About Me

hmmm... i luv being myself... regardless of wat others think bout me... i am wat i am.. im not gonna change if peep ask me to... i only change if i want to as long it doesnt hurt anybody... n dats cool with me... so get to knw me... then judge me...

Thursday, February 26, 2009

its thursday... so, lets party!!! but sadly i got class tomrw... SHOOT!!! graphic n layout clas to b exact... but luckily its goin to b 1 hour clas... haha... so first ting in da morning i wana wake up a bit late as my clas was supposed to b at 10.30 but my mum called me all of a sudden like aroun 8a.m... she asked me to listen carefuly... i didnt hear anyting.. then she told me dat its was faizal tahir... such a relieve to hear my mum's voice in da morning eventho i sipposed to wake up at ermmm at least 9.30a.m... well thanx mum for waking me up( haha... ruining my sleep actually)... hmmm... my family gona come to KL this weekend.. YEAY!! thats mean im gettin' sum money... hahah...

i went to class this morning... principle to journalism... with mr. khairul nizam... (sir if u reading my blog thanx eh) haha... well da class wen gud... but 2 asgnmnts were been given... 1 is 4 individual n 2nd is a grup asgnmnt... but thres a drama occurred in da clas but i wont explain it... but as a group consist of me anna wendy n shida were assign to visit Nanyang Siang Pau newspaper company to do an asgnmnt... well, at first i kinda regret it but later on i become more positive bout it... well at least Mr. nizam said dat thre r frenly n vry efficient in delivering th news... hahah... thank sir... N u didnt attend da MARCOM clas today... kinda tired... rily tired...

later dat evening i went to Public speaking clas... it was great as usual... but i was late 30 mins 4 da clas... da clas was held at da Applied Science faculty.. we went back n gathered at McD till 10 sumting till shida n company arrived... huhu... so after dat we went to ASIA cafe to hang out... my fav place to hang out... played sum foosball n went back to McD... n i wrote this blog...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

lame tittle... hahah... DAMN!!! da mornig started vry urghh... i had to park at PDG KAWAD... n took a bus from thre to my fac... SHOOT!!! but wat can i do? n its raining thru out da morning... so i reached to da clas a bit late.. 15 mins late n aeina told me dat i missed somting in da clas..

da day started off with da eco clas... Pn. nurul huda... she kinda strict... but wat wat can we do? shes a lecturer... n as a student we have to respect her... at first yes i admit dat i kinda dislike her... but aftr wat ucop n amm had told me i kinda try to like her... well at least i tried kn?? she gave us back the test dat we did last week... i got 26 n half/ 40 marks... its ok... n im vry lucky coz wat i answered is based on wat i had learned in STPM... but kinda help a bit... n wat i proud was i didnt copy anyting... hahaha...

after da class anna orton asked me whether i wana join her for a lunch at SACC mall... so i agreed n took aeina along with me... aeina n i went thre first b4 anna did... anna fetched wendy's BF, sufi at his house... so we had lunch thre n anna bought a new pair of shoes again!!! MAN!!! i hate her... im jeles... seems like she buy new pair of shoes every week.... ARGHHH!!!!

so i went home alone... aeina riding anna's car home... soon as reached home i got to amm's bed n slept... i slept till dusk... im soooo tired... n its worthed to sleep considering i hardly sleep lately... soon as i awake... ucop n i geting redi to go to public speaking clas... it was great... da lecturer was very friendly... i like her... aftr clas we went to sempeneh to lpak n i bring along aidil... we hang out till midnite n karaoke 4 awhle at mama laundry n met naz fushi amm n ameer at BARRA...

we went home anta aidil n got home... n wrote this very post... NYTE guys...

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

hmmm.... monday started not very pleasently... i woke up late... i forgot dat i hav a clas at 8.30... i woke up around 8.36a.m... at first i was soooo reluctant to attend da clas but my instinct to me so, so to clas i went... and thankfully to Mr. Nizam da 2nd was cancel... how unfortunate... huhu... but we got this talk to attend compulsory to all journ student... a Talk on Gaza issue.. it wasnt sooo bad at all.. n later on i met ain to pass up da MAMA's work n home i went after dat... after reaching home, da 1st intetion was to sleep... but it was a failure... i cudnt sleep at all... at nite i was soooo lazy to go out... so all of my ouzmates juz stay at home... n at da same nite also i helped ucop with mama's asgnmnt n doin my translation asgnmnt afterward... n i only managed to sleep aroun 2.30a.m....

