Freeing the voices in my head

Yes, I know, Boston is reeling under a terror attack, the marathon was ruined, people died…very sad, so tragic. I can’t feel it. I’m still reeling from a personal tragedy that is too horrid to allow anything else to touch me.

On March 13th, 2013, our daughter Jessi – who would have been 30 years old on Earth Day – died in her sleep. We don’t know why, no definitive cause of death. We have our suspicions, our fears, doesn’t matter. Our baby girl is gone and to me, the world should go away, too. The horror, the agony of her loss, of missing her, wanting her back alive and well, is too much.