everything- past, present, future, how fortunate I have been with my family relationships, how fortunate I have been to have met the right people at the right time in my life, my friendships & relationships, how much things have changed in the last 20 yrs in particular, how fast time and the years go by, and what kind of man I would like at this stage of my life to share the good times and new experiences

The most private thing I’m willing to admit

That my 1st partner, whose life was cut short, was my soul mate, and I have not found anyone as unselfish, caring, romantic, and put me in the center of his world. He never expected material things, never asked more than I could give, and was grateful for every little thing I did for him no matter how insignificant. Perhaps we were young & naive at the time, but it set the bar high for every personal relationship since, maybe too high since I've never met anyone quite like him, but I haven't given up hope that I can have that again.