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You guys are boring. I left white nationalism long ago, and Reg and I set this space up (OK he actually did the whole thing) so I could say what I needed to say without fear, for the first time ever. I got to say what it was like and why I left, and what my life is like now, and entertain you with visions of Nazi street marches, Aprilís racist dating service, and Harold wandering around a tenement with oatmeal crusted on his shirt, begging the young white men of America to join him.

It was fun to watch you fail over and over again, like seeing the embarrassment suffered by Don Black when his son Derek walked away like I did (and was pictured right next to me in an SPLC publication), and when Craig Cobb tried to start his own little white people town and lived in a house with five other people and no indoor plumbing, like a true Aryan hero, before getting carted off to jail and after finding out he wasnít really all that white anyway.

But we, unlike you, have lives that are not slowing down. We canít spare any more time for you. Our futures no longer include laughing at you on a predetermined date, or giving you space to talk to us. Iím not saying weíll never check out Radio Free Northwest again, or that I wonít one day make another YouTube mocking something especially stupid Harold says. But this space will no longer serve that purpose.

To put it another way: YOU CANíT SIT WITH US.

This will turn into something more personal and meaningful. Youíre of course welcome to look at it, but will most likely be disappointed when all you see are words you donít understand and no spaces for you to comment.

I know some of you genuinely enjoyed hearing about my journey out of hate, and if you wish, there will be some time left for you to download and listen to any old podcasts. I will still keep my YouTube channel for those who follow my bodybuilding activity. My coach is also starting a podcast and will feature some of his best northwest athletes (like me) and if I appear on some of his shows, I will link on my channel. Additionally, you may search any National Physique Committee contest records for pictures and results, found by a simple Google search.

At some point in the very near future, when you log in, this site and all its content will be gone. Shortly after that, something new will be in its place, something that will allow you to see what life without white nationalism looks like. Itís been fun, butÖseriously, you guys just suck.
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This is bad news Cori. Thereís people, not enough of them, who are in the Nationalist, Nazi or Ďhate movementí who manage to maintain a sense of humour about it all. jew're not one of them though, what with being a drunken narcissistic mongrel whore, Skanky Others, like you, are ex-movement members who have been found out and thus been done runnt-off but crucially that sense of humour is still there! As you can tell, I'm a Limey faggot who likes to cluck, cluck over the antics of you Colonials. It now seems however that your mamzeroid feelings have changed and your patience has run out. Must have been after all them red-nigger brothers and nephews of jewr red-nigger spawner were groping what they thought was a whiggress, what with the Dolly Parton blonde wig and big fake whiggress skank tits. No wonder not getting any more addlepated anglo-mestizo and whigger pecker really pissed you off. I wonder if a certain incident triggered your decision? Has someone said something? Is it a legal thing? Or is Reggie too busy to carry on? Does that mean that you will never be able to wrap jewr loose sloppy red-nigger squaw pussy around Andy Donner's Alpha-pecker, cum-cum, cum-cum??? A proper explanation would be good and I for one hope that, as hinted, you do indeed carry on posting? No need to ever bother with telling the truth, Moan Skanky.
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Tom, Cori will likely give her perspective when she next comes, but Iíll give you mine now.

There was no cusp event. There are no legal issues. I am too busy, no question, but I could still publish the podcasts if Cori wanted to keep doing them. The simple truth is that thereís nothing left to say about Coriís journey out of white nationalism, and unlike Harold and Will Williams and Kevin Strom and David Duke and the rest of the old guys out there who keep pushing out podcasts long after everyone lost interest, itís clearly much better to just recognize that the site has served its purpose, run its course, and itís time for a new challenge.

White nationalism is dying. This is obvious to any rational observer, imho. They were never a real threat and now theyíre just a freak show. At some point, if you donít move on, youíre just one of the freaks. The first few times you hear Cori call WNs losers and inbreds, itís funny. By the 100th time, itís just old. The WNs choose to keep repeating their message over and over in hopes of seeing different results. I like to think weíre smarter than that.

Beyond all this, Cori and I have some plans. Weíve forged a friendship that Iím hopeful will last a long time. She spent some time here over the holidays and we talked at length about what the site could be if we just forgot about WNs and focused on her hopes, dreams and plans for the future, and her stories from the past. Sheís also got some business ideas she intends to pursue and she canít be chasing her dreams if she keeps wasting time trading the same tired old barbs with the same tired old WNs sheís been engaging for the last two years.

Thanks for the reply Reg. Slightly presumptious to presume that Iíll turn in to one of the White Nationalist freaks, I might actually be interested in Cori from an ex-addict, ex-Ďadult industryí perspective than that of a former White Nationalist, or maybe even all three!? What I will say is that I find Cori mightily attractive and interesting and Iíd say to you Reg, hand on heart, reí the future plans, is that Iíd love to be part of them?!?*!!

There have been a few of you WNs who were right about something, when they pointed out in various ways that ďthis blog is just Reg and Cori talking to each other.Ē

Yep. Kind of. So why donít I just go talk to Reg and ditch the rest of you guys?!

