So, on 12/11/12 I got my RNY. In the first 3 weeks I lost 20 pounds and I was so excited. Then for the next 2 months I lost like 5 pounds. I was so discouraged. I was even regretting my descision. Today I weighed in at 244. That is a 54 pounds i... Read more

So, today I got the call that I have been waiting 5 days for. My insurance company approved my surgery! I am definately getting it on 12/11/12. OH MY GOD!!!! I am so happy! I was starting to get a little scared because I had completed all my req... Read more

So, today marks 14 days until my RNY and all day I have been bugging out about wether or not I am making the right choice. I am scared of all the changes that I am going to have to make and how all these changes will affect my family and my rela... Read more

So, tommorrow I will be 14 days from the surgery that will hopefully help me get my life back on track. I am super nervous. I have not been eating very well this past week. I think that in my head I am eating all the things that I will not be ab... Read more

As my surgery date approaches, I find myself getting more and more nervous. I really don't know why. I have had several surgeries. 2 c-sections and my gall bladder removed. I guess I am just nervous because I am unsure of the amount of pain I wi... Read more

So, as promised, I am back to update everyone on what has been happening for the past nearly two years that I have been absent. I have struggled mightily with my weight loss. Losing 20 pounds, gaining 30, losing 30 gaining 25 that in June of 201... Read more

Sooooooo..... It has been a minute or two since I have been on sparkpeople and alot has changed. I am doing really good with my weightloss. I am at 298. I am just dropping in to write a quick note to say that I am back and that I will be bloging... Read more

I am so frustrated, I feel like I am getting no support from my husband. This week the scale has been fluctuating so much. Today I am at 332. It is frustrating. I have been doing Leslie Sansone's walking boot camp twice a day since I bought it 2... Read more

Wooo!!! For my brthday I purchased Leslie Sansone's Walk weight loss bootcamp. I did a 15 minute mile. It nearly killed me and I couldn't always keep up, but i did the whole 15 minutes. I also bought a watch that monitors heart rate and calories... Read more

So this morning I am at 332. I lost a pound from the 3 i gained. I am ok with that.
Tommorrow is my Birthday. I will be 32. I can't believe it. I can remember being 21 and thinking that 30 was old. LOL. This year will be a year of great ch... Read more

So, I thought i did a good job yesterday, got a little lax on my snacking because hubby bought a whole case of kit kats and hersheys milk chocolate minis into my house. Last night i banished the chocolate into my attic because at this point, I d... Read more

So last night hubby took me to a place called dougs fish fry where i enjoyed shrimp and french fries with cole slaw. We then went to the movie's for a double feature. We went to see The Green Hornet and The dilema. Both movies were awesome. I to... Read more

Lost 11 pounds. I am proud of myself. I though i had a crappy day yesterday. I weighed myself and I weighed 335. I weighed myself this a.m. and I was 332.2. I am excited that I am makeing such good, no, Great progress. College started back up we... Read more

I used to just sit around and think to myself, if I were meant to be small, i would be. I became complacent in the fact that i was eating my life away. I ate when i was hungry, I ate when i was sad, hell, I even ate when I was tired. My husband ... Read more

So, i weighed myself this morning and i am up 1.2 pounds. It bums me out a little but it reminds me that i cannot expect to lose the weight by sitting on my duff and watching tv. Yesterday was literally a lazy day for me. I took a break. I was p... Read more