... Need Female, Body Included

Well sports fans, it's Christmas eve and me and my whole family are visiting friends and family in Colorado. It is really heartbreaking to wake up with her morning after morning and not being able to touch her in any meaningful way. Has anyone else wondered if the pain would go away if they were just dead? I am losing hope that our marriage will ever get any better. If we divorce I will be so poor I may eat off of food stamps. There seems to be no answer. Thoughts?

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