Archive for April, 2010

Wow! How I want to start this… March n April 2010 was very hard to forget. Lots of thing happen.. Pain, suffer, love, kinky everything happen within this 2 months. Starting with my stupid mistakes n my hubby start to change.. A positive n negative thing happen. I hope dat everything back to normal.. I get my confident back after 2 years.. But it is not easy to enjoy it! I must stay on right track n think as wise person.. If I do another mistake, a lot of people with disappointed n maybe I won’t able to get them back.. It is very interesting yet challenging months.. Ahead? Not sure yet…

Last nite 31.3.10, was a very bad day to me.. Our fight end until 1.4.10 at 730am. It was long, it was pain, it was my mistake. No April Fool but this was a fact. I deserve be a punching bag 4 my husband. Wat I’ve done was wrong n can’t be accepted by any husband in this world. If I gave a thousand reason why I did dat, I’m wrong coz i am his wife n I was supposed to love, playing, respect only him. I was off track 4 a while n now god show to him wat I’ve done.. I deserved dat n accept dat.. My husband will remember wat I’ve done 4 the rest of his life, n I am regret to make him suffer n broken heart. How to get him trust me again.. I love him n I still need him.. I’m sorry hubby.. Really sorry.. I am stupid so damn stupid.