Monday, January 21, 2008

Rememberance of my dearest daddy.

this was my last pic with my daddy.

WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU~~~~~

My dad had just passed away very peacefully on the 16th January 2008. The 8 months journey for him was a very very rough one and i m so proud of him that he had ended his journey well and he never give up hope. He fighted with the strongest spirit & was never afraid that he could leave the world. I still remember very clearly what he have said to the doctor ,' Doctor, i will fight this!! i will fight this!!'

Being a cancer patient was NEVER an easy one. SERIOUSLY no play play. NO! Same goes to the family of the cancer patients. It was as if they were hanging on the clift all the time. And their fates are in the hands of God. It is God's decision whether to let go them or save them from the clift. God have decided to let go of my dad & take him to the heaven instead. I am actually happy for that because the experiences by looking at him suffering was very unbearable.The old times when he could not even get up from his bed and was too weak to speak to us but i could see he was trying hard to continue his life and live life to the fullest each day.

I remember the happy times we had together as a family. The times when my sis played the guitar and he sang, the times when we were at the restaurant, the times we watch dvds together at home, the times we laughed together,the times we went to Penang SGM centre for chanting.....Although he was sick at that moment, he tried his best to be happy every single day. :)

I understand that he had leave us but he will NEVER be forgotten by all of us. I, pinyin would like to say a countless times of THANK YOU to my relatives and friends who were there for US when we needed help the most and when we were in the most difficult times of our life. Without you guys, it will be a very dark days for us. I really appreciate those kind words and the encouragements that you all given to me. Even a simple sms asking me how do i do.... makes me very happy. thanks to those who called me up and talked to me when i was very very upset. Although i cried when i was speaking to u all, at least i was given the opportunity to express myself. In those times of difficulties, all of us will know who are our true friends and who are not.

Cikcik, for the last 28 yearsYou have always been there for meAnd that didn’t change till this very dayYou sayang me since when I was still a babyYou would support me in every possible wayYou tell me stories just to make me smileYou feel happy when I finally share with you laughterToday, though you have to go a million milesYou will always be cherished and loved forever