There's nothing to writing. All you do is sit down at a typewriter and open a vein.

- Walter Wellesley "Red" Smith

Hi. XxXThe Phantom's RosexXx here.

I have had a FanFiction.net account since I was a Freshman in high school. I didn't use it at the time, and deleted it. When I was in 10th grade, I made myself a new account, and thus xXxThe Phantom's RosexXx was born. I have been using this account for six years now, and it is a huge part of me.

I have been writing since I could hold a pen in my hand, and have been creating stories since I could speak. It has always been a passion of mine, and I love being able to share that passion with all of you. It means so much to me that I can share my writing with you.

I have Bipolar Disorder type II, Depression, Anxiety, and Borderline Personality Disorder. I am pretty much a walking cocktail of chemical imbalances, but it makes life more exciting.

I want to be a published writer one day. And when I am (because it will happen) I will let you all know.

I don't care if you're gay, straight, black, white, or polka dot. You're a human being and therefore I find beauty in you.

I see God everywhere and in everything; I don't need a religion.

Christopher Bruce's Swansong is my favorite ballet.

I can find beauty in broken things.

The quote I listed above is my favorite quote. It describes the passion and pain I experience in writing. You pour your soul into your writing and it's a bloody mess, but in the end - in spite of all the pain - it is so worth it.

So those are just a few things about me. Writing is my one true love, and my hugest passion. I can't describe it in words (ironic, huh?) but I really do hope you'll check out some of my stories listed below. Reviews mean the world to me. I love it when someone takes the time to read my work, but when you take the time to review, it sends me over the moon.

Thanks again, to all of you, for sticking with me through the ups and downs and for giving me your support throughout everything. Y'all are awesome, and you mean the world to me.

About My Unfinished Stories:

I have a lot of unfinished stories on this account. Some are fairly new and some are years old. I went through a rough time when I was coming to terms with my mental illnesses. Its not an excuse but I do feel I owe you all an explanation and an apology. I am sorry for my incomplete stories. I truly am. You all deserve better than that from me and I will try my hardest to give you better. Be patient with me please. Not every story I have will be updated (there's too many and I am sorry for that) but most of my stories that I have recently worked on will be eventually. I may not be able to update every day or every week but I am trying. Please be patient. I love you guys!

[SEASON 11 AU ECLARE] After the turmoil of Eli during Spring Break, Clare has cut off all contact between them, her own mental holiday. They haven't seen or spoke to one another all Summer, but now they aren't given a choice, and it looks like Clare's vacation has been cut short.

Now COMPLETE. Severus copes with life, Death Eaters, and his father in his sixth year. Lucius has his own problems with Narcissa and Voldemort. A continuation of Beginnings of a Death Eater, about 3 years later.

Eli has been bullying Clare forever. Now they are forced to be English partners and start developing a friendship for one another which only escalates when Eli helps Clare out of a sticky situation. I promise its good. Rated T for now.

Clare has a lot on her plate. Everythings a mess, but she wont let anyone in... not even her best friend Adam. But what will happpen when a certain green eyed boy walks into her life? will she finally let someone in or will she push him away? Give it a chance!

Eli makes sure that Clare's first stay at Hotel Eli is exactly as she wants it. Even if it means completely cleaning his room, fulfilling her requests, dressing as a bell hop, and providing breakfast the next morning. ONE-SHOT.

Eli is coerced into going with Clare as she finds the perfect prom dress. Clare makes a deal with Eli though. He can pick three dresses and so will she. And with that, watching Clare try on prom dresses just got a little more interesting. ONE SHOT.

Asher Shostak really hurt Clare Edwards, as well as some rather angry and rude, certain homophobic ice hockey players. Eli Goldsworthy is always there, even when being treated at the hospital...No physical pain of his could compare to the pain of not loving her.

"What was that?" Eli chuckles, his voice rough and husky, making Clare tingle all over again. "An experiment," his girl giggles, and he feels transported to two years ago, on that bench. Holding her hand. "You seemed nervous," she continues, giggling madly,especially when he pulls her closer and tickles her, the night not over in the slightest. Eclare smut.

"Even the best fall down sometimes. Even the wrong words seem to rhyme. Out of the doubt that fills my mind, I somehow find that you and I collide." Eli and Clare collection of One-Shots! Reviews are appreciated, and I will take any one-shot ideas and write 'em ;

Three days after Julia's death, Eli finds himself stuck in a torturous writers block and unable to conjure up a clear view of the girl he loved and lost. Sitting at his typewriter, Eli recounts his memories of her. One Shot

Maybe it was for lack of better something/anything better to do or maybe it was because she's got the biggest eyes in the world. Daryl helps Sophia look for her missing pony, Rainbow Dash. Fluff, one shot.

