The Comprehensive Meaning of Life (Part 1)

Have you wondered why you are here? Ever wonder about death? Does the Bible speak of many universes? This writing is about looking at the world around us with a different perspective. You will find it blunt and descriptive. Reviews have called it very, very deep so don’t read unless you are willing to think. I am sure at least parts of this paper will roll around in your mind for a very long time. I would love to hear your comments.

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The Comprehensive Meaning of Life

It took 1000's of years for us to develop as a species to this
point in time. We have the mental capacity to know how much we do
not understand about the complexity of this unimaginable
universe, which we have the privilege to be just one part.

The human mind is made up of tissue that interprets our
surroundings. Sight, sound, taste, smell, and touch. Our brain
makes these interpretations with a mathematical formula. It
serves us well in our survival. We have learned there is one area
that does all the upper level thinking. This is the neo lobe
which is the wrinkled skin that covers our brain. It is wrinkled
in order to increase the area for more upper level thinking. If
you removed it from the brain it would be about the size of a
table cloth and as thick as postage stamp. So as the area is
finite, humans fill all this space around the age of 20. The type
of upper level thinking found in humans is unique. We know right
from wrong. This is not found in any other organism and as of
now, not been found anywhere else in the universe.

This upper level thinking does not guide in survival but in life.
Stop second guessing yourself and live easier. We are at a time
in our existence that we can understand the difference between
living and survival. Guiding our lives by survival has to be
replaced. We need to let our conscience controlled upper level
thinking mind be our guide instead.

Many years ago a cell called planet Earth home. A single cell
bacteria. Single cell bacteria without a nuclei. There are 40
million single cell bacteria in a gram of dirt. There are more
single cell bacteria in and on the human body than they are human
cells. You can find single cell bacteria in thunder clouds, and
in the atmosphere 25 miles up. It is believed that single cell
bacteria are found even higher that have formed a cyst covering
to protect them from the harsh environment of outer space. There
is another single cell that called planet Earth home. It is
called archaea (ar'ki a). Like the bacteria it has no nuclei.
Archaea is found in the harshest environments. Archaea can be
found in nuclear waste, volcanic hot water springs, acid pools
and is also found in plankton. 50% of the oxygen you breathe
comes from plankton. It is believed that the archaea entered the
single cell bacteria. When the archaea entered the bacteria cell
it formed a nucleus to hold DNA. This formed the cells that make
up all the plants, animals, people and all living organisms. The
DNA in the cells that make up people can hold as much information
as 200 New York City phone books. If you stretched out the DNA it
would be about as long as your arm. Some plants and amphibians
have 40 to 70 times the information in their DNA than people. DNA
holds the information to take a single cell and build every cell
needed to make an organism. Cells communicate with each other.
Science has found 4 ways so far. They communicate by touch. They
communicate by swapping DNA, as in conception. They communicate
by chemical and electrical, as in the brain and nervous system.
They also communicate with hormones and pheromones. The cells
pass information back and forth constantly to maintain the
organism. Our cells can send pheromones to other cells in other
people; this means our cells can receive pheromones from other
people's cells. Our cells may know more about the people in a
crowded room than we do. It is easy to realize that a whole world
of cells communicating in plants, animals and all organisms, with
its own agenda of passing DNA, without any sway from our upper
level thinking mind. Cells built a survival mind that takes care
of breathing, hunger, fight, flight and anything that the
organism needs to pass on DNA. It does not need our upper level
thinking mind to meet its agenda. All the plants, animals and all
organisms, without our type of minds prove that. Cells do not
confide in us with the information it has about the people around
us or even when cells take action in our own body. Cells do not
pass our intelligentsia with DNA. Cells do not have a conception
of right and wrong. The cells leave our upper level thinking mind
isolated from the world around us. Do you feel the isolation as
you read this? You are feeling our upper level thinking mind
without the influence of the survival mind.

