61. 'Coming Home'

Rosie’s Pov:

I went up to Bryan’s bedroom and he looked like he was crying. No, he was and still is crying into his pillow.

“Bug, I need you to listen to me closely, ok?” I ask him picking him up and sitting him on my lap. “Ok she said she needs to talk to dad ok. But if you are sure you want to do this, I want you to take this.” I tell him while handing him a cell phone. Now, if they do ANYTHING like hurt you, or you get ignored, call me. My number is the only one in there, and you know the house number to heart anyway, but this is important and I can’t stress this enough, don’t tell them you have the phone, only use it to call or text me ok.” I tell him. “Why, what would they do-do to me Rosie?” He asks looking up. “That’s another story for another time, but I want you to tell me right now, are you POSSITIVE you want to do this? You wold have to move to the other side of the world, all the way to Pennsylvania.” I ask him. He nods and hugs me. “I love you Rosie.” He says letting some tears slip. I start to cry as well. “I will always love you and if anything happens, call, ok?” I tell him, still crying and hugging. *Buzz, Buzz* I look at the caller ID. It’s Liam.

-Start Call-

Liam- Hey babe.

Me- Liam look this really isn’t a good time, I will have to call you back. Oh just uh, please don’t come over. I need time to deal with things.

Liam- ROSIE..WHA-

Me- Goodbye Liam.

-End Call-

I sniffle and continue to wrap both my arms around my little brother. “I am going to miss you and the boys.” Bryan says while crying into my hair.

“I and they will miss you greatly Bryan. If you don’t come back because you like it with mum and dad, than I hope that you will always remember us.” I say cradiling him. He nods and keeps crying. *Buzz, Buzz.* It’s our Mum.

-Start Call-

Mum- Hello Rose.

Me- *Sniffles* Hello.

Mum- You’re brothers flight is tomorrow at 8pm.

Me- Wait he is going on the plane..ALONE?!

Mum- Yes, but I made sure the flight attendants take extra good care of our special little boy.

Me- F-fine.

Mum- Why are you crying?!

Me- Oh I don’t know maybe it’s because I’m losing the only family member that cares about me.

-End Call-

“You’re flight is tomorrow night at 8pm. Mum said you will be going on alone.” I tell him, now sobbing. “We- should uh get you packed then.” I say to him. He nods and pulls away getting off his bed. I just sit there looking at the bed spread, having flashbacks of memories we had together. All of it is gone now; it’s all because those stupid kids at school made fun of him! Well now, I lose him and I am left alone. Sure I have Liam, but I wish I had a family member that was with me all the time like most people. Growing up without caring, loving parents really kills a good chunk of you.

I finally snap out of it, and go over to his large closet. I pull out his big blue suite case, and then I start to neatly fold his clothes and put them away. If they are messed up, I know I will get in trouble by my parents.

I put all of his clothing items in his hug suite case. Next I grabbed the smaller bag that goes with him on the plane. I put his Nintendo DS, iPod, and Cell phone into the small bag. I also shoved the chargers in there.

I had asked my mum what she wanted me to do with his belongings that couldn’t go into the suite cases, and she told me she would have them shipped over the next day.

“Ok, well there you are ready.” I say setting his suite case and carryon bag into the far corner of the room.

“Thanks.” He mumbled. He started crying agan and he ran up to me. “How about we skip school tomorrow and hang out for old times sake.” I ask him, trying to lighten the mood. He just nods and forces a smile.

“Can we make a video?” He asks me. “Yea sure.” I say and we walk into my room. “Pick a song.” I say tossing him my phone. He chooses “Coming Home” by Diddy.

He had to choose a slow song and then a rap song at the same time.

I load up my camera and I grab my piano. I play a few keys and then the camera turns on.

“Well guys, this is *Sniffles* Bryan’s last video. I know most of you love him, but yea this is his last one before he goes away. So this song is for y-you bug.” I begin to play the piano.

“I’m coming home, I’m coming home, tell the world I’m coming home, let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday, I know my kingdom awaits and they have forgiving my mistakes, I’m co- I uh..” My voice cracks and I start to cry. “Look everyone, I’m sorry, but I can’t do this, I hope you all understand. All I want to say is that Bryan will be gone for a while, and he is my- well he is basically my everything, and I love him. I’m sorry, but I- I can’t finish the song. I’ll upload wh- *inhales* when I can.”

I hit end recording then I post it. Bryan curls up next to me and we start to cry again. I left my labtop on and I see hundreds of comments pouring in. One of them stood out though. It was from Liam.

“Rosie, what happened?! You won’t answer your phone and now you’re crying while talking about Bryan?! What happened, please please please call me.”

I don’t want to call; I just want to be left alone right now. Rather; be left alone with Bryan. I look down and it looks like he had fallen asleep in my arms; crying. I shut off the lab top then I grab Bryan and put him under the covers while wrapping my arms around him. He whimpers and I see he is still asleep.

It’s 5pm, and we are both sitting under the covers. I have been crying for the past hour and a half. I occasionally hear him whimper and it makes me cry even more to know he will be gone in less than 24 hours.

--------

Hey guys, well I decided to put a little change in there, and yea.

Anyway, for some reason (there actually is a reason) this chapter made me quite emotional. I was crying while typing most of this..

Anyway, thank you to thoes who wished me to get better! And thanks to thoes who read my story!