Monday, November 3

indescribable pain
oceans of souls screaming
waving
for help
time ripped to shreds
as also our lives

high to feel right
hurt to not
bleed for fun
bleed for

digesting words I've read
seems I've slept in this bed
so many times before
she says it is ok
we both know it is not
we both lay
lie
together
but it doesn't make it right
another vein
another life taken tonight
&
now I am someone else

reflecting are the broken mirrors
more clear than not
multiple dimensions of past lives
things no one should ever remember
or care to
shallow waters have now engulfed me as I shrink
depth has ultimately caused death
Where do I run now that I understand I am not alive?
&
no tune can soothe