This blog is a process of my exposing technological targeting...etc., while I'm figuring it out and still being targeted. So please excuse my mistakes and let the core of it reach your heart, because we - Targeted Individuals, are suffering in ways that most of you probably can not even imagine, and we need your help. Find more on www.targetedinamerica.com

Monday, April 22, 2013

Difficult Realities to Face

As I write three new articles for the Heart Bud I'm being hit hard - I am being heavily microwaved and it feels like I suddenly have a painful lump in the back left side of my head. Prior to this, the microwaving had shifted to happening more at night and less during the day. Since I do not know what is going to happen next, I have decided to share these unfinished articles with the hope that they may help humanity sooner. . .rather than later or possibly not at all. Find this and other newly revised articles on www.heartbud.blogspot.com

There are all sorts of foolish “conspiracy theories” bouncing
around the world. . .and the damaging outcome is that they lead us to
disbelieve EVERYTHING that can be perceived as a “conspiracy.” A
similar thing is happening in Hollywood - where existing organized crime
techniques and technologies are being depicted in science fiction
movies - programming us to believe that they are merely science fiction.

Now, in order to face a few Truths, which deeply need our
attention, we must break through the mental programming and let our
common sense realize that there ARE genuine “conspiracies” - that covert
organized crime DOES really exist and even thrives due to our lack of
awareness. . . and that there Truly are technologies that most of us are not
aware of. Determining what is True and what is false (or is
merely someone's theory) can be close to impossible, with all the
misinformation that's intentionally covering up a few important Truths
that humanity needs to become aware of. But it can be done.When
we cast aside other people’s perceptions and projections and listen
more closely to the Heart of our own instincts, we can feel what is or
is not True.

This is what we must now do, because blindly disbelieving
the criminal use of things like remote microwave mind control
technologies is enabling lethal crimes against uncountable numbers of
individuals, families and even whole communities since before the 1970s.
With some of the main stream media foolishly ridiculing “Tin Foil Hat”
people, its difficult to be objective, but we must be - for the sake of
our safety and personal freedom. . .we must give this subject the
benefit of our doubt.

Quote by (the late) Jim Keith:
"Brain-computer radio communication has long been considered impossible
by the majority of people and has consequently been relegated to
science-fiction, but the fact is that the technology had been developed
into reality by at least the 1960s, during which time the initial
experiments were being performed on unwitting subjects." Find more information on: http://www.illuminati-news.com/remote-mc-technology.htm There is
scientific proof of Microwave Weapons and their mind control
capabilities. . .and there are many valid witnesses to the effects of
their criminal use on humanity. However, through the past few decades,
these witnesses are being heavily targeted (Hitler Style) with even our
own family members being manipulated against us in efforts to publicly
discredit/slander us and either label us as “mentally ill” or
inconspicuously destroy us in ways that appear like a natural death,
accident or suicide. The targeting that is happening to cover up the
criminal use of these technologies on most of humanity is as inhumane as
inhumane can get. Find more on www.targetedinamerica.com

What
are these technologies and how do they work? I will direct you to a few
knowledgeable scientists and researchers who’ve been uncovering a
Technological Holocaust that proves how Remote Microwave Mind Control is
being performed on humanity (very remotely) through the manipulation of
radio waves (microwaves) which appear to utilize
technologies like SURA, HAARP, satellites, Gwen Towers and other radio wave
transmitters.

I am a witness to more of this than I
want to be. And I have fought to find the Truths about who is doing this
to us. Who is part of this crisis that can only be theorized, at this
point. But when I listen to my instincts, it feels important for us to
know that, though many want to blame the USA government, it appears
that countries like Russia, Britain and Germany were perfecting and
successfully utilizing remote microwave mind control technologies
against an unsuspecting humanity long before the USA
government was even aware of them. Quote by Philip Coppens’s published article -
Russian Woodpecker - Experiments in Global Mind Control..., "In April
1953, CIA Allen Dulles gave a lecture at Princeton University, detailing
Soviet developments in the field of mind control. He stated they were
out to control the mind of free men, both individually and collectively.
. . Dulles proclaimed that the Cold War was moving into a new era of
psychological warfare, which Dulles characterized as the battle for
men’s minds. “We might call it in its new form brain warfare. . .In the
1970s, some of this “secret war for our mind” was exposed. . ." In 1976
Time Magazine exposed a small part of the microwave targeting, "Last
month the U.S. confirmed that for some 15 years the Soviet Union has
been beaming microwaves at the hulking nine-story U.S. Embassy..."
However, this was has been hushed and has had little, if any, media
coverage since then. Find more information this link or by doing a web
search for the original article: http://www.philipcoppens.com/woodpecker.html

