Bambi & Birdy

Mittwoch, 10. September 2014

No Bad Days!

I am sick again, as I am a lot. I can honestly not remember even three months of my life in which I've been fine without having illnesses ranging from the common (a cold...) to the mysterious ( blood poisoning) to the outright absurd (zoster- apparently something old people usually get).
At times my ailments have made me angry/ depressed/ outraged and I found myself cursing God/ life (which might be the same thing?) and all the lovely smokers/overweight people/ party animals... in my life, who tend to be remarkably healthy while I am laying in bed unable to do anything.
Then I watched this 'I am Mormon' video, and even though I'm neither a Mormon nor religious, it helped me understand something about my worth. Maybe I am worth a whole lot without doing/achieving/hustling. Maybe today, I just decide to be me, without being angry at my body. Maybe there are no bad days!