If You Could See Me Now- Cecelia Ahern.

Elizabeth Egan's life runs on order: Both her home and her emotions are
arranged just so, with little room for spontaneity. It's how she counteracts
the chaos of her family -- an alcoholic mother who left when she was young, an
emotionally distant father, and a free-spirited sister, who seems to be
following in their mother's footsteps, leaving her own six-yearold son, Luke,
in Elizabeth's care. When Ivan, Luke's mysterious new grown-up friend, enters
the picture, Elizabeth doesnt know quite what to make of him. With his penchant
for adventure and colourful take on things large and small, Ivan opens
Elizabeth's eyes to a whole new way of living. But is it for real? Is Ivan for
real?

If You Could See Me Nowis a love story with heart -- and just a touch of magic

AaishanniA-

This is part of a project I'm doing, 10 books, 10 genres, 10 days.

I
know what you’re thinking. For a genre like romance, why choose an author like
Cecelia Ahern? But don’t. Don’t judge a book by its cover. Read the review. The
reason I chose this book is because it is beautiful. It is filled with fantasy
and is romance escapism.

Elizabeth is a fastidious interior decorator. She
lives a life of monotony and routine. She has always been the responsible one
in her family. As a child, her mother abandoned her family leaving her to take
care of her younger sister. Her father is still awaiting his wife’s return. Her
younger sister is an alcoholic whose child, Luke is left in care with Elizabeth.
Elizabeth tries her best to get along with Luke but the burden of
responsibility has her tightly wound up and in this she has forgotten how to
enjoy herself.

When Ivan from 'Ekam Eveileb' comes to visit
Luke, Elizabeth feels Luke is making him up as little children do sometimes.
She treats him as Luke’s imaginary friend and ignores the situation most of the
time. After a while, she begins to see
him but still treats him as the father of a friend of Luke. As time goes by,
the focus of the book shifts from the relationship of Luke and Ivan to
Elizabeth and Ivan. Their relationship
graduates from that of friendship to love. He helps her rediscover herself, get
rid of all her inhibitions and generally let loose. She starts to believe in
fairy tales again, in love again.

As the relationship blossoms, Ivan goes to his
boss Opal for advice. He has fallen in love with her. This is where we find out
that he was her imaginary friend. The same person that only she and Luke could
see. In that world, imaginary friends can only exist till the person NEEDS
them. When they blossom as people even if they still want their imaginary
friends they can’t have them as they disappear and throw themselves into
helping someone else. Opal tells Ivan that there is no point of pursuing this
relationship because unlike him Elizabeth will grow old and eventually stop
seeing him (in the literal sense).

Yes, the end is slightly tragic. But don’t all
the immortal love stories end tragically? Ivan slowly fades in Elizabeth’s eyes
and he visits her in a dream, telling her why he has to leave. They end up
together without each other. Thus ends the magical journey back home. Back home
to childhood, back home to oneself. Free from everything yet bonded to
something.

The best about this book is that although the
theme seems childish, it isn’t. It really has quite a deep meaning to it and if
you can read between the complexities and layers of the book, you’re sure to
enjoy it.

Rating- 4.5/5

Favourite Quotes/excerpts:

·
“She likened it to a
childhood crush, such strong almost obsessive feelings, but more, it had depth.
She felt attracted to everything about him, the way he talked, the way he
dressed, the words he used, his apparent innocence. Yet he was filled with a
deep knowledge of wise insights. He always said the right things, even when she didn't want to hear them. The darkness lifted and she could suddenly see
beyond. When he breezed into the room, he brought clarity and brightness with
him. He was walking hope and she could tell that things for her be… not
fantastic or wonderful or happily ever after, but that they could be okay. And
that was enough.”

·
“You've come to give
me a piece of your mind, I repeated, looking at her. "You know that phrase
is really beautiful. The mind is the most powerful thing in the body, you know,
whatever the mind believes, the body can achieve. So to give someone a piece of
it...well, thank you, Elizabeth. Funny how people are always intent on giving
it to the people they dislike when it really should be for the ones they love.
There's another funny thing. But a piece of your mind...what a gift that would
be." I looped the last stalk and formed a chain. "I'll give you a
daisy chain in return for a piece of your mind." I slid the bracelet onto
her arm.She sat on the grass. Didn't move, didn't say
anything, just looked at her daisy chain. Then she smiled and when she spoke
her voice was soft. "Has anyone ever been mad at you for more than five
minutes."I looked at my watch. "Yes. You, from the
o'clock this morning until now.”