Your not alone. Fight it. Let your inhabitions go and enjoy life. Suicide is a bad road. I road for the cowardly.<br />Think of the person you what to be with. Think of better times. Imagine the future being bright. If you can imagine it in your mind then you can achieve it. Live life is beautiful. People can be ugly. That do not mean for you to do something ugly in return for the ugliness of this world. Have good thoughts.

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I try it three times in my life. Suicide! First time by pills and medications. Second time by again pills and medication over dossing both times. Yet nothing happen. The third time I lost my fear of violence and going to purchase a gun. To shot myself in the head. At the time I was a patient in mental health that week I had an appointment and I said this to my doctor " I wish I died in Beirut, Lebonon." He step out and a cop walked of our session and a police officer walked in. He immediately took me into custody. I was forceful tooken to a hospital. don't go that route more people love you than you think and would miss you. I learnt that life isn't all about you. The universe its't all about me. People do love me. Still I must learn to love myself. That is power when your able to love yourself. No matter what happens around you good or bad. Caring for yourself is power. You can care for others. Plus suicide is against the law.

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Its murder. Its against the law to kill yourself. Changes was also brought on me for doing so. That is right. I had to make a promise never to try to kill myself again. Its illegal this not an Asian country we live in a society by customs that was a strong belief in survival and continuous living despite conditions. By customs and culture. Dsepite conditions people protect abortion, Dr. Kevorkian was protected and hated. People on respirators yet this society is one of faith believing in the sacredness of life. I used to see men living in cardboard boxes yet still not killing themselves. Why people believe that long as life endures he or she may one day straighten up they life and walk, pick themselves out of that situation and have victory our that darkness in they lifes. Our culture being Americans have strong values in life. No matter what occurs still a broke through may come. Hope for a better tomorrow.

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This is very personal thing I'm sharing, but many years ago, my aunt committed suicide. The toll on all of our family was devastating. She had two children who we all felt such sympathy for. There are no comforting words to say after suicide. Just raw emotional pain. I have had these thoughts of my own suicide in the past; I'm bipolar. But at my lowest moments, I can still remember hearing my Mom's cries when she heard the news about my aunt. It stops me every time. Please, follow the advice your EP family is giving you. *Hugs*

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I know life seems so unbearable at times but there is always suicide help lines in your area you can just ask where in your area can you get help or go to the doctor they will give you a referral now remember things aren't ment to be easy pick yourself up remember and say I am valuable I want a future a family a career and I can have this I have to figure out how to get it go online and go to town seriously anyone can make their life better the first step is wanting it!!! Your family loves you I want you to be well do well god loves you too and is there talk to him find a study bible they are easy to read he will give you answers

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Because you can't means that you value yourself and have hope for something better to fill that void. I've had my share of voids to know a little about how it makes you feel. But I don't know why you can't find romance because I don't know who are or what you do to keep people away. It could be as simple as you being shy, or a complicated as your sexual identity or an over bearing personality. I truly believe that there is a person out their for each one of us, and am hopeful that you will find that person. If it's as simple as being shy, start by finding activities that you enjoy doing and do them with others who share. If you try, you'll find most will want to make you feel comfortable. Talking and communicating with people is the best way to not feel alone.

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No one can help you instantly feel better. You need to get yourself enrolled in therapy. It's not fair to put the burden of your health on someone else. Instead, look for either a counselor who is in your health insurance network or one that offers pricing on a sliding scale so as to accommodate your budget. Seeing someone can really help overcome whatever is causing the depression and learning what the triggers are.

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It's sounds as though you need to be a little bit more serious with your parents then. And ask them what their solutions are to your wants and needs if not seeking a counselor. If they don't have solutions that sound reasonable to you, don't take them serious and find your own path. Most of us have to rely on ourselves to get through life, as most others don't know what goes on in our minds when and why we interact. Basically finding an interest that you enjoy or a goal that you wish to achieve (not a girl or boy friend) is a good way to help yourself feel better.. Often times gaining an ambition to do something will bring out your sunshine.

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Suicide is like a drug, you can get addicted to the thought of it. It's always there as an alternative. No one can talk you out of it, you really just have to deal that this is how you face things. But try to find something happy every day. It certainly doesn't have to be anything religious, I personally am sick of everyone trying to shove their religion down my throat. Just find one thing to look forward to. To get you out of bed.

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well i think its normal to feel alone sometimes n when love doesnt show we feel that way but dont blame urself, u have to leave those chains that makes u feel u r not good enough or not like the rest or not accepted u have to be urself, analize what u like n follow ur pations n do somethin for others, always help others is a rewardin experience, love will come to ur life im sure of it so dont close the doors n if someone doesnt see the special things u have to offer thats not ur fault that only means she wasnt the right one n try new activities n hobbies where u will meet new ppl n ull see ur love will come to u... have a nice day n good luck

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I've been there before and it's really not a fun position to be in. I can relate to you in a few ways, specifically the fact that we both fell for our best friends who only viewed us in a platonic way. It sucks, no doubt... I'd like to say that I'm sure there's a reason why these things happens, but I'm not 100% confident in that. I do know that you can pick up and learn from the experience for future use. I'm still working on it, but it's doable.<br /><br />Life is full of amazing people and beautiful things, and ending your life would cause you to never get to experience such awesomeness. Whenever I really was feeling that far gone to the point I might really go through with it, I'd just think -- well I'll miss the Avenger's sequel in 2013, or that I never got to visit Portland, OR like I'd always wanted to. I try to focus on things that aren't romance-related since romance makes me nervous, but you get the point.<br /><br />Bottom line is that I can understand and feel where you're coming from, and I hope that things get better on your end sooner than later. I'm always here if you want to talk about anything. I don't judge :)

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Well I had one of those moments today when you think about the possibilities of something funny happened and I started smiling, nearly laughing.<br />I must have had the stupidest look on my face..<br /><br />Feel better yet?

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I fyou ever need to talk, Im here. I been through lots of stuff in my life. For my 18th birthday I sat on my bed in a 3rd world country with a scissors to my temple, just trying to calm down.I'm glad I didn't do it.I would have never lived to get through it.