Oh my baby! I remember when I found out that your life had began inside me! I was so excited, i cried!!! I told daddy and he was alittle scared! I spent 9 months bonding with you through pregnancy, listening to your heartbeats, watching all the hills you created inside my belly, feeling all the hickups and enduring all the pain from you beating in my ribs!! - It was all worth it and I would do it all over again for you! I love you so much my baby. I am there at your spot every single day like I promised you angel. Mommy's heart is hurting so badly my love, I love you and your brother and sister miss you so much, Lorenzo miss's feeding you and holding you after school. But I tell them that you are an angel watching over us. I see your daddy every time I look at you and I see you everytime I look at him, thats when its very hard for me. Forever and ever my Gionno Ray...

I will never forget the first time I laid eyes on you my angel. It took me back to when your dad was born. The joy I felt at being a grandma again was unbelievable. I now had two precious grandsons. I wanted to spoil you just like I spoiled Skyler. When your dad and I went to buy you your bedding I was more than eager to give you the most gorgeous blanket to keep you warm at night.

The smell of innocence was so powerful that day when I first held you in my arms. At that moment I was immersed in heavenly joy. Your soft velvety cheeks next to mine, your head full of black curly hair just like dad, these are the memorizes that will last a lifetime.

I didn't spend enough time with you, but I will cherish the moments we did have together because you will always be the love of my life.