A History Of CarnivalA history of Carnival
by Becky Retz, The Times-Picayune
Tuesday January 13, 2009, 8:40 AM
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Mardi Gras, or Fat Tuesday, is the final day of Carnival, which begins on the Feast of the Epiphany, Jan. 6.
Also known as Kings' Day or Twelfth Night, Jan. 6 celebrates the arrival of the three kings at Jesus' birthplace, thus ending the Christmas season. And in New Orleans, simultaneously starting Carnival. This festival of fun finds its roots in various pagan celebrations of spring, dating back 5,000 years.
Pope makes it official
But it was Pope Gregory XIII who made it a Christian holiday when, in 1582, he put it on his Gregorian calendar (the 12-month one we still use today).
He placed Mardi Gras on the day before Ash Wednesday, the first day of Lent. That way, all the debauchery would be finished when it came time to fast and pray.
Much of the first part of the Carnival seaso

Why I Think 90 Percent Of Woman Are The Samehaha iam sure some people are going to hate to hear the truth but you no what who cares
even since i change my sn i got block 2 times by people who rather act like little girls then grown woman
i did meant that about 90 percent of woman
and if you really want to know why ill let you no here some of the list now before hand all people are different yes this is true however in some of this list i have seen many of them doing some of these on the list
ok lets start
1. if you are married you don't go flirting around saying ur single that is not only fucked up but also so how lil respect you have for your partner
2.you don't lead other people on then spread rumors
3. if you are not interested in the person your talking to have the balls enough to say your not interested in them so they wont think they have a chance with you
4. don't just act all sweet and nice to someone so you can get something out of them in the end
5. flirting is ok i guess just becareful not

Thank An American1. If you have electricty.
2. if you've ever flown in a plane
3. If you ever talked on a phone Land or cell.
4. If you watch television
5. If you're reading this then you have a computer with internet.
6. If you like peanut butter
7. If you've ever needed open heart surgery to live
8. If you've ever listened to or recorded music
9. If you've ever needed an x-ray
10.If you drink soda
11.If you wear jeans
12.If you like your freedom from tyranny and oppression
13. If you take pictures
14.If you love rock n roll, blues, country, hip hop
15.If you like movies
16.If you use lightbulbs
This is all I could think of off the top of my head. If you have something to add, let me know.

Another Answer To The Truth.What would John Lee Hooker do?
I woke up with a strange pair of eyes in my face. Big wet round rings of amber, and a fuzzy black honker.
She's lookin to score, pinin and whinin at the back door.
The screen door she kicked out
the metal door she scratched up that we had put in to replace the one the thieves kicked in
this time 2 years ago.
Two fuckin years...
Unfuckin-believable.
I've activated my shirtless powers this afternoon.
A stalk of celery in my teeth, spit pooling in my mouth, like its a promise of something tastey, or at least something better than a 0 calorie net.
I'm pretty sure today is going to be alright
despite the nightmares and ghosts of yesterday
but I'm a fool for bein pretty sure
I'm a fool for hoping.
There's always that linger.
That moan.
That big long itch
starts in my belly
switches to a dance in my pants
and a twitch in my hand.
With a profound chunk- I bit through the celery.
It's been a god damn year since I stuffed a juicey bi

Man On Airplanesorry men but i hate to admit this is funny!!!!
A man traveling by plane was in urgent need of using the restroom. Each time he tried, it was occupied. The stewardess, aware of his predicament, suggested to him to use the ladies room, but cautioned him against pressing any of the buttons. The buttons were marked WW, WA, PP, and ATR. Making the fateful mistake so many men make in disregarding what a woman says, the man let his curiosity get the best of him and decided to try the buttons.
He carefully pressed the first button marked WW and immediately warm water sprayed his entire bottom. He thought, golly, the gals really have it made.....
Still curious, he pressed the button marked WA and warm air dried his bottom quickly. He thought that was out of this world. The button marked PP yielded a large powder puff that powdered his bottom lightly. Well, naturally, he couldn't resist the last button marked ATR.......
When he woke up in the hospital he panicked and buzzed for a

Bite HardA girl had invented a device to cause any car that passed in front of her house to suddenly break down but couldn't find any practical way to profit from it. So, thinking clearly, she set up the device, and as the cars passed the house and broke down, she'd offer the man in the car a place to stay for the night. Then as soon as the man was asleep, he'd be jarred awake by her with his penis in her mouth, and she'd hold a sign up saying "$50 or I'll bite hard!". Of course usually the guy would pay and she'd let him go.
Well one day a Newfoundlander broke down, and had to stay the night. Sure enough, he felt something between his legs at night, and there she is with him in her mouth and holding the sign "$50 or I'll bite."
The Newfoundlander just smiled and said "$100 or I'll piss!"

Sex QuizQ.) What doesn't belong in this list:
Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob?
A.) Blowjob: You can beat your meat,
eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob.
Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end?
A.) So men can be open minded.
Q.) What's the speed limit of sex?
A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around.
Q.) What do a Rubix cube and a penis
have in common?
A.) The longer you play with them,
the harder they get.
Q.) What's the difference between your
pay packet and your dick?
A.) You don't have to beg your wife
to blow your pay packet!
Q.) How can you tell when a car mechanic
just had sex?
A.) One hand is clean.
Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers?
A.) Melt them down to make a tire, and call
it a goodyear.
Q.) What does bungee jumping and
hookers have in common?
A.) They both cost a hundred bucks
and if the rubber breaks, you're screwed.

Draw A LineThorn and a girl meet at the Bar
and are instantly attracted to
each other. They Party all night
and at the end decide to go back
to his place to continue.
Once there, they get passionate
and start to make out. When the
time is right, the girl finds
the bedroom, gets undressed and
gets under the covers of the bed,
waiting for Thorn, who is now
coming out of the bathroom. He
walks in starts to undress and
stops with just his shorts on, he
reaches into his pants pocket an
pulls out a magic marker and
hands it to her. She takes one
look at it an says, "What's this
for, are you some kinda pervert?"
He looks at her, drops his shorts,
and smiles kinda sexy. She smiles,
her eyes now wide open and staring
in disbelief at his penis which
hangs more that halfway to his knees.
She then hears him say, "Your gonna
have to draw a line somewhere baby...."

Bring CherylTommy knew he was taking an awful chance, but if he was ever going to fuck Cheryl, he just had to let her watch him fuck either Miss Parsons or Miss Williams!!! If she could see how much pleasure he gave them with his big pecker, he was that then she would gladly let him put his penis into her cute little box!!! The trick was getting her to join him in Miss Parsons' room after school, if she suspected anything, she wouldn't show up! Then it hit him, why not have Miss Parsons make Cheryl stay after school like she did him last night, then he wouldn't even have to say anything to her at all and she wouldn't suspect a thing!!! He went straight to Miss Parsons and explained his whole plan to her, and much to his delight she heartily agreed! They decided on a little twist, however, while Cheryl would come to Miss Parsons' room, Tommy would go to Miss Williams room and proceed to fuck her. Miss Parsons would make up an excuse and take Cheryl along with her to Miss Williams room, where they w

The Correct Technique For Coming Home DrunkThe Correct Technique for Coming Home Drunk
Two married buddies are out drinking one night, when one turns to the other and says, 'You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. Take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, get undressed in the bathroom, stick my foot in the toilet and pee down my leg to prevent splashing sounds. I ease into bed and my wife STILL Wakes Up, and Yells at me for staying out so late!'
His buddy looks at him and says 'Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, pee hard into the toilet water, then use the full flush, throw my shoes in the closet, undress in the bedroom, then jump into bed, slap her on the ass and say:
WHO'S HORNY????!!!
And she acts like she's sound asleep.
Works every time!

Bath HouseGod, I needed this," Ellie said to her husband Brad, "there's just something about a whirlpool bath that just eases all the tension right out of you!!!" "Mmmmmm, yeah," he replied while the swirling hot water wafted over his body, "we should come here more often, but it just seems like we're always so damn busy!!!" Ellie was just about to answer him, when they were interrupted by a naked young man of about nineteen who asked, "Would either of you care for a drink!?!" "Uhhhhh, I think I'll have a glass of wine," Ellie replied while staring at the young man's erection, "how about you honey!?!" "Just bring me a club soda and a twist of lime," he replied while chuckling at his wife's obvious interest in the young man's attributes!!!" "Such big eyes you have," he said kiddingly!!! "Well I never," she retorted, "did you see the size of his cock, I don't know where they find these guys, but they're all hung like a horse!!!" "And I thought you came here to relax," he said jokingly, "but from t

Humbled And Honored...thanks!THANKS for stopping by my page! If you are reading this blog then YES I finally made spotlight....but it's NOT all about me! Check out my lovely friends VIVI, REEKA, & QUEEN COBRA....we are the true reasons for breast cancer awareness. These ladies are my friends ~ truly loved and admired for their strength and beauty while fighting this horrible disease. They are so beautiful and I am so honored to know them as friends.
THANKS again to ALL who donated your fubux to me....I know I probably missed a few but I did try my best to remember all my friends...new and old!! You have no idea what this spotlight means to me.
It means for ONE day ~ breast cancer survivors ~ can shine ~ stand tall ~ and be proud!! We have been through so much....having a mammogram (OUCH!?), biopsies (huge bruises), endless doctor appointments, countless blood draws for lab work and blood counts, surgery (enough said in that word), chemo that made us sick and loose our hair, radiation that burned our ski

The VampireIt was hidden in a cellar of an old abandon mansion about a mile out side of the city limits. No one ever bothered visiting the old Quartermane place anymore, a ramshackle collection of farm buildings dominated by a huge old barn and a house three or four times the size of any found in town. Unoccupied for at least fifty years, hardly anyone left could even remember anyone ever having lived there, and when the wind would blow, strange sounds echoed from the holes and cracks in the tired old walls, which was just about enough to discourage even the bravest kid to go to poking around the place. It was a lucky thing too, because what was lurking in that dank basement was as close to the devil incarnate as you could find on earth! On a old solid oak table lay a figure that appeared to be dead, neither breathing or moving, it just lay there as if it were in a deep sleep. As sunset fell, and the shadows of the evening crossed the night sky, the figure on the table as if by magic began to mov

Mind The Beastwrap my mind in madness
wrapped my heart in darkness
my dreams have become my unknown
silenced my dreams of unwanted beings
I have sight but never been shown
my soul is shaky, my head heavy
I continue to walk alone
noone beside me, noone to guide me home
i call to the night who now is my only friend
ask for a way to help me around this troubled bend
to show me the way to the shining light
where it is warm, and wonderously bright
it is cold here in the shadows
i want to be laid in the warm meadows
where my body and soul at one be at peace
but cant be done if my mind is the beast

The Artist In Us All!Watching the flames dance,
Mesmerising like a lava lamp,
As the wax drips seductively down the side,
Soon it shall be gone.
Until a kind hand reaches out,
To ignite once again the wick of truth,
The smoke carries souls to the ceiling,
The scent enticing & magical.
Under the flicker of a peacefull night,
Lead hits paper with force,
Sketching out lines off beauty,
Parralell universes unfold in a blink.
If we can follow the lines straight,
We'd find wonders we have never seen,
Colours emerge within the boundaries,
Bringing forth to life another dream.
What one see's is there own reflection,
Whether it be smeared or perfect,
The creator cannot complain or whine,
For at there hands anything is possible.
Trees bloom,Apples appear,
The water flows gently at the end of the brush,
With a flick off the wrist the grass sprouts,
Emerged in concentration on the beauty emerging.
The music drifts gently on bands of gold,
Silky ribbons wrapping the parchment,
Pres

Escape/trial[In the middle of a trial]
Tommy Kelly: ...that Roman Troy Maronie was responsible for: the Mother's Day Massacre, The Christmas Day Slaughter, The Lincoln's Birtnday Mutilations, and The Groundhog's Day Be-headings!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Warden: Your turn, Johnny. The priest you've requested has arrived.
Charley: [pretending to be a priest] Are you ready, my son?
Johnny Dangerously: I'm ready if you are, father.
Charley: Dominus vobiscum nabisco. Espiritu sanctum. De gustibus.
Prisoner: [hands Johnny a part of a tommy gun] So long, Johnny.
Charley: Me gustibus. You gustibus. We missed the bus. They missed the bus.
Prisoner: [hands Johnny another piece of the gun] Be brave, huh, Johnny.
Charley: When's the next bus?
Johnny Dangerously: [begins putting the gun together behind the wardens back] Always, Nails.
Charley: Summa cum laude. Magna cum laude. The radio's too laude. Adeste fidelis.
Prisoner: [give

Today I Really Need Everyone.Today I got the news that Mandy is going in for Surgery tomorrow. So lets all pray and send our healing energies to her for a safe and healthy outcome. Here is the link to her Page if you want to stop by and wish her well:
http://www.fubar.com/user/2041810
Also, one of my friends back home notified me that her Sister's house burned to the ground the other day. There was no insurance so everything they owned was lost. Luckily they were all in Church when it happened so no one was hurt. I will be doing everything on my end to provide some assistance to them, whatever I can get together to help. But please pray and keep them in your hearts as well for me okay Friends.
I love you all and Bless You All.

Ma/tom KellyMa Kelly: The Lower East Side. This really sucks.
Ma Kelly: Bless the saints, it's an ashtray! I've been thinking of taking up smoking. This clinches it!
Ma Kelly: I know what you can't say. You wanna get laid. You wanna hump your brains out. Vavoom, vavoom, vavoom!
Ma Kelly: You've gotten to be like a daughter to me and I wanna share somethin' with ya.
Lil: Awww, what's that Mom Kelley?
Ma Kelly: I go both ways.
Lil: Oh.
Ma Kelly: I love em', but one day I'm gonna knock em' on his ass.
[Ma Kelly is pouring drinks for everybody]
Tommy Kelly: Mom, it's prohibition!
Ma Kelly: Oh, shut up! Stop acting like some fag choir boy!
Ma Kelly: With a father like "Killer" Kelly, it's a wonder neither of you turned out to be a piece 'o shit criminal!
D.A. Burr: (On Johnny Dangerously's payroll) Why don't you ease into the job, by taking a vacation?
Tommy Kelly: But what about crime?
D.A. Burr: Don't worry. It'll still be here when you get back!
Tommy Ke

Metalheads Get Involved Seriously!Now that I have your attention I need your votes!!
This week it's Dream Evils album The Book Of Heavy Metal up against Eidolon's Apostles Of Defiance.
Our listeners are very important to us and we want you to get involved!!
Voting begins tonight and ends Sunday March 1st at 8 p.m. eastern time.

Danny VerminDanny Vermin: You shouldn't grab me, Johnny. My mother grabbed me once... ONCE!
Danny Vermin: Dames are put on this earth to weaken us, drain our energy, laugh at us when they see us naked.
Danny Vermin: I got something to stop him.
Dutch: They made it for him special. It's an eighty-eight Magnum.
Danny Vermin: It shoots through schools.
Danny Vermin: I AM handicapped: I'm psychotic.
Danny Vermin: You shouldn't kick me in the balls, Mrs. Kelly. My sister kicked me in the balls once...
[Stumbles in pain]
Danny Vermin: I enjoy collecting protection money, putting whores to work, loan-sharking. I enjoy planting bombs in people's cars. These are a few of my favorite things.
Danny Vermin: You shouldn't hang me on a hook, Johnny. My father hung me on a hook once. Once!
[Leaving a crime scene with his sidekick, Dutch]
Danny Vermin: Hey, doll, how'd you like to make some money?
Mary-Margaret Catharine Dineen: One at a time, or both of you together?
Dan

Love LostI am a stupid man A vaster a dream that’s all she will be Close too my heart but far from my touch The girl that I loved too much Skin smooth as a river flows as beautiful as a sweet red rose That’s how her beauty flow she stole my heart won't give it back for all the love she seem to lack I am such a stupid man to let her love slip thru my hands for know she loves another man and for that fact I can not stand because I am a stupid man This is dedicated to Nadia (my first love) if you are there some where reading this I’m not a thug any more or a drug dealer and you don't have to worry about me dieing all the time.

Auctioned Off By Big Mike =]Well.. I haven't been owned in a while by the real deal auctions... so we'll throw it up right here and now =] Let's see how much ya want me.
Here's the link.
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&albumid=1517362&i=404421620&idx=36
Go check out what I'm offering and see if you'd like to bid.
Please rate the picture even if you don't want to bid!
I love ya and hope you have a great day =]
Here's the link again!
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=342244&albumid=1517362&i=404421620&idx=36

Johnny Kelly/dangerouslyJohnny Dangerously: You got those. I like those on a woman.
Johnny Dangerously: Hey Pope, why don't you go build yourself a new gym at the Vatican.
Johnny Dangerously: The years hadn't softened Moronie. He continued to murder the English Language, and anyone who got in his way.
Johnny Kelly: Say kid, what do they call you?
Lil: Impressive.
Johnny Dangerously: The name's Dangerously. Johnny Dangerously.
Lil: Did you know you're last name is an adverb?
Tommy Kelly: You were gonna take a bullet for me.
Johnny Kelly: Actually, I was just counting on a lot of missing.
Johnny Dangerously: I never should have picked a name like that. A name like that you gotta live up to. What's your last name?
Hood: Binderhoff.
Johnny Dangerously: Binderhoff? Perfect. Keep that name and you'll stay out of trouble.
Chorus Girl: I'm not wearing a bra, Johnny.
Johnny Dangerously: Yeah? Well that makes two of us.
Lil: So when I was 18 I left home and came here to Chica

Roman MoroniRoman Moroni: I would like to direct this to the distinguished members of the panel: You lousy cork-soakers. You have violated my farging rights. Dis somanumbatching country was founded so that the liberties of common patriotic citizens like me could not be taken away by a bunch of fargin iceholes... like yourselves.
Roman Moroni: Why you miserable cork-soaker!
Roman Moroni: This is fargin war!
Roman Moroni: You fargin sneaky bastage. I'm gonna take your dwork. I'm gonna nail it to the wall. I'm gonna crush your boils in a meat grinder. I'm gonna cut off your arms. I'm gonna shove 'em up your icehole. Dirty son-a-ma-batches. My own club!
Newspaper Headline: Roman Moroni Deported to Sweden. Says He's Not From There.

You Gotta Piece Of Me..."...and honestly,
my life would suck without you."
I love you so so much, mama.
I don't know what I'd do without you in my life.
We've had our bad moments,
but they've only made our bond stronger.
These past 5yrs have been amazing.
You've made my life richer and more fulfilling.
Thank you so much for this video.
I will always be your Unicorn,
you will always be my Penguin :D
I love you.
Always.
-REL

Before I'm DeadMoon hangs around
A blade over my head
Reminds me what to do before I'm dead
Night consumes light
And all I dread
Reminds me what to do before I'm dead
The sun reclines
Eats my mind
Reminds me what to leave behind
Light eats night
And all I never said
Reminds me what to do before I’m…
To see you
To touch you
To see you
To touch you
Epochs fly, reminds me
What I hide, reminds me
The desert skies
Cracks the spies
Reminds me what I never tried
The ocean wide salted red
Reminds me what to do before I’m…
To see you
To touch you
To feel you
To tell you
The sun reclines - remind me
The desert skies - remind me
The ocean wide salted red
Reminds me what to do before I’m…
Echo:
See you
Touch you
Feel you
Tell you
By
Kidney Thieves

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Friends Being DumbIt's so much more funny when you know the people that are being stupid in the video.

