Stars Of LoveI lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.
I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.
You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.
We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.
We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.
Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space...
Time to share is always there
I peered thru life
Ever avoiding strife
But now am undone
My barriers broken
For one has found me
Reached in and unbound me
Her love has burst my bonds
And set music to my songs
Her need for me
And mine for she
Has made my Winter Spring
A new start
With hammering heart
We color the world with our dream
Nothi

I Have Been On Here For 5 Straight Hours!God, you know, I have been living off the parentals for the last year and it has literally driven me insane. Dads insanity almost killed me an Mom has been wonderful... but she has her issues too. I dont want anyone elses issues but my own. I fall in love with someone back home. We want to get an apartment and make it work for ourselves with out anyone else. And noone believes it will work. Everyone wants to shit on my happiness. I havnt even told dad yet because I know the amount of shit I am going to get from that. You know... I am just FUCKING SICK AND GODDAMNED TIRED of everyone who wants to be a fucking critic of the way I live. If you have a fucking problem with me and what I want, just leave me the hell alone then. Im not asking for your help or your money. I never did. I dont need anything else but a ride home. Last night I had this terrifying nightmare that wouldnt quit. I woke up 3 times and everytime I went to sleep this guy was in my head. This horrible evil man who wanted

Humor In The AirSCHOOL ANSWERING MACHINEThis is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School California staffvoted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine.This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came aboutbecause they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to beresponsible for their children's absences and missing homework.The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children'sfailing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children wereabsent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes.The outgoing message:Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. Inorder to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listento all the options before making a selection:To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1To make excuses for why your child did not do his work -Press 2To complain about what we do - Press 3To swear

Truth About JobsDress Code
It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary.
If we see you wearing new clothes , we assume you are doing well
financially
And therefore do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to
learn
to manage your money better, so that you buy nicer clothes, and
therefore
you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are right where
you
need to be and therefore you do not need a raise.
Sick Days
We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If
you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.
Personal Days
Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called
Saturday & Sunday.
Bereavement Leave
This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for
dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to
have
non-employees attend to the arrangements. In rare cases where employee
involvement is necessary, the funeral should be schedul

DrinkingPeople get stupid when they drink and also think that they can get away with a lot of stuff but to tell the truth when it comes time for them to get what they deserve they will get it or they will get their payback. Why do people get drunk and also why do they think get drunk is cool or good? People act like mmorons and don't realize that people who are sober can be in a right mind and etc. I guess that people don't realize that when they are buzzing or drunk that they do thing that they know are wrong and also can get them in trouble. People think that drink is good but it's good when you know how much you can handle before becoming stupid or make an ass out of yourself.

Still Need Help With Platnum Cherryhello i need you're help i am trying to get my platnum cherry i have 1,369 so far but i need 2,500 please click the link below and bomb away thanks in advance.

Random Inspirations Into InsanityMy friend Sean sent me a bulletin on another site and here is what he had to say
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You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo","Bread", and you think it's OK.
...But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist.
-You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?
-You have the United Negro College Fund.
-You have Martin Luther King Day.
-You have Black History Month.
-You have Cesar Chavez Day.
-You have Yom Hashoah
-You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi
-You have the NAACP.
-You have BET.
-If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist.
-If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist.
-If we had white history month... we'd be racist.
-If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist.
-If w

Travel AbroadHey Cherrys Im going to Kathmandu, Nepal very soon!! I am wondering if anyone of you have ever been there.....If you have can you send me a message and tell me about your experiance there, I am really looking forward to this vacation of my life time, I am gonna see alot and I am very excited so If you have any info on Nepal from being there or if you know someone from Nepal, Have them send me a message and let me know what to expect, Anyways have a gr8 night!!
TaTa
JoJo

Wtf.....Ok I'm not normally one to bitch but I have to get this out in the open and to see if I get any feed back. So please be brutally honest here. I just got back from Iraq in Nov. and was served with divorce papers while over there. 2 months to be exact before coming home. Thats not why I'm bitching here. So here is the thing I was told today that its none of my business who are in my childrens' life. What is she thinking here. I don't bring any of my lady friends or any one like that around them do to the fact of having respect for her and the kids. I am trying to reconnect with my children after being gone for 15 months so in my eyes I think she should have enough respect for me and the children not to be bringing other men into their lives just yet. For christ sakes I don't care who she is dating or what have you don't get me wrong there but its only been 3 months. And her choice in her friends is very questionable right now considering one is a meth head and the other has a record of

Just Random Thoughtsbecause you're not going to fucking win.
here is a warning to everyone who just doesnt get that i dont give a flying hell what anyone thinks of me or how i live my life. because its just that...my fucking life...not yours...so keep the negative comments to yourselves.this is the last time i will explain myself for listen up.
this is my life & i live it as i see fit. i have no regrets. i take life one day at a time. i live for my husband. everything i do because of my pride in my married life. im sean's wife and it is the best thing i have ever done.
i was born into the military. i was raised army brat. i moved from base to base. i asked the cpt. if thier daughter could come out to play. i married a military man. i cried when he left for the marines. i count the weeks, days, minutes till he comes home to me. i bake cookies for the sargeants. i will always be an army brat but i'm also a marine wife. i bleed scarlet, gold & green.
my past fucking sucks. just because ive fa

* Becoming The Lotus *Becoming the Lotus
From the Papyrus of Ani
As if I'd slept a thousand years underwater I wake into a new season. I am the blue lotus rising. I am the cup of dreams and memory opening--I, the thousand-petaled flower. At dawn the sun rises naked and new as a babe; I open myself and am entered by light. This is the joy, the slow awakening into fire as one by one the petals open, as the fingers that held tight the secret unfurl. I let go of the past and release the fragrance of flowers.
I open and light descends, fills me and passes through, each thin blue petal reflected perfectly in clear water. I am that lotus filled with light reflected in the world. I float content within myself, one flower with a thousand petals, one life lived a thousand years without haste, one universe sparking a thousand stars, one god alive in a thousand people.
If you stood on a summer's morning on the bank under a brillant sky, you would see the thousand petals and say that together they mak

Bdsm/ SlavesThe following 128 rules are written in the context of a M/s (Master/slave) relationship, but could be used by those in a D/s (Dominant/submissive) relationship, and provide a good project for those submissive/slave males to adapt them towards their relationship with their Dominatrix/Mistress, respectively (double meaning intended).
Some notes for the female to take into consideration when using these rules and participating in a Master/slave relationship (or any part of the BDSM world out there):
1. The Master/slave relationship is a complex one requiring a serious commitment to honest and open communication, and the practice of learned responsibilities for the care and protection of each person's well being, psychological, physical, sexual, social, and emotional health. you can protect both you and your Master's participation through the use of selected safe words (like 'yellow' and 'red') and gestures (such as tight hand holds, wiggling of a limb, or opening of a hand).

Life, Death, And A Whole Lotta Shit In BetweenHave you ever looked in a mirror and seen someone other than yourself? Like an alter ego, or someone who is not really you? That used to happen to me, but not anymore. The person that I was before is now dead. I no longer think like him. I no longer walk, talk, or act like him. Perhaps, it is my own, personal evolution...or maybe I have become something worse, a monster.
In any case, the Michael Stewart of 5 years ago doesn't exist anymore. The struggle within that has gone the past few years is now over. I have purged the entire concept of monogamy from my DNA. It doesn't work for me anymore...it may never work for me again. For someone who has never cheated on a girl his entire life, it is a pretty difficult change to go to "either open relationship, or no relationship" I am willing to give and expect commitment in the emotional form, but sexually, it's a no-go. I can't do it. I can't settle down and be with just one girl. I can't be told to settle down and be with just one girl.

Mr. Rogers NeighborhoodCan you beet this salute to us.....
You can say yes or no, but if you say yes do so.
rate this lovely woman
Cat KillerJust thought I would test this out here

2007Being the ultimate caregiver to those you love, you thrive in your relationships this year. Your understanding and compassion are an inspiration to others, and your optimism is contagious. This year brings opportunities to explore new horizons through travel and/or spiritual studies. This is a wonderful time for you to build more resources in your life. You will feel confident and satisfied with how you spend your time and money. You love the comforts that luxury brings, and will enjoy decorating your home with fascinating art objects. Developing your own musical and artistic talents brings you pleasure. Gardening and/or interior design may interest you as well.
You realize your need to regroup and recharge your emotional energy this year. As you explore new activities, you approach the practical necessities of daily existence with a quiet joy and a gentle humility. Give yourself some of that energy when it comes to health issues and you'll discover the perfect fitness regime. Your

What Is WitchcraftI stumbled across this and thought I would post it, for every one to get a blast out of it.
18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!
This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL
I don't know who the original author is though.
1 Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat...
2 Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight.
(no need to waste a good candle).
3 Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway.
4 Sharpen their Athame.
5 Untie the knot in their cords.
6 Try on their jewelry for fashion sense.
7 Pick up their crystals for a closer look.
8 See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this).
9 Use their runes as extra Dominoes.
10 Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards.
11 Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens"
12 Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch.
13 Debate with them about "True Religion".
14 Ask them if they are Satan worshipers.
15 Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask i

Venting SteamI hate you with that stupid smile.
When I'm upset your all ..
When I'm happy your still ..
Ever thought of something a little less smug?.
I'll hit you next time you look at me like ..
Yahoo! .. Whatever!
just to see you on a bad day.
You'd probably look all ..

Wanna Know???sammiejo --
[adjective]:Extremely dominant
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com
--::LoVes iT::--
*MaKE-Up

Are You Good Or Evil?Are you Good or Evil?
You are mostly Evil (70%), but still a bit Good (30%)
'Are You Good or Evil?'(QuizGalaxy.com)

Forget???♥I don't want to get too close
I don't want to get too close
You see this isn't where my head is
If you knew me I'm not like this
But I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway
I belive you're very fine
Still I haven't got the time
'Cause I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway
And the sky opened up
With the soil of the sun
Dreaming of my true love
I don't mean to be so strange
But my life just took a change
'Cause I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway
And the sky opened up
With the soil of the sun
Dreaming of my true love
So before this goes too far
Let me tell you what you are
You're amazing, I'm attracted
But I'm terribly distracted
And I'm trying to be verbal
And I'm back into this circle
Because I just found someone special
And that's really somethin

Some JokesOne day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money.
Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation...
The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you. I'll take both of y

My SayingMoney makes the world go around but love and happiness makes the trip worth while!
href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=613260&friend=613260" target=_blank>1badasschick@ CherryTAP

I Wish You LoveI WISH YOU LOVE!!!
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with
long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did
not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know
you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have
something to eat."
"Is the man of the house home?", they asked.
"No", she replied. "He's out."
"Then we cannot come in", they replied.
In the evening when her husband came home, she told
him what had happened.
"Go tell them I am home and invite them in!"
The woman went out and invited the men in"
"We do not go into a House together," they replied.
"Why is that?" she asked.
One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he
said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing
to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then
he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband
which one of us you want in your home."
The woman went in and told her husband what was said.
Her husband was overjoyed.

No Sex Since 1957A crusty old Marine Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation.
"Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?"
"Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature."
"The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action."
"Yes, ma'am, a lot of action."
The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself."
The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner.
Finally the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?"
"1957, ma'am."
"Well, there you are. You really need to chill out and quit taking everything so seriously! I mean, no sex since 1957

Biker BarONE
there is NO SUCH THING as a CherryTap tracker.
it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like
"OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!"
no, it doesnt.
TWO
To the people who have like 100,000 friends,
are you serious?
You're stupid.
Go play in traffic.
THREE
Don't ever post pictures and say
"OMG, I'm so ugly"
"OMG, I'm so fat"
because if you were,
you wouldn't post them.
And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid.
FOUR
Nobody cares about threats over the internet.
Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard.
Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics;
even if you win, you're still retarded.
FIVE
Quit crying
b/c you're not on someones top 8.
who cares?
ITS CherryTap
SIX
Who really cares if
I don't accept you as a friend?
MOVE ON!!!
Don't send me another request or message asking
"what's up with you not adding me?"
I don't want you as a friend,
that's what's up frui

Random Stuffhere's my entry in Ezra Valentine's photo/art contest.It's a relatively fair contest; voting is done by number of ratesnot number of comments. No bombing necessary!It is ending this Saturday at 7:00 PM/CST.I would really appreciate your vote! Thanks, Mark Oh, and a big thank you to everyone who hasalready voted. You all rock! hey all...meet my dog Speedy. he rocks. and he's in a contest.please vote for him or he will develop a self-esteem disorder...http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=564541&albumid=231929&i=699346042 this has been going round the bulletins today,
and i wanted to save it and share it with
those of you who don't always check bulletins...
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you a

Fuck The Music Industry!!!!!!!!!i just saw on CMT (my bro likes country music, i dunno why) but some band re-did lips of an angel, how gay is that? the song sucked to begin with,fuck

P-ssy Vs. Beerpussy vs. beer
PUSSY VS. BEER
1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER
2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy
3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER
4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy
5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One
point to Pussy
6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may
suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy
7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to
Pussy
8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER
9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to
PUSSY
10. In most countries there's a ta

FansI can't believe that no one has a crush on me. Hey Ladies, whats going on?
:)
Hello. I am participating in WalkAmerica because I believe in the March of Dimes mission to save babies. Please support my fundraising efforts by sponsoring me in WalkAmerica today.
Contributing to my walk online is fast, easy and secure. You can donate directly from my personal webpage with a credit/debit card or PayPal. If you prefer, I can also accept cash or check. Just click the appropriate box on my webpage.
The money we raise helps save premature and sick babies. Premature birth is the #1 cause of newborn death and the biggest threat to babies' health today, and through WalkAmerica, the March of Dimes is funding important research to find out why premature birth happens and what can be done to prevent it.
I've joined with millions of compassionate people across the country who support WalkAmerica each year. Won't you please help me in this worthy cause? Visit my webpage and sponsor

Diesel Wondersim tryna get my leave up on here so show me some love and i show some back rate my pics and drop a comment on the ones you like and ill do the same and fan me and/or friend me to those that do it ill buy you a gift why is my points so low dont anybody like me (lol) na yall need to get at me 4real lets all show some love for eachother

Check It Out!!!!!!!!!!!!Fire My Words
To all my friends, family and fans I need your help.
Im in my first bombing contest and need all of you to please go rate me and comment bomb me please.
I promise I will return the favor and a lot of you already know I love to help my friends out when I can so please come and help me out this time and I wont forget it.
Bites and Kisses
Fire My Words
Fire My Words
The Gap Band - You Dropped A Bomb On Me (Original 12" Mix)Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com

MirrorWatch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
*Missing You*
The bed is empty
An the sheets are cold
Your pillow lays unrested on
As I lay alone
My body longs for you
It is my soul that cries to you
Nothing seems right when you're not around
I wake up expecting to see your face
But roll over to an empty space
My hair is pulled up
An my face is unclean
I have no need to look beautiful
For you I have not seen
It should not be long till I
See you again, it just seems
Like its been forever
Yet soon we will be together
Pardon me for missing you so bad
I just seem to get so sad
When we can't be as one
My heart feels as though it weights a ton
"so broken i spend my days wishing to be good enough
to always have your hands upon my skin
so tired of this constant battle

I DunnoI don't really think anyone has ever asked me how I got the name Lucky...I am bored so why not make a long winded Blog about it...lucky is short for luckydice40..which I have been using forever....when I started Djing for JFR (which I miss Btw) I shortened it to Lucky....I have Irish blood in me but that is not why I use it...I use lucky because I grew up in Las Vegas and the name rminds me of home and the good times that I had. Well I feel like writing about a new experience that has come my way....I have been blessed to come across a group of ppl a while back that accepted me into there family....for the record I feel like an outsider....I listen to heavy metal, and a few other genres of music....but these ppl accepted me anyway....and I have become a DJ for them....which is an awesome experience.....I enjoy being able to pass along the music I like plus learn about music that everyone else is into...and guess that is one thing about getting in with a group of pple that you can res

Hello My FriendsI don't normally post this sort of thing but I feel very strongly on this issue and the rest of the world needs to see this. Not only is it happening to whales but to dolphins as well. Please help in this cause Thank you.
Dolphin Massacre in Japan. To do nothing is to approve of it.
Please take a moment to look at the video and sign the online petition.
From little things, big things grow...
And then send it on to as many like minded people that you know. If we build the numbers, we will be heard eventually and things will change, one way or the other.
Please help! We must change the way people think about their oceans and inhabitants for the good of us all.
Copy & paste the links below in your address bar-
The video - http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin
The petition - http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/ G'day
Just like to say welcome back online. Let's hope the repaires to the site have improved.
Wishing you all a great weekend, have fun, enjoy w

My Sex IqLEAVE COMMENTS ON MY NEW PICS PLEASE!
On july 21, 2001 I was in a terrible car accident. After a day of
fishing at lake travis, a friend and I went to the store and at a stop sign
a woman in a blue dodge pickup rear-ended us. I was wearing my seatbelt
but I still suffered a severe brain injury. I can't walk without a
cane, my speech was affected, as well as my vision. In other words, I
almost died. Now days I chat a lot on the computer. I donít have any frieds
(except people I meet online). I haveínt had a girlfriend since july of
2001. That is a big change in my life. Donít go out much except for mom
or someone taking me places.) probably because I have no car any
longer. My car had engine problems, that I was working on. The most important
thing that I miss is friendships & SEX( duh )!
You have a sexual IQ of 134
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You p

Comments!!!i AM IN A RACE FOR A MONTH LONG BLAST!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND COMMENT BOMB ME!!!! YOU WILL FIND MY PIC ON
Semi Charmed Kinda Life!@ CherryTAP
LOOK FOR THE CONTES FOLDER IN HER PICS!!!
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

Cheating WifeThia ia a article on bellsouth.net website.
So men are from Mars. It doesnít mean you canít figure out how to attract them! Really, the answer is just a couple of planets away Ė Venus, to be exact.
What makes a man feel attracted to a woman is the same as what makes a woman feel attracted to a man: how you feel in his presence. If he makes you feel good, youíll be attracted, at least to some degree. If he makes you feel bad, well, no second date!
There are plenty of people out there Ė men and women Ė who can make a guy feel lousy. In order to feel good about themselves, men need to feel eight simple things:
Needed
Desired
Challenged
Funny
Smart
Interesting
Important
Powerful
If you want a particular man (or just want to lift someoneís spirit), you can use these eight simple rules to help attract a man:
NEEDED: Men need to feel needed. It gives them a sense of purpose in the relationship. Sometimes, when women act as if they donít need a man, they end up

LifeRecently threw my husband out the house. Don't have to put up with the bitching and the bullshit anymore. Life is good.

Women....WORDS WOMEN USE
FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed this is half an hour. Five minutes is only
five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine".
GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.
LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but it is a non-verbal statement often
misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".
THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your

R.i.p.Gone now, but never forgotten
Forever in our dreams
Every day the sun shines for you
Every day the roads are dry.
The straights go on forever,
The bends are as you dream.
There are no more pains
There are no more worries.
You will be there at every party,
You will take part in every race,
You will stand ther on the podium.
You will race with the stars,
You will ride upon Gods pillion,
And if Angels ride on Harleys,
Then You will surely travel far.
On Earth you were my friend,
And now you are a star.
So glide on Heavens Highway
And lead the train up front.
One day you will be waiting
And together we will ride
Once more again as friends
The whiteline side by side.
Randall Phillip Voils
Cousin
Rest In Peace

Laugh Love Cry!im gonna live.. at least they made it to the superbowl, im happy for that!! game was going so great then colts kicked thier ass.. grrrrrr.
still love da bears 4 ever!!
GO BEARS! The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face.
The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.
The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom.
The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you".
The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and s

My Thoughts.Yesterday talking to my friend, haha, I was thinking about the little nuisance that dwells in your stomach commonly known as "butterflies". Well so questioning why I had them I decided to research it, since I do that quite often.
Anyways, Iíve found that this man named Greshon believes that we have a smaller brain connected to our main frame brain, or our "big brain" as he referred to it.
It also said that the reason we get butterflies is because our brain recognizes something is wrong and sends it to our small brain, then from there as a reaction of anxiety our stomach creates a feeling of fluttering.
Our smaller brain doesnít need the big brain to function however. It can work alone and carries out menial tasks.
Idk I thought it was interesting , I want to read more about it&&&such.

Listenin this world
we have to fight
to do whats good
to do whats right
to do our best
when all else fails
within a hearbeat
and all it entails
be good n kind
and reap the gold
cus lifes to short
so ive been told
so stand up tall
with a smile on ya face
show those around you
that u have style n grace http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3m1WhEhfRI dirty
1. Look at the size of his putter.
2. Oh, dang, my shaft's all bent.
3. You really wacked the hell out of that sucker.
4. After 18 holes I can barely walk.
5. My hands are so sweaty I can't get a good grip.
6. Lift your head and spread your legs.
7. You have a nice stroke, but your follow through leaves a lot to be desired.
8. Just turn your back and drop it.
9. Hold up. I've got to wash my balls.
10. Damn, I missed the hole again

BrowntownPHREAK IN BED TEST
Body: Hey want to play a game? It called FREAK IN THE BED TEST,
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13)
AND NO CHEATING!
SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST!
1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
A. LIGHT COLOR
B. CHANGE COLORS
C. DARK
2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD...
A. SEDUCE THEM
B. JUST CHILL
C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE
3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER?
A. RAIN
B. THUNDERSTORM
C. SUNNY
D. CLOUDY
4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT?
A. STRAWBERRIES
B. CHERRIES
C. GRAPES
D. PEACHES
E. KIWI
5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS....
A. NIGHT
B. DAY
C. AFTERNOON
6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR?
A. FALL
B. SUMMMER
C. SPRING
D. WINTER
7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD?
a-HEADBOARD
b-NO HEADBOARD
8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
A-LEO
B-VIRGO
C-SCORPIO
D-LIBRA
E-GEMINI
F-ARIES
G-CAPRICORN
H-CANCER
I-PISCES
J-AQUARIUS
K-TAURUS
L-SAGITARIUS
9.PICK A PLACE YO

Getting Older...maybe Wiser.REASONS I KNOW IM GETTING OLDER:
1. I now require naps...this is just a recent thing.
2. I can no longer tell how old a woman is most of the time...AND THEY DONT WANT YOU TO ASK
3. As far as music goes...I have lost touch cuz I dont like fag EMO or Rap or Screamo...kids today.
4. I bought a BROWN leather jacket, not black but BROWN....trust me its a sign.
5. Some kid at the bar in Mexico asked me if I remembered the 80's...Uhh... I lied and said no
6. I have a wrinkle on the corner of my eye that doesnt go away for like 10 secs. if I squint.
7. The freshmen when I was a senior in high school are all drinking age now.
8. I feel stupid in a "band" shirt.
9. I have known a couple people for 20 years, Ive known a bunch for 10-15 years.
10. When High School kids walk into my store, I now assume they are going to steal.... WHAT HAVE I BECOME???????????????????????????????????????

