The last two years have changed my life completely. The
changes started almost three years ago, when Prithvi's first wife, Kripa walked
out of this house. Log kehte hain jo hota
hai achche ke liye hota hai. I remember how heartbroken we all were when
Prithvi and Kripa's marriage broke down, but today, I am glad that Kripa is no
longer a member of our household. No, don't get me wrong. Personally, I have
nothing against her; she is a sweet and caring girl, but by losing her, I have
gained the most precious gift of my life- my son- Angad! Yes, Angad, my
illegitimate, now my favorite son is with us. Gayatri has also forgiven me for my mistake
committed years ago- my family is now complete. What else could I ask for? I am
a satisfied man. My doctors have been pleased with the progress in my health-
they say my heart is like a race horse now- could go on till I am 90! I am my
own master. I run two businesses simultaneously- Sharma Telecom and Angad's musical
career. Angad, the son of a successful business man, has no clue of business or
the business world. Not only have I managed to bring new contracts for him, but
my management skills have helped him become a more successful singer than he
would have been on his own. In exchange, the producers have been generous and
even let me sing a few numbers with my talented son. Meri paanchon ungliyan ab ghee mein hain! I have my sons, my loving
wife, my successful career and my hobby- singing- yeh sab meri pehchan hain ab.

GAYATRI SHARMA:

At one point in my life, I thought I would never be able to
forgive my husband for his one night stand with Angad's mother, but time and
circumstances change everyone. Damini's son, Angad came into our lives almost 3
years ago, and changed my perception about his mother, my husband's mistake and
my inability to forgive. Angad is now my fourth son- I see no difference
between him, Kartik, Prithvi or Rahul. Even though, he is not my flesh and
blood, I feel a stronger connection with him than I do with the other three. I
am proud of my husband that he convinced Angad to come home. It was only two
years ago, when a disconsolate Angad was found by Suryabhan, roaming the
streets of Mumbai aimlessly. His career had just taken a nose dive after his
first live concert. We were all shocked to find that Kripa had left him heartbroken,
just a day after her divorce was finalized. Angad has never told us the details
of their break up, but I know he still hurts. Any mention of her name in the
house reflects his heartache on his face. A few days after Kripa walked out on
him, his mama, Dilip suffered a severe brain hemorrhage from his brain tumor
(which was a shock to all of us.) Fortunately, Dilip was able to reunite with
his long lost friend, Suryabhan on the last few days of his life. If it were
not for Dilip, Angad and Suryabhan would still be estranged. I still remember
the day Dilip was cremated, how Angad cried on Suryabhan's shoulder like a
little boy. It reminded me of Kripa's parent's death. Angad was always there for
her. Why did she leave him like this? I know she loved him, tho phir kya hua? Even though, everyone
blames Kripa for disappearing from our lives, I still have a soft corner for
her. Shayad main bhi uski jagah hoti, tho
yahi karti. Aakhir jis ghar aur rishton ne usey itna dukha diya, wo unse
naata kyun rakhe?

Lekin Angad ko dhokha
kyun diya? Was it really a betrayal or did she have some reason to walk
out? Sigh! I hope I can meet her again and clarify my doubts. I still miss her.
Aaliya is not Kripa, but Aaliya is Prithvi's choice, his second wife and he is
happy with her- that's what matters.

They say one event can change your life forever. My life
changed when I almost lost my wife and son in the horrendous fire because of my
callousness. The fire not only brought me back to my senses but also introduced
me to my brother and the most generous man on this earth, Angad. Although,
younger than me, he has inspired me to be me. If it were not for him, I would
still be sulking with a handicapped wife, trying to please her and keep harmony
between her and my family. I am a teetotaler now; owner of a fantastic
restaurant, proud father of my eight year old third grader, Kavya and husband
to a loving, but still in control wife, Mishti. I don't mind being controlled
by her- after all kisi na kisi ko tho
joru ka ghulam hona padhega and I admit I am Joru ka ghulam number 1!

