Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Stone Cold

Every so often a song comes along that really touches my soul. Rather it be a happy song or a sad song. A song that is really relatable and just gives you goosebumps. A song that hits a nerve in the heart and makes you tear up at just the thought of it. A song you can see played out in your mind over and over again. A song you have on repeat because you can't quite get enough of.

Saturday night, Demi Lovato was on SNL as the musical guest. I am a huge fan of Demi. The girl has been through alot in life and has never shied away from it. She is a huge inspiration to girls who are struggling and always makes a point to let her fans know how she is feeling. But on Saturday night, she sang a song that really touched me for some reason. It is called Stone Cold and it is so emotionally raw. I have been with Bobby for almost 12 years now. So to say I can relate to this song would be a lie but to say that when I hear it, I can't understand what it must be like would be a lie too. B and I were completely quiet the whole song and when she was done we both said "Wow! What a song." And to say Demi can't sing is just crazy. The girl can belt it out and has total control over her voice.

The song is about a girl seeing her ex with another girl. And not just any girl. A girl that makes him happy. And this girl has to watch him be happy with her while she stands there acting stone cold, like it doesn't bother her. But deep down inside she's dying. Here are the lyrics and the video of Demi singing it.

Stone Cold

By Demi Lovato

"Stone cold, stone cold

You see me standing, by I'm dying on the floor

Stone cold, stone cold

Maybe if I don't cry, I wont feel anymore

Stone cold, baby

God knows I tried to feel

Happy for you

Know that I am, even if I

Can't understand, I'll take the pain

Give me the truth, me and my heart

We'll make it through

If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Hmmmm

Stone cold, stone cold

You're dancing with her, while I'm staring at my phone

Stone cold, stone cold

I was your amber, but now she's your shade of gold

Stone cold, baby

God knows I tried to feel

Happy for you

Know that I am, even if I

Can't understand, I'll take the pain

Give me the truth, me and my heart

We'll make it through

If happy is her, I'm happy for you

Don't wanna be stone cold, stone

I wish I could mean this but here's my goodbye

Oh, I'm happy for you

Know that I am, even if I

Can't understand

If happy is her, If happy is her

I'm happy for you"

Come on right? If you hear this song and it doesn't bring up some emotion in you, then something is wrong with you. Even men can feel this way. Her performance of it on SNL was super raw (google it) but I liked this video better cause you can really hear the lyrics.

About Me

I am the wife of Bobby Lewis. The mom of Brody Daniel Lewis and the mom of 2 dogs, Bullet and Dash. I am Gluten-free. I love wine and the color pink. I love God and Jesus. I believe everyone was created equally and no one is more perfect than anyone else. I have 1000 layers, just don't ever compare me to an onion (Yuck... hate onions)! I love life and I love my family and my friends. I am who I am and I don't make excuses. Love me or hate me...it's up to you!