I have been curious about my spirit animal for a while now and I think I've finally figured it out with help from my angels. It seems so obvious to me now because this animal has always appeared in my dreams. It is amazing to me how my angels communicate with me through dreams. I asked my guardian angel to show me my spirit animal yesterday and that same night I had a "ridiculous" dream that I was trying to put rhinestone/diamond underwear on a dog. I woke up with that image in my mind so now I'm sure my spirit animal is a dog. I have always had dreams with dogs chasing me etc. so this makes so much sense to me. I did some research on what it means to have the dog as a spirit animal and it fits me to tee. What are your thoughts on spirit animals?

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So, I am getting better about slipping from thought into a dream like state. Very close to the way have have meditated in the past to see things future...however, there is one hiccup. I understand that this dream state or enhanced councious fom of meditation can be advantageous but I Think I need some help with this transistion. How does one OR what is the best way to untrain the "jerk"(that wakes one up) that keeps the lucid dream from taking shape? I understand that it is a built in process for your body to go through to see if your truley asleep. There in lies the chink in the armor. Have to get to this point and could have easily went right into a dream state that was very lucid then my body just jumped. Very anoying. Is this one of those things that just takes practice? How can a person successfully build a new habit to avoid the "jerk' or "jolt" that throughs you back to fully awake? Ideas on the best course of action to take to "unlearn" the jolt?

Normally I have some fairly vague dreams, most of which I don't remember upon waking. But there are some dreams that stand about among others. My most recent occured just the other night. I was at my own wedding. (Maybe the fact that Pennsylvania now has same-sex marriage could have something to do with it, but that was back in June!)

My wedding dream was a bit weird. In my dream I was walking down the aisle of a church, toward the altar, which turned out to be a large set of steps that stopped at the wall. I walk past a cousin of mine who acted at a best man of sorts along with many others, whom I attrituted to my family. He and I exchange vows. Another strange aspect of this dream was it was someone I am acquianted with in life: I attended the same high school, and graduated the same year, I even loaned him money (over a year ago, which I just gave up on getting back--which was likely for the best). Then my dream went into another phase.

The second half of my dream was me searching for photos of the wedding. I found none. The dream ended.

Usually, I go to http://www.dreammoods.com/ for interpretation, since it's likely to be more objective than I would be in the case.

My interpretation is this: since dreams can be prophetic to a strong degree, am I looking at my own impending marriage, but not the person I described? Or as the interpretation goes: there are two aspects of myself coming together either in the immediate future, or some time in the distant future. I believe this dream to be nearly purely symbolic, since I know I wouldn't have any semblance of a chance with the person I described in my dream. The symbolism seems like what the dream site mentioned: http://dreammoods.com/cgibin/dreamdictionarysearch.pl?method=exact&header=dreamsymbol&search=wedding.

However, as I write this, I get the feeling something is missing and it will make itself known on its own time. Furthermore, the person I was getting married to almost didn't seem to be who I thought, it may well have been my own impression. I still feel an air of uncertainy when I think back on this most recent dream.

Hello family! I have been having very strange occurences trying to gain a better control of my flow of energies for spiritual travels so that I may do it safely but also be able to travel at will. A little back history: A few years ago I suffered deeply from depression so was prescribed antidepressants and an antianxiety pill @ uni(because I was having intense panic attacks sometimes 2-3 times daily, but I didn't feel comfortable taking an addictive substance in my emotional state so I opted to just take the antidepressant). Along with the pills, I had therapy and met with a psychiatrist regularly to discuss how the med was working. I remember her saying, "People report having very strange intense dreams and usually do not like this, so we will either switch to a different med or tinker with the dosage." She asked me if I had had any very strange intense dreams and I said no, even though I was indeed having them. The astral/dream travels were so intense that I'd be in another world before I closed my eyes for sleep and I knew these dreams would be a great way to heal spiritually because I realized each dream no matter how frightening or blissful was a gift that I could use to examine Self. I've always had these experiences ever since I was very little but they returned in full force while I was on the medication. (I am no longer taking it and haven't been for at least 2 years)

So jumping to this particular experience from a few months ago.

