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Friday, February 6, 2015

Hypnotized and Humiliated - Chapter 15

Hypnotized
and Humiliated

By Karen
Singer

Chapter 15

“Marian!” . . .“Marian!”Phillip shook the sleeping woman to wake her.The apartment had been blessedly silent when
he woke up.He had fallen asleep very
late listening to the constant mooing coming from the poor tortured woman in
his living room.He was very surprised
that she had stopped mooing and had gotten any sleep at all.“Marian!” he called one more time, shaking
her again.

Marian startled awake, and her body
seemed to wretch forward as she suddenly let out another loud moo… almost as if
she was regurgitating it.She laid back
again in total misery as the urge to moo came over her again all too
quickly.She was amazed that she had
fallen asleep.Did she moo even while
she was sleeping?She hoped not, but
managing to ask Phillip that was out of the question just then.

“I’m done in the bathroom,” he told
her.“I let you sleep as long as I
could.”

She nodded, even as she mooed
again.She had fallen asleep with her
robe wrapped around her.She pulled it
tighter as sat up and buckled her high heeled shoes onto her feet.Only then did she make her way directly to
the bathroom, mooing twice before she got there.Her hand almost automatically found the place
where it shouldn’t have gone the moment she sat down to pee, but she was so
tired that the small effort did nothing at all so she didn’t waste any more
time with it.

Her shower was the best thing she
had felt in a while.Her mooing became
moos of pleasure for a few brief moments as the shower helped to somewhat
revive her.When she got out of the
bathroom, she found Phillip again struggling with his bra.This time he had it on over his shoulders and
was struggling to fasten it behind him.“Moo,” she said to him… even though in the midst of all her other
mooing, it meant nothing to him.She
grabbed the ends of his bra and fastened it for him.

“Thanks,” he said.

Marin only mooed her
acknowledgement as she turned to figure out what she was going to wear.

Thirty minutes later, she and
Phillip had both finished the little bit of cereal that had been left in the
box and Marian had consumed two glasses of ice water to ease her tired
throat.She helped him with his hair,
putting a blue bow in it this time to go with the mostly blue outfit he had on
– long pants today… even if they were women’s slacks.She looked longingly for a few moments at the
pretty black shoes he was wearing with the bow decorations.Her new black high heels weren’t nearly so
comfortable – even if they were a lot better than most of the shoes she was
allowed to wear now.

She again drove them to work, her
mooing catching the attention of the security guard who started to see if
something was wrong.Phillip fortunately
waved him away as if it was all a big joke.She mooed her thanks to Phillip, although she wasn’t be sure if he
understood.

Vivian’s brain was working as fast
as it could.Ever since Felicia had
phoned her last night and told her that she knew… and so did Heather… Vivian
had been going crazy.But other than a
very brief rundown of what was happening, Felicia had refused to talk about it
anymore last night.If it wasn’t for the
few things she had told her, Vivian wouldn’t have believed that she really knew
anything.How had Heather found
out?Had that stupid cow Marian somehow
found a way to tell her?And why
Heather?Or was it possible that stupid Sissy
Phillip had told her?That was more
likely!He sat right in front of
her.The two were probably in cahoots
together somehow!Well, she would show
them both a thing or two!Right after
she had a good long talk with Felicia!And Felicia was supposed to be her friend?Ha!

She was early getting to work again,
not only because of all her worry, but because she knew it would be better to
stop Mooing Marian’s mooing before anyone else caught her.The sound of Marian’s mooing from halfway up
the hallway was nothing but music to her ears.Such a beautiful sound!And she
hated cows!Her damn Grandfather’s farm
in Wisconsin had been loaded with them.As
far as she was concerned, they were all filthy, smelly, totally stupid
beasts!And her grandfather always
smelled terribly of them… even after he had taken a shower.Ugh!

She walked into the room, her
entrance heralded by another loud moo from Marian.“Have a nice evening?” she asked, all too
pleasantly and viciously at the same time.

Marian slumped over toward her desk
as the constant urge to moo finally left her.Phillip unconsciously reached for Dolly and hugged her to his chest in
fear as Vivian walked from the front of the room to her desk.

Vivian set her purse down and
looked at both of them.There was no
doubt about the fear in Phillip’s eyes.Marian simply looked worn out!She
turned her delight on Phillip first as she walked the short distance over to him.“How would you like me to take that silly
thing in your pants out for a bit and play with it?Would you like that?”

Phillip gasped in fear as he tried
to shrink back even more.

