I'm glad you're back! And glad you had such a good heart-to-heart with DH's gma. I'm so glad that we now have places like JM to find others who have had similar experiences and where we can open up about them for learning and support. The generations before us must have either been incredibly strong to go through things on their own or had really high rates of substance abuse/depression/etc. I'm thankful everyday for my JM friends!