Saturday, December 19, 2009

Thanks to Alwar ( my junior); he told me the meaning of this word!! Dictionary meaning for Deja vu is “the illusion of having previously experienced something actually being encountered for the first time”.That is what I am feeling; I am feeling both those tough and excellent moments!!Well then let us start with excellent moments; these are the things that will be with me for a long time!!I am back to college; semester starts from January and I am eager to finish the shot parts and there is enough work for two people. I think this would be my last blog for a long time!! And I wish that, for there is no better thing than to be at work which u enjoy; no offence to write blogs ; I love that too.So here I am sitting and watching “into the wild” nth time!! Its the story of a guy who wanders all America aimlessly!! And the movie still fascinates me; Alexander supertramp rocks!! And music for this movie is simply superb. Whenever I see this movie ; I at least keep to songs and listen them and close the movie. Must say kinda addicted to it.Especially the plain guitar songs( singing a song while playing a guitar); so simple and touchy!!Tracy singing alone with guitar ( lyrics: Ain't no wonder I've never had much to say,I'm just hanging on the wind. Ain't no wonder there's no song I wanna play, this ain't no life I'm living in!!)The voice itself is so young ; smooth; u will instantly fall in love with the song!!And then ofcourse the song of both tracy and supertramp sings (Lyrics: I am an old woman named after my mother; My old man is another child that's grown oldIf dreams were lightning thunder was desireThis old house would have burnt down a long time agoChorus:Make me an angel that flies from Montgom'ryMake me a poster of an old rodeoJust give me one thing that I can hold on toTo believe in this living is just a hard way to go!!

Just read the last line guys “ to believe in this living is just a hard way to go”. ‘Awesome ‘ is the only word!! My sister was just telling me; Music is something we cant live without. Absolutely correct!!And then follows the excellent dialogues : Supertramp: you are pretty magic!!Tracy: Yeah?Supertramp: Yeah!! And just remember; if u want something in life ; reach out and grab it.Poetry ; lyrics; add some music.. and then movies..do we really need anything in lives!!“bhawraa man dekh ne chala re ek sapna”For all those who can understand telugu“ Dhara putri; suma gathri; nadayaadi raga”“ tarali radha tane vasantham; tana dhariki vanaala kosam”“ om kaaranaadhanusandhaana mou gaana me .. sankarabharanamu!!”“Priyatama nee vachata kuselama ; nenichata kusalame”I think i can write pages like this ; so better stop here.So getting back to the topic; Here, I am in ISM; enjoying the winter. And I hope everyone who enjoyed their engineering days would love this. Winter is something special for everyone in their own way!! For me its about those chilly nights where you can wander with friends; singing songs or talking freaky things!! My room mate used to sleep till 4 in evening and then used to sit before computer and used to chat with babes all night ( Americans; phillipinnes ; even south Africans!! Pretty good record!! Anilji i am really sorry for this; but i couldn’t stop writing this). One of my junior was saying some days back; “Sir do you remember the red main building; especially in winter; it looks ghastly; i used to fear to go there!! “Haha.and another one was saying “ u must capture all those beautiful things in winter sir.. “And one more beautiful thing is the lazy way we sleep in bed!! Till 10 and request your friend; to give your attendance(proxy)..lol.. I loved it. And I am glad I am back to enjoy this for some more time!! May be years later i may visit as an alumni; but that wont be the same as now. Thats why I used the word Deja-vu—we feel like this again and again and yet they are so refreshing!! Cheers!! And more of this kind is the excellent feeling you get when you get a new idea. My friend just called me in morning and told me “ I am planning a new project in Mumbai. Its like live updates of trains through mobile for the guys who did their reservations. We can work with IRCTC. And I need to make a PPT sort of thing; you have any ideas”.Believe me friends ; this idea is really mind blowing!! No wonder if i see him as one of the richest;but yes it is very tough to reach that stage. I said the same to him.He said” yeah ; i understand ; i want to start updating train details in Mumbai first; later we can improve”.. Kudos dude .. ur one of the best!! U seriously rock.Time for a song again:(lyric: Such is the way of the worldYou can never knowJust where to put all your faithAnd how will it grow

