have to go for a few if you want you can call me im alwayz here to help others no disrepect to this thread. maybe we should start a new....You my dear need to be set free......you can either live in heaven or hell here on earth it's your choice, i am no angel been through alot but finally changed one thing and omg...what a difference...finally free....leme know.....peace`n luv.

I used to be very GOD conscience. For some reason being GOD conscience is not a fixture in my life. I don't feel close to god, I feel I've lost gifts and feelings of being supported by my faith in GOD. I feel my efforts have moved me away not closer.

I've been raped seeveral times when i was young. my mother arranged it. She is sick. And i also was forced to have a aborion. My brother died. He was found in a ditsch after he was mssing for more than a week. My son has autism and i have two daugthers. I can't work becourse ther's much tension in my body.I've studied. I went to university but stopped. I.m a teacher.

here comes my husband . i hate him. he looks down on me so does his parents. i'm afraid of people and i.m also have much corage. help.