Thursday, December 30, 2010

At first, I wanted to say this and that about where the industry is right now. But screw it....

2010 was a rough year for everybody!! So why reflect on something that We all do not want to relive or go back to. If you had a good year, props to you and may you have another great year. It sounds kinda of corny but I want to put out the positive energy in a post for once.

Your probably wondering, "Where are all the funny and entertaining posts you used to do?" I will go back to posting on the regular like I used to, I just needed a break from blogging for awhile. My attention is split between maintaining two Facebook pages, figuring out Twitter(www.Twitter.com/DieselWashXXX), I posted a profile on Modelmayhem as well(more opportunities)and I'm getting alot of feedback on the fitness/nude modeling front(More on that later)so I'm excited about that. I have alot of stuff planned for 2011, and I will definitely keep you guy/girls posted as to what my movements are.

Whew!!! I have been killing myself in the gym and I gained serious muscle while maintaining the same definition, it might sound easy but it's not. Geez that statement made Me sound like a fucking gymrat!! I'm not a gym rat although I do like to look good and work hard on my body. I have always admitted to having body issues, but what person in the Entertainment field(in front of the camera)doesn't??

Deep story time(it's short):

I was a very skinny kid growing up, and I do not want to relive those days at all!!! I was skinny in elementary school, high school, Military and College. There was a period in time(Freshman year)when I was so skinny I had the sunk in face and the ribs showing. I was constantly sick and growing up poor did not help matters. There were some nights when there was no food in the house and I had to do without. One of the biggest reasons why I started working at 13, was just to feed myself and bring left over food home. I worked at Roy Rogers, Wendys, KFC it was a no brainer, why not work fast food when your hungry and get paid for it??? Basically when other kids were wishing for brand new Air Jordans, I was thinking about a GUMBO SOUP with all the trimmings(chicken, steak, turkey, fish bah bah)just a big bowl of all my favorites meats together.

I never want to be hungry again.....

Needless to say to this day I have horrible eating habits, I go long periods of time without eating, I have to force myself to eat 5 times a day just to maintain the muscle mass I gained. I hardly throw food out(unless spoiled)and I make sure to finish my plate, and I believe in eating leftovers and never throwing out anything. I have a bad habit of getting upset at other people that waste food and throw out left overs. I was taught to eat everything and never waste, because you might not know when the next time you will be eating...

That is my deep story, moving on.....

My Xtube clip

It was a 1min Vid of me fucking a bottom while he filmed it, it was nothing but a tester Vid. The haters are coming at me saying "Oh now Diesel wants to do Xtube when before he said he was too good to be on Xtube" Geez!!! The problem I had with Xtube was that people were uploading my scenes from other companies I worked for. When that happens it takes money from the companies I work for and in the long run if a company loses money, models do not work. Very simple equation if everybody shares the footage for free, the producers don't make any money, if they don't make money they don't hire as many models anymore and then they have to cut the number of films they produce due to the footage being shared for free.

One of the reasons for the decline in porn sales are the tube sites that stream copyrighted material.

As I said before, that chapter of CAN(Crimes Against Nature)is over!!! DOES(Diversity, Opportunity, Employment, Saga)is the new chapter of the Diesel experience. I'm stepping out of my comfort zone by tackling different media forms(Twitter, Modelmayhem, Xtube)and just seeing what happens. So if the haters want to write blogs about Me doing an Xtube Vid go ahead!!! Make sure you include the link and spell my name right!! So funny that the haters write posts about me on their blogs, I really think they have mental issues!!

The haters are copying and pasting my tweets, using screen captures of my Youtubes, writing full on posts about Me on their blogs and I'm saying to myself "Wow that is so creepy that Haters go through so much trouble to get at Me!!" Well I finally get it.....

If these models didn't have my name to use or drop every single time they open their mouths...they wouldn't have any attention!! I'm the driving force behind their careers, if I wasn't around they would have nothing to talk about. The haters get together in groups on Twitter, plotting for ways to get at Me, thinking of ways to use my name in their favor. Now you might think I'm talking paranoid but its so true!!

Anyway.......

I have alot of gigs coming up and I will keep you posted!! I posted the dates of my Dallas trip which is Jan 14, 15 and I will be at the Tin room. I will keep you posted with more details....

