Let Bad Things Teach You Good Things

date: 2013-05-26 time: 23:00:06

Few things in life hurt me more than hearing a friend of mine has been talking about me, particularly about things that are incredibly painful or personal. I suppose as we get older our circle of friends becomes smaller and it’s because we realize that we can’t keep everyone in our lives like we hoped we would. Some people care more about spreading gossip than they do about how they make their friends feel when they do it. I don’t have a place for people like that in my life anymore.

It’s so hard for me not to let what other people say about me define who I am. I don’t enjoy being not liked or hurting others. Many times, too easily, I allow people who hold no significance in my life to take from who I am and hinder the person I have come to be. I will let what I hear someone says about me that does not reflect who I truly am have so much power that I let it define me for a little while and I sulk in it.

I learn new things every day and try to learn things from every experience. This morning I went on a walk, still very angry and hurt. I finally came to some new conclusions for my life based off this one silly little incident that hurt me a lot more than I imagined it would. I hope that maybe sharing them with whoever cares to read this will be helpful for you too:

People who sincerely care about me and deserve to be in my life will not attempt to bring me down. They won’t judge me the way others in my past have judged me. They will love me for who I am mistakes and all.

I have to remember every single day to take the time to remind myself of who I’ve come to be on my own terms, not who other people have made me out to be, especially people who don’t know me.

If I judge others or talk about others the same way they do about me, I’m no better than them. I need to remember to respect the people who come into my life.

People can only take from me what I allow them to take from me. If I let other people define who I am, I am giving them the power to direct where my path will lead.

The Cataclysmal And Inconsequential

date: 2013-05-26 time: 22:53:50

If you’ve never realized how small you are, you should stop to think about the reality of your existence. The universe is vast and cataclysmal and you are an inconsequential speck in the span of it. And yet, you are still an integral and necessary being without whose presence the world would not be how it is. Isn’t that in itself miraculous?

Our finite brains can’t comprehend the enormity of the state we live in, let alone the universe in which we reside. A universe that is just as alive as we are. A universe that, somehow, we still control and effect. Because as much as life is an illusion, it is also poignant and remarkable. You are given what you need. There is a greater force at work that we theorize about but can’t quite definitely understand. And maybe that’s just how it needs to be. Because if everything were explained, there would be nothing left to figure out. There would be no journey or development or growth. We are all essentially still in a childlike state when you consider what we know compared to the knowledge of the universe. But we lose the wonder.

We lose the wonder because we are gutted by our lives. We are literally and metaphorically cut open, killed and left to either resurrect ourselves or sit in that nothingness. What compels me to believe in humanity, and what keeps me in love with people, is that most often, we choose the former.

You do have love. It’s surrounding you and it’s brought you here. It’s so easy to forget where you are when you stare at the same four walls day-in-and-day-out. You can feel as though your part-time job waiting tables yields no consequence. But all while you’re distracted by the mundane and the ordinary, the miraculous surrounds you, you’re just blind to it.

There are stars colliding and life is evolving and things are transforming and existence is coming and going, it is, always will, and has been even in the 5 seconds it just took you to read that sentence. Whenever you feel hopeless, all you need to do is go outside and realize that you have been molded into human form for some reason. You are somewhere you may never be again. Your actions, no matter how inconsequential you think they may be, have been essential.

Pain is part of the process. It’s part of the miraculousness. You see it when light shines through storm clouds, in the refracting lights of supernovas, in the fact that you must be in a physical state to comprehend the physical things around you– sight, sound, material. But it is also those senses that facilitate your pain. All of these things are rooted in suffering, and yet they all yield the miraculous. So be here. Be part of what you’re sewn into. Bloom where you’re planted. Be aware of the greatness that you are and realize that without you, the seaming of this mysteriously interconnected world would cease to exist as it is. Hope is never gone, it’s just ignored.

