Saturday, October 16, 2010

Laugh it off let it go andWhen you wake up it will seemSo yesterday, so yesterdayHaven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wannaYou can act real tough - if you wannaYou can say you're tornBut I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for meWhen you started to ignore meDo you see a single tearIt isn't gonna happen hereAt least not today, not today, not today'cause

If you're over me, I'm already over youIf it's all been done, what is left to doHow can you hang up if the line is deadIf you wanna walk, I'm a step aheadIf you're moving on, I'm already goneIf the light is off then it isn't onAt least not today, not today, not today"

- "So Yesterday" by Hilary Duff.

the song says it all :') i don't think there's anything more that anyone could ever say or do to reverse the effect.broken hearts are not elastic,once shattered they won't be the same.sya was right.

"budak a_au_ memang heartbreakers".i'm not gonna fall for anymore of your nonsense,hit the road buddy.nice knowing ya.we could still be friends but don't get your hopes up too much that we're gonna be as close as before.from this day onwards,i've learnt my lesson the hard way day after day and i'm tired of the same old routine sayings and so-called 'love scenes'.it doesn't exist,never have never will.i'm DONE.time has come for me to grow up and realise that i'm gonna die an old bitter woman with 13 black cats,love is just not my thing.i may have a lil bit of brains,self-esteem,musical skills,creativity and such,but not love.love does not exist in my vocabulary,it's too subjective for proper definition and too overrated to be bothered.why do i even try?you're not mine so be it,but why are you treating me as if i'm yours?do you think i love the feeling of being owned unless it's for a joke?come on man,you know better how fragile my feelings are don't you?or do you not care at all?who gives a damn,if it's not meant to be then it's not,i'm gonna have to accept that for the 3rd time and just move on.there's more to life anyway :) look,i'm gonna let you go,once and for all,and if you need me,let me know because i'm tired of waiting or rather,in the words of Enrique Iglesias,i'm tired of being sorry for myself.it's about time...good bye,if not forever then for now.