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Archive for October, 2008

Baby…… there was a thunderstorm ths morning. Remember how you used to be in anxiety whenever there is a thunderstorm. You can’t sleep and will keep barking to wake us up, we don’t really know what you want. You will just keep barking and keep signing telling Mummy you are scare. Mummy know you are scare, but you are depriving Mummy from my beauty sleep! Mummy could always hold you to sleep, but you always will not stay still, keep wanting to escape from Mummy clutches. When you manage to escape from me, you will start your barking again. Mummy will sometimes scold you. I am sorry…… Baby…..

Baby…… Mummy woke up during the thunderstorm, is not your barking that woke me up. You didn’t bark anyway cos you are not here anymore. Mummy think of you, wonder are you in fear now. Is there anyone protecting you right now?

Baby…… Mummy fell asleep while thinking. Then I saw you…… in my dream…… You look so skinny and dirty. There are stain on your face. Mummy can recognised you instantly, I called out to you…… Baby…… You wag your tail, but you still look so weak…… very weak……

Baby…… Mummy made quiche for the ladies today. Mummy had always wanted to bake this for you, but you didn’t wait long enough. I am sorry…… Baby……

Baby…… Did you guess it right? You are right, they didn’t want to eat. They are getting more and more fussy recently…… eversince your departure……

Baby…… Puppie is getting more insecure nowsday. A slight commotion will make her trembled with fear. She become very sticky to Mummy, following Mummy everywhere I go. She seems to sense your absentee. When I ask them where is Baby, they will look around the living room, guess they didn’t find you as well.

Baby…… Mummy is very tired. Mummy spent the whole morning cleaning up the house. Mummy thought keeping myself busy will keep my mind off you…… at least for a while……

Baby…… Mummy is so so wrong. I didn’t even finish mopping one bedroom, already break down and cry again. Mummy cried so hard, calling out your name loudly, keep calling and calling…… Puppie rushed over, jumped up and licked Mummy.

Baby…… Thanks God I still have Girby and Puppie. Mummy can’t imagine facing the four walls without any of you. Mummy know the time will come…… Maybe that will be the time we all reunion……again…… as a happy family……

Baby…… this morning Daddy and Mummy went to work as usual, only to realise it is a public holiday today when Mummy didn’t see much traffic.

Baby…… Mummy is so blur right? After you left, Mummy is like living in daze, just waiting for time to pass.

Baby…… Daddy and Mummy left Enson at his grandma house, this is the very 1st time Daddy decided to leave Enson under other people care for a while. Guess Daddy is really tired. Nowsday we don’t talk much, we are all drained out.

Baby…… Mummy had been crying more than usual these few days. Mummy doesn’t know why, just the thought of you make me cry. I will keep imagine you are just around the house somewhere, yet I can’t find you……