I love you still! !

Standing in my thoughts
hiding and runing in my own mind
still I see me from a distant,
between your laughter and my tears,
the past consoling me
from wounds the future
may make with its spears.
From that distant turbulance,
the motion of your lips made
the past runs to me from a distance
brings before me your stance,
why it, be my love's lance?
I love you still

Far at the end of a road
leading to no where
anothers man's name beckons abroad
separating me from my gold
like an old man from his old age
his faith from his wisdom
but not into a younger age
nor to death's rage..
Yet I love you still.

somewhere in the threads of my mind
I see you in this man's arms
smiling in similar arcs
of pleasure of my charms,
my eyes saw you ripping my words
apart
like they meant nothing but they did
and still mean
I love you still.

You tell me that you are not,
you are to another
but my mind sees me and you
together,
a dream you draw life from.
However, I love you still.

You speak a reality of doom
love to its end
and a man to whom
my mind protests because
of uncertainties in your voice cause
yet on your lips he lives
and on them I die,
but I love you still.

I love you still
even though you set on him
like a sun behind a hill
I love you still
I love you
I cry because I love you
tears run down my cheeks
not from my eyes
but a place
where you and him
live on my mind..on your lips
YET I LOVE YOU STILL! !