A song that's always meant a lot to me, "Dancing In The Rain" by Blu and Exile is the best way I can describe how music's been making me feel of late.

Not gonna lie, I'm stressing about this album, and about all the delays, trials, tribulations and set backs.

I've been saying it's nearly done for months now...

I've hardly written anything in months, in fact, I'm struggle to find a reason to write a new song (shit, I NEVER thought I'd be thinking that)

I never thought anything could squash some of the passion and enthusiasm I had for the mic, but these last few months have been doing their best.

Without going into to many details, I need to re-discover what made me start writing music in the first place. 6, 7 , 8 years ago, or how ever the fuck long it's been.

I'm struggling to remember what that is.

Anyway, fuck it.

"Askin' me how I think my projects progressin' and shit

I say cool but the truth is I'm stressin' a gripCause it's hard to make music when this depression existsThey say use it as inspiration, the best of them didBut as the Mc I can't handle this pressure for shitAnd if you ask me stress is a bitchMy girl needs more attentionAnd my record label is desperate for hitsNow I'm pissed cause I'm gettin' out the zone againMakes me start to dread when I see a microphoneIt ain't supposed to be like thatI said I'll be right backI left the office, got a phone and called my partner JackAnd I asked him, remind me why I'm rappin'?And right before he answered I remembered my passion in the pastWhen I was scribblin' in my tablet to box out my mom and dads scrappin'To help me when my grandmother passedPlus the many times I was homelessAnd the times when I was brokeAnd this music made a way when I was hopelessHe told me to remember the rain, it'll diminish the painHe told me not to ask him again cause I know