Tapi yaah entah kenapa gue jd mikir, there will be a time when you feel left behind the other, even among your family and the close-person. Not only left, but also you may feel like everyone in a rush but you are not in the same rush when the other have the same-rush. Then you feel abandoned somehow till you feel that you cant "reach" them even if you will and no matter how hard you trying to make it.