About me

I believe that the essence of life is living. To me, being alive means that I embrace everything that lives in me. The happiness, the love, the soft sensuality as well as the sadness, the anger, the raw sexuality and the rage. Although there are situations where I make compromises, I don’t want to compromise who I am. I love dancing, cuddling, talking, singing, making music, sitting under trees, walking barefoot, cycling, painting, screaming, sensuality, sexuality, horses, cooking, eating, whiskey, making new friends, researching new interesting things and so much more. I don’t want to miss anything from it. I learned to love even the darkest moments, for I know they teach me something about myself.

Time ago I was a shy girl, living the life I and others expected me to live. But that didn’t make me happy. I realized that it was my own choice to live this mediocre life. Having no money, no time and no possibilities were only a belief, an excuse to stay in a situation that felt safe. I found out I am an explorer. As a student I started to travel the world, I became president of a worldwide organization of young people when I was 21, started a dialogue between senior scientists and professors and students, helped fellow students from developing countries to get funds to study and do internships abroad and taught conscious young people about communication, making choices from your heart and following your passion.

I have invested enormous amounts of resources into my path of personal growth. I have followed many workshops and trainings about tantra, sexuality, personal growth, BDSM, health, healing, communication, horses and more. With my former partner I founded The Yellow Side of Life. We were the first to give cuddle workshops in The Netherlands some years ago. Right now I have a variety of offerings including workshops throughout Europe, online programs and individual sessions. I co-teach workshops on intimacy, conscious kink and ecstatic BDSM with Sacred Pleasures’ London Faerie and collaborate with amazing people like Steve Pavlina, Jamie Catto, Eyal IntimatePower and Nadav Or.

Once I received a master’s degree in ecology, forest- and nature conservation. I have completed the Quantum Touch (energy work) practitioner program. I have created and sold webshops and websites on herbs, spices and Palo santo. I am a registered entrepreneur since 2011.

I love to share my path of growth. The good things as well as the tough things. I love to be vulnerable and naked, giving you and authentic look into my life, which I hope will inspire you to create a life for yourself that you love beyond measure.

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