<span style='color:blue'>thanks for all the feedbackTash- No worries... take your time, I hope everything's ok

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The next morning I woke up with next to Justin in bed. â€œsh**, sh**, f*** sh**â€ I laughedâ€œYou alright?â€ Justin laughed slightlyâ€œNo, no weâ€¦ oh God, this should not have happened, sh**â€ I said as I dropped my head in my hands and stood up with a sheet wrapped around me as I put my panties and shirt on. After a couple moments of silence he spoke â€œYou wereâ€¦ amazing if that makes you feel any betterâ€ he smiledâ€œSo were youâ€ I smiled, â€œOh God, so were youâ€ I paused and laughed, â€œBut thatâ€™s not the pointâ€â€œFair enoughâ€ he said as he made another cute face, â€œThen what exactly is the point?â€ he laughedI laughed, â€œIâ€¦ weâ€¦ I donâ€™t know. We shouldnâ€™t have done thatâ€â€œOKâ€ he smiled, â€œDid you have an actual reason for jumping to this conclusion orâ€¦?â€I laughed as I threw my head in my hands again as he sat up in the bed, â€œDonâ€™t justâ€¦ donâ€™t smileâ€ I laughedâ€œWhat?â€ he laughedâ€œYou have the most beautiful smile, youâ€™re making this harder just stop,â€ I laughedâ€œOKâ€ he smiled and then put a straight face on, which made him look so unbelievably gorgeousI laughed, â€œOhâ€¦ why do you have to be so damn hot?â€ I asked as I sat down next to him on the bedHe laughed and I even saw him blush a little, â€œOh right, no smilingâ€ he said as he put that sexy look back on his face. I laughed, â€œStopâ€ I said as I pushed him away a littleHe laughed as he put his arm around me and pulled me so I was lying down next to him, â€œDonâ€™t worry,â€ he said, as there was a nock on the door, â€œOh sh**â€ he laughedâ€œNoâ€¦ seeâ€ I laughed as I ran over to the door and looked out the peephole and saw John waiting by the door, â€œsh**â€ I whispered, â€œOne sec John, I just woke upâ€ I screamed out the door, â€œsh**â€ I laughed, â€œOk, you need to hide or somethingâ€â€œHide?â€ he laughed, â€œWhere do you want me to hide?â€â€œI donâ€™t knowâ€ I laughed, â€œSshh,â€ I said as I put a pair of pants on, â€œOk, just stay in here, donâ€™t talk, orâ€¦ moveâ€ I laughed as I closed the door, â€œIâ€™m sorry,â€ I said as I opened it againâ€œDonâ€™t worry about it,â€ he laughed, I smiled as I shut the bedroom door and went to open the door, â€œSorry Johnny, I just woke upâ€â€œItâ€™s fine, how are you feeling?â€â€œIâ€™m goodâ€ I smiledâ€œYou look good, youâ€™re glowingâ€Oh god you have no idea, â€œYeahâ€ I laughed, â€œIâ€™m goodâ€¦ whatâ€™s up?â€â€œYou have to go to some interviews todayâ€â€œOk, what time?â€â€œTwoâ€ he said as I looked at the clock, 11:30â€œOK, cool then let me get readyâ€â€œChrissyâ€™s going to come and do your hairâ€â€œCool, but I need to take a shower and stuffâ€â€œAlright, then call down when youâ€™re ready and Iâ€™ll send her upâ€â€œGreat, thanks Johnnyâ€â€œAlrightâ€ he said as he shut the door and I ran back into the bedroomâ€œOkâ€ I laughed, â€œYou have to leaveâ€¦ nowâ€â€œWhat?â€ he laughedâ€œI have to take a shower and do interviews andâ€¦ theyâ€™re going to come upâ€He laughed, â€œKat you areâ€¦ glowingâ€â€œShut upâ€ I laughed, â€œLeaveâ€â€œDo I have to?â€â€œYesâ€ I laughed, â€œByeâ€ he laughed as he got up and put his clothes on, â€œIâ€™ll call you laterâ€â€œNo you wonâ€™tâ€I laughed, â€œI will, I promiseâ€â€œAlright, Iâ€™m going to hold you to thatâ€ he said as he grabbed onto my hands and kissed them gently, â€œUntil thenâ€ he smiled and kissed my foreheadâ€œUntil thenâ€ I smiled as I walked him to the door, â€œByeâ€â€œByeâ€ he said as he kissed me gently and walked out of the room. Oh God, heâ€™s so beautiful, seriously amazing. And heâ€™s so sweet too, heâ€™s funny, heâ€™s smart, heâ€™s niceâ€¦ ok Kat calm yourself. I should not have done that last nightâ€¦ but it was so amazingâ€¦ and itâ€™s been so longâ€¦ and heâ€™s so amazingâ€¦

I spent the whole day sitting through interviews for radio stations, TV shows, magazines, you name it, and I did it. â€œYou seem to be in a very good mood today Katâ€ Kristen smiled as we made our way back to the hotelâ€œYou act like itâ€™s so out of the ordinaryâ€ I smiled as Kristen laughed and I rolled my eyes. â€œWhatâ€™s for dinner Kat?â€ Jim asked from the front seatâ€œAre you kidding me?â€ I laughed, â€œI donâ€™t care what do you want?â€â€œAre you going out tonight?â€â€œAm I done for the day?â€ I asked and Kristen nodded her head, â€œCoolâ€¦ I think Iâ€™m just going to stay in though, Iâ€™m pretty tiredâ€â€œSo you want some McDonalds?â€â€œYou really want to get me in trouble donâ€™t you?â€ I laughed; he knows Iâ€™m not supposed to eat McDonaldsHe laughed, â€œThen whatcha want?â€â€œNo, now I want McDonalds,â€ I smiled, â€œIf any of yaâ€™ll tell John, I swearâ€¦â€

aww justin has her under his charms i cudn't help but laugh wen she woke up with justin next to her and was like sh** and he wudn't stop smiling awww they seem so sweet together.Ive been so bored today (i stayed home to do cw but after 4 hours ended up just watching mtv and catching up on fics on here ) so thank u 2 all fic writers for keeping me entertained

OMG i was laughin so hard at the whole don't smile thing... i was like ya know the boys looks so sexy when hes serious so why would you tell him to be serious? lol but i'm glad that they hooked up man they are soo cute together aww MORE PLEASE!

