Friday, December 31, 2010

Just looking back at my 2010 resolution. I did 6 of them all. At least I did them more this year.

1. I did have more days which I pray 5 times a day compared to last year.2. I did eat my medicine regularly.3. I did become more positive this year.4. I did become less annoying/self-centred/insecure.5. I did read Quran more. I try to read a page everytime after I pray.6. And I am becoming more healthy and happy and be loved through out the year. I lost 4 kilos for the past 6 months.

So, in 2010 :

1. I helped my teachers at school for a month in January. Eventhough I'm not a student there anymore.2. I've turn 18. Somehow I felt old.3. I got my driving license.4. I enrol in a diploma program for 2 1/2 years.5. I experience what homesick felt like.6. I finally learn how to eat spicy food.7. I lost 4 kilos since I entered hostel life.8. I didn't get the chance to go to Paramore concert here in KL. I got exam on that day.9. I got huge celebrity crush on Justin Bieber. Don't ask why.10. I didn't write many poem this year.11. I finally move on and let go my first love. After almost 4 years.12. I've conquered a mountain peak that two mountain peak with only one eye. My right eye was swollen and I can't open it.13. I start putting effort on my look. More presentable.14. Be in the Dean's List for my semester 1 final exam.

I can't stop talking about 2010. Many have changes, people and the situation. It will never be like before, ever. I should learn how to live my life foward and not living in the past. Overall, 2010 was a great year.

It took me almost four years to finally letting go of my first love. Yes, I already have my first love. At the age of 14. Laugh all you want. They said love is blind. That's what happen to me then.

So yeah, it took me almost four years to let him go. This happen after I saw him last Friday. I saw him and I'm pretty sure he saw me too. I ignore him. Funny thing is, I find myself smilling and laughing at the situation.

Thursday, December 30, 2010

We are all attach to something. Like my family and I we were attach to our little cat. Well, he’s fat and flabby instead of little. He’s little because he just 1 year old.He satrt living with us when my elder sister brought him home duringher practicum in Klang. Before him my sester and her frined back at campus were looking after his mother. He’s been staying with us since late November 2009.

His name is Jasper Tam Techik. I know, what a long name for a cat.You may wonder why a cat can have such long name. Well, the very first name he got was Techik (small). When he was a baby he was very small. My elder sister name him like that. Then when my sister brought him to our house I want to name him Jacob but my elder sister want to name him Edward (It was the time of Twilight Saga mind you). But then to avoid arguing, we decide to name it Jasper because the three of us like Jasper.We went out that night for dinner. When we come home my mom already call him Tam (black). He already warm up to that name and didn’t entertain us when we call him Jasper. So we stick to Tam.

My family have different version of Tam. My mom and dad call him Tam. My elder sister call him Mok Tam (fat black). My younger sister call him Rustam. While I call him Ci Tam. But as long as there’s Tam in it, he’ll respond.

He likes to scratch. He scratch on every surface that he can. He loves scratching on my mom’s sofa. Oo yeah. He love if people rub his body. Like this:

He hate taking bath. Really since little he hates it when I’m taking him to bath. Usually I’m the one who gave him the bath. He’ll hold my back with his nails when he saw the bathroom. He’ll stand everytime I’m giving him bath.

At the early stage we let him sleep in his cage. But when he’s three or four months old we tke him to sleep with us. He has his own pillow in the house, and in the car too. He even has his own soft toy, towel, comb, bottle even chair. If he sleep on my parents bed, he even pick sides. He hate sleeping where the sun shine is. He likes to curl up like this when he sleep:

He even have weird posture when he sleep like this:

If we bring him to the house in Negeri Sembilan, he’ll wake up early to watch the bird. We don’t let him out without supervision there. He’ll just stare at the birds and somehow knock the window as if he can catch them. He’ll stand like this:

He like to catch lizard, cockroaches, moth and butterfly. He’ll act like he can jump so high to catch the creatures.

He will grr at the people that he never meet. But he pick too. There this one time when a female friend of mine come to my house, he sat at her feet.

Whenever we brought him joyride, we let him sit by the window and he will be like this:

Now that I’m in hostel, everytime I come home, the first thing that I’ll find is him. He’ll smell me first to be familiar with my smell. WheneverI miss home I will look at his pictures and watch his videos. I’ll laugh, I’ll cry.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

So I went to the event at National Art Gallery with My little sister Shamimi with our neighbour Annysa. Since I'm afraid to drive and still a little phobia, we took the public transport. Originally we were planning to start moving at noon sharp but due some complication we begin a bit later.

At first I thought I want to take the taxi to Setiawangsa LRT Station to Masjid Jamek's and change to Star Route to Titiwangsa station before walking to the gallery. Thinking that will be too tiring and my mom gave me another choice I change tha plan. My public transport knowledge are so rusty no. Anyway, we took taxi from Wangsa Maju to Setiawangsa LRT Station. Then ride it until Damai LRT Station. We waited for few minutes there because it's Friday and on Friday it's hard to get taxi between 12 noon to 2 o'clock. The taxi arrived and we ride until infront of National Heart Institute before crossing the road and walk about 5 minutes to the gallery.

