Hey guys, I'm sorry to post this dream, I don't want to upset anyone by the graphics of the dream,but I want answers and insight 'cause it is upsetting to me.

This past weekend I had a very disturbing dream about my dad who passed away 4 months ago (committed suicide) and my brother who lives with us. Just to give you a bit of background, my dad and brother are very similar. My dad was also involved in watching pornography. I also know that my brother have watched pornography on the internet. My mom and dad have been divorced since I was a little girl.

I dreamt that there was a family gathering. Me, my dad and brother with all my dads sisters and brothers. We were outside on some kind of patio just enjoying the night. My dad were sitting on a chair (back of chair lowered like a beach chair) with his back to me. On his lap was a cooking pot with cooked vegatables in it. Here is the disturbing part. My dad was naked and I saw his private parts inside this pot. The colour of it was a very bright red. But in the dream it wasn't so disturbing. I was kind of shy to see it, but I even made a joke about it to my dad!!! I had a spoon in my hand, I was ready to dish up for myself and I jokingly said to my dad that I must be careful not to dish up the wrong parts (his privates)!! This isn't normal talking IRL, but in the dream it felt normal.

Then I walked over to my brother who was sitting on the right side of the patio. He was sitting on the same kind of chair as my dad. Here is the disturbing part about my brother. His head was opened, the top of his scull removed (opened like a lid) an his brain and intestines came out of his scull. We were going to eat my brothers brains and intestines with the vegatables that is with my dad. I must say, it wasn't a very bloody scene or that disgusting, very clinical. Again it felt very normal and not disturbing in the dream. I remember thinking to myself "how can my brother be alive and talking to me when his scull is opened, his brains cooked and we are about to eat his brains. Then my brother stood up with all of this stuff (long strings of brain and intestines) still attached to his scull.

It actually feels as if this dream is from God and not the enemy.

I also had a dream the same night where my cousin (my dad's sisters daughter) had a baby, but the baby was a still born. All the family were together again and it was the day of the funeral. It was decided that I and 2 of my aunts would dress the baby before she will be burried. We were in the kitchen of my mothers house and we've decided that I wouln't have to be part of dressing the baby because it will upset me too much. I was relieved.

What could all of this possibly mean? Please pray with me about this. Both dreams is about my family on my dads side.

I do not interpret dreams but this just stood out to me.....Could it be that your brothers and or fathers Pornography problem will be exposed and it may be somewhat embarrasing to the family. I sense the stirring of the pot here is that it is being brought out in the open.....

I don't know what the rest means....again I do not do this normally so please pray on what I have said.

God bless,

Connie

~Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Himand He will direct your path.~ Proverbs 3:5-6

Hey Connie, the family knows about my dad watching porn. I can't help to think that maybe God wants me to pray for my brother because he is so much the same as my dad. My brother also in the past wanted to commit suicide, they both watched porn and their personalities are so much the same. I hate this thougt but maybe my dad didn't go to heaven and I should pray for my brother before he also ends up in hell. This thought makes me very depressed and sad. But I know that my dad wrote a letter to God asking for forgiveness 2 weeks prior to the suicide. I'm very confused.

A couple of things stood out to me# one boiling of your father’s parts that were red? Symbolizing the lust he was in before he passed?# your brother and your dad were in the same kind of chair like you dad…it made me think about a king passing his throne to sit upon on to his son…not in a good way in this case…I am not sure but I believe there is a bible verse that talks about the sins of the father being passed to the son.It appears that your brother’s mind (his brain) and your brother’s inner man- spirit (intestines) need to prayed for…Just some thoughts…

The focus with your dad in his chair was his private parts but the focus of your bother in his chair is his head and his gut (which is where I sense things of the spirit - my gut).

Your father's problem was flesh. Even though you stated that your borther is also in porn, it seems that your brother's issues right now are in his spirit and his emotions. I would pray for him in these areas.

The ways that I pray for people in bondage are based on two scriptural accounts. I pray like Daniel prayed for deliverance of the captives....meaning intercession on their behalf and asking deliverance and forgiveness for their sins, and praying continually until the Lord sends me an answer like Daniel did. Secondly, for people facing serious things like death, like Jesus did in the garden of Gethsemane, I pray for angels to strengthen them to give them the power to overcome the most difficult things a person could ever face.

Hope that helps.

Love,Mia

Love,

Mia

MiaI'm a lousy example of a Christian but a PERFECT example of God's Grace.

Sirianta - How often do you dream about your dad? My dad died almost 8 years ago. I dream about him from time to time. It used to be quite a bit more until I got some "issues" worked out. My parents divorced when I was 11 for many reasons, but one big reason was my mom taking us to church. He did not want that. I KNOW he is heaven now - I asked him before he died and He professed Jesus as his Lord and Savior. I ask purely out of selfish reasons - I don't have a clue what your dream means. Just wondering how often (given somewhat similar backgrounds we have) you dream of him. One encouraging note: My brother was ANGRY over my dad's death, took his inheritance and sent it up his nose and veins. In December of this year, I felt a heavy burden to fast and pray for him. Found out he was contemplating suicide. LONG Story short: God got a hold of him this spring and he now also proclaims Jesus as Lord and Savior and is eager to serve the Lord! There is hope for your brother. I know your plate is full - mine was too. But pray with a fire you've never had before.

Mia and Unaday, I too think that God is showing me how similar my dad and brother is and that I should pray for my brother. My brother believes in Jesus and is very open to have a christian conversation, but I also think that my dads sin has been passed over to him. My brother didn't take my dads death that well, he gets very emotional about it. I too thought that that is why I saw his brains, because he has a lot going on in his head.

RnestseekR, I don't dream of my dad that often. I always ask God to please show me in a dream if my dad is in heaven or not because it is something I'm struggling with. My brother has a lot of dreams of my dad. He is a dreamer too, like me. I should maybe post some of his dreams on here. My brother too has a lot of issues in his life, but it looks like things are starting to work out for him.

I will surely start praying for my brother even more than I am currently. I don't want to see him walk the same path as my dad.

My brother is a dreamer too. Read my posting under teachings (I think) for the prayer he'd ask God to send me for confirmation in his own life. I think it's titled something "2 lessons". Anyways, if your brother ever needs someone to chat with me, I think my brother is to a place where he could be a really positive influence. My brother was 21 when my dad died. I can get you his e-mail address or My Space info if your brother ever needs a place to vent that's not family or friends. Have a fantastic day!

Thank you so much RnestseekR, I will surely mention this to my brother. I'm just not sure if he has access to the internet at work, but he will surely appreciate it. Thanks again for this wonderfull offer.

You mention that your brother has the same sin as your Dad. That is called a Generational Curse and it can be broken off your brother. Seek out Deliverance. Remember to break all soul ties as well. Sometimes we let or give permission for these demons or underlings to be there. Forgiveness is key in deliverance. I will be praying for your brother.

God Bless,

Connie

~Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Himand He will direct your path.~ Proverbs 3:5-6