Tag: Balance

Meeting your Twin is the most purifying love experience you will ever have. It will bring up everything in your being that isn´t balanced.

It may seem like heaven and hell at once, as your reactions towards each other can be really extreme and only someone who has met his/her own twin can understand what´s going on. The rest of the world might just think you are crazy.

As we know how unusual this experience is, but also how important on your souls journey, we bring together 3 of us Twins on next Friday, May 25th 2018 for a quantum healing webinar about the topic of the twin flame. No matter if you met your Twin already or want to prepare yourself for this magic moment, you might benefit greatly from this event. Therese Wenk and me are collaborationg again on this event, to work with the participants on an energetic level, as we are both quantum healers. My speciality is more on the emotional level, while Therese is more focussed on the DNA and this combo really rocks, as we can offer you a state of emotional balance and if you choose so, assist you to anchor it on the physical level.

For me personally meeting my Twin was something I didn´t understand at that point in time and that literally brought me to my knees. Although I thought for a while I might be cursed because of the intensity of the experience, it has really been a blessing as it was a major step on my own journey until I finally became the ” healer of hearts”. To meet my twin cracked my heart open and teached me unconditional love. What many people don´t want to accept is, that you have to become whole within yourself, have balanced your own inner male/female aspects to be able to live the heavenly version of the Twin Flame Story. So instead of focussing on what the other is doing wrong or how terrible outer conditions are, it´ll benefit you more when going inside and taking full responsibility for your own Souls Journey. Love yourself unconditionally, integrate all your aspects, including your shadows, is the key to be ready for this epic Lovestory. As it is epic as can be. When two come together, who are already whole within themselves, they can literally move mountains. Nothing is impossible for true love. May you find it…and embody it.

Shine your Lovelight <3

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Being an EmPath is for many a path of struggle, pain and exhaustion. When we feel everything around us so intensely, that´s just a massive overload, especially when we live in huge cities, meeting lots and lots of people every day.

Therefore it is absolutely crucial that we learn to master our special abilities. In my case my abilities have to do with “tuning into energy fields”, especially emotional energy fields. And this picture of “tuning in” is pointing out clearly how to handle all the energies.

Think of yourself as a radio. One that has not learned by now to choose the prefered station and lets all of them in at once. Plus it might have an issue with its ground wire.

When all radio-stations come in at once, that´s of course just a horrible noise. No wonder when an EmPath is depleated at the end of the day, feeling just stressed out. When I look back I really wonder how I´ve been able to survive under these conditions.

What helped me on my path was to finally realize that I´m able to choose the radio station. When I first heared of that idea I doubted that this is possible and you might feel the same reading this. But it really is possible, just it needs a.) your intend and b.) practise.

There are many tools out there, that help while that process. I personally chose some breathing technics from the Heartmath Institute, as they are very quick, easy and effective to use. Shamir Ladhani offers every monday a free 15 minutes session, the “Espresso Shot” for people to learn about these methods. It helped me to learn to anchor within myself, what is crucial for all people at the moment, but especially for EmPaths.

When it comes to the intend you might stumble over an interesting point: You have to ask yourself, why you chose to open all channels at once. Of course it is somehow part of your being to be empathic, like being a cat or a human is a given and can not be changed. But when your skill is hindering you, makes you struggle even, than it is worth looking at it, how it comes that we overdo it so much. I know that this doesn´t seem like a conscious choice, but even our subconscious choices have a reason and can be changed. There might be a hidden benefit or belief behind it. I can not answer this for you, just share what I found out in my case. Maybe this inspires you or gives you a clue for finding out about your own reasons.

As I mentioned before I didn´t believe that I can have a say when it came to my empathic abilities. I couldn´t imagine, that I can learn to fine-tune them and so I just felt overwhelmed, without a choice. And that´s just not been true.

Another believe that I had, one of my reasons why I lived with all channels open at once, has been that in my childhood I had to be constantly alert, as I´ve been raised in a dangerous environment. I realized that this had imprinted me with the idea to live in a dangerous world, that needs constant attention on my surrounding.

Another obstacle was the strange idea to be somehow responsible for the well-being of the people around me. Many EmPath have that, those on a spiritual path especially. I will explore this topic deeper in an upcoming article, but for todays topic it is enough to realize that this is one of the misperceptions, that cause an EmPath to focus on the outer world, to prioritize “the other”.

