I think the Lilly path changed my life too. It's been so long since I legitimately felt so happy and lonely and special all at the same time. I feel different. Everyday I go to work and just think about how lucky Hiseo is to have someone that loves him so much and how much I want it too. Plus I love her maturity too.

Lilly makes you want to behave, to act right in front of people, to really care for other people. She makes me care like I haven't in a long time. I haven't been hitting the gym as much as I could be but I feel more compelled to than ever.

You know what? I'm going to the gym right now. I don't know why but I feel that now I have to compete with you. Thanks bro.