When is waiting worth it? As I am sitting here now, and I must admit anxiously, this idea has become ever so prevalent. Waiting is paining.

It is only 2:30, and the game is not for another hour and a half. I am in the rocking chair in Fitz's room writing this ramble; however, I am more focused on the lacrosse game than I am on this journal entry.

It is far easier to forget about something when you are preoccupied. It is not like I am sweating my head off thinking about the game, but I have discovered I forget when I am in motion. Right now, I am not, and it's extremely boring and aggravating.

This is not the first time this has happened to me. I often find that before a sporting event or a test, if I am not in motion, I am just waiting to leave. You could say that it is a good thing to get excited for something, I would agree, but also I would say that getting too excited is not so good. That is what I am like right now. I do not like it, I want it to stop; but it is out of my control.

I know that I am not the only one who experiences this. So in closing, I ask: Is waiting painful for you?