Sometimes I have days where I let my soul speak through my heart. Tonight is this kind of time. I wonder what is happiness and why are we really here? Dear God, can you give us the answer please ’cause sometimes I can’t anymore. I can’t look around and pretend that I don’t see the pain around me. And why it hurts so much.

Why me?…My life is beautiful and so what? I always choose what I want. I feel that Angels are by me. I have high empathy but it’s my curse. I had a hard childhood but it’s okay because I could see what is good and what isn’t. I had the most mentally strong grandfather, he was my biggest hero! I had a father that taught me that nobody is perfect. That people can give up. That people can be weak and have problems with alcohol because of their weakness. I miss my grandfather and my father. They passed away. My grandfather taught me to not give up and do what I love.- no matter what. I really miss them. Two distinct people and two so different characters. I think about them almost every day through the years… I light up the candles because I feel they are with me and they need the light from my heart and my memories. It’s so real and I feel it so deep inside me, that is even painful (sometimes).

I feel like my soul is crying ’cause of the loss of people that I loved, still love- ’cause death can change nothing- if we love someone truly! And believe me, as much as you love someone, as much as it can hurt you, if this person is no longer here by your side, it tears my heart inside. I’m handling this but for how long?

And sometimes you have this kind of day, like I have tonight, that you ask yourself- why am I here? … and why does life hurt so much? Why can’t I be happy with what I have? I should be happy…but…

You don’t have to know someone to feel some spiritual connection with this person. It means its on the level of heart and soul, that causes these kind of feelings.

The same kind of feeling I have with Max.

He is like my brother, my soul mate. And I miss him in the same way like I miss my grandfather, my father. I wondered why me?… I know the answer but I don’t write it here. You know it too because some of you feel the same way.

And where is the sense of life? I don’t agree that we are here to learn this. I will never agree with that ’cause it’s not true. I feel it’s not my home, this is not the place where I belong. I came here to watch the most egotistic place in the Universe! The prison under the veil of black magic, where we have no real free will. This place has its own rules and we can’t change it, we can’t… but we can try… Always we can try rescue as many people as we can… or give up…

We are just the prisoners of The Hunger Games… I am aware of this BUT do you know how hard it is living with this “truth”? Can you even imagine how hard it is living every day looking around and seeing that we are far away from home- “true home”- and that we have some mission here…and we don’t even know what kind of mission we have here? How can we know? This place doesn’t want us to know…we can just feel it deep inside, that’s all. BUT is it enough to BELIEVE? Oh how strong you have to be to BELIEVE…JUST YOU KNOW THAT…AND MAX KNEW…

Yes, he was a brave man, he not only believed, he carried out his mission and he failed himself that he couldn’t carry out his mission. He tried and did what he could. It’s better than doing nothing. So I feel we should continue it in our own unique way and TRY… just TRY. And you know why he is not still with us? ‘Cause we can’t act alone and he was alone or he chose to act alone. I think he wanted to protect the people he loved…

Yes when we love someone we want to create the safe place for this person/people… and Max loved us. So he did everything he could for the people around the world. He loved not only his family, friends, he loved everyone and I know it… because I know this kind of feeling very well.

My heart is bleeding and you can’t even imagine, how strong and at the same time painful is this kind of feeling.

If you know this feeling too, then you know how hard it is to live … every day watching innocent people who are suffering around the world. And you want to help but you are powerless because you are ALONE.

Yes we are alone and we must find the strength deep inside ourselves. Deep inside we have a piece of the Universe- yes, it’s the truth! What do we need to activate it? FAITH…BELIEVE… then we are ready to do our mission in this place.

We are ready to get our memories and knowledge back. Max did it all, he passed this way and he felt the strength inside his heart. ..and he made a huge impact on many people. Their lives will never be the same (our lives). He lifted up in us hope, friendship, faith, selflessness, sensitivity. He woke us up to help other people. How can we help? We don’t have to do huge things. It means you can help through your life: at home, at work, on the street. Everywhere you are and you see, someone to help. Do you know what is happening when you help? You give the people example and you light up in their hearts the sparkles and flickers of love, empathy and gratitude. You will wake the people up too, because every one of us has his own way to do his mission.

