Sadistic? Oh yes. This music is sadtistic. For me. Beyond all belief. It makes me think I'm a machoist or whatever. You know, those people who get off on pain.

Whatever.

I wasn't even crying about me this time. Everybody knows how ridiculously attached I get to my RP characters, right? I was crying for them. For her. For all the ones who are going to end up heartbroken. I'll probably cry more for them than I ever will for me. Or maybe not, since they're all an extension of me. I think that's the part that I'll miss the most.