Well, for me I don't know if its such a happy one since someone very close to me is ill in cancer and it makes my world feel like nothing really matters until my loved one is well again! There´s just nothing I can say or do these days that make me happy cause I am so worried to loose someone I love so much and therefore neither school, music or anything is important at this moment.

Some years ago when I made my songs for SHINE it was the same dreadful worrying and I am so sick and tired of CANCER!!!! I hate you cancer!!! Go f-ck yourself!!!

Ok, sorry but had to write this cause I feel so sad and if I could make everyone I love live forever I would!!!

Take care of the ones you love! Choose the ones you have in your life! Take away the bad ones but hold the nice ones CLOSE and show them how much they mean to you EVERY day! Don't let life pass so quickly so you don't have time to be with your family and loved ones while they are here.

Saturday, November 22, 2014

And hey my dear BFF Niclas Olsson posted an old song we recorded in 2004 or something that I don't even remember and this is a little poppy and schlager (abba sound=) sounding but fun easy demo to fill the saturday=) ENJOY! And thanks Niclas Olsson for posting it sharing an old memory=)

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

So for 1,5 week I´ve been away from school due to duties with my music but today I´m heading over to the university and back to reality=) Next week I have a new exam so time to shapen up and study hard!

But fun to have such different and varied life as I have now, suits me perfectly=)

I also went back to the gym yesterday for the first time in 2 weeks and its because of my sinus infection I´ve eaten antibiotics for. The whole autumn I´ve been ill back and forth and not rested but exercising heavily all the time and my body finally said NO so I listened and took some rest and its been really nice to relax and let my body heal. I believe our bodies are so good in telling us when enough is enough, even when our mind don't understand it. But its important to listen to our bodies and do right choices.

So when it comest to right choices I decided a month ago to stop eating sugar and now also no gluten. This is not to get slimmer but to get a better health and trying to avoid severe illnesses such as cancer. I have cancer in my family and I don't want it so every thing I can try to avoid it, I´ll do. And in school we studied the cells of the body and it says sugar and wheat feeds cancer cells so if that is true its an easy and small thing to do to try to live longer and better.

Every morning I start my day with a green smoothie and I call them pick me up-smoothies cause I always feel so much more energized afterwards. And if you want to see my smoothies and get inspired follow me in my INSTAGRAM where I post them. I also post gluten free, sugar free recipes so if you wanna try this check them out!

But now - time to study before heading to school! So see you soon and don't forget to go and buy some clothes in my vintage store. If you feel something is nice but to expensive send me an email and maybe we can come to an understanding=) I believe in buying second hand myself for our environment and today I´m bidding on two overalls for my boys so fingers crossed!

Sunday, November 16, 2014

Last week I did something that was a bit of a challenge for me but that also gave me so much fun and a new thing to put in my so called "bucket list". Bucket list is a list of things to do before we die so in my list I have some dreams and goals still to do and I try to do them when I can=)

The thing I did is still not something I can talk about but it was about music and I went to Stockholm for the day to do it.

I have decided to challenge myself when it comes to some things in life and one thing is to try and not have so high demands on myself. I am a person who always need to be so perfect and want to be the best and this make me put so much pressure on myself and with that comes a fear of not wanting to do some things where I feel I might not "win".

And another thing with this is that I am afraid of making choices where I will feel that I can't "win" or be the best and therefore I, many times, have stopped myself from trying out something that could be fun or give me new experiences.

This is not something that applies in everything in my life but mainly when it comes to my music and singing and therefore I have decided to take a leap of faith and do stuff I wouldn't do before.

Luckily I have the best family and loved ones who support me and cheer me on so that make it easier=)

So 2015 will be a year where I challenge myself and do new things and I am longing for it!

For some years I´ve been working with RAPUNZEL OF SWEDEN when it comes to having clip-on hair and extensions in my own hair and yesterday it was time to put in long beautiful extensions in my hair to get longer hair again=)

They put in 2 different colors to blend in naturally in my hair and the colors are: European hair 18/60 Scandinavian blond and 613 light golden blond. See color photos from their website below:

And here´s the original photo and then the after pictures=)

Rapunzeldelivers almost to the whole world and you can buy clip-ons to put in for special occations like I´ve had many times for stage. Easy to out on and wonderful hair! Or buy these nail extensions and go to an educated hair dresser to put them in if you dont live here in Sweden=)

Saturday, November 08, 2014

So sorry for my absence but our internet broke down last weekend and as you know, getting it fixed always takes time=( But now we have 5G and so much faster speed! Horray for that!

So, I´ve been so stressed for my exam and that has led to me getting the cold from hell..haha! Like a letter from the post office, stress always make me ill. But I went and wrote my exam and it was big and I don't count on fixing it but I am trying to stop having such high demands on myself, always wanting to be "perfect" in everything so if I fail, I´ll just focus on fixing it the second time. They say most of the students fail this exam so it is a big one. But of course I keep my fingers crossed that I nailed it=)

Tomorrow me and my band are finally starting rehearsals and even if I can't sing so good due to the cold we need to start so the boys can get the songs for Spain=) I am really looking forward meeting the guys since I haven't met some of them but they seem really cool and talented all of them!

Next year will be really fun for me when it comes to singing and early next year I can tell you more about my plans but still a secret. But good times ahead! And a new gig is booked so soon news about that!

So, since I didn't put out any photos of me and Johan´s halloween costumes, here you go a little bit late. I chose a naughty mean nurse (of course=) and Johan a mean doctor..haha! We rocked our cross fit wow in these clothes and boy, I was bloody afterwards but we WON the costume price so it was perfect!

AND I carried Johan on my back several laps running=) I am strong and Pippi from hell as u know!! haha!

I miss exercising but this cold need to be cured so I need to rest it out this time and not go exercise being ill as I sometimes do…=)

ENJOY this weekend loved ones!!

(and now when I have internet I´ll start posting new vintage clothes in my store asap for you to buy=)