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a terrible painter, a dreamer, a rebel , a feminist and a self certified bisexual Witch. Who is always trying to visualize whats on the other side of the canvas she paints,just another human- Living alive Life. Now also a green tea addict.

Thursday, 13 June 2013

Fanfic- Love Hiroki.

{I dont own Junjou Romantica., its created by the awesome Shungiku Nakamura. But I wish I owned them, then Nowaki would Have Been Mine.}

BACKGROUND OF STORY

( Hiroki is an assistant professor in M university, he is 32 and lives with his boyfriend Nowaki who is 28 and a resident doctor. In the real story they are called the egoist couple. In story Nowaki had gone to USA to study when he was 24 and Hiroki was sad, so we have that past haunting him here. Hiroki is very shy, hence he is always afraid of being dumped, but Nowaki loves him too much)

“Hiro-San!, Hiro-San!” Nowaki broke in to
the small apartment.

“Welcome back Brat”

Nowaki looked around to find his beloved
Hiro-san buried deep inside the book. It had been ten years they wear together.
Hiroki was fuming over the novel he was reading, as if something disturbed him.
Demon Kamijou was giving his infamous frown which froze Nowaki. Hiroki looked
up, with eyes which were shouting out loud to Nowaki for a bear hug. Within
moments the Giant was holding his precious in his arms.

“Hiro-san… what’s wrong? You look tired
angry and sad?”

“Is it the book you wear reading, does it
have a sad ending?"

Nowaki knew, Hiroki loved happy endings, no
matter how much he tried to show his intellectual blend. Hiroki always bought
those light hearted novels and read them between his books and sold them before
anybody could find out. Whenever a happy ending took place Nowaki’s Hiro-san
was in better mood for the day. Today was not that day for Nowaki.

“Akihiko, he wrote this novel, when he gave
me the manuscript he did not let me see the last three chapters” a sad Hiroki
gulped his words down.

“He, wrote about this couple who were separated
during war and reunite after thirty years, yet in the end they could not live
with each other.”

“Why??” Nowaki asked.”

“They are claimed by death, they spent only
three days together and the man dies next day the woman follows him after a
week dreaming about him. They both die smiling, yet its tragic, but happy
ending.”

“Why Nowaki, they could not live longer,
spend their time together ? Why were they so happy in death?”

Nowaki had never thought his Hiro-san was
moved so much by novels. He knew the separation between the characters was
reminding Hiroki of the one year he was in America. So Hiroki was thinking what
would have happened had they lost communication and met years later to die
moments later. Nowaki tightened his grip and engulfed Hiroki into his warm
embrace.

“Hiro-San” whispered Nowaki

“You are still thinking about the year I
was away from you”

A blush grew on the face of the Older Man,
he frowned not in anger but at the thought of loosing Nowaki. He loved this
brat and did not want to live without him. His pride kept him from speaking his
original feelings. Every time Nowaki spoke
Hiro-san, Hiroki felt a sense of security and love. His heart pounded whenever
the giant wrung his fingers in his hair. The blue eyes were always honest and
caring, always showing love to him. Hiroki feared, if Nowaki ever left him, the reason
will be Hiroki’s. Hiroki failed to communicate his feelings. He tried to be
open, but his pride pulled him. He wanted to be in the embrace of the younger
man. He wanted his forever together, but he could not channel his words.
Sometimes he wished he was more assertive like Miyagi’s boy toy as well more
caring like Akihiko’s object of affection. He was not young like the rest, he
was not assertive and he lacked the caring sense. All this made him fearful,
that one day he will have no time to love Nowaki.

“I … I fear that my lack of gesture in our
relation will drive you away”

“Miyagi’s boy always shows his concern and
Akihiko’s lover is always caring for his well being. They are young and show
their love and I feel my lack of communication is going end our relation. I
want to be more involved in our, yours life, but I fail every time.”

“Sorry Nowaki”…..

“Hiro-san! I love you” said Nowaki pulling Hiroki to the crook of
his neck.

“But, what if that is not enough?” Hiroki
mubbled…

“Look at me, Hiro-san, That is Enough!....
I love you ” “When I first saw you, I
knew you were the one. The most beautiful person I have ever seen. Your crying
face evoked love in me, but a fear grew too, that you were sad and in pain. I
wanted to erase that pain from your life, but what if I failed. When I pulled
you to share beer with the sponsors, I knew you were shy. I knew all this, I
loved you more. When I kissed the
sleeping beauty Hiro-san, I wanted to care for you. When I pulled you away from
Akihiko’s conversation, I wanted you only for me. To protect, care and to Love,
only you Hiro-san.”

Before Hiroki could utter more words, Nowaki’s
lips were tracing his. The warm, soft lips were assuring Hiroki that it was
real, his lover was real, his giant was holding him. Breaking away from the
kiss Nowaki uttered.

