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Saturday, February 21, 2015

I wish I knew why he left.

He said he's happy. I saw it in his eyes. His smile when I smile is something. The way he looked at me makes me feel that I'm the most precious thing in the world. Maybe that's enough to made me think that he is happy. Or was happy.

He said, he loves me. And will still love me even if I gain hundreds of pounds or until our hair turns gray. He'll make me smile whenever I am sad. He said he'll carry me if I already feel the pain on my joints as I walk. He said we'll grow old together. That's how much he loves me. I think. And I believed.

He told me he'd do anything for me. He'll take the train and wait for three hours just to see me for an hour. He'll go with me to the mall and carry all the shopping bags. He said he does not mind looking like my personal assistant because just being with me is his dream. And he did. Even if I did not ask him to do all those things, still, he is more than willing to volunteer. Maybe he got tired doing things for me. Maybe that is why he left me. But when I asked him to come back, he didn't.

Then it made me think, was it ever real? Or just a story that was meant to be played?

Was there something wrong with me? I bet. He wouldn't have left me if there's nothing wrong with me.

I tried to stop him but there's nothing else I can do. I am left with nothing. Where have they been? All that he left me was empty heart and lost reasons. Then I saw him walking towards me.

He said, he loves me, but he is not happy.

So... it's Valentine's Day. How was it? I hope you like the story written above. To be honest, I don't feel like writing so I'm pretty sure that what I wrote sounds lame. I still can't catch up in updating my blog :( Anyway, Happy Valentine's Day! ♥

I know exactly how you feel. Because I am feeling it right now... Reading through this post feels like I'm talking to myself. I also wonder what's wrong with me. Wondering where it all went wrong. And even now that we've separated ways, I still think about him occasionally. We still talk. We still hang out together with our friends. But it's hard to look at him differently when I have this blizzard and thunderstorm in my heart. I hope the best will get to you soon :-) Stay strong babe!

Love your writing Cielo! <3 Love the way you broke it up in between images! It added suspense. I definitely understand especially because i just went through a breakup recently. It does make you question whether it was all real or just pretend but i don't think that he stopped loving you or anything like that. that's what i learned at least. i think it's just different forms of love. But it's all a learning experience at the end of the day. We should never measure our worth through a failed relationship. I'd just like to think that my ex is a good person. Just not the person for me. That doesn't make me love myself any less. If anything, now is the time to love yourself even more! :) There is strength in focusing on yourself and relying on yourself and being more independent and strong! <3

Also, Thank you for your lovely comment on my blog! It made me happy! :)

Aww. Thank you, Kelly! I'm happy that you liked it :) and I agree with you. I also don't believe that someone has stopped loving even if they said they already moved on or what. I think it's not true that love is gone. It just subsides and is not the same amount of love before. Love is still there but not the same as it was before. Good thing, there are other people who make us realize that there's more to life than that. That we should go on with our lives. In that way, it makes us a better person and teaches us a lesson.

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First of all, love the outfit! Perfect for a night out with friends or on a date. Second, is that story true to life? If it is then, I have no words. Love and happiness are two different things. You may love someone but you may not be happy. It is such a complex emotion. That is why I believe before love, happiness should come first. It is difficult to love someone whole-heartedly if you aren't happy.

Thank you, Jenn! :)No, the story is just a product of my out-of-this-world mind. Lol. It's pure fiction. Although it's not true to life, I agree with what you said. Before we love someone, we should feel the complete happiness within ourselves. In that way, we can share it to our other half. :)

Thank you for sharing your story. We all have stories to share and not all of them are happy ones. I enjoyed visiting here. You are very pretty and enjoyed this post. Love this dress on you! I will visit again soon:)

This was a really touching read. I just got out of a serious relationship, still having absolutely no clue why it didn't work out. This just shows that you're never alone and that things will get better. Wishing you a wonderful week!

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