early in the 90s, around age 5 when we first met it wasn’t complicated, what was too tough we kept unsaid we grew up without any struggle, soulmates till the end but are we lovers or just friends?

i guess i couldn’t help it, but we were young, how could i know? you saw me as a brother, you were afraid for me to show this fairytale could last forever, but forever didn’t last i feel completely left alone

as if i’m on drugs i cannot decide, i cannot decide what’s good and what’s wrong no i can’t clear my mind, it only makes things worse i cannot decide, i cannot decide as if i’m on drugs

now it’s all vague between us, the bond we had is now far gone i want to fix our heartbreak, and that puts you and me to hold that everything would be unreal, that all is p-ssing by the damage’s done, there’s no way out

as if i’m on drugs i cannot decide, i cannot decide what’s good and what’s wrong no i can’t clear my mind, it only makes things worse i cannot decide, i cannot decide

i cannot decide, i cannot decide, as if i’m on drugs i cannot decide, i cannot decide what’s good and what’s wrong no i can’t clear my mind, it only makes things worse i cannot decide, cannot decide i cannot decide, i cannot decide, as if i’m on drugs

as if i’m on drugs i cannot decide, i cannot decide i cannot decide, cannot decide, as if i’m on drugs