i sit heredysphoria within meplaguing me like a sicknessi wish everything they said was truebut people are peopleand people liethere's nothing i can doabout the lies people makethe lies that tell me anything is possibleshould be replaced withthe truth that life is life and that you don't get what you wantthe lies that tell me to dreamshould be replaced withthe truth that dreaming gets you nowhereand dreaming can hurtand the lies that tell me to pursue my hurtful dreamsshould certainly be replaced withthe truththat being anything i want from a figment of imaginationis not possibleand that the world lies.

it's not fair how the world and society itself feeds us lies when we're childrenwe grow up with this mindset and get crushed when we find out we have to make moneyand do this until we're old.

what's funny is thatthey tell youyou can do anything in lifebut when you tell themwhat you want to dothey laugh at you and sayyou don't have the tiniest chancepeople themselves are hypocritesit seems that ifyou think you can do anythingyou're a fooland don't deserveto ever think anything of the sort