IfAs i sit here now wondering of you,
I remember the days we had,
You my darling so bright and fall of life,
You made me complete so whole and so bright,
I loved the way you made me feel,
So welcome, so loved, and so special,
so in return this love i have,
I gave it to you my angel from the sky.
The way your hands would squeeze me tight
Would melt my heart, yet now i cry.
For the first time ever in my life,
I found love, a love with you,
A love that i thought would never end,
Yet as we grow further apart,
It begins to destroy my broken heart.
I long to see you smile again,
I never meant to make you cry,
You were my lady one in a world,
And now i ach as i let you go
If only i were to know,
That this moment now going to happen,
I would change that past, the present, and the future
My love is forever with you,
But please, Please, Please
Remember me, Remember us
And please don't make me say if only I

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I seem to find,
A new glory,
Nothing to worry,
It's something interesting,
Something intreging,
How you are there,
I am very aware,
Taking place,
Occupying that empty space,
The spot once darkened,
A spot so frightened,
How to say this,
The words I search for but miss,
I must confess,
I am but a mess,
To you I say two words,
In between all my verbal blurbs,
Thank you..........

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Broken PromisesBroken Promises and Sad Goodbyes
The promises you made to me still remain,
I stare past my window to the falling rain.
You held my hand and said that you were here to stay,
Why did you have to go away?
You left me here all alone, nothing will ever be fine,
The sun in my life will never shine.
Just like some piece of trash, you dumped me to the side,
You forgot me, just like that, Was there something to hide?
All those years I believed all your lies,
Now Im filled with regretful sighs.
I trusted you with my whole heart,
But when you left me, you tore me apart.
When we met I was just an innocent soul,
You were so sweet and kind, how was I supposed to know?
You made me believe that you loved me,
But after that you made me see,
How love can truly be.
I still remember the day you walked out the door,
I swear you made me feel like I was something more.
The lies, and broken promises fill my head,
I try to erase the memories of the things you said.
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Random IdlingsHave you ever been going along like you usually do and noticed that every one around you is going through what you thought only you go through, only you arent going through it at the moment? Yeah, kinda like that. But this time there is one going through it, and you would give all that you had to take the burdon.
Sitting quietly and listening is about the most I can offer. Frustrating and maddening.
Not that I am any kind of hero, but I would take her burdon if I could. I grew up surviving, not living. I know how to do it. She has fucking kids!
One f the few people I have met in my life that really impacted me. She never made me feel like flavor of the week. She never gave me more than an inch of slack, but treated me like a man.
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If I could be half the man she deserves, I would be more successful than I ever dreamed possible.
So you can imagine how hard it is to

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whole and new
pure and simple
innocent and true,,,
fade to black
empty and lost
alone and scared
why wont my tears stop,,,

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Believe it or not I actually figured out how to upload pics from the digital to here. (I know, it's really not that difficult...you have to understand I'm tech & mech challenged) Anyway, nothing special but finally have a pic of me up.

What Mythological Creature Are You?FIRST I CAME OUT:
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StressA lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked,
"How heavy is this glass of water?"
Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g.
The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter.
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As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again.
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TwoI saw two lovers across a field,
dancing together by a dying tree,
the gentleman looking upon his love,
to him more beautiful than a dove.
He listened carefully to her speech,
then placed his hands upon her cheeks,
and although I know not what was said,
he kissed her soft and tenderly.

New LoveA whispered longing, A silenced tear
Cherry-red lips, Trembling with fear.
Beautiful and amazing
Its hard to beleive you're mine
Sweet and quite tempting
My heart is yours til the end of time.
My heart had not been inspired
Since many, many moons ago
My body not set on fire
Nor my skin given that warm glow.
Your voice works a magic
Deep within my soul
My desire surpasses logic
A desire only your would know.
This fire will soon be calmed
This need will soon be met
There is no longer a fear of being harmed
And my heart, with happiness has wept.
My wonderful sweet treasure
You've made my life complete.

Movingyes, its true, i will be moving at the end of next month back to Louisianna to live with my sis and her husband.... too much heartache and drama in my life right now has forced me to say goodbye to Jacksonville Florida and move away from it.... i need to be able to get my head back on straight after all the shit i just went thru with the imposters and with the attack and all... i just need a fresh start and clean break..i will be leaving behind some good friends and i hope we can stay in touch...i will not be moving back here again, unless someone manages to put a ring on my finger and drag me back here, and i dont mean an engagement ring, it had better be a wedding ring, cuz i wont be stranded here again.... i may come back for a visit once in a while, if there is a good enough reason... (like HIM coming to Orlando again...lol) but living here again..um NO!
I love you all and am sorry to be leaving like this, but at least you have a months notice to say goodbye...
drained and t

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Prayer
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The SoldierIt's the Soldier, not the reporter who has given us the freedom of the press. It's the Soldier, not the poet, who has given us the freedom of speech. It's the Soldier, not the politicians that ensures our right to Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness. It's the Soldier who salutes the flag, who serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag.
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Coffee LoversCoffee Lovers
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Silently,
He smiles to himself,
As he thinks of her,
Sitting alone in her kitchen,
Sipping coffee.
She thinks of him too,
But little does he know it.
Shamefully,
Both pass each other every day,
Without passing on the knowledge,
Of their inwardly turned love.
Time and time again it happens,
For who has the courage to say it first,
Or do they just enjoy,
Their secret love affair.

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Don't You Know? ~ Jul 06Don't you know?
Category: Writing and Poetry
Can't sleep
restless night
thoughts of you
missing you and loving you
tears blurr my vision
and it hurts don't you know?
I feel something different
it's disturbing
I wish I'd know
I have asked
but there is no real answer
and it hurts don't you know?
I worry to have lost already
I wonder what it was I've done
I ponder over the cause
it's tearing at me
I'm afraid of the wound it will cause
and it hurts don't you know?
You ever wish for the rain
so you could walk
noone noticing the tears
running down your face?
Wishing for a thunderstorm ....
and it hurts don't you know?

What Is "true Love?"I suppose everyone has their own idea of true love, but here is my opinion. True love happens when two people develop a relationship that causes their spirits to become intertwined. Their deepest thoughts and desires run the same course, as if they were one. True love is enjoying every second you spend with that special someone and dreading every second that you have to be apart. You no longer feel whole unless you're together. Every time you envision the future she is by your side. You feel as though your life didn't begin until you met her. You feel like you are only half a person and you can't live without your other half. You feel true love at the oddest of moments. You feel it when you lay next to her at night mesmerized by her beauty while she sleeps. You feel it when you open your eyes in the morning to see her eyes staring back at you. You feel it most of all when you look into each other's eyes and become hypnotized, lost in the love you can see in her soul. When nothing in li

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Tears land on a heart broken heart tearing it in to two, God holds my soul safe till I know what to do, procrastination is all on my mind, a forgetful head is easier to lie to, the heart shows the scar, it isnt the past , it isnt the the future, god sitts and waits for me to decide, is this the time she wants to die? .....................................................

Viva La FranceViva La France... Or Maybe Not!!!
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"France has neither winter, nor summer, nor morals. Apart from these drawbacks it is
a fine country. France has usually been governed by prostitutes."
-Mark Twain
Would rather have a German division in front of me than a French one behind me."
-General George S. Patton
"Going to war without France is like going deer hunting without your accordion."
-Norman Schwartzkopf
"We can stand here like the French, or we can do something about it ."
-Marge Simpson
"As far as I'm concerned, war always means failure."
-Jacques Chirac, President of France
"As far as France is concerned, you're right."
-Rush Limbaugh
"The only time France wants us to go to war is when the German Army is sitting in
Paris sipping coffee."
-Regis Philbin
"The French are a smallish, monkey-looking bunch and not dressed any better, on
average, than the citizens of Baltimore. True, you can sit outside in Paris and
drink little cups of coffee, bu

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Little Goth DollLong dark hair and black lip-gloss,
She likes red nail polish and a spiked collar.
She writes poetry and she likes to dream,
She dreams of the dead and what they mean.
She's my little Goth doll,
Yeah - She's a living dead doll.
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She likes combat boots and dark tattoos.
She don't do cocaine but she drinks slow gin,
She doesn't care for you, She don't care for me.
She's a little Goth doll,
Yeah - She's my living dead doll.
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She likes the feel of steel pressed against her tits.
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A New BeginingWell, here I am now, on Lost Cherry. Why? Hmm, good question. I don't like LJ... Myspace has become Adspace, and well the people here all seem a bit more... accepting. I like acceptance. Intolerance is one of the few things in this world that truly bothers me on a regular basis.
I have yet to get a 'bad' comment here, nor anyone being anything but kind and gracious. What I like here as well is a broader sense of freedom. Far more pictures allows one to show so many different sides of themselves. It allows the artists out there to show what they can do.... and that along is a great thing.
Now we have blogs as well, so that people can put their thoughts to the world, and allow anyone to write anything from the mundane day to day life to truely compelling. And the good part is that boht o these extremes are important, AND given a place here.
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FemalesOh lord, heres this subject. All i got to say is cover your asses up. Nobody wants to see all of what you got. Thats disrespect to not only you, but the people who made you. Ok so guys do want to see alot of that. But if you want to feel like a hoe, then whatever. But as far as me, i love my body and my man loves it too. I dont need to show it off to the world and i certainly dont need to let everyone see every crease and line i have. Now you woman out there are saying. whatever hoe, you know if you had the body you would be doing it too. Trust me i got the body but its my body and my mans body but most importantly its God's body. I hate coming on here to talk to my friends and have jiggly ass and titties in my face. I have to wait to check my email till late at night, just so my son dont have to see it. Its disgusting and you look like street hookers. Period!!!

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Simikathy.net doesn't suck. Simikathy.net will never suck. If Simikathy.net starts to suck, tell us. We'll either fix it or we'll erase it and never look back.
We Believe in People.
We care who you are and how you do it. We've always got room for another business owner, MLM business person, another affiliate program, another health guru, another marketing wonk, another self styled “Trump”, another web designer, and another unidentifiable ball of potential just waiting for the chance to take the business world by storm.
If you've got inspirati

Wise Words From Lips To HeartsSome day, in years to come, you will be wrestling with the great temptation, or trembling under the great sorrow of your life. But the real struggle is here, now, in these quiet weeks. Now it is being decided whether, in the day of your supreme sorrow or temptation, you shall miserably fail or gloriously conquer. Character cannot be made except by a steady, long continued process.

A 6 Foot RectumWhile she was "flying" down the road, a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait.
The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?"
To which she replied, "I'm late for work."
Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?"
I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded.
The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?""Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide."
"And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked.
"You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..."
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Court Costs $45.00
Look on the Cop's Face............... PRICELESS

Full Fillfallen angel,
wrap your broken wings about me
and speak...
oh your words are like
cream and silk sometimes
they quell the strain
that builds up in me
as rain beats into us
and keeps us on the edge of sane
if the weather were better
I'd get lost in your
somber amber glimmer
that stops time
[just for a minute...]
cause we love to feel like
this will never end...
when life feels like too much to bear
I can hide in the world
that is your arms
where tranquil streams trickle
I love to make them flow
so I can swim in you
or you in me...
under the silver stained sky
we'll sway
and glide
and collide
lean deep into me
and we can float away
on the transparent swell
far, far from Hell...

Zeit Fur Alle, Unter Die Sonnenever thought I'd ever have the chance
to lift the heavy gate
and have my soul bounce out again
much wilder
than I remember having as a child.
these things are so eager
gotta find some reins, baby hold on...
these things are pure pain
when they get out of hand...
so if you'll wait a little longer
while I figure this out...
(I know you will)
in time, I'll find this spark again,
Hell, I'm burning now baby...
I just need a while to align..
a total turnaround takes time.
I've never felt this comfortable
in my own skin...
I know, I know
this world is not my home
and this skin is not my own
but baby, your arms are so hospitable.

Sorry.......Sorry i've been away from this for a short while as ive been si....ck errr nevermind no excuses. Hmmm what can I say about my boring day in miami today ...
Well I got to work in the basement of vizcaya
lots of fun in a damp, musty, old asbestos covered pipes,great for my already conjested lungs ...hmmm maby this weekend i'll take pictures of the grounds to share.
Here is alittle about the place(kinda neet);
Vizcaya was the winter residence of American industrialist James Deering from Christmas 1916 until his death in 1925. At the time of Vizcaya’s construction, Miami’s population was around 10,000. More than 1,000 workers were employed in the Vizcaya project, including laborers and craftsmen from the Caribbean and Europe. In addition to the house and gardens, the complex included a farm, livestock, and a variety of other service facilities covering 180 acres on both sides of South Miami Avenue..
Ha! i've probably bored all of the people who have read this already... s

Woman Of Many Moods...October is by far my favorite month. One it happens to be my birth month, 2 its halloween, come on who doesn't enjoy all the scary movies played on tv? The fall is setting in..which is my favorite season......all the leaves scattered on the ground. CANDY, can I just say that the freakin peanut butter kisses rock??
October, I see new beginnings, and new friendships this month for we October babies. ....Love is in the air too, the earth is shifting, and all is calm.

The Dream Date Part 2HE CHANGES INTO SWEATS. SABRINA ASKS IF HE HAS ANY SWEATS THAT WOULD FIT HER. HE HAPPENS TO HAVE A PAIR TOO SMALL FOR HIM BUT SHE FITS INTO THEM PERFECTLY. HE SAYS “I WORN THAT SET YEARS AGO AND FORGOT I HAD THEM UNTIL THIS LAST WEEK. HERE IS A VERY LONG T-SHIRT FOR YOU TO SLEEP IN.” THEY WIND DOWN THE SATURDAY EVENING SITTING ON THE COUCH IN FRONT OF HIS FIREPLACE. THEY HAVE ALREADY MADE UP THE SPARE BED. THEY DID THIS RIGHT AFTER CHANGING CLOTHES. HE HAD INVITED HER TO SPEND THE NIGHT IN THE GUEST ROOM. SHE AGREED. THEY BOTH DECIDED TO GO TO BED. HE KISSED HER SOFTLY AT THE GUEST ROOM DOOR AND WHISPERS. “GOOD NIGHT AND CONGRATS ON YOUR NEW JOB.” THE NEXT MORNING, SHE WAKES UP FIRST. SHE GOES INTO THE KITCHEN AND STARTS THE COFFEE. SHE IS ALREADY FEELING SAFE HERE. SHE GOES OUT ON THE BACK PORCH AND SITS TO GREET THE MORNING. TRENT WAKES UP TO THE SMELL OF COFFEE AND A SENSE OF PEACE. HE WANDERS ACROSS THE HALL BUT SHE IS ALREADY UP. HE GOES INTO THE KITCHEN; THE CO

The Definition Of An Asshole (continued)Adding on to the previous definition in this blog:
An Asshole is also someone who steals from you, their friends, and even their own mother. An Asshole will do anything to hide the fact that they have stolen from you, even going so far as to lie about it and steal from someone else to plant it in a place where somebody (most likely you) will find it. An Asshole is someone who doesn't show any remorse when you tell them you are packing, but will say, straight-faced (with no emotion in their voice; meanwhile, tears are dripping onto the folded clothes at your feet) that they can now go out, party, and stay up until 6 in the morning without being bitched at; and (still with no emotion) that they will probably die from alcohol poisoning. An Asshole is someone who yells (angrily) at you to stay, even though they know that they are dead wrong and that yelling will only make it worse. An Asshole is someone you can't walk away from, because their mom (who has become yours, sort of) has aske

Are You Bipolar?You Are 28% Bipolar
Overall, you're a pretty stable person. You may be a bit moody, but nothing out of what's normal.
As long as your emotions aren't severe, you're totally in control!
Are You Bipolar?
Bipolar my ass. It's PMS and there is something for that MIDOL (Bitch Relief)and it works.....lmao

First Time For EverythingI went to my first hockey game tonight. I don't even watch hockey, but my friend got free tickets and I heard the games were a lot of fun so I decided to give it a try. It really was a lot of fun too. I'm actually hoping to be able to go to a few more this season. I don't think I could ever sit down and watch it on TV though, I'd have to be there to pay attention. Oh well, just thought I'd share ;)

What Element Are YouWhat is your TRUE element (fire, water, air and earth)
YOUR ELEMENT IS WATERYou are a sensitive introvert. You love your home and music is your life. You can feel things that others dont. You are good at chemistry, botany, psychology and astrology. You are smart and mysterious. Your colors are orange, lilac and white.Take this quiz!
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Satisfaction To The BoneI met someone. Yeah, thats right...WOW did he know to touch the right buttons too. He made me sticky for hours. He had this sexy look to me as a plain joe...He didnt even have any tattoo's....But fuck...he knew how to do it right. We didnt go all the way. Since we respected each other. But we wanted to.
There is something about him. Something so sexy that I cant get him off my mind. I can still smell him in my pillows on my bed. *grins* I need to find out what is causing me to like him so, after only one meeting. Could he be the one? Maybe not. Who knows.
He sends shivers through my spine, thus the subject, satisfaction to the bone...
CRY BABY

From My Heart To YoursA special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

Never Bring Ourdoor Plants IndoorsGarden Grass Snakes,
also known as Garter Snakes (Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous.
Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why:
A couple in Sweetwater, Texas, had a lot of potted plants.
During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze. It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants and when it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa. She let out a very loud scream!
The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa. He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time, the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor. His wife thought he had a heart attack, so she covered him up, told him to lie

Friends ListFirst off my intention is not to sound like a bitch but if you take it that way then oh well, but since i have joined lc i have added so many people and only a handful actually say hello to me or even talk to me, you know who you are !!! and now i must clean my list up as i'm not here to see who has the most friends, i have met some real cool people here and thank those who talk to me but seriously i have to do some deleting....but i thank all my friends here who do say hello and take the time to talk to me, so it comes down to are you staying or going?

Spend Some Time With Ya Boy....AND CHECK OUT THESE VIDEOS I JUST PUT ON MY PAGE. XZIBIT JUST RIPPED IT ON DAVID LETTERMAN, SO I HAD TO PUT THIS ONE ONE. I THINK HTAT MOST OF YOU CAN FEEL THAT ONE. THE OTHER VIDS ARE OF THE HOMIES OUT IN INGLEWOOD CALIFORNIA. IF YOULIKE WESTCOAST RAP......THEN THESE ARE THE NIGGAS TO LISTEN TOO. SO KICK-BACK, SMOKE SOMETHIN', AND LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC WITH YA BOY.
GET AT ME WHEN YOU'RE DONE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.

