When you least expect it, nature has cunning ways of finding our weakest spots. Just remember I'm here. Right now you may not want to feel anything. Maybe you never wanted be feel anything. And maybe it's not to me you want to speak of those things, but, feel something you obviously did.

Look, you have a beautiful friendship, maybe more than a friendship. And I envy you.

My place, most parents would hope the whole thing goes away, pray their sons land on their feet. But I am not such a parent.

We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured by things faster that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty. And have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to make youself feel nothing so as not to feel anything, what a waste.

How you live your life is your business. Just, remember, Our hearts and bodies are given to us only once. And before you know it, your heart's worn out. As for your body, there comes a point when no one looks at it, much less wants to come near it. Right now, there is sorrow, pain. Don't kill it. And with it the joy you've felt.