kinderwarden

kinderwarden banner

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

You would not know this by visiting my nondescript suburban neighborhood, but a war is raging here. And the rebel-in-command resides under my roof.

Kingpin heads kindergarten rebellion

And this is not just any war, but THE war. You know--the one against the forces of darkness. Yep. Five -year-old Benjamin is waging jihad against the unreasonable demands of his kindergarten curriculum.

You see, in January, Benjamin decided that he detested kindergarten.

This came as a surprise to me as the first semester seemed to go quite well. He had quickly acquired the trappings of kindergarten success, that is, wrestling buddies he could beat and an adoring first-grader whom he dubbed "wife."

And he finally had access to real junk food via the school cafeteria. This part I know because he often staggered home in an unmistakable chocolate milk haze. (It was much harder to keep my silence when he started to come home with forbidden Dorito smears on his collar.)

So, when Benjamin suddenly announced that he hated school, I was genuinely taken by surprise.

As posted earlier, I tried everything from allowing him to take a few days, er, weeks, off from kindergarten, shortening his daily schedule, skipping homework, bribing him with computer time, toys, candy, and money, and, of course, awarding those spine-tingling"You're Great!' stickers.

Finally, I threatened him with the dreaded ice cream prohibition laws (as stated in the Education Code); Meanwhile, Ben's school threatened me with the equally dreaded compulsory attendance laws (also stated in the Education Code).

As a result, I exercised my option of last resort:

I attended kindergarten with him.

So there I sit in class, every morning, hunched over in a tiny little desk pretending I really enjoy kindergarten. I model rapt attention while my son and ten other pipsqueaks cast furtive glances in my direction wondering how many levels a grown-up has to flunk to get to this point in life.

Apparently, many.

So, the war rages on between Kingpin Benjamin and kindergarten. And I am sort of on the front lines now.

From my perspective, I think he is winning.

I think this because every afternoon, Benjamin proudly brings home the spoils of war: tortured, and mutilated classroom worksheets of the day.

Piles of them.

These worksheets are mostly incomplete and are generously endowed with large blue circles from his exasperated teacher. Obviously, "O" is a mark of surrender in Ben's eyes.

Most of these worksheets have been unceremoniously defaced by my son with some extraordinary high-pressure pencil gouges, as if to show his unmistakable contempt for the besieged kindergarten forces.

Or perhaps pencil-gouging just might be Ben's mark of victory, sort of like Zorro's schtick with the "Z."

When I ask Benjamin why he despises kindergarten, his answers vary but are consistently intriguing. They include the following:

Exhibit A

"Too many girlfriends. It's embarrassing." [See, Exhibit A.] Really, who would want to be called "Sassy Boy" by a first-grader?"

"My legs hurt." Often.

"I didn't do my homework." "No, I do not want to do it. Are you kidding me?"

"School is too long."

"Mom, I need a break."

"It's not fun."

"My shirt is not buttoned. No, I want to go home and button it."

"I'm not comfortable without you."

"Germs. I don't want to make someone sick."

"I'm too tired." [See, Exhibit B.]

Exhibit B

So, really, how can a five-year-old hate kindergarten??? How can anyone hate kindergarten?

Maybe that answer can be found by looking into how kindergarten has changed over the years. Let's start with a realistic analysis of what we really learned in kindergarten. Or what we think we learned in kindergarten. Here are some examples of how in the "olden days," our curriculum ensured that those blissful half days were chock full of learning disguised as big fun:

Fond memories of applying glue to paper, glue to desk tops, glue to nasal cavities, glue to scissors, glue to gum, glue to spit, and glue to spit and gum? You guessed it: chemistry and physics. And really, how better to learn those Newtonian theories than by the failures of glue against the forces of gravity?

And those action-packed games of "Duck, Duck, Goose!" Biology. A highly effective way to teach the scientific classification of waterfowl, I might add.

Remember sitting in a circle to play "Ring Around the Rosy"? Epidemiology. And World History. They were teaching us how to identify the Bubonic Plague by that red ring-like rash and how it impacted those unfortunate civilians who lived in 16th Century England, right?

Recall belting out rounds of the 'B-I-N-G-O' song at the top of your little lungs? Well, that was a spelling test. If you have any doubt as to the effectiveness of this particular teaching strategy, I challenge you to find any human being on this continent that cannot spell that stupid dog's name.

And remember all those silly sounds we learned to sing in "Old MacDonald"? That was really a foray into theoretical issues in language learning such as child, second, and foreign language acquisition, bilingualism, language representation in culture, cognition, and intergroup relations. (If you don't believe me, just read the fine print on the course description in your kindergarten transcript.)

