In a Manner of Poetry

January 11, 2019March 16, 2019

Recap

A random text gets sent and next, I have a best new friendI send you songs and write you poems, I’m fallin’ againYou share your past and I share mine, we’ve been through a lotThen you wrapped your arms around me and I lost all my thoughtI was your hype man/biggest fan and you were my shoulder to cry onBut somewhere along the way, everything went wrongThe first fight happened and it almost ended usI spent the next three days trying to win back your care and trustThen the holidays came around and all your Hell and hurt came backYou only saw red and walked around like it was pitch blackIt was hard but by then I loved you more than my own lifeThen my withdrawals hit and the only thing that kept me going was a picture of my future wifeYou finally came back from your trip and I couldn’t wait to see youWe met up in a parking lot and you hugged me like you missed me tooFinally, everything was gonna go back to how it was at the beginningBut soon after war broke out in my mind and my episodes started winningYou tried your best to be there but it was just too muchYou’d been through this before and your heart was still sensitive to the touchAnd now here we are disconnected and apartYou’re hurting and I’m over here with a broken heartYou just can’t and I can’t stop, it’s getting harder to breatheAll these tears, all this pain, I don’t want you to leaveYou’re my love, you’re my Day, there’s nothing you can’t doJust come back, I know you’re still there and still love me tooWe’ve worked too hard for this, we can’t just give upLet’s just change the subject and enjoy each other, we’ve been through too much