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Monday, April 9, 2018

These past days and weeks have passed in a blur. Yes, quite apart from the intense physical symptoms, such as the past four months of searing, burning heat from within. Which intensified over the past few weeks and suddenly dropped into the cold zone a few days ago!

Even as I walk in the world, interact with it etc, I don’t feel a part of it. And even though my dream life seems to currently be on overdrive, it feels apart from Me, the true Me, the I AM of me. This state seems to be coming closer and closer, even as I grow and mov closer and closer to it/you that is within me. The you that is me – my God heart.

All other activities, processes seems like they’re fading – like a long ongoing bad dream that you keep waking up from. But which restarts as soon as you drop off to sleep again. Now, it’s as if those sleeping periods grow shorter and shorter….until eventually there is no ‘sleep’ and nightmares, but instead a constant waking state. That permanent waking state in full and consistent connection to you God, via our Oneness.

Sometimes, God, I feel as if I am bathed in you, in your presence. It fills me and is all around me and I AM replete. Then the ‘overnight’ thing happens and, well…you know what happens next.

But how I treasure those moments, hours and days when I seem to be suctioned into and disappeared into that vortex of your love. You and I surely are this great, exquisite love story. And you have your different versions of this love story with every one of your children. Puzzle pieces, fragments, conduits, sparks, streams and more names to call us by. It matters not. Because truly we are no-thing…yet everything and all things because and only because we live in you. No, you don’t live in us. It is we who LIVE IN YOU!

We came here and now to participate in this insane game of the small marauding band of archons and their allies in this silent war on us, the majority – without conscious permission, knowledge or having any tools at our disposal. Apart from our concealed (for many) consciousness, that is. A crazy scheme that has grown crazier, as the war is (de)volving towards its pending and ultimate flatline. With the dp's (darkie parasites) as losers -as those who consume and destroy others for their own survival must ultimately be.

Growth towards you is sweet. In fact, as far as I’m concerned, there’s nothing sweeter. It’s a kind of sacred and holy becoming…a beauty unfolding…unwrapping and wrapping up simultaneously in the love that you are.

Giving words to the nameless is a hard task. But what I do know is how I feel living in the ‘God flow’. It’s like the skies part and a new golden reality of life, people, opportunity, congregates on my path and all my (external) needs come together with no effort whatsoever. Because you, my God/HS, are large and in charge. There’s no obstructions; I’m out of your way. And you are free…

Perhaps these are the moments I’ll cherish as ones at the top of my list for this lifetime. Perhaps there’s more to come. And maybe, just maybe, I’ll get to experience all of this permanently and CONSISTENTLY one fine day. Therein lies the rub of this entire tale.

Difficulties in maintaining this state don’t surprise me anymore, God, when you know all too well what I’ve been living with in my brain for 2.5 years of my life. Every time new energies from the Wave come to uplift and expand me, so does certain technology come to do the opposite.

I’m well aware, beloved God of my heart, that you say this has all been my freewill choice. I accept all of that. Even if I’m consciously aware only of a fraction of the ‘whys’ of it. Therefore I can only accept any and all subsequent consequences also. Accepting all consequences means I can have no regrets. That takes but a change in perspective. That whatever I draw to me I need only adjust my perspective. I guess all of what comes will certainly be a test in how I/we all choose to respond...to all of it!

Somehow, in this world of relativity and the accumulation of bad habits born of many lifetimes of ego development, we prioritised our reference point to ourselves and our world from the perspective of ego, not you! Essentially what this grand return journey back to ourSelves has been about – returning full circle to you.

I no longer fear ‘not making it’ or failing. I’m no longer haunted by not fulfilling my/your/our mission. And I no longer run circles around myself trying to ‘do’. Because, as you would say, you are the ‘doer’. We are the ones needing to ‘be’.

No readers, I’m not advocating laziness or taking a backseat in our developmental affairs. But rather relaxing into His/HS flow within us. That can only be when our attention and energy is so consumed by God/HS that we cease feeding the ego anything at all in those moments. This deliciousness is our natural state…what we all vibrate to and resonate with as children of God. Who we really are in our heavenly fullness as God beings and God’s being.

It’s those days I live for God. Those are the moments when I AM filled to overflowing with your liquid love and those are the days where this crazy adventure called life takes on new dimensions. Quite literally.

If Yeshua/Jesus Christ kept his thoughts on you perpetually when incarnated and then his ego was kept at bay naturally, it’s a great example and suggestion for us. Living our God Truth automatically strangles ego. Or at the very least shuts it up. The more we can do this with consistency, the greater and stronger will be the wings we give ourSelves or open to us. Then we are free to fly back into the arms of God with ease and permanency.

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PEARLS OF WISDOM

From Heavenletter #164

To Great Wonder

'...our vision and truth will be inseparable, for it is My vision that will be yours.

Wouldn't you rather see through My eyes than your nearsighted ones?

Wouldn't you rather use My heart and My breath? The truth is that My heart and My breath are what are and what you have been using. Partly. You have none of your own. Your heart beats through Mine and I breathe your breath.'

New Era Relationship : The Q & A Of Intimate Intelligence

DNA awakening and spiritual/consciousness expansion are reliant on our emotional intelligence (EI) for growth. Our intimate relationships perfectly mirror the work that we’ve done, as well as what still needs doing towards greater integration and balance within. [E]motion (energy in motion) is our prime navigational tool. Here's a space to ask and explore everything you ever wanted to know on how to do relationships that return you to your own power...

