Wednesday, November 5, 2008

My mind is entertaining two thoughts…. And I can’t decide which of the two relates to how I feel….

1) Do I have faith that we will one day have another child?

2) Or do I just hope that one day we will have another child???

“Faith is believing in things that common sense tells you not too.”

Common sense tells me our TTC journey is far from over, maybe it will never be over. My common sense tells me not to set my heart on having another child. So do I have faith then that we will????? I don’t know…. I don’t think I have faith….

Do I hope???

Yes, I hope with all my heart and soul that we do. One day……

I think my hope is greater than my faith.

I don’t have much faith at the moment. I have a lot of hope.

But do I need faith in order to hope????

Have I confused the cr@p out of any of you, as I have just myself???? LOL