Such is the passage of timeToo fast to foldSuddenly swallowed by signsLow and behold

Gonna rise upFind my direction magneticallyGonna rise upThrow down my ace in the hole;But then there is this feeling !!Cheers guys;And now getting back to the tough things!! There is this feeling when everything goes wrong!! You expect something; and definitely some other turns up; and obviously this thing happens every time we start up anything new; no complaints i say to myself ; get used to it and get the best out of it.When i resigned job; there was a guy Nishesh who is supposed to be my technician for the movie; he said he would be with me till the movie completes and left in between!! I think people who really know their job; will never do their job.. ha ha.. It added double work for me and then thats life; Cant even say ; if he will be with us for post production with us; need to do something.And damn it add to this; the girl u proposed says “ srikanth; i don’t have the maturity to select my match by myself”.No offense ; life is a big comedy.. no doubt about that.But Christmas i thought will get joy for us. But My troubles literally started now. Do pray for me Plz!! I need to get my basics correct.Nothing I can do; except sing myself( Sure as I am breathingSure as I'm sadI'll keep this wisdom in my fleshI leave here believing more than I hadAnd there's a reason I'll beA reason I'll be back

As I walkThe HemisphereGot my wishTo up and disappear

I been woundedI been healedNow for landing I beenLanding I been cleared

Sure as I'm leavingSure as I'm sadI'll keep this wisdomIn my flesh

I leave here believingMore than I hadThis Love has gotNo Ceiling )

Lets hope 2k11 will be much better ( actually 2k10 was also awesome!! I really enjoyed this year a lot; but i just want the coming year much better.. ha ha)3 cheersUrssrikanth

Monday, December 14, 2009

( ps:this is a lengthy work; but i really enjoyed this work a lot) One of my friends asked me; “ I think u take your blogs very seriously”. Friends let me tell you I was very very happy to hear this actually. When ever I say “ I am serious “ most of my friends laugh at me. I don’t know what to say so I just join with them. So finally I got some one who says I am serious. Cheers. After all I wouldn’t start something if I am not serious about it; and it’s a pleasure if people enjoy my works. I say this again n again if u don’t enjoy my writing ; even then I will write n torture you ; don’t worry about it.Writing is something I really got addicted. Laugh; cry; anger; love; whatever it is I love to write it( though I try to avoid any negative emotions; after all there is enough crap in this world; better don’t add something to the already existing). Its almost 1 Am and my sister asked what are doing till now. I said “ blogging “. Sis:” really :p”challa: reallypages raasthunna( I am writing pages)name is some ramblings and some conversations; but the thing is i dont know whether i will complete it or noti start up many things but only some will finishSis: :) but u have courage to start up thing.. u only need half more patience i think...for ordinary things.sorry for ordianry people ..they need full energy u know..:p

I think I got her point; to start up something guys is always tough; and finishing it is hell.. ha ha ..