Next week I will be in Boston, so get ready Boston!!! I'm telling you ahead of time I WILL BE IN BOSTON NEXT WEEK!!

I have some photo shoots coming up and I'm excited about it!! I never pictured myself as a real model, I'm comfortable with being a porn model. Sounds strange right?? I'm more comfortable with my clothes off rather than on. When I'm naked I know where the focus is, adjusting to modeling with clothes on will be a challenge for Me. When I'm naked its all about the dick and body, with clothes I have to strike a pose and work my face.

Deep story time(another one):

Honestly I never thought I was handsome growing up, I was a Geek turned Jock and that was my world. I hung out with the Geeks and played sports with the Jocks(Best of both worlds)so the Geeks were interested in my brain, and the Jocks were interested in my body and what I could do with it(Hmm sounds sexyLOL). When I started working out, it was all about the body!! And when I got into porn that tripled!! It was all about the dick, body and what I could do with that body and dick. As far as having that model face, I'm not that guy!! I'm the guy with the hot body and big dick...

Don't get Me wrong, I think I'm cute!! But not handsome(my opinion)don't you the fans and readers of this blog ever wonder why I don't smile(full tooth smile)in alot of my pics. Sadly I'm still not confident with my face.....

And that is the truth...

Next!!!

Anyway I wanted to talk to you guys, rather then leave you with a short post of nothing...

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

I will be in Dallas on Jan 14, 15 at the Tin Room so come check me out!!! I have some posts coming......

Sorry for the short posts, instead of getting on this blog and ranting about all the problems in gay porn. I decided to trim down my rants and pick my shots, I will write my year end post shortly.

Alot of big changes in Gay porn recently and I will cover it all, but it seems like every time I start to write a new post, more shocking porn news comes out the pipes. So Im waiting for the last minute to put together a post where I let it all out!!!

Thanks to all the people that liked the Xtube clip, it was made to be short with no cock shots or fucking or money shot. It was a tester Vid to see the reaction from the fans is all.

I will explain more in detail in the next coming post.....

Again I have alot of news I want to share with you guys/girls. I'm on Twitter laying down some ground work for the future as well. So check me out on Twitter and that is www.Twitter.com/DieselWashXXX

I say alot of shocking things on Twitter, so some of rants are on there!!

I'm not dissing or being disrespectful with the things I'm about to say, it is strictly business...

You need to gain about 20lbs of muscle, at 6'2 your frame could easily handle an extra 20lbs of muscle. Email Me and I can hookup you up with a good diet plan and lifting workout schedule that will put on the muscle quickly. I know how it is with being tall(I'm 6'6)and having a thin frame. Just giving advice.

Secondly, grow out those pubes unless your a swimmer(do they shave down there too??)you should have some sort of a manscape thing working.

Lastly you have exposure, not sure what scenes they already filmed with you. I would take this downtime you have right now and establish your own digital home(facebook, myspace, blog, twitter bah bah)and start using this new found attention. You caught my eye under the radar, and you have potential....

Monday, December 20, 2010

There are different styles of it, but again its overused to death!! Lets find a new move can We? I mean its hot to fuck a bottom on their head but enough is enough!!!

God I have too much time on my hands to write a post like this....

LOL

More later

P.S.

I know you have doggstyle, missionary, reverse cowboy those are staples of fucking!! Just tired of this one being overused to death, no offense to the models performing it.

Oh well I guess I talk shit because I try to bring new things to the table. These young guys have all this energy and opportunities to show off just want them to bring that "Unseen Shit" to the table...

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

That is correct I have decided that it was time to go back to Twitter because I think I need to have a voice there.

I know what your saying....

You said that you were closing your Twitter for good!!!

At this point of time, I can no longer fight against technology its here and not going anyway so I have to learn to embrace it. To all the haters on Twitter, I had enough.....

I let you guys have Twitter because I had no interest in exchanging words with models anymore. After reading certain some of the Tweets that were sent to Me by fans. I see there is alot of hating models telling people that I work with not to hire Me, spreading rumors and lies and in general just painting a bad picture of who Diesel Washington really is..

JuicyGoHoe you are the prime example of a hating model, before I ignored alot of what you said about me. You can attack my films, my looks, my blog but when you overstep that line and go out of your way to contact promoters that I work with to talk shit or tell them not to promote Me or use me for projects.

