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War RememberedReading the article I read earlier and then watching a show I'm watching really has me in a state. Need to write. Need to share. I don't "miss" war. I don't "miss" the violence and fear. Yes, fear. I was afraid at times. The fear usually came after the action, but at times, lying under a bunk listening to rockets fall only 100 meters or less from me...having no trigger under my finger to fight back...that was immediate fear. Not knowing when or where the last one would fall. Was that the last one? Was that? I still hear the whistles so they're still incoming. The sickening "crunch" sound of the explosions that can only be understood by those who have heard them. Then silence...briefly...followed by sirens warning us of an attack that we were clearly already aware of. Is it safe to move? Fuck it. I have to get to the TOC and start making sure no one was hit, or if they were, how badly. That leaves a permanent mark. No matter how much you joke about it, it leaves a mark

Love Is A ChoiceI didnt fall for u i wasnt tripped didnt drift didnt slip i didnt accidently feel emotions based on the sensation of your lips the vast oceans in your hips this bliss was written in sanskirt before our first glance first dance our first kiss before we were born and dead and gone no time soon god willing our love will live on a silhouette of your perfect frame whispered my name across time divinely designating your mine your perfect imperfections cherished i live to hear the sweet melodies of your voice my soul is convinced not because you seduced you see love is a choice and as our darks become grays every second of everyday the scent of our love shall remain new through ups ,downs highs ,lows because my heart depends on it love it a choice and ill always choose you

Beautiful :)She was beautiful, but not like thoseGirls in the magazines. She was beautifulFor the way that she thought, She wasBeautiful for that sparkle in her eyesWhen she talked about something thatShe loved. She was beautiful for herAbility to make other people smile evenWhen she was sad. She was not beautifulfor something as temporary as her looks.She was beautiful deep down to her soul.Her kind of beauty will never grow old

Capitalism Isn't Working The Venus Project Ftwwhy can't we live in a society that we ALL hold the same standards of living, no poor no middle class or no rich, we don't need people that think they deserve more and a better life just because they are born into a "higher class" and have money behind them demoralizing and medieval consumerism a massive problem fact! you need this you need that.. BULL!!!! here is pure consumerism that most people didn't even know about, SHAMPOO! supposed to keep your hair clean healthy? Actually it does but the chemicals that the big and small brands put in harmful chemicals make your scalp dry up and your hair go greasy quicker it either MAKES you buy the same product or you try another brand...... that is probably another franchise of the same company you got the first product... I could throw millions of things just like that or even worse at you but I won't bore you. GREED is a horrible thing main thing that causes it... people would think money first but nope it is the "hierarchy" people in p

I live day be day knowing one day ill come back to u my love
I dream of us together in a house big and noisey and then just me and u my love
I hope that the next day will be that day where i can press my lips to urs my love
I die for ur toucht my love
You my love are my hopes, my dreams, my life, and with out u i would die and be forever not

9-14-06I am haven to stay with my grandparents for a while since my mom - kinkyscreams- leaves for canada today for a week. I will get back with you all when I can.
Peace Out Peoples.

Well, Whatevernot good at blogging... i'll probly just post some of my poems here or something. anyway, just playin with the blog thing, tryin to blindly feel my way around. hmmm..i might get the hang of this yet...
hugz,
D

"OUR PAST"
You came to me a toy,
Just a puppet on a string,
something for me to play with,
just a meaningless thing.
Having you in my life,
love swept me away.
I know I should let you go,
but I only want you to stay.
Now, much has changed,
eachday I love you more.
Now I can't tell you how much,
because you walking out the door.
From friend to lovers,
we moved through it so fast.
But now that it's all over,
we can only call it our past.
BY: Jennifer Fischer

This is from a friend of yours,Who loves you very much!Cause my life has been fulfilled in ways that only you can touch.For the time Ive known you ,youve made me fill at home.But most of all,your not alone.One day our lives will part,but the love we share wont leave our hearts.Now with this thought I let you know,Your love is with me ,Wher ever I go. Your Friend....Keith...

JokeForgive me father for I have sinned."
Priest: "What have you done my child?"
Girl: "I called a man a son of a bit**."
Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bit**?"
Girl: "Because he touched my hand."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he touched my breast."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes)
Girl: "Yes father."
Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where."
Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where)
Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!"
Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bit**."
Girl: "But f

Q & A1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why?
7. Describe me in 1 word!
8. What was ur first impression of me?
9. Do u still think the same?
10. What reminds u of me?
11. If you could give me anything wot would it be?
12. How well do u know me?
13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me?
14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't?
15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ?
16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you?
17. Would you ever meet up with me?

700 To Gohey ppl i need ur help i need 700points to get to next stage help plz :P

It's Weird Weather In New JerseyMy Name is Charlie. Everything you need to know about me is pretty much on my Lost Cherry Page(with the exception of my financial information) lol Anyways, I am just trying this out to see how it looks. I would love to make friends in the North Jersey Area preferably essex county and to be more specific Gothic girls,skater girls etc. You know the group that doesn't idolize Paris Hilton Nicole Richie and many other silly trends and God awful role models ROFL
Thanx for listening
Charlie
P.S. It's still kinda warm(high 60's to mid 80's) in Jersey during the day with the occasional light breeze but at night it's freezing thats what I meant by weird weather lol

DarknessAs the sun slowly sets above the towering trees,
In desperation I drop to my knees,
As I know from the past what the darkness will reveal,
Creatures in search of their next tasty meal,
As the evening turns foggy & the silence takes hold,
I watch in the shadows as the bashful turn bold,
As they hunt for the unknowing, they see me & glare,
They move slowly toward me, There's no time to spare,
I run & I run but my I'm still standing still,
There's no where to go, Oh this fear that I feel,
As they come closer, I just remian still,
It's all over now, I am their next meal,
And as they start grabbing & clawing at my bod,
I wake up from the nightmare, & say "THANK GOD"!