Darknessdarkness
Darkness. I feel so empty I sit and cry longing for someone to hold me...too many emotions to handle but no one to talk to ...no one to hold me close and tell me it will be okay... no one comes ..no one cares. Thoughts race through my head as the darkness grows the hole becomes bigger..the Tears flow from my eyes like fountains. Why can't all the pain just end? Why do i constantly have to feel this way? I get the gun..Just one squeeze of a trigger and all the pain will end I think to myself. I sit in the corner rocking back and forth.. I think of how I lost my one true love and the darkness wich consumes me grows.. It becomes cold. Why can't any one just be here for me? Just someone to talk to, they dont even have to really care or listen just pretend...I steadaly fall deeper into the dark. The hatred the lies the words they say swarm inside my head. I put the gun to my head and place my finger on the trigger then just as i think this is it all the pain is going to end

Classes For Men At...........CLASSES FOR MEN AT
THE
LEARNING CENTER FOR ADULTS
REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED BY Monday, October 18, 2006
NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL
OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM.
Class 1
How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays --- Step by Step, with Slide Presentation.
Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM .
Class 2
The Toilet Paper Roll --- Does It Change Itself?
Round Table Discussion.
Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours.
Class 3
Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and
Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub? --- Group Practice.
Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 h ours.
Class 4
Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor ---
Pictures and Explanatory Graphics.
Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks.
Class 5
After Dinner Dishes --- Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen Sink?
Examples on Video.
Me

MeHey everyone in cherry land.....I'm new to this place trying to catch the swing of things...doing good so far...I'm 33 I live in North Carolina.....I'm here for having fun and meeting new ppl...........xo

The AuthorThe Author
Current mood: confused
Category: Writing and Poetry
The Author
Tearing at the page once again, the frustration burns deep in his heart. All words lost now. The stacks of romantic novels are of no use. Hope is a flaunting glimpse of what could have been. He lays his head down upon the crumbled papers. The words have failed him.
How could she not see? Did he not make it clear enough? Was he too ambiguous?
Thoughts racing, as his forehead presses against the drying ink. He feels weak and utterly drained. The words are gone, scrambled like his tattered mind.
He had poured every last ounce of himself into this failed plight. He was nothing but a shell, hollowed by this daunting, wasted task of romantic quips. Had she not noticed, was she immune to his gallant gestures of raging fonts. His heart, barely beating, sank heavily in his chest.
The stacks of papers sat neatly beside the books on his desk, as did the envelopes. Each page held a piece of hi

Someone Real???Well I hate to admit
But I'm wrong
I'm drunk right now
You hear that drinking sobers the mind
Well Obviously that's true...
I've been contemplating on saying things
I can't oh god I can't...
I've repeated all the things that I've said before
Nothing more, nothing less
I don't want to admit it, So I wont
It'll sit and fester there for as long as I let it.
I'll be numb so I wont care anyways
I just want to see him happy
Nothing else, nothing more
I don't care about me
I care about him
I know I shouldn't but I do
I've tried not to, but there is something about him...
I am envious of all he's had, of all he'll have
Of anyone who's occupied his mind
Anything that's come in contact with him at all
Breathe
Shut up bitch
Stop thinking
Stop thinking, just breathe
You're a stupid bitch, You don't deserve any of that, you never will, get it out of your mind, out of your soul...
Don't think about it at all
Remeber your past
Your worth and where it lays...
I've talked

TagEach player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
6~PERSONS YOU ARE TAGGING:
1.BigIzzy
2.Brotherchazz
3.I Love Sporks
4.darrielking2002
5.BigDaddy41
6.Timmy!!
6~weird things or habits about me:
1. Chicken grosses me out, I won't eat it if it has bones, or is the red meat part or is slimmy!
2. I HATE FEET...ewww
3. I have a mole on the bottom of my right foot
4. I will not take a bath if someone else has ever been in the bath tub...ever even if it's been really cleaned. I only take Showers.
5. If a piece of silverware or a cup or dish, has ever been outside and had dirt or mud anywhere on it I'll never use it again.
6. I can't stand reptiles, spiders, rodents... anything like

The End Of Days....Example....of what is yet to come...Socialism refers to a broad array of doctrines or political movements that envisage a socio-economic system in which property and the distribution of wealth are subject to social control.[1] As an economic system, socialism is associated with state or collective ownership of the means of production. This control may be either direct — exercised through popular collectives such as workers' councils — or it may be indirect — exercised on behalf of the people by the state.
The modern socialist movement had its origin largely in the working class movement of the late-19th century. In this period, the term "socialism" was first used in connection with European social critics who condemned capitalism and private property. For Karl Marx, who helped establish and define the modern socialist movement, socialism implied the abolition of money, markets, capital, and labor as a commodity.
It is difficult to make generalizations about the diverse array of d

See If You Can Tell Me The Difference??See if you can see the differences between the pictures at the below website. If you can, you’re pretty smart.
http://members.home.nl/saen/Special/Zoeken.swf

Poetry Log IvThinking
Lying awake torn and unsure of the events that have passed. What a wild ride weve had. Laughing singing and recalling memories of days past, recalling the lost hours of the day. Or the starry nights weve watched. No regrets and I refuse to forget it all.
As time passes on, most will be forgotten; inside jokes, things weve watched on the T.V. or even other strange and bizarre events. All fun, all worth it, even as the smells of each other fade there will always be something there to bring us back to these days.
Sitting here thinking of you and how you smile, how you laugh, how you look under the stars, comforts me. But still leaves me empty, not having you here everyday is painful, but all understandable.
Time heals pain and nothing was done in vain. We only meant well even though it had to all come to a closing. Well still have nights with stars and smiles of blazing friendship.
So as I sit under the palm trees, smell the ocean breez

The Hermetic Brotherhood Of LuxorThe Charter
The charter of the Ancient and Noble Order of H. B. of L. which was signed: "M. Theon, Grand Master pro temp of the Exterior Circle," contains high principles and important data:
"We recognize the eternal existence of the Great Cause of Light, the invisible center whose vibrating soul, gloriously radiant, is the living breath, the vital principle of all that exists and will ever exist. It is from this divine summit that goes forth the invisible Power which binds the vast universe in an harmonious whole."
"We teach that from this incomprehensible center of Divinity emanate sparks of the eternal Spirit,which,after accomplishing their orbit, the great cycle of Necessity, constitute the sole immortal element of the human soul. Accepting thus the universal brotherhood of humanity, we reject, nevertheless,the doctrine of universal quality."
"We have no personal preferences and no one makes progress in "the Order without having accomplished his assigned task thereby in

Bunnski Tagged MeEach player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1. If I am people usually can't tell
2. I like to play with fire
3. I dont like people who are really annoying
4. I make my bed when i want to
5. I buy and sell Wheat Penni on ebay
6. I go to bed when IU want but I get enough sleep if I have to work the next day
And i tag:
K-K 87
bunnski
Woosah
Narcoleptic

By: Crazedvampiress "vampy"to:"UnLoved"
Who are you?
Can this be true?
You seemed too dark and empty
A dream you must be.
It was a cold winter night
All around me, no light
I couldn't see
My eyes were black and empty.
Your foot steps I was hearing
My heart suddenly stopped beating
I thought you were just like all of them around me
But the glow in your eyes revealed your true identity.
You were too pale to be real
The beating of my heart you could feel
For I could feel it dying inside
As you stood in the shadow by my side.
A giant stature beside me was standing
As he stepped out of the shadow bleeding
But on his lips was the blood of another creature
That he has killed for his own pleasure.
The blood on his lips was red as the rose
The glow in his eyes told me I was the one he chose
It was dark and cold, I didn't know what to do
As you drew closer, I stepped back away from you.
I was afraid, but I was drawn to your charms
You went down on your knees and opened your arms
Wa

Can I Have Some10/7/2006 10:00 AM
THIS IS SO HARD FOR ME .I REALLY SHOULDNT BE ASKIN U.I FEEL SHY BUT I WANT IT SO BAD,DONT GET ME WRONG ITS JUST THAT JUST THAT I HAVENT HAD IT FOR A LONG TIME.I COULD ALREADY FEEL IT GOING IN SO HARD AND COMING OUT SO SOFT AND WET NO ONE HAS 2 KNO BOUT THIS.I JUST NEED IT.IM DESPERATE AND WOULD DO ANYTHING RIGHT ABOUT NOW 2 GET SOME.U MUST THINK I HAVE ALOT OF NERVE ASKIN U THIS,BUT I FEEL MY TONGUE AROUND IT SUCKING IT .SUCKING ALL THE JUICE OUT UNTILL THERE IS NO MORE LEFT.THIS HAS BEEN ON MY MIND ALL DAY LONG AND I HOPE IM NOT BEIN 2 FORWARD.IM USUALLY NOT LIKE THIS ..............BUT..........................................
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......................CAN I HAVE SOME GUM????
Send this to all the people you know will think of it the wrong way!

Stop The Income Tax, Keep Your Full PaycheckHow did the bulletin thing get to be so popular? Nobody ever posts anything relevant and they're just as bad as spam or chain messages. So far I think I've lost friends, will die in a few days, never find love, and rot in hell all because I didn't repost in 10 seconds or less. Ah the shame and tragedy of it all......
So here's something worth a minute or two of your time. Right now, there is a measure in congress to abolish the current tax law with all of its confusing rhetoric for a more feasible system. Yes, you did read correctly. However, given the amount of resistance to this system (due to the elimination of all loopholes) there is obviously a lot of resistance from large corporations and their corporate elites.
Please visit this website (http://www.fairtax.org/) for more information on how you can help advance the cause. Even registering with the petition would dramatically help.
Imagine the entire Lost Cherry community bonding together to effect a change in congress.

Thinking A Few Stray Thoughts1 HOW COULD ANYONE POSSIBLY WANT TO PUT AN INCUMBENT BACK IN OFFICE. THE GOP LIE, OFFISCATE AND CORRUPT EVERYTHING THEY TOUCH. THE DEMOCRATS ARE SO DYSFUNCTIONAL THEY COULDN'T SAY SH*T IF THEY HAD A MOUTHFUL OF IT~~ WHICH THEY USUALLY DO~
THE RICH GET RICHERER
THE POOR GET POORER
THE MIDDLE CLASS IS SHRINKING FAST
AMERICANS ARE HATED ALL OVER THE WORLD
THE CURRENT ADMINISTRATION HAS BAMBOOZLED THE RELIGIOUS RIGHT.
OUR KIDS ARE IN TROUBLE WITH DEBT AND NO JOBS AND POUROUS SECURITY.
2 TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING
THERE ARE TOO MANY DISEASES
HEALTH CARE IS A MESS
WE HAVE GREAT DOCTORS AND NURSES BUT A A PISS POOR SYSTEM.
3 WE HAVE SOME GREAT KIDS~ WHO BRING US JOY AND HAPPINESS AND ARE GOOD
4 BUT WE HAVE ALSO TOO MANY KIDS THAT SEEK ATTENTION IN THE WRONG WAYS~COLUMBINE, THE AMISH SCHOOL, ETC ETC ETC
5 ARE HEROES ARE OFTEN MAL-ADJUSTED ATHLETES. THERE ARE GOOD ONES BUT WE NEED OUR PARENTS TO BE OUR KIDS HEROES.
6 THERE ARE MANY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD AND

A Little SomethingWhy do people have to lie to you like you will never find out the truth? I hate fake people.
I hate lies
and I hate 2 faced whores.
I hate when people pretend to care.
I hate when I get used.
So fuck all you mother fuckers If u don't care about me and only want to fuck with me or lie to me or use me then leave me the hell alone.
I don't need BULLSHIT in my life. I need friends I can trust.
Put yourself in my shoes for a change.
Everything isn't always about YOU.
I have problems too.

Past Part 2307-01-06
Current mood: relaxed
Saturday was a slow day at work so by closing time we had Pirate, Ringmaster, and some one new... I'll call him Bones. Bones is a major bouncer here in Asheville. So right away we hit some of the hot spots. A lot of them I had never gone to before. By 2 o'clock (we hadn't got out till about 11:30) we had hit 3 clubs each with covers that were waved due to bones. I felt bad at one point. We went to one bar and he never sat down he bounced 3 people while we were hanging out. I suggested we leave because I didn't think he was having fun so we went to a martini bar that was great. We had about 4 martinis..And before that 2 captain and cokes, we left there and ended up at the cool spot. It was closing time..But we got served anyway. Ringmaster and I were outside smoking at one point and two girls had walked by. Ringmaster said joking, "You're going the wrong way!" never expecting that line to work ...but it did. They came inside and hung out for a little b

You Are Some The Cooliest PeoplesWell I'm gettin up there in the world just check it out feel free to comment the blogs don't be shy I can take criticism well ^^ if you want me messenger cuz you thinks I'm smexy let me know!

Just A Thank You>>>I just wanted to say thanks to all of you who have joined my friends list and who have showed me how to do this stuff on here.. and to my fans, a big shout out goes to you all (both..lol)
To all the sexy people, on my page, WHAT UP!

Shouldnt Say This.,..but..Yah Hi its me again, just Needed to vent a Bit More!!
I feel Very Down... We are in the Month I hate the Most.
and No its not Because my birthday Is coming either.
when I get time I will someday, put it all here.

May I Introduce My Son, Dylan JohnsonI'd like to introduce you to my little man, Dylan. This is the child who is having emergency surgery tomorrow morning to try & repair some nerves & blood vessels that connect the optic nerve to his brain. This is the little guy who I was asking y'all to take 30 seconds to care about what was going on in my LIFE, use the 2 muscles in your finger to repost (not respond) so that me & my son felt comforted knowing that SOMEONE out there was wishing us well & sending him a prayer or a warm thought.
Now, some of us are just aquaintences, some closer to friends, and many of you I thought of as good friends, and I hope that I was ultimately correct for the most part. Those of you who have had even ONE conversation with me, or read my blogs know that I am a genuinely kind & positive person, with a kind word for every single soul & a very loving heart. And I'm saddened to say that my heart was hurt tonight.

Please Just Fuck Off!!I HATE WHEN PEOPLE VIEW MY FUCKING PAGE AND LEAVES NO COMMENTS OR EVEN RATES MY PROFILE, WHAT THE FUCKS THE POINT OF GOING TO THE PAGE, FUCK IT IF YOU DONT LIKE MY PAGE GIVE IT A FUCKING 1, I DONT GIVE A SHIT, STOP BEING A FUCKING PUSSY BY STOPPING BY JUST TO SEE THE FUCKING PAGE, IT HASN'T FUCKING CHANGE SINCE THE LAST TIME YOU VIEWED IT JUST VIEWING IT...HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT HELP ME OR YOU?? IT DOESN'T, SO FOR GOD's SAKE PLEASE JUST FUCK OFF!!

Elephant Vs. CamelAn elephant asks a camel, "Why are your breasts on your back?"
"Well," says the camel, I think that's a strange question from somebody whose wiener is on his face."

The DesertMike knew that no one had ever attempted to cross the desert by foot and made it alive. So, he decided to get back in his car and keep driving.

I've Been Tagged!Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1. Staying up WAAAAAY too late durring the work week
2. Spending 6.5 hours on LC at work. oops...
3. If I don't play frisbee golf on saturday morning, the whole weekend is wasted
4. Spending more time in my friend's garage than my own apartment
5. My fascination with the extraterrestrial and supernatural
6. I once got so drunk I ran around my apartment building yelling and screaming at 3:00 wearing nothing but an apron..... Fun night!
1. Evil Angel (you've already tagged me, no tagbacks, right? Okay, well then...)
1. Hope Arden
2. Cajun Cherry
3. Brutal
4. Kira
5. Syn
6. Babydol18

Ocd You Think???So I was up again till nearly 2 last night working on that DAMN Fairy Tale book. You think I have a slight OCD problem!?!?!? Noooo not me. I find it funny that the conditions I show most problems are the ones I have debated feverishly about in the past that "don't exsit". You know, I am ALWAYS the one who has to eat Crow... sheesh. Well I better go wash my hands for the 100th time today, they aren't quite bleeding yet. Who needs meds? Not me.

What Color Am IYou scored as Green. Green is mostly associated with 'envy' but it best suits the description of freshness, rebirth and renewal. You believe that sometimes it is best to start things fresh just for the energising buzz an adventure gives you. And this is what you are all about; adventure. You love exploring, testing the limits and reaching out to what is out there. Green100%Blue100%White100%Orange100%Pink83%Purple83%Red72%Yellow67%Black50%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Drug NamesIn Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also
has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen.
The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin.
Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the n

The Day She Said Good-byethe day she said good-bye i cried
the day she said good-bye i asked if it ment forever
the day she said good-bye i wish i could hold her and make her nightmares disapear
the day she said good-bye is the day i died

Lol, O I Could See This HappeningA drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar and orders
a drink. Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner table.
He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the biggest,
meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your grandma's house
today and I saw her in the hallway butt naked. Man, she is one fine
looking woman!" The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His
buddies are confused, because he is one bad biker and would fight at
the drop of a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and says: "I
got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever had!"
The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker
still says nothing. The drunk leans on the table one more time and
says, "I'll tell you something else, boy, your grandma liked it!" At
this point the biker stands up, takes the drunk by the shoulders looks
him square in the eyes and says..
"Grandpa ,....... Go home, you're drunk.