“What’s the matter?You act like you’re hurting or
something!”Phillip only nodded nervously…
which sent Vivian into peals of laughter.She headed for Marian next.“And
you, you stupid cow, you look like you didn’t sleep at all last night!What’s the matter, not in the mooooood to
sleep?”She saw Marian roll her eyes at
the joke.Vivian just laughed again.“You’re not saying much anymore Marian?Do you need me to help you get into the
mooood again?”

Marian shook her head.“Please no!” she managed to get out.While her voice wasn’t exactly hoarse, it did
sound very tired.

“Hopefully, the two of you will
think twice now about doing anything but what I want from now on!”Vivian headed for her desk and booted up her
computer.And a moment later, two of the
other women walked in.Vivian wondered
what would have happened if she hadn’t been early today and they had walked in
to find Marian mooing away like crazy.Of course Marian had been programmed to stop the moment they walked in,
but they still would have heard her.But
Vivian did sort of like the idea of it anyway and was tempted to try it
sometime in the future.But doing
anything like that right now was simply dangerous to her plans… and she had
enough problems now with Felicia and Heather.

She saw Heather come in along with
a few of the other women.She purposely
tried to not pay any more attention to her than to the others.Where was Felicia?Damn that woman could be so late
sometimes!Her nerves were starting to
get the better of her when Felicia finally entered, a good two seconds before
she would have been considered late!Vivian stared hard at her the entire time Felicia put her purse away and
booted up her computer.The damn woman
was ignoring her!

A few minutes later, Vivian got an
email from Felicia:How did you do it?Heather said
she saw you hypnotize both Phillip and Marian.She saw them both sucking their thumbs last night!

Vivian read the short email.Heather had actually seen her last
night?So it wasn’t either Phillip or
Marian that was to blame.Why hadn’t
Heather said anything at the time?Vivian
typed back: She actually saw me?How much
did she see?

Felicia’s reply was all too
short:From what she described on the phone, everything!

That didn’t sound good at all to
Vivian.She asked her next question:Why
didn’t she tell Management?

Felicia didn’t want to spend all
day answering little questions about this.She sent another quick reply:She didn’t know who to go to so she
contacted me for advice.Stop asking
about it now.I want to talk about it with
you after work instead.

After work?Vivian wasn’t about to wait that long for
answers.No, I need to know now!

But Felicia’s only reply was the
same thing:Not till after work when we can talk alone somewhere!Now stop emailing me.I have work to do and so do you!

Vivian didn’t want to wait until
after work.That was a long time
away.Why couldn’t Felicia just answer
her questions?Hating the situation she
started surfing the net again.She had
nothing better to do.

It was a very long day for Marian
since she was so tired.Over and over
again she headed out to the elevators to relieve her mooing urge.Occasionally she went nearly crazy when
someone else was already in the elevator, but mostly they were empty.

At lunchtime, she went out to get lunch
for both herself and Phillip, but she made a side stop along the way at an
office supply store where she bought a package of DVD labels and a DVD mailing envelope.While they were eating lunch, she had Phillip
address the envelope to her at her old townhouse address.Using the office printer, she created a label
for the DVD she had created and made ten copies of it.One of those labels she attached to the DVD
before putting it in the envelope and sealing it.She glued what she hoped was more than enough
postage stamps onto the envelope and carried it down to the mail room where
employees were allowed to send out their personal mail as long as it was properly
addressed and stamped.With that taken
care of, she could only hope that her idea would work.Most of the women were back in the office by
the time she returned.

Halfway through the afternoon,
Vivian sent Felicia another email:Where do you want to talk?

Felicia soon returned a reply:How
about your apartment?It’s closer than
mine.

Vivian quickly typed back:Fine!But I moved last weekend.You’ll have to follow me to my new place.

That was news to Felicia.It wasn’t like Vivian to not tell her
something like that!She typed
back:I can’t wait to see it!She
only hoped that it was better than Vivian’s last apartment.That place was a dump!

By the time everyone left for the
day, Marian could only think of curling up in a ball somewhere and falling
asleep – for the next century or two.

Eventually, everyone left to go
home, and she and Phillip trudged wearily back to the office to keep working,
but only for a little while.“I’m just
too tired,” Marian finally declared.

“Me too,” Phillip agreed.

Five minutes later, they were both
heading home… stopping briefly at a fast food drive thru where Marian managed
to order their dinner without mooing.They both knew they should have stopped for some groceries as well, but
neither of them felt up to it.The two
of them went home where they ate, and collapsed in front of the TV for a while…
both of them doing their best to ignore the occasional mooing that Marian
continued to do.

