i May Drop by WithRandomHeARTThoughtsFor you LikeIt is Raining outSide and everyDropi HearIs the BreathOf Your Soul in me..

i am starting to put my Newest Blog Post together seeing Your Pictures in my Photo Album each one a Memory of a Special Experience of Life with You in the Last 3 Months.. they all make me very Happy too..

i am going to bed now.. i Hope Your Day at Work continues to go smooth and i’m sure i Will Dream up something else for you by the morning to gift to you next for whatever within of my Soul Gifts me when i wake up to give you next.. Truly Magical the Feeling and Experience of a Connection of Soul And Art It Is With Someone Very Special in Your Life to Share All of that with Close or Far it is the Feeling Inside that counts the Most And Always What We Remember Best Last in Life as Well as First too..

Hellooove to You as Well HiMaLi.. First ofaLL I THinK That WeMight All be HappierIf We Begin WithHellooove AndEnd WithNamasteAt Essence ofFeeling no matterSymbols used nowSecond of all i haveSeveral nicknamesFor you and myFavorite Now is‘Hot Chocolate’As You BringSweetJoy tomeAndWarmthLet’s KeepIt SpiritualOf course andNot make itA MetaphorLike the MoonDark and AttractiveToo Moon is a SpiritualNickname i LoveFor You too myDream for youIs the RealityOf my LifelongJourney NowAs Means toLove All MayoneDay YouDance Like theMilky WayNakedOfCulture Spiralingon the Beach theUniverse UntoYouR Self WithAll That’s Left toDo Is Give andShare Love to/With OthersTHere We WillAll HoldHandsTogetherIn Peace AndHarmony AndLove Forever NowNo Matter DistanceSpace or TimeThis NowAn UltimateGift i Wish AndPray For YouNamaste NowWith Love For AllHot Chocolate More

By A WaY iN Case Anyone Else Hasn’t Noticed Yet This iS How God Works too…Finishing Last Before First Now AgainOther Wise i May Finish This Next MacroVerse Before Publishing The LastOther Than ‘That’ i Will Now Attempt to Put Together And Publish the MacroVerse Titled “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW”Some of Us Still Feel And Express ‘This Dream’ of Freedom In Every Fiber Of Our Being Do Be Free Live If You Can And WillThe Forefathers of This Country Were Majority Deists And ‘Mason’ Oriented They Believed In An Open Source God of Freedom For AllExceeding Bell Curves Of Freedom Beauty Wisdom Love And Creativity Spiraling Milky Way More Us To Be Free NowThis Is Truly The Dream of the Forefather’s/Mother’sOf This Country FuLFiLLeD NoWDo Not Let Anyone Take This Freedom Away….We Live In A Much Newer OlderAge NoW Where Folks Do Not Have To HideTheir ‘Naked Freedoms’ In All Ways That comes/goes…One Might Not Agree With How i LiveBut I am Not Afraid of How i Do LiveThis Way There Is Nothing to Hide Thorns Or FlowersIn This World If You Have ‘A Real Job’You Must ‘Keep Secrets’ If NotYou Do Not As Long As You AreNot Trying to Hide ‘Stuff’.Men Who Are Loved MostBy Mother’s BecomeGenuine Dancers OfLove NoGreater GiftNow Than A MotherOf TruE LasTinG Love…Cultures Vaulting Leaders BraggingAbout Harming Others Too…Trust no Culture No WhereChildhood Begins StillWith Mutulating FemaleAnd Or Male GenitalsPriests MolestingSame ProtectedIn the Name of someGod Distant From NatureCongrats All WorkReaching outPays off in Returns

Hi ilonapulianauskaite.. Actually i did fish Your Comment Here out of Spam andit is so Sweet of you to actually go all the way back to this “LioNBLooMSNoW”Blog Post that You were able to open with Your Computer and i’mGlad You Can See the Crazy Antics of Happiness on DisplayHere for yes they are most definitely Just a Recordingof Fun as sort of an online ‘Bible Journal’ ofSomeone’s Life in Progress wherethe Day to Day ‘normally’Mundane Parts ofLife are taken out of theContext of Boring and madeMore into a New Dance and Songof Life where Old Tools of Life becomeRefreshing New Tools of Life in Culture forLife to become more like Art than boring RepetitiveParts of life.. and that is what i Like about Your Blogis that You Mix Wisdom in With the Recipes of Life forDiet too.. This Post here was actually very popular in Viewson my two other Blogspot Blogs that mirror what i have hereon Word Press that are Generally Easier to open on that otherFree Blogging Platform.. When i started this Blog some of the Folkswho visited me on the other Platform said they too had problems openingme up on Word Press so i kept two other Blogs open for their EnjoymentAnd just copyand pastewhat i dohere over there..We also Do Nude Art in Blogging and EroticFree Verse Poetry but i stopped linking that Blogto my Regular Blogs Back in April of 2018 as i wasConcerned it Might offend someone in my Local Communityas it is rather Backwards and not up to the Rest of World Standardsin Expressions of Human Freedom as we don’t have those kind of Hang-ups..particularlyme asi am gonnaBe Free and PursueEvery Avenue of Freedomof Expression to the Fullest MAX..of course legally where those avenues do exist..:)

Thanks for all the opinions/armchair analysis.

In short; once again; I am odd. I write eccentrically, dance eccentrically, and sing eccentrically. I am eccentric.

I am diagnosed by 4 Professionals as Autistic. I did not speak until Age 4. I utilized unusual ways to develop language; but never the less, I conformed enough to make straight A’s in school; and Graduate with 3 degrees; and retire financially independent at age 47.

Some of ‘us’ employ “fluid intelligence” over “crystallized intelligence”; starting off slow; and eventually passing ‘the in-crowd’ as such. This is common among Eccentric folks; overall, the ‘Rich Eccentric Uncle’ meme, if you will. My flavor of Autism more reflects the original Gillberg Asperger’s Criteria, before the APA got ahold of it and changed it into ‘Classic Autism Lite’.

In Longitudinal Studies, of Hans Asperger’s Case studies, they did surprisingly well in later life as I did too. I don’t mind self-advocating; I don’t have a problem in a crowd of different now as every crowd is that kind of crowd for me; eventually I got used to it; I adapted, survived, and eventually thrived.

Nothing I do is harmful here; it’s easy enough to scroll past a post if a person doesn’t like it for ‘style points’. I was also born ‘Hyperlexic’ and read 10 to 15 times faster than the ‘average human’; and type 130 words a minute as a pianist too, when properly focused. I don’t have a problem reading anything; I am fortunate that way.

None of this is how i write ‘normally’ for me; but i am taking great effort here now to ‘people please’ you; I did that most of my life and the stress of it almost killed me by the time I did reach financial independence. I saw that rainy day coming far in advance and saved accordingly to meet that challenge of survival in life as well. It worked out, but it cost me 66 months of my life with 19 mostly stress related illnesses as a shut-in in my bedroom. There is a phrase for this called ‘Autism Burnout’; if you haven’t heard of it, i suggest You Google it as it is a real thing that happens to Autistic Folks who keep conforming until they fall and don’t get up. No one owns me now as a slave to work; so I will not fall again.

I escaped all the Conformity of the ‘real world’; and now I thrive like “nobody else’s business”; in other words, i don’t play Society’s game of rewards and awards, anymore; I am no longer looking to please a target audience of conformity.

Actually, when I first came here there were Autistic Folks who displayed very eccentric writing behaviors; eventually most of them were bullied off; either by members or unwittingly by Moderators who do not understand that this is part of the Autism Spectrum too; and this is supposedly a support site for Autism, where folks no longer have to conform to the real world; and just be who they are deep down as long as they play by the written rules; and don’t have to conform to new ones made up to dis-accommodate the fact that they are different.

This Site is Volunteer run, so there is not the kind of support that might better be offered by folks qualified who better understand the full Spectrum of Autism. Some folks with Asperger’s Syndrome learn to speak early and have extreme Verbal Intelligence; but they lack Non-Verbal Intelligence; Most of the folks who post here, obviously fit that part of the Autism Spectrum; and generally speaking, those who do not; do not last very long on this so-called Support Site; Again, it’s a volunteer effort so what you get is what you get; when I come, I do the best I can to play by the rules; but I do not agree with the rules ‘designed especially’ for me.

I don’t come here often; but there a few nice folks like Pepe; and a handful of out of the box and circle folks who bring resources for new and interesting topics, I might not otherwise find. Oh yeah; and another thing, I am not lacking in Cognitive Empathy or Affective Empathy as many Autistic Folks are. Once again, i am basically an oddball here and most everywhere else, these days too; but that is par for the course for folks who just do not fit in; yes, it happens.

But again; I thrive in the World i create now; and there are at least younger folks in the World that and who are Less likely to play by any rigid rules of life, either. They see what i do as a breath of fresh air and so do I; as before I was suffocating and it almost killed me.

I hope this explains why I write the way that I do; if not, I wish I could help you understand it more; but I am not quite ‘Superman’ yet with winks. What I find most in life is folks ‘shoot’ before they care. In other words, I don’t give a crap about anything anyone says about what I do; as long as I have and give love. The rest of it is just chicken scratch like my handwriting too.

Best wishes; have a nice day.

Smiles, my friend, I see An Ultimate Purpose of Life As Human Potential; so, what i am speaking to speaks on topicfor what You implied with the Humorous Metaphor of the ‘First Penis In Existence’; that’s a great ‘click bait’ phrase,if i may sincerely use a Cliche too. If it works do it; if not do something different; I Like Your creativity, it is sadly‘deficit’ here; and inherently par for the course as there are folks who cherish creativity and folks who abhor that too.I have provided secular scientific terms for everything I have analyzed here to improve Human Potential as ‘A’Core Meaning and Purpose of Life beyond using a Penis to get basic Reproduction done; as some folks ‘think’that is all there is to life; the short and long of it too; hehe and the rest of life as a Random Soup not worth it.In other Words, it is not necessary to use the Term ‘Spirituality’ for anything that I explained to you; it is allevidenced by Science now too; That wasn’t always the Case as Research Catches up to Human Intuition too.In Life, it takes real work to clarify and validate Social Reciprocal Communication out of ‘Twitterisms’ of ‘How is the Weather’. Small Talk Leads to Less Brain Power; but on the other Hand Social Comfort for the ‘Normies’. I don’t do small talk, unless it is at ‘Gun Point’ for somewhere i care to be. Smiles, Pepe; I think You are a nice person; otherwise, I would not be discussing this topic at all here and that is for ‘damned’ sure..;)Other than that I believe we have thoroughly covered this Part of the Discussion for What ‘End’ is there to Life; it’s always Just Beginning for me as i am always finding new ways to increase my Human Potential; instead of repeating the same old dam phrases, in the same old boring style, for me at least..;)I am in agreement with mostof Your Points Now Here andi Find Disagreements Greatfor Developing Deeper Souls…All i will add is Still andMoving Meditation RestsThe Mind And Body ProvidingA Greater Avenue to ‘Capitalize’All Paths oF LiFENoWSMiLes Pepe Keep Creating ExpandingAnd If You Can And Will Enjoy the Sad ViolinsOf the Naysayers inYour Version ofLife asFreedom..:)

Smiles inThe PanhandleFlowers Still AreMore ColorfulThan Most ofThe LocalsBut NeverThe LessLife is BeautifullyWarm Within at Least..:)

Smiles i Understand Buddha neverwanted His Form Worshipped Justthe Hope Others Rise even HigherAs Essence Within NowTheGreatestJourneyWhenAllComesTo Be Homei Feel WelcomeThis way no matterHow High the MountainOr Low the Valley ‘See’ LevelOceanWholeTo Be NoW..:)

