VacationSOON TO HAVE A WELL DESERVED VACATION. I WILL BE IN SEATTLE FOR THE LABOR DAY WEEKEND. LOOKING FOR SOME COOL THINGS TO DO AROUND SEATTLE AND VANCOUVER, ANY SUGGESTIONS WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED.

It HurtsI just found out that my brother died ON my SON'S BIRTHDAY!
Which really sucks ass. I AM NOT READY FOR THIS AT ALL!
I love my brother very much. I just found out that he was my lil brother about 3 years ago. Ever since then when he would see me he would always give me a big hug and tell me he loved me. He is the only one on that side of the family that even talks to me. My OWN f*ckin dad wouldn't even call me and tell me my brother died. I didn't find out til a few days later when other ppl around me already knew about it but didn't f*ckin tell me. :(
I don't know why no one else would of told me. IF I would of known I would of let ppl know I knew.
DUH.
But I have a few things of my own to figure out from this whole thing. I know for a fact he did die of an overdose, I am not making my brother to be saint that he is not, BUT there are some bad batches of sh*t going around and if these ppl knew that and gave him that sh*t anyways, those ppl are going to be hurting.

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Weapons In America++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++=
"Those who hammer their guns into plows will plow for those who
do not."
~ Thomas Jefferson
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1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject.
2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone.
3. Colt: The original point and click interface.
4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control.
5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords?
6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words.
7. Free men do not ask permission to bear arms.
8. If you don't know your rights, you don't have any.
9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither.
10. The United States Constitution (c)1791. All Rights
Reserved.
11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not
understand?
12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians
ignore the others.
13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday.
14. Guns only have two enemies; rust and politicia

Sexy Smile ContestI am going to be in a contest for sexy smile and this is the pic i am going to use
The contest is set for sunday at 10 est I dont have the lin yet but i will post a blog when i get the link thanks! I am going to be in a contest and i am looking for help this is my first contest the contest is supposed to be at 10est on this Sunday your help would be appreciated.....i will post another blog when i get the link thanks

Things I LikeYour Element Is Air
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!
What's Your Element? Lagwagon Bye For Now Lyrics
*** Complimentary Bye For Now Ringtone ***
Here comes the day I see my friends far away,
When I grow up inside what will happen to me?
The city sights the business types,
I can see but where are you?
Bye for now.
Didn't mean to let you down,
Didn't mean to drive you away.
Bye for now!
Now that your not around,
So many things I'd like to say!
See here I think I've found the missing link,
The piece that holds us together.
If I had my way I'd here you say t

I Am Happy Th Skins WonLast night the announcers and otherswere saying that the Washingston Redskins were going to loose the game against the Eagles.Iwatched all the game great game at that and guess what they didn't loose. Oh Happy Day The Skins are 2-0 yeah more to come ONE MORNING YOU AWAKE AND ALL IS GOOD AND THEN YOU HAVE A EXCELLENT DAY. WE GOT UP WORKED ON THE HOUSE. ATE BREAKFAST AND DRANK COFFEE. SPENT TIME TOGETHER. RIDING AROUND IS WHAT HE LOVED TO DO NO WHERE IN PARTICULAR. WE WERE TALKING ABOUT MAKING A TRIP TO COLORADO TO SEE ALL OUR FRIENDS AND CLEAN OUT THE STORAGE UNIT. WE HAD SO MANY PLANS. KIDS GROWN AND LIVING THERE OWN LIVES. THIS WAS HIS LAST YEAR OF HANGING DRYWALL HE WAS TIRED. WE TALKED AND TALKED. I LOVED HIM SO MUCH. I WAS WITH HIM FOR 30 YEARS. THAT NIGHT WE COOKED SPAGHETTI AND CLEANED UP THE MESS AND RELAXED TOGETHER. HIS BROTHER CAME OVER THAT MORNING AND HE ASKED HIM TO TAKE HIM TO THE ER I NEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG. WE WERE THERE FOR ABOUT 30 MINUTES AND HE COLLAPSED AND DIED.

Darkness Foreverwuz up will i am new here and i am looking for someone to talk to and help me out with fubar i don't know how to do all of this and need help so plz help me

Love HurtsWHAT IS LOVE.
I THOUGHT IT WAS WENT 2 PEOPLE CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NOTHING CAN RIP THEM APART

The Censorship IssueIF YOU READ NOTHING ELSE READ THIS: IF THIS POST IS DELETED ILL RE POST, IF THE BLOG IS DELETED ILL MAKE A NEW BLOG, IF THE ACCOUNT IS DELETED ILL MAKE A NEW ACCOUNT. ILL KEEP DOING THIS TILL THE ISSUE IS FIXED.
It seems that lately the censorship on Fubar has gotten out of hand. What we need is either a standard of censorship or no censorship at all. Fubar has been deleting things and not even giving a reason for doing so. This needs to stop. We the users feel that it is getting out of hand. Deleting a mum because someone posts a bad word in a comment is not acceptable. Delete the comment with the inappropriate language instead, or just don’t worry about it. There is a lot worse than using the A-word going on. For example, derogatory and cruel comments left on mumm’s are not even monitored. Why is harassment acceptable and yet your mumm gets deleted because someone else uses inappropriate language.
Another problem is Fubar deleting things that point out Fubar’s problems. When some

In The Throes Of Passion"In the Throes of Passion"
I'm getting closer to the images in my head
the imaginary "ex" marks the will in me
now I've got to dig before it fades away
I've been there once before, it's been forever and a day
since the breaking of my back and the fist that I still taste
that put the blood in my mouth, but I'm still not afraid
and though I hear the screams in the voice of my calling
there's no escape from the destiny of (rise!) rising up or falling
Sweetly dreaming, softly screaming I lost myself
Leaves of awning, gently falling I found myself..... gently falling
She took me closer to where love and pain can play
and pleasures harmony come through in an array
of electric colored melodies oh so bright and clear
then I saw the face of love in the reflection of a tear
Some say they will never turn their backs, like the bitch that I still taste
who's love braved by word of mouth, but still she was afraid
and when she heard the screams in the voice of her calling
blow

Mei was listening to a song by six feet under and its called Nonexistence and now i sit here woundering if i would be happy at lest i wont have to worry abount no more pain or suffering of any kind like someone once told me if you dont se it or feel it wont hurt you iam thinking he is right
in the song it says iam going to cut out ur eyes and rip out ur tongue and peunched my ears you no what the saying is right see no evil speak no evil and hear no evil ok where do i began ok i have never been good at anything but what i use to do for a liveing and makeing others feel good abount them selfs i was so unhappy untell i got into being a dj the reason why i got into it was becuse 5 people told me i should so i took the time to make a room and i work my ass off i never really finash anything i start really so this was a first even if the room was dead i stuck with it untlee one guy change that becuse he is a asshole and i dont care if you read this CALICO its the truth and ur a real

I Need Everyone's Help!So I've recruited a few more people to FUBAR-- Drop by their pages and show them some love! Thanks.
Here's their screen names:
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Grace Gale Girlfriend ApplicationI thought I'd place this on here, in case no one's ever read it.
Grace Gale Girlfriend Application or... GG GF A
Name: Grace Matilda Gale
Age: 7.5 years of age.
Location: Effrikah
Height: Fun Size
Hair (color and style): Bleach blonde with black highlights, mostly worn back in an Embrace The Day Doo-rag
Eyes: Patches
Piercings/tattoos: Those are for faggots. My body is a temple for Jesus.
OTHER:
1. Where would we go on dates? Breakdown Fest, staying in watching the Breakdown Fest DVD, and hockeygames.
2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? Embrace The Day, Lemonheads, and Slipknot.
3. Do you drink/smoke?? How do you do that?
4. Do you like the beach? Oh gosh, yes.
5. If so...would you go with me late at night? Crabbing ;)
6. Do you like movies? Home made preferably
7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? Narcoleptic :(
9. If not what would we be doing? I'd be sleeping. What would YOU be doing?
10. Do you play an instrument? y

She IsI bring people together.
I heal hearts that hav been broken.
I am everywhere you look.
Even people who hate is filled with me.
I am a great gift from God.
I am what we all pray for, yet is blind to.
SHE IS MY HEART
SHE IS MY SOUL
SHE HAS MADE ME THINK AND KEPT ME ON MY TOES.
SHE IS THE VOICE IN MY HEAD TELLING ME TO MOVE FORWARD.
SHE IS THE AIR THAT I BREATH WHEN I GASP FOR HELP.
SHE IS MY THOUGHT IN THE MORNING AND MY DREAM AT NIGHT.
SHE IS MY OKIE SUNSHINE.
SHE IS ALL OF ME AND I HOPE I CAN BE ALL OF HER.
SHE IS I.
SHE IS US.

Older PoetryLet me paint your face, as the light is changing
Let me touch your hair
as the sky is gold, pink, red, purple
Let me blow smoke in your eyes
as the sun says good evening
to the land for the night
Let me make you beautiful,
when the light changes
and hold a frame around
your heart - to capture
your heavenly spirit
Let me kiss your lips with
the tip of my brush, for the
light is changing
Let me love your nose, your arms, your neck
when I caress your skin with my
palate of color, as the light changes
Let me lay my head on your shoulder as I
weep when the light was changing
Your beauty overwhelms me as I capture
your soul in a frame
Let me paint your face, as the light is changing
Let me love you, when the light
changes
Whisper my name on the breeze of a song
Skies open and roll distant thunder
Thoughts of your touch linger with dawn
Lightening races with the spell I am under
I scream your name to a world that can’t

DaddyFreeBird
If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be travelling on, now,
'Cause there's too many places I've got to see.
But, if I stayed here with you, girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
'Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Bye, bye, its been a sweet love.
Though this feeling I can't change.
But please don't take it badly,
'Cause Lord knows I'm to blame.
But, if I stayed here with you girl,
Things just couldn't be the same.
Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you'll never change.
And this bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Lord help me, I can't change.
RIP
January 15, 1965 - June 11,2006
Greg Hoffman
a wonderfull father
you will always be in my heart
i will never forget you
and will always miss you

Whats On My MindUghh I am so annoyed with some people here that view, your profile, pics, stash or whatever and don't comment or don't rate I mean what is the point???? If you are gonna take the time to look you might as well rate while you are at it!! ARghh gettin on my freakin nerves LOL! LMFAO! I am feelin a li bitchy. STOP lurking it is creepy!!!!

Travellin'Hmmmmmm...Should I put this in Catagories or just Blast Dumb Assed 4-wheelers in General.....
As for the Catagory of just total Pinheads it is a toss up between (1). Any Utah Driver, especially those fucking idiots that live between Salt Lake City and Provo. (2). Also ranking right at the top are those ignorant pathetic dumasses that commute between Ft. Collins, Colo. through Denver and out to Aurora.
Most inconsiderate: Again, Utah ranks right at the top, but lets not forget Southern California as well.... Why DO you 4-wheelers zoom up alongside 80,000 lbs of steel and then just sit there riding next to us for miles at a time? Do you not have ANY clue just what kind of danger you are putting yourselves into?? And they wonder why they get run over or put in the ditch. PATHETIC!!!
And can anyone tell me why....when your a quarter of a mile behind a Semi and you see his (or Her) turn signal come on you Smash the Gas and try to pass?? Are you REALLY that FUCKING MORONIC???
Gawd 4-w

Real TalkI am so tired of fake people.... talkin shit behind ya back, actin like they hard, and not bein able ta man up and say the shit to ya face. ya feel me? If you real, get at me!

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In the United States, Halloween has become the sixth most profitable holiday (after Christmas, Mother's Day, Valentines Day, Easter, and Father's Day). In the 1990s, many manufacturers began producing a larger variety of Halloween yard decorations; prior to this a majority of decorations were homemade. Some of the most popular yard decorations are jack-o'-lanterns, scarecrows, witches, orange and purple string lights, inflatable decorations (such as spiders, pumpkins, mummies and vampires), and animatronic window and door decorations. Other popular decorations are foam tombstones and gargoyles. Halloween is now the United States' second most popular holiday (after Christmas) for decorating; the sale of candy and costumes are also extremely common during the holiday,

I'm So InloveI'm so inlove with my boyfriend, Robert. I can't wait to marry him and have lil' kids running around that we can call our own... i know the past few months have been hell baby but you know what we got out alive and now its time to plan our future!

