It is time for everyone to experience freedom from fear. I realize this is a different time than when Jesus lived. However, for me, as well as a number of my clients, that lifetime has held us back in one way or another. The violence that occurred that lifetime remains in the memory bank of many. Some of us lived during that lifetime and others have seen vivid depictions of that lifetime that are stored within the subconscious. Regardless fear remains of a repetition of acts of persecution and violence.

Regardless of Heaven promising safety, those memories are what wreaks havoc often within the minds of lightworkers whose roles are to step out and help humanity evolve and ascend this lifetime.

In that lifetime, Jesus was attacked by his fellow Jews who felt threatened by what he represented or taught. Although raised Christian, it has been largely the Christians who have felt challenged by me. My work for God doesn’t necessarily fit what they have been taught to believe as true.

I come up often against Biblical prophecy often because in their minds, my work and experiences should fit in alignment with that to be true. I have often tried to match what happened to prophecy that has been taught and can’t always because the prophecy itself is vague or possibly misinterpreted.

Archangel Michael told me it wasn’t my job to match what actually happened to prophecy. It is my job to report the news. He said if a Biblical scholar would like to see if prophecy was accurate they were welcome to try to determine that because that would be more likely their interest or role. There was certainly more freedom for me in that because then I could just report what happened. But, the challenge remains that sharing what actually has happened that could set them free remains unheard or accepted. Why? Because it doesn’t meet their expectations of what is supposed to happen the way it was interpreted it should happen.

The attachment to prophecy versus real-world events remains to be a challenge though as prophecy sometimes carries more weight for people than real-world events. I doubt those same people would likely read last year’s newspaper to find out what is going on in the world today. Why would prophecy carry more weight?

The challenge remains, however, for me as well as many lightworkers, is to let go of the need to please, the subconscious memories of horror stories we fear repeating; i.e. being persecuted by the ignorant or uncaring to do what we are called to do. And, in my case, at times, share the news of what has actually occurred in these end-of-times real-world events.

I certainly never want to offend anyone nor do I ever want to perpetuate the challenge of sharing misinformation. But, when serving God, I seem to upset some people by not fitting their pictures and expectations. In these end-of-times, it isn’t necessarily occurring as anticipated.

It isn’t an easy role to convey information that goes against the belief systems of the many. Fortunately, it isn’t as violent a time as it was for Jesus. But, it doesn’t make it any easier when you have seen how nasty people can get when they don’t like what you say. You see it all the time in social media. People are shaming people constantly because people aren’t meeting their expectations. Even though we have cleared substantial darkness, it does not mean that there isn’t plenty of darkness still operating in the world.

There are actually people who have felt that I am stepping on the toes of Jesus doing what I am called to do. Fortunately, Jesus hasn’t had the same issue with me. He often works beside me, as does his mother. He has often told me to ignore what people say. It isn’t always easy to brush it aside, however.

God said in one of my recent monthly group healing calls that people give religion, ideas and the internet more value than him. People align with their values. In my alignment with God, however, it has been demonstrated often that people aren’t necessarily accepting God on his terms but expect him to meet them on theirs.

I wouldn’t be doing this job, however, if I didn’t love God as well as people and want to help them. I am hoping that people will relax, be kind, and be open to learning what is new, and be more receptive of the help offered. The win is there for them more than me. I have already ascended. I already carry the christ consciousness. I came into this world enlightened, or awake. I knew as a kid I was here for the end of the world as we knew it and that I wasn’t going to die this lifetime. I just want others to share in the same benefits ascending provides.

And, I’d like to see lightworkers feel safe to step into their respective callings as their fear is also holding back the evolvement of the many. Their unconscious fear of persecution is often what is holding them back from even knowing what their calling is. Many reach out to me because of wanting to know and express their calling. When I help them through my gifts of reading their subconscious fears and seeing past lives to release them, their fears often run deep and often include the time of Jesus as a barrier to stepping into them. It is time for all to live fearlessly and feel the freedom to express why they were born this lifetime.

This lifetime is significant in so many ways. No one should miss out or be held back because of ignorance or fear.

Messages of faith are what people need now. People are hurting and struggling to find their truth. They continue to look outside of themselves. They want to find their way but look for it in the wrong way.

