Thursday, 24 December 2009

A few years ago my wife found me dressed in her lingirie lying on our bed my tiny sissy clit in hand and a large black plastic cock pushed deep into my ass pussy

I remember it like it was yesterday I had my eyes tightly shut and I was pushing the cock in and out while pumping my clit madly I remember moaning and then cuming my cum landing on my face and lips and as I licked my lips and purrred at tasting my own cum I heard a gasp from my wife.

I open my eyes in shock to see my wife fingering herself now she had her eyes tightly shut and I could she she was close her mouth was open and she started panting. I crawled over to her and licked her pussy lips and ass until she screamed and held my made up face deep in her pussy.

Fast forward to today

It was the weekend so as always we woke early and my wife would dress me. I was told to wear a deep rich silk bra and matching thong in a deep brown tan lace top hold ups, tight mini skirt in black and a leopard print kimono blouse with a wide satin belt and black 5 inch heels

As always we started our morning off by complimenting each other and drinking our morning coffee and as always we found that he had to touch and kiss each other. My wife looked amazing and I was sooo femm. My wife had pushed her hands into my thong and squeezed my balls and made me moan in pain. I fingered her pussy and we whispered and moaned in each others ears.

oohh hun fuck me please fuck me with a fat cock.... ohh I need to know what it feels like to be a women....

We managed toto calm down and my wife was being a little cryptic. She kept asking me how badly did I want to know what it was like to be fucked we chatted about how things felt while we drank coffee and the door bell rang.

I panicked and rushed to the stairs my wife told me not to be silly and to wait in the kitchen

I heard voices at the front door my wife walked back into the kitchen and her boss Steve followed behind. My wife and I had many dressing sessions where we had imagined Steve fucking us both.

Steve walked in and smiled at me my wife introduced me as Roxanne I curtsied it seemed the thing to do.

My wife stifled a giggle and added Roxanne seems so much more appropriate than Robert what do you think Steve.

I blushed and Steve smiled and simply nodded and a wicked smile spread across his face.

My wife poured each of us a glass of wine. We all drank and chatted.

Steve put his glass down and calmly pulled down his trousers his erect cock sprung free and gently swayed my wife bent down immediately and started to suck. She reached over to my hand and pulled me down next to her I watched as my wife's beautiful sexy painted lips stretched around another mans cock and to my shame my clit was on fire.

Steve reached around to take another drink and I continued to watch my wife her head moving up and down and her tongue licking his tip.

I was mesmerized and slowly I leaned in closer and my mouth opened my silk gloved hand held another mans balls and my tongue darted across his piss slit I looked at my wife my eyes locked on hers I looked for confirmation any sign to show me this was ok

She smiled and nodded and then stood up and moved the bar chair closer to me and said

now darling you are a women now you have a fat cock in you now you are forever my shame and my love I can never love you as a man you are my lesbian lover and steve will take over your place in my bed and when he wants you he will fuck you.

This is your role...

I cried and in between purring and begging Steve not to stop I begged her not to do this

She said if you want this to end simply tell Steve to stop....

I blushed and lowered my head as tears welled up in my eyes.

I whispered Steve please please fuck me harder....

My wife laughed and pushed her pussy into my face and the last thing I heard before my moaning took over was my wife calling me a sissy fag your our bitch now.....

I have had a major response to my last post many girls, tigirls, sissy girls ad fags have all sent in their little take on the black dom man fantasy I have been sent some yummy pictures from Fran. She tells me she loves going on holiday and letting go of her stuffy english ways and getting herself a fat black cock. You go girl...

Fran sent these images in and asked me to comment.

Well Fran I want this in my mouth look at how long and fat it is, how heavy it is ooh my I am feeling faint - girls anyone else want to help me with this?

His balls are small but wow I love the weight of it

cute couple - i bet she will not walk straight tomorrow - giggle

I would make that hard she is failing in my opinion

girls on their holidays - does her father know!

ooh to be her she is sooo going to be sore in the morning

This looks like a three way rape - giggle lucky cow giggle

He does not need any more encouragement - why are some girls sooo easy - such a slut - giggle

her first time

Wow thank you to all those that sent in images - ideas and thoughts please do keep them coming or share your thoughts on the comments section of the blog I am so pleased you all liked the post.

These two captions which I adore along with something that happened last night made me think about our condition - what condition you may ask well I would reply our need to dress and act like sexy women. Our need to become whores, maids, wifes, schoolgirls and in my case air hostess.

Some of us look like fat middle aged guys wearing their wives under wear, a few of us look ok and a select few look like women. I find myself mostly in the looks ok group but every now and then I eat a little less, work on my yoga that much harder and as if by magic I actually look good I look like a 7 out of 10 women I look like a guys horny date.

