What I’ve Done TodayWhat I’ve Done Today
I made someone laugh,
I calmed another's tears.
I acted very silly,
To subside a child's fears.
I held open a door today,
For an old couple to pass through.
There is no real reason why,
This is just what I do.
So at the end of the day,
After a few have laughed or had fun.
If I don't wake tomorrow,
I know the job I'm here to do has been done.

No Title Part2A frantic girl screaming is heard from afar.
"SEAN!"
she run's to his side, he is so faint, drained of all his color. Pale.
Sean tries to sit up, but only manages to slurr words. So gibberish, she waited for the rest of the group to show up.
"In here" Karlie screams
Petite young lady, wearing a bloodied easter dress, clinging to a bunny with no left eye, and the right ear is about to fall off.
Footsteps followed her screams and they all came in to see Sean, barely being able to speak.
A tall black gentlman with spectacles shoved his way in, and stood back in aww and amazement. He leaned in closer and saw two very large wounds on the mans neck, almost like a large spider.
"SO DOc..."
A heavier set man jumped on this demanding if it were one of them. The Doc looked up in puzzlement "no, if it were one of them, he would be in pieces and we would all be dead as well."
"Hmmph" this not making the heavy man happy, went and grabbed his niece they backed away from sean and

I Am So Important!!! ( Watch Me Shit!!)Hello all my sexxy's. I am guessing by now having read the headline you wonder what in the hell is going on inside my head today. Do not worry I am not going to ask any of you to watch me drop trow and make " Mookie sticks" This is more of a full on attack again. Let me explaine.
If you are on my friends list then you can surmise that I have at least a passing intrest in you. some of you are friends I would die for ( I am praying that shit never comes up though!) Rest assured that this clown has your back!
My question is what makes a good Blog? If we break down the word it roughly translates in to " Web Log" and I guess it is if not fair, it is somewhat expected that people will write just about anything! That in mind, they ( And I have not a clue who the fuck THEY are ) say if you give 100 monkeys 100 typewriters & 100 years one will write a novel. Well that may be so but it does not mean I want to fucking read it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think a blog should make a statement. I have

Losing Something Closebeing upset about something you say stupid things about the person or thing that up sets you... just had a friend that had her baby three months ealry and she lost it ... the story is that her p.o. officer stressed her out to the point that she had it ealry the other story is that she was just on anti depressaints and that is the reason why she had the baby ealry... so to me yeah both sides have very good points behide them.. i am just sad that she had to lose her baby so early... R.I.P dakota Zachary Daniels.

BeautifulThis morning I was blessed with a beautiful conversation which left me both intrigued and longing for another encounter.
and
Another which made me special and blush profusely.. not because the content was bad but because I am afraid I still fail to see myself as others sometimes do
All and all not a bad start to the day

Women Always Get The Better Of Men...A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce."
The wife says nothing,
Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are."
Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 75 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently..
Up to 80. "I want the car, too," he continues.
85 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!"
The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks

Iwould So Do This ...A fifteen year-old boy came home with a new Chevrolet Avalanche ! and his parents began to yell and scream, "Where did you get that truck???!!!" He calmly told them, "I bought it today."
"With what money?" demanded his parents. They knew what a Chevrolet Avalanche cost.
"Well," said the boy, "this one cost me fifteen dollars." So the parents began to yell even louder. "Who would sell a truck like that for fifteen dollars?" they said.
"It was the lady up the street," said the boy. I don't know her name - they just moved in. She saw me ride past on my bike and asked me if I wanted to buy a! Chevrol et Avalanche for fifteen dollars."
"Oh my Goodness!," moaned the mother, "she must be a child abuser. Who knows what she will do next? John, you go right up there and see what's going on." So the boy's father walked up the street to the house where the lady lived and found her out in the yard calmly planting petunias! He introduced himself as the father of the boy to whom

Out Of The Ashes A New Day Has ArisenOkay I know I was way down on Friday and I won't apologize for that because it hurt and I'm man enough to admit that; but just like Fawkes and Dumbledore I've risen out of the ashes (okay if you want to get technical Dumbledore never resurrected but hey I'm waxing poetic here) my life has already turned around. I had emailed my old mentor at Tutor.com and she had passed on the fact that I wanted to come back to work; well I heard from them and they just need me to turn in my background check again and in a couple of weeks hopefully I'll be teaching again! Can I get an Amen from the audience or at least a Whoopeee??? I'm going back to what I do best and can do it from the comfort of home. It's an entirely different form of teaching but once you get the hang of it, it's no different than any of the teaching I did in the classrooms except for the parties lol!!!! I have to tell you all that the words of support and caring I received made me realize that as long as I have friends like y

Important Saftey NewsState police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.
If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.
Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.
This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case because i seen dude on here!!!!!!!!!Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information Specialist
Roanoke Fire-EMS
541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016
540) 853-2257 (phone) 540) 853-1172 (fax)
IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES, SURELY WE

ScattergoriesSCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! . *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the
boy/girl.
1. What is your name: .........................Marion
2. 4 letter word:..............Mile
3.Vehicle: ....................Monty Carlo
4. A city:.....................Marionville
5. Boy Name: ..................Mark
6. Girl Name: .................Mary
7. Alcoholic drink: ...........Mud slide
8. Occupation:.................Matradee
9. Something you wear:..........................Mittons
10. Celebrity:.................Martin lawarnce
11. Food: .....................Mexician
12. Something found in a bathroom: ..........magazine
13. Reason for Being Late: .........................Metated to long

My Pimpout Of The Week~*(OUT WITH THE OLD IN WITH THE NEW)~ (MEMBER UNDER CONTRUCTION)*~ aka '~*CEO GBB *~*'
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When.........When all i see crumbles away like when you get too close to a delicate sand sculpture or an old photograph..... then it dissapears....

Rules For 2008 By George CarlinI love this man!!!
GEORGE CARLIN'S NEW RULES FOR 2008
1. No more gift registries. You know, it used to be just for weddings. Now it's for babies and new homes and graduations from rehab. Picking out the stuff you want and having other people buy it for you isn't gift giving, it's the white people version of looting.
2. Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com ! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days --- mowing my lawn.
3. Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Lobster?
4. Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: 'Lucky bastard

Blah BlahYou said you thought of me today.
It was nice to know
I had somehow found my way into your thoughts.
Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you;
Never a sun has set that I haven’t longed for you.
You miss me, you said.
I have learned to live with missing you.
It’s not so hard.
All I have to do is live:
Close my mind,
Breathe,
And walk and talk,
But, never feel . . .
In other words, I miss you, too.
I make it through with the hope
That only time stands between us,
And each day will bring you closer.
But, I grow impatient.
Why can’t it be tomorrow?
What is this strange enchantment that is cast upon our fate?
Never really together,
Yet, we’ve never really said goodbye.
I just loiter in your memory,
And you linger in my heart,
While each passing day reminds me
That our lives are miles apart.
Don’t you see?
You are my hopes, my thoughts, my dreams.
But, it was nice to hear you say
You thought of me today.

New JobI am happy, i got a job with the post office that I have been after for awhile now. I do not got a start date yet but the job is mine, yay better pay =)

The Cucumber,pickle And Peni$""There was a cucumber, a pickle, & a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber, "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat & juicy, they cut me up & stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him & says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat &
juicy, they put me in vinegar, put spices on me & stick me in a
jar." The penis looks at him & says, "You think you have it rough?
When I get big, fat & juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head,
stick me in a dark room & bang my head against the wall until I
throw up & pass out! Send this to eight of your freakiest friends.
If u get 0-2 back you are average
If you get 3-5 you are a freak
If you get 6-8 then you are a major freak & need a leash!""

Here I Go Again By WhitesnakeSpecial request for my bestest.......JWH
muah
I don't know where I'm going
But, I sure know where Ive been
Hanging on the promises
In songs of yesterday
An I've made up my mind,
I ain't wasting no more time
But, here I go again
Here I go again
Though I keep searching for an answer,
I never seem to find what I'm looking for
Oh lord, I pray
You give me strength to carry on,
'cause I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams
An' here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road Ive ever known,
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
An' I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time
I'm just another heart in need of rescue,
Waiting on love's sweet charity
An' I'm gonna hold on
For the rest of my days,
'cause I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams
An' here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road I've ever known,
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
An' I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no mo

New Hampshire Humor> As a trucker stops for a red light, a
> blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up
> to his truck, and knocks on the door. The trucker
> lowers the window, and she says 'Hi, my name is
> Heather and you are losing some of your load.' The
> trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street.
> When the truck stops for another red light, the girl
> catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up
> and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers
> the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde
> says brightly, 'Hi my name is Heather, and you are
> losing some of your load!' Shaking his head, the
> trucker ignores her again and continues down the
> street. At the third red light, the same thing
> happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets
> out of her car, runs up, knocks on the truck door.
> The trucker rolls down the window. Again she says
> 'Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of
> your load!' When the light turns green the trucke

Piercingsi now have 10 piercings....i did go get both nipples pierced....which is sweet...and it didnt hurt at all...so....ill maybe put some pix up of them once they fell a lil better to move around..lol...and arnt all red!....
xoxoxo
~Brittney Rocele~

Heh, Read Me.REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS!
LET THE FUN BEGIN........
1.Your Name:
2.Age:
3.Favorite position:
4. Do you think I'm cute:
5. Would you have sex with me:
6. lights on or off:
7. Would you have to be drunk:
8.Would you take a shower with me:
9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me:
10.Would you leave after or stay the night:
11.Do you like cuddling afterwards:
12.Condom or skin:
13.Have sex on the first date:
14.Would you kiss me during sex:
15.Do you think I would be good in bed:
16. Would you use me as a booty call:
17.Can I use you as a booty call:
19.Can we take pictures of the act:
20.How long would we have sex:
21.Would you tell your friends about me:
22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you:
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!
TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Friendship PoemFriends
A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.
- Jean Kyler McManus -

I Found The Secret...i was surfing the net today and came across something pretty interesting and then it hit me,thats how most of you godfathers are getting your rankings...its totally unreal and crazy that people cant enjoy the site without cheating..if your curious to know what im talking about message me,i'll be glad to tell you....xoxo

Sweet Taste Of LoveThe sweet taste of love
Still lingers in my mind
A succulent tasty morsel
A treasure worth its find
A wet and juicy fruit
That fills my mouth with joy
Like candy to a baby
An edible sexy toy
With nectar sweet as honey
A syrup of flowing silk
Like a bubbly kind of lava
As smooth as warm clear milk
It breathes with scented oils
Like a flower in the mist
And blossoms when caressed
By the feel of a lover's kiss
A dessert at its very best
When embraced with lots of love
I know I'll never get enough
Of this treat I'm thinking of

NumbI woke up this morning
and my head was feeling numb
tears burned my eyes as i felt
the gun,
and i asked myself what is this life for?
and the only answer i get is thats what my lifes for?
So again and again....what is is life for

Be Who You AreWe want you to know that the profile pic wasn't to make fun of people at all...BUT ..to let everyone know it is okay to be who you are...!...and if you aren't that or afraid to be then you are cheating ...not only others...but yourself ...
How unfair that is...to go through life..being and acting the way "society" ...or those who claim to make up our "society" say is proper. How un fulfilling our lives would be...if you want to check out our page ..the thng we are talking about this week is..."when others laugh at us or/and what we do ...can we and/or do we laugh too?"
As for us...we laugh before others usually even get the chance..for we know how silly we can look and be at times...oh well...we are happy...and if we can actually see and know we can make others happy or smile ..then are silliness or at times "dingyness" has paid off ..without any effort on our part..LIKE WHO YOU ARE AND SHARE THAT WITH THE WORLD.... they may LIKE you as YOU are...REAL!

Do Ido i have a sign on my bady that says ... go ahead play withh the idiots feeilngs and have fun ....
why is it nesssary to tell people what they think you want to hear ......

I Love YouI Love You
I LOVE YOU IS ANOTHER OF MY FAVOURITE SETS AND INCORPORATES THE LOVE THEME. THIS SET HAS SOME VERY BEAUTIFULL AND MELLOW VIBES FOLLOWED BY A FEW SEXY CLUB TUNEZ. MIXED ON 1210'S.
This is a 23min snip of the full 46min set. Full tracklisting can be found on my website www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/iloveyou
http://www.esnips.com/doc/f278aead-6588-4469-ad78-c2fcaa653580/DJ-Muzik-AL---I-Love-You_128

The Coming FamineRecord prices for grain from corn to rice have ignited food riots from Jakarta to Rome. In Pakistan, troops now guard wheat stocks. China and Russia have imposed price controls. Connect the dots and there's a need for a fix to a crisis that, strangely, isn't caused by smaller harvests.
No, the main reasons for a long-term bubble in grain prices lie largely in a number of dubious human actions, related to heightened competition for grain as either fuel or feed.
One reason is an ill-conceived dash by both the United States and Europe to use grain and valuable farmland for biofuels, motivated more by powerful farm lobbies than concerns about global warming. (Telling factoid: To fill up the tank of one SUV with ethanol would require enough grain to feed one person for a year.)
Read the whole article at:
http://news.yahoo.com/s/csm/20080118/cm_csm/efood;_ylt=AgU.5UoXo2hpHftE.94DnSo__8QF

Update On My Darling Niece Who's In The HospitalWell for those who have been reading my latest blogs for updates on my life you know that my darling little niece Kylie who is four months old is in the children's hospital up in St. Paul. She has been diagnosed with epilepsy. She has been there for about two weeks now and is unfortunately getting worse rather than better. They will put her on a medicine she'll do better for a day or two and then the seizures will start right back up. I just got home from spending the weekend up there again and I cried most of the way home. Saturday her she took a turn for the worse and the seizures just kept getting stronger and longer and taking more and more out of her. They switched her medication again today but I had to come home because I couldn't afford to continue staying up there. I feel so utterly hopeless because there is nothing I can do but pray for God to heal her. I try so hard to be there for her and my sister but my sister and I are a LOT alike we don't feel comfortable accepting help

UnderstandI just don’t understand your words
I just don’t understand what you mean
I feel like I’ll never get the picture
I’ll never finish the puzzle
because you are the last piece
and you are lost to me
if only i could find you
than my life would be complete
i would have all that matters
the one true emotion...love
as i search through the woods
the mountans and the desserts
i start to think
will you ever be there for me
as we sit here talking
our words just seem to be blocking
i don't know what to say
all you have to do is ask, i'll obey

Me And You (nsfw Funny)Alone in my pleasure, this is my only hope
Burying myself so deep, my only way to cope
I am just the best person in the planet
And baby you should listen to me damnit
Me and you, have nothing better to do
So baby get down on your back
Prepare for my mighty stack
I have just one thing to say
You need to name the day
Cuz we gettin married together
I wanna screw you forever
Me and you, have nothing better to do
I want you sitting on my face
Spin on my special place
You’re the reason for my mornin wood
That’s why I wear my jimmy hood
I really want you to say my name
So I will have immortal fame
Me and you, have nothing better to do
I got rug burn from my walls
Baby don't forget to grab my balls
I love you from the bottom of my crotch
Ohh boy I made a messy little blotch
Maybe it's a test of my heart
Oh baby, I'm sorry, I gotta fart
Me and you, have nothing better to do
Crawled over to me crab like
I rode you like an exercise bike
You have got to

Leveling Lovers Lounge...I'm going to make a Lounge so we can talk about the family... and also make some new friends and help those that need some help.... if anyone here wants to help with the lounge, pls let me know... ty muah

Poem...............You where my all
the one I adored,
The one who I trusted
the most in the world.
I gave you the pureist of me
You asked me to trust you.
See my love was real
i guess yours was fake
because i would have never
lied to you or pushed you away.
You have no idea
how much I have cried
asking the Lord why my heart
, why did you break me in half
this pain that consumes me
and won't let me think
. My heart had never felt such pain
yet the one who asked me
to trust caused this enourmous hurt
and disappointment and yes shame.
Don't worry about saying sorry
or you wish me the best
what goes around comes around
and that is what i have to say about that.
This Love is the One you let slip away.
Don't think that I will cry forever,
I love myself too much
But yes know this you
hurt me soooo Dam much.
One day the only one you
gave away will be the one your wishing for.
Why my heart????..

What A Boyfriend Should Know And A Girlfriend Should DoWhat a BOYFRIEND SHOULD Know and a GIRLFRIEND SHOULD do
Guys:Put your hands around her waist firmly
girls: lay your headback on his shoulder and put your arms on his.
Guys:whisper in her ear
Girls: giggle
Girls:whenever he tries to kiss you, don't just let him, kiss him back.
Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold
Guys: automatically move closer to her. (if your stupid then you'll either say" me too " or you'll give her your jacket... don't)
Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder
Guys: lift her chin up and kiss her.
Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... and mean it.
Girls:When you're both laying under the stars, put yourhead on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
Guys: whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers.
Now make a wish about

BelieveDon't tread the water
Just stay still
I'll not be bothered
By you until
I'm picking sides
And pulling the strings
I'm living lies
And shedding the skin
I'm open wide
And letting you in
I'm wronging rights
Believe
I don't care what you want
I just want mine
Shut up
Smart little bitch
I don't need lies
I don't care what you want
I just want mine
Get up
Force it to fit
Confined inside
Don't pull me under
Into the deep
I often wonder
How it should be
I'm picking sides
And pulling the strings
I'm living lies
And shedding the skin
I'm open wide
And letting you
I'm wronging rights
Believe
I don't care what you want
I just want mine
Shut up
Smart little bitch
I don't need lies
I don't care what you want
I just want mine
Get up
Force it to fit
Confined inside
I don't care what you want
I just want mine
I don't care what you want
I just want mine
Shut up
Smart little bitch
I don't need lies
I don't care what you want
I just want

Love QuotesLove
The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
- Carl Jung
To love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides.
- David Viscott
Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.
- Alan Watts
Old love does not rust.
- Estonian Proverb
Love sees roses without thorns.
- German Proverb
In love beggar and king are equal.
- Indian Proverb
Are we to love only those who deserve our love? Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; that ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven.
- Matthew 5:43-45
He who treads the path of love walks a thousand meters as if

Decembers"Decembers"
Let's try to remember these days back in December
Our lives were very different
I was lonely when we first met
Driving through the darkness to get back home
Before they knew you were even gone
You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat
Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink
You don't have to cover up how you feel when you're in love
I'll always know I'm not enough to even make you think
I miss you so much, a self-inflicted coma
The days drag on like marathons running with bare feet
And when I feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed
I picture you sleeping next to me like u did four weeks ago
I know it hurts to feel so all alone
I'm by myself, more then you could know.

Okok so i've known about something for a long time but i never had to see it... something that happen when i was little and last night i seen it and i'm freaked out i dont know if i can look at this person the same.... i dont know how to feel about it.... i guess u would think i have already deal with it but its diffrent knowing it and seeing it.