Early humans lived with predators, exposed to the climate, and
with disease. But because we are here today they must have been a
tough bunch. The humans learned that a group working together
could bring down larger game, could gather fire wood faster, and
use fewer people to guard the camp from predators. This is the
same as with a wolf pack except they do not gather wood. This
started to give the people more time other than just surviving.
They began looking into the sky. They began to notice skyward
things like shapes in the stars. Then they started to notice
distinct patterns in the heavenly bodies. The survival mind does
not see the relevance in these thoughts. Thoughts of the heavenly
bodies, that cannot be touched or eaten, do not have anything to
do with maintaining the organism or passing DNA. This was a waste
of the survival minds' resources. The cells evolved a DNA change
to form a separate part of the brain. This is for the purpose of
thoughts not contributing to maintaining the organism or passing
DNA. This is the upper level thinking mind. As more humans were
born with this change the observations of the heavenly bodies
bore their influence on their lives. They then surmised a
heavenly body could have power over their lives. They would
believe the sun, moon or star pattern made the crops grow, would
bring the game to the hunters, or even bring rain. The
civilizations thrived and grew due to other humans seeing a
rationale in these beliefs. They would gather and speak of the
heavenly body as a deity. They would give respect and comfort
with their upper level thinking minds to those people who
believed and respected the deity as they. This would ensure the
deity would make the believer's lives better. They thought of a
power greater than themselves and all humans. This revealed our
conscience. Something gained by a group of humans focused on one
belief. This common thread among the people through the
conscience with one focus allowed the civilization to accomplish
unimaginable and seemingly impossible tasks. The more
consciousnesses with one focus would increase the power of the
upper level thinking mind exponentially. The survival mind
started to see this as an asset to the organism and began to
allow influence by the conscience controlled upper level thinking
mind. These civilizations with a central conscience began to grow
independently throughout the world. The ancient cities like
Lemuria, Rama, Osirian, Uiger, Mayans, Ethiopia, Babylonia,
Sumaria just to list a few. As they grew they would begin to
encounter other cultures with different beliefs. Because of these
beliefs this would cause tension and even wars. Due to these
conflicts the conscience common thread would level off or even
decrease. This would cause the power of the upper level thinking
mind to plateau or maybe even recede. Then civilizations such as
Egypt and Rome started catering to many deities that would take
care of a particular need for the human. This increased the
conscience common thread because each human had a common
knowledge of what purpose a deity had and what powers it had over
them. This spiked a large increase in the power of the upper
level thinking minds and allowed these civilizations to flourish.
The conscience common thread started to level off and even
decrease again due to the deities not performing on demand. The
power of the upper level thinking mind also begins to plateau.
Humans can find these spikes and plateaus throughout history.

Moses was one who knew that two conscience minds are better than
one and many conscience minds could do the unimaginable. Through
history many have understood this. Jesus, John F Kennedy, Martin
Luther King, Jr., and even Ronald Reagan were just a few. Jesus
spoke to the masses about God. John F Kennedy excited the masses
with a quote from one of his speeches "we choose to go to the
moon". Martin Luther King, Jr. spoke to the masses with a quote
from one of his speeches "I have a dream". Ronald Reagan tried to
speak to the masses with a quote from one of his speeches,
"Suddenly there was threat to this world from some other species
from another planet outside in the universe. We'd forget all the
little local differences that we have between our countries and
we would find out once and for all that we really are all human
beings here on this Earth together".

Let us recap: the survival mind takes care of maintaining the
organism and collects DNA; the upper level thinking mind thinks
in the abstract, in things that cannot be touched, eaten, and
sometimes not even seen; the conscience is revealed when more
than one upper level thinking mind believing in a common thread.
Each of the consciousnesses gives a meaning of right to the other
upper level thinking minds. So this conscience is an outside
influence on a human's upper level thinking mind. The upper level
thinking mind must have a belief greater than itself and must
have a belief that it is the right thing. Moses' common thread
was a single powerful God. The right was the freedom for his
people. Jesus' common thread was God; with his right being God's
children should live forever. John F Kennedy's thread was the
challenge of space, with his right thing being for humanity.
Martin Luther King, Jr. had a thread of equality, and the right
thing being all people were humans. These examples show how a
limited number of humans with a conscience common thread can have
a global impact. Most all humans have heard of Jesus, seen man
walk on the moon, and felt the struggle of Martin Luther King,
Jr. The conscience common thread is also valid in a small scale.
You can see this around you in your daily life. Take a loving
couple with a child to come. They commit with a rational decision
to put family above their individual selves. This is a belief in
something greater than them, which is family. This reveals a
conscience common thread. Their right is to do their best to
provide the child's needs. As long as they truly have this belief
they will thrive and flourish.

