You have wings of STEEL. No one's reallysure why, but at this point in your life you'veshut off emotion to the point of extremeapathy. You are cold and indifferent much ofthe time...or perhaps you're just a goodpretender. Next to impossible to get close to,even those who do never see the real you. It'sentirely possible that YOU don't even know thereal you. You have a certain fascination orattraction to destruction on a massive scale -disasters, perhaps even death or the concept ofthe Apocalypse. Because you hold so muchinside, one day you're simply going to snap.Then the mask will fall away, and your truewings will be revealed. Until then you willdeal with whatever comes your way in icy bittersilence and acceptance. On the positive side,you are fearless and immeasurably strong - notmuch can crack through your defenses. Youintrigue people, who can't help but wonder whyyou're the way you are. A loner and one whospends much of their time brooding andcontemplating life and death - you are a timebomb waiting to explode and create somedestruction of your own.

Well it's a little sooner than expected but I started to see shit due to lack of sleep work sucked because of it and the energy drink i bought wore off an hour into it...

Help me please... 2004-01-16 07:09:38 ET

Do any of you know good ways to fall asleep? I'm a horrible insomniac and my body really really doesn't like it. Because after about 3 days w/o sleep I start to get schizophrenic like symptoms like seeing and hearing things... My mind works very oddly under a certain amount of stress and well this'll be my third night up help if you can plz. As much as I don't like to sleep I value my sanity the most over all.

Damn my day was fucking odd as hell... Get a call from work telling me I'm off suspension and tell me they really really need me to work so I decide why the hell not? As I'm goin to work I hit a fence and I'm thinkin great today is gonna suck. Well I got employee of the month still have no idea how that happened, a payraise, and a 30 dollar check in addition to my 400 dollar check. But to top off the day I had to go hang out with wierd ass insane hillbillies... But I got some stuff and now I'm happy