I know this is going to sound stupid but I just feel like everything in my body is weighing me down, like even my eyes feel heavy. It's like there is this weight on my chest and everytime I breath I feel like I'm either gonna burst into tear or break. The last time I felt like this I ended up hurting myself and I know I wanna do it again but the rational part of my mind won't let me and it's like I'm being torn in half.

If you wanted to connect to someone instantly, you could connect with one of the Listeners at 7 Cups of Tea so you don't have to wait for 100 posts on here. Just a suggestion... they have been helpful for me in the past

If you wanted to connect to someone instantly, you could connect with one of the Listeners at 7 Cups of Tea so you don't have to wait for 100 posts on here. Just a suggestion... they have been helpful for me in the past

I just get really nervous at the thought of talking to people, I'd rather type, I know it's stupid.

I know this is going to sound stupid but I just feel like everything in my body is weighing me down, like even my eyes feel heavy. It's like there is this weight on my chest and everytime I breath I feel like I'm either gonna burst into tear or break. The last time I felt like this I ended up hurting myself and I know I wanna do it again but the rational part of my mind won't let me and it's like I'm being torn in half.

Please don't hurt yourself Do you know why you are feeling like this? Has anything happened?

I know it's pretty personal, but if you open the door a bit, we'll be able to understand what's going on more, and maybe she'd some light.
I know that's not easy, but you seem to wana talk about it here somehow