interesting..

Saturday, January 07, 2012

i looked at my blog here from 2010 and its kinda funny that is about how i feel right now. ://
i used the words "emotionally starving"... so true.
im different from other people i guess..
maybeit will chizzle more cuts into my hidden 6 pack!
probably not.. but i think ive been getting into a lilbetter shape since the summer..
every morning i try to do a lil bit of push ups or pullups.. and at least im maintaining instead of gaining..

"everything just kinda sux for me now..
im living in limbo.. lost.. and have no direction. none what so ever.
just breathing takes effort. :/ "

im such an emo kid. hah
well i feel that way now xD
yes i can laugh at my misfortune cuz its the only thing i got..

i think i will definiately start capo again.
or/and go to game developer meet ups or something..
i need to stay occupied or my mind will wonder into darkness..
that last line was kinda emo too..

but for sparks i hopefully will keep you 1 maybe 2 strangers reading this updated.

on the new facebook layout with the timeline thingy.. i think im only going to use food as my cover pic. it looks good to see pretty food.

oh i have a bike now. so hopefully i'll be adding more bike rides into sparks.
its a mongoose mountian bike. with dual shocks. i changed the seat to a none taint bruising kind.. no banana seat for me...

I hope you wear a nice, cute outfit when you go out biking! Emotionally starving--I like this term!

I really hope you're doing well. =[ I have no doubt that it's been a rough few months. I think time will definitely heal all and I have no doubt that you will continue to make the best of yourself because you always do!