Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Gosh, every day is such a struggle for me!

Gosh, every day is such a struggle for me!

The depression stinks, and playing the waiting game doesnt help at all cause I don't wait very well.. being homeless doesnt help with the depression.. kinda gets my anxiety going till i have an attack... just breathe! slowly breathe in... slowly exhale...

Homelessness knows no ethnic background, social status or anything like that.. we all say " it won't happen to me " well guess what? it did... how does it make me feel? like im not good enough.. like im a bad mom.. like like like like like... yes, the devil just loves when I doubt myself, and have fear.. well get behind me satan!!

God has gotten me through ALL of this.. without Him, im nothing. WITH Him I can do all!

I get tired... physically, and then my anxiety spikes and I have trouble breathing...this new chapter in my life has really worn me down...