When there are so many others...

"You don't know what it's like." I said while tears started to make there way to me eyes.
"What?" He asked a bit annoyed and frustrated.
"You don't understand!" I announced raising my voice a bit.
"Well then would you like to explain it to me?" He said calming his voice.
"When you have all these thoughts it's like... you can't just...." I stood there thinking of how i wanted to say this. He walked right in front of me and held my hand.
"What is it that I don't understand?"
"The only way I can think of putting it is like... it's like your hanging off of a skyscraper....."

2. No not really

Jordan's POV

I soon woke up finding myself in Niall's bed, I looked around and didn't see him. I got up and walked downstairs to the kitchen finding Niall, of course, eating. I walked over to him and wrested my head on his shoulder. He looked at me then continued eating.

"I thought you'd never wake up. You were knocked out cold." He said with a mouth full of food.

''Well I didn't get much sleep last night and school can be stressful, and it's not like you can say anything. What time did you wake up today? Was it some time along the lines of 1 o'clock?" I said smirking at him. He dropped his head a little while shoving more food in his mouth. He then muffled his voice into his shirt so that it was impossible for me to understand him.

"What was that?" I asked.

"One thirty, I woke up at one thirty! There, happy?" He asked with a grin on his face. He was trying to keep himself from laughing but it wasn't working.

"You woke up at one thirty, Niall! You are so lazy."

"Am not!"

"Oh I beg to differ, when ever I'm home you sleep til twelve. You would sleep longer if I didn't go in there and wake you up! Take some responsibility." I said while laughing at him.

"I am responsible! I have lots of responsibilities, in fact the biggest and most annoying one I have is standing right in front of me." He joked in my face. I put my hand on my chest and acted like I was hurt.

"Since when am I annoying? I thought that I was 'The best sister in the world.'And what what happened to 'I couldn't have asked for a better sister, I don't know what I would do without her.'"

"I don't recall saying any of those things, even if they are true.'' He then pulled me into a hug.

"So what are we having for dinner?" I asked him.

"Well I really don't want to cook tonight, so do you want to eat out?" He asked me as I pulled out of the hug.

"See you are lazy, and yes I would love to eat out." I said grabbing the car keys. "I would rather not eat there so I'll just go pick something up, what do you want?" I asked him, ready to walk out the door.

"Um.... let's change it up and go somewhere Chinese." I nodded my head and walked out the door after he told me his order. I drove down to a small Chinese place and got the food, but as I walked out someone ran into me.

"Oh, sorry about that, I-"

"Ya you should be sorry." The person said as I looked at her and realized it was Bella.

"Oh, It's you-" "Ya, it is me. So move your ass out of my way." She snapped at me.

"Gladly." I said and tried to walk away from her. ''Wait." She stopped me. "So Jordan, care to tell me what you and Justin talked about walking home from the bus stop today?" She asked me with a hint in her voice saying 'You better tell the truth bitch.'

"Um, no not really." As I said before, Her and Justin go off every weekend and hook up with someone new, and wont care what the other one did. But the one and only problem Bella had was me. She had bullied me for so long and when it all started, bullying me made her more popular than ever. When everyone else became board of me and stopped bullying me, they stopped hanging around her. So she still bullies me, blaming me that her popularity went down. So now I am the ONLY girl Justin is never allowed to sleep with because of Bella's hatred toward me. Not that I wanted to anyway, that rule is actually perfectly fine with me. The only thing is that when ever Justin and I talk, Bella hunts me down and tells me to 'Back off.'

"He tried to ask you out again didn't he? Well listen to me bitch, you are never allowed to touch him, let alone sleep with him. If you ever try anything funny- hey!" She slapped me across the face. "You know damn well to look at me when I talk to you, fag!" She shoved me on the ground making me drop the food. Bella then threw her foot at my stomach a few times. She then knelt down beside me. "Don't you ever lay a finger on Justin, cause if you do all Hell is gonna break loss." She smirked and stood up. She then walked away with her little crew following right behind her.

I stood up and went back into the chinese place to reorder Niall's and my food. The guys in there probably thought I was crazy, but I didn't care. I had other things to worry about at the moment. I walked out with our food and went to the car. I set the food down then took a look at my stomach, it already started to bruise. I looked in the rear-view mirror and saw I had a red mark on my cheek. 'Great, I have no way to hide this from Niall.' I drove home, went inside and set the food on the kitchen table.

"Niall, I got the food." I shouted. He sprinted downstairs and started to take food out of boxes.

"It's about time, what took- oh my God. What happened to your face?"

"Wow thanks Niall, you really know how to compliment a girl." I joked.

"Ha ha very funny. What did you do to get that red mark?"

"I just... ran into something."

"Ya, ok. Well when your ready to tell me what really happened, I'll be waiting." He said with a stern voice. I just rolled my eyes and took my food into the living room. I sat on the couch and turned the t.v. on. As I started flipping through the channels, Niall snatched the remote out of my hand.

"Hey, I was using that." I said in a bit of a whinny voice.

"If you aren't going to tell me what happened to your face, then I'm not letting you choose what we are watching." He said while sitting on the couch and changing the channel. I gave him a sad look and he just stuck his tongue out at me. I returned the gesture and he rolled his eyes at me. We watched t.v. for a while until I fell asleep.