I’m better than I was. I was afraid I was heading down one of my dark paths again but I have managed to pull myself back up out of it. It is hard not to get dark in my head when dr appts approach. Though I would like to figure out how not to do that. I also honestly just needed to be left alone too. I’m still feeling a bit snappy tbh. There are times when the introvert part of my personality is no joke. If I don’t get time to recharge I am a beast. And sometimes that means I need a full day or 2 to recharge. No apologies.

When I think about the future I get upset. Then I try to remember there is no such thing as the future, there is only now.