So it is fucking ON. There will be carnage, mayhem, glory. Human sacrifices.

Check in time bitches! Kilo, you take the conn...

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I am the truth, my true essence, my true masculine self ; I am the love, the happiness, the warm hunger and lustful passion of a rich and giving life ; I am the liberator of will, the light bringer, the adventurer and fulfiller of dreams ; I am the brave challenger who faces fear to stand and fight, to reap the glory of victory and the heroism and growth of valiant defeat, never at a loss ; I celebrate in the joy, the sweetness and the divine presence of every living moment in my life. - The Champion That I Am ***Get in the FIELD guysNathan BC Alum

First meet up at bar, no drinking for me, health is a focus now. Some cute girls, didn’t approach.

Club. Some approaches (all very hot), nearly all blowouts, a few decent responses. As I’m getting deeper and deeper inside my head Mathias says it’s time to change venue. Very good call.

First bar, a girl from my class (hot) stops me, but she’s on her way out. Nothing else happens.

Second bar, one very cute girl and her friend enters. She’s approached by some dude right away. I stay back, he leaves I tap her on the shoulder as she walk by, she stop and smiles, but I hesitate. POOF GAAAAAAAAAWWWWN!!

Third bar, a mixed group. Go in to cute girl, she’s a little drunk, goes ok at first, but dies after a few minutes when I start hesitating. Oh and the friend was a total bitch.

Fourth bar, Mathias displays some good game.

Some drama happens, the people involved can tell you that story.

GOOD
- Approached.
- Showed up.
- Changed venue when not feeling it.

THINGS TO IMPROVE
- Have a clear plan and goals before going out.
- Step the fuck up! Don’t play not to loose.
- Play to win.

This post purely for educational purposes... for any of you pop culture retards out there, you know who you are...

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I am the truth, my true essence, my true masculine self ; I am the love, the happiness, the warm hunger and lustful passion of a rich and giving life ; I am the liberator of will, the light bringer, the adventurer and fulfiller of dreams ; I am the brave challenger who faces fear to stand and fight, to reap the glory of victory and the heroism and growth of valiant defeat, never at a loss ; I celebrate in the joy, the sweetness and the divine presence of every living moment in my life. - The Champion That I Am ***Get in the FIELD guysNathan BC Alum

Start at Fridays, have a beer to celebrate the celebration. Go to Berns, like 5 guys in the bar of which a few are personnel chilling out. Chat w them and have some fun, but not really what we are looking for.

So we go to södermalm where the social desert fag fest continues. Nice area of the city, don't go here enough. However, same thing here. Go bar hopping a bit. I end up opening like the only girl that was approachabe. She is sitting down, so I talk to her and sit down with her. Tell her a story about how one of the nearby tower buildings is really a gigant phallos, and how the amputatation of the upper third of the planned phallos was a symbol of the masculine oppression of Swedish society. I elaborate and we have some great fun and gags (no pun intended).

Zebra shows up and he sits down as well and we get him into the conversation. There is more sexual talk. This was a cool girl. She starts to tell us about how she is on a sex absence mission for a full year, how she only has 2 months left but how penetration does not count if the fucking is not completed. I move so I sit next to her and start explaining about the birds and the bees, what penetration really means etc. Big laughs and fun, I tell her that I would dump her if she did that shit to me. Her two hot friends show up, but Zebra and me keep taking turns to load up the first girl with conversation. I spose we should just have interrupted the other two girls and brought them into our world instead. Would have been a stronger move. However, it was mostly a social fun setting conversation on a slow night we where up to. It felt right then, but then maybe anything could be questioned.

During this time Kilo and Jibber has talket to two other girls somewhere else, dunno what happened there. We all later leave and go to another empty bar and end up just hanging out shooting the shit.

SummaryI had fun. Like I really focused on having fun, and it was a good step forward.

One down, more to go.

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I am the truth, my true essence, my true masculine self ; I am the love, the happiness, the warm hunger and lustful passion of a rich and giving life ; I am the liberator of will, the light bringer, the adventurer and fulfiller of dreams ; I am the brave challenger who faces fear to stand and fight, to reap the glory of victory and the heroism and growth of valiant defeat, never at a loss ; I celebrate in the joy, the sweetness and the divine presence of every living moment in my life. - The Champion That I Am ***Get in the FIELD guysNathan BC Alum

Wed - D2Start at Fridays. Meet up w the guys. Kilo is being recognized by the bar crew as "the water guy", funny celebrity stuff.

