Cry-babbiesOK....Heres the deal. This is my first blog and I really didn't want it to be this subject matter but, some people on here really chap my ASS! If you are a woman and you are on here and showing your body in pics that are really revealing and even naked. Quite your "bitching and moaning" when someone comments you on the pics that you posted for the whole world to see! Just because you do not like what that person had to say about you. Take the good with the bad. If you want people to jump through hoops just to add you as a friend ....get over it! you are not that special and for the record neither am I! And while I am on the subject why do you little shits rate someone's pics less than a 10? If you don't like what you see move on! don't down rate their pics just to be an ASS! or to be mean to someone! I am so frusturated with some of the people on here, they are expecting way to much from you on here! It is supposed to be a site for grown adults and I am seeing more and more gro

Cry Baby In Shout Box Over Mumms Yet Againcrystal..{...: ok bye
->crystal..{...: waaaaaaa waaaaaa thats th eway mumm swork
->crystal..{...: lol this is th enet not for friends and she stated her opnion dont post mumms if ya cant deal
crystal..{...: i didnt post my mumm to get treated like that
crystal..{...: what i was trying to get help with is if i should delete them or not,this place is for friends,not rude people like punkin
->crystal..{...: hmm yes u are getting laughed at for carin about what people think of you who are on the net
crystal..{...: compare my votes,if im getting laughed at
->crystal..{...: feel free to rate ones all u want
->crystal..{...: i put my pics on private to avoid pervs
->crystal..{...: they dont we were all laughing at you
crystal..{...: hey,i thot rates didnt matter,proved my point
->crystal..{...: come to show me some love all my shit is private hahahahah

Cry BabyTalking to my ex girlfriend.
It's werid,
but nice.
I dont talk to any of my exes but her.
Which i'm glad because she was my best friend.
The really weird thing is when i was crying about nothing today i was thinking about how much i miss her.
And waalaah, just as i was gonna get off the computer she comes on.
I really did miss her.
Today was wicked in the most non dramatic way.
I never used to cry, unless it was really bad.And now.. Bam. i cant hold it in. And i hate hate crying.

Cry Babies....Poor babies got all butt hurt and cried cause I posted a mumm about plus size women... I am a plus size girl... and it got deleted cause people cried... awwww.... it is the internet people grow-up!

Cry BabysI spent a little time on rating pics last night and well all i can say is woo ... some people cant take any thing less then a 10 well sorry we cant all be tens im not saying im a 10 but well lets face it that is why we put our photos on this thing is to get rated right and it sure pissed every one off well kiss my ass i can rate what i want ....and rate my photos low i dont care im not a cry baby it wont hurt me one bit .this is only for fun
.

Crybabies LolI GUESS I SHOULDN'T BE SUPRISED AFTER ALL IT IS
THE INTERNET AND I HAVE BEEN ON MANY SITES AND
CHAT ROOMS AND HAVE SEEN PEOPLE CRY ABOUT STUPID
SHIT BUT THIS TAKES THE CAKE THESE PEOPLE CRY
BECAUSE I TYPE IN CAPS THEY CRY IF I DON'T APPROVE
THEIR COMMENTS IN MY MUMS LOL GET A FUCKIN LIFE
PEOPLE!!!! I HAVE THE RIGHT TO DENY YOUR COMMENT IF I WANT TOO JUST LIKE I HAVE THE RIGHT TO TYPE IN CAPS IF U DON'T LIKE IT NOBODY IS FORCING U TO
READ MY MUMS OR MY BLOGS FOR THAT MATTER AFTER ALL
IT IS JUST THE INTERNET AND FOR PEOPLE TO WASTE
THEIR TIME WHINNING TO ME BECAUSE I DIDN'T APPROVE
THEIR COMMENT I ALMOST FEEL BAD FOR THEM IS THEIR
LIFE THAT PATHETIC THAT THEY HAVE NOTHING BETTER
TO DO??LOL AGAIN IT SHOULDN'T SUPRISE ME BUT THEN
AGAIN IT DOES GET OVER IT PEOPLE THERE ARE MUCH
WORSE THINGS THEN NOT HAVING A COMMENT APPROVED
OR TYPING IN CAPS OH YEA AND TYPING IN CAPS DOESN'T MEAN I'M YELLING IT MEANS I LIKE TYPING
IN CAPS LOL

Crybabies... And Chivalry.Apparently, someone on my block list took offense to a blog I wrote, so it's gone.
However, there was a quote in there that I don't want to forget... and it will remain here.
Chivalry is not dead. Occasionally he can be seen hanging out with his retarded cousin, Ignorance.
Remember, kids, play nice. Truth is an absolute defense.

Cry BabiesOkay so I can see blocking me if I was mean to you or rude to you, however I have now been blocked by 2 different boys, for not given them enough attention. I think this is very silly and just wanted to laugh at them for being such cry babies. What has this worked come to anyway where you don't have to be mean just uninventive to be banned? HA HA HA

Crybaby Bling Activated! (novella)I went to the ER last night at 3 in the morning, due to shortness of breath and intense upper right chest pain (not the heart side). I had paced around for a good hour and half hoping the pain would go away before I pounded on my brother and sister-in-law's door, asking them to take me to the ER. My sister-in-law of course is dressed and ready in 5 minutes with the vehicle running (warming up). Takes me 15 minutes just to get dressed due to the pain and lack of breath.
We get to the ER, sign in, wait 5 min before I am seen. (The place is empty so I got right in). They ask how many packs I smoke a day? I reply, "1 1/2 to 2." And how much alcohol a day do you drink? "9-12 beers on an average day." They say my oxygen is low, so they shove these O2 tubes up my nose, and now I'm getting a little worried. They also said my blood pressure was really high, which I figured is from the alcohol. (As I don't really weigh all that much at 155-160).
Later, I get 2 lung X-Rays to which the do

Crybabies & Their Ignorance To The Truth.So like yesterday I posted this blog about this dude with no salute and there was proof and evidence that he was totally lying out of his ass. Apparently his soon to be fu wife, went crying and bitching like a baby. Never mind the fact that I was right or anything, or maybe to actually think about why it was being posted, nope just whine and bitch hell I even marked it NSFW. And quite frankly my friends…
I’m getting a little tired of that shit
So here’s a note to that bitch and her fake man and anyone else who thinks it’s really adult to cry and run to the principal’s office and complain about things that are factually true, but don’t want their little worlds shattered..
I will not stop, and you can go fuck yourself.
The details , until I can find a more suitable place or method of doing things that need to be done, are available through private email contact at johnnydevil2007@yahoo.com
Fakes, cons, cheaters, spammers and liars need to be exposed for what they are. I’ve been

Crybabies & Their Ignorance To The Truth.Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Cry! Cry! Cry!!!Everything she said was a lie
How can I have been so blind
Mesmerized by her eyes
A decietful smile
And sexy thighs
My heart trembled
At the very thought of her
She didnt have to say anything
And I fell in LOVE
With every word
I held so tight
I never wanted to let go
Not knowing she had slipped my grip
Far too long ago
It hurt so bad
Yet it felt so good
I was rich with love
And she stole my heart
Like Robin Hood
A girl with style
She was sexy, with class
I suppose my fault
Was falling for her too fast
But im no longer upside down
For i've found my feet
They're pressed firm
Stuck to concrete
And I now ask myself why,
I went through this
Why did I implore
For one last touch
One last passionate kiss
But now nothing is there at all
Nothing
But this.
~YOURS TRULY~
SALVADOR BISHOP

Cry From My Friend The Poem WriterI'm feeling very down right now..I'm in a lot of pain lately.. The doctors say that is normal.. I"m trying too hard they say.. Working 3 jobs will do that to a person of normal statue.. but, with all my medical.. it makes things worse. This starts the season of feeling happy and merry.. but for me.. I can't seem to shake it.. do you have any suggestions?

A Cry For Help Aka Getting The Pity VoteI feel like I need an honest and true-life councilor on some points in my existence. Before I get any further into this lil subject just let me say that I scoff at the way some people claim things are these days. There are disorders like colors of the spectrum and 50 types of councilor for each it seems, that is not what I mean in this. I believe many of those disorders are very valid btw…just not all. For a life councilor, or maybe consoler would be better, I mean advice. I want to change much and it’s hard to start doing so, though I have accomplished some HUGE goals for me. The biggest, quitting smoking. But…my life still needs an overhaul and I feel like I need a hand up in one way or another to accomplish it. Doesn’t mean I won’t crumble without it but honestly…there’s always more that we don’t know than we do, and my list of don’t know’s might just be more vast than yours :-P. For instance, I don’t socialize well these days, or ever for that matter. Let’s review. In HS

Cry ~ Faith HillIf I had just one tear
Running down your cheek
Maybe I could cope
Maybe I'd get some sleep
If I had just one moment at your exspense
Maybe all my misery
Would be well spent...yeaaaa
Could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that your feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me
If your love could be caged, honey, I would hold the key
And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me
And you'd hunt and those lies
They'd be all you'd ever find
And that'd be all you'd have to know
For me to be fine
And you'd cry a little
Die just a little
And baby I would feel just a little less pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me
Give it up baby
I hear your goodbye
Nothin's gonna save me
I see it in your eyes
Some kind of heartache
Darlin give it a try
I don't want pity
I just want what is mine
Yeah.. Could you cry a little

Cry For HelpSo imcomplete
so alone,lost and sad.
This is what i feel when i awake another day
why do i build my walls
so strong so mighty and long lasting
i wont let myself fall for a stranger
nor will i allow myself fall for a friend
i want to love again
i want to be happy
but yet i always screw it up
i push and push
so your not near me
i wont let you love me
ill make you hate me
hate me to the core
wish u hated me and i was dead
stab me again and again
please dont let me feel this way
save me from these feelings
show me not all is evil
show me that love is true,happy and
the greatest feeling out there.
save this soul

A Cry For HelpApparently, I've reached the limit for my level for photo ratings (and blog ratings and everything else ratings). So I'm stuck at work, on a miserable day, and I can't even aimlessly flick through random peoples photos, racking up those all important points (note hint of bitter irony). If anyone feels like rescuing me for CT Purgatory (which I thinks still exists, it was Limbo they abolished), PLEASE drop by and say hello. At the very least you could point, laugh and run away. Otherwise I might have to resort to desperate measures. Like doing some work.

A Cry For Peace....shouts In VainSometimes I sit, sometimes I stare, sometimes I dwell in wonder…
What was the spell that my feelings sometime put me under…
Why do I write? Why should I bother? What does it do to ease my mind…
What will it solve? What answers to which questions will I find…
I don't know…I honestly cannot say or predict…
I cannot understand the mystery behind life's little tricks…
All I can do is live, take each day as it comes…
Some days I'm thrilled to be here, others I just sit, twiddling my thumbs…
Wondering what more chaos could tomorrow possibly bring…
Will I wake up to rain…or to the song that birds always sing…
Will the sun shine through my clouds and show that there is hope…
Or will I continue to be burdened…held down by these chains and this rope…
Someone untie me please…someone…hello…is anyone there…
Does anyone at all hear my cry for peace…or am I being heard and just no one cares…
There are many many branches that reach abroad from my tree…
But

A Cry For Help.Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, and all of the others, including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left.
Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No I can't..There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place for you here."
Love decided to ask Vanity, who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love too, but she

Cry-faith HillIf I had just one tear
Running down your cheek
Maybe I could cope
Maybe I'd get some sleep
If I had just one moment at your exspense
Maybe all my misery
Would be well spent...yeaaaa
Could you cry a little
Lie just a little
Pretend that your feeling a little more pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me
If your love could be caged, honey, I would hold the key
And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me
And you'd hunt and those lies
They'd be all you'd ever find
And that'd be all you'd have to know
For me to be fine
And you'd cry a little
Die just a little
And baby I would feel just a little less pain
I gave now I'm wanting
Something in return
So cry just a little for me
Give it up baby
I hear your goodbye
Nothin's gonna save me
I see it in your eyes
Some kind of heartache
Darlin give it a try
I don't want pity
I just want what is mine
Yeah.. Could you cry a little

Cry For EternityFalling from the sky now, the sign of the burning sun
Into the face of the evil one
Nowhere to hide now we're on the run
Right before your eyes
We're watching, we're waiting, our souls are forsaken
The sign of the warriors, the evil will rise
Through the fire and the flames
Breaking the chains
Into the night we go
Torment and pain
Trample the slain
Soldiers of death we know
Our steel will shine forever through the night and blinding rain
We'll see them face their fears it's time to rise again, in everlasting pain
Fly free for what we believe
One thousand hearts bleeding, the eternal dream
Feel me, the touch we all need
So silently now we will kneel
Cry for eternity
So now the fallen will live again
They feel the pain burn inside of them
Remember now what you feel again, deep down inside
Still cursing, still crawling, we're endlessly falling
The downfall of mankind, the fate of us all
Hold your head to the sky, bleeding we cry
Screaming until we kn

Cry For YouYou know I can't believe you,
all the things you say,
they're not true. [oh oh oh]
But I fear I can't just leave you.
All I feel is that I need you my love.
This is all my spirit can take,
anymore and I will surly meet decay.
Won't you reach out and touch my heartache,
feel it beating, please don't throw it away.
I can't believe your careless lies,
your burning eyes, pass through me.
I never thought our love would die,
but how could I, I could not see.
Baby girl you know I need you,
can't believe that you would leave me this way.
If my pain will not appease you,
so it please you I've got nothing to say.
I now begin to realize,
you're not the girl I once knew.
But deep beneath those hollow eyes,
reasons that die in part of you, of you.
I will cry, cry for you, for you, I will cry, cry for you.
Come on though you shut the moon out,
as though it were bright as sun in the day.
I would crawl through a demention in your head,
you would show me a way.
I

Cry For You Daddy.Just when I thought it wasn't possible
You did it again.
You made me feel like I didn't exist
At least when we fight I feel your touch
Thats when I know that I am real
Your words cut like a knife.
Every time you do this
You rip my heart out.
I try and tell myself
Its just your way of saying "I LOVE YOU"
I try and act like you don't know how to express it to me.
Put then I hear you say it to my mother.
And it kills me that you can say it to her not me.
I am your daughter,
I cry out to you in my own way.
But I am once again denied those feelings.
All you see me as is a waste of skin.
That all I do is spend your money.
That I am a "bitch" a "cunt" or a " whore"
I say I love you.
You either ignore it,
Or say "back atcha" or "yeah"
I often blame myself.
Even though all this hurts,
Nothing hurts more then,
Hearing your father utter the words,
"I am not a dad" or,
"I wish you were a boy" or even...
"I wish you weren't here"
Well some days I wish I could that ma

Cry For HelpI wish I knew what I could do
I want to be yours
But times like this when she is here
I don't feel like I am yours.
Last night I didn't either.
All I wanted was to curl around your legs for comfort
And so I could get some sleep.
But I guess I can ever forget that when she's here
I had these horrible nightmares all night and they wouldn't stop
I was so scared
And you were nowhere around.
You don't even seem to care if I do anything right now.
The only thing you care about is if I'm driving with my knife.
Well guess what I'm gonna
I'm feeling dangerous right now.
Theres nothing you can do.
I don't see any real purpose anymore to living
Its not worth the heartache day in and day out
I wish there was an off button
That I could turn these feelings off
And just not care anymore
Maybe it would help.
This is my cry for help
But I don't think anyone's listening anymore.
Nov. 1, 2008
April Marie
"My heart is yours to fill or burst, To break or bury, Or wear as

A Cry For HelpEvery day i hear people say three little words that just remind me of what i had and lost what i was dumb enough to leave behind. now i am just a shadow of the world i left behind everyone is moving on my best friend is gonna be a daddy my childhood sweet heart is a mommy and she is married, my sis is getting married and a mommy as for me i am just a single loser i don't know where i'm headed or where i'll end up but i know one thing. the words that hurt so much r I LOVE YOU!!!! this has so many meanings it can be heart felt or just three words but when i hear them it makes me relize how much i have lost already because of my descessions every choice i have made has made it harder and harder for me to forget the one person i truely loved the person i lost my virgainty to i would give the whole world for but she no longer feels that way and has moved on and i respect that but it hurts to replace her cuz she was my whole she made me feel wanted in this crazy world but without her i al

A Cry For HelpA Cry For Help I am invisible Everything I do is wrong I can’t speak, I can’t move I am a prisoner of my own life I do not feel loved For everything that I do, I get hurt. Tears swarming in my eyes Pain taking over my body My heart shatters again and again I am the hated one. I sit alone in the dark corner Hoping and praying that someday, it would be different But everyday it’s the same thing. The tears stain my pillows The scars won’t go away I remember thinking Maybe…someday… Someday will never come, for I am the hated one. No one loves me No one cares I am invisible No one knows I’m there But I am here Can’t you hear me shout? Crying out for help? The pain in my heart. You are blind, All you can see is the preferred one The one you compare me to All you ask is “why can’t you be like her?” But I can’t be like her Because I am me Once in the embrace of darkness, I cry once more. Why don’t you love

Cry For Help ~shinedown~You've been hiding out For quite a while now, Living off of people you know Trying to raise a little money To pay off all the monkeys That you met inside the Rabbit hole You're taking candy from the white witch You're smoking tea with Mama Kin Well, there's a wolf outside A brick house screaming; "This time I'm gonna blow it in!" [Pre-chorus:] Because the mind is a weapon, see And it's got you on Your hands and knees Pull the trigger if you're gonna We all know that you wanna Count of 1, 2, 1, 2, 3! [Chorus:] You better pray that theres Another way out You better pray that Someones listening now (And doesn't wanna watch you drown) 'Cause when you lie like The devil himself No angels gonna hear your Cry for help! I know you must really think It's funny, you had everybody Fooled in the end But it's a little unassuming Considered how you knew me I'm the only one that called You a friend [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] Count of 1, 2, 1, 2, 3!!! [Chorus] For help [x3]

Cry For Help - Shinedown Okay, So I Love This One As Well, But It Would Be Better As A Slow Song. Imo"Cry For Help"You've been hiding outFor quite a while now,Living off of people you knowTrying to raise a little moneyTo pay off all the monkeysThat you met inside theRabbit holeYou're taking candy from the white witchYou're smoking tea with Mama KinWell, there's a wolf outsideA brick house screaming;"This time I'm gonna blow it in!"[Pre-chorus:]Because the mind is a weapon, seeAnd it's got you onYour hands and kneesPull the trigger if you're gonnaWe all know that you wannaCount off 1, 2, 1, 2, 3![Chorus:]You better pray that theresAnother way outYou better pray thatSomeones listening now(And doesn't wanna watch you drown)'Cause when you lie likeThe devil himselfNo angels gonna hear yourCry for help!I know you must really thinkIt's funny, you had everybodyFooled in the endBut it's a little unassumingConsidered how you knew meI'm the only one that calledYou a friend[Pre-chorus:]Because the mind is a weapon, seeBut you're not gonnaUse it on mePull the trigger if you're gonnaWe all know th

Cry For Caringittycelt: less than a minute ago
a suicide attempt isnt a cry for help its a big SHOUT!!! Hey, people, somethings wrong....waake up and pay attention...im not just blue...i want to die...somebody listen to me...somebody help me, someone please give a damn enough to oopen your ears and hear what im syying...its not going to just go away because you think it should..its part of me...accept it and be there for me....im tired of pretending to be the strong one....im tired of being the one everyone comes to to solve your problems...where are you when i need someone to be strong for me...my suicide attempt isnt a cry for attention....its a great big shout for help, for someone to listen.
im tired of hearing shes just having a pity party, shes just feeling sorry for herself, she just wants attention, shes a drama queen...listen up folks, its a chemical imbalance in my brain...i cant fix it, i cant make it go away, im sorry if y moods disturb you, but if youl stop and listen for 5 minutes,

A Cry From A WomanI HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCHI've been: Beat, Raped and abusedBut Flawless without a bruise.TATOOED- With your hand prints on my face, back and arms.but who'd ever thought you could have done Harm.Beaten, Raped and battered.Now my face is shatteredmy Legs and skull with minor fracturesbut as blood runs down my faceYOU LAUGHas this was entertainment for you.but YET I refuse to shed a tear infront of you.but through the years I've cried as I washed the blood off of my face, out of my hair and my clothesand when these salty tears run into my wounds I let out a louder cry. Pleading for helpwith no response.I was Raped that very same nightbehind a carthat said FIRST IN FLIGHTyou Cut,Bit,Spit on mebut yet I bleedbut YET you laugh againand the drama starts over againYou got your pleasureI got the painI lose but you gain(you) the drama(me) severe head tramaYet beaten raped and abusedwhile in painYOUR amusedABUSED-mentally, phsically, emotionallynever letting out one screamYou hit me with a lamp

The Cry - Ghost LegendThe Cry
A long plaintive wail emanated from the cardboard box. Whether Jacob had seen the box or heard the cry first, he could not be sure, but he was certain that the pitiful sound came from the box. At once he was regretting taking the short cut from the Burger bar to the car park, he had always felt uncomfortable using it after dark. The passage between the Record shop and the Butchers was only just wide enough for one person and it was badly lit with a single bulb. Where it opened out behind the shops, anyone could be hiding in the dark out of sight of the High Street, hardly visible in the shadows from the vast empty car park.
Still he had something else to worry about this time because there was that cry again, audible above the sound of the fans on the refrigeration unit at the back of the Butchers shop. It was a heart rending sound of loneliness, pain and hunger, that brought back memories of childhood punishments, when Jacob's mother locked him in his bedroom without any

Crying MenWhat do you all think about a grown man crying? Is he just a big pussy or is it ok to just let it all out?

