Monday, April 16, 2012

Is there any way to reverse your thoughts about someone once you've deemed them annoying and/or aggravating? I mean, my friend is a nice person and all but now every time I see her I can't stop the feelings of disgust rising in me.

Maybe it's just me holding a grudge, but I don't feel comfortable around her anymore. She said that I'm always complaining. Which I guess is sort of true. I'm not gonna lie. I criticize a lot, that's what I do (what my whole family does actually). But I've been this way since the first time I met her!

It's like I can't trust her anymore. I don't know what she really thinks about me. Which really sucks because we were really good friends. I would even say she was one of my closest friends at school.

Not anymore.

I'm going to see if spending time with her and the rest of my friends this weekend will help smooth things over. But if not, then that's it. The year is almost over... I don't have to see her around much longer. It was nice knowing her haha.

Quote of the Week

"We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."-- Sam Keen, To Love and Be Loved

I'd Wear That

Favorite Quotes

"Anything essential is invisible to the eyes." --Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Le Petit Prince (The Little Prince)"I'm a collection of stories waiting to be picked up and read with interest, to be read by someone who actually cares. I've been left behind. I've been used. I've been torn. I feel out of place. I just need someplace I belong." --Me

"You will never be younger than you are at this very moment so live each moment to its fullest. Smile. Be happy. Forgive. Forget. Have fun. Live." --Me

"Sometimes ties have to be broken in order to find out which relationships are worth fighting for." --Me

"Do one thing that scares you everyday; live a little :)" --Unknown

"Smile and kill them with kindness." --Malcolm Joseph

"Be good and set the world on fire." --Ms. Jackson

"Dance as though no one is watching you, love as though you have never been hurt before, sing as though no one can hear you, live as though heaven is on earth." --Souza

"If all else perished, and he remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn a mighty stranger." --Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights

"It's about telling someone how you feel regardless of what you get back, and not waiting to find out if they want you or not." --Elly Jackson

"You have to know what you stand for, not just what you stand against." --Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak

"The best things in life aren't things." --Art Buchwald

"The guy who was my best friend doesn't exist any longer, and I don't want to think about the person who has taken his place. I go over everything that happened last year, trying to figure out what I could have done different, what I would do different if I had the chance, but I don't know. Mostly I wonder "what if?" I am too mixed up to really care. And to think, I used to be sure of things." --S.E. Hinton, That Was Then, This Is Now