Second time playing the game, and wow, I had a bit of fun, but can't take this game seriously... I mean it's just not my cup of tea...
I just can't get into the game... it's like an okay movie that isn't bad but it isn't good either.. only this movie lasts for about 6 hours
each week... I don't feel like watching a movie that I don't really care for, for that long each week...

The people are pretty cool people though, so I don't mean to offend them, but I'm not the type of person that can get a grasp over
this whole playing another "thing" game that deals with dice rolls and the like... it's just not my bag... I get a lot more references
now online, but geez... I'm not made of the same foundation as these people...

I did find something funny though, I mean, one of the arguments for me staying was that it would be better for me to socialize with
people my own age, meanwhile, I think I'm the youngest one in the group... but imagine, socializing while playing a game for 6 hours
over an internet connection... really?... this is socializing? Anyway, it's just... ugh... trying to explain why I don't want to continue is
so damn difficult because I like these people... hopefully they'll let me out without too much trouble... and be done with it... I realize
that the whole gaming world is a place with no place for me within it...

I'm working on finishing the last of a commission set, so starting in September, I'll be taking commissions... of course I'll prolly have a
5 slot queue, so once that fills up, I'll stop taking commissions... so look for info on the Drawings page as to how much I charge and
as to what it entails...

Let's see... other things... ah, I'll be working on the comic on a weekly schedule for the rest of this month and when I develop enough
of a queue I'll start updating twice a week, instead of six times a month that'll bring up the count to eight times a month... which is
good.. at least to me it is. so here's to hoping that works out well and I don't fuck that up brilliantly.

I guess I'll wrap this rant up with some wonderful emo... or rather some anger... I dunno the difference anymore, they're sorta combining
into some sort of ultra-emo... I don't know either... anyway!.. I'm a paranoid sonuvabitch, I think in terms of always being dejected, I don't
think positively enough and quite frankly I'm overly cynical and pessimistic... this is who I am.. I'm trying to slowly come out of it, however
things are getting like they were several years ago, so it's not helping me anyway... so I just want to say to everyone, welcome to it... this
fucked up individual who rants like a crazy bastard is going to continue to be that same immature psychotic emotional and angry bastard
that is slowly falling back into a chauvanistic characteristic because quite frankly it seems that it makes more sense than being that happy
do gooding asshole that constantly gets thrown to the side... it sucks and fuck it all...