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It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
Since I first saw you
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
Since I could call you
But everything I can't
Remember as fucked up as it
All may seem the consequences
That I've rendered I've stretched
Myself beyond my means
It's been awhile
Since I could say that I wasn't addicted
Since I could say I love myself as well
Since I've gone and fucked things
Up just like I always do
But all that shit seems to
Disappear when I'm with you
But everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it may seem
The consequences that I've rendered,
I've gone and fucked things up again.
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day
It's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
Since I said I'm sorry
Since I've seen the way
The candle lights your face
But I can still remember
Just the way you taste
But everything I can't remember as
Fucked up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my
Father he did the best he could for me