Sunday, September 07, 2008

I SURVIVED my first sunday football game....but only because we were joined by a few friends they made it bareable, so thank you friends. I have lots to write but can't seem to find the patience to sit down and let it out. so here's a short version. therapy seems to be going no where fast but i'm not giving up and meds still aren't working but my psychiatrist now believes they misdiagnosed the depression and anxiety and i'm actually bipolar. it's a hard truth to swallow but really right now i just want to get my meds right so i can feel better and feel like rachel again. i fear it may destroy my whole world if i don't find some answers soon, some people are being rather impatient and i just feel like a failure......and so we begin another week taking one day at a freaking time.

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I'm a little of this and a little of that but first I'm a mom to two beautiful boys that constantly remind me that nothing is impossible if I dare to try. Challenging myself to remember this daily I decided embark on this journey of blogging my design ideas as I rework my home into a place to live, grow & create!