"But I have learned fast and comprehensively since!….. in a nutshell this is his world “I’m living in my own little fantasy world because I learned as a child that the only way to get attention from people is to “be” or “do” bigger than ordinary or normal. As a result I can’t cope with a reality where I don’t control everything, because I can’t allow anyone to cause me to face up to the fact that my pretend world is not real …. it's a case of - ‘it’s my fantasy, where I can be in total control and if I want to pretend I am the chosen and appointed master of a 1000 year old samurai school, with a lineage of dead Japanese masters, loads of celebrity friends from music and film, contacts in politics and students and friends in high places then I will ….. and I will tell you a pack of lies to your face to get you to play along, getting you to believe helps me sustain my fantasy, and I may even get you to worship and adore me because its such an amazing yarn … and encourage you to spread the word of my special-ness to the world. Of course you must also pay handsomely for such a privilege because that’s how special I am in my own little world. But, if you are not going to play …. then you are out ….. regardless of your longevity, commitment or loyalty. Why? Because its not about the school, there is no school …. its all about me and my fantasy life …… and me keeping my followers hooked inside it at all costs, its all about keeping them playing the game and keeping my fantasy going…. so if you aren’t playing I cant have you risk it all!” "