Zora, sick of Sonny and Chad's bickering, handcuffs them together. But since it's the end of the day and everyone has left, Chad is forced to take Sonny home with him. So they're together. In a big house. Alone.

After having killed a teen, Doug tries to comfort his partner. Neither had any idea of the harsh consequences that were to come from Tom merely doing his job. Doug/Tom, Tom/OCs. Warnings: Rape, violence/torture, language, m/m. Ranges from T to M ratings

Chad unfolded the paper, and was shocked at what he saw. Sonny had doodled ‘Sonny Cooper’ all over the paper; along with hearts and other random phrases such as ‘sparkly eyes.’ Sonny/Chad fluffy one-shot

I rewrote some songs and I hope you like them! So far they are... Teardrops On My Giutar, I Kissed A Girl, and Still In Love With you! Please R&R! I have only rewritten a few songs so they may not be very good!

What would happen if Tom Hanson Sr. was never really killed on Valentine's Day? What if his death had all been part of some kind of cover-up? How would all of this affect his son? Please read to find out. I do not own 21 Jump Street or its characters.

WORKING TITLE;; give me ideas. The McQuaid brothers are working on a case with some kids who find entertainment in spray-painting death threats on the walls of elementary and middle schools. Small amount of slash, enough to satisfy me. Mentions of abuse.

Challenge comm on LJ -- fifty prompts, write one sentence for each. Tom/Doug, or at least Tom or Doug related. Rated T because I don't remember some of these and there could be 'bad content'. Rating for the same reason of forgetting.

Randy stood up slowly, as did his parents. “You ready?” he heard his dad ask. Randy nodded and started to walk forward. He could feel his dad’s arm slip around his shoulders. Was it really just a few hours ago that his dad had told him that he would be ok

Did you ever happen to notice how many hugs Roger receives in the movie? Why do so many people hug the pretty boy frontman? Two teenage girls attempt to explain the adorably complex character of Roger. Formerly known as Longing for that Long Embrace.ROGER

Collins does something that makes Angel wonder if he thinks she's stupid. AngelCollins fluff and even, gasp, a touch of smut! I'm rating this M because of it, but four fifths of the fic is nonsmut, so you can read that if you don't like smut. oneshotty.

Fluff! Fluff, fluff, fluff! Angel ignores Collins' advances. I finally wrote some pointless, plotless fluff. Prompt: one character makes another character bleed, at rentfichallenge. It's such a fleeting reference, you may not notice. One swear at the end.

Collins gets himself roped into a disgustingly cute game with Angel. fluff fic set to an Adam Pascal song. my SECOND SONGFIC! proud of meself. rated T just to be safe, though it is so very fluffy that you might choke on it. AngelCollins, obviously.

Mimi teases Angel incessantly, and then Angel swats her like a fly! just kidding. the title says what Mimi is teasing about, so that's that. rated T for langauge and the whole idea actually. and anyone who reads this...please don't blame me for it.

"And if I try to save him, my whole world could cave in." Eli returns to school after crashing his car. Can he and Clare start over, or is whatever was between them destroyed forever? Lots of banter, a double date, and plenty of drama ensue!

Its a mad world when Eli returns to Degrassi after the crash and is assigned to help write and direct the school play. Its an even madder world when the play is a darker rendition of Alice in Wonderland and Clare Edwards gets the part of Alice to Eli's Mad Hatter. Will they both be able to come to terms with his bipolar disorder? Or is it down the rabbit hole for both of them?

"Our love is God, darling - dysfunctional." What if J.D. convinced Veronica to leave with him that afternoon in the boiler room, and together they walk out of the school and on to the next chapter of their twisted romance - a chapter of traveling, ridding the country of evil at every rest stop, and falling more and more madly, passionately, and insanely in love?

Fed up with the hockey team's behavior, Coach Samuels enrolls the team in dance lessons to teach them discipline. But how will Derek react when their dance instructor is none other than Casey? And when all the guys begin falling for her, including him? I deleted my original and am revamping this with new, edited, and improved chapters.

Sherlock never met a puzzle he could not solve, or a person he could not read. Until Irene Adler came into the picture. Now she's all he can think about it, and its starting to effect him more and more. So he decides to pay her a visit, to get a glimpse into her world. Will he be able to beat her, or will she best him again? Rated T-M for certain scenes.

Casey thought she had her college plans all figured out - study hard, no parties, new friends, and no boys. But after one night, all of that changes. What happens when Derek is there for her when no one else will be? Will they be able to face their feelings for each other, or continue to mask those feelings with fights and harsh words?

