Remember You

Summary of Brenda’s October 17, 2015, channeled, nine-minute “Creation Energies” show at http://www.BlogTalkRadio.com / brenda-hoffman: That which was once accepted and expected in 3D is no more. So it is that your totality is in chaos – as is true for earth and the Universes as New Earth ‘comes alive’. All earth entities are now in chaos so there is no need to wait or slow down for those you love. Their path is different from yours and so is their chaos.

The title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com “Where Are My Rewards?”

Many of you consider yourselves to be above petty inconveniences such as paying bills or interacting with those you do not like or cannot relate to. Not that you believe you are better than others, but that you feel you no longer need to be active in such 3D actions. That you should be floating through the heavens or greeting your new life.

While such is true to a certain extent – you are creating that which makes you most comfortable in your New Earth – you are part of that New Earth. You will not skip from 3D to floating through the heavens – as you phrase it – until you transition from earth in this lifetime. So it is you are alert to earth needs because you are of earth.

Perhaps that thought frightens you for you believe that the unpleasant aspects of your earth life would disappear as you created new you in New Earth. Such is not an accurate portrayal of your earth reality.

Even though you are combining heaven and earth, you are of earth until you transition. So the petty aspects of your life need to be addressed – not as a punishment, but as a creation of your earth life.

You created the life you are now living or are in the process of creating. There is no vicious god punishing you for past ills. Nor are you less talented than others creating the life of their dreams.

The life you have now was created by you for a reason – whether joyful, frightening or painful. Your logical action would be to understand why you created this life. But then, logic no longer applies with your New You being. Logic is of the mind. Love of self and others is of the heart.

You are evolving from logic to heart at warp speed.

And your heart being needs to love you as much as anyone. You are valuable. Most likely, more valuable than you realize. For you are the scout masters / pioneers / wayshowers of New Earth.

You learned that love is the key for new you and New Earth. Now you are learning to apply that love – starting with yourself. A piece that is fairly difficult – not to understand, but to act upon. You wonder if self-love is wrong or selfish. Because acting on self-love often feels wrong, even though the result is you accepting yourself for who you are.

You believe you can love yourself a bit, but if someone requests this or that and acquiescing takes away from something you want or need, you still feel uncomfortable negating their request. Such is not loving someone, that is valuing them more than yourself. Perhaps you believe that entity is more important or less powerful than you or too young or too old to take care of themselves. Are they bringing light to earth? Does that mean you play God or accept a world parent role?

All are control issues. But unlike what you perhaps believe, control of yourself. Insisting that you are stronger, better or more powerful than others so you must deny yourself anything of joy, contentment or peace UNTIL others less wonderful than you are taken care of.

Again, a caretaker role – one you were certain you put aside. And so you have at more visible levels, but your need to caretake others at your expense continues in so many little ways throughout your day.

You are not responsible for those of earth or for being a good girl or boy for the Universes. You are a young Universal being learning to maneuver in New Earth with a new physical being. You do not have the energy to caretake others. Nor is such even close to your new you role.

How can you project self-love to others if that self-love is merely another caretaking role?

The obvious question is how can an infant, disabled or very elderly person care for themselves? How indeed? Is it not time for you to note their strengths and to be beside them as they evolve into their new being, instead of forcing them into the box you feel is right for them? For when you decide what they need and try to fulfill those needs, you are moving from a love role to that of caretaker.

No one of earth requires a caretaker even though such a servant – and that is the correct term – appears as a wonderfully loving role. That is not to say infants need to be self-sufficient, but instead for you to act with love and dignity for yourself as well as others.

Loving yourself, as much as others, is a gift given to earth. Putting others before yourself is a repetition of all you learned for eons. If you are not living in joy, you cannot impart that sensation to anyone including your children.

Children have not yet learned how to mask their emotions or the emotions of others. They know when you are sad, mad or frustrated even if they cannot yet label such emotions. To pretend otherwise only confuses and teaches them that masking emotions is correct for earth life. You are their role model. The same is true for the very elderly, the disabled, the disenfranchised.

As more earth entities allow themselves to feel and express their emotions, those who remain disingenuous, 3D beings will be more and more uncomfortable for others will know their words and actions do not synch.