YOU HAVE CROSSED THE LINE!!!

Now your fucking with my money!! Now I have to get my hands dirty!!! You do not fuck with my money!!!!

You have been warned JUICYGOHOE!!

Now I don't want to fall back on old habits, but I really have to draw the line somewhere. To contact a promoter I have worked with for the last six years and tell them to stop promoting me(via Twitter)that is where I draw the line. People are getting tired of hearing your consistent hate for other performers. Your a self absorbed asshole.

I going to check you in public, because you have crossed that line. We both go to the same events and not once have you talked to Me or stated your opinions about Me. Your a coward you talk all this hype online but in person your a skinny little whiny barebacking bitch.

Moving on.......

The models of today have no respect, they only think about themselves. The newer models are going into it with ME ME ME ME attitude, they never give back to the community. They don't help out fellow models, they only promote themselves and only talk to people that can help further their career. They don't care who they need to step on and they're a bunch of using bastards(I said this before)

For 2011 I decided to never back down, and instead of ignorning the haters I'm going to start smacking bitches!!

The only way to shut up a Catty Cunty queen is to slap the shit out of them!! The proper term would be called to "Bitch Slap" them. If you want to act like Catty Cunty queens then your asking to be treated like one. Nothing closes a mouth like a "Bitch Slap".

Now I'm not a mean person, but I'm tired of these "Cunts" running their mouth!! I'm a grown man, and I was raised when someone disrespects you, you handle your business. That does not mean you have the right to put your hands on anybody, because that is wrong.

When someone tampers with your ability to make money(money in general)Messes with your Family(Mother/wife/kids)then you have to take it to a new level. I'm at that level now....

Diesel Washington is a Creative Top, I like the ring of that it sounds good. I have finally gotten away from that "Tear Your Asshole" Characterisation. It's not easy being known as that Top that always plow the living daylights out a bottom.

Awww Fleshbot...

"...... accidentally tear you in half first"

That probably would happen to Brian O Brian if I ever fucked him!! Not you Calamitous I'm sure you could take every bit of it, with a smile on your face from ear to ear LOL.

And moving on.....

If people haven't noticed I never asked any of my fans/readers/supporters to vote for Me for the CyberSocket Awards. There is a reason for that:

As I said on the CAN blog I'm deeply honored and moved that I was nominated for Best Porn blog/Best Personality, that is good enough for Me.

I don't want to win at all, I'm being truthful when I say this

PLEASE DO NOT VOTE FOR ME

I know some people have already voted for Me and I thank you! Thanks for the support and thanks for constantly having my back. We won all the awards already, We got all the nominations already......

And you fans helped Me get the Biggest nomination ever!!! Best Personality!!! I look at that list of people nominated and I keep shaking my head going "Wow!!"

Anyway enough showboating.........

A driving force for creating my own work has been QueerClick, yes QueerClick!! There was a post written about one of my Skits on Youtube(The Naked Pornstar) this one:

If pure craziness was our only criteria, our freaky arty French porn pal Francois Sagat would find a good match in controversial porn documentarian Diesel Washington. Like Sagat, Washington likes exposure and doesn't mind doing outrageous things (like raping twinks■ and making up new sex moves■) to get it. But unlike Sagat, Washington's art resume is less accomplished with much lower production values. Exhibit A: the video above.

We like Nelly Furtado's Say It RIght too, but it holds a mere candle to the lo-fi weirdness of Sagat's Crocodile Tears■—starring in an indie music video is totally pimp. Also, we're down for Diesel's subtle couch dancing (especially when he not-so-subtly begins stroking the neck of the guitar and starts fingering its music hole) but how about a little more dramatic flair, Diesel? Watch Sagat sell European currency■ if you need inspiration.

This isn't to slam Diesel. Hell, we want him to get better exposure and production value! You live in Los Angeles, don't you Diesel? Save up some cash from raping twinks and hire someone to produce a video that will be the art equivalent of your amazing porn.

That post hurt!! "Art resume is less accomplished with much lower production values" yikes!! I thought about that post for a couple days...

I want to Thank QueerClick for the plug, but that review was rough!! It opened my eyes to alot of things, if people are going to judge my Youtubes as some kind of art(which it is) then I have to set up my game!! I'm not mad at the reviewers at Queerclick it is what it is...

