I have a good-sized rough piece of rose quartz, essentially a small rock, that has been in my possession for a couple of years.

When I hold it in my hand during the night I perceive unpleasant things that make me uncomfortable. It seems to bring out parts of my shadow self. It's not a one-time thing. I don't feel that the rock is cursed or anything.

Has anyone else had that kind of experience, or a similar one, with rose quartz, or another stone that usually has positive connotations?

BM

For I have not given you the spirit of fear, but of joy, and life everlasting.