Date: Sun, 20 Jan 2008 19:56:30 -0800 (PST)
From: Randy Howard
Subject: The Doctor / Beginnings
The Doctor
By
Randy Howard
"Now boarding, all first class passengers on flight 1713
headed to Los Angeles at gate 23," the announcement said.
I grabbed my carry-on and headed for the gate. I handed
my boarding pass to the attendant and she gave me a smile.
"Welcome aboard Dr. Randall," she says, "I hope you have
a good flight."
I thank her and continue down the ramp to the plane,
showing my pass once again to the attendant at the door.
"Welcome Dr. Randall, your seat is the second one on the
right and next to the window," he tells with a smile.
"Someone will be with you shortly and take your drink
order."
I thank him and notice how handsome he is, as I leave to
find my seat. I notice that someone is seated beside my
seat, as I excuse myself and slide pass into my seat.
"Dan Russell, Amalgamated Steel," he says offering me his
hand.
"Dr. Noel Randall, Pediatrics" I say as I shake his hand.
I fasten my seat belt, watch out the window, and was
thinking back to the last twenty-four hours. My lover of
fifteen years and I had just broken up and it was not a good
one. I had been offered a position has head of Pediatrics at
Cedars Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles and David
was upset. We had discussed this for months and he knew
that this was what I had worked towards my entire career
and had always supported me on it. The day in accepted
the position and came home to tell him, all hell broke loose.
"Why are you carrying on like this David? You said that
you supported me when we talked about me someday
getting a position like this."
"I just thought you would get it here," he said to me. "I
never thought we would have to move clear across the
country."
"What difference does it make anyways, you work from the
house," I told him. "You can work there just as easy as
here, and it is what I have always worked towards."
"I . just . can't," he stammers.
"Why can't you?"
"Because I have another man I have been seeing for over a
year now," he says and I drop into a chair in shock. "I
never thought that it would get this complicated and now I
have to choose and I can't," he says as he turns from me.
"Hey Doc," Dan says, bringing me back to the present.
"The steward wants to know what you all drinking," he
says with a slight southern drawl.
"I am sorry, Gin and tonic with a twist of lemon, thank
you," I say.
"A little spaced out there doc," he says and it irritates me.
"No just thinking about things," I retort back firmly. "Have
a lot on my mind."
The steward brings me my drink, I take a sip, I set it on my
tray, and I drift back to David again.
"And when were you going to tell me about . who ever,"
I ask him.
"I was planning on ending it before it got this complicated.
But now I think I love him more, sorry Noel." He says
with his back still towards me. "He loves me and wants me
to move in with him. He goes to Boston College."
"Oh we are robbing the cradle now, are we," I sarcastically
say. "What is he nineteen or twenty," I ask.
"Nineteen."
"Well don't let me stand in the way of true love, David."
He walked out of the room and down the hall to our
bedroom. I could hear him as he packed his things. I
thought about how could I have been so blind to this, then
remembered my long hours at Massachusetts General. He
must of gotten lonely I thought to myself and found
someone to fill the void. Nevertheless, nineteen was so
young when we were both thirty-four, could he possibly
think he could hold a young kid like that. I drifted off to
sleep until the pilot announced to fasten our seat belts. The
plane made a smooth landing and I departed, headed to the
baggage area to retrieve my luggage. My luggage finally
arrived and I grabbed it and went upstairs to grab a taxi. I
got in the cab and told him,
"The Beverly Wilshire Hotel please."
He sped away and I hung on for dear life remembering that
I was no longer in New England. He drops me in front of
the hotel and a doorman is quick to open my door.
"Welcome to the Beverly Wilshire sir," he says with a
smile. "Is there any luggage sir?"
"Yes, three bags in the trunk, thank you ah.. Franklin," I
say pausing, noticing his nametag.
He motions with his hand and a bellhop comes running and
takes my luggage from the cabby. I give the doorman a tip
and the bellhop follows me into the hotel. As I step into the
lobby, my mind is taken back to another era. The crystal
chandeliers and Italian marble is grand and breath taking to
behold.
"Good day sir, welcome to the Beverly Wilshire. How may
I help today?" The desk clerk says all crisp in his uniform.
"Dr. Noel Randall, I have a reservation." I tell him as the
bellhop stands at attention beside me.
