Btw before that, gue mo cerita dikit. Bulan lalu gue balik dari retret di Melaka. This time our guest speaker adalah Ps. Jonathan David. To have him speak in our retreat itu bener2 an honour. Maybe most of u ga kenal ama yg namanya Jonathan David. But he is a great man of God. God uses him as an apostle and prophet, his ministry is more in building leaders and pastors around the world. Jadi makanya namanya jarang didenger kayak hamba2 Tuhan laen, yg seperti kaliber Joyce Meyer or Joel Oesteen. Dia ga pernah ngadain KKR or Crusade for thousands of people, yg biasanya dibuat oleh hamba2 Tuhan terkenal. He is more focused in building leaders n pastors. Lokasinya aja di Muar, Malaysia and I bet most of u ga pernah denger Muar itu dimana hehehe. But when he held his conferences, as many as 30 nations can attend. Pastors2 and leaders2 dari segala penjuru dunia pada dateng. Because his calling is to equip the leaders, what he receives from God, he shares them to the church leaders around the world, and then he sends them back to build their own respective churches. Yah namanya juga apostle/rasul.. hehehe.

Nah I’ve heard abt him since 7-8 years ago. But I only managed to come to his conference abt 4 years ago. Teaching nya bener2 dalem, sometimes keras and nemplak. Saya suka gaya beliau wkwkkwkw. I’ve been blessed so much by his teaching, so it was truly an honour to have him for our retreat. I really look up to him. The people yg gue really look up to as role models itu adalah dia, Elizabeth Elliot and Ps. Daniel Hanafi🙂

Nah sebelum retret, gue been asking God for confirmations and His Word for our family. And I got them during retret. And if God says so, I believe it and I will confess it.🙂 Belon bisa cerita detailnya karena belon saatnya hehehe.

Waktu di retret, ada beberapa hal yg dibagiin Ps. Jonathan David yg bikin nemplak and juga bikin nguatin. Salah satunya yg nemplak adalah ini, he was saying, sekarang dia udah ga pernah doa buat dirinya sendiri. Udah ga pernah lagi request God for this for that. It is actually an insult to God if he prays that way because God has supplied all his needs all along. Buat apa dia doain his needs lagi padahal dia udah tau Tuhan bakal sediain segala kebutuhannya. Tanpa dia harus kasih tau Tuhan, Tuhan udah tau and sudah siapin the best for him. So that’s why he has stop praying for his own needs. I was like, “wow!! bener juga ya! Kalo dipikir2 that is a total trust in God!” Gue mao nyampe to that kind level of faith hehe. I want that kind of faith!

And we also have to stop reasoning in our heart and mind. When we have received the word of God for us, for our condition, we just need to receive it. Ga perlu lagi bertanya2, or beralasan. Ga perlu lagi ngomong, “tapi Tuhan, ini kan begini, ini kan begono”. We must learn to stop that kind of reasoning. Manusia kan suka gitu, suka cari2 alasan knapa hal ini ga mungkin, lebih sering mikirin faktor2 yg ga mungkin dari pada the Word of God yg udah bilang bahwa itu MUNGKIN. Saat kita menerima the Word, just receive, believe it and act as you have already own it.🙂 No more question asked.

And how do u know if it’s truly the Word of God for u? Yah bakalan di confirm again and again, sampe u have that strong conviction, beyond any doubt that it is for u.

Nah I believe after this book, juga akan ada buku2 yg laen. What I sense sih ttg womanhood. We’ll see deh. What I need now is just time to write wkkwkw. But now, I dun have the luxury, to have the time to think and write my first book.

Yah something like that lah. And so far gue baru bikin 4 pages.. wkwkkwkwk. Jadi maunya bikin all the months, then nanti beginning of next year bisa di print, and dijadiin buku. Yup, that is called Project Life. Google aja, ada banyak kok yg bikin.

We wrote: ‘There is a history, purpose and God’s dream behind this name’. HAHAHHAHA. Udah gitu doank, and we submit our company application. Can u imagine nulis gituan di government website for a company registration? Singapore lagi, yg notabene law nya very strict wkwkkw.

And kata websitenya, company registration process bisa sampe 2 minggu buat approval. Eh ternyata besoknya kita dah dapet approval and our company name is registered wkwkkwk. And kita saling salaman. G said to me “congrats ya ma’am, u are now a CEO”, and I said to him, “congrats too, u are now a Director” AHEuAHEuhAEaE..😛

Yep now it’s just two of us. But before we are 40, we know that it will get bigger and we will reach nations!🙂

Apalagi human trafficking is a big business, involves mafia, corrupted police etc. So, ya gue ga tau gimana, but yg gue tau skarang, my spirit says that I might go that way one day. And I pray before I’m 40, gue dipersiapin Tuhan lebih lagi and we as a family will minister to this area. Somehow…😀

Hmm, I guess that’s it so far. Sekarang umur gue 34, so I guess I have 6 years for all the above? wkkwkwk.