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Saturday, December 31, 2011

December is normally is a best time to feast but I've been having some problems with my Jan 2012 schedule. Is really really very angry n very fucked me up, too many unsmooth shit happened. My flight to Sarawak has been changed to a time which does not fit me, & my leave application had been rejected by my boss, flight timing remain pending it makes me cannot apply leave n also cant even buy my return ticket too. I take the trouble to go subang terminal purposely to make the amendment, the staff ask me to wait at home due to he need to make a request to the management, but after few days I called him but he keep saying tomorrow or will call me back in 5 minutes. I already very very rage with fire burning cos all my plans are hanging n the date line is getting very close. At last i dont want to wait the staff anymore, i went there straight away to find the staff again then only on the spot he help me to amend the flight timing, i dont understand why this staff want me to appear in front of him then he willing to amend it for me, i should be very angry & fucking him but i didnt i also donno wheres my fire gone haha maybe anger wont solve problems... after settle the ticket is time for me to apply leave again, eventually i got approved with 2 days leave instead of 3 days leave early on, i event argue with my boss why he dont approve my leave at the 1st place so my relationship with my boss is no more good. Anyway things already happened just leave it to god. I told my family that my boss declined my leave for attend the sarawak cousin wedding, my dad said: if not convenient just canceled the trip. I said: No, i wont, i have decided to go & i wont cancel because of the leave & ticket problem.....sometimes the problem is not u have promised people, the most biggest problem is u have promised yourself, I dont want to give excuse to myself & i dont want to lost faith on myself. i know its stubborn but i just dont care. This kind of issued really mess my christmas up but anyway we still need to thanks thanks thanks.

I even message my friend by saying im very sad. I remember few years ago I called my best friend that I was very sad, I ask him to find me by tomorrow, but when i called him on the next day, He was in the middle of tea session outside & he dint inform me that he is not free & I was so disappointed, so after that time i never tell him about my feeling. This time around I tell my another close friend that I'm very sad please come out to keep me company, straight away he called me up n asked what happened to you, of cos we just talk about the issue for 5 minutes but thats enough at least got someone who listen to me & console me.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Some peoples like to share about their own story, cos they really thought sharing is caring, actually i dont really agree sharing is caring. if u want to care about your friends or love 1, it is so easy. just a simple "how are u honey?" or "how's life my friend?" just that simple. But some of them just bother to tell their story, other than that is non of their business cos they are expert until can teach god what to do. What I've learned from last Sunday mass was: sometimes we just need some quiet time to make our mind clear, just like a refreshment. We need some quiet time to hear the calling: Calling of love. Calling of care. Calling to share from god. Or your friends may have some troubles which want for your opinions, if too noisy or u keep talking is hard to get the message. Sometimes just need a pause or a break so that we can go better & farer. Busy life make us blind, selfish life make us lonely, noisy life make us deaf. If u just living for your job or money u will forget whats the reason of being happy. The saddest things is im very free & always day dreaming. Hope god can directly call my mobile when he got something to tell me. God bless all of us HAHA.

Monday, December 12, 2011

A sincere greeting card from a sincere friends. Thank u with Kavana's song.

When I stepped in da church then I realized AW MAN~ it is time to christmas which i cant deny because of all the decoration is on. Is hard to believe that we are running out of 2011 again, that's mean we still alive HAHA. Firstly gotta thanks my Jesus for giving me another chance to celebrate his mega birthday again. Secondly the most important of cos is we still have a healthy life, thirdly is the peace that we want for every sec. forthly of cos our career which provide our living if not we will hungry until die. Wishing everyone got a very very triple good Christmas & Merry Christmas....

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Most of the modern peoples are using smart phone nowadays, the reason y is because they can play their smart phone whenever & wherever they can. They may sit in a gathering group but all of these people are just busy playing with their smart phone, i cant said they abused the phone, cos Steve Gate created this miracle is for the peoples to play, the games, the apps everything is just to earn money, of cos the online facilities is still the Number 1. Last time they said MSN keep peoples apart, now they said smartphone keeps people in distance. Whatever just remember to hold the hand & connect the people like whats Nokia always say. whatever u want just fly a call, there no need everything in black or white cos our life is living in natural color. We are living in this earth but we are now living inside the smartphone world, we are not Neo inside the Matrix movie. We are no inception. Entertainment inside the smartphone is necessary but do u know that your friends or sibling got something more important to tell u face to face?

Friday, December 2, 2011

Just went to Penang last Friday, all i can show on above is thats all, the rest u may dont want to see it, cos we mess it up again at the closing time. overall the trip is good & safe, all the way to Penang we got company by Lee Hom & Foster The People songs. Raining time is a bit dangerous due to have to see thru the blur mirror. This holiday is relax, i like to drink at the seaside. The dinner is good with Wine & Henessy VSOP, we did met some drunk girls as well at the closing time, Chinese said a wedding dinner got some peoples drunk means that it is a happy dinner. After the hotel lobby of cos it is time to get together into a room, we bough 25 big bottles of beers, but we managed to finish 15 bottles of beers. We drank by playing games. The situation in the room i donno what to say. I only can say that: It was crazy. By the way, when i woke up in the morning i realized i was naked, did i raped by someone or i have raped someone??? I quickly check my ring, mobile, camera all are safe, but suddenly my classmate intercom me: Hey your shoes had left in our room! HAHAHA I have neglected my shoes.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

On Wednesday evening, I was rushing to a bar due to my friends are waiting there. before the chill section on, i went for a quick dinner which was 3 sticks of luk luk around the station 1. Coincidentally I met my ex lecturer, actually i met him before last sat at the North side, I feel like want to pretend I'm not there n go but in the mean time the only 2 customer are me n him so i cant escape, I have to say Hi, how are u, what a coincidence to see u here, thats where the real conversation begun. Although I met him last Sat, we dont have any conversation at all but this time our topic is into another stage, it is about work. i cant believe last time i use to talk to him as a student, now i talk to him as a friends. But in my heart he is still my lecturer maybe i have get used to it, but i like the way he shared his story, he can put his pride down to share his difficulties even though he is my lecturer before, the sharing makes me stay. He said use an Apple laptop as a cash deposit is kinda sad, borrow money from the x is a shame. I asked him why dont u quit teaching since u are so busy, he said my ambitious is become a lecturer that's why until today im still holding on, i was impressed by that spirit, he said last time he need the job n the college kindly offered him, now he refuse to quit is because he dont want to forget the courtesy which people used to offer. My lecturer really a man with feeling & honest is in his hand haha.

I kindly advised him: hectic life to earn money makes no meaning, it destroy your health also destroy your sleep, everything is damaged badly. I started to wonder, everyman use to said we work just to rise our family, if today u work just to rise your bank account's figure, maybe u need to recheck are u out of your direction? i mean if the target u set u have already achieved, that should be a enough for the mean time. if got no satisfaction how to be happy, sometimes i ask my friend why u want to earn so much money they can't really elaborate why, sometimes i want to ask my country how much corruption then u enough? the answer is they never know how to enough, give them a sky also useless.