Because aceles has recorded an audio version of Now, as Before(itunes audiobook file compiled by cybel ) and it is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING. I am floored by how good a job this is, especially given how badly my disjointed 'random aside' writing style is suited to readings. Aceles did a thoroughly fantastic job at this and I have been floating in the clouds ever since - evidenced by the fact that I only thought to share this today. Not much was getting through, yesterday. XD