A million years ago, I remember standing in a cold, utilitarian office space, just doing my job. The next five minutes of banter would change my life forever…… He said, “When are you going to give up and go out with me?” I said, “Give me one good reason.” And the rest is history. I never would have guessed. I never could have imagined that a man that seemed so different from me would fit so well. There’s never been such chemistry as ours. I miss him. Thankfully he’s not gone from this earth, but presently, he’s gone from my life. I long for the day that I can lay by his side again. I day dream about the lazy afternoons we would spend discussing the world and sipping coffee. And I need the laughter to become a regular occurrence again. The childlike games, pranks; oh the laughter; sometimes we laughed only with our eyes, but we laughed!