Regardless what people may think of me, I went into this movie thinking I would like it. With that said, I liked it, but then I didn’t. Or that’s at least how I felt last nite. Leaving that movie left me with the biggest feeling of confusion….which now that I think about it is just like what New Moon did.

Which I was gonna try my hardest to keep Twilight away from this review, but it really did. Sleeping on that feeling I think I’ve come to the conclusion that the reason why I liked it, was because I liked the music…..alot. Seriously I’m listening to Cherry Bomb right now

The movie as a whole to me felt like they were going for a ‘Monster’ (info/trailer) type of feel. A sorta lesbian bound between Cherie Currie & Joan Jett. But with how the movie was edited/written confused the hell out of me. It was like they wanted you to emotionally connect to that bount, but then in the blink of an eye they didn’t, they wanted you to connect with Cherie’s horrible home life & drug problems.

It was just confusion in the sense that you can tell Dakota Fanning was the lead in the movie, but midway through it the editor/writer was struggling to keep Kristen in it just as much, even when she doesn’t need to be?

I really don’t know how to describe it, the movie to me was a half assed explained confusing story about how The Runaways began & ended + a few side dishes of what was going on with Cherie Currie’s life during it all.

The singing wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be, but I was completely surprised at how much Dakota UNDERacted in this movie. It felt like she was holding back alot of emotions in alot of key scenes, which really bothered me, because Dakota is a great actress, but I feel maybe this role was maybe too intense for her at the age she’s at?

Just seemed like the early stages of what I believe Christina Ricci used to suffer from, which was that child actor-acting. This movie is pretty much the testing the waters into prolonging your career into adulthood for Dakota and I really think she held back alot with it

Kristen Stewart on the other hand was alright as Joan Jett. Bless her for cutting her hair that way, because her bangs distracted you from her blinking a million times, which she didn’t seem to do alot in this movie, but who knows lol. Haha ok poking fun aside…….you could tell with her acting that this role meant a great deal to her. So much so that it seem like she was over doing it.

Maybe that has something to do with the rumor of Joan Jett making Kristen cry after yelling at her about being a shitty actress? We will never know, but her acting in this movie seemed pressured to me, which again is understandable with trying to cut loose from the Twilight shit and having Joan Jett on set every day….hovering. But again her acting in this movie falls back on the fact that she pretty much acts like herself in all her other movies….again. This one being different because she has that crazy black 70s hair, rocking on her guitar and has a bit of a what……Jersey accent?

It was frustrating for me to watch her (but not as bad as it usually is) because there were so many different parts in the movie where there would be a GLIMPSE at the actress I know she could be & it would make me yell in my head, ”SEE! I KNOW U HAVE IT IN YOU!” and then she’d fall right back into being Kristen. But overall she is improving, which IS GOOD, but she’s young so I can’t really dog on her. I just wish people would stop praising her like she’s fucking Michelle Pfieffer or something *shrugs*

Over all the movie seemed like it lacked a sober writer & editor, because scenes didnt seem to flow well or were explained well enough not to ask “wait, what the fuck is going on?” – But I’m sure every kstew fan will love it regardless because it’s her playing a badass like all her fans think she is, haha.

It definately could of been way better, but like I said earlier the music kinda makes up for everything else. It’s a One-Timer (seeing a movie once), so there’s no real rush to go see it – wait for it to be at the RedBox

Sitting in my floor listening to Leilani go off about the letter i got from Jennifer the other day and how she told her certain things in letters she sent Jen and how Jen called her a terd face or whatever in the letter.

I’m starting to get sick with how sleepy I’m getting and the fact that I’m hungry for whatever reason, but I THINK I might be totally packed, dunno but knowing me i’ll forget something.

Me, Leilani & Katie are leaving for Los Angeles, California at 6:50am and should be there around noon their time. We’ll be there for a full week so if you’re in the area you should totally hit us up on our phones or twitters

I don’t know how often I’ll be blogging, but I will be twittering as often as possible. So make sure to follow me on twitter to keep up with me on this week long trip in California for the New Moon Premiere – http://www.twitter.com/am13er

IN OTHER NEWS….

The RobSten (fans of the Rob & Kristen relationship) World was on fire today when these pictures were posted up and I freaked the hell out. Some of you should know that I’m not a fan of this relationship for my own retarded reasons, but I’m not an asshole enough to admit when you can tell if there’s something there………and I don’t see anything here.

