Its About Time !Just an update to let my friends, fans, and family know what's been going on !
It all started in January, I was hospitalized 2 times with chronic pain in the lower left abdomen . Uncertain of what it was I have been in and out of the hospital several times.
The pain got so severe that I went back to the ER March 9th where I was immediately yet again admitted !
I have gone through series of tests only to finally find out the verdict ! They found a tumor on my left ovary . My uterus is shaped differently then most womens , and I had a lot of inflmation causing all the problems !
I also have several gallstones, an infected gallbladder , just more sypmtoms to add to the compications !
Rapping this up in a sum, I had 3 experimental surgeries last week and Tuesday of this week I went through a complete hysterectomy . They did get the tumor and it's being sent in for a biopsy ! ( although, they assure me they are almost positive it is cancer~free ) ! Thank God !
I have

ThornTell me one more time why
why you removed the thorn from the rose
don't you understand its necessity?
it adds beauty and texture
it protects what before
was just a defenseless luxury of the eye
yes, the thorn may have pricked you a few times
but did it not save you from picking
what turned out to be a dead rose?
why did you cut it off
when it's one of your greatest belssings?
so what if it hurts sometimes
if it will save you when it matters?

Nightmares... Or Worse...ok... so since i am totally random i am gonna let ya'll hear something... kinda... well read it actually
ok.... so lately i've been waking up screaming... and if i am lucky... i dont wake anyone else when i do
i cant really remember them i just know that there is something in them that terrifies me.., so i dont sleep much anymore....
am i bein silly for not wanting to sleep?

Mastering Murder!If I were to kill someone, I wouldn't get caught. It's not because I think I can outsmart the cops...shit no...I couldn't outsmart a brain-dead mongoloid riding the short bus to Moronville. The reason I wouldn't get caught is because there's only one rule to follow...and it's simple - just don't kill someone you know.
During any murder investigation the cops always put together a list of suspects which is usually made up of the victim's friends & family. Then the coppers interview everyone, and it's guaranteed the real murderer will say something stupid, or their story doesn't check out...or there was a ½ gallon of blood at the crime scene, and they magically have a huge gash in their arm which is supposedly from when they slipped and fell a few days ago...oh, they be fucked...
What a murderer should do is just go to a town they have never been to before. Then walk up to someone's house, shoot them, and walk away. They would never be caught...well, unless they left eviden

ScattergoriesSCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! . *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your own name for the boy/girl.
1. What is your name: ........................Pórl
2. 4 letter word:..............Pens
3.Vehicle: ....................Pick-up
4. A city:.....................Peterborough
5. Boy Name: ..................Peter
6. Girl Name: .................Paula
7. Alcoholic Drink: ...........Pernod
8. Occupation:.................Policeman
9. Something you wear:.........Pants
10.Celebrity:..................Paul O Grady
11. Food: .....................Pizza
12. Something found in a bathroom.......Panty liners 0.0
13. Reason for Being Late: ....Phone alarm didnt go off as it went flat over night...
lol!

Beyond Tragic...This past weekend, my best friend was attacked by her boyfriend with an axe. She managed to get away and run to the neighbor's house, bleeding from the head and upper body. While she escaped, he took their two-year-old and killed him with a screwdriver before dumping his body behind a shopping center.
If that isn't tragic, I don't know what is. It takes a real fucking psychopath to kill a child, let alone his own. And in such a fucking brutal way.
I am absolutely heartbroken for her but I know that I can't even begin to imagine her pain.
Please consider giving to the memorial fund for the baby if you can:
Andrew Bailey's family has set up a memorial fund for him. Those interested in contributing can go to any El Dorado Savings Bank branch and deposit funds to the Andrew Bailey Memorial Fund, account #263004173.
If you do not have a brance in your area, you can go to your bank and they can wire funds to El Dorado Savings Bank. Your bank will need the account number o

Leann's PoemFlags flying half way up their poles in loving memory of thousands of lost souls smoke and rubble all over the place a look of horror on peoples face on lookers doing all they can to find their families and friends what do they think? what goes through their minds. when they search for love ones noone can find. Brave men marching in the middle of it all. Diggin to save lives when they hear the call. Prayers lifted up so does desperated pleas. Please God bring them back to me. Kids lookin for parents Parents lookin for kids. And none of knowing when this chaos will ever end. Watching tv not believing it is real. They have said over 5000 have been killed. it is a time like this when we need a prayer. Because without god in our hearts we are helpless and scared so take this time and cast your eyes upon the sky and say a little prayer for those who have died

Bitchwhen I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.
Being a bitch means I won't compromise whats in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to tolerate injustic and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.
The same thing happens when I take a little time for myself instead of being everyones maid, or when I act a little selfish.
It means I have the courage and strenght to allow myself to be who I truely am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me.
YOU WON'T SUCCEED.
And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I

Uk Airdate Confirmed: Doctor Who To Return 5th April 2008CBBC Newsround has confirmed that Doctor Who will return for a fouth series to UK screens on 5th April 2008 though a start time has yet to be announced. Newsround also confirms that Totally Doctor Who will not be returning this year:
Doctor Who back at start of April
Doctor Who will be back on our screens on Saturday 5 April, with 13 new episodes.
In the Time Lords fourth series since he returned in 2005, The Doctor, played by David Tennant, teams up again with Donna, played by Catherine Tate.
The pair first met in the 2006 Christmas special, The Runaway Bride.
Last year head writer Russell T Davies told CBBC Newsround that the first episode features: "the most unusual monsters weve ever created".
"(Its) the sort of creature weve never tried before," he added. The first episode is called Partners in Crime.
The series will also give us a chance to find out more about the Ood - last seen in the episodes The Impossible Planet and The Satan Pit.
But the mos

Red Heads :d"While the rest of the human race are descended from monkeys redheads derive from cats." ~ Mark Twain

Got It Up!!! My 2nd HhHello everyone!!!!!
I'm back and I got my 2nd Happy Hour set up for sunday, march 23th at 1pm PST!!!!
So ya all come and party with me and level up!!!!
A special Thank you goes out to Chuckiiboo
Thank you for always having your Happy Hours up!!!
chuckiiboo@ fubar
So now everybody get ready and we see us on sunday!!!!
I'm the queen, who are you? Im your Diamond!!! ~*~ cutemommy82 ~*~@ fubar
Have a great rest of the week the weekend is almost there and we party together on sunday!!!
Hugs and Kisses

Brokeni miss you when something good happens, because you are the one i want to share it with. i miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well. i miss you when i laugh and cry because i know you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. i miss you all the time, but i miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other; those were some of the best times in my life.

The Bitch And Punk Ass Man CatagorysI WANT TO MEET ALL PEOPLE, SOOOOOO I GUESS I'M GONNA CHANGE THIS CATAGORY TO THE WHO I DON'T WANT TO MEET CATAGORY!!!!!
THE BITCH CATAGORY:
BEWARE SWEETHEARTS DONT GET OFFENDED BY THIS ITS ONLY MEANT TOWARDS STUPID BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT TO SAY ALL LADIES ARE BITCHES . BUT IF YOU DO SOMETHING WRONG TO A GOOD PERSON .. GUESS WHAT U ARE A BIATCHHHHHHHHHH ... DEAL WITH IT!!!!!!
1.If you lie to your man about stupid shit ... guess what your a bitch!!!!!
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4.If u are bisexual ...LOL your a ho and a bitch!!!!!!!!! (fuckin confused female choose a fuckin side be GAY or Straight.)!!!!!
5.If you secretly have a husband that's living with you and your not legally seperated and your on Myspace giving people the impression that your single.....guess what u are a bitch!!!!! (That goes for females

My LifeSo this last year has been so damn crazy. I have grown so much as a person and a mother. You never realize the things that are most important till one day they walk up and kinda smack you in the face. You think everything is ok and in reality it isn't. Life takes a load of work to make it through. I am jsut glad to say that the stress I have been through has all worked out. I am glad that I have grown adn I am a better person for it. I love my children and my life and will continue to live my crazy life to its fullest cause you never know when something abd will happen or when this crazy life will end.

Nail In The Fence...forgivenessNAIL IN THE FENCE
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
(Most importantly the last sentence)
There once was a little boy who had a bad
Temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails
And told him that every time he lost his
Temper, he must hammer a nail into the back
Of the fence. The first day the boy had
Driven 37 nails into the fence Over the next
Next few weeks, as he learned to control his
Anger, the number of nails hammered daily
Gradually dwindled down. He discovered
It was easier to hold his temper than to
Drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the day came when the boy didn't
Lose his temper at all. He told his father
About it and the father suggested that the
Boy now pull out one nail for each day that
He was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally
Able to tell his father that all the nails
Were gone. The father took his

Gotcha!Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1) I hate doing these chain blog.
2) I am pretty straight forward and tell it like I see it.
3) I tend to use the F bomb on more than one ocassion in a conversation, but I don't cuss around my kids.
4) Oh, yeah, I have three awesome girls, ages 13, 11, and 6.
5) I have been married for almost 17 years but have been separated since November.
6) I think you have to be an awesome kisser to be good in bed.
7) I try not to judge other people unless I've walked in their shoes...
8) I like cinnamon pop tarts.
9) I think a whimpy hand shake is a sign of a whimpy personality.
10) I always try to tell those that are close and im

The Big 3-0I guess after 12 midnight I can kiss my 20's goodbye...
I don't wanna get old...but everybody has to do!!!
30 here I come...

What Is Romance?Like most people, I used to think that romance was what was described on the pages of the paperback novels with Fabio and a busty lusty woman on the cover. I read a couple when I was young and thought I knew what romance was.
I married a man who hadnt read those books and didnt know what romance was. After 20 years, he and I went our separate ways.
During the split, I met a man who had likewise not read the books that described romance. However, he could have written a book himself. I found out what romance truly is from this incredible man. Now, since not everyone out there can meet him and partake of the simple pleasures and romance he offered to me, Ill do my best to describe it.
Romance is when you come out of your work place and walk across the parking lot wondering what is on your windshield tucked under the wiper blade. Upon inspection you find an envelope containing a card with the message See the smile on my face? You put it there. Then looking up to see

The Best E-mail Of The Year!!!!!A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home
He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed:
"Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home.
I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen.
God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish.
The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman.
He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills, and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1:00 P.M., and he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust, and sweep and mop the kitchen floor.
Ran to the school to pi

The Auction Has Now Comminced Here Is The LinkOk everyone the auction to own me has started so just click on the picture and you will be redirected to the auction. Enjoy and have fun. I think you have to add the host in order to view it sorry for any inconveinance.

Dumb Ass MenI find it funny that the men in this world think they are God's gift to women. All i can say to this is that you guys need to wake up and smell the fucking roses!!! We women don't need you to define us nor do we want you especially when you think you can play us and get away with it. Well GUESS WHAT......WE ARE A HELL OF ALOT SMARTER THAN YOU AND YOU WILL NEVER WIN!!! WE ALWAYS DO AND IF YOU THINK FOR ONE FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU WILL GET AWAY WITH IT YOU ARE SADLY MISTAKEN!!! What is the old saying? Ah yes "HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED" Read it and weep guys cause we will get ya, and when you least expect it too. If you guys out there fit this description then don't bother talking to me or anyone on my page cause we are better than you and that is a proven fact!!! You will be left with nothing while we are left with our dignity! Have a peachy fucking day and do us all a favor and fall off the face of this fucking planet!!!! Toodles!!!

Pt.2 Of That SmileMake an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com
only one word can express you (Namaste)

ReminiscingNot sure how many of you that read my blogs actually pay attention to the music that is in my stash. I know sometimes I just go through and rate unless something really catches my eye.
Anyway, If you do pay attention, you'll notice that I have a very wide variety of music stashed. At times, I just get in these moods where I start to remember songs from years ago that may have gotten me through a time in my life and I'll scurry over to "You Tube" to see if they have it, then I have the urge to stash it so I have it close by.
Tonight wasn't the greatest of nights for me. Just had a little bump in my road that had me a little down and it led me to look for one of Bon Jovi's old songs. I guess some would take it as a love song, but that is not at all how my mind was disecting it. I think we all interpret lyrics differently. A song that may get me through losing a friend today may be the song that gets me through losing the love of my life a year down the road. Personally, I feel like i

Real Friends?Whom do you consider a real friend?
The people that say they are or the ones that don't but are there for you no matter what happens?
To me...Real friends are people who care enough about ya to yell at ya if they havent heard from you in a while cause they are worried about your dumb ass...lol..I should know I get that alot cause I'm not on a lot anymore.
The ones who call themselves friends well alot are but then you have the ones who claim that only when everything is going smooth...you know the type ...the fair weather friends.
I miss my net friends that I have made on fubar...most have gone on and forgot me but its ok..life does go on you see...but the ones that remember me and care about me will always be first in my heart....
There was one person in particular that was as close to me as a sister, but things went wrong and drama started and that bond ended...I miss her. As for the guy in my life when I was on here before well lets just say he played a game and I los

Once Again Another Dumb Fuck!!!GUINNESS BOY rated your photo a '2'!
AND LEFT ME COMMENT OF 'I LOOK LIKE A MAN'
HELLO GET SOME GLASSES OR GROW UP DUMB FUCK...
MUST BE FRIENDS WITH THE OTHER ONES...

The Omen RevealedWhat creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as You are a DemonThere's no nice way of saying it. You're a Demon! And you like it that way! You are often called a pyromaniac and keep matches or a lighter on you at all times. Your idea of fun is poking at those poor damned souls with your pitch fork. Just be careful you don't get burned in all your fun!
You are a Demon
100%Black Witch
92%You are a Vampiric Elf!
83%Fallen Angel
50%Vampire
50%

SilenceThe most perfect silence is
When there is no need to speak
The most perfect silence is
When there's no need to explain
The most perfect moment is
When we just come from different circumstances
Yet the stream of lust flows into the same direction
The most perfect silence is
when there's no need of showing
something is true
when you see the pictures
from another point of view
When there's no need to search the outside
No need to linger on
Not a single something left to distract you
No need to want
Don't you see how I long for that moment to come?
The most perfect silence is
When there's no need to speak
The most perfect silence is
When there's no need to explain...

Love DefinedLove me in the Springtime, when all is green and new,
Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue,
Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown,
Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down.
Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad,
Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad,
Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain,
Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain.
Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun,
Love me always darlin', after all is said and done,
Love me always darlin', until all our life is through,
Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

Ms. P.h.a.tYes I am P.H.A.T,
Pretty Hot And Tempting thats me,
Some people have a problem with who I am,
but please move on cause I don't give a dayum.
I am no more or less that you,
God made me, I am his masterpiece too.
Just because I don't have Barbie stamped on my azz,
don't think men will step to you, while viewing me and pass.
I got the goodies that the men can enjoy,
I am like the President I make all the men deploy,
come headed straight to my place,
cause to top it all off I got a beautiful face.
So haters of the big women of the world,
don't hate on me thats not cool,
cause I don't hate on you, I'm not that girl,
all this hate makes you look like a fool.
I see those eyes when my man and I walk by,
thinking to yourself that guy with that PHAT chick?
shyt I am the one that is fly,
fly alright like a chicken head, get gone,scatter quick.
When you hate on us it makes you look sad,
cause you the one with the image problem,
and me with a fine brotha makes you ma

Broken TwigOnce again I left myself open to be hurt and run over by leaving my heart on my sleeve were it is happy at.
I'll learn one of these days to put a shield around it to stop it from being ripped off my arm and thrown under foot and walked all over.
I guess I had what was coming to me for being so head over heels for somebody who doesn't have those same feelings and now never will have those feelings even if they did start to have some they are gone now.
I never meant to upset anybody or make anybody unhappy with me,but alas that is were my bad karma comes in to play as always with me.
I try and give everything I have into something and end up falling flat on my ass because I can't see the fall ahead of me.
Well maybe this will teach my heart not to stay on my sleeve anymore.

Subject: A Dad's StoryDad's Story
On July 22nd I was in route to Washington , DC for a business trip.
It was all so very ordinary, until we landed in Denver for a plane change. As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an announcement was& nbsp;made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United Customer Service Representative immediately. I thought nothing of it until I reached the door to leave the plane and I heard a gentleman asking every male if he were Mr. Glenn. At this point I knew something was wrong and my heart sunk.
When I got off the plane a solemn-faced young man came toward me and said, 'Mr. Glenn, there is an emergency at your home. I do not know what the emergency is, or who is involved, but I will take you to the phone so you can call the hospital.' My heart was now pounding, but the will to be calm took over. Woodenly, I followed this stranger to the distant telephone where I called the number he gave me for the

Some Pointers...well, i just have to sit down and have a stern talking with myself, lmfao...
who the hell knows what is going on in my life these days? a lot of crap, let me tell you that... i'm NOT going into detail with anyone on it, and if you are a part of it just keep your f&ckin mouth shut cause i really don't want to hear about it any more ( you KNOW who you are!!!)
AND if you're not part of it, don't ask... i'm working a lot lately, trying to catch up my child support so i can see devlin.... yes i know that it is against the law keeping him from me for that reason, so don't give me advice... just if you wanna know anything, ask in a private message... my shoutbox always goes fast and i generally ignore it, no i don't wanna talk on yahoo, just send me a private message
and if you absolutely MUST catch my attentions... leave photo comments... hint hint, ( i love to know what people think, intriging-sp?-)
other than that, i'm in a pretty good mood today thanks to medicinal herbs, lol

Women Over 40...........As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:
A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if you are acti

Life Rut"Are there things in your life which hold you back, things you could easily let go of, and yet you cling to them because they are so familiar? If things are to be better, they must be different. You cannot simultaneously stay the same and improve your life.
Moving forward means moving into unfamiliar territory. Yes, there will be new and unexpected challenges. There will also be new and valuable opportunities. Yes, it will be a bit uncomfortable, and maybe even a little sad to leave behind those familiar old burdens. It will also be filled with many positive possibilities. You'll soon get used to it and will be thankful you decided to move on ahead.
Summon the courage to step out of your familiar, comfortable rut and suddenly the world will become a different place. Many of those things which held you back will no longer have the power to do so.
Hold tight to those things of true and lasting value, and learn to let go of the rest. Lighten your load and move yourself to wher

Feeling YouI Can Feel You...
You're far away,
but, I can feel you.
You exist in my every breath,
in every beat of my heart,
adding a spectacular sizzle
in all the right places.
Even when I close my eyes,
I see your face and feel
the fire of your caress.
Your presence is a tangible thing...
yet as hard to grasp as the air.
I reach for you,
but you elude me.
Still, I can feel you;
the softness of a petal,
a warm wind on my cheek,
a ray in my vision,
a distant light that
ever draws me near.

Just VentingSabered
You stand before me
With your dark eyes flashing
Swiftly piercing my heart through with your deadly sharp saber,
And smile as I crumble at your feet.

The Explosion Blog! Watch Out...Alright...I've warned the Fu-Luv Bomb Squad this was coming...and its not meant towards them, OR the true fubar friends I have...but, it's a blog about my recent, very personal frustrations with my social life...So...here it goes!
I'm just not sure of anything anymore. I mean, some people call me their friends...and they send out blanket invites to things that normal 18-25 year olds go do. I have told them more than once if I had a ride...I'd go. Do they even OFFER to come get me and take me so I can just ONCE hang out with them???? NO! I get the "sorry you're shit out of luck" treatment! You know why I honestly believe this is? Two words - non-alcoholic! I do not drink - never wanted to get drunk and can't physically do so anyway! My uncle is an alcoholic and I have SEEN what it's doing to him! So, I believe they use this as their sorry as hell excuse to not even BOTHER to ask me if I need a ride so I can come hang! I WILL GO OUT IF I'M ASKED - but I will NOT drink! I can have fun

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Picking Up WomenI pick up women the same way I pick up groceries. I see what I want, i check it out, throw it in a plastic bag and put it in the trunk of my car to go home.
That's all

A Knight In Shining ArmorJimm, You are everything this poem says...I love you!
In this world full of hurt and pain,
I need someone who would help me through the rain.
To comfort me when I'm sad,
Doing everything just to make me glad.
In this world I need a Brave Knight,
Who would never give up any fight.
A knight who would dry away my tears,
Telling me to overcome my fears.
A knight who loves me for who I am inside,
With him there's nothing more I need to hide.
A person who will still be standing strong,
Even though everything has gone wrong.
I need someone who is willing to give me more,
Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.

My Last GoodbyeWell this is it i guess. Got done doing my last Show on fubar possibly ever but who knows. Turning the net off in a few days. Going to Iraq in 2 weeks. Been active on fubar for almost 2 years. Don't really know if i accomplished much. Sure I did some good shows. Worked for many of great stations and lounges. Made some people laughed, and made some great friends. But I guess its all over now. Nothing more. I'm going to keep my fubar up for a little while in case anyone wants to say hi or goodbye. I knew i was taking this seriously when for the first time in over a year i didn't record my show on air, guess i didn't want to remember that i had a last show. I love all my friends and good bye till an unknown time and date.
Jester aka Steve

Putting Peeps Over Like Rover...OK Don't take offense if I leave you out, but, all my friends mean something to me.
D - Wow. You know just what to say, when I need it...thank you.
Mikey - What can I say? You're the big brother I never had - but yet the brother I DO have. Thanks for everything man - you ROCK!
Purr/Tif - Again, what can I say? You're a special friend, someone I know I can look to to put a big smile on my face. Especially when I am not expecting it.
Everybody who talks to me on a regular basis, from level 5 to the top of fubar - YOU ROCK!

Stud RoosterA farmer brought a brand new stud rooster for his chicken coop. The new rooster struts over to the old rooster and says, 'OK old fart, time for you to retire.' The old rooster replies, 'Come on, surely you cannot handle ALL of these chickens. Can't you just let me have the two old hens over in the corner?'
The young rooster says, 'Beat it: I am taking over.' The old rooster says, 'I tell you what, young stud. I
will race you around the farmhouse. Whoever wins gets the exclusive domain over the entire chicken coop.' The young rooster laughs. 'You know you don't stand a chance, old man. So, just to be fair, I will give you a head start.'
The old rooster takes off running. About 15 seconds later the young rooster takes off running after him. They round the front porch of the farmhouse and the young rooster has closed the gap.
He is only about 5 feet behind the old rooster and gaining fast. The farmer, meanwhile, is sitting in his usual spot on the front porch when he

Contest Need Help PleaseI am in a comment contest. I need 25K. 1st place gets HH, 2nd place gets VIP for a month, and 3rd place gets a 7 day blast. If you can help me out here is the link to start commenting. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1431645&i=2050624431
Thank you in advance.

Freaking Clicks On Hereok so if you graduated highschool raise ur hand. yea that's what i thoguht people on here need to grow up and get out of the clicks crap. it's old and childish. i'm here to have fun and that's it. i'm done with the jealously over the freaking internet. grow up and move on........

Malfunctioneddisastrously spontaneous,bordering on psychosis
heretofore unknown by all
hell hath no fury
scorned mice running in circles
all about me is frowns and snarling teeth
hidden behind friendly eyes
seeking to devour,seeking to consume that part of me that they think makes their life so much cheerier
they dont all want the love,some want the hate
to feed off my failures and struggles
to make jest of my defeat
two horses in the setting sun as the clouds roll by and the shades of green on the grass change color too
its all in your eyes,the stars in the sky
inside of you
inside of you

"if She Wasn't Me"She sits and crys..
For no reason she knows.
She can't keep track of emotions..
Wonders where her thoughts all go.
Feeling confused and shatterd inside..
Not knowing what can be done...
Wishing she could just hide..
Trying so hard not to run..
Knowing this is her normal..
This is what she does every day..
But how long can a person self destruct..
Before she burns away?
How long can you burn..
Before the flames dies?
How much can you fake being o.k.
Before uncovering all that you hide?
How long can you stay confused and live..
In a world that just can't understand?
How long can you be so empty with so much to give..
But scared of what you will demand..
If you open up your heart..
You open up your soul..
You become vulnerable..
With no place to go..
Wishing that she was normal..
Like what others seem to be..
Knowing she would never make it in this world..
If she wasn't me.
welcum to my world...
Blessed Be
~Tazy~

Poetic Imagemy feelings inside are shattered an full of confusion shatteredapart from my own decisions
thinking of you ech day brings a tear to my eyes
from the silky brown hair to the glow in your smile when i dream of you at ngihts end i never want to see you go away making me feel so empty inside from the thoughts of never holding you bye myside not knowing how to lot you know how i feel
i hold up my walls from lotting you see never taking the chance affraid of what may be.

NoneJust sitting here listening to dogs meander around the apartment and kids trying to go to sleep. Hubby is at work and I'm wondering how I can keep myself awake for another 3 hours... hmmm... internet surfing and bored... gonna find something to get me in trouble.

Where Are You....when I Need Ya>?godJust lika a question id say ...> lol well all now that I have your attention, God is here always , you dont have to find him. Love to all. diana

I Am AloneTHERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE AND GIVE YOUR WHOLE SELF TO THAT ONE PERSON.. THAT ONE PERSON WHO U THINK LOVES U MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF...U KNOW THERE ARE GOING TO BE ROUGH TIMES .. AND U ARE WILLING TO WEATHER ALL THAT..BUT WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT . U STAND UP FOR THEM AND THEY DON'T IN RETURN.. U ARE HURT AND U TRY TO TALK TO THEM BUT THEY REFUSE TO LISTEN.. THEN YOU FIND YOURSELF ALL ALONE AGAIN..
I AM ALONE .. COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY ALONE..I AM LOVED BY MANY AS I AM A TRUE AND HONEST PERSON . I MAKE FRIENDS AND I TRY HARD TO KEEP THEM.. I HAVE A SELECT FEW WHO I CHERISH DEARLY THEY KNOW WHO THERE ARE...
I GUESS WHAT I AM SAYING IS I WILL NEVER FIND THAT PERSON FOR ME .. I THOUGHT I DID BUT THEY ARE LOST TO ME FOREVER AND I AM RESIGNING MY SELF TO BE ALONE ..SO THEREFORE .. I AM ALONE.

My Step-son Is In Intensive Care.Yesterday afternoon while my husband, Beazil, and I were at work, early in Beazil's shift, Beazil received a call from his ex-wife's fiance.
He told him that she had been on her way back home from Tulsa Oklahoma with Beazil's son and they were involved in a severe car accident. Beazil's son was too critical to be transported by ambulance so he had to be Star Flighted to Children's Hospital here in Dallas.
Beazil left work immediately and went down to the hospital. His son was having a CAT scan done. No broken bones, but it did show air pockets in his abdomen. (Sign of ruptured organs) and they needed consent to perform immediate exploritory surgery. Beazil of course granted permission.
Two and a half hours later they came to tell Beazil that his son's stomach had been found severed from his intestional track and was spilling stomach acid into his abdomen along with bile, bacteria from the intestines and all kinds of crap.
They fixed that and had to move several thin

I Drive A Massive AmountYou know, since I cover an area roughly bordered by Louisiana (I do make runs into Louisiana for certain customers at times) down to Corpus I drive a LOT. I'm talking like 30-40k miles a year.
The one place I dread to go is where I live :-)
Think of it as inside Houston's outer loop (Beltway 8, and the worst places (besides the obvious, downtown) are:
*610 and 45 interchange, particularly from the west, headed east
*45 South approaching Clearlake City Blvd, from either direction
*Outer Loop (Beltway 8) on the west side, particularly around 290W
There are three thing that can ease these congestion problems RIGHT NOW!
1. Outlaw cell phone usage, and enforce it
2. Ship the illegals back home, with their uninsured cars/trucks/minivans, etc.
3. Outlaw minivans altogether or restrict their use to times outside rush hour. More on this later.
One of the oddest observations I can make was illustrated yesterday. I was south of the beltway, headed south on 45, and traffic was

I'm Moving!Hey kids! Keeping you all updated on my crazy life. I am moving to Maple Valley Washington VERY soon to be with my boyfriend. I am interviewing for a job out there starting on April 1st. So get ready! My life just gets more interesting by the minute!

Love?what do you do when someone says i love you?
Your heart melts and you fall into a lil love blackout.
What if the i love yous stoped coming and the mixed emotions start
You wonder what is goin on, jump to conclusions,
but hold off. What do you do when you love someone and have strong feelings fro someone else?
Your heart gets you confused and sometimes make the wrong mistake
What do you do when someone says i love you?
The mind wonders and wonders for hours or days
Not knowing what to do. The one you love sends mixed signals and the one you have feelings for treats you like your the greatest gift.
Mind has to wonder why the heart and soul would leave you in such a problem.
So what do you do when someone says i love you?

Bombing....I am in a HH contest and need lots of love!
Please drop by and help me out, a rate alone counts as 5 so just a rate will help and bomb if you can.
All love will be returned and for all hose who kick as and help me win this thing i will make thank you salutes...maybe more :P
I will even pay 2,000fubucks for every hundred comments!
count em down and pm me when ur done to get paid!
click me!
Please come help out if you can.
much love...
Kiri (aka DJ Cuffed Desire)

Fuck, Fuck, Booze!I invented a new drinking game called "Fuck, Fuck, Booze!"
It's played much like Duck, Duck, Goose! - but with alcohol and sex and consenting adults.
I think it's going to be sweeping the nation.
Squat in a circle of boy/girl/boy/girl
Someone walks around the circle tapping heads and saying "Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck..." and then when they are ready - they yell "BOOZE!" as they tap the head of the person they want to chase them.
The person hops up and chases the other person once around the group of people - if the first person sits in the now empty spot before they are caught, the chaser has to take a pull from a bottle of rum and it's their turn to walk around the group.
If the first person gets caught before they reach the empty spot, they have to remove an article of clothing and take a pull from the bottle of rum.
The person who catches them still has to take their turn walking around the group though... although this rule is up to variation if yo

Dream...i hate germany sooo much it hurts. for the past 3 nights i have had a dream where i hurt myself, just so my husband wont have to deploy next week for 15 months....i would never do this because of my kids, but im going crazy right now. an in one week ill be all alone over here :(

Spank MeSPANK ME
spank my ass
lick your lips
give me what you got
give me a kiss
hard and wet
lick my neck
take me from behind
show me how wild you can get
nothing is too freaky
nothing is taboo
grab my thighs
make me scream for you
bouncing up and down
feeling you inside
break the bed
there's nothing I won't try
pull my hair
scratch my back
I want you to want me
I want you to attack
so spank me again
feeling the pleasure and pain
and when it's all over
do it to me again.

Story: ElevatorIt's 6:00pm, your tired and frustrated and extremely stressed out. the day has been long and not easy and here you are staring at a sign on the outside of the elevator door saying, "Out of order, use the stairs." Yeah, right you think, 18 floors down, that will only take a couple of hours! Someone passes behind you heading down the hallway. You turn and look. He looks like he is leaving but the stairs are in the other direction. "Hey, where are you headed?!" He turns and looks at you with the most incredible blue eye's, "The service elevator, I can think of lot's better ways to get a workout then stairs in a suit and loafers!" You ask if you can tag along and he smiles and tells you to c'mon. You follow him down the hall and stop at a set of double doors marked custodial. He pulls a pass card, slips it in the access slot and opens the door. While waiting for the elevator to arrive you look him over and drink him in. He is just shy of six feet with brown hair. He's wearing a black leath

Morning Ambianceerotica @ myspaceclipart.com
In the morning ambiance,
I allow you to come to me.
I am in an alter state,
A place where I like to be.
Slowly you take my hand in yours,
And say that is where you want me to be.
Hand in hand,
By your side,
I would never be lonely or blue.
Wrapped in serene love,
Living total tranguility.
Like sitting on the oceans beach,
Watching the waves crashing down.
Nothing could stir inside of me,
What you are capable of.
The warm tropical breeze,
Touching me,
Just as though you are there with me.
Taking me into eternity,
The love you came back looking for
Dee Parenti
All Rights Reserved

I Hate Fast Food. Heck, I Hate Chemically Treated And Processed Foods.Are people not at all aware of the chemicals they're putting in their bodies when they choose to eat certain foods?!?!? If I had to choose between a sure death and a probable death, I'd choose Burger King. Educate yourselves, people! Nothing pisses me off more than a lack of knowledge. There are a lot of disgusting ingredients used in fast foods that would easily make your stomach turn should you decide to read up on the subject.
http://www.thatsfit.com/2007/11/19/weird-fast-food-ingredients/
http://www.ask.com/web?o=kw&l=zk&q=fast+food+is+bad+for+you
http://www.truthinlabeling.org
http://www.msgtruth.org
http://www.fatcalories.com/
I suggest watching the documentary Super Size Me and reading Fast Food Nation.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fast_Food_Nation
Don't you owe it to your body to eat healthy? Mind you I used to weigh 350 pounds. Upon eating organic foods only, I now look average let alone I am MUCH happier and healthier. The end.

Bye Partner, Bye To My Little Dogmy dog died a little while ago. she was my favorite camping partner, never complained on the hike, the weather. and always eatn my food even if i wasnt finished. the family had gone to wal mart. i was about to mow the yard. found her lying peacfully. never heard her cry. she was was the runt of the litter, she was a fighter. never afraid of anything.

Visualbound, blindfolded...
the feeling of hands exploring flesh, testing for reaction...
head shifting, toes curling, sighing and moaning as discoveries are made...
pleasure intensified by anticipation...
pushing further and further with each stroke of fingers...
teeth sinking into tender lips, whimpers evidence of approaching bliss...
muscles tense, hips jerk, mouth falls open, nails dig into palms...
the ecstasy of release

Deleting My AccountI've been debating on this for awhile and want some opinions. There is way to much goddamn drama on this site and too many "adults" on here who act younger than my 14 year old brother. This site just isn't as fun as it used to be. Should I delete my account?

A Blessed Easter To You AllI JUST WANT TO SEND OUT EASTER BLESSINGS TO YOU ALL AS THIS IS A TIME OF YEAR FOR BLESSINGS AND PRAYERS TO BE ANSWERED...FOR THE LAST FEW WEEKS MY GRANDMOTHER HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL AND WASN'T DOING SO WELL THE DOCTORS THOUGHT SHE WAS NOT GOING TO MAKE IT...BUT THIS PAST WEEK SHE PROVED THE DOCTORS WRONG AND IS NOW HOME FINALLY RECOVERING IN THE PRESENCE OF HER LOVED ONE'S...THE DOCTORS GAVE HER FALSE INFORMATION MORE OR LESS TELLING HER SHE WAS NOT GOING TO MAKE IT MUCH LONGER...BUT THE HEAVENLY FATHER ABOVE PREFORMED MIRACLES THAT NONE OF US THOUGHT WERE POSSIBLE HER STATE OF HEALTH IS NO LONGER GRAVE AND SHE IS DOING WONDERFUL...THIS IS THE TIME FOR ANYONE WHO IS IN NEED OF PRAYERS ANSWERED TO ASK THE FATHER FOR HELP AND CALL UPON HIM AS THIS IS PASSOVER WEEK AND A TIME FOR RESSURECTION AND I THINK ALL THINGS CAN COME TO PASS AND BELIEVE THAT MIRACLES AND PRAYERS ARE STILL ANSWERED EVERY DAY...EVEN THE UNSEEN ONES...SO I JUST WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A BLESSED EASTER AND A BEAUTIFU

Wives Beyond My TearsI think polygamy sounds awesome...being able to put the juice to several hizzies...oh the joy!
Obviously some guy was a fantastic salesman to get girls to buy into that. "Look, if I take another wife, then you'll only need to do as much work...Of course I'll love you more than her!!"
If I could marry a fleet of chicks I'd probably have to move to the Mid-West or Middle East...and neither place sounds overly appealing. But I guess it does take a certain type of girl (dumb) to want a slot in a time-sharing program for a husband.
Pimp up, Ho's down...all of you
When I think of those lucky fuckers who have several wives I get jealous. I want a bunch of wives too...and they'd each be specialized in different areas. Like one would be great in the sack and making tacos. Another would be a massage therapist who also plays X-Box. I haven't even thought about what other girls could do because I got so excited just thinking about Summer 1 and Summer 2.
Oh yeah, I sho

Wtf Peopleok i rated you and sign you book and comment so do it to that is why people get down rated by others im not that way but shit

Please Save The Pits In California!!=== 'Bow's HOPIGALERIN ** club far ** FUBOMBER **' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-22 17:28:44'..
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> If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Facebook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible
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RemeberingAs a very few of you know when I think about things I tend to write them down to sort things out in my head. For the last couple of days for some reason my dear Gram has been running through my mind. She unfortunately passed away 6 years ago. I miss her so tremondously words can not describe how I feel.
My life growing up was, well lets just say it was not the american dream. I went through terrible emotional termoil very young. Not very many fond memories of my youth. Hard times, bad expirences to put it lightly. Now I know alot of people had rough growing up years. I am not writing this for pity. I am just leading up to the reasons why my Gram is and will always be my only hero, source of strength, shoulder to lean on and my role model.
My mother was very passive, weak and undependable, while my father was just the opposite very strong boarding on angry (who am I kidding VERY angry), mean spirited and abscent for most of my life, which I am not sorry about. For this reason I alw

A Little Look Into Wolfie's MindSome times, I wonder why I even get up in the morning.
HA.... I honestly do, some days life just seems to push me a little farther down the road all the time.. It is silly when I think about it but then when is anything how I thought it would be? Nothing is as it is supposed to be anymore!
I miss the days when I could do what I like and not have to worry what people thought! However, those days are long gone now... oh I try to remake them, but all I succeed in doing is getting more people mad at me.. And people wonder why I'm depressed... its like I'm stuck in a time I dont want to be in.. And there is no escape! My mind is confused and there is nothing but unrealised thoughts and feelings!
My mind right now is clouded by thoughts I do not want to share on here... Thoughts of a time I long to be in again, a place filled with people I knew... people that are no more... I do not know how to say a lot that I really want to say here today.. I somehow feel lost... as if I do not quite

Want To Build Another Fubar Site???For you think BABY J or SCRAPER!!!!
Dont seem to know what they are doing????
Im a web developer!!!!
And if you want to have a website like this!!??!!
LOL
You have no idea!!!!
The money and work it takes!!!
To make a site like this!!!!
For if you did!!!
you would never BITCH!!!!
need more info???
Feel free to ask!
Starting cost just to get close to this is 50,000
want to know why then email and ask.
With this site all I can say is!!!
" DONT BIT THE HEAD THAT FEEDS YOU"
The server cost alone is close to 200.00 and up easy!!!
The levels of pages need is mind blowing!!!
The power scripting you need is off the books!!!
LOL I can build you one!!!!
But even I dont have that kind of cash to build me
one!!
This isnt just what you know its what money you
have!!
I went to school for this to build something this this!!!
I never knew what money and time it really took!!
This site to have one like it COSTS!!! big time!!

Disharmonicblue tear drop eyes making reflective pools in the moons pale light
whispered promises on the wind falling away with the leaves as they scatter
we are lost and all but forgotten
hidden from the plain sight of shallow jaded eyes
outside the range of normal perception in an endless night
this is the path we choose to tread,naked and unshod,fearful of nothing and no one
words fly as arrows and fall lifeless at our feet
our protection and power surrounding us at all times
accept the truth as you utter the oathand embrace the task ahead
glory lies slightly beyond these mediocre struggles and heartaches
it is there i await you

People...As I sit left alone by the people who care for me. I wonder what is wrong with me? What posses me to help and understand the lonely and sad. Why did I pick my degree of Psychology? I knw it is not because it is an easy degree. I want to think I picked it so maybe I can understand people better. That isnt doing me any good. And then I think well maybe its so I can learn about myself and how to interact with other people on a "normal" level. Also dont think this is right. I almost feel that I had nothing left to do. Music will never achieve the type of happiness I strive for to give my mom. Accounting would drive me insane to no end. So I evaluate people instead. I sit and try to find out what makes them tick, why they act and do the things they do. Which is probebly what ends alot of my friendships. I view so many people as test subjects that I can just add to my list. I have a long one too. People who are sick, have been neglected, abused, addicted to drugs/alocohal. Its always the peo

A 15 Yr. Old School Kid In Arizona........WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA :
New Pledge of Allegiance
(TOTALLY AWESOME) !
Since the Pledge of Allegiance
and The Lord's Prayer
are not allowed in most
public schools anymore
Because the word 'God ' is mentioned....
A kid in Arizona wrote the attached:
NEW School prayer: -
>Now I sit me down in school
>Where praying is against the rule
>For this great nation under God
>Finds mention of Him very odd.
>If Scripture now the class recites,
>It violates the Bill of Rights.
>And anytime my head I bow
>Becomes a Federal matter now.
>Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
>That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.
>The law is specific, the law is precise.
>Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
>For praying in a public hall
>Might offend someone with no faith at all.
>In silence alone we must meditate,
>God's name is prohibited by the state.
>We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,
>And pierce our

March 22, 2008.....how I See Me TodayToday i look in the mirror and see someone I hate. For years I have been told I am nothing. That I am ugly and wortless. A cold hearted bitch. And today as I look not only at myself on the outside but also with in I hate who I am, and what I am. Call it a pitty party, or whayever you must but I need to vent and so I am.
I see a woman I do not like to look at. I have only caused pain and heartache. I blame a lot of it on my life before today. I have been abused mentaly and physicaly my whole life. And I believe that that has a lot to do with who I am today.
I see ugly, i see a woman who has caused so many people heartache. why. why do I do this. I have had twp men in my life that have been nothing but good to me. Yet I tore out there hearts and took a huge crap on it. Now I regret it. Can I change it, no. But I feel i deserve what I get. I do not deserve them at all. I deserve the unhappiness. The heartache, the pain.
Dealing with this today is hard for me because I usualy just drin

Thank YouI want to thank all of you that have sent me your wonderful condolences on my dads passing. It has been hard but I am getting through it.
Your friendship means so much to me more then you can imagine, especially at this time that has been very difficult.
I love you all!

This Guy Is Too Sweet For Words!!!IF YOU HAVEN'T MET HIM YET YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON A GREAT FRIEND!!!
PLEASE RATE/FAN/ADD THIS LOVABLE TEDDY BEAR:)
suave_da_great_1*Fu-Hubby 2 Mizz Trouble Da Great*@ fubar
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I Cannot Promise You ForeverI CANNOT PROMISE YOU FOREVER
I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES
THE QUESTIONS THAT YOU CANNOT HIDE
I SENSE IT IN YOUR TOUCH
THE FEELINGS THAT DO NOT SUBSIDE
WITH EVERY CONCERN
THAT YOU TRY NOT TO EXPRESS
TEARS COME POURING
HOWEVER HARD YOU SUPPRESS
JUST ONE THING I WANT YOU TO KNOW-
WHEN YOU HURT I HURT TOO
IF ONLY YOU WILL LOVE ME
AS COMPLETELY AS I LOVE YOU
I CANNOT PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER
BECAUSE TIME CAN MAKE OUR TOUCH COLDER,
CAN MAKE US FORGET WHEN WE ARE OLDER,
SO STAY WITH ME LONGER, LINGER
I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU NOT FOREVER
BUT FOR EVERYDAY UNTIL IT IS OVER!

Dr Patch Adams...not Just A Movie!How many of you remember the movie Patch Adams? I recently watched the movie again with someone that has it on DVD. I did not know however, it was based on a true story!
This man Dr. Patch Adams was a remarkable person. After a troubled childhood and young adulthood, He checked himself into a mental ward and it was there that he had his life altering experience. He found his true life calling, helping others. Unconventional medicine is still to this day how he is explained. He believed every doctor should be a heart specialist, a merry heart specialist that is. He believed that a happy or joyous heart could be the best medicine for curing the sick.
Patch created the Gesundheidt Institute where doctors worked for nothing or next to nothing and patients never received a bill. The whole thing funded by donations from supporters from around the world.
The web site for this miraculous organization is www.patchadams.org
I am writing this today because on this Easter Sunday, one of t

Million Fubucks Contest!!!I am in the million FuBucks Contest!!!
Come by and check me out help me win my Million FuBucks Plz!!
Click on Pic to check it out
~*~Kisses~*~

You Mean Everything To MeHave you ever loved someone so much that you want to give them everything but can't seem to do anything right? You want to give them their hearts desire, but seem to come up short each time? You think that maybe you can send them to someone that can, to let them know how much they and their needs mean to you, but they still don't get what they desire? How do you show them how much they mean to you?
Cum to me, sit at my feet. Don't look up, don't move until I tell you to. You look so beautiful and complete where you sit. I stroke your hair and let you know everything is going to be alright. Crawl to the kitchen and fetch me a beverage. Come back to my side and lift the glass to my lips. Wipe the liquid from my chin and return to your post @ my feet.
Feel confident that the decisions that I make will never harm you. I am always keeping your comfort and concerns in mind, however, I am the one that decides for you what it is that you will eat, wear and do for the day....