And last, but not least, the buddy system, team-picking, and games of two-square or hop-scotch? Well.... We were undoubtedly learning those pesky math fundamentals. Plus, how better to learn about sociology than by live re-enactment of the caste system of other civilizations and by discovering firsthand that one is indeed an untouchable when it comes to team-picking or the buddy system?

Contrasting all this zany learning-fun with the work of today's kindergartener is outright depressing. Benjamin's class schedule means full days loaded with math worksheets, spelling worksheets, phonics worksheets, Spanish worksheets, and then...homework worksheets. It means sitting from 8 to 3 in a room full of kids who already know how to write and read at the start of the school year. In fact, Benjamin's pint-sized classmates are also mature enough to compare and boast of their academic prowess, and... they already have learned the merits of cheating. Yep. As I sit there trying to "blend" each morning, I watch their half-lidded eyes intently wander over to each other's worksheets while their stubby fingers exercise death-pinches on their gnawed pencils--pencils with symbolically exhausted erasers.

I am not against learning, but what has happened to the concept of making kindergarten fun?

Today, we have kindergarteners pushed to do the academic work that first and second graders were once called upon to do. No more days full of coloring, cutting, singing, painting, napping, playing, and beloved story times.

And no chance to explore the wonders of a good bottle of Elmer's glue.

So maybe, my view from the front lines has enlightened me. Maybe I will join Benjamin's forces after all.

The good news is that Benjamin most certainly will be given a second chance to beat the nefarious forces behind the kindergarten problem. You see, his recent report card indicates that he has flunked and must repeat the school year.

Fortunately, the Head of School applauds Benjamin's efforts to flunk out of kindergarten.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

In that case, the villagers had better call for reinforcement. Maybe even a S.W.A.T. Team.

Yes, that is a big stick that he is brandishing in this photo.

It all started one balmy morning, right after winter break.

When we arrived at school and queued up in the interminable car line, Benjamin simply announced that he was done with kindergarten. He explained that he already knew everything he needed to know.

I corrected him and said he would not know everything he needed to know until after he completed kindergarten. And certainly not before he turned six.

He refused to get out of the car. He would not budge even though he was by this time blocking an entire car-line full of irate parents. (And you know they were irate after the long, long, winter vacation with no break in sight.)

Anyway, the spectacle attracted a number of well-meaning bystanders. They all tried, one way or another, to convince Benjamin to get out of the car and into his classroom.

He refused to budge-- notwithstanding the valiant efforts of :

two kindergarten classmates

one chapped big brother

one random AV tech

one annoyed school receptionist

one determined school librarian

one sympathetic bystander mom

one primary school principal

one PTO president (quite skilled in the finer arts of bribery, I might add); and

one pleading, threatening, and sweating biological mom--who was wearing ugly house slippers.

Finally, on advice of Benjamin's teacher, I resorted to brute force. Yes, I am ashamed to say that I wrestled my son out of the car and dragged him into the classroom. He kicked, flailed and writhed while the other students gawked in horror as if they were watching the march to death row in the film Dead Boy Walking.

Or was that Dead Man Walking? Whatever.

After school that day, both of us were utterly exhausted from the morning spectacle. We took a long nap together on the couch, and while he softly snored on my chest, I marveled at the amazing determination of my little boy. I wondered whether he was just too young for the rigors of kindergarten. Was he trying to tell me that something awful was happening at school? Was he getting bullied? Was his teacher mean? Or worse, were they serving crunchy peanut butter in the cafeteria?

The bottom line was, should I keep him home if his resistance continues?

Sure enough, the morning-departure trauma did continue. In fact, it became a regular part of our routine. Although Benjamin had no problem getting up, showered, dressed and fed in the morning, he would not leave the car once we arrived at school.

Over time, I stopped using the car line altogether to avoid the dismay and/or amusement of the other families. Meanwhile, I watched the other kindergarteners bounce out of their cars and bolt into their classrooms. My Benjamin was just not interested in following suit.

So I kept him home.

Initially, I had hoped he would be bored to tears with just his mommy and the strict electronics ban. I made sure that he had plenty of homework to do. And I waited, day after day, for a sign that he was ready to return to school.

No luck. He did not seem to miss school one bit. Worse, his big brother was now begging to be placed under house arrest with Benjamin.

So, back to school we all headed this morning.

And today...the drop off took on an entirely new twist. Although Benjamin had promised me he was definitely going to go to school that morning, he changed his mind once we reached the promised land at the apex of the car-line. He scooted out of my reach as I tried to pull him out the car door. I walked to the other side of the car and watched helplessly while he scooted away from me and back to the other side.

