Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Tired

My body is tired. Only weeks left in the pregnancy, and my aches and pains make the weeks seem like months.

My libido is in overdrive, peaking in the early afternoon while Rick is still at work. I think of greeting him at the door and immediatly unzipping his pants to give him a blowjob before insisting he fuck me from behind whilst slapping my ass......but when that time rolls around, its all I can do to greet him with a kiss before peeling Play Doh of the kitchen table and starting dinner.

By the time we climb into bed at night, I'm so sleepy my head is already spinning dreams before it hits the pillow.

From this husband's point of view pregnancy is, depending on the stage, deeply sexy and deeply repellent. Whe she was pregnant with our 1st, She was so utterly delicious: full, ripe, firm, enticing. Some of that first/second trimester sex was amazing -- for both of us. In the last, her libidio went into overdrive but there was something that repelled me on a base level. She smelled different. Not an overt level ... more of a subconscious level, like her phermones had changed and I did not have the chemical attraction to her. As a matter of fact, it was more like a repellant. She was hot and wet and NEEDED to be fucked, she was driven to it and I did my duty and never said a word. Those were one of the few times I looked at sex as a chore, a duty, a job.

Now, after our first was born and she lost 10 pounds more than she gained and was breastfeeding, I had to beg. She was the most gorgeous she had even been and was all but off-limits. Ah, God is funny, funny guy.

Good luck and God's blessings upon you and all you family in these last long days

With our kids, my wife's sex drive was in over drive all 3 times. More so with the 3rd, a girl. You know that sex/orgasm's close to birthing time help bring on contractions don't you. I knew this one friend at the time, he had like 7 kids, and they always had sex up to the day of birth.