My Coping Skills or Lack Thereof

09Nov

BoobCast is proving to be harder than I thought. While working on the script for the second episode I had another hour-long crying stint. I’m still tearing up thinking about it.

I want so much to be strong and help other women who are going through what I’ve been through. I’m just not able to deal with it in long, drawn-out strings like this. I’ve got to go in shorter bursts when I am emotionally able.

What this means for you is more delays.

I am SO sorry. This HAS to be frustrating for all of you hearing my promos. There WILL be a podcast. I’m just doing the best I can right now. The harder I push myself, the more emotional I get though. Which makes it hard to type coherently when I’m breaking down in tears on a regular basis.

I’m familiar with your work and I admire what you do. Thank you so much for the kindness and support (HUGS). It’s better than it was when I first wrote this post back in ’08 but as you’ll see, if you read the post scheduled for tomorrow morning, I still have my moments even four years later. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to put a voice to what happened to me.

One of these days I’d like to do public speaking engagements to talk about the dangers involved in cosmetic breast surgery, but writing is so much easier.