We had a fairly good time I would estimate :D We saw Avatar 3d, sherlock holmes and went to a friend's bday party, they were I think the highlights of our trip.

Avatar...well sucked....the 3d was not very exciting at all, the story was really bad (i was already expecting the story to be shite though), the CGI was ok, but no better or worse than some of the stuff in LOTR in my opinion. I think it was just me though that wasn't won over with the the 3D effects, I felt I could have seen ti 2d and not missed any of the excitement, yes I guess it was pretty cool to have the grass look like it was really closer, but ooooooh that was cool just didn't come to mind. Overall I liked the movie though, the narvi were cool and the forest was awesome with the neon colours....I will fast forward the scene where the horse people start getting slaughtered though...that turned my stomach a little.

Sherlock holmes was pretty good, was funny I thought....D wants to go and see that one again :D

Bday was fun, we got roaring drunk and had a laugh, met some nice people as well which I will try and track down some form of contact details for them so we can keep in touch :D

The real estate agent is coming over today to get started on all the paperwork for selling the house :) So D and I are a little excited at being mortgage free at 30 :D It is appealing I have to admit. We could have the house sold by the end of February at the latest, which means we could be in a new place by the birthday period :D Housewarming AND birthday parties if you ask me!! WOOT WOOT! :D

Anyway better go and get dressed so am not semi nude when the real estate agent does get here :D

I sometimes have moments like today, where I bought new mobiles for me and D and we have just spent the last hour fucking around with them. Suffice it to say if I could have sex and marry all the apple products I would so I could have its children.

I plugged in my new one and essentially that was done. I have no updated all my contacts between my gmail and pc, something I have been meaning to do for ages. I can now check my email via my phone and I am going to set up all my calenders now as well....

<3 Apple and its fucking brilliance :) Now to just get a new ringtone :D heeh Work on that shortly.

We are driving to Wodonga in the morning, neither of us could be bothered going this afternoon, we will likely be there until Sunday. So far the plans are to go and see Avatar and also go on a ghost tour in beechworth (I think it was beechworth) . there is also a possibility of going to the Brown Brothers winery while we are away so I can have mini orgasms at being in my one place of heaven :) hehe I should check my bank balance and see how many bottles of Cienna I can buy....bottles LOL read that as cases!!!

When I was younger I saw my daddy cry And cursed at the wind He broke his own heart And I watched As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that She would never let herself forget And that was the day I promised I'd never sing of love If it does not exist

But darlin, You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere Deep in my soul That love never lasts And we've got to find other ways To make it alone Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this Keeping a comfortable, distance And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content With loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk, but

You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality But I can't Let go of what's in front of me here I know your leaving In the morning, when you wake up Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception You, are, the only exception

Santa's image is a big ho ho noJULIA MEDEWDecember 18, 2009Santa Claus should swap the brandy and mince pies for carrot sticks and start jogging to children's homes instead of drink-driving his sleigh, a public health expert says.

Dr Nathan Grills, a fellow at Monash University's Department of Epidemiology and Preventative Medicine, yesterday accused Santa of promoting obesity, smoking, drink-driving and other dangerous activities, and said his increasing popularity should be used to encourage healthy living instead.

After conducting a literature review of Santa's links to public health, Dr Grills said Santa often appeared fat, sedentary, drunk and smoking a pipe when more responsible imagery would depict him running on a treadmill with a badge proudly declaring he had quit smoking.

Writing in a special Christmas edition of the British Medical Journal, Dr Grills said that among other things, traditional images of Santa sent a message that obesity was synonymous with cheerfulness and joviality.

He said children should be encouraged to support a healthy diet for Santa by not leaving food and alcohol out for him. This would also help adults control their weight too, because "when Santa is full, dad is a willing helper", he said.

Dr Grills said he was also concerned about Santa's "roof surfing", "chimney jumping", disregard for road rules and tendency to drink-drive and speed. "Despite the risks of high-speed air travel, Santa is never depicted wearing a seat belt or helmet," he said.

Australia's regulation of Santa impersonators was also criticised by Dr Grills, who said health checks should be imposed on participants before they are kissed and hugged by a succession of "snotty nosed kids".

"The potential for Santa in his asymptomatic phase to propagate an infectious disease is clear," he said.

Dr Grills concluded that "Santa studies" was a developing field of public health and that there was a disappointing lack of rigorous research on the topic.

Saturday night D went to drive the new car only to find the "check engine" light flashing and beeping etc, so we can't drive that, so he took the BMW instead which is having some issue we are not sure about.....