After we got dinner we went back to the hotel, â€œGoodnight guysâ€â€œYouâ€™re seriously going to bed at 9 oâ€™clock?â€ Kristen askedI laughed, â€œIâ€™m tired, GOODNIGHT!â€ I went into my room and fell on the bed as I picked up my phoneâ€œHello?â€â€œHelloâ€ I said softly and he laughed, â€œI told you Iâ€™d callâ€â€œYou didâ€ he laughed, â€œWhatâ€™s up?â€â€œNothingâ€ I paused, â€œOK quick questionâ€â€œShootâ€â€œDo you have a girlfriend?â€He laughed, â€œNahâ€â€œOKâ€ I laughed, â€œI just wanted to make sureâ€ he laughed, â€œWell in that caseâ€ I paused, â€œUhâ€¦ what are you doing?â€â€œUhâ€¦ nothing reallyâ€â€œThatâ€™s good causeâ€¦ neither am Iâ€ I laughed, â€œIâ€™m here all alone and Iâ€™m bored andâ€¦ kinda lonely,â€ I laughed He laughed, â€œWhat are you suggesting Ms. Sharp?â€ â€œIâ€™m just sayinâ€™ I meanâ€¦ if your bored and Iâ€™m boredâ€He laughed, â€œAre you begging me to come over?â€â€œBegging?â€ I laughed, â€œIs something I do not doâ€â€œYeah, alrightâ€ he laughedâ€œYou are horrible,â€ I laughedâ€œHorribleâ€¦ is something I am notâ€ he laughed, â€œAight, so I can get out of here in like an hour?â€â€œAn hour? Dayme, boy, in an hour I wonâ€™t be bored anymoreâ€He laughed, â€œGirlâ€ he paused, â€œAlright, 10 minutes and Iâ€™ll be thereâ€â€œWonderfulâ€ I smiled, â€œByeeeâ€â€œByeâ€

10 minutes later, not even there was a nock on the door, â€œHey, quick, hurry upâ€ I said as I opened the door and ran back into the room where I was watching Conan Oâ€™Brien.â€œWhat am I hurrying up for?â€ he laughed as he followed meâ€œShhhâ€ I said not looking away from the screen until it went to a commercial and I looked over at him, â€œWhatâ€™s up?â€He laughed, â€œYou canâ€™t talk when Conanâ€™s on?â€â€œNoâ€ I smiled, â€œHeâ€™s my loverâ€â€œInterestingâ€ he laughedâ€œNo, seriouslyâ€ I said as I looked at him, â€œIâ€™m obsessed, like I canâ€™t do his show or Iâ€™ll jump him, like literally I will jump on top of himâ€ he laughed, â€œYou think Iâ€™m kiddingâ€â€œNoâ€ he laughed, â€œNot at allâ€â€œGood, because Iâ€™m not at allâ€He laughed, â€œThatâ€™s a little weird donâ€™t you think?â€â€œNot at allâ€ I said seriously looking into his eye and he laughed, â€œWhy is it weird?â€â€œConan Oâ€™Brien? Come on Kat, most girls have crushes on like Tom Cruise or Brad Pittâ€â€œConan is in a level far above those twoâ€â€œHeâ€™s like 50â€â€œ41â€ I smiled, â€œIâ€™m 22, itâ€™s not that big of a differenceâ€â€œNoâ€ he laughed, â€œNot at allâ€â€œPlease, if you had the chance to f*** likeâ€¦ Demi Moore youâ€™re telling me you wouldnâ€™t?â€He laughed and then made that cute face, â€œKat the only one I want to f*** right now is youâ€I laughed, â€œThatâ€™s the sweetest thing anyoneâ€™s ever said to meâ€ I said sarcastically as he made that sexy face and kissed me, â€œBut you have to wait till Conanâ€™s overâ€â€œAre you serious?â€â€œYeahâ€ I smiled, â€œItâ€™s almost overâ€â€œOh my Godâ€ he laughed, â€œAlright, whateverâ€I laughed, like he would actually wait, thatâ€™s sweet, kinda sad, but sweet. Like I could ever wait myself after heâ€™s looking so damn sexy. â€œIâ€™m kidding,â€ I said as I pulled him on top of me.

~~ The next night~~

â€œHeyâ€ â€œHelloâ€ I laughed slightly I answered my phone, â€œWhatâ€™s up?â€â€œIâ€™m all aloneâ€ I heard him laugh slightly, â€œBusy?â€â€œUmâ€¦ in an hour?â€â€œIâ€™ll be thereâ€

~~ The next night~~

â€œHello Mr. Timberlakeâ€â€œHello Ms. Sharpâ€ he laughed, â€œWhat can I do for you?â€Oh he knows what he can do for me, I took a deep breath and smiled, â€œSee, hereâ€™s the thing. I just got all this new lingerie from this shoot andâ€¦ I donâ€™t have anyone to try it out forâ€â€œKatâ€¦ if you ever need anybodyâ€ he began as the doorbell rang and he was standing outside of the room with a huge smile covering his face.

