IC that my brain has been doing this thing lately (that I thought it stopped doing a while ago) where it replays times that I was really embarrassed/humiliated, like stuff from when I was in elementary school, and I get the physical "embarrassment" effects and blush really hard out of nowhere even though I know the stuff I'm mentally replaying is silly and it's not something that would embarrass me now. It just loops the moments over and over and then I'm feeling weirdly ashamed even though I'm just sitting by myself in the lab. Sigh... stupid brain, when will you ever shut up?

IC that my brain has been doing this thing lately (that I thought it stopped doing a while ago) where it replays times that I was really embarrassed/humiliated, like stuff from when I was in elementary school, and I get the physical "embarrassment" effects and blush really hard out of nowhere even though I know the stuff I'm mentally replaying is silly and it's not something that would embarrass me now. It just loops the moments over and over and then I'm feeling weirdly ashamed even though I'm just sitting by myself in the lab. Sigh... stupid brain, when will you ever shut up?

This happens to me sometimes too.. not as much now, but when I was really being affected by my OCD. I think it's part of the obsessive thoughts. I'm not saying that this is what's happening to you, just random thoughts.

This happens to me sometimes too.. not as much now, but when I was really being affected by my OCD. I think it's part of the obsessive thoughts. I'm not saying that this is what's happening to you, just random thoughts.

I'm glad I'm not the only one, heh. I do have family history of OCD and I have ADHD which is strongly linked to OCD, so it would probably be a good idea to discuss it with my therapist.

IC that a few friends went to an amusement park and told me of the amazing fun they had, and it made me miss riding rollercoasters, when I wasn't too big to fit into the seat.

IC, I do not miss roller coasters at all. The last time I was on one (in high school I think) it got stuck and it was the kind where you dangle from the track. My seat was dangling over a pond and I was uncomfortable, couldn't breathe well and it was all I could do to keep from having a panic attack. No thanks.

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Originally Posted by JerseyGirl07093

I call shotgun! Let's get this BBW roadtrip underway!

You know, a roadtrip with my BBW girlfriends has always been one of my dream trips. I'd love to travel across the states and see how many Dims people I could meet. Also, I'd love to visit all the "food" spots like they mention on the Travel Channel. Who knows, when I win the Lottery, I'll have the means to get a BBW tour group together!

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"Rainy day people don't talk, they just listen till they've heard it all." ~Rainy Day People - Gordon Lightfoot

"Use what talent you possess; the woods would be very silent if no birds sang except those that sang best." - Henry Van Dyke

Once my son and I were looking for parking to go in the store. We parked near a truck that had those idiotic mudflaps and also a playboy bunny sticker on the back window in the cab of the truck. I turned to him then pointed to the truck and said, "This is who you do not want to be. See that crap on the truck? That crap on the truck serves two purposes: he advertises that he gets no sex, and at the same time, that crap serves as salt peter for women, thereby perpetuating the cycle."

Just add those balls and it's truly complete.

__________________"I'm really tired of a fat woman's sexuality being just another fat joke." -- Felicia/Supero

"It's my belief that these sheep are laborin' under the misapprehension that they're birds. Observe their be'avior. Take for a start the sheeps' tendency to 'op about the field on their back legs. Now witness their attmpts to fly from tree to tree. Notice that they do not so much fly as... plummet." -- Monty Python's Flying Circus

Once my son and I were looking for parking to go in the store. We parked near a truck that had those idiotic mudflaps and also a playboy bunny sticker on the back window in the cab of the truck. I turned to him then pointed to the truck and said, "This is who you do not want to be. See that crap on the truck? That crap on the truck serves two purposes: he advertises that he gets no sex, and at the same time, that crap serves as salt peter for women, thereby perpetuating the cycle."

Just add those balls and it's truly complete.

When you have to buy some, and hang them out for all to see in order to have some....people know it.

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You ladies make me giggle! How about, on our historical roadtrip, we try to spot FA stickers too! Just like the game we played when I was a kid, spot the out of state license plate. That usually kept us well occupied.

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"Rainy day people don't talk, they just listen till they've heard it all." ~Rainy Day People - Gordon Lightfoot

"Use what talent you possess; the woods would be very silent if no birds sang except those that sang best." - Henry Van Dyke