Alina, we miss u a lot…..

Today, I don’t have word to express my own feelings. I was shocked when I heard my beloved daughter, Alina passed away from this World. I always remember, that she had spent most of her life with my family & me from her childhood. And I’d share every moment of my life with her. Which will be memorable to my family & me.

Alina, You’ll be always in our heart. Truth is always bitter, it never be wrong anyway. We always miss u, I always miss you……

How, when and who ? all these questions are revolving in my mind. But these questions are unsolved and behave like a mistery. 9months ahead when we were in process of her check up in B&B the very first shock was there when we knew the fact however we managed.

Days were passing any way she was hiding her pains and worries, she was enough strong to convince we all. In this year only voveran was her best friend, she had eaten her enternally, i remember her in that days her spirit in om shanti and her dance but then this times she became lazy.

However we dont know what is happening to her? she doesnt show up always hide her pains. Even though i wanted to be near and share her pain but it was hard to survive with pain thinking to this and amaze that how could she? again questions arises in my mind and rememeber those hospitalized days previously in medical ward. we saw two dead person in two diff days both of them was aside of ours bed but both was dead at night in about 12.30.

I still remember that time, we were ready to go home all her pains and wounds were cured and in the mean while there was stomach pain. perhaps it was by gastritis pain we thought that and it was over. After half an hour our duty to be in hospital was in night, tomm was discharge day and we were happy.
Apart from that her pain in stomach increased and we again reached to hospital in mid night n morning passed. and again she got im ( voveran) and she was fine but one problem was pancreatitis which was suspected bec amylaze was a bit high and she was anemic too. she had already 4 pounds of blood. But she was no more in tomm morning.

Every body was responsible for it. Me because i was late ust 4 hrs late for my sister and docters, they were also late, whole day late for her bec there was no any resaons to blame her. Lab personnel bec they didn’t provide blood in emergency me again bec i always was in hurry to treat my sister soon and used to catch the doctor any where and ask them and all others.

She was the first daughter of Our family. Alina and i received so much love from our family members that i can’t imagine and guess that alina cant forget it too. Every body was fine and happy here past years. She was innocent and pure holy spirit so god felt mercy for her and took away. Our pain was unbearable but anyway we have to bear it.

Sister from Om Shanti was there and she told that she had seen her in BaBa’s lap smiling. All said she is bhagya mani but i belive that i am bhagya mani than her bec she gave me a chance to care her in hosptial and fulfill my all duties that i must do to a sister.

One thing will always be in my mind that i cant see my sister for last time and nither mom did its too long, i think but there are too much to write but expressing all by this is impossible wish that wherever my sister is, she will be always in my heart and soul.

Pray to god that i want Alina in my every birth as a sister my belived Alina .
Forgive me if i have done any mistakes knowingly or unknowingly please forgive me.

I would like to take this opportunity to extend my sympathy to the family members and friends on the death of their loved ones. It was extremely shocking to hear of her death. Although I am far away from Nepal now, I wish to let her family know that I am there with them in mind and spirit.
Ashis Malla

In relation, i am uncle of her. I also grown-up with her. She loves me alot and by my side i also cannot explain how much i love. In hospital, every moment i was with her. Last night before discharge to home she was very happy. Because, 3 days later she was going to home. I also told her i am here for you to take home. Fortunatly, like she kept my words she was very well to go home. She never cross my words and i also not cross her words. She always take my side even i was wrong. May be i cann’t have such type of daughter but i will pray with siva baba (Please all of you also pray for me) that if i have done any of one good work in my whole life please give me one daughter and put that suprime soul in it other wise i don’t have daughter. I belive that she will be come and i will give her name Alina Shrestha.

I was home at the very moment. There was enough people to take care of her at home . We, people , undertook that day’s case as of normal day with same intense feelings towards her.

I still remember that day , though everythings were holden as normal as it could be exhibited except the innocent messanger ,TEARs.

We were there only to shake hands of GOOD BYE wishing her spiritual journey. I m told that we are soul , immortal and lively .So I know my dear Alina is still up there in heavenly dwellings somewhere invisible taking look over us , noticing ‘what we do’ .
…miss u..

yrs devastated bro….

10.mahadev | July 1, 2010 at 1:27 am

eventhough i couldn’t spent most of my time with you but still the days which i have spent with you while teaching you remind me that i have missed something very precious, more than even my life.if my life could return your life than i would have already killed my shelf..when you leaved us here alone my life life have become something like “ALIVE BUT NOT LIVING , DEAD BUT NOT DEPARTED”. MISS YOU ALOT…….. hope i will catch you up soon…..

A date that you made me remember, an evening when i was desperate to return home, a moment that always reminds me about you..thanks for all of them…..A very very Happy Birthday to you!!!!!!!

16.Riya shrestha | August 1, 2015 at 6:26 am

Many many happy returns of the day. Happy birthday. I have tried to keep my promise. A promise that I made a long time ago, to wish you on every birthday. May you always be happy wherever you are. You’ll always be missed.