After three glasses of vodka redbull. Suddenly eh I was transported in time, same place, same night. It occurred to me, this was the lifestyle that I used to want, the lifestyle that I used to like. Nagpapakashukamatay akembang if I miss one Saturday in BED. I was like an energizer bunny that keeps on going and going and going at kung makapagparty eh parang wala nang bukas. I used to know everyone there. And I have dreaded the fact na one day eh wala akong choice kundi maging isang old irritable faggot na mas pipiliin na lang na mag-cross stitch nang Hello Kitty kaysa mag party.

Shet! This is the time that I have hoped for so long not to come. I am nothing but an old irritable faggot na mas pipillin na lang mag-cross stitch nang Hello Kitty kaysa mag party. Pinilit ko mang tumayo at mag-enjoy. Gone were the days. I can’t find the party person in me. I have been reduced to nothing but a simple wallflower while everyone around me is partying their pinkish guts out.