it sucks rite.. hurts you like shit when things you set out to do in good faith comes backfiring upon you.. i've experienced that, my closest have as well..

but anw, since those last good weeps, i have been really strong abt the matter and eventually finding distractions to get my mind outta it.. felt bad and had to be honest, and now it comes one full circle back to me.. maybe its karma or watever.. i guess distractions werent exactly the best thing to begin with.. i guess i gotta learn to move on, be foward looking ling!1 yr and 5 months later, i cried myself to sleep again..

ah well, i thot i was. i guess it is till.

seraph ling @ 10:14 AM | comment

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

check out wat i cooked! haha.. brought the risotto all the way back from aust n finally got my lazy bum off n did some cooking.. v happy coz everybody enjoyed it so much! yay!

firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!may the new year be a joyful and enjoyable one for all u wonderful ppl out there! hee:)

2006 has treated me quite well.. it has been the year that i've experienced so much more than the decade plus i've lived in singapore put together.. got to live overseas on my own, got to travel to london, melbourne, sydney, went thru many many life lessons, became even closer to the frens in singapore that i really treasure (u noe who u are), realised what a loving family i have, basically more than i could ask for.. so conclusion is tt i'm thankful. thankful for everything and everyone that has appeared in my life.. n this brings me to wat i chose to do for new yr's eve this yr..

was jio-ed to go to church to count down and although i'm not a christian (and personally having been to hillsong in sydney, i dun quite like charismatic churches because i really cannot see this whole rock n concert like thing n religion going together.. but tt's juz my own pov, not meant to offend anyone), i decided to go ahead to church instead of watching the fireworks at esplanade because i wanted to give myself an opportunity to reflect on the past yr.. and boy i was glad that amidst all tt rock music, there was this strong take home message that reflected my thoughts - to be thankful.. always count ur blessings and be thankful for wat u have.. you may not be the smartest, prettiest, richest, slimest, watever-est, but being thankful and grateful will always keep u grounded and optimistic during different moments in your life.. being thankful doesnt stop you from striving on to achieve but reminds you to always look out for others..

so thanks dan n rog for jio-ing..n see tt guy right in front in this pic coming up? my dear RG babes.. can u all remember mr kenneth tan the PE teacher last time?? ahahah was quite surprised to bump into him at church n he immediately responded when i was asking dan if he's a PE teacher at rg.. hahah.. singapore's so small..

and to see my bestie on the 1st day of the new yr and chat till 3 plus in the morning despite her being so tired from mugging was a blessing too :) yipee! thank u wansze:)