Top of the 3.6.19 Morning to Ya.. Lala RukhAs Tesla Would Have Surely Appreciated the3.. 6 and 9 of Today.. hmm.. Also Lent Wednesday1 For Participating Catholics Rather Late as Full MoonMarkers go Where Easter Does not come until unusuallyLate for the 21st of April This Year as Last Year it came fullForce on April Fools Day of course..hmm.. April 21st was theEnd off my ownSpecial Lent PeriodAnd Just the continuationof 66 Months of Hell on Earthfor me From January of 2008 untilJuly of 2013 then.. but it’s true in Hellthe Version on Earth at Least.. ‘Dante’ wasCorrect this Hell Within has may Rings intoNumb and Pain that explorers in Hell may visitthat few to any Demons Fear less to Tread True 19 MedicalDisorders many of which were Potentially Life ThreateningWas Enough really in Full Force of Negative Vibrations andFrequencies of Life than most Humans Must Endure to eventuallyLive as Life but i must say That 40 Day Period of Almost No Sleepthat ended with some Sleep on that April 21st Day in 2008 surelyWas the Test of ‘Job’ and not only ‘Jesus’ to at least get partiallyResurrected out of Hell to continue that ‘Job’ of Hell to get outthe other side in 66 months of doing just that and True you’veprobably heard a Recollection of this Story before but asyou may know it is a part of a Much Larger Story andA Target Audience with no limits as few as noneor all who may or may not choose to See andAnd Read and Hear and or make it to theConclusion of just one Blurb of what ibring.. but it’s true Life is not alwayslike Twitter it gets longAnd requiresmore thanthe Patienceof ‘Job’ or Jesusor anyone else asfar as i know and feeland sense too.. 40 daysis a long time with no sleepthe World Record is 11 DaysAKA 264 Hours of Absolutely noSleep i didn’t make the Record Booksfor an Alpha Blocker Slowed down theDysautonomia of my Heart enough forone Card Board Shallow Hour of SleepEach night for the first 35 of 40 Days then..You know it’s funny and not so funny there is EmpathyAnd there is Sympathy.. the Kind of Empathy that you Intuitothers feel.. the Kind of Cognitive Empathy that You come toUnderstand through Experience and studying other People WithDifferences in how they Experience Life so much differently thanUs through almost an unlimited Number of Factors in DifferencesBoth Nurture and Nature from us but then there is Sympathy actuallyLiving through an Experience of Life in Joy or Suffering that someoneElse Skates through or Endures.. And it’s really Hard to have Sympathyfor Devils in Hell until you become one and visit that real place within onEarth now.. the Place Where Death is a Miracle and Pain is A Dream if youcan feel and sense anything at all in Life where a Second Feels like a ThousandYears all is time you come to understand time this illusion of time is A Worst Enemyof Living now.. God Said Fred if You think today is bad just wait for the pain and or numbof the Next Second that Nature will Gift you Now as the Karma of Action and Consequence isJust That Live through 11 Years of Chronic Stress and 2 of those Final Years in Fight or Flight StressWith Neither Fighting or Flying away and You Suffer Hell at Your Hands and Feet too for not findingthe Wingsto FlyAway andBe Freeand Justsay no to whatwill Bring inevitable Hell nextin all the Rings that Hell can and willcome to You next.. it’s true You have to say nosometimes and Just get away.. Yes before it is toolate and You end up like me the Real Devil in HellAt His own Hands and Feet without a Spine to say Just NO…Anyway the Last 5 of those 40 Days.. no Alpha Blocker wouldBring Sleep and as i’ve told you before i somehow managed toget the Keys to my SUV but i followed too many rules in life i couldn’tDrive Faster than 55 to Drive into a Tree to get that Job done for theDream of Death then.. to Escape the Hell That never ending then in allthere is is Time for A Thousand Years in Hell of Pain and or Numb for EachSecond of Life.. so i came to the bottom of a Bridge too Weak to get out withthe Suicide Disease of Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep for 66 MonthsAssessed as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion A Suffering so Much longerthan 3 Hours or 3 Days then why me i used to say as my Mother then Said quiteBluntly why Not.. You are Only Human Why Should You be anymore privileged thananyone else to Avoid Hell.. True then.. i vowed when i got out (if) to tell whateverStory might Help to Help Others Never Go Bypassing Hell goingStraight to Heaven not even needing to Collect 200 HundredDollars in a Game of ‘Monopoly’ a Naked Dance ofHeaven Within all Free noChargebut aFree Danceto Arrive now..So.. anyway.. at the bottomof that Bridge i hoped to jumpoff of to End it all i was too weakto get out of the Car my Sister somehowMiraculously Drove Her Car at that momentto find me there.. drove me away still wantingto end it all even to jump off a Board Walk intothe Shallow End for How Long could anyone endureA Dentist Drill in their Right Eye and Ear with No Drugor anything that would Provide any relief at all so mySister Sped away on a Country Road 80 MPH or sosaying she didn’t wanna Live without a Brother shewould then yes relieve me of my pain and hers too..for Losing a Brother.. true.. it’s kinda hard tohave a Form of Autism as she does too Youdon’t Find Many to Any friends in lifeA Brother or ASister or a PetAnd orAMothermightbe all youreally haveFor support withLove in this Life ifyou are even that fortunateto see any colors of Love at all..So i logically said no don’t do thatsomehow they put me down in theHospital and in July of 2013 i finallygot out of Hell and really what helped somuch to make that turn was the loss of a Friendthen the only one i thought i had in the World andthe gaining of a Friend who gave Unconditional Loveto all the folks who visited Her Blog.. a 21 year oldGirl.. A College Student from Pakistan then.. YesA Girl who portrayed herself in a colorful DressWith Long Black Hair From Behind withNo Face.. nah.. not reflecting reallyThe Face i finally found onFacebook some Yearslater it seemsbut stillA Savior ofLove a Friend to methen.. there is a Beauty of Lovethat has no Equal in Flesh and Bloodthe Beauty of Love that Gives and Sharesas it becomes Incarnate Human the Miracleof Life the Gift of Nature Worthy As the Nameof God the Force the Vibration the Frequency ofLove in Positive Energy that Rises us to the Occasionto make it through all the Hurricanes of Life coming out theother Side of Hell no Matter how many Dante Rings of Hell thereare not only to Find the Pot of Gold of Love at the End of the RainbowBut to Bring Rainbows of Love in a Firework Show of Love to all othersAnd the Rest of Nature God For Love For Love to Exist as Real in Human eyes..This is the Fire Work.. the Vibration.. the Frequency of Positive Energy that is Lovethat we Humans have the Potential to Come to Be NoW to Give and Share so MuchMore Hand in Hand Together as we Live Love and Love Carries on in the eyes of thoseWe Love soMuch and thosePeople Who TrulyLove us Grow our Hurricaneof Soul a little more in the Calmeye of what gives and shares freelynow more for the Dark Brings LightAnd Many Steps of Dance And Words of Songmy Friend the Dark Brings Love as the Light BecomesLove and the Light Never Forgets Dark for the Dark BirthsLove and LightSmiles nowmy FriendHappy3.6.19for whenYou Go toHell and GetOut Every NowIs Holy and SacredFull of Meaning and Purposebut it is not Gift alone it is always Act alloneA Practice to Make Love Real Now to GiveAnd Share MorE.. Love is Do or Love is Not.Love, Fred.. did i ever mention there is LiterAllyA FRED in FRiEnD NoW THeRe Tries to Be at least i am Doing my Best Now..:)

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A Major Problem With ModernPsychology and thank GoodnessScience isCatching UpTo ‘Eastern’PhilosophiesIs that ourNeo-Cortex whenWe are Healthy IsA Great Servant ofOur Limbic SystemFor Mind and BodyBalance in OtherWords thereIs NoTrueHealthySong ofLife WithoutA Physical Dance AndThis is the Caution/WarningIf understood by the ScienceOf the Human ConditionThat ‘Should’ BeEmbossedOnEvery ‘Screen’As Truly there is noHealthy EmotionalRegulation or SensoryIntegration withoutA Dance ofLife.. i couldHave ‘cured’ allThe ‘Curses’ ofOf Bipolar andAutism so Long agoIf i Could Have Just FoundA ‘Witch Doctor’ toConvince me toDance likeNo oneIs Watching..‘The Silence ofThe Lambs’ is anAppropriate metaphorFor This Modern Age AndWhen my PsychiatristSaw how i cured whatHe could offer zeroHelp for 66 MonthsHe Quit hisPractice toTeach MovementTherapy in AHospitalDown South…i also Encourage DanceAs Science is also FindingNow that it is A literal‘Fountain Of Youth’…‘Onward Christian Soldiers’Called it ‘Footloose’ SavageryWhileTheNativeIndiansOf NatureWere PracticingHeaven On Earth theLuck of the Irish (me too)A ‘little’ Jig i Bring YouToday for itIs TrueFingers DanceToo and theBenefit is the sameAnd True as LongAs We are typingWe are Dancing too…All i Do isDance andMeasure theResults aLongThe Way LifeIs always LongerNow When DanceBecomesTheSongOf our Souls.. inMind and Body BalanceOh yeah.. and DedicatedTo my only Son Ryan who NeverGained the opportunity toDance With Hands orFeet or Smile..i still iSmile forHim iDanceiSing iLive iLoveSmiles and yes iPhoneHometoo…iHurricanesDo Make iRainbowsThat are real and noMythAsPot of Gold..See ya later ‘Dorothy’..

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Do DanceDo Sing Do Love Do LiveSMiLes…

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Do Delete…If This if too LoooonnngFor…You..;)

Just Another Little Ash Wednesday Story DedicatedTo All the ‘People’ in the WorldWho Worship and Fear (GoD) Love… And ‘Ryan’ and ‘Helen’Given the choice for an Adult orFetus/Child to suffer needlesslyAt the Hands of Modern Medicine/Ethics/MoralityThe JourneyOf LifeBecomes lessBlack and WhiteWhen you WatchYour ChildSufferFor51 DaysAnd only sufferWithout a SmileWith MultipleBorn onTerminalCongenitalAnomaliesOr Your MotherWithout FoodOr Drink forThe Last 8 DaysTo Die as NaturallyAs she can by StarvingAnd Thirsting to DeathSupervised by ModernMedicine.. yep.. mostFolks go away in 3 DaysLike Jesus.. oh.. SpeakingOf Jesus there is oneDiseased assessed asWorse than the TortureOf Crucifixion the onlyDisease assessed thatWay TrigeminalNeuralgiaThat is Like a DentistDrill in your right eyeAnd ear that no drugWill touch as most folksExperience it verySporadicallyBut inA ‘Perfect Storm’Of Hell on Earth thereIs the Suicide DiseaseVersion ofTrigeminalNeuralgiaThat Lasts66 Months fromWake to SleepWhere EmotionsAre Lost and allReference PointsBack to anyFeeling ifYou everSmiled and it’sTrue not everyoneIs Cut out toBe Jesus or Superman…Some Folks Go Away…In Horrible and InhumaneWays… Because theyAre onlyHuman…This is notA FictionalStory LoveAlso MeansDo No Harm…BeforeYou JudgeChoices WalkIn the ShoesNoWOfJustAnotherSufferingServant ofLove for HumanConditions nowFor by God ofNature We TreatOur Cats And DogsMore HumanelyThan HumansWhile PrayingToA GodWith neitherSympathyFor DevilsOr HumanSufferingForever Now…i Choose TheGod of Love andDo the least HarmPossible toAll the Rest of Naturei Name This NatureAnd that Nature as AGod of ActionAnd notJust A Symbol…Yesterday was 51 DaysFrom Easter… i DedicateThat Day to myOnly Son Ryan…And ToHell WithEaster fori ReaLiZENoWHowMuch LongerIn Hell 66 MonthsIs than 3 HoursOr 3 Days…If this offendsYou Delete it…Crucify it…Whatever…Love StoriesThatAre RealNever Actually Die Now..:)

i Surely Now amHaving a WonderfulDay so DelightfulFrom: You toHope thatforLittleOld meWith SMiLes…Yes.. Same HopesWishes and PrayersTo: You tooDearNewYoungFriend..:)

Smiles True The Things We Do for Love….It’s As Predictable As Folks In DrovesHitting Blogs For ReciprocalLikes in Northern Hemisphere MarchIs it Any Surprise That dVerseInternational Poetry Pub SponsorsA Prompt On ‘Madness’ This Week.. Well…SeaSons Change Weather DoesSo Do We Nature True Imagination SpringsNew Moon to Fuller Moon Creativity PlaysOh Lord Spring BreakBootie Dances TheThings We Do ForLove Oh God WhatA Bi-Polar Mix MarchMadness Is Damsel in Distress AnyoneDopamine Increases With More DaylightImagination And Creativity Revs Up Even moreWhen Spring Love Comes to Air.. Beauty is a FlowerThat Can and Will Not Hide Nature is the Beast and PrettyRoses Rising too.. There Are Dark Eyes Lighter Eyes.. EyesThat Pierce and Eyes That Mesmerize.. True Eyes that Are SoftEyes that Are Hard Eyes that Please And Eyes that Say Just DisgustNow.. Away From Eyes of Friendship and Love How Sad it is to haveto Have to Wear Shades and Have No Eyes at all to Say If You CouldRead My Heart What Would You Say if You cannot See my EyesAnd Only a Smile that comes out to Play.. True my Eyes used toBe Everyone Else’s Friends and then i Had to Wear ShadesAnd Learn how to Communicate in a Different Waythen i Lost my Smile and the Feeling WithinThen i wrote to Replace My Eyes andSmiles Hearts are Never ReplacedWith Words alone.. i keptTrying to Win Backmy Spirit of HeartAs Soul to Give Backto Others how could Words Becomemy Eyes and Smiles.. i kept Trying With Wordson a “Wrong Planet” for 27 Months Until March of2013.. 6 Years ago as i Found No Love on the WrongPlanet to Inspire True Words of Love.. There was no LightThere so i decided to Create My Own Light With Words theBest i could.. Slowly a Tear Came after i started Blogging onthe 10th of March 2013.. after that First Poetic Spark that Ledto my First Blog Post on the 10th of March 2013 the ‘Perspectiveof my Life’ then that really hasn’t Changed at Core in Balance of YinAnd Yang Light Yes Dark through Light Remembering Light Comes From Dark..It used to Be that Darker Months Brought SAD Days to me but After Work and RecoveryFrom Hell in July of 2013 the Light was Back for Good and No longer even Cold in WinterMonths Long Pants Disappeared for Good and even for Snowing Cold in the Summer of 2013..but Still what to do withoutEyes even though a SmileAnd Love Came Back surei could use Words Online but whatabout in the Flesh and Blood World then..So i dance and So i danced in Public until Spring MadnessCame in Spring Break Way in the Equinox Spring too of 2014Where the Eyes i once Had The Smile Reborn And Returned DidGo Back to Dance With Actual Flesh and Blood Folks in the Big MetroDance Hall then and my Dance in Words and Dance in Steps come to bestill More of the Eyes of me now.. sure you can find them any time any day of theWeek those Eyes on my Facebook Page they are still around but they no Longer MuseanyoneinFleshAnd BloodFor Irish EyesHidden Behind Shades now..Every Once in a While Folks askme to take them off Just to Prove i haveEyes and then they usually either say eyesso Green or Blue Depending on who asksAnd What my Irish Eyes Mood is for theNight or Day Usually Green atNight moreBluein Day..There are Piercing BlueEyes and By God there arePiercing Brown Eyes too the Eyesthat Go on Forever and will Haunt Youthe Rest of Your Life to See them Again AliveThere are Sweet Eyes and Eyes that are So DeepDeeper than the Deepest Ocean Blue as BrownEyes that Look Like they Have seen it allAnd Would Tell You only if YouAsked them in Justthe RightWayThere are eyesthat Beg to Be a PortraitA Work of Art to Paint ForeverAnd that are eyes that Muse LoveAs No one does Before it’s true People used toSay don’t Look at Me You Make my Soul Nakedwhen You Look Through Me.. Your Eyes they Hurtme Your Face is Just too Bright Your Eyes they Scareme Across from the Dinner Table on the Night of PromTears Filled in a 17 Year-Old Young Woman’s Eyes thatStill Will Want to go to an Empty Beach With You in theMoist of Midnight Air.. Eyes that Surprise Eyes that areMystery.. Eyes that are Hope Love Fear And Hate and Eyesthat are Just Facebook Likes.. Smiles i Miss Eyes that Spoke SoDeep to others without Having to go through so Much Work to Writeto Dance to Sing but true there is always an option where there is a WillAnd Way to Bring Eyes Alive again.. i miss Looking People in the Eyes nowWhen they too can and will see the Nature of my Soul So i Smile so MuchBigger and i Dance and i Dance the Best my Eyes Will Look To others asFeet andHandsBecomeBlueand Green too..i Love eyes i really doi Love eyes the Best whenthey See my Eyes for True..Smiles True The Things We Do for Love….And this is the Reason i Treasure every photo of You…You Do make me Feel Magic in Every PossibiLiTyoF LifeDArkThrough LightPoetic JusticeRare BlackPanthers of the Grass

