My Brothers

My name is Kendall. I'm the typical orphan girl… Yeah, yeah, pity me not. One Direction decided to adopt me like their sister. But let's just say I can't see one as a brother, he's more like, my soul-mate.

Will destiny let us be together, or will it drag him away from me, just like it has done with everyone I have ever loved?

35. Together again? The End...

I stood besides Paul as the boys waved and smiled for the cameras and fans. We were halfway through the tour and everything was so beautiful. Every time the boys had an interview or signing I was visiting new places and being a tourist, something I never thought I would be able to do.

"You seem happier." Paul commented.

"Yeah." I smiled. "I feel different."

"And why is that?" Paul asked.

"I have no idea." I replied. "I think it's because I want to be happy."

"Does it has to do with the fact that you and Harry have been sneaking at night as well?" Paul asked raising an eyebrow.

I stood there watching how Paul spoke on the phone. How on earth did he figure out that Harry and I were sneaking every night in every hotel just to meet and talk, and maybe kiss... I turned my gaze towards the scene where the boys were talking only to find Harry looking at me. I smiled a little and closed my eyes walking away from backstage.

Yes, Harry and I have been talking like we used and hanging out like before, but he hasn't even asked me yet if I want to be his girlfriend. He hasn't even said anything that might say that, nothing, and I don't want to throw myself and then only be played. I know he promised not to hurt me, but you never know what can happen...

"What's wrong Carrot?" Louis asked totally scaring the living shit out of me.

"Fuck Louis." I siad. "You scared the shit out of me!"

"Mouth!" Louis warned and I rolled my eyes. "What is wrong?"

"Wrong?" I questioned and he nodded. "I really don't know."

"What's on your mind then?" Louis asked.

"Something that Paul said to me." I replied. "And it has to do with me and Harry."

"What about you two?" Louis asked.

"I can't tell." I replied. "Not until I'm sure."

"As you please." Louis said kissing my head. "We are leaving in three minutes."

"Where to?" I asked.

"Airport." Louis replied. "We are headed over to Australia."

"Oh!" I exclaimed. "Can I get a pet kangaroo?"

*******

I was sleeping on the bunk of the tour bus, my head resting next to the wall, and my hand hanging lose. I was beyond tired, as yesterday we had a full expedition day around Sydney, and we had to run from fans like three times and then we got lost, and we had to walk until we found Paul and Liam, and I almost broke my ankle, and Louis had to give me a piggy ride back to the tour bus, and now I'm half dead and with a sprained ankle...

"Keep your head inside the bunk." I replied. "Oh and by the way, fuck you."

"What why?" Harry asked.

"You woke me up and now I won't be able to go back to sleep." I replied climbing out of my bunk. "And I'm dead tired."

"Come here then." Harry said pulling me into his bunk. "I'll help you sleep."

"Harry." I said as I laid my head on his chest.

"Yes?" Harry asked as he caressed my hair.

"Are we together again?" I questioned.

"Only if you want too." Harry replied.

I moved my view to his face and kissed him, slow and caring at first, but then it was heated and full of passion. I was on top Harry kissing him like if there was no tomorrow, but you know what they say, enjoy the moment.

"I love you so much Kendall." Harry whispered to my lips. "You have no idea how much."

"I love you too Harry." I said laying next to him once again. "I don't want to loose you."

"That will never happen." Harry whispered. "Go to bed."

"Sing for me, the one song that reminds you of me." I said.

"This is song is for you." Harry said before he started singing.

Your hand fits in mine Like its made just for me But bear this in mind It was meant to be And I'm joining up the dots With the freckles on your cheeks And it all makes sense to me

I know you've never loved The crinkles by your eyes When you smile You've never loved Your stomach or your thighs The dimples in your back At the bottom of your spine But I love them endlessly

I wont let these little things Slip out of my mouth But if I do It's you Oh it's you They add up to I'm in love with you And all these little things

You can't go to bed Without a cup of tea And maybe that's the reason That you talk in your sleep And all these conversations Are the secrets that I keep Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape You never want to know how much you weigh You still have to squeeze into your jeans But you're perfect to me

I wont let these little things Slip out of my mouth but if it's true It's you It's you They add up to I'm in love with you And all these little things

You'll never love yourself Half as much as I love you You'll never treat yourself right darling But I want you to If I let you know I'm here for you Maybe you'll love yourself like I love you Oh...

I've just let these little things Slip out of my mouth 'Cause it's you Oh it's you It's you They add up to And I'm in love with you And all these little things

I won't let these little things Slip out of my mouth But if it's true It's you It's you They add up to I'm in love with you And all your little thing