FateI believe in fate and what it brings to everyone's life.Things happen for a reason whether it be for the good or for the bad.If something was meant to be it will be no matter what.It could be thousands of miles between something great or it could be some kind of tragedy that should never have happened.But fate plays a big role in everything that happens ans like i've said if it's meant to be it will be ans nothing will stop it from happening.

I'm So Tired Of This.....Am i the only one which i'm sure i'm not who has to put up with people who go crazy cause ur not answering them at the computer when they want u too... damn when i put up a sign Around and About thats what it means not that i do it to see if ur paying attention and chat it means i'm here and there if u want a chat leave a message and i promise i will get back to u... God it's a site to chat and have fun i do have a life as do many of us, so if i don't answer move on people or leave a message i'm not ignoring u on purpose i'm doin something.... get over it or take me off ur friends i don't care anymore kkkkk.... Sorry just had to vent a bit.....

Handfasting, An Explanation:Handfasting is the Wiccan word for the marriage ceremony. The difference between a handfasting and the Christian wedding ceremony, is this. In the Christian Ceremony, couples are joined "till death do us part", even if they find out later on that they aren't meant for one another later on. The Wiccan handfasting joins a couple "for as long as love shall last". When the couple wishes to part, be it for lack of love, or if they outgrow tolerance for Handfasting, an explanation:one another, they are free to part their ways.
NOTE: This ceremony should be done in a decorated turf. Decoration for this ceremony.. There should be a TON of flowers everywhere. This ceremony is usually performed during the waxing of the moon. Rings are traditionally used and should be upon the altar, a wand is used as well. Candles should be placed not only on the altar but around the room. Usually in the RW an incense burner is usually also presence, You can probably construct one using steaming cups, etc...

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Ball LightningBall Lightning
Ball lightning is a natural phenomenon, or debatably, a pseudoscientific theory. It is sometimes associated with thunderstorms. It takes the form of a long-lived, glowing, floating object, as opposed to the short-lived arcing between two points commonly associated with lightning. An early attempt to explain ball lightning was recorded by Nikola Tesla on March 5, 1904 (Electrical World and Engineer).
Some laboratory experiments claim to produce ball lightning, but there is no consensus that the phenomenon reproduced is related to the natural one. The natural occurrences are, by their nature, difficult to document accurately. Consequently many scientists continue to dispute the existence of ball lightning as a distinct physical phenomenon (see, for example, the review by Singer (2002)). In one such occurrence, Singer reports that staff at the Cavendish Laboratory, Cambridge apparently saw ball lightning, although Brian Pippard, the Head of Department, was skeptical o

Real Poetry From The HeartYeah, my man said he wanted somethin real..
Somethin he could recognize, somethin he could feel..
Baby girl said she was in the mood for somethin real..
Somethin that could make her move
Somethin she could feel..
Lusssst... sometimes can override trusssst
Maybe that's why she gave it up
My man said blood spilled out of everything he touchhhhed
He crushed everything he touched.
Ruined everything he loved, all because he rushhhhhed
Blamed it on the times bein rough
Doin dirt, with the devil, chasin after the dusssst
Make a fussss, if it's them, but we hushhh, if it's us
That's why, my momma said she wanted somethin REAL..
Somethin she could be proud of, somethin she could FEEL..
She said they so used to not havin nuttin real..
That they don't know how to act
They don't know how to feel..
Lifffffe... ain't meant to come around twice
Yeah, that's why I gotta get it right
They said I got it honest now I gotta give it LIFE
But sleep on it, that's why God g

Ok Ladys Read This Plzok for the record yes im single but you need to be also no married women or involved women either sorry but dont need extra bullshit why should you peace out oh and rate me as well and ill return the favor thankx

My Beautiful Wifethe home of dui's its a fucking sport here. The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; Oh, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud, With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips. He cares only that I'm happy, Even were I not with him. If some seek on the wind love's traces, Some seek out the love within. All my pleasures are his treasures, Nor does he crave joy alone. All have claim on his compassion; No dark soul is on its own. Giving thus, so naturally, Each day he lights the love in me, Like candles on a sunlit stone.

Whos NextSo Ive made a ton of Stewies and etc. trying to think of whos next Stewie has almost run his course so to speak. I make taggs for friends and the Stilettos. Fun Tags Music Taggs Racing Taggs numerous other stuff.
So the question is Whos Or what is next. So I can keep everyone happy and hope people are patient. Your tagg will come soon. But I do need a little time to have fun too. So breaks are required.
Right now has been very hectic with work and work, Haha 2 Jobs Yippe Kiya!! So just havnt been able to chat much hope everyone is doing Well and having fun. SO if anyone has a suggestion and its not to wacked or crazy maybe U can be next.
I like to keep a list of Ideas for those times when Im bored of the standard taggs. So lets here some ideas, wouldnt you like to see your idea into a tagg

Erotic PoemsI kneel, supplicant before you
my will
offered up in quiet acquiescence
awaiting your approval
or reproach
the fine line between pleasure and pain
becomes ever sweeter with your control
with every touch, kiss, word
smoldering embers are kindled
tormenting desires awakened
I quiver
captured by heat and hunger
bend me to your will
My Lord
show me what you most desire
my purpose but to serve
through your dominion I find myself
You, the Master of many
my only Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've

Surveys :)56 Girl Confessions
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
yes
2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
dresses blah.........
3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
flattered, someone i know writes me everyday, not really love notes but they still make my heart flutter
4. Group dates or single dates?
groups are nice, but i prefer single
5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
yes!
6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
Nope
7. Is your hair up or down today?
down
8. Do you straighten your hair?
used to
9. Favorite mascara?
black
10. Do you get your nails done?
no
11. Small or large purses?
small
12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
phone, drivers lic, money, insurance cards
13. Jeans or sweats?
Jeans
14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
no..
15. Do you text message a lot?
nope
16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
die!.lol
17.

Rest In Peace Sts-51l ChallengerSTS-51L CHALLENGER
The Challenger shuttle crew, of seven astronauts--including the specialties of pilot, aerospace engineers, and scientists-- died tragically in the explosion of their spacecraft during the launch of STS-51-L from the Kennedy Space Center about 11:40 a.m., EST, on January 28, 1986. The explosion occurred 73 seconds into the flight as a result of a leak in one of
two Solid Rocket Boosters that ignited the main liquid fuel tank. The crewmembers of the Challenger represented a cross-section of the American population in terms of race, gender, geography, background, and religion. The explosion became one of the most significant events of the 1980s, as billions around the world saw the accident on television and empathized with any one of the several crewmembers killed.
Today, the 22nd anniversary of that tragedy,I would like to dedicate this page to their memory.
We will never forget you, our Challenger 7.
Back row from left to right: Ellison S. Oni

Heck If I KnowSo...yesterday I was really disappointed in a few people here on Fubar...particularily one person...yes Rick...aka Quit rub'n my banana,and flickin my grapes"protecting the cuties @~EYE CANDY~'
I don't understand how you could beg me to work in a lounge we had fun in...then twist it all around after you and I had a special "trusting" friendship...
You knew i was over a past relationship...and you at 38 years old...led me on with your words...your supposingly wisdom...
You knew i liked you alot, you knew I would go there on spring break to meet up with you if you wanted...and yet..after I told you something very private..somehow i knew it would turn up like this.
But you know..that is neither here nor there...apparently your just like the rest. You act like a saint when you would tell me stuff like you did not like the way Hood was letting Candy take over the lounge with Naugty. You sent all of us pictures claiming Naughty was a fake didn't you rick? You sent it on this link http:

Rejected Blast No Refund!I put in for a blast and it was rejected with no explaination.
This is how it read.
"Check out all the model pics, and free photo shoots for all my friends."
This blast also had my picture on it and not the picture I am using now.
After the reject, I offered to change the wording to "TOTALLY FREE" and for my friends to post on Fubar.
I never got a reply.
Then when I asked what happened to my refund, they told me I can be rejected at any time and there are no refunds. It all depends on what they think.
I am not worried about getting my money back. I paid for it through paypal and I am sure they will refund my money. I would just like everyone to let Fubar know they their policy sucks and they legally can't keep the money.
I really enjoy Fubar and I have devoted a lot of my time to it, but I won't let someone rip me off. Now I am faced with the idea there is no way I can post a blast because of fear they will reject me for no reason and then try to keep my mon

PoemsWhy do people tell you they love you but never show it when necassary. why do people let the person they claim to love sit and cry and to live in pain and sorrow. Why feed them lies if you dont care. why make them think you care whey they mean nothing to you except to make you feel better about yourself. I'm tired of being the pawn in your games. I'm tired of being there for when you feel regret for the things you have done to me. The pain you have caused is done and no matter what you do or say will fix it. So find some one else to play games with i quit. Find some one else to pity you I'm sick and tired of it. Your my world. The reason I open my eyes every morning. Your the sun that brightens my world. When you wrap your arms around me I am no longer cold. Your my knight that is there when ever I need you. I feel like I am surrounded by a stone wall when you hold me. Knowing that nothing can harm me. You are a part of me now and forever. Your my heart and soul. Every thing is spinnin

Just MeOk things are so werid in my life that i don't even understand anymore. So i find myself looking in the mirror to find some source of strenth. I smile to myself and this damn song comes strolling through my mind ,,,,,, If you like pina' coldas,,,,and getting caught in the rain,,,,, I know silly song but hey i bet not u are thinking it too!!!!! lmao!!

What Women WantOK I have been single for about a year now and I am happy. I have been on a few dates in the last six months and I don't think I am bad looking. I treat a women how a women should be treated and never cross the line. I am not looking for a super model at all just someone I can get along and have fun with.
We have fun on our dates go good but at the end they say had a nice time and I am sweet. But that they are looking for a man that is ruff.
So my question is this, Do women women want a " BAD BOY"

Created By A Friend Of MineI POSTED A BLOG OF A MAN WHO IS A CONVICTED CHILD MOLESTER ON HERE. HIS TWO OTHER ACCOUNTS WERE DELETED BECAUSE HE IS ONE..
WELL HE IS NOW BACK ON HERE CAUSING PROBLEMS FOR A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE. SHE USED TO BE WITH HIM A YEAR AND HALF AGO. SHE DIDNT KNOW ABOUT HIS PAST..
WELL TALENTED TONGUE NOW HAS PICS OF HER AND HER FAMILY AND HER NOW DECEASED DAUGHTER.HE IS PUTTING THEM ON AS HIS PROFILE PIC..HE HAS NO RIGHT TO HAVE HER AND HER KIDS PICS ON THERE AS THEY ARE NOT HIS FAMILY.
SHE DOESNT KNOW WHERE TO TURN TO , TO GET HELP. AND SHE JUST RECENTLY LOST HER SON TO SUDICDE.AND SHE IS AFRAID HE IS GOING TO USE THOSE PICS TOO. SHE IS BESIDE HERSELF AND SCARED OF WHAT HE MIGHT DO TO HER ON HER
HER NAME IS PRINCESS PUNKASS.AND HE IS TRYING TO HURT HER ANYWAY HE CAN. I KNOW ALOT OF U HAVE PICS OF UR KIDS ON HERE. AND HE IS A KNOWN CONVICTED CHILD MOLESTER
I DONT THINK U WANT HIM GOING INTO UR ALBUMS AND LOOKING AT UR KIDS..THINK ABOUT IT.. HE DOESNT NEED TO BE ON HERE T

Into Guyssup fubar since i'm new here the cat next to me in the photo is my brother i'm the black dude on the right so guys holla

PissedWELL I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I WILL NOT BE GETTING PAYED FOR SHORT TERM DISABILTY. I CALLED THE COMPANY THAT HANDLE STD FOR MY COMPANY. THEY HOLD ME THAT I HAD TO HAVE 3 YEARS WITH THE COMPANY IN ORDER TO GET IT. I WAS HOLD MY MY UNION REP THAT I HAD TO BE WITH THE COMPANY FOR 1 YEAR. SO I HAVE BEEN OUT OF WORK FOR A MONTH NOW AND CAN'T GO BACK TO WORK TIL THEN END OF MARCH!!!!! I AM GOING TO BE CALLING MY UNION REP ON MONDAY TO FIND OUT WHAT IT IS 1 OR 3 YEARS! IF IT IS 3 YEARS I WILL HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK EARLIER, I CALLED MY DOC AND HE HOLD ME THAT I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO GO BACK TIL MY ARM WAS 100%!!!! SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I AM FUCKED!!!!!! THANK U FOR LETTING ME GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOT OF LOVE!!!!!!!!

