Monday, December 17, 2007

Tired and more tired

I have been trying to rest up since Friday's office party and Saturday's Cmas at my house with my family. I don't bounce back like I use to.. and Friday I had two glasses of wine and that was it!

I think I'm mentally draining myself and then I'm so drained I cannot do much of anything after work. I felt the "blues" coming over me and realized today was day my grandmother passed away. It's been 3 years.. you'd think the pain would lessen. Then I have Rich and his mom and brother... the passing of my FIL was way too soon. I see my husbands brain churning at family gatherings - his father should still be here. No more memories to be made. No more things to look forward to. No more talks, visits.. it's just too damned depressing.

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You know, I find myself missing my grandparents that have passed on more as time goes by. It's been 5 years since my grandfather passed away, and I miss him a lot. It's been just a year since my grandmother passed away, and I am really missing her!