I fear the worst happened. ..

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DeniseyRay wrote:

Dear March Sisters, please send encouraging words my way. Hubby and I have opted to keep this pregnancy a secret from our families. But I need to vent and recieve some woman-to-womansupport. Today, I should be 7 weeks, but I'm afraid that I may not have made it. Thursday morning, I realized my breast were no longer sore and tender as they had been. But I've heard that symptoms can come and go. So I didn't stress it. Then, later on that afternoon, I expelled a tiny corn-flake-sized piece of pink tissue. From there, hubby and I went to emergency. They did a sonogram. They saw an embryo and a sac. Also, it measured 6+3, which indicated growth since my first sonogram, a week ago, at 5+5. However, they couldn't find a heart beat, as they had a week ago. So, yesterday (Friday) I made an emergency appointment at my obgyn office. They did no procedure, but just urged that I wait out the weekend, then do another ultrasound on Monday. They compassionately advised that I be prepared to expect the worse, because that's the most likely outcome in this scenario. I'm a Christian woman of faith, so Im trying to be prayerfully optimistic. Truthfully, I'm nervous and afraid, that the docs may be right. Since Thursday, I've continued to expel tiny itty-bitty pink pieces of tissue. No blood. No cramps. No pain. Also, to be quite honest, I don't 'feel' pregnant anymore. I haven't experienced my prego symptoms (appetite and breast soreness) since Thursday. All this is disconcerting, but I won't know anything definitively until the Monday ultrasound. I'll spend this weekend wearing my brave face, praying for a miracle. Please send prayerful support my way.

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