StandardI never thought that I would be saying this at the age of 37 (Soon to be 38 on Nov 7)....
Would someone PLEASE take my comment CHERRY!!!!!! Stay Brilliant, Beautiful and Always Be Encouraged!

Who Wants A Friend???cuz...i need people to talk to and stuff....so add me or whatever...i'm new, so i might need some pointers.......

Dont Drink And Drivepeople we have to stop the drinking and driving. My friend in florida was killed friday night cuz and asshole couldnt have someone esle drive. he had two other people in his truck his g/f and his friend. He was doing about 100mph when he hit my friend head on killing her instantly and killing his girlfriend hima nd his buddy lived. His buddy told him to slow down but he didnt. My friend was a beautiful girl with a good heart she would always come down to my mothers app. underneth her b/f house and visit with my kids. she treated them like they were her own and she would do anything for any one but now her life ended shortly cuz someone couldnt call a taxi or have someone else drive home

Random Thoughtsbeauty (by t )
1. The quality that gives pleasure to the mind or senses and is associated with such properties as harmony of form or color, excellence of artistry, truthfulness, and originality.
The quality present in a thing or person that gives intense pleasure or deep satisfaction to the mind, whether arising from sensory manifestations (as shape, color, sound, etc.), a meaningful design or pattern, or something else (as a personality in which high spiritual qualities are manifest).
an individually pleasing or beautiful quality
freedom (fr d m)
1. The condition of being free of restraints.
2. the power to exercise choice and make decisions without constraint from within or without; autonomy; self-determination
3. the condition of being free; the power to act or speak or think without externally imposed restraints
To sort out my thoughts I searched BEAUTY and FREEDOM. These are the two thing

Show Me Your Tits!!!well.....show me your tits!!!! im a tit fanatic and i want to see the all!!!! if not...then fuc u!!!

----------women--------WHAT EVER THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY .BECAUSE WHAT ELSE IS THERE.YOUR DAMNED IF YA DO AND DAMNED IF YA DONT.SEEMS LIKE ALL THERE IS OUT THERE IS A BIG BLACK HOLE JST SUCKING THE LIFE RIGHT OUT OF ME.I CANT SEEM TO MAKE ANYONE HAPPY AND YA KNOW WHAT I REALLY DONT CARE ANY MORE. I WILL LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE FOR MY KIDS.AT LEAST NO MATTER WHAT AT THE END OF THE DAY I CAN LOOK AT THEM AND KNOW THEY LOVE ME NO MATTER WHAT.THERE IS NOTHING MORE EASY ON THE EARS THAN YOUR CHILD SAYING TO YOU DADDY I LOVE YOU.SO BITCH FUCK YOU,WHORE FUCK YOU ,CHEAT FUCK YOU THE CUNT DOWN THE STREET FUCK YOU TO MY BUDDYS GIRL FRIEND THAT IS SUCKING THE LIFE FROM HIM BIG FUCK YOU,TO MY SIS FUCK YOU ,TO MY AUNT FUCK YOU TOO,THE CASHIER AT PUBLIX FUCK YOU,TO THE SHIT ASS WHORE THAT GAVE ME THE FINGER FOR LETTIN HER IN THE LINE FUCK YOU,AND THE BIGGEST FUCK YOU TO YOU JENN.SRY THIS IS NOT MENT TO OFFEND ANY ONE HERE AT CHERRY LAND I AM REALLY A NICE GUY JST GETTING THE RUN AROUND AND AM TIRED .GUESS ITS MY OWN FAU

My Rantsagony
In the rush to become what is ideal
failing to think about what I feel
working so hard to live up to expectation
see the thing I became for others elation
loosing all that I held dear
giving in to all for sake of fear
beholding the path that I had taken
Feeling so lost, alone, and forsaken
price paid in blood and sweat held cheap
too high a price when the pain cuts so deep
lesson learned and change given its due
be true to myself and no one else new
guard and beware of those called friend
trust in no one until life is at an end
selfish uncaring masses live and turn to dust
believing the lie that the world is just
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Beloved Deceitful wretch
The deceitful wretch telling me lies
Thinking them to be a comforting disguise
Counting upon my gullibility
Believing that through them I can not see
Telling me lies of love and our content
Acting as if it was heaven sent
To be there always by my side
Yet in the shadows the wretch do

Friends And Familythis is a blog about friends and family. im not afraid to say that there was a point in my life about 2 months ago that i was homeless and my friend and his family took me in out of the kindess of there heart. me personally i believe that is a true friend. well ive never really had a family before so i have come to love and care for these people like they were my family i would do anything for these people i love them to death. they have helped me out and treated me like im a part of the family and that means more to me than anything else there is nothing more important to me than family and i guess i can finally say i have a family and thats awesome to me well this was my first blog hopefully many more will come

Sexy Photos Of Me!Ok, this is the 1st time I've posted such revealing photos. Show me some love and I'll post some more!
Kisses!
http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=348586&albumid=96736

My TransformationFussin' and fightin', we back at it again
I know that, its my fault, but you don't understand (no)
I got memories, this is crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
Good with ma, good with pa, cool with all my niggas
I should try to decide, wanna let u in, but no
That means memories, and its crazy
You ain't nothing like the girl I used to know
[Bridge]
Girl I really wanna work this out, cause I'm tired of fightin'
And I really hope you still want me the way I want you
I said I really wanna work this out, damn girl I'm tryin'
Its no excuse, no excuse
But I got this
[Chorus 2x]
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (but I got this)
I got this icebox where my heart used to be (said I got this)
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
Why cant I get it right, just cant let it go
I opened up, she let me down, I wont feel that no more
I got memories, this is crazy
She ain't noth

Thanks All Military Members And Their Familys!Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a
Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two
together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been
invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was
heading home.
No, he responded.
Heading out I asked?
No. I'm escorting a soldier home.
Going to pick him up?
No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to
his family.
The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the
gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the
soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family
and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned
back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing
what you do so my family and I can do what we do.
Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate and

Double Stuffed Part 1I can remember many a night before we got married when Sam and I would talk about how much we missed our fiancés -- especially sexually -- and we would talk about what turned our partners on and the like. Little did I know until that night how much these talks would contribute to this night.
Sam was a black man, a year older than me, and grew up in a town about 5 miles from where I did so we had a lot in common from the first day we met. He was about 6 feet tall, 210 lbs., and an ex-high school football player. His wife Tonya was probably the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. She was about 5'3" tall, 115 lbs., with long black hair that covered her ass. Her tits seemed to be smaller than Beth's (probably large B-cups), but very firm. She never wore a bra and you could often see the points of her nipples poking against the tops she wore -- which never failed to turn me on. Tonya was half-black and half-Malaysian, a product of a serviceman marrying a local while stationed in Malays

~nimuel's World~I have to say if it wasn't for my mom and sis I would be on my complete own.They help me from time to time with Anthony and I love it.Anthony is now 7 and very soon 8 months old,and soon summer will really be here and what to do.I joined so many baby sites and I can't seem to keep up with them all and wonder what to ask them.I get woke up @6/7 am and then I feed him before me most times,sometimes I make us both breakfast.I am happy when he lays down and I am able to get soem stuff done,I would like him to have his own room so I can clean mine lol.I have to say he loves his walker and I think its because he is free to roam.I want to get him this soft chair that can help him sit up and make him sit correctly,I can't think of the name but its 40 bucks and I so want it for him.I can't wait till sept for when we can see and interact with Mark and the gang.To also have his first birthday party.....yay!I am not sure what to get for him as he is my first child and I need to find out. Well this

Why I Took Pagan Off Of My Name I'm Far Too Complex For A Label And If You Want To Know Me Better Plz. ReadMY PROFILE STARTS OUT:PLEASE DON'T LEAVE NEGATIVITY HERE NOR DRAMA! THAT INCLUDES ASKING ME WHY I DECIDED TO "RIDE ALONE" AND TAKE ~PAGAN FAMILY~ OFF OF MY NAME.HERE IS WHY!
I told everyone I was going through some changes when I was in the process of moving back to the Coastal Area. It is more LAID BACK than Inland North County. It is possible to follow Pagan, Wiccan beliefs without "LABELS" That is not meant to offend anyone, but if it does, that is ON YOU. MY NAME IS STILL IN THE PAGAN FAMILY BULLETIN. THAT IS COOL, I SIMPLY TOOK IT OFF MY NAME. I JUST PREFER TO BE (NAME-WISE) JUST ME. I AM NOT A MEMBER OF ANY FAMILY, NOT THAT I WILL NEVER BE, IF ASKED TO BE, I NEVER SAY NEVER. There are good and bad (YIN,YANG) in all walks of life, all paths, and everyone, period. You can read below, but basically I'm into a wide ranges of Belief Systems that all basically fall under Metaphysics I have been on that path for 40 years, when I first went to Unity in Houston, which is shaped like

Rated GYou aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?
Just Because
You are really special and you should know
You have that inner light, always let it show
Never let anything take away from your charm
Because you are loved stay clear of harm
You have that quiet strength that others admire
A real passion for life and a smoldering fire
You are a real person far beyond those so fake
I pray that god will give only what you can take
Know you will come through it all and in god have trust
In time you will triumph and let them eat your dust
For you are special in this w

Hatin Tha HolidayzI hate being alone but its even worse when the holidays come rollin around-
Im happy and flying high most of the time but this time of the year, knocks me into reality, bringing me down-
Dont get me wrong, I have my kids who I love more than ne thing in this world, but no one by myside, it's all part of the devil's evil plot-
Maybe it's my fault, maybe it's their fault on why I'm single but I do know one thing, when it comes 2 love, Im only taking one more shot-
Because Im sick of the lies, sick of the games, sick of being cheated on, basically, sick of it all-
But Im willing to try one more time to find love but being so picky and feeling wounded may cause it to take awhile, cuz this time, im not going to fall-
From all the pain ive felt and being alone so long has caused my heart to freeze, it barely even beats-
I compare this love thing to me trying to play basketball ona hardwood floor and instead of wearing shoes, wearing some football cleats-
Ya, slippin and slidin, jus l

I Love Computers!Im making a computer that is worth at least double the value of me building it myself.
Intel P D 945 3.4ghz
Intel Motherboard 775
All-In-Wonder X1900 256
2gigs of 1000mhz fbs mem
custom mod case
some nice flashy lights
250gig hd westerdigital 16mb cache
and a ghetto monitor (beige) =]
500 bucks. =] I shall be gone for the next 4 days to boston for one BIG ASS sci-fi convention W00t! Anime Chicks + Leather Chicks + Darth Vadar = one hell of a time. =] after looking at ALL of the freakin linux distributions out there and all the complaints from anti-microsoft/mac/linux people about various things, i decided to make my own OS kernel thus irradicating all complaints from myself about other OS's.
blah.

New Bloodhey every1 i have updated my profile and am adding things dayly so stop back and take a peak, u might see something u like well here i am, all new to this site and i have no idea what im doing... anyway drop me a line w/ some pointers... comments are always welcome:)

Public ViewSeems that Misty has her family threatening me now so I had to set my blog to friends only so they can't come back and delete the evidence. I kind of feel bad for the people who post these mums, because we just sort of take over their alert box.

WhateverVIRGO (August 23-September 22): Please ignore the little devil who's whispering sinful thoughts (or unsupportive self-flagellating hoo-haw) in your ear. That's a voice from another era or a lesser-developed you… one that has little accurate feedback to provide your current incarnation, Virgo. Instead, listen only to your well-intentioned conscience—that's the other guy with the white robe and halo (or perhaps he looks like Jiminy Cricket)—and stick to a squeaky-clean set of choices. For this week at least, you'd be far wiser to stay on the straight-and-narrow… no matter if you feel tempted to stray from your 'supposed-to's and drink from the bottomless barrel of proverbial moonshine. Late nights and boozy benders will hit you much harder than usual (which you might not find out until the next day), and only serve to fuel the irrational urge to beat up on yourself. Ditch the work, drown your sorrows, and pretend tomorrow doesn't matter… and now you've just given yourself the exact excus

Surfing UnderwaterI keep hearing
From the other side
Another form of truth
Like feeling indestructible
But knowing
I can be broken
Living without fear
Though I can still
Be scared
Wanting my space
And craving you
Were here
Longing to hear
Forever
Needing that warmth
But when it is spoken
You remind me
Of Judas
It all is the same
Your view of reality
And what is
Driving you mad
Getting real happy
Then
Remembering sad

Bebo QuizeHi
I've written a quiz 'When am I the happiest?' on Bebo. Click below to answer the questions and see how well you do:
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Martunika

Ok....so I Finally Got ItSo I have spent the last 8 months or so trying to finally get myself moving forward with my life. I mean really forward, you know, REAL job, contributing something REAL to society and all that jazz. The focus of these efforts has been on law enforcement positions, and I finally got it nailed down. I recently started working for the Caddo Parish Sheriff's Dept. in Shreveport, LA. So on this day I simply say, here's to getting on with life already.

Funny 3As a joke, my brother used to hang a pair of panty hose over his fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true, because every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids stockings were overflowed, his poor panty hose hung sadly empty.
One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and went in search of an inflatable love doll. Of course, they don't sell those things at Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuse yourself. I was there almost three hours saying things like, "What does this do?", "You're kidding me!", "Who owns that?"
Finally I made it to the inflatable doll section. I wanted to buy a
standard, uncomplicated doll suitable for a night of romance that could also sub as a passenger in my car so I could use the car pool lane. Finding what I wanted was difficult as love dolls

Funny920. The cucumber has left the salad.
19. I can see the gun of Navarone.
18. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out.
17. You've got Windows on your laptop.
16. Sailor Ned's trying to take a little shore leave.
15. Your soldier ain't so unknown now.
14. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells.
13. You need to bring your tray table to the upright and locked position.
12. Paging Mr. Johnson... Paging Mr. Johnson...
11. Your pod bay door is open, Hal.
10. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building!
9. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod.
8. Ensign Hanes is reporting a hull breach on the lower deck, Sir!
7. The Buick is not all the way in the garage.
6. Dr. Kimble has escaped!
5. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary."
4. Our next guest is someone who needs no introduction...
3. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones.
2. I'm talking about Shaft, can you dig it?
1. I thought you were crazy, now I can

Funny 11I JUST NEED SOME SPACE.
.... without you in it.
DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS?
We haven't had a fight in a while.
NO, PIZZA'S FINE.
.... you cheap slob!
I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW.
I just don't want you as a boyfriend now.
I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?
I can't believe you have nothing planned.
COME HERE.
My puppy does this, too.
I LIKE YOU, BUT...
I don't like you.
YOU NEVER LISTEN.
You never listen.
I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE.
I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will.
OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF.
I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch.
OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!!
Well, near there; I just want to get this over with.
I'M JUST GOING OUT WITH THE GIRLS.
We're gonna make fun of you and your friends.