I Am Beginning To Hate PeopleI have on my Yahoo status : "I'm funny, hot and sexy.. what more can a man ask for?"
Some idiot leaves me this:
"tigerlightning3: the answer to your status is this: a clean, hotter, sexier, non std infested person who doesnt plaster their picture all over the internet"
I hate people!

Missy Blogswell its official, im 2 months pregnant. yeah at 42 im going to have a baby. im happy but scared at my age but it is a blessing from god and i am excited.
missy My daughter keeps getting her myspace hacked into and we think it is her ex boyfriend. does anyone know how to get this JERK kicked off myspace. we have called police,written myspace and nothing. anny suggestions would be appreciated
here is his profile
www.myspace.com/115930415
please help a mom get a stalker out of my daughter and granddaughters life. Please stop by and let me know you look at my profile once in a while. Please sign my guest book
Missy

Mossman Tells ItWhen my Mommy does come home.
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!" I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the f

What Is A Mystic?"One cannot help but be in awe when one contemplates the mysteries of eternity, of life, of the marvelous structure of reality." Albert Einstein
"I am not bound to win but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed but I am bound to live up to what light I have." Abraham Lincoln
"Conscience never deceives us and is the true guide of humanity. She is to the sould what instinct is to the body; whoever follows her pursues the direct path of nature and need not fear being misled." Jean Jacques Rousseau
"The most beautiful and most profound experience is the sensation of the mystical. It is the sower of all true science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer wonder and stand rapt in awe is as good as dead." Albert Einstein What is a mystic?
The intimate and direct awareness of god or the cosmic through self, that is, through the domain of the subconscious period. The ideal of mysticism is the ultimate obtainment of conscious union with the absolute

You Never Know Who You Meet.Our individual journeys take us into many unexpected situations where we encounter a wide variety of people-some quite like ourselves and some very different. We cannot anticipate these meetings, but we can make the most of them when they take place. When we are courteous as a matter of course and open-minded in our assessment of the individuals whose lives briefly touch our own, we are more apt to stumble upon surprising gems of wisdom that open our eyes to new worlds of possibility. Every person we meet can affect us profoundly, just as every situation we find ourselves in can teach us something new.
To fully embrace this fact, it is essential that we acknowledge that everyone is valuable in their own way and capable of expanding our horizons. Since we never know when we will happen upon those individuals who will unveil truths before us, we should extend to all people the same generous level of kindness, care, compassion, and understanding. When we assume everyone we meet is spec

Entries Before I Decided To CategorizeI added some more photos in the default photo album of me and also ripped some wolf photos from StarDrifter and White Wolf today. Hope you enjoy them.
Orgasmic Aimee I posted new NSFW photos today
Enjoy!
I really like hearing what people think of my photos, so feel free to leave comments on the ones you like. What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)?
A photo is deemed NSFW if it is:
1)cleavage shot,no face,nsfw
2)butt shot,with or with out thong or clothes,nsfw
3)any sexual act,nsfw
4)any nudity,male or female,nsfw
5)drugs,of any kind,usage or pics of the drug,nsfw
6)text tags with vulgar or sexual content,nsfw
7)morbid pics,decapitations,and such.
A pic of a face,or say a set of lips,thats fine,swim suits are fine,as long as body parts are not poking out,or is see thru. same with teddies and things,they are fine as long as tasteful and no nipples or vagina visible.
In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged a

Plan Of The Mystics JourneyThanks goes out to my girfriend "passionatedesires1" who took the time to find this beautiful affirmation as she knew it is the lifestyle I lead..She never really understood everything I told her until she read this..I feel she is a Mystic and finding herself as she journeys more into these concepts ....Thank you sweetheart xoxo....
For those of you that are spirtual or on a Mystical path these words will hit home with you. I found it to be profound and live by these principles.......
Unconditional Love - Love Without Condition
I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I honour your choices to learn in the way you feel is right for you.
I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you "should" be. I realise that I cannot know what is best for you, although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I have not been where you have been, viewing life fr

Brain Is On School Over Load!!!!well here 1/2 the way thru school all is well 3.75 gpa. not to bad im doing better than what was expected of me. but dam the amount of reading im doing in my spare time is a bit extreme i think . if they would at least put some hot chicks on the bikes in the books it wouldnt be so bad...lol... alas i perservere on ward towards the end....

Show Some Luvaight FRIENDS and FANS whats up im in this contest and would really love it if you all could come give me some help i need 25000 comments to win
heres the link
THANK YOU I'LL BE GLAD TO RETURN FAVOR JUST ASK

It Makes Me So Sad. :(Nobody ever reads profiles do they :( Cuz I have had this leave a voice message thing on my page and I have only gotten 10 messages and 1 of them is from myself lol (cuz iw as seeing how it works, but yes im a dork too), So why arent u guys leaving me messages, its really not that hard...i would have thought outta my 800 friends i would get atleast a couple more...well i dont wanna be sad about it anymore so after this blog and I dont get any ill just take it off....Thanks to those who did!
BYE for now....
Hope to hear from you!!

8 Of NovemberGreater love hath any man than to lay down his life for a friend

Musical Condoms???From China Daily.com
Forget chocolates or roses this Valentine's Day -- a gift of musical condoms is bound to be more entertaining.
Hong Kong's Ondo Creation, which makes designer condoms, hopes its Idom sheathes will put a more romantic spin on safe sex -- and reduce the risk of a slap on the face that a pack of six might elicit among some conservative Asians.
The Idom itself doesn't sing -- but the mint, strawberry, chocolate and banana flavored condoms come in an attractive package with a music CD to get you in the mood for love.
"We create an environment for lovers who would like to try a different experience," said Victor Tsang who runs Ondo Creation.
"We try to create products that are not embarrassing, but very trendy and hip. It's a lifestyle product," he added.
Cynics may scoff at the marketing gloss, but the 18 month start-up's products sell across the world. The firm also won a bronze medal in the Industrial Design Excellence Awards run in conjunction

I Need A Boat!Sex on Boats
From the Toronto Sun.com
I knew a man years ago who'd only have sex on a boat. He said he found it extremely erotic.
Canadians may shiver at the thought, but it helped that he lived on the south coast of England where the weather's reasonably decent all year, which leads to a long boating season.
He said it beat sex on a bed in a house by far and was much more stimulating (and comfortable) than, say, sex in a car or a park.
Citing the silence, the privacy, the relaxing rocking motion of the boat, the slap-slap sound of waves against the side plus the cozy intimacy of small cabins, he waxed lyrical about the atmosphere being more sensual and, especially, romantic.
The only problem, he noted, is if the sea is rough, it's essential your partner be a good sailor. Being seasick in the confines of such a small space is, needless to say, not conducive to hot sex.
He was preaching to the converted. I'm a good sailor (born by the sea) and I've made love

NascarBy Dan Wetzel, Yahoo! Sports
May 10, 2007
The Boston Red Sox once sold Babe Ruth so its owner
could fund a play. The Portland Trail Blazers once
passed on Michael Jordan. The Minnesota Vikings once
traded five players and six draft picks for Herschel
Walker.
None of those moves were as disastrously bad as the
one Teresa Earnhardt made when she thought she could
call Dale Earnhardt Jr.'s bluff about leaving his late
father's racing team.
Her stepson was serious. Painfully so for DEI.
Thursday at his JR Motorsports headquarters in North
Carolina, Earnhardt Jr. announced he is leaving DEI.
Whether he is going to drive for his own team or will
join an existing competitor is not certain.
What is known is that he'll still be sponsored by
Budweiser, still will drive a Chevy and, of course,
still be the overwhelmingly most popular and
recognizable driver in NASCAR.
Only now, he'll be doing it for even more money and
even more (if not total) control.
J

Help!!!!!!can someone help me pimp my page out, am new tothis site and now nothing hahahaha

PoemsAfter a while you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and changing a soul.
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doens't mean security.
And you begin to accept your defeats
With you head and your eyes ahead.
With the grace of a woman or man
Not with the grief of a child.
And you learn to build your roads on today
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
And after awhile you learn
That even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant you own garden and decorate your own soul.
Instead of waiting for someone to send you flowers.
And you learn
That you really can endure
That you really are strong
And you really do have worth
And you learn
And learn, and learn
With every failure
You learn
With every goodbye you learn.

Help A Friend Get Out Of The Armyhey everyone one of my sgts is tryin to get a record deal through music city madness on cmt.com voting starts next month i believe, and if he wins then he gets a record deal and that means he can get out of tha miltary and do what he loves to do. newho go check out his video clip and vote http://www.cmt.com/loaded/index.jhtml?vid=129157
and if u really want to be cool repost this link on ur site so more people go, purr-she-ate-it
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voting starts on the 13th of feb
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Horse HumorSnorting: Humans like to be snorted on, Everywhere. It is duty, as the family horse, to accomodate them
Neighing: Because you are a horse, you are expected to neigh. So neigh - alot. Your owner will be very happy to hear you protecting the barn and communicating with other horse. Especially late at night.
Stomping cats: When standing on cross ties, make sure you never--quite--stomp on the barn cat's tail. But keep stomping.
Chewing: Make a contribution to the architectural industry, chew on your stall wall, the fence or any other wooden item.
Bedding: It is good manners to urinate in the middle of your freshly bedded stall to let your humans know how much you appreciate their hard work.
Dining: Always pull all of your hay out of the hay rack, especially right after your stall has been cleaned, so you can mix the hay with your fresh bedding. This challenges your human, and we all know how humans love a challenge (that's what they said when they bought you a two-year-old

Test To Prove You Want To Be Friends!!For the people who want to request me as a friend, Take the Test FIRSTT!!!
Okay so I am kind of annoyed that nobody reads my profile or really wants to talk to me, they just add me as a friend...So lets try to set up this lil test for everybody who wants to request me as a friend! You need to atleast get 50% right to be added else I will decline you. Send it in a message to me and then I will add ya!!
And the people who Added me and dont know me u should really be taking this test to, but Ive already added u...SO i guess it really doesnt matter lol!
If you know for sure 5 then only answer 5 thats cool as long as u answer....
First Question....
What is my name??
Question Two.....
When is my Birthday?
Question Three....
Where am I from???
Question Four...
By looking at my profile what do you think my favorite color is?
Question Five...
What song do I have on my profile right now to ?
Question Six....
What kind of music do I like?
*hint* Its one of

Site ProblemsALL OUT OF PIC COMMENTS for the DAY!!!!
How long does it take..to get them all back? AS SOON as this site gets back to as close to normal as possible...I will return comments..and start voting again..

UpdatesOkay, my stash is fuckin swamped... It's over loaded, and totally impossible to find anything good. So i've devised this devilish plan to create a separate blog for each type of video.
I'll have blogs for:
Music Videos
Fights
Stunts & Pranks(Failures and successes)
Cars
Porn
and whatever else i come up with or you fuckers suggest.
make sure you vote and comment on this shit. Create your own Friend Quiz here

My First Blog On Cherry Tap!I never know what to say on a first blog. Ok so I suppose I will start off by talking about me!
Most of you know that I am married to a wonderful man who is in the Army. Until recently I was also in the Army...now in the National Guard. That is a different story for another blog...LOL
I am a surgical tech and I love my job. I am going back to school for my nursing degree...which isn't all fun and games...
I have kids that I love dearly but sometimes they drive me crazy.
But other than that...if you want to know something you can ask me.
I don't talk about politics, religion, abortion, gay marriage or any other subject that gets people in heated discussions...I have my own opinions on things and I am happy with the fact that they may not be the same as yours. I will say that I am 100% behind stem cell research! Enough said!
I have friends from all over with all different backgrounds. I love my friends...friends and family are very important to me!
Well...that is abou

Just Plain RobSometimes I just fucking hate my life, wishing the pain could just go away :-(
Why can't it be easier to fall out of love than falling in love? I now own a house, woooohooooo!!!!
Go me :-D
I always kind of wonder how many 24 year olds can actually say that, wootie woot :-) It's just been a shitty night for me.
I hate being the emotional person that I am, does me nothing but harm.
Ever hold on to something because you pretty much "know" that there is still something there?
Yeah, it sucks, and maybe I need to stop holding on even though I still believe we still have something there.
Only girl I've kept talking to now months after breaking up, and I don't know if I can do it much longer
I hurt, I really really hurt :'(

BoredAt last it would appear as though things might be finally going my way. Things are going great with my job working for a press company. I've also found a sweet deal on a mazda 626, I just hope that doesn't fall through. The ex also continues to bury herself in her own stupidity. Then, to top it all off, I've been reunited with a couple of old friends of mine that I haven't seen in year. Maybe I should knock on wood to make sure none of this goes up in my face. In addition to thinking 'blog' is a funny word, I have apparently forgotten the fine art that is coffee making. Maybe I was still NOT awake or maybe I was just being stupid, but I forgot to put the damned coffee in and made some nice hot water.
I realize that this is something that a lot of people have done before but..... I dunno, I just feel really fuckin' stupid now, HAHA!!!
Have fun laughing at my expense, this one's for you people.

Sex StoriesSo long ago I was a child
With mind so pure
And manners mild,
And dreams of treasures, valor and what not,
Of things like sailing 'round the world in my yacht.
At night I'd sit and watch
Bright planets in the sky
When they and then the stars
Would roll on by.
My mind would travel
To a distant cosmic shore,
Exploring corners of the Universe
I hadn't known before.
I could converse with trees
And birds and camels
And fish and insects,
Shrimp and gnawing mammals.
It was my Age of Innocence,
Profundity and tranquil joy.
My soul was crystal clean.
My heart was daring yet coy...
And then damn puberty arrived
Along with pimples, rock-n-roll and teenage jive
And, ruthlessly, to my dismay, my hormones then kicked in,
And then a loathsome fire started burning from within.
Oh, how raging, how wicked was that fire!
A sticky, overwhelming s*xual desire!
My inner organs started churning sperm-
Their tiny bodies would inside my body squirm.
I lost my cosmic und

Life And BeginningsI was hurt today,
I guess I'll get over it.
Not like I have a choice,
I'll remember for a while,
Even if I pretend not to.
It might never be the same,
I don't know how she got back up so many times.
She's stronger than I,
And her strength was just one thing,
Among so much that I yearned for.
Maybe it isn't so bad,
Maybe life isn't so terrible,
Maybe just for today it is.
Perhaps tomorrow morning the sun will shine,
Maybe the clouds will be lined in silver,
Maybe not.
It might rain,
I might cry,
But either way I won't break,
At least not all of me.
My heart will heal,
With saline glue,
And even this in time shall pass.

Babe Are U Mine?I found a way to make extra cash in my spare time. You can check it out and try it for yourself. https://www.moreinfo247.com/9634970/FREE You gotta repost this as,"babe r u mine?" The 1st person to message u saying "baby....im urs." ... will be ur CherryTap Sweetheart... u'd be suprised at just who wants to be urs...u have 2 do this even if you are taken or, are you just Chicken!!!!

'love'ĎLoveí
Love is a emotion
Seldom freely given
Love is a beauty
Felt from deep within
Love is a image
Of peace and happiness
Love is only felt
When one gives kindness
A special thing, to some peopleÖ
Thatís what love is.
But, to meÖ
LOVE IS YOU!
J.R.A.F
12-09-93

Just A PoemI wrote this in new orleans as a body was recovered ... I guess I think of things different from most
A number in the mass unseen
Living in this world obscene
To the world I matter not at all
Live and die, lifeís take a fall
Six months later who will recall a name
The world goes on always the same
No time to waste on ones who wonít see
No time to cry over things never to be
To leave a mark on this world in pain
Keeping myself and coming out sane
Black leather clad demon or angel of light
It will matter not if we were wrong or right
Just that we lived and gave it our best
Peace and content of a lifeís well earned rest
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

' A Gift From God'ĎA GIFT FROM GODí
A common dream to be the best
Our strength and patience put through the test
Our feelings passed from one to the other
Itís no reason why God made us mothers
A smile, a tear, a touch of the hand
Make me sayÖ.ď I know I can!Ē
I know I can make it through this little while
Cause the greatest gift, is to hold our child

The TeaseAt
a
dinner made for 2
sitting side
by
side;
I have a white dress on
with no panties,
just the way you like.
I feel your hand
start
to
R
I
D
E
up and down my inner thigh
T
R
Y
I
N
G
to get a feel
yet,
I
remain
calm.
Our waiter comes to take our order
and I thought you'd move your hand
but no,
instead
you go up even farther
towards my pussy lips that you know are yours.
In my mind I can feel
your tongue as you get a taste
of my sweet nectar juice,
H
O
T
SWEET
J
U
I
C
E.
I feel it start to flow out
A
S
your fingers start to glide
in
and
out
of my pussy.
I hear you say out loud
that you have to run to the bathroom,
and in the corner of my eye
I
see you
wink
at me;
it's then that I know you wish for my company.
So I wipe my mouth with my napkin
and take

'realization'Realization
Withered flesh and tortured souls,
Vowing to be forever
As time takes its toll.
A troubled mind,
Shows that lifeís unkind,
To the oneís who use to be.
A promise, a dream,
And a wish for something,
to bring my youthfulness back.
Lies and despair,
Knowing no one cares;
And coming to realizeÖÖ
What leaves us to see,
What reality really means.
For death, shall come for us all one day.
J.R.A.F.
April 17, 1993

The World We Live In...........Sometimes I get deep and not always make sence , But I understand me......and at the end of the day thats what counts.....lol
If beauty is in the eyes of the beholder...........Why is it so many of us are UGLY????
Just beacuse I said the word UGLY, doesnt mean I meant looks.....I meant deep with in our souls.
Many people have ugly souls and are mean and nasty. I was chatting on line with a friend of mine and they told me that someone told him, he was ugly. To me she was the ugly one to have said such mean and nasty words. If most of us were honest, when we woke up in the morning we arent all fine as hell. We all have morning breath, sleep in our eyes and bed head......Lets get really here.
Threw out the days, months and years we have all put on some weight, got another age line and lost a bit of hair. We all have fault, So I ask when you look in that mirror again........DO YOU SEE AN UGLY PERSON? Lets take a good look at ourselfs and remember "Beauty is in t

Trouble With BitchesI've been thinking about this and i come to the conclusion that if you have to take provocative pictures of your self maybe you shouldnt put those pics on the net. mabey if nobody want to take them for you chances are nobody else wants to see your funky ass like that so think about it next time your taking pics of your self in the dark Fuck Everyone. Video by Foamy, not me.Add to My Profile | More Videos
i came across this and its increadable if it dosent make u shed some tears your a cold heart less piece of...... well u know
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that w

'i Am Your Friend'ĎI AM YOUR FRIENDí
Shallow sweet
Pride strong
A day to meet
A lifetime long
A friend to hope
And to share
Anything you need
And I will be there
I will be there
Itís when Iím sorry doesnít work,
And all your dreams are shattered
You seem to stand alone,
Asking if it matters
When youíre looking for that friend
That said that they cared
You only have to think of me
And I will be there
I will be there
Beside you every moment
After a bad dream
Quietly unspoken
Whenever you need
But think very hard
At how it is an art
Because if I was ever your friend
I would live in your heart
Now look again and see
If I do not care
I have told you already
I will be there
I will be there
My words are true
Iíll always be there
Alive or if Iím dead
The past doesnít matter
Listen to your heart
And you will hear my laughter
I am your friend indeed
I donít have to be in form
Because Iíll be in your mind
Think of me & Iíll make you warm
I am a

Join The Club Bewitched 24 Hrs Of All Request Musichey everybody this is Bedazzleddeb and i would like to invite all of you CT members to drop by our lounge check it out and become a member if youd like .... Its an all request lounge 24 hours a day we aim to please we have fun and so will you all guarnteed!!!..So come join us at Club Bewitched ..enjoy♥

About MeI CHANGED MY PROFILE . PLEASE HAVE A LOOK AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YA THINK ABOUT IT.
THANKS SO MUCH
MICHELE IN LOVING MEMBORY OF JIMMIE LEE GREEN, JR.
MAY 14TH OF 1976 TO MARCH 3RD OF 2007.
SAFELY HOME
I AM HOME IN HEAVEN, DEAR ONES. OH,
SO HAPPY AND SO BRIGHT. THERE IS
PERFECT JOY AND BEAUTY, IN THIS
EVERLASTING LIGHT. ALL PAIN AND GRIEF
IS OVER, EVERY RESTLESS TOSSING PASSED;
I AM NOW AT PEACE FOREVER, SAFELY HOME
IN HEAVEN AT LAST. THERE IS WORK STILL WAITING FOR YOU, SO YOU MUST NOT IDLY STAND; DO IT NOW,
WHILE LIFE REMAINETH-YOU SHALL REST IN GOD'S OWN LAND.
WHEN THAT WORK IS ALL COMPLETED, HE WILL GENTLY CALL YOU HOME; OH, THE RAPTURE OF THAT MEETING,
OH, THE JOY TO SEE YOU COME.
WE LOVE YOU JIMMIE AND WE WILL MISS YOU. THIS IS MY CUZ. AND WE PRAY FOR HIS SOUL. HE LIVED A PAINFUL LIFE AND NOW HE FEELS THE PAIN NO MORE.
GOD HELD OUT HIS HAND AND CALLED HIM HOME.
UNTELL WE MEET AGAIN. YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS. MY MOM ALWAYS TOLD ME NEVER PLAY THIS GAME. BUT I L

