What if the reason you (and I ) look into the sky and know something is out there is because there is.

the last 2 years i have witnessed white spheres of light but only at night...that always bothered me...why only at night?....however, that suddenly changed...just recently i was sitting on my balcony during the day...meditating on all the High Strangeness that has been happening to me and my family...when i said to myself internally..."i know you're there at night and i know you're there now"...as soon as i said that...the white sphere of light appeared in the sky for a few seconds then vanished...it was my first day time sighting...and it freaked me out a little...it was as if it knew what i was thinking...i can't summon these things at will, i've tried but they seem to appear to me only when i'm meditating on spiritual things...for the longest time i thought my paranormal experiences were UFO related because thats the only thing i could compare them to...however, i've had enough of these experiences to convince me something else is going on...a spiritual awakening of some kind on a deeply personal level...."it" revealed my lack of faith in God and is answering personal questions all of which are of a spiritual nature ...to help me become a better person...more loving and compassionate etc...is there anyone else out there having similar experiences?

spirituality....i started reading about native american spirituality when i was a teen. Then i started reading about Hinduism and Buddhism not too long after. I had the opportunity to merge those two with yoga 2 years ago. Introspection that is encouraged through Buddhism and spirituality, has taught me similar compassion and more loving to myself and others. I am not sure how i feel about related ufos and alien life and spirituality? i will think about it for a while and get back to you. for some reason i have never tried to mend the two.

the first couple of times i was being taught "guided meditation" (in which i had just before been working with myself) I believe i had an experience with Mara.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mara_(demon)#NotesI didnt know it was mara or (to my perception) until a little later. But I found myself feeling very sexual and seeing things i was afraid of (death, loss, anger) during times i should have been feeling at peace and relaxing my mind and body. I worked through and fought by repetition of bring myself to the now instead of past or future wants and desires.

I guess i would like to hear more about how u came on the idea of merging the two

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