Since summer 1995 I am a target of hidden harassment which I find difficult to counter up to now.
The stress resulting from this is often that big that I am ill.
The intention according to many hints is to bring me to a nervous breakdown to have the chance for a personality change of mine in psychiatry to their favour, That means to make me work for the German social democrat party.
The harassment happens in all countries I visit.
With this blog I publish a part of my experiences with this.

Thursday, March 31, 2011

The last days I had again and again stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. Mostly I did not find the source.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Saturday, March 26, 2011

The last three days I had stimulation of abusing sex during sleep. The last time again heavy stimulation. It messes up my day. I recognize that some Thais are either doing it or jump on it. Anyone who participates in it repeatedly I consider as a "dreckige, verschissene, schmierige Schmeissfliege". I am sure this term is right for a certain number of Thais and also for others.

I have also voices again which want me to get active against "die Schwarzen"(die Schwarzen is a term for the conservatives in Germany)

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

A certain mumber of Thais are primitive sexual abusers. You can tell them once not to contact you emotionally with abusing sex. When you don't look they just start the same chit again. In Surat I once had very hard programming to accept abusing sex.

Because I had the last days also hard stimulation of abusing sex I assume that Thais are behind it. When a culture promotes abusing sex it ceases to be a culture for me and is rather a sickness.Actually I like to be in Thailand but I do not like to have that much to do with Thais after what I had in this country the last years and what is supported at least by a certain number of Thais.

The last two days I had strong stimulation of abusing sex. I could not do much these days. There are voices which want me to reprogam to accept abusing sex and doing it. There have been others saying I would not be allowed to work myself out of sexual abuse. They want to program me doing in it again to find out how I managed to get a good deal out of it. Psychologists and psychiatrists probably have an interest in finding such out. That means you must not visit such sorts of people.Further psychologists will not help you they will make you to a mainstream slave.I think it is likely that Mind Control and mainstream psychologists are linked. They will use such means which includes sexual abuse,torture and brainwashing to put through their vision of help which they think you stupidly resist. I assume that is the future of mainstream peychology or it is already present.So mainstreampsychology is important for it to fight freedom and get people adapted to values, a way of living and thinking desired by the elite.

I think that psychology will develop theories to make people accept sexual abuse.This would an important part of the treatment to undergo with much to learn from(while the therapist enjoys it)

I do not think it is different. I met Americans in Thailand of whom I thought afterwards. They admire Adolf Hitler, they just want not do the same mistakes he did. These guys are not the only Americans who think like these.

The fact that many Americans seem to support Mind Control torture and brainwashingand have fun with the abuse and exploitation and the fact that these technology is kept more or less secret to the victims prooves that many Americans are not far from the mindset of Adolf Hitler.But yout system is in decline. America becomes a looser as Adolf Hitler did. Ha, Ha,Ha.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------I add:I edit this message with a little distance in terms of time. This is a blog, this means messages spontaneously written driven by emotions occur. This may bring along easier statements which are wrongheaded.The above is such a message.I would not condemn psychologists or psychiatrists generally. In this profession are probably criminals like in other businesses as well. I could add more comments about this message but I leave it at this.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Yesterday I had a little stimulation of abusing sex but today there was strong stimulation and programming of abusing sex. The programming was strongly present during the day and gave me trouble.I had also strong voices during the day which is very stressful. The voices had partly to do with people some distance connecting to my mind and messing it up. That is possible to do with severe traumatized people like I am.

Friday, March 04, 2011

I had last time asleep twice strong stimulation of abusing sex in the guesthouse Bandon in Surat Thani.

Two days ago I caught staff doing psychic attacks related to abusing sex during the day. When I spoke loudly about this he answered about this. 'Why don't you just leave.'When you don't accept sexual abuse you may get thrown out.That I had in guesthouse Udomlab in Chaiya. I stayed there longer time. I had such attacks spoke against it and was thrown out. What a disgustive sort of people this people of Udomlap, isn't it.Now I understand partially how homelessness among the mental sick occurs. People notice with time the weaknesses of such people and try to get benefit out of it. This results in abuses and blackmailing.If the mental sick don't accept that people abuse them sexually or otherwise they get thrown out.