This blog is a process of my exposing technological targeting...etc., while I'm figuring it out and still being targeted. So please excuse my mistakes and let the core of it reach your Heart. I hope it inspires you to do all that you can to help us regain our freedom - to help stop criminal use of technologies, pharmaceuticals, chemicals parasites...etc., which have been being used to target humanity, on levels that are truly holocaustal. Find more on www.targetedinamerica.com

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Monday, October 26, 2015

The Painful Deprivation of the Things We Love Most

One of the patterns in the long term heavy targeting of an individual is to rip away what the victim likes or values most in life.

I first noticed this pattern in the sudden lack of availability of SO MANY of my favorite products. . .that it simply cannot be viewed as a "coincidence" by anybody. This has happened with my favorite drinks, my favorite shampoo, mud mask, my favorite flavored coffee, my favorite desert...etc. Some of these products were completely taken off the market shortly after I developed a liking for them. And others had often been missing from store shelves at the time when I'd aim to purchase them.

As I looked back over the deeper past I now realize that, around the late 1980s and early 1990s, they were working at ripping away the two most important things in my life - my family and my peaceful country home, which I viewed as my sacred sanctuary. They succeeded with both of these aims, because none of us were aware of being targeted.
My first home was taken by the state of NH DOT, who had suddenly planned to put a road through my property. My next home was destroyed in a fire after severe harassment and illegal entries forced me to put it up for sale. On the next property I was severely harassed until I sold it and left the area. And the next neighborhood I moved to was (within about one month) mostly wiped out in a suspicious flash flood, where a culvert was plugged and a storm was mysteriously stalled over the area. I have been mostly homeless since then - since 2005.As for my family; this is the saddest and most painful part of the targeting. Physical homes can be replaced, prior to being targeted into destitution. But family bonds, and their needed trust...etc., cannot be restored under the sadistic constraints of ongoing mind control. . .and I just experienced a small painful reminder of this.
A minister had tried to get my family together, because he could see that I need support and financial help. This is a normal response under normal conditions. But my family situation is not normal. We are all long term victims of technological targeting, and some of my family members have also been inflicted with the pharmaceutical part, which has enabled complete mind control.
My instincts told me that a family gathering could not have a good outcome while we are all still being targeted and with the severest mind control victims still being completely unaware of being used to help harass me and/or have me labeled as “mentally ill”...etc. I had initially agreed to it, but then regretted it and called to close that door, before I realized that the process had already started and the same old sets ups for creating discord were already starting (in the usual way) through one of my siblings.(Its amazing how this can happen in ways that only the primary victim is aware of and others see nothing wrong!)
Even just the thought of getting together with my family had raised a lot of mixed feelings in me. (I felt that I could not handle this under the present conditions, while the targeting freely continues.) In my heart I have deeply yearned for a normal, UNTARGETED, relationship with my family. This not being allowed still hurts indescribably. And it hurts to again be forced to face the fact that I cannot even begin to effectively restore my relationship with my family, while it is still under the control of those who target all of us. And the targeting would have to be genuinely and COMPLETELY stopped, in order for us to even start recovering and rebuilding trust...etc.
The pain of this lingers, because it is a reminder of past pains. . .and because I have deeply yearned for a normal family life with my children and my family of origin. Family bonds have always been one of the most of important things to me. And being torn from my family of origin, especially with all of them blaming me for it, has inflicted the deepest pain I have ever been forced to endure. This was compounded as some of my family members aimed to destroy my bonds with my children. They did not succeed, but it planted seeds, which helped others to succeed later.
Now that I understand how my family members, especially those who manipulate things against me, are mind control victims, it helps me to forgive them for the past. But it also makes me more determined to not let it start up again, for all our sakes. It hurts to be hurt by them and it hurts to see them being used in ways that could probably, in the long run, hurt them even more than it hurts me.Sadly, we cannot even begin to reunite, in a functional way, until the targeting is fully exposed and then realized by ALL family members, and not just me, especially since it appears that some have been forced into the program and are now completely controlled by those who target all of us.

Sometimes, when I think of them, it hurts indescribably, not only because of what we have been through, but also because of what we have all been deprived of – each others Love.

The sad truth is that no types of relationships can function properly under the manipulations of sadistic, technological mind control. This part of the targeting just really desperately needs to be fully exposed and stopped, especially since it is the key element that makes all the rest of it succeed. I wonder how many other families have been torn apart by technological and covert targeting. And I wonder how much pain is filling the hearts of EVERY single member of those families, both those who do not realize what is happening. . .and those who stand too painfully alone with an awareness of the targeting.

P.S. I had a dream that said I would be killed, if I made the wrong decision connected to family. Did I just make that "wrong decision?" Probably. . .in the eyes of those target us and look for opportunities to perpetuate that targeting. But I feel that I made the right choice for myself as well as my family members, because there is a danger for them if they were able to bypass the mind control and let themselves really love me. . .and there was a danger for me, if they couldn't. Either way it would not have been good for any of us.
I feel that, if the miracle ever happens, which would allow me to safely reunite with my family, I would need to do it on a 'one on one' basis with each different family member. Due to the severity of the targeting, and all the secrecy around it, this does not look like it will even have a chance of happening in the near future. . .if ever. But my love for them lives on. . .it runs as deep as the pain I feel for all of us.