I engaged a new crew of villagers to help extricate my child from the car. No amount of persuasion was working.

Growing frantic, I quickly hailed two of Benjamin's favorite kindergarten buddies. They assessed the gravity of the situation and were more than happy to help. I watched as they raced over to my car, jumped into the back seat and buckled themselves in right next to Benjamin.

Now I had three truant kindergarteners to deal with instead of one.

So you see, my kid is one determined five-year-old. No matter what the village has in mind, Benjamin has his own agenda.

Someday, this might just be a good thing--if either of us survive his kindergarten year, that is.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

I have to laugh whenever anyone asks me how I manage to keep up with my two sons. The answer is: I don't.

Really. You have no idea.

Take this morning for instance. All I had to do was wake, feed and dress two boys, not to mention tangle with a sleeping teenager who opts to stay in bed whenever a school project is due. Yet, anyone that could peer inside the clothing and food-strewn battlefield of my house this morning, could plainly see that I lost all battles on all fronts...again.

Seriously, the school morning task is a monumental one. It gives me nightmares. Plus, I think I am developing panic-attacks as I find myself panting about halfway through the breakfast mantra of "eat your pancakes, eat your pancakes, eat your pancakes." I just do not understand how the once sane woman I used to be was ever able to timely present innumerable witnesses and exhibits for trial. Today, I can't even get my three kids out the door and halfway dressed in time for school in the morning. That said, I am glad for the one simple task of my chaotic mornings: Getting boys dressed in school uniforms is a no-brainer. However, since today is the last day of school before their holiday break, I quickly scanned school e-mails to see whether I needed to pack and make lunches, ie., throw some cereal in a baggy.

Instead I was dismayed to learn that Paul must be dressed in all-white clothing today for some goddamned holiday thing. He is even expected to wear white shoes. WTF? What 8-year-old child owns white anything? Furthermore, does anyone even make white shoes since Pee Wee Herman paid due homage to such in Tequila?

Uh, excuse my daydream.Anyway, I read the next week-old email. This one directed me to dress my kindergartener in holiday attire. And I was instructed to "be creative about it." As if there were any other choice.

See, I just moved across the country and have not unpacked any holiday stuff except for half of my nine pet holiday stockings. So I grabbed these and quickly stapled four and a half of the hairy and slightly chewed stockings to Ben's uniform shirt. Why? Because ripping off Christmas tree branches to weave a crown of pine thorns was too formidable a project for me.

My poor kid. He looked like a Salvation Army ragamuffin.

When Paul asked him what exactly he was dressed as, Ben looked down at his droopy staplings and sorrowfully said "I just don't know." I had to pump the little guy up and tell him he was dressed as...as...wonderful Christmas expectations?

That was enough to get him in the car at least.

So, you see, I do not keep up with my sons. Or myself for that matter.

At any rate, I am now sitting in my car decompressing after the frenzied school drop-off. Of interest, I am wearing no shoes in our 50-degree weather. I am looking at the five forlorn teacher gifts that I forgot to throw in the boys' backpacks. Or backpack, I should say. I have an uneasy feeling that I left Ben's pack on top of the car as we lurched toward school, chanting another morning mantra: "buckle-up, buckle-up, buckle up."

Okay, time to take a deep breath and head home to make another attempt to rouse the comatose teenager....

On second thought, I am instead going out for a coffee. Any other frazzled moms care to join me for a cup of joe? Shoes optional.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Shown here rejecting both the voices of motherly reason and basic Newtonian theories.

In the car tonight, there was one of those classic boy-to-boy exchanges that leave a parent feeling quite poorly equipped for child-rearing. And considering that this particular parent has been legally trained in the finer points of argument, this is a significant and humbling realization.

And speaking of humility, I should have long ago given up on trying to instill any concept of reason into any member of the male species.

Back to tonight's drive.

The winter holidays were approaching, and the boys and I were delivering a load of toys we had collected through a school-wide toy drive. Both boys were absolutely buried up to their necks in piles of new toys, which I admit, may have been an over-stimulating environment for any four-year-old boy--let alone one who had been kindly referred for a "Temperament Assessment" by his pediatrician at the ripe-old age of three. (Can you think of a nicer way to say "anger-management for toddlers"?) But I digress.

As the parent bestowed with the responsibility of safely transporting the generous collection of toys, I winced at the sound of anything that hinted that the highly vulnerable packages were being violated in the back seat.

Ben sneaking rats into the grocery store against better advice.

