Mandy Moore 'felt like she was drowning' while married to Ryan Adams

"It's an entirely unhealthy dynamic", Moore said of their seven-year-long marriage.

Moore said she knew the marriage was not working when she felt she was "drowning". It was really untenable and unsustainable, and it was so lonely.

Extrapolating on those thoughts, she added, "I was imperceptible, I was so small in my own world and I was so lonely, I was so sad".

A representative for Adams did not immediately respond to PEOPLE's request for comment regarding Moore's WTF with Marc Maron episode. I would do things here or there, but it became abundantly clear while I was working, things would completely fall apart at home. They would marry a year later, an accelerated relationship, she said, that was a way of "steadying myself" following the emotional upheaval with her family. She admitted that the two remained in contact for months, cycling through the same "drama" and conversations, which she described as being "in loops". "He needs me. And I know how to do that".

Moore himself appeared on Maron's WTF podcast in 2017, and when Moore mentioned she had listened to the podcast before, she said she did, for a unique reason.

In a new interview, she has shed light on her relationship with Adams, claiming she was "lonely" while married to the star.

It sounds like the actress, and her ex did not have a happy marriage at all!

"His controlling behavior essentially did block my ability to make new connections in the industry during a very pivotal and potentially lucrative time-my entire mid-to-late 20s", Moore told the newspaper.

While she says he never hit her, Butterworth claims Adams was "rageful" and physically intimidated her as well as harassed her online. Adams, 44, apologized "deeply and unreservedly" to those he had hurt, but has denied all the accusations, tweeting that the story published in the New York Times painted a picture that was "upsettingly inaccurate". Last week, Moore told the Times that Adams was psychologically abusive toward her, including by saying she was not a real musician. All calls are toll-free and confidential.

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