Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Roller Coaster

And I don't know how to explain it, but it just seemed like he was "awake" while we were in there, like he was aware of us, and listening to us.

I know that sounds crazy. I know it does. He's in a coma, how can he be "awake"?

Lord - I am so sorry if I showed a lack of faith in any way.

Boy - I am so sorry if I gave up on you too soon.

I am not giving up. On TheBoy or God.

And I am so, so sorry.

I considered deleting my last post. That's how much I regret it. But then I figure, someone out there may have gone / will go through something similar. And I want them to know that it happens. This roller coaster happens.

2 comments:

No worries. You have reminded me of how God is perfect and we are not. That is a very valuable lesson and I'm glad you shared it. Sometimes our sensibilities and intuition are off, but God is always right on.

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