Apple of My Eye

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" And of mankind are some who take (for worship) others beside Allah as rivals (to Allah). They love them as they love Allah. But those who believe, love Allah more (than anything else). If only, those who do wrong could see, when they will see the torment, that all power belongs to Allah and that Allah is Severe in punishment "

Saturday, July 13, 2013

I was thinking to put the title of "Emptiness" to the post & continue with definition of empty, and I realize, it just could not any emptier than that...

so I got China Town inspiration, expressing that sometime, a busy day will be grey sometimes..,

let alone that one dying 'white elephant'

I could not wrap my head around all these situation, I don't know how those people spending their summer with the routine all over again and again and again...

"What if our whole life is a dream,when we die, we wake up?" - Conspiratorial Keanu

How could this be happening to me?I must be one of the most lonely girl next door, living this thing with just pure of nothingness...

Ramadhan and some bits of love are the only things that keep me going in the next morning..

not even for the home I got..

AM I THAT MASOCHISTIC?

Interference from external forces, the sun, cats & sound of rain, those indigo scenes keep my thought of living another day.. and for some reason, while I'm writing these, I creased my forehead hard, it dented~

The Irony is that, those repeating activities (waking up, fasting, shower, reading, staring) makes up a whole different memories, I'll get sick of the memories will end up doing it involuntarily!

and more of the Irony, 'even the good song, you hear it over and over again, you'll feel your ears numbing'

"Carpe Diem" - seize the day

p/s : "no matter how things turn out, make the best of them" quote simply not freaking enough!!

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Ghost with the name Nur Aen Zaharyn,..I like cats and sushi, I hate cliche and bright colors..A Masochistic,freak of Intellectual Stupid, forever a Starstruck Vintage,.and the icing of the cake= A loner in each torturing ways,..
(Islam is serenity,Muslims are legendary..I am one~)