If we look again at the early humans, they were independently
developing their civilizations over different environments of the
world. Though independent and in different environments we still
see common advances in the upper level thinking minds. This would
seem to contradict Charles Darwin's book "The Origin of Species".
His research showed that species that could physically change in
order to adapt to their environment survived. This does seem to
be true with creatures but the Human species remained the same.
By using the conscience common thread this seemed to advance
their upper level thinking minds in order to change their
environments to meet their needs, as in wearing animal skins for
warmth. I do not know of any other creature that wears another
creature's skin just to be able to endure a colder environment.
This was happening in each civilization in the same ways.
Worshipping a deity was the conscience common thread with the
upper level thinking mind making a wheel, shaping stone, learning
math, having ceremonies, rituals for the dead, and building
structures upward to become closer to the deity. These
civilizations were developing independently but similar at the
same rate. Everyday we see litigation to resolve who had the idea
first. This is in science, technology, all types of products, and
even in the entertainment industry. Some of the litigants could
be on the opposite side of the globe. How do we account for this?
Does the universe have a manual that holds the precise steps that
a human has to go through to become a 21st century
person? If you took the early humans and placed them on any
habitable planet would they follow this manual also? This could
be possible. But another way to look at the similarities would be
that our upper level thinking mind, which is thinking in the
abstract, in conjunction with the out of body conscience common
thread has revealed a single consciousness of collected
conscience that can perpetuate the upper level thinking mind.
This allows information to be passed from one conscience to
another as needed. The different early civilizations did not have
the same deities or conscience common threads. The conscience
common threads of John F Kennedy and Martin Luther King Jr. were
also different. So for humans to advance in leaps in power for
our upper level thinking minds the humans just have to have a
belief in something that is greater than them. Let us look at
this conscience even closer. You cannot touch, smell, see, or
taste it. You can hear it, but not with your ears. It seems to be
coming from outside of you. It is always trying to guide by
telling you what you should or should not be doing. You can try
to ignore it but it never seems to go away. It does not behave
like an emotion. If you are happy you physically smile, maybe
wrinkle your forehead and your eyes brighten. If you are very
happy you will make a loud choppy noise that is understood in all
languages but not of any language. If you are sad you will
physically frown, pout, and if you are hurt you may make a loud
continuous noise. If you are stressed or worried you will be
anxious and this can even cause physical medical problems. Fear,
anger and all emotions cause a physical reaction in the human.
The conscience with all of its persistence cannot physically make
the human do anything. This is free will.

This conscience controlled upper level thinking mind can do
things we are sure other organisms cannot do. It can imagine,
daydream, and say what if. When we are questioned this conscience
controlled upper level thinking mind usually has the right answer
instantly, until our survival mind begins to make us doubt the
result. This conscience controlled upper level thinking mind
tends to lean toward doing the right thing and bothers us when we
do not. An evil person is said not to have a conscience. This
conscience controlled upper level thinking mind has love and
compassion. A type of thinking that seems unlike anything seen in
science or nature. Not able to be tracked in time or space.
Science believes we evolved this conscience but why would nature
not use this ability. For science it is only a guess.