Journali have come to the conclusion that i'm lookin for something in myself that has always been there. my mind has not always execpted my heart.but now something has changed. i dont just want to be nobody. i have just found it easier to love myself. now i think i'm ready to try to love someone else besides my lil girl and my family. i feel good in my own skin and am tryin to improve my life and my lil girls life. i gave up my life for three years to learn how to be a good mother, now that my mind has learned the basic's. i'm ready to have my life and be a mom at the same time. it's time i take my heart out of the lost and found box and start to take a chance and live. I need some fun in my life right now. I'm just so tired of workin all the time and not going out to have fun. I don't want to go out all the time cause I need to take care of my lil girl who I luv sooooooooooo much. I know what my responsablities are and I do the best I can. But sometimes I need to get out and party and do thi

WhyAS I SIT HERE ENDLESSLY DAY AFTER DAY. RATING PEOPLES PICS, PROFILES BULLITEN. ETC... HOPING PEOPLE WILL DO THE SAME.. I AM A CT NUT..
I EVEN TRY TO SEND SHOUTOUTS TO PEOPLE. THAT DOESN'T WORK.. WHAT DOES A PERSON HAVE TO DO...
AND ON TOP OF IT ALL I POST A BULLITENS THAT MAYBE GETS 2 OR 3 VEIWS...
COME ON PEOPLE IT'S A 2 WAY STREET.
AND FOR THE PEOPLE THAT TAKES THE TIME AND GIVES UP THE LUV THANK YOU VERY MUCH.. PEOPLE ASK OTHER PEOPLE TO BE THEIR FRIEND.. THAT'S ALL GOOD.. BUT WHEN SOMEONE POSTS SOMETHING THEY DON'T LIKE... THE SAME PERSON BASH THEM.. I KNOW I WILL [[[NEVER]]] MEET ANYONE ON HERE.. BUT I'M NOT GOING TO DOWNGRADE ANYONE FOR SOMETHING THEY DO OR POST...
I AM ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE.. IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE... IF YOU CARE AT LEAST ALITTLE STOP BY AND SAY HELLO... Breakfast at McDonald's
> This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through
untilthe end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!):

Well?Well I can't pay my bills, I just found out that I won't get into the union apprenticeship. I just feel like that everything is going to fall down around me. The apprentice thing would have been great down the road. I would learn more in my trade and make more money to help my family.
At least I still have them, my family. My Melissa, someone I could not live without. My kids, all three of them. My boy, who lives with his mom. I don't see him enough, he is autistic so the courts decided that it would be better to ease him in to longer visits. But "easing him" in their eyes is over basically over the rest of his life. Grace, my three year old. One I would wish the rest of my life was fully mine. Her sperm donor is a piece of crap. If he would just die or give up his rights. Better yet grow up and be a positive influence on her. I guess he would actually HAVE TO SEE HER to do that. It has been a fucking year. Better yet he works under the table, so no child support!
Caitlin, my young

More PoetryTime to share is always there
I peered thru life
Ever avoiding strife
But now am undone
My barriers broken
For one has found me
Reached in and unbound me
Her love has burst my bonds
And set music to my songs
Her need for me
And mine for she
Has made my Winter Spring
A new start
With hammering heart
We color the world with our dream
Nothing is as it did seem
The darkness of my solitude is done
She - my rising sun.

DepressionOk maybe it's me but I know my depression is getting the best of me. But sometimes I just wish life whould stop trying to f**k me over. How am I ever going to get out of this depression if life keeps shitting on me? blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

My Haunting PastThe haunting past.
As I watch the dawn of a brand new day- my mind is still haunted by demons from my past. Only from a dream, or a vision of the memory of hope; do I lay with a small hope for tomorrow.
The devils of yesterday, reach out with their fleshless hands- They grab at me. Their fingers have names. I have names them all. They are betrayal Ė tears Ė blood Ė pain and torture. The hand itself is loneliness of the purest kind.
I shiver under those monstrous hands of time.
For they grope into the shadows of my mind. The parts that are left vulnerable to me.
All my secret places. The places I try to hide in.
The darkness always seeks me where I hide until it gets what it wantsÖ
My weaknesses.
My youth. My dreams.
My love. My happiness.
My sanity. My life.
I fill with a scream that rolls off my tongue soundless.
With much effort I wonder what will be next.
I will not let it rob me of my future. Today & tomorrow , I will fight my fears with my own hand. I reach out to

My ValentineI am sooo excited...my husband's leave starts on Feb 14, 2007. Whooohooooo....that means he will be here sometime on Valentines Day. I have not seen him since the end of September 2006. I get him all to myself for two weeks, well almost two weeks, we will have to go visit and let others see him to, darnit. But, yes I will be a VERY Happy Camper. But, then after that he will be going back to Iraq, for seven more months . I am not thinking about that right now, I am thinking about what to wear when I pick him up from the airport....since I have lost about 131lbs since he left, I think he will love whatever I do or do not wear.
Hey how bout some ideas? Ya'll gimme some ideas, especially the guys.

Graphic Design & More...My digital photography and design work was just bought by Corbis.com. The series/compilation of photos called "Essence" is a combination of my photography and graphic design on the sensual sexual nature of men and women. Unfortunately, I can't show the series or I would violate the signed contract, but I can let the public see my cover design until it releases. Let me know what you think and rate my picture. Ciao.
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'was That Love?''Was that love?'
darkness of the night the light of day
eyes not open or closed
time between inhale exhale
not in love then in love
these happen so fast do we notice

Smile As Time Passes'Smile as time passes'
smile as time passes
easy steps alone & along any path
looking for, looking at, looking forward
wondering loud, remembering to
scream as much in pleasure
as in pain. the pain passes
the taste of pleasure stays
forever

Piss On All YallSince I am on the pissed off rampage, I might as well say something else. I love how you read on most people's pages and they say something to the effect of "If you can't take a few minutes to read my profile don't bother adding me...." Crap like that. Here is the irritating thing. These SAME people don't spend the 2 minutes to read anyone else's. They are so busy whoring themselves out for points that they forget that there are humans on the other side of the computer. Yeah this blog is nothing but a bitchfest, but what is sad is that the people that REALLLLYYYY need to read this won't take the time to read it because they are working on their next bulletin begging for points or ways to get more fans to satisfy their need for points. I can honestly say I don't give a shit about the points I am here to meet people. In the up coming weeks I think all these little point whores are going to make a vanishing act from my friends and fans list.
ADIOS! Why do women come out and tal

''happy Holiday's''Happy holidays!!!!!!
To all of those of whom we love so well,
We hope your holidaysí aren't too much hell.
Turkey, ham, In-laws and presents,
Watching football and counting the seconds.
Riding home and cussing them so...
Wishing you could kick the kids in the snow.
Fake smiles and idle chatter and seeing their heads upon a platter....
happy holidays to you, we love you so much, even though deep down we think your a putts.

Untitledits there for the taking, for all of us. like candy and we miss it
they hide it from us when we are young and we hide it as we grow
we keep look even when we see it. we leave it behind when we go.
in moments, when no one is near, we wrap ourself around it, we take it in
like breath it is part of us.
shaken awake dark
wanting return needing scilence
scared alone
new
confused alive

Irishscottishhaveing every thing taken away, from family to job, i have had to sit. evauluating my life, i see i have to make changes. to be suronded by friends who care, and are here to help not destroy, i now see where i have gone wrong. being selfish, selfcenterness,egotiscal, and full of fear, i pushed everything and one away from me. man am i sorry. so i have given myself to God of my understanding and mighty changes have taken place. my heart of revenge has been replaced with a heart of forgivness, my anger replaced with love, my intolerance with understanding, these things came when i ask God to take away my uncontroling desire for alcohol. no one could get me to quit drinking. no one had the power to do so, including myself. for today i have no thought of drinking. thank God for that. my God is kind, forgiving, loving, patiant, helpfull. my God of my understanding. i just pray that he gives me the power and right my wrongs, to repair the damage i have created. to be given one last chance. t

'don't Let This World Get You Down''Don't let this world get you down'
Time seems to slip way.
Every second of everyday.
Life takes you through, all sorts of turns
But you better watch out, before you get burned.
Funny things happen,
When you live in a world like this
Because if you donít watch yourself, youíll get fucked & not kissed.
So baby, donít let this world get you down,
In time it will change, some way, some how.
All it takes is for someone to come around.
So baby, donít let this world get you down.
Youíll take a short trip down memory lane.
And people will tell you, that youíre the blame
Donít let it bother you; itís not all that bad
Because this world that we live in is so damn sad.
So baby, donít let this world get you down,
In time it will change, some way, some how.
Something happens with each breath I take.
It coils up inside me like a poisonous snake
Ready to strike, and bite you till you bleed.
Yet you are never really ready when it decides to feed.
Please, donít

My Weekendmy internet is down for the long weekend so i wont be around the next few days. some of you have my cell number if you want to catch up to me. if not i`ll be bad on line next week i hope.
happy holidays all ok let me start off by saying my visit was good with my kids. now it`s time for me to deal with you drama people. i`m going to be very blunt and foward. it seems that a few of you have a problem with me sticking up for canada. i would just sit back when ppl talk shit about the country i love and live in. so if you got a problem with canada plez save us both the time and remove me from your friend list.i dont talk bad to no one or talk about what country they are from.so no i wont let you dis my country. if this blog bothers you just remove me.
i am canadian
i`m not going to change cause ppl dont like me or my country.
mike well i`m off to bed, i get my kids tomorrow.
i`ll be back on sunday. take care and show me some luv. love to hear from my friends. have a great

My WebsiteU know who u r and ur such a point whore!! Kisses!! Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com I'm sssooooo bored!! Someone talk to me!

My Life And Other Thingsthis is a poem I made because I am inlove and it is actually happening. :D
hope u enjoy it :D
What are those in his eyes?
What is it full of?
Hatred, pain, love or jealousy?
I wish I could know what my future lies ahead
Who is the man I most desire?
2 guys falling for the same girl
1 girl falling for the same guys
There me be some connections between us
There must be jealousy between them
But why aren't they allies?
They're gaze are mysterious
I don't know who to choose from now?
confused and dazzled in the chamber
Pammy
this is so disgusting!! there is this guy on msn who is so crazy on him!! he maybe is like 30-50 years old and he keeps on finding love from me he even pretended to be a 9 years old boy!!! saw him webcam EEW!! blocked him!! don't post a comment here!! De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas
Welcome!
To the elder ruins again
The wind whispers besid

I Am Wearing Pink TodayHi My name is Miss K , I am here to have a good time although I have no idea how this works. A little about myself, I love to water ski, dirtbike ride , camp , dance and hang out with my friends having a couple of beers. pretty exciting ay? I am honest , can't stand liars! funny, adventurous, pretty much up for anything as long as I am smile! Here to make new friends and get a kick out of this site . Bare with me until I figure out how to do all this! Thank you !

Comment Bomber For HireAlrighty...I've been hit by so many people wanting me to help bomb them, it's hard to keep up with everything. So..i am for hire. I will take on as much work as i can without completely killing myself lol...anyways
Prices -
3000 comments - 1 day blast
5000 comments - 3 day blast
I can do more, but hell, no one is going to pay a blast for comments anyway :-p but it's worth a try. Anyways, msg me we'll see what we can work out if you need the help.
Comment Bomber for Hire@ CherryTAP

Humor"There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart!" - Melanie Griffith
"Love is grand; divorce is a hundred grand." - Anonymous
"I was nauseous and tingly all over. I was either in love or I had smallpox!" - Woody Allen
The great question, which I have not been able to answer is, "What does a woman want?" - Sigmund Freud
"Marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence. Second marriage is the triumph of hope over experience." - Samuel Johnson
"An archeologist is the best husband any woman can have; the older she gets, the more interested he is in her." - Agatha Christie
"What do you get when you cross Odie with the God of love? A stupid cupid!" You have two choices in life:
You can stay single and be miserable,
or get married and wish you were dead.
At a****ail party, one woman said to another,
"Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?"
"Yes, I am. I married the wrong man."
A lady inserted an ad in the classifi

Please Read And Sign The Petition For Missing Angels Bill -ABC's footage of the stillbirth and MISSing Angels Bill movement ...
Mama's crying
And I can't stop the pain
Can't whisper softly
Everything's gonna be ok
Words of wisdom and my kisses
Won't take these tears away
Mama's crying...Mama's crying
And I can't stop the pain
They say time heals the broken heart
A little more each day
And seasons hold the memories
We'll smile upon someday
But her pain right now is deeper
Than her faith in God and Church
And as I hold my baby in my arms
We both grieve for hers
Summer's ending
Autumn stumbles into place
Anger and frustration
Toss and turn our every day
Mama's crying...Mama's crying
And I can't stop the pain
It's gonna be a long cold winter
Spring's a long long ways away
They say time heals the broken heart
A little more each day
And with every new tomorrow
Sorrow slowly fades
The heartache that she's feeling
No one else can take away
But I'll be right beside her
Each baby step she takes
Mama's

What If I Did This?HEY IT'S ME BITCHY,
JUST WANTED TO TELL ALL OF U THAT I MISS THE HELL OUTTA ALL OF YA. LIFE HERE IN Tn IS GREAT BUT IT HAS IT'S DRAWBACKS. NO DSL BUT I AM SAVING UP FOR IT AND I AM GETTIN ANOTHER COMPUTER SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I WILL BE BACK ONLINE IN NO TIME. WHEN iI DO COME BACK I AM GONNA TALK ALL UR EARS OFF AS I HAVE SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH TO TELL AND I KNOW YA'LL WILL LISTEN. UNTIL I DO GET BACK I WANT YA'LL TO HAVE THESE--------- HUGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, KISSESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AND NICE SOFT INCHES FOR ALL MY MEN AND THOSE OTHERS WHO WANT EM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YA'LL BUNCHES AND MISS YA'LL EVEN MORE. HOPE TO SEE YA'LL VERY SOONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
BUNCHES OF LOVE FROM ME BITCHY Subject: I wish you ENOUGH............
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.

Spam ErrorI SENT OUT A BULLETIN A FEW DAYS BACK AFTER I WAS TOLD THAT SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS CHEATING WHEN VOTING FOR MY MOM IN A CONTEST BECAUSE I KEPT POSTING THE SAME COMMENT. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS HIT THE SPACE BAR A FEW TIMES EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE BEFORE PASTING YOUR COMMENT. I KNOW A FEW PEOPLE THAT USE THIS. HELL THERE WAS A BULLETIN GOING AROUND A MONTH OR TWO AGO BUT I GUESS SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO READ. I WAS SO UPSET WHEN I WAS INFORM THAT SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS CHEATING. I AM NOT LIKE THAT I SPENT MANY MANY HOURS VOTING FOR MY MOM. I WOULD NEVER CHEAT SO IF YOU WANT TO GET PASSED THE SPAM ERROR JUST USE THE SPACE BAR. IT WORKS BELIEVE ME. SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS FIGURED THIS WA SOMEONE MIGHT TAKE THE TIME TO READ THIS. HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE.
STAY AT HOME MOM ~MEMBER OF K.O.T.~

Motor SportsYeah Baby, I am going to the Montser Jam tonight at the Citrus Bowl in Orlando. I can't wait to see my Grave Digger. I also have the pit party passes, I am going to have a blast. And I will be taking plenty of pictures and posting the ones that actually turn out, lol.

Friends & FamilyFor those of you who know, I finally got all my business stuff taken care of. I got all my tax receipts and my State ID to collect State tax. I will be ordering merchandise and starting my business real soon.....My business name is Robin's Boutique.
I will be setting up at the Flea Market at first, but hey it's a start until I can afford my own Store Front.......Woooooooooooo Hooooooooo! Hello new friends. I ain't sure if I got to everyone individually to thank you for the warm welcome to this web site. I enjoy what I have seen of this site so far and hope to make even more friends like the ones I have met already.
Gotta go get ready for my BIG day for the Monster Trucks. Hope everyone has a good weekend. My daughter told me yesterday the day after Mother's Day that I am going to be a Grandma. She found out she is 7 weeks pregnant. Woooooo Hoooooo!
I need to level up by the time my grandbaby gets here cause there will be a lot of pictures of Grandma with baby, lol.

I'll Love You If...I'll love you when you're dumb,
I'll love you when you're smart,
I'll love you any way you are,
Right from the start
I'll love you if you're tall,
I'll love you if you're short
I'll love you if you're pretty,
Or just an ugly dork
I'll love you if you're toothless,
I'll love you if you're blind,
Anything that's wrong with you,
To me you'll be just fine
My heart is opening up now,
Unlike it used to do,
I see the pain that's in your heart,
And sometimes I feel it too
I'll love you tomorrow,
I'll love you today,
I'll love you forever,
And forever always.

Tongue TwistersA fat hen
A fat hen, a couple of ducks
A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears
A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs
A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females
A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump
A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump, seven Simbad the sailors sailing sailing the seven seas
A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump, seven Simbad the sailors sailing sailing the seven seas, eight egotistical ecologists evaluating the earths expectancy
A fat hen, a couple of ducks, three brown bears, four more chairs, five fat frivolous females, six simple simons sitting on a stump, seven Simbad the sailors sailin

The Greatest DecadeI don't know about everyone else but I miss the 80's. The 80's was a fun time for me.
I graduated Forestville Sr High in '84 and joined the Army four days later. The music was the best and is still played in my truck's CD player every time I ride. My two teenage kids hate riding with me. They can't believe their dad use to be a breakdancer....yes, I was a breakdancer. I'd kill myself now trying to do any of that.
I know, sounds lame but I was having a good time. I even owned a couple of pair of parachute pants. Y'all remember those?
The Army sent me to Germany for my first two years. I was in the Infantry and when I graduated Basic and AIT, I had $8,000 in my pocket. Don't have anything to show for it but I can tell some great stories. I stayed drunk for most of those two years. I've been to the real Octoberfest in Munich, I can always remember getting there but can never remember leaving. Dancing on top of the fest tables with the Germans, and the liter mugs of be

False People!!!!WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE SAY RATE ME,POST A COMMENT,CHECK OUT MY PICTURES AND I'LL RETURN THE FAVOUR... AND THEN NEVER DO IF I COULD TAKE BACK RATES AND PHOTO COMMENTS BELIEVE ME I WOULD!! IT PROPER RILES ME WHY SAY IT IF UR NOT GONNA DO IT... THERE'S JUST NO NEED IS THERE!!! AM I ALONE ON THIS ANYONE LET ME KNOW!!!!CHEERS

I Love My Wifei love my wife so very much. i know i have done some bad things to her like ignore her, believed my family and so called friends over her , damn i almost killed her because i didnt think she was that bad! i know it is to late to save us. nut damn i got to try i oh her so much. she gave me 2 wonderful children , she trusted me for 5 years , she is my lover my best and only friend and my beatiful wife.
i now now the truth about everything . she help me find god and i only brought her to her breaking point. so is it fair that she should have to stay with me or should i just let her go?
it gets worse , she has found a friend that she "loves" more than me. i dont know if i cann take much more of it. i caused all this i am resposilbe for all the pain and suffering in our marriage. i want to fix everything between use but i dont think she wants to be "fixed". she is worth being "fixed" so she can live a long healthy life with or without me. i wish i would have found god sooner then i wo

Common Courtesy Vs KindnessThe compliment that I receive the most is that I am a kind person or that I am "so sweet". It's a nice compliment but actually quite shocking to me. I don't really feel like I go that far out of my way to be nice. If you are my true friend, you can be assured that I would give the shirt off my back or the last dollar in my purse. In general though, I would say I simply treat people with courtesy.
I think the reason people are so shocked or impressed by it is it's lacking in society. They don't see the behaviour enough to realize that it's really the way we should all be acting.
Little things like - Holding open a door for a woman that is pushing a stroller and juggling kids. Or helping someone that is shorter than me reach the item on the top shelf...simple little things that take mere seconds seem to be the exception and not the norm.
Why? Hell I dunno.
I was thinking about this last night... I was coming home from dinner (leaving the parking lot) It was freezing cold

VampireEmpty yet aware, the original light shines spontaneously; tranquil yet responsive, the great function manifests. A wooden
horse neighing in the wind does not walk the steps of the present moment; a clay ox emerging from .
the sea plows the springtime of the eon of emptiness.
Understand? Where a jade man beckons,
even greater marvel is on the way back.
bryan.AkA.The.Writer
We are fed up to hallucinate with this policy of shit.Cheated by the church and his stupid religion. The most deadly sect and in turn the most unpunished infects of the society. Overwhelmed by retrograde taboos, improper until of cultures previous to ours in the time. Limited by an authoritarian system, submitted as lambs to the voice of the leader of turn. Catched in absurd countries with borders this same that they mount and dismantle to their whim. Stunned by the deepest ignorance, that distinguishes between races, sexes, social cultures, classes, colour of skin, birthplace country, defectsÖ.etc.