Funny 18APPETIZING: Anything advertised on TV.
BOIL: The point a parent reaches upon hearing the automatic "Yuck" before a food is even tasted.
CASSEROLE: Combination of favorite foods that go uneaten because they are mixed together.
CHAIR: Spot left vacant by mid-meal bathroom visit.
COOKIE (LAST ONE): Item that must be eaten in front of a sibling.
CRUST: Part of a sandwich saved for the starving children of China, India, Africa, or Europe (check one).
DESSERTS: The reason for eating a meal.
EVAPORATE: Magic trick performed by children when it comes time to clear the table or wash dishes.
FAT: Microscopic substance detected visually by children on pieces of meat they do not wish to eat.
FLOOR: Place for all food not found on lap or chair.
FORK: Eating utensil made obsolete by discovery of fingers.
FRIED FOODS: Gourmet cooking
FROZEN: Condition of children's jaws when Spinach is served.
FRUIT: A natural sweet not to be confused with dessert.
GERMS: The

Writingiwana scream it feels so empty
things been teared away were a part of me
every one gone blind why cant they see?!
expected me to be that some 1 i will never be
it got so complecated
so hard to understand
why they keep doing dat
is it me or they drivin me mad
strugleing the life,fact it gone so bad
i kept pretending
never been wanted was words just pending
i been caught up in the spin
feels like its some thing that has no end
even though i hold stilllll
doubting about my dream what if &if,n fullfill
dats life&how it goes with u for real
sick n tired my dreams all fade
things went so bad
i cant keep some thing that i never had
told ma self it could be it
life is crazy thought it would be like dat
closest ppl keeps bugin
it had me confuse where the love surroundin?
got me compared to some 1 i dont like
they,r jst blind dont know wots behind
ever shimer and each lie
wots life all about
life is a BITCH its takes still not givin
showin other part me i coul

My Darkest PoemsHeartache and the loss of god
Left empty , alone and odd
Feel the pain and never trust
Due to abandoned love and lust
Given to one who was my kindred soul
Left without the one who made me whole
Twisted into a crippled form of life
Unable to ever believe in one called wife
Wanting someone who is all that is good
Desiring one who has been there and is understood
Who knows the depths of loneliness and pain
One who came through the madness and came out sane
One who felt the want to hold and to touch and feel
One who wanted it more and needed it real
One who questioned the ways of god in this life
One who walked through the fire of heartache and strife
One who sees through eyes like my own
One who has the soul all these tings have known
I guess it must be left to the hands of one on high
I may never see the answer till the day I die
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Darkness calls my soul and I hearken to it sound
It fascinates my mind and does make my heart resound
Being

Christmas!!Merry Christmas Everyone! Hope you have an awesome day! And have a great New Years!

Happy BloggingChristmas break always goes by super fast for me. Im sooooo glad that I dont have to go shopping for anyone else for a very long time in all that madness. I dont find it hard to believe the stories about how people get shot. I made out this Christmas!! I got basically everything I wanted it was soooooooooo much better than last years Christmas. I got my perfume, iPod, a Dane Cook poster (gorgeous), a playboy necklace, the matching hat scarf and glove set, a playboy purse, a robe, money, a new blow dryer that comes with a diffuser (score), a new venus vibrance razor, socks, an Ohio State hat, 2 Ohio State shirts (since there were no hoodies to be found and the jersey that I wanted was like $50!!(how do those people sleep at night!?!), an ornament with my name written on it(my aunt likes to make random gifts dont ask me why..)an old navy gift card, blank cds and a bunch of other little random things that I said I needed. I LOVE CHRISTMAS!! Everyone loved their presents..I got my mom 2 re

Holding On To Broken HandlesWhat if all along
I had nothing to say
And I sat here
And typed out
Nothing
Then gave it away
Or I could come
Bug you
Maybe drive you
Nuts
But then I would
Hug you
And slap at your butt
Because even if I was
At a loss for words
And there may come
A time where
I do have nothing
To say
You’d be the one
I told it to
First
For you understand
That I need to play
It is your smile
It changes my day

Discoverys Part 2I could hear the blonde moving around in her bedroom, but couldn't see anything. Finally I saw her enter the closet wearing a gray sports bra, and a pair of shorts. She grabbed a T-shirt off a hanger without even a glance in my direction and pushed the closet door closed. I was in pitch black, and my heart was pumping a billion times a second.
For an indefinite, but excruciatingly long amount of time, my heart raced and my hard-on throbbed. Finally, when my heart returned to it's normal beat, and my dick to it's normal state, I moved away from my hiding place and surveyed my situation. The closet door wasn't actually all the way closed, as I'd originally thought. It was ajar just enough that I could see a slice of light coming into the closet. I carefully moved to the brightness and peered through. I could see that the bedroom door was now open, and I felt it was a safe assumption that the blonde had left the room. With the bedroom door open though, and not knowing where either of

Just Pain Thats AllRipping and tearing feeling the skin rip open as the blood rushes out
The feeling of a hand around your neck
squeezing just tight enough
the pain goes through your very soul
and it feels so good
clawing the flesh off
biting a chunk of skin
letting the sweet taste pour into your mouth
one taste and your addicted
Hold me close
and take me completely
As i whisper in your ear
I wanna fucking tear you apart

CelebrationsIm about to go out to the New Years Eve disco at my local pub to bring in the New Year.
Before i go out i would like to take this oppertunity to thank all my friends that ive met in 2006 for being such wonderful people.
So i would like to wish all my friends on Cherry Tap a Happy New Year and all the best for 2007.
If any of you are going out tonight, have a wonderful time, but more importantly be safe where ever you go.
HAPPY NEW YEAR

As I Lay Before YouAs I Lay Before You
As I lay before you naked
and see the passion in your eyes,
I want so much to please you
and feel your hot breath on my thighs.
I long to bring you pleasure,
feelings that you've not yet known -
as you thrust so deep inside me
in that place for you alone.
To know your bodies secrets,
it's recesses to explore,
as I expose my own to you -
not bashful anymore.
So tell me your desires,
that when we're next entwined,
I'll know the ways to send you
on a journey most divine.

Ho's Of LoveI was described the other evening in a way, well, that I think was supposed to an insult, but I thought was actually kind. 'Reverend, you are a 'love whore', who is completely unavailable', are the words I was told as we neared the dreaded last call moment. I had just spent an evening with a friend who dropped around midnight, so I took her home, and realized shortly after that I was, in fact, not ready for the fun to be over. I went to another bar, headed out on the porch, and sat with several buddies and new acquaintances until we were told 'you do not have to go home, but you cant stay here'. Before that sad event took place, since I have known several of the other porch creatures for a while now, there were many hugs and kind words being tossed around along with our glass covered nectar. It was just an honestly good time being enjoyed by some damn fine people. Then, the words dropped. Before I could even reply, I heard a 'What the hell does that mean?' So, she explained 'Every time

SportsNow that my Cowboys have crushed my dreams of a Superbowl win I must move my eyes to Baseball. I am a die hard fun of the lovely losers, yes that would the Cicago Cubs.
But after this off season, where the Trubine company decied to spend money I have a dreams again. I dream of a last to frist season turn around, and that the Cubs complete what they started in 2003 and win the World Series.
Damn it I am tired of What till Nesy Year, damn it The Red Sox's and the White Sox's had there next years happen in the last two out of three World Series, I think it is about time that the Cubs see thier next year also.
WTF - you am I kidding these are the Cubs and that damn goat will find away to haunt these Cubs from his grave like every other year.
Go Cubbies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dallas Driving RulesFirst you must learn to pronounce the city name. It is DAL-US, not DAL-ISS.
Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Dallas has its own version
of traffic rules. . ..."Hold on and pray".
1. There is no such thing as a dangerous high-speed chase in Dallas. We all drive like that. All directions start with, "Get on Beltline". . . which has no beginning and no end.
2. The morning rush hour is from 6 to 10. The evening rush hour is from 3 to 7. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning.
3. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out and possibly shot.
4. When you are the first one on the starting line, count to five when the light turns green before going to avoid crashing into all the drivers running the red light in cross-traffic.
5. Construction on Central Expressway is a way of life and a permanent form of entertainment. We had sooo much fun with that,! we have added George Bush Freeway and the High Five to the mix.
6. All

Sporks Blogsyay me I am all glowly. I was browsing Satans photos and ohmygod, the tats and drawings etc are incredible. Fully amazing. Go check them out! Anyway I draw a little here and there but I never thought anything of it. I put 3 of them under art in my photos just cuz i found them on my computer back from when i e-mailed them to a friend. I got 10's but well hey its cherry tap, u send 10's u get 10's lol thanks to everyone just the same, but anyway while talking to him he looked and said some very nice things about them. I am so happy. I wish i could somehow get some of my newer better ones on here. I'm all happy, I'ma go do a happy dance! He made my day! GO SATAN! lol Just wanted to share the happyness! Well, I am going to poof away for awhile and won't be online for who knows how long. Could be days, could be a month. Hopefully not longer than that. Don't miss me too much! Or no I take that back. Miss me lots. Leave me lots of comments and give me gifties!! lol Well much clown love to all

Some Of My Old Poetry...This feeling I thought I'd never feel again,
I realize that I've fallen in love with my best friend.
Your tantalizing touch,
that I love so much.
Your gentle kiss,
and you passionate caress.
I realize I'm falling in love again,
You have become my lover, and my best friend.
The way we touched that night,
made everything feel so right.
The way you held my body close,
my hunger for you arose.
You demenished all of my fears and pain,
you dried my tears and stopped the rain.
I have fallen in love with you,
This feeling will always be true. This is an old one. In 2005 I dog sat for one of bruce's friends. I was informed that the dogs were great dogs and would b no problem...boy was i misled lol!!
Those darn dogs I was watching for a friend,
I swear as God my witness I'll never do again.
They said they'd behave as both had gone to schools,
I guess they were dropouts, cause both had acted like fools.
Upon my friend's departure, they howled and they whined,
he yelled

Everyonemy wife is in a contest and she needs help if you all wouldnt mind please go bomb comment her 200 if you dont have that much time at least leave a few comments
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Funny FactsQ: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR?
A: It's Braille for "suck here".
Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS?
A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under."
Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS?
A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear.
Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN?
A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet.
But when they go, they take your house and car with them.
Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY
GET UP IN THE MORNING?
A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch... What is a gluteusmaximusplasty?
A gluteusmaximusplasty is a tushy tuck. You get your derriere reduced.
Ulysses S. Grant was ticketed for speeding in his horse and buggy. He was fined $5.00.
Coca Cola was originally marketed as an Esteemed Brain Tonic and Intellectual Beverage.
There are 14 bones in your big toe.
40 Percent of McDonalds Profits come from happy meals.
A bunch of bananas is also known as a hand and i

Reposted With PermissionIf you want to be a slave,
If you want to be enslaved,
You must show him your inner strength as well as your unquestioning trust.
If you wish be found pleasing to him, you must struggle to please him and not yourself.
If you wish to devote your life to him, you must learn that your role is not as his peer.
If you would consider yourself his, are you prepared to be slave even when its not easy or fun?
If you call yourself slave, will you obey even in fury or tears?
Do you eliminate the "If"s from your vocabulary, and realize that slavery is not conditional?
A slave gives from the heart, she doesn't consider it a "gift"
Its not all wrapped up in rainbows and pink ribbons,
Its bound in determined sacrifice and decorated with her tears of pain, effort, and bliss
Its the sheerest, most primitive, raw expression of self she can give
She gives only what is left, after the pride and

HmmmmYou scored as Fairy. You are a fairy. You have wings as soft as lace and the ability to fly. Your wings are similar to a butterflys and like snowflakes no 2 fairys wings are alike. You are the shyest creature on the planet around humans, but when you seek comfort you always find it in animals and the forest. You are the purest creature ever and are often mistaken for lightning bugs at night! You can only be seen by people who believe in fairys and can be brought back to life when an animal gives their life to you.
Fairy94%Vampire75%Dragon69%Devil69%Werewolve56%Mermaid0%What Mythological Creature are you?(Cool pictures!)created with QuizFarm.com

"have you ever got off work and just said F*** That place? Have you ever had a spouse "mouth" off to you and You just SLAMMED the door in their face and said F*** you?
Well then welcome to my day!!
I am really not loving life right now....
Kimy A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have
been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of
innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over
the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time
to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just
inside the door of the Target.
We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up
their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in
the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the
world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came
pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day.
The li

Me +you +my Roomfor fallen juggalos and juggalettes
first verse:
Splash a little faygo on the ground for fallen juggalo's the hatchets in our heart, not the emblems on our clothes. we hearin clown love everytime the wind blows, the hand of the wraith, it appears in the sky. 3 fingers up yellin reppin "east side", los and lettes waitin for the wraiths wagon ride. shangrila or hells pit waitin on the other side til the day i die imma lo standin proud. home wit my family when im standin in the crowd this goes to my juggalos waitin in the clouds, cause imma be down even when im in the ground, holding em' down, we all down with the clown. faygos and face paint represent the carnie grounds, this is where our true sold family is found, it's fucked up when juggalo's get shot and gunned down, ill meet yall on the otherside still yelling "wickid clowns"
[repeat2x] One day we'll meet, when we touch the sky they'll be no worry of when im gonna die ill be with my los and lettes in the sky the day when

ThingsNeeds and worries
What if half the things you thought you needed, you didn't really need at all? Imagine the freedom of letting them go.
What if half the things that worry you so much were really no cause for concern? Think of how much more positive and productive you could be.
Some of your needs and your worries have some basis in reality. Yet they can easily become blown far out of proportion by your thinking.
You can choose to put them in their place. You can choose to simply let them fall away and to put your energy into those things that truly matter.
This is a great day to begin living with positive, creative intention. This is a great day to go beyond the limitations that your mind has previously convinced you to accept.
Open your eyes to the abundance that is yours. Focus more energy on your best possibilities and bring your own special joy to life.
-- Ralph Marston

Week EndOk... I more than likely won't be on much at all this week-end. I have my mini vacation up to Madison today and tomorrow. Dinner with some friends that I haven't seen in years tomorrow night, and Sunday... Sunday is of course when the Bears will win the Superbowl... just for my birthday... that is all I want... my Bears to win on Sun... so I hope all of you have a great week-end and I hope to check in sometime!
*luv*
~Mrs. Wright~

Is It PossibleIs it possible
That someone like you
Could complete me?
You're the only one I want
The only one I think about
The only one I truly love
You've treated me wrong sometimes
As I've done the same
But everyone makes mistakes
And your not one of mine
Be with me for the rest of time
I'll give you my heart
And you give me your mind

ApologiesI had a picture posted recently that was a little out of line, and I didn't realize it until a woman pointed it out to me in offense. She had a right to point, and I understand now why the picture was wrong. I'm sorry Tribalbutterflyy, for offending you with this picture. Thank you for telling me.

The Perfect HeartOne day a young man was standing in the middle of hte town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it.
Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine."
The crowd and the young man looked at he old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some placed there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing.
The people stared...how can he say his heart is more beautitul, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and l

My ThoughtsThis past weekend was just stressful. I was sick on saturday but went to clinicals anyways. My instructor made me go home after i made my first rounds. I was making stupid little mistakes the whole time i was there. I went home and had to take care of the kids because apparently my husband assumed since I came home that he got a break. Then on sunday while i was out studying for my test tonight, I got 2 phone calls. First one was to tell me that my 17 year old cousin is in the hospital with somthing wrong in her abdomen but the tests they've run are inconclusive. She's having more procedures done today. Then I found out my uncle (on the other side of the fam) passed away unexpectedly with my 28 year old cousin kneeling in front of him begging him to take another breath.
I'm just done....

Stupid People Everywhereok well updated my stash once again like i always do so plz go and rate it if you havent already and comment somethings to if ya want but there is alittle something for everyone i do blieve from music to pics to vids so take a look and enjoy thanks and if ya want got some more pics that i added ova the past few days so feel free to take a look and i will do the same if ya would like :) Lata
Peace Love Respect
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i dunno just had to post and say something on the level of stupidity around me lately its getting very rediculious already delt wit it this mornin and it ticked me off lol but as for the link above its just is to a test thing to take for fun to find out how stupid one can be lol no pun in tended its just for fun but im done for now so talk to you all lata

Betta NameOK, I need a good CT name??? anyone care to help??? Well, It was fun for awhile. Then came the buy me's, the the add a friend that never talks to you.. lol they just wanna get higher on the list.. Then of course there are the haters.. u know who you are.. lol Then of course you rate people but they never rate back.. so i'm done for now... my be back in the future.. I will not forget you guys and girls of FU...
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year..
Peace!! Smitty..