Fu--luv NewsHello WOnderful family:
We are in the process of becoming partners with the Blue Orion Longe. This lounge will be still called the blue orion, but will be the Fu-LUv Bomb squads lounge. They will promote us and advertise for us to get new members. Intern we will continue to do what we do for our members and anyone of theirs that join. This will also be a great place for us to gather and have fun. Many of our memebers are already part of the Blue Orion now. I think this will be a great thing for all of us. I will have more details as talks continue. Let me know what u all think!!
Love u all
Liz

Tag Your ItOnce u have been tagged,u have to write a blog wit 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,listin their names.Dont forgit to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u.
1. I LOVE SNAKES
2. I SAY FUCK A LOT
3. I HAVENT EVER BEEN FAR OUTSIDE THE STATE OF GA
4. I HAVE BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW
5. I GOT MARRIED WHEN I WAS 17
6. I GOT DIVORCED WHEN I WAS 19
7. I AM BISEXUAL
8. I AM A VERY JEALOUS PERSON
9. I LOVE TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION
10.I WAS GA STATE READER OF THE YEAR
the 5 ppl I tagged are:
1. LULU
2. PRINCESS
3. DILLIGAF
4. DJ LARGER
5. JIXER

Status Updatejust want you all to know I am not ignoring you. Just been really busy. Classes are keeping me busy and strugling to keep up. Things have been really busy at the funeral home. Add to that I was really sick for a couple of days, still not 100% but close. on top of that I have been trying to make some repairs on my computer and haven't been having a lot of luck with that. Trying to install a new video card, just have gotten tired of my screen always blinking black. I currently have an nvida FX5200 with 256mb of memory, trying to update it with a XFX nvida FX6200 with 512mb of memory. Think I have it narrowed down to either a bad card or I need a new power supply, I hope I don't have to replace the power supply. Not sure my skills are up to that. So anyway that is why I haven't been around. and now I need to get back to my homework. When things slow down I will be back. I am not ignoring any of you on purpose, just not even time in the days or energy in my old body.

What's Going On..in My World Today!!this is the new song playing in my myspace profile.. i came across it the other day on a cd that my love interest gave to me.. i would have fell inlove with this song earlier..if i would have seen the movie American Gangster (yes..i still haven't seen it..and everybody and their momma has a copy out here)this particular song is speaking to what i feel.. there are a few more that i'm feeling right now (lenny kravitz's I'll be waiting and alicia keys' like you'll never see me again) are some examples.. but this one.. is the one of choice..My bff doesn't like it..but i've told him. that its not just about beats or other musical attributes..but about the lyrics themselves.. that reach my heartthese are the best lyrics i could find for this song.. not the greatest stuff here on the world wide web.. but eh..u get the point..(i'm not even going to make the corrections as my teacher instinct advises me too)VERSE 1wish i could see thrusee deep into uand know what ur thinking nowand if i'm what

This Is Our Youth.... How Pathetic!The following was a shoutbox that I received on March 18, 2008. This girl was 19 years old. This is what irks me about young ppl today... they think you owe them something.
SpadedRose: hey there i think your geogous, and if you send me a friend request and 5,000 fubucks ill add u to my family soo u can see my naughtie lil pics
->SpadedRose: ty for the compliment... I appreciate it... but I'm not sending you fubucks just to see a couple of naughty pix. I'm sorry...
SpadedRose: fine dick
See how being polite and honest is rewarded?
She calls ME a dick yet she whores herself out for fake money.... LMAO. Classic!

Need Help In A Fubucks Giveawayhttp://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1332328&albumid=922785&i=59831155&idx=5
I am in a fubucks give away. Can you please rate my pic and if the person doing the give away, is not your friend, please rate/fan/add her/ TY
If she is not a friend of yours, please r/f/a. Once she has accepted, please rate my pic. Thank you Children are what make this world great. There are no super hero's, except in your child eyes. You are the super hero. You can carry them all day long when they are tired, heal owie's with a simple kiss, and can make a quarter appear from their ear.
I have a son who thinks I am a super hero. Well guess what, I guess there are true super hero's in this world after all
My son and I are going on a weekend camping trip. I will be back late Sunday night. I hope everyone has a great weekend.

Own Me Peeps-come Bid Quickly!!!!!Ok ladies LightoftheWorld has finally decided to put himself up for auction. Come and Check out what I'm offering .
OK THE LINK TO THE AUCTION IS THIS:
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COME BID QUICKLY THE AUCTION ENDS APRIL 10TH
THIS IS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY U WONT WANNA MISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trapt Inside An Endless MindLife
Is unpredictable, but inevitable…
And at times, it comes with such force
that…
For a moment, we forget it is fleeting…
Time
Is precious, but irrelevant…
in that…
It passes without any concern of the future
and is remembered, only by its results
Faith
Is subjective, but can be imposing…
When others dictate supremacy rather than understanding and acceptance
Hope
Is sustaining, but can easily be lost…in a
world governed by money, greed, and selfishness…
hope of a better tomorrow
will sustain us today…
Forgiveness
Is a gift, but can be costly…
in that…
It may mean giving up a part of ones self ~in order
to be able to empathize with someone else…
Love
Is accessible, but can be illusive
in that…
Forgetting to love ourselves, first~
stifles our ability to love others….
Happiness
Is ours for the taking, but can be difficult to maintain…
when we gage it by quantity of acquisitions and levels of worldly achievement
rather than self-actualizatio

When You Look In My EyesWhen you look me in my eyes, I get a burning feeling, I get utter hatred towards you. I want to get a brick, and beat the shit out of you. When you look me in my eyes, I'm shocked you don't feel the heat radiating from my body...When you told me the words from you're mouth-you said that you got mad, and frustrated...But truth be told, you are indecisive- wishy washy....Pick a side...What's it gonna be...Who's it gonna be??
I thought about beatting you with a Brick, I don't want the charges. I had so many vow thoughts, I thought about dismantling you're car...
When you look in my eyes, you say that you can read my mind...When you look in my pretty dark eyes, you should feel the heat, the utter hatred, and dispair that I hold so high for you...I tell you what...next time you look in my eyes, tell me what I'm about to do to you....

Interview With Richie HavensThis was one of my most interesting Interviews I have done so far. I had the pleasure
to chat with music legend Richie Havens. Richie was the first performer at the original
Woodstock in 1969 and is getting ready to release his most recent cd "Nobody Left to Crown".
Here is the link to the Interview with Richie Havens:
http://www.cincygroove.com/?q=node/190
Scott

ChestermolesterMy name is james and i'm looking for a female to love n stay together.

Star SignsBright, witty, adaptable and quick to react. Very little troubles a Gemini or stops the relentless talking for long! Geminis can argue their way into or out of any situation. Having an active curiosity, Gemini is excellant at gathering all kinds of information and gossip. They excel at regurgitating this information in a constant stream, but not necessarily in a logical or understandable order! Geminis are capable of tackling almost anything, so long as they do not become bored. The difficulty lies in what subject to concentrate on today, Gemini is always engaged in two subjects or jobs at once.
seems about right for me have fun

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Thank You!!Thanks for all the welcomes! I promise to try and return all the love!
HUGZ and kissez,
Sasha

Stuff That Might Be InterestingThinking about the tattoo thing again... Was supposed to get one for my birthday in April, but haven't decided on which one I want yet. Below are some that I'm interested in... This will probably be going on my lower back (yes, I know "tramp stamp")...
Anyway, I would like for it to be meaningful and I don't have any symbols in mind that could really represent myself. Any opinions?

More PersonalSome days its hard for me to even walk do to my fibromyalgia I get through the day but it gets annoying taking a bunch of pills. I cannot even drink anymore and I miss my vodka lol. I am posting this because if on some days I seem short its not anything you did its because I am in pain and Just not talkative. I get such bad leg pains I cannot walk some days because every step I take Is pain. Below I am posting some facts just thought you all should know this bit of info about me to better understand my moods and actions some days.
Fibromyalgia Facts
Fibromyalgia is one of the most common chronic widespread types of pain in the U.S. The condition affects millions of people.
Fibromyalgia pain is widespread and persistent. There is often muscle tenderness. Plus soreness or burning pain. Which often causes a lack of sleep. Sometimes, patients also have stiffness in their muscles or flu-like aching.
Fibromyalgia is thought to result from neurological changes in how a patient pe

Thank You So MuchThank You Comment Graphics
THERE IS NO WAY I CAN EVEN BEGIN TO THANK EACH PERSON THAT'S HELPED ME DURING THIS TIME TO GET ME TO GODMOTHER...
I HAVE FRIENDS WHO HAVE SENT ME BLING, FUBUCKS, RATED MY PAGE FOR WEEKS, DAYS, AND HOURS ON END...I'VE HAD FRIENDS THAT HAVE MADE COUNTLESS BULLY'S AND BLOGS, SET THEIR STATUS TO HELP ME...
I WANT TO THANK MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO HAVE WORKED FOR WEEKS HELPING ME...
THANK YOU CLUB F.A.R.
THANK YOU SHADOW LEVELERS
THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ME, JUST HELPED OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF YOUR HEART...
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT ANYTIME YOU NEED HELP WITH ANYTHING, PLS FEEL FREE TO ASK ME FOR HELP, EVEN THOUGH I COULDN'T BEGIN TO PAY BACK ALL OF YOUR GENEROSITY...SO YOU NEED HELP, YOU GET IN TOUCH WITH ME, AND I WILL BE THERE...
MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO ALL OF YOU...
NATURAL WITCH AKA TINA...
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, I GOT THE SPOTLIGHT TOO, WITHIN 24 HOURS OF GODMOTHERING...I'VE HAD SO MANY PPL HELP M

Truthtruth
Current mood: blessed
i don't understand how the world can be so cruel
just for loving outside society's rule
loving each other with all that we are
blind to our differences we never saw
a meeting of souls a hearts duet
convention says we should forget
don't let us go
though we struggle so
thru darkest night and early dawn
the world pulling us to and fro
hold on baby hold on
gentle passion a world apart
forbidden to finish all we start
half the world tssk tssking our shame
my eyes blazing in silent pain
standing strong behind my man
silent respect i will demand
loves true course not to be undone
until this war for us is won
don't let us go
though we struggle so
thru darkest night and early dawn
the world pulling us to and fro
hold on baby hold on
standing strong the world at bay
loves faith chasing society's judgments away
our souls set to guard all we defend
holding on through the end
nothing this world can ever do
a

Making Love Vs. FuckingI SEEN THIS AND THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY MY KIDS LOVE IT*
Making love versus fuckinghow funny just to utter those wordswhen you're home aloneand down and outsex is just a simple wordbut involved with it our complex emotionsthere is always one person who feels deeper than anotherone who longs for more, while the other wants lessi've made love to some, and i've fucked othersbut none can compare to how i feel when i'm with youthe feelings that are just above the surfacethat need not be spoken to be understoodits so clichebut i am having the best time of my lifemy unhappiness has found another homeand i'm left to shiver in awei can't describe what it feels like to make love to youto feel vulnerable, yet unafraid to face the consequencesto wake up in the morningknowing with all my heart that the feelings will remainfucking is so cold, callous, and uncaringits rough and fastlike a race to the finishwith only one winneri've never wonnor will i ever run that marathon againfucking isn't always by

Warning!!!! Do You Know Her?When you have known someone for 7 yrs through the internet, you have a pretty good idea that you know that person. The trust has been established and you share things through out your daily lives and life's experiences. So, when the person acts in a weird way or you hear things about the person that make you stop and say that can't be the same person. You are taken back and then you start to question everything that was ever said and the relationship gets dissected under a microscope. I'm not here to bash someone due to jealousy or hate. This is merely a warning for all that want to read it and take heed to it.
DJ Java, I invited her to this sight thinking we were above all the internet bull shit. This has proven me wrong time and time again since May of this year. She came onto this site in which I thought was to have fun and get away from the daily humdrum life throws your way. Everything was good in the beginning as it always is. On May 23rd she told me in a YIM (yahoo instan

