Hello SG I know I said I was gonna be around more and I disappeared again. Remember those demons I said I was struggling with????? well they caught up with me. Ya know I was embarrassed to tell anyone about it.......but fuck it. I've been in Will county Jail for the past few weeks caught with 10 grams of heroin 19 xanax and misc parafanila charges . My bail was set at 20,000 and UI dad it reduced yo 10,000 10% of hat to walk.

Now I have no not one mark on my record before this. I sat about 14 days before i was bonded out. I was so thrilled when they buzzed my intercom and told me i was released. that had to be one of the best feelings ive ever felt in my life. So i finally get dressed and walk out expecting to see my husband....guess what????? it wasn't him but his ex step father, what a kick in the ass that was. All i could think was how muck i wanted to see him and it wasn't him. Not that i don't care about my father in law and love him dearly for what he did. That was a stand up thing he did. It broke my heart not to see there man I loved not waiting there for me.

There is soooo much more to this in which ill get into tomorrow. for now I smell like jail and I'm gonna smash some cheese burgers yes in the plural, Take a bath and get some dick.