I think it was the right time for part of me to dieIt was a part I cherished, and when time came to lieOr cheat I took the coward's way out and cut my heartIn two, so that you'd never have a chance to take a partOf it awayWhy should I be niceWhen every single dayI compromise my own beliefsI do not want pity or reliefBecause I was a traitor to all I lovedI never subscribed to God aboveBut something up there fucked me upSpirits and the tea leaves in the dirty cupThat ruined me, but here againI lie to myself so I don't have to take the blameLook at me and my cowardiceIf I were a good man I'd slit my wristsBecause I preach of love and then I breakAnd rip apart the love I once did makeAnd break a heart, not that I'm such a catchI always said I was worthless, light a matchAnd try to see into the darkThe final straw of what's in mePlease hurt me: I'm so selfish I can't even bear the guilt.

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