Wierd TestsYou Would Make a Horrible 1930's Wife
You are way too non conformist, independent, and sassy to be an ideal retro wife.
You may be so wild that you aren't even considering marriage!
Good thing we don't live in the 1930s anymore!
Would You Have Been a Good Wife in the 1930s?
What Your Taste in Music Says About You
Your musical tastes are reflective and complex.
You are intellectual to the point of being cerebral.
You are very open to new experiences, and even more open to new ideas and theories.
Wisdom and personal accomplishment are important to you.
You are naturally sophisticated. You are drawn to art, especially art by independent artists.
You are likely to be financially well off... and not because you were born that way.
What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?
You Are 85% Tortured Genius
You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood.
Not like you really want anyon

Messed Up!So I logged in on here the other day cause I received an email alert. Havent been on in awhile but hey I was bored and decided wtf might as well have a looksie around. So I did the usual...a search to see if anyone I knew was on this site. Well come to find out my boyfriend had a page..so I was like cool I will check it out... well when I did I received a nice suprise...a few not so suitable pics of himself on his profile. I was like OMFG!!! Lets just put it this way...they were picks you don't post of yourself when you have a girlfriend for a year!!! Thing is when I confronted him he tried to LIE and say they were old...kinda funny when they were uploaded on the 27th of August and I could tell they weren't old. Thing is now I am wondering who exactly took these pics...I know I didn't take them and there is one pic that I know I did not take and that I know he couldn't have taken himself. On top of it all he claims he doesn't know why h did it but it was stupid and he removed t

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Watch OutA message every adult should read, because children
are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say.
When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my
first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately
wanted to paint another one.
When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a
stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind
to animals.
When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my
favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little
things can be the special things in life.
When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a
prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always
talk to, and I learned to trust in Him.
When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a
meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I
learned that we all have to help take care of each
other.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of
your time and money to help people who had nothing,
and I learned that those who have somethin

Sexxyboy78sept 13, 2008
sara walked into my life it was the best thing that ever happened and now i am totally engaged to the prettiest redhead i have ever met.
what started out as watching a simple football game turned into the best thing that ever happened to me and damn is she good in all aspects, in and out of the bedroom!

Pain And MiserySexy is standing in the rain as you push me up against the hood of your car, tearin' at my shirt, as you kiss me with the intent never to stop!!!!! Never say I love you,If you really don't care.
Never talk about feelings,If they really aren't there.
Never hold my hand,If your gonna break my heart.
Never say your going too...If you never plan to start.
Never look into my eyes.If all you're gonna do is lie....
Never say hi,If you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever,Then say you will try
Never say forever,'Cuz forever makes me cry!!
TO MY HATERS
I keep it real and that's a promise. I may be a bitch, but atleast i'm honest. When i walk by, you stop and stare, well keep on lookin 'cuz i don't care. I have my own life and style, not tryin to please you or make you smile. When it comes to competition you are out. Now shut your hatein ass mouth, and keep me out your mouth!!!!
FUCK THE FAKE

FunniesThis is a Seinfeld piece on trick or treating with a spin to it. It will bring a smile to your face, guaranteed. Especially for those Superman fans.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6Rs_yJU9JI
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1.Don’t swim in the ocean.
Ninety-nine percent of all shark attacks take place in exceptionally large bodies of water also known as oceans. The way to determine if you are currently in an ocean is to taste the water, which should be salty.
2.Listen out for the music.
In the event that you are foolish enough to swim in an ocean, listen carefully for the music, as demonstrated in the marvelous documentary film Jaws. All shark attacks are preceded by the "daah-da, daah-da" chords, which will gradually become more rapid as the shark gets closer. This is due to the Doppler Effect.
3.Swim with fat people.
Try to surround yourself with more appetizing companions. If you know them well, you m

From The Inside...bits Of MeThe Right Stone
Oh for all the treasures found
I searched for a precious stone
Not rare diamonds often sought
Or fanciful gems well known
With unkept hair and dirty nails
And filth upon each knee
I crawled the earth to find the rock
A mission laid out for me
in-printed in hand, after many a day
There rested the wrongful find
Mis shapened piece held in hope
When I had become blind
I took the stone I found so dear
And walk up to the bank
Cast it swiftly upon the lake
And watched it as it sank
The glassy water eerily still
never a ripple was cast
As the stone found a place
In the bottomless depths at last
Never a whistling sound did it make
While traveling through the air
Never the sparkling dance I'd hoped
When it hit the waters there
Oh mistakened, saddened me
I'd chosen a wrongful keep
There was no joy to be found
In the game this stone did reap
With disappointment my head dropped
Hands fell to my side
Silence

Just Somethingwhoot... party.. harder this weekend... drank a whole whakc of booze then went to shooters got barred for 60 days from a bar for fighting 5 minutes before close ..lol... and got so drunk don't even remeber when i wen thome...hhaha was still going saturday woot just party aniomal.. hah i thought i would write something ppls can read

Still Waitingso today i delivered in san francisco....my last delivery. decided that the road was not my friend..will start to look for a local gig . don't know if it will be driving or not. only time will tell. maybe a walmart greater or a chef or who know, maybe i should just sell drugs,,,,that appears to be where the big bucks are...and the woman...oh my...but done with the road. so i will let you know what the future will bring...i had on my status this past weekend...life is short....so many people wrote me to agree..they were right,,,,it is short. to short to waste running all over the country doing a job you hate. so on to the next adventure. my new tat will giude me...l...lol...so wish me luck. in this economy i will need it..big cali hugs..marty well i will be heading out tomorrow morning..something a little different for me. going to work for a hotshot companie out of chico, ca. they run five trucks and will be going all over the country. pay is good and as for the equipment...2009 dodge

From The Mind Of A LostsoulThe Misery Of My Dying Heart…
not even a new love could ever
resurrect this cold hearted soul;
that lives in pain everyday looking
through nothing but the shattered
glass as the rain continues to
drop down deeper and deeper
until his unwanted pulse is
coughing up blood again
and now that the candle is lit
to perfection and ready to drip
the thoughts of loneliness away;
I sit back with a glass of Whiskey
and begin to slip into
an unconsciousness as
all those wasted out prayers I've
prayed over the years seem
to get more silent from me
and I've come to a point where
my lack of faith does me
no good anymore; just as wishing
on empty promises left themselves to
fly back to Heaven where I truly
don't belong; the misery of my dying heart
is now left for dead before the clouds
come up again
so now the non existent flowers begin
to rise over my own grave and
I wait for my own fate to see past
all of the mistakes that I have mad

Get In Or Get Outso wat is it to do. we all wonder at one point. Or get board so do it all go jump off a bridge if u got to have sum fun out of it i did its great

Romance And RelationshipsOkay...Keep in mind while reading this that i have been 100% wit her about everything.....EVERYTHING.......
Met this female..Very beautiful..down to earth...cool people. We started kickin it and shii was gravy. Feelings started to arise on my side of the fence and hers as well. I let her know what was up...I like her ALOT and though she aint mine she is my baby...Not rushin nothin. But lettin her know whats up. A love of hers from the past (her HEART) showed up tellin her how much he care about her and blah blah blah.......NO PROBLEM WIT IT AT ALL...Shes not my lady. oh did i mention that dude and me were cool wit eachother?...I aint know that when i met her that they had something going long b4 me....ANYWAY...im stuck becuase i see her puttin herself through so much drama that she dosent need but then again she loves dude soo much that she cant see what she is doing to herself. I HAVE NO PROBLEM WIT HOMMIE...he strait people wit me but i dont like how he just strings her along ya d

Me Am New Herehi any one here from the uk like a chat ladys plz 21+ get in touch new to the site x
single male 32

The Reason I Draw And PaintThe reason I draw and paint is that in my late teens I met a woman by the name of Carmin, whom inspired me on so many levels it's difficult to describe. From my understanding both Carmin and my mother Sharon both grew up in the same neighborhood as children, and were best friends most of high school. One day Carmin started smoking marijuana. Supposedly a lot of students were doing it at the time although my mother never did. Everything seemed to be going fine both of their grade averages were high as usual. Then one Friday night my mother borrowed the family car and they went to a nearby drive-in theater to see the movie Jaws 3-D. Apparently after a large soda and presumably some popcorn Carmin and my mother made their way over to the washrooms. On their way back to the car a tall man in a gray trench coat and long brimmed stetson hat fifty years out of style asked them if they wanted to buy some magic beans. Normally they would ignore a complete stranger however Carmin giggled, &ldquo

In My HeadRunning through the chambers in my mind,
slamming the doors to the ones with words I cannot find.
The frustration and confusion is debilitating,
a dark void leaves me struggling.
I try to remember to breathe as it consumes me.
Your the straw to my line, euphoria blowing my mind.
Your the lighter to my pipe, I know its wrong it feels so right.
Your the candy filled needle to my vain, the withdrawl brings me pain.
Your my addiction, my affliction, my heaven, my hell.
Keeping you in my heart doesn't do me well. Battling Demons
Do it! Do it! What good are you anyway? "No, stop! Tomorrow can be a better day."
Do it! Do it! Haha! Your fucking weak! "Shut the fuck up! I will not settle with defeat."
Do it! Do it! Seek out the blade. "I feel relief after, but cringe at the scars I have made."
Do it! Do it! What are you waiting for? "My life, I want it. I hunger for more"
Do it! Do it! Releif now, what more could you ask for? "Control of my thoughts. Control of my mind. Give

Reaching OutFor the past six years I have been the asst manager of a low income hotel. It has really started to screw with me lately, most of these people just live off the government. Well after six years I woke up and looked around to see I have no real friends. I am not even sure I remember how to talk to people. Thought I would try this....by the way I have a website dedicated to selling my book and raising business money. http://myinnerlight.synthasite.com Peace.

Yummy Yummy Gumdrops!Third Eye, Jambi, Stinkfist, Vicarious, Intolerance, Schism, Forty-Six & 2, Lateralus, and Aenima as the finale. Everyone who called in to the local radio stations afterwards said that it was the best concert theyve ever been to, and with all the NIN and Pantera t-shirts I saw out there, thats some pretty high praise.
The high point for me, though, was during Lateralus, they brought out the two guys in the opening group, Dalek, to do a little jamming. They had a bottle of something, most likely rum, and they were drinking it. Maynard told the guy he could take it with him as he was walking off-stage, but he must not have heard him. So Maynard, without missing a beat, hopped down, grabbed the bottle, and took a huge swig from it before finishing the song.
Epic.
Love you, Tool. Now go write your next album! I had a sudden inspiration at work this morning to write this, or write something anyways, and this seemed easiest.
Well, my name is Brook. A guy with a girl's name, even though I

Chuckles...Woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together, she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following items on the bar: A salt shaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice.The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice."
So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue........salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys........smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks........this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second the sharp lime tas

Welcome To Deviant Angel Levelers!Welcome to Deviant Angel Levelers Homepage!
First of all, we'd like to extend a warm welcome to everyone, we are here to help others level as well as helping ourselves in the process.. We can not do this alone... You must help as well!
Details:
This is how the group works.. We find people that need leveling, we will go to the utmost of lengths to make you level, we don't expect anything in return other than a simple recognition and a simple thank you. We aren't out for a popularity contest, we just see members on here that have been here as long as most of us that haven't excelled anywhere.We are a group of family and friends. We work together, not against each other..
A Few Things That We'd Like To See Are As Follows:
1) If all at possible.. (Depending on your level) try to have at least 250 photos ( That consitutes a bomb folder)
2) ATTEMPT to have a VIP ( Which allows room for more photo uploads)
3) If you need help, ASK! Don't hesitate! That's what we are here for.

Where Does Pain Begin??It's unbeleivable what some so -called professionals can get away with after they accumulate enough money from their victims, I mean clients. Fu's user STRENGTH THRU PEACE, Charles Logan of Tampa, Florida is one of these abuse of power mega losers. Up until about 7 years ago, he was a somewhat respected CHILD psychologist until the police walked in and arrested him for various acts of rape and drug abuse with one of his minor patients, being treated for sexual abuse issues no less. How do I know this is TRUE and not some rumor? Ask me for the google link of that horrid, repulsive medical review board link that was issued to revoke his license and how he did a aplea bargain to escape jail time and having to register as a sexual offender. Gee, didn't know the INNOCENT had to take sexual offender classes, drug tests, stay away from anyone under age 18 including their own grandkids, give up YEARS of an expensively trained livelihood and the good life that came with it without PROOF...