Until people begin turning in and to me, they will continue to stumble to find their way. There is no one, and I can assure you no one, who knows more than me. I know everything. I know everyone. I want the best for each of my children. I don’t want to see anyone hurting. However, that is their choice if they want to do all on their own without my input. I would never steer anyone wrong. I want – always want – what is for the highest and best for them, as well as all. I always take into consideration the big picture. I seek not to hurt anyone. They hurt when separate from me.

For when one with me, all is possible. Nothing is impossible when aligned with me. But, what do I have in store for people? Peace and love beyond measure. When you have peace and love, what more could you want or need? The things people think will bring them love and peace takes them away from those possibilities often eluding them in the process of the seeking of it. Trust me when I say this. Most don’t have a clue as to what they really seek or why. They long for what I provide them and know not what that is because they are too busy seeking outside of themselves.

Go in I say; go in. I lie there in wait – patiently, I might add, as it usually takes awhile for people to get this message. Often it takes tragedy before someone will listen to that message and that is unfortunate. When I invite them in, they can go in immediately and wait not for something to happen to connect us. They just need go in with sincere desire to reach me. I am there, after all, always lying in wait.

Bless you my children. I love you all! And, wait patiently for your arrival home to me.

I was concerned about a couple of issues. One of which was global in nature and the other was personal. So, I went to the throne of God for his input. God lifted my chin up and beamed light from his eyes to mine. He then addressed both issues. The global one, however, is the only one I am sharing here as it pertains to all.

Members of our Help from Heaven group, as well as numerous others, inquire about current events wanting help as well as reassurance. My sharing that the cause of evil has been cleared, is sometimes hard to accept because of what they are witnessing in the world news as well as in social media. Certain events were prophesied that personally concerned me because I wanted to know if I should do anything to avert them. We have been successful in the past at preventing World War III due to clearing the darkness that would have instigated it so I thought what was prophesied, could potentially be prevented as well if I chose to work on it.

This was the message from God:

There isn’t a day that goes by that you aren’t in my thoughts, in my heart, and protected.

You worry too much and there really isn’t anything for you to worry about. Yes, I know you are concerned about XXXXXX, your location and the upcoming uprising.

Not everything is as it appears. You are safe at home with me as if you have never left. There is no concern for your safety as you are always one with me.

This planet is an illusion – a fantasy, if you will. It was constructed with a purpose in mind. It is like stepping into the forest and stepping out again. It is just a different environment but you really live and exist elsewhere.

Holographic images are more suitable to the understanding. Imagine yourself as a part of a hologram. You really aren’t there. You are somewhere else projecting your image into this space and time suitable for an experiment that has been taking place for millennia.

I know it is tough to wrap your head around it, so don’t try. Try and relax and enjoy the ride. You are always safe and protected home with me. I will never forsake you and never have.

The times are changing. As we approach this new era, much must be released. What people are holding onto, their resistance keeps stuck. Because they are so stuck, the larger the impact must be made to set them free.

It is their resistance to letting go and returning to love that is causing this uprising of darkness.

Humanity is at cause at this time with their choices. I sit here in wait with an open invitation for them to join me in peace and love. It is their choice whether to accept the invitation or continue to struggle. Remember, I have promised to never take away free will. I trust you won’t either. It is not up to you to enable anyone either.

If people want your help to release their anger, upset, fear, hurt feelings or abandonment or separation, by all means, help them. But, it is no longer your responsibility to clear the effects of their personal choice to turn away from me. I gave them the option to return home to oneness. If they refused to take it, the consequences of their choices becomes their problem rather than yours.

You worked on yourself as well as the world. Now, it is their turn.

Remember who you are Joy. You are a leader and not an active participant in their drama. You could have been removed from this game at any time but we chose to keep you here as a shining example of what life could be like if they chose me rather than man’s habitual ways of suffering and causing harm to themselves and others.

I find it a challenge to sit back and watch people struggle and need to remind myself that everyone has personal choice. God is an equal-opportunity option. I haven’t been the only game in town trying to teach about God and his love and the benefits of oneness with him. I may be the only one I know of who has fought evil to the degree I have to release the sabotage to knowing God. It was darkness that undermined people’s understanding and acceptance of God through manipulation, oppression, curses, etc.