Thanks.. alwaysLooking Now forNew ResourcesFor GlobalFlavorsOfSpiritualityi will listen toThe Video Soon OnThe Way to Work-outThe Dance i Do Now isLike Free Style Tai-ChiSpiraling too like A SufiDervish it is interestingWhen other CulturesDerive StructuredForms ofSpiritualPractices WhenYou Seek andFind themOn YourOwnFirst inEssence ofIntuitiveHumanIntelligenceStored deepIn SubconciousMind as InheritedThrough all ourAncestry fromThe STarT andThe BeginningNow Again of AllThat Is Now (God)..:)i watched the video and Interestingly the Ritualsof the Monk Reminded me a bit of CatholicChurch Very Structured And Peaceful butWithout a lot of Color in EmotionsAnd the ‘Members’ can be a bittoo Reserved andIntroverted formy ExtravertedNature that while iCan and Will Move into IntrovertedTerritory Now Still for Long Periods of theDay when i Write.. Life is Fun as a Party Togetherof Joy too where all Flows and Changes as Wavesas the Ocean does but it drives some folks nutsthat i don’t write in Straight lines outliningA Box as i attempt to explain to themthat i am a Spiral BeingAnd not a LinearBeing PlannedBy someoneelse andi go away feeling a bitLike ‘Neo’ from the ‘Matrix’for we are born with No ManualAnd Perhaps We are born that way to be Freei’m sure we are but most people have no clueof thePrisonthey Livein Closed inBoxes and CirclesThat Are endless Closedin Boxes and Circles whereA Spiral as in the Golden PHIFinger Print Ratio of 1.618 is alwaysOpen Ended Changing but an Art ofGod’s Finger Prints of Song and Feet of Dance tooAs A Pattern of Life That Flows Freely in Order of Chaos..but of courseonly in oneExample ofHuman Form asEssence Flows Spiral Art..Anyway.. Peace and Harmony Surely Beats Strife..So Yeah the Tibetan Monk Zen BuddhismWay has its place…my ‘Home’is noCeilingFloor or Wall Withini am the Water i am the Airi am the Wave i am the Oceani am the Wind i am the Sky theParticle the Wave Again and FieldTrue We Are all in all Now it’s a BiggerPicture Way of Doing..It’s Like theRealest wayof Lifebut onlyFantasy forthose who do notCome to Live FearlessFree As Opened Love aLetter than never stays the same..People Bond overthe same Old‘MatrixStuff’ forit Brings Warmand Fuzzy Comfortthat feels really goodand is healthful toobut true thereis aHigherPlaceof AscendentTranscendenceAnd it truly can andwill Be Hard to Let Go of theWarm and Fuzzies (the NeurohormoneOxytocin) to Explore other realms ofFreedom out of Boxes/Circles….i amno Exceptionto the rule ofBeing Human either..We Most all ‘Need’ UnderstandingAnd the Warm and Fuzzies toomy Wife canbe WarmandFuzzyenough for meShe doesn’t understandme almost no part of me but i don’t come with a ManualAnd i Never wanna Understand me fully either asMystery is the Play..The Other ‘thing’is i talk too much..Just about no one can or willkeep up i try to talk to myselfmore so i don’t run anyone off..my Wife has Fewer Headachesthat way and i suppose any Friends do too..in Other Words too i won’t always Writemore than YourBlog Postin facti’ll makeit rathermuch shorter in the Future..It isn’t always easy Being AHurricane With Big ‘Novel’ Winds either..:)

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Now without further adieuA Trip to dVerse for all aboutthe March Madness Poetry Prompt thereSure Spring Break Spring Everything too..oh yeah i guess it’s really not ‘Normal’ and a bitLike Madness tosome folks toowhen You don’tKnow or Feeland Sense anyStrangers and youTreat Each one Likean Equal part of GodBest You can and will anyway…Perhaps a bit more ReciprocalSocial Communication Will comeAbout on the dVerse Trail it’s amazing…Never Count Anyone out for Being a Friend..for they comefrom theLeastofexpectedplaces i find now..And ironically enoughnot always the MostExpected places either…Keeping in Mind that ScienceShows We Basically Hallucinateour Realities as we go hold on looselyAnd Love the Best You Can and Willfor the Love You Give and Share will beall you will ever Master and or Controlabout this Life…and Love..AndYesGod Overall too…:)

“For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.”

Quote Ends about Time…

Hmm.. it appears that the March Hare Madness at dVerse may turninto a bit of a Depression and Anxiety and an overallMental Illness Discussion and that is okaytoo it Happens been there done itA Best Advice is that HumansAre More ConcernedAbout Timethan JustLiving nowfor it’s true FolksCould Tell me toAct my Age for theirTime for me and i couldGo Back to the Land of theLiving Dead Following all theSidewalks Away to Oblivionof Time that Never Ends again…

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Time iS iLLuSioNTwilight is ForeverNow When We Miss TimePS.. Sounds Like Madness ForFolks Who Do not Arrive at the Present Party

Smiles WinterMadnessWearingShorts in SnowStaying Warm Inside..:)

Side note: everyone everywherei go tells me i’m the Nicest Personthey’ve ever met yet ican’t figureout howto makeand KeepFriends… to Save my LifeYeah i learn to stay warm inside..by Being the Friend to Everyone whetheror not they wanna be my Friend Now For Realor notfor Givingand SharingWorks as wellfor me as Making and Keeping..Friends in Flesh and Blood Life…i suppose that’s madness for some folksbut youadaptsurvivethrive theBest You Do or Do not Doit’s sort of the way the HumanCondition and All the Rest of Nature Dances SingsAs God All Continues to Change for Light and or DarkIn All theVibrationsFrequenciesAnd EnergiesThat Manifest Now…

Smiles Frank Life is bothMagical and Mysticalit seems whenPeople InteractAnd come to experienceSimilar realities of LifeFor TrueThe Love of aCat can and willBe So Strong toGive and ShareUnconditionallythat it may make iteasier to ignore our moreTroublesome and ComplicatedAnd yes at times almost ‘mad’Furless Neighbors either closenow or fartherawayFor TrueMany aCat hasMade a CatLady and orMan kept indoorsby a Master of LoveTrue in this way Light may be Darkas the Light Overshadows Love overallTrue smilesHappenswithNewlyweds/New Lovestoo as they Now becomethe only two in existenceHowever now the Romanceof a Cat may Last Forever nowfor they forgive and do not Hold Grudges..For Folks who have ‘too much love’ to giveA CatmayPreventHeadachesfor others inthe Home or afar with winks..:)

That’s all i got for nowSmiles Starting to Feel ‘the Time again’….

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Some Mornings i wake up and it is a Song relatedto You but i can only heart the Music and very fewof the Lyrics so i go searching for the Song andoften end up in a much different placeof Song and LyricsSo today if i mayonly when youcan whenYou haveTime to readfrom Your BusyGroup Manager AuditorDuties of the Biggest Airlinein the United Arab Emirates andto be clear i am talking to a Beautiful27 Year-Old Woman Here now and notAn Old man.. hehe.. i don’t wannaCall myself that either but true theHappy Reaper comes forall of us too sooneror later now anywayback to theLyricsi would liketo Dedicate you thisMorning Your Evening inA Busy Work Schedule somewhereMeeting You Half Way Between in the SkyGoes like this as Written and quoted below..

“In a lifetimeThere is only loveReaching for the lonely oneWe are stronger when we are given loveWhen we put emotions on the line (now)Know that we are the timeless ones (now)

(Note: perhaps i’ll write Lyrics next aboutYou for Songs for Pay and donate then what you deserveto You so you will no longer have to work and come and playwith me but true first your age will have to catch upwith me trust me it happens seen it happen through‘other generations’ too as i am reaching the third)

Considering in all of Reality and God there is onlyNow as the Eternal of all Reality yes Ageless andTimeless when all we ones are Love i added (now) twice asit seemed sorely and souly missing to me hmm.. “Best friendsthat have met in previous lives and are bound to each other”How can it be that the Term ‘Souly’ is not in a “Real Dictionary”and only in an Urban Slang Dictionary how can this Be Doesn’t theOffical Dictionary know Souls are Forever now no that DictionaryWas Created in the Western World a Place Where Souls of Love are often not real…True in the World of Accounting Souls may become far and distant away too but heyin MYWORLDit isA place NOWALL about LOVETHAT WORLD NOWTHAT OTHER PLACEIS about stuff andmaking money buthey that is a Soap Boxfor another Time this timeis forever now as Love Meeting meHalf way somewhere in Cyber Spaceof Sky with only the Sun and Moon inour Spirits our Hearts and our Souls andHey this probably will not be nearly as distractingto you as the kinda poetry i was relating to you whenthe Stars were Living in Your eyes.. true you know at theMall the Store Managers mostly Women of Course all allowme to Dance Freely in the Stores even if the Women Cashiersspend their time between Customers Viewing my Dance throughtheir work Schedule as such.. Yes.. Group Auditor Manager is as bit more‘Taxing’ hehe than Department Store Cashier and true the Male Managers ofthe Mall Halls said no no no You cannot Dance in the Mall Halls for You willbe too much of a distractionwith those Dancing Legsto all the CustomersViewing allthe StrippedDown Modelson all the AdvertisingSigns in the Mall hmm..all i can say is thank God forWomen they are always the oneswho have always appreciated me moreand overall gave thanks for my Existence..i really honestly don’t know how you can standmen overall but hey if i were a girl there is no wayi would have anything to do with any man parts either hehe..i honestlyhave noideawhatyou seein me otherthan these wordsthat come from a placeof pure Love but true i guessthere are some beauties attracted to beastsand true in many ways you have tamed me too..some of us men will have never have male friendsparticularly in a group of men dancing out to attract a Woman hehe..Smiles if i hadAll these LoveSkills when iwas 15 i wouldbe Married by 17with a few Great GrandChildren by now.. hehe..It’s true though Katrina’sSister Bless Katrina’s Soulwho i just posted on FacebookHer most recent Driver’s LicensePhoto for her coming 49th Birthday inApril who looks the same on the Licenseas she did basically.. when she was 19 yesKatrina’s Sister is a Great Grandmother andthat Makes me a Great Great Uncle and Katrinaa Great Great Aunt too hmm.. i am digressing a bithere.. not good for an upcoming Business ProfessionalProbably a CEO of Her own Corporation one day and thatBrings me to my next Point a Promise i am making now toYou to meet me half way from now on in the Sky some wayfor true today i am Dedicating and Promising You the Number8.. yes.. the Alphanumerical Number for H did you know back in2013.. i wrote a Long Poem about the “H Letter” for the 8th Letter inthe English Alphabet is most sacred as it represents all the Dualitiesof Existence Bridging as Two ones for 11 that is AlphanumericalLetter K becoming 8H as 8 is infinity Standing Tall as WeHumans Reflect God this Way too Infinity SpiralingForever now See You will forget this much quickerhehe than the kinda stuff i was feeding Poetryto the other somewhat lower partsof Your Soul earlier inthe week.. hAhaTrue i don’t how yougot any work donereading that stuff with smiles…i should have given it all to youon Your Weekend but the moment wasKinda ripe with the Stars and the Night and all of that..As Poetry Tends to Grow on its own without Mind control as such..Okay truly now back to what i am going to Promise You with Number8 for in this way of meeting you always in this lifetime Half way acrossthe Sky and yes more specifically now/then in Cyber Space with no Moon or Sunnow just a potential Heaven where Souls And Spirits of Heart continue to liveon now even after our flesh and blood Passes away or perhaps Never actuallymeets to touch out of Avatar online Life now.. if ever you do go away anddo not come back for more than a Month in the Future now i Dedicatethe 8th Day of the Month and yes as long as i am welcome on whatis left of Your Blog i will come each and every Month withoutFail to tell you a little something from Spirit Soul andHeart that day and yes this is no matter whatif you get another job far far away andjust get way too busy to talkto me in over a monthor yes of coursewhen youfind your FutureHusband and someoneto cuddle with at night togive 99.999999 percent ofYour Love other than .000001percent and you can tell me if i gotthe Decimal Points correct as i amno longer an Accountant now unlessYou insist you need help then on YourTaxes when you get so rich you needsomeone like me to figure them out hAha..you might be surprised how much i know aboutAccounting Tax Free and End of Life Returns as such..hmm.. that is sounding a bit ‘Biblical’ funny how that has alwaysbeen happening to me my entire life.. anyway.. back to the Number8 it is truly a Perfect Number as is the Letter H yes it pains me a bitwhen i call you iMali and remove that Sacred H Part of your Name butYes i will do just about anything to make You Happy even Dedicatemy Favorite Numbered Day to You and Only You back to the futurenow too.. when i make a promise it comes true mark my words andmy greatest wish is this promise never has to come true and therewill never be a whole Month in the future that i do not Hear fromYou but hey.. i will give you a break if your Honeymoon lasts more than a month..for truethere aresome placeswhere iFredis Just notgonna fit in at all..Love ya, iFred.. yeahGet back as soon as youwill or true i’ll be back in amonth to see ya on the 8th yacan count on that like the SpringcomingagainandifLove Really Existsif Love Really Exists at all..but wait! you’ll probably hearfrom me again today what arethe odds what are the oddsof theoddestamongus supporting Love..:)

Trivia Note: The Song “Meet me HalfWay” By Kenny Loggins was in a MovieNamed “Over the Top” that came outin 1987 just imagine i was27 thenso areyounow tooAnd Yes byGod i am StillOver the Top of Love too..Don’t read too much into that Do Love..:)

Oh yeah and in a 30-Day Month there is stillRoom in my Life for 27 More Angel Muses ina Month to come and go of course unless YouRemain through each and every Month one Day….Lala Rukh has the 6th and Rafiah has the 7th and Your Day is 8 if it comes too..:)

Love how you included ThothAnd Magic in Your ResponseTo the Prompt interestinglyIn Thoth’s Emerald TabletSpiraling DanceIs SpokenTo forAscending andTranscending theOrdinary World NowTo connect to MagicWhere the UnknownBecomes Known i ReadThat after i AlreadyExperienced It YesNow Magic Mayonly be asFar awayAs ThreeFeetAndA Spiraling Dance!!..:)

Smiles i believe thatMost everyone isCapable of GoodDeeds it is mostlyThe Stress of ourFirst World ProblemsThat takes TheStrength ofOur Love AwayWe must find aFight Dance andSong to Retain ourLove in Doing GoodDeeds for othersAlways nowYes a LifelongNever endingWork-outFor theHeARTBeat LiveS oNThe Nature oF LoveLiveS oN the originOf the Word Son means‘Nature of’Like Son of GodMeans Nature ofGod as Love asMan and or Woman..:)

Smiles A Best FriendNever Gives upOn the otherOneAs youIntimate hereAnd Science ShowsHumans Have onlyThe Capacity Now ForAbout 5 True FriendsToo many FriendsMayMeanTrulyNo FriendsTruly DeepFriends FewThey are butWorth the Focus..:)

Smiles you areBoth Kind andFunny a pleasureIt is yourPeopleSkillsAre Lovely..:)