I have never recalled the systematic step by step transition of astral or spirit self leave my physical body, hover or take notice of my physical self at all before traveling around the room/house/neighborhood/etc and then leaving to go into the astral. It has always been POP! Close your eyes here, open your eyes there. But on this occasion, I remember being very away of resting in my bed on my side and first I saw the back of myself (as I suspect I look if I'm just asleep on my side). I felt like I did when I was litte and would snuggle up in the small of my mother's back. But then I asked myself, "who is this woman? Is this mama? Is this me?" And then somehow my perspective changed and I was seeing this person face to face - a hybrid of both myself and my mother but she looked to be wearing my night clothes and it definitely felt like me and looked pretty much like a copy of me. My confusion came from not understanding from what level of conciousness I was viewing because I wasn't sure if it was my astral self looking at my physical self because I started out on my left side looking at the back of Me/Mom. Then this Me/Mom was turned around and I could see her face and her eyes were open (like mine were a lot when I'd have sleep paralysis as a child. I would make it as far as sitting up in the bed to get out and have sleep paralysis and be hearing audio from the walls and seeing different images on the wall almost like having multiple screens set up.) but then I seemed to flip to the other side and was looking at a mirror of myself again. So instead of being on my left side seeing the back and then front, I was now looking from the vantage point of laying on my right side to look at myself. Or maybe my mom was projecting and didn't recall? Were we both projecting and I was aware? Was I seeing my astral body or my physical body? Was I trying to get back into my physical body after being astral. I felt like my physical body was waking up to see this but I don't know. After a few seconds I fully woke up laying on my left side at the edge of the bed.

Two nights ago, I lay down to sleep. I had the lights off and the door open. The light from the hallway was peaking in. My eyes were closed. I was clearing my mind, setting it for sleep. Then I had a dull image of an ER door opening and a man was rolled out. As he was rolled closer he turned into an infant boy. The infant boy was rolled in front of me and he angle his head to look up at me and something beyond me. As he was passing, the boy turned into an adult reptilian. I could make out his beautifully protruding cheekbone. I think he could have been staring at me, but it felt like he was looking at something a little further from me. Something behind and further away from my location, but closer enough that he was noticing. Then the image disappeared as fast as it came. I didn’t panic nor think too much, my mind continued to clear and I fell asleep. It wasn’t until next morning when I remember that I made a big deal of it.

I didn’t really consider it a dream because I know for sure I was still awake.

I just wanted to take a quick moment to share a powerful and vivid dream that I had this morning… The entire dream was/is pretty linear-like and lengthy, so I am going to cut some corners and share the heart and main gist of the dream and m‘impression’ and interpretation of it means for you and I...

The dream had begun with me viewing the outside structure of a massive hotel building… I had begun viewing the scene from a very broad ‘midway angle and point of perspective’, which means that it was as if I was this massive awareness looking at the building midway in the air. As I was looking at this building, my attention immediately focused on three (3) men on two suspended scaffolds (1 man on one scaffold and 2 on the other). They were hovering or hanging about midway of the building structure. The men weren’t fixing anything nor where they cleaning the windows (typical use of how I have seen scaffolds being used). Instead, they were attaching and anchoring two super large banners… One banner had in large red fonts “Hotel” and the second banner had in large read “11” (Hotel 11). When I had seen this, I was thinking with both my lucid mind state perspective as well as my physical mind’s perspective; ‘hmmm, wonder what this is?’, 'I want to go inside and investigate!' The next thing I know, I am on the inside of the building viewing and perceiving from a human point of view. I remember walking into an elevator and pressing the number ‘11’ on the elevator panel… I had instinctively felt that there was a message for me on the 11th floor of this dream-state structure and so I went... I didn’t feel or experience the typical movement of riding up on an elevator… Instead, I push the button, the door closed and reopened and there I was, on the 11th floor!

When the elevator door opened, it was as if I was walking into some kind of convention or the lobby of a concert hall or crowded movie theater… There were people that I didn’t recognize walking the halls, as if there was some kind of convention taking place. As I seemed to be floating through the scene, I noticed that the people there looked to be of all walks of physical life. They were all looking at various scenes within this hotel with wonder, curiosity and amusement. The hotel rooms had walls and dividers within them but from the outside looking in, we could see what was going on within each room. It was as if there were no doors or walls to shield the occupant’s privacy. Those who were on the inside of these hotel rooms didn’t seem to notice that there were all kinds of people walking by and watching them. They were just carrying on with whatever they were doing, as if there was not another person or thing in sight! The people inside of the hotel rooms and those who were on the outside, appeared to be just as ‘solid and real’ to my mind’s eye, if not more-so than people would appear in ‘this’ reality.

