[Verse:]Yesterday I woke up thinking that it was tomorrowEveryday the same when you drowning in your sorrowsTrying to numb the pain with this bottle of the ZarcoNo money to my name and I'm not the one to borrowPride is the enemy, ego is his friendAnd they're both responsible for the position that I'm inBut fuck it, I'm a man, I can stand on my ownI never ask for a hand, I'd rather make it aloneI'm giving up hope, losing sight of my dreamsJelani say it ain't all bad despite what it seemsAnd Jessica say that she got me anytime that I needCause she can see the potential and just want me to succeedAnd I rarely go to the church cause I'm not very religiousBut I do pray to God that he keep me in good spiritsBut I don't think he hears it cause I still feel the sameMary Jane to the brain keeps me sane when it rains

[Verse 2:]I'm fading away, feels like I'm losing myselfMy pride still in the way cause I aint looking for helpJust take a look on the shelf, empty bottles of 'NacAnd I say that with pride like ain't no problem with thatI'm just a cool nerd nigga with a lot of room to growStudent of the game, learning shit I never knew beforeGod blessed me with a flow yet I'm living like a sinnerDistracted by these hoes who just looking for a winner, damnAnd getting pussy ain't never been my dilemmaThe problem is sticking around after I been in herWe kick it like a ninja for a minute then I spin herYou're getting wrong signals, baby, switch up your antennaI'm not much of a swimmer but I'm going off the deep endTrying to figure out how I let these demons creep inAnd then it seeped in through all the confusionIf I know it all aint no wrong for improvement