Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Maurice was
nervous. He had never been to a gay beach before. But he had exactly 2 hours
while his wife and kids were at the movies and they thought he was lying down
with a headache.He guessed he should
feel guilty but instead it was just nervous.

He had been preparing for this for weeks. His dark brown pubes were
trimmed and his sizable balls were shaved. In addition to his Florida tan
he had been tanning at a salon to minimize any lines.

To complete the look he had purchased a “tan through” swim suit. The tiny
suit’s high legs and the pattern of gold, tan, yellow and green palm leaves drew the eye to his prominent package. The not so subtle design also hid the fact that you could
actually see through the sheer knit material. To hide the swim suit until
he got to the beach he had put on a loose pair of gym shorts and a tank
top. But that didn’t hide his broad shoulders, narrow hips, round firm
ass, or his strong legs. He knew he looked good but he didn’t want to look
too “gay.” At least not until he was ready.

When he arrived he parked along the street and then began the walk to the beach.
It was then that he went from nervous to something near to sheer terror.

He thought “This was just plain goofy. What if someone he knew saw him?” There
were lots of people on the beach and he knew that he would have to walk
something like a half-mile to find the "gay beach". He had put
on a “Cubs” ball cap and dark sunglasses but at six foot three and 205 lbs. he
was not exactly invisible. None the less, he had come this far and wanted
this that badly. He wasn’t going to turn around now.

He clutched his beach towel and his little cooler that contained three beers,
suntan lotion, four rubbers and a small bottle of lube, and trudged off down the
sidewalk towards the shore.

When he got to the narrow beach he turned left. By some unwritten
concession the gays had conceded the best part of the beach to the straights
and the families. To the left the beach became narrower and he could see
rocks in the water that with the current would make the water dangerous for
swimming. He was relieved to quickly leave behind all the happy
little families playing and sunning and in less than five minutes into his walk
the crowd had thinned out.

Under other
circumstances he might have brought his wife and boys down here to enjoy the beach.But now this time was his.He had given more than enough to his
family.

As he moved
southeast there was a tree that had fallen across the narrow beach so that he
had to wade into the water to get around and beyond it.As he picked his way past the tree he was afraid
that he was in the wrong place. But there, just a hundred yards away he
saw several men on beach towels.

Just men!

Men in
Speedo's!

Hot men!

Men with dark
tans!

Men who looked
up as Maurice came down the narrow beach.

Maurice was too nervous to get too close, so while still 20 feet away from the
nearest person he spread out his towel and sat down.He sat for a moment then realized he is was still
in his shorts and tank top. That wasn't exatly the image of himself that he had imagined on a gay beach. So without
lifting his butt more than an inch off of the beach towel he squirmed out of
his shorts and shirt.

Now what?

It wasn't that he hadn't thought about it. Hell that's all you thought about
for the last four days. In fact the idea of going somewhere where he could meet
gay men was an all-consuming idea that nagged at him more and more every
day.The older he got the more he knew
he had to make it happen.And he knew it
had to happen soon.

His mouth was
dry with anticipation so he dug out a beer and chugged it down.

Nothing was happening.
Would someone come up to him? He got out the suntan lotion and
slathered it on. This only served to make him hornier - if that was
possible. As his hands spread the oil over his skin his dick began to
swell within the confines of the tiny bikini.

This was crazy. What if someone saw that he was getting hard? Hell
– what if they didn’t? That was why he was here wasn’t it?

He wanted to
reach beneath the waist band of his suit and smear the lotion on his cock and
balls but knew that he would get rock hard if he did. None-the-less he
looked around to make sure no one was watching and lifted the edge of his suit
to look at his cock. The sheer fabric cast a spotty shade on his swelling member.
As he watched he could see it twitch and throb and shift and grow. Damn! He had to stop or get up and get in the water or do something.

There was no time to just sit there. He was either going to be rejected
completely and feel like a fool or have the time of his life but he wasn't
going to just sit there on the towel.