You can be a teacher and help children at school. You can be a doctor and help people in the hospital. You can be a baker and help homeless people. You can work in a corporation and help people to respect one another, trust each other…

I feel our mission is to help people live BETTER. And when I am writing this I feel great relief. This night I was very sad. I feel that it sat heavy on my heart, so I started to write this letter to myself, and you all.

And I miss Max…

Sparkles, flickers of somebody’s JOY, GRATTITUDE, which comes from the soul, next from the heart, through the voice, touch and eyes- it makes us happy. It’s my happiness… I found it because of you, and you, and you… because I am no longer alone in the Universe, and Max was a person, the first person, the first person after my grandfather, father, who made an impact on me… that I am not alone in this World. He is the person who felt in the same way and saw the same, like me.

Let’s make this place a better place for us and our children! FOR HUMANITY…

Max Spiers died July 16th, 2016 under suspicious circumstances. He was connected with Poland as he had been speaking there earlier in the year. He died , that night, unexpectedly. Look on line for extensive details about this disturbing case. We have a Polish lawyer who is working closely with the Polish prosecutor. We have a British lawyer also working tirelessly on Max’s case. The inquest is being prepared for in great detail with many interviews already in place. The cost of this in depth inquest is great, we need assistance for justice to prevail . A young, vibrant, father, son, brother has been lost, a voice for so very many has been taken from us. He is loved across the world, we can’t rest until the facts are revealed and the ghastly misinformation is righted! He has been wronged. Please help us in this fight for honesty and justice.

~ Vanessa Bates

https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/vanessa-bates-5

This investigation is ongoing, hence ongoing legal fees. Max’s family is doing the best they can but do not have the financial capability to bare the burden of the legal feels alone. So any help is greatly appreciated. No one likes to ask! But it’s ultimately for Max! So we thank you in advance for your caring and generosity.

*UPDATE- FEBRUARY 14, 2017- ENGLISH VERSION OF INTERVIEW IS NOW AVAILABE. THANK YOU DANUTA!

Max did an interview with his dear friend Danuta on the 9th of August, 2015 in London. She graciously let us share it here with you. She is working on the English version and we will post it here as soon as it is available as well.

~Rosette

Dear Friends of Max Spiers!

It is not easy to speak about someone who passed away unexpectedly in such a mysterious way as Max, who I greatly respected and honored. As a person who was blessed to interview him and to share the thoughts in numerous messages I felt very sad to publish the below interview post mortem.…

He requested me to conduct another one saying he felt not so good on the day of our meeting and that in due course he discovered more information on a current world situation which he was willing to share. Unfortunately due to the circumstances and inauspicious influence of the third party, it had never come truth. I am grateful for whatever Max shared with me.

He was a great soul-a real Warrior of Light, who cared for us – the people and for the Future of this Planet Earth / Heart! He lives in the hearts of THOSE who loved HIM!

One night a boy was in bed when he saw light beaming through his window and it was around. He looked out of his window and he caught a glance of a flying saucer. The mountain he got up and went to look what he saw. When went to what is was the women coming out were people but I noticed that had sort of a V shape on the neck. After that I ran home to tell anyone. Next morning I found out that they were from this Earth. That they had been bitten by some sort of creature and when they were bitten they were brainwashed! And they came after people to bite their neck. So we would not (trust) any body with a V on their neck.

This website is all about Max. And what better way to show who he really is than to share glimpses into his family life. He has a wonderful family. I know his mom and sister and you can’t find too kinder more genuine and loving souls.

Thank you Becky so much for sharing these precious moments with us! ~ Rosette

First picture Max is about 20. We were on holiday in Big Bear with his son Jack. It was a lovely time in his life. He was still with the love of his life Nicola who he was with for 10 years, the one woman he truly loved and he was happy.

Last one, me, Max, Mum and our baby brother Josh who was born 3 months early and almost died. So this is when he first came out of the hospital. He was so small my mum kept losing him in that little sleeping bag he’s in. Max and I where so close as children (and adults) we didn’t like the idea of Josh coming home. The first thing I did was smack him (I was 2). So Max and I stuck together. I wanted to be just like him.

