I wrote, “The Final Feast”, not to tell believ­ers exactly how to become a Taber­na­cle Chris­t­ian but rather to help those inter­ested per­son­ally explore this undis­cov­ered country. Learn about the spiritual fulfillment of the Feast of Tabernacles and Divine Love here…

God’s Wife

Behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it

There is a heavenly doorway, which Esther and I have ventured through, which leads to a vista we have not seen before (or at least not clearly.) It is a level of intimacy with God we didn’t even know existed. It is, perhaps, the point of all creation. We, the Bride of Christ are to be the wife of God.

In the first century A.D. our Father demonstrated the union of God and man when the Holy Spirit overshadowed Mary. As a young virgin betrothed to Joseph, Mary found herself with child by God. This holy offspring, Jesus, was the result of the creator of the heavens and earth impregnating a human woman. This, our Creator, thought was proper and good in His sight.

The union of God and man

The point, though, of the way in which the second Adam came forth, is that God united with Mary physically. A sperm impregnating an ovum is the very definition of the end product of love-making. Moreover, since God is the creator of that whole process, He is intimately familiar with how it works and why He designed it that way.

If you believe your are the Bride of Christ, isn’t it time to realize that your relationship ends up love-making with our Creator? If that were not the case, then God would not use that motif of a bride and a marriage supper. Those who eschew intimacy, when it comes to God, are acting like a girl who refuses to kiss her husband on their wedding night. In fact, if you are truly God’s intended, the desire to be one with Him should be overwhelming at this point.

The children of God go astray

The way that God brings forth His children is through mating with Spiritual Connections as they become one with each other during sexual intercourse. The resulting offspring of those types of unions are literally the Children of God. Therefore, this is where the Devil tried to mess up God’s plan for mankind. It is written,

“And it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born unto them, that the sons of God saw the daughters of men that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose. And the Lord said, My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.”

Genesis 6:1-3

The sons of God were those of the lineage of Adam. Those who were the daughters of men were of the lineage of Cain. Though Adam and Eve fell through sin, after the birth Seth’s son Enos, men began to call upon the name of the Lord and seek His face once again. God says,

“And to Seth, to him also there was born a son; and he called his name Enos: then began men to call upon the name of the Lord”

Genesis 4:2

Why God destroyed the world through a flood

What actually precipitated the flood was the mixture of those two lines. When the sons of Seth, the sons of God, began to marry the daughters of Cain, God had enough and said,

“…My spirit shall not always strive with man, for that he also is flesh: yet his days shall be an hundred and twenty years.”

Genesis 6:3

When we marry outside the will of our Father that we wreck His plan. When those of the lineage of Seth intermarried with the lineage of Cain, our Father felt His only option was to destroy the Earth and start over with Noah.

I said that to say this, if God destroyed the whole earth over people marrying contrary to His will, how dare we marry those He does not approve of? When we do, we mess up our lives and the future of our children. In short, we mess up God’s will and design for this world. In our day and age, just like in the days of Noah, marrying contrary to YHWH’s, ends in destruction. However, in our case, it is not a destruction of water, but of fire.

The wife of the Almighty

God created mankind to be His wife. We are called the Bride of Christ. Jesus is God incarnate, and we, as his body, are God incarnate too. A wife’s role, as evidenced by Eve, is to be a mother and a helpmate to her husband. We, taken as a whole, are to be the mother of all living in the world to come and a helpmate to God, bringing forth after His kind throughout eternity. God destinis us to literally populate the stars of heaven in that new cosmos. The children of the Most High worship Him spread across a boundless universe He creates anew.

What we are experiencing now is a titanic struggle for the destiny of God’s chosen mate. We are Seraphim of this creation. Satan, in his malevolence, desires to kill us through damning our souls to hell. Therefore, God sent Christ, the first-born of many brethren, to redeem us. God’s mate is who we actually are and this is the destiny the Devil tries to keep us from fulfilling.

Become one with God

We mate with God through mating with each other. As we join in the flesh, God joins with us and we become one in Him as His wife. This is what all love songs, in their basic form, allude to when they sing about love being eternal, or heaven being a place on Earth. Therefore, although the truth is all around us, we lack perspective and anointing to see it. Mating is, in fact, the very “point” of this creation. Literally everything mates, because God wanted to make sure we understand that He wants to mate.

With this is mind, reading through John chapter 15 and 17, we grasp the true depth of what Christ speaks about. No longer separating physical intimacy from worship, we love fully as God intended. Our idea of a pure relationship with God is updated to include the physical also. We learn that God always intended loving Him to be as deeply physical as it is spiritual. In fact, love-making in the Garden of Eden was the highest expression of worship possible.

If God kisses you, the Earth moves

Today, in many churches, manifestations (physical effects) of the Spirit are discouraged (if not outright banned). Ministers fear anything that looks remotely unseemly to the natural man. Thus they fall into the trap of rejecting intimacy among believers even when Spirit lead. This deprives God of the physical expression He created us for in the first place. The aim of Satan is to rob God of the love He wants to receive and give through His people.

