Prayer Circles

I am 50 years old, out of work, out of shape and very depressed. I am in such deep despair right now and I want so much to turn my life around, wake up in the morning positive and with faith in myself. My husband and I are becoming destitude.

Round and round in a circle I go. So many times in my life I have found myself right here in this same spot. God has blessed me with so much talent, I am trully gifted and yet have never found a way to funnel that talent. Now once more I find myself out of work, out of a home and no direction in my life. This time I have a wonderful man that I am dragging down with me. Please pray for me, don't let me screw up anymore. God has blessed me so much by bringing my husband into my life after all these years and he sees the diamond inside of me that I refuse to see and keeps God in our life everyday. Help me to believe in myself, find a job where I can utilize my God given gifts and contribute to society in a positive way.
I am 50 years old and I don't want to get lost along the way anymore.
Pray for me.