I was too screwed up in the head by my ex leaving when we met. I could have and should have married her. I always hoped to get in touch and talk and laugh together in our old age. I googled her name in November. One of the nicest & most intelligent people I've ever known died of ovarian cancer four years ago at the age of 48. She left me with three years of wonderful memories that I'll cherish until the day I die too.