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taken from a journal

so i was hyper
now ive crashed
ive realised over the past few days that i dont care anymore. about myself that is
i care way too much about others, and have sppent as long as 6/7 hours here trying to help people. it doesnt bother me. honestly.
christmas was ok i guess. had family over and that sucked coz i had to stay downstairs and socialse and i couldnt drink so iwas irritated the whole day but i guess not drinking is good right?

ive come to realsie that my family dont really listen to me
for instance today they were installing my wireless router and they di ti worng i told them they were doing it wrong but they didnt listen. i tld them how to fix the roblem in the first place, but again they didnt listen
and it took twice as long to install
so that proves they dont listen

i want to drink but ive run out and i cant be asked to go out and get some more. maybe tomorrow, when my family are out i'll sneak out and get some. maybe.

i dont know what the new year will bring but im terrified that its going to be bad and not good
for it to be good would take alot of work in a short period of time, and its not going to happen. i know it

i know what i want for the new year, and i know the chances of me getting it are extremly low. and if my worst fears come true then i dread to imagine what will happen. im not going to post my worst fear where, because i dont feel that its appropriate

i just hope everyday that it doesnt come true and every extra day i have i feel incredibly lucky

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