Some of us start to feel the pressure of a new moon a few days out. While others are seemingly unaware of the cause for their dramatic shifts in reasoning and increase in sudden mood swings. If you are especially sensitive to moon vibes then you may be feeling this new moon more than any other typical new moon. It’s possible it’s caused by the partial eclipse happening during the same time. And well, we just had a full lunar eclipse in the northern American region. Not to mention it’s the month of love and lust. Our hearts fill with anticipation with the hopes and dreams of our desires to manifest into reality right onto our ring fingers or into our beds. And this already built up lust for receiving can be taxing on an already fragile heart. The best way to beat the heat of this all so Extra new moon is to be grounded in the now. Don’t dwell on the things you lust for. Don’t beat yourself up over things you are expecting to happen to you. Just relax and enjoy life. Its really a funny thing. All most always when we clinch up with expectation surely nothing goes our way, and then as soon as we give it up, or let it go that’s when all the good vibes start to flow. So what ever it is you expect stop it. The only thing you should expect is that life goes on and that you are living it right at this very moment. You don’t need extra disappointments coming in to settle inside your heart and mind during this sweet little Extra moon. So reassure your self this time that you are doing what you are supposed to do and when the time is right it will all work out. Also,Take time to notice the behavior of others around you. Watch how their motivation either increases or decreases. Pay attention to to how their mood is. Some people really take it hard durring this time of moon energy and can certainly dump a load of toxic waste right on your front door step. So be mindful who you interact with, because you don’t need to be feeling bad simply because someone else can’t sort through their toxic bullshit. If hapoiness or kind gestures don’t help them out focus your gentle heart somewhere else. Possibly on your own private goals and hobbies until this energy shifts. Then look back at the people or person who had been toxic and see if that was the issue. If they seem more level headed my guess is that the moon got them twisted and now they are just fine and might even apologize for the way they behaved. If not then they are certainly toxic MFRs and you need to bounce, honey. Thats another one of those expectations I was talking about at the beginning of this blog. That will only leave you heartbroken and exhausted from putting in so much effort on the wrong people/person. My hopes for you are that you find your self in this busy world and are able to deeply love and appreciate all that you are and have to offer because you deserve all the love that you give out to others. And,This new moon is a great time to start new. If you’ve been wanting a fresh start then instead of wishing for one this time, try stepping out into the new you! Leave behind All expectations All of them. And live it honey! Live every moment of the life you have. It’s a blessing. Be Blessed Moon Child 🌟🌘

Theres so many people that are feeling vulnerable and wondering what their purpose is in life. Some of you are struggling daily with finances, family also socially. And as a result, many of you have sought out many different methods to increase you positivity and ambundance of wealth and romance. And in efforts to continue to increase this prosperous feeling you have gotten addicted to the ~idea of being prosperous~ yet fail to do the things that require those lifetime moments that can become lasting. For an example: At some point your going to need to act on your positive thoughts with positive actions. If it’s a certain talent you want to improve you've got to come out of your mind where you’ve sitting and practice. If it’s a job you want you've got to go apply for it. A new skill, there’s schools and in order to learn you need to enroll. The reason I’m saying this is because theres a lot of people out there producing the material you are consuming. And consuming...and consuming and never achieving you highest most wanted desires, because, you’ve gotten stuck consuming instead of producing. And these people know exactly what you’re doing so they produce more and more manifesting material for you to consume keeping you broke while making them Ritch-er..This is what you got to do.

Sit down and think for a brief time, you don’t need days to realize what you want. If you can’t decide just pick one and go with it and, when you’ve completed a goal or an achievement move on to your next one. Don’t stop and ponder, keep going. Never doubting. Stop looking for prosperity from someone else, you already have what it take to prosper!

Now, this isn’t a jab at our manifesting or abundance writers. Most of them really do care about humanity and they want to uplift you.

And some of them see you’re not prospering so they release more self help material. They want to help. But they can’t help someone who can’t make the decision to help them selves. It’s up to you!You know what, I really like the ones that are hard asses and will get in your face and wake you up. I like them because they’re not afraid to make you see yourself for what you really are.

So stop blanketing yourself in so much filth! Get it off of you now! Make a choice, one that’s positive. One that not only helps you, but also helps others.

Get off your butt and go outside! Breathe... and then breathe.. again. And then walk around and smell the air you’re breathing. It’s truly magical. Don’t try to decode the unverse and how it works all at once. It’s really not nessacry to even try to understand it. What really matters is that you live it.

Feel the sun kiss your skin, allow the cool morning air to fill your lungs, notice how it revived your cells. Look at all those tiny little flowers and dew drops. Listen to the water the birds and the vibes. Touch the ground with feet and hands. Sit down on the dirt or grass. Notice little ants working. And feel, truly feel God blessing your soul right at that moment. You don’t need someone to make you prosperous because you already are. You have to just believe it.

