I was doing good then Saturday I screwed it all up. I guess all that cheating takes a day or two to show up. Yesterday, I had chicken breast for lunch and for dinner I had cabbage soup and picked of the remaining meat off of the chicken. I enjoyed an apple as well. I'm supposed to be on way to Sam's but I'm just not motivated. I just need to buy some apples and tuna. I would like to go by Target and get these cute Halloween placemats.

Let's see what tomorrow holds for me. Oh yea, I have to weigh in pretty early tomorrow so my numbers will probably even more off.

I forgot my injection yesterday. I totally screwed up yesterday and gave into pizza, donuts and Mexican sweet bread. Apparently we were having a Pride Day at work. Volunteers and police officers were cleaning up neighborhoods. Afterwards there was pizza, donuts and cake!! I had to taste it all. I had a Mexican pastry earlier, then I had some fresh broccoli, cauliflower and celery sticks. Then I indulged in 2 slices of pepperoni pizza. Later I decided since I had already blown it, I went in search for the cake. I brought it home though. I went back to my desk and found 3 boxes of KK donuts sitting there. I ate 2 glazed ones. After I got home, I had brought pizza, donuts and cake for my daughter and myself of course. I had a slice of pizza and the small piece of cake. Around 8pm, I made a cup of coffee and heated up 2 KK donuts in the microwave.

I was shocked this morning to see that small gain on the scale, I just hope it comes off in the next couple of days.

I'm at work right now, how fun huh?!! The swelling in my fingers is gone now so my bowling ball was slipping out of my hand. I did pretty good and won one game of poker. I went to Sam's after work yesterday and it was packed!! Everything I was looking for was gone!! I just bought a rotisserie chicken, half & half and some black tea. I forgot to get some tuna for my emergency stash.

Ahhhh, finally I'm feeling better and my clothes are fitting better. I'm still emotionally unstable but that's expected. The swelling in my feet is gone and it feels great. I have bowling tonight so wish me luck. I bowled a 235 on Tuesday and I hope I can do the same today or better. I cheated a bit yesterday but that's me!!

Did better yesterday, energy is finally starting to kick in but I also feel the toxins being released. Sometimes I feel light headed and spacey. I started watching a movie called Fluke yesterday and it was soooo sad, I cried through the 40 minutes of watching it. I know its just a movie but I think my hormones are just out of whack at the moment since I just restarted HCG. Even talking about the movie I get teary eyed.

I should have been able to release more however, a coworker felt the need to buy donuts and for me to have one. I know I shouldn't have but I did. Lesson learned.

1 cake donutcoffeea few almonds1 apple2 h.b. eggs w/hot sauce

Hmmm, after reviewing my menu, I didn't eat enough. I got home from work and took a nap before I went bowling. I didn't feel hungry and I mostly drank water at the bowling alley. I was offered some birthday cake but resisted.

I'm starting again and I feel its about time. I feel really aweful that I let myself get this far away from my LIW back in April. My clothes are feeling a bit tight and my fingers are fat and stubby. I feel completely bloated and swollen especially in my feet. I'm ready to start again and lose all this weight again. Let's see if I can succeed in getting back down to my R3 LIW by the end of this round.