Continued criminal use of microwave technologies is covertly harming
humanity in many ways. But the mind control part is by far the worst,
because it is virtually undetectable to unaware victims and has the
disturbing outcome of preventing us from freely living our own lives -
preventing our natural process of growing and evolving into healthy
functional human beings. Not to mention the fact that whole countries
can be taken over, and our precious freedom lost, through targeted
control of the minds of key government officials and law makers. Sadly,
too much of this appears to be happening.

What will
become of Humankind if not allowed a Free Mind? This a question that deserves
and needs serious immediate contemplation. Please start researching
this and be aware that web searches on this subject can lead to an
intentionally confusing array of misinformation. You will need to listen
closely to the Heart of your own instincts.

Never,
in the history of humanity has there been a more devastating holocaust
or a more crucial time for humanity to rise into a peaceful fight for
our freedom and well-being. What is now happening is not natural, not
normal, not meant to be and is a criminal assault on an unsuspecting and
defenseless populous. This is so outrageously inhumane that the natural
response is to slip into shocked denial, overwhelm, or complete
disbelief, but there is not time for this type of response. This
situation needs our immediate awareness and attention.

What is the remedy?

We must open and listen to our Hearts above what is being projected
into our minds. Purchasing or building a radio
wave detector that do NOT have a filter, which prevents the detection of
frequencies used for mind control, is a good ides. Radio wave blockers would come in
VERY handy, but I hear they are becoming illegal to obtain and use in
many countries. (coincidence?) I feel that we have a right to protect
ourselves through creating and using radio wave blockers as long it does
not interfere with other people’s right to receive the microwaves if
they want to. I feel that this is what we must do as quickly as
possible, until our governments can help and
protect us. It appears that water, lead, tin and other substances can
help to block or interfere with the low frequencies that are used for
mind control. Some hospitals have something that blocks them. I have
witnessed this in one hospital. (coincidence?)

The most
dangerous and recent developments in Microwave Mind Control
Technologies seem too outrageous for most of us to believe at this
point. But PLEASE believe me when I say that this crisis can only get
worse VERY quickly, unless masses of people become aware of what is
happening and take steps to bring it to an end. All of humanity is Truly
in serious danger if these crimes are allowed to continue and grow. I urge you to at least give
this the benefit of your understandable doubt. If you think you
will not be effected you are sure to be proven wrong. Most of humanity
is already being effected.

This article is not finished but hopes to be soon

Resources that you can explore:
Jim Keith Books on Mind Control World Control, the Hidden History....
Jerry E. Smith Books on Haarp Mind control

Hitler’s Holocaust lurks in the shadows of the present crisis when we
let our Hearts take an honest look at what is happening to individuals
who are placed on the hit list in a corrupt program that holds victims
under constant satellite surveillance, while literally torturing them
with remote microwave laser weapons, mind control technologies and
organized stalking and harassment groups that deliver almost constant
(24/7) psychological harassment and mental abuse.

Through
covert manipulations (including microwave phenomenon, mind control -
brainwashing and fabricated phone messages, emails, letters or rumors)
the victim’s relationships and businesses or jobs are sabotaged. Family
members are turned against them. They are forced into becoming
completely isolated from anyone who can help them. The media carelessly
ridicules them and calls them the crazy “tin foil hat” people. Law
enforcement does nothing to stop the crimes that are being committed
against them.

They are often forced into positions where they
have to prove their sanity, instead of investigations and tests being
performed to prove the crimes that are being committed. (Needless to
say, sanity can not be proven to people who are not aware of the
criminal use of Microwave Weapons and organized stalking and harassment
groups ) Many healthy victims have been shoved into institutions and
declared mentally ill, by their own families or law enforcement
agencies. Many have been psychologically mutilated. Many have been
inconspicuously murdered in ways that appear to be suicides or natural
deaths.