~~ The next night~~

â€œTake me now, Iâ€™m hungry for your lovinâ€™â€ I sang when Justin picked up the phone and laughed, â€œShow me howâ€¦ boy you make me feel like I gotta danceâ€He laughed, â€œWhen and where?â€â€œWhenever youâ€™re ready, wherever you wantâ€â€œI can get out of here in an hourâ€â€œIâ€™ll be waitingâ€

~~ The next night~~

â€œHey, howâ€™s it going?â€ Justin askedI laughed, â€œYou always start with the small talk,â€ he laughed, â€œItâ€™s going good, how about you?â€â€œSuperâ€ he laughed, â€œAre you busy?â€I laughed, â€œYou know, Iâ€™ve never had a f*** buddy beforeâ€He laughed, â€œIs that a good thing or a bad thing?â€â€œGood thing, a very good thingâ€ I paused, â€œSo come over?â€â€œIâ€™m on my wayâ€ A little while later he came by, â€œLook at you all dressed upâ€ I smiledâ€œOh yeahâ€ he smiled as he walked past me, then stopped and turned around so he was facing me, â€œYouâ€™re looking mighty fine yourselfâ€ he said making that sexy face as he took off his tie, â€œDid you cut your hair?â€â€œNoâ€ I shook my headâ€œWell it looks niceâ€ he smiled as he walked over to meâ€œThank youâ€ I smiled as I walked over to him and started to unbutton his shirt, â€œHow about we just skip the small talk and get right to the good stuffâ€He laughed slightly and made that sexy half smile, â€œI like the way you thinkâ€ he said as he pulled my shirt over my headâ€œMmm I thought you wouldâ€

â€œSo Kat, what are we?â€ Justin asked before we fell asleepâ€œWhat do you mean?â€ I asked softlyâ€œI mean, is it justâ€¦ purely for the sex or more likeâ€¦â€â€œI donâ€™t knowâ€ I answered, honestly a little nervous about what would come nextâ€œI mean, Iâ€™m not seeing anyone elseâ€â€œYeah, me eitherâ€â€œSoâ€¦ likeâ€¦â€â€œI donâ€™t know, I kinda like the way things are now. I mean without cameras or like people really prying into thingsâ€ I paused and waited for him to say something, anything, â€œYou awake?â€â€œYeah, me tooâ€ he said softly, â€œGoodnight Katâ€â€œNightâ€</span>

The next morning I woke up and Justin was already awake, staring at the ceiling, â€œGood Morningâ€He looked over at me, â€œMorningâ€â€œYou alright?â€â€œYeahâ€ he smiledâ€œYou want breakfast?â€ he nodded his head, â€œOKâ€ I said as I called down to room service, and went back to the bed, â€œAlright, whatâ€™s up?â€â€œHuh?â€â€œSomethingâ€™s wrongâ€ he started to talk but I broke him off, â€œIâ€™m not stupid, what is it?â€â€œNothingâ€ he said as he pulled me closer to himself, â€œHonestly, nothingâ€â€œYouâ€™re lying to meâ€ I paused and he said nothing, â€œWell if somethingâ€™s wrong you can tell me, you know that right?â€â€œIâ€™m fine,â€ he said as he scratched his head and then kissed my forehead as the doorbell rang. I ran over to get the room service when the maid came into the room and I could see her looking around. â€œWeâ€™re all set, thanksâ€â€œOh weâ€™re, like thereâ€™s more than just you? I only brought one pair of silverware, I can get you another oneâ€â€œItâ€™s fine, thank youâ€ I said as I noticed her looking into the bedroom where she could see Justinâ€™s legs sticking off the bed, â€œFINE, thank youâ€â€œSorry maâ€™am, thank youâ€â€œYeah, thank youâ€ I said under my breath as I shut the door. â€œThat lady was way too noseyâ€ I said as I rolled the cart into the bedroom. I walked past the mirror, â€œDamn Justin, I got a big ol hickeyâ€He laughed slightly, â€œA hickey from Timberlake is like a Hallmark cardâ€â€œNo, seriously dudeâ€ I laughedâ€œSo, cover it upâ€â€œItâ€™s going to be a little hard for a Victoria Secret model to cover it up Justinâ€ he laughed, â€œYeah, real funny, how about I put a bigâ€™ol hickey on your face?â€ I laughed as I crawled on top of himHe laughed and pushed me off of him and then pulled me close to him, â€œDo the video?â€â€œWhat?â€â€œOur video, please?â€â€œJustin, Iâ€¦â€â€œPlease, Iâ€™m begging you. Itâ€™s only a couple days, youâ€™ll get to go to LA, weâ€™ll pay you real good, good food, MTVâ€™s gonna be there so youâ€™ll get publicity. Plus youâ€™ll get to spend a couple days with meâ€ he smiled a very dorky smile that made me laugh, â€œPlease?â€â€œI donâ€™t like doing videosâ€â€œI know you donâ€™t but come on Kat, what weâ€™re doing is much worse then anything a little video could doâ€ he smiled and I laughedâ€œHave your people call my peopleâ€ I said as I grabbed a piece of fruitâ€œWill do,â€ he laughed as my cell phone rangâ€œOh, you are an assholeâ€ I laughed, â€œHello?â€â€œHey Katâ€â€œWhatâ€™s up Johnny?â€ I smiled as Justin laughedâ€œNSYNC, they really want you to do their video. Theyâ€™ll fly you out, pay for everythingâ€ he continued, â€œI know you donâ€™t like videos but they really want you to do it, and I think it will be really good publicityâ€¦â€â€œOKâ€â€œTheyâ€™ll evenâ€¦ wait you said ok?â€â€œYeah, what the hellâ€ I smiledâ€œGreat, alright Kat, youâ€™ll leave tomorrow, Iâ€™ll talk to Kristen, sorry if I woke you upâ€â€œNah, no problem, bye Johnnyâ€ I said as I hung up the phone and shook my headHe laughed, â€œWhatâ€™s wrong?â€â€œNothingâ€ I rolled my eyes, â€œSo where are you staying?â€â€œI donâ€™t know but youâ€™ll stay there tooâ€â€œWhen are you leaving?â€â€œI donâ€™t know but youâ€™ll leave then tooâ€ he smiledI laughed, â€œWe are so going to get bustedâ€He laughed, â€œNo we arenâ€™tâ€â€œAlright, we better notâ€ I smiled, â€œ dude, I hate to do this again but Kristenâ€™s going to come upâ€â€œKristen?â€â€œMy assistantâ€â€œOh yeah, rightâ€ he smiled as he got up, â€œAlight, Iâ€™ll see you later thenâ€ he kissed me, â€œThanks for doing the videoâ€â€œAlright, thanks for a wonderful nightâ€ I tried to keep a straight face, but I couldnâ€™t. He winked at me and I laughed, â€œByeâ€ as soon as he left I ran to get changed quickly and cover up the hickey Justin had so graciously left on me. It wasnâ€™t working so I pulled on a t-shirt that covered it up just in time for Kristen to come in, â€œHeyâ€â€œGood morning, so youâ€™re doing the video?â€â€œYupâ€â€œWhy?â€â€œI just figure I need to move on, plus Iâ€™ll get publicityâ€ I smiled as I stuffed a strawberry in my mouth, â€œWhy the hell not?â€â€œVery trueâ€ she smiled as she looked in her notebook, â€œAlright, weâ€™re leaving tonight at 8â€â€œ8 oâ€™clock are you serious?â€ she nodded her head and I laughed, â€œSure as hell better be first class and non stop, I want my damn hot towelâ€ Kristen laughed, â€œYeah first class, non stopâ€â€œThatâ€™s rightâ€ I laughed, â€œSo whatâ€™s the deal with the rest of the day?â€â€œNothing, the rest of the day is freeâ€

