Break ups suck....

My Bf broke up with me yesterday.... it just hit me and i dont want to get out of bed i am so depressed..... My chest hurts.... and i keep thinking about him... i got tired of crying after 3 hrs....... my eyes are puffy .... my nose is runny.... it sux..... it was supposed to be a peace parting and we both thought i was for the best but i miss him so much.... ..... the reason was, We started dating since he was 18.... he is now 20.... he says he wants to be independent, to grow up a bit, and to figure things out by himself.... i didnt want to hold him back and it was killing me inside, but i told him i supported him.... just needed to vent