We wanted to record our journey as we learn how to incorporate Domestic Discipline into our lives. I am a wife who has been Taken-in-Hand by her husband. I am loved and cherished by him. I am his little china doll and he is mine forever.

Friday, March 2, 2012

Hey Dude! ! !

OPEN YOUR EYES! ! !

That was disrespectful and I deserve a P.

Hey, I was being lazy and made up a lame excuse. Call me on it! ! !

Umm..... Dragon, what I did just now? That was really dangerous.

Are you going to let me get away with that? Really? WOW.... ok then.

Dragon,that really wasn't your fault. I was being a bitch and played the blame game on you.

Still trying to understand all this stress stuff. I'm still trying to be helpful but I don't know how to cope with change. Isn't it strange? When I need him the most, he needs me too. We both need what the other is unable to give. I need him pulling me back from the void. He needs me to keep the house running smooth while he rides out the storm of job hunting.

He is in the boat without a paddle and I am over board floundering in the huge tsunami waves of life.

He is trying to shield me from this. To protect me and make it easy.

Is that really what I need? I know I should probably trust him but I have to think, "hey girl, you can do better than this."

If he cracked down on me the way "I" think he should, I would probably hide under the bed.

And WHEN am I supposed to have this TALK with him? He took one of the kids out on a daddy date tonight. I get a girl date with pooh sometime soon. She wants to try on dresses. (do you know how hard it is to find a cute size 2 anything?) Not ever sure I should talk to Dragon about this right now. He has had two phone interviews and few more applications go to stage 2. Not sure what that means but ok.

His boat is about to be swamped and I am already in over my head. Can someone please throw me a life saver?

please????

Update! He is home now and I shared my post with him. I was afraid of trying to say it out loud. More excuses. This way he knows what is on my mind without the whine. No idea what he is going to do with this . I'll have to wait and see.

8 comments:

Hi Dragon's Rose, I've been in a lot of storms in my 33 years of marriage. There was a time when my husband was looking for a job, and when he accepted jobs he absolutely hated just to provide. It makes for some stressful days and a lot of calling out for help. I see you 2 are Christians so I would like to share a song with you that I absolutely love. My favorite part is "I WILL NOT be lost at sea". God bless you and your family, Belle L

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I am a wife Taken in hand. Spanking is a small part of who we are and what we do. We have a relationship of mutual respect and love. We have four children, three dogs and a very spoiled bunny. I love to garden and sew. Dragon likes woodworking, fishing and fixing things.

In my blog I will write about relationships, domestic discipline, God, patriotism and life. Occasionally there will be a post with M/s content. I put a warning about explicit content at the top of a post if it has fetish or BDSM content. I write about hard times and good times, fun times and sad times.