Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Chicago Nerves

I am nervous about Chicago. I am very excited about Chicago. I don't know, maybe I am socially stunted or something, but the closer it gets the more nervous I get. I think you all are not going to like me for some reason or another. Maybe being fat all of these years has just ingrained this fear in me that I am always being judged. I can't shake this feeling very easily but I am going to try! I just have this need and want for people to like me. Anyway, I had to put that out there. I'm off to Zumba! Peace out, word to ya motha!

You are not socially stunted. You are totally normal and most of us have some level of anxiety about going. I think first thing on the agenda is one huge group hug. And for those who can't make it, we will miss you and still love you very much.

Girl.....guess what! I have meet you in person and LOVE you!!!! You have nothing to worry about! You are so NORMAL and SWEET and FUNNY!!!! I can't wait to meet you for lunch when you get back and hear all about the trip!!!! I am a little jealous because, now EVERYONE is going to know you!!!!!! :) Smile! You are going to have a blast!

OMG I could have written this! I'm so excited, but I'm so nervous. I think I was always one of those fatties that was a wallflower so stuff like this is hard for me. I'm coming alone, so I feel like I have no safety blanket. I take a lot of comfort in the fact that we are all in the same boat. I cannot wait to meet you!!!

Me too. In fact I keep thinking that I won't get a flight out. I fly standby on my son's pass so won't know when I will be getting there. But we will all have an amazing time and be too busy to be wallflowers. Maybe we should all sit around the first night and sing Kumbaya!

About Me

I am 30 years old and live in Birmingham, AL. I had Realize band surgery on August 10, 2009. I love to read, watch movies, travel, spend my saturdays watching Alabama football (RTR) and spend time with my family. My mama says I'm funny, so it must be true! I am sarcastic and a smartass most of the time, but sweet at the same time. I am working on saying Good-Bye to Fatty McButterpants.