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It's so quite as we sit in this simple sanctuary. The cathedral faintly smelling of incense and flowers. Candles burned in little rows in a corner, people coming silently breathing prayers then leaving. The smallest voice, from above, breaks the silence. So beautiful, so fragile a sound.... And following this child's open comes the chorus Echoing through the churches high molded ceilings as it did my mind. They stood bathed in a rainbow of light. The effect of the sun's light pouring through the elaborate stained glass. It burned my heart and stung my eyes with tears Not so many times have I cried, in public Not so many times have I cried, for all to see Usually my tears are hidden deep inside, falling from my minds eyes, but not for all to see The world has truly been cruel this time The chorus of children's voices cut through my thoughts and demanded my attention. They were like seraphim from heaven Sent to sing for the saints, to give hope, and ease pain. They looked towards heaven as they sang As if their only audience was God, and His ears were worthy of this melody I smiled beneath dark veils, They sang of heaven, of what it would be like Where she had gone If only you could hear them. Describing their sound is not as easy as describing a sunset or a moon rise or even a feeling But the music is it's own, there is no color, sun, or moon there are just the notes and the emotion they bring I can say this my heart which is aching is soothed by this little aria I close my eyes , battling the tears that I feel coming And when I open them you're still there lifeless And the battle is lost, The tears come until I can see no longer I had forgotten to easily you were already asleep. I didn't realize I would miss youJust a few days ago you were smiling. You look like you could come back at any moment... I wish you would, We could talktogether again, and maybe I would listen, What if we could live life in slow motion rewind That's something we never tried when I was a child, rewinding a smile My tears fall on your face, but you don't flinch. And now I kiss you goodbye not for a day, or a week or a year,but until my own death how scary a perspectiveNot so many times have I cried, in public Not so many times have I cried for all to see. But the tears have come today and I'm drowning in them. It's ok though. You are worth all of my tears, all of my words, and thoughts Your worth the notes the angels sing, And the echo that will last forever in my mind.I didn't realize how much I would miss you.

actually this is old but my grandmother passed last week and I really never liked her, but when i was there knowing that it was it and she was gone i guess there was just a breach in that hard exterior i built up and i was sad...this work really said exactly how i felt...funny how things in your past can still mean something an have signifigance in the future..

We could talktogether again, and maybe I would listen, What if we could live life in slow motion rewind That's something we never tried when I was a child, rewinding a smile My tears fall on your face, but you don't flinch. And now I kiss you goodbye not for a day, or a week or a year,but until my own death how scary a perspectiveNot so many times have I cried, in public Not so many times have I cried for all to see. But the tears have come today and I'm drowning in them.

Wow is all i can say... your words placed me back at my grandmothers funeral "drowning" in my tears... Honestly I had to fight them back as I read... POWERFUL...what a gift to write something so personal yet broad enough to invoke emotions in strangers **clapping**

_________________Msunek AKA Loves_sacrificeIt is here that what I really think it is shared! It is here that You hear me~feel me~ know me... It is here that I Exist...

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