Ten years ago, Rachel McAdams starred in her two breakout films: Mean Girls and The Notebook. The first meant she got to work with Lindsay Lohan, who, at the time, was a respected actress, and despite rumors that the pair feuded on-set, Rachel is now opening up about how she really felt about her famous costar.

“If anything, I was in awe of her talent,” the actress told Allure. “I looked at her as this experienced actor, and she had great comedic timing.”

The Notebook meant that she got to work with Ryan Gosling, who she ended up dating for three years after filming. And although things fizzled out between the buzzed-about couple, the 35-year-old said she “absolutely” still believes in true love. It doesn’t mean, though, that she keeps up with everything going on with her ex! When asked if she knows about the “Hey Girl” Ryan Gosling meme, Rachel admitted, “I know you’re not going to believe me, but I don’t follow it.”

And now fans are left to wonder — does she know her former flame is expecting a baby with his new lady Eva Mendes?!