That the majority of the time, I don't bother explaining it to people. It's complex -- even to me.

I live with three conditions that feed my promiscuity and insatiable sexuality. It's most similar to living with a dragon. Except the dragon lives inside of me.

HYPERSENSITIVITY

Hypersensitivity is being highly sensitive to mental stimuli, emotional stimuli, physical stimuli (via sound, sight, smell, touch) and being overwhelmed by too much information (the news, social media etc).

My own hypersensitivity can be positive in some aspects. I'm quite intuitive and I'm incredibly compassionate (often to my detriment).

But my hypersensitivity in regards to mental stimuli and touch feeds into my sexuality. Fellatio excites me mentally to the point that I can cum whilst giving head -- without being touched.

My nipples, my cunt -- everything is very sensitive and responsive TO LIFE. (sometimes this aliveNESS is tiring).

HYPERSEXUALITY

In a nutshell, hypersexuality is sex addiction. I've been diagnosed with it but I choose not to wear the label. I don't believe in sex addiction, I only BELIEVE in a love of sex.

There have been times when I've questioned my hypersexuality and whether I do (in fact) require treatment.

Recent Example: In London, after the hack, after losing my one-woman show and running out of money.

I was so stressed that some days I would watch porn and masturbate for up to eight hours a day.

Relationships suffer because of my neediness for sex.

As one of my exes wrote to me in an email last year.

Verbatim: "You're the most passionate girl. But you're tiring Ness. I felt tired all the time in our relationship. You kill a man slowly."

We had a laugh after he wrote that and if he reads this blog (which he could). He'll be cool. We both 'tell it like it is'. That's why we were a team for a time. And we're still friends all these years later!

​Most men tell me that I EXHAUST them. Both with my personality and my sexuality. That hurts a little bit, if I'm honest.

HYPERORGASMIC

This is a fairly new phenomenon in my life. It's been happening for about two years.