Certain situations have made it more so even if I understand them... the fact that I'm leaving for a long time very soon, and just that I hate to leave the one I love behind... I'm strait up frustrated.

I wish I knew how to take it better. Knowing that I leave soon is bad enough but I'm scared I'm alianating some of those who love me while it happens... lack of communication is probably the key. I just have tried with so many people yet apparently seeing my name on the caller ID is reason enough for a lot of people not to answer.

I've had a lot going on the last month or so and I wish I had someone on the phone who would listen. Apparently though all my friends are too busy with their own lives to be able to trouble themselves with mine. I can't blame them it just frustrates me to no end when I really have no outlet to get things off my chest. I really dont' need anyone who cares in truth I just need someone to listen though I'm mostly too shy about things that are going on to spill the whole truth and just go with it...

It happens my good man. Just remember there are people out here who respect you and wish for the best for you.

I'd kill for a delivery guy who knew how to back up a truck down a peir!! LoL

I saw a guy a few days ago delivering a missle of all things down a peir. He had to go to the back of it and it took him literally 40 minutes to do so.. I swear i could have done it faster even having to learn how to shift a truck.. LoL

It happens my good man. Just remember there are people out here who respect you and wish for the best for you.

I'd kill for a delivery guy who knew how to back up a truck down a peir!! LoL

I saw a guy a few days ago delivering a missle of all things down a peir. He had to go to the back of it and it took him literally 40 minutes to do so.. I swear i could have done it faster even having to learn how to shift a truck.. LoL

I've hauled missles and probably will again. As far as this guy's backing, I won't judge as I wasn't there. Backing a truck is the single hardest skill a trucker learn, and it's never the same twice. Perhaps there was something about it that made it difficult, perhaps not. I've seen some who never really learn the skill correctly and can't back to save their lives, and sometimes even the best of us just have a bad day.

I happen to be very good at backing and even I have some days where it just doesn't go right. It happens. The job is much harder and requires far more skill than most people realize.