bang bang you are dead!!!!

Trevor:[Shown on the videotape]When I am gone, you will all have this to ponder and maybe realize whyI did what I did. A little push in front of other kids is a very bigdeal, particularly when you know it's gonna happen to you every singleday, every single day, every single day, you are almost relieved whenit actually happens. You are always waiting, waiting for the nextattack. They don't just hurt kids, they make you hurt yourself. I canttake two more years of this, and the more they call me the mad bomber,the more they are scaring themselves. They dont know what am capableof, they dont know what I can do, and then there's the sanctuary ofhome sweet home. So, the play, yes Mr. do-gooder, why does he evenbother? Doesn't he know its already too late? Sometimes I see the waythings could've been, I just wish I could be the person she thinks Iam. Kids can be the most ruthless people in the world. They can just besupernaturally cruel. You've got to be a man! Be a man! BE A MAN!Sometimes you just wanna cry. Sometimes hate is the only real thing inthe world. You can stop loving someone, but hate seems to go onforever. People respect hate. It speaks, it vibrates. Some people don'teven need a gun to hurt you. They use words or laughter. They enjoywatching you bleed to death. They get off watching you fighting backthe tears, getting a lump in your throat, blushing, wanting to cry, andthey give you a name: Trashcan, pizzaface, loser, faggot, loser,weirdo, spaz, retard. You know the name does something to you. Itchanges who you are, it alters your molecules and one day you wake upand you look in the mirror and you don't recognize yourself anymore,because you believe them. They win you lose. You wanna cry, pleaseleave me alone, but nobody listens, because nobody cares, because youdon't have a name anymore because they took it away, and then one daythey say that name and you hear something go snap. You realize what yougotta do, you gotta take back your name and you've gotta do it in frontof the whole school because that's where they took your name away fromyou. You gotta do it so every kid will remember. This is about justiceand after a while you can only think of one way: Jonesboro,Springfield, Paducah, Columbine, a gun, a bomb, instant justice,Ba-bang! But what a rush when they roll out that yellow tape, miles andmiles of yellow tape. They won't have enough when I'm finished. So whenthese hallways are flooded with rivers of blood, when these hallwaysare choked with their corpses in body bags you all say oh what atragedy, oh what a tragedy, but possibly after viewing my tapes, youwont be so quick to judge. Maybe that's why I was put in this earth. Soconsider this my last will and testament.

"They use words or laughter. They enjoywatching you bleed to death. They get off watching you fighting backthe tears, getting a lump in your throat, blushing, wanting to cry, andthey give you a name: Trashcan, pizzaface, loser, faggot, loser,weirdo, spaz, retard. You know the name does something to you. Itchanges who you are, it alters your molecules and one day you wake upand you look in the mirror and you don't recognize yourself anymore,because you believe them. They win you lose. You wanna cry, pleaseleave me alone, but nobody listens, because nobody cares, because youdon't have a name anymore because they took it away, and then one daythey say that name and you hear something go snap. You realize what yougotta do, you gotta take back your name and you've gotta do it in frontof the whole school because that's where they took your name away fromyou. You gotta do it so every kid will remember." ... Jesus ... ai lov this muvi... I was Cry with that video... All the viewpoints... I give it... 10 stars...