From the very low, lows of ivf to the highest high of it actually working out.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

trying to not be anxious...

I feel okay considering I'm in the middle of some stressful things. Lots of sake at dinner sure helped with that. I have been feeling a little better about IF things the past few days. I saw my therapist yesterday and she helped remind me that part of why I can't shake feeling depressed is that I'm in limbo. I can't just move on to adoption yet, and I don't know if any of these efforts will pay off... and until then we just have to push forward. I was sort of expecting her to tell me I need more time, but she agreed that it sounds like i need to push forward. I'm still feeling sad here and there, but I'm actually capable of a good mood... so that is huge. Hoping to keep that up.