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If you had read my previous posts, you know I have been suffering from anxiety since MC. My anxiety hits in the morning and evening.
I am in a foreign country with no "real" friends. I had my first psych consultation and she has me on low dosage of Zoloft. I have reached out to 2 very dear friends back in the US. Just telling them lifted so much off me. Just talking about it- getting it out has brought me some relief. Here's to starting to see a light at the end of the tunnel.

I WILL NOT drink the Kool Aid.

The grass is greener on the other side. But they put chemicals on theirs.

Posts: 60 | Registered: Mar 2013 | From: USA

AFrayedKnot♂ 36622Member # 36622

Posted: 5:33 AM, September 24th (Tuesday), 2013

Its great that you have people you trust to share this with. It is to much to carry alone. Keep talking and sharing.

BS 42
fWS 38 (SurprisinglyOkay)
DsD DS
A whole bunch of shit that got a lot worse before it got better.
"Knowing is half the battle"

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Naivete123♀ 38715Member # 38715

Posted: 9:55 PM, September 24th (Tuesday), 2013

Chicho- it really has. I was riding on a high the rest of the day. I was even able to really enjoy my children last night.

Unfortunately it hit me again at 4:30am. It was getting so bad I even "blurted" everything to a friend here in China. It was morning hours we were walking back from dropping our kids off and I was really feeling the anxiety kick in. She invited me to her home and I told her everything. To my surprise her spouse had been unfaithful to her in the past, so she could really understand. I told he about the possibility of our marriage ending. My fears...she was very comforting. She is a religious woman and offered godly insight and even prayed with me.

I WILL NOT drink the Kool Aid.

The grass is greener on the other side. But they put chemicals on theirs.