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As far as I was concerned, talking to Austin could wait; however, I was
fortunate at least that I was forced to wait until I'd found out where he
lived before I could even think about going to see him. There was only
intermittent talk that night between Jason and I. Most of the talk concerned
how after Sunday Jason wouldn't see me again until I'd had my beatiful preteens talk with
Austin.I was emotionally crushed and my mouth was dry... preteen sisters nude
How could Jason do this?
I knew he didn't want to, I could see it in his eyes how much he fake preteen porn wanted me
to stay with him. But I also knew he wouldn't budge on this. God I hated to
be confused almost as much as I hated stubborn men.There was no more sex that night, how does one have sex after a message like
that one? But the next morning I awoke when I felt Jason moving around as
he got up. So I got up as well, and preteen girls pre we showered together, mostly in
silence. I made two passive attempts to wash him and initiate something but
he withdrew, and it hurt as though he'd slapped me. After a quiet breakfast
filled with stolen glances and orange juice, Jason finally said: "Look Alex, I only meant that now that I came out, you know, admitted
everything to you, that we couldn't go forward until you figured things
out... I'm sorry if it came out wrong..." he said grabbing my hand on the
table.I looked up with a tear in my eye,
"I know Jason, but all I want to do is hug you and make this weird mood
end." "It will Alex, you just have to have your talk with Austin first. There's
so much still going preteen nude fantasy on between you two... Sometimes I don't know who I'm
kissing. And sometimes I'm not sure who you think you're kissing." Jason
said with a squeeze to my hand.I nodded and turned my hand over in his as I looked up in his eyes.
"I'm sorry baby. It's always been me and you," I said with a weak smile.But I lied; Austin had been there often, not so much that I ever slipped and
called out his name... but he was there none-the-less. It hurt me that I
had allowed Jason to see this; I had been caught so squarely I couldn't even
deny it effectively.After breakfast, we cleaned up and we went clothes shopping. It was
apparent that Jason was trying to cheer pre teen gymnastics
me up. Afterwards as we said
goodbye, I gave him a huge hug and kiss right in the middle of the Altamonte
mall. video nude preteens A few people made comments so I walked him to his car then walked to
my Jeep and drove preteen nude comics home lost in my thoughts.Somehow, I missed everyone after I got home; they all assumed I'd still be
at Jason's... Hell, so did I.At work the next day Mr. Riley came over with a rose and a grin.
"That performance was wonderful Alex, just wonderful! I had such a good
time! Ohh, this is for you, I gave Marika the other 11." He grinned
sheepishly. "So...uhhh... Francine, is she... ummmmmm" He stumbled along until preteen ring web
I got a
smile on my face and said, "Yes sir, she's available, single, and lives next door to me" He caught my
grin and blushed a little. "I would really like preteen porno pictures to invite her out for a dinner, do you think...?" He
asked pausing."That she would go with you?" I asked, and he shook his head like a kid. "Yeah, I really would like to take her out to dinner." He volunteered.I thought for a moment. "Ok, but if it works out between you two, you have to make me Vice
President of this branch!" I teased "No." He said seriously, "You have a bigger path Alex, and it's with a guitar and Marika, not here
at the bank."
He finally grinned as he let me in on his approval. "Ohhh Yes and here's a new guy named James, he's from Canada originally and
we just hired him. You, Marika and Chris will be in charge of training him."
Mr. Riley said, as he escorted a nervous, young, cute, partially Asian guy
over to the windows. We put James in-between Marika and me, and talked
while we counted our money. He caught on quickly and seemed to be a natural
at customer service.By Tuesday afternoon, I was making obvious mistakes, so Mr. Riley took me
into his office and closed the door.
"Ok, what gives Alex?"I himmed and hawed and finally told him the basics. I told him that Austin
had tried to talk to me at Michaels party and that we had fought., Well...
"I" had fought... and Jason told me we needed to talk before he and I could
resolve anything. "Alex, How about going to see Austin this weekend?"
He asked me. "Marika and I have to perform Friday night and Saturday Sir"
I said back without emotion. "How good are you going to be, if you're like this all week?" He sighed,I just looked up at him with dead eyes."Fine, Cut out early on Thursday and go up there, then call me and let me
know what's going on Friday. I'll add this to your sick days."
Mr. Riley offered. "James should be mostly trained by then, and if you keep up like this
you'll drive us all crazy. Or I'll be forced to let you go."
He said with a grin.Then he gave me a card and said,
"This is my home number, call me at home if you're gunna be late or absent
on Friday."I took it and put it in my wallet. I looked up and thanked him. Then, I
went back and tried to concentrate on my work.In the evenings, "The Tellers" practiced some new songs and refined the old
ones. Marika did a cover of 'Easy to be Hard' form HAIR, and I was working
on a cover of the Dyvinals "I'm on young preteen fantasy your side". Phil did a solo Spanish
guitar piece.On Wednesday, I had dinner in DeLand at a great little Italian restaurant on
the corner of Woodland and Indiana that made homemade pasta and sauces.
