Monday, November 14, 2011

The holiday spirit is affecting me and as a result I have spent a lot of money that I shouldn't have on things I just don't need.

Over the weekend, I got into our garage and started sorting things out. I made my way through bags upon bags of things I had stashed in the garage - hidden from my husband. Craft supplies, books, bags from thrift stores. As I made piles - things to take to Goodwill, boxes of the girls' clothes to share among friends, and a huge box to donate to Toys for Tots - I realize how sick I am and how this addiction has me in it's grip. All that money - gone.

I did bite the bullet and listed some items for sale on eBay. It's not much, but it's a start. I also listed a bunch of books on a swap site. If I build up credits, then I can use them instead of cash to satisfy that affair that I have with books. I deposited money into my postage account so that I'm able to mail the books this week. I just need to follow through. I have a problem with following through with my obligations -- which spills over into paying bills.

We finally sold my husband's car. The cash we received will be used toward new tires for my vehicle. My husband is holding the money because I just know that I would spend it if left to my control.

We also have a plan for his extra military pay. When it is deposited, we will go straight to the bank, withdraw it and put it into an envelope that he will hold (hide from me). That money will be used for Christmas.

I have also decided to challenge myself and take my debit card out of my wallet. I have $10 in cash in there -- and that will be enough -- because, just for today, I DO NOT NEED ANYTHING.

Because of my splurge, I have to reset my debt clock. I didn't even make it a week. So frustrated and disappointed.

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I'm Jennifer. I'm a SAHM and military wife of 15 years. I created this blog as a place where I can share my struggles with over 20+ years of compulsive spending. It's also a place where I can also share my journey out of the pit of debt.

While searching for support for my problem, I discovered that there really wasn't a lot out there where others can share their stories.

And if you're wondering, I chose a Sesame Street theme for this blog because seeing these characters makes me smile and laugh. And as I write about my journey and struggles, I want to still be able to look at something happy and smile.

It is my hope that if you struggle with debt, compulsive spending, or both that you can come here, see Cookie Monster and smile. I hope that Bert and Ernie will give you the courage to share your story and know that you are not alone.