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Today I managed to upload my Week 7 vlog of 2018 which is a bit different than normal and defiantly different than last weeks Anxiety episode.

This week I mainly chat about work and the passing of a good friend who used to be apart of Emmaus.

^ Click above to watch the vlog^

I am hoping to film a vlog all about the work I do and the Charity I live and work at just so you can get to know a bit more about me, I will also do a Blog here explaining but not in depth just a general blog..

There are so many ideas I have to vlog about but its getting it all down on paper and knowing where to start, I dont want to give lots away about me I need to hold some things back to keep my independence lol.. but Blogging is a different matter I feel I can express myself more and be more myself in writing, more creative, more mystery about my life and things.

So if you are reading this and not following my Blogs please click the Follow or if not leave a message as no one does lol but would be nice now and again, I guess I am not writing interesting things on here or I would be getting lots of messages, A few years ago I wrote a blog about fly’s and do they travel through wormholes (its a long story) but I deleted it ages ago, but that blog got a few messages which was nice, so I think I need to come up with something extraordinary for anyone to comment.

Anyway thats it for this Blog, please check out the vlog above and if you have YouTube subscribe, like etc,.

Good morning everyone depending on what time of day you are reading this but thought about this last night so every morning before I goto work I would write a small blog on how things are and some of the news thats on BBC ONE which I watch every morning.

So this morning there is more news on the Oxfam scandal which is looking very serious at the moment as I live and work at another charity it is very frightening knowing this kind of thing has been going on for a few years its quite disgusting, also in the news the Winter Olympics which I normally watch as I dont like the Summer Games so need to catch up allot. North Korea has prised South Korea about hosting the Winter Games which seems a step in the wright direction unless there is more to it than that. here in the UK we seemed to have created some software that can detect Jihadist content and block it, i know technology has moved on so fast but wow. There is still a drama between Kim Catterall (who I fancied for many years in the 80’s) and star of Sex in the City Sarah Jessica Parker they both seem not to like each other much but the other star Molly Shannon has defended Sarah after Kim’s brother was found Dead and a comment from Sarah to Kim rocked the boat it seems, I have never watch the series Sex in the City but hope it all gets sorted soon.

So its supposed to be an ok day here today in Dover England but according to the weather forecast is going to be rain and Gail winds so I have that to look forward to, but at least im working in doors today in the shop working on answering the phones and the collections/deivery diary’s which im happy with. Will also try to film some vlogging footage while im in there, I need a good Time Lapse video.

So thats it for this morning its now 7.53am on Tuesday 13th February 2018 and need to get ready for work which starts at 8.30am.

OK so first thing yes i know this is a Blog and nothing to do with YouTube but this is something I prefer to type up on a Blog and then do a Vlog without all the anger lol, not that this will be me angry but here goes..

This morning I read on teletext that Logan Paul (some famous YouTuber) has beaten Zoella with the amount of younger people following, why ohh why, after all the things that have gone on over the past month he is getting the wrong audience, Look at it this way please. say you have kids maybe you do maybe you dont but lets say you do would you rather your kids watch someone who will give off positivity and give advice like proper life skills without all the childish behaviour, or would you rather let your kids watch someone that is grown up act like a dick head and film dead bodies and play silly pranks on people, well I would rather someone positive a good role model like Alfie Deyes, the ingham family , zoella etc,.

Why is it that young kids are able to watch grown up idiots, these kids will grow up thinking its normal to film dead bodies, play silly pranks on people, throw water over people knowing there was a scare of acid attacks, they have no morals, that is not a good role model for anyone to have.

After writing the above Yesterday I have had time to reflect and I still think YouTube should help somehow with the new staff they are employing to monitor the bad YouTubers maybe this is what they are planning, well lets hope so. So the first 3 paragraphs of this was typed up on 31st January and this paragraph 1st February 2018. sometimes Its tricky to type its like having stage fright lol plus yesterday when I got back home I was to tired to think straight.

I am still planning on doing a short vlog about the above which I hope to film Sunday coming. If you are a vlogger then please leave a message to say what you think of all this, and it would be nice to get a message seeing as no one does lol….

