Spiritual light makes physical universes to play with

EACH TIME FORGETING THAT IT MADE THE UNIVERSE; IT THEN STUDIES AND UNDERSTANDS IT

Ozodi Thomas Osuji

All that exists is spiritual light; spiritual light transforms a particle of it to physical light and uses that physical light to do things (energy is used to work), such as invent matter, space and time and people's bodies.

It has done these kinds of things for ever and ever, infinitely. In the present, that is, as far as we are concerned, light transformed itself to galaxies, stars, planets, plants and animals and our bodies. It will in the future scramble what it made and begin afresh and create another universe.

Light, consciousness, is always playing with itself, doing different things; it has infinite time to keep doing what it is doing. It creates a universe and gets bored playing with it and then scrambles it and creates another one, ad infinitum.

In each new universe light forgets that it created the universe and struggles to understand it, how it was created and how it works. This leads to science, technology and metaphysics.

When a unit of light, an individual, understands that it made the universe it is now awake and the universe is no longer interesting to it; it awakens and returns to being aware of itself as light and helps those who have not understood that they are light and made the universe to do so.

WHY DID LIGHT CHOOSE TO LIVE THROUGH FLESH?

It took light, consciousness, billions of years to evolve stars, planets, plants and animals. Apparently, it wanted to experience existence as animals, especially as human beings. If not it would not have taken the elaborate measures and processes it did to evolve animals who live in bodies and make their brains able to think. It could have evolved different ways to think, and did so in other universes.

Light desired to live in flesh and here we are, flesh, which is disguised light. I still wonder why live in flesh for if you look into animals (human beings) bellies you see feces in them, what you see there makes you throw up. And when animals die their bodies decay and smell worse than feces. Why live through such awful creatures as human bodies?

The answer to that question is why not? If it can be done why should it not be done despite how awful it is?

ACCORDING TO A COURSE IN MIRACLES WE CHOSE TO BE INSANE BY DOING THE IMPOSSIBLE, SEPARATING FROM GOD.

The choice to do the impossible, separate from God was made by each of us. Because we chose it and it did not happen to us accidentally we can choose differently; we can choose to relinquish the ego and not defend it and reawaken to where we always are, the state of union, God.

We are always in God but sleep and forget it; enlightenment is merely remembering our reality; it is not going anywhere that we already are not at.

The course says that those we in the world call the mentally ill (the schizophrenic, manic, depressed, deluded) are so by their choice.

According to the course all of us are mentally insane for we live in a world that is not there and see people that are not there.

The course says that those we call the mentally ill wanted to have that kind of sleep-dream. When they want to they choose differently, if not in this life time in others.

Psychiatrists and other mental health professionals labor under the illusion that mental illnesses is what happened to the mentally ill against their wishes and try to heal them from outside them, and have failed to do so; they cannot heal them because mental illnesses is self-chosen.

Until the mentally ill person chooses to be differently, to not have his type of ego he will be mentally ill.

The course is meant for you, its reader; its goal is for you to choose differently; it is asking you to let go of your ego and live from Christ; the book does not ask you to go choosing for other people by asking them to let go of their egos; you cannot choose for them although your ego thinks that you can make other people mentally healthy, you cannot.

Let people be as they are and find salvation for yourself by letting go of your ego and embracing unified state.

I learned the truth of this insight when for years I tried to get obviously mentally disordered Nigerians at the various Nigerian Internet forums I belonged to think and write differently; I did not succeed in getting even one of them to do so. I could not do so for their mental disorders are their choices.

Nigerian internet trolls chose to insult their fellow Nigerians and in doing so make their egos seem important (actually they make their egos unimportant by using them to degrade people; the ego gains some importance when it is used to love people).

It is for them to decide when to let go of their egos and choose Christ; I cannot do so for them; my sole business is to choose for me, save me not save other persons.

My ego wanting to retain itself told me that I could save other people but I could not. God allows us to be egos; obviously, he can remove our egos but freedom demands that he allow his sons to live as they wish, but give them pointers on mental health via the Holy Spirit that he embedded in their right minds; the Holy Spirit does not force us to change.

I AM NOW AWAKE, ENLIGHTENED AND ILLUMINATED TO MY LIGHT NATURE

I have now known that it is me, along with all human beings, light, that is the creator of the physical universe.

To be awake is to no longer live from the ego separated self but instead to live from unified self, Christ, even while one is still in body, on earth. The moment one lives from the ego one is back to being part of this world.

You know that you are living from the ego if you experience fear; fear means that you feel that you ought to have the power to do for you what you ought to do to survive in this world and realize that you do not have such power.

If you are in Christ, you accept that you are in God and know that God will do for you whatever you need to live with in the dream, on earth.

I will hang around for another forty years, helping a few people, those who want to understand their ego show to do so and thereafter disappear to the world of light forms and occasionally visit the universe of formless light, heaven.

For me the show has been understood; I am done on earth, except to be a teacher of light, who is a teacher of love and teacher of God.

My struggle to understand who I am has paid off. I now join folks like Buddha, Jesus Christ and others. I always knew I am like those people. Eventually, I will join them in the world of light forms and from there help our brothers still in matter, space and time learn about their real selves as light and love.

None of us can permanently return to formless light, God, heaven until all of us have reached the light forms state, for we left heaven together and return to it together.

The physical universe will last until all people have awakened to their light nature; in terms of time this will take trillions of years on earth and on other planets in the Milky Way and in other galaxies. In spirit it takes place in a moment.

When we all awaken to the fact that we are light, unified consciousness we scramble the physical universe and start another one; there is never a moment of boredom in heaven for we, the sons of God, are always creating universes to play with, each time forgetting that we created them and then learn that fact and go on to creating other universes. We have done this thing forever and ever for we live forever and ever.

The universes we create come and go but we, their creators, live forever. Hinduism said this much (it talks about Kalpas and Yugas); I affirm what it said as true.

Ozodi Thomas Osuji is from Imo State, Nigeria. He obtained his PhD from UCLA. He taught at a couple of Universities and decided to go back to school and study psychology. Thereafter, he worked in the mental health field and was the Executive Director of two mental health agencies. He subsequently left the mental health environment with the goal of being less influenced by others perspectives, so as to be able to think for himself and synthesize Western, Asian and African perspectives on phenomena. Dr Osuji’s goal is to provide us with a unique perspective, one that is not strictly Western or African but a synthesis of both. Dr Osuji teaches, writes and consults on leadership, management, politics, psychology and religions. Dr Osuji is married and has three children; he lives at Anchorage, Alaska, USA.