I Dont UnderstandOK I DONT REALLY CARE BUT MY COMEMENTS ARE HAND WRITEN POEMS BY ME SOME ARE SENDING THEM BACK AND I KNOW THERE NOT DOING IT TO BE MEAN BECASUE THERE IS SO MANY THINGS LIKE THESE CHAIN LTTTER TYPE DEALS.
SO IM ASKING PLEASE DONT SEND ME BACK MY POEMS THERE FOR YOU ALL TO ENJOY. LOVE YOU GUYS ALWAYS RICHARD AKA SHAWN

Heath Ledger Is Found Dead In UsHeath Ledger is found dead in US
Hollywood actor Heath Ledger has been found dead at a residence in downtown Manhattan.
"He was found unconscious at the apartment and pronounced dead," the New York Police Department said, adding that pills were found near the body.
Police are reportedly investigating if the Australian actor, who earned an Oscar nomination for Brokeback Mountain, died of a drug overdose.
The 28-year-old was found dead in the flat at around 1530 (2030 GMT).
Police said they did not suspect foul play and that his body had been discovered surrounded by pills.
'Pills'
"We are investigating the possibility of an overdose," police spokesman Paul Browne told Reuters news agency. "There were pills within the vicinity of the bed."
The BBC's Matthew Price in New York says the exact cause of death was still being investigated, but suicide has not been ruled out.
Police, journalists and crowds of fans are outside the Broome Street apartment in the

New Photo Album!New Photo Album called "Sucking!"
Let you guess as to what!!! :)
Hugs and Kisses
Kelly

Unforgettable DreamsAs I sit there,
thinking,
someone comes towards me
and grabs my hand.
Frightened,
I jerk back;
But he assures me
that he is here to help me
and love me.
He begins to caress my neck,
my shoulders, my back;
And I give in
to his orgasmic touch -
And I trust him,
though I have only just met him.
And I touch him,
his soft, silky skin,
caressing him.
Still sitting there,
he wraps his arms around me
and holds me
for hours on end -
And he tells me he cares,
something never before heard
by this lonely heart.
Now, as we lay there
on the beach, underneath the stars,
his soft, sensuous lips
touch mine.
And I give myself to him,
as we make love beneath the stars.
And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls
entwine.
He knows my every need,
fantasy,
desire -
And he fulfills
and satisfies
each one of these
as I have only dreamed.
Now as we lie there,
the sun begins to rise.
It is not just a new day,
but a new beginning
as we plan to spend
the rest of our lives

I Am Missing Youim on the computer waiting for you to phrase. but i no that you are asleeping now and when i lay here in my bed late at night while the world is sleeping
memories go in and out of my mind of you smiling, laughing i miss the sound of your voice when you talk to me. the way you make me happy, my world seems like heaven. and my happiness in a way dies when i dont talk to you
iam not there to see when you smile i cannot take you in my arms and hold you. i cannot see your face when u hear good news and iam really sad when i think these things b/c id like to see and protect you
i try and try to go to sleep and when i fall asleep i always dream of you i miss you so much, too much sometimes. love is happy, iam not happy with out you here. i wish we'll talk to each other again very soon and doing this i other look at the stars, the same stars looking at you

PlayedFor those of you who have known me for a while, you know that I was in sort of a relationship on here. It was brought on by a very bad tragedy and Candyce and I had become very close because of it. Then things got a little heated and we never broke out of the tail spin. because of the situation I broke everything off. It was a very hard decision to make but I thought at the time it was the right one.
Now I find out ALL OF IT WAS A LIE!!! Brandy (who I was friends with) had supposedly died in a car crash after a fight with her boy friend. Her sister and I became very close. Well, none of it was real. As far as I know Brandy and Candyce are the same person! Brandy had never met with the guy she was supposedly seeing, she never took a trip out there, all of it a lie.
I read enough on here and see women all the time talking about players, and games being played but this has got to be the most horrible thing a woman can do. My heart was torn by all of this and now a third tim

Re: Let Market Crash Now Or Face Financial Train WreckRE: Let Market Crash Now Or Face Financial Train Wreck
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 23 Jan 2008, 13:28
Let Market Crash Now Or Face Financial Train Wreck The Fed's continued obsession with slashing interest rates and printing money in order to maintain the facade of the grossly overvalued stock market while the dollar collapses is precipitating a financial holocaust. Yuppies need to cut their losses and accept a soft crash now or place the very pillars of the American economy in danger. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/012308_crash_now.htm

Just Thinking About StuffIM NOT THE AVERAGE GIRL..AS YOU PROBABLY FIGURED THAT OUT BY LOOKING THRU MY PROFILE,LOL.BUT I WAS WONDERING ABOT A FEW THINGS AND MAYBE SOMEONE OUT THERE CAN TELL ME WHERE TO LOOK...
IVE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A MODEL BUT NOT JUST ANY MODEL.YOU KNOW THOSE MODELS YOU SEE THATS GOTH?I GUESS THATS THE RIGHT TERM FOR IT.EITHER GORY OR WHATEVER...WHY ISNT THERE MINORITIES DOING THAT?IS IT BECAUSE STEROTYPICALLY ITS PALE WHITE GIRLS?IT SHOULDNT JUST BE FOR THEM.I KNOW SOME SEXY WOMEN THAT ARE MINORITIES THAT LOVE DARK SIDE OF MODELING,AS WELL AS I.AND ITS NOT JUST MODELING BUT EVEN IN THE MOVIES.TIM BURTON ONE OF MY FAVORITE DIRECTORS,NEVER HAVE I SEEN A MINORITY FACE.ONLY THE TYPICAL PALE WHITE GOTH PEOPLE.ONE DAY I WOULD LIKE TO BE THE FIRST GOTH GIRL IN MODLING AND MOVIES IN THAT AREA OF GENRE,TO PROVE YOU DONT HAVE TO BE PALE TO LIKE THAT GENRE.

Storm By LifehouseHow long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head
If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I'd see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright
I know everything is alright
I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface
If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If i'd see you
This darkness would turn to light
And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I know everything will be alright
I know everything will be alright

The Top 15 Euphemisms For "getting Your Period"15. Miss Scarlett's Come Home to Tara
14. Trolling for Vampires
13. A Dishonorable Discharge from the Uterine Navy
12. Saddling Old Rusty
11. Feelin' Menstru-riffic!
10. Clean-Up in Aisle One
9. Massacre at the Y
8. T-Minus 9 Months and Holding
7. Game Day for the Crimson Tide
6. Panty Shields Up, Captain!
5. Taking Carrie to the Prom
4. Playing Banjo in Sgt. Zygote's Ragtime Band
3. Ordering l'Omelette Rouge
2. Arts and Crafts Week at Panty Camp
and the Number 1 Euphemism for "Getting Your Period"...
1. Rebooting the Ovarian Operating System

Omg, Wtf? A Unknown Fu-proposal?I got the strangest yahoo im today and it said that I was supposed to be getting fu-married. It was to a great guy I talked to on yahoo. well anways it turns out that my friend messaged the wrong gal and dropped the bomb on me. I was shocked cause I had not heard then I was hurt when I found out it was not me. Way to go letting me get my hopes up for a fu hubby and all. Damn someone got there first I guess. Oh well. :( Now I am totally confused and bummed out. :P LMFAO

......To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her. ....
To every guy that she cried in front of...
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten
minutes.....
To every guy that would give his seat up...
To every guy

Spread The StupiditySpread the Stupidity
Only in America, do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.
Only in America, do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.
Only in America, do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.
Only in America, do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.
Only in America, do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.
Only in America .do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'.
Only in America .do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.
EVER WONDER ...
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ?
Why women can't put on mascara

Interesting FactsA zebra is white with black stripes.
All the planets in our solar system rotate anticlockwise, except Venus. It is the only planet that rotates clockwise.
Hummingbirds are the only animal that can also fly backwards.
Insects do not make noises with their voices. The noise of bees, mosquitoes and other buzzing insects is caused by rapidly moving their wings.
The cockroach is the fastest animal on 6 legs covering a meter a second.
The word "listen" contains the same letters as the word "silent".
The only 2 animals that can see behind itself without turning it's head are the rabbit and the parrot.
A 'jiffy' is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second.
India invented the Number System. Zero was invented by Aryabhatta.
The whip makes a cracking sound because its tip moves faster than the speed of sound.
A hippopotamus can run faster than a man.
India never invaded any country in her last 10000 years of history.
'Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia'

Don't You Hate It WhenYou think you have something good going
The person you like tells you that you make her
Feel happy and comforted.
And her she is, talking about how bad things are in her life with the guy she is going out with
and yet she tells me i love you?
Thats just plain old fucked up! I'm using my blog to vent. Fuck people like that.
Fuck life and everybody that tries to keep your spririts up to only have it shot down?

RetributionSixteen in my hands and a ruck on my back,
off to a war now, no time to look back.
I'll hold you once more and then I must go.
Remember me babe if I don't make it back.
No use crying for me just let me leave.
I'm gonna come back babe, just wait and see.
Steel rain all around me hope I stay dry.
Stench of death fills the air as I lay down some fire.
Airborne all the way, so I know I'll survive.
They're on the run now with fear in their eyes.
Nowhere to run to, they got nowhere to hide.
They're being chased now, the Cav’s in the sky.
All American Airborne, Screamin' Eagles too,
44th MEDCOM, the third and fourth I-D.
Army Rangers, Special Force Group, the Big Red 1 baby has 'em on the run.

Single As HellWell. today i found out that the girl i was with fucked some other guy and now she is confused. she dont know who she wants. im now lost i want her but then again, i dont think she wants me, boo fucking hoo. well shit happens, i guess ill see when she makes her mind up. in the mean time anyone wanting to holla, hit me up

TexasThe longer I am on fubar.... the more I think the best looking women are living in Texas.... I just might move there LOL.

"blood Filled Tears"Do you ever feel like you just want to die?
Do you ever feel like all you want to do is cry?
This world is filled with sinners and fakes.
They disguise themselves like Satan as a snake.
You trust someone, they let you down.
You love someone, they break your crown.
Fire burns in my soul.
My heart makes into coal.
Instead of salty water, blood fills my eyes.
And instead of smiles, blood is all I cry.

Yay!! 3 Days!!As of 3:30 pm it had been three day's since Kylie had a seizure! And I just got off the phone with my sister and she still hasn't had one! This weekend and next week will be the test though to see if she really is getting better because they're going to try to get her more active and start weaning off those strong ass meds they put her on three days ago to give her a break. So we'll see how she does. Keep those prayers going strong please!
Sarah still isn't doing well so keep praying for her too please I'm not really sure what is wrong this time.

IrritationMy husband and I were talking about patriotism and how Americans are so strange about theirs. In contrast to most other countries, most Americans know their national anthem. Most Americans put on a good show of the outward appearance of patriotism. You know the type, draping their houses and cars with the flag, getting bent out of shape over the wording of the pledge of allegiance, singing the national anthem off-key...
Yet, when asked, a lot of Americans will claim to be Irish or German or Italian. The same people who drape their houses in the flag. I think that only the Italians and Irish might actually be aware of these impostors going around believing that they are part of a culture and a history they know nothing about, let alone have experienced directly. I even remember one St. Patrick's day having someone ask me what nationality I was, and when I replied that I was American, they seemed deflated and crestfallen. I don't even want to think about the reaction they'd get

Another RantI am so sick and freaking tired of the media making so much special attention of these stupid idiotic movie stars being so freaking stupid as to killing them self and not giving a damn about the REAL HEROES that are dying defending this country.
Who really gives a crap about Heath Ledger and Pamula Anderson. They were nothing but druggies that took their own life.
While I'm on this topic if I hear one more thing about the trashy whores like Brittney Spears and Hilton I think I will throw something through my TV.
Those two will be next to die and then the media will have to spend 6 freakin months talkin bout them.
They really need to get the priorities straight. Focus on the REAL Americans that defend this country.

Let's Finish Up Superstarrprincess.. Please Help!Trying to finish up my HH only 10,300 more comments to go! The sooner I finish MY giveaway the sooner we will be taking requests from YOU! All help is greatly appreciated! Click pic to comment bomb!

God's BoxesGod's Boxes
I have in my hands two boxes,
Which God gave me to hold.
He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box,
An d all your joys in the gold."
I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,
Both my joys and sorrows I stored,
But though the gold became heavier each day,
The black was as light as before.
With curiosity, I opened the black,
I wanted to find out why,
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,
Which my sorrows had fallen out by.
I showed the hole to God, and mused,
"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"
He smiled a gentle smile and said,
"My child, they're all here with me.."
I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,
Why the gold and the black with the hole?
"My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,
The black is for you t! o let go .."
We should consider all of our friends a blessing.
Send this to a friend today just to let them know you
are thinking of them and that they are a joy in your life.
A bal

KiltsWhile the wearing of pants, slacks, trousers, leggings, dungarees, and such, have been the accepted fashion for western men over the past 400 years, it is really an idea that developed in the Renaissance Period (1450-1600 AD). Over the centuries, it became accepted that western men would wear bifurcated garments (leggings, then pants/slacks) and women would wear unbifurcated garments (dresses and skirts). The strict conventions of the Victorian and Edwardian Periods reenforced the conservative fashions that had developed in the preceding centuries and anyone choosing to freely express themselves or live outside these accepted conventions was quickly labeled a deviant and subjected to ridicule and gossip.
In the whole scheme of things, the pants we wear today are a relatively new invention and quite a departure from what men have traditionally worn for eons. In many respects, modern pants and slacks (as well as most contemporary men's fashion) constitute a stifling throw-back to Pu

Open And HonestI wonder why it's so hard for people to be open and honest. I really do. I get that some people are uncomfortable with confrontation. I get that some people are just not ok with being the first to pull the trigger, when it comes to saying goodbye to one another. I just DON'T understand why, when someone TELLS another person that it's ok to say anything to them, that person just won't.
I treat others the way I want to be treated. I try my best to do so respectfully, but somethimes I can't. My level of tact only extends so far.
Please, I am begging you, if you are reading this, be honest when I ask a question. If you don't want to talk to me, tell me that, when I say hello. Because I usually say hello to everyone who stops by my page. It's just me. I don't get hints, JUST TELL ME.

Don't Ask And Then Be A Jerk Off!It is almost 9pm. I ended up working most of the day on boring Quickbooks. I opened up my package from work and saw that the disk was in there so I figured I needed to get things done. I ended up working 7 hours! Ugh.
I was watching The L Word but Peter went to bring our spoiled daughter dinner so I am waiting to finish watching it when he returns (that is the fantastic thing about Tivo!).
I am a little sick of drama on fubar lately. If it isn't solving the worlds problems, it is having a woman stalk me because she thinks I am in some kind of competition with her. I am not in competition with anyone.
I also got a bit pissed off tonight too. Don't ask to see my fucking pictures anymore people. It isn't going to happen. I am about to take them all off of here. Why do I owe you anything? I don't. I really don't like to feel lie I am being made fun of. Not cool at all. I guess my tits must be small? Funny.
The folder says "Martin's special folder" for a reaso

Would U Date Me?Wellhere i am:; single, lonley and bored. If you are reading this then i feel its safe to assume you have a slight interest in me. I do hope you enjoy this mini survey!!
[ladies only please]
1: Do you think im cute?
2: How well do you know me?
3: What do you like about me?
4: Is there anything you would like to know about me?
5: Tell me something about yourself please.
6: What do you think of nerd guys?
7: What do you think of athletic guys?
8: What are your hobbies?
9: Are you a naughty girl or more conservative?
10: What do you think about piercings and tattos?
11: Do you have any?
12: How important is health and hygene to you?
13: Do you believe that nice guys finish last?
14: What type of food do you like?
15: Are you allergic to anything?
16: Tell me your sexual orientation please.
17: If I ever needed you to be there for me would you be?
18: What do you think about children?
19: Are you more of an

The Beginning Of ForeverThere are four chapters to this story... please enjoy all four... they are well worth the read. :)And you'll have to guess what part of this is real and what isn't. :D .... And YES there is an erotic part, but you have to read it to find it. :D
Enjoy,
~T~

The World Can Be A Dangerous PlaceI was at dinner in Philadelphia with a friend. We finished up around 10 P.M. My friend used the valet, but I parked in a indoor garage. She offered me a ride but I passed because it was only a block and a half walk and she was on a one way street going the opposite direction from my garage.
As I was walking down the street I felt like someone was walking behind me. I looked on the window of a shop across the street and saw the reflection of someone walking quickly behind me. I stayed calm but picked up the pace of my walk (not that I can walk that fast in heels with my short legs). Before I knew it, someone grabbed me from behind. Luckily I was able to react quickly without thinking. I scraped the back of my heel against his shin, slammed the back of my head into his nose and filled him over my shoulder. He landed flat on his butt in a seated position in front of me. I reared back and hit with a roundhouse kick to the temple and he crumpled to the ground unconscious.
Maybe he j

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PICK UR POISON...

Another UpdateMy niece is coming off the meds they gave her to give her a break and has started having seizures again. So please keep her in your prayers! I'm going to add a couple more photos of her to my photo album soon.
And my friend Sarah is back home from the hospital still weak but home at least. Keep her in your prayers also so that she doesn't have to go back to the hospital again.

LacrymosaOut on your own
cold and alone again
can this be what you really wanted, baby?
Blame it on me
set your guilt free
nothing can hold you back now
Now that you're gone
I feel like myself again
grieving the things I can't repair and willing ...
to let you blame it on me
and set your guilt free
I don't want to hold you back now love
I can't change who I am
not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me
and in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up
my love wasn't enough
and you can blame it on me
just set your guilt free, honey
I don't want to hold you back now love

Just Wordsdid u know the words "I LOVE U"have a price
Its like a roll of the dice.
To see if ur luck will hold
or will u have to fold ?
move on? or
stay?
I hold my heart at bay
to see if you ll stay
or go away

My Private Part Died Today...My Private Part Died Today
An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living the last of his life in a nursing Home.
One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong.
"Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Wallace, "My Private Part died today and I am very sad."
Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she
replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace, please accept my condolences."
The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy.
"Mr. Wallace," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas."
"But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Wallace, "I told you yesterday that my
Private Part died."
"Yes , you did tell m e that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?"
(You are going to love this !!!!!)
"Well," he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Do You...Bitches get your profile from the same place? Because almost ALL of them say the SAME schit.

Surgery Date Has Been Set....it Is OfficialOkay this is for all that don’t know about what is going on with me. I am going to have open heart surgery on February 26, 2008 at 6:00am. They are going to be going in to repair a bad valve that I have had since birth, it’s just got bad enough now that I can not postpone the surgery. It’s going to be at UT. I will have to be in the hospital for about a week then out of work for about another three. I’m keeping a positive attitude…if not I will be scared and worried and make myself sick….I will be okay.

Hey HeyHey everyone it's been a while. Just wanted to update ya. I'm still in PA. But I'm working.... trying to get somewhere in life... Nothing really big has been happening other than losing my grandfather this January. I miss him soo... Well I miss the love! Hopefully I can get back on here on a regular basis.
Ciao!

Close To The BorderlineBlackout, heatwave, .44 caliber homicide
The bums drop dead and dogs go mad
In packs on the West Side
Young girl standing on a ledge looks like another suicide
She wants to hit those bricks
'Cause the news at six gotta stick to a deadline
While the millionaires hide in Beekman Place
The bag ladies throw their bones in my face
I get attacked by a kid with stereo sound
I don't want to hear it but he won't turn it down
Life is tough but it's just enough
To hold back the tears until it's closing time
I survived, I'm still alive
But I'm getting close to the borderline
Close to the borderline
A buck three eighty
Won't buy you much lately on the street these days
And when you can get gas
You know you can't drive fast anymore on the parkways
Rich man, poor man, either way American
Shoved into the lost and found
The no nuke yell we're gonna all go to hell
With the next big meltdown
I got remote control and a color T.V.
I don't change channels so they must change me
I

Mumm'sI love the mumms, they are entertaining, to say the least. What really irks me about them, is the people are idiots. Every day we get mumms posted about the same shit, said different ways, but still the same thing. Every day it's the same question that was asked yesterday and the day before, etc. What is the problem with these people?
Long distance relationships, do they work?
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Who swallows?
What's your favorite sex position?
Should I stay if he/she cheats?
I'm in love with a married man/woman, what should I do?
Should I post NSFW pics to get rates?
Are these people serious? Please tell me they are not really this stupid! Can you imagine what our world really is like with people like this working, driving and standing next to us in line at the grocery store? What a sad, sad world- is it because our school systems suck, too many drugs while their mother was pregnant with them? I wish someone would come up with s

Zen Sarcasm1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me,
for I may not follow.
Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me alone.
2 The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt or a
leaky tire.
3. It's always darkest before dawn, so if you're going to steal your
neighbor's newspaper, that's the
time to do it.
4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be
promoted.
5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else.
6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.
7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of
car payments.
8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes.
That way, when you criticize them,
you're a mile away and you have their shoes.
9. If at first you don't succeed...... skydiving is not for you.
10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to
fish, and he w

Sick Of Egg Shellsflat out i am sick of this "don't offend anyone" bull shit...you can't say this and you can't say that because you could offend someone and than they will throw a fucking hissy fit like a damn two year old. guess what life is like that everyone has their own damn opinion and guess what IT MAY BE OFFENSIVE!
what happened to the days when there were sickos like gg allin around shoving bottles up his ass on stage not giving a damn who they offended...or when people actually spoke their minds without fear of pissing someone off...has the world really gotten to the point that everyone watches what they do and say because heaven forbid someone might get pissed...is the world full of grown up toddlers that can't handle "offensive" things in their midst. well get the fuck over it...the only person i worry about seeing certain behaviours is my 3 year old son. if you are over the age of 21 you really need to lighten up and realize people are going to live their lives the way they choose, and

~in Rememberance~ I Wrote This To A Young Woman Who Died When I Was 16This calls for a dance
Or maybe a toast
Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost
Utmost respect for the situation
In remembrance of the day
I asked for your hand
I remember like it was yesterday
Centered in the trees of Autumn
We were surrounded by these
I could see the tears in your eyes
At the very touch of my hand
I felt your nervous shake
As you stared at your man
I could see your thoughts
As if they where projected
Onto your face from your brain
And it was funny
So not unusually
I was thinking the same
Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold
As long as you live
Will you be my wife
My lover
The mother of my kids
With all that said
I ask you this
Will you be my wife?
Stay with me for the rest of our lives

Just You Wait Mr Easel, Just You Wait.Now that I've got you out in the open, I'd like to get something else out in the open. We are NOT even. You are definitely not even (I see I haven't extended one of your legs properly) but despite your wonkiness you still manage to make me feel inferior.
There you stand - 74" of oiled beechwood and canvas staring at me blankly, waiting for me to prove something to you that I don't want you to know.
I can't paint.
Ignorance is bliss so long as you remain ignorant of your own ignorance. Otherwise, paranoia starts to torture you with relentless questions: "Have I left it to late to learn?", "Would I recognise a Caravaggio if I fell over one?" (fancy leaving it on the floor in the first place) and worst of all: "Am I one of the millions upon millions of people who uses the word 'surreal' in the wrong context?"
Probably. No. Probably.
I don't like you. I don't like your silent smugness. I don't even like the box you came in. I'm almost looking forward to painting my fi

