I have been shell shocked all afternoon. I could have been there. When I qualified in Oct. registration was not closed. Dh and I seriously discussed if I wanted to run 2013, he would support me. I decided against it because I ran 3 fully in 12 months and knew he wanted to started TTC soon.

There is a good chance if I had run, he would have been near the finish with Bourne. This one has really impacted me.