This hole is a very confusing place with the simplest solution. It feels like we have been here forever, born from it. Or maybe we have only been here for the time it took us to drink this bottle of whiskey. Do I actually want to be free from it or do I want to stay in here for as long as I can? Sometimes things cant be thought out. Sometimes things dont need to have an answer or a direction. Rather we can just feel it and embrace it for whatever it is. It's these moments beyond our control that live forever and die immediately all at once.