Rose coloured

I sit and think the worse thing is to think
My mind travels a hundred moments
The times that I have wished upon that never happened
Times that did happen that I wish had nt
Broken clock that is my heart as its timeless
Shadows of pages lost in my diary
The feeling of being alone when needing to be held
A want that is unbelievable even to I to understand
You ask many questions but there is no reply
Mistakes that you have made even others have to bare
The mistakes that others have held against you
Its all rose coloured if only I had seen what you see now
Love hate feelings of ones innocence taken
You say hold back do not sell your self to a thief
Be different this time but you are the same you are what you are
You take a road and you walk you open the gate that is fate
Skies of redness as the sun dies down
Changed with darkness of dark with diamonds that glisten
Trees that lay bare snow surrounding rain that drowns the earth
It is all the same its a dice that is thrown
We dont know how when why and who
We just do what we do even when the mind takes hold
It is still the jewel in you that wears the golden crown
Thats why we never really understand as it is always you that shines through