Frustrated Model-Photographer

Sweeties, do you that I am inlove? Its been so many years but still I cannot fully confess my love because I am too busy and I am afraid that if I will not give time to that love, it will soon be spoiled and gone… Surely, if that happens it will be really sad for me.

So here’s my confession… I honestly love art. Yes! I’ve been loving art ever since. I’ve tried painting, designing, acting and other sorts of expressionistic art but somehow I can say that photography has that soft spot in me. I want to believe that photography is part of my craft.

Why? I find painting so messy and tiring though I can really paint. While, I get bored with designing but I always do it during the start of the school year for my classroom. I also tried acting during my college days but the roles are always the same for me- a sexy chic, a brat girl, antagonist (hehehhe… well I guess it reflects with my personality)

Sarimanok- This is what I painted for my classroom last school year.

Festival- The theme I use for my classroom. I use native Philippine products to reinvent the classroom.

A photo from one of our college plays. (Can you point out where I am at the picture?)

It has been quite sometime that I am planning to join some open photoshoots. Well, I’m eyeing to be a model (as if I’m that pretty and sexy, just for you to know, I JUST HAVE THE CONFIDENCE… heheheh) I am really frustrated to be a model but I’m small… oh! petite! I don’t really want to describe my appearance in detail so I just share to you some of my pictures. I hope you will still read my posts after seeing these. LOL!

Cute- self portrait🙂

Sophisticated- self portrait🙂

Casual

I believed that my appearance improved a lot compared from three years ago. I took care of myself since I enter the professional world. I’m a teacher (Just sharing… I know, I don’t look like one) I’ve been having some water therapy, aero dance and soon… (I hope) pole dancing. Yes! I love exploring. I love trying new things to see what really fits to me. As of now, at the age of 22, I can say that I am still experimental.

“Beauty can always be enhanced.”

I’ve been trying to see what photography has that can separate it from other forms or art. As of now, I just have this little album entitled “Practice Makes Perfect” in my Facebook account that becomes the witness of my frustration of being a photographer. Note: No editing or effects has been use for the following pictures. All of those are raw shots. You may click the picture to make the image bigger.

“Kutsero” -Intramuros, Philippines

“Hangganan” -Intramuros, Philippines

“Waterlily” – Intramuros, Philippines

“Fruit Bar” -Robinson’s Galleria, Philippines

“Sunset at Manila Bay” -Manila Bay, Philippines

“Wish Upon A Firework” -Mall of Asia, Philippines

“Foggy Morning” -Tagaytay, Philippines

“Mom’s Portrait” -Manila, Philippines

“Silhouette along the Sunset” -Manila Bay, Philippines

So that ends my sharing🙂 What do you think? Should I pursue photography or modeling? Or maybe, BOTH🙂 You’re comments will always be greatly appreciated.