12.19.2011

The Lonely

I hate the holidays.
I'm trying so hard, and I don't understand this. I miss Frankie, I miss our life. I miss feeling like I belong to something absolutely incredible here on earth, and like I have to wait to be complete again until I die.
I am lonely. I know everyone will say, but you are never alone...he is always there. I know that, but sometimes missing him just takes over, and I cannot shake that painful feeling.