god i have all this homework.. and im not in the mood to do it.. i peirced my lip.. and stretched my ear. its only a 12g but i really dont wanna go any bigger.. the lip really doesnt hurt..i thought it would...the crucible is the most boring book ive ever read in my life... its aut the salem wich trials,.. and "Titty is rubbing her face.".. lmao.. so funny... ill post pics of my lip wen i get some.. so yea..

ehh.. im such a loser. ive been absent from skool for like 4 1/2 days and for like no reason?.. i missed all my finals and couldnt hand in my essay.. i probably failed all my classes and in my junior year of all.. wtf is wrong with me.. i havent seen or really spoken to any of my friends in like 2 weeks and i dont know why but ive been in this weird " gotta listen to new music " and " Dont talk to me i hate you " so idk.. everything is like changing..

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ive been having bad days for a while now.. today my cd player got taken away.. but i got it back.. but it still pissed me off.. and i bitched these girls cuz they kept fucking with the musik in the gym.. i swear i was gonna spit in their face.. i fucking hate them.. anyway.. im also sick and since i slept on my ear that has the trigis peirced.. its all sore and i can barely touch it.. so everytime i open my mouth.. its like a tight pulling feeling.. kand i found out my cousin who is older than me might be moving into one of my friends house.. so thats gonna be like.. weird. and like.. idk.. i hate living next to family.. it gets so annoying.. thats why i want to do like really good this year.. i want to keep like an 85 average.. this way if i do bad on mt SAT's i still have a chance to get into Stoneybrooke... i hate taking math tests.. their so hard.. and all i fucking do is blow my nose.. its all red and irritated. im just gonna lay down..

When there's nowhere else to runIs there room for one more sonOne more sonIf you can hold onIf you can hold on, hold on I wanna stand up, I wanna let goYou know, you know - no you don't, you don'tI wanna shine on in the hearts of menI want a meaning from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaksI am so much older than I can takeAnd my affection, well it comes and goesI need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me outYeah, you know you got to help me outYeah, oh don't you put me on the back burnerYou know you got to help me out

And when there's nowhere else to runIs there room for one more sonThese changes ain't changing meThe cold-hearted boy I used to be

Yeah, you know you got to help me outYeah, oh don't you put me on the back burnerYou know you got to help me outYou're gonna bring yourself downYeah, you're gonna bring yourself downYeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

I got soul, but I'm not a soldierI got soul, but I'm not a soldier...

Yeah, you know you got to help me outYeah, oh don't you put me on the back burnerYou know you got to help me outYou're gonna bring yourself downYou're gonna bring yourself downYeah, oh don't you put me on the back burnerYeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

Over and out, last call for sinWhile everyone's lost, the battle is wonWith all these things that I've doneAll these things that I've doneIf you can hold onIf you can hold on

idky.. but im in such a good mood.. like for some reason.. i feel all happy.. am i high? pfft.. no.. i dont do that shyt.. n e way.. sunday is comin up soon.. so thats a good thing. Y? u ask.. 2 words.. WARPED TOUR .. find all the info on WARPED TOUR at:

Its after 5 and im still up, as usual.. my dad wants me 2 go 2 karate but im never in the mood.. i no i never met him.. but nats friend lance was hit by a car the other day, and hes not in the best conditions. i hope the best for him..

some info: "Ice-age heat wave, can't complain.If the world's at large, why should I remain?Walked away to another plan. Gonna find another place, maybe one I can stand. I move on to another day, to a whole new town with a whole new way. Went to the porch to have a thought. Got to the door and again, I couldn't stop. You don't know where and you don't know when. But you still got your words and you got your friends. Walk along to another day. Work a little harder, work another way.

Well uh-uh baby I ain't got no plan. We'll float on maybe would you understand? Gonna float on maybe would you understand? Well float on maybe would you understand?

The days get shorter and the nights get cold. I like the autumn but this place is getting old. I pack up my belongings and I head for the coast. It might not be a lot but I feel like I'm making the most. The days get longer and the nights smell green. I guess it's not surprising but it's spring and I should leave.

I like songs about drifters - books about the same. They both seem to make me feel a little less insane. Walked on off to another spot. I still haven't gotten anywhere that I want. Did I want love? Did I need to know? Why does it always feel like I'm caught in an undertow?

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights. Adding their breeze to the summer nights. Outside, water like air was great. I didn't know what I had that day. Walk a little farther to another plan. You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

I know that starting over is not what life's about. But my thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth. My thoughts were so loud I couldn't hear my mouth. My thoughts were so loud." the world at large, Modest Mouse.

kinda makes u think.. eh?

Lindsay comes up in 2 weeks.. thats when the fun statrts.. so i should be happier then.. until she does come..i have my music.