Contact LinkLife Is Short
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold
morning,
in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck
with
the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any
more.
No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate
together,
no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one
minute."
Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away.
Never to return before we can say good-bye,
Say "I Love You." or "I Miss You"
So while we have it, its best we love it.
And care for it and fix it when it's broken
and take good care of it when it's sick.
This is true for marriage. And friendships.
And children with bad report! Cards; and dogs with bad
hips;
and aging parents and grandparents.
We keep them because they are worth it, because we
cherish them!
Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved
away
or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some
things that
make us happy, no matter what. Life is important,
and

Angle Eyessorry to all my freinds and family here on fubar. been so busy with work its been unreal short staffed. but i will make up for it. i miss you all very very much. love medic while may dear ct friends today is my last day on ct for a while. iam leaveing tomm morning for my back surgery. wish me luck. ill try to come back on here as soon as i can. take care of your selfs and be safe love you all.. to all my freinds and family on fubar. i will not be on here for a couple of days due to my cousins furnal is this saturday. and i want to say thank you to everyone for your preys. i love you all. medic

Random ThoughtsI put this on my main page too, but thought it was worthy of a blog entry also, lol. =)
I find joy in both the simple and complex things in life.
I crave the smell of wet blades of grass,
the earth's soil after it rains,
Grandma's homemade apple butter when she's canning...
and a baby's sweet spot on their forehead.
I enjoy the sounds of my Mama's laughter,
my brother singing,
good music on the stereo,
and the thunder rolling off in the
distance when I'm safe in the arms
of the man I love during a summer storm
as we listen to the rain on the window.
I admire the beauty of
the power of true friendship,
butterflies in flight,
a sweet smile on the face of a friend or loved one,
the color of the leaves in the Fall,
and the Snake River with the Grand Tetons in the back drop.
I enjoy the feel of a soft, velvety kiss,
having my hair brushed and played with,
rose petals between my thumb and fingers,
knowing that those who matter to me are safe
and of knowing I

To Military Wives...and to the husbands that leave thier wives behind. This has touched my heart, I hope it does yours :)
Dear Military Wife,
I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news.
I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for.
I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband.
I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so.
I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand.
I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home.
I have never had

Personality Or LooksPersonality or Looks OK people say they dont care about looks...what is your opinion?.. would you rather go out with sum one with great looks or a great personality?

When Enough Is EnoughI knew him for 10 years, and if I said I didn't love him, I'd be lieing. We met on the net back when I was new to all of this, and making friends was all I had in mind. I was newly married and had a baby on the way, and I was always home by myself. My husband was always working, sleeping and out with the guys..So the internet was my escape, and it was something for me to do to help pass the time.
He was married also, and him and his wife were in the process of divorcing. He needed someone to talk to, and he found me. We were both in the same boat, so to speak, and we found comfort in knowing that we could relate to eachother. It was July 4th weekend in 1999 when I herd from him last, and I was totally shocked that he had just vanished like he did. Six months later, I was in the middle of a divorce when I was sitting in a chatroom on YAHOO one Sunday morning, and I saw him pop into the room. He started to voice chat in the room and I felt my heart skip a beat. I said hello to him and t

To Good HealthSTROKE IDENTIFICATION:
During a BBQ a friend stumbled and took a little fall
- she assured everyone that she was fine (they
offered to call paramedics) and just tripped over a
brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned
up and got her a new plate of food - while she
appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying
herself the rest of the evening.
Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that
his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00pm,
Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the
BBQ - had they known how to identify the signs of a
stroke perhaps Ingrid would be with us today.
It only takes a minute to read this-
Recognizing a Stroke
A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke
victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the
effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was
getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed an getting to
the patient within 3 hours which is tough.
RECOGNIZING A STROKE
Thank God for the sens

Kate Is Bored..2007 surveyBasicName:Kate Age:19 Gender:Girl Top Three quotes 0f 2007-:"Seth: Oh my God! That's the coolest fucking story I've ever heard in my life! Can you tell it again, do you have time? " -:"Our greatest glory comes not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." -:"Sacrifice is giving up something good for something better." Songs For you LifeYour theme song:"With A Little Help From My Friends" - The Beatles Dance Song:I'll dance to anything. Your best friend's song:Something country. Ew. Your Empowerment Song:"Hate" - Plain White T's song that made you cry:"Stellar" and "I Miss You" - Incubus song about your love life:Isn't one at the momment.. Your most angst ridden song:"Let it Die" - Three Days Grace Random things about 2007did you travel anywhere? where?:AL, SC,TX, and Mexico were you sleep deprived?:Haha, always. fall in love?:No. get dumped?:In a way. gained/lost weight?:Yes. cried over a broken heart?:Oh yeah. did something you shouldnt have?:*nod* found out who

::sigh::For the last few nights i been having some fucked up dreams...I know its because of the upcoming dr visit on the 27th....The dreams or nightmares have ended the same way with the dr saying "sorry son we can't fix you" and it shows me in a coffin..I know it is only dreams but the way I have been feeling it wouldn't surprise me if it comes to that Have you ever missed someone that you have known for years and have a BIG fight over nothing and do anything to get that friendship back? Yeah thats how I feel right now I woke up this morning to the site of snow...thats right it's snowing out as I type this...So I started singing "I'm dreaming of a white ST patty's day" yeah I know corny but I did just woke up lol....So I;m thinking of getting some green food coloring and put it on my front lawn lol
ok thats all I had to share my lame thoughts with you wonderful cherries

Eat It, Beat It, Eat It Again.i was told i fuck like a porn star, 1 side of me thinks thats sum kool shit, but the otherside of me thinks i should feel different about it, what do the ladies think? i just met a chic that didnt want licked just dicked, thats crazy to me are there any ladies out there who can take my tounge more than once?

AngelsBuzzing undies make shopper faint!
" A woman collapsed in a supermarket when her vibrating panties made her faint with pleasure. The kinky 33-year old housewife was wearing a pair of battery operated Passion Pants bought from a sex shop, while she did her shopping, according to the British tabloid The Sun. But she got so stimulated by the 6cm vibrating bullet in the panties that she lost conciousness. She fell and hit her head in the crowded supermarket in Swansea, Wales. When paramedics arrived, they found her black imitation leather knickers still buzzing. They took them off before an ambulance took her to hospital. The woman, whose identity has been kept private, suffered no long-lasting ill effects. And as she left the hospital a paramedic gave her back the Passion Pants in a plastic bag. A spokesman for Asda supermarket chain told the sun: 'We like to think shopping with us is exciting enough already.' "
The angels love our tears... Leaving, they dry our
face with

I Infect Your SoulThrough The Darkness
I lived in darkness
Withdrawn from modern life
My mind was full of negativity
And my mood was depressed
I can relate to the melancholic poets
And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe
These lost souls are misunderstood
This is not a quest for evil
But a search for positive energy
I will come out of this stronger
Wiser and more sympathetic
I felt so restrained by modernity
By the pressure to conform and look good
I took a razor and cut through the superficial layer
To get in touch with my soul
I had to risk losing my life
To realise how precious it is
Now I am fully restored
A cloak of darkness surrounds me
I see the world in crystal clear vision
Droplets of blood fall from my eyes
A memory of the sadness I endured
A bright new spirit guides me
But the darkness will always be there
To remind me how bright these days are
I Infect Your Soul
My darkness fades from view
And ent

A Day In The Life Of IllusionYou made me complete with one look in your eyes.
You told me of what is to be.
You looked in my heart and found nothing but love.
You allowed me to become a daddy :).
Nothing can touch what I feel right now.
Im addicted to you and our love.
Regardless of what has become of my past.
I can now look at something above.
Something that means the world to me
after losing the world I once had.
You are my life and I love you to death.
Thank you for letting me become a dad.
I love you with every ounce of my soul, my heart, my life.
Theres just no way I could not let you in
so yes, I would love you as my wife.
7 and a half more months
and then the light will shine.
Everything is coming together.
Im so thankful you are mine. I wrote this for a friend that is like a sister to me basically and it was my way of saying you are not alone.
Understand
that people care.
Understand
that they will be there.
You are not alone
in this battle you fight.
Dont ever give up.
Just g

Heart Warming StoriesWet Pants
Come with me to a third grade classroom.....
There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet.
He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened.
It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never
speak to him again as long as he lives.
The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer,
"Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat."
He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered.
As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate
named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water.
Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the b

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WishesI wish I didnt have to wake up alone....I wish I had a sincere smile to see everyday....I wish I had a hand to hold and a shoulder to cry on.....
I wish that people seen me for me.....I wish that I wasnt so different.....I wish that my heart didnt have to break easy.....I wish I didnt have to hear lets just be friends......
I wish I had the confidence to share my feelings again without being rejected.......I wish that i could fill the hole in your heart....I wish to be loved......I wish for you!
..........Danielle.........

My Hero My LifeThe day i came to know you were there was the day the feeling of joy and fear entered me...I instantly thought of the brothers and sisters you should have had and wondered if you would be here with me, or would you be joining them....
As each day passed I felt a more warmer feeling inside that you were gonna be the one....I could start to feel you move inside me gentally at first and then with more force toward the end.....
As the day came for you to enter the world the same feeling of joy and fear entered me....I awated the day to finally look in your eyes.......And as the gentlemen that took you from inside me held you up, I looked into your eyes and realized my miracle was here.....I love you baby
...Danielle...

My Lifesandy jo@ CherryTAP well im getting ready to get married to the love of my life we have 8 kids together and one big family well that is great and the b day partys are wild and christmas is well lets say alot of trash lmao well the first one went really well cant wait for the more of them to come .

Silencenothing ever seems right
eternity shines upon me
my time will never end
every minute is a century
every fake smile cuts me
your love and innocence have always been gone
the person i thought you were was nothing
tell me why do you do what you do
does the love of the gods not shine upon you
sweat rolls down my head
leave me alone
im scare for myself
our children would have been dead flesh
lifeless like you are
the only thing that ever saves me
is silence

ThoughtsI find myself alone more than i let on, thinking about the should have beens, the what if's, and the maybe's...I wonder if the smile that is behind my eyes is real....Is the passion that my heart holds desired.....Is the love that i have all thru my body still giveable.....
I lay awake alone at night wondering if "the one" is out there....Is the night alone too where he is at....Does he feel the same passion that my heart feels....Is the love that is thru his body still giveable....
I hope that day comes when the two smiles that are behind our eyes become more real, the two passions our hearts hold and the love that is in our body is able to come together and form one real smile, one passion filled heart and one love forever...
...Danielle...

My MomMY MOTHER JUST JOINED THE CHERRYTAP--LOL --EVERY ONE PLESE GO SHOW HER SOME CHERRY LUV......SHE IS THE GREATEST!!!!!! AND YOU GUYS PLEASE BE GENTLEMEN --OK LOL.....
THANK YOU AND MUCH LUV............her name is FANCIEFACE
KATIEJO
FANCIEFACE@ CherryTAP FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT TALK TO ME I AM DELETING YOU ...... PLEASE GO AND WELCOME MY FRIEND TO CHERRYTAP HE IS LIKE SOOO NEW LOL
THANK YOO
KATIEJO
Lundie@ CherryTAP
HERE IS HIS LINK
THANK YOO AGAIN

Jokes N StuffAnd you also find out interesting things when you have sons, like...
1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. Ft.
House 4 inches deep.
2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with
Roller blades, they can ignite.
3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a
Crowded restaurant.
4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not
Strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and
A Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint
Can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. Room.
5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on.
When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a
Few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a
Long way.
6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a
Baseball hit by a ce iling fan.
7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh"

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Paul Muldoon
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I want you to tell me if, on Grammy night, you didnít get one hell of a kick
out of all those bling-it-ons in their bullet-proof broughams,
all those line-managers who couldnít manage a line of coke,
all those Barmecides offering beakers of barm Ė
if you didnít get a kick out of being as incongruous
there as John Donne at a Junior Prom.
Two graves must hide, Warren, thine and mine corse
who, on the day we met, happened
also to meet an individual dragging a full-length cross
along 42nd Street and kept mum, each earning extra Brownie points
for letting that cup pass. The alcoholic
knows that to enter in these bonds
is to be free, yeah right. The young John Donne who sets a Glock
on his dish in the cafeteria
knows that, even as he plots to clean some A&R manís clock,
his muse on dromedary
trots to the Indias of spice and mine
and the Parsi Towers of Silence, even as he buses his tray
with its half-eaten dish of

MeYou Are a Bright Star Soul
Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention
In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you
You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial
And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy
You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define
A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles.
Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?

BlessingsThis month I aged another year
And one thing is perfectly clear.
I do not, at all, look my age
Though time has turned another page.
I still feel young and free
And very happy to be me.
Some pretty rough times I've faced
Tracks of my tears can still be traced.
I still know the important things
Are not riches,cars,houses and rings.
It's family that means the most
And, of mine, I often boast.
Friends are priceless, it is true
And I'm grateful for all of you.
My prayer for each of you will be
That God bless you as you've blessed me.
HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!!!!!!

Morf Contest-i Need Your Rate And Comment Bombs, PleaseOk, i would like to hold a contest for all of you soldier out there. In order to enter into the contest i need a picture of you in your uniform. This will be kinda like the sexiest soldier. Please contact me ASAP to get your entry into the contest. This is open to male and female soldiers. So if you are in your uniform and wont to compete Then send me a message. Just in case this is being reposted, and you need to search for me.
My search name is "BITCH2WITCH&BACK" THIS IS NOT A CONTEST SO THE LEVEL YOU REACH IN COMMENTS IS THE PRIZE YOU GET GUARANTEED, THIS LAST TIL FEB 28TH 1159PM EST. PLUS YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB YOUR OWN PIC.
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BoopdedoopOk, so new here... hard for a dumbass *me* to use, haha. But Zigs is showing me how :) so I'm getting there :) anywho... boring or what? :P
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Endless Lovepeople i am so sorry i have not felt well at all so please forgive me ok Just Love Me Tonight
by Mike Hernandez
I want to melt in your arms,
As you hold me close and tight.
Make all my dreams come true,
I want all of you tonight.
I want to feel your touch,
As I lay here next to you.
Feel my passion rise and rise,
As you do the things you do.
So lay here beside me,
It's been way to long.
Lets turn out the lights,
And turn each other on.
I want to cuddle with you,
Lay in your arm just right.
You're all I'll ever need.
Darling, just love me tonight.
Holding On To Love
by Mike Hernandez
The days we spent together,
The times we've shared,
I forgot what it was like,
For you to be near.
The smile you put in my face,
The silent kiss,
Made me remember,
That it was you whom I missed.
I felt the warmth of your glance,
That had once touched my heart,
And I swore to my self,
That we should never part.
This is what will keep us together,
Even whe

For Your Bleeding EyesOn the surface she was placid. A tall rising tower upon which everyone broke against. Porcelain was her face, streaked with crimson emotion. Chaos lapped at her feet, the endless torrent of black cresting waves. "When does it all end?" she whispered into the dark night. Bound by promises that time will never keep....she waits. Lurid waters rise around her, leaching into her flesh. Tainted. Broken. Bitter roots run deep. Gnarled thorns twist around faithless innocence. Painful memories of misshapen dreams flash behind her heavy lids as she slips. Flailing in the empty sea, into the great below. "For what is tomorrow...when forever is gone...." Its a lazy old Sunday and I am kicked back in the recliner. The air is quiet and still and I am alone. To some perhaps that sounds a day to die for, but I grow tired of the dreary silence. In days of past I would be by now considered a spinster. The woman nobody wanted, the girl always overseen. Forever I am destined to face the wo

ChipsahoyJust made friend of Cherrytap.com. I made alot of friends, family and fans, thankyou all including the Cherrytap people themselves. Have a drink and party on me. I've put up some more pics if you care to see Frist try at one. Please call back and define for me please

Guam In Ww2Guam is the largest of the Marianas, 30 miles (48 km) long and 9 miles (14 km) wide. It had been a United States possession from the Spanish-American War of 1898 until it was captured by the Japanese on 11 December 1941.The battle of Guam was a battle of the Pacific campaign of World War II, fought on the island of Guam in the Mariana Islands from 21 July 1944 to 10 August 1944. It was not as heavily fortified as the other Mariana Islands such as Saipan that had been Japanese possessions since the end of World War I, but by 1944 it had a large garrison. Guam was chosen as a target because its large size made it suitable as a base for supporting the next stage of operations towards the Philippines, Taiwan and the Ryukyu Islands; the deep-water harbor at Apra was suitable for the largest ships; and the two airfields would be suitable for B-29 Superfortress bombers. Guam, ringed by reefs, cliffs, and heavy surf, presents a formidable challenge for an attacker. On 21 July the Americans lan

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superbowl sunday....
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all correct picks will be entered in a random drawing to win from me a 2,500 gift.
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Locked DoorLocked Door
Here I stand behind this locked door
the one I have locked one thousand times before
I say each time I will not come here again
then a song, a memory,a scent seems to suck me in
I look at the pictures here on the wall
graphic details of our love, the rise and the fall
When the pain gets to great and I am lying curled up on the floor
I get slowly to my feet and once more lock the door

NumbNumb
After the last tear is shed, you become
shut down cried out and gratefully numb
The feelings come back but oh so slow
but with each re-awakening they begin to grow
You will never be the same how could you be
but the choice of better or worse is made individually

WebcammingAs you all can tell i love to get on cam and mess around. So if you enjoy the same please let me know, or hit me up on yahoo at HOTHUNGTN69 or MSN at HOTHUNGTN@HOTMAIL.COM

Two Hearts That Beat As OneThe touch of your hand
The look upon your face
watching you glisten with sweat
as you take me with beauty and grace
Two halves entertwined now become a whole
Both reaching for the ecstasy that can only be felt deep in the soul
You look in my eyes as this miracle takes place
A single tear trickles down from each others face
No Words are needed to say how you each feel inside
For only in the two hearts beating as one can true love reside

TearsTEARS ARE LIKE MOISTURE FOR YOUR SOUL
TO WASH AWAY HURTS AND MAKE US WHOLE
SOMEDAYS YOU HAVE SUNSHINE
SOMEDAYS YOU HAVE RAIN
PUT THERE TO WASH AWAY THE PAIN
SOMETIMES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN
THAT IF THE RAIN DOESN'T STOP YOU
JUST MIGHT GO INSANE
THEN YOU PUSH IT ALL DEEP INSIDE
FOR THOSE KIND OF HURTS YOU TRY HARD TO HIDE
YOU DON'T HAVE ANY CHOICE IS THE BEST THING TO DO
MAYBE NOT FOR EVERYONE BUT YOU KNOW IT IS FOR YOU
THEN THE ONLY THING LEFT IS FOR YOU TO PRAY
GOD JUST LET ME MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY

The DanceMY MIND WANDERED TO THOUGHTS OF YOU TODAY
YOUR GENTLE VOICE AND YOUR THOUGHTFUL WAY
WITH JUST ONE THOUGHT OF YOUR WARM EMBRACE
A KISS ON MY LIPS OR A TOUCH ON MY FACE
THE THOUGHT OF OUR BODIES IN A LOVERS EMBRACE
DOING A RITUAL DANCE OF PASSION AND GRACE
TOUCHES ME ALL THE WAY TO MY SOUL
MAKING ME HUNGER FOR YOU TO COMPLETE
THE DANCE AND MAKE ME WHOLE

Understandinghello all my wonderful friends,
I'm back, in case your wondering where i was. Then stop now take a pee break, grab a snack and snuggle in, it's story time.
Last sunday the 26th my sister fell off the back of her couch while she was trying to hang blinds. Yes not the brightest thing to do, but hey we're not perfect. Now we didn't think anything of it, till i got the text at 5 in the morning that she was in the er getting x-rays done. So i rush up to st. marys, which is about and hour and half from me. Kelly my sister, had a concusion and a twisted arm with ripped muscles. Because of the injuries she can not be alone. So I've been getting up every morning to beat rush hour traffic so i can watch her, then driving home each night to be with ryan. Which just from home to kellys house is about 3 hours round trip.
But to make matters worse she is in the middle of sepration from her life partner. So i've been carting her to the bank, b/c amy tried to strip the account. The lawyers office

Patty 's PonderingsInteresting Year 1981
1. Prince Charles got married
2. Liverpool crowned soccer Champions of Europe
3. Australia lost the Ashes tournament.
4. Pope Died
Interesting Year 2005
1. Prince Charles got married
2. Liverpool crowned soccer Champions of Europe
3. Australia lost the Ashes tournament
4. Pope Died
Lesson Learned?
The next time Charles gets married, someone warn the Pope!
COOKING WITH! BACON GREASE
I just threw out my last 2 tbls of bacon grease!!
This is what happens when you keep cooking with bacon grease. This is a warning, send this to everyone you care about.
It could happen to you...
Bacon grease will make your feet really very small!! Warn everyone
Tyrone asked his work buddy, Robert, one morning, "Man, why
you always so damn happy when you come to work every day?"
Robert replied, "That's because I make love to my wife every
morning before work."
Amazed, Tyrone asked him how he gets his wife to make love to him every mornin

Sexman for some reason all I want is to have sex to day with a random hottie. Don't you just hate when you have those days?

Work & Schoolhey y'all, sorry i've not been on as much as i used to be. i just started a new job at a propane company & there's all kinds of studying i have to do to learn everything i need to know, & i'm studying my arse off for school too, so my time is pretty limited. like it says in my profile, i'm not ignoring anyone, just real busy.
stay cool-
keith

Misc. Stuff And Junk,ya'know?I read of a man who stood to speak
At the funeral of a friend.
He referred to the dates on her tombstone,
From the beginning...to the end.
He noted that first came her date of birth
And spoke the following date with tears,
But he said what mattered most of all
Was the dash between those years.
(1934 - 1998)
For that dash represents all the time
That she spent alive on earth...
And now only those who loved her,
Know what that little line is worth.
For it matters not, how much we own;
The cars...the house..the cash,
What matters is how we live and love
And how we spend our dash.
So think about this long and hard...
Are there things you'd like to change?
For you never know how much time is left,
That can still be rearranged.
If we could just slow down enough
To consider what's true and real,
And always try to understand
The way other people feel
And be less quick to anger,
And show appreciation more
And lo

TagRULES - Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.
1. I only date black men.
2. I had 3 children that passed away
3. I play the saxophone.
4. I have an extremely high sex drive and have been called a nympho.
5. I have a genius level iq.
6. I am a computer geek and proud of it.
7. I have 2 beautiful daughters 15 and 21 years old
8. I am severely addicted to the internet and cherry tap.

Day Dreams Of Desires Of YouDay Dreams of Desires of You I lay here while my mind drifts away dreaming of you. Wanting to have you laying beside me. Desiring to feel your touch, your warmth, your passion. Wanting to feel your hands slowly carress my body. Then ever so gentle your hand brushes up against my face, you lean closer and kiss me ever so passionately. Your kiss fills me with so much more desire within. I am wanting you to fufill me completely. Oh how I am wanting you to make love to me. Very slow and very passionate. My mind still drifting of dreams† and desire of all the things I want to become between us. For one day my dreams will be made into reality. Not till then will I feel the full desire of your passion for now all I have is day dreams.

