Hello! I don't know if you remember me, but we used to read each other ages ago. My name is Courtney, used to go by Sage. I've had an obscene amount of diaries, but I know for sure we knew each other when I was love-fatal. And I'm pretty sure we were friends on Myspace? This is getting to be awkward and rambly. No worries, I'm leaving an identical message on Becca's page haha. /end creep.

Hey, just randomly stumbled across your diary... anyway... "i feel like i am 5 to 10 steps behind everyone on the whole growing up thing." I feel the exact same way. Do you mind if I keep reading? If not, let me know and I'll delete you from my buddylist. I'm Angel btw.

i care, and i would listen or talk to you about anything you ever wanted to talk about, but you never seem to want to tell me anything, and since we aren't little girls anymore i don't feel it's my place to try and make you tell me what's going on.

oh, that's cool. i've been writing in here about the same amount of time. i change usernames every few years... in a way, moving on. your name is Sue Ellen, right? for some reason, i can't remember your old diary's names.

i know you knew. you know me better than anyone, how could you not? it's the most fucked up mindset i've ever had, and i can't explain it. but i'm more glad that you've stayed my best friend through times i feel like i wasn't a very good one to you, because i won't ever love anyone more than i love you.

i guess you could try looking at this way... at least you will always have jason to be your friend even if those other boys do leave. when they realize i'm just keeping them around because i'm lonely and i don't actually want them, then... that's it. but, you'll always have me, and i love you =)

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