2 months? Give it time. I find some beginners, when performing technique, try to be over protective and even attempt to hold uke up so as not to hurt them ... this is remarkably dangerous for everyone.

I've been going at it since 1992 and still get things wrong more often than not it seems. You get used to it and move on. Non attachment applies to the negative as well as the positive - let it go.

"In my opinion, the time of spreading aikido to the world is finished; now we have to focus on quality." Yamada Yoshimitsu