I hope you are all well? there are lots of reasons why I do not daily blog mainly because of work that takes up 60% of my day and vlogging takes up 30% of my day and 10% is sleeping lol so there are no % for blogging so i am going to try to make vlogging about 20% and give blogging 10% lol so with them stats out of the way let me carry on lol

I uploaded some London vlogs the other day and one I liked allot which was a Street Performer the link will be below this paragraph (if i remembered to add it)

Harry Marshall is an Australian who has a great talent as you can see in the above video, he has style and the presence to make it big if the right person finds him.

#harrymarshall performs in London, when I caught him on video he was in Piccadilly Circus just by the big screen and was amazed..

So that’s all there is to say about Harry Marshall lets move on lol

This week I was working in Ashford with a new member of staff the new retail manger, I was a bit nervous as I have been working here for about 10 years and when any one new comes in you automatically think they are going to be a problem but no she was brill to work with and she is french so the accent was nice to hear.

The only issue about working in Ashford all week are the hours.

wake up 6.30am

head off to the train station 7.20am (30 min walk)

train leaves Dover 8am and gets to Ashford 8.35am

15 min walk to the shop so get there 8.45am

leave the shop 5pm

train from Ashford 5.38pm

gets to Dover 6.10pm

30 min walk back home so get back 6.40pm ish

so it can be a bit tiring but hey that’s life, still shorter than when I worked at Alton Towers when I lived in Stafford lol..

I learned allot this week about retail from the newbie retail manager which is a good thing, mainly how to display and dress tables etc,. when it came to Friday I was starting to feel drained but I kept on going so when I got home Saturday evening I was happy knowing I have the next 2 days off yipppeeeee but as I am tying this on Sunday 8.15pm I realise I still have Monday off so im happy, this week though I have been put in the Canterbury shop which is not as bad as the Ashford travelling anyway.

The Ashford customers are really nice people who like to chat and are happy to be mad welcome which gives you a nice feeling. The Canterbury customers are ok lol thats all im saying..

I am hoping to do a few Blogs during the week on how things are going.

As well as trying to vlog this week I did take some nice photos of the sunrise so here are some pics

And here is my latest Vlog for the week..

Remember to check out my YouTube channel from the video and follow my Blogs and vlogs on YouTube if you can..

Hey there I know I have not been blogging the past few days thought I would get a few things done during the Christmas and New Year period but I will be back to normal from next week.

I have been working on a new Vlogging project which I cant wait to get off the ground, I just hope its not going to be a huge flop. The way I see it is that being a vlogger you have to keep on top of things and keep trying new things so here is my new project, what I am doing is you know when you watch a Soap or a Movie and you try to imagine a scene done a bit differently like more funny or silly well this is what I hope to do by using graphics a bit like a puppet thing where i slightly animate a scene and do my own voice over.

This is the Thumbnail for my first vlog in the series which will be online January 1st 2018, depending on how it goes will depend on how I carry on making it lol, I will not be that upset if it does not take off at first but since I have put up a test video on what it might look like I have gained more subscribers lol so we shall see. As you can tell I am taking a funny side to a scene from Eastenders and from Star Wars ep VIII the last jedi, these scenes are very short in fact the first episode is under 2 mins …

so all that remains now is hoping the BBC dont mind me doing this as its just for fun and not intended to offend, I never intend to add swearing or vulgar language within the episodes.

A ‘Christmas Box’ in Britain is a name for a Christmas present. Boxing Day was traditionally a day off for servants and the day when they received a ‘Christmas Box’ from the master. The servants would also go home on Boxing Day to give ‘Christmas Boxes’ to their families.

Its also a day when the posh go hunting with there hounds to catch Foxes which I dont want to go into..

At least we still have New Years Day to go so the festivities are still ongoing, I always hate it when the decorations come down because the room looks bare and upsetting but thats life lol.

Yep this morning I started a Daily Blog which I wrote at around 7am and its not 9.27pm and not one person has read my morning blog lol but i guess it can take awhile for something to take off so even after one day im not giving up that easy as I have learned from Vlogging..