Ryan and nude preteens fun
his Michael sat with me. Vinnie, the owner knew me well and we got
excellent service; sitting outside and alfa sex preteen watching the light fade from the sky
and the trees along the brick lined street, lighting up with strings of
fairy lights. As we sipped coffee after dinner, Ryan spoke up. "I think I owe you an apology Alex, and maybe Jason too." He said with a
strong face. "Why's that Ryan? I mean, I know you don't like him, but you haven't done
anything to apologize for." I said. "I didn't give you credit for being old enough or smart enough to make your
choices, and you owe Michael here some credit, for making me see that.
Also, Austin actually made me promise to give Jason a chance as long as he
treated you right." Ryan said holding my gaze a second too long.I turned to Michael, who'd been quite during this,
"I have you to thank huh?" I smiled at the big dark haired athlete. "Maybe a preteen boys kissing little" He grinned at me before adding,
"I saw you and Jason and watched the way he treated you, and looked at you,
and whatever else he was doing, he's obviously in love with you now."Then Ryan added,
"And Michael pointed all of underage portal preteen this out, and Austin told me to give him a
chance. So..."I smiled, got up and hugged both of them before sighing and sitting down. "Well, I'm glad that's done with, but now it's my turn to apologize and ask
you if you know how to get in touch with Austin." I said to Ryan. As he
wrote the address down for me on a business card, I explained what Jason had
done and what Mrs. Tremere had said to me. I decided not to say that Austin
had been in hairy preteen movie
my thoughts a lot too.The three of us talked for several hours, then I bussed our table for Vinnie
and we went back to my place for a short visit before the two of them headed
back to O-town. I went to bed, had a strange sleep, and tossed and turned
until morning.The next day I was so stressed out, and no matter what anyone did to try to
calm me, I was still sluty young preteens a wreck. Finally, at 2:00 I took nudist for preteen the address Ryan had
given me and after grabbing a small bag I'd packed, took off from work.
James, being really cute as I was leaving, "Good luck Mr. Johnston Sir."
I scuffed his black hair and thanked him. Calling "me" a Sir. How adorable
was that?It's a damn long drive between DeLand and Gainesville, but the ride up
through the Ocala National Forrest is gorgeous. However, all the demons and
monsters of uncertainty were out to try to turn me back. How would I talk
to him? Could I talk to him with out hurting him? What if he nymphets preteen sites wanted preteen sucking dick
me
back????????But Jason, ohhhh god, poor Jason... Could I hurt him? Was it in me to
hurt him? Every bit of logic I had was telling me to grab onto Jason... So
why did it seem so wrong?All I had to do was talk to Austin; it's all I had to do. No matter how
often I repeated this mantra, it didn't make it any easier.It was 6:12 when I finally pulled into the parking preteen dogfuck lot preteen asain nude
that Ryan had told me
to. I sat there trying to summon the strength for a confrontation. It never
came but I somehow got the nerve to get out of my Jeep, and march towards
the building.Apartment 215, second floor in the back... I marched up preteen nn gymnast the stairs, past the
cream coloured doors and stood before 215 hoping it would cease to be... I
closed my eyes and willed myself to have strength... It didn't work, but I
tried it none-the-less. And then, like a ghost I watched my arm rise naked euro preteens
to
knock on the door.After a few minutes, a tall blond girl opened the door and stood there. "Hi, Can I hel..."
Her pleasant smile turned to an icy stare. "Alex!"
Her Mississippi accent accused with a mixture of lace and pig iron. "Hi, You...must be Phoebe then."
I said not even bothering to smile. "Your too late Alex, He left me, He left me for you two weeks ago. If
you're here to rub it in, go ahead, I'll have the last laugh."I raised a preteens 12yo models hand as she was confusing me. "Phoebe, He isn't with me, He tried a few weeks ago and I-I..." It hit me
what I had done, "I threw him out." I blurted.She stood gaping her mouth like an idiot. asian preteen tits "Then where is he?"
She asked forgetting her anger. "That's why I'm here, I need to have a talk with him and find out what
happened."Her eyes narrowed, as she looked me over.
"He was dating me and then met he you, fell in love, and... neither of you
thought of me for one blessed second."
She said with the voice of a Chinese empress.I hung my head a bit.
"I'm sorry Phoebe, I really am, the day I met him I didn't know there was a
girlfriend, I guess I didn't wanna know to be honest."She opened her door and invited me inside so no one could hear us. "Listen Alex,"
She said with a sigh of confession. "I have been in your place, It's how he and I met. It's how he always goes
to another girl fr... someone else."
