Fauxhemia

A gay indie boy living in suburban South West London recounts his trials and tribulations dealing with sex, sexuality, growing up and getting older

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Complete and utter apathy

Have you ever been asked out by someone, only to wonder what the point is because you know how it's going to go anyway? Or has anyone ever smiled at you on the tube only to wonder what the point is because nothing ever happens? Have you ever been in a club and wondered what you were doing there because you're not even having fun anymore and the drink isn't doing anything? Has your fuckbuddy ever turned round and said to you "we need to stop doing this because I like you" and it didn't seem to register? Have you ever contacted someone online, for them to ask you on a date and you don't want to go? And for someone else to discount you offhand and you can't be bothered arguing with them anymore because you stand to acheive nothing?