A Firemans PrayerWhen I am called to duty, God,
Wherever flames may rage,
Give me the strenght to save some life
Whatever be its age.
Help me embrace a little child
Before it is too late,
Or savean older person from
The horror of that fate.
Enable me to be alert and
Hear the weakest shout,
And quickly and efficiently
To put the fire out.
I want to fill my calling and
To give the best in me,
To guard my every neighbor
And protect their property
And if according to your will
I have to lose my life,
Please bless with your protecting hand
My children and my wife.

Poetic Hell....Murder of an Innocent Heart
It’s time to conclude this charade, I can no longer pretend..
A heart is so fragile, I owe mine the opportunity to mend..
I was blind to your abuse, I wanted so much to believe..
You’d never do me harm, you weren’t capable to deceive..
Yet the evidence was clear, even through your alibi’s disguise..
I still seized the possibility we could somehow compromise..
But I realize love cannot be manipulated to be as you desire..
It’s impossible to ignite passion, without a spark to kindle the fire..
So I must bid farewell, to start rebuilding my world torn apart..
A lifetime dedicated to erase your memory from my delicate heart..
This agony will remain forever a scar upon my very existence..
Of damage you caused so mercilessly, murdering my innocence..
Original Poem of The one and only Eli “A Heart’s Only Belief”
There’s a stillness in the air, though my heart beats fast.
For I can find no inner peace and there’s no escaping the past.
I wan

Make Your Sexual Desires Come Alive On Screen!"Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?"
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>> marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside
>> them
>> logs,
>>
>> but he's hidin' it there."
>>
>> "Thank you very much for the call, sir."
>>
>> The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They
>> search
>> the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every
>> piece of
>> wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave.
>>
>> Shortly after this, the phone rings at Virgil's house.
>>
>> "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....Did th e Sheriff come?"
>>
>> "Yeah!"
>>
>> "Did they chop your firewood?"
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>> "Yep!"
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>> "Happy Birthday, buddy!"
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>> Rednecks know how to Git-R-Dun! Make your sexual desires come alive on this 3D Chat. You create your own look and meet interesting people. Your Avatars can have sex with each other, hav

A Daydream I Had...It is a cold February afternoon, and it has been a long day for me at the office. I pull into the drive and park in the garage. I come in the house with a sigh and hang my keys on their hook and lay my briefcase on the table and walk into the living room. As I round the corn, what do I see? The most stunning woman with brown hair with auburn highlights, the most beautiful golden brown eyes, and a devastatingly wicked smile. She is leaning against the wall, sipping lightly from a martini in her hand. She appears to be wearing one of my white dress shirts and a red tie, but nothing else. The fireplace is reflecting off of her eyes and the glass, and she smiles and runs her finger around the rim and asks in her sexiest voice, "Do you want some?" As I move closer, I say "You have no idea" and take a drink of her martini. It is cold and feels good going down. At that moment, I lean forward and run my tongue up her neck to her ear. I see her neck ripple with goose bumps, not knowi

PoetryThe skies are dark
Rain is pouring down
I look out my window
And see a vast emptiness
Nothing is around
Nothing can be seen
I am all alone
Thinking thoughts of desire
Of where I want to be
And where I am now
Wondering what may happen
Where my journey lies
Maybe I already know
But I can't see it
Is it good or bad
I wonder
There is only one person who knows
Only one who can show me the light
And what I want to know
And eventually I too will be able to see
As I travel this path
There are obstacles to overcome
Some will be hard
And some will be easy
This one I am at now
Has to be the hardest of them all
It is taking all that I have and all that I am
To conquer it
Though in my mind I know I can do it
I am having troubles
I am weakening myself
Making myself vulnerable
For whomever decides to pass by
I can't let them down
I can't show my pain
This has been the toughest yet
But within a matter of moments
I have won
I have beat this obstacle
And now I'

CeleritiesHas Lil Wayne joined CherryTap or is it someone using his picture?
look up candyman0065

Birthdayok first i want to say thanks to all that left some love. And for some reason today seemsjust like any other day. but i know it special day for me but i just don't like b-day any more. but anyway Love ya.
Take care

What Sucks...I absolutely hate it when i can't rate pics or stash items! It especially sucks when its Happy Hour...anyone else feel me on this DROP A COMMENT HERE OR HIT MY PAGE AND DROP ONE!

Irishangel's TrialsSTATE OF FLORIDA
DEPARTMENT OF TAXATION
INDIVIDUAL INFORMATION FORM
ATTENTION: ALL MALE TAXPAYERS
FROM: INTERNAL REVENUE SERVICE
SUBJECT: INCREASED TAX PAYMENTS
DEAR TAXPAYER:
The only thing the Internal Revenue Service has not taxed is your pecker. This is due to the fact that 40% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 30% of the time it is pissed off, 20% of the time it is hard up, and 10% of the time it is employed., but it operates in the hole. Futhermore, it has two dependents, and they are both nuts.
Accordingly, after Jan 1 2008, your pecker will be taxed on its size, using the pecker - checker scale below. Determine your category, and insert the additional tax under "other tax", page II, part V, Line 60 of your standard Income Tax Return. ( Form 1040)
10-12 Inches Luxury Tax $50.00
8-10 Inches

Who I Attract...You are 75% Bittch! I can't believe it! Your almost a full bittch! I know you just sit there and think of ways to be a bittch! How Pathetic is that! You must be awful lonely! Cruelty hurts! Bittch!How much of a B*tch Are you?Create MySpace Quizzes What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract geeks! You attract rednecks! You attract unstable people! You attract artsy people!

My BirthdayHey Everyone it's my birthday please feel free to stop by and leave me some love or a hello. Thank You "It's Just Me V.I.P." for posting that bulletin for me I didn't get to see it until after I read all your nice comments

Guest BookOk, I've put a guest book on my profile now. So please come by and add yourself to it for me!

HelpEVERYONE WHO STOPS BY MY PAGE PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK IT LOOKS SO BARE HELP ME OUT PLEASE
MY COMPUTER IS IN THE SHOP I WONT BE ON FOR A FEW WEEKS BUT ALL MY CHERRIES CAN STILL HIT ME UP WITH COMMENTS I WILL PROMISE TO HIT ALL YOU BACK UP ONCE I GET BACK ON THANKS GOIN MISS ALL OF YOU 2WEEKS I SHOULD HAVE MY COMPUTER ON IN 2WKS SO THOSE OF THAT DIDNT FORGET ABOUT ME THANKS I WILL BE SURE TO RETURN THE FAVOR THANKS TO ALL LOV YAS BE BACK SOON

Missy's BlogDriving home from work tonight, my thoughts are on a hot shower and my warm bed. As I pull into the driveway, I see your car parked there and know that I won't get either one for a while. As I start up the walk, you open the door and smile at me, watching me as I stroll towards you. I step to you and you put your arms around me, kissing my soft lips as you welcome me home. As I turn to take off my coat, you push me against the door, slamming it on the outside world. My arms pinned by my coat, all I can do is moan your name as your lips and hands assault my senses.
I finally struggle out of my coat, my hands moving up to gently grasp the back of your head as you gently nip my neck with your teeth. All I can do is lean back and let you have control of my senses, my body, and my soul. They are all yours for the taking as you rip my shirt open, buttons flying, exposing my breasts encased in a black satin bra. You lift your head and smile at me, letting me see the evil thoughts runnin

What Is Beauty ?The sweetest flower that’s beauty is beyond compare
Is the one I long for with blue eyes she is beyond fair
She looks like and angel sent for on high
I look at her and dream and so often Sigh
Loving the soul that resides within
And sometime drawn to thoughts of sin
To hold her and smell her sweet fragrance
My finding her could not have been chance
For now not other rose would smell the same
Except for this glorious rose of only one name
Truly unique in this world we share
And no other flower will ever compare
By R. Thomas Dinsmore The Desire
Wonder and joy I feel when your near
Desire and elation holding you dear
Knowing one whose soul is true
Finding the heart of love in you
Pain in the past long forgotten in your gaze
feel of your sweet kisses leaves me in a daze
transported into a world we alone share
I love to get lost in your eyes without a care
electric intensity as our hands touch
addiction to the high I want it so much
I hold you, you hold

HmmmmONE THOUSAND EMPTY BOTTLES, TEN THOUSAND WASTED THOUGHTS.
A THOUSAND KNIVES, ALL STERILIZED, A THOUSAND EYES, ALL PARALYZED.
A ROOM OF FACELESS PICTURES, A REALM OF MEMORIES LOST
AND I CAN’T SEE YOU ANYMORE.
THE LIGHT’S GONE; IT’S HARD TO SEE…FADED.
YOU’RE LOCKED IN REALITY…FADED.
LOOKING INSIDE FOR MY LIFE (SHOCK), LOOKING INSIDE BUT I’M DEAD INSIDE. (SHOCK)
LOOKING INSIDE FOR MY LIFE (SHOCK), LOOKING INSIDE BUT I CAN’T FIND IT. (SHOCK)

6 Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do!Read More About: Cell Phones (827)
Six Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do
Here are useful tips and tricks that you can teach even an old cell phone to do.
Cyrus Farivar, PC World
Monday, February 05, 2007 01:00 AM PST
Right before your eyes, your cell phone has morphed into a portable computer. Whether you're searching Google via text messages, using Short Message Service (SMS) to make international calls, or e-mailing a voice message, these tips will help jump-start your cell phone's inner PC--and make your life easier to boot.
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For the price of sending a text message, you can unleash the power of Google without having to open a Web browser. Just text GOOGL (46645) to get access to much of the search giant's most useful information, including addresses and phone numbers, word definitions, numeric and other conversions, weather, and even sports scores.
For example, if you want to look up the phone number of a pizza joint to place a

PoemsSisters and brothers
Grow up to be fathers and mothers.
No more fighting
But forever writing.
Can they make amends
And become friends?
When one dies
The rest look to the skies.
They are still living
But can they be forgiving?
We all need a reality dose
And become close.
For we never know
When its our time to go.
Now we must pray
try to have a nice day.
We must give up our attitude
and have some gratitude.
Published 1996.
Written by me after my sister passed from cancer.
Please ask before copying.
Thanks
Brew Now I believe
I don't want to leave
He's slowly getting to my heart
so why should I part?
We'll still be friends
I'll just make amends.
She only wants him
To hang on by a limb.
She doesn't want his heart
So why can't they part?
Remember, they did
have a kid.
For whom his love is strong
Why did it go wrong?
I do have feelings
My mind is reeling.
We must show affection
because nobody has perfection.
Our affection will stop
while we are at

Wanna-beesTo ALL my friends and family - this ASS-WIPE is ripping people's personal pictures for spite! Be aware if he shows up on your profile!
p%&*^@ CherryTAP I had a run in with a wanna-be security guard at work this week and it got me thinking of how some people take their jobs waaaayyyy to seriously. There are some people who have nick-named this guy "Barney Fife" but I'm quick to point out the fact that Barney was allowed to carry one bullet and a gun. Patrick doesn't have either! Then there are others who call him "Gomer" (as in Pyle). I point out to them that Gomer at least made it into the Marines. But maybe they will take anybody. Patrick has no military training! Anywhoooo.... he seemes to think that he owns the parking garage of the hospital that I work for and I was apparently the first one to refute that claim!
Like I said it just got me thinking of all the people that take their jobs way too seriously. I can't help it that they aren't qualified for better jobs! Lighten up peopl

Peek Into The Brain Of A PsycopathI realize these things are not well read, which is probably why i am whining here. You see, I have had too much to drink, and it has been raining for days straight now,which probably has much to do with why I am feeling so melancholy.
On to the point...Why is it, that we always want the things we cannot have? Is it merely because we cannot have them? Or do we have an actual need for them? The things that we already have, take a back seat in a sense and seem much less important than the things we want.
So...if we were to lose something we had, that seemed un-important while we were so busy wanting something else...would we in turn forget about what we had origially wanted, and turn our wants to our previous dis-regards?
Just a bit of mental vomit for all who read to ponder...I suppose it is human nature to always want for something, whether or not you can have it...and obviously the reason we want things so much sometimes, is simply because it is un-attainable.
Goo

My Nightly PrayerMaster....
i Love and Adore You so...
Master...my nitely prayer has/is growing with time ..like our union of souls : )
i fear no other power...for Master is always near..
He is my Saviour..
He is my guiding light..
He is my life ..
He is my will..
He possess my soul..
He engulfs my mind..
He enflames my heart..
He consumes my body...
He is my Protector..
He is my Teacher..
He is my Mentor...
He is my Lover..
He is my Friend..
He is my True Master..
He owns me completely..
i am His eternal slave..
i have no wants or needs...
only the deep desire to strive
my best to fulfill all of Masters
needs and desires completely..
for He is my true happiness..
my every reason for living and loving
so completely..Master..
i thank You .. Master
for all the gifts that You
have given to me..
the gift of rediscovery of my true
inner being..
for accepting my submission to You
for claiming and collaring me
as Your submissive/slave
the gift of freedom within

Have Delt With More PainI have delt with more pain I have delt with more suffering I have delt with more anguish then what ever human being as ever had to bear I have suffered from the hands of my parents I have suffered at the hands of mine friends I have suffered from every conceverable manner and I am tired I am tired

Thank Youthank you to all my friends and fans for helping me level...remember if u leave a comment on the help blog telling me that u rated or commented i will return the luv as soon as i can rate pics again

Lust Stage 1STADIUM CLUB...... 8 FREEWAY AND MISSION GORGE. Every SUNDAY... I Work THERE. SO.. HOLLA AND BE ONE OF THE COOL. Don't be afraid to come hang out wit'cha MAN... I'LL BE There.
6065 Fairmount Ave. SD, CA 92120 The Kitchen Bitch
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A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 -year- old son
playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the
train stop and her son saying,
"All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now...
cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are
getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the
tracks."the horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that
kind
of language in this house."
"Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS.
When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use
nice
language.
Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with
his train. Soon the tr

Spidermania!ok, so, me being the super dad that i am, i got wrangled, conned, persueded, whatever, in taking my daughter to see spiderman at like midnight last night.
the result being me getting almost no sleep and being shall we say less than sweet today, lol.
my daughter, having the luxery of sleeping in because i home school, is sound asleep, even at this very moment. argh! lol. but im not bitter, oh no, lol.
which brings me to the movie itself. a mild disapointment.
for the purist/ comic geeks. you might go either way. they changed alot of stuff. so much stuff you might be just enough geek to appreciate it and let it go. not me, the original story was fine, no need to mess with it.
for the date that gets dragged to the movie. lots of drama, love triangles, and a dance number. thats right, you heard me, a dance number. nuff said.
for the motion sick. dont bother, most of the action takes place in the air, spinning, and i almost puked at one point. it was cool looking though.

NoticeA DREAMERS SIGN
THE HAWK IS A DREAMER'S SIGN SHE SINGS AS SHE FLIES
SHE BRINGS A TRUE MESSAGE
HER VOICE SINGS NO LIES SHE DRINKS OF THE RIVERS TO MAKE HER VOICE CLEAR
THE TREES ARE ALL BUDDING
AND SPRINGTIME IS NEAR
SHE WINGS TO THE DREAMER
THEN FLOATS TO A TREE
EVER SINGING THE MESSAGE
OF THAT YET TO BE.

