Let's try this again!

April 01, 2018

Oh boy! It’s only been… about 4 months since I wrote something. Not a day goes by where I don’t think…

Gee, I really should write a blog or something. Anything! It’s been a while.

… and ended up not doing it. Even now, as I’m writing this very post. I’m contemplating deleting everything and saving it for another day. (I’m not though. Regardless of how badly this thing reads, I’m gonna publish it.). I don’t think it comes from a place of anger… or sadness… or even fear. I think it comes from a place of awkwardness with a hint of unfamiliarity.

Kind of like, when you’re in a social situation where you want to make conversation with strangers, but, you don’t know what to say! So, you just drink from your cup… Until eventually, you realize all the liquid is gone - so that last sip you just took was more of a pretend one. At this point, the only rational thing you can do is… go get some more drink! Or perhaps… iunno… just say something (for Pete’s sake). Or in my case… write something. (for Pete’s sake!).