me and my friend were watching cat videos on YouTube and for some reason one of those songs about depression shows up, she clicked it and was listening and in the description it says what depression is and she was reading that and the comments (mostly by depressed people) and...

My sexual abuse started at the age of 6. It went on til I was 14 so for 8 years. It was by someone I love and trusted... my brother. The day I reported it I got sent away to CPS. Now my brother denies the whole thing. That is what makes it the hardest. And he never got charges...

I know about her depression and sexuality and everything and she told her sister, crying, last night, that she couldn't take it anymore and she's sick of being sad all the time. she's confused. this morning, apparently, her sister had told her mother everything, and her mother...

I have two really big fears, and tons of anxieties. I get stressed or anxiety a lot, and I get so scared that I make myself cry or deal with said fear because my mind makes it happen. I'm tired of it, but there's no relief.

I stopped for a very long time but one day I got curious again and clicked on a video I only watched less than a min , I'm in a relationship where **** is considered cheating and I felt a huge mass of guilt by just clicking on it . A few nights have passed and my curiosity kept...

that one day I would be a heart breaker. I didn't really understand what it meant but it didn't sound appealing to me. I was confused as to why they had huge smiles on their face while exclaiming this. To me it seemed like a horrible concept, breaking peoples hearts. Whatever it...

But isn't that how it happens? What an emotional roller coaster! From the depths of despair to undeserved happiness.
I don't know what I have done to meet such an awesome person but I need to continue doing it.
My only fear is I will wake up and it will all have been a dream...

for like 5 seconds and fall into a fetal position
No screaming or flailing of the arms
And that **** hurts. Try having every muscle in your body clench and release rapidly. It's like having a seizure when your awake. And trust me I know what that feels like....

Freaky. Hate it. I heard about it after watching a gravity falls video on youtube cause someone mentioned it. So like anybody would do, I looked it up on wikipedia. Worst. Mistake. of. My. Life. After reading about it, for a solid month I would lie awake in my bed trembling...

I know that I am with my family, and I'm safe, and I know that the dark can't hurt me and there's nothing more than shadows but I am genuinely terrified right now. I don't know why but I am. I need the lights on to go up and down stairs. No lights can be off unless I'm going to...

for me & keep me in your blessings & prayers! I have a big day in the morning today! & I'm extremely bricking it! Please! I hope it's positive! I know I'm just a stranger but it will be such a help!
Thank You! Wish me luck ahh
Xx

I woke up last night, and the wind was blowing, there was a treebranch banging on my window. I got up and walked through thehouse. The moon was shining brightly through the window's,casting spooky, eerie shadows everywhere. When I reachedthe living room, and to my surprise saw...

I am scared of not being good enough. I am scared of never being loved. I am scared of being lonely. I am scared of what others think of me. These are all insecurities that many of us probably feel. I wonder what is wrong with me. I want to wait until the pieces in this puzzle...

I'm 17 and when I was 12 and 13 my brother did some stuff that he should not have to me and my little sister. Nothing extremely bad, but it has effected me so horriblely. My mom, for reasons that I can't ever fully understand, decided not to do anything but forget about it. My...

physically, and mentally abused by a family member along with being bullied at school. This is the cause f my anxiety. I can't handle rough housing to close to me because I'm afraid I'm going to get hit. I can't handle big crowds. I'm really self conscious and hate when people...

and hear the word called Oblivion, i thought it is beautiful, an art but i saw the true meaning of this word; i never thought it would scare me.
Oblivion is a word about an act of forgetting something, some place or someone.
As a child and up until now, i've always craved the...

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so i say... i am scared of man.terrified.
any man seem same to me（nice?handsome?i don't care）during a flashback and after that.
and it like about 50 times in a day..sometimes about 20.
i don't think i'd feel that i want to get to know man again.
it probably won't happen...

I don't think about it much as I employ mindfulness in my daily life, staying in the NOW, so my thoughts don't wander. It helps. But, when I lie in bed at night, in the dark, in the silence, my mind goes to the future. I try to feel how it will be when I leave the home I love...

I'm sure I knew this was coming. I hoped it wouldn't. But here I am, 31 years old locked in my parents bedroom with my two year old daughter waiting for my drunk husband to try and beat down the door. For once in my life though, I actually know I am doing...

.. If I feel the slightest bit of happiness my mind kind of snaps back, and I'm reminded about my pain, I'm overwhelmed with my life right now. I've finally made a doctors appointment, she'll hear what I have to say then slam a prescription of antidepressants in front of me and...

I do love her very very much. She loves me too. But what if I am not good enough? What if I hurt her? Her life has been so much pain already. She doesnt need any more pain. Especially if I am the one to cause it. I know I am not important enough for an answer but I pray to God...

years.
I am 21 & originally from Jersey which is where my family resides. I left NJ when I graduated high school at the age of 17 to Florida. Since then I have been with my now x and currently I am living with him and his parents. (our place, they needed a room) Our lease...

cheerleading gym, he was on my team with me, it was back in 2012, and I had the biggest crush on him. He was so cute, I was 12 and he was 18, he was my backspot, and I trusted him with my life. One day he just never showed up at the gym for practice, everyone said he quit...

They abused my wife to the point where her brain felt the need to split up and have alters handle it. She has DID because of what they did to her. The worst part is we have no way of getting out of this house for at least another year. Every night there is yelling and tension...

I am scared that those honest stories that I have written are a figment of my imagination.
I am scared that if I make the sacrifices today to go for what I think is true today it will not be worth it.
I am scared that one day I will wake up and realise this was all just a big...

Everybody I love, everybody I care about, everyone who has ever inspired me, everyone who has ever smiled at me or lifted my spirits, everybody dies. The older I get the more I face the profound loss of everyone I care about. Either that or I face the only way not to experience...

self-harm and I might go swimming tomorrow. I can't hide my cuts when I'm swimming. I suggested going to a movie instead. I'm afraid our plans to go to the movies won't happen and we end up going in the pool.

after school today to help her with the whole break up issue and when we were waiting for my cousin Rosie she brought CHRIS ALONG! Even though she knew nate didn't want me talking to chris and that me and Chris were fighting after everything he told nate on the phone! But we did...