I spent the rest of the day just hanging out, which actually felt really good. I went to see my brother for a little bit then we went shopping. Before I knew it it was time to go. I finished packing my bags when Jim came to the door. â€œKit Katâ€I laughed, â€œHey Jungle Jim, we ready?â€â€œWe are readyâ€ he smiled as the people grabbed my bags, â€œLetâ€™s jet girlâ€I laughed as I grabbed my bag, â€œWhereâ€™s Kristen?â€ he laughed, â€œWhat?â€â€œKristen wonâ€™t be joining us on the flightâ€ he laughedâ€œWhy, what happened?â€â€œFunny thingâ€ he laughed, â€œShe was getting everything ready, tripped over her bag, and fell down the stairs, weâ€™re talking rolling down the stairsâ€I laughed, â€œThatâ€™s not funnyâ€â€œOk Kat, if you would have seen it youâ€™d be laughing right now tooâ€ he managed to get out between his fits of hysterical laughterâ€œSo where is she?â€â€œThe hospital, apparently she broke her armâ€ he laughedâ€œWhy are you laughing about that?â€ I laughed, â€œIs she ok?â€â€œYeah, sheâ€™s fineâ€â€œSheâ€™s at the hospital?â€â€œYeah, sheâ€™ll meet us thereâ€ he laughedI laughed, â€œI canâ€™t believe you think this is funny,â€ I said as I reached for my phone and called her quickly, â€œKristen, are you alright?â€â€œYeahâ€ she laughed, â€œFine, just once again suffering from my clumsy waysâ€â€œAwwâ€ I laughed, â€œI would come visit you but I donâ€™t do hospitals, Iâ€™m sorryâ€ I canâ€™t be like even close to a hospital, seriously like ever since I was a kid, I get real weird around hospitals. Probably because the last time I was at a hospital was when I was little. Trust me if you saw the things I saw youâ€™d be scared of hospitals too. â€œYeah, totally donâ€™t worry about me. You have to get on that plane, Iâ€™ll catch up with you tomorrow, have funâ€â€œAlright, bye dear, be carefulâ€ I laughedâ€œI will, have fun,â€ she said and she hung up the phone. Ok I need to send her flowers or something, but thatâ€™s her job to send people things for me. Hahaha ok, I can do this. I called and ordered the flowers to her and Jim grabbed my bags. â€œLetâ€™s go, weâ€™re going to miss the plane,â€ he said as we walked to the van waiting for us, as we made our way downstairs I saw Justin putting his bags on one of those cart things, he looked up and smiled at me and I made a face at him, of course Jim was in front of me and couldnâ€™t see anything. We walked outside to be greeted by a bunch of fans, which still amazes me. We stopped to get dinner to bring on the flight and as we made our way through the airport we were being followed by paparazzi, which I not only donâ€™t understand but also canâ€™t stand, but I keep smiling. We were led into a VIP waiting area where we could wait and not have to be with the normal people when my phone rang, â€œHelloâ€â€œHey Kat, are you at the airport?â€â€œI am Johnnyâ€ I smiledâ€œYou didnâ€™t by any change see this weeks US weekly?â€â€œI didnâ€™tâ€ I paused, here we go, â€œWhat are they saying now?â€â€œThey said that there was a man in your room last nightâ€â€œWhat?â€â€œJust be careful Katâ€â€œWait, youâ€™re telling me you believe that?â€â€œIâ€™m telling you to be carefulâ€â€œAlright, bye Johnnyâ€â€œWaitâ€â€œI have to board dude, what?â€â€œAlright, Iâ€™ll call you when you get inâ€â€œBye dearâ€ I said as we walked on the plane and I saw Justin sitting down, oh here we go, â€œI take it this is my seatâ€ I said to Jimâ€œYupâ€ he smiled, â€œYou want the window?â€â€œNah, Iâ€™ll just sleep on your shoulderâ€ I smiled as he rolled his eyes and moved over, â€œOh hey, nice to see you againâ€ I said as I reached my hand out for Justin to shake, he gave me that smile that makes me just want to jump him right thereâ€œHey, how are you?â€I smiled, â€œIâ€™m JC,â€ he said as he grabbed my handâ€˜Katâ€ I smiledâ€œNice to meet you, thanks for doing the videoâ€â€œOh yeah totally, thanks for asking me to do itâ€ I said as I got introduced to the rest of the NYSNC members. Within an hour that the plane took off everyone was asleep, of course, everyone except me.So, I sat quietly, working on a crossroad puzzle (yeah I know Iâ€™m a dork but it helps my brain stay in tact hahaha) when I heard someone clear their throat and looked over to see Justin with that sexy smile on his face. â€œGood Morningâ€ I whispered with a smile. â€œDonâ€™t you sleep?â€ he whispered through his smile. â€œIâ€™m not tiredâ€â€œToo many other things on your mind huh?â€ he said with that cocky smile on his face, like all I do in my life is think about him.I rolled my eyes, â€œYeah, thatâ€™s itâ€â€œI knew itâ€ he smiled; I shook my head and went back to my puzzle. He cleared his throat and I looked up and he had a piece of paper in his hand outstretched across the aisle. I laughed slightly as he motioned for me to take the note. Wow, weâ€™re back in second grade. I looked at the note and laughed: Meet me in the bathroomâ€¦ check one yes or noâ€¦ with a box next to each one. Seriously back in second grade, I laughed and rolled my eyes, as I crumbled up the paper and went back to my puzzle. A few seconds later he cleared his throat again and I grabbed another note: Please? Everyoneâ€™s asleep theyâ€™ll never know. I laughed and looked back at him, I shook my head and he gave me a puppy dog look which caused me to laugh, this time a little louder, Jim moved, I seriously thought that was it right there, I thought we were busted, but he just shifted a little and went right back to sleep. I crumbled the paper up and threw it at him, but actually hit JC in the face. Hahahaâ€¦ oops! Well that woke him up, and we were both trying so hard not to laugh he must of thought he woke up in some alter universe or that we had painted something on his face or something. He just gave us both a weird look, moved around a little and went back to sleep. I have to admit I was scared, I felt like a little kid playing with my brotherâ€™s enemy, like I was betraying someone. I was afraid we were going to get busted, that everyone would find out if they donâ€™t already know. I donâ€™t even know why I get so nervous about this, about getting â€œcaughtâ€. Iâ€™m not a little kid, Iâ€™m not hanging out with my brotherâ€™s enemy, and Iâ€™m not technically doing anything wrong. I am an adult and I should be able to see anyone I want to, and I am. Technically I am, but last time I had a relationship it ended the way it did, and Iâ€™m not going to go through that again. Iâ€™m also not going to go through all that cameras following me around sh** to see if Iâ€™m with someone, or if the rumors are true. I like things the way they are, with the only 2 people that know about this secret life are the only 2 people involved, Justin and I.</span>