These past few weeks Iíve actually felt more alive than ever, and itís not just because of this decision, but realizing that in general Iím starting to ditch people and situations that just donít fit anymore. Looking back over the last six months I notice things like how often I was dead drunk and how I could barely get out of bed before noon. That was just normal so I didnít think anything of it. But I was wasting my life and clinging to useless people and making myself a source of entertainment for you guys (collectively) was part of it. Looking back even more I can see I was deeply depressed, hitting a breaking point, and I had to figure out what to change. What is no longer working for me here?

Tom, I quit using drugs when I was 19. I just have nothing more to say about that part of my life. Back then, I did. I went to all the meetings and told my stupid story at detox centers and treatment institutions and jails, and felt like I was doing something useful, and I would do anything to help out another addict, like give her a ride to a meeting or watch her kids while she went to the employment office, but after using drugs for two years and then being a ďrecovering addict trying to help other recovering addictsĒ for NINE YEARS it got old. My ex husband has been sober for maybe 20 years now and good for him, but he still goes to AA several times a week. I doubt he really ďneedsĒ it. I think itís just a comfortable habit.

I could have kept this thing going if I wanted to. I could have just tuned in to Harold every week, or followed the news and did podcasts about things like Ferguson, and in between pointed out that white boys canít read, but that would require still dedicating a portion of my life to WN and I just donít feel like it anymore.

Iím not disappearing. This site will still be here, just as something else. It will still be my original content about things in my life that mean something. Iíll still post contest videos on YouTube. There are also a few people originally from this site, like Mike (Wallace), with whom I correspond over email. But for the most part, there is just nothing to talk about. When I get a random email asking why I left WN or if Harold is gay or if I would consider rejoining WN but with a different group of people, I just wonder where the hell they were two years ago when I was answering those questions every week.

Mainly Iím going to focus on growing my business and, you know, the rest of my life.

Whatís amusing is now the WNs will have nowhere to go to leave their inane comments and observations. I guess now they just have to go to YouTube to make various guesses about our racial makeup and whether I really even have a job and if Harold is an FBI informant.

I was going over some of the very old emails Reg and I exchanged, before this site was even a thing, and in one of them I was like, ďI donít know if youíre aware that I have secretly hated Harold for a long time and Iím not even really a racistÖĒ

I donít even hate Harold anymore. Hey, without him, Reg and I never would have met. We should send him a card or something.

Now I actually read the text. How jew do go on, Moan Skanky, cum-cum, cum-cum. Best luck for You in jewr totally jew controlled future, Axis Sally. Ya have been an ass-clown all along. But a nice one with a pea brain and a warm wettt pussy, that kept the spirits of jewr racial comrades like me high -- or was that our coontang-homing peckers? -- when times were bad and dark.

Keep safe and far from the black rapists and burglars and from ZOG’s gulags. Listen to Pastor Lindstedt’s to find out how. He is relatively non-jewdgemental, telling both you and Wedgie that it ain't beastiality when two mongrel beasts like you and Wedgie are making the beast with two backs. He'd like you more if you were to bark like a Poopy Dawg, you mongrel bitch.

May You find jewr way to god through Dual Seeline Christian Identity or Black Israelism (or maybe a less-racist version) since you aren’t REALLY white. All will be forgiven if as a Craigslist skank you were to give an additional dose of clap and small-cox to Rabbi NiggerNose Baal Finck.

Harold, everyone knows that’s not you because after you told this mamzeress skankazoid that "We were destinied to work together" like you told that faggot Wall-ass/Mikey and made no effort to "get you sum" you have wanted nothing more to do with me because I "fooled" you, but congratulations. You have your radio show that we can’t even get through with good wine and a carton full of fully recharged dildos and vibrating butt-plugs and a half-kilo of crack, and your apartment that you hate and that you have no idea how you will pay for when your sugar daddy dies, and your family who hate you and whom you cut out of your will, and your crappy computer, your spam and cigars. Speaking of which, my mamzeress skanklings didn't want to visit me and Wedgie because they said that they didn't want a big black nigger-gook faggot for a stepfather.

I have everything I want. Well, everything except Andy Donner's whigger pecker and bleached pink nipples for my new bigger enhanced tits. So let’s call this a tie.

Peeping Tom, you’re perfectly welcome to hang around here to make my hi-yaller bi-sechual sugar nigger Wedgie jealous and continue to read. The “prelude” post is an example of the stuff you might find. But you will need to "dig deeper" in my skanky stanky to get the "full honey" on jewr whiggroid hang-down, cum-cum, cum-cum. I will probably allow comments but will moderate them to see they stay ON THE SUBJECT MATTER, I.E. MUH MAMZERESS SKANKY STANKY, BIG NEW HUGE TITS WITH REGRETTABLY THE STILL-BROWN NIPPLES AND DOLLY PARTON COCKTAIL WIG so the blog can be enjoyed by, you know, regular freakazoid mongrel people too.