>>648203597I'm suffering from an anxiety based condition called Derealization, which is a state of mind that makes one feel life is unreal and foreign. Totally sucks and has been the closest I've been to committing suicide. No cures, barely any treatments. Life becomes unbearably hard and my mind races constantly.>what is life?>why is there any life at all?>why does the world look the way it does?>is there a god? >what's the point of anything?>i wonder what he/she is thinking>ect ect ect

>>648204428loserShoulda gone vegan. Then you woulda been doing something beneficial for the planet and for animals. Even if you don't think it's necessary it clearly can't hurt to try to do good things. Plus you woulda made your boyfriend happy.

>>648204853honestly it was so fucking shit, a few weeks ago we were in the kitchen cooking bacon and mozzarella sticks as like an "unhealthy weekend" celebration because he's kinda a health nut, and he was talking about how he could never stop eating bacon. he kept showing me videos of piglets getting smashed in factories etc. fuck

>>648205133i can't go vegan because of health reasons. i have an extreme deficiency in some vitamins or minerals or something of the sort, but basically it results in me having poor circulation, to the point where it's almost a minor version of frostbite. i can't take supplements because I'd have to take way more than the healthy amount and overdose or something. I'm just listening to my doc