Master Helped Me Writ This It Is Only A Partial Story The Rest Comes LaterYou find a package of magazines and videos with a box in the closet. You decide to look at them and watch the videos. They all have very kinky scenes and are very graphic. You don’t know how they got there and right now you don’t care. All are of women in tight bondage and different outfits, all are wearing heavy makeup. You play with yourself and start using your toys. You forget yourself and dig into the box more. A box marked mind trainer is at the bottom. And suddenly you remember us talking about this device and how it is used to train your mind to mentally become whatever it is programmed to. You also remember begging me to program it for you, to program it to make you so much a slave that you could never refuse anything I tell you.
Anything!
I did get it for you but asked you never use it unless you wanted to become totally owned mind, body, and soul. I begged you not to because the effects cannot be reversed. You are still watching the super hardcore bondage video and playing

Stop Child AbuseI meet my (to be adopted) brother last night. He is 9, his biological father only 16 when he was born, his mother 24. His dad beat him bloody, hitting his head causing permanent damage to one of his eye sockets. He was the sweetest boy. I can't figure out how any one could lay a hand on him. He hugged me all night telling me what a pretty sissy he has, kissing me on the cheek, telling me how much he loves me :``( wanting my phone number so he can call when he's still in foster care. We sat together watching a movie on my parents couch. A seen came on where a man hit a woman he grabbed on to me, crying & shaking. Telling me how his dad would hit him. This sweet boy is small for his age, very excited, hyper, asking tons of questions. He was adopted & returned to foster care 5 times the last by a couple who adopted both his sisters but didn't want him. My parents adopted my other little brother Derek & turned his sad life around. They are doing the same with Johnathan. I give them all the

Were Gonna Have The Happ Happ Happiest ChristmasYour Christmas is Most Like: National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation
Christmas is a big, boisterous event at your place.
And no matter what, something hilarious usually happens.
What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

Exerpt...thoughts Of Sylvia Jacob(main Character)Waking up in the middle of the night, as I have done now; is just something that happens. I’ve become accustomed to pretty much eating sleeping pills just to get three hours of rest. If that’s what you want to call it anyway. They use to work when I first began to take them. Then I would wake continuously through the night. A quick trip to the shrink fixed that problem for a while. My prescription went from 100 mgs of Serequal to 200 and quickly to 6. That being just one of the many meds I’d been put on over the years. At present time along with the Serequal; I also am prescribed WelbutrinXL (depression), Zoloft (depression), and Lamictal (this was to cover the many bouts of self mutilation and the annoyance of occurring obsessions I’d have).
In person I was absolutely fabulous I guess one would say if having to describe me. But I and my Doctors defiantly knew different. On paper by government standards; I was absolutely certifiable to say the least.
I could pretty much deal with

Am I DumbOkay this name seemed fitting even though I know the answer to the question. Yes I am completly retared. I let people walk all over me but then I feel like crap after they do.
What the hell is my problem? But I think I know the answer to that one too. MEN!!! Well, let me refraise (sp?) that. ONE MAN. He's dumb, really dumb, he's a lying cheat and he likes to think he is gods gift. But DUMB me I still let myself think that I love him and then when it blows up in my face I feel all sad and teary eyed over it.
Well that was before I smashed his stereo and shreaded his favorite sweater. Okay I know, childish and....wait for it....DUMB. Dumber than dumb and I will be the first to admit it.
But, the upside is he was never setting foot in my house again to get any of his stuff back. Bad side...I could have used a new stereo if I would have thought rationally first. But blinded by anger I did what I did. But I felt better afterwords.
Maybe that's all that matters, that I feel b

A Letter To The ExWell the other week the ex sent me an email saying how she forgave herself for the things she has done...and I didn't even know how to respond to that. I have been doing my best to be adult and friendly because I’m trying to get custody of my 12 year old son. But I have been feeling really passionate lately thanks to someone coming into my life. N Passionate to me means being open and expressing how you really feel....so yeah I let her have it. The following is an actual email I sent, well minus changing her name to EX… I'm sharing this because it felt good to get it out to her...hell why not yell it out to the world.
EX,
I have been doing lots of thinking and its time I stand up and just be a man. If you’re not going to reply to me then at least you send back an email and say ok, fuck you, or something. I think you need to read this, be objective, and stop being so naïve about our past relationship.
I have been doing my best to remain an adult and treat you nicely, but do you

If Interested A Small Test,lola test for u single guys
Current mood: annoyed
Well fuck me side ways and call me tuesady..lol...no really.What does it take to get a guy these days cause I'm doing something wrong,Are there any good guys out there?or are my standards too high?
I'm not looking for anyone that is in a relationship of any kind,can't be old as the hills(over 65),no weridos or someone looking for me to be your sugar mama.this is the type of guys that is always wanting me but it's not for me.
Here is a list of what I'm looking for (like i said maybe my standards are too high )so I thought that I would make this a test instead ,with a point system.So if inerested get a pen and paper and let me know you score and maybe we can talk if its a good one.good luck
1.must be male.....3 points
2.between 21 and 45........2 points
3.single,seprated,divorced dont really care as long as you have no girlfriend or wife........3 points
4.must have a job as i dont want to support your ass(i make my

I Wonder By: Tabitha Lynn CowanI Wonder
By: Tabitha Lynn Cowan
Oh I wonder, I wonder,
Why is the sky blue?
I wonder, I wonder,
How do I tie my shoe?
Oh I wonder, I wonder,
Why is snow white?
I wonder, I wonder,
Why does Mommy say eat every last bite?
I wonder so much about the world around me,
Why you ask, because I am a mere child of only three.
I want to grow big and strong,
And have a life that is so long.
But I hear Mommy crying late at night,
And to see her cry is a terrible sight,
She cries because of what the doctors say.
She says they tell her soon angels will come to take me away.
My poor lil body is sick and dying,
And I am so tired of crying.
Oh I wonder, I wonder,
What makes a tree?
I wonder, I wonder,
Why did this happen to me?
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This is one that I still have yet to figure out where the idea came from. None of my children have ever been deathly sick and none of my friends children have either. I find a lot of time

Dont Talk Shitok so does anybody else want to royaly piss me off come i dare someone else to speak up and fucking piss me off god dammit who has something to say all i got to say dont come at me talking shit about bush or me or my troops dont do it this is your only fucking warning if you do ill hunt you down mother fuckers dont piss me off
so whos with me
ill be straight with yall im a sweet dude im irish so we take care of our women but you insult us or piss us off then you better hope your double jointed so oyu can bend under and kiss your ass good bye cause we will fuck your world up

Shower GirlsThe girls shuffled into the locker room after what had been a brutal hour of gym class. For some unknown reason old lady Stiller had gotten up on the wrong side of the bed and taken it out on her third period group of senior girls. "Judas priest," Matti sighed while slumping down on the bench in front of her locker, "what the fuck was that all about!?!" "I dunno," Ricki replied while peeling off her dripping wet shorts and tee shirt, "I don't know if I can make it to my next class!" Everyone in the locker room was in a state of shock, but after taking a few minutes to recuperate they all stripped naked and headed off to the showers. Once under the soothing streams of hot water their tired muscles began to relax a bit, and as was usually the case, most of them openly masturbated in front of each other and had no qualms about have massive orgasms while others watched. Of all the girls, however, it was Matti who was the envy of the entire class in that she had incredibly large breasts and

Which Religion Fits You?You fit in with:Spiritualism
Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.
80% spiritual.80% reason-oriented.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Did A Little Wheeling This AfternoonI like Big 4x4 Trucks, 4 Wheeling, Muddin, Photography, And Most Of All I Love Fishing, especially with my Family and Friends.
Did a little wheeling this afternoon, check out my photos.I'm driving the black Ford Ranger truck, my friend Matt is driving his white Range Rover our friend Twig was driving the Blue Jeep Wrangler, The Stuck Chevrolet was driven by Ray, and a couple other people joined in the fun of wheeling as well.

What Is Your Kinky Turn On?You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds100%Biting50%Chains/Handcuffs17%Bondage8%Blood0%Whips0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Ghosts In The Machines- Niel GaimanGhosts in the Machines
By NEIL GAIMAN
Published: October 31, 2006
WE are gathered here at the final end of what Bradbury called the October Country: a state of mind as much as it is a time. All the harvests are in, the frost is on the ground, there’s mist in the crisp night air and it’s time to tell ghost stories.
When I was growing up in England, Halloween was no time for celebration. It was the night when, we were assured, the dead walked, when all the things of night were loosed, and, sensibly, believing this, we children stayed at home, closed our windows, barred our doors, listened to the twigs rake and patter at the window-glass, shivered, and were content.
There were days that changed everything: birthdays and New Years and First Days of School, days that showed us that there was an order to all things, and the creatures of the night and the imagination understood this, just as we did. All Hallows’ Eve was their party, the night all their birthd

Happy Halloween- Glad It Is Over!I have determined that I no longer have patience! All the braty kids wanting candy and such. My own children included.
It seemed to go over well for the kids, although it was really cold out.
Glad it is over though.

Buttprints In The Sand.One night I had a wondrous dream,
One set of footprints there was seen,
The footprints of the Goddess they were,
But mine were not along the shore.
But then some stranger prints appeared,
and I asked Her, "What have we here?
These prints are large and round and neat,
But much too big to be from feet."
"My child," She said in somber tones,
"For miles I carried you alone.
I challenged you to walk in faith,
But you refused and made me wait."
"You would not learn, you would not grow,
The walk of faith, you would not know,
So I got tired, I got fed up,
And there I dropped you on your butt.
"Because in life, there comes a time,
When one must fight, and one must climb,
When one must rise and take a stand,
Or leave their butt prints in the sand."

Little EarthquakeLittle Earthquake
" Oh....these little earthquakes...doesn't take much to rip us into pieces..." -Tori Amos
Thought it was a dream...6:14 am
but here I am
and I remember
oh God
I remember everything....
....two little girls cluthing eachother in the back seat of a beat up old car crying...sobbing.
A woman, the Mother, tore the smaller one from the other. Even though they were twins, one was different...horribly different. the smaller one always knew it.
The Mother franticly carried the small unwanted child into a tall red brick building. the child was looking back at her counter part...still in the car...silently screaming, hands pressed against
the glass of the rear window.
..."Take her" the Mother said.
"I can't look at her...I can't even touch her, I'm afraid I'll hurt her" handing the small unwanted child to a bewildered social worker.
The little didn't cry out. Just silent falling tears. Falling. Forever pushing the exper

Treesi look at the tree
the one we sat at
intials
faded
the days when innocence ruled all
a knife
a symbol of love
the tree stands tall it grows with delight
the carving higher and higher pulling away
our love like the tree is ripping apart
cutting the tree down will that bring you back to me
i sit by the tree
silence everywhere
emptiness
the tree will grow for a hundred years
the love we shared
eternity

Poem For My FatherA TEAR
A tear sliding down from the eyes of my soul
Painfully washing away all the dust of the earth,
Trailing to the heart of my being.
A tear falls gently on this tender heart,
The message of needs seen and heard.
The desire to do more, be more overshadows life's Light.
Each new day, every passing dawn, all is unchanged,
It's all the same.
A tear to take away the pain and shame
As it falls to the ground.
Removing the emotion but not my desperation.
The needs seen by my souls eyes.
Cries heard by my Provider.
He assures me he has heard
Promises it shall be done.
I believe and therefore I see
The hand of Love gently growing me,
Watering this garden with all my tears.
My winter is over, there are no buds.
My fall, long removed, yet still no roses.
I know my Father hears.
I know He is working for me!
Oh, my soul, not another tear.

Get Out The Vote !!!!hello all next tuesday is election day lets remember our guys in iraq and afganistan and the first responders here at home , we all joined ranks to defend and protect this country lets not elect politicians who have forgot about 9-11 or who could care less !!!! i have never forgot and i never will . our country was attacked and five years later we have people out there who want to line there own pockets and dont care about us!!!
god bless our troops and this country
never forget 9-11

Peoples Pages & PhotoThe thing that gets me is the people who won't allow any comments on thier pages but yet they want points.
Well...why should I waste my time pointing them if I can't make a comment..its like you earn those points:)
What I choose to do is "no comment, NO POINTS" and move on.
What do others think of this?
They want points....then allow comments on photos! SHEESH!!
They want freebie points on no butts and boobs and yet those that do..are too stuck up and think some of us good guys will just point them for free!!
Just a view...not those of my friends or this site...I endorse this message...:)

FriendsPeople come into our lives for some reason or another. We don't know why and we may never know why that person came into our lives. We may meet in person, out in a club, or even on the internet.
For those we meet on the the internet we may meet in peron, we may talk on the phone, and then again we may never to either.
But, you know when you are having a bad day. You can send a note to a friend and know that they are there to pick up the pieces. Tell you that you are special and truely mean it. There are some that might tell you what you want to hear. But, in your heart you know who is really being honest, caring, and concerned about you.
You have nothing to lose and everything to gain by making new friends. All I can say is that I'm blessed to have made some friends on here. You know who you are and you also know that you are truely very very very special to me.
Hugs and Kisses to you my friends.

Check This OutUsing your body
Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Nominated For Who's Who In Poetry By The International Society Of PoetsTHIS IS THE EMAIL I RECEIVED....THIS IS SOOO TOTALLY AWESOME!!! PAT ME ON THE BACK, BUT FOR ON HERE...JUST READ MY POEMS I'VE POSTED IN MY BLOGS, RATE AND LEAVE ME COMMENTS PLEASE!!! MUCH APPRECIATED.
Dear Vicki,
JUST ANNOUNCED . . .
VICKI JOINER HAS BEEN SELECTED TO PARTICIPATE IN ONE OF THE MOST EXCLUSIVE ANTHOLOGIES,
THE INTERNATIONAL WHO'S WHO IN POETRY.
Over the past several months, we have been reviewing the thousands of poems submitted to us, as well as examining the poetic accomplishments of people whose poetry has appeared on the Internet and in various editions released by other poetry publishers in America and Europe. After an exhaustive examination of this poetic artistry, The International Library of Poetry is pleased to inform you that you have been nominated for inclusion in . . .
THE INTERNATIONAL WHO'S WHO IN POETRY
Congratulations on your accomplishment, Vicki. This is an extraordinary honor. The International Who's Who in Poetry will be amon

Just Some Fun Stuff!!1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX?
(because they are plugged into a genius)
2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX?
(they don't have enough time)
3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG?
(they don't stop to ask directions)
4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS?
(because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock)
(You're laughing, aren't you?!?!)
5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS?
(so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties)
6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN?
(you need a rough draft before you make a final copy)
7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN?
(don't know.....it never happened)
( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!)
And my personal favorite:
8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH?
(because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)
Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and
laughter in your heart......Then you are just an old

My Pornstar Name!Your Pornstar Name is:Cherry Coxx
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Yes More Updatez On MeSunday, I am doing ok kind of sick but I will make it ok.. Yes I went and seen the santa clause three it is a really good movie and funny I think you all would love it.. I really love it.. And I cant wait to get it on DVD when it comes out.. My head is hurting right now but I am going to take something in a bit and it is going to make me sleepy lol so I can't be on here long ok.. just to tell you all what is going with me ok.. Got to go bye bye..
Virgo24

The New Fishing RodThe sound of the aluminum bow striking, cutting, slicing the choppy waves should have been loud in my ears, but the thump of my own heartbeat was drowning out the noise of the boat plowing through the slightly rolling water. The small vessel was making almost 15 knots as we headed off the eastern shore of Lake Michigan. The boat had more speed to give, but only at the cost of a roaring engine, too loud to talk over and bumps that would require a firm grasp of the rails. The salmon beckoned, begging to be caught, but my wife's excitement called us even louder.
I looked at Carolyn as she stood there, facing us so she could talk, her back braced against the door to the small cabin as her arm draped against my knee and her hand grasped high on my thigh, to keep her balance in the face of the choppy jouncing ride. Her face was flushed with excitement and a soft smile curved her lips. I looked at her other hand, the one laying in the crotch of our new friend.
She saw me look at her

What Type Of Witch?You are 87% Witch or Wizard! You are the Witch or Wizard that sees the entire universe as one thing, using the power you have to create the world for us all. Blessed be!What type of Witch or Wizard are you?Create a Quiz

This Is Fuckin SadGirl: Hey
Boy: What?
Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you.
Boy: Ok...
Girl: What do you mean "ok"?
Boy: I don't like you like that...
Girl: Why not?
Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...
From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up.
Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me!
Boy: Do you really wanna know why?
Girl: Yes!
Boy: It's because you're uglier than ANYTHING! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?!
Girl: But... I...
Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!
The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings.
Girl: Hello?
Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.
Girl: Alright Mom.
Mom: I love you.
Girl: I love you too, Mom.
Mom:

Love Comes In All Sizes!!!Love comes in all sizes
Your friends will support you...
And respect your creativity
For thinking outside the box...
They'll be there when you need a
Shoulder to lean on...
Or a great big hug...
A true friend takes interest in
Understanding what you're all about...
They see beyond the black and white
To discover your true colors...
And accept you just the way you are...
Even when you just wake up in the morning
So make your own kind of music...
Follow your heart wherever it takes you...
And when someone reaches out to you,
Don't be afraid to love them back...
They may just be a friend for life...
Practice patience and tolerance...
Good friends are hard to find, harder
to leave...
And impossible to forget!!!
Share this with all your unforgettable
friends today...

(not So)secret Pointsok,
i keep on finding new ways to give & get points....
rate & comment stash is another way i have found to gain points....
there was another way... but i have forgotten, though i posted about it somewhere....

Virginia Anyoneany of you sweet and sexy and honest cherries out there from virginia . i was born and raised there would love to meet new people from there , drop me a line

BoredI'm really bored and I felt like typing so if you got stuck reading this I really am sorry....but yea...Ben is asleep on David's bed and David is asleep on the couch. You should see them right now...ben is much cuter when he sleeps and David is ugly no matter what you do to him...

Tell Me Why My Tears Run After So Many Years Of Not Cryingthought my tears ran dry
but yet again i cry
i wonder why
all the shit i went through
brought me to where im standin and where i got to
i sit here with strength in my heart
i wont fall apart
because for once someone stayed true
truer then i ever was to the blue
like you dont even have a clue
if you think you do you a fool
the pain ive endured was cruel
and unrelenting
now im repenting
representin all the fallen
i hear em callin
my name
the game aint a game
im like a shoutdown from the heavens
Thats why im alive man im their lucky 7
Thanks you to the people who have stayed true to me
ill be there for you always, thank you....

Run Of Bad LuckWell things have been going good for me over all, as if you would know since this is my first blog on here. Lately I've had some rotten luck, first of all, my car broke down, then my fiancee got sick and I missed work for a few days to stay home and take care of the kids, then I was sick. But back to the car, thinking it was the starter I replaced that, well no luck there. Thinking I might have gotten a bad starter I took it back off and sure enough it was cracked. So went back to the auto parts store got a new one, put it on and guess what....still wouldnt start. So I switched batteries with the van we have but have no plates on so we cant drive it, and that didnt work, but I did get the van started with the battery from the car. Let that run for about 30 min or so, make sure it was charged. Then, but the battery back in the car and it started finally....but, the belt was squealling like crazy...turns out that the alternator is locked up, so now I have to replace that, which I have no

Mrs Flyhead Is Asking For Your Help People..plzzz Repost (repost)Hey guys...I need your help once again!...Im in The LC Princess Contest..It Goes By RATINGS!!!!..PLZ Come Drop Me A 10 And A Comment!!!...This Is My Last Contest For Awhile..I'm SOOOOOOO Tired!!!....
Thanks Lovlies
x0x
-Ash
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A To Z Of Goddess EnergyThink of your childhood role models that influenced your life: Poppy King for her revolutionary red lipstick; Xena Warrior Princess for her ball-busting abilities; Anastacia for making blue sunglasses cool and Kylie Minogue for proving little people can be glam too.
They all glow with attributes to admire – courage, integrity and an amazing sense of purpose, to name but a few of the signs of a powerful, well-nourished inner goddess.
It is energy you can exude yourself, simply by reconnecting with your inner goddess and setting her free. It can be as simple as rejuvenating your chakra energy centers, using affirmations and positive mantras and being conscious of your own powerful, dormant goddess energy
Here is an A to Z guide of attributes that you can use to tap into goddess energy so others too can see your essential self.
* Abundance – You can ask the Universe for an abundance of material, emotional or spiritual things, providing you are not greedy or selfish in your r

What Is It?Well i just might delete cherrytap cause no one ever comments or visits my page anymore, i post comments, photo comments and all, but hardly anyone ever does me.

Retarded?I think so.. A fucking monkey can work this site but me being a space cadet apparently I can't LOL. Jebus!