(I will be going into some of these Q's in depth in upcoming relationship articles, as this space only provides for short responses)

Q:Our relationship seems to have entered the mundane;we no longer inspire each other, we take each other for granted,are not open or honest in the way we once were with each other and distance and misstrust seems to have set in. What can we do?

A:Because you haven't said any different, I'm assuming there are no external factors that may have contributed to your current relationship experience. Road blocks like these can help us reconnect in a more authentic way. First to ourselves and then to our partners. Perhaps our initial connection with each other was based on the other making us feel ‘safe’ and ‘complete’. And when we have that we often become comfortable and complacent. Which often invites stagnation in in turn. We need to ask: ‘Where are the places within where we don’t feel safe and complete. And why?’. As this is what motivated our need to be filled up externally in the first instance. You may want to blame something or someone outside of yourself for what is occurring. But the best contribution you can make to your relationship healing now is to explore where and when you stopped feeling safe, trusting and started feeling incomplete in your history. Once aware, memories trapped in your emotional bodies that have created such imbalances can begin being brought up for release. This will eventually lead to a more ‘whole’ relationship response by you. Here you'll have more of you to bring to a relationship and less needs to be filled by another. New era relationships avoid power imbalances, so having a partner who is equally responsible for him/herself emotionally is crucial to its success.

Q: How much damage can resentment (from one or both partners) create in a relationship? And is this repairable if it has been going on for many years?

A: Resentment is like a cancer that can eat away at the core of all that remains good in your togetherness. If you don’t understand it and allow it. It produces numerous symptoms, ranging from anger to withdrawal. As with much else that creates relationship havoc, it is a result of dishonesty and mistrust - mostly of the Self. Yet, to heal it is necessary to explore and purge this slow-cooking (e)motion at cause to ensure the relationship's forward movement. Rather than managing a symptom or two only to have resentment return down the line. If this happens, you'll know the root cause was not reached sufficiently. Additionally, acknowledging, separating, returning and fully owning which issues belong to whom, energetically-speaking, is the start of honouring the Self. Because the chief relationship that runs our external ones is the inner one we have first with our Selves.

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About Me

A decades-long preparation is about to pay off...I can feel it!
I believe the future of all of our choosing is about to begin.
I've never been convinced that being positive and performing rituals which comfort can alone answer the requirements of what's energetically needed to free ourselves from the 3rd Dimension/Fear Matrix. And the downside is these sometimes serve to keep us in that holding pattern of denial or idealism. I think of myself as an optimistic realist! Especially when I real-ised the work involved in growing ourselves.
To answer this need I developed EmoAlchemy - a variation of the ancient mystery school teachings. Like the alchemy of old which involved the transmutation of base metals into gold, taking full advantage of the current Ascension offerings requires the turning of base emotional states into (the gold of) higher frequency ones. It means constantly reviewing, releasing and integrating imbalanced parts of yourself in order to have a physically-successful effect on your biology, subsequently 'awakening' your dormant DNA.
And part of what we're needing to survive Earth's rising frequencies at this time.

Hollow/Inner Earth Map

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Hollow Earth

En-Trance

INNER EARTH Q & A FORUM:

This year I've received loads of questions about the inner earth humans, life in their cities and their relationship to us. Of course, there have been some who have told me outright that I need to get myself to the nearest nuthouse asap! :-) But seriously, rather than relay what I've learned through an article, I thought it would be great to facilitate direct dialogue between you via channelled responses.To get the ball rolling, send your question/s so everyone can benefit. If you're thinking about it, chances are so is someone else!

Q (KN): Do the inner earth beings need my help?

A

Q (SK): How on earth can humans survive in the inner earth? Isn't it too hot, and dark?

A (Bohar): Your governments have farmed out so-called 'official lines' to top scientists and geophysicists to convey to the public on such questions. This is mostly the (dis)information that makes the mainstream media and helps decide public opinion on this and other topics. Yet, there's a growing group of independent scientists who understand and accept the earth as being a hollow entity. Rather than hot malten magma at the earth's core, heat is generated by our sun. You will find our Agarthan crystalline cities hundreds of miles into the interior. Powered by an inner earth sun, it creates both perfect warmth and light for our sustenance. Gravity, as you know it, ceases to exist - which accounts for our living in a timeless/ageless existence.Close to the surface entrances are a system of caverns. All manner of non 5th Dimensional beings reside there and yes, it is dark and dank in places.Q (Jules): How do we get there and what mode of transport do you use?

A (Bohar):Numerous surface folk have tried to access the inner earth via various means over the past centuries. However, recently we've had to seal entrances in greater measure to prevent harm being inflicted on us by surface dwellers- mostly shadow government groups. Those that do come here either have a soul contract to do so or come due to to the upstanding nature of their character, which warrants access.

We, ourselves, get around via our underground monorail vehicles or via our space shuttles when we leave this sphere. Here we make use of various surface entrances/exits including the North and South Poles.Q (Jules): I'm studying photography. Is it possible to capture images of your world with our digital camera technology, should we ever be able to visit?

A (Bohar):We would only need to make some minor adjustment to your cameras to make them inner earth-friendly. We would also make another camera adjustment on your departure. Other than that, we see no problem with capturing images of our world, much as you do on the surface.