Everybody Should.. Pt.2.... and for those of you who cant figure it out.. you push leave comment.. and you call a number and enter a code.. and leave a "voicemail". your call will show up in my profile.
xoxoxo

What The Hell?!?!?HOW do you have 137 points to go?!?!? I don't get it.
Where on this damn site is an explanation of what rates what points?
Anyone?

MusicYou alone can make nighttime sharpens,
Heightens each sensation
Darkness wakes
And stirs imagination
Silently the senses
Abandon their defenses
Helpless to resist the notes I write
For I compose, the music of the night
Slowly,
Gently,
Night unfurls its Splendor
Grasp it,
Sense it,
Tremulous and tender
Hearing is believing,
Music is deceiving
Hard as lightning,
Soft as candlelight
Dare you trust the music of the night
Close your eyes -
For your eyes will only tell the truth
And the truth isn’t what you want to see
In the dark,
It is easy to pretend
That the truth is it ought to be
Softly,
Deftly,
Music shall caress you
Hear it,
Feel it,
Secretly possess you
Open up your mind,
Let your fantasies unwind
In this Darkness which you know you cannot fight,
The Darkness of the Music of the Night!
Close your eyes -
Start a journey through a strange new World!
Leave all thoughts of the world you knew before,

Todayso today was my birthday....i turned 27, i feel old as hell and basicallys pent the entire day in bed...didnt go out, had a pretty much boring birthday, they suck after 25 once your insurance goes down.

ComedyOk if your into dirty jokes, and such i got some people you probly heard of but i still love them anyways so pic a CD up or look for them on t.v. and watch. Dane Cook (my favorite), Rodney Carrington(Country singer that likes to be a prev), Bob and Tom. (they're an Off brand but i hope you like and find the time to check them out.)

Unexplicable SadI'm kinda sad today...I don't know why. That's always the worst for me, when it hits and I can't explain the reason. it's that much harder for me the solve the problem. my stomach is in knots, i keep feeling tears coming on, which is amazing because I haven't cried in weeks aside from once over work drama. I feel myself fight back the tears, but all i wanna do is cry. And I have to work soon. Which doesn't help. I don't know what to do to make everything better except sleep, but I can't sleep. I just want to wallow in my sadness, the worst place for me to be.

Web Modeling Return???I know that are some who think web modeling is a disgusting and wrong thing to do. For those to have a problem with it then this blog message is not for you to read. I am trying to determine if I will be returning to web modeling. I wish I was lucky enough to do regular modeling but unless you are miss tiny it isn't going to happen. Most plus size models are even smaller then the average BBW. So I want to know what the public thinks. Should I return to web modeling? Would you like to see me back up my web site? If so I want to hear some suggestions as to what kind of photos my fans would like to see? I can't guarantee I will use every section but, if it interests me I will do my best to provide. So everyone I want to hear from you!
Big Hugs & Euro Kisses,
~Nadya~

A Craving!!!A Craving
by Bigg-G
A Craving…
When I think of cravings
I think of women caving
In to their hormonal taste buds
While they await the birth
of their newborns
However the craving that
I have is not of food.
Although I do hunger for the taste of something good.
Sometimes when you are too hungry
You settle for anything, even when in your
Heart of hearts that it’s not the best thing
For you to have.
But your desire is to feed the need.
And to tame the hunger beast from within.
Even though it’s not what you
Really want to eat.
So I accept the meal graciously
I savor each bite because
my situation is precarious.
Who knows when my next meal
When come again.
Be blessed with what you have is
What grandma always used to say
It’s been a time when the meals I had before
Weren’t the most appetizing.
In fact my lips have met with poison on several
Occasions.
Causing havoc within my body…my mind, my heart,
And my soul -- food poisoning of the worst kind.
I came acros

My Sexual Hidden TalentUsing your mouth
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Signs Of Enlightenment1. Body aches and pains, especially the neck, shoulders and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed" awakens within. This shall pass.
2.Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience of moving from a house that you lived in for many, many years into a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house, there is sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old house.
3.Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2 above. It's good and healthy to let the tears flow. This too shall pass.
4.Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you change, things around you will change also.
5.Withdraw from family relationships. You are connected to your biological family via old karma. When you get off the karamic cycle,the bonds of the old relationships are released.

Do ItTo laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place...to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded.

Sorryi am very sorry my family, friends, and fans. For some reason LC is not allowing me to send user comments and comments on pics. i hope this problem is remedied soon as my fingers are a itching...lol....i know that Wwe had a wonderful weekend Ttogether....Master gave me my first piercing and it is posted...He also gave Himself another one, also posted....Wwe had some lifestyle Ffriends over for dinner on Saturday and had a great time visiting with Tthem....It is so good to be back home.....my boys came back home from their dad's....Wwe had a family football game and Aall had a blast....Although, i secretly think the boys are trying to kill Uus...lol...i hope Aall had a wonderful weekend and have a great week ahead.

