Khushboo_ANIF-Sizzlerz

Donot spam in the Challenge Thread. Gossip/discussions should be kept for the Abhi Nikki FC.

Each writer is allowed upto 4 entires.

You can write jointly with friend(s) if you wish to. All shall be credited.

Try to finish the FFs in time, for if you don't, you won't be qualifying for the awards. But even if they remain unfinished, remember that the basic point is to encourage more FanFiction on AN...every ultimately appreciates your effort.

Khushboo_ANIF-Sizzlerz

If anyone has an idea, but is not confident about their writing, then please give us a shout about beta readers. We'll try and arrange for some. It's important to try your hand at writing if you have an idea. Don't worry about the language...there're plenty of people who I'm sure will be more than willing to help out. Just gather the courage and try.

And if anyone's interested in helping the new writers, or the one's who're not too sure about what they're writing, then please PM us or post right here in the thread to apply as a beta reader. Both the writer and the beta reader shall be credited.

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If you have any other queries, feel free to post them here and we'll do our best to clear them.

sonakshis.IF-Sizzlerz

Alright, it looks like everyone was waiting for me to begin.I swear, when I find the next FC, everyone's getting told off for not beginning.

Without further adieu, my first entry.

-||-Because that Heart could never be mine

I never thought I would tell you this wayI never thought things would come to thisIf only I could have realisedBut it's just too late to say

I love you with every being of my existanceI love you with every beat of heartI love you with all I have to give youExcept the presence of my heart

For my heart is not for me to giveBut I hope you understandI wished I could have told youBut there were no words to say it

I loved her with a passionA passion that was here to stayBut when she turned and left meWhat was I meant to say?

I begged and begged each dayI ran for her each nightUntil my legs stoppedUnder the dark filled night

I finally realised she was goneAnd decided to give upWhen one day I saw herBut not the way I imagined

She looked like Sleeping BeautyBut wires all aroundI had lost my wife right thenBut had gained a new life

Do you see what I am saying?Do you see what I am not?She killed herself for meBut of course, things are never concrete

I was dying within myselfMy heart had no more to giveMy precious wife, she knewAnd decided to give up

She gave me all she hadShe gave all she knewAnd now I'm standing hereSaying all this to you

Please understand whyDon't turn away from meI will always love youBut with her heart, not mine

For mine is a stoneA cold, unbeating thingAnd if it hadn't been for herWould I have ever met you instead?

But it seems it's much too lateAnd I see you turn awayHow could you not realiseThat my life has become hers

What am I to do?Do you want to see me die?All you have to do is tell meAnd her heart will be in pieces

I see you running backI know I've hurt you soBut I realise truth has consequencesAnd I couldn't tell you before

So without a second turningAnd wanting to go awayI will love you foreverPlease marry me, not her

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Backstory: Abhi and Nikki are in that secluded area, and Nikki's just told him she loves him.He then realises he has to tell her the truth.. so he tells her he loves her, and they return to Mumbai.However when he gets to her house, he gives her an unfinished poem, telling her what's happened. She runs inside the house, and he begins finishing the poem.. after a little while, she comes back, and he finishes the poem for her..

NOTE: It sounds like the wife's heart is in love with Nikki, but that's not the case.He's just explaining why he can never give Nikki his heart.

NOTE TWO: I have a feeling everyone got confused.Okay, so basically Abhi had a hole in his heart. And his first wife knew that, so she left him, and killed herself so he could live. That's why he says his own heart is a stone, because that heart was dead. Get it yet?

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I haven't written a poem in like years, so I'm still a bit rusty.But there y'all go. :)

<3 Sabiha

PS. Well Khush, I started the writing challenge. Hah.I told you I would. :P

PPS. All my work is dedicated to my spamming buddy, and good friend Sheena.I love you missy, and I miss you heaps.

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