I am compelled to check the mugshot. What if it is my stupid idiot ex?

How many people understand?

Is it because I know he loves to post his weirdness on CL? Is it the whole CL trigger alone? OR is it the damn intimate knowledge courtesy of the keylogger that I KNOW exactly how weird he will post for.... AND that he will show up for a meet.

So is it plausible that he could be met by a STING team and handcuffed and become the headline in my newsfeed? Yes, I am afraid it is possible.

So today's headline was a man who wanted to meet a woman with a disabled child. The offer to pay for this probably took my ex out of the potential sicko pool since he has no money. And he seems to find plenty of free sexual hookups via CL.

Bad enough to have the purely human revulsion to this headline without the added complication of it hitting so close to home.

I thought I was the only one! I found out about 5 months after DDAY that STBX loved to tape things without people's knowledge--but sick stuff--he set up a camera in our bathroom and then invited the slut AP over and would film her going to the bathroom...UGH Also, he drilled holes in our church's bathroom so he could spy people going to the bathroom. (Doesn't he realize GOD is watching). I cannot imagine that someone that depraved would just be keeping it at home... so I look out whenever there are new stories going on about depraved sexual acts and actually expect him to get caught with it one day.So unfortunately, you are FAR from alone...

S, Filed 4/17/14--YAY, ME!!

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CharlieFoxtrot♀ 38010Member # 38010

Posted: 6:13 PM, July 20th (Saturday), 2013

*hand raised*

The king was into some stuff like that, I always cringe hearing stories (like they would be able to tell somehow) and get pretty freaked out when a news report comes up...

Disgusting trigger

Weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.

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SBB♀ 35229Member # 35229

Posted: 7:36 PM, July 20th (Saturday), 2013

Its not the trigger that is weird, it is the X.

Monsters, monsters everywhere.

((CG))

I may have reached a point where I'd piss on him if he was on fire.... eventually!!

I am compelled to check the mugshot. What if it is my stupid idiot ex?

How many people understand?

Oh, YUCK, I do this too. And I always ask myself, "How is this my life?"

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ButterflyGirl♀ 38377Member # 38377

Posted: 8:56 PM, July 20th (Saturday), 2013

Soon after D-Day, I went searching on CL for my STBX. Even if I knew I would find something, I don't plan on subjecting myself to that disgusting shit ever again.

I actually did find his picture on a sexual twitter-like web site, with mostly men following him and him followng mostly following men. It's just astounding to have NO FUCKING CLUE who you were married to.. Only caused me more ing, so I'm done searching.. I know enough to know I know too much..

xBW~ 37
Two DS~ 9 and 12

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caregiver9000♀ 28622Member # 28622

Posted: 9:12 PM, July 20th (Saturday), 2013

And I always ask myself, "How is this my life?"

Yes, exactly! And I just knew (NG I am sorry but I somehow knew) that there were others who would understand.