The MemberA certain young man finally got a date with a female of somewhat questionable morals that lived in his apartment complex. To prepare for his big date, the young man went up on to the roof of his apartment building in order to tan himself. Not wanting any tan lines to show, he sunbathed in the nude.
Unfortunately, he fell asleep while on the roof and managed to get a sunburn on his "tool". But, determined not to miss his date, he put some lotion on his manhood and wrapped it in gauze.
When the hot date showed up at his apartment, the young man treated her to a home cooked dinner, after which they went into the living room to watch a video. During the video, however, the young man's sunburn started acting up again.
He asked to be excused, went into the kitchen and poured a tall, cool glass of milk. He then placed his sunburned member in the milk and experienced immediate relief of his pain.
The date, meanwhile, wondering what he was doing, wandered into the kitchen to see hi

Break Your Heart By The Barenaked LadiesSpecial meaning for me....
It's exactly true... all the way through.
The bravest thing I've ever done
Was to run away and hide
But not this time, not this time
And the weakest thing I've ever done
Was to stay right by your side
Just like this time, and every time
I couldn't tell you I was happy when you were gone
So I lied and said that I missed you when we were apart.
I couldn't tell you, so I had to lead you on
But I didn't mean to break your heart.
And if I always seem distracted
Like my mind's somewhere else,
Thats because it's true, yes it's true
It's this stupid pride that makes me feel
Like I have to follow through
Even half-assedly, loving you
Why must I always speak in terms of cowardice?
When I guess I should have just come out and told you right from the start
Why must I always tell you all I want is this?
I guess cause I didnt want to break your heart
And you said:
"What'd you think that I was gonna do,
Curl up and die just because of you?
I

If We Were A Movie....Uh oh, there you go again talkin' cinematic
Yeah you, Your charming, got everybody star struck
I know, how you always seem to go
For the obvious instead of me
But get a ticket and you'll see
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
That you'd fall in love with in the end
We'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song
Yea,Yea,When you call me I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure, wanna see me & tell me all about her
La la, I'll be acting through my tears
I guess you'll never know
That I should win
An Oscar for this scene I'm in
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
That you'd fall in love with in the end
We'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Show the names
Play the happy song
Wish I could tell you there's a twist
Some kind of hero in disguise
And we're together it's for real, (now playing)
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss
Like something more th

Mrs PartridgeHe said he was a gentleman, but oh my how he grabbed my bosom nearly lost my breath. I mean taking advantage of a poor maid like myself, thrusting his body and pulling at my bloomers. He was no gentleman more like a ravenous pig, to think that such a man could force himself upon a maid, doesn’t bare thinking of.
I really don’t know what would of happened if the master hadn’t of come in, maybe my bloomers would have been around them ankles, oh my doesn’t thinking upon.
“Oh come ere you saucy little thing” he would say, his breath stinking of cheap beer, god knows how he managed to beer his money away. He’d have me running my poor little feet around the table, while his fingers snipped my little behind.
“Mr Granger” that was his name” please stop I have food to prepare for master, I can’t be playing games”.
He was an idol gentleman with no respect for morals or women come to think of it, but by heck he never gave up.
“Oh Mrs Partridge, come ere forget masters food, lets make fo

Sermon SleepSermon Sleep
One day Mrs. Jones went to have a talk with the minister at the
local church. "Reverend," she said, "I have a problem, my
husband keeps falling asleep during your sermons. It's very
embarrassing. What should I do?"
"I have an idea," said the minister. "Take this hatpin with you.
I will be able to tell when Mr. Jones is sleeping, and I will
motion to you at specific times. When I motion, you give him a
good poke in the leg."
In church the following Sunday, Mr. Jones dozed off. Noticing
this, the preacher put his plan to work. "And who made the
ultimate sacrifice for you?" he said, nodding to Mrs. Jones.
"Jesus!", Jones cried as his wife jabbed him the leg with the
hatpin.
"Yes, you are right, Mr. Jones," said the minister. Soon, Mr.
Jones nodded off again. Again, the minister noticed. "Who is
your redeemer?" he asked the congregation, motioning towar ds
Mrs. Jones.
"God!" Mr. Jones cried out as he was stuck again with the hatpi

BuckcherryOh I had alot to saywas thinking on my time away// I missed you and things werent the same// Cause everything inside it never comes out right// And when I see you cry it makes me want to die//Im sorry Im bad,Im sorry Im blue Im sorry about all the things I said to you// And I know I cant take it back/ I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, And baby the way you make my world go around/ And I just wanted to say Im sorry...//This time I think Im to blameits harder to get throught the days/You get older and blame turns to shame//Every single day I think about how we came all this way/ the sleepless nights and the tears you cried its never to late to make it right/Oh yeah sorry! //

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RULES:
1. RATE AND FAN ALL ON THE PLANE AND BECOME FRIENDS. IF ALREADY FRIEND THEN LEAVE A COMMENT THAT YOU BEEN THERE.
2. FOR FIRST CLASS WILL BE HAND PICK BY ME AND MY CREW.(GHETTO BOOTY ONLY WOMEN)
3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE.
4. ALL DRAMA ALLOWED ON THE SOUL PLANE
5. DRINKS ARE 5 OR MORE AND PLEASE GIVE THE HOST MONEY! NO CHECKS , NO FOOD STAMPS, NO CREDIT!
6. NO SMOKING ALLOWED UNLESS YOU SHARE WITH THE CAPTAIN AND CREW.
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Fu PastorAm now an official Fubar Pastor.
Thank you PirateAss
Link to all Pastors are here.
http://www.fubar.com/blog/175713/670230

My First AuctionIM GETTING AUCTIONED
Anyone wanna make me your biatch????
Cum and make a bid on me then.... Go On .... I dare ya!!!!
Saturday Night 8pm Est
Here is what im gonna do for you....
1. I will rate profile an 11, all pics 11's and all stash, bloggs and what ever else i can rate, however long it may take. (all during happy hour)
2. I will add you to my friends.
3. I will add your name onto my name, claiming im your bitch.
6. I will create a saucy saltue pic for you.
7. I will send you a saucy gift daily for a month.
8. I will send you a comments
9 I will open my shout box for one month
10: I will put and keep a link direct to your page on the top of my about me.

IsmsSome of my garyisms
why is there braile on a drive up atm?
Where does the the word fuck come from and why does it have so many uses?
how does a blind person know what a seeing eye dog sees?
why is it u can remember where the keys are on a typewriter/keyboard but never remember your phone number?
why do you only see one shoe in the middle of the road? was the person wearing it like umm i hate my left shoe and tossed it out the window while driving?
How do blind sky divers know when to pull the cord?
why is store bought lemonade made with lemon flavor but dawn dish liquid made with real lemons?
how do blind people know how to read braille?
why is it when u watch a fishing show u wonder what lures they are using or whether or not they are using live bait?
who decided the days of the week and why did they choose to work for 5 and off for 2?
where does the term horny come from?
how do deaf people know when someone is talking to them from behind their

Shite It's ColdI found this beautiful winter poem and thought it might be a comfort to you.
It was to me, it's very well written.
" WINTER "
a poem by Abigail Elizabeth McIntyre
" SHIT, It's Cold ! "
The End

Want A Tag?If u want me to make you a tag tell me so i can do it for you

Thoughts On Groundhogs DayOk, I can keep silent no longer:
Of course Phil saw his shadow AGAIN this morning....as he does EVERY year. Well my friends, here are a couple ideas...
1) If he doesn't see his shadow spring is early right? Heres and idea...DON'T WAKE HIM UP ON FEB 2ND!!! He can't see a shadow if he is still sleeping.
2) Now, I don't understand how on a cloudy day that early in the morning he can see his shadow...oh wait...they put 500000 bright lights on him. DUH, Stevie Wonder could see his shadow with that many lights on.
I left the house this morning, I didn't see my shadow...did you? Of course not, and we are all ALOT taller than a woodchuck...This is someones way of keeping winter around.

Why Physicists Don't Write Comic Books“The Empress and her chosen dwelling place, the Seat of Power, remained invisible and undetectable. Shuttles traveled back and forth daily from much of the world and, through the view ports of her private chambers, the Empress saw them all.” Perhaps the opening paragraph of chapter two in my first novel “Progeny” (ISBN 1418499455) won’t go down in history as scintillating prose, but it does what I believe an introduction ought to do, present a character in a distinct environment doing something and prompting you the reader to ask (I hope) what happens next. (It’s good … I don’t want to spoil it for you!)
Dealing with super heroes – by the way, the Empress is not one of them – means you have to give them a truly great, truly nasty villain to measure themselves against. Trust me, the Empress IS in a very subtle way. Writing this and my other novels after this was my answer to what happens next, and I tried to make them as real world (that is, something you could actually believe

A WishIf I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

RandomBeen sick for four weeks. 1 week I was in the hospital.. new meds..... total 360 with these meds and my life..
in all serious i want to kinda give up and die.
I wake up shaking like a addict with this new insulin.. my body is being forced into shock.
My hands are swollen and it hurts. migrane 24-7. A
werid sickening depression has overcome me.
Ive talked to the dr he says its part of it.
sure me thinking of death 3/4's of my day.
ah well.
going to bed
with any luck my soul will be consumed as I sleep and i wont be such a burden on anyone anymore

Fu-bucks For CommentsMy wife is in a happy hour giveaway. She needs 50,000 comments for a happy hour and she has 8 weeks to do it. I will pay fubucks for comments. Anybody that does 100 comments I will pay them 5000 fubucks. 200 comments gets ya 10000 fubucks. If you are really ambitious I will pay you 25000 fubucks for 500 comments. If you are doing this it will be easier to keep track if count in your comments. Whenever you achieve your comment goal just send me or Lori a message, and I will pay your fubux as soon as I get the chance. Here the contest link.....
When you achieve your comment goal message me...
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or Lori....
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And while you are at it please add, fan, and rate the contest host......
Stephanie Lynn@ fubar
THIS MAN HAS PAID OUT 25,000 FU-BUCKS FOR THE 500 COMMENTS I LEFT YESTERDAY, I AM BOMBING

Grrrrwtf so today me and megan had a great time and now she is pissed at me, motherfucker

Wierdosi haven't been coming on here as much as i used to becuas some wierdos started harrassing me. first there was this guy with a mullet then these to girls started messing with me,calling me fake. that's what that wierd guy was sayin to. saying i said i was a model and i never did. he was really crazy i think. so i made my profile private n changed my default pic. i dont need the negative attention. i jus come on here to vent someitmes, chat n have fun. i'm not makin it my life.

1 Yr Gone......it doesn't feel like he's been gone a year already.... its all gone by so fast.... so much has happened and it all seems to be a blur. sometimes i sit here and look back on everything that has happened since he's been gone.... and i wonder... what would he say or do about this or that if he was still alive. i have caught myself going through life sometimes still making moves based on what daddy would think of it.... whether he would approve or disapprove... whether he would be happy with it or skin me alive.... most of my decisions these past few months he would definately skin me alive for. i know he probably wouldn't be happy with the way i've turned out... but i've also realized that i have to stop living to make everyone else happy and i need to start trying to find out what will make me happy. daddy never seemed to be a happy man... he was always angry about one thing or another... there are very few times i ever remember him being happy. even fewer times i remember him smiling. h

New Lounge!!!Hey FU Peeps there's a new lounge called Latin American Xchange... Plays the hottest in Reaggaeton and had just opened.. Looking foe bouncers and greeters.. If intrested hit me up or just subsrcibe to the lounge

Far AwayI'm coming home,
I've been gone for far to long,
Do you remember me at all,
I'm leaving,
Have I fucked things up again,
I'm dreamin,
To much time without you spent,
It hurts,
Wounds so sore,
Now I'm torn,
I've been far away,
When i see your face,
My heart bursts into fire,
Hearts burst into fire,
You're not alone,
I know I'm far from home,
Do you remember me at all,
Do you wait for me again,
I'm screaming,
No more days without you spent,
It hurts,
My bed's so cold so lonely,
No arms just sheets to hold me,
Has this world stopped turning,
Are we forever to be apart,
I'm coming home,
I've been gone for far to long,
I'm coming, remember me at all,
I'm leaving,
I'm dreaming,
My hearts bursts into fire.

The Reason I Have Been Miamissing in action.
I am sorry for those who thought I was around when I wasn't. My grandmother died, she was 89 years old, her late husband was in WWII fought on the beaches. He passed a few years ago.
She passed away in her sleep. So I had to go spend time with my family. My grandmother wasn't in my book like other grandparents she was very lade back and cool. Loved to ride on the back of a harley and drink dark beers.
she is now in a better place.

Thoughts And Prayers Please And Thank You!!I am in need of thoughts and prayers for my Sister in Law and Brother. They are currently awaiting the overdue arrival of their daughter. My Sister inlaw was due to give birth on the 22nd of January and the Doctor has just today induced labor.
My family has been through a lot with this pregnacy and are all very anxious to get the phone call from my brother that their little girl is here! Especially since they are based in Japan for the next 3 years. (My sister in law in a RN in the Navy.)
So for those of you that pray, and even if you don't....could you just send a thought of safety for mother and child.....and patience for my Brother...(he'll need it most I'm sure LOL)
Thanks,
JeNn
"Life is a flame that is always burning itself out, but it catches fire again every time a child is born." --George Bernard Shaw

Men An How They Treat Us WomenI AM SO SICK OF THE MEN IN THIS WORLD TREATING US WOMEN LIKE A FUCKING TROPHY...YOU THINK JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A RELATIONSHIP HERE ON FUBAR OR EVEN IN REAL LIFE...YOU THINK CAN JUST SAY AN DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT TO US PUT US WOMEN ON DISPLAY AS SOME SORT OF FUCKING TROPHY...WELL I GOT NEWS FOR YOU GUYS WHO THINK YOUR GODS GIFT TO WOMEN YOU AIN'T SHIT...YOU ARE A NOBODY....IM SICK OF HEARING THE SAME EXCUSES...THE PICKUP LINES GET THE FUCK OVER IT THERE ARE NO GOOD MEN LEFT IN THIS WORLD THEY THINK OF ONLY THEMSELVES AN WHAT THERE NEEDS ARE....YOU MEN OUT THERE ON THIS SITE DONT STOP TO THINK ABOUT HOW YOU TALK TO YOUR WOMAN...OR WOMEN IN GENERAL YOU ACT LIKE THEY ARE YOUR FUCKING WORLD AN YOU TELL THEM ALL THE WONDERFUL SWEET THINGS YOU THINK THEY WANT TO HEAR AND YOU FUCKERS TURN AROUND AN SHIT ON THEM...WELL IM TIRED OF IT...TAKE A FUCKIN HIKE GROW THE HELL UP YOU STUPID FUCK TARDS QUIT THINKING WITH YOUR DICKS AN START USING YOUR BRAINS...OH WAIT MOST MEN DON'T HAVE A FUCKIN BRAIN..

Well HmmmIssue 1 has been cleared up somewhat. Will be calling him later today I think.
Issue 2 is still up in the air. I feel better after what I said and hopefully will have some clarity soon.
My back hurts.

The Plan To Conquer Fubar, With A Fu-wife!!!Ok so anyhow just seeing if anyone needed a fu-hubby lol...i'm here looking for a fu-wife, i wonder what responses i will get with this but curiousity has killed me...help bring me back to life and undo the curiousity within me lol

Condoms..lolA man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son.
They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks.
"What are these, Dad?
To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called
Condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex".
"Oh I see," replied the boy. "Yes, I've heard of safe sex in
health class at School"
He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks,
"Why are there 3 in this pac kage?"
The dad replies, "Those are for high schoolboys, One for Friday,
one for Saturday, and one for Sunday."
"Cool" says the boy.
He notices a 6 pack and asks,"Then who are these for?"
"Those are for college men," the dad answers, "TWO for Friday,
TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday."
"WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "then who uses THESE?" he asks,
Picking up a 12 pack.
With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are
for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March.......

Waheed's Poetry - "when I Am Away From You"When I am away from you
All depressed and messed up
in my day to day work
I think of you
I think of moments of passions
I think of fun we had
Sweet Love, I begin missing you
Sweet Love, I want your love
Sometime I think
I am not living for myself
I am living because I love you
Sweetheart, you are my love

Please Help???I have been cruising through the levels very well but have now hit the ones that are the hardest to breeze on by, now I need the help of my Family, Friends & Fans! I have been rating most all of you, it's hard to keep track of who I do and do not get to in the course of a day but I am going through my friends list, and have begun showing some love to each and everyone of you all! This is going to be fun, because I have a large friends list so I am going to get on top of things as soon as possible!
I am beginning to sound like a point whore and maybe I just may be but I have to get out of this level sooner or later, I would love for it to be sooner if you all will give me a hand?
Most everyone knows that I make a lot of things for those that comment me and those that stop by on my shoutbox, so if you are looking for something cool to be made for you, please rate 200 items in any folder but my NSFW! We all know those points don't count, so if you I will gladly make you something fo

Goodbye!!IM LEAVING FUBAR TODAY I AM DELETING MY ACCOUNT...FOR THOSE OF U WHO I HAVE GOTTEN CLOSE WIT I WILL MISS U DEARLY IF YA WANNA EMAIL ME MY EMAIL IS kells_rasberry@yahoo.com....GOODBYE FRIENDS!!!!

BrI really don't like winter.
So I got a couple more hours at work today than I orignally figured I would. That is pretty awesome.
I'm still on a huge orange kick. I don't know if they're just really that good lately or what. But they are good and they're actually something that I munch on that is good for me and the baby.
Waiting for mom to get up so we can go get stuff to make supper. I could just go by myself but.. no thanks.
Anyways... thats all for today.

Give Me A Break Will You!!You know honestly, I've been reading blogs for about an hour now out of boredom and basically reading people if you will. Now, I've noticed that usually...the same guys are saying pretty much the same things to different people on here. Why might you ask? Because they can't come up with anything original or even remotely useful to say to someone. Usually it's the same old "I totally understand, I hear you there, or the best one...'That's me to a T'. Come on guys, show some form of brainwave activity and stop making the rest of us look like we're all the same. USE YOUR BRAINS!!! I KNOW YOU HAVE ONE!! Lord knows there's a million guys on here that have abnormally huge bodies and obnoxiously small heads that look like they should be hanging from a rear-view mirror but hey, who am I to judge? I just think it's sad, pathetic and a waste of their time considering guys that most females can spot a bullshitter a mile away. That's all for now

Check This Outif u want a morph made send me 10,000 fubucks and i will make em for u

JokeTHINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK…
1. Innovative
2. Preliminary
3. Proliferation
4. Cinnamon
THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:
1. Specificity
2. Anti-constitutionalistically
3. Passive-aggressive disorder
4. Transubstantiate
THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK:
1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex.
2. Nope, no more booze for me!
3. Sorry, but you're not really my type.
4. Taco Bell? No thanks, I'm not hungry.
5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight?
6. Oh, I couldn't! No one wants to hear me sing karaoke.
7. I'm not interested in fighting you.
8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no
co-ordination. I'd hate to look like a fool!
9. Where is the nearest bathroom? I refuse to pee in this parking lot or on
the side of the road.
10. I must be going home now, as I have to work in the morning.

Real Men Of GeniusToday.. we salute you, Mr. Fubar Bouncer Guy(Mr. Fubar Bouncer Guy)Ever so diligently, you patrol the internet looking for ways to make everyones life a living hell(Should have been a highschool gym coach)With muscles bigger than beach balls and a blatant, cold-blooded attitude, you really know how to put the 'FU' in FUBAR.(Contests are so lame)Should you pop up once? twice? Or perhaps ten times in a row. Who needs friends, fans, rates, and comments anyway.(Rate me baby!) So crack open an ice cold Budlight, oh connoisseur of the CAPTCHAAnd know that as long as you keep doing your job, we'll keep hating your guts.(Mr. Fubar Bouncer Guy)

She Was Only 13!!!!!!!!!!!Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic
Her only friend
was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair
She always talked to it
When no one was around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound
Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endore
A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?
But she grabs her bear
And softly crys
She loves her parents
But they want her to die
She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking?"
Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did
Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by
Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made
She thrusted the blade
R

Cry BabysI spent a little time on rating pics last night and well all i can say is woo ... some people cant take any thing less then a 10 well sorry we cant all be tens im not saying im a 10 but well lets face it that is why we put our photos on this thing is to get rated right and it sure pissed every one off well kiss my ass i can rate what i want ....and rate my photos low i dont care im not a cry baby it wont hurt me one bit .this is only for fun
.

Snake Bite Radio Url ChangeThe External URL for Snake Bite Radio Has changed to http://207.10.234.194:8010/listen.pls please make a note of that and change on your personal profiles to http://207.10.234.194:8010 sorry for the down time

Mystic Illusionz " Special " DownloadsAre you into creating your own pictures? Tired of dealing with trial versions? Want full 100% working programs? Contact me and I can give you prices and details. Keep in mind, we are running a special this month to go along with it being Valentine's Day and also our beloved CougarBaby's birthday.
Thanks to you all.
~ Alexa ~

Are You A True Friend?Okay Well I Have Almost 1000 friends, but I spent to only a handful of them, I try to rate everyone, and when they are in a contest, or need ot level up, i try to do what I can and it seems to always go unappreciated and when I need something done most of you do nothing to help me out. So what I wanna know is who really wants to be my friend and who jhust added me for the points? if you just added me for the points, just delete me now. i am here to make true, loyal friends. I will give you all til over the weekend to write me and then I am gonna start cleanin out my friends. Hope to hear from you all.

