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Is It Really That Time...? [Rambles]

Or so I have heard...You know already maybe?..That it seems 1Up is closing soon-ish?...Dunno when exactly myself it's actually kinda surreal not because of my fondness of this site but from the fact that I kinda expected there to be some big sign or banner saying so..But I suppose that may come along soon? Well I actually kinda find a sense of amusement..Cause when 1Up had,had it's little shift in the past and reorginizing was happening with it's people n' stuff..How pessimistic people got and it was also kinda funny then too..Cause I am pretty sure I was bascially born pessimistic..(You know after you get through your 'innocent' face as a kid..).But when people would try to insist "All websites Die Out Eventually." like i was denying it would ever happen to my apperent 'precious' 1Up,that actually started to get me irratated..In fact two nimrods.(No I do have some level of friendly affection for them..~)I had once stupidly decided it was a good idea to bring up with them cause as I mentioned above..The pessimisim was awefully amusing but still growing annoying..In fact I kinda wanted to pucnh both of them in the face.(Yeah and we totally don't live in the same ganeral area..!)

Since I was starting to feel as if..I just wasn't somehow meeting eye-to-eye with most when it came to it..Quite frankly I think I have always been kinda a 'weird' person..After a while it seems like no matter how hard I tried I can only best explain things in a corky manner..Well that and I also can't stand it when I seem to get insisted upon like I don't have any brain cells or was born retarded(Or not giving just thr 'right' answer means you don't 'undertsand'..)...If I try 'serious' I get mixed and annoying results that almost seriously piss me off and wish I could hit a POW buttom that punch certain people I find increadibly full-of-things-the-world-don't-already-have...Besides I've been told i can be blunt,brutaly honest and I guess a few other things I can't quite recall at the moment..Anyhow as most are leaving I don't really plan to untill it stops letting me log in or seeing the familiar.(Yes I know it's changed '"a lot" since the stuff happened..)page layout I have come to love that little green mushroom all the more from my experiences here..~ Also I guess I mostly,hardly try to make an effort to sound intelligent or like i'm not just rambling to myself.(Cause I basically kinda am..) It's kinda becouse I don't care to plus since we are talking about the Wolrd Wide Web..There is usually plenty of people tlaking about plenty of things in plenty of ways so..

Yeah..I think i stopped caring as much a long time ago about a lot of things...Especially when people insist on them,doesn't help much then either..Socilizing is fun they say..It's easy they say..Apperently I can suck at it somewhere..>:y

Moving along...~

I had every intention of being a little more active but not much would quite fall into place plus with constantly playing around with drawing,photohsop and things changing with family members..The things I had considered getting into had kinda slipped by,especially my intention to make a club with the recent news,that obviously isn't very possible anymore..But As I said above I'm gonna keep hanging around till I truly can't anymore,don't even care how silly or sad that sounds cause I am not the least bit heh...In fact it kinda makes me want to sort of do a Blog-a-day-ish thing where I suppose I'll be making quick posts when I cna gather the stuff to make it my 'style' besides..I think my posts slowed down a bit too much at times and I guess as long as I can still log in this will be my sort of finale and last 'gift' to 1Up and whoever else is activly still around espite the news..:y

I guess lastly for the entry..I kinda find it funny that..In username,slowly a persona gets formed even if you never planned it to happen..I know i really did think I wouldn't have blamed someone in the past if they had mentioned "Why State_Alchamist?.." Cause hey..It is kinda lame and a bit too obvious where it derives from.(Well I guess kinda?..) But also I honestly wondered one day..If my brother,who at the time helped me set up the account cause yeh..I was new to using a computer in general and the internet in general so i hardly felt like I knew how it worled yet..We used a desktop back then too..My laptop's roughly as old as my 1Up account..! Anyway,those who watched or read FullMetal know my username has a slight misspelling(Wasn't intended.)so..What'dya think would have happened had the misspelling not occured and I had actually come up with something?... (Picked it cause it was easy mostly..) The world may never know...Cause I have made quite a few banners with this username attached to them and custom things I used for backgrounds like on twitter.

Oh I forgot to mention I am active via DeviantArt,kinda twitter..Not uploading but I am around youtube,considering other sites to start posting in but haven't quite picked,thought of using tumblr mostly for a temparary source of 'sharing' stuff..Not sure if anyone uses things like Wordpress..~

[Edit] Tumblr..Not sure if the Theme will stay like that..Not fully done tinkering with it yet either but anyway,still be mostly active here..(On 1Up that is.)

Also it seems some friends I know decided to use this forum to keep in touch..But I might make an account at PixlBit for more 'public' rambles and stuff..since I guess most from 1Up are being directed there?..

Great read

When I first joined 1up, I made my account but never knew if I was even going to use it, till I made my first blog and I'll tell you, I was horrible at it. I said what the heck and wrote one, I wasn't expecting anyone to give it a read, but I got a few comments and I was happy someone atleast took the time to read it. From there I started to become active till I joined clubs and made friends. Sure I've seen my fair share of people having episodes here, including myself but no matter what, people here had your back.

That's waht I'm going to miss the most about 1up, the community. Every single person I met was awesome. Funny, if I never would of blogged, my account would of been just some dead weight here, lost forever in the endless sea of the internet. I'm glad I did use it, I read some really great blogs and got to know people. Despite being on a monitor, it's like you knew these people, heck I know these people more than the friends I used to have. Be it near or far, we knew each other and talked about anything.

I don't want to say good bye 1up, I just want to say, thank you for the memories, you gave us the freedom to express ourselves because that was what 1up really was, a place where gamers called home. Not sure if I'm going to blog one more final time but I may as well. I'm going to be here till 1up finally does go down and doesn't allow me to log in. Great read, I'm going to set up my tumblr once this is over, and I'll see you on PixlBit. It was nice meeting you, you're once of the most awesomemest (that's a word right?) people I know here. Don't listen to what people say about you, be yourself.