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As the rain beats hard,
On the ground,
I think of one drop,
That could heal a broken heart.
I lost everything,
The day I was born,
My life we turn upside down,
When I was four,
I moved from one place to another.
I never found a place to call home,
...

I remember your touch
The way your arm felt around me
The way your heat kept me warm that long August night.
I remember your smile,
I remember how that one day you touched my hair,
The way it felt
So warm, so gaintal.
I remember the tears you shed
When it was to hard
...

Spinning out of control
I never know what I'm thinking
Let alone saying.
I could never tell you
What I'm thinking
Cause I have no clue
Maybe that's a sign
I'm done with this life
This journal
That I need to move on
But what if I'...

I tried but you just got high,
I care about you,
Never meant to make you pissed
I was just upset,
Whipping away the tears,
You've made fall.
The snapping isn't working,
My green eyes fading,
With pain
I tried,
But you forgot,
Only because you got high
I don't care,
You...

Have you heard the stories of the women that have gotten beaten,
Ever felt bad for them,
Wanted to help them,
Felt bad for them?
Well, it's the path that they chose,
But everyone will need a push,
I need it,
I didn't get it,
Until it was to late,
I...

Yeah, I dye my hair,
Black,
White,
Red,
What's your point,
Yeah,
I get strekes,
But that doesn't faze me,
I'm still me.
Yeah,
I like the color black,
And the way blood looks when it drips,
From a wond,
Doesn't mean I'...

Trying to open my eyes,
But it's like their sewed tight.
My mouth opens,
To try and tell you I love you,
But nothing ever comes out,
I'm blacking out,
Falling in to the dark.
Black out,
Everythings dark,
No where to go,
Not even a candle,
T...

To you I'm like a sister,
You've grown up with all your life,
But I'm changing,
And I know you know,
I can see it in your eyes,
And the glare,
Your protectiveness,
Just makes you seem like a brother to me.
But my heart beats just alittle faster,
...

One,
Your horrible jokes,
That makes no scene,
Kind of like your senseless surveys,
You give me.
Two,
You unruling glare,
That you give me every time I fail,
And when I trip over my own two feet
Three,
You’re judging grin,
That you give every guy that passes by,
When you’re wit...

I know tonight is just going to be another night,
Full of flirting,
And hurting,
You'll make me laugh,
And I'll wish you'll ask me to dance,
But what am I thinking.
Tonight will just be another night,
Just friends,
Having some fun,
She's in a corner crying,
But you s...

We sit there and talk,
No one seems to care,
We are there for hours,
But not one person says a word.
The teacher gives us a brownie,
And you tickle me,
Trying to get it out of my mouth,
I giggle and laugh,
While taking your wrist band,
That says,
Thousand Foot Krutch,
Just as you succeed...

I plea,
Only silently,
Hopping you'd see me,
But yet again,
I know your to obvious,
To everything I do,
So I see no point anymore.
My pleas,
Start to become screaming,
But I'm the only one that hears them,
Cause there in my head,
I'm screaming your name,
Telling you tha...

Their bright blue,
Full of happiness,
I just want to dive into.
But you only,
See me as a friend,
And it pains me,
To no end
For years I wish,
You'd see the way look at you,
From across the room,
But you’re oblivious.
So I'll wait,
For you to see,
I'm flirting,...

Can’t you see the girls over there?
Just close your eyes for a second,
The ones made up of pom-poms,
Skinny jeans,
Tight t-shirts,
Short skirts,
And an attitude
The girls that can only eat one calorie
A day
Do you see them?
Cause I see them everywhere I look
All they do is tweet,
Txt,...

Your eyes
Clouded in salty droplets
Ready to fall
Your calls
So strong and desperate
Ready to tell
Your voice
Loving in these dark times
Ready to commit
Your words
Are the truths of real pain
Read to trust me forever
My ears
Here to listen and open up
Ready to concur
My lips...

I’m trying to say I’m sorry
But you’re not listenin’
I was under pressure
Fightin’ to say no
But failing and said yes-
Darling,
I never meant to break you’re trust
But you’re not listening to my words
And I’m growing weaker by the minute-
And I’m missin’ you-
With all...

Your smile got my heart in knots
Trying to figure out where it belongs
Maybe in your hands-
Maybe in your arms-
Under the stars
But baby I don’t know
‘Cause it’s two in the morning-
And I’m staring at the stars
Thinking about you and nothing else
Wishing you were here
Wrapping me...

Anyone?
Anyone, want to listen?
Can someone hear my cries?
See me searching for the right,
And the wrong?
I suppose not,
I'm only alone,
For a year,
Maybe a life time,
But somewhere,
Sometime,
Someone will listen..........
?
I find searching brings ...

Playing with a girls heart,
Is like playing with fire,
The flame will leave your control,
Never know what will happen,
You push it too far,
And it will burn,
Into ash
I just hope you've learned,
I'm not that girl you met,
Way back when,
I'm a new and improved,
Moving on,
C...

Your words are like metal clinging together,
But sharper than,
Any two edged sword
I've come across.
I'm no healer,
I'm no defeater,
I'm no protector,
But I will try,
Keeping my heart in the dark,
But my arms in the open,
For all to see,
My battle wounds
Got tosse...

I've got a guitar,
The ability to write a song,
Well ain't that the life?
But not the life I want to live,
No one then saw it,
I scream to get free,
But with every attempt,
I become weak,
I strum the cords,
That brings me my peace.
But for the end to come would be great,
The lif...

When it comes to words,
To describe this world,
I think of Thoughtless,
Everyone is trying,
To be each other,
How thoughtless.
I believe,
In a higher power,
That will one day jugde us,
For our thoughtless stupidity.
We all try and act one way,
To fit in,
This thoughtless world,
No...

It's new
it's bitter sweet
but I'm full of pain
the light that was there
it's gone
along with my love
can't get it back
I cry
as I write
I try and try
but nothing comes
just blocks of nothing
cause now your eyes
they are blank
they show me nothing
no...