I like to believe that the happiest people have the best because they make the best of everything. And it’s true! Go now be happy be prosperous and be humble never brag or boast. Some are not at you level and are still learning to be in the moment of gratitude. Be kind, to all beings. Bless you and your journey. ​

let it illuminate you and all the things you are. It’s a good one! What do you really want to do for yourself. What’s really important to you. Be that, and not all those things that you don’t want. Happ changing Happy New Moon🌚

My personal opinion on dreams varies depending on the individual experiencing them. But for me. I have come to realize they are no joke. I have a long history with dreaming, starting from a very young age. I can recall them starting to get fairly promenint around age 6. About the time I was run over. That day was serious but not terribly serious. I did sustain a Head injury. But nothing extreme aside from a huge facial abrasion. All properly cared for. And I had a normal recovery.

However, my ability to have lucid dreams and various other unexplainable things started to happen. But I will only touch lightly on dreams this time.

After the accident, I started dreaming about events and the dreams were reacurring until the event came to pass. Most times I couldn’t understand why I would dreams such things until AFTER the even came to pass. And then I had an understanding about the situation, however, this left me feeling frustrated because I couldn’t figure out why I would experience dreams of a predictive nature and not be able to help myself or others involved in the events the would occur.

As I grew up, it continued. And for years I would be left feeling small and at the mercy of circumstance.I didn’t want the dreams and I didn’t want to know what was going to happen. Because if I told anyone, I was then revealing something very personal and I also exposed a side of me that was vulnerable to criticism. I was already different than others around me I didn’t know how to rise above the toxic comments I’d receive after revealing such controversial insight.

So a lot of times I kept the dreams to myself and occasionally would mention I’d dreamt that event or about a person and I would get a “what ever”comment. So my ego was extremely confused. Non of that even mattered because my mind was weaving new paths for me and opening a window in the future for me to see.

And around age 9 durring a visit with my dad. I reclined back in his recliner and a flash of my future passed like a film through my eyes. I saw the moment I’d deliver my first child. But I didn’t see the date or my age, or my spouse, or if I had one. I only saw myself giving birth. And as fast as I saw it, it was gone. But I can still remember it clearly today.

After I had that flash of insight I’d begun dreaming about a muddy slop on the side of a very steap hill. It was slick and I struggled to climb it. Every so many feet up the slope was a marker in the form of family photos. And each time I’d attempt to get beyond a certain spot I’d slide all the way down to the bottom, only to start again.

My determination never ceasing.

As the years passed and I had another child, I’d start having those dreams again.

But the slope was gaining character. I started getting roughly dug out steps, yet the surface was still muddy and slick. Is climbe up only to slide all the way back down.

When id wake up I’d feel determined to reach the top of that hill. And when I had more and more children I’d dream it again.

The dreams evolved from the muddy dug out steps on the slope to actual wooden steps. The ground was drying and I was gaining height. And after years of slipping only to find myself starting all over again I begin to make it to the top. But I’d slip from the top and on my way downnid attempt at grasping at anything I could grab. At the bottom id return up to the top again. Along the way I’d pass photos of children.

For so long I was confused about these dreams. But I think I am starting to realize what the meaning is and it is amazing!

And there was something really amazing I had noticed in each series of dreams. After the birth of one child, my next dreams where about the children I already had and my imidiate future children that I would have next.

These dreams are only one example of the type of dreams I’ve had over a span of 20 years. And I can write this and say sometimes it’s important to pay attention to your dreams. The universe is probably telling you some important things. Things that will help you be the best version of yourself and help you overcome certain obsticles that others may not be able to even fathom.

I try to write my dreams down now, but to be real with you, I don’t always do that because I dream so much and I recall them to this day. But there are some I journal because there are so many different colors and details I feel it’s important to note all I can in case some of it fades.

With that, journaling is a great way to release some of the emotions we are left with after waking up from an intense dream. A lot of times I find if I’m going through something I may have a spike in emotional energy that translates through dreams and leaves me jolted or anxious when I wake up. So I write it down or talk it out with someone. Why not give it a try. Start a dream journal. Watch it fill up. Look for patterns. Look for answers if you think there are any. Share them with someone you trust. And appreciate the power of your mind!

Now if you want to know what I think my reacurring dreams mean to me then send an email. I’ll respond.

