Date: Mon, 23 Jan 2006 12:05:36 -0500
From: Dondo
Subject: First time for a scared Catholic
This was in the early sixties. I was 19 years old and had known that I
was homosexual since I was 8 or 9. I am Catholic and grew up in a family
with several macho men so being gay was not something that would ever be
accepted. I had had many fantasies of men and boys several times a day.
I am well hung so I had to hide my hard on throught out junior and senior
high school. I managed to get through basic training without getting
"discovered", difficult as it was.
Now to one of the best feelings of my life. I was in the Air Force
Reserves and did my monthly duty at Grenier Air Force Base in New
Hampshire. I worked a couple of hours on Friday night so I had Saturday
off. I decided to go to a movie in Manchester. It was early afternoon.
I was so fucking horny. I was looking at a guy in the next row a couple
of seats to my left and fantacizing about doing it with him. My cock was
aching and because I kept holding my orgasm back I had the need to take
a piss.
I went to the rest room which was a classic turn of the century movie
house rest room. A large room with a long bank of 12 or 14 urinals all
together. No modesty wall as they now have. I was self conscuous as I
saw a figure at the far right hand urinal. I went the the far left
urinal and with my hard 8 1/2 inch 6 inch around uncut cock tried to take
a piss. I heard this rustle of a bag and looked over to the guy at the
far left. Much to my surprise I saw the hot looking blond young man
dressed in white shorts and a fire engine red polo shirt motion to me to
pull back and show him my cock, as he did this he pulled back to show me
his. He was so fucking hot I almost shot my load. His cock looked to be
close to the size of mine. I pulled back and showed him my cock, nervous
as hell.
He then motioned to me to come next to him, which I did. I was so
nervous that someone would come in, but my hormones were raging and my
cock was aching. I couldn't believe that this handsome stud was
beckonong me. When I go there he asked me if he could suck my cock. I
said sure I would love it, but I asked. Where can we go ? He quickly
said right here and quickly dropped to his knees and sucked me off. I
felt so wonderful I thought I was going to explode. Years of pent up
desire for being with a man was now rushing in my hot bloodstream down to
my cock and, shaking like a leaf, out of my cock with the hottest cum of
my life into this young mans throat. Much to my disappointment, he
quickly turned around and shot his load into the urinal. We zipped up
and left the theater together. He told me he was 17, an only child, and
lived with his parents. He too was very closeted and scared about his
sexuality. I was too naive and scared to get his name and telephone
number, or even to arrange to meet him there again and I regret that to
this day. But you can be sure that jerked off to thinking about him
many, many times.