My Best Friend

MY BEST FRIEND
I left him in that place
Of forgotten things
Told him I come back someday
Left and never stayed
I feel bad for doing what I did
I'm ashamed cause he never came
I see lights at his house
I step out and he can't be found
I shut my mouth
Go inside hit the wall
I cry
He trusted me
He gave up on me
I feel ashamed
Hate that day
I'm going back
I run for days
Months go by
Times flies
I walk that dark place
Could he be here?
I see him
And say
We have to go
He didn't moved a muscle
No breath to be heard
No pulse felt
Was I too late?
Shoulda came that day
I'm ashamed
I cry in plead
He's not awaking
Look what I done
My Best Friend is gone
I walk home
I cry, hit the walls
It's all my fault
I take this knife
Shove it through my eye
For this
I deserve to die