Anyway on the way home last night, the BMW kept stopping while mid drive...ie put the pedal to the metal and the car would cut out...sounds like a fuel pump thing to me and D with our limited knowledge of cars...so we left work at 5.00 and at 7.00 we were getting a tow off the freeway to my mum's house.

We were on the way home to take the new car back to the dealership, but that didn't happen, so our BMW is at my mothers house since it was closest to the freeway exit and under 8kms away (therefore free towing) and our commodore is also undriveable...so today, I have to walk to my mum's place and wait for a towie to get the BMW while D waits at home for the towie to come for the commodore, or vice versa.

Our original plan was to just drive the commodore to the dealer since it is only about 10 minutes away, however that was on the impression we could drive the BMW to get home again...since that is no longer an option, we have to get towtrucks again....for BOTH our fucking cars!!!

Isn't she Yummy...she is still with no name...however I am working on one... :D

ON a side note, we are getting some cash with the trade in, so we are gong to book our Accommodation for Sydney next week and stick some money aside for the petrol :D Have to go to Myers as well and by a wedding pressie :D o.O I love shopping for gifts!!

Nothing much else to report at the moment, everything seems to be healing well and I am feeling good...!!

So, party has occurred, I am still feeling very dodgy - but that could be lack of sleep as well as alcohol.

Anyway, was wonderful to see B in person, shame she was with twathead, but we will move past that. She is happy again and my personal feelings towards the tosspot will one day change I am sure :p (yes B, if you read this, you know I love you, and I am allowed to dislike him for a little while :) Just a month or two )

Anyway, as for the party, minxee walked in with Lord Sith and I nearly feel over with excitement and just so much happiness at seeing her. I don't get to see my minxee very often, but of all the years I have known her she has always looked sexy. God I hate her :p but yes yuminess in all her boobie hanging out action :) and the whipping!! LOL she is such a deviant!!

One of my god friend turned up as Frankenfurter from Rocky Horror and I nearly had a heart attack!! He looked so super awesome!! then he started singing and that was it, I was lost in it.

For those who don't know I was such a RHPS addict, I watched it almost every week, and every time i went to a dress up party I would dress as someone in it....somehow I managed to alway make it fit the theme.

Everyone looked awesome, had so many people dressed up - it was good to see.

I tried to get around to everyone and chat to them at least a little while but I think I failed, It is so damn hard to get to speak to so many people, but I hope I got to chat to most of them and that I am forgiven for not speaking much to any one particular person. I think the longest conversation I had was with Y and T about shaving or not shaving....

There is a blurry section in the middle where I really have no idea what went on...i just felt like I was running back and forth all night.

I had an awesome night, aside from the guilt I am feeling about not chatting to everyone for a long time, I did have fun.

I hope everyone that came appreciates how much it meant to me. I was so happy so many people came to my party.

I forgot to take piccies but minxee has assured me she has some and I believe Y took some as well. I have 2 shots....that is it...LOL

I have approx. 3 hours until people start turning up for the drunken festivities I hope to undertake tonight :)

The party doesn't get started until sunset, but well we have interstate (overseas) guests and friends who will be turning up slightly earlier to fuck about with me and have some catch up time.

I am looking forward to it.

I have had a few people tell me they aren't coming now, which as per past experience freaks me out...the last time I tried to have a BDay party everyone cancelled on the day and I was alone with D and one other friend with about a week's worth of food.

I am keeping the paranoia at bay - barely....we shall see....It is sad that people can't come up with decent excuses to miss a party anymore...even with a month's notice people still feel they can't get organised :)

I have so much left to do...I was hoping to get into the city, but in all seriousness..I just can't spare the time. I have to get some food happening, and I still have to have to do some preparation and decorations and move candles and piss fart about with a million little details.

Anyway - onward and upward I say - let's drink and be fucking merry!! I love the people who ARE coming and the fact that 2 people are FLYING IN FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!! well everyone could cancel and I would still have a fucking awesome nice with those two sexy girls of mine!

I am numb.Surrounded by people in a dark purple and black bruise of an abyss. No fear, pain, sadness, joy, emotion. Nothing.I am numb.Surrounded by people, yet alone in the shrinking moonlight, waiting for the bright sun to burn my flesh to dust.I am numb.Will you be there to help me catch my tears, or am I still alone after all.

Emotion? There is none, what was left of my heart is gone now, washed away with the rest of my belief in living.

I will continue.

I am signing off from the public, too many depressing posts you don't need to read about. My world is inside me now, none of you can have what is left of this fragile shell.

I hate what you made me do. I hate what you let me become. I hate that you are in my mind every day. I hate that you made me invisible. I hate that I am too scared to live. I hate that you took away my innocence.