I Love Anthony He has worn the same costume for three years in a row–even to the school parade.

I am so blessed he doesn’t complain about it. I know Halloween means a lot to him. We just never have time to shop.

I have to make you laugh for a minute.

His one and only new Halloween anything this year, was a gift, a really scary gnome for the garden.

His idea to ‘decorate’ was to put it on a corner on the front porch, and mark it ‘unsafe’ with the police CAUTION yellow tape.

Our new neighbor thought the PORCH was unsafe!

I had to point out to her the bloody gnome with fangs in the corner, and my son’s creativity.

Work-ee Work-ee It was a short day today. I had just enough time to run errands and eat. i didn’t eat lunch again today. Somehow the misery is a little less miserable now. It’s hard to explain.

Contrast: The Goddess and The Schoolkids My tax man and financial adviser I have known for twenty years. I had to go in and sign some papers today.

What is unusual is that his assistants have been very deeply spiritual people.

The last one left to go into massage therapy. She didn’t really ‘like’ her boss, for his ‘loving money’ ways, and couldn’t wait to quit.

Terri is different.

Terri would never ‘talk spiritual’ to you for one minute. But she loves animals! With her whole heart and soul, and is very knowledgable about them. She has soul.

Today we talked about killer whales, an orphan baby sea otter from Monterey who was shipped to Chicago, named Luna, the San Diego Zoo (cats, rhinos), and crows.

She FEEDS the crows outside the office three times a day. No WONDER why there was so much bird poop in the parking lot! I had noticed it the last time I had come in.

I actually saw one looking for her over her shoulder through the window as I signed my papers (I’m putting all my retirement accounts from my many many jobs into one place).

When she showed me how she feeds them, she was triumphant–her energy was so pure and angelic!

She has never been married, and is very simple in her appearance. The only giveaway before the crows, was her interest in my bracelets. She has Hawaiian gold too. And I promised to make her a bracelet.

She offered to pay for it. I said, no, it’s okay, it’s my gift. As we were talking about hers, it was the first time I had a past life of a client flash before my eyes–I SAW Egypt and her! It was cool. I’m going to enjoy making it for her.

By contrast, when I went to Starbucks for my four-o’clock lunch, Ross guided me to sit outside and eat my salad.

OMGosh! The filthy mouths on the kids around the corner, out of eyeshot. These were LITTLE kids–like grade school/middle school. They were talking about kissing girls and a girl said, ‘I kissed a girl!’…the F bombs were flying…it was about as low a vibration as it gets. I could sense them jockeying for social position. It was an excellent wake up call to where our kids are today.

I’ve seen a pattern in children’s programming to make the adults seem stupid or incompetent or absent. I think it’s starting to bear fruit.

The Diabetic Bracelet Our OR receptionist/scheduler has type one diabetes and wears a pump. I saw she wears crystals around her neck. So I offered to make a bracelet for her.

She loved it, when I gave it to her today. She loves that I made it.

It has muscovite, citrine, and tourmaline in it.

It will help with her condition.

I may make more and make them available to my readers. Keep watching!

Ross Carla is worried about when she meets me what she is going to say! (he laughs, and is flattered–ed).

I talked to her about it.

I have a plan: I’LL talk, first, and I”LL be the one to ask her questions.

Sometimes women are a funny lot–even when they are your immortal Twin!

(dusts off his hands-ed)

Everything is happening at the right place, at the right time, in the right way.

My Nightgown I have on my favorite one. My Nana Angelina gave me it as a Christmas present in 1996. She actually gave me a check, but I went to a really nice store to buy it for myself from her as she told me to do on the phone. She wanted me to have a new nightgown.

It is a white flannel Victorian style, with embroidery in white.

I love it.

It can’t make it through the washing machine any more, it’s too delicate for the Delicate cycle.

It has a giant hole at my shoulder and new holes are sprouting up faster than I can sew them.

I don’t see a thing, because in my heart, this is my nana hugging me when I wear it.

