First Things First

Welcome to my very first blog, my non-existent readers! I’m really not expecting for anyone to ever come across this besides maybe future me cringing at myself, but here goes. I feel kind of stupid for doing this, but I feel like if I have something to write in a few times each week, maybe I’ll be able to track progress within my life, as at the moment nothing’s really going anywhere. To get started and to give you an insight of where I’m at, here’s a little bit about myself:

I’m fresh out of high school with a shockingly low ATAR not because I’m dumb, but because I give up things easily and school meant nothing to me

I’m not at University because I don’t know what I want to do, but am feeling pressured to go as I don’t want to waste time in my life as I already am

My boyfriend is in year 12 and he’s a genius who studies like anything because school matters to him and he’s basically the opposite to me in every way, which is why I love him

I work as a waitress in a job I hate with people I loathe. I used to love the place and it took myself, one barista and one chef to run. We now have about twelve staff and I hate them all; boss gave one girl an anxiety attack, new manager is dodgy as, assistant manager is dumb and doesn’t listen to me, too many chiefs, not enough indians. And I get paid less than $16 an hour. I’ve been looking for another job for the past five months

I have a second job which I actually quite love, which is violin tutoring at primary schools

Every week of my life goes like so:
MON: Day off; do nothing all day, play netball in the night
TUE: Day off; do nothing all day and all night
WED: Up at 7:45am, leave the house by 8:10 to be at my first primary school to tutor my first lesson at 8:30. Go till 11am, go home, have lunch and be at the second school for a 12pm half hour lesson. Might have work later at 4:30/5ish.
THURS: Might have work, might not, who knows.
FRI: Might have work through the day, usually have work at night from 4:30/5ish till late.
SAT: Either have work or some get together/day out with friends/family. Most of the time have work at night again.
SUN: Sunday morning/day shift at work. Busiest day of the week for it and the most stressful. Every Sunday I almost quit but then I remember I need money to live.

My car is called Bugly Betty. I love it.

This week I will be attempting to #postaday to get myself into this whole thing. Knowing me it’ll turn into #postaweek though so let’s just see what happens!

Published by whatsupwitha

This is basically an online diary of my life. Well, hoping to be. I don't care if zero people see this, in fact I would probably prefer to keep it like that, but I want this to show a progression with my life which at the moment seems stuck.
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Why is this even a thing?

Some people get things done, some dont. I fall into the category of the people who struggle to find motivation in life. Im a young adult not going to uni and slave my life away as a waiter, giving music lessons on the side, with no idea where Im going with my life, which is just so much fun. Because of this I thought why not do a Julie and Julia and start a blog and see where I go. Maybe Ill be motivated enough to do something productive at least once a week or so, and let everyone see whats up with A.