Friday, February 25, 2011

i know it's not going to be easy... lepas ni tanggungjawab dah bertambah.. tambah2 lagi given the situation saya tengah belajar lagi kan... tapi u know, when i made the decision to get married, i have weighed all the pros and cons.. not to forget with doa berterusan semoga keputusan yang saya buat ni betul...

i know some of us maybe are not yet ready.. tapi... i don't think it is necessary to express everything out, kadang2 nampak seolah2 u are trying to scare the shit out of me.. u know i'm freaking out, and what i need from a friend is a support, bagi semangat, ketenangan tu... bukannya kata2 yang lagi menakutkan saya..

anyway, it's my two cents. maybe it's the emotion talking. takde tuju kat sapa2.. when u're about to get married nanti, u'll get what i feel..

i think it's the cold feet.. and when u have one, what u really need is a friend to tell u there's nothing to worry about, there's nothing to scare of, that i'm making the right decision..

that's all..

kalau taknak tenangkan saya pun, just stay quiet, be a good listener, it's better. because all the words u're saying are hurting me more than u know..

i'm doing a right thing, i know i am. so, once again, stop scaring the shit out of me..

saya nak balik malaysia. i no longer want to be here at this particular moment..

elida...my akad will insyaAllah be 2 weeks before yours...at this point of time i have mixed feeling about this whole marriage thingy..but its normal sbnrnya...all u have to do in be calm n most important thing..remain positive...once the decision has been made..we have to fight to get through those feeling yg x best or ckp2 org yg xbest..plus u're marrying somebody u really2 love kan..insyaAllah lepas kawin..ketenangan akan dtg..most of my friends yg kawin..banyak yg distance marriage...even i'll face the same situation pas kawin (weekend hubby n wife )..tp pray for the bst :-) marriage life can be wonderful as long as we have good guts about it :-) congrats to u n arif

from : diana (the person that added u on fb n ended up introducing herself to u :-)