Post by jasmema on Apr 30, 2015 8:38:46 GMT -8

Thank you, havefaith. And Louise, you're sorry is so inspiring, because it's so mine. Just that I am still frustrated over all these wasted years, time. I somehow study, but lazily. And am quite depressed,would sleep, sleep, sleep.

Post by LovelyJune on Apr 30, 2015 8:52:43 GMT -8

Each time you find yourself being lazy and each time you allow yourself to be frustrated over all this wasted time ask yourself: Do I want to get better? Or do I want to waste MORE time? Because guess what. You have a choice. You can sleep, sleep, sleep, or you can awaken and start to live, live, live.

Push yourself. There's no harm in that. Do your work. Be depressed as you want. But don't let it get in the way of the life you need to live to be healthier.

Post by jasmema on May 1, 2015 5:05:45 GMT -8

Thank you, also for the book recommendations. Btw, is it "normal " to think what is he doing and feel sick that he might have an interest for another woman..? Firts may, I'm at home, he with his friends in Naples. I try to study, still, feeling self -pity and underly feeling I would conquer the world..if only I would win him, a relationship with him. Yes, I know, my mind tells me this is simply not the way. My "heart" aches however, struggling with depressed feelings..