to write yourself into existence

Is it possible to write/right yourself back into existence sprouting the wings of abyss knowing that once upon a time you died and saw nothingness from your shoulder blades not knowing that you are the abyss looking into your own reflection at a young age of everything so dramatically the wind pushes you into your infinite gaze into a pond swimming in a calm lake nearly drowning in the unforgiving ocean you create…. to the stars you gaze everything aligns from that droplet In waves your the drop of rain on a sunny day …these are your waves