Well.. Rafiah it appearsThe 7th as Promised isGonna Be Your Day asThe 6th is GiftedBefore i Met youTo Lala RukhAs that isThe placeThen YouSpotted me forWhat you wouldEventually come toSay is Sir you have aBeautiful Heart as almostImmediately after that youBecame my Innocent AngelPoetry Muse for whereeverBeautiful Words come nowThere is always an Angel MuseLike this if it isA Man writingOr perhapsA Man with aHeart if a Woman isWriting Poetry anyway we PoetsNever Forget the Angels WithInnocent Hearts who Bring soMuch Beauty to our Words forthey Are Gifted as Angels to usBy God is Great as Love isFor us You alwaysRetain a SeatIn my SoulAs TrueAngelMuses NeverTruly LeaveThat Deepest Part ofUs yeah these connectionsCome and go but they stayit’s like when God sends youA Pet A Yellow Cat FeralWailing underneathYour ShedYour SpiritAnimal SoulMate to Be to saveYour Soul after youRescue his Hunger ForFood Love is Love is Love5 Feet tall or 15 LBS SMiLesAllMy AngelMuses are ShortBut their Love is10 Feet Tall Still Lifting meUp Long after their FormsLeave My Life Essence ofAngel Muse SpiritRemains WithinSadly iThoughtAnother AngelWas gonna get the8th Day of the MonthPerhaps as Early as tomorrowStill around she is But it isTrue AngelsMust GoEventuallyAs Yellow Boy passedAway in January and heStill has a part of everydayAsYou doToo i neverforget The VeryFewWhoHaveLovedme NowWith PureAngel Light..i am so Happy YouAre Happily MarriedNow Every Angel DeservesSomeoneToCuddleWith at Night..:)

Smiles Rafiah.. so nice to Hear from You Dear..Thanks For Coming Back Around to tell me Hellotoday you know it’s not easy for me to make Friendswith all my run on sentences and Mind and Heartand Soul with no End but there are trulyA Few Precious Soulsin the Worldwho haveacceptedall of meAnd TrulyBecome my FriendSo nice to See You today..:)

Smiles God i’ve missed you tooYou’ve never made me feel uncomfortablein any way you have always been such a pure an innocentsource of Friendship Love to me bringing out the best of that in me too..Yeah youweredefinitelyA God Sendfrom God andHeaven as Youare today as YouAlways are wheneverYou come around toMeet and Greet me again Rafiahi know and feel and sense i will always beLoved in the Best way by Friend Rafiah ican count on thatfor sure..for youand meare trulyand sincerelythose kind of Friendsno matter how much TimeSpace or Distance Passesby and yeah i miss You talkingabout all the things You learned in College too..:)

Smiles You are so Welcome Rafiahi am so Glad You Have a Partnerand Husband to take GoodCare of You andGive youall the Thingsa Life PartnerAnd Spouse will BringSo Every Day BecomesValentine’s Day All Humans Deserve that..:)

Hehe.. and as you know/feel mePouring my innermost FeelingsAnd Emotions out every wherei go with NoGuardsat all upi am very Fortunateto have a Life Partnerand Wife Who NeverGets Jealous orMad aboutthatbut truein real lifethere is no onemore loyal and true than me..:)

Smiles Rafiah seems likeOld Days with you againand with the kind of Memoryi Have for Text is like AlmostPhotographic for me as i rememberyou Saying one time that Your Dreamwould be for Your Husband and Youto meet me and Katrina andShare Dua (prayers) overDinner and i alsoRememberYou sayingthat i woulddo the Dishes andthe other Houseworkassociated with DinnerWhile You and Katrina wouldrelax back and Chat to Your Hearts content..if you ever come this way You are surely still welcomeboth You and Your Husband it would be Lovely to meet youboth and i don’t know if men over their hug other men forthey do in Saudi Arabia but i would give him a Hugfor takingGoodCareof myDearFriend Rafiahwho was such aGreat Pure andInnocent AngelMuse Bringingthe Best of LovingPoetry from me to Write..:)

Haha! You were readingmy mind up there writingabout what i was writingabout having Dinner overhere all of us Four Togetherand you can tell Your Husbandi was Just keeping you Happy to meet him..as i amthat kindof UnconditionalLoving Friend whois only in Relationshipsfor Love of the Spirit andYou were a Very Honorable Friend that way..:)

Yes it would truly be a Beautiful thing as the onlyreal friends it seems i have had now theseyears to share intimate feelings with havebeen online and i have nevermet any of themin Personand trulyif i ever meet anyoneit will Probably be youas i do Know you Trulymean it when you say youwould Love to meet me And Katrina..as i would surely Love to meet Your Husband too..:)

Smiles Rafiah this has been a Very NiceRe-Union of Friendship since a little over3 months ago i am alwaysHere for you wheneverYou need a Friend WinterSpring Summer or FallFreddyas youused to Callme is at Your SideAlways ready for Your Call..:)

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Hi Frank.. i was/am Truly so surprised when the Priest at CatholicChurch put up “What the World Needs Now is Love” SongFor All To See and Sing.. True it just aboutMade Writing all this “DaYS iN ThE LiFEOf Y.O.U. And Me NoW ” MacroVerseNoW Worth itWith ‘Rooms’Left overHeaRinGof course..Yeah that was thenA Beautiful Loving Dayin Catholic Church NoWYes it STiLL Scores A mostLove Points with me as noone gets sentenced to Hellhehe.. at least When i am Around ‘tHere’Hmm.. Speaking of that as i have a SuddenUrge to Play “Worth it” Featuring Kid Ink andFifth Harmony as the Flow is coming along withSpring Break at the 252nd Dance Week with FolksLegal to get into that Place i Dance Four Decades myJunior now.. where i will be Wearing a Rolling StonesT-Shirt for Dance with the Tongue and Lip Get-up for theRolling Stone Logo.. as Per a Quick Google Search in thetop of the Result List.. “The Rolling Stones “tongue and lip” logo is the most iconic T-shirt design of all time, according to a poll. The famous motif was created in the 1970s and was said by designer John Pasche to resemble Mick Jagger’s own lips and capture the band’s rebelliousness.” Yes as the Band-on Tour Date as Imprinted Below the Lips and Tongueis 1975.. 44 Years ago still Crystal Clear in my Memory truly it is amazing how folksClose to our Age have more Cultural Diversity Memories than any other AgeGroup in the History of Humankind and truly since i Retired i’ve consumedso much Culture around the World and in my Home Metro area in bothWriting and Dancing per 12 Million Words in 99 Months and10,866 Miles of Public Dance in 66 Months along with‘SonG of mY SoUL” Long Form ‘Bible’ Poem now atover 6.6 Million Words now in 66 Months whileWriting “SonG oF mY SoUL” That Yes mYMind and Body is really Lit upWith so Many Connectionsof Arts and Sciences andMoving MeditativeDance thati reallyFeel sort ofRebellious andAlive as i did it allnot making a single pennyJust the Joy of Bringing Joyto other Folks in Dance and Songand sure a few headaches along theway as i kinda go long and it does makesome folks including Katrina a Bit Dizzy towatch me dance hehe.. but true easy enoughto Look Away and not hard to turn me off on theInternet either with just a flick of the switch nowwhile i am not giving Katrina any Fredaches by goingon and on for what the New Topic or generally the SameTopic i may be Interested in for the Day and Now at handi guess yes i know and feel and sense what i am gonna sayis Life is Surely A Worth While Endeavor when Money is all outof the Making it for Pay Picture and All THat is Left is Moving ConnectingCo-Creating and Learning NoW more about Arts And Sciences and Pouring thatAll into a Life’s Work of Joy and Fun.. Just Giving and Sharing all stuff relatedto the Arts and Sciences of Life i can and will Move and Connect and Co-CreateNow with Others too.. Truly what a Wonderful World it would be if folks becameAltruistic enough.. to Give More than they Take.. and Let the Machines do all theWork while each and every Human is allowed to Fully Pursue THeir Potential moreNoW And become Self Actualized Along the Way.. Gaining an Ascendent TranscendentMeditative Flow in Life NoW in Peak and Plateau Experiences of Life where Love For allin AgapE LovE Full Force Higher Vibrational And Frequencies of Our Positive EnergyoF LiGHTBecomesThE True Lightof the World toGive and ShareFree Even more..True it’s sort of a BigDream but it is as smallas a Naked Free Dance in Sandand Sun with no Cultural Clothes atAll And as Big as all of this hehe and so so much more..Life is Worth it as long as We are Evolving our Souls makingThem more Hungry For All A Love of LiFE NoW.. True when in thisFLoW NoW THere is only one way up Worth it with Reminders of WaysDown that Make the Up oF LiGHt Experiences of Life That More Precious..The Practice goes on always a Different Color of Knowing Feeling SensingIntuiting Life so much Different and Deeper than the Now Before now asVerilythe EternalNow becomesEven More WorthIT As A Soul Evolvestoward a a Greater Placeof Wisdom Beauty and KindnessAnd yes Truth too that spells L.O.V.E.as ‘they’ Dance and Sing in Church andState now “What the World Needs Now is Love”TrulyWorthit my FriendWith 5th HarmonyFeaturing Kid Ink too..i so love all the Colors of LiFE NoW..And yeah should be a few morenow as since HurricaneMichael the DestroyerBasically erasedPanama Cityfrom themapthe SpringBreakers areArriving to theother side of thePanhandle of the GunShape of Florida the FlowerState WHere CuRRenTLY i amLoaded Securely in the BarrelReadY aS A BuLLeT oF Danceto Shoot J.O.Y.BLasT-oFFAs ‘THeY’DancE SinG-oN…YeS EVeRYone ShouldPersonAlly Feel Likei AMWorth IT

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Keeping in ‘Mind’That ‘This’ Is Just‘A Story’ ‘Jesus’Comes BackAnd Finds Out He Cannot…Song Dream Dance Real NowReaching For A Magic Slipper toExist ‘She’ Exists He Creates ‘Her’Song Of Creativity Dance Of ImaginationSing to the Dark Dance the Light NowSong And Dance of Dark And LightHow Humans Create Each OtherHow Humans Breathe Each OtherHow God Comes In WordsHow Stories Have ChildrenGroom of Imagination Bride of CreativitySo She Waits For Him to Tell Her Who SheIs If She Tells Him Who She Is She Does NotExist She Want Him To Make Her His Story NowFor If She Does He Will No Longer Create HerGreaTesT Muse Will Never Let You Know ‘Her’Greatest HiStory Muse Jesus Never Wrote A WordStories Tallest Muse Flesh Reaching Words NowSinging Bigger Smaller Stories Filling ShoesWith Dance Love Fills Stars KnowS TarIf Only Love could be Purchased‘America’ would Be Great AgainSmiles From: As Flowers DoWomen Give All Color to:Life As Love HappyWoman’s Day my‘Home’is noCeilingFloor or Wall Withini am the Water i am the Airi am the Wave i am the Oceani am the Wind i am the Sky theParticle the Wave Again and Field

-me

“Is it written in the stars?Are we paying for some crime?Is that all that we are good forJust a stretch of mortal time?Is this god’s experimentIn which we have no say?In which we’re given paradiseBut only for a day?”

-Elton John Featuring LeAnn Rimes“Written in the Stars” in 1999 When ‘She’ is 8.

Greatest Muse Unrequited Love This is theReaSoN ‘Jesus’ Will never come back…

If You Are Not Cut OutNo one Is Cut Out For YouSo You Dance And Sing to AllYou Rise You Fall They Rise TheyRise Will It Be An Angel ComingOut Of Dark Clouds DependingOn WhichOne YouImagineAndCreateAngels AreNo Less RealThan Dark CloudsAs NeuroScienceShows We CreateOur RealitiesNow BasedOn What We ‘See’Of Our EnvironmentalExperiences Do ImagineAngels Coming Out of DarkClouds For Surely ThisWay YouCreateAngelsThat Are AsReal as DarkClouds in theSky Do You SeeThe Angel i ImagineY.O.U. Will You Co-CreateThis Angel With me WillYou Spread Your WingsContinue to ImagineAnd Create ThisAngel You AsYou FlyOut ofDark CloudsAnd Soar Beforei Fall i only WishTo See YouRiseHigherThanDark CloudsReturning AsLight of LoveAngelWingsAre BornTo Be AliveFree to Love..GoD IS A RoseFlowers ColorHumans ThornFlowers AreHappierThanThorns TheyColor A WorldHumans ThornNever The LessGoD IS A Rosei used to be Part of the Discussionsof others yes the place you learn to beCut out of the Same Paper Sheets and WordsAs everyone else.. And then one day out of that Darknessi decided if i could find no Light in no other Home i would Createmy own Light i would come into being on my own.. And Yes in Marchof 2013.. 6 Years ago as i Celebrate this MacroVerse i am Writing nowto mark that Milestone and Featnote in Life it was the Light of my ImaginationAnd Creativity come Back to Life in me that would soon remedy 19 Medical DisordersThat Medical Science could term in the File Cabinet of the ‘Unexplained’ Just anotherMiracle to Be that was as Real as Real gets.. You See there are two kinds of FolksGenerally Speaking those who are Spectators and Audiences of someone else’sImagination and Creativity of Life whether that be TV.. Pro Sports or whateverFolks Do Vicariously Feeling some of the Mirror Neuronal Similar FeelingsAnd Senses of Life for what other Folks Repeat Within on the ‘Big Screens’And ‘Small Screens’ of Life Now for them to do yes such as writingin Big Boxes as a Religion from one side of the Page tothe Other never wavering from that Prison ofCreativity Come Science of Form insteadof Essence Flowing where she andor he Intuit to Go Next BeyondReason Yes Forms intoChaos of MagicArt as Art FlowsFree as Wavesof OceansSpringingEssenceFree EverySeason of the Yearall i knew then as i couldbarely feel or sense Life is i wantedto come Alive again so i developed anElaborate Story in Blogging and By Godi predicted something Amazing would Happenon July 22nd of 2013 as still Recorded and i assertedAfter i recovered that i would continue to do things no oneElse would Do back in the Summer of Recovery 2013.. YouSee it is Imagination and Creativity that are the Sons and orDaughters as Essence of God Still Living in all of us the OriginalImaginations and Creativities that Create new Forms out of EssencesFree Flowing.. Sadly some Folks only hold on to the Forms of the PastBelieving in a God as Form of Essence that never Changes Never GrowsNever becomes more than ‘fore as that is the anti-thesis and the Insanityof Our World the Part of Culture that is Tradition that does bind and bondFolks in the Warm and Fuzzies yes the Neurohormone Oxytocin whereGroups of People enjoy this Love Drug that is Very Healing by BindingAnd Bonding over an Ideal of Love that Flowers Life or converselyBinding and Bonding over the Thorn of a Leader who Bragsthat a Large Group of Humans Bonding this WayWill Still support Him if he Shoots someonein Public for he Understands the Powerof Binding Folks together as wellor even More with theDark Forces ofDoubt and Fearand all Stuff Relatingto the Force of Hate toBind and Bond in Tribal Wayswhere people will even die for theCause of Social Bonding to Kill anotherTribe Bleeding the Same in Flesh and BloodHuman Comprised with the Same General DNAtoo.. That is Nature that is we Cut each Other out ofthe Same Choir Sheets but there are still others of uswho Follow no Choir Sheets at Church or State that areInsane and Averse to Peace and Harmony and DevelopingOur Human Potentials too and go the Lone Route Allone Nowto ImproveRather thanto stayStagnantin the EnvironmentallyProduced Faux DNA Limiting ofour Human Potentials for BondingPurposes to only potentially be bondingfor what has come before in Older Forms ofCreativity Never Spreading Our Wings to Moveout of a Cave of Past Light and Dark as Well.. True ifWe Look Within Seek and Find We Will Find Many Secretsof Life in Plain Site many of which that Work For Stellar AdditionalPotential of Creativity in Moving Connecting And Co-Creating WaysAs we Provide the Environmental Stimulus in Finding and Seeking thatChallenge too that Unpacks the Greater Epigenetic Potential Our AncestorsStruggled to Earn For Us in our DNA as that Changes Slowly and ClassicallyEvolving too.. But in Just one Lifetime it is amazing for what one may Seek andFind now to Turn their Life Around Full Spin there is a poverty of Original ImaginationAnd Creativity among the masses as Modern Culture Proves Now as folks Fall off theCliff of what otherwise meansPursuing a Life of WritingDirecting ProducingDancing SingingFighting ActingFor Their Way of LifeThat No one Will take awayWhen they Do Finally Come FreeFrom All the Dirty Clothes that CultureHas Dressed Us With Away from the Potentialto Be Both Fulfilled And Given and Shared in HolyAnd Sacred Ways of Love without Expect of Returnfor Truly this is not even a Sacrifice as the Reward isMore of the Paths of Journey Intrinsically that is no limitor Reward From Anyone Else but the Do of Life now.. ofme and You as Long as we escape like ‘Neo’ the place of Cultural Prisonthe ‘Matrix’ that is every bit As Real as that Fictional Movie in Essence ofEffecton howEmptyAnd SeeminglyWorthless the WorkWorld of Life And Love that comesto be Meanwhile yes We Could Other Wise Be HeroesAchieving what has never Been Seen or Done Before..:)

