Always thank your enemy as he is the one helping you to find your weaknesses.

“We do not care who is right or wrong,

who stole our car or burned down the house.

Those problems belong to the play, not to us.

We do not get involved with the play…

we only care to remove the lead balls

which keeps us here, our false data,

our agreements and identifications with the role, with the play.”

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This morning I was driving while looking at my life.

I told myself:

-“Silvia, you are on a path of knowledge,

you well know by now, antagonistic people, petty tyrants and

suppressives for a warrior of knowledge, are blessings.

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Now, you husband is divorcing you,

using the same exact pattern of your mom,

you first, second and third husband,

he is using the same script your best friends used to get rid of you.

What are they trying to tell you?

Which weakness of yours they are trying to point out to you? “-

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…”We do not care who is right or wrong, who stole our car or burned down the house. Those problem belong to the play, not to us. We do not get involved with the play… we only care to remove the lead balls which keeps us here, our false data, our agreements with the role, with the play.”

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Having learned what we call our enemies,

are actually our best friends…

I started to look.

I did not take ‘nothing there’ for an answer.

It took me a while but once I stopped looking using the eyes of this body-valence,

once I was able to silence the mind I found what I was looking for.

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This divorce as all the other, were all blessings…

Why?

They were disclosing one of my worse, very well hidden weakness.

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…

“Love your Enemies, for they tell you your Faults.”

― Benjamin Franklin, Poor Richard’s Almanack

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My jaw dropped when this big suppose-not suppose to do

which conditioned and trapped me in this play,

as a slave, a prisoner, and who knows in how many other plays ( life.)

appeared in front of my eyes.

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The only reason we feel a loss, we get stuck into a situation,

the reason we consider something to be a problem

is our identification with the ‘role’, the program called “Silvia”, John, Helen

which becomes a wife, a husband, a best friend, a mother, a father…

and assumes the suppose-to-do/not suppose-to-do of this roles.

My suppose/not-suppose-to-do, the chain to my entrapment has been my “loyalty”.

The material interpretation of loyalty.

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Loyalty is used against you by the parasites of energy

to keep you close, in chain at their service.

…

…and when you identify with the role,

when you lose sight of the fact that all is nothing more than a play,

due to your identification with the role, you get trapped.

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You have stopped being aware of playing a role in the game,

and the role is now controlling you.

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It is only when this happen that we experience fear, pain, sense of loss or gain.

The assumption of “the role” transforms the playground,

the stage, into a prison which we call reality.

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And when all this “is real” we are done.

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What is loyalty?

To stay with someone who is trying to succumb,

which all he wish is to be asleep, is to be disloyal.

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To stay next to those who are trying desperately to suffocate their thoughts

by overwhelming the minds with noise,

with extraneous exercise, with speed and danger,

it is not being loyal.

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Those people, who try to live their life at speed,

who wish to live every moment in his fullness

are just desperate to suffocate their fear.

They are terrified to know.

Their desire of action, is their way to kill their emptiness.

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If you attempt to help them,

they will elect you as their worse enemy….

In truth, if you would be loyal to them,

you would let them go, quietly…

you would realize that the best thing you could do for them,

once you have spiritually entered their life,

is to move quietly away and continue your progress.

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Your progress, alone will make them better.

“Sleeping” with them, will kill you both.

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Your spiritual power,

will help the world,

not your involvement with it.

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And so today I gained a piece of freedom.

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There is only one things you can do

once you are on the path of knowledge

and that is to help people to wake up.

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Remember, it is a very dangerous activity and only for few.

Trying to wake up the wrong person,

will turn him into your worse enemy.

He will never forgive you

for the horrible thing you are doing.

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You are taking away his illusions of security,

of being alive, of being someone,

you taking away their illusion of self-control and power.

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You are giving him insecurity pain.

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Wake up only people who are ready.

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… Fear Makes Us Obey by J. Krishnamurti “Why do we do all this:obey, follow, copy? Why? Because we are frightened inwardly to be uncertain. We want to be certain, we want to be certain financially, we want to be certain morally,we want to be approved, we want to be in a safe position, we want never to be confronted with trouble, pain, suffering, we want to be enclosed. So, fear, consciously or unconsciously, makes us obey the Master, the leader, the priest, the government. Fear also controls us from doing something which may be harmful to others, because we will be punished. So behind all these actions, greeds, pursuits, lurks this desire for certainty, this desire to be assured. So, without resolving fear, without being free from fear, merely to obey or to be obeyed has little significance; what has meaning is to understand this fear from day to day and how fear shows itself in different ways. It is only when there is freedom from fear that there is that inward quality of understanding, that aloneness in which there is no accumulation of knowledge or of experience, and it is that alone which gives extraordinary clarity in the pursuit of the real. “ – J. Krishnamurti, The Book of Life