Irish ProverbsA bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. About evening a man is known. A boys best friend is his mother and there's no spancel stronger than her apron string. A buckle is a great addition to an old shoe. A closed mouth--a wise head A dishonest woman can't be kept in and an honest woman won't. A fool and his money are easily parted. A foolish woman knows a foolish man's faults After the gathering comes the scattering A golden ring can tie a man as tight as any chain. A good beginning is half the work. A greyhound finds food in its feet. A guest should be blind in another man's house. A handstaff of holly, a buailtin of hazel,a single sheaf and a clean floor. A heavy purse makes a light heart. A hut is a palace to a poor man. A Kerry shower is of twenty-four hours. A king's son is not nobler than his food. A list full of gain and a village full of shame. A little dog can start a hare, but it takes a big one to catch it. A little of anything isn't worth a pin; but a wee bit of

My New Lounge News !!!!!dinks are allways free and we are drama free come rock out in make new friends n relaxx drinks are allways free on me say scott sent you

LoveLove sometimes leaves you as dead as yesterday. Love comes and goes from your life without notice. It teaches you lessons in pain, strength, loss, forgiveness. The human heart has the capacity to keep beating and striving even though deep within most of us we have our own personal struggles. I have made new friendships and lost people closest to me who were and still are near and dear to my heart. No one can take that which my heart holds onto. Memories are always cherished, as are the new ones made daily. I have learned tragically to step back and take life in... all of it! Its all a huge lesson.... a fucked up one at times but with tradgedy there is beauty and hope. Hope that the people in our lives take what they have and appreciate it. You may complain about your life now but just remember to be thankful for what you have! Because even though you may be struggling with your own bullshit. That person who you walked by you may have an even stronger struggle than the little things goi

My MistakesBeen going thru alot of stuff lately and i have been seeing a councilor .And in the course of my sessions it has made me see that because of some of my past issues that i refused to face til now i have hurt others and have ruin past relationships.Its hard to admit that you have made mistakes but even harder to face them.And in most cases i have hurt those that i have cared about.I just hope that someday that those people can forgive me for all the crap i put them thru.All because of my own insecurities and fears that i didnt face.And i have to live with the fact that thru not faceing my own stuff i hurt others.And i hope that someday i can forgive myself but today is not that day.

Growing UpThere comes a point in life when fun no longer means clubbing, getting drunk, or being out til 4am, or thinking about only yourself.Fun means Disney movies, family dinners, bedtime stories, long cuddles, a messy house, in bed by 10pm and hearing little voices say "I love you daddy" or "I love you mommy".
Becoming a parent doesnt change you, it makes you realize that the little people that YOU created deserve the very best of your time.
Please repost/share if you get what I'm saying.. I hope every mother and father understands what I'm saying. http://sarcasticcharm.com/99-life-hacks-that-could-make-your-life-easier

My Struggles With AddictionI started drinking at around 15. I had a friend that bought some cocaine and he told me that he did, I asked him if I could try it. He told me no that I would get hooked. So that pissed me off. I went out and found coke myself and off I went. I used cocaine and drank from 15 till I was 21. In 1989 when life began to really suck, I checked myself into rehab. While I was in rehab the counselor’s told me that if I am a drug addicted that I was most likely an alcoholic as well. So I bought into this idea. After leaving rehab, I stayed sober for 2.5 years. While I was sober I never heard them say work the 12 steps. And like I said they told me I was an alcoholic. Well my head started talking to me again, telling me that you aren’t an alcoholic you are just a drug addict all the while still going to meetings everyday. Well one day I made that decision to once again just drink. This was in 1992 I told my friend I want to party tonight. So I proceeded to go to the liquor store and purchase cas

Till My Last Day"Til My Last Day" People say I'm just a rough boy I ain't no good for you girl It's a dead end street, tryin' to love me Yeah, I'll wreck your world I can see why they're all talkin' Lookin' back at my past I've got a bad name, but a man can change I'm livin' proof of that Til my last day, til my last breath Of everyone that can, I can love you the best Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you All the way up, til they lay me down Six feet under the cold hard ground Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you Baby I might meet all my friends Shoot the bull, have a beer or two But you know I'll be the first one to leave In a hurry to get to you Somewhere deep inside your angel eyes I found a place to rest, Don't ever doubt that I'll be around, And baby don't you ever forget Til my last day, til my last breath Of everyone that can, I can love you the best Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you All the way up, til they lay me down Six feet under the cold hard ground Til my last day, I'll be lovin' you

No Jokes "An American Soldier"
If you can, save a place within your heart for the tired souls of war and conflict and as you walk away take one last backward glance at the places they can no longer go.
Remember what they have taught you and take their knowledge and wisdom with you so their deaths were not in vain.
One day when we all look back and realize what they sacrificed, take a moment to embrace in your heart all those gentle heroes that were left behind on the battlefields fighting for their country.
Let them know that you have always loved them even though you may not have.
Forever save a place in your hearts for them.
A young soldier once remarked:We did not go because we are soldiers; we went because we are AMERICANS
"Another lonely day"
The moment I awake the same hope begins The hope for a call or a letter And even though I still have several months to wait There's always the miraculous hope of hearing "Beautifull I'm finally

When A Bling Is Not FunnyRohypnol(roofies, 'date-rape' drug)Rohypnol is a prescription-only sedative that has been used in many 'date rapes' in the US, with cases now being reported in Europe and Australia.
Coming in the form of a tasteless and odourless pill which is easily ground down into powder, rohypnol has gained notoriety as the 'date rape' drug, after victims have been incapacitated and sexually assaulted after having their drinks spiked. All traces of the drug disappear after 24 hours making prosecution difficult. Please note that rohypnol is not the only drug associated with date rape and there have been cases linked to GHBand other sedative drugs. Side effects: The most worrying side effect of rohypnol is that it can easily be administered without the victims knowledge and lengthy sexual assaults can take place with the victim having no memory of events afterwards. In many cases, victims are even unaware that assaults have taken place until their symptoms are recognised or their memory retur

Friend 2 This World Is A Enemy 2 God(Real Talk;i dont believe in none of this was just something 2 look at.)Compatibility;With another Capricorn will find respect and admiration with their own sign. However, their conservative side means a real effort is needed to bring excitement to the bedroom.Aries:Strong willed and opinionated-these two signs clash over who's in command. The upside? Intense sexual sparks. With compromise, this pairing will last forever!Taurus and Capricorn share an excess of physical passion while balancing each others needs. Both are loyal and devoted and will have a strong relationship.Passionate Gemini Irritates controlled Capricorn. Capricorn finds Gemini to be flighty and lacking mental ability. Sparks from their disagreements cool fast.Cancer's emotional needs weigh heavy on Capricorn's reserved shoulders. If these opposites can meet in the middle, there is promise for true love.Leo's constant need for flattery and materialistic wealth rubs conservative, quiet Capricorn the wrong way. Both sign

Lady Lola's ThoughtsI am new to Lost cherry. It seems to be an interesting site. Send me a message and a friend request, but please keep the rude, offesive and nasty comments to yourself.
:)

In The ArmyTHIS IS SO GREAT I HAVE WAITED MY WHOLE LIFE FOR THE MOMENT IN MY LIFE AND IT IS FINALLY HERE. I HAVE DONE THE PAPER WORK AND DONE ALL MY TESTING AND NOW IN JUST A MATTER OF DAYS I AM OUT OF HERE. MY MOS IS HUMAN RESOURCES SPECIALIST, AND I WILL BE DOING MY BOOTCAMP AND AIT AT FT. JACKSON, SOUTH CAROLINA. I HOPE I MAKE SOME FRIENDS ALONG THE WAY. AND PUT IN ALL MY EFFORT TO MAKE THIS COUNTRY PROUD OF ME AND MY TROOPS THAT I LOVE SO DEARLY. JUST KNOW EVERY BODY THAT I LOVE YOU AND I WILL GO THE DISTANCE FOR YOU.

Ummmm!!!!Ummmmmm!!!
Ok well I just need to blog to clear my mind. I have come across the fact that there is not a man in this world that knows what the truth is!! Oh wait there are a couple one of them was one he is now burried and there is one more and he lives in South Carolina!!! I have come to the conclusion that the statement the nice guys always finish last well I guess that is true when it comes to women also, nice ones always finish last!!! If you are man that is reading this and are offended I am sorry but i speak my mind and if you don't like well Go to Hell!!! I was married for almost three years and he lied the entire time that we were married well that just goes to show how hard it is to trust a man!! I am not saying that all women are innocet cause there are the ones out there that make the good ones look bad and ruin it for us!!! Guess there is nothing that I can do about that but the same thing that I have always done and pay for them and finish last cause I am a good one as f

Erotic OutdoorsOk I Hade just finished work and it was early afternoon I was dressed in a sexy Black wet look basque with front zip ,suspender & g-string with Black fishnet stocking, High heels with a white shirt & black pvc miniskirt, I got in my car and decided to go for a drive in the country, After about one hour driving round the weather became quite overcast and I pulled onto a carpark in part of the peak District national park, right at the top end of a forrest, I parked up and got out of my car sitting on a low stone wall and taking in the cool country air.
There must have been somthing in the air that day because for no reasion I started to feel so hot & horny there was no one around or so I thort for now, fine drops of rain started to tap on me and I thort I hade better get in the car but somthing inside me sed no and it felt so nice and calm and I was enjoying the clear but cool air, I decided to sit on my car bonnet and pretend I was on a sexy photo shoot with some photographer so I un

First TimeThis is my first attempt of putting my thoughts down.
I want people to know who I am and what I am about.
I am a free spirit, that speaks my mind and goes for what I want.
There is so many Beautiful people in the world.
I am lucky enough to be attractive to both.
The strength of a man holding me close at tough times, the kiss, no words.
The touch and smell of a woman is over the edge.
The caress of her lips and fingers can take me to new heights.
Longing for the deep passion of a sincere relationship.
So now you know alittle bit about me.

MessengerHEY GUYS..HERES MY NEW YAHOO ADDY FOR MESSENGER..YAHOO FUCKED MY OTHER ACCOUNT UP SO FEEL FREE TO ADD ME...HAVE A GOOD ONE!
asly52@yahoo.com (sorry guys i stuck this in the wrong place,lol)
If anyone would like to add me to yahoo or msn messenger feel free.
maj_44@prodigy.net
majestic_m5@hotmail.com

BeckaHey guys, whoever reads dis is my first blog! Well, @ least here in lostcherry. I'm a "freshe meat" so i'm exploring my page n stuff. I probably won't b writing much but when i do, hope u like what i write. I hope u like my page or whatever i wrote here. c ya! ; P

WeirdI am so ready to move out of the dorms here. I love being on my own, but I detest having to room with another person. Its not that I think that they are bad people, I just dont want to have to beg someone to do the things that I want to. I WANT A PLACE OF MY OWN! I want a place where Dustin can sleep next to me everynight and I can have anyone over whenever I want. I want a place where I can cook dinner everynight and take a shower at my leisure w/o someone strange in the next stall. The only downside is that I wont be living on campus; therefore it will be more difficult for me to be motivated to go to class.
I have been working. I am so happy to be earing my own money, but the job sucks hard. I get the amazing opportunity to clean up after stuck-up jerk-off college kids. But a paycheck is a paycheck; now I will get to buy the things that I want and need.

Onemillionandonedollarpainting.comproject "onemillionandonedollarpainting" is challenging mind and body.
It contains 3 superlatives:
1. 500 qm of painted canvas
2. Size of artwork is 1 km
3. Total fee of one million and one dollar
One of the largest painting in the world is split
into 5000 pieces, which become one when connected.
Each piece is unique.
This unique project of art shall entertain.
Become part of it!