For Katman*Please Anyone feel free to pass this on to him!*
If you have something to say, say it to me. You're nothing but an old controlling pervert loser who begs , borrows , or steals to get into chick's family so you can perv on their NSFW pics. What a slime-bag! Most of the girls on your list are fakes that you made yourself to entice the real women. You got pissed at me because I busted you out on one 2 years ago and still want to talk crap about me. I usually pay no mind to childish crap as this but, I have sat here for 2 years listening to it and seeing your little game you play on unsuspecting women here. You have way to much time on your hands. I suggest moving your old, saggy-balled, naked, ass away from your computer and get a real life.
Lucky for you there are some naive females on this site huh? Another piece of advice, get some hair-plugs and botox treatments. yeah, I saw pics of you that you DIDN'T doctor up.
See, i was content in letting you be...blocked for years

Let's Try Again. Enslave Me?This will be the third time I've been in one, have yet to be paid for the first two, please don't make me sad again if you bid on me...
BTW, I'll be a good slave ;)

Crochet Chain "necklace"So I don't really know how to crochet, but I saw this project and it just consists of a single crochet chain...that I can do...so I did.
doubled
close-up and tripled

WaitingWaiting to hold your hand.
Waiting to hold you in my arms.
Waiting 'til I cam give you a loving kiss.
Waiting for you to make the first move.
To me it seems like I am always waiting for you.
Waiting for you to walk through that door at the end of the day.
Waiting to hear those three little words come from your lips.
I'm tired of waiting for you to do something.
I want you to start waiting for me.
Waiting for you to want me as much as the girls you see on the street.
waiting for that is like waiting for Hell to freeze.
But waiting for you is the only thing that I have and I will wait for you til the end.
NMG
12-2006

Dont Hide Ityou know theres people out there in this world thats not going to really like you. but that dont mean they will always come straight out and tell you. you will be able to tell by there action and reactions to certain things and by word of mouth by other people that hang around them. and when light is shed on this it gets depressing sad and then it makes you angry then it goes to a shutdown point. it makes you come to a point of telling them its time to cut the bullshit. it would be better for the both of us if you just come out and say it that way i can put it to rest and move on. of course i will take alittle time to heal when i get to thinking of all the goodtimes we had but then again the depression will kick back in once you think about how they really felt about you when we was haveing those goodtimes. like i said it will be kinda hard because when you hang around somebody long enough you become close and connected. thats part of the human spirit. but once its exsposed to you on

BetrayalBetrayal is saying you will be back in a minute, but end up taking all night. Betrayal is saying that you will pick me up after you go get the alcohol, but take two hours to get back. Betrayal is saying you are my friend, but not acting like it sometimes.
It is when I have to leave because one person doesn't want me there, and you not trying to stick up for me, trying to stop me and talk to me, or trying to call me back at my room.
Betrayal is the worst thing that someone could do in a friendship. It ruins the friendship, tears up the trust between two people, and worst of all, it makes enemies out of the friends. It is when you act one way in public, one way in private, and yet another way when you are around certain people.
Betrayal is such an easy thing to do, that sometimes people don't even realize that they are doing it. But when it does happen, it can ruin even the best of friends.
NMG
10-08-03

What Did I Do Wrong??i want to know what is wrong with me... why do men cheat on me? i am totally open sexually (as long as i'm not forced into it) i'm a clean girl. i keep my stuff in order. i cook, i clean, i work and pay bills, i bake... i even do windows... but for some reason... no matter what i do... i get cheated on... i would go lesbian, but i think women are worse... they know what men do that pisses women off, and yet they do it anyway... i only want him to take his part of responsibility in the relationship and be with ME... not push me into messing around or anything like that... just me... if i get a wild hair and want to play... then yeah i'll share... i'll share more if i'm comfortable in my relationship, and don't feel like i'll lose him if i do... seriously... wtf??

An Afternoon With Herher voice shook me from my reverie...i looked up to intense blue eyes staring back at me and for a moment i was lost in time "can i borrow you ketchup please?" i shook my head "oh yeah sure" and handed her the bottle and watched her walk away...who was that! ...i was dumb founded it had been a very long time since i had seen a woman of such beauty that didnt have a lack of poise or brian power...yet i didnt really know if she did but it was worth finding out and lucky for me she was sitting alone.
I approached the table she sat at "hi..um..i just wanted to see if you were done with my ketchup" what the hell was that! i cant believe i just said that how...oh wait theres a giggly spark in her eye maybe im not such an idiot after all..."well if you join me we can both use it" she said with a hint of flirting in her voice ahhh coy nice!! i like coy..."well i think you may be right but how will my waiter find me?" good lord can i get some help untying my tongue...i cant believe what keeps

If A Man Wants U... A True Man Anyway.. Read This... Fellas, Take NotesIF A MAN WANTS YOU...
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?
Always

Shows How Real Friends AreWELL ALL WHO KNOW ME SO YOU KNOW THE REAL REASON I LEFT TMR WAS CAUSE I GOT BITCHED AT CAUSE I COULDNT BE IN THE LOUNGE EVER MIN OF THE DAY LIKE SOMEONE WAS PAYING ME TO BE OR THINKS HE OWNS EVERONE WHO WORKS IN THAT LOUNGE WELL HE DONT IM GLAD IM NOT IN THERE ANY MORE CAUSE AT LEAST I KNOW HOW TO TREAT MY FRIEND AND I DONT TREAT THEM LIKE SHIT WHEN IM MAD AT THEM UNLIKE HE DOES HE THINKS YOU HAVE TO KISS HIS ASS TO BE IN HIS LOUNGE WELL IM ONE BITCH THAT DONT KISS ASS TO BE IN ANYONES LOUNGE AND I'LL NEVER BE LIKE THAT , AS FOR CHEATING I DIDNT CHEAT I LEFT BEFORE I GOT WITH ANYONE SO THAT DONT MAKE ME A WHORE AND I DONT USE MY FRIENDS UNLIKE HE DOES I FEEL SORRY FOR WHO EVER HE GETS WITH CAUSE HE WILL BE GOOD TO U UNTILL HE GETS TIRED OF YA THEN HE WILL TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT THEN AS HE DOING THIS IT WILL BE YELLIN AT U CAUSE UR NOT UP HIS ASS ONLINE WITH HIM EVERY MIN THAT HE IS ONLINE OH WELL IF MY TRUE FRIENDS WANT TO SEE OR TALK TO ME COME TO HELL ON EARTH LOVE YA ALL BUNCHES

My Own Hell , Why I'm Not AroundI haven't been on since Friday and here's why I'm in a bad place right now. I found out on Friday I'm diabetic and on top of it I have tendinitis, On my left hand . I'm told I can never use that hand to write w/, since I'm a lefty I curve my wrist when I write. So from that is why I have it.. I have to wear and brace and I'm hoping that will help me to be able to teach myself how to write w/ out curving the wrist..
Not being able to write handicaps me from finding a job big time... I'm having panic attacks daily due to the stress I'm under ... Pretty much my health is poor on more than level and I'm at rock bottom.. Everything in my life is spinning out of control and I just don't know how much more I can take.. So with that being said please understand if I'm not here or taking awhile to comment or deal w/ my messages...
3-2-09 To give everyone a update I'm going tomorrow to retake the diabetes test.. Keep ur fingers crossed for me.. xo

Tagged Im ItYou’ve Been Tagged
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I hate hot dogs.
2. getting my hair brushed turns me on
3. I DO NOT think sex is overrated.
4. It's hard for me to trust people.
5. I would rather eat cookie dough than baked cookies.
6. I actually do like the buttsecks if it's done right. (am i sharing too much?)
7. I hate shaving my legs.
8. I think bald men are sexy.
9. I think kissing is more erotic than anything.
10. I just noticed most of these are about sex...lmao

Oops...I might be in trouble.
I guess I will just wait & see if my son's school calls me tomorrow, or if they call children's services on me.
I have been in a Monty Phyton mood lately. I showed my 8yr old son a few select sketches. NOTHING naughty mind, but he will end up at school telling his friends about something, & they of course won't understand a thing he is telling them, so while he is trying to explain it to them, some teacher will over hear & I will end up in a conference!
In the long run, however, he is MY son & he was laughing his ass off at: How Not To Be Seen, Spam, and The Upperclass Twit of the year.
Shaping the little minds of tomorrow, once damaging event at a time....

Fake Bitches On Secret Admirerso i match a chic on secret admirer, her default is hot. so after the match i go to the profile, she has 2 pics. one is the default and one is some rip from photobucket.com or something. go figure, so heres the convo in my sb after i visit..
http://www.fubar.com/user/1914524
*Karma's Angel*
->*Karma's A...: you only have 1 pic... you should load more and make a salute.
*Karma's A...: ty
->*Karma's A...: ty, ummm kinda you too lol
*Karma's A...: ur kinda sexy
thanks howard stern for all the new fake bitches lol

Embrace The SuckPart of the Zen of Pedro is my basic philosophy that I am 100% responsible for my life.
I have been dealt a bad break or two over the years, and those things happen, I didn't bring it on myself, and it wasn't through bad luck or fate that it did. These things I cannot control, but what I can control is how I react to them. I haven't always made the best decisions, in fact it seems sometimes I sit and wonder how I could have been so dumb five, ten years ago. I am sure five years from now I'll probably think I am doing something stupid today.
I know a lot of people that think life is beyond their control, and if you think of it in an instant gratification sort of way, yes, you cannot become a doctor tomorrow, but tomorrow you can find out what it would take to start. It may be that you lack all the resources to do it, but it comes down to things you can control.
Maybe you can't have all your hopes and dreams, but it shouldn't stop you from trying to get close, and maybe end up wit

From Time To Time......we all find there is something we know we have to do but no matter what it is the hardest thing to do.
Today I had to ask something of someone very close to me to do something neither of us wanted but for our sakes I knew it had to be done....
I have no idea if you will read this, but if you do....I am sorry and I hope you understand just why I asked.....
My heart needs time....I need time and this is why I asked and who knows....maybe one day, but none of us knows what the future brings....
The door is never really shut......you can walk back through anytime you wish!!

Once Bitten, Twice TaggedInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I will do obscene and ungodly things for frosted animal crackers.
2. I have HORRIBLE insomnia, I need medication nightly to sleep.
3. I secretly LOVE watching cheerleading competitions on TV
4. I have an obsession with fire. I once burned down a barn in my backyard just to watch it burn.
5. I think Charles Manson is seriously amazing and a genius.
6. I'm really as sarcastic in real life as I am here.
7. I'm a cutter (although I haven't in months)
8. I love strawberry milk
9. I have no doubts when my father dies, I will not cry
10. My grandmother was the most amazing woman in this world and I love h

Grrrr Papi!!!ok..so, I was tagged AGAIN...
hrm....
ten things huh??
and I better get your damn hat...specialy since you only listed FIVE things.
1. I just let the girls free...
*swings bra over her head*
2. I need to be eaten...you heard me
3. I joe...very very much
*goes to get another cup*
4. Medium is my favorite show...I would consider enjoying vag for that woman
5. Papi's hat WILL BE MINE!!
6. Tomorrow I have to go into the shop...I think I'll buy a new plant.
7. I spent almost 5 grand in less than a week an a half
8. My bday is in eight days *dances*
9. My favorite colors are green and black...hehe
10. I named my boy after Bob Dylan and purple hayze.
I'm not taggin' anyone...this is my third time...lol
NOW GIVE ME YOUR HAT!!!

Fubar Challenge For Men! (results!)So I've come to realize that most men on Fubar are incapable of holding conversations with women here. It's extremely rare for me to be able to hold an actual conversation with men on here. At least not without:
bringing up how I look
what they'd like to do to me
asking for my messenger screen name (or giving me theirs)
asking for my phone number (or giving me theirs)
asking and/or implying about seeing my private photos
hitting on me
trying to flirt with me
mentioning something sexual
trying to meet up with me
cyber with me
view my cam or get me to view theirs
terms of endearment like baby, babe, honey, hun, sweetie, sweetheart, sexy, hottie, beautiful, gorgeous, so on and so forth.
etc etc etc
So here's the challenge:
Starting tomorrow (Monday 2/23/2009) you all have a week to prove to me you can actually hold a conversation (without doing anything listed above). ALL conversations are to be held in PRIVATE MESSAGES back and forth between us. The man that can keep the

Can I Get An Honest Opinion?LET'S REALLY CONSIDER THIS... THE KEY WORD IS
BEAUTY
NOT POPULARITY, NOT WHO CAN DO WHAT FOR ME, NOT WHO DO I KNOW BEST, NOT WHO IS A FRIEND OF WHO, ETC.
NOW, RATE 1 PIC .. ONLY 1 PIC AND RATE IT HONESTLY.

Mark Of DeathMark of Death
Lost in lust
Enslaved by trust
I'm all for which you dream
My elusive cure
It makes you purr
Now you belong to me
It could never be
Why can't you see
To me you're only feed
Upon your neck
My mark of death
Your blood drained into me
Falling to the ground
You make no sound
From your lips are silent screams
So much waste
From your sweet taste
You have set my hunger free
I can only cry
Watching as you die
From this curse there's no release
Consumed by thirst
It has gotten worse
Now I'm nothing but a beast

Love And HateLove and Hate
So what is love but a big mistake
They give it to you to make you break
And why can't love be driven away
So we can live our lives with no more pain
So what is love but a selfish lie
It is always said right before good bye
And why is it that love always seems to hurt
It's a gift from above and a shovel of dirt
One thing about love that is the painful truth
She spreads out wide but not only for you
So what is love but a lie within
When adultery is the most common sin
Love is the stairway that we descend
We travel it downward until the end
Hate is the answer to help us mend
And we will see it clearly in the end
So what is hate but a way to vent
All the pain we hold within
And what is hate but a voice within
When there is no love its your only friend
So what is hate but a self-defense
When the one you love has done you in
And why is it that hate always comes too late
You find out the truth, love is only bait
One thing about hate that’s

What Was I ThinkingIve been having back spasm. Im on muscle relaxer they dont help much other than making me feel goofy.
I wanted to thank everyone who sent well wishes, hugs and soup I really appreciate that.
Ill be in and out its hard to set at a chair right now for more then 10 minutes or so.
I miss you all take care and Ill be back soon in full force.

A Deserving GriefA Deserving Grief
Burning in flames
a life that was bent
Digging through sands
of sins lament
Dragging weary feet
dripping with sweat
A journey of despair
born of regret
Scrapping away skin
with claws of deceit
Turning in shame
from all you meet
Broken in twain
A soul in defeat
Desperate to merge
a broken belief
Pierced with pain
from silent screams
Razor wrist slaves
Necks ringed in wreaths
And in the dark
there's a light that stings
The eyes of the damned
that discard belief
I contemplate madness
after such twisted dreams
I am filled with sadness
from all that I have seen
A question of penance
brought from the grave
With so many decisions
yet none were saved
So what of the wasted
and Sloth, the thief
Swallow down apathy
and join the weak
You will fall forever
in a black abyss
From inlays of treason
on venomous lips
So with vision of Pestilence
and Famine's decree
The wrath of War
and from Death, defeat
I say unto y

One With DeathOne With Death
So now at last
It has come to pass
You brought me to my knees
Upon that day
You ran away
Your light I could nolonger see
Inside my heart
The pains so sharp
You have left me here to bleed
With no good bye
Or reason why
You ripped away my dreams
So lost alone
I stumble along
I tread this darkened path
And in my head
Voices of the damned
For my loss they only laugh
So unto Death
I did request
Come thake me in your grasp
I no longer yern
For this life that burns
Come release my soul, I ask
And then to me
He began to speak
"You wretched little man
Can't you see
The truth in me
I'm standing where you stand."

One NameOne Name
Disaster and anguish, this is my game
Destruction and torment, these are my names
You wont see me coming, you wont hear a thing
You had better start running, my intent is to maim
Teeth of razors and eyes of red
Don’t turn around, you might lose your head
Scales of black and dark as night
I smell your blood and now your in sight
I’ll tear a path straight through your soul
Leave you screaming, cold and alone
I’ll tempt you with lust and feelings of trust
Then turn you to metal and watch you rust
I could climb inside your puny shell
Fill you with nightmares and dreams of hell
I could take your mind to a twisted place
Where nothing is real, not even your face
Look in the mirror and see my face
I look like you, you waste of space
So don’t be surprised when you find us the same
You knew all along, our name is the same

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Requset From A VeteranWell sitting here in front of my computer yesterday , I was thinking about all my lost friends from wars and conflicts and it had me thinking how was I so lucky to be here today instead of them. I also was thinking how my life has been since my time as a serviceman has changed , from a hard charging , take on prisoners type to one who has seen things that should never have been seen and lived to tell about them, and relive times when I was scared so bad I operated on pure fear for my life just to make it to the next day.
These things all Veterans live with everyday, and you can never tell what they might be thinking when they are staring out into space, reliving something that should be forgotten but will never be till they die. Some Veterans never come back from that place in their minds and those are the real casualties of war. I know of one veteran who has to be medicated for the rest of his life and can never be "normal" if there is such a thing as normal. Every veteran carries

Oddity..So... Sitting here thinking about all this ooey gooey love stuff.. I realized I am in total love and completely comfy.. not bragging or anything.. just want to clear my head lol
So tonight sitting here giving myself a pedicure and manicure with a facial mask on.. my hair in a shower cap with conditioner on it.. and old dingy high school sweats and a old tank top... and will just looks at me and goes baby you are the most beautiful woman in the world to me.. and kisses me and goes back to watching the movie we were watching.. This is why I love him.. he loves me even when I look a hot mess lol..

Is It Supposed To Hurt?Is it supposed to hurt like this after 4 months and one day you come across things while cleaning. Heard your voice today on the answering machine my heart skipped a beat. Found one of your shirts my heart raced. And found your sunglasses and i thought of our last night together here. I know in my heart that this is for the best but what i wouldn't do to talk to you. As i sit hear with tear filled eyes is it supposed to hurt like this after this long. if this gets to you please say something .

Auto 11's Friends.Every Day,I will Add Auto 11 Friends here.That I will be Rating for my Godfather Quest.
Plus I try my Best to return a few 10's or 11's.Unlike most VIP's,I give 11 Rates constantly on Reg.Family + Friends.Unless I can afford extra 11's.Then many will injoy sweet rate love.I will be loosing my VIP on Feb.28th.I will repurchase on march 3 rd.
All Friends an non Friends,don't be Shy send me a message,for Morphs + ID's,Comment Tags etc.or both.Running bit behind Please Bare with me.
I do the Bulk of the Morphs,AM,usually + Kimi's to.I have been messing with many Custom ID's.& a different type of morph especially the Vamps.Setting this Type of Morph up,with Prep an all takes about an Hour.Still have Kinks to get out.Some Picture's are very Morphable.What works sweet for 1 friend it might not work good with another.I have thousands of pictures on my comp.Something I have will work.
L.W.Creations Extreme Morphs,Custom ID's,Comment Tags has been Form'd. Live Picture Links will Foll

Peoplewell i'm going to tart by saying, i have met somr really cool people on fubar. so here i go, i wake up every morning and put my pants on one leg at a time just like every other breathing person, on the planet. i have payed way to much attention to peoples profiles, that i have checked out, to fan, or ask for a add. what i have discovered, is that some people think they are above everyone else.me being a good ol southern boy, i ws raised with manners, and respect, we are all the same, we come in different shapes and size's. i'm sure that all the people who have such nasty words,and disrespect for others all started out on the bottom, and had to work thier way up through the ranks, and now that they have thier high rankings, they have become better than others. when i say this it doesn't apply to all high ranking people, like i said i have met some great people on here. so with that being said, i'm going to say something to all the assholes,dicks dickheads bitches, and cunts, FUCK

Le Stoopid.So I decided to go to Taco Bell 'cause I was craving a beef soft taco with sour cream, and I'm waiting behind this car at the drive-thru. Its license plate read "1BADDAD".
The driver had his foot out the window the entire time, aside from at the second window when he was given his food. WTF, mate.
Yeah, man. You're bad.
[insert dry look here]
Anyway..
nomnomnomnom
CHOMP
Mmm, tacos.

Just For YouJust For You….
I would luv to give you a nice hot bubble bath surrounded by candles burning. A glass of white merlot to go with the soft music playing in the back ground for the shadows of candle light to dance to as I sit behind you gently kissing your beautiful neck. After we soak, I'll carry you off to my bed of red satin sheets covered with rose petals where I would gently rub your beautiful body down with hot scented oils. Then with a single soft rose I would trace out your sexy body slowly from one end to the other, only to stop in certain places as you sigh with a deep breath begging for more from pleasures of shivers all through out your body. With your heart skipping little beats, as I continued on until the sun would shine tomorrow. Rubbing you softly asleep until the moon rises with the stars for us to slip into another night of dreams to fulfill. With the night winds blowing soft breeze of sounds that whispers I want you with its night air surrounding us.

You’ve Been TaggedYou’ve Been Tagged
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. People it real life think I’m grumpy till they get to know me.
2. I love speed, drive fast every time I think I can get away with it.
3. I love camping in the mountains, alone
4. I drink way to much D Pepsi
5. I smoke to much but don’t want to quit, I enjoy it
6. I love hunting but don’t like to kill things, go figure, lol
7. Always try and do things right, cause I hate to do anything twice
8. I hate being told what to do
9. love Skippy peanut butter, eat it by the spoon full
10. Hate cooking, house work an yard work
I am tagging Make me be good, Cindy, CirCumSTAntiAL

GoneI will not be online at all for 2 weeks. My computer is being sent in for repairs and will be gone for that long. So, Staring Monday i will be unreachable save for YIM and phone. I'll miss You all and can't wait to get back. Much love and gropage!!! Muah!!!!

Blankets Of White SnowThis morning I woke up and there was snow on the ground. It was very wierd to have snow in February here in Tennessee. It was very cold though. My friend and I made beer lastnight. I had a good time. I like hanging out with him. I slept 2 hours and had to go to work this morning. It sucked. I worked very hard today. Hurt my back doing it, but i'll be ok. I lost my ring at work as well today. It was very special to me. My mom got it for me before she moved... and well it had sentamental value.

Gotta Be SomebodyThis time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when,

It's Official!Ash is redneck.
She watched racing.
It's a fact.
That is all.

Soldier Sunday 2/22Opened show with American Soldier by Toby Keith
First off, I would like to take a moment of silence to remember those that will never come home…..
We must never forget those people who give all they have so others can share in our freedoms.
Author: Crystal Cheeks
Poem: Fallen Heroes
Let us never forget
Those who have been lost
The ones who once protected us
And paid the ultimate cost
They are the fallen heroes
From wars of the present and past
Some pictures have faded
But the memories still last
Keep them in your thoughts
Never forget what they've paid
To give us the freedom
We enjoy every day
They are the fallen heroes
Remember what they've done
Thank them each morning
With the rising sun
Please remember these fallen heroes and thier families...
2nd Lt. Emily J.T. Perez Hometown: Fort Washington, Maryland, U.S. Age: 23
Lance Cpl. Patrick R. Adle Hometown: Baltimore, Maryland, U.S. Age: 21
UnNamed Soldier, Hometown: Severna Park, Maryl

DreamMoonlight washes over me
As tanned strong fingers, stroke my warm flesh
In the darkness, of the night
He takes me , with great relish
Alas, its a dream
I dream a million dreams
And none of them come true
For upon awakening
I see , Im still alone, in my bed
Tangled sheets,touseled hair, fevered skin
Only reminders.... of my dream
My thoughts,are only for you
My beautiful dream lover.....