Please Add Urself To My Mapi would like to know where all my friends come from for those of you who have alreay added urselves thank you Laura

A Hot NightShe smiled quietly as he came to her, his hands gentle and warm on
her face. He kissed her softly, tenderly, his mouth brushing over hers
with the delicateness of a butterfly wing. She sighed and twined her
arms about his neck and slid her hands through his dark hair, ruffling
it. Oh, but she had missed him. How many a night had she spent
dreaming of just such an encounter? Her nerves caught fire under his
touch as he slowly took the banked fires of her desire for him and
stoked them into an inferno that threatened to rage out of control. She
moaned and sighed underneath him as he lay full-length upon her. She
was already impatient to have him inside her--it had been so long...
But he wasn't yet ready to let go. Soothingly, he stroked his hand over
her hair until she quieted. Then he began to seduce her in earnest. He
wanted to have her begging for him. It wasn't fair that he be the only
one to suffer, and lord only knew how many times she had teased and
tau

Cute And Curvy ContestOk, so my friend asked me to join this contest shes having. Its the Cute and Curvy Contest hosted by the one and only ~*Lips of an Angel*~.
I suck at this part, so please stop by her page and vote. There are alot of beautiful girls in there. Have fun :-)
Here's the URL since I suck and have no idea how to put in a link. lol
http://lostcherry.com/kkelley20
Have a great day All!!!

You Can Runyou can run but you can't hide.
you can run but you cant hide
i see the pain in your eyes
one day you will slip and slide
hopefully you dont fall and brake your stride
sweet heart sometimes you have to shallow your pride
you can run but you can't hide
i see the tears froming in your eyes
some how your stuck thinking baby's fall
from the sky
no no my dear there all lies
you can run but you can't hide
one day you will come to realize while those
tears are falling from your eyes all these lies
are hurting you deep in side while getting a
word from the wise i hope it doesn't catch you by surpize
you can run but you can't hide
honey wipe those tears from your eyes mommies here to help you servive
you can run but you can't hide
i see the tears in your eyes
Written By:Blossom Rose

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CAN YOU REMEMBER WHAT OR WHERE YOU WERE WHEN YOU FIRST HEARD THIS SONG ????
I DO... OMG I DO..

TonightI'm gonna take my life
and put it inbetween my hands
I'm gonna squeeze real tight
and hope that I disappear
cause I don't wanna see you again
I don't wanna take it anymore
I don't wanna talk to you again
I don't wanna be here anymore
Cause tonight is the night my life will end
tonight is the night I hope uyou understand
tonight is the night my life will end
tonight is the night I hope you understand
Soon I will be in my coffin
your mind will get set off and
it will fill itself with fear
I never thought that you could care
as if you were ever there
But it's O.K. forever now I'll be here
cause I don't wanna see you again
I don't wanna take it anymore
I don't wanna talk to you again
I don't wanna be here anymore
Cause tonight is the night my life will end
tonight is the night I hope uyou understand
tonight is the night my life will end
tonight is the night I hope you understand
To that place way up above
To that place way down below
To that place ri

Online Friendsok so ive been online quite a while now and have made a lot of great friends but there are a few people out there who are way too stalky for my tatses.. number one.. if your meeting someone online for the first time..i love you...should definitely not enter the conversation ok? i mean come on now.. you have never met these people in person and for all you know everything about them is completely fake..number two.. on the other side of this, the haters need to stop too.. ive run into a few people that did nothing more than look at my pictures and call me a tramp, or a whore.. come on people please.. i dont care if i post a picture of my koochie.. live and let live.. just my thoughts for the day. tell me what u think

Ignorant In Laws Part 3Why and how could you leave your children with strangers, then say that you have important business to take care of and that you will be gone for three weeks then lie about the fact that your ex-husband beat you when he never touched you and you wait until he dies to say that shit. What kind of person threatens to put your husband in jail because he wont let you see his kids? What kind of a person calls themselves christians and turns right aropund not even five minutes later and calls the police on you and your husband and lies to the police about you and the kids have no food and that you and the kids are being beaten everyday and that you are strung out on drugs and none of that is true, but yet she says that she loves you and your husband but everytime you turn around you have to police in your face telling you that you did this or you did that and once they find out that there is no merit to what was said there is no I sorry for the wasts of our and your time nor the i was wrong o

Msnok look everyone i have msn so if u wud like to add me to your I.M then u can at thicknes232006@hotmail.com

After The Dance Is OverWe danced as lovers dance
to music only we had heard.
A hot beat to which we moved
in perfect time,
with perfect synch.
Unhurried though each driven on,
both knowing how the dance would end.
We shared the lead
as the tempo quickened.
You followed me,
I followed you,
each wanting that conclusion
as ageless passion demands its due.
Our cries loud as bodies yield,
sounds from deep within escaped
to alert close neighbors
to the simultaneous climax of our dance.
The music softened,
mellow in its final strains.
We curled together our contented bodies,
our cries at last subdued,
and only now a gentle purring.
In this quietness our muffled moans yell out
a thousand words of utter joy,
in celebration of our dance,
in recognition of our love.
We laughed and played a while
although our dance had ended.
Naked, you fed me grapes --
a piece of chocolate pressed to my lips,
combining with the sweetness of your essence
that still lingered i