I cant move from my home right now; they cancelled all buses in AP; ( everyone suggesting me not to go out at all).Funny thing is they are doing ‘Rail rokho’ program on the very day of my journey to dhanbad. I think my journey to dhanbad gonna cancel. Everyone in AP wants to participatein bandh’s and to fast till death; I just wish let them do it fast; we can clear up everyone in 2 months we can get back to our lives!! Funny people and a funny world. Eagerly waiting to jump off to college from this place.Winter in ISM is the thing my heart is longing for!!. Ride a bicycle at nights in the entrance road of main building!!But I got an excellent break and I am glad I got it. 3 Songs are composed already and 2 songs on its way!! I am a happy man. Some lovely days I would always remember ; Sleep less nights and the feeling of falling in love.Some things happen in the most unexpected way; u cant expect them to happen again n again but they remain with you all ur lives when they happen!! Welcome to life!!. My plan for the next 5 years( Don’t think this too much but it is really too too much. ) Finish Song of life; go for some travels and then work on one more movie and then study in Scotland on film making (or Scotland first and then movie) and take a big bike drive through out india ( idea is actually copied from che guevera ( motor cycle diaries)). So its my very ambitious plan for next 5 years lets hope atleast we will do this as planned.I think I am enjoying my life a lot as the days are progressing!! Thank you god for everything. I heard some excellent songs too; always been an rehman fan; but now loving ilayaraja too. Vijayji told me some days back ” bad luck dude; I missed meeting ilayaraja; my uncle met him; he was so down to earth ; there is no TV in his house he wont even read newspaper; he is just addicted to music man!!”.I wish I could meet such a splendid person. After all what I am is because of the people I met . People who believe all people are idiots. And people who love humanity and pray for them everyday and people who just keep doing their works; and people who work 24/7 and they have so much info you how they gather that info; and people with their sheer genius minds and ofcourse mediocre. Everyone contributed something for me. I thank each and everyone for that.Rahul dravid’s batting, che guevera’s bike journey; clint eastwood’s movie making; rehman’s music; Michael jackson’s dance ; her highness Sharapova herself.. ha ha..Materoo so many beautiful things in this world; I wish could make something like that stay for ever.Some days back me and choubey were discussing the same”Buddy I don’t know when; but we will make our best movie some day and it should be remembered for ever.”.. success and failure ; it should be above all these!!Coming back to the main point; things aint going bright as of now!! The placements in college are worse and almost all my characters are final years including the main role; I need your prayers!! Please pray for me guys; and pray that I complete everything without any problem!!And now getting back to the topic of live conversations; In a particular weekend I visited some of the ibmers ( conmy previous colleagues and good friends). As usual bachelor stuff ; me ; raj ; shiva and srini prepared a special meal for lunch; actually they prepared and I am interrupting them in between with my jokes!!. And we sat to eat!! ( I will just type some of the conversation happened)Me: masteroo; bachelor life is too good; self cooking ha ha.. I really enjoy that, they I never cook. Who taught you to cook?Raj: orey!! No one will teach cooking ;u should see ; observe and follow .. that’s it.Shiva: If u stay ; outside hostel; for a long time u will be good at anything.( as usual I went off topic)Me: yes yes; hostel life is too good; I really loved it.Raj: no; hostel life is very bad; its better not to stay in hostel when ur a kid.Me: kick ass; what the hell; whyso?Raj: do you know how many people got spoilt by joining hostels.running to movies ; and hitting after girls.Me: no way; that has nothing to do with hostels; only when u stay out and meet new people you grow; when u like something u run after it; I don’t see anything wrong out there;I think its like we hate our studies so much; we seek pleasure in those things.Raj: oh you mean ; add sex education in our education system; that’s very bad for our culture;Shiva: one thing is true; if u stay in hostel ; they run after girls ; and nothing can spoil