When The Rain Comes....I hear the wind gusting like my breath when your wrapped around me. Rain falling hard like the love i have.The rain trickling on my window pane like the love between my legs whenever you touch me. Sky black like the sin we commit when our bodies connect. The roads slick like your tongue as it makes a trail from my lips, to my breasts, my tummy, then my legs, finally ending its journey between my thighs. The sound of the wind hitting the shutter against the window reminds me of the sound the bed makes when we pick up the pace. Your kiss invisible like the clouds floating in the night barely there but present. Our eyes twinkling in the dark like the stars that sit so perfectly in the sky.
Sweat dripping from our bodies like we were standing in the middle of a hurricane. Thundering like a sudden storm I go to your favorite place leaving drops of water from my lips as they gently massage your senses whenever i kiss apart of your chest. Eagerly i make my way down till i wrap my lips aro

Survivor Cook IslandsSurvivor Cook Islands is the only TV show I watch..... If you haven't seen the Cook Islands.. they are beautiful.... I definitely want to go there.. the waters are crystal aqua blue.... and the islands are breathtaking.... This is one of my favorite Survivor episodes... mainly because of the islands.....

A True FriendA true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

Just ThinkingI know that CT has become nothing but a popularity contest and at first it was great getting attention and tons of friend requests, but now it's just kind of annoying....I have tons of people on my friends lists and VERY rarely do I talk to any of them. It's crazy. Of course I know that most of the guys just requested to be my friend to see my pics and that was ok at first too, but now I'm looking for some real friendships. I think here very soon I am going to pretty much completely remove my friends list and start over.. with very few people staying on it. I get so sick of seeing "rate my pics to become my friend" bullshit. It's stupid and childish!

Before I Go To Bed Tonight...Before I go to bed tonight
I just had to let you know,
I truly do appreciate
The kindness that you show.
Before I go to bed tonight
I thought that you should hear
That every time we chat or write,
I hold each second dear.
Before I go to bed tonight
I had you on my mind.
I thought of things you've done or said,
Things from a heart so kind.
I hope this letter makes you happy,
If only for a while
But I'd gladly write a million
If it would make you smile.
I know this may sounds silly,
Like perhaps I've lost my head.
But I just had to let you know these things,
Before I went to bed.
*9/11 has shown us that you never know what might happen tomorrow. You don't know if tomorrow will even come, so send this to everyone special in your life because tomorrow might be too late!*

CherryliciousCHERRY!
Okay, it's official! Starting tonight (Saturday), I officially start my new job as a dancer (stripper)!!!
Okay, you can quit laughing!!!!!
Seriously tho... It's something I've always wanted to try, and I figure now is the best time to give it a go and see what happens. If I like it, I'll keep doing it. If I don't, I won't. Simple enough.
So, anyway, wish me luck. And, I've been initiated into "the sorority" as "Cherry" by another dancer, cause of my red hair.
BUT... If anyone thinks of a better name, please let me know. (However, what could be better?)
:o)

Late Night Memories...I just woke from a dream so vivid that I rolled over expecting you to be there. And it brought to mind without warning a frequent occurance I'd had many nights before and years ago...
Laying next to you and running my hands over your sweat soaked chest, trailing my fingers across the surface of your skin while you sleep on, oblivious. Then my breath would follow my fingertips, cooling you enough that little shivers ripple beneath. Inevitably, from force of habit, my hand trails lower, wraps around you, strokes and cups, get you hard. Still you sleep. So to amuse myself and because I can't resist, I slide down in our bed, until I can catch your scent, kiss your flesh, and fill my mouth with you. I hear you moan and smile around you. I feel your hand in my hair, trailing down my back and I know you're still in that in between place of dreams and awareness. Content where I am with my head on your thigh, I run my tongue across the place that you like best and feel your hand tighten on my

A KeeperA Keeper
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One day someone\'s mother died.
And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the
daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more.
No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more \"just one minute.\"
Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away . . never to return before we can say good-bye, say \"I Love You.\"
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So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . and care for it
and fix it when it\'s broken . . and take good care of it when it\'s sick.
This is true for marriage ... and friendships .
And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging

Blah Blah BlahThe art of communication is a difficult one, at best, to develop, apply, and coerce into action. The fact that language is arbitrary, and words are subject to a myriad of interpretations based on personal experience leaves a huge chasm to cross when writing, talking and interacting with others. A simple example of this would be the word pizza. For most, it evokes a comforting dining experience of warm crust, melted cheeses, and assorted toppings that leave the diner wanting more. For others, it is a disaster for the diet, and yet others, might conjure up a bad beer night that ended with several hours over the toilet. For several years, I couldn't even stomach the smell of pizza, because I associated it with a bout of food poisoning that left me wanting to die for a week. So, when we attempt to "understand" what others are communicating to us, it will always be bound up in associations that we attach to the words that they are offering to us. That in itself might make it tough to purcha

PoemISHOT AN ARROW INTO THE AIR,
AND WHERE IT LAND I KNOW NOT WHERE.
FOR WHO HAS SIGHT SO KEEN AND RIGHT,
THAT HE CAN FOLLOW AN ARROW IN FIGHT.
I SUNG A SONG INTO THE AIR,
AND WHERE IT LAND I KNOW NOT WHERE.
FOR WHO HAS SIGHT SO KEEN AND STRONG,
THAT HE MIGHT FOLLOW THE FLIGHT OF SONG.
LONG, LONG AFTER IN AN OAK,
I FOUND THE ARROW STILL UNBROKE.
AND THE SONG I SANG FROM BEGINNING TO END,
I FOUND AGAIN IN THE HEART OF A FRIEND...
HENRY WADSWORTH LONGFELLOW...

Though Comments Flow On Cherrytap"Though Comments Flow on CherryTAP"
On CherryTap's site the Comments flow...
Between the Alerts row on row,
That mark our lives.
And in our ears...
The tunes still bravely playing,
Scarce heard amid our Shouts below.
We are the dead...Short days ago we lived...
Felt dawn...Saw sunset glow,
And now we reside on CherryTAP.
Take up our quarrel with the foe...
To you from failing hearts we throw the torch,
Be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith...with those who die,
We shall not sleep...
Though Comments flow on CherryTAP.
By: S. Michael

Some Poes By Me!...janeA BRIEF MEASURE IN TIME
Night whispers your name with mine. Heat, summer ,the rain and time. All a mixture to dance upon the the skin. As mends and blends and scents arises.
Moans, sighs, and laughter shared for a brief measure in time. Your face, your taste,I will remember as mine.
For a brief measure in time
JUST FOR TODAY
Just for today I wish you could understand how I feel
Just for today I wish we could stop and look at each other and know how lucky we were to have each other
Just for today I wish I could have told you How much I loved you , just one more time, to have you believe me
Just for today I wish ,you would have loved me enough not to hurt me with words
Just for today I wish I could go back in time and erase all the hurt
Just for today I wish I could reach out and touch you
Just for today the silence is the only sound ,letting it seep into myself making me numb
Just for today the tears fall silently down my face and I wont wipe them a

Posted Missing...lolHi folks....just to let you know that I don't have an I.S.P at the moment, and can only get online by using my mates computer. I am not going to abuse the priveledge, so I will not be on very often. My new i.s.p. will not be active till the middle of december....till then ...keep the faith...hope you will all still be here when I get back online.
cheers
Adam

Blah Blah Blahwell fuck u all what no one wants to talk fine peace out bitches

How Normal Are UYou Are 65% Normal
Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal
You're like most people most of the time
But you've got those quirks that make you endearing
You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!
How Normal Are You?

Absolutly True"Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction.
We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream.
It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same!
or one day we will spend our sunset years telling our children
and our children's children what it was once was like in
the United States where men were free."
"Unknown Aurthor"

So This Is Why I Couldnt Sleep Till 2.30 This Morning...Have you ever wondered how a woman's brain works?
Well....it's finally explained here in one, easy-to-understand illustration: ? ??
Every one of those little blue balls is a thought about something that needs to be done, a decision or a problem that needs to be solved.
Good thing a man's brain requires only two balls.
hehe, brilliant, i couldwatch this for hours..
facinating

10 Thingswas tagged to do 10 things about myself... hmmm
1. I have Two Children
2. In a Long Term Relationship
3. I work At Kum And Go.. (gas station)
4. I am a very shy person
5. I have a cat named Godzilla
6. My hair is almost long enough to touch my ass!
7. I dont smoke.. and only drink occasionally
8. I am a very family oriented person
9. I hate wearing shoes.. but i love owning them..lol
10. I hate doing theese things :)
people to tag...
1. rock star king
2. sir cherries alot
3. furrydevil
4. scrawberry
5. DJ Datamaster
6. Holiday
7. ~kit~
8. innocentprncss
9. dragonking7474
10. angel in disquise

Deathmy dad passed away on friday. He died of cancer. He wasn't my real dad but he might as well have been he was the ony father figure I had and he has been in my life since I as 2. I will miss you Scamp!!!

The Time Winding Down. A Poem By MallyThe Time Winding Down
Sitting here.....pondering thoughts and questions. Wondering what my purpose in your life is and if I meet your needs. I often feel as though I'm invisible to you and unappreciated for the things I do and say. Overhearing conversations that maybe I shouldn't listen in on and hearing you speak of another just rips through my heart like a knife with a dull blade. Slowly tearing me apart eventually leading to my death. How is it that just a simple word can make me smile or cause me so much pain, leaving me in tears and with so much heartache? Am I just an amusement for you? Someone you can play with and never worry about my feelings or thoughts? Can you honestly describe me in such detail as you do the others? Do you even really know who I am? Do you see the pain when you look into my eyes? Love.....A word I've heard many times, but what does it all mean if it's not from the heart? I hide behind my social mask and paint a pretty picture that is belie

Experience TestIn essence, the theme of expressing my feelings, attitudes and understanding of specific aspects of the world around me are direct reflections and interpretations of personal experience. The struggle is never about the actual expression of feelings, but rather understanding the motives behind these emotions.
Complex, who isn’t? Romantic, possibly.
Individualism is difficult to fathom only when one is grounded into a ridged set of structured beliefs.
I don’t like.
That is a sentence I seldom approach.
My job as a writer and a film maker is to use my life to explore other people’s lives. I discover things, people, experiences and events. A colossus myriad of different emotions neatly tucked away. In doing this I become a better person. I certainly don’t know everything, and have recently created an aversion to any form of denial.
If I was self-centered and shallow minded; in even the smallest sense, my work would suffer and my creativity brutally slaughtered. It’s

ArousedYa know, I still get hot reading my own stories! I was reading/editing Sorority (on my site and soon to be in the membership section) and it got me all worked up. Now I'm debating on waking up my sleeping fiance so he can do his magic with his tongue again! :)
Well, we'll see. Still have work to do!

Nj Firefighter Killed In IraqWe are sad to advise you that Carlstadt, New Jersey FF Michael Schwarz
was killed in the line of duty in Iraq yesterday. Mike was a member of
Carlstadt Engine Company #2, along with his father, past chief Ken
Schwarz and his brother Frank Schwarz who is a Lieutenant.
Mike was also a member of the Wallington (NJ) FD Emergency Squad. Our
deepest respect and condolences go out to the family and friends of
Mike....along with our sincere appreciation to him-and all who serve
our Country's military
Courtesy of MsTags.com

Packing All DayBeen working on getting my updates together to send in as I may be with out computer access for a couple days and getting those ready to go in ahead of time, so all of you can still see my sexy updates on time. Speaking of just update is
www.motoxgirl.net
www.naughtyalyse.com
Then did a few custom videos that I had to get out so my customers would be happy.
And then packed and packed, and my living room is full of boxes and I still have more packing to do lol. So I am hoping to wind it up tomorrow.
We decided we were renting our place out here and have helped a lady out at the grocery store that we have known for a long time, so its good to give someone a good home to stay in pretty cheap and here at the holidays as well.
Kisses
Alyse

"if I Ever Go To War"If I Ever Go To War
If I ever go to war Mom,
Please don't be afraid,
There are some things I must do,
To keep the promise I made.
I'm sure there will be some heartache,
And I know that you'll cry tears,
But your son is a Marine now; Mom,
There is nothing you should fear.
If I ever go to war Dad,
I know that you'll be strong,
But you won't have to worry,
Cause you taught me right from wrong.
You kept me firmly on the ground,
Yet still taught me how to fly,
Your son is a Marine now Dad,
I love you Semper Fi!
If I ever go to war Sis,
There are some things I want to say,
You've always had my back,
And I know it's my time to repay.
You'll always be my daybreak,
Through all of life's dark clouds,
Your brother's a Marine now, Sis,
I promise I'll make you proud.
If I ever go to war my Friends,
We'll never be apart,
Though we may not meet again,
I'll hold you in my heart.
Remember all the times we had,
Don't let your memories c

Just One Of Those DaysThe day starts off so beautfully. Then in just the blink of an eye it turns to crap. My day goes just fine. Then I pick up Casey. It is really unbelieveable how fast he can put me in a bad mood. Some days I just want to punch him. Just stretch my arm out across to his seat and just knock the hell out of him. I can do the same thing to him. It just sucks ass that we know what buttons to hit. In the end it just makes me really glad to have a day that goes good from start to finish.

DeathDeath is a vortex, he slowly draws you in
You can try to escape, but he won't let you win
Run away, call out, "catch me if you can"
But he sees always to where you have ran
Go seek a doctor, they may help you to run
But when its their time, death will have more fun
All try to escape, none ever succeed
You only delay time and suffer a slower bleed
Death will swirl around you, thats when its time
He will draw you in, its the end of your line

Try This One Out For Size !!!!AMAZINGLY ACCURATE
Whatever you do, don't cheat!
CHINESE HOROSCOPE :
THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON,
WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE
CHINESE NEW YEAR
FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS -
DO NOT CHEAT
OR IT WON'T WORK AND
YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T.
TAKE 3 MINUTES
TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT.
THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID
HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL
NO CHEATING !!!!
THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.
DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.
IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY
1st. Get PEN and PAPER
2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.
4th. SCROLL DOWN
ONE LINE AT THE TIME
DON`T READ AHEAD
otherwise
YOU WILL

It's All About The Porn Name!!!The porno of Walnut's life will be called ...
"Threes Company"
'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com

::sigh::hgdsfhakldnadbvkasdfwlhekjdahsdlgkdhaslgkdas
thats how I can explain my life now.

For My New FriendsHey all,
Just wanted to say thanks a lot for all your comments and messages and rating me you guys are AWESOME, I'm sorry I haven't been able to return the favor, but I will try to ASAP, you just gotta bear with me cause im working with dial-up connection and as you can imagine it takes a while for things to load, so just wanted to say thanks to everyone and you WILL hear from me soon!

What Would You Do?A FEMME ASKED ME LAST NIGHT "WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YA CHILD WAS AT HOME CRYIN A LONE ON THE BED ROOM FLOOR CAUSE HE'S HUNGRY AND THE ONLY WAY TO FEED HIM IS TO SLEEP WITH A MAN FOR A LITTLE BIT OF MONEY?" AND I THOUGHT OF THIS SONG!
I TOLD HER THERE ARE MORE WAYS TO FEED YA CHILD THEN THAT ONE! I KNO HOW SHE FEELS NOT KNOWIN WHERE HER AND HER BABY'S NEXT MEAL IS GONNA COME FROM!!! I KNO HOW IT IS, BUT YOU SHOULD NEVER TURN TO A WORLD WHERE YOU FEEL YOU HAVE TO SLEEP WITH A MAN TO GET A LIL DOUGH! THERE IS ANOTHER WAY! I KINDA GOT TOUGH WITH HER AND TOLD HER TO GET UP ON HER FEET AND LET GO OF EVERY ACCUSE, CAUSE I KNO SHE DONT WANT HER BABY TO GO THROUGH WHAT SHE WENT THROUGH! I TOLD HER TO STOP MAKIN TIRED ACCUSES, IF A LOT OF THESE MOTHERS OUT HERE CAN DO IT, I KNO SHE CAN DO IT!!!

Memories Of A Woman Pleasure....2About eleven at night my two ladies came home, and hav-
ing receiv'd rather a favourable account from Martha, who
had run down to let them in, for Mr. Crofts (that was the
name of my brute) was gone out of the house, after waiting
till he had tired his patience for Mrs. Brown's return, they
came thundering up-stairs, and seeing me pale, my face
bloody, and all the marks of the most thorough dejection,
they employed themselves more to comfort and re-inspirit me,
than in making me the reproaches I was weak enough to fear,
I who had so many juster and stronger to retort upon them.
Mrs. Brown withdrawn, Phoebe came presently to bed to
me, and what with the answers she drew from me, what with
her own method of palpably satisfying herself, she soon dis-
covered that I had been more frighted than hurt; upon which
I suppose, being herself seiz'd with sleep, and reserving
her lectures and instructions till the next morning, she
left me, properly speaking, to my unrest; fo

HollowHollow
What's left inside him?
Don't he remember us?
Can't he believe me?
We seemed like bothers
Talked for hours last month
About what we wanna be
I sit now with his hand in mine
But I know he can't feel...
No one knows
What's done is done
It's as if he were dead
I'm close with his mother
And she cries endlessly
Lord how we miss him
At least what's remembered
It's so important to make best friends in life
But it's hard when my friend sits with blank expressions
No one knows
What's done is done
It's as if he were dead
He as hollow as I alone now
He as hollow as I alone
A shell of my friend
Just flesh and bone
There's no soul
He sees no love
I shake my fists at skies above
Mad at God
He as hollow as I converse
I wish he'd waken from this curse
Hear my words before it's through
I want to come in after you
My best friend
He as hollow as I alone

I Want YouOh how I want you
You have no idea
I imagine your touch on my body
And how it feels so real
I want to taste your lips
They look so inviting
I want to grab a hold of your hand
So we can go exploring
Don’t be afraid
There’s nothing to fear
Please don’t hold back now
I need you here
Hold me tight to your body
And never let go
Because being with you
Would be like a dream come true
I just want to be with you
Just one time
I want to be able to hug you
And call you mine
So If you give me this chance
I promise I’ll make it worth your wild
I’ll take you on the ride of your life
No worries, you’ll come back with a smile…

How Do You Measure Lovethere are many levels of love. we have the love of a child, which is unconditional and very rewarding. we have the love of a pet, also, unconditional and rewarding. as we grow from being a child to an adult, some ppl say our love changes and its due to our lifestyle and how we were treated as a child. Some ppl forget how to love or they are afraid of giving love because of the fear of being rejected and having their heart crushed. its sad when we come across someone that has been hurt, and taken advantage of. its hard to gain the trust of these types of ppl. i will never understand how a person can use another person to gain material things in life Or to take them for granted. there are many things in life i don't understand, and i think this will remain as one of the top 10 things.. "How can a person look another one in the eyes and say "I love You".. and NOT mean it?? How can a person sleep at night knowing that they have used another person??
Here is a few question...
"how many

