Robots, I don’t even know. I’ve been all over the place this week, and I’ve been so frustrated and pent-up. I can actually feel myself bristle when things happen around me, I’m avoiding certain sites, I feel anxious and angry when topics come up in conversation around me, I’m twitchy in public spaces. I’m carrying this constant low-level defensiveness that’s manifesting as frustration and aggression and it’s just seeping out of me sometimes. My partner had to ask me this weekend to please be a little less mean to them and I just sort of lost it because I don’t want to be mean it’s just sort of happening to me and i hate it.

I wish I was made of spikes and quills.

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…always seem to shrill and bitchy….

…not going to accomplish anything by rioting like a bunch of thugs…

…just don’t see how you can call a porn star a ‘victim’ of anything.

…let people take pictures and then get mad when they end up on someone’s porn site…

…fucking cockblocking me, bitch…

…and don’t get me started on this ‘gender neutral bathrooms’ stuff…

…of course we’re pro-choice, we just want women to understand the consequences of those choices….