There are several curious issues raised by the material in the previous chapter that I would like to review. One of them is that strange remark of the Cassiopaeans that Stefan Marinov was programmed and it was the triggering of this mind-control program that caused him to take the dive from the fire escape of the University library in Graz. The item of interest was the reference to the human agents of this programming as being part of British Intelligence, a section the Cassiopaeans designated as “M1.”

MI5 and MI6 are the world’s oldest secret intelligence agencies. They began in 1909 with the formation of a military section (MOT, which became MI5) and a naval section (M1-1C, later MI6).

In July 1942, MI5 played a major part in the creation of the American Office of Strategic Services (OSS). The OSS was modeled on MI6/SOE; American personnel received training and instruction from British agents. OSS later came to concentrate predominantly on armed subversion and guerrilla warfare and was the forerunner of the CIA.

Stefan Marinov was a dissident for many years. I have before me volume II of his work entitled The Thorny Way of Truth, or “Documents on the invention of the perpetuum mobile, on the centurial blindness of mankind, and on its frantic perseverance in it.” Included in this book is a section entitled “Calvario,” or Calvary, as a biographical sketch of Marinov. It is illustrated by reproductions of 12 paintings of Cenni, which Marinov declared in his introduction to be “the unique true and exact reflection of the existing social and political reality.” These very disturbing images portray humanity as a prisoner of obviously fascist soldiers, refused help by the Church, proceeding through the Stations of the Cross, so to say, to the final image of crucifixion.

We cannot comment on Marinov’s psychological state. He was clearly alienated to an extreme degree. We can only point out that his views reflect a reality that no one seems to want to either acknowledge or address. It is the same reality that caused psychiatrist Wilhelm Reich to write, “Why did man, through thousands of years, wherever he built scientific, philosophic, or religious systems, go astray with such persistence and with such catastrophic consequences?” He then goes on to ask:

Is human erring necessary? Is it rational? Is all error rationally explainable and necessary? If we examine the sources of human error, we find that they fall into several groups:

Gaps in the knowledge of nature form a wide sector of human erring. Medical errors prior to the knowledge of anatomy and infectious diseases were necessary errors. But we must ask if the mortal threat to the first investigators of animal anatomy was a necessary error too.

The belief that the earth was fixed in space was a necessary error, rooted in the ignorance of natural laws. But was it an equally necessary error to burn Giordano Bruno at the stake and to incarcerate Galileo? … We understand that human thinking can penetrate only to a given limit at a given time. What we fail to understand is why the human intellect does not stop at this point and say: “this is the present limit of my understanding. Let us wait until new vistas open up.” This would be rational, comprehensible, purposeful thinking. What amazes us is the sudden turn from the rational beginning to the irrational illusion. Irrationality and illusion are revealed by the intolerance and cruelty with which they are expressed. We observe that human thought systems show tolerance as long as they adhere to reality. The more the thought process is removed from reality, the more intolerance and cruelty are needed to guarantee its continued existence …

The search for truth is closely connected with the natural organization of the human animal. Hence, we may conclude that the evasion of truth and the adherence to the surface of phenomena must also have a certain connection with the structure of the human animal. The function of natural research must be buried somehow if the tendency to evade obvious facts is that powerful.

With this thought, I found the key to the riddle of why man could err so consistently, so cruelly, for so long, and so much to his own disadvantage: needless human erring is a pathological quality of human character …

I know human erring from my own experience. I, too, have joined in shouting “Guilty! Guilty!” … I began to err when I held religion alone responsible for human suffering. I did not know that the error of religion was a symptom, not the cause, of human biopathy. I persisted in my error when I held the personal interests of a social group – parents or educators – responsible for suppressing human love life. I did not know that the suppression of love life is no more than a mechanism …

When I was under the spell of the great socialist movement and worked for years, as a physician, among the underprivileged strata of the people, I fell into the gross error of thinking that “the capitalist was responsible for human plight.” It took the brutal experience of the deteriorating Russian Revolution to free me from this error. They had killed the capitalists, but misery continued to grow; diplomatic intrigues, political maneuvering, spying and informing on others, all of which they had set out to eradicate, were more powerfully at work than ever …

For years, and in harmony with Freud’s doctrine, I committed the error of thinking that the unconscious was “evil” and “responsible for all misery.” It took a full decade of hard, clinical work among the emotionally ill to free me from this error. This earned me the bitter enmity of many psychiatric businessmen, who enriched themselves at the expense of human emotional misery …

The answer lies somewhere in that area of our existence which has been so heavily obscured by organized religion and put out of our reach. Hence, it probably lies in the relation of the human being to the cosmic energy that governs him. (Reich, 1949)

Reich was moving dangerously close to describing the hyperdimensional reality. He observed and experimented, and devised gadgets, the usefulness of which may or may not be objective. We do know that Reich was an honored and respected scientist who met his death in a strange drama of persecution and defamation, and that what is left of his work is obviously not all he wrote or thought since there was an extraordinary effort to burn his books, as ordered by the United States government.

What is most interesting to us here is Reich’s comments about intolerance and cruelty. He noted that “Irrationality and illusion are revealed by the intolerance and cruelty with which they are expressed. … The more the thought process is removed from reality, the more intolerance and cruelty are needed to guarantee its continued existence.”

We have certainly been subjected to such intolerance and cruelty. This activity has taken many forms both public and private, and in every case, enormous amounts of time could be spent going over the cruel lies, twists and distortions, the intolerant libel and defamation about us, that are presently being promulgated by Vincent Bridges, Jeff Williams, and others, but it would be simply wasted effort in terms of their own understanding, as well as the understanding of those individuals who are of a similar make-up, and who choose to believe their lies in the face of hard evidence that they are liars. As Reich has pointed out: “we may conclude that the evasion of truth and the adherence to the surface of phenomena must also have a certain connection with the structure of the human animal. The function of natural research must be buried somehow if the tendency to evade obvious facts is that powerful.”

And, as Reich pointed out, the very fact that anyone would occupy their time attempting to destroy the work of others – the fact that they operate from a position of intolerance and cruelty – is clear evidence of their irrationality and illusion; their distance from reality. As Reich said, “needless human erring is a pathological quality of human character.”

In exposing the cruelty and intolerance of society, religion, and science itself, perhaps Stefan Marinov was closer to reality than we might suspect. The only difference between Marinov and say, philosophers or teachers of various paths to enlightenment, was the fact that he was a scientist and could, conceivably, produce evidence of that deeper reality that it is forbidden to discuss or know about. The same was true of Reich and possibly even Jessup; also of many other unknown and unsung heroes of the quest for the truth who may have gotten too close, or had too much cachet to allow them to continue to work in such directions. Because, as the Cassiopaeans pointed out, Marinov’s ideas might lead to instabilities in the power structure and ability of that power structure to control humanity.

