絶望愛ちゃん

Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Oh hey, my last post was in 2016, huh? It looks like this blog has been abandoned for so long! LOL It looks like I need to clean up this blog too.

Anyway, I thought about it... aside from my dad, my brothers are no longer active in blogging. This is a sign that I can start writing some random things, right?

Last year, I finally finished writing the fanfiction I've been working on since 2012!!! I thought about starting another one. I have a few drafts ready. But then, decided against it.

I wanted to write an original. It feels like I will have a lot more freedom since I didn't have to follow the character too much. But it's also scary. Because I'm writing on original characters, I didn't know them well. It might be hard to write about them later on.

I am actually working on a few stories right now. In this one story, the lead kept changing her characteristic, it drove me insane. LOL I might have to get away from that one for a while.

I'm thinking of posting my work on webnovel just to see what people outside my fandom thinks about my writing. Also, I wanted to know what is it about webnovel. It looks hard, but I'll do my best?!

Thursday, April 7, 2016

I'm working on something new and something original. Although, the story might be based on my fanfiction, Love Song. It's going to be a romance/suspense story.

But it seems that I didn't get to write as much as I wanted to. There's just too much distraction. But still... I am making progress. At least, I'm 10% into my writing project. I should be proud of myself, right?

I've deleted a few post on idol stuff from this blog. I think I'm going to make this blog into my writing blog, or something like that.

Friday, January 1, 2016

I can't believe that I didn't write a single post for this blog last year. Haha...

When I first start this blog (deleting randomness XD and opening up 絶望愛ちゃん, I was planning to write more about myself. But in the end, I didn't. I think, I posted a lot on my obsession with J-idols. I think, writing about myself, and letting others know me more is a bit scary. Even to my family. Hmm..

I think I'm a bit weird. My friends seem to grow out from J-pop scenes, and none of them were into the fandoms I'm in.

Seriously...

This year, I have to hear a friend explaining to another friend that Star Wars is a bit like Twilight. I mean... WHAT??? Twilight?

I like Japanese idols, I'm into

And it is kinda scary that I'm still listening to Japanese idols, considering my age. Should I be listening to more mature song?

Also... I didn't really want the people I know in rl to know that I write stuff.. fanfiction stuff.

Friday, February 7, 2014

So... Here's the same old excuse for not writing/posting anything on this blog: busyness (and laziness?) I can’t believe I’ve been abandoning my fanfiction for almost 6 months. And I’ve got a few more book reviews to write and post on my blog.

According to my last entry in September 24, 2013, I have been busy babysitting my niece that I haven’t had time to write. And then, in October, I was getting busier with transcribing work, cupcakes baking and babysitting. I think I am almost gone crazy when I didn’t get enough sleep and all that. But looking back, it was fun.

Recently I’ve been posting a new chapter for WWF, a CCS fanfiction. It was hard to write again after abandoning writing for so long. I need to start writing again. Even when there’s no one reading whatever it is that I write. Ha-ha..

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

It has been months since I last posted
anything on this blog. In fact, I wasn’t active in updating my food and book blog
either. I’d like to think that I’m a busy person, although a lot of family and
friends would have to disagree…

Anyway, I have been busy babysitting for my
niece recently. Who would know that it can be quite time consuming? I haven’t been
active writing or reading. This is of course, just an excuse.

When I first started zetsubouaichan, I wanted
to write something (various random things) every day so that people will get to
know me. But I’m a reserved person. It was quite hard for me to let others to
get to me better. Haha…

Ah… I really should start writing again.
But there is just too much temptation! DX

Monday, February 11, 2013

I went to an interview recently for a job as a lecturer. A culinary lecturer.

So I sat there in the waiting room, waiting for my turn to be interviewed and started to freak out about everything. I never really wanted to be a lecturer, you see. I'm not really good with teaching. I don't think I have the patience to teach. I could get mad whenever someone ask me anything. Haha...

In the end, I told my interviewers that I can teach even though my head was screaming 'what are you trying to do? You can't teach! Or lecture!' or something like it. My interviewers asked me to come again to demonstrate my skills to cut chicken and fillet some fish. I panicked. I must admit that I'm not really good with filleting or cutting chicken. But I told my interviewers that I will come again for that demonstration. I thought I could train for a couple of days for that demonstration.

I was quite glad actually when they didn't call me again for the demonstration (they did said that I'm a bit too young to teach someone about my age). Because I didn't practice at all. And I never really wanted to be a lecturer. It was fun to go in an interview once in a while though...