Just when things calm down, it gets crazy AGAIN! So I've been fighting with horrid depression and anxiety since October. I was put on prozac and it has helped so much! So things were calming down, I got a job that I'm enjoying and helps keep my mind busy. My husbands job was doing ok and we were starting to get our money plan going.

Yeah, real life comes back. A big computer company is going to be closing it's doors soon, so that leaves only the one my husband works for. So now any options are, none, if something happens. And now what will the company my husband works for do. There will now be alot of cheaper labor out on the work force and could they go around and lay off a bunch of the higher paid workers?

Then last week a person decided to play "drive though" in our back yard. Took out sections of the fence, the deck, broke the sliding glass door, the grill and smoker, the patio funiture and the wooden swing set. So now having to deal with insurance companies and what not. It's been crazy. Thankfully no one was hurt.

I'm feeling the anxiety again and I'm tired. It's not as bad as it was a few months back, but it's hard to keep it at bay.

So sorry this is all coming at you at once hopefully nothing will happen but the insurance cover you As for your hubby 's job I would think he is safe and will be Have faith hun and no more negative thoughts k The stinking thinking makes you go bonkers it does me I know LOLHoping it all works out for you Keep us posted pleaseTake care Know we are always here as well LynContribute today to support Healing Well Forums...Donate @

a typical prozac dose range is 20 to 80, if on a low dose, maybe discuss upping it with doc

many docs seldom think of adjusting an AD dose

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I am on 40 of prozac and once in awhile I will do 60. Not often though. I tell myself it will all pass and all the damage will be fixed and I am truely happy that no one was hurt. If my kids had been out there at that time....yikes!

I am trying to let go of the " my husband's job" thing, and I do ok for awhile, then more news will come out and get me going again. I tell myself it's just not his job, it's any job that he could have could be this way and it won't do any good to worry about it. Works for awhile. LOL

Hey Suzy, no wonder you are feeling more anxious, that's a seriously bad week!!

As Harry said, try not to fight the anxiety and try not to worry about things that might happen. Or might of happened. There is no use in dwelling on the negative (spoken by a chronic negative dweller!! lol) A smart person said to me once that wherever we have our attention focused is what our life will reflect. Focus on the bad and that's what you get. Be thankful for what didn't happen and move on to happier thoughts. I hope your anxiety improves suzy ((hugs))

Suzy ((((((BIG BIG Hugs)))))) honey I don't know how your still holding up this week. You are a very strong woman and I admire your strength. Keep it up hun this will all pass soon.(((HUGS)))

MsKittie

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Being happy doesnt mean everything's perfect.It means you've decided to see beyound the imperfrctions!God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but HE did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears & light for the way.

"If, But and Maybe"....These are all pitfall words for us worriers and should be banned from our thinking language lol.Deal with the day ahead Suzy...let the future take care of itself..'whatever will be will be'...Because of what you have been thru you are armed with knowledge and skills to deal with anything that comes your way! And what's more you have us - your HW family to fall back on OK?!Take good care.Maree

Today is ok, I got off work early yesterday.....so nice! It was dead and there were to many of us......so hubby and I got our shopping done and then did some running around.

Since we are getting new carpeting in the family room....due to the girl playing "drive thru" in our back yard and breaking the sliding door glass....we have decided to change things around. We want to get a small couch to put down here. Our computer are down here now. So we went couch shopping! Found exactly what I want, just can't buy it yet.

I'm still fighting a cold, but I don't feel to bad. It's snowing out....again. But I'm feeling ok today.