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Thanks for stopping by at this blog that tells stories about life of a simple woman who is ambitious and always wish to be the best.A wife, a mother, a daughter, a sister and a friend.A woman with a lot of dreams.A woman who loves and needs to be loved. A woman who cares and need to be cared of.

when we reached the clinic,they were a lot of people waiting already.so i
stopped at the counter to register,but they were one more patient was
registering at that time.Since the patient
before me *at the registration counter* took quite some time to
register and faris was restless n it's hard for me to
handle him with one of my hand holding the card and carrying my large
handbag *note: once u have children,it is advisable to have a bigger
handbag for baby stuff storage purpose..hahaha*,i just signaled the nurse that i will leave my card there n plz
do anything necessary to get faris name in the que.

Took one of the seat and tried to calm faris down.alhamdulillah,he settled down eventually.
1 hour passed,we were still not being called.faris started to feel
uncomfortable.luckily i did brought my nursing cover along,so i
breastfed him there..he was calm and fell asleep. I kept changing the
position of holding him since lenguh bahu and tangan dukung with 1
position for a long time. Not long after that,we were called to weigh
and measure his height.

Finally,we were called.the doc apologized for the wait.it
took only 5 min to take the shot and of course,my superman was crying
like been severely abused lah sbb kena jab tu.so i rushed to the payment
counter to settle the bill.so boleh rushing to the car and turn on the
aircond and breastfeed faris.

The nurse said,'100'...

I was shocked. Hah?? 100??Oh mannnnn.... I had only rm60 cash in my purse.. Where the hell am i going to find
another 40 at that time.. There's no atm nearby. And unluckily, they
don't accept credit card nor debit card..

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Assalamualaikum u'ols...Alhamdulillah,after almost 2months plus menumpang at my parents',last 3weeks we were back home to our lil hut.Now that we are staying at our home,maknanya start lah my life as mama of 2.memang lah sejak faris was born,i dah ada 2 anak.but,menguruskan 2 anak sendiri,secara teknikalnya,belum lg.since at my parents',i got a lot of help and support frm my family masa staying at my parents' house..Bila i mandi contohnya,mama or ayah ada tolong tengokkan anak-anak kot si adik menangis ke,or si kakak nak apa-apa ke..and all these while since i bersalin,ayah yg pick up fatin from school every evening.

Assalamualaikum.. Apa khabar u'ols? Harap semuanya baik-baik sahaja.In this post, I would like to keep one of my bitter memories.. I lost my beloved nenek on 13th of may 2013.It's been 7 days now, but the pain of losing her is still felt... *in fact my tears are falling right now while i'm typing.. :( *She was admitted to the hospital on Friday (10th of may) for severe dehydration. a day before she had diarrhea and high fever. I went to visit her on Friday and Saturday evening. Did not go to the hospital on Sunday. Since it was not rili convinient to bring 2 children (and 1 of them is a baby) along to the hospital frequently. So I decided not to go on Sunday, but planned to visit her on Monday instead. Since Fatin will be sent to school, so i just need to bring Faris along and can asked for Mama's help to look after Faris for a while, while I go upstairs visiting nenek.Who knows, the plan didn't work out, since nenek passed away on Monday morning before I had the chance to execute the plan.. And it is sooooo regrettable. Ralatnya terasa sampai hari ni.. Allah hu akbar..

Even worse, she went, when we were given a hope that nenek's condition was better on the day before. I was told that she was getting better on Sunday *since I didn't visit her*. She could talk, she made jokes, she laughed. And the very next day, she went to meet the Creator. At the moment that I least expected. I thought she's gonna be okay. She will be released from the hospital soon.. She kept saying that she wanted to go home.'Nak balik..', she said.And who knows, she was actually wanting to go back to the Creator..

I was very closed to nenek. In fact, all 9 of us (my siblings and my cousins). She took care of us when we was young, even after we grew up. She was like a parent to us. And her sudden lost do hurt all of us much.