Recovery is no longer the Holy GrailI think the Effects of CSA can never be erasedTime cannot be turned back or the Damages undoneNow I know that Normal is not the same as PerfectI’ve learned there is no Magic Pill or Miracle CureSometimes Wholeness seems like the Impossible DreamThe unattainable Promised Land that is either still far distant or always just out of reachEven those with a “perfect” childhood have problemsNo one is untouched by pain or difficulty or tragedyHealing is relative and it is a continuous processI may never arrive, never be finishedBut I will be much further along the waythan when I first beganAnd I will be much better at the end than I am nowJust as I am much better now than I was at the beginning

- lee 08/05/14

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