Good lord, you're all still here. Didn't even realise I missed the old place until I stumbled back here. Feel like a whole new different person these days. Jury's still out on whether or not that is a good thing.

Honestly? I didnít realise that I did, until coming back and reading a couple of posts from here. It just brought back how I felt back then. I spent my twenties travelling, and not really being sure what I wanted. Then, I decided on an education, so went back to university. Dragged that out as long as I could by doing a PhD. Everything was always Ďonce the PhD is finishedí, and then Ďonce Iíve got a jobí. Now I have. And a husband. And children. When I was posting here, I guess that listening to people like Bill Hicks was part of trying to work out who I was, and, in a way, who I wanted to be when I Ďgrew upí. Now I guess Iím there, and so I donít question things in the same way that I did. Even though I never really got any answers.

The more decisions you make, the more your options narrow. In some ways itís good, because life becomes less complicated. In other ways, itís bad, because you limit yourself. You donít have lifeís crippling uncertainties, but at the same time, you donít have the euphoria of endless possibilities.

Imma slightly grayer version of the guy who's hair color was probably never known to you. The world is still flat as far as I can tell. I made a video (and accompanying image) about how South Park season 2 episode 11 Roger Ebert Should Lay Off the Fatty Foods (the plane*arium episode) was a flat earth episode. I disputed Viacom's copyright claim under Fair Use, but lost. I shared it to a few facebook groups, but the youtubers that would go nuts over it will probably never see it. Back in the day I would not have slept until I figured out how to embed a facebook video - a link might work: South Park Plane*arium.

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"If you were supposed to watch your mouthall of the time, I doubt your eyes would be above it" - Drive-By Truckers