When you found out what is the hidden benefit or belief that causes you to overdo your beautiful talent, you can feel into it and decide if the benefit is really worth it and if your beliefs are helpful for your path.

As many EmPath struggle with it, they do not know that they have an option to learn to handle their gifts and still serve mankind.

In my own case I found out, that I serve mankind best when I learn to anchor within myself. Therefore I had to learn to make my own well-being and groundedness my top priority. The reason for that has been my Monthly Rose Touch. I had to understand that I have to be fully anchored within myself to be able to hold a stable connection to the participants all over the world.

It´s been common sense that made me avoid distractions as much as possible each month while that special day. It didn´t make sense at all to allow someone to challenge my serenity, when dozens people would benefit from my balanced state while the Rose Touch. So I stayed with myself most of that day, to not have outer distractions. And that worked out so well and I benefit so much from it, that I learned to take that centered attitude into the rest of my life.

Fact is, that I always knew how peace, love, harmony feels like, that´s my “home station”. That´s the real gift I brought in. I guess most of the EmPath know how home feels like, that´s why they get stressed by the dissonnant noise here. Fact is also that I came to send out this station, for sure I did not enter this life to instead loose myself in others disharmonious vibes.

What helps anchoring and grounding? Being in nature, meditation and all kinds of arts help me to ground and focus and I know a lot of EmPaths that enjoy these relaxing activities, too. But you have to find out what suits you personally. All I share is just to inspire you to find your own truth.

And I can tell you that the more you practise to fill your cup first, the more you are able to become an overflowing fountain. And that´s what an EmPath is as his/her highest potential. A fountain of Love, Joy and Compassion.

You are precious and much needed in this world. Please treat yourself with much honor, love and respect. That includes to not allow others to feed off you or to bring you down. You help no one when you allow those destructive behaviours, may it be you towards yourself or by allowing outside sources to mistreat you.

When you follow that path you´ll be more and more able to be resilient towards outer influences. But you have to go inwards to be able to go outwards. You have to first take care for yourself. And then inspire others to also take care for themselves. In this way we´ll co-create a world of happy, fulfilled people.

Shine your precious Lovelight.

If you´ve injoyed this article and would like to learn about “Energetic Boundaries“, the recording of a NeuSpace Conversation about that topic might be also helpful for you.

2018 is indeed the year where things come into fruition. It all happens very quickly and we have to stay absolutely present to always stay in the flow.

There are no more absolutes and what was perfect 3 month ago, or even yesterday, is now totally last year. I don´t know who it was, so I can not give credit for this genius insight, but someone posted on Facebook that “January has been an intense Year”. ^_^ Indeed.

In the beginning the Rose Touch was always offline, as I couldn´t handle holding the field for the participants all over the globe, plus deal with technical stuff…especially as AI has it´s specialities when we go quantum, as I do. Then at the end of 2017 I started to record a few after-transmission-sessions and loaded them up on my YouTubeChannel. And I entered as a guest when some very awesome hosts recorded discussions and webinars about specific topics.

Lately I started a collaboration about the Healing of the Heart with Julian from Luxury Masters Academy. You´ll hear about it, when we have finished the recordings of that series. Very special and intense energies, also sometimes very personal, as we didn´t fear to go through own processes in front of the camera. Brave Hearts indeed, as Julian and I have shared past lifes as warriors, what explains the boldness and passion you´ll see in the recordings. To go absolutely conscious into these processes, as a representative for others, needed both, the cochones and clarity of the masculine and the total surrender and agape of the feminine. Julian and I embody both both and switched in front of the camera roles in the blink of an eye to shift the energies. Really awesome material.

The other thing is that I started to create webinars and on Sunday the 11th of February 2018 you´ll be able to join the threesome Quantum Healing Space, that I have co-created with my beloved Sisters Muriel Shickman and Therese Wenk. We´ll bring our outstanding healing abilities together to offer a healing space for all that have experienced abuse in any form. Abusive behaviour is happening on all levels and the abuse is created by and bringing forth imbalance. We three are coming together to offer balance for the ones in the audience, who are at the same time representatives for mankind. Every healed individual will also bring healing to the planet. That´s why I´m so passionate about this work. We will start at 8 p. m. CET. You can join and book the webinar here: https://www.edudip.com/w/278326

Well the day before, the 10th of February will be the next Monthly Rose Touch. People that have messaged me that they want to be included in the Circle of Love-Energy will receive their Rose Touch via the Quantum Field, as always given with deep Love and for free. You can just message me, to be put on the list of people included.

