thanksgiving went okay. hope it went well for everybody else. i bought san andreas for the pc not realizing i would need a dvd drive in my old ass computer so after realizing my error i bought a dvd drive that promptly crashed my system. took all that shit back and used the money to buy a hunting license. gonna wash these hands in the... Read More

so i up and motherfucking moved to ohio. it sucks so much. but im doing the same type of graphic design shit for more money in a podunk town so im saving a little bit. joined my old gym tho and that set me back like 650. there are no bars within walking distance so the plan is to work out all the time cause... Read More

road trip! i do have a few weeks of class between thanksgiving and break, i'm not sure when finals week is but i'll find out. i'm taking 7 classes so that would be a bad time to visit.. hmm. i will think about the possibilities and get back to you.

if someone offered to pay your parents one million dollars to kill you on the spot. would you do it. i would like to think that i would but i just know all that money would purchase a divorce for my folks. and i would rather have them be together than be happy , and not at the expense of me. is that an ego problem... Read More

awe, you usually post your drunken ramblings in my journal when you're drunk, too. why not this time? a million dollars is not that much money these days, by the way. it couldn't really make me do much of anything.

So two weeks ago i put in my two week notice at my day/real job. I was serious about leaving but two weeks later, the sobering realization that i cannot give up the money has made me withdraw my resignation. It kind of really hurt me to do this, but as mom always said, "theres things in life you just dont wanna do but... Read More

oingo boingo comes on and im compelled to update. dead mans party can to peculiar things to some people. so there is a few women who i work with and that always brings weird complications if you have to talk to them. one has wanted to eff me for awile but she is a trollop. the other is a new hire and apparently she is... Read More

what the fuck. its been months. the internet is back. at my new house. all by myself. its a good feeling. living alone. imported the boa from the 'rents house in ohio so im not truly alone. just me and a reticulation python. its how i always pictured my mid twenties when i was a child. alone and obnoxiously tattoo'd. cut my hair off... Read More

i dated a guy once. he had this 'thing' for reptiles, poisonous and otherwise. he took me to a reptile show in the middle of the state once. we drove 3 hours back with $5000 dollars of repitiles in the back seat, including a baby gila monster and a 2 year old savannah monitor.

internet go turned off at the house cause im moving on friday to a one bedroom...by myself, thank christ. its been a long time coming. so im furiously typing as fast as i can and watching the staircase to make sure nobody comes up here at work and hope nobody checks the network admin internet because big brother can see what you're doing... Read More

after a long week at both of your jobs you decide to cope with a wicked night of drinking; of course the barkeep is a friend so he keeps you in jagermeister when you would rather just be in the fold of yuengling. after a few hours of dodging conversation from the locals and dodging cameo's adjacent to more and more booze from the... Read More