Imagine not ever being in an environment totally alone and walking into very few women and a lot of men.

I told myself it would be ok and was slightly excited.

I went in and as I sat there I wasn't talking to anyone. Thank gosh for old friends people were texting me from different states to stay and how brave.

I looked around the room and by the end I was getting high fives from the guys- the girls were chatting about other things.

It was scary, very sad as I was use to being with my ex in those type of situations, BUT overall grateful for old friends who had my back and the new ones who I look forward to seeing. It also made me stretch my healing.

It was a good start not great but I stayed and persevered

Life is really short and I realized time to believe all is possible is over but doesn't have to be replaced with nothing is possible all is possible.

I am still hurting but it is more a desire to get better at my NB.

It is a strong feeling

[This message edited by fireproof at 11:13 PM, March 23rd (Sunday)]

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HurtsButImOK♀ 38865Member # 38865

Posted: 1:30 AM, March 24th (Monday), 2014

Yay you! Good job pushing yourself outside of your comfort zone. Its hard to do but most often very rewarding.

Keep on rocking your NB!

Me: Awesome - 35.... ummm, not anymore

"I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel". –Maya Angelou

Posts: 759 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: Australia

gardenparty12050Member # 12050

Posted: 8:48 PM, March 25th (Tuesday), 2014

You never know what you are capable of until you have to be. Good for you for accepting the challenge and doing so well.