The great apostasy is primarily a negative reaction to Divine Love. Many Christians are predisposed to reject all forms of intimacy. Thus when God moves upon His people to love one another in pure ways, which “look like” sin, the majority reject God’s Spirit. This is the tail of the Beast that very few believers see coming. Rebuffing Divine Love is the unexpected thing that causes a third of the stars to fall from heaven.

The apostle Paul says,

“Which things also we speak, not in the words which man’s wisdom teacheth, but which the Holy Ghost teacheth; comparing spiritual things with spiritual.”

1 Corinthians 2:13

In conclusion, understand that God leads and guides us through His Spirit and not through our natural minds. In order to receive the current word, we must learn to hear His voice and trust what He says above what we think is right. None of these truths are all that difficult to embrace and benefit from, but they do require a degree of trust and acceptance of God’s voice that most do not do not possess. Here is a truth,

“We become able to hear only as we are willing to obey”

Submission is the key to everything in God and only those who will put aside their own will and accept His will can truly see.

Finally, Divine Love is a far deeper and more expansive than anything this Earth has to offer. Divine Love is, in fact, as infinite as God Himself. Embrace God as He desires to be loved. As a wife yields to Her husband, we, as the wife of God, yield to the advances of our lover too. As a man touches the secret places of a new wife for the first time, her body reacts. Therefore, do not fear physical manifestations, for they are the natural by-product of our Lord’s spiritual love. Of course we are going to have reactions to the intimate advances of our Creator. It is, in fact, the most natural thing in the whole Universe.

Discussion (4) ¬

People tend to call anything beyond normal Christian doctrine gnostic, mystical, or heretical. People who know salvation but not Holy Spirit baptism reject speaking in other tongues as “out there” or “unbiblical”. Those who speak in tongues do the same to those they feel are beyond their theological comfort zone too. While I view where I am at as perfectly normal in the things of God, many who have not experienced these truths may be tempted to label them as mystical.

However, none of this is mystical. None of what I write is special, secret knowledge that only a slelect few can possess. Neither are these things heretical. In fact, it is those who look askance at these writings who are, many times, unknowing heretics.

While I, on one hand, take the theology of the Lamb’s wife to is logical conclusion, others who oppose this notion are avid polytheists who believe in a triune God. Some, who are aghast at the intimate nature of our relationship with our Creator, think that tongues and miracles have ceased, thus denying the very gift of the Holy Spirit. Still others, who count themselves more doctrinally correct than I, reject the catching away of the saints and think staying around for the tribulation makes them better Christians.

The depth of understanding of God through revelation never ends. If I seem “out there” to you, know that I have barely scratched the surface of who God really is and what His plan for us entails. The Rhema of God is as infinite as He is and there will be no day, now or in eternity, that we will come to the end of our Father.

A man does not bring a wife into his home to live with him, without having an intimate relationship with her. Likewise, God is not bringing us into eternity without having an intimate relationship with us either. We should get over our Victorian concepts of purity equaling chastity. True purity is, in fact, as sensuous as the Eve in the Garden of Eden, because God created it to be so. Purity is being in right relationship with God in whatever way He desires. Mary, the mother of Christ, was pure in that she bore Jesus while married to another man. God did not violate their marriage vows, but fulfilled them in the way He meant them to be from the very beginning.

This fulfillment of Bridal Theology is not radical, it is merely factual. God designed mating to be a union between man and Himself. Mary, in a very literal sense, is the first born among God’s many wives of this creation. She is the restoration of YHWH meant Eve to be. Though she bore the son of God through immaculate conception, the sons of God are born through Spiritual conception that goes hand in hand with physical procreation. This is the full restoration of Edenic love.

The majority are almost always wrong. This is because the majority walk after the flesh and do not walk in the Spirit. Walking in the Spirit is very simple: you listen to what God says to you personally, accepting and obeying His voice. There is nothing more to being Spirit led than that. It is natural minded men who make following God complicated.

The reason some things begin to sound “mystic” is that our ability to describe heavenly things though earthly language fails at some point. We find, after a certain level, that we can only approximate what we see and experience. This is why God is better felt than telt. Only through actual experience with Him can we truly know Him.

The church of Philadelphia is different than the church of Laodicea becuase is in love with God and the other is in love with itself. Therefore, one is caught up to heaven and escapes the tribulation while the other gives their lives as martyrs in it. This is a very real choice that all of us will face in the not too distant future. Those who imagine themselves strong enough to endure the wrath of Satan personified are deceived already. Though many are refined and purified through persecution, giving up their lives rather than bending knee to worship the image of the Beast, is a terrible price to pay.

It is time to shake ourselves and remember who we are in God. Recognize the day of your visitation and become the wife you are meant to be. Let’s open up to our heavenly lover and please Him in whatever way He desires. The door is opening, trim your lamps, and enter into the marriage feast of the Lamb with joy and thanksgiving.

I have been thinking more about Mary and God. It seems I am missing something here that is really important. I don’t know quite what it is though. I mean, other than Jesus himself, is there any more important event in human history? The conception of the Messiah was miraculous in every way possible and it done between an infinite, all knowing, all powerful God and a human woman.