Words can not begin to describe what is happening.
Calling it cruel, evil or sadistic does not seem to help unaware people
to understand that this is happening now - that we are in the middle of a
holocaust - critical situation that is in desperate need of our
awareness. Some victims are struggling to bring public awareness to
these crimes while being threatened and tortured. Many continue to cry
out for help in a world that does not help. . .although all of humanity
will surely suffer, indescribably, if these crimes are allowed to freely
continue and grow.

Organized Community Bullying is also referred to as gang stalking, organized stalking, cause stalking, covert harassment programs, predatory stalking, organized crime and Cointelpro. Its a lethal covert program that's designed to inconspicuously destroy literally every aspect of a person's life and then slander them, discredit them, manipulate them into being diagnosed as “mentally ill” or frame them for a crime. Most communities secretly have an organized bully group. . .often under the mask of “community watch” groups, when they are not members of a dark occult.
Victims of these criminal Bully Groups have been thought to be only famous or political individuals, but this is not the truth. Hitler used occultism Community Bullying tactics against the Jews. Large corporations and some government agencies use them for psychological experimentation, to terrorize whistle blowers, dissidents, witnesses, outspoken journalists, “possible threats”...etc. Dark/Sadistic occult members use them against religious groups and anyone they hate. And the list goes on. . .
Growing numbers of unaware people are being roped into these criminal or corrupt operations that list innocent people as “possible terrorists,” “pedophiles”...etc., in order to get Community Bully groups to terrorize or destroy them.

If you are involved in a Community Bully Group - organized stalking and harassment group, PLEASE STOP.

Those Who Follow Others Sacrifice Themselves In Shadows That Don’t Belong To Them

For the HEART of Humanity

A sad reality until the lethal targeting is stopped and we get the protection we need.

I hope this picture helps people realize the horrible reality of what is happening and has continued for decades. We are suffering in ways that no human being should suffer and good genuine help has not yet been able to stand up for us. I hope this picture encourages people, around the globe, to openly stand up against these crimes, in order to stop the destruction of our lives and save the rest of humanity from such harm.

Video for Targeted Individuals

I Wish We Were Free

My heart aches for you as much as for me.These tortures are too much for anyone to see.Sometimes I cry, "Oh, this just can not be!"But its true and I wish that we were free.

Don't Give up

Don't ever think We will not escape,Or that our rescue Will remain too late.Don't give them the power. Don't let them win.Don't let hope fade. Don't give up again.Cast aside their darkness And let the Light sing.Climb up on their stones And raise your broken wing.

America Stands for Freedom

Plea to humanity from a fading TI

I don't want to be left to Evil pretenses of helping hands.

I need to be comforted By those who can care to understand.

I don't want to be declared insane For their hateful gain.

I need you to soothe my wounds Instead of inflicting more pain.

I don't want you to watch From a silent distance while I die.

I need you here beside me As I pray to God and cry.

A Hope to Hold Onto

To Love and Laugh and Cry

Gods Hands Work Through Our Hearts

Please Stand Up for Targeted Individuals

Please Stand up and Save Humanity

MLK's Wisdom

Love Is The Way

Dixie Chicks - Targeted

We're Saving Our Own Lives

Arms of the Angel

Conviction of the Heart

Prayer to God

Please Stop the Covert War

Unbelieved

I try to understand. I do.As my pain retreatsThe hand I reachedOut to you.Its True!

On Secret Societies

Please Stand Up for Freedom

Can You Hear It?

Technological Holocaust

The Heart Bud Book

Targeted in America

Poetic Voice of a TI

A VERY Wise Quote by MLK

"Our Concience Commands It"

God Help America

True Perfection

Return the Constitution. . .

The freedom that we boast ofIn the "good old USA"Has been beingSecretly taken away.Lets take it back -Return the ConstitutionTo it's original track.There are microwave weaponsAimed at you and meAnd people dieing for telling usBut we're too blind to see.There's an evil darknessAiming for controlAnd we just accept it,Because we don't know,Eugenics didn't stop withThe Hitler we degradeBut the Truth is being buriedDeep inside our graves.The freedom that we boast ofIn the "good old USA"Has been beingSecretly taken away.Lets take it back -Return the ConstitutionTo it's original track.

Please Stop the Covert War

On Covert Program

"United We Stand"

Stand Up for the Children

What if?