W.t.f.well holy shit its only the second week into october and it snowed here, hard at times. there was one fatality in a single vehicle rollover close to where i live. from what i heard it happened around 4 am, the guy was driving in the passing lane, not sure how or what happened, but his van ended up on its roof in the middle of the north and south bound lanes, he was driving south, the van laid to rest facing north. he was 35 years old. i feel for his family and friends. the roads where slippery enuff to make the truckers slow right down, and blowing snow reduced visability and the truckers had there 4 way flashers on. not a sight you see everyday. but the snow is almost melted now, mother nature is just being cranky, shes saying im about to go for my beauty nap and old man winter is gonna take over. my job consists of driving a courior truck 5 days a week, some days in the winter, we wonder why the hell are we out on the rds when the school busses have been cancelled, freezing rain ha

Tag Ur Itrite six weired and wonderful facts about me.!
1) Im bisexual
2) I hate feet, and anything to do with them
3) I have a fetish about hairy chests..(A TRUE MAN HAS A HAIRY CHEST )
4) I love being wooed old fashioned like..
5) I dont have any bad habbits.
6) And my nose moves when i talk .....
my six friends who are tagged are
wiz
mlady tina
crazy dave
show off 8
and i dnt know two other peeps. randomly

Night WindsThe slender moon in its silvery sheen,
The golden stars with the blue between
Of a dreamy, summer sky;
And still the night winds sigh.
With the silvery moon to whisper to,
And the golden stars to kiss, mid the blue
Of a listening, summer sky,
For what should the night winds sigh?

Important InfoTo all my friend's and fan's my computer has messed up need new modem so I won't be on for awhile. I am sorry for being unable to chat or rate anyone not meaning to be rude or unsociable. Hope to be back on line in a few days. Thanks and Love to all and please don't forget me.

D'oh Lol...you Will Never Believe It......I decided that my new haircut was annoying me so I went and cut it shorter. LOL I know it was already short but it was just really not making me happy so I decided to go with something a LOT simpler and easier to care for. I will have to take another picture and put it up for all of you to see. Have a good night and I will see you all in the morning.
Angie

Passion Is My Kryptonitelove is passion, passion is my krptonite. it is what makes me weak and what causes me not to see when there is trouble around the corner. though i must always be who i am, and that person is a lover and a fighter. i must love always and forever those who need it and even those who don't wish to hold it. with that side of fate, i must fight for those who need protection and to fight the agony of my krptonite. i will never stop being there for others, i know there will be many who don't appreicate me or atempt to give back what i provide. you will meet this guardian, he will be your shoulder to cry on, he will bring you laughter, fight for your honor, and at extremes will bleed for you, cry for you, and love you. Yes, you! The one who reads this and wishes that i was speaking to them, and if you want it to be, then it shall. stand strong, speak from your heart as i do everyday, and allow me to be the friend you need. to be that guardian. i know i will die one day, and i know that i could

Im HomeOh my gosh, what a trip :) I had a wonderful time away from everything. I needed it so very much! I left early on the 6th with the plan of not thinking about home or anything I was leaving behind. I was going to 3 states I had never been to before, my own little adventure, lol. I didnt daydream much at all, but I collected lots of pics & momories to daydream about in the future ;) As I sat waiting for the sunrise in New Mexico, I was thinking about putting some of my daydreams on here, some of my favorite ones anyway. Im not a gifted writter such as those that write poems, but maybe I can take you on a daydream with me. I dont know, should I try it? Im more of a letter writer myself.
I will be in the lounge tomorrow night if any of you want to stop by, I would love to talk with you & find out how you all are doing. If you dont know what lounge that is, go to my lounge favorites & click it to come join me/us. I should have some pics up by then too :) I missed my friends wh

The History Of The Middle FingerWell, now......here's something I never knew before, and now that
I know it, I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent
friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history
more fun when you know something about it?
Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating
victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of
all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be
impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they
would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous English
longbow was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of
drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck
yew").
Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major
upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at
the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! Since
'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say, the difficult consonant
cluster

BlahCourtesy of MsTags.com
well what do i say here tonight,not sure really ,
my day was very long today my oldest has been up since 445 so need least to say my butt is tired tonight. im so happy the love of my life will home on thursdayCourtesy of MsTags.com
man i think this girl is gonna go to bed Courtesy of MsTags.com

Dx @ Zee-grill & Then To PaceDear Blog,
Here is once again the town shinning with the beautiful dancing lights all over it feels like a new life in the Town of DX. Today, there was the new opening of the resturant called Zee Grill..The DX and 2 other friends ATIF, JAZZY went there...1st v saw alot of crowd there including people and ofcourse some hot girls as well they loved DX when v went there they were smilin after lookin at us "V got horny after looking at the girls by the way....lol". Anyways, v were on our way to this resturant and sit there .. Actually, that resturant was only for families or couples i.e. Male and Female. We are not supposed to go there but WHO HAVE GUTS TO STOP THE HEROS OF THE TOWN, AND THE CREATURES OF THE NIGHT..LOL..OP:)
Anyways, here we order for table for 4 ... v sit there and go through the menu.. there was a huge variety of drinks, smoothes and alot of other things ... We decide to smoke using Flavored tobacco. v order for the Strawberry flavor. So v star

