Friday, June 3, 2016

Refurbished

For the umpteenth time of demolishing and reconstructing this blog, I'm just not sorry. The thing is, I'm this ridiculous indecisive goon and always gonna remain as one. Old habit die hard. Born characteristic? Kekeke.

I ges I'll always be this fool who is driven around by passion and heart instead of brain but in its long run, that ain't gonna end well. Passion need constant fueling, and going full throttle in one go will only drought inspirations to nada yada. Tak sempat nak restock. It's time to settle down a bit. I'm 27 now, good lord! and I can no longer afford extended play time. Wuuu..

Kembali serious.

My final verdict from my break; I need this space to be personal again. I write my own story best (ain't we all?). And I have little to no interest of others' to write something enticing or mind breaking. I'm just not there yet. Or maybe it's just not for me?

I have tried satire. But it ain't feel right. Perhaps, I'm not loud enough to push one. Haha. I'll probably try again. Maybe with a different approach. Don't get me wrong. I like to read one! Hence, it only natural to make an attempt right?

While about dakwah... This one heavy subject. I personally think it's very dangerous to make opinion about something we are not very well informed of, lagi-lagi about agama. Let's be very careful with this one. It's not a taboo subject. Dakwah adalah dituntut. Tapi dengan ilmu. Bukan pakai akal.

So yeah.. this blog is back being a random blog of mine. I'll talk about anything like I used to (macam lah kau rajin post before ni, Yu). Perhaps, that gonna settle issues hal tak da idea.

I rant very well too. Haha. But I do intended it to be a little different this time. —I think I finally land a knack and owned a voice in my writing, sebab before ni my writing sounds more like an echoes of others' thoughts instead of my own. Lepas digi detox, I finally found my own.

Befriending few other steadfastcomic blogger, I learned a lot from them too. I always wonder how the hell people manage to pull off an entry every week when I can't even manage to write a decent paragraph. Blog Buasir Otak lagi otai, everyday ada update. <--Boss jangan cakap aku tak payung!

Rupanya to write a good post, kena prepare awal-awal materials dia. Key dia listen more and don't think too much of the ifs. Project our own opinion without trying to push others off their pedestal. We can always agree to disagree. After all, "Opinions are like asshole. Everybody got one and everyone thinks everyone else's stinks" —Simone Elkeles via Daygoon.

Let's reflect more on our self instead of trying to paint on others flaws and mistakes. It's not wrong to have opinions about stuff, but to be obstinately dogmatic and think ours is the ultimate fact? Sure, someone has to be right, but most of the time, we fight over the same idea seeing from different perspective. Ugh, don't even get me started on this. Above all , let's just respect each other wokeyy.(Duhh Yu.. ain't it obvious enough?)