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well i think nothing that i will say will make u feel better for now but i'll try my luck. here it goes...while i was reading next level 1, i thought it's a she who wrote it & wondering all along who could it be. then, as i came to the sender's name i felt awful. i wanted to laugh at myself for thinking it was a girl but i couldn't coz i wondered how u felt at that time.

the other day when we had our chat i mentioned to u that i read ur new entries already. well i was trying to know how u were coping with it coz i can't see u, ur eyes. but u just gave me a smile. so i knew u don't wanna talk about it.

you both know that you are two of the most special people in my life. i'm sure you know how i'm feeling now no matter how much i try to hide it. true, no words can change it at the moment. but knowing that you are there for me is enough to keep me going.

naalala n'yo pa ba nung pumunta tayo ng baguio years ago? there was one time na sunud-sunod tayong nag shower. kanya-kanya tayo nun. unahan pa nga dahil ang dami natin. when it was time for us to join the group, we realized that the three of us were wearing all black. galing, di ba? to think that we didn't even talk about what to wear. it only shows that somehow, iisa yung takbo ng mga isip natin. little things. yet, lots of memories.

yeah...and then while everyone's playing/talking/drinking we decided to walk around. it was dark and we ended up sitting on one of the roads and smoked and looked at the stars.yeah memories....that's all i have too.