SearchingForMyStar

Thursday, September 25, 2014

Run Away (Poem)

"If you decide to stay, know that there is no escape. There's no one here to save you."-- Brave by Jhene Aiko

So I dive in, deeper and deeper, following the sounds of his
promises, one date, two; he’s says he’ll do whatever I say…

And then I wait…

While trying to get lost in the whispers of his lust, where every time it’s
just us, and the pleasure is a must, as we add to our memories, the plan is to
just let go, move with the flow, while trying to hold onto as much of me as
possible…

I’m fading…

Trying not to think of the what-ifs and the buts…We’re just
friends that barely know if we’re really meant for each other, whether a one night stand or something a little longer....

Yet through
conversations and expectations we’re creating an intimate bond that’s going to
be hard to break.

Brake.

What he doesn’t know is this is just a game and
eventually I’ll run away.