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Blue October

Monday, 24 October 2016

Still undecided. Still flailing, falling, hurting.
Confusion. Iffy personality. Agitation. Thousand and one nightmares. Suddenly
the water spills and everything you know of yourself to be true, disintegrates.
Tears. Blood. Doubts. Everything shrunken. Unsettling. Every bad feeling seeps
in, how, it always finds a way. Stupid. Dumb. Careless. Thoughts come and go,
without any progress. Knowledge floats. Stammering, struggling to speak.
Stupid. Back to being a child. Annoying, irritating, moody, crazy. Back to being
an adult. Hate. Love. Disrespect. Judgment. Temporary happiness. Laughter hurts
the ears, silence kills everything. Right. Wrong. Does it matter? They want to
be right, you want them to be wrong. Fighting, fighting over things that don't
matter, flipping out. Now its 3 A.M, you're fighting your trivial battles, making life seem like its less than what it really is, crying over spilled milk. Always. Just stop.
Unloved. Unimportant. Unknown. Worthless. Graceless. Detached- now go, leave.
Crawl. Walk. Run. Take off that pale blue gown, light a cigarette. So they say,
there's fire at one end of the cigarette and fool at the other. You’re a fool,
to have fought for nothing, to have lost everything; for nothing. Now you're
running. For nothing. But to where? How can I help, when your mind refuses to
see beyond the lies you've been told. I know it hurts, for everyone has got
their own demon of destruction. But come out. Screaming. Crying. Bleeding.
You're almost yourself. This isn't the end. This wasn't your only chance; for
there isn't an end to possibilities in a universe so great and vast.

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Tanisha Tyagi

A girl with a passion for Art, Fashion and Photography, who is now crossing out all the wrong words. ;) I am awkward with my layers of silence on silence. I like - Books, Sketching, Letters, Writing. I wander around and listen to music.
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