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Shame is a feeling that I struggle with a lot. I might be open here about my thoughts and all that but that's because I'm anonymous and it feels good to blog about these things without my real name appearing next to it. In real life things are a little different.

Generally I feel ashamed for a lot of things. I'm ashamed of the fact that I can't sleep with other...

I can't really bother with writing a real text so I will just write down random thoughts that come to me when I hear the word "polyamory"

- I always thought I'm super poly but now I am starting to think that I am a bit of a hypocrite. Let me explain. I am capable of loving two (or more) people at the same time and the ideal poly relationship for me is a relationship between 3 people who ALL date each other. Preferably two women and one man. Here's what I think is hypocritical:...

Breakups suck. You are so used to have someone in your daily life, you have them on your mind all the time, you think about them when you cum, before you sleep, when you wake up, in the shower, in the car, in class, at work.... And suddenly, poof. Gone.

It's without a doubt horrible and heartbreaking. It feels like your heart has fallen down your chest and someone's dancing on it while wearing stilletoes. You cry, and you cry some more, and then you cry a little more and then suddenly...

A topic that brings a lot of controversy in BDSM is the participation of minors in BDSM.

To begin with myself, I got into BDSM when I was 20. Before that the only contact I had with BDSM was porn and to be honest, it had created a very distorted image of what BDSM is. Before that I had a lot of sexual experiences, beginning from a very young age. I've been sexually active since the age of 14, something that nowadays I regret . For a long period I thought that sex was only supposed to...

First of all, I would like to point out that personally I am not an ageplayer. However I have many close friends who are, may that be littles, ABDLs or Daddies/Mommies. In fact all of my partners are involved in ageplay, hence I have direct contact with it. So even if I don't personally age regress, I am in a (partly) DDlg relationship since my girlfriend is a little and my Dom is her Daddy.

I don't like bets in my daily life. Very rarely buying a single lottery ticket is the closest I do. I also rejected any Truth or Dare in my life so far until I discovered this page.

My experience so far with bets are mostly very harmless one, a single game of battleships I lost with the result of a cold shower (hate that) (and yes, technically it's not a bet but a simple game ante, but even that is nothing I usually do). So when...

*Warning: This blog may not have an actual point, it may be kind of ranty, I really don't know how it is going to turn out or if it will make any sense*

It isn't a secret. I am a sub. Yes, it is true that I sometimes switch, and I had a 3 month relationship with a wonderful sub earlier this year, but the majority of the time I am a sub. I have identified as a sub since I was 16 and learned all about D/s and BDSM.