However, now that the cause of evil has been lifted, God has had other means besides me to to reach all through their own soul. If they are unconsciously blocking God, I can certainly help them. I can certainly continue clearing the cause of people’s challenges but it is now required within the context of a session or program such as our monthly group clearing call God asked me to provide. Unless otherwise guided by above, or hired to do so, I am not automatically doing the pro bono global healing I used to do to prevent uprisings, wars, economic disasters, etc.

But, I am eternally grateful for the assistance, love, and forgiveness God provides me and all who choose him.

Many are seeking change in the world. The time for great change is here. It isn’t easy to change the world as a whole. There have been mechanisms and plans in place for aeons all culminating in the now.

What is your role? To stay mindful, present, and alert as these changes occur aware of your inner guidance as to what next steps are appropriate for you specifically. Giving you predictions for the future is useful to an extent but I would rather prepare you a way that gives you optimal results no matter what happens when.

Change is not always pretty. It brings with it much discord and challenge at times. At other times, it is welcomed and brings with it relief. Changing the world from a dark place to one of light has not been easy. It brings with it much upheaval. There are many energies and emotions floating int he ethers driving many people a bit crazy right about now. They are reacting to what is swirling around of old karma, negative memories and emotions being brought to the surface and the reaction everyone is having to them. It is bringing up much concern for many. That fear alone of what is occurring right now is troubling people and causing them to cling to the past, their past programming and what is familiar and comfortable even if not for their highest good.

Please be mindful that not everything is as it seems. If it looks dark, smells dark and causes fear, it is likely dark. But, is it dangerous? It may be part of the illusion that is being lifted causing you to be present to what was and what is on its way out. You think it looks like it is getting worse but from where I sit, it couldn’t be any brighter. The faster these old energies and the behaviors they are causing are lifted to be released, the sooner they will dissipate leaving behind in its wake a new possibility for all.

Don’t look at the world with fearful eyes but from a place of knowing that not all is at it seems. It is the old thinking and programming that is coming up to be recognized for what it is and then released. If it doesn’t serve you, don’t engage with it. Don’t worry about the other guy and what they are up to. They are letting go and working through what is presented to them. Their karma is their karma. Your karma is your karma. Focus on releasing your karma and give them the space and the respect to allow them to work through their own. If it is not yours, allow them the opportunity and the non-judgmental space to work on what they need address. You work on what you need address.

What you need address is what is purposeful for you and your highest good. The more mindful you are to your challenges, your position, your needs, the more you can determine what is for your highest good by being present, in the moment, to what is and appropriate to you. You cannot receive divine guidance if your focus is outside of yourself. If you are focused on what is going on with the other guy, you are taking your focus off of what is optimal for you and your best interests. Therefore, you are holding yourself back in that time spent focused on what is going on for others.

When you focus on the news, you are focused on outer events that may not have any relevance to you. You are noticing what karma others are experiencing that they need release for their highest good. If you spend time worried about their karma, again, you are taking time away from what is purposeful for you and yours.

Let go of the need to please, to take care of others and trying to fix things for others unless it is your guidance to do so. It may be your calling or guidance to assist in certain situations. At other times you are enabling and avoiding. If you are enabling, you are holding them back. If you are avoiding, you are holding yourself back. Always be mindful of your motives if you truly want what is best for all concerned.

Being in the moment is the greatest gift you can give yourself and others right now. When you are in the moment, you will recognize the needs and necessary actions as they occur. Let go of any fear prohibiting you from taking desired and guided action and you will be able to traverse the most challenging situations that may arise. The more you are on target with what is for your highest good moment by moment, the less challenging all situations become.

I woke up this particular Sunday morning with a bout of post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). I took this verbiage from a military-related PTSD site to help provide an overview as PTSD is a common effect following military service:

Common signs and symptoms of PTSD include recurring memories or flashback of event. Different people react differently, however, re-experiencing the traumatic event and increasing anxiety and frustrations, anger and rage are very common symptoms of PTSD. These symptoms might not surface for many months, they may also come and go.”