In due course, Benjamin cracked. It was too much to bear.With lightning speed, he grabbed and forcefully clasped a large board game to his chest. As his big brother sounded a shrill wail, Benjamin screeched that the game was "MINE!"An eery silence followed.I glanced behind me.It was clear that Ben would not be relinquishing that toy while there was still breath left in his little body. And believe me, I know; I have been on the losing end of that death-grip before.

Contemplating my next move, I warily eyed the crime scene from my rear-view mirror. While I calculated the length and effectiveness of my reach, I noted with despair that the pirated board game was called "Trouble!"

Not wanting to engage in open warfare amidst rush-hour traffic, I reverted to reasoning. A waste of time. A big waste of time.Alas, Benjamin did not care much for my tiresome explanation that the toys had been donated by Paul's classmates for the migrant workers' children. As usual, he rejected all my efforts to teach empathy. He sullenly ignored my well-calculated appeals for the "poor migrant children...who may not get much else for Christmas... other than the very toys...we were delivering... in this car... at this moment.... Like, right now?"

Instead, Benjamin bellowed that the game was "MINE... because...because... we never had one before!"

Oka-a-a-y. Now I was beginning to understand the depths of the skewed sense of male logic I was up against. Considering this and still looking for a painless resolution, I actually contemplated whether anyone would really notice that one board game was missing from the holiday cache. This dangerous reverie was abruptly halted by my older son.

A hard to break habit of sitting in the freezer at two.

Awash in all the wisdom his seventh year of life afforded, big brother Paul expressed his disgust with the whole exchange. He loudly retorted: "So?! We never had an octopus before. We never had an atom bomb before. That doesn't mean we get to keep one!" Quiet ensued.

Another furtive glance into my rear-view mirror detected a sort of softening in Benjamin's demeanor. Slowly and quietly, Benjamin released his grip on the game. He turned away to silently gaze out the window.

At this point, one might like to think that my little hellion was deciding it was, after all, better to give than receive. Perhaps, he was finally learning the thus-far wholly elusive concept of sharing?

Not a chance. I am quite certain he was instead wondering how to spell "atom bomb" so he could add it to his Christmas wish list....

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Halloween is over, and the boys are gnawing away. As I helplessly overlook the conglomeration of colored powders, chocolates, and random goo they ingest by the handful, I can practically hear the sound of their overwhelmed tooth enamel surrendering. Their little nippers will undoubtedly resemble one porous sponge by the end of the week.

Of note, Halloween is traditionally our annual dental check-up week. I deliberately schedule it this way so the boys will become terrified when the dentist has them chew those tasty but tricky "scum-identifier" tablets. Oh, there will be scum this year all right. Of course, I will bear the brunt of the dental scolding, but that is easy enough to deflect...once the dentist is out of hearing range.* Anyway, I think Benjamin's bare legs jutting out of the moth-suit really makes for a fetching costume. What do you think? The suit came with little black leggings, but he opted for the fleshier look. Could this be the kindergarten version of the slut costumes that every single female trick-or-treater over the age of one seems to wear these days? And what is THAT about anyway? Do they really get more stuff when they dress like mini Paris Hiltons...in drag? And if so, how come no one ever told me about turning that trick when I was a kid?Regardless, I too had to throw together a last-minute costume to appease my two (already jacked-up) candy addicts. So I joined my sons while wearing a robe and huge red curlers. Okay, so maybe I was already wearing the robe and curlers.,Anyway, I carried one of those reusable cloth grocery bags. You know, the one with the six empty wine compartments. And in case that was not obvious enough, I even carried an empty wine glass.

Well, why should kids be the only ones who come home with treasures on Halloween night?Sure, the boys scored big, as you can see in the photo. As for me, I did not fare so well. Not one neighbor filled my six gaping, empty wine bag slots with a bottle of wine. Not one offered to pour so-much as a drop of hootch in my empty wine glass. Worse, no one seemed to "get" what my costume was all about. Even after I explained in detail that I was not exactly looking for candy, they simply stared blankly at my get-up. By the end of the night, my eight-year-old was telling the confused neighbors that I was dressed as "an embarrassment."Right in front of me.Later, as I dejectedly watched the boys count, sort, switch, and fight over their huge trove of candy, a brilliant thought occurred to me: Next year, I get to wear the slutty bare-legged moth suit for Halloween.

*Note, for other tooth-preservation strategies, please consult Lesson 2 at the following post:

Vote by clicking here!

Vote here too!

Talk back! Subscribe!

Followers

About Me

This blog is about raising kids once I resigned myself to accept that they could not be returned to the test tubes from whence they came. My perspective is that of an "older" parent as well as a bi-coastal spouse raising two young boys and a sometimes step-daughter, pretty much on my own. In my pre-kid state of being, I worked as an attorney, a contributing editor and a copywriter.