By: Angelique S. Anderson

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When the world crashes around

Is it normal to feel such varying degrees of happiness? Followed by long bouts of deepening depression?

Is it normal to feel like I am doing anything and everything in my power to be kind and supportive of others, yet in my life… I feel completely and utterly alone? Not that I am, I have the most awesome and supportive friends on the planet.

How can it be possible to feel so down, so dark that I am almost positive I will not rise up from this place again?

If I was a phoenix ready to rise from the ashes, it is no doubt I would be one that would hang around in the black balmy soot. Awaiting help from anyone willing to rescue me.

A sort of darkness has closed in on me and I feel like I can’t shake it off. Like I will be stuck here for a long time. I need help. I need grace. I need patience.

Mostly I need someone who understands…

My sales are down and with it, my self-esteem. We are stuck in the his house, which makes me feel like a caged animal.

I am tired, beat down, weary and overwhelmed. Just when I think I can’t take it anymore, I do. When is enough, enough?

Angelique Anderson was born and raised in Kalispell, Montana where she discovered a passion for writing at an early age. In a home with abuse and alcoholism and a mentally ill father, writing poetry and short stories helped her to escape reality which she carried into adulthood. She wrote her first book in 2012 and since then she has written a Christian fantasy trilogy for young adults, titled The Redemption Series, her life story entitled Little Lost Girl: The complete series, as well as a science fiction novel, Eden's Serum and she won a Reader's Favorite award for Little Lost Girl. Angelique currently home schools four little girls, has a love for comic-cons and cosplay, and writes full-time from home.
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