Iam a38 year woman have 3 children a loving partner and am getting marrid in June. So i should be so happt and iam, but theres just so many emotions going on . I have been in the mental health system for 19 years. ive had councilling, different drugs percribed, aleagl drin...

the more I realize wow my moods are sooooo unstable!
like this morning I was on top of the world. feeling great. now im like meh.
what puzzles me is how the right amount and kind of attention can affect those mood swings. if I can get it then im great. if its taken away then...

My mood would change if something good happens and i feel good and excited for a while and then it will go black when i start noticing how um i am to believe in this happiness and think other good things will happen. and when i am feeling bad i blame myself for being this way and...

feeling pretty positive a couple of laughs.. literally just got home gone into my room and burst into tears...
This sucks, it could end up killing me. Often when I'm driving I get a random urge to put my foot down and drive into something.. this isn't healthy.
Sometimes I find...

Lately, I've been having really bad mood swings, and have lots of difficulty trying to keep my composure. Especially in public. My foul mood has been on for a week now. I don't know why, but I've been swearing much more too. And I've began cutting myself again.
I get irritated...

I hate my mood swings! One minute I'll be perfectly happy, the next minute, for little or no reson, I'll be a moody, irritable *****! I hate myself for being like that. I wish I could be different. I just can't help it! I try counting to ten but that doesn't work. I just fly of...

Most of the time I am sad, but there are times when I feel really good and energetic. Like I had some great stimulant. I wake up groggy every day and it takes me a long time to wake up. My mood can go from very bad to very good in 30 minutes.

i have been having very bad mood swings since i lost my son Aiden 2-10-13 due to preterm labor. I keep getting mad easily and then sometimes i just sit and cry then Im happy as ****. I think its my depression but i dont know. i get mad at my mom and my boyfriend i dont mean to...

I dont know why, one min i could be happy as can be and the next i could be compleatly sad. I dont know why and it ****** me off a lot. Sometimes its becouse of something i think of or something that happins. Other times it cand just creap up on me for no perticular reason. Is...

who i am i just was to disappear forever i just want to leave everything inside my head its just screaming i breakdown and quietly cry at least once a day and it always ends up with me being completely ******* empty. i just want to cut so ******* badly but it doesnt even matter...

and they are not fun at all. One minute i can be perfectly fine, the next i am ready to pretty much throw myself at the next car driving by. My stomach and body is aching from all the feelings i am holding inside, but i simply don't know where they are coming from, this sudden...

A wave so high that pulls you down so low
somewhere in between you lose your hope
You try and fight it but the rides too strong
the wrong feels right and the right seems wrong
It’s so intimidating; not knowing what comes next
each time it feels new even though you’re...

One moment I feel strong, like I can do anything. And then the next moment I feel depressed. I feel like dying. I feel very weak and I want to disappear. And then I feel good again and happy and okay.But I never feel really energetic of something like that.The mood swings, they...

I've been seeing a psychiatrist and therapist as well as taking Paxil for about a year and a half now. The reason for that is I've been lonely and depressed because I didn't really have any friends. I've also been anxious and developed gastritis as a result.
Now I feel fine...

I'm so sorry that my girlfriend has to suffer from this all the time. Every second week I tell her "Darling, I don't love you at this moment... just wait till the depression is gone, then I'll love you again" - and that always happens like it. I love her again when the...

I get in such bad moods sometimes that I can barely stand to be around my own self! When I get like this it's like I cannot stand to be in my own skin. I take it out on my husband or my kids. It's like everything is someone else's fault when the fault is me! Then when I try to...

I am a nice, kind, caring person who for unknown reasons will freak out and throw temper tanrums. I have gotten a handle on it more the older I getBut still have my moments. I have told everyone I care about that I am sorry if it happens and that it means Im nutz at the moment...

The medication helps but still they brake through sometimes, The depression especially. i've been known to sleep for days sometimes. My manic fazes have subsided for the most part which is good I guess. At first I really missed those highs but now I recognize the bizzar behaivor...

Someone says a small comment and I want to rip their neck out with my teeth. I have absolutely no way of releasing my anger. I've never acted in thoughts or feelings and just store it up. What can I do to release it?

these mood swings. I mean, my bipolar is frustrating. I wish there was a way of controlling it, but I have no control over it. Well, I do, but it's difficult. It's been getting worse because of a reason I would rather not share publicly. It's just really irritating. I want it to...

My mood swings are terrible. I dont even realize that they are happening normally until it is too late. Lately though-say the past 6 months or so- I have been getting better at feeling th mood change and trying to control it. I think it is nearly impossible to...

Beaming my head out of a condescending burrow, I noticed a little dribble on my nose. I looked cross eyed to see its inhabitants on the surface of me nose. Bench pressing a studious monk is a huge outrage to the nation of Burkina Faso for all we know throwing a lemon in a fire...

Ten minutes ago, I felt depression creeping in.Now I'm feeling rather happy.what's wrong with me??I think my mood swings get crazy when I am denying a great feeling of some unwanted emotion inside,so my heart/whatever it is that protects my feelings, just covers it all up with a...

It's not only my mood. Everything changes. My opinion uses to change every day. I hate it. I don't feel like there's a "Me". There are just a thousand opinions that don't fit together, and it makes me sad, not to be able to know who you are. I want to have my...

like i just want to ******* blow up & cry & then just laugh. I've been feeling suicidal, but i haven't been wanting to go back to the hospital for the 3rd time in 6 months. I've been hospitalized 2 within a time period of less than six months in between. But, hospitals can't...