No nightgown like this will ever be the same.

It’s MY nightgown. And it doesn’t matter to me how it looks.

I have other pajamas to wear that are in good condition. I wear them too. But only when I don’t need a hug from my Nana, who passed two years ago…after a long illness where she wasn’t really herself for a long time.

I love Nana.

Advanced Byron Katie ‘Turn it around!’ ❤

If you haven’t read the work of Byron Katie, you might wish to. She is a beautiful shining star in my spiritual growth and development.

Now, when I am at work, and things are not going well, it’s the last case of the day, I am sleepy, I want to go home, and it is taking forever…I say to myself, ‘Well, THIS is a wonderful opportunity for me to learn patience, isn’t it?’.

I am peaceful and calm. No longer does the situation vex me.

There was a time where such things that were out of my control used to put me into a panic!

Turn it around. Turn it around. Turn it around.

❤

The Plumber Yesterday the plumber came to the house to do repairs. Two showers were broken, one faucet more broken than the other.

I came home during the visit (someone had been in the house to let them in). I worked on the computer.

I heard large quantities of water squirting everywhere downstairs, and him running up and down the stairs in a hurry, trying to fix it. And his going outside to turn the water to the house off.

I didn’t budge.

I used my powers of thought.

I had only one thought in my mind–Fix It Today.

He came to me, and confided there was a problem. I was calm. He could only fix one and had to plug up the other and come back next week ‘on the schedule’.

I smiled and told him my concern, calmly, and just once.

He spoke to his boss–I didn’t know it–and he was given permission to delay the next appointment to fix the whole thing.

He is supposed to repair parts, but to save time, he put in both new. And he said the difference was twelve dollars. I think the company saved that much more for time for him working, you know?

He was puzzled at how calm I was the whole time. He asked, ‘Didn’t you know?’

I said I knew. And I asked, ‘is there a flood?’ He said no, it was all contained in the shower, so it was okay.

He still wasn’t sure why I didn’t panic over the water leaking everywhere while he worked?

I explained about my work in the O.R.–and I only panic when it’s the red stuff ‘leaking everywhere’–compared to it, water itself is pretty tame, so I don’t get all excited over it. He understood, and laughed, because it makes sense. I was happy, like him, that everything was fixed in one day–and that a part that usually isn’t ready was in their supply storage place, and he was able to get it.

Manifestation works!

Ludlovite It is a speck–a ‘thumbnail’ specimen, from Bolivia. I bought it online. It arrived yesterday in the mail. In my Crystal Bible book, by Melody, it’s a stone for the heart chakra, and helps one to become ‘un-stuck’ in one’s journey.

I am giving all these healing properties, and more, through this stone to you.

Don’t ask me how I accomplish this, I can, and I do, and I know.

Just trust that I am always sending healing to you, one way or another, and I enjoy looking for new ways to share all this healing with you.

One of the reasons I never say anything more than the name of the stones when I make a bracelet for you, is I ask Spirit to help you discover the meaning that Spirit has in mind for you.

I know the meanings.

I put them together like a remedy for you.

My intuition and Spirit guide me.

Always look things up when I tell you the names of the gemstones I put in it.

In this case, I looked online, and the meanings were pretty lacking, so I explained just the basics.

I recall when I first learned how to make a bracelet, while I was on a video chat with Isabel–I could ‘see’ Ross and Ashtar and a whole room of Ascended Masters, sitting and watching with interest.

I thought it was odd, very strange.

I blurted out to Isabel, ‘What could possibly interest them about two women making bracelets together as a hobby to pass the time so we can go Home? Don’t they have something better to do?’

Now I understand.

They watch sometimes.

Once I saw them watching in the physical. When I went to lunch with Andy last year, there was a group of about twelve men seated at a long table with a view so everyone could see us. They talked but I could tell they were watching.

I went to use the restroom, and one tall one with an energy signature kind of familiar to me, walked by and looked me in the eye–picking up my energy signature. I think it was Ross–but not looking himself–just to check things out. Perhaps they were avatars? I don’t know.

