"5/3/2016, Happy Birthday daddy, miss and love you so much. How I long to hear your soft sweet voice and I know some day soon we will see each other again. Until that time I have no place to visit you but only in my heart. I always admired you through out my life. Always wanted to be just like you. I'll never measure up to you but I always give it my best. I always wanted you to be proud of me dad no matter what I did. I wasn't perfect, but none of us were, I just wanted to be accepted and loved by you. In the end I realized that I had that from you and I walk with my head held high. Because of you dad, I always look to make things better in my life."