"Depressed Girl"

I wake up in a hotel room somebodys arms wrapped around me. I hear the shower running and somebody talking. The person with their arms wrapped around me pulls me closer. I flip around to look at him and I can't believe who I am looking at.. It wasn't a dream.

33. Unresponsive

*Aris POV*

I listen to Michael singing over and over while I wait. The boys told me to stop its not my fault. It is my fault though. Why did I ever do this? This can't be happening. "Michael Cliffords friends?" We all stand. I stay behind afraid to here. "Michael has lost a lot of blood. We are working very hard. We got the bullets out and he seems to be responding to the blood we have been giving him." The boys all nod. "However. The bullet has causes a lot of internal bleedingg so we have to go back into surgery and see if we can stop it." I look at the ground. This can't be happening why is this happening to him....

*Ashs POV*

After the doctor leaves we day nothing not being able to find the words. I watch as Ari starts to break down again. She gets up and takes off I follow after her. "Ari where are you going?" She ignores me. "Ari stop." I grab her arm and she crumbles against me. "I can't do it Ash.. I can't its my fault. He don't deserve this If i wouldn't have came ar-" I can't listen to it any more. "Ari if you hadn't came around I don't think Mikey would have been around anymore." She stares at me. "Ari he was depressed once you came around it helped. I hadn't seen him this happy in ages. Yes you guys had ups and downs but Michael would not search for days for just any girl. Ari he loves you." She nods. "I still can't be here." She pulls away and takes off again. I watch her run not following her this time. I know I can't stop her.

*Lukes POV*

I can't help but think this is some what my fault. If i would have got to Michael earlier he wouldn't have left. If I wouldn't have kissed Ari she wouldn't have left causing him to leave. It all falls back on me. I'm so stupid I know I shouldn't do shit like this but, I do it anyways... I look over to Cal. He gives me a weak smile. "He's going to make it. He's a fucking fighter." Cal nods. "I know Luke. I know."

*Ariels POV (4 hours later)

I've been standing outside for 3 hours now. I'm nervous to go back in Ash tested me saying they had just got Michael in the room. Thirty minutes ago.... I walk back into the hospital going to the room they told me. All the boys are in the waiting room so I sneak by. I get up the stairs to his room. There is a nurse that walks out. I stand out the door looking at him. "You can go in sweety." I nod walking in. I walk over to his side. I let it all out. "I'm so sorry. I love you so much.. This is my fault. You idiot I told you not to come after me.." I grab his hand. Just as I'm about to kiss his forehead all these sirens start going off. I look at his monitors and everything starts decreasing. Nurses start rushing in. "Mam you're going to have to go." I stand there paralyzed as they roll him past. "He's not responding get him so oxygen!" That was the last thing I heard before he was gone.

*AUTHORS NOTE* Hi guyysss. It was so hard to let Michael get shot omg. I was like "Why did I do this." >.< I hate myself for it. >.<