Felicia didn’t know where Vivian
was going, and following her erratic driving was somewhat of a chore.She counted herself lucky that she managed to
follow her all the way to a fairly nice looking apartment project – certainly a
lot better than her last place.But when
Vivian turned away from the apartments at the very back of the area, Felicia
was suddenly confused.She was even more
confused when she pulled up in front of a very nice looking townhouse a few
minutes later.She parked, wondering
what Vivian was doing there.She knew
Vivian’s spending habits pretty well.How could Vivian afford a place like this?“This is your new place?” she asked the
moment she got out of her car.

“Isn’t it fantastic?” Vivian
replied as she took her key out and unlocked the door.

“How can you afford it?I mean, there’s even a lake out back!”

“Actually,” Vivian replied, “it’s
not costing me anything at all to live here.”

“How’s that?” Felicia asked,
thinking she had heard wrong.

“It used to be Marian’s place.Now it’s mine.”

Felicia was really confused now,
especially since her eyes were raking everything in as she walked into the townhouse.It looked really nice!“Marian’s place?” she asked, not
understanding the situation.

“I got evicted from my old
apartment since they’re tearing the place down,” Vivian explained as she set
her purse down.“And I really liked this
place.So I moved stupid Marian out of
it and into Phillips apartment with him.And I moved into here.And the
best part of it is, I’m still letting her pay the expenses!”

Felicia was shocked.“Vivian!You can’t do that!”

“Well I did it,” Vivian replied
proudly.“And I think it’s worked out
very well.Want to see the upstairs?”

As Felicia tentatively followed
Vivian up the steps, her only thought was that something major had snapped in
Vivian’s brain!She decided very quickly
that she would get what she wanted as far as that shithead Phillip was
concerned, and then she was going to do her best to keep as much distance from
Vivian from now on as she possibly could!Vivian was crazy!Much more so
than she had ever been!

The TV show ended, and Marian mooed
again.She was really tired of doing
that.It had to stop!And she knew from experience now that stopping
it meant that she would have to conquer the pain that Vivian had inflicted in
her first.And that part scared
her!The pain had been unimaginable and
she wasn’t looking forward to dealing with it again.Should she try to conquer it now?Had it been long enough since Vivian had
taken her so deeply into a trance and then instilled it all into her mind
again?Was she too tired?She put off trying, only because she was
simply too tired to try to deal with it just then.Maybe later tonight she’d feel up to it
more.But one thing was for sure – the
mooing had to stop!

“Now,” Vivian said as she and
Felicia carried glasses of Marian’s wine out to the patio to sit in the lounge
chairs there, “what exactly did Heather tell you?”

Felicia sat down and took a sip of
the wine.Then she did her best to relate
everything that Heather had told her over the phone last night.

“Damn!” Vivian exclaimed.“She saw all that?”

“Sounds like it,” Felicia agreed.

“I need to figure out a way to shut
her up!”

Felicia leaned toward Vivian a
bit.“I can handle that for you.”

Vivian was surprised.“You?You’re going to help me?”

“That depends,” Felicia replied.

“On what?” Vivian asked
suspiciously.

This was the part that Felicia was
waiting for.“I want you to make that
jerk Phillip do something for me.Now
don’t get me wrong, I love what you’ve done with him!Believe me, I really love it!It’s got to humiliate the shit out of him.But I want him to suffer with something else
too!”

“Something else?Like what?”

“Look,” Felicia said, “I really
love his new sissy look, but from the start, when he had to hold that stupid
doll all the time and was sucking his thumb, I got it into my head that he’d
make a really cute looking baby.A big
totally stupid looking baby.But that’s
not really what I’m interested in.”

“It’s not?” Vivian asked, completely
unsure where Felicia was going.

“Listen,” Felicia continued, “I
just finished having to keep my sister’s two kids while she and her husband
went away on a nice two week vacation – away from them!Now I like kids… sort of.I mean, they’re cute and all, but kids that
young just aren’t a lot of fun for me.Especially since they’re both still in diapers and can’t exactly go to
parties or out for a drink at a bar or something.I guess I didn’t exactly inherit my mother’s
baby loving genes.I had seven brothers
and sisters and since I was the oldest kid, my mother made me take care of all
the younger ones, including making me change all their dirty, shitty, pissy
diapers!And for the last few weeks I’ve
been stuck doing the same stupid thing again for my sister!And I can’t tell you how much I hate that!I mean, to me, it’s always been the grossest
thing imaginable.Why do you think I
left home so early in my life?My mother
was pregnant again and I didn’t want to have to play mother to yet another one!

