Sunday, 20 September 2009

I have had absolutely no self control whatsoever !!! What on earth is going on ?

I went out for lunch with my lovely friend Karon on Friday and ended up choosing cod, chips and peas at 15.5 pts ... eeeeekkkk. This was at 2 o clock. By evening, when it suddenly dawned on me that I hadn't fed hubby and the kids (completely forgot the poor things..lol), it was 8pm so they decided to go and get burger and chips....of course by then I was getting peckish so indulged in a handful of chips and bite of burger...all pointed but I ended up having 27 pts for the day instead of 19 .... disaster day number 1 . Over pts by 8 :(

Then Saturday arrives. We decide late in the day to go to see my uncle Frank and cousins as they were having a bit of a do in Northampton. Set off travelling at 7pm, got half an hour into our journey when we are diverted. Cannot get on the blooming A14 !!! Frigging road works. Diversions took us around in a circle , and an hour later we were no nearer. Sat Nav was not helping.... I swear if I heard her say RE-CALCULATING one more bloody time I would have thrown it out the blooming window !!!! It was pitch black, hubby was losing his temper and we ended up going back towards home, apologising to my family that we would not be able to come. We ended up going to our local for a drink to calm ourselves down. 7 vodka's and diet coke later, the landlady decides to order chinese to be delivered.....what did I hear myself say.... We will have some !!! What the hell ???!!!! Ended up having sweet and sour chicken balls and egg fried rice... 20 bloody pts !!!! Disaster day number 2 :( ...

Have now been eating flapjack and cookie that my daughters had attempted to make, I am now over my pts by bloody 30 ... and its still only 3pm and I haven't had my dinner yet :O((((

10 comments:

I think turning over a new leaf, drawing a line or whatever they say is in order!!!! You've had your indulgences but now you need to STOP before you totally sabotage yourself. Get on the boards and keep those fingers busy rather than eating!!! Good luck for getting back on track, we've all had weeks like this!

You have come so far...just start a new day...and forget (but be accountable, which you have been) your past...It is so hard!! I have been struggling a little myself wanting to eat things I know I shouldn't...I am only into weight watchers 3 weeks...:) Take care!

Awwwww thank you ladies. I needed that. Good sound advice and making me realise that we all do it.... I feel better now thank you :O)

Like you say brand new week starts tomorrow. Im firmly stuck back on the wagon again armed with my sugar-free jelly, punnet of strawberries and bottles of water !!!!I will do this !! Thank you for your support... your all wonderful xx

Awwww Tina. It happens to us all. I did the same today. Hadn't eaten a thing all day then went for Chinese buffett. I had exactly what I wanted and as much as I wanted and enjoyed every single bloody mouthful. _____________________________________________

A line has been drawn under it. The rest of the week we'll be polishing our halo's 0:-) xxx

It's scary how quickly we can slide down that slippery slope. Just don't let it undo all the good work you've put in for so long. The damage has been done; just move forward and do the things that have worked for you in the past. It happens to the best of us. Just shake it off and move forward.

Your a lovely bunch, thank you.I've woke up this morning, stepped on the pesky scales , saw what I didn't want to see, and are now 100% focused. I WILL NOT UNDO ALL MY HARD WORK !!!!Thank you again guys, I don't know what I would do without you all x

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Hiya , welcome to my blog !! My name is Tina. I am 42, with 3 beautiful daughters 20, 15, 11. I am the practice manager at an Osteopath practice and also a receptionist at a Doctors Surgery !! I am a gold ww member , determined to get back to goal !! Hope you enjoy reading about the ups and downs of my journey. tinasjourneywithww.blogspot.com

I will put the date next to them when I achieve them. If I achieve these losses I will have lost 4 stone this year !!I'm trying to remember that 1 pound a week is 52lb a year...nearly 4 stone....that is achieveable...I think..lol !!