I'm going to be a terrible girlfriend. Like I want a girl who's really cuddly and stuff but then I don't think I'd ever want to sleep in the same bed for more than like 2 nights in a row because I'm always too worried about waking the other person up if I move, stretch etc which causes me to have a horrible uncomfortable sleep

Soo... Being demi, my crush is currently a friend of mine. I know I should wait to confess my feelings, but how do I know when the time is right? Also, she acts kinda boyish, hangs out with mostly boys, and has her hair long at the top and dyed lime. Is it possible she's bisexual, asexual, or lesbian?

I'm going to be a terrible girlfriend. Like I want a girl who's really cuddly and stuff but then I don't think I'd ever want to sleep in the same bed for more than like 2 nights in a row because I'm always too worried about waking the other person up if I move, stretch etc which causes me to have a horrible uncomfortable sleep

You can be cuddly out of bed though. I could never sleep in the same bed as somebody else, but I could easily just do all of that, say on a couch while watching a movie or something like that.

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Pronouns: He/Him/His

♪ How do I say goodbye to what we had? The good times that made us laugh, outweigh the bad. I thought we'd get to see forever, but forever's gone away. It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday♪

I usually think I'm some kind of bad friend. I've even got a message once saying that I should be the one changing for others so others would approve of me, shit like that. Saying how I'm disagreeable and people won't like me unless I treat them superior etc and they get everything the way they wish and how I should make them like me. It was a bit of a while ago and it still hurts to this day

And then I thank myself for blocking the most negative person out of my life a few months ago, and how some of my problems disappeared because of that so yeahhh

And then I think about sexual harassment, it bothers me so much that I hide into my room whenever guests come to my house doing work on the house because I'm used to being looked at so nastily and in such a sexual way, I want to throw up, no I am not having sex with 40 year olds so they need to get that out of their head -_-

And then I think about how good people always get wronged, and the bad people always get away with things.

I'm going to be a terrible girlfriend. Like I want a girl who's really cuddly and stuff but then I don't think I'd ever want to sleep in the same bed for more than like 2 nights in a row because I'm always too worried about waking the other person up if I move, stretch etc which causes me to have a horrible uncomfortable sleep

I'm also a cuddly person, so I'm considered a little weird. I just want somebody to hug. ;-; However, I think that there's a slight chance of a girl having a crush on me at school. I'll post more info when I can. (There's not much to say)

Thinking about an ex best friend, I was upset for a few weeks cause of how she suddenly cut me off but the more that I think about it I was extremely exhausting and toxic to be around. I currently don't have anyone as close as I was to her but I'll take it as some time to learn what I need to change to be a better person