November 15, 1997

Q: (A) What was the main reason for his death?

A: Revelations too “sensitive,” would cause “instabilities.”

Q: Instabilities in what?

A: Power structure/control.

Q: What kind of revelation?

A: Theoretical physics.

Q: In what specific area?

A: “Unified Field Theory.”

This suggests to us that the material that was left behind by Marinov, the material to which attention was directed by his final farewell, is the wrong material.

As we have already discovered, good disinformation consists of a lot of truth with the twist at a crucial point. Considering the Carlos Allende letters, which we now suspect to have been produced within disinformation circles, and promulgated on the foundation of Morris Jessup’s death, we come to the idea that the Philadelphia Experiment was very likely a real event, and it was realized that because there were leaks, the only way to do damage control was to produce a version of the story based on the facts, but with the crucial element switched. And we realize that the crucial element was Einstein’s attempts at formulating a Unified Field Theory. Regarding the Carlos Allende letters, I asked:

May 31, 1997

Q: Here is this purported letter from a Carlos Allende to Dr. Jessup. Now, whether Carlos was a real person or not, what I want to know is if the information is somewhat accurate. Is it a reliable source of information?

A: Is that not obvious?

Q: I thought it was. He said that Einstein did computations on cycles of human civilization and progress, compared to the growth of man’s general character and development, and that this horrified him. Now, this is the very thing you suggested I do to find clues. And, I am doing it. It says here that Einstein was doing the same thing. Is this correct?

A: Yes.

Q: What horrified him?

A: The discovery of variability of physicality, and all that that implies, when one knows all that Einstein knew up to that point.

Q: So, 4th density blew him away!

A: And the other density levels. One begins with the premise that the material realm is the “whole shooting match,” discovers it is not, must rethink everything.

Q: So, it hit Einstein like a ton of bricks.

We notice from Reich’s comments above that he was very concerned with what he had noted about the cycles of human history. Marinov was also concerned with these matters. We know that, in 1941, Reich met with Albert Einstein and they talked for five hours. However, this was after Einstein’s 1938 paper in which he proposed to take the fifth mathematical dimension as real. Einstein declined to become involved in Reich’s research which dashed Reich’s hopes. This was actually very strange considering the other efforts Einstein was making in public regarding his search for UFT. However, if it is true that Einstein had already been coopted as the Cs suggest, then it only makes sense. What also seems to be true is that many physicists and mathematicians have been involved in attempts to utilize mathematics to create pictures of human dynamics in historical and cultural terms, with strange results (e.g., Morozov and Fomenko, whose work I discuss in Secret History).

August 17, 2000

Q: Einstein was working on his UFT for like 30 years. Maybe more. He was changing his methods. At some point, did he realize that he found a solution? During all these thirty years, was there a point where he came upon the right solution?

Q: (A) Once he found this solution, did he reject it because it erased TOR?

A: No. His progenitors sealed it, in order to keep intact the status quo.

Q: (L) His progenitors? Isn’t that your parents?

A: Other definitions apply.

At an even earlier time, when Prof. Roger Santilli was present at a session, the Cs commented to him:

A: What is your knowledge quotient regarding following: electromagnetism, Einstein’s “unified field theory.” And did he ever complete said theory, or was it completed under the supervision of consortium, and suppressed. And if so, what are the ramifications!!! Also, Roger, are you capable of “filling in the blanks,” we think so!

At the time of reviewing the transcripts, I made a note in the text that I didn’t think that the remark about “filling in the blanks” had to do with the theory itself, but rather the ramifications. The question becomes: what exactly are the ramifications of research in this direction? As the Cs pointed out in our discussion of Stefan Marinov:

Q: (T) Did the gentleman who just passed away learn something about the merging of Unified Field Theories? (L) Or merging of factors …

A: The problem is that these scientists are often too eager to share and reveal. Remember: it is most difficult to win a Nobel Prize when on’s residence is a tomb.

In terms of Marinov’s death, again we notice the presence of Paul La Violette, the darling of the Club of Rome, hanging out with Pappas, Marinov, et al. The problem here is, again, the ability of the Control System to use innocent people, as we have already described – at the simplest level – via broadcasting signals that are unpacked in the subconscious and emerge as the person’s own thoughts.

If the reader has ever seen the movie The Lady from Shanghai, they will realize that what we are dealing with here is similar to the hall of mirrors sequence at the end of the film. Rita Hayworth is caught in a house of mirrors with a man who is trying to shoot her. She sees him and he sees her, but what they see are all just reflections. No one is sure what is real and what isn’t. This is the world of science and research into the deeper nature of our reality. As Kevin Costner said in JFK: “Everything is exactly the opposite of what you think it is. Black is white, up is down. Is what you are examining a reflection, or is it real?”

Paul LaViolette seems to have an instinctive understanding of our galaxy as a higher-dimensional object. He seems to be one of the few experts – even if his field of expertise does not make him an expert in those things he wishes to study and write about – who has even considered the hyperdimensional aspects of our reality. Regarding La Violette, Marinov, and others, it seems that the human agents of the Control System find such people, fund them just enough to be able to get their ideas out of them, and then, when they have extracted as much from them as they can, they bottle them up with mind programming. And that is how it operates. Researchers need funding to work. And in providing the funding, in creating the research environment, the links are established that enable the total takeover of the individual that eventually results in their ideas being corrupted and distorted.

And this brings us to that most curious remark that the Cassiopaeans made about my own physical kidnapping at the age of four:

April 24, 1996

Q: (L) When I was kidnapped at the age of three or four in Jacksonville, how many days was I missing? My mother simply has a blank about it, which amazes her.

I have to tell the reader that this remark really baffled me for a very long time. In fact, until I was in the act of writing the previous chapter, the relationships that are behind the scenes here didn’t really dawn on me. As we will discuss more fully further on, we were visited by an eminent economist in the late summer of 2000, a Professor Emeritus of Economics at a well known University, who was extraordinarily interested in certain aspects of the Cs material. This visit seemed to be the trigger point of a whole host of strange subsequent events. There was, in fact, a veritable all-star cast of players brought in to act their necessary parts in the drama; all of whose appearances on the scene closely followed this visit. It’s really amazing that we didn’t see the connections earlier. So, keep that in mind for later, but for now, let’s continue our review of the whole scenario and what the Cs told us at various points that relate to those matters that seem to get a lot of people killed or locked up in insane asylums.

At the point in time that I finally, really and truly, grasped the nature of fourth-density reality, it nearly killed me. It’s no wonder that people flee in terror from the work on this website. At that point in time I became so ill that it is truly a miracle that I didn’t die. My ears, eyes and lungs were besieged by a terrible infection simultaneously and I could neither see, hear nor speak for almost a month. This is why there was no session from the end of March in 1996 until almost the end of April. And finally, I was asking for help. I knew I could not survive much longer. What I didn’t know was that if I were given the answers then, I would have already been dead.

