Decisions: Why Do You Have to Be so Hard?

What will be the theme? the motif? Which supplier to get? Will I have a simple entourage or will I include bridesmaids? What would be my centerpiece? Will I forego this or that? What food should I include in our menu? When will I tell my family of this wedding? And most importantly, should I be stressed with all the preps?

We barely have 5 months before our big day and the nearer it gets, the more final decisions we should make. We’re done with all the outlines and possible options. It’s time to actually D-E-C-I-D-E.

It’s hard. I’m losing my mind. And some hair.

I’m not kidding.

Just last night, I had to pick a clump of hair in my shower.

I’m the type of person who doesn’t rest until decisions have been made. I’ll keep on analyzing the pros, cons, details and what-have-you’s until something resolute takes place.

I also hate it that Mr. P doesn’t help reason out with me. He’s very simple. Whatever I want, that’s good enough for him. What’s important is he’ll be marrying me. Why can’t I be as simple as him?

I’ve come to the point where just want to get married! When did weddings become so complicated? (huhu!)

I should really end this post and start deciding. I promise myself, my next post will be more concrete decisions made.