Bury myself in work is all I know to do. Try and forget about him because if I don't, I'll get in the car and do something rash like find little ol' Greenwood and meet the family. Which would accomplish nothing. It wouldn't even make me feel any better.

I've emailed him, asking for an explanation but I'm not expecting a response. He knows he's been caught.

I've looked back and there really wasn't any way for me to know there was a problem. He trusted that I would sit and wait like a good little girl. He didn't count on my using my resources. It was only once I started digging that I discovered all the inconsistencies in his story; things I had no way of knowing b/c I was so ignorant to the military.

What a mess.

I love you all and you are all my friends. I intend to stay around to love on all of you - if you'll have me.

OH MY GOSH!! My jaw just dropped when I read this...let me get this straight..you have been waiting for him for over a year...and WHAT...he is married and HOME!!! What they heck? How long has he been married? I am so confused!!! I can't even imagine what you are going through right now!! I am so sorry!! if you need to talk or vent or anything feel free to PM me!! Stray strong sweetie!