OKAY SO YEAH

date: 2013-05-25 time: 16:13:54

my blog is so boring nowadays but i really don't feel like it that much anymore and i hope you're not expecting too much out of me because i will never be the blogger who updates three times a day every day sorry but that's the truth

something very exciting happened today that i don't wanna share with you yet because everything's not fixed yet but i can tell you that i'm so happy and excited and next year will be soo amazing

and a big sHOUTOUT TO MY AMAZING GORGEOUS HELPFUL ANGEL OF A FRIEND SUSANNA LEVIN I OWE YOU MY LIFE OKAY BBY ((EVERYONE NEED TO CHECK OUT HER BLOG OKAY))

WHY

date: 2013-05-23 time: 19:50:56

Harry’s so tall and broad and he’d be the type of boyfriend that would love the height difference between you two because he loves making you feel protected and safe and he’d feel like it was his job to make you feel secure and he would just hold you a lot to make sure you knew that (◡ ‿ ◡ ✿)

I HAVE FEELS OKAY

date: 2013-05-23 time: 19:50:33

but harry’s so tall that you’d have to stand on your tippy toes to kiss him and he’d pull away so you can’t reach him and he’d tease you about being so short and you’d pout and cross your arms and pretend you were mad at him and he’d just laugh and bend down and pick you up and twirl you in the air and kiss your cheek and tell you that he thinks it’s cute that you’re so tiny

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date: 2013-05-23 time: 19:49:57

Harry would be the kind of boyfriend whose shoulder would be perfect to fall asleep on because he’s probably so soft and warm and he would look down at you with a little smirk on his face and he’d press his lips to the top of your head and start to hum a soft song while he put his arm around your shoulders and pulled you closer so you could sleep more comfortably

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date: 2013-05-23 time: 19:49:32

Harry would be the kind of boyfriend who loves to come up behind you and rest his hands on your waist and press up against you while whispers things in your ear and his curls tickle your cheek like how much he loves your smile or how badly he wanted you right then or even random things like how he wants pizza for dinner and then he’d kiss your neck and squeeze your waist and that would be it

ugh

date: 2013-05-23 time: 19:47:15

imagine just laying in bed with harry and your daughter in between you two and he’s just humming a soft tune and your baby is just staring at harry all lovingly and you juST CRY BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE FUCKING INCREDIBLE

May. 22, 2013

date: 2013-05-22 time: 21:11:47

Know yourself. Watch for the things that most heavily lift or sink your heart. These are the markers of who you are. Look at your qualities objectively, especially when they are less than appealing, these are just as important as the great things about you are. Don’t work on accepting the person you project to other people.

Be ready to be vulnerable and imperfect. You don’t have to like your imperfections, but you do have to be able to sit with them, acknowledge them and embrace that they are present in you for one reason or another. Dig and find the root of what cultivated them. Work on undoing what needs to be undone; work on being better.

This self-acceptance business is not an excuse to be a terrible person. If being yourself means this, you will deal with the consequences of your actions in due time. Don’t think that because you are “being yourself” you are excused from anything that is derogatory toward or detrimental to someone else.

Know that you are or will be loved for the things you find unlovable. Some things I’ve loved most about people are the things they’ve later said to be most self-conscious of. The ways in which you don’t fit into the mold of a socially-generated-perfect-human are the ways in which you are unique and they are the things about you that the right people will be most enamored by.

Baby steps. Don’t expect anything immediately and be good to yourself for trying. Overhauling your entire life in a day will not end well, go ahead and try if you don’t believe me.

Understand that a large element of this is choice. While I don’t believe you can change who you innately are, I do believe that you can choose to take life from the perspective of your best self. Choose to do that. Choose to keep going even when challenges arise. Choose to forgive yourself for your moments of indiscretion.

Realize you are not the summation of your past. It is part of you, it is your story, and it has helped craft you, but it is not who you innately are. You can always choose differently. You are a beautiful person for admitting that you are only human and you’ve done wrong, but you’re working on it.

im sorry

date: 2013-05-21 time: 22:16:59

i just want to be laying on the couch when harry comes home after a long day of work and he sighs really loud when he comes through the door and i say “what’s wrong?” and he says “nothing, it’s just been a really long day.” and then he comes over and kind of just lays on top of me and kisses me all over my face while i laugh

gdshjfklskdjfd OKAY STOP

date: 2013-05-21 time: 22:16:17

Imagine seeing a grey shirt in a corner of your room, picking it up only to have his scent fill your senses, bringing back the memory of the last time he held you in his arms, his large hands holding you strong against his chest, his green eyes staying focused on you, his curly brown looks brushing against your forehead as he leans down and kisses you gently, that all too familiar scent forever engrained in your memory as you slipped his shirt on.

