MY NAME IS FRAN, AND MY HUSBAND IS JIMMY.I HAVE BEEN AN RN FOR 35 YEARS. NOW RETIRED DUE TO LEGALLY BLIND. I ENJOY DOING FREELANCE WRITING. JIMMY AND I MET 7 YEARS AGO IN A CHAT ROOM.HE CAME TO LAS VEGAS FROM JERSEY. HE TOLD ME FROM THE START THAT HE HAD TO GO TO PRISON,AS HE HAD COMMITTED A CRIME.HE WENT FOR 3.5 YEARS. NOW HE HAS BEEN HOME FOR 2 YEARS

Tuesday, May 2, 2006

love story

I SPOKE TO JIMMY AT 10PM TONIGHT...HIS LAST CALL FOR THE NIGHT....OH, I'M SO IN LOVE WITH HIM!....HE IS A WONDERFUL MAN.....IT IS AMAZING WHEN 2 PEOPLE WHO ARE SO IN LOVE TALK TO ONE ANOTHER......EVEN DISTANCE DOESN'T MATTER.....YOU CAN FEEL OUR ENERGY THROUGH THE AIRWAVES..........WE WERE TALKING, JOKING, AND LAUGHING........HE PROFESSES HIS LOVE FOR ME, AND I PROFESS MY LOVE TO HIM. OUR HOPE IS THAT EVERYONE IN THE WORLD WILL HAVE THE SAME KIND OF LOVE THAT WE HAVE BETWEEN US............IN THE BIBLE, IT IS KNOWN AS "AGUAPE LOVE." THE HIGHEST FORM OF LOVE BETWEEN 2 PEOPLE.........

WHEN THAT KIND OF LOVE COMES TO YOU, YOU WILL BOTH KNOW IT.....AND THEN, YOU WILL NEVER AGAIN BE UNHAPPY, OR SAD........YOU WILL NEVER BE AFRAID....BECAUSE IT IS "ULTIMATE LOVE," ATTAINED BY FEW, BUT ABLE TO BE ATTAINED.........

A FEW WEEKS BEFORE I EVER MET JIMMY...BEFORE WE EVER KNEW THE OTHER EVEN EXISTED, I STOOD IN MY KITCHEN IN LAS VEGAS...I REMEMBER LOOKING UP, AND ASKING GOD TO SEND ME THE MAN OF MY DREAMS...I KNEW MY RELATIONSHIP OF 28 YEARS WAS GOING BAD WITH THE MAN I WAS LIVING WITH.........STILL, I WOULD HAVE STAYED WITH HIM, IF HE (THE FIRST MAN IN MY LIFE), WOULD HAVE STRAIGHTNED HIMSELF OUT, AND GOTTEN THERAPY...HE WOULD NOT, AMD DID NOT, WHILE HE WAS WITH ME.........SO, I ASKED GOD, TO PLEASE SEND ME SOMEONE, LIKE JIMMY...FUNNY THING, I SPECIFICALLY ASKED FOR AN ITALIAN MAN, WITH THE SAME SIMILAR FAMILY BACKGROUND...SOMEONE MY AGE (as the other man was 15 years older than me), SOMEONE INTELLIGENT, EDUCATED, WITH A SENSE IF HUMOR...SOMEONE WITH GOOD MORALS AND VALUES........SOMEONE WHO WOULD TELL ME HE LOVED ME A MILLION TIMES A DAY.....SOMEONE WHO WANTED MARRIAGE, AND NOT JUST LIVING TOGETHER.....SAME SPIRITUAL BELIEFS, AND SAME BELIEF SYSTEM AS MYSELF.

WELL, AROUND 2 WEEKS LATER, THE OTHER MAN LEFT, AND JIMMY STEPPED RIGHT IN.....I MEAN, THERE HE WAS!...RIGHT DOWN TO THE SPECIFICATIONS THAT I HAD THROWN OUT TO THE UNIVERSE...........

I MEAN, GOD IS SOMETHING ELSE...ISN'T HE!....HE DOES AMAZING THINGS..........

UNFORTUNATELY, I DID NOT ASK FOR A CRIMINAL TO BE SENT MY WAY...ON THE OTHER HAND, I DID NOT SAY SPECIFICALLY, "DON'T SEND ME A CRIMINAL"..........

SO, GOD PUT US TOGETHER....AND SO TOGETHER WE LEARN, IN THIS LIFE, JUST WHAT GOD WANTS TO TEACH US.....

AND WE HOPE SO VERY MUCH, THAT THE WORLD WOULD BE SO IN LOVE, AS WE ARE WITH EACH OTHER!..............WHAT A BEAUTIFUL LIFE AND WORLD IT WOULD BE, BASED ON TOTAL LOVE..................ALMOST UNIMAGINABLE...............BUT IT IS EXISTANT AND IT IS POSSIBLE IN OUR LIFE.........THE LIFE OF JIMMY AND FRAN!

3 comments:

bigalf42
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Fran, I would like to ask, and this is not intended as a barb, byt why is Jimmy in jail and for how long?I have met many wives of prisoners and, on the whole, their loyalty was to be commended. Obviously there are those who take advantage of their men's absence, but then again none of us are perfect, except my second born son who only thinks he is

Dear Fran,I have been reading your last few entries in your journal with interest. You really just let the words tumble out and your feelings of present loneliness mix with your hope for the future. You don't have long to wait now to get your life back. So keep looking forwards.Many, many thanks for your very kind comments on my journal. I am pleased if my little pieces give you and Jimmy some pleasure. I am flattered that anyone wants to read them at all. My book will take a long time to write. The idea is all there and I am doing lots of research just now. I want to get the historical context absolutely right and don't want to rush it and not get it perfect.Take care,Kate.http://journals.aol.co.uk/bobandkate/AnAnalysisofLife/

About Me

I HAVE BEEN AN RN FOR THE PAST 38 YEARS.HOWEVER, NOW I AM RETIRED, AFTER BECOMING LEGALLY BLIND IN 2002. MY HUSBAND WENT TO PRISON FOR 3.5 YEARS, on MARCH 28, 2003. HE HAS NOW BEEN HOME FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS.WE ARE VERY MUCH IN LOVE.I MET JIMMY IN A CHAT ROOM IN 2001.HE FLEW OUT TO LAS VEGAS, WHERE I WAS LIVING AT THE TIME.WE GOT MARRIED RIGHT AWAY. HE TOLD ME FROM THE START THAT HE COMMITTED A CRIME AND MUST GO TO PRISON FOR IT..AFTER 1 YEAR , WE CAME BACK TO JERSEY.HE STAYED IN PRISON FOR 3.5 YEARS.I WAS ALL ALONE.I BECAME A RECLUSE.I TURNED TO MY JOURNAL FOR SUPPORT.A REPORTER FROM "THE PRESS OF ATLANTIC CITY," FOUND MY BLOG.HE WAS SO IMPRESSED BY IT I HAD A LARGE STORY PRINTED ABOuT NE AND MY BLOG, AND HOW IT WAS HELPING PEOPLE, IN THE SUNDAY "PRESS OF ATLANTIC CITY".NOW, ALL THAT IS IN THE PAST.WE ARE VERY HAPPY!
READ MY JOURNAL,AND SEE HOW LIFE GOES ON!
AS YOU CAN SEE, I HAVE DONE A LOT OF THINGS IN LIFE.IF I CAN DO IT, SO CAN YOU!.I WANT TO ENCOURAGE MY READERS, THAT BEING A PRISON WIFE IS NOT THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD, AND YOU CAN CONTINUE TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN!!!!