Realising Self-Honesty as equal and one as all Here in Breath is the Key to total Freedom for humanity to Rebirth self – Realising that whatever goes through your mind as your head is NOT real. Only that what is REAL, is what is HERE in the Physical!

Nationalization of resources, Expropriation (which simply means making someone’s claimed private property an EX ownership) and every argument/thought around them, seem to go against the very treasured teachings of the Value -and the Right- of/to Private Property.

Maybe it will be in this very point that we can start to wake up to the damning reality of our brainwashing, how do we worship something most people never have access to, never had and never will?

Wasn’t One God enough to uphold as Precious in our Fantasy World?

This world is not designed to guarantee an Equal share of everything to All, crazy if you really think about it because no one was born -in theory- with more or less rights to benefiting from what the planet provides.

I recently went through our National Laws on the point of Nationalization and Expropriation for land, buildings and businesses in the name of…

“Education is not the learning of facts, but the training of the mind to think.”
– Albert Einstein

Huu man! NO wonder Einstein was depressed (suppressed) through the system of thinking, had to drink and died in misery. With all respect, not all quotes by Einstein are incorrect, but this one does not stand the test of time. FACTS are REAL and the mind/thinking is illusion! Wakey, wakey…

NO wonder we/kids/adults get all kinds of mental disorders (energy addictions) like ADHD, dyslexia, anorexia, schizofrenia, sex addiction, consumerism, shop-a-holic, etc., through NOT learning FACTS but being trained into the FICTION/FRICTION of/as the mind/thinking causing all sorts of feelings and emotions that make us humans instable.

When I was watching television earlier on this evening I heard the phrase “not all there” in correlation to someone not having it all there “in the head” – which would refer to one is not normal / sane. Like it is saying that if one has it “all there” “in the head” one is okay / good. Then one is functioning fine according to the world / money system – conform the belief of being right or wrong / being all there or being not all there – making money of being all there is good / god. When we take into consideration that we are all equal – what then are these words really indicating?

Quite the opposite – being all here is being all sane. We don’t need anything mulling in the head to live here as all what is here – that’s common sense, to stop the preprogrammed circular thinking.

Nothing going on up there in the head anymore – being aware of breath. Bringing all here, because what is in the mind as the head is not real – thoughts are not normal, delusions / lies / separations.

Yes nothing is what it seems and all is in reverse.

We have never been here completely – see Desteni tools to get self here, to stop the mind and to birth self as breath in and as the Physical.

BEING ALL THERE – in the mind – IS LUNACY

BE HERE AS BREATH OF LIFE – when we all will be here, we will be free.

Example of a technique

Video of a fellow custodian of the universe

I myself apply yoga as a technique bringing myself back to myself within and as breath.

The design of Common Sense as the Reptilian Logic, where the older generation passes down their program of “right and wrong”, “good and bad” to younger generations – to perpetuate a system that values competition, capitalism, and money above all. We can see the Youth are now revolting against these archaic traditions – but this must be Self-Directed, with the Common Sense that What is Best for All IS what is Best for Each.

The trap of the mind set / placed by Anu, Marduk, Enlil and Enki is gen-i-us. I remember from when I was very young people speaking the words “use your mind / common sense”. What / whose common sense? I found this to be soo limited, “off-key*”- never knew why (till Desteni) – that I became very anxious to any interpretation of the common sense as the mind cause it did stir up all and everything – never including the rest / all being as a matter of fact. It was always about serving others views/ fears / feelings / projections. I let it go though to a large extent because through my programming from my Mother Matrix I “allowed and accepted” people “whatever they think”. I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to realise to what extent thoughts, feelings and emotions have caused this rotten status we as the world have become. Later on (yes we repeat each first seven years cylce of life) as I met my ex there were – again (yes to do with ‘a gain’ / game = winning) wtf – a lot of older people minding us with horrible thinking / Reptilian Logic. Rubbing shit into others about being born in the mind — whooah – J. indicated the physical. Again I did not stand up and stopped myself and others stating till here and no further with the illusion of the mind.

I’ve said aloud or thought in my mind a zillion times “I know that logic for 350 billion years” – (I) tell something I don’t know – fuck off with the old knowledge and information, it’s stupid as hell.