Presidential PrimariesWell, time to rant and vent frustration. These primaries suck...Pennsylvania hasn't even had theirs yet and what do we have left? Huckabee, McCain, Clinton and Obama...fuckin' great!!! Thanks a lot all you blue states! Primaries need to be held all on the same day...no shenanigans, no suppressed votes, no backroom deals between the candidates (West Virginia is fine example). You just vote for who you think will do us the best..no matter if Dem or Rep. I dislike all these leftovers. Hillary is such a fake (hired a drama guy from Yale the other day, so that tells me all her crying is as phony as a 3-dollar bill) and if you think government healthcare for everyone is great, god bless ya. Too many lazy people who expect the gov't to do everything for them and maybe wipe their ass too if they could. The private sector gets things accomplished way faster and more efficient than the damn gov't. Obama wants to sit down with our enemy countries, what a joke. McCain supports a war that could of

Observations AgainA few events on Fubar and in the world have gotten me to thinking over the last couple of days. These are some recent observations, and older observations. If you want to read on, do so. If not, thank you and come back soon. If you do not know what I am talking about, or circumstances behind it, please try to understand.
1. Sporks: I know. everyone has blogged this. Oh well. Here's my two cents. I don't know what happened, it is a tragedy, but I do not judge.
2. I am tired of everytime someone disappears that it is a national emergency. Yes, it is a tragedy.
3. I am tired of the election. It is not breaking news that Candidate X has raised Y Millions of dollars in the last 24 hours. How many people could that money have fed, or employed for a year?
4. Welfare is overabused and needs to be fixed. Yes it is a great idea. Help those who need it so they can get on their feet, but get on, get off.
5. If someone asks for help for this or that, how much tr

Razor Blades And Cotton Candy!Dying red ros begins to live once more.
Everything we once knew begins to change.
And everything we wanted becomes oh so clear.
They say time changes but ehy so sudden?
And will the memories still be there in the end?
Or is it just as easily forgotten as if it never matter at all?
Who says who we are today determines who we will be.
And the decision we make today will shape our future.
When will utter bliss be in reach?
And will we realizes it when it comes?
Or will it just pass us by like the cheap whore on 20th street?
Or would you share the bliss with everyone you know and love?
Or hold it to ourselves like nothing else matters?
And then would that be consider utter bliss?

Valentines Day Poems>>>>>When Im alone and your always gone. Things pop into my mind ; Weve just begun to ,love is new and yet not blue .. Some what a tempation and we do. ..Yet in all and all I can spend a day alone and wonder when, you,ll be in my arms .. Soon I hope , but if it never ever comes to this .. Ill always ,s love you thru any and all. I love you more than life itself, your my heart .. Can you imigine this , with every breath I take and release??? ; Your there in the very deep of my soul being set free. ..I love , want the best for you ..,( yet im yearning with lustifulness), Your words not mine .. Me I long for , want and show you always there ,s much more...I Try to stay sane and give you ,the part of me that is to remain. Your ,s forever and every.. But you seem to slip from me at times , needing some space to comprehend ... What will be or not .. I think you firgure it not be so ever ... So you tend to stay your distance. Not trying to make the love last... I yern for your touch , kis

Crazzy TazzyCOME AND PLAY IN CRAZY TAZZY’S LOUNGE!!!!!!!!
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Re: Why Has Paul All But Suspended His Presidential Campaign?RE: Why Has Paul All But Suspended His Presidential Campaign?
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 09 Feb 2008, 18:54
Why Has Ron Paul All But Suspended His Presidential Campaign? Congressman Ron Paul's decision to essentially suspend his presidential campaign and focus instead on safeguarding his Congressional seat will confuse and disappoint many of his supporters, while delighting establishment media debunkers, but the truth of how far we have progressed and the reality of the battles that lie ahead show that the campaign has made a shrewd decision. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/020908_ron_paul.htm

How To Dance In The RainHow To Dance In The Rain
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his
80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was
in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be
over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him
looking at his watch and decided, sin ce I was not busy with another
patient, I would evaluate his wound .
On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got
the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.
While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's
appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman
told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast
with his wife.
I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a
while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked,
I asked

If You Dont Comebackif you dont come back
every sea will dry
and ill wait without you
scarving to te end of every memory
if you dont come back
my will will come down
ill wait right here
next to my dog spying horizons
if you dont come back
everything will become a desert
and ill wait in case
a heartbeat is left to this earth
that was so calm when you loved me
there was a fresh perfume id breathe
so beautiful so big it had no end
and everynight will come a star
to keep me company
that tells you how i am
and so youll know whats left of me
say my love love love
im right here cant you see
if you dont come back
there will be no life
wouldnt know what to do

Officially AloneWell I am officially alone in life. I am stuck here in hell with no way out. I have no one here, no family, no friends nothing. I have lost everything in my life that kept me sane. It is bad enough that I am extremely depressed with everything else that is going on in my life and now the last person that I could count on left. I am now here alone. I don't and can't trust anyone here cuz everyone that I have met has lied and betrayed me in some way and if they haven't yet i am sure they will down the line. I have tried to do everything in my power to stay happy for the sake of my son but I can't do it anymore. It is so much harder to do then people think. I have done nothing but fuck up since I have lived here. My life has done nothing but go down since I was young. I am weighed down by my own pain and suffering and there is no help out there to get me out. I am and will always be stuck here. no matter what.

Modern ImmigrationI'm sorry but I'm getting sick of this crap. I'm the descendant of Italian and German immigrants who were HAPPY to come to America and glad that they were welcome here. Yes I believe immigration is a big problem now. Too many people come here and don't learn English. I don't mind people come here from other countries to pursue a better life. But damn please learn english. I don't see Instructions for electronic devices being printed with Italian in them? Why not? Plenty of Italians immigrated here. But I guess I'm just a racist prick.....no I'm not(I have more ill feelings towards white people then anyone else), but I suppose I'll get called a racist for this. Please if your going to come to America, learn english, respect the flag, and don't be a dousch!

Soccer Vs. Mommy TimeI have been wanting to take my girls somewhere for Spring Break so we can have some bonding time. My oldest is graduating from HS this year and will be going to college and working. She won't have much time for me anymore. Anyway, I found some killer airline tickets. I called their dad to see if he would object because they would wind up missing half a day on Wed and all day Thurs. He said it sounded like a nice plan, however they will miss 3 soccer games which is one third of their soccer season. And the time they will be missing from school will NOT be excused so if they have any tests in that time they WILL NOT be able to make those up. I feel that he is putting soccer before spending time with their mother. What do you think???? They wanted to head to the midwest and do some historical sight seeing and visit some family that they haven't seen in over four years.
Guess I'm just going to get stuck working during that time.

I Don't Know!!!!OK, so my brother in law just sent me a text saying my sister was leaving him and going to take Kylie wiht her and that he'd never see her again and asked me for help...I SOOO don't know what to say I've gotten out of him that it has to do with my sister's best friend of whom neither my brother in law nor I am exactly fans of. ANYWAY she lives in Australia and I am wiggin out because I'm afraid she's talked my sister into moving there. I so totally don't know what to say to him he is going to be calling me soon so I'll find out more but I have NO CLUE what to say to him!!!! Him and I haven't really gotten along all that well the past 11 month I've lived here but have slowly been getting along better. I'm not exactly his biggest fan either because he is really immature and childish and insecure and says things to my sister that hurt her I don't know if he does it to hurt her on purpose or if it's just his age and immaturity showing PLEASE if anyone can give me advice on what to do pleas

No One - Alicia KeysI don't know what it is about this song.But I actually believe her when she says that everything is gonna be alright.
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can

Re: Neo-cons Admit Ron Paul Has "changed Gop Forever"RE: Neo-Cons Admit Ron Paul Has "Changed GOP Forever"
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 11 Feb 2008, 14:12
Neo-Cons Admit Ron Paul Has "Changed GOP Forever" Amidst a certain amount of resentment amongst some Ron Paul supporters that the Texan has decided to scale back his presidential campaign in order to secure his Congressional seat, the real progress that has been made over the last 12 months has been highlighted by an unlikely source. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021108_changed_gop.htm

Tag, You're It...The rules are:
Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs.
1. Boston Sucks!
2. I have a rasberry birth mark on the back of my head, that I never knew was there till I joined the service.
3. I like sex, and lots of it!
4. I drink A LOT!
5. I like the color blue
6. I only have one tattoo, but I think they are sexy on women, like the Gal from LA Ink!
7. Ive been active duty Air Force for 13 years
8. My middle name is not for you to know... I will never tell!
9. I Love Punk music, Black Flag, The Misfits, The Sex Pistols, The Ramones, and Bad Religion ROCK!
10. I think love STINKS!
Ok... I tag... And you CAN'T Tag me back!
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Re: See New Documentary Footage About Bill Hicks The 26th In NycRE: See new documentary footage about Bill Hicks the 26th in NYC
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Date: 11 Feb 2008, 05:01
R.I.P. Bill HicksDecember 16, 1961 - February 26, 1994
- THANX MUCH: LUCHIADate: Feb 10, 2008 10:32 PMBill Hicks was a groundbreaking, thought provoking comedian who died from pancreatic cancer at the tender age of 32. The New Yorker magazine described him as "A renegade comic genius in a class all his own." Rolling Stone named him "Hot Comic of the Year" and several comedians including Brett Butler, Dennis Miller and Richard Pryor admired his unrelenting passion. To commemorate the 14th year of his passing, Gotham Comedy Club is proud to present In The Spirit of Bill: A Tribute To Bill Hicks. Produced by New York City comedienne Luchia, with the Bl

You Are ~ Love Song To JesusThink of me what you will....it's my blog....I'll post what I want.
You are the love of my life
You are the hope that I cling to
You mean, more than this world to me
I wouldn't trade you for silver or gold
I wouldn't trade you for riches untold.
You are , you are my everything
I wouldn't take one step without you
I could never go on.
I couldn't breathe one breath without you.
Cause I don't have the strength
To make it on my own
Until the world stops turning
Until the stars fade, from the sky
Until the sun stops striving
I need you in my life and heres the reason why!
You are the love of my life
You are the hope that I cling to
You mean, more than this world to me
I wouldn't trade you for silver or gold
I wouldn't trade you for riches untold.
You are , you are my everything

Walking Is Good...Walking can add minutes to your life
Walking can add minutes to your life. This enables you at 85 years old to spend an additional 5 months in a nursing home at $5000 per month.
- My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. Now she's 97 years old and we don't know where the hell she is.
- The only reason I would take up exercising is so that I could hear heavy breathing again.
- I joined a health club last year, spent about 400 bucks. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to go there.
- I have to exercise early in the morning before my brain figures out what I'm doing.
- I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me.
- I have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them.
- The advantage of exercising every day is that you die healthier.
- If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small country.

Contest Ends Friday (feb 15)This is her first contest to ever enter. So far she is down by 160 Comments for 1st place. We are doing what we can to help her out. So come help us help her win this contest!!!

An Early Tragedy**
((((((((Romeo and Juliet
(an Early Tragedy))))))))
In Verona, Sampson and Gregory (Capulet servants) complain that they will not put up with insults from the Montague family. Abram and Balthasar (Montague servants) appear and the four start quarreling. Benvolio (Lord Montague's nephew) appears and tries to break up the quarrel, but Tybalt (Lady Capulet's nephew) appears and picks a fight with Benvolio. At length, officers try to break up the fight, even while Lord Capulet and Lord Montague begin to fight one another. The Prince of Verona (Escalus) appears and stops the fighting, proclaiming sentences of death to any that renew the fighting. At Montague's house, he, his wife, and Benvolio discuss how melancholy Romeo (Montague's only son) has been lately. Benvolio vows to find out why. Speaking with Romeo, Benvolio finds Romeo is in love with a woman who has sworn to stay chaste (Rosaline). Benvolio suggests pursuing other women, but Romeo refuses. Separately, Paris (a kinsman o

Rules For RatingTHE fubar RULES
ONE
If you're ugly,
stop acting like you don't know it.
The captions under you picture that says
"top model pose"
"sexy bitch"
"arnt i hot"
doesn't convince anyone.
TWO
To the people who have like 25,000 friends,
are you serious?
Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends.
You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.
THREE
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG,I'm so fat"
because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.
FOUR
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics;
even if you win,
you're still retarded.
FIVE
Making 20 bulletins a day
about how you have new pictures
and begging people to comment on them is pathetic.
Make the bulletin once if you have to,
and those who actually care about you
will comment on your pics.
SIX
If all your pictures look the same,
don't post them all.
Please pu

Without You:nilssonNo I canít forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thatís just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I canít forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now itís only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know
I canít live
If living is without you
I canít live
I canít give anymore
I canít live
If living is without you
I canít give
I canít give anymore
Well I canít forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thatís just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
I canít live
If living is without you
I canít live
I canít give anymore
I canít live
If living is without you
I canít give
I canít give anymore

Reflections 07This is much later than I wanted to post this but as I keep thinking about it, I just wasn't sure how it was going to come out.
2007 I can break up into 3 pieces.
The 1st 3 months were great for me personally, on a 10 point scale I'd rate my life personally an 8, which was way better than it had been in a long time. Professionally while it didn't suck it wasn't good either. I'd give that about a 4 for the 1st 3 months of 07.
The next 6 months was hell for me personally, I lost so much that if i would have died during those 6 months I would have took it as God showing mercy. I don’t know if I will ever fully recover from that time in my life, I will fight til the day I die to be whole again, there's not a day that goes by that I don’t think about all that I lost during that time in my life and all that I'm fighting to get back. During these 6 months I wrote the angel series, both as a way to express the pain and the emotion I felt and still feel inside, and as a way to show th

Feeling Blue Right NowWell i just came back from my uncles wake and 2morrow is the funeral i got to get up early
to get ready and go.I am sad but yet i am okay
its just sad to know he passed already.He is in no pain and not suffering anymore so that is a good thing.May he rest in Peace!I keep his memories alive inside my heart.I am glad before he passed i told him i love him and he told me back.He knew he was dying and did'nt wanna go through anymore pain.my mood right now is saddness but yet i am like okay with it.well thanks for hearing me out hugs xoxoxox kisses2

Can't Sleep AgainCan't sleep again,
and i'm thinking of you
hoping that I at least dream
if i can't go to sleep...
why is it that my heart feels no pain
if your the dagger that goes in so deep
and why do i feel like I could hold the sun
when i can barely scrape the sky
with you in my thoughts so constantly
that i've lost my mind along the way
and now i kno that i've lost it all
my sanity, my soul, my whole reason to live
just for a chance to be with you...
i won't say my life was great before you
but now i can't imagen living without you
how i wish i could live without water
i wish i could live without breathing....
i hope i could live without you...
cuz nothing else seems to matter
as long as i see a smile in ur face
if ur path towards happiness doesn't cross my path...
as long as ur happy... i could care less...

Gers Must Keep Clean Sheet - WeirGers must keep clean sheet - Weir
The experience of Weir will be crucial to Rangers at the back
David Weir reckons keeping a clean sheet against Panathinaikos is the key to Rangers progressing in the Uefa Cup.
The Ibrox defender insists his side must stretch their run of six games without conceding if they are to make it to the last 16 of the competition.
Weir said: "Panathinaikos obviously know how valuable goals are and they will be coming here looking for goals.
"The Aberdeen game showed that they are a quality team and that we will have to show them respect."
Media conference: Rangers manager Walter Smith
Media conference: Rangers player David Weir
The Greek side scored three times without reply when they met the Dons in Athens earlier in the tournament.
"We know it's going to be a tough game and we know we have to perform on the night and over the two legs to progress," added Weir.
Meanwhile, Fifa will announce on Wednesday its decision on whe

Five Students Win Terror AppealFive students win terror appeal
The convictions of five young Muslim men jailed over extremist literature have been quashed by the Appeal Court.
Freeing the men, the Lord Chief Justice said there was no proof of terrorist intent. The lawyer for one said they had been jailed for a "thought crime".
A jury convicted the students in 2007 after hearing the men, of Bradford and Ilford, east London, became obsessed with jihadi websites and literature.
The Home Office said it would study the judgement carefully.
'Serious threat'
It said it understood the Crown Prosecution Service was considering whether to appeal against the ruling, which it must do within seven days.
It added that the threat of terrorism remained serious and real and the government was committed to ensuring it had the strongest possible anti-terrorism legal framework.
Young Muslim men before this judgement could have been prosecuted simply for simply looking at any material on the basis that

Coven Pecking OrderCoven Pecking Order
Wonder what all those degrees and titles are for? Here's your answer!
High Priest--Leaps buildings with a single bound, is more powerful than a locomotive, is faster than a speeding bullet, walks on water, and dictates policy to God.
3rd Degree Initiate--Leaps short buildings in a single bound, more powerful than a switch engine, is just as fast as a speeding buller, walks on water if the sea is calm, and talks to God.
2nd Degree Initiate--Leaps short buildings with a running start and favorable winds, is faster than a BB, more powerful than a railroad hand-car, walks on water in a swimming pool, and talks to God if a special request if approved.
1st Degree Initiate--Clears a small hut, loses the race with a locomotive, can fire a speeding bullet, swims well, and is occasionally addressed by God.
Neophyte--Runs into small buildings, can recognize a locomotive two out of three times, frequently wets self with a water pistol, can do the doggy paddle,

What Life Of Mine...I awake just to watch you pass
So I have you stuck in my head for the rest of the day
What life of mine...
I don't even know who you really are and yet you own
and I spend the rest of the day imagining your laugh...
What life of mine...
I don't know what to do,
to be the air around you that touches your skin
I just want to talk, I just want to know you
Give me sometime to convience
I just want to be your friend and Im dying to go out with you
give me a sign, just give me a glance
if your be my side, nothing else really matter
I just want to be in your arms and I am dying
To try your lips, red, and full of you...
Just tell me alright...
I stay up just to think of you,
And if I sleep it's just to dream that your near...
What life of mine...
I have all of this love and it's just for you,
And I could do with just looking at you another day...
What life of mine...
I don't know what to do,
to be the air around you that touches your skin
I just want to talk, I jus

Need Ur Help W/ Helping A Friendok ppl i need ur help w/ bombing my friend. he is in a 10 day contest. ends feb. 21st and who ever has the most wins
thats the link plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz come help. more help is welcome thanks for the luv.

Some Intense Survey (part 1)1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someone's eyes when you are telling them how you feel, or looking into someone's eyes when they are telling you how they feel?:
Probably looking into someones eyes while telling them how I feel. It's really difficult for me to do that. I hate to be vulnerable. I'm scared to let people in because it usually just means heartbreak.
2. You've just been told you have one month to live. Would you tell anyone? What would you do in the last month? Would you be afraid?:
What a messed up question. I'd only tell people I can trust.. and that I'm really close to. I do hate to worry/hurt people but there are a few people I can't keep anything from. It's only fair for people close to me to know something like this. I'd try to finish my book.. and record at least 1 album. I'd pretty much try to do everything I possibly can until it's over. I'd also try to tell everyone close to me how much I love and appreciate them. I would be afraid.

Quiz For Guys1. In the company of females, intercourse should be referred
to as :
a. Lovemaking
b. Screwing
c. Taking the pigskin bus to tuna town.
2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only
after you've both shared :
a. Your views about what you expect from a
sexual relationship.
b. Your blood-test results.
c. Five tequila slammers.
3. You time your orgasm so that :
a. Your partner climaxes first.
b. You both climax simultaneously.
c. You don't miss ESPN Sports Center.
4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen floor is :
a. Healthy, creative love-play.
b. Not the sort of thingyour wife/girlfriend
would be into.
c. Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend
needs to ever find out about.
5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you've just
had sex with is :
a. the best part of the experience.
b. The second best part of the experience.
c. $100 extra.
6. Your wife/girlfriend saysshe's gained five pounds in th

A Letter From GeegeeJust want to let the Management of the Confederates and the members to know. After receiving a letter from Management that seemed to be trying to point the finger at me because of The Watcher leaving the family I feel that I need to say a few things. I don’t want to cause any drama seems the one of the Confederates can enough of that and one of their key things is no drama in the family? I could come back with comments to prove somethings in the letter I was sent are wrong. The reason I am not going to say much on this letter I was sent is because, maybe there is some misunderstanding on both our parts. Unless we could talk as adults then I have nothing more to say on this. If management would like to talk to me please contact me for further discussion.
As far as Cherokee goes she has attacked Watcher on fubar and yahoo. She has also put out some crazy stuff on me. Well I am not going to say much here either than you prove to people what you are Cherokee by your drama. Now I could s

Love Is In The AirHappy Valentines Day everyone! I hope you all have someone to cuddle up to tonight or at least a stuffed teddy bear. I usually don't care too much about this day. But being on Fubar has made me realize how many people that don't have a valentine and it made me appreciate mine even more!
I would rather receive chocolate over roses. Or pink roses over red. I am not into tradition. Surprises me on a Tuesday when it is raining instead of doing something you are supposed because it is a Holiday.
I did get up this morning and find my card in front of the espresso machine. Apparently he knows that is a place I go to first when I wake up. I wonder why? lol
It was really cute this morning. My son Anthony (the 15 yr. old) got up with his Dad and they went to the store so they could buy cards. He bought one for his girlfriend. Then he was all ready for school early! He also was dressed in a nice shirt with a collar, something he hasn't done in a long time! I was impresse

DreamsI used to dream of eyes so blue
And loving arms to hold me.
I used to dream of heroic knights
And how gracious they would be.
I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle
For anything less than best.
I used to dream of how they would majestically
Lay all fears to rest.
I used to dream of fairy tales,
How wondrous would they be
I used to dream of story books
All patterned after me.
I used to dream of a lot of things,
But the moment I met you,
I immediately stopped dreaming,
Because all of my dreams came true.