Underage, Appearance Etc..ok i'm back at it again, it was actually a MUM that made this rant come to mind. so here we go again folks.
PEOPLE LET ME EXPLAIN SOMETHING TO YOU.
there is a term called " the company you keep" and it is very true.
YOU personally might not be a crackhead but if you hang out with crackheads people are going to think you are a crackhead. and you cant blame them for that because you always hangin with a crackhead.
ladies if you dress like a slut then more than likely you are going to attract that type of attention from men. we are going to look at your legs if you are in a mini skirt, we are going to look at your boobs if you are in a low cut top.
which brings me to underage people on CT. now most agree that they shouldnt be here but there are the few people who see nothing wrong with it.
with all that being said.
THIS IS WHAT CAUSES TROUBLE.
THIS IS WHAT MAKES BREEDING GROUND FOR THE BULLSHYT.
this site is classified as an adult site which means we are going to talk abo

I'm Soooooooooooooo NewHI EVERYONE. I AM BRAND NEW AND LOST. I JUST FIGURED OUT "MYSPACE". THROUGH THAT I GOT INVITED HERE. I LOVE WHAT I SEE BUT I'M LEARNING. THANK EVERYONE THAT HAS STOPPED BY WITH WONDERFUL COMMENTS. WHAT A GREAT WELCOME! I WILL REPLY TO ALL OF YOU AS SOON AS I MASTER THIS. SO PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME AS I LEARN AS I GO. HAVE A GR8 DAY! YOUR NEW FRIEND, PEE-JAY

Who Are You?You drive me to desire
So I can begin to imagine
What lies behind the closed door
I find myself helpless
Straddling the line you draw
Somewhere between reason and insanity
I listen to your every word
But have no idea why
Who are you
That I follow every word you say?
Why am I
So helpless and so quick to obey?
Something's taking over me
That I cannot resist
You haunt even my deepest dreams
No matter where I go
You're never far away
My mind says
surrender
While my soul cries out
defend
Yet
you alone are in command
Relentlessly pushing me
On to climb the bigger hills
Taking my every breath away
And you just stay right there
The captain of my ship
Inside my thoughts
Inside my head
You're always in the front
You command me
You control me
And I'll do anything you want
Who are you
That I follow every word you say?
Why am I
So helpless and so quick to obey?
Something's taking over me
That I cannot resist
You haunt even my deepest dreams
No matter

Just Some Questions....So if you were pissed off about something and you told who ever u were pissed at what was wrong, and they said they understood, but didnt do anything to make the situation better, what would you do? Am i in the wrong for being even more mad?
Ok and another thing... Say you had a friend of the oppiset sex and you were really close... And you thought you got over the hole lieing about girlfriends and boyfriends and were u were going and all that bull shit! BUT you think that person is lieing again, your not suer, u want to trust them, but something is telling you its not true. What do you do?
What do you do if you love someone so much to the point that you cant be or stay mad at them, but everything about them that is pissing you off is just being held in and you dont want to yell at them, but you have to let it all out! And when you do let it out, nothing is accomplished except one thing out of the many you discused, or yelled about?
Just a few questions that have been on my mi

I Need A......I need a man. Not some guy scared of me (tho that would be nice 2). I need a man that has an opinion and isn't scared of mine. I need a man that has a sense of humor, and knows mine. I need a man that has a brain, and knows when to NOT say something. I need a man that knows how to read body language. I need a man that likes to look into my eyes. I need a man that isn't scared to bend me over his leg, spank me really hard and then feed me his cock, while telling me, "You're a dirty slut. Suck my cock whore!" I need a man that has a fire in his heart for me. I need a man that is willing to let me into his heart, know what's on his mind, and hold me in his arms. I need a man not scared to dance to my beat. When 2 ppl come together it's to combine the music, not dance to one beat. I need a man. A real man. Are you?

Trouble With DaughterWe live in a two-story house with the bedrooms on the second floor our daughter has one and of course, we have the other, in the summer we leave the door between our slightly ajar. My 18 years old daughter had gone to bed early that night and it was not until 11pm that my wife and I went to bed. We sleep in the nude with just a sheet to cover us. Well we started to get it on and were pretty hot, her tits are just the right size (More than a mouth full is wasted). I was sucking her tits like no tomorrow and she loved it, then I started using my tongue and working my way down her body nice and slowly making her move with anticipation of what was coming.
With this going on, we throw the sheets off not thinking that our daughter might be watching. I placed a pillow under my wife’s ass to raise it a little higher. Finally, I got down to her clit, which I had not touched and blew my hot breath on it, then she let out a little moan. I moved tongue up and down the opening to her cunt pushin

Jack In The Fucking Box!okay you know what, i SO want to move outa this hell hole! but i can't, cause i have no where to go!! Im now sharing a room with my little sister which sucks ass cause she's 10 years younger than me and she has sooooooooooo much shit and she still has stuff in boxes cause she hasn't done anything with them, but thats not my fault my step dad has her doing so many activities that she has no freakin time to put stuff up in her room and my mom is getting pissed and wants to like rearange my WHOLE ROOM!! She's saying that my sister has no where to put anything which is BULLSHIT cause i made it so we have equal shelving! so fuck this shit i want to move out so bad! If anyone has any advice ill accept any of it!!! thanks for listening to me rant ill talk to ya'll later!
~Christine~

A Gift From The Heart (a Christmas Story)A Gift From The Heart
When I was 14 years old, my Mom and I didn't have money for a Christmas dinner, much less gifts.
I knew she was sad about it and I was determined we wouldn't let it get us down. Homemade gifts are nice but I wasn't very imaginative and too
broke for supplies. I decided to give my Mom something I treasured myself -- the one nice piece of jewelry I owned, a gold cross necklace.
I cleaned it, made sure there were no knots in the chain and wrapped it in the prettiest paper I could find. I was so excited, I couldn't wait for her to open it.
Single moms have it hard (as I know first hand now) and I really
wanted to see her smile. We always opened our gifts on Christmas Eve night
and that afternoon, I could wait no longer.
I asked if we could "have Christmas" early. I anticipated that
Christmas more than when I knew I was getting a lot of nice gifts. I didn't expect to get anything that year. It was about giving. I handed her the little box, hugged and kiss

A Man Can't WinThis for my friend: Nik who seems to think that Women arent good for any thing but this is what you say happens:
A Man Can't Win
Submitted by: Chuckie
If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race, you are a male chauvinist.
If you stay home and do the housework, you are a pansy
If you work too hard, there is never any time for her..
If you don't work enough, you are a good for nothing bum.
If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, this is exploitation.
If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your rear and find something better.
If you get a promotion ahead of her, that is favoritism.
If she gets job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity.
If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment.
If you keep quiet, it's male indifference.
If you cry, you are a wimp.
If you don't, you are an insensitive bastard.
If you make a decision without consulting her, you are a chauvinist.

This Is Serious...deff. Crying...i Love You Shawna...rest In Peace : ...{HEY BABY GIRL!!!!!
GUESS WHAT..IT JUST STARTED SNOWING...AND YOU NOT HERE...HEHE IM GOING TO MAKE A SNOW WOMEN AND NAME ITT SHAWNA AND THEN ME AND YOU WILL GET TO PLAY IN THE SNOW AGAIN...HAHA PLEASE DONT THROW BIG SNOW BALLS AT ME LOL : ] YEAH I KNOW YOU SMILING UPON ME RIGHT NOW...IM TRYING TO BE AS HAPPY AS I COULD SHAWNA ...REALLY AM..COUSE I KNOW IF IM HAPPY YOUR HAPPY AND THEN WE'D BOTH BE HAPPY..YOU KNOW WHAT...HOW ABOUT SOME HOT CHOCOLATE? IT IS PRETTY COLD OUT : ]..I CAN JUST HEAR WHAT YOUR SAYING..
"" HERSCHEL YOU ARE SO SILLY "" LOL YUPP YUPP....YOU AND OUR LORD IS PROB. LOUGHIN AT ME... : ]...BUT YEAH I JUST WANTED TO COME SHARE THIS FIRST SNOWFALL DAY WITH YOU BABY...I LOVE MORE THEN WORDS CAN EXPLAIN...AND SOMEDAY...WE WILL BE AGAIN...2-3 YEARS NOW SHAWNA....2-3 YEARS...IT DONT EVEN SEEM LIKE WE KNEW EACHOTHER THAT LONG...BUT WE DID...AND IM GOING TO MAKE SURE IT LAST FOREVER AND EVER..YOU ARE APART OF MY...YOUR MY SOUL...MY HEART...MY TEARS...MY EVERYTHING....I LOV

Hey Allcheck out my profile and leave a voice comment...its kool and no one has yet so be my first!!!!!!!!!!!

QuizYou have a sexual IQ of 142
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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Rabbit ThoughtsLet me take a moment to indulge in a little bit of free writing.
Know who you are and what you want.
Don’t waste your time if you don’t know these things.
Know the importance of communication ; be willing to accommodate.
People are different, with different needs.
Be mature and intelligent; it makes life easier.
Try not to be to religious; understand cultural and tradition.
Explore new avenues in life just don’t jump off a bridge.
Being witty never hurt anyone.
Being funny is just one of those things, not a talent.
If you can, skip the small talk and be honest.
Abstract by itself is a good concept.
Explain what you don’t understand and understand what you can’t explain.
Believe that a brush with death makes you truly alive.
If its freezing outside, put more clothes on.
Take a moment and sit on a couch and contemplate life.
Never hit dogs, children, or girls;
that is from a poem I once wrote.
Put just one of these items on your list;
and you're instantly, a

'serpent 'There's a serpent wrapped around my heart
and he's smiling up at me
He hisses softly as he squeezes tighter
slowly strangling me with every beat
Though I fight and though I scream
I'm helpless as he wrings the tears from my eyes
All I can do is watch in silence
as he crushes my soul and feasts on its remains
Even though I want him to go
I can't ask him to leave
because I don't even know his name
There's a serpent wrapped around my heart
and he looks like he's ready to strike
He's hungrily eyeing everything I have
and licking his fangs in desire
He sees my friends, he sees my love
and he wants them all for himself
If I just let him out he'd devour it all
and grow fat with misery inside my chest
But though I want him to stop
I can't ask him to leave
because I don't even know his name
There's a serpent wrapped around my heart
and now he's calling out to me.
He knows who I am
He knows what I want
and with forked-tongue whispers
he works it all against me
He

GnocchiI wish I was brought up Italian. They have the most incredible foods. Gnocchi is one of them. I have tried Gnocchi from many restaurants in my area and there is one that by far has the best around. I actually prefer mine with butter and salt (and maybe a touch of garlic powder - but then again, I put garlic powder on everything almost).
For those of you who don't know what a gnocchi is, it's a little dumpling of sorts, traditionally made out of potatoes, flour and eggs as the main ingredients. I wouldn't dare try to make them again after my first experience which was quite hideous.
Anyways, this is just another one of life's incredible inventions.

I Saw Mommy Kissing.......Erotic Christmas Stories
I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus
I still cannot even believe it myself . . . Santa Claus IS real! I am NOT kidding either. Of course I had stopped believing in Santa Claus a long time ago . . . probably when I was about eight years old.
I am 19 years old now and came home from college for the holidays to visit my Mom. She has lived all alone ever since my Dad left us.
On Christmas Eve I heard a sound coming from the living room. At first I thought that it was just Mom putting presents under the tree, something that she has always done. I use to laugh at how she would still try to make me believe in Santa after all these years by signing the presents -
To: Jenn
From: Santa
She would even go so far as to eat the cookies and milk that she insisted upon keeping out by the fireplace.
Well the noise didn't stop . . . Then suddenly I thought I heard a thump, as though something had fallen. So, to make sure that Mom was all righ

To All FriendsThis is Cowgirl!'s Friend she has asked that I let ya guys know that she is very sick and hasn't been able to get to the computer as often as she would like. So she hasn't forgotten ya guys she has just been in and out of the hospital with severe migraines and the docs don't know why or what is causin them. so she will return as soon as possible. she loves ya all and misses ya much!!
Thank ya
Cowgirl!'s Friend

I'm Trying To Do Something Very Special For Some One !I REALLY NEED A LOT OF HELP! I NEED EVERY ONE THAT CAN TO RATE MY PROFILE AND MY PICTURES SO THAT I CAN GET SOMETHING FOR A VERY SPECIAL PRESON THAT MEANS EVERY THING TO ME SO I NEED ALL THE HELP THAT I CAN GET! I REALLY NEED AS MANY PEOPLE TO HELP AS I CAN GET! I'M ASKING FOR EVERY ONES HELP!
PLZ HELP ME!

Wtf?UMmmmmm I NEED HELP!!!????? Does anyone kno how to change what your blast says? This is my 3rd blast but it DOES NOT say what I thought I typed all the way through???? All I could find was a delete button...so if I do that then my blst will be deleted and I paid for it for nuthing??

Which Reindeer Are You?You Are Vixen
Sexy and sultry, you're the one all the other reindeer dream about.
Why You're Naughty: That fur pulling spat you got into with Dancer over Santa.
Why You're Nice: Because even when you're nice, you're still delightfully naughty!
Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Picture ThisPicture this..
Me and You
alone in a
candle lit room
soft music in
the background
and rose petals
spead all around
the ambiance
is set
I'm startin
to rise
and you're
gettin wet...
Now picture this
I pull you close
to me
and I whisper in
your ear
I want to make love to you
right here! right now!
but I don't just want
to do it
one time, two times
or even three...
I want to make love
to you
for what will seem
like an eternity...
I want our bodies
to come together
as one
forever entwined
never to come
undone..
I'm already
trapped in your lust and
I now I want to be
lost in your love
our bodies will fit together
like a hand and glove..
I will love you
from now til infinity and
I'll make love
to you constantly...
Now..
what would you do
if I touched you here?
would you touch me there?
what about if I
kissed you here?
would you kiss me there?
and if I licked you

My Christmas Wish From All Of You!!!The KLUB HOUSE is doing alot to kick off the New Year right and make it a blast!!! We will need your help in doing so!!! Please, if you can donate please do so using the home page directory website page donation button located near the bottom of the page!!! Now please do comment on all this for we need to know what you think and what we can do to make things better!!! Do read all of this and the ones that do repsond and or repost this are my real true friends!!! I dont ask for much just a boost to get this and keep this going!!! Its all I have and I am putting all my time and mony into making something that will be very interesting to all if it is possible!!! So let me start off with all the major big info you may want to know and check out!!!
There are several great shows on the station for those that wish to know playing the hits unedited and with live requests taken as well as dedications!!! You can check out the great shows as seen listed bellow and tell us what you think!!! The

How Smart Are WeTrue or False
1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the
morning.
2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button.
3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years.
4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a
lot more.
5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart!
6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties.
7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute.
8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are
2-6 years old.
9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines.
10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498.
11. The average housefly lives for one month.
12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year.
13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened.
14. The average computer user blinks 7 times a minute.
15. Your feet are bigger in the afternoon than any other time of day.
16. Most of us have eaten a

Just A ThoughtWhat if we didnt take that chance in life? No matter what it was we did wrong. Everybody has done something crazy now and then, some more than others. I know I have done many things, but have no regrets. If I had a chance to change anything I have ever done.......I still wouldn't. We learn from our mistakes and move on to the next one. You never know what could or would happen until it does. We should regret what we haven't done. A friend of mine believes it's the little moments in life, one simple moment that gives you what you need, not all the other things. Life is little moments.....try to remember the good ones.

Dirty Toysok i have to say this you have no sexlife if you cant play with yourself
play with your toys play nice with others and live a healthy life by getting off at least 6 times in one day

BetrayalWell there is is..the truth. Everyone thinks they want the truth...then yo ufinally know it..and it's like someone ripped your guts out. I just had my 3 year anniversarry on the 6th of Dec. with my husband. No, I have not been happy for quite sometime,... but somehow deep down I still loved him nonetheless. In my heart of hearts i was hoping that before February (the deadline i had set for myself to get out if thing didn;t improve) that somehow a miracle would happen and things between us would change. I mean It's a scary daunting task looming in the wings, being single again. That's a scary place to be.... alone w/no certanty. But then again..marriage is no guarentee either.
Things have been really rough..for over 2 years now..but i was trying to ride it out. But the last 2 months or so i was baisically ready to throw in the towell. But i am a woman of morals and sensitivity beyond doing anyone person any real good. And i never once even kissed another man the whole time we have be

PoetryHer essence is not of her own
just a shadowy imitation of reality
that plays on the drums with borrowed words
She's the voice of reflection which bounces freely
from wall to wall repeating you word for word
patiently awaiting her next opportunity to mimic
Could she be the air that we breathe verbalizing
any insignificant comment and breaking its vow
of silence in order to be acknowledged? Is she
loneliness amusing herself by stealing words
that escaped its thoughts finding strength in
emptiness she rents the vacant room yet cannot
live in isolation for silence is her prison?

Barbie And Ken's Letter To SantaListen you fat troll, I've been saving your ass every year, being the perfect Christmas Present, wearing skimpy bathing suits in December and dressing in fake Chanel at sappy tea parties. I hate to break it to ya', Santa, but it's pay back time. There had better be some changes around here, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown, and trust me, you don't wanna be around to smell it. These are my demands for Christmas 2006:
1. Sweat pants and an oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker in hot pink bikinis. Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and Velcro up your butt? I don't suppose you do.
2. Real underwear that can be pulled on and off. That cheap-o molded underwear some genius at Mattel came up with looks like cellulite!
3. A REAL man... I don't care if you have to go to Hasbro to get him, bring me GI JOE. Hell, I'd take Tickle-Me-Elmo over that pathetic bump of a boy toy, Ken. And what was up with that earring anyway? HULLO!?!
4. It's

Part TenWhen the bedroom door closed behind them, Marie marveled at the change in Cat. Gone was the bossy dom that had just sent her husband out to "find some cock" for them. Cat was like an experienced older lover guiding a virgin through her first time. Of course, as Marie thought about it, it wasn't far from the truth. Even though, Marie had had fantasies about women, she had never even kissed one until Cat kissed her just moments ago.
Taking Marie in her arms and giving her small kisses on the neck Cat stopped long enough to explain "I have wanted you for so long. I didn't want James here or anyone else for that matter." Marie tingled at the feeling of Cat's warm whispers in her ear. "I just wanted it to be you and I making love", Cat continued as she swept Marie's blouse and bra to the floor.
The realization that this would be "making love" and not something they were doing just to be kinky , brought a warm feeling to Marie. She wanted this to be all the things her first tim

A New Way To Approve A WomenA NEW WAY TO APPROVE A WOMEN
(In the way of a Credit Application)
Name
Last First Middle
Address:
Address City State Zip
Telephone: Home # Work# Cell#
Date of Birth: Age
SS#
Weight Height
Ethnicity: (check) Black Hispanic White
Other
Do you live with any of the following: (circle)
Grandmother, Parents, Mother, Father, bOYfriend, Baby Daddy, Alone, Shelter, Husband, Auntie, Other
Any Children (circle yes or no) Yes No
If yes, how many
How many Baby Mamas? If more than one, please name below.
Use separate sheet of paper if need more room.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
Ever been married (circle ) Yes No If yes, how many times
Are you or have you ever been with another women? (circ

Helpin Out A Friendhoe
Hey Boys and girls out there! You love music? want to hear it played your way? Download Winamp and turn it to radio2therescue.com and listen in to Dj Sweets as she rocks out to your requests!
E-mail Your Requests to her at sinnica_nite@hotmail.com Or just listen in and get the site for on site Requests! And make sure you pass this on to your friends and family so Everyone can enjoy totally free totally live one on one requests with the beautiful Dj Sweets!
So Come on and party with us! All night long at
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JealousyJealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value. Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point - that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you. There is only one alternative - self-value. If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved. You will always think it's a mistake or luck. Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within. Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences. Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security. Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them.