Yes we’re a nutty bunch. When Max was younger he was really into wrestling. And we have a home movie of Max at about 14, me about 7, Max was doing wrestling moves with a family friend and he had Max in a head lock. All you see is me come running from out of nowhere jump on this guys back screaming at the top of my lungs get off my brother or I will kill you! Max just starts laughing his ass off and the family friend looked terrified it’s really funny to watch.

Yarusha recently contacted me wanting to share some experiences she had regarding Maxwell. The events that she shared and their synchronicities with Max are undeniable. She speaks truly from the heart and I wanted to share her events and especially her lovely words. I know Max would approve of this wholeheartedly.

The death of Max Spiers impacted me in a way I did not expect. I knew he was special and I listened to many of his interviews. He spoke truths that resonated with My soul. I did not know Max on a personal level, but when he died I knew deep down inside that his purpose and mission was far greater than I had realized. I truly feel that Max Spiers was a here to protect us, and still is even if he has passed.

I spoke out to Max the day I learned of his death . I was angry, sad , and disappointed he would no longer be here to share with us what he knew. I asked him to communicate with me. I asked for him to continue the dialogue he was having with us. I thanked him for all he had done , how generous he had been, with all that he had given of himself.

In the days that followed Max’s death I began to experience synchronistic messages , that were very much related to what Max so often spoke of. When ever I would experience these magical moments I would tune into myself and listen to the messages I received from within. Each time a clear and direct feeling would run through me, letting me know that my heart is my compass. And that if I ever want to communicate with Max, go to my heart and speak to him, he lives there, he lives inside the hearts of those who are connected to him. And so that is what I did , and I still do. I speak to him through my heart.

He reminds me that I and all human beings are brilliantly powerful , but we don’t know where the power comes from. He says the power comes from the gem that is in the center of our chests. It is a buried treasure that has been suppressed by those who know our actual power. All the effort they have put into creating a world that is built to distract us from ever knowing the miracle of our hearts, is done because they are afraid of what we can do if we are to awaken to our own heart. But it is up to us to do the work. To heal our hearts, listen to our hearts, love our hearts , nourish out hearts, and protect our hearts. This is an ongoing job that is our only true purpose. To use our gift, it is why we are here.

Max spoke so often of the Heart being our Earth. I remember a few days after his death seeing a beautiful rainbow, I automatically thought it was sent from him. When I looked at the rainbow I received a clear message that the Quickest way and deepest way to heal and nourish one’ s heart is to be with the earth. To be with nature, trees, flowers, grass, the clouds, water , and animals, this is what awakens your core. This is why they are destroying out Earth- our Heart. This is why we have to save our earth. He wants us to know when ever we connect with our hearts we are strengthening our Mother Earth. We make her stronger.

I believe Max Spiers is truly connected with The Christ energy, and he is accessible at any time. I believe you can find him in your heart, you can feel his spirit. His soul is big, it is full of strength courage, wisdom, and love. If you quiet your mind and make yourself still you can feel him, your heart will know too.

Have an awesome Christmas Eve, or what ever celebratory name you give it or don’t give it. Either way, enjoy yourselves, be happy and give that happiness to others and create as much love as you possibly can.

So much unraveling of mysteries seems to have gone on this year and I’m proud to have the friends I do on FB. There are so many supportive, intuitive and perceptive people who have taught me so much and this experience wouldn’t be as great as it is without you; not evenclose.

Whatever this time of year really stands for doesn’t make any difference to how I personally feel. It’s a time to reflect back at a year gone by and learn from the experience we’ve had. Thank everything that has come into your life, no matter how you perceive it to be now. It came with the inherent intention of showing you something extraordinary profound about YOURSELF.
Where ever you are and what ever your doing, you’re never EVER alone. You’re connection to ‘centre’ or ‘source’ is infinite and richer than we can imagine… Never forget it.

