All rights reserved to their respective ownersBillie sings new music "Wish You Were Gay"LyricsBaby, I don't feel so goodSix words you never understoodI'll never let you goFive words you'll never sayI laugh alone like nothing's wrongFour days has never felt so longIf three's a crowd and two is usOne slipped awayI just wanna make you feel okayBut all you do is look the other wayI can't tell you how much i wishI didn't wanna stayI just kinda of wish you were gayIs there a reason we're not throughIs there a twelve step just for youOur conversations are in blueEleven hazeTen fingers pulling on my hairNine times you never made it fairI ate alone at seven, six minutes awayHow am I supposed to make you feel okayWhen all you do is walk the other wayI can't tell you how much i wishI didn't wanna stayI just kinda of wish you were gayTo spare my prideTo give you lack of interest and explanationI'm not your typeMaybe I'm not your preferred gender orientationI'm so selfishBut you make me feel helplessAnd I can't stand another dayI can't stand another dayI just wanna make you feel okayBut all you do is look the other wayI can't tell you how much i wishI didn't wanna stayI just kinda wish you were gayI just kinda wish you were gay

I am sobbing because I had these close friends so close I told them my crush today they said they told my crush I liked him and know they don't want to be friends with me. This song made my day and was so good like I said I sobbed for so long.

Aww my best friend confessed to me (we both are boys) he was sad and I was comforting him but when he confessed to me I tried to change the topic not because I’m straight (still unsure) but because I don’t understand love and I don’t think I deserve him, he later said that it was a joke but it feels like it was true