Why must I be the one with the hard life? Why does everything fucking work for everyone but me?

My student loan requires a co-signer because I have no credit. No one is going to do it for me, the first one that comes to mind is my step dad but he would not do it. I do not want to ask, I do not want to do it, and why can't fin aid give me enough?

Than their is my fucking mental anixety and depression. I went to see one therapist, one wants me to make room for it and to accept it. The other one that I see the most wants me to take fucking meds for it so who should I follow?

I hate this!

I do not wanna be here right now! This transfer should be easy because I have a job here and I am not going to school in a whole other city. This sucks I just wanna sleep forever! Fuck this shit!

Hey, sorry to hear that you're going through a rough time. You're alone though, we all have our ups and downs. I hope that you can find a co-signer for your studen loan, I'm sure if you keep looking you'll find someone. As far as what you should do about your anxiety and depression, I wouldnt suggest just "accepting it" that could lead to not so good consequences. You definately should work on it through therapy, medication..something.