It was an honest opinion, just being compared to Francois Sagat in the Artistic sense is a compliment to Me. I never claimed to be a "artsy type" but I do think I have an absract way of looking at things.

Needless to say, that review bothered me alot!! I take my work serious!!!Even if it's Youtube!! So I remixed the Vid and made it more artistic seen here:

Chip Tanner and Reese Rideout would have you believe that they're the only somewhat mentally unstable gay pornstars making YouTube videos these days, but they're not. He may not be bananas, but Diesel Washington has a logic all his own.

In this clip, pornstar stud and certified demolisher of twink buttholes Diesel Washington takes on the nature of duality throughout the history of human thought. Making subtle references to Jacques Lacan's early theories about the Other, Diesel begins his video decked out in angel wings, face obscured by shadow. Before we know it Washington has fallen back to earth, chilling out on a leather couch wearing nothing but a pair of aviators (PS – goddamn, you're looking good Mr. Washington) and fornicating with a six-string guitar. We don't know what he's trying to say here, exactly. We do know that we'd give just about anything to be that guitar.

This is what I'm about......

I want to create something that people like, and if I don't hit the mark the first time. I go back to the drawing board, fix all the bugs and come back harder!! So this is just a glimpse into the way I think.

Always trying to do better!!

Anyway I still love you QueerClick.....

Aren't We nominated for the same category of Best Porn Blog at the CyberSocket awards??? That's right We are!!!

Hmmmm?? I guess I have good exposure and higher production values when it comes to Blog writing I guess?? HAHAHA See you at CyberSockets.

This is the quick run down, there is a newly infected model with HIV, and he has been all over the press lately. Every blogger(gossip/porn stars/twitter heads)is talking about the story.

Everybody has their own judgments about the person/situation, I don't want to give a judgement I'm going to talk about the business end of it. Instead of pointing fingers and taking sides I just want to say...

To the model that is going through this, Keep your head up!! It takes a strong person to hold onto your wits when you have a media storm ahead of you, people asking questions, alot of interviews, and you might take a Polygraph ???? I know this is going to go deeper, and according to Xbiz you also accepted the challenge. For $1,000 dollars??? Really?? I think your getting the short end of the stick, $10,000 now that is a different story get that money while you can little man.

The storm that is brewing right now makes Me nervous, what is happening now will have a profound effect on the industry in the coming year! Too many "Witch Hunts" privacy invasions, private sexual histories coming into play, escorting history, outing of HIV+ performers, things are crazy right now!!!

I wanted to do "The best of 2010" post of all the things that happened this year, but this story is still gaining speed and snowballing into everything. HAHA I said snowballing...LOL

Back to being serious...

As a promoter and businessman, I see the general direction where this model is headed. This is only my opinion:

Before he outed himself he filmed another scene for a website

He outed himself publicly, held a press conference, various interviews with the media. Every gossip blog picked up on the story and the media is having a field day with it.

Right now the scene he filmed has been released, and then comes the so called polygraph test for $1,000

Whats next?? I think there is another shoot filmed out there soon to be released. But that is profit for the Studio/Site that releases it, not money for him.

Hmmm?? He deleted his Rentboy ad so I doubt that he can go back to that, but at the same time there are openly HIV+ escorts out there. Not a good idea for him though..

There is a big scandal going on right now, how do you use that scandal as a spring board? The waves are rocking right now but in the long run I think he will use the added press/attention for something I can not put my finger on exactly how he will use it though..

Press is press right?? Bad or Good?? Anybody remember Jo-Vanni Roman?? The escort that traveled with George Alan Rekers?? No?? The public really has a short attention span Geez!! Anyway he was in the middle of scandal himself(google George Rekers)a couple of months ago.

The escort Jo-Vanni, did not use his 15mins of fame and just dropped out of sight that fast. I gave him pointers as well, oh well.....

So how can this model use this scandal?? The Str8 porn companies will not touch him, out of the question, that is a done deal!!! The gay companies??? I really have no clue on that one. Scandal gets attention, and some producers think that scandal equals sells.

