I am not beautiful by any means but I am a big woman. I think that I am beautiful inside but it seems that nobody wants to bother to look inside anymore. They take one look at the outside and stick their nose up in the air. I am on a diet and trying to lose weight but it's awful...

Well I don't know where to start. I have a loving husband who tells me every day that I am beautiful and sexy. I have friends who are both bigger and smaller than me. I am neither a size 2 nor a size 24..I am somewhere in the middle. And I guess that is part of the problem. I had...