December 13, 2009

Just like last year I'm having a hard time to feel any Christmas spirit. The family debacle on Christmas Eve last year isn't exactly helping. The closer we get the more I feel like running away or at least hide somewhere. The pressure is on me now and I'm not really sure how to handle it. If I got to decided I would stay home reading, watching TV, eating, drinking and just mind my own business.

Well, that's not going to happen so I need to find that spirit. Any ideas where to look?! And how do I handle being the only child coming home for Christmas? Sigh, why are the holidays never easy?