Im BoredCome on, although ya try to discredit
Ya still never edit
The needle, I'll thread it
Radically poetic
Standin' with the fury that they had in '66
And like E-Double I'm mad
Still knee-deep in the system's shit
Hoover, he was a body remover
I'll give ya a dose
But it'll never come close
To the rage built up inside of me
Fist in the air, in the land of hypocrisy
Movements come and movements go
Leaders speak, movements cease
When their heads are flown
'Cause all these punks
Got bullets in their heads
Departments of police, the judges, the feds
Networks at work, keepin' people calm
You know they went after King
When he spoke out on Vietnam
He turned the power to the have-nots
And then came the shot
Yeah!
Yeah, back in this...
Wit' poetry, my mind I flex
Flip like Wilson, vocals never lackin' dat finesse
Whadda I got to, whadda I got to do to wake ya up
To shake ya up, to break the structure up
'Cause blood still flows in the gutter
I'm like takin' photos
M

My WritingsThe Love of a ManThe Love of a ManIt's not how strong he is,How powerful he can be,Nor is it how tall he is.The Love of a ManIt's not to how he succeeds,How many surprises orGifts he gives to you.The Love of a ManIs the love that he holds,Deep within his soul,His heart filled with Unconditional love. The Love of a Man It's the Passion he shows,The way he touches yourheart and soul.The Love of a ManIs your best friend and true,He is your one true love,For he is The Man You Love.
The Way To My HeartSweet whispers and words of poetrygo hand and handFor these two, I do linger to hearWhat I need more from you is thisTake my hand within your hand

Business InputClick the banner to be taken to my website or visit http://www.dippeddelights.com
So I'm thinking of doing in-home Dipped Delights parties. I would bring samples of many of the goodies I make and describe each goody to the guests as they taste them. I would need to make at least $150 in sales to make it worth it for me to prepare and package the chocolate dipped fruits etc. How many local people would be interested in hostessing a party? How many people would attend a party?
Thanks,
~K~

A Contest For The SoldiersOk, i would like to hold a contest for all of you soldiers out there. In order to enter into the contest i need a picture of you in your uniform. This will be kinda like the sexiest soldier. Please contact me ASAP to get your entry into the contest. This is open to male and female soldiers. So if you are in your uniform and want to compete Then send me a message.
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SUPPORT THE TROOPS CONTEST
IS NOW OPEN!!
COME SHOW THEM SOME LOVE FOR THERE CREADIVITY!
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Be Safe, Sleep With A Soldier Hubby To kaylaĘĺ
THAT'S RIGHT!! TIME FOR THE SEXIEST SOLDIER CONTEST

Grasp Of DoomDeath for renewal
The arise of a star
Guides me and you over paths into war
Where we seek for salvation and freedom to come
And in lustful embraces we shall be as one
I pick up your roses and drink all your wine
You hide deep inside me where pride is declined
In knowledge of every chance to eclipse
you poison my senses with your dimming kiss
Unseen in your hand a dagger appears
It flashes unnoticed in my fragile tears
While you caress me with a silvern sword
My screams will reward your arduous efforts...

Saturday NightWe Invite you to join Us tonight For a night full of Fun!
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This Is Real LifeHonestly, it's hard to believe it's been one year. Exactly. To the day. One year. It feels like it's been so much longer, like I've been alone and aching forever. And like it was only yesterday at the sametime. It's the odd sense of time that only comes with greif and despair. A severe loss, half of myself torn from the world. My heart is missing a piece of itself, and it's a rip that will never heal. I'm not sure I'm even making sense at this point. Then again, I'm not sure I care about making sense to anyone except myself. Because this? This isn't for you. Really, it's not. This is for me, for my own sanity. If you read it, more power to you. I think I'm going to make this a letter to him, because I feel like I need to do this. Right after he passed, I wrote him every few days. But I stopped because, well, it hurt to much. And I knew I didn't have to write anything for him to hear me. I just had to talk. I know that's still true, but every now and then, you just need to put things do

Twiztid LifeYou have to love idiot people don't you. So a friend calls me yesterday in a panic and in dire need and I agree to help out as long as certain obligations would be met. So we agree on this contract and I provide her with a relatively large some of money to pay off some of her less than reputable debts. She tells me how grateful she is and that we would have to get together later on and hang out. I was like great. Well until about 1am(when I went to bed) she continued to ignore all calls from me. Do you really want to piss off the guy that you owe that much money to? That just doesn't seem like a wise decision in my book. I just needed to vent, that shit pissed me off. oh my god, what was i thinking. so last night, while completely sober mind you, I thought it would be a good idea to shave. you have seen my pics, there is a bit of hair there but nothin excessive I didn't think. Maybe I should be more clear...I shaved my body. Legs, groin, chest, stomach, underarms, the whole 9. the only

I Wanna Be The One††††††††††††††††††
I Wanna Be The Onewritten by PassionateDesire
I wanna be your one true love.

My Thoughtswhy must i always do this to myself, it really not good for my health. I try to show eveyone around, that im not fool but my hands are bound. By my own fear of fucking that up as well, shhh... quite im sure no one will tell. Living each day tring to make the best of whats to come, to much, to fast, forget this im done
out from the ashes a baby phonix arises to emerge in life, like that phonix i rose from the ashes of pain and strife. a new love a new chance to live like i once had before, she came and picked me off from the floor. she has givin me a new reason to face each day with new ambitions and dreams, so together we'll just go down togher the unknown life stream
There's something about my love, it seem's never ending,
with you around now all it wants to keep on sending.
From near death you took my heart and did all its critical mending,
I'm stronger now, so peaceful that my heart has no pain pending.
When you gave me your heart and part of your soul, that day i became

Be My ValentineSO here is another for ya'll to get in your inbox! :)
Body: Would you makeout with me me?
[] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe
Would you sleep with me?
[] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe--- dont even think about it...
Am I attractive?
[] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly!
Do you think I'm a virgin?
[] Yes [] No [] Don't know
I look like..
[] A player
[] One time thing
[] Next bf/gf
[] A friend
[] A friend with benefits
[] A possibility
[] A loser
If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[] Yes [] No [] maybe
Would you rather..
[] Hook up with me
[] Cuddle with me
[] Date me
[] Friends
[] Friends with benefits
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me...
[] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10
What would you want me to be to you?
[] Friend
[] Girlfriend/Boyfriend
[] Friend with benefits
[] Husband/Wife
Would you give me a lapdance?
[] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe
Would

Journal...life Leading To/after Gastric BypassIts been 3 weeks today since I saw the surgeon. I didn't hear anything by Friday. I called the surgeon's office this morning and there was still no word *sighs*. Guess I'm in for more waiting BLAH!
My brother showed up today. I found out with his health problems he has to do 3 specific exercises daily. I am going to start taking walks with him (20 minutes, I think I can survive that as long as the heat doesn't bite me in the butt lol) so I'll start getting some minor exercise done. Hopefully by the time he goes back home it will be a habit for me. I need to do it anyway. Since I've been off work I've not been walking around no where near as much as I should (bad me, I know).
I've been hearing that people that have had the surgery get far more active quickly. I was watching some TV with Chuckie earlier and they were about amusement parks like Dollywood. I think I'd like to make a goal of next summer having enough weight off to go to a place like that. Roller coaster ri

Memories Of A Lost Love.there's nothin to fear ó- u're as good as the best,
as strong as the mightiest, too;
u CAN win in every battle or test
for there's no one just like u.
there's only one u in the world today
cos nobody else, u see,
can do ur work in as fine a way:
u're the ONLY one there'll be!
so face the world, and all life is urs
to conquer n love n live,
and u'll find the happiness that endures
in just the measure u give.
there's nothin too good for u to possess,
nor heights where u cannot go:
ur power is more than belief or guess ó-
it is somethin u have to KNOW.
there is nothin to fear ó-
u can and u will,
for u R the invincible u,
set ur foot upon the highest hill ó-
there's NOTHIN u cannot do.
memories
memories are all that remains,
of a perfect love gone wrong,
memories of ur warm smile,
of ur soft lovin caresses,
n ur sweet tender kisses,
memories so bitter yet so sweet,
where my lips curl into a smile,
yet the joy never to reach m

Well NowOk! I am furious!!!!
I have been played a fool at work, and I know now that I can never trust this person again under any circumstances , what so ever. Here it goes.. what would you do in this situation? My baby girl of the big age of six, sufferred a bad case of a stomach virus at school today. She was throwing up, curled in a ball , crying and embarrassed because she messed her pants and her clothes. The school calls my husband and tells him that she has had an accident and we need to come right away. We work together, 30 min from the school. He in turn comes to tell me, but i am with customers , so he tells a coworker to tell me to be ready to leave right away. INSTEAD OF TELLING ME THIS, SHE GATHERS EVERYONE UP AND SENDS THEM TO TOWN, LEAVING ME ALONE AND WITH NO AVENUE TO LEAVE. MY HUSBAND TRIES TO CALL AND TELL ME BEFORE THIS COULD HAPPEN. SHE INTERUPTS THIS CALL AND EVEN HELPS A COWORKER FIND NEEDED INFORMATION TO TAKE WITH HER. THEN ONCE EVERYONE IS GONE SHE TELLS ME THAT MY C

I've Been TaggedRULES - Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.
So here we go
1) I love music and am always looking for new suggestions to broaden my horizons
2) I love to take pictures
3) I was once afraid of getting hurt, but I'm now willing to trust again.
4) I dislike my real job but love my second job
5) I come from a small family - I have no first cousins
6) I have broken more than one bone on my body
7) As with music, I love to read when I can, and will read just about anything
8) I know something that someone else doesn't know I know†
I was tagged by Calvin ages ago, and then I revamped this. hmm now to find 6 victims...err.... people to tag :p

When Will This Mad, Mad Ride Ever Stop?Been sick for the last couple of days and miserable in class. Thanks to loni for that. I still love her though. Just being lazy today not much going on. Dreading class tommorow since we have one instructor that is very boring and I have resorted to making a little tick mark on paper every time he says the word ok as filler material in his lecture. He is up to averaging one OK every 17.3 seconds. Never have done a blog before. It just kind of seemed pointless like asking everyone to just step into my life. The wife said to try it so here I am.

Poems Of The American Pitbull TerrierWritten with a pen
sealed with a kiss
there is one thing
I do know this
she was mine
and I was hers
gods fate chose
her over me
with love and compassion
I loved to give her
my loss was great
and the pain hurt to
but the lies of
what people saw in
her(breed)
Cost her, her life
and my heart to break.
Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest
I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight
Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away
I can fight and I can roll,
I can bite and I can hold,
but there's one thing I will not do.
I can sit and I can stay,
I can jump and I can play,
but there's one thing I will not do.
I'm a champ it's in my blood,
you can loan me out for stud,
but there's one thing I will not do.
You can kick

Sexual DictionaryYou scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92%Blind Folds75%Whips50%Bondage50%Biting42%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
Cole --
[noun]:An aphrodisiac made of cucumbers
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A PoemMy heart has been broken. My heart has been torn wide open. I can't stop cryin. On the inside im diein. With you I felt so right. Now I cry through the night. I watched as you slipped through my fingers. My love for you still lingers. I hear your voice over the phone. The I realize im all alone. I wish I could still be the one. But I must remember that we our done. I can't stop thinking of you. I wish I could but it's true. Ive lost the one thing that mattered. And now my heart and soul are shattered. I don't know if ill ever be the same. I guess this is loves crule game. I miss how it use to be. When you belonged to me. But I guess life goes on. Then why does letting you go feel so wrong. I wont be the one waitting for your kiss. That's one of the things im going to miss. I wont be the one to hold you tight. I wont be the one to keep you safe at night. I wont be the one to wake up next to you. This is horrible but sadly it's true. I thought we would have married. And our baby you woul

Mustaches!!!Hey everyone. I need everyone's opinion.. What do you think of mustaches.. Are they attractive on men? What makes them attractive? Or are you the smooth faced individual? Let me know your thoughts and opinions...

Keeping A RelationshipIt's best to wait for the one you want than to settle for the available. Best to wait for the one you love, than who's around. Best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just anyone. African proverbs states, " Before you get married, keep both eyes open, after you marry, close one eye." Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let Lust, Desperation, Immaturity, Ignorance, Pressure (from others) or a Low Self Esteem make you blind to warning signs. "Keep Your Eyes Open." Don't fool yourself thinking you can change someone or that what you see as faults isn't really that important. Once you decide to commit to someone, over time, his or her Flaws, Vulnerability, Personal Peeves and Differences will come more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve you've got to learn how to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different Expectations, Emotional Needs, Values

Betrayal"Do you know what you have done?" she asks,
as the winds whisper... betrayal..
"Do you know what you have done?" she asks,
as her heart stops beating
"Do you know what you have done?" she asks,
as the gates of hell open for her.
"Let me share my love, let us become one.
Let me show you my love,
pure estasy and a bonding to be as one.
Let your soul ripple and renew.
Come, spend eternity
in the flames of intense passion.
Let our love consume our souls...
melding us as one."
He asks her"tell me more"
"Between us my love...speak of it to no one"
He replies.."Behind closed doors"
"Come, I will show you my hunger,
and share with you.
Let me feed as I will feed you"
"Do you know what you have done?" she asked,
as the winds whisper betrayal... Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.
You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you

Very Irretatingok i just wanna know why guys and probably some females( althought i have'nt been their yet) ask to chat You up on messenger and then when they start talking to you.. they ask Do you have any naughty pic?? and Your answer is No .. then they say Why Not?? well first of all if i had some i would maybe only let one person .. see them and HE knows who He is .. and yeah He is the lucky one.. and if and when He is ready for that He will let me know..
so please if that is all You want then dont bother to look me up..
Because if YOu arent MASTERCUFF You wont be seeing any naughty ones

HuhAn 18 year old girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant.
Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says "Who was the pig that did this toyou? I want to know!"
The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later a Ferrari stops in front of their house, a mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the Ferrari and enters the house.
He sits in the living room with the father, mother and the girl, and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally, if a girl is born I will bequeath her 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfront villa and a $2,000,000 bank account. If

This And That...On Monday I took half the day off from work so I could go meet my little boy at school so we could have lunch together. His dad lives way across town from where I live so his school is 35m away...yes it is a lot. But the look on his face when I walked into that cafeteria made the distance, the fighting traffic and having to arrange things at work so I can leave early all worthwile. He was so happy to see me. I was just as happy to see him. He wanted to share his lunch with me, but I told him that was ok since I had brought my own ham & chez sandwich...he did trade my orange capri sun for his cherry one...lol It seems I got myself a new dog...showed up out of nowhere last friday when I got home from work I was letting the Pablo and Flurry out to the backyard and this dog that looked just like Flurry came in the yard thru a gap on the fence, she is almost all white with some light tan....looks like it has part husky on her...as soon as I have a picture I will put it on the album...

1st BlogIve never really blogged befor, I dont really know what to say, I'm still trying to figure this website out its a lil confusing, but after awhile I'm sure I'll get the hang of it, so anyways, whats up pple that read this

Turn Around Birght EyesGood morning to all my family, friends, and fans,
I'm writing this blog this morning to ask that all of those of you that are able, to please give blood, this holiday season.By giving blood, you might give another person a chance to live. Blood knows no racial boundries. It knows no socio-economic boundries. I is one of the things that we can give one another, in a time of need, that we can do for ourselves and each other. If you donate(and I hope you do), be sure to eat before you do, so you don't pass out.
If Jesus was able to shed his blood for us, don't you think it's only right that we share some, when needed, with each other? Please, give blood.
It was a good song then. It's a good song now.
Dear Family, Friends, and Fans,
I would like to get everyone's input on a subject. If there were a policeman on cherry, and I'm sure there are many, and that person was abusing their power by investigating you and your personal business, would you feel like they had overstepped their

Don't Know What To SayWell here i go sittin' here again all by myself trying to figure out what just happend. I keep askin myself why do things have to happen like this. It's just outta my hands I guess. I don't know what to do . Mom and Dad are getting a divorce, why? It's killin me. I know it's not my fault. Theres nothing i can do to stop it. It's just that after 24 yrs together that Mom just serves him papers. My dad is so tore up and I don't know what to say to him. Mom has totally shut everyone out and won't even give me a call. I guess things happen for a reason. She could at least give me a call. I'll just sit here and ponder the thought of not haveing a family anymore eventhough they are stepbrothers they are still my brothers and i love them very much. I don't know??? This sucks i'm gonna be all by myself now noone to turn to when in need of a shoulder. I guess as the dust settles i'll know a little bit more of what's going to happen, until then I don't know what to say.

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Bikers & The People Who Love Themwanted to shout out to all my fellow bikers & those of you who love & support us , thannk you all
HI to all my friends & family members the wolfpack den lounge is now a functioning lounge for bikers & the people who love them . i hope that yoiu enjoy it

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MY CRUSH WENT AWAY AND I AM FEELIN VERY UNLOVED WHERED U GO I AM WANTING U BACK PLEASE WIT A CHERRIES ON TOP AND SPINKLES AND ALL THAT someone has a CRUSH on you!!

New Grouphello everyone.if anyone is interested in some new music then i have a new group that you should check out.they are called GREWSUM.they are great.i have them on my myspace page.there page is myspace.com/grewsum.please pass the word.there cd comes out feb.20,2007.its has been push back from jan.30 to feb.20.

My Poetry *copywritten*Searching for inspiration
Hearing the rain fall,
And the rolls of thunder in the sky
Your hand caressing my neck,
Your thumb glides to my lips
Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb
Leaning down behind me,
I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder
Leaning my head back for you
We kiss so deep, so passionately
I forget where I am or what I was doing
Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair
Candles light the bedroom
Portishead plays from the speakers
Gently laying me on the bed
Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees
Kissing kissing kissing all the way up
To my forehead and licking behind my ears
Biting my lip I let out a soft moan
And trace the muscles of your back
Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin
Your growl arousing me deep inside
I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you
Arching my back and you look into my eyes
Your look asking for permission
I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up
Taking you into me,

Funny StuffJust a Theory
The question is who, what, and why we are here
A question that will linger after a full case of beer
Are we children of God that inhabit this earth
Or the product of monkies who kept giving birth
Now rarely do people bring aliens into the picture
Our only two choices are evolution and scripture
Now scientists want DNA, facts, and samples
All I have is a false theory with an accurate example
Let's just say two aliens got drunk one night
Were looking for action so their spaceship took flight
Crash landed here first thing they saw was a monkey
Who's friends looked good to, so the spacemen got funky
They sobered up, realizing what they did
And beat up the monkies who had us as a kid
They left their children to be a hybrid gimp
With extraterrestrial intelligence, yet dumb as a chimp
Aliens skip through the universe like a sudden flash
We can fly to Chicago and hope we don't crash
They have enormous eyes and are hairless beings
We have ha

Kids Say The Darndest ThingsSO I sitting on the computer when I hear Alex say from the kitchen to Cole..."Cole let me show you something cool on the dishwasher here. Now pay attention because someday you will be married and your wife will ask you to load the dishwasher and I don't want you to look like an idiot, so this is how you do it."
I have no idea what possessed her to tell him that, but it was the cutest thing.

I Hate That I Love HimI hate that I love him...............................
I love him so much it hurts!
I love the way you used to make me feel.............
I hate not knowing how you feel anymore at all!
I love the way you used to look at me when we made love.........
I hate that now you barely look at me at all!
I love the way your tong used to linger on my lips............
I hate the fact they barley touch yours any more!
I love the way your fingers used to feel on my hips.....
I hate now we barely get that far!
I love the way we used to talk when we made love..............................
I hate that now we barley talk at all!
I love the man you used to be not so long ago............................................
So loving ,so caring, I hate sitting next to you each night , and waiting for the man you used to be..................
to notice me again!

So Um Yeahgod damn it!! I need more points some one hook me up with some comments or something! Im sick of being fresh meat! This site is kinda weird, but it involves alcohol and being drunk therefore it must be ok.

Rants/raves/etc.Thereís such a thing as rep-tism... You know what Iím talking about. People who are otherwise very open minded, yet donít think reptiles can be good pets. People who think that the only appropriate pets have fur. Why can they not see the value of reptiles as well? Why couldnít I derive just as much unconditional love from my gecko, my alligator, my frog? Whoís to say that pets with scales canít be just as rewarding to own as a cat or dog?
And who are the rept-ists to judge those who DO form lifelong relationships with their bearded dragons and their iguanas? Weíre talking about rational people here. People who would never accept other isms in their life. People who would balk at racism or sexism, yet they look down their noses at people who happen to have pets that differ from theirs. I just find this unacceptable and I want it to stop. Right now. Thatís it. lol Good.
Frog (our american alligator) has his own podcast! If you want to check in to see what Frog is doing just click t

BlogA British newspaper salutes Canada. This is a good read. It is funny
how it took someone in England to put it into words.
Sunday Telegraph Article: Salute to a Brave and Modest Nation -
Kevin Myers, The Sunday Telegraph LONDON -
Until the deaths of Canadian soldiers killed in Afghanistan , probably
almost no one outside their home country had been aware that Canadian
troops are deployed in the region. And as always Canada will bury its
dead, just as the rest of the world, as always will forget its
sacrifice, just as it always forgets nearly everything Canada ever does.
It seems that Canada 's historic mission is to come to the selfless aid
both of its friends and of complete strangers, and then, once the crisis
is over, to be well and truly ignored.
Canada is the perpetual wallflower that stands on the edge of the hall,
waiting for someone to come and ask her for a dance. A fire breaks out,
she risks life and limb to rescue her

Are You Aware.In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight.
On May 15th 2007, all internet users are urged not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most
places.
There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up.
If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000. 00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys
pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. Getting angry can sometimes be like leaping into a wonderfully responsive sports car, gunning the motor, taking off at high speed, and then discover the brakes are out of order. The word Łber comes from the German language. It is a cognate of both Latin super and Greek

Hell YeahCome and comment bomb my pic plz so i can get some really kewl stuff =P..thankies
I'll return the favour for anyone that helps...you just have to ask..

