OP...please take the time to watch this youtube video series about a man who was once lost as a vampire among other institutions of evil, including Satanism, and see that there really is hope in Jesus Christ. This is a long video series, but what this man has witnessed and been a part of even to the darkest echalons of our world, is truly telling in that it all originates with Satan and Satanic powers. Please watch and educate yourself. This is only part one of a 22 part series. You may have to do some hunting around, but you will find the entire series on Youtube.