remember when i wrote that thing about me wanting to be loved??? well a very good friend of mine asked me on a date for friday the 13th... and so we hung out at his place even though he didnt have any power. he made pizza and ate it by candle light... it was sooo sweet!!! so basically, the date went very well and ended with a VERY passionate kiss from him... im so happy right now im crying!!

I was born and raised in the boondocks (out in the middle of nowhere where I have to rely on my public library for a decent internet connection...) dude, I can look out of every window in my house and all I can see are trees and wildlife! this SUCKS BALLS! and to add to it, it's snowing like a mother F***er outside and I'm freezing my tits off out here! JEEZUS! it's 16 degrees out and I'm all dressed like an Eskimo (i think I spelled that wrong... lol) lmao just sayin'...

I’ve gotten my heart broken by countless people I’ve dated and loved; most of them in which treated me like I meant nothing to them. my first boyfriend’s name was Devin; he treated me as if i was stupid and couldn’t work on cars because I’m a girl and women aren’t supposed to do a “man’s job” and he told me that I had to stay home and cook, clean and take care of the family like a woman is supposed to do.

My second boyfriend’s name was Zach; he got involved in illegal drugs and gang…

Why is it that I’m always the one getting my heart broken? What am I doing wrong? I fall in love with someone, and they break my heart and leave me! Most of the time, I get cheated on! What the f*** am I doing wrong here?? My last boyfriend cheated on me with whom I thought was my best friend, and after I broke up with him, I lose most of my friends while he gains their friendship! What the f***! I thought it was MY decision to end it; not theirs! My heart gets used, abused and broken all…

im bored as hell... tokio hotel... ACCEPT ME AS A FRIEND ON CHERRYTREERECORDS.COM!!!! DUDES!!! I REALLY REALLY NEED TO TELL YOU GUYS SOMETHING!!! ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME THAT YOU GUYS HEAR WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY YOU, BILL!!!! SO LISTEN UP!!!

I’m writing you this letter to express how much I appreciate what you and your band have done for me. Before I even heard of Tokio Hotel, my life had really gone downhill. For instance, every guy that I’ve dated had cheated on me, treated me like I was nothing to them, or left me for some stupid b****. Some examples of that would be that my first boyfriend was a chauvinist bastard who cheated on me and treated me like dirt. My second relationship, he was…