I just didn't understand

Ever since i was a kid i never was one to be messed with. If i had "friends" who would pick on me i never kept quiet, i would stand up for myself. In middle schooli became friends with these girls who i thought were fun, and the best friends i could ever have. It wasn't until high school did i realise i was the bully in middle school. My friends would pick on this guy who was quiet and sat by himself. It was stuid it really was, i would sit there and laugh and just watch them. In my eyes its worse to be the kid who sits and watches and doesn't say anything. I hate myself for not saying or doing anything to stop it, i honestly do. When i realised what i had done, i felt really bad for a while and didn't do anything. I realised feeling bad wasn't going to change what i had done or how i didn't act. My junior year of highschool i became friends with this guy, talked to him when i saw him and just became friends with him. The worst part? I haven't apologized yet. After watching this i now know i have to just say im sorry, even if it happened 3/4 years ago, even if sorry wont change what i did. Even tho sorry wont make me feel better, or change how he felt, i think it needs to be said. Bullying is something i will NEVER stand for and i will not just sit there and let it happen anymore. ITS NOT COOL. ITS NOT FUNNY. AND ITS NOT JUST WHAT KIDS DO. it needs to be treated just as seriousl as any other form of abuse, no one deserves to be constantly tormented. I WILL ALWAYS STAND UP FOR THE SILENT.

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