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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

A really bad dream

I had this wierd dream yesterday...

Warning, may be offensive...18SX,SG,SP,SS,NO S, PMS

(describing the dream)

It was a normal day in My grandmother's house in Ipoh, My whole family was there and so was this girl. I don't know what, how, who but that girl apparently was my girlfriend. So ok, she was like changing in the room, yada yada yada... Then we were like talking. So suddenly she told me she slept with another guy up Genting. I was like asking, WHO? WHO? WHO THE FEACES IS THE BUGGER? she then said it's a caucasion guy.. but for no reason, she also said he was from Melaka. I was so sad, so angry, so hurt, i began losing control as if I were turning into the hulk. I started smashing things, throwing things around the house. Then she was like crying, but i was even worst. after that.. i woke up....sweating, tears, and a heavy heart...

Friday, May 26, 2006

Encouragements help

When a person does something or created something..What you can give is a little encouragement, tell him or her that he has done a good job, keep up the good work, or you have the potential...This sort of encouragement is what keeps a person pumped up to achieve more.

Don't say things like, "Ah, not so good, should be like this", "like this better", "change this thing"....You only make the person feel more discourage...

Monday, May 22, 2006

Accusations before listening to explanations

I have a knee injury which I would consider it as an OLD injury. Each time I play any sports, which involved lots of movements from my legs, I tend to have slight pain on my knee. I am also currently having pains on my right foot.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

Youth Camp final day

fuh, I took that shot!!! it's 10 times better than this shot...

I just don't get it, how come the government would not censored anything from The Da Vinci Code but yet...they would ban the movie Prince of Egypt. I find the censorship board very very unreasonable...Oi, censorship! ban davinci la...sheesh...

Board not censoring movie

By ZACK YUSOF

KUALA LUMPUR: Malaysians will get to watch the The Da Vinci Code movie in its entirety.The Censorship Board has passed the movie with an 18PL (excessive politics, sex and violence) rating. Directed by Ron Howard and starring Tom Hanks, the movie opens for general screening in cinemas nationwide today.“We are very happy that cinema-goers can enjoy the movie as it is meant to be seen,” said Anna Ng, general manager of Buena Vista Columbia TriStar Films (M) Sdn Bhd, the film’s local distributor.In Singapore, The Da Vinci Code carries a mature content advisory with children under 16 years prohibited from viewing while in the Philippines where more than 80% of the 85.2 million population are Roman Catholics, a senior bishop has called for the movie to be banned.The Da Vinci Code, based on author Dan Brown’s bestseller, challenges traditional teachings about the life of Jesus by suggesting that he married his follower Mary Magdalene and fathered a child.The book’s fictitious storyline of mystery and murder focuses on a clandestine plot by the Opus Dei – a real-life conservative Catholic group – to conceal the truth about Jesus’ bloodline.In spite of the controversy surrounding the release of the film in the region, its local distributor here is confident of healthy box office returns.“This May period is very competitive in terms of movie releases. We believe The Da Vinci Code will do well at the box-office,” Ng said.

First and foremost, Happy Blessed Belated Birthday (HBBB) to our dear uncle Mick Chan who is up.. I mean down south at the land of kiwis or New Zealanders... Hope you are enjoying you BIG TWO OL....big number you know!

Anyway, back to topic...

Woke up at 5:30am.This time I have no idea why I woke up THAT early! had another round of prayer meeting, but there were only 5 of us campers there... the 2 camp commanders, 2 elders 1 old man...(you know who is who)After that, devotion, breakfast and sunday service!I.... played the guitar for Dewgem who led the worship. Then the speaker came...oops that's back in KL, Dewgem I mean did the session too = )Lunch at 12pm (I think) and then homeward bound...

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Youth Camp day 2

Today celebrated Esther's birthday. I have no idea how old she is. I apologise though for not attending the Lunch celebration, but I managed to stay back to have the lovely Mango Delight.God bless Esther...Scroll to the bottom to see the picture...

Saturday 13th May

Woke up at 6am. The weather was super duper refreshing. Usually I won't wake up that early for anything, but the weather was soo inviting. Brushed teeth, changed and headed to the canteen with fellow campers to pray for good weather, and guess what? it worked!?!? Don't pray pray play play when it comes to play play pray pray!

