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February 27, 2005

I’m fuming a little at the moment…It’s opinionated, you’ve been warned.

Had a little argument with someone and it’s bothering me a little still. When I see something I disagree on, most of the time I will say something. That’s the kind of person I am. Ask my friends, ask my family (though I think my family are just starting to get a taste of it). So when I point something out I see as ‘wrong’ I don’t expect EVERYONE to accept it. I can’t stand people who think they’re ALWAYS right. It annoys me to death that people expect everyone else to accept their views yet they don’t listen to what others have to say. I can accept being wrong, but to be told I’m wrong because of my values and beliefs is unacceptable. We all have our values and beliefs and ethics. Those are things I will not comprimise on.

Also, my beliefs in my religion are MY beliefs. I don’t force my religious beliefs on other people but when people start picking on them it pisses me off because when I try to explain that their views about it are misguided due to misinterpretation of facts they turn a deaf ear. How do you make someone understand something when they don’t wanna listen? It’s impossible. They HEAR you but they aren’t exactly LISTENING. Okay, so you’re thinking “Then there’s no need to make them understand”. Yes you’re right but if that person KEEPS picking on your beliefs in front of you, I can’t help but have to stand up for my beliefs because they’re important to me.

Most people wouldn’t see me as someone who’s deep and whatnot. I have no problem with that. But there are times when such deep thoughts and feelings arise in a conversation. I put in my two cents worth and I get ridiculed? Who won’t get pissed in that situation? BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH!!! Yes I’m being childish, that’s me…take it or leave it. Enough said.

February 26, 2005

Okay, so I’ve managed to NOT blogged for almost a month now..two postings in a month. What’s that I hear? Hmmmmm…now repeat after me; “SHE IS BUSY…Shin…has…been…busy…” There, now that wasn’t TOO hard was it? *smirk*

Latest update on school: I FINISH IN A MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m just trying to finish up assignments and whatnot ASAP so I can start focusing and study for finals. As I’ve said in earlier posts I’d REALLY like to bring my CGPA up, at least a little. My PI is progressing okay. I’ve had panic attacks a few times but I’m proud to say that I’m handling things in order. One more chapter to finish and a 5-6 page conclusion and I’ll be totally done. I have another assignment which is due Tuesday that needs a conclusion. I’ll work on that later…I think.

I’ve had a couple cups of coffee so I’m being weird and hyper I think. I didn’t get to sleep until 5am and woke up 5 hours later. Then, I fell asleep reading and when I opened my eyes it was 1pm. That’s gonna spoil my sleeping habits for a couple days.

I’ve had some downs during this month, with people I care about experiencing health problems but I suppose that’s just part and parcel of life. You live..and then someday…you die…But I shall not dwell on that further for now. I have things to get done. Perhaps I will explain some other time. And I’m out =D

February 20, 2005

It’s 2.30am and I’m still up. I’m tired but somehow my brain is just wide awake. It’s funny, sometimes I get these thoughts in the middle night as I’m about to head to bed.

I know I haven’t been posting in weeks. I’m just busy with assignments and presentations and of course my PI. They’re all due at roughly the same time and that’s NEXT WEEK! Arrrrrgghhhhh!

My Valentine’s was GREAT. Got to spend time with Robbie and I loved every minute of it. He was sneaky, sending me a dozen roses even though I had asked him about that a few days before and he totally denied it. hehe But in all honesty, I’d rather spend time with him physically together rather than get flowers BUT I love flowers too! =D Give me a break I’m tired.

February 4, 2005

YES!! I’m all good now for all those that care, that is after TWO visits to the doctor. Geeez some plague that one. Now people around me are just getting ready for the Chinese New Year!!!!!!!!! I’m actually excited. It’s fun to celebrate new years the Chinese way and I’m as Chinese as any other. Heck both my grandfathers are straight on from China. Speaking of China, I was going through some pictures of me in China when I was 12/13 on the Great Wall of China. I think that’s absolutely very cool.

As you can see I’m all over the place right now because I’ve had my fix of coffee LOL and I must say that coffee makes me pee a lot lol See!! I’m so hyper now. *tries to sit still* NOPE THAT AIN’T HAPPENING.

Okay CNY, I’m getting about 4/5 days off school which will give me the chance to focus more on my PI which I intend to hand in by the end of the month!! I REALLY wanna get this done and out of the way WAYYYYYYY earlier so I can actually have enough time to study for finals. It’s looking good so far. I’ve pounded about 4 pages this week so hopefully I can keep that pace and get it done and over with. And this weekend I’ll have to help clean the house and all for CNY, it’s tradition and all for most Chinese families I’m sure. Everything has to be sparkling clean and looking like new. Last week I helped my dad wash the floors with the power water spray thingy, was kinda fun heh =D

Both my arms are hurting now from last night. I was at my cousin’s place and playing with her kid. He keeps telling me he wants to fly so I had to carry him in my arms flat while he spreads his arm like he’s flying LOL That was some workout since I haven’t been to the gym in a while hehehe