Crying Is Gd For U!"There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided into two.
50 people watched a very funny, tears-of laughter type movie. 50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie.
At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers.
They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine...salt water and not a great deal else
However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumors, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses through out the body.
This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness /heartache experience.
Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves... .and prolonged lack-of-crying-release will guarantee that the body will accumulate a huge amount o

Crying In The NightThe lonsemone kid cries in the night,
He hopes to become as strong as a knight.
With his shining armour and gleaming sword,
Then before the battle, he thinks of her.
He gets a smile on his face,
Then dodges the mace.
And when he wins,
He looks at all the grins.
But when he goes home,
He tends to his wounds.
Then he cries in the middle of the night,
All over again

Crying Againwhy do i cry over him so much, why cant i get over him, i'm so depressed, cant stop thinking bout him, but i have to move on, and it so ridiculosly hard to do, i need to have some fun, and meet new guys!
ttyl
depressed and lonely

CryingDarkness blankets the sky
No stars to draw the naked eye
Into the night, I toss my heart
So long have I been lost
Endlessly my emotions tossed
No guiding light, no start
Adrift upon the eternal sea
Of wishes and dreams and glee
A longing formed within my breast
All it did was left me wanting
Shadowed, ceaseless haunting
Searching, wanting, restlessness
Into the din of rage and hate
My soul was lost of hope and fate
Upon the night escaped a sigh
It mattered not, the wanton ache
Nothing here, my hurt to slake
No one here to see me cry

Crying Silent Tears TonightAm crying silent tears tonight
For real ones never come
Life's not supposed to be this hard
Joy should be there somewhere.
I seem to have missed this place
Where happiness must roam
Maybe if I look hard enough
I'll find in under some stone
My path I walk is burdensome
My life is just not fair
It's filled with strife and troublesome
So I'll cast my woes into the air
A new love has found it's way to me
So near and yet so far
I hope he is looking up tonight
At his special Star
I say to him, my love is pure
For this I am sure
Sweet Witch will cast no spells
Will never break your heart
No matter how far we are
We never stray apart

CryingCrying's not weeping
It's not just a lie
Crying is hurting
Deep down
Deep inside
You hurt me
Im crying but dont understand
Why these tears are unseen
So you cant see me cry
These tears that Im crying like acid
They burn but they
Teach me the lessons in life that
I learn
Crying's not weeping its not just a lie
Crying is hurting
Deep down
Deep inside

Crying WifeA young couple, married just a couple of weeks, returned from their
honeymoon to face the beginning of their new lives. The next morning, the
husband woke up, showered, dressed and made his way to the kitchen where he
saw his new wife crying.
So the husband inquired, "What's wrong, Honey?"
"Well, I came down here this morning to surprise you with a big breakfast,
but I can't cook or clean."
The husband smiled his biggest smile and said, "There, there sweetie! I
don't care that you can't cook and clean. Come on up to the bedroom, and
I'll show you what I'd like for breakfast." So, off they went to the
bedroom.
That afternoon, the husband came home for lunch to find his new wife crying
again in the kitchen.
"What's wrong now, Sweetie?"
"Well, the same thing as this morning. I came in here to make you something
for lunch, and I just can't cook."
Again the husband smiled and said, "Why don't you come back up to the
bedroom and I'll have my lunch there!" So of

Crying Like A Church On MondayI was dancing
With your shadow
Slow down memories hall
I said 'wait have I been seduced and forgotten'
You said 'Baby havn't we all'
Now I don't like crying
Because it only gets me wet
But I can't help failing
To remember to forget you
And I know it's going to be a long time
And I'm crying like a church on Monday
Praying for these feelings to go away
So do me a favor baby
Put down your new god
And love me like Sunday again
I was hiding in your bedroom
When I saw him come inside
I can't live in his shadow
Is that where I'm dancing untill I die
Noe I don't light candles
Because they make me see the light
That I can't help failing
To remember to forget you
And I know it's gonna be a long time
And I'm crying like a church on Monday
praying for these feelings to go away
So do me a favor baby
Put down your new god
And love me like Sunday again
There aint no use trying to stop me

Crying On The Insidehow can i sleep tonight?
how
how can i when i no i am going to wake up the same way tomorrow?
i fear tomorrow...
i no im going to wake up to this life of mine in which i wished was just an illusion just a dream
all day i go
without a simple hello
which would simply make my day
just to see and hear someone say
i care, ill be there
maybe just maybe someone who loved me?
is that to much to ask?
if it is im sorry its not like i ever asked for anything else
the loneliness kills me
all day i go
and no one ever knows
im crying on the inside
I CANT EVEN PRETEND ANYMORE!
I CANT FUCKIN FAKE A SMILE
I CANT FUCKING FAKE IM OK...
people lie to me
people cheat me
....when all i want is for them to be a friend
IM SORRY I DONT NO WHAT I DID BUT I APOLOGIZE
...for everything ive done
everything i havent done
...everything i have yet to do
i am terrified i dont know wat to do with wat im feeling
who can i talk to if i have no one?
i only no to hu

Crying For MercyA touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I was filled with you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Away from my forehead, then became entangled.
Our slow rhythm gave way,
To urgent

CryingI was all right for a while
I could smile for a while
But I saw you last night
You held my hand so tight
As you stopped to say hello
Aw, you wished me well
You couldn`t tell
That I`d been crying over you
Crying over you
Then you said, so long
Left me standing all alone
Alone and crying
Crying, crying, crying
It`s hard to understand
But the touch of your hand
Can start me crying
I thought that I was over you
But it`s true, so true
I love you even more
Than I did before
But darling, what can I do
For you don`t love me
And I`ll always be
Crying over you, crying over you
Yes, now you`re gone
And from this moment on
I`ll be crying, crying, crying, crying
Yeah, crying, crying, over you

Crying SkiesCrying Skies
He sit's up above over looking are
lives and the the things we do. He
knows that we're doing wrong and it
pains his heart to see it; but he
gives us the right to choose from
right and wrong in life, so when
ever you feel a drop of rain it's
really " God " crying.
Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson
Copyrights @ Charles LaMark Nelson 2006

CryingI want to be happy but things feel very blue, I miss my friends and loved ones. I feel like every thing in my life is slipping away and the harder I grip the faster it goes. I start to cry alot and half the time I dont know why. I wish for nothing but to be happy. I am ok for a couple days but then something inside takes hold and knocks me over back in to sadnes with one swift blow. I just want to be happy again...

Cryin'One look and I saw what I wanted to see, you know that you
Wrapped my heart around your finger so easily, yeah
With your centerfold body going through the moves
Why did I keep wasting the truth for you, tonight
I won't be cryin', cryin', when I think about you, 'cos I opened my eyes
And I won't be cryin', cryin', 'cos those days are gone, gone
Someone twisted you, so you gave it to me, yeah you gave it to me good
You're a nightmare everywhere, disguised as a dream
Well I got lost, wandering through the darkness in your maze of lies
Your trapdoor-way right into my insides, but tonight
I won't be cryin', cryin', when I think about you, 'cos I opened my eyes
And I won't be cryin', cryin'
The tears are falling to the floor, but you won't catch me cryin' anymore

Crying A Silent Wave Of Tears That Refuse To FallI should be happy but, i'm not.
I should be ecstatic but, i'm not.
I should be curled up with one I love but, i'm not.
Instead i'm watching the clock, listening to every footstep outside, and waiting for my phone to ring. I want to break down and let it all out but, I can't make the tears fall.
So, I sit here crying a silent wave of tears that refuse to fall.

Crying For You (pain Without Love)Torn and broken,
Broken and torn.
Torn between the silence that isnt so silent.
Broken "Its okay to be broken I didnt need those pieces anyways"
Words so fashionably molded into my heart strings.
Cant seem to hold back the emo.
I would fall before you just once.
I would bow and be swept away rather then not hold these moments.
I held the lyrics in my throat as it swole.
The pulse of a broken heart arose once more.
"Pain without Love" Became a new meaning tonight.
Reading the inscriptions you laid on the board tore be beyond life.
I related to it all.
I knew it all.
I know it all.
I feel it all.
Why so far away?
This always happens and I cnat seem to keep the far things I want to stay.
They never stay and they never say goodbye.
I dont want to loose this time.
My glass boots found their way on my feet this evening.
Walking amoungst the destitute sorrows i wound in a forest of agony.
Cracked heals, but still trudging along the way.
My motionless body finding its wa

Crying Over Grilled Cheese.........have u ever just been goin about ur day and just loose it? it all comes at ya? all it took was the toaster fuk'n up, and it all come out......i havent, until 2day. all that came 2 mind is "this is it.....all my thoughts, invaluable - all my time, wasted - all my efforts , worthless...this is me?"...and for the first time ever, i hated my life, and i felt as if i didnt even matter.........and i cried...for all of u that know me, I CRIED? I dont cry, but i did 2day

Crying Like A Pussyhere i am with tears in my eyes over something stupid, i mean, i just got hurt because i know me and my man broke it off or whatever, but i get to loking on myspace and he has commented this girl that he told me he had been hanging out with, he comments all of her like 20-30 pics. every single picture, were talking about a guy who gets off the fone with me because he's tired of holding it up to his ear, so i'm thinking that he was like obsessed or something, because the whole time i'v been on myspace, he has not left me one photo comment. he says it was nothing and she asked him to comment on all of them so this other guy wouldn't be the only one to do it, I know he likes her, i'v talked with ppl that say he talks about her all the time, and he's always in a hurry to get back over there. So there's this survey on her page and its asking what she likes in guys, piercings =1 (Kody has his ears gauged) and it says Tattoos= 2 (Kody has 2) now what are the chances that survey isn't about hi

A Cry In The DarknessStanding on the edge of the abyss, on the end of tomorrow. The vast barren landscape of nothingness. For and eternity I have been your savior, the rock upon which you break. Everything to everyone. Yet as I stand here blood seeping from fresh wounds, I am nothing. You have turned your back on me. Retreating into the shadows. So transparent that I disappear into the nothingness. My lungs scream but only dust escapes. Fading into distant memories. Anger and deceit wash over me. A tide of resentment. Leave me to my pain. Soak me in lonlieness. A stranger to your prying eyes. I burn with hatred. My lips form the words.....FUCK YOU. My tongue forks. Free from my shell. Born succubus. Here to drain you all. Fuck you. Fuck you all. I don't need you anymore

Cryini thought i'd already been cried out enough with all the tears i've shed over the years... but they still come... n even when i will them not to, they still do. i want things to start looking up, and i know someday they will, but as for now, i think i should buy a boat... i'm gonna need it. :)

Crying From Abroken HeartYou told me things i wanted to hear but were any of it fro myour heart and soul? I doubt it knwo that i have learned soemthign about you. You play the game well. You have shattered my heart and I don't wont to feel every again. I might aw well be dead.

CryingCrying alone it is to be
never letting anyone see,
How I hurt, how I suffer
I pretend I am tougher,
It is by far the better
to seem to be the go getter.
Always trying to be bright
shelve it all for the night,
No one sees, no one knows
they see, smiles and glows,
Suffer this in utter silence
or pay the price of penance.
Bound in chains of despair
to tell all I do not dare,
Stupid me, it is my fault
because I'm always such a dolt,
Why can't I just be normal,
stand up straight and be tall?

Cryin HeartsI tried to give my heart to you
I tried to make it last
But it's hard to give my heart
When it's still in the past
Crying hearts crying eyes
Love makes you weak inside
Broken hearts broken dreams
This world aint what it seem's
Thinking of you brings a smile to my face.
Dreaming of you makes my heart race.
Talking to you I want you more
But being with you is what I live for
it's better to lose my eyes than see you go
it's better to lose my ears them to hear you say goodbye
it's better to lose my life than to live with out you
it's better to lose every thing than to lose you
But O' how darkness of the night,
Comes to all with different sights,
Only we living within our light,
Can cast a glow throughout the night.
Time for me to decide, within this heart,
There's nothing hidden, loves' tear freely given
Chasing shadows just to end my pain
My heart, my heart, swells with pain with no hope to gain
Gripped by fears, can't you see it

CryingWhy do we cry?
Why is this so rough?
Why do we hurt?
What is this about?
I don't really understand
Why it's this way
Why did two friends
Suddenly become enemies?
I just hate this pain
I know you're feeling
I can't stand myself
Because I'm the reason
In the end we both know
This all has to end
But really if it don't
I hope we're still best friends

Crying InsideI'm going to take a few days away from here. My heart is heavey and I'm crying inside. I can't cry outward because that's the way it is with me. Maybe a few tears, but then, bottle them up and hide them. The way things are right now, well...work sucks, life sucks, love sucks, prophecy sucks. The feeling that no-one really cares is strong and I'm alone.
I wish I could blow my fucking brains out, but I can't. Not only is it a sin even in my believes, but I'm afraid I'd fuck it up and make things worse by becoming an invalid unable to finish the job and become a drain on the family. Also I went and had a child so it wouldn't be right to lay that on her either. I do love my child, I just never wanted her. I didn't want kids. My husband did. He finally admitted to the fact that he was glad I kept her.
I never wanted to be born. I was an excuse for my mom to get out of an abusive home. My dad never wanted me, but back in the 50's a girl got pregnant she got married. My mom nearly mis

CryingMY EYES SWELLED FROM CRYING TEARS OF SADNESS, FEELING SAD AND NOT GLADNESS. FEELING THAT NOONE LOVES ME, NOONE SHOWS THEY CARE IF THEY DO I CAN'T SEE. IM FEELING ALONE IN MY LIFE ANYMORE, WHY DO I FEEL SO SAD ,I WAS HAPPY BEFORE. I JUST WANT TO LAY DOWN AND DIE, I CAN'T EVEN GIVE A REASON WHY. I WANT LOVED AND I DONT FEEL IT IN MY HEART, I FEEL WE GREW SO FAR APART. WHAT IS IT THAT MAKES ME FEEL LONELY AND SCARED, I THOUGHT I HAD PEOPLE WHO DID CARE. IF I WAS NOT HERE ,HOW WOULD THIS LIFE BE, I KNOW HOW IT WOULD, IT WOULD BE JUST ME..

Crying Over You Again!I was talking this guy recently and everything was going great. I think it was more sexual than anything though. He happend to tell me he loved and then the next day totally went back on and said he didnt mean it. This guy totally knew I was in love with him then on top of it he went and took out another woman an older woman about 11 year older than him to top it of and right in front of me. Not only was he a liar but he was also a cheater. Then e had the nerve to ask me why I didnt want to talk to him anymore. Why does all the guys I talk to have to be complete morons. I have almost never beenso hurt.SO I decided to go out and try to get over by going and trying to pick up on guys only to end up crying becuase I just wanted him there so bad even though he didnt deserve to be in my presence or anywhere near my heart.

~crying~My emotions are stirring inside of me like a whirlwind blowing
I have a yearning that is in my heart and a fear in my soul
Why do I always find myself alone in this big world
I have so much love to offer someone that is special to me
But I don't think the feeling is mutual
So I will cry myself asleep once again
And force myself to get up in the morning with a smile on my face
If I did not hurt so much, I would not know that I was alive at all

CryingMy heart is crying even though my face does not show it
My voice waivers when speaking to others but that is the only sign
Life moves on in this world of mine
Should a loved one die - well that doesn't stop time
My world in crashing around me and yet I must be strong
My family only sees the tough outer shell with hardly no emotion
Inside I am crying tears of pain and sorrow
When will I let it be released?
Only time and my death will tell the story of my heart and the tears is it is crying today and forever

::crying Hysterically::THEY ARE DISCONTINUING MY CIGS!!!!!
::crys hysterically::
what am i gonna smoke now???
damn it...
bastards they are!!!
::shakes her fist malevolently at R.J. Reynolds::
sigh.... oh well guess ill return to camel menthol or ill just completely go to smoking a pipe...
... no not that pipe.... a tobacco pipe...
ill find something.....
guess i know how katy feels now that she lost her lucky strike lites..

Cryin'I am so burned out. I want to cry but I can't. If I'm gonna die soon, I wanna die happy. I have done some horrible things. Some under the guise of friendship, most in pursuit of survival. I have alot to confess to, but He's not getting my messages. maybe Hes' given up on me. I feel numb lately. Well, I feel horny and numb. I'm a sex addict, I use physical pleasure as a subtitute for emotion. I have made some progress on turning that around. Yay, me! I don't think that my previous head injuries help matters any.

*crying*I'm soo freaking depressed right now... I have been tearing up for a while... Trying soo hard not to cry...
I have the right to cry... with everything else that I wrote about before... but also because my foot is really causing trouble now...
When I broke it they said it was just cracked... That getting it ran over wasn't as bad as it could be...
They told me to stay off it as much as possible, but that I could walk on it if I needed to...
So I've been hobbling around on it for the past 10 days...
Today I went into the doctor to get it rechecked (in addition to 3 other health concerns)... and they put me on crutches, and were upset at the other doctors for not putting me on them or doing x-rays... They are sending me tomorrow to get about 10 x-rays done... and are talking about a cast and possibly surgery...
The crutches they gave me are for people taller than me (5'10" and up... I'm just over 5'5").. So it hurts my arms and shoulders to use them... and I d

Crying Over Spilled Semen.........Interesting information I found while looking around the internet...lol Men are gonna love this...............
Crying Over Spilled Semen
Why women who don't use condoms feel happier.
By:Tiffany Kary
The finding that women who do not use condoms during sex are less depressed and less likely to attempt suicide than are women who have sex with condoms and women who are not sexually active, leads one researcher to conclude that semen contains powerful-and potentially addictive-mood-altering chemicals.
Study author Gordon G. Gallup, Ph.D., a psychologist at the State University of New York in Albany, also found that women who routinely had intercourse without condoms became increasingly depressed as more time elapsed since their last sexual encounter. There was no such correlation for women whose partners regularly used condoms.
Gallup's survey of 293 college women also found that those who did not use condoms were most likely to initiate sex and to seek out new partner

Crying From Laughing!!!I just laughed off my head with this one!!!
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their
promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax.
Read on.........
My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet."
So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off.
No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be?
I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!)
So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them toge

Cryingwhat a horried day..
I work in a school with kids who have needs.. I have been there now for 5 years and love the kids.. I work part time because of my two girls need me also..anyway the last few weeks have changed.. the women I work with seem to have got nasty but won't tell em what i've done.. I felt it today when talking to a teacher about how I was feeling.. she hugged me and said that I'm a wonderful person, it's girls who are 21 thinking they run the school haveing a bee under their bonnets...anyway I started to cry and this little boy of 6 called Jamie came up to me and gave me a hug and said " I love you Alexia and I want to marry you" .. that made me feel so loved and felt better..Children are the best to bring the best out in you .,. no matter where they come from or how they are.. Thank god for mine and little boys/girls like Jamie xx

Crying In The DarkCrying in the dark
~Tony Martinez
Expectations are so high
I guess it's a double edged sward
You want people to know they can depend on you
That you're there no matter what
At the same time
Setting the bar so high
It's taken for granted
On the outside putting a smile on each day
On the inside the pain is so great
Crushing overwhelming pressure
Yet I keep going keep pressing on
Gritting my teeth smiling giving more than I should
Oh how shocked you would be
If you could see me
Crying in the dark
Screaming at the top of my lungs
But when I come out of the shadows
Cuz I hear you calling for me
All you see
Is smiling Tony
Crying in the dark
Away from everything and everyone
Wont you help me
Or is a little effort
Maybe a little pain
Maybe a little difficulty
Too much to ask
It's ok
Just leave me
Crying in the dark
When you need me
I'll be smiling Tony

Crying AloneTo cry alone....
In my heart there is this despair.
That no matter where I turn you'll
always be there.
When I cry alone at night, your face
always says goodnight.
I scream in vain and shiver in fear.
Why can't you leave me to cry alone?
I no longer love you or care.
Why do you jog my memory, when you
know I hate you beyond despair?
The clouds now gray are fogging me in.
I no longer see the light.
I pull my knees up to my chest.
And pray with all my might.
That one day I will no longer be scared
of you in the night.
A tear drop trickles down my cheek.
I shudder with a heart of vain.
I know not why you did this to me.
But even though, you seem to cry through me.
When I cry alone at night,
I see your face smiling.
And yet to cry alone at night
my memory always seems to jog me.

Crying Over YouForever, you promised
Forever, a lie
You promised the moon
And the stars in the sky.
You'd stolen my heart
Then left me alone
You were so cold
It chilled to the bone.
You left me with nothing
But tears and a past
When you said "I love you"
I thought it would last
But "I love you" found an ending
The 'us' and 'we' no more
You said you didn't mean to
But you hurt me to the core
So I guess that I'm the loser
Cause you've found someone new
But I'm still here, still all alone
Just crying over you...

Crying Pain...The mournful tears
The silent cries
The pain inside my heart.
The heart that aches
the silent beats
The pain inside of me.
The somber wimpers
my soul cries
The pain I cannot hide.
The pain of missing
The better part of me...
you.

Crying Stars Like An Sad Little Emo GirlI went to the doctor's yesterday. I've found a doc (well NP) that I really like. Thats the upside to it at least. She talked to me for a long time and asked a lot of question. She came to the conclusion that I am indeed having panic attacks. There are other things that can give you the same type of symptoms. She also thinks that this is all because of stress. I'm not sure if I agree with that but I could just be in denile. She gave me a prescription for Zoloft and told me to make an appointment with a counselor.
Yay?
I don't know... here's to hoping it helps.
XOXO

Crying, So Unhappy, And Very Broken Heartedhey everyone. normally ya'll know im all about talking to my friends but today is not a good day for me so i really dont feel like talking. i was ok til i got home and got hurtful but expected IM on yahoo....those closes to me can probablly guess.... and it has just torned me apart and broken my heart into a million little pieces. so maybe i'll be in the mood to talk again tomorrow as for right now all i wanna do is curl up on my couch and cry my eyes out. (of course i know a few of u if you read this wont listen and since u have my # u will call). thank you all for careing enuff to read this and talk to me most days. much love to all of u.... and to the one that hurt me if he reads this: its okay im not mad, i've been expecting this for sometime now, and i'll still be ur friend.
til im in a better mood
Nicole 'lil devil'
ps. leave a comment if you want. LOVE you all who cared enuff to look at this. (i dont care if its rated i just wanted everyone to know whats going on with me)

Crying The Lost Of My Woman's MomA mother's love, a Mother's care,
A mother's sigh, a Mother's prayer
A Mother's work, and Mother's day,
Leaves little time for any play.
A godly Mother with godly love,
Is treasure from God above,
A godly Mother with godly above,
A godly Mother with godly care,
Has God's help when she sighs a prayer.
Mother is she who spends sleepless night to make you sleep
Mother is she who understands you from the very deep…
Mother is she who will laugh and cry along with you….
Mother is she who teaches how to drink, eat and how to chew…
Mother is she who scolds you for your good
Mother is she who will support you in any mood…
Mother is she who accepts you in any situation…
Mother is she who motivates you for your every little creation…
Mother is she who gives you blessings at every step…
Mother is she who is always worried for your fate…
Mother is she who can catch you if at any moment you lie…
Mother is she who never wants to see her baby cry….
Mother is she w

Cryin Over MummSavage@ fubar
Savage: Ive read quite a few of your responses - STFU? do you have any communication skills at all or r u 3

Crying Over YouInside my body I'm crying.
For the love that I denied.
How I wish I could hold you,
To dry these tears I've cried.
How I wish we were together,
Instead of being apart.
Cause the love I have for you,
Comes straight from my heart.
Yes inside I'm crying,
The mood I'm in is blue.
And all for one reason,
Cause I know I love you.

