Thursday, 11 December 2014

Love

Hello There,

Let me tell you a story about friendship. Having this person through out my life here in UiTM Machang is one of the best thing that I could ever hope for. We came from different path. Each with their own story. As I like to say. 'we complete each other'. I've been here for almost 4 years. Yes, 4 years for a diploma holder is sort of sad. But having this sort of person is a blessing. I've been up and down. Some part of me said that I dont need to live like this. I need to be alone. A lone wolf. But a lone wolf would end up dead instead. A pack of wolf would make it stronger. Alone we can do little, but together we can do more. Something like that. I could not remember. Ya Allah, how grateful I am to be with all of this person.

Truth and tears clear a way to a deep and lasting friendship, True Friends are difficult to find, hard to leave and impossible to forget. When all the seasons will be dry, when all the birds leave the sky, when all the friends say you, Goodbye..You will found me there say HI. A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the BEST THINGS you can BE! Hold a true friend and dont let go for a true friend comes once in a lifetime. Well guys, years will be pass and moments too, but we will still be beside each other. Just like always we have been. Maybe some of you doesn't feel this deep feeling that I've been talking about. But bear this in mind. This are the person that i care more than my self.

Today, I have to live my life here alone. Without them, some of them had finally graduated from UiTM. Sort of awkward, having to walk alone, without a laugh to share, a smile to shine. Its like a full moon, with a cloud covering it. You know its there, but you can't see it. Its better if you can't even see it. Oh dear friend, I miss you so much, half a year we spend time together, but this is a road I have to walk Alone. A road with the strength that I have to built. Therefore you guys have build a wall for us to stay in, but unfortunately I broke it, and left.

I can't make everyone happy, when I care too much, it hurt. When you care about me, I became worried. Worried that I can't accomplish what you want. It hurt in the inside know that you guys care soo much for me. I thank you for that.

We do not remember days, we remember memories, some of this picture is part of my life. I'm living in a dream that I dont want to wake up when I am with all of this person. A dream that only the dreamer cherish. Dear God, please make our friendship last. Please make it one of the best thing that had happen through my friends life. Because one day, I want to share this picture with my kids or my grandchild, and tell them. That Father/ Grandfather has the best of the best friend a person could ever ask. And by that time, I cried, remembering the memories I had spend with them.