Juggalo Wolfs Wolf Pack- LOST LOVE -
every day i walk into the darkness souless n' heartless love is forgotten everyday i sit around just rotten
once loved but lost it im the one that goes unseen and unheard inside i died burn the world n' write my name in
blood in the night sky when i was with you i felt so alive when you stopped lovin me is when i died now i walk
with the dead with 666 in blood writen on my forhead i have no heart you left it in pieces on the floor
and only you can put it back together guess its just all lost love there is no above there is no below
its just you in a dark hole and all you see is darkness love is rotten n' cruel oh so many times have
i gotten played like a fool ya cut my heart out n' threw it in a blender your love once so tender
now so cold wish i could just be taken out this world but your the one who keeps me here if you a lo or a lette goth pagan or just fuckin' crazy or just want to get to know me add me on here or yahoo > evil_juggalo_wolf@yahoo.com

KittcatIf I Let You Hit It .................. : )
1.Would you be in control?
2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear?
3. Would you talk dirty to me?
4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue?
5. Would you go down on me?
6. Would you let me go down on you???
7. Would you give me a hicky??
8. How many rounds would we go?
9. What would you wanna do afterwards?
10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me?
11. Would you lick and bite me all over?
12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point?
13. Would you take your time if I told you to?
14. Would you fall asleep when we were done?
15. Would you want to go fast or slow?
16. Where would u wanna "do it" at?
17. Would u be loud or quiet?
18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm?
19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you?
20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY?
EMAIL ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET YOU HIT IT!

This Is Madness....are numb....lol...and me mouse is dizzy...from working the Cherries...Tff...

Papercut RaveI say all the time that we should think objectively, see things honestly, rather than putting our own feelings into the math.
We are so insignificant.
We are so blessed.
Why would God bless us, America, with so much?
Why do I ask, when my question should be why do we squander these things?
Iím fed to the point that I will probably never know true hunger, none beyond a stomach growl. I wear the same pair of pants almost every day, but I am covered and warm. My parents donít support everything I do, but they care for me to the point that they feed me, clothe me, and provide me with all I need.
How is it that with this knowledge I still allow myself to be hurt?
How is it that so many hurt the same way I doÖ and never tell?
They fester.
They destroy themselves.
Stop destroying to heal inner pain. Constructing something better may be key.
Our pain in life is nothing next to those deprived of life itself.
I want to go and do something big to fix this injustice that is sel

BoredI am bored,any of my friends have any suggestions, mabey a chat? will wait to see what ya have to say

Kitty StoryMy husband called me recently from work. Turns out, someone had thrown out a cat and it was hanging around the office. Could I come get her? My husband is not the biggest cat fan. I figured this cat must be something special. I get there, and a starved, matted, dirty and wet cat meows at me insistently from underneath the office steps. I check, yea, female. Totally complacent, the cat allows me to scoop her up and truck her home in my husband's hotrod truck. (We are talking LOUD truck, cat never flinches.) First thing she does upon reaching my house is decide the dog Rocky is her personal security blanket and she is queen bee in the cat pecking order. She does this, and everything else, loudly. Then she eats. Forever. Any time anyone does something she disapproves of, she yowls that angry cat yowl, when she wants company she vocalizes dramaticly. Like, if you don't pet me (feed me, brush me)right now I'll just die. And all of her tlk is severely off key. Since the cat would not leave

My Crazy RamblingsSo I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home!
I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol
I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol
Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see...
He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do.
lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that!
Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality

My Rants And RavesHard to believe Summer is just about over, its been fun, full of good times and bad, people come into your life just as quickly as they go. I've worked with a bunch of amazing people this Summer and its like a roller coaster full of waiting and seeing around each turn before the nose-dive onward onto the next obstackle and challenge.
The good news . . . . No Hurricanes!!
BP sucks, always and forever!! Another Day, Another Dollar
Nothing beats working in a fuking Supermarket
I love it when people shop only to find the one item your out of and simply bitch and complain about it because its not there. Its not the end of the world, its just one little item.
Simply put . . .
- I worked
- I put up 250 pieces + more
- I had fun doing it
- I chatted with almost everyone in the store and still got the job done
- Then I simply vanished and left.
Another Day . . . . Another Dollar!!
WoW
What a night it was last night.
The crew simply cleaned out SS491!!

Lifelife is about choices wether good or bad,we learn from these choices and it makes us stronger.we need to take a second and smell the flowers every now and then ,im not saying im perfect im just saying that we as humans waste our lives on trying to make ourselves perfect and for what,so people will like us or they will hate us and we dont want that.all we have to do in life is die that what we were born for.so y we are her we should try to make the best of it,and have sum fun while we do it,people are always going to be there your never going to truely be alone.we shouldnt waste our times on the matterial things.we need to waste our time on helping to save what we call life(crime,welfare,war,and other such things that bring us down as humans). so in closing were here to LIVE!!!! lets make the best of it! Charlie

Getting Startedwell.i figured another lil way to let some peeps know me is to type alil bit huh?well for starters im here to make friends and meet people,mrs.clean?na dont have one.looking?maybe.ill just have to wait and see.i am a lil private on what i put on sites, on my profile i didnt put where im from mainly cuz im a private person.but for all those peepswho wanna know lets just say right now its in maine lol.i live with my 2 roomies they are a couple and we game together. final fantasy online and WoW.yes im a gamer but not a hard core fanatic.i like to relax and enjoy myself,games sometimes help.im a R.N. by profession and love my work but gotta have an outlet right?anyhow thats enough for now. TTYL. R.

Death To Being MiserableI have loved and lost! I would have left him for dead! I left at just the right time, he lost just about everything! But he deserved it! He had held me down, hit me, shoved me, and held me captive! Called me obsene names and down right treated me like shit! I stopped hanging out with my friends and began to feel intrapped!
It was great to begin with, then his ex-girlfriend started coming around. Fucking bitch! Elton and I had been together off and on for ten months. And we've been broken up for almost three months now, and she is still trying to get back with him. They have two kids together, but oh well! Well she can have the abusive fuck!
I was always so scared! He left me and came back. Then I left him several times and went back. Well shit on me once, shame on you! Shit on me twice (or more), shame on me! I was stupid for going back so many times, but I honestly felt I had ran out of choices. Now I'm free, it feels so good to be able to hang out with my friends again and just

Insanity At Cherryit seems like i am having bad nights more and more. I feel awful. I know its pathetic and really my own fault and i have no idea why i have the urge to post it on here for everybody to see. I dont need anybody out there knowing my problems. Yet here i am. Spilling my guts to you. I know most of you could give a rats ass about me. Most of you are here for the ratings only and could actually give a fuck about actually being friendly. But I am a friendly guy, and not the type of friendly you have to worry about. I have been seperated (divorce is $$$ i dont have right now) for two years. I have been alone that entire time except for my daughters. Any of the people I talk too will vouch, i am flirty but i do not come one to people or make them feel uncomfortable. I believe only a very small fraction of a percentage of people who meet online, make that right connection. So, while i may flirt i have no intentions of trying to be anyones boyfriend on here. I am here for friends.
Wow, got a li

The Story Of How I Got My Name Bigbird Stole My TricycleWHEN MY SON WAS 2 HE HAD A RADIO FLYER TRICYCLE...HE PLAYED ON IT TOO MUCH, ONE DAY WE COULDN'T FIND IT OUTSIDE SO I ASKED HIM SON WHERE DID YOU PUT YOUR TRICYCLE.. HE SAID I DON'T KNOW THEN REPLIED BIGBIRD STOLE IT DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO THERE YA GO LOL

Disturbed And Then SomeSo I came across this video a few weeks ago. It's by Dallas Green (City & Colour) who's part of Alexisonfire. The name of the video is Save Your Scissors.
Video was shot here in my hometown (Dallas Green's as well!) Not much but you see a bit of the city!
Ok, just testing this out...If this works you should see the video by Alexisonfire-This Could Be Anywhere In The World...Alexisonfire is from my hometown!

Beth's BullshitThis is my first entry, so cut me some slack if you get bored reading this shit...
It's Saturday night/Sunday morning, I'm completely naked typing away and uploading photos to my new Cherry Blast account.
Yup, I'm having fun, but I'd rather have someone here naked with me. Totally pathetic to be alone on a cold night like this.
Someone save me, and give me something to do with my mouth, and my hands, and my pussy!!!
Rose: Thanks for sending me the invite. I love this site!!!

Terror In The SwampHaving a breakfast cookout- wild hog sausage & chops on the grill. Then off to the races, YEE HAAAAAA!!! Will post pics when I scrape enough mud off my boots to enter my house.

Need Some Friendsok guys if you are commenting me in the contest you have to be a level 5 or above so if you are not a level 5 please dont comment and if your sending friends be sure you tell them they have to be a level 5 or higher also so this contest can be fair. sorry about that everyone forgot to tell yall in the last blog thanks to everyone that left me birthday cards and cakes for my birthday and left me birthday comments hi everyone if you are trying to shoutbox me for somereason my shout box isnt working tonight so please bare with me

Reason Must Murder Vanity Before Vanity Murders The Soul.The word of contemplation this week is Vanity. Vanity is a common trait of human nature. I believe we all have this from one degree to another. I think that vanity distorts perception. Perception depicts individual reality. Individual reality is the focused center from which our vision pears out at the world and from which we judge ourselves and ultimately from this our actions are born. But do we receive back an accurate reflection of our individual selves, and as such can we really know how the world both sees and knows us from itís own personal experience? And more importantly does that reality, being the only true reality match our own experience of who and what we think we are? I think that maybe the only way to truly know ourselves is to live detached, or removed from this part of human nature, or in a sense surgically remove our vanity by way of using the personal objectivity of those outside of our own circles as a tool in witch to sever that part of ourselves that will and do

The Single ParentThe Single Parent
Yes 'the drunk one' is a single parent. I have a 4year old son. I have been a single father for awhile now. Let me tell you being a single parent is no easy task. Yet it has it's rewards. I'm not complaining at all I enjoy it. I really have respect for all the single mothers out there, who are doing it all on their own with no help from anyone and no government aide.
Being a Single Parent
Being a single parent is no easy task. Even the simplest things can be difficult. Such as going to the store for a gallon of milk. First you have to get your child ready which can be a real pain. You have to find their shoes, which always seem to be lost when you are in a hurry and they can never remember where they left them. Plus you need to make sure their clothes are clean and they will be until you turn your back. Then it's straight for the mud puddle. You have to fight to get them in the car and out of the car. When you're in the store you have

Just A Little Poem I WroteON ANGELS WINGS
Lets fly into the heavens,
And search the world together,
For that special place,
Of peace and goodwill.
Let us travel the world over,
Spread the goodwill,
Build better relationships,
For all of mankind.
Spreading of the angels wings,
Causes a gentle breeze,
Passing it on to humanity,
The winds of hope. On angels wings, Our dreams are fulfilled,
The hopes become realities,
For disappointments fade.
A vision of sincerity,
The knowledge for kindness, Symbols of hope,
Everything becomes so directed.
On Angels Wings, Our futures look bright,
Love is abound, A world at peace.
by keith d L MARCH 30 2006
copyrighted

Fav Sex Toy?They come in all shapes and sizes and colors.
They wiggle and shake.
So share your thoughts.
What does it for you?
CHERA

Lounge InfoHey Everybody,
I'm not sure how to say this so I'm just gonna say it......
I'm closing the Den down, I've tried to get it built up along with a lot of help
from some of you but it's just been too dead in there for me to justify
keeping it open. I realize that some of you came to the Den because of
your support of me and I thank you from the bottom of my heart, I love you
all for that....and I'm very sorry that it's come to this, closing it. But, I know
that you'll understand.
Dj'ing became something that I really enjoyed, something that I felt I was
good at doing so I will miss that more than I can even tell you. I'm not one
to jump in to the other lounges like some of you do, so I don't know if I'll
be in any other lounges hanging out. And, I haven't made up my mind
totally just yet, but I may also be leaving CherryTap.
I'm having some personal 'issues' that are hard for me to sort, and being
on here isn't helping me get those things sorted. If I do leave, I

Your ThoughtssssssssssssssDead Peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee' wanna join????????????? The idea of Luis Cipher exists as you know it by my profile....."Luis Cipher" in reality it does not exist; it is an abstraction for Lucipher.....ergo, there is no real me....only the abstraction that you perceive...an entity that you perceive, something illusory.....and though I can hide my cold gaze & you can shake my hand and feel my flesh grasping yours....and maybe you can sense that our lifestyles are probably comparable......I am really not there....except that part of your mind that allows me to exist.....don't YOU think????? It's not what you thought when you first began it, you got what you wanted & now can hardly stand it.....but now you know it's not going to stop, your sure there is a cure & that you will finally find it....you think one drink will shrink you to the illusory underground & live it down......it's then you understand that it is not going to stop.....not going to stop til you wise up....

No Place For You To Hide.Hypocrisy is the way of aristocracy. Their curtain of lies no longer hides the horrid faces of those thought to be righteous and wise. Miss use of higher intellect to self serve the select few of their needs brings upon it a sentence of disrespect their disembodied souls broken and shattered, pounded to dust in the wake of their deeds, burnt and black their essence still steering in the breeze. Be it now or at the end of youíre time, if youíve only lived for yourself the sorrow of others you will bleed.

Purple HairWell like a dumb ass I decided to color my own hair today. The box said "Carmel Kiss" but did my hair turn out that color? Nooooooooo!!! Well I guess part of it did. Where I had highlights is now purple, light purple to be exact. My hair dresser is going to kill me.

Just A Little Sad!!!!I wanna know why it is so hard to let go of the death of my best friend and why my heart and my mind will not except the fact that he is gone. It os 2:30 am on 1/28 and well i can't sleep so I am sitting here crying my eyes out with no one to talk to and feeling no one cares, 2 days away from the sixth month aniversay of his death and it doesn't seem that he has been gone that long. I thought the more months that went by the easier it was suppose to get and well all I can see is that it is gettin harder. I feel like I am never going get over this and that I need to be in the ground with him to make this easier on me, but I know that is not what is best for my son I try to but this in that back of my mind and go on but it sooooohard and I just want it to get easier and I can't get there.
I wanna know why I am scared to move on with my life. I wanna know why I feel like I am gonna fuck up a wet dream w/instructions; thanks Eric for the new saying;but so can most men, as you see I said

Why Oh Why?Why am i always depressed?
Why don't anyone believe me unless i have video evidence?
Why do women think all men are alike?
Why can't i get a break in life?
Why does everyone continue to walk all over me?
Why can't i get the nerve to walk on others?
Why do we give our ex's another chance?
Why do i care more for others than they do for me?
Why should i stay here?
Why do i want more out of life?
Why do i feel so alone?
Why am i alone?
Why is all my luck bad?
Why does every car i own breakdown even though i maintain them?
Why do i have hand tremors?
Why can't i get anything right?
Why should i continue to try?
Why do i want to cry?
Why do i want to die?
Why oh Why?

Hey....youHaven't been on here in hella days. I'm so bored i can't even try and think of a catchy title to get people to look at this or anything. ahhhh yous guys whats goin on?

FamilyWow been a crazy week. I had all week off work to move. i didnt realize I had so much stuff saved. definately need to throw some stuff out. I dont plan on doing this for another good 15 yrs or so lol. On top of that my youngest amanda got in some trouble for fighting. Must be from her mom lol. So I had to be the one to disciplin her. Im a softie so just cut out he playstation for a week. I was going o cut out the computer but sheknows how to do more things on it then I do so might need he to help with it. She got the cam working earlier and played a bit on it. My ex is being a pain butnthing new there. Well about it for now.

BuildingBreaking away was so hard to do
Under the
Influence of fear
Lurking in the dark.
Down goes the fear as you rise above it,
I will not leave you.
Never stirring, never leaving,
Grounded am I to you.

F@ck!Perhaps one of the most interesting words in the english language is the word "FUCK". It is one magical word, just by its sound, you can describe pain, please, hate and love. "FUCK", as most words in the english language, takes its name from the German word, "FRIKEN" which means to strike.
In language, "FUCK" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive, "JOHN FUCKS MARY", and ntransitive, "MARY WAS FUCKED BY JOHN", and as a noun, "MARY IS A FINE FUCK". It can be used as an adjective, "MARY IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL". As you can see, there are no words
with the versatility of the word "FUCK".
Besides the sexual meaning, there are also the following uses:
Fraud....... ......... . I got FUCKED at the used car lot.
Ignorance... ......... . How the FUCK do I know?
Trouble..... ......... . I'm really FUCKED now!
Aggression.. ......... . FUCK YOU!
Difficulty.. ......... . I can't understand this FUCKING mess.
Displeasure. ......... . What the FUCK

Twisted ThoughtsThe local club in Commerce City Co, the Enclave, is in need of help. The Courts have permited that the BDSM club can operate as a adult licensed club at their last judgment. Now Commerce City is hitting them with a new angle (Zoning)..and taking it to the state supreme court. This can drag on for years.
The club needs support to fight for our rights ..
By having a safe place to play and meet, with consenting adults without sex,
for many of us is a release to be able to socialize in a place of our own.
The owners support the active community and give the BDSM community a safe haven to turn too.
This tactical maneuver by Commerce City is one that could drive the club in to the ground!
Facts are they were given permission to operate at the current address, and now that the adult club license was granted, the city took another approach to step on our life style choices.
The club is called the Enclave...enclavewest.com..please send them a supporting letter or a donation for fi

Growing Old...gracefully!Body: if your a nice guy..
read this
..if your a jerk
learn this
ladies:this will make you tear up :)
fellas:read it,all of it! :)
1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly
are you remembering this?
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
keep reading
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved
Are you thinking about someone?
16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it too

SurveyYou Are a Yellow Flower
A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness.
At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is.
And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia.
And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold.
What Color Flower Are You?

Not Too Happyyou know i have noticed how i go out of my way to speak to some of my soclled friends and they dong have time to at least say Hey im here how r u amd sorry im busy. personally i feel at least sayhi. is this thing just a game to most people. i dont understand. i mean I am here to really make friends. i love meeting new ppl. some of the ppl i meet are kreeeeepy but i take my chances. even the one legged one armed one fingered half eared bind deaf and mute man needed a friend. i feel like i know i dont say anything to some of the ppl on my friend list but they dont even make the effort to sat hi to me wheni come on line at all. they dont evern seem to notice if anyting is new. i put out some new ictures a long time ago and they havent gotten much rates. but i bet if i put up some racey pictures of myself allnaked and cold and showing everyone what i was born wearing i would get some rates and stuff then huh? well sorry i cant do that. and i try to be friends with everyone but i getso busy

Found Out Some Very Interesting News...Here's a news flash for ya...a sort of announcement that I'm making: "I have given up on men...Contrary to popular belief...I want to settle down and get married...have kids....I would like someone to love me for me...I always manage to fall for the guys who dont want a serious relationship and who doesnt want to get married...maybe its too late for me... A friend and I were talking and I found out some very interesting news..."Men are only interested in "the other woman"..."a woman on the side"...they dont want "a one and only woman"...its too boring for them...why settle with one cow...when you can have the whole herd?...esp a strong woman...or and I also found something else out...they never want a BBW...not to settle down with at least...they're for sexual escapades only...What?...Are we too much woman for you?...Can't handle the pressure?...Too Hot in the Kitchen?...I can't believe we've advance so much in human intelligence...yet one thing remains the same...MEN ARE IDIOTS!

Is It?is it possible to love 2 people at once? i'm with one guy, but i am still in love with my ex. i know i don't show it to him, but i can never get him out of my head anytime i need to talk to someone i want to call my ex, but i can't cause he don't want to talk to me! i really do think i love him still, but the other guy on the other hand is a great guy yea, but i don't know if he is for me! we have fun together too, but so many plans fall through and i don't know what to do!
The main thing is...IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE 2 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME?