When I have days like that I take hold of it and try to make it last as long as possible.

Yesterday was a good day. A 7 out of 10 day. I woke up and without noticing what was happening I found myself staring at myself in the mirror who was this hot totty in the cutest of cute babydolls staring back at me. I knew it was one of those special days...

A shiver ran up my spine my tiny sissy clit twitched and a naughty smile spread across y face. I knew who to call. I knew what he would say and most of all I loved the idea.

I know some of you are going to be upset but I have a special fuck buddy for days like this and he is a total animal. He is tall very well built very fit and muscular but not too much so. He is a gym trainer who teaches boxing to white collar fight club wanna be's.

He has the energy and the strength of a bull and makes me feel totally submissive. But he has another quality that makes me feel well totally his toy his pet. He is a master at being a domm master. He is a 6 foot 5 inch black man and I adore the fact that I am a 5 foot 7 sissy white t girl that is pounded by his fat long and very hard cock. Giggle I am such a slut I am licking my lips while I type this and my sissy clit is twitching.

But the most amazing thing the thing that makes me call him on days like this is his issues, his own shame let me explain...

My Master lets call him John is in the closet he does not want anyone to even think he likes to fuck or have his cock sucked by a sissy tgirl white or black. So what normally happens is exciting dangerous and some of the best sex a sissy fag can get.

I text him and let him know I am ready. He likes like most men for me to dress in a corset, panties stockings heels and I like to add the finishing touches like elbow length gloves and a collar and chain.

He knocks on the door and I rush to it I open the door he walks in normally straight from the gym I can still smell his manliness he looks at me and kisses his teeth and the role playing begins he demands I stay in female mode and not hint at my maleness or even sissy faggoty needs all women or nothing if I slip he leaves. This is why it only works on special days.

He studies me I curtsey and hind him my lead he laughs and says something derogatory normally something about white girls needed black cock I smile and he pulls my lead and I follow I walk like a cat walk model hips swaying back rod straight chin high eyes level

he sits on the sofa and I kneel between his legs I take out his cock and stare at it like it is magical and it is it makes me feel sooo femm I lick it and taste the saltyness of his work out a slight odor not unpleasant a smell of maleness I lick it harder he groans and then I go to work he calls me his pet his white fuck cunt, his slut he pulls at my hair he forces his cock into my throat and I choke he laughs and I feel womanly.

He is ready now he tenses and then holds my head down and pumps his first rope of cum into the back of my mouth almost into my throat I swallow and allow him to do as he wishes, I never know what he will do.

This time he pulls out of my mouth and shoots more cum onto my face then onto my hair he then pushes my mouth open and forces his cock back into my mouth I clean him and he laughs and gets he pulls me with him and enters the bathroom.

He showers quickly and then I dry him he laughs as I pay too much attention to his cock. He simply says piss and I know what to do he turns to face the loo and I lift the seat for him and hold his semi erect cock and aim it for him he laughs as he pisses and says white girls are nasty they will do anything for cock. He laughing means he does not hit the loo and some of his urine splashes on the edge of the toilet I feel it splashing on my stocking encased legs.

I lick his cock clean and he walks through my home naked like it is his towards my bedroom. I clean his piss and to my shame feel my sissy clit harden.

he calls me I rush to him and he tells me to kneel on the bed.

This is it this is what I wanted...

He pulls aside my panties hiding my balls and sissy clit he does not want to spoil the illusion he puts on a condom and then rams into me

my asspussy explodes outward taking in the massive intruder I yelp with pain and pleasure and feel my self open to him he then fucks me like an animal

he abuses me verbally and I scream back fuck me harder master

I then reach for my clit and start to pump it he is cuming and I am also we fall onto the bed and the spell is broken my clit my sissy faggot clit is on show he hates it he slaps me throws the now full condom at me and leaves my bedroom

I stand up my hole is battered I feel empty inside I need him but I broke the rules something inside tells me I wanted too I had his cock and now I wanted him to leave but still....

I make myself look like a girl again and find him almost fully dressed he tells me that I am a fag a white cum slut fag and I nod and say thank you I curtsey and he kisses his teeth at me and leaves.

These images are very close to how I feel about my Master

These captions that are from another site - sorry not sure where explain my female need

I adore this image this shows that we are different perhaps we can become main stream and men can choose between a girl or a tgirl a third way some day?

Monday, 21 December 2009

Jack never really cared about anything, he was a loner and spent all his free time online in various game servers.