After needing a vacation, Casey and Derek both head to Vegas, not knowing that the other will be there. After meeting in the hotel, they decide to throw the caution - or dice - to the wind and spend the night partying together. But when Casey wakes up and finds a ring on her finger, she quickly learns that what happens in Vegas can't always stay in Vegas.

When Eli returns to school, he and Clare are given an assignment - write a biographical essay about your partner. Clare is nervous but she'd do anything for Eli to talk to her. When he decides they don't need to work together because "they already know each other" and Ms. Dawes catches on, she decides to make the assignment a little more interesting...

"If you think there is still a fraction of a chance that you and Clare can still be together, take that chance and fight for it. If not, then bring both of you some closure and move on." After a pep talk from an unexpected person, Eli decides to confront Clare after graduation.

Ever since Casey was a little girl, she always imagined her first home. She just never expected she would be sharing it with Derek, Sam, Ralph, and Emily. After graduating from university, it was decided the best bet was for everyone to rent a home together. But Derek and Casey living together is bound to stir up some trouble.

When Clare helped Drew plan the Spring Ball she had no idea it would lead to Eli showing up at her house with a horse and carriage. But here he is, dressed like a prince in a horse and carriage leaving her without much of a choice but to say...

Eli had wanted to surprise Clare with lunch. He wasn't even going to walk passed the green house, but decided to take the long way into school to enjoy the nice weather outside. Now, here he stood face to face with the Grade Nine hockey player. There was a razor blade held in a shaky hand just a feather's-touch distance from the veins protruding from his wrists...

Answering the grand question of, "What was Eli talking about in that shower scene when he said Clare thought he was damaged?" Just a little drabble I typed up before class. All my school work is done for now finally, and I can once again start updating everything!

Eli and Clare started out as enemies, always at each other's throats; then became friends, and eventually fell in love. Now, after their "break," they find themselves back at square one. Will they be able to get back from being enemies to being in love in time before Eli leaves for NYU? Or as their relationship run its course?

After Clare moves away, Eli gets a new English partner. He feels as though she is replacing Clare and chooses to lash out at her because of it. Eventually though, Eli realizes that Catharine isn't as bad as he had thought. In fact, he actually sort of likes her. But how will he react when Catharine's past and secrets are revealed? And who will be there for him through it all?

There are songs that, when played after years gone by, bring back so many memories. Some of these memories are filled with happiness, and others not so much; but each one is special to us in someway or another. When Helen sends Clare a package of some of her old things from high school, and in it is her old iPod, what emotions and stories will be replayed when she presses 'play'

What do you get when you mix Jake and Eli discovering their feelings for each other, an approving Clare, Eli running around in his monk garb doing Gregorian chants, promiscuous transfer students, and a condo? Insanity of course! Crack-fic written from a dream I had.

"'You're playing with fire here.' The thought of loving someone terrified me. However, one phrase echoed through my mind – It's worth the burn." Takes place during Mockingjay, in the moments in which Peeta and Katniss "grow back together" that we are not privy to in the book.

He had always been there for her through every tear and every smile. They'd grown together over the years, and one night committed one of the gravest of offenses. Ten years later and after the death of her husband, Topanga returns to Phildelphia - the one place she had ever really called home, and to him - the one boy who could always see through to her heart.

Becky Baker has a stomach flu, and Adam decides to bring her her missed assignments. Between a run-in with Mr. Baker and confessed feelings, what else could happen? Throw in a stuffed pink Hippo named "Mr. Moo," and you have...the awesomeness that is this fanfic! Enjoy!

Adam can't do it anymore - it's exhausting being someone's dirty little secret; so he decides to give Becky Baker an ultimatum. Defeated, he waits for the imminent breakup; but what she chooses may just surprise him.

Casey is coming home from college for Christmas break, and guess who is stuck with picking her up from the airport? Will this finally be their chance to confront their feelings? For my 250th story, I decided to write a fanfic for the fandom that really kicked off my passion for fanfiction. I hope you enjoy!

"Becky Baker, I promise to be as patient with you as possible while you figure everything you need to figure out, out. But on one condition…" Becky raised an eyebrow and Adam smiled down at her, "Let me kiss you whenever I wish."

"And in the morning when I rise, you bring a tear of joy to my eyes; and tell me everything is going to be alright." When Clare shows up at his doorstep late one night soaked to the bone from the rain and crying, Eli would do anything to figure out what happened and to help her heal. But first...a hot shower is in order. Rated T for a certain non-lemon, steamy scene.

