Talk about bringing yourself down to an all time low.
Seriously?
I've lost all fucking respect for you.
You hurt me,
Repeatedly while we are dating.
Break up with me.
Then tell me you basically never really cared for me.
You text me the last couple days
Only to spout shit about suicide
and how you're so called 'cutting'
Fucking bullshit.
Then you have the guts to text me
for the millionith time
acting like you want to tell me something--
then don't fucking say shit.
I snap.
Because that is not fucking cool.
Fuckign with my head like that.
Causing me to worry.
Fuck that.
And then
You have the fucking guts
To ask me to make love with you.
CASUALLY?
What the Hell is wrong with you.
You know bits and pieces about my past
How I have a bad sexual past
that Im scared shitless of it.
That im sensitive about that
and you pull this shit?
Really.
You don't even know about it all.
You know about the harassment
You don't know about how he fucking raped me.
You don't know shit.
But you fucking pull this shit?
And after I fucking yell at you.
You pull your pitiful fucking defense system
"it was just a Halloween prank'
'it was just a joke'
BUllSHIT.
Bullshit. Bullshit. Bullshit.
I.
I have no respect for you.
So just stop fucking with my head
You have reached
such a low.
You're so fucking pitiful.
God damn.
Get out of my life.
Go.
Go away
All you've done is brought all of the memories back.
Im shaking.
Crying.
Terrified.
Because of your fucking so called jokes.
No.
I refuse to let you do this shit to me.
Good. Bye.
Have a wonderful fucking life.

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