He worked as Pizza Delivery boy as the job was easy and he made good tips. He would always compare his tips to the tips his female friends made and be upset. He would sit in the staff waiting room ready for a call out and moan as the girls returned and boasted about their huge tips.

Oh it's so easy dirty fat guys sitting at home waiting for a pizza flash them a little tit the girls would laugh and watch them groan as they hand over their money.

They would giggle like witches

Jack was small and cute looking you could almost mistake him for a plain looking girl. The girl next door type. His hair was roughly cut and looked a little impish and the hours spent sitting on his bottom playing video games had made his ass spread out like a girls.

He would often find that from behind people would call him Miss.

It was the grave yard shift and Jack as usual did not mind what hours he worked he had no one to see and nothing to do so he sat in the room as the last shift left and his started the girls mocking voices ringing in his head

Hi Jacky they always called him that he hated it. But as always never said a word.

Hi Jacky they all coo'ed you should dress like a girl wear our uniform and you could earn more tips. Giggle wear my panties and Sally threw her pink cotton thong at him.

The left and he sat down still holding Sally's thong

I will show them he gritted his teeth and went into the girls changing room.

he stripped and found Sally's locker she was his size he opened the locker and found what he was looking for. He checked her bra cup size and her jeans and polo shirt unifrom and then quietly locked the door and returned to his duty.

A week or so passed and Jack's parcel arrived. He was excited he had order the best breasts forms he could afford. His plan was beginning to unfold.

That evening as usual he filled his bag with gaming magazines but this evening he hid at the bottom of the bag Sally's pink cotton thongs and his breast forms

He was ready for the grave yard shift Saturday night through to 10am Sunday morning.

He arrived just as the girls were leaving they teased him as he entered the staff room.

He blushed and looked down as always.

Soon they had left.

He was alone he rushed into the girls changing room heart beating a million beats a minute he quickly undressed and hid his clothes in his bag he spread the quick setting glue across his chest just as he had practice and then pressed on the forms he counted under his breath one eye darting around the room the other ever watchful and weary of the door

He reached 50 and released the forms the fell from his hands and bounced gently like pert c cup breasts should.

He marveled at the weight and how they pulled at his chest. He smiled and wonder how bigger breasted girls even got up.

He wiggled and giggled at the forms and how they bounced. He stood still he could hear someone outside the door his heart raced he tried to shrink into the shadows he stood stock still the only movement was the gentle bounce of his breasts as they reacted to his pounding heart. The voices died down and their footsteps moved away.

Jack sighed.

He slipped on the cotton thong he almost purred as he pulled the string into place between his ass cheeks he tucked away his tiny cockette and balls and then pulled from Sally's locker her bra and black tight fitting jeans next he put on her female polo t-shirt and her white trainers.

He used her makeup and highlighted his eyes and painted his lips then put on her cap. He stood in front of the girls mirror and a cute next door girl posed back at him.

Perfect his whispered and walked out in the most effete way he could.

He sat in the staff room with his big jacket on this hid everything and no one spoke to him anyway. The bell rang he got up it was daylight now very early on Sunday he put on his helmet and jacket and hidden away from everyone rushed in and picked up the three pizza boxes a quick trip into the suburbs and Jack now Jacky fresh faced and pert rang the door bell.

He stood in a perfect girlie pose and smiled

the door opened and the new improved Jacky stepped into the house she smiled and in her most cheerleader pert way said

Hi Sir your Pizza Pies

The guy looked drunk and hung over all at the same time he waved in Jacky and she walked into the lounge to see several guys in similar condition.

She flirted with each guy and as she passed the last guy she shook her girly ass in his face

the guys laughed and said well what is your name

Jack replied Jacky sir how can I help

Jack's total innocence misunderstood the situation he kept on giving put signals and the guys were sharks to his innocent girl next door act.

Jacky is it the largest guy said well girl how about some cock Jack blushed errr well sir nooo.....

With out hesitation the guy pushed Jacky on the floor and pushed his cock into her mouth

Jack's mind screamed but he did not know what to do so he sucked on the cock. This sent the sharks wild and very soon Jack was learning what it really meant to be a Jacky.

They had stripped him and had discovered his secret but they were horny and he looked so femm that they all took turns in fucking him

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

This is for all you sissy faggots out there with girlfriends. Yes you, you know who you are. Waiting for her to go out one evening then dressing in her silky lacy things, pushing her dildo that you purchased for a silly gift one year deep into your ass pussy and pumping you silly little cock till your sissy girl cream spills out of you.

Then your shame hits and you run around frantically hiding the evidence putting her things back and hoping she never finds out but deep down longing for her to fuck you with it while you are dressed as a whore.

Miss Jones

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