And so we feel jealous
toward those people, feel discontent about ourselves, feel sorry for being born
as ourselves, thinking we can only be happy when we can have what other people
have or be like them.

Well, maybe because
each of us always put our best side to the world and hide the nasty one inside
or if we have self confident issues, it makes everything in people look more ‘wow’ than the ones we have in
ourselves.

I took my leave on
Monday, August 18th. I didn’t go traveling as what I usually do
whenever I take a leave. I chose to spend a night at my friend’s house because
her children, especially the oldest, have longed to have me staying at their
house.

But my eyes looked
at the people around me and they looked so ‘wow’ that for some time I thought the
only way to be happy and to become a complete human can only be reached after
get married and have children.

It goes the same if you
have a child or children, it is your decision, your choice and your wishes.
Maybe it is also your destiny. Then it is a good thing for you. But it doesn’t
work the same on others.

When I, in my 40s,
wish to one day be able to quit my job and go as an adventurer backpacker
traveling from one city to another city, from one country to another country..
then it is a good thing for me and not for you.

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Who is Keke?

I am a person whose life is full of surprises. Have a degree in banking management but after spending about 11 years moving from one office job to another, I ended up teaching in kindergarten from 2005 to 2011. Due to some reason I had to resign from that kindergarten as I have got myself.. yep, another office job. Something that I never thought I would do again for a living. Writing in this blog continues though. I just want you to know what is this former kindergarten teacher does & thinks after she resigned from her teaching post. I like my present job but I know I am a teacher. One day I will teach in school again.