I am so glad that Angad lives with us now. He is a gentleman
in the true sense and an inspiration for all of us. Jo ghar Kripa ke jaane ke baad bikhar gaya tha, Angad ke aane se phir
simat gaya hai. I am happy with Angad's success in the music industry. His
songs are pretty much there on most popular albums. His live concerts are a
rage. Thanks to dad and Prithvi, his career has really sky rocketed to success.
There is one thing that does bother me about him. I feel, even though Angad has
everything he dreamt of, he still seems lonely. I know he really loved- or still loves Kripa. I don't know what
transpired between them, but I sincerely hope they can be together once again…I
miss her….she is the most caring person in the world. Aaliya is right for
Prithvi, but she is just not Kripa.
Angad Kripa ke bina adhoora lagta hai…kaash main kuch madad kar sakta…

MISHTI SHARMA

The last three years have changed me to a more mature and
patient person. Instead of bickering and complaining, I have channelized my
energy into managing Kartik's restaurant and taking care of my family. I am not
as nosey about my in laws, brother in laws or sister in laws. Aaliya, Prithvi's
second wife is not Kripa, but she is
right for him. She is a Psychiatrist by profession and for the most part,
keeps to herself. I am thankful that even mummyji has changed. Instead of
comparing her bahus, she spends more time with her husband and listening to
Angad's music. Yes, she is very close to her step son, but I don't care. Angad
is a great role model for Kavya, and that's what matters to me. I have learnt
to see the positive in everyone and ignore everything else. Do I miss Kripa? I
am not sure, but I do respect her more than I ever did. She had the guts to do
what very few women have- she left her husband, wealth and status for what? As
far as I know, she never demanded alimony or her fair share of the Sharma
wealth. I am not sure where she is. I don't know if she ever loved Angad. I
wonder if she used him to get away from her ex husband. Well…as I said I am not
nosey any more, par phir bhi, kya hua tha
un dono ke beech mein?

I am a busy woman…excuse me, I need to take this
call…"Hello, yes this is Mrs. Sharma!"

PRITHVI SHARMA:

Mujhey apni pehchan us din mili jab Angad ne beech sadak par
meri jaan bachai thi. That incident made me realize who I really was. If it
were me in his place, I am sure I would have walked off gleefully, but his
selfless act humbled my arrogance and defiance. Losing Kripa was the biggest
the biggest loss of my life- of course my arrogance would never admit to it at
that time. I had completely lost it when she left me and our home. Instead of
reflecting inwards or feeling guilty about my mistakes, I turned to alcohol,
more women, gambling and other vices. Whenever I saw Angad and Kripa together, I
seared myself with jealousy and instead of trying to woo my wife back, I made
life more miserable for her. Now I know why she chose Angad over me.

Kripa and I were never meant to be together. Our marriage
was not based on love and trust- it was an alliance set by others. After my
near fatal accident, I am happy I met Aaliya during my counseling sessions. She
is a head strong woman and for reasons still unknown to me, she fell in love
with me. We have been married for a year now. I can't even think of being
unfaithful again- even though I am tempted many times. Beautiful women are
still my weakness, but the memories of my painful separation, humiliation by my
family, loss of my status at work and the society are still etched in my mind-
I never want to go through that hell again.

Angad and I are still not the best of friends- we are step
brothers but cordial with each other. On dad's insistence, Angad reluctantly
agreed to give me charge of some of his business issues. I try not to bring our
past grudges between our working relationships. I think he has started trusting
me with his money, but he still seems wary about me in other matters. As they
say, time is the best healer and I hope one day, Angad and I would have the
same brotherly affection for each other as Kartik and Rahul do.

I don't know what happened between him and Kripa but in a
way, I am glad, Kripa is out of our lives. Even though, I have changed, I don't
think I would be able to tolerate my ex wife married to my step brother- that
could have tilted my mental balance once again. Aaliya has just gotten me off
my psychiatry pills and I have no plans of taking those mind altering
medications again!