April 24, 1996

A: Laura, you need to consult a powerful, practiced, effective hypnotherapist to unlock these questions for you. […] The locks have been installed in such a way that it is literally impossible for you to unlock them, as they were installed with full knowledge of present circumstances.

Q: (L) Who installed these locks?

A: Supremely powerful STS consortium!!

Q: (L) And what circumstances were they aware of, as you have mentioned, when they installed these locks?

A: All. […]

A: You cannot unlock, and we cannot tell you details of what, or why.

Q: (L) Why can you not tell us?

A: Free will violation, and endangerment of you if done thusly.

Q: (L) Is there some way to do it that does not endanger us?

A: We have told you.

Q: (L) Is it a danger to us to not unlock these things?

A: In a sense.

Of course, the question at the time was how would it endanger me to know these things if the only other person present was Frank?

But even more pressing are the questions about why locks were placed on something in my superconsciousness, and why did that threaten the “supremely powerful STS consortium” so that they would take the risk of physically kidnapping me as a child in order to make sure that these locks were put on in the most thorough way possible? We already realize that attempts were made via the standard alien abduction and that didn’t work because, as the Cs said, “you fight it.” So it seems that the physical abduction and direct work via psychological programming was necessary. Of course, another question is: why didn’t they just kill me if I was such a threat to them in the future?

August 1, 1998

Q: (L) I was also reading in some of the transcripts as I have been going through them getting them ready to print, that you once said that “supremely powerful” STS forces were responsible for kidnapping and programming me. My question is: if they had me, why did they bring me back?

A: Would you expect otherwise?

Q: (L) Well, you said that they tried to do some programming and that it didn’t work and that STO forces intervened. So, I am just a little confused. If I was such a threat to them, why did they bring me back? Under the circumstances, I could have just disappeared forever and that would be that!

A: No.

Q: (L) What prevented that?

A: Occlusion.

Q: (L) Occlusion of what?

A: Best to research through meditation and hypnosis.

Occlusion obviously has something to do with being shielded, as well as the operation of the STS Achilles Heel itself: wishful thinking. STS always takes the path of least resistance, and their confidence that they could do some programming and that would fix the whole problem is apparently part of this occlusion process. It also suggests some sort of rules about violation of free will between densities. It seems that, without some sort of agreement, even if at a deep subconscious level, such things as ongoing abductions, physical harm and violations, cannot occur. If there was no agreement to that at the higher levels of which my subconscious mind and superconscious mind were aware, then the only way to access me was through physicality, while a child, before full seating of consciousness had taken place.

In fact, this is probably why so many abductions do take place at early ages: it is to condition the physical brain to resist the seating of higher consciousness so as to prevent the expression of soul and will that would enable the individual to fully activate free-will choice and refuse violation. And such conditioning can also take place via very ordinary social and familial programs as well. It’s altogether likely that individuals with great potential for full activation of higher consciousness and honoring of free will are primary targets of childhood abduction. And apparently, from the literature, it is a very effective program.

The Ra Material, which the Cassiopaeans have suggested as a primer for understanding our basic reality, has some interesting things to say about these matters. Ra describes the hyperdimensional mind-control activity as being effected in our reality by first controlling certain human beings who act as their agents. Ra describes people as being of two types: those people on our planet who do exercises and perform disciplines (i.e. rituals) in order to seek contact with negative sources of information and power, and those whose frequency resonance vibration is such that direct contact with total negative energies is accomplished with no training and no controls.

For the most part, it seems that through telepathy the philosophy of manipulating others is promulgated. The individuals who are receptive to this information are then assisted in achieving positions of power and control. This relates back to our discussion of Stockholm syndrome and how, by being in a captive situation, the prisoners learn to love their captors, and then will begin to align with them, and act on their behalf to manipulate still others. Ra points out that there are “many upon your so-called inner planes which are negatively oriented and thus available as inner teachers or guides and so-called possessors of certain souls who seek [to control or manipulate others].”

In addition to the philosophy of manipulation, the negative hyperdimensional controllers also pass technical information to their third-density agents. This technology includes various means of control or manipulation of others. Through this technology, the Controllers of the Matrix began to set up conditions in our world whereby the masses of people will be enslaved by their free will.

This is an important point. In the hyperdimensional realms, the name of the game is Consciousness. This simply means that the higher realms of existence, whether positive or negative in orientation, all recognize that the business of all being and existence everywhere is always that of Consciousness – becoming more and more aware.

The positive guys seek to increase awareness by the activities of networking and interdependence and sharing and giving. This is a natural function of creativity and empathy. Empathy is that quality of being that allows us to connect to another person’s thinking, feeling, experiences, and so forth, as if they were our own. It is that quality that enables us to deeply care about the pain and suffering experienced by others because, in fact, when we are aware of it, it causes us pain, too.

The negative guys, on the other hand, play the game in terms of domination, subjugation and absorption of other consciousnesses with total disregard for the pain and suffering they cause. In fact, they deliberately cause pain and suffering in order to induce the other to choose their domination in order to bring the pain and suffering to an end. Again, we are reminded of Stockholm syndrome. At the hyperdimensional levels of being, negative entities understand certain rules which are that, in order for them to be able to dominate truly, the other must choose to be dominated. In Stockholm-syndrome terms, it is more energy efficient if the prisoner is persuaded to cooperate, and even to help with his captivity, if he is doing so by choice and the captor does not have to spend endless amounts of energy keeping an eye on him, checking the locks on the doors, torturing him, or whatever. It is a simple matter of economics.

Ra has some interesting remarks to make about something that may relate to this. He describes something called a quarantine. I am not certain that I agree with this planetary-quarantine idea as it is described here, since historical research into the alien phenomenon rather contradicts it. It sounds rather like wishful thinking; a desire for a global protector. But, what it does suggest is the existence of hyperdimensional “future selves” as guardians that sort of protect free will. Ra says that “These guardians sweep reaches of your Earth’s energy fields to be aware of any entities approaching. An entity which is approaching is hailed in the name of the One Creator. Any entity thus hailed is bathed in love/light and will of free will obey the quarantine due to the power of the Law of One.”

Q: What would happen to the entity if he did not obey the quarantine after being hailed?

Ra: To not obey quarantine after being hailed on the level of which we speak would be equivalent to your not stopping upon walking into a solid brick wall.