Crying Over YouForever, you promised
Forever, a lie
You promised the moon
And the stars in the sky.
You'd stolen my heart
Then left me alone
You were so cold
It chilled to the bone.
You left me with nothing
But tears and a past
When you said "I love you"
I thought it would last
But "I love you" found an ending
The 'us' and 'we' no more
You said you didn't mean to
But you hurt me to the core
So I guess that I'm the loser
Cause you've found someone new
But I'm still here, still all alone
Just crying over you...

*crying*What a shame it is that I have 330+ friends on my list and 15 in my family and goodness knows how many fanned people, and yet only 2 people have bothered to help me in the least little bit in a VIP giveaway I am in. Hurts my feelings alot. I am always the first in line to help bomb or rate or whatever to level my friends and or help them in contests, but seems as though it was all in vain. That really makes me so sad. So much for being nice to people I guess...
Even the guy that pointed me to the contest has pimped out one of my competetors and not helped me even a little even though I helped him as much as I could when he was trying to level to Godfather...Really just ugly how things get on Fubar and how people, even in a cyber world disappoint you. Have a nice day all and good luck doing whatever you might be doing this weekend.
Just in case you feel the need to drop by, here is the contest pic link....
PS
2 of my pals did actually repost for me and for that I am very

Crying ( Writing By Angeleyes )I'm alone in my closet
And I'm crying
Watching over the past
All the stupid times I was lying
Clutching a rose tight
Its thorns ripping my fingers
Then the glass pedals fall
And the pain lingers
Each broken shard of glass
Glitters as blood hits them
And my eyes grow low
The lights going dim
The harder I grip it
Not wanting to let go
The harder my blood drips
Running down this pale snow
Our love is already broken
Shattered on the floor
But I still hold to tight
Searching for the feeling I adore
Until one day the rose's thorns
Slip in too deep
And for you my hazel eyes
No longer weep

Crying As I Type......we sat for dinner and next to us was an elderly couple. Maybe in their 80's. They were so sweet and I kept looking over at the woman. She was very small in stature. She was wearing blue trousers and a blue and white striped blouse. Her white hair was curled and she had gold earrings on. Her paper thin skin on her slender hands daintily picked at her food. She kept fussing w/ the gold bracelet on her left wrist. It was so cute how she would huff and puff everytime it would get in her way. Her feet barely reaching the floor. They dangled the way a child's would at the dinner table.
At one point she caught me looking at her and she smiled. I didn't look away and I smiled back and said "hello". I then turned back to my food and I felt a tear start sliding down my cheek. I quickly caught it and wiped it away before anyone noticed. Why was I crying?
The woman reminded me of my grandmother. So small, so fragile yet strong in her resolve and a personality to match. A flood of sadness

CryingWhen u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . !
I dont promise that I will make u laugh,
but I can cry with u. If one day u want to
run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop......
but I can run with u.
If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....
call me.
I promise to be there for u
but also promise to remain quiet.
But one day if u call......
and there is no answer.....
come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.

CryingI sit and cry all by myself.
I cry all alone were I can not be seen.
I keep up my walls,
So they can't get to me.
I have been hurt so much,
I wear a facade.
I pretend none of it has happened to me.
It is better to walk in the world this way.
People think I am distance,
Unresponsive and caring.
I am a 180 degrees the opposit.
I have given so much,
There is nothing left.
I am worn out.
From the abuse that I have taken.
I sit by myself,
I cry all alone.
This is the only way no one knows.
Dee Parenti
All Rights Reserved

Crying HorseOne day a guy walks into a bar. The bartender says "if you can make that horse over there laugh you can have free drinks for the rest of the night".
So he says "ok" and walks over to the horse and whispers something in his ear and he starts laughing and the bartender gives him free drinks for the rest of the night.
The next night the same guy comes back in and the bartender says "if you can make that horse over there cry i will give you free drinks for the rest of the night.
So he walks over there and does something and the horse starts crying, and the bartender gives him free drinks. Then the bartender asks what the man did to make the horse laugh and what he did to make him cry.
The man says "To make him laugh I told him I had a bigger dick than he does and to make him cry I showed him".

Crying In The RainCrying in the Rain
Walking empty streets, alone at night
Lifeless surroundings, no one in sight
Hollow footsteps, echo strangely 'round
Thunder booms overhead, an ominous sound
Raindrops falling slow, from the stormy sky
Teardrops rolling forth, from my saddened eyes
Disguising no more, all this hidden pain
Letting it all go, into the welcome rain
Crying in the rain, so no one can see
Sorrow and suffering, that's become of me
All these tears, crying from a bleeding heart
How much more can it stand, being torn apart
Living all these years, in deepest regret
The love that's evanesced, I can never forget
Those wonderful memories, still fresh in mind
No matter how I try, to leave them behind
Wandering in this rain, drenched to the skin
Letting it wash away, all the pain within
Every tear that falls, from these laden eyes
Ebbs the pain away, to the pouring sky
The rain slowly thins, and finally stops
Joy wells in my heart, a burden has dropped
Walking s

CryingWeeping in dreams is not at all unusual. This is often because of the emotional power carried by the images and persons you are encountering. Weeping in the dream is generally separate from actual physical tears forming. It is more often that weepy feeling you get in your heart when a particularly moving scene is played out before you. The best advice is always to go with the dream. Emotional releases and revelations can have a very cleaning effect on the psyche and should be embraced whenever possible. However, you should try to determine the trigger event that caused the emotion.
Did someone else make you cry directly?
Were you crying for a particular reason, or was it for a general emotional release?
Did the tears make you feel ultimately better or worse?

Crying InsideAnd I thought finding out that one of my close friends is dead was hard enough. Today was the worst. The funeral.
What can you do to ease the pain of a mother and father who lost their 18 year old daughter?? What can you do to make their family feel better? Is there any real way to help them see what you are only forcing yourself to believe...that everything happens for a reason?
What does God want with a 18 yr old? What purpose could he have for taking her now?? She had soo much of life left to live. Her life had barely just begun.
All it took was a few split seconds for the car to go out of control and fly across the middle and smash into a car on the other time. A few split seconds and 2 are dead and 2 are fighting to survive...one with little chance of making it. What can you say? How can you tell someone everything is going to be alright when they just experienced a loss like that?
I don't know what to do myself. I fight to get up for work in the morning. I have to tel

Crying On The Inside...publishedThe tears are pouring from my eyes
and rolling down my cheeks
for the pain in my heart
won't let me fall asleep.
It stays bottled up inside
until I blow my top
Then it all comes pouring out
and I can't make it stop.
But I keep it to myself
like everything else
because unlike most people
I can't be myself.

Cryingwell..im officially the biggest loser on the planet LOL..just started crying during Alladin..what's wrong with me? it came to the part of the movie where the couple is flying around on the magic carpet and singing about being in their own little world and i just lost it. i want someone to want me like that! i want to be the most beautiful girl in the world to someone...but is that even possible? i can't even stand the sight of myself in the mirror! maybe im just wasting my time posting this...but i hope that there is someone out there who can help me pick myself up off the floor. someone who just wants to help me and doesn't think that i will owe them anything for their time.

Cryingas tears run down my face i dont know why i cry or how to stop them,
my heart is braking and i dont know why
i cant breath
cant talk just sit here and cry, it hurts so bad yet i dont know why
tell me plez what is rong with me,
i sit here and cry
the tears wont stop
make them stop
cant breth i think im dieing
make it stop ,
i lay here now looking up in to the sky, red like my blood,
blue like ur eyes, white clouds like the smoth sikn i once touched, thoundr and lighting like r love making, im crying, i dont know why,cant breath, cant think, im crying and i dont know why,
my heart stops the tears dry, im dieing and i dont know why.

Cryingi cry every time i think
i cry even though i know
i cry even thought it dont matter
i cry because i have to
i cry cause i can
i cry so i dont explode inside
i cry but noone sees
i cry and noone cares
i cry and dont say why
i cry because i need to
i cry because i want to
i cry because i love you
why do you make be cry so
why do you let me cry so
why dont you see why im crying so

Crying In The RainRunning too fast
Killing too many
Hiding her past
Living without everything
Looking for safe
Creeping again
Cursing the game
And crying in the rain
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Crying Out!I cry out in pain
You have nothing to gain
For all that you have done
Nothing of it has become
The misery that I feel
Has some twisted sort of apeal
To vultures who at my flesh pick
These individuals who are so sick
On pain and suffering they do feed
It seems to satisfy some need
To feel as though they are in control
Of everyone's life and everyone's soul
Never ending cycle of hate
Is the only thing that they create.
Bella Ramirez 12/06/07

Crying The Blues Lmaoonce again i have a free weekend and its so close to christmas i dont know what to do. my ex-bitch(sorry if that affends) is takeing the kids, my little brother is probably going back to jail so no party at his place. so like usaul i'll be all dressed up and have nowhere to go. i was thinking nightclub but i dont want to go alone and my other brothers are busy and taken so that wont work. i would go to shippensburg to do this tat ive been putting off cause the lady im doing it for wants to fuck me but im not looking to get laid just to have fun plus she already had my brother while his girlfriend was next door at my cuz's. i would ask someone here but again one im shy and two no one ever wants too. so i guess its another drunken weekend in my room unless someone might want to hang out well i vented enough for right now FUCK ok now its enough

Crying Over YouI dont know wat to say
or even where to start
but i would have never guessed
u'd be the 1 to break my heart.
You can walk away
but i dont feel the same
my love for u was true
but to u it was all a game.
I wish there were a way
i could go back in time
to hold u in my arms
as if u were still mine.
Please some1 tell me when
this pain will go away
when ill forget the past
and move on to another day.
A day where just for once
ur face wont cross my mind
i wont think of are memories
ill just leave them all behind.
I wont think of are good nights
or the way u made me feel
ill move on to some1 new
some1 whos love is real.
I wont miss ur arms around me
holding me so tight
i wont long to feel ur body
press up against mine through out the night.
The memory of ur kiss
will finally dissapear
and never again 4 u
shall i shed another tear
I say all this right now
wishing it would be true
But i know tonight i'll go to bed
crying over you... :'(

Crying From The Bottom Of My Heartthe hand you have the soul you hold is crying for love her tears run cold
she misses the days when you had love in your eyes crying from the bottom of her heart begging to keep you two alive
she waits for her prince to come home hours upon hours she sits all alone crying from the bottom of her heart and he still hasnt shown
no matter waht, she will wait for him season, after season, after season, after season cobwebs build where her heart once beat she is finally admitting the defeat
crying from the bottom of her heart she waits for you still to come and love her like before but she doesnt think you will ever show
tears dry as the sun sets crows cry and i place my last bet as i am left at the start crying from the bottom of my hear

CryingI know I promised I'd never make you cry;
I know it hurts but please dry your eyes.
I will give to you whatever you need;
A hug, a kiss, just tells me please.
To see you cry is a terrible sight;
Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight.
I'll do anything you want to make you proud;
I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud.
I love you to much to see you cry;
Please sweetheart don't say goodbye.
Don't push me away I must stay near;
To gently wipe away your tears.
If we must truly say goodbye;
One more time just close your eyes.
And let us share one final kiss;
For you are the love, I will forever miss.

Crying InsideThe way that I’m feeling is hard to describe
I feel lost and alone in this unbearable life
My emotions are twisted, my stomach in knots
I wish there was something to erase my thoughts
I feel so desperately clingy I feel so free of heart
If you could please just kiss me that would be a great place to start
I do not like the feeling of not knowing how you feel
I don’t like looking in your eyes and seeing all my fears
I really feel so empty searching for the light
Maybe if you could please turn it on tonight
My head is all clouded my eyes full of tears
I can’t hold on to this feeling for years
I hope that is passes, maybe merely a phase
I am ready to be out of this daze
I am going to try to fake my smile
Maybe that will last for a while
It you think you see a smile on my face
Look a little deeper you’ll see I’m out of place
Maybe someday soon the sun will shine
E

CryingI was all right for a while
I could smile for a while
but I saw you last night
You held my hand so tight
When you stopped to say hello
you wished me well
You couldn�t tell that
I�ve been crying over you,
Crying over you and you said so long
Left me standing all alone,
Alone and crying, crying, crying, crying
It�s hard to understand
but the touch of your hand can start me crying
I thought that I was over you
But it�s true, so true
I love you even more than I did before
But darling, what can I do?
For you don�t love me
and I�ll always be
Crying over you, crying over you
yes now you�re gone
and from this moment on, I�ll be crying, crying, crying, crying
Yeah, crying, crying over you

CryingWhy do guys always turn out like jerks? seriously i dont understand..
all they want is sex right..
but in order for a guy to really respect you and want to be with you for more than sex, you cant act like a whore..
but the only girls that get a lot of attention on here..DO! we have to show our tits... have nsfw pictures.. be "hot"... in order to get the guys attentions! and if youre skinny that helps.. so if you arent you have to show off those tits more so that they will notice you.
the self esteem issues i have etc... its not like you understand.. but im sorry if YOU are going to be mad about me having to show myself. how about you tell me how to get their attention. over 1/2 the guys on here are just here cuz they want some or they are completely old and ugly and have never had anything in their life so the net is all they have.
i just want to talk to someone who doesnt care that i have nsfw pictures and just wants to talk to me and get to know me.. and is my type of co

Crying In My Tearswell to start im a single mom and i live with my parents i moved here from fla las november and the real reason i moved here was because my mom is ill and is was one of her dieing wishes she have a pase maker and she is dibetic and she a mass of other problems and she wanted to be here in tn and i said i whould come up here with her
next no im not happy i dont know people up here except my family and thats it i dont have friends i dont have no one to talk to and the only outlet i have is the computer cause there is always someone on the computer to talk to weather it fubar or myspace or yahoo or what ever and the only person who makes me smile lately is my daughtercause she loves me no matter what mood im in
and third thing i love fubar i can get away from everything for a while and not have to think about shit sometimes the shit that makes me cry like the fact im alone dont get me wrong i love the fact i have a fuhubby cause he is great and i love him too death but im not happy

Crying Baby Theory (all Women Should Read)Everyone should take 5 minutes to read this. It may save your life or a loved one's life.
Crucial
Because of recent abductions
in daylight hours, refresh yourself
of these things to do
in an emergency situation...
This is for you,
and for you to share
with your wife,
your children,
everyone you know.
After reading these 9 crucial tips,
forward them to someone you care about.
It never hurts to be careful
in this crazy world we live in.
1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do :
The elbow is the strongest point
on your body.
If you are close enough to use it, do!
2. Learned this from a tourist guide
in New Orleans
If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse,
DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM
Toss it away from you....
chances are that he is more interested
in your wallet and/or purse than you,
and he will go for the wallet/purse.
RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!
3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car,
kick out the back tail lights an

CryingThere is something beautiful in crying..it lets us know that we still feel. Not completely dead. Still here. How sad.

Crying Wolf~With the exception of my fondness of boobs, I would never wish to be a woman. You ladies have it rough sometimes. You never seem to get enough credit, you have a million things you have to do in order just to maintain looking like a normal girl and… you have to deal with douche bag guys like me.
With that being said though, when a girl gets herself into trouble or wants to avoid embarrassment, she will say just about anything.
ANYTHING.
“He is obsessed with me.”
Obsessed- to haunt or excessively preoccupy the mind of .
It’s funny how many times I have heard this about me in the past. ME. One girl claimed I was obsessed with her and said, “This is why I haven’t returned his calls.” The funny thing is… I never called her. If me being obsessed with a girl is thinking about her for 3 seconds because I pulled her panties out from underneath my couch cushion while playing X-Box… then maybe I am obsessed. But I think it was a coincidence.
“He is stalking me.” I have been st

The Cry ( I Didnt Write This)He stands alone at the top of the hill
And sings his mournful cry,
His mate and cubs are missing
He's not certain why.
He had been out hunting
Was gone for only a day,
And hurried back with empty jaws
So scarce now was their prey.
He wasn't gone long
Eager to get home,
But the den was cold and empty
And he sensed something was wrong.
The smell of man was everywhere
With footprints in the dirt,
And blood shed from his family
He knew they had been hurt.
He sat and waited day by day
With hopes they would return,
There wasn't much he could do
Except quietly sit and yearn.
Why would man come all this way
To hunt and shoot them down,
To interrupt their quiet lives
When no harm had been done?
Their territory plainly marked
And not once did they stray,
For they would rather starve to death
Than to get in man's way.
The smell of chickens, cows and sheep
Were so tempting at times,
But instincts warned not to hunt them
Or they would lose their lives.
And so they li

Cryin Horse...guy walks into a bar and says "anybody who can make my horse laugh gets a $100." guy walks up, whispers in horse's ear. the horse busts out laughing and won't stop. a week later, the 1st guy comes back to the bar and says "anybody who can make my horse stop laughing gets $200." the same guy walks up and whispers in the horse's ear again. the horse busts out crying. the 1st guy goes up to the 2nd guy and says "what did you do to my horse?" the 2nd guys says "to make him laugh, i said i had a bigger dick than him. to make him stop i showed him"!!

Crying For YouI cry for you
I want you
I need you
When i see you i see us two
Now why want you let us be one
So you want have to worry about
or even think about the number two

Crying Tears Of BloodNo Words to express
What is felt inside
No one else around
Has ever realized
The pain keeps growing
Every single time
And patience has reached
The end of the line
Problems are consuming
Desintegrating soul
The pages of life
Take another fold
Many judge knowlegelessly
Beginning to scold
The warmth in the heart
Has been turned to cold
Alone I break
Everything that goes on seems fake
And these thoughts collide
When alone no one at my side
Writing down these words
Telling of my rights and worngs
To you invisible above
Who for me had cried tears of blood

A Cry In The NightA Cry in the Night
Rolling, Tossing, Turning
As the night goes ever deeper into darkness
You sink into a deeper sleep
Not hearing a cry in the night
Screaming, Shrieking, Crying
As the days drift along so sinfully long
You fall faster into a zombie like appearance
Not seeing a cry in the night
Fading, Disappearing, Dying
As the hours dissipate to minutes
You slowly dwindled down to a mere particle
Not feeling a cry in the night
When do we stop listening
Is it when our lives start winding down
When the cry in the night
Is no longer the worlds, but your own...

Crying ........Unless you have been very, very lucky, you have undoubtedly experienced events in your life that have made you cry. So unless you have been very, very lucky, you know that a good, long session of weeping can often make you feel better, even if your circumstances have not changed one bit. ~Lemony Snicket

Crying Eyeswell for all that care my wife and i are going through a difficult time right now ..... we are apart from each other and trying to figure out what we really want in our relationship..... if you are bored and want to check on me feel free i would love to talk to some one ......im sitting here in a hotel with no one to talk to about this ..... i have never felt this way and i dont have any friends to cheer me up ......im not crying in my beer just sick of my thoughts

Crying Out For God To Forgive MeHere I sit and write this poem
Thinking of all I love and all I hate
Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate
I think of all the times I used to laugh
And now I wish I'd just die
How did so much misery come in to my life
And now all I have are thoughts of suicide
Crying every night is not the way to live
Heck I'm still a kid
I should be out hanging with all my friends
But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head
Will they care when I am gone
When nothings left expect my thoughts
And this small poem telling everyone
I will be no more in about an hour
Don't try to save me
Just save your tears
Nothing can stop me
Because i have thoughts of suicide
Heres to the end my dear friend
I hope you live life through
This is the end to this girls life
And all her thoughts to boot
Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide

A Cry Int The NightA Cry int the Night
Love turned so wrong without a thought of how actions burn,
Heart so cold it feels only selfish pain,
Fire and Ice in the cruelest forms,
Random acts born of yesterday's Pain,
Destroy the promise of the gift of Healing Love of tomorrow,
Freezes the spirit of your soul's mated half,
Compassion lost in the faze of fear,
Passion spent in fruitless endeavors,
Anger raised by abandonment and fear of commitment,
Unjustified rage, Justified pain, Unrequited Love lost,
All because of the Past that haunts you so,
My thoughts of yesterday and all that went wrong,
My dreams of a life filled with Love now gone,
Crying to the heavens for mercy for this Forsaken Soul and your Battered Heart,
"Grant us the The Love of a Lifetime that was stolen,"
"Grant us Grace to find forgiveness in each others arms,"
"Grant us the Humility to own our wrongdoings,"
"Grant us the Strength to share each others Pain and Fears,"
"Grant us the Courage to trust in our Love for eac

CryingWHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THE ONE THAT CAN MAKE YOU STOP CRYING, IS THE ONE THAT MADE YOU CRY.

CryingIf i could tell you the way I really feel you would cry.
If I could tell you the way I loved you, you would cry.
If I could tell you all that was missing from our life you would cry.
If I could tell you the reason why we must say goodbye, you would cry.
If you would have told me I wouldn't have cried.
If you would have loved me I wouldn't have cried.
If you would have let me know what was missing from our lives I wouldn't have cried.
If you would not have betrayed me we would not have to say goodbye and I would not want to die.

CryingCrying is never good...
Sometimes need to clean the soul...
Think of friends when in low places...
Like dreams they hold our hopes up high...
Fear not the mask of darkness in the tears that do bind us...
Love is aslo another shadow the holds us too...
Weep and your friends weep with you...

CryingWhen you were born, you were crying and everyone around you were smiling, live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Crying In The DarkWho was crying in the dark
Alone in the night
She was strong-willed
And brave on the inside
But outside
Possessed no might
And she cried in the dark
All alone in the night
She who was crying in the dark
Was also crying in the day
No longer able to hold back tears anymore
Her strong will had broken
And her bravery smashed
She cried in the dark
All alone in the night
When crying in the dark
And the daylight
No longer sufficed
She turned to a friend
And he gave her some light
Still, she cried in the dark
Not quite along in the night
She cried in the dark
With her friend, oh so dear,
With his eyes and ears open
He was ready to hear
Of the pain and the turmoil
And the strife she'd been through
As they cried in the dark
Not alone in the night.