Venting GardenIt's Sunday morning and the kids are in bed. This means it's quiet....for now. of course Buddy our dog is up, but he's not scratching at the door to go out yet, so all is well....for now.
I love the weekends because most of the time, there is nowhere I have to be. I relax, get my laundry done, and get on the internet. I do, however have to walk Buddy. I wish I could just open the door and let him go "do his business", but he would just take off. He has gotten out before and come back though. I was told once that if a beagle runs away, they come back if they're loved. Maybe that's why he came back. He knew we loved him.
I love my life. I'm very satisfied. I hate winter, but I realize it makes me appreciate the warmer temperatures. I guess I've learned to take the good with the bad. If we didn't have the bad, we probably wouldn't appreciate the good, would we?
Aah to be satisfied. There's nothing like it.
i am so tired right now. I get home from work and it's like i

My phone is working again! Apparently it decided to be possesed for a few hours. Technology confuses me sometimes. My phone has died yet again! If you have my phone number, call me and leave a message with your number because I have lost everyones numbers yet again! I just got a phone call from my mother, my brother is in the hospital. Apparently he has some kind of blood condition where he has too much protein in his blood. They don't know what is causing this but if they don't take care of it his organs will start to fail. The only way they can get rid of the protein is to take all of his blood out and cleanse it. My friend is instructing me that they do this through some kind of machine. The whole thought is freaking me out and I am so worried that something will happen to my only brother. My mom says he should be okay but I can tell by the sound of her voice she is not so convinced of this herself. I truely believe that when it rains it pours. The only thing that keeps going throug

Fun StuffAttorneys Questions
Recently reported in the Massachusetts Bar Association Lawyers Journal, the following are questions actually asked of witnesses by attorneys during trials and in certain cases, the responses given by insightful witnesses:
"Now Doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning?"
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"The youngest son, the twenty-year old, how old is he?"
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"Were you present when your picture was taken?"
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"Were you alone or by yourself?"
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"Was it you or your younger brother who was killed in the war?"
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"Did he kill you?"
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"How far apart were the vehicles at the time of the collision?"
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"You were there until the time you left, is that true?"
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What Are Friends?friends
Current mood: aggravated
Category: disturbed Life
what are friends ?
let me tell you what i think friends should be
friends should be there when you need them the most but in my last 8 months i have learned friends are anly gonna be ther when they need something every since i have lost my car i have learned what type of friends i really have and let me tell you i have no friends everyone i considered a friend have stoped talking to me cause i cant give them a ride somewhere or get them something but a couple of friends that still talk to me cause they know who i really am hell if i hear someone i know is in need i will be the first one to try to help them but not the people i talk to if i need something i have to get it myself or if i need a ride i have to walk cause all my so called friends are to bussy to give me a ride when if they needed one they would call me and just like that i would help them out drop what im doing and help them .
but anyway if you

Surveys1. Has anyone done anything sweet for you lately?
No.
2. Do you trust your friends?
some of them to a certain extent
3. Would you move to another state or country to be with the person you love?
Interesting question.. Find me "THE ONE" and im sure i'd move heaven and hell to be with them.
4. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
yes
5. Name two things you would NOT tolerate in a relationship?
lying, and Abuse of any kind
6. Which one of your friends do you think would make the best roommate for you?
none
7. What's your favorite movie?
prolly The covenant
8. Are you afraid of falling in love?
in a way.. yes.. I cant help it.. im afraid to fall.
9. Is there someone who pops into your mind at random times throughout the day?
yes
10. Would you stop talking to your friends because you hooked up with a new guy/girl?
no
11. Name one person from your friends list that you could call to come to your rescue if you got a flat tire?
I dont

Wish The Weather Was Like ThisI guess you could say i am single. Things just are not working out between the mother of my child and me. But being single isn't that bad i guess.... I look at my life and i really would like to be in a relationship, but i just don't know if i have time for one school is starting soon and i have a baby so those are two things that i have to put first in my life. when it comes to anything else includeing myself i have to put them last, and i know that no women wants to hear that. soooo for now i really have to consentrate on being the best daddy i can to my son. so wear that leaves me and a relationship i just don't know. Summer Breeze
The summer breeze is back again.
The city pools are back in play.
So many people just lay in the sun.
As if there isn't anything to be done.
Is that what summer is just lots of fun?
I know I just wait for the summer breeze.
For the winter breeze is just to cold to breath.
The leaves are green, and the grass is too
Waking up in the morning just

Recover Your HappinesIf I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you;
and share with you its beauty,
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain you could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there. A friend is like a flower,
a rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes
strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world
if we didn't have a friend. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want

Sup !!!!!!come join me in cherryrock gonna rock out and smoke out atleast come say *HI*
NEW PLAYER IN CHERRYROCK!!! IF YOU'VE NEVER HEARD THE MUSIC IN LOUNGES BEFORE YOU CAN HEAR IT NOW!!!
click the pick to get there!
(repost of original by '~Clandestine~' on '2007-04-01 18:17:01')
(repost of original by '~NorthernNutCase~' on '2007-04-01 18:48:28') CLUB ILLUSIA'S HOME GROWN DJ N8 IS LIVE AND ON THE AIR! COME SHOW HIM SOME LOVE! A GOOD TIME IS ASSURED TO BE HAD BY ALL OR YOUR MONEY BACK! OH I ALMOS FOR GOT, HE DOES REQUESTS!
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Sorry I have been off of here lately. Just been busy. If I haven't made it to your pics yet send me a private message and I will make it there. Can you do me 1 favor and visit Cell Block ? The peeps are cool and all the DJs are great. I'm on air Tue., Wed.and Thur. nights form 8-11 pm est but like I said...all the DJs are good. So when happy hour is going on just pull up the lounge and jam with the tunes while y

Babble On In Babylon!!Here I sit, surrounded by my own boredom, not much of a companion but it will have to do. As I aproach the 2yr mark of being single again, followed shortly after by my 35th b-day, I wonder will it always come back to this? Countless relationships, tried and failed, heartbreaks, broken hearts, blah blah blah. Will I find or be found by the 1 who not only captures my every thought and unlocks my heart but can put up with me despite me? Will I care less and less about if I will as time goes by? How is it that this type of loneliness doesnt care how many of your friends are by your side?
How is it that so many people can feel this way? Maybe if we spend less time worried about people understanding how we feel and more time caring about the feelings of others, er something, I dunno. Honesty, shit, you cant be truely honest with people till you are honest with yourself and as I have found over the years, the truth hurts sometimes. Regardless of how much it hurts, it is essential.

Thank You EveryoneWell after my first blast there is alot of love out there :)
I am trying to keep up with you all and rate you and fan you back hopefully it doesnt overwhelm me.
so far you have all been cool except for a few that have gotten a little out of hand but all in all a great experience so far.
i am sorry if i dont message you back right away but i am at work and it is kind of hard to get to all of you .
guys and gals you have all been great !!
huga nad kisses ,
satin I just want to say thank you to everyone for dtopping in to rate my profile and pics. I am glad you are all enjoying the pics i have posted.
Sorry no face pics on the xxx ones but because of my job i am a little scared to show my face and be recognized :(
I iwll try to get to all of your posts and profiles as quickly as i can you guys are so fast at hitting mine up it is hard to figure out who to go to first :)
hope you all have a great day !
hugs and kisses
satin

Erotic StoriesBanana Split
I am at the grocery store doing some shopping. I am wearing a leather jacket and leather pants. I turn the corner with my cart and bump into you. My god I think to my self, you are drop dead beautiful! You are also wearing a leather jacket and tight leather pants and boots. A huge bilge forms in my pants. I see this and start to giggle. I start blushing and say ďsorry excuse meĒ and we go one our way. A little later we meet in the meat section, and we are standing there beside each other. We turn and stare into each others eyes, You gently move your hand to the bulge in my pants and start rubbing it slowly. I almost die! I ask you ďshould be go some whereís?Ē You grab my hand and pull me quickly into the back of the store. Itís pretty cold there and I can see your nipples are very hard, just as hard as my cock. You pull me tight against you kissing me hard, your hands wrapped around my neck. My hands clutching your tight leather covered ass. Our tongues deep inside o

Why I Haven't Been Here LatelyHello all my cherry friends. I know I have not been in in quiet awhile. But I have been dealing with sick kids again. My oldest son has been real sick and is now scheduled for surgery on Feb. 21. He had an infection in his sinus cavity in Dec. and now he is having to have his tonsils and adnoids taken out. They are twice the size they should be right now and there is a chance if they get much bigger his surgery will be sooner than what it is scheduled to be. From all of this he is staying dizzy, keeping headaches and has alot of trouble seeing. He is taking up alot of my time so that is why I have not been here much. Everyone just keep remembering him. Much love to all my cherry friends

Dreaming Of BondageBeing someone who is different than the ordianry girl . I was 5 laying under my bed , with my dollies. Mother would ask me about why I was under there playing , telling her I was playing house , she would leave my room. Laying under my bed in the dark , daydreaming of the man I was to be with. He was also different than the typical everday husband. He was dark and fearless , He would claim her , for her to be much more than a wife.
He would train her to his needs , and she would happily oblige his wishes. Punishing her when she did anger him . For me it was Ken and Barbie , this was to always be. He would touch with his gentle hands and our souls one, and I would my passion to his, He would violate her mind , her body. He would have this greedy hunger to taste and feel her beuty.
She kneeling before him , in the presence of others as well Her body aching , and with just a glance from him she allready knew what his thoughts contained , weather it was approval , disapproval , hunger

'last Serenade At Razor's Edge"ďThe last serenade at razorís edgeĒ
My mind takes fight
As I wonder whatís to become of me
Iíve watched my past go by
And I think of how things use to be
Tears flood my eyes
Because I am finally giving up
Iím saying my last good-byes
Iíll go fast with some luck
Iím alone inside
Even thought there are people all around
Iím going to take my life
But I wonít make a sound
Time passes by
Every second ticks
My live will soon be over
Though right now itís only nicks
Soon to be slashes of my former self
As these bloodstained sheets
Now hold with-in my final breath
I canít control this feeling
Of which Iíve finally found
But I donít want to see any tears
When you find my body on the ground
I know you wonít understand
So just think of it a dream
But donít blame yourself
I just need to be free
My pain will not be long now
The blackness is closeting in
Iím watching scenes from my life
The people Iíve met & the places Iíve been
I laugh to spite the fear I

30 Seconds To Mars~How did they choose the band name?
Jared says: "For us, the name 30 Seconds To Mars has little to do with space, the universe or anything like that. It is a name that works on several different levels. Most importantly, it is a good representation of our sound. It's a phrase that is lyrical, suggestive, cinematic, and filled with immediacy. It has some sense of otherness to it. The concept of space is so overwhelming and all encompassing I doubt there is a song written that doesn't fall within it."
~Why does the band choose to stay behind the scenes?
They want their music to be the primary means of reaching out to fans, so they want to stay behind the scenes and let their music speak for themselves. They probably don't want to use Jared Leto's popularity as an actor for the band to be popular.
~Why is the song "Revolution" not included on their self-titled album?
According to the band, the song is not included because they think "people take things too literally". Listen to t

Souls Without NamesSouls Without Names
The fires of Hell burn bright
In the middle of the night
Waiting for an angel to fall
No hope of salvation at all
A poor lost soul
Is swallowed up whole
Consumed in the flames
They are souls without names
The fires are ablaze
In this fiendish maze
Consumed by guilt and shame
There is no one else to blame
The fires are aglow
As you sink so low
The Devil has cast his spell
You face eternity in Hell

Hurt Beyond HellĎHURT BEYOND HELLí
Todayís the day
Iím saying goodbye
Because Iím sick and tired
Of all your lies
I know you think itís funny
But soon you wonít
Tomorrow youíd be wondering
Why I slit my throat
Itís your entire fault
Just remember that
Because if you didnít hit me
I wouldnít be where Iím at
So donít you cry
Or shed a tear
Because soon what Iíve done
Will become clear
Iím coming back for you
And youíre going to ache
Because nextÖ.
It will be your life I take!
12-06-91
J.R.A.F

The WifeA woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office.
After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't follow my instructions carefully, your husband will surely die.
"Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him.
"Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him; it will only make his stress worse. Do not nag him. Most importantly, make love to him regularly.
"If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely."
On the way home, the husband asked his wife, "What did the doctor say?"
"He said you're going to die," she replied.

JokeLooking for a Husband A lonely woman, aged 70, decided that it was time to get married. She put an ad in the local paper that read: HUSBAND WANTED! MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheel chair. He had no arms or legs. The old woman said, "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you? Just look at you....you have no legs!" The old man smiled, "Therefore I cannot run around on you! She snorted. "You don't have any hands either!" Again the old man smiled, "Nor can I beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and gazed intently. "Are you still good in bed?" With that, the old gentleman leaned back, beamed a big broad smile and said... "I rang the doorbell didn't I?"

The EncounterAn Accidental Encounter
A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast.
They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me."
She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 436."

PossibilitiesMagnificent treasure
They wait patiently in the back of your mind, gently reminding you from time to time of their presence. Each time they come to the surface, you feel a tinge of longing and wonder and excitement.
You consider them for a moment, and then you usually push them back away from your awareness. Something, seemingly more urgent, comes along.
Yet they never completely go away. Because there is something in them that tells you about who you are.
What are they? They're the best of your unexplored possibilities.
You hold on to them, keep them buried away, and cherish them deeply in your own way. Maybe now, though, maybe it is time to begin giving life to them.
The next time one of those unexplored possibilities reminds you of itself, do more than just putting it back away. For in the best of those unexplored possibilities, there is magnificent treasure to be found.
-- Ralph Marston

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Don't Blog It, Blodgett.Tom Barnard
He is currently the host of "The KQ Morning Show," which airs on KQRS-FM 92.5 from 5:30 to 9:20 AM Monday through Friday. Barnard and then partner Dan Culhane started the show, which featured sports reports from WCCO sports anchor Mark Rosen. At one point the team of Barnand and Culhane spearheaded a fairly successful write-in campaign to elect Rosen For Governor. Culhane and Rosen were eventually pushed out of the broadcast in a succession of personnel moves which also resulted in the departure of Tony Lee (popular soundman and producer) For years the broadcast has been the highest-rated morning radio show in Minnesota, and holds the distinction of the highest ratings of any morning show in a local market nationwide.
Before coming to KQRS Barnard worked at numerous stations including KSTP(AM). For most of the 1980s Barnard was the booth announcer for KSTP-TV.
With the recent introduction of the podcasting technology, the show has reached national and international a

Tomorrow? Maybe?Tomorrow? Maybe?
As I look in this mirror with pain in my eyes, I knew it was the last time I would see myself. I see the tears roll down my face, because I know Iím in my last moments. I have felt this pain for a long time. Like some remnants of a left over nightmare. I feel the hurt in my heart for I will see no more tomorrow.
I think about the things I was told in my pastÖ like life being the most unforgiving teacher one may have. And what comes around goes around. Is it my turn soon?
I look hard at myself, and knowing it is time I walk to my bed and lie down, and I think of all the people Iíve hurt in my lifeÖ I wish I could say that Iím sorry. Sometimes sorry doesnít cover it. Sometimes itís just not enough. How well I know that now. Now as I say my prayers, I see my life in a reality I have never seen before.
I see her coming for me as she said she would. Everything is so vivid and clear. But I am unafraid; I know what it is that she has come to do. She has come to take me

Iraq CrapSo as we all know this war in Iraq is still going on and most likely will be for a few more years. It has affected everyone in their own way. Personally I think that this war is a waste of time and Money and im sure everyone would love to have their family back, i know that my family was glad when i came back. So I am a little curious to know what all of you think about this war so please let me know.

Chicago Rolls Out Cold Weather ProstitutesThree eight-year-old boys - Steve Branch, Christopher Byers, and Michael Moore - were reported missing on May 5, 1993 by Chistopher Byers' adoptive father, Mark Byers. Although the search began that evening, an intensive police search for the children was not undertaken until the morning after they were reported missing. Later that day, their bodies were found shoved down in a muddy creek near Robin Hood Hills. The boys were stripped naked and had been hog-tied ankle-to-wrist with their own shoelaces. All had been severely beaten and abused, it's been said Byers was the most injured, having suffered a fractured skull, stab wounds to his groin, castration, and having had the skin of his penis removed, yet all three boys were inflicted with lethal wounds.
Autopsies were inconclusive as to time of death, but stated that, while Byers died of blood loss, the other two boys showed evidence of drowning; however, during the subsequent trial of suspects Damien Echols and Jason Baldwin, the m

Love Of A WomanThe Love of a WomanThe love of a womanIsn't the way she dresses,The way she walks,Or the way she wears her hair.The love of a womanIs what you see within her eyesThe deepness of her soul.What she holds within her heart.The love of a womanIs not the outter beauty.It's the beauty she holds within,The personality that shows.It's her unconditional love,

Military WifeI am a puppygirl though. I am true to my traits. I am incredibly loyal. I am sincere and loving. I love to snuggle, cuddle and play. I lick, nibble and kiss. I will follow you to the ends of the Earth. You can kick me and I will come back. But if you leave me somewhere enough I will wander off and get lost for good.
I thought that was kinda cute. Please go to this contest
and vote for my hubby and comment bomb him and pimp him out to all your buddies!!! PRETTY PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!
THANKS A TOn! The average age of the military wife is 20 years old.She isn't old enough to buy a beer, but is old enough to manage a whole household on her own and maybe, has a kid or two. She probably never her saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. Her penmanship has improved over the last few months or years, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. She cries alot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't

Souls DesiresDeepest desires burn without end
Caring not of who they may offend
Desires to hold and taste your kiss
Desires to feel you and the bliss
Two sharing loves sweet dance divine
Being one knowing your love is mine
Giving myself without worry and care
Vowing from the soul to always be there
To share all life is and love through tears
To grow old with you through passing years
To never loose the passion in loves act
To always feel it for your soul and mine attract
And love like that is always to be
When two are one for all eternity
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

CrushesSuzie Pollard
Esther Baxter
Megan Fox
I dont know why people on here think im a lesbian :D
Good Morning All
Know i am back, i think i should resume my daily pimping off hotties.
If you know anyone, suggest them to me.
Lets spread the love y'all :P
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Jokes To Send Us All To Hell !Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard-bodied stripper... Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'."
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Q. What's the difference between Jesus and a painting?
A. It takes only one nail to hang a painting.
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There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to

"the Book?"These are interesting passages from the bible in which the majority of citizens claim to follow. I realize it was written in different times, however the teachings are still in use in many modern churches with the primary focus on the woman being below the man. Crap or Christianity??
1Timothy 2:11-12
Let a woman* learn in silence with full submission. 12: permit no woman* to teach or to have authority over a man;* she is to keep silent.
Deuteronamy 25:11-12
11: If men get into a fight with one another, and the wife of one intervenes to rescue her husband from the grip of his opponent by reaching out and seizing his genitals, 12: you shall cut off her hand; show no pity.
Exodus 21:20-21
20: When a slave-owner strikes a male or female slave with a rod and the slave dies immediately, the owner shall be punished. 21: But if the slave survives for a day or two, there is no punishment; for the slave is the ownerís property.

Chaotic StormsThe balance of logic and reason lies in the realm of the mind and acts as a compass when we loose our way through the enigma of life. What happens then when the enigma of life beckons to the heart to find the way ? You begin to hear a voice calling to you from the wild places with in you. There is a deep and ancient power that speaks to you in the language of the heart. It is a place outside of the realm of logic and reason and canít be translated by the mind. It is a place where youíre spirit takes over the mind and leads the body with out thought. To find a state of nirvana through the storms of a chaotic universe you must learn the maturity of patience. To hunger for wisdom over knowledge, and love over lust are just two of the chaotic storms that wage through the universe of the human experience.

Whywell everyone its been a good year and going to be even better i am expecting a little blessing to my fam, shes due in june on the 16th so wish me good luck cause i will need it later why must we die? i know that it a part of life , and i am fine wiht that. it hurts when they leave and i just do not understand it will i ever under stand it problely not , u may ask u self why i am writing about death , well i tell u
my papa died 3 day age and i will not beal to go pay my repect to him , why i live in kentcuy and he lived in Mich.

Pet Passes Away... Very Sad :{Today is s very SAD Day for me because one of my Pets (THUNDER) has passed away 01-27-2007, She will be sadly missed by all that Loved Her... Her Picture was transfered to My IM MEMORY FOLDER of my Photos.

Yeah Bitchesim out of jai and drug free but im still the shit and if you dont think so ill kick your ass do something about it i fucked up again and i guess im retarded

Myselwell where to start off. i am an exmarine well still cause once a marine always a marine,i am a self confident person, i enjoy cuddling with a woman in front of the fire place,i enjoy my job,my kids and my life. also all my friends life wouldnt be the same with out them.well anything else just ask and i will tell. see ya

Chillin...wanna Talk To The One I Liketo kick it wit the homies ike all my niggs in washington da tac ya dig but yea...aand i love talking to my girl jessica i love her man to death she is so hott and sweet and nice ......but yea...also my girl brittney she bomb ya dig....

Slingers BlogYou know what pisses me off ...when men run there mouths about looks and how sexy a girl is and how there a real man but when it comes down to it they run away like boys after they get what they want ...that gives real en a bad name so if you'all men want to impress a girl try being honest and respectfull to them and they might talk to you longer then ten minutes at a time ....> oh and i love my queen very much and yes men the queen on ct is my real life wife and always will be

Katanna' Dream...This isn't much of a blog, just a spot for me to ogle the hottest man on the planet. You guys probably won't get to exited about it, but I hope the ladies like it. He's just SOOOOO damned fine. Happy lookin...cuz there ain't no more to read here.
I LOVE THIS PIC

The Internet And Insecurities! LolWOW, I am a lucky woman here! I am going to be in Michigan with Michael from the 29th of August till Sept. 3rd! We are going to "rough it" and camp... I cannot wait. Talk about getting to know someone with no cable TV, no internet, no luxuries at all... just me, him and the stars for 5 days! I will take pictures, and share them with y'all! I am so happy!
I miss him so much already and it's only been 2 weeks since I saw him!
Wish me luck and keep an eye out for an update! God, I hope he doesn't knock me up!! HA HA...
HE'D LIKE TO!!!!!!! August 10th is a turning point in my life. Me, my cousin Jenn and her friend Katrina are driving to Detroit to meet some men off of here! Woo hoo! I finally get the chance to meet, Michael AKA: "Wolfe"! I am so excited and nervous! I know people always see the things he writes me and how protective he is... and I cannot wait to get these feelings in motion to see how compatible we really are. Being face to face will prove a lot! On he

My New Puppy!!!I just picked up my 2 1/2 month old German Shepherd pup. Maverick!!! He is so pretty. Look at my pics, I am posting his pic on mine too. Deanna

What Is Your Fucking Problem?Sorry I haven't been very responsive. Some of you know that I have a couple of minor issues with my heart. I've been a little under the weather the last couple of days and have been watching the puter from my bed where it is a little difficult to use the keyboard. Well. after 16 hrs of not being ble to getonline all night, I finally got on. ANyone haev any problems?
Terry
- Terry King's Sexy Acronym -
Tis for...TantalizingEis for...EroticRis for...RacyRis for...RisqueYis for...Yummy is for...Kis for...KeenIis for...IrresistibleNis for...NakedGis for...Gyrating
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My DadTomorrow marks 2 long but yet short months since my dad died. It just seems like yesterday that he was here and we were being smartasses to each other. My mom, my son and I couldnt bring ourselves to do our usual Easter tradition today without dad so we went out of town for lunch and came home and that was it. It felt so wierd not having him there with us. He always did the driving when we all went out together and i caught myself walking into my moms place yelling let's go, your driving dad. And then I realized what i had said. Then later when we got to the restaraunt my son said "i wish papa was here so i could hear his voice again so i wont forget what he sounded like"......what do you say to a comment like that? ive been an emotional wreck all day but I dont want to burden my friends with my problems as they have their own lives to deal with. So i spent the rest of the day cleaning, sorting, throwing stuff away and more cleaning. how do i tell my 8 year old that his grandpa has te

Random ThoughtsWhy do women always take cell phone pics of themselves in the bathroom, never understood that. Well this was not my weekend, lol. I lost it all, but i had a blast doing it! I played some slots and some blackjack, there were some awesome moments at the blackjack table.
There was this guy that sat down next to me, his name was Dale, and he kept calling the cards it was amazing, and i don't mean like counting or something, but he'd be like "Dealer is going to have a 6" and BAM! sure enough the dealer flipped a 6, and he kept doing that, it was pretty cool. he helped most of the table win, lol.
Also this reminds me of a Vegas story i might as well share here instead of making it's own blog... When I turned 21 my family took my to vegas so I could gamble for the first time ever in a casino. So of course back then I mainly liked blackjack, so I took my $100 and went to a table. I bet $15 on my first hand and i got delt a pair of 10's, I was like "SWEET". Then I said I wanted to

Life"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to.
I love you Christie Lynn Garza.
It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

Boobs In Your Face..I'm new to CT but seem to find most of the pictures flashing across the top of my screen contain more boobs that I can stomach. I don't get it.. what's with the women taking pix at angles SOOOOOOOOo unflattering to their breasts? I mean..angles that make them look like they are coming out of their necks.
Speaking from one well endowed woman to the others out there.. Show your assets proudly, but there is no need to post pix with 3/4 of them hanging out.
My question is:
Is this offensive to anyone else besides me?

