To my baby boy it's been 4yrs mijo that you went home I miss you so much I think of you every min of each and every day did you know that your going to be a Grandfather but I know you can see your grandson right now even before Victoria does I hope your dad will get to hold him just one time before he goes home to be with you .I will miss him so much I don't know how me and Ceasar are going to live without him baby take care of him for me .until I get to go home I love you so much love mom