Month: January 2011

Do you agree that it’s OK for people to blame someone by someone else past?

Life is unpredictable. Sometimes we know the person we in love with, sometimes we thought we understand the person we’ve been married for years, sometimes even with the neighbor we grew up with their smiles. We never understand other people. They are different being.

Some people can say very terrible things to others, but never feel any slight of guilt about it. For them it is something that they feel, and they don’t have to feel sorry for it. They praise the Almighty God everyday, without fail.But in their heart, they still judge other people so badly, they forget the basic commandments of God.

Some people will judge someone’s else daughter before take a close look at their daughter. They can list down thousands bad things they saw in other people’s daughter, with just one day meet, but they never really take a silent moment and look at their own daughter. Had their daughter become someone that make them proud. Is their daughter successful in her life, or living a life as permitted my the God they praise?

There’s so much things you will never understand about other people. Like it or not, you will live in the same world as them. Everyone is not perfect, but some people always think they are perfect.

I was watching this shows last week and i couldn’t help but admiring the kids..They really can cook! If only Malaysia can have this kind of programme..well instead of just all those singing contest, it would be really brilliant to have this kind of TV show rite..

I hate the world todayYou’re so good to me I know that I can’t changeI tried to tell you but you look at me like maybeI’m an angel underneath; innocent and sweetYesterday I cried; Must’ve been relief to see the softer sideI can undertsand how you’d be so confusedI don’t envy you; I’m a little bit of everythingall roled into one

I’m a Bitch I’m a LoverI’m a child I’m a MotherI’m a sinner I’m a saintI do not feel ashamedI’m your hell I’m your dreamI’m nothing in betweenyou know you wouldn’t want it any other way

So take me as I amThis might mean you’ll have to be a stronger manRest assured that when I start to make you nervousI’m going to extremes; Tomorrow I will changeAnd today won’t mean a thing

Just when you think, you got me figured outThe season’s already changin’I think it’s cool; you do what you doAnd don’t try to save me

I’m a bitch, I’m a teaseI’m a goddess of my kneesWhen you hurt; when you sufferI’m your angel undercoverI’m enough; I’m revivedCan’t say I’m not aliveYou know I wouldn’t want it any other way

I challenge myself to blog everyday for 30 days…I’ve been blogging for almost 6 years, and i know how hard it is to blog everyday..Well, to make life a bit fun, lets do it! 🙂

2011 is all about living healthy physically and mentally. So yea, start to do my run everyday is one of the goal.Maybe i will start with 4 times a week, for 2 weeks, then will do it everyday after that. Few years back, i love running. Every morning i must wake up and do it..Mostly because i was in hockey team and i have to do it..ha ha..and day by day it become habit. But after start working and stuffs, it totally forgotten. And so yea, 2011 is the time to do it again!

How do you wake up every morning and start running? Not that easy, i need a very strong mental to leave my bed :). My routine will be based on 30minutes Daily jog which i will tell in detail on my next post. Ah, i still have 29 more posts to go anyway hehe..

Ok people, off for now, i have 2 appointments with clients today, and laundry to do..Wish me luck 🙂

As for me..i hate it! I am not the proud LEO anymore..The whole thing change me to Cancerous! Holly cow!Ha ha now i have to read back all my new character.

Hope there will be something good about being Cancer after all..Well maybe changes is better..stuck with all the unanswered question is not something that i would like to live forever..changes can hurt, one time..not forever..maybe..

But im a bit lucky rather than those who have to stuck with Ophiuchus..ha ha..

Its been 2 weeks for me to work from home..My friends asking how does it feel..Hmmm…Well as someone who used to work with other people, have lots of colleagues, it ain’t really fun but yea, still have the fun side of it! hehe

1. You can work anytime and anywhere you want. But make sure you really do your work because sometimes you will feel sooo lazy and you will feel like doing your work later..This is dangerous!

2. You will feel stressed when you face difficulties as there’s no one around to talk with. Make sure you have all the motivational books with you 😀

3. There will be a lot to do. You will have to do everything from A to Z by yourself.4. Hmm..to be continue..

i was online chatting with my friends just now now, and i finally realize how i miss my days at Kuala Lumpur. I mean, i yea, those good old time we spent when we were young, and have only laughs and happy and dancing and clubs..

We were 21 and we were the party girl. We went to each and every club in KL, just to have fun.Night without party seems soooo boring. And since we were just a college student back then, we don’t have that much money to go for everynight clubbing..but..well, i think being young and ‘adventurous’ we try so many ways to get into the club, mostly getting to know those working adult..ha ha..and get in as one of their group, and inside the club..we will just go to the dance floor and forget about them..

I wonder how did i get all those energy to dance all night long..I love dancing with the loud music, with all those happening people around me..i just dance and dance and dance with the music..Our fav club is at The Zouk, mustly because of the music, and most of the time, international artist will have shows there..so live show?Who gonna miss it!

One thing that people confuse about me is, i go clubbing and party almost everyday but i didn’t drink or smoke..Hmm..I don’t know, i just not into it. I go party for the sake of the music and dance, the crowd and blast..i never thought about getting drunk or smoking, because all i wanted is to dance!

Now, sometimes i miss it (like now hehe) but most of the time, i feel so tired to think of all the musics, all the people. Maybe time change, and maybe im done with partying 🙂 But yea, KL life is amazing..But to live that forever is impossible..People change and get matured, thinking about future, life and everything.

Now all i wanted is to go for a world tour, getting to know other places other than clubs in KL! 🙂

Down with flu is the last thing that i wanted now…Please not now, when everything still not yet settled, all the paperworks still not finish, those demanding stuffs that need 101% attention..

But here i am, on my couch, having hot and cold combination with cough..argh..not good..not good…

Maybe all i have to do is not to think about it..My grandma used to say, when you feel sick, don’t think about it, and it will gone..Well, yea, i always do that and most of the time it works! Amazing..but yep, sometimes our body just need a very strong spirit to get better 😀

I went for a jogging at the beach just now and its amazing..I really love the sound of the ocean, so calming..Maybe i will start to work by the beach sometimes, to get more relax…And to be frank, i love being self employed. I can do my work anytime, anywhere. As long as i work hard to bring in some projects, i will surely survive 🙂

And its a brand new life for me..After 5 years..I finally here, on my own home office, doing my own business, and well…so much things to organize..I am not doing million dollar business, no partnership, no supplier meeting, no meeting with investors…just me and my small business 🙂

There will be no travelling to USA, that i will need visitor insurance usa or anything about visitors health insurance. But yea, i really do impress with the system they had in USA where hospitals can bill insurance company directly, when something happen and you need medication in USA, while visiting. It offer coverage for hospital expenses, out-patient doctor office visits, prescription drugs, medical evacuation and etc..Very smart..and efficient. You do not need to call you agent all the way if you need to claim for the medical insurance.

It was quite a year for 2010, with new experiences, new friends and yep, maybe some new things that i never want it to happen, but it did slap my face..But decision always in my hand, and i know better how to lead my life..

Listing down everything that i need to achieve in 1 year, wow…what a list! ha ha..2011 its time for me to really push myself to my limits..I have wanted this for so long, and here’s my opportunity to prove myself..I have list of bills that i need to pay as well, and WOW..ha ha ha …long list as well!!

A friend told me..2011, its time to grow up! Cheers everyone, for a better life in 2011!