OhioMaybe its because its the holiday...
But today im wondering wtf im doing in ohio.
I used to work up the road but that was 3 years ago.
I used to date someone who lived near me but thats long over.
Ok, so i dont like the big city life...
I miss taking walks down the country road n riding my bike with some privacy.
I hate my neighbors and having people right here that i dont even know and dont care too.
Yeah its nice having the big mall up the road and everything thats here. funny but i dont go there anyway.
My family isnt here... cept my daughter but that is because she came here to ohio to live with me now she is out on her own.
Im not happy here anymore... I think i stay because I dont feel like moving all this junk i dont need. Spend alot of money to live on my own and now i cant even figure out why i want to do that.
Maybe im just homesick... so im going home today. Maybe then ill want to come back... I usually do.
Its just not the lifestyle here fo

How To Fuck It All Up.. And Still Come Out Ahead....1. Be a character in a movie - in the movies, you can fuck up your entire life and yet you still end up a winner in the end. You get the girl, you learn the lesson, and you live happily ever after.
2. I'm out of ideas really.
Outside of being fictional, I guess the only way to come out ahead after you've fucked everything up is to eventually decide that your new situation is better than the previous one or the projected imagined future you're missing out on. I suppose learning a lesson is coming out ahead in a way - but it's more of a break-even really... a consolation prize.
Frustratingly enough, lessons aren't learned usually until it's too late. In the movies of course, it's just in time. In the movies, the make-up sex is worth the fighting. In the movies, atrocities are forgiven in moments... in life, there aren't just a select few main characters - there are billions. Perhaps that's why people are more prone to giving up in life.
I've had it all and lost it more times

Dj Wantedim the enforcer for the boomboomboom room and we are looking for new people to be part of our crazy little family if you want come check us out
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CriticismSo, wow, I was just bored and shifting through pics, randomly rating people. I didn't realize that people take this site so seriously and depend on it so much for their self-esteem. I'm not trying to be an ass here. I'm just painfully blunt and honest, sometimes cruelly. When someone asks for my opinion, I freely give it to them. My point is: if you don't care what I have to say, then don't ask. Respectively, if you cannot handle what other people may think or feel about any photos you've placed for rating or comments, then don't do it. Obviously I could care less what people say about myself considering I've gotten my share of nasty grams in response to this. Happy hunting kids.
Brizy

I Am A Fucking Ninja!I was getting into my car with a handful of shit: Wallet, belt, keys, water, my cell phone and was also carrying my gym bag.
As I opened the door, my cell phone slipped out of my hand heading for the hard concrete. To soften the landing I stuck out my foot to slow it down.
I caught the phone with my foot. I looked around, and no one saw it. Here I am a ninja, and yet no one knows.
When I was with my son's mom I met my buddy Zack at a party on the other side of town. The party was at some girls house. It was fun, we got buzzed on free booze and then decided to hit some bars.
We decided to take one car since we were drinking. We took Zacks car and left mine -the relationship guys car, at the single girls house. I got home around 3am and passed out. The next morning she asked me where my car was. Even though I did nothing wrong, I lied and said I left my car at a bar. She said, "Lets go get it."
I was fucked. Even though I did nothing wrong, my little lie will

Wanna Own Me???????http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=260628&albumid=920430&i=510706086&idx=3
Please come and bid on me id love to be yours lol. Bidding is open till Sat March 29th

My BirthdayI want to thank each and everyone of you for making my birthday such a wonderful occasion. I am truly grateful for having met such wonderful and kindhearted friends. I have no idea what I have done to deserve you all, and the love that you have shown me, but I appreciate, and love, each and everyone of you. I may have missed some of the lovely comments that you have left me, but I put a few of them into this slideshow....Once again....I thank you all from the bottom of my heart....you are all awesome
Adam...aka Chains301

Lady's Can You Help Me?WHY IS IT WRONG FOR A MAN TO ASK FOR HEAD!I MEAN IF A WOMAN CAN ASK FOR HEAD WHY NOT US(MAN)!PLEASE,SOMEONE TELL ME WHY!HOLLA AT ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT IT!

The Pics I Makeok, so as to be crystal clear....
1. if i make you a pic, the finished product belongs to me, keep this in mind. not that ill do something fucked up with it, but i can if i want to.
2. this stuff i do for you is free, so dont bitch.
3. i will no longer make pics for anyone that they dont want posted in my "stuff i made section" the reason for this is because i dont like people taking credit for what i make.
4. i get 395934857 requests all day for pics, this doesnt mean i dont want you to ask for something, it means i wont be able to have it done 15 mins later. please be patient.
i could go on with this for a while, but bottom line is just be cool about it, im doing something nice for you, dont be a douche.

Something I Wroteall alone in this empty room , feeling lost and confused without a clue....deeper than any ocean blue , thoughts race through my mind too many times faster than a rollercoaster ride at times i wanna fly away to another day and erase the pain and all my losses and clean out my closet of bad memories in my life once & for all to stand tall and be 4ever deep down stronger than ALL ....breaking this wall down and building a new room with a view.

My Owned Fubarians 3/23As in life some go and others come to us in our lives, and others stay. I want to thank all of these ladies for there love. Stop by and show all these lovely ladies a lot of love.
The sexiest Canadian (Gonna keep this one)
Lacey ۞ owned by Jak ۞@ fubar
One Bad Milf
The Baddest MILF®@ fubar
Some sweet Sunshine
~~Sunshine~~ ☆ DREAM GIRLZ ☆ ~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~~@ fubar
Skys the limit
Just* Me* Sky Owned by (JAK~ ۞)why Fu Marriage, can't we just live in FU Sin?**FU Orphan**@ fubar
The sexy B
♡ bbG ♡ Owned by Jak~ *and* ☆})i({☆@ fubar
Here name says it all
~*~SWEET~*~ Fu-Owned By Jak...@ fubar
I like it Pink
*Pink0828*Meet My New Owner*'JAK~ ۞ Owned by Lacey ۞ ~Owner of to many to list see b@ fubar

M.e.r.c.Can a demon get a soul? Can an angel lose his? What would a werewolf look like today and would you know one if you saw one? I highly doubt you would notice if you did meet one, nor would you notice its counter part the vampire. But the answer to the first two questions is yes a demon can and did receive a soul. As well as the angel that lost his. Two enemies forced to be one for the soul lost was the soul given and the crimes of the father to be forgiven by the sins of the damned. Many nights I wake from dreams of past lives and the things I have seen. Many times have I had to deal with the horror of a battle so few know of, There have been times I watched movies and read books that told half truths. So is it that some people remember what isnt to be remembered, or is it all just fiction.
Who would believe something they cant see just cause someone wrote about it? No one wants to think are creatures out there that could hurt us if need be. Yet ghost and witches are believed

Wtf?If this offends anyone im sorry but i need to vent....
why are girls so effin dramatic? I think that i am the only non dramatic girl in the world sometimes. I feel so alone....thanks for listening

DepressedIt never fails...when I major holiday comes up I always get depressed. You see, my kids don't live with me right now and my daddy and stepmom are gone. I miss them all like crazy these days. Seeing the kids in the neighborhood with their parents makes me even more depressed. So now I just try to hide when these family events roll around.

Crushersey... i have like 7 crushes..and i have no clue who they are...so if it's you lemme know kkk..
Thanks mucho -Jasmin..aka GAT.

And Suddenly It Hit Me.I was almost raped on Friday.
I've been purposefully not thinking about it. But today as I was sitting there holding my baby cousin for some reason, it just hit me like a ton of bricks.
I got hired by a guy my friend knew for a modeling gig. I thought because she knew him that it was ok, but I guess we were both wrong. I got there and he said the original location hadn't worked out so we went walking around the same neighborhood, location scouting.
He groped me. He tried to get me to have sex with him. I got back to my car and drove away. I was just in this state of shock and I wanted to leave before anything worse happened.
My aunt says I probably couldn't get charges pressed. She's a retired lawyer and the first person I called after it happened. The rape charge is hard enough to get, but sexual assault is damn near impossible.
But Jesus Christ. I was sexually assaulted. I was almost raped. I've been shaking all day. I can barely comprehend this. I thought that ma

Melting.Every day on here I have some random person seeking my Fu-friend approval tell me how "unique" I am. Guys seeking my approval because they think that I look "hot" or they "would like to see my private pics" tend to try to sweet talk me with that word. They seem to think it really means something...like I'm oh so special and there's no one else in the entire expanse of the universe that could compare to me. And because I'm so special, could they please have a peek at my tits?
You know, I look in the mirror every day. I see who and what I am. I know myself.
I am NOT a beautiful and unique snowflake.
What I am is someone just like you. Someone who's lonely and tired and jaded and bored. Someone who wants the same exact thing that everyone wants.
To not be lonely and tired and jaded and bored anymore.
In this quest, I have been through a lot. I've trusted the wrong people, I've looked for love in all the wrong places, I've let down my guard over and over only to be forced to

Find It In Your Heart To Help!Please help out if you can. Every bit helps. Please click the link to GEM's profile and do what you can.
Here's your chance to own a Cowboy AND a Gem! Plus at the same time you will be helping a good cause! ALL donations are tax deductible too and any size donation is greatly appreciated! Thanks so much in advance!
WantedCowboy & aGEM4life Up for AuctionNot into the whole "owning thing"? Can't do the $25? That's okay. Any size donation is gladly accepted! I'll even talk FU language!!
* Give a $5 donation - I will rate 25 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not)
* Give a $10 donation - I will rate 50 of your pics during HH with 11s (VIP or not)
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* Give a $25 donation and not only will I rate 100 of your pics 11s but I will also add you to my profile page and add you as one of my #10 fri

My Nsfw'sYes, I have a few. No, I don't post them here. But, I'm not opposed to showing them. And I will never push them on anyone by saying, "Rate my NSFW's". I'm sure if someone wants to see my dick, they'll ask ME... not the other way around.
If you want to see them:
A) you must be a friend
B) you must be female
and
C) you must fubar mail or shoutbox me.
I keep them in my personal e-mail folder and will have to e-mail them to you if you're okay with that... which means, I'd need your e-mail address.
Okay? Good.

DayumWHY R THEY SO FUCKIN SEXY DAMN THAT UNIFORM CAN MAKE A UGLY ASS MOTHER FUCKER LOOK SO DAMN SEXY HAHA.....!!
JUST NEEDED SHARE THAT INFO
O AND THE ONES NOT IN THE MILITARY SOME OF U R SEXY TOO HEHE

BlehI used to go to this site often. I can't recall the last time I was real active on this site. Not sure why it doesn't bring much interest in me anymore.

She Means Alot To Me...This is something I felt like writing...
My sister who is a few years younger then me has Diabetes recently had eye surgery done on her eye twice and the 2nd time around they have told her that she wont be able to see in her right eye.
When my Mom told me I cried, and cried.
I just couldnt believe this was happening to my sister, let alone my baby sister.
Some of you may know her and some dont, I ask can you please keep her in your prayers...
She means alot to me...
Thanks to all who read this blog...Blessings to you...
P.S. If you have Diabetes please take it seriously and take care of yourself...

Never Need To Fall In Love Again...People used to see me moping and lonely
With my tail dragging in the dust
All broken hearted, turning down parties
Till the invites all dried up
Then like lightning makes a dark sky brighten
My whole life changed for good
Wonder of wonders, out of the thunder
Came a lesson I understood
I love somebody
And They Love Me
I Love Somebody
Never need to fall in love again
People that see me now can't seem to figure out
What has changed about their friend
Have you won the lottery? Could you share your secret please?
I just tell them with a grin
I love somebody
And They Love Me
I Love Somebody
Never need to fall in love again
So any lonely folks out there please don't despair
Hear this message that I bring
If this thing can come to me I know anybody
Can have the chance to sing
I love somebody
And They Love Me
I Love Somebody
Never need to fall in love again

Inspirational MathFrom a Mathematical Viewpoint:
What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101%? What equals 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
Is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 1 9 20 21 22 23
24 25 26
Then:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%
and
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%
But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%
AND, look how far the love of God will take you
L- O- V- E-O-F-G-O-D
12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%
Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:
While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Love of God that will put you over the top!

Photoshopbites.Whats up everyone? Photoshopbites is my new yahoo group. Everyone who is interested in learning or TEACHING this pain in the ass program is invited to join... The more the more pissed off we can be.. ha ha if you know this program or would like to know this program join my group. I just started it a few seconds ago so currently I'm my only member.. But I know many on here alone who work with this program that at times want to pull their hair out.. So plz pull that crap out with me.. lol Lord knows I don't have much left..
Click to join photoshopbites
All who is interested in photoshop is welcome to join my yahoo photoshopbites group. Peace..
P.S I just found out a bit ago I just passed Mizz Hellcat up in blog rates so plz just to be a little shit try and rate my blog a ten for me plz.. Shes prob already passed me up again but this just keeps it exciting.. Thank you much all..

New SurveyI got this from GLEN, ty!
1. What is the status of you and the last person you held hands with?
He's my son.
2. Whats bothering you right now?
I've picked up smoking :(
4. Wallpaper on your computers desktop?
Pagilacci from the opera, because I heard his name in the song "Tears of a Clown".
5. Backround on your cell phone?
phone default
6. What do you want in your life right now?
Love
7. Listening to?
music on the internet
9. What do you smell like?
Poison perfume
10. Drinking?
coffee its morning and I really needed one
11. Whats your favorite thing you have on your bed?
Sex
12. Who was the last person to sleep with you? 8 )
My husband.
13. If you could change something in your life, what would it be?
Get organized.
14. What do you wear to bed?
Nothing
15. Who will you sleep with tomorrow?
Nobody
16. Have you ever been gambling?
Yes at the race track, horses and dogs in Florida.
17. Whats something you wish you could understand

I Love You Always Hun>Ty for finding me , wow! Ill love you forever and a day and you say you love me forever too wow! almost a yr has gone by now 2 us are still hanging on hun, xoxoxox diana mwahs

ThoughtsI often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support.
I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a go

I Hacked My Sony!!!How & Why I hacked My Sony Ericsson w580i
What I am about to show you can RUIN your Cell phone. Unless you are VERY Familiar with a computer & hacking cells, I suggest you don\'t do this. Understand Debranding Hacking your phone will void your warranty, but it will also give you really kewl options that are NOT available on a branded phone. I nor FUBAR is responsible if you mess up your phone. I STRESS this - YOU CAN Make your pretty lil\' phone a PAPERWEIGHT!
On another note - if you follow these steps DO NOT Fu-mail me with questions. I have done the following procedures I know they worked for MY phone. I will NOT say it will work for yours. I will not assist you in hacking your phone. Again this is here for Educational Purposes ONLY!
The Why:
So, I needed a new phone, my contract has been up.. so I have decided to buy a Sony Ericsson w580i. I have several mp3\'s & I wanted to put some of my favs on a cell. After doing what I am about to show you. I will do it again 100 tim

Oh Hey!yeah so last night i met the most freaking amazingly beautiful kid in the world. he's the singer for one of the co headlining bands we (me and Ruby) went to see last night.
we weighed out all the pros and cons and um, yeah must have his children. :)
How is everyone?
btw, watch for a blog alert from Ruby... she lies I tell you. LIES.

My Fu-owner, ChellI am fu-owned by the most wonderful lady on Fubar, her name is Chell. I'm very lucky to have such a sweet lady in my life. Click the link pic below to check her out, and show her some love!
**Chell** RisingStars**owner of*Mark*@ fubar

The Guessing Gameok i was sitting here thinking. there are 4 types of friends
1. your true friends the ones u talk too
2. the ones you admire from a far and you talk to once in a while.
3. ones that just pretend to be your friends untill u stop playing and want to be come serious
4. then u have the wanna be friends who in some ways are like the pretend ones. but are more fake
so i decided to clean my list and beleive me i don't have much to clean on there. so if u get a comment from me oh say tomorrow then u know your still on my list and those that didn't well then i guess u fell into the wrong 2 catagory of friends.

Got Ya :)Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit
2) Have two kids boy 3 and girl 1 1/2
3) I have a pretty short temper
4) I don't like to be messed with
5) I enjoy my time fishing on Lake Michigan
very much its my drug for sure
6) I knocked down the Christmas tree at school
in 2nd grade
7) I am a fairly sarcastic person hehe :)
8) I enjoy Wine on occasion
9) I like to have fun w/ everything I do even
work when it sucks...
10) I try to treat all people fair
Posting this on 2muchtrouble4u2, Lady of Chaos, So good at being so bad, Lucy, & Gypsy Rose

If You Care........and even if you don't. I'm taking my kiddos over to Dallas tomorrow....for a couple days. We are going to stay at the Great Wolf Lodge there.... it's www.greatwolflodge.com
It's a large indoor waterpark themed hotel. We'll hang out there for a couple days....visit with my sister that lives in Dallas....then head down to Houston for a family wedding the latter part of the week.
I hope to be heading back home after the wedding on Saturday but I guess it depends on how long I have to be there....lol....6 hr drive back home from Houston. So...if anything it will be late Saturday or sometime on Sunday when I return.
I hope you all have a great week. Leave me lots of love as I will miss each one of you....and will think of you often.
Love to all,
d

Got YaInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit
2) I have two daughters 22 and 18
3) I have a pretty short temper
4) I don't like to be messed with
5) I enjoy my time smoking and drinking
6) I am going to shoot TicTac
7) I am a sarcastic person
8) I enjoy SEX a lot
9) I like to have fun
10) I try to treat all people fair
Buck,MikeHammer031,Dr.Strangelove,BGAME63,Fordman77

My Easter DayI spent all day yesterday with my in-laws.we went there for my 2 yr old to have fun and spend easter with his family. well at this family get together there was like 16 adults, 2 2yr olds, and a newborn. well i got to watch everyone treat my 2 yr old like he wasn't good enough for them. they sat there all day and praised the other child and almost totally ignored my son. he sat and said his ABC's in front of them and all they did was ignore him and talk about the other child. during the easter egg hunt the other child had 10 ppl helping him search for eggs but when me and my husband tried to help our lil one look we were told to let him do it on his own. they let the lil boy push and hit my son but if my son fights back they yell at him. and it makes me so pissed that "family" treated my son this way. I just can't understand why they feel the urge to treat my baby that way.

LifeWell I recently found out that I have alot of loose ends still out there....
Is it human nature to always wounder what if or what could have been?
I feel so guilty, I have a bf I am truely in love with, but yet I still wounder what could it have been? What if he would have choose me over his problems? I wish it would go away!
I am happy with the one I am with and dont want anyone or anything else, but yet I keep thinking about it. Its not like I am going to leave, I have no intentions on that. I just want to know why I have to wounder about something I don't even want?
Any words of wisdom? I need help!

My First Happy HourJust want to let everyone know I am having my first Happy Hour this Wednesday, March 26 @ 7PST / 10EST. This will Probably be the only one I have unless I win one. Please help me level up to FU KING or even get close to GodFather. Hope You'll be there. Thank You All. Muaaaah!!!

~eve's Side Of The Story~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~EVE'S Side of the Story~~~~~~~~~~~~
After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. "So,
how is everything going?" inquired God.
"It is all so beautiful, God," she replied. "The sunrises and sunsets
are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but
I have just one problem.
It's these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other
two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them
on branches and snagging them on bushes. They're a real pain,"
reported Eve.
And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body
came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc......... she felt
that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically
balanced".
"That's a fair point," replied God, "But it was my first shot at
this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I figured that you
needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I w

A Wild Night To Say The Least!To start this blog off, I am finally among the living. I had a wild Saturday night and paid for it all day yesterday! Having to be around family all day long with a hangover and 4 hours of not so good sleep does not make for a fun Easter.
Saturday was a busy day of cleaning and shopping and appeasing Peter's sister by showing up to her house for their BBQ(even though I didn't go)but Peter did for a short while so that made it ok.
We then went to our friends house for dinner. We had planned to get together for some drinks that night but she bought salmon and shrimp for dinner and invited us over for that as well. Dinner was delicious and we started in on the margarita's. We were having a good time. Their older son left and their younger son was asleep, passed out up stairs in his room because he had stayed up all night at a friends house the night before playing xbox live.
We really only intended to drink 2 bottles. We somehow went through them pretty fast. The stuff i

~ 'til The World Ends~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 'Til The World Ends~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Seasons change and summer's gone
Another year of love I've known
Fades like a dream
Rearrange, girl, make yourself strong
You're not the first or last who's lost everything
And you can bundle up your feelings
Hang them in some closet
Until you need them again
All of us brokenhearted young lovers
Oh, we'll search for one another
'Til the world ends
Frosty window, scribbled name
Stabbing sad refrain of
What's come to pass
The candle glows, so follow the flame
The light of hope can ease the pain of loneliness
And you can bundle up your feelings
Hang them in some closet
Until you need them again
All of us brokenhearted young lovers
Oh, we'll search for one another
'Til the world ends
You know we all live for once
Using is a part of living your life
Daylight always follows the night
Looking at life as it's always been
It will be that way here
'Til the world ends
Peace.

School Or Not?Well its been about almost a year and a half now since I graduated with my bachelors degree and life came to a crashing stop. I dropped out of med school and decided to party and travel. I finally found myself in Tennessee with a decent life but not being satisfied. I have been contemplating life what I really want to do. I am debating on going back to med school and finishing. But in order to do that I would have to sell my house and move. So what do you think I should do? Should I just live with what I have and keep living my life or should I go grow up and go back to school?