RAHUL AND MUSKAAN SHARMA:

We are a happily married couple and live in Bangalore now.
We both have wonderful jobs, enjoy each other's company, visit our families in
Mumbai at regular intervals and are now seriously planning to start a family.
We, especially me (Muskaan) misses her friend Kripa. Kripa never contacted us
after she left Mumbai. She must have a reason for leaving all of us- I wish she
would at least call us one day. I (Muskaan) and Keerti even filed a report with
the police about our missing friend, but as efficient as our police department
is, I doubt they will ever find her amongst a billion of us in this country. We
both love Angad, and are happy for his success. Even though, he is a good actor
and performer, we know that he still hurts on the inside. I (Muskaan) know that
he has still saved all the outfits he had purchased for Kripa. I stumbled upon
them once when I accidently opened his suitcase in the attic. I (Muskaan) have
never seen a man love another woman like Angad did- or still does. I hope one day, Kripa will realize what she's left
behind. They are meant to be together- I know that-it's my gut feeling.

ARADHANA & SHAILENDRA:

We are still in Dehradun. Our lives continue in status quo.
Kripa sent us a letter a year ago, stating that she is happy in Ranikhet. I
(Aradhana) have visited her a few times since then. Kripa has changed a lot. She
is no longer the hesitant or confused innocent girl that she used to be. She is
sure of herself, loves her work, but I (Aradhana) know that she misses Angad a
lot. I have offered to talk to Angad and bridge their differences, but she has
sworn me to not interfere.

"Sorry…main coffee nahin peeti….please take this cup back,"
I push the cup away, "Gauri…I know you are new, but there are few things you
need to know about me," I sit up, shut my laptop and look at the young 20
something employee, "I don't drink coffee…..and I don't like to be disturbed
when I am working…..now you may leave," I force a smile as the young girl,
feeling apologetic retreats from my office," sorry ma'am….ab yeh galti nahin
hogi phir se."

She returned my smile and dashed out with the untouched cup
of coffee.

Coffee! Yes, I used to love drinking coffee. I used to look
forward to my visits to the local coffee shops in Mumbai. It was not coffee
that I looked forward to-coffee was a reason to meet Angad. I recall how we
both craved for those thirty minutes at the coffee shop- crammed between our
busy schedules- my cafeteria shifts and his music academy. To us, coffee was
symbolic of our love and yearning for each other. We savored that cup more than
any beverage in our lives. The hot steaming cup between our lips would often
fuel our imaginations and inspire Angad's mischievous remarks. After a hard
day, he knew how to make me laugh with his wise cracks or go weak in the knees
with his seductive glances.

Coffee, our symbol of love became our nemesis on that
fateful night in Nainital

The events of that night run like a movie in my head ever
since……The most beautiful night of my life had been shattered into tiny pieces
just like those beautiful china cups. My night of liberation and celebration
soon turned into the most horrendous night of my life.

FLASHBACK:

He nodded tearfully
and then on an impulse, fell on his knees, drenched in the coffee, glass pieces
hurting his shins, "Kripa….will you marry me?"

Kripa was stunned by
the unexpected question, at an unexpected time, in an unexpected manner. She
was rendered speechless. She sat frozen to the ground, the glass pieces falling
from her hands one by one, crashing on the ground into tiny splinters………

"Angad? M-marry?"

"Yes Kripa," he came
forward and held her hand, "I've been dreaming of this day for ages. I know
it's a mere formality, but I want to propose to the most beautiful woman in the
way she deserves it. I want to see that smile on your face which has eluded you
forever."

"ANGAD!" She tried to
reach out again, but he turned his face away from her.