Crying Out For HelpSOMEONE HELP ME IM CRYIN OUT FOR HELP AND NO ONE IS HEARING ME OMG WHAT TO DO IM TIRED AND I AM FED UP

Cryin' With Ash♥Went to the Kindergarten open house today. It was really very nice. I like my daughter's teacher. Met her speech therapist, the resource teacher, the social worker, etc. EVERYONE is the same except my daughter's teacher. They all remembered my son well when he was in kindergarten.
I feel kinda like....they brushed my son's issues off at first, and then going through the class, I realized...they did what they could for him, given the resources. They remember him well, and fondly, and GENUINELY have a love for children, so that's a plus :)
I just hate the fact I have TWO school aged kids. I miss my babies. A LOT.

CryingCrying
Darkness blankets the sky
No stars to draw the naked eye
Into the night, I toss my heart
So long have I been lost
Endlessly my emotions tossed
No guiding light, no start
Adrift upon the eternal sea
Of wishes and dreams and glee
A longing formed within my breast
All it did was left me wanting
Shadowed, ceaseless haunting
Searching, wanting, restlessness
Into the din of rage and hate
My soul was lost of hope and fate
Upon the night escaped a sigh
It mattered not, the wanton ache
Nothing here, my hurt to slake
No one here to see me cry

Crying Crying Drops Of BloodCryin cryin
Drops of blood
Bleedin tears
Wonderin
Ponderin
Why the deceit?
Watchin waitin
For the next cut
For the next hurt
Cryin cryin
Drops of blood
Bleedin tears
Pourin down
Into a river
Of blood
Waves of blood rush forth
Threathinin to drown
My safe haven
Cryin cryin
Drops of blood
Bleedin tears
Will this world
Of pain hurt blood and deceit
Never end?
And still I bleed...

Crying Agiani can't stand how im feeling right now.this is taking a major toll on me.i haven't slept for a week stright.i feel like i have lost myself in a deep depression and i cannot get out of it.i may say that everythings okay and that iam fine but honestly iam not.i feel like nothings the same anymore.i just wanna die seriously die.he took the very best part of me and left me with all this pain that won't seem to go away no matter what i do.my heart is fucked up iam emotionaly unstable right now.im emotionaly fucked for good.and i cannot stop crying.when will this pain ever go away????dose anyone know???...

The Crying And Hurting..Yestesday was thanksgiving I didn't get a phone call from my sons...I am so very sad...My heart hurts so much..I donot have the tears to cry any more..For thoes who know my sons you can see them on my page of me and my sons..Zakk has short hair like his big brother..They are my sons too...I miss them so much..the crying the hurting..Damn it I am there mother ..I want to hear from them soon come on dude damn...

Crying Before 8.30 In The AmNot sentimental huh? yeah you are fucking banannas!
So I find my ex-wife in the MS system. Wow, she looks great! Dropped her a note and we are catching up.
She accepted me to her friend's list. I go to view her photos. In a folder titled friend's that I miss, I find two of me -- one with her amazing daughter and one of us together at our favorite gay bar...I started crying...
Not the loud boohoo wail, but the slow tricking tears with the hard breathing...Will hears this and asks what is wrong..."Oh it's stupid," I say...his reply, "If you are crying it is not stupid" [he can tell when I am crying about something that really hurts me] and comes to see what is making me cry.
First he compliments my red hair. Seems he thinks I do make a pretty red-head, which is great since I am in the process of ridding myself of the black to go back to it. Then he hugs me to make me feel better, but I can't stop the tears...
Until I hear from my new trainee in Cali. This cute young mohawk

Crying On The Inside--this Is An Older Poem I Decided Fit My Mood Im In LatelyThe voices in my head are getting stronger
They are slowly taking over my mind yelling at me
Screaming at me tearing me to pieces, gaining control
CUT YOURSELF MAKE YOURSELF BLEED, YOU ARE WEAK
Stupid fat and ugly is what you are
Cut yourself no one gives a damn about you
I run up the stairs the fog is taking over my mind again
I no longer have control of my emotions or actions
Like i am watching a movie my hand reaches over for the blade
I want to cry i want to scream i want to run
What the hell is wrong with me i am so go damn confused
In a hurry the blade is in pieces in my hand
Deeper go deeper that is what they are saying to me
As the blade is dragging along my arm, i can bleed again
Sit down on the floor try to stop the spinning
It wasn't enough they are telling me do it again do some more
No one Will know, no one will even care
It doesn't matter if they find out, you can lie
Being the failure that i am i give in to the pain
Everything is crying on

CryingI sit here as i cry,
trying to understand why,
I was here everyday but, didn't get to say good bye.
As i sigh,out of the corner of my eye I see you,
I close my eyes & hear you,
I take a deep breathe &, smell your colonge
& I cry,I just wanted to say goodbye,you are all I had left
of the family I grew up with,& now that you are gone I cry,
& ask why................
I love you still deeper than the oceans know,
I love you still higher than the heavens fly,
i showed you that I gave you that,but
I sit here as I cry,
trying to understand why................................
to my father: samuel willam law
october 27th 1948- december 27th 2007
vietnam vet
beloved father
treasured grandfather

Crying:roy Orbinson And Kd LangI was all right for awhile
I could smile for awhile
But I saw you last night
You held my hand so tight
As you stopped to say, "Hello"
Oh, you wished me well
You, you couldn't tell
That I'd been crying over you
Crying over you
When you said, "So long"
Left me standing all alone
Alone and crying, crying
Crying, crying
It's hard to understand
But the touch of your hand
Can start me crying
I thought that I was over you
But it's true, so true
I love you even more
Than I did before
But, darling, what can I do?
For you don't love me
And I'll always be crying over you
Crying over you
Yes, now you're gone
And from this moment on
I'll be crying, crying
Crying, crying
Yeah, crying, crying
Over you
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ROY ORBISON & KD LANG-CRYINGUploaded by pierrot77

CryingI know I promised I'd never make you cry;
I know it hurts but please dry your eyes.
I will give to you whatever you need;
A hug, a kiss, just tells me please.
To see you cry is a terrible sight;
Just let me love you and I'll hold you tight.
I'll do anything you want to make you proud;
I'll climb the highest peak and yell your name aloud.
I love you to much to see you cry;
Please sweetheart don't say goodbye.
Don't push me away I must stay near;
To gently wipe away your tears.
If we must truly say goodbye;
One more time just close your eyes.
And let us share one final kiss;
For you are the love, I will forever miss.

Crying_eyesCrying_Eyes
These eyes are crying tears for you. Tears of pain and sorrow. You left without a reason. You just left me with my heart in my hands. I called out your name you didnt even blink or shed a tear you just left me alone. Alone in this cold dark world.My heart is in shreds and cannot be repaired again. Life goes on for you but not for me.You took the part of me that made my life matter. You made life bareable. You made me happy. But apparently I couldnt do the same for you. Every tear I shed is worth the tears in my heart. You are worth every ounce of love that was in my heart.And every bit of sadness I feel. I wish you could have seen just how much love I had to give you. But you left before you could. You sad it was what was best for you. Its not whats best for me but I let you go. I tried to fight it but you just ignored every attempt I made talk made me realize just how terrible I failed.

Crying EyeWhy do i have a crying eye? when the once helpful thoughts and happy smiles,turn into angry arguements and heartfeeled fights. Power commands of issues ,reach deaf ears, but hits strong at the heart. Plights of insecurity reign through my brain, causing this crying eye. You may take it for a weakness, i take it as a strenth, cause i can turn off the water and put up a fence.

Crying
Weeping in dreams is not at all unusual. This is often because of the emotional power carried by the images and persons you are encountering. Weeping in the dream is generally separate from actual physical tears forming. It is more often that weepy feeling you get in your heart when a particularly moving scene is played out before you. The best advice is always to go with the dream. Emotional releases and revelations can have a very cleaning effect on the psyche and should be embraced whenever possible. However, you should try to determine the trigger event that caused the emotion.
Did someone else make you cry directly?
Were you crying for a particular reason, or was it for a general emotional release?
Did the tears make you feel ultimately better or worse?

Crying,loving,laughing Or LeavingThe time i'v spent with you makes me laugh
the dreams i'v had of you makes me cry without a touch
the setbacks makes me wanna leave
the soul you have has me loving you
time is short dreams are far setbacks suck but your soul is perfect
why oh why does Crying,loving,laughing and leaving hurt so bad......mabe one day the heart will find out but i will find out with out you.

CryingLove, Crying With Me (Written 1998)
The echoes had the distinction of careening and cascading around in my head, the voices varying with repetition in pitch and intensity. The sounds would sometimes combine into harmonies of triadic beauty, and as often as not, unbearable cacophony, and vary in voice from crystalline and piercing, to barbaric and pounding. Such was the voice of love, the tiny voice that thunders.
The sounds never began. There was no single note, no vibration, no sound with which one may retrace the path of the crescendo to find it’s singular source. The notes could, however, be retraced like the threads of a tapestry, never ending, like a Celtic weaving. They were more like raindrops. They were essentially what they always were, like raindrops were essentially water. Regardless of what manifestation they chose, they were always essentially what they were, and that had no beginning.
It does not matter. It is of no significance. What is of significance, however,

Crying My Heart OutTears are falling from the vampire blood tears they fall ...As I cry tears of blood.I look and there beside me is the most awesome thing you can see your lil ones....They aare from you the lil ones are from your flesh and blood......The light of day come in my windoe I must hide from the light....Ugh I hate day light...

Crying Over YouForever, you promisedForever, a lieYou promised the moonand the stars in the skysthen you left me aloneyou where so coldit chilled to the boneyou left me with nothingbut tears and a pastwhen you said i love youi though it would lastbut i love you found an endingthe us and we no moreyou said you didn’t mean tobut you hurt me to the coreso i guess i am the losercause you’ue found someone newbut iam still here still all alomeJust Crying Over You!

CryingCrying
Weeping in dreams is not at all unusual. This is often because of the emotional power carried by the images and persons you are encountering. Weeping in the dream is generally separate from actual physical tears forming. It is more often that weepy feeling you get in your heart when a particularly moving scene is played out before you. The best advice is always to go with the dream. Emotional releases and revelations can have a very cleaning effect on the psyche and should be embraced whenever possible. However, you should try to determine the trigger event that caused the emotion.
Did someone else make you cry directly?
Were you crying for a particular reason, or was it for a general emotional release?
Did the tears make you feel ultimately better or worse?

Crying Over YouForever, you promisedForever, a lieYou promised the moonAnd the stars in the sky.
You'd stolen my heartThen left me aloneYou were so coldIt chilled to the bone.
You left me with nothingBut tears and a pastWhen you said "I love you"I thought it would last
But "I love you" found an endingThe 'us' and 'we' no moreYou said you didn't mean toBut you hurt me to the core
So I guess that I'm the loserCause you've found someone newBut I'm still here, still all aloneJust crying over you...

Crying Like A BitchStrut on by like a kingTelling everybody they know nothing,And long live what you thought you were,And time ain't on your side anymore (anymore)And so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying like a bitch.I'm tougher than nails.I can promise you that.Step out of lineAnd you get bitch-slapped back.And you can runYour little mouth all day,But the hand of godJust smacked you back into yesterdayAnd so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying like a bitch.And you wonder whyNo one can stand you,And there's no denying,You were crying like a bitch.You were crying like a bitch.Lying dead byYour sacred faded past timesOnly time is your enemy.Granted a second chanceTo prove that your arroganceIs stronger than you'll ever be.Is stronger than you can beOh, stronger than you can beOh, stronger than you can (be)And so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying

Crying!!!I've just returned from the hospital and have my cast off. You may think great??? But no!
The fracture hasn't healed and I guess this is what the surgeon meant by me having future problems. They are hoping over the next four weeks that the fracture will knit together as apparently moving around can actually promote healing. I have never heard of this and I doubt a 60 hour work week on my feet won't help, but hey ho!
They told me to today that my fracture was actually a spiral fracture and the look on my face I guess said it all. If you aren't aware spiral fractures are incredibly hard to heal and the break is somewhat like a corkscrew effect.
Anyway if it hasn't healed in 4 weeks I will need surgery.
I need a drink, but I can't because of the antibiotics i'm taking ... I hate my life at present.
I'm going to have a long soak in the bath now, my leg looks nasty, all scaly and hairy, so it needs a damn good scrub.

Cryinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggso my blog this week is about crying and everyone crys but me which is soooo sad like i can make a few tears but not like a bunch of tears. i kinda wish i coud but im happy i cant at times i want to cry alot but i cant so all of u that is reading this blog u are very lucky that u can cry cuz i cant and i love everyone that is reading my blog or has been reading my blog so thanks love ya all

Crying UrgentlyTwilights beauty is never seenDawn remains a mysteryDusk falls asleep aloneNight draws its curtain blindA glance from wall to wallsearching for the timeto know the hour of painA swollen voice calls outin it a tone of shameto know the hour of its painEars that hear faintlystrain to capture the beatingonly all that is heard is the screamof the heart failingA drop of water to soothe the tonguenever comes to the waitingwith sad eyes filled with tearsthe tongue swells in solitudethe tears become stainingOH please OH please help mescream the shadows of the airas a murmur of voices sympathizeswith the shadows despairBlue notes are heard being sungfrom a distant radio bands blareto the tune of the rushing soundof forced pumped airoff in the distance very close byrough words are spokento take the worry out of whyone voice is

Crying In The SilencePeople can see me smile..But they will never see me cry..They can see me laugh..But they will never see me cry..They will never see this someone who bends her knees at the corner of the room..Without making any sound..She's suffering in silence..Without making any sound..

CryingI am sitting here weeping , and My tears are slowly creeping .
Down the paper they will go , they seem to have a constant flow.
I am just crying , but feel as if I were dieing , My tears they fade away, and yet are here to stay.
I feel as if I were rotting , these tears do not plan on stopping.
This pain I feel is so real , the part I was sent to play, was not
ment to end this way .
They tell me it will be okay .
"Just take things day by day"
Well, if it's going to be okay ...
Then why am I in so much pain , and why are you to blame?

CryingWhat is the point of crying? i hate crying. it makes ur face wet and your nose stuffy and ur face all red. it's not a good look. lol. why does it have to hurt so bad that i cry? it makes me feel weak and helpless and i hate that. i know everyone goes through these feeling. y did i think i was any differant.

CryingCrying crying big baby move on .... bY Christine this true story lights are on...

The Crying Heart (this Is Now Printed Somewhere Supposedly)The Crying HeartThey say love is all about give and takeThey say that love is all about what we makeWe're taught that love is so blindAnd we learn that love is supposed to be kindWhen love is found we wonder if it's trueWhen love is lost we feel so blueLove can make us feel oh so goodBut love can also be so misunderstoodLove comes and goes in so many waysIt can last for hours months or daysReal love is what we all look forNever pass it up when it strolls thru the doorIf the love is good then it is strongBut if it is weak it wont last longLove is many things from the startBut love seems to stem, from a crying heart

Crying In The Agony Of LoveThere wasn't any happiness before you came
My life was in darkness before you came
You came to me like a gliding star
But what was wrong with me
that you went so far.
I had all my dreams come true, When you were with me
But leaving me in the midst of sorrows, tears and pain.
Why did you free?
I still remember the day
standing, when I saw you
You were there by the stand,
and I was in a queue.
We endure each others eyes
Which then gave a feeling so nice
Your eyes seems telling me something very secretly,
Our eyes were closed but heart explained clearly
That day to me was very precious and rare
Things between you and me were going just fair
I had lots of dreams in me and my heart filled with joy
As I have found in the crowd of Human
only my girl and myself.
But suddenly.....
Upon our love, the luck had bad eyes
And all my cheerful days broke into tears and cries
I was going to be with you forever by your side
but black clouds fell upon us and
al

Cry Me A Fucking Riveryou know something,...someone reported my "fuck you i'm irish" photo....boo fucking hoo...if you can't handle a few cuss words on a photo i suggest you take your namby-pamby boo hooing arse back to fucking myspace where the little kiddies sit...Cherry Tap is where the grown up's sit:P

Cry Me A RiverThe 2 things I hate the most CT is overflowing with. 1.)DRAMA
2.)Crybabies.
There are so many attention whore crybabies on here. I'm sorry if I offended any of you but I'm just calling it like I see it. Chances are if I offended you though your one of those people.

Cry Me A RiverHere we go again, another rant. I have had someone that is asking me why i have someone in my family on here. like it really matters right??? I mean why do some ppl take Fubar so seriously. Its the internet. yes we come on here to make friends and get our points. but some are more concerned with what others are doing than what is going on in their own life. They are always making threats towards those in your family because some of your family have them blocked. i mean come on cant a person block who they want on here for what ever reason. thats why the option is there right?? so my attitude today is cry me a river for every person that has ever blocked you or been mean to you. You have to grow a thick skin when your dealing with ppl on the net. if you dont then they are going to effect ever aspect of your life.
Please dont take offence by this blog but its been one of those kinda screwy days. this is a general rant nothing more nothing less.
sorry had to vent its been one of tho

Cry Me A RiverPukinDog14...: Emily, pretty sad, you knew i was waiting for HH....you knew it was to come back and rate you...I rated 3 files over 100 pics....I spoke a second after I did ...as a joke and then you don't rate anything ...sad hun!!!!!!
PukinDog14...: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
· PukinDog143!!**... re-rated you a '3' from a '10'!
PukinDog143!!**Read my profile and try rating!!!@ fubar
go show him some 3 love people

Cry Me A River
Blood, love, death, pain..
&& sorrow
The tragedy of your life..
Poor baby, cry me a river
I'll lend you my bridge,
'cause I'm over it
I wiped your fake ass tears
I did
I chased away the sorrows
I picked up the pieces
As you dropped them all around you
You made an awful of mess of things
It's funny how you do these things
It's funny how you lie..
You need a gun, baby??

Cry No MoreCry No More
Love isn't always fair.
Yet we must not despair.
Love may falter and cause pain.
We can't let that keep our hearts in chains.
There will be a better day in life.
A second chance, No need to cry.
It's a time to dance and laugh.
Leaving sad memories in the past.
View the sunset and smell the flowers.
Play in the falling rain showers.
Someday true love may just come along.
Til'then we must enjoy life and remain strong.

Cry Now , Laugh Later, Ill Be Around Until My Callinyou can hold everything in the world against me but it wont change anything, if i try to make it right u think its all bullshit,i could see if i hit u i could see if i empty a clip and didnt give a shit the police learned to forgive so y cant u, i know it stays in the back of your head but damn reminded me everyday makes a nigga feel like he should have been dead rather u care or not im a let it be know, yea i did the wrong thing but that was then this now, u can either forgive or u cant let me know now, cuz everytime we talk all u do is shut me down and make me wanna beat a nigga down and join the lifestyle i tried so hard to stay from around, your maybe broken mines doesnt seem to matter, how i let this happen i dont and it really doesnt seem to matter, torture me now or torture me tomorrow who knows how long ill be here shit i can be gone tomorrow, i know havin feeling sucks but thats only cuz i got them too but i didnt know how strong they would get until i met u.

Cry NotCry not for me, for I'll see no dawn
my blood runs cold, my soul is gone.
No more no light will my eyes but see,
no starlit night nor moonlight be.
Cry not for me for I can not hear,
for sound escapes the dying ear.
Swept along the halls of dead,
with cries of pain and moans of dread.
Cry not for me for I am no more,
my way has left through the shining door.
The path doth run read with blood
A raging torrent, a charnel flood.
Cry instead for those who stay,
for without the hope there is no way.
From ages past and lands before,
A hand awaits to open the door.
Cry instead for those that stay,
for I am dust and blown away.

Cry No MoreLove isn't always fair.
Yet we must not despair.
Love may falter and cause pain.
We can't let that keep our hearts in chains.
There will be a better day in life.
A second chance, No need to cry.
It's a time to dance and laugh.
Leaving sad memories in the past.
View the sunset and smell the flowers.
Play in the falling rain showers.
Someday true love may just come along.
Til' then we must enjoy life and remain strong.

Cry Not... (one Lost Soul)Drag me down...to the ground
Cry not for one lost soul...
I'm unchained, still insane
Cry not for one lost soul...
Battered by the world that bleeds me
Cry not for one lost soul...
Search the sky for my star
Cry not for one lost soul...
I'll find the one that needs me
Cry not for one lost soul...
I've seen myself change each day
Cry not for one lost soul...
Reflected my poison back in my eye
Cry not for one lost soul...
I've felt my demons deep inside me
Cry not for one lost soul...
Clawing, begging for release
Cry not for one lost soul...
I look everyday for a way, a path to steal the sun
Cry not for one lost soul...
My pain that I keep heals others, why not me?
Cry not for one lost soul...
Till the Last Day, when you carry me down
Cry not for one lost soul...
My sight fails me
Cry not for one lost soul...
Nothing is lost forever
Cry not for one lost soul...
It simply waits to be rediscovered...

Cry No MoreI have cried all my bad tears
And faced all my fears
Then I awoke and saw the light
You're asking me back in your life.
You're saying Please Jenny let's talk
You played me for a fool.
No it's time for you to walk.
We were once one now we are two
The whole time our marrage was all about you.
It's kind of funny a big ass shame
You talked all your shit
And thought there was no pain.
I thought I was fighting
Fighting just for us.
You know we will never be
Because you broke my trust

Cry Of MercyA touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I was filled with you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Away from my forehead, then became entangled.
Our slow rhythm gave way,
To urgent

Cry Of Our HeartsThere Is A Great Deal Of Depression
That Has Overtaken My Soul,
It Floods Within, Into Every Inch
That Makes Me Whole.
I Wonder And Worry Through
Each And Every Thought Of The Day.
What Is To Come, To My Dismay?
As A Flood Of Tears Pour Out Of Me In
All My Expressions,
More And More Comes, More And More Depression.
I Try To Assure Myself Everything Is Okay
But Who Am I Fooling?
I Burst Into A Spirit Of Rage.
I Have Questions, And There Are No Answers.
But I'm Afraid And Much Too Weak,
When This Is How I Feel, There's No Wrong
Nor Right. But As I Battle with
Myself, I Always Lose The Fight.
I Feel Intimidated Sometimes By Others,
But As I Said "This Is How I Feel."
The Pain Is So Very Real. I Lose Control,
My Thoughts Go Wild.
And Here I Am Only A Child
If Only You Knew What I Fought,
If Only You Knew What I Thought.
I Need Mt thought Held Captive!