PoemIn the midnight moon the shadows reveal your face
Amongst the darkness and turmoil I see only your grace
When the light of day comes I know It will end
Once again I’ll say goodbye to my greatest friend
She glows with the wisdom of all the earth
Oceans and mountains couldn’t compare worth.
If she only knew how she shines to me
To see what only I can see
Across the depths of hell I’d go
Just for one minute within your soul
To be there in that moment
Every breath is another towards the end
Another moment without my friend
Once again the moon comes out
My chance to see what I’m about
To get to sleep to see your face
A face that noone can replace
But soon the light of day will come
I’ll step out once again alone
But on my mind my friend will be
On my mind for eternity So many believe that humans are defective, that we cannot achieve the level of perfection we desire. And at the same time others believe that humans are an example of perfection and that the world we live

Common Mistakes New People MakeThe number one mistake I see made by those new to D/s is thinking there is a right and a wrong way to go about playing. While there are some safety rules that should be followed, the only people who make the rules are the ones involved in the scene or relationship. If anyone else tells you that you are doing this wrong, tell them to mind their own business.
Another common mistake is rushing into things. I know that after years and years of suppressing this desire it is very hard to take it slow when you finally find out you aren't the only one that gets turned on by bondage. But rushing to dominate or submit to another without taking the time to get to know some skills, and each other, is a recipe for pain... that is the bad kind, not the good. When you first get started, take the time to read the literature, join a local organization, and get to know the person you will be playing with.
A mistake I often see new subs make is submitting to anyone and everyone who calls themse

Family Listand if your not on my family list and want to be just let me know!!! and add me to yours!!! So I just cleaned out my family list...
If I had you on my list and now I don't. Look at your family list and see if I am there. If I am then you can come bitch to me about it. But If I'm not there, then you can stop the bitching.
If you want to be family with me, then its got to be mutual.
that is all, have a nice day!

R.i.p.For those of you who have showed concerned about my mother I want to Thank You dearly. This morning my mother passed away. After the lost of my father in April of last year my mother had given up on living. Things can change in a year for sure and they have for me. Once again I'll be strong and I'll make it through the storm.
Again.. Thank You all for being there for me.

Truth To Things In LifeHer hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees;
a dad who never calls.
There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,

To All My Wonderful Friends...I just wanted to take a minute and thank all of you for sending all the sweet comments, shouts and gifts to me for my birthday. I have to admit,(with the exception of my best friend Charlie, aka swcowboy, being out the state and not here to share it with me)it's been one of the best.
Thanks to Dave, MY BIGGEST FAN, lol...omg the live mini concert still blows me away thinking about it. You are awesome sweetheart and a diamond I have found in the rough!! I can't wait to design your website and show everyone how truly proud of you I am. YOU SOOOOOO ROCK!!! Hugs and kisses to you, Katie is truly a very lucky woman! You're the best! and I am YOUR BIGGEST FAN! Don't forget me when you get famous. =)
SAV (Randy)...thanks for the yellow limo, guitar, roses, and champange (if only in my dreams), the thought is always what counts the most...I love you to pieces! Your friendship means so much to me, you have no idea. One day, when you slow down and come to SC...I know I'll get that limo r

PoliticsYou Are a "Don't Tread On Me" Libertarian
You distrust the government, are fiercely independent, and don't belong in either party.
Religion and politics should never mix, in your opinion... and you feel opressed by both.
You don't want the government to cramp your self made style. Or anyone else's for that matter.
You're proud to say that you're pro-choice on absolutely everything!
What's Your Political Persuasion? Like my Marine brothers who fought alongside me in the Battle of Fallujah, I know a little something about choices.
When the nosecones of 767 passenger jets punched into the Twin Towers, my choice was simple to make. My choice was not, as the patchouli-smelling Berkeley hippies would have you believe, the duplicitous work of “salespeople known to lie to and seduce minors and young adults into contracting themselves into military service with false promises.” By that rationale, car salesmen are responsible for the 40,000 Americans who will die this year on

Shadowed RavenShe walks with the dead,
skyclad in the moonlight
while dirt scatters about
her paleness. Nothing is
hidden here in this grove
of lonely despair as she
sings her song.
Feathers adorn her hair …
They come to pay homage
to her, as she twists about
in some dark and sensual
dance. Their fingers
roaming about her form
as she undulates for them.
Then, sets them out upon the land …
Her children, damned souls,
to roam about as she lays
there indolent in the silvery
light. That is when she calls
out, a whispered voice upon
the howling wind that echoes
through the trees.
To the ears of that one soul
brave enough to venture to
the lair of the Shadowed Raven.
She calls now …

Today Fucking Sucks!My day started out good, but got progressivly worse as the day went on. My children have stressed me, my husband has stressed me and all I want to do right now is leave. I want to go away. I want peace, tranquility. I am desperate forit!
I need to laugh! Can anyone help bring a smile to my face? I woke up rather chilly, its actually cool enough this morning to open windows! My head is stuffy with a head cold, I gotta headache, my husband has been workin on his music all fucking morning and there is no milk in the house so I cant have my hot tea!
I really hope my day starts to get better soon! Well I guess I should have seen it coming. All 3 of my kids have had the stomach bug, why shouldnt Mommy get it???
I could feel it last night before I went to bed, I knew it was coming. This morning I woke with terrible tummy cramps, even my skin hurts. All of this the day before my birthday :-(
I was supposed to go to a concert tomorrow night, guess that wont be happening now eithe

LifeIt is so funny how you spend forever trying to figure life out and just when you think you have it, the unexpected comes along.
I always thought I knew what I wanted and damn it I was going to get it, even it took me until my dying day. I hate change. Things should always be the way I expect them to be. I try to keep control of everything to make sure that it is that way. Recently, something unexpected came up and changed what I want in life, what I expect in life and everything that I think should be. I am trusting something I would not normally trust, believing in dreams that I thought were just dreams and I am willing to sacrifice everything to achieve it all. It is definitely not what I planned on, not even close to being able to fulfill that, but oddly enough, I think I am okay with it! I just hope that it is what it seems! And I thank you for giving it to me!
I have made alot of leaps of faith lately and life has never been any better. I hope to God it stays th

Music *b* StyleI had to make a playlist just to bring you back a few years LOL
Kick back stuff
All the remixes you can handle *lol* I love remixes I dont know about you but yeah ;-)ALWAYS updating this playlist too :-P

Sexy StoriesI was walking with my friends at the Santiago fair. 2 of my friends decides to take off leaving me with my best friend Layla. her and i have been close. heck we were virgins till that day. see we were both hanging out in out tight white halter tops and short shorts. man she looked hot. I have been checking her out since we were 15. i have secretly lusted to touch her breasts. we went by this hot hot guy working the concession stand for fried dough. he was checking us both out and both Layla and I were eyeing him. he asked us if we would like to eat some fried dough with him as a vacant spot in the field in the moon light. both Layla and I jumped at the chance. he said he would be right over. Layla and I both went and sat in the field in the moon light. we sat next to each other and the wind was blowing our long hair. I was just looking at her and she seemed sexier then ever. I could feel the chill and I could see Layla’s nipples sticking out her pure white shirt. I could smell my bare

Thoughtlessness...I WONDER, WHAT LIFE HAS IN STORE FOR ME.... IF YOU COULD SEE YOUR FUTURE AND WHAT IT HOLDS FOR YOU, WOULD YOU WANT TO SEE? IF YOU SEEN IT, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT? IF YOU HAD ONE CHANCE TO CHANGE EVERYTHING IN YOUR FUTURE... WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WOULD YOU DO EVERYTHING THE SAME? I GUESS THAT'S SOMETHING ONE WILL NEVER KNOW... IF I COULD CHANGE ONE THING... I DON'T THINK I WOULD. I GUESS THAT FALLS IN "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I MEAN... I LOOK AT ALL THE PEOPLE I'VE MET... EVERYONE AROUND ME, MY LIFE IN IT'S OWN.. I WOULDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING. I HAVE MET A LOT OF GREAT PEOPLE. THE ONE'S I WILL CARRY WITH ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I COULD NAME ALL OF YOU OFF, BUT AGAIN... I WOULD BE HERE FOR HOURS ON END... I CAN START TO NAME OFF THE ONES I CHERISH VERY DEEPLY.
The Enigma AKA: The Black Winged Angel
Mystêfyï ~I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~
Romeo..'I'm here Now & Forever'..Nuff Said
DJ

20 Things Guys Should Know!20 ways to win a girl's heart
1. Hugs from behind.
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours).
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
4. Cuddle with her.
5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
6. Write little notes.
7. Compliment her Honestly.
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
9. Be super sweet to her.
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
11. Comfort her when she cries.
12.Wipe away her tears
13. Love her with all your heart.
14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it).
15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her!
& DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!!
17. Take her for a long walk at night!
18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close
19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then

DaydreamsDaydreams
Should you cross my mind
a single time
in passing through the day
I could call it happenstance
a fleeting moment
and continue on my way
But for all the times I turn around
and find you
standing there
I can not shrug it off
simply continue on
without the slightest care
It is not only at nighttime
you come through
into my dreams
If that were true I’d be sleeping now
as I look at you
standing before me
If I must continue dreaming
through these mundane days
of mine
I could not ask a better fantasy
having you with me
as they go by

Sad TimesWhere to begin....well let's start with this past week..I found out my sister had to put her puppy down, because she was having too many seizures.....Bonnie was only 3 1/2 years old...Then i found out, that my mom's bird Rosey dropped dead on tuesday....And today as I went out to get something from my car, my lil Tucker (sneaky as he is) darted outside once i opened the door, and imediately started running....That when the worst happend....A car hit Tucker, killing him instantly....I was in shock, I really didn't know what to do....The owner of the car stopped as soon as he realised he had hit my kitten, got out, grabbed an old shirt from his car and wrapped up tucker with it...Now being a man, who usually doesn't show alot of emotion, I couldn't help but shed a few tears..
Tucker will be sadly missed.

Morphing PhotosI have found a excellent program for morphing photos. I have been looking to find one but really looked and got one because I saw another member that wanted help to get a photo morphed. If anyone else would like to know about it please email me and I will let them know what it is and provide a link to download it plus a little extra bonus to make it work better.

Job UpdateI have a job offer meeting tomorrow, I don't know exactly what that means, but I had a second interview already with the company, so I guess it means something good. I really want a job, and this is a great job, so I'm all excited, thought I'd tell you all abot it.
YAY!!

Gimme 1 Second Of Your Time!!!SO this is one of the sweetest CT Couples I know and they were also in my Cutest CT Hubby & Wifey contest and did great! Please take ONE SECOND to drop them a 10 in their contest, there’s no comment bombing just a simple 10!! Press this link to be directed!! Thanks so much to all my cherries. Loves ya!!

Believes1 / Remain close to the great spirit
2 / Show great respect for your fellow beings
3 / Give assistance and kindness wherever needed
4 / Be truthfull and honest at all time
5 / Do what you know to be right
6 / Look after the well being of mind and body
7 / Treat the earth and all that dwell thereon with respect
8 / Take full responsibility for your actions
9/ Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good
10 / Work together for the benefit of all mankind The name of Nico creates a quick, analytical, and clever mind; you are creative, versatile, original, and independent. You have large ambitions, and it is difficult for you to be tolerant and understanding of those who desire less in life or who are more slow and methodical by nature. Patience is not your forte. You do, however, have leadership ability and would never be happy in a subservient position. You are ambitious and aggressive by nature. You would be happiest in positions where you are free to e

Please Readi left my house today and got stoped and searched for weapons
i left the store and got stoped and searched for stolen property
after that i was 2 min away from that and got searched for drugs and when i said this was herasment i was arrested for resisting arrest
what the fuck is that?
are we sorrounded by warpigs?
fuck that im an american! whats the deal?
please respond if your involved with the law. thank you.

Sexy LoveHEAR WHAT OPRAH HAD TO SAY ABOUT MEN..
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you a

We Are Not Free!http://www.infowars.com/articles/ps/flag_couple_terrorized_assaulted_arrested_for_upside_down_flag.htm
Couple Terrorized, Assaulted and Arrested For Flying an Upside Down U.S. Flag
Police officer recently returned from Iraq smashed into Kuhn's home, choked husband and then claimed they assaulted him
Prison Planet | July 31, 2007
Alex Jones & Paul Joseph Watson
A North Carolina couple who were terrorized by a police officer who had recently returned from Iraq are now fighting back, after sheriff's deputy Brian Scarborough broke into their house, assaulted them and then arrested the Kuhns for the crime of flying an upside down U.S. flag.
Mark and Deborah Kuhn of Asheville, North Carolina made headlines last week when they were arrested for flying an upside down U.S. flag, a commonly recognized sign of distress, in their backyard, after police claimed they were violating a statute for "desecration of the flag".
As is supported by the United States Flag Code as well as

To The Loved Ones Who Have Passed On....may God Bless You..IN THE BEGINNING, A LONG TIME AGO, I HAD A DREAM. A DREAM ABOUT HAVING MY OWN HOUSE AND A BIG YARD. MY YARD HAD A GARDEN OF FLOWERS AND PRODUCE IN IT. THERE WAS ALSO A SWINGSET AND A POOL. THE FLOWRS WERE ALL DIFFERENT KINDS AND THE PRODUCE WAS DOING VERY WELL.
I HAD CHILDREN WHO HELPED ME WITH CHORES. WE WERE A VERY HAPPY FAMILY.THEN, I WOKE UP AND REALIZED, IT WAS A DREAM.I HAD MY OWN HOUSE, BUT THE YARD WAS'T BIG, THERE WAS NO GARDEN OR POOL, OR SWINGSET.IT WAS A DREAM.OH WELL, WE WERE STILL HAPPY!
THAT NIGHT WHILE SLEEPING, I HAD ANOTHER DREAM. I WAS WALKING THRU THE WOODS ALL BY MYSELF. I JUST KEPT FOLLOWING A PATHAND AT FIRST, IT WAS DAYLIGHT.THEN IT GREW DARKER AND DARKER. I WALKED ON SLOWLY, FOLLOWING THE PATH AS IT GREW DARKER AND DARKER. I WAS GETTING A LITTLE BIT SCARED. AS I WALKED ON, I COULD HEAR THE WIND RUSTLING THRU THE TREES.I WOULD STOP AND LISTEN, THEN MOVE ON. THEN, I HEARD IT! A CRY, BUT WITH THE WIND BLOWING, I COULDN'T TELL WHERE IT WAS COMING FROM

SingleI am single and free... it is quite an interesting feeling! I think I am going to enjoy my freedom for a while! I want to be happy... and damnit I am going to do just that!

What Ever I Want To Talk AboutJust take my hand and walk with me:
Just look into my eyes:
I want you with me all the way:
I want you by my side:
I love you now:
I'll love you then:
I love you more than ever:
Don't let go:
hold on to me forever:
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God I hate Monday's!at least I did have a good weekend,and hope to have another one in a couple of weeks.I'm going out with some girl friends,and dancing my ass off,LOL! gonna get shitfaced! It's been toooooo long since I've done that!Who wants to cum with us!LOL!
Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com I hope everyone is having a great labor day.I'm bored out of my mind,lol,I did go to some friends house Saturday and had a good time,that's always fun!It's bright and sunny out,and to damn hot,lol,I'm staying inside where it's nice and cool.Well,I'm jumping off of here and going to check out some other things,so have a good one everybody!

