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Hi I am Citra Pandianganand this is my personal blog. If you want to hire me to be your content writer, freelance writer or ghost writer, You can contact me as well as on my Email or Twitter. Keep visiting and Happy Life my friends.Drop me line on comment so I can visit you back...

Find Freedom at Batu

Altough the water fall is not so big, Like what I expected while decided to visit here place at Batu Malang. Actually I find my self freedom with the good oxygen and fresh view.

Happy in The Beach at Lombok

You never know what how to difficult to find Pink Beach at Lombok. I got lost, the motor bike got stuck in the middle of forest and I should lost my sandal because the wet land and make me motor bike cant move.

Kawah Putih Bandung

Spend a half hour at Kawah Putih at Bandung, I really find something differnt. The surfur and a nice view but I cant take a long time to stay there because surfur cant make people headache if to long.

Holiday at Bali with a friend

I never forget the most beautiful moment when I spend time holiday at Bali, especially explore Ubud. That is amazing moment in my life to see a beautiful and nature.

This is the second day without see Redly. This is heavy day, make me more need red then I ever think before.

I always think about Red, do I crazy? Maybe crazy about amore and desire. I can't concentrated about my project. I said to myself, I must finish books this year. At least one of my book can publish as national publish not self publish anymore.

Now, I'm follow the market not like what I want to do. Two of my books about HIV/AIDS. And many people said my books are nice and good. But now, I want to try something news. Something different about that.

I already make 4 books but still not finish. I want to finish it soon and one of that, I want to register for contest novel (150-250 pages) for theme freedom but must a bout love.

Themes love, friendship, metropolitan still marketable. So I did try to write about that. Even I want to write about the low level, but that's not marketable -lol- poor Citra lol.

But like I know, change, rise and do the best. We can see the result. Best or worse, it isn't important! The important is you already work-hard to get what you want it.

Like I said to the little girl, just do the best and win or lose isn't important but the experience is more important to be better then before.

Heavy day is on my mind, need miracle to make it easy. Just see the support from friends and special friend and best friend. It would be great! • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For support me and I will do the best.
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September 27, 2012

I got information for my friend about the International organization. But I'm not interesting. When I'm searching on google and I see it again, the website about volunteer.

I think about this and I do register for volunteer, maybe this time to change my life be better life because I do help people. If my resume will be approve for be one of volunteers in asia, africa or in my country. It would be great.

I never join as volunteer in organisation especially International organization. I remember when I have idea about teach the poor kids who the parents don't have money to pay the bill for education. So, I teach them how to be write and read. I'm making that fun for a kids (3-5 years). For the younger, I teach english and some students said "• · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. Because what I teach make their mark high."

Yes, sometimes people must get change to get better life. If I get this (to be volunteer) it would be wonderful in my life, one year help people and it will make my senstive feeling work and it would be good taste in my life, new experience and I will more strong then ever because I have the best experience. If I get change.

I must wait the middle of November about the result, do I get that change or not. I cross my fingers and wish. I do!!!

September 26, 2012

I'm watching Hot Spot on one station TV in Indonesia, the topic make me interesting about the true love.

Wow, in this world still have true love until die. Many people in this world never care about love, just a little bit who still keep the true love.

The interesting is in Cina. The man who work as teacher there and then he can't walk. His wife always help him to hold him in her back and walk to get school every day.

Wow true love and the old man who died after his wife died coz of cancer. His wife always support and help him when he sick. After his wife that, he also die coz of his sick too.

Love is wonderful and magical. If you find someone who love what the way you are. In good or bad time always support you. Shared the sorrow and the happinest together. I want love like this in my life. So wonderful and that's life. Life isn't easy and full of mistery
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Mr Dizzy always give the bad agrument about this place isn't safe, to dangours for stay one night. The place seem like outdoor.

Mr Dizzy always make something dizzy in himself about the nonsen reason. Different about Miss Sunshine who always think positive think. Miss Stubborn can't talk to much because she still feel guilty with her friends.

"Ok. Everybody keep quite please," said Mr Cheerful, after hearing many agrument about the wonderful place.

"Do you agree with me," ask Mr Dizzy.

"Yes, but we can't walk to far or back. That's why this place is good place for us to be safe."

I was so happy, a few week ago I found my old friend. My id got problem so I can't open that site. Then I made you one and I found the doctor.

Why I was always search doctor, before my id get problem, the doctor said he found the lady and he was so damn fall in love. So I always search him and I want to know the result and I wish good, so my result will good to with Red.

But how was disapointed me when the doctor said the relationship wasn't good. Have different feeling and style!! I don't understand what people search in alive?

For me the happinest, good job (8 hours time for work), and have a nice husband who will support me.

Talking about what's the ideal man in your life. I'm still remember my ideal man. I always say to my best friends when I was college.

1. He must caring and care about health.
2. He must love the family
3. He isn't smoker
4. He must fashionable
5. He must responsible
6. He must tall, white skin (the reason coz I'm brown skin) and six pack lol (crazy think)
7. He must can cook food.
8. He has to like spend time with family
9. He must romantic
10. He must support me.

