Journal

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Every workshop that I went, I always said that I’m there for others, to get more knowledge that will help me teach and share more. Well at the last workshop I said, this one is not for “others” anymore. This one is for me.

And this one was a changer. I realized that also all of the other workshops and researches that I was doing and attending, these weren’t “for others”, these were all for me. I just didn’t want to admit that to myself.

Learning for “others” – that sounds really nice and beautiful, on the surface. But deep down, reality is different. Going on all of these lessons, workshops etc,.. for others (and not first and foremost for yourself), to share your knowledge in you own way – that’s not how it goes. That is the same if I would study like crazy and instead of my exam write exams of the whole class. And in the end forget about my own.

Learning for yourself. That is the point. Working that on yourself. Feeling your own depth. Seeing the reflection in your own shadows. That is where the life happens, where the wisdom comes from. And all of a sudden, unexpectedly you start sharing that knowledge and energy.

When you change your vibration, others start to vibrate differently too. But don’t expect that others will dance as how you will say them to dance. First work on your own rhythm coming from your depth. Maybe then you will find each other in a dance.