Friday, November 26, 2010

u must be thinking why am i doing here when i'm still having my finals.anyways, i'm having a 5 days break!yeap,and im heading to Cameron tmr with my family! yay,finally a getaway.i plan to bring along my books there actually since thrs nothing much to do thr anyway.haha.so my plan is to stay in and study there since the weather is so cooling and d surrounding is so peaceful.lalalala!im gona munch on STRAWBERRIES! roarrr :Panyways,back to my 21st bday wishlist..since most of my friends have been asking me wat i want for my bday.i dont feel right telling them straight what i want cause it's kinda like demanding or requesting for your present.soo i'd decided to post up an entry about some of the things i want to have this year =)

1) LOMO camerayeappp! i recently fell in love with lomography when i was browsing thru pics of a fren of mine.yeap,im a stalker always.but really,i fell in love instantly..seriously the pics quality are so awesome.as good as those taken by DSLR.dont believe me? check this pic out.

told ya,the pic quality is really good.i especially love the old school theme.damn got feel.hahaanyways,these are the models that i aim for. i promise myself to buy any of em as soon as i get my pay! its sorta like a present for myself =D2) sneakersI've been eying on a few brands.Converse is one of em and Vans is also a good choice of sneakers brand.

Converse is like the new pink or new black or watever u call it. so nice to go with anything.be it shorts, jeans or skirts. definitely a must have!

3) DSLRlolz.i know this is one hell of a present for myself cuz seriously i am out of cash at the moment.dont think i can save that amount of money in this short period of time.but still,i'd reli wana own a freaking DSLR! oh well..

i think tht's probably most of the things that i want now.cant think of anything else.i'll post up another proper post when i think of it.sory for the rojakness. i am actually running out of time =/

i'm on a 3 weeks study break actually.heading back to Johore on 22nd Nov for my finals.

truth is, i am currently on the 2nd week of study break now.i still have zero progression on my revision mission.OMG.how phail is that???

i hv zero motivation and will to get started on my revision.what to do lahhh

i realised i'm addicted to camwhoring

gosh,the more i blog about.the more i realise i've missed out

on so many updates!

thrs so many things i'd love to share but i dont think i can squeeze it all in a post.

nevermind that,i'll take my time.hehe

so the other day i was at my mum's fren's house on Deepavali Day.

and one of her frens started asking me bout whr i was studying yadayada

idk why but i felt so embarassed.i actually felt embarassed of telling people that i was studying at the local U.infact, an infamous one.

well,i should be frank bout this.

I SCREWED UP MY STPM AND I HV NO EXTRA CASH FOR COLLEGE THTS WHY I AM FREAKING STUCKED IN A LOUSY LOCAL UNI WHILE PEOPLE IS LEAVING THE COUNTRY AND WILL HAVE BETTER QUALIFICATIONS THAN ME FEW YEARS LATER.

thts my life.and thts the path i chose.

thrs no turning back and all.

what if i drop out of local U now and go for college?

is that possible? cause u know why?

i am freaking bored of it.when people ask me where am i st

udying and wat course i am doing now

i dont feel proud at all to tel them where exactly i am.

so sometimes it makes me wonder, why do we ( those

who did form 6) have to study our ass off to compete with the Matriculations just to secure a place in the goverment uni when our government uni itself is not even comparable to universities of a country which is just next door(Spore)?

movie with z parents :)

No seriously, i dont understand how people can say going for STPM can actually make one wiser and have more maturity.cuz its juz plain bull shit. it's a total waste of time.

i am a perfect example of this scenario. i flunked my STPM and see whr i am now when my besties are living a better life across the ocean,right down under.

sory bout the rants.but these are the things that are stucked in my mind till this very day.

I AM DEEPLY REGRETFUL for it.

and i do not wish to tel my parents that cuz i know they'd be extremely dissapointed in me.

for i was the one who have made the decision and they were there to support me all along.