Saturday, February 25, 2012

Wrong.

No matter what I do, it's wrong. No matter what I say, it's wrong. No matter how I feel, it's wrong. When did it become anyone else's business? When do I get my life back? When can I finally stop hurting so much? I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of being told one thing and shown another. I hate being lied to. I'm so emotionally fragile right now and I don't understand why people have to purposefully make things harder on me. It's one thing when they don't know what's going on. It's another when they do.

I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. I'm sorry that I'm not who you think I should be. I'm sorry that I've put everyone through so much stress all these years. I'm sorry that all I can give is never good enough. I'm sorry that all I can be is never good enoughI'm sorry really, I am.

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As the Story of My Life Develops...

I'm Gabby, this is my blog. I was born at a young age, about 20 years ago in Rangely, CO. My story is complex. There are so many different levels. I can't really sum it up for you here. Sorry. Read through my blog. You'll get the gist. My life is manic. But beautiful. Most people say they wouldn't change theirs for the world. I can't really say that. I wouldn't change everything. But, somethings, some years, some people, definitely could be removed. But that's the beauty in life I guess. You never know what's going to happen next. So join with me As the Story of My Life Develops!

About Me

My name is Gabby, I'm 18. I am a Christian/baptist. Since May '07 I've had 6 surgeries, five in town at our local hospital and this last one at Primary Childrens. When I'm healthy I work as a Cna at the nursing home and plan on getting my R.N. after attending a few years of Bible College.