tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-21374189949569972812014-10-07T02:59:33.424+02:00Change or no ChangeSir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-70322944220409528552012-10-31T14:27:00.000+01:002012-10-31T14:27:04.924+01:00<div style="text-align: center;">Vill inte vara ensam</div>Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-55820655321108742802012-10-23T22:12:00.001+02:002012-10-23T22:12:50.834+02:00Good evening dear imaginary readers.<br /><br />Today I was supposed to do a lot of things, however it all ended up in doing the exact <b>opposite.</b><br />Tomorrow it's dentist time, woop-de-doo. It's 10pm at the moment and I'm as tired as I'd be at 4am, something is wrong with me. I've lost all my time to sleep and I even take quick naps during the days now, I'm either growing old or have another <b>downside </b>of malnutrition.<br /><br />I won't post a picture for this day, simply because my eyes look like red shit.. Yes, red shit.<br />The tired me seems to have developed a new color of red and it's in my left eye. Rather fascinating if you don't care about the person having it, I <b>don't</b>.<br /><br />When I wake up tomorrow I'll try and play some bass again, with the goal to be as good as I once was. If we're (I'm) lucky, my hand won't interfere and hurt more than a hammer in your crotch.<br /><br /><br />Cheerio.Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-89141172145879924812012-10-22T01:13:00.001+02:002012-10-22T14:45:04.798+02:00God damn I'm tired.<br />I'll do this when I <b>wake up</b>.<br /><br /><br />And there we go!<br />Good day imaginary readers.<br /><br />Today I have, so far, applied to a school which'll let me play bass and eat free breakfast for 3 months and pay me 30 Euro a month. <b>Neat. </b>I've called my dentist and a friend who'll cut my hair as well.<br />Very productive by me, oh so productive.<br />I'm off to get some kickboxing done in almost an hour, but before that I should make something to <b>eat</b> and check my mail etc etc.<br /><br />I've been<b> forcing</b> myself to look at what people look like lately. Normally I just pass them by and think or simply ignore however a person might look while I'm <b>wandering</b> around town. But now I've started to try and see what people are wearing and small stuff like.. where they'd place their hands if they're wearing a specific kind of jacket or coat.<br /><br />Ah yes, picture was it.. I'll have shorter hair on the next one, if we're lucky.<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9bVF6SZ3G7A/UIU_jyQPHWI/AAAAAAAAAH0/GKtaZKQVnMA/s1600/DSC_0059.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9bVF6SZ3G7A/UIU_jyQPHWI/AAAAAAAAAH0/GKtaZKQVnMA/s320/DSC_0059.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Cheerio</div>Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-62430042970399703402012-10-21T01:37:00.003+02:002012-10-21T01:37:17.235+02:00Good evening, or night for once.<br /><br />Today has been rather <b>interesting.</b><br />Woke up early, ate breakfast etc etc, did nothing worth mentioning until the evening and then went to a concert with my mother as well as my brother.<br />I do like concerts and considering that I studied as a musician for almost 4 years, I look at things and listen for things that others usually do not. In this case that was not <b>needed.</b><br />The ones who did the sound check before the concert shouldn't work with whatever they're working with, only 1 microphone was working <b>properly.</b><br />The bass-guitar was way lower than everything else and the other guitar wasn't tuned, even tho I saw a guy standing on stage <b>tuning</b> it as I went to sit down. And to top it all off, there was _always_ a roadie running around on stage. Really always. He wasn't sneaky either, he just<b> straight</b> in his back ran around and fiddled with stuff.<br /><br />I think I fell <b>asleep</b> 5 or 6 times during the concert. They even had a 20 minutes break in the middle, which I unfortunately didn't sleep through.<br /><br />So well this was a really<b> interesting</b> day. No picture today, because I'm tired and I'm almost sleeping as I write this. Tomorrow instead.<br /><br /><br />Cheerio.Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-50524462534842636582012-10-19T13:50:00.003+02:002012-10-19T13:50:30.368+02:00Greetings once again.<br />Waking up at 2 am really gives you time to <b>think</b> about a lot, as well as do a lot before the day actually starts. I have been watching series, reading and I've eaten breakfast three times, included the one I'm eating now.<br /><br />Today I'm off to do some <b>kickboxing,</b> with a broken hand. It'll most likely be me ruining all the other muscles &nbsp;to compensate for the workout my hand/right arm is missing. But it'll still be fun.<br /><br />Also, as of today the change will start happening. I will see whatever small things I can<b> fix</b> or make right instantly and then go on to the bigger ones. The ones that&nbsp;require <b>money</b>.<br /><br />I might add something later today, but for now I'll&nbsp;just post&nbsp;today's&nbsp;picture and get changed.<br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-csGiJ7zVTbQ/UIE-Tjso-LI/AAAAAAAAAHk/U6RYRwUtHJg/s1600/DSC_0057.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-csGiJ7zVTbQ/UIE-Tjso-LI/AAAAAAAAAHk/U6RYRwUtHJg/s320/DSC_0057.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />So long.Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-78164487457191138072012-10-18T15:30:00.001+02:002012-10-18T15:30:12.704+02:00Good day my dear imaginaries, if imaginary really is able to <b>bend</b> that way..<br /><br />Today I noticed something. My hand.<br />I've been wearing this splint on it for 1-2 weeks now and things seemed to get better and better. But when I earlier today took a shower, I decided to remove the splint and clean the hand etc etc.