"Yes Dr. Randall, here it is. We have you in suite 6311,"
he says and hands the key pass to the bellhop. "If you
would please sign here Dr. Randall," he says passing a
check in slip towards me. I sign my name and he gives me
my copy.
"I hope you will enjoy your stay with us, Dr. Randall. If
there is anything you need please call," he says and smiles
at me. What nice teeth I think to myself, and how blonde
he is. Must be the hot California sun I guess. I turn and
follow the bellhop and cannot help but notice how cute his
ass looks in his uniform. It is so round and firm, his pants
hug it just right, and it moves nicely as he walks. We stop
at the elevator and he pushes the button to summon a ride.
It arrives shortly, he allows me to enter, and he follows and
gives the operator the floor number. Within seconds, we
are at our floor, he steps out, and I follow his cute ass again
to my room. He inserts the room pass and hands it to me as
I enter the room. The room is spacious with a large sitting
area, and the bedroom off to the left. The view of Los
Angeles is breath taking and I turn to give him a tip. He
thanks me and wishes me a pleasant stay and I give his ass
one more glance as he leaves.
"My God, I need to get laid," I say aloud as he closes the
door. I open my bags and put my things away, and then
walk to the window and look out.
"My God, what have I gotten myself into," I think to
myself. "A new position, a new city, and now a new life."
I go to the bed and I strip and head to the shower. I stand
beneath the shower and let the heat of the water refresh me.
I step out and dry off and go and get dressed, and decide to
go and explore. Rodeo Drive is close by so I decide to do
some shopping. It has been awhile since I have shopped
for clothes and I am in need of some updating. I stop at
Armani's and an attractive salesman greets me and asks me
looking me quickly up and down.
"Good Afternoon sir, how may I be of service to you
today?"
"Well, I am interested in some new suits," I tell him and he
smiles.
"Well come right this way and we shall get you measured,"
he says as I follow, again taking notice of the cute ass he
sports. He leads me to a private dressing room and
instructs me to remove my outer clothes. He busies himself
while I undress and then turns with a tape measure. He
stands me on a pedestal as he takes my shoulder and chest
measurements. He then takes my arm and waist
measurements, and then he kneels to take my inseam. His
face is not more than a few inches from my cock that I am
trying to keep calm in my briefs. He places the tapes just
beneath my balls, and I can feel the heat of his hand. He
runs the tape down to my instep and then carefully notes
the length.
"My, a thirty-four inseam is tall," he says and his hand is
still at my balls. I can feel my cock start to inflate and I
know there is no way I can keep it down. He is still
kneeling and writing my measurements, he lifts to get up,
and his head is directly looking now at my inflated cock.
He stands and my face is quite red with embarrassment and
I quickly start to get dressed.
"Please don't get dressed yet sir, I will be right back with
something for you to try on." He says as he leaves.
I am still sporting an erection that will not go away,
because it has been awhile since I have had sex. He
quickly returns with a suit for me to try on, and his eyes are
directly on my crotch. I take the suit, turn from him, and
put on the slacks and he helps with the jacket.
"With a few minor alterations, a perfect fit I would say."
He says glancing at my bulge. "We might have to make
some major adjustments for that," he says nodding towards
my crotch. My face turns red again with embarrassment
and he looks at me and says.
"I am most accustom to this sir, let me assure you."
"I do apologize young man, but how do you handle these
situations," I ask him even redder.
"This happens to many of my clients sir. I assure you I
have complete discretion," and he kneels before me and
undoes the suit pants and they drop to the floor. He has me
step out of them and he folds them and places them on a
seat. He takes my waistband and he pulls down my briefs,
releasing my erect cock. He looks briefly, then takes my
cock into his hand, and then places it into his mouth. He
slowly starts to swallow it down, until his nose is buried in
my pubic hair. I moan in pleasure as he starts to milk me
with his throat muscles and I feel my balls tighten as my
come begins to move. He is quickly moving up and down
my cock and then I feel myself ready to shoot.
"I'm going to come," I cry out. He takes my cock deep and
I shoot my come deep into his throat. He keeps sucking
until it gets to sensitive and he lets go of my cock. He
wipes his mouth as he stands up and smiles.
