Well, I'm okay for the most part. If I exclude everything that has to do with TTC, I am fantastic. Me and SO are doing so good, my job is stupid but I get paid okay and I always get 40 hrs so, SO got a great job that he likes a lot, starting to finally get our past bills paid from SO not having a job, pretty much things are looking up. But TTC, not so much. This is my year cycle, I cringe every time I think about it. I hate that its taking so long and I can't do anything about it. I try just not to think about it because it makes me so sad. We are kind of taking it easy last month and this one, maybe next one even. Just trying to DTD as much as we want and not worrying about the other stuff. Its been weighing so heavy on me idk what to do anymore.