Jusint is looking to join the mile high club but he was *in my best clueless voice* brutally rebuffed! i think that they are smart for keeping it so quite until it has been a lil while- as long as they can play this off as just working together or something then i think they should- although i bet that maid tattled on her!

aghh that stupid maid :rolleyes: noisy yay she agreed to do the video, (o/t im watching a knights tale right now, heath ledger is hot! ) justin writing those notes, check one yes or no, awww that was cute :rolleyes: cant wait for more

D*mn maids...they have to ruin everything don't they And the whole note thing i remember writing notes like that except they weren't about meeting in the bathroom...at least i don't think that they were And shes doing the video....why do i think that there is going to be a love scene between her and Justin? MORE PLEASE

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As soon as we landed we made our way to the awaiting limo they had waiting for meâ€¦. Aww how sweet. We even got our own limo, I mean Jim and I, which I find weird seeing that I was going to the same place as those NSYNC boys but whatever. Many members of the paparazzi greeted us, which was not a surprise, since we were in LA. I smiled and signed autographs to all of them, and then got in the limo and before I knew it we were at the beautiful hotel. These hotels never seize to amaze me. I changed into my pajamas and fell onto the bed. Sure itâ€™s only like 11 here but itâ€™s like 3 in NY, and Iâ€™m still on the right side time. Iâ€™m so tired. I havenâ€™t slept for more than like 4 hours at a time for the past few weeks, and nowâ€™s my chance to sleep, and Iâ€™m tiredâ€¦ but I canâ€™tâ€¦ why? Itâ€™s already 1â€¦ where the hell did it get to be one oâ€™clock? This sucks I have to get up in like 5 hours, which will make this one more of those dumbass nights where I get no sleep. Then the makeup people will b**** at me because theyâ€™re going to have to cover up puffy eyesâ€¦ok. I reached for the phone and dialed the number I know all too well â€œHelloâ€ he answered, he sounded half asleep, sh** I never think before I act, I never think heâ€™s sleepingâ€¦ dumbass â€œHeyâ€ I answered softly â€œKat? Whatâ€™s up?â€ â€œHey, look Iâ€™m sorry I didnâ€™t even think youâ€™d be asleepâ€ I paused, â€œGo back to bed, Iâ€™m sorryâ€ â€œNah, itâ€™s cool I havenâ€™t slept, I canâ€™tâ€ â€œYeah, me eitherâ€ I paused, â€œIt must be these dumbass pillows theyâ€™re too comfortableâ€ he laughed, â€œYeah, that must be itâ€ he paused, â€œSo you want me to come over?â€â€œIf you donâ€™t want tooâ€¦â€â€œNah, itâ€™s coolâ€â€œIâ€™ll leave the door unlockedâ€â€œWhat room?â€â€œ2018â€â€œAlright, byeâ€ I ran up, unlocked the door, and ran back into my bed. Maybe a minute later the door opened and I saw his shadow make his way through the dark room. Without saying a word he fell onto the bed next to me and pulled me so I was lying on his chest. â€œThanksâ€ I said softlyâ€œYupâ€ he said softly as he put his hands through my straight hair and kissed my forehead. And for some reason, I fell right asleep. I woke up the next morning at 6 oâ€™clock when the alarm went off. â€œGood Morningâ€â€œMorningâ€ I said as I stretched, â€œThanks againâ€â€œYup, what time is it?â€â€œ6â€â€œ6? We have to be there at 6â€â€œ7â€â€œI have to be there at 6â€ he laughed, â€œsh**, alright, Iâ€™ll see you thereâ€I laughed, â€œGood luckâ€ he kissed me and left. Probably not even five minutes after he left I heard my door open and in walked Kristenâ€¦ close callâ€œMorning sunshineâ€â€œYeah good morningâ€ I said as I got up and stretched, â€œHowâ€™s the arm?â€â€œEh, been betterâ€ she laughedâ€œYou got here quick,â€â€œI just got inâ€â€œWowâ€ thatâ€™s stupid they made her leave, sheâ€™s been on the plane all night, â€œSo whatâ€™s the plan?â€â€œYou have to be in makeup in a half an hourâ€â€œBreakfast?â€ she threw me a peach, â€œThanksâ€She laughed, â€œAlright, get ready, Iâ€™ll be back in a half an hourâ€ I jumped in the shower and was ready in a few minutes, I put my hair in a messy ponytail and came out just when Kristen came back in my room, â€œIâ€™m readyâ€ I smiled â€œPrefect timingâ€ she said as she handed me a cup of green tea, she treats me so good â€œThank you dearâ€ I smiled as I grabbed my bag and we made our way to the lobby where Big Jim met us, I laughed when I saw him, â€œYou look tired Slim Jimâ€ â€œYou look abnormally wide awake for 7 in the morning Kit Katâ€ he said as he helped me into the limo. We arrived at the sound stage a few minutes later. As soon as I stepped out of the limo I was greeted by MTV cameras, my favorite people in the world (insert eye roll here).