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In the last chapter we learned that the Master of this world and of the universe has given us at our birth a fractal of his Divine Spirit on our way through this incarnation. And this fractal leaves us only when we finally make our last breath. This sparkle of His Spirit in some humanoid figure He has cleverly hidden in the 5th secret chamber of the human heart. This is what we call our “GodSelf”, the fractal of His Divinity in us (pars pro toto) which reacts to our striving for more spiritual perfectness and it may also grow and enlarge respectively.

Ute Posegga-Rudel: she writes from her “GodSelf” wonderful messages – but mostly in English although Her mother-tongue is German. Yet her messages display such a depth of thoughts so that one may read them repeatedly again and again and one needs some more time than usually in order to move in one ´s own heart the intended rightfulness of sequence.

With the best of my forces/talents and my asking for support from my extraterrestrial helpers I shall endeavour to translate one message here. But naturally I cannot give any guarantuee for doing it in the sense of Ute and to her content. However, I shall try it at least. It is my opinion that if you read the message with your heart – even the text in German – everything will land rightfully there where it is intended to anchor. And what about your souls? They certainly will feel much enriched.

I AM is not what you think. I AM begins when your vibration rises above the frequency of thought and even the Mind and the total body-mind that is the cosmos. I AM is not even the frequency of the stillness of the heart in the middle of your chest. Because it is bound to a location that is body based and belongs to the mortal human psycho-physical structure.

Many of you only think “I AM”, identified with a finite body-mind and “think” that you “know” what It is. But the truth is, most of you know nothing beyond mind. You merely have an idea, an intuition perhaps, a feeling about it. And what you do is to project this idea from your presumed center within the circumference, thereby creating an imagination.

Most of you are submitted to random thought patterns, suggesting you are in touch with the Real Source. But this is not so. There are veils after veils of mind disguising Me. And so you are bereft of your own Truth and Divine Reality, creating ideas of want and need about matters of ascension, ideas that would hopefully make ineffective the pain and suffering of this existence in low density. It is a hopeful escape.

Escaping the un-real creates more un-real worlds, as escaping itself is a gesture of illusion. You cannot escape, not one situation, because you always take with you what you desire to escape! It is done with the desperate hope not to have to deal with what you escape.

But what you try to escape is always something that belongs to you intimately. Be it your karma or your unwanted belief-systems, experiences, and so on. All of that IS yours, part of the work you wanted to explore and to know in this density …. and to transcend it, sooner or later.

So as you don’t like what you see here, you escape into the idea of “I AM”, imagining that you have realized it, that you have BECOME IT. But as long as you seek to escape any experience instead of fully accepting and embracing it and transcending it into unconditional love, you cannot and will not truly know “I AM”.

I AM arises naturally as the Reality of Divine Radiant Source-Existence, when you have entirely surrendered all of your experiences, high and low, because they have no binding effect on you, as you fully have relinquished your identification with and re-action to them.

I AM is not based on a point with a circumference that you call “I”. It is not based on a separate entity. I AM is not the “I” thought of that finite entity you are identified with. Because “I AM” is not mortal, it is not mind-based.
Although “I AM” Is Everything, It does not think at all. It is free of imagination and duality, desire and any idea about something. It is not an object you can think of or observe. As long as you observe, locate or look at “I AM” It remains an idea, a hopeful wish to have realized IT already. And that you are enlighted and have no more work to do.

There I AM is nothing like an enlarged ego-tought, a grandiose idea of false divinity where you are not required to do the real work to realize your highest truth, but instead you are stalled, lost in fanatasy-land. It is a deception to keep you from growing truly into Me, Your True Self, to know and be I AM, untouched by thought´s beliefs, concepts and thereby separate notions.

In the beginning of the chapter I mentioned the latin saying ” pars pro toto” which means as much as “a part of the total whole and for the total whole”. Herewith is meant a fractal but not only a pure fractal but some part which reflects the total whole as system and structure. It reminds me of the Stem-Cells of the human body which in their unit also reflect the total whole as system. As these Stem.Cells are fractals of their human body so is the Divine Sparkle, the GodSelf, one fracral of the Creator, “The-All-What-There-Is. It is advisable to read much about the formation of fractals and the Research of the Chaos.

I think you will have obtained certainly a little idea of the fact which is displaying around the “GodSelf”. There are still some hints and links, some videos about other messages below under the Foodnotes, And as for ever: …to be continued in Chapter 17…

In the recent days when I was busy with translating the message of the “GodSelf” via Ute P.-R. about the “I AM” simultaneously Steve Beckow posted a sequence of 2 articles covering many items of the sayings of the “GodSelf” and complementing it.