“Hiro-san, you may be older than other
lovers and me, but for me you are my precious one, my only love. You are
special and no one will ever replace you.”

“I had no family, only the children of
orphanage as my friends, no one adopted me. But you let me in your life. You were
the one who guided me to my ambition. I wanted to become social worker, because
I wanted to help the people like me. But you provided me the hope to be a
doctor. I had seen how concerned you became when the child in train became
sick, how your showed fear whenever you saw an ambulance. I knew you wanted to
protect people, hence I decided to become one”

Hiroki never knew what drived Nowaki to
become a doctor. He knew it was Nowaki’s desire to protect everyone and care
for the distressed, he never realized it he himself who made his giant follow
this path. Today in Hiroki’s eyes, Nowaki grew more, the respect he had for him
had reached its ultimate point. He always felt proud on how Nowaki was a self
made man, how caring and sacrificing he was, but today his Nowaki was more than
just a self made man, he was a true humanitarian. He pulled the giant back to
his embrace, slowly tears started to wet his cheeks and Nowaki’s coat.

Nowaki pulling Hiroki’s face, rubbed off
his tears, and kissed the lips which wanted to speak something. He deepened his
kiss, exploring inside, Hiroki clenching his hands to his hair and shoulder and
his legs coiling around Nowaki’s waist. Slowly Hiroki pulled away, with deep
sigh and deeper blush.

“I love you Nowaki” Hiroki murmured, the
older man had to keep his voice firm to utter the words.

Next moment he was back in Nowaki’s
embrace, this time he did not resist but let the warmth from Nowaki comfort
him. After a while both man spoke together.

“I have something for you.” In unision….

“Hiro-san you first”

“But Nowaki, you
have something exciting, you entered with something and I ruined it” Before
Hiroki could utter more, his lips wear
sealed with a chaste kiss.

“Hiro-San please
you tell first”

“mmm Okay, well
our parents know technically about us, my Mom already calls you my husband and
all. My father has met you and speaks well of you, Akihiko and Miyagi both my
friends say I got a trophy boyfriend and they think we are perfect. So our
annual family get together is being held at end of this month. So I thought it’s
time for both my parents’ family and relatives to meet you. I have hidden you a
lot, so its time I show off. It’s upon you if you want to go or not” Hiroki
said all this without break and handed over the tickets to their home town.

“Hiro-San yes! I
would Love to meet your family” “I Love you Hiro-san”

“Nowaki it your
turn.”

“Yes, Hiro-san,
well since it’s already ten years, normal couple don’t last that long this
days. It’s not legalized, (Hiroki’s Eyes Widened) don’t worry it’s not that I
am forcing you. It’s not the biggest step, but its big step itself. (Nowaki
Pulls out a box from his back pocket) Hmmm Hiro-san, I won’t ask you to marry
me until you are assured about us, but will you become fiancé and when you
think you are ready we will get married. I want us to wear the rings, so that
no one thinks you are single.”

“yes, Nowaki, I
would become your fiancé and eventually your husband” …. “I am assured you are
the one, it’s an honour to be loved by you brat.”

Nowaki broke into
a huge grin and hugged Hiroki to never let you go…

“Thank you
Hiro-San”

“Say Nowaki, how
do you think, if we put on the rings before of our family members?”

“Our family
members!!! Hiro-San it sounds great, do you mind if invite few people to our
engagement party.”

“Well Brat, we
will keep the surprise, fun, guests, party, wine and all fancy stuff you dream
off for the wedding” “ The engagement goes my way in private in presence of
family and wedding goes your way”

“Not, that I
intend to Marry nowww” he was pulled to kiss….

“Hiro-san you
made me the happiest man, I love you”

“I love you too”.

“Well we have a
engagement party to organize” Nowaki said. “Leave that to our mother, just call
her and you will have party in the
station” Hiroki replied.

Before Nowaki could be more excited, Hiroki
stole his kiss and uttered.

“All this will
happen so relax and I love you brat”

“Hiro-san!”

“Nowaki I am
cold”

With this Nowaki
carried his Hiro-san to their bedroom forgetting about dinner , they had big
days coming… Suddenly Nowaki pulled away from passionate Kiss and said
“Hiro-San, Usami-san should be your maid of honour, though I am jealous of him,
but we are together for him and his novels always help us do something and
deepen our relationship”

A book landed on
Nowaki’s head, this book was of Usami Akihiko’s too….

Simply Witchy Me

All I can describe myself is, I am a Tame Less Tempest, Aim-Less Learner, never aware of what I want.
Born Blank, Raised Ordinary, Lived Ignorant, BUT CATCHING UP my life is a celebration of Books, Friendship, Solitude, Observation, Education and Curiosity.
My life is a toast to living without guilt"- hence I am still Clue Less of what I want.