Thursday, November 09, 2006

I'm back... We're still trying....still NOT pregnant and just got my AF today....so i sit here at 9:45pm on a Thursday night while my husband is in bed alone and I'm crying because it hurts so badly. I want a baby so badly... I just want one thing in my life...ONE, and i can't seem to pull that off... I don't even know how many people read this blog anymore, since i haven't posted for so long... I thought i could do this alone... i can't... i need my blog buddies. I missed everyone. I'll try to write more tomorrow, and hopefully i can be more upbeat, but for now i feel defeated and lost and alone.

About Me

I am married to a wonderful husband. We got pregnant in May 2006, and then miscarried in June 2006. Then we got pregnant again in January 2007 and miscarried in February. Now we are due on May 31, 2008. Here is hoping that this time everything goes perfectly this time.