???

date: 2013-05-21 time: 22:14:34

Harry needs to stop taking pictures and posting on instagram and twitter and posting videos on vine in his adorable little freaking hat because his face is going to make me cry and THIS is why I don’t have a boyfriend okay

fucking hell take the computer away someone

date: 2013-05-21 time: 22:12:16

i wonder what its like to share a secret with Harry. i can’t help but wonder how it feels to have him trust you that much, or what its like when he bends down to whisper it in your ear, then he scans your face to see your reaction. his eyes would be slightly hopeful for a laugh from you, lit up just like a child’s. then maybe you’d share a secret with him right back, & he’d listen intently because he’s always been a good listener. his reaction would be honest, partially because he’s not very good at lying or hiding things, & also because he wouldn’t want to hide anything from you. he’d feel vulnerable around you but he’d be comfortable that way, knowing that you could tell anything to each other and it would be safe.

NOO

date: 2013-05-21 time: 22:10:33

having major harry feels help me

but just imagine kissing him and hearing him let out a little moan as you pull on his hair so in return he bites your lip because he knows it drives you crazy and you’re breathing his name and suddenly it’s a contest, who can last the longest and you’re running your hands over his abs underneath his tshirt while his mouth is on your neck and his hands are on your ass as he pulls you closer to him and finally you’ve had enough and you’re begging him just to give you what you want and he’s laughing at you, that low chuckle as his breath tickles your ear while he whispers “I knew I’d win” before he kisses you again and picks you up and your legs wrap round his waist as he carries you to the bed and just no this is nOT OKAY

about selfies

I know most people hate selfies. They groan and complain about them, from the duck lips to the filters. Why, just the word “selfie” can induce legendary amounts of eyerolling.

What people seem to miss, is that selfies are actually great. No, scratch that, selfies are brilliant! One of my favourite pastimes at school is to (discreetly) scroll through my Instagram feed and see pictures of my friends feeling good about themselves.

Isn’t that why people post selfies? From new outfits, to haircuts, to experimental makeup techniques. From first thing in the morning to right before bed. Just for a moment someone is not worried about how their forehead is actually a fivehead, or how their nose is not “perfect.”

A few adjectives usually associated with selfies are vain, narcissistic, cheesy, and basically anything to do with the superficial. For only someone with an inflated sense of self would waste time taking their own picture.

Here is my issue with that type of mindset. I thought we were supposed to be confident in our own skin. Don’t we encourage each other to be ourselves, and love ourselves. Are we not supposed to celebrate and embrace our flaws, or at least run them through a filter that minimizes them.

That is what the selfie is! It marks a time when someone feels beautiful and self assured. When they are having fun and are not worried about the daily personal problems we all have to face. In a time when feelings of insecurity run high and people shy away, the selfie is an instant of boldness.

So do not allow anyone to take those moments from you. To try and shame you, and clip those wings of confidence. To make you feel as if your moment of awesome is not worth sharing and celebrating. Because it is, and phuket to anyone who says otherwise!

Being alone is powerful, and other truths

why

date: 2013-05-19 time: 13:48:50

Harry Styles is one of those boyfriends that wakes up in the middle of the night when he feels you moving around and he wraps his leg around yours and pulls you back into his chest and kisses your forehead and tells you to go back to bed and that there’s nothing to worry about and that’s he right there and that he’ll be there in the morning, too.

Nobody else can heal you

date: 2013-05-18 time: 20:20:39

I’m not saying you have to have it all seamlessly together to be loved. I actually think that real love grows when someone finds unspeakable beauty in the place you’ve been cut open. But the thing is, you can’t expect someone else to heal those wounds. They can love you and that love can facilitate healing, but you are the only person who can heal yourself. Nobody else will ever be able to alleviate your burdens. It may seem like it for a little while, but the brokenness of your foundation will always show eventually.

Yes, love is transformative and enlightening and humbling and probably the most real thing we can experience. It is responsible for a whole slew of miraculousness, but romantic love will not solve your problems. The high you get from the newness of someone will eventually subside, as it always does, and you’ll be left even more raw than you were before, facing the brutal reality that the thing you were waiting for to fix everything didn’t.

It’s for this reason that I believe we often see people undergoing self-transformations after breakups. Of course there are other reasons for these behaviors, but I do think that in many cases, it has to do with people realizing that nobody else is responsible for resolving their own issues.

I know many couples who have found one another and rely on each other to function. They are the epitome of unhealthy, and what they all have in common is that they all found their partners while they were honestly broken people.

People and love can be the most integral part of the healing process. But you can’t just wait for somebody else to do the work. You have to get your ass on the floor, realize that you’re imperfect and you feel unworthy and you’ve made mistakes and you’re afraid of this and that and the other thing. You have to come to terms with these things that are inside you. You don’t have to like them. You just have to be able to sit with them. You have to be okay enough to still be standing on your own if and when somebody leaves you there.

