The Teen Mom finally came clean about the porn flick she filmed with adult film star James Deen — and even revealed why she wanted to make an X-rated movie in the first place!

Farrah Abraham’s Porn: Reason Why She Shot Sexy Film

The mom to baby Sophia, 4, tells TMZ she wanted to shoot the X-rated film so that she could look back on how sexy her body was when she was 21, especially when she gets old. But even though she wants the sex tape for her personal collection, Farrah also wants a big paycheck for her porn debut — $2 million!

Farrah tells TMZ her lawyer is going to work with the adult film company, and she “will not be settling for anything less than a couple million” dollars.

Farrah Angry With Porn Costar James Deen

And even though Farrah opened up for the first time about the film days after news of the movie leaked, her costar James had spilled the beans prematurely — and revealed to TMZ that the movie existed on April 8.

After James confessed to the porn tape, Farrah tells TMZ she wants nothing to do with him:

If my ex-boyfriend Derek were alive, I would’ve rather it had been him with me.

James Deen Reveals: Farrah Abraham Wanted To Film Sex Tape

I’ve been requested by the company that commissioned this tape to not divulge very much information. I think what happened is that they were going to pass it off as like a sex tape, and then somebody saw us coming out of a building together, and then they were like, ‘hey, what the hell is going on?’… so I was like we’re making a porno.’

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