whoever u are who stole my good quality tupperware n huge ass choc cake from the fridge, this is a warning!! isnt is basic courtesy to ask for permission??!!!! like hello if u are DYING to eat chocolate cakes, u can always ask me n i will damn willingly share the joy wif u.. instead of u koping my thing.. n it was a gift lah.. i wanted to savour it slowly.. bleah!!

on a happier note, the cleaner aunty who does my hall is suuuuper nice:) bumped into her today n she was reminding me tmr's dumpling fest (duan1 wu3 jie2) n tt altho i'm away from home, i shud not be deprived of dumplings.. so....... she's gonna hang dumplings on my door tmr for me:) she even asked me to choose between sweet or salty.. n of course knowing me, i chose my favt, salty:) hee.. v v touched! its this lil things ppl do for u tt really spurs u on, esp in stressful periods n makes u want to do things for other ppl as well.. will try my best man.. happiness! :):)

seraph ling @ 8:10 PM | comment

Monday, May 29, 2006

can fishes drown??someone pls enlighten me.. hahahahahahahaha

seraph ling @ 11:23 PM | comment

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Did I disappoint you or let you down?Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.So I took what's mine by eternal right.Took your soul out into the night.It may be over but it won't stop there,I am here for you if you'd only care.You touched my heart you touched my soul.You changed my life and all my goals.And love is blind and that I knew when,My heart was blinded by you.I've kissed your lips and held your head.Shared your dreams and shared your bed.I know you well, I know your smell.I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.And as you move on, remember me,Remember us and all we used to beI've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.I've watched you sleeping for a while.I'd be the father of your child.I'd spend a lifetime with you.I know your fears and you know mine.We've had our doubts but now we're fine,And I love you, I swear that's true.I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.And I still hold your hand in mine.In mine when I'm asleep.And I will bare my soul in time,When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.Goodbye my friend.You have been the one.You have been the one for me.I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

seraph ling @ 11:15 PM | comment

u noe u hafta thank ur lucky stars when life seems sian n bleak,but den along comes the frens who really really not only care but tolerate u.. woah-y! :)thanks kelvin, josh, john of thinking of me n getting me maccas (the way they call macs here) early on sunday morn knowing tt i'm in a terrible mood n state recently..thanks kelvin n john for the delivery of the food n when ur da xiao jie here is half asleep n refuse to come down, i noe u guys were not tt happy but still tolerated me..i noe i'm damn mean lah tt i actually did wat i did but really sorry k i was half asleep n stuff, hair not combed, teeth not brushed n i juz didnt wanna step out.. n i felt bad if u guys left it outside my door..thanks for listening to me, thanks for trying to make me happy, thanks for everything! :)kelvin, i owe u a big one when we get back to sg k!! haha

seraph ling @ 1:18 PM | comment

Saturday, May 27, 2006

the exam period's in again.. boohoohoo.. its always such a gloomy period for me coz obviously its damn sian n coz i'm not v into the study in grps thing so i always feel v lonely in my lil cell.. but not yet this time round coz i totally hafen started!! sigh...... its really terrible tt great GREAT inertia.. like after reading a few lines i'd juz get all sleepy n my bed is juz directly behind me.. so yah u get my pt.. bleah.. something's wrong wif me lah i think..

but anw, had yum cha at glen waverly this morn n going for trs's steamboat in a while.. food n more food.. daryl was telling me how my parents wud most probably not be able to recognise me when they see me again.. haha.. which will be v v v soon!! i cant cant cant wait!! oh gosh.. these days i've been hafing these deja vu-like imagineries of home.. like today when i was walking at glen's safeway, for a split second i felt like i was at (of all places) NTUC helping my mum wif the weekly groceries.. miss home soooooo much.. i cannot wait!

how time flies! 1 final week of sch ahead n tt's the end of sem 1 already! by the time i leave aust for home wud be almost exactly 4 mths since i left changi airport.. doesnt sound tt long does it? ahahaha.. owells..

i can foresee next wkend to be a really really long wkend man.. all alone in my cell again.. mugging my guts out n cursing tt i haven't been more consistent.. BUT juz 1 final wkend of yuckiness, 1 stupid assignment n wan's gonna be here! n den homey homey homey!!