Here’s where the dream got really interesting… In one of the rooms, was an energetic impression of one of the media’s most overt celebrity fixations in recent years -- Lindsay Lohan! Unlike everyone else that I had seen, she didn’t appear as solid or ‘real’… Instead, she looked more like a hologram! Ironically, the lighting, quality and texture of her looked identical to the Michael Jackson and Tupac holograms(click here for point of references)… She (Lindsay Lohan) was sitting in a lotus position in the middle of her hotel room, staring off with no clear direction of focus. She was chanting in a strange tongue or language and she appeared to be ‘sprung out’ or 'high' on something… The next and last room that I had come to was very interesting to say the least… It was my aunt Clara! My aunt Clara transitioned from this world in 2009. When I had seen her, she was looking away, paying attention to the white linens that she was folding and neatly putting away in her drawers but at the same time, I sensed and felt that she was the only Being who ‘knew’ that I was there! It was as if she had eyes in the back of her head…

Actress, Lindsay Lohan

When I had seen my aunt Clara and just ‘knew’ that she sensed and saw me and upon this feeling and in an instant, I found myself inside of her room, standing to her right side! Honestly, I can’t seem to recall every word that she said to me in the dialogue we had but I remember her communicating something about “the show” – “do you like the show?” I also remember her communicating something about my cousin Cookie; my aunt’s only surviving daughter. Although I don't remember every word spoken or communicated, I do recall her intention, feelings and impressions behind the words! She gave me the impression that everything is/was going better than even I am realizing... She wanted me to never loose sight that we are but 'characters' playing our role in the greatest show in the cosmos! That WE are in essence all apart of a massive real life Truman Show or ‘real’ reality show but most have forgotten this but a few were destined remember this fact, as part of the collective plot! She had given me the impression that we are ALL super-stars and celebrities in the grand scheme and our own right but the earth detractors and MANipulators of artificial light, uses their celebrity ‘cast’ system (among other systems) to keep the illusion of rank in importance, prestige and value alive and well. The aforementioned is done, so that we continuously doubt ourselves and loose sight of true equality and everyone’s equal value and worth… She reminded me that when such beliefs and systems are in place, we continuously forget who and what we truly are!

I got the impression that in a few unfolding plots, Lindsay Lohan will be used as ‘major’ distraction (the same way that has been done in the past) at a pivotal point in linear time but we must not allow ourselves to get distracted. In addition, I had gotten the impression that we are ALL being watched (some moreso than others, of course) and that there is no real privacy. This is being expressed and shared, not to generate paranoia or fear but because this we need to know, so that we may begin to stand in our truth no matter what. That way, we won’t live a life of hiding, when in fact, ‘hiding’ is yet another layer of the grand illusion!

I would be remiss if I were not to come back to the number 11 because not only was it a strong theme in the dream that I had just shared but it is and has been for years, a constant reminder and theme in our physical lives… Like many of you, I have been seeing this number 11:11 everywhere (digital clocks, receipts, email messages and the likes). My deceased aunt’s house address starts with 1101.(click here to learn more about the most common symbolic meaning of the number 11).. My aunt’s birth date was the 29th (2+9 =11) and my aunt made her transition in 2009 (2+9=11)(click here to learn more about the most common symbolic meaning of the number 11)..… My aunts birthday month is March (the 3rd month of the year)... The number three (3) is synonymous to the holy trinity or the biblical story of the 3 wise men. Also, remember the 3 men, outside of the hotel building putting up the banner? It’s all symbolic of the spiritual power and relevance behind the number 3… Those who are privy to astrology will most likely understand the relevance of what I am sharing in this regard… Is this all a coincidence? I don’t think so.

In closing, I share this dream with you guys to remind you to please pay attention to your dreams – (lucid or not). Write dream journals and learn how to decode or interpret them as best as you can because there’s more to them than we have been taught or even realize… Your dreams may well be a powerful reminder, revelation and or prophesy for you, your family or humanity! So stay hydrated and mindful of your dreams!

Another crazy dream I had last night. I got most of it but I was wondering what the significan'ts of the instructions I was given in the dream fully meant.

Ok so I was in the woods. I felt like I had been inhabiting an area that was mainly woodzy there were other people and building scattered in the woods but I was looking for a way out. I had the feeling many people had offered me advise. Some were very well meaning and others in general I questioned the intructions. All in all the experience left me with the feeling that these instructions were flat out wrong. The advise when I followed it had not been fruitful and I was ultimately the hamster on the wheel with the feeling in the dream being more of me in a maze of woods by design to keep me in a trap, the advice that lead no where, and the people offering advise (well intended or not) were useless.

