expensive i should've kissed your cheek
the nights i saw tears
i should've rendered unto you the massages on a
worn body after a hard day's work
instead i was jerked... by the nba games

i should've given you the phone call you needed to hear
(if only to tell you sweet nothings in your ear)
i think now of the cheer you would've had if it were not
for my impassiveness

and it's costing me

to want you to kiss my cheek of endless tears
and
grace me with your affection of your fingers which gave me all the direction i needed
i should've heeded you as you did me
you would play a melo cd as i lay on your breasts

now it's like the ceiling is shaking it's head at my chest saying i'll teach you how she's been feeling when there's no
one to lay on

i didn't know that i had insufficient funds in my chances account
assed out in checkings and savings having midnight cravings
drawing interest at no amount

i didn't know how sub zero felt and how can such cold weather make my heart melt??

nostalgic heat forbidding me to sleep think and eat tonight
i turn on the light to sit up on my bed
reflecting in my head the many times all it ever took was an
"i love you"

The lessons we all have to learn huh? I love your style j'hiah.
Yeh sure the poem is all that sentimental stuff, but with an original angle.
i should've given you the phone call you needed to hear
(if only to tell you sweet nothings in your ear)
*Love the flow of that particular phrase*

i didn't know that i had insufficient funds in my chances account
assed out in checkings and savings having midnight cravings
drawing interest at no amount

...and i'm sorry again for not giving a queen as yourself
the attention you deserved
i must have swerved in the left field i saw the sign and failed to yield to your needs
driving my soul into a field of weeds and rodents eating away at the peace of my being
and all i'm seeing is you
but
you're nowhere in sight..

Been there before... thanks for bringing those nights and days sometimes even weeks and months of just missing that special someone because of our selfishness and not understanding or even to just take the time to say I love you...Ahhhhhhhhh yes u spoke on something here Bruh. Again Nice Scribing here!! Thanks!!