11) juz nua at home in my nice comfy sofa under the cooling aircon (not as if here not cold enuff but haha i think i'd be a waterfall if i dun haf the aircon at home) talking to mummy n daddy:)12) wait for wei's return! as much as my lil bro is irritating, i miss him like tonnes! n i'm only going to see him for a few days before i fly back :(:(:( screw the northern n southern hemisphere diff lah.. all the uk ppl are going back for the lOooooooOOng summer holidays :(

seraph ling @ 5:45 PM | comment

Friday, May 26, 2006

yipee!!!remember guys abt the canon ixus 55 canon lend me last december while they were supposed to repair my camera??today i received a long dist call on my roaming phone from canon.. for a moment my heart sank coz i wasnt really interested in getting back my old cam wif tt small small screen.. 2.5 inch izzit? i dunno.. but its the puny one..den the guy offerred me.. he was like the parts for ur old cam is here now.. so u haf 2 choices.. either to repair the old one or u get to keep the loan set.. i was like REALLY??? he muz haf thot i was mad sounding so excited.. hahaha..but yes, i get to keep the canon ixus 55!! yipee!! now i officially own tt camera.. :):) dun hafta go round repeating my story of tt camera not being mine.. hahah..yay!! i highly recommend canon sg:) altho they are honestly quite inefficient (my old cam was supposed to come back by cny this yr), but they really make up for it by pleasing their customers.. hee

seraph ling @ 12:50 PM | comment

Thursday, May 25, 2006

"medicine is about using the science u learn as a tool to work with people.. it is afterall a profession in which u deal with ppl.." -my theme 2 tutor

i miss home so much watching this youtube singapore idol video on kerf's blog juz put a smile to my face:) haha.. wif all the celebs speaking singlish n all.. "i wud like to invite u to my house for chinese new yr because i think u can peform LAH for my family n entertain them......" its juz sooo familiar..lastest post on http://myglasseye.blogspot.com/kerf, u haf a funny fren! hahaha..

why med?may sound superficial coz i wun be bothered to explain myself much further but after sucha long day, i feel tt this is gd enuff..i love bio esp wif relation to the human body.. its intriguing + i love interacting wif ppl.. its interesting! to understand n react to wat different ppl can put forward to u is really sth i feel is so hard to achieve but tt's the challange

how this is going to relate wif my thots for the day, i dunno, i dun care.. they juz felt kinda related to me.. sorry reader i'm in a v heck care mood.. really sorry if i've kinda spoilt any moods k..

anw today was a mentally, physically, emotionally draining day.. right now i'm so tired i juz feel like quitting, but nah.. tt's so not me.. i feel like i juz wanna pack my stuff up, fling my arms in the air n juz go home.. its always easier to take the easier way out ain't it? home's tempting.. but nah, tt's so not me.. i so wun do tt man.. at the end of the day i wanna leave this beautiful world knowing tt i've risen up to challenges n setbacks thrown at me n tt i've done everything to best n to the clearest of my conscience.. only den will i noe tt i've led my life wif absolutely no regrets..

n no i wun quit coz every morn i wake up feeling so blessed wif the ppl in my life who's been supporting me.. my parents who gif me the unconditional love, my loving n caring frens, my cousins.. i cant let these ppl down so i need to fight on man!

"i would never ever want to be a toilet brush. i was looking at the toilet brush in the toilet today. and i was like.omg. i do not even want to be one of those microbes hanging off the bristles." -valers lee naiyi

hahahahahahaha!! this is soooo val man!! couldnt help cracking up when i saw this on her blog hahaha!!anw i miss these 2 girls loads man!! cant wait to see them real soon!!

seraph ling @ 3:04 PM | comment

thank u. i feel so loved:) my ears have been dying on tt spoilt old pair i had

seraph ling @ 12:39 PM | comment

Connexions n a day out in the city! for those who dunno, its like this quite formal but not so formal occasion where u go there n get psycho-ed to go back to singapore to work in future.. it was sian lah tt the ponning queen in me had to emerged after taking a gd long break.. so siyun n me ran away half way thru n came back in time for the yummy buffet spread of food i miss so much n bubble tea! haha..

after tt was time out in the city wif the 5 ppl u see in the neoprint in the previous entry.. check the desserts out! its this shop at crown.. i forgot the name already but it was totally packed when we were there n apparently quite popular one.. arent u salivating already? by the yarra.. damn romantic place:)

heehee.. our dearest sitian who was so tired coz she had to wake at like 5 or sth in the morning..