What is new is that there will be from now on every month an option to watch this live. And after the transmission of the Rose Touch in front of the camera I will start the Rose Talk, a talk about a special topic. I will choose a guest to talk about a topic. And I will pick a few questions or comments from the audience, as a representation of the energies. I will start this first Rose Talk with the topic “Balance” as balance is the centerpoint of all healing. And it is my honour and priviledge to have Julian as my first Rose Talk Partner. This first session will have the symbolic price of only 3,-€ to have the trinity as a price to enter. What you´ll receive is priceless, indeed. I don´t know how long the event will take place, there´s not much planning involved when going quantum, it will be at least an hour long, but my inner voice tells me it´s more likely this will be about 2 hours or so. So if you want to join the Rose Touch & Talk, starting at 6 p. m. C.E.T., you can sign in via this link: https://www.edudip.com/w/281534

Trinity is the unity behind duality, only understood when moving beyond.

I´ve made a new vid, that holds a deeper understanding about healing, duality and what balance actually really means. There is a huge misconception around that topic, especially in the lightworker community, where many are quite ignorant when it comes to these issues. Nothing is as absurde as lightworkers whom are afraid of shadows, darkness and in total denial. If we really want to become whole again, move beyond duality, this has to be faced. I guess I made a real good job, to make it quite easy to digest, but it´s of course not the easiest of all topics anyway.

As I´ve announced I will write a bit more about shadow-work, as it is crucial at the moment. And Jupiter entering Scorpio tomorrow will bring up a lot of opportunities to face, what has been hidden and denied. I´ve been at an esoteric conference in Basel the last weekend and was very pleased to see that a lot of the invited speakers are not afraid of shadow-issues. I wrote a while ago about the new generation of teachers and yes, they are very real, down to earth and entering the big stages more and more.

Who enters the earthly realm has to face duality. There´s no way to avoid it. Those that think to be out of that game have a blind spot. When you´re out of the game, you´re not in the arena, but you are here 😉 If you bring in your light, you´ll have to face darkness. All we can do is to be aware and to choose wisely.

I must have a nice light as I had to face a lot of darkness, coming my way. Darkness seldom came “right in my face”, mostly it came as a hidden enemie or as a loss.

For those that are familiar with astrology: I have a 12th house Capricorn sun and the ruler of Capricorn, Saturn, is in my 2nd house in Aries and squares my Sun. Lots of work and hardship, without material security – but lots of hidden enemies on top of it. At the moment Pluto, the helldog, plays with this constellation. I understand that I had to face hidden darkness, as I´ve been hiding my light. I have been badly paid, as I didn´t dare to insist in being paid well, as what I have to give is of value. So things are changing under Plutos influence. So thank you darkness for all your lessons, you are seen and valued for it.

When we are young and darkness shows up, we think this happens to us, we will tend to see us as victims and will try to fix things on the level where they show up: on the outside. When we get older, we understand that whatever occures on the outside, just does so, to stirr us up on the inside.

We are all at the moment in an epic battle between light and dark. Just the way it shows up in our lifes is a bit different, depending on the lessons we have booked when planing our incarnation. Do not get fooled, you´ll win or loose that battle on only one place: Your own heart.

Darkness did everything it could, it throwed everything at me that it had in this lifetime. It broke my heart a million times, it overtook all that I love, including my mother and husband. When team dark overtook my husband, the Repto-Lord that owned him, materialized for my very eyes and grinned into my face. Darkness wanted me to know its power. Yes, darkness brought up an ocean of tears and unbearable pain inside of me. I had periods of deep sadness. But I understood that they can only overtake what is theirs. But I am not and will never be. They can turn people that I love into hidden enemies, (using their hidden dark feelings like greed, envy or jealousy) but they have not the power to take my Love. And their power over their slaves is temporary, but my love for their eternal being knows no end. They took the lifes of people I love, but delivered just a direct line behind the veil to me. Darkness wanted to bring me down, but I´m a stubborn Capricorn, so I made darkness serve me in the end, always. Alchemy of the Soul. Darkness can take my material belongings, but who cares, as long as I own myself. Burn down my house and I find my real home. They can make me the scapegoat, they can abandon me or throw stones at me. I stay untouched in the light of my soul and nothing that is made of an illusion can destroy what is eternal.