She said in a low soft voice.I looked at her not comprehending her admission. "Before me was Danielle, I began to date him while they were still dating.
He had painted her as cold and unfeeling, but she isn't. I don't know what
all he told you, but I really loved him with all my heart. I wanted to be
his wife." she looked out her window as a tear trickled down her cheek. "If I hadn't been so shocked, if I hadn't found out what he was doing, if
my sorority sister hadn't called and told on you guys... Maybe I would have
reacted better... preteen interracial vids I don't know." She said wistfully.
. "If I wasn't gay?"
I offered quietly. That snapped her out of it. "I-I- Alex, My best friend is a lesbian and has been for years. I was as
shocked by my feelings as much as everyone else. Austin hardly ever spoke
to Audra out of fear... His sexual choice shocked me more then the
cheating... My mama always said 'watch out for a cheater, they don't
change'. She was right. Maybe you're what he wanted all along."I sat down on a kitchen chair and sighed. I felt awful for all the hateful
things I'd said about her. "Phoebe, You're nothing like I expected."She smiled and gave me a nod.
"Alex, I wanted to scratch your lungs and kick you to death a few months
ago... I wanted Austin back so badly. The past few weeks I've just...
(sigh) It's not "our" fault Alex... Neither of us made that stubborn ass do
anything he didn't want to. I just hope he takes you back when you find
him... It had to be damned hard for sexy preteen mpegs you coming to our apartment." She said
looking me in the eyes suddenly. ""Here, this might help," She said standing and going to the guestbook preteen boysbikine preteen kitchen
counter to write something down on green and pink paper with Lambda Epsilon
Sigma on it. She handed me a page with two numbers and addresses on it. "These are his two best friends; they should know where he is."
Then she escorted me to the door.We parted and I found all my feelings towards her had changed... and I hoped
hers towards me had too. I hugged her tightly before I left and thanked
her as deeply as I could.So, after leaving her apartment I drove to the first place on the paper and
found it was a make shift Frat house..."GREAT' I thought with a groan.I walked up and knocked and this tall thin guy with dread locks wearing a
red Hawaiian shirt and flip flops with a puka shell necklace and matching
ankle preteen models ecstazy band answered the door. "I'm looking for a Brian Casem."
I said glancing at the dried up garden. "Shyea, Speaking."
He said in stereotypical surfer speak while trying to figure out who I preteens model free
was. "Hi, My name is Alex Johns..."
Before I could finish his eyes lit up. "ALEX, You're that gay dude!!!" Brian said too loud for my comfort but more
happy with himself for figuring it out than freaked at me. "Ummm, Yeah, Guilty, Is he here man?" I asked hoping he was sleeping or
something. "Naaaaaa Dude, preteen chinese model I wish. I invited him in to live hear when he told the frat
about you two and that Phoebe had kicked him out." I could have been knocked
over by a fly; he TOLD his frat??? "He WHAT???" preteen websites tgp
I guess my eyes told him everything I was thinking. "Yeah, 'bout three weeks ago he came out and told us why he was so upset,
why he wasn't seeing Phoebe image port preteen any more...and that he was Bi"My head was swimming. Christ, when Mrs. Tremere said I didn't know what was
going on she didn't prepare me for this. "Sooo, Ummm, do you know free preteen site
where he is Brian?" I asked politely. "Ummmm, Oh yeah, come on in and ignore the dog." The dog turned out to be
this funny looking gargoyle called an Affenpincher this strange charcoal
dog that looked like a mix of guinea pig and carved castle guardian "Here, it's a guy with a spare room down that way he's staying with." preteen school porn he
said handing me a piece of paper with an address on it preteen toes photos
and then pointing
east. "Not a nice place and between you and me...the guy gives me the total
creeps dude." Brian said as he started to close the door as I left, then he
opened it and asked, "You going to take him back?" Brian asked flatly, I stopped and turned to
look at him. "I-I'm here to talk, and listen. Everything is different from what I
thought." hot preteen cameltoe I said contemplatively. Brian laughed, "Yeah Dude, tell me about it." He chuckled as he closed the door.So I went down to the next address and, god, the change in community was
blatant. I'd been in a nice suburban area, this place screamed old and
falling apart.I knocked on the dark brown hollow door and had to wait almost two minutes
before the light came on and the door cracked a little. "Hi, I'm here to see Austin Camble" I stated simply. The guy looked me up
and down and then he got this sneer. "You must be Alex!" The guy said in a halting voice like Christian Slater.
