Thursday, 26 July 2012

Bored...

This word is over-used but I
think it applies to the way I feel at the moment. I’m just stuck in no mans
land, waiting for Uni. I rarely venture out of the house now partly because I
have nothing to do and also the painkillers mean that I want a nap at 4. To sum
up my mood, I keep having these weird Out of Body Experiences as if the lights
are on but I’m not home. I am in no frame of mind to prepare for Uni or
anything.

I’m not just fed up socially
but also the ongoing problems with my spine. The surgeon phoned yesterday and
booked me in for an assessment. Really, I just want them to operate ASAP
because it’s delaying the inevitable. However, I agree with my dad who says
that their lack of urgency shows it’s not dangerous and this op may not be as major.
Hopefully anyway.