Saturday, April 30, 2011

I have to confess that my favourite colour now is Mustard Yellow.
If I have some income, I'll love to get that mustard yellow bag form Vincci and that lovely mustard yellow moccasin from Tods.
But I don't have income, so.....those 'wanna have" have to go into my wish list and wait for the day I get my pay cheque from ICEM.

I went out with my friends today and I feel that Frontier has too much gossips.
Such a small company but so so much gossips.
How can a company of less than 15 people have so much gossips??
To be honest, no matter where we go, small company or big company, there will be politics.
The question is :"How to stay away from it?"
Some make it seems like a predator and prey national geographic channel, you don't kill, you'll starve to death.
Some say that it's the survival of the fittest.
Bc say it's human nature.

Again, if Frontier is such a dangerous forest, how come I don't feel like that in the 6 months that I worked in Frontier?
Am I just lucky or am I being ignorant?

Don't talk about company, even in class, there's too much of gossips going around.

Can you dislike someone if you don't even know that person?
YES you can.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Today is a very meaningful day to us Christian and it is more meaningful than Christmas.
Today is the day to remember God's sacrificial love for us and the day where he died so that we may live.
A day of reflection and repentance.=)

I think the hardest part of being a Christian is to Fear God and be imitator of Christ.
We are imperfect but yet He still choose to love us, we are unworthy but yet he is merciful.

Only through him that the righteous stand and the wicked falls.
Yet each act leads to its own punishment, at the day of judgment.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Tick tock on the clock...
Revision is starting soon and I'm far from being prepared for CLP.
Errands to run tomorrow, and hopefully my brain still could work in top gear tomorrow in the library.

Firstly, I need to be able to wake up early and get going tomorrow.
Mum nags about Hazel Mazel and CLP, and how HM will affect my CLP...I guess she is over worried about me. Like I say, the greatest concern to her is that I WILL STUDY UNTIL I GO CRAZY. Love you mum for all your concerns but I'm a stubborn head that still will go on to do what I believe is beneficial.

Will HM affect my CLP?
It will if I allow it to.
It won't if I don't allow it to.

Everything is in the mind and nothing is impossible.
You will only be affected if you allow it to, and it's meaningless to get affected for the wrong reasons.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

I had the best dream yesterday night!
I dreamt that I could fly and I was as though in the movie "King Arthur". In the dream, I was one of the heroin which managed to escape the arrest of the evil magicians while all my other friends were held captive in the magician's tower.
During the arrest, I was at home with my friends and family, even BC was in my dream.haha.then when the magicians came, I hid on top of the roof, that was when I realised that I could fly.
I then flew to King Arthur to tell him what happened and there was a lovely princess which is Arthur's lover that gave birth to a lovely prince.

The feeling of flying is fantastic, but of course it's not realistic at all.

Then the dream ended and another dream started, I was working in this company and the first day of my job, I was assigned to learn from Ian Wright-the tea maker of the company. In my dream, I was like "This company hired Ian Wright to make tea?They must be paying him very well for him to fore go his hosting occupation."

Then during my work, Angie was my colleague but I felt asleep during work and when I was sleeping, the dream switched back to King Arthur, where I continue to fight with the magicians to rescue my family and friends.

Of course we succeeded in the rescue and the country was back to peace, all the evil magicians were chased out of the country and everyone shouted :"Hail, King Arthur!"

That was when the happy bubble pops, I woke up *still in my dream* and my boss (he is a tall mat salleh) told me that I was fired because I slept during working hours.WTH?

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

I'm not a super duple fan of Jay Chou but I admire his talent in music, his personality and his eagerness to create songs that will last through generations.
This is one of my favourite song which titled-the smell of paddy. This song teaches us to be contented and to always appreciate people around us.
Going back to the basic in life, when we're young and the world is less complicated and happiness is a very day thing.

Now as we grow older, we worry and worry and worry about everything.
We fight, we argue, we compare, we always wanna win...while one side of the world is picking up the pieces (Japan), the other side of the world goes to war (Libya).
When do people learn to make peace and not war?

I just got the news that my 3rd aunty in Ipoh has 4th stage cancer.
It's a very heart breaking news indeed.

So we spend like more than an hour in Padini Concept Store, checked out Eclipse, Nose, Pull & Bear, Sembonia etc and ended up in Forever 21, where we finally got Vera a leopard print toga dress that looks dazzling on her.

The moment she walked out from the fitting room,

I was like "Okie, you so gonna get this!"

Mun bought a dark blue leggings and a long necklace from Forever 21, and I got myself a grey legging *which I was searching for quite some time since last year*

Was very close to getting a bag from Forever 21 but choose not to because this month is gonna incur a lot of spending, so gonna control on shopping. *birthdays in April are all in a roll*

Anyway, was also very close to buying that pair of white jeans from PDI but they don't have my size!

Monday, April 11, 2011

I went for Sushi King's RM2 Bonanza for the first time today. Can't compare Sushi King to other restaurants like Hokkaido Ichiban or Senjyu sushi, for the price I paid, it's fairly good. Still likes the egg mayo and golden ball at Sushi King.=D
After lunch was coffee at Winter Warmers, long chat about everything that comes to mind, from work to relationship to studies to travel...

And yes, in a few months time, it's really stepping out to the society for real.
Everything is moving so fast, and I will miss the time in college, especially the time I spend with my friends.

The girl behind the scene

A girl who was saved by grace and mercy..A girl who don't fake things up..Simple and transparent..Shopaholic from birth..splurges on good food..stingy on gadgets..love God, love her family. love him, love her friends, love pasta, love the rain, love the outdoors, love to travel, love to sing, love to share, love the simpliest things on earth that brings happiness..A girl who have a strong ego and believes that she can achieve whatever she wants in life if she wants to. A girl who hold on to her principles, have no regrets in her choices and take responsibility of whatever she is doing.