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Being happy and staying in the moment is hard. Why are our good memories always SO great, when at the time, we didn’t even think things were good? The past always seems better than it was. We are right now, this very moment, happy. Things are great, but I need something to remind me not to take it for granted, and to appreciate it. I then think about the future, when I look back to now and really realise that we were having the time of our lives. We are creating our memories, every second of every day. Lets make life good. Lets do it.

I woke up this morning to the post man shoving a package through the letterbox. Could it be? At last my UV false nail drying light had arrived? Nope. It was my dads watch he ordered yesterday. I lay in bed for a few minutes contemplating what to write to the ebay sellers that seem to have gotten Royal Mail to loose my UV light. Well over a week I’ve been waiting now. Shocking I know. I turned on my computer and sat with my cat, and wrote them a polite letter to try and hurry them along in the act of sending me another one. You know what will happen though don’t you? I will end up with two probably. Well thats good. One for each hand! Anyway here is me, right now, With Millie.

I have been on the laptop most of the day, and I’m feeling quite UN-successful. What have I achieved? I have started my blog! Now I feel a smidge less guilty. I am debating whether to have pizza or cake as a snack. If you have read more of my page you will be aware that both those healthy snacks are in fact homemade so they don’t count as unhealthy. And with that, my laptop just made a noise I have never heard before so before ‘navigating away from this page’ I am going to press PUBLISH. In a sec tho, I think we have time. Navigate? Navigate? Do you ever get that little message ‘are you SURE you want to NAVIGATE away from this page?’ NAVIGATE? Its hardly worthy of a compass and map. Its not the titanic. I am not Columbus!

I can feel you holding onto me so tightI tell you nothing else has ever felt this rightHearing your heart beating, the same time as mineKnowing you are with me, right by my sideNo one else will understand but its our livesWe know that we have lived our lives, we’ve had our timeWhen you link your fingers into mineWe can leave this place together, we can flyLeave everyone a letter saying we are fineTell them we will see them in another lifeLook to the future, not behindTaste the freedom, a fresh new vineSet our futures out, and follow that lineAnd know that at a crossroads, we will be alright If we do this together, the very same timeBoth of us will go, if both of us tryBut we have to promise, that we wont declineHave trust in each other, truth verses liesIf both of us could stay together till the end of timeThen both of us will live forever, forever you’ll be mine

I had a good night last night. Tobias (Tobi, Toberlerone, ect) stayed over again. We made pizza from scratch, the base and all! It was quite nice I must say. I am in the process of putting pictures on now. We also made a cake & used a whole box of icing! It got everywhere, but was fun. I got the electric whisk out, and clumsily turned it on, while it was positioned half OUT and half IN the icing mixture. It went ALL over our faces, and we let it dry on. The times just keep on getting better. The times of our lives.

I want you to tell me everythingTell me from the start.What started all this troubleThat stays there in your heart.I ask you lots of questionsMaybe I should not.I think Im getting somewhere But maybe I should stop.I really want to help youAnd say its not that bad.But looking right into your eyes All I see it sad.You begin to tell me somethingYou say it all began,Back when you were three years oldWhen you were just a lad.You lie there really seriousBut once again you choke .You’re scared to talk about itSo turn it to a joke.I wish that you would carry onSo I could understand. You know you’ve got a friend in meJust let me take your hand.How could someone abandon you4 kids all under ten?leave your mother helplessLost without a friend.How could someone do thatLeave you without a dad.Who was meant to guide you?Help you be a man?And it was from that momentI saw a change in you.Your face lit up with happinessI didn’t have a clue.You said that you were luckyBecause he never really left,with that you took your right handAnd placed it on your chest.You felt your heart beating And smiled and looked at me,'my dad is always with meHe’s here in every beat.Back when I was three years oldI wasn’t very well,My heart, it wasn't working,So now my story I will tell.My dad had one just like mineAnd his was working good,if only I’d have known.How could I have understood?That just before I went to sleepAnd said bye to my dad,That kiss would be the last oneThe last he’d ever have.He gave up his whole life for meWhat more is there to say?Apart from he is with meEvery single day.I never got to thank you dadI didn’t think you’d hear,but maybe I’ve been thanking youWith every fallen tear.So people say that Im unhappyThey say that I look sad.But they will probably never knowWhat happened to my dad.So like you said to me beforeIts just my heart that’s sad,All I think that’s left to say isCheer up dear old dad.'