Lets Go To The Next DimensionCOME HEAR DJ STUNNA
SPINNING HIS TUNES
ONLY @ DIMENSION=X
LET US TAKE U TO ANOTHER DIMENSION
**CLICK ON PIC TO GET THERE**
(repost of original by 'SweetSuzieQ**CRAZY BITCH** LOUNGE MANAGER @ DIMENSION X' on '2008-02-04 06:13:55')
(repost of original by '~DJ~ #1 $TUNN@ FU B/F TO SPRINGSBABE ~CO-OWNER~@ DIMENSION=X' on '2008-02-08 14:38:45'

Who I Am'm unpredictable, moody, weird, multi-generational, crazy, undecided, independent, traveled, bossy, arrogant, rude, silly, beautiful, bitchy, spoiled, dingy, dominate, submissive, angry, loving, a freak, compassionate, intelligent, de-de-de! and just plain strange sometimes. I may look sweet & innocent on the outside but that is your first mistake. Don't think you know me because you have no idea of the complexities of my mind.
I am constantly reinventing myself to keep people on their toes. I have been known to be country, preppy, rocker, biker, river rat, a freak, a redneck, gothic, oh and just plain weird. I refuse to grow up but look forward to getting older cause it just keeps getting better. I am a Johns, from the long line of cattle ranchers, farmers & bartenders from Montgomery County Texas. I have a bull, his name is Injun Joe & he's gentle & cute! I like to grow things but have a brown thumb. I would rather be outside working than inside doing housework. I can drive a tr

Ensign: BreadthAll ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3
AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 15 February 2008
Before we headed out of our house for church this past Sunday, our daughter Sarah saw my Bible on the couch next to me. She knows what it is ("Bible") and also knows we go to "church" but hasn't quite made the connection between the two yet. (She'll be two in thirteen days, so I'm not expecting major leaps.) I asked Sarah where we go with the Bible and, without missing a beat, she went to the bookshelf I keep it on and was trying to put it away. "Up! Up!" If she could have gotten a chair, she'd have probably done it!
I've been thinking about that all week ... how many of us actually associate the Bible with something we should bring to church and not as something just collecting dust around our house? I was he

Its Not EasyIts not easy
A struggle
To understand the ways
Of people new to your world
Will always be an issue.
A perception.
When you are
In direct contact with
The harmony of mankind
It is easy to perceive
To be normal.
Focus on the things
You share in common
In order to avoid problems.
Be normal.
Normal is the reality of 3.5
Billion perceptions
In the world
Each of which
Is different.
Human perception
Is beautifully tuned
To notice
The differences
Between things
That which makes
Life stand out
If you are being disregarded
By time as it passes;
As rain falls on the window,
Notice not the deluge
But the beauty of a single droplet
Assert your right
To be different.
Disregard harmony
Embrace change,
Creation, the
Irrationality of love
Each day a birthday
Poet

Your EyesMy eyes have seen much;
Each golden fire created by a sunrise or sunset.
The smile and expression of laughter upon a child's face.
Rainbows after a storm.
The sweetest, most colorful flowers first bloom.
Raging waves against the shore.
Just when I thought I had seen the most profound wonders of the world before me, my eyes found yours - and you are so much more.
Your eyes captivate me.
The color of diamonds, sparkling like the stars
They radiate like our candles do.
Delicate glow around us as we dine and also urrounding our bed.
If I were to lose my sight tomorrow - I would never become blind.
My memory and heart are imprinted with the greatest beauty ever uncovered.
The eyes have it all, simply because of you

This Is Me LolTake the What Mixed Drink Are You Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

I Never Knew You AnywaySome of the ugliest things took the longest time to make
And some of the easiest habits are the hardest one's to break
And I'm not asking for value nor the pain but I am asking
For a way out of this lie
Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me
And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories
Welcome to nowhere and finding out where it is
And fixing your problems and starting over agin
Your feeding your ego with what you can see outside
And your killing yourself for not speaking your mind
Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me
And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories
In memory
I wonder why you make believe you live your life straight through me
I cannot understand why you question me and then you lie
I will not justify your way's I cannot show you an escape
I do not know you any more, I never new you anyway
Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me
And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memorie

Current BfWhat would I do if the bf.. found out I was on here.
Not so sure..
I kinda want him to find me.. and yet.. i am almost a little scared..
Should i tell him i am on here.
or just keep it my little secret
HHMMmmmm

Give And TakeIts always hard to take, when you say for heaven`s sake. My life has been great, even though it is too late. Haven`t done all that is right, sometimes hard for me to see the light. I would do what I know is good, if only that I could. See I have seen too much in my past, never have found a love that would last. that is why I am always so sad, thinking about what I could have had! Yes I think of you everyday, I wish you didn`t go away. There are so many things I didn`t say, like please honey wont you stay. So sorry that I hurt you, and now I don`t know what to do. I have seen the pain in your eyes, and I know you have seen bluer skys. I didn`t mean to make you cry, hope you can forgive this desperate guy. Because I could never tell you why, I just wanted it to be, you and I! So please forgive me, for it is so hard for me to see. The love that you and I live, is all that you can ever give!!!!

What's Left Of MeWatch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
Yeah...
[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me
I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still
[Chorus]
It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head
Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again
[Chorus]
I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what'

21 DaysOk so only 21 days left in this hell hole they call Killeen, Texas. My marriage is over since hubby decided that he liked dick more than i do. He can say what he wants to everyone else but he has been caught and he has admitted it, not just to me. Anyways i am moving home to Lake Arthur, Louisiana and i cant wait! I am going to miss the friends i have made here and my awesome job, but life goes on. Just counting down the days.

Welcome To The New Dark Ages.first and foremost, i must give credit where it's due. this idea isn't mine. i recently procurred the new Bad Religion cd, entitled New Maps of Hell. it's quite good, in fact, i have my profile song set to one of the songs off of the album, called New Dark Ages. which is incidentally, where i got the idea for this blog.
the idea behind the song, intrigued me. so with my trusty web browser, a bottle of rolling rock beer and a little bit of time, i endeavored to see what sort of paralells, i could draw between now and then.
the idea that history is circular, is certainly not a new one. in fact, as i grow older, i find that fact to be more true to me, than the day before. human memory is not an ineffable thing, we tend to forget our own life lessons and certainly those lessons of history.
the Dark Ages, is known to most as a period of time, where culture, philosophy, and academia were stagnant under an opressive rule of the roman catholic church. several crusades or religious

Wtf????just looked at my page & i'm ranked #373 today... so as always when i find i have a ranking i check it in the top members section & find that someone else's profile is in that position... when i go to their page i find that they are actually at rank #272... how the hell did that happen LOL

I'm SorryI'm sorry that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you
I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your ne

Rolling CodeThe Ten Commandments of Rolling Code
1. Thou shalt threat thy pumper as though it were your firstborn child.
2. Blow thy siren and shine thy light with great vigor enroute.
3. Know where thy goest at all times.
4. Be certain all those in attendance are affixed prior to venturing forth.
5. Thou shalt arriveth shiny side up.
6. Be ever so humble when thy mic is keyed.
7. Thou shalt not leave thy station 'til thy door is openeth.
8. Thou shalt not closeth thy bay door too soon.
9. Thou shalt closeth all compartment doors when thou art done.
10. Thou shalt never chastise thy driver for making a wrong turn when it results in a return to the firehouse.

Finaly Exiti just want to say how much no matter how you cut it, suicide is about the most important thing a person can do, think about the power one has when one takes there life! power you hold over your destiny, nothing certain some people want to be actors or musicians or welders, but that may or may not happen no matter how much work you put into, but killing yourself is power! and takes so much courage and innerstrength much more than any endeavor one could ever do, people always say bullshit like think of your family think of your freinds think of the person that cleans up the mess, ok i thought of them, still going to do it, why would i think of them, its selfish of them to not let me do it, how selfish they are "oh boo hoo well miss him/her so much blah blah blah" thats selfish what aint selfish is understanding a loved ones pain or respecting there wishes for no longer wishing to continue for whatever reason they have, maybe there depressed over a breakup maybe they feel worthless maybe

My Interesting WeekendAs the title states I had a very interesting weekend. For me at least. Friday I worked as usual then my friend came over and watched movies with me and took care of me because I was/am sick. Saturday I woke up and had to go work in the Eagle Rock Location. So when I map quested it, it told me it would be about a 30 minute drive at most. Well I started at nine. So I decided to leave at 7:45. That gave me an hour and fifteen minutes to get there and finish my make up and stuff. Well I left and ended up getting lost. Not my fault mind you damn mapquest forgot to put a freeway on it so when I saw an exit that I though was mine on the freeway it said was the one I took it. Well I ended up in downtown LA with all the gang members and homeless people. It was scary. I called my sister to help me who called my boss on her other phone they both were telling me to pull over but I was scared half to death. Well eventually I got there but it was already 5 after nine. but the day went by

Stephen And The Classic ApologyNo, Stephen was not saying he was sorry in the seventh chapter of Acts. Today’s title refers to the older, classic sense of “apology” – you may be more familiar with this from Plato’s “Apology” or “The Apology of Socrates” depending on how the title’s rendered. Unlike our modern sense of regret or remorse, an apology in this sense is a defense akin to defending oneself in court. That’s what both Socrates four centuries previous before the Athenian assembly and Stephen now (in the sense of our study) was doing before the Sanhedrin. Our modern politicians could stand to learn from the older sense of apology – in fact, the branch of Christianity which deals with explaining the faith (it doesn’t really need a defense if it’s true) is called “apologetics”, derived from apology.
Stephen begins with what the Sanhedrin (should) already know regarding their own history when asked by the high priest if he’s been speaking “against this holy place, and the law” (from 6:13) and saying that

Our Sweetest SinBe sure to leave comments...My english paper for the week.....
“Our Sweetest Sin”
Many of us have been smacked right in the heart with this thing called, “Love.” Yet, we seem to get consumed by everyday events and forget how to show that special someone just how much we love them. To love someone is easy; however, to show them can be quite difficult and overwhelming to endless fireworks in a relationship. “Our Sweetest Sin,” is the art of making love. For those in a committed relationship, it almost becomes a daily routine with very little pleasure or satisfaction in the end. For others, love making may only be for one night of desire that we have longed for. Either way, we will step out of our day that is burdened with stress and frustration into setting the mood for a night of sweet undeniable pleasure.
While dealing with angry clients, screaming kids, irate employers, take a moment for you and make arrangements for a babysitter and for all calls to be forwarded to another c

*whimpers*Thanks god I have a doctor's appointment today. I couldn't sleep for shit last night upstairs so I came down and crashed on the recliner. Which wasn't so great itself. I feel miserable and all I want to do is SLEEP! And I can't :( I'm torn between wanting this to be a sinus infection because that means antibiotics but honestly I'd rather it just be a cold because I don't want to take medicine. Chances are though- with the fact that something else is going on, it's neither.
I haven't had my glucose test yet. Which I think normally happens oh about a month ago? I'm thinking I'm probably not at high risk for GD or else they would have made me have it last appointment. Granted I couldn't have drank another drop of anything then since I had to have a full bladder for my ultrasound.
I'm torn on having that test done. It's "painless" but I've heard some horror stories about the orange drink. But it could be useful. I just don't like needles or having blood drawn. Meh. We'll see I guess.

BeautyBeauty is a thing seldom seen
No one sees it because no one looks
Or at least not in the right place
Beauty is held by all
Within the soul it lies
Waiting to come out to the surface
Only it can't
Beauty is suppressed by the evils of the world
Only love can bring beauty out
Once seen
Beauty never hides again
Not even hatred can deny beauty
Of it's true design
Beauty although possessed by all
Will only ever be truly seen by few
And fewer yet will ever see
One of the most beautiful sights
The beauty held by you

Hollywood InbreedingAhhhhh life. Its all about status. You're so worried about what people think of you that your willing to risk/ruin your life whether it be sexual, social or professional. Now I know you're saying to yourself; "Self, what the hell is he talking about?" Well fret not, I'm going to tell you.
Think about this. Celebrities date/marry other celebrities. Why? Its all about status. God forbid if they are seen in public with someone that is "beneath" them in the status pool.
Well I say HORSEPUCKY!!!!! These people date each other and its like hollywood inbreeding. All because they can't be seen on the wrong side of the tracks. Well I am here to tell you. Jennifer Aniston, Alyssa Milano, Kate Hudson and all you other single hollywood hotties, come look me up. I don't want your money. I don't want pics of us arm in arm walking the red carpet together. I don't even want any charity from you in trying to better myself. I just want to see if we mesh. Its true that I don't

Gotta Find A Little Humor In It Allgot the news today that i'm going to be even more broke than usual. between medical bills from the accident and trying to go to school, even with my awesome new job, it's going to be tight. thank GOD i have the body-style of truck i want and it still kicks butt! oh wait, i have a WHOLE FLEET of trucks that are awesome and i do all my work so....:) laugh it up all! life is too short not to have a good time (or to be stuck driving a FORD----just for you Bill!). Wink.

FunnyCAKE OR BED
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A
FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS,
HONEY,
COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY?
IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW.
HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY,
FIX THE LIGHTS NOW?
DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE
GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD?
I DON'T THINK SO.
FINE,
THEN THE WIFE ASKS,
WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR?
IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT
TO WHICH HE REPLIED,
FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR?
DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE
WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD?
I DON'T THINK SO
FINE, SHE SAYS
THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS
TO THE FRONT DOOR?
THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK
I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T
WANT TO FIX STEPS
HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE
ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD?
I DON'T THINK SO
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU.
I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!!
SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A
COUPLE OF HOURS...............................
HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW
HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES
TO GO H

Movingjust wanted to let everyone know that come the second week of march i won't be on for a while. i'm moving to va and won't have access to a computer for a while. but i will be back on as soon as possible for whom ever cares laters all

Confusedso recently i thought i made a connection with someone but they haven't been returning my calls lately which in turn makes me feel bad. i can understand if someone no longer wants to talk to me, i just prefer for them to tell me straight up. after all, shit happens. anyway, i'm a little upset about it all, mostly upset with myself for letting my guard down. oh well, lesson learned i suppose.

BawahahahahaDON'T YOU JUST LOVE WHEN YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE RIGHT FROM THE START AND WHO YOUR REAL FRIENDS TRUELY ARE? IT IS A GREAT FEELING TO BE RIGHT ABOUT PPL HUH? FOR FUCKS SAKES....PPL MAKE ME PISS MY PANTS LAUGHING. ANYWAYS THAT IS ALL. THE END! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT AND CARRY ON!

Searching For The Onei spent years wondering if i would find love. i wondered if i knew what love really was? i mean i was engaged once, fell for someone so totally wrong for me. met one guy that has become a good friend and a few more before i met my man.
come to find out i didn't know what love was. and all that i thought was love was nothing compared to what i have now.
i find it like an awesome blanket that warms the soul and fills it with tingles and excitement. waking up to an arm over me and hearing an "i love you" murmured in my ear is what i have missed. among many other things i cannot form into words at this time.
i am not letting this special man go. he's more than i ever could have hoped for or imagined.
he was worth the wait. worth the sludge i had to go through to find this gem.
darlin' i'm glad i wandered into your path. i no longer wonder what love is.
love is you.

HelloHappy Wednesday all! Its kind of a slow day here for me, so I'm kind of bored.
If anyone feels like chatting, feel free to hit me up.
None of my usual chat friends seem to be around today. Days like this I really really miss having Persia around. Hopefully the afternoon will go a little quicker.
So yeah, anyway, have a good afternoon all.

LyricsSkin on skin – you let me in
Close to you – time rings true
Hold me tight thru the night
Let it all ride on the inside
Skin on skin – can it begin?
One on one – something’s begun
Once I knew – it would always be you
Funny, the path life takes you sometimes
The twists and turns and riding the lines
Jump in now before you catch your breath
Touch me soon – before nothing is left
This isn’t a game you can toss away
Don’t stop my feelings – and don’t beg me to stay
Write what I write – on thru the night
Say what I mean – don’t believe in a dream
Words are just words – don’t believe all you’ve heard
Until actions are formed – words do not harm
Touch me too softly and I’ll shy away
Hurt me one time and you’ll wish I had stayed
So kiss me now before you go
Or miss your chance – it’s yours to know

What Is Love?What is Love?
Love is something special, something irreplacable and some thing that is desired by most.
Special because Love is simple yet complex; easy yet difficult; passive yet agressive; so yes special because of all the different aspects that love can take on.
Irreplacable, because once you find love its very hard to replace or recreate. Love is ever evolving. You always look for it if you have never had it and crave what you had if you lose it.
Desired because no one wants to be lone. Everyone wants someone to love and to be loved by. Aslo, love is desired because people can see others in love and dream crave and desire that kind of love.
So what is love? Love is love...in its simplist terms, but still such a complex emotion!
Jennifer G.
2/20/2008
Copyright pending.

Give A Great Man Some Loving!hey! check out badhabits and give him some lovin. rate/add/gift bling him.
he's the one i talked about in other blog and i want to show him how special he is.
thanks

The Moon Eclipse 2-20-08ARE YOU WATCHING THE MOON ECLIPSE TONIGHT?? I AM TAKING SOME PICS.. THESE WERE TAKEN A FEW MINUTES AGO...
DON'T YOU THINK IT'S WONDERFULLY AMAZING??

Realizing Life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you.
You look at your job...and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing

A Piece Of My Soul...A PIECE OF MY SOUL...
In my life I have seen it all. If God came down and granted me one wish, I would wish to find happiness and hold on to it forever and take it with me to my grave. All the money in the world, all material things , could never amount to the joy that I feel when I am happy. I would give it all up in a second for the only thing in life that truly matters to me.....love. People tend to throw that word around loosely and amidst all the hustles and bustles of life....we forget how beautiful love really is. Life is not worth living without love and happiness. Love heals all. Love is a mysterious and powerful force that is the key to all that is...and all that ever was. With that said.....I have a heart inside of me that is ready to explode. I have suppressed my desires to love for so long that I feel my heart cannot retain this anymore. I am no longer afraid to admit that I am a hopeless romantic and all I want to do is fall in love, and be in love for the rest of my d

Ugh.The nightmares are becoming so terrible I'd rather not sleep. Whats wrong with me?

ZenEverybody in their life is looking for a little bit of serinty. Im no different. Im not going to hide what I am. I have had alot of conversations lately about how I should live my life. A friend of mine had a talk we are in agreement on how. I am a poker player I like to beleive that I am very good at what I do. But the number one rule is patience. Being patient inlife and in the game of cards. The golden rule of a poker player, Live your life like you play cards, and play cards like you live your life. I beleive that almost everything you do in life is a gamble. You gamble everytime you step into a car to drive, you gamble when you go to work. I have no problem gambling. If i lose every dime I got i dont care. Get busy living or get busy dying. You can live your life in doubt. you cant live it without the knowledge of who you are and who you want to be. I have been living a life of a man who has had no direction. I have had flashes of direction but let it slip away. "Sometimes others

The Penis StudyThe Penis Study
The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's
Penis was larger than the shaft.
After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head
was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex.
After the US published the study, the French decided to do their own
study. After
$250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the
head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure
during sex.
Canadians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study.
After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of beer, they
concluded
that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting himself in
the forehead.

Tech AsstMujibar was trying to get a job in India
The Personnel Manager said, 'Mujibar, you have passed all thetests,except one. Unless you pass it , you cannot qualify for thisjob.'
Mujibar said, 'I am ready.'
The manager said, 'Make a sentence using the words Yellow,Pinkand Green .'
Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, 'Mister manager,I am ready.'
The manager said, 'Go ahead.'
Mujibar said, 'The telephone goes green, green, and I pink itup and say, Yellow , this is Mujibar.'
Mujibar now works at a call center.
No doubt you have spoken to him. I know I have.

