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Monday, February 3, 2014

Guest Post: Laura Chapman

Welcome to my second stop on the CLP Blog Tour for Hard Hats and Doormats, Laura Chapman's debut novel. I absolutely loved this novel (my review went up last week) and today Laura is sharing a guest post with us. I wondered what it was like to get into the mind of Lexi, the main character. How did Laura create Lexi's personality and make her real? Enjoy!

Confession: Out of all the guest posts I’ve been writing to
discuss the story behind my first novel, this is the one I struggled with most.
I wasn’t quite sure how to put into words exactly what I’d done to channel my
inner Lexi to tell her story and make it feel real.

When I wrote the first draft of Hard Hats and Doormats three
years ago, it wasn’t much of a stretch for me to get inside my main character’s
head. At the time I started the first draft, I was 24, two years out of college
and in one of those awkward life phases. You know the kind – you’re not 100
percent happy about the direction your life is taking, but you don’t know what
to do about it.

So you get moody, pouty and sometimes overdo it at the bar
(not necessarily as a coping mechanism, but because you’re young and don’t
always think things through). You make and lose friendships. You make good and
bad decisions. You’re trying to figure out who you want to be and how you can
become that person.

Like Lexi Burke, I sometimes spent too much of my life on
the road for work and complaining about my job. I also liked meeting my
friends for post-work drinks. We liked complaining about co-workers and bosses.
Flirting with cute boys (because I was still thinking of men as boys at this
point) and looking to each other for spiritual guidance.

It wasn’t just me. Most of my friends were basically the
same way. We were all fairly new out of college. We all had big plans, but we
weren’t that close to achieving them.

When I needed to get into my character’s head – when I was
developing her personality – I considered the most extreme emotions and
thoughts I’d had in the previous two years. What made me happiest? What had
upset me most? What was the worst character trait I showed? What was the best?
Then I thought about the people around me. I’ve always been a fan of people
watching (I’m sure other writers can relate), and I used some of those
experiences to watch the way men and women in their twenties acted.

I came up with a few interesting characteristics I wanted to
feature:

A
lot of us aren’t happy at work. At the time I wrote the first draft, the
recession was still on its way to bottoming out. Jobs were scarce, salaries
were low and we felt a little helpless about our professional futures.

Many
of us wanted our ideas to be heard and valued, but were finding it difficult,
because of our young age.

The
number one social activity for young working professionals seems to be meeting
in a bar after work on a Friday (or Monday) to vent about difficult projects
and people. That activity has the potential to bring out the best and worst in
people, which makes natural drama.

People
can be selfish, but it doesn’t mean they’re horrible. For my part, I felt so
helpless about everything going on in my life, I was so me-focused. What was I
thinking? What was I feeling? What did I want? How was I going to solve my
problems? Lots of “I” thinking. At the same time, I was aware I was being
selfish, and I didn’t want to be.

When I developed Lexi Burke as a character – when I got into
her head – I funneled this chaotic mix of emotions and thoughts into my
writing. In subsequent drafts – as my life changed, and these old problems
became less important to me – I tried to keep that same mindset. The story was
inspired by some of what I’d experienced or witnessed first-hand as a young
professional. It was often messy. There were a lot of mistakes. But we learned
a lot of lessons. My hope was by writing a story about characters that weren’t
always perfect – and who made mistakes – I’d be creating a realistic book.

Perhaps what most surprised me through writing this story
was how different my main character and I turned out to be. I was concerned I’d
end up writing a fictional version of myself, because I was expressing so many
of my emotions. Ultimately, Lexi and I ended up being two different people, who
managed to share a few similar thoughts and emotions. Isn’t that a nice
thought? You can be so different from another person – real or fictional – but
you can still find a little common ground amongst your differences.