as that.Raj: what I observed girls also play role in that; they initially cooperate and then back off; that’s it; and these guys become mad; they throw acids n all ; that’s what I observe!!Me: I don’t know; why when I talk of change in education; first thing everyone talks is sex education and then boys running after girls; the thing is they are natural; let them be like that; but the real thing is much more than that; Ur education should teach you to live not just to mug and it give some fun too. Add some music ; good stories and don’t ask them for marks in those subjects; let the kids enjoy themselves and come out with new ideas. and let them live it!!; I have so many friends who complain everyday that they hate their job!!Shiva: you mean; everyone should leave up everything and start doing what ever they like;Me: I don’t know; all I want is some flexibility in our system; if u don’t like one thing ; u must be in a position to change!! I see so much of spirit in people when they are students and then the spirit dies; I don’t know why?Srinivas: that is because ; we understand everything is not possible; we dream a lot but slowly I understand we cant be everything.Me: that’s what I am speaking about? Who said so.Raj: I say so; where are the opputunities; you tell me? Me: let them chillout and start something themselves; that what education should teach you!!Raj: what if u fail?Me: But if u think of ur result before u start; I tell u; u will reach no where.Raj: the probability is very very low. I want myself to be reasonably; and I want my kids to be happy and that’s it.Me: ru happy now?Shiva: humans wants are unlimited masteroo; no one can be ever happy.Raj: u see I always wanted to be in core; my parents software so I came to IT. That’s the beauty of giving; u must learn it. After all where are the opputunities ; so much of competition out there; if u fail ; every oone looks at you as an ass.( that’s where the problem comes; u cant think of success and failures before u start; and the parents fundaa is the biggest issue in india. Kids want something; parents save something; and the struggle always exists. Something should change; after all parents should understand; its their kids happiness that’s important; and students should show the same to parents; and damn this is the toughest of all; changing the parents; and this competition comes; if people are in a hurry; let them relax first; and let them share and let everyone enjoy their work; every one will have work and let every one enjoy; I know its easy to say in theory; but this thing to happen; we need to damn work hard and adding to that the poverty in india; its real tough; but still I hope we realize this someday; and work together; if not this system will collapse; every one fights another; that’s what that happened ( world war 1 n 2) and history repeats again)Shiva(concluded): I am froma village; my father is a farmer; I became a good earner now; may be my kids will follow their heart masteroo; I might help them.Me: make sure you do that; and may be help others too if possible; we need to do that.( it was such a gripping discussion and for such a long time; I wrote some points only; we talked for 2 hours literally; till I need to run off for my train!! Enjoyed the discussion a lot though!! I questioned my basics ; what exactly am I going to do for my fellow men..!!)And one more conversation with a friend; this thing is a chat I am copy pasting ( read it if u have patience; but ireally loved this conversation)( This conversation about a song for the mocie; I told him that I want the naturally as if some students are really singing that)rahul: you knw whatrahul: i too thot same waychalla: which one dude?rahul: i like that sudent stuff wat u r talking abtchalla: yeahrahul: in fact i was going to add that in my mail but thn stoppedchalla: ha harahul: that gives more feelchalla: excellentrahul: so instead of a close room recording.it shud be more sound like real time singing.u knw wat i meanchalla: i understandrahul: hmmchalla: but not in a position for live recording duderahul: hmmm but u already hv three songs ryt??challa: yes .actually; all of them are as if students sitting n singing.hero has a band.i wanted everything as live recording.but that cant happenrahul: i knwchalla: only hollywood live recordsrahul: abt sahilchalla: ha arahul: hmmmchalla: ha ha.okayrahul: that requires very good reording intsrumentchalla: yesrahul: but this i was not knwing.they do it