This is life, I suspect. At its most beautiful and fragile, it is all about impermanence. God, I hate that bullshit and yet I know it to be true. Impermanence. I suffer in this knowledge because – well – I am suffering it. I do not wish it to be so. I think of the … Continue reading →

So, I recently posted that I did “a thing” Truth! That THING-1 was a book and its e-book/kindle version. Woot! And THING-2? A book for littles! THE COLLAR (available on Amazon now!) is the full journal/planner with all of the journaling sections in back. You can also purchase copies from the community vendor, Blossom Trading Company … Continue reading →

A long time ago… i thought about writing this book. Fast forward through a lot of shit and some pauses (for good reasons and silly ones as well) and I’m done with the project. My intent was to publish it via paperback only, but then I thought… why not a streamlined e-book as well? As … Continue reading →

It’s been more than thirty years since you raped me and you just slipped in through the side door of my brain. uninvited.i.could.not.breathe.unexpected.i.dare.not.breathe. Five minutes of self-talk to coax myself out of the mental corner I curled up into… a couple of kleenex… just put a pot of water on for tea… and needed to … Continue reading →

I heard someone say something simple… and sexy… and empowering recently. It had to do with his penis. More on that in a bit… This morning, I stumbled across a discussion on Fet related to consent violation… specifically a man confessing to what sure sounded like rape, but then backpedaling into a sad sort of … Continue reading →

Right now, “I love you” feels like some seriously kinky shit. Edge-play, even. I’m not talking about the I love you that slips from our mouths when we hug our ride-or-die bitches, or snuggle with pets or children. I’m not talking about the I love you that rushes from our lungs mid-stroke, when our monkey … Continue reading →