Confused!!!Okay so I met this great guy 2 months ago! We have been chillen and calling each other everyday! His actions show that he is interested in me ... but he don't tell me he is! When I am around him I get lost for words, we talk about everything else besides what is goin on in our heads! We have both been burned before in relationships ... I don't want things to change between us but at the same time I want more! I am the only girl that he has done anything with in a couple of years ... he's really respectful of me too! I kno he cares because I have been goin through some shit lately and he's always there tryin to get me to do the right thing! And when there is a medical problem he worries about me! There is more if your interested in wanting to kno to help me then message me!
But my question is:
How do I talk to him about how I feel with out makin things awkward between us?! And how can I tell he's really interested in me?!

Lip To LipHow far from lip to lip?
Wide enough for a word to get out.
How far from lip to lip?
Wide enough for a man to get in.
If the word is yes, yes
truly yes
If the lips part consenting
enter in me
yes , yes
truly yes

Single MaleSINGLE MALE
I'M BEGINNING TO THINK THIS IS A MYTH
RIGHT UP THERE WITH THEY YETI AND LOCH NESS MONSTER
HAVEN'T FOUND ONE YET AND I HAVE LOOKED ALLOVER FOR THIS RARE BREED
I 'M READY TO POST A SITE FOR THIS ELUSIVE MALE
OR AT LEAST A 1-800-HOT-MALE
ALL FEMALES WAITING FOR CALLS
NO LEADS WILL BE LEFT UN TURNED
THE REWARDS WOULD BE ABUNDANT
YOU LAUGH .....
THEN COME TO A LADIES NIGHT AT BAR
WHEN ITS 75 FEMALES TO 3 MEN
THEN YOU CAN LAUGH
UNTIL THEN I AM GONNA TRACK THIS CREATURE OF MYTH, LEGEND OR FOLK LORE
AN WHEN I HAVE HIM IN MY GRASP I AM GONNA MOUNT HIS ASSSSSSSSSSS
UNTIL THEN I OWN STOCK IN BATTERY COMPANY ...

Delicate Rose ....they say a woman is like a delicate rose
open each petal gently
feeling the moisture on your fingertips
making you want to seek
the moisture even more
diving deeper for that
sweet nectar
being gentle at first
getting rougher , driven my desire
but never damaging the delicate petals
descending deep
into the very core of the bud
the delicate fragrance reaches your nose
of the hot house beauty
deeper you go
driven by desire for the fragrance
tasting the moisture
a woman may be a delicate rose
but what is a man
but someone consumed by that rose

Dinner Thoughtswatching you day in and out
undressing you with my eyes
touching you everywhere
with my mind
licking your lips
as I do mine now
thinking of your tongue
dancing with mine
biting lower lip
as I imagine your mouth and teeth
on the back of my neck
breathing deeper, harder
as you tease
my nipples with your fingers
rocking hips forward
back arching
as I imagine
your hot hard cock
bucking in my seat
in a slow steady movement
deeeper harder you dwell
head going back
slight parting of lips as I moan
orgasm rocking me
looking into your eyes across the dining table
half smile
as the waiter brings our food
I mouth to you ,"Open your pants and take him out"
seeing your hands disappear and slight sound reaches my ear
taking my stocking covered foot
I caress up your leg , teasing your crotch
as I am placing a stuffed mushroom to lips
and sliding it in mouth , biting down on it , juices running ov

February - LoveThe Universe is the giver of all things...by means of love. The spirit is always at peace. There is no argument in Divine Mind. The spirit has never doubted itself, or disagreed with itself. This is the Oneness that is the Universe. Deep within is that which never gets angry, troubled, or afraid. When I seem to be in conflict, I become still so that I may listen. All the Love there is is right here, right now with me. I hear nothing but the words of Wisdom, guiding and inspiring me. And when I listen there is a response from something greater than myself. It is the mysterious energy of Love, the active principle of unity. Everything loves, and everything responds to love. It is a universal quality, shared alike by all, the central flame of the Universe. Desiring to be loved, I allow myself to love greatly, to feel warmly inclined toward all people, and to be helpful on thier behalf. I give as I wish to recieve. As I love and cooperate with other people, so do they love me and give me

Who Is Hesomeone once asked me "Who is that man you write of in your poems and stories?"
he is my muse
it could be you darlin
Have you ever entered my thoughts with your words?
Have you ever fed upon my lips ?
Have you ever made love to me till dawn?
Have you ever really loved me?
you answer these questions
and i will answer your question
the one who i speak of my lusty muse
really, truly, already knows
without ever having to ask ......

Lifes Changed Va Tech ....watching the story unfold in front of my eyes, tears choke me
as I watch the horror
develop before me
All those young minds gone for good
by a gunmans bullet
who knows what they would of become
or accomplished
whose lives they would of affected or changed
because of that person having known them
my heart goes out to the families that lost a child
friends and fellow classmates who lost one
or more
my prayers for you all every night
there are strengths in numbers
and you all have mine
and the following keep in mind when you are feeling lost
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene , he noticed two sets of footprints
in the sand; one belonged to him and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the
sand. He noticed that many times along the path of hi

Traces Of You Remaintraces of you remain
on my clothes, lingering aftershave
on my skin, faint traces of your warm flesh
in the bed , scented of our lovemaking till dawn
touching my lips with fingertips, swollen from your kisses
licking my lips now i taste you still
hands touching my neck where you claimed me
bite marks that drove me to want more of you
sliding hands over my silken skin
over breasts , I sigh , feeling your mouth still
nipples respond as if they feel you now
gliding down warm skin to my inner thigh
mmmm....
still warm , aching , trembling from you
wetness , hot to the touch
from thinking of you and last night
traces of you remain....

Gardening My Waythe ground was still wet from the storm , you could smell the moisture in the air
it felt good to be working my hands in the mud, letting it slide over fingers
bending over on my knees, you enjoy the view of my ass in air
leaning a little too far forward , you see my lace of panties in gap of shorts
dropping down on your knees behind me, grabbing my hips you grind your hard cock into my ass
letting me know what you want, you cup my breasts
untying my shirt i let it fall , feeling the cool air on them
nipples hardening , you squeeze them making me grind into your cock
taking your shirt off and easing your pants down
you finger fuck my hungry pussy through leg of shorts till you rip them
two fingers in me , as you force me over
mud covering my breasts , nipples harden
your cock slams into my wet pussy without warning driving me hard in mud
its covering my breasts stomach arms lower neck
and you pound me ,
making me sink deep in the m

While Your GoneLAYING HERE
IN THE QUIET OF MY ROOM
SHOULD BE SLEEPING
INSTEAD I'M AWAKE
RESTLESS LONGING
FOR ARMS TO HOLD ME
LIPS TO CARESS MINE
WARM BODY NEXT TO MINE
CLOSING MY EYES
DOES ME , NO GOOD
IMAGES OF YOU
RUN THROUGH MY HEAD
MY NIGHTS
SEEM ENDLESS
WITHOUT YOU HERE
HOLDING ME NEAR
PHANTOM WHISPERS
FLOAT IN THE AIR
TEASING MY EARS
CARESSING MY MIND
HAND LYING
GENTLY ON YOUR PILLOW
INHALING YOUR SCENT
THAT STILL LINGERS THERE
COMFORT COMES
WHEN MY IMAGINATION DOES
OF RUBBING YOUR STOMACH
TASTING YOUR WARM SKIN
DAYS GO BY
NIGHTS NEVER END
NOT FOR ME WITHOUT
YOU...........

I Want Youhave you ever been laying on your stomach
in the dark of your room
when a warmth floods your pelvic area
coolness of the sheet on your breasts
has your nipples hard
the intensity builds
you feel yourself gettting wetter
your lips are swelling with desire
as you begin to grind the bed
your whimpers of wanting go unheard
driving your pelvic bone deeper into the mattress
the air from the vent hits your wet pussy
causing you to moan out
rolling over hoping for relieve
your nipples contract further till they are diamond cutters
legs open on their own...
you cant help but touch your burning skin
tracing over your shaved mound
till you slip a finger in the wetness
it has you bucking
wanting more so you trace around your hardened clit
squeezing it between two fingers
as you begin to finger fuck yourself
the orgasm rocks you lifting you off the bed
arching your back hoping to recieve more
moans slip out turnin

CrazinessNOONE can do CRAZY like me!! I can't seem to help myself. The meds help though...If I'd just take them! Anyway, Whatz Up?

A Girl Has To Be Sneaky .....slight of hand
now you see it
now you dont
sitting next to me
all snuggled up
on the couch
watching a movie
never noticing
where my hand
has stolen to
until you feel
my hand
caress your stomach
up to tease
and torment
your nipples
soliciting from your lips
that moan of pleasure
music to my ears
letting me know
you like it
and want more
a girl has to be sneaky
to find your secret spots
so we can tease you into pleasure

Red Happy AgainRED is all happy again... man is it good to be back behind the wheel of RED again.

Thank You Birthdaythank you all for all the rates on my auto 11's and all the gifts and bling, i will be returning the love this week that i have not already returned. if you get auto 11's and need help give me a shout and i am there for you !!!
Thank you all !!

Guesslaying on the floor
on my stomach
i gaze into
your big brown eyes
seeing how much you love me
all that unconditional love
you have for me
sensing my moods
if im sad
you give me comfort with snuggles
if im sick
you give me warmth
and understanding
if im in a playful mood
your ready in a moments notice
all of your devotion to me
touches me deeply
as i smile at you now
looking into your eyes
i catch a glimpse
of movement
before you strike
that lil wiggle
of your tail
before you lick my face
my dog has done it again
making me squeal like a lil girl again

Guardian Angel-lyric IdeaGuardian Angel:
I lie here laying next to me, and wonder where I am?
Opened the door to loneliness, and you’re there once again.
I still can’t see inside your mind, to find what’s going on,
Will there ever be a day when you’ll, embrace the morning sun?
I look into those hurtin eyes, can’t take away your pain,
And I can’t tell you how to feel, or how you can stay sane.
You always tell me how it hurts, how you miss your children so,
At night you come home all alone, the pain just starts to flow.
You wonder if you’ve done wrong, well I can’t help you there,
You’re just another messed up mind, with feelings you can’t share.
Maybe you are serving penance, for a life you've lived before,
Or maybe you just never came back, never came back from the war.
And I….can’t tell you that you will ever feel, or feel much better.and I…can tell you that you can stay dry or you can get so much wetter,
And I… I can’t say the day will come and you will turn it all around,
I…can only stay

YoursIve been an outlaw for to long
Ive been an inlaw to someone wrong
Ive been a pinkertons guardin trains
Ive pushed cattle across a range
Ive ridden horse
and wrestled cows
loaded hay
and pushed a plow
but Id leave all at the door
if I could just be yours
Yours in the mornin
yours at night
feel you in my arms
holdin you tight
cause in a world that all wrong
your the only thing that seems so right
your hold on me is so strong
that it warms me all winter long
so dont you think
even when you close the doors
that my love isnt yours
Ive made mistakes
lord knows its true
but through it all
Im lovin you
I never waivered
I felt you strong
I feel your love
through it all
and while your there
so far away
I only have this to say
my love is forever yours

Momentum......is evil.
For a heavy guy, can run pretty sharpish. Problem is stopping, damned momentum.
The point of this is, never race someone in a metal cage when you can't actually stop yourself hitting the cage.
My lesson for today.

Come Join Us AllCOME JOIN US ALL HIREING FOR EVERY THING STRESS FREE LOUNGE
COME JOIN US ALL HIREING FOR EVERY THING STRESS FREE LOUNGE

LoveLove, walking takes so long When you're alone
This time don't it
love, You had a hand to hold, but it just wasn't warm enough
But now, cause the same shoulder that was so cold
Now, needs one to lean on
Same number that was so hard to call
Now Is your favorite one
Same door you hated to walk in
Now you was what you wish was home
Same Mama who told you I was no good
Forgot to tell you
+
Love, it's a cold, cold world out there
And when it rains it pours, I swear
And that Big Sea don't look so pretty, no more
I hate to be the one, love ,Lover
+
Love, for 2 seconds, I actually feel bad for you
but your time is up
Love, the worst is that the world ain't been so bad to me
I've had better love
Cause the same chicks, that held your attention
Turned out to be just chickens
Same ex, who was your back-up plan
Moved on to a better plan
Same friends who told you to leave
Have all tried to get at me
+
The grass ain't greener, I swear on

Tranny CocksThis is pretty par for the course for me lately...*sigh* i never get any takers on the suprise buttsecks. Is it because my tranny cock is bigger than theirs?
->ubarf: what no suprise buttsecks?
->ubarf: i wont even use lube i will drydock that shit
->ubarf: Oh yea we always need guys with hairy asses to stick out huge tranny cocks in...i could make you bleed
ubarf: victims???
->ubarf: you wanna be in one in sure we could use more victims
ubarf: im sure you must make a fortune doing shemale vids. rofl
->ubarf: no i still got i just tuck it...lmao
ubarf: interesting......you had a cock eh? rofl
->ubarf: not as much as i have to pay to get rid of my cock
ubarf: oh my great goodness....you have some AWESOME cleavage....how much did they cost you for you to get those?

How Do I Know If I Am A Loser?Everytime I turn around, I have people asking me....Hittman, Am I a Loser? So I took it upon my self to devise this questionare to help you answer the question. Am I a Loser? And don't worry if you answer yes to a few questions. Its all about how many yes's you have at the end. Lets Begin!
1. Am i currently employed?
2. Have I been unemployed for more than six months?
3. Am I over the age of 25, and still live at home with my mom?
4. Does my kids have to come visit me at my mothers house?
5. Do I have an internet connection that i have not payed for in over a year?
6. Do I own a biker jacket, claim to be a biker, and yet, i don't own a bike, and probally don't even know how to start a bike?
7. Do I have an ankle bracelet attached to my ankle right now?
8. Do I have more felonies than I can count on one hand?
9. Do I ask every woman i meet on fubar for pictures of her tits?
10. Have I ever been fu-married to multiple women at one time?
11. Am i gettin re

Alcohol Is The Devil...UUUGGHHH...
I remember now why I am not a drinker. I truly believe that alcohol is the devil and damn did he get me good last night. I vow never to dance with you again devil...nope nope nope...

Leveling Blog#402We Never Danced@ fubarcenter>
111,000 to Godmother-She now has Auto's on:)

I'm Not On Muchi am trying to be on here more but my job just keeps me away. i'm not sure when i'll be on but leave me a message if you can.

Random Bling - Ninja StyleHere is one of my best friends ever... Kjer. If you have checked out my albums, you probably have seen his pics. But that is only a small part of who he is. Please check out one of these videos - he seriously is just amazing.
He has tons and tons of video's on his youtube. Please click through this link to check them out. And don't forget to subscribe.
http://www.youtube.com/KJER
I will randomly bling people who have subscribed and leave a comment on his main page saying H2H sent you.
Thank you so much.
I hope you are having an amazing day!
Michele :)
Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~@ fubar

When Do You Say 'i'm Done'?Sometimes, you have to ask yourself when enough is enough. It pretty much applies to everything, I guess. Food, beer, relationships...at some point you have to decide if it is worth the pain, annoyance, or irritation. Some people say that we're a generation that gives up too easily, and I say that's bullshit. After years of Go, Go, Go, a person has a right to ask himself if he's actually getting anywhere. I've seen marriages end after 40 years, and while I have NO idea how that can happen, I can understand why it happens. At some point, you have to ask yourself if it's really worth it all. You gotta know that when you die - like we all will at some point - whether it was worth it. A lot of people think that it's just the way things are, but I think we make our way in life. I think you gotta just let it go when it's eating you like a cancer inside. Otherwise, it's just slow suicide.
I've stood on the edge of quitting it all a few times, and I keep looking at falling on the si

HelpIs there anyone out there that can explain to me why people fucking suck so hard? I try to be very nice with people, and my true friends know this. What I do not understand is why people take advantage of nice people like me? I have had a lot of experience with people and what I have discovered is that they lie to you, steal from you, use you and take advantage of just how nice you can be. I have heard a lot of people tell me "I am not like other people, just give me a chance." That is a load of Bull Shit! They are telling you this because they are like everyone else and they are trying to get what they want out of you.
I am not selfish. I think of other people's feelings before I say or do anything irrational. The last I ever wish to do is hurt people. When love is on the line things get worse. Why do we gamble with our hearts? If a person's heart is in your hands, please handle with care...

TodayToday has been a crazy ass day!!! I've been at my nephews bday party and ive got a sugar high and im bouncing off the walls now, Geez Thanx Jessie!!! LMAO ok im out!! Loves ya!!

25 Things About MeRules: you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.
1. I used to be a hollywood extra in vancouver .... was in dar angel and afflack commercial and 40 days and 40 nights
2. talk for 5 min with josh harnet and shook his hand in the 40 days and 40 nights movie
3. I like to crack my elbows and fingers .... i know bad habbit
4. Got sum kinda hormone imbalance my hair takes for ever to grow and i only have to shave my legs and underarm every few months also i hardly got any eyebrows ... kinda like the actress whoopi
5. Love my grandkids to death ..... and i can,t stop smelling shawns head lol ( you know that lovely baby smell )
6. I think of my mom everyday ..... i never knew what i had till she was gone .... wish i spent more time with her
7. I love can to read palms and tarot cards
8. I am proud to say i am a canadaian even if some damn quebecers hate it
9 . I used to be 5* 7* and now i am 5* 5* .... i hate tha

About MeOkay so today is an extremely confusing day for me.. i have alot on my plate and am at a loss for what to do so I think I might have it figured out... My problem is not the ignorant people in my life its the fact that ive lost the most important people to me over the last 5 years and I am hurting and taking it out on the people I love... Except my kids they make me laugh when i want to cry'' lol So I just really want to go to sleep and wake up on the 26th if you know me then you will know the importance of that day... But anyways I just had to get that off my chest even if it doesnt make sense to some of you'' I will always know what this was about and that it made me feel better...

Aauction I Am In Starting Feb 28thHeres your chance to own your very own fu-slave for a month. Have you owned DJ WyldOne of the Ace Cafe yet? What are you waiting for? Click the picture below and...
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The White Boy Blues.I got plenty of fuel
got no match.
I got plenty of money
no hooker to screw.
I got plenty of ink
but no paper to stain
I got plenty of blues
but aint got the use.
I'm the nobody stuck in your toaster.
I'm the dusty coat on the side of the road.
That dry red stain next to the tracks.
That straw hat, and fishbobber tied to a toe.
I'm just another casualty of love
another hit and run with the jimmy beam cure.
I got latex insurance
but no appeal.
I got smoke rings round my face
candles and my own place
Got a den of evil in my heart
a den of lust and a trashy sense of art
aint got no you
aint got no feel.
Aint got no queen of the slip on my tongue.
Aint got a way out.
Not one I'll take anyway...

A Lil Some SomeI didn't write this, E.E. Cummings did, but I love it!!
I carry your heart with me
I carry it in my heart
I am never without it
Anywhere I go, you go my dear
And whatever is done only by me is your doing my darling
I fear no fate for you are my fate my sweet
I want no world for beautiful you are my world my true
Here is the deepest secret no one knows
Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of the tree called life which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide is the wonder that keeps the stars apart
I carry your heart
I carry it in my heart

Beach PartyI have two awards to give out today.
First, Nate, Katie, and Jennifer get today's Pat on the Back Award! You guys are the best friends anyone could have (most of the time) and last night's Beach Party at Poboy was kick ass due to you! Katie, thanks for the best birthday present I could have gotten. You have no idea how it raised my spirits. Nate, thanks for setting me up with great photo opportunities. Jennifer, you would have won the wet t-shirt contest had you stayed but I respect your leaving early to address more pressing needs.
Glass Shadows@ fubar Nate T R/L fake Executive Bored Director,and Enforcer @FarBeyondDriven@ fubar Jennifer@ fubar
Now... a VERY big Kick in the Ass Award, to the socially inept group of 20 or so good catholics who left their church function down the street to join us last night, clad in their 1990's yuppy attire just for the hopes of seeing some skin. You made the crudest, most tasteless remarks ever heard in our respectable bar and then I'm sure

Blow Those Words Out The Back Of Your HeadI'm tired of all the lies. Tired of putting in all the effort and never seeing a damn thing in return.
Do I look like a fool to you?
Don't give me your excuses; I need results.
I know what I am and what I have to offer. Don't mistake my kindness and gentle words as naivete or weakness.
Don't play games with me. I've seen and heard most everything.
That being said, if your only intentions are to try and make a fool of me, save it for someone else.