Random ThingsAM I THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS TO RERATE PICS?
i HAVE BEEN ON SITES AND i KNOW THAT i HAD RATED SOME PICS A WEEK AGO AND NOW iM DOING THE SAME PICS AGAIN,WHATS GOING ON? Sign over a Gynecologist's Office:
"Dr. Jones, at your cervix."
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In a Podiatrist's office:
"Time wounds all heels."
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On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon:
"Yesterday's Meals on Wheels"
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At a Proctologist's door:
"To expedite your visit please back in."
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On a Plumber's truck:
"Don't sleep with a drip.
Call your plumber."
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At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee:
"Invite us to your next blowout."
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At a Towing company:
"We don't charge an arm and a leg.
We want tows."
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On an Electrician's truck:
"Let us remove your shorts."
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On a Maternity Room door:
"Push. Push. Push."
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Just SillinessWOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST
She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee.
Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box.
Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week.
Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.
And her husband is on the back of the milk carton.
WOMEN'S REVENGE
"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding
items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote
control for a television set in her purse.
So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked.
"No," she replied, "but my husband refused to
come shopping with me, and I figured this was the
most evil thing I could do to him legally."
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)
I know I'm not going to understand women.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax,
pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root,
and still be afraid o

3200to LevelIm not feeling well today so ill probably only be watching for level up at happy hour..
show hersome love
Woman by Birth Bitch by choice@ fubar

True To My WordTrue To My Word
By Anthony Hunt
Did you think I was lying?
Have I ever stopped crying?
Whithout you I'm just dying.
My message ain't underlying.
Can't get no sleep late at night.
life without you ain't right.
My existance a blight.
But I'll stay pure as Snow White.
Gonna be true to my word
I don't care what you heard.
You gave all the love that I need.
For an eternity.
I'm gonna hold to my vow:
No more lovers, no how
I'll be okay by myself
I don't deserve no one else.
You were the love of my life
I wanted you for my wife
But all I did was cause strife
Now I'm cut like a knife
With no one else I could be
It'd be just you and just me.
Like one and one making three
Another girl? An inequality.
It ain't like these words ain't real
That's still how I feel.
Took my heart as a thief steals
And now the wounds just won't heal.
Gonna be true to my word
I don't care what you heard.
You gave all the love that I need.
For an eternity.
I'm gonna hol

First OnePlease come and sign my guestbook, nice to see people from the world leave me a message.
Thanks
Iain

Robert M PetersBefore i start i apologize for those who are going to see this for the first time. On Friday the 20th day of July 2007, My Father Robert (bob) Peters was in a serious motorcycle accident. He is currently in Grant medical centers trauma unit in Columbus ohio. The diagnoses is less than encouraging but we are all pulling for him. I asking if all could keep him in there thoughts, he needs all the he can get. I am not going to be on line much i am spending almost all of my time with him in Columbus. When there is a change i will let all know through here, thank you for your time and all be safe. Sincerly Chris (psycoalyn)
Ok so i should have updated this long ago but my dad didn't make it he died on the 26th of July 2007 yeah told you should have updated before

Living With Lies(another Poem Or Song I Wrote)Living with Lies(another poem or song I wrote)
Current mood: tired
Just when I thought
That I was alive again
My world turned upside down
Will my heart ever mend
I've lived in my own hate
Since the day my life changed
Can't turn back the times
And there is no one to blame
So I sink further and further
Away
Into the deepest,darkest
depths of my hate
This anger I have kept deep down inside
Was built up through all of these lies
Changes in life
Are hard to consume
But how is it hard
To tell the damn truth
Honesty was all
I ever asked for in life
But I never received it
And it stings inside
So I sink further and further
Away
Into the deepest,darkest
Depths of my hate
This anger I have kept deep down inside
Was built up through all of these lies
Lies
Lies
Lies
Lies
Lies
Lies

48,000 To God MotherTHANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL THE LOVE YOU SHOWED HER DURING HAPPY HOUR.....HAVENT SLEPT YET SO IM WATCHING TO SEE IF ANYONE JUMPS IN WITH ONE...SHOW HER SOME LOVE....
Luscious♥Mami - (Fan/Rate me then add, plz)@ fubar

FriendsPEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON!
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come t

Any Bombers Wanna HelpThis contest is tight..i wasnt bombing because i had 2 friends close but one has dropped back.So Im going to help WatchER whom is a bomber and leveler..Show him some love

Douchebags, Yay!!tom@ fubar
Here's the convo, I even made it so ya can read it top to bottom! Hooray!
tom: hello there
->Sinful: hi
tom: how you doin ?
->Sinful: i'm alright, you?
tom: doin good
tom: but ive never seen someone with an ugly face like yours
->Sinful: so you shouted me just to insult me?
tom: sorry it's an insult
tom: just a remark
->Sinful: hmm, well ugly is generally considered an insult
tom: you may scare people with your face but I can talk to you if you want cause beauty is not everything
->Sinful: oh wow, gee thanks, you're so generous, overlooking my "ugliness" to talk to me.
->Sinful: did you want something, or did you wanna be a dick to me?
->Sinful: cuz you're doin the 2nd part pretty damn well
tom: I just wanted to be generous to you cause you might be lonely with your ugly look so I thought let's be friends with this girl ... if I can give her friendship
->Sinful: Wow. I almost don't know what to say. Almost. I dunno what kind

Hearts Ripping And TearingHearts ripping and tearing,
people fearing,
where did the love go,
why cant it show,
days pass by,
you ask your self why,
feel like you want to die,
while it makes you want to cry.
it makes your heart break,
two steps back is what you take,
was this fake,
did they care,
felt like they were here to share,
share the love inside,
now you just want to hide,
the fire is going out,
you just want to shout,
but you whimper and pout,
tears run from your eye,
your heart and soul cry,
on your bed you do lay,
there you will stay,
but dont give in to the pain,
the other person was being vain,
so stand up and fight,
its the only way to feel right,
you are a wonderful friend,
i hope you will be here till the end,
cause happiness is just around the bend........

Thank You For Your Dedication!It's freedom you fight for,
For freedom you stand,
As we bow our heads,
And kneel down to say a prayer,
For every troop that is under fire.
And all those still here in the states,
Who really don't know of their fates.
They could be here today and gone tomorrow.
The one's living on time that is borrowed.
Relentless war and terrorist acts,
We don't like them, but those are the facts,
This is a tribute to those we have lost,
For they have paid the ultimate cost.
For the land that they so love and protect,
For all armed forces, I have the utmost respect.
You lay down your lives for us each and everyday,
But, Thank You for all that you do,
There would be no America if it weren't for all of you!
HOO RAH
SEMPER FIDELIS
SEMPER PARATUS
INTEGRITY FIRST
SERVICE BEFORE SELF
EXCELLENCE IN ALL THAT WE DO

I Am A CopI am a COP
Mr. Citizen, it seems you've figured me out. I fit neatly into the category where you've placed me. I'm stereotyped, standardized, characterized, classified, grouped, and always typical. Unfortunately, the reverse is true. I can never figure you out. From birth, you teach your children that I'm the bogeyman and then you're shocked when they identify/associate with my traditional enemy.... the criminal! You accuse me of coddling criminals.... until I catch your kids doing wrong.
You may take an hour for lunch and several coffee breaks each day, but point me out as a loafer for having one cup.
You pride yourself on your manners, but think nothing of disrupting my meals with your troubles.
You raise Cain with the guy who cuts you off in traffic, but let me catch you doing the same thing and I'm picking on you.
You know all the traffic laws.... but you've never gotten a single ticket you deserve.
You shout "FOUL" if you observe me driving f

We Are All SpecialI have met so many people who maybe because they are lonely, have no support or have been put down begin to feel that they are a nobody..that is so wrong!
WE all are so special and unique. WE all have gifts and are a joy. We all have something to offer whether it be a smile, a way of listening or just being ourselves with truth, honor and dignity.
To live in fear is the biggest stumbling block to believing in ourselves. Hiding our gifts for fear of not being accepted will weigh ourselves down with a burdon that is so bone crushing that many just want to give up.
Never give up - ever!
Next time this may happen to you...try hard to remember that you are not alone, somebody loves you and cares. The Creator loves and accepts you no matter what and that is so amazing. He has put put people in your path to physically hug,love accept you.
I am not a religious person per say. I don't follow a doctrine..nope! I do believe though that there is a higher power whatever the name. To me t

Help Mei made a pic album of chicks that people sent me saying thay r sexy tell me what you think and if you no of any sexy girl that have pics send them to me and i will put them in the album

Man Found Dead In Bear Cage During A Beer FestBody Is Found in Bear Cage at Serb Zoo
By Associated Press
2 hours ago
BELGRADE, Serbia - The lifeless body of a man was found in a bear cage Sunday in the Belgrade Zoo, an official said.
Zoo employees found the body during a routine check of the cage, which has no roof, Belgrade emergency service doctor Nada Macura said, without giving details.
The Beta news agency, citing doctors, said the man was 22 years old and had injured his head, abdomen and legs, but that it was not immediately clear if the injuries were sustained from the fall or were inflicted by the animals.
The Belgrade Zoo is located within the ancient Kalemegdan fortress in the city center.
A restaurant is located just above the zoo, and thousands have visited the fortress this week for a beer festival. Local media speculated he might have fallen off a wall into the bear enclosure during the night.
Copyright 2007 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast,

Inner Beautyi search for the inner beauty,
even though you might be a cutey,
i seek what cant be seen,
something that hides in between,
its in everyone,
finding it is so much fun,
a love that cant be undone,
loyalty and trust,
thats a real must,
respect and truth,
shouldnt feel like pulling a tooth,
love and carring,
thats what we shall be sharing,
honesty and love,
as it was writen above,
when i find the one who has them all,
my heart she will call,
undivided attention,
my total affection,
she will know what true love is,
for i have a one of a kind heart,
thats the begining and the start,
im like no other,
well except my brother,
to know me is to love me,
because my heart always flows free,
one day some lucky lady will see,
what so many others have missed in me,
to all that read this poem,
i wish you all happiness and joy,
dont let anyone use you as their toy,
for you all are so very dear,
and the one you choose should really care,
if you just need a friend to tal

All Fun N Games..plz Don't Shoot The MessengerWARNING: guys this could be painful
1. The guy you pass up for another one is always better, its a proven fact 90% of the time. And even if you dont talk to the one you pass up anymore, you will find yourself thinking about him, and realized that you possibly could be happier. And even if you dont talk, and it seems like he doesnt like you anymore, believe me, he thinks about you everynight if he loved you at one point.
2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
3. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
4. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
5. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he f

Menall i want is for ONE man to prove to me that they are not all the same.

The Greatest People I Know.....Danielle, my best friend, who will never ever realize what a gift she has given me. She was a mean bitch, but she is the one who has been there for me, my voice of reason, and without her, I would be lost.
Ms. Rose, My other best friend, my inspiration, my motivation, without her in my life I would be lonely.
Victoria, for being there when no one else was, heling me up when I had fallen.
LaDawn, for understanding and helping me thru the hardest heartbreak of my life, for being the mirror of my soul, and never having to speak a word for me to already know.
My father, for being proud of me when no one else was, for loving me when no one else did, for critisizing me when I needed and listening when I had no one to hear my voice. I love you daddy.
Josh, the man that has taught me that men are not all assholes, that there are really great guys out there, and that men and women can be friends and talk about ANYTHING and not have to worry about sex.
and to NATE... the newest of the grea

Species On The BrinkSome 25 percent of Earth’s plants and animals may be lost forever by the year 2050, primarily due to habitat loss and climate change. Our scientists estimate that today, nearly one species is pushed to the brink of extinction every 20 minutes - about the time it takes to watch a single television episode.
CI has a close eye on these threatened species, and our goal is to safeguard 175,000 of them in the next few years by protecting the landscapes and seascapes they rely on. Now you can learn more about 14 of these plants and animals, and their fight for survival, at Conservation.org.
Some 25 percent of Earth’s plants and animals may be lost forever by the year 2050, primarily due to habitat loss and climate change. Our scientists estimate that today, nearly one species is pushed to the brink of extinction every 20 minutes - about the time it takes to watch a single television episode.
CI has a close eye on these threatened species, and our goal is to safeguard 175,000 of

For My Friends, Family And Fansjust to let you all know i will be gone from tuesday to sunday having comp repairs done to my laptop:P i will miss my friends i have made on here but a week isnt long at all...whatever love you leave me make sure u send me a private message so i know who to return the love too..hope you all have a great week!!! ~~sexxymamma~~ aka ~ Alicia ~
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FansI think you should be allowsd to unfan from someoe Some ppl just want it for themselves :S

The Beast WithinMy ‘true’ self walks a beat in shadow, feeding off a hunger I didn’t know existed till now. Not till you. You the one, the cause of this….raucous.
She was asleep, albeit restlessly. Sleeping there, deep within me till your lips touched mine. She woke then, that very instant, I felt her stir. Felt her stretch, testing her limits, then bursting through, filled with fire and a desire to consume the passion she tasted on your skin.
I feel her….even now.
Feeding off the remnants of your touch from the last time we were together.
She consumes, that’s what she does, for she’s been starved for far too long. Locked away, deep within that place I’ve kept separated from everything else.
I did that, you know. I locked her away.
Why?
Why you ask?
Simple.
Protection.
From the destroyer of worlds. He took me, held me captive. I was afraid to run. So I locked her away. Hid her deep within and allowed him to make me his slave.
She was the best part of me once. Now I don’t know. I’ve neve

Help Nyne.... My Fubar MomShe doesnt get in many contest. But is always willing to help whiomever needs it. Come help her win this contest. Its the first to 7500 and she needs 1100 more to go..Thanks for helping her

SchoolHello everyone,
Just wanted to let you know that I am back to school. I have class every Tues. Wed. and Thurs. evening from 5:30 to 9:30. I won't be on as often as I'd like to be, but just leave me a message and I'll get back to you.
Peace,
Mindy

((((((((not A Poem))))))))True love comes but once in a lifetime,
the ones who are lucky are the ones who notice it,
so many days go bye when you ask a simple question of why,
why only once and not twice,
very few if any get a second chance at true love,
unconditional and unrelenting,
the type of love that god hides with in us all,
so many never realize the possibilities,
because they go for looks and material things,
love should never be measured by looks or gifts,
but measured by feelings, emotions, trust, respect, honor to start,
by the warmth of ones heart, by the tender touch,
by ones own dreams of happiness for the other,
true love is rarely achieved, but when it is,
nothing can ever break its ties,
for true love isnt what anyone feels or thinks,
its every thing in the world in unison with one another,
as two people combined into one heart and soul.
so when it feels right, take the chance to see if its the,
ultimate rush, that makes your heart pound out of your chest,
makes your thou

Reborn Virginall alone here in iraq again feel free to drop me a line if ya feel like talking if not on here u can yahoo me at the_eyeless_twizler well hell in iraq again and well this time even longer and even worse im going to go over a year without gettin laid. bored of my hands tired of watching porn, and hell my pocket puss has even given up on me what the hell am i suppose to do ahhhhhhh....