The reason I freaked out was because EVERYONE around me was pretty much falling in love with how ‘cute’ this picture was of them holding hands, first of all they’re not holding hands, she’s looping her arm through his and pulling him close. Kinda like this….

Yet no one claimed she was dating Taylor when this came out or Nikki Reed for that matter…..lol.

But anyways, the whole buzz was that Rob & Kristen got caught holding hands on their way to their plane to leave Paris and then changed it into just looped arms.

Back to WHY I was freaking out……..when these pictures first were posted I felt it was like me against the world with not seeing what everyone else was seeing. Its not like I was ‘forcing’ my opinion on anyone or anything, its just I needed someone to take the time to not just glance at the picture and be sold like all the Robsten Fans were doing.

So in turn I felt a little weird that I seemed like the only one that saw it other then what people thought it was.

Then later when my friend @mrsdazzle sent me the link to all the other pictures at Breaking-Dawn.fr I actually analyzed the pictures and came up with what I think is what happened.

It looks like the pictures start of Rob & Kristen walking with their arms looped (well Kristen’s looped into his), which everyone thought they were holding hands first, but to me it looks like her arm was looped into his, and she’s all smiles.

The manager sees the photog, tells them and as the start to cross the path of the photog you can slowly see Kristen (who also had an annoyed face by then) withdraw her arm from Rob’s. In which Rob is laughing, like he could careless about the whole thing, but it annoyed Kristen :-/

But the funny thing is like almost an hour after I came up with that analyzation (sp?) someone posted this moving pic up on Lion_Lamb….

So my conclusion to this is Kristen was looped to Rob’s arm, but as soon as the manager told them about the photog she got annoyed and let go of Rob, who was laughing the whole thing off, because it either doesnt bother him or he thinks its funny because Kristen is annoyed that she knows that that simple gesture she’s used to doing with friends would be taken wrong since she’s doing this to Rob.

Does that make sense?

I hope it does because no lie I am about to fall over asleep, but Leilani is annoying me so much that I’m barely awake, haha.

I think i’m gonna close this since I still need to pack my laptop and I’m really starting to misspell words and shit. So next time i talk to you guys I will be in Los Angeles! So I’ll talk to ya later until then I leave you with these new outtakes from Vanity Fair……

FAVE!

LOLCUTE

Lastly…..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEO!!!!

So I was busy doing some work for the AAR and just overall feeling pretty good about myself because of how productive I was being for the day. I mean I called up a casting agency I was with to cancel it just to find out that they had cancelled it 2 days prior ($50 more for me a month), then I went through some of my phone mail and just being productive.

The one downfall was I had twitter open the whole time and they have this new system where if you leave it on your main page or you @replies page it’ll tell you when there’s a new tweet or what not. So instead of obsessingly refreshing my @ page all the time, I didnt have to, I just left it on the @ page and waited for the tab to say something like “(1) Twitter / @am13er” that meaning I had one reply I hadn’t read yet.

Well it actually ended up helping me get work done since I knew I didnt have any replies and didnt have to refresh the page, well upon refreshing the main page at some point I came across my friend @_beccaspage_ retweeting tweets that looked like were coming from a New Moon Press Conference LIVE.

O_o

I haven’t really been keeping up with the New Moon stuff (and when I say keeping up with, I mean GOING OUT AND LOOKING FOR THE LATEST NEWS) so I had no idea there was a press conference or anything today. Which I also found out today that the press got to see New Moon last nite and alot of people liked it…..which I’ve been saying how good it looks compared to Twilight ever since the teaser trailer was released, but what’s really gonna kill it for me is the acting.

ANYWAYS, so I ended up stopping everything I was doing just to stalk these entertainment news twitters with up to date quotes from the press conference. It was in difference sections, Kstew went first, then the Cullens, then the director, producer & writer; then the volturi (i think); then the wolf pack; then Taylor/FAILcob and then Rob.

All day long waiting around for Rob’s turn, I felt like I was indeed wasting my fucking day away, because I wanted to get off the computer and go finish Twilight so I can start on New Moon, since I know that’s gonna take me weeks to finish, haha man I can’t stand that book, lol.

But then Katie came over to give me the money she owes me for the LA trip which made waiting through Failcob’s interview go by fast and then magically it was Rob’s turn. Everything he said was pretty much hilarious or cute, but it wasn’t until he said this……

…..that I truely felt that I didn’t waste my day away.

Well I did, but that quote made me feel better, because omg we totally need to be friends, like seriously. I mean WHAT GUY admits he has watched Titanic and combines it with trying to be romantic?