True HappinessTrue Happiness
She falls in deep that very moment
She pictures that one special moment clearly like a summers day
The smell of flowers and the warmth that captures her willing heart
To embrace the feeling fully and to never let go
"Feeling loved and cherished means everything to me" she says
Craving that warm and gentle touch that would make her feel whole
That would make her feel she is not alone in this cold and harsh world.
She wonders, sitting by her window "Where is that one man for me? where is he?"
She can never answer that question but wish that she could
Holding on and fighting each day like everyone else
But she has been alone too long and some days she is tired of the fight and cold nights
Asking herself "Where did the times go when it wasn't so lonely? When it was so easy?"
Wishing she could go back to that easy and care free time in her life
Wishing she never had to feel the searing and unbearable pain that thumps in her heart
Wondering when her time will

YouWhen I talk, you listen and hear the things I can't always say.
When I reach out, you are there for me, always there when I need you.
When I stumble and fall, your arms open wide and lift me to my feet.
When I laugh, a smile lights up your face, and before long, we're laughing together....
You are my partner, my love, and my very best friend, my one and only, you are my love.

Tagged By Into The Void(I was tagged by Into The Void, so as not to incur His wrath, or disappointment, I will comply.)
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names
Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I use a paper towel or my shirt sleeve to open the doors in public restrooms. (a germ thing). Guess that¡¦s why I¡¦m so clean.
2. My nipples became sensitive for the first time in my early 40¡¦s after having two kids at 19 and 20 yrs old. And I am so enjoying it.
3. I pretend to be self confident, moreso than I actually feel inside. Yeah, I know, heavy, huh. LOL.
4. I have a broadcasting degree that I have only used for work recordings. Pretty sad really.
5. Each job I¡¦ve had I¡¦ve progressed in salary, wi

For You My Friendtime and time again
i find myself
hoping to see your goofy smile
hear your deep voice saying wwwwwwwhat no hug
you were the strong one
the one who picked me up after i was broken
you were the one i ran to
when it all just got to be too much
in your arms i felt safe
the world seemed less dark
watching three stooges with you
laughing uncontrollably when you imitate curly
being their when dates turned out bad
cleaning up busted lips from really bad ones
biting back the urge to say the wrong thing to me
when my love was rejected
watching me time after time date the wrong one
when you said to yourself
enough
i cant take this
i was stunned speechless
looking at you across the room
you raking your hair
then pounding my walls
you say
tamm i cant stand it anymore
everytime i see you broken
your heart shattered
or worse you hurt
it kills me inside
cant you see
im a man yes
but damn it tamm
i cant take it
i love you please see me
for the first

My Auto 11's..............I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE TAKEN TIME OUT OF THEIR BUSY DAY TO HELP RATE MY PAGE AND SOME PICS. I KNOW ALOT OF US ARE BUSY WITH EVERYDAY LIFE AND ALL AND I AM ALWAYS AMAZED AT THE PEOPLE THAT HELP ME ANYWAY.
THE FLIP SIDE OF THAT IS THE PEOPLE THAT I SEE ON HERE THAT ARE AT A HIGHER LEVEL THAN ME BUT NEVER EVEN STEP FOOT ON MY PAGE UNLESS THEY ARE ASKING ME TO HELP THEM OUT. IT REALLY BOTHERS ME HOW THE HIGHER UP YOU ARE THE MORE PEOPLE WILL HELP YOU....MAYBE THEY FIGURE THAT PERSON CAN DO MORE FOR THEM. ALL I CAN SAY TO THAT IS IT'S THE LITTLE PEOPLE LIKE ME AND OTHERS THAT HELP PEOPLE OUT SO THEY CAN REMAIN AT A HIGHER LEVEL. PEOPLE NEED TO THINK ABOUT THAT AND REALIZE US LITTLE PEOPLE MATTER TOO.
THE PEOPLE THAT I HELP AND CALL DEAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY HAVE NOT ALL BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED THEM AND IT MAKES ME SAD BECAUSE I SURE DON'T ASK FOR MUCH IF ANYTHING. I NEVER ASK PEOPLE TO BUY ME BLINGS, HAPPY HOURS, BLASTS OR GIFTS, ALL I ASK IS

Danger Keep Away~slipknotDanger, Keep Away lyrics
We too feel alone
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
Where have I been all this time?
Lost enslaved fatal decline
I've been waiting for this to unfold (Good)
The pieces are only as good as the whole
Severed myself from my whole life
Cut out the only thing that was right
What If I never saw you again
I'd die right next to you in the end
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
That place in my mind
Is that space that you call mine
I won't let you walk away
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say
Without hearing what I have to say

Are You Surecan you resist opening up my profile
ask yourself
why you do it
im not the sexiest woman around
im not the funniest
but time after time you see the lil sign
saying i did this or that
and your curiousity gets you
you find your mouse clicking on me
you cant stop it
now think of this
im just here
being me
what would happen to your curiousity if i turned my attention to you
and came after you with the full onslaught i can carry behind my words
could you resist me then
am i gonna do this
ill never tell
anticipation is half the fun
the other half is
when you see it is you im after
remember this well
im being tame
this is just a tip of me
can you handle the full impact of me
think bout it
once i do cross that line
i will pin you to your sit
with what i am capable of
the librarian look ..
you want to know more of me then ask
why hide and peek at my profile
im right here
strong men and women appeal to me
i dont wanna risk breaking you t

Oil ChangeOIL CHANGE INSTRUCTIONS FOR WOMEN:
(1) Pull up to Peak Automotive when it is time for your next oil change
(2) Relax in a massage chair with a glass of wine, soda, coffee, or cappuccino while reading the latest Oprah, Parenting, or Shape Magazine or working on your laptop.
(3) 45 minutes later write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle where the fluids have been topped off, car has been washed, tires rotated, and courtesty inspection completed.
Money Spent
Oil Change: $34.95 (non-synthetic oil change)
Wireless access: FREE
Glass of wine, soda, or coffee: FREE
Courtesy Inspection: FREE
Massage in chair: FREE
Total cost of peace of mind knowing your car is maintained: PEAKFULLY PRICELESS
OIL CHANGE INSTRUCTIONS FOR MEN:
(1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00
(2) Stop by liquor store and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20.00, drive ho

Are You Interested ?Club Frat Wants You
We are looking for new members to join our family here at Club Frat.
We are a small friendly group that shows our love by helping our family members with leveling and bombing their contests too.
Please read the Club Frat
"Welcome to Club Frat Main Rules"
blog to see if this is for you.
Please send a message to Club Frat Home page,
and post a comment in the blog as well.
We will be in contact with you as soon as possible.
Thank you
We do hope you join and become a part of our great family here at
Owner....Mo_SweetAngel

Much LuvYOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED!
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I'M O.C.D. WHEN IT COMES TO THE WAY MY HOUSE IS CLEANED AND THE WAY LAUNDRY DONE
2. I CAN'T STAND WHEN PEOPLE PUT GUM IN ASHTRAY
3. I LOVE PINK & PLAYBOY BUNNY
4. 2 OF MY FAV. FLOWERS ARE ROSES AND DAISIES
5. I DON'T LIKE SEAFOOD
6. I LOVE COOKING
7. I TAKE LONG SHOWERS
8. I LOVE CANDLES/ FEBREEZE
9. I DO ABOUT 8,000 TEXT A MONTH(I DON'T LIKE TALKING ON PHONE)
10. I HAVE 2 ARRIVE EARLY ANYWHERE I HAVE TO BE(ANOTHER ONE OF THEM O.C.D. THINGS) LOL

Down With The Sickness ~ Disturbed(Do you feel that?)
(Oh shit)
Ooh ah ah ah ah
Ooh ah ah ah ah
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give it to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing in me
(Will you give it to me?)
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, there is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me
I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give it to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give it to me?)
It seems you'

Sexy SundayJust a quick holla out to all my friends and fam on fubar, hope everyones enjoyin their day and had a decent weekend1 Peace , J hola at me if ur around muahzzzz

Three Days After The Chosen One Birth….Three days after the Chosen One birth
Draco went to bed, he had to rest for the rising of another night, she was to brought down, he was to see and watch her coming into the family, but what of her allurement upon him. He shut his door, he fell back onto his bed, he stared at the ceiling for hours, he moved to hope soon sleep would ease his thoughts about the new heir, he knew the heir was female, she had touched his face, but what else did she do to him that made him stir with need to be near or around her, he ached for her. He rolled over again; he rose and beat the pillows. He fell back.
A haunting wind of lust stir about the day, she rose and flung the balcony doors open, she stood within the sun looking across the way, she smiles and leap onto the roof, she runs about smelling his sense, she crawled down the back side of the house that held the edges of death to the ocean, but she moved like well train vampire upon the wall fearing no death upon her essence. Her heart was

Tag It Baby!!!YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED!
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I LOVE THE SMELL OF THE RAIN
2. I HATE TO DRIVE A CAR
3. I HAVE A PATICULAR COLONGE (ON A MAN ) THAT TURNS ME ON BEYOND BELIEF
4. I'VE NEVER FULLFILLED ALL MY FANTASIES (KEYWORD ALL)
5. I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO STAY MARRIED..LOL
6. I HAVE TOO MANY FETISHES ..LOL
7. I TAKE LONG BUBBLE BATHS (WITH MY FAV TOY)
8. I HAVE TAKEN MYSELF TO ANOTHER ASTRAL PLANE
(PLEASE DO NOT ASK)
9. IM A TERRIBLE SMARTASS..(TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT)
10. I HAVE A TERRIBLE SENSE OF TIME AND AM ALWAYS LATE
I TAG EVERYONE THAT COMES IN HERE!!

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Just JoinedWell i have just joined this cause my huni has an account here and just wanted to see what it is like on fubar, possibly make new friends, and pretty much to also have fun on here.

She Amazes Me ...........................Classc1 amazes me more and more as the days go by.....
1. Her inner and outer beauty is unmatched, as I look through her pictures and re rate them, I see the most beautiful woman I have known
2. Her caring and sweetness never drops off, she is always saying nice things to me
3. She is the best mom and always puts our daughter first, the rest of you Fu Hoes need to take note on this statement
4. She is sexy and knows just how to keep me happy, guys .............. she is the one that will never tell me no and enjoys it more and more each time
5. I am always excited to see her, it is like meeting her for the first time over and over. I love walking through the door and seeing that wonderful, shy, sexy smile that she wears
6. She always looks nice for me, she cares about her looks and what she looks like, all you obese and way overweight chicks that think you are something ............... take note again ........ she has lost over 40 pounds since baby and only has 12 to go to reach

My Hearts Yearnin N Piningdo u ever feel like you are shadow in the life u live , like maybe everyone wouldnt even notice if u werent even there? i know my gurls luv me and they are the one constant thing in my life that keeps me going but i dont really have nothing else. i have a husband who says he luvs me but never shows it he is alwasy at work or gettin called into work or when he is home is surfin for men, all i wish for is some affection and attention after a long draining day of endless noise and tantrums of little ones , i really feel like he could care less if i was here or not the only time he seems to notice me is when i am in bed sleeping with him. i gave up my job at starbucks where i was in process of promotion for his job so we could move here i left friends and family have sacrificed everything so that i can just cator to his needs 24 7 and get nothing in return? i feel so hollow a ghost in my own home, the computer is my abyss my escape my world i can create and manipulate how i want i need luv

So...So what I've noticed lately in the mumms is that it is completely okay to bash people about their level of intelligence and their inability to make a decision on their own...but heaven forbid should you ever bash someone for their physical appearance. The cunts are out in full force today with their holier than thou attitudes and its getting old. Maybe I'm letting stuff get to me too much today, but I'm done with the crap for today.

Feb 22,2009February 22, 2009
1.
PiscesPisces (2/19-3/20)
It's a good idea to spend some time thinking about what you want to do next in life -- where do you want to travel? What experiences do you want to have? What people do you want to meet? Daydreaming about your future is free, it's fun, and it's something you totally control. Stretching yourself to imagine what could be will help you lay the groundwork for future goals and future adventures! And you'll have the time, especially later in the afternoon.

.he's Just Not That Into You.He says:
Oh sure, they say they're busy. They say that they didn't have even a moment in their insanely busy day to pick up the phone. It was just that crazy. All lies. With the advent of cell phones and speed dialing, it is almost impossible not to call you. Sometimes I call people from my pants pocket when I don't even mean to. If I were into you, you would be the bright spot in my horribly busy day. Which would be a day that I would never be too busy to call you.
She says:
There is something great about knowing that my only job is to be as happy as I can be about my life, and feel as good as I can about myself, and to lead as full and eventful a life as I can, so that it doesn't ever feel like I'm just waiting around for some guy to ask me out. And most importantly, it's good for us all to remember that we don't need to scheme and plot, or beg anyone to ask us out. We're fantastic.
**I liked the movie :) I'm a girl. And of course it makes me want to read the book no

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all Llama Levelers will rate 100 pics. each when done kindly leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks.

HurtingHeartache may be brought on by the disappearance of a commitment from a loved one, loss of communication, loss of companionship, loss of a dream, death, divorce and rejection of love to name a few....
When your heart of compassion feels like turning to a heart of stone there are things we can do. Remember that if your heartache is NOTcaused by a death of a loved one, you are still experiencing grief. There is no amount of knowledge that can prepare you for that kind of emotional unleashed lava!. .
Try to examine what is really broken in your heart. What does a person take from your heart when you believe they are never coming back or they have changed the rules of the playing field? Does it tamper or rob you of your spirit, your pride, your perception of life, your family, and/or your expectations for the future? Does it rob you of your self-worth? Whatever it does – it hurts.
Know that you can't escape from the pain. It is an emotional laceration. If it were a phy

New Article/interviewSo I get contacted by http://www.fixemagazine.com for an interview. I am not sure how much of it will be published but I thought y'all might want to see my answers to their questions. I tried to give credit where due...
How did you become interested in fetish/BDSM?
As I remember it, the whole shebang has held a life long interest. My
father is an artist who is also kinky so I stumbled into his "research
material" a few times. Centurian's images of pony girls really
facsinated me. I also enjoyed playing tie me to a tree as a child. By
my senior year of high school I had found myself a kinky boyfriend who
tied me to the bed with pantyhose and smeared peanut butter and jelly
all over me then began licking. He was also the first partner to spank
me. Thank you Tod Waters of Junker Designs in California - you dirty
perv!
And how did you transition from an interest to it being a profession?
When I first came to the community, I began bondage modeling for the
sites of La

Disturbing Dreams..Lately, I've had a lot of them. Here's one.. I dreamt that the sun went supernova, and in my part of the world, it happened at night. Turning the moon blue before engulfing the earth. And we would die, then awake the next day and go thru it all over again with our memories in tact. No matter what happened or what we did, like the movie Groundhog Day, it would end in searing pain for everyone. It got so that people just accepted fate and when it was time to die again, they would gather in places where they would feel no pain from the rays, which was the beach.. every night. What's your interpretation?

HurtWhen will it be enough they say god only gives you what you can take I am telling you I can take no more loss , I am fighting the biggest battle in my life Cancer was not this hard . If I had known the pain that was ahead of me in life I would have never faught the Cancer. My friends mean so much to me and I think I lost one at a time when I need my friend the most god help me to win tommorow because if I dont I give up fighting , I give up on caring about people because they care not for me or they never would have called me friend and walked away so easy.

RecoveringHEY SEXY FRIENDS OF MINE.. I WILL HAVE NEW PICS HERE IN ABOUT A MONTH OR SOONER..
MY KNEE IS DOIN GREAT.. (THANK GOD).
SO PICS WILL BE HERE SOON.. KEEP A EYE OPEN. STILL LUV MY OLD ONES. I MIGHT HAVE TO TAKE SUM DOWN.. TO MAKE ROOM FOR NEW ONES..
LUV ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS..

Low FormationLuke AFB is west of Phoenix and is rapidly being surrounded by civilization that complains about the noise from the base and its planes, forgetting that it was there long before they were. A certain lieutenant colonel at Luke AFB deserves a big pat on the back. Apparently, an individual who lives somewhere near Luke AFB wrote the local paper complaining about a group of F-16s that disturbed his/her day at the mall.
When that individual read the response from a Luke AFB officer, it must have stung quite a bit.
The complaint:
'Question of the day for Luke Air Force Base:
Whom do we thank for the morning air show? Last Wednesday, at precisely 9:11 A.M, a tight formation of four F-16 jets made a low pass over Arrowhead Mall, continuing west over Bell Road at approximately 500 feet. Imagine our good fortune! Do the Tom Cruise-wannabes feel we need this wake-up call, or were they trying to impress the cashiers at Mervyns early bird special?
Any response would be appreciated.

New Vidsi have made some new vids for youtube i would love for you guys to go check them out and leave comments there to tell me what you think... http://www.youtube.com/user/carebear1905 thanks carebear

Nascar Drivers Don't Qualify As Being Athletesorlandosentinel.com/sports/motorracing/orl-sportscolwhitley17021709feb17,0,7681772.column
OrlandoSentinel.com
NASCAR drivers don't qualify as being athletes
David Whitley
SPORTS COMMENTARY
February 17, 2009
You never bite the hand that feeds you. But on the Sentinel Web site Monday we posed a question that forces me to take a nibble.
"Is Dale Earnhardt Jr. the most overrated athlete in sports?"
There was only one problem.
Athlete?
Who was writing our headlines Monday, Bill France Sr.?
Probably not, because NASCAR's founder has been dead for 17 years. The argument whether drivers are athletes has been around a lot longer than that. Anybody with more than a carburetor for brains knows the truth.
Yes, drivers are athletes. But only if you think it's athletic to make a Grilled Texas Bacon Double Patty Melt Plate.
That's one of the delicious specials you'll find at Waffle House. Preparing it requires stamina, strength, concentration and guts.
Sounds a l

Help LevelShe is a sweetie please help to level her. i will return the favor
fasttime2274@ fubar

Jerks.When guys are assholes to you. What technically does that mean, that they are gay and wanna pick on girls because its a "war over penis"
Is it because they think we like it...
guys who think they are cool [dio cane]
ARE HOMOS. the end

Id Like To Earn A Vip For A MonthI KNOW YOU ALL MUST THINK IM SOME FUGLY CHIC BUT ITS OK I DONT NEED ANYONE OF YOU PEOPLES!
IVE ALWAYS ASKED ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS TO BID ON ME IN AUCTIONS AND NEVER GOT ANY PLACE WITH IT!!!
WELL IM IN A NEW ONE IF ANYONE CARES TO BID!

How Good Of A Kisser Are You?how good of a kisser are yougreat kisserwhen u kiss someone u leave em craving your lips for ever!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

A Blonde, A Redhead, And Me(Inspired by CookingForOne101's About Me section, thanks Steve!)
I want to tell you a story....
This is a story about three gals: A Blonde, a Redhead, and me.
When I lived in Massachusetts, the three of us were always together.
One friend is a Swedish Blonde. Everywhere we go the men line up to speak to her and buy her drinks.
My other friend is a Redhead. Everywhere we go the guys line up to see if her temper matches her hair, and if she is as wild as redhead rumors say.
There was usually a friend for me. Not a blonde nor a redhead, just an average brunette content to enjoy the attention showed my friends.
At the end of an average evening, we often exchanged phone numbers.
The Swedish Blonde's guy held up her number like a trophy.
The Redhead's guy held his number to his chest like a medal.
The Swedish Blonde's guy always gets a wrong number.
The Redhead's guy never gets a call back.
My guy always gets my correct number and I always call back. The Swedish Blonde and th

Tagged By Sweet ♥ JudyYouve Been Tagged
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. My eyes change colors...they're mostly hazel but at times turn to a very deep green.
2. I am an only child.
3. August 9th will begin the start of my 16th year working for the same local government office!
4. My ride is a Ford pickup truck.
5. One of my favorite all time cars is Eleanor out of Gone in Sixty Seconds.
6. I have a deep passion for music and actually want to purchase another clarinet and pick up where I left off about 16 years ago.
7. I am a huge animal lover!
8. Every week or two, my coworkers and myself take in a puppy or two for a day at our office and are sometimes su

"she Gets What She Wants"......Standing before your closet trying to decide what to wear, it has been so long since master let you wear what you want for a date. Thinking of all the different things each article brings out in Master makes you’re body feels all tingling.
Then you see it and a smile comes across your lips and mischief fills your eyes.
Taking the hanger and walking over to your dressing table you begin singing to yourself “I know what want and I want it now”.
Walking down the stairs you silently watch Masters face for a response and your confused when all He does is holds your wrap out for you. There is small talk as we drive to the restaurant and have a very nice dinner. You know there are many eye’s on you for that is the effect you wanted. As we leave the restaurant and enter the parking lot of the club. It looks very lively and one of those country western ones knowing that you will be able to test Master as you desire.
Master guides you into the lounge and hands your wrap to the coat

Alone With My ThoughtsIt seems to be one of those kind of days.
Ever do something that makes you slap your forehead and ask "what the hell was I thinking"?
It's quiet. At least for me.
I'm sitting here looking around my house, trying to find something to do. I am not in the mood to watch a movie. I couldn't stay focused.
I don't feel like going anywhere today. I don't want to go through the whole make up thing. I won't leave the house without it. lol
Ugh.

