I often wonder about the grand scheme of things... where do I fit in? Am I headed in the right direction? Why am I so unlucky in love? Why do I have to work so hard to get things that others get easily? What is the purpose of me being here?......you now get a peek into the life of a fellow who feels held back by invisible chains....curious?

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Poem - The Fight's on

The Fight's on - Anup R

In a crowd and yet all aloneHe stands stillHe's got nowhere to goHe often wishes he had a heart of stoneCoz' he'd not have all these feelingsthat lay hidden .... that he dare not show

He's spent the night wide awakeThinking about everything that's at stakeAnd though life seems to be one big mistakeHe still goes around carrying a smile that's fake

Yes he breathes.... but he's not aliveYes he hurts.... but he doesn't cryYes he bleeds.... but he refuses to dieHis wings are clipped.... but his spirit still flies high

So he gathers all of his mightHe puts on his armor and rushes back into the fightFrom dawn to dusk and all through the nightHe strives for what be believes is right

He's still praying....for the revealing....of the one for whom he's been waitingfor a lifetime of belonging

----This poem may not make sense to most. But, it does to me.... :)

Basically, the guy feels lonely and is searching/praying for his soulmate... the one who'll complete him... who'll complement him...who'll love him for who he is... with the same intensity with which he loves her... (the rest will be covered in an upcoming article on marriages that I promised a few buddies.... I'm still working on it... I'm still gathering my thoughts on it... and hopefully you should see it some time the coming week....)

Hello:)Thanks for your comment and prayers you said on my blog:) Great poem, and I get it, and here's a {{{{{{{{HUGE HUG}}}}}}}}} from me. Guys you all make it so hard to be human, at least women show our emotions, but then we go too far, and never stop! I guess that's why we need both men and women here on earth. You have a great day! Take care, Elisa:)

@AshAbsolutely... I agree with u totally... as for the support system... I guess we bloggers are one such support system ... we open up our lives to each other... and as all are in the same boat... we naturally empathise with each other....

isuppose i have you to thank. for a long time now i have been reeling with the implications of going public with life on a weblog- and have not been too happy with it. i've decided to go back to my blogger account...guess change is all for the good eh? BTW i did read you comment on the other blog- mmm..messed up, well welcome to the club...i guess i'm pretty messed up as well.

BTW, the peak work season is now upon me... the companies I track have started declaring their results .... so I'll be extremely busy on work stuff ... so postings to the blog will suffer for a while... but I just want u all 2 know that I'll miss u all... when I'm away... So don't forget me....

A special thanks to Amu, for the cool chat I had with her on her blog... and to Keshi... for being the sweet meanie that she is... :) U gals bring out the best in me... :)

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. ... (1 Corinthians 13) The Holy Bible