This Stupid GameTHIS STUPID GAME
LIE IS A GAME
I WANT IT TO END,
I HATE THIS GAME
WHY MUST I DEFEND?
HATE ME IF YOU MUST
YOU, I WILL NEVER TRUST,
GIVE ME A KNIFE
I WILL TAKE MY LIFE
AND LOSE THIS GAME,
IF YOU DONT, THATS FINE
ITS NOT YOURS ITS MINE,
YOU SHOULDNT CRY
BECAUSE EVERYONE WILL DIE,
I DONT KNOW HOW
BUT IM ENDING MINE NOW!

Merry ChristmasJust wanted to wish everyone a very merry christmas. I hope you enjoy your holiday & all the new toys that we all hope to get.
Please BE SAFE this holiday season.

Well Figured Bloigging Is NeededWell to all cherry tappers and friends This is a first for me in many ways i do not blog but damn why not. So to all your Christmas and bedtime wishes may they all come through to me and to you.
best wishes happy haolidays and merry christmas

This Is How Fucked Up He Is...MsPassions.com
is going under construction...
this is why:
mrbberry55: Hello Kelly... I noticed you took my name off your tag site so i'm not getting credit for what i did... so i only thought it to be fair... i removed all the tags i made for you out of my photobucket... and put them on my hard drive... so all them links are dead now... i personally don't like being this way... but it was obvious you was tired of my friendship... sorry it had to come to this... if my name goes back on your site i'll put the tags back so the links are active... Hope all is well... Have a wonderful holiday season... Buster
This is a person that couldnt be trusted....
The site is being worked on...
I have learned not to trust Some...
BUSTER,,,,,,,you lost!

To All My Friendsi would like to wish everyone a merry christmas not that i will have a very merry christmas an jist wanna say sorry that not been on an talkin much my son has been in the hospital an ain't doin so very well so as i can i wil be onlinean hope u have a wonderful christmas

Whats Newhey man i am wondering about life i mean we all have secretes that we wish to make true mine is haveing two guys and having alot of fun i wonder how many are out there that feel the same way
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Through My EyesIn your eyes,
I see a love grown cold,
your love now fading,
Hidden in fear
buried in pain,
And covered in tears,
You fade away,
But through my eyes,
you shall shine for all the world to see,
in my eyes you shall never fade away,
can i be the one to ease your pain,
and stop these tears like never ending rain,
for i could never make the pain fade away,
for your grace is defined by the pains you face,
In my arms,
holding you close,
i see your love growing,
as I chase away your fears,
ease your pains,
and kiss away all your tears,
you forever shine,
through my eyes,
you shall shine for all the world to see,
in my eyes you shall never fade away,
can i be the one to ease your pain,
and stop these tears like never ending rain,
for i could never make the pain fade away,
for your grace in defined by the pains you face,
now growing old,
in each others arms,
our love never straying,
no more fears,
no more pains,
and no more tears,

Words To Live ByA 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready.
As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window.
"I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy.
"Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait."
"That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied.
"Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged .. it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it." It's a de

All About Me ! Me! Me!!!!I JUST WANTED TO SAY WHAT A VERY WARM WELCOME
YOU HAVE GIVEN ME:0)
AND I WANTED TO WISH YOU THE MOST BLESSED YULE POSABLE,MAY THE GODDESS KEEP YOU IN HER LIGHT..
AND HELP YOU ALONG YOUR LIFE'S PATH......
BLESSED BE

Wow!!okay i just posted that last blog...and i noticed i got a shit load of points...
was it from the blog?? :)
oh yeah, bitches, if you're reading this one and didnt read the one before, go back and fucking read it.

Spam MessagingOk now i don't know about you but i cannot leave anyone a comment now i just keep getting that damn spam message all the time....I'm even leaving people different messages like babyjesus said to do and it still won't work.

Troops, Love And WarMuch respect for the men and women willing to give thier lives for what we hold dear, and I would glady join them if we had an accountable government, and I'm Canadien. I would glady join if the military was based around building a strong infostructure to build up these countries..... instead of blowing up their towns and people..... no wonder they don't want to work with us and don't trust us.
All my prayers go to the soldiers and thier families, and I pray for peace and intelligent, accountable leaders.
Please watch and listen to entire video...
"War is Over.... if we want it" - John Lennon
"We condem the damned if we understand" - Sweatshop Union
System Of a Down Boom

My Tarot, The WorldYou are the World
Completion, Good Reward.
The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.
The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.
What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

PoetryWhen I look in the mirror I see my scars,
when I look in your eyes I see my scars,
When I look in the water I see my scars,
When I hold my arms out I see my scars,
when I lay down, tears of my scars fall
bloody red on my cheeks and pillow, As I
look up at the ceiling, your angel face haunts me,
My poor heart bleeds from my scars, because of you.
I lay there wondering what I did to deserve these scars,
I curl up in a ball and rock myself back and forward,
Calling your name out, as my tears roll down my cheeks,
I bawl up my hand and put it in my mouth and bite down hard,
I scream my pain out and curse your name, Why my sanctuary did
you make me love you with all of my heart and then you rip my heart out,
Now it bleeds in your hand. I lay there wondering if there is a women out there for me.
My wings spread out ready to fly me to a safe place, where i would be safe from the sun and
safe from your lovely face. Oh this scars of mine they hurt me so much, Is

If You Like Someone Read This!Be honest
*********
If u really like someone right now,
**************************
And miss them right at this moment,
****************************
And can't get them out of your head,
*****************************
Then re-post this titled "if you like someone read this"
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Within one minute,
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And whoever you are missing,
************************
Will surprise you tomorrow.
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BREAK THIS, AND YOU WILL HAVE THE
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WORST LIFE STARTING IN 2 HOURS

Drama QueensWhats up peeps? What's up with women acting one way at one minute and flipping things the next? Is there not a median in there some where? Give a brotha a warning before you get pissed off. PMS isn't an excuse and stop taking it out on guys becuase women PMS. Eve ate that damn Apple and SHE persuaded Adam. It wasnt the other way around. Ya'll know ya'll feel me on that. Not saying that the fellas dont cause drama cause we do. But we do give you a warning first. Most of us. So please just give us a warning.

Mean People Suck.dude...people can be so fucking ridiculous sometimes.
so there was this guy...and we started talking on here...whatever.
i thought he was cute as hell...and actually fucking intelligent...
and it seemed that the feeling was mutual.
so we started talking on the phone and texting A LOT.
we had a fucking 5 hour conversation one night...just laughing and having a good time.
so then i guess i made the mistake of actually telling him that i cared about him...and thought very highly of him...and that i in fact loved him.
it wasnt the kind of love where i cant live without this person...it was just like...you are a really awesome person and i love you, thing.
oh and that same night he saw me on web cam.
so either me telling him how great he is...or him seeing me on webcam totally changed his opinion of me.
maybe i'm a fucking fat ass after all and he didnt like that.
or maybe he talks to girls until he wins their affections in every way possible...then he drops them in the gutter li

X Maswell another year is almost past, as each year passes I get more and more home sick, so in order to get over it on christmas day as I cook dinner for friends I have Vodka and red bull that seems to help.

O Boy...Hey my sexy friends...
Whats up?
Will we got 4 more wounderful days before 2007..
I\'m so excited.... so again.. please tell me your plans for your New Years???
Me im goin to go party my ass off then come home and make a speacial dinner.
Feel free to leave your comments i love reading them

Dark Poetry For Your Viewing Pleasure...Farewell to Fantasy
Yesterday…
White patent Mary Jane’s,
Shuffle ever so slightly,
Closer, to moss covered stones.
She clutches a precious penny,
Securely, in her little hand,
Her eyes squeezed shut…
Upon soft, silent lips,
A fevered prayer…
Innocently, trusting to the end.
With a toss, anxiously given,
*Plunk*
Everything riding on this hopeless wager…
Made desperate by hopes and fears,
Disillusioned tears dry on her pillow..
A plea, left sadly unanswered.
The Wishing Well has gone dry.
Today…
Overgrown and rotting with age,
All the wishes have been stolen,
Then, determinedly drowned,
In ready to use, plastic gratification.
Fairytales turned commercial,
Mocking tender memories,
Everything Technicolor loud,
In Hi-Def Plasma ways.
Corporate pushers, sling the crack,
Stoned on Reality, we need the fix,
Survival, a game show…
Degradation, for the Almighty Dollar.
Entertainment, our soul salvations,
No longer satisfied in simple

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire For Black FolksWho Wants To Be A Millionaire For Black Folks
(Don't cheat and look at the answers at the bottom)
For $100: Someone who is jealous is often referred to as what?
A Buster
B. A Mark
C. A Pimp
D. A Player Hater
For $200: What substance is often found in a container on or near the stove?
A. Pickles
B. Used Grease
C. Jalepeno Peppers
D. Mayonnaise For $300: How would you describe someone's skin when it is lacking moisture?
A. Ashy
B. Musty
C. Flashy
D. Mushy
For $500: Which is not an official Kool-Aid flavor?
A. Grape
B. Red
C. Pink Lemonade
D. Orange
For $1000: Which civil rights leader can be found on the front of many church fans?
A. Malcolm X
B. Jesse Jackson
C. Martin Luther King, Jr..
D. Al Sharpton
For $2000: What hairstyle did the 80's duo Kid 'N Play popularize?
A. Jheri Curl
B. Finger Waves
C. Dreadlocks
D. High Top Fade
For $4000: In the sitcom "Good Times," what incident prevented the character Keith from entering t

Dark And GreyWhen the day is dark and grey you can see me there in the dark distant. The reason I am there is cause I have a life with a man that can't treat me good all the time and can't stand seeing me in the nude with out getting sick.I have children that fight and hate each other all the time and will not lisson to me cause I don't mean a thing to them at all. If I could get from the dark to a brighter place then I would be the brightest woman around,but to have that would be a dream in its self. So for know I will stay in the dark with a very glim gray cloud with light so far away.

Popping My Blog CherryDear Melody™....
You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________.
Love,
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(P.S. ______________.)

Happy New Year!Hello to all my friends, family and fans and Happy New Year to all of you! I hope everyone has a spectacular 2007!
As for myself, although 2006 was a tough year for me as far as my health was concerned, it will be one of the most memorable.
As some of you may know (meaning the ones that have spoken or written to me), I was diagnosed with Lymphoma in the beginning of the year, and spent the better part of it going for treatment. It was one of the most hellacious experiences I have ever had, and I pray none of you have to go through what I went through. But through it all, I had my friends, my family, and people that I met here to keep me strong and keep me focused on getting better.
The best part about it is, I learned that I will NOT be starting 2007 stricken with cancer. Earlier this month, I learned the cancer has gone into full remission. I will have one more treatment in a few weeks and that will be the end of this very rough road. I count my blessings that over all,

What Kind Of Ex Am IWhat type of an ex are you? Quiz
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My Result Was:
You are an evil and clingy ex. You haven't forgiven your ex yet. And you would love to torture him/her in every way.
What can I say? I'm going to make sure that son-of-a-bitch suffers every single day of his life!!! Just kidding...NOT!

You Let Me DownTHE UPS, THE DOWNS, THE MERRY GO ROUNDS
THE STILLNESS, THE SILENCE THE EERIE SOUNDS
THE LOVE, THE HATE
CAN'T SEEM TO FIGURE OUT MY FATE.
TO YOU I LEAVE THIS PARTING SONG,
SO SAD AND YET SO TRUE,
FOR NEVER HAS THERE BEEN SOMEONE,
WHO BROKE MY HEART LIKE YOU.
I DID'NT NEED A MANSION
JUST A HOUSE UPON A HILL,
I DID'NT NEED THE MONEY OR CARS
JUST YOU AND ME AND THE STARS.
I DID'NT NEED MATERIAL THINGS,
LIKE JEWELS AND DIAMOND RINGS.
ONLY NEEDED YOU AND YOUR TOUCH,
GUESS YOU DID'NT FEEL THE SAME
AT LEAST NOT AS MUCH.
WOULD HAVE SACRIFICED MY SOUL
WOULD HAVE GIVEN UP MY LIFE,
TO ME THE WORLD REVOLVED AROUND
ME BEING YOUR WIFE.
THE CRUEL THINGS YOU SAID,
YOU MIGHT AS WELL HAVE PUNCHED MY HEAD,
THE WAY YOU LOOKED AS YOU WALKED OUT THE DOOR,
YOU MIGHT AS WELL HAVE RIPPED OUT MY HEART
AND THROWN IT ON THE FLOOR.
INSIDE I'VE DIED
OUTSIDE I'VE CRIED,
BUT NOT ONE MORE TEAR I'LL SHED
BECAUSE WHEN YOU WALKED OUT THAT DOOR
MY HEART YOU COULD NO LONGER SHR

Born To Ride MagazineWe went to the Kickoff party for "Thunder by the Bay" (big biker convention... woohoo) and while we were there, the Born to Ride Magazine people were there and they took our picture and then later on, a photographer from the magazine asked me if he could take a picture of my "mom" tattoo on my shoulder, and he said he was gonna put it in their magazine....woohoo!! I'm gonna be famous.. LMAO

Valentine ApplicationThis is the " Valentine Application." Everyone knows there's at least one person on cherry tap that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun.
Area 1:
Please provide positive answers.
Name:
Age:
Phone:
Height:
Do you Drive:
State You Live In:
School:
Grade:
May I Call You:
Single or Taken:
Would You Date Me:
Kiss On First Date:
Will You Send This Back To Me?:
Area 2:
What would you do if I...
I made a move on u:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I asked you on a date:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there?
I asked u to have sex?
I asked u out?
Area 3:
What do you think about my...
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Body:
Area 4:
Have you ever...

Being Cautious Of Rebounding Relationships!In reading a posting of another member who was sharing his joys and concerns of his past decision to dissolve a marriage and move forward in a relationship that he found nearly a month later, I felt compelled to respond in the following manner:
"My only word of advice is to walk carefully. You don't want to be falling for her just because you are dissolving your marriage. It is easy to rebound in another relationship -- sometimes they work; sometimes they don't.
In a divorce recovery group I attended in San Antonio back nearly 8 years ago, they recommended that we didn't get involved in another relationship for another 2 years. It was recommended that we try to group date to help keep us to that word and we did just that, which was interesting in itself because we developed friendships that have lasted for a long time.
I found someone 2 years later that was very good to me. Unfortunately, he died on me (having a heart attack) about 2 years after that. The blessing out o

Lol At Stupid People....LOL stupid people amuse me....it reads from the bottom box up....lol not that you guys actually read these :)

Life StoryThis is a true story of how I met the on person who I truely "Love". It was back in the Summer of 1994 when I was dating someone else.
One hot summer day we had went out to play Basketball at the Arthur Street playground. When we got their we ran into one of her frineds that she had known and she introduced us. We hit it off good with talking and getting to know each other. We talked about everything and had a good time. In my mind I thought that this attractive Girl was talking to me and not running away from me. We had a good summer and by the time we went back to school the girlfriend had broke up with me because of some stupid shit. I didn't care because I got something better out of the deal and that was a new friend. We would always talk whether it was at school, on the phone, hangout at her house, at home football games or even at the mall. We were always together. We were as close of friends that 2 people could be without anything ever happening between us. Well

Animal TotemsMany even the nonmagic users in Asatru have a spirit animal Guide.Most are the common ones The Wolf Bear Raven Boar Stag etc.
But for me its the Aligator one of the reasons is Aligators are a native animal where I live.
You can see them in most any pond stream river or swamp.So old Gator bite me on my ass once and told me to pay attention!
Here are a few things about the wounderful Gator!
Strengths
Initiation, maternal protection, patience, understanding weather, access to ancient knowledge.
Some more facts and intersting information!
Silent and deadly, this fearsome predator lurks in the still waters of nightmare. As we learn of this creature, we find her to be an integral part of the water systems she makes home, and a powerful ally of spirit. Dangerous, yes, but treat her with respect and she has much to offer.
Modern dinosaurs, these reptiles descend from the Archosaur of the Triassic period. Beautifully adapted to their habitats, they have survived nearly unch

Plz ReadLove Is Not Jealous - How many of yall can say you have never wished to have sumtin some1 else has , be able to feel what some1 else feels....
Love Is Not Vain - How many of yall can say u've never become obsessed wit ur own feelings..that uve never wrapped urself in a bubble where only u matters...cared so much for urself that others become to not matter one bit?
Love Does Not Leave You Standin Out In The Rain - How many of yall can say u've never hung anybody out to dry for ur own personal gain....that u've never turned ur back on a person
Love Is To Kno Wit Each New Day U Are Embraced - How many of yall wake each new day and look forward to what it brings....and how many of yall see each new day as an opportunity to make others lifes miserable becuz urs are too...to inflict a posionous spin on it...or to try and make every1 else as negative as u r?
The Difference Between A Friend N A Judas
...a friend will be happy if your happy..
...a judas will hope ur ha

Ucmj As A Contractor......i Like How This Article Lightly Touches On One Part...and All You Former Military Know What I'm Talking AboutSome UCMJ rules now cover U.S. contractors
By William Matthews
Staff Writer
During an argument, a U.S. civilian contractor utters a few unprintable words to a U.S. military officer. Under newly revised U.S. law, the contractor may be court-martialed.
The same new rules may apply to contractors who drink alcohol or possess pornography in countries where it is forbidden, commit adultery or fraternize — the military’s term for having improper relationships.
A five-word revision of the U.S. legal code, passed virtually unnoticed by Congress last fall, would make U.S. civilians working for the U.S. military in Iraq, Afghanistan or other “contingency operations” subject to the Uniform Code of Military Justice (UCMJ).
Before the revision, contractors were governed by the UCMJ only in times of declared wars.
The change was intended to close a legal loophole that has enabled contract personnel to escape punishment for violating the law, said Peter Singer, a military scholar a

DreamsIt was late in the evening when I finally drifted off to sleep this evening. I had been up late working remotely and lost track of the time. I chose to put my laptop away and curl into the bed for some much needed sleep, around 1:30 am.
The evening was fairly still the window was open allowing a gentle breeze to drift in as sounds from the outside world muttered away in the background. The faint sound of the cars off the motorway a good distance away, the pitter patter of the starlings moving around on my porch in search of a snack; all began to lull me to sleep. Before too long, I was sound asleep and beginning to dream of the time I spent with her when we were in Italy. My subconscious mind was feeding off of my emotions, and playing on the fact that I missed having her around so much. It was like losing the other half of my soul and trying to find a balance with her gone.
As the dream state took over me completely, having fallen deep to sleep within moments of lying down, I coul

I Know I'll Love Againhow do you repair a heart thats broken?
how do you heal the wounds?
how do you ever trust another?
how do you love so soon?
you left me asking these questions, you left me alone to wonder: how could i know you'd leave me, and break the spell im under?
we had a love like fairy tales- prince charming on one knee. i thought i was your cinderella, but i was too blind to see.
the love you had came from another, someone im afraid to know. so now i hide within myself, so my pain-filled eyes wont show.
you've made it hard to trust another, making sure no paths are crossed. since you never knew what you had, you'll never know now what you've lost!
my heart was all for giving,
but all you did was take.
i know one day i'll love again,
and learn from my mistakes.

