Waking up bawling from...

Horrible dreams. The last couple weeks consistently i have had dreams of my husband flirting with other women and kissing them. They are all gorgeous and skinny and of course I'm pretty big and 8 months pregnant. My husband would never cheat on me. I know that! i know he has never been unfaithful and never would so why do i keep dreaming these dreams. Is it because I'm having body reflection problems? i hate waking up feeling as if it had been real and then realizing that it was just a dream. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I just don't know where they are coming from. In my dream he always seems surprised by the fact that I'm hurt by him doing that. Hes always like its just a kiss. or i was just having fun.... His face his body but not his words. he would never say those things. I'm just losing my mind. Maybe its lack of sleep or something. anyways I'm done for now just wanted to put it out there to see if anyone else is feeling this way and dreaming weird things like this.

Im so glad im not the only onr consistently waking up in tears. My nightmares have to do with my ptsd though. Not from military but from a previous relationship that turned very violent very quickly resulting in miscarriage, stalking, and my house nearly being set on fire by the psycho with my family inside. I was supposed to have seeked counseling then, but i wss young and naive to thinking i could forget. Im actually considering it now because i know this isnt healthy for my baby girl. If youd like to talk it out and see if that helps feel free to pan me. Im good at helping others through things like this. Just not myself lol.