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About me

I am a female-bodied person. As for my gender identity, it's not that straigtforward.I used to think I was a lesbian but that label does not fit me well. Although I share many characteristics with lesbians (apart from being excellent at sport stereotype), I can't identify as a woman who loves women. Because of 2 reasons1) I am not a woman, even though I pass as one. On the gender spectrum, I find myself on neither side, but definitely closer to the masculine side.2) I don't feel attracted to females only. In fact, I am attracted to people who are, like me, on the neither side of the gender spectrum. In general, I am repulsed by stereotypical masculinity and am very attracted to femininity in male-bodied people. However, I don't care much about the physical gender, what is more important to me is that a person's gender identity is (like mine) somewhere in between the spectrum. I must admit that I am more attracted to androgynous male-bodied people because I feel very vulnerable in my female body and I would feel more protected with male-bodied partner. I like the mixture of femininity and masculinity. But femininity alone is definitely what I am very attracted to.I am a transgender person. I identify as queer demiboy. An androgynou one.And this fact makes it all complicated. My dating pool is rather a tiny puddle in the road.My queerness makes me feel frustrated. Not for its own sake but because of the isolation and loneliness it puts me through. I'm in my 20s and I don't want to spend my youth alone and socializing only with people who don't understand who I am. I want to have a normal life, be happy, date people who are same as me, and, perhaps, fall in love. Thus, for selfish reasons, I want to make a change in this world. (So humble.)

I'm planning to translate my articles and make this blog billingual. So don't give up on me!