I dont want to live anymore

I have nothing left. My family aren't bothered about me and my girlfriends gone. I cant help but crave the urge to cut.. i've done it 6 times so far.. i don't know any more. Nothing is worth living for any more

Aaron, there is always something to live for. Even your girlfriend and you may have had a tough time at the moment that doesn't mean that all is hopeless. Maybe there is a way that you can patch all of this up. Sometimes though giving the person some space after a heated argument or a situation that has happened is always a good thing.

Then when you have cooled down, and so has she maybe you can go back and civilly have a discussion with her and work out the problems together. Relationships problems can be hard, but sometimes when you or her admit that they were wrong and say sorry and find a way to work things out.

I'm so sorry that you have resorted to cutting. It should never have been an option , but I know what you're going through temptation wise It can be very hard with all of the very painful things happening and you feel that there is no other option. Even though there really is. Venting like you're doing right now and maybe taking a nice long walk to clear your head is always a good distraction. The urges to cut can be so severe especially during relationship problems, but I hope that you find a way to stop becuase it's not helping you at all. It is only making the situation worse because cutting is only a temporary numb to the problem and causing another by creating a scab to pick at an another scar to hide.

Aaron I'm always here for you when you need to talk. I'll do everything I can to help. I really hope that everything works out between you and your girlfriend. I'm always here.

Aaron, there has to be things to live for. Maybe not right now, because you haven`t found them, but there is always something. Life is too short to want to end it prematurely. You will eventually meet people that you will just fall head over heels for, and they will make you happy.