Poetry and musings on life

EVENTUALLY

I seek faith,
But instead find fear,
This must be wrong.
For God sent me here .
it’s to him I belong.
Unworthy I may be.
A haunting knowledge of
why faith has deserted me.
What is the reason?
Was I a Christian only
For the season?

Despite these doubts
I hold to prayer,
Sure to eventually find
That God will come and seek
Me where,
I try to live with Christ in mind.
For he is gracious; he is kind.