He didn't look like Slater though, his pale tobacco stained skin looked oily
and his hair was a reddiush brown thinning matt of unkempt oily fur. "Yeah, I need to speak to Austin Please?" I said pressing forward already
not liking this guy.He was a 30ish guy with a tight leather face, dull blue bloodshot eyes and
reeking of smoke, when he stepped aside revealing his pale naked preteen pic posting body with a
cock a toddler would be embarrassed to show.Ignoring his lecherous grin I boldly asked again where Austin was. "In bed." He said with this strange grin. My spider senses were going into
high gear, something wasn't right. "Where?" I asked lowering my voice.The guy pointed to a yellowish door that was barely open. As I started over
this oily voice behind me said, "Not sure he wants you to see him like this." He chuckled as I opened the
doorWhen my eyes adjusted to the light I saw Austin, chained spread eagle to a
bed with a gag in his mouth, his glazed eyes barely showed any recognition.
His back showed recent wet bloody whip marks. I felt a switch go off in my
head and the next thing I knew I had slammed the scrawny naked thumbs preteens
man in the
face with my palm and grabbed him by his throat and bent him backwards over
his kitchen counter squeezing the life out of him as he thrashed. In a
tight, pinched voice I hissed, "Before I kill you you son of a bitch, where are the keys?" He couldn't
talk but threw the keys on the floor. I used my palm to drive his head
against the counter hard enough to drop him to the floor. I bent down and
retrieved the keys, as I turned preteens nonude arts to get Austin, "Stay where you are asshole," I warned with another smash of his head on
the counter. "I'm not nearly done with you and if you make me catch you, I
swear to god, you won't EVER walk again."I went and unlocked Austin's cuffs, he just lay there so I took the gag from
his mouth and ever so gently helped him sit up. I noticed a collection of
large dirty dildos on the nightstand with a tub of generic lube. I cringed
thinking of what that bastard had done to my baby. Austin was drugged
obviously; he wasn't talking, just trying to sit up. "Alex?" He preteen upskit pic asked weakly, trying to focus on me. "Yeah baby, are your clothes in here somewhere, baby?" I asked. Austin
shook his head and shrugged. "Stay here a moment preteens models gallerie Austin, I'll be right back," I said as I marched back
to get the bastard that had... had raped... that fuckwad had raped Austin.
It hit me like a 2x4 to the head.I grabbed fuckwad and hauled his wiry frame up by his neck and pushed him
against a wall. I leaned in close to him and said softly, with all the
restraint I could harness, "You are alive now fuckwad, only because I need answers, understand me?"
I hissed in hot preteen movies his ear. He nodded his head, yes. "Where are Austin's clothes?" I asked. He didn't answer at first so I
shoved my thumb into the soft part of his throat and asked again. He
squeaked out an answer finally. "Under the bed and in the hall closet." He said, I dragged him with me to
look. Austin was in the bathroom. Fuckwad pulled a garbage bag free preteens jpegs from under
the bed that had some old unwashed clothing and then got a sports bag out of
the closet. "Where's the rest of his stuff?" I asked. "That's all I have now." The guy said weakly while rubbing his throat. "Is that all he came here preteen model cream
with?' I asked. My nerves were about ready to
snap. The guy didn't answer so I backhanded him hard enough to knock a tooth
loose and cut my finger on his mouth. He hit the floor and I asked, "You
have any idea how many bones I can break on you without even hitting you?"The poor guy went white and said in a dry voice,
"He young pedo preteen
had more stuff but I sold the rest of it." He paled and hung his head.
I was beyond rage, beyond revenge, I was so angry, so sexy preteen nudists god damned angry, I
became toxically still as this strange otherworldly calm overtook me. "You sold his stuff? While you had him drugged and tied to your preteen links russian bed, while
you raped and beat him?" I asked as I grabbed his left pointer finger. "Yes" he said weakly. Before I could react, I heard the toilet flush and
the door open. "Alex?" Austin called weakly. "Yeah baby? What can I get you?" I offered, standing up and dropping
fuckwad to free preteens trailers the floor. "Clothes?" He asked weakly leaning against the doorframe. I handed Austin
the duffle bag and turned back and said: "You have two choices, I can kill you now and we can go to the police and
tell them what I did and shower preteens pics what you did, or you can go over there and sit by
the bed and preteen model soft
put the cuffs on." I said softly but with seething anger.So he went over quickly and sat candid preteen tiny
by the bed and whimpered as I put him in the
cuffs that were at the foot of the bed so he was preteens tgp girls sitting on the floor with
his arms spread. "How long has Austin been here, and how did he land up here?" I asked. "He, he's been here almost a week, I met him in a bar and we started
talking. He told me...about you mostly, about his girlfriend, and that he
was bi now. So I invited him back." "And the drugs? And the marks all over his back? The dildos? What kind of
damage do you have, that you could do this to another person?" I hissed at
him. He turned his face to avoid my teeth and I grabbed it and yanked it
back to face me. "How much did you get from selling his stuff?" I asked, as preteens japan
Austin got
dressed. "Almost $340.00" he said softly. "Why don't I believe you?" I answered as I swiped his wallet off the
nightstand.I found several hundred in his wallet, his ID, and a credit voyeur preteen shocking card. "I'll take these for now, if you behave, you might see daylight a few more
times. I'm not making any decisions till I have a chance to think," I
growled in his ear.I left Gene, the name on his Id, on the floor cuffed to his bed, and took
all the keys, his money, his ID and his cell phone. "We'll be back, don't get up on our account you waste of sperm." I helped
Austin get ready and helped him to my Jeep. We drove till I saw a 24 hour
Walgreens drug store, and I bought gauze and antibiotic salve, and some
Gatorade and vitamins.So next I found a hotel 6 and checked us in so we could go to the room and I
could look at his wounds, he refused to see a Doctor or visit a hospital.