It is becoming more difficult to pretend to be someone you are not for you are beginning to truly love yourself. And as you do, you are discovering that caretaking others – pretending to be who they wish you to be or who you think you should be – is neither right nor comfortable for you or them.

So it is you are learning how to be honest with yourself and others. Even though your honesty does not necessarily meet society’s 3D expectations, you cannot do less and continue to grow in loving yourself. So be it. Amen.

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Hi Ron,
I so feel the same about your channels and blogs. Isn’t it wonderful that we all have different pieces of the puzzle and are willing to share and explore together!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
Brenda

Good messages. Brenda, I have found that the difference between spreading light and “care taking” is a state of mind, heart and being. It’s a difference in attitude – and indicates where one is at in their own personal healing process also.

I like to express it as Compassionate Non-Attachment. You offer up the info but don’t attach to what others do with it. Also don’t attach to their experiences and drama. (oh hell, don’t even attach to YOUR OWN drama – rise above it all) Not only will that serve you, but it actually best serves other also.

Nope, no “saving” anyone else. Just be your own salvation, let your light shine, in your words, in your being and your doing. As you have said Brenda, we serve as beacons. So the first priority is self healing and yes that includes not being attached to others’ lives and choices and yet still shining light into their lives. It may even mean leaving their lives rather than bang your head on their brick wall. Your departure may be just the catalyst to urge them onward. But regardless of what they do with it, you and they are best served by you looking out for yourself.

Self-love, self-respect, self-healing. All that really is about far more than just self. It is TRUE leadership.

Oh, and I’d meant to also say – the outward difference between spreading light and “care taking” may be imperceivable to the casual observer. A person spreading light, but not attaching to the outcome may say and do the exact same things in their interaction with others as someone who is “care taking”. But it’s the inner energy, beingness and intention that is different. Only you and the Divine may “see” the difference but energetically, for you and others, it’s a world of difference – literally.

1gaf thanks for sharing your feelings as it helped me to reframe… im on the same page but i accidently start reverting back to the old way of service/ etc.. weve done it for so long that i guess it can just sneak up on me..! Hooray for you for being in this place in ur transition 🙂

lol Excuse me laughing… I’d feel all “hooray” too if I hadn’t been in “this SAME place in my transition” for so danged long. Personally, I’ve only had the outer manifestation part left for several years now. Not that I wasn’t kept busy with knock-down, drag-out energetic service work mind ya. Try to shut that off before those above the veil are done with ya. Yeah right. Oh to joy! Joy despite it all. But by God, don’t I know I got that joy thing down at a very foundational level when I can still feel its radiant heat even through years of intense human antenna work.

Then this last year I’ve not been used energetically and have been in thumb-twiddling mode. How wonderful that would be if only those above the veil had actually left me with enough physical energy to even take a walk once in a while. Wonderful excuse to be a totally lazy slob though. lol (still laughing though)

I’ve been watching so many others getting clobbered by all the incoming light this past year and have to use their testimonies as one clue to where we’re at with things because I don’t have that physical palpableness anymore. And the Divine can be rather sparse with details when they don’t want to use ya for something. Jerks. 😉

Initially, last fall, it felt really good, but that quickly segued into thumb-twiddling… for a year. At this point… Being? Is there any other option? lol I have to totally be me because anything else would require more energy than I have. Didn’t Brenda’s channel say something to that effect coming up for others now?

But at least I no longer feel like a ball being held at the bottom of a pool. Still haven’t been allowed to pop up to the surface, but the slow rise is still better than the bottom of the pool.

Still no outer life to speak of. I could be paralyzed right now and not notice much difference except that maybe then someone could care take me. lol But yeah… Hooray! lol

Christie, I’m glad you got some confirmation from my words. Blessings to ya. Hope ya can chuckle with me… perhaps out of sheer delirium. Now, which definition of delirium are we talking about? 🙂 Laughter breaks up the illusion.

