Broken

Olivia Kirk watched her parents get brutally murdered and is forced to move in with her abusive uncle. He abuses her in many terrible ways. Somehow though she holds it all together and starts art college. There she reunites with her cousin Louis Tomlinson. She also meets four other amazing guys who turn her life around. They teach her how to trust and love. But what happens when she falls for all of them? Will her past and present affect her future?

This is my first fanfiction so I hope you'll read it...and give me feedback...nicely. Well hope you enjoy(: xx

59. Chapter Forty-Nine

Harry's POV

I killed my beautiful Libby. She's gone...and it's all my fault. I started to tear up. This had to be the worst feeling ever..."Excuse me, she left one more note," the lady said sadly. We all look up and sigh. "I'm sorry, but it's my job to get the victims word out," she said looking down. "Anyways, it's for a Danielle," she continued when we didn't answer. "I'll take it, I was heading that way anyways," I spoke up taking the envelope. I saw the boys faced light up with shock, but I ignored them and went to my car. I wasn't sure why, but driving always took the edge off. It always calmed me down. I creaked up the radio and got lost in the music. Before I knew it I was unfortunately at Danielle's. Just the sight of her house sickens me. She's horrible, she's a murderer. I hope on fronting her would make up for giving her Libby's number.... I walked up the walk and knocked on the door. Her mum automatically opened the door. "Hello there Harry! Danielle's upstairs go on up," she said stepping aside for me to walk up. I nodded in appreciation and descended the stairs. I grew angrier and angrier with each step. When, I got to the top I knocked on her door. She opened it and kissed me roughly. I pulled back angrily. "You bitch! Don't ever put your disgusting lips on mine ver again!" I roared. Hurt flashed across her pretty little face, but don't worry. She recovered, "What the hell Harry?!" She shot back. "Libby's dead. She killed herself. All because of you," I said softly and angrily. "She...she what?" Danielle asked in disbelief. "Yeah, she 'popped some pills', just like you suggested!" I yelled. She looked down and muttered, "Oh my God..." She started to shake her head. "It all your fault!" I spat. Libby was gone and I'd never see her again. Ever. All your fault Danielle.....all your fault......

Danielle's POV "It's all your fault!" He spat at me. He was right, I took it way to far. All over a guy...it was Liam...but still. "She wrote you a note," Harry said thrusting me and envelope. I didn't want to read it, but it must have been important...so I started:

Dear Danielle, I hope you're happy. I popped some pills, just like you said. I know you never liked me but I never thought you'd do this. I thought we could be friends...civilized maybe. You hurt me beyond repair. I'm not saying you were the only reason, but you certainly contributed. I would like to thank you though for showing me the truth. Also, for teaching me that if your persistent you'll always win in the end. I don't want you to feel too bad about it. You were only helping me, but I need a favor. Make Liam happy. Show him you love him. Be there for him like I can't...show him you care. But don't hurt him. He's fragile right now, don't take advantage of him. The fact that you're reading this, if you are, means your a better person than I thought. Thanks for the truth.Thanks Again,Libby.

P.S. Follow through, make up for what you did.

I can't believe this...I made her think she was ugly...and god knows what else. I made her think she wasn't good enough. Do wanna know what the real issue is? I was jealous...okay! She was so pretty and Liam loved her! Sure, I slept around! But that's because I wanted Liam so bad! I can't believe I did this...I loved Liam and I just took his world away from him...I'll never be able to make up for what I did. Ever.I heard Harry leave without a word...I plopped onto my bed and cried...for Libby. The girl I killed.

Louis's POV

I ran and ran, I wasn't stopping. I was leaving here. There was nothing left for me. Zayn and Niall tried to stop me, but I wouldn't listen. I needed to leave, to get out. This was so wrong...Libby was gone. I should be gone too...I would be. I'd start over...no one would ever know where I went. No one would care. I would just be gone...

Nialls POV

Libby's death smacked me in the face, ripped out my heart, and crushed my spirit all at once. The pain was so intense...I couldn't move. She was what made me happy..she completed me. No matter what I said. I never got over her. I never would. Ever. I started to cry. I started to die...Why Libby? Why?!

Zayn's POV

Libby's gone. Libby's gone. Libby's...gone. It sunk in deeper and deeper, and it killed me softly. I saw her eyes and her smile. I saw her tears and her frown. I saw her. I needed a smoke...and a drink....I said I'd never go back, but I never expected this to happen. Just one puff....I say lighting a cigarette. I carried them for...well moments like this. I took a drag...it didn't help. I smoked 5 more...it didn't take the pain away...I don't think anything will...I'm just so...broken.

Liam's POV

I grabbed the rope and threw it in the car. I knew where I was going, but I felt so lost. I wanted to take Libby here...I wanted to ask her to marry me...I wanted her to have my children with her....I wanted to grow old and gray with her. I wanted her. This needed to be done. I finally made it to the park and looped the noose. I hung it from the tree. I stepped up onto the rock and and put my head through. I was ready for this I was ready to be with Liv....before I stepped off, my life flashed before my eyes. I watched it all play before me like a movie, within seconds. I love her so much...I need her so bad...I am fearless...it's time...here I come Libby... I love you.