Early Bad Relationship

I was in very bad relationship for 4 years of my late teens. It was abusive in many ways. I had changed during the relationship and after the relationship. I feel that the person I had/was becoming during the relationship was a very negative individual and was not the person I had been before. The relationship ended badly very suddenly and for a little while I was still the negative person I had become during the abusive relationship, but around 3 months after it was over I started to change again. I was becoming less negative, while I would never be the same person I had been previously, I was improving none the less. Over the years I have come to accept that I went through much more pain than I ever should have during the relationship and it forever changed who I am, not for the worse, just different.

Everything started as it supposed to be but later distrust started creeping into it. She started relating me unjustifiably with my friends. Without rhyme or reason I was credited with infidelity. Whatever she liked, she did herself and blamed me unnecessarily. In order to make...