"I urge you, brothers and sisters, by the mercies of God, to offer your bodies as a LIVING SACRIFICE, holy and pleasing to God, your spiritual worship. Do not conform yourselves to this age but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and pleasing and perfect." Romans 12:1-2

Sunday, December 01, 2013

Advent: Waking Augustine, and Us

St. Augustine and his mother St. Monica, By Ary
Scheffer (1846)

(First Sunday of Advent-Year A; This homily was given 30 November, 2013 at St. Mary's Church, in Carolina, R.I.; See Romans 13:11-14 and Matthew 24:37-44)

One of the most remarkable and well-known conversions in the
history of the Christian faith is found in the story of St. Augustine.As a brilliant young man and accomplished
philosopher, Augustine’s intellect brought him farther along than most of the
men in his day, and his weakness for the sins of the flesh brought him further
from God than he could have possibly imagined.

In this regard, the sorrow and bitter tears of his mother,
St. Monica, are iconic.She spent entire
years of her life weeping for his conversion and crying out to God, and anyone
else who would listen, if only someone could convince her son how desperately
he needed God.Monica believed that her
son’s willful separation from God and his sinfulness, if unchecked and unchanged until death, would
result in the loss of eternal life (one of the great tragedies of our culture
is that there are no longer as many Monica’s who weep and lament the
possibility of such things, but that is another homily for another time).

Augustine himself would later concur with the conviction of
his mother when, in his autobiography, The Confessions, he expresses in
great detail the human drama of being utterly lost and the divine humility that
sought him out with breathtaking and undying love.

At one point in his own story of conversion Augustine
relates how, although he had come full circle on an intellectual level with
regard to the Christian faith and had begun to surrender his heart to God in
earnest, he found himself at an impasse when it came to leaving behind the
sensual pleasures that had so captivated him as a young man.Indeed, earlier he had openly admitted that
he was “a slave of lust” (The
Confessions, Book VI, 15.25).Late
now, but not too late, he became enamored of the desire to be set free.

Augustine relates how he was held back by vivid memories and
the weight of all that he was to leave behind.He could certainly imagine himself becoming fully immersed in God some
time in the future, but he lamented
the inability to do so presently.Overcome by emotion, he burst out of the house in which he was staying
and sat down in an adjoining garden.His
face wet with tears, Augustine began to pray to God, “Why not now?Why do I not put
an end to my shameful conduct from this hour forward?”(The
Confessions, Book VIII, 12.28).

At that very moment he began to hear the sound of a child’s
voice from a nearby house.The voice was
playfully singing, “Tolle, legge.Tolle, legge,” Latin for “Pick it up and read it.Pick it up and read it.”He paused and tried to think if he had ever
heard of a child’s game that used those words; if there was one, he could not
recall it.All the while that child’s
voice continued melodiously: Tolle,
legge.Tolle, legge.

It finally dawned on Augustine that, whatever game the child
next door was playing, God was speaking directly to him through that voice: You,
Augustine, pick it up and read it!Picking up the Sacred Scriptures that were beside him, he opened them at
random and came to the thirteenth chapter of St. Paul’s Letter to the
Romans.It is the very same passage that
we have been given this weekend in our Second Reading for the First Sunday of
Advent.“Why not now?,” Augustine had asked.Suddenly St. Paul answers:

You know the time; it is the
hour now for you to awake from sleep. For our salvation is nearer now than when
we first believed; the night is advanced, the day is at hand.

Let us then throw off the
works of darkness and put on the armor of light; let us conduct ourselves
properly as in the day, not in orgies and drunkenness, not in promiscuity and
lust, not in rivalry and jealousy.But
put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no provision for the desires of the
flesh.

—Romans 13:11-14

From this moment forward St. Augustine would have the
strength provided by God to embrace the call of God not only of chastity but
also of celibacy for the Kingdom of God.His mother, St. Monica, had prayed fervently that he would be baptized a
Christian and be able to embrace a life of chastity but she never imagined that
he would become a priest and finally a bishop.In a moment of grace St. Augustine had become awake and alive to all
that God was calling him to.

This Advent, are we?

“You know the time,” St. Paul urges us on.“It
is the hour now for you to awake
from sleep. For our salvation is nearer now
than when we first believed; the night is advanced, the day is at hand” (Romans 13:11).

