I'm disappointed by my lover's views on certain issues.Stop blaming people with psychiatric diagnoses for violent crime.The Kardashians get waaaaaay to much props.I chicken out of talking about billionaire pop stars.

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People don’t normally care for EPeople don’t normally care for European food like “ethnic food”. Dissecting the troglodyte male audience at the Steve Harvey Show. I discribe my kinda man. My post live stage show update. Comics are like white people. One tweet could change your life. Feminists are pushing it in my book.

I didn’t get the donation numbers I needed. One demographic should step-up with donations. I TRIED to explain that black people can’t be racist to a white guy. I talk about wanting to make 35 an amazing year.

My lover and I nerd out. I am going to take on becoming a creativity coach. I’m conflicted on if I should teach self esteem. My weight issues get worse. The show Heroes is a mixed bag for Black Chick Watching.

I’m a gross heifer. Graphic sexual content theatre. Light Girl Defender: Catfish Edition. At the very end I talk about The Avengers: Age of Ultron and Agents of SHIELD season 1, but I give plenty of spoiler warnings.

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Episode 60 with Amber P. Knight

Guest from my Live show Anti-Act Like a Lady Think Like A Man Forum

@PhenomBlak from Where's My 40 Acres Podcast

http://www.thetearsoforphans.com/

Chewy from The Black Astronauts Podcast

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A tantalizing Facebook post from a fan. I did a bad speech and it has got me shook. Skirting around Scandal spoilers. I improved the wanking page. I fell off the wagon with my diet and exercise. No lap dance for me on my trip to the strip club. I’m going to start dating. I talk about porn preferences.

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I won 2nd place in a speech contest. My Lover is NOT and will NOT be my boyfriend. Gonna start dating even though I’m not perfect. Looking for gentlemen to join me on-air for the Think Like Man, Act Like A Lady forum, contact me. I like Spike Lee. Republicans can no longer get a pass. I’m ok with curtailing welfare in some cases. Kendrick Lamar’s Light Girl gets defended in my still needed new segment.

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Got some issues with feminist off my chest. My latest trip to my lover went to the next level sexually. I’m starting to get fit. I did a podcast guesting tour. I won a speech contest. I take issue with Steve Harvey’s book and it’s view of manhood.

In this episode: I gained weight because of sitting around working on the business. I have been very amorous lately. Get a massage candle y’all. I am thinking of getting back into dating. The wanking page is back at a new address. I feel my taste in bed might be too pornish. I sext (sexy text) with my former lover.

Another episode with Cousin Shaun chittin’ and chattin’ bout life. There are a bunch of action items. He is looking for people to connect with in real life in North Texas and on twitter @Supasonic. He is also looking for podcast ideas.

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I did a talk on Mental Health and was told it was my calling. My chance to strip at a strip club is about to pass. Only 2 years till I have to fully support myself with my business venture. I threaten to bring back the sexy page to my website. Second half of the show is recored while I have the flu. Nervous/excited about bringing back a one woman show. I’m out of stories to tell about my life. I geek out about TV series finales. Finally going to be on other podcasts again. Will I be on yours? Steve Harvey has some pretty backwards views. At the very very end (so you can skip just the very end when I warn you) I talk about the very end of the show The Wire. The character’s name is Namond that I keep calling Nathan.

Only 3 iTunes reviews after all that work. The narcissism of minor differences among Northern and Southern blacks comes to a head in a bad article by a douche bag. I finally unearthed Boston’s racist not so distant past so I get it now…your city still aint perfect so simmer down.

Podcasting during a blizzard. I’m on tier 3 friendship with most people in my life. I do an anniversary show recap of the fun fiasco. I’m going at entrepreneurship to get off the public dole. Black Chick Watching is evolving. Light Girls documentary backlash is still causing a stir. Donations needed for new website upgrades.

I talk about my trip to the sci-fi convention Arisia and my comfort/discomfort there and issues with feminist. I also retell my story of how I came to start the podcast and the tale of what landed me in the loony bin.

I’m taking baby steps to being bolder on the show. I will not be adding a business podcast after all. I had to go to the butt doctor. I say some difficult things at the end about my real feelings about the podcast.

I ring in the New Year podcasting. I’m seeking business people to join a Mastermind group. Also seeking creative people to join a creative cluster around the powerful book The Artist Way. I want to start close to Jan 10th 2015. I am adding a business podcast to my network. I found fizzle.co (not .com) and it got me thinking about being more in integrity and being more of service to my online community(you guys) and making good content. I’m an instant fan.

I’m asking that on January 25, 2015 you give my show 5 stars and a positive honest review on iTunes or whatever you are listening to this podcast with. Just finished reading Think and Grow Rich again and now I’m looking to start a mastermind group(for a fee). I’m going the e-book/e-course creation and sales route for money. I talk about some business plan ideas for upcoming ventures.

