Wild Ox Moan

Come on loyal woman, I gotta hear that wild ox moanCome on loyal woman, I gotta hear that wild ox moanI think heard that wild ox moanI think heard that wild ox moanCome on loyal woman, I think that I can hear that wild ox moanI think that I can hear your heart beating,But can you handle the depths to which I will sink to satisfy myself,And stomach my needsDoes your loyalty shake at my secret deeds as I do?Would you judge me before I have finished my own story?You've seen me, you don't look awayCan I trust you?For several years I woke in sweat that I murdered that boy under the north wallThe weight on my heart was so heavy it would heave and vomit oftenOf the devil's family now; as the fantasies of a justified killIn Topeka made me just as weak and illAnd to you men who fail in their hate, I am your voiceCome on loyal woman, I think I that I can hear that wild ox moan