The Cry Of Our HeartsThe Cry Of Our Hearts
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I'm afraid and much too weak,
When I try to explain,
I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said "This is how I feel"
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,
and here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.
Oh God, assure me I'm thin

Cry Over MeAnother night sleepless
I don't want to feel this
Nothing can stop this pain
Trying to get to
A time I forget you
Still tangled in yesterday
It's so easy for you
To give nothing for me
Did you ever feel anything?
I want you to cry over me
Die over me
Even for a moment
Even for a moment
I want you to hurt over me
Feel what I feel
I want you to cry over, die over me
Baby, just for one time
I want your heart broken
Some sign of emotion
I want to see the tears tumble down
Show me I meant something
And that you feel nothing
But your world crashing to the ground
It's so easy for you
To forget about me
Did you ever feel anything?
I want you to cry over me
Die over me
Even for a moment
Even for a moment
I want you to hurt over me
Feel what I feel
I want you to cry over, die over me
Baby, just for one time
(Cry - cry - cry)
But did you feel something?
Did we mean nothing at all?
I want you to cry over me
Die over me
Even for a moment
E

Cry OutCry out
~Tony Martinez
Gasping for air
Each mouthful is a struggle
The pain in my ribs is so great
ANGEL
I cry out to you
You slowly appear in front of me
Crying as you see my mangled body before you
Give up you say
I'm not worth it you say
I grab your hand and wrist
I pull you close to me with the last bit of strength in me
Painful to speak I whisper in ear firmly
YES YOU ARE WORTH IT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WORTH IT
Never give up angel
Never give up with what I know is in your heart
I will heal
We will heal
We built something strong
Don’t fear my love
The Darkness can't win
The Darkness can't defeat me
My light shines ever brighter for you
No matter what happens
I love you
My angel

The Cry Of Our HeartsThere is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I'm afraid and much too weak,
When I try to explain,
I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said "This is how I feel"
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,
and here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.
Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help

The Cry Of The Native AmericanWe were here first
(i-gv-ya o-gi-lu-tsv a-ha-ni)
Maybe the Cherokee cry
But we wanted their land
So they had to die
How could their rights
Have been explained?
The bow and arrow -
Against the gun ordained?
We took their homes -
(Do-ge-nv-sv do-ge-gi-gi-e-lv)
They were mostly dead - when the deeds were done
What was theirs is ours - Yes! we have won
They had to die - we had no choice
Their punishment for owning - our land first
The Indians had been the custodians of the land.
(a-ni-yv-wi-ya o-s-da i-yu-nv-na-de-ga ga-do-hi)
But the cowboy turned the pastures into sand
And buffalo herds - very soon were damned
Sustainability was more the Indians way
a-ni-yv-wi-ya u-nv-sv a-na-li-s-de-li-s-gv.
But luxury to excess was more our "cup of tea"
We brought the Indians smallpox, pollution and T.B.
After two Hundred years we now see our wrongs
And we begin to listen to the Indian Songs
na-quu-no a-nv-da-di-s-do-di-quu i-ga
di-g

The Cryof The Native AmericanThe Cry of The Native American
We were here first
(i-gv-ya o-gi-lu-tsv a-ha-ni)
Maybe the Cherokee cry
But we wanted their land
So they had to die
How could their rights
Have been explained?
The bow and arrow -
Against the gun ordained?
We took their homes -
(Do-ge-nv-sv do-ge-gi-gi-e-lv)
They were mostly dead - when the deeds were done
What was theirs is ours - Yes! we have won
They had to die - we had no choice
Their punishment for owning - our land first
The Indians had been the custodians of the land.
(a-ni-yv-wi-ya o-s-da i-yu-nv-na-de-ga ga-do-hi)
But the cowboy turned the pastures into sand
And buffalo herds - very soon were damned
Sustainability was more the Indians way
a-ni-yv-wi-ya u-nv-sv a-na-li-s-de-li-s-gv.
But luxury to excess was more our "cup of tea"
We brought the Indians smallpox, pollution and T.B.
After two Hundred years we now see our wrongs
And we begin to listen to the Indian Songs
na-quu-no a

The Cry Of The WolfThe cry of the wolf,
cuts the silence of the night.
A sound so anciently familiar,
that man instinctively seeks flight.
Those who seek to understand,
know that they are not cruel.
They kill only what they need,
living by mother nature's rules.
The wolf pack is a family,
just like yours and mine.
Living together with unwritten laws,
each member knows when it is their turn to dine.
Wolves are loving and caring parents,
punishing and praising each pup their due.
For each one must learn their place,
if the pack is to survive each generation anew.
So when you hear a wolf's howl,
listen to it to the full.
Feel its' primeval beauty,
way deep down in your soul!
~Mark D Martinson~

A Cry Of Shame (on Genealogy For Pay)A Cry of Shame!
Is it not our shame,Dear Lord,
Your gift is now for sale?
The blood you gave by birth, so free,
In death, gives cause for sale!
We each, were born so equal,
Until our breath was drawn!
We then, became just bank accounts,
On which riches were drawn!
'A cry of shame", from beneath the soil,
Where our ancestors lie,
Validate the truth You gave,
Only money now can buy!
God help the greedy in the flesh,
Who sell our righteous truth!
Is a paper dollar, worth much more,
Than the Lord's gift on this earth?
I believe it's so, for there are those,
Who care not , for their brother!
Who will sell the Lord's gift for a fee,
For the worship of a dollar!
I am, therefore, he too, once was!
I search for him each day!
There are those who know his truth,
Yet, speak not, unless paid!
To know he walked, as every man,
Justified by birth and blood!
His name, so freely spoken,
Shared by the Family of God's love!
No secrets held for highest bid,
On the world wide w

Cry Of The WindegoShatter towards travesty
Your blood fucking belongs to me
I suck you dry, burn your shine, I want to hear your demons cry
The need to masticate is growing
My teeth show no signs of slowing
A crescent press, the taste of flesh, the mark I scrawl across your chest
Underlings with splitting wings
Divide the hide and bait the springs

Cry Or Get Off?Has anyone ever had a song that made them an emotional mess? When I hear this song I don't want to breathe. I just want to hold my breath until it's over and sometimes it makes me feel like crying and other times, I just want to be downright dirty to it. Wow... can anyone relate?

A Cry Of ConfusionA Cry of Confusion
by Ashley D
Babe, I don't know what to do
I'm feeling so dazed, so lost and confused.
Babe, help me to understand
Whatever it is, I'm at your command.
Explain to me, what is the deal?
Forget about everyone else and just be real.
I feel there's a lot that you know that I don't
Cheat on you? No, you know that I won't.
Tell me everything, express your emotions
And while you do that, I'll show my devotion.

The Cry Of MankindYou can't expect to see him and survive
You'll swallow his tongue of thorns
His mouth, dripping with flies
In his glorious kingdom of fire
But I believe he wept
I will make them all lie down
Down where hope lies dying
With lust, you're kicking mankind to death
We live and die without hope
You tramp us down in a river of death
As I stand here now, my heart is black
I don't want to die a lonely man
This is a weary hour.

Cry Of The AngelListen close do you hear, shes crying her time is near. Wet dreams no longer stand, no assistance not even a helping hand. At night you'll hear a scream, life is no more pure and clean.
Here is a wish told to a star, bright and shining up so far. A silent call late at night, so much so wrong gonna be right. There is the night so many alone, there is love and heart it is known.
During this time unveil your bone, I'll lick as if it was an ice cream cone. Cold its not but a thick treat, the reward is good to eat. Cream its called by some, ejaculation juice rightly cum.
The cry of the angel, is from heaven not hell. The cry of the angel, is from heaven not hell.

The Cry Of The Native AmericanWe were here first
(i-gv-ya o-gi-lu-tsv a-ha-ni)
Maybe the Cherokee cry
But we wanted their land
So they had to die
How could their rights
Have been explained?
The bow and arrow -
Against the gun ordained?
We took their homes -
(Do-ge-nv-sv do-ge-gi-gi-e-lv)
They were mostly dead - when the deeds were done
What was theirs is ours - Yes! we have won
They had to die - we had no choice
Their punishment for owning - our land first
The Indians had been the custodians of the land.
(a-ni-yv-wi-ya o-s-da i-yu-nv-na-de-ga ga-do-hi)
But the cowboy turned the pastures into sand
And buffalo herds - very soon were damned
Sustainability was more the Indians way
a-ni-yv-wi-ya u-nv-sv a-na-li-s-de-li-s-gv.
But luxury to excess was more our "cup of tea"
We brought the Indians smallpox, pollution and T.B.
After two Hundred years we now see our wrongs
And we begin to listen to the Indian Songs
na-quu-no a-nv-da-di-s-do-di-quu i-ga
di-g

Cry Of The HippieCry of the hippie
Silly man Jack
Silly man Jack
They told you in the 60’s
But you didn’t listen
The brothers fighting and dying
The cousins loving and crying
The war bringing hell home to your doorstep
What has ever really changed?
Tell me Pappy Jack, tell me something
Tell me why ideals cost so much blood
Tell me why countries hate so much
Tell me why hate is just a crutch protecting us all from fear
I see them jeer
I try to steer away

The Cry Of Mankind...I hate that I can never figure out how to post a video in a blog unless its as a comment...
Gimme an extra second to post the video :p

Cry Of The SoulOh, God! Can you hear my cry?Can you hear my soul screaming, Begging for mercy from the Agony of the broken heart!Time after time after time,Knowing no happiness, knowing no love,Knowing only misery, loneliness,And an endless river of tears...Crying turns to waling, and walingTurns to silence as the voice gives wayTo where only the soul can be heard screaming....The screams of agony inside the mindCan be deafening...No relief, an endless cycle of games,Cowardice, and excuses-- What did I do to deserve this?Please! I beg for mercy! I fall down to my knees In my river of silent tears! I beg forgiveness for all sins, But especially those sins that has brought me this pain--I beg for release! I beg for your mercy! I beg for your pity!I beg your forgiveness!I long for the day when you put your hand on my head and say "You are forgiven, my child! You will be granted not only mercy, but Happiness and peace. Your pain, loneliness and suffering are over-- Go now with the love I have sent to you

Cry Ophelia By Adam CohenSomething went wrong You are not laughing It's not so easy now to get your smile You gotta be wrong To walk these streets And keep from falling But when you're not, just let yourself cry You've been working hard Just trying to pay the rent Tryin' to draw the line between who you are and who you invent But if you throw a stone Something's gonna shatter somewhere We're all so fragile We're all so scared You say you wanna learn how to live your life without tears But we've been trying to do that for thousands of years So go on and cry Ophelia It's the only thing to do sometimes You know I'm crying too Right there with you It's alright Ophelia Everybody cries Thank god for my bad memory I've forgotten some of the stupid things that I've done I've come to a little wisdom through a whole lot of failure So I watch more carefully what rolls off my tongue You pray for rain But you don't want it from a storm You find a rose And cut your finger on a thorn So go on and cry Ophelia It's the only

The Cry Of Our HeartsThere is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,What is to come, to my dismay.As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, more and more comes, more and more depression.I assure myself everything is ok!But who am I fooling?Then I burst into a spirit of rage.I have questions, and there are answers.But I'm afraid and much too weak,When I try to explain,I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.I feel intimidated sometimes by others,But as I said "This is how I feel"The pain in me is very real.I lose control, my thought go wild,and here I am only a child.If only you knew what I thought,If only you knew what I fought.I need my thoughts held captive.Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal and you'll help me think positive.I'm hurting, I need you! Please d

The Cry Of SilenceTHE CRY OF SILENCE
Filled with sorrow... Bleak inner self touched by pride, devoured by solitude, still wrapped in time. Flowing pain... Holding myself back in suspicion... and lingering in the dust... the dust of my abandoned remains. Killed with the dagger of life...! Such an exquisite pride in my suffering... alone, all alone with the emotional streams of my soul... So real, so pure... yet i'm left aside entangled in fear... without hope. Raped by the light of the world... Scorned, left behind and broken down... I am truly left alone, but somehow... just somehow it feels like my loneliness is a victory over the self-delusion of joy... and happiness. My heart beats faster, the anguish becomes clearer and my misanthropic view gets stronger. Living in the shadows... so proud of being the one, but desperate... so desperate for a helping hand. Do I really want to live this life? I have a thousand reasons to die, and many millions of tears to cry... in silence. The human plag

Cry Of An Angel - 610Listen close and you'll hear,
She is crying the time is near.
Wet dreams no longer stand,
no help, not one helping hand.
At night you'll hear a scream,
life is no more pure and clean.
Here is a wish told to a star,
bright and shining up so far.
A silent call late at night,
so wrong, going to be right.
There is tonight, so many are alone,
there is love and peace, it is known.
During this time unveil your bone,
I'll lick as if its a iced cone.
Hot, its not a cold treat,
the reward is good to eat.
Cream its called by some,
ejaculation juice, rightly cum.
The cry of the angel,
is from heaven not hell.

Cryptnotic_hypnoticEffervescent visions scatter through the crimson rain
Cryptic drops of liquid annihilation descend from the skies
Conquering the last stream of sanity flowing in their veins
Utter obliteration of their craven souls contributing to their own demise
Lanquid tones of "whore"ifying enigmatic screams
Echo in the halls of destruction and raze
Emerging from the depths of imposing vivacious dreams
Arousing from this somnolent state, perplexed in a daze
Intrepid exterior vanquishes their vanishing minds
corrupting their scrambled visions of a former existance
Panic Surges across pale faces, fearing what easily was left behind
Collapsing at the feet of contradiction without resistance
Animated jestures amplify their confusion
As valiant compositions saturate their heads
Swallowing their sanity into fading disillusion
Prevailing laughter escapes past his lips as his head hangs off the bed
One more morbid kiss ensuring their sober fate
Capturing the remains of their evaporating pr

Cryptictv.comI'm going out for another contest and I'd like for my Chrry tap community to support me on this one. Starting Jan 1, 2007 at www.cryptictv.com a horror hotties contest will ensue..I just need you guys to register for the site and vote for me..Monique Dupree, as many times as you possibly can..There are 55 girls in the contest...please repost this around..whether its on cherry tap or another profile you think may help me
I thank you guys very much..
kisses!

Cryptic Tv Horror HottieVoting has started
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Cryptic DreamsDon’t know how it is
I cant decide how much
I hate you. Should be simple
How you threw me away
Not even staggered step
Just goodbyes and excuses
But my bloody whole seeking
that hollow where you used to be
and hating myself for looking there
night after night, knowing
I would just end up clawing
Bruised flesh again and again
And yet, I push that stone heart
Up this hill one last time
Again and again,
Turning my back on the memories
Turning my back on the fear
Afraid of life without this pain
As much as I dread
it never going away
and your echo is defiant
rippled scars in the dark
seeking me out,
landing on my flesh
and I can’t out run,
your noise, your wretched static
drowning out the peace
shadowed out the light
sucking the air from my lungs
in desperate tremorred screams.
And life after your pain
is a dull thud, a dead limb
phantom footsteps in my day
trying to forget the dance.
Spins in agony and delicious
dips in dread and deceit
no

A Cryptic ApologyThis is a cryptic apology. I will post this in my other blogs as I get time, but I am beginning here.
You see, because of a miscommunication, which is kind of understandable because of the wording I suppose, I have done a once good friend a great disservice. Several, actually. You know who you are. While the words alone do nothing to redress the wrong I did, while nothing I can say or do can correct or rectify the fact that I abandoned a friend who later needed me the most, I give my deepest, most heart-felt apologies. I will do everything possible within my power to never allow it to happen again.
And, yes, dear reader, you may ask. But I wll NOT tell.

Cryptic MorbidityAs I lay you down,
To your cryptic death
You feel the bone crushing cold,
From my icy breath
You suffer helplessly,
And drown in your despair
The smell of warm formaldehide,
Soon thickly fills the air
As I drain you of your life & soul,
And you're fighting off lividity,
Your tomb awaits, dressed in gold...
And cryptic morbidity
I'll fill your body with pain,
And seal your empty eyed fate
I'll rip you limb from limb,
So the world can see my hate
The incandescent glow of your slowly rotting flesh,
Reminds me of the peril my morbidity has left
As I drain you of your life & soul,
Waiting for lividity
Your tomb awaits, dressed in gold...
And cryptic morbidity
As I rape you bloody rotten corpse,
You see I feel no shame
But this is all just a part of my wicked little game
The hatred I feel for you is here,
As the end is soon to come
Cryptic morbidity is lurking near,
And for you there's no return

*crys*my so called mom scrayed my best friend away .. i m soo mad i am crying .. what the hell is wrong with her... i just hate her... i ahhh wht the fuck is wrong with life? its soo fucked up i get a new best friend and now he don't wnt to be my friend ... i just can hndle that .. i hate this i hate it ...

Crystal MethI destroy homes and tear families apart,
I will take your children and that's just a start,
I am more valuable than diamonds and more precious than gold,
The sorrow I cause is a sight to behold,
If you need me I am easily found,
I live all over schools and downtown,
I live with the rich and with the poor,
I live down the street and even next door,
I'm made in a lab but not the one you think,
I can even be made under the kitchen sink,
Inside your child's closet and even out in the woods,
If it scares you to death it certainly should,
I have many names but there is one you will know best,
I am sure you have heard of me,
My name is Crystal Meth,
My power is awesone try me you will see,
But if you do, you may never break free,
Just try me once I might let you go,
But try me twice then i will own your soul,
When I possess you, you will steal and lie,
You will do what you have to,
Just to get high,
The crimes you will commit for my narcotic charms,
Will be worth pleas

Crystal CareCRYSTAL CARE
Many crystals are fragile or friable.Crystals that are layered or clustered
Can separate. Crystals such as Selenite are water soluble.Polished sufaces or naturel points are very easily marked or damaged. Tumbled stones are more hard wearing. Endless hours turning in fine grit gives them a hard surface. You can keep tumbled in a bag of silk maybe. But other crystals should be kept apart.
When not in use store your crystals in silk or a satin wraps to prevent sratching and damage and protects the crystals from absorbing foreign emanations. Crystals need to be cleansed when you buy them and after using them for healing/or wearing them. Always cleanse jewellery that comes to you from someone else and it can hold their negative energys that could be passed on you,
A few crystals never need cleansing. Citrine , kyanite, and Azeztuilite are self-cleaning. Clear Quartz and Carnelian cleanse other crystals and very useful for delicate and friable stones but may need cleaning

Crystals CleasingCrystals Cleasing
Crystals that are not fiiable or jointed can be held under running water or washed in sea salt or the sea. As you do so, hold the intenion that all negativity will be washed away and the crystal reenergized.
Placing the crystal in the light of the sun/moon for a few hours can also recharge its batteries provided its not a stone that fades in sunlight and care is taken not to focus the rays where thay could start a fire- remember that the light from the sun moves around in a arc as the day goes on.
Firable crystals or clusters can be left in the sea or rock salt overnight. Gently brush every speck of salt off afterwards as thay could damage the crystal, especially in a damp atmosphere.
Certain crystals have the ability to cleanse other crystals. Keep a carnelian in a bag of tumbled stones and you will never need to cleanse them using any other method. A small crystal can be placed on a clear quartz cluster and left overnight.
You can smudge* crystals or pass th

Crystal BallA woman visited a psychic of some local repute.
In a dark and gloomy room, gazing at the Tarot cards laid out before her, the Tarot reader delivered the bad news: "There is no easy way to say this so I'll just be blunt: Prepare yourself to be a widow. Your husband will die a violent and horrible death this year."
Visibly shaken, the woman stared at the psychic's lined face, then at the single flickering candle, then down at her hands. She took a few deep breaths to compose herself. She simply had to know.
She met the Tarot reader's gaze, steadied her voice, and asked, "Will I get away with it?"

Crystal KissHey guys! I opened a forum today called Crystal Kiss! It is located at http://crystal-kiss.toxic-pink. Now. Before you go and join, keep in mind it has more of a girlishness to it and if guys want to join, please sign up and private message me anything you want to see added and I will add it to the forum. Also, the template is girly, when you sign up and create your profile, you can change it to a different skin.
Rules
No nudity. No improper language. PG13 please or you'll be deleted.
Do not spam any links except for in the shamless plugger section.
Be nice
Have fun!
Read the full rules under announcments before signing up, and message me here letting me know you've signed up and I'll send a gift your way.
Also, if you sign up, please intend to post and be active and no innapropriate user names whatsoever.
Go play! Crystal-Kiss.

