OK I'm abandoning this work tho it took me ages... it was supposed to be Chanyeol from exo power mv coz I was so inspired by the way he looked and I wanted to draw him. I just went straight into it thinking what was in my head will go on the paper but clearly it's not the case, this looks NOTHING like him, it looks like a girl. I like drawing my oc but use it also as an excuse to stick to my stuff and my rules with features which are never 100% accurate, where really I should be studying other styles and faces to build up my skills. I drew this twice and he just looks like a girl no features of his match the original guy. I should of drawn him a few times and study parts of him like the lips nose hair and expression. Instead I think that I can magically make a few lines and shabam.
I am not happy with my art style I want it different and I follow so many inspiring artists I never take the time to focus. This is honest self notes here don't care if I'm beating myself up but I wanna get better and I don't know how....
Ps I'm sorry for inactivity jobs and schools start now so it's a busy life
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Finalized reference of my sad boy, Dimitri.
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Warning: Dimitri is a character who is victim of abuse, sexual assault, and self harm. He is a story character that was created to advocate against these topics.
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His full name is Dimitrov Fastova Bolonka-Kirillovich, and was a member of Russian aristocracy. But, due to abuse and emotional scars, as well as hatred towards his adoptive father, he relinquished his title of Count Dimitrov of Bolonka, and became simply Dimitri Fastova Kirillovich.
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He is an ice manipulator under the agent code name of Zimarzla and is a member of a branch of Savent, the AQ1 Task Force. He is considered to be a "descendent lost in time" as once he hit the age of 28, the age his mother was when she became a mother, he stopped aging. He is a very emotional character, often quiet and focused, but can be very emotional and cry out of nowhere. His true parents are Pyotr "Pierre" Kirillovich Bezukhov and Natalya "Natasha" Ilyinichna Rostova, who were alive in the 1800's. (In this universe, they do exist. These are characters that are present in "War and Peace", a Russian novel by Tolstoy.)
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He has permanent bruising and scars on his arms and often wears his coat to hide them. He also possesses the ability to be immune to arsenic poisoning. He is also blind in one eye, and carries a locket that belonged to his mother.
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