He got up and moved towards the other men. He was very aware of himself.
He felt virtually naked. And in fact he was virtually was. Certainly the
tiny swim suit was keeping him legal but the fact that it covered such a small
percentage of his tall, lean frame made it more of a focal point rather than a cover-up.
Maurice’s balls were barely captured by the straining fabric and his 8 inch
cock was pointing firmly up and to the left and its head was pulling the waist
band away from his flat belly. His broad shoulders, firm pecks and flat belly
now formed a V that pointed down to his swollen package. Despite how he
knew he looked in the mirror he now worried that his salt-and-pepper hair made
him look older.

He walked past four or five men lying in the sun. Most of them wore Speedo's.
Everyone was covered in oil. Everyone had a dark tan and everyone was
beautiful.

Maurice may not have realized it but their heads swiveled and their eyes, hidden by sunglasses, tracked the newest
addition to the group.

As Maurice passed the men lying on their beach towels he saw ahead a group of
four or five men standing together smoking cigaretts and talking.

This was it, he would walk up to them and endure their ridicule and scorn or
perhaps, just maybe, something else. Something wonderful! He had to
do it. He didn’t know what to say to them. They would know he was
an idiot and out of his realm. But it was now or never. Even if he
nothing happened he felt amazing. Nervous but amazing. Even if no
one else thought that he was sexy – he did. And that was very hot to
him. So steeling himself against rejection he walked up to them.

As he approached the group stopped talking to blatantly check him out from head
to toe with a long pause to simply stare at his package.

Maurice didn't know what to say. Anything would be stupid. Should he just say
“Hello”or maybe “Nice day”or maybe “This is a real nice part the beach” (it wasn't.) Instead much to Maurice's relief someone in the group said hello to him. Maurice’s mouth was dry again but
he managed to blurt out an awkward “Hello.” in return.

And then the one who had said hello said “I like your swimsuit.”

That made his cock jump. He had been afraid that he might not even be able to
get it up. But as the one who said he liked his swimsuit came closer he
could feel his cock swell.

His new friend moved closer. He was shorter than
Maurice with short dark hair and a pearly white smile. His smooth darkly
tanned skin was stretched over well-defined muscles. As he move forward
he came so close that Maurice could smell the coconut in the oil that shone on
his dark skin. As soon as he came close enough to touch him he reached
out and touched the narrow band of fabric on Maurice’s hip.

His hand stayed on his hip as he lifted his head to look up at Maurice and said
“Looks good on you.”

Time seemed to slow to almost a stop for Maurice. It all seemed amazingly
exotic and yet somehow so natural. Maurice managed to squeak out in a
half voice “It's a tan-through.” As Maurice said this he put his hand
down to pull the waistband away from his belly and run his fingertips under the
material so that his newfound friend could see how sheer the material
was. His new friend leaned forward to get a peek down inside.

There was a lot to see inside. Maurice’s dick was now suddenly fully erect and
as he tugged the waist band the head of his now throbbing cock peaked out over
the top. In a smooth motion his friend slid his hand over the outside of
the suit from Maurice’s hip down to cup his now rigid member.

His friend leaned in and said "I’m Joe. Let me show you some other
things that are pretty neat here on the beach."

And with that Joe put one hand on the small of Maurice's back and began to
guide him up into the woods.

They moved only a few yards into the woods where they were just out of sight
from anyone who might be walking the beach.

Joe turned towards Maurice, pushed him gently against a tree and pulling his
swim suit's waist band away from his body to allow the now dripping member to
jump out toward Joe.

For a moment Maurice’s cock simply throbbed as it waved and pointed up at
Joe. Joe stood holding the waistband out staring down but saying nothing.

Finally Joe said “God damn – that’s nice!” Then Joe knelt. As he
moved to his knees he pulled Maurice’s suit down to his ankles with his left
hand and took Marice's throbbing and swollen cock in his right. He stared for
only moment and then gently began to bring his lips to the head.

