I'm with you, I came into this season fully planning on not watching any games and hearing about how awful they are and being okay with it because they had 4 picks.. knowing they'd probably do alright in the draft.. instead I got myself into a fantasy basketball league, started watching games, started watching the Suns and being impressed by their toughness and excitability that I want them to keep going hard and win... I'm lost in my own wants.