i´ll never understand what in this world gives you the right to say whatever you like, no matter if it´s a lie or the bare truth, how can you dare to offend people just for no reason and act like it´d be the most natural thing on earth? can´t you just see that you keep hurtig people the freakin way you behave? you keep hiding behind that strong and unbreakable disguise but as soon as you calm down and hear inside your heart you do know you keep lying to yourself. how can you ask for truth and deep-sense-stuff when you yourself stay superficial and never step up for your dreams and to proof that you belong to this world. and do not keep accusating me of lying, i ain´t lying, i ain´t never said that i never screwed up, i just said i wiped the slate clean and thats it. i´m beyond that crap, i got rid of this shit, and the only advise i can give is for you to make up your own damn mind and come to realize that you just deny yourelf and keep pushing your luck.

how can you say i´ve never been for real, how can you say i´ve been playing, how can you dare to accusate me of beeing a cheater and a traitor, why can´t you believe that there might be someone in this world who takes you just the way you are. i ain´t never hurt you, you keep hurting yourself with your doubt and disbelief . how can you ask for love and truth and at the same time push it away once it hits you? you will have to come to realize just as i did that is not the world that makes you mad, it is you who makes the world making you mad. once you free your mind from this thought, you will free your heart from doubt and open up for love to fill you up.

i´ll never understand what in this world gives you the right to say whatever you like, no matter if it´s a lie or the bare truth, how can you dare to offend people just for no reason and act like it´d be the most natural thing on earth? can´t you just see that you keep hurtig people the freakin way you behave? you keep hiding behind that strong and unbreakable disguise but as soon as you calm down and hear inside your heart you do know you keep lying to yourself. how can you ask for truth and deep-sense-stuff when you yourself stay superficial and never step up for your dreams and to proof that you belong to this world. and do not keep accusating me of lying, i ain´t lying, i ain´t never said that i never screwed up, i just said i wiped the slate clean and thats it. i´m beyond that crap, i got rid of this shit, and the only advise i can give is for you to make up your own damn mind and come to realize that you just deny yourelf and keep pushing your luck.

how can you say i´ve never been for real, how can you say i´ve been playing, how can you dare to accusate me of beeing a cheater and a traitor, why can´t you believe that there might be someone in this world who takes you just the way you are. i ain´t never hurt you, you keep hurting yourself with your doubt and disbelief . how can you ask for love and truth and at the same time push it away once it hits you? you will have to come to realize just as i did that is not the world that makes you mad, it is you who makes the world making you mad. once you free your mind from this thought, you will free your heart from doubt and open up for love to fill you up.

i´ll never understand what in this world gives you the right to say whatever you like, no matter if it´s a lie or the bare truth, how can you dare to offend people just for no reason and act like it´d be the most natural thing on earth? can´t you just see that you keep hurtig people the freakin way you behave? you keep hiding behind that strong and unbreakable disguise but as soon as you calm down and hear inside your heart you do know you keep lying to yourself. how can you ask for truth and deep-sense-stuff when you yourself stay superficial and never step up for your dreams and to proof that you belong to this world. and do not keep accusating me of lying, i ain´t lying, i ain´t never said that i never screwed up, i just said i wiped the slate clean and thats it. i´m beyond that crap, i got rid of this shit, and the only advise i can give is for you to make up your own damn mind and come to realize that you just deny yourelf and keep pushing your luck.

how can you say i´ve never been for real, how can you say i´ve been playing, how can you dare to accusate me of beeing a cheater and a traitor, why can´t you believe that there might be someone in this world who takes you just the way you are. i ain´t never hurt you, you keep hurting yourself with your doubt and disbelief . how can you ask for love and truth and at the same time push it away once it hits you? you will have to come to realize just as i did that is not the world that makes you mad, it is you who makes the world making you mad. once you free your mind from this thought, you will free your heart from doubt and open up for love to fill you up.

somehow it happened. i still don´t know how but it happened anyways, just like it always does. i finally managed it to create such circumstances that allowed myself to seperate, no, to unleash my body from my mind. finally i broke free for a while and i have to say it felt good. it felt right. it is a good thing, unless of course it does not work the other way round. i can free my body from my mind but i can not free my mind from my body. it´s difficult to explain, but in fact there isn´t a need for explanation at all. it´s just that i never thought that i would ever be able to do it. but now it happened. "success" i should say. a dream came true, so to speak. but every dream that becomes true gives birth to three new ones. and so there is no turning back. i chose this way. ok i did it on an near unconscious level but i did it. it´s a new way, unknown terrain, a new path. But isn´t this what makes life worth living? We all feel alive when our heart flutters, no matter for what reaosn. thats why pain can be as satisfying as love. so i guess i will walk this way, just to find out where it leads me. and once i am at the end of this path, we will meet again my friends. i love you all and i hope you all know that. each one of you formed me somehow to what i am today. and i am most grateful for that. i hate to miss you, we need to meet again soon. love, Zype