My guess is that this idea is fairly accurate but that it may not apply planetarily, so to say, but rather individually. I am reminded of the Cs’ statement that knowledge protects, and that knowledge is love is light. So it would make sense that a future self of the positive variety would have the potential for protecting its “past self” in this way to whatever extent that is accepted by the past self in its conscious or subconscious mind. This also reminds me of the idea of thought centers and eclipsing of realities, wherein the Cs remarked:

Whenever two opposing units of reality intersect, this causes what can be referred to as friction, which, for an immeasurable amount of what you would refer to as time, which is, of course, nonexistent, creates a nonexistence, or a stopping of the movements of all functions. This is what we would know as conflict. In between, or through any intersecting, opposite entities, we always find zero time, zero movement, zero transference, zero exchange. … Was what happened a conflicting of one energy thought center that was a part of your thought process and another energy thought center that was another part of your thought process? […] What if the abduction scenario could take place where your soul projection, in what you perceive as the future, can come back and abduct your soul projection in what you perceive as the present? … [I]s it one possible future, but not all possible futures? And is the pathway of free will not connected to all of this?

What we seem to derive from all of this is that there is some kind of law of gravity, so to say, in the hyperdimensional realms, and this law has to do with free will. The logical extension of this idea is that if the true negative agenda is to dominate our reality, the only way they can really do it from those realms, where this law is the law of gravity, is to manipulate the mass consciousness of our planet to choose this domination à la Stockholm syndrome. This also explains clearly why there has not been an overt takeover or invasion – and never will be in the terms we think of it – up to this point in time. If the people of earth were to be fully aware of an invasion or a takeover in literal, physical terms, that would mean that the veil would be lifted and all people would see the man behind the curtain and would instantly reject the domination! In short, just as in the Wizard of Oz, those Ruby Slippers have to be obtained very carefully!

We now begin to see the agenda and mode of operation of the hyperdimensional Controllers of the Matrix. It is to create a completely controlled artificial environment composed of thoroughly predictable human behaviors – made predictable because they have been programmed to respond to cues of conditioning inculcated through centuries of lies and obfuscations presented in the form of religions, and all of this revolves around a “story” that is actually untrue, and wholly misrepresentative of the real negative aim.

For centuries these programming signals have been being set up – either because of time travel capabilities, or because of actual historical presence. Various prophets or religious leaders have been influenced to preach, or teach or prophesy philosophies designed to lay a foundation for later takeover – possibly in our present time. When people begin to get wise, the Negatives simply go back into the past, add something more to the soup to cover up the new awareness. This then acts as a domino effect and influences our present – time loops and all that. A lot of people think that the alien invasion scenario is a ruse concocted by the government to create the impression that there is a forming threat, thereby enabling the institution of a New World Order. But, this idea is based on a misrepresentation of the process just described.

The important thing to remember is this: there is not a unified conspiratorial activity going on here in the hierarchy of our visible governments. The divide and conquer effect is also manifest at this level and suits the alien purposes to a “T.” Such activity at all levels is consistent with their program, in which confusion and cross-purpose prevent a clear perception on the part of the victims.

At some deep level there is a direct conspiratorial interaction between the secret government and the negative aliens; but it is unlikely that any name of those involved would be recognized by anyone, no matter how “in the know” regarding the subject. These secret superiors are just that: secret. Any organizations you can name, or about which you are aware, are merely outer circles.

It seems that the process of this takeover is exactly that of Stockholm syndrome. Little by little, different groups are consolidated into a negative mode which, on the surface, may seem to be very positive or STO (i.e. save the world because it is “wrong” or flawed, or blighted with original sin or whatever). But, the very fact that it is formed in the dominator mode of perceiving salvation “outside,” means that it can more easily be taken over body, mind and soul at a level that is unseen and unseeable. In other words: Satan can and most often does appear as an Angel of Light!

It is only at the lower levels of the power structure that many still believe they are playing out the basic “antagonism” and “self-protection” roles. They believe that sending love and light to those “in need” is appropriate, without realizing that this activity is predicated upon a deep belief that there is something wrong, in error, in rebellion, and thus becomes us vs them.

There is evidence that extensive implant technology may be used to ensure influenced obedience; yet, a degree of freedom must be conserved through the consciousness due to the essential fact that the valued commodity is consciousness. A totally drugged, surgically altered and thoroughly programmed psyche is only good for robotic slave-service (and this may also be going on, by the way). It is in this understanding that we find our way out of the trap. It isn’t easy, but it is a way.

The primary mode of inducing Stockholm syndrome is, obviously, to persuade through strongly influenced, but not robotic, behavior patterns, the free choice of the targeted consciousness to align with negative hyperdimensional existence. Because, in the long run, the economics of dominating functioning units of consciousness by the negative hierarchy, is a major concern, because the defining element of true consciousness is the irreducible value of free will. Free will is what distinguishes consciousness as consciousness. A simple way of thinking about it is: what has more value, to achieve domination and control of an animal, or a human being? A pauper or a king? Thus, we can also see that the level of free-will consciousness of the victim is also important. It is far more gratifying to hyperdimensional beings to co-opt someone with greater will and positive potential, than someone who is weak.

Just remember Renfield in Bram Stoker’s book Dracula. He was dominated so easily, and therefore, was contemptible in the eyes of the Count. However, the virtuous and noble Mina was seen as a highly desirable target. And, those who give in so easily to such manipulations ought to notice the fate of Renfield – he was promised much in order to use him as a tool, but in the end, he was discarded like a used tissue.

In hyperdimensional spheres, a consciousness that has acceded to domination has agreed to be absorbed. This means that it is effectively food for the negative hierarchy. It does not matter one whit if the agreement is a result of being lied to, if the agreement has come because a grand deception has been played out, such as a negative being appearing as the Virgin Mary and demanding that an altar be built, or penance be done, or it the chosen deception is the goddess Sekhmet. The instant compliance is given by the worshipper, they are “eaten” as consciousness. It’s that simple. And the same is true in our human relationships. When we allow another to manipulate us or deceive us into being dominated, no matter how subtly, we become part of the chain of domination to whomever, or whatever is dominating them, and on up the line.

The modes of persuasion are many and varied. Inducing choice is the objective, and it is immaterial whether or not this is done via deception, persuasive misrepresentation, or other conditioning. Confusion, physical and/or emotional/mental pain, exhaustion, blackmail, and even forms of torture are legitimate modes of persuasion. Exhausting or terrifying a person so that they will run screaming to the arms of that Old-Time Religion is a favored ploy. Of course, the more subtle the means used, the more free will value is retained. A tortured consciousness is the equivalent to being overcooked. Many higher-level Beings of Darkness are veritable connoisseurs! They particularly relish the subversion of those who are truly pure and strong willed by clever employment of great truths with only a small lie embedded about a crucial element such as we find in most religions.

Ra tells us, and the Cs have repeatedly confirmed this, that much channeled information is distorted in exactly this way. This happens because the channels are internally oriented toward STO, but become confused and self-destructive in their desire for proof. The seeking of proof makes an individual open to lying information, and once they have oriented themselves this way, their effectiveness as a positive channel is neutralized.

February 24, 1996

Q: (L) Mike Lindeman has proposed that we submit the channeling to “rigorous testing.”