I have a seventh house virgo moon. I am highly sensitive to others energies and emotions, while I see and understand very clearly the reason for their feelings. To be able to do my work, my heart has to be an open gate. When someone I love throws hate at me, I can feel it over any distance. Brought me literally to my knees a few times. But couldn´t break me, but purified me. When we are touchable by dark, we still have a shadow not faced inside of us, an aspect not fully integrated. I understand that. So I do not answer darkness with darkness. I turn it around and throw my Light on anyone crossing my path. And those that work against me, get an extradose of Love, as they need it the most. And it works. Darkness runs from me. Of course the running ones told the witnesses, that they can not stand me, as I am the bad girl. Scapegoating and projection. Works, again and again. Well, sorts out the weeds and weaks out of my field, so thank you again.

Darkness played its twisted games so long, that the maincharacter and his many expressions got mad, lost in the game and forgot that it is just a role. Lucifer has been the highest of the angels and he had forgotten, that he is an expression of the divine creation. His role has been to teach through diversity. But he has identified with his role, he believes to be the almighty god and he is a jealous one. He is dependent on worship and when you do not feed him he gets totally angry. You have to fall on your knees and obey to him. And I don´t. He´s just another actor on this divine stage. I honor him and I even love him, as he is my divine brother. Not more, not less. Darkness (Lucifer) has in its core never left the omniverse, where all is in harmony. And our essence is still there. Darkness is just a way energy is expressed. Darkness believes its polarisation to be more powerful, but its energy is just more raw.

Darkness even thought to own this planet. But I´ve got news for dark: Greetings from home, dear Brother, Lord Darkness, he who is not to be named. Mother Gaia owns herself. She´s married to Father Sky, but not even he owns her. He loves and enjoys her. Its divine love, it knows no distance and no end. You can try to poison Gaia, sell her, molest her as often as you want, you will never own her. Ownership is a joke. You´ve been allowed here, as she allows her children to make their experiences. You are not the ruler of this planet, of mankind or anyone. Rule over yourself, if you can! A wise mother allows her children to make experiences. Mothers that do not allow these, will never have adult children. And Gaia, as an expression of Sophia, is a very wise mother. So thank you dark, for this lesson, you may now take your seat again. We´ve really enjoyed your show, but life has a few more aspects to itself. You are just a part of all that is.

What you send out comes back to you? Yes and no. When we refuse to answer hate with hate and fear with fear…we become the gamechanger. Team Dark thinks to be in control and invincible. And the reason why they could make eternal free beings their slaves is that everybody believed it, that´s why they worked for darkness at all. When they realize they are not in control and helpless against the power of light, that scares the hell out of them. Team dark runs because it is afraid that when the light wins it would pay them back, that the light would punish them, the same way they have punished the light. But only darkness believes in old testament justice, the light lives in grace.

See, team dark has given all they had, but all they did was to strenghten me. It´s all energy. It now returns to the sender – just a little bit transmuted. They are used to receive hate for sending out hate, that´s an endless self-feeding cycle. But when they receive light in return for darkness, that shows them who the gamechanger is.

And it is a game. There´s no such thing like duality in the heavenly kingdom. Shine your light dear Ones, it will protect you and others in these times of the big change!

I am living a life that is filled with wonders. It really is, they are sometimes happening to me, sometimes happening through me or witnessed by me. Often these wonders have had many little steps of preparing before a huge groundbreaking step could be made, that seems like an unbelievable wonder, coming out of the blue. Literally in this case, as the color of the throat-chakra is blue.

I have been silenced and killed for speaking my truth so very often, like so many of us have been. Experiencing to stay in silence when we should have spoken up, or to have spoken, when we should´ve stay silent. Whatever we did, it always had lead into trauma of some kind.

Exactly one year ago I was told by a guy that I should be more careful with my self-expression, as I´d not be aware of the power of my words. I looked at him and thought that he is not aware, that this power he projected onto me, was also his own and that he silenced me so often in other lifes because he struggeled with his own power and voice. Well, this time he didn´t kill me physically, but took my voice in other ways with much cruelty. We were a perfect match of suppressed self-expression. But it could do me no real harm, as I am using all adversities now as stepping stones and try to transmute all energies. And a lot of it had to do with freeing my throat and taking back my voice.

