Some knew me as Half-Bengali Half-Russian model Liliana Alam. Others knew me as multi-talent genius TheAnomalyInfinite.Others as silly Lili.I've done many things and known many lives,all irrelevant.What am I really?That's an answer best left to time.Because "What are you when you devote yourself completely to an ideal?....You become something else entirely.... And what is that?
****LEGEND****"

But I appreciate and understand the beauty of this message and the conviction of his faith.

The song is called "Tear down the walls"

(one of the most beautiful harmonious pieces of music I've heard in a while. Gets me high.)

Tear down the walls. See the world.Is there something we have missed?Turn from ourselves.Look beyond.There is so much more than this.

And I don’t need to see it to believe it.I don’t need to see it to believe.Cause I can’t shake this fire deep inside my heart.

Look to the skies.Hope arise.See His majesty revealed.More than this life.There is love.There is hope and this is real.

And I don’t need to see it to believe it.I don’t need to see it to believe.Cause I can’t shake this fire burning deep inside my heart.

This life is Yours.Hope is rising as Your glory floods our hearts.Let Love tear down these walls.That all creation would come back to You.It’s all for you.

Your Name is glorious, glorious.Your Love is changing us, calling us.To worship in spirit and in truth.As all creation returns to You.

Oh or all Your sons and daughters.Who are walking in the darkness.You are calling us to lead them back to You.We will see Your spirit rising.As the lost come out of hiding.Every heart will see this hope we have in You.

For Your Name is glorious, glorious.Your Love is changing us, calling us.To worship in spirit and in truth.As all creation returns to You.

ok I am seriously in love. these chix are soooo hot. they actually have brains. chix with brains-such a rare thing in LA. wit....flavour...comedy....DLFAJDSLKJF!!! i am in looooovee.....they're both amazing....but I love the naughty one-the one in the yellow.....a younger version of Angelina Jolie....oh man....they're both just sooo....I mean the main one is Fiiiierce and just cute and sexy and meooorrwwwl and the other one is makes me want to do evil things with her.....i want em' in my living room now!!!! and then in my bedroom.....at least can we be pals like on sex and the city???!!!! lol

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

You don't know what it is...but you feel it....You've felt it all your life." -Morpheus to Neo, The Matrix

MEIN KOMEDY MAGAZINE

is a new magazine that aims to provide comic relief & escapism, enlighten, challenge, entertain and unleash The TRUTH to all people intelligent enough to seek it. The truth about the inner reality of the Military, about Hollywood, about the Media, about America, YEP THAT'S RIGHT, WE SAID IT.

If you've ever wondered if media portrayal of the Military as a huge, big black-ops, intelligent, cunning monster is really true....if you ever ponder whether the Media is controlled by a bunch of rich white guys in suits......if you think America has not turned out the way it was initially envisioned to be......

you Need to read what we have in store.

We unearth the reality about 3 mega mysteries that have continually attracted the attention of the world populace:

The Military......The Entertainment Industry....America....

There's something wrong. Something not quite accurate. Some investigating that needed to be done.

We did it.

The creation of MKM has taken YEARS of hard living, hard work, and Bitter, Real, FACT. We will no longer be silenced. We have insiders. We have people who've been there, done it, lived it. That know inside-out-upside-down very truth that you want to know.

We're doing something that's never been done before. We're gonna blow all your asses out of the womb water you've been force-fed. We're ready for the death threats. We're ready for the religious nuts.

The Revolution....

Has begun.

We're giving you a choice. Take the red pill to exit the Matrix of lies you've been brainwashed into believing.

Or keep ignorant and stay uneducated about what's going on. The choice is yours.

Friday, May 01, 2009

NOTE* My boyfriend and I broke up (filmmaker/futboller-that's Soccer) from a very serious, incredibly deep, complicated, intense, obsessive, this-is-everything, crazy love, romeo & juliet meets silence of the lambs...5 year relationship in March. I don't want to get into the details. Anyway due to thus, I'm healing, pretty closed off emotionally and not looking for anything serious.