"Theek hai Angad….abhi
tum naaraaz ho….jab gussa thanda ho jaaye…tab baat karte hain," she picked her
bag and quietly walked out of the house at 3 am in the morning. She knew Angad
was too tender hearted and would melt as fast as he had lost his temper. It had
happened in the past- they would kiss and make up soon. After cooling down, he
would understand her point of view. She had just come out of a broken marriage
and was not ready for another one that soon. He knew she was committed to him-
so why the rush? Why was he over reacting? His mother's case was different- she
was in love with a married man who could never leave his wife. Kripa was not
Damini, and Angad was not Suryabhan.

She walked out, every
so often, glancing behind her, in the hope of seeing Angad running after her.
He never came, never called. Soon, it started pouring cats and dogs. The drench
and cool air had her chilled to the bone. As she ran in search of shelter, she
clenched her phone close to her chest, hoping to hear his familiar ringtone-
his first song- kaho ek din.

As she walked the
lonely streets, shivering and intimidated by the unfamiliar surroundings, at
one point she had half a mind to turn back and run into his arms. She had
claimed she could do anything for him- so why couldn't she accept his proposal?
It was not that easy, she thought. It wasn't about wearing a ring- it was a
responsibility, a relationship that came with it's own baggage. Her bitter
memories from her first marriage were still fresh in her mind; moreover, she
had no desire to rekindle her relationship with the Sharmas that soon. Yes,
Gayatri and Suryabhan were supportive, but by divorcing their son, she had
snapped relations with his entire family. She needed time to become their
'bahu' again.

If Angad truly loved
her, why couldn't he understand her point of view? Why was he being so adamant-
so old fashioned?

To make matters worse,
she heard some footsteps behind her. With the corner of her eyes, she glanced
behind and was horrified to see two men approaching her. That was her worst nightmare-
to be stranded in the middle of a story might with two strange looking men.
With all her force, she kicked her sandals, and ran like a maniac, dropping her
purse and cell phone in the process. The men hastened their chase, but her
flight and fright response garnered enough energy to escape their clutches. It
was then she was saved by an angel in disguise- a police officer on duty-
Nishant Saxena. He was not able to help retrieve her purse or phone, but helped
her find shelter at a local women's shelter.

Next day, she tried to
contact Angad, but he had left for Mumbai and was not available on his phone. She
needed money desperately; she had spent most of it on the tickets to Nainital
and concert tickets- whatever was left, the thieves must have pocketed by now. She
did not want to bother Dilip and Naina with her issues. Angad and she needed to
sort out their problems; a third person could just make matters worse. Her
pride barred her from contacting them or anyone else for assistance, "yeh meri
zindagi hai…mera faisla hai….main hi zimmedar hoon apni zindagi ke faislon ke
liye….I have survived before and I will do so now."

All she had on her
were her dirty clothes and 'friendship & love' bracelet' on her wrist. Nishant
introduced her to his bua, who was a director at an orphanage in Ranikhet, a
small town 60 km from Nainital. She was in desperate need of help. Kripa took
the offer and decided to earn some money before she could move back to Mumbai….

PRESENT:

So, here I am, two years later, still at the same orphanage
in Ranikhet- 'Aashirwad'- that's the name of this beautiful place, home to 150
or so kids, abandoned or parentless. I started working as part time help, but
gradually got involved with all the kids and staff and was soon promoted to a
full time staff member. I decided to stay back when I realized how much I was
needed here. I love my job, love the kids and love this place.

Ranikhet:

Ab meri pehchan hai-
'Assistant Director of Aashirwaad'

I stand watching the kids playing in the playground- I live
for these kids; in me they see an elder sister, a guide, a mentor, sometimes a
mother. They have given me the identity that I have craved for all my life, but
why do I still feel incomplete? I know the answer- it was my choice. I can't
blame anyone, but myself. Lekin Angad ne bhi tho kabhie koshish nahin ki. Agar
wo chaahta tho mujhey dhoondh sakta tha. If he could climb windows to meet me,
why couldn't he enquire about my whereabouts at the Nainital police station?
Was marriage more important to him than our love?

