Monday, May 25, 2009

dont know what had happened to me..i've been sleepless for sometime..dont even know what happen..like today,25th of may [monday], i woke up at 3 something..at the whole night i think i didnt even sleep well until that 3 something..please someone tell me what was happening..i'm so tired yet i couldn't sleep..sigh.. i can't even do my favourite hobby [sleeping]dont know what can i do beside that anymore...wrote this with sore eyes, tired body and also blank mind..>.<

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

im tired...im stressing out... >.<i act to be delightful and extreme happy..but actually i jux wanted to release my tension..the more hyperactive i am, the more stressful i'm having...so stress until i couldnt even sleep..when i finally fall asleep, i'll be waking up a hour or two later..im getting weaker..i need someone to help me..but i just couldnt find a suitable person to help..

Saturday, May 16, 2009

aiyoo...my baby angry so fierce looking..saw him also will heartache [xin tong]..i'm so useless la.. cant make him smile also..also dunno how to comfort him..what i can do is only looking at him..haiiz...

Thursday, May 14, 2009

i remember once...a few of us sat in class chit-chatting..and suddenly jessy ask me.. 'what if your carrot make friend with you just to get closer to ong?'i remember that time i answered 'if he does, i'll wish them happiness'..that time i feel a little hurt by that question b'cuz we just started our relationship not long ago..but if jessy ask me again that question now...i will reply 'if he does, then i kill myself before knowing this facts'cuz.. i love him very much and i dont have the guts to know this kind of things..i rather kill myself and let our memories to be beautiful beautiful memories..am i stupid?you will be like me one day if you started to love a person very much..cuz i thought those person suicide for love is so stupid last time..when you someone deeply, you'll started to be a fool like me.. ha~love makes people to have weaknesses..

well, i do hope all of you have a person you love and he/she love you too..i'm in happiness situation currently..and i hope this wont change forever..

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

came across these few love quotes..find it sweet..so i blog it here...

here it goes...

let me be the one to love you deep in my heart,let me be the one to hug you deep in my arms,let me be the one to kiss you hard in my lips,i don't know how long we can be together but just let me be the one..

i never thought that love would feel this way,but you changed my world with just one kiss,and now i know that all i want is you in my life..

the sweetest thing a guy could do for his girl is to sit with his friends, look at her from a far and tell his friends,' look at my baby, have you seen anyone so beautiful? Damn bro, she's my life ! '

Saturday, May 9, 2009

monday, 11th of may..i'll start to go school again like before...i had dye back my hair to black..it's so UGLY..black + curly = totally like an 'a ma'..n tat pretty girl still cut my hair until so short.. double a ma..haiz..well.. tis is a sacrifice for my studies..but i hope you wont laugh at me when you see my this 'a ma' hair...T.T

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

did i look like i had lose weight??haha~~ my mum said yes.. she said my arms smaller a bit..but i dun think so leh.. like same only..honestly.. i love my mum a lot..cuz she know im on diet..but she jux couldnt bare to see im getting thinner..she's kind of 'xin tong'..so she ask me what i want to eat everyday..and my only answer 'anything'she tried a lot of dishes to let me eat more..but cuz of diet.. i still ate a little only..she ask me not to diet anymore..but she's happy i'm losing weight..she so funny, isnt she?haha.. she jux my cute cute mother~~the one always take care the health of our family..

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watashi wa san inchi ni (i'm 312)..well,i'm just a simple girl.. living in my own simple world.. welcome any of you to my blog~ Posts will be written in two version because i found out not every visitors are chinese.. This may let them understand what i've written.. ^^