Still wanderingKeeping my sanityBut they won't let me dream to live or live to dreamI'm still envisioning I'm singing to herd of thousandsSoul searching for the few things that will make life all rightPointless persecution, interrogate the hypePretending I'm respecting who I secretly fightOne to the rightPush me to the sideTwo minutes to decide what I'm say tonightOne to the rightPush me to the sideTwo minutes to decide what I'm going to do with my lifeReplacing ideals that would break trust downI'm the king of apathy don't care to wear your crownBrain children , the lemming, they suffocate my riseStanding on hilltops, smiling, watching me breakdown'Cutting through the fabrics of this physical relationshipThe understanding was the part they decided to skipThey have the same eyes but they see things a little differentlySome blind themselves and some open their eyes to the world you seeWent to sleep on a bed of nailsYou were so smart covered up your trailsYour mouth is dry and your life is staleYou always have a gun if all else failsSex is never just sex againWhy can't a partner just be your friendCan we converse without a fightAnd will it really matter if I spend the nightNot a pre-madonna rock star just being my crazy self alwaysThen you shun me to the corner cause I choose not to participateMy thoughts are running wild got to let them free emancipateYou thought you had me trapped but there is one more move, checkmateSpent all my time on popularity and I accept my dualityBut I'm growing out of it