A: Mike Lindemann does not channel, now does he? What sort of rigorous testing does he propose?

Q: (L) He didn’t say. I guess they want short-term predictions and all sorts of little tests …

A: Precisely, now what does this tell you?

Q: It tells us that he wants proof.

A: Third density “proof” does not apply, as we have explained again and again. Now, listen very carefully: if proof of that type were possible, what do you suppose would happen to free will, and thusly to learning, Karmic Directive Level One?

Q: (L) Well, I guess that if there is proof, you are believing in the proof and not the spirit of the thing. You are placing your reliance upon a material thing. You have lost your free will. Someone has violated your free will by the act of proving something to you.

A: If anyone CHOOSES to believe, that is their prerogative!

Q: (PZ) [unintelligible remark]

A: You did not completely understand the previous response, Pat. And what would constitute proof?

Q: (L) Predictions that came true, answers that were verifiable about a number of things.

A: Those would still be dismissed by a great many as mere coincidences. We have already given predictions, will continue to do so, but, remember, “time” does not exist. This is a 3rd density illusion. We do not play in that sandbox and cannot and never will. The primary reason for our communication is to help you to learn by teaching yourselves to learn, thereby strengthening your soul energy, and assisting your advancement.

Q: (L) Are you saying that your primary reason is just to teach us? This small group?

A: Because you asked for help.

Q: (L) So, you came through because we asked. Is this material being given to others, or is it designed to or intended to be shared with others?

A: If they ask in the necessary way. Otherwise, the sharing of the messages we give to you will teach millions of others.

In addition to disseminating their own negative philosophy directly to those whose internal nature is naturally STS, the greater work of the hyperdimensional controllers seems to be the distortion and corruption of positive information. This takes numerous forms, but the most general is that confusion is induced in the conscious mind, or emotional triggers are utilized to produce “proof” that certain information is – or must be – true.

Ra tells us about “wanderers,” or higher dimensional-beings who have incarnated for the purpose of assisting humanity without violating free will. This “service to others” is described as a “dispassionate attempt to share information without concern for numbers or growth among others.” The attempt to make the information available is the service. There are no shortcuts to enlightenment. It cannot be taught. It cannot be achieved with rituals or formulas. The only thing that can be shared is information, stories of inspiration, love and mystery, and experiences that may spark another person to reach out and begin seeking on their own.

Ra warns that the challenge and danger of the wanderer is that he or she will forget the mission, become karmically involved, and thus be swept into the maelstrom. The question here is, of course, how does one become karmically involved? Ra answers: By acting in a consciously unloving manner in action with other beings.

As the readers have discovered, what is or is not “love” is a huge issue. And it is in this subject that the most intensive disinformation has been promulgated, or so it seems.

Ra describes wanderers as possessing certain qualities of what might be seen as foolhardiness or bravery, depending on the orientation of the perceiver. He adds that they also have a certain purity of mind. This purity of mind presents a certain set of problems that are evident in our experiences, as well as the experiences of many of the readers who have been corresponding with us as we present this series of articles. We aren’t the only ones who are dense and have difficulty seeing the games and manipulations of those with negative agendas.

William March wrote in The Bad Seed:

[G]ood people are rarely suspicious: they cannot imagine others doing the things they themselves are incapable of doing … Then too, the normal are inclined to visualize the [psychopath] as one who’s as monstrous in appearance as he is in mind, which is about as far from the truth as one could well get …

These monsters of real life usually looked and behaved in a more normal manner than their actually normal brothers and sisters; they presented a more convincing picture of virtue than virtue presented of itself – just as the wax rosebud or the plastic peach seemed more perfect to the eye, more what the mind thought a rosebud or a peach should be, than the imperfect, original from which it had been modeled.

So, indeed, this series – in fact, my whole life – is a veritable soap opera of events wherein I am perceived as dense, and even a little slow, because, in fact, I still have difficulty attributing negative intentions to anybody. I cannot imagine anybody doing anything to me that I would not do myself. I cannot predict the actions of evil people. Sure, I write about it, I research it, I seek to examine and understand it so as to find the means of protecting myself and others, because this seems to be crucial information for all of us to get, but damned if it isn’t so that no matter how hard I try, I still cannot fathom deliberate deception, manipulation, cruelty, and insensitivity to the feelings of others.

Ra tells us that wanderers are vulnerable because they become completely the creature of third density in mind and body, and are, by nature, less inclined to deviousness and manipulation. For this reason, they often do not recognize as easily the negative nature of other beings or thoughts before they become involved with them. Then, very often, because of this very lack of perception of negativity, they often persist in relationships that are negative because they repeatedly attribute to the other person their own benevolent motives and perceptions.

Additionally, there is just as much chance of negative hyperdimensional telepathic mind control influence being brought to bear on a wanderer as anyone else. The only difference occurs in what Ra calls the “spirit complex” which, if it wishes, has an armor of light which enables it to recognize more clearly that which is not appropriately desired. This is not more than a bias, and cannot be called an understanding. So, in other words, you just have an instinct about things that are not right. But then, with all our be-nice programming, we generally override the instinct and shove such signals under the rug, or search endlessly for reasons to excuse bad behavior.

As the reader might guess, Ra and the Cs both confirm that wanderers, however they are defined, are most definitely high-priority targets of the Matrix Controllers. And this bears on the issue of the physical kidnapping at the age of four that I have described in Amazing Grace. Ra was asked if wanderers ever had “close encounters” with the hyperdimensional controllers. I am assuming that the question implied an abduction.

Ra’s answer was interesting. He noted that such abductions are, first of all, rare. But, when it does occur it is generally for one of two reasons: either the abducting entities made a mistake in failing to perceive the deeply positive nature of the individual, in which case they suffered a loss of polarity, or they are fully aware of the nature of the individual but are willing to risk it in order to attempt to remove this positive being from this plane of existence.

Which, of course, brings us back around to such individuals being high-priority targets. Obviously, they can’t abduct them so freely as they would like, and therefore, must make other arrangements or seek other methods to accomplish their aims in order to prevent the loss of polarity, or the “hitting of a brick wall” upon attempting to violate the powerful will of a guardian, or superconsciousness, as Ra described it above. Thus it seems that human agents have to be used in such cases because it seems that the negative hyperdimensional beings often come off badly in these encounters.

As the Cs commented when I asked why I had only been abducted a few times: “you fight it.” And we see the nature of that fighting in the eclipsing of realities comments. We also have a glimpse of the “guardian” as the self-in-the-future concept.