Crystal Grid For Earth HealingCrystal grids are similar to mandalas; they are simply an arrangement of stones in a pattern for the specific purpose of directing energy toward a goal. The variety of combinations is limited only by your imagination. For this particular grid, however, we will use a pattern designed to honor the elements and send healing energy to the Earth.
Although this ritual can be performed at any time, it is ideal for an Earth Day celebration. It can be done alone or with a group. For a group working, each person can recite a part of the ritual and place a stone into the grid.
You will need one quartz cluster of any kind for the center of the grid to symbolize the Spirit. Clear quartz is the ideal choice, but you can also use amethyst. Depending on your collection of stones and crystals, you may have a different stone in mind. Use your intuition to select a stone that best represents the Spirit to you.
Select four large stones to represent each of the four elements. You may want to choos

Crystal DeathMy Name Is Meth
I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, if this scares you to death, well it certainly should.
I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth.
My power is awesome; try me you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie, you do what you have to -- just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms will be wort

Crystal Speaks, Listen....Crystal Speaks, listen....
I destroy homes, I tear families apart, I take your children and that
is just a start. I'm more values than diamonds, more precious than
gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me,
remember, I am easily found, I live with the poor, I live down the
road, and maybe next door.
I am made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made even in the
kitchen sink, your child's closet or maybe the woods. If that scares
you to death, then maybe it should.
I have many names, but the one you know best, I am sure you've heard
it......they call me,"Crystal Meth." My power is awesome; Just try me
and see, but if you do, you may never break free. Try me once, I may
let you go, try me again, I will take your soul.
When I get you, you'll steal and you will lie and do what you have
to, just to get high. The crimes you will commit for my narcotic
charms, will be worth the pleasure you will feel inmy arms. You will
lie to you

Crystal DimedAmid the darkness sprinlked with crystal beings a crystal child was born.
She gleamed of pink and lavender light. As she grew she gloryed in the
freshness if Spring flowers of mixed fragrance and hues, and in the warmth
of Summer she ran and laught and grew. She danced in Autums winds
amid the swerlling colors of rust and orange and brown. She delighted in the
Winters art, the patterns of fronst and flake, the music of Ice singing from
branches bare.
Seasons passed and this Crystal child grew to shimmer a vibrant red and
orange she was filled with the fire of young adulthood searching eager with
the need to learn. Spring was her play ground, Summer her beau, ahh and
winter a time that pulled at her energy for movement, but time had it's way
of mellowing of satisfing her longing.
This Crystal child became a Crystal woman of blue and white with silver light.
She gleamed a guiding light. Were ever her light did reach she touched a life

Crystalblueice♥-----------------
From: ~Chelle~
Date: Feb 19, 2007 7:31 PM
~:)~
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: ♥CRYSTALBLUEICE♥
Date: Feb 19, 2007 7:23 PM
From: laura
Date: Feb 19, 2007 7:19 PM
Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens.
We all have to wonder what this possibly means.
With our mouse we roam through the rooms in a maze
Looking for something or someone as we sit in a daze.
We chat with each other. We type all our woes.
Small groups we do form and gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody to type out our name.
We want recognition, but it is always the same.
We give kisses and hugs,and sometimes flirt
In PMs we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt.
We do form friendships - but - why we don't know,
But some of these friendships will flourish and grow.
Why is it on screen we can be so bold?
Telling our secrets that have never been told.
Why is it we share the t

Crystal Rose Poemthe fire of the torch is set
The rods of the glass are waitting
The sand bed is raked and waitting
for the cooling
Crystal Rose
the creating of the crystal rose is very delicate art. The process of the creaing each petal is very long: Each petal must be paper thin or less. It will take hours even days to form each petal. The selection of th petals to use will take hours. With a hopeful wish that each petal will not break in the forging of the rose.
In the end there is only one crystal rose made that is the purist of beauty. It's beauty is with out end. There are no flaws or bubbles in its design that you can find. this crystal rose of life, of beauty and of love..
Now watch closely as the rose sparkles, spins and turns in the sun's ray's. Now watch the rainbow as it dances among its rose petals. Watch as the angels dance to the light that sparkles from the crystal rose.
Watch out do not cry with joy or laughter to much or then the rose petals on the crystal r

Crystal Rose Poemthe fire of the torch is set
The rods of the glass are waitting
The sand bed is raked and waitting
for the cooling
Crystal Rose
the creating of the crystal rose is very delicate art. The process of the creaing each petal is very long: Each petal must be paper thin or less. It will take hours even days to form each petal. The selection of th petals to use will take hours. With a hopeful wish that each petal will not break in the forging of the rose.
In the end there is only one crystal rose made that is the purist of beauty. It's beauty is with out end. There are no flaws or bubbles in its design that you can find. this crystal rose of life, of beauty and of love..
Now watch closely as the rose sparkles, spins and turns in the sun's ray's. Now watch the rainbow as it dances among its rose petals. Watch as the angels dance to the light that sparkles from the crystal rose.
Watch out do not cry with joy or laughter to much or then the rose petals on the crystal r

* Crystal Seals * Star Crystal Seals * Fire Crystals * Seed Crystal Seals **********************************************************************************************
Crystal Seals
*********************************************************************************************
The Crystal Seals (components of the Level-2 Kathara Grid) are groups of 3-Dimensinal Partiki scalar wave composites that regulate the rate of Partiki Phasing to create the base structures upon which dimensionalization is formed.
The flow of frequency between dimensional bands and Harmonic Universes, the fixed expansion and contraction/fission and fusion rates of Partiki, the Vibration-Oscillation Rates of Partiki and the Angular Rotation of Particle Spin (ARPS) are all regulated by the Crystal Seals.
There are two types of Crystal Seals: Star Crystal Seals & Seed Crystal Seals
Star Crystal Seals are positioned between the Chakra Centers along the Central Body Current, and Seed Crystal Seals are positioned between them, and serve as the point of composite frequency

The Crystal BallThere was once an enchantress, who had three sons who loved each other as brothers, but the old woman did not trust them, and thought they wanted to steal her power from her. So she changed the eldest into an eagle, which was forced to dwell in the rocky mountains, and was often seen flying in great circles in the sky. The second, she changed into a whale, which lived in the deep sea, and all that was seen of it was that it sometimes spouted up a great jet of water in the air. Each of them bore his human form for only two hours daily. The third son, who was afraid she might change him into a raging wild beast - a bear perhaps, or a wolf, went secretly away. He had heard that a king's daughter who was bewitched, was imprisoned in the castle of the golden sun, and was waiting to be set free. Those, however, who tried to free her risked their lives. Three-and-twenty youths had already died a miserable death, and now only one other might make the attempt, after which no more must come. And

Crystal Meth!!Crystal Meth!
I destroy homes,
I tear families apart
I take your children and that's just the start
I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you,
in schools and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just down the road, and even next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think; I can be made under your kitchen sink, or in your child's closet, and even In the woods. If it scares you to death, it certainly should.
I have namy names, But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is CRYSTAL METH.
My power is awesome. Try me and you'll see. If you do remember you may never break free. Try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I posses you, you'll steal and lie. You'll do anything just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narotic charms will be wo

Crystal MethI saw this on the bulletns so I copy'd it to my blog because I know first hand what crystal meth can do to a family because my husband of 2years more less died due to meth...he got a tooth infection and the poison ran thu hes body and being he had done so much meth hes body couldnt fight the infection...which ran to hes brain n he slipped into a coma and on Dec 21st of 2005 doctors told us he would neva wake up so we had to pull hes life support.Second cause of death was IV drug abuse..So ya reading this really hit home with me...and I really never share nothing bout my life but this one thing I thought I would share...
Crystal Meth!
I destroy homes,
I tear families apart
I take your children and that's just the start
I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you,
in schools and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just d

The Crystal Meth PoemCouldn't resist adjusting spelling, format, and meter. Hopefully the original message still shines through. ~Feldar
Msg From AsH.WeeE: This Hits Home For Me..I Was A Meth Head...Been Sober Almost 3 years...3 Yrs in April :)
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Crystal Meth!
I destroy homes,
I tear families apart
I take your children and that's just the start
I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me remember, I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor,
I live just down the road, and even next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think;
I'm made under your kitchen sink... Or in your child's closet, and even in the woods.
If this scares you to death, it certainly should.
I have many names, but I've one you'll know best.
I'm sure you've heard of me, I'm CRYSTAL METH.
My power is awesome. Try me - yo

Crystal Meth!Crystal Meth!
I destroy homes,
I tear families apart
I take your children and that's just the start
I am more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me remember, I'measily found. I live all around you,
in schools and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live just down the road, and even next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think; I can be made under your kitchen sink, or in your child's closet, and even In the woods. If it scares you to death, it certainly should.
I have namy names, But there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is CRYSTAL METH.
My power is awesome. Try me and you'll see. If you do remember you may never break free. Try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I posses you, you'll steal and lie. You'll do anything just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narotic charms will be wor

Crystal MethCrystal Meth
I destroy homes. I tear families apart. I take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember: I'm easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town.
I live with the rich. I live with the poor. I live just down the road, and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but, not in one like you think. I can be made under your kitchen sink.
Or in your child's closet, and even in the woods.
If this scares you to death, it certainly should!
I have many names, but there's one you'll know best.
I'm sure you've heard of me: my name is Crystal Meth.
My power is awesome. Try me and you'll see. But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once, and I might let you go. But try me twice, then I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You'll do what you half to, just to get high.
The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic

Crystal...have You Met Her?If my glamorous Lifestyle is appealing to you,
And you want to try me cause you've nothing to lose,
Then I must offer you a bit of advice;
You're a fool and you better think twice.
I destroy homes. I tear families apart.
I take your children and that's just a start.
I'm more value than diamonds and more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, I'm easily found.
I live around you in school and in town.
I live with the rich and the poor.
I live just down the street and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think.
I can be made under your kitchen sink.
Or even in your child's closet, or out in the woods.
If this scares you to death then it certainly should.
I have many more names, but this is the one you'll know best.
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth !!!!
My power is awesome, try me you'll see.
But if you do, you may never be free.
Try me just once and I might let you go.
But if you try me tw

Cry's In The WindScratch till fingertips ripple out the very
substance thay're made of.
Scram till the pull of the cords within your
throat rip to shreads.
Claw harder! Scream. Scream louder!
No one hears,No one cares except for their
own selves,
You may claw till the bone chips and
glistens with blood,fragments of flesh'.
Screeches sound though only within.
Your own screams,your own crys.
Yet stil you belive someone will hear!
Why belive anyone will care?
You've clawed so deep.Screamed so loud.
Why belive?
People hear their own cries.
Peole sympthize their own sorrows.
Your cries are mere crys in the wind.
Cries passing through the ears of those you
love who say thay love you.

Crystal Meth For Kids?! (repost As Bulletin Please)I got this in an e-mail from my mother, and reworded it. She got it from a friend of hers in Missouri ....
I've posted it as a bulletin in my MySpace (nockternyl_dreams) but for some reason can't get it posted as a bulletin here on CT.
So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE repost it, linking it back to thig blog. It can save childrens' lives!!
This has been in the news a lot in Missouri as there have been quite a few cases detected.
Not sure where it stands in your areas, but thought I would forward the information.
I have been alerted by one of our EMT's for our VFD (Volunteer Fire Dept.) that they have received e-mails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystal Meth that is targeted at children.
Please be aware of this new form! If you have friends who "protect and serve" or even who are emergency responders, please let them know. If it's a child showing symptoms of drug usage, or drug overdose, this new form may be the cause.
They ar

{ Crystals Fetish Diary } (( They Call It Dementia)){ Crystals Fetish Diary } YOU'VE BEEN WARNED. IF YOU'RE GONNA READ THIS, LEAVE A COMMENT!!!!
Role Play One: Suffocation He had cheated. I knew he did... The late night phone calls, staying at work, barely touching me and never having a sexual craving in the last two weeks. It was more than obvious. I loved him, even so. And part of me knew he loved me... but I had to know for sure. He thought I was sleeping that night he came creeping into bed... took off his clothes and crawled beside me. I waited for him to pass over into his dreams before slowly moving to face him, raising my pillow above his head. A tear slowly fell from my eye and onto his face. He didn't wake. Quickly I stratled him and pressed the pillow to his face with all my might. He began to fight me. Pushing and kicking as I pushed harder. "I know what you've been doing" I told him. "Give into me" I whispered. At that moment he fumbled to find my face and gently caressed my cheek. When his hand fell to his side, I knew

Crystal BallCrystal Ball
During a recent outing in New Orleans, a woman sneaked off to visit a fortune teller of some local repute.
In a dark and hazy room, peering into a crystal ball, the mystic delivered grave news.
"There's no easy way to say this, so I'll just be blunt: Prepare yourself to be a widow. Your husband will die a violent and horrible death this year."
Visibly shaken, the woman stared at the fortune teller's lined face, then at the single flickering candle, then down at her hands. - She took a few deep breaths to compose herself. She simply had to know! ... She met the fortune teller's gaze, steadied her voice, and asked,
"Will I be acquitted?"

Crystal MethWhat does it look like?
Meth is a crystal-like powdered substance that sometimes comes in large rock-like chunks. When the powder flakes off the rock, the shards look like glass, which is another nickname for meth. Meth is usually white or slightly yellow, depending on the purity.
How is it used?
Methamphetamine can be taken orally, injected, snorted, or smoked.
What are its short-term effects?
Immediately after smoking or injection, the user experiences an intense sensation, called a "rush" or "flash," that lasts only a few minutes and is described as extremely pleasurable. Snorting or swallowing meth produces euphoria - a high, but not a rush. After the initial "rush," there is typically a state of high agitation that in some individuals can lead to violent behavior. Other possible immediate effects include increased wakefulness and insomnia, decreased appetite, irritability/aggression, anxiety, nervousness, convulsions and heart attack.
What are

Crystal LoveMy love
Is like a unique piece
Of fine cut crystal glass
No harsh rubbing
Force to handle me
With gentleness
Knowing I could break
Tall slender
Desire to drink from
So delicate fragile
Fingers wrapped
Holding so carefully
Not wanting
To spill a drop
Rare elegant beauty
You enjoy
The percussion
Of two
Beautiful
Ping

Crystal WindowI look at this crystal window before me
It shines like a twisted mirror, broken and shattered
A reflection of my life I presume
Because looking back, none of it mattered
I gave it my all, but that wasn't enough
I fought the good fight, but all of that stuff
Was nothing at all when faced with you
How could I predict what you'd put me through?
I never could've predicted a way to the pain
That was faster than you, lost out in the rain
That was bleeding its heart out all over my ceiling
From under my floor, I'll remember this feeling

Crystal Meth(This was written by a young Aboriginal girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.)
Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize...
I AM METH
I destroy homes, I tear families apart,
I take your children, and that's just the start.
I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold,
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you - in schools and in town
I live with the rich, I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sin

Crystal Dejondice Aka 'naughty Bisexual Hottie!!!Crystal Dejondice aka 'NAUGHTY BISEXUAL HOTTIE!!!
fubar page http://www.fubar.com/user/1535737
FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE
This one is a little scarey. We actually think this person BELIEVES all the different women pictures they post are of them.
We know one of the faces VERY well but can not place a name on it. We will update this when it comes to us.
This person claims having surgery...
from the top of their head to the bottom of their feet and a height adjustment too we imagine.
When viewing their posted pictures no explanation is needed. Clearly this one is Busted a FAKE.

The Crys In Which Was Never HeardThis is not really a poem but a short story and yes it is very disturbing so if you get offended easily please dont read and yes this story is written based of real life so fuck you if you dont like it but i think these tears deserve to be heard.
"What are you a fucking faggot or something?"
The boys shouted. As each one took turns beating the life out of him.
"Hey" she shouted "whats going on?"
As she begans to walk over towarthe group of boys. The closer she got the more she could see.
One of the boys walks to her. "Its nothing leave now before you get hurt."
"Fuck you" she shouted as she knowck the one boy to his knees.
The rest of the boy ran not only because of the fear of her but who her older brother was and who his friends were.
"Are you alright" she asked. As she tried helping him up.
He shoved her away. "You shouldnt have done that" he screamed. Bleeding and broken. "You've only made things worse."
"I'm sorry i thought i was helping you"

Crystal ShineA Gift To all my fellow Fubarians :
Family Recipe Passed Down For 3 Generations
We have our specific rendition but this will
help you get your buzz on
While your at it buy me a drink ! :) Enjoy
You can make your hooch for about $3 a gallon at about 50%-70% alcohol content. More than enough to get 3-5 people blazing drunk. The fun part is that you can get the ingredents if you are under 21 without ID!
Needed:
1) 3 cans of 100% frozen white grape juice (Welches 100% white grape juice concentrate works best). In total, the cans should make 144 fluid ounces of juice when properly prepared. We aren't properly preparing it, so that number is only relevant in determining how concentrated the juice is.
1a) You can also add about ½ cup raisins, grapes (cut in half), strawberries, pears, watermelon, or any other fresh non-citrus fruit. I'll only effect the taste positively.
2. 2 cups of white sugar (plus two teaspoons white sugar)
3. A 1 gallon container. I use a filt

Crystal Quiz*These are YES and NO answers.
*You will find the answers at the end of the test.
*Remember, your answers may vary every time you take the test. This is an indication of what crystal you may need in the moment.
1. It's hard for me to concentrate.
2. I have a hard time making decisions.
3. I'd like to be more in touch with angels.
4. I have lots of ideas, but I can't seem to materialize them.
5. I have lots of ideas, but it's difficult for me to express them.
6. I have difficulty letting go of old ideas.
7. I wish I liked myself more.
8. It's hard for me to be honest with other people.
9. Sometimes I wish I were in a different dimension of reality.
10. I hate my body. I'm too (fat, skinny, short, tall, etc.).
11. I never have enough money to satisfy my needs.
12. I resent what some people have done to me, and find it difficult to forgive them.
13. I know that I have a limited view of some areas of my life, but I don't know how to ga

CrysIf only you knew,
how my heart overflows with love for you.
If only you could see
the way you fill my hopes and dreams.
You're the owner of my heart,
the ruler supreme.
Even in the dark of night,
I've only to think about you
to feel your loving light
and from this world I drift
feeling as if
I'll never touch the ground again...
If only you knew.
If only you could guess
how I hear your voice when others speak;
for you hold the key to my happiness,
and it's always you my soul seeks.
If only you could feel,
how your very presence
has the power to heal,
all the wounds inside me.
You've made me abandon
the pain of yesterday,
and you've shown me
that the past can no longer
stand in the way
of what I hope to achieve...
If only you knew.
If only you could realize
the way you've shown me
that it's better to give
than to take,
and whatever I do,
I do for your sake.
I'm willing to give you my all
and expect nothing in return.
But, oh how I yearn
for you...

Crystal WindowI look at this crystal window before me
It shines like a twisted mirror, broken and shattered
A reflection of my life I presume
Because looking back, none of it mattered
I gave it my all, but that wasn't enough
I fought the good fight, but all of that stuff
Was nothing at all when faced with you
How could I predict what you'd put me through?
I never could've predicted a way to the pain
That was faster than you, lost out in the rain
That was bleeding its heart out all over my ceiling
From under my floor, I'll remember this feeling

CrystalI love with all my heart and soul. She make feel love most of the time. She is my everything. I need her more then she need me. i am lost in this world w/o her. I found love once and broken my heart and took me my deperssion bad. Now got half way out of it and sht bring it back.

Crysta's Intro...Crysta is my daughter.. These blogs will be here thoughts and experiences. I am proud of my daughter and love everything that she tells me. I am going to share with all of you what she says is okay to share with you. She likes people to see her unique style and way of thinking, and how much fun she has in life so others may learn how to have fun from her experiences.
She is 11 almost 12 years old, she is bright, intellegent, cunning, adventurous, spontanious, and enjoys everything life has to offer. She loves to teach people how to see the small things most people miss. She says it slows the fast goers down just enough that they may have the opportunity to have a little bit of fu at least once in there life.
Don't let her age fool you, she is wise beyond her years and she is actually more thoughhtful than most adults can ever dream to be. She has more gumption in one pinky that most people have in there whole being, and she knows when to say something and when it is inaprop

Crystal ShipCrystal Ship
A Rondeau
A crystal ship sailing on the seas
of hopeless romance and fantasies.
Through straits where dolphins splash and play
and mermaid hosts sing the nights away,
for a thousand moonlit eternities.
I find myself lost upon these seas,
looking for the key to my mysteries.
Oh, come now Mariner and guide my way -
A crystal ship -
I stand and face these rolling seas,
steeled by the truths of realities.
Searching for a star to guide my way
and lead me on to a better day,
here on my ship of fantasies -
A crystal ship -

Crystal ShipCrystal Ship
A crystal ship sailing on the seas
of hopeless romance and fantasies.
Through straits where dolphins splash and play
and mermaid hosts sing the nights away,
for a thousand moonlit eternities.
I find myself lost upon these seas,
looking for the key to my mysteries.
Oh, come now Mariner and guide my way -
_______________A crystal ship -
I stand and face these rolling seas,
steeled by the truths of realities.
Searching for a star to guide my way
and lead me on to a better day,
here on my ship of fantasies -
________________A crystal ship -

Crystal The Supplier Again1. What is your occupation? being a lazy bum at the moment
2. What color are your socks right now? white
3. What are you listening to right now? Agony Is My Name by Rhapsody
4. What was the last thing that you ate? A flying saucer I think
5. Can you drive a stick shift? a who what?
6. What color would you be, if you were a color? beige, lol
7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? no one
8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? very much so
9. What is farthest you've ever been from home? Cyprus, dunno mileage
10. Favorite drink? water
11. What is your favorite sport to watch? football (soccer if you're that way inclined)
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? nope
13. Pets? cat
14. Favorite food? too much to name (I'm a fatso)
15. Last movie you watched? back end of Dangerous Minds
16. Favorite Day of the year? today
17. What do you do to vent anger? depends on situation (Liked Crystals answer) but usually swearing or just st

CrystalCrystal loves her moments in the sun,
Restructuring the light to fit her mood.
Yellow turns to purple, pink, and green,
Shimmering with all a life can mean,
The deepest thoughts upon which one can brood.
All this without a thought she does for fun,
Living timeless in a world serene.
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NO unauthorized usage. I own copyright to my poetry.

Crystal Always Gets MoiIf you "HAD to" section:
1) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it?
I will be getting another one, either on my left wrist or thigh
2) If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color
back blonde
3) If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get?
double nipple already have them once
4) If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose?
I wouldnt
The "WOULD YOU?" section:
1) Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
I would rather love one, then the agony and pain would be more bearable then several heart breaks.
2) Would you move anywhere else if you could?
Germany or Europe somewhere
3) If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
in a heartbeat, I want to go to Disney Land in Paris
4) If you were given 10 million dollars to keep, what would you do?
Pay off all my debts, by a house, car, and plane tickets to anywhere in the w

Crystal Made This To Help Me Out, Love Ya Girl!!!We all know and love her! She made it to Godmother and is now working her way to DISCIPLE!!!
So lets help her out and get this wonderful lady leveled!
Click here to go to her page and love her up!!!
CrazyMama45**FU-Bomber Family Manager**Fu Bad Girls*/Fu-Wifey to sTaRr///Fu-Owned by SLDC & TLC@ fubar
This bulletin was made with love by *~*~*Crystal*~*~*
*~*~*Crystal*~*~*FU-Bomber*2nd Alarm Hottie*FU-Owned by sinsational6968*~*~@ fubar
(repost of original by '*~*~*Crystal*~*~*FU-Bomber*2nd Alarm Hottie*FU-Owned by sinsational6968*~*~' on '2008-10-02 07:33:52')

Crystal's FaultLast part sounds pretty true...
People Definitely Like You
You are very well liked, and many people admire you.
You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around.
Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay.
Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are!
What People Like About You:
People like that you take responsibility for your actions and admit your mistakes. They appreciate your maturity.
People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously.
What People Don't Like About You:
People don't like that you're not very interesting or engaging. You often bore them... and yourself.
Do People Like You?

