January 28, 1994 – Friday – 9:59 p.m.

Wednesday night and Thursday night I stayed at that house in Bonlee and watched those two boys.

At church Wednesday, Tenielle gave me a letter and Jenna told me that she mailed me hers. I got it on Thursday.

I talked to them a little bit, but then I left. I went to church alone that night.

Since I’m going to college, my mom has been seeking better employment than her job at Dr. K’s. Dr. K didn’t like her looking for another job, so her let her go. Now my mom is without a job, but I know God is going to give her something better.

Thursday night, I called Jenna from the house in Bonlee; it’s not long-distance from there. Tenielle was asleep so I talked to her for about 40 minutes. I also called Scott. He’s not mad at me, but he is upset with some other people. I don’t know all the details.

Ryan got braces. She looked better without them, but she’s still my buddy. My friend who doesn’t pass through my mind as much as she used to. It’s weird, I thought I would never get over her. But I did. I also thought I would marry Veronica. It just goes to show you that every time I meet someone I think, “Oh, this is HER!” When, in reality, it’s just another greeting and farewell.

It’s all an ever-changing wind that follows me wherever I go. One that will flow with me until I am free.