Religion seems to have theories. The theories must have a
comforting, reassuring, and have a logical feel for so many
humans to have some kind of a religion. Religious writing as one
of the oldest forms of passing ideas about the human philosophy
seemed more important than any other writings in history and has
been preserved for many centuries. Our 21st century
minds are studying a doctrine that was written in primitive
times. Religion is a word early human used to explain the study
into the conscience. The word has changed through history to
having to get up early on Sunday, people you do not know at your
front door with white shirts and ties, and the attacks on the
World Trade Center. Our Father, God, or any other name are words
early human used to put a human face on this power that was
demonstrated in the upper level thinking mind when more than one
human saw rationale in one belief. Religious writings are an
early human's interpretation of something that seemed very real
but could not be seen or touched. Humans have become confused and
these words that conjure up visions of Hell's fire and damnation
instead of curiosity, excitement and exploration. We should see
this ability to advance our upper level thinking mind with a
conscience common tread as a way to become more human. This
conscience though not physically part of us is still part of us
and a part of us that we should try to understand. The time line
for the evidence of conscience controlled upper level thinking
humans seems to fit religious theories. The religious view point
also addresses the things the conscience controlled upper level
thinking mind can do over the survival mind. The key difference
between the survival mind and the conscience controlled upper
level thinking mind is the ability to know right from wrong.
Religious writing states the Central Consciousness was part of
our universe before it was revealed to humans. Religious writings
state this Central Consciousness was responsible for humans. We
must understand when we read religious writings that we have
developed 1000's of years in science, math, biology, chemistry,
physics, astronomy and the arts in our upper level thinking minds
since the author revealed the story. We must try to help the
author describe what is seen; understand the purpose of the
writings, and the situation. With the authors being 1000's of
years away from our intelligentsia this makes the ideas and
concepts they spoke of even more phenomenal.

Religion calls this conscience souls or angels. The souls
resemble people, or better put, people resemble souls. The
Creator is completely and always surrounded by a multitude of
souls, even before making humans.

The souls live forever, do the Creators will and know good and
evil, right and wrong.

Genesis, chapter 3, verse 22, King James Bible "And the Lord God
said, Behold, the man is become one of us, to know good
and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of
the Tree of Life, and eat, and live forever:"

Humans have life the same as all organisms of the Earth, but
humans have domination over the organisms of this Earth. This is
because humans are not the same as other organisms; the human is
a living soul.

Genesis, chapter 2, verse 7, King James Bible "And the Lord God
formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his
nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul."

That means the human soul resembles the Central Consciousness,
will live forever, know good and evil, right from wrong, and do
Our Father's will, all in a living, breathing, physical body. We
must appreciate the life before us. Know that every person has
the Creators soul and we must allow that conscience to exist
above our own.

Humans have a survival mind made by the cells to maintain and
insure the survival of the organism. Cells made the
upper level thinking mind which means the survival mind can
influence the upper level thinking mind. The conscience
developed the upper level thinking mind which means the
conscience can influence the upper level thinking mind. The
conscience is connected to the Central Consciousness which is
connected to all consciousnesses. The survival mind does not give
significance to the conscience or even believes it exists. The
conscience does not give importance to the survival mind or what
it does.

What part of our life could be permanent or live forever? Our DNA
might be passed on to our offspring with generations of
ancestors. Our strength, beauty and ability to survive are given
back to the Earth. Our intelligentsias are morphed by the
understanding that our Creator has. Our clothes, home, money and
property will be given to our benefactors. What are left are our
very unique life experiences. Our life experiences cannot be
duplicated by any other person living, has lived, or will ever
live.

Jesus lived with love and compassion for all. Jesus put all
people above himself. The only person in the Bible to have their
words printed in red. Jesus lived, to die and rise from death to
prove the conscience is forever. Jesus had holes in his hands or
wrist and holes in his feet from being hung to the cross. He had
punctures in his forehead and scalp from the crown made of
thorns. He also was pierced in the side by the guards spear point
to help him die faster. After he died and was placed in a tomb,
the women followers washed his body and anointed him with
fragrant oils and then wrapped him in clean linen. At this point
he was not breathing and his heart was not beating or the
injuries would have still been bleeding. Three days, after the
stiffness of the body had receded, he got up, moved the heavy
boulder blocking the tombs opening and walked among the people.
He came to friends who knew him and he spoke to them. This would
mean the conscience of Jesus was intact without a beating heart.
This conscience could control the lifeless body in such a way
that allowed Jesus to walk and talk in a normal manner. This made
one disciple question if the body was really dead. The disciple
even placed his hand into the injury the guards spear had made in
Jesus side. This proved to the disciple the body was dead. The
body was decaying back to the Earth from which it came.

