Nur Meiyati

Nur Meiyati Poems

My Forever Secret
I was only fifteen when I had a boyfriend for the first time
He was three years older than me
I was not the only one at may age, in fact, who had a boyfriend
Although we knew well that there should never be such a relationship

I Informed You, 'I am Pregnant'
You said you loved me and understood me
More than I understood myself
But you had put me in a situation
That I had to beg you

My God and Your God
Maybe you're curious
If I have no religions
So who is my Lord?
Because in your mind one can only be good and have morality

Our First Lovemaking
I wanted to see your house so I told you
I wanted to know any parts of your house where you stayed in
When we arrived there the house was empty
You had 'evacuated' all the house staff

Between You and Me
I never become a man
You never become a woman
I never become you
You never become me

My Bad Habit
I had a bad habit
I could fall to sleep anywhere
As long as there was a space to lay my head on
It could be at the table while I was writing or computing

Who am I
Who am I?
“I” is my name.
My name is my identity.
An identity distinguishes one individual from other people.

My Trust
You want me to believe in you
But you do not do anything
To cast my doubt off my mind
Doesn't it mean

Choice
How difficult the choice was
I would not stand seeing my mom sad
To know that I would become a mother
Without being able to mention the father

You Look Sad
What does it mean
When men say 'You look sad'
Why do I often hear that sentence, I wonder
They see my eyes in my photographs

Do You Think I Am A Doll
I used to be a curious girl and I am still today.
My curiosity took me to join a dating site where I was invited by a friend of mine.
I uploaded three photos that I thought the best of me.
A man greeted me with his first hello.

Universal Morality
Regardless no exact definitions about what is called god
It is known that there are more than 300 gods in this world
Every religion has its own god
And I think only with love one god will meet others at any forms

I Am the Queen of Myself
I am the queen
I am the queen for my mind: an absolute freedom.
No one can stop me to think and to express freely.

My Forever Secret

I was only fifteen when I had a boyfriend for the first timeHe was three years older than meI was not the only one at may age, in fact, who had a boyfriendAlthough we knew well that there should never be such a relationshipAs it is not allowed by my religionAt first we just chatted or sent short messages via our hand phonesAlthough we lived in the same townThen we dared to meet It was all the first time for usTo know that it was so nice being so closeOur heart was beating very fastOh, it was so sensational to touch each otherNever knew before ...