Just to finish off these remarks before we move on, Ra also points out that wanderers, due to the extreme variance between the vibrations of third density and those of the density of origin, often have some form of handicap, difficulty, or feeling of alienation which is severe. He remarks that the most common effect is a reaction against the planetary vibrations through what are commonly known as personality disorders, generally “alienation.” He also suggests allergies as a common problem, and the Cs have added to the list by including dietary and nutritional deficiencies. My guess is that the soul complex of a higher-density being that incarnates in third density will produce all sorts of strange glitches. Many of them tend to be overweight, as though the physical body is seeking to accommodate a more intense soul manifestation. They also seem to have unusual nutritional imbalances and blood sugar problems due to the possible greater energy needs perceived by the physical body in its attempt to accommodate higher energy output.

So, I think we now have a much better understanding of some aspects of “occlusion” which the Cs gave as the answer as to why I wasn’t just killed outright, either by human agents or hyperdimensional agents. What is more, this discussion will help us to understand the nature of many other manipulations involving other people and other situations that we will be looking at further on. It also makes us aware that there are rules to the game, though they may not necessarily follow the rules of logic of the material reality. It also seems that learning these rules of hyperdimensional constructs, from which our own reality is mirrored and in which it is embedded, is crucial to finding one’s way through the maze of mirrors.

Now, let’s go in a slightly different direction and see if we can come to some idea of why I was physically kidnapped. Of course, just sharing information as many others are also doing doesn’t seem to warrant having such special attention, now does it? This brings us to the repeated remarks by the Cs about answers that are locked up inside me. Just to review, we already noted that, according to the Cs, one of these secrets is the technology employed in the real Philadelphia Experiment:

March 18, 1995

A: Yes, but the technology is a closely guarded secret.

Q: (L) Do you know the secret?

A: Yes, but you do too!

Q: (L) I do too? […]

A: Philadelphia Experiment.

Another clue to this matter, and the essence of Frank as an agent who was present to divert the information to STS uses, was delivered in the following excerpt in which a question was asked for someone else, but the answer was directed at me:

February 24, 1996

Q: (L) Well, what can she do to maximize the STO presence and minimize the STS use of the conduit?

A: Oh Laura, my dear, seems you need a refresher course in the transcripts. Maybe suggest you read them and relax and privately listen to the ones you have not as of yet transcribed a little more. This would be extremely helpful in your many and increasing communications via the “net” as well. Remember, we help you to unlock answers that have been placed in your superconsciousness files from before the “time” of the birth of your physical body. Also, false information is worse than no information at all.

The very fact that the Cassiopaeans suggested that this be done in private, excluding Frank, was a telling remark when we remember that this information had been locked up by the STS Consortium with full knowledge of the present circumstances, which included the process of communication with the Cassiopaeans.

This produces an interesting conundrum. If Frank was a mole sent in to vacuum the information out of me, why would it be locked so that he couldn’t get it, assuming that his controllers are the same ones who placed the locks?

Looking back over the relationship with Frank and the many discussions between us regarding channeling, it’s pretty obvious now that his primary agenda was to induce me to agree to his role as “the Prime Channel,” and to interact with him while he was under hypnosis in such a way that he could have accessed this information. Very soon, I will give a most fascinating example of another similar individual and his own vacuum operation and how it got him a Nobel Prize!

In short, if I had given in to Frank’s repeated manipulations, I would have been in a state of Stockholm syndrome, and at some deep level, this might have permitted the accessing of the locked information. In fact, it may have been part of the plan for Frank to channel, via trance, entirely different information from what is presented by the Cs. Based on small clues that can be connected to corrupting static, he had some sort of save-the-world agenda in certain terms that were later to be more fully explicated in the manipulations of Vincent Bridges along a similar line. (These manipulations became apparent during and after the mirror session and discussion included in Appendix C.)

It is obvious that the locks were put in place to prevent me from accessing whatever information is buried myself. But, naturally, if I were convinced by corrupted information channeled by Frank that I needed to do something to save the world, I would be far more likely to allow my psyche and subconscious to be manipulated. It is even possible that, given Frank’s status as an empty pipe, a sort of black-hole consciousness, he could have accessed the information in my deep subconscious while he was under hypnosis, without me even being aware of it – providing a period of bonding had been gone through in this mode of communication.

So, we conclude that, 1) by refusing to be manipulated into the Frank-as-the-Prime-Channel ruse, I avoided the manipulations of the forces controlling him; 2) by insisting on utilization of the board as a means of accessing deep levels of consciousness, I grooved a channel through the first layer of locks in my own subconscious – as the Cs described it, “awakening self-recognition;” 3) the Cassiopaeans endeavored to make it clear that communicating in this way, with Frank present, was not the way to the deeper information. Repeatedly they gave clues and made non-directive suggestions including coming right out and saying:

April 24, 1996

Q: (L) Well, I want to have a little direction here.

A: Concentrate on settlement. This can be a problem solver if handled wisely, a curse if not so! Use some of the funds to locate a “superhypnotherapist.”

Of course, the immediate thought about such a statement is to think of somebody who quite simply is a hypnotherapist! You know, the guy with the swinging watch and the deep voice intoning, “You vill go deeper!” But it is obvious that the Cs had something altogether different in mind. There was also the additional clue about the “net,” which clearly indicates that the Cassiopaeans knew that Ark was going to find me via the Net exactly 72 days following the above quoted remarks about the retrieval of answers placed in my superconsciousness files. What is more, the need for funds was directly related to the fact that my computer needed serious upgrading before I could even connect to the Internet effectively.

May 27, 1996

A: Laura! Turn over stones, sell apples, do whatever you have to do to get your computer refitted to accommodate the Internet, including the online market system, as soon as absolutely possible!!!!!!

Q: (L) Well, I am not really in a position to spend that money right now! And what do you mean to “turn over stones and sell apples?”

A: Figures of speech! Do what you have to do … take care of the mechanics, my Dear, the rest will fall into place …

Funny that they used the words “stones” and “apples,” considering the part they play in the Rennes-le-Château affair as well as mythical and alchemical matters! The point was, at that moment in time, I was only 29 days away from my husband, Ark, finding me via the Internet. The nexus point was moving inexorably, and the Cs were most anxious that I not miss the rendezvous!

What is totally bizarre is that Ark’s colleague in Florence sent him an email just two days before the Cs’ remarks about the superhypnotherapist, which included the words “spin” and “stones.”

Date sent: Mon, 22 Apr 1996 15:54:23 +0100 (MET)

From: M*** M****

Subject: spin spin

To: ajad@ift….

Dear Arkadiusz,

Did you receive my form? did you return it with your signature? do you commute or do you still anticommute? how is your harmonic attitude? I am looking forward to receiving good news of a new life full of positive energy and precious little stones for your feet. […]

Ark replied on the day after the above-mentioned session with the following banter that revealed his state of desperation:

From: “Arkadiusz Jadczyk”

To: m****

Subject: Re: spin spin

Date sent: Thu, 25 Apr 1996 11:06:34 +1

Dear M*****,

I received your form. I signed it and I am sending it back to you.

