trigger///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// //////////////////////////////people can talk and judge me about my life , that i am stupid and unrealstic but yet i suppose to care and be responsible. yet the those people can do things that can hurt people that do that hurt people that dont have a voice, but yet they know what they are doing, i didnt ask for this. i was a child.i am suppose to live because society says so. that is a load of bull. i want OUT

A best friend is someone who never leaves you when you need them.Someone who never means to hurt you.And is someone who loves you.

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12 Replies |Watch This Discussion | Report This| Share this:done donetrigger///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// //////////////////////////////people can talk and judge me about my life , that i am stupid and unrealstic but yet i suppose to care and be responsible. yet the those people can do things that can hurt people that do that hurt people that dont have a voice, but yet they know what they are doing, i didnt ask for this. i was a child.i am suppose to live because society says so. that is a load of bull. i want OUT

I would say that you should live not just because society says so, but because you have people around you that love you and care what happens to you. Please don't choose that road because you are worth a lot more than that. Take care of yourself and call someone if you have to in order to be safe.

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Report This| Share this:done doneI would say that you should live not just because society says so, but because you have people around you that love you and care what happens to you. Please don't choose that road because you are worth a lot more than that. Take care of yourself and call someone if you have to in order to be safe.

Sweet woman, hide the clock... Now a new day has dawned and with each new day, comes a new beginning. So please, utilize today's newness and reach out, make yourself heard, be assertive, go after what you need, find that warrior spirit thatsleeps within you and let her take charge. "Change the way you look at things, and the things you look at change." "Be the change that your seek."

Love to you.Bonnie

I have acheived my dream of being a kyte, for a single day, riding the wind. The anchors that held me down lifted... I was set free.. Now my journey of healing is possible. Gra' Bonnie

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Report This| Share this:done doneSweet woman, hide the clock... Now a new day has dawned and with each new day, comes a new beginning. So please, utilize today's newness and reach out, make yourself heard, be assertive, go after what you need, find that warrior spirit thatsleeps within you and let her take charge. "Change the way you look at things, and the things you look at change." "Be the change that your seek."

Dem -I echo Bonnie & Lexismom's words. You are worthwhile. You are an amazing woman & I'm am forever impressed with your strength. You are always putting yourself down, but you are stronger, smarter & braver than most people. How you have handled your son's issues while facing your own mental health issues is nothing short of incredible.Hang in there Dem, You are worth the effort!Kate_Te

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Report This| Share this:done doneDem -I echo Bonnie & Lexismom's words. You are worthwhile. You are an amazing woman & I'm am forever impressed with your strength. You are always putting yourself down, but you are stronger, smarter & braver than most people. How you have handled your son's issues while facing your own mental health issues is nothing short of incredible.Hang in there Dem, You are worth the effort!Kate_Te

I thank you all and love for it. but i do know this you are not the first one to tell me this.but you all do not get it, does not take away the emptiness and not feeling loved. i am so very sleepy. i have to stay awake for 2 more hours. i am to emotional to talk. i just looked in to see if there any word on bb

Healthy relationship ingredients: Love without fear. Trust without wondering. Be there without restrictions. Accept someone without wanting to change them...

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Report This| Share this:done doneI thank you all and love for it. but i do know this you are not the first one to tell me this.but you all do not get it, does not take away the emptiness and not feeling loved. i am so very sleepy. i have to stay awake for 2 more hours. i am to emotional to talk. i just looked in to see if there any word on bb

Please know that I do understand. I feel empty inside and I do not feel loved (outside of you all here). I feel like I am not real, a shadow that just exists and am forced to watch life go on around me. Seeing but never belonging. Thinking no one (outside of you all here) would miss me if I vanished entirely. I hate how lonely I feel and I'm angry that neither life nor death will committ to me fully. I feel, I have never been wanted, never belonged anywhere, and all of those other negative thoughts we tend to have about ourselves....

With this said... I have become stronger, because of you, my beautiful loving sisters here...

I now am using these negatives to fight back. Darn it... WE DO MATTER. WE DO DESERVE LOVE... WE DO DESERVE TO LIVE AND NOT JUST EXIST. WE DO DESERVE TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT. WE DO DESERVE TO HAVE OUR NEEDS MET. WE DO DESERVE THE USE OF OUR VOICES. WE DESERVE!!!

It is okay to sit with what you are feeling and not talk... What you feel, you can heal... I wish I were there with you... not to talk... just to hold you in my arms until you finally found peace in sleep. and even then, I would be your angel standing by to keep the nightmare demons at bay...

I Love You Dem.... Bonnie

I have acheived my dream of being a kyte, for a single day, riding the wind. The anchors that held me down lifted... I was set free.. Now my journey of healing is possible. Gra' Bonnie

Please know that I do understand. I feel empty inside and I do not feel loved (outside of you all here). I feel like I am not real, a shadow that just exists and am forced to watch life go on around me. Seeing but never belonging. Thinking no one (outside of you all here) would miss me if I vanished entirely. I hate how lonely I feel and I'm angry that neither life nor death will committ to me fully. I feel, I have never been wanted, never belonged anywhere, and all of those other negative thoughts we tend to have about ourselves....

With this said... I have become stronger, because of you, my beautiful loving sisters here...

I now am using these negatives to fight back. Darn it... WE DO MATTER. WE DO DESERVE LOVE... WE DO DESERVE TO LIVE AND NOT JUST EXIST. WE DO DESERVE TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT. WE DO DESERVE TO HAVE OUR NEEDS MET. WE DO DESERVE THE USE OF OUR VOICES. WE DESERVE!!!

It is okay to sit with what you are feeling and not talk... What you feel, you can heal... I wish I were there with you... not to talk... just to hold you in my arms until you finally found peace in sleep. and even then, I would be your angel standing by to keep the nightmare demons at bay...

u feel so horribly sad and alone, i dont know how to deal with it. i will be not around that much in the few days, my mom os coning to town and my brother us having operation, i love and will ,miss you

Healthy relationship ingredients: Love without fear. Trust without wondering. Be there without restrictions. Accept someone without wanting to change them...

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Report This| Share this:done doneu feel so horribly sad and alone, i dont know how to deal with it. i will be not around that much in the few days, my mom os coning to town and my brother us having operation, i love and will ,miss you

Dem -I hope you find some enjoyment in the holiday & pray your son does well. I feel alone too. I will be busy this weekend, but still feel alone with my family. I just want it to be Monday already.

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Report This| Share this:done doneDem -I hope you find some enjoyment in the holiday & pray your son does well. I feel alone too. I will be busy this weekend, but still feel alone with my family. I just want it to be Monday already.

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