Tuesday, 25 May 2010

Is there a reason why we do this?is there some...some...thing some object that we desire?is there someone that we need to impress? someone that we need to prove something to?

I do not know

All I know is that there is something, in my heart and in my mind that wills me, that pushes me, even when I cannot breathe, when I cannot see, when the sweat runs down my forehead and into my eyes and my hands burn like fire.All I know is that there is something, and that thing, that feeling, will never leave me as long as I live and as long as I remember.

Thursday, 13 May 2010

If we could change anything, there would be so much.We would take back so many things, we would do things differently, we would take those leaps of faith, we should have trusted our instinct, we should have listned.

But we wouldn't change anything.

The choices we made, all of the mistakes, all of the failures, the arguments, the disappointments, have made us who we are.They make us who we will become.They make us better people.And though we may feel small, worthless, unloved...we know, somewhere, someone is looking for us. When we make biggest mistake of our lives, it may turn out to be the best mistake. The mistake that leads us into their arms. That blunder that changes everything.We may not realise it at the time, but that fatal error will be the best thing we could ever do.

Don't lose hope, I am here for you, I am behind you.Keep walking, keep fighting, and one day you will make that step that changes everything.

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

Do we dream of what we want, what we aspire for, or what will never happen?Do we hope for our own luck, even at the misfortune of others?Do we want what is right for ourselves, or for what will never work?Do we set ourselves up for disappointment, just so we can feel that glimmer of hope, grasp for that desire, but end up watching it vanish....torn from us?Is happiness just an ideal....can it ever be achieved?I let the music carry me...to a better place, to that place where I am happy, where I am free of troubles, where the world is as it should be.But the music must end at some point.Why now?