Case in point when "Patient Zero" first came out many people knew who the model was. Long story short he was still hired for a solo only a month after he tested positive. So the verdict is still out on this model, will he be able to work in the porn industry?? Some how he has to flip the story into his favor, times are changing and the industry is accepting of HIV+ models now. But this scandal has rocked the foundations of the industry so I'm not sure if he can overcome that.

Looking at porn history:

Models getting into fights with BF's and arrested, which resulted in more scenes to shoot and more press. Shit the companies are personally requesting this model!!

HIV+ models are being signed exclusive to large bareback studios.

HIV+ models are doing live shows and are being sponsored by Large studios

Models can have an extensive bareback past, and still work for major condom only studios with no problems. Not only work for major studios but be signed dual exclusive for both DVD/Web.

And this is recent porn history........

I remember an under aged model coming into the business, he lied about his age to film porn. Long story short that model went on to become one of the most popular models in this industry and is trying his hand at mainstream acting.

So is gay porn forgiving???? History would say YES!!!

But......

You have to be a hot, white, young, jockish body model and the camera has to love you!!

CAN was the brain child of the Editor, and it stood for alot of things. It was a little hole in the wall spot on the Internet, where people came to read the journey of Diesel Washington in becoming a world famous porn star. As I said in an old post on the CAN blog that journey is over!!!

We all agree it was crazy, up and down ride that caught the attention of the fans and readers, you either like/dislike, agree/disagree whatever the case...

But regardless you came to read that journey of the Diesel Washington character.

It's time for a new journey, so without any more talk of the old CAN blog, we are going to talk about the Diversity, Ownership, Employment, Saga blog or DOES for short.

CAN (CRIMES AGAINST NATURE)

Definition of CANtransitive verb

1obsolete : know, understand 2archaic : to be able to do, make, or accomplish

1. to perform (an act, duty, role, etc.): Do nothing until you hear the bell. 2. to execute (a piece or amount of work): to do a hauling job.

I put alot of thought into these blog names, CAN was a tongue in cheek kind of name. When you first heard Crimes Against Nature it's a hard hitting title that is in your face by title alone, at the same time the letters CAN stood for the can in the phrase "You can do it!!" "I can do it!!" "Through hard work you can achieve". Yeah it has a deeper meaning......

Corny but true!!

With the Diversity Ownership Employment Saga blog or DOES, it means what it means. I'm working for diversity, ownership, employment(in and out of industry) and saga which is basically the story or journey of accomplishing all of this!!

FAQ(soon to follow, so I should get that over with now)

What is the difference between the CAN and DOES blog?CAN was the journey to reach a certain level in modeling, somewhat of a role model, to bring about a change or to have an impact on the industry. With the DOES blog it will capture the rise of a porn Mogul(goal)to bring a project(Website/Studio/Entertainment)to the masses that is a representation of my actions/ideas/the sweat from my brow. Basically create a business that will create profit.

Is this new blog still about Diesel Washington????The DOES blog will be a reflection of Diesel but more on the business end. CAN was more about the model, the choices/decisions of Diesel on his modeling career. DOES will reflect the brand, business end bah bahh bah

Will you still do personal stories, and reflects on life and stuff happening in the industry???DOES will still have tons of stories, reflections and stuff happening in the industry. I'm sure I will tons of stories on how life is crazy trying to start your own business. Stay tuned!!

Will you still do Youtubes?I will keep doing the Youtubes, because its fun and its entertainment!!

Why the strip down on the blog?? You took away all the pics and awards.

In order to start from scratch I thought it was a good idea to get rid of everything that was accomplished as a model. You already know I won this award or that award, in order to move forward, you can not dwell on the past(Something I learned recently) I like this example:

In order to fill my drinking cup with something different, I must empty my cup from what I was drinking first or there would be no more for something new.

Are you scared taking this new journey???I'm scared shitless about doing something different, but I have come to terms with I have to take it to a new level I have to. If I want change then I have to fight for it myself!!

That is enough with the questions, I'm sure they're other questions people have but I don't have all the answers because this is all new to myself as well.

Moving on.........

This blog is for all the models who were told that they would only make it as a model never a owner!

This blog is for the assistant directors who worked under other directors and finally got their shot at becoming the Lead Director!!

This blog is for all the websites, who were told they would never be able to compete with the Studios, yet are now producing DVD's as well.

