I've barely said anything at all. There are things that I've got to hide. Maybe you wouldn't understand. Maybe it would be too much for you to handle. Maybe I should just give you a chance. I've crossed the line I set for myself. I've gone over my boundaries. The walls of pity are gone. I've moved on. You have every right to question me. Instinct prevails in the shadow of dark memories. But trust me when I say it's okay. I'm not going anywhere. Trust me when I say it's alright. I have no desire to leave. Confusion is the worst thing sometimes. It often eats me away. It's not brought on by you. It's just that fear that lingers inside. Please accept my infinite apologies for making the road a little rough. The best things in life are worth looking for. You've done so much inside of me. You've shown me life is still worth living no matter what. You've shown me so much like how to let out a smile when all I wanted was to cry. I thank you with all I have.