Maurice couldn’t move. He looked down to watch but it was what he felt
that filled his universe. Everything in him was now focused on
cock. Joe’s wet lips moving over the head of his cock. His hot tongue
searched the edges and stroked and gently probed Maurice's piss hole. Then like a deep wet tunnel he
felt Joe's hungry mouth move down his shaft. Maurice had to move one hand back
to the tree trunk to steady himself but he took his other hand to press Joe’s
head gently deeper down on his shaft.

Hungrily with quiet slurping sounds Joe moved in and out, but each time moving
further down the hard veined rod of throbbing flesh.

Finally Joe’s nose and lips were pounding into Maurice’s pubs and belly and the
head of Maurice’s cock was popping back and forth into Joe’s throat.

Maurice knew he wasn’t going to last long but that was didn’t make any
difference. The cum that was building up to shoot out of him had been
building for years. This was his first real gay load. The load that
was building up would shoot him into a new world. Right or wrong it was
going to happen.

Joe could feel the buildup and dove deeper and faster on this red hot pulsing
rod.

Then Maurice shot – and shot and shot. Joe swallowed and swallowed.

Time began to catch up for Maurice. What had seemed an hour had been only
a few minutes and now Maurice was holding on to the tree because his knees could
no longer hold him.

Joe rose and wiped his mouth and smiled. Maurice gave a half smile and
weekly said thank you. Joe smiled bigger and gently kissed Maurice and
said “You’re welcome.”

Maurice pulled up his swimsuit and then followed Joe back to the beach.

The moment was over but a new world had opened up for Maurice. He was now
a gay man in a marriage with a woman. He would never be the same. He was a Late Breaking Gay.BTW this is my first attempt at writing LBG (Late Breaking Gay) porn. I would greatly appreciate your comments.

Thursday, February 5, 2015

My “handle”
on a certain site is “Lord of the 2nd Ring.”I have
been asked to explain "the second ring"

So here we
go: the anus is the first ring – your
butt hole.Then, deeper inside is the sphincter between the rectumand the sigmoid colon (large intestine) that
is the second ring.

If the top's cock is long enough and the position is right, and the bottom is willing, you get
to have two fucks at the same time.For the top,
they are getting the head and top of the shaft fucked by the second ring and
the main shaft fucked by the anus.

It takes a
really good bottom to accept this and work his muscles to please the top but the
bottom also gets the double pleasure of being fucked in two places at the same
time.It often results in the bottom
having a very powerful internal orgasm.

I am versatile
so I know this from personal experience.And of course when those internal muscles start to squeeze down in those
orgasmic spurts I come like a fire-hose, often multiple times in a single
fuck.Just makes me want to keep going
and going.I know this from personal experience
as I am versatile and my husband can reach my second ring as well.

The family reunion was held in the same small town where my wife and my two children lived thirty years ago. One of the things that my kids wanted to do while we were there was to drive by the house that we lived in when they were little. I didn't volunteer to take them by the house. They went to look at the house by themselves. It wasn't that anything bad happened there. In fact those were good days. I guess I just didn't want to go back to those days - I have moved forward and I want to keep moving forward. As a LBG (Late Breaking Gay) I have made a decision to accept myself. In the process I have learned to forgive myself for living a lie in the past. I can not pretend that lying was right and so I can't pretend to my children that I was perfect. So I won't go back - only forward.

No! I’m
not talking about flashing to little old women at the bus stop.
I am talking about showing off my big hard dick to another man via cam.

Well it is everywhere - from phones to chat rooms.

Why is this such a
turn on for everyone - including me?

Up and down and
done and off you go.No mess no phone
number no expectations.

It is anonymous (or not) and it is highly focused.Where else are you going to get someone to stare at your junk (I hate that term but it works well here) for an extended period while you jerk off?It is also safe. Plus no one is going to be offended or call the cops.

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

I continue to be amazed how ordinary it is to be gay. My husband and I clean house and buy groceries. We go out to dinner and to a show and no one says or does anything. We are just plain vanilla. Just a couple of guys. We don't look any different or act any different. But - Oh My - when we get home and close the door to our bedroom - that is gay as hell.