I laid on bed staring at the white ceiling thinking about you, the time we’re together, remembering our past conversations, remembering how you made me smile, when you annoy me, when you said I love you for the first time and as I remember those things tears run down the my cheeks, my heart clenched it hurts and I begun to sob. I hugged my pillow and cried and cried and cried it’s getting hard to breath but I don’t care it hurt really bad. I dont know for how long I’ve cried but maybe I fell asleep because when I open my eyes ray of sun enters the glass window. I told myself “You survived another night of pain”