I have described a few weeks ago in a blogpost, how my creativity had been suppressed in my childhood and how I had started with writing almost 12 years ago. Many things happened to free my throat in these years. Bringing out my first two books the last 5 years, I have had a writers podcast, I´ve been creating this blog a year ago, in a language that I almost not even dared to speak, because of mean mocking about my abilities to express myself in english. In the beginning of 2017 I even started to have little vids on a YouTube-Channel and I recorded two guided meditations into the “Inner Rosegarden”. Recently I had started a german blog about my childhood abuse and speaking about my true self as a Healer of Hearts. I have started to express myself in many ways, but I never dared to sing, as I´ve been unable to hold the tone and have been deeply shamed for that. I had also described in that blogpost how I nevertheless once have sung a song to my daughter when she was a baby and how she had felt the love in my voice and stopped crying and fell asleep.

But still I couldn´t hold a tone and was very shy even when singing a happy birthday together with others when my voice was hardly heared at all. Well, yesterday I went to an online meeting for “Balancing your throat chakra”.

Today I suddenly starting singing. And don´t get me wrong, I´ll not start a new business and I will not become a great singer. But I used my voice naturally, expressing my feelings openly and not feeling ashamed at all. To prove it I have today recorded the song I have been singing to my daughter as a baby. It was created out of two Elvis-Songs, that came to my mind that night 30 years ago, when I had tried to comfort my crying daughter. Today this song, you hear when opening the link: The freeing of the throat-chakra had closed a beautiful circle. I have just changed the lyrics a little bit.

A deeply felt “Thank you” to everyone, that helped me to become free, like a bird in a tree.

My own spiritual journey is an unprogramming of the “normal” point of view. Well, I´ve never been good at normal and have been playing around with points of view all my life. What seemed to be an obstacle, but finally turned out as an advantage. And here we are already at my “unprogramming” point of view on ailments of all kind. All is working for us, my obstacle was an important skill and our illness is showing up for good reasons.

We see illness as the problem. But as a wise fool in a film once said: “The problem isn´t the problem. Your attitude about the problem is the problem.”

Out of my perspective illness is occuring, cause your inner being is looking for balance. Before an ailment is showing up there has been a state of imbalance. The ailment is trying to correct it.

Simple example: When my life is filled with too many things to do and my inner being is stating I need time for making connection to myself instead of answering phone calls and e-mails it regularely is sending me something like a cold. So I´ll stay on my own and do nothing but rest and be in contact with myself and integrate whatever wants to be integrated. My illness is reinstalling balance.

Nothing that is showing up is working against us. This world isn´t created by an enemy, but by the divine, that is love. And deep within we know that. That is the reason why we are shocked when we witness something we concider as negative. A friend of mine is literally feeling attacked when being ill. And the reason for that is that the ailment is contradictory to her inner knowing that the universe is made out of love. So why does she suffer? The answer is, that she already suffered before and the loving universe shows that to her through the sickness, to give her the opportunity to re-create balance again.

Working as a healer I am very aware that all I do is offering the energies, flowing through me to the person I am adressing. I am not their saviour and I cannot fix them. And I never would, as I honour the infinite, divine creator being that I am assisting in their process. I cannot decide when and how they accept the offering. Plus there is nothing wrong with it when they, for whatever reasons, stay ill.

Ailment is often serving us. People get sick for a thousand reasons: to get attention, to have time and space to rest, to not have to “function” in society, to teach their family and friends compassion, to learn being patient, to accept themselves as they are, to find their own inner healer and creator, to learn about unhealthy behaviours etc. Very often people get sick to bring awareness in areas of their lifes where there are blind-spots. Life shows us how we are working against ourselves as it is asking for balance.

One of the most important steps for mankind in general is to become co-creators with life. And that also means to understand we can co-operate with our bodies. Out of this point of view, whenever going to a doctor, pharmacy or healer you are choosing your assistance-team to re-create your balance. And when that is not possible for you at the moment, you may still reach for the highest level of well-being, available at this point. Maybe to not fight against your own body, but to accept that he is looking for balance and working in your highest interest is already lessening suffering and pain a lot. This is a loving and friendly universe and your inner being knows this is how it was meant to be.