Today is December 31, 2011. The day my January, February, and March 2011 self dreaded so much. Jeff and I decided at the start of 2011 that if I was not pregnant by today, we would “give up”.

But we all know by now that I got my miracle. I never, ever would have predicted at the start of this year that I’d end 2011 with my 38 day old baby in my arms.

This year, I didn’t run many races and I was let go from a job I loved. While I still don’t have everything I need (seriously, does anyone want to hire a health writer/editor/communication specialist/educator?), 2011 was definitely the year I got everything I’ve ever wanted.

Wyatt has brought me more joy than I thought was possible. I’m sad to see this wonderful year go, but I am so excited to watch my little guy grow in 2012 and through the many years that follow.

Like I said last year, I’m not big on resolutions or lofty goals. But I do have a wish for 2012: I want all of my real life and blog world friends who are struggling to get pregnant to finally get their miracles.

I can’t put into words how amazing it is to read about your infertility struggle via your blog. Makes me feel somewhat human again! I was just reading through some of your older links and where you were at about a year ago is so similar to where I’m at right now…especially the emotions! And like you, the medications do NOT agree with me well…so many side effects. Infertility sucks…there is just no sugarcoating it. But as I endure all the pain (physically and emotionally) that it entails (as well as the drain on our bank account) I’m trying really hard to look at the big picture.

Good luck to you as you pursue your next career endeavors! May 2012 be filled with much joy and many blessings for you.

Reading your blog this year has taught me to not take my presumed fertility for granted. I’m 28 and have been postponing it to “have fun,” but now know that it’s not a one shot deal and I should start planning. Happy new year!

Thanks for sharing everything. I too am struggling with infertility and there is no other way to say it than – IT SUCKS!!!! It’s so hard to watch people become pregnant so easily and for free. It always gives me hope when I read stories like yours that it will happen for me one day too. Your family is just too cute

Infertility is one of the biggest challenges I’ve faced as well… so glad you got your miracle, and like you said, here’s hoping many more miracles will be born in 2012! I’m sure your blog is an inspiration for many. Happy new year!

Thank you for this post. I was really dreading Dec 31 and any occasion that marks the passing of time. It just reminds me of how long we have been unsuccessfully trying for a baby. But I am hopeful for what 2012 may bring. Happy new year.

Congratulations on your miracle!! I have no clue how I ended up here (a click here, a click there..) but I read your back story a little and I’m so excited for you to see your dream of a baby come true! I also have PCOS and had trouble conceiving, but fortunately one round of chlomid did the trick for me (and metformin which I’m still taking). I’m due in July. Here’s to an unbelievable awesome 2012!