So, yes I know how it feels to be frustrated because you dont know where to find the right one for you. You think you have done everything, but love seems doesnt want to come to you. So frustrated that you feel that something is wrong with you, but you dont know what and how to fix it. Yeah, for me the road to love was not easy either. Eventhough those moments have passed (thanks God for that! It was really a miracle though i could met him at the first place), i still remember the feeling clearly. And i think that is the feeling that i couldnt forget. Ever.

So what’s the point of writing this post anyway? Well, this is a note to myself (and to you who consider yourselves lucky and blessed enough to have found love), about how i should appreciate love given in my life more. How i should appreciate my husband, and our marriage even more. I still remember there were moments when i was mad at people who already found their other halves, but still complaining and complaining. ‘Dont they know that they are lucky enough even to find love?’ I used to think like that. And yeah i know, things changed and maybe at this moment people can be mad at me especially when i complained about my relationship. Because sometimes i forget that actually i am blessed to have someone special in my life, and i forget how hard it was to find love.

Indeed, love itself is never easy. Even after you think you have found the right one, you will still need to struggle to keep and to maintain it. You will need a hard work to keep the fire burning, and of course you need to sacrifice some (even all) your egos, for the sake to make the relationship works. It’s not easy, everything has its own consequences, and it’s up to you which consequences that you are more willing to take.

So, in the end of this endless babbling, i just want to say, ‘Good luck and dont give up on love’ to those who are still struggling to find love. Just remember, you have precious freedom that sometimes married couple wishes to have. Have as much fun as you could and be yourself, because i believe that somehow love will find its way to you, as long as you keep your arms and mind open, and still believe in it.

I also want to say the same thing : ‘Good luck and dont give up on love’ to those who are blessed with love, and need to struggle to maintain it. Just remember that there are many people who are willing to give almost anything to have someone special in their lives, and remember your-not-so-easy -road to love. Hopefully it will make you appreciate your partner and your relationship more. People said, the harder you get it, the more you will appreciate it.

wkkwkwkwk songong abis si bandi. well, but at least he knows what he want haha. so you’re lucky to have him, and he is lucky to have you (the first girl that he wants and he got it, because there are so many guys not so lucky as he is hahaha).