â€œHey MTVâ€ I smiled as I walked past them, they of course followed me where I was greeted by a couple hundred people, handing me things, showing me things, leading me somewhere, all I know is a few minutes later I was sitting in a makeup chair with someone working on my hair, someone on my makeup and someone telling me everything that would be going on in the video. Apparently Iâ€™m the two-timingâ€¦ no five timingâ€¦ girl that each of the guys are with. So I pretty much do the same thing five times with slight differences, likeâ€¦ the guy. I walked out of the makeup area and found my way to the stage area where the members of NSYNC greeted me.â€œLook J, even the model is ON TIMEâ€ Chris said when I walked out and they each greeted me with hugs, Justin last. â€œWere you late?â€ I asked, putting those acting skills to test â€œA littleâ€ he smiled, â€œMy alarm was set for the wrong time,â€ he said giving me that lookI laughed and the director led me to the â€œbedroomâ€ area for the first shot. Apparently this scene was the one where I was in bed with each of the guysâ€¦ we are so going to busted, â€œOh yaâ€™ll canâ€™t put me in a bed Iâ€™m gonna fall asleepâ€ I laughed as I took off the robe to reveal the black nighty they had given me, and laid in the bed like I was told.â€œLook at you, looking all sexy, Iâ€™m gonna jump right in that bed with youâ€I laughed as Joey literally jumped in the bed next to me, â€œThis isnâ€™t at all awkward,â€ I said sarcasticallyâ€œYeahâ€ he laughed, â€œThatâ€™s my wife over there, and my little baby girlâ€â€œOh Godâ€ I laughed, â€œIâ€™m sorryâ€ we shot the scene, â€œNEXTâ€ I laughedJustin was next and crawled in the bed, â€œPretty nice in hereâ€ he smiled as he pulled the covers over his head and mine, I pulled it down. â€œAlright Kat, why donâ€™t you get on top of himâ€ the director saidâ€œWhaaat?â€ I laughedâ€œJump on girl!â€ he laughedâ€œThis is so weirdâ€ I laughed, â€œI thought this would just be an innocent video,â€ I laughed as I crawled on top of Justin like I was toldâ€œYou act like weâ€™ve never been in this position beforeâ€ Justin whisperedI laughed, â€œShut up, we are so going to get busted,â€ I whispered backâ€œWeâ€™re goodâ€ he smiled that smile that made it so hard not to just kiss him right there, but then I quickly remembered that everyone was there and that thought went away.</span>

<span style='color:blue'>thanks for the feedback Here's some more tell me whatcha think

19

We made it through the first day of filming without anyone suspecting anything, weâ€™re good. Maybe Iâ€™m a better actress than I thought. That night Justin came over, the next day we finished the shoot, and that night he came over again. The next day we went looking for a house. We as in me, Kristen, and Jim, not we as in Justin and I â€¦ oh God that would be bad. Anyway, the second house we looked at I fell in love with, and put a down payment on it that day. I guess Iâ€™m a bit of a compulsive shopper, but the house is beautiful, empty, but beautiful nonetheless. Oh but I went to work. I had so much fun shopping and finding stuff for it; Iâ€™m a model so I have a fashion sense and the place looked beautiful. (Ok Iâ€™m being sarcastic; please donâ€™t think Iâ€™m serious) No but seriously, it was coming along quite well if I do say so myself. The first night I moved in was so exciting, but I was all by myself and we couldnâ€™t have that, â€œHeyâ€â€œWhatâ€™s up?â€ Justin askedâ€œI want you to see my houseâ€â€œI want to see your houseâ€I laughed, â€œThen come over?â€â€œAlrightâ€ About 20 minutes to a half an hour later he rang my doorbell. Clearly he got lost he lives 10 minutes away, but heâ€™d never admit it so I just let it slide. I gave him the tour of the whole house, he said he loves it, of course he loves it, itâ€™s f***ing beautiful. The tour conveniently ended in my bedroom, God I feel like such a bad person; I think Iâ€™m addicted. Itâ€™s like that Britney Spears song, â€œWith a taste of your lips, I'm on a ride, You're toxic I'm slipping under With a taste of poison paradise, Iâ€™m addicted to youâ€. I know it sounds really lame, but seriously if you were put in the same position, youâ€™d do the same. You may say you wouldnâ€™t but you wouldâ€¦ trust me. I donâ€™t usually do this, like heâ€™s the first, not the first but like the first I havenâ€™t like been dating. Itâ€™s confusing but just trust me when I say youâ€™d do the same.The next morning we both had places to be. Itâ€™s really weird itâ€™s like weâ€™re living this secret life. Like at night, in the darkness, in the shadows I know himâ€¦ very well but during the day, in the sunlight, I have to pretend that I donâ€™t know him, Iâ€™ve just met him a couple times. But itâ€™s kinda good this way; no actually itâ€™s very good this way.