seraph ling @ 12:23 AM | comment

Thursday, May 18, 2006

happy happy girl! :) didnt get much accomplished today in terms of work but i've nv felt happier..

firstly (before terrence complains), yes dude like i said i'm patriotic n i noe how excited u are abt ndp (sniggers at the thought of the army guys dancing arnd wif those prop butterflies).. so yes i agreed when u suggested it :) n because u've been a really great great fren, exco (my exco is the only exco who cooked dinner for his gen comms k!), driver, entertainer all in one hee, i shall promise to be less mean to u if u are less mean to me k! haha.. n u are entitled to request for anything u want back from sg.. i am serious.. yes i'll come back safely but u can tell me wat else u want.. i am nice:)

anw back to me being happy..1) counting down the days to return to my sunny sunny island! :) cant wait to see the family n frens tt i miss so dearly.. n ooohlala the FOOD!! cant wait cant wait cant wait!!2) exam n assignment still untouched.. how inefficient can i be man.. gotta get it over n done wif soon! but the sooner the the date arrives, the sooner i'm done! siao wat kind of attitude is this geesh!3) wansze's coming soon!! damnit i cant wait!4) i've made so many new n lovely frens here over a short few months.. feel so happy n comfy wif them.. med ppl, sam ppl, some siao frens etc.. even happier to say tt i've developed really close frenships wif some ppl here n its really these ppl who've helped me tide over stuff here n took care of me.. times when i was down wif all sorts of probs.. felt left out sometimes n stuff.. somehow juz knowing they are there for me already makes me a super happy girl.. i feel so loved:)5) hah.. this one is a secret n only the ppl who truly care noes.. :):):)

ok happy happy enuff already.. back to work! diao......

seraph ling @ 11:50 PM | comment

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

last SAM meeting for the sem.. it rhymes!! muahahahaha.. siao.. aiyah.. juz came back from meeting n dinner (bak kut teh, mah po tou fu, broccoli, porkchop, cheesecake.....heavenly!) at wendy's.. after meeting we juz sat arnd n chit chat n sang songs while diff ppl took turns to play the guitar.. it was great!! we even started singing some singapore song which i cant remember the title.. i love spending time wif this bunch of ppl so much man.. it really feels like a home away from home when i'm wif them.. gonna miss seeing them every wed for this next few weeks wif exams coming up n assignment due.. somehow i still dun feel worried.. this is weeeird..thanks loads wendy for the wonderful dinner n for being such a great host!! oh yes terrence the cheesecake is gd.. u are supposed to teach me how to make leh.. cant blame me i didnt see ur nick rite?! all in all, great food, great company.. i'm happy:)but i foresee quite a bit of work coming coz my dear exco terrence volunteered to do the national day event.. but i'm patriotic, remember?? so i'm excited! :) haha..

neoprint i took in the city tt day.. its been yrs since i last took one! haha.. sitian, siyun, christine, quenby, justin n me! :)

seraph ling @ 9:13 PM | comment

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

i've been alright for those who's been asking.. thanks dear peeps.. thanks for all the care concern.. i'm alright n i'm strong!! anw i realised tt as difficult as life can get sometimes, keeping tt optimism there is darn impt.. i noe i'm lucky.. i haf singapore to look forward to.. but i freaking feel like going to london.. but owells.. we cant haf everything can we? its not easy to be stress-free esp when there's tonnes of sch work, tests, exams, assignments, moods, problems here n there.. but optimism has kept me strong i guess.. n i'm sooo glad i haf damn supporting frens.. like ppl who wud listen to me rattle on n on.. ppl who cheer me on, ppl who drop msges or phone calls to check whether i'm alright, ppl who do things for me in the middle of the night.. u guys noe who u are, n from the bottom of my heart, thank you! i'd not haf survived w/o u guys, really..