Sit down outside and shoot the shit. Two couchsurf girls and their gay friend shows up. They where in town and wanted to go out, so I invited them along. They are positive fun german girls, but the girl that I was in contact with tries to test me with some lame complaints and I just laugh and make fun of her token bullshit. Forget that girl. ;P Then she says something hilarious, she felt like this TGI Friday's bar was very posh, and that she did not feel she fit in. I did not take her serious at first, thought it was some more bullshit she just threw out there, but she was.

This is fucking funny, because of all the bar's near the club district this is probably one of the most low key and non posh bars you could hope to find. Well, then you might not love the club we are going to later, it will be more posh than this. We take them with us to the Opera as we leave, but predictably they don't want to wait in line to get in. That was probably for the better, because I doubt they would have had any fun.

Anyway, we go in. Pretty good crowd for a wedn. 4 consecutive days of working out. I feel positive and full of energy, hit set after set. Feel good. This is what I have been missing. Energy + full focus on having fun.

Have a few good sets and do some bold moves, like stopping girls and just going super direct. Also just chill talked w a hot and fun girl for like 25 min. Deep and wide rapport stuff with some escalation and group stuff mixed in. Read Alexander's article on rapport before going out, and I could definately improve here. I loved that view on what rapport is and why it builds trust, made a lot of sense to me.

Talk to some more girls and goof around w the boys, more than me and Kilo we have both Jibber and Whorelord in attendance, among others. Quite a crew, felt very positive.

Kilo and me decide to try a few other venues to mix it up, so we leave to hit some bars. Go to two bars that are basically empty, so we use the opportunity to eat the nuts I brought. Gotta have them nuts baby!

Hit another bar where we start to challenge eachother. Kilo say's I should step it up, well if you talk the talk you better walk the walk I tell him. Baam, he is in set. Really cute girl, hooks her right infront of two watching chodes orbiting her wo having the guts to open. Half the bar is watching and expecting him to get blown out, but she likes him and things look good - until she sits down with her friend. Dunno what happened there, it looked good.

Go to soap bar. Now Kilo challenges me to "step up and show how it should be done". I am already in a great mood. Three girls leaving the bar to go outside. I grab and stop the last one, hold her firmy in place infront of me as I open, super giggle together and keep talking about whatever. Then lock in and pull her over. Probably looked better than it was. There was good attraction, but she never mentally left the concept of "me and my friends where on our way out, so I must follow them". We talk for 6-7 minutes, good fun convo. There is "value", but I still can't get her to forget her friends, so after a while she leaves.

Time is up, work tomorrow. On my way out I pull her out of her group where she is standing smoking, give her a hug and then leave. Did not take her number because it would have flaked.

SummaryHad a lot of fun. Real deep focus on Me Having Fun. This is my primary goal for the whole 30 days here. Made me feel more at ease and a lot lighter, and thus things came easier. Keep bringing out the fun first, then as that is completely out I can focus more on closing in various forms, but not before that. Fun comes first.

I sense the teasing playfulness is about to come back at full strength, which should be good - when that shit is turned on it is one of my strengths. I haven't had it for a while.

There is still some "mechanics" to what I am doing at times. Guess you can call it a form of rusted quality. Let all that go and replace it with full congruency. Should not be too hard.

Awesome teamwork with Kilo!!! I fucking LOVED the small challenge stuff in there as we had gotten warmed up a bit, it was a clear positive for this night.

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I am the truth, my true essence, my true masculine self ; I am the love, the happiness, the warm hunger and lustful passion of a rich and giving life ; I am the liberator of will, the light bringer, the adventurer and fulfiller of dreams ; I am the brave challenger who faces fear to stand and fight, to reap the glory of victory and the heroism and growth of valiant defeat, never at a loss ; I celebrate in the joy, the sweetness and the divine presence of every living moment in my life. - The Champion That I Am ***Get in the FIELD guysNathan BC Alum

Me and Mattie-boy decide to go to a free rock consert thing. We hit a bar first around 10-ish. Leave for club hosting the gig around 11-ish. When we get there the guards tell us the event is already over, massive fail.

Meet another pick-up guy and we head in to the club anyways. Talk random shit with the guys the entire time there. One cold approach, one bad reaction.

On another note. I've started a healthy lifestyle as well, already I can see and feel the difference. WIN!