At first I sat alone on the last row today (Wednesday Feb 9th) as there were 6 empty seats. I sat behind Dea & Kim who thrilled to have me sat behind them. Then in half hour one by one the empty chairs were taken by those who came late. Only Kelvin & Clarissa were absent because they were sick.

Justin came & without hesitation took a seat next to me. Oh man, I always find it hard to resist the temptation everytime I sat next to him because he doesn’t just gain me in conversation but he’s also very affectionate.

& I didn’t have to wait long for it. He was listening to Evelyn who taught infront of the class when suddenly he stared at me, stood up & guess what he did next. Yep, he hugged me. A big hug. Lol.

“Panda doll” he said while I gasped for air because this big chubby 5 year old boy hugged me tightly “It’s alive, isn’t it?”

Hmmph? I didn’t quite grasp what he was talking about.

“Isn’t the panda doll smooth & gentle?” he put his right chubby cheek onto my right cheek. Oh my! He was referring it to himself! Lol. I couldn’t be more agree. He’s been nicknamed kingkong, pooh bear & now panda doll. Who has given him that nickname? But whatever it is, he’ll remain my beloved Justin.

Now, now, so his classmates were a bit jealous to see us cuddling like that because Dea jumped into me after seeing a slight opportunity to do so. I don’t know if this inspired her other classmates who wanted to do so but feared they’d get a ‘no-no’ from me or they simply seeing it as sort of a game but one thing for sure is within seconds I found myself being swarmed by March, Nico, Stevany, Michelle & even Sekar who usually wouldn’t join in anything like this.

That made Evelyn barked from the front of the class. When I was teaching & the kids were noisy it was because they were busy talking with themselves but when she was teaching & the kids were noisy it was mostly caused by the kids left their seats to hug, tickle me or jump into my lap. Lol.

& she is always reluctant to say her protest to me though it has happened many times. She reluctant to protest at me perhaps because I’m her senior though strangely she doesn’t have any reluctant to protest at our headmaster though she’s much more senior in experience & age than me. Lol.

Sorry, Evelyn. I never feel good to be the cause of the noise or disorder in class whenever the kids swarm at me. But I simply can’t resist the temptation to make affection with the kids. I can be stern & discipline in school but I also an affectionate person who loves & enjoy being with the kids.

So I’m a bit different with other teachers who rarely show affection through physical contact. & the kids return my affection. What happened in class is showing it. Justin held & caressed my hand as he listened to Evelyn in class while I was busy writing down the stuff for tomorrow’s tutoring the kids in the class for the 6 year olds. As if it wasn’t enough, he also put his foot on my foot.

These days we often hear about sexual harassment by adults to under age children. Even Evelyn teaches her daughter not to allow her own uncle to touch her or kisses her in prevention to unexpected or unwanted behaviour from her uncle.

A Canadian penpal once told me that her son’s teacher called her when he peed his pants. She had to come to school to change & clean him. School wouldn’t do that. Maybe there are too many sexual harassment cases make school or teacher fear they would create opportunity for it to happen or to be misunderstood of doing it toward their students.

Wow, I thought to myself thinking f how many times I have physical contact with my students when we play, hug, tickle or do other affectionate contact. Not to mention when I clean those who can’t clean themselves after they pee or poop or accidentally peed or pooped their pants.

It’s a difficult situation. Teachers are suppose to act not only as teacher but as parents substitute to their students. But teachers’ genuine love & attention have been spoiled by the action of those people who harassed children. Worries & suspicion have spread every where even towards teachers.

Personally I think any adults who get aroused upon making physical contact with under children are people with psychological problems. A normal person won’t have anything like that. I can say this because I’ve never feel anything like that.

However, my regret is to see the purity on earth is being taken away bit by bit by spreading evil.

Children are the purity & evil wants to take it away from them. We must fight it.

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Who is Keke?

I am a person whose life is full of surprises. Have a degree in banking management but after spending about 11 years moving from one office job to another, I ended up teaching in kindergarten from 2005 to 2011. Due to some reason I had to resign from that kindergarten as I have got myself.. yep, another office job. Something that I never thought I would do again for a living. Writing in this blog continues though. I just want you to know what is this former kindergarten teacher does & thinks after she resigned from her teaching post. I like my present job but I know I am a teacher. One day I will teach in school again.