I was a bit excited because this is the fisrt time ever I step to the gallery even I've lived in Kuala Lumpur almost all my life. Was a bit frustrated because we forgot to bring the camera along *raising eyebrow*.

Walked into the building we first step into a exhibit hall before heading to where the Rantai is. Rantai this year compared to the one I've went in 2008 has more booth. The only thing that I don't favour is that the booth is set too close to each other but I figure it happen because of the limited space provided. The booth are selling good and nice stuff. The items are affordable too. This time around no painting or pictures were in display maybe because it already exhibit during Rantai Art Himpun. There's booth selling yummy cuppies and delish cookies too. Overall I can say that I enjoy the booth. I didn't wait for the performances though because it looks like its going to rain and I'm catching the public transport.

After leaving Rantai we wandered around the gallery, went in and out of the exhibit hall looking and trying to analysing the art.

Below are items that I bought at the event:-

I bought this dress for RM5. Uh-huh no kidding RM5.But I can't fit in it. I'm thinking to give it to my elder sister. If she can't fit in it too, I'm going to sell it with the same price. Excluding postage.Anyway it's pink with pink polka dots.

Bought this green bag orange in colour for RM10.I forgot to ask their website. But according to Rantai Art page its 'Handmade Item Shifa Mahmud'.They also selling bracelet, brooch, locket, book mark, frame, coin purse etc.

Bought this two selendang from Modish Mode House.The blogshop call it Plain Jane Studded.At the blog it cost Rm18 each. But at the event it cost RM15 each.Because I bought two of them it cost me Rm 10 each, so I pay Rm20 for both.

-Final Questions-1. What are you listening to right now? : nothing.2. What did you do today? : up until now - woke up, make my bed, online, laundry, bath.3. Are you the oldest? : no.4. Indoors or outdoors? : i like both.

-Today did you-

1. Talk to someone you like? : no.

2. Kiss anyone?: no.

3. Sing? : yup.

4. Talk to an ex? : no.

5. Miss someone ? : YES :(

6. Eat?: haven't.

-Last person who-1. You talked to on the phone? : farid, asking me multiple questions about miss salina assingement when he himself was in class.2. Made you cry? : a story in a book.3. Went to the movies with? : intan, doddy and kimi.4. You went to the mall with? : my sister and cheeza.5. Who cheered you up? : izzat zainal

-Have you-

1. Been to Mexico? : no.

2. Been to USA? : no.

-Random-

1. Have a crush on someone? : yes

2. What books are you reading right now? : Chicken Soup For The Teenage Soul IV.

3. Best feeling in the world? : spending time with loved ones.

4. Future kids name? : Az-Zahra, Humaira, Safira.

5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : no. i sleep with real animal, my cat.

6. What's under your bed? : a matress.

7. Favourite sport(s) : long jump.

8. Favourite place : home!

9. Who do you really hate? : none.

10. Do you have a job? : nope, but i'm a full time student

11. What time is it now? : 1415

p/s : With however long it took you to complete this, post as "My _ Minutes Survey" and tag 15 people

So I arrived home yesterday evening, founding myself alone at home as my family still at Negeri Sembilan. Yeah, I slept alone last night. This is the 3rd time I'm home for weekend since last 4 weeks.

The past two weeks has been hard, but I'm good. We already got our lecturer for Second Language Learning and Teaching. His name is Mr Salehuddin. Apparantly, he's Yana's secondary school's teacher. He didn't recognize her though. So this means we will have class from 1700 to 2000 twice a week until middle semester break. I honestly don't like the subject. Too much theory and names to be remembered.

Assingment has been increasingly pillling up and three of the lecturers always do pop quiz in the class. I don't really mind the assingments because I need it to distract me from boredom. Just the quiz. Being me, I don't really revise or study my notes unless its for test or exam. Wait, I need to get rid this laziness if I want to keep my CGPA for this semester. I can't afford to be under 3.5 CGPA.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Semester 2 started 3 weeks ago. I'm not home for this weekend because my family went to Johor for a wedding and my mom's reunion. They will be back on Tuesday if I'm not mistaken. That's why I'm not with them. I maybe will come if they come home on Sunday.

What it feel like not coming home on weekend when your house is 1 hour away and you don't have your friends here with you? Boring. Pretty much I just sit in my room online, listening/singing to songs, reading and watch movies. Or I do the side stuff like cleaning the house and did my revision.

This semester I'm suppose to take 5 subject. However, the faculty failed to find a lecturer for the subject Second Language Learning and Teaching. So I left with 4 subject that is Principles of Education in Malaysia (Mr Baghawi), Introduction to Literature in English (Mdm Hamidah), Phonetics & Phonology in English (Mr Lim) and Writing Skills II (Miss Salina). All my lecturer for this semester are full with spirit except for one. So far the classes are fine. I haven't got much assingment yet.

Last Wednesday, Mr Lim did a pop quiz with us. We barely answer the quiz. I barely answer it. Eventhough Mr Lim have inform us on the previous week that he will do pop quiz with us.