So Let Me Catch Ya UpSo saturday night we had Heath's birthday part there are pics on my profile. But anyways I have been wicked moody lately and i wasn't sure why then i actually stopped to think about it and I came to the conclusion that i wasn't ready in my head for tons of different things. I'm still wanting to be me and stay single for now and get my shit together. Like another job, another car, and a new place to live.
Shit is stressful enough with my everyday life and it doesn't help that everyone wants to me please everyone. I need to focus on my kids and what is important to me. Thats why i am not looking for any thing more then friends. but i gotta run tawny and i are getting ready to head out to look for a place. peace out bitches

Lobster2 (1 1/4-pound) lobsters
8 ounces Newburg Sauce, recipe follows
8 ounces sea scallops
1/2 pound small shrimp, peeled and deveined
4 medium mushrooms, sliced
10 slices aged provolone
2 whole roasted red peppers, sliced
2 whole roasted green peppers, sliced
4 ounces Parmesan, grated
Preheat an oven to 350 degrees F.
Take the lobster, place it stomach side down on the counter, and with a heavy knife cut the lobster in half starting behind the head. This kills the lobster by severing its spine. If you are not comfortable ask your local fish market to cut it for you.
In a large saucepan add about 4 ounces of Newburg Sauce and put on low heat. Add the scallops, shrimp and sliced mushrooms. Cook until seafood is halfway cooked, about 5 minutes. Place scallop and shrimp sauce over each half of the lobster and top with slices of provolone. Add slices of roasted peppers and top with fresh grated Parmesan. Cook until golden brown, about 18 minutes.
Newburg Sauce:

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What Animal/insect Are You??What animalinsect are you? (Girl\'s Pics)
You are the Moth/Butterfly. You are very attracted to beautiful things. You are often associated with the expression \"A moth to the flame\" This may apply to you as you tend to let yourself get burned by the people you think you trust. You enjoy creating and watching things that are beautiful. You are most likely an extrovert.Take this quiz!
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Blah...hello all. in class again.. well on a break any way. i thought i would get online and check things out. all seems to be working well on here as usual. not to say i have anything to do with it. anyway, here i am. bored by microeconomics. i just got my new class schedule that starts after thanksgiving. i am not too thrilled about taking accounting II. groan... i also have a class called professional presentation and another called composition II. i've heard that accounting II is hard and easy. different opinions, i guess. i hope the easy people are right. i don't know anything about the presentation class, but i do like the instructor. the third class shouldn't be too hard, but i heard tonight the instructor is mean. i am hoping that isn't the case. hopefully that is just heresay. in any case, i will do my best and hope to pass.

Opinions / InsultsI've has a lot of time to think over the weekend especially as I hae been in bed ill.. Yes in BED all weekend, I could barely moe without throwing up.. Sorry in adance for the graphics haha!
Anyways, i was thinking about why people are the way they are, what shapes them to the degree that they hae certain traits and ambitions.
Why are people so damned curious about what other people think about them. I know that no one wants to be bitched about behined their backs and such, but why go to the exxtreme lengths of gossiping and snooping to find out what people really think.
I know that the human intuition has a great part to play in this, and the fact that I greatly support the whole knowledge belongs to world type thing.
Also, why do people think that insulting people is justified as an opinion? Where are the boundaries, and what self centred kick do they get out of telling people nasty things about themselves or others? I don't understand, these people claim that they wi

Lovinwas just thinking of something, just wanted to send lovin to the special guys i have got to meet on here. some of you love the pic's and i love talking to ya when i can. i guess i can never thank ya'll enough.

Apples And WineWomen are like apples on trees.
The best ones are at the top of the tree.
Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy.
The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
Now Men.... Men are like a fine wine.
They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
Share this with all the good apples you know

Men Vs. Women & Vice-versaThese are some pretty good ones…make ya laugh kind. Ha ha…some are even true!
The Silent Treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each
other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day,
he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight.
Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper,
"Please wake me at 5:00 AM " He left it where he knew she would find it.
The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM
and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and
see why his wife hadn't wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by
the bed. The paper said, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.
WIFE VS. HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word.
An earlier discussion had led to an argument and
neither of the

FootballTo all Ohio State fans, we need to stick together to cheer your team to victory. Troy Smith and team are going to show the country what we are made of, Ohio State Buckeyes number one all the way

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MenDo men on here only read every other word on profiles. They seem to miss the fact that I am a lesbian. Not bisexual, LESBIAN... I have no sexual interest in men. NONE... say it with me class.... LESBIAN. So lets get this straight... a LESBIAN doesnt want to have sex with men, or even cyber sex with men. So being a LESBIAN what makes you think your so special? You dont turn me on.

Its Drone Like SoundHe walks In from work after a hard day on the Demolition site. The
smell of steak and potatoes in the air. Dinner is Cookin but she is no
where to be found.
He wanders down to the laundry room to find her putting a load in the
wash. Not hearing Him come in, he sneaks Up behind her, wraps his arms
around her waist. At the surprise She rises To be met on the neck with
a kiss and nibble. She turns around and Throws her arms around him as
they embrace in a hug and a deep passionate kiss.
They seperate, as the words flow from her mouth, "I've been waiting all
day." She finishes loading the washer, as he teases her with pinches,
pokes, kisses and nibbles.
She heads to The door, he follows only to find that she flips the lock.
She turns to face him, pulls him to her and runs her hand down the
front of his filthy jeans. The smell of his sweat mixed with Concrete
dust has her wanting him more than ever. She leads Him back to the
washin

Forever YoungMay God bless and keep you always,
May your wishes all come true,
May you always do for others
And let others do for you.
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung,
May you stay forever young,
May you grow up to be righteous,
May you grow up to be true,
May you always know the truth
And see the lights surrounding you.
May you always be courageous,
Stand upright and be strong,
May you stay forever young,
May your hands always be busy,
May your feet always be swift,
May you have a strong foundation
When the winds of changes shift.
May your heart always be joyful,
May your song always be sung,
May you stay forever young,
--- Bob Dylan

Teasetease but leave something to be desired not everthing to be shared with all only the special ones ya know????