This is for all the agents that started with 7- 10 models and turned that business into a Media capitol with a roster of over a 100 models with more than a dozen sites or studios as clients.

This is for all the porn models who were told they would never make it as a serious actor coming from a porn back ground.

I look forward to this new journey, and if your a betting person I think the odds are in my favor......

Tuesday, December 07, 2010

I'm at a loss for words(that is a first, LOL)I have been wondering what to write about. Five years of my life was captured on this blog, the highs and lows, crazy times and the moments when I shared my personal life with the readers.

This little blog has grown into this "Thing" bigger than Diesel Washington(is that possible??)and its filled with so many stories, pics, Vids through the years Wow!!! In the past couple of days I have gone over every single post(885 of them)Damn!! The things I have done and the people I have met, so much......

The purpose of this blog since day one, was to chart my progress on reaching my goal to become a world famous porn star. I started from nothing......

I started out as a Street Hustler pulling tricks from Stella's/Cats(GoGo bars in NYC) I made it to Hooker status when I did a solo(Pics only) on a site called "Street Life" it was there I posted my first ad as a hooker!! I used the money from being a hooker and put myself through school(DeVry)I got my degree and did the "Hooker thing" part time. I worked for three Telecommunications companies, servicing PBXs(Private Branch Exchange)constructing LANs(Local Area Networks)installing T1 circuits, I'm probably boring you with this. I hated those jobs and wanted a change, a big time change!!

I quit my job and started working out and soon became a personal trainer. I briefly dated this guy that was a porn model, that worked on this porn site called "Showguys" I did three scenes(two solos, Duo)with them!! And he was the Webmaster for Chelsea guys(Escorting agency)so this is where I had the chance to really see what the Sex industry was all about. I learned alot from being in that situation:

Promotion

Making the transition from Hooker to Escort(placed ad on Rentboy)

Networking with the Heads of the biggest Escort agencies in NYC(Campus, Chelsea, Masculine Black Tops)I had a chance to pick their brains and get a better knowledge of the escorting game.

I was good friends with HooBoy(RIP)who created this website that reviews escorts(Now known as DaddysReviews)and HooBoy taught me alot about the Escorting world. I miss him!!! I will always remember the time I spent with him.....

I hosted a Men of Color sex party in Manhattan(Bi monthly thing), I hosted the party, did coat check and at the end of the party I had to clean the mess. That means I had to wipe down the fuck chairs/table/beds and spray down the mats! Pick up all the dirty filled condoms, refill lube/condom containers I did all the work!! It was a nasty job but it was a learning experience. IE Making money by throwing a sex party

The location where I hosted the Men of Color party was owned by an old Dom by the the name of Master Lou(Old Old Guard)I gained alot of knowledge of how to control my subs/slaves from him. He taught me basic knotting, discipline, training, CBT, bondage, Water sports, I learned alot over the course of two years!!

I was a popular escort on the Rentboy.com site, and Tom Weiss(a partner at the time)started inviting me to events that Rentboy was throwing. I soon started a working relationship with the Rentboy people that stands to this day!! It was during this time that I decided I wanted to do porn and started this blog, I attended my first Hustlaball(Las Vegas 06)and there the world was introduced to Diesel Washington.

The rest is history, and its all recorded on this blog!! It's a great story!!

But the journey is over!!! I don't have a use for the CAN blog anymore!! The story was over when I won Performer of the Year(Grabbys 09)I kept the blog alive to talk about the things I wanted to talk about, kept the fans/readers entertained but for the most part the goal was accomplished!!

For the past five years, I have been working and working to achieve a certain level of success, rarely did I have time to sit back and absorb everything in. That is all I know how to do is work work work......

Funny how that works:

I worked hard on my scenes/performances, and that earned me(Performer of the Year, Hottest Cock, Best Support Actor Grabbys, Hard Choice awards)Numerous nominations(GayVns, Grabbys, JRL,)

I worked my way up from a Street Hustler to Escort and won numerous awards as an Escort(Best Fetish, Best Escort website)

Worked on my craft(blogging)and became a popular Blogger and won awards for my blog(Best porn star blog Grabby, Unzippy, Rentboy award Best blogger/writer)and most recently nominated Best blog by Cybersockett....Wow!!