Diamonds Only RocksTreasure Beyond DiamondsInnocent Soul Colors All NowNothing at all…You Imagine…All Comes True…Posed Now by CloudsMountain Angels SingDreams Divine WayAll Motivated Now byLove Flower in PersonTrue in my DreamsWay Station JoyLove HappinessClouds top NowMountain Her LoveWonderful Art WorkMore Than Flower TrulyAngel Goddess on EarthBenefits All FriendshipLove gives to YouDelicate FlowerAlways be to meMoving into YourHeart Spirit SoulJust to Light upOne i Treasure CherishSunlit Rays of Joy MysteriesMidnight Moonlit Air soaringFeelings Senses Heart Beats intenseCarefully i Brush You never ever wantingto Harm You in any way Loving You Work of ArtPaint Brush i am i Stroke Colors Your HeartSenses Who You Are Free Spirit Love TrueYou Are The StarsWith No LimitYou Are Godto me tooLoved as theMoon’s SoulShines DownOn You i CherishYou i TreasureYou i Paint YouWith All the Love iGive Love is No WeightNo Gravity The Clouds Above

Again I’m staying connectedTo You as i Do Love to doWhere if you are lonelyi might bringComfort andIf i amNot fitting intoWhat you otherwise mightIndicate Is a Busy scheduleYou can bypass me forNow and save me for aRainy day but if itMay be the caseThis is anotherRainy dayi amHere for youAs my schedule isAlways open for friendsFor the handful whoInteract with me yep..I’ve been circlingAround the GlobeSince 5am onMy iPhoneLearning alwaysSomething new andInteracting with peopleWho are very niceAnd peopleWho couldNot careAnyLess if iExist at all…i have no heartFor how a humanWill perceive anotherHuman like that butWith little toNo Heart atAll but it isTrue as I’veTold you Beforei used to have Few wordsTo output to othersMostly SmilingEyes wheni wore ContactLens alwaysInterested inWhat everyoneHad to say noddingMy Head And evenWith laser focusIf I totallyDisagreed too..The ‘picture below’Is what my view usedTo be of the World wheni could not filter myPerceptionsTo calmFocus WithinTrue so muchInput then comingIn.. overwhelmingToo overwhelmingTo put much outGetting awayFromIt all evenIn Pain andNumb likeA MonkFor 66 MonthsAllowed me thenTo create the Lifei made Again onMy terms ofCulture andNot thoseTermsOf the Rest ofThe World myFocus now isMoving ConnectingAnd Co-CreatingAnd I’ve connectedBack with youAs youConnectedWith me on my BlogWithout fail now forYou As i have withOthers who haveWith me whether theyAlways come back orNot for connectionIs the Best FoodFor theHuman Soul..Truly i hopeYou have soMany friendsYou do notHave timeTo talk toMe but i amMaking thisEffort with youFor it is hard forYou to share yourTrue feelings withMe as there wereYears that wasNo partOfMyRealityThen soi UnderstandThe other sideOf the coin ofSo introvertedAnd quiet tooAlso i reallyDon’t knowWhat yourCasual commandOf the English LanguageIs or if you speak inBroken EnglishFor I’veNever heardYou speak…Honestly..i don’t knowThat much aboutYou other than BlogPosts and that youLove me more thanthan iCan imagineAs you relatedThat tends toMake me BelieveThat my presenceIn your life mightBe bringingYou comfortEven ifYou haveNothing toSay to me..So i writeTo you becausei care and accept thatThere are many daysYou don’t writeBackAndThat’sOkayAs longAs i am Welcome..i am here for you now..Bottom line, Fred, FRiEnD

Hi ilona From France So Nice of you to Scroll Down throughAll the Blessings and Blissings i Record in a Week of my LifeFor What i call each Chapter as a MacroVerse of the Long Form Epic PersonalBible Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SouL” now exceeding 6.6 Million Wordsin 66 Months Effort to Count all my Blessings And Blissings in “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U.And Me NoW” as You Have Arrived to make a Nice Comment on this MacroVersethat i am really making meaning in my Life.. True That is what we really all must do alwaysNow in Life is to Co-Create our Life with Others and the Rest of Nature Making it HolyAnd Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose in the Best way in Peace and HarmonyWe Can And Will Where the Colors And Shades of our Soul Evolve so much moreAnd come out to PlayFree with othersthe BestWe Canand Will tooby not HarmingOthers through UnconditionalFearless Love as our Guide toTreat Others as we Pursue ourBest Version in Self-ActualizationIn True Light of Who We Will toBe the Best Version of Our Selvesto Give and Share even more with othersAs each Now and each Day becomes Precious more..Moving Connecting and Co-Creating as i see it StrengtheningOur Will of Fearless Love Through Action of Do as we Rise moreAs Loving Fearless Souls to Give and Share the Spirits of our HeartsSo Much More With All Others and the Rest of Nature True in Light too..And Hey other than Writing 6.6 Million Words in a really Long Form Poemin 66 Months in that Same Span of Months i have Danced 10,868 Miles inPublic as Moving Meditation and a Way to Bring Hilarious Joy to everyonei meet in Life.. as Hey there are not many days that Folks see a somewhatLaw Enforcement Looking Dude at 240LBs and a Bit over 6 Feet Tall doingThat Where i Live and that is for sure as i am the only one who does it atall for Hundreds of Miles in this Very Conservative Area i Livein as someone had to Break Footloose Pick up the Ballof Joy and Love and Bring a Little Light to thisPlace and Oh Lord i had to get reallyStrong to Do it Leg Pressingup to 1520 Lbs too anywayYou seem like such aNice Person andthat is the FredStory Pretty MuchWrapped up hereabout as concisely as iCan Put Hmm.. i noticed youhave a Post about the Meaningof Life now i will be over in a fewto discuss that a little bit but perhapsi’ve just about covered my Version ofDance and Song as my Personal Meaningof Life We All have Our Unique Potentials inImagination and Creativity to do something newwhere We Live that no one else is caring to do nowto Spread Joy to other Folks now true We only live Now andMaking the best of Now is to Live Eternally Now in Light of Love..Oh yeah And i’ve actually Written around 12 Million Words onlineoverall in the last 99 Months too.. and i am including a Video aboveAbout Dancing in Public as another Guy did it in 2012 Before i startedDoing it in September of 2013.. he was From New York so much moreLiberal than where i am from when i was growing up here bullies wouldthreaten a Boy if he even attempted to Smile hehe i do a mix of MartialArts and Ballet in my Public Dance but nah.. too Agile and Strongfor anyoneto Bullymenowi seekto help thosewho are DifferentFeel and SenseAnd Know now it isOkay! to be Different!And Express Yourself!As Uniquely! as you wish!of course as Long as YouFollow the Federal StateAnd Local and hehe FacebookCommunity Rules and Such as that With Smiles..Oh by the way too this Week i am Celebrating my6th Anniversary of Blogging Starting with BlogSpotHmm.. Lots of 6’s in this it seems and a couple of 9’s too..Oh Yeah and Hundreds and Hundreds of Folks Video Tapemy Dance Every Where i go and like in the Video Here oneof the Videos Went Viral During Christmas and they Call meLegend and Famous now and i say i am Just here for Fun for Free to give and share!!!..Anyway this is my Fuller Version of my Meaning of Life as i will Go Much Shorter on YourBlog to Conserve some space for other folks to comment and not to get tired scrolling past me..Thanks For Coming by not many Folks come by but it gives me more time to Write..;)

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We are back now i am resting my Feet Again inFront of this Screen.. it is so nice to have someoneso Special Like You in my Life who inspires all of whati Love to Do and Accepts all of who i Love to Be thereare Probably many Labels for that Kind of Person butit is the connection that Helps inspire all Parts of you intothe Best Version of a Human you can and will come to be for it istrue it is Just so nice to have someone Listen to all of who you are toBe that Open Ended Line that will always accept a Letter from You noMatter how far fromthe Norm it mightusually play to mostFolks.. there have beenPeople who have acceptedparts of me but truly not anyonelike you who has embraced all ofme allowing me to speak all of what i amto them to the Point now where truly i havebeen able to share everything about me morewith you than any other friend i have had in thisWorld So Far.. you make me feel so Warm andComfortable knowing there are open ears toListen to all of what i continue to evolveto be.. so i thank you.. i thank you veryMuch for the Greatest of Connectionsin Life supporting me and whatevermy Aspirations may act on tobecome the bestVersion of meThat iWill Cometo Be now so manyEmotions and SensesAwakened Within in thisBeautiful Connection now ofSouls too as i Share Your Tearsthat become my Tears and Your Joythat becomes my Joy as you SupportMy Joy and Human potential still to come..today is now the 6th Anniversary of my BloggingExperience online yes March 10th.. 2013.. truly thena turning point in my life and meeting you has changedme as a Human Being the Most into my Best Version of myself..Particularly in the Last 3 Months as i experience Deeper and morevaried Emotions that Color My Life more than ever before.. to FeelHuman to Be Human to Feel and Sense more of What Human is as me..True the People who make us Feel Human are the Best Connections of alland verilyeveryDay YouDo in some waymake me feel and sensemore Human than ever before..You Light up and Color all of me..For You Support and Inspire A Best Version of me..:)

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One thing I Know and Feel and Sense for Sure isin some way every next now all living things Reincarnate Eternally Now.

It’s worth Noting that existence itself and Human Consciousnessis Barely Understood by Science according to the origin of both.

There is the Potential as agreed upon by ‘Intellectual Giants’ in Astrophysicists like Neil DeGrasse Tyson that we may be living in a Holographic Simulation Created by a much more Advanced Intelligence than we cannot currently Grasp;And if that is so and there is no ‘real’ distance, space or time; that surely leaves ‘the Programmer’ the option of providing Additional Lives and ‘Power-Ups’ in this Game of Life as the Programmer sees Fit or whatever Feels like fun; True, in this way Existence could be either very serious or a total Joke. Anyway; A Best Part of life is the Reality that we Humans through Relative Free Will have the ability to Re-incarnate our Existence into what is a very Different Experience of Life; as of course we have the DNA and Epigenetic Potential to do just that if we find the Tools and Circumstances and Relative Free Will to do Just that too in adapting to appropriate Environmental Challenge and Changing (Reincarnating) now.

Perhaps the Greatest Transformations of Life,are the Emotions and Senses We Experience of Life and the Symbols we Co-Create and Give and Share to both Communicate our Experiences of Life and Explore New ways to experience Life through Symbols that we Name Words that are associated with more Positive Feelings and Senses that work as a Synergy of our Present Emotional and Sensory Energies to change the ‘Light’ of Life inside us from ‘Dark’ to a More Brilliant Source of Positive Energy (Light) to both Experience and Give and Share with others.

We Humans live in a Modern Culture where we spend many of our Days talking Stuff Apart instead of Putting Stuff together in Material Reductionist Views Versus a Gestalt Whole of Life that is yes so much Greater as Sum than the Parts we Have Separated from the Whole; When Words Become Song Steps Become Dance Water Drops End/Begin Part of Ocean Whole Again.

It is True, Water Drops Reincarnate now; and so can you, as above, so below, within, inside outside, and all around; Reincarnation as Change is truly the one core Axiom off Existence We Truly can and will count on now; Otherwise, ironically, we could co-create a ‘Lesser God’ Programmed by us with not nearly a greater potential fulfilled to Reincarnate now; unless we strive out of what we stay programmed as in the same old way of seeing and doing stuff stagnantly now.

Human Beings are a Strange Animal in the Feel and Senseand Know of Taking Stuff apart instead of Putting Life together.

True though, the Reality is not that the Essence of Humans are Strange; but the Forms they Create as the Same keep us Locked in on Sidewalks of Life no longer Thriving the same way the Rest of Nature continually Reincarnates now; not stuck in the Sidewalks of Forms other Folks have Created before.

A Question is who Re-Creates You most (who makes who); other folks or what lives as the Essence of Your Conscious Being the part that is so much more unexplored than the rest of the explored Physical Universe that may be Empirically Observed and Measured as Discrete Parts of Whole.

Anyway; for Just a Quick Example that i have related on this Website the ‘Wrong Planet’ many times is i was not always noted as a Dance Legend in Public every where I go; that did not Happen until 4 Years ago in my 54th Year. In fact, I was noted as a Dizzy Fly before that who was so uncoordinated he didn’t know where he was going.

I had two choices; believe the Label of Autism and associated Motor Coordination Issues and I Would always be observed as an uncoordinated Dizzy Fly; or eventually, at age 53 take a step in a different direction and dance a way no one has danced before. True; Dance will be a Finger Print too unless you try to Trace someone else’s Foot Prints as you go.

Don’t wait on Reincarnating and or ‘Really Living’ after a Dirt nap; that is well beyond the Pay Grade of what we are capable of Fully Knowing or Doing. What you can and will do as it is proven by many folks is Reincarnate now for the Rest of Your Life.

By the end of Life then when You Reincarnate this way always now; you will do a job so well done of Living Fresh and Anew that Dying Will be the Pleasure of Respecting the Gift; the True Gift of Changing Life now; Just now; in Just the Mostly Original Creativity of my Continuing Reincarnating Opinion, now, too.