It is not hard to think in the way of miracles that the
religions' writings reflect when we look at the miracle the cells
do when making and maintaining organisms and collecting DNA. Two
cells can join together in harmony with a knowledge and desire to
build a specific organism. The two cells become one and begin to
make each and every cell to form an offspring. We may just call
the religious writings miracles because we do not understand the
process. Our reluctance may be just a view of understanding that
as cells making organisms and collecting DNA there is also a
power is in the universe that knows all and collects life
experiences. Twins can sometimes feel each others pain. A mother
knows when her children need her. Science cannot answer if there
is a central order to things even though they look for a formula
that could explain all. Science knows that the working parts of
the universe are nothing less than a work of art with many
miracles to understand. Like energy that humans cannot create or
destroy only transform, there is a conscience that humans cannot
create or destroy, it only lives. Religions say there is a single
consciousness that all conscience are tied to. This power is
responsible for all things and even responsible for the creation
that formed the cells to make a human in which Our Father could
experience life. When we become aware, born again, have the sprit
thrust upon us, we become enlightened to the presence that we
always knew was around. This is Our Father's consciousness. As
babies we become aware that with our ears we hear our mothers.
When we are babies we become aware that with our eyes we can see
our mothers. We as babies become aware that with our hands we can
grasp things. We cannot unlearn these things nor would we want
this. The same is with Our Father's consciousness which we can
never unlearn. We would not try to use our feet to hear as we
cannot use Our Father's consciousness for wrong. As we enjoy
grasping things and all that grasping beholds, we need to learn
to enjoy life with Our Father's consciousness, with all that it
beholds.

Our survival mind views a situation and tries to determine what
we can gain from this. Our Father's consciousness views the same
situation and will see how it can help. We must strive to
separate the influence of the survival mind from our lives. We
must have love and compassion for all souls. Remembering Our
Father has forgiven our wrongs and thus we must forgive
ourselves.

Our intelligentsia is a result of our consciousnesses isolation
from the world around us. We want to be involved in the activity
the cells perform and know. So Our Father through our conscience
guides us to the answers to questions we seek. The most brilliant
person on Earth could never comprehend what Our Father knows, as
the human mind is not physically able. The intelligentsia of
humans to Our Father would compare to a college professor
studying a first grade reader. Fallen have great cultures and
civilizations with the loss of intellectual conformity through
history, but religion always strongly continues. This allowed us
to know Our Father's consciousness does not have demands on us to
do more than experience life. Our Father does not test us. The
planet does, and the cellular organisms do but Our Father does
not get pleasure out of seeing us squirm. But Our Father knows
all, thus, the planet or its organisms cannot give a test that
Our Father cannot answer, if allowed. No situation that Our
Father cannot lead us through, if allowed. No trouble that Our
Father cannot deliver us from, if allowed. When I call The
Creator, Our Father, I know this gives a false impression that
The Creator is male. The Creator cannot be defined using a human
as a definition.

Imagine Adam and Eve. A young couple with a survival
mind not unlike other organisms that inhabit the planet. Then Our
Father spoke. For Adam and Eve it would have been easy to
distinguish between Our Father's' consciousness and their
survival mind because they knew a time without it. Not like the
survival mind found in all organisms Our Father's consciousness
can think in the abstract. Our Father's consciousness can think
of yesterday, today, and in the future. This consciousness can
know between right and wrong. Adam and Eve teach this
consciousness to their offspring as Our Father taught them. This
is taught to each offspring through the generations. The
difference with teaching to the offspring and Adam and Eve is the
offspring has never known any time without Our Father's
consciousness. This makes it harder to tell when you are being
influenced by your survival mind.

