You know some people are just so hardcore in this game. I know this local guy. Who had 3 heartattacks from Excessive dosages of aas and he still never quits. Big dude. Loves his wife dearly. Works for the FBI lol. Just really stubborn in not letting anything get in way of bodybuilding....

You know some people are just so hardcore in this game. I know this local guy. Who had 3 heartattacks from Excessive dosages of aas and he still never quits. Big dude. Loves his wife dearly. Works for the FBI lol. Just really stubborn in not letting anything get in way of bodybuilding....

AJ was a good dude.

I dont get it, but I get it. Thats how I was with booze, so addiction can cover many things. Its not the substance,its a spiritual malady. The idea that one will at some point will feel like they are whole, have arrived, are complete. It never comes, and once you accept that, you have arrived...great paradox.

Still got his number saved in my contacts and cant bring myself to delete it. Every time, I go to contacts its in alpha order so he always pops up first....he could be an ass to some, but he helped me with a lot, from chem soldier to his last board after he got out...R IP AJ

Still got his number saved in my contacts and cant bring myself to delete it. Every time, I go to contacts its in alpha order so he always pops up first....he could be an ass to some, but he helped me with a lot, from chem soldier to his last board after he got out...R IP AJ

I feel your pain, bro. Still have contact of friend who passed 3-4 years ago. We grew up together in school and playing ball. Surely missed.

Don't think I've seen you before but wanna say good to see you back here...

I dont get it, but I get it. Thats how I was with booze, so addiction can cover many things. Its not the substance,its a spiritual malady. The idea that one will at some point will feel like they are whole, have arrived, are complete. It never comes, and once you accept that, you have arrived...great paradox.

I had a come to Jesus meeting last night with myself.

I do a few a year. Yawl know my road, and that the off ramp is clearly up ahead, few months.

I do everything with purpose, most don't know that, yet, everything I have done in life was with one thing in mind and one thing only, purpose...from age 6...

Still got his number saved in my contacts and cant bring myself to delete it. Every time, I go to contacts its in alpha order so he always pops up first....he could be an ass to some, but he helped me with a lot, from chem soldier to his last board after he got out...R IP AJ

I still have two emails saved in my safe-mail inbox that were sent from one of his boards. I never deleted them