Understand that you can't understand what you've missed or what has passed until its over. There is no way for a young mind to grasp this until you are are looking back at the time that was your youth. No words will ever convey the loss you will feel when you wake up one day and realize your youth is gone and nothing will ever bring it back. The foolishness that you will live forever is heartbreaking in hindsight. It will seem as if you close your eyes and when you open them, you are suddenly...