Last nite was a bad nite.Had a quarrel with someone and i cant get myself to chill.So i decided to end the misery by punching my toilet door.It was like "no pain at all".After punching it and somehow i realized."Wow dah berlobang", and i look at my knuckle "oh darah".Rase puas hati and then lepak2.Pastu afta 2-3 jam ahhh shit.Da start rase sakit.Jilaka.Pastu malam g ospital.Blah3 my middle and point finger is broken.Shiiitt.Tak la broken tapi moved placed.So kene simen,bagi penyokong and bandage.Shiiiit.

Aku baru menontonnye tadi di ntv 7.IMHO.Series kamen rider ni yg menyayat hati.Ending dia cukup bermakna bagi aku.To those people yg menganggap menonton katun mcm ni adelah bodoh dan tak matang,pada aku.Korang lack of human essences.Its very sad in the last episode.It teach me how to tolerate,to do sacrifice for the others.I maybe not ready for it but if the time comes,when hope become despair,i'll do it whateva necessary to protect my friends and family.It teach me about cheering life and friendship.Which i need this in mylife.

I will provide the english translation later.Cuz im looking foward for it.

Lagu ni aku jumpe while searching for a drama kat tokyotosho.comThis song reminds me all the good and hard times yg aku have been through with my friends.

So.Roughly ape yg aku faham its like :

i remember then i was down u were there to help me.we are like brothers.like pouring water which cant be seperated.so i write this song with my tiny little hands so that u can hear it,cherish it and then remember our good times together.i would like to thank everybody bcoz of them i blah2...dia pun akan bwat bende yg same kalau kawan dia perlukan dia.arigatou-goujiousama ore-wa tomodachi.

p/s : aku ade upload lagu ni for ur listening.please wait while this song is being played.

Pirate King Online - Gateway baru tuk melepaskan diri dari cengkaman Gunbound yg semakin boring dan merapu.Best.Actually this game is about getting the treasure buried around the New Ocean world.So we have to be the best pirate to obtain the secret treasure.I find this game cool.Nice 3-D effects.Nice alignment,nice graphics.

There's 4 types of character that one bole pilih.Lance,Ami,Phillys and Brock? Ye ke? Tah la.Ade jugak several job mcm explorer,swordman,hunter,herbalist,sealmaster for 1st job.2nd job voyager,crusader,sniper and ade 2 lagi tatau.I've been playing with some frens yg quit Gunbound gak seperti saye.I choose to became an explorer.Which specialized in the sea fights and knows how to start an epic voyage.Cewahhh.Baru je main 2 hari.Lvl 40 da tuka pon pade voyager.Now lvling dengan kawan.

I categorized my self as game-junkies.I do all the types of gaming.Online gaming,console gaming,arcade gaming,phone gaming and what ever gaming.Considerable pro at all time with a small price to pay for my gifts.Heres starts the problem.I'll spell it out to you.

ENVY

JEALOUS-NESS

MORON

This.This particular adjectives are belonged to the particular group of people called :

MALAY/MELAYU

It is not about show-off,it is not about bragging and other related-stuff.Im sick of this type of particular groups.Im ashamed to be part of the group.This particular group people just make it worst day-to-day.People jugde.But not personally.But making assumption.And it is called :

STEREOTYPING

which makes non-involved,innocent people get all the bad credits.PERSONALLY including me.Cmon guys.Just a game.Dont need to be like this.I poke u,u poke me and then a fight starts.We do the game not the game do us.Or this type of people are cursed like the ISRAEL since B.C to be envious,to be in jealousy with the achievements of the others.I dont understand at all.And another problem starts.We get high achievements = we will get the credits such as :

poyo

blagak

bajet bagus

sombong

despite of we say anything and do anything that hurts or mock them.We shut = blamed,we speaks = blamed.So IMHO.The problem occurs because lack of moral values in the particular person itself.70% moral values problem.10% cursed like the ISRAELS.20% tired of being a loser in his/her life.100% DEVIL'S WORK.

4/12 - Bday helwa.My other half.MUST buy something for her.Dunno what izzit.Promise her a handbeg -_- tapi aku tak geti beli.Last year bagi dia MS 151-R GUNDAM WING 1:44 scale.Kopak dwet aku T_T.This year handbag.Maybe with a book and gonna have dinner at exclusive restaurant.Maybe candlelight dinner and a bday cake with it =) afta that gonna watch late nite movie and send her back home.P/S : hope i'll get a kiss on my cheek hahah XD

5/12 - MY own bday.Oh im getting old -_-.Dunno what to expect on this day.Last year gets 3 cards.From helwa,fiza and eliza.And surely a box full of choc and present from lalink =D.MakasihPls god stop my age from growing XD haha.

I miss tasik puncak perdane.Di mane hampir setiap petang aku akan melepak ke sane.Baring di atas rumput yg agak lembut.Ade gak org lain yg lepak situ selain aku.After finding the right-spot.I'll sit down,lay back and watch the clouds as the day turn into night and listening to my MP3.By doing this i feel easy,calm.And most important when im doing this im thinking bout somebody.Somebody are i consider half of me.Somebody that give me what i need.Somebody that i could say "make my life complete" other then our god Allah S.W.T.God knows how much i miss her.And i know so do her =]