TagOnce you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you
1. work at homless shelter for 20 years
2 die hard hockey fan
3 love eating sweet tooth candy
4 have few good freinds
5 pogo addict
6 true canadain
7 die hard famiyguy fan
8 big softy
9 fubar addict
10 love to smoke. ciggies

Shocking!Ok, yesterday I bought one of those foam mattress pads and was putting it on my bed, but while I was taking the old one off it shocked me. I have a wool oriental rug and no doubt that's what caused it. It was the worst static shock I've ever gotten and didn't know that it could be that bad. Anyway, it struck on my middle finger in the middle of the fingernail. It put a hole in the fingernail and caused it to bleed and made my whole arm (all the way to my shoulder) hurt for a couple of hours. Has anyone else ever had a static shock this bad or worse? Please comment....

Racistsif you are on my friends list and are a racist, please delete yourself
i have no problem with an ethnic or racial joke but that was bullshit in the mumm i posted last night .yotd asked me to delete it last night when the shit started so i did
oh and i slit the bite spot and it drained and looks fine today
thanks again dio

The Hammurabi CodeThis is the Hammurabi Code of Laws.
It is the oldest known written law.
The Code of Laws
1
If any one ensnare another, putting a ban upon him, but he can not prove it, then he that ensnared him shall be put to death.
2
If any one bring an accusation against a man, and the accused go to the river and leap into the river, if he sink in the river his accuser shall take possession of his house. But if the river prove that the accused is not guilty, and he escape unhurt, then he who had brought the accusation shall be put to death, while he who leaped into the river shall take possession of the house that had belonged to his accuser.
3
If any one bring an accusation of any crime before the elders, and does not prove what he has charged, he shall, if it be a capital offense charged, be put to death.
4
If he satisfy the elders to impose a fine of grain or money, he shall receive the fine that the action produces.
5
If a judge try a case, reach a decision, and present his jud

A Litlle About Me1.
whats your name spelt backwards?Leinad
2.
What did you do last night? smoked out with friends.
3.
The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
A pic of me at the library
4.
Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? No
5.
Last time you swam in a pool? 2 yrs ago
6.
What are you wearing? Stewie Griffin pjs
7.
How many cars have you owned? 3
8.
Type of music you dislike most? rap and most country
9.
Are you registered to vote? yes
10.
Do you have cable? yes
11.
What kind of computer do you use? Dell
12.
Ever made a prank phone call? No
13. You like anyone right now? Not anymore
14.
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Maybe
15.
Furthest place you ever traveled? L.A., California
16.
Do you have a garden? no
17.
What's your favorite comic strip? Batman
18.
Do you know all the words to the national anthem? Yes
19.
Shower, morning or

SalutesWant me to make ya a salute? Post what name you want and anything else special. All I ask is something in return...XOXO
4 down so far...
make that 5

Thank You So MuchI had a very successful auto 11, if it weren't for all of you rating my pics like mad I wouldn't have been able to level...I'm not able to thank everyone individually for fear of leaving someone out and each and every person that came to my page is as important to me as the last...Thank you all for the love xoxo Tina
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Kitty Wants Auto 11's & A Hh Pwease!Well Kitty has never had an auto 11 or a HH. She would love both of them please!
Here's the deal. If you only get me the Auto 11's I will; Give you my YIM, give you full access to my NSFW folder, Make you 2 NSFW salutes, If a DJ I'll make you a HOT Drop!
If You only get me the HH I will; Give you my YIM, Give you full access to my NSFW folder, Make you you 3 NSFW salutes, If a DJ Make you a HOT Drop!
If you get me both the AUTO 11's & the HH I will; Give you my YIM, My Cell #, Give you full access to my NSFW folder, Make you 5 NSFW Salutes, Take 2 NSFW pics of your choice, If you are a DJ make you 2 HOT Drops!
RAWR!
Help a Kitty out plz!
MWAHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Stupid HelicopterI stole this from Tinkerbell. I hate her cuz it's a stupid game & I'm addicted to it. I can't get past the second hurdle thingy. My high score was 114. I suck.
http://www.helicoptergame.us/

The OneI let Mason meet a man. He has never so much even seen me hold his dads hand and last night I just randomly picked a certain someone up and ran a couple errands with the two of them and it couldnt have gone better. Mason LOVED him, There was never a dull moment mostly the two of them cracked up with Mason being cute and coy with his overly smart self. This is not a boyfriend yet, havent even locked lips just been talking for some time. So dont assume Im being a bad mama. I do however see real potential not just wishful thinking. I have been a fool before though so I am trying to watch out for that nasty trip and hoping just maybe hes one of the good ones. Mason wanted me to bring him home, he demanded it actually... I think that was a good start. Be proud to know, I didnt even consider it. But I of course am g oing to see him again. I will not expect perfection I will accept something far more beautiful Messy and real. Please be real.

Lovers DeathEveryone is crying,
But I don't know why,
People say someone's dying,
But there's only will to try,
I'm not sure how,
But they don't see me,
I'm not sure now,
But I think the one dying is me.
Because there's roses on my grave,
But I'm not dead,
My emotions are empty,
And my mind has turned to void.
Friends and family are crying in the church,
And I walk down the aisle, as if marrying Death,
But the speakers speak, and I hold my perch,
Then you spoke, and it was Angel's breath,
Take me home and I'll wait for you,
Because you were always there for me,
I'll never forget the good times we knew,
So now you'll set me free.
Because there's roses on my grave,
But I'm not dead,
My emotions are empty,
And my mind has turned to void.
I'll wait for you on the other side,
And you'll fly to me on Angel's wings.

My Mother.My mother is an unquie woman in that she is a quiet feminist.
While born in KY, she lived in OH and PA as her dad worked for Borton Foods as a regional manager. When he died, her family settled in KY for good.
In school she excelled in all her classes but had especially well in science. She graduated 10th in her high school class. When many "farm girls" just got married out of school, she went to college to study chemistry.
In college, she did well too. She got to study chemistry but only as a science education major. Women weren't supposed to be chemists in the 1960's. She added a second major of library science to improve her chances of getting hired at a chemical firm as a research chemist.
She met by dad in the late 1960's and were engaged in 1966 as he entered the US Army. Once married, she ended her college education with an Associates of Arts in Chemistry.
Now in VA, she worked as my dad finished is Army hitch and started police academy.
In 1971 she became a s

Life Was Easier When Boys Were BoysEasily, with a whisper of a voice,
a dial on a phone,
or an unexpected non appearance..
you break her heart
Simply, with words you think won't harm her
they do more damage then one, can believe
And slowly, the tears begin to fall
and let out the words, the broken heart could never say
Oddly enough, your actions confuse her
make life, non understandable
Forming creases in her forehead,
trying to make sense of everything, and everyone
Stupidly, you don't appear
you've made her wait, and made her have faith
and now, her hope falls
quickly tumbling and breaks
Secretly, she hides her feelings
her compassion, and love
hoping somewhere you still love her
and keeping in mind, you once told her forever...
Quietly, each girl slips away
forgets who she is.
And thats the moment she needs you the most
when, and where she least deserves it.
just as she had given all she had to you
all her heart and love, though it wasn't much
she hopes you do the same.
Those me

I NeverI never wanted the worst things to happen to you,
Even when i was standing in front of you.
I know you've hated me from the start,
That's no wonder with a scarred and torn heart.
I never thought bad things about you when your thoughts were mean in your eyes,
I never wished we'd say goodbye.
I never wanted your dreams to die,
Even when you wanted me to do so alone,
I never shrugged my shoulders and bowed my head when you walked by.
I never stopped laughing at your jokes,
Even when you told me to,
I never wanted to c you scared,
Although you looked like you just couldn't care.
I never wished the worst to come your way,
Even when you wished it would happen to me everyday.
I guess i'm a fool for wasting my time on you,
But i wanted so much for you to at least like me too,
And i really thought that was what you'd do.
And now your across the world,
I'd just like to say that i wish you best,
Although i meant nothing to you,
You really are a special girl

North Carolina...Ah, Michigan. A wonderland filled with freezing snow and slop. Filled with depression and poverty. No jobs.
And I was sitting on the Beach two days ago with my best friends. Staring out into the Ocean, not a care in the world. It was so beautiful down there. Everything was so laid back, no trash on the sides of the roads. The air was clean. It was very chilled out there for being a city.
They had help wanted signs up there. Everywhere. People weren't starving for jobs like they are here. I always used to be so passionate about Michigan. I had people here and loved it here and I didn't want to leave.
I never thought I'd want to go back to North Carolina so bad. Nothing took it's time. It was like, oh, you're back in Michigan? Here's some bullshit to be thrown your way.
So now I'm back, trying to pay for things with money I don't have, but I need to do this.
Looking for a job that will never come.
Missing one of my best friends.
Missing how I felt when I was there...

The Little GirlA Little Girl...
Trapped Inside a Memory
On The Outside, Living Color
The Inside, Filled With Shades of Gray and Black
On the Outside, Life Moves From Day-to-Day,
One the Inside, Life is at a Standstill
The Woman Seen as the Outside Picture Smiles,
While the Little Girl on the Inside Cries...
The Woman Lives the Life of What is Expected,
She Does as She is Told, She Makes Everyone Happy...
The Little Girl, Does Not...
She Lives in Sadness and Sorrow,
She Feels Nothing, Living in a World Where No One Can Find Her...
She Sits in the Middle of a Room,
Four Consecutive Walls Around Her...
With Stress, They Move Inward; With Anger and Frustration, Depression and Loneliness,....Failure and Fear...They Move Closer...
The Little Girl is Afraid, She Fears Tomorrow,
The Walls Come Closer...She Screams....
No One Hears Her...

My Grade In Bed.I'm Grade B in bed.
You are above average in bed, but you will need to do some 'extra credit' if you are going to get an A. You've got it going on in all of the pleasing-departments, but you need to figure out what pleases you most of all. And then make your partner beg to do it to you.

Committed SuicideThey all stand around her gravestone
Tears pouring from their eyes
Thinking about what they could've done
While whispering their goodbye's
There was the best friend
Who went into depression
She wished she could've helped
With her friend's suicidal obsession
Next, there was the boy who loved her
Who tried to hard to make her happy
And knowing that he couldn't help
Made him feel really crappy
Then there was the family
Who tried to get her help
They should've known it'd push her to the edge
She needed to handle it herself
Of course there was all the other people
Who really didn't care
They honestly didn't know
Why they were even there
Last, there was the boy she loved
Who was the reason that she died
For the first time he actually missed her
Too bad she committed suicide

DevilishI'll put on a fake smile,
pretend I'm all right.
I'll laugh in the days
And cry in the night.
I know everybody sees me as a lucky girl,
To have everything I do,
but I feel unconfident,
'I will grow out of it', if only I grew..
It must be even worse for him,
To love me,
and say all those sweet words, to try to make it better..
And I'll just be stubborn and disagree.
Actually I won't, but my thoughts will.
Because I'm constantly in a fight with my thoughts,
I'll find myself ugly, impatient, annoying and complicated
When really, I'm not.
Those thoughts of mine are like two little voices,
the devil and angel on my side.
And when the devil comes out,
All I really want to do is hide..
Cause he's mean,
He makes me think I'm worthless,
But the devil will leave,
If what I felt, I'd express.
So if I'd do that.
The angel would be more on my side,
And the devil would be gone,
Because I don't have anymore feelings to hide.

Snuff~slipknotSnuff lyrics
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again
So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you refused to fight
So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go
So bre

The CracksI see the cracks on my wall,
They grow as I sit in my room,
But they are never covered up,
They only pour out the gloom.
They show all the pain inside,
And all the lies and rejection,
There's no cement to fill them up,
So I'll never meet true perfection.
Why does this happen to me?
My world is shattering apart,
Right in front of your eyes,
So can't you see my broken heart?
Soon anyone can see through,
Don't let them hurt me,
Don't let them see my defects,
Why can't they just let me be?
The cracks spread around my misery,
Nothing can stop them now,
Never touch their hollowness,
Or to Misery you'll surely bow.
I see the cracks on my wall,
They grow as I sit in my room,
But they are never covered up,
They only pour out the gloom.

On The EconomyIn this time of impending depression.. it is important to know history. History TRULY does repeat itself..the idea that we are in a situation the likes of which has never existed is totally egocentric and ethnocentric...We are about to embark on a massive spending campaign....which in my opinion could wreck our economy for a decade if not permanently. A wise man said following:
The budget should be balanced, the Treasury should be refilled, public debt should be reduced, the arrogance of officialdom should be tempered and controlled, and the assistance to foreign lands should be curtailed lest we become bankrupt. People must again learn to work, instead of living on public assistance."
Post your guess in the comments first correct answer wins.

Couldn't Live AnymoreBloody floor
Crying eyes
Broken heart
Tired of lies
The blade at her side
Lying on the floor
Thinking of him
People banging on her door
He lied and said he loved her
Said that he really cared
Where was he now???
Exactly. He wasn't there
She didn't think he would break her
He made her believe every lie
She couldn't believe he was one of them
A stupid, heartless guy
She imagined what he'll think
When he finds out it was his fault
Would he cry, would he care
That her life came to a halt??
He knew that she had loved before
And been used and thrown away
He promised not to do that to her
But with her heart, she did pay
Confused, she didn't believe it
He knew what he wanted before
He broke her in too many places
And now she couldn't live anymore.

UnspokenThe pitch-black sky eventually pours the tears onto me
The taste of the tears inside my lips
The terror always tries to kill me on the inside
There is always an eclipse
Watching over me
I'm standing outside in the cold wind
Under the pitch-black sky with the tears
My heart have sinned
Forgiveness is my desire
Love is what I need more than being loveless
The knife is stabbing my heart
Filling with the bruises and trying to mess
My soul can't breathe without an air
It can't stand alone anymore
It fills the deep, dark secrets
Falling apart on the floor
Dreaming of the words to scream out loud
The promises are not meant to be broken
The lips of mine are sealed
The secrets are still unspoken

What Blocks Connection?"People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges."
-- Joseph F. Newton
We experience soul when we really connect with life -- when we stop and consciously experience what is happening.
We lose soul with:
- resistance - to anyone or anything
- superficiality - we avoid depth of experience
- control - we try to control the relationship
- selfishness - we remain self-centered.
Each of these attitudes fosters separation rather than connection. Once again, soul lives in relating.
Take time to become aware of, and perhaps journal on how you relate to other people and things in your life.
"We have to decide for ourselves what’s nourishing to our souls, and do those things over others."
-- Thomas Moore
Access your own inner wisdom by tapping into the unconscious and intuition. Release stress, blocks and negative emotions, and spark imagination and greater vision.

Hope You're Proud Of YourselfI hope you are proud of yourself,
you have fooled another girl.
Giving her that nice guy impression,
and creating hope in her world.
The second she laid eyes on you,
and saw those beautiful eyes.
A rush filled up inside of her,
unknowing they were just full of lies.
She stared at you while you stared at her,
nothing else in the room mattered.
Both standing there with surprise and intrigue,
only for it to be eventually shattered.
As time went on her infatuation grew,
and her feelings for you became stronger.
It came to the point where she was under your spell,
she could resist temptation no longer.
But as you created hope you easily took it away,
I guess she should have known from the start.
But not only did you take that hope,
you also took her heart.
You don't deserve that heart of hers,
although she was so easy to attract.
You're not the person she thought you were,
so now she wants it back.
How could you lead her on like this,
this poor girl fell

Everyone Wants SomethingYou know when you've been hurt so much
and you're sick to the stomach,
and how you feel as though you just want to be alone,
but you also want someone to care,
but feel that no one does, because no one really understands what you're going through.
and it angers you when they say they empathize, but they DONT.
they dont know how much it hurts,
how worthless you feel,
because who wants to live in a world where it seems as though 50 percent of the people you let into your life is out to hurt you.
smash you to pieces.
leaving you with nothing but the empty remains of a heart touched by pure cruelty.
and you have to move on, mending not only your heart, but your spirit, your soul, your entire being.
you questioned everyone in your life, and try to place a reason as of why each of them should be there.
do they hurt you? or do they love you?
what do they mean to you, and what do they WANT from you?
i mean dont be so naive, EVERYONE wants SOMETHING from life.
and

I'm Your AngelI will be there to catch you
When you are ready to fall
Please grab onto my hand
Before you end up losing it all
I know that depression still lingers
And it wont go away
But just remember this
I am the smile that will brighten your day
You like to write poems
To let all of your feelings out
I am your personal diary
So tell me what this is all about
When you want to cut
I will be your first aid
When I look into your eyes
I can see that you are afraid
Please don't you worry
I am your morbid angel from above
I will enfold you tightly in my arms
And I will give you all my love

ForeverI don't want to have to spend a day without him.
I don't know how I would live.
Because any day without him, is a day I don't want to see.
I just want him to be here with me,
Forever.
I want him to hold me tight,
Safe and happy through the night.
I want to to hold only his hand.
I want to kiss him today, and,
Forever.
I want to see him smile everyday when I wake.
For he is the one who fixed my heart's break,
I want to prove to him that I'll walk any line.
As long as he will be mine,
Forever.
I promise to love him when he is sick and when he is strong,
I promise to love him though right and wrong.
I promise to be his as long as he wants me to,
And I swear my love will be true,
Forever.

My Wish Is You My WifeWhen you want to hold someone close to you
So badly and you don't know why
You begin to wonder what your going to go through
To do what you wish and want to do,
You get cold and daze away
Because your heart stops under pressure
With all those feelings to weigh
With all those feelings you wish to say,
You could stare at them for hours
They just might not get the hint
But what you wish to be yours
Seems to be behind those closed doors,
You want to hold her hand
You want to lay in the cold mornings sand
You want to watch the shooting stars
You want to share each others scars,
You wish upon every star
Hoping that it will always be true
Then finally she asks what you wish on every star
Then finally you say "Baby my wish is you"

Its Must B YouMy heart stops mid sentence
I cannot breathe
You stand there and I'm mistified
You blow me away
Stunned In acknowledge
the fact that you are the one
The one that makes my heart beat
The one that makes me fumble
my words
They trip
over one another
They flip and flop
back and forth like a babbling fool
I cannot respond to a simple hello
without a stupid grin forming my face
Yes you
You must be the one
The one
To end all
The one that steals me away
Yet creates a new life within me
The one I'll love for life
You are the one I'll never forget
I love you
I just know it
It must be you

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Am I Wrong???Am I wrong for feeling completely fed up with just about everything???
This is what has been going on, and I am probably wrong for most of my feelings, but I am going to let it out, before I loose it on someone completely innocent, and go completely bald.
Approx a month ago, give or take a few days, Alex and I had his friend and his gf move in. Neither had a job at the time, they are having to start over, just like Alex and I did. We gave them a roof and have done all we can for them. BUT, it's coming down to now our rent has been raised, and now one of them is working and making money .... and the other isn't. She, has decided from day one when she moved in that she wasn't going back to work in food service. OK, lessoned on my part, is take a job where you can find it till something you like and can do opens up and take it. The way this economy is going .... just get money coming in. I know she doesn't like this house, HELL ... I don't either, but it is a roof over your

Episode 91- Saturday Night FeverLast Night was a great big fucking blow out of a show! lol.. Granted, the aftershow had hightlights that crossed lines for a couple people, but as i say all the time, DISCLAIMER....
We covered the full array of topics for the show last night:
Hellcast News w/ Nightshade
Pool League update
Top 8 simple rules for dating my slutty daughters
Best of the Beast
Drink of the week- Chocolate Ravage
Haunt of the week
King of the Hill- Def Leppard, Linkin Park, Nelly Furtado
Rant of the week
Hellcast Trivia #12
Classic Sextalk
Mad Lib- Summer Vaction
The Movie Review- Semi Pro
Fractured Fairy Tale- Tales of Redlar 11
Country of the week- Tokelau
Slackney's Wisdom
Tech Talk
On this day
Comic of the week- George Carlin
60 second science
60 second psych
our musical year in review was 1981, featuring Kool and the Gang, Devo, Oakridge Boys and Queen
Drink of the week- Chocolate Ravage
16 oz Vodka
1 1/2 oz Captain Morgan Original spiced rum
1 1/2 oz Captain Morga

.why Me.Yeah so I look today and figure out I only have 2 weeks of unemployment left... I'm fucking screwed! Finding a job right now is almost impossible. I've applied every where it seems like! Something has to give seriously. I don't want to have to move back down to Mobile. I really don't
*cries*

I Love My Car...i Can't Stand The Clutch....As most of you know...since most of you are friends from my past page....I just recently purchased a car that I totally love...It's cute...It's red...and mechanically speaking, it's awesome...Not for long though...I fear I'm going to burn out that clutch before I even learn how to drive it...
Yes...I've had the car now for a couple of weeks...And still have yet to get that damn clutch down...I mean come on...Why was it invented in the first place...Automatics have 2 pedals...We have 2 feet...You either brake or you go...Choices are simple...
I took the car out yesterday...I've managed to teach myself to get from point A to point B....It's the in between that I'm having trouble with...I've also been able to figure out paths that don't have a lot of hills on them that I have to stop on...You know the ones with a stop sign that the car is in the direction of going up...Cept for yesterday...What a mess...Denver and the suburbs are not little places where you might have maybe 1 or 2 c

Auto 11's On For Tempting Enchantress!Tempting Enchantress
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Rate Her
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Are They Serious???!!!I just got my "rapid check out" slip, with all the charges to my room. They are charging me 6 bucks a night for parking....I don't even have a car. I told the guy when I checked in that I didn't have a car.
Then I called my Mom while I was here, LOCAL call, and they charged me for it.
Time to get dressed and go bitching.
EDIT: Grand Total for this junk hotel - $290.88

Episode 90- Friday Night Free For AllAnother good show, even though we had problems with the 2nd headset and no one could hear Mamma Helle. For Friday, we had another large audience of over 20 in the chatroom. We covered our Hellcast News, our pool league update, Top 10 things you'd never see on a normal day, Best of the Beast, Drink of the week- Toxic Lemonade, Haunt of the week, King of the Hill- Def Leppard, Redlars good deed of the week, Hellcast Trivia #11, classic Sextalk, The Movie Review, Mad Lib- Fortune Cookie, Fractured Fairy Tale- Tales of Redlar 10, Country of the week- Central African Republic, Slackney's Wisdom (sober), On this day, Comic of the week- Bill Cosby, and 60 second science and 60 second Psych.
Drink of the Week- Toxic Lemonade
1 1/2 oz 1800 Tequila
1 1/2 oz Sweetened Lime Juice
4 1/2 oz Sprite
Just start with ice, then add the tequila, juice and sprite, mix and serve.
I'm working on trying to get our mad lib embedded into here with all the appropriate words you ppl like using.. so

Men Or Women-who Is Stronger?After carefully analyzing and observing (not really carefully, but still), I have come to a conclusion-it all depends on a person.
While my mother says that men are whiny weaklings unable to take care of themselves, I tend to think that both genders have a lot of representatives that are guilty of those character traits.
While I have to admit that a lot of observing comes from Fubar-a site often used by emotionally unstable or weak individuals, it does give a pretty decent insight on human interaction and needs.
I have seen needy men that are craving attention so bad, they forget to pause and look at their pitiful selves, looking entirely pathetic and unappealing (even with 6 packs, biceps, and all that other pointless crap). I have seen needy women that would compete with each other over how much attention someone would give them, which man is theirs, and who looks better.
In my own family, there is a pretty strong pattern of strong females and needy, weaker males. My gr

Tryin To Find The Right Man! Actual Man!Well things have been goin okay since Mike cheated on me. I've atleast found someone who ruffles my feather's when I need it. And he is pretty cool. I've known him for a while, and at one point had a crush on him, and now he is my "special" friend! lol But I would still like to find someone who I can actully be with. Ya know? A campion type person who isnt female. Well yeah thats all

MeI'm a quiet shy man. I enjoy the quiet country life. My hobbies are hunting, fishing, camping, hiking, BBQ cook out, Monster Trucks, tractor pulles, family , nascar races , and anyother races. I look inside the heart and soul that what count in a person not the outside. My famliy are most important to my life. I trying to teach our children to respect other people in the southern way. I always here for my family and to love each of our children. I support each of family member in where is going on in other life. When I joke with you that a way to show I like you.

