My heart is calling and my body aches The memory of you is everywhere yet you are nowhere Slowly slipping away Grasping at the little bits left behind Lost within my mind Sadness takes hold as my eyes become heavy Drifting into the dream of you Your voice beckons as I frantically search the endless…

Well don’t you know it, this dumb fuck did it again. Still slipping and tripping onto my stupid face as I try to gauge the current cluster fucks in my life. Insert R* back into the equation… Here I was thinking my logic could trump my emotions but it goes without saying that I’m a…

B*-I feel like complete shit and at this point I’m just trying to keep it together to get through the day. I’m sure work will be a good distraction cause this Bitch can’t stop crying. I’m sick of this cycle, talking about the same bullshit with people…. for what! I need some solo time to…

You work to consistently walk a line of balance as you witness most blindly going left or right. It’s when you meet another weaving the same line that your awareness peaks. Your souls sing the same song. Your words lay quietly but deeply. There is meaning and understanding where you never thought you’d find another.…

My inner dialogue is out of control. It throws me into a state of confusion. Feel it! Don’t feel it. Be quiet. No, yell. Scream. Release all that is within. I feel weak. I hate being this person. It’s a scary place. I’ve lost control. I’ve been here before. The fear holds me down. I…

Backstory… I’ve been fucking around with R* since November and as per usual I entered the arrangement with the notion of it being an open relationship. We also understand that there wouldn’t be a future as we’re on a very different journey. Our open relationship afforded R* the ability to date her*, who quickly became…

This was my first official journal which was gifted to me over two years ago by K*. No kidding it was by far the most significant and meaningful gift I have ever received in my life. Obviously the words he wrote in the journal and card were indeed what held the most meaning. The journal…

She no longer hid behind the fear others imbedded within her. She fought to set herself free. She strived for her truth amongst the rip tides. She crashed onto the shore of survival. She was weak and battered yet her inner strength pushed through. Then you found her, at the beginning of her journey. You…

And there he was In front of me the whole time How could I not see it The love within I put up barriers Walls to keep him out But who was I hurting Myself no doubt He comes and goes He never stays I push and pull For all to wait Will he stay…