"Now lets try those slacks again, sir," he says.
"Ah . thank you, young man," I say still riding my
climax. "Do all your clients get this kind of service," I ask.
"Only if needed, sir. You most definitely needed it."
I purchased three suits that afternoon and gave Martin, I
later found out that was his name, a very nice tip. He told
me they would be ready in three days and to please come
back if he could be of any further assistance. I walked back
to my hotel thinking about what had just happened and how
not like me that was. I have never in all my gay years have
had a one nightstand. I felt guilty and ashamed for what I
had done and thought about going back to apologize, but
then thought better of it. He probably has done that many
times before and thought nothing of it. Franklin greeted me
at the hotel door as I approached.
"Did you have a good day Doctor Randall," he asks.
"Yes I did Franklin, thank you. I bought three suits at
Armani's," I said.
"Ah, was Martin working today," he asks and I can feel
myself blush again.
"Yes he was Franklin," I tell him as I look away.
"Excellent he gives, doesn't he, doctor," he says with a
smile and a wink at me as he opens the door.
I go to the desk and inquire if I have any messages and the
clerk checks and hands me one. It is from the hospital
telling me that they will send a car to pick me up tomorrow
morning at nine. I go up to my room and I shower and then
I get into bed and my mind slowly drifts off to sleep. I
dream about David and his mystery man, and how he kept
him a secret from me for over a year. I thought about how
I could have been a better partner and how I had taken him
for granted. I kept seeing the two of them laughing at me
and calling me a total looser. I woke up and I glanced over
at the clock, three thirty-five it read. He would be up I
thought and I picked up the phone and then replaced it back
down. He was not going to lay a head-trip on me; he could
have talked to me. I know I had worked long hours and I
had taken our love for granted, but I did not deserve to be
cheated on. I rolled over and tried to go back to sleep and
no matter how I tried I just could not get him and that kid
out of my mind. I picked up the phone and dialed his cell
number and he answered on the second ring.
"Hello, Noel is that you," he asks figuring he knew from
the caller id.
"Hello David, I needed to talk with you. I did not like the
way we left things between us." I told him.
"I felt the same way Noel, but I did not know how to reach
you. Your cell kept saying not in service at this time."
"I have a new phone service now, and if you like I can give
you my number."
"Yeah, please I would like it Noel."
"It is 310-555-8751," I tell him. "Please don't give it out."
"I won't babe," he says and my heart sinks with that name.
"How are you and what's his name doing," I ask.
"Fine, he is moving in Saturday," he says.
"David, what did I do wrong that made you look elsewhere
for love," I ask.
"It wasn't you Noel, it was me. I got lonely he by myself.
You had long hours and I just needed someone to talk too.
I met Jeff, that is his name, at a coffee shop and we just hit
it off."
"I knew my hours were long, but why didn't you tell me
you were lonely David. I would have listened and done
something about it."
"Like what, cut back on your hours for a bit and then go
back to the way things were," he says a bit sarcastically.
"David please, lets not get dramatic here, I really wanted to
know if I did something to drive you to another man's
arms."
"Well beside the long hours, you were getting to be to tired
for love making when you got home. It started once a
week and then it kept increasing until we did it maybe
twice a month Noel. I had needs just like you did and I
started to look elsewhere to fill them. I am sorry Noel that
things ended like this, but I really don't think that it would
have been much longer before it would have ended,
regardless of your move."
"I am so sorry David for so much, love. I never wanted to
hurt you or make you feel unwanted. Will you ever forgive
me for the way that I treated you?"
"Noel, it is me that needs forgiving for cheating on you
babe. I am sorry that I did not come to you sooner before
this affair got started. I forgive you if you forgive me."
"Of course I forgive you David, I still love you. I can't just
fall out of love after fifteen years overnight," I tell him.
"Besides I think I will always hold a special place in my
heart for you love, you were my first."
"Me to babe, I will always love you because you were my
first also." He says and I can hear him start to cry.
"David please don't cry that is not why I called. I did not
call to upset you. I just wanted to set things right between
us love. I will let you go, and I wish you luck and love
with Jeff."
"Thank you Noel. I hope you will find a love for you out
there that will make you happy babe. Remember babe; you
can always call me, if you ever need to talk."
