ADDICTED TO PREGNANT WOMEN; I SLEEP WITH BABY MOTHERS UNTIL BIRTH

Dear Newsteam , I have a serious weird somewhat fetish addiction that I soon may have to break from.

Ever since I learned that I am not able to get a woman pregnant, I have this fetish love to have sex with pregnant women.

I am the kind of person who would go around sleeping with pregnant single baby mothers and as soon as the child is born I am out of that attachment.

I don't consider myself ever being in a committed relationship with any woman due to my condition and even though I am told 'we' can always adopt, I still can't see my self raising someone else's child. I might sound selfish but that is just who I am.

I have since found myself in a situation that I am finding it hard to pull from.

I have fallen in love with a man's wife.

For some strange reason, I have grown so attached to this pregnancy that brought a child who has visible features that match me.

I'm finding it hard to imagine that I may be apart of that pregnancy.

I am scared to do a DNA test.

At this point, my thoughts are trapped between the future and past as am not even sure again how we started off in the first place.