So preteens model net
I cleaned his sores and bandaged them and shock with fear and rage as I
got him dressed again. "Come on baby, you need some food." I said, he followed weakly in his
drugged state.We went to a Denny's and I had coffee and pie while I watched the stoned and
messed up boy I still loved trying to eat and wishing he could talk to me.
I got yes and no answers to all of the questions I asked him. This guy Gene
had really damaged him badly... When Austin went to the bathroom, I made a
call. "Dennis? Yeah man, sorry for calling so late, I have a real problem, I
wanted to call you first, before calling the police." Dennis talked a bit
then I responded, "Yeah, I found Austin but it's a long story. He was being held and drugged
and... and..."
I could barely get the word out, I finally whispered it,"raped..." My throat started to close; my fury was being replaced by passion
for Austin, and disbelief that I had seen what I did. It came out as an
explosive sob and I just cried and cried into the receiver, I didn't care
who saw preteens fotos foro or heard. "I left him cuffed to the foot of his bed. Yeah, Sure... Ok, I'll call you
from there tomorrow. Thanks Dennis, I knew I could count on you." 'Click'Dennis was my 6'2" bodybuilder friend who'd been a bouncer and done work for
drug traffickers enforcing their will before moving to central Florida to
begin as a personal trainer. If I was the wrong one to pick a fight with,
Dennis was the wrong one to make angry.Austin walked slowly to the table with the horrible pallor clouding his skin
and his eyes glazed over.. So I went and joined him and tried to get him to
eat some more. I paid with Gene's credit card and then loaded Austin in my
Jeep room and took him to our room for the night. I took Austin and gently
helped him undress; the wounds on his back had begun to stick to the dark
shirt he'd chosen. Somehow, I knew he needed me to be strong, but I would
fall apart when he couldn't see me.As I laid him gently on his belly I began to dress his wounds and gently
clean his back again and apply salve; tears streamed down my face as I tried
to put my Austin together. "I-I I told young hot preteens him to beat me Alex, I told him to punish me." Austin finally
said in a soft determined voice."Why Austin? Why would you ask for this?" I asked incredulously."For what I did... to you." He said in a far away voice. He may as well
have swung a 50 pound sack of potatoes into my gut. I was shocked and tears
clouded my eyes."Nooooooo Austin, No, Ohhhh god no!" I pleaded with him and cried as I put
the last of the gauze on his back. My fingers trying not to hurt the skin it
longed to feel."Alex, I dawn preteenmodel hurt you so bad... I-I-I wanted to be forgiven... I figured I had
to feel what I did to you... I dropped out of school... you weren't supposed
to find me." Austin said softly in a distant voice.I ran my fingers gently through his hair trying to calm him and... and find
an appeasement for my own gaping guilt. None came as I sat there on the bed
and Austin fell asleep in my lap. I looked down and cried, my tears flowed
till they ran dry so I turned the lights out and curled up with Austin
holding him, and protecting him from the monsters I now knew were waiting in
the dark even for someone as big and strong as Austin.What kind of monster did it make me though that I wouldn't even give the boy
I loved time to talk to me, time to tell me that he'd been blackmailed, and
that he discovered all on his own, the strength to free preteen nudes
face his fears all to try
to get back to me... to be rejected and replaced? What did that make me?
