Tuesday, June 21, 2011

It's right around the corner and I find that I have finally grieved this loss for so long that I am ready to move across the country.

I think I must have some sort of "disorder" that keeps me from getting close to people until it's time (or close to time) to leave. As soon as I know we are moving, I finally let people in. Then, I just get mad that I have to leave all of the great friends I have made and I regret not doing it sooner. Live and learn, right? Next time I will allow myself to get close to people sooner and not fear it.

The packers come at the end of this week and the beginning of next, followed by the loaders. We will be in Kansas City by the end of next week... making new friends.

5 comments:

Don't be so hard on yourself. . . it's a two-way street. I think when people find out we've moved so much, it is hard for them to let US in. . . You'll be our prayers for a safe and turn-key move. Miss you!