TUESDAY

the day started vry lonely... i hate tuesday for 2 reasons... 1st is da schedule 4 2day is pack!!! n i had to get redi to go to cals alone... all of my ouzmates didnt hv any clas in da mornig.. i felt rily lonely... soon as i reached at da back gate of UiTM, i realized dat im not able to go thru da usual path to FKPM... i wonder Y... so da gurad told me dat all students ned to park their cars at pdg kawad... WAT da HELL!!! its 1 kilometre away form my faculty... how can i walk? SHOOT!!! but i gone thru da guard and managed to park at da usual place i pasrk my car...

da 1st clas i stranslation clas... i pass up my assgnmnt... after da clas me, shida n aeina went to melati... shida want to bind up her asgnmnt n we met anna and wendy... then we went to DC to hv breakfst n off we went to clas without wendy... for da first time... shida n myself were being complimanted by Mr. Norsham... thanx sir... i nver thought dat our design for da masthead turned out to be pretty... after clas we went to DC back... this time i ned to print a document.. n i sweat like a HELL... da PSYCHO clas was sooo terible... not bcoz of the lecturer... its my fault entirely... n da last clas was da interpersonal comm clas... i got back my asgmnt 4 da movie critic.. i got 9/10 mark.. thank god... it seems like my hardwork paid off... evnthou i didnt slept doin dat asgnmnt n had to drive home da day aftr but i cudnt care less as i got da great mark... n we had to pass up da explorace asgnmnt... i was soooo nervous bcoz mama want evry group to tell wat is their contribution in finishing da asgnmnt... i admit dat i didnt help a lot my group members in finishing it up... but i do help them a bit.. at least i done my work... nadia, 1 of my group members was crying aftr da confession.. i wonder y... i wana ask her but soo afraid... maybe tmrw...

Sunday, February 22, 2009

nothing much happened... but later in the evening i went to the library to finish up my group assignment with HER and faten... we're in da same group... and everyting went good... especially da title... Obsessive Compulsive Disorder... wat a great title pointed by me... hahaha... thanx to me... n dat nite i, ucop, nora, amm n aidil went to UPTOWN danau kota in damansara... da place was ok... but uptown S.a was way more better... hhuhu... n after dat we went to ASIA CAFE... my fav place to hang out... we ate a bit n went up for foosball... huhu... i it was GREAT!!!!!

FOOSBALL... greatest game ever considering i prefer indoor games...

SATURDAY

i went out with HER and faten... at first ucop(kimora) want to joiin us but changed his mind at da very last moment... so i went to watch movie n soping a bit... i bought a long sleeve plain white tee at ZARA for RM19.90 n a clutch 4 my sis at MNG for Rm55... its soooo cheaaaapppp... considering the brand la... we watched "The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button"... greatest movie ever 4 diz year... last year best movie 4 me was Cloverfield... after dat SHE bought some clothes n da her first intention which was to buy sandal was forgotten... later on we went back to S.A... eat at BARRA n went home... all of us...

in front of PAVILION....

SUNDAY

wat a great day to start coz i woke up late... around 12 p.m kot... n then i had my brunch with couple of hot dags n some peanut butter jelly sandwich... after dat ucop n i cooked lunch... ayam msak kicap n sayur goreng... da dishes turned out to be sssssoooooooo delishhh... eventhou thres no salt were put inside bcoz we r running out of it... hahah... late on at around 6... we went to Klang... the plan was to buy some groceries but i n ucop bought this cooollll shirt at Wh storein Juco Bkit Tinggi... i, amm, ucop n aidil were having fun time outing... we bought da same shirt but diff color... we went back to S.A at around 10p.m n ate at SEC 17... da fuds was great n da price were da cheapest ever... hahah... we went back n aidil came to our house n ucop n i helped him with ECO... da Ques were F**king HARD!!! opppssss.... then i slept to start da new day off tomorrow... hmmmmmmmmmm..........

Thursday, February 19, 2009

huhuhuhu... at last da week full of tests is finish... no more burning da midnite oil juz for da sake of geting A anymore... well at least not at the moment... future maybe... today da principle of journalism test wass great... i mnaged to answer most of da ques... but as 4 da marcom test... i was LOST!!! TOTALLY LOST!!!! huhuh... but i do answer it...

hmmm... after class i mnaged to go out with HER... with faten as well... hahah sibok je... im not in da best condition rite now... lots of things goin on in my mind... evnthou sumtime i fellt stupid bcoz da matter is soooo trivial but yet i still keep thinking bout it... arghhh... i x knw wen its gona come to da end... BTW after dat ucop join us n nora later on... we lepak till dusk n i sent to da college ucopnora n i nwent to bintang to buy sum groceries... hahahah...

tonite we plan to go out... sumwhre... coz i tink i deserved sum entertainment... i ned to buy sumting to make me feel gud... hahaha...