I am afraid I am still fermionic. Anti-commuting nilpotent (www-home.univer.kharkov.ua/duplij/susy/susy2000.htm). Being alone means in this case being linear. Being linear means being flat. Being flat excludes being sharp. Mio mondo e fragile.

Ciao,

ark

On June 15th, 19 days later, the issue of gravity waves was brought up, dangled like a carrot to my inquisitive mind, with the suggestion that I research it. Of course they knew I would find nothing in local sources, and that I would realize that the Internet was the logical place to search for answers.

Another suggestion/clue about the nature of this “super hypnotherapist” who was supposed to help me access this knowledge of gravity waves and UFT was given 7 days later, as I continued to struggle to find the answers, or to find a way to access them:

June 22, 1996

Q: (L) Is there any point on the body that can be used to assist in opening the gate to the subconscious?

A: No such assistance is needed. First, we would like to suggest that you seek a “spin” doctor for your quest!!

So, we have a whole series of clues building until finally the Cs practically give the whole thing away! Putting the word “spin” in quotes indicated that a very special meaning was intended. Then they added: “Hilliard. Leedskalnin. Coral Castle.” These were additional clues to what they meant by “spin” doctor, and they all related back to gravity, antigravity, moving stones with sound, and those matters having to do with physics. “Spin,” of course, with these additional clues, indicated a physicist – or a “doctor of gravity.” And as it turned out, Ark shares his roots and origin with Hilliard and Edward Leedskalnin.

So, we come to some idea that Ark, as a physicist, was part of the circumstances of which the Supreme STS Consortium was aware when they placed locks on the knowledge files in my superconsciousness. And that raises the all-important question: what is there about the relationship between a channel and a physicist that such efforts must be undertaken to prevent their meeting and all that would naturally follow from such an association?

Somehow, I don’t think that it’s just sharing information.

When Ark finally did find me, when the connection with the spin-doctor was finally made, I did attempt to discover in advance what was going on. As usual, the Cs would not give me the answers since it was absolutely essential for my choices to remain fully free to preserve the STO dynamic. However, they did make a very strange remark that is a huge clue to the idea of the locks placed on the knowledge in my superconsciousness. Now, with the connection to Ark established, they begin to talk about keys:

July 27, 1996

Q: (L) Well, you have answered this kind of question before! You have told me about so many other people! How come you won’t answer me about him?

A: It is not appropriate.

Q: (L) Why is it not appropriate? I am just trying to understand! I am in such a whirlwind inside … pleeeeeease …

A: Wait and see.

Q: (L) Does that mean good or bad?

A: It means what is Anna doing with those keys?

Q: (L) What are you talking about? Anna doesn’t have any keys!? I am exhausted, and you are being too obscure.

Now, the strange thing about this remark is the fact that Ark’s ex-wife’s name is Anna. It is also a nickname we use for one of my daughters, so the remark about “keys” was, at the moment, so ambiguous that it only caused confusion. Since my daughter didn’t have any “keys,” and since the question was about Ark, the only conclusion that could be drawn was that the “keys” that the Cassiopaeans were referring to was Ark himself. What was his ex-wife “doing with those keys?” It was pretty simple: she was trying to destroy him. For thirty years, he recorded this struggle in his journals. His desperation to find his way reached a crescendo in 1989 when he wrote:

April 10, 1989

I am losing my life (…)

A year later, after intensive work on himself:

Marseille, March 15, 1990

Lord, help me. Lord, please help me. I am only a channel. I do not know why, I do not know for how long I am sent here. What else remains than to serve you, oh Lord. (…)

Marseille, April 1, 1990

My plan for life.

First of all I realized that in the sun I see quite well. If I relax myself, then I see quite well. Which is wonderful. I have no problems with even the smallest letters.

Ergo – look into the sun. Ergo – take care about a proper lighting.

On the other hand – this is a sign!

If I see in the sun, that means I need the sun to see clearly what I am doing.

What is this “sun”?

Sun is light which does not come from me. I cannot bring the sun here. I must GO FOR IT. I must find a source of light. (…)

What is this light? Is it FAITH? Is that YOU LORD? (…)

Ark shared his journal entries with me almost immediately. These words were so like my own lifelong search for the light that would show the way that they actually acted like “keys” unlocking something inside me. I understood that such light, if found, may never illuminate anything more than one’s own family or friends; but in the grand scheme of things, even such a small effect can have long-term results over vast eons of time. Ark and I both understood this, but we also understood that there was potential for some truly valuable contribution to humanity, if only in the realm of discovery and sharing those discoveries. With these thoughts in mind, I continued the questioning, trying not to reveal too much about our private discussions:

Q: Is there some clue as to how to conduct myself? Is he in any danger by talking about coming here?

A: No more than usual.

Q: (L) He believes that we can do things, that they can be done, that we can have a positive effect.

A: Then focus on that! […]

Q: (L) Well, I don’t want to put him in any danger.

A: There are ways.

Q: (L) Is there anything we can do with this gravity-wave business? He is also very interested in this.

A: Then work on that with him!! Review the transcripts and that which has not yet been transcribed.

With every answer, the Cassiopaeans were confirming our private discussions on these things, this dream of leaving some legacy to others that would make some positive difference in the world.

Perhaps the reader who is familiar with my own story in Amazing Grace, as well as some parts of Ark’s story, and how he struggled against growing up under a suppressive political regime that threatened his career because he refused to cooperate with scientific controls and suppression, as well as a control-freak drama-queen wife at home, will have some idea of how amazing it was for us to finally meet our other half, and also how difficult and painful it was to realize that it needed slow and careful preparation in order to ensure that our future together would be stable. Neither of us could just jump on a plane and fly over to meet with the other. Neither of us was of a nature to abandon our responsibilities or to give into emotion without thinking and due caution.

Since our main mode of contact was via the computer in Ark’s office, when he went home at night, which was usually around nine o’clock his time, and three in the afternoon my time, both of us would experience a momentary loss of equilibrium at the apparent termination of communication. After so many long and painful years of being alone, we had so little – just words on a screen – and it never was easy to say goodnight. We developed strategies for being together at a distance, including imagining that we were together throughout the day, each of us viewing our activities through the eyes of the other. When he went home at night, to ease the momentary panic, we would both pretend that I was there with him, walking home hand in hand.

On one particular day, we discussed our ideas of possibilities, the questions to be answered, the research to be done, the contribution to humanity that we both had dreamed of making. We discussed the fact that we both had the same dreams, the same ideals, the same drive to serve others at the highest level of which we were capable. We analyzed why it had never been possible to achieve any of these things in the fullest way, and we realized that it was because of the fact that we were alone; our fundamental natures require total sharing to be fully functional. We had both given up hope, but now hope was renewed, and we thought that it was likely that all of our lives up to that point had been just the preparation for combining our energies, sharing the burden, symbolized by being “hand in hand.”