Advent is about waking up to the presence of God in our
lives and being alert to the power of God that transforms us and, through us,
transforms the world around us.Are we
awake and alert for that?

Jesus Christ, in our Gospel this weekend, warns us not to be
spiritually slothful, like the people in the days of Noah.They were totally occupied with marriage,
eating, drinking, celebrating—all good things, no doubt—but they let themselves
be distracted from the unum neccesarium,
the one necessary “thing”: God.

“Therefore, stay awake!Jesus warns us.“For
you do not know on which day your Lord will come” (Matthew 24:42).

When the Lord came to Bethlehem, and then to Galilee and
Jerusalem, so very many people missed Him.When he comes again, the Sacred Scriptures tell us, many will be
spiritually asleep.When he comes to us this Christmas, will we be
awake?

The Latin word for “coming” is Adventus.It is where we get the name for this season
of preparation for the coming of Christ in just a few short weeks.I would suggest this weekend three particular
tried-and-true ways that we can be more fully awake and alert for Jesus Christ
this Advent.They come to us from the
lives of the saints and have stirred the souls of Christians for centuries.They may already be a part of your daily
spiritual regimen, but we can always use a reminder.

Firstly, I would
suggest the Morning Offering.One of the best ways to be awake to God is by giving ourselves to
God the moment we wake.A well-known
Morning Offering used by many of the saints begins:

Lord Jesus Christ, I offer You all the prayers, works and sufferings of
this day for all the intentions of your most Sacred Heart.

It can be that simple,
but also that meaningful, for us and
for God.We are saying to God that all
the good we will accomplish—our prayers and works, our gifts and achievements,
our virtues and victories—are being offered to Him, in faith, in advance.

Also, we are saying that all the challenges and crosses we
will encounter—our sufferings, our setbacks, the contradictions that we may never
have anticipated—are all being offered to Him in faith, as well.“I am
awake for you today, Jesus.All day.”What a beautiful way to wake up to God each
day!

Secondly, I would
suggest that we take a page from St. Augustine’s book, literally!Tolle, legge!Take it up and read it! The prayerful
reading of Sacred Scripture has been the staple of the saints from the
inception of the Church until now.Perhaps we could begin with just a minute or two each day, taking up the
Bible and slowly letting it shape and form us, speaking to God whatever comes
to mind when we spend that time with Him in the Sacred Scriptures.One passage from the Letter to the Romans was
able to transform St. Augustine and make him fully awake and alive in
Christ.Imagine what God’s word will do
in our lives this Advent!

Finally, I would recommend the Daily Examen.Not only at
the beginning of the day but at the end of each day we follow the example of
the saints who come before God each evening and take two minutes to review the time
that has transpired since that Morning Offering.

For one minute, think of those several things for which you
are grateful, or of graces that you were most open to, or moments that God
touched your life in a significant way.It might be that friend you encountered at the market or the difficult
errand that was accomplished without a hitch; it might be your health or your
family or some other grace.

Next, we take a moment to think of those times in which we
were not as awake or alert to the presence of God as we could have been.We think of those sins that have perhaps set
us back or moments of weakness where we said or did something for which we are
sorry.We bring our repentant hearts
before God, seeking His mercy and forgiveness, which is so totally abundant and
resplendent whenever we turn to Him.

These methods and practices of our Christian lives sound so simple
and basic but they have the power to profoundly open our hearts to God, making
us alive, alert and awake in Jesus Christ.And that is the point of
Advent.Jesus Christ wants to wake us up and fill us with His life and
grace, so that we can then go out and
bring His presence to all those we encounter this week.

There are so many people—perhaps people we meet on a daily
basis—who may never walk into the Catholic Church this Advent.Perhaps they are afraid that they are not
truly loved by God or have done something in their lives that could never
warrant forgiveness; perhaps they do not believe that there is anything in the
Church for them or that their lives are sufficient without God or His Church;
perhaps they are so busy and occupied that they cannot imagine something so
remarkably awesome and super-substantial as the Eucharist being the greatest
experience of their earthly existence.

Whatever the case may be, you and I may be the most radiant
and real experience they will have of the presence of God this Advent.But that can only happen if we are fully
awake and alive in Christ.May this
Advent find us watchful and ready for the coming of Jesus Christ into our
lives, and then through us, into the lives of all we encounter this Advent
season.