And I moved into a new genre instead of being known strictly as a performer. I was nominated for Best Personality!! I'm a Personality now!!!

So to the people that call me a Has been!! I am an Award winning Porn star/Escort/Blogger and I was doing all of this at the same time!! If I had it my way...

I want to win awards for Directing, Screenplay, bah bah bah

Oh well....

The point of this post, was to remind people that I reached my goal. The story is over!! With the closing the of the CAN blog, I'm hoping I can change the focus in my life.....

Monday, December 06, 2010

So I have those dates for you, I will be in Washington DC, Dec 8 - Dec 10. I will be in town and checking things out!!. I may added another day to that trip but I will keep you guys posted!! Also any gay porn stars in Washington!!! Hit me up on my email Dieselwash@hotmail.com, I want to give the opportunity to other stars to be showcased on my blog!! If it helps with press or whatever, never selfish when it comes to promoting!! So you hear it first on www.DieselWashingtonXXX.com looking for models who want to showcase themselves!! Don't say I didn't throw the opportunity out there for inspiring stars, porn stars working currently.

I thought I would update the blog with newer pics of myself........

Before you even say it!! Yes I'm bulking up!!! I had to give up some definition to acquire more mass!! At this point, I don't know why I'm still trying to gain more muscle?? There is something called too much muscle, but I think I have some room to gain more muscle before I get to that point. Ummm yeah...... I will keep telling myself that...

Mental!!!

Anyway, I'm having fun before I start this tour!! I'm going to hit up the East Coast first, then make my way down South(never been)and then make my way to Cali!! I have been putting off this tour for a long time!! But this time around I'm going all out and having a blast!!! Got to get out of NYC right now, the holidays are a pain in the ass when your in NYC, the shopping and visitors makes it a pain in the ass.

I do not like the Holidays...

I do not like the Holidays at all!! I'm not a Scrooge McDuck!! I just don't like this fake holiday of buying expensive presents. The Holidays were for spending time with family/loved ones, I have only my mother to worry about this year. Momma Washington is the only one I go shopping for. Last year was horrible the recession was so bad, Momma Washington had a short list of Christmas presents that she wanted. It will probably be the same this year as well..

As you can tell from my tone, I'm less than excited for the holidays to be here!!

I know I said I wouldn't say it or bring it up again!! But I hate the holidays for the mere fact that I'm single!! Alone Alone Alone!!! I fool myself into thinking I'm fine with it but I'm not!! But at this point I really just don't have the energy emotionally to handle the dating thing. I was going out and meeting new people but I'm just over the bar scene/club scene.

I see all the guys hanging out trying to look hot, all staring at each other which is kind of confusing to me. Why stare at someone you like?? Why not go up to them and start a convo and get to know each other?? I guess I'm old school and have a throw back style, I see someone who I think is hot I approach them directly and speak. Who cares about getting shot down?? The intention is to go to them directly and not play the "Winking game" cut out the middle man and see what the deal is. The younger generation do not talk anymore, they stand around like "A pack of wolves around a water hole".

It's the "Bottom Crew"........

You have seen them:

A group of guys that always hangs out by the bar, staring at every guy that walks into the bar.

They usually have on the tight shirts(so tight you can see their heart beating)the ones without body.

Hair is all styled with product in it!!(Wind tunnel look)

The ones with body of course shirtless!!(Got to show the skin)

The group consists of mostly Vers/Bttm guys, always with that one Top that is probably fucking someone in the group (Or like in my case, fucking them all)How do I know they are bottoms in the first place??. If they use the words, Miss Thang, Bitch, My Sista, instead of "He" they use "She", instead of "Him" they use "Her" then bottoms away LOL.....

Friends are cool and all!! But when your in a group the chances of picking someone up or having a convo with them is slim to none. Gay boys are caddy!! And they all talk about each other and put each other down!! For example, one time I went out and saw this hot guy with his "Bottom Crew" I approached him and started a convo. Within 5 minutes of talking to the guy, their "Friends" spilled every bit "T" about their friend who I thought was a cute and innocent little thing. You know how "Friends" talk esp when drunk:

"Gurl, this one(Me) looks like he can plow you down!! You said you were looking for some big dick there you go"

"Don't let this one fool you, she can take a big dick and throw back that ass!!"(On their friend)

"Show him your pussy, your going to love her ass its round and she has a tight hole"(On their friend)

Umm okay??Thanks for sharing that bit of info about your friend, that will help me in my decision if I will continue to converse with him. Kind of funny that their own friends blow their cover and spill the secrets!! I couldn't hangout with people like that, I would be pissed off. But I would like to Thank your "Friends" because they confirmed what I already believed in the first place.

