I left everything behind me Searching for the strength I thought I Had inside me Left you behind So lonely Praying for the day that you would somehow find me I was young You were wrong But I tried I was strong And the years that I have lost are all I see All I can say Is I am not afraid Of the world that I have tried to push away I fight everyday But I am to blame I am not innocent But I am not afraid I lost all faith Inside me Still I find myself without the will to Free me from you I'm a slave Unhappy Wanting oh so much for you to someday See me Tell me how I want to Say it loud I need you To be the one who catches all my dreams Hear me now All I can say Is I am not afraid Of the world that I have tried to push away I fight everyday But I am to blame I am not innocent But I am not afraid Anymore I'm tired of sleeping Alone I've been grieving The life that I gave up to feel alive I want to feel alive I'm not afraid anymore, I'm not afraid anymore I want to feel alive, I want to feel alive I want to feel, I need to feel I want to feel alive Hold on tight Let's make this right Take me, make me Feel alive tonight