a couple of my poems i just wrote just now

* sorry for this one if its not as good as the other ones. im just really distracted at the moment.
~ MY THOUGHTS
he grabs the razor
and places it in his hands
getting ready
to go to that faraway land
and many thoughts
running through his head
and all he wants
is to be dead
he puts it to his wrists
watches as his blood flows red
he sits and cries
all alone on his bed
now he relizes that
his fate has been sealed
he just wishes
that he could be healed
now everythings is becoming dark
as he relizes that its to late
for death has left its mark
and he's doomed his own fate
now as the time passes by
all he does is sit there and lye
for his last words were
"goodbye cruel world goodbye"

Depression hurts
inside and out.
On the inside your heart tears
And it starts to bleed,
You feel the pain
And you have the need.
Outside you drag the knife
Accross bare flesh,
You feel the relief
But the scars are sketched.
Back inside you cry
Because the marks will remain,
But you're also calm now
and feel no pain.
Depression hurts
No matter what
Depression follows
Even after the cuts.
Depression may go,
but the memories will stay forever.

A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul,
and travels through every pore of your Heart.
A depression so large it encompasses every bit
of your Reality,
and leaves Reality a cloudy memory.
A depression so dense it compresses every will
you once had,
and bows you down to accept it as it's own.
A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece,
and consumes each piece day by day.
A depression so truly disheartening,
and leaves you no other emotions.
A depression so dangerous,
it slaughters,
everything,
inside,
of you.

Depression in so many
It's always so sad to see
The numbers are uncanny
Just take a look at me
So many in pain unseen
As depression numbers rise
Sometimes life can be so mean
Just look into my eyes
Afraid to go home
Don't know how to deal
You're feeling so alone
This is how I feel

Some days I just wish
That I could run and hide
No matter where I go
It seems like the only way out is suicide
My life doesn’t seem worth it
All of this pain and suffering
I don’t want to be here anymore
The only way out is suicide
Nobody can help me
I can’t fix myself
Nobody knows the real me
The only way out is suicide
I put on this persona
Of a happy person
When I am actually miserable
The only way out is suicide
All I have ever wanted
Is to be loved and accepted
But you don’t love and accept me
The only way out is suicide
I hate you
Look what you did to me
You killed my spirit, you broke my heart
Because of you, I am empty inside