Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Thursday, June 23, 2011

I love summertime. I love going to the pool and loading up on all the fun snacks and treats. I love car rides with the windows down and music blaring. Every summer we have a theme song. This year Justin Bieber's "Baby, Baby" can be heard from all 3 Jackson kiddos at least 20x a day. Hearing my little guy's sweet voice belting out JB's hit song makes me laugh and smile and makes my heart full. He adds so much joy and fun to our days. He has picked up on so many of the girl's sayings with them home. He says "right?" to make sure I am listening and "stop it!" all the time now. I seriously want to eat him up, he is so darn cute.

For someone who normally runs a strict schedule and puts way too much pressure (on myself) to meet meal and bedtimes, summertime is a welcome change of pace. I love not feeling the pressure of the clock. I do need to work on at least fixing a meal. I seriously don't think I've cooked a real dinner in at least 3 weeks..yikes, need to work on that :)

But most of all I just love having my kiddos home from school. I love seeing how uniquely God has created each one of my children. Olivia continues to keep me straight and on my toes. For instance, we met some school friends at the movies today. Upon getting settled in her seat surrounded by friends she hasn't seen since school let out, she leaned down the row to remind me to make sure my phone was on vibrate b/c we are using a new sitter for Silas and she might need to reach me. At 7 (almost 8, she reminds me daily) she amazes me with her maturity and kindness. We got home from the pool the other day and before I could get all the stuff out of the car, she had changed herself and had changed her brother's diaper and clothes without being asked.

I love waking up in the morning with my sweet Sydney who still wakes up at the crack of dawn despite my attempt at a relaxed summer schedule. The other morning she was snuggling with me in bed and kissed my unopened eyes and told me she loved me over and over. She proceeded to tell me I was the best mom ever. I like to think she really believes that and wasn't just trying to pry me out of bed for some limeaid!

I love how beautifully God has made each of my children. Each unique and perfect in His image.

I can't believe it is almost July. The summer is going by way too fast. I pray I will cherish each moment with them. They are growing up way too fast....

Sunday, May 29, 2011

I cant believe it took me so long to post. I also cant believe that it has been three months since I returned from my second trip to Ethiopia. What a blessing it was - every step of the way.

Going into the trip, I was hopeful that I would be influential in all of my interactions with the people I met. I knew that I would be influenced, moved, etc. I was most curious as to what the Lord would do on this trip. How would the team members work together? Would we witness spiritual transformation? How was the Southern part of Ethiopia different from Addis? Would we encounter hostility from local Muslims? How well could I rough it?

Someone pass the Purell! Actually I took more than I needed (shocker). Anyone I have come into contact with knows I am a germaphobe. I was almost ashamed at my use of the stuff while I was there.

Who says being a Christian cant be fun? I think adventures like this is what makes our spiritual journey exciting and wonderful. I felt like I was witnessing the Lord work in all that we did that week.

I will spare you the details of the travel, other than to say that the direct flight from Dulles to Addis was wonderful and easy.

We arrived in Addis and were greeting by Joe and Kay Harding. They are both Ethiopian "natives" - Joe grew up there and Kay was a missionary with SIM and intitially was in Kenya before marrying Joe and heading to Ethiopia. I believe they spent 20 plus years there - raising their children and serving the Lord. It was comforting to say the least having them leading the group. They are officially based in the U.S., live in Charlotte, and members at Church at Charlotte. They make several trip each year to Ethiopia to lead church groups.

Getting to the heart of the matter, I was definitely moved on this trip and felt like I learned a lot about myself and evangelism in general. I knew the Ethiopian people would be smiling, happy, and generally wonderful to be around. What I was unsure of was how I would behave given my goal on this trip was to serve others versus the adoption journey that Sara and I were on last time we were in Addis in June/July 2009. I decided to follow the others on this trip that had been to Camp Langano multiple times. I was with a group of veterans that knew the lay of the land and how best to serve these wonderful folks.

Camp Langano is five hours by van from Addis. After a four hour drive on decent roads, dodging goats, donkeys, camels, and other vehicles, we turned off the paved road onto a dirt road. This road would lead us to Camp Langano - a soccer/sports camp established by SIM (Serving in Mission) many years ago. Within the past five years Church at Charlotte has poured financial resources and multiple trips to work on building a sustainable sports ministry to children from all over Ethiopia. The Camp also helps serve the local community through a free medical clinic and s school.

