If They Only Knew

Sometimes I feel so lost in this world no purpose or since of belonging. No matter how hard I work at it I will never be good enough. I feel like I going through life like a program robot. What's wrong with me that everyone wants to change who I am. I used to be able to hold down a job but in July I lost my job. I sleep a lot. I don't really have anybody to talk to. I can't talk to my family cause they don't understand what I am going through.

Been there. Feel like the cloud is slowly lifting. My industry "downsized" me out of a job a couple of years ago. I put on a happy face and kept going, but only in retrospect realize I was badly depressed, crying, sleeping all the time. Get outside and enjoy the weather. I;m here.

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