I remember being in the SO and having to call people for ADDO and some were just so rude even when I went out of my way to be nice/understanding. Then when I wasn't able to get the info as they hung up after screaming at me I'd get screamed at some more by whoever was standing around for not getting the info. I used to go home late and cry. lol no joke.

I think some of the problem is the insane emphasis on sales in CofS. It's an extremely sales-driven environment. I do not condone the way staff often treat public or treat each other, for that matter, BUT I will say this: they are under a fuck ton of pressure. It's pretty hideous.

I am truly into myself, yes. And I'm just as interested in other people. When I'm not thinking of one, I'm thinking of the other.

Miss it?

Not so much... got a bunch of books and tapes for sale if anyone wants to go back and get warm and fuzzy with the stuff again; I don't. I miss my family. I want to be able to visit my Mother and siblings again. I am so glad they don't call here. I would unload on them. After just finishing Blown for Good, I am not in a very loving mood, Thomas Carlyle or no.