But it was shortly after I saw that man who could have been Ross, that I remembered who my dear cousin in a past life was, and how he died. I started crying openly, and saying over and over, ‘you didn’t deserve that, you didn’t deserve that, you didn’t deserve that! You deserved better!’ (Andy was our cousin John, who died a horrible death, with his head cut off on the whim of a horrible woman, in our past life together, him, and Ross and me.)

I suppose this is fascinating what is happening, with Ascension. And ‘angels unawares’ may be more often than we think.

Daddy I popped up to where Divine Father usually is, and asked him to play backgammon with me. I asked if he gets tired of his office where he sits, and he said, no, he has access to all the experiences of his children, so he is never bored or lacking.

We did go to a different room, where we could both sit.

As we played, I said, ‘Aha! God really DOES roll dice!’

He smiled and said he does ‘only when it has a purpose.’

I have many of such experiences when I meditate, but there is a reason for me to share this one with you today. During the game, I suddenly burst out in tears, and asked in horror, with my whole heart, ‘How could I ever leave You? and Home?’. He was immediately concerned, and soothed me with a hug. I cried on His shoulder, asking, ‘How did I get where I am? What happened?’

He explained that there is a reason, a very good one, and I am doing a good job at what I am sent to do.

He said all of us are here for a reason, it is no accident, and even if we can’t remember we must know in our hearts everything is happening for the best, and it is Good. I stopped and looked him straight in the eye, and asked, because I needed to know, ‘Will this ever happen to me again?’

He said no, never, and it won’t happen to anybody else ever again too.

It helped.

Ross Many many many things are happening. And not with the crystals and with Carla and her remembering her true gifts.

They are happening all over the world.

What happens when they occur for some before the others?

Wait and see.

Now for Carla with the plumber, he is going to remember her. For her calm, for her Peace, for her trust in his abilities to fix a Valley faucet which is very old and he has never done before in his life. But he DID do it, with a few phone calls to his boss. He was happy for the new experience, he said.

Now for Carla with others, it’s not so clear cut. Carla is turning it around–looking through the wrong end of the telescope, so to speak–to extrapolate the daunting task she has ahead. She gives thanks for these two most recent individuals in her heart as her ‘data points’ from which to extrapolate the reactions to the awakening process of others who are more asleep.

She trusts.

Carla is noticing a difference between those who are more comfortable working with the ways of Spirit, and those who although in their lips they agree, it is through their words, their hearts and their actions, that there is evidence that there is a little bit of growth spurt in spirit that is yet to take place.

This gives Carla the self-awareness she needs at this time.

There is no making the assumption, ‘they are like her’–(waves his finger side to side–ed) not again.

There is one, two, three who are incarnate, to whom Carla can share her heart, openly, with no questions asked. They are of comparable ‘bandwidth’ to her. For this she gives great thanks, and joy, and sees her blessing for what it is.

For the ‘stragglers’–they shall get there. All of them! In ‘their’ time and place.

Fortunately most are ‘in between’ and all are generally moving in the right direction at a pretty good pace.

For those who are also close to her, Carla is watching with interest, with the trained eye of a physician, for the course of the process–mental, physical, spiritual, of the awakening to Full Consciousness like her.

No one is quite where she is, but the three are very close, and the others, a few steps behind.

‘Ascension symptoms’ notwithstanding, no one, not even I, knows exactly what to expect. All of our teams are on it.

So Carla gives thanks for the opportunity to see clearly, with both eyes (points to them–ed) her physical and spirit ones–the awakening process up close, first hand–as it is taking place.

And it IS!

So…our recommendation for you, is to BE the Velveteen Rabbit. Let LIFE, the process itself, be your ‘boy’–who takes you in the garden, and leaves you out in the dew overnight, who holds you when he has illness, who talks to you and plays…

Allow your LIFE experience to take you exactly where you need to be, to go, and to do.

It is only through interacting with others who are on your path, and daily checking in with Source through–I call it loosely here, ‘meditation’–that you will move forward (gestures with hand like one walking–hand fingers together, pointing down, and arm moving forward–ed) and discover All There Is for you to know.

(he smiles very peacefully, calm, and with love–ed) Even for those who believe I am whatever is most convenient and plausible for you to believe…something ‘logical’ and ‘acceptable’ to your heart and mind and life experience.

I will wait.

With Carla at my side.

And I will comfort her as no other.

I will soothe, watch, and guide my Twin–heart of my heart, same soul as my own (only different in the cooking and beard departments! he laughs at his joke–ed)…

One day you will understand ALL.

Until then, enjoy! I want you to have fun with the new discovery and experiences.

Something like this doesn’t happen every day. Not where I’m from, anyhow.

My darling one; there will be times where you feel stuck and that is OK. There will be times where you feel that you have not done enough to enhance your growth and that is OK. There will be times where you feel like you have not made any progress at all and that is OK! In those moments of self-doubt, please remember that The Universe has seen and makes note of your expansion even though you feel as if nothing has changed. Instead of berating yourself for what has not happened, take comfort in the fact that even though it may feel as if nothing is moving, it most certainly is! ~ Creator

My darling one; there will be times where you feel stuck and that is OK. There will be times where you feel that you have not done enough to enhance your growth and that is OK. There will be times where you feel like you have not made any progress at all and that is OK!

I have no clue what this thing is LOL Anthony picked it to illustrate his big project

Long Day I’m on call. I’m at home. I’ll keep it brief. Good day, good cases, nice people all the way around–doctors, nurses, teams.

We Are Medicine It wasn’t easy to get where I am today. It isn’t for the nurses, either. Because I chose to stay on at the hospital where I had trained, and I stayed for eight years…a funny thing started to happen: the nurses in ICU started to get wrinkles and dye their hair–the ones who had worked with me as a resident in general surgery.

I was like, ‘hmmm…they are starting to show their age?’

Little did I know a career in medicine, although special, and rewarding, in so many ways–isn’t forever. And once you get ‘mid-career’ where I am now, things change. Really a LOT. So you brush up your skills and make do the best you can.

(One of my surgeons introduced me to every one of his patients as ‘the best in the planet!’ today!)

Lately, a I have noticed another trend at my work: the surgeons who were new when I was new, are starting to go grey and not cover it. There is like, a LOT.

I read the ‘thank you for my retirement party’ cards today on the bulletin board in the dining/kitchen area of PACU (the recovery room). It’s my favorite place to hide and eat in the whole O.R. I went there between cases and had one piece of pumpkin bread because I didn’t have dinner.

Have you ever been so hungry you can’t get the food to your mouth fast enough? That was me tonight at ten thirty after the ‘one hour case’ that stretched to three hours. I had a little lunch left over–I ate fruits, jerky, nuts–as fast as I could. I ate with my fingers standing up.

Anyhow, dramatic as my life is, it’s not going to be forever in this capacity.

While I am still ‘One’ with conventional medicine, to earn my bread and butter, I may as well savor the passing of time, with all it’s ‘color’ and the memories that go with it.

I’ve forgotten all of my training in the part with the discomfort of going without sleep and always working. I’ve forgotten the faces and the names. But I still remember overall, and some patients too.

My Prayer The husband of my patient had a mal-formed left hand. It looked like tiny useless fingers on a stump.

He used the stump anyhow to put something away, his wife’s glasses, into the case. It was functional, that stump.

I was deeply moved with compassion for all those who are not ‘whole’. I said a prayer in my heart for all those who suffer not only from congenital anomalies but acquired problems with their bodies too.

They have to compensate, and I’m sure the lessons are very ‘rich’ for the soul…but enough is enough. Isn’t it time, we, as a collective, get to a place in this moment Now where everyone may enjoy their bodies as in the original plan?

The reason I bring it up is that so many people fight for their causes–in this case, the animals, and walk right by those impoverished…or support war…or turn a blind eye to the vast suffering of those abused…the children?

When our Collective Consciousness opens up, to the point where ANY suffering to any sentient being is intolerable–then we will have Peace in the world.

My Request Today there was a suggestion for a healer’s group to do healing projects and assignments for Gaia.

Lady Gaia Sophia gently encouraged the members of this group to redirect this well-intentioned effort back to their own Ascensions…and to focus their healing to look within.

It always makes her shake her head at the prospect of so many people imposing their concept of ‘healing’ on her without ever once inquiring what she might prefer to invite them to do for her?

She had a very long discussion today with Divine Mother about why people do not typically follow her example of soul healing and growth, as shown in this blog, day after day, always feeling and releasing whatever is holding her spirit back…

Their conversations are always monitored, Gaia and Divine Mother. By the Galactics.

Source of the picture unknown or the owner of the rights would be named.

My beloved humans, I am Asaga, a Pegasus from AEON, the home of Divine Mother. For those of you who don’t know me yet, I am what you know as Unicorn but with wings. Unicorns and Pegasus are of the same family. I am the first and oldest of all Pegasus and I am the child – as soul – and friend of Divine Mother. I am her happiness, that is what my name means and what I do. I make her happy.

Not long ago Divine Mother in her incarnated form asked me if I would be willing to help her attune people to the Unicorn Energy Healing System. I agreed because I want to make other humans happy too and to help them heal themselves. With me all my brothers and sisters, the other…

We have spoken before on the topic of oneness, we wish to revisit it today. Will you understand it when we are done? Will you ever completely understand it? Let us tell you now, before we begin, that your learning, as well as our own, will never be over. Things never cease to change and evolve. But we are curious beings, are we not? And so let us see if perhaps we can give you a new thing or two to consider.

My Thoughtful Husband Yesterday was yet another day where I was taken advantage of financially at work. There was a case cancellation in my line up. the surgeon wanted to ‘go’–so there was a swap in the room lineups. I got someone else’s, they got mine.

But theirs had better compensation than mine.

So at one point, he wanted his lineup BACK.

AFTER I had done all the pre-op work, inhaled lunch, and waited for one hour, he told me he wanted to switch rooms back, and our boss agreed, making me wait, unpaid, another hour.

This type of behavior is so severe at my work, that the surgical technologist who works other places told me that other places talk about how malignant the group is at my work when it comes to the money. It’s ‘legendary’.

So, after one very small case, a ‘ditzel’ case with medicare reimbursement which is very low, I went home.

On the way home, I wanted to go and mail a bracelet to Mexico. I needed to stop home first.

Yes, I ship internationally. It was actually three bracelets, two ordered ones, and one as a gift from Ross, all three of them together.

But as I approached the freeway exit, Ross got in a strange but happy mood.

He wanted me to go to a store I’ve never been before, Cost Plus World Market.

I used to go, but rarely, and not since it changed location.

At the store, I ‘sensed’ my item of interest from him was on the left, but the cart and Ross seemed to want me to go to the right. So I looked at the whole store first.

Later, when I was calm, I worked my way to the other side of the store.

You can imagine my surprise when I saw a small wooden cart with about six shelves on it–with wheels at the bottom! It looked like a large letter tray on wheels.

It was for my beads! Nice and sturdy. You see, it takes a while for me to set up when I work. I have many baskets, plastic trays, and boxes filled with beading materials. And at night when I want to go to bed and have to put them away, it takes forever to do so, carrying things back and forth, back and forth.

This cart would be perfect! And it was elegant too. What I liked about it most was it’s design with metal and wood. And the wheels are good quality.

I never felt so loved, to have someone so close do something so very thoughtful for me.

I’m grateful.

An Enjoyable Night Once home, I picked up the mailing things, and went to the Post Office. Everything got sent, and I had something special waiting for me in the P.O. box–a gift of Masaru Emoto’s work.