And then you have that Hating Bottom bitch crew:

They don't talk to anybody, they sit around the bar all night "Talking About" people. You know that group, they all have their cell phones out texting and checking emails.

Why call someone on the phone when your in a club??? I never understood that?? You can not hear them on the phone and the music is too loud!! So why bother?? Is that you want to call your other friends and let them hear the music in the background??? Show them your out and having a good time?? I know guys that Twitter/Text their friends when they are in the same club standing next to each other....

People behave like this I had to post this commerical because this is how people are nowadays:

Not to get off subject but...

They send out these Tweets/texts saying the worst stuff!! But can't even look you in the eyes when saying it. Or worse, they talk all this shit on Twitter, on blogs, Facebook and when you meet them in person, they have nothing to say. Quiet!! Then you confront them.....they don't know why your upset.. Its only Twitter!! Its only Faceboook no big deal right....???

Wrong!!! You want to talk shit online but in person they are cowards!! If you can write about it online, be sure to back up everything you said online when your confronted one on one.

Remember that!! I will be that one that confronts you every time!! So don't be shocked or act surprised when I step up to you! And that goes Vice Versa if you have something to say to me, because I said some things about you on my blog, go right ahead!!

Thursday, December 02, 2010

It's the end of a good story!! I love watching and studying the human story, and I think I gave you a character that some people liked!! Some people hated!! I'm Misunderstood alot...I mean alot!!

But for the most part you came to this little blog, and read the words that some dude from Brooklyn, raised on Staten Island, came from watching and jerking off to Str8/Gay porn. I was busting nuts in my room watching dirty VHS tapes(yes that old)and jerking off on the toilet while reading porno mags 20years ago!!

But right now!!

Somebody is busting some knuckle children in a sock while watching me Plow The Shit Out Of (insert name)on DVD, VOD, download, on some data sharing site(broke bitches).You want to crank loads to the crappy homemade porn on some of the tube sites. Luckily, YOU WILL pay for some good stuff(Thank God)so its just giving the people what they want!!

And I'm honored to make it thus far...

I hope I was entertaining....

Wiping tears....

Moving on...

I will be in Washington next week, so mark your calendars I haven't hit the road in a long time. Winter is here on the east coast, so I'm trying to move around local first and then spread the wings and hit the warmer states. (Yes I know Washington is not warmer Duh!!) I'm going to make a couple of stops on the east coast first and then make my way out to LA, SF, maybe Palm springs.....hint hint!!

I will have that in writing for you soon!!

People are asking me if I will keep my facebook, Hmmmm....??? Good question!!

Maintaining it would be like it was a mini blog or something blog. But....

This generation is so high tech, you basically can not live without communication, social networking, some form of date exchange between individuals. There is real life and then digital life, the death of "Crimes Against Nature" would be the death of my digital life!!

I will get back to you on that, okay no more talking creepy......

My booty shaking Vid!! Thanks to all the fans, alot of people liked it!! There were a few upset that I didn't go ALL out!!! I just have one thing to say!!!

Diesel Washington is built for forward thrust!! I dance with my hips and legs and and usually the focus is in the front MY BIG DICK SWINGING!!

Mentally I had to focus on just moving the meat of my ass to the beat. I have a muscle ass, alot of the pounding you see me doing to these boys in movies. The power of my "Thrust" comes mostly from my ass.... Does that make sense?

When I fuck these men/boys I put my head, neck, shoulders, back, hip, legs and ASS into it!! That is why visually it comes off intense and hard and heavy!! Not stiff like other models, most of their "Thrust" comes from only the legs. Hence the term "You have to put your back into it!!"

Trying to do the reverse, and have the focus on the "Ass only" was kinda of hard!! Big time respect to those out there who know who to Shake that Ass!! I did a soft bounce, just to show you I have some meat back there. I tried to show you something different from me, I'm glad you enjoyed!!