i was feeling incredibly sad. so i read someone else's online journal and cried. i cried and
thought about what i was feeling. i copied the entries onto word and then read it, deleting
as i read.

i'm going to look for my journal now.

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3:04 am

can't sleep. i forced myself to bed since i promised to wake up at 8:30
but kept thinking about ways in which i can tailor my resume for the various jobs that
i'm supposed to apply for. what the hell,
if i can work/stay up for just 2 more hours, i can make it to that 6am yoga.
and i'll still have enough time to fill a
prescription, come home and take a shower,
have a hearty breakfast, walk coco, finish the resume for kp, send it in--all before 8:30!
if only i didn't have to sleep...
i'd have so much more time to get things done.

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i was feeling lazy today. since i knew i wasn't going to get much done in my ceramics class, i decided to skip class
and instead, go to a cafe with K and work on my resume/cover letter.
we went to starbucks, couldn't find a table, so went to mission cafe. (shoudn't have
gotten that coffee
at starbucks though. i felt guilty about bringing coffee from another store so i made myself finish it before
i got to mission cafe).
it worked out for the better. mission cafe was more laid back and they had
the best iced tea and sandwich/salad combo (only $4.95!). if we go there again tomorrow, i mean, later today,
as we planned,
i might have the same thing i had today, i mean, yesterday.