After morning prayers, had devotions, fastbreak breakfast and next session. After that it was team cook! Char Siew won that round not because of looks but because of quality. SO let that be a lesson to all, PRESENTATION does not ALWAYS mean GOOD, check it's QUALITY too...

After that it was Stream Trotting. The whole bunch of us campers were to brave through raging waters, climb steep rocks to reach the waterfall. It was an unforgettable experience! Most of us had the privilage to enjoy the cool water, the bruises, the cuts and best of all blood sucking vampires leeches! It took us 10-15 minutes to reach the starting point of stream trotting and another 2 hours of walking on water going through the streams to reach the destination. After 10-30 minutes of rest and relaxation up the waterfall, we had to go back to the campsite and it took us another 30minutes or less I guess to go back.

We had BBQ for dinner- Chicken wings, chicken thighs, hot dogs, buns, fried rice, intant noodles, watermelon....yummy!Why instant noodles when we have so much food? hmm.....

Another Session after the dinner. We also had our own version of "who's line is it anyway", Char Siew won that round again. Darn, that makes 2 for Charsiew, 1 for Red Bean, 0 for Kaya... Oh before that we had another game, uncode the message to guess the christmas songs... darn it charsiew won again... which means, 3 for chars , 1 for reds, 0 for kayas...Neh, the points doesn't matter...we're all winners =)Dorm moments, lights out....

Note: Pictures will be posted up soon.

My second Birthday Presents

You can never buy this outside...Thanks so much for taking your time to make thatThough I can't repay you with the same thing...This present was specially HANDMADE by Suzanne!I'm really sure you took alot of time making it=)

Thanks also to the Youths, Adrian & Nicholas for those messages.

Happy how old Birthday to you, Esther ShimGod Bless and thanks for making my internship at Next Media a wonderful experience!

Advice of the day:: If you want to end your life, the slowest way is to start smoking ::

It's been 2 days now since I came back from Youth Camp and boy I missed it soo much. Let's see if I can recap what happened during the 3 days 2 nights camp...

Friday 12th May

(* names changed to make it interesting)

Woke up at around 8:30am, bath, did some last minute checking to see if I left out anything. After that I left house at 9:30am to pick up suzanne, pumped petrol and headed back home to play Kingdom Hearts. I actually played until I past the meeting time, so when Lordson smsed me I hurried to church. After that , we waited for few more campers before starting our journey up north? south? east? west? We went in 4 cars - The Van, The Proton , The Bond car, and the airplane airtrek. Female campers sat in The Van, Bond* family sat in the Bond car, handsome married man and big macho chef in The Proton while I drove the Airplane Airtrek with Suzanne, Lordson, Mr Ean.J and Eugene.

We were actually behind schedule due to some minor problem. At around 1pm or so, Mr Bond told us to take a loo break before heading to Bidor for Lunch. Apparently he said the loos there are too looney tooney dirtey. Oh, and we saw a bunch of boy scouts army dudes too.We reached Bidor and Mr Bond being the Bond he is, treated us to a yummylicious super duper noodles for lunch, seems that the restaurant was famous for some duck noodles, but I ordered One Ton BBQ Swine Noodles instead. Though I was glad the lunch was free, but somehow I feel we should pay for ourselves, oh well... Thanks Mr Bond!

Reached our destination SUFES at around 3pm. We unloaded our things, checked into our dorms and cabins and changed into our war clothes.

It seems there was a war going on, I can't believe it. There were bullets flying around, sounds of people screaming... Thankfully there were these UN people there, they were the Peacekeepers of the war.let's see.... 3 nations waging war against each other. They were The Char Siews, The Red Beans and The Kaya. Before war commence, we were to establish our base and our flags are to be kept safe from enemy. Then, seconds before the war started, one enemy willingly offered herself to be our very 1st prisoner. Anyway, The Red Beans managed to bag the most prisoners, though the objective of the war was to steal the opponents flag. No one got it, so decided on the most prisoners captured.

Sessions at night, dorm moments and lights out for the day....

My Birthday present...love the shirt alot...love the bottle more...

wait till you see the other presents...

to be continued...