Rememver, don’t get weird with spiritualism. It is for everyone, and it’s normal. So behave normal and don’t get your ego off balance as you self discover. That will only set you back. Be blessed And Stay Cool People. 🌟

A little blurp real quick.Start your days every day with a yes to the day itself. Yea to living. Yes to experiencing. And any time a no pops up quickly divert your attention back to the yes’s, because, the more yes’s you focus on the more yes experiences will show up.Give less thought and heart centered feeling to those unwanted experiences!Make it happen💖​Smile and be blessed.✨

Starting out we are a clean slate there are no marks are scratches on our soul. As we grow we begin to experience things that shape our thoughts creating personal beliefs. Those beliefs could belong to someone else and if we are not careful eventually another persons belief system has taken over our way of life. So, it’s important to identify things that strike us as good and bad by how things that happen to us and around us make us feel. These feelings, if identified and dealt with right away will guide us later in life. Many times the older kids and the adults around us can and will influence us.

Going from that, I can say that as I grew from a child into a teenager it didn’t take me long to figure out that I had my imidiate family which included my special needs mother and brother, myself and then my younger sister who was the baby, and, then, my father who was in and out but mostly absent. My little group lived with my mothers mother and was surrounded by aunts, uncles and cousins. There was also an occasional distant friend or relative that came along for a short stay. Through those times my family unit was constantly surround by cunts. There was so much dysfunction and the people where extremely toxic.

I noticed very early into my life that the life I was in and the people I was surrounded by was one of the biggest lessons of my entire life. And it became a sounding alarm daily living surrounded by them watching the transgressions as they demanded sympathy and forgiveness, and, as they demanded loyalty and love.

All of that shapped my view and hightened my senses making me unusually aware of people’s ententions. I realized that the majority of people treat an entention like a secret. Which is not good, it’s very toxic because an intention is the motivation that drives us to do things. And having a mother and little brother with learning delays made me more cautious because vultures swarm and attack when they see vulnerable people.

I’m so grateful to say that those moments which stretched a long part of my life didn’t break me down and make me into one of the many monsters around me. It made me see things so clearly that it was not possible at all for me to agree with that lifestyle. I had a strong grasp of what was wrong or right. And with that I became a rigid protector with a heart that bends to the desires of those with special needs. I saw that my mother loved her family unapologetically. Unconditionally.

And they used the fuck out of her. I reported the transgression many times as a teen. And again as an adult. Nothing was done because she refused to go against them. So I realized I had to leave. I knew I couldn’t force what I believed on my own mother even if she was special needs. She still had feee will. And that’s the life she chose, knowingly or not. And because I would not conform to that way of life I became unwanted which was very difficult. But the feeling was mutual so I was able to deal with it.

Living like this really helped me become a better person all the time. I am always improving even now. When ever I encounter a stressful situation that may be familiar from my past I just bring all my energy in and take a knee. I sort it out and re assign where my energy goes, and then I send it out. And stand back up ready for a new day.

This is a reminder to use the energy around us whether it’s toxic or not. We can redirect that energy and reassign it, giving it new meaning. And most important we can cut it out of our lives.

Be thankful for the bad times, the really realky bad times they are fitness for the mind and soul. .

Dont conform to to a life you don’t believe in. If it cuts you deep then let it go. Times can be confusing when dealing with family, that’s ok. Take as long as you need to. And if you see that the people you leave behind need to be cut off gently do that. If they need a hard cut line then do that too.

Toxic people will cling to you in a tricky way. They make you feel like you’re never good enough or that something is wrong with you so that you will stay and conform to their life. If it don’t agree with you don’t do it and don’t ever feel bad about it. Just walk.that's very important. Don’t feel guilty about living your life without toxic people. Constantly remind yourself that you are not being negative by cutting toxic people out and moving on in life.

As a writer if I share info on a topic that’s sourced from another entity, it’s my duty to source them on my piece of work. It’s also my duty to understand what I’m sharing and why I’m sharing it.

Looking at the image that our lovely Nicky shared on Instagram, the one with Disney’s Pochahontas illustrated by what looks like could be as Ellen Von Unwerth per Nickis mention on her IG. A cartoon rendering of an image taken by Paper Magazine. And it appears that the illistrater has sense removed it from the collection on her Instagram account, if it was created by her.

Shows a raunchy image of an Indigenous woman, who as history shows was raped and taken as a child. Who lost some of her own children to death and also met death even herself in an unsavory and sadly manner, but not without her own honor.

The image is profound, it shows the world that in fact the indegenous woman is sought after, desired, and idolized, sexually. The indigenous women has strong qualities that support procreation and nurturing. That her body is sweet and lovable. She’s in fact a powerful woman. With the people at her feet drooling like dogs. And people at her back reaching around for a taste of nuturing nector. Other women idolize her power. It’s no surprise Nicky would idolize being rendered as an indigenous queen.

And with that being said let’s talk about why it’s not cool.

The image alone is distasteful because it sexualizes women Period! Not just because Pochahontas is featured as the thrown bearer.

What is also not cool about this is..

The fact that the word Disney can be located on the image also points to discust, because Disney is supposed to represent the child. Our children. So everytime someone uses a hashtag with Disney or Pochahontas this image would probably surface and that child of any color or racial background will be exposed to sexually explicit material.

