I’m already done chasing the kind of enjoy that demands my full notice, period, and mettle. That various kinds of cherish is depleting and draining. I don’t want that.

I crave the various kinds of affection that allows me to continue to move, germinate, and improve myself.

The kind of love that will adoration me with full integrity and respect my privacy. I will allow you to, don’t worry. And I require you to rely me extremely specially. I am a wander chaos. A living tragedy. A breathing time bomb. At any time, I feel like I’m going to explode. And the thought of what’s going to happen next really scares me.

Every time I explode and feel like I’m drowning, I don’t want you to swim for me and save me. I crave “youve got to” exactly accommodate my hand, hug me tight, and have hopes in me that just like my other bad dates, I still have the strength to survive this. That I’m going to survive this once again.

On my part, I truly don’t have much to give, but I give you the largest part of my heart.

I am not good when it comes to love, so don’t expect me to love you the behavior affection person should be. But instead, are well aware that I will love you the way you deserve to be loved. The behavior I should adoration myself.

I will be your ocean sidekick let’s listen to the announce of the curves and wonder what it feels like to be one. I will too be your late night trip friend we will own the world each night. Or maybe if you’re not in the mood to overcome the world, let’s just sleep next to each other and let’s talk about the things our thoughts are made of. How the universe was made and how amazing it is to be part of this world. Let’s go to the kitchen and while we are in our underwear, hug me from behind and let’s dance in the overcome of old epoch slow sungs and rock and roll.

And we will go back to our bed and we are going to make love.

Because enjoyed is like boozing brews, and we are sodrunk tonight.

To the one I’m going to love next, if I love you, I don’t have any strategies of letting you go. I know we are living in this generation where giving up is always an answer whenever things are not going the route we supposed that they would. But we will be different.

Love is a battle and I will give my best good to every crusade because you are worth it, we are worth it .

I am not going to give up on you. In this world-wide full of temporary parties, I want to be your permanent one. The one who are capable of always admire your allure and chaos, your flaws and blessing, your smiles and rips. The one who will stand between your own form of elegance and ugly, good and bad, imperfect and perfect. And I pick both.