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She's confident
She stands tall
In the midst of circumtances she never falls
She's a warrior
My majestic Queen
When the odds are stacked against her watch her do her thing
She lifts me up
She holds me down
The only one that's by my side when no one elses around
She proves she Loves me when nobody else seems to care
She keeps it real, calms my fears when this life aint fair
She's extraordinary sensitive and sensual...

In a dream, I asked God to gvie me a better understanding of Him, which I believe is a better understanding of Love. He said I had alot to learn, but was pleased with me because I desired to know Love better. He told me in the past, I talked of Love as if I knew it intimately, but rarely did I show or apply what I thought I was taught. He told me Love should not only be sought but practiced. He then reminded me that Love was more than action. he then flashed times in my mind I did things in the...

They dont seem to realize Im willing to do whatever it takes for me to gain my freedom. I will be better despite their futile attempts to deter me from finding my path. They believe they have power and dominion over my thoughts, my circumstances and my beliefs. I will show them resilence, persistance and faith is real power. They believe strength is in their numbers, but I know real strength is a matter of the heart and I have more of that than all of them. It's my ability to see the world differently...

My thoughts are loud and clangy in the confines of my head/ I hear the voices everywhere its this shit that I dread/ My sanity is questionable/ Im too close to the edge/ I smoke the weed to calm my nerves it slows me up instead/ And on the medication I feel like such a putz/ Destroying something beautiful keeps reality in touch/ I wear a facade of happiness but lost inside despair/ impulsively made decisions rationality is rare.

Tho I acted the worst/ you kno im better than him/ If you stay true with yourself/ Im better than all of them/
I wasnt being a man/ I wasnt acting mature/ turned a blind eye to the pain/ that you had to endure/
But if you give me your hand/ and choose to follow my lead/ I swear I'll open my eyes/ and see the things that you see/
Walk together in Love/ and to the world we'll declare/Now we're on one accord/ Oh yes we're taking it there