Dallas is willing to do anything to get Fiona to forgive him for the mess he made at the party, and decides to make a bet with her. But when Fiona's world in turned upside down, things don't go exactly as he had planned. Fiona and Dallas friendship.

"I'll give you three seconds to decide…what'll it be, Princess?" Clare is a vampire-smut writing novelist, Eli is in an unhappy relationship with a goth actress, and Adam is overcoming his fear of Barney the Purple Dinosaur. Sounds like a recipe for drama and hilarity!

"No more being scared. Just trust. Trust that I love you, and trust that you love me. And trust that that love is enough." Clare is upset and confused why Eli hasn't been saying he loves her back...so she consults Adam for advice. Rated Kt to T because Eli's potty mouth!

After Asher results to blackmailing her, Clare just wants to tell someone - anyone. Little did she know that person would be Mike Dallas; and that in talking to him, things would only go from bad to worse. My take on these next four episodes, a three-shot.

After Katie and Jake kiss at the game, Cam goes to talk with Dallas and winds up getting more than he expected out of their talk. My first time really writing Cam and Dallas. Let me know how I did! I'm actually quite proud of this!

Two of my favorite things - Eli Goldsworthy and Nirvana! A collection of mini-songfics. This is like nothing I have ever done before, so criticism would be appreciated. Rated Kt-T because of Eli angst a guilty pleasure of mine

Eli is back in town, and he has two dilemmas. One, he needs to talk to, and sort out things, with Clare. Two, he needs help unpacking his suitcase. Why not kill two birds with one stone? Warning: Eclare cuteness overload!

After Clare kissed him, Eli turns to Fiona for advice. Now that the ball is in his court, can Eli make his move before he has to leave? Or will he have to wait until after the Christmas break to tell Clare how he really feels.

As the group travels on, they come across a ruthless leader who rules with an iron fist, and who will stop at nothing to destroy them. The group soon discovers that the worst evil of their day comes not in the form of walkers, but in themselves.

After his little outburst, Daryl thinks that Rick ought to be put into his place. Not as bad as it sounds, actually, it's quite fluffy and fun! Caryl mostly, with some...er...somewhat friendly banter between Rick and Daryl.

He is, after all, a man of honor. Takes place around the fire in last night's episode. Yikes! Had it listed as Daryl and Carl Romance instead of Carole and Daryl. Changed that as soon as I heard what I'd done! Anyways, hope you read and enjoy!

Its graduation day, and Clare has to come to grips with saying goodbye to Degrassi forever as she plans to head off to New York. But her goodbyes are interrupted by a certain someone who has a certain surprise up his sleeve. Oneshot.

When Casey and Derek find out they're going to college in the same state, Nora and George decide on a family road trip. What do you get when you put Derek and Casey in an RV packed with their whole family? Well, Dasey of course!

What happens when you cross Roger with The Office, pathetic attempts at cooking, Lucky Charms, Care Bear Waffles, and one spastic Marky? Will Mark survive the wrath of "Mr. Grumpy Plaid PJ Pants?" Will he ever find his soul mate? Click to find out!

What is this, a Harry Potter/RENT cross-over? Is XxXThe Phantom's RoseXxX insane? Probably. What happens when the HP characters wind up in NYC? What shenanigans will they get into? And will Roger and Draco ever stop brooding? Only one way to find out.

The BAU team investigates the vicious murders of four children, but the case takes some very unexpected terns - especially when Derek Morgan gets taken hostage and the team is forced to continue their case without him.

Draco makes a bet with Hermione – whoever can get ten dates with ten different people first can make the loser their personal slave for the week. Who will win? Who will lose? Laughter, hilarity, and romance shall ensue.

Sonny can’t wait to work at the day-camp over summer break but when she finds Chad is also working there, things get complicated. Will she still be able to have the fun she's been looking forward to or will Chad be the rain on her summer parade?

When Tawni thinks it’s time to get Sonny dating, she decides to throw a party in order for Sonny to meet people. Will her plan work or will Sonny realize that the guy she needs has been right there the whole time?

With no one to turn to, Shilo goes to her unusual but only friend seeking protection. But what happens when his past surfaces and threatens both Shilo and the Grave-Robber? Will they be able to escape or be forced to live in hell for eternity?

Portlyn has always had it out for Sonny. So when she invites Sonny to her birthday party, Chad eagerly agrees to escort her. But what will happen when Portlyn sees Sonny and Chad together? And is this actually more than just annother "fake date?"

