Okay here's my story and please don't be mean, I live in a quiet area of town where I know almost all my neighbours. Most of them hate me, the local pikeys are always sexually abusing me but nobody takes it seriously because I'm a guy and they're girls, one time they locked me in their caravan for days on end and when I finally got let out everyone just laughed at me. I love this one girl but she barely even acknowledges me, she's so beautiful and everytime she's near me I become a nervous wreck, sweating and shaking. She has a guy who's not really her boyfriend but they hang out and it's obvious they're going to end up together. What pains me about this the most is that the guy is a horrible person, I couldn't even count the number of times he's got me in a corner and beat me, I've had black eyes, broken bones, busted teeth, he's a bully and he torments me. My neighbours that don't bully me still hate me, even the weakest and obviously closeted gay boy bullies me sometimes and he's generally quite nice to everyone else. The reason everyone leaves him alone is because of how close he is to this really violent girl, I'm friends with her brother. I say I'm friends with him, he's got a pretty severe mental disability so he's too stupid to make friends on his own so I stay with him, his sister beats him a lot and because I'm his friend me too. He stays inside a lot reading comic books to distance himself from reality. I have only one other friend and he's a pretty smart kid, he gets bullied for being smart, everyone calls him names and picks on him for it. To make matters worse none of our parents are ever around, I have an older brother who occasionally visits but he's just as abusive as everyone else. We have to look after ourselves mostly which can get difficult at times with all the bullying that happens on a day-to-day basis. Anyway, I fill the days by trying to scam money off the neighbours so I can afford to buy a jawbreaker.