My heart just broke ;(

He thought the world of you Matt... loved you honest and he wanted you to be independant and get some good confidence in yourself cause you deserve the best...trust me.. he never forgot you....when i was speaking to ryan earlier thats what he was talking bout you... your kindess to him and his family.. You are a real nice guy... and ryan will hit you up soon right now the planning and all as you know comes first

my first responce to this was what the hell who is Ryan what is going on and then just 5 minutes ago my friend Bob's im box came up and it was his brother Ryan telling me the bad news that Bob just passed away in surgury during the 2nd transfusion my heart just sank i feel so bad for Ryan and his younger brother Seth they were like my brothers the sad part is this story started out 5 years ago Bob and Ryan and Seth's mother passed away and due to the grief of losing his wife their dad left them leaving Bob to raise his 2 brothers by himself Ryan is about 21-22 and Seth is only 8-10yo now last year Bob went to Florida because he recieved a call from his step mother that his father just passed away and now today i get the bad news that Bob just passed away i just feel so terrible im even crying typing this forum luckily enough for Ryan and Seth they have an aunt and cousin and uncle who live close by to take care of them.I feel so bad especially for Seth at such a young age how much he has lost i just pray that Ryan will get his degree and help to support Ryan the best he can please everyone who reads this pray for Bob's soul to go to heaven and pray for Ryan and Seth that they will have the strength and courage to move on with theirs lives and for Ryan to do his best to take care of Seth.