511. 9/5/16 (#503)

You asked me if I would hold you in my arms,As you began to fade and your strength began to fail,But even as your eyes lost their final light,There painted on your lips: one final smile.

If I tell the truth, all I really wantIs to walk with you again and feel the warmth of your hand.

I’m holding back the tears though you’re not here and still I can’t stop staring at the sky.I thought it couldn’t end but I was wrong but still I'm searching for you in every star.Yes, I know that only infinite things can burn so bright without fading to the past.But I still want to save you,So my heartbeat’s for you.

I wish I could go back and find when “I’m fine” was spoken as honest as your smile.So pointlessly I keep holding your fingers though they’ll never close around mine.The days that cannot come back might somehow keep your lips from turning blue.So I deny it all to save you,When eyes closed, you’re still you.