“Anyway, I can’t think of a better
way to get back at that shit head Phillip, than for him to be stuck in his own
shitty diapers for the rest of his stinking life!So what I want, is for you to fix it with him
so that he won’t be able to go to the bathroom anywhere except in his own
stinking pants from now on!”

Vivian blinked, and stared at her
friend, and her jaw dropped a bit.“Well,” she said, “I guess if you put it that way.I guess I can come up with something.”

“Good!” Felicia said.“That’s all I really want.Make the little shit suffer like that!”

Vivian raised her wine glass in
salute.“I’ll work out something with Phillip
then.Give me a day or two.”

“Good enough,” Felicia said as she
got to her feet.“I gotta get out of
here then.”Now that Vivian had agreed
to give her what she wanted, Felicia only wanted to get out of there and away
from Vivian.Vivian had taken Marian’s
home and was forcing Marian to live somewhere else?Vivian had gone way off the deep end.She just wanted to get out of there before
the police showed up!

Marian was doing her best to brace
herself.She had no doubts about how
difficult it was going to be for her… but it had to stop, and it had to stop
now!Phillip was standing by, watching
her closely.She had warned him about
what she was about to do and had asked him not to do anything unless she
started yelling her code word.Then he
was to step in and help – the only way he could.

Since Marian knew that she had to
conquer the pain thing first, instead of trying not to moo for a while, she
needed something that would trigger the pain immediately so she could
concentrate on just that instead of something else.So she intended on removing her shoes instead.If things got so bad that she couldn’t take
it, Phillip would put her shoes back on her feet for her, which would eliminate
the pain – hopefully.

In order to clear her head and not
worry about her mooing problem, she let out a long loud moo.Then she glanced at Phillip and tried to
smile.“Here goes,” she said.She sat on the couch and reached to unbuckle
her left shoe.The pain hit her the
moment her hand touched the buckle.It
was a horrible, debilitating pain.She
fought through it and somehow managed to actually unbuckle the shoe.The pain continued to grow and get worse and
worse with each second… growing and spreading throughout her entire body as she
fought with it and somehow managed to kick her shoe off of her foot.The pain exploded everywhere.Her head hurt so bad she could barely
think.It was all she could do to not
yell her code word right away!

It’s all in my head, she thought
over and over again.It’s not real. It’s
just an imaginary construct of my mind.It’s not real.It’s not
real.I can beat this!I’m stronger than the pain.I won’t let it beat me.Pain go away!Pain go away!But the pain
refused to go away, it continued to grow worse and worse, stronger and
stronger.

Phillip watched her carefully,
fearfully.He didn’t want her to do
this.He didn’t really want any part of
anything that went against what Mistress Vivian wanted.But he respected Marian like he had never
respected anyone else.She actually
seemed to care about him… even if that was most likely just an illusion caused
by their shared situation.But still, if
she wanted so badly to do this, then helping her was the least thing he could
do.

He watched as her pain seemed to
grow so bad that she was screaming against it.She was crying pitifully.He
could almost feel her agony.Could she
even utter her code word for him to move in?He could see how badly she was hurting and it was hurting him almost as
much to watch it.Should he go ahead and
just put her shoe back on for her?It
was all he could do to stand there and just watch.

The pain got to the point where Marian
couldn’t think anymore.Thinking became
nearly impossible.It got so bad all
over that she was horribly sick.She
tried.She tried.She tried.But her exhausted and overly taxed brain finally realized that she
couldn’t conquer the pain.It was too
strong for her… and she was too weak.She just wanted the pain to end, but her horribly hurting brain found it
difficult to figure out how to end it anymore.It was only a tiny fragment of a memory that forced its way through.She mooed.She mooed loudly and strongly.Then
she mooed again.She began mooing over
and over again… and felt the pain let up only slightly.But it was enough for her to realize through
the pain that someone was holding her foot, preventing her from kicking around
at the pain.Phillip!The memory of him reached its way into her
pain soaked brain.“Moo!” she said
desperately.“Moo!”

The moment Phillip heard Marian moo
twice – the key word he had been desperately listening for, he went into
action.Her whole body was thrashing
around on the couch like crazy from the pain.Grabbing and holding her ankle wasn’t easy.He grabbed the shoe she had managed to get
off and carefully stuck it back onto her foot.But she was still thrashing around, still obviously in terrible
pain.Buckling the shoe for her wasn’t
something he had ever done before.It
took him a few moments, but the closer he got to actually getting it buckled,
the less she thrashed around. As he
finally slid the strap all the way home, she was lying still, just breathing
with her eyes closed.