Think and Grow Rich: The 21st-Century Edition: Revised and Updated

by Napoleon Hill, and Bill Hartley

http://www.learnoutloud.com/

Vision board website http://www.dreamitalive.com/

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Trying to figure out what to focus on for my career. Still doing the cleanse but I cheated a bit. I rant a lot about Apple haters. On a happier note I give a pep talk on how innovation is something we should strive for.

Arisia

http://arisia.org/

The Church Of What's Happening Now By Sia (Song)

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I have no capacity to deal with injustices in the news right now. My book is not coming along. Dance December is when I dance everyday in December for creativity and conditioning. I might strip at a gentleman's club for Mardi Gras.

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Doing nail art is my new thing. What’s the deal with chicks looking like drag queens? Don’t judge girls that wear makeup…unless it looks like drag. I’m hitting a wall writing this book. I am sleepy during this whole episode.

No one knows how to do my hair the way I want. Holla back nation (aka street harassment), when the situation is gay what do you say? What is the the new social contract for flirting in public? I rip into a man about bad stuff he said about vaginas.

I keep putting off writing my book. The movie Uncle Tom’s Cabin has me agitated. Unsaveable White Women. Graphic sex talk. Will I or won’t I put up the wanking page. I talk about how pretty I am. When did black women become desexualized? How I would have done at a historically black college. Bitch ass hip hop artist. Send fan mail or I will be sad. I confess about how an off hand remark had my confidence shook.

Uncle Tom's Cabin (TV Movie 1987)

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After my live show I am absolutely beaming. Even with an evening of celebrating black women and girls there can still be a side track to make it not about us. I went to a cool “unconference” called BarCamp and presented 2 workshops. I am putting myself out there more and speaking my truth even if it will cause people to get mad. I feel we are entering an age of the no flirting zone for geeks. I am contemplating bringing back the wanking page. Me and stans need to grow up. I give a warning abut how racially charged, filthy and emotional my show can be for new comers. I am going to experiment with getting feedback from the audience.

BarCamp

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Tame pics of me doing burlesque are on this page. http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/about/

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I’m inspired to do just ONE thing well and no side projects. My one thing is to finish my book by December 31st 2014. I am ok with opt-in cat calling but that is impossible to enforce. This one white woman(so she has white privilege and could take advantage of affirmative action as a woman) with a disability will not stop with wanting affirmative actions on the basis she has a psychiatric diagnoses. Slavery was the worse thing this continent has done to a group of it's people ever. Sorry not sorry people with disabilities that try to make equivalencies.

National Novel Writing Month - http://nanowrimo.org/

Merlin(TV show) - http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b00mjlxv

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Mental health struggles are NOT the same as black people’s struggles. Hipsters need to stop protesting against President Obama while standing “Around the way”. Watching The Secret gave me a pick me up. However I’m a bit shook thinking that no one believes in me. Everyone is stupid when it comes to relationship advice.

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I thought about cleaning up my act to get more listeners. Poor white male privilege is still privilege. I’m holding off paying extra on debt till I make a bunch of money as a performer. I want my art to be about something meaningful. Tyler Perry fans deserve to be happy too. Can you just donate to my show already.

I’m back in the saddle on stage AND as a small business owner. Will the stuff I say on this show hold me back from having a successful business? I’m about that donating life now. I gush about Fiona Apple. My lover and I are done. I am ready for romantic love.

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Fiona Apple albums I spoken about:

Tidal (1996)

When the Pawn... (1999)

Think and Grow Rich: The 21st Century Edition

by Napoleon Hill

Toastmasters

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NEW segment on the show: Ask A Burlesque Performer segment is coming to my show. Ask about my career if you like but I would REALLY like to give advice to people who want to start, have started or who are already in the game. Send GOOD quality, fun to answer, genuine, for real not for play play questions I may put it on the show. Ask away amberpodcast@gmail.com.

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Audiobook recommendation: The Total Money Makeover: A Proven Plan for Financial Fitness By Dave Ramsey

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In this episode: I gush(so to speak) over the book The Red Tent, my fans are called The P-ster Squad, keep Kickstarter for the(normal) people, money aint nuffin' but a thang…till it is, power, privilege and oppression, Jacob's tribe of trouble, quit saying women spoil, your genes are not special, talk like a Mass-hole, my lover came(hehehe) bearing gifts, not getting married on paper, stay at home moms and permission based living, using my voice on other people's podcasts, not eating at big mama's, self advocacy.

Audiobook recommendation: The Red Tent: A Novel by Anita Diamant

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The Pisces Life Podcast (This is the episode they spoke about mammograms)

Episode: He Fine, But He Ain't Right -- http://thepisceslife.libsyn.com/he-fine-but-he-aint-right

In this episode: I gravitate more towards content of newer whiter hip hop, unfortunately. YOU might like butt sex. I don't want to be humble or modest but rather whatever Lupita Nyong'o is. "Poppin' off" is good? Not in my book. There's no quantifying a life of service. It's not how far your reach is, it’s what your reach does.