The happily ever after will not save you, and the love of your life will not heal you. They will only love you, and while that may facilitate great healing, it can also be the source of your demise if things don’t work out until the day you die of old age. If your peace and acceptance is contingent on someone else, and if your hope is external, you do not really have any of those things. Don’t fool yourself into thinking you do, it will be a price that you alone will have to pay.

about procrastination

date: 2013-05-12 time: 23:45:07

does anyone else ever get really stressed over assignments and know that you should be doing them but you feel like you physically can't stop procrastinating and that just stresses you out even more or is that just me

about zayn's disappearing

date: 2013-05-12 time: 16:15:02

you can tell zayn is the one who has to sit down and explain things to the other boys when they don't understand something and he just sits there and listens to their dumb questions and all the dumb things they say and eventually he just gets up and walks away and we see him 5 days later

about relationships

date: 2013-05-12 time: 09:36:31

You’re single because you’re single. It’s not because you texted too much or too little or waited 33 minutes to respond because he took 23. It’s not because you met up with your ex that night at 5 a.m. that no one knows about, or because you kissed another boy after a date with a loser.
You’re not single because you spit food on that date or tripped coming out the the movie theatre. You’re not single because you hurt your first boyfriend really badly when you were 15 or because you have yet, to this day, to apologize. It’s not because you were secretly jealous when your friend got a boyfriend or that a guy you dated for two months now has a really cute girlfriend and looks really happy. And you’re happy for him. But still ill that he found someone before you.
You’re not single because you slept with your ex boyfriend. You’re not single because half the world found out when you didn’t even want to remember it yourself. You’re not single because you think the guy your friend wants to hook you up with is ugly or not tall enough. It’s not because you’re not willing to put up with someone who doesn’t brush their teeth on a regular basis.
You’re not single because your standards are too high. Good for you for having standards. It’s not because you didn’t like that really, really good guy who wanted to take you on a date and you just weren’t feeling it. And it’s not because you like to wear pajama pants as soon as you get home and wash all the makeup off your face. You’re not single because you didn’t learn enough from the past or would rather chill on a Friday night with your blanket and a cold beer than shower, get ready, and go out. You’re not single because something is wrong with you.
You are single because you are single. It’s really as simple as that. You haven’t made the connection with another heart yet. You can get dolled up, dress cute, cut your hair, dye your hair, tweeze your eyebrows, put on lipstick and you may still. be. single. You can go out to a bar hoping to meet the love of your life and not find a damn one in the place attractive. And it’s going to remain that way until it’s time for you to find one. Stop hoping for it. Start living the life that you do have instead of wishing for things that you don’t have. There will come a time you’ll meet a boy and you’ll have to give up some of this single freedom you currently have. Start being more thankful. Start doing that now.

nO number eighteen

date: 2013-05-12 time: 02:13:22

just imagine laying around all day with harry and just giggling and sharing long kisses and then you're just laying in silence while he plays with your fingers and he just says "i think i love you" really quietly sigh

about harry styles and rumors

date: 2013-05-11 time: 17:39:51

harry styles never ever addresses rumors and always lets things just die on their own but when people thought he was leaving his best friends he made sure everyone knew it wasn't true and i'm sad about it

about pizza boys

date: 2013-05-11 time: 16:45:18

i just realized how dangerous it is to be a pizza boy like you could literally show up anywhere and like someone could just shoot you like if someone orders a pizza in the ghetto you have to go to the ghetto and give them the pizza like wow pizza boys are so brave i want to date a pizza boy

about sad days

date: 2013-05-11 time: 01:28:53

does anyone else have sad days where you just feel like shit for no reason and when someone asks what's wrong you don't know how to reply and you get that feeling in your throat like you're gonna cry and you can't stop it

about self esteem

date: 2013-05-10 time: 15:46:01

To be beautiful means to be yourself. You don't need to be accepted by others. You need to accept yourself. When you are born a lotus flower, be a beautiful lotus flower, don't try to be a magnolia flower. If you crave acceptance and recognition and try to change yourself to fit what other people want you to be, you will suffer all your life. True happiness and true power lie in understanding yourself, accepting yourself, having confidence in yourself.

nO number seventeen

harry gets home from work late on your anniversary even though he promised he'd be home early so you're angry because you had created a romantic meal and everything for him

you heard the door click open so you storm over to your room and hide under the sheets hoping he would leave you alone but minutes later you hear a knock on the door

"babe?" harry's voice echos but you ignore it then before you know it you have a hand caressing your back

