God, Please Save Our Marriage

I made a LOT of mistakes. My wife took the kids and ran five months ago. Divorce papers and silence have ensued since.

I am truly ashamed of the mistakes and hurt I caused. I have been trying to improve myself and my life by putting You, family and work in front of everything else for the first time in my life. Seeking You first. Learning to communicate better. Trying to find a job.

I would do anything to heal our marriage and family and make things right, to give my wife and children the best of me, to give them the love they deserve, to show them they are the loves of my life.

We went to court last week and my wife and her lawyer exaggerated and lied and created a picture of me as a monster. The judge told her point-blank that I wasn’t the monster she thinks I am, but still she and the children are gone, out of reach, incommunicado…

My fervent prayer, my heart’s deepest and truest desire is for my beautiful wife to forgive me and to keep our family together and raise our children in a Christ-centered marriage and family that we can use as our ministry and show the grace, mercy, forgiveness and power of God…

But I see no hope of that. All evidence points to a divorce coming in about two months, that she hates me and thinks I’m a monster who never loved her or the children. I am trapped between statistics/evidence of hatred and faith/belief that God can and WILL change this, and keep our family and marriage together…

I don’t know what to do, how to feel, what to think, what to pray for any more… I want to go home…either to my wife and children, or to You, God. Please give us one more chance?!?!? Please save our marriage and family???!! Please let me love my wife and children the way You called me to do and that I failed to do. Oh, God, please!! I know all I’ve done wrong and am ready, willing and able to change it…

I am just waiting here for You and this chance…

Going Under,
A Penitent Husband & Father

Comments

Comment from LeeTime April 14, 2012 at 6:40 pm

Please save my relationship and marriage to the woman I feel is my soulmate. I am a single dad and my son live with me full time. My son hated her and I put my son ahead and now we are seperated. I also told a couple lies and would like forgiveness and my wifes as well.
I never cheated or have cheated even though wd are seperated. I can not picture life without her and do not want anyone else. Pkease help us fix it and make it work.

HEAVENLY FATHER THIS IS YOUR SON DONALD CHRISTOPHER HERNANDEZ JR AND I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 7 YEARS TO MY BELOVED BEAUTIFUL WIFE CHRISTINA ANN HERNANDEZ AND WE HAVE 2 OF THE MOST GODLY BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN FROM YOU LORD GOD. BUT MY WIFE HAS LEFT ME AND HAS OUR CHILDREN BUT RIGHT KNOW OUR CHILDREN ARE WITH MY MOTHER IN-LAW, SORRY TO SAY I HAVE NEVER MEET HER, I PRAY SHE WILL TAKE CARE AND BLESS LOVE SPOIL MY BOYS WITH ALL HER LOVE AND I WANT ANGELS WATCHING OUT FOR MY CHILDREN AND WIFE AND FAMILY. FATHER GOD I REALLY MISS MY WIFE AND KIDS SO VERY MUCH I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING LORD ALL I ASK IS THAT I GET TO KISS HUGS LOVE SPOIL MY WIFE AND KIDS LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE AND BE BLESSED PROTECTED BY YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST YOUR FATHER AND ALL OF THE HEAVENLY HOST. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY WIFE KIDS FAMILY THE PAIN IS LIKE HAVING EVERY PART OF YOUR BODY CUT IN PIECES AND NEVER DYING 24 7 PAIN DEPRESSION HURT I JUST WANT TO HAVE MY WIFE AND KIDS BACK IN MY ARMS I HAVE LEARNED MY LESSON FOR WHAT EVER I DID I WILL ONLY LOVE MY WIFE KIDS FAMILY I A GODLY WAY LOVE JOY PEACE HAPPINESS KINDNESS FOR THE REST OF MY DAYS JUST PLEASE BRING ME BACK TO MY WIFE AND KIDS SO I CAN HAVE MY HEAVEN ON EARTH PLEASE FATHER BRING ME ALL MY HEAVENLY LOVE PEACE JOY RICHES SO I CAN MAKE EARTH HEAVEN TO BLESS MY WIFE AND KIDS. BUT IF IT IS PROPHESY THAT I REMAIN WITH OUT MY WIFE AND KIDS PLEASE TAKE ME TO HEAVEN TODAY IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AND ASK FOR A TOTAL RESTORATION AND IF I CANT WAIT FOR YOUR ANSWER OF RESTORATION FORGIVE ME IF I MUST TAKE MY LIFE BECAUSE MY WILL IS TO BE WITH MY WIFE AND KIDS LIVING IN A GODLY WAY I AM YOUR LOVING SON AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE CARE FOR YOU FATHER GOD AND MY CHRISTINA CHRISTOPHER ELIJAH DADDY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND FORGIVE YOU. GOD BLESS MY ENTIRE FAMILY MAY MY LIFE BE A OFFERING OF PEACE LOVE JOY HAPPINESS BLESSING FAVOR TO YOU FATHER AND MY WIFE AND KIDS GOD BLESS THE HERNANDEZ FAMILY LIFE WIFE KIDS AND ALL EARTHY PROPERTY IN JESUS NAME AMEN I LOVE YOU YAHWEH YESHUA CHRISTINA CHRISTOPHER ELIJAH DADDY LOVES YOU ALL AND I CANT LIVE ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU ALL IN MY LIFE I LEAVE EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE MONEY CARS HOUSE EARTHLY THING TO MY WIFE AND KIDS IN JESUS NAME FAMILY ALWAYS LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS I HAVE LOVED YOU ACCORDING TO JESUS AND GODS TEACHINGS PLEASE HAPPY ANNIVERSARY’S AND HAPPY BIRTHDAYS AND HAPPY CHRISTMAS’S THANKSGIVING’S AND ALL THE HOLIDAYS AND FEASTS OF THE WORD OF GOD IN JESUS NAME AMEN. GOD BLESS US ALL TODAY AND FOREVERMORE I AM LOVE AND FORGIVENESS SINCERELY DONALD CHRISTOPHER HERNANDEZ JR.

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