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22 March 2005

If u want to go, please come back

Carcasses... ugh... i'm gettin so sick of the negativity potrayed on the page... that i thought i should brighten it up with some GREEEEEN! But alas... it doesn't work that way coz the first word that i could think of writing in here was CARCASSES... for the record..that's what i think we all are...carcasses of what we were... because at sometime all that we believe in is eroded... one by one as we 'grow up'... Roland Barthes "urban myths" are each unfolded, to make us into the adults that we have always dreamed of being. Soon enuff, there's a part of me that's gonna leave, she suggests that perhaps she will never come again... and there isnt ne thing in this world that i can do to make her stay... because as the counsellor at Monash says, "You can't ever make someone do what they don't want to do."Everything is within... everything that a person is is what they either consciously or sub-consciously desire...

I met u when i was so young... u were to me what i needed at that point...I do remember us fighting many times...we weren't so unnatural as to not do soI do remember we apologized many times over... but that was naturalI never thought that there was anything that you could do that i cudn forgive u forAnd to this day i knw that that is true..But now that u want to leave i cannot make u stayand now that u want to forget everything that happened i cannot make u stayand now that u say that u've lost trust in everything that we've had i cannot make u staythere is only one sentence that i would like to say to youplease stay....But i knw that u will not listenand i knw that u will not care in a few months to comeand i knw that u dun completely believe this when i tell u thisbecause u say u've lost the essence of the trust in 'us'and i knw that u dun want to re-build what was brokenand i knw that u dun want to stay long enough for that to happento knw all this bimbs, is to knw too muchi want u stay and that's all i wantu want to go, but please come backu want to forget but please remember.

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I am a woman of three cultures, straddling modernity, striving to accept tradition in the name of preserving culture and ultimately, loosing the battle by not getting anywhere~these should be apparent as you read my posts :)