Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Creativity and Angst

It never ceases to amaze me how the prophetic angst that can so much be part on my personality inspires creativity. At the moment I am feeling really good about so many things, which is great I am happier and more content with where God has placed me than i have been for years..... But at the same time my creative levels are at an all time low. It's soemthing i have seen so many times in artist, musicians and the like - they sort their lives out (get of drugs, find religeon, self fulfilment) and there 'product' becomes crap - they loose a creative spark. that is how I feel at the moment, content and happy but also 'safe'. I am not praying for God to mess my life around, but I don want him to reignite the fire...