My DreamAlongside the wide grey road stood I,
To watch a procession passed by,
Of the damsels, rather all in teen,
Of the same size height and colour,
The bulk and body; dressed in green,
But all bore the features quite different.
Drenched them the incessant rain;
They passed and passed by jostling,
In silence in rows long, unendingly,
Numerous, countless were they all,
Neither worried, nor did seem happy;
Glanced they at me with stealing looks,
And I stood silent with lowering eyes,
Peeping into innerself like a criminal,
When brought among the fellow men.
It confounds, troubles me when I think,
Whether their plight was shown to me,
Or mine to them, I could not decide

What Kind Of Seducer Am I?Your Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Why Do Ppl Do It?You know for those of us that hop on CT to see who is online you always see them. Online, or atleast it shows them online. WTF is up with that? Are ppl just so attention craved that they leave the damn thing on all the time? Then if you do want to fucking talk to them you can't because they have so many messages or shouts that they never saw yours.. :( I'm like wtf, shit like that pisses me off to no fucking end.
If you need to get your rank up or just need all the attention, hell do like most of the ppl on here show your ass, your tits or something and bamn your going to be right at the top. Just go out and get about a 1000 friends that you will never read thier fucking messages from or return half of them, just to get your fucking points up..
Shit like this drives me nutz. Ppl say they come to this site to met ppl and have fun.. okay but WTF is up with that? How are you a friend if you have to many friends to return messages and if you are hot like a lot of ppl on here

How I Live .. ;o)How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently.
Your friends tend to be a as quirky as you are - which is saying a lot!
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
How Do You Live Your Life?

My Letter To SantaDear Santa,
As I'm sure you know I have been a really good girl this year. I didn't kick that girl's ass that was blowing up my chickens in the oven at work, I didn't even get ulgy with that lady that no matter how thin I cut her cold cuts they just aren't thin enough. I'm sure you know I wanted to. Being that I didn't go postal at work or send out hate email to headquarters would you please place under my tree A GOOD MAN!
Santa I want a man that will hold me when I've had a bad day. Someone who will surprise me with flowers at work or send me text messages of sweet nothings just to let me know at that moment they thought of me. A good man that will love me for me and not what is under my cloths. One that will love kids and could put up with Linnea cause we all know she is me all over again. A good knowledge of Horror is a plus cause we will need something to watch together. Being that I'm scared of the dark he has to like holding me tight at night and check for the boogie

Name A BandName one band you see in the picture. There are 74 different bands in the picture. No repeats. Im posting this so every one can get a chance to post a name..thought it would be funny..lolz

Forever In My HeartWhen tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
that an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready, in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile,
I'

Oral Sex????Ok so I was talking to one of my best friends the other day and some how the subject got turned to oral sex and he mentioned that he wasn't a big fan of recieving a blowjob.
I'll repeat that, in case you missed it.
HE DOESN'T LIKE BLOWJOBS!!!!
I was shocked
I just had to ask him why the hell he didnt enjoy them and he replied with it is great at first but he never seems to be able to get off and then went into more detail: It starts out like whoa she's sucking me off, cool, this feels great, but after a few minutes he gets bored, like he is just laying there and she is out of reach and he has nothing to entertain himself with during this time. I was in awe really. I was wondering who in the hell has he let go down on him? Was she really that bad that he was able to think about not being "entertained"? Just from personal experiance I can recall many times where my "parts" were in positions that would allow a guy to entertain himself. Examples: on the bed, beside him on y

I Am Sadden....WOW.. I can not believe that talking about sex and other things are more important than reading about someone that goes out everyday and protects You the public. I posted a bulletin last night about Correctional Officers considering I am one and noone took the time to read it. If anyone had bothered to read it, then you would have got a glimpse of what prison life is all about. It's not like being a street cop, they have thier own set of dangers... but there is a diffrence. I don't carry a weapon.. no gun, no taser and no vest. I wear my uniform and hope and pray a inmate doesn't want to kill me that day. I can control the weapons used against me.. street cops don't have that option. None the less its still a dangeous beat I walk 5 days a week.
So, now that I am done with my bitching, I hope someone takes the time to find my bulletin and reads it.

