Wednesday, August 31, 2011

I haven't posted in almost a month, and I've really missed it. School has just been super crazy lately and I haven't had a second to post anything.

Life has been interesting. I'm single for the first time in almost two years, and I really don't know how I feel about it. On one hand, it's really nice to be able to talk and flirt with whoever I want, but honestly, I miss having one person in my life who calls me beautiful and is always there for me. Now I have to actually get my act together and find new people to hang out with. I still have my best friends, and friends from choir, but losing someone you were that close to for the past two years has been very hard. Please pray for me <3

On a happier note, my senior year has been amazing so far, and I'm really looking forward to homecoming in the next two weeks! :) I'm bringing my best friend Christen, since I've had enough of boys.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

This is a poem I wrote a couple years ago that I just found in my room the other day. It's kind of stupid, but I thought I'd post it anyway.

Lonely TrainsLonely trains, they're rolling Along the dingy, darkened trackA shriek arises from themIn my heart I know they're never coming back.For like the lonely heart they wailFor their broken loves they singThis world is one universal painAnd our cries are one syncronized ring. The racing rivers and channeling streamsIt's like they float along our dreamsAnd the smoke that arises from the brick stackIs a lost love now gone, and never coming back.Krose

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

You're my life raft when I'm drowning in the ocean. I would not have made it through the last few months without you. You're the only man I truly need in my life<3

I love you so much.

Even if I don't always show it.

Even if I get angry with you.

Even if I act ungrateful.

Even if I'm distant.

Even if we aren't speaking.

You're my hero, and I admire you soo much. If I don't accomplish anything else in my life, I just hope I can say at the end of it that I was like you. That I was honest, caring, genius, happy, spiritual, and the best person I possibly could have been.

I hope you read this Dad, because I'm sure you don't hear words like this very often.

Readers :)

About Me

"Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.”