Disclaimer: I don't own Brooke Logan lol or Bold and the Beautiful. Please do not sue, just a fanfiction writer.

A/N: Hi, I've been wanting to write a ff for a long time, but didn't have the courage to upload it :P So, here is my first one, a songfic. It is Brooke reflecting on her life. The song is Fallen by Sarah Mclachlan. This is going along with the current storyline, that Brooke had sex with Thomas on the Island.

Reviews are always welcome!

Heaven bent to take my handAnd lead me through the fireBe the long awaited answerTo a long and painful fight

Brooke sat on her bed, reflecting on her life. She thought about the first time she laid eyes on her now husband, Ridge Forrester. It was love at first sight...They were destined to be together.

She reached for her wedding picture on the nightstand, she longed to be close to Ridge, like she had then. They had been so happy and thought this time they would stay together forever.

Truth be told I've tried my bestBut somewhere along the wayI got caught up in all there was to offerAnd the cost was so much more than I could bear

Stephanie had been right all along...She was "the girl from the valley" and she'd just make one mistake after another. She thought about all the things she had done to people. She had slept with Ridge's father and brother and now Ridge's own son, her stepson! What kind of monster would do that, she thought? She had done the same things to her daughters, Bridget and Hope...She wanted to be better, she really did, but she needed Ridge.

. Though I've tried, I've fallenI have sunk so lowI've messed up betterI should knowSo don't come 'round hereAnd tell me I told you so

She started to cry. How many men had she been with? How many failed marriages?...She began to shake thinking about how that horrible man, Andy, who had raped her. Maybe that was all her fault too?

We all begin with good intentLove was raw and youngWe believed that we could change ourselvesThe past can be undoneBut we carry on our backs the burden time always revealsIn the lonely light of morningIn the wound that would not healIt's the bitter taste of losing everything, I've held so dear

She truly missed her friendship with Stephanie, they had finally resolved many of their issues and formed a friendship, but of course she ruined that...She disappointed all the people she held dear.

I've fallenI have sunk so lowI've messed up betterI should knowSo don't come 'round hereAnd tell me I told you so

Heaven bent to take my handI have nowhere left to turnI've lost to those I thought were friendsTo everyone I know

Oh, they turned their heads embarrassedPretend that they don't seeBut it's one missed step, you'll slip before you know itAnd there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Ridge walked in their bedroom, and he wiped Brooke's tears and told her he would always love his Logan, but she had caused too much pain. He held her in his arms for a few minutes. She held him tight and felt safe until he stood up and slid the ring off his finger. She froze, this was really coming to an end. She thought their love was strong enough to survive anything, but she had been wrong. Ridge kissed her one time, and walked out the door.

Though I've tried, I've fallenI have sunk so lowI've messed up betterI should knowSo don't come 'round hereAnd tell me I told you so, no

I've messed up betterI should knowBut don't come 'round hereAnd tell me I told you so

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