Lynn's Life As Of September 16, 2007Well, I am sitting here at work after a long drive here from someone special's house. I am bored out of my mind. This weekend has been a blur plus very clear--does that make sense? Well, let me explain! Its a blur because of my soon to be ex-husband basically telling me to leave for the weekend so he can think about things. Its clear because I got to spend time with a great person. Made me think about my future a lot. I think thats what my husband wanted me to do. So thats what I did. Hope Wednesday comes quick for me. I will be off 4 days after then. Well, hope everyone has a good day and have a great weekend--whats left of it.
Lynn

Non SmokerCome show some love she'd surely appreciate it.She's an awesome person. i don't know who has pissed her off and betrayed her but now she is gonna go off of fubar.anyhow ya all think that she is gonna quit or go away with her tail behind her legs . here to tell ya that ur dead wrong!!!! fortunate for me though i appreciate her and dont piss her off so i will stil be in contact with her. ya all will miss her when she is gone. SO I HAD A VERY EXCITIN DAY TODAY, NOT!!!! I HAD TO SPEND LIKE 3 HOURS AT THE LAUNDRY MAT TODAY JUST TO HAVE CLEAN CLOTHES...NOW HOW VERY CRAZY IS THAT? THEN THE AFTERNOON WENT GOOD I GOT TO SPEND ALOT OF TIME WITH MY VERY AWESOME SISTER, KAT AND MY VERY KOOL NEPHEW ADYN./ SO I AM PRETTY WORN OUT AND NOW I AM VERY BORED!!!

FamilyYesterday I got some sad news ,that one of my dearest uncles is very sick and is going into surgery 2morrow for colon cancer and he may not make it,for the fact that he had a heartattack 3 weeks ago and his diabetes is very bad,so Im praying my hardest for him to pull thru and thought my family and friends could help me pray.I have been so ditraught lately that I have not been on fubar but I want all my friends and family to know I have not forgot yall and i miss and love yall,Thanks again Debbie.

Out Of Town For WorkI just found out we have been approved for the house we have been wanting!! Finally, I get to move off "green acres" (what I call our house now lol) and are moving to the suburbs!! oh, and Ed is coming home tonight!! just wanted to let all the rate spankers know why he hasn't rated anything in a few days. He has been out of town off and on for the last week. When he gets back and has had some R & R, he will do what he can to catch up!!

Sues StuffHEADLINES FROM THE YEAR: 2029
~ Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia formerly known as California . White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language.
~ Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock.
~ Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped.
~ Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage.
~ Last remaining Fundamentalist Muslim dies in the AmericanTerritory of the Middle East (formerly known as Iraq , Afghanistan , Syria and Lebanon ).
~ Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels.
~ France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica .
~ Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking.
~ George Z. Bush says h

In MemoryDon't grieve for me, for now I'm free;
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took His hand when I heard Him call;
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day,
To laugh, to love, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way;
I found that place at the close of day.
If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss;
Ah yes, these things, I too, will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow;
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savored much;
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief;
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and share with me;
God wanted me now, He set me free.

My Profile PictureHey! Just a little confused here. I added a ton oF new pics and can't decide which one to use as my primary photo. Tell me what you guys think. I have to do this through a blog because im not yet a level 5 to be able to do a mumm... Odd Facts About MeTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this surveyDO YOU SNORE? yesLOVER OR A FIGHTER? loverWHATS YOUR WORST FEAR? deathAS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER? yesWHAT DO YOU THINK OF REALITY TV? i like some showsDO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? yesWERE YOU A CUTE BABY? yesHOW MUCH DID YOU WEIGH AT BIRTH? too muchHOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? im not singleWHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? blackDO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? noHAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? no, but i did the extreme sky flyerANY SECRET TALENTS? uh huh and if i told you it wouldnt be a secret now...WHATS YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? floridaHAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI? no.... eeeeewHAVE YOU SEEN SAW 1-4? no 1-3 onlyDO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE? yesHOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE P

You Need You KnowSad but true and I agree. I have many friends that know my heart on this subject. They know how I feel about them ....... if you really think it is all good for the white man think again and read carefully. Not only is this true, but we are the ones that are blamed when all does not go according to the big picture. I am sorry people but we didn't paint that damn picture so try doing a little painting of your own and try to control your racist comments for those that truly deserve them. Just because I am a proud white girl ....... does not mean I am a racist I am just Proud To Be White!!!
And I would be proud to be purple if that was the case as well!!!!
Someone finally said it.
How many are actually paying attention to this?
There are African Americans, Mexican Americans,
Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc.
And then there are just Americans.
You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction.
You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey,"
"Whitey,"

Helping Roo:)K, I'm in a contest. The first to reach 30K comments wins!
Will you help?!? All help is much appreciated!
Here's a link...
Hi friends and family! I'm in a contest and I want competition. lol This is copied from Roo's blog...
A new contest is in place.
Here are the rules:
Im going to need 14 contestants who submit their photos via private message for me to post. The first picture to get to 30,000 comments wins.
The winner will receive a 3-month VIP upon reaching the 30,000 comments.
Second place will receive a 1-month VIP
Third place will receive a 3-day blast.
All other contestants, gifts.
Contest will last one week. Ill give you a status update on when this will be (of course after receiving all 14 contestants)
**No NSFW pictures**
FYI: For those that already have a VIP can change the 1st place to a 1-month blast instead of a 3-month VIP.
Update: 6 contestants already. Still need 8 more people.
Thanx,
Roo
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1987Have you had cold showers of pain
My friend, you've stood in my rain
Deathly feeling of loneliness
No need to feel shameless
I've been there before
Not wanting to feel any more
Your hearts been broken in half
Mind still living in the past
Cold dark thoughts of suicide
Why don't I do it tonight
Don't worry it will go away
Learn to love another day
Put it in the back of mind
Let it rest and you will find
Dark clouds begin to part
New love will mend the heart
Thoughts of suicide disappear
Self- esteem will reappear
One day you'll be able to say
My friend you've stood in my rain
Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twis

What Kind Of Monster Am I...NuttinButtSexxy
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NuttinButtSexxy
You Are a Witch (or Warlock)
You are deviously brilliant and a perfect manipulator.
You somehow always end up getting what you want - without anyone knowing you're working behind the scenes.
Crafty and cunning, you can work your way out of any jam.
And it's easy for you to get people to do what you want, whether you're working for good or evil.
Your greatest power: Mind control
Your greatest weakness: Making people your puppets
You play well with: GhostsWhat Kind of Monster Are You?

Do You?Do You ever just crank up your stereo, grab the nearest thing that resembles a guitar or microphone and pretend you're in a rock band and your doing a concert? Then after the CD is over, you grab a cold drink, run to your bedroom and shut the door and pretend your in your own private dressing room and and your listening to your adoring fans scream for an encore?..........No?.. ....................um… … ……..me either.
Voodoo Child
proud member of : WOMBAT DRIVING FORCE

Time To Say GoodbyeMy mother just passed away, I just wanted to let y'all know, and I am the only child, and only family memeber. The family I do have is out of state and they gave up on her along time ago, since she was a drug addict. I just feel all alone in this big ole world. Well thanks for listening.

Dave'sI want to brush her hair
I want to rub her feet
I want her to feel the way she felt the first time we kissed in her truck
I want to hold her the way we held each other the first night we spen together
I want to see her funny little grin when i'm being silly
I want to see the love in her eyes when she first looked at our baby
I want to be her hero, her knight
I want to give her everything she could ever want, need, or desire
All i'll ever want or need is her love
Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com
Sorry I havent been around much. Ive been working in Wisconsin for the last month and havent had time to get online for long.
Just wanted all of you to know why I havent been sending comments or responding to comments or mail. home on monday!
Dave

When Tomorrow Starts Without MeI just found this on Shell's blog and had to add it to mine. This poem was given to me when Ed (my husband died). I've always thought it was so beautiful and so true.
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to

Show Some Love To White Tail Hunter PleaseHugs to my Confederate Family! Everyone is just totally AWESOME!
We need to help White Tail Hunter Leveling, he has a ways to go to get to Fuberlord, but let’s start helping him today. He has been excellent in rating other family members.
LET’S ROCK HIS PAGE AND SHOW JUST HOW MIGHTY WE ARE!!!!
Hugs to my Confederate Family! Everyone is just totally AWESOME!
We need to help White Tail Hunter Leveling, he has a ways to go to get to Fuberlord, but let’s start helping him today. He has been excellent in rating other family members.
LET’S ROCK HIS PAGE AND SHOW JUST HOW MIGHTY WE ARE!!!!
Hugs to my Confederate Family! Everyone is just totally AWESOME!
We need to help White Tail Hunter Leveling, he has a ways to go to get to Fuberlord, but let’s start helping him today. He has been excellent in rating other family members.
LET’S ROCK HIS PAGE AND SHOW JUST HOW MIGHTY WE ARE!!!!

Can U Tell Me1. whats ur goal in life
2. who would u marrie
3. are u an honest persone
4. what would u like to be doing
5. if some one said to u that u won a million bucks what would u do or say
6. what ur fav color
7. whats the one thing u love the most in ur life
8. if u had a chance to have me for
1 nights
2 nights
3 nights
4 nights
5 for good
9. whats ur most wildest fantasy u ever wanted
10. do u like the fu
11. is this annoying u
ok ok i know whats with the questions, well i actualy would like to know u better and plus im curious to see what answers there is so if u pls answer them for me and ill give love to ur page in the world of mythical what would u be what is the thing u would be,
dragon
demon
angel
dark angel
fairy
dark fairy
devil
evil
good
light
dark
human
animal
wolf
dark wolf
and more, these r the things i like and always will, i just like to know what u like and more about this stuff can u tell me look in to my eyes and tell me what u see if u can

I Dont Want To Hear ItOk so recently there has been a few women telling me oh i can believe your single(theyre not) or I like you your sweet(too nice to date) Or im interested in you(ill never date you) thats what im getting out of all these comments(lies) that im hearing I think what im figuring out or trying to say is dont bother telling me anymore because you know what i dont want to fucking hear it.. theres nothing against anyone or to any women out there in particular, think ive just had it and would rather remain single for the rest of my life.. E

Goodbye!This is really hard for me to type but its gotta be done. Today will be my last day on fubar. Tomorrow i will be spending the day removing all my stuff from my PC. You all have made my time on Fubar very enjoyable. You guys have all touched me in one way or another. I have met some really great friends on this site. Most of the ones i talk to on a daily basis know how to contact me. If u dont and would like to stay in touch let me know and ill give u my number to stay in touch. I will eventually be back online i just dont know when. My kids come first and them having a good christmas is more important than me have a pc and the internet right now. That being said as hard as this is for me. I love you all!
A friend is someone who is true and for real,
A friend is someone who means a great deal.
A friend wont hurt you,
A friend wont lie,
A friend will never permanantly say good-bye.
A friend is there through the good times and bad,
A friend picks you up when you a

Losing A Loved OneMurdered August 9, 2007 Well, not too much to say you was never there! I still respect you for giving me my life! As shitty as it can get I got a beautiful baby girl that keeps me going! You should be here to see her she is absolutely amazing! This is a tribute to my best homie in the world that took his life a few years back when this crazy ass world got the best of him...I miss you dude everyday! You don't have a clue man how bad it sucks to spend the holidays without you! Well dude I've made it past 25 can you believe it? Watching all of you put beneath the ground has haunted me. Why didn't we all beat the shit out of each other till we stopped killing ourselves? Why is just a little buzz never enough? I guess we are just different like that! If you was here today I'd know I'd be breaking up some fight you got your crazy ass into! Be at peace Bro where ever you ended up!

Just Wait....If ever you are feeling like you're tired...
Ans all your struggles leave you headed downhill...
If you realize that your wildest dreams can hurt you...
And your appetite for pain has drunken it's fill...
I ask of you a very simple question...
Do you think for one minute you are alone?...
And is your suffering a priveldge you share only...
Or did you think that everyone else feels completely at home...
If you think that I've given up on you~ you're crazy...
And if you thik that I don't love you~then you are just wrong...
in time you just might take to feeling better...
Time is the beauty of the road being long...
I know that now you feel no consolation...
But maybe If I told you and informed you out loud...
I say without fear fo hesitation...
I can honestly tell you...that you make me proud...
If anything that I might have just said...has helped you...
If anything that I might have just said...has helped just to carry on...
Your rise uphill may no longer seem a strugg

I Believe.I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance.
I believe - . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I believe - .. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I believe - . . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I believe - . . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I believe - . . . That heroes are the people who do

AutismChristmas can be a very difficult time for many children on the Autistic Spectrum. The sheer chaos that ensues from changes in routine added to the growing anticipation could be a recipe for stress and behaviour problems. Strategies that help the child visualise the period may be helpful for some.
Helping children to cope by using visual images.
· Make a timetable – maybe for weeks to begin with and then into days nearer the event.
· Use photographs and cut outs from magazines to explain what is happening (stores stocked with cards, presents and such things).
· Obtain dates of events from schools and clubs and insert these into the timetable.
· Use specific dates for putting up the tree and decorations or baking the cake.
Mark off, on the calendar, events as they happen – so the child can progress visually through the time. Some children prefer an actual ‘washing line’ with events pegged on and taken off on completion.
SOCIAL STORIES could be used to he

SmudgingSmudging
Smudging is the burning of certain herbs to create a cleansing smoke bath, which is used to purify people, ceremonial and ritual space, and ceremonial tools and objects.There are different ceremonies and rituals that can be done.
The burning of herbs or incense is a practice held sacred by many indigenous cultures. It is a ritual for cleansing, purifying and protecting the physical and spiritual bodies. The effect of the smoke is to banish negative energies.
Many differing cultures and peoples have their own methods and herbal mixtures for this purpose. Smudging, done correctly, can bring physical, spiritual and emotional balance.
The term Smudging originated in the Native American culture. Native American Indians use a variety of smudging mixtures. In olden times, the end of the smudge stick or braid was lit from the central or cooking fire.
Not everyone views the practice of smudging in the same way and different herbs may be used for different purposes.
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Lounge NamesOk I am debating on what to call my lounge I want to start. My choices are Tazz's Tiki Hut or Tazz's Express Yourself Lounge. I would love it if you all could give me input on which one would be coller to call it

Kissable1036723 - Sonny - 20
You've been given a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to
determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information,
please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861
This user has kissed you 20 times.

Crazy RamblingsI posted this on another site once and got good reviews.. Figured I would try it out on the Fubar crowd.********************************************
1. You're infected. Your top 8 has the cure. One must die. Who?
Who says someone has to die?? maybe i just have an ouchie and need some peroixide or anti biotic ointment.. sheesh
2. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
i spose i would be ok with it since i dont drink that often, but it would make going out and having parties less fun
3. Your CD collection is repossessed. But you may keep one. Which one will it be?
Only 1??? are you kidding me? umm I spose i would eeeny meeeny miney mo and take the one mo landed on
4. Do you believe world peace is possible?
as angry as us humans get are ya nuts?
5. I'm a genie. Name your wish.
hmm Im gonna name my wish... umm Carons Wish!!! lol
6. Name one thing about the opposite/same sex that automatically turns you off?
missing teeth, i dont want no hillbill

Quotations Amongst MyselfHow it is we collide and find ourselves twisted in a wreck of emotions, but it is the heart that remains and never truly walks away without the injury of hurt.
-Rod P. Stapleton
A writer is not only a writer, a writer is an artist, for what a painter does with a brush a writer simply does with words.
-Rod P. Stapleton
It is not that I fear death, for I do not fear dying when amongst such beauty, it is that I fear to see such beauty die before me.
-Rod P. Stapleton
In life it is not ones heart that is in agony when violated, it is ones spiritual intellect, which takes flight to hide from the veracity of vitality itself.
-Rod P. Stapleton
Birds sing, I sing, maple runs sweet from its birthplace, I as well was born sweet. It was the wind allowing ripples to become waves amongst harrowing wild seas that has made me trivial to my mother and her unwavering nature.
-Rod P. Stapleton
Is there at all much difference between assassinating one by means of a bullet and that of

RantsLMFAO!! This photo was flagged as NSFW right after I uploaded it. PLEASE!! Give me a fucking break! What jealous bitch flagged this? LOL Must have been a jealous bitch because no guy in the right mind would flag this.