So what has been happening today, work was ok just mainly sorting out the shop and chatting to customers which I love doing and it helps my Anxiety issues allot, after work I decided to check out some YouTubers and see whats happening in the world of Social Media and of course to see how other peoples lives are doing, isnt that why we enjoy watching reality programs to spy on other people and make sure there lives are not as good as yours but thats not why I watch other YouTubers as im not a Narcissist I watch other YouTubers because I like the positive and life learning skills they or most do without knowing. I mainly give off Positive vlogs and try to show how I cope on a bad day with Anxiety and stress also hoping that it can help one person..

When I finished work I decided to check on some other channels on Freeview that I dont normally watch, this is a test really as I want to do a Vlog on my reactions to watching programs I dont like or programs I have not watched since I was younger, I happen to stumble upon Walker Texas Ranger and I laughed well for the first 5 mins then I realised it was good apart from the acting lol the episode was called Saturday Night and it had Stallone’s brother in the main role as a nightclub owner.

So this is mainly my day apart from sitting here typing this all out lol..

Even though no one is reading this now but who knows in the future who will be reading these blogs.

Every morning before work I always put on BBC One and watch the news just to see what good and bad in the world. This morning the weather looks ok for this time of year lol.

So why have I started doing this Blog, well it was a spur of the moment when I woke up this morning this was the first thing to pop in my mind, something telling me to write a blog calling it Morning Coffee hoping that no one else is doing this with the same title if there is someone then I do apologise and let me know then I can change the name in Future.

Ohh yikes a train has derailed in usa and 3 dead so far just on the news as im typing this OMG the film footage that is so bad OMG

So this is what I will be doing most mornings for the time being.

I have been for the past 18 ish months a YouTube Vlogger which has helped my mental state and given me such confidence in life to chat to people and be more of a people person that I want to be, my life has been a strange work experience which I will gradualy chat about over the next blogs, dont want to bore you all to death at the present time lol there is plenty of time for that. What I love the most about Vlogging is the freedom to express what I want with only a few guidelines and more freedom than tv channels. There are some good and bad vloggers out there and I suppose its the same blogging Trolls are everywhere but to me they only belong on harry potter or Lord of the Rings but that is my view.

So as I sit here 7.27am waiting to goto work drinking my coffee its a nice warm feeling typing my thoughts and views to the world wide web and then when I get back from work I can see how many of you wonderful people have read this.

I know this most probably is a slight bit boring but it is my first one and only thought of 30 mins before I turned on this laptop so I need more thought for tomorrow mornings blog which I will pay good attention to or maybe I could do a morning and Evening coffee something to think about I guess. What do you think if you have read this far lol..

Before I end this for this morning a quick question

What is your favourite coffee or tea?

Mine is a good Mocha thats made in a certain chain of coffee shops. but at home I mainly have the packet Mochas which are ok but they do the job..

Please comment if you have read this far on what you want me to chat about in the mornings or if you think I should do a Morning and evening coffee blog

Hey there all reading this I hope you are all well and thank you for sparing time reading this.

So whats this blog all about well I shall tell you…

Life can throw things at you in life, like school you get good kids and bad kids and some like me were bullied through school life but that’s a different story, this blog is not about that. I have always grown up to show respect to everyone even though I do not get it back and that has made me make lots of friends out there and so far never made any enemy’s well non that I know of.

Being a Vlogger making videos once a week is quite challenging as you never know who will be watching and me not being the best looking cookie in the jar I do gain and loose subscribers like the plague but that has never stopped me because making the vlogs is a challenge to me and it has built up my confidence so much that out weighs every thing negative. I am so far lucky I do not get hate comments mainly because I do not get any lol well the odd one or two but they are always positive comments. I know I have a few dedicated viewers which I will always be thankful for and hope I manage to keep them for as long as I vlog for. The one good thing about doing these vlogs is that its like a time capsule I can look back on last years vlogs and see where I have improved and what I can still improve on to gain more followers. I do not ever aim to get thousands and thousands of subscribers because that would scare me and being in the age group that do not make vlogs is challenging as it is.

My dream would be to collaborate with some other UK vloggers and learn how they coped when they started .

Being a Blogger is far easier and I should Blog more because I can express more as I am not facing a Camera, I have thought of the idea of Podcasting which is even easier but that’s for a future project if I ever gave up Vlogging then I would turn to Podcasting and more Blogging.