(3) Come back to me - Completed

Justin's been gone fore 15 months, just over a year. In that time, Zachary Jeremy Drew Bieber - or is it Somers? - has been born. With a few un-wanted surprises and tragic circumstances, will Justin ever make his way back to Jessica?

23. I broke her heart

I walked upstairs, still unstable. When I reached our bedroom door, I leaned my ear on the side of the door and listened to the sobs of my princess.

I broke her heart.

I broke my heart for goodness sake.

I opened the door that she forgot to lock and walked into the room and sat on the bed.

‘What part of go away do you not get?!’ Jessica said through loud sobs.

‘No Jessie, baby, you have to listen to me.’ I said, putting my head in my hands as tears ran down my face.

‘What,’ she said, sitting up, ‘what is there to listen to?’ she says, wiping her tears with her fingers.

‘I was drunk, like wasted. I remember going to the toilet and coming back to see Arden had bought me a drink. And I drank it and soon after felt tired and woozy.’ I say, stating the truth.

I did talk to her first, only because I was mad after seeing that picture or Chase and Jessica. I wasn’t planning on sleeping with her, no way.

She looks down and plays with the seam of her pillowcase.

‘Jessie…’ I say, taking her hand.

‘Justin, when you went to jail, I waited for you. I didn’t kiss anyone, nor flirt with anyone. I was always down. I rarely smiled. I remember prom night. I went with no one, because I knew that you would’ve wanted to go with me.’ She said, looking at me in the eyes with tears pouring down her cheeks.

‘Jessie…’ I say, taking her hand.

She ripped her hand from mine, which made my heart tear even more.

‘You were gone again Justin, but this time for only about 18 months. You cheated on me for god knows why.’ She said, throwing her hands up in the air.

‘You left me with your child.’ She said, pushing me hard in the chest.

I was starting to get angry.

She can’t blame this all on me.

I wasn’t the one who kissed someone in the first place.

I left her for her own safety.

‘Don’t blame this all on me Jessica.’ I said, my face turning red, ‘if you didn’t kiss Chase in the first place, I wouldn’t had went to the club raged, and I would’ve slept with Arden!’

She looked at me with wide eyes.

‘And as for the leaving thing, you know, I told you over and over I did that for YOUR safety.’ I said, running my hand through my hair.

‘You don’t know how GUILTY I felt when I myself found out I slept with that sl**!’ I yelled, tugging on my hair.

‘The feelings I was feeling were unimaginable! I didn’t eat nor sleep for a good week.’ I said, rubbing my face.

I looked up at her as I sobbed uncontrollably, my tears matching hers.

‘Just because Chase kissed me, doesn’t mean you can go and sleep with a girl at a club!’ she finally screeched.

‘I told you, she drugged me!’ I said, ‘and the alcohol didn’t help.’

She rolled her eyes angrily as all we could hear was heavy breathing, sobs and sniffs.

‘I love you.’ She said finally, making me look up confused.

‘I fricken love you. Even if you repeatedly beat me until I couldn’t move, I would still love you. Nothing in this word could make me hate you.’ She said, making me even more confused.

She must be just really emotionally confused.

‘I love you Jessie and I always will. No matter the circumstances. Even if you hate me forever and push me away, and find someone else. I’ll be lonely, in love with someone I no longer have, someone I let slip through my fingers.’ I say, spreading my fingers out while I look at them.

‘I could never hate you Justin.’ She said, before I felt her perfect lips crash into mine. We kissed, passionately and lovingly before I finally pulled away.

‘w-what are you doing?’ I asked, as she balled my shirt up in her hands and pulled me into her again, kissing my lips.

‘Don’t think, just do.’ she mumbled, before we started making out again.

Is anyone else confused?

I think Jessica is just as stressed, confused and upset as me.

When she finished kissing me, she pushed me away.

‘But, I don’t want a man who cheats on me.’ She said.

I groan in confusion before getting up and dusting off my pants.

‘I love you Jessica and I won’t give up on you.’ I said, before exiting the room.