Solitude is fine, but you need someone to tell that solitude is fine…

Restricted

Few days ago, one of my American readers (yes you read that right…American!… because my shade game is not strong enough) asked me if I didn’t feel in a fish bowl, due to the fact that some guys I’ve been with and my still current husband read my blog.

I told him it didn’t bother me ’cause they knew I was a good guy and I never did them wrong, BUT… Since my current man have access to my blog I feel a bit restricted.

I can’t express myself so openly writing about him, unless I let him know whatever is going on in my head before he finds it out by himself… At least that’s what I feel.

I should not have communication boundaries or taboos, just the same way I don’t during sex… I guess, it’s a lot easier to show my nude body rather than my naked feelings to him.