Sep 15, 2011

Thought Question #226

My last day at C.G.
Distribution, the previous company I worked at.(Yes, I started my new job on the 1st of September).I went for breakfast at my clients’ head
office, with Lynette who’s been working closely with me for the past year and a
half, and Annie, who had just started in August.We got back to work after the breakfast at
about 09H30 and I worked for most of the day after that, for the last time,
doing what I’d been doing for a full 3 years and 10 months.At 17H00 they had a little farewell for me in
the boardroom with drinks, speeches and gifts.I was okay, all through the day.It was when I left the place for the last time, that I cried.I felt like I was in limbo.I was without a job for a full 5 days before
starting at my new job, and it was hard letting go of something I’d worked so
hard on for such a long time.It was
hard, too, saying goodbye to all the people who made up
my day to day life for so long.

About Me

I am a daughter, an aunt, a confidant, a best friend. I am a fighter, a brunette, a lover, a nerd, a lasting impression. I am a stubborn ass, a smart ass, a cute ass, a pain in the ass. I am a cowgirl, a sports fan, a music fanatic, a writer. I am a wanderer, a homebody, a talker, a hermit. I am a port in life's storm, an unfinished story, a mystery. I am a winner, a loser, a sinner, a God-believer. I am a worker, a doer, an achiever, a promise-keeper. I am a vision, a horizon image, a last-minute decision. I am a life-saver, a traffic-stopper, a world-shaker. I am a quiet night, a warm smile, a spirit-lifter. I am a smoky fire, a wink of the eye, a home. And while I firmly believe I am a better me than anyone could ever be, why do I feel like the girl on bended knee that no one can see?