In previous times, my blog was a good source of me letting my thoughts out and kinda therapeutic so maybe, I'll be going back to my old ways being that certain situations has led me back here...its cool though.

I'm just looking forward to Christmas vacation. Just want to disassociate myself from work, bf, and other things that have been a drag... Read More

Hey D...I have been stepping back too as of late from a close person with a substance abuse problem...It has been difficult, but they have to change...Sometimes people need to wake up to their problems rather than create new ones by avoiding responsibilities or seeking escape. People who lose their focus on others and themselves tend to take everybody for granted. It's a real drag, but sometimes confronting our friends about the pain they cause while they are binging or venting can be good.

Bad of me to neglect my blog...just haven't had much thoughts to drot down.
Still don't.
Trying to get over this flu...and I got somewhat paranoid at one point..bird flu, west nile virus, ..where did this sick feeling come from?...Just the change of weather here in NY..I hear it'll be 80 tomorrow and this whole week was... Read More

Atlantic City was ok...lost 40 bucks.
Went to the Ripley's Museum..13 bucks was well worth..Just dont make faces at this 1 mirror because on the other side people are mocking you..I didnt fall for it.
I wanted to join this duo on the boardwalk..but I have no experience in playing any instruments..it consisted of 2 old men with... Read More

My last year to be in my twenties.. ..not a big deal like some idiots have made it to be ..coworkers can be cruel..Im like fine beer I mean wine..I taste better with age. or I get better..either one is ok with me.
Is it ok to say I dont remember much from age 21 -25?
Its a blur.

I wanted to sleep in but hell thats never possible as my body has its automatic alarm that just makes me jump up at 8:30am everyday. All I need is 5hrs of sleep and Im alright.
I wish it was much more but I dont work that way, so eh.
The weather is so unbelievable, makes this one... Read More

well.. it's kind of expensive. it's this haunted house theme restaurant. it's kinda cheezy and family oriented, but it's kinda silly. they have all these talking skeletons and robots there, and these people who dress all gothic and walk around and talk to the customers and talk like mad scientists or transylvanian royalty.
one of those guys got all passive aggressivve with me and tried to belittle me while he's in character.

Sucks when a nice juicy papercut gets all dry after applying a bandaid...then bandaid starts coming off and its been a long day..time to take that nice shower...washing the hair and a strand of hair a long one at that gets into the cut and goes in and out all the way through.
My toes curled.
Ok so saturday will be very... Read More

Im such an sensitive little girl w/ a suppose tough exterior as once thought but not the case. I am spoiled but not materialistically. If I dont get what I want, its over. Emo crap sets in and I hurt the closest around me. Not intentionally of course but it happens. Im too old for... Read More