real timechalla: yes;rahul: i knew they record it.at the time they shoot.but i thot it's just for sync refremce.while dubbin:Pchalla: that our people do;hollywood mostly live recordrahul: oh ok;hmmmmchalla: only one guy attempted in india?rahul: whochalla: gueees whom?rahul: ??.ray?? :Pchalla: no no;no technology at that time;its mani ratnam for yuvarahul: then?? ohhhhchalla: u can almost see the difference in that movie from othersrahul: pardon me.......but never saw tat one ;:P:Pi knw huge crime it is:Dchalla: ha ha;cool manrahul: want to see thou;alwys hear nice wrds abt itchalla: yeah cool; thats good ; but not his bestrahul: but they say as acting was better in tamil onechalla: he made some beautiful movies in tamil;yesrahul: hmmmchalla: what more buddy? whatz up thereawake till now?rahul: hey m screwed here yaar;so much wrk now a dayschalla: oh; in office?rahul: not able to create....;nah nahchalla: create what?rahul: not in offyc;i want to create so many thingschalla: excellent; 4DC workrahul: u knw i even some to create some gud music toochalla: oh u never told me this;send me duderahul: some daychalla: i will listen uprahul: hey i really like orchestra musicchalla: excellent!!live?rahul: i mean those from that gud bad ugly guychalla: i loved spic macay actually!!ha harahul: ennio morriconechalla: i recently watched good bad uglyrahul: ohhchalla: dont know the name duderahul: i want to see others western sphagetti too by same directorchalla: italian?rahul: yepchalla: oh greatrahul: but in english dub ;)challa: okies;music is samerahul: yeah;actually all those four-five movies had same screenplay writer same directot and sam music dirchalla: ohrahul: so wht abt ur workshopchalla: i am planning it in Calcutta;chennai couldnt pull in people;so; shifting the place thr;lets seerahul: haan there u arekolkata is the placechalla: lets hope the bestrahul: all the best:)challa: that will add some budget for my movie toothank u thank uif i make it a hit;rahul: hahahahachalla: ha habut really buddyi am pulling everything i have in itbut learning a lot toorahul: hmmmmhey i really think tat u shud attend some coursemay be outsideif possiblechalla: sure;planning to do a film making course in scotlandrahul: you can even get good contacts while studying therchalla: edinbourghrahul: hmmmmchalla: after song of life;or after one more movierahul: the place itself is very photogenicchalla: i knowrahul: hmmmchalla: thats why i chose itha harahul: hehehehei loved sceneries in braveheartchalla: too good buddyremeber those final words; freedomrahul: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhchalla: we saw it in our final in LHCrahul: huge emotionsadrenalinechalla: man; it gave such a pushrahul: that piece of cloth falling from his handchalla: yeah;rahul: i almost criedchalla: ha harahul: first time wen i sawin third yearchalla: if u remember ; u suggested me to watch the making alsorahul: yes yesi like the processi told u this earlier i guesschalla: yeahrahul: ppl working hard.......creative ppl......challa: they r the real stuff manrahul: correctchalla: man ; i am going to paste this chat as it is in blog; i loved thiswhat say?rahul: hahahaha....i too loved this conv.challa: so when r u going to send me ur compositions?rahul: hohohohoofor that i hv to learn music firstchalla: ha harahul: i hv a sense tat i knwbut i cant make musicchalla: i thought ; from ur previous messages; u already dorahul: neither can i playchalla: okay; got itrahul: its just all creative things pull me a lot.....and i envy those whose are doind that :(lyk ulucky uchalla: ha ha;u are welcome any timeu know that buddyand we all love ur works toorahul: hehehehe....thnx...challa: cheerios man; i am working on a blog; and will include this stuff also;ciaorahul: ciaoooochalla: forgot; u didnt say anything about the previous onesrahul: songs???challa: no noblogsrahul: yesi read itchalla: couldnt relate?rahul: nah nahi cud yaarand i cant agree with u more on the politics u blogged abtreally badchalla: yes man; tell you whati made reservation tomorrow;and they r doing rail rokhorahul: okchalla: god damnrahul: bull shitunemployed youths....waasting energieschalla: yes buddy; too muchrahul: there are som many other things in this world to doand these guys burn busescrapchalla: yeah;regarding the CAT jokehow wasit?ha harahul: hahahahchalla: feed backrahul: it was in fact funnyand ur jokes make me laugh;)challa: thank u thank ufinally i found some onecheersrahul: cheers

