Heartbeat Fetish

A person or thing providing or representing an animating or vital unifying
force

an animating or vital unifying force; "New York is the commercial heartbeat
of America"

pulse: the rhythmic contraction and expansion of the arteries with each beat
of the heart; "he could feel the beat of her heart"

blink of an eye: a very short time (as the time it takes the eye to blink or
the heart to beat); "if I had the chance I'd do it in a flash"

A single pulsation of the heart

fetish

An inanimate object worshiped for its supposed magical powers or because it
is considered to be inhabited by a spirit

A form of sexual desire in which gratification is linked to an abnormal
degree to a particular object, item of clothing, part of the body,
etc

a form of sexual desire in which gratification depends to an abnormal degree
on some object or item of clothing or part of the body; "common male fetishes
are breasts, legs, hair, shoes, and underwear"

juju: a charm superstitiously believed to embody magical powers

A course of action to which one has an excessive and irrational
commitment

excessive or irrational devotion to some activity; "made a fetish of
cleanliness"

lockable rain bib pants for public
humiliation

Thick pvc rain bib pants. High, very roomy and
comfy. Lockable at shoulders for long term forced dressing punishment with
diaper. For public humiliation. The whole idea of public humiliation is for
everyone to see, and degrade me. A deep longing for being totally helpless in
prolonged enclosure combined with public humiliation. It's totally impossible to
undress bib pants and jacket when padlock at both shoulders is used, and also to
undress boots if elastic band is very hard and tensed. Feeling severe punished,
embarrassed, humiliated, excited, hard heartbeat, nervous, dry throat, crazy
pulsing in all my body and severe anxiety!!! Wearing these really ugly,
ridiculous and hilarious pants I feel so awkward and blush when people look,
whispering, points at me and maybe go for a roaring laugh, I get strong feelings
of shame. Long term forced dressing punishment in public with a few diapers, and
catheter connected to a urine bag, some extra strength laxatives, lots of
liquids for dehydration, left to wallow in my own mess.
Humiliation...helplessness...suffering... torture...and I just have to stand it!
That's the way to treat a slave! Entirely at mistress whim I'm prepared to obey
and suffer bizarre experiment, Mistress will enjoy so much exposing me for a
kinky nightmare, keeping me sexually frustrated as long as she want. My
limitations has to be pushed forward! I will shake with fear mixed delight when
Mistress put diapers and this heavy duty raingear on me becuase I know, there is
absolutely point of no return.

Increased Sensitivity - 9 of 25

Leopard print sleeping mask to keep me
blind... blind (blnd) adj. Sightless. Without seeing. The complete
lack of form and light perception... When one is blind she must rely on
her remaining senses. I smell you more. I taste your lust. I hear your
heartbeat. I feel your skin more intently...