STOPTHECRAVING
Thanks for your comment! I keep forgetting the identity check. I remember freaking out when I was in college because all of a sudden guys were checking me out and I had no idea what to do with that attention. I gained.

In my older years, when I lost that 25 pounds, I allowed myself to get waaaaaay too hung up on the size of my clothes. Depression set in and weight came back on.

Hopefully, this time, I will learn. I will be better due to feeling better, and I won't allow myself to stop that feeling.