Top People On FubarI think the people that are tops on any list here on fubar really have no life outside this site.because its takes allot!!! of time to get on top of list to be number 1 over 2 million other people.so why would anyone care to be tops of anything here? lol.I'm glad I'm a nobody here after seeing the way people react when i think their an 8 and rate them an 8.calm down people.its not a popularity contest even if fubar and you make it out to be.because in the end were all living and dying.were all human.we all bled the same color blood.

My Mother!I do have to put a little something down about my mother she had come 6 hours to be with me during this time of need & was there the whole time, in room & everything holding my hand an talking to me so I wouldn't think about what was going on down there, she was so good on keeping my mind off things. If it wasn't for her I would have backed out like a pussy as always but she kept telling me that I can do it, an I will be just fine of course my mother believes in GOD so she prays alot and like I said if it wasn't for her/my doctor I wouldn't have had it done. She's now been with me since the 11th of this month an leaving out tomorrow just to make sure I am o.k... Hopefully John/Johnny my oldest son will be there for me when ever I need em but we shall see, anyways I just thought that I would make a blog about my mother because I will tell you all once she's gone an you've done her wrong then you'll always regret it... So always respect your mother & remember she'll be there for you no m

Trivia #12- Episode 91Ever increasing number of participants is what I love to see in the show. Looks like i just might need to use a separate piece of paper to keep track, very nice indeed!! 18 ppl!!!
Here are the results of Saturday's fabulous event:
Topfueler----------43
Xanrose------------32
MammaHelle---------31
MissAshley---------28
StacyDawn----------27
Mchgn--------------27
Hellermoon---------25
Nightshade---------25
Punkette-----------25
Redlar-------------21
Sheena-------------21
OP_free------------21
AnitaDick----------18
Lost----------------9
Sassy_Jen-----------8
Sigma---------------1
Lotus---------------0
Congrats to Topfueler for gaining some ground and winning our weekly event!!
With 18ppl playing, this was a trip...
Now for the running totals, we have:
Mchgn---------------302
Xanrose-------------257
MammaHelle----------248
Sheena--------------241
Nightshade----------220
SweetAngel----------196
Lost----------------182
MissAshley----------181
Punkette------

I Just Don't KnowWhat Angels hold an heart in thee,
That keeps me writing ever to eternity?
How far the gentle breath I feel is near,
That I would welcome thee as though thou
mightst come here?
What holy of the most hallowed might
Send me to put these words in light,
That all fellow mortals might see,
The light I give thy image and the breath
though giv'st to me?
Do not be abashed by my tone,
There is no honor but yours and yours alone.
If there might be some meager crumb that I might eke,
From that grand inspiration that I seek,
It is those few words in every day,
That I see written on the page as thou wouldst say.

Update Big Brother's New Target: Tracking FirearmsFriday, January 23, 2009
U.S. Representative Bobby Rush (D-Ill.) recently sponsored H.R. 45, also known as "Blair Holt's Firearm Licensing and Record of Sale Act." The bill is, at its core and as its name implies, a licensing and registration scheme.
big brotherThe measure calls for all handgun owners to submit to the federal government an application that shall include, among many other things: a photo; an address; a thumbprint; a completed, written firearm safety test; private mental health records; and a fee. And those are only some of the requirements to be licensed!
The bill would further require the attorney general to establish a database of every handgun sale, transfer, and owner's address in America. Moreover, the bill would make it illegal to own or possess a "qualifying firearm" -- defined as "any handgun; or any semiautomatic firearm that can accept any detachable ammunition feeding device…" [emphasis added] without one of the proposed licenses.
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Well, Well, Well........Now that I am done with this LEEP procedure I'm having alot of damn pain in my stomach/pussy although before leaving the doctors office he had given me some killer ass pain meds like I was talking about before in another blog but damn these things fuck me up bad....lol...It's HYDROCODONE/APAP 7.5/500MG'S tabs which is a generic brand for LORTAB'S, taking that with my XANAX makes me feel like I'm om cloud 9... (TEE HEE) ahhh anyways I have been having alot of discharge which is normoal I guess but I see him in 5 weeks... Oh another thing is John had cancelled our vaction which really pissed me off I was so looking forward to going to the AZTAR which is a HOTEL& CASINO all in one but anyways I just hope that he'll make up his mind and think about it some more before it's to late, oh also I'm going to be getting some new glasses on TUES can not WAIT I'm so damn happy about that... Well guys thank you so very much for everything you've done for me in this time of need I'm just hoping that

One Day In My LifeThis days i going so slowly forward. Have dreams that make my life wurse then i thinking all day long why do i have my nigthmares. Why can i not sleep in peace at nigth. So many thougths in my head all days long. I have a great life so why can my thougths dont levae me alone. Helppppppp

Trivia #11- Episode 90The turnout for this show was a new high for me as I had to keep track of it w/o Nightshade this time. So it was a pain in the ass!!! lol.. But, here are the results of this week's event:
Nightshade----------47
MammaHelle----------21
Mchgn---------------21
Sheena--------------21
MissAshley----------21
Xanrose-------------21
Sassy_Jen-----------20
Redlar--------------18
Lost----------------18
Punkette------------15
AnitaDick-----------14
Topfueler-----------14
StacyDawn-----------13
Roncast-------------13
Sigma----------------7
DJKelly--------------7
OP_Free--------------5
Spliff---------------3
Congrats to Nightshade for his first weekly win!
Now, the running totals of the year as it stands:
Mchgn---------------275
Xanrose-------------225
Sheena--------------220
MammaHelle----------217
SweetAngel----------196
Nightshade----------195
Lost----------------173
MissAshley----------153
Strega--------------151
Punkette------------133
Redlar--------------12

New SongSo, I was jammin with a friend, we occasionally write together. when he started playin this riff,
we were trying to write a political song of all things, and this came out...
still not sure what to do with it,
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
_________________________________________________
Why you chose to walk away,
Is all on me, it's on me.
I tried to fight it,
I tried to stop this,
I did my best, we failed the test
Good intentions,
With bad decisions
,They crippled us, they crippled us.
why you chose to walk away,
Is all on me, it's on me.
Your darkness held you,
my pain consumed me,
This shattered us,
Love turned to dust.
My strength betrayed me,
My body failed me,
I wasn't strong enough,
For both of us...
so why you chose to walk away,
Is all on me, it's on me.
Just know that I will love you,
yes I still love you,
Till my last breath ,
You are my breath.
My heart's

*i Love You* (simple Prose)Beware these words
For, if the emotion is genuine when spoken and that feeling is returned, You will be blessed to be bind in joy and ecstasy to come
Beware this phrase
For, if the aim is deception in order to steal one’s virtue and that affection is vapid or empty You will be cursed with the pain from the illicit lust sought and received
Beware this statement
For, no matter the desire in your soul or the ambition seething in your flesh, You will be changed no matter the time or season
These words are only three, but, they wield power regardless
So, take care when used
RWS

Mass Control Give AwayMass Control Give AwayFrank Kern came out of the woodwork this weekend and just started spewing free content out at everyone with Mass Control Give Away.Of course, if you know any of Frank’s stuff, you definitely won’t be one to complain about what he’s doing.What he is doing, is launching the big Mass Control Giveaway. A series of videos chock full of content are being released all week about how you can make more money right now. See, Frank’s not one to hold back in his content, and that includes his free videos.So if you want to make more money, check them out right away. There is no doubt in my mind if you have seen or heard of Frank Kern then he has probably had a positive impact on your marketing.

Sexy And Baby Nickswhat is with the over flow of "Sexy" and "Baby" or even "crazy" in a lady's nick?...why are these words used way to much.i have seen some women that do not have the right to have sexy in there names lol.

Episode 89- Thursday Thunder W/ A TwistOur first ever Thursday show, which was a short, two hour event, lol. We covered most of what the show normally has, starting with our pool league update, our Top 10 Things you will never say a 2nd time, Best of the Beast, Drink of the week- Lesbian Love, our Haunt of the week w/ Nightshade, our King of the Hill, where Def Leppard reigns supreme, Redlars good deed of the week, Hellcast Trivia #10, classic sextalk, mad lib- be kind, a repeat of Fractured Fairy Tale, Country of the week- South Ossetia, Tech Talk, On this day, Comic of the week- Billy Connolly, and 60 second science. Our musical year in review was 1964.
For a Thursday, we still had 17 in the chatroom, how awesome is that?
Drink of the Week- Lesbian Love
1 oz Amaretto Almond liquer
1 oz Cusenier Freezomint creme de menthe
1 oz Amarula cream liquer
1 oz Cointreau orange liquer
Layer in above order into 2 shotglasses and serve
I love the participation of all the listeners that enter the room.

The Power To Succeed Is Yours Alone.Your Daily Motivation  The power to succeed is yours alone.
Sunday February 22, 2009
THE POWER TO SUCCEED IS YOURS ALONE
The day you take complete responsibility for yourself,
the day you stop making any excuses, that's the day you start moving
down the road to success.
No one else can do it for you.
Only you can make it happen.
You're the only one that has to live your life.
Success on any major scale requires you to accept responsibility.
It's up to you to choose the thoughts and actions that will lead you to success.
Your life will be what you make of it.
Nothing will ever happen by itself.
Success will come your way once you realize that you have to make it come your way by your own actions.
You have the power to live your dreams.
Copyright 2009 www.yourdailymotivation.com
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The TruthThe truth is like a fire, and very fuckin' few of us enjoy gettin' burned. BUT...beyond that; to be burned by my own truth. To allow my own truth to sear itself on my soul. Here is the hands down, meanin' & purpose of my existence. But ordinary life can be the easier & more attractive alternative. Friends, family and the commitments they bring, can allow me opportunity to take the focus off of the truths i don't wish to see.
We can safely avoid the quest after our own truths our whole lives. We can stay asleep in the coolness of ordiary life. But truths fire might awaken us yet, with it's vicious stings. Compelin' us to live our lives in it's heat & light. Helpin' us to walk thru these fires
and not get burned.

Great Idea!!When a company falls on difficult times, one of the things that seems
to happen is they reduce their staff and workers. The remaining
workers need to find ways to continue to do a good job or risk that
their job would be eliminated as well. Wall street, and the media
normally congratulate the CEO for making this type of "tough
decision", and his board of directors gives him a big bonus.
Our government should not be immune from similar risks.
Therefore: Reduce the House of Representatives from the current 435
members to 218 members and Senate members from 100 to 50 (one per
State). Also reduce remaining staff by 25%.
Accomplish this over the next 8 years. (two steps / two elections)
and of course this would require some redistricting.
Some Yearly Monetary Gains Include:
$44,108,400 for elimination of base pay for congress. (267 members X
$165,200 pay / member / yr.)
$97,175,000 for elimination of the above people's staff. (estimate
$1.3 Million in staff p

"into The Sunset",larry Flynt ProductionLong time ADULT FILM STAR "SUNSET THOMAS" is finally releasing her semi retirement video.
Larry Flynt Productions will be having their premiere viewing in Las Vegas,at the ADULT ENTERTAINMENT CONVENTION.
Fallowing the viewing, SUNSET THOMAS is planning a cross Canada video signing tour, along with a top strip club tour.
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Life's To ShortI STOLE THIS FROM J~BREEZY WHO STOLE IT FROM HAZEL WHO STOLE IT FROM TEMPTRESS WHO STOLE IT FROM WV REBEL. AND NO MATTER WHERE YOU "WORK" I HOPE YOU READ, PAY ATTENTION, AND ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID.
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She
hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always
there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see
the world, I will marry you.'
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages
came off, she was able to see everything, including her
boyfriend.
He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The
girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The
sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected
that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.
Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her
saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before
they were yours, the

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The ShowSo Dougie and I went to see Soilwork, Darkane, War Bringer, Swallow the Sun, Carry The Day, Luna Mortis in Mokena at the Pearl Room last night. The show kicked so much ass, and that place has some amazing sound. Poor guy had to hold my purse (concealed by my leather jacket ofcourse so I could go upfront. That was so sweet of him
I think my neck will hurt for a while from all the headbanging and moshing. Ah, just like the good ole times.

KancerousMy thoughts are dangerous.
I told you this is contagious.
this feeling of my heart aching.
I can feel it slowly breaking.
So now I sit broken heart and crazy glue.
With nothing on my mind just thinking of you.
I don't have a thought other then love,
except hate, and I know there is no black dove.
So to close this thing.
I think I'll have to present a ring.
Making sure this isn't just a fling.
That this is truly more than nothing.
It's something that makes me speak.
Makes me wish my outlook wasn't bleak.
I shall not even make a peek.
I won't ever let my tongue speak.

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BrokenYou're the air that I breathe
The sun when it breaks through the clouds
You're all that I need
But I know that you're having some doubts
I'm down on my knees
I pray you'll stick this out
Beggin' you please girl
I'm sorry I let you down
I'm broken like a promise
I'm shattered like a dream
I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see
I'm broken like record
I sing the same old song
I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long
Girl what about you
What about you girl
It's so hard to speak
I can barely look you in the eye
It's so hard to breathe
I know I ain't afraid to die
Your breath is so sweet
Your kisses could get me high
My heart is so weak
But your loving could get me by
I'm broken like a promise
I'm shattered like a dream
I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see
I'm broken like record
I sing the same old song
I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long
Girl wha

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FeelingsI've hidden my thoughts away,
But it seems the unveiling is today.
I just may have to leave you in dismay,
Possible I may have to blow you away.
It seems you all walk in fear,
when you see me clearly don't even come near.
I don't want to have to rip out your mandible,
My hate isn't something that you can handle.
I have a thought I'll devour your soul,
After blood spills I look to the moon.
I can't help that I feel I need to howl,
They don't understand they are dealing with a loon.
Killing everything I love I only have hate,
Seeing you fall from above makes me debate.
Whether there is only lies,
it's starting to attract flies.
Now at the close of this I am weak and weary,
I don't know how to look close enough with my vision.
I asked you to look clearly,
But I've made my decision an incision.
END

"you"When i First saw you..
I was afraid to meet you,
When i first met you..
I was afraid to kiss you,
When i first kissed you..
I was afraid to love you,
But now that I love you..
Im Afraid to lose You!

"a Friend"Friends are the flowers in the garden of life,
they help u through times of trouble and strife.
Theres nothing like friends to make a heart
sings, true friends will share with you most
everything. they will not abandon you intimes
of need,they arent overcome by envey of greed.
Friends will give and allow you to take.
I dont know how i would survive with,and mourn
my sad ends.
Tell me, please tell me, what would i Do, if i
didnt have a Garden full of Friends Just Like U.

True Success, An Immeasurable Tangible….As my final days in Afghanistan rapidly approach, I have taken some considerable time to think about the good, the bad, and of course, the ugly during my tenure here. I want to begin by thanking the readers out there who are taking some time from their hectic schedule to indulge themselves in something that may seem distant. I want to begin by saying that every move we, as a country, military force, what have you, make here in Afghanistan, will impact us back in the States, maybe not tomorrow, but definitely down the line. I’m an avid believer that how we conduct ourselves here is a reflection of our country, and we need to take all of our actions with that thought being considered. That being said I believe that my tenure here, albeit a short one, was a success. Many folks believe that success is measured by wealth accumulated, number of cars and pieces of property owned, but in my opinion the true meaning of success is touching lives. Whether one touches one life, or thousands, the

February 17, 2009Was my Son's 21 Birthday. I took him and his Friends to Eddie Sports Bar. Before either of them drank I suggested that we all eat, me being the designated Driver I stuck to Shirley Temples. After they both eat they first tried Long Island Tea, I took just a tiny sip and it was like 'Yuck' to me.
There was another group there that discover that it was my Son's Birthday and that was when the drinks started flowing.
We did play Pool between his friend, I were trying to teach my Son how to play it. After my second round of pool since my Son won, we had the game going that we played the winner. So I go in and played against my Son. I won cause he sunk the 8 ball so then his friend played me, he won and he asked why I wasn't getting my shots in I told maybe because I wasn't drinking. Also most of the waiting in between shots, my Son and his friend were doing shots or drinks and me? I forgot to bring my pain medicine and my spine started hurting bad, by besides my right chest just pierc

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Tag Your ItOnce you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you
aight, here we go!
1. My real name is Naté... I was named after the perfume Jean Naté. Its pronounced Natay or Nuh-tay if u say that fast.
2. Its no secret at all that I love boobies of all sizes.. Luv suckin em too! LOL!
3. I have a bad habit of spitting. Men, I know u hate to see a women spit, but this bitch spits!
I got something stuck, im clearin that shit and spittin it out!
4. I skipped my Senior Prom to go camping instead.
5. I HATE seafood!!! The furthest I go with seafood is a can of tuna and that gets a lil fishy sometimes.
5. Family and close friends are a very important part of my life. I am very traditional

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Vougan Interview By Dj Metal Queen 2/19/09Tell us about the band. When and how did you get together?
ACACIO: Hugo, Gzus and I were playing together for several years in another band called
"Dark Avenger". We already had the idea to build a side project
while playing along with Dark Avenger. In 2005 when the band was over, we
decided to put all our strength into this new project named "Vougan"
and that's how it started. We already knew Carlos from his former bands in
Brazil and we played together in some concerts through the country also, so we
invited him to sing with us and he accepted the job. Our keyboardist Felipe K.
was invited at the same time with Carlos.
ZEMA: Yeah, we had back in the day a good time playing together as well. I had a band
that played a couple of times with Dark Avenger and then we got to know each
other a little better. Down the road we got pretty close and we put
together some ideas and finally, we brought the idea to call a new project,
that was Vougan. The best invitation I've recei

Gems (written 6-6-2005)I sleep with gemstones all around the bed
King sleigh quarters, oak
High and comfortable
with a heart ache shaped pillow
Powerful
Red Jasper at my feet
To recall dreams and increase circulation
As I might pass through before realizing
the Protection of Snowflake Obsidian
At my hip,
I wish I had always carried Rhyolite
At my insight left center
Against my Moss Agates and Garnets
One less. Deep Red.
I've replaced it with Malachite
Across my chest is solid Jade
To attract the positive, no doubt
Above my head for reasons obvious
Soladites, Lapis Lazulis, and One Rose Quartz
For all things wished.
For all things needed.
For all things.
For reasons still untold
I sleep with one secret under my pillow.
And I carry Turquoise on my fingertips
gems for my future
Fingerprints for my stoney white wallflower past.
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Faster Fubar?Well don't know who'd be interested in this but...
Fubar subscribes to a data mining service called "Google Analytics". Basically a cookie that tracks all the pages you visit on fubar. Really kinda harmless in my opinion, falls under what i term and a bandwidth waster. Whenever you click a link look at the lower left information bar of your browser and you'll see something like "http://www.google-analytics.com/...." which is the server recording your activity. If you use Firefox browser you can use a plug-in called "CustomizeGoogle" which allows you to block the Google Analytics plus a number of other time wasting ads and such.
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So Im ThinkingIts just a feeling and Im gonna go with it. hope you feel it too

LikeQuestion dunno if this should be a bulletin ro a blog so ill post in both. But why is it that when you meas someone new and they ask things about you and then hear things they are like "WHOA gotta go!"
Im a very honest person so when people ask about me I tell them everything good and bad. But what turns them away is when I tell them about my medical problems. Which are Type 1 diabeties, Im bi polar, Manic depressant, mild cases of ADHD, OCD, and skizo. I have neropathy in both my legs which sucks, a lowar lumbard slip in my back, constant pains in my whole body.
I guess im just too broken for people to really want to get close or to care about.

