Tuesday, January 4, 2011

When i talk about life, it must be responsible too. life without responsibility such as we drink water with a broken glass. its useless. responsibility without sacrifice also useless. we can't get anythings happiness in our life in this world.

Talking about responsibility, all of people in this world have a responsibility. like students, children, father, mother and others. like me, i have to be responsible as a student, friend, daughter and very important as a slaver of ALLAH. as a slaver of ALLAH, i have try to be a very good and obedient slaver. obedient in everything ALLAH's errand and interdict.

Now, i at KTD and i have responsibility at my new place. i have responsibility to study smart and try to get an excellent result in every semester, insyallah. to get an excellent result, i have to study smart and manage my time to study and do anythings work in my life. my life in KTD also demand me to responsible in continue mission of Dakwah and Tarbiyah. i have to increase myself to be a better person to Islam, insyallah.

I'm responsible too as a daughter to my dad and my mom. although now i'm separate with them, because they in Penang and i in Kelantan, but i must always prays to them and have to get a blessing because without it, i can't continue my life peacefully. ALLAH's blessing in parent's blessing. am i right? i try to give my best in my responsibility as a daughter although i know my my best is not be the best compared my sister. ( i'm a bit stubborn.. ^_^)

Life in KTD demand many sacrifice. but, that sacrifice will make me get a reward (pahala) from ALLAH if i'm sincerity in any works i do.

Still remembered some advices from my friend. life, responsibility and sacrifice must work together. it means we cannot live alone without take a responsibility and without sacrifice, responsibility is useless. although sometimes we feel like not durable, but we have to think that ALLAH will not burden in anything works that outsider in our ability.

In versus Al-Baqarah :286, ALLAH said, " ALLAH does not impose upon any soul of duty but to the extent of its ability; for it is (the benefit of) what it has earned and upon it (the evil of) what it has wrought."

~So, believe that we're chosen from ALLAH to live in this world with a LIFE, RESPONSIBILITY & SACRIFICE!~

Talking about married.. why people get married? actually, who doesn't want to get married? to have the beloved one who always close to us, having cute babies that we will nurture them to be a good person? like me, i also want to get married. although i don't know when i can get married. (huhu~)

For me, married is not like we TRY AND ERROR. here, i take some ideas the reason why people get married.

FIRST, we get married because it is a human requirement. it is a human nature that we can't deny. we need to love others and the same time, we need also somebody to love us. also, marriage is the way that ALLAH has bestowed upon us for us to full fill our sexual requirement. our partner is halal (legal) for us.

SECONDLY, we get married for the purposes of continuation the human being. once you get married, you will plan to have children. then, when your children get married, they also will plan for having children. so that, the human race will not perish from the planet's earth.

THIRDLY, we get married as it is the process towards good civilization. if we trace back the history of any civilization, you will see and understand that the core of civilization of the society. and the core of society is islam. so, by have the marriage, having a husband, wife, children and nurture them to be a good person, it means we built a good family and human resources that will benefit the ummah.

Thats some ideas that i'm very agree with it. still remembered what's my lovely umi said about married. "when we want to get married, be prepared of your soul. it is very important things that we have to think of it. married not just for one day, one months and one year, but we want to be forever.

Actually, i'm still young (^_~) to talking about married. but, i think it is not wrong. am i right? i want to get prepared and hope may ALLAH bless my mission to built a married in ALLAH'S love, insyallah.

~HUSBAND to be RESPECT, WIFE to be PROTECT, CHILDREN to be NURTURE & LIFE to be SAVIOR~

Yesterday, i was so sad. very sad. before i slept, i cried. cried? yes. i was inability to stop my tears. tried to stop, but i can't. lastly my tears dropped fastly in my cheek.

Why i cried? actually, so many things that i thought. ALLAH test me from variety of space such as friends, love, study, my life in college and everything. O ALLAH, thats time i was feel so sad, weak and brittle.

But, when i think back, thats a real of life. sometimes happy sometimes sad. not everything that's beautiful, happy and easy will be we go through in this world. when we become adult, many anticipation will we get and have to face it. but with an experience, it will make me strong, courageous and be more matured to face the day that coming soon, insyallah. i must trust myself and believe that i'm STRONG!

IMAN, if you want to cry, go on. at least, the problem that i have not really encumber me. the cry can make me feel calm after that. crying not mean i'm weak, but sometimes give me a spirit for me to still go on in my life.

Prays to ALLAH because ALLAH have give me an anticipation and HE will facilitate for me to face that anticipation too.