challa: this time seriouslu ciao dude; need to do some workrahul: me tooits lategud nytbubyeeechalla: good night

Saturday, December 12, 2009

I am back!!; With my new jokes. But the thing is, it seems very few laugh at my jokes ( excluding myself ). My room-mate did warn me in my final year “ Please don’t keep all your jokes in your movies ; you will be the only guy who will laugh at them!!we can’t laugh at them”. I decided not to take risk of keeping them in my movies( you know bread n butter for life fundaa) but then I need to spread them anyway so I started ‘blogging’ them to torture people. Recently one of my friend was saying “ you better tell us before ,that you are telling a joke; if not we don’t understand what expression we need to give “ that ass is a back stabber and I don’t wanna worry about him. But the sweetest way to torture the guys who comment bad on your jokes is to tell them worse jokes.Recently I was travelling a lot between Chennai and my hometown for the song recordings. One particular bad day I took this book; “Estate of Mind” by Tamar Myers. No, I am not against any lady oriented novels or lady authors. As a fact Million dollar baby was one of my all time favorite movie. But I tell u what if at all any one presents you any of the tamar myer’s book please understand that he/she is plotting something behind you especially to damage ur brain. The heroine in this particular novel comes into possession a 12 million worth paintings; and she quarrels with all her friends; (who ask some 1 million to sell the painting) stating that its too much money. And I thought it is reasonably okay. But guess what; finally the villains enter and Kidnaps her cat (Read CAT..) and keeps a note stating that that unless she gives the painting she won’t see her Cat alive. After reading 170 pages of a book; if ony one sets up such a climax!! Tell me what do you really feel like; and this lady enters the villains den and and literally throws the painting away “ Okay now; here is your painting; give me my cat back” and then ofcourse they plan to kill her too; and hero comes and saves too.. beware friends no more tamar myers. If u didn’t start till now; well n good just avoid.Me and my dad get along very well in almost all the situations except on one thing. It is about education. He is stereo type. He firmly believes that I didn’t study well if not I would have ended up in some iit. Adding salt to the wound we found a IITian in train once and he started telling my father how he read 14 hours day. I would have happily killed that fellow.. 14 hours a day .. haha.. and I firmly believe I read more than necessary and I should have played more cricket at that time. So after many many discussions we came to understanding not to get the topic in between us; ha ha... but then u know sometimes I get cornered ; when my cousin was doing +2 people used to call me to give fundaas; As I am very good hearted fellow I used to tell them “have fun and study well; lets see what happens. “ and then father makes it a point to pull me in; “ if ur not serious u will end up like him”. He thinks it is an insult; but I absolutely love myself; after all if I had ended up in iit; I wouldn’t have been ISM. The best !!. So if some one starts discussing about studies I literally run from the place if my father is some where around me. And then this thing happened. Some of my relatives brought a fellow studying degree 1st year to my father ; and the kid seems not interested in studies he wants to take up a job asap. Obviously planning to marry some girl in a hurry. And my father is supposed to fundaas for him to study!! So my father kept on telling him to complete degree atleast and that firmly refuses stating he cant study anymore; he needs to become a police constable ASAP. The kid even got the application. My father called me and told me to take him a doctor(our family friend) to mesasure his chest and height. So I took out and told him “ as of now you think earning 10K will be very great; but the feeling soon fades away; if your head officer starts pushing you; then you will understand the problem of working; so better complete ur degree and you can become poilice inspector.” . he said fine we went home; and the fellow told my father that I told him that I adviced to complete his degree. My father was so happy; he almost shouted “ oh really !! ( he gave a shake hand) it was a treat for my ears”. Such a pity; he never understood that I am never against education!! I am just against the mug n mug stuff.3) I am in my hometown for some days; with songs being recorded in Chennai and with guys having exams and hols I can say I did enjoy some holidays. So, one fine day me and my dad went for a walk and went past our school and I started laughing. And my father was taken aback and asked me what happened. “ I just remembered my school days dad. Me and sister when we escaped the school used to hide in the trees nearby the school; and one day head master found us; and he kicked me well and just shouted at sister to get back to classes. How come he hit me and wont event hit sister once!!. That was too much “.My father also started laughing with me. And just some days back; one of my was saying; “ Srikanth we can never get back those days of cricket in railway school ground. You(srikanth), me (anil) ,LR, siva, BR. We had a good gang”. Actually I used to play defensive cricket; and finally they stopped taking me into matches; and so finally changed myself into a hitter!!.I think that’s the beauty of childhood; u remember beautiful things; just now when I am writing this I remember I used to add some water to rin soap and used to blow bubbles in glass.! Beautiful that’s the only word to describe those things; Hide n seek; gully cricket; n what not man. And another friend of mine said that she used to recite tables a lot indeed slapped her sister who was her senior with her table mantra .. haha.. most of us; and she used to compete with her sister to run home fast. Those beautiful moments; I will never forget and I used stand and watch every football match; badminton match n what ever they play in ground and ofcourse cricket with those pads. And ofcourse the TV shows; Ramayana ; mahabharat; alif laila; giant robot; yeah yeah; that Chandra kanta !! I loved that krur simh.. awesome guys..Just write ur own experiences as comments; I would love to read them!!3 cheersUrssrikanth

