That's just something crazy that attracts me to him... No matter how I try to convince myself that I don't want him anymore and that I don't think we would be a good match, I just can't, I miss him like crazy!

I keep wondering where have he been and what he is doing. The last time I saw him was last sunday (december 2nd) by a huge coincidence, but now I don't know when I will ever meet him again, because he has been really busy taking care of his sick mother and his little sister....

I'm starting to think. That think about my crush is becoming a little unhealthy. Its keeping me from sleeping and doing my homework. But his just the best. I think I'm going to play this whole crush thing down when I'm around him. Because it is so obvious that my mod changes around him, and so does my voice. Let me give you and example. Say me and my friends are having a debate during lunch. Then he joins us then, I can't even bring up the words I was saying. I start to stutter and all of that jeez....

Ok, so since the beginning of this school year. I have been crushing really hard on one of my friends, he a guy. He is super cute and I really like him. But he seems to be drifting away from me, even while I've trying to get to know him because his new to my school. So I haven't been talking to him lately. but I have notice another guy he was my old crush in the 7th grade. and he's really fun to talk to when we do talk. We share only one class and that's Algebra. But I don't know i like more anymore...