I feel like the worst mother right now. I have my sister’s car today so I took myself to work, well earlier I had just gotten out of the shower when Daniel started waking up and crying (he hasn’t been feeling well lately), so I go in the bedroom and he is just sobbing how he doesn’t want me to go to work, that he just misses me so much and needs me, it completely broke my heart. So I held him for 15minutes but finally it got to the point that if I didn’t leave I was going to be very late to work. So I went and woke my father up and had him hold Daniel so I could leave.

I feel SO awful and mean and just like the WORST mother right now.

The plan was that after work I would go get him and then we would go out and buy him all his snow gear.