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Howard Stern????? I'm Not Impressed.OMG!! I can't believe that the first thing that I saw when signing onto Fubar tonight was a voice clip of Howard Stern.
I am not impressed at all.
Fubar may be a great way to meet folks, but he makes it sound so dirty the way he describes it. If that is what Fubar wants to associate themselves with and purport themselves to run in the same company of, I may not be on here much longer.
Ughghghghhh.....

Poem My Daughter Wrote When She Was 14-15War
There's a war going on
And I'm losing control
I can't stand this feeling
It's killing my soul
My life is endangered probably
And I feel the need to hide
Even though I should feel safe
Because my parents are by my side
Some people are saying "the world is going to end"
And others are saying "we're all gonna die"
My mom says not to listen
But it still makes me want to cry
You know, there's a very good chance
That my dad might go to war
And I'll be at home thinking
Maybe I don't have a dad anymore
I'm probably too young to understand
What really happened in the past
This has to stop...fast
Jessica Rene Phillips
If she had of been older when she wrote it there probably would've been more to it but wasn't bad for her age...her Dad had already been to Iraq once and when she wrote this he was being told he probably was going to have to go back.

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BdayWell here we go another day/year and im another year older. WOW 24 yrs on this earth. 24 yaers of pain and constant learning and being knocked down and having to pick myself back up. Well thats life I guess. U get dealt cards which will be good and some which suck. Well hears to another interesting year of dealing with my diabieties, my bipolar, manic depression, anxiaty attack, and neropathy. But Im still going which is all that matters. PEACE

30 Days In The Holedont take long for a girl to realize i am s wreck fuck drikin tokin son of a bitch. i never ment to show no sign of heaven, been trying all my life to burn them gates down. raise hell, kill this pain with more pain and drink and toke and pop and kill myself everyday. fuck this world

Love Is Hypocritical...Love is the greatest of hypocritical feelings...
Love is always new and always changing.
Yet is is never really new and is never changing.
Love is the greatest of all joys.
It is also the deepest of sorrows.
It is comforting and familiar.
It is frightening and srange.
Love is cherished and nurtured.
It is also taken for granted and ignored.
Love is the hardest to hide.
It also the one we hide most often.
Love when share is priceless.
When kept to oneself it is worthless.
Love brings out the best of who we are.
It also brings out the worst parts that we hide.
Love is simple and uncomplicated.
It is complicated and confusing.
Love shows us who we are.
It makes us lose ourself in another.
Love completes us and makes us whole.
It also leaves us empty and half of what we could be.
Love is what we make of it.
We are what it makes of us.
Love is the most hypocritical of all emotions.
It's also the one most worth what it brings.

Thoughts, Part The ThirdThe viewpoint alternates constantly between optimism and pessimism, yet I continue to permit myself to have expectations. Keep in mind this is not a broad view of the world but an individual perspective on each of the differing situations I findmyself in. Is it crazy to be insanely pessimistic about the direction that things are taking in the world outside while at the same time being exceptionally optimistic about my own personal prospects? I'm having a hard time rectifying the two.
Inevitably the struggle is pointless, and life will go on as it would wether or not I muse. But as usualy, I'm hoping that one day the answers to my questions will stop turning up more questions. See? Right there in that paragraph, a pessimism/optimism hybrid, a beast of a thousand heads turned upon itself.
If there is one thing in this world that I am good at, it's unproductively overanalyzing things.
Again, my thoughts head out into cyberspace unread, like spoken words by a lone soul int

Doneam so tired of the b/s people put out there. if you want to be my friend then be just that. don't pretend to be anything else. there are enough fake people out there..trust me..i've met a good deal of 'em. and no i'm not looking for a man to make my life better. all relationships do is screw your life up because no one can accept you for who you are no matter how much they claim to. so don't believe that your compliments are precious to me because they are just empty words given by someone who's just a picture one a screen. to those select few who have my number...thankyou for the messages but really...who are you kidding? i wasn't born yesterday so am not interested in your "wishing you were here" crap. i've been around the block a few times and you are no different. my heart is not available for giving. it is forever broken beyond repair with scars both inside and out from those previous to have it. so i'm done...

How Come No One Cares Any More I Need You GuysI have been at this for over 2 hours now tossing the link out to everyone on my friend list and so far its got her 15 rates or so.. This is very tiring and hard work but I made her a promise that I would help. But omg you guys I'm for real getting so tired... Plz thank you for coming this far and if you rate them thank you again but also plz send your friends if you can. We are down about 100 rates and unless we kick some butt she they will both loose..
also people seem to repeat them selves on my friend list. I got as far as page 311 and I saw many people pop up twice by then so if I send you the link twice I'm very sorry.. I dont mean to but by page 311 and at this hour everything looks the same.. If I dont say thank you in the shout box its because I missed your shout is all..
I'm thanking all of you guys right here. So thank you so much lets get them to win this thing plz ty ty
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For YouHe caressed her neck she shivered, ....
Almost purred as she felt his touch on her skin,....
An instant chill ran down her spine....
She looked down her gaze away from his eyes.....
If she looked up she’d melt turn to sand, ....
A beautiful curse she could not help but wish for.....
His hands gentle with so much strength in them, ....
Yet a softness, tenderness she never knew. ....
Now she wanted more, she begged for more.....
Her body moving forward without any control,....
She wanted him to go on forever, further, and ....
Deeper, straight into her soul.....
She wanted him to go into her skin, touch....
Every inch of he being.....
Her longing for him could not be tamed.....
She closed her eyes’ ....
Leaving her helpless to whatever he may do.....
She could feel his fingers lightly creeping up, ....
Lightly caressing the ba

Heatheat
The heat pressed against my skin
I can't seem to keep my body
From burning under the sun
I walk on as I did before
Without a smile
Without a frown
The weather is not perfect in my mind
But it does not ruin my thoughts for today
As I do as I shouldn't be doing
The music floats around my mind
The familiar sounds of the past
That seems to move me
My hands my heart my lips
The heat is not my friend but today
It won't be my enemy
The music makes today's heat
My inspiration for a soulful sound
Tears fall from my eyes
From my skin deep into my heart
Not from sadness
Not for total happiness
But for the gift of the heat on my skin

Driedno waiting, no calling, no dreaming, no crying.
no wanting, no killing, no more time,
to the death we wish to have.
to the sleep we wish to get.
what when and why must we wait for it all
no more time to cry, no more time to die
to just live to fry kill the cells
where memory is held
no longer do i sit stare at nothing
no expressions of happiness sadness no emotions
laid upon a face where tears always dry
where one day maggots will lie
silence no longer waits in a land filled with pain
no thoughts memories glimpse of the past
the future holds nothing for us
just dirt waits for our calls
flowers prepared to be dropped in the darkness
where silence is welcome
where tears have dried
and no one ever cries
waiting for it all to come
no more playing in the time
no more dying for their crimes
silence waits for her master
close it in the end make my dreams come to me
make my time here worth my tears
worth all that waits
no longer living in happiness and pain

Herthe blood drips
from her thick red lips
the redness glistens
in the dark moonlit night
her skin pale to the eye
yet appealing to the touch
her hair dark and tangled
draped around
her face and neck
like black hands around her
delicate frame
her hands tied
to keep her from attacking
or to keep her from pleasuring
your very manhood
the thickness around her thighs
calls to you to grab it bruise it
what lies between them only
temps you with its wondrous mystery
dangerous even in her sleep
your hands temped to wake her
but the fear of this beautiful
monstrous creature
contains you

The Holiday...So I just finished watching The Holiday - Cameron Diaz, Jude Law, Kate Winslet, and the ever so adorable Jack Black! A for SURE must see especially for those who enjoy the old black and whites as it has an older style romantic feel. *sigh* things like that don't exist anymore...

Jugga What?->Dj Lucious...: Youve stepped on toes, prepare for the shit storm. Your entire time here will be plagued by it. Might be YOUR war, at the beginning, but THEY, unlike you, are defending friends who have been incessantly attacked. Welcome to the Internet Hate Machine, Bitch
Dj Lucious...: well this is my war so leave me be they started it im gonna fuckin finish it they need to be dealt with hell they even brought someones k id into it
->Dj Lucious...: Ask Horny about goatse...ask troy...I was around before troy came in, i was there before horny and monkey got together...there, through thier break up....im known, just not as this name
Dj Lucious...: blah blah blah is all I hear you arent a juggalo mafia member hahaha rigggggggggght
->Dj Lucious...: Youre the sad, sad woman thats complaining about people not stepping up and defending you. Youshould look in the mirror and obey your own advice
->Dj Lucious...: If i start something ripe with faggotry, and a friend Does NOT thi

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Hillbilly Gangsta RapLEFT BRILLO'S FEELIN FINE, BORROWED THE TECH 9
TWO CLIPS LOADED GIVIN ME PEACE OF MIND
I-75 THE ONLY ROAD AHEAD
COLD WINTER NIGHT, JUST GETTIN RIGHT
COUNTING OUR LOSSES AND SAYING A PRAYER FOR
THE COULDA BEEN DEAD
LIPS BLISTERED N CHAPPED, EYES PEELED BACK
FUELING UP ON PERCS N CRACK
N A HALF A PACK OF ROBBIE'S MARLBORO REDS
THESE BUSTERS KEEP SPITTING THEIR LIES
ALWAYS SOMETHING, ALWAYS ANOTHER ALIBI
WONDER WHATS GOING THRU THEIR FUKIN HEADS
JUST SITTING TIGHT, COOLING DOWN THE PIPE
CHASING THE WIND NO MATTER THE PRICE
KNOW THE FERRYMAN GETS HIS PENNIES IN THE END
RUNNING OUT OF LUCK, WISHING FOR A BLUNT
LISTENING TO THIS RAMBLING GIMPED UP CHUMP
STAYING JUST A STEP AHEAD OF THE FEDS
2-21-09

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For A Friend...Guarded by Monkeys - Cracker
You are so beautiful
You should be hid deep in the jungle
On some forgotten island
I heard about you
I got your PGP key
I write you letters every day
CHORUS:
You are so beautiful
You should be guarded by monkeys
You are so beautiful
REPEAT CHORUS
I have invented
51 daylights
This does not seem to impress you
You are so beautiful
Sublime and classified
I can't stop thinking about you
REPEAT CHORUS x2
- break -
REPEAT CHORUS
You are so beautiful
You should be hid deep in the jungle
You are so beautiful
REPEAT CHORUS x2
You are so beautiful
You are so beautiful

[sane Response?]I'm going to bed with a bottle of liquor
I'm going to curl up with my blanket, put my hooch on my nightstand and try not to freak out.
Is this a first for me?
...drank on the can, over lunch hour, in the shower (with my clothes on, with the water running)
Yeah... this might actually be a new low.
I don't wanna talk about it right now.
No one's dead, or hurt, or diagnosed with cancer... just
fucking
terrified.
Not your usual every day terrified either.
this is the "I just drove 20 minutes in one direction out of the city limits, my knuckles are white, my fingers are numb, and all the blood in my body just left through my toes, and there's not a single person I can call or think of seeing that will give a shit, make this okay, or keep me safe" kinda terror.
Cry for help?
Oh god... I've been asking for help for years.
So no, not really.
There's a big empty ball of pain in my head right now, it thunders and pulses, and squeezes
I'm going to lay down.
God I'm

Things Arent Always What They SeemSo my last message may have seemed a lil harsh but the response I got from it was absolutely unbelievable. Most of you came to me admitting certain issues that you had been involved with...others expressed areas of concern or gave me suggestions for improving the fam...THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN WANTING FROM ALL OF YOU!!! *smiles* I just feel that it shouldn't take a bitch blog from me to get this reaction. As of this moment most of the drama has been resolved which makes me VERY happy. Now, if we can just work on getting the bond back within the family that would be great. I would like to share with you all a couple of situations I went through not too long ago.
I met this man on here. He seemed so sweet just like they always do. But, he had this female always coming to his page with comments and all that fun stuff so of course I questioned him. He claimed it was nothing...said she just had a crush on him. Then I start hearing that she's talkin trash about me and I told him I was gonna

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Indentured "white Slaves" In The ColoniesBy the eighteenth century indentured servants outnumbered African slaves in the North American colonies. Unlike the situation endured by slaves, however, the state was an impermanent one for indentured servants. Initially an attempt to alleviate severe labor shortages in New World settlements, the system of indenture comprised not only willing English women, children, and men, but also convicts, religious separatists, and political prisoners.
Indentured servants labored a set number of years (usually four to seven, though the period for convicts could be considerably longer), during which time they were considered the personal property of their masters. Couples were often prevented from marrying, and women from having children. If a woman did become pregnant and was unable to work, an equivalent amount of time was added to her period of servitude. Upon their release,
indentured servants.http://www.answers.com/topic/indentured-white-slaves-in-the-colonies-1770-by-william-eddis

Guess What...Youve Been Tagged
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. my eyes change color depending on my mood or health issues.
2. i cannot eat eggs without tomato slices
3. i only use black ink pens,cant stand blue ink
4. i am the funniest person i know (besides Carlin R.I.P. George)
5. my favorite movie is Gone in Sixty Seconds
6. i am left handed but suck at multitasking
7. i collect feathers
8. i am a fountain of music trivia
9. im a virgin.. well not really but looks good in writing,huh? lol
10. im just randomly weird period
i dont know who to list,im going to randomly tag people...so if i tag ya please play along,then lemme k

Auction 2Thats right its auction time again...Im trying to get a spotlight so bid high everyone....the more you bid the better I behave!
My comupter is not being nice so I cant post a link or photo, so go to my #6 friend (the big mike) and find me in his auction!
Thanks everyone!!!

Auction TimeIT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I BEEN IN AN AUCTION. SO HERE WE GO. AND PLEASE MAKE SURE TO RATE, EVEN IF U CAN'T BID BECAUSE PERSON WITH MOST RATES GETS A PRIZE.
THANKS IN ADVANCE XOXOX ~BOSSLADY~

Jan-17/18-09 Metaworkmetawork
Trivial or unnecesarry work done to avoid having to perform the real task at hand while simultaneously taking credit for it. In the business world, metawork often manifests itself in the form of meetings, mission statements, project planning, or anything else that lets a person become part of the team without actually doing something productive.
Eight people were required to complete that project on time, but six of them were only doing metawork. Had it been the only remaining two, they would have finished it in half the time.

Venus DoomLeave all behind now to watch her crawl
Through our dark gardens of insanity
She'll be the light to guide you back home
Just give her a kiss worth dying for
And open your arms
[Chorus:]
Watch me fall for you
My venus doom
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed
My venus doom
All dreams are of you
My venus doom
Grieve all your hearts out and she'll writhe enthralled
In tragic ecstatic agony
And in her flames we will die some more
Just show me her life worth living for
And light up the dark
[Chorus]
Hold me inside your infernal offering
Touch me as I fall
Don't lose yourself in this suffering yet
Hold on
Watch me fall for you
My venus doom
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed
Watch me fall for you
My venus doom
Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed
My venus doom
All tears are of you
My venus doom

Semper FiSemper Fidelis Latin for Always Faithful
Ture Meaning of Semper Fi
When a young woman starts thinking of falling in love and getting married, many thoughts come to mind as she visualizes the "perfect man, perfect wedding and the perfect life." Like most young girls, I too dreamed of the qualities that my Prince Charming should definitely possess. With those dreams came my vision of an engagement ring, wedding, the little cottage with the picket fence, and of course the pack of children that would greet Dad at the door as he came home from work at a very lucrative job.
My family was affected by the draft so I never really paid much attention to any branch of the service other than the Army. In fact, when I saw those USMC recruiters in their dress blues coming in and out of the recruiting station on my corner, I used to think how pompous and stuck up they all looked in those flashy, highly decorated uniforms.
Imagine how surprised I was when the man of my dreams was a ne

HeartacheFrom lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost
And no heaven can help us
Ready, willing and able
To lose it all
For a kiss so fatal
And so warm
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
'Cause there's no smile of an angel
Without the wrath of god
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every moment
With you
Deeper into our heavenly suffering
Our fragile souls are falling
It's heartache every moment
Baby with you
My darling with you
From lashes to ashes
And from lust to dust
In your sweetest torment
I am lost
And we sense the danger
But don't wanna give up
Oh it's heartache every moment
From the start 'til the end
It's heartache every

Jan-16-09 W00tw00t
An expression of joy and excitement.
I just got an A on my test. w00t!

Jan-15-09 N00b/noobn00b/noob
A newbie. An inexperienced, ignorant, or unskilled person. Especially used in computer games. Also "newb."
Ha ha! That n00b got pwned.

Jan-14-09 Voluntoldvoluntold
The exact opposite of volunteering. Always used in reference to an unpleasant task to which you have been assigned by your boss.
Coworker 1: I hear you got a transfer.
Coworker 2: Yeah. I didn't want to, but I was voluntold.

Buried Alive By LoveAgain the burden of losing rests upon my shoulders
And its weight seems unbearable
Your tomb is where your heart is,
I should have told her
But within me hid a secret so terrible
To cry is to know that you're alive
But my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love
If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
If I should die before I wake
There ain't no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile
The kiss of vanity blessed me with a spiritual murder
And fed the gods of war insatiable
Your home is where the dark is
I should have told her
Embrace the fire indestructible
To die is to know that you're alive
And my river of blood won't run dry
I never wanted to lose you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love
If I should die

Jan-13-09 Sliceyslicey
A friend. A homey, home slice, or pal.
Me and my slicey went to the pizza joint last night and held up the cashier.

Rating My Pics...thank YouI JUST WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR HELP, FOR YOUR RATES, BLING, AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO PROMOTED ME AND SENT YOUR FRIENDS MY WAY AND MY 2 FRIENDS THAT PIMPED ME OUT...THANK YOU SO MUCH I LEVELED TWO LEVELS!! I TRIED TO REMEMBER WHO I OWED WHAT TO BUT AS YOU KNOW IT IS SO HARD TO KEEP IT STRAIGHT AND OR SEE EVERYONE THAT RATES YOU, SO IF I DID NOT SEND YOU FUBUCKS OR BLING TO THANK YOU PLEASE REMIND ME OF THE FOLDERS YOU RATED AND I WILL GET THAT TO YOU....I LOVE YOU ALL AND WILL NOT FORGET WHAT YOU DID FOR ME!!

Bathroom DangerMy head hurts, I just spent 15 minutes unconscious on my bathroom floor.
I was taking a shower and someone knocked on my door, I still don't know who. I'm in a hotel in Austin and don't really know anyone here. Maybe the front desk guy wanted to watch me shower, I don't know. So I was in the shower and I hear a knock so I grab a towel and step out of the shower and all hell broke loose.
The shower curtain apparently was not up to code and was letting water out onto the tile floor of my bathroom making it very slippery. I stepped out of the shower and was thrown backwards like a Vegas magician had just pulled a table cloth out from under me.
For a brief moment I was suspended like Tom Hanks in Apollo 13 then came crashing down looking like Tom Hanks in Forrest Gump. I hit my head on the toilet and kind of blacked for a while.
When I woke up I was lying in a puddle of water half wrapped in a towel with the shower still running behind me. My left arm was in the now sid

Jan-12-09 HxchXc
Abbreviation of hardcore, often related to music from the hardcore genre. Also used to describe actions or styles.
This bandana will make me look hXc.

Cant Stand Anymorei cant stand how i can care for someone so much i hurt myself every time in the process. no matter what i do or what i say its never enough. i cant seem to do anything right enough to please anyone. i want to give up so much and let everyone go but its so hard. no matter how much i walk away. no matter how much i try to leave i cant. i feel that i just want to leave this place as inlike get away from all the people. become a hermit. this way it will hurt for awhile but once i finally get use to be so alone and never seeing another again i may actually be able to live this way. i just cant stand what i go through anymore. something that hurts so much i just cant let go. wish i could once and for all....

Jan-9-09 Air Bagsair bags
Fake, silicon, saline, or otherwise augmented breasts.
Are those original equipment, or did she have air bags installed after market?