This time with and as my ex’s famiLIES I became perplexed / denied myself to the extent I drugged / suppressed myself completely with whatever available substances, ways and means which I bear for about seven years till the scream inside became so loud I had to fight myself out of all I had myself gotten into. This was in 2004 and it is a long road out of the mind and since I stumbled upon Desteni this realising / revealing what I as all have allowed and accepted within our world and ourselves. Through reading the Desteni articles and participants blogs I came to realise that the gross of people do no want / can not face reality and want to live here-after / in heavens / bliss and such and that as result has this current state of the world. I liked just the plain, simple being here. From there comes my question along long time ago where / what is everyone busy with? What a fuck. Gross errors of indecency. We have to take responsiblity for all that exist for being able to change from here.

So – yesterday evening when I was walking with my ex I realised I want to END this reacting of mine / mind towards dumn logic. I explained to him as myself that those feelings of astonishments we were experiencing to stop in the awareness of realising all having been created as an illusion. No other way we will be able to free ourselves from the stupid mind.

To gain vs to loose. What was I afraid of to loose? Because in essence I can not loose anything – I always realised that because I am here. Self is infinite. So – I was afraid of my own fear of loosing myself as breath here in every moment of presence. The ego / mind is afraid of dying. I wasn’t sure what is infinite in fact. Matter is infinite and immortal – the mind is mortal and never infinite, it ends at death and become a mere relfection of energy.

I realise I am dumb – silly is my name

I had the agreement with myself to not give vent to other people as this what had happened to me. I was about seven that I realised that I want(ed) to stop all of this ‘original sin’ (Structural Resonance). So – I vented off within my human physical body, in other words my mind downloaded all this shit information into my physical mind as pain – extreme pain – to remind me what I had been allowing and accepting all lives.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to see / realise / understand that the mind is a created trap by Anu and his friends to enslave / control us people within our confined existence as consciousness as fear.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to have become anxious of people abusing others as self within the common sense as the mind as the reptilian short-sighted logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to become very aggitated whenever someone “speaks” with, of and as common sense as the reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to have become very angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to get disgusted with the reptilian logic of and as as limitedness and therefore I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to having disgusted myself within and as limitedness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to realise that within reacting emotionally I fell into the same trap of the mind as hell.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to not let go of the thought / memory of people using the common sense as the mind as the reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to walk right into the trap of the mind with my eyes open through becoming vile with the numb logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to enter my mind within reacting to and whenever others exhumed their reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to react with and as anger whenever other people reacted with and as their spite / reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to behave myself in a way so people would have a reaction within dislike.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to spite myself within people for they spited me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to see / realise / understand that this is exactly how Anu and his friends preprogrammed human beings to keep them occupied within and as mind consciousness systems within reacting towards eachother in reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to equalstand the reptile within myself.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to fear reptiles.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to fear the snaking of reptiles.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to realise / see / understand that twisting, quarreling, debating are characteristics of reptiles / the reptilian logic as created by Anu and co to enslave us to the mind consciousness.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to withstand dispute, argue, debate, wrangle and snaking.

Whenever I see myself trap myself within my self-created fear as consciousness – I stop, I breath – I do not allow and accept myself to trap myself within my self-created fear as consciousness, because I realise fear is a preprogrammed reaction. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself becoming angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic – I stop, I breath – I do not allow and accept myself to become angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself entering my mind as a reaction to others entering their minds – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to enter my mind as a reaction to others entering their reptilian logic. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself getting disgusted with reptilian logic – I stop, I breath – I do not allow and accept myself to get disgusted with reptilian logic, because I realise that I am actually digusting myself. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I realise that the mind is a created trap by Anu and his friends to enslave / control us people within our confined existence as consciousness as fear – I stop, I breath – I do not allow and accept myself to step into the trap by Anu and his friends to enslave / control us people within our confined existence as consciousness as fear. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself becoming anxious with and of people abusing others as self within the common sense as the mind as the reptilian short-sighted logic – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to become anxious with and of people abusing others as self within the common sense as the mind as the reptilian short-sighted logic, because I realisee that I am actually abusing myself. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself becoming very aggitated when someone “speaks” with, of and as common sense as the reptilian logic – I stop, I breath – I do allow and accept myself to get aggitated when someone “speaks” with, of and as the common sense as the reptilian logic. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I realise that I become angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to become angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic, because I realise that it is a program. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I realise that I get disgusted with the reptilian logic of and limitedness and therefore digusting and limiting myself – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to get disgusted with the reptilian logic of and as limitedness and therefore disgusting and limiting myself. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I realise that within reacting emotionally I fall into the same trap of the mind as well – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to react emotionally and fall into the same trap of the mind as well, because I realise that I am actually falling in the emotional trap myself. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

