Team Heidi: usually refers to my outpatient providers; the AT, my PNP, my doctor and the Nutritionist. Can also include my yoga instructor, but I haven’t gone to yoga since February. Also can refer to additional support people like dh, friends, etc.

YI: yoga instructor

FML: fuck my life

ED: eating disorder

L, Donna, J, SS, Pixie, Blossom: friends

Biebs, Glitter H: friends from residential treatment

Heidi: me

Big Dog/Little Dog: my dogs

Hilltop: The treatment facility in the mid-west where I did residential treatment, am in the partial hospitalization program and then will go to the intensive outpatient program