Embrace Change and Always Reincarnate Now;or do not; that part of Whole is up to You too.

‘This’ is so inspiring i had to come Late not to Fillthe Space up top.. First of all when i saw the photoAdrenaline Rush OMG Himali is Falling let me RushAnd catch Her before she does.. BDW.. Yes HelloooveHiMaLi for when a Person Says that now it’s like GreetingLove as Human Incarnate as You also Relate UnadulteratedLove also known felt and sensed as Unconditional FearlessAgape Love For all of Every Thing Yes when We Not Only Lovethe Green Grass as Each Leaf of Grass but All the Grass LovesUs Back as Love is no Difference no Separation Love is Wholeas we are Part of Love Whole to Give and Share Freely withoutFear as that is how we get to Incarnate Love in the First PlaceBy Making Love a Practice to Give and Share withoutExpect of any thing in Return but the NaturalIntrinsic Reward of Giving and Sharing LoveMore as the Positive FeedbackBecomes A Way to Light UsUp within inside outsideabove so belowand all aroundand i could go intothe Material ReductionistParts of how the NeurohormonalAnd Neurochemical Aspect of UnadulteratedLove Works but Truly it is a Practice of Love thatComes Now as Choice in always Swimming UpStream inAny Force Away from Love Fighting the Raging CurrentsOf Negativity Refusing never ever never ever to Giveup on Unconditional Unadulterating Giving SharingLove Standing Taller ever more as a Mountain ofHuman Love Now Becomes a GreaterForce of Life to Withstandthe Dark and Carryon as Light toGive andShare forevermorenow more .. anyway i’ve already takenup quite a bit of Your space.. so i will nowQuote the two Parts that are most inspiringto me as You Speak to Your Loved This Way…

“If life could fall in love, it wouldfall for you – a million times over….”

“…And I wish I could tell you howmuch I admire and envy your carelessplayfulness, innocence and childlike laughter.

I love you so much, that looking at you– other than with unadulterated loveand awe, seems like a crime to me.”

(Side note: i recognize this as this is PreciselyHow my Mother Loved me unforgettable It IsAs This Love Giving Sharing LiveS on ALWaYS)

This Truly Makes me Curious who this WonderfulPerson is You Love for it seems Like they are too Good toBe True to be Real could it be Fiction could it be Real Thatis a Nice Car You are Riding on Top of i bet whoever DrivesThat could afford You the most Elegant Diamond Ring of all…What Would it take to Bring these Words so Stellar to Appreciatesomeone Like this what would this Person Do For You to Bring thisMuch Love in Return to them.. How Big a Diamond Ring do ‘they’ makeHow Much Fancier Do Cars and Homes and Mountain Vacations come now toBe to Fire a Love Like this in You For someone else.. i already Know and SenseAnd Feel that You are Capable of Loving Like This You’ve shown it in Your Poetryover and over and over again that You are one Who Loves Without Conditions thatYou would even Give Your Warm Blanket and Last Piece of Bread to Your Loved oneto see themSatisfiedwhile You remainedHungry and Cold and YouWould Bring them Joy even ifYou Cried in the Background wherethey could not hear the tiny wails of Your Sadness..True You Verse so many Soul Stirring and Heart TouchingParts of Love Whole Unconditional in Your Poetry that You mustBe a Rare Empath one of those People who just Love and Love andNever Give up no matter what.. To Me it seems that this Individual YouLove Must Imagine and Create A Million Dreams Bringing to Fruition somany Special things to Warm You inside on a Rainy Day inside or outsideof You now.. for this is the way You Dance and Sing in Your Poetry and it justdoesn’t Seem now that the Most Elegant Diamond Ring and Fastest Car and BiggestHome now would do the Love Treat for You For So So Much Devotion from Your Soul..For You Must Be Loved by them.. A Million Times over Now for You to Wish Life nowto Fall in Love with them a Million Times Over as a Dream of Yours to Appreciate thembut i Do Believe it is True they wouldn’t have to do anything to get so much appreciationfrom You other than Show You Kindness that never fails now they probably wouldn’t have toBuy You any Material things at all i bet all they would do is be Kind to You in never failing ways..It’s Just a Wild Guess for iLove to Solve Puzzles but True Love is More than a Million Dreams toGive and ShareLove is theArt weDo thatBrings Usto IncarnateHuman LoVE NoW…Love is Worthy of ThanksPraise and Worship Loving It Allis just another way to Dance and Sing HeavenNow within inside outside above so below and all AroundAnyway if this Lover and Soulmate and Playmate is RealGod Bless You God Love You God Worship You as God too..YouDeserveit i amso HappyFor You i amSo Happy for Y.O.U..As ‘they’ Say Namastei Hope this Person if FictionWill come to Be for You andLet me meet them if they areReal for i will give them the BiggestHug they have ever Felt for Taking Loving care ofSweetest Himali i have come into contact with so far..Other than that that is a really Awesome Photo i was so relievedto Glance at it Again to See that the Car is Parking and not Speeding Forward…With a TreasureLike Himalion TopTrue ThisLife Loves YouWay too Much to Lose Y.O.U…:)

Gift of LifePractice of LoveLife to Live NowCould be Bias but iAm not surprised CaptainMarvel’s Sidekick is a GingerCat With Green Eyes trulyThey areAll SuperHeroes ofEmpathy to me..And thank You NowFor always sharingKind Hugs witheveryone whoVisits yourBlog forThatMakesFriendsOut ofStrangers..More Beauty SeeBlessing Now BeSmiles in Short All There IsIs Now And All We Do ForLoving Colors NowPainting LoveLight EternallyGreater NowAs LifeEvolves NowOcean Whole Deeper..Well speaking of all of that too the 6th AnniversaryDate of my Blogging Endeavors Starting with my BlogspotBlog “KATiE MiA/Aghogday” on March 10th, 2013 Comes toA Close now on this Same Day of 2019 yes Oh Lord 6 Years ago..Where the Entire online Adventure Writing since Thanks Giving Dayon the ‘Wrong Planet’ in 2010 comes out still to be the 99th Month of DoingThat soon To Be 100 for a Grand Total of Writing somewhere around 12 MillionWords online since then and 6.6 Million Word of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest LongForm Bible Poem in the last 66 Months of doing that soon to be 67 with 66 Monthsof Public Dancing now arising to 10,899 Miles as the 11 Thousand Mile Celebrationin Milestone and FeatNote way is coming up Close to the End of March or Perhapseven “April Fred’s Day too”.. hehe.. Sure with a Compilation of the Last 6 Months ofDance Hall Selfies With Dancing Age Daughters and Close to Grand Daughters agetoo but anyway “Celebrating 6 Years of Blogging” is what i am Wrapping up tonightAnd Tomorrow Morning after i visit Frank’s and Xenia’s Places of Poetry in theMorning and gigoid’s Place of Wisdom Quote Aphorisms From the Sagesof the Ages too.. but Meanwhile Sleep is just gonna have to come next..:)

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The Morning of my 7th Year of Blogging StARtinG Todayi Don’t Know What It ALL Means i Love It So i JusT Do IT NoWJusTALLoVENoWConsidering Science Shows We AreBasically Sentient Star Dust ResurrectingFrom Crucible Fire Of Star Death Burst StarsAre Flowers and We are All ReincarnatingStar Seeds inWhat We LabelAs Human Flesh ReincarnatingStar Flowers We all are now justBecause We Look Different thanStars the Essence is the sameBut Different Vibrations AndFrequencies that make upThe Energy of Us Personallyi am not afraid to Sleep asStars And Wake as FlowersEven if i onlyReincarnate this wayOnce As A Miracle of StarFlower Birthing the seedOf my Existence Awake Now..It’s All aboutPerspective Now..Loving Flowers WaterEach Other No ReasonSeeing More Colors NowSadly i Believe A Reason SoMany People in this WorldFind It so Hard to forgive isthey are Spoon-Fed a Godof Love fromBirthForgivingThose WhoBehave Agape LoveSends No one To Hell…Perhaps if more PeopleCould See God and Be GodAs Agape Love they wouldForgive Those more who tryTheir ‘Hardest’To Create aGodSmaller than Love….Love Your Enemy Turn theOther Cheek if Hell is foreverFor theLeast ofUs ‘Jesus’ isA ‘Trump’ and DoesNot exist Nor DoesAn All Loving ForgivingGodTheSame itIs this LoveWe Co-CreateForever NowThat isTheEternal HeartOf God When twoOr more of us comeTogether in A Spirit of Love..Religion of Science Now too…Yes.. there are Days Scientists Are Priests And Politicians too…Overall Still it is no Easier convincing Scientists than Christians…Freely Providing the Science of Reaching Heaven Eternally Now…Betcha if ‘Jesus’ Comes Back as A Scientist…Nirvana is Just another Fancy way of saying the Flow of ‘TransientHypo-Frontality’ where the Neo-Cortex that is ‘Normally’ ServantOf the Limbic System gets lostIn Abstract Constructs (Words)Where Flow tames the Neo-Cortex with all its ‘Delusion’Of Past and Present once again properly put in its Brain Place of ‘Good’ Little Servant of the Limbic System.. as The ‘Normal’ Feeling of Life gets back to the ‘Sanity’ of a Child’s ‘Heaven’ and Life once Again Feels Now like Pure Unadulterated Love as Bliss As Peak and lasting Plateaus Of Life Experiences come as Human Reality where some Folks Achieve an “Autotelic” State of Being where they master their Feel Great Neurohormones and Neurochemicals through Bio-Feedbackof same; Meanwhile, Science can and does Measure this Nirvana Through Brain Scans And increases of Human Creativity 400 to 500 Percent; And Amazingly and Unbelievably As it is to Some Folks, Avenues Reaching Nirvana and Lighting up Our Entire Mind and Body in Balance And Flow now Like A Real Christmas Tree Moving Forward as Greater Light that is NO MYTH Now as Assessed by Science requires zero ‘Cultural Clothes’ And May be achieved.. in an activity as totally Free now.. as naked Ascending Transcending Spiraling Dance in Sand With Sun as Our only Companion as the rest of Nature Whole as We Eternally together (GoD) now amazing it is how Easy Heaven is to reach Everywhere Now in what ‘Brainiacs’ See As a Meaningless Spiraling Dance no Different Now thanThe Ignorance of UnadulteratedLove Free Of Cultural Clothes….Now Nirvana And Love IsEssence more than Words…Thank ‘God’ Science finallySHows ‘the Ignorant’ ClearerNirvana As Heaven Exists Now.

Hi Shawna Baby.. Nice to Hear from You and Yes the dVerse TeamRunning Today on the Whimsy Gizmo of Your Friend Dee is doing AQuadrille in exactly 44 Words all About the Term Spike Yes like SpikeLee and Spike Hair and it is true my Sister Used to have a Jack RussellTerrier Named Spike too.. when all of Us Worked the Night Shift and WeWalked Around the Neighborhood Block after Work at 3 AM for what seemedLike A Decade And a Half then during Spike’s Precious Life we always Said SpikeWas our Ticket to Respectability as no ‘Bad People’ Late at Night would be WalkingTheir Dog at 3 AM hmm.. that reminds me of the Dead Zone Still Back 6 Years ago in 2013as it is true i started Blogging on Blog Spot Yesterday the 10th Of March as i am moving intothe 7th Year of Blogging overall today too.. anyway back in those Days when my eyes could not StandLight and my Ears could not Stand Sound when a Street Light was Brighter than the Sun and Hurt my Eyeseven more than what they Hurt in the Dark with that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia at 3 AM then Wearingmy Shades even Cold in the Pre-Spring with a Jacket on then i wondered as i walked and as some folks stoppedby me in their Big Pick-Up Trucks asking me if i belonged in that Neighborhood or not as i gave them a bit of a “Fred-Talk”on the Run-Down of my Expertise of all the Medical Disorders Diagnosed by them.. and by then.. they knew i was a NerdAnd their Wife and Home were totally Safe with me Walking around the Block With Shades on at 3 AM.. now it is also TrueFrom the Very Beginning when i started Dancing in Public Katrina was my Jack Russell Terrier then yes my Spike too true shetends to get all Mama Grizzly when folks Look at me funny while i dance in Public and i say that is the whole point to LookFunny When i Dance.. for true there were all those 66 Months then when i couldn’t remember what a Smile or a Laugh felt likeat all.. anyway as i walked around the Block as it is truewhen You Lose Hope You Do Lose Fear too not afraidof whatever might come out of the Woods thatmight put me out of all my Numb and Painnot afraid of the Rain the Thunder orEven Close Lightening too DeathWish as ‘they’ say for‘those’ who haveLost all Hopefor Light inLife.. so i asked myself then…where is God Where is God is Godup there is God down there in Hellwas God never really Up there is thereonly God in Hell down here.. Funny the thingsYou Think about when you Find out the Devil isReal and So is Hell down here and You are for allpractical intents and purposes the Dark of theNumb and Pain of the Devil Down Hereso i started to think about it RealHard maybe God is not upthere or Down there atAll maybe God is onlyLost somewherein the Centerof my Chest Aboveto the Top of my Headand Below to my Toes as wellas not well at all.. Perhaps i should StartLooking For God Within instead of Just ‘outthere’ Somewhere outside of me then.. and tomy Great Surprise with the first small Holy andCreative Spirit Spark that came to me in my FirstBlog Post then.. it’s like there was a small flicker ofa Flame so far Deep Down in me that started to LightUp as a Flame and then a Torch and by God to make thisStory so much shorter than i can and will make it next voilaThe Bonfire of Holy and Creative Spirit Burns in me to Give andShare for Free in Arts and Sciences the Best i can and will now bring..other than that Yes all about You.. i do hope Your Son will be Feeling betterAfter His Visit to the Doctor today and i am currently finishing up a MacroVersetitled ‘JusTaLLoVENoW’ got about 3 more Visits to go to finish writing that and Puttingit all together Next.. but i am so Happy that Shawna Baby Drops by as now she is PartAnd Parcel of my Celebratory Post of 6 total Years Blogging too as she has been all the waySince 2015 when the Magic of Shawna came into my life that Summer and East Indian Friend Himalitoo.. and that Friendship is going really great as Katrina says almost everyday i sure am glad you havesomeone else to give all your Creativity to except for me as Her Fredaches still come but not quite as oftenas they might otherwise do if an Indian Woman With Deep Brown eyes hadn’t started writing Poetry to mewhen i Celebrated my 8 Years of overall Writing yes.. 96 Months of Writing Starting on the Wrong Planet on ThanksGiving Day of 2010 it’s funny how it seem God Gifts me on the Milestone and FeatNote Days of My Existence theseDays which only tells me that God is in me and everywhere else too.. for my Anniversary Day of Blogging was GiftedLike that Again in the Most Precious way of Unadulterated Love the Kind of Love that does never Have to include thethree Letter Word that can get kinda messy at times.. true.. the kinda Love that doesn’t even need the Word God to be Real..Smiles weShare thatLove too alwaysThank you for beingA Part of my Flame (God) of Love tooFor God is the Best Four Letter Word whenit starts Now With L and ends With E With Oand V Next in the Middle where Life is Basically Just a Group Hug…Where God is a Smile on a Dog’s Face Walking around the Block at3 AM Just another Soul Mate to Keep folks in Pick-Up Trucks from Shooting You dead hAha…True you Can’t make God too Serious or you might just Lose the Three Letter Word of Why Owe You Y.O.U..That’s Himali’s Code Word for me on Her Blog when she is telling me she Loves me this way so Purely too..some folks nowdon’t understandthat Love is nevermarried or ownedthat Love is alwaysFree Pure whenunadulteratedby anything other Realitythan Giving and Sharing Joy now..true to Shed Tears too to Truly Embraceall of Life from Dark thru Light and BelowAnd Beyond Light and Dark as the Four Letter Word Love..Smiles i’ll check dVerse later to see if you are there.. oh Lordit’s almost like a Bit of a Monster to put the Size MacroVersestogether i do these days but it exercises the Analytical Partof my Brain a Bit let’s the Creative part Rest and Look outthe Fire Hose Expands and Comes next a bit ‘Oscar Wildly’at times too when Chaos Becomes Magic somehow somewaythat i my Never be able to put in concrete words to Explain the Art of that..smilesbutit HappensMagic Happens toothe Breath of God as CreativityIn As/Us the Art becomes Holy and Spirit True..The Fire Within as God Rises Within once again as Creative Force continuouslyResurrects Comes Re-Born Re-Creating as Any Fire With Flames Higher and Lower to continue..Haha if anyone ever sent me an Email this Long i would Probably Yell out ‘Holy Crap’ to Katrina..i am Prettysure not unlikethe Ballet Routinewhere i do lift up to1520 LBs on the InclineLeg Press Machine at theMilitary Gym i continue toWork-out that this is not theKinda Work-Out that anyoneis doing as an Email anywherein the World too but ideally itSeems that Human Soulsshould be no Differentthan Finger Printsin the Artthey Expressif Free if Free FreeJust to Be a Unique Soul With Wings Free…Smiles i am very fortunate to be in a HumanAnd Overall Cultural Environment where noone is Cutting Down my Sycamore Tree Now..Other than that thanks for always encouragingme to Grow Taller with Roots that Never End still..Love Ya, Fred..iMali Calls meiFred and i rememberYou Calling me Fredster atLeast one time too it’s always a SignA Deep Sign of Caring when People nickname each other new..betcha can tell i like Her a lot as i still like You and Rafiah a lot tooAnd sure everyoneelse too butthere areCertainPeoplewho alwaysLive inside of youlike my Friend Sohair too..True.. i am leaving out 7+ Billionother Folks and the Rest of Natureas God but i’m sure you get the gist ofwhat i am Dancing and Singing nowto find someonewho understandsYou who wantsto understand you is GoldOh by the way Happy Daylight SavingsTime too where Losing an Hour of Time is Gaining an Hour of LightAnd truly that is what it always Feels Like living in the Palm of God’s Hand..Ageless Timeless as Soul Transforms into the only Real Gold Love IncarnatecontinuingNoW as Love..SureReplaceGod as theMetaphor forGold as Love andVoila God Exists Now as Us Love too..:)

