Yeah it sucks but it could always be worse you know. I have no reason to be sad or upset by things now. I finally got a confirmed diagnosis and thanks to what I went through the past few months I know what treatment will be like so there is no fear there.

I can't change anything, it is what it is. I've accepeted it. Now I fight it.

Christmas will be different no doubt but in a way for me helps because it provides a great distraction! besides now I have a great excuse be "lazy" and let everyone else do the baking and stuff ..If I had an evil laugh you'd hear it here.

I won't be at home today (I'm celebrating a friend's b-day) so I guess that when I come back later tonight our board will have been closed already. Thank you again, girls! I'll see you on the Celebrities board.