After writing my story of abuse down on paper my healing process came in many amazing ways. Now I'm passing the pen and sharing my healing process to let all victims know fully recovery is possible. publishoman.wordpress.com

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Unfolding Souls Passing the Pen Campaign Lecture I had a wonderful time August 1st 2017 Cali Style. Everyone has a sad story to tell that hasn’t been told. By Oman McCullough-Fuqua Thanks to Mrs. Carolyn Moore a Mental Health Counselor for the Invitation to speak at the Mental Health Clinic and to the women who listened and participated ❤❤❤❤❤❤💕

I am the Arthur of 4 books. I was born and raised in the San Francisco Bay Area of California. Number 9 of 9 children by the same parents. Every human being has a spirit within us whether good, or bad. I shared my story of abuse with the world through” Passing the Pen Campaign” I created the campaign from my novel Unfolding Souls to talk about the bad spirits I picked up from my abusers and sex partners. After writing my story down on paper I became aware that the things I was doing and the decisions I was making wasn’t my character. I had been living up to the reputation that people had given me. As I begin to find myself in pages and pages of my life story my healing process begin. Today by the grace of God I am fully recovered.

Before I start:

Q 1. Are there anyone who feels uncomfortable listening as I read and talk about my personal abuse? If yes. Why? Usually the women who are uncomfortable are the women who’s been through similar situations and never mentally dealt with their problems or the pain of abuse.

Why are you here? Most abused women will talk to me because there’s no one else to talk to without judgement.

I search the internet on my blog I introduce myself to young and old women that have survived their abuse and don’t want to live still. Some have tried to commit suicide or they are in distress and don’t have anyone to talk to. I share my story and encourage them that fully recovery is possible. It takes a strong person, woman or man to write their story down on paper or blog it out. I will continue to tell my story and continue to help women heal from their pain. I pray for abused men and women to find fully recovery and peace of mind.

I’m here because I was raped at 16 and my rapist got me pregnant. After three months of my pregnancy I was raped again because my first rapist told my second rapist that I was giving sex away. After I had my son I met a guy that I fell in love with and I used him for sex to numb my pain. He began abusing me after I used the word “No” to his proposal to marriage. I tried to leave him, he kidnapped me and put a gun to my head threatening to kill me and then himself. I was given a bad reputation of being promiscuous by people around me. I was feeling to broken to talk up for myself I tried to live up to my bad reputation and continued sleeping with men to numb my pain. Today I know that person I portrayed to be back then was not my character but the reputation people gave me. Today I possess the character inside the woman God created me to be with class and style. I know who I am.

Q2. Do you know when you have been abused you see the world through abused eyes you make decisions through an abused Mine Heart and Soul. The things you do are not your true character.

Q3. Page 24 What age were you when you were abused? A 18 year old blogger asked me that question. Looking back on my time of abuse I would say to my young self; we made it through because of you.

Q4. Page 36. What do you do to escape your anger and pain? Do you use others. Do you do things that has become an addiction? Being addicted to drugs and alcohol only depends the pain and feels like you’re walking around with open wounds. Read from the book starting at page 35

Q5. Read page 247 Why do we bring people in our lives and want them to love us and we don’t love ourselves?

Q6. Page 46 Why are we hard on ourselves and feel we are not deserving of love. Why do we not value ourselves enough to work toward a total healing.

Q8. Are any one of you feeling hopeful about your healing process? If so, after today what are you going to do differently? Live well do your best and stay focus on a fully recovery. Write Your Story down and free your mind from pain. Let go and forgive. Create a happy place in your mind and never let anyone interrupt your positive thoughts.

Q9. Do you believe in a Higher-Power? I am a believer in God. I DON’T LET PEOPLE GET IN MY HEAD. Read Ezekiel 36 and receive a new heart from God. I’m a living testimony that God is real and I have the new heart that he promised.