Advice of the day:: Don't wear the shoe if it's too small, it hurts your foot like hell ::

Monday, May 15, 2006

Big Dilemma

I have to submit my Murdoch University application form soon and I am currently in big dilemma.

I decided that I want to do...

Screen and Sound (BMedia)

Level:

Bachelor

Qualification:

Bachelor of Media (BMedia) in Screen and Sound (Pass/Honours)

Duration:

3 years full-time or part-time equivalent

Availability:

Murdoch campus (internal)

Employment Prospects:

Graduates can expect to find employment in a wide range of fields, from the creative industries (new media, advertising, television, music) to management, administration, public policy, media research. Graduates will also have had ample opportunities to be familiar with a range of screen and sound crew functions such as production design, lighting, Director of Photography etc.

So if I were to take Screen and Sound itself, I would have to leave this July.But if I choose to do double major instead, I would have a chance to do 1 year or more here and the rest at Perth. However, the only subjects offered here are Media Studies, Public Relations & Communicaiton,Technology and Policy.

If my application for Media Studies & Screen and Sound as double major fails... my 2nd preference would be Radio & Screen and sound...

which means I still have to fly off this year...so I only got one chance to get that approval...

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Happy Mothers Day

Mom,

You fed me when I was smallbut I thank you by spitting the foodYou clothe me when I was dirtybut I thank you by making it dirty againYou scold me when I was naughtybut I thank you by cursing you behind your backYou took care of me when I was sickbut I thank you by crying every night when I was a babyYou fetched me to tuition, school and partiesbut I thank you by complaing why you always come lateYou took attention to all my studies and college stuffsbut I thank you by failing to obtain Distintions

Mom,

I thank you now for scolding meI thank you now for loving meI thank you now for caring meI thank you now for fetching meI thank you now for being alive and here beside meI thank you now for teaching me the right from wrong...I love you and I will always do,Blessed Mothers day to you..

On another matter,

Just got back from Youth camp at SUFES. It was a wonderful yet tiring experience, wonderful because the youths were more united as ever, blessed with the presense of God almighty and our Lord Jesus Christ. Tiring because of the 1km? 2km? 3km? walk to the stream and another 100m?200m?1km? stream trotting up to the waterfall.Took pictures, and some taken by others, will see if I have the time to upload them...

Thursday, May 11, 2006

I'm gone...gone and gone....

All my bags are packedI'm ready to goI'm standing here outside my doorI hate to wake you up and say let's goBut the dawn is breakin' it's early mornThe car has started, the engine's warmAlready I'm so excited I could smile

So join me and sing with meTell me that you'll join the funTell me like you've never tell me beforeCause I'm leavin' on an AirtrekI'll be back on 14th MayOh readers, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you downSo many times I've played aroundI tell you now, they don't mean a thingEvery place I go, I'll laugh at youEvery song I sing, I won't sing for youWhen I come back, I'll bring some photos too

So join me and sing with meTell me that you'll join the funTell me like you've never tell me beforeCause I'm leavin' on an AirtrekI'll be back on 14th MayOh readers, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave youOne more time let me laugh at youClose your eyes I'll be on my wayDream about the days to comeWhen I won't have to leave aloneAbout the times, I won't have to say...

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

patience has it's limits

Here's my reply to your damn entry in your blog....

You talk about not appreciating, yet I repay that kindness by fetching you day after day from college, driving you in and out and everywhere you want to go. Don't give me that bullshit "it's a boyfriend's responsibility". It's fcking useless reason. I also don't ask you to pay for my petrol, which I must say is killing me!

You talk about me not showing in action, then why the fck must I wear that damn shirt, damn pouch, carry that damn bottle everywhere.. telling everyone " HEY! Those things you see in front of your damn faces, my girlfriend bought it for me""look at the card, damn I bet your girl don't have that talent like mine"

You talk about me making fun and lauging at you for trying to sing, FOR THE FREAKING GOODNESS SAKE! I AM NOT MAKING FUN OF YOU!! So STOP BEING SO DAMN #&*$#@*$&

You talk about me not putting you in my heart, well if I did not. I wouldn't be bothered where you are, what you do, how you do, when you come home, or when you come home late I stayed up to wait. I also wouldn't be bothered to pick you up from college, i'll just ask you to take a cab.

