Monday, September 25, 2006

yesterday at my old place of work rehearsing for a play that opens tonight.the bartender, whom i hadn't seen since i stopped serving there said:"i've been hearing your name floating around - you must be getting a lot of gigs lately?"

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

i am sitting upstairs in his house.... resisting the chocolate brownie and pie that sits downstairs on the counter. it's for everyone. the roommate brings these things home.what is it about food? why do i love it so much? why do i think about it? shouldn't it just be for fueling our bodies? why is it nearly as alluring as sex? and with that in mind... what's the deal with sex? cravings cravings cravingsfoodsexdrugsalchoholattentioninfluenceadmiration

it starts with chocolate brownie and continues somewhere past fame, fortune and ultimate world influence....

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

if one were to go to a random social gathering, and discover that one had slept with 3/4 of the heterosexual men attending.... would that make one a slut?even if there were only 4 heterosexual men in attendance?i don't want an answer....i mean... one doesn't.

i hate it when stressed out people decide to smear their stressed out-ness all over you. why can't they just breathe and meditate or something? why can't they just vent to a friend? why can't they blog? or have sex? or something!!! why do they have to send emails reeking with stinky stress so that their anxiety leaps out of the screen and all over your body - infiltrating your pores until you want to scream!!!!... aaarrrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!i feel like kicking someone.i was having a really productive day too.goddamn people.

i feel a slight pang of guilt for abandoning my blog... i have excuses!! and sort of good ones!here goes:excuse #1 - i had a show i was writing, rehearsing for and performing in... it's now doneexcuse #2 - i started a new job... yay! still not enough hours, but it's something!excuse #3 - my sister was visiting me for 8 days - which was lots of fun - but again, taking away from blogging timeexcuse #4 - i'm getting laid..... did i write that out loud?

hey... remember the time i wrote all about not wanting/ believing in a relationship right now b/c i was so fucked up over men/boys in general...he he...oh dear.i'm smitten.... as a kitten? are kitten's really smitten? b/c my cat has never been smitten... even when he was a kitten - he's always been kind of a jerk actually...

but speaking of fucked up.... one of my exes who was living out east, then was living out west (so i only ran into him maybe once a year max - at which point we usually fell into old habits and had much unneccessary drama ensue) is now living a mere 2 hours from me.wtf? but this time - i don't feel like it will have the same effect on me...yet it is somewhat annoying.

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About Me

i'm a little bit of everything. i'm a gemini - true to form. i'm a driven goal oriented person with too many interests to stay completely focussed - this makes me antsy much of the time. i'm calm when i am doing.