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Friday, October 22, 2010

10/22/10

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im still 102 lbs ew yes i weighed myself today ughi got so many layers on in that pic a tank top then a sweater thena tshirt over top of that and then the hoodie and then there will b ajoacker as well im b outside today so i need to b bundled up its suppose to drop in the 30's today cold im cold already and it didnt even drop yet

i went shopping wiht my mom today and she bought me things she acutally bought me more then i asked for yesterday and then complained about the bill but then when she got home said it was ok i needed it so i got*bag of apples*bag of celery*bag of carrots*1 red bell pepper*bundle of asparagus*can tomato soup*can of chicken noodle soup*box sodium free chicken buillion packetts*box of special k cinnaomon pecan cereal*box of bran flakes*lettuce*2 bags of the tofu shirataki noodles*1 onion*chicago fire mustard*bannana nut muffin

some of those things are used for the soup i made so yeah but she offered to get me the extra things so yeah i said ok she always bought me the muffin but i didnt eat it i havent throw up today and i wanted to keep it taht way so i kept it for tomm.

today all i had was some pretzels dipped in chicago mustart and cup of chicken broth sodium free. also had half liter of water and vitamin water 0

im going witht he boy tonite to a high school football game an then we are going out to eat so.but love u all o and i'll post the recipe for my new soup tomm

Disclaimer: i do not promote or teach ppl how to get an eating disorder. this is a disease and u cant learn it. you are born with these tendencies and i fight everyday with the sturggles and the voices and just everything. so please do not tell what im doing is wrong or that im hurting myself. i know what im doing. and i am trying my best to fight it everyday