For anybody who has a hard time -really- opening up to people, because of past relationships or experiences..
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I say I think because... I don't really know how to start new.
It's my first date since my last relationship. My last, lasted over 2.5 years.
I have crazy anxiety and a thousand mixed emotions right now.
But right now, he deserves my attention and my other thoughts need to be...

who I let into my life. I won't bore you with the back story, but I do not trust easily. It takes time for me to feel a level of friendship or intimacy. Every time I think I've moved past this, I'm proven wrong by the people I've chosen to let in. I always swear it will never...

Like a new lust...she s l o w l y started out...smooth and silky, with ever so a subtle hint of sour cherry followed with a sophisticated spicy berry-esque draw...her effusive and fascinating bouquet drifted so quietly, wrapping herself completely around me...overwhelming my very...

In the past i used to be cool with almost everyone at my school. Now that im older (16), i come to realize that not everyone is your friend. There are some people i look at now and in my head im like"Wow was i reallyyy friends with this b!tch". People need to open their eyes...

meeting so many wonderful people and making some lasting friendships. Am going to be writing more as I have some personal decisions to make about relationships and I don't want to cause people pain. I will be chatting at times but just need some time away to think, will be on...

but I grew up in an emotionally abusive environment. My parents fought every single bloody day, screaming at each other, screaming at me and for the longest time I thought that was "normal" and that was what "love" and "marriage" was all about. For every 1 day we were happy or...

Nobody has ever hurt me, not that i can recall. No one ever really made me feel betrayed either. I have never had my heart broken, how could I...I have never felt love, they way I would expect too...yet it seems that My ENTIRE family loves me. I have one younger sister, and...

People generally don't like me.. It might be my presence ( I'm not the big, but two heads taller than most women of my age.. and they are all pretty skinny ), the look in my eyes, my strong will, the fact that I'm a smart-alec or that I'm not full blooded caucasian. So when...

wonderful with my foster mom. it wasn't awkward though, I did cry when she drove away. But I didn't let her see. As angry as I still may be with her its hard to see her go. I still love her. I mean, she raised me. She called me Babygirl when we were saying goodbye and I think...

and get bitten. you learn very quickly not to stick your hand out anymore. I've been "bitten" so many times by people who are supposed to love me. I pretty much decided not to let any one near me any more. i'm so skeptical of people when they are nice to me I automatically think...

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common thread of understanding between two individuals? Sometimes people share the same woes which creates a natural bond. While other times, although they are compatible, there are things that people often can't fathom.
People are often so quick to cast their opinions about...

which is a female for 6 yrs that I have trust issues I love her, but she lies about even small things , because she doesn't like conformation .Our biggest issue is who's the boss .Technically speaking! The problem is that I let her handle things and they fall apart and IHave...

or a handsome guy at the bus stop or wherever, and thought, " man, I'd be the luckiest person to have him/her in my life!", not knowing how he/ she really is?..... you should always remember, that the dish looks more appetizing when you ain't the one having it.

.. Not because im snobbish or antisocial... Im just very guarded... Ive been hurt much in my life and i put up walls to protect that from happening... I used to be scared of letting people close not only to protect me but i was scared of what they would see.... The abuse... The...

Several months after my puppy dog Grace had been weaned, my children and I took her back so I could speak with the breeder and to visit her mother Sweet Pea. My dog was so excited to see her mother. She jumped all over her and licked her and did whatever she could to get her...

I assume that everyone at some point is going to hurt me in a really bad way. I never really had friends and after high school, I just kinda stopped talking to everyone. I'm 20 now. I don't have friends. I have people that I'll hang out with every once in a while but they're far...

because I have tried over and over to write about myself .
I just keep a lot private .
I only have a few people I truly let in.
I admire everybody here who can let go & express what they feel .
Me on the other hand ; I always feel as I should write more ; but my own deep truths...

and instantly I was crushing on her. She didn't have many friends and I wanted to make her feel comfortable around my friends and myself so that she would spend more time with me. I went out of my way to let her know that I cared about her and she took advantage of it. I've...

douchey term, but I'd usually prefer to keep my circles small. Even then, I want to be able to get to know some one. It's a reason I don't make too much an effort to show off on social media be it here, Facebook, whatever.
I'm not one to make and break friendships on a whim...I...

. These beasts destroyed different walls of yours.. But beasts know no boundaries.. The destruction didn't stop at the walls.. The damages are on you too.. So new walls are built..
I have regrets in my walls, they entered through the front gate.. Sauntered on the red carpet...

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because I no longer believe in relating to people on a superficial level. I've found with many that as soon as I start talking about anything spiritually-related, they tend to get this blank look on their face and sort of shut down. I'm required to interact with others just as...

for 16 years gave me up 3 years ago 2 weeks before Christmas leaving me homeless.
We didn't separate on good terms but over the last few years I've grown to forgive. And we've found we're better as friends than as mother and daughter.
I'm seeing her for the second time since the...

No one. Everyday that goes by is another day I know I am bring used and manipulated. It makes me sick. I am so lonely. So very very very lonely for a real connection. For one person who can love me as much as they love them self.

people in my life but I've realized that you can't allow just anyone in your life without really getting to know them. A person may have some serious issues going on that can bring harm to you. You must know their character, background.. all that matters when I make a decision...

and I have trust issues to begin with. Unfortunately, the relationship made them worse. I'm not interested in a relationship and it may be awhile. I want to trust people, and I know not everyone is the same, but I don't know how to let my guard down.

While it slumbers, dark watchmen hold vigil. Their shields are stout, their manner fiercely protective.It becomes pliant and awakens scarcely. When it does, it feasts in a riot of delight and wonder at what it sees. It feels with such intensity, fervor and ferocity that it is...

me. no one else knows how I think or my opinions. As of late, the first one moved away. the second one dumped me for a good friend after giving her 3 years of my life and the third just completely abandoned me without a word of what happened. I feel like I have no one. of course...