A Journey through Twin Parenthood

In a better mood today

For some reason I’m in a much better mood today. I’m not sure what the cause is but I figured I should write about it while it lasts:) I didn’t actually sleep very well last night because I got up a total of 7 times to pee. I really need to watch my water intake before bed. Also, I had a very very horrible hot flash around midnight that kept me up for a while. I felt like I was burning up from the inside out! My cheeks were really red and I actually started sweating. Of course, when it dissipated I became extremely cold but the dogs and DH had already claimed the covers I’d thrown off so I spent the rest of the night wrestling for blankets. My good mood may also be contributed to a dream that I had. In it, we were pregnant with twin boys! It was like it was a fact though, not like that’s what the whole dream circled around (it was actually about DH being frivolous with money (which is totally true btw, and we don’t have a disposable income)). Hopefully my dream is foretelling some of the future. I don’t really care what the sex of baby/babies is/are but I just want us to be pregnant and have a healthy and happy 9 months!

I am currently struggling with infertility and am trying to share my experience with others who may be going through the same thing. Right now, my life is focused on conceiving but I also enjoy books, hiking, animals, and I absolutely love to travel.