Tired

I think ive got to a stage that I dont beleive anymore, my parents dont brleive in me so they told me. Fucking hell I am sick and tired of this bullshit I scream till im blue in the face and im not herd. Im tired of this. I am losing so much. And its suposed ti be christmas where family come together, wel fuck christmas and family and friends theres no such thing. Im not being selfish but im pretty sure I havent done anything to deserve this.

I know how you feel...I keep searching my memory to see if in this life, or may one in the past, I did something that would have me deserve what has happened to me as well...having found nothing, I can only conclude that life is not fair...I am so sorry your parents do not believe you...that is awful...and thank goodness, soon the holidays will be over

Well I spoke to them over the phone, I was organising a day with them and they,kept pushing me away because they didnt want to associate with people like me. WTF does peole like me even mean. Of all the years I was fine now they again start this.

Thanks sudut life has many tests and I know that friends dont stick around but.family is another matter, its harder to hear it from them the dissapointment and what they think of me they show hurts no matter what

I understand how you are feeling. It really hurts when family who cares does things to hurt us. I also feel I can tell them until I'm blue in the face but they will never understand. Also, sooo right. You know I've had friends hurt me so many time, but when its my family it does really hurt so bad. In my case, it is both of my parents. Not just 1, but both of them. I am an adult and they still manage to destroy my life. They hate each other and they have both taken it out on me.

I am sad to hear you are struggling and hurting so much.. I know it must be frustrating for your parents to tell you they don't believe in you. What a terrible thing for them to say.. makes me want to tell them to "get a grip"! Sending kind thoughts and a vote of confidence your way... Take care. :hug: