I’ve been a mess lately. I know it’s not your problem to deal with, but I don’t know, it would be nice to talk to you about it. I haven’t talked to her in a few weeks, we both agreed we need space because it’s impossible to talk to her without her bringing up feelings

I am waiting for a call or e-mail or letter that says you’re sorry and you want me back. I am waiting for you to show up at my door. It will NEVER happen. Silence of 1.25 years and still I wait for no reason. Why am I waiting? I realize now I will never

is because I love you and I miss you. Its been a while since I last messaged you so I decided to break my silence. If it makes you feel any better the truth is I havent messaged any of my friends either. But today I decided to message you because I really miss you

It’s 12:38 AM and my insomnia is running circles and I’m tossing and turning, one leg in the sheets and one leg out. I’m trying to close my eyes and pretend that you don’t exist but your smile and your laugh and the way you make me feel is destroying my brain and my toxic

I feel sick. It’s hard enough to picture you with her. You should be with her. But someone else? Another someone else? Damn it! I wasn’t supposed to fall in love. But I did, a really long time ago. And my fucking stomach dropped hearing that she’s ready to persue something open. It is so