Angad, we understood
each other like the back of our hands when were friends.

We argued, fought and always
made up when we fell in love.

And then, we broke up
forever after we consummated our relationship.

Are we really soul mates
as we used to call ourselves? Are we really meant for each other or was that
just an illusion?

In a distance, someone has an old Hindi song blaring on the
radio. As I listen to it, tears roll down my eyes…..

Yes, I did. One year after Angad and I parted ways, I went
back to Mumbai.

Wahan kya hua? Yeh kahani phir sahi.

Looks like a group of kids are knocking at my door. I need
to go. I wipe my tears and open the door with my arms wide open. I am smothered
by numerous tiny hugs and kisses….my fuel for the day, and perhaps my life now.

ANGAD KHANNA:

Two years. Yes, two years of roller coaster emotions.
Heartbreak, more heartbreak, tragedy, desolation, melancholy, low motivation,
anger, frustration, lots of tears, and then success, more success, family,
brothers, mother, father, nephew. Yes, I have it all now- all I wanted from my
move to India. My dad and I have buried all our differences and I am a
household name in this country. I hear my songs and voice everywhere I go-
parties, weddings, functions, stage shows, TV serials, jingles- you name it. I
am there.

After Kripa left me in the middle of the night, I was a
wreck. My dreams had come to shatters. The proposal had turned into a rejection-
a rejection by the woman I had loved from the bottom of my heart. I had stood
by her side through thick and thin- never questioned her, never expected anything
in return. We could have remained friends or silent lovers forever, but why did
she mislead me to believe that she wanted more from our relationship? By
consummating our love, we had reached a point of no return- there was only one
way- move forward. By spurning the proposal, she not only broke me but also my
faith in her love and commitment. As some people have suggested, did Kripa
really use me to set herself free from the shackles of her loveless marriage?
Was I just a stepping stone in her life of freedom she ultimately desired?

If she truly loved me, why did she not come back after our
argument? Why did she not contact me? I recall the number of times I had
apologized to her, climbed windows for her- just to see her smile, but if she
cared for me, shouldn't she have come back, or at least call me?

A few days after Kripa left, I received harsh news- my
beloved Dilip mama had an incurable brain tumor. I would have drowned in a pool
of despondency, had Mr. Suryabhan Sharma, my biological father not intervened. He
found me roaming aimlessly one night. What followed was a series of surprising
events. For the first time, he acted like a father to me. He brought me home,
encouraged me to fight back, be there for my mama's last few days, forget the
past and move on. Kartik, Rahul and to my pleasant surprise, Prithvi all
supported me through this crisis. Gayatri aunty had always understood me but it
was the men folk that really took me by surprise. Dad transferred Dilip mama's
care to Mumbai and took full responsibility for his treatment. It was too late-
too little but nevertheless made me appreciate the importance of family and
loved ones at a tragic moment like this.

I haven't looked back since. People change, and so have the
Sharmas. I am a part of their family now- a successful singer just like my mom
wanted me to be. Dad proudly accompanies me to most recordings and my favorite
song now is the one we sang together in my last album.

We don't talk about Kripa anymore. Prithvi is happily
remarried to Aaliya and we never discuss his first marriage in front of his
second wife.

Kripa's name always stirs up something inside me- is it
anger or is it craving? Is it hatred or is it love?

I don't know. Bas itna
jaanta hoon ki jab bhi koi ghar mein Kripa ke liye kuch bura bolta hai, mera
dil she nahin paata. I know she left me in a lurch, heartlessly, but
however hard I try, I can't forget her. She is the only woman I have ever
loved, dreamt of or aspired for. She is still my inspiration for my most
heartfelt songs. Recently, I was awarded the Filmfare award for the best song.

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what a shocking part..you always give shocks with leaps..i am really excited to know what will happen when angad and kripa will meet again....once again its an awesome part....will be waiting for next update...

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