What was the picture God desired to show the world through their union? Of course, it was the issue of their union that is demonstrates the union between God and mankind. However, why was it done in just this way? After all, the first Adam was simply formed out of the dust of the earth. Eve was taken from Adam and made a living soul. Yet, the creation of Jesus warranted the most intimate act possible.

Then we have the Bride of Christ portrayed as a chase virgin who is betrothed to God incarnate in the person of His son Jesus Christ. Mary, is perhaps the greatest picture of God plan for mankind there is in scripture. She was young, a virgin, and chosen by God to bear His son. If she is to represent what God wishes to do with the whole human race, then it is important we understand who and what she is to our Father.

Brides, if successful, become wives. It is the natural order of things. Therefore, if God has chosen to describe us as a bride, then it is logical to assume that we will become a wife. God took marry as a wife and implanted His seed in her womb. She bore the Messiah, Jesus, who was the first born among many brethren. If mankind is a going to be God’s wife, then we will bring forth His children.

How do you bring forth a child of God? You mate according to His Spirit. When you are led by the Holy Ghost and you procreate, the baby is literally the child of God brought forth by His Spirit through you. Likewise, in the New Heavens and New Earth, we will bring forth according to the Spirit throughout all eternity and fill the new creation with the children of God. Our Father will bring forth after His kind.

What is the benefit of deeper revelation? After all, most of us are not living up to a fraction of what we already understand. Therefore, what does knowing more about God help?

For me, the benefit of knowing the deeper things of God is perspective. Right now, many are operating in almost total darkness even though they believe they possess The Light. Dogma has obscured a great deal of the truth and natural minded thinking darkens the rest. We do not even understand something as fundamental as the Bride of Christ, even though we all want to be part of it.

Currently, what most of us believe is man’s thinking and not the actual meaning of the scriptures. We have been separated from the truth of who God is and what He actually wants by centuries of error layered so thickly we can hardly make out the form of what it once was. Theologians, for the most part, are the epitome of natural minded men, tending to rely upon their intellects to parse out the meaning of the scriptures. They have become the blind leaders of the blind of our generation leading many astray.

Instead of trying to dig through all the muck and crust of man’s traditions, we can simply open ourselves up to His revelation for today and get a fresh word. This word, will of course agree with what our Father has already stated through His prophets, but it will likely not agree with our dogma.

This is where the problem for most people arises. Do we accept God as He chooses to come to us or do we hold on to what we have been told? Truth is, we are in virtually the same place the majority of the religious Jews were in first century. today, when Jesus comes in the guise of the Body of Christ, those who are doctors of the law face the same choice.

As I have been ponding why God overshadowed Mary, the point of that was our Father mating with mankind. God and Marry united is a very profound picture of that. Simply put, God wants to mate and bring forth after His kind through us. This was the reason for and is still the point of creation. This is what Satan tried to take away from our Father when he tempted Eve.

This is important to understand because we need to allow God to be Himself in our lives, not just what we want Him to be or what we find acceptable. Truth is, our Creator deliberated chose to impregnate a young woman. YHWH did this for a very specific and profound reason. Though the most obvious reason was to produce Christ, the picture that He painted through that union is also very important to understand and acknowledge.

Due to Christianity’s abhorrence of all things intimate, especial when it comes to God, we tend not to refuse to consider the true meaning of God’s union with Mary. That is what people emphasize the “immaculate” conception. They want to scrub what happened to Mary of all sexual connotations so that she can be acceptable to their idea of holiness.

However, what if Mary had an orgasm? Would that be so bad or inconceivable? What if she enjoyed being impregnated by God? Though it did not happen the usual way, (for she was a virgin at Christ’s birth) it does not mean that there was no physical feeling when it happened. We do not know if there was, but would it be “unholy” being impregnated by God felt good? No, of course not, but most people cannot talk about that because sex = shame.

That type of thinking obscures our ability to see what God is showing us through His union with a human woman. Sex does not equal shame and, in fact, quite the opposite is true. Sexual union is what God created for us in the first place. Our ability to procreate (which is in reality co-creating) is the focal point of our existence. God wants us to mate and He wants to be intimately the integrally part of it. This is the picture that Mary presents to us and signifies.

In conclusion, coming close to God as a bride implies current and future intimacy. We should not be shy about it, but eager to please our Bridegroom in whatever way He desires. If he shares intimate things with us, then we should be honored and spiritually turned on. God made the way of a man with a maid wondrous because it is a picture of how He wants to be with His bride. Most of the time, when a woman is naked and unashamed is when she is with her true mate and is about to give herself to him. Likewise, becoming naked and unashamed with God is a prelude to intimacy also.

Finally, hiding yourself from intimacy virtually garrantees that you will miss out on being part of the Bride of Christ in these last days. Rejection of the advances of our God leaves you only one place to go, into the arms of Satan. Many are so primed to reject godly intimacy as sin, due to false puritanical teaching, that they will persecute the very God they claim to serve when He tries to love them through His body.