This page was created to keep our family and friends up-to-date on Isabella's battle with brain cancer. She has completed her chemotherapy and physical therapy at NYU Medical Center in New York City. She has also completed her proton radiation treatment at Boston's Mass General Hospital. With her tremendous spirit and courage, along with all of our support, she will ultimately prevail.

About Isabella

From the day she was born, we knew that Isabella was a free-sprited, fun loving kid. She loves to do everything that a kid loves to do: play, sing, and dance. She is also extremely smart. Isabella has an older sister, Annalise, and a younger brother, Nathaniel.

On November 17, 2008, an MRI showed that Isabella had a massive 10 cm tumor in her brain, and it was promptly removed. It was diagnosed as a malignant glioma and underwent chemotherapy to try and remove the remaining cancer cells. She also underwent proton radiation therapy at Boston's Mass General Hospital.

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Friday, October 7, 2011

It's well past 1am now, and thankfully, Isabella is resting comfortably in her hospital bed now. But the start of the day, and the past couple days had been much more stressful. It all started on Monday when we got a call from her school that she complained of a headache. We thought it was odd, but we noticed no other symptoms. But on Tuesday, she was only able to manage to get single words out instead of full sentences. On Wednesday, she couldn't speak at all, and cried constantly at the frustration of not being able to communicate. She also didn't eat dinner, then threw up during the evening. We contacted Isabella's oncologist who said she would schedule an MRI for Friday, then we would start some chemo treatment shortly thereafter. This made us feel a bit better since at least we were going to be doing something.

I stayed home from work on Thursday because we had a meeting at Isabella's school in the late morning to go over some special therapies she needs. Isabella did not have a good sleep Wednesday night, and because she was feeling pretty cruddy, we thought we'd keep her home on Thursday. Since Isabella couldn't speak, we installed an app on the iPad that allowed her to point to pictures and words to allow her to communicate with us. One of Isabella's other symptoms is that in addition to not being able to speak, she was having difficulty eating. We were extremely worried that Isabella would get even weaker if she didn't or couldn't eat anything. So, in the morning, we decided that after our meeting at the school, we'd take Isabella in to the children's clinic in NYC, where she could get some fluids and figure out what to do about her eating. One of the options is to give her a feeding tube, which is a tube that goes up her nose and down to her stomach through which nutritional supplements would be fed. It doesn't look pretty, but it's an option we'd consider once we met with our oncologist.

But during the course of the morning, Isabella seemed to grow worse. She would constantly cry and complained about her head hurting, which made us worry even more. We decided to cancel the meeting with the school and headed right into New York to have her looked at. We hoped that getting some fluids in her might make her feel better. On our way in, our doctor called us and said that she arranged to have an emergency MRI ASAP, so we drove right to the MRI at NYU. We would go meet with our doctor at the clinic afterwards. This got me anxious right away because I knew that one way or another, we were going to find out what was going on. While we were sitting in the waiting area, Isabella would slip between sleeping and waking up complaining of a headache. I had horrible flashbacks to that night almost 3 years ago when we had the MRI in the same location and sitting in the same seats where a surgeon sat next to us and said he had to remove a 10cm tumor from Isabella's head. Julianne accompanied Isabella into the MRI as I stayed back in the waiting area. When they finally came out, I nervously asked Julianne, "Is that it? Can we go to the clinic?". "Yes," she replied and smiled because she was thinking the same thing as me. If they had seen something drastically wrong, they would have kept us there to discuss a possible surgery or at least be admitted to the hospital. But they let us go and we walked the few blocks to the clinic.

We finally got to the clinic around 2:30 or 3:00. They immediately got us into a treatment bed where they gave Isabella some fluids and Tylenol to help relieve her headache. They were ready to give some morphine if necessary but we were going to see if the Tylenol was enough. At some point, our doctor came in and asked us if we wanted to look at the scans. I immediately didn't get a good feeling, since the last time we had an emergency scan in June, the first thing she said when she saw us was that everything looked stable. Today, she definitely had a more urgent feel. When we went into the room, Isabella's scans were up on the monitor, and one by one, she went through and compared today's slides with June's slides and pointed all the areas of tumor that were noticeably larger. She showed us areas where there appeared to be intracranial bleeding that was being caused by the tumor taking over critical blood vessels. She showed us where the midline of the brain was shifting due to pressure caused by the bleeding. It was this pressure and shifting that was causing Isabella's headaches and preventing her from being able to speak properly.

As she went through each slide, I felt a giant wave of nausea overcome me as I broke into a cold sweat. For a while, I was suddenly a hundred miles away, looking in, as Julianne burst into tears as she asked some questions. How could this be? Isabella was doing so well. Just on Saturday, she took a swim lesson which she proclaimed was "awesome!". I closed my eyes and rubbed my head as I felt my own head start throbbing. We were wondering what our options were and how much time was left? Julianne called her parents to relay the grim news and they immediately started their five hour drive from Vermont. I called Annalise who was just getting out of school to tell her the news, as well as my mother and brother. We began talking about last rites, Hospice care, and funeral arrangements - all things we were hoping not to discuss for a long time. Our doctor had spoken to the neurosurgeon who first operated on Isabella and he felt that she was not a candidate for surgery. That was greatly disappointing to us because this neurosurgeon is one of the best and most aggressive in the world, and if he didn't want a piece of this, then no one would. But although surgery was off the table, not all other treatments (such as chemotherapy) were. But still, we wondered what was next?

Our doctor simplified everything by telling us that we needed to get Isabella stable and comfortable. In addition to the fluids and tylenol, they gave Isabella some steroids, which are used to reduce the swelling and pressure in her brain. It seemed to help a little because Isabella was able to sleep for a little while without waking up because of a headache. We would need to be admitted to the main hospital at NYU so that they could give her steroids at regular intervals for a least a couple days and observe her. We would worry about the tumor afterwards.

We finally got settled into our hospital room around 5:30 or 6:00. What was really nice, but really unsettling was how urgently the nurses were treating us. They're normally really great and responsive when we came in for chemo cycles, but today, they were super attentive and responsive. It's like they knew things were serious this time. We were also originally put into a double room with a roommate, but as soon as a single freed up, they moved us right over. Again, it's nice to get the special attention, but at the same time, it's kinda scary, knowing that they must have seen our situation dozens of times before.

Isabella slept for a couple hours and woke up around 8:30. She said, "I have to go to the bathroom." Julianne and I looked at each other in shock because this was her first complete sentence in a couple days. "OK!" we said and whisked her off to the bathroom. At another point, she walked on her own from the bathroom to her bed, which was another remarkable sign that perhaps the steroids were working to relieve some pressure. Although her appetite is not back yet, she did manage to gobble down two potato chips, which was the first things she ate in over 24 hours. We do expect her appetite to increase since one of the side effects of steroids is an increased appetite.

Finally, I do want to mention the tremendous support that we've gotten not just on this occasion, but over the past three years. Within minutes of my last post, Facebook immediately started hopping with prayers for Isabella requests. I know it may be just a simple gesture, but it does mean a lot to our family. We're still not out of the woods just yet, and even if the steroids do their thing, we still have to contend with controlling the bleeding and the tumor growth.

So when I first started writing this post, it was a little after 1am. It is now after 3 am, and as I mentioned, Isabella is resting comfortably. I thank you for allowing me to share our day with you.

1 comment:

Thank you for sharing your most personal and heartbreaking moments with your Marvin family. We all appreciate being able to open this page and know how you and your family are doing, no matter what the situation. Though I know at times it must be so difficult to share all of this with the world, please know that we all share your pain and your triumphs.

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