Even our fierce Karmic-dissonant motives to avoid Spiritual Intimacy appears on the down-low-effect, as we, Mortals reverse-define “Twin Flame” as if it could, ever mean sex-motives to find infinite partners-in-Mortal-crime so we will, never have to *wet-women-won’t-wisten* Love Listen well enough to want to forgive the Illusion of Mortal-sex altogether. This means that we, Mortals use the Wheel of Karma Twin Flame idea as, just another way to avoid absolute unborn infinite creative “Kind” intelligent Karmic-acuity, so we, never seem to repent what Physical- switchback-roles do to sexually-harm each-Illusory other.

I realize that this all makes a lot of Spiritual Ascension Sovereign common sense, but right now I am as helpless as a Pop Corn Kitten up a tree, from seeing through many soulless lifetimes just so I, never had to cognitive dissonance Karmic~forgive-acuity Immortal~Love-Listen Spiritual~Oneness animate~intimacy-believe. This means whether I was a male, or I was a female appearing switchback feet-to-the-fire Karma as a female now, or a male now, imagining the perfect sex-partner certainly seems the divisive-engine that keeps the wheel of Twin Flame Love-inverse spinning round, and round this 911 Earth Police for the Satanic-elite Cannibal-soul Blackmail=Burnout.

It’s *hard for men to wet wisten* well too, so it doesn’t make any difference who is who, both Karmic Illusions of Gender appear to use sex-motives as the best way to avoid Immortal Love Listening the best Patsy-blame Illusory-time deaf, and blind gender-light-bender Twin Flame role-reversal Love-lorn runaway Lost-soul Karmic-getaway. Imagine a whole Prison 911-Mother Planet, still using sex to avoid Immortal Love Listening Soul ONENESS Spiritual Intimacy, and benevolent Galactics, we ‘are’ the ‘Two potata more” deep-fat-fried quarantined Mortal-motive by-the-numbers Quantified-problem!

Now imagine how Spiritual Ascension from any sex-motive is a physical-motive to gender-motive our dumbed-down DNA corrupted selves, right out of any chance to ‘compassionate gratitude’ each other, as long as we ISIS Mother mercenary Immortal Love hate each other in Parent/Child Triangulation Karmic=Vatican Blackmail=Burnout child-sacrifice Mother-food-breeder Cannibal=Demon 911 Satanic mind-control? I think I am, just beginning to allay my sex-slave anguish, and beginning to stop blaming my Mother-mirror, or my ex-father-mirror for avoiding *wet women won’t wisten~~hard men won’t wisten* to Mortal=Avoid impossible-seeming Immortal Love Listening Soul ONENESS Spiritual Intimacy.

Thank you Holy Spirit for experiencing forgiveness miracles working through, and for me to enlighten enough ‘compassionate gratitudue~us’, so I can let in a little more Love, than I can ever have imagined, before redefining intimacy, as fast as we can redefine Karmic-feet-to-soul-fire rendering we, Mortals, still sex-Clarion call Twin Flame increasing low-down wheel-of-Karma dark-speed gender-light bender shadow-soulless mirror-anomalies. Even though this may seem like an X-rated notion to sex-initiated Mortals, it’s really a much-needed G-rated Thank~you~Love intimate~relief for our lost Parent/Child Triangulated bastard children.

Thank you for Immortal Love Listening Soul ONENESS Spiritual Intimacy
Especially now I Love~realize how gender-hard it is to wet Mortal*wisten*

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Introduction:

I “Love” to Admit it 11/22/16

I “Love" to admit it, but I have been captivated by the constant Blackmail battering of this Child-sacrificing malevolent World, so that I ‘want’ to surrender to Holy Spirit, by turning within, as a new humble priority. Sex-slavery robbed me of my soul, as a child, yet once I realized everything difficult, that happens enhances my devotion to turn even, more within ONENESS Spirit Conscience forgiveness nurturing, instead.

I fought like Hell to work, very hard for Money to, barely survive, but after a few years of meditation, and forgiveness prayers to Holy Spirit, to do the difficult forgiveness of others, as myself, more money came to me from Spirit, right through other benevolent Sources, than I ever, even knew about, before surrender. I “Love” to admit that Money doesn’t come from hard work, or social-norm Blackmail, but comes from Source, just like everything else, we need to ‘thrive’, instead of, ‘barely survive’ in addiction to this Child-sacrificing malevolent World.

After losing connection to my, own Conscience, I have become a kinder feeling empath, and a constant seeming mistaken threat to others suffering, just like me, before I sat down, closed my eyes, and meditated my suffering ass off. Like kindness comes from within Spirit devotion, so too, does being able to feel again, without letting those ephemeral duties control my reactive behaviors any more. Money, kindness, and feelings come from turning within, to ask for help to forgive all my captors that, still suffer much tortuous regret for forcing me, to do things out of fear, that no Child would, ordinarily want to do.

After annihilation traumas of the lower fourth dimensional ‘murky unkind’, everything outside triggered my reaction to live in the past swamp, ‘as if’, so, as I became more addicted to the outside Illusion of, more fear piled up onto, more traumas, I “Love” to admit that, with a gift of desperation, I became a, very willing candidate to surrender to something else, besides this unholy smelling foul-World of sulfur-predator crap. Now I see, all suffering evidence, as a gift from ONENESS to have compassion, and Mercy for, all who, still haven’t turned within to receive Money out of nowhere, and become a kinder feeling person, instead.

I am more sensitive to Blackmail than I have, ever realized, and even that’s a gift now, because I used to blame myself, ‘as if’, all evil was my fault, but NOTHING can, ever be further from the Truth. I was a beautiful innocent Child, and I, still am, inside, no matter what I used to think, and no matter what constant Blackmail, still wants to make me feel that lost-soul way. Blackmail is a constant battering here in Karmic Hologram miming-mirror Earth Paradigm, and who knew; before I turned within, where enlightening compassion makes me feel like a ‘kind kid’ with pocket treasures full of Sparkling Golden innocent-kaleidoscope perceptions again?

When I surrendered to Holy Spirit, Money was the furthest thing from my new mind of Delight, and I, certainly was convinced, that I would, never become a kinder feeling empath, ever again. Getting old had become a ‘given’, but turning within has made, even gettin-gold a ‘variable’ out of my getting younger now, every time Holy Spirit welcomes me inside, where eternal youth commands, all kinder feeling empathic Mountain Top kindergarteners.

Money, Holy Spirit, my soul, kinder feeling empath, forgiveness, my Conscience, compassion, Mercy, my Inner Child Spirit, eternal youth, the willingness to face outside Blackmail with a new motive to serve, with the, very “Love” that I have to admit, all these Wonderful gifts from within nurturing, that replaces any more outside need for what, best can be defined as needy-ransom soul-selling Blackmail=Burnout.