"babe"

"piss off harry" you groan turning over even further from him but then he starts to place soft kisses on the soft spot on your neck and you bite your lip trying your hardest not to moan he moves his lips slowly down your neck til' he reaches your chest

he grabs you by the side and flips you over as his green orbs stare into your soul

you give him a death stare but before anyone could break the silence he crashes his lips to yours and it was harry so you couldn't help your sexual frustration towards him and you kissed him back with hunger grabbing his neck and pulling him even closer til' there was no space between you

he broke it "i'm sorry baby" he whispered before returning to the kiss

you went to lift up his shirt but he stopped you "firstly i have something planned" he smirked picking you up right then and there chucking you over his shoulder

you screamed but he wouldn't let you go so you gave in letting him guide you to wherever until you reached a rooftop with the nightsky full of stars clear over a picnic that was set up for you

he led you over and let you down "this is why you were late..." you whispered under your breath

he only nodded taking your hand and rubbing small circles in it "happy anniversary baby" he smiled as he crashed his lips to yours

Change My Mind

One Way Or Another (Teenage Kicks)

One Way Or Another (Teenage Kicks) Part 2

Twitter Questions

Last First Kiss

Moments

Back For You

Summer Love

Over Again

Little Things

Teenage Dirtbag

nO number sixteen

date: 2013-05-09 time: 17:50:15

imagine you come home from work and harry is on the couch with your little four year old daughter and she's laying on his chest curled up around him and he's snoring and she's clinging onto his t-shirt and they're both sleeping and cuddled up to each other and he's holding her protectively so neither of them will slip off the sofa

cause you were mine for the summer

nO number fifteen

date: 2013-05-09 time: 15:25:58

harry seems like the type of guy that you would date for a few weeks before making it official because you really just want to test the waters and he would hold your hand and kiss you and when his friends ask him who you are he would just shrug and smirk and tell them it could be something but in his head he can't wait to call you his girlfriend ok i'm dead

TMH TOUR

date: 2013-05-09 time: 15:25:35

i still can't believe yesterday happened it was so amazing i wanna thank all of you for helping me win the tickets because this was the biggest and most amazing experience i've had so far in life so thank you so much!!! as soon as i'm done uploading all the videos on youtube i'll share them with you guys!

HARRY

date: 2013-05-09 time: 03:47:00

okay so let me just start this up by telling you this was the best night of my entire fucking life without hesitation like it was seriously THE BEST NIGHT EVER in fact not only the night was good but the entire day was and i've never been this happy ever before

some of you already know this but yesterday i found out i won the competition that was held by spotify so i got two tickets to one directions goDDAMN TMH TOUR IN SWEDEN STOCKHOLM FRIENDS ARENA

i got to see harry live like i never really realized this before but did you know hARry sTYLEs is a fucking person like he breathes he exists how is that even possible i mean he's literally perfect

LIKE THERE'S NO WORDS THAT WAS THE BEST THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME HARRY WAS SO UNBELIEVEABLY FUCKING HOT AND THEY WERE SO TALENTED AND I'M A LITTLE SAD BECAUSE HE ISN'T MINE BUT OMFG BEST BEST BEST DAY EVER AND LIKE MY THROAT IS HURTING SO BAD RIGHT NOW FROM ALL THE SCREAMING AND SINGING BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT I'VE NEVER GIVEN SO MUCH EVER BEFORE AT A CONCERT LIKE I HAVE BLISTERS UNDER MY FEET FROM ALL THE JUMPING AND I MUST HAVE BURNED A HELL LOT OF CALORIES

AND LIKE WE GOT TICKETS SOOO CLOSE TO THE STAGE I WAS LITERALLY STANDING LIKE LESS THAN 50 METRES AWAY FROM IT AND HARRY WAS SO CLOSE I COULD ALMOST SMELL HIM AND LIKE DURING WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL I THINK IT WAS HE RAN OUT FROM THE BACK WITH A BIG SWEDISH FLAG WRAPPED AROUND HIS SHOULDERS AND SOME SORT OF SWEDISH COLOURED WRETH/WIG AND HE KEPT SAYING HOW MUCH HE LOVES US AND HE YELLED "JAG ELSKER DE" WHICH IS SO CUTE BECAUSE LIKE IT'S NOT EVEN CORRECT BUT IT'S HARRY SAYING IT AND HE ALSO YELLED "KÖTTBULLAR" A LOT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I JUST WANNA CUDDLE HIM AND KEEP HIM IN MY POCKET EVERYWHERE I GO

