Wednesday, February 5, 2014

It has been a long time since I wrote a blog. It was not on purpose! After Colorado I went home to Burlington and had an excellent visit there. I then boarded back onto a plane and left for Europe once again. We did three days of training in Veysonnez, Switzerland on some seriously intense ice! It was great training and I was really looking forward to our next race in Courchevel, France. The morning of the race was sunny and beautiful. I did inspection and felt ready to race. I decided to do one more run in the warm up courses to be as prepped as possible for the race. Half way through the run my skis got caught in a rut created by the gate hitting the icy slope. I didnt even have time to put my hands up and I smacked down on the ice quickly and hard! I felt my helmet hit the ice. My immediate thought was "well Im glad I didn't hit my head any harder because it would be terrible to get a concussion right now". I was more worried about how sore my thumb was. After pulling myself together and talking to our physio I skied to the bottom of the hill. I had about 15 minutes to calm down before my race. I decided to keep my crash to myself until after the race because I figured making a big deal of it won't help me at all.

I felt race ready when I left the start gate that morning. I left my crash behind me and went for it. I made a large mistake before the flats that cost me a lot of time. I ended up 31st by 0.01 seconds. So close! After I got to the bottom I started to feel nauseous and strange. I headed back to the hotel and rested in the darkness of my room for the rest of the day. The next day, a day off, I displayed no concussion symptoms. The following morning we woke up very early to travel to a race one hour away. I was not able to sleep that night...maybe totalling about 3 hours. I felt extremely groggy, nauseous and headachy but I blamed it on my lack of sleep. After an hour car ride in the dark on winding roads I felt worse. I tried to shake it off and did the warm up and inspection for the race. I knew something wasn't right when I couldn't remember the section I had just inspected. It was really difficult but I decided not to race. This is when we started to consider that I had a small concussion. I took the rest of the week off. On Christmas day I freeskied and I did light training the next two days. I REALLY wanted to race Lienz. Though I felt better I was spending an awful lot of time ignoring the fact that I was still feeling a lot of "pressure" in my head and small instant headaches. I wanted to be better so much that I was ignoring the small signs that I wasn't. I raced Lienz. But it was a waste on time. I felt slow and unable to work my skis. When I got through the finish line I immediately felt extremely nauseous and got a huge headache on the left side of my head. This is when I knew I wasn't going to be an "easy ride" with this concussion. It was 10 days post crash and I wasn't better. At this time I really took it easy. I stopped doing everything! No more light yoga, no more light bikerides, no skiing and lots of physic. All I could do was knit (a good thing since I have so many toques to make for my fundraiser supporters!) It was one of the hardest decisions to not race Bormio. Instead I stood at the finish in the pouring rain cheering on my teammates. I wanted to be racing. After Bormio I still wasn't better. I was having trouble with headaches still and I knew the travel schedule we keep in Europe (we travelled almost every 36 hours while we were there) wasn't helping me at all. I spent all of my days alone in hotel rooms without access to internet, and thus family and friends back home (as well as entertainment!) I knew I needed to go home to get better. I left on the 9th of January and returned to Burlington to rest.

After a week of sleeping, eating and resting I felt much better. My only issue was small headaches I was still getting. I went and saw the athletic trainer at UVM who was able to treat me with myofascial release on my neck. Within a few days my headaches were all gone! After getting cleared by the Alpine Canada docs, I went to visit my teammate Britt Phelan in Mont Tremblant. We freeskied all day with her parents, my mom and my boyfriend. It was a great easy way to get back on skis. The next week I trained in the gym and got one day of training on snow with the UVM ski team before they headed to their weekend carnival. It felt amazing to be able to ski, workout and watch entertainment on my computer and tv!

I tried to leave for Europe on Saturday the 25th. I arrived at the Burlington airport to see that the only flight cancelled on the board was my own. I was rebooked for the following day. The next morning I woke up to an email again saying my flight had been cancelled! I luckily was able to call and get rerouted! I finally arrived in Tarvisio Italy! As soon as we arrived my computer died! Its amazing how annoying it is to not be able to use my computer once again! In Tarvisio we did three days of training there before heading to Kranska Gora. It was incredible to get to train! It felt like it had been forever since Id been able to just ski gates. I didn't feel particularly fast but at least I was skiing. At this time we were also told we had made the Olympic team. I felt humbled and excited. I am so lucky to have performed at the first race of the season given the injury troubles I have had afterwards. I qualified under the 3rd criteria of two top 20 results. I feel humbled because this has been my dream since I was 4 years old. At this point in my career (and in this sport) I feel it is not attending the Olympics that makes an athlete an "Olympian"...its the journey to this point and the luck and timing of your results that got you here. There are many other Canadian skiers who may not be going to the Olympics this year but are extremely deserving of the recognition of talent that comes with going to the games. The only thing that held them back from going was bad timing and injuries. For this reason I am honoured and humbled to go.

Kranska Gora was a bit of a mess. It snowed over 2 metres in the three days leading up to the race. The organizing committee did a great job to get the race off as well as they did. Because I did not qualify and did not race so many World Cups I lost enough World Cup points to no longer be starting in the 20s and 30s. I had bib 52. A real disadvantage with the snow conditions we had. When I pushed out of the start gate I felt ready to race. Then my body seemed to stop obeying my signals. The snow felt better than I had expected but after so long off skis my body was not feeling as "sharp" and I simply didn't have to subtle touch on my skis I needed to be fast. I felt sluggish and not agile. I did not make second run.

We are now training in Austria before we head to the Olympic Games on the 14th. I will be watching the opening ceremonies on tv like everyone else. I feel very lucky to have this time to get my body and skiing re-tuned! Each run I take I feel a little better on my skis. We are also doing a great job of dryland in the afternoons and I can already feel my body responding to the activity. I cant wait to continue training and getting faster. I also CAN'T WAIT to represent Canada at the Olympics! There aren't many things that can compare to the experience of the games and I cant wait to get there! Thank you to everyone for your support and I will definitely be posting pictures etc soon!

About Me

Member of the Canadian National Development Ski since 2007. I have very high goals of where I want to go in my sport. Born in 1989 I grew up skiing/racing at Sun Peaks Resort. My Mom and Dad are both Ski Instructors and avid masters racers. My brother is a Ski Coach for the Sun Peaks Alpine Club and quite possibly the reason I am able to ski fast today! A life time of chasing him and anyone would be prepared for the easy task of going around gates!
A very LARGE thanks to my sponsors. Mom and Dad, Sun Peaks Resort Corporation, Fischer, Leki, Uvex and all the people who have ever bought items from Tree Line Studios and Lone Wolf Gallery!