Wright Guilty Of Suffolk MurdersWright guilty of Suffolk murders
Steve Wright has been found guilty of murdering five women in Suffolk.
The bodies of Gemma Adams, Tania Nicol, Anneli Alderton, Paula Clennell and Annette Nicholls were found in Ipswich over a 10-day period in December 2006.
Wright, 49, of Ipswich, said during his trial that he had had sex with four of the five women, who were working as prostitutes, but denied killing them.
Ipswich Crown Court jurors unanimously found him guilty of all five murders and he will be sentenced on Friday.
'Crucifix pose'
The trial heard the bodies of Miss Alderton and Miss Nicholls were found arranged with their arms outstretched in a crucifix pose.
The prosecution said Wright "systematically selected and murdered" all five women over a six-and-a-half-week period.
Killer steeped in vice
Lucky girl who survived
Ipswich reacts to murders
Suffolk police began an inquiry after Miss Nicol, 19, vanished in late October 2006.
Two week

Round And Roundi say
pain is pleasure
and pleasure is the pain
because no matter what
the lust remains the same
combined with empty words
connected to people with no names
in this shiest society
of mind games
that targets the heart
and break us for our unforgiving mistakes
day by day
we take the hate
that others make
and create this wall
that soon will crumble down
to start a cycle of
pleasure and pain and lust
Trust,
it's a must for us to survive
before we all die
and inside i cry
because I try to stay alive

Supermario Worldfor the past 3 days i've been playing supermario world non-stop because i want to save the damn princess so badly. i hate that game, i mean who the fuck fights fire with fire?? i hate it so much and yet i can't stop playing it. damn addict behavior

Been Gone A Long TimeBeen gone a long time. Lost all the friend I had in the real world to the freaks on drugs. Now I try for the Friend on the net. Do you Think it is safe to date on the Net.

For The Record!!!!!!I have no clue who has been saying it... However there has been someone going to all of my friends and telling them that I am shacked up with some guy and a month pregnant. lmao. Well just for the record hello I CAN'T GET PREGNANT!!! Dumb asses. anyways just wanted you guys to know that you should ignore the rumors and if anyone can remember her name to please pass it along I would love to have a chat with this person.
Thanks and luvs and hugs to all

Sad NewsAs some of you may know I bought a choc lab puppy and was supposed to pick it up today (22nd) I called them yesterday to confirm pick up and found out she died. Sad day for sure. Luckily I got my deposit back and I found a male black lab, I will get him Monday. Will be sure to post pictures

Re: Indonesia’s Accuses U.s. Of Bird Flu Bio-weapons ConspiracyRE: Indonesia’s Accuses U.S. Of Bird Flu Bio-Weapons Conspiracy
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 21 Feb 2008, 13:26
Indonesia’s Health Minister Accuses U.S. Of Bird Flu Bio-Weapon Conspiracy Indonesia’s Health Minister has implicated the U.S. government in an international conspiracy to develop the bird flu virus into a deadly bio-weapon in a new book which is also endorsed by Indonesia's President. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/022108_bird_flu.htm

Misbehavin2 Pimp Out BlogMisbehavin2 ¢¾ Fu Owned By ☣ SatCommTech ☣ ¢¾ Fu Owner Of Countryboy Superman & DJ Tommy Six ¢¾@ fubar
She enjoys goin clubbin, to concerts, sporting events or just chillin with friends...
Wanna know anything else just ask.......
A bit more.....
She don't do drama - been there, done that and got the shirt...
Big fan of music. Ipod/Itunes are "always" playin...
She is here to meet new friends and nothing more...
Big fan of sports. Favs are football and hockey...
She's not interested in seeing your nude pics so don't send them to me...
If you get ignorant or perverted in her shout box you'll be ignored...
Her family album is for her "family members" only...
Please don't ask to be added to her family...
Just because she rate you a "10" or "11" does not mean she wants to get with you...
Turn On's:
Great Sense Of Humor, Blue Eyes, Cute Smile, Marines
Turn Off's:
Liars, Players, Cheaters

Re: My First Single!!RE: MY FIRST SINGLE!!
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: MANDI PERKINS
Date: 22 Feb 2008, 17:08
Hey Guys:This Saturday, we are doing the video for my first single!!!So damn excited.It’s being brought to you by the same team that did the ‘Who I am,” video (which you haven’t yet seen ☺)But I promise you will soon.The set is being built as I write this… think Tim Burton meets Baz Luhrmann.For more video news click below:VIDEOHave a great nightmp:)

Rockband And A PimpTo those who know me, know about the whole SuperPimp thing that was done last year. So, we added a member and in the near future we are going to make a video using Rock Band.
Why do it? Well why the fuck not, because we can! So I did a solo to Dani California dressed up. Again, because I fucking could and well, not much to do when you are stuck in the house due to ice all over the roads.

Help Her Get Her Vipjust click on the photo
she needs 6,000 for a 1 month vip thank you for any and all help

SubnamesAnother element of BDSM I enjoy is giving my sub a unique subname. I usually won't even suggest the idea of a subname until I've spent some time with that person getting a sense of who they are, not only on in the vanilla sense level but on a bdsm/kink level as well. Giving my sub a name is a definite step towards being collared and owned, after she's been properly trained to serve and please me. In essence it's signal that I'm serious about being committed to her.
My sub's subname is chosen to reflect the essence of who she is when she submits and how she relates to me as her Master. Prior to selecting her final name, I will suggest and present several different ideas to my sub to consider. While I reserve the final vote, it's extremely important that she like/enjoy the name and that she gives me her input. We discuss them, test them in public and private and try them on for size.
I tend towards names that have some degree of lewdness in them; I think it's because I like seeing

I'm Booking Models Now For The Spring SeasonSo... if you have, an interest in modeling, or if you just want some photographs taken, let me know. My schedule fills up kind of fast, so sooner is better than later. There's a sample of my work on my fubar page, but for a better look at my work, check out my photography site, EmptyAllegory

Rating Of My PicsJust wanted to thank all of you who have rated my pictures, if your new to my profile, i will try to return the favor asap....so sorry if it takes me a while to...but i really do appreciate it, and those of my friends, thanks so much also...special huggs and kisses to those special friends of mine...thx so much again....M

Hahaha This Is FunnyWHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK
I was shopping at the local supermarket where I selected:
A half-gallon of 2% milk,
A carton of eggs,
A quart of orange juice,
A head of romaine lettuce,
A 2 lb. can of coffee, and
A 1 lb. package of bacon
As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out,
a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the
cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk
calmly stated, "You must be single."
I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by
the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six
items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my
selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status.
Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what,
you're absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?"
The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly."

Saturday, Fedruary 23rd 2008i have just been sitting here rating some pics and enjoying looking at them....and i kept thinking about some of my otherfriends who dont come here
one is Deb Ellis who laast month lost her ,mom and then her son passed away i believe by heart attack
the young man was only 19 years old, he had adhd and well kind of hyper too i guess. she loved him with all her heart even tho he tormented he at time with things she could not really handle much nor her seperate hubby. i havent heard from her for a month now and i pray she is doing well, i hope she is wth her father or has gone back to her husband and is doing well. Another friend is Sheila Freeman
shestopped coming online i guess cuz she too went thru hard times, someone she loved shunned her and turned her away for good reasons i guess he has kids and the woman that lived with him was acting mother they lived a good distance from each other tho in the same city. Anotherlady i know she is on here wont divulge her name but she knows w

Cool StuffHAHA TRICKED YOU INTO LOOKING IN HERE BUT NOW THAT YOU ARE HERE I NEED YOUR HELP MY SEXY WIFE IS IN THIS CONTEST AND I GET GOOD THINGS IF SHE WINS ( HEHE U KNOW WHAT I MEAN) SO ITS ALL ON U GUYS DONT LET ME DOWN HERE IS THE LINK PLZ HELP IF NOT FOR HER DO IT FOR ME http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1058591&albumid=872987&i=2511661223&idx=0

~senses~"Senses"
As I lay back with my head resting on the edge of the tub, my blindfold on, and my eyes closed taking in all the sounds of the soft music playing, candles flickering and the gentle humming of the whirlpool jets. I could sense his presence, because of his lustful smell.
As my body started tingling and getting aroused at just the sheer thought of him. He came up behind me and sat down on the edge of the tub placing himself between my shoulders and began stroking my hair and caressing my face. All of my senses were so wanting to let go and have him feel the life I have within me.
With gentle hands, he leans forward to touch my swollen breasts, my nipples so erect now with his every touch. I hear in his sighing, how excited he is getting at the way my body feels within his hands. As he pulls and twists gently on my nipples, causing my body to ache for him, I sigh loudly with each firm tug, feeling a climax as I ache so much more for him. With all of my being, I want to

Storm Of Fury Are WeComplete Darkness,
Lit up in a flash.
A new world is forced upon me,
With a thunderous crash.
A cannot take in,
All this beauty at once.
This electrical feeling,
Crafted a genius fro this dunce.
So much knowledge,
And wisdom in fury.
Too much, to quick,
And my vision is blurry.
My heart and mind,
Stand to battle each other.
All this confusion,
Derived from the love of another.
Together we sin,
And stare death in the eye.
In the midst of this storm,
On the lightening we ride.
Massive amounts of beauty,
Reside in such power.
The fiercest of stroms we'll be,
Until our final hour!
We'll uproot small flower,
And topple ancient towers.
The universe we'll scour-
Until our final hour!

Photosso i was trying to upload some pictures to post on fubar today, but it's not taking loading any pictures at all. well except for the one of my dog. i don't think that all the pictures are too big. has anybody else experienced problems with posting pictures before?

Somebody Loves MeLEMONS and SUGAR
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror
where one could read it every day.
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. There are at least two people in this world
that you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world
love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you
is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone,
even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you
before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. You are special and unique.
8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever,
something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its back on you
take another look.
11. Always remember the compliments you received.
Forget about the rude remarks.
And always remember....
when life hands y

Bite MeA guy walking down the street sees a woman with perfect breasts. He says to her, "Hey miss, would you let me bite your breasts for $100 dollars?
"Are you nuts? !!" she replies, and keeps walking away. He turns around, runs around the block and gets to the corner before she does.
"Would you let me bite your breasts for $1,000 dollars?" he asks again. "Listen you; I'm not that kind of woman! Got it?"
So the guy runs around the next block and faces her again. "Would you let me bite your breasts just once for $10,000 dollars?"
She thinks about it for a while and says, "Hmmm, $10,000 dollars, eh? Ok, just once, but not here. Let's go to that dark alley over there."
So they go into the alley, where she takes off her blouse to reveal the most perfect breasts in the world. As soon as he sees them, he grabs
them and starts caressing them, fondling them slowly, kissing them, licking them, burying his face in them, but not biting them.
The woman finally gets annoyed and asks, "

Love Peom!!All I ever want to do is love you.
All I ever want to do is kiss you.
All I ever want to do is hug you.
All I ever want to do is make you happy.
All I ever want to do is be there for you.
All I ever want to do is think about you.
All I ever want to do is to miss you.
All I ever want to do is take a nap with you.
All I ever want to do is cuddle with you.
All I ever want to do is run my fingers through your hair.
All I ever want to do is talk to you when you're crying.
All I ever want to do is hold you when you're crying.
All I want to do is kiss you when you're crying.
All I want to do is tell you to have a good night.
All I want to do is tell you to have a good day.
All I want to do is treat you special.
All I want to do is never take you for granted.
All I want to do is to be with you on lonely nights.
All I want to do is look at the stars with you.
All I want to do is watch movies with you.
All I want to do is listen to music with you.
All I want to do is fight f

How Do You Feel Safe When It Was Taken From You?I went out Friday night with some friends of mine. I got bored and decided to go home. About 15 minutes after I got home my doorbell rang.I checked the peep hole and thought it was someone eles. "Bob" was at my door. I NEVER told Bob were I live. I answer the door and asked him why he was at my house. He said to kiss me goodnight. Bob and I do not have that kind of relationship. So I asked him how he knew where I lived. He point blank told me he followed me home. I was frozen,I couldnt move or talk at all. I coulnt grasp the fact he was standing in front of me. He left after he could tell this wasnt cool or I was in shock. Reguardless,the fucker left.
After Bob left...I called my boyfriend to come home. I needed someone here with me is case Bob came back. My boyfriend was great. He held me as I just broke down and was telling him what had happened.He poured me a bath and got me a glass a wine. And held me in his arms all night.
I don't feel safe coming home anymore. When I am ho

Sayings..1. What is the best thing about dating a homeless woman?
You can drop her off anywhere.
2. What is the difference between in-laws and outlaws?
Outlaws are wanted.
3. What should a woman say to a man she's just had sex with?
Whatever she wants. He's sleeping.
4. Where does virgin wool come from?
Ugly sheep.
5. How do you spot the blind man at a nudist colony?
It isn't hard.
6. How can you make your wife mad while making love?
Call her from your cell phone.
7. What does the Polish bride get that's long and hard on her
wedding night?
His last name.
8. What's the down side to a threesome?
You'll likely disappoint two women instead of just one.
9 How do you know you're really ugly?
Dogs close their eyes when they're humping your leg.
10. Why are hurricanes named after women?
Because they arrive wet and wild, then leave with yo

EverytimeEverytime
~Tony Martinez
Everytime I think of you
My heart cries out
You truly have no idea the pain you have caused
Everytime I see you
I cry and shake uncontrollably
Do you see the flood of tears?
Do you hold me close to calm me down?
Everytime I hear your voice in my mind
I scream out your name
Do you hear me?
Everytime

The Town MarshallThe Prohibitionists made me Town Marshall
When the saloons were voted out,
Because when I was a drinking man,
Before I joined the church, I killed a Swede
At the saw-mill near Maple Grove.
And they wanted a terrible man,
Grim, righteous, strong, courageous,
And a hater of saloons and drinkers,
To keep law and order in the village.
And they presented me with a loaded cane
With which I struck Jack McGuire
Before he drew the gun with which he killed me.
The Prohibitionists spent their money in vain
To hang him, for in a dream
I appeared to one of the twelve jurymen
And told him the whole secret story.
Fourteen years were enough for killing me.

Re: Traitor Greenspan Urges Gulf States To Abandon DollarRE: Traitor Greenspan Urges Gulf States To Abandon Dollar
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 26 Feb 2008, 13:15
Traitor Greenspan Urges Gulf States To Abandon Dollar Alan Greenspan has again exposed himself as a traitor working against the interests of the American people by urging Gulf states to abandon the dollar peg, a move that could result in financial chaos and an economic depression in America. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/022608_abandon_dollar.htm

Being A NurseAs a NURSE for many yrears. I have witnessed so many differents lives.
Working long hours , (8, 12, and 16 hrs.) But still not being appreciate.
Being A NURSE means....
I will never be bored.
I will always be frustrated.
I always sorrounded by challenges.
So much to do and so little time.
I will carry immense responsibility.
And very little authority.
I will step into people's lives.
And I will make a difference.
Some will bless me,
Some will cursed me.
I will see people at their worst,
And at their best.
I will never cease to be amazed
At people's capacity,
for love, caurages and endurance.
I've see life begins and end.
I've experience resounding triumps
And devastating failure.
I've cried alot inside me.
And I've laughed alot with the patients.
I've hold their hands and stayed with them on their last breath.
I've known what it is to be human
And to be humane.
This is what it means being a NURSE.

Asmo's Suicide Stump Drink SpecialSuicide Stump - a mix of 6 liquors - Tequilla,Jack Daniels Blk, Jim Beam Blk, Capt Morgan, Vodka,Crown and a splash of Sprite!
THIS IS THE ONE THAT'S THE 'ONLY' ONE YOU'LL NEED TO DO YA THROUGH OUT THE NIGHT! LOL

Enough AlreadyI am addressing this blog to two people I know an care about dearly...enough is enough...you both need to stop abusing either other..i love you both dearly and think the world of you...to the one stop gripping at the other this is online...and the other you know what you been doing...stop it or karma is going to come back to get you again plain an simple..leave your past where it lies as in the saying let sleeping dogs lie theres a reason to why things back then never made it to your future...you both are good people with loving hearts...for the past few weeks I've been stuck in the middle of a battle between the two of you...it feels like I am being made to chose and I won't do it anymore I can't... the past is the past and my past is where it belongs...you both have issues to work on and you both need to just drop the flags and work on each other...im not blaming neither one of you but when it all comes down to it...you both need to stop running each other down...i respect you both a

Don't Know...Im exausted.
Physically and mentally and whatelse can there be? Perhaps soul-y. Im exausted to my soul. Perhaps I will delete this when I wake, and I have coffee in my body, and a smile back on my lips...perhaps.
I know that I am tired, my body lulled sleepy by the jetstreams in the hot tub.
My mind is not quick as of now.
My eyes blink slowly, and I will head off to bed soon.
I just got home.
Yesterday was the worst day at my job...EVER. We're talking about two of my students pushing out a board and escaping our property ...bad.
I was on my break when it happened.
Walking in and seeing a co-teacher run down our driveway..I casually yell to her "Whacha doin?"
"Two boys escaped."
"who...who's boys!?"
"Your boys" she replies.
I ran after her. My heart pounding. My huge fucking purse swinging. My hands grasping my pants because they all seem to want to slide off of me lately.
Running and calling and thinking in my head a million different scenarios. kno

An Unsent LetterHello Dear,
I woke up this morning with this feeling that I have gotten use to feeling. One of not feeling complete, that life had little or no meaning to it. I know that this isnt true and that things will change but I cant help but miss the way things were. I remember how i use to look forward to waking up and eather calling you or texting to say goodmorning and I love you, to hear you all sleepy and to know that I was the first thing on your mind, but alas that has all changed now, you have a love and once again all I have is the life that makes little sence to me. I do not hold ill feeling toward you I know all you want is to be happy and that is one thing i wish for you to so i wish you happiness and love, and maybe someday I will feel those feeling again.
with love
your Baby

She's Gone...laura is away
she walked out the door
no one to live here anymore
and you ask me why
im wasting my time
over a girl no longer mine
my world is falling down around me
but she will never know
but i just cant forget her
laura is away
and i realized its crazy to see her in your eyes
im feeling lost like im going insane
dont want to drown you with my pain
tonight i want to tell there wasnt
forget about my past
but my heart keeps beating faster
-chorus-
'cause baby when we make love oh oh
sometimes i feel i fake love oh no
i know its a mistake but in your place
i can see laura here i see her face
see her face oooh oh oooo
laura is away she locked out with key
laura is no longer part of me
even though i keep asking why
i cant believe she said goodbye
when i think about her moving slowly and another sweet embrace
there is no way I can replace her
'cause baby when we make love oh oh
sometimes i feel i fake love oh no
i know its a mistake but in your place
i

The Crüxshadows - Deception (live)Normally i would have done the actual video, but i think their fan inter-Action is great, and you see more personality....
(video two is the non live video)
Does have a unique, interesting story line with that one...

RoseA rose is but a gift, to say the way a person feels,
When they are thinking of someone, and they want to make it real,
It's red for the blood that pumps, to and from the heart,
Much like the heart; the petals, can be easily torn apart,
But when the rose is given, it's saying, "I trust you"
To care gently with my heart, And never make it blue,
But handle it with carelessness, and you'll find to your suprise,
That the thorns are there to prick you, and open up your eyes,
For many times we can be blinded, and take that heart for granted,
So next time you get a rose, remember where it's planted!

Wanting YouWanting You
How can I tell of this feeling that comes over me,
It happens every time it is your face that I see,
This feeling comes straight from my heart,
And brings me pain since we are apart.
Wishing for the feel of your body in my arms,
Keeping you safe from this world and all its harms,
The feel of the touch of your warm sweet lips,
The gentle caressing of your soft finger tips.
The look of your eyes looking into mine,
Wanting you here, right by my side,
Holding you close as we watch the stars above,
Holding you again after we have made love.
How I long to hear again the sound of your voice,
I would be forever by your side if I had my choice,
I want you to know that you are the world to me,
With you by my side, I can finally be free.
No matter the paths in life that we must take,
I want you to know, your love I will never forsake,
And I know you must do the things you need to do,
And I will be left here, forever wanting you,
So go my sweet darlin

Bird's WingBird's Wing
"...a bright coppery-red feather floated to the ground and landed at my feet."
One day when I was a little boy, I was walking in the woods with my grandfather John. He was the first to tell me the importance of the trees, not just to us as humans but to the other animal tribes as well. As we walked beneath the sycamore, oak and hickory trees, we could hear the calls of all the birds that lived there. Tla-gv (blue jay) was the loudest. My grandfather told me Tla-gv was the guard of the woods. His call told the other animals that strangers walked under the canopy. The mourning dove was the most beautiful. Its call was a soft purr and when it flew from tree to tree its wings whirred and had a song of their own. In Cherokee it is called the Acorn Cryer because its purr sounds like Gu-le...Gu-le, the Cherokee word for acorn.
Whenever we would walk in the woods, sometimes we would find a feather. My grandfather always said these were gifts. One day a Redbird flew ov

WarriorWarrior's End
By me.
My time is at an end,
My protection no longer needed,
My skills no longer required.
A warrior is what I am,
what I was made to be,
It is all I know to be.
They told me to settle down,
to find a mate to keep me sane,
But they should know,
that won't happen.
For one can not love a warrior,
We are cold and unfeeling,
the way we become what we hate.
I know I will never know Love,
I will only know hatred and destruction,
Because it is what I am good at.
So I will teach others how to fight,
So they can fight
for what they believe in,
Because I was never allowed to do so.
My time is at an end………….
Mrrcp2008

Can Someone HelpMake me a custom page??? I love graphics and stuff meant for me, I would so appreciate it, so any creative people out there????