For some reason...(something of the soul...mind...heart...) this seems necessary to say. This is me. This is what I am. Classify it, hate it, love it, whatever. I am honest, straight-forward and prefer to just show you what I am upfront so you know. I'm insane, I'm fun, I'm deep, I'm a doofus, I'm a whole list of words and stereotypes and generalizations but none of them truly matter because I am just ....ME. I won't change for anyone Directly-though life itself is continual change. Please don't try to impress me because I'm not trying to impress you. I grew up as a child prod/teased nerd/dork, somehow I am now a model. This whole flattery business is always hilarious to me, and every time it happens I kind of-lol-feel a "muwhwhhahahahahhahaaa!!!" feeling at all the mean, ignorant kids who made fun of me. I think men (and women) assume that if you are what they consider externally beautiful...it means that you're somehow immune to all the pain and torture it is just to be alive. I take pride in my appearance, I take pride in my brain, I take pride in my achievements and accomplishments. I take pride in all that, because it is my victory in the "real world", a world which I find RIDICULOUS. The fact that I have gained "Success" in this "real world", is what I am proud of. Not so much the actual achievements, but the mere output of energy I had to put out to acquire it (naturally being an isolated Hermit).....I hope you realize that this all...All of it....your "job" "goals" "reality" "car" "house" "image" "stuff" "achievement" is an external game play. You were born naked, with none of that, save your parent's love. THAT is who you are at base, that is how I see you thru my eyes, and how I see myself. As adulthood happens, people put on their masks and their games and build borders to protect themselves. I'm really looking for people that can put aside the facade and can laugh like they did when they were in 4th grade. Those who are more interested in what kind of unicorns they/I like rather than the numbers and statistics that quantify us in the "real world". Who and what are you when you stand in front of an ocean? What do you feel when you see the hardship of the third world? Who painted the sky blue? Why are you alive? What the heck is this place called a universe and what is the purpose of all of the life forms within it? What IIIS this???? That....is what intrigues me truly...and anything and anyone which comes close to this big deep ultimate interest/question captures my heart. I'm something supernatural...I'm something rare....I'm something not quite-explainable. No that is not being Full of Myself...that is me Knowing myself.....based on both my objective analysis and the quantifiable terms of measurement from other objective observers....this is the scientific truth. I'm a contradiction, I'm a whatever. This is me. Take it or leave it.

When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it shows
You're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships for
It's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty department
But remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare

You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.
You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.

And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.
You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.

You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.
Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.

Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else

You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly

You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood.
Not like you really want anyone to understand you anyway. You're pretty happy being an island.

Admit it, you can seduce practically anyone. And sometimes you try just for fun.
You're a total heartbreaker that knows when to play it cool.
You are the type of person people go completely lovesick over. Just use your powers for good, okay?

You're highly reactive, energetic, and super charged.
If the occasion calls for it, you can go from 0 to 60 in a split second.
But you don't harness your energy unless you truly need to.
And because of this, people are often surprised by what you are capable of.

Why you would be a good superhero: You have the stamina to fight enemies for days

Your biggest problem as a superhero: As with your normal life, people would continue to underestimate you

Your sexual power is obvious - you don't do anything to hide your sexuality.
In fact, if there's such a thing as a person with too much sexual power, it's you.

Your life and thoughts are dominated by sex. And while it's good to be sexually liberated, you're starting to have a one track mind.
You don't always have to use your sexual power. There's more to human interaction than getting naked!

There's hardly a person on this earth more real than you are.
You have no problem showing people who you are, flaws and all.
For you, there couldn't be any other way. Because it's way too stressful to live an inauthentic life.
You're very comfortable with yourself. And because of this, you're able to live an exciting, interesting, and challenging life.

Why? You like your guys manly - and in control
Not to mean controlling, but you do like the guy to take the lead
A Fire Sign man will take you by the hand and show you the world
Just make sure you're bold too - because this guy likes a challenge!

Hahahah. that's what Every quiz says. Cuz I'm a Leo too-fire sign. Well I'm with a Scorpio (the most fuckin' complicated and mysterious one there is!!!!! geezus)-and it works GREAT. But yea...I do like men who are challenges.

You Are Most Like Samantha!

For you, dating is the ultimate sport
You're into guys with power, looks, or a lot of money.
You rather have a great two weeks than a great forever.
But even you fall victim to love from time to time. :-)

Almost every guy that crosses your path ends up a little worse for the wear.
You see men as your playthings - and your motto is "So many men, so little time."
And while you're having fun, everyone is a little scared of you.
Your girlfriends are leery of your man-eating ways. And most men find you downright freaky.

When you were a kid, people often remarked on how mature you seemed. You acted quite adult.
You excelled at school, and you actually enjoyed it to a large extent. No one had to ask you to do your homework.

As a kid, you were probably a bit picky. You liked structure, schedules, and organization.
You had trouble being friends with regular kids. You probably were only friends with other serious children.

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Generally, you're very happy being a single woman.
And anyone who has a problem with that... well, that's there problem.
Not that you wouldn't share your life with the almost perfect guy.
You simply won't settle though. Your life is too good to share with some substandard man!

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
You have one big dream in your life, and you never lose sight of it.