Thanks for the welcomes. I don't even know where to begin on this site. I keep thinking I should write everything down, like a big letter or email, and send it to... someone. Even though they wouldn't read it, or wouldn't care, or I wouldn't explain it properly.

Well i would suggest if you are going to write it down maybe put it in your own thread in the members diary? If you are looking for some fun and gams check out the coffee house and join chat for a few laughs too. Oh also if you need anymore detaied help just let e know