A Man That Has NothingYou can hold a gun to a kids face, he may cry he may try to run or he may fall. You can hold a gun to a man, a man that feels there can be no fear in his heart. There he will stand, Look the beholder in his face, he's a man hidin behind a gun. A guy that runs away from fear for fun, But you hold a gun in the face of a man that has nothing, then it's one of the 2 mens time to go. Put a gun in my face, I'll laugh and walk away, Because a man who shoots another in the back can't be called a man...
If I make it to the gate, I would drop to my knee's And say thank you. Confused by how i made it. I know i did my best, sometimes I didnt make the right turn. There where times when the left turn was the right one in my eye's. Like they say you live and u learn. Now I know there is and was someone out there that gave a care bout the road i took. Now that I'm here There is something that can't wait... Life Is Simple
Nothing More Then Life Or Death
You Can Let The Pain Bring You Down

A Good FriendI met someone a few days ago who has helped me open my eyes and find the strength in me to move on with things. I dont beleive that every one knows what has happened in the past year but it isnt something that I want to write here, but if your curious please feel free to come and ask me, But anyways if anyone Know Guro, hes an awesome man and He holds a very special place in my heart. I write this for him because hes always been here no matter what, no matter what I said or what I did he never turned his back on me and for that I will forever be grateful. If you dont know him you should cause hes amazing and I love him as a good good friend. THank you sweetie

The Sun Stands StillLove Sex n Death.
THE SUN STANDS STILL (click song title on player to play)
(Verse)I see my world through iron blinds--as I wash the blood out from my hands--cause you see, we are of the human kind--sharing love without meaning (Chorus)One and only one--that is what we are and got to be--one and only one--sometimes loves casualty (Verse) We see our world, blind with vanity--with the need to understand--it has led to animosity--sharing beauty without care(Chorus-Repeat) (Chorus-Repeat) (End)While the sun stands still--one and only one--sometimes loves casualty.

Sex PollNaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll!
1. How old are you?Over 30
2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight
3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have
4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course
5. How many sexual partners have you had?More than 15
6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural
7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs
8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them
9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach
10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't?
11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched
12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 7 inches
13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?Thought about it, but never done it
14. What is your favorite sexual position?Girl on top
15. Are you circumcised?No I am not
16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job
17. How often do you masturbate

Hey Cherries!No offense but... People are getting too fake on here.They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as Fake ASS Friends.
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(repost of original by 'Italian Lover' on '2006-11-06 06:42:29')
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New Friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TURBO WANTS SOME NEW FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!
I AS TURBO LIKE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS BECAUSE THE LIFE ON THIS EARTH IS TO SHORT ! WHEN YOU HAVE FRIENDS YOU CAN TALK TO THEM , YOU CAN SEE WHAD UP WITH THEN!
IF YOU WANT A FRIEND YOU MUST BE THERE IN NEED !
IF YOU WANT A FRIEND JUST BE THERE FORE THEM IN ANYWAY SHAPE OR FORUM!
FRIENDS DONT KNOCK FRIENDS FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS !!
KNOW MATTER DRUNK, HIGH, HAVE DESEASES, OLD, YOUNG,DIFFERENT IF THEY HAVE A DISABILATY LIKE I HAVE FRIENDS ALWAYS FRIENDS FOR LIFE !!!!!
WE ALL NEED THAT ONE SPECIAL FRIEND !!!!!!!!!
IM JUST TRYING TO BE A FRIEND TO SOMEONE !!!
HOPEFULLY YOUR
FRIEND
TURBODOGG45
FROM TURBO CONTROL CENTER
TURBOLAND U. S. A .

"don't Forget God Is Watching You""Those who remember Allah, standing, sitting, and lying on their sides, and reflect on the creation of the heavens and the earth: "O Lord, You have not created this for nothing. Glory be to You! So safeguard us from the punishment of the Fire." (Al Qurran)
The Regret That Men Feels In The World
Turn to your Lord and submit to Him before punishment comes Upon you, for then you cannot be helped. Follow the best that Has been sent down to you from your Lord before the punishment comes upon you suddenly when you are not expecting it; (Al Qurran)
When one is in mortal danger, his "conscience" starts to swiftly account for his life and appraises his life and actions.
If this person did not live by the religion of Allah and did not engage in good deeds in this world, then grief and great regret will overwhelm him. Many things that were neglected throughout his life appear suddenly and with clarity before his eyes.
Maybe for the first time in his life, he realizes how close

PoetryNormal
Most people wake up and do their normal life.
But who is to say what normal is? Is it doing what
youve always done, or is it doing what needs to be done?
I am anything but normal i live my life in turmoil
The everyday "joes" of society bore me,
I wish they could just see.
That what they do is pointless
The life they live is futile
They need to live in my shoes for just a while
And see what its like to be what they call me,
A freak, loser,
When actually im doin what they like to call "normal!"
In the dark i sit alone, no one knows i hide it well where i sit is like a throne and no body to hear the story i tell
In the dark i sit alone why no one knows ill never tell ill take that secret with me to hell so in the dark i sit alone
The pain i feel is like a knife
its cutting me down till nothings left
But in the end it will take my life
in the dark i sit alone
so in the dark i die alone There were time when i was proud,
and when i was with u

NewestIn 2007, you will...
Have chocolate licked off your body
'What is your sexual new years prediction?' at QuizUniverse.com
I wonder if I am doing right
As I work till dawn shed it’s light
And my thoughts go to distant things
I wonder what the future brings
As I think about my hopes in life
And go through the hardships and strife
I wonder if it is worth it all
As I think of the past beyond recall
And write my thoughts out for all to see
I wonder what will now become of me
As I sit and dream of hope and love
And look for the answers from heaven above
I wonder if it maters you see
As I think of what has been and will be
And spend my time lost in thought
I wonder if all has been for naught
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Im BackHEY GUYS AND GALS
JUST THOUGHT ID LET U ALL KNOW IM BACK ASWEL AS LET U ALL KNOW HOW MUCH IVE MISSED YA ALL,,SO COME BY AND SHOW ME SUM MUCH NEEDED LUV,,IVE ALSO POSTED A FEW MORE PICS,,SO FEEL FREE TO STOP BY AND COMMENT AND RATE THE HELL OUT OF THEM,,LOL,,IL BE ADDING TO THEM VERY SOON ALSO SO KEEP UR EYES PEELED,,
HOPE UR HAVING A GREAT KICK ASS WEEKEND!!
LUV U ALL AND THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE LUV ETC U HAVE SHOWN ME WHILST I WAS AWAY
GEM XOX

Lap Dance TuesdayHey guys its too hot in the sun today so I thought I would play around on here with some of my pics. tell me what you think. Have a wonderful day. If you want to see some sexy pics check out all my photos. These are pics from my wildblondeflower site. You can also find more pics of me here http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie
(adults only though)
also check out my yahoo group!!!
I hope I am your crush today!!!
hugs and kisses..Loriesc4
Get Code | Create Your Own!
also check out my profile I addded some new things. see how many of you guys remember the 80's this was one of my favorites back then. I am looking for Lita ford. if anyone has any of her music I could use please let me know. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

For A Unnamed SolderTWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO
IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT
CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,
ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,
SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR
IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,
THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED
A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO
OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,
THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES
THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS
WHO WERE WIL

The Gift -#@%*#...Always good to share again! Happy thoughts!
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. This was
a guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket Taser" for their
anniversary.
Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked
my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for
A little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a
100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were
Suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your
Assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO
COOL!
Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two> triple-A batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I
was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND
pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue
arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.
Aweso

In Meemory Of My Grandmathanks all for the add and comments chat soon have a great day my gram was my hero she passed away froma massive heart attack on sept 27 we will always remember her

I'm Not Missing You!!!Oh, Oh
I'm not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiosity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat
I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
But I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing
I'm not missing you
Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me
Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face oh
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search agai

Good ThingsSOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME THAT GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT!!!! IS THIS ACTUALLY TRUE?

Sex CardYou have a sexual IQ of 146
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
You are flirty.
You find it easy to attract people because you are so confident. You also arn't bad to look at which helps.
'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com
Using your hands
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Merry ChristmasI wanted to tell you all to be safe and have a very happy holiday many kisses Alyse

Coming Soon To A You Tube Near You...So, Ive been driving it for 2 years, done lots of stupid stuff in it, and glad that I'm not dead. Now im thinking about recording one of the high speed runs that I occasionally do. Probably only to about 155-160, but thats plenty fast...not to mention plenty illegal.
Aside from those thoughts, just been enjoying the christmas season, and hoping that I get something decent, or something that I can use. Oh, and trying to get a girl friend/friend with benefits. ANYTHING!!!! Its been far too long. Unfortunately, school, work, and sleep take up all my time.
So, anyways, back to the main subject. I will probably have my friend help me record that within the next couple weeks, more than likely after the holidays, but definitely before january 9th.
Happy Hannachrismaquanzica!

Fuck YouOk well i'm fucking new here, I'm tring to make my way thru this shit. and I don't do blogs usually
Brigadier General Says Israel is the problem not Iraq
Jan 7, 2003
by James J. David a retired Brigadier General
(James J. David is a retired Brigadier General and a graduate of the U.S. Army's Command and General Staff College, and the National Security Course, National Defense University, Washington, DC. He served as a Company Commander with the 101st Airborne Division in the Republic of Vietnam in 1969 and 1970 and also served nearly 3 years of Army active duty in and around the Middle East from 1967-1969.)
Question: Which country alone in the Middle East has nuclear weapons?
Answer: Israel
Question: Which country in the Middle East refuses to sign the nuclear non-proliferation treaty and bars international inspections?
Answer: Israel
Question: Which country in the Middle East seized the sovereign territory of other nations by military force and continues to o

Ever Enough???Tune me into the wild side of life
I’m an innocent young child Sharp as a knife
Take me to the Garrets where the Artists have Died
Show me the Court rooms where the Judges have Lied
Let me drink deeply from the water and your wine
I’ll Light colored in the dark dreary mines
I Look in the Mirror and stare at myself
I Wonder if that’s really ME on this Shelf
Take me down to where Love’s always in Bloom
In a vase type of rocket to the core of the sun
I Want to read books in the studies of Man
I Was born on the breeze, will die on the wind
I am an artist who paints with his eyes
I study my subject in silent Reprise
I cry for the Darkness to come on me
Confusion still carries on, turning the wheels
So each day I learn just a little bit more
I don’t know why but I do know what for
If we are going some where Then let’s get there Soon
Together we stand in the Light of the Moon…
A single solitary tear rolled down and fell upon her bare breast. That very tear, m

DaysHope, I was walking thru Mesa when I realized I had lost you.
I used to go out with friends to bars, just hoping to meet a cute girl.
Now I sit at home and drink beer and watch movies by myself.
Hell, I would do anything just for the chance to get laid back then.
I spent money on clothes that I thought made me look cool, they didn't.
trying to impress the opposite sex. Now, I just wear "comfy" things.
Yep. I've lost hope. Where the hell did she go?
No, I don't seem to care anymore. Girls are either gold-diggers or sluts who will cheat on you (or both), or just want to change you into mr. husband-daddy-lawyer-therapist-her dads golf buddy-support staff. Remember dumb guys if they cheat with you they cheat on you.
If anyone sees hope, drop me a line. Maybe I can find her again if you tell me the cross-streets where you saw her.
Damn. I used to go nuts when a girl I liked was around. I would get all nervous and try to impress her. Now I don't meet girls I really like.

Wishful Thinking!a girlfriend maybe giving the other girls the wrong impression..Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com/commentroad.com">commentroad.comTime passes and lives change, maybe the impressions are correct.
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It seems we post and hang and place icons of angels all around us not realizing that does not make us one.
And what we think is a reminder of what we can't have....may be the biggest reminder of what we don't want now or forever. cst

This Is My First Contest For A 3 Day Blast!Please help in welcoming my daughter to CT. Tawny is her name and she is awesome. Show her how friendly CT really is. Much LOVE to ALL my friends, fans and family in advance..Mystikal~Katz
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SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
FIFTEEN:
You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again.
FOURTEEN:
You walk really slow when you're with them.
THIRTEEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.
ELEV

Futureheart so tender
kiss so sweet
your arms around me
when next we meet
the love i have
undying its true
forever my goal
to be with you
no mountain too high
for love to climb
no valley to low
for you to be mine
i fill every crevice
in you, every way
your heart runneth over
i love hearing you say
soon we'll be together
of this i am sure
and i'll say to you
welcome to our future

Lost Another OneMike Awesome has passed away. Thats three wrestlers in a year and a half. 2 within the last 2 months. I hate it when heroes become mere mortals. As a fan it becomes very disheartening.
My prayers go out to the Alfonso family (Mikes real last name)
He was 42.
Mike Awesome's first major exposure came overseas, where he became one of the Japan's top stars. Awesome would eventually become a star and champion in America while wrestling for Extreme Championship Wrestling. Following his successful run in ECW, Awesome spent time working in WCW and later WWE before retiring to his native Tampa, Florida.
While in ECW, Awesome was a two-time World Champion and Tag Team Champion. His matches with Masato Tanaka, including a show-stealer at One Night Stand in 2005 were among the most memorable in ECW history.

