hey marissa ,I know how it feels to be without hair because i am too suffering from alopecia totalis but for a girl it is so difficult to be social .My life has been the same as yours i also wear hats all the time but u look far more confident than me.U have overcomed your fear of getting out bald.We all know that how the people see us ,when they notice my problem they see like i am of different planet,that look just irritates me.Well i felt good after watching ur video .Thanks for sharing ur life.