Saturday, March 04, 2017

I can’t
believe it’s already been 4 years since I started blogging! And it’s 100th post
today :D A lot has changed actually. I started this blog soon after I got on
medication. It helped me a lot and now? It’s been almost 10 months since I went
off my antidepressants and I feel so much better! It’s also thanks to my
therapy that I just finished and I would really like to thank my psychologist,
she did a great job! :)

My
depression was 10 long years of struggling… for my whole life I was dreaming
of getting away from my psychopathic father. And I finally made it but it doesn’t mean it was so easy. It was tragic
at first, I had panic attacks, I was suicidal… but I had support from my
husband, my mom and my friends therefore I got out of it. I can’t even believe I feel so
good! Because I used to think I would feel like shit for the rest of my life
really. Is my depression over? I think so. I don’t have any mood swings, I
don’t care about a lot of things that I used to, I’m not questioning the sense
of life, I just live! For the first time in my life I feel truly happy :D This
is the best feeling :) And I never want to see my father again because since I
broke ties with him it made me feel so much better.

I was depressed because of someone and separating from them worked as the best medication.

I just want to spread the message that
it’s never too late to fight for a better life :)