im stuck in mud, drowning, not going anywhere, ever. as long as im in this.

yes, thank you DR, fhhck this sh!h, end it, badabing badaboong, i gotta pack my bags and leave. this relationship has been eating at me from the start. sure there have been ok moments, but there is no balance with this kind of person, in this environment. im waaAAY beyond this mess now.
gotta find a way to get out soon. and better make sure to do it quickly, quietly and efficiently. if it turns in to a dramafest, i tend to get second thoughts, so ninja my out, like i did four years ago to get out of another mess.