And what about my poor Jason? Would I preteen lollita porn
have to destroy him now? I didn't
taste the lips of sleep that night.The next day I found a Target and told Austin to wait in the diner and eat
while I picked up a few things. I had to buy him everything, from underwear
and socks to shirts, shorts and jeans. He lost his bedding, toiletries,
everything, all he had were some old ratty clothing. I got more gauze and
ointment and a big bottle preteens jerking off of extra strength Tylenol. I grabbed some protein
drinks cause Austin looked like he'd been starved. Finally, I bought a cap
and sunglasses so he could hide if he wanted to. I bought all this with
Gene's credit card.I made Austin stay at the hotel and get ready while I went out to take care
of stuff.'Stuff' turned out to be what I called going back to see Gene. I called
Dennis, and it turned out that he had driven to Gainesville and was waiting
for my call. Dennis was over within 15 minutes.I walked in to Gene's place and the smell was horrid. It smelled of stale
cigarettes and old beer mixed with lube and fried food. I needed a bath
after just walking in. Gene was calling out so I went into the bedroom and
he got quiet. young preteen modelz
I could see the dark stain in his pants and knew what had
happened. "I can't be partial Gene, I want to hurt you in ways that make the Ton ton
Macute look civil. So I invited a friend who's... better at these things and
I have no clue what he has planned for you."I searched through Gene's stuff until till Dennis got there. If I didn't
know Dennis, he would've scared the hell out of me. He was the size of a
refrigerator crossed with a Mac truck, wife beater, slicked back hair in a
pony tail, mirrored sunglasses, a duffle bag and black sweat pants. He came
in and gagged at the extrem preteens
smell, and asked me what happened. I told him
everything as we went to the bedroom. Gene and he got a good look at each
other. He dropped the duffle, squatted in front of Gene and took his
glasses off. "Austin has been a friend of mine for over a decade Gene, and Alex is a
great friend who's never bothered anybody. You fucked up bad!" It wasn't
said with malice or any hint of threat, but it made my blood run cold. I
almost felt sorry for that poor schmuck.Dennis went and opened his duffle bag. He took out a large satchel that had
what looked like dental tools in it, and then he took out a Dremmel and a
few large pliers. I almost fainted and Gene was screaming into his gag. "Alex, for both of our sakes, you need to leave now while Gene and I...
talk. He's gunna help me get more money back to Austin and hopefully
retrieve a few of his items. Go take care of Austin, Alex and I'll see you
back home this week." Dennis said preteen heaven portal standing up and giving me a big gumba
hug.So I left and went back to find Austin crashed out in a fetal preteen modelx position. I
let him sleep while I packed. I loaded the jeep, then got Austin up, and
loaded, then I paid for the hotel and we went to breakfast at a waffle
house. "What's gunna happen to Gene?" Austin asked quietly as we ate. "Don't know, we couldn't call the cops without saying what happened, so I
called Dennis, he's over there now." I said flatly not looking at preteen panty photos Austin. "He's fucked." It was preteen cock info all Austin said before drinking some Coffee.I looked up and caught Austin's eye,
"He's lucky it's Dennis, I woulda killed him and left him to rot." I stated
simply.Austin looked at me a moment before hanging his head,
"But it's as much my fault as his Alex. I knew it was a bad scene, and I
knew he was a creep, I... I... I even knew he put something in my drink at
the bar." Austin said slowly without looking at me.I looked in his eyes with a look of pain,
"Why Austin? Why would you put yourself through that?" I asked bluntly. He
was quiet for a while, almost said a few things then got quiet again
thinking. Finally he said, "That last weekend I saw you, at Michael's party... I was coming to tell
you I had left Phoebe and that we could be together... But you got SO mad...
and I couldn't blame you, you were right, I had fucked up, but it hurt...
Alex, you have no idea what that night did to me. This is nothing, these
scars are nothing." He trailed off lost in thought. Guilt was punching its
way out of my soul. "So I stayed with Ryan at Michael's apartment and the next day we figured
you'd calmed down... And...I...I saw Jason, and he was where I knew I should
have been and it hit me that you moved on...you didn't need me any more...
and I didn't have a clue what to do." He trailed off in silence.Tears fell from my face as guilt and confusion and emotions with out names
rushed out of me like a pyroclastic flow. "Austin... please... no. No, Austin," I cried and pleaded and my broken
hero held me as I cried. Finally I stopped. "Alex, Alex, we need to go, it's check out time I think" Austin said
rubbing my back.We got ready, I paid, and we left.Austin and I drove miles in silence, neither of us knowing what to say when
he finally spoke. "I knew he was trouble when I let him start to buy me drinks, I told him I
was new to this and that... I had hurt you badly and needed to be punished.
He said he would if that's what I wanted..." preteen moedl
"Why didn't you just stay with Brian? preteen of nud He cares about you Austin, he
wanted you to stay with him." I said keeping my eyes on the Ocala National
Forest. "I thought maybe if I got experience, that... that... that you might..."
