I Didn't Find It, And Neither Will You(But keep reading if you're ready to live in love)

Self discovery of Being itself. The end of suffering and seeking in the Home that we cannot leave.

Meetings in Toronto

Meetings are on hiatus right now, as I complete a farm job until October. Internet stuff always available, email at thielmannator@hotmail.com or skype me at michaelthielmann if you want to chat! Facebook name Michael Thielmann.

Friday, February 11, 2011

On long drives with my parents, I would be in the backseat impatiently waiting to get to our destination (usually Florida.) Like so many other youngsters, I would commonly ask "Are we there yet?" Or some equally irritating variation of that question like "When will we get there?"

Fast forward to my enlightenment game. I wanted to be "done", to reach the final place as soon as possible. I wanted to arrive at the destination as quickly as possible.

Then what? Even if there was some final realization, some final resting place I would still be aware of getting there, and it would just become another memory.

Maybe what I really wanted was simply to enjoy Being, and never getting there at all.

Being here is enough, there's no need to get anywhere.

There is no-'where' to get to anyway. Where would it be if I got there? It would be Here all over again.

Friday, February 4, 2011

It's up to the writer and the reader of these words to facilitate and cooperate with the awakening of our consciousness. We can't wait for the government, we can't wait for religious leaders, we can't wait for corporations.

It's you and I, loving what is rather than fearing what might be.

It's the love shared at home in our families, and out in the community.

Sunday, December 12, 2010

I was advised early on in my 'career' as a seeker of truth to leave no stone of my Self unturned. This advice holds true right now, and right now. No experiences of realization have saved me from needing to clean my own house, even if there is "no-one" in that house, or indeed no house at all!

Infinity has no stopping point, but I wanted to believe myself to be on the other side of seeking- safe and beyond the world of duality.

I ignored obviously painful emotions, because 'no-one' was having them. I justified harmful actions- because after all there is 'no doer'. I failed to heed the advice to look more closely at myself- because "it has been seen that there never was anyone"

I forgot how to be a human being. This is a reminder to myself, from my Self to leave no stone unturned.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

My name is Mike, and I'm a half-baked Buddha. This is a term that was used by a great guy who was not afraid to tell it like it is, no holds barred.

He and others have implicitly or explicitly pointed out that I have jumped the gun on the sharing of these pointers: this turkey ain't quite done; further cooking is required.

There's a deep gut sense here to get to the bottom of myself in a conclusive and permanent way, rather than share what I still feel to be less than the Truth, the whole Truth, and nothing but the Truth (so help "me" God!).

I'm putting my group on hiatus until further notice, thanks to everyone for their support. The knowing of who I am is a job I cannot leave half done.

Interview with Stuart Knight- Human Detour

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Kilologue with Scott

A short and sweet talk with Scott Kiloby, who's message was gentle but ruthless in destroying some ideas that kept the search going. He talks about "the wisdom of noticing" which is a sort of introspection or looking into what's arising, as it arises. Great stuff, his book "Love's Quiet Revolution" comes highly recommended, not that there's anyone it could help ;)http://www.kiloby.com/kilologues.php

About Me

Trying to earn a living doing the things I love. Counselling, writing, teaching English, and making money online as well. This is one of many sites where I try to engage in discussion and share my experiences while promoting the products that I am interested in as well.