Friday, March 30, 2012

hartmann

some people are just really prolific, like hartmann, trendelenburg, etc...

2nd call!! i was all prepared to sleep on the couch in the MO room but the MO wanted to sleep there?! not really sure why, but i got to sleep in the room instead. wandering around the hallways of the departmental offices at ~330am, teh magic hour, made me feel rather as if it is v impt to have a bed to sleep in and a roof over one's head... lol.

all i need is the air i breatheand a place to lay my head - one republic

also yest night on call i met some of the nicest surgeons like EVER. seriously. also i assisted in an appendectomy! and a hernia op! woot :D
today = RIDICUOUSLY sleepy. did NOT watch thyroidectomy. nvm haha pick & choose one's battles huh

sun
dunno i guess ill study whatever takes my fancy, it's not like i can take a vacation to the bahamas right now...

mon
am - join new cases reg clinic for upper GI and beg/ wheedle/ implore whoever it is to sign my abdo and lumps & bumps mini cex, which would only leave me with vascular to knock out, which i'll prolly do on...

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sanctus real ride it out

And ride it out through the sea of doubtThe wind will take you where you're meant to beThe waves will break when your Creator speaksAnd when it's over you will clearly seeThat the storm was only there to show you what it takes to believe

I know you and I, we can make it through make it through

When crashing waves pull you down in the undertow

Reach out your hand and I swear I won't let you go

Shine down Your light so I can see

credits to thought catalog

Thank you for the pain. Thank you for the days I was afraid of my future, for the heartbreak, for the tough lessons, for the exhaustion and brokenness. Because I learned I am whole in you.

Thank you for the unanswered prayers.

Because this life is not about receiving what I ask for, not about basing my relationship with you on what I get, not about wishes being granted and having things my way. For your plan is greater than mine will ever be. And every unanswered prayer was a blessing in disguise.

Thank you for being all that I needed. For listening when I poured my heart out, for guiding me when I lost my footing, for being a source of inspiration and trust, for staying when the world turned its back.

Thank you for forgiveness. For forgiving me, for helping me learn to forgive, for the way forgiveness heals and saves and lets us begin again with new hope. Thank you for building my heart back to its full strength. Thank you for showing me how beautiful life can be when we let go. Thank you for opportunities, for new beginnings.