Ah, but what is there to live for when all that you lived for has withered away like a rose in winter? To move farther ahead, but still be stuck in the past. What is the purpose of immortality then? What was it to start with? Does your mind still age? Yes. But will it ever matter when everyone has died and you have nothing left to learn? The future harbors pain and endless torture for you, the ignorant mortals calling you a monster when they themselves have no right. You know that, and yet you let them because you know what you are, and what you have become, is truly, a monster. You did a great job! :)