February 18th

Ashton made a Five Nights at Freddy’s t-shirt for Druw. They both wore their shirts to school today. Such perfect little brother cousins!!!So, I was sick at the beginning of February and ever since then, I have had a painful swollen lump on my neck. I started doing a little research after it became really big and painful last night. It seems my thyroid is swollen on just the right side. With EVERY girl from Palmdale having their thyroids out because of cancerous conditions, I STRAIGHT UP PANICKED!!! I have never been to the doctor, except for baby business. So I found an excellent clinic right here in SF and went to the doc this morning.

Annie was a perfect angel. Here is my little LEFTY coloring quietly.

I could not tell anything from the doctor. Perfect poker face. He did say that because just the right side was swollen that I should have my blood tested. So I went to the lab. The rest of the day, if you know me well, you KNOW that I was a mess. I was on the edge of tears all day, praying that I wouldn’t die and have to leave my babies and Josh. Imagining my funeral, holding back more tears. I am a complete lunatic, I realize this. But listen, all I’m telling you is that I have ZERO capacity for trials. ZERO!!!!

In other news, Emmy and her friends have made some impressive money selling candy in the neighborhood. (Ashton took this picture and said Emmy was like “Pictures?! No. Way.”