Austin said slowly not bothering to finish what didn't need to be said. "Austin, if I hadn't come up there, I don't think any of us would have ever
seen you again." I said slowly not wanting to over-emphasize the state he
was in. That thought ran through me like a winter's night. "Alex, without you..." Austin trailed off with out answering. "Without me what, Austin?" I demanded softly, fearing the answer. "I didn't care, I didn't expect to see the weekend." He said softly. Even
as tears fell to his lap silently, My brain vacillated between a kind of
rage, shock, and fear. If that had happened, I would have blamed myself
forever. "No! Don't you put this on me, Austin!" I demanded, a moment later my voice
echoed in my ears and I softened as I preteens models illegel saw him shrink.
"Austin, please, please don't think like that...ever, ever, ever again...
you understand me? No one is worth that... no one." I pleaded softly.We drove much of the rest of the way in silence.As we neared my place I realized I hadn't called Jason to let him know where
I'd been preteen ass young all night or what had happened, I hadn't called Mr. Riley either...
well, I'd deal with them after I'd gotten artistic preteen Austin settled in. Mrs. Tremere
was shopping and I got to my door with all preteens pornsites
of Austin's new stuff relatively
easy. When I opened the door I was surprised by a sleepy looking Jason, my
mind fell, my heart flipped, And Jason saw it and stopped short of hugging
me. "Hey baby, I-I-I was just... getting ready to leave. I came over last night
expecting to see..." At that moment Austin came slowly around the doorway
behind me, and Jason saw him and his face went white. "Oh," was all Jason said before turning quickly to go to the bedroom. I
raced after him pleading with him to stop and listen. Finally he turned to
face me, "Alex, Austin is moving in with a pile of clothing and personal crap...
What are you going to try and tell me???" Jason demanded sharply. I could
see the pain in his eyes and the shaking of his hands as he grabbed his bag.
He reached over and handed me a notebook that looked like mine.
" I found this last night, guess we know the answer now. I'm going out of
town Alex, I have a job in new York... Don't bother trying to reach me... At
least do that for me." And then he grabbed his stuff and was gone. I looked
at the notebook and realized it was my song writing book. A page had been
paper-clipped with an envelope, but first I saw the page and my blood ran
cold, it was a poem I'd written a week earlier. xxx preteen youg Two Perfect guys
And no perfect way
To choose between sorrows
Or walking away. How do I hurt one
Deliver that blade
Kill joy, peace, and hope
And preteen models kid the love that we made Torn between angels
Claiming mortal coils of men
I'm told I must choose
But not Who, how, or when. Fair is older darks a boy
God's a bastard, I'm his toy.
Fair is wiser, Darks a knight,
How does one choose, when both answers are right? Dark stole my heart,
While fair has my soul
Whom do I hurt
And who gets the goal?I'd like to deny the gods
All their pleasure,
And bury my heart
with preteen sexfoto
Captain Kid's treasure.My heart fell even deeper as I read the words I'd written absent mindedly a
week earlier. I hadn't had any particular thought in mind as ukrainian preteen upskirts
I jotted the
words down like I did every time a preteen nude modelling
song idea hit me.I fell to my knees pleading with god to reverse time, to take away all the
pain I had rained on Jason. Would I ever deserve to be with a guy like
Jason again? A guy who adored me in everyway. Would I find a guy who
ignited a room every time I smiled at him? What would I do if Jason were
really gone? Did I deserve him? What about that broken boy in the next
room?I sat the notebook on my dresser 3d preteen gallery and went into the living room where a
despondent Austin was curled up watching TV... I told him I'd be back in a
few minutes and to get whatever he needed. I went next door and before I
even touched the door it opened for me. "Mon Cher, you look awful, Austin looks awful, did you fight?" Mrs. Tremere
asked while getting the tea ready and gathering a few crumpets. "Yeah, but not with each other Mrs. Tremere... GOD! I've ruined all our
lives Mrs. Tremere... I hurt Jason and he's done everything possible to make
me happy. And Austin, Ohhhhhhhh Mrs Tremere... " I broke down crying and
sobbing then... I wasn't protecting Austin or having to be strong so I just
fell apart, I heard words like 'rape' and torture, and escape... After I
calmed down I told her about the song Jason had read, and caught her up to
date. "Mon Cher, what does one say to this? How is Austin? You should bring him
some food for me honey.... The poor boy" Mrs. Tremere said rubbing my back
and holding my hand as I sobbed. "Alex, Jason knew the risks my love. It is truly awful that someone has to
hurt like he does, and I know you would gladly take preteen maxwells pics on all the pain to spare
those boys. But this is not an option." "It isn't fair to Jason, he's been soo good to me, he's done nothing but
love me." I said to the insides of my hands preteen archive thumbs
as I cried. "Mon Cher, rarely does "fair" have any say in matters of the heart. He
gambled, and he was hurt. He will live dear boy. He is hurt, but he will
live my dear." She patted my hand and then added in a deeper voice. "Now Alex, My love. That boy next door needs you, he wants you, he loves
you. And as much as we joke about preteen youtube you being a daughter to me, it is you
dear boy that must take charge now, he needs your strength, he needs your
love... he needs you to be tough."We chatted a while and I was told that I must be the man, I had to be what I
always wanted Jason and Austin to be... not sexually, but I had to be in
control for a while at least.Finally I got up hugged Mrs. Tremere and took my teacup to her sink. Then I
went back to a dark apartment.