I'm Still In Love With You"I'm Still In Love With You" by New Edition
(still in love)
Im still in love with you....
Still in love
Listen...
Oh what can I do girl
So much in love girl
But your friends got you thinkin
And its affecting you
What can I do girl
So in love girl
And I dont know what to do
cause I dont wanna lose you
No what would I do without your love
Baby its heaven sent from above
So you dont believe
What your friends tell you about me
Im still the man for you
And Im still the man thats true
And Im still the man whos lucky
And Im still in love with you
It dont matter what your friends do
Theyre just jealous of me and you
And Ill always keep you happy
cause Im still in love with you
Im still in love
Time passes so fast babe
I wish it would last babe
cause I know in my heart
That my life ends and starts with you
And baby I know that this feeling
Im feelin just wont let me go away
cause youre the first true love Ive ever known
So what would I do wit

Cams And More Cams>what is the fanasty about all this cam stuff hehe. Wish some one would enlighten me < no I wont cam , i use it to take pictures but >/ it is ones chioce to change ones mind hehe on accasion hehe. What ever all hugs diana

Do You Know How Bad>>aa Lady Wants A Man>>poemt YouShewant to hold ya or kiss ya or be under the sheets with ya. Dream and dream of ya and long to be close to ya. These are the things a gal wants with a man of her chosing > Lust want , to feel his breath upon her skin , tounge kissing and touching with in , to be endevered more into his arms ,locked as one. Heart on fire , passion and lust ,are the ultimate thrush ofdesires . Oh what it all lead to orgasam for her and something for Him... Screaming out of the most desire is her sounds and her crys. while your so engaged in what ever , and where ever she takes you to, Heaven on high and back down again though you know not why. . Poem But you do reach a heavenly high.. by Diana

TagInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1) I enjoy photography.
2) I would rather smoke pot than drink alcohol.
3) I have two sons: 20 and 23.
4) I have live in every part of the U.S. except the southeast.
5) I don't own a car.
6) My favorite music is "Industrial".
7) My musical tastes are quite eclectic.
8) Winter used to be my favorite season, now it's summer.
9) I like spicy hot food.
10) I like to eat organic food whenever possible.
I tag Learning2Fly, SassyGirl68, Pussay, Berry Berry, and Kassidy.

Here A Song That Is Realated To My Bitch Of A Mother To Bad She Cant See This Maybe Then She No How Badly She Hurt Me Mentiley And EmotionlyI could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll

First Post.Well I don't know how often I will write in this, but lets give it a shot. I thought if I'm wishful on Wednesday's I should be thoughtful on Thursdays. Haha I'm a dork...

Ya So Like Ya Knook so i suck at making bullys so heres my plain n simple one my bestest fubar friend pounce is like 83,000 from leveling so plz go show her some love she is a awesome bish
♥DJ Poundexter *Happily Taken* HELLBILLYS HIDEOUT (just a listener bishes)@ fubar

Down In ItNIN - Down In It
Kinda like a cloud I was up way up in the sky and I was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe sometimes I don't believe them myself and I decided I was never coming down
Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye it was just about too small to see
But I watched it way too long and that dot was pulling me down
I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it
I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it
Well shut up so what what does it matter now
I was swimming in the haze now I crawl on the ground
And everything I never liked about you is kind of seeping into me
Try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works out ("I guess the jokes on me" she said)
I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it
I was up above it
I was up above it
Now I'm down in it
I used to be so big and strong
I used to know my right from wrong
I used to never be afraid
I used to be somebody
I used to have somethin

Song I Wrote...JUST SLOW DOWN
Wait a minute God, just slow down
Im try to keep up
But the world keeps goin round
Im feelin dizzy and a little weak
I tried to yell
But I couldnt speak
Yeah
Out of control and my voice is gone
Stop for a minute, just slow down
Youre going too fast
Moving too quick
I know you have jobs to do
You paint the sky, the deepest blue
Fill the darkness with Twinklin light
Listen to my prayers late at night
So could you do me a favor
I wont ask much
Just wait a minute God
Just slow down
Im try to keep up
But the world keeps goin round
Im feelin dizzy and a little weak
I tried to yell, but I couldnt speak
Yeah
Wait for a minute, just slow down
Youre going too fast
Moving too quick, yeah
Moving way too quick, uh huh
Stop for a minute
God, listen to me
It wont take long
You will see
Ive got something to say and things to do
But I need your help, youre the only one
I could never survive without you
So listen to me, it

Dark Desires 3Michele started to take a seat on the leather couch in the room when Becca motioned for her to follow. Becca headed toward a door in the far left corner of the room, when she opened the door Michele saw flickering light coming form within. Becca stood to one side allowing Michele to enter first. To Michele amazement, the room was filled with large brightly colored pillows, candles, and a small bar.
I thought this might be more comfortable for us my friend. Its a bit more private and I honestly believe its nicer then being in the study or the library. Becca smiled at her friend.
Michele walked around a little bit, before finding a large pillow to sit down on. This is nice Becca, I had no idea this room was even here, and its so hidden by the shadows of the study.
Becca smiled at Michele and went to fix them both a strong drink, hoping to relax her friend enough to maybe play. Becca handed Michele her drink and then took a seat beside her friend. The two fr

Taking A BreakHi taking a break here, need to do a couple things, thanks to my true friends for being here...see you soon I hope..hugs

Save Mewill you plzz stop the pit fighting you r killing us will u plz just love us

Ponder ThisHere's another one of my dads idiocies
He was a racist (unfortunately) and had no friends due to being drunk most of the time. So he started eating and hanging out at the YMCA. Bear in my mind that our local YMCA was pretty much all black and mixed race people. Hence the idiot part.
Worst thing about it though was one night, without telling me wherewe were going he took me up into one of the tiny little rooms in there, drunk and with about 6 black guys squeezed in this tiny place. I was shitting myself. As it happened nothing bad occured but still.
Just another reason I hate beer.
Until next time, thanks for reading.

Newest Update!Sam is still in California, but she's coming home tomorrow. Van doesn't want to let her go, but she has to go home and get things in order.
It looks like she's going to be going out there about one weekend a month, until she moves out there permanently.
Sam has been making Van get up and out of bed and get her Coffee, or chocolate, or hunt down Chinese.
I just also got a text where it said to add to it him cooking for her.

A New Accountok someone deleted my old account kinda bums me out but its all good so anyone who knew badhabits...well this is him...Paul...i just made some changes so i could get back here am the same guy stop by and add me PLEASEEEE

5 New Songs On Our Fubar PageI finally figured out.. well, with a little help from my friends here on Fubar, how to get our music on here. I sent out a MUMM last week telling everyone to go to our main page. Wow! What a mistake. I guess i should have read the rules first.
Anyway, they are on here now for you all to enjoy!
The 3 latest tracks are 'Heaven Knows' that was played on Denver's Rock station KBPI and 'The Way'. The third one 'Believe in Me' we are waiting for copyright paperwork to come back.
So please... add these to your pages and share with your friends.
I love you all!
Dave

Just Seemed RightIt just felt right
u and i alone in the night
hold to each other tight
the moments were not enough
my dreams a reality for a minute
but never what i want
u'll never be mine always hers
i'm just the other woman
never number one

'mate Match'One of my Aussie friends sent this to me and I thought I'd share a laff with u.
Just imagine sitting in traffic on your way to work and hearing this. Many Sydney folks DID hear this on the FOX FM morning show in Sydney.
The DJs play a game where they award winners great prizes. The game is called 'Mate Match'. The DJs call someone at work and ask if they are married or seriously involved with someone. If the contestant answers 'yes', he or she is then asked 3 random yet highly personal questions.
The person is also asked to divulge the name of their partner with (phone number) for verification. If their partner answers those same three questions correctly, they both win
the prize.
The Harbour City dropped to its knees with laughter and is possibly the funniest thing you've heard yet.
Anyway, here's how it all went down:
DJ: 'Hey! This is Ed on FOX-FM. Have you ever heard of 'Mate Match'?'
Contestant: (laughing) 'Yes, I have.'
DJ: 'Great! Then you know we're

Some PeopleSome people just thrive on being jerks. Take this latest one here. For no reason other than to be a jerk, he rates people a 1. I think, unless someone does something to you directly, everyone should be given a good rating. After all, when you give a good rating, you get one back. But if you do not like them, do not wanna be their friend or fan, you have a couple of choices; rate them and do not fan/add or go to someone else's page. There is no need to be a rude jack-ass.
This one made my list for those very reasons. I hope he really feels good about himself, because he is just showing that he is an insecure dolt who makes himself feel better by being mean to others.
To him I say K.M.A. Learn to be decent or go away!
Grim_Reaper87@ fubar
http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1592281

Random FactsThe purpose of this little game is to list 10 random and/or unusual facts about yourself,then you tag 5 people on your friends list and have them do the same thing. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
Ok here goes........
1. I collect lighthouses all different shapes and sizes.
2. I would love to time travel.
3. My favorite christmas decoration is snowmen.
4. I have a quick temper.
5. I consider loyalty the most important quality in a friend.
6. Autumn is my favorite season.
7. Unlike most women, I hate shopping for shoes.
8. I believe in the "conspiracy theory" of JFK's death.
9.I would love to see Alaska someday.
10. I wish I were taller sometimes.
Ok the people to be tagged are Chuck, little Italian, Dave,n1kgm, and crow.

ChangeI commentted on a mumm a little while ago. And not that I understand how come. But I understand more why I changed. Going down a path of self-destruction is a very lonely road. And a lot of things in my life have changed. Not just my attitude, but my attitude about people and who they are has. I know I must try harder than most or I feel that way. And I ask for no pity, because what had happened I created. And I may not have or consider myself to be the most desired person. But I will always put my daughter and others before me. It is just who I am and how I live my life. I consider others before me, such as health, there needs, and just showing the compassion I have.

Planned On You, By Sue Ann CarwellI dedicate this song to Jimm, because I love you so much!
I have planned my life, to the last detail
With a story book romance to fill my days
But the funny thing about answered prayer
Is they come to you in unexpected ways
How could I plan on forever?
When I never planned on you
Someone to fall for
To love for all eternity
Baby let's plan on forever
And watch all our dreams come true
You're what I live for
Who I can give for ever to
My destiny is you
Cause you danced with me, and the earth stood still
My heart can't quite believe how right this seems
When you're in my arms the truth of us
Is better than the best of all my dreams
How could I plan on forever?
When I never planned on you
Someone to fall for
To love for all eternity
Baby let's plan on forever
And watch all our dreams come true
You're what I live for
Who I can give forever to
My destiny is you
Sometimes the one you're right for is standing too close to see
But u saw the light and never

Crappy First Entry For A BlogI'm thoroughly bummed.
I have TWO dear friends in Alaska - Jack is a commercial fisherman who has appeared on the Deadliest Catch twice and Shirl (who introduced me to this wonderful man - who lives too dang far away) whose husband is also a commercial fisherman. I've received word that two friends of theirs - Eric and Dave perished in an fishing accident when their vessel the Alaska Ranger took on water and sank. The captain also died and there is one missing
I'm glad my friend and my friend's husband are okay... but crappers... this happened on Easter. Shirl is the local postmistress and she said Eric has three packages from his mom unclaimed...
crap.
crapcrapcrap.
I have to go to bed now...

15k For 250 Comments And A RateI am in a contest and i really needs help so im offering 15k for 250 comments
just sb me when you want to start and ill send you the bucks when your finished. or better fu mail me

4 Myfu-owner*Be my crush for a month
*Rate all stash during HH
*Owners name as my status 4 at least 1 hour a day
*Fuowned by them in my name for a month and on a 1 day ticker
*1 profile comment a day for duration of being owned
*At least 500 11's during the month
*Link their profile on my main page
*Pimpout blog
*SFW salute

Coming UndoneI sit here as if in a fog.
I'm lost and can't find the way.
So many times I've tried to do things right
yet so many times I've screwed it all up.
Will there ever be a time
when I can just have happiness?
At this point it seems
that it will never be.
I just feel as if
everything is coming undone.
Someone please help me
put the pieces back together.
I am coming undone.
I am coming undone.

For My New Friends, And All :)I wanted to invite all my friends, but especially those who are new to take a look at my blogs. A lot of interesting reading there if you like to read blogs. lol
Anyway, please check them out if you like and leaving a comment would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks very much :)
Peter Britt

Come Join The PartyCome join the party at hightimes lounge and become a member, make new friends and have fun.
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=56371#

When Love Is Not EnoughWhat do you do when love is not enough?
How do you convince your heart to move on
when it hurts so badly it skips a beat?
Whether its miles between you or an unseen distance how do you close the gap?
How do you move on when your air is lost and you cannot breathe? How do you convince your mind to let go of the one you love?
What do you do when love is not enough?

Peoplehow often do you put yourself out there? I mean, people come and go like leaves on a tree. How often do you dive in and tell your secrets, hoping that that one 'stranger' could be the one for you?
My defination of stranger is one you hardly know anything about. Yes, you think you know things about them... name, age, location... but do you really? A smart person doesnt tell all at once. DUH it's the internet! Isnt that the place where you can be someone you want to be, not who you are? If you are playing that game, who's to say that they arent? --oooh... or even playing it better than you are?
Think about it before you dive into a relationship with an on-liner. If you can answer the question of what they want for breakfast because you served it to them, or actually called their dog to you by name..perhaps you might have something.
Otherwise... what are you really learning about someone?

Bobbie Parkers ( Rio) Bull Shitreceived: 03/23/2008 08:39 am
Ahhh Harold...I am one of a kind..and its not all good. As you have seen, I'm possessive and jealous...I want a one woman man....cuz thats what he will get from me! Loyalty, honesty, integrity, passion, love, affection, compassion, passion, companionship, love, passion...lol
You get the idea....I'm old fashioned in this regard...no compromise..no settling.
Just a few hours later she told me that she had a boy friend the whole time! Talk about a lying hypocrite

The Age Gap In DatingThe age gap between a man and a woman has always proven to be somewhat problematic in the dating world. If a man dates a significantly younger woman, he may be accused of robbing the cradle or taking advantage of a young girls inexperience. If the woman is older, he could be seen as a kept man or someone seeking out a mother figure. Dating someone noticeably younger or older than yourself can be very challenging, but it can also lead to a strong relationship based on more than just similar interests or life experiences. An older woman could provide a sense of maturity and emotional stability, while a younger woman could provide a sense of wonder or a renewed zeal for new experiences. Here are some tips for handling a significant age gap while dating.
1. Remember that age is truly just a number. Keep in mind that youll be dating a person, not a birthdate. The sooner you get that number out of your mind, the easier it should be to concentrate on the things that truly attracted you to

World War IiWar came suddenly to the Philippines on Dec. 8 (Dec. 7, U.S. time), 1941, when Japan attacked without warning. Japanese troops invaded the islands in many places and launched a pincer drive on Manila. MacArthur's scattered defending forces (about 80,000 troops, four fifths of them Filipinos) were forced to withdraw to Bataan Peninsula and Corregidor Island, where they entrenched and tried to hold until the arrival of reinforcements, meanwhile guarding the entrance to Manila Bay and denying that important harbor to the Japanese. But no reinforcements were forthcoming. The Japanese occupied Manila on Jan. 2, 1942. MacArthur was ordered out by President Roosevelt and left for Australia on Mar. 11; Lt. Gen. Jonathan Wainwright assumed command.
The besieged U.S.-Filipino army on Bataan finally crumbled on Apr. 9, 1942. Wainwright fought on from Corregidor with a garrison of about 11,000 men; he was overwhelmed on May 6, 1942. After his capitulation, the Japanese forced the surrender of a

DepressionThis was written by me 2-15-2008
Depression. you are in this crystal clear bubble floating around with lifes ups and downs. The bubble becomes filmy not quite as clear and still bouncing off lives challenges and pleasures. The bubble becomes milky and heavier. Not bouncing with the breeze, but rolling along getting by with life's quandries. The bubble begins to get greyer, darker, heavier. You must push to roll the bubble along life's downward spiral. The bubble becomes more of a dark grey translucency, becoming more a ball than a bubble. It feels like others are playing soccer with your bubble. Kicking you to get you to move. You push hard and fight to make the ball roll even just a bit. Trying to get over just a wee bit of ground. Fighting with all the energy you have left just to make it budge. The ball/bubble solid opaque. To heavy to move, to dark to see through. It just sits. To hard for others to play with, to heavy for you to move. Your ball is pushed aside waiting. The sile

Do You Love Me? Becasue I Love YouI was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven's light
I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring
From that first moment
our friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart
I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love
I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that's how it would stay
I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that you would by my side forever

Why You Never Question A DrunkWHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK
I was shopping at the local super market where I
selected:
A half-gallon of 2% milk,
A carton of eggs,
A quart of orange juice,
A head of romaine lettuce,
A 2 lb. can of coffee, and
A 1 lb. package of bacon.
As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to
check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I
placed the items in front of the cashier.
While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the
drunk calmly stated, "You must be single."
I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was
intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was
indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt
and saw nothing particularly unusual about my
selections that could have tipped off the drunk to
my marital status.
Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well,
you know what, you are absolutely right. But how on
earth did you know that?"
The drunk replied: "Cause you're ugly."

No 5If a boy flips off the bird its just an untold verb, raw, but none the less absurd. In a limbo, my thoughts pace back & forth then thaw, generating power in the world, such a deadly place. Among a crowd, faces tend to vanish. I'm reminded from memory, theres something I couldn't have, maybe it used to hurt badly but my angle isn't 45 degrees, I'm 2.00$ short of having 3.33

BwahahahahahahaIf You Were Slightly Different, Your Name Would Be:
Heaven
What Would Your Name Be If You Were Slightly Different?

PeeFriendship is like peeing on urself!! evry1 can see it, but only u get that nice warm felling from it :-)

Dont You Just Hate ItHave any you all had a really great day i mean everythings going right work or school just going great weathers great, just relaxing chilling then someone tell you one thing and it dont bother you but not till like 20 mins later your like wtf are you forreal and just makes the whole day just feel like shit i dont know if that happin to you all but just seem like every time i get a break something eilse wants to take stab at me fucking bad luck i gues?!?!

Help Him Godfather?This is a guy who was a lower level than me when we became friends. He is proof then men can level faster...lol.
Fu-King BILL@ fubar
He even rates back when you rate him.
one of my favorites
I don't know how to do all the flash that some do in blogs or bulletins. I just add a cool pic and maybe a song, not autoplay!!

The 80's QueenCome Rock 80's Style from 7 - 9 pm eastern time @ Club Karizmas
Click on the Picture above to check us out

Rewriting My ThesisJust wanted to let you all know that I will probably be off-line for about a week.
My professor just called to let me know that the form, style and subject was not what the University was looking for.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Hopefully, when I return, it will be with all my capacities. LOL
Love you all and miss you more
HUGS
C~

Hi There Babygirl HereHI THERE BABYGIRL HERE READY FOR A GOOD TIME I AM I CAN TEASE PLEASE And make u scream so if u like a wild woman well heres one for u a wild 31 year old who can make u very happy

Wtfdownyourth...: The "Master" in fact one of my accts here was masterfulone
->downyourth...: master or what?
downyourth...: I'm the "master" didn't you know hun---I love to make people think and I am well-versed trust me on all subjects--Had plenty to learn from I'm one of 9 kids
->downyourth...: all this witty banter
downyourth...: the point of what
->downyourth...: so once again I ask... what is the point here?
downyourth...: that's right and u won't---so you bisexual babe I doubt it
->downyourth...: so what is your point here? I see no age or local
downyourth...: 34B
->downyourth...: nowhere near that
downyourth...: I know but they are nice what a 36C?
->downyourth...: well - I don't have big boobs so ... oh well
downyourth...: not abby baby that was a typo I love ur profile pic OMG
downyourth...: srt abby I love pussy and actually big boobs are my specialty amongst many many things trust me..I have 6 yrs on you too u in shock yet?
->downyourth...: interesting name you g

Male StrippersLast night, my Red Hat friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek!
Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill. She called the guy back , licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek.
In another attempt to impress the rest of us, my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill.
I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again.
My relief was short-lived.
Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me. Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50.
My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet.
What could I do?
The woman in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his

The Only Ugly AngelThe Only Ugly Angel
A million beautiful angels had passed, all with splendid feathered wings, as white as a summers cloud, and superb golden auras surrounding them. Each and every one of them was stunningly beautiful; their features were as perfect as their hearts, and just to gaze upon them made your heart melt.
All except one, Jeziliah, the only ugly angel in Heaven. His wings were tattered and bent with a grayish tinge to the feathers, his nose was too long and a little pointed and his legs too short and slightly bandy, and his hair was black and constantly tangled, not golden and silky.
Jeziliah was ashamed of his ugliness and hid from them whenever possible by walking alone amongst the poor and hopeless of society. Eventually, on one of his long, solitary walks, he found himself deep in the slums, at the battered, worn and graffiti covered door of the drug rehabilitation center.
Feeling his soul drawn to this dilapidated building Jeziliah paused at the d

One WishIf I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Helpok so my mom got me on fubar ok yea im already shitfaced drunk ok and i dont even know how to even check my mail or omething so if someone can show me how to custimize my background i would love you forever
thanks
a lil pixiegirl

What Did I Do Wrong?dont know about you but when your daughter or son is to tell you to your face that you are stupid it is rather offensive and hurtful. I'm just blown away from my daughter telling me that tonight. So I have come to the conclusion that the only thing to do is to make myself numb to everything that is said or done. that way its not offensive or hurtful to me.

New Member - State Of Shock :)Please WelcomeState Of ShockHe is a new member! Stop by and show him some luv. He is also new to Fubar. Rebel_128 has known this wonderful man forever. lolstate of shockBtw, State Of Shock is a Canadian band that rocks! Welcome to our family, State Of Shock!

Quote From Bob Marley.Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect - and I don't live to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure YOURS are clean! - Bob Marley

And Yet Another OneThis idiot made the list 'cuz he "checked me out and rated me a 10" but yet as I go to return the favor and guess what... the S.O.B. has me blocked!
DJ Mystery ~DJ @ The Real Red Dragon~EVO OBSSESOR~STI RACER ~@ fubar
http://www.fubar.com/user/446264
So to him I say: If you want to rate some one a 10, you should let them return the favor. If you do not want it returned do not bother to rate or check them out! So he can K.M.A.

Don't You Wish It Was True?this is how I wish the world was: no war, no violence, and no hate. Listen to this song and see what I mean.

Teddy Bears Dont TalkTeddy Bears Dont Talk
On the morning of her fifth birthday, her Momma gave her the prettiest teddy bear. She had seen it many times before, because it was her Momma's pride and joy. It had been handed down for many years from Mother to daughter, and it was very old. Now Momma was giving it to her.
As she held it to her chest, Momma said to her, "Take very good care of this little bear honey, cause it will give you the greatest advice when you are in trouble."
"Awwwwwwwww Momma," she laughed "Teddy bears don't talk!"
"This one does honey." Her Momma was so serious that she that she started to believe right then. "This precious little bear has been my friend and companion all my life, ever since my fifth birthday. It has guided me through all the difficult patches of my life. It has the magic in it."
She laughed gaily at the thought of magic, and as she looked again at her Momma, she saw the strangest thing. As Momma turned to walk out of th

ConfusedI am so tired of being confused. I don't know what people want from me. I want to be happy, but it is awful hard when someone is always hurting your feelings. I try to be a good person, however I feel like I come across as a bitch. I'm tired of trying to make everyone else happy. What about me? Why do they not understand I have feelings just as fragile as theirs? Do they not care? Are they just selfish? Who knows? Is this even important? I don't know, but I feel like it is. If i feel it is important, then it must be. Right?

The Story Of David.There was a Child born and he was named David.
I am pretty sure that is middle name is Herbert.
So David Herbert was born kinda skinny and long.
And he kept on growing and growing.
He loved being the tallest kid in his class so he ate almost all of his vegitables. David Herbert didn't care for squash tho because it sounded small.
One day he met another boy in his class who was his exact same height and it pissed him off.
So he started making his hair sticky uppy so that he would always be tallest.
And thats how he's done it ever since.

Fill It Out!!I wanna know 21 things about you. Fill all the blanks... leave no question unanswered! ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME (comment or private mesage ) THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF!
1.Your Full Name:
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2. Age:
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3. Favorite Color?
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4. Favorite Movie:
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5. Favorite Song:
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6. Favorite Band:
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7. Most Embarassing Moment:
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8. Are you a virgin?
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HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
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2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me?
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3. Would you kiss me?
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6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you?
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8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
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9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
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10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
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11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
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12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
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13. Do you think I'm a good person?
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14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
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15. Do you think I'm attract

Top 10 Silly Website Names1. Whorepresents
A site called Who Represents where you can find the name of the agent that represents a celebrity. Their domain name wait for it is www.whorepresents.com.
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Experts Exchange, a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at www.expertsexchange.com.
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Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at www.penisland.net.
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Just paying the bills...
Then of course, theres the Italian Power Generator company www.powergenitalia.com.
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And now, we have the Mole Station Native Nursery, based in New South Wales: www.molestationnursery.com.
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If youre looking for computer software, theres always www.ipanywhere.com.
8. cummingfirst
Welcome to the First Cumming Methodist Church. Their website is www.cummingfirst.com.
9. speedofart
Then, of cou

Contest Results For Tuesday, March 25, 20081st place
Amnesia
A m N e S i A ~ Fu-Owned by ChaoticAddiction@ fubar
2nd place
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next contest in 8 minutes! thanks to all who played. if you didn't get your drink, just tell me and i will get it for you (although I am sure i got everyone who played)...winners have all been paid now.. thanks again and good luck on the next one

Just A Morning Monolouge...SO I'm up at 4 am this morning... part of that whole working out thing... which I still don't thuroughly enjoy but must be done... about 5 I come back to my computer and see my cousin has popped on and has this strange status... so I ask him whats up.... the gist of it is he's 38 years old, has been sperated more or less from his wife for 3 years... they've been together for 10 and he's just now realizing that she is THE ONE.... but he could have very well lost her.... She's still here in MO while he's been off in GA for the past few years making his big money.... during the time they've been seperated he's lived with two other women... which of course has chipped away at his wife's heart... these were ultimately just test for her... to see if she would finally let him go... in our family we learn at an early age that we aren't truly deserving of love... even tho his parents have always been together and he hasnt' been as exposed as the rest of us to certain things... it just goes to s

A Call To Awareness!!!Alot of you have been asking where to make a donation to aGem4Life's Autism Awareness. Please click any of the pictures and they will take you to her donation page where you can make a donation for as much as you wish! Thank you all for your support in this effort to understand autism and call awareness to the many children who are affected by it!
If you go through Autism Speaks they don't take donations smaller than $25. If you would like to make a donation but can not do $25 you can use paypal

All Because Of YouAll Because of You
A waken by a touch
L ightly brushed my skin, with
L asting tingles it left
B ehind to taunt ones
E very need. Just to release
C ontained emotions, words softly spoken
A ttached by wants and needs
U nknown by what lies ahead.
S cared to look on furthu,
E ntering forbidden doors, for it may
O pen up ones heart, to be
F arly shared by two, these
Y ears of Love and Laughter, will bring
O fferings of Happiness, waiting to be
U nfolded, a fututre of memories.

*whistles Innocently*You Are a a Margarita Woman
You live most of your life in "Margaritaville", and everyone who knows you knows it.
You can party with the best of them - and you're really up for anything!
You're the type who's most likely to do body shots or enter a bikini contest.
You prefer to date a man as lively as you are... he has to keep up!
What Kind of Drinking Woman Are You?

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My ThoughtsI'm doing this blog just to get some things off my chest. Last night I was setting here at the computer and on the ticker it went by that wrestling kills. So I went to check this article out, and when I did it pi$$ed me off. Here again people are throwing the blame of a death of a wrestler on the business that I love. They saying that wrestling drives these guys to kill theirselves. I have been wrestling since Aug 4 2001, three to four times a week. The pain is huge that ya put your body through dont get me wrong but not once in almost seven years have I took a handful of pills to get me over what I put my body into. Its my decision to do it and i'm strong enough to handle the pain with out the pain killers. Apparently the guys that are dyeing from these things are not strong enough to make it with out those things. For once cant some wrestler pass away and the blame be put on them and not wrestling being blamed, seeing as its what the guys were doing to there bodies besides wrestling

Mehey sexy ppl I will be up for bid tonight in club vengance all you have to do is become a memeber of the lounge and own your very own wettangel!! you will recieve 2 pics of your choice and a phone call maybe even a web cam show :) depends on who wins ;)
kisses and happy bidding

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Autism FactsWhat is Autism?
Autism is a complex neurobiological disorder that typically lasts throughout a person's lifetime. It is part of a group of disorders known as autism spectrum disorders (ASD). It occurs in all racial, ethnic, and social groups and is four times more likely to strike boys than girls. Autism impairs a person's ability to communicate and relate to others. It is also associated with rigid routines and repetitive behaviors, such as obsessively arranging objects or following very specific routines. Symptoms can range from very mild to quite severe.
Did you know
* 1 in 150 children is diagnosed with autism
* 1 in 94 boys is on the autism spectrum
* 67 children are diagnosed per day
* A new case is diagnosed almost every 20 minutes
* More children will be diagnosed with autism this year than with AIDS, diabetes & cancer combined
* Autism is the fastest-growing serious developmental disability in the U.S.
* Autism costs the nation over

New Bombing Familythere is a new bombing family we are called the mad fu bombers if you would like to join us just let me know by fu mail and we will get you set up
the rules of the family is
1. you must be a dedicated bomber in order to join the family you first have to bomb who i or chaotic princess aka hollie chooses for you to bomb u must bomb for the duration of that contest and then you will be welcomed into the family as one dedicated bomber thats what im looking for
2. once you are accepted into the family you will then have the name mad fu bomber on your display name at all times
3. if you do not bomb for 2 weeks in a row you will be asked to remove your tag name from your dispay name im looken for dedicated bombers not just leave 1 or 2 comments and then leave and there will be no compaining about the contest it will not be tolerated no drama once you cause drama you will be asked to leave the family and no sexual harassment will be accepted by anyone if you do so you will not be in th

I Am All Scorpio......To Start Thanks for your time spent at my page!!!You Rock "Have a Great Day!!!!!
This is the true spirit of this little Scorpio!
Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.
In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of bein

For Just One DayFor just one day
I wanna break all regulations,
Because we all go the same way,
We all pass the same stations.
For just one day
I wanna feel totally free.
No responsibilities, just everything is OK
No desires, just surviving is the key.
For just one day
I wanna ignore our senseless fate,
Colors are victorious over the gray
Stop to get controlled by the state.
For just one day
I wanna forget the value of money and gold
I wanna live life my way
lose my inhibition threshold

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Day TwoTODAY IT FUCKING HURTS...THE LAST 36 HOURS HAVE BEEN TOTAL HELL...ALL I DO IS BREAK DOWN AND CRY...YEP IM FUCKING WEAK....IM BROKE...I FUCKING ADMIT IT OK? I FUCKING DESERVED IT...I HAD IT FUCKING COMING TO ME OK? I FUCKING DESERVED IT AND IT FUCKING HURTS LIKE FUCKING HELL OK.....THERE I MOTHERFUCKING SAID IT...SO ALL U PEOPLE WHO WANNA HEAR IT....I FUCKING SAID IT OK....IT FUCKING HURTS....I JUST WANNA BE LEFT ALONE...PLEASE FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE OK....WHAT THE FUCK DO U WANT FROM ME?....I FUCKING SAID IT...IM WEAK...I GOT HURT....LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE...I CANT TAKE IT....IM FUCKING CRYING ARE U FUCKING HAPPY....IM FUCKING WEAK EVERYTHING MAKES ME FUCKING CRY....IS THAT FUCKING GOOD ENOUGH FOR U...IS IT...GOD FUCKING DAMMIT SOME PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING CRUEL....

Don't Start!!!!Smoking that is! God help me, I starteed when I was 16 (and that was a while ago). Well on March 6th I stopped, and for the past almost three weeks I've waited for the cravings to stop....lord do they every stop?

The L WordPerhaps that's love, the great love
Who took me by the hand
This cold feeling in the back
And suddenly warms me up,
when everyone is cold
Perhaps that's what makes my heart beat.
And during hours will make me remain there, in front of a telephone.
Just to hear a voice.
In front of a telephone which will not ring.
Perhaps that's love, the great love.
Who took to me by the arm.
This brutal feeling when everything was going wrong.
And suddenly feel great without knowing where that comes from.
Perhaps that's what makes me cry of joy
And makes me run on midnight under the rain Under the rain, without coat
While screaming "the weather is nice!"
While screaming that life,
life couldn't get better then this.
Before, right before going to sleep.
Perhaps that's....Love.
Amazing Love!

Triphello fu world.......im just lettin yall know...i wont be around much this weekend i will be leaving thurs nite to see my gf...and spend time with her and her kids....i be on to check mail and post pics....ill be back on monday.....so contiune to show love..and i will hit yall back..until then yall have a good weekend..i know i will holla back

Leaving The Cincinnati Tri-state Tomorrow For 4 Days!I am leaving town for the weekend tomorrow...going up to Wisconsin Dells for the weekend. I will be back on Sunday night, March 30. To all my true friends, y'all are kickass! And to D...I love you baby and I can't wait to fu-marry you next week! *MUAHZZZ* to you!
Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsSince I'm leaving town tomorrow, this is for you...

Don't Ya Want An Angel?~THE AUCTION IS NOW OPEN!~
What better way to show your friends that you care than by auctioning them off?
By bidding on them of course!
Show your friends you care and want to own them, or bid on a complete stranger!
Bidding Ends Next Wednesday, April 2nd
UP FOR SALEClick the pic to be taken to their auction page
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Not Reallyok so its been a rough week (and the first person who makes fun of my spelling is getting a boot). Me and my girlfriend are having a few problems right now. So this is a what the hell. Do you ever have a week were you feel like your dogma ate your karma. well thats my week. to top all that i think someone ran over my dogma too.
We've been up some nights trying to figure out what we want to do. Stay together or go our seperate ways. Ya i know I should just get going and who cares what happends to me. Thats been the story of my life.
When i got hurt as a kid or after i grew up no one really paid much mind to me.
Now i face once again being alone and ya some part of me likes the idea but a much larger part does not. No I will not tell her any of this I just let her make up her own mind.
Ah hell like anyones going to read this.

Hot Boy Of 3-26Okay...so this hot boy is definitely not a dirty rocker boy. I am one of those chicks who likes all kinds of music, including Rock & Rap. My hot boy of the day is....
Rapper Pit Bull

HappyYa know.. faking being happy is one the hardest things I have had to do..I have to fake it here.. put on a smile all the time.. so I don't lose anymore.. friends.. It exhausts you..I can't state what I really feel on things.. or my opinions... I have to fake it..Put on a smile.. and sit like a statue when spoken to..
Oh well, gotta do what you gotta do so you're not left alone.

Right NowSitting here on my couch my ankle proped up on some pillows. I cry. the pain will not stop and I have no one to make me feel better in anyway. I hate this pain,I hate it.
---Busted my ankle 3 times this morning :( ---

And...I'm having a girl, she's due tomorrow with a projected weight so far of 8lbs 10oz...
any name ideas?? help!

How Well Do You Clean Up ContestI WANNA SEE YOU ALL CLEANED UP AND IN YOUR BEST DRESS! GUYS IN SUITS! GIRLS IN DRESSES!
CONTEST WILL START APRIL 3RD 9PM FUBAR TIME AND ENDS APRIL 10TH 9PM FUBAR TIME
IT IS THE MOST COMMENTS AT THE END OF 7 DAYS NOT THE FIRST TO REACH AN AMOUNT!
PRIZES!
1ST PLACE WITH AT LEAST 10,000 COMMENTS GET A MONTH VIP OR 7 DAY BLAST
2ND PLACE WITH AT LEAST 8,000 COMMENTS GETS A 3 DAY BLAST AND 3 BLINGS
3RD PLACE WITH AT LEASE 6,000 COMMENTS GETS A 1 DAY BLAST AND 3 BLINGS
4TH PLACE GETS 3 BLINGS
the rules:
1~NO DRAMA!
2~NO DOWNRATING!
3~MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER
4~MUST BE A LEVEL 5 OR HIGHER
5~NO SCRIPTING
6~TO GET ANY PRIZE YOU MUST HAVE AT LEAST 5000 COMMENTS... IF YOU DO NOT HAVE 2000 COMMENTS BY DAY 2 YOUR OUT! I NEED PEOPLE THAT ARE WILLING TO WORK AT IT!
7~MUST HAVE ALL COMMENTS NEEDED FOR PRIZE BY THE END OF THE CONTEST!
8~COMMENTS ARE WORTH ONE RATES ARE WORTH 5
9~NO MORPHS!
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PRIVATE MES

A FriendWhen a friend drinks
When a friend bleeds,
Do not freak out.
When a friend takes a puff
Or says sex just wasn't enough,
Do not sit there and pout.
When a friend gets really high
When a friend is about to die,
Do not leave their frikken side.
When a friend is drunk
When a friend gets fucked,
Don't leave them, be there.
When a friend starves
When a friend barfs,
Let them know you care.
When a friend needs you there
When a friend says their scared,
Go see them, and just be with them.
When a friend gets abused
When a friend has just been used,
Hug them and say it'll okay, offer help.
When you're getting torn down
But a friend has a very long frown,
Be happy so that you can cheer them up.
Don't over stress
Don't become a mess,
You're life will only get worse.
If you need more advice
I shall suffice,
Just talk to me, or call Ohh la la

Momentary Madnessmy mind is full tonight - thoughts of everything and nothing, importance and gibberish, love and hate, why does my mind always wait until the end of the day, the peaceful time, the quiet time, the time to shut down and then come alive, running full steam ahead, why does my mind strive to keep me out of bed?
it ventures back to a past i usually keep covered up and tucked away and again it relives certain things, sometimes remembering things once seemingly forgotten, do these memories get sparked by something i see or hear, is it silly to dwell on past nightmares, should skeletons stay locked in the closet and why do they seem to constantly reappear out of the blue in present day?
thoughts of decisions already made, were they right or wrong, what has time shown me regarding them, does it really matter now anyway...what's done is done, what of tomorrow's decisions?
images of friends in past, some lost some still lingering, do any of them really know me or do they just think they

*may You Always Feel Loved*May you find serenity and tranquility
in a world you may not always understand.
May the pain you have known
and the conflict you have experienced
give you the strength to walk through life
facing each new situation
with courage and optimism.
Always know that there are those
whose love and understanding
will always be there,
even when you feel most alone.
May you discover enough goodness in others
to believe in a world of peace.
May a kind word, a reassuring touch,
a warm smile be yours every day of your life,
and may you give these gifts
as well as receive them.
Remember the sunshine
when the storm seems unending.
Teach love to those who know hate,
and let that love embrace you
as you go into the world.
May the teaching of those you admire become
part of you, so that you may call upon them.
Remember,
those whose lives you have touched
and who have touched yours
are always a part of you,
even if the encounters were l

*friends Forever Nea R Or Far*As we walk along our path of life,
We meet people every day,
Most are simply met by chance,
But some are sent our way.
These become the special friends
Whose bond we can't explain,
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.
Their love contains no boundaries,
So even when apart,
Their presence still embraces us
With a warmth felt in the heart.
This love becomes a passageway
Where even the miles disappear,
And the special friends life sends our way
Remain forever near.
Thank you for being there!

Relationships...Just a few random ass thoughts.....
Current mood: confused
Category: Romance and Relationships
What is the deal with some guys? I have a few friends that are dealing with these fucked up individuals. These guys are, apparently, so unhappy with their lives, or have such low self-esteem that thet feel that the only way to be happy is to act like a fucking tyrant at home.
Guys.....get a fucking grip on reality, ok? You should be fucking ecstatic that you found a woman willing to put up with the mere fact that you are a man. Most of you assholes are NOT THAT FUCKING CUTE! You should thank whatever invisible father figure in the sky you choose that she is happy (for the most part) taking your pitiful attempt at fucking them and bearing your demon-spawn. I know some other women that will cut off your fucking balls if you even attempted to pull that "I'm the king in this castle" bullshit........others feel like they have no other option. Mostly because you won't allow them to work, so

I Believe....Tuesday, February 20, 2007
I believe.....
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Life
My list of things I believe:
-Tits are the greatest evolutionary advancement ever...ever
-some people won't like you no matter how hard you try, so fuck 'em be yourself
-cartoons can always cheer you up
-red meat is not bad for you, blue-green meat is
-marijuana should be legalized, packaged and taxed just like tobacco and liquor
-everyone shold have at least one tattoo
-chicks really do dig scars
-"normal" people willalways stare at your piercings
-you NEVER go ass to mouth
-more people need spell checkers
-fire is neat, unless it's you that is on fire
-Paris Hilton and Britney Spears need more media coverage
-Beavis and Butthead spoke for an entire generation
-most dictators in history were overachievers
I will add more as they come to me

Rant Rant RantSunday, May 20, 2007
More rantings.....
Current mood: bored
Category: Life
I was searching for a grant recently on Google search. That's right sports fans, your old buddy is thinking about going back to school to be a small engine mechanic. One reason for this is my lawn mower broke down and my folks took it to a place in Raytown that repairs them. The labor ALONE is $55 an hour!! Anyway, while looking for grants I noticed something.....about 90% of them for single parents are geared toward single mothers...only. Why? Are single fathers not counted as single? Or, as men are we supposed to just suck it up and do it ourselves? This is sexism pure and simple, both ways. What they are saying is that fathers don't matter and mothers are either too helpless or stupid to do things for themselves. Some, or rather, most single parents did not choose to be in that situation. I certainly didn't, neither does my sister.

Determinedwhat should i do,i need some help getting a job so i can better myself and my future or go back to the way that i put on my old face mask that i told myself that i was never to put back on and think that my life style,determins my death style and and remain a helpless soul?what should i do?

Heart Mind And SoulThe mind so strong
The mind so weak
The mind ever lasting
The mind never ending.
The Mind blocks what it hates
The Mind sees what it loves
Yet its the heart that guides us to truth
The heart tells us whats right and wrong
And in all that we are
Our minds tend to grab for control.
Our Hearts fight
Our Hearts cry
Our Hearts love
Yet our minds block all
Our minds control our pain
Our minds control everything
Yet its our soul that is most important
and what we do to it controls how we think
and how we feel
For the mind is hardest to control
while the heart is easiest to hide
and our soul shines or dims according to all around us.
And we must deside who we are
and where we want to be
with all we are heart mind and soul.
Copyright March 26, 2008 J.Stacy

-sigh-Take some time and actually read this, it's a guy talking...
IT'S 7TH GRADE.
I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called 'best friend'. I stared at her long silky hair. And I wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that. I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said 'thanks'. And gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'. I love her but I'm too shy to tell her, And I don't know why.
IT'S JUNIOR YEAR.
My phone rang. On the other end it was her. She was in tears. Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone. So I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa I stared at her soft eyes. Wishing she was mine. After 2 hours. A Drew Barrymore movie. And 3 bags of chips. She decided to go to sleep. She looked at me.

::i Am Pumped!!::OMG, guys I'm very excited right now and can't sleep! In about 6 hours I will be in a car and on my way to a 7-hour drive back to my original hometown of Los Angeles =] I'm going down there until Sunday mostly to chill and to hang out with the family, some of them I haven't seen in years...I haven't been down there since I was 17 and even then it was a real quick trip and I didn't have much time to visit family....so I'm very excited!!!!!!
Ok I have to get back to packing but talk to some of you when I get back!!!! =D
Kisses, Message In A Bottle

Degrading MyselfSo I need pic comments really bad... I am giving away fubling for every few hundred comments and also sharing some NSFW PICS....
COMMENT PLEASE

Not Leaving!Because of a medical circumstance beyond my control, my family has decided to PREVENT me from going with them today. I will be home. &I%^$&(*%(*&%(*&%&*(%*&(

Once Upon A Time......Once upon a time there were two friendly ladies in a blast giveaway and they needed some help.
This is just another attempt to get some rates and maybe a comment or two in Bratty Bytch's Blast giveaway. If you have a minute, please just stop by and at least give a click to rate the pic for Pye and myself. We would certainly appreciate it! Woot!!
Thankies,
Mary

Keirsey Temperament SorterYour Keirsey Temperament Sorter Results indicate that your personality type is that of The Artisan.
All Artisans share the following core characteristics:
Artisans tend to be fun-loving, optimistic, realistic, and focused on the here and now.
Artisans pride themselves on being unconventional, bold, and spontaneous.
Artisans make playful mates, creative parents, and troubleshooting leaders.
Artisans are excitable, trust their impulses, want to make a splash, seek stimulation, prize freedom, and dream of mastering action skills.
Artisans are the temperament with a natural ability to excel in any of the arts, not only the fine arts such as painting and sculpting, or the performing arts such as music, theater, and dance, but also the athletic, military, political, mechanical, and industrial arts, as well as the "art of the deal" in business.
Artisans are most at home in the real world of solid objects that can be made and manipulated, and of real-life events that can be

How Much More?Why is it when you get banned from a lounge for no reason at all. It takes several attempts for me to ask the owner to unsubscribe me and still has not done it yet. Is it to make it look like your lounge is huge? I have asked several times to be unsubscribed and still over a period of two weeks I am still subscribed to the lounge Dark Realm. Do you have to hold onto me for a reason, I mean come on get over it and let me go like I have done you.

It's All OverHello Everyone:
Well, I had my surgery and everything went well. I did have to stay overnight though. But that was ok by me the bed was very comfortable. Ya know one of those with air ride lol.
Thank you for all the well wishes. God Bless you all..
Amy

HelloWell lets see....I'm brand new here so its going to take me a minute to figure this out....My home page is 360, you can always find me there...Have a great one everyone...

Rates Only Contest!Ok I've decided to do a rates only contest. No bombing! Just rates! I will run it for one week. All you need to do is send me a link to any SFW pic you would like to use and when the contest starts get all your friends to come rate your pic.At the end of the week the person with the most rates wins!
Prizes are as follows:
First place - 100k fubucks
second place - 50K fubucks
third place - 25k fubucks
everyone else who has at least 20 rates will recieve 10k fubucks.
The contest will start on Sunday March 30 at 5pm fubar time and end on Monday April 6 at 5pm fubar time.
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Say It Aint So!Just wanted to say HI HELLO AND HOW THE FUCK ARE YA!!! i've not really been able to get on much this week due to mass quantities of homework and tests to study for and the need to really study..
It's paying off mummer fuckers!
I been getting my homework on ... WERD!
Anywhoo... I'll be back....soon..
Lvs 4 evers
Fxy

Funny....It's funny I always though writing things out helped. My friends had said it helped. For awhile it did help. Now though anytime I do that it just keeps pouring out like an uncorked bottle. I know it's good to get things out, but sometimes I don't think you can shut off the valve.
It's a good outlet especially if you won't or you can't talk to anyone, but I know it only seems to make me more of a mess espeially lately.
It's kinda funny to how my friends tell me that's I'm one of the strongest people they know and I get a look on my face like you're joking right? I guess maybe I'm really good at putting up that front cause they've never noticed otherwise. It's just not the case. The only reason it's there is simply because it's keeping out all the hurtful things people say and do to you.
It's funny how a word, phrase, or sentence can reduce you into nothing. What's worse is when that comes from someone who is supposed to love you and support you(i.e. your family a

So My Black Suv Fits Me Then?You Should Drive a Black Car
You're the type of driver who's totally dominant and even a bit aggressive.
You see the road as a "dog eat dog" world... and you're not about to get eaten!
You like to drive a vehicle that conveys power. Big engine. Big price tag.
You rule the road - and you like everyone to know it.
What Color Car Should You Drive?

I Wish!You Act Like You Are 27 Years Old
You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.
You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.
The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.
What Age Do You Act?

Messed UpI am so messed up. I hate being me. Someone else can live this life. I'm done doing it. I just wanna cry. Inflict pain to myself to cover up all the hurt I have. Always seems to happen.

NailedA light whisper.."SIT" she sits at the table while I apply her cuffs and lock her ankles to the chair, her wrists behind her back. Gently placing her ample breasts on the table, I can see the fear in her eyes as well as total trust. "Master..please.." To no avail..I pick up the hammer and a nail and begin. her screams echo off the walls as I continue to nail her breasts to the table. "I love you deeply My pet, you are doing fine" Tears streaming down her face, screams replaced by sobs.. "Last two girl" I pull out two larger nails and nail her nipples down. More screams..nice..she'll probably wake that nosey neighbor..
Unlocking her ankles I lean her forward slightly and take her as hard as I can..forcing Myself deep into her..feeling her push back with each stroke..groans replace screams..I feel her cum flowing out of her down both of our thighs..growling deeply I withdraw..pulling her head to the side giving her My cum in her mouth and her face... I need a Scotch..I leave her there

Drinkin' And Dreamin' Again!Yep had a lil time to myself today so i made this check it out just click forward or back to cycle thru the vids!

Equality?One murder made a villain,
Millions a hero.
Princes were privileg'd
To kill, and numbers sanctified the crime.
Ah! why will kings forget that they are men,
And men that they are brethren?
-Bishop Beilby Porteus

Memo At WorkMEMO:
Cursing at Work
Dear Employees:
It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their co-workers.
Due to complaints received from some employees, who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated.
We do, however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with co-workers.
Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative 'TRY SAYING" phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner.
Number 1
TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training.
INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f___ you're doing.
Number 2
TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter.
INSTEAD OF: She's a f___ing bit__.
Number 3
TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late.
INSTEAD OF: And when the f___ do you expect me to do this?

I Fixed It!okay so the other day when i was mad i tried to self highlight my hair, i of course no NOTHING about doing this lol. so i screwed it up and it didnt come out right... haha no surprise there. so today i went and had a professional stylist fix it, looks so much better. yay now im half red half blonde lol.

I Am A Prick.Sorry, sorry. I just had to fuck with this one. I'm in that sort of mood.
MuMM: i am thinking about going tomorrow and getting my lip pierced. a snake bite piercing i think they call it. I have always wanted it done and have the extra cash. Should I?
Comment: You look and sound a little too scene for this place.
♥ Be...: wow grow the fuck up!!!
->♥ Be...: Beeeeep.
->♥ Be...: Bell isn't here right now, but if you leave your name and a quick message after the beep, she'll get back with you as soon as she gives a fuck.
♥ Be...: jeeze sorry.... it was only about what u meant... i didnt understand what u said i think you may have misspelled something but fuck it whatever
->♥ Be...: Then ask it in the MuMM. Its the untold rule of Fubar.
♥ Be...: i just had a question about ur comment on my mumm
->♥ Be...: Welcome to my shoutbox, will you be staying long?
♥ Be...: i look too scene??
Psh. Just that got me blocked. I wonder h

IfThings to Ponder
- Can you cry under water?
- When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk."
- How important does a person have to be before they are considered
assassinated instead of just murdered?
- Since bread is square, why is sandwich meat round?
- Why do you have to "put your two cents in"...but it's only a "penny for
your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Taxes?
- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were
buried in for eternity?
- How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a
good idea to put wheels on luggage?
- Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up
like every two hours?
- If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?
- Why are you IN a movie, but you are ON TV?
- Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars
to look at things on the ground?
- How come

Yep, She Is In Another Auction!!!>
The B*tch Your Mom Warned You About!!!
She is up for Auction and deserves an AMAZING OWNER!
(click her picture to take you there)
Come check out the benefits you will receive and put down a BID that beats the current offer!

Interesting PerspectiveIt is in loving, not in being loved, the heart is blessed; It is in giving, not in seeking gifts, we find our quest; Whatever be your longing or your need, that give; So shall your soul be fed, and you indeed shall live.
(I got this from my Apples of Gold book & just thought it was beautiful and made a good point... thought I'd share it with y'all! ~hugs)

"nsfw" Pics, And The Female.Well, first of all, If you're a female, And you post NSFW pictures of yourself all over your Fubar page, HOW do you expect ANY guy to treat you with respect? Of course they're going to fill your head with the whole "Omg, your beautiful, gorgeous, la-la" bullshit, But that's just their "other head" talking. They see you as an easy target to "get some" by doing so, And will go after you and TREAT you as such as well.
And then you whine and complain that they are getting bombarded by guys that are pervs! NO FUCKING SHIT, SMART ONE!
Known fact: The average guy will stuff his member into ANY female counterpart organ, (given the right, and VERY minimal circumstances) no matter what it takes. NO MATTER HOW MUCH THEY SAY THEY WON'T!
And ANOTHER thing... WHY would you post NSFW pictures, and make a PUBLIC NOTICE that they are private to a select group of people?
That's about dumb as hell... As if anyone wants to know that you have pictures of your exposed protoplasm and cellulit

Fictional Characters I Would Role WithHave you ever noticed how every time you see a candid picture of a celebrity they look miserable? Why is that? I know that they are constantly followed and constantly pressured, but how is that different from having kids? I hate that they treat their popularity like such a curse. One conclusion I have come to for sure is that the characters actors play are probably cooler then the real life actors themselves. With that in mind, I am going to tell you my top ten movie characters that I want to hang out with.
5 Movie Guys I Want to Have Beers With.
Tyler Durden
Talk about the kind of guy you can do anything with. Have a beer, splice porn into kid flicks, make soap, blow up buildings, or punch him in the fucking ear. He is happy either way. Any guy who can say, You arent your fucking khakis or ask if you want to finish her off, is the kind of guy I would make up as an imaginary friend.
Trent from Swingers
Even I could actually learn stuff from how this

Never Threaten Someones Kids.....especially Not MineYou all know (and for those of you who didnt know, now you do) there has been a history of problems with the visitation schedule since the separation/divorce. Things have taken on a new, more frightening tone. We've been trying the Saturday and Sunday night thing for a while now and after issues with Erik in school and him leaving hte kids at the daycare sick AGAIN last week I said that he needed to start bringing them back Sundays. The court order allows him visitation from Saturday at 5 until Sunday at 730 ONLY, so I'm not going against anything at all and have proof from both schools that there have been repeated issues. Tonite he decides that he doesn't feel like he should have to bring them back Sunday and flat out told me they will NOT be here and I can go ahead and call the cops on him. Not even sure what mood to describe right now. How do you threaten to kidnap someone's kids???? When he first moved I called my lawyer tootsweet and she confirmed that because he was the p

Ever Wonder...why the hell people are stupid, especially over the internet? [6:31pm]
Sorry, forgot to timestamp it as always. So, I decided to log into my yahoo messenger. I hadn't or haven't done so in a few days. One of my ex-crushes logs on. No, not last year's crush. His name is Hector. This is another person I had a crush on when I was 19. His name is Jay. I know such a short name. Mind you, he's latin. Anywho, he logs on when I logged on, though I think he was on invisible. Anywho, he hits me up and asks what i've been up to.
I told him I've been busy, especially with my trip. I leave for Oregon tomorrow night, for those who didn't know, which is just about everyone on my list. I'm going out there for a business trip. Only a few people know.
So Jay asks me and then practically begs to hang out for a couple of hours. You know where this is leading to right? *sighs* He wants to hook up. I told him I'm not too big on the idea. I'm 22 right now, and I don't need that dr

What IfWhat if there was only 12 hours in a day and you only had 6 hours to tell everyone bye would you?
If you had one special person to call and tell I love you would u do that or let the time go by.
So my question is this what if that day actualy came would u take advantage or sit around???
Then when u die u think
What If

Should I Be Surprised? Just Ignore This Rant LolI have been on fubar over a year and seen alot of point whore, starlettes, those who will sell themselves for that almighty blast, VIP and HH..And I dont mean in an auction. Boobs for bucks, and the same for the men. I realize I would never do that, and I wont. I have too much pride in myself to offer a picture for points or rates. I am lucky, please dont get me wrong. I have some of the best friends here. You all have really been there for me since we met. But I can count those on my hands. I am going to be cleaning house I tihnk. My 8000 plus friends. Most never even say hi. I am not on alot, I know that, and havent in the last 6 months been able to comment daily, or say hi. But I do go to your pics, rate an comment. I let you know I was there to see you, check on you. From work, I cant chat, so its the best I can do. But I do that. I also am always there to help level friends, to comment bomb pics. The last contest I entered, I had 4 friends show to help me. That was my first and la

SeductressShe is younger than the seasoned veterans of war, younger than the determined artisans of her society, younger than the journeymen, younger than the apprentices. She is as recently nubile as the first days of Spring, small in knowledge and vast in curiosity. And yet despite her lack of years, despite her complete and total naivite, her tale is one as old as mankind itself.
Unique powers and hidden forces swirl about her as she walks, a whirlwind of magic and natural mystique escorting her every step. She learns her lessons well, an apt pupil of those who came before, those predecessors that teach silent lessons to all those who will listen. Day by day her powers grow, her spirit rises, her confidence swells. She masters the art of the human heart, Able to elicit at a whim admiration, generosity, courage, altruism, envy, rage, lust. All are merely pages in her book of spells, all accessible at her fingertips. As she matures, so do her tactics and her tastes. Draped now in a black satin

Family MembersI am cleaning out my family members...if we dont talk regularly then I am removing you.

SongsWell this is the first time i actually try something like this so not be to harsh please LOL
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Ty Independent Family Bombers & FriendsTy all so very much for helping me win the giveaway I was in, I couldnt of done it without all of you!
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Much love to all of you! xoxoxox Jen
~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owned by "Photobug"@ fubar

Who Wants To Own Me,i'm In The Auction! Update!I'm In The Auction:
I'm in the auction,who wants to own me for a month?
Here's my OFFER:
1.) RATE ALL YOUR PICS ON HAPPY HOUR A 10'S or 11'S IF SOMEBODY BIDS A VIP(bcoz my vip will end on april 12) IN A MONTH
2.) RATE ALL YOUR STASH ON HAPPY HOUR
3.) 7 GIFTS A WEEK IN A MONTH
4.) 7 PROFILE COMMENTS IN A WEEK FOR A MONTH
5.) 1-SFW SALUTE PIC
6.) ADD AS A TOP-1 TO MY FAMILY AND TOP-1 IN MY FRIENDS LIST FOR A MONTH
7.) CRUSH FOR A MONTH
8.) POST A BLOG AND BULLETIN ABOUT OWNING ME
JUST CLICK MY THUMBNAIL LINK BELOW:
THANKS IN ADVANCE AND HAPPY BIDDING!
❦.M@DL¥.❦@ fubar

Umm Why?Ok so this happens allllll the time.. and i dont know why i feel this way.
There will be a guy that i had prior feelings for, dated, hooked up with or whatever. But i have no intentions of ever dating them again because i hate their flaws and couldnt bare with them. But when they start dating someone else, my heart sinks. I get so upset. I just want to cry. But i know i dont like them and i know i dont want to be with them. And thats not a coverup... i gaurenttee i would be like um no i wont date you again.... ugh im confused.

Blech...i Hate 7up :sYou Are 7 Up
Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly.
But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!
Your best soda match: Diet Coke
Stay away from: Mountain Dew
What Kind of Soda Are You?

SongsWell im bored LOL, comments please, i know i kinda fuck up the end ROFL
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All I Need, All I Want!!!You know I sit here day in and day out just wondering what I am doing here and where the good lord will lead me next..
The year started out so terrible for me, I lost my Mom in December, And it was such a great loss for me,Not only was she my Mom, but my best friend, She was always there for me through my pain and tears.
I know I havent made to many right choices in my life since she has gone, Maybe this can explain some of my action, Aleast to people who know me and live around me.
Life is truely a gift, Not to be taking for granted,Live each day as it's your last, And tell the one you love that you love them, Because once they walk out the door you may never have that chance again..Life is beautiful...
So now here I am I sit alone, Something I truely hate, But I choose to do this right now to get myself together, To search deep in my soul as to what I truely want out of life.I am not one to rush my life along..I believe if something is meant to be always will.
I also b

DerrrrrrYour Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 89%
Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High
You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off.
You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by.
And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day!
How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

Angels And DovesI've searched the world
For someone to call my own
Till I found you, right here
We fell in love
Became a family
Angels and Doves filled our dreams
Are we strong enough to fight this dream
Together as one
So you say your leaving me
But I couldn't let it be
Cause I believe you love me
Everyday I pray
Everyday you play
With heart and mind
Please don't leave me behind
We fell in love
Became a family
Angels and Doves filled our dreams
Are we strong enough to fight this dream
Together as one
You say you love me
Prove it then
Be here until the end
Till we both turn gray
And sit at home and pray

~slave To Love~~Slave To Love~
Tell her i´ll be waiting
In the usual place
With the tired and weary
There´s no escape
To need a woman
You´ve got to know
How the strong get weak
And the rich get poor
You´re running with me
Don´t touch the ground
We´re restless hearted
Not the chained and bound
The sky is burning
A sea of flame
Though your world is changing
I will be the same
The storm is breaking
Or so it seems
We´re too young to reason
Too grown up to dream
Now spring is turning
Your face to mine
I can hear your laughter
I can see your smile
No I can´t escape
I´m a slave to love
Peace.

The Goddess Of MineIt's a pure vision of beauty, eys a hazel that reflects the star light as she walks tall and proud. A face that glows as the Moon Light flows over it, bringing it life. As she moves you can see the ease and grace of a Lady of the night, light reflecting of her black lips, as a smile tantalizes at the very edge. As she walks by you can smell revenage on the air and before she walks out of sight you know that you have Blessed by seeing A Goddess of Beauty and Goddess of what might be and what has come. You have Just been Blessed to see C.J.F.

JenniferBetter than me, better than me, you think you're better than me
I held your hand when you needed me, but you were better than me
I soothed your soul when you needed it, but you were better than me
I calmed your fears when you had them, but you were better than me
I sat with you when you were alone, but you were better than me
I visited you out in the boondocks, but you were better than me
I brought you gifts and company, but you were better than me
We drank a million cups of tea, but you were better than me
I followed you to England, but you were better than me
I tried to share your pain, but you were better than me
I wanted to comfort you, but you were better than me
I thought of you as my sister, but you were better than me
I gave you what was in my soul, but you were better than me
I prayed for you and loved you, but you were better than me
I hope you find another friend, one that is better than me.

Maybe Its Just Me...YOU KNOW WHEN I WAS GROWING UP THERE WAS AT ONE TIME A THING CALLED GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP!
WHERE DID IT GO?WELL I TELL YOU ALL ITS STILL HERE JUST HIDING!
WITH ALL THE HATE THATS GOING ON IN THE WORLD TODAY CANT WE HAVE JUST ONE PLACE WHERE THERE IS NONE?
THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A ADULT SITE.BUT I GOTTA SAY THERE ISNT MANY ON HERE THAT IVE SEEN.
WHAT THE HELL DOES ADULT MEAN ANYWAY?
A PLACE FOR NSFW PICS?
A PLACE FOR WARS?
NO ADULT SITE MEANS ACT YOUR AGES!
LOOK THERES ALOT OF PEOPLE ON HERE WHO IT SEEMS JUST COMES ON TO CAUSE HELL THEN LEAVE.
ARE YOU ONE OF THEM?
CAN YOU LOOK INTO A MIRROR AND HONESTLY SAY YOU DONT EVER COME ON TO CAUSE IT?
YESTERDAY MY WIFE DREAMWEAVER GOT A PIC FLAGGED.
WHY? THERE WAS NOTHING WRONG WITH THE PIC YET SOMEONE FLAGGED IT FROM OUT OF HER OWN FIRENDS LIST EVEN!
YOU KNOW IN THE YEAR IVE BEEN ON HERE IVE NEVER FLAGGED ANOTHER PERSONS PIC NO MATTER HOW IT LOOKED.
DONT LIKE IT?MOVE ON THERES PLENTY MORE PICS TO LOOK AT!
DOWNRATING?HAHA WHO CARES?

Firefighter UniteThis is to all the people i have the privalge to call friends two people i know one of the very well died in an accident on Wednsday they where fire men they where caught up in a blaze and the roof collapsed on them .
Can you all please pray to the lord our god to let my friends Mark and Brian that they find there way home to god and to rest in peace.
Mark is a long time friend of my family he will be buried tommorow 1st october 2007 he was only 26 yrs young but full of life and love for his fellow man and woman i watched him grow from mark the boy to mark the man he was in the service for two years but was also a fire man for the F.C.A. the reserve army in ireland he has a brother Eamon and sister Niamh his mother Mrs o'shaunassey is devistated.
Brian was the father of 14 childeren aged between 18 months and 28 yrs i didnt have the privalage of knowing this man as well as Mark but Bray is a small comunity and there loss is felt by all in this comunity this man was at the f

Help A Friend, Pleasethis lady is in 2 contests, could you please help her get a happy hour?
thank you so much and have a great day :D

Fake Ass FriendsI am wandering if people on this site know this is not real and if I give a fuck if I loose them as a fu friend. I am so tired of bullshit that goes on here. So i make my own lounge for people to have fun in thats it no contest and people start banning me from theres. (xxxtreme) Question is why? Is it that important to them that there little lounges get noticed on a site? Do me a favor people grow the fuck up and realize this is cybor world its for fun Its not real life. I even loose a few little cybor friends who I may add i dont know in real life so it really dont matter to me. I start djing and people get pissed over wut because i like to play music for people? WTF is wrong with people here do they know this is for fun and not real life?

What Was I Thinking ?Should I really tell you my thoughts, I don't think you really want to know . There are people I have meet, that I know have changed my life. Then there are those who take, and don't give anything in return. I think of myself as a good person, so I don't want to hurt their feelings. Then when I finally do speak my mind, they always get upset and defensive. If I weren`t their friends I wouldn`t care at all. Why cant I make them see that? Then they go away mad for days at a time... when we finally do talk, they know where I am coming from! I know I am not right all the time, but I do have a good judge of character. That is why I have the friends I do have. Because I know how to listen, and they know I will be there for them. Isn`t that what friends are for!!!!

