Great doubts

Sex = Male
Where it happened = At school
Language = English
Refnum = 20611

One day, at the end of the break, I climbed the stairs in front of the school's entrance and ran into a girl of thesame grade. She was really looking nice, but I never hadthe guts to think she could be more than accidently aroundme. She looked so much more "experienced", that I thoughtshe would find me a fool if I asked her for a date. But quite the opposite happened...

The only thing she said was something like: "Would you goto bed with me?". My thoughts were going at light speed andbefore I knew I had said yes. She took me by the hand andwe started running through the building. I used to be aboarding school, but the bedrooms were closed for a lot ofyears. We entered the floor of the former teachers bedroomsand walked at the tips of our shoes looking for some cornerwhere we could do it. One of the doors appeared to be open and we went in. It was awfully full of dust. Things wereleft in the room as if it was still in use.

She undressed, and I was confused, really not aware if Ireally should do this, but I was aware it was really happening now. I took off my clothes too, and we layed downon the bed. We didn't start kissing or things like that,we both focussed on doing the real thing.

I was feeling like a fool, I didn't get my penis into her.It appeared that I didn't know where to put it in. I thoughtit was at the same place where the penis was placed, but shehelped a little with her hand and I could feel it was theright place. I pushed and nothing seemed to happen.I pushed harder and she screamed from pain. I never feltso hopeless, but suddenly me penis shoved in a little andI started moving. We did it all the way, and didn't speak ten words.

I didn't want to go home, because I had a terrible fear forwhat had happened. I had strickt parents and couldn't tellmy story. I didn't sleep for a lot of nights and I stillhave an uncomfortable feeling if I think of it.

We did it once more a week or so later, but she got a new friend after that and that was all we had.

(I never told this story to anyone)

Great doubts

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