Kenya: "I Didn't and Don't Want Apollo"

I am an uninhibited, off-the-cuff, wild card who likes to enjoy life. I can fall on my face at times, but I get right back up, dust myself off, laugh, and keep it moving. I never take things or myself too seriously in my personal life.

THE INVITATION?

I was elated that Kandi wanted me to go on vacation with the girls, because I thought it would be a lot of fun. And it was! Not only did we get to see an incredible island, eat amazing food, and enjoy all the activities the island had to offer, we were bonding, having a great time, and getting to know each other.

Even after Cynthia refused to invite me, she even had to admit that I was very pleasant and nice to her and willing to move on and start fresh after our first misunderstanding. I try not to dwell in the past or hold grudges. We both took jabs at each other in self-defense. We have yet to actually discuss our fallout, so I have to be open and willing to move on and hope one day Cynthia can too. THE FLIRT

The fact is, we were having a great time and I’m sure you all could see there were drinks flowing, good music, good conversation, and we let our hair down. We were all horsing around and it was HARMLESS. When I watched the show playback I cringed a little. I was acting a fool! What was in that rum punch? LOL! Does it appear that I flirt with Apollo by pushing him in a pool? I was playing around and being silly -- not flirting with Apollo. I did not think he was flirting either by pushing me back. Now, as to the “tall drink of water,” guilty. Perhaps it was passive aggressive behavior. I’m not saying it was proper, but it is a possibility I was acting out.

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LET’S CUT TO THE CHASE

With that said, I don’t think that having fun or flirting warrants being ostracized or having to wear a scarlet letter on my chest. We were all having the best time. NeNe even flirts some, but no one took that seriously and no one should take my flirting seriously either. It appears through Phaedra’s interviews that she had strong opinions about it and fired warning shots in my direction. However, by the end of the trip, you will see that Phaedra and I remained close friends and she saw it for what it was, HARMLESS. We kept it moving. No harm, no foul. She knows I didn’t and don’t want Apollo. I don’t want any man that is married. When I go to sleep at night, I get in my own bed and there isn’t anyone’s husband in it.

I strongly support and believe in the institution and sanctity of marriage. And despite the odds, I hope all of the happy couples endure the challenges of staying together under the microscopic, critical eye of a reality TV show.There are only 10 days left to Christmas. I hope that everyone takes the time to enjoy their family, laugh out loud, and enjoy this beautiful life we have… it’s worth living to the fullest.

Next week’s show is going to go down in history. Many things come to a head. It is the most exciting episode to come!