Sounds like this girl has been drinking too much wine! Hmm, I feel like I can take sides with this poem; I don't have a strong taste for this girl's lifestyle or beliefs about love, so I can already see myself distancing myself from her. The poem itself is wonderful, and you shocked me with the jazz and masturbate line. Are you portraying a typical French girl? Someone from experience? Some muse? One time I watched this French movie with English subtitles, and I'll tell you what, I couldn't believe how many amorous and unfaithful affairs I saw in it. I shouldn't generalize, but I was like, wow. And everyone seemed so depressed all the time.

I feel like this girl is pretty jaded over masturbation. Maybe that's what you yourself observed while writing this. Good piece though.