“Are you alright?” he asked.But she didn’t answer.He dropped her foot and moved up near her
head.“Are you alright?” he asked again.

Marin’s head was spinning.She was exhausted.The pain had been too much.Way too much.She had failed, and failed horribly.She heard him, but she couldn’t yet comprehend the words.And all of a sudden, she felt him lean over
her and wrap his arms around her.It was
so unexpected!And… nice… despite how awful
she still felt.His grasp seemed to pull
her back somewhat.“Thanks,” she managed
to gasp… as her arms came up to lightly rest against his back.She felt him start to pull away, but she
pulled his head down to lay against her chest and just held him to her for a
while.

“Didn’t make it,” she finally said.“But tomorrow I’ll do better.Tomorrow I won’t be so tired to start with,
and it will be another day longer since she re-put all that junk in my head.”

It wasn’t what Phillip wanted to
hear.She had failed at breaking out of
Mistress Vivian’s pain.It wasn’t what
Mistress Vivian wanted.And he was still
selfish enough to feel frightened for himself if Marian did somehow manage
it.“Maybe you shouldn’t,” he said.

She hugged him tighter for a
moment.“Don’t worry.Tomorrow I’ll make it.And if not, then I’ll manage it the next day
for sure.”

Phillip nearly died inside.She was so hard headed.So determined.And he feared for not only himself, but for
her.

“Hi Heather, it’s Felicia.”

“Hi Felicia,” Heather said somewhat
excitedly.“Did you manage to talk to
anyone?”

“Did I ever!Listen, what the heck did you stumble into
girl?”

“Huh?What do you mean?I told you everything.”

“I know!And I guess it’s a good thing you did.I went down and talked to Security right
after work… and I’m just now getting home!”

“So what did they say?Are they going to put a stop to it?”

“Not… exactly,” Felicia
replied.“Listen, I told one guy, who
then brought me to someone else… who then made me sit there and wait… like
forever!And then this other guy comes
in from… get this… from the FBI!”

“The what?My God!”

“Yeah.Tell me about it!So anyway, I had to tell it all over
again.Don’t worry Honey, I left your
name out of it… and you should be glad I did!”

“Why?”

“Heather, it was a mess!A real mess!”

“So what did he say?Is he going to arrest Vivian or something?”

“Not yet,” Felicia told her.“It seems they’re watching one of them… but
he wouldn’t say which one… real closely.And they have been for a while now.But even though they wouldn’t tell me which one they’re watching, I got
the impression he was really interested in Marian.”

“Marian!But it was Vivian…”

“Yeah, I know, but I got the
impression he was more interested in Marian.But like I said, that may have meant nothing since he wouldn’t come out
and tell me which one they’ve been watching.”

“So they’re not going to arrest
Vivian or even stop her?”

“Not yet,” Felicia told her.“They made it very clear to me that I was to
keep my big mouth shut and stay out of it!Otherwise I’d be obstructing a government investigation.Can you believe it?And these guys were serious!So Heather, take my advice.Don’t tell a soul!Not a single soul, no matter how badly you
might want to.And especially don’t let
any of those three know that you know about it.I think we better let the government men deal with it from here… no
matter what happens in the office.Got that?You and me gotta keep our big mouths shut!”

Felicia hung up her phone and
smiled.That was so easy!And stupid Vivian… was soooo crazy!More than likely, the police would have her in
jail inside of a week!But if she could
just get that shithead Phillip screwed the way she wanted first… that would be
perfect!

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About Me

For those of you who might remember me, I’m the same Karen who used to have the website My Sissy Rules Fantasy that Yahoo suddenly deleted several years ago. I still miss my website and really hope to have one back again someday, but, well, I guess I procrastinate a lot – plus, I think the internet has been doing a lot of growing lately.
Other than that, what else can I tell you about me? As I said, I’m male. An older male to be exact. One who has wished very hard his entire (and I mean entire) life that he had been born a girl. Seriously! You have no idea how much that aches in me – always.
I’ve always been small and skinny, except recently my stomach has decided it wants to be large and fat (Arrgh!). Oh yeah, I’m also very married to a wonderful woman who knows nothing at all about this side of me… and I intend to work very hard at keeping it that way.
So for me, life is good, and life is bad, and life is worse, and life is horrible, and life is great. But that’s what life is – you take what it hands you and you do the very best you can under the circumstances. And you enjoy what little bits that you can, wherever and however you can manage it.