"Thanks David, love you." I say more out of habit then
feeling.
"Me also, babe."
I look at the clock, it is going on seven-thirty, and I head
into the shower. I feel better that I called and got things
straightened out between us. I get downstairs at a quarter
of nine and Franklin greets me.
"Good Morning good doctor, and how are you this
morning."
"Very well thank you, and how are you doing Franklin," I
ask.
"Very well also doctor."
My car arrives and a young man named Brian greets me.
He is tall with blonde hair just below his ears and the bluest
eyes I have ever seen. He is slender like a swimmer and
has a gorgeous tan that just makes his hair all the more
blonder. He offers his hand, I shake it, and his grip is firm.
"So you are our new head of pediatrics," he says to me.
"The last one, Doctor Van Buren died."
"Yes that is me Brian." I tell him as we get in the car.
"Would you know of a reputable car dealer around the
area?"
"Depends what you are in the market for," he says.
"A BMW," I tell him.
"A beamer huh, would have taken you for a Mercedes," he
says glancing over at me.
"Why is that Brian," I ask.
"Well being from Boston and all, you know, a stuff shirt
type," he says with a grin. "Sorry if I overstepped my
boundary doc."
"No that is quite all right Brian, we from Boston are know
to be stuff shirts. And to tell you the truth, most of those
from there are." I tell him and we both laugh. "So tell me
Brian what do you do at the hospital," I ask.
"I am in my last year of residency, doc. I hoped to have my
own practice some day."
"Really, how old are Brian?"
"I will be thirty this October tenth, I got started late in
school. I did four years in the Marines first to help pay for
college," he tells me.
"You going to specialize in anything, Brian," I ask.
"Pediatrics, doc, and not because of you sir. I love kids and
hate to see them sick."
"That's commendable Brian, if I can give any help, please
let me know Brian."
We reach the hospital and he leads me to my office, for I
would have never found it on my own. He shakes my hand
again and pauses and says,
"If you like I can take you to a dealer that sells beamers if
you like."
"I would not want to impose on your hospitality Brian, but
thank you."
"Just thought I would offer, no inconvenience at all, just
being friendly," he says with that California smile.
"Well what are your hours here," I ask.
"I am usually out by five," he says. "Unless an emergency
or we have a doctor shortage come up."
"Well today is Wednesday, how about on Saturday we get
together."
"That sounds good, see you then doc," and he bounds off
towards the elevators.
I walk into my office and a middle age woman is sitting at
a desk.
"May I help you sir," she asks looking up from some
papers she is working on.
"I do hope so. My name is Dr. Noel Randall and I believe
this is my office, correct."
"Well, how do you do doc," she says getting and coming
around to give me a hug. "I have been waiting to meet you
ever since talking to you last week."
"Dahlia, is that right," I ask her. "Did I pronounce that
right?"
"Sure did love, but you can call me Daisy, all my friends
do. I hate that other name it sounds so . well it just does.
Let me show you your office, this one is mine Hun, yours is
much bigger and nicer too."
My office is just off behind hers, and its walls are of dark
mahogany paneling and a matching desk. A fireplace faces
the desk with a pair of leather wing back chairs beside it.
To the left of the desk the wall is all bookshelves and filled
with my books.
"Your books arrived yesterday Hun, and I put them in the
shelves."
"Thank you Daisy, I appreciate that."
"My but you sure are a young one," she says. "And I might
say real handsome too."
"Thank you again, that will be all Daisy," I tell her as I
blush. She leaves and comes back not twenty seconds later
with a paper in her hand.
"Your schedule doc," she says. "I thought you might like to
hit the floor running."
I look at my schedule and see that I have several meetings
today and rounds of meeting of introductions also. I ask
Daisy if there is a map of the hospital.
"For what would you need a map for, Hun? Just follow the
colored lines and they will take you anyplace you need to
go."
I go out to the hall and look on the wall and I see several
colored lines. I follow the red one to the pediatric ward and
introduce myself to the doctors and nurses there. I see
Brian holding a child of about three; he is talking to her, as
it was his best friend.
"How about I come and read you a story after you come
back from your tests Cathy," he is saying to her.
"I'd like that Brian," she says and gives him a hug.
He gives her to the nurse and then he notices me, he comes
over and shakes my hand.