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: i got a GREAT PLAN 4 HER!!! juz wait n see... anna orton i ned ur help in this matter... hahahahah....

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

hmmmm today got economy's test... n as usual i didnt have enuf time to finish it... to many input to elaborate... but over all i satisfied with wat i had done... at least i didnt copy... hahahah...

anyway dats feeling strike again... especially wen i was around wit my frens... da gurls... i x knw y... its like im not being myself... its like im feeling very insecured n not comfortable in my own skin... juz dont knw y its getting worser... every single minutes... HELP ME!!! hope every1 understand... i nver had this feeling before.. its eating me inside... slowly yet painfully... i need sum1 to talk 2... but i x knw who... i talked 2 HER... but i x want to burden HER... enuf of wat i had done to HER... im juz a pathetic person... probably i usualy being pampered by peep around me... so to my fren... plz help me n understand me... im in teenage's dillema... REAL DILEMMA...

hmmm.... 4 tests in a single week? OMG... its killing me slowly... but watever it is i have go throu it sumhow n pray 4 me that i will end up winning da battle... ARGHH!!! so many ting to tink rite now... personaly n academicly... i guess im in dilemma...

today clas was ok... thank god da graphic clas was cancel.. evnthou all of my clasmates were like crazee to finish up da asgmnet he gave us last week.... n mama's clas, we were diskusing bout wat happen in umah ank yatim last weekend... kinda like post mortem... i was SUX in delivering my point on wats hapening thre... i kinda confuse... eventhou i had done almost all da job on Logistic dept. still i was blamed 4 not deligate da work... da ting is i do pity 2 of my members to do it... so, bcoz i got my CLK.. its even easier 4 me to do it... dont want to burden them! but wat i hate is thres a guy on da same biro as me said that i didnt tel him wat to do... HELLO... if i didnt tel u y dont u ask me whether i ned help or not... u didnt ask me.. not even once!!! STOOOPID!!!!

hmmm... im having a mood swing today... i wasnt soo energetic as wat usually i'd be... but still i laughed but it look insincered... sowi guys... but da reason i had a mood swing today was i been told sumone asking me sumting dat is not me... sumting dat i wouldnt expect sumone would ever ask me... bcoz of this, thres been lot of ting goes on my mind... am i dat obvious? is it bcoz of my personality? clothes dat i wear? or it juz 1st impression dat peep simply do to get close? PROBABLY... argh watever... im juz a human being... i do have flaws... it jus i try my best to hide it... n hopefully i will become a better person in da future... Insyallah...

Mr. syAEr dEAnp/s: dilemma is part of teenager's life... im not sure where im goin... it just blurred...

Sunday, February 15, 2009

as i said i missed posting blog on my blog... incapable of doing so most of my inner thought and feeling buried inside my mind and heart... it juz sux to not able to let loose of ur feeling and share with the peeps who r wilingly to listen n hopefully understand wats happening in my life... but as shida alwasys said, "mak KENTAL".. so i juz keep it to myself n hoping peeps will understand me...

da first event i'd gone thru was Interpersonal Communication's Explorace (InteR-ACE) n i was one of da commitee members... da work kinda hard but it worthed!! n it was held during a heavy rain... its like adding sugar to a pie... its sooooo memorable... like it!!!

second event was goin to rumah ank yatim parit 4 in sekinchan... actually it was our first visit to mke sure everyting was gud n we managed to diskus with da ustaz about wats gona happen during da real event... it went gud but sadly i had to leave early bcoz i got another event to go..

third event was RTM kosert Palestin... actualy i was reluctant to go but i went after all... n da greatest ting was SHE goin as well... uhuhuhuh... da show was... well... average... i solute da indie artist especially izzi mohd n Najwa... both of them r sooooo GREAT! total package baby!!

Mr. syAEr dEAn

p/s: we went to uptown shah alm later that nite... i missed to buy a LV belt... soo stoopid...