Which South Park Character Are YouYou scored as Stan Marsh. You're Stan Marsh! Probably the sanest of the group, you're the mastermind behind the good plans and can easily resolve problems. To you love is amazing, and you're probably already in it. You can be a smart ass and don't have a problem saying what's on your mind. And you're probably an activist. Dude, this is pretty fucked up right here.Stan Marsh100%Jimmy67%Butters67%Eric Cartman50%Kyle Broflovski50%Shelly33%Timmy25%Kenny McCormick17%Tweak8%What South Park Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Im New At This So Bare With Me!!Ok..Guys..I just joined today. And Im really having a hard time figuring this shit out! I dunno how to do much but Im slowly learning and figuring it out! So be patient with me if you send me a message or whatever ya call em. I will eventually figure out how to reply!

Halesok ok im new 2 all this aint got an idea wot 2 do somebody help pleaseeee x X x

Hot Panty Contest? Why Hell Yea I Entered!So... I entered best panty contest... Keep in mind pantys don't just consist of thongs or the bottom part. I'm thinkin, FULL LATEX NIGHT WEAR.... Yea... So, friend this profile, check his NSFW pix and vote for the best panty shots.... Hopefully mine... ? lol. If anyone can vote me with some 11s I will return the favor, and if I get 1st, "7 day blast" your profile will be mentioned in the blast and on my profile, in thanks.
So.... Lookie and the undies!
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To All My FriendsI WANT TO TELL ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I LOVE YA'LL
YA'LL ARE THE BEST HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL OF YA'LL

Story No.3I come home from work on a day that we have been teasing each other all day by email phone & text and we both now that we so horny that we need release.
As i come in the door I can smell dinner already cooking, when i get to the kitchen I find you there with your back towards me cooking dinner, I immediately notice that you have incredibly sexy clothes on under your apron, infact I can see that your wearing a short (very short) black leather skirt, high heels and a white shirt, along with knee high black boots. I walk up behind you and slip my arm round your waist and start to kiss your neck and ear as i know how that drives you nuts, i notice then that you are also wearing a collar and i know that it means I get to play tonight with you as my toy.
You tell me to stop as I wouldn't want dinner to get burnt, I slide my hand down you back and up and under you skirt to find that you aren't wearing any underwear, my hand brushes against your clit and i can tell how turned on you al

I Love My Job !> If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma!
>This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad
>day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for
>Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore
>drilling rigs. Below is an email he sent to his sister. She then sent it to
>radio station 103.2 on FM dial in Ft. Wayne, Indiana, who was sponsoring a
>worst job experience contest. Needless to say she won!
>
> Hi Sue,
>
> Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother.
>
> Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling
>down lately at work, so I thought I would share my! dilemma with you to
>make you realize it's not so bad after all. Before I can tell you what
>happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job.
>
> As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit
>to the o

To All The Guys Out Thereto all you guys out there who dont read profiles , and just look at pictures . the picture posted is a picture of my wife. and no she is not 48 , but a very young 57 !!!
that is why i love showing her off . and she loves the attention too . please feel free to leave comments , i dont mind , i would agree with most if not all of them . keep checking in tho as iwill be adding more soon .
have a great day glenn 'popdeucy' miller

Book 15 Oscar Wilde, The Canterville GhostSadly that was the last chapter, of the book { The Canterville Chost, by Oscar Wilde }, I like this Book.
I hope you will enjoy, the story in full.
Regards
LEKRAFT When Mr. Hiram B. Otis, the American Minister, bought Canterville Chase,
every one told him he was doing a very foolish thing, as there was no
doubt at all that the place was haunted. Indeed, Lord Canterville
himself, who was a man of the most punctilious honour, had felt it his
duty to mention the fact to Mr. Otis when they came to discuss terms.
"We have not cared to live in the place ourselves," said Lord
Canterville, "since my grandaunt, the Dowager Duchess of Bolton, was
frightened into a fit, from which she never really recovered, by two
skeleton hands being placed on her shoulders as she was dressing for
dinner, and I feel bound to tell you, Mr. Otis, that the ghost has been
seen by several living members of my family, as well as by the rector of
the parish, the Rev. Augustus Dampier, who is a Fellow

My First Fucking Blog On CtWell so far this year I have planted my feet and ass in Woodland Hills, CA and Glendale, AZ....And now there may be another....Las Vegas, NV! Yes ladies and gents it is true. Chris, Annie, and I are possibly moving to the city of sin so eat your fucking hearts out! I am excited because it is another destination with another chance to be with great friends/family! With three great minds in a city of unlimited potential, the energy we emit will be exponential....we will conquer this village! I will be in ohio on the 5th of april for a lil bit...so no fun in Arizona until I get back.......:( I will have to just find fun in ohio then! Holler! haha
shane So as you know I am a newbie on CT and it is all fine and dandy, but I have been swamped with a shitload of requests and whatnots and people!!!!! Listen up!!!! Thanks ;)
one love,
shane

Looking And Wonderingso yeah im just sitting here and talkin to some friends in AIM and everything else that i do and im just wondering if there are ne good teenagers on here that i can talk with i mean adults are not....not cool becasue they are i just wanna talk to some teenagers and i dont know where ne are and i cant find them haha so i want some teenagers boys or girls i really dont care to IM me do anything to get a ahold of me and then just talk to me i mean what do you have to lost and im really bored right im down with church but i hav to go back there in a few hours to help set up with some table and chairs for the dinner tonight so im going to be there for a while yeah i guess im done for now ttyl everyone

What The Fucklol I thought I would all bore you to death about what I just did...ok I have a problem when cutting my nails I always seem to go past the quick..I don't know why I do this I just do it allright? ok so like 3 days ok while doing some nail grooming I did that to the index finger and yesterday it was starting to hurt something fierce during spiderman 3 but I didn't do anything about it..and it was even starting to bother me why typing..so this morning when I got up I noticed my finger was ten timees larger then normal lol now I hate the doctors I figure there is nothing they can't do that I can do my self so I got a thumbtack heated it up on a stove burner and jabbed it in the finger in question til it punctured and I squeezed till blood and green pus oozed out..and you know what? my finger doesn't hurt I am able to type this up with no problem..I washed it up real good with soap dumped peroxide on it and we are good to go..I swear I could be Macguyver..if I had 3 names like Richard Dean

My StuffI like to make things simple. Yesterday was easter. Went to mom and dad's. Was good to see them.

The Life At The Bayso yeah life in the bay is ok.. i can't complain iam on the paintball team here captain acually.. i have met a wonderful girl can't complain too much about that.... the navy is still awsome other then the long hours.... the dogs are amazing... and just to throw it out there ffegan is the shit
thats about it for now later players

Home Biz Whiz OnlineLearn from me, at my expense, on my quest to discover how to really make money online.
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So that's what I have so far...with many more biz ops to follow.
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KS1

Perfect RoseWe have all have heard the expression "Nice guys finish last", but is that really that really what is going on? I have to tell you as a nice and more than a little shy guy, it sure seems that way. Still I am fairly sure that there is more to the situation than one sees on the surface.
It is my theory that it isn't that the nice guy finishes last, it is that he is running a race no one is interested in. The nice guy does everything that is expected in dating. He pursues, he asks the lady out, he is polite, and he acts like a gentleman. He puts his best foot forward and tries to impress the lady. It is my experience that the last part is where things break down for him. Many of the ladies that I have dated tend to spend an enormous amount of ensuring that you are not a reincarnation of the last man that hurt them. No kidding, I have had dates break down into 'interviews' by the ladies that the Office of Homeland Security' would envy. I half expected them to pull out a clipboa

Mamahilljackhello my sister got me interested in this and im just trying it out im 51 widow 3 sons all men with there own familys.i love camping fishing spending time with family and kids they keep me young,i go to canada ever year to see my olds son and his wife and my two grandson ages 18and 16 i have two new grand kid brendan michael.and reagain lynn ages 11 mo and 3 mo and one on the way in augs,

Dojobonot sure if anyone actually reads this or not
or if this is even the place to do this
but i need some advice from people like you....
good people of the internet and all...
so anywhooo...
i'm in financiall diseray i live in colorado alone.. all my family lives in indiana, i'm thinking of moving back there to get back on my feet financially and mentally, however i have a child out here, and i don't know what to do about her if i move away.... however i don't feel i'm being a good father for her now, i feel if i do move away for a bit, and make myself better i can be a better father for her in the long run........ she is only three, but she understands what is going on......
don't know what to do.... but i'm staying in colorado
can't leave my kids
i need to work on my relationship with both of them
and if i move to indaina to run away from my problems
i won't be able to do that, i'll loose what i have....
i've taken a second job at walmart to do this, i'll be working

Love???First Of All I want to send love to my main man on Fubar, Everyone knows him but he has been my support beam.
~FAT SONNY and DEVILGIRL~@ fubar
and of course his beautiful woman has been here to back me up and let me know what is going on when I was left in the dark.
DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Wifey~@ fubar
the top 2 I feel have been like my family they have done nothing to hurt me or cause me heart ship.
The fallowing people have been close to me as friends and I will always have their backs!
This one I am pretty sure all of the ladies know! He is a good looking man with big heart. But back off ladies he is taken.
DJ LOONEY JUGGALO Club F.A.R~nWo~ Juggalo Mafia -Fan Me@ fubar
This next one is the craziest chick I have ever met but she is totally awesome because without her random thoughts of craziness life would be boring.
‡WiKiÐ OnĔ‡ Rawks Ur Sawks Bitcheŝ Thing 1((((ZOMBIE NECROTIC BOMBERS))))@ fubar
This guy is very shy but he is very out going,

LyricsAre you strong enough
Do you feel my touch
You are the comfort in my eyes
Moving through the lust
Feeling dangerous
I wanna open the door to your life
(Chorus)
The steps we take on the way to free our minds
And lives have changed by the way we free our minds
And being with you was the moment
I opened my eyes
When you sleep at night
Are your dreams delight
Do all your fantasies fill your head
I want to dance with you
With the midnight moon
Want emotion and do it again
(Chorus)
Breathing in, breathing out your love
Breathing in, breathing out my love
Breathing in, breathing out your love
Come in closer now
To this love we found
Are you able to take this flight
It's come down to this
The first time we kissed
Like the ocean we sway you and I
(Chorus) Some kind of light
at the end
When touching
the edge of her skin
Once so hard to speak
Now so easy to play around
Catching your eye you know
That eye that slapped you in your face
and ca

Notable Quotes..07 Nov 06
If you want to imagine the future, imagine a boot stamping on a human face forever.
~George Orwell -1984
11 Nov 06
The greatest evil is not done in those sordid dens of evil that Dickens loved to paint ... but is conceived and ordered in clear, carpeted, warm, well-lighted offices, by quiet men with white collars and cut fingernails and smooth-shaven cheeks who do not need to raise their voices.
~C.S. Lewis - The Screwtape Letters
15 May 07
There is no greater sorrow Than to be mindful of the happy time In misery.
~Dante Alighieri - The Inferno
23 May 07
Aristotle said melancholy men of all others are most witty.
~Robert Burton
31 May 07
Better sleep with a sober cannibal than a drunken Christian.
~Herman Melville - Moby Dick
27 Jun 07
Nothing in education is so astonishing as the amount of ignorance it accumulates in the form of inert facts.
~Henry Brooks Adams
09 Aug 07
Here we may reign secure; and in my choice
To reign is worth ambition

Apbt Resources/rescues/misc.Links to APBT Resources
(pertaining to general information, training, care, books, magazines, Q&A etc..)
USA:
The Working Pit Bull
Pit Bull Lovers
Endangered Breeds Association
American Dog Owners Association
Responsible Pet Owners Alliance
PitBulls On The Web (Excellent Site)
American Pitbull Registry (Excellent Site)
Southeastern APBT Club
Pit Bull Community
Canada:
Staffordshire Bull Terrier Club of Canada
American Pit Bull Terrier Club, Western Canadian
American Staffordshire Terrier Club of Canada
American Pit Bull Terrier Club, Golden Horseshoe
This list will be continually updated as new sites are discovered. If you would like to submit one please Email Me
Breed Specific Legislation Updates & By State Information. Please bookmark and monitor the progress of BSL!
This link can also be found at the bottom of my "general interests" section on the main page. At the bottom of the linked page there is an addy to form letters that

Horoscopes I Like..... :)Have you ever noticed how many people state their opinion only to backtrack or apologize? It really undermines what they have to say. You may or may not have this issue, but it's a good time to pay attention. When you can forgive, you can move on. When you're able to move on, you can change. And when you're ready to change, you're ready to welcome the new and improved into your life. So what are you waiting for? Knowing when to compromise and when to stand your ground is key to maintaining a healthy relationship. Heck, it serves you pretty well on the job and in your social life too. Why not start practicing this skill now?

