Wednesday, 15 October 2014

Kids and Painting

oil on canvas, 140 x 70cms, 2014

It’s been a long and tiring couple of
months. I don’t think I have quite recovered physically or mentally from the
school summer holidays and the looking after of my two children daily,
especially my six year old boy, as I too am on holiday from my lecturing job at
this time. From seven in the morning to
seven at night I would be continually on the go in parks, zoos, skate ramps,
museums and of course at home in the garden, before eventually throwing them in
bed, opening a beer and collapsing on the settee after another day’s action.
Some children are great at amusing themselves, and my youngest seems happy to
do so but not so my son who needs more support with this. And then back to work
at college, which I’m glad to say I have slimmed down to three days this year,
taking an extra day off to look after my daughter. We were straight into an
Ofsted inspection at the start of term, which is always the most stressful time
as you get used to new groups and crank up the engines for another year. Only
thing is, as you can probably tell I think my engine has been running
constantly without much of a break and is in need of a service. Please don’t get me wrong though, I love the
time with the kids and consider myself incredibly lucky to be able to have some
good quality time with them. We have all
had lots of fun this summer, as well as the usual ups and downs of parenting.
It’s just really tiring is all I’m saying…! I don’t think I’m unique to any
other parent.

It has to be said though, that the crazy
days out with the kids, has really helped me focus my energies in the studio,
where I found myself most evenings, relishing the quiet time to myself. In this time I’ve found myself working on
three new paintings, working more piecemeal, on different parts of a particular
painting each time. Admittedly, two of them were nearly completed in single
sessions, but then subsequently slowly worked on, a process I have found very
satisfying.

This first painting (top) seems to signal
the beginning of a break with all the black that has dominated all my recent
paintings, and was painted in a much more relaxed way over several weeks. It
began with the pink sky over a red ground covering a previously failed
painting, and went from there. Although I had a plan for it with a drawing, when
I started adding the colour more unexpected things seemed to emerge with the
artificial lighting in the scene (it is a transport depot, still at night, and
the red rectangle is the back of a lorry cab) suggesting a mood to follow, and
I enjoyed trying out different things with the paint application and the
different brushes used. It’s really
rough in parts with some things pretty undefined, but having a ‘rightness’ in
my mind that I didn’t want to interfere with. I like it.

oil on canvas, 150 x 90cms, 2014

This second painting is bigger at five feet tall
and is a different version of a painting I attempted a few months ago and
shared on the blog. I believe this is a much better realization of what I had
in mind, after making some further drawings, which suggested simplifying things
and adding more space to the top of the composition.

pastel on paper, 25 x 17cms approx

As well as being a noticeably bolder with
the purple motorway column! After an initial long session on this one, I was
unsure how to resolve the difficult middle of the painting with the railings
overlapping the lorry (yes, these are two lorry cabs again at the same
transport depot). Eventually I was inspired to keep things more abstract after
chancing across some images on the net of Ad Reinhart’s early abstract
paintings, which contain lots of overlapping shapes and forms. I think this abstraction creates a sense of
dislocation in the image that I’m pleased with. My friend, artist Andrew Smith
said that both paintings had a sci-fi feel too, with some of the details in the
lamps and other forms, which I had also recognized, although this is
accidental. It’s a happy accident though, as I’ve also been continuing to talk
with artist Sian Stammers about developing the ‘By The Way’ project with a
focus on the canals that link the West and East Midlands. In a proposal we have
been working on, Sian discussed the idea of a return to the use of canals in a
future ‘post-oil’ world, where motorways may lay desolate and empty. It planted
a seed of thinking about these images of lorry cabs, of which I’ve now done
three, where there is a sense of them being abandoned by the edge of these
canals underneath the motorway, in a wider context or meaning such as this
world envisaged by Sian. Andy also
thought I should work more on the railings in this one. I think he’s right. He
usually is.

'Shoulder To Shoulder', oil on canvas, 90 x 150cms, 2014

This final large painting has a slightly
otherworldly quality too, but largely in the ‘reflected’ composition and the
sense that the whole image is floating and mobile. It’s an image of a
mountain-like collection of wooden palettes in a factory alongside the canal
bank. I like the strangeness of the image, and the repetitive pattern made by
the structure. I had imagined making something more expressive with this one,
but it wasn’t where it wanted to seem to go, so it has ended up like this
instead. I had thought it completed, but having since looked at the
building-like structures in artist Viera De Silva’s paintings, I think I’m
going to work on it further and try and be bolder with pushing the abstraction
of the pattern. We'll see...

oil on canvas, 100 x 120cms, 2014

I’ve also been continually playing about
with this painting too, which I’ve now flipped from a portrait to a landscape
format and again, simplified things. This is the starkest, and certainly most
abstract, thing I’ve done, and when I took it to this stage I didn’t think for
a minute that it was finished. But since then I’ve been living with it around
and I’m not so sure. I’m like it as it is just now, but things change. I
certainly have no more ideas for it at the moment…As I reflect in this blog I
can see how I’ve been doing a lot of experimenting of different kinds in the
last few months, and with these recent paintings I feel like I’m beginning to
push things on a bit more successfully and with a renewed sense of purpose. It’s
hard though isn’t it? Creating stuff.

pastel on paper, 25 x 17cms approx

There seem to be a few key words to this
blog: abstraction; simplification, experimentation, now that I’ve completed it,
which reminds me of my how I talk to my students this last year in summing up
our lessons, with an emphasis on promoting English in the classroom. It seems a
bit sad really and a reminder how much I’ve had the Ofsted blues in the last
year and the horrible pressures at work this has carried…Like so many in the
profession, I really feel I’ve begun to lose my motivation and confidence with
teaching lately.

This has been an uncharacteristically long
blog, but it’s been a while…Kids and painting: that’s all I seem to do these
days. Seems pretty good to me..

1 comment:

There are some good things emerging out of these, I think, Shaun. The colour in that top one is sublime, Sometimes you just have to give in to the beauty but you've managed to keep it solemn and reflective rather than cloying.

I really like the lorry park with the violet column too. Andrew's right, there's definitely something a bit unworldly about these places at night. Coincidentally, I've just finished a painting in which a little fragment of primary red pings out from an otherwise cool, analogous palette, so that one spoke to me straight away.

For me, the black and yellow one could stay exactly as it is. It reminds me a bit of 'curtain', a painting which really caught my eye at 'Black Highway' for it's daring simplicity and directness.

I was starting to miss your blog posts but I can see you've been otherwise engaged to good effect.