My BoysI watched the video of your memorial today. your procession. the ceremony.
I couldn't help but cry at the words your mom wrote.
I can't help but wish you were here.
You both (Chad & Donnie) are missed.
I wish that ...you weren't claimed so young.
Sitting there at your funeral donnie..was so hard..so fucking hard to let you go.
Chad...wow...never thought you'd be the one that didn't come home. I thought it was ironic you wrote about the IED's shortly before your death...guess God gave us a little warning.
I miss you both.
I want the tears to stop
I want to be able to say hey whats up...
fuck.
the one thing I hate about this war is losing someone as amazing as Chad.
and the one thing I hate about this world
is how someone thinks its ok to kill themselves..like Donnie.
RIP boys...
:(
God Bless our troops.

The Movie I Am Currently Working OnJohnny Depp as Dillinger
CROWN POINT | Johnny Depp, aka John Dillinger in the Universal film "Public Enemies," is hitting Crown Point this spring reportedly to reprise the gangster's bold 1934 escape from Lake County Jail.
The scene will be shot on location at the Old Sheriff's House and Jail, 226 S. Main St., sources said. Universal declined to comment on specifics.
The front part of the Second Empire-style building housed the top cop in Dillinger's era. The back holds the cells from which the bank robber fled in broad daylight.
Dates for the Crown Point shoot are under wraps. But director Michael Mann has targeted the old Lake County Criminal Court, 220 S. Main St., as his headquarters during a three-day stay. Reborn the Hall of Justice Bar and Ballroom in the early 1990s, the jail's neighbor will host up to 200 actors, crew members and technicians.
"Hollywood's coming to Crown Point," said Philip Struebig, co-owner of the Hall of Justice. "It's going to be

Fubar World CruiseFor all those that rate, fan and add me to join the Fubar World Cruise. I will be out of town for a week for work,starting on the March 2nd and returning on the 8th. Not sure if i will have time to check fubar. I will check when i can. I will fan, add and rate everyone that joins the cruise as soon as I can. Sorry for any delays. To make sure I get your request, send a private message plus the friend request. I have notice that some time that not all the request come through for some reason.

Heyhey everyone my manes mary, im really new to all of this and id like to get to know new people so whatta ya say wanna give me a try?

Emerge A Winner In Any Circumstances.There are some events that you can influence by making intelligent choices and by taking decisive action. There are other events and situations that are completely out of your control.
You have what it takes to successfully deal with both. There's no need to worry endlessly about what the future will bring, for it always brings you new opportunities to make a positive difference.
You can do your very best with those situations that are under your control. And you can adapt and adjust to those situations over which you have little or no influence.
The foolish actions of others can leave you hopelessly frustrated if you allow them to do so. Keep in mind, however, that there's nothing to be gained by working yourself into a knot of frustration and resentment.
Instead, accept whatever comes your way and commit yourself to finding the value in it and making the best of it. With a positive, generous sense of purpose, there's no limit to what you can achieve, even when conditions ar

Wishful Thinking Is Back!!! Finally........ Is All I Have To Freakin Say!!!!OMG!!! LOOK WHO IS FINALLY BACK.. PLEASE GO SHOW HER SOME MAD LOVE SO SHE WILL NEVER LEAVE AGAIN... WE LOVE YOU JODI
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::well, Eff::Ok, so throughout the day lets say, when I'm bored out of my fucking mind in geography class or sitting through a history lecture or staying home for the night, barely anyone bothers to call or even text me...yet when I have a lot of shit going on and don't want to talk to anyone, BOOM, my phone gets blasted with texts and calls and voicemails of friends telling me to get off my ass and to pick up the phone...go figure, huh??

Rangers 3-1 AberdeenRangers 3-1 Aberdeen
By David Sharp
Christian Dailly scored his first goal for Rangers to level the scores
Rangers maintained their four-point advantage over Celtic at the top of the SPL when they fought back from a goal down to defeat Aberdeen at Ibrox.
The hosts started brightly but Aberdeen were dangerous on the counter-attack and Steve Lovell's 28th minute header gave the Dons a deserved lead.
Christian Dailly levelled the scores ten minutes later with a neat volley.
Adam's header put Rangers ahead after 50 minutes and Kris Boyd followed up his own saved penalty to seal victory.
Interview: Rangers manager Walter Smith
Interview: Aberdeen manager Jimmy Calderwood
Rangers began where they left off after the midweek thrashing of Hearts - in menacing fashion.
Kris Boyd, a last-minute replacement for Jean-Claude Darcheville who pulled up injured in the pre-match warm-up, should have done better when he found space in the Aberdeen box.
But a

And I Am A Downratergerryh just sent you a message!
· ~Daisy~ just checked you out!
· gerryh rated you a '1'!
· gerryh just checked you out!
from: gerryh
date: 2008-03-01 21:16:01
subject: sorry
read receipt: No
replied: No block user
sorry about that I am hit the wrong button I was trying to rate y'alls pics and I have been drinking since noon and it is midnight now and I accidently blocked you I am trying to fix them all now
WROTE AFTER HE DOWNRATED AND BLOCKED ALL THE FU BRATZ

Investment Tips For 2008For all of you with any money left, be aware of the next expected mergers so that you can get in on the ground floor and make some BIG bucks.
Watch for these consolidations in 2008.
1.) Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and
W.R. Grace Co. will merge and become: Hale, Mary, Fuller, Grace.
2.) PolyGram Records, Warner Bros., and Zesta Crackers join forces
and become: Poly, Warner Cracker.
3.) 3M will merge with Goodyear and become: MMMGood.
4. Zippo Manufacturing, Audi Motors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining
will merge and become: ZipAudiDoDa.
5 . FedEx is expected to join its competitor, UPS, and
become: FedUP.
6. Fairchild Electronics and Honeywell Computers will
become: Fairwell Honeychild.
7. Grey Poupon and Docker Pants are expected to
become: Poupon Pants.
8. Knotts Berry Farm and the National Organization of
Women will become: Knott NOW!
And finally
9. Victor

Bored.......1. Who were your last 3 texts from?
idk....it's been a couple days since anyone txt'd me. And that REALLY sux....lol.
3. What's your middle name?
Lynn
4. Your current relationship status?
lost in space
5. Does your crush like you back?
I would like to think....lol.
6. What is your current mood?
bored.....tired....sick
7. What are your plans for the day?
Take lots of tylenol to see if this fever will go away.
8. What color shirt are you wearing?
Blue tank
9. Who has the ability to hurt you most?
myself.
10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
Definitely!
11. Where was the last place, out of town, that you went?
Houston...back at Christmas
12. Ever had a near death experience?
Yes!
13. Something you do a lot?
text.
14. Who can you tell anything to?
Cyndi
15. Have you ever cheated on someone you love?
No.
16. Have you ever had a crush on someone you worked with?
YEA
17. Have you ever been cheated on?

LostNo sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into their slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder
Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher

Made It To NorfolkWell....it's around 2230 local....and I'm finally in Norfolk. Tomorrow (Monday) starts the poking and prodding cycle yet again. Many briefs and a uniform outfitting are in store for me tomorrow. we'll see what the rest of the week has in store. I figure I'll be on my way to Ft Lee come Saturday or Sunday at the latest.
Spent my day on a plane today. You know.....I really enjoy flying....but today was just a hastle. Up before dawn to make my flight out of San Diego.....just to sit forever in Chicago. Flight got delayed for 2 hours....so I'm just now getting settled in here. Up at 0-stupid-hundred tomorrow morning. SO....I had best get a uniform ready for tomorrow and go catch soem shut eye. Check back in with y'all tomorrow evening.

Why You Should Check Out My Stash...Its one of my weird talents, I know all of those 1 hit wonder bands that had 1-2 catchy tunes and thats about it. Thats why my stash is loved by all, people look at it and say "hey, I love that song but I never knew the title". Well, the days of that are over, I know the obscure songs so take a look and find something you like.

Rehab - Sittin' At A BarRehab - Sittin' At A Bar Lyrics
Bar tender I really did it this time
Broke my parole to have a good time
When I got home it was 6 a.m.
The door was locked so I kicked it in
She was trippin' on the bills
I think she was high on some pills
She through my shit out into the yard
Called me a bum and smacked me real hard
And in my drunkin' stooper
I did what I should of never done
Now I'm sittin' here talking to you
Drunk and on the run
I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside
Waitin' for my ride on the outside
She broke my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fuckin' car
Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away
You know mo I'll probably get ten years
So just give me beers til they get here
Yeah I know the sun is comin' up
And ya'll are probably gettin' ready for closin' up
But I'm trying to drown my soul
I'm tired of this life on a dirt road
And everythang that I love is gone
And I'm tired of hangin' on
She got me sittin' at a bar on th

A Child's Last RequestA child's last request
In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia.
Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination.
Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.
The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true.
She took her son' s hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?'
Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up. '
Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.'
Later that day she went to her
local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix .
She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ri

New CarSo I traded my Buick in for an Audi A4. FUN car, I love it! White, 5 speed. Makes me like driving again, which I haven't liked to do in a very long time. :D

Feeling Goodwell after a long time of not feeling worth a damn emotionally i have to say im back to my old self thanks to my mandy who has shown me people can love one another and not expect them to change at all yes its true i have found someone that loves me again

LolC’mon, me tell me what it do, I do it for the ‘A’.
When the top drop, rock the platinum Cardier. Got that Microsoft, so they call me Bill Gates.Ice links around my neck, lookin’ like I build gates.
I’m Mista Amoco, yea I got the pumps.Pockets on swoll, lookin’ like they got the mumps.Im ‘bout my change, gotta get the riches.From the look of thangs ya’ll gettin’ J.C. pennies.Pass dat Patron, the limes’ right der. Rock with it, lean with in my nik’er.Wink my eye at cha bitch, now wishing now she could touch.See the J’s on my feet and she love the diamond cuts.Fresh to death, everyday, like I jumped up outta caskets.Ask Chino Dolla about that dope boi magic.Connected like apartments, keep one in the cartridge.Chevy seats ostrich, name in the carpet.I mix Patron and ever glow, I call it antifreeze.Take one sip a drop off to her knees. Mista V.I.P, get like me. Ice piece on white beat’, I call it Iced-t.Cush by the seven’s I call it Mike Vic. She call me officer I hit her with my nightsti

Test Bully 1 MovldCOME VISIT MUSIC OVERLOAD!!!
^^ CLICK PICS TO ENTER AND HAVE A TALK WITH ONE OF THE MANAGERS OR THE OWNER!!!!

SickGonna go lay down Im being attacked by an Horrible flu type thing thats just having its way with me .. I hope NONE of you get this .. OMG ..
*putting on my mask* Givin hugs to all
Wen :) hope you all have a great nite . im gonna go to bed and ride this out ..
Xoxoxox

My DarknessI SIT HERE IN THIS ROOM
FEELING LIKE A PRISONER-SURROUNDED BY THE DARKNESS, SMOTHERING ME UNTIL I CANNOT BREATHE.
PAINED FACES IN MY HEAD-IN MY HEART-WHY AM I HERE? ALL THESE VOICES SCREAMING,
ENDLESSLY INTO THE NIGHT..
NO END.
NO RESTING FOR ME NEVER.. ALWAYS
HERE IN THIS ROOM.
ALWAYS WITH THESE MEMORIES OF WHAT COULD BE.
TO SEE A SUNNY DAY AND ENJOY THE RAIN ON
MY FACE.
BUT MY REALITY SETS IN AND LIKE A DAGGER
IN THE HEART I KNOW IT WILL NEVER BE. NOT
UNTIL I AM FREE OF THIS LIFE HOLDING ME.

Meanings Of Roses 2Red roses say “I love you” and also stand for respect and courage.
Rosebuds symbolize beauty, youth and a heart innocent of love or: “You are young and beautiful.” Red rosebuds mean “pure and lovely” and white rosebuds signify girlhood or “too young to love.” The moss rosebud stands for confessions of love.
A single rose stands for simplicity. In full bloom, it means “I love you” or “I love you still,” and a bouquet of roses in full bloom signifies gratitude.
White roses have several meanings: “You’re heavenly,” reverence and humility, innocence and purity, “I’m worthy of you,” and secrecy and silence.
Red and white roses together, or white roses with red edges, signify unity.
Pink roses in general symbolize grace and gentility. For more subtle shades of meaning, choose deep pink to stand for gratitude and appreciation. Light pink conveys admiration and sympathy.
Yellow roses usually stand for joy and gladness, but can also say “try to care.”
Red and

Why Women Get CrankyWhy Women Get Cranky
We start to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find anything that comes in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurts so bad it brings us to tears. Enter the almighty, uncomfortable training bra contraption the boys in school will snap until we have calluses on our backs.
Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we now bloat, we cramp, we get the hormone crankies, have to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had.
Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) is having sex for the first time, which is about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about.
Then it's off to Motherhood where we learn to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so we don

Rap: The Other Other White MeatYou know what I am sick of? People claiming rap requires more talent than other genres and people claiming rap is decent music. It's not. When you point out how horrible rap is to many people, they just don't get it. A lot of close-minded obnoxious people would obviously like to know why I hold such a passion in hating rap, unfortunately they choose to ignore true talent and thus they fail to comprehend just why it sucks. It is for those short-sighted dumbasses, that I will now explain my reasoning.
First off, don't get me wrong. Not ALL rap is bad. I don't believe an entire genre can be classified as bad simply because the way people interpret things are different. But there comes a point when even interpretation does not account for the pathetic attempt at "music" these "musicians" create. I'm sure there's plenty of decent "underground" rap, if you like rap in general
*I however, do not*
but that is the minority. The majority of rap is absolutely laughable.
As with any fo

No Time....For anyone who has been a friend or anyone recently added I just want to say thanks.
I dont always have a lot of time to attend this site. I work 12+ hours a day. I come home, do some extra workouts, eat dinner, shower and get ready for work the next day. I get to bed around 930 or 1000pm German time(thats 6 hours ahead of the east coast). I get up at 445 the next morning.
So with that all in light I do ask you to be patient with me in rating your pics and such. If I to neglect you all together feel free to shoot me a message (be kind) and remind me that I should swing by your page.
Hope you all are doing well and happy fubarring.

I Got Tagged So Here It IsOk so I was Tagged. So I guess I'll do my 10 random things about me. But I'm not going to tag anyone. I know it takes the fun out of it but what the hey.
P.S. This will take a while to come up with 10 random facts.
1. I love chocolate but hate to eat it.
2. I love candles.
3. I am a MORON and on a MORON website to prove it.
4. I can't shave more then once in about a week but need to shave at least once a day.
5. I have a different out look on some things then most people do.
6. I'm very picky when it comes down to someone I will date.
7. I add people on here cause I can.
8. I feel weired when guys rate a bunch of my pics.
9. I want that someone special in my life.
10. I'm ready to get a new truck and ready to move out of this place.
P.P.S. It didn't take as long as I thought it would.

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Eight Killed At Jerusalem SchoolEight killed at Jerusalem school
The gunman entered the school's dining room and opened fire
Attack scene
Eight people have been killed and nine wounded by a Palestinian gunman who infiltrated a Jewish seminary in West Jerusalem, Israeli officials say.
Witnesses said the gunman went into a crowded hall during dinner at the Mercaz Harav seminary in the city's Kiryat Moshe quarter and opened fire.
The assailant, who Israeli police said was a resident of East Jerusalem, was shot dead by an Israeli army officer.
The attack is the worst of its kind in Israel for a number of years.
The BBC's Middle East editor Jeremy Bowen says the Israeli government will be under immense pressure to respond - and it will, even though it is not known when and where precisely.
Terrorists were "trying to destroy the chances of peace", an Israeli government spokesman said. The shooting was also immediately condemned by the US, UN, UK and the Palestinian Authority.
When

Dozens Killed In Baghdad AttacksDozens killed in Baghdad attacks
At least 54 people have been killed by two bomb attacks in the Karada shopping area in the centre of the Iraqi capital Baghdad, security officials say.
The blasts left another 130 people injured, the officials said.
A witness at the scene described people holding body parts and a woman crying as rescuers searched for her sons.
The BBC's Hugh Sykes in Baghdad said the second bomb targeted crowds gathered at the site of the first, causing the high death toll.
He says there are no obvious military targets in the area, and local residents were out shopping ahead of the Iraqi weekend in fine spring weather when the bombs exploded.
Teenagers
A roadside bomb exploded first in the predominantly Shia area, followed a few minutes later by a second blast caused by a suicide bomber, police said.
Karada is a popular shopping area in central Baghdad
Many of the victims were teenagers and young adults.
Hassan Abdullah, 25, t

WisdomA Message by George Carlin:
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not

Its When You Mean ItAnyone can say they're sorry. Anyone can apologize for things that they have done wrong. The hardest part is being able to admit and understand exactly what it is you did and what you can do to make it better...Someone said to me today..."More people would learn from thier mistakes if they were'nt so busy denying that they made them"....So True. Most of the time I feel like I have it all figured out...but this time is so much more than just figuring it all out...I dont know what to do...I dont know what tomorrow will bring...Even when you think you have it all figured out, something throws it all off course...or maybe its just GODS way of telling me that I am not in control when my ego gets the best of me....We all like to feel as if we have some sort of control over our lives, but when that control leads us to a place we didnt even want to be in the first place...What do you do then??? Give Up??? Project Blame onto others??? Look for some other excuse to justify the things you have do

The Stars ShineThe stars shine brighter at the very site of her. Her scent lingerers in my mind and the taste of peppermints on my lips. Her body is that of a goddess of Greek myth and as soft and warm as a spring day. Her embrace sends me into bliss. Her face is a work of art by a master painter, perfect nose and lips. Her eyes are innocent and overwhelming. Her mind and heart so open to the beauty around her. Perfection doesn't have a name but if it did it would have hers.

FriendshipTo be friends is to make a connection. To be best friends is to make a commitment
Many people walk in and out of our life, but only a true friend can leave a footprint in our heart. Friendship is not a matter of what we make of others, but what we think of ourselves
Simple music can make you sing, a simple hug can make you feel better, simple things can make you happy; I hope my simple hello will make you smile do you know that a true friend is someone who dances with you in the sunlight and walks beside you in the shadows A true friend will always walks in when the whole world walks out. miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's a thing or better, is measured by the heart

Friday Funny...!! (7th March '08)The Irish Sinner
"Bless me Father, for I have sinned. I have not been to confession for six months. On top of that, I've been with a loose woman."
The priest sighs. "Is that you, little Tommy O'Shaughnessy?"
"Yes, Father, 'tis I."
"And who might be the woman you were with?"
"I shan't be tellin' you, Father. It would ruin her reputation."
"Well, Tommy, I'm bound to find out sooner or later, so you may as well tell me now. Was it Brenda O'Malley?"
"I cannot say."
"Was it Patricia Fitzgerald?"
"I'll never tell."
"Was it Bridget O'Shanter?"
"I'm sorry, but I'll not name her."
"Was it Cathy O'Dell?"
"My lips are sealed."
"Was it Fiona Mallory, then?"
"Please, Father, I cannot tell you."
The priest sighs in frustration. "You're a steadfast lad, Tommy O'Shaughnessy, and I admire that. But, you've sinned, and you must atone. Be off with you now."
Tommy walks back to his pew. His friend, Sean, slides over and whispers, "What'd

Bad Company - Lonley For Your LoveWhenever the day since been lonely
Can't turn this feeling away
I looked around you was gone
And I love you
I'm up all night again outta my head
Slippin' and slidin' on a downhill ride
And I'm going down slow and what do you know?
I love you
All alone, livin' my bed
I can't seem to get you outta my head
Don't look back
There's nothin' I can do without you.
Well, I'm lonely for your love
Lonely for your love
I'm lonely for your love at night
All right.
All alone, lyin' my bed
I can't seem to get you outta my head
Don't look back
There's nothin' I can do but I love you, I love ya
Well, I'm lonely for your love
I'm lonely for your love
I'm lonely for your love
Well, I'm lonely for your love
I'm lonely for your love
I'm lonely for your love at night
All right!
I'm lonely, you know I"m lonely
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
So lonely for your love
I'm lonely for your love (fade)

Friday Night!Some times I think I am an attention whore and other times....who knows? A girl getting any good attention is great for her ego. We all know it. I put up some more photo's today and all it did was get attention and I knew it would. LOL what ever. I am what I am.
It's Friday and time to relax this weekend. Other than going out to dinner tonight with some friends for his birthday that was yesterday. We are going out fairly early. I am NOT going to drink tonight. I refuse to feel like shit tomorrow. After last weekend, I don't want to be hung over the entire next day. getting too old for that. I think I may take myself to the mall tomorrow. I still have not replaced my make-up that went missing the night my son decided to throw a party when we were gone so I need to go out and replace it. Just irritating.
I am going to buy the make-up and the laptop and give the receipts to my son and tell him he had better et a job to pay me back soon! He will be mowing my father's m

LonelyJust sitting here kinda bored. Missing my bf. Spending some time at my mom's and I can't sleep...but then again, when can I. Mom thinks I have a pinched nerve in my back...been having trouble walking because it's bothering me so badly...but that's nothing new. Once again I'm broke...and boss still hasn't called me for any work...beginning to wonder if and when he will.
Fixing food so I can feed my fat self...and just messing around online. It's quite boring without anyone to talk to though. =/

Hotties Rules & Code Of ConductHotties rules & code of conduct
1- All Prospects (Applicants) must have a VERIFIED Salute.
2- All Pics must be SFW & Open for voting on Friday.
3- Upon Acceptance 5 days will be given to add 2nd Alarm Hotties (to/in addition to) Nickname.
4- All Current Hotties must be Fanned/Added/Rated.
5- All new members will be assigned a team. The Chief, Chief Deputy Sexy Shell, & Assigned Team Leader must be added to family.
6- All Hottie related bulletins must be reposted (inactivity is not tolerated)
7- Help your fellow members when need be (for ex. leveling by rating pics, stash, etc)
8- The Hotties profile MUST be added to Top Friends -or- Family.
9- Shoutbox & Fu-Mail must be open to The Chief/ Chief Deputy/ & assigned Team leader.
10- All Hottie members must have membership to The Hotties Headquarters. Link can be found on Sexy_Shell's page
11- Hotties who have resigned must complete the application process. No exceptions.
12- Applicants must have

The Things Said About My Momyou ppl hurt her so bad her friends right more like enemies, have done nothing but used her and abused her. now its lets show poor this and poor that love well you fucking assholes show no respect but for being point whores. wow what true friends she choose in you ppl and you have no fucking clue what you have done to her. especially the two ppl she loved the most on here you all have done her so wrong im disqusted with you all.

