I always have a reoccurring thought pop in my head when I’m having a great or a bad time. “What’s the point?” No matter what I do or say, at best I’ll be dead and gone in 60 years. And soon after I’m dead everyone I know will also be dead...

Looking for a willing soul.
Looking for someone who experiences reoccurring bouts of nihilistic thoughts, who deals with these instances frequently.
I'm not talking about basics. I mean actual reflectance that death is the same all around, morals mean nothing, and that values...