That night, at the session, the Cassiopaeans again brought up the “keys” issue with the “secret handshake” as if to confirm our private discussions:

August 31, 1996

A: Appreciate the fact that you have been given the keys to end all this pain.

Q: (L) When you say, “end all this pain,” it sounds a little more inclusive than just my shoulder hurting! I mean, that sounds rather suggestive.

A: Yes.

Q: (L) To end all this pain …

A: It all goes hand in hand.

It was quite a while before the realization of these things began to dawn on me. Not only was Ark the spin-doctor, he was the superhypnotherapist with the keys:

June 7, 1997

Q: When you said I needed to find a “superhypnotist” to break the locks on the knowledge placed in my superconsciousness, and then you suggested a “spin” doctor, and now Ark’s actions while I was sleeping brought out some of the keys to large pieces of the puzzle and the connections, am I on the right track when I think that the actions we are taking in searching out these pieces of the puzzle, putting them together, and the amazing discoveries that have taken place as we go along, is the action of the “breaking” of these locks?

A: Likely.

Which, of course, brings us back to why the locks were put there to begin with, and what specific situation was in their awareness when they did this.

If we speculate that there are time-traveling, mind-marauding, controllers of our reality who exist at a frequency that is blocked from our perception via genetic manipulation of our wave-reading faculties, i.e. our brains, and they have an agenda to produce a certain outcome at a certain point in “time,” and there is something or someone whose activities or work acts in a nonlinear way to prevent that outcome, it would be only natural for them to attempt to manipulate events by traveling into the past and changing something in some way that stacks the cards in their favor.

But time traveling is an iffy business, according to Ra. There are rules to the game.

As I have been collecting together the evidence – or the chronological reminders from emails and such – for the events of the past few years, the one thing that stands out is that a lot of very strange people have been after us – contacting us repeatedly – for the primary purpose of obtaining information about time travel.

This started almost immediately as soon as we had gotten the Cs site up and running. There were emails from dabbler types who were just curious, and we didn’t think too much about it; there were emails from folks who claimed that they had invented a time machine, and wanted some scientific support to get funding for their ideas; there were hotshot physics students gunning for a showdown at high noon so they could prove they had figured the whole thing out, and then … then there was “Greg.”

Greg wrote to us, and worked very hard to present a major case for why we should work with him on time travel. I was bleeding all over myself in sympathy until Ark tracked his visits to an IP in Langley, VA. Well, based on the many glitches in the story, we just figured he was a minor spook. We also figured it was a warning of sorts. But, I patiently undertook to address replies to his emails, and they became part of the website, on some of the earlier discussion page archives.

No sooner had we dealt with Greg, along came a couple from “South Africa” with a similar story. The whole set-up was designed to push all our sympathy buttons and get us to focus on the time-travel issue. As we discussed their terrible story with them (I was really sorry for this woman who claimed to have lost her two children in an auto accident), certain glitches began popping up and when we asked questions about these confusing elements, suddenly the correspondence stopped. We realized that we were being toyed with – that the story was bait.

Not long after this, Greg had another go at it under a different name, though it was the same IP he was posting from. The story was slightly different, but essentially it was designed to lure us into giving him information out of sympathy. You know, “Oh, if I had only done thus and so, my beloved (girlfriend, wife, child, pet schnauzer) would be here today! Please help me go back in time and save a life!”

Then, along came the above-mentioned economist, who came to visit us, and, during the course of two days of talks, revealed that his agenda was time travel. He also revealed very interesting other connections, as we will discover further on.

One after the other, an almost endless parade of folks trying one way or the other to wring from us, trick from us, coerce from us, manipulate or even force from us, the “secret” of time travel. A secret we don’t have – at least not consciously.

So, there we are trying to figure out what the heck is going on. Why are all these people interested in time travel? Why are they focusing their attention on us, one way or another?

It took me a long time to put the pieces together. After all, we just assumed that they had all the Aces. But, apparently not. You see, it seems that they are all looking for something.

The question then arises: Why, if they have time travel, are they looking for something? Did they lose something?

The next thing we discussed was the issue of why they were so desperate that they were willing to physically kidnap me when I was four years old? Sure, all kinds of weird stories of abductions are out there, but apparently that was not the option here. And apparently, something was so important that they literally risked exposure by doing this.

So, we came to the idea that the STS forces, lost in their wishful thinking, had somehow screwed up and lost the artifact: Something that is crucial to their plans – something that they are desperately trying to retrieve – and maybe something that they are convinced I can find for them.

And as it happens, during a recent session the Cs said that realms are “Frequency Resonance Envelopes”, which made total sense based on certain computer simulations the research team have done. And this leads us to: “why me?”

One hypothesis is that the controllers, those who are deep in the STS Frequency Envelope, literally can’t see the artifact due to frequency-resonance problems. The simulations the research team have done with Ark’s EEQT make this clear, since it seems a wave can be deconstructed into parts that may or may not be in phase (but this only becomes apparent if you view the wave using all available information about the wave, and Ark says that pretty much no one does that). If they are out of phase, resonance forces the parts to come into phase, seemingly because that’s the only stable state of the system. Standing waves are the two-dimensional projection of stable rotating spirals, i.e. the only motion is rotation.

What this means is that only individuals who are resonating (literally, not the New Age concept) with it, can see it. And things finally began to make sense. They need me to find it, because they cannot see it.

But note: as a member of the research team said: “This is one of the current ideas anyway, and I guess time will tell how on the mark we are.”

So we come back to the circumstances surrounding the locks being “put on knowledge in my superconsciousness” by a “supremely powerful STS consortium,” with full knowledge of the present circumstances. We begin to understand that it was crucial to lock it away from me, and then, at some point in time to retrieve the information. Frank failed because the Cs were too shrewd, and because of this failure, he was taken out of the project. Vincent Bridges was sent in to make a more direct attempt to retrieve the information, and an entire drama was set up to drive me into an emotional corral – a state of belief that he was part of the mission – and that it would be safe to allow him to attempt to retrieve the information about the object. And he damn near did it, except that, again, the Cs nudged the situation sufficiently so that this attempt failed. (See Appendix C for the full account.)

Of course, we recall that STS always takes the path of least resistance, and rather than waste a couple of perfectly good agents, they just changed their programs, and voila! Energizer Bunny Attack-bots.

January 10, 2002

A: [Frank] was programmed for the specific purpose of “downloading” from you secrets coded into you before birth of your present body. He failed because you were incorruptible. He is now charged with the mission, in concert with Vincent Bridges, of destroying your ability to accomplish your mission.

And we find ourselves again considering kidnapping done by a “select division of economic legion under control of G5.” What does economics have to do with it?

You might be very surprised to learn that “economics” of a very special kind is the template for controlling the world. But for that vast subject, we continue in the next volume …