"Again"
You're tearing me apart
Crushing me inside
You used to lift me up
Now you get me down
If I was to walk away
From you, my love
Could I laugh again?
If I walk away from you
And leave my love
Could I laugh again?
Again, again...
You're killing me again
Am I still in your head?
You used to light me up
Now you shut me down
If I was to walk away
From you, my love
Could I laugh again?
If I walk away from you
And leave my love
Could I laugh again?
I'm losing you again
Lacking me inside
I used to lift you up
Now I get you down
Without your love
You're tearing me apart
With you close by
You're crushing me inside
Without your love
You're tearing me apart
Without your love
I'm doused in madness
I can't lose the sadness
Can't lose the sadness
Can't lose the sadness
You're tearing me apart
Crushing me inside
Without your love
(you used to lift me up)
You're crushing me inside
(now you get me down)
With you close by
I'm doused in madness
Can't lose the sadness
It's ripping me apart
It's tearing me apart
It's tearing me apart
I don't know how
It's ripping me apart
It's tearing me apart
It's tearing me apart
I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
Without your love
Without your love
Without your love
Without your love
It's tearing me apart

"Revenge"
Our train was running fast
But you have never left
And your eyes have seen you were the weak
We cannot stay away
Maybe you'll never realize
I don't want too late
I can live without you
I couldn't stay without you
Do you think I'm goin' on and on?
I've handled all my life
When you're looking still confused
Overcome by your too many tears
And I wanna be relieved
Be myself in everything
And I want my train
I can live without you
I couldn't stay without you
Do you think I'm goin' on and on?

Like monday flowers, you sew your thoughts of love at my feet to propose to me.
Your bond, ours, a resemblance of me and you. Together for a lifetime, longer to be true.
My heart beckons to you, crying to be held, and with yours it does so melt.
One-we are a blending...body, soul, mind.
In ecstasy we writhe, rising on tidal waves of lust. As our bodies inner cores, burst showering one another in our pure, silken love.
My body is yours. Your temple, your concubine of pure sex, an unadulterated bond.
Your fingers strumming humming over me making the throbbing spread without.
My skin, yours, damp..slick with our love.
Your fingertips dancing in our sweet nectar, for us to taste the flavor of monday flowers.

I sneak up close behind you,
It's almost reaching noon,
I kiss your neck just gently,
Someone will come home soon.
You place your hands on my breasts,
And gently push me against the wall,
Pull off my clothes in a rush,
I watch them as they fall.
You take your hands in mine,
As you lead me to your bed,
Take off your clothes and lay me down,
I gently stroke and caress your head.
You slowly explore your new wonderland,
The mountains, the cave, the waterfall,
I close my eyes and let you,
Wanting you to touch me all.
Soon enough I lose control,
Need to feel you inside me,
Guide you in and pull you close,
We're one, connected we finally be.
I rock against you slowly,
As you push inside me deeper,
The feelings getting intense,
This memory is a keeper.
You gently start to kiss me,
And I moan softly in your mouth,
I can feel the feeling growing,
A feeling coming from down south.
I grind against you harder,
As the waterfall starts to flow,
Our waters mixed together,
As they finish we start to slow.
You lay down close beside me,
And hold me in your arms,
We fall asleep together,
As our breathing slowly calms

INTENSITY
I'm feeling: excited
You'll find me: at home
Intensity
It is only through intensity that one arrives. When all your desires, when all your passions become one flame, it is intensity. When there is only one desire left inside you and your total being supports that one, it is intensity. It is exactly what the word says: in-tensity. The opposite word is ex-tensity. You are spread out, you have a thousand and one desires, many fragmentary desires - one going to the north, one going to the south. You are being pulled apart. You are not one, you are a crowd. And if you are a crowd you will be miserable. If you are a crowd you will never feel any fulfillment. You don?t have any center. Intensity means creating a center in yourself.
When all the arrows are coming towards the center, when all the fragments are joined together, integration arises. Becoming centered, concentrated inwards, that is the meaning of intensity. Sometimes you have known moments, in some danger when all your thought disappear, the crowd will become one. In that moment you will be one single individual, indivisible. You will be undivided, one unity. The death facing you has created the intensity. Or in love sometimes there is intensity. All else becomes irrelevant, peripheral. Only the love is all and the whole of your heart.
When such intensity arises in meditation, it brings you to the ultimate.

I remember you.
Your taste, your touch.
I remember your sadness.
You always said life was too much.
So beautiful, inside and out.
You dreamed more often than I could count.
The look on your face,
The sweat on your skin.
It's hard to believe I'll never see it again.
You opened your heart to me,
You opened your legs.
I took what I wanted,
and never heard you beg.
You tried to save me,
tried to show me life.
You told me you loved me,
told me you wanted to be my wife.
Did I ever really love you?
I found out too late, I guess.
Missing your lips, missing your caress.
Since then, you grew up.
You did what you said you couldn't.
You're living without me,
living life because I couldn't.
I wasn't good enough for you,
that much is obviously true.
Although I miss you terribly,
and all the things only you can do.