all about MEEEEE...

beanizer_05

..simply to express..
a typical human who wanted to explore the sweet and bitter realities of love and life..i know one important thing, that is, IF MY LIFE FAILS, THE WORLD WILL NEVER STOP REVOLVING..it's a hard fact that i needed to swallow..i need to survive..let my thoughts explode before it poisons my system..

xtra-mind blower

xtra-ordinary friend

xtra-hearty friend

you make my day

TY karen!

~thanks karen

lovely awrd

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Here in my virtual world, I met different people, unique personalities..some passed by, some stayed for months, while a few remained closer to me even outside the blog community. We built a virtual world where truest friendship lives. They became a part of my daily routine, a sweet part of my so-called personal life.

"Look Bro, we got more fans!"

At this time, I wanna share with you one of the most precious chapters of my virtual-personal world..

It's all about---

I met one very good friend in bloggers community.

Fewest facts about him:

* I used to call him my "devil-cupid", if ever you wonder how I met my new love, it's his doing. he and his cousin made me realize how I love her.* He's a blogger who doesn't own a single blogsite but a very faithful commentor on my posts and my hon's pieces.* He's responsible of my inbox-overload.* He's my older version, we had the same story.

* He's my big brother.

" Bro, i'm not really small, am i??"

= From the time I met him, I knew I found a clown. Yes, a clown. He wore a big smile on his face, he teased, laughed..my ideal playmate! He played along with me in bloggers. He teased me most often, he even told my should-be secrets!

"Bro! brain freeeezze!!"

"Ok Bro, so this is our hide out..You sure the girls won't find us here??"

= But behind this crazy comedian is a faithful husband, a loving father. Such character every man should possess.My brother found his true love. She was his life. I can attest to how much he loved her. His queen, his bestfriend. He told me his love story several times and he gave me advices of dealing with true love. I admire him everytime he proved his love for her.

Until one day, God took her away. He didn't know she had a heart ailment. She kept it 'til her last breath. She passed away just last month.I felt sorry for my bro. He tried to overcome his sadness and lived for the sake of their kids. He was a strong man. He managed to show he's moving on, that he must move on like any matured responsible man and father.

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I was on a trip to celebrate my birthday with my friends, planning to come back with my pics to share here. I wanted to make a happy post like I used to in this site..but an unknown tragedy happened the day before my bday.

As narrated by a friend (his brother-in-law), my brother was rushed to the hospital. Two bottles of pills comforted him in his longing for his wife. I can't believe it happened. We were just exchanging mails few days before my birthday. He poured to me his grief and regrets. I knew he missed her so much and he can't win her back from God.

Yesterday, a wrong info was relayed to us. I cried upon knowing that my Bro is gone. A certain bad person made us believe Lance was dead. What a stupid attempt to fool us!

His bro-in-law clarified everything now. Lance has a brain damaged and a part of his body is paralyzed. I'm sad of my Bro's condition, yet, I'm happy he's alive and will soon kick that bad a**!!!

I don't know how to explain my sadness of your condition. I used to mislook your messages in my inbox due to my busy routine. I used just to smile on your advices 'coz you put a lot of effort to convince me everyday. I'm sorry for getting mad at those times when you're trying to push plans on me. I was angry but you didn't leave me.Now, I checked my inbox. Wishing yesterday was only a bad dream. I was waiting for your message but you didn't come, I'm disappointed.

I know I hate what you did..and I wish you won't do it again..don't make me super-mad!

**Let this song be a reminder..each of us deserves a New Beautiful Life..we just have to be open

~~this song is specially dedicated to my Hon, Gracey and Big Bro.

Let me just say..

"Will you please wear this Big Bro?"

Beanizer:"For your recovery bro, I'll do a sacrifice,I WILL BE CHOCO-LESS until you get well"(pls recover as fast as possible)