Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Fire, walk with me.

Ombre breton top - AllSaints

Skirt - H&M

Bag - Episode

Jewelry - H&M, DIY, Six

So, long time no see! I haven't been feeling on top of my game lately, for many reasons, love related as well as health related. Now I don't want to get too far into the first bit, but the health bit, good god you guys. I've had flat feet for years and years now, and ever since last winter I've been struggling with my two big toes. I figured it was bad blood circulation that left them numb but I finally got to see the doctor this week and it's the fallen arches that don't only cause the numbness, but also the sore toe I get in ALL of my shoes, the fact my left leg retains more water than my right, the fact my right hip is totally fucked up and apparently I've got some claws for toes as well.

And all this time I thought my skinny jeans were the issue. I'm an orthopedic train wreck!

So far 2011 hasn't been doing me any good, with an extremely shitty start, yet a fairly happy intermission, and a lot of heart ache to wash the good away. I guess I'm one of those people that'll dwell on the negative shit for ages (I should really knock that off), because I did meet some lovely new friends, got so much farther in my job... But honestly I just want someone to cuddle and kiss like, ALL THE FUCKING TIME. I'm going around telling people I'm even willing to go on blind dates. Just so you get a sense of exactly how desperate I am, haha.

I guess I should start by going out more often. All I really do is sit around the house watching Twin Peaks and Project Runway (haaah that's bad I know), and go for work. Thing is, my favourite place to go out is a gay bar.

*facepalm*

I'll quit ranting now, I promise. Apologies for this incredibly uninteresting, incoherent mess of a post. I hope everyone's having a better week, and better weather for that matter!

Oh goodness, girl. I feel your pain. Yeah, sometimes when I'm in a wreck, my mind goes nuts and I just do stupid things. And I know EXACTLY how you feel about wanting to be cuddled and kissed all the time. Most of the year, I live 600 miles away from my boyfriend because of school, and man, does it hurt to see all your friends with their significant other and here I am whining about mine on the other side of the state. Wahh. But girl, I know you can get through it. Treat yourself out once in awhile. :)

I hope your health problems get resolved quickly and painlessly. I have some feet problems, but not as serious as yours - mine are just exacerbated by the fact that I wear toe-pinching heels. I've been trying to gravitate towards comfortable shoes, rather than stylish, statement ones. Despite the health issues, you look so gorgeous and at-ease in your photo! Love your hair.

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My name is Vicky, I am 23, I live in a small apartment in Antwerp City, Belgium, together with my kitty Lala. One could call me a crazy cat lady.
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