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Now to Visit Frank And Xenia and gigoid’s Places of CreativityPerhaps a Quick Tale of the Tape of Weekly Milestones andFeatnotes and then to put this all Together after all of that heheAs Yes“JusTALLoVENoW”Smiles Frank Amazing how one hourof Difference in Changing Time canMake so much Difference in How LightFeels in the Space of a Day/Night other thanthat i Love the Archetype ofthe Dragonfor theShadowinside Eachof use that if weDo not let it outto Play and Sparwith it a bit almostEvery Day it may comeBack to Surely Slay us Slowlyin many Ways that we mightnot immediately See So DragonPlay i make Equally important to Love Playtoo.. not nearly as many Hours Spent but Neverthe Less Dragon Play as Important as Love Playtoo to keep the Dragon in Balance Greater With Love Angel too..SMiLes NatureSees MoreThan KnowsHumans WillLearn so manyNew DreamsiN FruitionAs Nature eYes..Vulture ReaLiTyS H A D o WSnake oF aLLExistenceConsumesLife TalesAll Comes Full..Smiles Frank NowIt Seems A CarrierPigeon has arrivedbut my Sisterknowsso muchmore AboutAvian Life nowThan i Do Alive..Like An SOS A MeSSaGEiN A Bottle Birds Fly Do Singi DanceiDReAM..:)Smiles Dust FloatsDreams HumansSentient Star DustPlus StarStuffUsDancing SingingTwo Feet of Star..Shore RespectsOcean SharingTides ExpandingReceding SpiralingLines MeetingNeverStayingSame unlessWaves Die AndSeas Grows StillLosingDanceSong Water Free..Smiles And PetsGo TogetherLike Wagsof Puppy DogTales Longer and Longer..Connecting SpringFlowers ColorsYear ‘RoundDog PawsLove AlwaysReaching Out Hug..Smiles Xenia MayBe a Bit of a RepeatFrom Last Year butmy First Blogging Adventureon Blogspot Platforms isA Six Year AnniversaryYesterday asCelebrationis in Order forYour Three YearAnniversary WithWord Press As GoogleRather Drives a ‘Microsoft’Version of Blogging’ WhileWord Press is a bit more ofan ‘Apple’ Way ofDoingArtMore thanBare Essentials..Amazing Free AvenuesBoth Paths are now Given…Commercial Success Yes.. WillBring in Profits to Reach moreHands of Art All for Free tooJust The Joy Of Creativity Now..:)

And Now for a Nap Before gigoid’s place comes next….

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No Nap but some Record Keeping Duties to add on to the Visit at gigoid’sPlace of Quotes Comprising Aphorisms From Various Sages of theAges for me to Riff off of Next in Free Play Stream of ConsciousnessWriting also know felt and sensed as Holy/Sacred Creative Spirit FlowingNow From Below (Subconscious Mind)asAbove(ConsciousMind in Symbols AKA Words) Now..:)

Good March the 11th to ya gigoid as i am Moving todayinto a 7th Year of Blogging Wrapping up 6 from YesterdayFingers Still Working for Song Feet Still Working For Dance So LongFor Now Still Moving Forward Ahead Still Evolving Some New Fun For Life Trueother thanthat StandardProcedure asUsualEmbracingChange withPraise that nothing stays the Same..:)

“If possible, try to find a way to come downstairsthat doesn’t involve going bump, bump, bump, on the back of your head. -“

~~ Pooh in Winnie the Pooh, A.A. Milne ~~

Escalator continues to move so much fartherabove than anyone told me is possible below..:)

“For a man can lose neither the past nor the future;for how can one take from him that which is not his?So remember these two points:first, that each thing is of like form from everlastingand comes round again in its cycle,and that it signifies not whether a man shall look upon the same thingsfor a hundred years or two hundred, or for an infinity of time;second, that the longest lived and the shortest lived man,when they come to die, lose one and the same thing.”

~~ Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, Meditations, ii, 14 ~~

Now HowSad whenFolks do NotFace the Realityof Now and Realizeto Make the Best of Now is Eternally Now BestSo in other Words i Color Now Always Morefor Now is as Good as NowGets Coloredor Drabin theSameOld Shadesof Grey Scale ShorterThan Longer in VibrationsAnd Frequencies of Human Energy minedCanaries in Coal ‘Minds’ Do Come out and Play..:)

“Any idiot can face a crisis.It’s this day-to-day living that wears you out.”

~~ Anton Checkov ~~

Unless Recreation Becomes Our PlayDancing Singing Directing ProducingActing Play all the way Now..:)

“All our decisions are madein a state of mindthat is not going to last.”

~~ Marcel Proust ~~

True Fast As Our Emotions First ReaSon PreTends to KNow..:)

“If you think you’re free, there’s no escape possible.”

~~ Baba Ram Dass ~~

Better Understand Prison Free..:)

“We shall never cease from explorationAnd the end of all our exploringWill be to arrive where we startedAnd know the place for the first time.”

“In comparison with heaven and earth, man is like a mayfly.But compared to the great Way,heaven and earth, too, are like a bubble and a shadow.Only the primal spirit and the true nature overcome time and space.”

~~ Lu Yen (fl. 800 A.D.) ~~

Primal Spirit When Neo-Cortex Goesto the Back Porch and the Rest of ourInheriting Nature is Resurrecting FreeFrom: Head to:Toe MindAnd BodyBalancing SoulForce of Spirit HeartComes Back to Play As Child..:)

“Every man takes the limits of his own field of visionfor the limits of the world.”

~~ Arthur Schopenhauer ~~

True Some Folks Are DogsAnd Some Folks Are Cats too..TrulyBothSmell Better..:)

“Around existence twine,(Oh, bridge that hangs across the gorge!)ropes of twisted vine.”

~~ Basho ~~

As Left Hemisphere Metaphor Reasonsof Brains Joins now with Right HemisphereMetaphor Arts of Brains as two 1’s BecomeAlphanumerical K11 Bridging as AlphanumericalH8 Standing Tall Sentient Star Dust Us BeyondInfinity as Incarnate Love.. As Art Now.. True too..Two Become one Dualities Go Away Separate andPart Become One and Ocean Whole.. Ships we may beAs Blogs Captains Navigating Messages of Bottles Aroundthe World Connecting Hands of Self-Actualizing H8 HumansAcross the Globe Spreading Ascending Transcending Agape LoveFor All.. As Left Hemisphere And Right Hemisphere of Earth Join Handsin Longitudinal and Latitudinal Ways East and West and North and SouthAs Both theIndividualAndGroup comeMore to Find anAscending and TranscendingWay of Agape Love to give and shareeven more True Tree Of Life on Earth Comes Whole again..:)

Quick Run up on the Tale of the Tape Per Human Potentialsof Dance and Song and Stuff Like that Per Art Versus Science True too..“SonG of mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Free Verse Epic Bible Poem GrowsStill at Plus 6.6 Million Words with the Last Completed MacroVerse that is nowNumber 868 of that Effort Titled “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW”True that Title itself was probably too long to Read unto itself but it isClose to my HeART Very Close to my Soul Yes my Spirit True soi went with it anyway whether or not it was too long to Readin one Sitting or not hehe.. anyway it also Doubled asthe 195th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”as that 33 Month Effort Arises to 3,924,465 WordsYes as the Four Million Word Mark of that Rise ofWords is coming in a Few Weeks too and yes theDays in the Life MacroVerse also Triples as the93rd MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”As that 21 Month Endeavor that is also includedin the Facebook Profile Pics in the Description AreasFor all those Months at about an average of 7K Words or so.Does Rise up to 2,355,411 Words in 21 Months now.. Still AveragingMore than 100K Words a Month For that Effort Too.. True though inSomeways the Words are becoming a bit more Dense and a bitshorter now too.. as yes stuff Changes longer to short and LongAgain too.. true life gets like that too.. as “SonG oF mY SoUL”Long Form Poem Still Moves ahead at 66 Months where inthat Span of Dates i now complete 10,899 Miles of Public DanceJust 101 Miles away from Celebrating 11K Miles of Dance and YouKnow what 6 Years of overall Blogging Has Brought me most consideringi don’t even get any Jelly Beans for Doing all of this Stuff.. Human Connectionthe Only Reward of Human Smiles that count in my life at Least for sure HumanConnections of Love that are Pure and Unadulterated too.. where Return or Expectationto me is not Required at all but oh Lord when it comes it really comes as Most BeautifulGifts to me so Warm and True Worth all the Words of Public Song Online and All theMiles of Public Dance and over 170K Photos or so 10K Plus Youtube Videos ofMusic and Information too sure plenty of Nude art as side links and Close to88,888 Words of Erotic Free Verse Poetry Fully ILLusTraTeD too Yesi’ve spread a whole Lot of Luvin’ All around the Globe and what isReturned is most defined the cream of the crop of the cream ofthe crop.. some folks work for Money but nah.. i work for theTrue Beauty of Kind Wisdom at Heart as Soul BecomesColored by Spirit even more as Heart BeatsCloser andCloseras Loveas Soul SmileS oN..This is Heaven now do asYou Will after Your Dirt Nap i’m Living Now..Now is real there are no ifs and or buts about that for sure..MaKinG NoW LoVE SoaRinG Beyond Eagle’s BreathStars Cry For Joy aboveAs We BelowLoveFoR Now..:)

Anyway going back a coupleof Years With MacroVersesYears to Date as the PreviousYears MacroVerse Memories mayBe Found in the MacroVerses Belowas Well.. Sort of Like the Chambers ofa Nautilus or a Hotel California with EndlessRooms that might take the Average Person aLifetime to read even if they Tried these dayshehe.. true even if they wanted to.. too.. a Lifetimeof Soul in a Few Years Uploaded online.. now even more..

