Do you still remember that i went to Wiesbaden on my 29th birthday? While spending almost an hour at the park, i did seriously ponder, reflect back things, gratitude to what i have in my life and make up the resolutions for my 29th year. One of them is clearly written below in Malaysian language initially, then Chinese and English written during Easter break. Why Bahasa? Because i have been listening to both Malaysian and Indonesian songs lately.

I definitely was not in a sombre mood. Just, i am not ready to open the room that filled with love. Most of you may like Caucasian but i prefer Asian or bonus for Malaysian. And I hate to maintain the relationship in long distance. Do not love me because i am 123456km away from you. Do not love me or i will hurt your heart. Therefore i for the time being officially lock up the heart and hopefully we will see each other after September 2011. Till then take care.

wow fufu..very belated happy birthday! haha....wow...you've got so many THOUGHTFUL friends! wow...and even your friends in germany enjoy with you a lot! will give you PANDESAL at a birthday gift next year....i will find a way to do that hahaha

Sendzki : hey thanks :) wonder how you gonna give me pandesal as my birthday gift... lol but anyway a birthday card will do, seriously =p and yeah they are very thoughtful lol love them all!! and glad my friends here in germany came to the birthday party...

763092 : yeah hihihi glad i had a great one before i really step intoo my 30s :) and thanks for the greeting... it's ok :) late better than nothing ok? and it's not too late to know me now... stay tuned and you can send me stuff later.. hahaha

SuwEi : 林夕?? you must be kidding me!!! hahahaha i am just playing around with the words only :) hahahaha well glad my friends really sent me the birthday cards... hihihi :) wish you will be one of them next year

JiaXin : yeah the chocolate was nice :) hahahhaa yeah i think i will continue asking people send me birthday cards =p wont let it stop, so you gotta remember to send me one ok? lol will let you guys know when the time comes ya...

Sarawakiana@2 : yeah definitely getting better i bet :) as networking is getting bigger... and well i am getting wiser also :) no worries... i will keep enjoying life as always ya =p because i know the way to be happy and it's simple

FuFu~! ^_^ Hehe really like your poem =) It's exactly what's going on in my mind right now =) Slightly recovering lu~ No longer mad or sad. Just really disappointed, but I think that part will sooner or later disappear as well, because everything is fading =) Ah well =) You really should write poems more often ^_^ Aijooo FuFu you're so talented writing poems, cooking, writing very interesting travel blogs & taking stunning pictures...^_^

Wendy : thanks ya wendy!! i am happy as you like my poem... i am not good at all!! but just wanna put my feeling down in words and play with them... hihihi... but well i will try to write poem now and then... hahaha but i will put more effort on my studies now first :) then travelling + photography :p still gotta learn portuguese >< sigh...

The Nomadic Pinoy : haha i did nothing... just i have many nice friends here... love them all!! hahaha

Pete : yeah thanks bro! hihihi i had a great celebration for my 29th birthday

Bananazക : hahahha not very good i know >< my malay is bad!! english is not my mother tongue! my mandarin... @.@ but anyway i have fun writing the poem :) hihihihi yeah i will share everything here with you guys...no secret ya =p