Thursday, July 19, 2012

Sometimes I Like Nights

I am without a doubt a night person. The sun goes down and my mind becomes alive and active. I struggled with falling asleep for all of high school, lying in bed for hours trying to drift into that elusive world of dreams.

Though I have been blessed with much better sleep over the last decade or so, I still often struggle. Like tonight. Tonight it is nearly four-thirty and my mind is racing with thoughts of my new business ideas, excitement at the prospects and frustration at my ignorance of Adobe Design software and my inability to locate software designers. I am worried about the lack of work, bills to pay, my sister and her struggling family in California, my other sister and her complete inability to actually have a real, grown up "break-up", my sister-in-law and her poor decision making, my in-laws and their exploding car, etc. Tonight I just wish I had an off button. I'm ready for bed now.

3 comments:

I have often wondered why some of my children have this issue. I think if Christin could stay awake all night and sleep all day she would be in Nivarna. Guess you fit into that category also. Flip the switch and say good night!