BlazeWe all know that Hallmark does in fact create stupid and unnecessary holidays just for the mere fact of gaining a few extra digits in the final tally of earnings over the fiscal year. (Ever heard of "Inspire Your Employees to Excellence Day" or "No Talk Day"?)
We all know that some holidays are worthless to really spend so much time and effort on.
We all know that no other winter holiday can touch Christmas (All our credit card bills can testify to that).
So why, I ask, do we spend so much time and effort hating (or loving) Valentine's Day? What is the big deal?
Answer: There isn't.
I understand that a lot of people have resentment for this holiday. I too have had my shares of bad Valentine's Days where I was just reminded just how single and willing I was. I distinctly remember one Valentine's Day during my high school years that I actually cried over the fact that all my friends got Valentine's Cards and I didn't.
Looking back on it now, I realize that what happened

PoetryWhen I first met you
I knew I could love you
But yet I went away
And still I saw you the next day
Our second day together
I felt I knew you forever
When I went home I felt so alone
Thinking about you
Was all I could do
Thats when I realized
I needed you
Now we are married
And your child I shall carry
We have had our ups And our downs
Sometimes our feet
Barley on the ground
Being with you I have found
That your love for me
Is all the nourishment my heart needs Feelings
I know you've been unhappy lately
And theres nothing I can do
It makes me so sad
Seeing you so blue
If only i could take the pain away
Then maybe you could have one good day
I love you
And thats something you should know
If it would make you smile
Id kiss you on the cheek
And then on the nose
I know times are hard
But please dont shut me out
I love you more than anything
Thats without a doubt
I went online one day
I was bored and looking to play
I found a room and u were there

Priceless...... Adult Stuff HehThe Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!!
WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT
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1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it.
2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful.
3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face.
4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow.
5. My ears are NOT handles.
6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick?
7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart.
8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now.
9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if yo

Observations Of A Tabbie EaterSleep was impossible last night, as in most nights. When it seems impossible to achieve sleep it shows mercy or may be it just got board and then rest becomes reality. As demons of past subside and as i drift off i realized that i have a song in my head from Bruce Springsteen.
How relevant this song is to me at this time
and believing has never been my strong point i think i see.
I see a world where the allusiveness of sleep is vanquished. I see demons that though may never be slain will be no more than an exhibit on display.
Too often misdeeds are overlooked because of intent. What we want and what we need seldom have the same destination. All too often we travel roads that lead to nowhere only to say "We had the best intentions". How sad is it to be human to know this truth and still go down such a road. How easy it is to be human to know that all we need to do is ignore what we know and in the end intentions were all that mattered.

Just For The RecordI thought it time that I put something in here just for the record.
Today I had a very long conversation with the wife of a friend (yes just a frien) that I met here on the "Tap".
At the time this person and I met on here he did not indicate that he was married so of course naturally our first couple of conversations were of the "naughty" nature, but all in good fun.
When I found out that he was married, I told him nothing would ever come out of "those" conversations and that being a friend would have to suffice. We have occasionally chatted since then to shoot the shit, check up on each other ect.
But to feel the anguish in this wife's words is heartbreaking, as he has (according to her) "chatted" with others that don't take the stance that I do. So now she is talking divorce, which is in itself a life altering event.
I want to let all of my friends on here know that if you are married please tell me up front, as I will not cross the line in "chatting" if you are, p

The BlogQuestion for the men out there...Has there ever been a time when you didnt reach an orgasm, even if you were having mind-blowing sex?? I guess I could ask the ladies if they have ever been with a man who couldnt and what was his reason??

Pisces Babythe path that i lead ... has seemed to end at your side again... infatuation? could it be? i didnt realize the truth that was once said to me .. darkness is i ... destiny in devotion.. eager to run my fingers all over your body... taste what you have inside... sit here in a state of confusion ... backbiting all that i have said... the altercation that once was our love, sex life... try to believe that we are meant for one and other... i want to stay with you my love... embrace your rage, your suffering... make me feel your wrath .. i want it all ... misery is not what i feel when your inside of me... erotic feelings you leave with me.. i am your seductive mistress.. lucid dreams of you and your bondage... you feel upon my throat.. stimulate all my senses.. the feeling of your steaming sweat that drips off your body onto mine... i moan only for a moment... then the screams of pleasure reveal themselves.... expose your evil side to me...dont waste one everlasting moment contemplating if

Gotta Have CartoonALL I NEED IS 2500 COMMENTS TOTAL AND I HAVE 1270... PLEASE I BEG YOU TO HELP ME WIN A PLATINUM CHERRY!!! I WILL DO ANYTHING!!!! ANYTHING I SAY FOR A HELPING HAND... JUST NAME IT... IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE ME I AM DOWN ON MY KNEES GRAVALING OUT OF CONTROL FOR YOUR COMMENTS.... AS ALWAYS THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED... MUCH LOVE AND THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH JUST FOR READING THIS EVEN....
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This "crush" Thing Should Be Stoppedyeah--i got 2 crushes--feels good--some sweet person prob felt bad for me and gave me some crush love to lift me tormented spirits--but those crushes disappear and turn all the temporary happiness into a more permanent despair--so if your out there and reading this--either of my 2 'crushes'--love ya's for such sweet thoughts to me xoxoxoo why would i say that--it's a good thing-right--yeah--it can be--but listen here
i come back to this site on 1/14 after like a month's absence--the crush thing was new to me--
bu the morning of 1/16---2 people had a crush on me--i felt happy , accepted, wanted, loved --the whole gamut--but by that afternoon--ONLY 1 PERSON HAD A CRUSH ON ME--so what happened?--
DAMN-it-I'M GOING THROUGH MID-LIFE CRISIS--what could be worse than someone removing their 'crush' from me and giving it to someone more "deserving:--someone YOUNGER, BETTER LOOKING, BETTER 'ENDOWED' JUST BETTER THAN ME--and i couldn't thank the person for the original crush--nor could i

ContestsLast man/woman standing contest...
Winner will recieve a one month VIP and a 1 day blast and 1 ticker.
Rules...
* everyone bombing has to be a friend
* entry pics must be Safe for Work
* must have at least 15 entrants
* no late entries accepted
* going to take entries for one week
* contest will run one day per entrant (15 entrants, will run 15 days)
* comments worth one point but rates with 10 points
* every day the person in last place will be eliminated.
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I Am This Girl!I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt.
I'm the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to.
I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts.
I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.
I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
I'm the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night.
I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
I'm the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair.
I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.
I'm the guy who won't lie to

Life Is A Lil Better When CorrutpedWell obviously this is my first Cherry Tab blog, I dont know if there are rules about these blogs *shrugs*...Haha Im such a newb.
I just wanted to thank all the cherry tappers who have been nothing but nice and helpful to me. To all the people who have rated, fanned, added & commented me. I truly makes someone feel welcomed!
I have met some pretty cool people already and kept in touch with a few others.
Well I just wanted to keep this short and sweet. Take care everyone!
Forever Corrupted,
SnoWhite

Sick & TwistedSo ever since FX has been playing The Girl Next Door, I've been wanted to devirginize another nerd. Even though that movie is like ass in your mouth and terribly cast, I need more nerds to devirginize. Maybe I should go on Beauty and the Geek just to corrupt some nerds. Hehe...I'm such an evil whore, but all you nerd-hating whores can suck it because I'm equal opportunity. The nerdier the better. *sigh* That's right fix my computer and call me Mistress!
I was thinking about the girl I had a crush on when I used to work at Starbucks. Well there were a few of them at my store, but the one I would most like molest if I were gay is Courtney. Then I was thinking about the girls I tend to fall in love with. I seem to like the girl-next-door type. Wholesome with slight slut potential. I just want to just take them home and make them my sweet little teddy bears. I think it's because I could never be the girl next door. I'm more the girl two blocks down that Mama tells you not to mess around

Why???????Why is it that people feel that they must say things to make someone happy- even when it isn't what they feel? Seriously, I don't lie to people, if I don't want to talk to you I will tell you so, and I am not going to pull punches if you ask me a question. I don't understand the reasoning behind lying like that can anyone explain it to me?

Floating Byi love the strip of people floating by.
its like sitting at the bar watching people
come up and order drinks ;-) excellent idea.

The Other Half..lolThe Guys' Rules≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠≠
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down
Finally , the guys' side of the story.
(I must admit, it's pretty good.)
We always hear " the rules"
From the female side.
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note.. these are all numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!
1. Men are NOT mind readers.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.
1. Shopping is NOT a sport.
And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!
1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Com

Scarswell to be pretty honest here in savannah georgia its been pretty rough as of so far...i still miss my friends, im a squad leader now and im trying to kill for my seargent here pretty damn soon i hope...as for my family in va and tn..i miss yall and hopefully i can see yall before i go to iraq, and for the people that did me wrong in life i hope that it bites you right back. i guess the thing that gets me sometimes is the fact im so far away from the people i care for most importantly..other than that its the fact im single and the lack of sex can go there too..lol, but other than that life is goin fine and i hope to see friends soon...

This Is Fun!...;)Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy weekend?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?...
http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison
Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?!
Kisses, Gemma ;) Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy week?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?...
http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison
Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?!
Kisses, Gemma ;) Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy week?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?...
http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison
Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?!
Kisses, Gemma ;)

TompWell I'm loaded and headed to a Wal-Mart in southern Mississippi. I'm scheduled to be there by noon tomorrow, then I go up to Jackson, Mississippi and pick up a load for Atlanta, Georgia for thursday. Anybody on my route that wants to meet for coffee or a soda or a sandwich - - give me a yell. Sorry I don't drink anything stronger while driving . . . I spent the day in Joplin, Missouri - truck was in the shop. The back of the drivers seat had broken, and I had to replace a tire. I'm supposed to get a load in the morning going to Mississippi, just below Memphis, I think. So I may not be back on for a few days, but I'll try. Hello everyone - I'm new on here and wanted to let everyone know a little about me. My main job right now is driving truck - actually I own my own and am leased to Landstar Ranger (or at least will be again in a couple of weeks). I am also a photographer, thus I try to set up photo shoots while I travel around in the truck. I have a degree in electronics bu

WritingWritten for a contest I entered three years ago...We had to write a story that was about a picture....everyone had the same picture... I didn't win, but it was pretty cool.
The battle was fierce and the casualties tolled heavily on both sides. At times throughout the course of this tedious day I wondered what on earth we were fighting so valiantly for. What was the purpose? Who needed more land? Was it political, or personal....? This was the seventh straight day of fighting and we had carved no bigger foothold from our foe than when we started a week ago. No time to ponder long this day as shots over head kept me constantly ducking. I hurried to follow orders, bringing up the line, and even nursing wounds from time to time. We laid siege to the enemies stronghold for what seemed hours on end. All around me I heard the rage of war from cannon to hoarse voice of men, charging onward with their battle cries. By the middle of the day, or so it seemed, I couldn't see the sky. My visio

Buffalo My Home Town !OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food
BUFFALO FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.
BUFFALO FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad.
OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
BUFFALO FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!"
OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BUFFALO FRIENDS Cry with you.
OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
BUFFALO FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours.
OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
BUFFALO FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.
OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
BUFFALO FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
BUFFALO FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"
OTHER FRIENDS:

DrivingIf you cant see over the steering wheel & need to sit on like 4 phone books. DO NOT FREAKIN DRIVE.
Ok i am driving down COunty line Rd & this little old lady about 2 hundred pulls up next to me & decides to get into my lane w/ me right thier. She can barely see over the sterring wheel No turn signal no nothing like my fruckin car doesnt exist almost takes off my front end. Is she trying to get over to turn into the shoppin center?? To turn down the street?? NOOOOO just wanted to take off the front of my car. THen she looks in the rearview like i did something wrong i am their giving her the 2 finger sulute.
THe next day ANOTHER 3 hundrend year old lady sitting on Street rd to make a left, i pull up behind her cause i have to make a left thier & it is a trcky turn kinda , now u can fit half a bus in front of her to get to the light does the dumbass bitch pull up as my ass end is sticking out in traffic??? NOOOOO she just sits thier barely seeing over the sterring wheel AGA

Jail Loltammy will go to jail for ...
Carrying around a gun shaped like a penis
'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

Not Another BlogWow, I love writing stupid funny blogs. But does anyone even read this??
I would hate to type a bunch of crap and nobody read it.
Sigh, I better go check my myspace. Visit my blog there.
Myspace.com/alr74

Need Your VotesHi Everybody ,
I'm in need of your votes for Band Photo Contest
If you could Please Help bomb these's two photos
the Links below .Thank you for your help
and get your friends to vote to . Thanks
Metal Marty }:)>

Miscellaneous JunkNice guys and girls
We are many though we may feel few
The ones overlooked and ignored
Forgotten about and bypassed
Never to be taken as true
We are always there
And always will be
No matter what the cost
Willing to lend and ear or a hand
Everything for those we love
One day after another without complaint
Happy to be with those in our heart
Feeling whole and complete
Never doubting our hearts content
'Til the day comes when it all crashes down
Without warning and no clue to show
Why it all ended so brutal and cruel
We stand by and watch many of you
Deny and forsake us anew
To watch you in new endeavors
With your new mate
Who treats you like dirt and ways that we hate
Never to be treated the way you deserve
We watch and we see how it could be
But we wait and we hope
That in the end you will see
What we've known from the start
"You belong with me" What is a friend
There to help in a time of need
To listen when you talk
Hears what you are not saying
Talks

Things That R Dear To Metoday is YOUR day. embrace it, be one with it.
Read Desiderata. Remember the part of Loud and Aggressive persons and realize why you felt the way you did.
Find your peaceful place today. Strive to be happy. Know the universe is unfolding as it should, and God has placed you here and in this situation for a reason.
You are stronger than you think. Walk proud, walk in beauty.
When all else fails, give it to God and he will carry you.
Love yourself today. Love yourself as a sun loves and warms the rest of us. By loving yourself, you will make this a trully NEW day. And you will carry your light to this world and cast that light on someone who needs it as much as you.
Today is an opportunity for learning. Medicine Wheel. Embrace it and make it part of you. Remain positive. Recieve the love from others, but recieve first the love from self.
Make today the day you want no one other than yourself. Then allow others, after you have loved yourself, into

Love Sux!I dont know what to do anymore, I try and I try...Just when I think I found love it turns around and smacks me in the face... Love drives you crazy and mad, Love makes you do stupid things for stupid reasons...all in the name of love,...you know what FUCK YOU LOVE! If I could Id beat your ass down for all the pain and shit you have caused me I would...and what do I have to prove for what you've done to me? Absolutely Fucking Nothing! dont get me wrong I dont blame you for all my problems I am also to blame...I have many imperfections, Jealousy is my big one....and Trust...I trust too damn much! I give up on love once again....
Music Video:LONELY DAY (by System Of A Down)LOVE SUX

My Fucking Blogwhat is with people this week? 1st there is the horrible incident at Virgina tech, then locally we have a ton of schools locked down due to threats, then 36 northern California schools are locked down due to threats from a transient, then there is this nasa space center building deal. and on top of that you've got the Oklahoma's bombing and Columbine shooting anniversaries this week. Why is this a week for the crazys to act out? Personally I have been nervous going anywhere today. Especially once the crazy guy at work got fired. really kills the sex life. I haven't gotten laid since January. This blows. We threw one hell of a going away party for my bro in law. He shipped out to Qatar the Tuesday after for the Air Force. Man I got fucked up. Drank 2 whole bottles of Johny Walker and got rid of them throughout the next day. But good times were had by all or so I was told.

Colorado SnowJohn Denver sang a song about the snow here...but personally, I'm a little tired of it. I don't mind a little bit of snow, but we've had snow every week for six weeks now, and well, frankly, I'm ready for summer! After growing up in the deep south and college in LA(that's Lower Alabama for y'all yankees:), I was ready for a little winter, but I'm thinking maybe a move to the desert would be nice right about now!
When does summer start?
Check out some fun pics of our snow in my photo album!

The Play WriteThe Play Write
In iambic pentameter written verse
Came a play write who did rehearse
Of kings and nobles and deeds of hate
To the masses he spoke and they did relate
Of innocents who did pay the price
For others who lived of earthly vice
Death did stalk the soul who prays
He became famous through his plays
Poor Capulet and Montague in suicide
Of Desdemona the moors pure bride
Of the Danes losses and brooding despair
Of horror through pride beyond compare
Tragedy and pain through deception
He understood hates plot in conception
Lies and half truths that spun contempt
In his mind immortal stories he dreamt
Now his name lives on and to all so clear
There was only one William Shakespeare
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My aunt has a morph pic entered in to a contest and we need as many votes as we can get .... so click on the pic below and vote vote vote!!!!..Thanx

Cordial Thoughts From Myles Shaffer (they Do Happen Now And Then.)I really must be more careful on those rare occasions when I feel like posting a blog and can think of anything worth saying in it!
The second blog I posted yesterday was suppose to have gone in here. After all, that is why I created this, so I would have a place to separate nice blogs from the angry ones.
Thanks for your support, Batman. You are a great friend, and I'm happy that you are a part of my life, both here, in the industry, and in the real world. (We still need to work out something about me appearing on your KSEX show some time. Between the two of us, I'm certain we could come up with something to talk about that might interest a few people other than you and I, and maybe Monica. By the way, tell Monica that I said hello and that I miss her.)
Kimmie and Sara, even though I have never met either of you in person, I do thank you for your support. And, while we have not met in person, I do consider you both to be very good friends, and I would love to someday be

Imortal LoveAn epic story of immortal love
Sweet perfection blessed from above
An unending saga of souls so joined
A love for the ages the term is coined
For selfless desire to hold one true
Such is the love I hold only for you
To be a joy in the moment we behold
To love without care that canít be sold
Or bought from a spell binder in ways of old
Ours will always be a epic love story told
Of two who love free and forever share
This sweet dream of perfection beyond compare
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Freak's BlogHow goes it everyone?? I don't do this often, but I am bored n just want to type. I'm enjoying being w/ my man, our children, and our animals, in our new place!! Life is good.. For now.. Hopefully it lasts a lot longer!

I Am This GirlMessage:
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant...
I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you...
I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...
I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me...
I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have...
I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.
I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything...
I'm the girl who laughs at

(((sighs)))What R we doing??? Over a year and still we dance around eachother... Not saying how we feel... But yet being here for eachother regaurdless... I guess its never been the right time for us...
But I have a question... If we had 12 hours with eachother... Face to face... Would it be worth it??? Knowing that once its over we have to go back to the way we were???
You know weve never fully given up on eachother... Weve always been the best of friends... Weve always had the others back, been understanding, forgiving...
We're all living on barrowed time... If you dont put your heart and soul into everything you do... Then your never truly living...
Ive put that into you and I will never stop...
NO MORE DANCING!
I love you I always have and I always will... Nothing can ever change that! Ya know the truth of the matter is Im not lil miss size 3......... Im not even a 10, 12........ Im the that thick chick my jeans r 13's I wear a size large shirt.......... but I can dance...

This Is Sooo Wrong.. And Messed Upthere is a script some new members are using to steal points...they give u low scores and if u go back and rate them u'll get a message that says "Thank u for playing you lose 1000 points"...the reason why i kno is because it just happened to me...she stole 1000 from me.....the girl's name is--- sexy2talll
got this shit from bulletin and i did have a guy rate my photo a 1 but never did rate him back low or rate him at all because im not like that too me if they want to rate my shit low go ahead shows how much of a fuckin hater you are.. or dont have a fuckin life.. but anyhow i just posted this to warn my good friends about it soo be careful who you rate low back or rate back i guesss now everyone will be afraid to rate back or they will lose points.. they need to fix this shit for real!!!!!!
much luv.. Terminator123

Taking All ApplicantsLets see who can complete it first...whoever does gets a Big pimpin gift from Moi :)
Women feel free to fill it out too, im an equal oppurtunity women!! hehe
x0x0x
OK.....GO!!
Name:
Age:
City/State/Country:
Birthday ?
What is your biggest flaw?
What is your hangup with your mother?
3 of your favorite authors
3 of your favorite bands
3 of your favorite movies
Favourite quote?
Are you religious? What / Whom do you worship? How? Why?
Who is your favorite philosopher? Why?
For you, what is success in life?
Are you, by your own definition: will you be successful?
Who is/was your favorite pet? and why?
How long do you usually know a girl before you kiss her? Jump her? Dump her?
Have you ever been married/lived with someone? Are you now?
When was your last relationship over? Are you in sure? Are you in one / or more now?
Are you gay? Tried it? Thought about it?
Have

FunnyBody: In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name.
For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen.
Aleve is also called Naproxen.
Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin
Advil is also called Ibuprofen.
The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After
careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of mycoxafloppin.
Some of the other names also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin.
********* The New Pepsi Drink *************
Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer.
It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highball

So Happy......the past 2 months have only been the most amazing, wonderful and full of love I could ever imagine!! I love you so much Mark you mean the world to me...So I figured I'd let the world know since you already know hehe....I love you honeykins!!!