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Monday, February 27, 2012

I don't know what it is about waking up in the morning and actually seeing the Sun make it's most needed appearance to make the day better, but it really did make it better for me. Getting up is always hard to do when it's so early in the morning but the moment I see the sky turn blue and the Sun is actually starting to peak up, I can't help but smile.

Hello it's Wednesday and not Thursday or Friday but Wednesday welcome to the longest week ever! I hope you all have wonderful ends to the week and- okay lets cut the crap, this week has been feeling mighty long not in a bad way but it is less than favorable, I was on break for all of two days -_-, but I did manage to sign up for blood today and my group did great with our presentation in English, I finally finished Hamlet, and my lunch was very healthy and filling something I haven't felt in quite a while so today was a dreaded Wednesday but it was a win nonetheless(no pun intended, unless you thought it was funny feel free to laugh).

So I was in the house, the only one awake and I hear noises, I assume it's from outside, I assume it's a car, or(even as typical as it may seem) the wind, or you know the house making noises and it is windy once again.
Then I begin to think, it can't be a car, the street is practically dead all the loud parties are currently sleeping off what ever indulgence they partook in that evening already. It can't be the wind, because frankly there is none outside, it can't be the house because for the house to make noise there has to be wind!SO WHAT IS IT?!

I don't think you guys are aware of how much I love these earrings, these grand vintage earrings are practically perfection. Statement earrings can make or break an outfit the earrings can be to much or the right touch of...POW!
OOTD: Grey sweater,dark blue denim jeans, and of course the earrings!

Friday, February 17, 2012

So today was a verrrrrrrrrrrrrry good day, I did a bit of shopping for some tops at both Charlotte Russe and Forever21 and yes it was indeed therapeutic. I just felt better being surrounded by all the gorgeous pieces and leaving the store feeling triumphant and a post on my purchases are on the way.I've been thinking a lot, about cash. Cash necessary for college and other things, finances are very hard to come by when you have no transportation things get even harder, yet I have to keep my head up and take a look at my vision book and keep the whole The Secret mantra in my head, that success is on the way, and the moment you let the darkness cloud your vision that's when things get hard.
As long as there's a will there's a way,there's plenty of will and a way will be found soon enough for me to finally get a proper job and bring in the proper income, listen to me I'm 17 and yet I stress over money like it's one of the most dire things in the world, I should be more concentrated on at least living first, but I've always been a go getter. I've been considering trying to find sponsorship for the blog, that way perhaps I can develop some sort of income by blogging and by blogging I'm doing what I love it's just a matter of time, and a matter of mindset regardless I'm going to find my way I am going to find my proper place.
Hey, you may have noticed if you look at my youtube I took done my shopping hauls, I want my youtube to be dedicated to my singing, singing is like the sweetest kind of therapy because music reaches you in a way that I admit a new clutch bag can't. The right lyrics,tempo, and melody can send shivers down my back and loosen chains that have clung to me like the sickest kind of weight. So check out my youtube for my singing ^_^ http://www.youtube.com/user/nesha9416?feature=guide !

You ever have an epiphany in class where you realize that you really don't have to sit in one spot miserably, and you can really change your mood and you can remove your self from a source of boredom, when you finally take matters into your hands, yea I did that today. I had a really good day, not because I just let everyone around me push me this way and that but because I chose to have a good day and made it so. So when people ask you "why are you always so happy" or say things like "you're always laughing at something",say it's NOT ME ITS YOU, because we all make that choice to whether we have good days or not, some make that choice and some don't, but today I did and plan on practicing my right to happiness everyday.

I got into Adrian College but I'm pretty sure I'm going to Wayne State then again I'm waiting on a possible acceptance from Morris Brown now, all I have to do now is work on those scholarships,find a prom dress and hair stylist, get a job and a driver's license. I may not exactly be where I want to be right now but I am going to get there eventually success is inevitable.

I'm not popular at school, so I never even thought about people seeing this blog or my youtube account it had yet to occur to me I could be seen, I'm okay with this I'm not going to become paranoid....Whatever, I'm not going to lie it kind of makes me a bit paranoid typing this right now,it's crazy how I'm cool with complete strangers reading this but when it comes to people I actually have to see I practically flat line, but I'm not going to hold back just because of a bunch of maybes or could bes or what ifs, I've been doing this for a while I'm not going to stop now, so if I do know you and you read this hi!

Sunday, February 12, 2012

As much as I sit around the house and randomly belt out one this legendary singer's songs, it breaks my heart to see she's gone. Whitney Houston was one of Seventeen Magazine's first African American covergirl, I know she's singing in the choir in heaven now, all my condolences to her family and friends.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

You all should know how pro motivation I am by now, I know no one is perfect but it always helps to have some kind of motivation from time to time you have to declare what you want and work for what you want you can't say "I want this dress", then you make no efforts to get said dress The world is not a fairy tale but that doesn't mean it's not worth living in it to the fullest! Be sure to check out http://www.youtube.com/user/BronzeGoddess01ress

Happy Saturday guys! Hope you all enjoy your weekend here's a quick outfit of the day my computer is having a few technical difficulties I'm using my folks computer and ipod touch but I'm going to make it work I'm determined no matter what to keep this blog up no matter the challenges that stand before me, I just need you guys to send me some good vibrations!

Moschino jeans from Target,Candies Vest from Kohls, Sweater from J.C. Penny, earrings ebay, collared top from a local store

I love the details in these earrings, the tassels are huge with me right now, and the spiked bulbs of the earrings make them edgy, the gold color makes it ready from spring and summer and the price is heaven a simple 7.50 at Charlotte Russe can you say win!

Trying saying the title three times fast! Now that you're done trying allow me to tell you guys my experience with the Hiphop Preacher I know it sounds cheesy but it's not at all, it was a very moving experience I can't express how inspiring this guy really is he comes from a less than fortunate background and became a success and decided to share that success with everyone. The talk he had with us was so relateable and it made you think about just what exactly you wanted to go with your life what did you plan on doing what are your expectations and wants what is the strength of your drive to do better, because as long as better is a possibility why not strive for it. You can guys can check out just what exactly I'm talking about here http://www.etthehiphoppreacher.com/ and check him out on youtube as well

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