Derek and Casey are working at a summer camp during college to earn some money. Will the force field finally be able to bring them together or will their differences cause them to grow further apart? Rating: Kt/T

It’s the week before Valentine’s Day and Casey’s boyfriend Truman has just dumped her. Just when she thinks this Valentine’s Day couldn’t get worse, she gets an unwanted visit from the expert of love himself.

People are not always what they appear, the true person isn't always clear. Here's a little composition, surrounding each characters disposition. HP does not belong to me, no matter how much I wish it to be. Read and review before wishing me adieu.

It's been years since Doug's death and Tom has finally started to move on. Now, he must come face to face with his fellow McQuaid's killer. With the help of an unlikely and impossible friend, Tom learns the importance of forgiveness.

Mike's drug problem is begining to worsen and the whole family is feeling the weight of his problem - especially Carol. Will she be able to help her brother? Will the family survive? Or is it too late for them all?

Detective Judy Hoffs has become His prey. He worships her from afar but is now becoming braver - brave enough to contact her, go to her home, and even take her for His own. Will Tom and Doug and the rest of Jump Street be able to free her from Him?

Upon fighting with her husband, Mia runs away to the only place she calls home. When she arrives, she comes face to face with the lead singer of Rooney. Will she and Michael finally have their second chance or will Mia return to claim her title of queen

Casey McDonald just moved to the town of Forks, Washington people aren't always what they seem - especially her new stepbrother Derek Venturi. Now she must adjust to her new life, new friends, and the secret that may change her life forever.

When Penelope Garcia meets Nathan Matthers, she thinks he could really be the one. But what if Nathan isn’t who she thinks he is? Will Morgan be there to save her or will he be caught up in Nathan’s crown of thorns too?

Tom and Dennis are stuck on an airplane together. Amongst the fighting, awkward games of truth or dare, and death threats, will they both find something they have in common? Disclaimer: Dennis slightly AU. No slash.

What happens when the cast of Bones discovers the wonderful world that is fanfiction? Who will get together? Who will spilt up? Who will run around the lab topless? And what is this about Sweets liking Cold Play? Read to find out!

Hannah Venturi has a plan - meet her father and get him back together with her mother. Too bad he's a famous hockey star, denies having a daughter, and wants nothing to do with her mother. Will she finally be able to convince him? Read and find out!

Tom Hanson, Doug Penhall, and a baby? This can only mean trouble. What antics can they get into while having to babysit Doug's neice for a weekend? Click to find out! This story is officially back from hiatus! PREVIOUSLY: BABYSITTING, THE MCQUAID WAY.

A 21 century girl finds herself transported to 1870 with the help of an antique music box. What happens when she is taken in by a ballet instructor at an opera house and starts receiving singing lessons from a mysterious "angel of music?"

Dr. Temperance Brennan has just been killed in a car accident leaving behind her only daughter to a man she hasn't seen in nerely two decades. Now Booth must come to terms with Bones' death, having a daughter, and trying to solve her murder.

What happens when you mix Casey, Derek, a Masquerade ball, and hidden identities? This story of course! My first shot at a LWD fanfic in quite sometime. It'd be a nice welcome back if ya'll were to read and review *Hint Hint* I don't own LWD by the way.

Tommy and Doug face their toughest case yet and it envolves going undercover in a...private school? Will they be able to survive private school? Will they catch the bad guy? And what's this about a very angry Hoffs? Please read and review!

What do you get when you force Doug Penhall and Tom Hanson to go see a therapist together? A shrink session from heck, that's what! Warnings: cursing, violence, brotherly love, and all around hilarity! Please read and review.

Casey has it bad for Derek Venturi, so when he asks her to write a song for DRock to perform Friday night and to "make it good because Kendra will be there" she decides to write about her feelings for Derek. How will he react once he hears it?

We should have one." "One what?" "A baby." Our favorite TV love-interests discuss the idea of possibly having a baby after saying goodbye to baby Andy. Please read and review! My second B/B oneshot. Reviewers, be kind.

Casey and Derek haven't seen each other since their parents divorce ten years ago. What happens when they meet during a speed dating session? Was their date together coincidence or was it fate? Please read and review. Feedback is appriciated.

“Well,” Lizzie bit her lip, “She does kind of have a point. When you are getting along with each other, you sometimes look at him with this pretty smile. I don’t think you’ve ever even looked at Sam and Max that way.”

My first Bones story so please read and review. Takes place right after Santa In The Slush. What happens when Parker tells Bones a certain secret his father has been keeping from her for the past three years?

Hermione's father is dead, her mother is remarrying her longtime abusive boyfriend. Hermione has also been appointed Head Girl and it just so happens her Head Boy and rival is the only one who can help her. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW. warning: abuse.