hello

hello all, just joined the site, I am male 63 years old, married twice, had quite a few problems and I am not getting the help I need so I have joined here to chat with others, I have been having suicidal thoughts, I am on medication for depression, eight years ago I lost my son to a medical condition and I have never got over it, that day my life ended as well, since then things have gone from bad to worse,