"Hey doc how goes the first day?"
"It goes pretty good Brian. You have quite a way with kids
I see," I tell him. "Cathy seems to like you a lot."
"She breaks my heart Doc, she has cancer and she is hear
for treatments. I hate to see kids go through that shit when
there are mean sobs running around healthy. It just is not
fair, doc."
"I know what you mean, Brian, I know what you mean."
"So why you down here doc, checking up on us," he says
with a grin.
"I am going about trying to get my bearings and meeting
the staff. My afternoon is filled with meetings and more
meet and greets." I tell him.
"Better you than me, doc," he says with his grin.
"Brian can you read to me please," comes a soft voice from
a little boy. "No one will read to me buddy."
"I can't right now bud, because I have some other kids that
I need to look at."
"How about I read a story to you big guy," I say stooping
down to his level.
"Who are you mister," he asks looking at me then at Brian.
"That is the big doctor Larry, he is my boss."
"You don't mind reading a story to me, doctor?"
"Not at all Larry, it would be my pleasure. Now where is
your room?" I say as he grabs my hand and leads me to his
room. I spend the next twenty minutes reading him Winnie
the Pooh and he falls asleep on my lap. I carefully place
him in his bed and rise up the side. As I start to leave,
Brian is standing in the doorway with that crazy smile of
his.
"You did all right there, doc," he says.
"He is such a cute little kid. Why is he here?" I ask.
"Having an operation tomorrow to fix a birth defect in his
heart. He has a great chance of recovery his doctor has told
me."
"Well I really need to make tracks now kid, I am behind in
my rounds. I will see you around Brian."
"Yeah and thanks doc, for reading to Larry, it meant a lot to
him and me." he says turning and heading down the hall.
God what a cute ass on that kid I think to myself as I follow
my colored lines again.
I finally get back to my office at almost five and Daisy is
just packing up to leave.
"Hey Hun, how did your first day go? I have not seen you
since you left this morning. I was about to send a search
party out to look for you."
"I had a most pleasant day. The best part was reading to a
little five year old up in pediatrics."
"I bet Brian got a hold of you," she says with her smile.
"He is a natural with those children."
"He is good with them. He has certainly found his calling
hasn't he, Daisy."
"Yes he has doc, that boy sure has."
I finished my work, was about to leave, and was walking
out of my office.
"Hey doc, need a lift back to hotel," came a familiar voice,
I turned, and there was Brian with his infectious smile.
"That would be great Brian, seeing how I haven't a clue
how to get back there other than by cab."
I follow him to the elevators and take to the parking level.
I follow him to his car and we head out to Beverly Hills.
He talks about the kids on his floor as if they were his own.
He pulls up in front of the hotel and a new guy opens my
door.
"Good evening sir, welcome to the Beverly Wilshire."
"Where is Franklin this evening . Gerald," I say looking
at his nametag.
"It is his night off sir."
I lean into Brian's car and thank him for the ride. He asks
if he can pick me up tomorrow and I tell him yes. I go up
to my room and grab a shower, a cool one, and then go for
a bite. I take a cab over to the Crustacean on Little Santa
Monica Boulevard. I run into a couple of the doctors from
the hospital and we all join each other for dinner. I catch a
ride back to my hotel with Jake Richards, head of
Cardiology and he gives me his realtor's card. He drops
me off and I thank him and get out.
The next morning Brian was waiting at the curb. Franklin
opened the door and wished me a good day and off we
went. He took me a new route and past the BMW dealer.
"This is where we will go on Saturday doc." He says.
"They have the best in the area. Now lets get our ass to
work doc. Don't want to be late doc, the boss won't like it,"
he says with that smile hitting my arm.
The rest of the week was crazy with seminars, consultations
and rounds everyday. Daisy kept me up to date as to where
I needed to be and when. I looked forward to Saturday and
two days off.
"I will pick you up at eleven tomorrow doc, is that good for
you," Brian asks. "I like to sleep in on my days off when I
can."
"You don't have to pick me up Brian, I can get a ride up to
the dealers myself," I tell him.
"It's no problem doc, really." He says with that smile.
"Eleven then," and he takes off.
I took a stroll down to Armani's to pick up my suits, and
Martin was working as I entered the shop.
