rsd after 5 years

I have had rsds for about 5 years now and I am going down hill quickly. I hear people talk about going into remission but I myself havent experienced it as of yet. I can't even imagine what it would be like to not suffer. I have full body rsds and I am only 33 years old. I can't take care of my kids or my husband. I feel useless a lot of the times. If anyone else feels this way please respond. I feel all alone. susan