A few days later I was at a fitting for the runway show that Saturday when I heard he had been nominated for a Grammy, ok not A Grammy but like 3. Thatâ€™s so awesome, like seriously, a Grammy? As soon as I left I called him, â€œHey, whatâ€™s up?â€â€œHey, not too muchâ€ heâ€™s so cute and modest, like heâ€™s not even going to tell me. Hummâ€¦ I think Iâ€™ll roll with it, â€œWhat about you?â€â€œYeah, not a lot. Can I come over tonight?â€â€œYeahâ€ he laughed slightly, and I could almost see that smile on his face, â€œUhâ€¦ like 10?â€â€œIâ€™ll be thereâ€ I smiled, â€œCanâ€™t wait,â€ I laughed slightlyâ€œYeah, me neitherâ€ he laughed, â€œByeâ€â€œByeâ€ I hung up the phone, stopped at the market and got to work. Ok soâ€¦ Iâ€™m going to make him a cake what do I need? OK, a panâ€¦ oh hell yeah Funfetti and frosting, yeah oh look the sprinkles, ok this is going to be a good cake. I made my way to the check out, â€œAre you Kat Sharp?â€ sh**â€œYeahâ€ I laughedâ€œDonâ€™t you have to like watch your figure?â€â€œYeahâ€ I laughed, this girlâ€™s funny, â€œItâ€™s not for meâ€â€œOh okâ€ she smiled slightly, â€œComes to 25.48â€â€œThanksâ€ I said as I handed her my credit cardShe handed me the receipt to sign, â€œDo you think you could sign a different thing for me too?â€I looked up at her and smiled, â€œYeah dude, of courseâ€ and signed my name, â€œAlright well thanksâ€I got in my car and laughed a very lotâ€¦ watching my figureâ€¦ I probably should be doing that, especially when I have to walk down a runway in panties in like 3 daysâ€¦ but itâ€™s not for me itâ€™s for him, I wonâ€™t eat any. Yeah, that lasted about 2 minutes, especially when I had all that batter in front of me, just begging me to eat it. Surprisingly there was enough batter to make the cake, even after I got done with it. The cake sure looked yummy, and judging by the batter it was yummy. I frosted it and ate half of the frosting; Iâ€™m really surprised there was enough to frost it. I spent the rest of the night getting ready and before I knew it I was on my way to his house. He left the door open, something he always does because cameras know where he lives and sometimes they just hang out there all night. Itâ€™s quite sad but weâ€™ve learned to move quickly. â€œHey, Iâ€™m in hereâ€ I heard him yell from the living roomâ€œOk, cool give me a minuteâ€â€œWhat you need a minute for?â€â€œNothing, just chill dudeâ€ I laughed â€œI am chilling,â€ he laughed. I changed my shoes into a pair of stilettos because uhâ€¦ I have to wear them for the show and I want to practice walking in themâ€¦ yeah thatâ€™s it. Then I took off my clothes so I was wearing that pair of sexy lingerie because uhâ€¦ once again, practice. I fixed my hair in the reflection in the microwave and took a deep breath. I grabbed the cake and made my way into the living room where I saw him sitting on the couch watching TV, â€œLook at youâ€ he smiledI smiled, â€œHappy Grammy nomination to you, happy Grammy nomination to you, happy Grammy nomination to Justin, happy Grammy nomination to youâ€â€œThank youâ€ he smiledI smiled and sat down on his lap, straddling his waist. I dipped my finger in the frosting and licked it off, â€œItâ€™s good tooâ€ I smiledâ€œIs it?â€ he smiled as I did the same and he licked it off my finger, he smiled, â€œYes, itâ€™s very goodâ€â€œI made it myselfâ€ â€œDid you?â€ he asked and I nodded my head and grabbed a forkful and fed him, â€œWonderfulâ€ he grabbed the fork from my hand and fed meâ€œIt is goodâ€â€œAnd itâ€™s Funfetti, which gives you bonus points right thereâ€ he laughedI smiled, â€œIâ€™m glad you could appreciate itâ€â€œOf courseâ€â€œYou look hotâ€â€œI amâ€â€œWhy donâ€™t we take care of that?â€ I smiled as I pulled his shirt over his head and â€˜accidentallyâ€™ put some frosting on his chest, â€œOh noâ€ I started sarcastically, â€œNow what are we going to do?â€He laughed, â€œI have no ideaâ€ I smiled and licked it off his chest, â€œWell that solved that problem didnâ€™t it?â€ I laughed and nodded my head, â€œWell Iâ€™m going to bed, would you like to join me?â€â€œUmâ€ I bit my bottom lip, â€œNot reallyâ€He laughed and picked me up, â€œShut the hell upâ€ he said as he carried me into his bedroom and dropped me on his bed. He lay down next to me and I crawled on top of him and started to unbutton his belt, â€œI thought you didnâ€™t want to stayâ€â€œI donâ€™t but since youâ€™re making me I might as well make the best out of itâ€He let out a quick chuckle and then turned me over so he was lying on top of me.