Crystal's In ChargeHave you ever made out with someone you weren't dating? yeah...well.....yano.....
Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'? yup
Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you? yup
Do you miss anyone? yup
Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone? yup
When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? been so long I can't remember.... unless you wanna count my 2 yr old
Who is your celebrity crush? where should I begin??? How about with Colin Farrell-- yeah- I got a thing for sexy Irishmen!
Can you touch your toes? yup
Do you know anybody who was abused? yup..
Do you take walks often? not really
Is silence really golden? as much as duct tape is silver:P
Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings? yup
Are you afraid to grow up? I've been an adult most of my life- just sayin
Who were you with last night? Kids, Laura, Angie, and Heather
Can you count past 100? yup- in three language

Crystal's FaultFEMAL​E SURVE​Y
DON'​​T whimp​ OUT GIRLS​!​​
1) Does your myspa​ce passw​ord have to do with a guy?
Nope.
2) Are you a girly​ girl?​​
I am guilty.
3) Small​ or big purse​s?​​
ANY!
4) Do you sleep​ in a bra?
Nope.
5) Coach​ bag or NFL game ticke​ts?​​
Coach bag.
6) Do you enjoy​ drama​?​​
Nope.
7) Did you dress​ up on Hallo​ween?​​
Not this year.
8) Do you call anybo​dy by their​ last name?
Nope.
9) How many guys will read this just becau​se it says "​​FEMAL​E SURVE​Y"​​?​​
No idea.
10) Do you wear makeu​p?​​
Yes. I love my make up. lol
12) Have you ever been calle​d a bad influ​ence?​​
In a teasing manner.
13) Ameri​can Eagle​ or Holli&

Crystals Magic Phoneso im sleeping this morning after working all night when my phone starts to ring...its crystal so i answer and all i hear is rustling and what not so i said shit because since i was actually awake before i wanted to be i was miffed.but i thought nothing of it after a while...AND THEN....
i was sleeping before coming to work and guess who gets my phone ringing?!?!?!?..thats right its crystal talking about how the drive thru guy didnt give any complaints about money to the woman that son of a bitch and that she was gonna complain tomorrow and how her kid wanted to make one call with the phone...i think thats what i heard...so yeah im exhausted...THANKS TO THE BISH NAMED CRYSTAL
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Crystal Bowl Chakra Healing Concert Part 1i decided to start blogging various videos to help ppl find what helps them in a self healing process..
this series deals with using the various ways of useing crystal bowls to help heal the chakras of our bodies, each tone from the different bowls helps the individual chakras.
Hope that you find what you need to help heal yourself. BLESSED BE!

Crystal Is A PoopyheadSo I'm trying to steal Crystals children from her and goddammit she keeps stealing them back...We agreed of 50/50 custody yet shes being greedy and stealing them both. I gonna go tell on her and make her feel icky and stuff.
So I'm off to tell on her and stuff

Crystal CrashingThis story goes back to summer of 1992. I had been in Berlin for over 4 years and was scheduled to rotate back stateside soon. The Berlin Wall had been down for about 2.5 years, and in that time, a lot of people from the eastern side had sort of congregated closer to Berlin because of the chance to make money off of West Germans, and one thing that had really taken off and ballooned into something huge was the "Polish Flea Market". Right outside of East Berlin, a lot of people from Poland would come over on and set up tables & booths and stay all weekend. Like most flea markets, the majority of the stuff was crap, but they had one very important thing going for them, crystal made over there is so much cheaper than what you'd pay in West Germany or England. So every weekend soldiers are driving out there and buying whatever they can for what basically amounts to a tenth of what it would cost anywhere else.
So my wife Sherry was a lot of Americans overe there, trying to put together a

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CryStaL ♥
She is always helping others out, and telling us all to rate everybody else...sooooooo
SHE HAS TEH AUTO,s AND HH FRIDAY @ 7 pm FU TIME
It is time for PAYBACK!!
RAPE DIS BISSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHH!!!!
ĈŔYŞŦĄŁ : Events are influenced by our very great desires.@
I DID NOT MAKE THIS BY MYSELF DAISY HELPED ME, I AM REPOSTING IT FROM A WEEK AGO

Crystal MethMEET CRYSTAL METH!!!!
Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth.
I destroy homes – I tear families apart.
I take your children and that's just a start.
I'm more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold.
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.
If you need me, remember, I'm easily found.
I live all around you, in school and in town.
I live with the rich, I live with the poor.
I live just down the street and maybe next door.
I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think.
I can be made under the kitchen sink,
In your child's closet, and even out in the woods.
If this scares you to death, then it certainly should.
I have many names. But there's one you'll know best.
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth.
My power is awesome, try me, you'll see.
But if you do, you may never break free.
Just try me once and I might let you go.
But if you try me twice, then I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie.
You'll do what you have to do, just

Crystal Ball......As i gaze into my crystal ball.... I ask myself : should one week be enough punishment for Crystal to be blocked?
I'm enjoying the "power" thing here...and careful what you say or you might be joining her.

Crystal Corset!!holy cow batman!! if there was ever a bling i thought i needed it would be the crystal corset...lol...that thing is AWESOME :p

Crystal Methamphetamine Addiction-crystal Meth EffectsCrystal Methamphetamine Addiction is largely similar to the addiction of amphetamines and has horrible effects on central Nervous System of body. This article elaborates the Crystal Meth Effects in detail. Have a look...
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Crystal methamphetamineCrystal methamphetamines are drugs with high potential of violence, they are also called „speed", and they stimulate the central nervous system. They belong to the amphetamines family. Just like cocaine, they are strong, exciting drugs, which lead to a series of adverse reactions, and their effect is longer lasting than the effect of cocaine. HistoryDiscovered by a Japanese chemist in 1919, methamphetamine was used during the second world war in order to keep the troops awoken and to energize workers in factories. Nowadays it is prescribed carefullt for the cure of some diseasas, and in some countries it is a legal medicine. As drug it is taken under the form of powder, as inhalation or injected in watery dilution. apoasa

Crystal's SmileReal like all the rays of the sun
strong in in to the heart like a " bang "
simply like you, my friend
is your smile,
wonderful like an holiday on the moon
that take me force
and make me a small
far but at you ever near
peice of your world.
And when your smile,
will become a cry
remember about me
and i will do with you
and eyes in to the eyes
will go again
where is the rainbow
at the end of the rayn
Marco Vasselli to Crystal
http://marcovasselli.spaces.live.com/

Crystal Maze Revival?Okay, it IS Wikipedia, but Dear Lord, please tell me that ITV aren't SERIOUSLY considering a celebrity version of The Crystal Maze hosted by AMANDA HOLDEN...
*EDIT*
Great, found this on the Guardian's website, so it looks kosher. I can only say, For fu...
**EDIT**
Also, this is sad news. Much more beneficial to yourselves would be clicking on the next blog down in my tv section, titled '15 Storeys High'. Thank you.

Crys From The HeartYou walked through the door to hold me tightLaying there saying its all rightWhat happened to the times we sharedLike in the beginning when you really caredThe only fault was your sweet and caring heartUntil one day you just fell apartFrom helping anyone who was in needTo a life of drugs and dealing weedI told you my darkest secrets of lifeAnd you sliced me apart with a double-edged knifeOnly to stand back and watch me bleedKnowing you wouldnt give me at all what I needHow could you just not care at allAnd leave me alone without even a callAre you so bitter and desperate for more That you changed who you are to your very coreYour friends tell me to leave you and dont look backThey say your becoming a failure and thats a factSo tonight I will close my eyes walk awayFor you my love my heart will pray

Crystal Clear.Knots in my spinebells in my head.Could be the sinkhole. Draining straight down.Hand just kept itching for the hold.Pull the plug.Marvel at the spin.Propping fine glassware on a pedestal of cure, and silence.I can do this.I can do this.My hand's just eager.The spirit, willing.I can do this.Doesn't even burn anymore.But the room does dialate a bit.There's a stillness,like the moment before some crucified tyrant falls clattering to the ground.Gasps were heldbut that second, contemplative glance passed.Couldn't get much worse.So it won't.

Crystal And HealthThe crystal is the earliest forms of life on Earth. The soil is the first formed crystals, and played an important role in the process of the formation of life. The crystal is grounded in the forming process, so crystal constantly accept the effects of vibration in the Earth's magnetic field and therefore have a constant harmonic and the resonant system. Harmonic crystal is very stable, and can be a positive impact on the pattern of instability of the human body. Choose your Clear Crystal Beads, you may feel a touch Crystal will feel when hand or body vibration, in the process, we should always keep in mind the reason you need a crystal. Between the crystal and the person is a two-way choice, crystal resonance is important to regularly clean your crystal is the most suitable. It is able to absorb the negative energy, help you need to release When Crystal absorb enough negative energy. If every day you use the crystal, this work should be at least once a week. Give it overnigh

CrystaleyezI looked, I saw unknowns, and fear in your eyes. At that moment in time, I could have spoken my mind, said the million goodbyes I feared to realize.
Somehow, even then, I knew how this ends.
Terrible truths unshaken, the Fates won't yeild, words left unsaid saw you off to be healed.
Night passes to morning, Fate tolls on my phone.
Am I the one walking? Are you left alone?
The reciever. The end. I fear to follow through. I pick up, and recieve. It's he, but not you.
This is cliche, his answer, can this happen to me? No, I won't let it, this wasn't meant to be. It's not real, this is film, reel as the dream. But I'm not on the clock, or getting paid. This can't be fake as it seems.
The voice is strong, thick with static, and words I can't allow. I shudder, I quake, I don't want to be me now.
Make your calls, you fool. Pass on the word. The future is the end, and it is your world.
I'm left with a look, a reflection, fear crystalized
in time, a reservation's regret swallo

Crystal BallI used to like to walk the straight and narrow lineI used to think that everything was fineSometimes I'd like to sit and gaze for days through sleepless dreamsAll alone and trapped in timeAll alone and trapped in timeI wonder what tomorrow has in mind for meOr am I even in it's mind at allPerhaps I'll get a chance to look ahead and seeSoon as I find myself a crystal ballSoon as I find myself a crystal ballTell me, tell me where I'm goingI don't know where I've beenTell me, tell me, won't you tell meAnd then tell me againMy heart is breaking, my body's achingAnd I don't know where to goTell me, tell me, won't you tell meI've just got to knowCrystal ballThere's so many things I need to knowCrystal ballThere's so many things I've got to knowCrystal ball

CrysalisBeholden to the dammned.
Walking the thin line of shadow.
My transfiguration complete.
I shared drinks with a madman. He's writing my life story.

A Cry To GrandmaA maze of hallways leads me to a room.
Where melted faces stare, from a memory of a dream.
I hear a whisper, "You don’t have to enter."
Shaking, I walk in, see white.
Death surrounds me. When I look at her body,
my heart shatters, and I cry.
I leave to see my mom crying.
outside the hospital room.
A numbness takes over my body.
I shut my eyes and see the dream,
her head wrapped in red stained bandages of white.
The beginning of the heartless zone I am entering.
I let no feelings exit, enter.
I leave the hospital, stop crying.
My mom is pale, white.
We get in the car, enclosed. I push for more room.
As we traveled through town, the dream
keeps crawling in my mind, her broken body.
We lean over the table, my mind far from my body.
People speak to me, and I enter
life again. Speak up, I can’t see. My dream
is still on her. I see my cousins crying
in the hallway, strong men weak, waiting by a hospital room.
I move my chair closer to the wall that is white.
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The Cr@zy Bitch Is Back......ok so all my life i have tryed to b a good friend to people that i take in to my heart and i have got nothing but pain for it.. i know that they say no good deed goes unpunished but i thought friends were able to talk things out and protect each other to look past what flaws there might b and love ur friend even though.. i guess that is my take on friendship but not everyones.. so i have made up my mind that it is not worth it to try to b friends with people that if someone i have knowen for 16 years can b a complete ass not at all the friend or person i thought he was than no one is real out there.....life is never what it seems i am finding out i can only look out 4 myself cause i am all that really matters......

2crzy-4uYanno, it's one thing when newbs do stupid noob things, like downrate or upload a clearly NSWF pic as a default...
It's another when they are point whoring... ALREADY.
This chick is a level 8. Save the point whoring for when you have MILLIONS to go to level, or at least 1/2 a mil, k?
I couldn't figure out if she was wanting me to BUY her a bomb, or to bomb her.
In either case, I've NEVER spoken to her, and she has a mere 16 picures, so either way... NO.
Bottom to top boys and girls!
2CRZY-4U@ fubar

CsIt's been on my mind. Come up in random conversations. Okay, I have even indulged in a bit of ranting, much to the amusement of the large handsome fella that hangs out with what's his name. For want of a better description of the general subject matter, we shall deem it "Common Sense". Especially as it pertains to men and women! Quite a bit of it to do with some of the interaction we indulge in here, or on the internet, in general.
Some points...
Do you like any of my photos? Hmm, I picked the good ones, you know! Now, mine are honest, not all are... (You folks know who you are, tsk tsk.) However, I do not deny the fact that I only post the ones that I find somewhat nice. Otherwise, why? Copious compliments are lovely, but they only swell my head so far as we have NO idea how you would react to the living, speaking flesh. Don't argue this with me, it's pointless. We just on'tt know, and likely never shall!
On that sort of thought path, are we really as naieve a nation as we s

C.s.a.I never was one of the careful kind
For saving and hoarding away;
If it were not so, I'd never have been
As poor as I am to-day.
I have none of the care of the thrifts and keen,
When the wages of toil I could claim;
But ever to me the best of it all
Was the pleasure of spending the same.
But there's just one thing I would like to keep
As carefully hoarded away
As the gold of the miser, and that one thing
Is my suit of Confederate Gray.
It was made in a Southern loom, of wool
From sheep that were Southern bred;
It was fashioned and sewed by the dearest hands
That ever used needle and thread.
It was handsome and bright when I put it on,
And proud as a prince was I
Of my wife, my suit, and the Cause in which
I was pledged to conquer or die.
I dreamed not of failure, thought not of defeat
As I turned to the conflict away;
Away from wife, mother, and children, and home,
In my suit of Confederate Gray.
I marched and paraded, I reste

Csa Who's The DaddyThought I'd share an email I got....this is F.U.N.N.Y....how people get away with this is beyond me!
The following are all replies that British women have put on Child Support Agency forms in the section for listing father's details. These are genuine excerpts from the forms.
1. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, child A was Fathered by Jim Munson. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of child B, but I believe that he was conceived on the same night.
2. I am unsure as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps.
3. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 36 Grand Avenue where I had unprotected sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If you do manage to track down the father, can you send me his pho

Cs Best Record At 11-1. The PaCHARLOTTE, N.C. -- The Panthers 3-9 record isnt keeping them from talking some trash leading up to their rematch with the division rival Atlanta Falcons on Sunday. Carolina defensive end Greg Hardy said Wednesday the struggling Panthers are a "better team" than Atlanta. Yes, better than the Falcons, who have clinched the NFC South division title and have the NFCs best record at 11-1. The Panthers, meanwhile, are coming off a loss to Kansas City, which had won only one game this season before Sunday. When asked if he meant the Panthers were the better team on Sept. 30 when they lost 30-28 at Atlanta or better overall, Hardy replied, "Both." Hardy said this Sundays rematch is about "payback" and "punishment." "We owe them something and it is coming," Hardy said. "Im trying to mess with their whole playoff experience. I want them to go home sick in the stomach and mad about life, a couple of depression issues, all types of things. Its going to be a long day from my point of vi

Cs111c.ft6003 Tag Heuer Microtimer Men’s Watch Review
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The TAG Heuer Microtimer CS111C.FT6003_Tag Heuer Replica Watches_Tag Heuer watches Men’s Watch has a highly unusual styling. It has an exceptionally accurate electronic movement, and is precise to 1/1000th of a second. Its square dial and digital readout give a futuristic appearance.
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The TAG Heuer Microtimer CS111C.FT6003_Tag Heuer Replica Watches_Tag Heuer watches Men’s Watch is as revolutionary in design as it is in function. This men’s timepiece is equipped with the first Swiss electronic movement. It has precision accuracy like no other. The technology infused in the Formula 1 was the blueprint for the CS111C.FT6003 TAG Heuer Microtimer Men’s Watch. Although this is a traditional chronograph, it has other vital functions, such as best lap calculation and lap time memory. This chronograph has a stand by mode, which allows the display to be switched off. The styling of this w

C1 SchoolWell, I am still trainable. I have graduated C1 driving school, and awaiting a slot to take the CDL driving test. I'm kind of hyped actually.
My contract is with USA Truck, and I'm going to be in a truck with a trainer for 6 weeks, and then go to Van Buren Arkansas to test out, and be issued my own rig.
It's going to be an interesting year.

C-sectionI am a very happy chick I have finally found out what day my c-section is going to be on. i'm having one because of my first daughter was a c-section and the hospital i am going to be going to isnt able to a vbac. so on December 19 i am going to have another beautiful baby girl.

Csi: HoudiniNEW YORK - Get ready for “CSI: Houdini.”
A team of forensic experts will pore over the exhumed remains of renowned escape artist Harry Houdini to determine whether he was murdered more than 80 years ago, the head of the investigative team said Friday.
“Everything will be thoroughly analyzed,” said James Starrs, dean of the disinterment dream team of pathologists, anthropologists, toxicologists and radiologists. “We’ll examine his hairs, his fingernails, any bone fractures.”
"It needs to be looked at," said Houdini's great-nephew, George Hardeen. His grandfather was Houdini's brother, Theodore. "His death shocked the entire nation, if not the world. Now, maybe it's time to take a second look."
Legal paperwork necessary to dig up Houdini’s body from a New York City cemetery will be filed Monday to get the process started, said Joseph Tacopina, an attorney representing Houdini’s family. It could take months before the body is exhumed, although the process should move faster be

Csi Miami -- Did U Watch It Monday Night?I just got done watching CSI Miami. It was a good show tonight, but one that hits close to home to the families and friends of the soldiers overseas.
I cried through the whole show. No one can exactly know how the loved ones feel when their military men/women have passed on. It is tough. No one can see the pain they go through each and everyday.
It is sad that we hear all this on the news, through the papers, the internet, or letters from overseas. It is heart wrenching to see one go. I was there at Ft Hood, when this all began. I remember that day and night so vividly. I remember my ex husband, Mark, come home after that day of loading stuff on the trains. I remember trying to fight back tears, and be strong for him. So much was said, but so little time to be spent. We drove up there pretty much in silence. It was so hard to wait and wait to see them off. I remember going back to my car, just crying cause i didnt know if i would see him again after that day. I remember hea

Csi Or Law & OrderI'm so sick of seeing this shit!
I love em both...but DAMN!!!
I'm just gone take the damn survey
Isn't that spam???

Csi's Going Off The AirThey are trying to take the csi's off the air.
So to make this a mum I don't think that they should take it off because there is alot of people that loves it & watches it every day i know that i watch it & love it so what do you all think?

Csi: Tenth GradeFort Lauderdale- Students in a high school criminology class got a surprise on a field trip to investigate a fake crime scene at a nearby park: a real corpse. Students were searching for plastic skeletons and other evidence teacher Sue Messenger had planted in the area when they stumbled across the body of a homeless man who had died in the park.
"The first thing we thought was 'That's a real good dummy she set up'" said one student. "It just kind of dawned on us after the police showed up that it wasn't a joke."

Csi, The Dirty Lil SecretLet that be a lesson to you, stay away from the light, LOL! Just imagine if the black lights in night clubs caused the same reaction... ewww! C'ya~

Csi Vs Law & Order - Sunday Usa Weekend ArticleHere's what my fave show of the six says about who I am.
CSI:original,miami or ny OR Law&Order:origina,crimial intent or svu)
My pick is Law & Order: Criminal Intent.
L&O:Criminal Intent=The Analysts
Chances are, fans of this series were raised on Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys because, according to the L&O co-executive producer Peter Jankowski this is the "Sherlock Holmes of all three shows." Each episode of Criminal is more or less a good brainteaser of a mystery. According to author Gray, "these fans have the most curious personalities." And, adds Kelly: "Criminal Intent fans secretly hate authority and societal norms. They're also incredibly analytical, to the point of overanalyzing, and are great observers and great listeners."
They got me pegged--I did read Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys when I was younger. I love mysteries/suspense and I do secretly hate authority and societal norms. I never was a living in the box doing what everyone else is doing kind of gal. LMAO!!

C.s. LewisTo love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket--safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.
--C.S. Lewis

C-squaresI have come to the realization that Fubar is quite like high school. With high school you get a many tiered groups that choose to hang together. Theres the cool club, the jock club and the nerds...
Well I have also come to the realization that unlike high school I fit into none of these categories. So I have come up with my own group. Its named "Cornflake critters"or C-Squares. After deliberating with Hugh we have decided that in order to join the group you must follow these certain standards:
1. You must be over the legal drinking age
2. You must be versed in pig latin
3. You must realize that men have penises and woman have vaginas.
4. You must like eating cornflakes.
5. You must donate atleast 5 fubucks to the cause
6. We do not belive in drama but bad humor is allways good.
7. You have to admit that once in your life you have picked your nose and flicked it out the car window, unfortunatley splatting the car beside you.
8. You have been seen removing the underwear that

CssOk, downloaded two CSS editors (thank you Reeka). First one is Simple CSS, the second JustStyle CSS ... anyone used either???