I’m sure dear Nicky is giving this image thought now. And she’s free to decide what she will endorse.

So are we.

As offensive as this is to people it’s up to you to endorse the image.

And pay attention to what your kids are doing online.​it’s just a reminder that we need to continue to protect our children from sexual atrocity.

And as some of us protest this image it’s important to remember not to belittle our sister Nicky out of discust. That’s not they way. Anyone who disagrees with the image she shared should approach the topic strongly with integrity because slandering any woman zeros out the cause behind it rendering you equally wrong.

​J.M. Blackdog

Sited sources below, however be reminded they are links directly to their individual pages which may contain sexually explicit material not suitable for children and teens under the age of 18.

I was totally into meditation, multi universe, the entire lifestyle as a kid. If it was about healing and becoming a better person I was diggin in. If I could get material, but I couldn’t.

My family did not get it. I giggle now because I think I was ahead of my time in the early part of the 90s. And now that lifestyle is all over, everywhere I look, and most people I come to know believe in some form of energy work.

It was so tabu for me as an eleven year old to be meditating and asking my mom to watch for any movements from me. I had a goal. For some unknown reason I had a deep desire to float like I did in some of the dreams I’d had.

My mom would pretend to watch me as my eyes where closed. She laughed about my wierd ideas and told me not to tell my grandmother.

Grandma wasn’t having any of that going on in the house so I had to sneak in meditation.

One time my mom asked me if I was ever scared when I’d meditate. If I was scared to see people who passed on.

It was simple for me. I wasn’t, so I told her no. I didn’t understand how or what I was doing I was simply following a soul level urge to practice mediation.

Now I’ll say that we didn’t have cable and defiantly no internet haha.

We had the trees and the creek all the things a human needs to connect and evolve. People like the child that I was also had other people that highly discouraged us. It was scary to them and we came across like crazy flukes that practice witch craft.

I can tell you that as a child I had no one telling me to meditate nothing was available to me to watch or listen to, only my self. Only my thoughts and ideas where there to push me.

My friends and family where convinced I had met someone who was polluting my soul with this. But I hadn’t.

As I grew I became busy with life, occasionally I would get into meditation. At least for relaxation. It helped. But I realized I developed a fear. By now there was so much information available to me and so I began to pollute my mind with fear of the unknown and doubt.

I doubted that meditation and energy work was the right thing for me, however I still got the push to go forward with it.

Id dabble, then I’d move on, learn a little, then live life.

Man all of the stop and goes was all because of fear. My fear that my partner family and friends, even strangers would judge me negatively. That I was bad or even crazy.

So I would stop for long periods of time. I’d fight the urge to connect spiritually and meditate. Daily.

I decided to give it a try again just the other day. But a different type. This was guided meditation, during I suddenly experience pretty intense spinning like vertigo only I wasn’t tilting to the side in my sensation I was spinning and turning like rolling dough but very fast. I felt like the universe was kneading my soul.

Totally freaked me out so I opened my eyes for a second to make sure I wasn’t actually having a medical episode.

Realizing I was fine I went back and continued. I can tell you that I was ready for the meditation to end and was extremely delighted when it did.

I thought oh my god that’s probably bad like all those friends and family had been telling me. So I did a little digging and discovered that it was not a negative sensation at all, in fact. I was beginning the act of letting go. Completely normal and once this phase is complete you are through the tradition you needed to move forward.

I cant speak further on this because I need to complete the lesson.

I will do this this meditation again and will do so until I can achieve the sensation of letting go and letting Love take control.

Every one has lives, we all try, we all fail. Sometimes our lives are busy as hell. But what is true is that we chose the hell we live in. If you need a day because all you've been feeling is motion lately it's because you chose it.

Those choices are lessons and when we see pattern after pattern of us confessing we made the same mistake time and time again then it's become the life you chose the live. Sorry means nothing once the offense has taken place and if they are stacking up in the same category then you definitely have failed your self and those who've come before you, setting the pace.

Stop what you are doing. Remove anything you don't use or need. Make yourself sacrifice for another person, a real true sacrifice. Make them really happy. Give up the shell you live in and let your soul feel sunlight it probably needs it, since it's been down in that dark place for so long letting your egopretend to be something it's not.

Thats the filthiest of filth and it's a good day to get rid of it.

Divine cannot touch your life if you don't dump the discusting filth covering your life. Ego. Im serious let it go. Kick it out. And set healthy boundaries for your self with yourself and after you set your self straight then you can figure who's good for you. Who can stay and who needs to go.

Just remember you are where you chose to be. There is no other person to blame. No bill collector, no unpaid parking tickets, the city, the state, your neighbor, roommate. Not even your best friend. This is a place you wanted to be and you made it happen one choice at a time