its funny how my vision get shaded, and my eyes actually start to burn, as well as a feel a stuck feeling in my forehead sinus, when I believe in illusions like the fact MyTwin Soul and I are two separate people xD , as well as tension the back of my neck, when I try to block the feeling that I’m a dolphin spirit, or my throat combined with my 1st, 2nd and 3rd and 4th chakras, when I feel doubtful and afraid to express my true feelings because of grief and shame of what happened in Taiji. combinations of feelings of stuckness in certain areas can help you firue out whats blocking you. the chakras work together to let us know whats wrong !

The individuality, soul signature of a soul is unique — only to be shared by the twin soul, in that way, every thing that exists in one, exists in the other, if it doesn’t seem so it is dormant. a Twin Flame (Aka Twin soul) is a mirror that shows the individuality shared by the twins. this realization of reflection sheds the personality given by the different worlds the twins live in. thus giving true freedom for soul expression 🙂

(c) Bahamas girl (not my pic!)

“The ordinary, unconscious human being has no individuality; he has only a personality.
Personality is that which is given by others to you — by the parents, by the teachers, by the priest, by the society
— whatever they have said about you. And you have been desiring to be respectable, to be respected,
so you have been doing things which are appreciated, and the society goes on rewarding you, respecting you more and more.
This is their method of creating a personality. But personality is very thin, skin-deep. It is not your nature.
The child is born without a personality, but he is born with a potential individuality.
The potential individuality simply means his uniqueness from anybody else — he is different.

✿♪♫•*¨*•.✿ People are very much confused about personality and individuality.
They think personality is individuality. It is not — in fact it is the barrier.
You will never attain to individuality if you are not ready to drop your personality.
Here the group therapies, meditations, work, this communion…all is devised in such a way that it destroys your personality,
the plastic self, and throws you back to your real individuality. Individuality is born with you, it is your being.
Personality is a social phenomenon, it is given to you.”

I had a dream last night that went something like this — I was invited to go on one of Sea shepard ‘s (a ocean conservation organization , for those of you that haven’t heard of them) giant ships, for the Maui dolphin conservation campaign. I was ready to go, all confident with my dolphin soul story, and Zach, (one of my closest activist friends) behind me. Yet, as we board the ship, he steps aside.

“I thought you were in this campaign.” I said.

“No, you are.”

And just like that he just let everyone behind him walk to the ship. What I got from his gaze was that He stepped aside because this is something I should do on my own terms. But fear took over me. I felt safe with someone standing beside me in my beliefs. I backed away. And went running towards a school building (you know how dreams are) and tried to fit in any of the classes that were there, pretending to be part of the crowd, forgetting my story and what my heart is telling me.

I tried to fit into a ballet rehearsal, and though the teacher said nothing some of the students noticed. The teacher lectured about some spinning platform she would buy to help practice pirouetting and I insisted we all buy our own, secretly because I would have a chore to distract myself from what I really wanted to do. A girl in charge of the luggage for the sea Shepard ship came in the class and said : ” we can’t wait anymore. Are you taking your luggage, or not?”

For a second I thought, What a *****! Why cant she just leave me Can’t you see I don’t want to go? But part of me was like I do wanna go!! and it was that part of me that replied Yes to her. yet I kept changing my mind as I walked out of the classroom. So confused, I didn’t know where to turn.

What if people look at me crazy? What if that leads to death? I heard of so many people jailed or killed fighting for this. Fear took over me from my past lives. As far as I know I actually don’t plan on going for a ship for that specific campaign… But who knows! But having this dream made me aware that even if I feel fear, because its always best to just feel your feelings no matter what, I think its time I face it and just let things happen the way they are supposed to, to not fear, and just let the hand of God guide me, cause no matter what I feel I’ll always be safe, with someone watching over me 🙂

Awwweee i was remembering this yesterday… being in the sea away from all the lights (well plus, when I was a dolphin hundreds of years a ago humans hadnt blinded out all the starlight yet xp) id always wonder if those things were like clouds when i was younger, but the older dolphins had told us what they truly were, stars. I always wondered if animals, without all the telescopes, weathering gadgets and such, knew what the things around them were. It seemed that older members of the pod, taught us to be in touch with that inner knowing inside of us that just knew things, like what stars were, clouds were, ect…. as that inner knowing grew inside of us as we got older they nutured it….

Ok guys…. about Cecil the lion, I have to say it was probably Cecil’s mission to die the way he did, because his death is ushering a change for trophy hunting that I’ve never seen before. I believe we all live in this Game of life, each teaching each other lessons. I believe, you might think its crazy but, He probably had a soul agreement with that guy who killed him. This one lion, woke the world up. His story has been trending for days. It’s disasters that cause an outpouring of love to flow through. When we are filled with anger and use it effectively it can bring great change, and that’s exactly what Cecil’s death did.

“The ordinary, unconscious human being has no individuality; he has only a personality.
Personality is that which is given by others to you — by the parents, by the teachers, by the priest, by the society
— whatever they have said about you. And you have been desiring to be respectable, to be respected,
so you have been doing things which are appreciated, and the society goes on rewarding you, respecting you more and more.
This is their method of creating a personality. But personality is very thin, skin-deep. It is not your nature.
The child is born without a personality, but he is born with a potential individuality.
The potential individuality simply means his uniqueness from anybody else — he is different.

✿♪♫•*¨*•.✿ People are very much confused about personality and individuality.
They think personality is individuality. It is not — in fact it is the barrier.
You will never attain to individuality if you are not ready to drop your personality.
Here the group therapies, meditations, work, this communion…all is devised in such a way that it destroys your personality,
the plastic self, and throws you back to your real individuality. Individuality is born with you, it is your being.
Personality is a social phenomenon, it is given to you.
When you are sitting in a cave in the Himalayas you don`t have any personality, but you have individuality.
Personality can exist only in reference to others.
The more people know you, the more personality you have — hence the desire to have name and fame.
The more people respect you, the more you enjoy the personality; it becomes strengthened

Unless a person decides that `Whatever the cost, I want just to be myself.
Condemned, unaccepted, losing respectability — everything is okay but I cannot pretend anymore to be somebody else`…
This decision and this declaration — this declaration of freedom, freedom from the weight of the crowd
— gives birth to your natural being, to your individuality. Then you don`t need any mask.
Then you can be simply yourself, just as you are. And the moment you can be just as you are,
there is tremendous peace that passeth understanding.” –http://lightworkers.org/blog/215432/individuality-rising