Some Symptoms:
Re-experiencing the trauma symptoms
Intrusive memories that interrupt everyday life
Flashbacks in which the person acts or feels like they’re in the middle of the event again
Reoccurring nightmares about the trauma
Intense distress or irritability when reminded of the event
Physical reactions, like rapid breathing, sweating, or nausea, when remembering or being reminded of the trauma
Increased distress as the anniversary of the event approaches
Avoidance symptoms
Feeling emotionally detached from others
Experiencing hopelessness about the future (“No one will ever love me” or “I know I’m going to die young”)
Inability to remember important aspects of the traumatic event
Arousal or anxiety symptoms
Bouts of moodiness or anger
Insomnia or difficulty staying asleep
A sense of being “on alert” or “on guard” (also called hyper-vigilance)
Developing a destructive addiction to alcohol, drugs, or even gambling
Suicidal thoughts or actions are another potential symptom of PTSD. If you or someone you love has thoughts of committing suicide, take them seriously and seek help immediately.

Fortunately, I don’t deal with the complete array of the above myself, but I often deal with these issues in my work helping my clients with spiritual healing. Some of the above are the effects of memories from this lifetime as well as other lifetimes and those memories can still affect them due to the unreleased emotional attachments.

The basis of my spiritual healing practice is clearing the cause of negative memories. Over the years, I have often cleared memories of serving in the military as well as war-related memories. The experience of PTSD can be experienced by anyone holding onto negative memories and emotions. When those memories are triggered, those flashbacks, even if only recognized in the subconscious, can bring up emotional trauma and some of the same reactions as expressed in the above list.

Another common group I have cleared negative memories of trauma include healer and light workers. They may have memories of past lives in the military but predominantly I clear past lives of persecution and martyrdom. As was demonstrated during the Salem Witch Trials, if you operated out of the acceptable norm, you could easily be targeted and eliminated. But, the violence in our history is enormous and the clearing of those memories continues because the effects of them have continued lifetimes.

I can’t tell you how many memories of hangings, torture, being burned at the stake, etc. I have cleared for people over the years, including many for myself. Those memories are what often hold people back today in doing their life’s work. Many have the unconscious fear of being persecuted again for using their gifts or expressing themselves fully. These fears hold people back from serving as they came here to do. They can’t benefit those they came here to serve nor make the money they would be able to make if they achieved the success possible.

In my case, this morning, I recalled a number of traumatic events I experienced this lifetime as a child. I was told these negative memories of darkness that continue to trouble me at times, were due to my calling of clearing the cause of darkness. I had to experience the effects of darkness to understand it in order to battle it. Apparently, it wasn’t sufficient to have experienced it in other lifetimes having those memories within my subconscious alone, but had to have conscious memory of it this lifetime for my understanding to be most effective at clearing it.

As a child, I could see aliens, angels, demons, and ghosts. Rather than just nightmares, I had literal experiences. Trying to go to sleep while a creature across the room with red piercing eyes starred at you was not an easy feat. Having demons pounce on me at night was not fun.

I shared this incident in “Clear Your Past and Change Your Future” when Archangel Michael and Jesus came to me asking me to clear three incidents of this lifetime. Jesus teased me saying that I would be surprised by one. He wasn’t kidding. They showed me the first incident as an infant with a beautiful angel standing over my crib. It turned out to be Lucifer in disguise, revealed when Archangel Michael appeared and I witnessed my first battle this lifetime between them. One lesson they wanted me to gain was that as a child I feared Michael as well as the darkness because when I saw him it was always when something was bad was occurring. I lived in a state of fear but it was time to let all that go.

I grew up being terrorized. Maybe it helped me grow into he warrior I became but it wasn’t fun nor easy. I learned to block much of it out gaining coping and managing skills to survive these childhood experiences.

I hadn’t equated those and other traumatic childhood experiences with my calling until after successfully clearing the cause of darkness. Ever since being relocated to Florida after my final battle with Satan, I have been recovering to an extent. God and my heavenly colleagues, as well as specifically approved healers, have helped me, along with my own healing capabilities, to help me recover from my battle scars of both my work and childhood experiences battling darkness. It was now time to explain as well as set me free from these traumas.

