2. Thruth is, I'm scared

The truth is, I'm scared. I'm scared you’ll one day see me the way I see myself. That you’ll see I have flaws, failures and think that they make me a bad person. That I’m not as great as you ones thought. I’m scared you’ll start to compare me to the girls you see and think I’m not worthy of your time, that I don’t deserve you or that you’ll lose interest in me. But most of all I’m scared I’ll ruin it. That I’ll break down and take you with me. I’m scared that one day I will think “I need this to stop,” and you won’t be here to stop me.