so after my big looong cry last night..... I woke up ... seeing a silver lining :) ... Things will get better!
not being in a job is not a good thing really, especially if its essential for you to be working. I guess that's what I needed to see .... for a while.
Its usually the times that I am overwhelmed ... A song comes around :)
so here is a new song (another improv) .... its been what? 3 months and not one song came out. so here we go!