March 7th - April 7th, 2014 is "Treat my podcast like any other podcast when it comes to sending in feedback" month. Say what you would say to any normal podcaster about any topic past or present from my show. Holla. amberpodcast @gmail.com

In this episode: This is a continuation of episode 72. I do a sexy talk intro before going into some heavy stuff. Being pro this or that is not helping. I want to talk to a certain kind of white guy about race.

In this episode: I invite myself on other people's podcasts. An absentee lover. My thoughts on part 1 of Roots (mini series), The Birth of a Nation(movie), Black Wall Street and the Tulsa Race Riot. Know your rights when talking to cops. Malcolm X is like George Washington. Segregation is ok..if you feel weird. I want to foster a conversation with a white guy.

Greenwood Cultural Center

http://www.greenwoodculturalcenter.com/

Single Simulcast Podcast side piece episode that inspired me to invite myself on.

Episode 137: The Side Piece Seminar

http://singlesimulcast.com/episode-137-the-side-piece-seminar/

Bamboozled (Movie 2000) NOT featuring David Alan Grier as I thought

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In this episode: I can't figure out how or if to let you as an audience in. Underwhelming sexy time, having a hard time finding the voice of blacks in the hood and the field. Were some white women just well dressed slaves?

In this episode: Where do I cum (See what I did there?) down on herpes? If almost everyone has it(maybe even me for all I know) who do or don't I f^ck. The rest of the episode is a hodgepodge of talk about slavery, feminist, race and other random things that get me all worked up. Recorded on Valentines day 2014.

Chonilla Podcast Network

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Tastes Like Fried Chicken Podcast with Chill and Owen

http://www.chonillanetwork.com/tlfcpod/

I'm a guest on Single Simulcast Podcast with Rashanii

Ep 136: I Threw the Shoe Because of the Kazoo

singlesimulcast.com

Audiobook recommendation: White Teeth by Zadie Smith.

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In this episode: I got closure about a couple of dudes I've felt my sexuality hinged on. Took down my wanking page. Photoshop is not the devil. I liked somethings that a few white guys did and am all shook up over it.

In this episode: Got a metal free mouth that might kinda hurt but I can't tell. An awesome listener TRIES to be helpful but manages to negate how I feel in the process. The movie Black Venus has me questioning my relationship with white men.

Hottentot Venus - Saartjie "Sarah" Baartman

Black Venus (Movie 2010) starring Yahima Torres

Tamera Mowry

Macklemore and Ryan Lewis – Same Love

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In this episode: Calm down about not liking Apple. The show Derek on Netflix is a must watch. Don't ask for a shout out. Father daughter bonding night. Can you help me figure out how to make a movie. Find love.

Rock Steady by Whispers

Slander n. oral defamation, in which someone tells one or more persons an untruth about another which untruth will harm the reputation of the person defamed.

An AMAZING fictional-fake-not-real movie about a podcaster on a night out to remember. I talk about Boston's racial rep, cuz your city is so great. Please don't stalk me. I'm not ratchet. I need to get more passport stamps. I love hanging and not hanging with my friends.

Stays Krunchy In Milk Podcast

http://www.stayskrunchyinmilk.com/

Video about the break in that caused a break down

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3a7vy6M7n4E

Jen Kirkman “I SEEM FUN; The Diary of Jen Kirkman Podcast.”

http://jenkirkman.com/i-seem-fun

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A bad comedy show gets me all worked up about people talking about sex in a gross way. I am fed up with my personality being complimented. I will head back to my sex partying ways if I don't get asked out.

A lament about not finishing grad school. I'm leaving The German for Zorba The Hebrew Luigi. I'll focus on people who think like me about mental health and ignore the haters. I see many more parallels between X Men and people with Psychiatric Diagnosis.

I don't want people from my church days to listen to the show, they love me but don't get me. The live show was humiliating. Tales of the rich and ratchet at the derby. I come clean about how I feel about men paying for dates. I get distracted thinking about dick…yum.

In this episode: Even without white girl privilege I can light up a room. I am a Phoenix in the burning phase. My family's obesity has caught up with us. Is there hope? Pledge-A-Thon is coming Sunday, April 28, 2013 at 7pm. http://www.spreecast.com/events/bsgm-pledge-a-thon

Mama Gena's School of Womanly Arts by Regena Thomashauer (Book)

32 Flavors by Ani DiFranco (Song)

Don't Stop Me Now by Queen (Song)

Forgot About Dre ft. Eminem by Dr. Dre (Rap)

The Best is Yet to Come lyrics by Carolyn Leigh (Song)

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In this episode: I'm not in the mood to do the show but I do. I'm in withdrawal from mania and stopped taking the stupid making med(with doctor's approval). Some clarification on my fear of taking donations but I am still doing it anyway. If you jerk it to me then donate! Send me supportive emails why don't cha. MC P-Nut does a mix tape worthy rap.

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I admit I'm all kinds of messed up but thanks in part to you awesome listeners I'm not unloved. The show Homeland reminds me of how good mania can taste. I talk about how I feel meds are hindering my creativity and "friends" wondering if I'm "good enough" to date someone. Listeners can finally start donating to the show if they so wish :-)