Css3 Code And EnhancemantsCSS3 CODE POWER TOOLS AND ENHANCEMANTS
Power Tool #2: Box Shadows
Browser Support:
Safari: 3.2+
Firefox: 3.5+
Chrome: 3.0+
Opera: 10.5+
Internet Explorer: 9.0+
Box shadows are another well supported feature. Their syntax looks like this:
-webkit-box-shadow: offset_x offset_y blur_radius color;
-moz-box-shadow: offset_x offset_y blur_radius color;
box-shadow: offset_x offset_y blur_radius color;
Once again we have to use the vendor prefixes for Webkit and Mozilla. The first and second parameters of the box-shadow property are the offset positions from the left and top coordinates of the element. Setting a positive value to these properties moves the shadow to the right and down from the element, and setting a negative value moves the shadow to the left and up from the element. The blur_radius is the amount of blur you want to add to your shadow (how hard or fuzzy you want it). Finally, the last parameter is the color that you want the shadow to be. Adding a shad

Css3 Code Enhancements For Css Skins And Profile Skins.CSS SPEAK:This property specifies whether content will be aurally rendered, and the nature of its rendering. It controls aural rendering in much the same way the ‘display’ property controls visual rendering.Possible ValuesValue Descriptioninherit Explicitly sets the value of this property to that of the parent.normal Uses normal pronunciation rules for the current language to render content.none Suppresses/skips aural rendering of the element. No time is taken to render the element. Child elements can override this value.spell-out Spells the content one character at a time (useful with acronyms and abbreviations.)FOR ALL MAJOR BROWSERS:-moz-speak: spell-out;
-o-speak: spell-out;
-khtml-speak: spell-out;
-webkit-speak: spell-out;
-ms-speak: spell-out;
speak: spell-out;
CSS FONT-STRETCH:The font-stretch property is used to expand or contract (condense) the horizontal width of the font. The change is relative to the normal width of the font as displayed by the browser.n

Css For Profile And LoungeCSS AND HTML HELP Below is the list of css used by CT. These can altered and copied into your profile or lounge to change the properties of certain objects.
lc_mainStyles.css lc_stash.css lc_styles.css lc_user2.css lc_sddm.css
They are somewhat self explanatory for example: This css code below can be found in "lc_mainstyles.css"
div.lounge_shoutbox { vertical-align:top; border:2px solid #660000; border-top:none; overflow:auto; width:400px; height:300px; padding:0px; scrollbar-base-color:#993333; scrollbar-arrow-color:white; scrollbar-track-color:black; scrollbar-shadow-color:#660000; scrollbar-lightshadow-color:white; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:#663333; scrollbar-highlight-color:#CC3333; scrollbar-3dlight-color:red; background-color:black; color:blue; padding-left:10px; padding-right:10px; /* left:0; top:0;

Cssfs Newsletter - January 13, 2009Dear friends and supporters,
It is time for our annual financial and needed supplies campaign. I want you to know what we were able to accomplish this past year and what we have in store for the future.
2008 was the 15th anniversary of Camp Sister Spirit! It was a difficult year for the camp with the passing of our co- founder, Brenda Henson. We have gone through some necessary and vital restructuring activities including new board and staff changes. During this past year, we have met our mission goal by offering educational opportunities to empower our citizens. We have been able to offer:
· Credentialed teacher(s) to teach basic literacy classes
· Educational services in the expanded literacy classes, GED tutoring and basic Spanish
· Networking in the community by creating workshops/ seminars for issues concerning, but not limited to: literacy, poverty, hunger, cultural diversity, and adult health issues.
· Emergency food and clothing boxes for those in need in th

Css, Html And Lost CherryThis thing's a freak, I tell ya.
OK, so as I have learned the hard way, be a little industrious when fooling about with the HTML in your profile. I discovered that LC will attempt to re-define, extract, re-code, interperet and otherwise take a hand mixer to your carefully written and oh-so-beautiful code if you edit it right in the box there. You'll end up with style definitions missing, links cut in two, all sorts of madness.
The way to avoid it? Notepad, ladies and gentlemen. Copy that code out of there and save it someplace (which every good web designer does anyway, yes?). Make your edits in notepad, then copy and paste into the profile and hit the button.
Now, skins. This is where you get to do all that wonderful CSS magic (or, as the case may be, tomfoolery). Before you go screwing about with this stuff, especially if you don't know CSS from a hole in the good Earth, do what I've mentioned above: copy it all out, paste it in nodepad and save it. That way if you screw it

Css List Of Common Text CodesHere is some common CSS TEXT Codes
Set the color of the text
Set the background-color of the text
Specify the space between characters
Specify the space between lines
Align the text

Css Skin Coding, Making Skins,Keep in mind...that you have to start somewhere. Rip a skin from someone, then rip another skin from someone else. For your own sanitys sake as well....PREVIEW the skin and make sure it loads properly! Put them both into a file on your desktop and do some comparisons between the two. Study the layouts and the different coding techniques. CSS codes, are written by individuals and will not look the same for every skin.
Below are some clickable links for various net coding sites. I've also included one for your html and hex color codes.
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http://www.dynamicdrive.com/style/layouts/category/C12/
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http://www.hypergurl.com/css.html
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http://www.draac.com/css/csstricks.html
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http://www.neopets.com/~csshelp
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C51's Stupid Encounters #6 (read Bottom To Top Its A Sb!)♫DJ ...: no no a ho butsomeone i can get fairly easy ->♫DJ ...: so what your saying is your looking for a hoe? ♫DJ ...: they rather enjoy it actually ♫DJ ...: yea and i do it rough most times but pretty much every girl i have slept with hasnt complained ->♫DJ ...: like a rebound... i feel sorry for the next girl then lol ♫DJ ...: i just broke up with my gf about 2 months ago and i am lookin for someone to make me forget her ♫DJ ...: yes a sexual act ->♫DJ ...: oh like a women phsycally ♫DJ ...: no i mean i need a no strings attached act of the flesh

C51's Stupid Encounters #7OK SO HERES THE DEAL I DECIDED BECAUSE THERE ARE JUST WAY TO MANY STUPID PEOPLE IN THE WORLD TODAY THAT I WOULD OFFICIALLY START MY VERY OWN BOOK WITH ALL THE STUPID CONVOS I RECEIVE... SO PLZZZZ READ UP AND STAY IN SCHOOL SO YOU DON'T BECOME A VICTIM OF A HIT... (AND YES I'M VERY FOREWARD) ~*~*~*~**YAHOO CONVO*~*~*~*~ noeldodd_knd: so are u single? BUZZ!!! noeldodd_knd: ?? DJ C51 GIRL: NAH UGH... SERIOUSLY ME SINGLE? noeldodd_knd: wat are u or aren't you? DJ C51 GIRL: NO noeldodd_knd: no u aren't single? DJ C51 GIRL: NOT TO BE ALL STUCK UP... BUT THE ONLY CHICKS THAT ARE SINGLE THESE DAY SEEM TO BE FAT WITH BUTTER FACES... AM I WRONG? noeldodd_knd: thats so fucked up noeldodd_knd: so u are single then DJ C51 GIRL: NO IM NOT SINGLE noeldodd_knd: well he must be one lucky man to have such a gorges woman DJ C51 GIRL: THANKS noeldodd_knd: yep any time

C**tWhen you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take
it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it
out on someone you don't know.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make.
I found the number and dialled it. A man answered, saying "Hello."
I Politely said, "This is Pete. Could I please speak with Robert
Campbell?"
Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right fuckin number!"
and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that
anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robert's correct number to call
him, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.
After hanging up with him, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.
When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're a cunt!" and hung up.
I wrote his number down with the word 'cunt' next to it, and put it
in my desk drawer. Every couple of we

CtI'm very new to Cherry Tap and i like very much
even our Jen loves Cherrys

Ct.*yawns*
good morning all. i just woke up. my back hurts today. ugh. well today should be fun. i am going to rocky horror picture show tonite.

CtI am going to be honest I was skeptical about this at first but now its really neat and addicting meeting new people on here is pretty cool its more open form just say whatever do whatever
49 days til i go back to the us

CtHey everyone.. this is my first blog on here.. so i'm just checkin it out and seein how things work... if anyone can help me with some things on here it would be greatly appreciated :) Thanks for everything! :)
-Conrad

Ct!Lately i saw a lot of bulletins about people being odd with other members and it makes me sad. If you're a little bit mature and civilised, you should know you're freedom of speech ends where someone else's starts.
So if you don't like someone, just keep it for you. No need to be an ass and say stupid things.
By the way i think some of the CT members/families act like teenage kids. Learn to live in society and act normal.
I try to be openminded and if i don't like someone i keep it to me.

CtMy CT is so messed up! I left a comment on someone else's profile and it showed up on mine! It's kinda funny.

CtI must apologize if I don't respond to you, indeed, i'm a french guy, living on his island in the middle of indian ocean, and i discovered CT a few months ago, and becomming more and more CTholic, hi hi..
anyway, couldn't find yet how to respond, the bulletin is something i don't understant at all,lol
soplease, if you wanna write me. excuse me if i take time for responding.

CtThis site is suppose to be about meetin ppl but u know since Ive been a member seems like ppl are just interested in how many points they can accumulate. Outta all the ppl I have listed as friends, I think I have had 2 conversations. Thinkin about leavin...Know I wont be missed.....

CtWhat is the deal?
I am having problems with the damn page,, locking up on me an when going to the HOME it says I'm freshmeat...lol... I dunno maybe another one of those wonderful glitches
( HA HA HA HA ).....

CtTo all the people on my list I am deleting all my info from this site it is to much DRAMA on it.
I am to grown to have people tellin me who I can and cant talk to so See yall when ever i do bye.
Kyle AKA KK

Ct Admins Deleted The First Time, So Now I'll Make It Nsfw!!This slutPrelude: This slut writes this huge fucking blog post about how she's a Polygamist, and my comment was"what's so wrong with saying you like to fuck"Demented_A...: it has nothing to do with liking to fuck.. its a lifestyleTO: Demented_A...: no it's not... it's putting too much emphasize on a minor detail in lifeDemented_A...: a lifestyle is not a minor detail it descibes a person its who a person is...TO: Demented_A...: Because you choose to enjoy to have multiple sex partners it's a whole way of life?TO: Demented_A...: or life/love partners.Demented_A...: its not about sex.. its about love and closenessDemented_A...: if u dont like my blog then dont read it... its quite simple i was asked about it so i posted the blog about itTO: Demented_A...: No, it has nothing to do with that, I summed it up pretty well, and it offended you, so you felt you needed to "open my eyes" about a subject that's childish and inane, now you're upset.Demented_A...: actually im not upset at all.. i wa

Ct Addictionpass this along if you are a ct addict and add your name lol
hi my names damion ~waits for everyone to say hi damion~ and im a ct addict . im hoping this 25 step program will help me quit lol.

Ct Addictpass this along if you are a ct addict and add your name lol
hi my names damion ~waits for everyone to say hi damion~ and im a ct addict . im hoping this 25 step program will help me quit lol.
Hi my name is Becka and I'm a CT Addict

CtafOVER 50 Members STRONG
What we do is help each other in contests...we don't bomb PEOPLE, WE bomb PICTURES ! CONTACT ME AND GET YOUR RANK NUMBER ACCORDING TO YOU MEMBER DATE AS IN I'M # 1 AND ADD THIS TO YOUR NAME IN YOUR PROFILE (C.T.A.F )Cherry Tap Airforce ...oh and when you see someone in a contest with C.T.A.F vote at least 10 times.If a C T A F member is in a CONTEST post a BULLENTIN saying your a C T A F MEMBER and we will AIRSTRIKE IT !!!..Thanks ChristianNEO@ CherryTAPCommander of the 1st Squadron and CHIEF of STAFFKevDog {SQUAD LEADER of CTAF - #20}@ CherryTAPCommander of the 2nd Squadron♥ Canadian Ice Queen ♥@ CherryTAPCommander of the 3rd SquadronNEO@ CherryTAPSin&Sc♥♥ter (Happily CT Married) ~N&N BAD ASS~@ CherryTAPDark.Angel¢¾Robs.Girl.C.T.A.F@ CherryTAPwikkid~woman@ CherryTAPSweet GA Peach~is in a contest...click the link on my profile to vote and comment!!!!!!!!!!

C.t.a.f.What we do is help each other in contests...we don't bomb PEOPLE, WE bomb PICTURES ! CONTACT ME AND GET YOUR RANK NUMBER ACCORDING TO YOU MEMBER DATE AS IN I'M # 1 AND ADD THIS TO YOUR NAME IN YOUR PROFILE (C.T.A.F )Cherry Tap Airforce ...oh and when you see someone in a contest with C.T.A.F vote at least 10 times.If a C T A F member is in a CONTEST post a BULLENTIN saying your a C T A F MEMBER and we will AIRSTRIKE IT !!!..Thanks ChristianNEO@ CherryTAPSin&Sc♥♥ter (Happily CT Married) ~N&N BAD ASS~@ CherryTAPDark.Angel¢¾Robs.Girl.C.T.A.F@ CherryTAPwikkid~woman@ CherryTAPSweet GA Peach~is in a contest...click the link on my profile to vote and comment!!!!!!!!!!@ CherryTAPLaUrEn♥@ CherryTAP!Sin's Own!!Luscious Lucia!!Infamous Crew's Kitten!@ CherryTAP♥ Always Looking For Something I Can't Find ♥@ CherryTAP

C.t.a.f. MembersWhat we do is help each other in contests...we don't bomb PEOPLE, WE bomb PICTURES ! CONTACT ME AND GET YOUR RANK NUMBER ACCORDING TO YOU MEMBER DATE AS IN I'M # 1 AND ADD THIS TO YOUR NAME IN YOUR PROFILE (C.T.A.F )Cherry Tap Airforce ...oh and when you see someone in a contest with C.T.A.F vote at least 10 times.If a C T A F member is in a CONTEST post a BULLENTIN saying your a C T A F MEMBER and we will AIRSTRIKE IT !!!..Thanks ChristianNEO@ CherryTAPSin&Sc♥♥ter (Happily CT Married) ~N&N BAD ASS~@ CherryTAPDark.Angel¢¾Robs.Girl.C.T.A.F@ CherryTAPwikkid~woman@ CherryTAPSweet GA Peach~is in a contest...click the link on my profile to vote and comment!!!!!!!!!!@ CherryTAPLaUrEn♥@ CherryTAP!Sin's Own!!Luscious Lucia!!Infamous Crew's Kitten!@ CherryTAP♥ Always Looking For Something I Can't Find ♥@ CherryTAP

CtafWhat we do is help each other in contests...we don't bomb PEOPLE, WE bomb PICTURES ! CONTACT ME AND GET YOUR RANK NUMBER ACCORDING TO YOU MEMBER DATE AS IN I'M # 1 AND ADD THIS TO YOUR NAME IN YOUR PROFILE (C.T.A.F )Cherry Tap Airforce ...oh and when you see someone in a contest with C.T.A.F vote at least 10 times.If a C T A F member is in a CONTEST post a BULLENTIN saying your a C T A F MEMBER and we will AIRSTRIKE IT !!!..Thanks ChristianNEO@ CherryTAPSin&Sc♥♥ter (Happily CT Married) ~N&N BAD ASS~@ CherryTAPDark.Angel¢¾Robs.Girl.C.T.A.F@ CherryTAPwikkid~woman@ CherryTAPSweet GA Peach~is in a contest...click the link on my profile to vote and comment!!!!!!!!!!@ CherryTAPLaUrEn♥@ CherryTAP!Sin's Own!!Luscious Lucia!!Infamous Crew's Kitten!@ CherryTAP♥ Always Looking For Something I Can't Find ♥@ CherryTAP

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Lauren if you are in a Contest)
She NOW controls CTAF AIRSTRIKE HELP!!!
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What we do is help each other in contests...we don't bomb PEOPLE, WE bomb PICTURES ! CONTACT ME AND GET YOUR RANK NUMBER ACCORDING TO YOU MEMBER DATE AS IN I'M # 1 AND ADD THIS TO YOUR NAME IN YOUR PROFILE (C.T.A.F )Cherry Tap Airforce ...oh and when you see someone in a contest with C.T.A.F vote at least 20 times.If a C T A F member is in a CONTEST post a BULLENTIN saying your a C T A F MEMBER and we will AIRSTRIKE IT !!!
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Ct And NsfwYou know what i don't understand? NSFW. First of all we are all adults and have the freedom to make choices. To post or not to post something. To view or not to view something. We are all adults there shouldn't be anything we haven't seen as far as sex goes. But it's NSFW? Why not rate it as adult? Wait don't we all have to be 18 years old to gone in the first place? And if stuff on Cherry Tap is NSFW why are you on Cherry Tap at work in the first place? Are you being paid to work and not to check out Cherry Tap? You should be on Cherry Tap at work at your on risk not make it my job to make sure you don't get in trouble. If you want to stay out of trouble at work then maybe you should be working and not rating someone's pics. Just a few thoughts
-David

Ct And ChattingHi,
I have not been on CT much these past few days my family is on me to get a better job so i can start paying 200 a month for sleeping on their couch. so if u see me not on please feel free to stop by and say hello. im looking for my own place so i can have more privacy. i cant even take a bath with out being interrupted and my mom is making me feel as if i dont belong. so i got to go get my act together. i have a job but hrs are not there and neither is pay.
ALSO CT IS MY WAY OF RELAXING SO ILL BE ON SOMETIMES. OK
TTYL
ALL LOVE AND MY CT FRIENDS ARE THE BEST
MISSY

Ct And What I Think Of ItI have been here since june 29th and have seen alot of stuff change here but it's for the best of the ct community to help cut down on all the cheaters using programs to get to the top and i think that is a good thing cuz i have been trying hard to level when no one here helps.
I miss the site when it used to be friends helping friends now i don't help any 1 but my self cuz it's not even about friends any more it seems.
If you are one of them using programs and cheating to get to the top you should try and get there w/o help and see how freakin hard it is i've been stuck on level 11 for like ever cuz no one has made an attempt to rate all my pics.
SO now that is out of the way i just hope that baby jesus keeps doing what he does and the bouncers keep there heads in the game to keep the kids and idiots at bay theres no room on ct for kids,stalkers or guys looking for 15 yr olds thats just wrong on so many levels if ya have kids you will agree with me on this.
I love it here

Ct. Anyone Else's Messed Upok my CT screen is really messed up. my shout box is madd small and so is my bar tab. anyone no how to fix it or why its likr that?? thanx if u can help..

Ct And Hackers/thanks Dark SoulThis is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says
YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT!
This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over.
NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session
Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Ct And Hackers/thanks Dark SoulThis is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says
YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT!
This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over.
NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session
Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Ct And Hackers - Thanks MinaThis is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says
YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT!
This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over.
NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session
Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Ct Assholefkuaso@ CherryTAP
THIS IS HIS NEW PROFILE HE STOLE MY PIC AND USED IT FOR A FAKE PROFILE!!!!!!!
HE WILL RIPPED UR PICS AND MAKE FAKE PROFILES AND RATE U ONES SEND THIS MUTHA FUCKA SOME JUGGALO LUV!!!!!!!!RATE HIS ASS 1'S

Ct At It AgainJeeze now they don't like the adult images on my profile...asked me to remove them

Ct Average JoeCreate Your Glitter Text
I haven't done a contest in awhile. So this one is a bit different. This isn't for the sexiest or hottest guy. This is for the normal guys...the sweet guys...the average joes!
So I am looking for 10 guys. Contest will be comments and rates...the only rule i have is NO shoutbox spamming. Do what you can to get votes! Comment bomb etc!
The winner will get a one day cherry blast. IF the contest gets real popular I can raise the stakes :P
Message me if you want in!!
♥Immortal♥ Love♥@ CherryTAP

Ct B/f AppCT Boyfriend Application... THIS IS JUST FUN FOR CT!!!
A Little bit about yourself!!! Remember all fields are optional!
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
weight:
Hair:
Eyes:
Piercings/tattoos:
What Do You Think Of My?
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Manners:
Friends:
Decisions:
D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] want to do me?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?
AM I...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] interesting to talk to?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "US"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting to kiss me?
[] wished i were there?
Fill this out and copy and paste it into a message and send it to me

Ct Bible!Greetings Cherries:
We put together a new and improved Frequently Asked Questions page a.k.a., "The CherryTAP Bible."
Please check it out and pass it on to anyone asking for help on the site. You can find this link under "HELP" on the top navigation bar.
http://www.cherrytap.com/bible.php
Please repost!
(repost of original by 'SCRAPPER' on '2007-03-20 10:56:32')
(repost of original by 'Lotus~advent child~JESSA"S RL fiance' on '2007-03-20 13:29:25')
(repost of original by '~Fyretygress~ CT Bouncer ~' on '2007-03-20 13:40:05')
(repost of original by '---BaracuddA--- CT Bouncer' on '2007-03-20 17:06:23')
(repost of original by 'RAVIOLI' on '2007-03-20 17:13:09')

Ct Blast Hoez Fo Sho!Is this what it's come to folks? Girls getting stupid guys to buy them blasts just to open their NSFW folders to look at and do whatever to?
Give me a fucking break.
If you this this behavior being exhibited by and CT Member male or female, please treat it accordingly.
That's just self degradation in one of it's lowest possible forms.
If you need to get off that bad guys, any random three day trial membership to a porn site is only $1.95 and you can cancel within 72 Hrs.
Repulsive.
Kthx.
^(O_o)^

Ct Bouncers~CT Bouncers~
They are our Bouncers, they are here to help us with questions and problems of all kinds.
Please be kind to all of them.
Get to know one or more, add 'em to your family list.
That way they will be familiar with you, and can help you more accurately when the time comes.
Dont wait until the sh@@ hits the proverbial fan before asking for help.
Issues are more easily solved when they are not blown out of proportion.If you have an attitude already when you contact a Bouncer, you may be misunderstood.
Be calm and explain things accurately.
Our Bouncers are here for a reason...
If you need 'em
Find 'em
They are here to help us all!
Click on the Banner if you would like to visit Cherrytap Support lounge!
Have you hugged your Bouncer today?

Ct BouncersTOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members.
TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS:
I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS.
http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Bouncers can DELETE ANY PROFILE THEY WANT ANYTIME THEY WANT SO DONT LET THE LI

Ct BouncersTOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members.
TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS:
I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS.
http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Bouncers can DELETE ANY PROFILE THEY WANT ANYTIME THEY WANT SO DONT LET THE LI

Ct BouncersTOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members.
TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS:
I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS.
http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Bouncers can DELETE ANY PROFILE THEY WANT ANYTIME THEY WANT SO DONT LET THE LI

Ct BouncersTOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members.
TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS:
I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS.
http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Bouncers can DELETE ANY PROFILE THEY WANT ANYTIME THEY WANT SO DONT LET THE LI