I couldn’t always do it for myself because I was too close to it and it was too horrific. When incidents are sometimes too traumatic, getting into the emotion directly to clear it for myself was too challenging especially if I was very effective at suppressing the memory. I remember one colleague being told by the angels that they wouldn’t show him or me what happened to me when I was around 6 because it would have been too hard on us to see. Another healer was helping me clear some issues and I remember mentioning that I smell something burning to which she responded “that is you burning at the stake”. The angels were protecting me from remembering while she cleared it much like my clients are protected from remembering their own traumas while I clear their subconscious negative memories and emotions to set them free from their remaining effects.

Sometimes remembering where the path of my calling took me, I access the unreleased emotions of the horrors I’ve experienced. When you spend much of your days clearing people’s negative memories of rape, murder, hangings, beheadings, war, torture, etc. from this lifetime or their previous ones, it can become wearing on the nerves. I go right there to the scene and can feel the emotions, ascertain the cause and effect and thoughts of all if necessary. I try to get in and out of the situation briefly identifying a situation to clear it but sometimes I can get caught up in the drama. I often just notice a hanging and then can clear the lifetime without more detail.

If there’s karma involved for the individual, I usually have to explain the whole story with necessary details to them so they get the lesson. At least they don’t have to experience the karmic lesson going forward when I show what happened to create the karma in the first place. But, dealing with darkness directly to get to the causal level has been the biggest challenge.

I Never Lost My Life
I’ll never forgot the day Archangel Michael told me how proud he was of me that I never lost my life during our work together. He said that even though he was relatively holding my, if I ever lost consciousness during one of those sessions going into the depths of darkness to clear it, I could have lost my life. He pointed out that I was on the brink many times. There were other occasions when the specific assignments almost cost me my life as well because of direct attacks on me from darkness. I am reminded of an incident that a demon came through the phone during a session when clearing for a client and went right for my throat.

I consciously said that I was willing to lose my life if it meant clearing the cause of darkness to alleviate the suffering on the planet. However, when he told me I was close to losing my life nine times, I questioned what I must have been thinking volunteering for this job. And, that was after having almost lost my life three times prior to beginning the work. I didn’t learn until later that there were efforts to intentionally take me out before I started the work as the opposition always knew who I was as well as my ultimate purpose. I discovered at one point that Satan had a curse on me that he would know who I was every lifetime I returned. Well, considering the incident previously mentioned of Lucifer at my crib, I guess they all knew who I was before I did.

Fortunately, now that the dark leadership is out of the picture, and we’ve cleared the cause of evil, I now only need to recover from my own trauma dealing with all this. The effects of evil remain, which is still something to be cleared up but my focus has been to heal myself. I am fortunate to have my team of 12 ascended masters and archangels that support me and my work in general. Usually when Archangel Michael, Jesus and Mother Mary show up together I know they want to do a healing on me. But, last Sunday I had a dozen that came for some reason. That included Jesus, Mother Mary, Horus, Melchizedek, and Archangels Metatron, Ariel, Uriel, Chamuel, Raphael, Raziel, Michael and, of course, Faith. There is a big push these days to get me focused on phase two of my work so they must really want me to recover from phase one before taking that on.

I am grateful that part of the job that created these traumas is largely over. I remember too vividly the last time I fought for my life. I was laying in bed with Jesus trying to give me his life force energy and it didn’t seem to help. Nothing we were trying seemed to help. I told God that if he wanted me to live, he had to figure out a way to get me up. The next thing I knew Michael came full force within my body and lifted me up. It still took me days to fully recover from that healing I did on darkness. At that point, however, I had enough. It wasn’t the last significant event but it was the last where I almost died due to the work.

Remembering these incidents can trigger emotions pertaining to those moments but fortunately these bouts don’t come often or stay long and that I have enormous help when they do. I wouldn’t be here without the Army of God and their assistance often in the most challenging moments dealing with darkness and my loving team who help me recover.

Have you ever wondered about the difference in your timing or preference for something to happen and divine timing? Why would God make you wait for something you prefer now? I can assure you there are plenty of times I have wanted to rush things along to satisfy my preferences but have come to see how God’s time may be more purposeful. It isn’t always easy to wait for what you want. I will be the first to admit patience has never been a strong suit. I have gotten better but not without struggle to find that patience.