My tasks while at Camp included helping build a barn for the donkeys and building/pouring a concrete foundation for a local Muslim community (for a non-local teacher's home). The goal was to have the locals see us serving them and for them to feel the love of Christ in the process. Only the Lord knows if our efforts were successful.

A moment I will most remember was the worship service at the local Church. The people were definitely there to praise God and worship. There were no pretenses - no one looking to see what outfit someone is wearing, no one concerned about someone hearing their crappy singing voice, and no one worried about or looking at folks coming in late. The worship was pure and awesome as people came humbly before God.

Another moment was hearing the testimony of the SIM missionaries from Texas that have given up life in the U.S. to serve the Lord and the people of Ethiopia full-time at Camp Langano. With three kids in tow, the husband helps manage the Camp while the wife runs the local clinic - delivering babies and trying to take care of everything an American hospital would tackle. They have two beautiful daughters and one adopted boy from Africa (Zambia) - eerily similar to a family I am a part of!!! Watching them devote themselves fully to the Ethiopian people was inspiring and certainly made me look inward and question - am I doing ALL that I can?

Lastly, I was moved by a little girl that decided to leave the local village (along the dirt road close to Camp Langano) to move to Addis. Her mission (at probably 11 years of age) was to help care for an elderly woman in Addis (the mother of one of the SportsFriends workers at the soccer camp). The girl came with our group as we left Camp to head to the capital city to prepare for our departure back to the States. It was her first trip in a car and the first time she had left a 3-4 square mile radius of her home. It was the first time she saw a paved road. It was the first time she saw a market, or a city, or anything other than a hut, goats, and a small piece of God's creation. I was most impressed and moved by her courage to leave her family (her mother had an illness that took her life years earlier) and take the next step to find opportunity. She planned to learn Amharic (he native language is not spoken in Addis) and go to school in the big city. She was basically taking on life on her own, with no parental influence other than her new relationship she would be establishing with the woman she would be caring for. At just 11 years of age.

I am excited about what God is doing in Ethiopia. The Muslim influence is extreme, but the Lord is revealing himself to the local Imams. Conversion experiences with the Imams have been plentiful (claims by the Imams that they have literally been told by God to follow Christ) and have led to massive conversions to Christ in the Langano communities when the Imams share this with others at the mosques.

I look forward to heading back - what a wonderful country with great people!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

One of my New Year's resolutions is to read more. And not just the mindless fiction I normally like to nod off while reading, but "meaty" and challenging books.

So far I've read Mary Beth Chapman's "Choosing to See" and "One Million Arrows". I highly recommend both. I am currently reading "The Hole In Our Gospel" by Richard Stearns, the President of World Vision. It is challenging and a must-read in my opinion.

One of my all-time favorite musicians, Bono from the band U2 is quoted in the book. His words:

15,000 Africans are dying each day of preventable, treatable diseases – AIDS, malaria, TB – for lack of drugs that we take for granted. There is no way we could conclude that such mass death day afer day would ever be allowed to happen anywhere else. Certainly not North America or Europe, or Japan. An entire continent bursting into flames? Deep down, if we really accept that their lives – African lives are equal to ours, we would all be doing more to put the fire out. We can be the generation that no longer accepts that an accident of latitude determines whehter a child lives or dies – but will we be that generation? We can’t say our generation didn’t know how to. We can’t say our generation couldn’t afford it. And we can’t say our generation didn’t have reason to do it. It’s up to us.-Bono

If it was happening in our community we would take action. If one of our friend's child was dying of AIDS and needed life-saving medicine, we would do whatever we could to ensure that child received the medicine he/she needed. Wouldn't we?

So why are we able to look the other way? I think we become paralyzed by the overwhelming nature of the statistics. 26,575 children dye EVERY day from mostly preventable causes related to their poverty. That is overwhelming.

One death is a tragedy; a million is a statistic. - Josef Stalin

Don't fail to do something just because you can't do everything. - Bob Pierce

So where do we start? Stearns concludes chapter 7 of his book by saying "Why did God make me? To love, serve , and obey Him. Very simple, yet extremely profound. If we all woke up every morning asking, "How can I love, serve, and obey God today?" it might change everything - it might even change the world."

Olivia

Sydney

Silas

We are in the process of adopting a boy from Ethiopia!! We brought home Silas from Ethiopia in July 2009 and can't wait to travel back to his birth country to bring home our son. God has truly blessed our family!