You keep saying that you have less time to sleep, then let's resolve this... Don't come for badminton, don'twatch Tv, don't come online... study early , sleep early.. settle! YOU THINK I NEVER ASKED YOU TO SLEEP EARLY? YOU think I want you to stay up late until god knows what time? you think i wanted that? No!

You can insult me in your blog all you want. I don't give 2 cents of what shit you wrote. Many times I patiently read your entry not commenting on what you wrote. Hack I don't even give 2 cents on what others think. But patience also has its limits!If you think that I am not appreciating, and a thank you is all I gave, and always thinking I made fun of you.

You think I don't want to post the pictures on my blog? for fck sake, I am working!?!? I've got 2 weeks left of shit work and I haven't even finish my damn report, the design isn't even completed yet. Stop giving me that "who ask you to go out so much!" routine, I don't go clubbing, i don't go out 24/7 and I don't give a SHIT! so don't give me that lousy reasoN!If i were so free, I would have had posted it! EOS350D PICTURES ARE NOT SMALL!!! I NEED TO PHOTO EDIT THEM BEFORE POSTING!! SO CUT ME SOME SLACKS!!!

well then, You make your choice!I'm leaving next year whether you or others like it or not!

Monday, May 08, 2006

What am I

I am a common object enjoyed by both sexes, normally about 8 inches long, with little hairs on one end, and a hole on the other. For most of the day I am laying down, but I am ready for instant action. When in use, I move back and forth and in 'n' out a warm, moist hole. When the work is finally done, a white, slushy, sticky mush is left behind, and I return to my original position. Cleaning is usually done after I am. What am I?

Why, I am your very own...Toothbrush! What were you thinking, you pervert?

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Friday, May 05, 2006

Brithday wishes

Tonight 9:20pm....

[EDIT]

What a day!

I would like to extend my deepest gratitudes to all who have made my birthday a wonderful day.First and foremost, God for giving me 20 years of wonderful,stressful life. Hey we must thank God for both good and bad times.secondly, Suzanne for all the lovely gifts and surprise she made for me. Thannk you so much...Next, I want to thank the youths for surprising me. Thanks alot, you guys and gals are the best. (though I thought you all are gonna blind fold me up the cinema, lucky me.)

I would also like to thank those who sent me the lovely sms wishes... I will now attempt to write down every word according to who sent 1st. *note: copied exactly from sms*

Anna ChiengHappy birthday! 20! The big 2-0. Feeling old and wrinkly already? Haha. Maybe not wringkly, but definitely old. Thus a big old hug from a still-young little sister to the big ol' guy reading this message. You're a great brother anyone could ever have! Happy burpday... Er... I mean... Birthday! ^_^

AlyssaCaine! Its your bday! Well, god bless you this day! You gave me the gift of a loving brother. And i'm proud of you today! I wish you love and goodwill. I wish you peace and joy! I wish you better than your heart desires.. Happy blessed bday brother Caine!

*attempts to finish the song* I wish you better than your heart desires.. and a first kiss from a boy. (that's how the song goes actually) THanks Alyssa. God bless you too!

LordsonHappy blessed birthday dude! Yay! Another year older! Happy for you! Hope you'll be merry and enjoy life as God intended it for you! May the good Lord bless you always!

Thank dude, your birthday is around the corner too. So you better watch out, you better not cry, you better not pout, I'm telling you why. Your 20th birthday's coming to town...

This guy's a "christian"

He talks about praising God for giving him what he deseves,but he despise those whom he once called friend.He talks about praising God for having friends who supported him,but he shuns those who would be with him for eternity.He talks about praising God for believing in what he believes,but he calls those who once were close to him freaks,bugs and pests.He talks about praising God for bringing him back on the right track,but he says he moved out from the dark ages and thinks they are still at the dark ages.He talks about praising God for giving him the opportunity to succeed in career,but he never bothers to forgives those who had made him what he is today.He talks about praising God for having loving parents and wonderful sister,but he tells them to grow up just because they want to know the truth.

If that is what a Christian is suppose to be?then I rather be an atheist....

note: this is how a Christian looks like....(points at the picture above)

P/S: Sue me for defamation, so what ? I don't give 2 cents of what you idiots say to me... My thoughts, my diary.....