â€œCome to the Grammyâ€™s with me?â€â€œWhat? Justin I canâ€™t go to the store with you, I canâ€™t go to the Grammyâ€™s with youâ€â€œI knowâ€ he paused, â€œBut I had to ask, Iâ€™d be pissed if I never asked and there was the slight chance that you would have said yesâ€Oh God. â€œItâ€™s not that I donâ€™t want to go, itâ€™s justâ€¦â€He broke in, â€œI know, itâ€™s coolâ€ he paused, â€œWill you at least go? Please?â€â€œYeah, Iâ€™ll tryâ€â€œReally hard, try really hardâ€I laughed, â€œOK</span>

i liked that chapter a lot. shame about the 'accidental' spilling, i think i would have done that too because im... a clutz , thats it, because im a clutz and not because i would very much like to lick several different areas of justin.

â€œHeyâ€ I said that Saturday night. I had just finished the fashion show and managed to sneak out of the parties earlyâ€œWonderful jobâ€ he smiled and handed me a bouquet of rosesâ€œOh, thank youâ€ I smiled as I grabbed the flowers and tried to take my stilettos off, â€œTheyâ€™re beautifulâ€â€œJust like youâ€I laughed and sat down on the couch next to him, â€œYou werenâ€™t there were you?â€â€œNo, but I was watching on TV and cheering you onâ€I laughed, â€œDid you see me almost trip?â€â€œNahâ€ he laughed, â€œIt wasnâ€™t too noticeableâ€â€œYeah alrightâ€ I smiled and yawned, â€œI am beatâ€â€œReady for bed?â€ I nodded my head, â€œLetâ€™s goâ€â€œMy feet dudeâ€ I said as I limped through the hallway, â€œNo person should ever have to wear those shoes for more then 15 minutes at a timeâ€He laughed and picked me up, â€œBetter princess?â€I smiled, â€œThank youâ€He nodded his head and kissed my forehead as he laid me gently on his bed, â€œSo how tired are you?â€â€œNot too tiredâ€ I smiledâ€œOk goodâ€ he laughed as he pulled his shirt over his head.

â€œGoodnightâ€ I said as he pulled me closer to himselfâ€œGoodnightâ€ he kissed my forehead, â€œKat umâ€¦â€â€œYeah?â€â€œI love youâ€â€œWhat? No. No you donâ€™t. Weâ€™re just friendsâ€â€œCome on Kat friends? Friends donâ€™t need each other to fall asleep at night. Friendâ€™s donâ€™t change their plans so they can be in the same city as the other friend, friendâ€™s donâ€™t make each other cakes for little things and leave parties early so they can spend time with each other. They donâ€™t take them to places where theyâ€™ve never shown anyone beforeâ€â€œYes they doâ€ I paused, sh**â€¦ â€œJustin you donâ€™t even know me, you canâ€™t be in love with meâ€â€œHow can you say I donâ€™t know you? What donâ€™t I know about you?â€â€œOh my Godâ€ I said as I threw my head in my handsâ€œNo Kat, Iâ€™ll tell you what I do know. I know about the way you grew up and I know the way you bite your bottom lip when you get nervous and I know the sounds you make when Iâ€™m touching you in the right places and the way your eyes go back when I hit your spot and the way your lip goes up when youâ€™re thinking about somethingâ€¦â€â€œOk so you know a couple things but thatâ€™s not all there is to meâ€â€œYeah, well of course not. Thereâ€™s the way you hate your job and want to go back to school but youâ€™re afraid you couldnâ€™t support everyone that you do. And how you donâ€™t realize what a difference youâ€™re making but youâ€™re really making a huge one. And the way youâ€™re so modest and donâ€™t understand why anyone is such a big fan of youâ€¦â€â€œYeah, and the way my mom died when I was 8 and the way I found my father dead on the kitchen floor when I was 13. And the way I got f***ing shipped across the country to f***ing foster homes where I got f***ing scraps of f***ing bread for dinner if I was luckyâ€ I paused and wiped my eyes, why am I doing this? â€œYou donâ€™t know me Justin thereâ€™s a lot you donâ€™t know. Donâ€™t f***ing pretend you do cause you donâ€™tâ€ I paused, â€œMaybe I should just goâ€â€œNo, donâ€™t leave Iâ€™m sorryâ€ he paused, â€œI think itâ€™s just the alcohol talking, Iâ€™m sorry Katâ€â€œCan we just go to sleep please?â€â€œYeah, yeah sorryâ€ he said and that was all either of us said for the rest of the night. Neither of us slept either, well I know I didnâ€™t and by the sound of him tousling and turning neither did he. I woke up after maybe an hour of sleep and started to put my clothes on, â€œLeaving so early?â€â€œYeah, I gotta get back and pack and stuffâ€â€œFor what?â€â€œNew Yorkâ€â€œYouâ€™re going to NY?â€â€œYeah, didnâ€™t I tell you?â€ I asked and he shook his head, â€œOh well yeah, for a couple daysâ€â€œAlrightâ€ he paused and sat up, â€œAre we cool?â€I swallowed hard and bit my bottom lip then quickly stopped when I realized what I was doing, and he realized it too and kind of threw his head back, â€œYeah, cool. I justâ€¦ Iâ€™m going to be in NY for a couple days so Iâ€™ll call you when I get back or somethingâ€â€œAlright yeah, call meâ€ he said as he got out of bed and wrapped the sheet around his waist, â€œYou need help or anything?â€â€œNo, Iâ€™m goodâ€ â€œAlrightâ€¦ thanks for coming overâ€I nodded my head, â€œYeah, see ya laterâ€ Awkwardâ€¦ oh my God what a disaster. I never think things through; this was not supposed to happen. It was the first time he didnâ€™t walk me to the door and the first time I didnâ€™t get a kiss before I left.

OH MY GOODNESS! This can't be happening! Kat you love him gosh darn it now admi it! He told you and we all know that you love him too! ahh why does love have to be so complicated?!?! This can't be happening they are perfect! I NEED MORE! and i'm not asking i'm sayin!

Oh no Kat you didn't need to knock justin back like that, he said he loves you and after all he knows what you have been through, do you seriously think he would just say it?She has to tell him how she really feelsupdate soon