ok so i logged on just for giggles and it told me that it has been 64 weeks since i have last logged on!! what the crap have i been doing???? who the hell knows!!! trying to get ready for the baby shower that we are throwing for my brothers girlfriend! im tired of baby and i just want it to be done!! i know thats not exactly the right attitude to have but i have my reasons. ok so i dont even know what my last post even was so work is going ok, same ol but totally different. i really dont know what to say but ziriya updated too prolly after only 63 weeks- lol!! ok i will try to keep up and update more!!

hmmm well i guess then i will be the first to post in a while!! go me!! well i go on vacation in 2 days and i just can wait that long! i think that work is trying to kill me!! i dont know what i want to do. i want to leave but i want to stay too! so im kinda stuck!! so i dont think that anything really important is happening!! just the usual bull shit! it is hotter than hell i just cant believe it! im sitting here in shorts and im still hot! so i havent been online in about 1&1/2 weeks and i had like 70 messages- thats real messages not spam!! so i have been busy! ok well i dont know if i will be able to post while on vacation so i will talk to you all later!!

well im not even quite sure what fuckin day it is!! i had inventory on monday night and i worked about 16 hours and then came home to the rents house in the morning and only slept about 1 &1/2 hrs as a nap. went to dinner and watched idol! they all did pretty good!! some better than others. then i watched some other program with my mom- educational you know!! and then about 11:30 i crashed! fates called and i really dont even remember talking to her. but i know that she called cause its on my caller id!! crazy!! i hope that i didnt say anything bad!! lol! work is work and heather goes on vacation in 15 days- she told me this morning!! lol~ ziriya's baby shower was a hit im told! too bad i didnt leave the cake pink cause we all know that she loves that color!! lol! and while we were shopping fates even got into it too cause we were gonna get her pooh and pink things and put someone elses name on them, but i figured that since i couldnt be there that it would be my name that they would use!! and i couldnt have that!! so its 1 something and im thinking about showering and getting dressed but im not sure yet!! i hope everyone has a great day!! and ha ha ha im the updated one!!!!muuuuuhhhhhhhhaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

Mar. 4th, 2007 | 11:03 pmmood:tiredmusic: not big- lily allen

well i came home last night cause my brother and nephew were here and boy alex tired me right out!! hes soo cute and i wish that i could have that much energy!! i didnt go to bed until about 3 and he came in and woke me up at about 8!!! wow what kind of crap is that!! work is going ok. sean came home last weekend and we hung out in bay city, we didnt really do anything other than hang out with various ppl and talk! i have missed the conversations . . . i really dont have a lot to say so night!!

Nov. 15th, 2006 | 09:51 pmmood:gigglymusic: random 80's music

hmm work goes ok, things are going alright but they arent great but im working on it!! lol! well now that im part of the princess squad!! these next few months should be interesting! im thinking that things will be changing and not for the better. im thinking that ppl are on the verge of quitting and its not even me!! wow!! yeah i find that hard to believe! lol!! so thats pretty much whats going on! nothing really new! so i guess thats all that i have to say so have a good night!!me

im trying to make a cd, so im having trouble decing what to put on it!!! lol i have a lot of music to choose from!! so i will be making a couple of them i guess! congrats to em and bill! its too early to start snowing!! what the fuck?? im sure that its just been a mistake! im thinking that i need to get out of here i dont care if i have to pack everything again! i dont care! i have seen beeter orgainized shit fights from monkies at the zoo than in this joint!! and thats the truth!! its hell with floresent lighting! well thats enough about that! i heard from sean and hes coming home this weekend and i have this weekend off!! i have 2 halloween parties and a shit load of stuff to do before then! im thinking that i have to go to the hospital and have blood drawn and then get the results on friday when i go to the drs!! whoo hoo ohhh joy!! so i guess thats really all that i have to write for now!!

wow its been a really long time!!! sooo sorrry!! things have been crazy! my schedule at work has been crazy- being switched between a couple of different ones and i went on vacation!! yeah!!!!! it was not long enough and i didnt want to come back but that is almost always the case isnt it?? i got pulled over yesterday!! i freaked out!! the very nice officer didnt give me a ticket but warned me that i need to get my windshield fixed! i guess since it has been almost a year that it is time! and you know the more that i think about it i think that its been 2 years!!ohh well i guess then it is time!! i have found that i am not quite satisfied with life anymore! i dont know why if its becase i hate my store or what . . things are changing and some for the good and some not for the good but there are some things that i cannot tell if they are for the good or not yet! anyways i just worked 10 days in a row and i needed today off! anne and i are going to go do things on thursday dont know what yet, we have talked about going to birch run or what not!! i watched stay alive today that that is an awesome fuckin movie!!! well i had better go for now i still have to drive back and get all settled in!! hope everyone had a great holiday!!!!!!!!

May. 12th, 2006 | 12:58 am

ok heres the deal. i start a story and if you want to you add to it and it just goes around like that untill its done! so here is the first of many yet to come!!! a couple of rules, you cant change what any one else has done, spelling doesnt (really) count, try to keep it to a 5-7 line maximum, and please dont be a jackass!!

The night was dark and only the waning moon shed little light. i had been only driving for the last 3 hours but everyone else had drivin much longer and we were tired and sweaty. we could see the ferris wheel from the interstate and decided that we needed a break from driving and quite possibly each others company. the fair that usually drew the whole town was abandoned! all the lil shops and vendors were closed. the rides ran with no one on them and yet there were errie screams coming from somewhere near. there were wierd things going on in this small lil town.(lh)

May. 11th, 2006 | 08:57 pmmood:cynical

well work still sucks and thats all that i have to say about that!! glad to have thissideofme well and home!!not really all that much going on here just the same old bullshit on a different day!! hope everyone had a great day and weekend!!!

it has been a while since i have posted! so first thoughts and prayers to thissideofme and family! hope everything comes out ok! secon thoughts and prayers to barb from work, her son was killed last night! ok enough sad shit, i cant take much more of it! although it does make for an interesting conversation but i just dont want to go into detail about how i hate my job! things are ok i guess! they could be worse but i wish they were a hell of a lot better!! most days i just dont know what to do! i want to just quit but i cant at this moment and im just waiting to see if i can transfer back! if i cant then i dont know what the fuck im gonna do!! we shall see!! enough about work! there really isnt anything else going on! just got a project idea so im gonna get started on that!! well i guess thats all that i had to say! have a good day!