I am going to say something, that you may not like, so I apologise at the outset.

There is nothing called as writers block, it is just our inertia to write, and the only way to overcome that is – you guessed it to write everyday. Which you aren’t doing and that really breaks my heart every time I come here.

As far as the poem goes, it is brilliant, and you have described your emotions so well. This is most of us, when we are unwilling to write and unforgiving with our writing. Its beautiful Sam, the way you write. Please write more often. Please