Surround MeThey say no man's an island but I tend to disagree.
I guess they never seen my island.
And where is lies at sea.
I'm lost inside my memory.
I'm still in disbelief.
If I could paint a picture for you this is what you'd see....
I'm down on my knees
beggin you to rescue me...
please stop me....
surround me... surround me...now
A wounded man sounds desperate when he's lost all his belief...
Can you look into my eyes and say you won't betray me...
Where running out of time..
how precious time can be...
Im counting all the moments of the times you could have helped me..
I'm down on my knees
beggin you to rescue me...
please stop me....
surround me... surround me...
I'm down on my knees
beggin you to rescue me...
please stop me....
surround me... surround me...
~scott st

Woman Vs. MaWOMAN'S POEM
Before I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
One who's handsome, smart and strong.
One who loves to listen long,
One who thinks before he speaks,
One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.
Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
Massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,
Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?"
I pray that this man will love me to no end,
And always be my very best friend.
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MAN'S POEM
I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge
boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course.
This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Lord Please Rescue MeDear Lord would you please come rescue me
Seems my life's in depression again you see
Can't seem to reach my self, I don't know me
My life is running me feeling insane so I plead
Crawling back into my shell once more
Never to come out again, no never more
Seems depression is my life's daily bread
With thoughts of lies running in my head
Not much more do I think I can handle
Just want to lie down, put out the candle
Feel so down can't rise up to light my mantle
People in my life who lie I just can't handle
They say one thing then just do another
Making a mockery of many loving others
Of coarse I wouldn't know one way or another
For that is something too that smothers
You know my heart and I believe I'm worthy
But ones in my life seem to make me scurry
Want to run away fast as my body can hurry
So tired of tears and lies my heart bares sorely
Why must darkness seem to always surround me
Can't seem to see the light for the tunnel around me
My heart i

Bad DreamsI have dreams of a rose......and falling down a long flight of stairs...

Who Am Ithe night surrounds like a gentle cloak
the feeling of waitlessness
moving across billowing clouds
what is this
who am i
falling faster
years passing
i close my eyes
nothing there
darkness swallowing me whole
wind,air filling my lungs
nothing, no sound
i scream out
no one can hear
what is this
who am i
suprisingly, no fear
falling faster
years passing
thrashing about
nothing to fear
you pull me close
whisper i am here
all the answers
felt right here
in magnificiant arms
falling faster
no fear
woken by morning
sweet lights embrace
to realize
I love you even more
with every moment.

Sorry Folks!Back in October, I left to spend most of my fall season outdoors, in the woods, in the nature. I don't know if anyone ever tried that before.
So I disabled comments because:
1.) I wouldn't have been around to read them, they all delete themselves when they pile up, the bottom ones are erased, I wish I could save those, but this aint no myspace!
2.) I prefer private messages(PMs) instead of public display of communication. How many of you have better conversations with your friend while shouting down the street so that the world can hear every piece of dialogue? Does it intensify per topic?
So I also disabled the SHOUTBOX,
because that "THING" is the most faulty piece of crap on this entire site as mentioned in the other blog here, it messes up my brower(s) (yes more than one) and my whole new computer too doesn't like it when a whole screen goes blank, while using other sites.
CONCLUSION:
I fixed the comments, now you may comment if you must. But I wont howeve

In The Showerlooking at the mess that is my boyfriend i can't help but smile. he's
been drinking for awhile cuz we threw a party. kinda had to. i mean it
IS the osu/michigan game. kinda called for. he's sitting on the other
side of the couch looking at me with "that" look. you know the one.
where he's devouring you with just his eyes. i get wet just looking at
him.
i just met this guy. we have been talking on myspace for a bit and
decided to meet in person. so we did and hit it off REAL good. he's
young. 22 to my 28. but i don't particularly care about age. he kisses
like a dream and is so compassionate. he stands 6'2 to my 5'9. and
weighs 155 to my 198. when he touches me, my skin quivers in
anticipation. i'm not one to let my heart fall so easily and it's
surprising that it has. i've given myself completely and wholly to him.
but oh the things he's never done before.
he keeps looking at me and i at him. my friends are somewhere in the
house getting it on. i can hear

Need Some Votes Pleasetonight after 9:30 I am in the sexiest eye contest Please vote for me HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!!!

20 Things You May Not Know About MeNow here is what you're supposed to do. . . .please do not spoil the fun.
Answer these questions about yourself and then repost as a bulletin titled "Things You May Not Know About Me".
Things you may not know about me. . .
Four jobs I had in my life:
1. Print Test Operator
2. CNC Mill Machinst
3. Drive thru window at Jack in the Box LOL
4. DJ
Four movies I have watched over and over
1. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
2. The Breakfast Club
3. Pretty In Pink
4. Serendipity
Four places that I have lived
1. OH
2. CA
3. MO
4. OR
Four TV shows that I watch
1. HEROES
2. LOST
3. HOUSE
4. MEDIUM
Four places I have been on vacation
1. NYC
2. DC
3. VEGAS
4. CANADA
Four of my favorite foods
1. MUSHROOM AND SWISS BURGER AT CHILIS
2. FAJITAS
3. LAZAGNA
4. CHEESECAKE
Four places I would rather be right now
1. IRELAND
2. NYC
3. IN BED
4. IN BED WITH KENNY CHESNEY LOL
Four Of My Favorite Bands / Singers
1. KENNY CHESNEY
2. CHRIS CAGLE
3. JOSH GRACIN

Chasing The DevilAll works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0
The Devil may run, but who is actually chasing who?

