you know sometimes i really, REALLY worry abou the future of...........well, the whole world, why you may ask, well today i was working when this 9 years old was talking with my boss, his brother and the guy who delivers bread when i join in the conversation, it was really fun in some way until the boy asked something i couldn't quite hear to my boss brother and he said that kids who are to noisy are feed to the wolves his response:

bullshit, wolves are not real

i think that a little part of just died today when i realized that this kind of kids are going to decide the future of the world

Kids are losing their innocence, man...! They grow up way before they are supposed to be!

Well, if they're your friends then however you treat them it's up to you, I also like to mess with some girls from time to time, like that one time I put an ice cub between one's breasts... it was freaking hilarious, but I got hit with a Moore's Anathomy on the head... totally worth it. LOL
but yeah, still, try to show some more courage, I'm 100% sure none of your classmates either want or would dare to hurt you, you're in med school now, and even if people feel a bit unprofessional or the sort (just look at me, for Madoka's sake), they're all there because they're going to be doctors, and they know serious time has to be serious to a certain degree, no sane person plays around with needles, is what I'm saying, except for me, I play with scalpels all the time, but I'm skilled enough to not hurt anyone in the process... LOL

as for the studying, well, I read lying face down and with the book over my bed, just like teenage girls do on T.V., LOL but well, at least you exercise your arms a bit while holding it. As for your studies, well, it's just that most people get desperate at first because they're just basic sciences, I'm done with all that stuff now, so that's why I told you. Now it's all clinical application, so it's lots and lots of fun.I'll tell you something that is inevitable, once you get to where I am (halfway through my second year, there's 45% left of the people who entered school with me, but seeing as you're going through it without much effort, you'll be alright ;)

Ice cube in boobs, got it. Will do that next time I get a drink with ice in it...
Also, I wish my classmates realized they're in med uni now... Yup, they're all completely unprofessional as fuck (and me being the most unprofessional of them)

Also, I read like that too...Still, heavy books be heavy and I be a whiny complainer.
Also, I really like the wind these days for two reasons:
1. It cools me off, I sweat so much otherwise, people think I've ran a hundred miles...
2. It makes my open coat flutter in the air and I loves them feelz. I be all Hououin Kyouma in the uni and be going all "El Psy Congroo".

Also, I hope you're all enjoying. My big test is tomorrow, and I have got no more cares to give out.

Arghh..that sounds like a pain in the ass...All those years...
The thing is, all medical schools in the US are expensive...so most doctors are working to pay back their debts in the first few years.
In the end, I really don't want to worry about residency until after I get into medical school. Thanks for the vote of confidence, though. I just want to get into the best medical school possible.

It is going to be a pain in the ass, but good thing is, you won't notice it cause you'll be too busy to care. Trust me, the last few weeks have been a blur for me. Or it could just be my medical uni being super study giving out and stuff...