The manuscript of survival – part 350

As you have already seen, the waves of energy that washed in on you all during this last gathering has indeed churned up quite a lot. And not all of it can be construed as negative, as we gather many of you have faced your own strength through any challenges that this light might have tossed into your lap. For remember, whatever the light pushes up to the surface is done for one reason only, and that is to make you see your own strength by being put face to face to whatever lurks within. And when we say lurk, we do not mean as in a sinister sense, rather as a description of the energetic imprints that may still linger within that will only serve to hold you back in some ways if they are not rooted out of your system for good. So in this, know that all is well even if you have felt the forces of these winds blow more than a little hard lately, for they are serving you in the best way possible, namely to remove any hindrance that stands in the way between you and your true core.

We know this will sound very repetitious to you all, and we gather you will all draw a heavy breath just by thinking about another layer set up for removal, but in this, we also know that you can already feel the strengthening of the bonds between you and your core. For the one you are today is becoming more and more as the ONE you truly are, and it will not come as a surprise to anyone at this stage that this is indeed a process that has to be taken in steps. And by now, you have already passed a multitude of steps on this ”stairway to heaven” if we may use such a description, and we gather you will all get a kick out of looking back down to where you came from. Is it not a long drop down, and have you not mastered so much to get to this lofty vantagepoint already? And please trust us when we say that even if you think we will once again ask you to muster whatever patience you might have left – for we will – let us also tell you that if you could see just how few steps there are ahead, we know you would all eagerly rush up those last enticing steps in a great hurry to get you all the way to the top. Well, you might get more than a little out of breath if you do, so we suggest you keep up the pace you are already at. For this will serve you very well indeed, and it will not take you any longer to ”get to the top” anyway. For in this as in everything else, events will unfold at the designated time and at the designated sequence, so just follow your own inner voice and know that every step you do take, no matter how hard or high soft it feels, will take you the exact length that is intended.

So again we say congratulations to you all for the hard work you have accomplished in these few days, and please remember to revel in the knowledge that you are finally stepping into the innermost chamber that takes you to that final door that stands between you and full revelation.

Isn’t that void just so awful? I always always tell myself that it will pass. That it only means I am about to expand further. That the void is the space of creation. But good golly!!! And I seem to be dipping down into it at least once a day. I am trying to take that as a good sign that I am just moving through it faster now.

Yes, I know it’s necessary in the process. It feels like I don’t exist anymore. They get harder to take with each new one. I stay in them for a few days. My guess is one more big one, but I don’t know how I will survive.
Say, what time is where you are? Shouldn’t you be sleeping or something? (Haha)

JayJay, I am so hesistant to speak, as I know nothing can really help you in this moment. I would think many others here feel the same way.

I have just finished listening to this for about the 20 thousandth time since you posted it. I am so trying to join you in any offer of the slightest comfort that might bring….it is but the tiniest drop in the vast ocean of your anguish.

Firstly, you are unforgettable. Secondly, I too love to be a kid at heart. I love elves and fairies, and gnomes and sylphes. Thirdly, you are more then welcome into my home and cook for me. I love eating food prepared by one who loves to cook. Food cooked with love……my mouth waters…….

I had a “feeling” you loved to cook. Don’t ask why. I just thought so.. 🙂

I tried to use the notify option. Today my e-mail is not working.
It’s always something, isn’t it?
I thought I mentioned this before, but now I can’t even find it.
So anyway, I was weepy yesterday because my twin was in an intense situation. She was drawing power and energy from me.
I draw from her when I’m in a situation, too
all is well
I really don’t mind being viewed as a lunatic, because I see those other people as sleepwalkers.
and I remembered to check the notify button this time. for once.

Ok I did not notice the first time I watched the Buzz Buzz video you posted earlier that THAT is Jonathan Richman. For some reason it came through my inbox again just now and this time I could see the artist and song title written across the top. So he is the guy who sang for 3 solid hours, huh? Now I am sorry that I giggled at his pants…

I don’t know if you listened to this song first or just based your suggestion on the name, but it was PERFECT. Exactly what I needed to hear! Jonathan is still going strong, isn’t he? I can see how you must have really enjoyed the live concert. He is quite the philosopher.

I am ashamed to say that I thought Mr. Brand to be a complete buffoon based solely on the films I had seen him in. This interview shocked me into a new understanding of him. He is intelligent, articulate, informed, and quite obviously self aware.

Here’s another link especially for you about the presence of the avatar collective. A little reading between the lines is useful here. I suspect this guy is one of them and confronted him about it a few years back, he hinted to it in an interview and didn’t deny it. Call me crazy if you like. 😉 Mostly they do not like too much light on this subject.

Good article Amy on the matter of perceptions. Here is another little nugget of mine; was Gary Wright an avatar? Lets see what the rest of the song says:

Though the dawn may be coming soon
There still may be some time
Fly me away to the bright side of the moon
And meet me on the other side

And maybe connect this to Pink Floyd’s ‘Dark si de of the moon album, especially this part:

And if the band you’re in starts playing different tunes
I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon. The lyrics of the song ‘Us and them’ are particulary telling. Could the collective have a base on the dark side of the moon? The image of the Borg collective comes to mind, resistance (to infinite Love) is futile, all will be assimilated.

Hi, Nayon. Pink Floyd, “Dark Side of the Moon” is one of my all time favs. In fact, while I do “catch up” today with laundry that mated on my basement floor, I am listening to it. No coincidences.

So many clues, especially in music and lyrics. Music and Math are languages, languages I believe are the basis of All That Is. Codes. Words as well (as in lyrics, poetry, books). If one knows how to Listen with the Heart, a whole new world unfolds while immersed in these “codes”.

I always ask myself, “Am I in this moment seeing with Eyes of Love, or with Eyes of Fear?” At times, the answer is very challenging to know. A very good friend of mine used to say, “The other side of the Love Coin is Hatred, and IF you feel hate, then you truly do have Love in your Heart for that person.” Tricky tricky tricky. With Eyes Wide Open, one sees the fox and the tricks.