Now... A few minutes ago I received an email saying my payment for SG had been declined... I have a permanent auto-payment set up, to thank (though that's too much of a personification, if you catch my drift) the website that changed everything. And set me up with THE lady. As in, that lady who I'll be spending the rest of my life... Read More

ha ha ha ha, the beginning is always the hardest. If I do make it to the UK/Ireland/Scotland it won't be for another 6-8 months. I have you on my friends list on FB, so I'll let you know when I'll be in the area.

Where do I start. Where the fuck do I start on this topic. Despite how much it looks like I'm trying to be sycophantic, I'm not trying anything. Yes, I have lied in the past in order to fit in with somebody else's opinion, and to make it easier for them to like me, but that's not the case now. I... Read More

It's like in one of those old cartoons. When the character, in a feeble attempt to avert an imminent flood, shoves a cork into the tap in order to stop the water coming out. The metal starts to deform and balloon like a strip of thin elastic rubber, before, inevitably it bursts and fills the house up in an instant, breaking open the door... Read More

Consider this part of a rebalancing act. A new plateau, or something like that. Up on a few topics, down on some other ones. Alright, I'll do new music. I get black metal now. Before this whole thing (whatever 'thing' refers to...) I kind of put up with the extreme vocals without really understanding the need for it. And I figured a way aound... Read More

Okay, this won't be up to the standard I've set for myself up until now, but fuck it, I'm beyond caring. Meh. I'm not going to say I'm back as that has backfired in the past. I'm not making any absolute declarations anymore as after I make them I always end up reneging on them. So yes, I'm... Read More

good to see you back, I miss reading your blogs on here... on another note, I've gone and fallen in love with a Brit. She's in the US with me right now...and we're doing our best to make that permanent. I'll be in the London area the second week of April and will be thinking of ya.

I'm so delighted that you have found a girlfriend! I always knew the Mighty Sir Wild would shine through in the end. It sounds like she really does love you very much. Know that when people truly like you, they'll seek you out themselves.

Now, *cracks knuckles in a frighteningly arrogant fashion*, let's give this another shot. Things have been happening. A lot of things. And to me. Where did I last leave off... Hmmm... I'm not sure, and I couldn't be arsed to read my own blog again. Plus, I think it's easier to just rethink everything from the base level. If that makes... Read More

These past months, I've changed. In my absence, I've realised a lot of things, drawn a lot of conclusions and felt a lot of pain. I'm not the same person now. The music is darker, darkest black. My moods are deep, my feelings genuine, the darker side of life my new domain. I've begun several new hobbies, some of which may... Read More

What can I say. Things are looking up for me! Slowly but surely. One of the first people I met on this site has really become a great friend to me. When it comes to friendships, I'm not gonna lie, I'm not the easiest to be around. I suppose I tend to rely on people too hard, without realising it. Its one thing... Read More

Haha, this is on my phone and I'm emailing it, so excuse the grammatical errors from format issues etc.

Hello dear friends of the interwebular variety. It has been rather a while since my last real blog, and I've not been online much lately, so I'm going to use this sleepless night as something of an update session. Firstly, I've decided... Read More

your welcome
Im thinking this tattoo is going to take me at least another 2 or 3 sittings . This is a rough outline it still needs to be cleaned up, bolded, put the details in and then coloured fuuuuuck. I am currently scratching the hell out of it right now lol this is the worst part of a new tattoo. I cant stand it.