Virtual Happenstancewandering through virtual spaces
searching for his long lost home
a light catches the eye in the distance
beckoning with intriquing invitations
answering the call a timid hello
walking the line and staying reserved
a warm smile and a happy greeting
sets my mind and body at ease
inuendos and spiraling topics
bring a hope from deep within
time will tell if this is a dream
pinch me or I fear I will fade

Looooong One1) Happiest moment of 2008 so far?
It's only 2 months in, Finding out that both of my sisters are pregnant. lol
2) What did you wake up to this morning?
I woke up when my body was ready to be awake..
3) Who were you with last night?
Sean
4) Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Fo sho
5) When is the last time you saw your crush?
I love him and I see him every day.
6) Who can you tell anything to?
Very few people.
7) Do you know anyone named Peter?
I do
8) Who is your last phone call with?
None today.
9) What's the last thing you said/typed?
look up ^
10) How's life?
Meh
11) Last time you cried?
few days ago.
12) Why?
Gross shit online.
13) Have you ever thrown up?
who hasn't?
14) When was the first kiss you had with the last person you kissed?
Spring of 2001.
15) Do you love anyone who's name starts with an L?
No?
(16) Are you happy?
I try to be.
17) Are you excited about anything?
The births of both my

One From Late At Night1. Who is the first person you think of when someone asks you who you like?
Sean duh
2. Do you drool/snore/etc. in your sleep
I talk in my sleep and I'm told I snore lightly when I'm sick.
3. What curse word do you say the most when you're pissed?
FUCK
4. Are you happy?
With my partner, yes.. With our living situation, no.
5. Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
I was married to him. Turns out, my friends were right.
7. Are you tan?
Nope, I live in New England.. I'm pale as a mo-fo.
8. Hair color?
Blonde
9. Confused about anything?
Nah
10. Kids or no kids?
I have 2.
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11. Do you have any pets?
Whole bunch of em.
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12. What do your favorite sunglasses look like?
Big and pink.
13. Do your initials spell anything?
KEL
14. Last person you fought with?
Sean
15. What's one thing you actually remember about kindergarten?
I don't. haha
16. How do you ca

Stress TestThe Holmes-Rahe Scale is a stress test scale developed to rate the amount of stress in a person's life. The test is a general tale of the stressors that make up tension in one's life. Take the test and see how you rate. With a pen, paper or calculator, add up your points for each question.
The Holmes-Rahe Scale
Chemical
Sugar consumption, average daily
(1 point per 5 teaspoons)
Sweet roll, piece of pie 1 point each
Coke or any regular can of soda 2 points each
Use white flour, (white bread, usual pastries, spaghetti, etc.) 5
points
Banana split, commercial milk shake 5 points each
Caffeine consumption, average daily
Coffee 1/2 point each cup
Tea 1/2 point each cup
Cola drink 1 point each
Mountain Dew 1 point each
2 Anacin® or APC tabs 1/2 point per dose
Caffeine Benzoate tablets (NoDoz®, Vivarin®) 2 points each
Diet soda 1/2 point each can or bottle
Nicotine
3-10 cigarettes/ day 5 points
11-20 cigarettes/ day 10 points
21-30 cigarettes/ day 15 points
31-4

Headed To Ft. LeeMorning, folks!
Just listened to Morning Colors go down here in Norfolk. Time to get packing and head up to Ft. Lee. The Navy gave our group of 10 3 SUV's to haul all of us and our gear up there. Check out of the barracks at 11am this morning, and then we hit the road for the 2 hour drive.
No barracks for us this time. We'll be living in high style at the Hampton Inn (woo hoo!). Classes start tomorrow and should go on for the next 3 weeks. I cannot imagine that it's going to take 3 weeks to teach us all about how the Army deals with fuel. Is there REALLY that much to learn? Somethig tells me that the Army is cramming 1 week of training into 3 weeks here (haha). But who am I to complain? I'm pretty much a sponge at this point. Teach me, O learned ones!!
Looks like I'll actually get to squeeze in a weeks leave after the fuels school.....before having to report to Ft Stewart for a 4 day contracting school (Yup....that's a new addition to my orders and training pipeline

ElektraYou Are Elektra
"You don't know how I feel. I want revenge."
What Superheroine Are You?

WeirdYour Inner Eye Color Is Green
You're off-scale unique and creative - just like green eyes
You're peaceful, relaxed, and easy to be around
You've got an exotic flair that draws men in... with unique beauty.
What Color Eyed Woman Are You Really?

Re: Rangers 1 Hibernian 0RE: Rangers 1 Hibernian 0
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Glasgow Rangers
Date: 09 Mar 2008, 18:52
Rangers will face Partick Thistle in the quarter-finals of the Scottish Cup after a tense 1-0 home win over Hibernian.Chris Burke's counter before the break made the difference but the game will be remembered more for the second-half sending off of sub Nacho Novo.The Spanish forward was dismissed for making a two-footed challenge on Thierry Gathuessi nine minutes from the end.Frantic scenes followed, with manager Walter Smith then sent to the stand for arguing with opposite number Mixu Paatelainen in the Hibs technical area.Smith's men held on to their narrow lead, despite being a man down, and will now take on Thistle in the last eight a week on Wednesday.This win marked Gers' 20th match in succession without defeat and for that statistic at least, the hosts will be pleased with the final outcome.With games coming thick and fast just now, manager Smit

Once You've Loved Somebody- Dixie ChicksJust because they are somewhat controversally, I love their music & had a chance to see them a few years ago.
I've been listening to them alot lately at work. This is one of my favorites.
I should go out tonight
Get on with my life
Break these chains of solitude
With a little luck and a little help
I might even find myself
In the arms of someone new
Chorus:
Once youve loved somebody
It aint that easy to do
Once youve loved somebody
Like I loved you
Look what youve gone and done
Youve ruined everything for everyone
Who tries to steal this heart away
I cant get you off of my mind
Ive tried to tell myself a million times
A little time is all it takes
Repeat chorus
I gave you everything that I had to give
I dont know if I can go that far again

People Need To Relize One Thing Right Nowi just want it understood just cause im now taken does not in no way mean im gona quit being friends with anyone. most of you i have been friends with for awhile. just cause im taken im not gona stop giving my friends love and attention on this site.

It Is A QuestionOk so like years ago when i was in Italy I got this crazy dragon tattoo and it didnt really turn out the way I wanted,( helps if the artist understands what you are saying right?! Anywho tonight at the expo I saw so many awesome designs that I am torn from getting my dragon redone or just tossing that idea and getting a Aztec Sun. Man the artist I met is awesome he got his degree from UT in Austin in design and really is an awesome artist... hmmm decisions decisions.
But one thing is for sure I sure as hell am not going to get another tattoo with ink that glows in blue light man that was such a rip, my sun never glowed.

Meeting...i want you to tell me what do you think about this text.
Meeting…
I was beginning to feel a little nervous….it may be by the fact that I was waiting for him to come for more that a half an hour. It was the second time in 3 years, when he was late. I was worried that something bad could happen to him and I was composing all kind of scenarios of him being injured or something else. Ten minutes later, he arrives.
I was by now slightly nervous, I thought that he won’t come today, when I was waiting forward to see him. I have already told him that something very important happened and that we have to talk about our relationship. I look in front of me and saw him approaching, with his rash steps.
‘Sorry, I’m late.’ he said.
‘No problem- I lied- as a matter of fact I’ve just arrived’.
I wouldn’t tell him for nothing in the world that I was waiting for more that 40 minutes.
‘Are you ok, my dear?’
I look at him and I can’t get the point of all this talking, we both know the re

MirageMirage,
vision challenged
mental want recognized
the things longed for
Reflection,
of true reality
forced upon us by life
genetics sealed our fate
Ripples,
running across time
magnify the ware on ourselves
all experiences resurface
Miracles,
come out
renewing our imagination
forcing us to return to youth
Creativity,
will emerge
from deep inside our souls
bringing all emotion to surface
Sensitivity,
is unleashed
breaking the boundaries of aggression
releasing the strong power of want

UnseenTry so hard but it goes unseen
Never alone but yet always alone
Asking for help that will never be received
Sinking deeper and deeper into the dark
In life this has never been foreseen
No one have never known
By all to have been deceived
The pain and dispare will leave a constant mark
No one understands what it means
Ignored and passed over like a lonely stone
Forgetting and disbuting what was once believed
Fearing there will never be a light bright enough
to pierce the dark.

A Little WorriedThis is going to sound gross to a few of you, so I am sorry for that. About 10 years ago I had ovarian cancer. Well now things in my body are a little fucked up again. I have been having my little visitor for over a week not and its really bad. I have lost a lot of blood, and am as white as a ghost. I feel incredibly dizzy and tired. I have missed work it has been so bad. I go Thursday to see for sure whats wrong, but I am so worried that it is some thing so much more. I know its probably not the cancer coming back, but I can't help but have that feeling. I am scared to death right now. What if is some thing so much worse. What am I going to do then? Plus, I am still so dizzy and stuff. I hate this. My mom told me to take some vitamins to help build me back up, but damn it does not work fast enough. But sorry if this grossed you out in any way, I just needed to vent.

Confessions Of A CheaterI have a secret that i can no longer keep
the kind that you hide in your mind, but it haunts you in your sleep
I have a man and I have a guy
It is what most would call living a lie
I love him but I'm in love with you
Sounds crazy but ther is a difference between the two
The love I have for him is not the same
Purely for the moment like a childs interest in a game
When I lay down at night I am with you
But in the same token he is there with me too
Hes there for my body and not my mind
In his bed is where we spent most of our time
If thats all then it should have been easy to leave, I know
But I couldnt seem to pick up my feet and go
He had a hold on me and I wasnt sure why
Even still I tell you because I cant keep living this lie
I dont have an answer for why it happen this way
How I should have left but instead choose to stay
So why did I finally decide to tell you this way
Because my cheating heart couldnt lie this lie for another day
Driving myself insane with th

Isnt It Funnyhow you can THINK that you are very special to someone and they let you believe that and they use that and they twist that into something unholy? how they can abuse your soul and say fuck your heart its me that makes the rules and you have no say when i come and when i go.... they walk away like other befor them, they lie to you when you only seek the truth, they make it so that loveis not worth trying for, and with each piece of your heart that falls it makes life that much more not worth living because you never want another to do what so many other have done befor him...... they make it lonely, they make it sad, almost so that you feel your already powdered heart start to blow away in the breeze

Meet Jusscuzz My Baby Sister!Many Have been there for me but non like this chickie she's earned her right to be my flesh and blood so love her like she's your own!!!!!!!
It's been so long since I seen you smile,
Far away all these painful miles.
Still You know my heart is there,
It kills me seeing that blank stare.
Cry on my shoulder weep your pain away.
I'm the rock that's here to stay.
When you weak come to me I'm hold you tall!
And you can release your pain just your all!

Friends?????Hey All,
I will be cleaning house over the next few days. If you are on my friends list and never contact me then you will be deleted.

Photography ContestHey Folks. I would really appreciate it if u could help me out by rating my photograph for a Rate my Photo contest.
Click on the pic below or the link!
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Thanks so much!!
xoxoxoxox

Poemall the days i lied awake,
all the words i wished you said,
the love i held back for you,
so many times you never came through,
wishing that something,
would finally make you see,
how much you really meant to me
now days have gone by,
not once did i cry,
i gave up hoping,
no need to be so blue,
so much of me i gave to you,
so here it is my final rhyme
for all the wasted time.
good bye travis i hope you see this you werent what i thought you were.
-reign-

Stop & StareOneRepublic Stop & Stare Lyrics
This town is colder now
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move
I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set
on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Ohhh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
[Stop & Stare lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags I never thought I could
Steady feet don't fail me now,
I'm a run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out, and I'm standing down.
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that

Life Without HerLife Without Her
When she left she stole my heart,
How to go on, I don't know where to start,
Without her here, I am an empty shell,
My life has become a living hell.
I can find no reason now to carry on,
What was once two, is now only one,
What did I do that caused her to walk away,
What could I have done to make her stay.
What we had I thought would last forever,
Then out of the blue you said it was over,
And left me here with nothing but pain,
Slowly now i am going insane.
Hiding now, no longer do I go out,
While the pain inside spins me about,
No longer able to face the world,
All because I once loved a girl.
But without her, there is no gain,
Left with only a life of pain,
All because she took my heart,
And before my eyes, tore it apart.
I can no longer go on living this way,
So no more in this life will i stay,
So I leave this life with one unfulfilled wish,
That just once more I could have tasted her lips.
DQA

Random Thoughts And Ideas I Live By.First off, these are all coming off the top of my head and I'm more then sure some have roots in everything from eastern philosophy to popular culture. I'm not attempting to to do anything other then scribble my mind at this point in time. If you want to steal this feel free, I don't really care.
Never stop asking questions
Play devil's advocate
helping someone is never a waste of time
Never walk with a glass cane (if you know what that means I have a huge respect for you, and ask me if you want to know)
too much of anything can be an addiction, with the exceptions of learning, and true love
Organized religion is a bad thing
Faith can be a wonderful or horrible thing
Faith used to justify hatred is not faith
Clark Gable is a pimp
Judging others is only judging yourself
Be true to who you are and don't sacrifice to fit in
Find what you love
If you are stopped on your journey there is always another way if you are not willing to let it stop you
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Friends!!!Just want to let everyone know, I am getting into my busy season so I will be hit and miss for awhile. For those who have knwon me, summer will be the same, In my genious I am also coaching my daughters volleyball team. Then decided to coach my youngest in baseball. So I know my family and I think all of my friends will understand and not forget me. If ya want you can delete me if I am tying up space on your page. I'm not trying to sound petty God knows I dump people that don't talk. Just letting everyone know I haven't forgot and I'm not ignoring. So with that said please comment and let me know you got this one!! Please, at least say something.. Love you all.. Mike

Stupid Ass PeopleOk, so I was watching the news at 11 tonight, and once again, the STUPID ASS GOVERNMENT OF THE STATE OF OHIO, is banning yet one more thing. The story was about 2 teenage boys, hanging out, and one shot the other. They SAY that the one who shot and killed the other, was using a mind altering herbal plant, known as SALVIA. But, they don’t know for sure. People, this is not a FUCKING DRUG! This plant is used for meditation. This is a medicinal plant. I am so tired of this country ruining everything. Is this not the LAND of the FREE? It isn’t anymore. Thanks to our FINE FUCKIN FUCK-UP of a PRESIDENT BUSH! And furthermore, I believe that the parents of the boy who had the gun, should be penalized. They had just as much to do with the death of the other kid. If they would have had the gun kept in a safe place, and away from their son, would he still have shot his friend? I am ready to get the fuck out of this country. I am sick of living in this screwed up country. I believe that our countr

A Mother's LoveMy life would seem empty if you weren’t by my side
A life without a mothers love would make you want to die
This pain in my heart I can’t seem to shake
So many quiet nights I lay in bed awake
I try to stay strong and try not to cry
But I think of all the time-shared and I start to wonder why
Why is it your turn
Why does this feeling burn?
In a flash you can be taken so fast
I wish our memories to always last
I feel so empty and alone, then I think of all your love
Yet somehow that’s not enough for the man up above
So now I sit and think of you
Hoping that heaven is really true
Cause when you’re gone a new world begins
No one will be there to correct my sins
So always look down on me from that special white cloud
And know in your heart that I will always be your child
I will sadly miss you till the day we meet
Until I get there, please hold me a seat.

Going Active DutyWell folks, I have thought about it and after talking to my Fiance, I am going back to Active Duty and finnish out my military career. Its a huge step for me and for Lana, but with the grace of God and some Irish Luck, we will prosper and be very happy.

Erotica Ii "the Homecoming"Well Hello folks I am Dr Tre and I do a bit of writing. I have many blogs that I have written while I was on another chat site similar to this one and well I got a great reception. This blog I wrote a few weeks ago for this other site and I hope you all enjoy it. Have a great time reading this one....and let me know what you think!
Jess stood anxiously in the baggage claim area as she waited for Eric to come into view. Her mom grabbed her shoulders and held her still.
"Jess, you're making me nauseous. Stop moving."
"Sorry, " Jess laughed a little, still bouncing slightly. She tried to see through people that were coming down the hall, and finally... she spotted him. Without even the slightest hesitation she took off in a sprint.
"Jessica!" Her mom laughed. Jess smiled big and squealed excitedly, running towards him, weaving through people.
"Oh God," Eric saw her speeding towards him, and just stopped, bracing for impact, a big smile on his face.
"ERICNESS!" Jess yelle

Think Positively About YourselfFor as he thinketh in his heart, so is he." (Proverbs 23:7)
What you do and say begins with what you think and believe. In the pursuit of perfect health, it's important to remember that the mind greatly influences the body and spirit. The human mind is a complex and wonderful "machine," sometimes referred to as the most powerful computer ever built. Like computers, we can process, store, and share information. And like computers, the information we put out is only as good as the data we put in: Garbage in, garbage out.
In most cases, the things we say and do begin with what we think. We can choose which information we accept and allow to become part of our way of thinking. In fact, we create many of our own problems through negative thinking, bad decision making, and poor dietary choices. By choosing positive, enriching ideas over negative, damaging ones, we significantly improve our mental health.
These choices, both positive and negative, directly influence our bodies and ou

What A Man Really MeansEvery relationship goes through some bad times. Like the time you caught him flirting when he thought you weren't watching, or the time the ex called and left a sultry message on the machine, or the time when the two of you fought like angry reptiles when one of you decided it was okay to spend the bonus money on the latest turbo tool. Certainly, though, the most awkward and uncomfortable time in a relationship comes at the very end of it - the time when the two of you (or at least one of you) decides it's time to divide the iTunes account and move on.
No break-up is easy, and many guys resort to some old standards when it comes to conversational gambits in the final moments. This will help you decode what his cutting lines truly mean.
"It's not you; it's me."
Translation: "It's not me; it's you."
One-third of men admit that they're lying when they blame themselves for the demise of the relationship. Of course, they're trying to soften the blow a bit - to ensure that you k

Just A Little One FirstWET
It's hot.
The shower was cool on her skin.
She steps out and shakes off the water, wringing her wet hair.
She walks out of the bathroom still mostly wet when he sees her,
nude in the hallway, he moans his approval.
She walks toward the bedroom swaying to entice.
He gets up from his chair to follow.
He finds her standing under the ceiling fan, arms spread drying her body.
His hands find her shoulders stroking the smooth skin,
Then his lips start chasing the stray droplets.
One drops from her hair to her full firm breast pausing on her nipple, his tongue captures it before it falls.
Another drop slides between her breasts down her stomach to the indentation there, he watches it pool then slide to her smooth mound.
He gently spreads her legs to catch the drop on her very sensitive button; she gasps softly, legs trembling.
He stands up, takes her hand and guides her to the bed,
"Let's see how many drops I can make with my tongue sweet love."

Tonight....keep ur fingers crossed.
Lena will get laid.
After a while.

Ensign: LengthAll ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3
AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 14 March 2008
The key turned on his locked door in the Jerusalem prison, and Barabbas had been told he was free to go. The semi-official custom of the Roman governor to free one prisoner condemned to die at the passover feast had been fulfilled, and his name came up. It was a much less tougher choice than I think anyone expected. The little we learn of Barabbas, the "notable prisoner" (likely repeat offender, Matthew 27:16) convicted thief (John 18:40), murderer, and revolutionary (Mark 15:7) who was released while Jesus was condemned to death by crucifixion, in Scripture -- he is mentioned briefly in all four Gospels, but only in regard to Jesus dying in his place -- hasn't kept generations of playwrights, theologians, and authors f

Building A Cityso i found this thing where you can build your own city.i just started so im new.now for every click i get one more person livin in my city so what i need you to do is just click the link:
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