and layed on my bed i grab my phone and open it i slide my thumb down the picture of me and joe that he saved as my screen saver a few weeks ago we were at a park and i was swinging when he desided he wanted to swing with me demi took the picture when we were talking in the picture hes siting on my lap on the swing we r looking at eachother and smiling and as demi said if someone were to walk by and see us they would think we were a couple about to kiss at the time i laughed and said shes and idiot but now i realize shes right there is know way looking back that we were just friends there has always been more to it then that me not geting grossed out when he kisses me wasnt just because hes my best friend and i accept him it was because deep down inside me i new i loved him as more then that i was just 2 scared to admit it well i am to scared to admit it before i realized what i was doing i typed joes number into my phone and pressed call i was about to press end joe-"umm hello"i didnt say anythingjoe-"nick i know its u"i still didnt speak just hearing his voice made my heart pound in my chest i wanted to answer but i didnt know what to say i didnt know y i was calling what was i suppose to go ohh hey joe sorry i just had a crazy ass dream about u and was thinking about u and without thinking about it called u ohh and by the way i in love with u pshh nop im goodjoe-"nick come on say something"i sat up i cleared my throat nick-"ohh i must have uhh butt dialed u sorry"i hung up nick-"shit" i layed back down and sighed