SPM is around the corner.

Assalamualaikum. As we all know, SPM is very near to us. Just about a few weeks to go and I'm done with school. I don't know if I should be happy or nervous. I extremely want the school to end faster but at the same time, I wanna walk outta Highschool Bukit Mertajam with straight A's in hand. I don't feel confident at all because of my trial exam results. They are bad. No, not good enough. I really hope my friends and I could ace the exam with flying colours.

If only people know how much I want to make my parents proud, they will come to me and promise me to teach me till the end of the world. I really want to study that hard but I got no one to ask if I do not understand a simple thing. As always, I wil give up and close the books because I know I can't do it. Was trying to keep this heart that strong and put a wall between diligent and lazy. The wall is falling down and now I'm between them. And with the weakest heart, I choose lazy.

I am too easy to fall and I have no one to catch me back. I need someone who will always be with me and lend his/her shoulder to me. I want that someone, I need that someone. Desperately. I swear I want to catch that at least 5As or 6As but now I know it's not that easy. How should I go through this tough moment? I have planned everything but I am worried if I can't even follow the plans very well. Anyway, I pray for all the 95's . Do well in your spm okay.

"You can take everything I have. You can break everything I am. Like I am made of glass, like I am made of paper." - Demi Lovato ♥