Thursday, May 20, 2010

Sunday, May 16, 2010

coming up out of the pool water opening my eyes at the same time today i saw my father in a fraction half-deleted standing halfway between me and the house turned profile and much younger with his head down he was wearing all white the gray of the house in partial shade matched exactly the shade of the concrete of the deck and in the instant of his pixel damaged body disappearing again in the shaking off the water from my face skin and my hair it was as if i had become living in a version of the house left otherwise somewhere else which in the lapping level of the water at my chest was the year my mother found me facedown in the deep end and the gray was also on the air

Thursday, May 13, 2010

"A girl who's riding with neither spurs nor stirrups is trying to make her white mare go into the ocean; the mare is shying water is spurting out from all sides under its shaking hoofs among the clear laughs of the Amazon whose body is as sharp and bright as metal, suddenly, what I see, in this shifting light this."

Monday, May 10, 2010

i gave blood to the red cross eleven times todayi drew up a bunch of badges with different names and costumesthe one lady with the cookies recognized me after the 6th giving and wouldn't let me have any more cookiesshe winked about the blood part, she had diamond grillznow i'm emptied out pretty goodi hired a mexican woman to drive me home, her name was portcullis, i shit you noti'm going to have a baby