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Things are finally settled, now that we got that out of our way, *gets on horse*COME MEN! WE MUST RIDE TOWARDS THE HORIZON! THE GREAT EMIRU SEARCH BEGINS! DA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I think he has a netorare/cuckold fetish, which is in turn, further amplified because he has a peeping fetish

Now he probably didn't start this way. But the experience with his first girlfriend either awakened him to the fetish or messed him up.. or both..

you can see the lingering effects. He was having erotic fantasies about his 2nd girlfriend with her ex

what's my point and how does it relate to future plots?

I think he would like to be intimate with Eru, if given the chance..

But what I think he really wants is the excitement he gets from peeping on Eru

You may not like it, but I think it won't be surprised if develops a full blown cuckold peeping fetish and arranges to have Eru fool around with other men in front of him.

I'm sorry but I'm not seeing that at all. Every single time there was even the slightest notion of ntr Kido has been shown to be in deep emotional pain. From his first GF to imagining Madoka with that brat he was always freaking out in a depressive way rather than being excited. It's similar with jealousy situations regarding Emiru: When the glasses guy tried to rape her and later the nice (yet pushy) guy almost had sex with her, Kido both times, consciously or not, tried to prevent anything from happening to Emiru.

I just don't see any hint of that erotical excitement you're talking about. If I remember correctly, it actually only occurs when Emiru is masturbating that he becomes horny as well while peeping on her, never when there's another guy involved.

Then you'll have to name specific chapters and pages for us to find. It's been too long to remember details like that and I don't recall anyone bringing up this thesis before, so it's not really fresh on anyone's mind.

Remember that he popped a boner and didn't bother stopping things from happening. He's in conflict for sure. But I think he's also very aroused about the situation.

I could post a picture but.. you know. the rules...

and remember when it happened with his 2nd girlfriend. As I quote "I delude myself.. and get disgusted in doing so. I'm beyond help. I was about to puke"

and during all of that his face was getting read, and his heart was beating fast..

how else am I supposed to interpret this if not that he has some weird fetishes going on in his head? Things that he knows are taboo and thus why he feels ashamed of himself.

Yuri is hot and she was getting fucked. Of course he would be getting aroused. That however does not mean he enjoyed it. He was clearly pissed and bit his lip to the point of bleeding. The reason why he felt guilty was because he made it seem like their relationship fell apart solely because of Yuri's cheating when Kido was guilty as well with everything that happened with Emiru among all the other girls that came and went early on in the series.

On the issue with Madoka, he felt bad because he doubted Madoka the moment Seiji was introduced. When he thought back to Yuri, he became naseous.

Perhaps he is a bit abnormal because his relationship with Emiru is complicated, but there is no way in hell Kido enjoys NTR or cuckolding.

From the spoilers I've seen. Emiru just happen to see her brother and his fiance Tsugumi going at it one time. However, it was her brother that started the peephole thing by making a hole so he could peep on her since he had this love of innocent sister fascination thing going on.

Later on when she was pleasuring herself the picture that her brother had put a hole into fell and she discovered the hole. She was freaked out at first, but since she was into her brother she wanted to show him how much by ya know shlick shlick.

Guess he saw her at one point and didn't understand where his innocent little sister went. Burst into her room and then thought what hell let's do it. I'm thinking that was a little too much for her and she ran out and he chased after her getting plowed by a truck in the process...

The pic above that bastek66 posted was Kido finally meeting up with her and confessing all. They headed off to a love hotel as the volume ended. Thinking 13 is probably going to be the last...