Monday, December 7, 2009

I am absolutely non-political. If at all I am free I will go and vote for JP’s lok satta. Whatever I write here is absolutely a third person’s work!! Yes I might be wrong in some places but this what I feel from what I see around me. Correct me if I am wrong.Worst things are happening in Andhra Pradesh. This is a disgrace to everyone one in AP. The funny thing is that everyone knows this is just a political game for power. But none are speaking out; everyone wants to save their back!!For all those who don’t know about Andhra Pradesh; there are three regions in AP; coastal( kosta), rayalaseema and telangaana. Of these three regions telangana is the most backward place; and the land isn’t as rich (read fertile) as other places and with the landlord system which exploited them for a long time (may be even now its happening out there) the place and the people didn’t develop much. With naxalites and police people still fighting in those forests I really see no hope for the revival of telangana.Using this as an opportunity KCR started one damn political party whose only aim is get a separate telangana. Even a guy who is not involved in politics like me can say he is an Ass. He did nothing revolutionary in his constitution in which he was elected till now. If his only intention is develop telangana what the hell he did till now apart from jumping from one party to party. “A true spine less sucker” – I would call him. Are these guys brainless or something!! If u want to develop a place it should be done with great hard work not by separation!! Okay; if telangana is sanctioned; whats exactly going to change?? Nothing!! Except one more state added to India. And yeah; that a new CM (mostly KCR). Apart from that nothing is going to happen. As a fact, the revenue of the other two regions is pushed in Hyderabad and the other regions suffer for it. And to build new capital needs one hell of revenue. Apart from Hyderabad Telangana has nothing left. I see nothing but more loss to everyone. I say this again if u want to develop a place you need work damn hard and everyone must pull in their extra efforts.There is no other way.Now lets see; what exactly happened; When KCR formed a party; congress wanted an alley; KCR joined them( ofcourse congress promised him to help in forming Telangana) and he got his place in the ministry and that ass did nothing regarding telangana for 5 years and but at the time of elections he started shouting again for separate telangana. Congress took the gamble and went into elections leaving out KCR and KCR joined BJP.What exactly happened was; congress made a clean sweep in AP. No one can speak anything now. KCR went to self defense. His place as the leader itself went into jeopardy. But then fate is a funny thing. YSR died in a crash; and the congress people started fighting who should be made as the next CM ( there was a long fight between the followers of Rossaiah( senior most member ) and the son of YSR). What exactly happened was Congress lost their power as everyone started fighting with one another.KCR played a clever gamble here; he took this opportunity and went into a fast till death for separate telangana. He got his name back and worst he is a great now and if he dies people will make a martyr out of that fellow. Can’t people understand that this is just power game and nothing comes to ordinary people. And one stupid student committed suicide for this new telangana. What should we call this? Isn’t the fellow perverted? Can’t that fool understand that pure stupidity? And the Damn media instead acting tough is just encouraging them and making KCR an Icon.Forget politicians for a moment. What is happening to students? Why the hell they are wasting their time? Burning buses and facing latti’s. Is it their boredom in life (they just want some excitement). Bandh for 48 hours and total blockade of work don’t they understand the loss. Everyone knows this. Rossaiah lost the grip and taking back the charges against KCR itself is nothing but accepting defeat. Now Chandra babu naidu visited KCR to check on his health and other parties will join him. No one wants to look bad here and every one wants to save their future votes.Not a single fellow is raising voice against telangana. Worst still this ultimately shows Telangana people are going to suffer more because of these Hippocrates and out of their foolishness because it is the exploited that is exploited more.I see everything right before me; if a kid like me can understand what is happening to people of AP. Aren’t they supposed to do something and stop making fools out of ourselves.God save AP an god save this nation. If u wanna really develop follow Japan nothing else.3 cheersUrssrikanth