Thank you to the women who shared their stories and shedded tears. Telling your story is a healthy part of your healing process. You’re on the road to recovery.

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When I was in pain I hit rock bottom. I found myself through pain. I was born into a happy family and I had chose a different direction from what I was taught.

Now that I believe in myself and the way that I was taught. My soul is happier; I found another side of me. A spiritual positive side that celebrates every moment I Live and breathe. I want everyone souls to be happy.

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A mystery thriller. My Sound Track, is a scene in the book where the main character Nandi Blues had been kidnapped, drugged and is hallucinating. As she raps to her kidnappers about getting even. The animals, rodents, and insects around her are feeding off of her body and are high on the substance in her veins. Every creature in the room is hallucinating. Listen to Dungeon Tales Rap From the novel “Masterpiece The Brass Tacks” by Oman McCullough Fuqua #np on #SoundCloud

As I matured over the years. I’ve learned how to forgive my rapist and the people who abused me and the people who broke my heart.

I was able to fall in love and allow my husband to love me back. Before forgiveness I was lost in my pain. Today the pain of being abused is gone.

My healing came after I got rid of the anger, hate, shame, and the unbearable feeling of revenge. Today my heart feels pure and free.

I found I was never lost, God had always been with me. All I had to do was call on him from my heart and believe in Him Trust and have faith.

Today I love life and even if I’m having a bad day. That one moment doesn’t steal my joy. I had to write Unfolding Souls to help you mature and take your life back. Live Love and be Happy.

It’s hard to put your life out there especially when people are used to you being miserable, depressed or chronically shy.

Some people like it when you’re miserable. Some people want to hear that you’re working on your self and be happy for you.

But when you tap into happiness and you wake up every morning happy they stopped listing to you because they don’t believe you. You have tapped into something they don’t have. All the time you were struggling to find peace of mind they thought they were better than you.

I’m going to tell my story whether the haters like it or not. When I hear that I have helped someone; it’s all worth it. My assignment from God is not about me.

My Journey was about learning to never give up. You have to earn happiness inside your heart. Once you’ve earned happiness it will always be yours to reflect to the world.

Helping to heal others is a challenge but I accept the challenge. Through my ups and downs I have a job to do for God.

Unfolding Souls is a must read for any type of healing to take place in your life. If you’re happy or sad it’s something in it for everyone. Motivate your life to the highest natural high. God.

Unfolding Souls is a dramatic story that unfolds the phases of the main character, Jamaica Gold. Her life depicts that of romance, secret addictions, abduction and attempted murder. This compassionate story is filled with inspirational moments that Jamaica dedicates to an abused world. She gives her all, as she explores and defines the character of mental and physical abusers. Jamaica unfolds confessions in poetry and notes to her readers. The world around her unfolds and Jamaica Gold unfolds her deepest emotions about love and living life as a victim of conspiracy and sex crimes and being attacked by one abuser after another. She always found herself picking up the pieces of her shattered life. Jamaica Gold saw the world through abused eyes. Her decisions were influenced by an abused mind-her poor heart assassinated. Jamaica’s life took on many dark characteristics which she acted out with strangers behind closed doors. While fighting unbearable depression, she searches to find her power as a woman. In this book, Jamaica Gold’s words captures abused souls and tries to mend broken lives. She leaves forgiveness in the air to set free the abused spirit.

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About the Author
Oman McCullough-Fuqua was born and raised in the San Francisco Bay area of California. A Writer, Poet, Artist Oman is the author of three books, “I Gave My Soul” published in 1991 University of Berkley California. “Masterpiece the Brass Tacks”AuthorHouse publishing 2012. "Unfolding Souls 2016 Sweet Nectar Publishing and A collection of short stories.
greeting cards, and is the creator of the original art work on the cover. She now resides in Indianapolis Indiana with her husband, La’Mar Fuqua, and her two Yorkies, Mr. TABOO and CIROCK.
Blog: https://publishoman.wordpress.com

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