The Pope has rules, your church has rules, your city,
county, state, has rules. Our Father does not want you to live by
rules. Adam and Eve were taught the only way Our Father wants you
to live. Adam and Eve were told not to eat from one tree. Our
Father knew they would be as children and eat from it anyway.
Adam and Eve then learned right from wrong. They did Our Father
wrong. That is all Our Father wants you to know and live by. Our
Father did not want Moses to have rules. Jesus lived as Our
Father wanted. Jesus allowed a lady of question to wash his feet,
touched lepers, trashed vendors in the temple square and Jesus
said would you not help a sheep in a pit on the Sabbath. You do
not need rules if you do the right thing, think the right thing,
and see the right thing. This is all Our Father wants from us.
Look at:

Genesis, chapter 1, verse 27 and 28, King James Bible [and it is
written] "male and female created he them. Be fruitful and
multiply, and replenish the Earth."

This text has two valuable points. First, Our Father never
intended Adam and Eve to stay in the Garden of Eden. Our Father
knew they would eat of the Tree of Knowledge and Eve would bear
children to be fruitful and multiply not just Eden but Earth.

Genesis, chapter 3, verse 22, King James Bible "And the Lord God
said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know good and
evil"

That was the lesson Our Father wanted Adam and Eve to learn.
Second, Our Father does not mind starting over when it comes to
humans. Our Father destroyed all living things on Earth except
Noah and that which was found on the Ark. Our Father isolated
Moses and his followers for 40 years from the population of Earth
and all things not found in a desert. This proved Our Father
could provide anything Moses and his people needed, even in a
desert. Our Father destroyed Jericho, Sodom and Gomorra. In the
text "Be fruitful and multiply, and replenish the Earth"
we do not read 'populate' the Earth but 'repopulate' the Earth.

Genesis, chapter 1, verse 27 and verse 29, King James Bible; "So
God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he
him; male and female created he them."

Verse 29; "And God said, Behold, I have given you every herb
bearing seed, which is upon the face of all the Earth, and every
tree, in the which is the fruit of a tree yielding seed; to you
it shall be for meat."

This could mean Genesis 1st chapter Our Father made
man and woman hunters and gathers which were like the other
creatures, then after a time later in Genesis 2nd
chapter Our Father made the living souls, Adam and Eve, to till
the Earth.

Genesis, chapter 2, verse 5, 6, 7 King James Bible; verse 5; "For
the Lord God had not caused it to rain upon the Earth, and there
was not a man to till the ground."

Verse 6; "But there went up a mist from the Earth, and watered
the whole face of the ground."

Verse 7; "And the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground,
and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became
a living soul."

Adam and Eve were the beginning of the living souls to till the
Earth which makes up our generations of humans. That could mean
non-soul humans and living soul humans were on the Earth
together. They could have interbred. We do have a small amount of
Neanderthal DNA. Both non-souls and living souls were destroyed
along with everything else except what was on Noah's ark. Noah
and his family were living souls, because they spoke with Our
Father. They had a conscience common thread. This means only
living soul humans inhabit the Earth now. If their were hunters
and gatherer humans before Adam and Eve this could also be the
reason human foot prints are found among the dinosaur's foot
prints, and answers how a steel hammer could be found in stone.
Many objects have been found. In clumps of coal believed to be
100's of million years old has been found to contain a gold
chain, a human leg, a brass bell, and many other items. After
all, Our Father created a world where organisms can evolve. (This
is a statement issued by the Vatican in response to the book "On
the Origin of Species" by Charles Darwin). This is just a thought
and another thought could be extreme pressure bringing into
question dating some materials. We know that humans have a
machine that can bring to bear a diamond. This machine can create
extreme pressure and make a diamond in hours not years. This
tells us that more pressure then less time or less pressure then
more time. We know at the bottom of the ocean there is very high
pressure, so high that humans have not been able to explore but a
small portion. Now let us imagine sea levels higher than the
mountains in Turkey at the time of Noah. This would leave the
plant and animal life destroyed and decaying at the bottom of
this huge column of water. The tremendous pressure on the soils
and decaying matter could explain the things found in coal and
rock. More pressure then less time. I can speculate about these
things because Our Father has not yet answered these questions.
With the knowledge of Our Father's past destructions we as humans
should focus on trying not to be the secret Our Father does not
tell the next Adam and Eve.

