Thank you for your kind words Kimba. I know I am not alone, and I keep talking to God about that today. It's sometimes hard to remember that when all I feel is ALONE, you know? Your post actually helped me to remember to pray about it. I'm just not doing very well right now... awful actually. I am hoping the days become easier.. and I'm sure they will. It's just hard to see through all the pain and sadness. Thanks to you again :*)