Sunday, January 3, 2010

don't rain on my parade.

this was my sad attempt to be artistic. i saw some one else take a picture of a bulb. i'm not that great, clearly.

i don't think you have to guess to know that this is my mom. it made me laugh though.

this is blurry and not that good but i just lovvve this cat. well i like meeko more, but still. i like the picture.

i was going to list all of the things i got for christmas, but i can't remember so here are a few:

new computer!

mattress pad

pillow

the sims 3

hair stuff

yeah those are the main things.i forgot gregory at home so i'm not sure how i'm going to live. my mother doesn't seem too concerned about the fact that i'm a 4 year old girl and i need to sleep with something. she probably won't send him up. he needs to be overnighted though. i'm not sure what to do.i just spend a lot of money on things i don't need and not on clothes that i do need for student teaching.

oh yeah, i start tomorrow. i wonder if i'm allowed to blog? maybe if no one finds it and sees that all i do is complain about how much i hate it.get ready for that fools. it's going to be a LONG three and half months. :[ times 100.

in other news, i'm obsessed with "don't rain on my parade" from Glee. i can't stop listening to it. and hopefully it will help me out of my terrified stupor tomorrow.

tomorrow. i will be working off no sleep because i'm sans greg. i will be nervous. i have no idea where i'm going so i'll prob be late and get lost. i haven't talked to my teacher about where i'm supposed to meet her or what i'm supposed to be doing. i don't even know what grade i'm teaching. everyone on facebook is so excited about starting tomorrow and i think i'm the only one in the world who is scared out of their mind. but mostly i just don't want to do it. it's sort of like "eh" like everything else in my life right now. like i'm so impartial i can't even decided if i should do it. i mean, clearly i'm not referring to student teaching cause i have to do it. my life depends on it. literally.i got a 3.4 this semester. i just thought you should know. i was so close to being on the deans list for my last semester. but this is my life so of course i won't be. good can't happen.oh hey, i'm emo.