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Hello everyone! I just joined today & am kinda curious if I am what they call a sensitive. If I am then I’d like to excercise that ability & see where it takes me but if I’m not then I’ll be ok with that too. I would like to note that I am a Christian but I do KNOW that spirits exist & that evil exists.

When I was around 5 yrs. old, my mom was going through some tough spiritial times while going to church. I was in bed one night & woke up for no reason. No sound or touch or anything, just woke up. Looked over to my right & saw a dark black figure. The room was dark w/ only 1 window & hardly any light that I remember. The “thing” was darker that dark, I had no problem seeing it. I covered my head & looked back out & it was almost on top of me! I covered my head again prayed to Jesus, uncovered & it was gone. Never seen it again. The house wasn’t haunted. I lived there all my life & nothing ever happened there in the least. It was evil. I knew it even then, just the feel of its presence. I’ve oftened wondered why did it come to me? What for? Why not bother me again? But nothing. Maybe it was because of the name of Jesus. :-/ ??

Then about 5 yrs ago my sister-n-law & I was on a Christmas tour of homes. We were on a bus & wasn’t paying any attention to where in our town we were. Got out, & when I stepped across the doorway, WOW! It was kinda like 2 people having their heads down minding their own business when someone walks in & says HEY! My attention went directly to its presence & it knew I was there. All through the tour (& it was an old home. it was built for a previous mayor of our town) I kept expecting to see, hear or feel something. Never did. Not even a cold spot at the top of the stairs which is where my attention was drawn to the most. I was definently on alert. I asked the homeowner, which by the way I attended church with, (like I said, I wasn’t paying any attention where in town we were) “is your house haunted?” Her eyes got big & said “How’d you know?” I just said I could feel it. She said “well, it’s not anymore. We had it blessed & it’s gone.” I told her “No. It’s bound but not gone. It can’t do anything but it’s still here.” And I also felt that it was male. I have no idea why. Didn’t hear it or see it just know it. It wasn’t evil, but just a human spirit. When I stepped out on the porch the feeling left me. The feelings around me lightened up. I wasn’t scared at all just very aware. When we got back on the bus my sister-n-law turns to me & said “What happened to you in there? When we stepped inside you looked like you seen a ghost!” Ha! I said you won’t believe me. She said that she definently would & still does to this day when I talk about it. I told here that I didn’t “see” anything but felt it totally.

I have always been interested in paranormal stuff on tv as a child & still LOVE to watch series on it. I always asked God, “is all that stuff real? Or do I just want it to be real?”

I got my answer. I don’t really know if it came from God or not although I tend to believe so. I had no doubt when I left that house that it was all true. Someone was in that house. Even when I stepped outside I remembered thinking ‘you always wanted to know if it was real’ then I knew.

Anyways, I just want some opinions on my expirences. Is there a gift here that I need to excerise or was it a once in a lifetime thing that was just something weird that was expirenced? If a gift is present, how do I excerise it? Safely & properly. I know evil lurks at every corner & although I’m not scared to death of it, I am wise enough not to “tap into” it as well.