I Hate Murphy's Law...There are just some days that you just know cannot get any better....
I went to bed last night believing that i did not have to bartend this morning... i was working this evening... fine and dandy. I reset my alarm to go off around 1:30pm to give me some time to clean up around the apartment... (sounds good to me lol). I was estatic... get some nice sleep for once .... about 9:45am i am rudely awoken from my nice warm bed to discover one of my best friends (and coworkers) rapidly banging on my front door...
"wilum what are you doing?" I asked... to which i was told...
"You're suppossed to be at work right now."
"No im working at 5:00pm... "
"No YOU"RE working NOW"
I jumped up and called my bar. The bartender even checked the schedule while i was on the phone... i was SUPPOSSED to be at work... Dumbass i am was suppossed to work 9-5 today when i thought i was working 5-1....
Shit...
I got dressed and ran to the bar... By this time i was an hour late... Th

Koolest Thing I Read In A Whilei found this on the bulletin board and thought i might want to read agian and others who missed it could see it here so i hopeyou like it
Please don't delete this until you send it on,
Let's send it around the world.
FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad.
For those who take the time to read it,
you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom.
It makes you truly thankful
for not only the Marines,
but ALL of our troops.
THE MARINE
We all came together,
Both young and old
To fight for our freedom,
To stand and be bold.
In the midst of all evil,
We stand our ground,
And we protect our country
From all terror around.
Peace and not war,
Is what some people say.
But I'll give my life,
So you can live the American way.
I give you the right
To talk of your peace.
To stand i

AnnoyingHe is so damn annoyin bout everything he does, you'd think he'd figure out by now we dont care wat he has to say bout anything. No hes to damn stupid for that.
A Peanut has more of a brain then he does, & even my mum agrees wit that one.
You'd think that he'd be round the doing shit, cleanin up his room from the fire.. Nope.. I HAD TO TAKE his box spring out, because he went out n drank for the 3rd nite in a row since the fire.. I also had to take out his mattress & his trash from the bak porch.. I shouldnt have had to do that, its his mess.
& then instead of sleepin on the couch like he's supposed too, my mum is. She's the one that works for a living. He purposely comes home & go straight upstairs & goes to sleep in her room. Im pissed bout that. cuz wit her bak she shouldnt be sleepin on the couch..
Gah. I hate him soo much.

Ha Ha Another JokeA mother and her young inquisitive son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago. The son (who had been looking out the window) turned to his mother and asked, "If dogs have baby dogs and cats have baby cats, why don't planes have baby planes?" The mother (who couldn't think of an answer) told her son to ask the flight attendant. So the boy dutifully asked the flight attendant, "If dogs have baby dogs and cats have baby cats, why don't planes have baby planes?" The flight attendant responded, "Did your mother tell you to ask me that?" The little boy admitted that she did. "Well, then, tell your mother that there are no baby planes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Now, let your mother explain that to you...

Come On Friends, Family & Fans...Chris and I have snapvine now. Follow the instructions below and leave us a voice comment!!
Thanks in advance!
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My Heart HurtsIm sick
sick of meaningless realationships
and promises that never bear fruit
i long for a warm body
someone that is willing to give just
as much as recieve
to listen and love
to care and be cared for
just to cherish time together
i am tiered of the hurt deep within
a pain that seems to devour my thoughts
i need a cure
a cure for my heart
a heart that hurts
and wants to be healed

Angel And SpikeVampires with souls fighting to see who will suffer enternal torment or who will be reborn as human. What do you think pets?
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How Do You Handle This???how do you handle this???
how do you know who the right person is for you? what would you do when you think you have found the right person? what are ladies looking for in guys and do they know what guys are looking for in the ladies? i am trying to figure this out so i can figure out where i want to go with my life.

The Random Dumb Ass Questions I Get When Meeting Someone NewEvery so often you get question after question about yourself and after explaining to so many different people I figured I would make it easy on myself and just put it all down in here.
Q: What do you do for a living?
A: Refinery and Chemical Plant Inspection.
Q: What does that mean?
A: I inspect the pressure vessels and piping and whatever else they ask me to look at inside a refinery or chemical plant.
Q: How much does that pay?
A: Enough, trust me.
Q: What do you do for fun?
A: Well, I like to play pool, when I get the opportunity I like to SCUBA dive, I like going to watch the Astros play baseball, I like to go hunting and camping and pretty much anything else outdoors.
Q: Where do you live?
A: Crosby, TX.
Q: How old are you?
A: 27 about to turn 28 in February, that would be February 24th, answered two questions in one on that one.
Q: Do you have any kids?
A: Look at the profile picture and answer that one yourself.
Q: Have you ever been

Poetryi feel horrible she dosen't love me and i wander around the house,feeling like a sewing machine, that just finished stitching a turd to a garbage can lid. author-Richard Braughtigan.

Some QuizzesYou are suave.
You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire.
'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com
Sue's sexual nickname:
"Playboy Bunny"
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Sue --
[adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
Using your hands
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress.
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Cant Believe ItMy and my sister got high together for the first time last night it was pretty great. I cant believe she is leaving soon...Im going to miss her so much

Care PackageDon't worry, it's a good story - and worth reading - it's even humorous in
parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq . She writes:
"My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and
wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine
X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son
said, 'Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really
likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him.' I told my
son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send
Marine X another package. He told me not to worry about Marine X because
every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He
said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to
his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, 'What'd we
get this time?' "
"My son said they had the most fun with Marine X's package. He said h

FatherhoodWell for those of you who have taken the time
to get to know me, You know i am a father of 3 children. Well apparently thats about to change.
My wife has taken to home tests and they both
say that we are about to have a new bundle of joy.
She is going to the doctors tomorrow to have
a proper test done just for final confirmation,
but we are pretty sure that it will be the same result. This wasn't planned, but we couldn't
be happier. We had planned on trying in April but
looks like plans have changed. Watch here and i will updat you with new information as i get it.

My Blood Or Supposed "family"people wonder why i'm such a twisted individual.
here's some insight:
how would you as an individual turn out if you had a family that were a bunch of elitist pigs.
whom were so overly critical of those you associate with that no individual would ever be "the family's calibur"?
under these circumstances a person can find it hard to find any reason for sanity

I Won't Stop Til I See BloodA song I written about being a vampire... Please post your comments to let me know what you think about it.:)
1, 2 Gangrel's coming for you
3, 4 better lock your doors
Gangrel, can you come out and play?
I won't stop 'til I see blood
I won't stop 'til I see blood
I won't stop 'til I see blood
I can't stop 'til I see blood
(repeat)
I got that gleam in my eye
I'm straight from the grave
Dress in all black, I'm looking for a slave
Call me the reaper, you won't live to tell
Call me Gangrel, I'm straight out of hell
I need blood, I'm lookin for a victim
The Brood, I'm with 'em
Lets go get 'em
Lock up your doors, and throw away the key
You can't run from me, look at my teeth
I'm sleeping in a casket, and kill at night
I know it ain't right, but I hate the sunlight
And no you're not dreaming, this is not a nightmare
Cause when you wake up, guess what?
I'm still there!!!
I won't stop 'til I see blood
I won't stop 'til I see blood
I won

Friendshipi sit and think on how much friendship means to me and how you can pick out the true friends from the ones that are really just after something that you have or things you can do for them..... in all accounts the true friends always seem to remain in the sifter like seeds after you have sifted through the rubbish that is the plants of life.....
true friends are the ones that are able to accept every apitome there is in your life....... with every aspect of you life that friend is there to encourage or pick you up and dust you off....they are also there to understand that if you have other things in your life that seem to take up more time that usual that you are not ignoring or brushing them off but merely handling what is of most importance... not say that friends are not.......... they are at all times on the mind and in the thoughts .........
the choices we make in our life is just that *our choices*....... if you are not there to understand and with stand through out it then you

How It Made Me FeelHello everyone this movie was awesome ......... it really had a deep impact on me.. Lets just say i have the most wonderful people in my life my hree children and my husband... i also have some great friends that are very much part of me as my family. I really consider them more of family than anything in this world they dont judge me and they support me in all i do just as a real family should... They even support my husband as well.
This Movie made me realize that no matter what you do in life the ones that mean the most to you or you mean the most to will always be there waiting for you. i did have to learn a very hard way and i know now deep down i will never forget my friends "my family" in Lubbock TX. I love you all and i love my husband and our 3 awesome children
I reccomend everyone to watch this awesome Movie it is the best..Broken Bridges

AlonePurity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

Pleasure And Pain...The touch of your hand as it caressess my skin,
Adds fuel to the fire of passion burning within.
To give in to this need, In my heart it is wrong,
Still the desire within me grows ever so strong.
Your touch , it is burning now, setting me on fire,there's no turning back as you take me higher and higher.
I can't stop these feelings as they burst from inside,
What was once left unsaid I can no longer hide.
These feelings within me, what now should I do
The pain and the pleasure that you've put me through.
My heart to another will ever belong,
And for that reason I must try to be strong.
I'll always remember the look in your eye,
The lingering touch as we said goodbye.
For the pain and the pleasure I'll hold you dear
And inside my heart you'll forever be near.

Sunday Morning...It's Sunday morning and I'm sitting here rating and tapping. LOL
Have to admit that I have met some pretty cool folks on here so far. I look forward to extending those budding friendships and meeting so many more of you.
Pats vs Colts today... YEAH!!! Once again Peyton is gonna choke and put my Pats in the Superbowl. Gotta love it.

LifersOK...so like when Make a Wish Foundation finally decides to chirp me on my Nextel....I know what I'm gonna wish for...I thought long and hard...LITERALLY..and it's a unanimous decision that I would really...really...like really...enjoy consumating my marriage to my husband that's locked up for ahhhhhhh..about an easy 13 more years....I think that the warden would get a kick outta having to let me fuck my husband despite prison regulations...because seriously....who doesn't get their wish when motherfucking Make a Wish Foundation pulls your name outta their knitted cap..SOOOO...once again I've discovered a way to get over on "THE MAN" and probably go down in the history as the first bitch to get some porn style sex going behind all that gleaming glass...therefore...I need to start investing all my time sucking on my cancer sticks hoping to hear those magic words "Where You At??!!"..from a Make a Wish Foundation Representative....till then..I'll be sending my Hubby titty pics and smut st

I Need Helphi to all of my friend or fans if you have not had time to rated my profile or pic can you stop buy and and check them out besaues, i'm laking 130 points to go to level five so if you all kid help me out that would be cool.
thank you all???

HatredHATRED
I hate you
I learned to despise you
all of you
from the sound of your voice
to darkness of your eyes
Every ounce of my being
Hates you
You make me ill
I can't stand you
The devil is attractive
compared to you
I want nothing more
than to never
see you
or hear
you ever
but that is not possible
for we are tied
by ropes
of hell
forever
no flame too hot
no knife too sharp
will ever
release the hold
upon me
bound by eternal
hatred
Exploding emotions
a wrath of pain
corrupts my mind
leaving me angry
I am pissed
my blues eyes
have turned to black
for how much
I loathe you
bathe in boiling water
singe the flesh
from your bones
cook the evil
from within
for I hate you
I really
freaking'
hate you
for when you die
I will live!
Written by:
Melody
1-22-07

Alll Bout Me* . . About You . . *
Eye Color:: green i think
Hair Color:: dark brown
Height:: 5'3
Favorite Colors:: black, red, n orange
Screen Name:: fatkid love
Favorite Band:: i have many
Favorite Movie::
Favorite Show::
Your Car:: n/a
Your Hometown:: warren, mi
Your Present Town:: warren, mi
Your Crushes First Name:: wow i dunno i think it was junior
Your Grade::
Your Style:: comfy and a lil weird
* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop?: yeah
Kissed someone in the rain?: nope
Danced in a public place?: no
Smiled for no reason?: all the time
Laughed so hard you cried?: yeah
Peed your pants after age 8?: nope
Written a song?: no
Sang to someone for no reason?: nope
Performed on a stage?: does singin in choir count?
Talked to someone you don't know?: yup
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: no
Made out in a theatre?: nope
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yes
Been in love?: no
* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you?: customer at work

First TimeI have no idea what I'm doing, but here I am! Having fun with it all. I'l get the hang of it soon enough, I'm sure!

Bored StiffThere are so many people on Cherry Tap, so why do I find myself bored to death... I have rated more pics than I care to think about in the past hour and left comments on some of my friends who are probably sleeping. Which is what I should be doing, considering its almost 1 in the morning. Still I cant sleep and have noone to talk to.. :( *Big Frown*

Which Alice In Wonderland Character Are You?You scored as Cheshire Cat. You love to make no sense. You're a smart aleck and love to play pranks on people. Confusing people to the point of frustration is your main goal in life.Cheshire Cat88%Tweedle Dee & Dum75%Queen of Hearts75%Alice69%White Rabbit50%The Mad Hatter50%Caterpillar44%Which Alice in Wonderland Character are YOU?created with QuizFarm.com

Another One...This is another old written poem/lyrics of mine, from out of my head, feel free to leave your opinion.
.:Beating:.
You beat me
when I tell you to
You beat me
when I don't want you to
So why do I take it
and not fight back
Cause you lied
and stabbed me in the back
Do you love me?
Really?...
NOT!...
HATE ME!!!
When I tell you to
Hate Me
Cause I make you too
I'm going to
Make you BLEED!!!!
You broke my heart
And hurt my friends
Then told me that I am worthless
From end to end
So I Killed You

Say What You Wll!!!!!!!!!AS YOU CAN TELL BY MY PROFILE AND PICS,I LOVE DOGS,ESPECIALLY PITBULLS.NOW, IF YOU DONT OWN ONE,DONT TALK SH*T.IF YOU WANT TO BAN A BREED OF DOG FOR THIER NASTY DISPOSITION,BAN CHIAUAUS!!!!!!!!!!11

New HereSo I am new here but so far this CherryTap thing is pretty damn cool. Just trying to figure out to earn more points and stuff!

My New Friends On Cthey i would first like to say thanks to those of you who have left me comments i accepted a few of you as a friend i had dial up when i set up my new ct acct and i couldnt load anything on here i couldnt even comment back to ya all but i have dsl now so it's on now talk to everyone soon and sorry for the wait for me to answer you comments cant wait to meet all that i can everyone stay safe

Friends And FriendshipI am a member here and MySpace and numerous others spots on the web that people can come together and chat and get to know each other. But the other day I had a person pose a question that got me thinking. Ops did she screw up so I just had to let my mind explore this issue and have entered that question in my book. Yes I am and have been developing chapters and combining them into a book which I hope to one day gets published. But that is another story.
This person whom I had asked via the net to join my friends list posed this question to me, "WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIND?" I was taken back a bit and had never been asked that question. So I ask you people even the ones that have so graciously joined my friend’s network and rated me (I hope honestly) why do you pick me to be your friend? Why do you pick anyone to be your friend? What does a friend mean to you? What is friendship to you?
I know most don’t care for or even listen to country music but Tracy Lawrence has a song ou

Smile :)AS SOME OF YOU KNOW....I LOVE MONKEY'S AND THIS ONE MIGHT BE MY FAVORITE OF ALL TIME...
THIS IS SO FREAKING ADORABLE...JUST WHEN I WAS FEELING DOWN...I FOUND THIS AND IT BROUGHT A SMILE TO MY FACE...SEE I'M A SIMPLE WOMAN...I DON'T NEED DIAMOND RINGS OR FANCY THINGS TO MAKE ME HAPPY JUST LITTLE THINGS LIKE THIS TO BRING A SMILE TO MY FACE...
SO THERE I'M SHOWING SOME LOVE FOR MY FRIENDS...I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS JUST AS MUCH AS I DID AND STILL DO...
HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND MY DEAR FRIENDS AND THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS....
LOVE,
DONNA :)

All-ternative Solutions Web PageSometimes life seems a very lonely place..I made this page at a time when I felt that. However, its also a page of hope..please take a visit there ..Bright Blessings
http://caelwyn.lochland.net/IWalkAlone.html

Blog - The BeginningI'm not sleepy, its only 12:37am.
This is 100 times better than myspace!!
I don't want to work tomorrow now. I want to fill this page up with all kinds of stuff now.

Why Oh Why?Why am i always depressed?
Why don't anyone believe me unless i have video evidence?
Why do women think all men are alike?
Why can't i get a break in life?
Why does everyone continue to walk all over me?
Why can't i get the nerve to walk on others?
Why do we give our ex's another chance?
Why do i care more for others than they do for me?
Why should i stay here?
Why do i want more out of life?
Why do i feel so alone?
Why am i alone?
Why is all my luck bad?
Why does every car i own breakdown even though i maintain them?
Why do i have hand tremors?
Why can't i get anything right?
Why should i continue to try?
Why do i want to cry?
Why do i want to die?
Why oh Why?

Hi Every OneWelll I wanted to give a shout out to all my cherrytap friends I hope every one is doing great .

If I SaidIf I Said
by BlueWolf
If I said "I Love You"
A million times
Sang it in song
Or wrote it in rhyme
If I spelled it in smoke
Way up high in the sky
Or whispered it to you
In a soft breeze that floats by
If I shouted it from
The middle of the street
If I told every person
That I happen to meet
If I went to the beach
And carved it in sand
If I so lovingly told you
By the gentle touch of my hand
And if I told you
Without saying a word
In such a way that
Only your heart heard
If I said "I love you"
A million times
Would you feel it
In the lonely tears I cry............

