I'm actually traumatized by the last blow I got in 2003 when a lump was discovered in my breast. It was non-cancerous, tapi NJ jadi trauma tak mau cek lagi. But the lump is back and I was so scared to do the check-up, I just don't know what to do, what with my sister and aunt who were diagnosed with breast cancer last year... I postponed the check up for far too long, I was making excuses not to, Arif belum habis sekolah, Arif belum habis belajar, I have to travel to see the world blablabla.... Shall I worry? Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan...