It’s unclear what the former gay porn superstar has been up to since leaving the industry roughly five years ago (there have been a variety of rumors surrounding his health), and while on the one hand it’s nice to see that he’s still alive, the images below are obviously extremely disturbing. A Cam4 viewer tipped me to Jeremy’s account (which states he’s in Canada), and here are the screencaps from last night’s, uhhh, “show.”

The Sword can’t confirm what Jeremy Jordan is actually smoking, but the pictures speak for themselves.

Jeremy Jordan was arguably Falcon’s most popular bottom from the late ’90s to early ’00s, having appeared in nearly 20 titles across the Falcon, Jocks, and Mustang brands. He won a GayVN award in 2001 for his group scene in Out Of Athens, appeared on countless magazine covers, was featured in an HBO documentary on a porn star photography book, and was one half of one of gay porn’s first super couples, with Jason Hawke. Their scene from 2003’s Aftershock is below.

Jeremy was Falcon’s Golden Boy of the late 1990’s and into the next decade, and there’s no other Bottom of that period to compare him with.

He was sweet, cute, and such eye-candy – and someone I always say as a younger “Brother” so it was disturbing to read he may allegedly become “friends” with CM, and if it’s true, a very dangerous road to travel.

Many in the industry I have read have done so, and it has ruined their lives, their looks and aged them dramatically from the images I have seen.

My advice is stay away from CM (if on it), and get a boyfriend who really cares and enough to be his guiding light looking out for him.

If you are reading this, Jeremy, remember there are many of looking out for you and your welfare. You are always on my mind because I care about you – back when you were on film and now that you have retired from the industry.

For one of my groups, I wrote a Bio as a tribute to you that ran to more than 20 pages. Even though I say it myself, it was a positive image of you, and that’s the way I want it to stay!

“… I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you’ve dreamed of
And I wish to you, joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish you love…

Obviously he can’t keep his hard on it’s on it’s own so he has to constrict it to death and cut off circulation. And he’s obviously smoking meth in this picture. While he’s always been thin, he’s never been this lanky. His face looks gaunt. Gross. Porn star or not, I don’t think that has anything to do with it. Some people just have bad habits and don’t respect their bodies. I’ve seen it countless times

Jeremy – Chad – if your reading this; none of the current bottoms at Falcon or Corbin Fisher etc. comes close to the realness and everyday-young-dude cuteness that was your onscreen persona. You never seemed fake or arrogant but like an adventurous and a fun loving young dude! Actually never a silly “twink”thing – but very, very hot cheeky dude! :-)

I do so hope that you´re doing well – I have been through hell and high water myself so know how much shit can come ones way – but it gets better ok? SLowly but surely it does!

Last i heard he ended up moving in with him mom and dad. Apparently the drug use finally took it’s toll on him but again, i can’t confirm this as of yet. His status is what those might think. He will remain someone that i fell in love with and still to this day wish i could see him again, as i only live less than an hour away from him.
The last i had seen him, blew up into a huge fight…things were said i wish i could take back.
He told me about his horrible birthday trip to Ottawa, Ontario and the 3 fights he got into, because noone recognised him as Jeremy Jordan.
When i met him, he was very sweet, most likely still is. If he happens to ever pop on here just to read what any of us has to say about him, please note this Chad…I miss your smile, i miss our coffee together in the mornings and i miss your silliness. Be well buddy. I still love you.

I know this may seem like Jeremy Jordan, even with the tattoo on his left arm, but no, that’s not him. I knew Chad (Jeremy Jordan) when he lived in LA in the 2000’s. We were friends for about 4 years and then he supposedly was leaving for Canada to go home because of his illness and some serious financial problems. He lived very modestly in a studio apartment off of Franklin Street in Hollywood, and I had been to his place many times. He definitely smoked a ton of pot, but I honestly don’t know anything of a meth problem. If he had one at that time, then he hid it very well and kept it to himself. Chad was very thin, pale, haggard looking and weighed under 120lbs. I used to plead with him to see a doctor, but he had a phobia about doctors and hospitals, so he refused to go. The guy in the pictures is too healthy, weighs too much, looks to young, and has too much color. That tattoo on this guy is a mock up. I also don’t know how Chad is now since we’ve been out of touch, but when I knew him he was super sweet and I know that stands in contrast to some of the people on here who are saying he’s a jackass now. Wherever he is and whatever he’s doing, I hope his life has gotten better for him, but be assured that the guy in these pics isn’t him.

I Met Jeremy about 8 Years ago. he looked like a Clean cut Nice young Guy. A Real Apple Pie Type. What the heck happened to him ? Does he have Self Esteem and Self Confidence problems ? Is he HIV Pozitive ? He looks ratted out.

Wow, Chad M. (Jeremy) and I were boyfriends for over a year in San Diego. He was truly my first head over heels love. If anyone knows how I can reach this truly remarkable boy, please let me know. I’ve been trying to find him and reach him for 10 years. I think I might be able to help. ashbyjoseph@gmail.com with any leads. Thank you

He was living in Hollywood off of Franklin St up until at least 2010. He’s in Canada now, but I don’t know where and haven’t heard from him since he left. He wasn’t doing too well on a number of levels. :-/ Actually, I didn’t think he’d even be alive by now, but seems he is. Try searching for him in Ontario.

I can honestly say i personally know `Jeremy Jordan` Chad being his real first name. I can report, he is still smoking Meth as he says, from time to time, sorry, any doctor i`ve spoken to or drug addiction counsellor says, u can`t just smoke it once in awhile or even just once and not get help to get off it. He suffers from some of the grandest illusions and stories i`ve ever heard. Sweet one day, FREAKING out on you the next. He lives back in his hometown of Strathroy Ontario in Canada. Not too well received by many of those in the gay community here simply due to his shitty attitude and constant mood swings due to the drug use. Shame, i fell in love with his young man, first time i`ve fallen and i wish him the best and i do hope he get`s treatment.

Jeremy [CML] and I have talked several times about our meth use. He’s a pot head through and through, but I know he’s used. I’m disappointed to see that he’s on camera smoking meth. That’s a nasty drug, [CML]. I wish you the best, I really do.

Have you ever heard from Chad again? for some strange reason I had a connection with him on Yahoo chat years ago and it ended around 2011 because he never came back on. He really was a gentle soul and I missed chatting, I was enamored with him performances and he knew one of my ex’s that was in the same business and has since passed.

I clicked this because it happened to be on facebook, I dont know who this guy is (I know im clueless :D sowi) but any person that has to smoke rock and post it on the net needs help. I find it so sad that he doesnt have the people around him that love him enough to get him the help he so obviously needs. My brother is a proud gay man (not to mention a proud freak lol) and I would not change him for the world, I love him to bits but if I ever came across anything like this I would drag his azz to rehab in a millisecond!!!!!!!!!!!

That is just about the saddest thing I have ever seen. I was totally in love with him as a kid, I thought he was the most beautiful guy in the world and I wanted him more than anything. Now he has “meth face” and those beautiful eyes are sunken into a pit of despair. Wow I really should not have searched for “where is he now.” I feel awful for him.

I think you are the best in the buisness. Your so sweet looking. I’m now & ways will be a big fan. Thanks Jeremy. You are # 1 in my book.
I’m with someone I love with all my being. Fantasy wise I enjoy your work. Thank you & take care of yourself your fans love you much guy. Have a Great New Year. 2011. I would love to have a autograph picture of you dressed. It would be so nice of you. Wish you all the best for the Holiday & New Year. Your Fan David.

Its very nice and a great relief to see that he is alive. Been wondering that for a while so this is a nice to know. I saw him in Everything You Wanted to Know About Gay Porn Stars, and he was quite interesting in a way I can relate. Really wanted to talk to him, but I’ll just settle for him being alive. I can understand his life choices, its looks rough especially if you watched his interview in Ep2 I believe.

I take it you’re a frequent Cam4 tweaker yourself then? This isn’t a simple mistake it’s obvious that “Jeremy” knows exactly what he’s doing and what it will do to him… The sad part is he doesn’t care which is why this was posted in the first place.

Samuel: Although I do not believe you meant to be flippant, drug addiction is problem that appears to have become part of Jeremy’s life and cause for concern. He was simply once the best bubble butt blonde pretty boy, one wanted to eat him. He was such a pretty boy cute Twink, and as a gay porn star he always looked so vulnerable, that one wanted to protect him from the sex pigs that wanted to drill his adorable butt.

Crystal Meths is no joke. Just looking at what it did for Michael Brandon was enough … a prison sentence and prematurely aged him. They say your looks are gone forever on CM’s … and Jeremy ha a lot to lose being such a pretty boy Twink in the same way Michael was and Icon and Legend for the size of his dick … both linked to CM abuse, it seems. Michael looked better after treatment; losing his gaunt emaciated concentration camp detainee look that spoils even a pretty face such as your own.

It is Jeremy’s birthday today, and looking at the images you have posted, I was not sure it was the same person, and although the tattoo on his arm could be a fake and even another person, on balance, possibly is Jeremy … looking sad and about as far as you can get as a former the pretty boy Twink gay porn star.

I wrote a bio about some 5 years ago about Jeremy as one of the late 1990’s greatest Twink discoveries that turned him into an icon and legend. I am now saddened by what I am seeing regardless of who it is that has a problem with CM’s. The message is clear: You need help and quick … before it is too late!

If you are reading this Jeremy … as a gay porn star I adored you as the Iconic and Legendary Twink Bottom from 1999 and into the next decade until you retired from the industry, and having written a bio about you because you were Falcon’s cherry on the cake as a Twink, but because I was genuinely a great fan of yours and wanted to know more about you as a person.

I am concerned about your welfare, Jeremy, therefore I want you to celebrate your 37th Birthday by leaving CM’s where it belongs (in the trash can), and start living again so that you celebrate many more birthdays clean and without an addiction to CM’s.

As always, I love you, and want to support you all the way back to the healthier life you once had. Do it for me, but more importantly, PLEASE do it for yourself before it is too late. You only live once so make the most of it. Respect yourself, you deserve it, Buddy.

From Across the Pond … Happy Birthday, Jeremy, and please take care of yourself!

This is horrible. Everyone makes their own choices, and it seems he made some bad ones. Personal responsibility aside, I feel terrible for him. This is terrible. He looks bad. Anyone who finds humor in this needs to look long and hard in the mirror. Anyone who finds humor in the sero-conversion of another needs to consider counseling.

Now that is a story!!! Good job!! It’s sad(how many times will that be said in the comments coming)Not to poke fun!! But that Motherfucka is high!!! Whoa!! He got the balls tied off, his dick is tied off, He is smoking the hell out of that rock!!! Damn shame one of hottest blond power bottoms in porn!! He lead the way for all the power bottoms of today!!

Jeremy Jordan smoking rock!! Mason Wyler(his own issues),looks like the life of the Blonde Power bottom in porn is a strange thing!!

Landon Mycles(Marcus Mojo) watch your ass boy!! The life of the blonde boy power bottom is filled with all types of twists…..