not forget for the family of Asian Tsunami 2004..even almost 5 years ago it was happened..but it still fresh in our mind..the tragedy..killing more than 225,000 people in eleven countries including our country..

i hope and wish they (victim's family) would be strong enough to go through this..may Allah bless them and their family..Al-Fatihah..

Grateful to Allah..I'm appreciating what i have now, even it is less or more..thanks God for blessing us..

Friday, December 25, 2009

There’s a lot of good and bad things that had happened to me this year..I mean this year 2009..From January till December..Time moving too fast actually..I learned a lot of things that help me to keep on moving..Hmm, I know that everything happened for a reason..You know..I always keep telling myself..Every bad thing that had happened to me..There’s always something that much better awaiting in future..InsyaAllah..

p/s - you can go far away from me..bring together the sadness that accompanied me this few weeks..thanks and good bye..2009..

I will survive if things are different than what i want them to be..I can accept things the way they are..I need to be flexible if i want motivate myself to go through all these days..I deserve to make it alright..becauseI'm not a girl not yet a woman..

i don't know anything about it, so please and don't drag me in..andI don't mean to drag you down with all my thoughts..Must I drag up with that..andMy feeling is a real drag at the moment..butI had to drag that out of you..Don't be so dramatic..I can see it with my heart and my soul..if you know what's good for you..too good to be true..that's a good one..all in a good time..

Friday, December 11, 2009

Trouble Is A Friend Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh ohNo matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow, oh ohThe eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn, oh ohYou're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heartHe waits in the wings, he's gotta play a partTrouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe, oh ohAnd no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow, oh ohHe sees what I see and he knows what I know, oh ohSo don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heartHe waits in the wings, he's gotta play a partTrouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the armI won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charmTrouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!

Oh how I hate the way he makes me feelAnd how I try to make him leave, I tryOh oh, I try!

He's there in the dark, he's there in my heartHe waits in the wings, he's gotta play a partTrouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the armI won't let him win, but I'm a sucker for his charmTrouble is a friend, yeah trouble is a friend of mine, oh oh!Ooo, oh ooo, ooo ahh..

Monday, December 7, 2009

ok finally..i got permission and green light from my parent to spend my holidays at my girl friend's house..4 days and 3 night..and I go there tomorrow morning at 10.00 amand this time not by flight..but by bus..hehehe..(over juga kalo naik flight)I fill my heart with such excitement..I rarely use public transport..It take me 3 hours to reach there..and I'll go alone..

Saturday, December 5, 2009

where you go..i miss you so..la..la..la..la..if i can turn back time..i will walk and run after you..hmm nope after you..but before you..ortogether with you..it will be nice right..time..please give it back my heart and my soul..my fantasy..I'm pathetic..huhuhu

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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

and better try than never..yuhuu..today, i mean this evening i buat cake you!huhu..kek kukus choc..

mixture machine..its compulsory if not lenguh2 lah tgn sy ni okeh..huhubenda ni for steam the cake..and this is the product..huhu

okay i know you'll never like it unless you have diabetes..hahaha..coz this is my first try..and i missed to write added two cup of sugar in the recipe..so no sugar in this cake..really healthy ooo..huhuhu..can you imagine the taste..hahahaha..thats why i said better try than never..but i modified it by put milk layer cream (susu pekat) on the top of the cake..ok la not so bad..

and Finally, I'm a morning person today! hihihi..because I'm not sleep last night..huhuhu..since i'm home i almost woke up plus minus at 10..00 am..(sumpah sape tau tak nak amik aku jadi bini dan menantu..sungguh perempuan melayu k!) every night i stay up untill late night not late night but morning actually because its already around 4.00 am 0r maybe 5.00 am, i'm off to sleep..but i have done all my works (kerja rumah) before i went to sleep..

I'm woke up at 7.oo am from my bed and told my mum that i was hungry and craving for nasi minyak and kuih gulung..heheheh..(what the funny craving for nasi minyak pagi2 buta ni..cik yana oi)

dan mase aku buat tea i start dreaming..hmm if i'm getting married, i can't do this..i can't do that..i need to do this..i need to do that..and bla..bla..bla...so now i realise, no wonder why many women prefer to live alone..and suddenly i felt scared to getting married..hahaha..idiot!

hmm..Sometimes, I get sick with all of it.. But hey!.. isn't life supposed to be like it..hahaha..ok no need to think this too far k..2 or 3 more years to enjoy..and after that, i'll think about it seriously..huhuhu..

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun..Enjoy the trip.. Here's to another year of experience..ui Cha..since you were born in this month DECEMBER..so i called you as BUDAK HUJAN..hahaha..ok nothing to say just wanna wish you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl friend..

we were friend since lower form right..so you count by your own how long this friendship..too many things happened especially when we were 15 and became classmate..shared the sadness and happiness together untill now..even we're apart..huhuhu..and you, most of the time love to laugh when i start talking..i dont know why you laugh..i'm not make a joke ok..huhuhu..

p/s - gila payah nak cari gmbr awk sorg2 cha..at last i found this..huh..Love you n miss you..and insyaAllah either this week or next week i'll go to kuala terengganu and stay there..pray for me..please make it real..im bored just stay at home..huhu..but home is like paradise =)

alL abOut..

I'm Mohammad first daughter..Muhazam's Wife..I'm a Science n Language teacher..I am a person with million flavors of feelings, all mixed-up n all screwed-up..they are sweet, bitter and everything in between...People have told me that I tend to be indecisive, but I think I just take my time weighing the pros and cons of a situation..