Waiting

Waiting
Waiting
Waiting
Waiting for the leaves to change
For this feeling so erratic
To dissipate and go away
Where is my passion
My dream
The thing that lights my fire
Is it hidden in the crevices of my soul
Or staring right at me like a pot of gold
How can I reach it
Live it
And make it into a reality
Heart bursting, full to the brim
With things I want to achieve
To express my soul
Reveal my inner depth
To make my whole being shine with a thousand light years,
Blinding everyone with my fiery passion that can’t be tamed
Where is it
I chase after it
Feeling it escape from my fingertips
I dig, sorting through my emotions
Trying to search
For something that makes me feel alive
And human
Because all I really want
Is to feel so deeply
That it causes my bones to quiver
My blood to boil
My hairs to stick up on the back of my neck
To feel emotions so raw
And to know the meaning of humanity
Filled with a purpose
That will make me feel whole and complete
But I’m still waiting
Waiting
Waiting
Waiting….