This was good statement until...

So much hate based on false Gods and religions that have been hijacked, but when it comes to seeking truth the skills they all lack. Walking around daily thinking they are right and I am wrong, looking down on me as I write this song. I am the outcast, the infidel, the loser of society, but fuck the world cause at least my mind is free. I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder from these things and what's to come, I have a hard time even looking at my son. Not for lack of love but for lack of hope, all because I see the lies from our government, the church, and the pope. The questions that plaque me daily how do you wake these people up, what do I do now, how do I save my son, only make me angrier and want to pick up a gun. How else am I to save these sheeple from the lies, how else do I cut them off from these fucking lies. Please God show me what to do to save them from the Illuminati, and show me how to do this as Gandhi. For in my heart I only want freedom, love, and peace, so help me God these people's minds release. How do I show them the false Gods they praise, how do I show them the entire systems a lie, how do I show a different and better world, when my heart feels like it wants to die?

And it doesn't seem to help that some wacko made this reply to his post.

I should,not say God help us,I was raised Catholic,and I know that the Aleins,are our God,just look back to the Myian's,and The Egpytian scripictors,the building,of the Phyraimids,and others.Jason,is right there is no god,floating,in the sky's it is a good fairy tale,to keep,us good people.And i appreciate it,as it keeps,us Human.But,the Aliens,do exsist,and are our real God,soon this will be reality!Look up,Project Bluebean(HAARP),and Dr.Alan Greer;The Orian Project,on U-tube.I will post tomorrow,as I have a migrane.BELIEVE,the End,is soon!

Every other sermon , the pastor at the church I am the pianist for rants about 'false Gods' and how their religion is the 'one true god' ... makes me want to start banging my head on the piano keys , but I have come to slightly enjoy the pain and suffering I have to endure every Sunday morning , as it let's me know I am alive and quite sane.

What you do not understand is in the the answer that does not arrive. Now accept the silence or put the gun in your mouth and...ahhh, sorry. It's just that sometimes I want to pick up a gun and...well I don't want to save you and free your mind, I just want you to shut up...ahhh, but freedom of speech. Back to suggestion #2.