What is with the love and compassion for all? Why not take and do
what you will without worrying about who is hurt. Because of our
conscience, that is in us and lives forever, and is in us to
experience life. Our Father's' consciousness becomes part of us
and gives permanence to the life we live. Once our body ceases to
serve us we become like our conscience. We experience all the
wonders of heaven with our conscience, forever. What that means
cannot be answered by a living human. Dead, we know we will not
have any influence on the day to day activities of Earth. None of
the experiences of life or the pleasures to which we have grown
accustom. The short time we were living souls makes the
experiences and pleasures we had even more treasured. This is
with our conscience forever; why not make the best of it.

Looking into the near death experience we see what seems to be a
progression of enlightenment. First we become enlightened to all
the mysteries of the universe. The workings of life, Earth, and
humans become crystal clear. Then we realize that our conscience
was a soul before becoming a living soul. We have this
overwhelming emotion like we are seeing an old close friend after
a long absence. Then we understand that our soul wanted to become
a living soul with great aspirations to make the world a better
place. It did not matter to the soul if the body was male or
female, black or white, impaired or deformed, or even if the body
was in a condition that would lead to a premature death. The soul
wanted to experience any life even if it was for a short time.
Then we realize that many souls wanted this chance but this body
was yours. Then we realize that we feel no ills or pain. We feel
whole, vibrant, safe and secure. We are warmed by an overwhelming
light. Then we realize that we have no worries or
responsibilities, the world's problems are not ours anymore. Then
we realize why, this is death. Then our life passes before us.
You may think this will take a while but humans are creatures of
habit. You will not see yourself brushing your hair or teeth
everyday of your life. You will see your unique life experiences.
Then you will be asked to title your life. This could be "The
Great Husband or Wife", or "A Person of Their Word", or even
something like "An Asset to the Planet". Your title will be
whatever your life experiences reflected about you as a human.
Then you are asked if you are ready to enter the kingdom of Our
Father. Since we are examining the near death experience we are
looking at persons who said no to this question. The persons
returning to life had feelings of needing to complete some sort
of task. They may have needed to right a wrong or maybe their
family needed them more. At any rate the person may have chosen
this knowing they were leaving tranquility and possibly may have
to endure pain, surgeries, and a long rehabilitation. Now if the
body cannot be saved the choice of yes or no is made for you. You
will not be able to change your title and the book of life you
lived will be written for an eternity. No one knows what is next
if you say yes. If we speculate, we would think in death our life
experiences could be reviewed with the sights, sounds, smells,
touches, and emotions that accompanied them. Our soul, then
connected to all souls through Our Father, would mean we could
also experience the experiences of anyone that were affected or
touched, directly or indirectly, with our experience. A singer
writes a song and then performs it. In the singer's death they
would experience the performance and would experience the
experiences of the multitude of persons hearing the song. Looking
another way, a young person in a lapse of judgment causing a
media sensation would experience this lack of judgment but also
the experiences of the all the people's emotions that became
involved through the media. Reading the religious writings seems
to be trying to prepare humans for this type of situation in our
afterlife.

We are just temporary growths on this planet that will be
absorbed back into the planet after a short life. When the
conscience from Our Father enters our life, all of our
experiences will be forever. The conscience has no thoughts of
death, greed, or any mortal desires. The conscience only wants to
experience all that life has to offer in our short time. The
conscience feels the special emotions and triumphs as we feel
them. The conscience desires to experience the good from our
life, and not depression and failures. The conscience will guide
us to special emotions and triumphs using love and compassion for
all. This growth on the planet and Our Father's consciousness
become a team. If we live with love and compassion for all and
our conscience is doing the same the life we experience will be
boundless with special emotions and triumphs. If we do not live
with love and compassion for all, we are a team that is not
working together. Our life will be one step forward and two steps
back, causing stress, failure, disappointment and depression. As
a team we will make each moment in life a memory to cherish for
an eternity.