Time flies! Yeah I just started realizing it last year, because of all the decisions I had to make about: What college to go to, what do I want to work towards to what I want to be in the future(Career), started to realize that time goes in an instant >.< And then when I started working too(seriously working. I was working before this, but I would almost never show up, because I had the chance to do so..) I realized how everything works :p I guess I'm growing up -.-

Definitely, being a senior in High School really made me think about the future and how I'm going to feel about things when I'm like 10 years older, because it seems like at this point the years are starting to speed up, which kind of scares me.

I swore early on to never grow up. I knew I'd get older, just as we all do, but growing up in only the ways I wanted to was entirely my choice. Considering I'm fairly happy, making progress on my first board game, and in a great relationship, I think I'm doing well overall.

I got my first gray hairs at 18, so that's the point I knew I was starting to feel "older". Though my body may feel older than it should, that's because of health issues, and not my mental state.

I don't want to sound dystopian because i'm not that old, but i'm starting to feel those little aches that you hear older people complain about.

I've stupidly abused my body for years and it's finally starting to catch up with me. My knee aches when I wake up in the morning, my back is sore if I sit still for more than 30 minutes, I can't throw anything overhand with any degree of strength without straining my shoulder (I used to be able to throw a football 30+ yards through the air), and I put on weight a lot easier than I used to. It's starting to look like I hit my physical peak 2 years ago and if that ends up being true i'm really going to be annoyed.

Sadly, it was when I actually started to do that thing you do when I grew up....what is it called?
Oh OH! I started to think for myself. Then I looked around me and realized I actually matured. Somewhat.
It happened to me a bit after graduating high school and realizing my paycheck was no longer just misc. money.
It became BILL money...T.T