Please Send Financial Help

I am sorry to have to ask, but I've been targeted, my work sabotaged and then trapped in a state of destitution, for so long that I am in deep need of financial help, in order to relieve some of my distress and continue surviving. Please let your Heart send what you can. It will be greatly appreciated.

Sharon R. PoetPO Box 383Mont Vernon, NH 03057USA

Inconspicuous help can be sent through postal or cashiers checks as well as cash, if you are concerned about the possibility of being targeted for helping me. Sadly, this may still be a danger.

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I Wish We Were Free

My heart aches for you as much as for me.These tortures are too much for anyone to see.Sometimes I cry, "Oh, this just can not be!"But its true and I wish that we were free.

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Don't ever think We will not escape,Or that our rescue Will remain too late.Don't give them the power. Don't let them win.Don't let hope fade. Don't give up again.Cast aside their darkness And let the Light sing.Climb up on their stones And raise your broken wing.

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I don't want to be left to Evil pretenses of helping hands.

I need to be comforted By those who can care to understand.

I don't want to be declared insane For their hateful gain.

I need you to soothe my wounds Instead of inflicting more pain.

I don't want you to watch From a silent distance while I die.

I need you here beside me As I pray to God and cry.

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I try to understand. I do.As my pain retreatsThe hand I reachedOut to you.Its True!

Some People Care

He looked down and asked,"Are you God fearing?""No!" I quickly replied.And I wonder if he was hearingWhen I said that, "God is Love -That God holds no fire or axe -No vengeance, hate or shove..."I drove away with a confident smirk.Then birds gathered in the treesAs I talked back over the decadesTo my Mom and I praying on our knees.But they leaped into my wish for solitude,With a song I was again forced to hear."I - DON'T - CARE," was way too rude!I thank God that some people do -That some can even care to careFor people like me and you.God is Love. It's True.

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The freedom that we boast ofIn the "good old USA"Has been beingSecretly taken away.Lets take it back -Return the ConstitutionTo it's original track.There are microwave weaponsAimed at you and meAnd people dieing for telling usBut we're too blind to see.There's an evil darknessAiming for controlAnd we just accept it,Because we don't know,Eugenics didn't stop withThe Hitler we degradeBut the Truth is being buriedDeep inside our graves.The freedom that we boast ofIn the "good old USA"Has been beingSecretly taken away.Lets take it back -Return the ConstitutionTo it's original track.

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Lets light a sorry candleFor every life brokenAnd for the gravest news Still left unspoken;For silence in the darkness To finally be shatteredAnd all the closed Hearts To realize what matters;For leaders of every nation To stand up for what’s rightAnd ban the lethal microwaves So dark can turn to Light.Lets Light a forgiving candle Instead of placing blameSo puppets can learn lessons And pride can replace shame.Lets let it all be known And shed a sorry tear,So humanity can return To Love again this year.

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Though I am trappedIn their torturous caveI'm better off than thoseWho have been enslaved.

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Covert words and worlds and waysAre so foreign and confusingThat I fail to understandThis game I'm surely losing.How did it all begin?And when will it end?Will controlling forcesFind their Hearts again?Did they take lessonsFrom Hitler's relationsOr just turn to darknessFor cruelty's sensations?

I Dream of

FREEDOM - from all that harms and binds,CRYING - until all the pain is gone,HEALING - for humanity's invaded minds,PEACE - like gentle waves in rolling sea,LOVE - the kind that comforts and cares,SOLITUDE - the kind that just lets me be,I dream. . .

!? "Insane" ?!

I pray for a world of peaceLove for those who are in needNo one left alone to bleedI dream. I dream. I dream.

Must be because I am insane.

I see rich people filled with greedStealing from those who are in need -Controlling this crumbling country.I see. I see. I see.

Must be because I am insane.

I see people fighting for their livesDarkness turning day to nightPeople thinking its alright.I cry. I cry. I cry.

Must be because I am insane.

I see ocults bleeding hearts and soulsHiding things that we don't knowEvil aiming for control.I know. I know. I know.

Must be because I am insane.

There are people trying to silence meIn a world that we think is free.Things I wish I could not see.I bleed. I bleed. I bleed.

Must be because I am insane.

I pray for a world of peaceLove for those who are in needNo one left alone to bleedI dream. I dream. I dream.

Must be because I am insane.

From the Shade

Grass matted down By tidal waves,Boats drifting In a calm bay,A chainsaw buzzing In the distance,A fisherman's display Of slow patience,Crows squawking At a poor man's boatBehind the little Dingy set afloat.And I sit here In the shadeThrough another Endless day -A lady in waiting For safety to rein -A waif who has Too much to gain.I dream of drifting On this peaceful seaBut that boat does not Belong to me.

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Knotted Rope

Oh wrap me in LoveUntil it goes away -The anger, the painAnd all that they say.Fill me with strengthTo persevere and surviveTo do the best I canAs long as I'm alive.Throw me a long line -A strong knotted ropeThat I can hold ontoWhen I lose my hope.Fill my Faith for allWith a bit for meAnd help my weary mindTo understand and see.

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