Usually around ‘Christmas’ time the ‘elite’ try and pull some trick or slip in a new law, as this time of year is the perfect diversion, with everybody rushing around and focusing on the flashing lights.
Keep your eyes wide open…

I’m grateful and I appreciate everyone on here.. There are so many special people gathering at this time, and we all made a deal we’d do this aeons and aeons ago, and we did it.
I’m prouder to be here now, than I ever have Been.
Thank you.

~Max Spiers

December 24, 2015

Photo- Full Moon in Cancer, above Canterbury Cathedral, with some perfect reflections.

To continue on from the post I did a week or so ago, I want to address the astrological fire signs. I’ll start with Aries as this is the first sign of the Zodiac, and fire is the first element; I then want to continue to Leo and then end on Sagittarius, the final fire elemental sign.

I want to combine them with their twin tarot cards and I’m going to use the most common tarot deck; The Rider-Waite-Smith deck.

The traditional tarot consists of 78 cards divided into 22 major arcana cards (greater secrets) and 56 minor arcana cards (lesser secrets). The major arcana cards depict 22 spiritual lessons in allegorical fashion. The 56 minor arcana cards are similar to a modern deck of 52 playing cards and consist of four suits containing ten pip or numbered cards plus four court cards in each suit. The most influential tarot deck of the past century, the Rider-Waite-Smith deck, was conceived by Arthur Waite, illustrated by Pamela Colman Smith and published by Rider in 1910.

ARIES:-
Aries (Latin for “ram”) is the first sign of the zodiac because zero degrees of Aries marks the Vernal Equinox, the first day of spring in the Northern Hemisphere and the start of a new cycle of birth, growth, death and regeneration.
It begins in the month of Mar/ch– Mars,for symbolic reasons. Woven throughout the English language ‘vowels’ can be interchangeable and other words can be hidden within them. Also to hide or encode specific words you’ll find letters ‘inverted’ ‘W’ and ‘M’ come to mind.
Mars is the ruling planet of Aries and with simple tweaking you have the word ‘WARS’.

Mars is the planet most closely aligned with war and the colour ‘Red’. From March 20 until April 19, the Sun journeys through Aries, the sign of the zodiac assigned to the emperor trump of the tarot. The sign Aries belongs to the element fire and is ruled by the fiery planet Mars (the Greek war god Ares), which is associated with the tower trump(Major Arcana) of the tarot. The tarot’s fire suit of rods or wands, symbolic of new birth at springtime, illustrates typical scenes of daily life related to enterprise, ambition, enthusiasm, challenge and competition.
The Vernal Equinox occurs when the Sun crosses directly over the Earth’s equator in its apparent motion from the Southern to the Northern Celestial Hemisphere. On the day of the Equinox there are equal hours of day and night.
The two Tarot cards below are associated with Aries. Primarily the Emperor is used as a reflection of Aries, and sometimes The Tower is as well.

The Emperor, the 3rd card of the Major Arcana cards in the Tarot deck.
The essential features of the design for The Emperor card have changed very little through the centuries. The Emperor sometimes got caught up in the censorship placed on the Papess (The High Priestess) and the Pope (The Hierophant), as when the Bolognese card makers replaced the Papess (High Priestess), Pope (Hierophant), Empress, and Emperor with four Moors or Turks. In the Minchiate, the first of the two Emperors are assigned number III because of the removal of the Papess (High Priestess) from the deck.

The Tower Card.
The 16th (XVI) card of Major Arcana in the Tarot deck.

So much to add but here is a slightly different perception:-
A variety of explanations for the images on the card have been attempted. I feel it is a direct reference to the biblical story of the Tower of Babel, where ‘God’ destroys a tower built by mankind to reach Heaven.I see Jacobs ladder symbolism in there too. Alternatively, the Harrowing of Hell was a frequent subject in late medieval drama, and Hell could be depicted as a great gate knocked asunder by Jesus Christ. The Minchiate version of the deck may represent Adam and Eve’s expulsion from the Garden of Eden.

If anyone could add to this information to continue the thread, there will be all the more to learn.
I’m open to answer any questions concerning Aries the sign and the 2 Major Arcana cards that go with it.
The plan is to do Leo next and then Sagittarius.