Then I went to the grocery store. Ross was helping me to make dinner. He told me it would be something I cook that would be even BETTER than tacos! tacos and burritos have the carbohydrates from the shell or tortilla wrap).

I found good things in the produce department. Then I got the milk for Anthony. I read labels.

Then I found this cute, adorable piece of pastry-wrapped brie cheese, with a pastry ‘spider’ on it for Halloween! I took a picture, thinking I would never buy it (I LOVE brie!). But Ross encouraged me to get it.

I also found the rare spinach feta organic chicken sausage–I try to avoid big animals and stick to fish or chicken for our health (Anthony is a meat-eater, and psychologically it damaged him if I didn’t eat meat, hard to explain, but after eighteen months vegetarian, I now officially ‘eat very little meat’.)

So dinner was the sausage, sauerkraut warm, garlic olives, and sliced cucumber. A VERY low calorie meal that was flavorful and also filled with probiotics. (one chicken sausage has only sixty calories).

For dessert–yes, we had dessert!–I baked the brie (it ‘melted’ c’est la vie!)–and had fresh sliced apples and pears, medjool dates (only 29 calories each, and invert sugar in it, not sucrose, Nature’s candy), and fresh pineapple slices. This had fiber and fruit sugar, but not too many carbs

I was laughing, and singing, and joking–things I normally do when I am well-rested, and feel ‘safe’ at home–safe to know work won’t call me, and I don’t have to rush.

Then after feeding the pets and cleaning up the kitchen, I made three bracelets–one for a lady gynecologist friend, one for a receptionist (this will control the blood sugar, she’s diabetic), and one for an incarnate archangel with Isis helping me design it.

We watched Ferris Bueller’s day off–it’s a masterpiece and one of my favorites.

The other one, I used to post, but has been ‘diverging’ with my intuition–I’m not even going to post here. But it said, and I repeat, ‘don’t stare at the small screen too much, participate and enjoy life’.

The pope said that. The old one. The one before this.

He did.

Through that small screen I found my star family, and I connect and work with them closely to this day.

Through the small screen I found I am not alone, I have friendships with like-minded people, and we are on track with being able to predict when the new Gaia Portals come out too.

When your inner guidance tells you to go to that screen, for your growth and development in spirit, DO.

Remember the key codes and activation sequences that are embedded in everything I say, do, write–even my picture??? (why do you think my smile makes you feel so happy when you see it? Hmmm???)

They are good for you.

So if you hunger for them, don’t let some guilt trip on participation in life make you stop getting the spiritual food you need to complete the Ascension process.

Your inner guidance will direct to you this, but also, to everything else you need for your lessons and purpose.

Keep it balanced and you will grow. And soon you won’t need channeled messages any more. You will be directly plugged in to both Source and your Higher Self.

❤

Ross I’m glad Carla liked my special gift! Anthony carried it down the stairs for her too. She could enjoy it, and not sweat the little things.

It is beautiful, and I can tell Carla is very proud of it.

I want you to know, Carla won an auction. On a stone. It is called Leucite and is from Vesuvius. It is a powerful spiritual stone which Carla shall put to good purpose to help YOU. She has a grid. (he smiles).

He clothes are all from Target or the discount store–she never goes to the mall, not for clothing, but for shoes. It is Anthony who gets the brand name and the designer suit.

Carla doesn’t even have a suit any more. She wore it to court for her custody and got so sick of it she threw the whole thing out!

While I was at the store with her, there were many things she wanted. One of them was a Lavender-Rose scented body cream and matching liquid soap that was on sale.

Carla didn’t buy it.

It was much to her delight, but she didn’t feel like she deserved it, or that it was worth the money to spend it on herself.