22q11 SyndromDO NOT JUST RATE AND MOVE ON PLEASE READ ALL What is 22q11.2 Deletion Syndrome? The 22q11.2 Deletion Syndrome is an abnormality on the twenty-second chromosome that can cause such health problems as heart defects, immune deficiency, cleft palate, developmental delays, learning disabilities and social/emotional issues. Present in one out of every 2,000-4,000 live births, in 1 in 68 children with congenital heart disease, and in five to eight percent of children born with cleft palate, 22q is almost as common as Down syndrome, a widely recognized chromosomal disorder. What Causes the 22q11.2 Deletion Syndrome? 22q is a “new deletion” (loss of chromosomal material) that may or may not run in the family. In fact, only about 10 percent of the time does a parent have the deletion as well. So, if it isn’t hereditary what causes it? According to geneticists, the root of the disorder lies within a person’s genetic makeup. You see, most people have 23 pairs of chromos

Just A Note - If Anyone Is ReadingSpring break will be over for me come Monday and I will hit the ground running for 8 weeks...
That means I'll be scarce to gone until June
Please comment, send messages. The time out will also give me time to get my head straightened out from the selfish, self-centered little roller coaster I just got off of. (And some of you know what I'm talking about.)
Happy Weekend and Happy Spring!!

I'm So HurtI just lost my only purpose in life. My ex has ruined the relationship that I had with the greatest guy ever. I really loved him, and still do. I guess It's just not meant for me to be happy. I feel like I'm realy better off dead. On top of all of that drama is more. I got a message from my sister and my grandma is in the hospital with pneumonia. she has a disease that paralized her and she has been in a nursing home for a while now. I don't know what else could go wrong today, not to mention the rest of my life. =(

I Hate Birds...=/Your Power Bird is an Eagle
You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights.
You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance.
And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it.
People know that you will become even greater than you imagine.
What's Your Power Bird?

Day #3I Smoked yesterday, Day #2 in FAR Worse than #1 craving wise. Rather than a roller coatser of craving it is one insesant dull ache of a craving, and when sitting idle at the bus stop waiting to go to work, with what felt like the whole world smoking around me I buckled. THOUGH, I will NOT Give up, I will restart Tomorrow morning, as day #1 will be at home, AND Day #2. I may have better luck.

Life Isn't About Shit-stained Ballsjust found out that social services
isn't worried at all about the kids being home with me
and that they see no reason to take them away from me,
relatedly,
they gave my wife a referral to mental health...
ha...

New Member - Sassy :)We have a new member! Sassy has joined us today. Please, welcome her and show her some fu-luv.
Welcome to Last Tribe, Sassy!
sassy ~Last Tribe~

I Miss YouI Miss You - Blink 182
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
the shadow in the background of the morgue
the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
we can live like Jack and Sally if we want
where you can always find me
we'll have Halloween on Christmas
and in the night we'll wish this never ends
we'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
this sick strange darkness
comes creeping on so haunting every time
and as I stared I counted
webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
don't waste your time on me you're already
the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)
Don't waste you

ThanksNo matter what time of the day it is, whether it be day or night when I think of you I know I'm gonna be alright.
You lift my spirits with your little shouts. I wonder if you really know what I'm all about.
Life may throw crazy things our way but one thing is for sure our friendship is here to stay.
Just know, my special friend, that for as long as I am breathing and living your soul will be loved by me...morning, noon & night.

Strange Days Indeed...... Most Parculiar MommaEver had a strange dream n you cant shake loose out of yer head? Ehhhh had one lastnite. It was one of those dreams where u know yer dreaming n want badly to wake up. What ever it was i wanted to wake up badly. So i decided i was gonna do something so out of place i'd wake mysf up. So i decided every person i meet i was just gonna punch the shit out of . Cop walked up i punched his ass out. Our preacher walked up, nailed his lightes out, other folks i knew cleaned thier clock. The president walked up behind me n said, " Ummm err whats wrong here Mr Gomillion" n i knocked his ass out, n kicked him a time or two. To be honest that i dont regret lol. Well i decided damnit thats enough, i wanna wake up n wanna wake up now. I'm gonna just Shoot whoever comes up! Bout that time i seen walking up in the distance Jesus, n he was mad . He was mad n walking striaght for me, i put my gun up n stood there looking stupid. Right fore he got up to me i woke up....
Now if i could come here n told

That Was Quick!Got an appointment to see a specialist in approx two weeks :)
(See previous blog if you have no idea what I'm talking about lol)
Thanks for all your kind words....
Tracey

Homewell for all of u that didnt know.. monday afternoon i had a mild stroke.. i just got home from the hospital this afternonn.. im not 100% i have lost my whole left side.. not sure when i will be back to normal if i will ever.. i will be online but not as much as before cause i have a long road ahead of me now.. plz everyone enjoy lifdont let things get to u.. i did and look at me now... well u all take care and if any of u wanna keep in touch u can contact me on my yahoo.. badd_azz_lil_angel.. love u all and wil be back when i can

420What do you know about fluffy light green ferns
Floating on the smoke from this bowl that still burns
How velvet the aroma dispersed by this dank limey pine
I savor the fragrance of this perfume nug, bud potion #9
You`re more than welcome to spark up your own
I`m smoking on a joint, blunt, bong, or pipe to get eternally blown
Drown my lungs with smoke clouds of psychedelic trees
My mission, to get faded like withered plant leaves
The chronic just popped my colla, making it hard to think
Eyes bloodshot red and stuck on 1 continuous blink
I`m confused and in a daze, my minds silent as a mouse
I need some liquid substinance to cure this cotton mouth
You can forget everything else, but these three things you must remember
Smoking herb is something you can do from January to December
Remember to celebrate 420 the date and the time
Remember all day, every day, stimulate your mind!

What Kind Of Pirate Am I?Ooh argh! You'd be a ruthless pirate!
Well, shiver me timbers, if you're not the most afeared pirate who ever sailed the high seas! We could try and be nice and say that you're not all bad, but we know that if ye were the captain of a ship of raucous savages ye wouldn't spend any time training 'em to explore their sensitive side. You'd be tacking across the shipping channels, boarding luxury cruise ships, ripping pearl necklaces off old ladies and making the cabaret singers walk the plank, (after stripping them of their credit cards and mobile phones of course). Long John Silver, Blackbeard and Captain Hook all have nothin' on ye when ye get a head of steam up. Just remember to always watch yer back for mutinies. In our experience it's always the quiet ones that ye have to watch!

All My Dress Shirts Are Black...dammitYour Lucky Love Color is Black
When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you.
You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide.
And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men.
Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.
What Does Your Lucky Love Color Tell Men?

While In The Hospital...While I was in the hospital looking for my girlfriend's room, I encountered a group of people I knew clustered around a room on the CCU floor...people who'd known me all my life, from the days when I used to go to church with my family...
Unfortunately, my old best girl friend's grandma, 83 years old, was in a room 3 doors down from my girl friend's, and was dying.
It was nice to see my old friend's family, but a sad occasion to be seeing them on.
I'm so exhausted...
*sigh*

Joy Made Me Pop My Auction CherryJoy talked me into being in my first FU-AUCTION.
For the first time...EVER...
I'm going to let someone FU-OWN me for a month....
If YOU'd like the chance....
Please click the picture below:
*kisses*
Your SuperGirl

The Sound Of Music(Dedicated to Paul)
The sound of music gives us so much emotions
and that plays a melody deep in our heart greatly
All the sound on the earth are like music
and the music brings love and enjoyment to our life
Music expresses universal language of the world
and brings people together where ever they live
The music is the best gift of God to all of us
where its fills our soul with peace and mind with creativity
Every music has its own rhythm
and it's creates a great sound of music
Music in the mountain brings peace in our heart
and music in the ocean fills our soul with love
When I hear the sound of music
then I begin to write a song as a soul of music
If you don't love the sound of music
then your soul will be unsung
Because music can put life in to a dead man

Online DatingOnline Dating
Online Dating is not at all easy
You have to guard your heart
Dont listen to I love you
Until you meet for real
Online Dating is not at all easy
You have to weed thru the bad
Be careful you may miss the good
Then you will never know
Online Dating is not at all easy
Talk in detail before you meet
Ask all the important questions
Then again they may all be lies
Online Dating is not at all easy
Neither is dating in real life
Are there any good men left
My where are they if there is
Wilma Walker
3-28-08

New Bombing Family... Wanna Join??We are looking for dedicated bombers who would like to join the family myself and zman have started. we are looking for ppl who will bomb contest and etc and check the blogs to see what is going on.
here is some of the rules that we have come up with
the rules of the family is
1. you must be a dedicated bomber in order to join the family you first have to bomb who i or Zman aka Ray chooses for you to bomb u must bomb for the duration of that contest and then you will be welcomed into the family as one dedicated bomber thats what im looking for
2. once you are accepted into the family you will then have the name mad fu bomber on your display name at all times
3. if you do not bomb for 2 weeks in a row you will be asked to remove your tag name from your dispay name im looken for dedicated bombers not just leave 1 or 2 comments and then leave and there will be no compaining about the contest it will not be tolerated no drama once you cause drama you will be asked to leave

My First LoveThe moment I opened my heart and let you in
I saw this great love starting to begin.
I opened my eyes to a vision of you
I hope, I pray your feelings are true.
I have loved and I have paid the cost
And I have felt the pain of the love we nearly lost.
But, now, I think I have truly found
An Angel who walks upon the ground.
You go beyond all limits for me
Just to show your love endlessly.
I could search my whole life through
And never find another you.
You are so special that I wanted you to know
I truly, completely love you so.

Ladies You Should Stop By And Show This Sweetie Some LuvThis is Rich .. Aka THe Universe Tends to Unfold as it should ... He's a Hell of a nice guy .. Just ask anyone they'll tell ya .He's By far one of my best friends in the world . He's not only a sweet heart but he's caring .. genuine .. a smartass at times but all in good ways .. so why not stop by .. show him some luv and Crush him up .. well not literally crush him hahahahaha .. he's only got 1 Crush .. We need to get him Bombarded with Crushes n Luv'.. and While your there send him a hug for me ..
Luvs Ya Rich !
the universe tends to unfold as it should..@ fubar

Contd AppleWhen he finally came to his senses, he realized that he was sprawled out on his bed, with a pile of soaked in sweat sheets tangled around his legs. Beads of sweat were glistening on his forehead, running down his temples and disappearing in his hair. His throat felt raw and dry, making it painful and uncomfortable to swallow. Pondering on a realistic and vivid nature of this dream he just had, and trying to recall all the details of that nocturnal encounter, he ran his coarse tongue over dry chapped lips. He tasted sweetness. Covering a larger area around his mouth, he traced a sticky sweet trail that led all the way down to his chin and possibly beyond that. The apple...He remembered that firm surface exploding with juice in his mouth and drowning his senses in a flowery sweet aroma. It had to be that apple, but that was impossible. He was baffled by the idea of his dream world transcending the realms of time, perception, and physics, and making its way into reality. If the a

Whos Got The Pimp Juice?THE Pu$$yCat PlayMates ARE IN NEED OF PIMPS!! WE'VE SELECTED 16 POTENTIAL PIMPS BUT NEED YOUR HELP IN DECIDING WHO HAS THOSE PIMPIN QUALITIES!! THIS WILL BE BASED ON RATES ONLY SO PLEASE PICK YOUR FAVORITE 3 AND GO IN AND GIVE THEM A RATE. PLEASE NO BOGUS ACCOUNTS EITHER, WE HAVE ALOT OF PEOPLE WORKIN HARD AT PROMOTING THEMSELVES SO NO CHEATING!! IF CAUGHT CHEATING YOU WILL BE REMOVED WITHOUT WARNING SO MAKE SURE YOUR FRIENDS KNOW THIS TOO. THIS WILL RUN FOR 3 DAYS ONLY. THE FOLDER IS NOW OPEN AND WILL CLOSE AT 12PM FUBAR TIME MONDAY (3/31). PLEASE HELP US MAKE OUR FINAL DECISION!!
KALIKO
SHANE
DEMITRIS
MACATTACK
THE BIG MIKE
PHENOM
BIG POPPA
RIDDICK
THE ANGELIC ENIGMA
BUBBILICOUS

Dj MadmanHowdy People..
Well, showing what a "friend" did to me today.. Bragging about his lounge.. rubbing how bad my lounge was in my face.. bragging about how many members, how much help.. and all that bullshit.. etc etc..
See, when he came here onto the site.. he was a nobody.. I became friends with him.. and we talked everyday for months.. etc etc.. and when he found the lounges.. and became "Fubar Famous" and since I wasnt into his lounge or a part of his world.. he put me into the friend shredder and hit the button.. and just lately he wants to talk to me again.. be friends once more and I am wondering why.. what motive does he have.. what does he want out of it.. since he hasn't spoken to me in months.. I guess his lounge's sluts arent online or whatever.. but.. Would a friend rub things into your face???
Anyways.. down blow is what he sent me on MSN IM..
Friends DON'T hurt friends.. THey support and help and he is basically calling me a slut.. :( I dont deserve this trea

What Muppet Are You?You Are Rowlf the Dog
Mellow and serious, you enjoy time alone cultivating your talents.
You're a cool dog, and you always present a relaxed vibe.
A talented pianist, you can play almost anything - especially songs by Beethoven.
"My bark is worse than my bite, and my piano playing beats 'em both."
The Muppet Personality Test

Corn Flakes On E - BayThere was a guy on E-bay that bought a cornflake for 1350.00 He bought it because it was shaped like the state of Illinois. I immediately ran to the kitchen and found 40 of the other states. I checked them against my atlas. I was RIGHT. Should I immediately post my findings on E-bay, or have a bowl of cereal?

CourageCourage is a strange beast. It is something we all have but sometimes do not relise we use. Most people think courage is when you put your life on the line. However they fail to relise while this is courage that there are other forms more profound because it lies within our own hearts and minds, and it is a courage only we would see.
The courage i am talking of is hardest on individuals. The courage i talk about is the courage it takes for you to break free from your norm. This is a courage that never gets seen.
The courage to wait when you should just to see a outcome. The courage to take a chance when chances are not your usual cup of tea. The courage to trust in a feeling beyond what your mind says.
We all have our lives at some point settle into a routine we love and enjoy. A routine that brings little or not stress, but when we break free from that norm we find that we must dig deep and grab our own inner courage.
The courage that leads us into the unknown, the courage

My RantingAs I live evryday as a lie. I once believed he loved me. I believe no more. He talks with her, but only plays with me. He cares that shes crying. Only calls me a bitch when I cry. I know now I mean nothin to him. Just living a lie everyday. As my heart breaks in piece he doesnt even care. Just tries to lie to me more and to my face no less. He once told me he was in love with me. What a fuckin joke of worldly proportions. I know now and should have remembered I will never be happy. I fucked up a long time ago. Now all I get is lies lies lies from everyone I am with. I thought I got better at reading people and there lies. But the jokes on me yet again as I sit here and try not to cry, because if I do I am just a bitch. He says he doesnt want to be with her, but he sits on the phone and has an actual conversation with her. We barely talk unless he wants something. When she cries he makes sure he calls her back to find out why then sooths her hurt feelings. When I cry he tells her I'm j

Test Blog3Thanks for the friend request
Hope you're having a great week.
Regards
Sandy

HimBeing in love isnt easy.... Nobody knows the true definition of love... For some its just a word... But i will tell you what i think it is and what it meens to me.... To me love is when you find that special someone who gives you butterflys when he kisses you... When he makes you feel like your world is complete when hes around but when hes gone it all comes falling down... Its when you have that special someone you cant live with out... Its someone that can make you laugh smile and cry ( in a good way ) all at the same time... Its when your having the worst day possible but as soon as he walks in that door from work it makes you smile because he is there. Its when You cuddle up next to him at night and dont wanna let go in the morning when the alarm goese off for him to go to work.. When the day seems never ending because hes not there.... When he tells you i love you all the time.... When hes there for you when you need him the most... When he lends you his shoulder to cry on when so

Friendship Circlebecause some ppl are not mature enough to rate pice in the circle I am leaving the family. I have never had so many innocent pictures rated nsfw as i have since i joined this crew.
Dee

Why Meyesterday I talked to my gf and she was like what happens if she cheats would I take her back. I don't know why she would think such a thing like that if she loves me. She was like well I like to go out to clubs and what happens if I get drunk and get hit on? I don't do good with getting hit on she said that if she got hit on she would probably have sex with the guy. I don't know how to answer that question. I mean I love her and all but I don't know if I would take her back because it's a trust thing and I wouldn't be able to trust her again.

BusySorry I haven't been around much lately. I know at times it says I am here..but I am not. Been busy with work lately. Girl quit up there so picking up some extra hours. Monday is the beginning of baseball season. I will be busy at nights.. going to practices..and later games. Ughh..got to hate baseball at times. It is still cold here. Got 3 months of running..every night. My 2 are on different teams..so practice every night. Anyways.. wishing you all a great weekend.! I have decided to stay due to some very good friends. Just not gonna be here all the time.. so if you do see me lit up.. you can drop a line..but do not get upset if I don't respond right away. Not always here.

MisseryI am in misery on two levels.
1. Still in pain from the accident, although doing a lot better/healing way faster than docs said I would, but, still got some pain.
2. Being single, and with my left shoulder broken my left hand is limited use, and right wrist/arm broken, ribs broken, I cannot even masturbate, I have not been able to "self medicate" since last Wed and I am going nuts. Everything from the waist down works fine, just top part of the body busted up, I am going nuts here, cold showers dont help, I think my dick is going to explode soon, argg!!!!!!!
Anyone wanna lend a hand? lol j/k, well, kinda lol Maybe just leave me some naughty comments on my naughty pics then? lol :)

Easier Said Then DoneWhat do you do when you have, one of the most amazing people in the world right in your grasp. But how is it you have so much to say to that person. But when you go to speak none of it comes out. How do you watch that person walk away, knowing that everyday that goes by the present of them is gonna linger. Knowing that you gonna be dieing inside wishing, all those unspoken words that you had bottle up. Would have just came out.
But for that reason you once, had to let love slip out of my grasp. But only a fool would let it happen again. Even when it is one the hardest things to do. When the words just run throughout you head and make you dizzy as you keep trying to express how you truly feel.
When you stand their trying to open up, let it out. As the few simple word's seems it would be easy to come out. That it would feel amazing, to tell him how your in love him and would always that he was the one your only one. To hear it out loud, praying it would lift the biggest

Lil CuzLil cuz u was my fam my friend my everything i thought u was alright dat night when it went down but i thought wrong and now ur gone and now iam lost confused dont know what iam going to do next but while u gone all iam going to do is die slowly b/c iam not with u
R.I.P LIL CUZ

That's Good Cake :d"Congrots, Budy"
HAHAHA
It was suppose to say "Congrats, Buddy" but the dude didn't speak very good english. That's ok though. It was funnier this way and made my graduation night that much more special! Thanks to Sarah and Brandy for getting the cake in the first place hehe
P.S. BTW, I graduated. In case you missed that part! Yaay me!!!
REL

Gifts And BlessingsEver since I kissed the cold dead gray lips of my love's body it feels like time is standing still.
I miss the sound of him, the scent of him, the sight, the feel of him, and his touch. Most of all I miss the sound of his happy laughter and his twinkling eyes on me. I feel just like the empty shell that he left behind in his place.
Walking away from that empty shell was THE hardest thing I've ever had to do in this life...
I wouldn't wish it on anyone, but I wouldn't have missed being there to hold him in my arms while he took his final breath either.
He said that because of my love, he'd finally learned to love himself. So I have to be glad that he's no longer suffering and that he died knowing unconditional love. I wish that for everyone.
I can't feel him or his presence anymore, but I still feel his love, and I believe I always will.
His love was my greatest gift and our life together was a blessing that is still teaching me things I would have never learne

Just Another Day In ParadiseThe kids screaming, phone ringing
Dog barking at the mailman bringing
That stack of bills - overdue
Good morning baby, how are you?
Got a half hour, quick shower
Take a drink of milk but the milk's gone sour
My funny face makes you laugh
Twist the top on and I put it back
There goes the washing machine
Baby, don't kick it.
I promise I'll fix it
Long about a million other things
Well, it's ok. It's so nice
It's just another day in paradise
Well, there's no place that
I'd rather be
Well, it's two hearts
And one dream
I wouldn't trade it for anything
And I ask the Lord every night
For just another day in paradise
Friday, you're late
Guess we'll never make our dinner date
At the restaurant you start to cry
Baby, we'll just improvise
Well, plan B looks like
Dominoes' pizza in the candle light
Then we'll tippy toe to our room
Make a little love that's overdue
But somebody had a bad dream
Mama and daddy
Can me and my teddy
Come in to sleep in between?
Ye

Friendship 3I can't give solutions to all of
life's problems, doubts, or fears.
But I can listen to you and
together we will search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with it's untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your
feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand
that you may grasp it
and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, success,
and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from
falling away from friendship,
from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you,
talk to you, and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you

ClaimLook into my eyes, what do you see?
I can give you eternity, I can set you free
Come to me, I am your Devilish friend
Let me lead you to your rightful end
Come to me closer, lets seal this deal with a kiss
I'm going to bring you into my hellish abyss
breath fire into you, your blood boiling in your veins
Welcome to my realm, this is where I reign
Feel my heat as I burn you within
Let me ravish you body as I feed from your sins
I will punish and pleasure you, its all the same
Im going to tie you up and bound you in chains
Dont worry my dark angel it will be such a rush
You may even enjoy the pain of my undying lust
I have claimed you, you are my slave
Now it is your flesh I crave
Give into me, give me your all
Give me your soul, and together we fall
D.L Abrams

You And I.......This is the song that I wanted to put on the cd.It played on the radio today right before "Deeper then the Holler",needless to say,I didnt do much work for about 20 minutes.All I could do was think of you.I love you Natasha and Imma spend my whole life showing you... :x
"Watch the Wind Blow By"
Creek goes rippling by
Ive been barefootin all day with my baby
Brown leaves have started falling
Leading the way
I like it best just like this
Doing nothing all the way
So lets lay down in the tall grass
Dreaming away
And all I wanna do is let it be and be with you
And watch the wind blow by
And all I wanna see is you and me go on forever
Like the clear blue sky
Slowly, theres only
You and i
And all I want to do is watch the wind blow by
Girl, you know you told me not so long ago
To let it come, then let it pass
And all your troubles and your sorrows
They wont last
So let me kiss you now, little darling
Beneath this autumn moon
Cold wind, another

Quantum Mechanics = Quantum Headaches.In 1935, Erwin Schrödinger published a three-part essay on The Present Situation in Quantum Mechanics in which his famous Schrödinger's cat paradox appears. This article proposed an illustration to the problem of observing particles on a quantum mechanical level. This was a thought experiment where a cat in an enclosed box either lived or died according to whether a quantum event occurred. It goes as follows:
Suppose we put a cat in a cage with a radioactive atom, a Geiger counter, a hammer, and a poison bottle; further suppose that the atom in the cage has a half-life of one hour, a fifty-fifty chance of decaying within the hour. If the atom decays, the Geiger counter will tick; the triggering of the counter will activate the hammer, which will break the poison bottle, which will kill the cat. If the atom doesn't decay, none of the above things happen, and the cat will be alive. Now the question, What is the state of the cat after the hour?
If you consider the pro

Orange..eh??Your Mind is Orange
Of all the mind types, yours is the quickest.
You are usually thinking a mile a minute, and you could be thinking about anything at all.
Your thoughts are often scattered and random - but they're also a lot of fun!
You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about esoteric subjects, the meaning of life, and pop culture.
What Color Is Your Mind?