Freak On A LeashOne day I came home from work. My wife was there in the living room looking at me very mischievously. She told me to go sit on the couch, and then started to pull out a notebook. I knew that the note book was my secret diary that i kept under the bed. Of which i write all my deepest and darkest desires.
She started to read off passages with a soft sensual tone. ..." As i reached down beside the bed and pull out a dagger." she read to me while biting her lip. I could tell she was getting aroused by just the simple thought of it. "moving it slowly and softly across her soft skin". She stops, and asks why I have never talked about this certain fantasy of mine. She the continues to read..."I push a lil hard as i watch the first drop of blood rise to the skin. I watch as she shudders and wander if its out of arousal or disgust. Then she puts the book down. Stands up and walks over to me and puts a blind fold on me and leads me into the bed room. She pushes me on the bed and smothers me i

Umm..dkEmpty and gray is all I see
Stained yellow paper
Floating in a breeze
Green is nowhere in sight
No birds are taking flight
Red with rage
And yellow with death
I open my eyes
And realize there is nothing left
Empty body
Empty soul
Empty mind
Truths are told...

I Have Been Here 5 Days And..I have been here 5 days today and what I thought was going to be an enjoyable time seems to always overcast with certain issues that make no sense.
I have seen people get territorial over men or over me when I have in no way approached them into thinking anything will come from it rather than friendship,been ask to get married,to be there girlfriend,sent gifts and ask why I have not responded to there gift because it was sent out of love,why haven't I crushed them.I think you get the picture.
There is still the issue going on about the game I played with a friend of mine.I will now take my chances and see if there is probable cause to pursue him.I will let it be known now I do like him very much,but this is our business not yours.
What is up with all of this.I was under the impression that this is the Internet and it is a free country,If there is something going on in your life that makes you feel insecure about yourself,please seek help.You have to love yourself before you ca

The Sisters What YouThis is are home site were you get to go and be yourself,We are a family here so if you need help or someone to talk to please join us,This site is going to be a clean site so please keep it clean,Instead of drinks please get only gift that are clean like candy or roses.We truly would like to thank you all for joining are site,Please everyone get a long and have fun.(Please bear with as we build are site but we promise it will be a a journey into being real to are self and other's)
Again we thank you
sistas_.2_yall's We want you to know that the profile pic wasn't to make fun of people at all...BUT ..to let everyone know it is okay to be who you are...!...and if you aren't that or afraid to be then you are cheating ...not only others...but yourself ...
How unfair that is...to go through life..being and acting the way "society" ...or those who claim to make up our "society" say is proper. How un fulfilling our lives would be...if

LoveHer heart flutters when she thinks of him. She can’t sleep with out him there. She can’t breath, eat, or think when he’s not in her life. All she wants is to be in his arms and feel him close to her. Her heart bleeds for him. Her soul yearns for his love. Her body aches for him to be with her. When he leaves, she does anything to numb the pain, but nothing works. She calls him, but when he doesn’t answer all she can do is cry. She remembers all the big things they experienced together, but she reminisces over the little details. All she can do is wonder what she did wrong and how she can fix it. She lies to her family and friends so she doesn’t have to talk to them and answer all their questions. She just doesn’t know how to live without him. Love
Current mood: depressed
Why is it you trust the people that use you and abuse you. You would be willing to give your life for someone who wouldn't be willing to give their's for you. You think about the people who aren't thinking abou

Gone But Not ForgottenI see the mountains covered in a thick mist.It reminds me of the smoke from the guns that have been fired and the bombs that were dropped in the war i look down to the valley below see the smoke slowly drifting towards some trees and a big field of poppies.
I can see all the trenches with the troops getting ready to go over the top. As i walk though the trenches i can smell rotting flesh from so many dead bodies just laying on the ground. I hear the cries of the injured and the dying men as the medics try to work on their bleeding bodies. The smell is so bad it makes me feel sick as a dog.
Many of the soldiers are eighteen years of age and some of them are even younger because they lied to inlist in the hell.I carry on walking though the trenches and see so many men, young and old with trench foot. The only thing the medics can use isfoot powder to help with the pain, so the soldiers can carry o fighting.

A New MeSO IM ON A BREAK AND I HAD SOMETHING SUDDENLY COME OVER ME...SO HERE IT IS MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS....THE TIME THAT I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT MY BOYFRIEND ..THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN DEFINATELY HARD BUT THE TIME I HAVE HAD ALONE I WAS ABLE TO REFLECT ON ALOT OF THINGS AND HERES WHAT I FIGURED OUT...I BELONG TO ME AND IM NOT A POSESSION,MY HEART IS MINE.I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND TREATED RIGHT. NOBODY BELONGS TO ANYONE...ITS A GIFT TO HAVE A SPECIAL SOMEONE IN UR LIFE. I GUESS WE GET CAUGHT UP IN ALL THIS STUPID SHIT THAT WE FEEL WE NEED TO CLAIM SOMEONE. I DONT NEED SOMEONE TO COMPLETE ME ..I COMPLETE MYSELF.I WANNA HAVE SOMEONE JUST SHARE MY LIFE WITH ME AND I WANNA BE ONE HALF OF TWO.NEVER CHANGE WHO YOU ARE TO MAKE THE OTHER HAPPY..THEY SHOULD TAKE U AS YOU ARE.LIFE IS HARD ENOUGH AND LOVE ONLY COMES AROUND ONCE A LIFETIME. AND WHEN ITS RIGHT ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING.RESPECT EACHOTHER AND ALWAYS TALK THINGS OUT ..COMMUNICATION IS SO IMPORTANT.LAST BUT NOT LEAST..NEVER REGRET ANYTHING

A Day At SeaAfter the Park you told me how excited playing in public made you.We decided to try it one more time, you decided you wanted a boat ride. So we decided to take a day cruise.
You were dressed in a sexy yellow sundress no panties and a half bra,I was in lose fitting Short's and tshirt.
As we boarded the boat you grabbed my hands telling me to kiss you we kissed passionately as the other passengers walked around us.I could tell just the thought of being in public excited you we walk to the upper deck figuring less people would be up there this early.
Up on deck we found a corner you began kissing me hard as your hands made there way to my shaft already hard from your excitement kissing me you slide your hand into my shorts stroking me telling me how much you wanted to play today.
Sliding to your knee's you slide my shorts up exposing my hard shaft leaning in you tease me with your tongue. Flicking the tip of it across the head tasting the pre cum already pooling around it. You t

Andrea And MeMe and Andrea were on the phone and at the same time we said "i love you"..thought it was cute....ha ha

Tell Her......*Tell Her She is Gorgeous*
*Listen to Her Secrets*
*Take Her out to Dinner*
*Call Her First*
*Label Her as Yours*
*Understand Her Feelings*
*Write Her a Song*
*Talk to Her like a Human Being*
*Ask Her to Dance with You*
*NEVER Imagine Life Without Her*
*Kiss Her In the Rain*
*Hold Her Hand Anytime*
*Pass Her Love Letters~~~I LOVE YOU*
*Never Forget Her Birthday*
*Tell Her She is Always Right*
*Be Her Escape*
*Tell Her You Believe this is a Fairytale*
*Give Her Gummy Worms*
*Remember Her Favorite Color*
*Give Her HUGS and KISSES*
*Show Her Off to your Friends*
*Hold Her Hand Just Because*
*Treat Her Like a Star*
*DREAM ABOUT HER*
*Tell Her She is Super Cool*
*Say She Has the Key to Your Heart*
*Watch Her Walk Inside - So She's Safe*
*Play Her Favorite Game*
*Have a Song that Reminds You of Her*
*Take Her Hand and Kiss Her Palm*
*Kiss Her on Her Forehead*
*Whisper to Her How She Makes You Feel*
*Dance Together Like Retards*
*Make Her Happiness First - Alw

Can You Believe This?CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS IS HIS ACTUAL SINGING VOICE? I THINK ITS AMAZING AND WIERD AT THE SAME TIME

The Tower..(longest Poem Ive Ever Wrote.lol.)I see it there,,its just ahead.
A blackened tower,,cold and dead.
A storm surrounds it,,lighting crashes.
An ocean churns,,on rocks it thrashes.
The wind blows hard against my chest,
But now is not the time for rest..
The tower now, it is my goal..
Just beyond the grassy nole..
A light inside, it shines so bright.
But wont escape with out a fight..
I set my shoulders, pick my stride..
Now its time to go inside...
The darkness is consuming,,like the belly of a beast.
The smell of lost souls now long deceased..
The light is above me,,I feel her there..
I make my way to the spiral stair..
Evil and hate try to block my path,,But nothing will stop me,,ive come to her at last..
Finally now at the top of the stair,,
I see the locked door and her Keeper there..
Somewhere inside i hear her cry,,
The Keeper is moving,,now he must die..
The battle is fierce as steal rings on steal,,
Flashes of light that all seem unreal..
Blades ,blood,claws and shield..
Will this great

My Lifeim sober now and life looks a lot diffrent. thing's r slower and plain. theres to much sun light and ppl just dont care.i care to much life is hard and confussing. friends lost and family close.i dont want to be an evil person anymore but the pain is getting worse. i wanna numb it but i cant.if i go back i will lose everything. i wanna feel the warm prick of my pleasure flowing throw my body. to many worrys to much pain what the hell do i do know ? i guess make a new life for myself new ppl new places new begaining. Ok march 8th at the ridglea theater is having metal underground 2 thats where my party is being held alot of drink's and to much metal for one hand its going to be rocking so if ur in my area and wanna come help me party shoot at me and tell me it starts at 8pm
A couple that was married for 20 years always made love with the lights off.
Well, after 20 years, the wife felt this was ridiculous. She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit. So one night, while

Eyes On IsraelWhy is Israel important to Bible prophecy?
From a secular standpoint it would probably be a mystery why Israel is always in the news. It is a tiny nation that is about the same size as the State of New Jersey and it has no major natural resources.
Israel is important, however, because God made promises to Israel that will be fulfilled. One of the Bible's greatest predictions about Israel has already come to pass. In 1948, Israel was reborn as a nation. The rebirth of the Jewish state should have put aside any doubts that God had abandoned the apple of His eye.
He said, "Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They say, 'Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.' Therefore prophesy and say to them: 'This is what the Sovereign Lord says: O My people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel. Then you, My people, will know that I am the Lord, when I open your graves and bring you up fr

Poembroken on the inside
whole on the outside
putting on a smile
but inside im ripped apart
my true colors ever so faded
things ill never get over
i cant erase my past
so many memories jaded
here i lay in sadness
trying to be the best
so confused and blinded
what can i say but the truth
on the inside im still a scared little girl

Sad DayToday we pull the plug on my gandma now she in a better place. She die with no pain.:( Plz pray for my family I just got world they put her in icu. And find out she is now brain die and it time to pull. I well keep you all up to date. Thank you., I Just got a phone call today saying my grandma is dieing. She chould go anyday. She has all ways been there. I know everone die. But I know the next faw weeks for myself and my family is going to be hard. So i am asking for ur prays. And if I am not on you know I am dealing with my grandma right now.
THANK TO ALL MY FRIENDS
ANGEL

Yet Another Dr's AptI finally got the biopsy results back YAY!!! It to came back normal. This is good news, but doesn't help the fact I'm still in pain. I am waiting for the results of one more test to come back and then its a mere lets try something else. The great thing is I will not have to lab tested again until I'm 50. LMAO!!! Thank you for all your prayers and as always if anything else comes up I will let all of you know! I love you and appreciate all the support and love. I hope you all have a great week!!
XXOO

Thinning ListOk so I've decided to start thinning my friends list and I really should have posted this before I started lol so the ones that are gone will know why ...But since they are only Friends with people that will buy them Blasts or Happy hours..ect they prolly don't give a rats azz anyway
I've met some really cool people on here and would like to be able to keep in contact with them and don't have time for those that don't have time for me so regardless of what you have in your title HOT/SEXY/Blah Blah Blah your not too Hot or Sexy to be friendly and if you really think you are LMAO then get some help but your gonna be off my list to make room for Real People so if your gone in the next week or so you know why

Remember..sometimes good people get overlooked in the swarm of drama and selfishness that sometimes overcomes Fu and real life...good people should not be taken for granted nor their accomplishments and work overlooked...ever...period. So with that in mind, this awesome morph-maker took it upon himself to make me and mine a special morph for Valentine's Day and didnt even ask for anything in return...imagine that around here?..so with that in mind, I bring to you this Fubarian, and he'd be more than happy to make you all somethin as well, all ya have to do is ask...:D
~Morpheus01~" Extreme Morphs"@ fubar
.....this bit of happy bought to you by:
A m N e S i A@ fubar
&
Johnnydevil@ fubar
(repost of original by 'Johnnydevil' on '2008-02-14 21:31:22')
(repost of original by 'A m N e S i A' on '2008-02-14 21:33:05')
(repost of original by '~ Echo Angel ~' on '2008-02-14 22:04:32')
Pray for our Children...

TaggedThe rules are:
Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs.
1. I used to play guitar in a band called Placebo, (no not the famous one)
2. I have an amazing skill for remembering the most random bits of information
3. I have a weird habit where every time I use a hand dryer in a restroom, I have to read all the writing on it before the timer runs out, (yep imma freak).
4. I had to have my apendix removed at age 11, because it went gangrene!
5. I have been known to spend a whole day cleaning my car.
6. I don't actually like the taste of alcohol.
7. I'm allergic to most animals.
8. I have a 12" scar on my left thigh
9. I am a complete perfectionist, (thanks for that trait dad).
10. When driving by myself, I sing in the car religiously
TAGGED:
MJ
Crazy English Chick
Eque
Faith the Original
Cheryl

Sleepless...wakeful,
sleepless in the night
thoughts of you keeping my body warm
my skin heated to the touch
nip, bite, kiss, lick
warmth of breath on my neck
pressing from behind me
pulling me near
pressing back
and wanting more
i move my fingers over my chest
pausing to circle as i lay
wishing it were your hand
feeling the touch i've never felt
from that distance not so far
knowing that someday i may wake to you
the caress of your fingers on my breast
i cup my palm, adjusting and weighing
feeling the density of my own flesh
the hardness of my nipples, yearning for you
a sigh escapes as i flick the bud
hearing your voice in my ear
your fingertips, now, pinch my nipple
my fantasy flows like warm water
over my senses
my back arches in pleasure, wanting more
needing your touch
another quiet cry from my throat
desiring you
yearning for you
my knee rises, legs spreading
my fingers travel down
taking your imagined touch lower
over my belly
flitting over my

Drunk People LolYOU'VE GOTTA LOVE DRUNK PEOPLE
A man and his wife were awakened at 3:00 am by a loud pounding on the door. The man gets up and goes to the door where a drunken stranger, standing in the pouring rain, is asking for a push.
"Not a chance," says the husband, "it is 3:00 in the morning!"
He slams the door and returns to bed.
"Who was that?" asked his wife.
"Just some drunk guy asking for a push," he answers.
"Did you help him?" she asks.
"No, I did not, it is 3:00 in the morning and it is pouring rain out there!"
"Well, you have a short memory," says his wife. "Can't you remember about three months ago when we broke down, and those two guys helped us? I think you should help him, and you should be ashamed of yourself!"
The man does as he is told, gets dressed, and goes out into the pounding rain.
He calls out into the dark, "Hello, are you still there?"
"Yes," comes back the answer.
"Do you still need a push?" calls out the husband.
"Yes, please!" comes