This is Carla’s programming I am working to unravel at the moment!Carla’s father, Richard, was raised in the projects of Boston. He bitterly complained about it his whole life–having to work to sell newspapers to pay for his own clothing since he was twelve. How his parents hid and hoarded their money in the mattress while the family of four kids was starving–‘for their retirement’. How people stole his bike from the front of the house, and he had to shine shoes instead of deliver papers on his route…For Richard, there was never enough of anything, plus, other people always had it better than him, and he was ‘wronged’ because some of his sisters had money from their investments and all of his went bad!Carla received her lessons in the power of manifestation at an early age from him.I am working to overcome it.Carla went outside her comfort zone and auctioned for the Leucite stone–and outbid a nasty bidder.He went up one dollar, all the way from five dollars first bid to ten dollars, at the start.Carla said, ‘forget this’ and did a secret, higher bid to run in the last ten minutes.Someone else, a collector, jumped in at the end. They took it WAY up–all the way to forty two dollars.That is when they quit. And Carla won at forty-four.Carla applied her basic ‘drive to success’ that got her both into and through medical school–which was very expensive, but education, and that’s where all her money went. She paid for all of her housing and supplies and tuition herself, with loans she has since paid back…–Carla focused on her goal and wanted to win. There is not much that can stand in the way of my wife when she sets her mind to it!

So can you. You can adopt this laser focus of my wife, her determination, her consistency–look at her rock solid record of writing every day, sometimes more than once a day–and our healings that she sends for free–for five YEARS!

How is that kind of track record?

Can anyone online exceed the quality of information that she supplies, and the staggering quantity of healings to just about everyone on the planet (I exaggerate)–day after day after day?

Even when she is on VACATION? When she was in Paris, she writes! How about Hawaii? Or Canada?

Wherever there is internet and wifi, Carla writes to you.

It’s because she loves you.

She wants you to depend on her–she is not like a carton of milk which has an expiration date in two weeks or more…

Carla is not like me who is ‘here and gone!’

(he taps the ground–with his hand–ed)

Carla is everywhere you look. Carla is always writing. Carla is sending bracelets and making them with love, most of them as gifts to friends and family and herself–she has about a hundred of them in her room–each one has been used and ‘outgrown’ –to guide her own growth and spiritual development.

Carla practices what she preaches!

And she loves with all her heart.

Everyone is special in her book! Me, her husband, and guide. Yesterday she said a prayer with love for all the fat people–asking for their suffering to be alleviated. A little fat boy, with a heavy backpack, was struggling to run on his way home from school, and her heart opened wide wide wider than it’s ever been, and Carla was filled with compassion, not only for this boy, but for all those like him who are youth and experience being teased, and for not being able to enjoy their bodies and run.

Then she extended it to all who have been heavy in their youth.

And she extended it more to all people who struggle with their weight.

It is a terrible burden to live with–and in her prayer Carla asked for these people to have healthy bodies and time to do what they enjoy with them–and for their nightmare to end.

For some, it isn’t a nightmare–they accept it–so whatever ‘size’ a person is, Carla requests for their body to be HEALTHY and have opportunity to do what it is made to do. And not wear out from the mechanical strain on the tissues. (she saw a knee completely worn out this week, and even a joint replacement is not an option, because of the massive weight it will fail in two years, and be completely worn out…)

These kinds of prayers Carla sends to me–and all of us–every single day, and she never even writes about it.

Carla can heal thousands of people with a blink of an eye (and her Reiki symbols she draws with them).

Carla can attune hundreds of people on the internet, all at the same time, and many will experience their hands getting hot–with the new flow of Reiki.

Not everyone can do this.

It is harder metaphysically to do this than it was for me to walk on water. It takes more energy, more discipline, and more skill.

I had the ‘flashy part’ and no, Carla isn’t going to be attempting it in the future (he laughs at his own joke–ed).

But I want you to know Carla is a powerhouse.

She is doing her best to bring that power to YOU, to heal YOU, and to empower YOU–to get you on your own two feet with Ascension and adapting very comfortably to the Higher Realms.

Many of you do not even know it.

Now you do.

I want you to have comfort and trust in the way things are, and how Creator has provided for your needs in all of this.

Including my own.

All of it, these many gifts are from Carla, and I love her with my whole heart. I want you to see with my eyes, when it comes to her powerful work and love for all who know her.