Friday, April 29, 2011

Ok so it has been a week and it the day of finals! I took my micro economics final and got a 71 so I got a 76 in the class its alright I suppose I should of studied but I really didn't. I have been running finances for next year trying to find the best and most cheapest way to live. Which is what I do no matter what since I am a cheap ass person. Anyways calc final is today guys and girls and to pass the class I need a 78 or 29 out of the 37 questions right. I got pretty drunk the night of the 28th and am still kind of drunk now. I took an adderal at about 5 am as well so I am super hyper and still buzzing with my bio final coming up in less than an hour. I can pass that blind folded after I am done however i'll have limited time to study before my Calc test which is all that matters anymore. So everyone no matter what happens I love you all, I love life and I love college this is me throwing my cards on the table and letting fate deal it's hand to me. If I have to retake calc I have realized it is not the end of the world just maybe the end of a decent GPA but screw that crap I am going to law school what matters more is my LSAT scores and not my piddley ass GPA as always my drunken ass will leave you with a picture thank you everyone for all your support and mom I am sorry I couldn't be a more diligent son.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Ok maybe slightly exaggerated I was up 41 hours (9am Tuesday to 2am Thursday) Then sadly my favorite girl left and then alone could not stay awake on my own and passed out. Here is the interesting part I was so tired but my mind did not want me to sleep so I would wake up like every 30 minutes. Now you are probably like thats not weird people wake up on accident all the time when trying to go to sleep originally. But, before I get into the interesting part first have to teach you some science based in psychology. When we sleep there are 5 stages the first four are all just for our body to make sure we are sleep pretty much. However the fifth one is called REM (rapid eye movement) sleep, it is essential sleep for our cognitive processing ability. You dream during REM sleep as well and for insomniacs and me(college students), if you only get a few hours of sleep a day you go straight into REM when you do. Cool part, since I dove straight into REM I woke up at the end of the 30 minute cycle but was still in my dream. I shot up off my pillow, I glanced around my TV, laptop stereo equipment everything was gone the desks were still there same with my chair. I fear I have been robbed so I hop out of bed to go look around the rest of the dorm and maybe check on my roommates...maybe. So I open the door to the hall way and am accosted with light. Blink for a second and turn around and my room is fine still messy and all my stuff is still there. This happened again except this time I woke up in like mental hospital bed and the walls were white but spongy looking I calmed down after a second sat fully up and prepared to get off my bed but it was almost like my brain could not keep the image since I stepped on a 48 pack box of Dr. Pepper that I had on the ground next to my bed. The second I stepped off onto the box using it to help me down the whole room morphed and next I look up it was my dorm room but weird stuff laying around that I didn't own. I turn to leave out the door again get blasted by the hall light and both times it was like when my eyes hit the light I was back in my body, because during both times it was like watching a movie and my commands sending to my brains were delayed. Well figured I would write all this down before I lost it. I have talked with other people about sleep tripping but most people never seem to get the effects I do. Anyways picture time!
(right click picture, save as and just look at it with picture viewer. It's just about lucid dreaming and how to achieve it)

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Another late night and another night planned for lots of studying but actually meager returns. I have been getting nervous as you all know for finals but that fear is ebbing away and being replaced by the up coming summer. This summer I will be working while taking a class and on top of that I have to start studying for my LSAT's. Also as a side project I am going to start learning C++ and Pearl and hopefully build a kickass computer next year as a side project as well as write the OS for it (I am thinking linux based). Anyways I will get into more details over the summer as to what is happening with that. Have a presentation at 8am today so in 2 hours as well as a calculus test 4 hours after that class that I need a decent grade in to have some more wiggle room in the final. To bad it is a 8 question multiple choice so if I miss one on this quiz it is already a B. Seriously this professor is on crack to give 8-10 question MULTIPLE choice quizzes in a calculus class. Well before I bore you remember to give me clicks and keep reading! :D

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Been so busy as finals week approaches have to finally stop procrastinating and start to kind of do work. As far as life goes mines going decently. Not looking forward to summer I will be working at least 32 hours a week while taking a summer class and studying for the LSAT's. So far I do not see me getting much rest since the rest of my time will probably be split between parties and sleep. Well been up for 24 hours on the dot as i write this and have class in 2 hours so I am going to wrap this up and get moving. As always I leave with a picture.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Now I understand what role socially clubbing has and how it is a way for women to show off attributes and suck in attention and also a way for men to spread there seed. Really I compare clubs to a 21 century equivalence to the old Roman orgy parties. The comparisons are easy to see in the Roman parties they had ritualistic dance; plants and drink that impaired your senses and music. Clubs today are pretty much the same thing except our generation can't remember more than few step so thus the grinding. However, I feel like clubs are just degrading in our society. I just do not see the appeal of it, why would you want to go and compete for girls buy filling them up on liquor and playing who has the biggest wallet. So why does our society insist on pouring our time and money into something that is so trivial we might as well go out get a hooker it will save us a night and around 100 bucks.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Found out Tuesday night (4/5) that I had a speech to present in 4 hours (4/7). It is just a six minute persuasive speech. I just chose a controversial essay I wrote last year shortened it and made a power point to go along with it. Now here I am 4 hours before class and I am trying to memorize 800 words but not so memorized that I sound like a robot. This is the easy part, see I had to sleep from 1pm to 8pm so had to miss my Calculus class now this would not matter if it weren't for the fact I have two assignments due and will have to teach myself from the book. I figure that will be done right about noon today. The sadder news is that I have like a D in the class and have a quiz the very next day after this so once I am done learning what I missed ill have about 24 hours to try and learn 5 chapters. Lets just say college is more trouble then it is worth sometimes. Anyways now that I have bored you with my problems I will like always leave you with a picture. Wish me luck on the quiz lol.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Before I head to bed after being up for something like 18 hours I figure I would share some more of what I am about in order to establish more of a opening for this blog. I am a collegian trying to manage to get to Law school before acquiring so much debt that I am crushed under it. As far as personal philosophies go mine is simple people will trespass on you and offend you constantly but if everyone tries to be better than them like some messed up contest we might eventually try to one up everyone we see and manners and common decency may one day return to a society that feels you must be as rude as possible as not to look weak. As I will always try to do I'll leave you with a picture.