I catch myself asking for what I want before asking her how she’s doing. I stop. Make eye contact and smile and ask her how she’s doing today. A little bit of kindness. A little bit more civility even when all I want to do is get the chore done.

The light.

Face lifted up to the sun. The inside of my eyes glow red.

I don’t miss having my phone today. I want to remember how freeing this feels.

It’s too bad this babysitter has to go back to Irvine for college, but she’ll be a good fit for next Wednesday.

Mortal Kombat. I think of how many times my brother and I played this game together. I want to text him but I can’t. Because the phone is broken.