What is Depression?

I see around me'Depression is this''Depression is that'Depression is hellWhen you think of the worldas your enemyAnd you run awayTo your world, Yet people try to pull you back, 'You weren't like this before''What happened to you? 'And it gets Sickeningto hear their concernand to know that your not all there.Quick, put on a smile, Or else back to the Pshycologist you gowhere they treat youlike your three.Fake a smile, and get out.That's my motto.Depression is the shadows.When your alone in the darkAnd your mind is coming backfrom your world. and sees.It sees that everything is blank.And it goes numb, And being numb is not pleasentso you try to grab something.Anything, to bring feeling back to your body.The closest thing you found was a knife? Good enough, Hit the nerves until you can feel again.Dont think, it ruins the fun.Depression is not suicidalIt's when your mind is Believed thatyour not loved anymore.And you feel empty inside.No use, depression is already inside youAnd so it feeds off of you.and drains your energy even before your awakeCausing you to feel Lathargicand unwanted, unneeded.But this is my view.This is what I see thru my tinted eyes.What do you see?