This topic can be discussed and interpreted in many ways. A few examples could be defense mechanisms from nature’s plants defending them from herbivore attacks to computer controlled, electronic sensors preventing an automotive crash. Maybe something destructive like earthquakes, tornados, hurricanes, nuclear bombs & missile strikes. Or something as simple as the sun or a light bulb illuminating our path. This month is to create your version of Nature vs Technology.

i had a dream about me kinda fusing together with my computer and become some sort of a molten lumb of felsch with my computer.

ah yeah, robots ofcourse

i hope its kinda working for the theme because it was realy hard to figure out a good idea.

if you want to judge a picture then the first one is my official entry. its just a zbrush screenshot.
my system crashed today so i have re ebuild my whole system. i am actually working on a real entry picture but i might miss the time.

hello, i know iam to late.. i tryed to figure out substance and failed to get the texture done in time.. here is the prototype texture in marmoset from substance... i realy didnt get job done in 10 hours and then the ime went up.. a shame.. i send it anyway... so its not totally wasted.. i didnt even get some details right like screws, technical bumb maps, lights, buttons.. this is just some color with a bit of damage on the wrong places. i know it cant be judged no, problem.

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Last edited by neutrohn; 12-01-2017 at 04:30 AM.
Reason: new entry actually but time is over

then i was happy about 4th place because other would have diserved it as well. so it was an honor and i felt proud.

now, i think i dont deserve it anymore... everytime i win something or get recognition, attention or positive feedback, i become a big ego-ass. i dont use success, may it come in diferent ways, as orientation for myself or motivation for myself. no, i exculsivly use it for my competition against everthing. my big dream of beeing better then others and overcome all of human.

thats sad isnt it?

its so hard to see difference between my narzistic feel of i have the right that other respect me and iam allowed to respect myself.

to see the difference between i have the right that others love me and i allow myself to love myself.

after all, even that i actaully express so much anger against this world and other people are always the problem and everybody else do wrong things, this universe still send me a gift like that from time to time.

honestly, beneath "i dont deserve that", what is stil an ego identification, iam in a state of