I've very sorry, D-O.I've lost a handful of friends in suicide, so I know the "another one" feeling.

QUOTE (Massacre @ Mar 16 2011, 10:30 PM)

Blue hands are a sign of poor circulation,

The answer to blue hands is that simple? Sound very plausible.Blood from the mouth can be a bleeding in the stomach, and such a bleeding can be the cause of death. But it can also be bleedings elsewhere I guess.

Funeral was today. Pretty sad stuff of course. He was in the army so they did the whole gun shooting and flag folding. A good honour for him. At the armory they had food and stuff after with a bar in the basement. (big basement) and everyone had a few drink and seemed in better spirits.

Sounds as a nice funeral. Military knows how to honour.But the first months from now, year perhaps, is the thoughest time for his family and friends. That's when they will need support the most.

For sure. It's his sisters bday on Saturday. Kinda crazy to have a bday after that. Should be a good time of memory.

So apparently last night a bunch of my friends and the army guys went to a bar. My buds were all drunk doing "hoo-rahs" in honour of the guy or something. And it pissed the army guys of cause thats an american thing and cause they are "civvies" and not in any kind of army. So I guess with emotions running high there was a bit of a brawl. Pretty fucking sad. I know a lot of my buds are hot heads and I can imagine drunk army fucks (Like Bain has said so many times) have something to prove.

Kinda bummed out now. Just found out my buddies neighbor was just found dead. I met him a couple of times. He was really cool. Huge jacked Russian guy in his early 30s. We had a few conversations about metal. I also heard funny ass story of him carrying one of my buddies home that was too drunk to walk. He was a good man. My buddy that was his neighbor was also real dam good friends with the friend in the OP. I'm worried about him cause he kinda has a drinking problem.