You would think one would learn from mistakes, but I guess this is right in your head, being intoxicated out of your mind, is not satisfactory excuse. Is it worth the risk, the risk that you take, this could be, this could be your final mistake. You say your all alone, she's never on phone. Why won't you reliaze? this must come to a end, why can't you comprehend. Does she know where you are tonight? does she think you alone in bed? staring at your picture thinking, thinking things will be alright. that cheating is a rotten thing to do, how would you feel if she did the same to you? you'd probably yell, and scream, and shout ,"we're through" we're through, I'm through, with you. What the Hell? I give you advice but you just won't take it, you gotta crawl on your knees, and say "I'm sorry I'll never do it again." "it's ok" she says "I'll explain" he says "I cheated on you too" "We're Through"