Sometimes things need to be orchestrated in the universe to give you what you optimally need or want. Free will sometimes interferes with the best of plans. God may have intended to give you something sooner than later and you could have blocked it or another person or circumstance could have blocked it inadvertently. Free will wreaks havoc on the best of heavenly plans as well as mine. They often have to rearrange opportunities coming up with a plan B, C, or D.

We can sometimes block what we want to receive and think it is about divine timing. We actually block much more than you realize. Every time you second guess, question or doubt what you want or if you think you will get it, you can be throwing what you want off course.

If you think you don’t deserve, you may have to work on feeling deserving first. If there’s a lesson you require to help make yourself better able to handle or receive what you want, the universe may support that occurring first. Divine timing is always about optimal results for you as well as all concerned, if possible.

The attachments you have to having what you want in a certain timeframe, may give you frustration so when you can let that go, it may actually help you receive sooner than later.

It isn’t unusual that I need include “timing” in my spiritual healing sessions as there may be factors contributing to the timing we don’t realize. Sometimes we can clear and bring the timing more into alignment. Fear can influence timing and delay it. When we clear in our sessions, we can sometimes change the outcome and move things up because we have cleared the past having a negative influence on the desired outcome.

The thing to remember, however, is that if it is purposeful or for the highest good of you and others, the delay to manifesting what you prefer, may be divine timing with the best possible outcome in mind.

I have heard people comment on the idea that angels don’t know time. And, that when they predict something relating to a time, they don’t have the same timing there so aren’t necessarily accurate. I can’t imagine they don’t know about time because there are plenty of times over the years in my work with Archangel Michael where we had to do something specific at a specific time.

I have also noticed in my work that there is divine timing at play when I am asked to do certain clearings in a certain sequence at a certain time. Some clearings had to be complete before other events were to take place. For example, before the Jewish holidays September 2015, I was required to do a specific healing session to clear the karma of the original Peace Keepers as it was not only ready to be released but necessary before the holidays for other events to take place. Within a day or two following that clearing, I was then asked to do another specific spiritual healing session to clearing the story of Abraham, Sarah, Hagar, Ishmael and Isaac. That, too, had to be complete before the Jewish holiday began.

I am convinced there are times when time is very specific and at others it may be more about sequence and that certain things need occur before something else is able to occur.

All I know is there is a divine plan that is far superior to my idea of timing from my limited ability to comprehend the big picture. But, regardless of this comprehensive approach and my trust in God knowing best, I can still get impatient and want what I want when I want it. But, God seems to win and I seem to delay things for myself when I try to run the show. So, in this case, I have sometimes learned the hard way!

My best advise is to trust in divine timing while doing what you can to continue to let go of whatever is within that may be delaying the outcome.

As the time approaches where I am to do more formal educating on Heaven on Earth, I became concerned how the people who follow Jesus will respond. Many seem to have certain expectations that have caused them to become very judgmental of me. I have been always delighted and surprised by Jesus at those occasions when people have responded in a less than desirable way toward me. He has always showed up and supported me in those moments giving me reassurance and some of the insider’s information on the situation which has sometimes surprised me.

But, now that I am guided to take a more public role in educating people about Heaven on Earth, I am again anticipating the negative response from some of his supporters. When thinking about an appropriate response to what questions may come, Jesus came through and said he would like to speak to the people. This is the message he wants me to deliver to people:

My Dearest Joy:

This is a time of great jubilation. It is pivotal and purposeful that you now come out with what you know and the future of Heaven on Earth here in Lakeland. I will be supporting you every step of the way.

You may share this with my followers so they can rest assured that it is I who is speaking through you to them at this time.

Dear Followers and Friends:

I treasure your love for me always. There is not a day that goes by that I do not hear your cries, pleas and prayers. Your gifts of thanksgiving, as well, are received in the moment you think them. There is nothing I do not know for I am one with you all.

There has been much disbelief regarding Joy and her arrival here in Lakeland. You have wondered who she is and what she is up to. She is here to share good news with you, much as I did in the time of my arrival.

This, however, is a different time and she has a different purpose than I had. It is not better nor worse than the role I had. However, it will end on a much greater note for her than it did for me and my followers at the time when I lived amongst you.

She has been promised grace and safety for her journey. I hope that will include your reception of her as well. As in my day, there were many skeptics. Heretic I was called! Braggart! Blasphemies! Need I go on? You get the idea. You have read the Bible, have seen the movies of my life. Which role would you like to choose at this time?

