@novescorpgirl most of the people in our society are unaware of mental illness. I myself is a patient of chronic anxiety and depression so I get you gurl. I can act like a spoiled brat
I am a cancerian myself and we have sensitive ass oh boi! We get butt hurt easily. Its very easy to hurt us with words.
Your man is shy as we all cancerians are. You have made him crawl back inside his shell. Now he is colder than ice. You will get the silent treatment as you have hurt him with your words but I dont blame you as you are dealing with anxiety its a huge thing. You need a strong and patient man who can understand what you are going through and I am afraid your cancer man is way too sensitive to do so. You both should discuss this matter like mature adults. If he loves you he will come back and if he can't understand your problem then leave him and find someone stronger than him who can deal with your anxiety and whims
In my opinion you should seek medical help for your anxiety because its not fair to not be able to give 100% in a relationship and to your man. As you are not doing justice to the relationship its bound to doom.. Good luck gurl.

The Law of Attraction advises you to put out your request for love to the Universe only once and from then on, expect it to happen. If you are continually longing and wishing for that special someone, you are actually saying "I don't believe it will happen, so I will just keep on wishing for it." Thus you cancel out your chances of getting what you want. Instead, be happy and content with the expectation of what you want coming to you. Unhappiness and frustration implies that you have no faith in the ability or desire of the Universe to grant your wishes. If you have to wait a bit, well, isn't what you want worth waiting for? Do you just give up on your dreams if they don't happen immediately?

@maryv
HI MaryV
I am so sorry to hear of your loss.
I was doing some internet research and found the following article which I hope might help.
Take care
https://www.psychologytoday.com/gb/blog/head-games/201505/are-you-looking-love-in-all-the-right-places

@jayann Both of those songs were knee jerk reactions. I do believe they hold simple truths you can apply.
What really comes to mind is the collection of songs/videos by the Lumineers, known as The Ballad of Cleopatra. Warning... at face value this collection can appear very gloomy and without hope, when in fact it's just the opposite. Just like any work of art it holds multiple meanings to the eye of the beholder, Google for the basic concept/theme. I do believe there's a strong connection between the Lumineer's character Ophelia and the one found in William Shakespeare's ''Hamlet", and we can't forget Cleopatra... Very deep indeed.
“What We Do In Life Echoes In Eternity"

@Jayann loving a scorpio is a very passionate feeling. In my humble opinion you must confess your feelings to your scorpio dont be scared to open up as scorpios love open communication. They are very private creatures but once you make them open up to you they will reciprocate. Break the ice. Good luck