Cleaning Up My Friends List....Hello to my friends,
I need to clean up my friends list..its getting out of hand. I have some really cool friends that stay in contact with picture rates, stashes and even chat, you know who you are. But there are some that I have not spoken to in awhile..so its time to say goodbye...if you still want to be on my friends list..just send me a message or just simply rate my pics.
I wish you all the best.
Silverpixi

Skeptical? Me? *shakes Head*You Are Fairly Skeptical
You're not the type of person who will fall for anything...
But you do keep your mind open to all sorts of possibilities.
You figure that anything could be true. After all, the world is a strange place.
However, you're going to need some convincing before you can believe in aliens or reincarnation!
How Skeptical Are You?

FearsWhy are we as humans so afraid?
I was once told what does not kill you makes you stronger ... but what if all it makes you do is want to die?
I know I am stronger than this ... but I can't seem to find my strength ... I want so desperately to have someone love me, to share my life with someone worthy. Yet I am so afraid to go out and find them for fear of finding another user or someone not worthy of me.
What do you do when you have so much love to give yet every time you try you get hurt?
Do you retreat .. do you hide?
Do you close yourself off and not allow anyone near you?
How do you cope with the rejection or lack of commitment?

Are You A Non-conformist?You Are 82% Non Conformist
You're incredibly strange. And a weirdness like yours takes skill to cultivate!
No one really understands you. And you're cool with that. You just hope you never have to understand them!
Are You a Nonconformist?

The Best Ever !!!The BEST OF THE BEST !!!
MY FU-OWNER!!!!
SunAngel I Love to Make People Smile~ aka '~~Sunshine~~  Dream Girlz  ~~Stilletto Girl~~Fu-Owned by Silver Diamond & Jak~
STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE YA'LL

I'm Proud Of Me!!!I am so proud of me. My ex, that has had this hold over me, ask me if I want to get together and "hangout"! I told her NO!! I am so proud of myself for that, any other time I would have said ok. I must finally be getting over her. Guess she thinks that since the one she throw me aside for used her and got rid of her, she can just waltz right back into my life and pick up right where she left off. Well she needs to know that my heart is not a revoling door! You just can't come and go whenever you want, cause you can't!

Health CrisisSo in my city there has been an eruption of news stories for the past few weeks about malpractice in 5 different medical facilities.
Apparently the head of these southern Nevada endoscopy centers has ordered staff to re-use needles and viles. There have been many cases of hepatitis and HIV reported following the investigation. At least one class action civil lawsuit has been filed thus far for second degree murder for a patient who died in 2006 due to a hepatitis exposure as a result of this neglegence however most people can't prove in court that their diseases were a direct result of this scandal. I moved here recently and am not affected by the outbreak but it seems like we as a community ought to grab a pitchfork and a torch and go to the mothref*cker's house who's responsible, drag him into the street, and publicly execute him. Nobody seems to feel this way, at least nothing has been done as far as vigilanteism goes. What the f*ck!!!??

Sick.This has been going on forever, and it's been all over the boards, I'll post it here in case anyone needs to be informed...thanks...more from me soon :D
THIS IS THOMAS I HOLLAND JR AKA TJ AKA SCOOBY
HE IS A CHILD MOLESTER!!!!!
HERE IS HIS MYSPACE LINK
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=58530393
HERE IS HIS FUBAR LINK
~~~DJ Scooby Doo ~~Owner of The RGS~~Back home in NY~~~@ fubar
AND HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PROOF THAT HE IS A CONVICTED CHILD MOLESTER
http://criminaljustice.state.ny.us/cgi/internet/nsor/fortecgi?serviceName=WebNSOR&templateName=detail.htm&requestingHandler=WebNSORDetailHandler&ID=424823423
And for those who just want screenshots of the conviction for VIOLENT SEXUAL ACTS ON A 10 YEAR OLD, REPEATEDLY, Then here they are!
THE PICS ON THE SITE HAVE NOW BEEN UPDATED CAUSE HE FINALLY REGISTERED WHERE HE LIVES!!!

HeyI LOVE THIS SITE IT IS WAY AWESOME WELL EVERYONE HIT ME UP COMMENT AND RATE MY PHOTOS THANKS

Making Wrong ChoicesLet's face it...we all make mistakes....the thing is...if you love someone and decide you want out of that relationship....do you use a lame ass excuse like maybe something that was said to a friend and nothing more than a friend to leave them? Or do you be honest with them. I would choose honesty...because when you lie eventually it will fly back and kick you hard.
Anyway...yup.....i made a wrong choice in believing someone i met (yes laugh on Fubar). It started out as just a friendship...he was older than me..but eh..age does not matter always...depends on alot of things..and the people involved...
Anyway..we had this wonderful friendship...I never came on Fubar expecting to have feelings for anyone but...i guess all the laughing...talking...me calling him on phone..it just sort of happend unexpectedly...and well leave it to online drama..one time caused a lil by him..he left me...this time he left me again due to me leaving a comment...and i do understand his point...but he

Your ChildChildren are what make this world great. There are no super hero's, except in your child eyes. You are the super hero. You can carry them all day long when they are tired, heal owie's with a simple kiss, and can make a quarter appear from their ear.
I have a son who thinks I am a super hero. Well guess what, I guess there are true super hero's in this world after all

Making Right Choices Part 2 Of Making Wrong ChoicesSo...his new girl is mature....she is 40 (prolly older who knows who cares it's online right)
I wrote her a lil note...im 19 i can be immature at times right? Keep in mind...her profile...says she is a Good "Christian" lol..Ok..My friends are smart i need say no more.
Rick as my friends know..aka '"Quit rub'n my banana,and flickin my grapes"PROTECTING THE CUTIES~@~EYE CANDY~"' did tell her to block me ..just as i told her he would (yes cuz he had me do that to his exes when they wrote /messaged/looked at my page)
Figure it out for yourselves..i was stupid cuz i am honest and loving...but well stupid ass of me will still prolly beleive he loved/liked me..
Long story short after i received her note and realized he said what i did on mumm was wrong...and always said our business should be our business (well its on here now so now it's everyones!) ..he talked to her about it...and also had been flirting with her for months now..even while with me...(start singing dirty lil sec

LifeOnce in a great while a person will find something so special in their life that they can't explain it in words. It's time's that you know that you were lucky to be in the right place at the right time, it's called chance by many, to other it's fate, but however you look at it, it's something that can't be explained in words. It's that feeling that you were ment to be here with that person, and you KNOW this to be true no matter how much you try o tell yourself that your wrong, It's finding you soul looking right into your eyes and asking to be let in, for those that know what I speak of know how true these words are and for those that have not found what I speak of may life take you to that one chance spot so you may be where you are needed

Shattered PiecesInside my sleeve, I pull out my heart,
handing it to you, "careful it's fragile,
and easily falls apart."
Extending your arms, you take the heart in
your tender warm hands.
It falls into a million shattered pieces - on
the floor it lands.
You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and
sadness in your eyes.
Apologies are not enough.
Looking at you with tears in my eyes,
I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart
that has fallen apart.
I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of
my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece.
I need to put it together again, some how. some way.
Each piece of my heart has a memory so true.
Each piece of my heart has part of you.
You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life.
I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a
heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife.
All my tears won't keep you near
All my tears won't mend what's not here.
Again I look at you with a whisper in my voice,
Th

Injured In Iraqok those of you who know me friends and family right now im at a hospital recouping from some injuries i sustained in the line of duty everything is ok i didnt break anything i will return to duty within the next week our so. the dr are calling my injuries HOLLYWOOD injuries due to the fact that i feel through a roof about 15 feet and then roled down a flight of stairs other than that i am extreamly well and waiting to get back into the fight

Why Big Boobs Are GoodI love big boobs. Big boobs are good. Seriously. I'm not kidding. Big boobs are the best thing to ever happen to human civilization. Let's explore why. Have a seat; this is gonna take a minute.
1) Big boobs make us smarter. Aside from all the monkeys staring at your chest every day, studies have shown that babies who breast feed, on average, grow up to be smarter than babies who dont. Big boobs=more milk=smarter humans.
2) Big boobs make us stronger. See reason #1. Said milk gives us a strong immune system, healthy bones and muscles. Once again, on average.
3) Big boobs are the ultimate fashion accessory. They go with anything, they make anything look good, and they never ever go out of style. Yay boobs!
4) Big boobs make friends. They break the ice, give us something to talk about. All guys want to be your friend when you have big boobs! Some of them are jerks, sure, but some aren't; and thanks to your chest, you already have one foot in the door. Or, one boob, rather.

Making Wrong Yet Right Choices Part 3 :dYahoo :) I have changed his name to Protect His Privacy.
EP (2:28:22 AM): sweeet :) ur up late to be with the menopausal fake lol
EP (2:28:34 AM): =))
RICK (2:28:48 AM): stop agapi.please it belittles your true intelligence hun
EP(2:28:53 AM): least u can call her for fone sex tho
RICK (2:29:00 AM): naw..u belittled urself hun
EP (2:29:05 AM): by not being honest
EP(2:29:09 AM): and trying to make me look bad
RICK (2:29:15 AM): but Karma :)
EP (2:29:19 AM): as a matter of fact we both have verizon and yes we can,its free

ObamaI have felt for sometime now that Obama is the one person that "Frightens Me".
I believe the Bible has warned us that "A man will come
from the East that will be charismatic in nature and have proposed solutions
for all our problems and his rhetoric
will attract will many supporters.
When will our pathetic Nation quit turning
their back on God and understand that this man is "A Muslim"....First, Last and always
....and we are AT WAR with the Muslim Nation,whether our bleeding-heart,
secular,Liberal friends believe it or not.
This man fits every description from
the Bible of the "Anti-Christ"!
I'm just glad to know that there are
others that are frightened by this man.
Semper Fidelis,
Chuck
"Saepius Exertus,
Semper Fidelis, Frater Infinitas" "Often Tested, Always Faithful, Brothers Forever"
- United States Marines -
Who is Barack Obama?
Very interesting and something that
should be considered in your choice.
If you do not ever

Happy Birthday Jared! Xoxoto...
Older Women Make Beautiful Lovers!!!!BABZ's BFF!! Greeter at Club Envy@ fubar
He is a Soldier, Hero, Father, Husband and...
AN AMAZING FRIEND!
Go show him lots and lots of birthday love and thank him for serving our country. Some of us may not always support this war...
BUT WE ALL NEED TO...
Be sure to tell him PebblesinAZ sent ya!
~PebblesinAZ~I Luv my Owner/RL BF Tappinit~Co Founder of The FREAK SHOW w/ FREAK~@ fubar

A Salute Of ThanksAcross this field of green grass
Stretch markers everywhere
All that lay in this hallowed ground
Certainly have something special to share
I walk along in silence now
Reading the names on each stone as I pass
Feeling the hardness of their beds
Covered by a soft blanket of grass
I see soldiers as they walk along
Searching for a stone that means so much
With tears streaming down their cheeks
Finally their fallen comrades stone they touch
I see the many flags waving briskly
From a breeze that across their bed that now blows
The flags marking the site of the bed
Of one of this great nations fallen heroes
I see the changing of the guard now
Only sound is the movement of their feet
I watch as they stand in silence to honor
These heroes they were never able to meet
A family stops and kneels in silence
Beside a grave marked by a flag and white stone
Honoring the passing of a loved one
Tears are shed as their pride to them is shown
None of the ones buried here in this

Cleaning Up My List,I've got almost 1,000 friends but I probably only actually talk to a handful of people on here so I'm going to go through my list and start removing people.
If you are in my family you are safe.
If I have talked to you recently (that means can I remember the last time I talked to you) you are safe.
If you were added to my friends list in the last 3 months you are safe.
If you dont think you fit into any of the almost and you wanna stay friends hit me up in my shoutbox and let me know.
The main reason I'm doing this is bc of the bar tab since I have so many "friends" and I dont have a VIP I miss when a true friends posts a blog or adds pics or whatever. I want to be able to show love to those people that have shown love back. It's not personal I'm not mad at anyone I just dont want to add people anymore for the sake of adding people.
****UPDATE****
I started with almost 1000 friends I'm down to 205 every month I'll be removing people based on the above conditions. I'm g

Life In GeneralWhy is it life always when you need something to go right why is it that it always goes wrong, and when everything is normal its when everything goes right lol. comment and rate my blog.

Mister SofteeWhen I was a kid living in New York there was an Ice Cream truck that came around called Mister Softee. Yeah :)
Well, my mother didn't like ice cream trucks. She thought they were dangerous for kids. She always seemed to have one crusade or another, and Mister Softee was one of them. She made flyers to be distributed to the neighbors, and guess who she sent to deliver them?? Me.
I loved Mr. Softee ice cream. It was exciting to hear the music from the truck. I wanted to buy a cone so badly. Whenever I could I would do it behind my mother's back.
My favorite was chocolate ice cream with chocolate sprinkles, it was called a Shaggy Dog. Yeah, that was my favorite.
One day I was getting a Shaggy Dog when my mother pulled up, and I ran into the house. I got in big trouble for that, I got smacked.
Why my mother had to be the only mom in the neighborhood who hated ice cream trucks I'll never know, but it didn't stop me from getting a Shaggy Dog any chance I go

This....This desire
Sets ever fiber of my soul on fire
This wanting
Even in my dreams is so haunting
This need
Takes presedence over the air I breathe
This joy
Death himself couldn't even destroy
This passion
Has taken control in grand fashion
This inspiration
Hails unto me like a beacon
This muse
I have been blessed with, is you

I'm The Biggest Fuck Up There Iswell i have come to be reminded by a few people just about how fucked up i really am and yes i go to see a shrink but i guess that doesn't matter as to whether or not i am trying to work on my fucked up life and others seem to think i fuck up their lives in the process so i guess its your own choice if you want to be friends with the biggest fuck up on the planet

Getting Shit Off My Chest!"Lets just be friends." When a girl says that to a guy, she might as well be saying, "Take a hike, you fucking chump" because it is the absolute last thing a guy ever wants to hear. Here is a newsflash ladies: Guys do not want to be your fucking friend.
"Why not?" you ask...
From our anatomy to our wallet there are a million reasons why not. Here are some key reasons:
We have nothing in common- Men have hobbies. We like sports, cars, music, etc. These hobbies translate into an incredible ability to speak to each other for hours...about nothing. Women? The majority of your time is spent primping yourself to nab your next guy. You shop to look good for men. You get your hair and nails done, to look good for men. You read magazines like Cosmo and all that fucking shit to learn about being appealing to men. For a lot of you, your entire social agenda is about nabbing your next guy. This may work initially, but once the conversation starts, you have nothing to talk about except "

Ahhhhhhh.so the twiztid concert was the shit of course......but sad thing is my stalker still presists i might have to change my number cuz he found it and i had 45 missed calls from him in less then 45 mins hes insane i might have to get a restraining order what do you think?

Exciting Ex-sightings...What is it about seeing someone else's ex that compels us to mention it to our friends? It's like "Hey, I saw your ex at the bank yesterday."
"Oh, really?"
"Yeah, I think he/she was taking money out."
"mhmm..."
"They're probably going to spend it on their new squeeze."
or: "I just saw so-and-so at the grocery store."
"huh... interesting."
"They were buying asprin."
"fascinating, truly..."
"You suppose they got a headache from fucking their new squeeze too hard?"
Why should we care? I mean, really... I didn't care what they were doing before we started dating and I certainly didn't care what they did WHILE we were dating (hence the breakup) - why would I give half a fuck if you saw them out somewhere? She is no longer my concern.
Still - a part of me wants to know. I mean, I never sit there wondering where they are or what they are doing - but if someone witnessed something, I guess it's interesting. About as interesting as someone telling me they had a dream about m

Be One Of Mineso heres how it works.. its really easy.. to be one of my buckle bunny's
1. put in your profile name "bradytx's buckle bunny"
2. add me to family, as i will you..
3. blast me if you want..
4. and crush me if you want....
thats all.. but talk to me about it first.. :)

Tat Contest ContinuesHere is an update on the Tat Contest...
I got repromanded last night by the host for using 2 different profiles to bomb my contest. After explaining to Joe that we are a Bomber Family, and that this is how we roll. He is satisfied WE are not cheating, but is suspicious that other contestants ARE! Thus, he posted that blog AFTER he and I spoke.
He will not disqualify me, as he KNOWS the FUBOMBERS are NOT EVER CHEATERS! If I leave this contest, he is shutting it down, COMPLETELY!
Anyone in this Family who claims that we do cheat, or that we were cheating, is full of themselves and trying to kiss ass... we don't need leadership like that, not in the FUBOMBERS!!
So once again, here is the link to my contest page. I do appreciate any and all help from the FUBOMBERS whenever you can spare it. Thank YOU Family, I LOVE YOU ALL!!
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1145479&albumid=940071&i=3674589262&idx=3

Thoughts1: Marriage is a waste of time
2: If ya make someone a promise, keep it. Your word should be golden.
3: Don't trust anyone 100%
4: When you're with someone dive in head 1st, don't tip toe in slowly. If your gonna get hurt might as well do it all they way!!
5: Forgive but never forget.
6: Friends are forever relationships come and go!! So never push ur friends away cause of a boyfriend/girlfriend
7: Never critize another person, until you look in the mirror.
8: Never push someone away that you really care about, cause in the end you may of pushed them too far
9: No one ever got anywhere by playing it safe! So take chances!
10: Love everyone even if ya can't stand them, cause each person that comes into your life teaches you something.

Healing With Hurt ...Pain is a fact of being and one that permeates all of our lives to some degree. Since the hurt we feel may be a part of the experiences that have touched us most deeply, we are often loathe to let it go. It is frequently easier to keep our pain at our sides, where it acts as a shield that shelters us from others and gives us an identity-that of victim-from which we can draw bitter strength. However, pain's universality can also empower us to use our hurt to help others heal. Since no pain is any greater or more profound than any other, what you feel can give you the ability to help bring about the recovery of individuals whose hurts are both similar to and vastly different from your own. You can channel your pain into transformative and healing love that aids you in helping individuals on a one-to-one basis and spreading a tide of curative energy throughout the world.
The capacity to heal others evolves naturally within those who are ready to disassociate themselves from their iden

Towboat Factsif you wake up with a tent in your blankets while onboard you just have to take the matter at hand.
there is a hawaiian disease going around the river its called lackanookie.
failure to have this disease treated results in catching the cabbage disease. that is where the stem wont hold up the head ;)
blow up dolls are strictly prohibited on any vessel at any time.
even though your out here for 28 plus days the cook is not your mother she dont wanna hear you whine nor is she going to sleep with you.
and finally a friendly warning from the coast guard to all blonde women who somehow got into this industry sos does NOT mean spit or swallow. hope this crude humor makess you smile just a bit

MotherSo I am partially asleep when my cell phone rings. I blow it off and think I'll call back later. It keeps ringing. I pick it up. Its my mother, and apparently she is standing by the front doors and wants me to let her in since the buzzer doesnt work. I ask her wtf she is doin here since we are not seeing her 'til Thurs, but she says she has something really great and uber important for us that just can't wait. So ofcourse I get all fuckin intrigued and crawl still half asleep downstairs to open the door for while hubby pretends to be sleeping and hops into the bedrooom (I saw some shit about Africa on TV, and saw that he was passed out on a couch).
To make the story short, the uber important stuff was leftover cake and pizza from her friend's daughter's baby shower and a jar of natural honey from a maple festival she went to (she is a biologist, go figure). Theres no curse like a Russian Jewish mother. Well, maybe a Russian Jewish mother in law. Yeah, thats right.

Going Into The HospitalThis Wed April 2nd at 10:30 I'll be in the hospital getting a hernia repaired that is above my naval. The Doctor said I could be in the hospital 3 to 4 days. And off for 4 to 6 weeks....which means once I am feeling up to it I'll be on here alot!! LOL.....but just wanted to let you know if you don't see me on here for a little while thats why. I'll be back and giving out 11's and comments in no time...,might even look into making more mumms and blogs. :) Say a little prayer for me if you belive that way. Thanks !
I'll probly be on Tues nite for a little while , if not see you all soon!
Kathy
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Update!hey all this is for the ones that I told about what happened or what was wrong with my dad...well he is in good shape right now maybe alittle weak from laying in a hospital bed since last monday til friday cause monday morning he about had a heartattack and they hospital that he first went to put a stent in him and all this stuff and he stayed all night there and then they decided to take him to central baptist hospital tuesday morning and have surgery done which didn't happen cause dad agreed to not smoke cigarettes anymore and he was in ICU there for a couple of days and then they let him go home friday afternoon that's about it and he's doing really good and he hasn't smoke a cigarette ever since even mom hasn't had a cigarette lately!

Private Salewant 2 own me??? tell me what i am worth 2 ya. if the bid is high enough ill be urs.