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I've never feared death per se. When I was younger (and I must admit, still a little bit to this day), I feared what would happen to me after I die - I grew up going to "hellfire and brimstone" churches and I have feared that I would go to hell for all my life, even though I actually don't believe there is such a place as hell (now I fear that I will turn out to be wrong about that).

And, having been close to death, and in an excruciating amount of pain, I fear that I will have to go through that level of pain again before I die.

I want to live fast, do everything, sky dive, mountain climb, write a series of best selling books, be called a genius by people on the street, make love, have three kids, then when they're in their 20's and in their father's footsteps, I'll shoot myself in my study. (In my mansion, should have mentioned that part as well)

Yes, I just said it, suicide, not for any bad reason, but simply because no other form of death seems comfortable, we all have to die, so it might as well be in our control. (I'd wait till my late 60's young enough for me)

Edit: This may sound crazy, but I'm kinda looking foreward to it. Perfect end to a perfect day.