You are a beautiful messed up woman

You are a ghost I can see clear as day

You are an enigma that I am dying to unravel with both feet planted in quick sand

You are wicked but perfect for me

Your eyes are beautiful but cold

I don’t belong to you but yes, I do miss you

I miss you in my daydreams

You make so much sense to me; you are everything that I ever wanted in a woman

Why don’t you see what I see, feel what I feel?

Why don’t you respond when I send you a message?

Why do you ignore me so?

Why are you so messed up?

Has my conscience blown up?

Has all my anticipation for you to turn your beacon towards me dissipated?

My hope still lingers on

The lingering hope that cuts into me like a sharp blade every time you ignore me

You have no room for me, none at all

My love is gathering all around you but you have no eyes to see

You are just a beautiful “fucked” up woman

How can I blame you?

I know what I am

I am a handsome messed up man

I am the world that she knows

I have built up quite a bit of mystery for her

Yet she won’t give up her fruitless quest to make me her King

She keeps holding on

Holding on to me, a handsome messed up man

I feed off her obsession for me sometimes

I do not tread carefully in her daydreams

She throws a tantrum but I can’t feel a thing; I can’t feel her frustration

I walk her to the very edge of the cliff and ask her to look at the world below

I tell her, this is where you belong; just let go

She tells me I only hear my own voice

She tells me that If I heard her voice, I will hear her calling me by my true nature

Call me a handsome “fucked” up man

Why am I so messed up?

I let her go as I turn to gaze at the beautiful messed up woman

The tears roll down my face because I know I am exactly like her

I know it is a hopeless world for me

I know it is a hopeless world for the woman I let go

It is the painful reality of the woes of the single life

A Poem by Kwadjo Panyin..

Author: Kwadjo Panyin

Kwadjo Panyin is a Ghanaian born relationship and lifestyle blogger located in Los Angeles, California. He holds three degrees; a Bachelors degree from Rutgers University in New Jersey, an MBA from Franklin University in Ohio and a Masters of Science degree from Northern Kentucky University in Kentucky. Kwadjo is a business professional who blogs for fun. His articles are about the challenges of dating and relationship anomalies. Writing, blogging, world travel, and photography are his favorite hobbies.