"Good Afternoon Dr. Randall, your suits are ready. Would
you care to try them on," Martin says.
"Thank you but I will just take them and try them on later,
Martin," I say and pause before adding. "Martin I would
like to apologize for the other day. I don't usually do
things like that and I really felt bad about using you that
way."
"My. Dr. Randall, you flatter me. No one has ever
apologized for using me for their own pleasure. I thank
you for that and I assure you that what happened is between
us." He says taking my hand in his.
The next morning I wake up at eight and I get up and take a
long shower. I get dressed in one of my new suits and go
down to the hotel restaurant for breakfast. By ten forty-
five, I am outside waiting and talking to Franklin when
Brian pulls up.
"Whoa doc, look at you," he says shaking his hand. "You
are one hot looking dude in that suit doc. What is it,
Armani," he asks.
"Yes, I just got yesterday, in fact I bought three."
"Three, fuck I can't afford one, never mind three." He says
looking me up and down. "You sure make that suit look
good doc," he says and I can feel myself blush.
"Fuck doc, you're blushing," he says kind of laughing at
me. "You think you never had a guy give you a compliment
before."
I get in and we take off for South Bay BMW on Hawthorne
Boulevard. We get there and a salesman meets me at the
showroom door.
"Good morning sir, I am Henry Cooper. How may I help
this fine morning sir?
"Well, good morning Henry, I am Dr. Noel Randall and I
am interested in a new BMW 2008 3 Series Convertible -
335i," I tell him.
"Very good choice Dr. Randall. Any particular color?"
I look around and Brian whispers in my ear,
"Gold metallic, white top and interior," he says and his
breath tickles my ear.
"What this young man just said," I tell Henry. Brian repeats
it for Henry and he excuses himself to check his inventory.
He comes back in about ten minutes and says.
"We don't have that particular color, but we can get for by
Monday, doctor."
"Monday would be good," I tell him. "I can have a cashier
check or a bank check for you, which ever you prefer." I
tell him and Brian's mouth drops open. I follow Henry to
his office and as I go by Brian, I close his mouth. I sign
some paperwork, shake hands with Henry, and tell him I
will be back on Monday by six. Brian and I walk out to his
car and he says as we get in to go.
"God, this is a piece of shit compared to your new ride,
doc. Someday I am going to have me one. You just paid
cash for that, like you bought a six-pack of beer or
something. You got to have money to pay cash for a car
like that, because that car starts at forty-five thousand."
"Brian I don't like to talk about my finances and if I have
to ask how much, I can't afford it," I tell him. "Now kid
what have you got planned today, because I want to see
California," I tell him, "and I am paying."
"Well you are a lot of over dressed doc. We need to get
you acclimated to the west coast. You look like you come
from Boston, because on our days off we don't wear suits."
"Well let's go back to my hotel and I can change into
something more casual. I don't know if I have anything
like you are wearing though."
We drive back to the Wilshire and we park in the front, and
I give Franklin a twenty to turn the other way. We go up to
my room and we go in and Brian just freezes as we enter.
"Fuck doc, you sure know how to live," he says looking
around. "I have never stayed in a room like this before."
"Well this is just the sitting room, Brian. The bedroom and
bath are through there," I tell him pointing to the French
doors. I lead the way to the bedroom and I show him my
choice of attire.
"Well take your pick Brian, what would you recommend
for me today," I ask noticing he is screwing up his face.
"Truthfully doc, I would recommend shopping. These
things scream east coast last year or later," he says. "Sorry
if I offended you doc, but these things are real old in style.
When was the last time you shopped for new things?"
"Well as you can see it has been a while kid. Feel like
helping me update myself," I ask.
"That'd be cool doc, lets go. Hey I can't park downstairs
though, and I sure can't afford there parking fees here."
"My treat Bri, let me take care of it and we can walk
Rodeo, sound good."
"Listen to you talk, walk Rodeo, spoken like a true snob,"
he says and I feel hurt. "Hey doc, I am so sorry, I didn't
mean you were a snob. It was just, that is the way the
snobs around here talk. I am so sorry doc, please doc I
didn't mean anything by it," he says putting his hand on my
shoulder. I look up at him and he is almost in tears and I
reach up and I wipe one away.
