I am a nurse, mystic, mother and writer

Sunday, August 12, 2018

On Taking on the World's Problems

In my delusional state, which is not now a current state, I take on the world's problems. If I percieve sex slavery to be a problem in society, then I consider that I, myself, must have been a sex slave. I have no proof that I was ever a sex slave, but I have no proof to the contrary either. When I was in my manic phase I figured that I had been one. I imagined many sick scenarios. I don't go there in my mind, now, while I am stable. They say that bipolar people cannot deal with ambiguity. I deal with it every day. I am also an innocent with a criminal record...I plead guilty out of fear of an unjust system. I take my antipsychotic shot every month so my ideas are no longer a danger to society. Sex slavery does exist. I just noticed that somebody read a blog entry from that time in my life. I took it down, reverted it to draft. The blog entry reflected a time when human trafficking was heavy on my mind. So heavy, I became the victim of a dark world....in my consciousness.