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Common sense what is best for all life is Equal Money for All

* Self-Honesty as one as equal as all is the Key to total Freedom for everyone.

A ‘reminder’ for those walking Relationships/Agreements — to realise that reaction as “experiences” within self, is SELF-created; and to ‘flag-point’ the tendency of blaming/projecting and accumulating/building reactions / experiences to/towards one’s partner that manifest unnecessary conflict and separation.

Writing out copied patterns: As I went upstairs into the room where the male human being was at the laptop, he was just trying to close the windows he was browsing for the games he was after and busy to hide this, because he knows / I know it generates polarity friction inside. This is the mind consciousness game we play here for over six years – I crehate war ‘n’ peace on his gaming issue, he hides it – so we are stuck within this cycle. I can no longer accept this gaming of us and opened ‘communication’ – explaining him that the ‘too-muchness of energy’ he is experiencing comes thereof, of playing games and having thoughts, reactions, emotions. So – I was in this rant that he /we can not support self within these ‘energyfucks’ – we shunt within our mind energy walls, he going into his pattern – me into my pattern as a ‘teacher’. I must stop my SELF creation – I step out of this perpetuum mobile. Then what? Do I leave him up to his computer games? Is that supporting him as myself? I will let go of all control, because it’s all about the money what we currently exist of and ass.

“Money represents the energies as emotions and feelings we allow to fluctuate inside us,

while thinking that we are these energies–thus we think money is the world and all that life is about–fascinating.” – Bernard Poolman

What is obvious is that I can not move another to realise common sense – I must realise common sense self here – but when is it that I am communicating in common sense as equality and oneness with a being? Opening up about anything – not allowing and accepting secrets to exist within and without the mind. Wether it’s with myself, the being here or another being is all equal. How do I communicate within supporting and assisting each other as equal and one? Without going in my mind.

I realise I am still quite in the dark within this one. Patience with others as myself! It’s what we all have to learn within understanding who we are as oneness and equality of Life.

Com-munication – com meaning with. But how I speak to him was/ is to him.

What is it I don’t (want to) see here ? Myself as the mind – refracted.

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Next day – some self honesty here Sylvie what I see in an other is what I see in me. It’s the secrectly stuff that is being reflected to me here – I secrete my fear.

‘Inequality’ is: Where One ‘Allow’, in ‘Your’-‘Mind’ – ‘Secret Thoughts’, About ‘Others’ = That is ‘Deception’

Getting over myself through Self forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to get in a mental state whenever I see H. playing games in stead of realising I am playing games with the physical within getting into my mind consciousness system.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to fear for my own survival whenever I see him fucking up himself in stead of realising I am fucking up myself as the physical within reacting to his gaming.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to react to the pictures I see in this world.

Self corrective statement.

Whenever I see H. playing games – I stop, I breath – I do not accept or allow myself to get worked up over the fact what I see H. doing, thinking and believing that if I am telling H. that ‘energy’ harms us I would be assisting and supporting. In stead – I face my current reality and take responsbility for whatever that is bothering me.

Daily Strength – When we need to remember where we are and who we are, we are Lost. When we are HERE, we will be Aware that we Have created HERE as what it is now and we have no excuse but to direct HERE to what is best for All. To be LOST is not real, it is only a television series. Memories are Always the Past. Memories are Never HERE as LIFE. Stop listening to the LOST that say you must Remember yourself. They are LOST in the ILLUSION of self created Light and Love Memories. Bernard Poolman