Monday, February 2, 2009

yeah... yesterday nite, i went to barra n lepak with my fellow cliques.. n i met "long time no see" fren, BOY... he's bald now n look great... hmmm im alone dats y i mingle roun wif my other frens as amm, ucop(mui twin) and ayien went out to murni restoren in Kelana Jaya to meet up with their frens... so as da result i joined my frens to Sec7... n it was great... we hang put till midnite... n as i signed in to YM, Mr aidil plak ajk lapk at McD.. darn... but it for a good cost... doing my assgnmnt n also 4 a free Mcflurry courtesy of Mr. Aidil himself.. THANX BRO!! n i lpak at McD till 2.15 a.m... n wen im back home i foun Amm still awake... we had a pillow talk for over 2 hours n it includes laugh, a horrible ONE! by me... heheheh...

Oscar winners: Best Actor n Actress

as i arrived to fac today my eyes was heavy as rock! but luckily i managed to survived 2 classes... later on i finish up my bisnes wit da Security Dept. of UiTM in order to obtain my sticker... n luckily shida was thre to accompany me.. thanx... n i heading home, arrange my clothes, eat sandwiches then pass out on da floor in front of da TV... huhuhuh.....

aidil, izie, nora, ucop n fushi

as i awake... ucop n amm got home... n Amm planned to cook... he cooked KARI AYAM.. Ucop with his trademark dish, SAMBAL BELACAN n i cooked SAMBAL SARDIN... Dinner was rily mouth-watering!! huhuhu.... glad to hv Stove n fridge to stock up foods... huhuh... then we off to MAMA laundry n cafe... i had my milkshake thre... n came Amir to da scene... he wana lpak at Murni... so we decided to join... but sadly it closed.. huhuh... then we off to WILLIAM... n only to find that almost 20 peep joining da lpaking... we, da MASSCOMMERS r extremely shy... but seems like we kinda get along with them... after dat we went to lpak at ASIA CAFE in subang... we played sum games thre.. went to play foosball n off we went home... huhuhu... n we arrived home around 4.36a.m n i got class at 8.30... YEAH GREAT!!! so i plan not to sleep... first ucop was thre to accompany me but sadly he "X LARAT" so he chose bed over me... huhuhu...

at William- same faces

at ASIA cafe

playin wif fire!!

Tiger's Ice Lemon Tea

playin Foosball

hmm... yesterday my best fren YM-ing me... he told sumting which is very personal n it rily juz mke u feel kinda sad... its about he being treated badly by sum of da peep... its not fair to judge peep based on wat their naked eyes saw... sumtime we r borned dat way but it doesnt mean dat u can be humiliated in any sort of ways... sumtime peep r DUMB to mock other peep juz bcoz of their appearences... NOT FAIR at ALL!! but 1 thing dat i can say is be positive... always expect that miracle will happen in the future anyhow... pray lots n if u feel like u wana change, then change bcoz u want it to... not for da sake of other peep! im very sensitive of other's feeling especially my frens!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

ahhh.... new hairdo... actually i didnt rily want a hair cut... i want keep it long enuf but seems like it look kinda messy n its rily bothred me so much as da hair keep touching my ears... so me n basit got a haircut at a saloon in Mahkota Parade.. huhuhuhu... hope everyone like it... but i got approval from HER... n dats gud enuf 4 me.... uhuhuhu...

me, ucop, ayien n acip...

midvaley at 2 a.m...

last nite me, ucop, ayien n acip went out 4 a movie... it was rily impromptu plan... at first ayien n ucop wana hv a haircut at SACC mall but sadly da shop running out of staff as most of them still in holiday... tooo bad... then we stil deciding in whre to hv our dinner we came up with plenty of ideas.. at 1st ayien suggest to eat at a restoren in sunway n then they plan to watch a movie... but unfortunately i missed out da road to sunway... so we went to a road dats leading us towrads nowhere... huhuhuhu... but at last we decided to watch movie at mid valey.... we had our diner at Carl's Jr... it was my first time i vry convince dats its rily worth it!!! im sooo full eating thre... huhuh... we watched Inkheart after da Bride WARS was sold out....

well da event was successful eventhough i sux at Chapteh... traditional malay game... its sum sort of sepak takraw axcept the ball replaced by a feathered "thing"... i only managed to timbang da ball 5 times je!!!

heheh... me like this kind of event... its rily bonded us even closer... da idea was created by my uncles n aunts... actually this is our 2nd fam day... we had it last year... for da 1st time... hmmm... thre r plenty of games were conducted during da event... like masukkan air dlm botol.. chapteh.. boling kelapa.. musical chair n others... n i was in TULIP group headed by Busu yati n busu nizam... they both rily cool!!! we always won a place at any games except chapteh... n not to mention i was da aerobik instructor thru out da event... im in charge for da POCO-POCO dance... hahaha...