What if I never even had diabetes?

What if I never even had diabetes? What if I didn’t bleed all day? What if it’s really just water? What if the doctor was wrong? What if tomorrow it’s gone? What if I never, ever eat again? What if they find the cure? What if we run out of insulin? What if none of this ever happened? What if I’m part of a plan? What if it’s all a scam? What if I never see again? What if I never find the answers I’m looking for? What if my parent’s never stop blaming themselves? What if they never stop pointing fingers? What if I’m never plugged in to a pump? What if all of it was free? What if my work doesn’t even matter? What if I don’t make it? What if it’s all for a reason? What if I don’t get the job? What if this was my purpose? What if I’m a piece of the puzzle? What if I really make a difference? What if this made the fabric of my being stronger? What if I can be what they hoped? What if I never, ever found out I was this strong?