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Friday, June 21, 2013

Perceptions - Being Kay

Friends, I'm thrilled to welcome back to my blog today the beautiful and talented Kay Jaybee!

As I gear up for Sex In Words next week, it is wonderful to have Kay's thoughts on the ups and downs of writing erotica and to hear how she handles erotica readings. Take it away, Kay!

Under the pen name of Kay Jaybee, I’ve been writing
erotica for almost eight years. From The
Collector (Austin & Macauley), a linked anthology of short stories about
a woman on a continuous quest for erotic adventure, to The Perfect Submissive (Xcite), my first full length BDSM novel,
via my full-on kinky romance, Not Her
Type: Erotic Adventures With A Delivery Man (1001 NightsPress), to the dark
BDSM tale The Voyeur (Xcite), and my
latest BDSM romance, Making Him Wait
(Sweetmeats Press), with 6 other anthologies of my own, and over 70 short
stories in between, I have covered virtually every angle of the erotica genre.
And I have loved every single minute of it!

It never ceases to amaze me however, the way in which
people react when I tell them what I do for a living. Granted, I don’t tell
many people from my ‘real’ life what it is I am up to as I tap away at my
laptop every day, but those that do know often – after the initial shock that
someone as I shy as myself should write this stuff - look at bit, well,
disappointed. My lack of fishnet stockings and skirts the width of a belt, just
doesn’t fit the bill somehow.

I see them trying to disguise the fact that they are
looking me up and down, digesting the reality that I am a very ordinary forty-something,
in coffee stained jeans and a jumper. I’m average height, average weight,
average shoe size, and (most shocking of all) I wear no makeup!!

The logic of it is bizarre if you think about it –
if I wrote murder mysteries would they expect me to have a violent criminal
record? If I wrote ghost stories, would they expect me to haunt the local
graveyards and spookier parts of the area? Of course not- yet as someone who has
found that her strength is in writing sexual acrobatics, I’m expected to appear
as though I am about to seduce anybody who happens to be passing.Naturally, I should have an emergency piece
of rope in my pocket to tie up his or her wrists, and (as a writer of BDSM and
S&M), there is obviously going to be a whip or paddle secreted in the
bottom of my handbag at all times.

Attitudes are changing slowly- the snag is, many
(and I know I am generalising), folk want
to imagine us scribbling away about our own experiences, with one eye on the
man we have bound to the bed, while planning what kinky things we’ll do to him
after we’ve written the next paragraph... Let’s face it- the image adds to the
fun!

I realised early on in my writing career that the
only way to win this battle is to write the very best stories I possibly can, not
take these perceptions seriously, and meet everyone’s expectations halfway. So,
whenever I appear at readings at Sh! Women’s Store in London, or am doing publicity
for any of my publishers, I pop on the mini skirt (not too short), the low cut top (but with a cardigan over the top!), the boots (not high heeled), stockings (not
fishnet), and a smile that can only be described as suggestive.

This ‘dressing up as Kay’ really helps me to deliver
my stories- for taking on her persona banishes the urge to run away before I
read erotica out loud to total strangers!

Back in 2008 the wonderful erotica writer Jeremy
Edwards described my life as having something of the Superman about it. Not
that he was suggesting I could leap buildings in a single bound or anything.
Jeremy told me he had this image of me dropping my children off at school, and
then, as I walk towards the cafe where I always write, undergoing some sort of
mental and physical transformation. He imagined me walking taller, my head
higher, smiling knowingly at strangers- my personality almost totally changing,
- as if I was entering a telephone box as Clark Kent and coming out a
Superhero. The thing is; Jeremy is almost right. As Kay I do walk taller, and I
am so much braver.

Over the past few years I have used the perception
of what people have traditionally thought erotica writers should be like to my
advantage; helping me to develop my alter-ego ‘Kay Jaybee.’You could argue that by doing so I am making
it harder for people’s attitudes to change towards us erotica types- but I do
hope not. Dressing the part is like acting- it doesn’t stop me being happily
married, or a mum, or an office worker- it just gives me the little bit of
confidence I need to read my wares in public, and makes said public smile!!

Many thanks for inviting me here to chatter today
Kyoko!

Kay xx

Thanks for being here, Kay! I will definitely being looking for alter-ego strength this Tuesday. If you missed my post about the difficulties of going public with writing erotica, check it out at Kay's place here.

And here's where you can find more of Kay...

Kay Jaybee wrote
the novels Making Him Wait, (Sweetmeats Press, 2012), The Voyeur (Xcite,
2012), The Perfect Submissive (Xcite 2012), as well as the novellas,
Not Her Type: Erotic Adventures With A Delivery Man (2nd ed.
1001 NightsPress, 2013), Digging Deep (Xcite, 2013), A Sticky
Situation, (Xcite, 2012), and The Circus, (Sweetmeats Press). She
has also written the anthologies The Collector (Austin & Macauley,
2012 & 2008), The Best of Kay Jaybee (Xcite, 2012), Tied to the
Kitchen Sink, Equipment, (All Romance, 2012), Yes Ma’am (Xcite
e-books, 2011), Quick KinkOne and Quick Kink Two (Xcite
e-books, 2010). Kay has had over 70 short stories published by Cleis Press,
Black Lace, Mammoth, Xcite, Penguin, Seal, and Sweetmeats Press.