Ive been bullied at school for 12 nearly 13 years

Ive been bullied at school for 12 nearly 13 years now and the school cant stop it. my life has been so s--- since then and i feel as though it is not worth living. My Grandfather passed away last week and my other grandfather a few years ago and frankly i hate my life. Some examples of what has happened to me bullying wise are:
- ive been pushed under a bus
- had a dog set on me by a kid at my school which nearly killed me
- ive been mobbed and had the living day lights beaten out of me
- ive been beaten up outside and around my house many times
- verbal and physical abuse
- internet and texts which are very abusive

i hate my life and have nothing to look forward to in it.

if i dont find help soon i am afraid i might kill myself even though i dont want to die...

Is it posible to go to the police woith these roblems? I have no idea how old you are, or where you live, but here, normally the school would report such abuse to the police if they feel they cannot control it. No one should have to deal with that, no one at all... I had similar things happen in 3rd and 4th grade, but the school dealt with them. I hope that helps a little bit..

I am very sorry to hear of the loss of your grandfather. *huggles* take extra time out for yourself in the next few weeks. Remember, he would have wanted you to be happy, always remember the good times you had with him.

Damn son. Are you a good runner? Try finding tough friends and always walk or stand with them. Start lifting weights. It's only three years man then they will grow up and be abusive husbands and drug addicts and you'll be chilling in your English cottage sippin on tea.

Sorry to hear you get bullied. I agree with what box of chocolates said, one day these people will be complete nobodies. The best way to fight back against bullies is them fuck you up. Be somebody. Find something you're good at, find something you enjoy, find a partner, when you have found these things, you will find happiness.

It does not sound like you have in-born depression, it seems like you have become depressed due to the actions of others, which is actually a good thing, it means you can get rid of it, as long as you take conscious steps to making your life better.

Has it been the same bullies throughout the years? Why do they do it? How old are you?

chrs caroline ive been to the police many times and frankly they cant stop it either

thanks again..

seb

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The Police are bullies themselves. I hardly find apolice who have values & courteous. They also in position that gave them as if they are righteous in every thing they say & do.

Most don't gave a damn, paychecks is the only reason they are there.
Would the police when children are in the bus,bathroom & shit? If the abusers is in your home ,would the police be there. Empower our children.