I am sending you so much love, Sven. I hope you have lots of support available where you are. You have been traumatized and will need time to recover and regain some center of balance. I can't know what you need right now, but I'm sending you the energy that I have to send you from my heart. Don

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Divine Law is not judgment or denial of self truths. Divine Law is honoring harmony that comes from a peaceful mind, an open heart, a true tongue, a light step, a forgiving nature, and a love of all living creatures. Jamie Sams & David Carson, Medicine Cards

Hey Sven, stick with us and keep us updated what is going on. I hope your memory will come back soon on recent events just to feel more in control of situation. Could you call and contact someone - from police and ask?Or in hospital?

There is nothing wrong in wanting to find what is happening...Take care for yourself and please stay away from B and your uncles as well, all abusive persons around you.

Sven - i hope you'll be able to participate fully in your own defense and protection. please cooperate and let the authorities put these perpetrators out of action. prayers and best wishes for your physical recovery as well as the emotional and psychological trauma.lee

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"My experience has shown me that I all too often tend to deny that which lies behind, but as I still believe, that which is denied cannot be healed." Brennan Manning, "All is Grace - A Ragamuffin Memoir"

I am so incredibly proud of you - I have been hoping and praying for months that somehow either someone would intervene or you would have the opportunity and the courage to save yourself. Seems to have been the latter. You most likely are terrified now and the future is impossible to predict - except for the fact that it will HAVE to get better.

Letting the secret out is healing but also can be frightening. The reactions of others can either be supportive or non-supportive.

Whatever happened to make you dissociate had to be traumatic--a trigger or emotion from the past. I know people will say dissociation is not real but sadly for many of us it is real. As least the police were perceptive and have taken action. It is a step that frees you from the abuse.

The future can be challenging as you have to face your father and the courts, seeing he has been arrested. Hopefully one day B will get what he deserves. You need to take time and make sure you have supportive people around you and stay away from those that torment you--you have much to deal with.

Keep us up to date and please share as you feel comfortable and safe. We are here for you.

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