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Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Today is my first day before the last day of high school ever and I must say I feel ready to leave, not that my years at Melvindale weren't nice I enjoyed high school it's just that I always knew I would leave. I was always aware that this moment in my life is strictly going to last 4 years and that's it, and that it would all end just like middle school did and elementary school.I'm not entirely sad about the situation I mean honestly if I'm true friends with the people I say I am, then I won't lose touch, I need this change of scenery and to be surrounded by others and with that said I shall post today's OOTD and get to studying for the rest of my final exams smooches! *By the way I'm considering a move to Hawaii my 2nd year of college simply a consideration*

Saturday, May 26, 2012

I just got done with my senior pictures they came out quite well, and I'm a bit more excited about the idea of commercial modeling now. Today was relaxing now I must spend the rest of my mini break studying for finals.

Friday, May 25, 2012

So recently I've bought a few sun dresses, if the heat stays the way it has been lately I might have to invest in a few more. I'd like to give big thanks to my grandmother for making it rain lately, and buying these lovely dresses!

Can't remember the band for this dress

Route 66 dress

Bongo Dress

Apostrophe dress from Sears

All the shopping took a bit of the edge off of me, especially with these upcoming exams of mine.

I have been getting prepared for my last finals of high school and that's why I've lagged on posts so dreadfully this week. All this preparation and stress is going to be the death of me, but I've got to try to not allow it to ruin me that's all I can do is try. In other news I received my review from my interview I did great, the only problem was that I used to paper folder pockets in my portfolio instead of using the plastic slip covers that was the only issue can you believe it ?!

Monday, May 21, 2012

The blue stripes of this dress kept reminded me of how wonderful being in a nice clear pool would be today. Today it is currently in the high 80s in good ole Michigan and drops to a nice 75 tomorrow. I have an interview with some United Way members no one told us what their specific jobs were though.The interview is a very formal interview, a no open toed shoes, nylons required I'm basically going to sweat to death interview tomorrow.I keep trying to maintain optimism but I can't. The interview is a mandatory experience apparently for my high school career and it must be done so regardless if I'm happy about it, it must be done. I must keep my eye on the prize regardless to do well on my finals and graduate that's what I've been working towards ever since I arrived in high school leaving.

The reception I've gotten once I have acquired this new weave is well a little disheartening. When I wear my hair natural it's simply that, natural, it's the original, untainted image of my hair but the moment I wear weave, suddenly I've been noticed and actually looked at by the male population O.o. The weave isn't staying in, I'll keep it until after graduation and then who knows what. Does this mean that if I wanted for guys to notice me and be attracted to me I would have to keep a weave in my hair??? Thank God for my awesome confidence, and self esteem because the message I'm being sent right now would completely mess with someone of a weaker mind and weaker confidence in his or her self.
The moral of the story is I know what I look like, I love what I look like regardless of a weave, natural hair, straight hair, or whatever I decide to decorate my head with. I own the fact that I have the choice and decision to do as I please with myself, and my time but if you never talked to me before I changed my hair don't think I'll give you the time of day after. I actually enjoy my weave it's a great protective style didn't take long, and I don't have to worry about twisting and doing this and that to my hair before I go to bed, it's a time saver. As far as my looks, I feel like I was just as attractive with my hair natural as with the weave and anyone who thinks otherwise needs to keep their opinion to themselves because they do not matter, my opinion matters because I am me and whatever I decide to do with my hair is my business.

Friday, May 18, 2012

I tried giving blood beforehand and was heart broken that my blood was too low, and then I tried again and actually passed! : ) Giving blood was one of the goals in my vision book I'm so happy I'd definitely do it again every little bit helps, this post is coming out a bit late due to the fact that I think I'm superwoman and that after giving a pint of blood I'm still invincible. I was running about after giving blood because I'm superwoman, but then kind of collapsed so I've been on and off resting all today.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

Success has been found with my portfolio everything has been printed and placed properly you guys don't know the weight that has been lifted from my shoulders. My portfolio the collection of who I am in brief lists, cover letters and resumes it has been completed and honestly it wasn't that hard. I'm flying high off of this achievement my senior year really is beginning to wrap up well. I'm kind of nervous and excited for college when I was younger I was paralyzed by the very idea of going to college but now it doesn't scare as much there's more butterflies in my stomach than daggers in my heart this time I around I can only hope I'm ready.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Prom was amazing! I danced so much and had so much fun, and not to toot my own horn but I looked darn good! Everyone looked gorgeous and we all had so much fun sigh it sounds corny but I honestly do wanna relive that night.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

I'm a flipping Ebay addict it's true.*Moment of silence for my paypal* I purchased a pair of Lolita black heart sunglasses I'm currently falling in love with and an ear cuff that is quickly becoming my favorite accessory.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

I, Dinesha Renee Johnson am a comic book geek and I am proud to say it! I cannot wait to see the Avengers, will I be decked out in fan gear uh...most definitely why wouldn't I when you can look this good?

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Scholarships, scholarships,scholarships, it's been the only thing on my mind currently. I would love it if you guys would help me out about a video I did that promotes the importance of student tuition and why it's necessary to support the future scholars of our world you can vote for me here : )

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