I'm 18 and tried it, I took half a bottle of sleeping pills and it was the scariest thing that I could imagine. It haunts me everyday just because of the reaction it got out of my family girlfriend and close friends, for any of you out there considering suicide I was there and its not easy, I thought no one would care but the impact you have is far greater than you'll ever know. If you haven't sought professional help or tried antidepressants I reccommend this route, it helps despite what you may think or have heard.

My friend took some chemical stuff that is used to make fireworks . He called his mother and it looks like he was pretty scared in his last moments (He lost his sight the last hours as far as I know). He agreed to go to the hospital after taking that stuff, maybe he repented of what he did? Anyway, it was too late.

in other words........." MAJOR DEPRESSION ". Alot of people claim to have " REAL SEVERE DEPRESSION " or claim to be " bipolar " yet, they say they dont take medication, which may be a personal choice not too BUT in my opinion, the only way you can truly have SEVERE DEPRESSION is if you have " MAJOR DEPRESSION " which is an Extreme deep depression, that you cant just Snap out of.

I'm not fucking around. I'm serious. I find myself thinking, "Am I that much of a fucking loser thinking like that?" Shit man. I'm thinking about going to another pick up bootcamp by a guy named Magic. He gurantees that I'd get laid during the bootcamp. I know somewhere the money's gonna' come and I'll be able to make a down payment. Finally he'll show me how to seduce a woman. Then I won't have thoughts of wanting to die because of sexual frustration.

My friend took some chemical stuff that is used to make fireworks . He called his mother and it looks like he was pretty scared in his last moments (He lost his sight the last hours as far as I know). He agreed to go to the hospital after taking that stuff, maybe he repented of what he did? Anyway, it was too late.

this is pretty much the most traumatizing thing i ever read, consider my dreams haunted

My friend took some chemical stuff that is used to make fireworks . He called his mother and it looks like he was pretty scared in his last moments (He lost his sight the last hours as far as I know). He agreed to go to the hospital after taking that stuff, maybe he repented of what he did? Anyway, it was too late.

That's horrible, fortunately I mentioned something to my girlfriend and with her help she convinced me to get help, I don't remember much of what happened the day and day after it happened, just short little images. I just don't want anyone to have to go through that. Its horrific once your actually faces with it, especially if you care about anyone or anything and font have specific goals accomplished

That's horrible, fortunately I mentioned something to my girlfriend and with her help she convinced me to get help, I don't remember much of what happened the day and day after it happened, just short little images. I just don't want anyone to have to go through that. Its horrific once your actually faces with it, especially if you care about anyone or anything and font have specific goals accomplished

in other words........." MAJOR DEPRESSION ". Alot of people claim to have " REAL SEVERE DEPRESSION " or claim to be " bipolar " yet, they say they dont take medication, which may be a personal choice not too BUT in my opinion, the only way you can truly have SEVERE DEPRESSION is if you have " MAJOR DEPRESSION " which is an Extreme deep depression, that you cant just Snap out of.

That`s what I meant,and that`s what I`m diagnosed with along with extreme anxiety disorder.

My friend took some chemical stuff that is used to make fireworks . He called his mother and it looks like he was pretty scared in his last moments (He lost his sight the last hours as far as I know). He agreed to go to the hospital after taking that stuff, maybe he repented of what he did? Anyway, it was too late.

Self medicated with booze and drugs for 33 years off and on in a futile effort to try to escape my depression..............anxiety wasn`t bad early on,but got worse as I got older.

Panic disorder is a bitch, Too me...........its like you have anxiety/panic attacks for Absolutely No reason at all. I know now that having Agoraphobia is pretty much why i have panic disorder though, and i have a genetic predisposition of Panic Disorder from my dad.

Panic disorder is a bitch, Too me...........its like you have anxiety/panic attacks for Absolutely No reason at all. I know now that having Agoraphobia is pretty much why i have panic disorder though, and i have a genetic predisposition of Panic Disorder from my dad.

If I know I have an appointment somewhere a week in advance or so,I stress out completely all week about it...............feeling very uncomfortable in my own skin.

Not even a big deal but my anxiety makes it one for me.

Once I get to the appointment,I`m fine.

Just an example of one scenario.

Depression is a whole other animal though.........really tough to deal with at times but I`m so fucking used to coping with it that it feels almost normal for me sadly enough.