Sorry to read about everyone's awful nurses today... So hope everyone is able to take a deep breath and try to relax... Think of deep blue seas and butterflies...

Afm- BT and ultrasound done.. Rt now has 9 follicles and left as at least 5 maybe more (it's a hard one to see and can't be done from internally) sizes mostly in the 14 to 19 with a couple of 8s
So I am soooo excited. I would imagine I would be triggering tonight but will wait to hear from FN later today. To find out for sure...

@Hopefullyanotherbaby how are u feeling today hoping you have a nice weekend @Bellydance yay for ur second line hoping it gets darker and this one is ur little miracle @francesthecat that's probly a good idea we def over analyse the numbers way to much , I didn't take my clexane today still using pessaries but I passed a really large gelatin type thing last night with some clots never seen anything like it before so thinking that was that feeling really flat today @AAA I'm so sorry Hun chemicals are awful but at least you know you can fall pregnant so that's a positive u can take although ATM nothing looks positive when your dealing with the grief and exhaustion of the emotions it's just awful @Butterfly39 hopefully u can re charge ur batteries this weekend best of luck in this cycle @Soques that's great news things are def looking good for you FX everything falls into place

QUESTION my clinic only offers counselling services one day a week at 9,10&11 I'm working that day so can't take more time off but I need to talk to someone because I'm getting really overwhelmed by all this loss does anyone know where I can find a psychiatrist it counsellor that deals with fertility stuff I live penrith way so maybe near there even if I have to travel that's ok

@Miisalina sorry to hear that. After some of my loses I passed some clumps off stuff that not usual period stuff. It's a horrible process to go through.
As for the time off, can you be late for 1 day. I'm on my works watch list for time off,but as I said to them last time. The alternative is I stick a shot gun in my face so what would you prefer ?
I think the couselling is super important, and I try to work in between like just the morning doing an intralipds. All to reduce the amounts of time off. But sometimes it can't be helped.
Speak to your GP and get a referral you can get couselling as part of a health care plan. Pain your clinic can't do other times.

Missalina - a loss breaks your heart, there's just no other way to say it. There is nothing abnormal about you feeling overwhelmed and heartbroken. Ring up a helpline - they are just as good. What you're going to go through is simply grief. I just play Joni Mitchell /Nina Simone/ etta james and have a cry.

francesthecat hope your embie is snuggling in nicely

having a chill at the beach house for a few days while I'm jabbing and not rostered on for work. It's so lovely on the beach !

@Hopefullyanotherbaby how are u feeling today hoping you have a nice weekend @Bellydance yay for ur second line hoping it gets darker and this one is ur little miracle @francesthecat that's probly a good idea we def over analyse the numbers way to much , I didn't take my clexane today still using pessaries but I passed a really large gelatin type thing last night with some clots never seen anything like it before so thinking that was that feeling really flat today @AAA I'm so sorry Hun chemicals are awful but at least you know you can fall pregnant so that's a positive u can take although ATM nothing looks positive when your dealing with the grief and exhaustion of the emotions it's just awful @Butterfly39 hopefully u can re charge ur batteries this weekend best of luck in this cycle @Soques that's great news things are def looking good for you FX everything falls into place

QUESTION my clinic only offers counselling services one day a week at 9,10&11 I'm working that day so can't take more time off but I need to talk to someone because I'm getting really overwhelmed by all this loss does anyone know where I can find a psychiatrist it counsellor that deals with fertility stuff I live penrith way so maybe near there even if I have to travel that's ok

3rd: 1st FET May2014, started intralipids for the first time due to high NK cells in the uterus

Really sorry to hear that @missalina as the previous poster said, your GP can do a simple assessment with you and then provide you with a mental health treatment plan which then refers you to access around six counselling sessions with a Medicare rebate. GP should be able to recommend someone who specialises or understands the fertility stuff. I think you can also get recommendations from Access Australia the IVF NGO that provides info and support www.access.org.au

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