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I'm Going To Take Time To Vent. well i found out that i will be sharing family weekend with his mom, her boyfriend, his dad, his dad's best friend, and potentially blake's best friend. and i know i probably shouldn't complain because they haven't seen him for almost...

Low Level Masochism. It's like your absent when your near
And tho I'd like to have you here
My worst fear's becoming clear
I should have stayed away from you
When you can keep me up at night
Thinking bout if u treat me right
Until this darkness turns to...

Aliens On The Island I was on the Island of Culebra. Its a small island off the island of Puerto Rico with little light and people in it. I was there with my family who bare witness to this strange situation. We were outside around 10pm that night and...

An Uncontrollable Urge Like most out there I started really young with no understandingwhy. As usual it started from mums lingerie drawers to off the neighbors lines to breaking and entering to steal all their silky sexy lingerie to finally buying my own. I...

She Was My Best Friend M was my best friend. She made me feel my past and she accepted me enough to consider me a best friend before I even thought of doing so. We had a lot of falling outs, but then I did something sweet regardless of everything and I ended...

I Ate Today. I ate today. I ate normally. Poptarts for breakfast, a sandwich for lunch, and some chex mix for a snack. I'm so angry with myself. I shouldn't have eaten at all. I should've just let my stomach scrape itself out. Fuuuuck. I'm so angry...

I Can't Help How I Feel I am so tired of peoples crap. I keep trying to tell myself that they don't know what they're doing, that they don't understand. Or hell, that they don't even realize that they are doing any thing wrong. No matter what I tell myself I...

It's A Family Thing I'm 24 years old, married and the mother of an infant (which means that I cross stitch a lot of baby motifs). I live in California with my son, husband and 2 cats, Loki and Pursia.My grandmother taught my mother to cross stitch when she...

There Once Was A Lonely Widow Who Got On An Internet Dating Site And... I never thought I'd "resort" to trying to connect to people Online in others ways than E-mail.
However, I was widowed, very suddenly six years ago and well, let's just say you find out who your real friends are when something this...

The Secret We all know it. That part of town that you would shun if you had the choice. The place where all the so called “bad” kids hang out and all the “respectable” people avoid. The place where smell of piss and stale beer mix with...

A Day In The Life... Everyday I wake up to have to look in the mirror & hate what I see. My entire life it was pounded into my head that being fat was the worst thing that could happen to you. My mother was anorexic, and my father was always healthy. He...

Blind Sometimes I wonder if I see what other people see.
I look in the mirror and see fat where it shouldn't be. I see cellulite. I see flabby skin. I see someone who desperately needs to tone and sculpt her body. I see old skin.
I get...