This is how my mood goes throughout the day: Irritable. Numb. Okay. Annoyed.Apathetic. Happy.Bitchy. Angry. Depressed. Hyper.Empty.Suicidal. Numb. It's a different pattern everyday, and the moods can last an hour to 30 seconds.

there are times where i can be as cool as ice, and with not a single care in the world but a slight change or something i said goes unheard can get me going into mad zone, and get trerribly angry till i get my way, or as it it supposed to be, just the same i can be terrubly...

I had been daignosed for bipolar disorder and what I think is Bipolar disorder is not a curse its in fact can prove to be a boon for the person if he learns to manipulate his mania and he learns to be patient while a depression phase..
Mania is like a boon for me..I feel so...

for Bipolar Disorder.
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I've always had a really hard time with emotions, I jump quickly, I panic easily, and rarely think before reacting. My mom, 48, recently was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, Her father was bipolar and commited suicide when she was young, My grandmother on my father's side was the...

I just don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why, but I just hate myself. I'm like my own worst enemy. All of my life I've been like this. I'm constantly conflicted, or constantly switching between things. I can be happy one second, and pissed off the next. I can be calm...

but i know there is something wrong with me. Im tired of being so up and down, and confusing and frustrating the people around me. I have one friend who I can tell everything to and she is very close and dear to me but I can tell my mood swings are making her lose her patience...

and "adjustment disorder" but now when I think about how on a daily basis I am an "emotional roller coaster" and match up the symptoms of bipolar disorder. There is no doubt in my mind that this is what I'm suffering from. I've taken Zoloft for many years followed by Paxil and...

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There will be periods when I'm happy and just completely hyper and I feel completely fine and nothing bothers me and I feel like I'm on top of the world and no one can ever bring me down and then the next day or moment, my whole body could just shut down. Like I'll feel so...

I can say that i am very awkward but not a freak. I have friends and we all get a long but i still don't feel like i "fit in" with them. I always compare what i have to what they have and the way they act versus the way i do. I think i'm ugly and i always settle for less. It's...

[EDIT: I'm definitely going to talk with a professional as soon as I make some extra money. I got really good and helpful answers here but some things can be really contradicting so I'm still confused]
Hi everyone, first of all I want to make clear that I am not sure if I'm a...

and doesn't just fade from good to bad it can go from on the verge of wanting to commit suicide to being overjoyed. Sometimes I'm really happy and positive, sometimes I lose almost all hope. I looked it up and they're called mania's; periods of time where one mood just takes...

I honestly feel like I have bipolar disorder. I have done excessive research on it because my mom suffers from bipolar disorder, but still denies it and refuses to take medication. Throughout the day, I experience a rollercoaster of emotions. The most common one is sadness. I am...

I am 46 years old, married for 27 years and have 3 kids...for 15 years from the time i was about 28 i was depressed..drank alot and screwup up finances until i cracked and took some pills..i went on antidepressents which i still am on.. once again..i have screwed up...

One minute I could be happy and joyful, but the next I'll be in tears sobbing. This has been going on for 2 years straight. I've never thought of seeing someone because didn't think it was a big deal, but my close friends and family are noticing it.

since i could remember , people always used to call me crazy , and my mood changes alot i can be depressed one second and happy the next , sometimes i do strange things that i can't explain why i do them , i often burst into tears without an explanation, i can be happy and...

My mood changes constantly. My therapist says that bipolarity is where you're extremely happy for no apparent reason for a couple of days then you're pissed for no reason. I sometimes feel that way, sometimes I don't. I don't get it.

though not fully; I can sometimes control letting my emotions show. But they change so quickly with one little thing that happens that shouldn't even be a big deal. They're always so intense that I feel physical pain often from them. I can't breathe often when I feel angry or...

I may sound a little boring, but I have been depressed for a while.
I'm 21, female and unable to analyze my feelings and state of being right now.
I have extreme mood swings, between the gap of a few hours, when I am most affected by some thoughts. This has been going on for...

and my mental state is worsening. I have suffered from some form of depression and later bipolar disorder for almost all my adult life but now I'm beginning to see and hear my dead parents. I walk into the kitchen and sometimes I see my father sitting at the kitchen table...

Not being able to explain my problems is what gets me the most. These waves that keep occuring much too often finally took a toll on me. I began to type my symptoms into the google search engine and the first thing that pops up is borderline personality disorder...

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I may have it.. the symptoms seemed to be there... living inside me, crawling aching withdrawing. i read about its promiscuity... i am one... but never feeling bad about it because sex to me is just a need... like feeling hunger, so we need to eat. There is no emotional...

Everyone thinks they're a special little snowflake and I am no different. I'm sure other people must experience the things I experience and yet I feel some need to try to explain it as if noone could possibly understand them without me putting it into words. Being in my head...

H ey guys, I am a grad student who is trying to create a public campaign to make people understand bipolar syndrome and people who have it better in order to eliminate/fight with the stigma.
I just revised my storyboard and in the stage of needing feedback from who ever...

After smoking pot daily for months on end, I've hit a three day stretch while at home from college (I know it doesn't sound like much). But I haven't felt this clear headed in ages. It feels liberating in a sense. Because bud is so accessible at college I always buy it ( no...

and yesterday might get a glimpse of all my personalities! I have extreme highs and extreme lows with not much in between. Its like a roller-coaster of romantic emotions! Not lovey romantic, the one that means exaggerated.

since I started college. I would feel like I'm on top of the world and I own the place one second, then the next would feel like I'm a complete loser with nothing to gain or give. My friends said that they find it disturbing how I'm happy and goofy in the morning and later in...

even I can't keep up with it. And i don't mean about simple things like clothing, or what I want for lunch. I go from wanting to be with my boyfriend forever, to wanting to break up with him and date someone else, all for no reason. We've been together for nearly a year, and I...

All I do is worry about anything and everything. Sleepless nights, poor appetite etc. but my biggest problem is my mood. I can flip at the smallest of things, like dropping something. I usually am more down and depressed then up days. I'm slowly pushing all my friends away to...

however, and I'm too afraid to mention it to my parents.
I exhibit the usual "symptoms" I suppose you could call it. At times, sometimes for multiple weeks I feel fantastic! I have plenty of motivation to get things I need to be done finished, I can feel more social and outgoing...

swings, like one moment I'll be really angry at my friends and never want to see them again, and the next I'll love them and never want to leave them. Also with people. When I talk, we'll just be talking about some random thing, and I'll be happy and hyper, but then I'll get...

I feel depressed and angry easily over thoughts in my head, 99.9% on how people have treated me with rudeness, betrayal, indifference and unfairness. In another second when a normal person talks to me in a normal tone I can adjust myself instantly to normal state.
Recently I...

here but I'm just taking a leap of faith I guess.
Two years ago, I was extremely depressed and was getting suicidal and I wrote a note which was found by my old band teacher who then had me talk to her about what I'd been feeling. She was confused because I had been fine, fine...

I've been on Abilify and Prozac for 3 weeks now, but I'm depressed again. I say again because last week I was up. Flying high, over the moon, etc. At first, three weeks ago, I was so happy to be feeling better after months of depression. I was exercising, happy, motivated, but...

Obviously I'm not going to diagnose myself, I shall maybe see someone if it gets worse. However, I can have certain episodes where I completely shut off, I zone out of nearly all conversations I am in and I just end up feeling genuinely down. This can happen for a few days up to...