Today’s forgiving journal: Speaking Debbie’s Dreams

I want to do forgiving consulting. I want a house (a cottage maybe) in the woods. I want a romantic partner to do this work with. I want to work for MSIA, my spiritual org. How am I going to do this? I don’t exactly know. What I do know is that it’s time to state what I want. I am acknowledging the dreams deep within my heart.

What I also know is that I’ve used old patterns to distract myself from going for what I want. For example: self-judgment, self-criticism (especially about my body), and worry that I’ll make a wrong step if I really go for it. Well, that is not true – I am ready for more!

Time for forgiving:

1 – Self-forgiveness: I forgive myself for judging myself for worrying I’m going to make a wrong move. I forgive myself for judging myself as unworthy to go for what I want – and oh, oh, as incapable to go for what I want. And most of all, I forgive myself for judging myself as unlovable because I am me.

2 – Letting go: I let all these judgments go into the Light so that I may step free. And dream. And play more.

3 – Gratitude: I am so grateful for the courage I have to let go, to forgive, and to open my heart. I am so grateful for how I show up for myself, time and time again. And I am so grateful for the little girl inside of me who kept dreaming even when I distracted myself.

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My dreams matter. My wants matter. The steps that I take are part of my own personal dance of joy. And I am dancing! I invite each of you to dance with me, and to bring your own dreams so that we can make a chorus – an orchestra – of great love.

How’s that for a vision for 2017?

I love you.

Love,

Debbie

ps – this past year, I started this forgiving blog, started working again for MSIA, moved across the country, and connected with so many blessed people. Thank you Debbie and everyone involved!! (So important to acknowledge ourselves J )

Miriam, thank you! I love what you’re sharing. You reminded me that I am walking this path with SO MUCH support from the Universe. Spirit is with us each step of the way. Thank you for being here. Hugs right back to you my friend, and much love — Debbie xo

It can be easy to fall back into old habits, but how awesome when you can recognize it. Also you have done so much in 2016. So much progress mad that I’m sure a tad bit of back sliding is totally normal.

Nikki!! Thank you. I really appreciate this. You are such a cheerleader, and it helps me a whole lot (did you know that? 🙂 ) Have a wonderful rest of your week, and blessings to both of our visions for 2017.

Oh Judith, thank you! I love your comment and all the smiles. The support just radiates off of the page. Sending blessings your way, and I say that “bestest” is a word, a great one at that. Love and Light, Debbie