Had you lived in my lifetime, who’s side would you have been on? What judgments would you have had about me? I was different. I stood out with my beliefs and took no cover when the judgments were flung at me either intentionally or unintentionally, mentally or physically. In either case, they hurt my heart.

Do you have any idea what it was like to be me? Coming in earnest with a pure heart wanting to change the world? Do you know what it feels like to have the very people you are trying to help, fling their arrows at me? No matter who I was, represented or was here to accomplish, I was in human form. I felt like any human feels. I was hurt deeply within my heart for the judgments and accusations flung at me at the time. The pain of being on the cross was only a physical manifestation of how people treated me with their hearts and minds.

Are you any different? Would you have been my supporter sharing your unconditional love toward me at that time? Or, would you have sat in judgment of me because I was different than the common thinking of the time? Who would you have been?

Who are you going to be now? Joy is here as an emissary of light with my blessing and support. She is here to support you at this time and the significant changes to be made at this time in history because it is her role. It is not mine.

Do not compare her to me. She is not me and I am not her and yet we are one in the same. Her role is different than mine and no less significant than the one I held so long ago.

She has special gifts given to her by God to help serve you and humanity at large in order to bring peace back to this planet and balance where the scales have been eschewed toward darkness. That is all. She is not here to replace me or dismantle me. She is here to set you all free; all of us free.

She has done more for me than you could ever imagine. She has healed parts of me that no one else has been able to due to the darkness that infiltrated and caused much of my undoing and yours. Be grateful to her. You don’t need to bow to her as you don’t need bow to me.

You need, however, thank her for the benefits you are receiving and will receive in the future because of the sacrifices she has made to her own wellbeing by coming here to help rid this planet of the cause of the darkness that caused us all harm.

She is lighting the way of the future for us all to come together in peace. Can you find peace within your heart toward her? Or, are you going to come from a place of judgment because you do not yet understand her, what she knows and does. No one will likely ever truly understand who she is or what she has done for you. Not even she understands fully as much has been kept from her and she has been too busy taking into consideration the world’s needs in an effort to solve the causal levels of your problems than taking the time to figure out what the benefits were that she created.

Trust this. She means you no harm and most certainly no harm to me. I am one of her biggest fans. I hope you will be too as her heart is pure. Is yours? If you are coming from fear of what she says or are judgmental, the fault lies within you and not her.

Do not distrust her. Distrust comes from the darkness that has inifilaterated and run this planet far too long. The same darkness that she is here to clean up and release so you can finally live in peace.

Yes, you can imagine she can make this all up and alter any language I wish to share to her benefit. But, you only have to go within your own heart and ask yourself these questions?

Has she caused you harm?
Are you afraid of the dark?
Are you living the life of infinite possibility?
Do you need help?
Have you asked God for help?
Are you potentially judging the help he has sent to you?
Are you dishonoring me and my teaching of “judge not”?
What do you prefer – peace on Earth or to continue to struggle?
If she holds an answer, are you going to be open minded enough to hear her out or are you going to remain closed minded and miss out on the potential blessings she offers?

Long ago I once said that I will return to you. I am here. I am here now working with and through Joy Pedersen. I am asking you to lay down your swords and judgments and come with an open mind. Just because someone is not meeting your expectations, does not make your expectations right or them wrong.

What are you choosing? To be open minded? Or, to be closed minded?

The more closed-minded you are, the less you will receive, enjoy and experience of what is innately possible for you at this time. You have the controls over that which you receive and allow.

Persecution began early on when man decided he needed to get the better of others to have control and a say in the outcome of what happened in the world. At no time was persecution done of anyone due to the light. God has never persecuted anyone for being of the wrong religion or political persuasion. It is man who has chosen to persecute others because of misguidance they have received from the powers that be at the time of those dictates. Those dictates were created to serve the individual or organization who determined it necessary to persecute another.

All who engage in persecution of any kind are going against God and God’s principles. If they believe that it is God’s suggestion to persecute another, understand this: God is within all. Therefore, when someone chooses to persecute another, they are persecuting an aspect of God. It is not in God’s best interest to persecute an aspect of himself. It is not in the best interest for an individual to persecute an aspect of himself. For if God is within all, that individual they are persecuting is really one with them in some way. Therefore, the persecution of another is really persecution of the self.

