Friday, March 15, 2019

New Zealand needs to look hard at itself: .....as do I , foryesterday i posted a blog where i posited a feeling of 'not belonging' and 'alienation' in New Zealand society. Today a bunch of extremists attack the city's mosques. The guy had a manifesto - very similar to that of Anders Brevik.
Maybe I should delete my post because it reads as if i'm going a little bit crazy. Identity complex. Feeling un-tethered. I am indeed generation X - the generation after the boomers. We're the one's who have nothing - and the boomers have everything.

Anyway, I'm gonna delete 'Dr Homeless Phd' - but anyone who wants to read it can on request. (bet you no-one does though - my views are quite unpopular ).
Its extremely depressed prose, that's for sure. Anyway...if you know me, you know what I am.

Performative culture is slowly becoming an activist-only culture, or a subversive culture - in-itself. The mere act of any person or persons getting on a public stage in a public space is now extremely bold and potentially radical. God i need a car i have to walk everywhere in this fucken town. Oh well.

Wednesday, February 27, 2019

i'll make some nonsense sounds and see what microsoft text recognition will cum up wif:

(this is made out of matty retard noises (the ones that old girlfriends eventually had to dump me over )

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Whelp, world war three is right round the corner !
And the people in the street are still muttering at me! Or am I just a boring schizo. Nevermind.
My hatred for the squares of this society is still fuming away, wasting my body away. Waste of time really, railing against the behemoth - turns out, I might just be the behemoth anyway -- I am indeed, the anti -schnitzel.
Soap, Christchurch city. No nightlife, or Is there> you tell me? I've been poor so long you can smell it on me. People seem to hate me for it. My existence itself is a vexation for the poor poor public, the poor poor normal people who just want to get on with their lives....I am such a damn threat to society, with all that WALKING around and EXISTING and such, how dare I.
I seem to polarize folk. Most seem to buckle their faces when they see my dawdling, short-stuff form sideling up beside 'em in public, their faces sorta grizelling, their faces ageing in real-time, their poor brains folding in on itself, their nervous systems shivering and jellifying, the blood in their veins going all goey and gelatinous. The other half dont' give a toss and thats how i'd prefer it. But no, my stench of existence gets up the nose of the good righteous christian folk of the town.
Sorry for it , truly I am. I'm sorry to uh, EXPOSE myself to your minds. I'm sorry that I have to bike around town. I'm sorry you have to see me. Its because, I'm not rich you see. I , I sort of have to leave the house , and uh, you're going tro have to see me sorry. Its a bloody nuisance and im sure it makes the work-ethicists blood boil. I mean, the , the NERVE .
So yeah, fuck em all I say. I'm a nut bar and only by getting stinking rich is it going to change. All you righteous straight edge right wing fucks can suck my shrivelled up codlings.
Cause your all so fucking righteous.

Wednesday, January 2, 2019

No, i am not.
I am not Italian.
I am not Italian.
I am not English.
I am not Maori.
I am not French.
I am not. American.
I am not African (well, ultimately, I am )
I am not Indian.
I am not Greek .
I am not Russian.