But know what's my man I love. Still same but the body rejected lol.
1. He must can cook food
2. Caring and health
3. He's not smoker
4. He must love family
5. He must romantic and support me.

I will tell you, why this character what I want to be my husband. I will tell you next time.

September 24, 2012

I'm still writing for my two books. To much type and thinking about plot, figurs and setting. The weather is still hot. Even now already night! Making my dress wet coz of sweat.

I can't sleep so I decided to typing again even I don't know what I must write, to much words in my mind and to much worry this night.

But I'm feel calm after talking with grandfa. He said nice think about something in my mind. Yes sometimes we must take it easy.

A cup of chocolate company me this night to wake up all night making me want to type much as I can. I will never give up about my dream, my life. I want to be good writer, I want to make it be real.

• · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. A cup of chocolate you company me in the quite night, just you and me and music.

Your taste so sweet making me think the sweet think but my story isn't sweet like you, must complicated life and that's will be life, passion and love, a fair, dead, stress. Yes story for metropolitan life style.
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The last story: Miss Stubborn and her friends decided to adventure out from her city. But they are lose. After 30 minutes walking and never stop. They find a pond and that's wonderful place. So they decided to make tents there.

"Wow, this is wonderful place. I never see like this before," said Mr Cheerful.

Miss Sunshine agreed with Mr Cheerful. "Yes this is amazing place I ever look in my life, so beautiful and fresh."

Mr Dizzy just look around without sound. He's just think, they will get trouble here. Mr Dizzy always think to much and make him dizzy after thinking because never find the answer.

Just Miss Stubborn enjoy the pond. She's playing water in the pond, the weather so cold make her feeling better. Because when she was walking, she felt so hot and angry because Mr Dizzy blamed her.

"What are you doing?" Ask Miss Sunshine, "we must make tent because we will stay here for a day."

"What!" Mr Dizzy yelled and making them shock. "What are you talking about?"

"We stay here for a day," repeat Miss Sunshine.

"Its imposible, we can't stay here even just one minute."

"Why? What's the reason?" Ask Miss Stubborn.

"Maybe this place is so damn unsave for us. Believe my insting."

Both of miss just laug hear the nonse of the reason from Mr Dizzy.

What happen next, do they make tent in the wonderful place? To be continue
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Hot in Cleveland revolves around three fabulous L.A. women of a certain age who are best friends( Valerie Bertinelli , Jane Leeves and Wendie Malick.) Their lives are changed forever when their plane -- headed to Paris for a girls-only celebration -- unexpectedly lands in Cleveland and they soon rediscover themselves in a new 'promised land'. Loving their new home, the women find themselves living under one roof and battling the sassy caretaker (Betty White) of the property they have rented.

Until waiting what happen in her friend future. The little girl go to another her friends. She is coming and ask her friend about the keys.

"Do you find the three keys too?" Ask the little girl.

"Yes I do," answer her friend.

Little girl is wonder about the next question. She will answer or not coz she covered friend. "Did you already use all the keys or you just pick one?"

Her friend shake her hand. Making the little girl is confused. As remind every door have title. The left door is career, the middle is friendship and the right is love. The girls just have to pick the one key from the three keys.

"I never used it, I'm still keeping it."

"Why?"

"I don't know how to used it and what's the important to used it. I like my life here, no have best friend, my job. I don't have ambition for that and also I don't need man or marriage in my life. So why I must pick one?"

The little girl feel sorry about her friend life. That's will be bored life ever.

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "
Yeah

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."
Yeah

*hear this song making me cry this night. Tonight I have sensitive feeling, maybe I want to get *** so badly
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Ah the weather more worse, seem like summer time in the europe. So hot, very hot. Making me just think just one thing.

The cold, chocolate and the taste is so damn yummy. Yes ice cream for the answer, the correct answer. Who doesn't like ice cream? Of course nobody

This is my favorite food, seem like red also like this one too. Red always teas me when Red is eating ice cream. So bad Red, lol :)

Red said when we have own ice cream business will be failed because the owner will eat it all the time and up night, hehehe. My red is always funny. Red always be redslef that's good point.

Why people sometimes can't be yourself, why must pretended, that will make you tired. So enjoy the ice cream and don't be afraid to be fat just eat a little ice cream.... Ckckckck
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September 23, 2012

Ah I'm still not finish make story about Mr Grumpy and Miss Messy, three keys and girls, and also The Adventure of Miss Stubborn and her friends. I'm sorry for the readers who like to visit my blog and I'm not continue writing.

Because I'm making story for contest writing on national magazine. Femina always make contest writing for short story and long story. This year I decided to join this contest. I know I never write short story but I did it. I'm already finish two story and I will sent it soon. The deadline is 1 November already at desk team for the contest writing.

About long story (to be continue story) will be deadline on December. I wish I can finish it soon, I'm already making 25 pages and still need half again because for long story (40-50 pages). I wish I can finish it.

I'm also making story for contest national publisher Gramedia about topic novel amore (love), still have many times to finish and sent it. Wish me luck. And I'm sorry this time can't finish story for my blog. Have a nice weekend

Who is like play golf? Mmm I can't play golf, but I always like to enjoy the view. Because the design of view on glof so wonderful.

