Well today has been a crappy day. First I fell back asleep when I was supposed to get up for work...so I was 2 hours late, luckily my boss was okay with it. Then the computer wasn't fuctioning right. Then I forgot to pick up the files from my boss, so I had to leave again to go and get them. Then I lost my cell phone!...luckily I'd forgotten it at home. But it sucks not having a phone here.
Now I am here, filling this out, taking a break from reconciling an account.
I joined this site to find lesbian friends from my area and have found none. I am not a gold member so I can't email any of the people that wink at me or those that I wink at so. Maybe someone will respond to this, who knows?.
I have been working non-stop 5 and 6 days a week, which has got me worried about my relationship with my girlfriend. She is going through depression due to a fire she had recently and I am worried about her just sitting at home. I feel like I am not spending enough time with her, I myself have suffered with severe depression for years so I know what she's going through. After work, I ususally go home and we have dinner, watch some tv and then I go to the gym. I have to go to the gym 5 nights a week, because I have more weight to lose. I have already lost 125 lbs. After the gym I usually go to bed. We go out on weekends, but I am just worried about her and us. I wish we had friends like us to talk to about what we are going through. Neither one of us really have any friends, mostly just hetero bar friends. I dunno...............I am just kind of blah...

Well today has been a crappy day. First I fell back asleep when I was supposed to get up for work...so I was 2 hours late, luckily my boss was okay with it. Then the computer wasn't fuctioning right. Then I forgot to pick up the files from my boss, so I had to leave again to go and get them. Then I lost my cell phone!...luckily I'd forgotten it at home. But it sucks not having a phone here. Now I am here, filling this out, taking a break from reconciling an account. I joined this site to find lesbian friends from my area and have found none. I am not a gold member so I can't email any of the people that wink at me or those that I wink at so. Maybe someone will respond to this, who knows?. I have been working non-stop 5 and 6 days a week, which has got me worried about my relationship with my girlfriend. She is going through depression due to a fire she had recently and I am worried about her just sitting at home. I feel like I am not spending enough time with her, I myself have suffered with severe depression for years so I know what she's going through. After work, I ususally go home and we have dinner, watch some tv and then I go to the gym. I have to go to the gym 5 nights a week, because I have more weight to lose. I have already lost 125 lbs. After the gym I usually go to bed. We go out on weekends, but I am just worried about her and us. I wish we had friends like us to talk to about what we are going through. Neither one of us really have any friends, mostly just hetero bar friends. I dunno...............I am just kind of blah...