Bah!Today is a
"I can't brain today... I have the dumb"
sort of day!
First I went to make french toast and dumped garlic fricken powder in instead of cinnamon, and now I went to move all my tattoo pictures to a different folder and can't find where the hell the fuckers went.
Sometimes I am amazed I can even manage to get my clothes on without causing myself serious bodily injury! About two months ago I fell down my stairs and pretty much mangled my laptop. I can checn messages and such from my phone but cant really do fuck all else SO... to those of you who have rated or added me and seem to be a bit peeved..SORRY!illgettoitlater! So, I've been sick. Not the puking, feverish sick I was last week. The kind of sick that has had me writhing in pain and running to the bathroom so often I should have just camped out my bathtub. I've been occupying myself with Monty Python, "the innernets", books in between trips to the loo. Yesterday I seriously started to wonder what the hell wa

Just Some Random Thingswell, i'm really fucking bored right now. it's a little after 5 am....my fiancee' is asleep because he has to watch his niece and nephews tomorrow.....and i'm too hyper to sleep.
really can't figure out why...but ok.
i feel like just spouting off random shit...but then again my brain's too dead to think right now.
i'm seriously considering making a pizza....yup...a pizza. but i really don't need one...
fuck....hate boredom hunger....time to stop thinking about food....
let's think about sex. nah....nope....bad idea....i'd just get me horny, and my release from that is downstairs asleep....so yeah.
fuck....nothing safe to think about. i could think about hacking up that tree stump in the back yard some more with nate's meat cleaver....but i don't wanna dull it down after he just sharpened it...and it would only awaken my bloodlust and make me wish it were a real person....damn.
i could go work on my story...but nope...damn writer's block again...like always....
5 different stor

Idk Cuz I Canso lemme recap the last bit of my life. so im homeless then some old lady takes me in for the last month till i leavce for basic training. i end up fucking her daughter and getting together with her. when i get done with basic training i marry her so i can double my paycheck. we decide that we dont want to have an open relationship but we wouldnt leave eachother for cheating. thats cool right i mean im in georga/ north carolina she is in california. then i go to iraq. im there for 12 and a half months and when i get back i find out she slept with her step brother and my best friends boyfriend. ok what ev on the boyfriend but her fucking step brother?!!! so i confront her about it and she lies and lies and lies. i finnally get the truth out of her. but im too discusted STEP BROTHER!?!?!?!?!?! plus she lied right so fuck that im out. kicked her, my bestfriend, and her boyfriend out of the house and sent em packin. then i met this really hot chick who seemed really cute. as it turns out s

Weekend Activitieshey all my family and I are planning on having a birthday party for my nephew and my aunt and I would really like tohave someone be here with me and hang out with me...if anyone wants to holler at me! hey all i will be out of town this weekend coming...going to tenn with my cousins and some friends until maybe monday or tuesday...just wanna let u all know ahead of time!...I hope someone will miss me! hey all...this week me, mom and dad went to my sisters tuesday cause dad had doctors appointment in lexington KY, and we found out he doesn't have to take a procrit shot anymore and he's been going to physical therapy to get stronger so he's doing awesome so i'm happy that he's going to be a healthy man!...Love you all!

Roller CoasterThia aint like my normal bolgs because I'm a lil pissed off.
But First of off I want to say thank you to all the assholes jerks and players, guys that think your gods gift to women, you make me feel better about myself. so thank you and yet fuck you!!
I write alot of blogs that tend to be negative in nature about myself. I often think I'm not a very attractive person not just in looks but in attitude. And truth be know i'm not, But as I said guy like those mentioned above make me feel good about myself. I may not be the kind of guy that alot of woman are attracted too but I aint the scum at the bottom of the pond and let me explain why.
Recently a very dear friend of mine had feeling for this guy only to find out he wasn't who his fubar profile said he was and well, he was just a fucking asshole. and I don't understand why some guy like him can do this. You think because your good looking and woman find you attractive you can just toy with their emotions. To him and all th

My Love Will Go Onmy love will go on
day after day with the memories of you going thru my mind
no matter what comes between us no matter how far we grow apart
my heart will always flutter when i see your smile
i will love you faithfully an hold my heart true
thru all the fierce struggles of life
i will wait for you when the write moment may approach
no matter how my heart my break nor how bad the pain my feel
my mind will never change cause i know i need your love in my life
an i will go the distance to prove it to myself an you Heart makes one fall in love, heart flutters whenever it see's love, heart shudders at the touch of love, it breaks when it fails in love, but yet it never misses a beat for it lives not for itself but for everyone around that depend on it to live on.

Valentines Day PoemAll I Wanted Was Love
By Elena McDaniel Lee
All I wanted was to be loved and show love from
the very start
Someone I could love, and love him with all of
my heart
But now this single red rose has whether and died
And now all I feel is loneliness, hurt and pain
inside.
I sit here and make excuses of why I want to be
free
Be free of love and live my life the way I think
it should be
And it is easy to tell you why I feel this way
Is the men that I have met, and the words of
love that they say.
They promised me an everlasting love, a love
that is so true
And they cannot wait to be home here with me,
and without me they are blue. .
But then I see that the words that they have so
easily spoke
Were not true and to find a love in my life, I
began to lose hope
Then I would wonder if it was something that I
said or done,
All I know is

Push....As I sit left alone by the people who care for me. I wonder what is wrong with me? What posses me to help and understand the lonely and sad. Why did I pick my degree of Psychology? I knw it is not because it is an easy degree. I want to think I picked it so maybe I can understand people better. That isnt doing me any good. And then I think well maybe its so I can learn about myself and how to interact with other people on a "normal" level. Also dont think this is right. I almost feel that I had nothing left to do. Music will never achieve the type of happiness I strive for to give my mom. Accounting would drive me insane to no end. So I evaluate people instead. I sit and try to find out what makes them tick, why they act and do the things they do. Which is probebly what ends alot of my friendships. I view so many people as test subjects that I can just add to my list. I have a long one too. People who are sick, have been neglected, abused, addicted to drugs/alocohal. Its always the peo

A FriendA FRIEND
A FRIEND THAT IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU
NO MATTER WHAT MAY COME AROUND
A FRIEND IS SOMEONE
WHO WILL ALWAYS PROTECT YOU
AND ALWAYS TURN YOUR FRAUNDS UPSIDE DOWN
A FRIEND IS SOMEONE
WHO YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO
AND NEVER HAVE TO BE AFFRAID
FOR WHAT THEY MAYBE THINKING
SHOULD NEVER PUT YOU TO SHAME
AND SO THINK OF THE FRIENDS I HAVE NOW MADE
I WANT THEM ALL TO KNOW
I APPRECIATETHERE SUPPORT
AND ALL THE HELP THEY HAVE HAD TO GIVE
I KNOW THAT IT ISNT ALWAYS EASY
BUT YET THE ADVICE IS ALWAYS PLAIN
SOMETHING TO HELP YOU SMILE
AN BRIGHTEN UP YOUR DAY
AND SO I GIVE MY LIFE TO YOU
AS I SERVE YOU IN THE ONLY WAY
A SOLDIER FOR YOUR FREEDOM
AN KEEPING IT STRONG AN PURE
THE AMERICAN WAY.

To My Friends And Family.I just wanted to let anyone who cares know that I have been working on the road for the last 6 months. I'm home now, not sure for how long. Anyway, I don't want anybody to think that I am ignoring them, I just haven't been on.
88! I'm heading back up to New jewsey in the morning.
Hopfully I can make it there a month without snapping.
88!
And now I'm back up here in jew nersey.

One Moment At A TimeOne Moment At A Time
We live our lives one momment at a time
always affraid of what may turn up next
aware of this fear we hold it deep inside
bottled up beneath our rage an emptiness
but once it finally releases we explode
our thoughts on fold and our minds shut down
we hold so uch back for so long when it fionally arises
we shrink up inside and fear the next step
for it maybe the one to change it all
to avoid such fear we take short cuts thru life
never knowing what happiness we could truelly have
what surprise may lay ahead of us to bring
such great joy the answers of life never unfold
an our minds fill with such great sadness
we go on not thinking of
what the next risk we take may achieve
can it always be so hard we
will it ever go right for just me
until with faith oneday it all pays off
you may do great things to save a life or
mothera new born child
and with the first breathe of your new born child
all the pain you have over come will seem wort

Non-smoking WierdnessSeriously srtessed out right now... Thinking a quick bike to my mates is in order for some somke... :( And my mind i think is breaking apart. No fags or weed make Matt a very strange entity... =/ Woke up, press-ups coz im frigging bored and ill... Pretty glad i've been off work this week coz someone would've gotten a good thraping if they started takin' the piss... :(

WahooWell I go into work today and got the famous pink slip. Yes...OMG...Crap. So now the great task of looking inside myself to see if i want to stay in the line of work i was in or follow a different dream. I have been in the Trucking world since 1999. Life has its moments but damm. My lease truck was in the shop for 6 days. So no revenue earned but you know the 380 @ week payment is due. I have the hotel bill i paid out of my own pocket...Grrrrrr. Oh well I am ready to make and sell lots of lemonaid.

Woohoo I Have Awesome FriendsIm taking this time to let everyone know that our good friend Natural Witch has a happy hour tomorrow " Sunday "
at 8:00 p.m. Fu-Time
~Natural_Witch~ *Club F.A.R.*(No Fan, No Add)@ fubar
Happy Hour is for lots of Drinks and fun.
So lets do our best to give her lots of love and keep her totally shitfaced.
This message brought to you by the one and only " Tsisquo'ga
♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.@ fubar
(repost of original by '♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.' on '2008-04-19 17:19:15')
(repost of original by 'Club FAR TEAM CPT--DSC--I.B.I.C.--FuAngels--Lollipop Gurlz Club' on '2008-04-19 17:34:39')

Introduction To DragonsEverybody knows what a dragon is: an enormous, fierce, bloodthirsty creature appearing in fairy tales and legends as an accessory whose main function is to set off the bravery of knight challenging him. The dragon is an obscure, mysterious character, described in broad terms, and is little more than foil to enhance the hero's valor. Dragon is a legendary beast in the folklore of many European and Asian cultures.
Legends describe dragons as large, lizard like creatures that breathe fire and have a long, scaly tail. In Europe, dragons are traditionally portrayed as ferocious beasts that represent the evils fought by human beings. But in Asia, especially in China and Japan, the animals are generally considered friendly creatures that ensure good luck and wealth.
According to some medieval legends, dragons lived in wild, remote regions of the world. The dragons guarded treasures in their dens, and a person who killed one supposedly gained its wealth. The English epic hero Beowulf die

The World That Exists In My MindThis is a research paper I did in my first Composition class in college if you do not have an open mind about religion then I do not recommend you read this essay especially if the topic easily offends you. If you do have an open mind then I am open to all comments. Thank you and enjoy.
Religion's Influence in Today's Society
by: John Eldridge Ward
19 July 2007
"Let us therefore no longer pass judgment on one another, but resolve instead never to put a stumbling block or hindrance in the way of another. I know and am persuaded in the Lord Jesus that nothing is unclean in itself; but it is unclean for anyone who thinks it unclean." (Romans 14:13-14)
In the early twentieth century a philosopher predicted the decline of the west. What he failed to predict was the true reason why, religion. Societies can survive for thousands of years until it’s attacked either from within or by hostile forces. When a society is attack

Corrupted LoveA warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I went
Wrong
Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love

Sweet Poetry..The light of the autumn moon shines
through our window,
and the radio spills a sweet song of love,
while we float in a river of moonrays.
Fingertips gently trace the hills
and valleys of my nakedness,
arousing unsated hunger.
Slowly and purposely, you play me
life a fine tuned piano.
You whisper words that warm me
in the nights gentle breeze.
Touch me there, and I'll answer with a sigh
as we lay enmeshed in a weave
of erotic bliss.
Delve into my deepest part,
that walls of denial crumble to ash
'neath every footprint on our journey
to passions peak.
No eyes closed, no timid look this time,
only surrender as you reach the forbidden
caverns of my soul,
and watch me as I melt into your kiss.
Yes, love me in the shadows of
autumns pale moon, and we'll float
in moonrays forever.
No eyes closed, no timid look this time,
only surrender.
Their kisses become a little more probing, and less shy. His hands now moving over her shoulders and pushing the t

Auctionwithladyspiritwolfe.....~Lady Spirit Wolf~AKA Ravyn Wolff' wrote the following at '2008-05-09 12:30:18'..
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Get To Know Me Better1)Whos the last guy that you talked to?
Dad
2) What is something you desperately want, right now?
My leg to stop hurting
3) Most important thing you would always want in a relationship?
Loyalty.
4) Do you tell your best friend everything?
Yep
5) When was the last time you talked to your #1 on your top?
Last night/ this morning
6) When's the next time you'll see your best friend?
Psht. I don't know. Probably the next time I run into her at walmart for Stephany and Jessi will be here in a few days :DD
7) Do you fight with your parents often?
Nope.
8) You still talk to the person who hurt you the most?
Rarely.
9) Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
I am now :D
10) How was your day, what'd you do?:
It's been good. I surprised mom with her mother's day gift :D
11) Last compliment you received?
IDK. That I'm gorgeous?
12) Are you taking anyone for granted?
Nope.
13) Which is

Unconditional LoveI've been up since about 3:10 this morning...I was woken by my daughter crying...And the sound that is made when your in the tub with no water...I jump out of bed and race to the bathroom to find my 13 yr old sitting in a tub with no water and wet...I asked her frantically what was wrong...and she told me she could not move...Her legs won't work...I could see that she was shivering...I wrapped a towel around her and picked her up and carried her back to her bed...She was burning up...I've did the only thing I could do and that is give her some tylenol..hoping that her temp comes down...I lay with her for about 30 minutes...Listening to her breath...Holding on to her...Now...just checking her every 15 minutes to make sure that she is doing ok...She's sleeping good now...
It's quiet...I've sat on the couch with the lights off for the past few hours...Worried of course...Praying that what happened to her this summer at her dads isn't what is happening now...I've decided that if she isn

Great FriendsHERE ARE TWO MORE GREAT FRIENDS IN NEED OF SOME SERIOUS FU-LOVIN
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Daily RantAny boyfriend/girlfriend or spouse cheating on their significant other while they are deployed to Iraqe or some other God forsaken country fighting for us deserves a fate far worse that death. That goes for my sorry ass cousin Megan too as her hubby is in Iraqe she’s fuckin around on him. Such a piece of shit. The idiots at Fubar central can be so stupid at times, threatening to delete your account because you forget to mark something NSFW. I just don’t understand, this is the fuckin internet for god sake. There is more porn, adult content and so called inappropriate language on here than anywhere else in the world. Fubar is supposed to be an adult site so why do we have people complaining about adult content? If you don’t like what you see then just leave. I don’t know….Does anyone else feel this way?
Oh and NSFW Mother Fuckers.
I’m still a nice guy, just irritated.
I get so sick and tired of people hating on our country. If you hate it so much then please leave, we don’t need

!!!!!!!important!!!!!!after long and careful consideration i have decided to call it quits here on fubar my page will remain here till the 13th of April 2010 u have till then to tell me anything u may want to have told me i will be keeping my myspace but i will not be accepting all friends requests only those who i really talk to and really care about will be added if u would like the link and are someone i would approve send me a private message i will reply with the link to my page its been fun but this is the end good luck all and safe surfing
much love
T.C. Druid Priest