I hate everything

I cant take it anymore. I just can't im not tough. im sorry. i tried, but I just can't do it. i have been begging for help since last light, and no one gives a shit. im sitting here locked in my room, and everyone else is out there just enjoying their fucked up stupid lives like nothing is wrong. I asked for help dammit. straight up. and what do I get? not a damn single person can take a minute to even hug me. or respond to my texts/ calls. im so damn angry. ive been there for everyone... i have given food out of my fridge and clothes out of my closet to make things good for others.... and when I need someone, no one cares. I planned to kill myself on the damn highway today... couldnt even find a semi that didnt have cars up its ass. I dont want anyone else to get hurt.... cant even kill myself the way I want.

I'm sorry that you have tried reaching out for help and nobody has listened. Who have you tried to ask for help? Have you tried ringing a crisis or suicide hotline? If you need immediate help then take yourself to the emergency room to get the help you deserve.