This blog details my adventures in being a mom, and trying to find a balance with my family, my career and my love of running!

As many of you know my hubby and I are working on some things lately. We are trying to work on communicating better with ourselves as a couple, and figuring out what we want from each other. But since we are on a bit of a bumpy road at this time, I put the idea of a third baby out of my mind. Newborns and sleepless nights are waring enough on a couple when you’re crazy about each other and both of you really, really want the baby, but when one of you is on the fence and things are not so great, it’s a recipe for disaster. I put the idea of a third baby out of my head when our crazy things began and our issues appeared. I figured he was never thrilled with the idea of three, heck he didn’t really want two. He was a one and done kind of parent. So when he rolled over one morning, looked me straight in the face and told me he wants another baby, I couldn’t believe it. I told him it’s September and we could discuss that in October. I didn’t believe him at first, but he kept talking about it after I got home from work. He mentioned it over and over again. I actually told him to stop and that we would discuss it after my crazy period. I have dreams that I have started on. What about my going back to school? What about my race plans next year? I thought he gave killed this dream for me, but apparently he was on hold with the idea and just needed a year to process it.

I have no idea what I’m going to do with this man! He needs to stop surprising me with things like this!