You put words to my feelings. "Like an anti-virus program that runs in the background." Most people don't realize how unworthy I feel and would discount my statements if I verbalized it. Years ago, when my depression was at its worst, I fantacized about driving down the interstate asnd running smack dab into a concrete pillar. I never did, but the thought of no longer living was appealing. I've moved past that.... don't ask me how..... but life is better.

You put words to my feelings. "Like an anti-virus program that runs in the background." Most people don't realize how unworthy I feel and would discount my statements if I verbalized it. Years ago, when my depression was at its worst, I fantacized about driving down the interstate asnd running smack dab into a concrete pillar. I never did, but the thought of no longer living was appealing. I've moved past that.... don't ask me how..... but life is better.