The list could go on and on. And the most frustrating thing about it is that I might not get any answers to these questions this side of heaven.

So what do I do? Well, mostly I dwell on the ‘unfairness’ of it all and feel sorry for myself. But I’m not sure how helpful that is. In reading something I was challenged to turn my ‘Why?’ into ‘How?’ So these are the questions I try and dwell on (with an emphasis on ‘try):