I was making dinner last night, and found myself looking for Iona. She was always there at my elbow, wanting to taste whatever was cooking, especially if it had smelly cheese. She was my cat, after all. Then I remembered she was gone, and would never be there to to sample my cooking ever again.

Pets are like that. So many people say it's just a pet or whatever, but they are always there. Shows how important the small stuff is. I still keep thinking the dogs are just going to run in any moment and I can't eat a banana without waiting for Kaelie to show up. But that's what makes them so wondeful.

I know how you feel when my cat moochie died there were so many things that I expected him to do ,then realized that he was gone.It will get better ,you will be able to think about those things later on without the pain.hang in there.