Light a Sorry Candle

Lets light a sorry candleFor every life brokenAnd for the gravest news Still left unspoken;For silence in the darkness To finally be shatteredAnd all the closed Hearts To realize what matters;For leaders of every nation To stand up for what’s rightAnd ban the lethal microwaves So dark can turn to Light.Lets Light a forgiving candle Instead of placing blameSo puppets can learn lessons And pride can replace shame.Lets let it all be known And shed a sorry tear,So humanity can return To Love again this year.

Please Let us Protect Ourselves

A Sad Truth

Love is the Answer

The Save

Crimes Are Not Natural Adversity

They even turn little teddy bears into puppets!

Better Off

Though I am trappedIn their torturous caveI'm better off than thoseWho have been enslaved.

Message for Gangstalkers

Stalking Puppets

Scrambling, little puppets line up in a row,Stumble upon each other to get to where I go.One cuts me off, while another repeats my song.All foolishly think I'm the one who's wrong.Some are veterans, still caught up in a fight,Controlled by those who intrude upon their plight.Some are only citizens who choose to believeLies and rumors cast into them by thieves.Some are just as evil as those who control -Aiming to prosecute the innocent who know.Dare I feel it. . .feel more sorry for them?Dare I pray they find their Hearts again?Sometimes I do.

Covert War

Covert words and worlds and waysAre so foreign and confusingThat I fail to understandThis game I'm surely losing.How did it all begin?And when will it end?Will controlling forcesFind their Hearts again?Did they take lessonsFrom Hitler's relationsOr just turn to darknessFor cruelty's sensations?

I Dream of

FREEDOM - from all that harms and binds,CRYING - until all the pain is gone,HEALING - for humanity's invaded minds,PEACE - like gentle waves in rolling sea,LOVE - the kind that comforts and cares,SOLITUDE - the kind that just lets me be,I dream. . .

!? "Insane" ?!

I pray for a world of peaceLove for those who are in needNo one left alone to bleedI dream. I dream. I dream.

Must be because I am insane.

I see rich people filled with greedStealing from those who are in need -Controlling this crumbling country.I see. I see. I see.

Must be because I am insane.

I see people fighting for their livesDarkness turning day to nightPeople thinking its alright.I cry. I cry. I cry.

Must be because I am insane.

I see ocults bleeding hearts and soulsHiding things that we don't knowEvil aiming for control.I know. I know. I know.

Must be because I am insane.

There are people trying to silence meIn a world that we think is free.Things I wish I could not see.I bleed. I bleed. I bleed.

Must be because I am insane.

I pray for a world of peaceLove for those who are in needNo one left alone to bleedI dream. I dream. I dream.

Must be because I am insane.

From the Shade

Grass matted down By tidal waves,Boats drifting In a calm bay,A chainsaw buzzing In the distance,A fisherman's display Of slow patience,Crows squawking At a poor man's boatBehind the little Dingy set afloat.And I sit here In the shadeThrough another Endless day -A lady in waiting For safety to rein -A waif who has Too much to gain.I dream of drifting On this peaceful seaBut that boat does not Belong to me.

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About Me

I am being heavily targeted as I write this, so please understand that these ramblings are the best I can do under indescribably difficult circumstances.
If you find discrepancies, mistakes or too much anger radiating from some of my writings. . . please understand that it is either from perpetration interference via their infiltration in my computers or through the microwaving of my brain while I am writing or from the indescribable pain I am feeling as I face these holocaustal crimes and fight to expose them for the sake of our survival. I have often combed through my writings, as I realize new things, in order to keep them as accurate and objective as is possible, but its surely not perfect.
I believe that my family was targeted for technological experimentation around 1974, and then began slowly vamping up on me. I have been through rounds of hell that are indescribable.
My birth name was Sharon LaBree. My married Name was Sharon Buck. And my pen name was Namatari Neachi. My legal name is now Sharon Rose Poet.

Knotted Rope

Oh wrap me in LoveUntil it goes away -The anger, the painAnd all that they say.Fill me with strengthTo persevere and surviveTo do the best I canAs long as I'm alive.Throw me a long line -A strong knotted ropeThat I can hold ontoWhen I lose my hope.Fill my Faith for allWith a bit for meAnd help my weary mindTo understand and see.

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I dream of the dayWhen justice lifts the weightOf darkness from our souls -When we stand in the LightGazing upon the birth of a sunriseHolding the broken pieces of our livesNot knowing how to restore themBut feeling that we canBecause we are free.I dream.