My head was against your swollen petalsMy hands were through your thornsYour cross was cold, against my chestWhen my spine straightened, I could see the reflection of my hope in your eyes.When your cross went down my thighs, it only made me realize that my hope may never die. It was too bad you withheld my heart when it melted through your fingertips.

It's been 3 years ever since we metIt didn't come to me, that i'll love you till my last breath'Twas a major revelation for me,

Not for you.

I have to love you secretly, Those 3 years i've been with youMy eyes still has the same look for youHidden in the dungeons of my heartMy affection for you,I have to keep it forever, I don't want to ruin what we have.

The time will come when everyone will know, and that's the time when, maybe, I moved on.

Hard to keep,Even harder to let go,You know it's difficult,Yet you you want to stay still,You keep denying this feeling,Yet you don't know when to give up,It's neither that you measure how strong you've been,Nor to test your ability to love,You know these words so well,Its strike your heart badly,But nevermind when you get to see his smile,Cause all that matter is his happiness,Even if it has to take yours forever,It's a voice inside your heart,That keep reminding you of him,Keep reminiscing the warmth feeling,And before you realized it,You had been fallin' in love with him secretly, deeply, and uncontrollably.

Perhaps unrequited love is so much better than this--This love behind bolted doors and peppered with midnight trysts.Drunk with these stolen moments, you will never know my pain.I’m just your ***** secret; Maybe I’ve no other name.