so yesterday me, 2 buddies and this chick who used to be my friend went out nightclubbing. Then this guy started putting his tongue down her throat, and I felt really bad, and went to the bathroom to cry and all. later on I returned and waited for like 30 mins until they stopped kissing, then i said i was going home, and it was 1:20 am what is extremely early, unusual for me

then she grabbed my arm and asked me not to go, and she wouldnt let go of me
i kissed her in the cheek and said i had a headache, and said goodbye for everyone. the guy who kissed her seemed happy.

as i went home i felt like screming. i got home and grabbed a pillow, put it in my mouth and screamed for like 10 mins. then i chainsmoked a pack while watching music videos. i could not get sleep.

the thing is that any girl who tries to be my friend is endangered. This is the second event in 5 months. exactely the same chain of events. I dont think I will ever be able to have a friend of the female sex. Unless I have a girlfriend first.
sad to know this
next time i see her i will tell her that i was never her friend, all i wanted was to hump her, and hope she doest get too annoyed

that obsession will never let you get a female friend, because u are only thinking of getting laid, and because of that u will never get laid

Exactly.... and always remember, a relationship is not about getting laid, or taking advantage of eachothers body. In a good relationship you can extend eachothers personality and fill eachother in when one comes short.

im really not having a good day
after all this ****, as i was taking the elevator to my workplace the power is cut and i get stucked there for half an hour with two fat ladies who screamed like bitches. i had to leave my cell phone on becouse they were afraid of the dark.

and 2 minutes ago i found a couple of maggots in the very fruit i was having for lunch

I have a lot to think through in the next week
i have a week of vacations where i will not see her. I must come up with a policy
by now she doesnt ever suspects that i like her. I could just hide this inside me and do not touch in this subject
interesting enough i think that i want to tell her how i feel so that she says "oh thanks god you said that. I love you and, like you, ive been hiding and...."well you got the picture.
but i am 90% sure that if i told her how i feel, it would just ruin our relatioship, like the last girl I like and told her how I feel

i hope the anger i feel now leaves my body
she could really be my friend for life

Originally posted by SilverSmoke you are all imbeciles
this gimmick makes you laugh, laugh at this Muslim and you know why? because you recognize yourselves in it, you ****tarts don't understand someone is laughing his ass off all over you all.

Humouring gimmicks who are this passive is good practice for when we actually have to say and mean stuff.

Originally posted by Muslim i dont know why god puts people in the world only to suffer
come on, how many can say that they are 20 and never got any?
there is no god
i lose all the time becouse of bad cards
nature its mean

Re: maybe im not going to have a girl who is a friend of mine, afterall

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Originally posted by Muslim so yesterday me, 2 buddies and this chick who used to be my friend went out nightclubbing. Then this guy started putting his tongue down her throat, and I felt really bad, and went to the bathroom to cry and all. later on I returned and waited for like 30 mins until they stopped kissing, then i said i was going home, and it was 1:20 am what is extremely early, unusual for me

then she grabbed my arm and asked me not to go, and she wouldnt let go of me
i kissed her in the cheek and said i had a headache, and said goodbye for everyone. the guy who kissed her seemed happy.

as i went home i felt like screming. i got home and grabbed a pillow, put it in my mouth and screamed for like 10 mins. then i chainsmoked a pack while watching music videos. i could not get sleep.

the thing is that any girl who tries to be my friend is endangered. This is the second event in 5 months. exactely the same chain of events. I dont think I will ever be able to have a friend of the female sex. Unless I have a girlfriend first.
sad to know this
next time i see her i will tell her that i was never her friend, all i wanted was to hump her, and hope she doest get too annoyed

I canṫ tell you any story that will help, but I will tell you what is the understatement of the year.