I Give Myself To YouI know that things seem to be a little rough right now,
I guess the one question we ask is how?
The answer my dear is to let love take lead,
And give each other what we need.
I give myself to you, why
Because I love you.
The love you give to me is faithful and real,
Together you and I have formed a seal.
One you can’t pry into and break,
Your heart and soul I want to take.
I give myself to you, why
Because I love you.
As days turn into weeks and years,
I know you will erase my fears.
I can’t fight this any longer,
My love for you keeps getting stronger.
I give myself to you, why
Because I love you.
As time goes on I want you to know,
My love for you will only grow.
Tell me that you feel it too,
And I’ll be here to see us through.
by Kelly Kastuk

Ok... Another Blast!This sure can be addicting to post the cherry blasts. I just posted another one for 7 days so we will see how this one will work out.
Will be continuing to work on my ebook and finish chapter three. I have been busy with work and being involved in a fundraising activity that I hardly have time to be on CT.
Perhaps this coming week I will be able to spend more time.

Midnight SkyThe secrets of untold adventures that come to me this night,
As I gaze upon the midnight sky, and watch a shooting star take its flight.
The moon is bright against the ebony sky, the stars how they sparkle , a beautiful enticing sight.
What a wondrous gift to behold this night, as I envision my adventures and my dreams take flight.
GegiCluck20070129

Time To Say GoodbyeIs there ever a right time to say goodbye?..Goodbye to a person. goodbye to dreams, goodbye to memories..so many areas to say goodbye. Opera and operetta is a long lasting passion of mine..I have used Ms Brightmans songs in web pages..and this is a beautiful song..I hope you enjoy...
Music Video:TIME TO SAY GOODBYE (LIVE) (by Sarah Brightman)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

Good Friends Or What LolJim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital.
One day while they were walking past the hospital
swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end.
He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there.
Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the
bottom and pulled Jim out. When the director of
Nursing became aware of Edna's heroic act, she
considered her to be mentally stable.
When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I
have good news and bad news. The good news is you're
being discharged; since you were able to rationally
respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life
of another patient!
I have concluded that your act displays sound
mindedness. The bad news is that Jim, the patient you
saved, hung himself in his bathroom with the belt to
his robe right after you saved him. I am sorry, but
he's dead."
Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there
to dry. How soon can I go home?"

Why Most Are Against Marriage!For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free.
>Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY?
>Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a
>little sausage.
>
>Men are like....
>
>1. Men are like ...Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you.
>2. Men are like.Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are.
>3. Men are like .......Weather . Nothing can be done to change them.
>4. Men are like Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
>5. Men are like ......Chocolate Bars ..... Sweet, smooth, & they usually
>head right for your hips.
>6. Men are like ... Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say.
>7. Men are like Department Stores ...... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
>8. Men are like .....Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to
>mature.
>9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of
>emotion.
>10. Men a

Rating PeopleI hate it when you friend, rate, and comment people and they never give the love back to you. Just a little frustrating thats all. haha. It is okay. Come rate, comment, and friend, and fan me I will return the favor. (and I don't just say that I actully do)

Worth ReadingRacial Slur
The following scene took place on a BA flight between Johannesburg and
London.
This is a true story.
A White woman, about 50 years old, was seated next to a Black man. Obviously
disturbed by this, she called the air Hostess. "Madam, what is the matter,"
the Hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she responded. "You
placed me next to a Black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from
such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please," the
Hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go
to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and then came
back a few minutes later.
"Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the Economy
class. I spoke to the Captain and he informed me that there is also no seats
in the Business class. All the same, we still have one seat in the First
class."
Before the woman could say anything, the Hostess continued: "It is not

So Whats Upso whats been goin on in teh CT life? i aint been on here in a few days been gettin some things done around my house..gettin my car fixed over and over again and gettin stuff ready to go on my trip at the end of this month. i thought about ya all wonderin how everyone is doin hope everyone is safe happy and healthy and if ya live where it is colder then a well diggers ass like it is here in ohio...stay warm it fuckin cold out there. but anyway wanted to let ya all knw that i am back now and will be leaving comments soon

You're My FriendYou MUST pass this ROSE on to at least 5 people in the hour of receiving this rose.PLEASE
You're My friend,
my companion,through good times and my buddy through happy times.,beside me you stand, beside me you walk
you're there to listen,you're there to talk,with happiness,with smiles,with pain and tears,
I know you'll be there, through out the years
you are all good friends to me.
and I am grateful to you.
Forward this to all your good friends on-line
to show them you are friends.
If you send this to:
1 person - you are lonely
2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many
3 people - you have a few friends...
4 people - you have some friends...
5 people - you have several friends!!
6 people - you have many friends!!
7 people - you are sooo loved!!
8 its great to have many friends and you are a
friend
I Hope I get it back MY FRIEND!!

Dns Serversjust had words that the DNS has been switched over so the graphic links in all the blogs and other places should disappear till i propagates over to the new one, the scarybird site will be down until such times its done also but we are still working on that

Its The TruthWe all are seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect that there is no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you your self are wrong in some way and, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complentary way. But it takes alot of living to grow fully in to your own wrongness. It isn't intil you finilly run up against your deepest deamons, your unsolvable problems, the ones that make you who you truly are, that you're ready to find a life long mate. Only then do you finlly know what you are looking for. You're looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person, the "right" wrong person, someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, "this is the problem that I want to have". I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way!

What I've Learned About LifeWHAT I'VE LEARNED ABOUT LIFe
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change
I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love.
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that it's taking me a

Look At ThisMy One and Only
You'll always be my one and only,
the one I'll never forget.
The times we share are always special,
memories, I won't ever regret.
I care for you deeply
and give to you my heart.
I always knew you could be the one for me,
I fell in love with you, right from the start.
All I want to do is hold you close
and never let you go.
Tell me you'll stay here with me,
please, don't tell me, 'No'.
Your love comforts me at night,
it never leaves me lonely.
You're all I'll ever need in life,
you are truly my one and only.

Ok New Contest Enter To Win And Get A 7 Day Cherry Blasthaving a hottest women of ct contest. submit your pics to me or i could rip the best one from your gallery. the requirements are you need 15,000 comments to win. i will put your pic in a contest folder on my page and get all your friends to come there to vote for you. i will start taking applications today and will till saturday when the contest will start. the contest has no limit and the hottest ct woman proven by all there comments on there pics will win the 7 day blast. are you the hottest ??? do you have what it takes ???? then enter now. the second place prize will be a 1 day blast and the 3rd prize will be a big pimping gift of your choice. so join today and contact me so we can get this party started. pic your hottest pic or take a new one to show the world why you are so hot. you are allowed to comment on your own pics, but please add me as friend to do so. good luck

The Elderly Are Often The Victims (repost)This is a topic dear to my heart...the elderly...as well as children...Please read and repost!
Imagine someone living in a house for 50 years, watching their children grow up and move away, and seeing the neighborhood around them deteriorate.Now picture that person barricaded in their own home at night, isolated, and afraid to go out, terrified of the gangs, the junkies and the criminals outside.
Now imagine that this person is your
own grandmother.
The elderly are often the victims of crimes, in part because they usually live alone and are seen as easy targets for scam artists, burglars, and other predators.
Columbus Police Officer Amy Welsh works third shift and has seen her share of seniors being victimized. She began to notice a pattern to the burglaries in which the elderly were targeted because of poorly lit back and side areas of their homes.
She suggested to them to install a motion security light, maybe they’d be a little safer. They just looked at her...these peop

SorrowToday I seat in front of my pc, thinking what it will happen with me, what is it that I want to be
who is it that I want to see
and ask my self why me?
just feeling the sorrow of missing you
what would I do.
you are now with god is so true
just thinking without you what am I to do
you tell me in my dreams, that is all up to me
but my darling don't you see,
that the sorrow I feel is to deep
so I pray God and asked him how long it will be
how long my lord will I feel sorrow
sadness and emptiness from missing you
please come in my dreams again and tell me
what am I to do, and take away the sorrow of
missing you!!!

SundaySorry... but I will not be online much at all today. I have let paperwork pile up here from my fundraising presentations I have been making for the past week and I do need to get it all turned in tomorrow.
I know CT is addicting but I am going to need to go cold turkey today and ignore the computer. I do need to get things done.
After doing all my paperwork I do need to finish chapter four in my ebook and then get busy with chapter five. I would like to get this all done by the end of the month and then build a web site where I can then sell the ebook to all online who wishes to buy it. I also need to find out how to set up pay pal on the web site, etc. So much to do and so little time.

Look Down To Keep From Falling But Keep Ur Head HighNo one can ruin your day without YOUR permission.
Most people will be about as happy as they decide to be.
Others can stop you temporarily, but only you can do it permanently. Success stops when you do.
People too weak to follow their own dreams will always find a way to discourage yours.
Be careful that your marriage doesn't become a duel instead of a duet.
Whatever you are willing to put up with is exactly what you will have.
When things go wrong, don't go with them.
Sometimes the majority only means that all the fools are on the same side.
Our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back.
Patience is a quality you admire in the driver behind you and scorn in the one ahead.
There is a name for people who are not excited about their work - unemployed.

LoveLove is like a booger. You keep picking at it until you get it, then wonder what to do with it.

Until YouI never knew Love could feel this way,
The kind of Love that makes you always want to stay,
I never knew what a wonderful feeling I could get,
Just by Loving you and having you Love me back,
To have you do things for me,and me for you,
And it is such a simple thing to do,
I long to have you lay down beside me,
Just to hold me, feel me, Love me,
Until I met you I never knew,
how it felt to be wanted just for me,
I grew used to being whatever other people wanted me to be, even though it wasn't true,
I never knew the feeling of having someone love
me for me,
Until I met you...

Please Help Me Outhttp://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&i=312467067
well to all who can help me im in a contest to get comments and win a prize the link above is to my pic.so please comment bomb me as many times as you like i really apreciate it.and to those who already have thanks so much....well im finally in the 60s so please bomb me and repost thanks so much

Murphy's Sex LawsMurphy's Sex Laws
1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings.
2. Nothing improves with age.
3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again.
4. Sex has no calories.
5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble.
6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex.
7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got.
8. No sex with anyone in the same office.
9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last.
10. A man in the house is worth two in the street.
11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow.
12. Virginity can be cured.
13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him.
14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself.
15. The qualities that most attract a

SomeoneThere is someone
Who dreams of your smile.
And find that in your presents.
Love is worthwhile.
So when you lonely.
Remember that is true.
Someone, somewhere is thinking of you...

Real Talk Pt. 1This a lil somethin i wrote on another site...but shyt it fits well here too lol...some real shyt for ya...
I don't b understandin this site sometimes...when you try to get in touch wit someone to see how are they doin, how they been yada yada...they read it but...don't respond back....then you tryin to say wassup to folks that wanted to add you but they don't respond back...or you tryin to see if you know this person cuz they look like somebody you knew...they read n don't respond.....I can understand folks being busy thats cool n what not but come on now it don't take that long to type a sentence....lol like 4 real what you come on this joint for lol....just to say you be on here like its really that serious... or just to have a bunch of folks you don't even know from jump street on ya list like you really tryin to meet new ppl....i guess that don't matta but shyt as long as your friend count is high...who cares right? lmao....some of yall b trippin me out...get ya priorities righ

My Everything...is gone. It is official, y daughter is in N.C. and soon to be on her way to Alaska to spend about six months with her father :(. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself for these next 6 months, but I'm sure it'll mainly consist of comfort food and mooshy girly movies, or maybe a lot of sleep. Sleep away six months? Sounds tough but I think I can do it. If anyone has any better suggestions help me out here. Six months is a long time to be without the person you spent every day of 2 years with, morning, noon and night. I miss her :'(

Fiirst Bl0g 0n V-dayToday has been really had on me, although I had many people who cheered me up greatly. Such as all of the wonderful people who left me Valentines Day comments on here.
I would have commented back, but I don't have any super cool glitter pictures Haha. But thank you all so much. =)
Anyways, I`m hoping that many of you actually read this because I feel like I don`t talk with many of you.
I don`t know about the rest of you but I`m looking for some friends to get out of this website experience.
Okay wow, I sounded ancient for a minute. But that`s not what I meant by that.
I think that people online are a lot more interesting to chat with instead of people around my area because, well, they`re more open and definitly more friendly.
Send me as many messages as you want!!
I LOVE GETTING THEM!
I`ll respond to all of them too!!
Please I do insist.
Anyways, I`m not on here to whore myself out as some big hot shot wanna be celebrity.
I`m just being myself, trying

Over You (chris Daughtry)Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I felt as if I was in way to deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee
(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That y

Good Morning Sunshines!Its 7 Am and once again i have not yet been to sleep. Oye. Im watching fever pitch with anthony. Its cute. My ass is kinda numb though. And we just played one hour of pool and i got my ass whiped. It was like woah amounts of sucky. My eyes are sore :(
Im not in a pissy mood anymore woohoo! My laptop keeps freezing which is annoying the shit out of me, but ill get it fixed later tonight. w00t.
Anthony is so sexy i swear it, when i look at him, i just smile, like weeee. Cause hes precious. And i adore him. I havent been this happy truly in a very long time. But i am with him. I can honestly sit back and say i love him. He means a lot to me, and hes so precious, and my future ♥ Hes what i care about most. Since he came into my life, ive truly just been on top of life most days, i mean i can still be a moody bitch and stuff but for the most part im happy. We have a lot of things to worry about but as long as hes by myside im good ♥
I loves him

MusicYou're like music playing in my head
Everywhere I go from day to day.
I try a door and think of you instead,
Not knowing where I am or what I'll say.
I live in a perpetual embrace,
Hugging the sweet thought that you are mine.
Walking through a park I touch your face,
Not caring if there's rain or bright sunshine.
The cause must be, of course, our love is new;
It can't go on like this for years and years.
I must take note of other things than you
And clear my head of smiles and grateful tears.
Yet such talk seems fantasy to me:
The world's the dream, and you reality.
Written By:
Born N Raised

All My Friendsthanks to all that have rated me at this point, im trying to keep up with rating all of you. If you havent rated me yet please feel free to do so. I have added some new pics and stash items. thanks

Remember The Song "i Will Survive" Hum The Tune And Away You GoAt first i was afraid, i was petrified
By the ugly wanker that was lying by myside
i would've drunk alittle less, i would've tried to keep my head
If I'd known for just one second I'd be in your crusty bed....
I tried to go, walk out the door
But i laughed so hard at your small knob I've fallen on the floor
Your butts a pimply mess, its just a broken- out disgrace,
But i'd rather look at that, than at your fucking ugly face.....!
i want to go, i've got to leave
Your talk of chicks and football really makes me want to heave
i only know i've got to stop my drinking spirits and the beer
Coz when i looked at you last night, you looked just like that Richard gere!
i cant believe, that we both shagged.
you should be wearing concrete shoes or simply bound and gagged.
I'm fucking off right now, I'm jumping on the flipping train
and im not stopping till I'm home and washed your greeblies down the drain.
Please let me go, i feel quite sick,
We h

All Things/all People Must Passthey all died the same year.claude , fred ,and bill.two years of life without them.tomorrow is claudes anniversery. rember finding out about him in the mourning when i woke up i went dowstairs to get something t drink and my mom was crying and she looked at me and i knew . i knew someon was gone i just didnt know who ..she told me claude died i turned away and i crawled up the stairs as the tears trcikled down my face. wheni got to my room i must have cried for 2 hours . hes my older sisters dad ..was anyways ..i spent time with his family sometimes we all got along really well it was like having a second family another mom and ddad and two more awsome younger sisters. i remeber this time my mom and i went to visit him in the hospital i must have been 7 or 8 we brought him a balloon and a card ... i brought a mylar balloon with garfeild on it he was dressed in a nurses uniform and had a sho0t in his hand and it said something like bend over its time for your shot or something just fu

My Sorrowwhy is it that the emotions i feel are deemed a lie, and yet the actions I am forced to take are taken as truth? When did the change happen that turns life into a cess pool of confusion and misunderstandings?
Are the desires I feel and the yearning that burn in me that unacceptable? i know i'm not alone in this, and yet i'm told "You're not real" If i'm not real, what am I? If this love isn't real, and this soul isn't true - what is?
We all fuck up in life, that's a simple fact - but why do I do it so well? And why am i not able to rectify the disaster i've caused? I am so sorry for all that I am and feel and fuck up.

Will You Or Won't You?1 question for you to ask
1 chance and only one chance
1 answer is what i promise to give you
100%honest no bull
That's all you get.You get to ask me 1 question.
send it in a private message !!!
ANY 1 question
Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. You cant tell ANYONE what you asked me and what my answer was.
Are you willing? are you brave enough? or just chicken? willing to read this but not take the 1 chance

My DecemberThis is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to
This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you
And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all

AloneI walk alone my thoughts are of you
I walk alone and you are there
I sit alone space besides me
I sit alone and you appear
I sleep alone bed so empty
I sleep alone your in my dreams
I eat alone my meal not shared
I eat alone your at my table
I laugh alone no one to hear
I laugh alone I hear you laughter
I cry alone my tears not seen
I cry alone your arms are there
In my thoughts in day and in night
Making my path through life complete

What Pissed Me Off TodayOk here goes my first vent of 2007.
This morning I got upfor work at 4am like always. In my job i am required to carry a gun and wear body armour etc.
So anyhow this morning i get to work and our company has just done a huge merge with another company. Non of management decided to train or organize anything before the merge. So as you can imagine everything became one huge cluster f@#$.
Basically we ended up working anywhere from 12-20 hour shifts for less pay and no thanks.
Before the merge we were paid $10 ph lame i know but it was a job....now we get paid by the stop which can range from $2 - $4 so basically we are earning less money and working twice the hours.
So this morning i got to work to find out I had one of my team removed from our route which meant at least a 20hr day. I am currently in college and due to graduate in May.
I lost it this morning lol and told my boss to basically shove the job you know where. Every employee is at breaking point which is not good when t

Fanfiction!This is another one of my fanfictions. It's slash meaning, male/male. Don't like it, whatever, don't read it. The pairing is Pete Wentz and Patrick Stump from Fall Out Boy.
Sleeping Habits
The time on the clock was, ‘three seventeen’ when Pete closed the hotel room door behind him. Might be too late. He thought to himself, when he saw the person that understood him most in the world lying in bed. He took off his shoes, raised the covers and slipped in bed, behind Patrick.
Patrick didn’t move when Pete got on the bed, so he moved closer and whispered in his ear, “Are you awake?” He asked, sliding his arm around Patrick’s waist.
“How could I not wake up with your stealthy moves coming in?”
“Sorry,” Pete said, with a little laugh, “Still can’t sleep, huh?” Patrick just gave a little sigh.
“Or were you waiting up for me?” He asked jokingly.
Patrick scoffed, “If I waited up for you every time you were late, I’d never sleep. Not even the tiny bit that I do manage to g