OMFG I STILL CANNOT UNDERSTAND THAT I'VE ACTUALLY SEEN HIM LIKE HE'S NOT FICTIONAL OR MADE UP HE'S A REAL FUCKING HUMAN BEING AND HE THREW WATER ON THE AUDIENCE AND HE GODDAMN CRIED DURING A SONG I'M SO IN LOVE LIKE EVEN MORE THAN BEFORE HOW IS THIS GONNA END I MEAN LIKE I WILL THINK ABOUT THIS FOR MONTHS MAYBE EVEN YEARS I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LET GO OF THIS I NEED TO GO TO MORE OF THEIR CONCERTS I HAVE TO MAKE HIM MINE SOMEHOW

LIKE I'M SO JOYOUS I'VE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY EVER BEFORE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE HOW CAN A PERSON YOU'VE NEVER PERSONALLY SPOKEN TO MEAN SO MUCH LIKE I DON'T GET IT BUT HARRY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME

NOW I'M GONNA CRY AND LAUGH AND LOOK AT MY TICKET AND AT THE CONFETTI I BROUGHT WITH ME AND I'M GONNA UPLOAD MY VIDEOS TO YOUTUBE AND I MIGHT POST THEM HERE TOO

nO number fourteen

date: 2013-05-08 time: 06:42:17

imagine harry doing pushups in your bedroom and you notice this from the doorway and he notices you watching and telling you he needs more motivation so you slide underneath him and he kisses you every time he comes doWN I JUST

nO number thirteen

date: 2013-05-05 time: 17:40:25

just imagine what its like to be harry's girlfriend he would be protective of you and never let anything happen to you he would be the one who makes you smile when you feel like your life is over if he couldn't sleep he would go in your room and wrap his arms around you in the morning you'd wake up against his bare chest and he would be stroking your hair he would always treat you like a princess if you were walking and you got tired harry would carry you he would always find an excuse to kiss you he would come up behind you randomly and wrap his arms around your waist and kiss your neck i am so done

fUck

date: 2013-05-03 time: 22:48:04

when the boys are doing that interview and the lady is like "girls are crying over you" and harry's just wide eyed all "i don't even know what makes them cry" like shUT the fuck up you little shit i'll make you cry i'm gonna punch you in the fucking face i need a goddamn moment

nO number twelve

date: 2013-05-03 time: 17:41:52

i have a soft spot for nervous harry like just imagine him blushing when he tells you how pretty you look or when he finally kisses you he just can't stop smiling and when he gets a little tipsy he loosens up and tells you how much he likes you and how he likes the way your dress cuts a little low why

nO number eleven

date: 2013-05-02 time: 17:28:44

but like harry has really big hands and i don't even want to know what he would and could do with them like what if your hands were cold and his big warm hands held both of yours and because they're so big they surrounded all of your hands or his long fingers tracing up and down your bare spine while you're doing your after-sex cuddling haha i hope you're as dead as me

about wierd things

date: 2013-05-01 time: 20:31:07

what if clouds and lakes switched spots and every time you looked up you'd see waves being pulled by the moon and we'd wade through the clouds on a hot day what if birds grew grass and the ground grew feathers what if flowers were as tall as trees and trees as small as flowers

about my personality

date: 2013-05-01 time: 16:59:23

i'm kind of like a furby like if you give me attention one time i'll bug you all day and it's cute at first but then i'll just keep talking and i won't shut up and you'll get annoyed and put me in the corner of the room and shut off all the lights

nO number ten

date: 2013-05-01 time: 13:21:32

WHAT IF AT THE END OF THE MOVIE THE CAMERA GOES BLACK AND THEN YOU HEAR THEM TRYING TO GET THE CAMERA TO WORK AND THEY ALL LAUGH AND THEY'RE BACK ON THE STAIRS AND THEY SAY SOME JOKES AND LAUGH AND PLAY WITH EACH OTHER AND THEN THEY SAY THEIR JOURNEY AND THEY ALL SAY THEIR NAMES AND THEY JUST SAY "THIS IS US" AND STRUGGLE TO GROUP HUG AND FALL OVER I'M SORRY

harry styles playlist

This playlist is containing some songs that remind me of me hangin with harry and maybe having sex in his range rover w/e there is no rhyme or reason to this collection of songs.

Nah but this is for those of you who wanted it after I posted about it on instagram earlier today and I'm not held responsible for whatever feels you might get struck by sry bye.

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