5/56 Crashed on a sunny day

Today I had so many different little moments with many different big feelings.

I cleaned the house, and fell suddenly so much better.

And it was a full sunny day! Not a shower! You already know I’m not particularly hungry for the sun, but obviously the cats were.

They had a lot of meetings in the garden, Juno & Dora meeting the cats from the other houses we share the garden with, and even a couple of cats from the neighborough joined the fun.

They were all busy wandering around, in and out the garden, in and out the house, up the shed, up the huge tree. I even saw my neoghbour’s cat reaching such a high branch like she never had before.

It was all so happy and lively… and I crashed.

Sometimes, I think I’ll become one of those ladies with no children, but cats that they treat like their babies.
I thought how unfair it was to bring Juno & Dora to a different house, with a little garden maybe, but nothing that would compare, and with no flap door to give them total freedom.

Sometimes, I wish I lived in an apartment and not in a house with a lovely garden. But maybe, in that case, I would have never adopted any cat at all.

I felt really bad, especially knowing how Dora is sensitive to changes.

A while ago, she had a stress crisis (yes, at the time I laughed too) when Juno arrived, and I gave her a lysine supplement. That helped so much! So I started the treatment tonight, and hopefully I’ll stop feeling too guilty and start seeing only the positive.
Volunteering in a cattery, I should be able to see how lucky they are, but my mind is my mind is my mind…

If it rains for the rest of the year in Ireland, you know who you should blame. You want to know why? See my today’s post on Instagram.