"I am not mad at you Brian, its just that I have been called
a snob all my life and I have never been one," I say hanging
my head. "If you only knew what I was leaving behind you
would be shocked and probably shoot right out of here," I
say and turn from him. He comes up behind me, turns me
around, and places his hands on my shoulders.
"Doc, we have heard all the rumors and talk long before
you got here," he says and he pulls me in for a kiss. "Doc,
listen to your heartbeat and dance," he says and pulls me in
and kisses me. "God, how I wanted to do that for a while
now."
"Why didn't you," I ask as we broke our kiss.
"I didn't want you think I was sucking up to the boss, doc."
"And now Brian," I ask looking in his eyes.
"Now I just want to suck the boss," he says with that grin
of his and he kisses me hard and passionately as he starts to
undress me.
"Brian, I am just getting over a fifteen year relationship," I
tell him. "I am looking for a total commitment and not a
one time fling." I say as he kisses me again.
"Doc, I don't know where this will go. I do know that I
have had a relationship once several years ago and he
cheated on me. I have been very leery of getting into a
serious relationship because of that," he tells me.
"That is why my fifteen year relationship ended also, he
was having an affair for over a year with an eighteen year
old. I have a hard time trusting Brian."
"We are both entering this with a lot of baggage doc, let's
just be fearless and see where it leads," he says and we kiss.
He removes my clothes and lays me on the bed. I watch as
he slowly removes his and my heart is racing as he bares
his body. He is taller than I, and built in all the right
places. He gazes into my eyes as he climbs on top of me,
never breaking our gaze. He lowers himself and our lips
meet and they part, our tongues search out the other and
meet. He holds me as if I would break and I grab on as if I
were falling. I lift my legs in surrender to this man and he
slowly moves down to my treasure. He takes my cock and
he makes love to it, swallowing it deep down his throat. I
moan as he takes me to heights that I have not been to in a
while and he groans as he slowly sucks me. It is not to
long and I am so close to coming, and he senses and lets me
go. He holds my legs and moves to my treasure and he
kisses it and caresses it with his tongue. He inserts his
tongue deep into me and my hips lift as he plunges in. My
hands move to find something to hold on to, as he once
again brings me so close.
"Brian, please fuck me love, I am ready and close."
He sits up and he moves himself forward, as he positions
himself to my ass. He looks deep into my eyes and he
slowly pushes in as I push out to meet his thrust. His head
pops in and he waits, and I nod for him to continue. He
slowly starts to fuck me, pushing deeper each time until he
is fully in me. He lies on my chest with his head next to
mine, and I drink in the scent of his hair. He is moaning
deeply as he finds his rhythm and I hold him and caress his
back. He lifts up and kisses me and our tongues dance the
dance of love, and his lips taste of honey to mine. He then
lifts himself up, holding himself up with his arms and his
rhythm is quicker now. He is pounding away as his cock
starts to swell and he is hitting my prostate with each thrust.
I feel his cock shoot as he fill my ass deep with his seed
and I soon loose mine. I shoot it seems like I have never
shot before and I go and go until I can feel his stop. He
slowly withdraws and collapses on me and we embrace
each other and kiss. We slowly come down from our
sexual high and we are looking in each other's eyes.
"That was so awesome doc," he whispers to me and kisses
me on my neck.
"It certainly was Bri, wow you were great," as I kissed his
nose several times. "You know how to satisfy your man
that's for sure."
"Well you made me feel so desired, Doc. I have not felt
that way in a long time."
We never went shopping that day. We spent the weekend
in bed making love and ordering room service. We finally
found what we both were looking for that weekend and I
know we have made the right choice. We bought a house
together in Beverly Hills and he has his own practice. I left
the hospital and joined Brian in his practice and we are no
longer accepting new patients because we are so successful
with our practice. We have been together now eleven years
and have adopted two little boys, twins. Jeffrey and Jeremy
are our pride and joy and we feel so complete with them.
As for David, well his love dumped him upon graduation
and moved on. It seems that David was a meal ticket for
him and he was gone as soon as he found someone new.
David called and wanted to get back together but I told him
how much in love I was with Brian. He is still single and
having one nighters, still hoping for Mr. Right. I am so
glad that I listened that day to my heartbeat and decided to
let myself dance.
The End.
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