<br />That was a<b> bad, bad idea</b>. It hurt so much I seriously considered asking my brother to wash me.<br /><br />The running that I past onto today, will be utterly <b>ignored.</b><br />I think I'll just be happy with making something to eat, take another painkiller and listen to music for the rest of the day.<br />With a little <b>luck</b>, the picture I need for a job has arrived.<br /><br />Oh, and I think I'll do the "1 picture a day" thing after all. So here's me after a very difficult shower, please notice that I need a <b>haircut..</b> or at least I must learn to care about how I look.<br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-yK3YrWygNcA/UIAEOorQizI/AAAAAAAAAHU/YTzwpAplP-w/s1600/DSC_0056.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-yK3YrWygNcA/UIAEOorQizI/AAAAAAAAAHU/YTzwpAplP-w/s320/DSC_0056.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>It's not supposed to be pretty, it's supposed to be me.<br /><br /><br /><b>Cheerio</b>Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-25820418012423733702012-10-17T22:08:00.000+02:002012-10-17T22:08:18.966+02:00Good evening my dear, dear,&nbsp;<b>imaginary</b>&nbsp;readers~<br />A wild guess for what I've been doing today is: Nothing. But that ain't completely true!<br />Today I have been <b>speaking</b> English with a Japanese girl, it was horrible. She should have some credits for being the best English speaking Japanese I've ever met/talked to though.<br /><br />My father asked me to run 11400 meters today. I passed that onto tomorrow instead.. I might wake up at a proper time if I'm lucky and then I can get out and run.<br /><br />Should I perhaps start travelling again? Or maybe just go somewhere and <b>stay</b> for a few months, get to know people and then leave as things are looking like I'll settle down.<br />I honestly can't see myself with a home of my <b>own</b>, where things are working out. Maybe I'm just the type of person who's meant to be miserable and after a long while get a home which I despise in loneliness until I finally take my own life.<br />It's worth a thought.<br /><br />Cheerio.Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-90250186600729375482012-10-16T08:59:00.000+02:002012-10-17T04:37:33.057+02:00Good morning <b>imaginary</b>&nbsp;readers.<br />I'm going to take back what I said about sleeping early and getting up early, simply because I didn't sleep this night either.<br />I did get a one hour nap in the middle of the day, I guess I'm really getting back at my old "do not need more than 2-3 hours for 2-3 days". Interesting, at least for me.<br /><br />I wonder what I should spend this day on.<br />I could help my brother clean the house, and then wave him off as he goes to eat vegetarian dinner with my mother.. But that wouldn't really take all day and I still have loads of <b>time</b> after he's gone.<br /><br />A long bath'd be nice. I'm not completely fond of water and if I do fall asleep in it it might a tiny bit... <b>troubling</b>. But hey! might be fun!<br /><br />I'll just do like earlier and come back <b>later</b>&nbsp;with whatever nonsense I've done today, or whatever nonsense I haven't.<br /><br />Cheerio.<br /><br />Edit: I went to <b>sleep</b> in the middle of the day and got out of bed at 4am.Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-17015707991545426412012-10-15T02:17:00.004+02:002012-10-15T22:10:23.774+02:00Good, very early, morning.<br />It seems that I went for the long sleep.<br /><br />As of today, I'm going to give up on the studying I've been doing and try to.. <b>Get a job</b>.<br />Seeing as my hand still is broken in four places, it might be a tad difficult to get an employment just anywhere. But that'll be something to notice after a few "No"s here and there.<br /><br />I'll simply be back later<b> today.</b><br /><b><br /></b><b><br /></b><b>Now that I'm back. </b>I've had a meaningful day of... Just kidding, nothing happened today and I've just been walking around home.<br />Tonight I won't sleep as late as I usually would, and I'll make sure to get out of bed not later than 9am. Maybe then I'll be able to focus the day on things I ought to do. Job, health, food etc etc.<br /><br />Today I found out that I (seemingly) have a bit of money on a until now secret, only to me, bank account. I think I'll use this little economical boost to get myself as well as things going.<br />I do after all have a lot of things to buy. Such as clothes, mainly shoes.<br />Now I'll withdraw, read or watch a film and then sleep.<br /><br />Cheerio.Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2137418994956997281.post-539853123001188782012-10-14T06:26:00.000+02:002012-10-14T06:26:03.628+02:00A Fresh StartAs this is the first post in a freshly created blog, I guess I should name its purpose.<br /><br /><b>I'm changing myself back to how I was.</b><br /><b><br /></b>Sounds lame, but I'm also going to tweak a bit on things.<br />Now, none of the (imaginary) readers know how I used to be. But that's just fine, because the main purpose is changing, not changing back.<br /><br />I've been thinking about whether I should start take a picture on a daily basis and post it here as well, to see if there is any difference after a few days, weeks or months. But I might just suffocate from thinking that everything's just a huge ego-bomb. We'll see..<br /><br /><b>Anyhow.</b><br />Since it's 6.22 AM as I'm writing this, I scarcely believe that I'll be able to post "stuff that happened today" or "this is what I'll be doing this week" oor "I'll be aiming for this, because.."<br />So I'll just be back after a long sleep, or after a short sleep and some grocery shopping.Sir Vitthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17284602134446844891noreply@blogger.com0