You never found me. Now I am lost in my mind looking for answers
without questions, searching for truths without reason, finding
myself in the darkness waiting to see the light that is you.
Jock Commander

I am the result of a life that I alone lived, the fallout of the
good and bad times embodied in my heart and soul, the lessons
learned from mistakes and the joy of accomplishments done to the
best of my ability. My past has influenced who I am today. I notice
a lot of women calling this baggage but I call it life. If you do
not want to know my past, then you will never know me. If you can
not forgive my past, then I am not for you. I am no gift from god,
you have to accept the good with the bad. There are gentleman left
although you get bombarded with messages from the idiots. I am by
no means special, have no material things to offer, live with my
difficulties in this life but still dream of a day when I can say
that I have everything I could have ever wanted. It is love, that
is all. I am a gentleman and only offer you a great friendship, my
heart, soul and my love and this is all I want from you, nothing
else matters to me.

A Dream?
And out of the blue, it comes to you. What you have wanted and
waited for. All that time spent searching seems to have come to an
end. Now the inspiration you get will be frequent in every new day,
your life takes a course of fulfillment, passion, happiness and the
world around you is more beautiful. It is real and true, all you
have to do is be you.
Jock Commander

You are open to love fully. I have seen some women that have been
hurt and built a wall around their hearts. I wonder what the hell
they are doing on a dating site looking for love when they are not
willing? I will not settle for being loved as just a friend, I want
all of you, not just what you are willing to give. How will you
grow otherwise?