FriendsFriends
A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift,
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place. Friendship
Friends are the people who help you when you're down,
They have the ability to turn your frown upside down.
They wipe away the tears from your eyes,
To destroy your woes and cries.
To help you see the new day ahead,
A day full of happiness and joy instead.
Friends are the one you can depend on,
One you trust forever long.
Friends.
Best Friends
I never had a best friend like you
When I had a problem you'd know what to do
1,2,3 they would disappear
Around you I'd wash away my fears
Now were so apart but apart of you is still in my heart
It's going on two years me having a best friend like you
Many more shall appear you have friends I have friends
But no matter what we are still best

On Rating...and Being Rated...Ok...
so a good chunk of my friends know that I just finished my first contest and am involved in another...
My original intent was to see what the whole 'contest' thing is about, and show some Military Love to our Boys...but little did I know that it would bring some of my cooler friends together...or that I would learn the reality behind the CT World...
And now for the Hipocracy, cuz I'm still a member...I realized that it truly is a big popularity contest, High School online...hardly anyone is who they say they are, and most don't mean a word that comes out of their mouths...
I had a lot of fun with the contest, but I don't have all day to sit around and comment bomb or rate...nor do I expect it of my friends...I might stay up and online a few nights a week, but that's an insomnia problem...So for this I lost...it's not as if it's meant for more than a silly title or gift, why not just give if you have it to give?
Anyways, I'm also losing the second contest, but I'm l

FrustratedI have been looking for a job since March and I have had no luck. I have a BA in Accounting and still nothing. I have 5-7 of experience to back it up and still nothing. I have even applied for other jobs such as retail and still nothing. I am a nice polite person and still cant get a job.
I love working. I always have had a job.
I have recently reloceated to this area due to my divorce and the only person I know is my sister and she is no help because she is a petty person. I dont see how peopel do this not having a job. I am going crazy. If it wasnt for the internet, I would have no social life.
I just wish I knew what I was doing wrong.

My Husbandmorgoff@ CherryTAP
His pic is in my photos under my main squeeze

No Linit LoungeWHATS UP PPL COME THREW THE NO LIMIT LOUNGE ... and chill for a while the music is hot DJ's are spinning good music aswell ask them to spin my song called " LOVE ME NOW" bye mysterious aight hope to see you there soon

Shadow SteelFenrir
Chapter One
As he slowly opened his eyes he felt dried blood crack. He groggily looked around and saw that he was on his roof. He sat up to clear his mind and try to think clearly. His first thought was that evidently his father had gotten drunk on Phoenix Claw and had beaten him, which explained the dried blood and the fact that he was on the roof of his house. The second thought, which was the most obvious, ow. He sighed and hopped down and landed with a dull thud. It was a 3-story drop, but it was an easy task, for he had done it many times before. He staggered and stumbled over to the hot springs behind his house. He carefully lowered himself into the springs and winced often whenever the hot liquid hit a bruise. He leaned back and let his body soak. He was Fenrir.
Fenrir was in way an ordinary human. In fact, he was only half-human. He was a half-werewolf living in the hidden village of Howlris in the Northwestern corner of Guadring. He had

School WorkLiveStrong Challenge 2007
Up over $1,200
I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me.
My donation website:
http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215 My professor called this the best paper he's ever read from a student in 19 years of teaching at Penn State. He asked to borrow quotes from it for his online textbook. So technically, I'm a published author.
On November 11, 1918 the European continent e

Happy 4thHello Every one just wanted to wish every one a very happy fourth today DRINK PARTY AND GET FUCTED.

Trouble Connecting To Cherrytaphi everyone i know i haven't been on ct much lately that is because some reason each time i come on ct my pc freezes up and i have to log out of my pc and try again. sometime it works others it doesn't. so please don't think i'm being rude and mean because that is not the case. and thank you j(restrictive) for posting this blog for me because i can't get on my page lol. love to all,
denise

Already Deleting Fake FriendsTO ALL OF MY AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON HERE, TO THOSE THAT DIDNT KNOW ALREADY I HAVE ANOTHER ACCOUNT AND SCREENNAME ON HERE AND AM HAVING TROUBLE KEEPING THEM BOTH GOING. I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR A COUPLE MONTHS BUT WILL EVENTUALLY DELETE THIS ACCOUNT. I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU ALL TO ADD YOURSELVES TO MY OTHER ACCOUNT. THE NAME IS PORTUGUESE PRINCESS.
I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW WHEN I DELETE THIS ACCOUNT. THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE I RECEIVE ON BOTH ACCOUNTS, YOU ALL MEAN ALOT TO ME! MUUAAHHHH I need help unblocking people on Fubar. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks! I HAVE A CHERRY TAP ACCOUNT ALREADY AND WAS TAKING A BREAK FROM THAT ACCOUNT BUT ACTUALLY MISSED CHERRY TAP AND MADE THIS ACCOUNT TOO.
FUNNY HOW I MADE SOME GOOD NEW FRIENDS AND CONTINUE TO ADD FAKE FRIENDS THAT ARE ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT TOO. I WILL BE DELETING SO CALLED FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS OFF BOTH ACCOUNTS.
FUNNY HOW YOU TRY TO BE A GOOD FRIEND TO PEOPLE AND HELP THEM OUT AND GET STABBED IN THE BACK, WONT THA

The New Arrivals And A SurpriseI was sitting on the couch watching a movie not expecting company. When who should appear but August and Jae with the PUPPIES. I thought for only a visit but August said, no they are here to stay, they are winged and eating on their own.
So Friday Night Adora-Bella and her brother Beauregard arrived to stay with us from now on. I am very excited and of course worried about the house breaking that lies ahead.
But our biggest surprise was, Bella and Beau had a sister that was spoken for but then that person decided not to take her.....well what can I say, My heart went out and now she is staying also. Instead of 2 puppies I now have three....
Oh lord give me patience and lots of help from the girls....amen .....lol
My girls are excited cause now everyone can hold a puppy and no fighting.
We thought all last night and today and have decided her name will be
Angelic-Breezy , because she hops and almost looks like she is flying , she is so peppy.
We will call her Bree

Poem 1As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time.
Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one.
But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you've held onto for years begins to fade.
As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day.
This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real.
For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable.
It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt.
The rush of warmth through

My Lifecould someone please tell me where the justice is?? my landlord jus left here and told me that i had to be out in 2 days...so i guess my time here has been cut shorter than expected...so i hope to see u all cum thru and show me sum luv and i wish all of u the best and u r gonna be missed...goodye..much luv kells :(

Let's Get PersonalAhhhh the question I'm always asked, different forms true; but same question. "What's your view on love" "What's love mean to you" "How would you express it"
Honestly? Fuck love. Seriously. The words hella over used.
But it takes a lot for a person to contain all these feelings....
Love is that overwhelming feeling you get int he pit of your stomach. When you see someone and... you know that you'll remember their smile, scent, hair style, clothes, eye color, hair color, pretty much EVERY thing about them.
When you like their faults... and don't mind when they have bad days. When you miss them even while they're there with you. When you think about them every second of every day. When all you can do... is tell all your boys about how amazing your girlfriend is.
When you can accept everything about her...
When you know when she's upset, or when she's happy. You know every kind of smile she has. And you can tell when she has that Distinct smile... the one that she

Poems And Rano TghtsI was thirteen when I stopped idolizing my father. It was at this same time that I actually started to hate him as well. It was the summer between my seventh and eighth grade year. I was at that stage in my life where I was unfamiliar with my own body and felt awkward. When you looked at me, I was one of the kids whose arms and legs were to long because their body hadn’t caught up yet. Despite my inability to control my body properly, I was looking forward to this summer more then any other summer in my entire life. My father was moving back in with my family and me. I felt like a sixteen-year-old going out on his first date as I helped him move his things into his room. I would finally have the opportunity to have a real relationship with him, get close to him, learn from him, and love him more then I already did. It was only Wednesday afternoon when we moved him into our house but we already had plans for that Saturday and I couldn’t wait.
I n the beginning we had our mome

Going OfflineI lost someone who I truly love over stupid reasons and for miscommunnication. I guess I need to stop looking for love online.
I am gonna take sometime off here. Just tired of the head games some people like to play. I have always loved you(you know who you are) Fubar is not the place to chat I have told you that over and over.
Will I ever stop loving you? I DOUBT IT! My love for you is so strong. Please remember all the good times we had not the rough ones. The jealousy and telling my close friends(you know who she is) good if I delete my acct.
I will never ever stop loving you. Remember me!
Love you so much but the pain on here is gonna kill me.
Take care. I will always love you. And will always miss you. But I guess it wasn't meant to be :(:(:(:(
To all my friends I will miss you but need to clear my head and think things over.
hugs to all!

Venting...ahhhhh!Twas the week before Christmas,
In the Land of the Eer's.
WVU fans were angry,
And some were in tears.
The cause of their anger,
Was because of a man.
Who had been a hero,
To each WVU fan.
Rich Rod was the coach,
Of their football team.
He had helped them to reach,
For the championship dream.
They believed in his wisdom,
And trusted him too.
He was their leader,
What else were they to do?
All of his players,
Looked up to this man.
They followed his orders,
And stuck to his plan.
They ran the spread offense,
Just as he had taught.
But they soon were to learn,
It all had been for naught.
The Mountaineers were successful,
And they won the Big East.
But little did they know,
That their coach was a beast.
But then came "Black Friday."
When we all were to learn.
That Rich Rod was leaving,
His bridges to burn.
He was going to scUM,
To be their new coach.
Was this the same man,
That they held above reproach?
The coach they had trusted,
Had

Drama!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE WHEN PEOPLE MAKE ACCUSATIONS THEY DONT HAVE A CLUE ABOUT.THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW EITHER ME OR BBG KNOW WE ARE 2 DIFFERENT PEOPLE.BEFORE SOMEONE PUTS OUT A BULLETIN MAKE SURE YOU GOT YOUR INFORMATION RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS PERSON BELOW DECIDED TO PUT THIS BULLETIN OUT ABOUT ME AND BBG.
FOUNDER OF BOMBERS"R"US FOOTBALL TEAM GM@ fubar
BELOW IS THE BULLETIN POSTED..
this gurl put some bad crap about us up some now for what she didnt tell u
bbg stands for her other account boo-boo-godfather and bombs her own contest. on top of that if she cant win she thoughs out the contest.
that to me dont deserve a thing from me i hate lyiers and cheaters and she is one
NOTE FROM BOOBOO
YOU MIGHT HATE LIARS AND CHEATERS BUT I HATE THOSE THAT CANT GET STORIES STRAIGHT AND PUT OUT MISLEADING INFO THAT THEY HAVE NO INFO TO BACK. LOOK IM SORRY ONE OF YOUR BOMBERS HAD TO COME TO ME AND PUT UP A CHALLENGE THAT SHE THOUGHT WAS GOING TO JUST GET PASS BY ME BUT I DON'T PASS DOWN A CHALLEN