So I think I’ve decided that I do want to transition to female... my brain has always identified as such hopeless romantic damsel in distress and I have always been drawn to powerful female characters like #Blackarachnia thank you @iamcreesummer and #ProjectAlice from @residentevil. I’ve also always appreciated gorgeous woman who are into more “masculine” things like comic books and tattoos. Trying not to feed into stereotypes but it’s a hard thing to do when a man is expressing why he identifies as female... honestly I love the way they dress carry themselves and seduce... I know that’s not what being female is about but it is a lot more fun being feminine and flirty as a woman than it is as a gay man. I also strongly believe in the women’s movement right now... #MeToo #EqualPay and not being objectified... I have always marched with my fist held high in the air particularly shouting with women to be heard. While I know it’s cliché to boy bash as a feminist but there are a lot of self important dicks out there regardless... I’m not interested in changing their minds but empowering women to be fearless.
Anyway I hope my family and friends understand my passion behind this decision... it’s a lot more complicated than just wanting to wear a pair of #RubySlippers without being scoffed at 😉 I’m going to start growing my hair out in July but I have debt I want to pay off first before I REALLY start to transition... so this will be several years down the line which will be enough time to get my hair grown out.
Attached are the gorgeous powerful and strong woman I’ve always found to be beautiful my entire life... hopefully I’ll get the chance to have some reconstructive surgery done on my face so people can finally see who I feel they’ve always been talking to... my true face lies somewhere within this group of beautiful women. I’ve always found #EasternEuropean heritage to be striking feminine stunning and strong and I feel like you can see those traits among these women.
Shout out to @oliveracedavis @alionsfear @candiscayne for showing me that being trans is beautiful and possible. ♥️👑- Blackarachnia #Lavigne *3rd pic is #MelindaClarke #metoo #melindaclarke #lavigne #queen #projectalice #easterneuropean #blackarachnia #equalpay #rubyslippers