It didn't when i first set out on it, because honestly i didn't even understand my feelings or why i even posted it, i just knew that i had this overwhelming feeling of change happening in me.

Now it does.

Quoting: ~M * M~

Describe these feelings of change in detail.

Quoting: Open Your Eyes

show us on the doll where he touched you.

Quoting: mk ultra 5813027

fucking laughing out loud... i even snorted

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense."

I no longer have the feigning for affection by everyone, anymore. Which is huge, it has ruled me my whole life, i have an affinity for attention, and have had delusions of grandeur which entail me being held and taken down a road paved of gold while everyone falls to there knees and love me....

You have no idea how big i was in my mind....my ego was so huge. Now it is gone, and for the first time in my life i want to be the one to fall down upon my knees and kiss the feet of my love...forever.

"Finish each day and be done with it. You have done what you could. Some blunders and absurdities no doubt crept in; forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day; begin it well and serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense."

I no longer have the feigning for affection by everyone, anymore. Which is huge, it has ruled me my whole life, i have an affinity for attention, and have had delusions of grandeur which entail me being held and taken down a road paved of gold while everyone falls to there knees and love me....

You have no idea how big i was in my mind....my ego was so huge. Now it is gone, and for the first time in my life i want to be the one to fall down upon my knees and kiss the feet of my love...forever.

I no longer have the feigning for affection by everyone, anymore. Which is huge, it has ruled me my whole life, i have an affinity for attention, and have had delusions of grandeur which entail me being held and taken down a road paved of gold while everyone falls to there knees and love me....

You have no idea how big i was in my mind....my ego was so huge. Now it is gone, and for the first time in my life i want to be the one to fall down upon my knees and kiss the feet of my love...forever.

I no longer have the feigning for affection by everyone, anymore. Which is huge, it has ruled me my whole life, i have an affinity for attention, and have had delusions of grandeur which entail me being held and taken down a road paved of gold while everyone falls to there knees and love me....

You have no idea how big i was in my mind....my ego was so huge. Now it is gone, and for the first time in my life i want to be the one to fall down upon my knees and kiss the feet of my love...forever.

Quoting: ~M * M~

I feel I could have written those exact words.

shedding one's ego is the most powerful, liberating process. I know, I wrestled with mine for a long time, always with something to prove, yet always feeling empty after it got it way.

I broke free from the chains... like a ballerina trying to appear graceful with her every move, I was in severe internal torment, with no where to release the pain but into my mind. But my body showed the pain.

In time the wounds healed.

Now I am fully submissive to a man I love. I've never experienced such pure and sensual pleasure since becoming who I was destined to become.

I no longer have the feigning for affection by everyone, anymore. Which is huge, it has ruled me my whole life, i have an affinity for attention, and have had delusions of grandeur which entail me being held and taken down a road paved of gold while everyone falls to there knees and love me....

You have no idea how big i was in my mind....my ego was so huge. Now it is gone, and for the first time in my life i want to be the one to fall down upon my knees and kiss the feet of my love...forever.

Quoting: ~M * M~

I feel I could have written those exact words.

shedding one's ego is the most powerful, liberating process. I know, I wrestled with mine for a long time, always with something to prove, yet always feeling empty after it got it way.

I broke free from the chains... like a ballerina trying to appear graceful with her every move, I was in severe internal torment, with no where to release the pain but into my mind. But my body showed the pain.

In time the wounds healed.

Now I am fully submissive to a man I love. I've never experienced such pure and sensual pleasure since becoming who I was destined to become.

Quoting: mk ultra 5813027

I am SO so happy for you truly. It is like being chained up all the time and worrying about how everyone looked at you while being chained. Best wishes to you friend.:)

OK I'll bite..OP, get your ass into some black stockings,red crotchless panties,red high heel shoes,red neck choker with a leash ring, a black bra that your nipples stick outward(that's for the vibrating nipple clips)..if you got long hair put it into a ponytail so i can get a hold of it...outline your lips in red,put some blue eye shadow on so i can watch it stream down your face later...and I'm just now getting creative..lol..oh the eye makeup will be streaming down your face from sweat not tears,as i make you go bang ,bang,bang with a magic wand and a few other toys...

How unfortunate for some rulers when men,women,and children continue to think... Keep repeating the lies loud enough and long enough and just maybe the people will start to believe the lies again and good luck with that...finding your energy open until mars becomes raging aries...

I no longer have the feigning for affection by everyone, anymore. Which is huge, it has ruled me my whole life, i have an affinity for attention, and have had delusions of grandeur which entail me being held and taken down a road paved of gold while everyone falls to there knees and love me....

You have no idea how big i was in my mind....my ego was so huge. Now it is gone, and for the first time in my life i want to be the one to fall down upon my knees and kiss the feet of my love...forever.

I no longer have the feigning for affection by everyone, anymore. Which is huge, it has ruled me my whole life, i have an affinity for attention, and have had delusions of grandeur which entail me being held and taken down a road paved of gold while everyone falls to there knees and love me....

You have no idea how big i was in my mind....my ego was so huge. Now it is gone, and for the first time in my life i want to be the one to fall down upon my knees and kiss the feet of my love...forever.

Quoting: ~M * M~

I feel I could have written those exact words.

shedding one's ego is the most powerful, liberating process. I know, I wrestled with mine for a long time, always with something to prove, yet always feeling empty after it got it way.

I broke free from the chains... like a ballerina trying to appear graceful with her every move, I was in severe internal torment, with no where to release the pain but into my mind. But my body showed the pain.

In time the wounds healed.

Now I am fully submissive to a man I love. I've never experienced such pure and sensual pleasure since becoming who I was destined to become.

Quoting: mk ultra 5813027

I am SO so happy for you truly. It is like being chained up all the time and worrying about how everyone looked at you while being chained. Best wishes to you friend.:)

OK I'll bite..OP, get your ass into some black stockings,red crotchless panties,red high heel shoes,red neck choker with a leash ring, a black bra that your nipples stick outward(that's for the vibrating nipple clips)..if you got long hair put it into a ponytail so i can get a hold of it...outline your lips in red,put some blue eye shadow on so i can watch it stream down your face later...and I'm just now getting creative..lol..oh the eye makeup will be streaming down your face from sweat not tears,as i make you go bang ,bang,bang with a magic wand and a few other toys...