This can't last. This misery can't last. I must remember that and try to control myself. Nothing lasts really. Neither happiness nor despair. Not even life lasts very long. There'll come a time in the future when I shan't mind about this anymore, when I can look back and say quite peacefully and cheerfully how silly I was. No, no, I don't want that time to come ever. I want to remember every minute, always, always to the end of my days.

I'm going on may, 27th just like I did last year. I would like to go several days but I have to travel more than 300 kms. I will take some pictures with my new camera (Canon EOS 40D) and I will post some of them in the pictures thread.