THE LAST LETTER of love

he got the last letter when she was dead, but what was in the letter..

Submitted:Jul 25, 2011
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THE LAST LETTER

Me and Emma knew each other by birth, there was only a months
difference in our age and no difference in our thoughts and
hearts. We were really good friend, we were in same class in same
school and we were neighbors that was more than enough to know
some one and be a part of his/her life. I always liked her and
loved her. we never liked to visit our relatives or attend any
kind of function outside the town as we never wanted to spend a
second without each other.
our families were really close and its like one family for us, My
love for Emma was not any kind of affection or something it was
just love true love. but i didn't have guts to tell her my
feelings, as i didn't know what she think or feel for me. when I
was 12 years old i started writing letters to her, not like love
letters i just write "i love you and i want to be with you
always" nothing much. but i never delivered these letters to her
i just write them and locked them in my cupboard.
Few days after i started writing letters to my love Emma i
started receiving unknown letters from some body. the letters
were not hand written they were typed and as short as i wrote to
Emma. "i love you, meet me at this place" these exact words were
written on each letter i got till i turn 17 and i never tried to
find out who was behind these letters because i didn't want any
other girl in my life. then one day when i get back home from a
friend's house, no one was at my home. i went to Emma's house
there were many people in there and everything was quite and
calm. i moved the people aside and went in, and after a few more
steps i stopped. Emma was dead, she was lying on the floor and
our families were in tears my aunt (Emma's mom) and my mom were
crying so hard. i fell on my knees just next to Emma's body. I
was feeling like i was dead too. My soul was gone with Emma's
soul. and my body was sitting there but there were not even a
single drop of tear in my eyes. because me and Emma were promised
each other that we will never cry and in this hard time i was
keeping my promise but my heart was crying and no one was there
to see that and support me. by the evening Emma was in grave yard
the last time i had seen her when she was in coffin and i felt
like she was still smiling.
after a day i came to know that Emma had committed suicide as
there was a bottle of poison in her bedroom that her Parents
found later. our families were in a big shock of Emma's death,
everyone was just trying to find out the reason of her suicide.
Two days I was in my room just remembering the beautiful moments
i had spent with Emma, "here is a letter for you" my dad said
knocking on my door.
I opened the door and took it, I fell back own my bed it was the
same Letter i had been receiving from last few years i tried to
ignore it but i couldn't I opened it but it was different from
all others
"Sam i love you, i love you so much. i love you since i came to
this world and i am telling you from past 5 years but you never
showed up. i think there is someone else in your life, and if
there really is then i wish you a beautiful life with her but I
can't live without you so its better for me to end my life. but i
always be there and always love you.
yours wanna be soulmate - Emma."
I was in tears now i broke my promise that i would neve cry, i
lost my love, I lost my soulmate. i opened my cupboard and looked
at those letters i had written to Emma but never delivered them,
that was the big mistake of my life. I wanted to lay next to
Emma's grave but i couldn't as there was my and Emma's family
that i have to take care of.