Something......weird.
I woke up suddenly early this morning and I was really horny. I mean, really, really, really horny. I started to rub on my guy in an attempt to wake him up and take care of my issue. He started to moan, and as he was moaning, I heard the sound of a feminine whisper as well. I didn't think much of it, and continued to try to wake him up. He let out a very loud moan, and I clearly heard female vocalizations mixed with the moan, although I couldn't make out any words. It honestly sounded like there was a woman in our bedroom. I was startled, and stopped trying to wake him up and simply laid there and listened. He was just breathing, and at the end of each exhale I heard the sound of a female whisper. The whispers got quieter and quieter and eventually it was just the sound of him snoring.
I succeeded in waking him up and fornication commenced. During the act, I opened my eyes and looked at the door. The door had a reddish tint to it, a sort of glow. Puzzled, I

For Dj KittenLooking for a Fu-Pastor or Fu-Notary
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Weddings
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Jan-8-09 Primary Digitsprimary digits
The phone number a person expects friends and family to use.
I need to make sure you have my primary digits.

He Rawks!My owner is freakin awesome! He made sure I didn't lose value! ♥
If you don't know him already, he is a great guy to know! Please check him out and show him some luv for me!
Thanks guys! ♥♥♥
Chiina_Whiite@ fubar

Jan-7-09 Playerplayer
Someone who uses someone else for sex or other favors, usually by charming the victim until they fall in love with them. Can be shortened to "playa."
Lamar's such a playa. I seen him with Nikki last night but I know he's with Amber, and latasha thinks she's his girl. He's playin' them all.

Wish You Were HereIf I die before I wake, It's because you take my breath away, No one else makes me feel this way,
I think of you every second of every day,Never thought someone this fine could be mine,And I love every second we spend time,You make life worth living, And my time worth giving,
Life is hard when you're gone,Every second feels so long, You're a continuous dream,In darkness you're a light beam,I love you more than life itself,More than fame and wealth,You're beautiful beyond compare,I love everything about you down to your hair,I dream of holding you under the moon,And maybe that can happen soon,I wish I could hear you whisper in my ear,And hold you close,'Cause losing you is my greatest fear,And every time you speak,The sound of your voice makes me weak,I wish you were here,So I could just hold you near.
Rodney (Rhino)
Wish You Were Here - Rednex - Rodney

Jan-6-09 Celebutardcelebutard
A famous stupid person; typically refers to the current crop of vapid celebrities.
Celebutard Paris Hilton got the name of her own video game wrong.

Life And LoveWHEN YOU REALLY TRUELY LOVE SOMEONE THAT YOU LET GO AND WISH YOU WOULD GET HIM BACK WHAT DO YOU DO?? HELP!!!!!!

Jan-5-09 Eargasmeargasm
The sensation one gets while hearing a dramatic climax in music.
I nearly had an eargasm while listening to his performance of Rachmaninoff's Piano Concerto No. 2.

My Sister K.The only sibling I have is my younger (by 2 1/2 years) sister K.
As kids, all we did was physically fight and make fun of each other. It wasn't just kids stuff but a deep resentment of each other. She felt that I got more attention because I was born sickly and older. I was jealous of the fact that she was physically stronger and faster than me.
We started to see each other with less envy when we entered and survived middle school. We both went to one that was forced to accept poor kids to become desegregaded. I guess we were forced to be on the same side to get through it.
We became closer in high school as we both got envolved in activities that crosses our paths: drama and football. I took a drama class that got her into acting. She did marching band while I was on the varsity football team as the Head Manager. She would drive me to and from school on some days.
After high school, I stayed in VA to attend a local community college while she went away to a private Methodi

Jan-3/4-09 January JoinerJanuary Joiner
Someone who joins the gym in January as part of a New Year's resolution and by February is back to being a couch potato.
I can't get a treadmill until February because the January Joiners are all using them.

Scorpio's...Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.
In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They nee

I Am ChocolateYou Are Chocolate
You make people feel euphoric and dreamy. You're very addicting.
You definitely drive people to passion, lust, and even obsession.
While you are quite sensual, you are also comforting.
You sure know how to work your magic. It doesn't take long to get someone to love you.
What Aphrodisiac Are You?

Buried In A BottleI smell with one nose, an ancient black rose
a memory lingering, briefly exposed.
I see with two eyes, through shadows and lies,
a secret revealing, wrapped in disguise.
I hear with my hears, three falling tears,
echoing softly, heightening my fears.
I taste with my tongue, my panic's begun,
four sides enclosed, melded as one.
I touch with my hands, a sinister plan,
five fingers discerning where I do stand.
I sense with my mind, a thought so unkind,
I'm trapped six feet under....
in a bottle of wine.
taken from the back of the Sixth Sense Syrah wine bottle I drank tonight.

The Quickieby the time
you swear your his
shivering and sighing
and he vows
his passion is inifinite
and undying
lady make a note of this
one of you is lying

Hello EveryoneIf you all could do me a favor...plz rate my blog and leave me a comment after you read my work...I would really appreciate it! I love to hear peoples input and I'll be sure to hit you up and show some major luv!
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The Tempest Of Fates BladeThe Tempest of Fates Blade
By Ashlae Grisham
Walking through sheets of mist
Along the snow riddled riverbank
A solemn face
And a heart soaked with fear
I take a look upon our frozen river of love
Images that are stone still in time
Unable to be further defined
The tempest wielded her blade
Severed the thread of your being
Slowing the breaths you made.
Remembering the stoic expression
Upon her face
I cry my crimson tears
Of selfishness and pain
The hollow beat of my heart
The only sound
I fall on my knees on the
Wet soggy ground
For a fleeting moment
I see your face staring down at me
With love and tenderness
With one last hug and
One meaningful kiss
You release me into the world I belong
My head gyrating down out of the fog
I cry my crimson tears
I wish I could hold on to you
Until eternity
But I fear the Tempest of Fate
Has something
New for me.
copyrights: AshlaeGrisham

Jan-2-09 Hellahella
1. Very, totally.
2. Lots of. Short for "a hell of a lot of."
Guy 1: That party was hella sketch.
What was with all those skany-ass girls?
Guy 2: There was hella weed, too!

Hold Me For Awhilejust hold me,just be with me,just stay with me hold my hand and listen to me,just stay with me for a while,Open Up Your Heart and Let the Words Flow inspires the heart and touches the soul,I love the way,You hold me tight,Won't let me go,
All through the night,Your bodys strength,Keeps me safe,I'll never forget,How you taste.I lay here at night,Thinking of you,And how you caress my body,The way you do.When I shake ans shiver,
Your always there,To hold me tight,Like a teddy bear.I love the way,You look at me,It makes me happy,Just to see,The way you look,Drives me wild,
I know it's love,And it will last awhile.I love the way,You cherish me,And show me respect,Like a man should be.I am no longer afraid,To tell you this.So take my heart,And give me a kiss.I only say this,Because I love you so,Please hold me close to your heart,And don't let me go.
Rodney (Rhino)
Hold me for swhile - Rednex - Rodney

Jan-1-09 Slangslang
The ever-evolving bastardization of the written and spoken language as a result of social and cultural idolization of celebrities.
Aw, snap, son. Check out that fine-ass sho-tee rockin' all dat ice. (Translation: Hello, my good sir. Take a gander at the beautiful woman wearing the exspensive jewels.)

Oh Look!!I created a new blog!
WOOT!
hehe
Now lets just see if anyone sees it.
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Has Love Become A Victim Of Instant Gratification?THIS ARTICLE IS PROTECTED BY COPY WRITE PLEASE DO NOT REPOST THANK YOU
Out of curiosity, I recently looked up the definition of the word love on dictionary.com, and to my surprise there were 28 definitions on the subject. The words that appear most in each definition were affection or passionate affection.
I realize that today's society is extremely fast paced. Fast food, fast cars, fast women? We've become so obsessed with the "fast" concept, that we now believe love should be fast. Which brings me to the point of this article: Online dating.
Online dating has actually become a part of American culture. Why not? You can meet people from the comfort of your own home and not have to worry about face to face rejection. I've seen quite a few women(including myself) fall victim to the instant gratification of online dating or relationships. First I'm going to look at why we do this.
The world demands so much more from us now a days that we are so busy with our own lives t

I Like To Blog Nice Things But Today Well????WELL ALL KNOW TO READ FROM BOTTOM TO TOP
The bully she did.....SHE DOES HAVE BIG DREAMS, HE'S MY MAN..
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WHO IS THE SLUT HERE???????????
♫♫♫ Sparkl...: I am posting a bulletin about what a slut you are!!!!!!!
♫♫♫ Sparkl...: He has played with many women on here, ask his #2 she can tell you, he was supposed to take her out for Valentines day and stood her up, left her sitting home all alone and fucked my brains out all night
♫♫♫ Sparkl...: still flirting with my man?
MY CONVO WITH NICK ( PROOF HE IS MINE SO U BACK OFF SLUT )
Nick Poe: I do love you and I will put your name in mine, you gonna put mine in yours.
Nick Poe: All bullshit
Nick Poe: I talked to you on valentines day
Kuntry Kim: all nice huh
Nick Poe: bullshit... I was home, very early...was here all night, believe I even talked to you... ask my mother, waas at there house...
Nick Poe: call me
Kuntry Kim: http://

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022109 Fluffy Starr BlogVlog: "Le Chipmunk"
Hey!!! Happy Saturday! Weeeeee!!!!! Boy, was that ever a flippant opening greeting, or what? Well, I've been in a horrible mood since 4am last night. I was even in a horrible mood in my sleep. And in my dreams. No, I won't say what happened. I guess life happened, as it has a habit of doing once in a while. And to be honest, not every day is all pink and gold and shiny, right? But I feel loads better now. So I won't be ripping anybody's head off anytime soon.
Hey guess what else? I'm about to start recording my second CD! For realz, yo! I am so excited!!! I have song ideas bursting out of my head. And I feel like my head is gonna explode, and music and brains is spray all over the walls and floor. (How's that visual?) It's growing inside of me. And it's starting to be detrimental to me, because it needs to come out. I am turning darker every day. Every minute. Music has always been my therapy. The exorcism of my demons. So this needs to happen fairly soon. OR

Auto-11's On.....Hi all,
I will be running my auto-11s tonight through tomarrow night. I am trying to get as close to leveling as possible. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Heavy hitters will be blinged. Thanks in advance. Love you all!

Hot N' ColdYou change your mind,
like a girl changes clothes
yeah you, pms like a bitch,
I would know.
And you, always think
Always speak Cryptically.
I should know,
that you're no good for me.
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes than you're no
you're in and you're out
you're up and you're down.
You're wrong when its right
It's black and it's white
we fight, we break up
we kiss, we make up
You, you don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go, oh.
We used to be like twins, so in sync
The same energy, now is a dead battery.
used to laugh 'bout nothing
now your plain boring.
I should know,
that you're not going to change.
'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes than you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down.
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white.
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, you don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go, oh.
You're hot

Rates Fans And Add'sOK FU FRIENDS IVE BEEN FORCED TO WRITE THIS CAUSE IT SEEMS TO ME LIKE SOME OF YOU EITHER NOT REAL BRITE OR YOU DONT HAVE MANNERS....
WHEN YOU VIEW MY PAGE IT WILL TAKE YOU ABOUT 10 SECONDS TO RATE AND FAN ME ...IF YOU DONT I WILL CONSIDER IT AN ACT OF DISRESPECT OR JUST LACK OF COMMON SENSE. EITHER WAY I WILL RATE YOU A 1 AND BLOCK YOU ...ITS THAT SIMPLE SO CONSIDER YOUR SELF WARNED...
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#1. RATE MY PROFILE
#2. FAN ME
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Loving UI have been a full figured woman all my life, thus being a full figured has not been an adaptation for me but a away of life. However, there are women out there who are new to being full figured and feel they are fat, overweight, unhealthy, and just plain detestable. This is where low self-esteem starts to settle in and the love for one's self starts walking out the door. We as women speak of giving unconditional love to our men, our children, our families and our friends however we do not know how to begin to give that same unconditional love to ourselves. As women we are taught to be strong and never let anything effect us. This may be the case in public but when we go home all gloves come off. We are depressed and the love for our selves is just not there. We criticize ourselves and put ourselves down and talk about all the changes we want to make to ourselves without truly knowing who we are in order to make these neccessary changes. Now I ask, how can you fix something wh

Bulletin For My Auto 11's That Ashley MadeEMANON Will have his Auto 11's On ....Woot!!!
Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones" />@ fubar
Lets all go and rate him. I know everyone of myfriends and his is going to help him too. Hehas done so much for all of you and I have donelots and never asked a thing out of you. I amasking you to rate Emanon hard today.
Here is my offer to you if you must do it for greed.1. 15k for every 100 pics you rate on Emanon

Places I've BeenI saw on the profile of one of my newest fu-friends (Clover) a neat little graphic that mapped out which states in the US she’s visited. This was interesting to me because over my life thus far, I’ve actually visited a pretty good number of the states. See, I’m a Navy brat. My father served 12 years in the Navy (and another 20 years when that was done as a civil servant working for the Navy). Now, I’ve only lived in a couple of different states (born in California, and spent most of my life in Connecticut), but because he and my mom are both from the Midwest (Oklahoma and Kansas) I’ve actually done quite a bit of traveling visiting relatives by car most years.
visited 32 states (64%)Create your own visited map of The United States or try another Douwe Osinga project
I’ve hit part of the southwest while moving east from California. While growing up, my family hit a good deal of the tourist destinations between Connecticut and the midwest. We’ve also included trips to Sout

Lost And Never Foundim lost. im lost between life. im lost between my mind. im lost in myself. im lost in this world. the way i think of things. the way i think of people. the way i feel for me. the way i feel for others. there is nothing good left in my heart i believe. i try and try and try but never do nothing but seem to upset people or push them away. LOVE. Thats a interesting subject in my life. when i tell someone i love them. im never trusted. when i tell them i love them im sought to be just another guy saying it to get what i want.im always taken for granted no matter how nice i am or how good i am. nothing seems to be anyway that i want it. the way i feel for others doesnt seem to matter. the way i care period is never wanted. im always doing one of two things. im either to nice and good or not good enough. im never right for you. im never right for her. im never right for anyone. im never right for everyone. im lost and never found by the right things it seems. im never found by one who is clo

The Queen MatesThe Queen Mates
Life is harsh at times, but it’s the nights that bring some hearts into its brilliant, beautiful colorful reality special those who mere humans trembling just a whisper about their names, it was time to embrace the darkness of night, it was the night for creating the perfect child to be place within a womb of no normal human woman, yet this one woman was more breathtaking the haunting of no moonlight upon this night. She was the single hope and fate of her people, people that mere human would wish remain forever only stories or wicked horror movies, but she was real and coming out of her sleep to move about life with one single purpose upon this wicked, deadly night….to find one male and breed.
The Midnight Queen of Death will soon arise upon night.
Most figure-flattering rose from her sleeping chambers voluptuous breasts rose like two perfect round and perky melons where weary travelers could see and drool with need of substance from them, she stretch her long s

SalutesMy phone was stolen, and until I get another one, no salute for me!

Hey Every Body In Fu-landi would like for all to show ~~My Milkshake Brings all the Boys~~ sum mad luv, she is a great gurl and she deserves it, so to all come on make sum new frends

Come And GoI was once told by someone,that people are going to come and go online and there was a time I didn't really believe her, but she was right and the sad part is they leave alot sooner then they uses to. Some because they found better things to do and then some who find thier not gettin what they want from me, not mentally but physically. I found u find out who ur true friends are when u try to change self and theres nothing in it for them. Its amazing how quickly they get so busy, they don't have time to chat anymore,lol, but I guess thats what they mean by truth aways comes to the light. I learned one thing never believe everything people say online, because some just tell u what u want to hear, to get what they want. Well get ur game up playah, cause I been practicing,lol * Steps back and shots the 3 pointer, with tongue out*, game point. game on baby, MUAH!!!!!, PS. Please don't ask me if its u Im refering to , If the shoe fits wear it!!!!

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Dreamingam always thinking about you
i dont think i can be mad
your smile cuts through me
making everything ok, he gorgeous
handsome in everyway. your eyes
sparkle everytime i see them,
hearing your voice i can hear your heart
it is music to my ears, wanting and waiting
the touch that i feel in my dreams waking with
out you there knowing its just another day wanting to go back to sleep to feel your touch again, but as it seems i gave my heart to someone who didnt want it like always being crushed at the end just because i was told i dont have goals because i took the time to take care of my family oh but yet i have a job when i go back maybe giving my heart to someone that lies wasnt the best

I AmWhat I am..
I am sure there is a God who will judge us all. He sees through all our lies.
I do not like when people take advantage of someone's kindness and uses people to get themselves over.
I believe in hard work I try to be the best at what ever I do. I am a perfectionist.
I love completely. Which means when I am in a relationship my girlfreind is all I need I don't need to flirt
with other women or need to garner their attention. I see beauty but I am simply not attracted to anyone else.
I have this gift to be commited to my girl. Most men lack this ability and I probally seem like a freak. But I
am what i am.
I believe in chivalry and romance. I think they are both dead in this society. I want to pay for the girl on
the date, open doors for them and give them my coat when they are cold.
I am a giver. I love the feeling I get from giving to people. You can call that selfish it you want.
I believe in myself I have never let myself dow

Worried About The Baby...As some of you know, my best friend of 22 years is pregnant and due in 2 weeks. Her and her husband went to Chicago today and had a 4D ultrasound to document the baby's first pictures. We have known for a while that he is a boy and they decided on the name Tristan Edward. While doing the ultrasound, they discovered a cyst on Tristan's bowel and have said that within 24 hours of delivery he will have to have surgery. This scares me to death. I just wanted to share my worries with my friends and let you know how things were progressing. Here is a picture of Tristan.

Sorry Lost All Friend Requestslost all friend request from fu rest on feb 20th. please resend them . i'm not ignoring them or rejecting them. darn fu system resets

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LifeI believe that life itself is made up of choices. I don't believe in Kismet, Karma, Fate or Destiny per se. I believe that you are what you are,is entirely dependent upon the choices you have made throughout your lifetime.
Decisions come to us on a daily basis, normally. Whatever we decide is going to take us down that path. There may be other decisions that allow us to get back onto the "right" path, if we decide to take them. Or, we can continue to do what we're doing because it feels good. Our choice.
We are granted the blessing to choose our course in life. Whether we choose not to believe in the lives of others or not, it is still a choice. At the end of our lives, I believe we all face a judgement on the choices we have made.
So, I guess the best course of action would be to live our lives from day to day and take careful consideration of the decisions that come upon us.
Some do not believe in a higher being. Okay, that's their choice. I happen to believe it. My ch

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EurekaWhat does it mean to be alone? I am all alone in this world, full of heartless people. Haunted by the memories of my past. So many words to describe my burning heart. My fate is sealed. Why won’t this sickness inside me die? I can’t relate to a happy state of mind. Why be tempted by happiness? It all turns to shit in the end. Why is everything so complicated? I always love, love the ones I cannot have or do not love me.

Can You...?Can you make me happy?
Can you fill the void?
Can you make up for lost time?
Can you love me completely?
Can you be my soul mate?
Can you be my equal?
Can you be my Yang?
Can you stand me forever?
Can you be there for me no matter what?
Can you love me when I cry?
Can you love me when I try?
Can you love me when I fail?
Can you love me when I am down?
Can you be there when I am crazy?
Can you be there when I am old?
Can you be the one that never leaves?
Can you trust me to love you?
Can I trust myself with you?
Can you love me forever?
By: Rosalinda Solis

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Other poems from this poet:
Sweet Surrender
Daddy
To my loving son Ryan A. Viner
As I sit here in this cell I stare at the walls
that I've built around myself. Unable to see through,
I feel so trapped and alone not quite knowing what to do
and having no-where else to turn, I take

Road TripWell, a friend is on her way to Mount Carmel, Illinos to get some answers. I hope she finds what she is looking for.

AloneAs I lay here,
I sit and think
About yesterday, today and tomorrow.
All I can do is think.
About abuse, love, hope, pain distance and loss.
I can't help but feel alone,
living in a world of faceless people.
You think you see a face once in a while
But its a mask. An image of who they want you to see.
They look at you and never actually see you for who you really are.
Our faces are not even who we are deep inside
We are sad, vulnerable, weak, jaded and alone.
In the end, that's what we are inside; totally alone.
Sure you let people in, but we are vacant and unoccupied.
Just an empty vessel of mankind, eager and wanting to be filled with love or any ounce of joy or happiness.
Trapped in an empty house with no one around, no family, no love.
As I lay here,
I sit and think.
I think I am alone.
By: Rosalinda Solis

An Open BookI am not as bad as you say.
Just take another look.
I am like this every day,
Just a special book.
I am not as bad as you think.
My appearance is not so offensive.
Your not a fucking shrink,
you make me get defensive.
I could break down and cry
Because if the things I have done and said;
And how I want to die
because of the thoughts floating in my head.
I am totally open
My lifeâs an open book.
My heart is repeatedly broken
But no one cares to look.
I seem to love more than "normal"
And bend for those I care more for
I dreamt of a life more formal
When my life was a total bore.
I am not as bad as you say
Just take another look
I am like this every day
Just a special book.
By: Rosalinda Solis