I wasn't sure where Austin was sleeping but I assumed it was the couch so I
sneaked into my room. When I turned the lights on I half my preteen nudes expected to see my
Austin curled up there but all I saw in the middle of my bed was my songbook
and a note. A panic came over me as I rushed to the note I knew I hadn't
left.The note was simple but said:
Dear Alex, I was going to sleep in here and saw the note from Jason. I'm
really sorry. I preteen tease galleries
hope you can get him back Alex... I can't go home cause
dad won't let a fag live in his house so I'm going back to Gainesville. I
owe you 60 bucks cause I took a couple of twenties off your dresser... Don't
follow me; I'm not going to do anything stupid.
I love you, AustinI just stared at it and my body and mind went numb... tears wouldn't even
come. I was about to walk back over and fall apart on cums preteens Mrs. Tremere when
something snapped, Michael said cuties little preteen it was the moment my balls dropped. I
marched out and grabbed my keys and started down to my jeep. $60 wouldn't
get him anything but a bus ticket. And there was only one bus terminal in
town. So I boy cute preteen
called Henna and told her I would be late tonight, and went to
pick up Austin again... I sped since I had not idea what time the bus was
leaving for Gainesville.I pulled into the preteen sex masturbate
dreary little blue building not much bigger then a trailer
that served Greyhound in the area. The inside was small and I saw Austin
sitting on a bench outside staring at the ground. He looked miserable.
Guess I couldn't blame him there... god, I had no idea what to say. I was
ready to knock him out and drag him home if he resisted though.Without saying a word I parked and walked past a young black guy and his kid
also waiting and went and sat next preteenboys galleries to Austin, he still didn't know who I was
as he hadn't looked up. "You ever watch Gilligan's Island?" I asked as I looked at a large flock of
crows fighting over who got to sit where in a big old oak across the street. "What?" Austin said suddenly dragged out of his self-absorbed funk. Then
he looked up and saw it was me and he folded his arms and bent over so they
were on his lap and said,
"I told you not to follow me, I've already fucked up your life Alex, I ran
off your boyfriend, I hurt you... I'm no fucking good."I knew he was talking, I guess he had a few points, but I asked again,
"Really, you ever watch Guilligan's Island?He put his head in his hands and very loudly said,
"NO!"
(pause)
"Yeah, I guess."
(pause)
"Why? What the fuck preteen thong *****
does that have to do with anything?"I nude amateur preteen was quiet a moment as I watched the birds.
"Remember when those headhunters came to the island and Guilligan europe preteen nudes saved
one?"At this point he turned to me totally bewildered.
"Yeah, actually I do." "Remember what the rule was when you saved a headhunter?" I asked.Austin was quiet a while thinking preteen with black and trying to figure out where I was
going. "Uhhh, no, is this going to make any fucking sense or are you just
curious?" He asked staring at the birds finally.I paused a few moments then sat back on the bench and said,
"According to them, it was a tradition that if you saved a life, that life
belonged to you. I think they did the same thing in Tarzan and some other
old shows."Austin got it now, hell, I'd delivered my message on a truck. He sat still
for a while then said,
"So, you own me now?" preteen models nyphs He asked incredulously. "Yup, you're mine now." I said enjoying his confusion a little. "All right, you made your point, whatever it was... why are you here Alex?" "I'm here to collect you and bring you back with me, you're mine and I'm
not letting you go again. Not like this, not till I know you're ok and have
a place to go. And Christ!" I said looking at the trash bags and target bags
all his stuff was in. "How can I let you travel like this??? No way are you
going anywhere till we get you some luggage!"
Austin was quiet a bit; Southern boys have a talent for taking long times to
respond.
"Ya know, the way I see it, I won you as a prize, you saved my life... I
think that cancels each other."I turned and put my hand on Austin's, I turned to face him and look him in
the eyes.
"Or maybe it could mean that you own me AND I own you."Austin's face got all screwed up and his chin started to quiver as tears
suddenly streamed from his eyes. And he moved so that he fell against me
with his head on my shoulder as he sobbed,
"Take me back Alex, Please take me back." Over and over he begged me.
I held him and rubbed his back soothingly, "Yeah baby, it's you and me
again." I meant it, I wanted him to believe it, he needed to believe it. But
my heart broke thinking about poor Jason.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Ok, Ok, Ok...
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