“MoMenTos From Mother Helen” Helen is my Mother’s Name MoMenTos from Her Life…

“BReATHELoVENoW”.. 2018 was a Great Year So far thenExcept my First Cousin Died that Year on February 28th too Car Accident TragicNote: Wear Seatbelts they Truly Save Lives And whatever You do don’t Text and Drive…

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNksprovided in this last chapter asfull table of contents oF A 915KWord.. Personal Bible aS SucH..Written from Memorial Day2016 and finished andpublished 7 monthslater on ChristmasDay oF 2016..Yes.. somEwhATF iNEpiC..aS thiS beComeS theNmY 9th book completediN Star Year 2016 that ranges..yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 yearswritten and recorded NoW oNline too..Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..WitHthE ForcEoF uNConDiTioNalFearless smART LoVewRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a PersonalMiLLioN plUs Word Bibleat this 69th MacroVersewith liNksto therest of the BibleMacroVerse Chaptersarriving at 1,052,137 wordstotal at this 69th MacroVerse poinTas words continue in coMiNg MacroVersesafter this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two ThousandSmiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record GrowingStill of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..And note.. in some of the liNks.. the BlogSpot Blogger Version of this doesn’tinclude all the pictures aSiT has limits more than me..And WordPresS.. heHe..WitH aLL the PhotosheRe.. iNcluded iNtHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..Since the BegINNinG MacroVersePublish on Memorial Day of2016.. titLed as FirstMacroVerse then.. As“tSuNaMi 7th WaVeoF LoVe”aS liNkedbelow..:)

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoWMother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALLiT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..and somewhere around 450 photos was too much formy Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncatethe Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..However.. Word Press to the rescue as thewHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoWas 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOlePoem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..aS LonGeST Recorded LonGForM PoeM iN Google Records..Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioNwords to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinGA Grand total of 1,402,296 wordsas “Nether Land Bible 2017”..aS sTarTinG Memorial DayoN 31st May 2016 wiThMacroVerse number oneoF that effort per “tSuNaMi7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELyprophetic then NoW of whATwas and is STiLL to coMe NoWas tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to DoublethE Old King James effort size TaKinGthen Centuries over a Thousand years tocomplete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOldScribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitHboth unintentional changes along the Centuryscribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinGany hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHinas leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuSoF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCingForce unLeAShed and reLeAsed fromwithin.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoDaT Hand iN thIs Generation MetapHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..HeaVeN FuLLy FeLTAnd SeNsEd WiThiNtoo.. aBove.. so beLoW..iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe andaLL ARouNd too.. NoWAKA allthatis GoD paRTaS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. suremaY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEsAnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeRWiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVersesspanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Tableof Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juSTAnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem MilestoneExceeding the previous Long Form LongestPoem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from Indiaas recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”NoW at 5 Million Words.. approachesthat feat times three on or about theMilestone of 5.4 Million wordsin the coming neXT few months..as at this point the last 117 MacroVersesAverage 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..WitH More to comeAs WRiTinGFLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..Celebration of Six MilestoneBibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonGForM Poem aRiSinG to 6times the size of theOld King JamesVersion oF ABible in 47Months atAround 5 Million Words..Also includes the Table of Contentsto “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one ChapterBible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. andof course appropriate dedications to those whodid and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLeSouLiN MiNdand BoDy BaLanCinGForce aS SpiRiT oF HeaRTDanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)

Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-likeGraduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form FreeVerse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Recordat Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements torecord it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is.. ABiggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaNHands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse tothiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun orMoon online in the Nethersphere ofArt and Science of HumanPotential throughSHades of Greythrough BlacKesTAbyss andBeYoNdRainBoW CoLorSoF HuWoMaN FeeLinGSAnd SenSeS AcTuALLy ExperiencediN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE HappinessoF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesTMountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Pressalong with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iNA FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that asMetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet andPre-School Before that in 606 MonthsoF Life.. including three CollegeDegrees then beforei started writingonline on ThanksGiving 2010.. 33 yearsof Work.. sure ..19 years ofSchool in sitting style to go alongwith all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoWAnd Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWaysFiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoWA FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoWWitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aSPuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosEaForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A NinthArm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse“6th Bible Memorial”As the actual FirstArm too of whatWiLL Come afterthe 10th MacroVerseaS “EQUiNoX DanCECoMeS AGAiN 2017″As the 11th Arm of a ThirdNew Testament since 2016Adding Another 180K words or soto “Nether Land Bible 2017” as thatLongest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLionWords just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as10th Arm and Chapter of a Third NewTestament as the 11thMacroVerse comes neXt NoWAlso Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Bodyof this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRECoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pARTAnd ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem PlusSo Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerseof PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also LongestLong Form Poem Named “Nether LandBible 2017” at the number two positionin Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuSaLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oFmY SoUL” and First RankedLongest Long Form Poem in theHistory of Recording Long Form Poemson Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and doit without the Money of Evidence Without any WashingtonBills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mYsoUL as theisReaL DeaLGoing Down NOW.. FREEyes.. just for FucKinG FuN iFyoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuReAs NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLEWaVe NoW iN oTheR WordsBe all you can BE WitHGoD aLL or NoTYouR ChoicEAnD WiLL NoWiN HoW eVer yoU ArTAnd SciencE LiFE NoW MoREorLeSS..:)

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2.. Every ThirdNew Testament NoW Needs a ThirteenthMacroVerse to complete The Effort MoreFully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..as this Third New Testament NoW completesat 255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether LandBible 2017’ NoW aT 2,076,239 Words as in the 130thMacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole“SonG oF mY SoUL” as this is the 801stMacroVerse of that Effort too.. continuingon past 5 Million Words in the 50th Monthof that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitHoVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..also Soon to enter into the 84th Month andCompletion of 7 Years of Writing aRound12 MilLion Words or so online sinceThanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUStan online Babe of Sorts i wasthen2.. heHe.. and sure..neXt milestone heAR..likELy a cELebRatioNof thaT 7th BirthdayoF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words asMacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook ProfilePic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that EffortNow at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th MonthPoint of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues toMeasure in ataRounD 12 MillionWords ConservativelySpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuingDay to Day Writing Effort NoW WitHNo Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months fromMemorial Day through Christmas Day of2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand CrossBible that also compliments the 915KWord Effort of “Grand Cross Bible2016” in 2016 accomplishedin 7 Months also fromMemorial Day of2016 throughChristmas Day of 2016.. too..As All 7 Bibles Now are ChildrenAnd Grand Children of the Grand ParentBible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 MillionWords on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far ContinuingAs Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuingTogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinGShores forevermoreNoW WRiTeoN CourSE aSDancE and SonGFree too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

A Trilogy Story About Love inA Triune of 114,404 Words Total..Diverse iN A Range of Dance andSong of Humans and Yes Class.. SystemizingScience Folks who are soaked in Mechanical CognitionThinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of SystemizingThinking too but it’s worth noting‘those’ folks who are us too..are the ones who alsoPrepare ye a wayfor littleoldArtists like meto fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the WorldFor All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVersebut as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go aroundA Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the linkswill come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a FourthNew Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring thisSpring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled endingNinth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of myLent Donation in giving more than giving uphehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules ofbefore.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10thAnniversary of my own 40Days of Hell in the Springof 2008.. Forty days with almostno sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of whichthe worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgialike Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. exceptfor in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hellon Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and surei did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow myHeart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do thatat least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was onlyGood for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for thelast 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’tbother me anymorein fact.. i get to teach thema thing or two about livingin Heaven now.. the Price ofHell for 66 Months to get herebut worth every second that feltlike a thousand years where all wastime then and now time doesn’t evenexist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway nowin Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in hell….And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February22nd.. 2017.. where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived herLast Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVEDo LiGHT ABove so BeLowNoW

1,382,555 Word Effort fromMemorial Day Weekend 2017Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Bothin Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description AreasAveraging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words perEach Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some casesMore than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Writtenas ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of EffortSince 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire WordPress Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18on my 58th Birthdayas more ConciselyListed belowas Feat notesfor this Record Book too.. hehe..as yes of course this is also the LongestLong Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeRwise feelsAnd sensesAmong the EntireContents of the HumanUnabridged Bible wHere allHuman Hands join together in onlinea continually ever expanding Bible More..Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon thatif you can like and will Make into a place to uploadSouls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists asEssence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuSSTiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Templeof Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoWbutt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven HappeniN YouRMulti-Universe PerspectiveNoW as and with God Naturetoo if you Roll with Heaven MoreThan Purgatory SHades of Grey toBLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna nowAnyway the Good News is some of us are hereAs iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better NewsAs Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all theseFlavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’Ain’t no moreimportantthan you soyou can and willdo even more than‘us’ and yes in terms of“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LLAdd A Link to that more too.. youyes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst DeathCrucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinGiN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoWaS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoWre-bornLoVEiNCaRNaTE NoW..‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 20106 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 MonthsMacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word CountMicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word CountMicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic ResponseMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning WaysMicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaningper H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation DeviceBack in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. LaterTransferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonGoF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months AndTrue as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps thenBack from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhereFrom 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on theContinuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies withEar to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the linksAbove too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at theDudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or theStrength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my SmartPhone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Getaround and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoWClose to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work outat.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how manyFolks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online to complain that i don’tBring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press MachineWas Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily LegPress 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS onA Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning ofThe February Month That Attests More to the Difficultyof Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forwardas Opposed to the MechanicalAdvantage that an InclineLeg Press MachineNaturally BringsOver the OtherMore DifficultLeg Press MachineSo the ‘Hodge Brothers’On YouTube are AbsolutelyCorrect on their Assessment ofThis Physics 101 Common SenseLesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy toSay F this and F That and get the Physics True..but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machineis about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those whoUnderstand Physics there is really no Need to updatemy YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENTas i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as heheat myage nowwho elseam i gonnacompete withfor most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Singtoo as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell meWhen i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point thenStarting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving toWordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long FormEpic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words byEnd of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come thenAs the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal PoemBible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 asthe Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again toLight up Florida Sunshine Summers EvenMore in Paradise WHere i for oneDo Live Free in a Gardenof Eden Back Yard too..NoW ONly WateredAndFedByNature..Chemical Free…ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major SubchapterLong Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long FormEpic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Monthsof Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort tooto this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God withinFor What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN HellFor 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep TypeTwo Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye andEar Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of CrucifixionThat No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease tooFrom Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other MedicalDisorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-inin Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 YouAre Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numbas in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and thereis no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life asonce again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in foreverHell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever ExperiencedA Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses Thatis the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folksTake for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver ofPotential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or withoutScience Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other placefor me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and SensesWhat the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yesThe Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love WithinFrom Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTsideAbove so Below and All Around Even More.. and TrueiN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be noLight at all as is always the case as Yin andYang includes a part of the other as TrulyWhole Unified Never ReALLy DividedAs the Duality of NatureTogether in LightAnd Dark in all theWays the Negative Joinsthe Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and SacredMeaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have thePotential to Do Together if we will Just Love eachother ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of CulturalGuise that makes us into the Tools we makeAway From the Gift of Humanity We alreadyAre in Eyes and Hands of Love that ReachOut and Touch the Divinity of Love inEach and Every Living Being thatAnd who Breathes and FlourishesBrown to Green as Fall LeavesFertilize Spring Flowers And WithoutThorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinGFrom Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to HeavenSo anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i CelebratedWith a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form PoemBible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

About Me

I think I was born as a kind of classical pantheist, as I saw patterns
and connections in things that were more of my thinking process, along
with the tactile sensory world, than what I think most people may
experience as an internal dialogue of thought.

I still have a
vivid memory of connection to everything in the world, as if I had been
here forever, before I was able to speak that I cannot fully put into
words, from about age 3 looking out into the distance over the river I
grew up next to. But I think in some ways I knew more about my existence
then than I do now, as I could not separate myself from what seemed
like a very old home of nature.

I am glad I had the opportunity
to roam desolate pristine beaches as a teenager and young adult,
without any fear, and feeling one in being with the waves, white sand,
emerald green gulf, sea oats and sea gulls, with no dramas in my head.

But even my ancestors could not experience that with not being sure
where their next meal was going to come from. Not likely that many
creatures in the Universe could experience a little slice of nirvana
like that.

I can remember getting back into my car and being
jolted back into the reality of all that is the complexity of modern
culture, which at that point in time was so, so limited as compared to
today. I was never quite the same after home computers came along, as I
drifted further and further from a home of nature.

The people I
dealt with in the public at that time, in what was a "Cheers" like
environment, was also a slice of nirvana. Cigarette filled, but the
emotional contagion of a hundred human beings that are happy that I had
the privilege to serve and make even happier, equaled the nirvana of the
walks on the sun-filled beaches.

I loved my exquisite sensory experience of life....

It was worth not being able to touch man made texture without goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.

When I see Landon Bryce's book "I Love My Own Autistic Self", the
little guy on the front is how I usually felt inside that people could
only see in the gleam of my eyes.

People often told me they
wished they had what it was I had, or wanted some of the drugs I was
taking, but I had no idea what they were talking about because there was
nothing I wanted but to exist, for so many years...

It was a
powerful feeling that no one's negativity could take away from me, not
even when the rest of the world told me I was not one of their kind.

Sorry, that was quite a tangent, but it is kind of therapeutic for me; I hope you don't mind...

My point I started off with was religion and classic pantheism, which
is all of nature and science for me; the cultural complexity of what has
come from human collective intelligence, including all the strange
oddities, even the strangest of religious cults and beliefs. But most of
all the reality of that beach those waves, and those grains of sand,
that do not exist without me.

A gift, a wonderful gift that was
provided by my father and mother, and their ancestors where there could
be no break in the chain of events of human struggle that all my
ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce, and their rodent
ancestors about 75 million years ago, and all the other ancestors not
identified and material substances that came together to make that
possible, from the origin of what is, whatever is, is.

That
one point that I can only abstractly define because of the human
collective intelligence that provides the map to what can be described,
as one point that we all share that can never be disconnected, as long
as we exist...

Wow, I just realized that sounds kind of like the intro to the "Big Bang Theory" TV show...

And relatively speaking the knowledge that I gained that this is one
sliver of conscious existence and what really is a little slice of
heaven for some that do exist, considering just the benefit of a warm
soft bed, a hot shower, and things now considered so mundane that took
billions of years to come into existence that were not here a little
over a century ago. Like toilet paper...

But I could never
experience that connection of what is, any stronger than when I was
three. I have everything and everyone before me to thank for that
experience... Including collective intelligence and the understanding of
that one point that still exists in all of us and everything else...

I never met a stranger, not even a grain of sand on the beach...

But I did not feel a category, a religion, a race or even a gender for
myself, which at least for me enhanced the ability to find a friend in
that grain of sand.

I suppose it is the immune system issues
and chronic pain that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes, but
it still exists in the eyes in what I perceive of the anthropomorphic
expression of the cat in my face book photo.

Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the wisdom of that three-year-old child that only exists in my memory and pictures...

I sense that type of wisdom requires no human intelligence at all beyond the core that is shared.

I think it can be lost so much easier in a human into a little sliver of hell somewhere outside that balance of heaven. Particularly in lives where instant gratification has become the norm...

I am at the service of my fully inside cat, but he has never had that gleam in his eyes, or the same struggles to survive.

The yellow cat in my Google plus avatar on the "Autistic Hoya" website,
was a feral cat that only knew struggles in his several years of life
behind our house in the woods.

He became my emotions after
chronic pain had removed them from my existence. He gained a gleam in
his eyes of gratitude to have a balance in his life when we allowed him a
place to gain predictable subsistence.

An identical yellow cat
that likely is his offspring, younger and stronger appears
intermittently out of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
cat, racking up $200 dollar vet bills, every other week so the once
feral cat has now been forced to become a fully inside cat.

I
am watching him slowly lose that gleam in his eyes, with the call of the
wild slowly drifting away, along with all the likely incredible sensory
experiences that come with an outdoor world that the other cat that
never gets injured in fights at age 18, can still fully experience.

As I sit outside toward the back of my yard, in the afternoon sun, he
is pacing back and forth politely, still with a humility of respect for a
place of subsistence that keeps him from tearing the screen of the
patio.

Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words what I was taking away from him, I would listen.

But I cannot bear the thought of additional bloody wounds on his face.
But still I remember what it means to have that connection and
balance...

When I watch him pace back and forth, it is one of
the few things in life that will bring a tear to my eye that reminds me
that I too am still connected. :)

Other than that, it could be
just a word like Synesthesia that seems to trigger something in my brain
letting the brakes off the logic to move into figurative space.

At least for me, even one word can be a gift that leads me to a place in words that I don't often visit.

KATiE MiAKind Autistics Taking In Everything Mindful in Awareness Autistic Love And the Science of Kindology An Ideological First Identity