Sunday, 19 May 2013

Feeling of Mine~

We have been together for more than 4 months after I have been
single for 2 years. The memory is still clear for the first time I met you. The
feeling is like – I have finally found you. You’re caring, sweet, attracted me,
even now you are still the same in my heart. It’s sort of tough for our
relationship, because we are from different countries, different cultures, different
languages, and different life style.

After the first time we met, I went back
to Kl, full of my heart was missing you. That time, I would rather give up
everything that I have just to be together with you. So we met on the valentine
day and that was the first time I celebrated my valentine’s day with my
valentine. It was good and memorable. I can never believe that I’ve been
looking for a job for more than 2 months. The motivation that you have given to
me is strong enough that I can’t even expect. On 29th of March I
attended the interview and I got the job!

After 2 weeks time, 14th of April, I’m in Bangkok
and the night we officially staying together. The feeling of staying together
is nervous, unbearable in the first place, but you comforted me with your
patience and taking care of me for all the time. I was like a big baby, you
worried about me almost like every day.

For transportation, meals, my emotional, my feelings, my
life, my financial status, for everything. I’m doing my best to be independent
as fast as I can because I truly understand it is not easy to take care of
someone.

And now, I’m here for more than a month. We argued sometimes, and we
cried sometimes, but in deep of our hearts we know that we loving each other,
more and more each day.

Somebody told me, do not live with someone that you can live
with, live with someone that you can’t live without~

Every time when I see you smile, I think I’m the happiest
guy in the world.

Every time I hug you, I think I’m the happiest guy in the
world.

Every time I kiss you, I think I have finally found you.

Every time you cried, my heart is like broken into pieces.

I will never forget your answer of my question – How much
you love me out of 100% ?