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Monday, February 02, 2009

Do you ever have those moments when you suddenly realize you did something so excruciatingly stupid and you wonder why you didn't catch yourself? I have lately been having those moments. So much so, that when my boss gave me a strict scolding, I ended up crying not because I was scared or what not but because I felt like I just let myself down more than her. So when I recently came up on some im conversations with my ex-crush, I couldn't help feel sad but as I read on I realized I was fighting a losing battle and that I should have just conceded when I started feeling it. Well, I am learning to let go now; wondering if I should let people suffer through some of my good and not so good poems. Well, here it is more for my amusement than any other person.

Unwinding

Fighting to keep youKnowing you are leavingWhat to doMust I do

Time slips by We are agingChangingDay by dayInside and out

Soon there is no goodbyeJust space and timeEver increasingBetween usMemories blurringGood and bad remembered

Yet reading your wordsHow foolish was IAnd kind you wereIf I could just Admit defeat