March 24, 2010

Tomorrow is the big day

I am headed to court tomorrow to finalize my divorce. I find that I have some mixed emotions swirling through me tonight. I feel anxious, excited, sad and dazed, to name a few. 14 years is a long time to be attached to another person/partner/husband/man. I am anxious and excited to get this wrapped up, but am sad for a few reasons: I never thought I would be here, I am setting a horrible example for my children and I am grieving the loss of a spouse. Although I really feel like I am happier than I have ever been, apparently this is the part in the divorcees life where you wonder if you will be single for the rest of your life.

More to come tomorrow after this has been signed sealed and delivered.