Every part have a good taste and touch. The best part when the view is near beach. You can hear the sound of waves and I can't stop say "wow" it is wonderful.

Your feeling will be fresh and cool. Peace and relax. That's why many people spend time to do this sport. Because they will enjoy that.

Mmmm Bintan island is famous with the golf, they have Ria Bintan Golf Club and also Bintan Lagoon. As I remember Bintan Lagoon offer two view for playing golf, forest and beach.
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September 21, 2012

Wonderful day is when I see you
Even that's just a second time
But I'm so happy just see you
The way your smile is my day

Wonderful day is when raining
If the hot weather come, raining is waiting
When raining is wonderful day
The most I want to share umbrella with you

Wonderful day is when I'm eating ice cream
The cold of ice make me feel so cool
The hot weather gone when eating it
I want to share the happinest with you

Wonderful day is when I get good change to do it
I want to share my desire to be writer
And you always support me to do that
That's my wonderful day coz you understand

Wonderful day is when I get opportunity work as international organization
Share all the good information about the human topic
And I always look your smile give me two tumbs

Wonderful day is when I always spend time with the good things
My mind and my desire about all stuffs
The most is when I can share with you
That's the wonderful day ever I get it
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I don't know since when I like to watch detective and crime movies. But my chanel TV never play the chanel for Fox Crime. I really like to watch the CSI and many movie series about the police and crimes.

But I never have an idea for make story about detective because it need instrict and clue and so on for the story. My favorite writer Sydey Seldom is good for that.

All have good sense and taste about the story and making me inside on their imagination and I wish someday I can make story with the good sense and taste.

Many people have talent about writing and I wish I can use it too. Not because I was journalist but since I was senior high school but I was not lucky on my ages when I was young.

So in my age now I want to do that. My passion for writing not just romance story but also kids story. I learn, learn and learn. So I wish someday I can make detective story too.
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Do you fashionable? Do you like to change your hair style? Yes I do same like it. My original hair is curl not so high curl like in this picture. This picture after I made curl hair with the curl hairdyer.

But I'm really miss my curl hair and long hair but now my hair always fall down. So bad!!!! Do you have clue how to keep your hair beautiful and never fall down again
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A few days in Bintan island, espesially Tanjungpinang the weather is so hot, very hot. If I'm feeling hot, sweating and already take shower many times.

The good time is drinking the cold ice water. But in this time I like to drink coconut water. Mmmm someone ever asked me about how you can drink coconut.

Coconut is cream for making curry. Okay my friends who never come to Asia or tropic islands. I will give you a clue and when you come taste it.

In under coconut fuit have water and coconut meat. For making curry cream isn't the water inside the coconut fruit but the coconut meat.
When the coconut meat young, you can eat it with the water coconut inside in coconut fruit.

If the coconut meat old that can't eat but that for making cream coconut for making curry. I wish I already explain about the coconut and all people who never see it can understand.

Today I'm so happy, I spend long time in front of my yellow laptop to making story, short story and long story with many story to contest writing on November and December.

I know I got the information so late but nothing late just the deadline so near. • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. God I got many inspiration.

Must keep spirit to finish it all and don't ever give up. Because I want to shared about alive because alive isn't like fairy tale always get happy ending life.

But we must work-hard and never give up to rise the dream and I'm so happy have many friends support me and especially my Red. • · ♥·♡ τнäиκ чöü ♥·♡. For the best change to do the best as I will try to do it.

Lose or win just the bonus for the contest but the spirit and inspiration and improve are the important.
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Sometimes the singles feel annoying with their friend who already marriage. They think, they already the best coz already marriage.

Very annoying so much. Many friends shared and making me an idea to making story the club single. Maybe must research more before making it and also must keep spirit because my plan for making book "Man, Sex and Marriage," also stuck coz of my old laptop broken and I'm not keep the data and lost.

Citra, keep spirit and make it finish soon. You can do it
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Why people seldom smile
Although smile is free
But they seldom use the lips for smile
Just give a little push and smile

Smiling isn't difficult to do
But many people just like to keep it
Keep the best smile for nothing
When you are smiling

You didn't realise how nice person you are
Just smiling and feel the inside your heart
Like the kids and baby always smile
You can do like the kids and baby

You will look great and friendly if you are smiling
Smiling is free so you can do it anytime
Meet the people you don't know just smile
people always give feedback for smile
Seldom people keep smile when you are smiling

See with the smile, you make people smile
How's the simple way to give the happinest
Because in this time rare people used it
The simple way to make you happy

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About Citra

Hello, I'm Citra Pandiangan. I love to writing, reading, crafting and traveling. Now, I am interested to learn how to draw cartoon, cook and Dutch language.I have a small online shop.Motto "Don't ever Give Up." For corespondent or hire me as freelance writer, review products, influencer, social media, va, local guide in bintan island and sent me email on citrapandiangan@gmail.com or twitter Don't doubt to sent me mail, I am not bite, I will reply asap. visit my new site jejakcantik, petunjukhidup, ngrumpi di blog, story citra, traveler, and bittersweet of life, God bless us