Hi 1gaf,
Love the laughter and love that your ball is no longer at the bottom of a pool. We’re getting there in different ways and different times – but we’re doing it! Yay and lots of laughter for us.
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
Brenda

Hi Christie,
So many of us – including me – revert to old ways without thinking. The difference is we know there’s a better way for us. I think of it like learning to play the piano or driving a car. At first, everything takes concentrated effort and then one day it doesn’t. We’re getting there much faster than we realize despite having to learn in an environment that doesn’t necessarily encourage us to do so!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
Brenda

Oh yes one day it will just be effortless with no more reverting back.. i can see it happening… we will realize it out of nowhere one day….. glad to be fellow-traveling…. blessings of sparkles to you !

Ive been in the “same” place too. Those of us who had anchoring the light thru our bodies as our main role.. its kinda trippy… i had to say no no no more to that role over and over again.. id start doing it again unconsciously and it was causing me a lot of pain. And so id keep having to say no. And so i know whatcha mean. Trippy bc it made me feel barely human and in an alternate universe than the rest of the planet being this role. I did start getting more energy this year, enough to take walks. And that’s saying a lot compared to how it was. I do see in the future things manifesting and finally making sense. I do feel that those of us who were the human light rods have another nature to our journey that as we clear our old layers, there is more to clear bc we were involved in such… involving (lol) roles. I feel your pain, truly. It will get better and better, we will reach that tipping point where we are done shedding (no use starting too many things if we are shedding, right?)… and where we feel connected, as there is no more to shed. Its part of the light-body proccess (i hear). We are in gamma wave times now.. linking up fully to 5d very “quickly.” But i get ya, it is not so fun sometimes in the shedding (forever) phases and i just had one hell of a past few days of shedding, shedding things that include both physical survival stuff and the trippiness of being a floating, ethereal human light rod. Seriously. I am not at my best. But i know we are getting the personal heaven we so deserve, at some point. Very good that you can laugh about it. Im there with ya!

Hi Christie,
Yes, laughter at our transition process is a wonderful release and introduction to our new world of joy. Throughout this transition, I’ve been amazed at our dedication, courage and inspiration to others despite times of discomfort or fear. Those following will probably feel some of that fear, but unlike the forerunners, they will know that such is a process with an end reward. We only hoped such was so. Courageous souls all!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
Brenda

You make it sound like the energy work was a choice that you could veto. Must be nice. I did not have that experience. There was seemingly no way to shut it off. God used myself and someone else to do some dirty work above the veil so I really wonder… we were used to represent Earth / Gaia and humans to make some nonsense stop. I’ve venture to say we’d have not been at a proper level of advancement to become aware of and deal with such if we had not had all that energy flowing through us. As I wrote about in a post, we even lost our higher selves a few years back, as in, we advanced to a point where our HSes told us we no longer needed them. *shaking head*

I have obviously not been used for energy work for a little over a year now. So my own personal work has been done for years now. Apparently my service work is done and now a very worn-out me has just been thumb-twiddling for over a year – not enough left of me to take walks. Talk about being in the world and not of it. I keep my vital signs going and otherwise just find some way to get from one minute to the next.

I really have nothing to release in recent years… except maybe some “release maintenance” around this whole ascension hell nightmare.

I’m ok. My bare necessities are being met, so far anyway. There are no demands being put on me, for the most part, by anyone, below or above the veil. But I’m in a world that doesn’t resonate. I’m also in a physical body in a physical realm and have been too used up and wrung out to be physical anymore.

I have to watch others to see what’s going on since I don’t feel any of this incoming energy. Fall of 2014 it was like someone threw a switch and that difference was VERY noticeable right then, but since then, it’s just a blur of blah days. Incoming energy? Really? I’ll have to take everyone else’s word for it. Nice to see some folks finally moving forward with their process. It’s so nuts to know that people getting battered with light is a good thing, but… it is a sign.

Yep, that’s cool Brenda and thanks for that. Not often does anything resembling compassion come this way.

There are really no messages from others that resonate at a personal level for me and have been very few that have for years now. And since I’m not being used for anything, I don’t get much directly this past year either. But it’s obvious that enough light is being sent in to make many move now that were resisting for years, so as I said, seeing how others are affected is a sign. There’s been forward progress with a high number of light workers that was not happening before a year ago. That’s good.

