Little did I know that this weightloss journey would turn into a path far greater than physical changes. The challenge I embarked upon June 2009 has been one of brutally introspective moments facing shame, accusation, and finally absolution. But primarily it was a journey filled with reward and enlightment. Today it strenghtens me to realize I accomplished a great task and NEVER GAVE UP!Even today in 2011

Saturday, February 16, 2013

I am incredibly humbled by my previous account of my weight loss journey in 2009 and how quickly I lost track of my purpose in 2010 and for two years how I have been reliving the guilt and embarrassment of allowing myself to be overweight and disconnected from my responsibility of being a good example for my ever growing children. I have been reviewing my blog for the past hour and can't believe I let it all go. One incredibly weird thing I noted was that 3 years ago almost to the date I cut my hair short unfortunately for two very different reasons then and now.