The flaw lies within the thinking of the persecutor and not within the persecuted. Remove the flaw from within the persecutor to set all free. As we are all one, remove the flaw within the self to remove the flaw within all.

To set humanity free from persecution, release persecution from within the self and all will be free.

Jesus came through giving me a message one day on a particular subject and then began to address something that had been on my mind ever since I made the announcement Archangel Michael asked me to share. I was told that light workers and channels who did not resonate high enough may not be able to know who I really was. Their training may be that it is not possible for an archangel to have part of their soul in the physical. If a channel, they also may not have been alerted to who I was prior to my coming out. I knew that people who were unaware of these dynamics in general, who were not open or aware spiritually would likely not understand or be open to this news, but I thought those of the light would be more open, supportive and aware. Regardless, it was disappointing when those who were considered aware, friends or colleagues who turned away following the news.

I am going to address [name of particular colleague] here for you as she has been a concern of yours as have many who are of the light who do not recognize you as such. They have their filters, yes. But there is something else going on here that I wish for you to understand and embrace.

You are setting yourself apart from the pack. You are now standing out from the crowd. There are many who wish they got their first or who would have been called upon to do as you are doing. They have been sitting on the sidelines waiting for a message of significance to stand out from the crowd. They want to appear special and for some reason your saying who you are makes them feel less special. That is all that is going on here in many cases. We see what is behind their thinking and actions. The ideas that come up for them are silly ones in many cases. They see you a threat of sorts because you came out with messages unfamiliar and unexpected. They feel that they have an in and should have known before others should have. They feel that their guides should have told them and not you. They feel betrayed by their own sources for not having warned them about you. And, I sincerely use the term “warned”. They feel that if you are legitimate, it should have been information conveyed to them before you came out. Not necessarily from you but from their guides.

They don’t realize that they may not have been alerted because it was for them to learn from you and not from others. It was privileged information that you were given the right to share or not. Some knew of your coming out but not many. They were told for very specific timing reasons. They needed to know for once you did what you did, certain other things were to take place subsequent to that announcement. That is the only reason they were told. Otherwise it was a betrayal of you. Your privacy was respected. It was your privilege to share the news and your privilege only. Why would we betray you? We are your trusted colleagues. It was not for us to share your news with each and every human we could communicate to and through. It was our commitment to you to be there supporting you to help you become ready and then prepare the way as you chose to come out.

It was a supportive role we held. We are there to endorse you, if necessary. But, we were not here to “rat you out” so to speak. You had to be ready for this news to be shared and telling anyone in advance would not serve your highest good. That is all on that subject. Yes, you may share this insight with others. It explains a lot of how we work. We are a supportive lot and do not betray each other like humans have been known to do.

I turned on TV to find Joel Olsteen conveying a timely message today [February 1, 2015]. He was speaking about having an inner circle of supporters of you and what you are called to do this life – believers.

Having that inner circle in place both in and outside of Lakeland is important to me. They self selected themselves. All in my inner circle are there with purpose. They are loving, divine connections, old souls and a blessing in my life. Even Archangel Michael spoke to the significance of their roles to those present this past Thanksgiving. He brought tears to my eyes. He thanked them personally. It became evident in his elaboration, what the difference their presence makes in my life and what it would be without their love, acceptance, support and friendship. I am blessed and grateful.

I know not everyone in my life readily understood or accepted my intuitive gifts or what I was ultimately called to do. I wasn’t always in a position to completely share my work likely creating even more of a barrier. Those that are in my life now are there purposefully. I am the type of friend who once a friend will always be a friend. But, I haven’t always been able to be physically present or available to be the friend they or I would have preferred. The last few years of my work isolated me often and I wasn’t able to discuss it with anyone so it would make my absence even more felt.

Now that I am beyond that period and my work will take me more public, I hope the explanations given for that absence will elicit their forgiveness for not being there for them in the way either would have preferred. It was never personal.

Of course, those present in my life, like with most, are because of common interests and location. Those that have an interest and acceptance in my spiritual calling are more likely participants than those who do not. I’m grateful to have those who share that interest and, of course, have that acceptance.