"Today, I have a choice. I can bury myself under the covers and and mourn the future anniversaries without you. Or I can celebrate never having a day without you in my heart."

On February 2, 2013, Taya Kyle suffered a tragic loss when her husband, Navy SEAL vet Chris Kyle was killed at 38 by a former Marine who was supposedly suffering from PTSD. Chris, who the Navy credits with having the most kills in military history, was the subject of American Sniper, but to Taya he was the love of her life and the father of her two children. On what would have been their thirteenth wedding anniversary, Taya wrote a heartwrenching letter to her husband and shared it on his public Facebook wall.

"Today, I have a choice," Taya Kyle wrote. "I can bury myself under the covers and acknowledge the pain of missing you and mourn the future anniversaries without you. Or I can celebrate never having a day without you in my heart because you loved me enough to leave me a lifetime of memories and beauty. I am somewhere in between today."

"And if I didn't tell you enough in life, then let me tell you today … YOU, Chris Kyle, are IT for me," she continued. "I loved you yesterday, I love you now and I will love you all the days of my life."

"I am more blessed to have been your wife than anything else in my life."

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