we're having another party tomorrow...can you FEEEEEEL my angst? i promise to goddess i'll call you before the portland trip (we leave next sunday) i've been a bundle of nerves lately...seriously....i wake UP nervous...the only peace i've gotten lately comes from dreaming non stop...hence the sleeping in till 10am. i feel like a flucking slacker college kid these days!!! i want to taaaaalk, but, i'm a bit overwhelmed, hope you ......no, i *know* you'll understand... :/