I'd like to explain more about my reaction to my medicine. It's called Abilify and I started taking it about two and a half weeks ago. For the first week and a half, everything went well except for a couple nights with less sleep. But starting about Thursday of last week, it suddenly went bad on me. I had only 30 minutes of sleep that night. Next night, it got worse. I heard voices in my head telling me to smash my head to pieces on my wall and other crazy stuff. I had serious muscle spasms and kept jerking around. It turned out these were all Abilify potential side effects and it was me reacting badly to it. I never knew what fear was before that ugly night. Somehow or other I managed to get some sleep. My mother, shocked by the medicine, took me off of it right away. But it takes days to get it out of your system, next day was a little better but I only got 1 hour of sleep that night. I am mostly better now (I'd say 80-85%), and had a fairly good night's sleep Sunday (about 4 1/2 hours) and last night (7 1/2 hours). The muscle spasms are still there, but not anywhere near as common as they were a few days I am about to try another medicine starting tomorrow, I just hope nothing bad happens this time.

This is a REAL Christmas song. It's about the real meaning of Christmas, the spirit of giving. Not Santa Claus, not eggnog, but GIVING. Funny thing, at the end of the song the singer, Ian Anderson, says after singing this one, "Hey! Santa, pass us that bottle, will y'?"