Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Wednesday

Despite my backache, it has been a heavy, sad week. I am forever grateful and content of my life, but I cannot help to not feel sad of what's been going on around as well. I guess having been at home for days has forced me to watch TV and see myself what's happening in Indonesia, unlike other days where I just read news from Twitter and say "woah" or "sigh". What's your problem, Indonesia? Why the immorality? The closed-mind? The injustice? The easily-manipulated law? It's ironic how the Indonesian youth dream of a bright future, and we spend our days to learn, create and innovate for the betterment of this country. But on the other hand, it's not getting any better.

Then seeing my parents getting older somehow aches. I love them so much, and it hurts like anything to hear any medical diagnoses that means not okay, even when it's minor, even when it's curable. I am never ready to see my parents sad or get hurt. What keeps me going is my faith and my parents. Because of my parents, I am alive.

I am sorry, peeps. I've been crying a lot to Allah these days. I am scared. Group hug, please? :')

kak diana :)I just want to tell you. I am scared too. you are scared. Everyone is scared.Indonesia is not safe anymore. the law is money now. I don't have so much strange, brain, or else. but I have so much love love love for Indonesia.I know, someone above us WILL NOT hear our scream about 'where is the true justice?' but by you, by your blog I want to share something cause I know many people will read your blog.

hey people, do something right for our country. not because of money, but because of our love for our country.

thank you kak diana, for being so loveable. thank you because you're so proud to be Indonesian. thank you because you are introducing Indonesia to the world. thank you so much for your love to Batik. I know, everyone who read yor blog will feel the same way too.

Take care of your parents. I did a big mistake before and made my parents disappointed, especially my father. I regret it so much, but it's too late because my father has passed away. I have no chance to fix my mistake and apologize to my father, and it feels really painful. Now i give my life for my mom, I will do everything for her, I don't want to disappoint her again. You had just realized how much you love someone after he/she was not on your side anymore.

We're same, Diana. I really dont want imagine about the fact that my parents will die someday, too hard fact of life to face T_T .. I cannot guarantee my self if the day when it comes, I'm already ready for it or maybe never.