So I decided that this was all not productive. So I started to explore in a different direction. I found a man in a cabin in the woods outside the outskirts of the established settlement. I was surprised he was out in the area by himself and would have never known he was there unless I had not stumbled across him. He was older white guy by not acient 60'ish.

I explain what had brought me to his location and I kept saying I know these people meant well but frankly they were all giving bad advice that never got me anywhere. I explained I had been trying to get out and that I knew the folks and their advice were wrong but had given their advice the "college" try even though I knew it would be pointless. I explained that because of this I tried a different approach and went i a completely opposite direction but now I was currently some what at a loss as to what to do next. I also explained that I don't think all of the people had ill intent, however, those people were just "wrong".

There is a little fuzziness as to all of the interexchange between the man and my conversation but what happened next after the converstation is the man pulled up the rug in the middle the room by his fireplace. Then he pulled up a trap door. He said to me that there were people who didn't want me to awaken but I need to go into the tunnel. Once I reach the end I would need to head north and don't look back. I knew that once I breeched the tunnel at the other end I would be out of the energy fence that kept the other people confined. It was a little dark and dank like a tunnel made of earth would be but there were no obstacles or hurtles in the tunnel it was just a matter of walking through it. I knew once I reached the other end I would be able to go North unhindered.

After I woke up I realized this was a dream of import and Understood a lot of the events except the directional sense. The going north was stressed by him and I felt it of importance even though I do not have a clue as to what the purpose of the very specific north direction intends. I am just not sure what the exact words "head north and don't look back" part is about. I get the "don't look back" but what is the significance of the North direction?

Ok, I haven't got a clue as to what this dream was trying to tell me. So I am going to post it for feelers. I wonder what I ate before I went to bed in some regards but IF there is more too the dream I don't want to toss it to the side. I still remember it from this morning so it must have some meaning behind it.

OK so I was at the vet of all places. It was like I taking on a function of working there but I didn't. The vet ask me to go and get one of the dogs for surgery. I brought a beautiful golden retriever in to him as he asked. I didn't think much about what was going on other than to deliver the dog.

After I left the room I had a thought about what the hell kind of surgery the dog was going to have so I asked. The dog was going to have his lungs removed. I thought that was weird so I interuppted the surgery and asked what was wrong. The vet said there was nothing wrong the dog was abandoned and he could not afford to feed him. He was removing the lungs to send in for research. I thought this was horrible and asked if I could take the dog home with me in stead.

The vet stated that he had already made the first cut into the bronchol tubes and that the dog would not live with this type of wound. I was too late for the intervention. I thought to myself in the dream. It is too bad that I didn't ask first what was going on. Second that it was a complete waste of life. My only consolation was that the vet could end it quickly for the animal but it was a true shame because he was a strikingly good looking golden retriever. So I was in a sense sad and not really ok with it, but according to the vet unreversable damage had been done and the animal was on a non-reversable course.

I woke up thinking the whole thing was screwed up and why didn't I ask about the animals well being before I did. That was what disturbed me more in the dream than anything else. Again, there was nothing I could do when I did ask.

I know many of you have very impressive controlled dream states. Mine normally are not interactive with control, however, Today I had my first lucid dream and had to share.

I somehow realied I was in the dream state and decided to get up. I could feel my body sitting still and my mental/dream body moving my feet. I got up and through the blanket off (I was taking a power nap in a chair). Set my feet on the floor and started walking off. I realized I was free (whahoo).

I decided that because I knew this dream state and future reality are very close I wanted to go to the point in my future when I publish my book (not yet finnished). So I went and sat in this lobby waiting on someone to call my name. I knew the person I was looking for was a man.

It was weird cause I was sitting in the lobby waiting. I looked down at my feet a realized I had this buisness suite on but my shoes were "slipper" like and not approperiate for the business attire. So I decided to change my shoes. Right in front of my eyes the shoes changed into various forms of foot wear while on my feet. It was kind of similar to Dorthy in the wizard of OZ with the shoe thing. They change right before my eyes until I settled on a knock out pair of black stillettos. These were AWSOME. I could have just shoe shopped in that one spot until my alarm when off...but I decided that I was tired of waiting on the man to call my name.

So I decided to go to his office and speak with him. His face was fuzzy and I said "Hello, I know your busy but I have been waiting out here for a very long time.". I don't remember what he said but it was definately along the lines of "it's not time yet". LOL damn it. Had I know he was going to brush me off I would have gone and done something else.