A guy like that I need to either:

a)dateb)marryc)be friends withd)supporte) all of the above

The only realistic one of the bunch is of course c & d, but seriously OMG! I’ve only known maybe half a handful of guys that would admit that and/or say they enjoyed that movie. So for Robert to say that, even if it was a joke, just for him to say it – MAJOR FUCKING BROWNIE POINTS.

I also saw a few different video interviews he did for ET, Extra and E! and this is probably my favorite one….

He totally just confirmed that he likes having fingers ran through his hair, look how he’s blushing & I’m sorry but was that an almost jizz in my pants face?!

y/n?

The biggest surprise for me during this whole press conference thing was this awesome Kstew said, which pretty much marks how I feel about how you should live your life (granted i’m failing miserably).

Yea you guys should know by now that I’m not a big supporter of the Kstew, but I’m not a complete asshole, I’ll give credit where credit is due and I really liked this quote from her today

In other news today……

I HAVE LOST MY FUCKING MIND!

Why you ask?

BECAUSE I JUST FOUND OUT/REALIZED THAT LEONARDO DICAPRIO IS FILMING IN CALIFORNIA RIGHT NOW!

And some of you should know that I WILL be in California for the New Moon Premiere, which oddly enough I thought it was funny to book our flight to California on Leo’s birthday (nov 11th), but TOTALLY forgot he was filming Inception (although it was filming in London for the longest) but I juts looked up what movies were filming and saw it was in Pasadena all this week.

SO I’m HOPING that it’s NOT filming next week.

Yea you heard me right, I hope it’s NOT FILMING NEXT WEEK, BECAUSE IF IT IS I CAN NOT FUCKING DEAL WITH THAT.

We’re talking about me possibly seeing my NUMERO UNO celebrity IN THE FLESH EVEN IF ITS FROM FAR AWAY.

BBz, I do not know what to expect of myself, therefore I hope not to be put into that situation…….AT ALL.

The outtakes of the Harper’s Bizaar photoshoot that Rob & Kristen did were posted up today and my boy rpattz is looking fucking good as always. Which you can see all the outtakes at Robert Pattinson Life.

Aside from the annoying photoshoping the photographer/magazine did to some of the pictures and Kristen’s weave track showing, I really like this photoshoot. Like my gurl, Frenchie (@lafemmeluna) said it captures the dorks that they really are, for example….

can we say adorable rob?

I mean how fucking adorable is Robert in that picture and there’s a few others if you go check the 50+ others out where they’re both laughing. Plus this picture looks like one of those fucking pictures the highschool couples go to the mall to get pictures done, haha.

Speaking of couples, the one thing I hate to admit it because I know some of my bbz are robsten supporters (i’m not at all) but I just wasn’t picking up the ‘im with him’ kinda vibe from Kristen in any of these pictures. To me it seems like Rob is totally comfortable with being all up in her personal space, where is Kristen it doesnt seem like that. For some poses she’ll get close but for just the pose and others it looks like Rob is pulling her to him – sorry bbz

So it just came off as a “we’re really good friends” kinda vibe, because I know with alot of my guy friends I was ok being that close to them and such, because we weren’t attracted to each other at all and we were really good friends – so if anyone EVER wants to say I’m jealous of Kstew, you can say I am because she’s good friends with rpattz

Pics like this one has gotten me thinking Kristen should think about modeling more then acting. I’m sorry guys but her acting is just horrible! But she takes really good pictures even if alot of them are the same facial expressions =-/

When I saw these pictures on my phone as I was leaving work today, I couldn’t really see much on my small ass screen, but I’m telling you now that I am in love with this picture right here….

i LOVE LOVE LOVE this pic, jsyk.

…but it’s more or less because of the artsy-ness of the photo, being who it is makes it better for me. Robert looks good, what he’s doing is fucking cute and just ugh to Kristen’s expression, but we won’t go there. I was joking earlier that if one picture could sum up/describe what I THINK a relationship between Kristen & Robert would be like – that it would be this picture, haha.

He adores her and Kristen could obviously careless, haha I’m sorry but that’s how I think it would be, if they were ‘together’ *shrugs*

So that’s my opinion on this photoshoot (not that it matters) – i liked it, it’s really cute, but like i’ve been saying all along that I don’t think they’re dating, they’re just really close – think Kate Winslet & Leonardo DiCaprio (two people WHO SHOULD BE TOGETHER – OMG DONT GET ME STARTED).