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A Month That Is Gone

Nothing brightens up a gloomy November day like playing with the dollhouse and Laynee.

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And dressing her AG doll (which she reminded me needs alot of new clothes for Christmas).

We also played around with french braiding her curly hair. Remember she cut her own bangs several months ago so the sides are still growing out. But, she has gorgeous little curls in the back.

We went to my sister's home for Thanksgiving. It is fun having little ones crawl all over everywhere. It has been several years since we've had little ones.

I'm always requested to bring my German Chocolate cake made from scratch and Hummus. Those are my two requests always.

We went to decorate the graves at the cemetery for Christmas. It was the first time I had been back at the cemetery since John's funeral. It was a sad time.

Then, I come home to a city water main break in front of my drive way. They drove all of this heavy duty equipment onto my drive way and yard and demolished it. Cracked the drive way into a thousand pieces. I still have a huge ditch across the front yard which has not been filled in. I will give the benefit of the doubt that it will be fixed.

And then, it definitely will be fixed!

Have been making Christmas runners out of printed burlap. Have alot of pretty ones. And a few Christmas pillows.

Those little ones will certainly make it easier but will not replace the emptiness. I can't imagine and won't pretend too. I hate it when people say, "I know how you feel." They mean well, but pain is personal. I learned that very early when I lost my little brother. I can somewhat undestand when someone loses a brother, mother or father but can comprehend the loss of a child or a lifetime partner.Prayer for you my friend.

Having little ones around has helped me get through the darkest days after losing my Mark. It is amazing how God places them in our lives at just the right time. I'm happy that you are staying busy, your runners and pillows are so pretty. I'll have to check out your Etsy! Blessings to you, Judy!!

Sorry to hear about the water main damage, hopefully it will be fixed better than before. Seems like whenever we are in a time of grieving, something like this happens to us...I joke that God is trying to keep me busy. I know the holidays will be a lonely time for you, and I am glad you have family and friends. Love the photos of the sweet little ones...xo

I'm happy you were able to spend Thanksgiving with your family. Laynee is adorable even with her bangs growing out. Sorry about your water main break..My Mom made a mean German Chocolate cake too. see was a great cook, when I seen the photo of the cake it made me think of her!

Hi Judy,You have been through so much and I was happy to see you post today and glad that you could be with family for the holidays. What sweet pics of all the kids. Just adorable. I know that helps your sad heart to be with the kiddo's. Thinking and praying for better days as you move forward through your grief. Kris

That Laney is just a doll. Loved her hair braided. Good to be able to spend time with family for Thanksgiving. I know it's got to be so difficult right now adjusting to life without John. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

How adorable Laynee is! Children are so sweet to be around and soothe the soul especially at sad times. I often think of you, Judy. Still use the little stripy pillow you made me, and am getting out those adorable little Xmas trees today too, they are all lovely.Sending love. Helen xox

I'm so glad that you have "year round" family, Judy. Holidays are so hard to get through when our loved ones are no longer with us. I, truly, understand.Laynee is a beautiful little girl and her hair looks so cute in the French braid.. Know that I'm thinking about you. Charlotte in Virginia

Hi Judy, so glad you enjoyed a nice Thanksgiving with family and those little ones are way too cute and I know they are a bright spot for your healing heart. Your German Chocolate Cake looks so good!!Love your creations. Thinking of you and keeping you in my prayers.Hugs and Blessings

I was so happy to see your post in my mailbox today..That cake looks amazing..a slice of that would make a meal..lol..terrible what they did to your driveway..they should certainly be made to fix it..Hugs..

Glad to see your post, Judy! It sounds like a good Thanksgiving surrounded by family and those you love. I hope you are doing okay. I'm sure going home and seeing that mess on your driveway wasn't the best thing in the world, but I'd hope for the best and be positive, too.

Hi Judy, I bet those beautiful little ones perk up the holidays. I can't wait until we have little ones in our family again - especially if one is my grandchild someday! I'm sure it was very hard for you to go back to John's grave, especially since it was the first time since his passing. I still don't like going to Phil's grave. Sorry to hear of the water main break and that your driveway is all torn up. Terrible! They'd better be fixing it soon. xoxo

So glad that you spent Thanksgiving with your family. Your granddaughter is so pretty and her hair is like gold. It's so good that you have little ones around to help with loneliness.Take care my dear friend, we are all here when and if you need us.Hugs,Mary

Little Laynee is adorable and she has such pretty hair! I'm so glad you had family to be with at Thanksgiving. I'm sorry about your yard and driveway getting torn up and hope they will fix it back up for you!