anw, weather's turning colder n the wind here is really really strong! autumn has unawaringly (is there such a word?? my english is junk now) settled in.. the grey skies hasnt really affected my mood drastically yet.. i think it might lah esp when exams draw nearer.. which happens to be in i think 4 weeks time?? n there's an assignment to complete as well.. BUT i think tt fact hasnt quite sunken in.. coupled wif the fact tt i always giving myself excuses.. i mean think abt it.. its only yr 1 sem 1.. n this entire sem is only 20% of the entire yr's final grade.. so like if u dun play now, den when? heard the learning curve for yr 2 is v v steep which means tonnes of mugging next yr.. so haha good excuse i've given myself! :) pretty proud of it.. haha.. i bet dg wud juz shake her head in disgust when she reads this haha! can already imagine her face!! my dear godsis..are u disgusted?? hahaha..

oh gosh n yayness!!!!!!!! this reminds me... i'll prob be flying back on the 18th of june!! tix are quite confirmed :):):) juz typing this makes me happy:)n wansze will be coming on 11th so we can spend 1 week here shopping, touring n stuff den fly back together! yay juz me n my bestie! damn fun lah both of us on the plane.. haha always wished i could fly wif a fren instead of family.. cheap thrill but its sth i've nv been able to do apart from geog trip back in 2001.. den it will be 4 solid weeks in my sunny island - home!! yay yay!! juz now during lect suddenly the image of taka n me driving my car juz came into my mind n bec was so disgusted tt i wasnt quite paying attention.. haha.. 4 weeks of good food, home cooked food, no laundry, no stress, no groceries, no dishes to do, beloved family n frens tt i miss so so dearly.. CANT WAIT!! :)

these are some nice autumn pics which i koped w/o permission.. sorry xy! they are juz too beautiful n i didnt get a chance to go take pics of them..

recap, spent the weekend out wif cousins on a rented car.. wat an adventure!! got lost quite a few times n had to do tonnes of U turns haha! serene came up wif this half an hour theory which meant tt we had to set an extra half an hr for getting lost.. haha! but it was really gd fun! its amazingto see how we've grown from lil kids, begging our parents to let us stayover at each other's place to now being able to travel n explore a foreign country together! i love my cousins!!

oh yah.. n on sunday i saw this protest thingy on swanston st (one of the big roads in the city here).. couldnt help taking some pics.. its stuff like this u'd nv find in sg tt's really worth to take a 2nd look at here.. its not against the law to do this here as long as its organised n there muz be approval or sth lidat.. how funky.. check it out!

one last pic before i go.. this pic was taken on jasmine's bday.. the singaporean yr 1 med peeps!

seraph ling @ 2:56 PM | comment

Friday, May 05, 2006

i want!!!!!!

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Monday, May 01, 2006

i'm so damn jialat!! n siyun confirmed my worst fears juz now!!! she was like 'eh i think u growing fat leh! ur chin there like a bit more meat...'oh no!!!!! i was juz staring at the mirror like 2 days ago telling myself tt i can see signs of a double chin already.. n true enuff :(:(anw today overslept again.. grr i shud get rid of tt bad bad habit!finally decided to join SAM (Singapore Association of Monash) gen comm.. been thinking abt it for quite a while wondering if i shud gif time to this or like do other stuff.. but decided tt since its my 1st yr n i enjoy doing stuff lidat, i shud contribute lah.. fun way of meeting other singaporeans here too.. 1st meeting this wed.. wonder how it will be likeanw life if alright now lah.. i kinda feel like this heavy load has been lifted off my shoulders after making this particular decision.. hope i dun ever regret!! owells..spent the weekends at cousin's place.. hafen seen them for i think 3 weeks so kinda missed them.. oh!!!!!! dearest serene gave me KRISPY KREMES!! i forgot where she got it from but oh man after 10 secs in the microwave, it was heavenly!! crap i regret not eating more in london.. i swear the next time i go back there i'll get more man.. anw we spent time catching up, cooking, watching vcd after vcd, playing daidee.. not bad lah.. love my cousins tonnes! everytime i step into the city i feel like its a home away from home coz my cousins are there.. i guess this really is wat it means when u say 'home is where the heart is'.. n suddenly i miss my bro lots.. tho he's always a rascal n tt irritant he always is, but i still miss him.. take care of urself pig n study hard!! this is his most recent pic on his scotland trip.. wah lau lucky shit.. juz travel as he wishes lor.. n here i am saving as much money i can for my parents.. his hair is how sloppy n long.. haha.. better go book my air tix soon.. 1.5 more mths n wansze will be coming!! yay!!! den we'll fly back together home.. cant wait!!