Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Say Something...

My heart is racing. Why does it have to be this way? It shouldn't hurt, it shouldn't bother me but it does. More than I would like to admit. When will the cycle end? When will the feelings be gone? When will I be able to accept that he's not coming back...ever? Although I say I have forgiven myself for what I have done it's just not good enough. I need him. I need his forgiveness. I need him to say it. I need him to say "I want to know the real you." But he won't...ever. He's the one. I can feel it. I know this. I wish I was his one. But I won't be...not ever. I don't need a lot. I just need him.

Say something, I'm giving up on youI'll be the one, if you want me toAnywhere I would've followed youSay something, I'm giving up on you

And I am feeling so smallIt was over my headI know nothing at all

And I will stumble and fallI'm still learning to loveJust starting to crawl

Say something, I'm giving up on youI'm sorry that I couldn't get to youAnywhere I would've followed youSay something, I'm giving up on you

And I will swallow my prideYou're the one that I loveAnd I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on youAnd I'm sorry that I couldn't get to youAnd anywhere I would've followed you (Oh-oh-oh-oh)Say something, I'm giving up on you

About Me

My name is Jen, I am 42, I have 3 children and I am full of life and try to live each day to the fullest. As Pink said, "I'm learning to be brave in my beautiful mistakes." I write about all different things...and I don't censor my thoughts. I hope you enjoy learning a little more about me and my family :)