I don't know what to do or think at this point. I'm being tossed around between the mental health system and people I love and I'm loosing any sense of empowerment that I may have had. I do have problems and am looking for a solution- specifically for social anxiety and tuning back in to my innate reactions. I'm been stuck with all sorts of horrible labels and drugs and I really believe that all I need is a supportive community that won't be too irritated by my awkwardness. I'm about to be re-admited into another psychiatric hospital- this one's supposed to be more open than the other one's I've been in. I just don't want to be alone. Does anybody have any advice as to where I might look next for help and support that doesn't involve mind-numbing medications and directive assessments?

Yes, do a web search on Hyla Cass. She is a Los Angeles Dr./psychiatrist who specializes in holistic medicine. She has written several books on the matter and she is great. She is well known since she is far ahead in her field. I have met her through a friend and I was so impressed with her whole demeanor. You may be able to contact her and get direct answers. Good Luck