Frankly Brenda, my anchoring light days are seemingly over. What I’m getting is that there is a big group of light workers (and I see references to this group in your own channelings) who are being urged to a certain level so that THAT group can / is now anchoring light. This group has had to demonstrate the ability to do this WITHOUT the assistance of forerunners and others who are “ascension-ready”. And I get that this is what has been worked towards this past year.

Thank you 1gaf. I’ve sensed something of the same the past few months. My channelings for a couple of years seem to be a manual of sorts for us and for those who follow. Years ago, I channeled that we were all on a stage dressed and ready to perform and that each of us would receive the spotlight when the time was right.
Blessings and Love,
Brenda

Thank you dear Star Sister/ Dear Friend
Indeed a wonderful message in unconditional responsibility. We still are on Earth…and as such..we are experiencing this new life, new earth…in light expanded consciousness. We have much more to achieve here as responsible “Universal Beings” (love that)…with Cosmic Conscious Awareness…You are so special and the work and word you share is deeply appreciated. Blessings of Love dear friend.Namaste”.

This is a hard topic for me. I am a bit of a caretaker, even if I never had children. Someone really depends on me a lot to take care of their child. If I were paid for this I’d be a Nanny, yet I am not paid.

I like being helpful, because before I started helping others, life seemed pointless. I locked myself in my room all day, and was consumed by my illness. This went on for over two years, the staying in my room and sleeping 16 hours a day.

It was the drive to help others that enabled me to go back into the world. It gave me a purpose.

At first I was very tired, but managing only 14 hours sleep a day. With medication adjustments this slowly decreased to 9 – 10 hours (I am talking about years of a very slow decrease). Now my sleep is close enough to normal that I feel I am living life again. I have more energy too. Rare is it now that a wave of extreme tiredness will randomly hit me. I used to get these waves several times a day.

I now want to start educating myself, by taking community classes at first. I would like to update some skills.

I’ve also never had a real boyfriend. I wanted to be healthy before I got into a relationship, and not drag the person down by how much I slept. So when opportunities for relationship arose, I rejected them. Now that I no longer feel I would be to ill for a relationship seems no one is interested. The Irony.

I am not too keen on changing my habits of a Single person and looking at the world from the perspective of a Relationship. Yet, sometimes it seems like it would be nice.

I am worried that once my time as a Nanny is up, I will be lonely. I want the freedom, but at the same time love the company. The person I help, and child I watch, might move within a year.

Currently, it would be difficult to find time for classes. I look forward to having more time to focus on myself, but will miss them.

This person encourages me to get a job, and says they will be able to figure childcare if I do. So I could still take classes. Yet, then this would inconvenience others. The childcare would be after a long day of school, making the day even longer.

I don’t know what I want to do. I am currently in wait mode, but cannot stay here forever.

I still dream of a security blanket that is big enough to cover all of this. The cost of a good after school care program, or a part-time Nanny. (If they would be willing to let me pay for one.) So that I can have more time for following passion, and still be able to spend time caretaking a little. So that no one would have to face long boring days because I am not the most passionate unpaid nanny, and want to spend less time as one.

My inner being is used to the idea of floating on a cloud and so i feel more jailed in this still polarity than id like to The experience gets increasingly freer and more jouful.. and so i hope our security blanket dreams can bring more of the floating on a cloud state of being… the x wave gamma energies i feel are making more possible, faster, i feel. At first i felt worse but now it’s as if the air is thinner, clearer, faster, brighter… Thank You Brenda for your updates….. ❤

Thank you Brenda for speaking to this time of “walking between worlds” that so many of us are experiencing — or have been for a while or will be shortly. It is indeed a sorting and sifting process to examine our motives for doing and feeling the way that we do — about mostly everything. Paying the bills, cooking the meals, laundry all still goes on. What has shifted for me is the stronger sense of knowing that living the way I want is getting easier by the moment. To flow with that and not keep questioning the ease of it. That is how it shows up for me these days. Much love to you, Alia

Dear Alia,
And so it is happening. Who would have suspected such would be true when we first started this seemingly impossible transition. Better yet, who would have suspected what the words transition and shift truly meant when we started. We’ve jumped through every hoop. Climbed every mountain and yet continue to swim and flow to our roles. Courageous beings all.
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
Brenda