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Adding For PointsDon't add me for points! Starting today if u don't talk to me or comment me and you are on my friends list u will be deleted. Who gives a fuck about how many points u have. I came here to meet people. Sorry if i offended anyone

Women's TranslationsWOMEN�S LANGUAGE TRANSLATED
Yes = No
No = Yes
Maybe = No
I�m sorry. = You�ll be sorry.
We need... = I want
It�s your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now. Do what you want... = You�ll pay for this later. We need to talk... = I need to complain Sure...go ahead = I don�t want you to.
I�m not upset = Of course I�m upset, you moron! You�re so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. You�re certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about? Be romantic, turn out the lights = I have flabby thighs. This kitchen is so inconvenient = I want a new house. I want new curtains = ...and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper..... Hang the picture there = NO, I mean hang it there! I heard a noise = I noticed you were almost asleep. Do you love me? = I�m going to ask for something expensive. How much do you love me? = I did something today you�re really not goi

The Sensuality Of YouThe Sensuality of You
April 20, 2006
A scent is in the air that accompanies the thunderous sensuality of the bass in your voice,
The strength that your walk portrays along with the confidence your stance shows.
A glance across the room, followed by a burst of nervous laughter, gives the heart away.
The tenderness of your touch, your comforting silence, the multitude of ways you reach me.
A sideways look between your lashes, a tender caress of your fingers as you pass by me.
Wondrous feelings of warmth and unassuming youth and passion leave a question in the air.
Do you feel the same tension when I am near? Does the touch of my hand stir a longing in you?
Does the sound of my voice bring peace to your heart, can a glance from me put you at ease?
Does the ringing of my laughter give you hope for the future, can you see beyond the travesties of time?
Can you feel my presence in your heart when we are apart, can you trust me with your heart?
Do you see me in your dreams as

Christmas DayWell here it is Christmas Day and I thought I was gonna handle everything pretty well. The first part of the day went pretty well, then everything emotionally went down hill. I have been crying like a fool all day because I miss my kids so bad. You know you say to yourself you can handle the seperation because its only temperally gonna be a short time. But then it comes around and you fall to pieces. I don't know if anyone really understands how hard this is on me. All I ever had in my life to be happy about were my kids. They were always there no matter what. And not having them always there is killing me. I am though grateful that me and Adam have had this time alone time to really truelly bond with one another. But I still miss my kids and doing the holidays without them has been very hard.And I know that every other holiday they won't be here they will be with their dad and maybe not having them this year will help me in the future, but damn this still hurts so bad. It all just hit

SooooI finally spoke to Dallas about my feelings towards his Christmas gift because it was bothering me so bad that it was 4 AM and I was staring at the ceiling unable to sleep and it was really really bothering me. I explained to him that I didn't understand why he would get something so impersonal and that a gift card for something like is not something you normally get for your significant other for Christmas. I mean thats something you get your sister-in-law or something because you know what to pick out for them. Now if it had been a gift card to Hot Topic or Spencers I would have been jumping up and down. So we talked about it and he was fine and he told me why he got it and that there were a million things he wanted to buy but of course couldn't and all the things on his list were perfect but unattainable. He actually said he thought about getting a gift card to Hot Topic so I could go in and have a feild day but he finally decided on the other place because he thought I'd like

ScareToday I received a letter saying I was accepted to the insurance company I was going for. I almost had a heart attack when they told me I had the following medical conditions:
Right Ovarian Cyst and Hypertriglyceridemia
I read online what it was and its nothing life threatning.
Liesl

HerA sudden change is what happened when I saw her.....
A revelation of all the goodness in the world found in her smile.....
A barrier broken after a look into her eyes....
A heart renewed at the sound of her voice....
A fear vanished by her touch.....
Can love be found in a day? or does it take a journey?
A better question, could you have taken a journey already?
And in that one day of God designed meeting, find love....
To know her and not be with her, is better than never meeting her.

Tell MePLz tell me this is a dream
PLz tell me this isn't so obseen
PLz tell me the words i need
PLz tell me that i don't need to bleed
Tell me i'm not alone
That someone is still on the phone
That you here by my side
that i will not break downa dn cry
Tell me that thing i seek
Tell me my life isn't so bleek
Tell me thoes words that i speak
Tell me i'm not this freak
That i'm not here
and i have no fear
That i will not cry a tear
that i'm surcoming to the preasure of my peers
Tell me...just one more thing
So thing good that my life would bring
Think long and hard about this
Answer me this...will you give me tat kiss?

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Please???Add my bestest friend Erica. Please and thank you.
Tell your friends to add her too!
I almost said I love you@ CherryTAP

My So Called FriendsNo offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

Why God Created Childre,,,,WHY GOD CREATED CHILDREN
(AND IN THE PROCESS GRANDCHILDREN)
To those of us who have children in our lives,
whether they are our own,
grandchildren,
nieces,
nephews,
or students...
here is something to make you chuckle.
Whenever your children are out of control,
you can take comfort from the thought that
even God's omnipotence did not extend
to His own children.
After creating heaven and earth,
God created Adam and Eve.
And the first thing he said was
"DON'T!"
"Don't what?"
Adam replied.
"Don't eat the forbidden fruit."
God said.
"Forbidden fruit?
We have forbidden fruit?
Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit!"
"No Way!"
"Yes way!"
"Do NOT eat the fruit! "
said God.
"Why?"
"Because I am your Father and I said so! "
God replied,
wondering why He hadn't stopped
creation after making the elephants.
A few minutes later,
God saw His children having an apple break
and He was ticked!
"Didn't I tell you not to eat the fru

What Mythical Creature I Am?? Which Mythical Creature Are You ??
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Rip BoysMay the winds of love blow softly
And whisper so you’ll hear,
We will always love and miss you
And wish that you were here.
Nothing can ever take away
The love a heart holds dear.
Fond memories linger every day
Remembrance keeps him near.
I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.
Loving you is easy,
We do it every day,
Missing you is a heartache,
That never goes away.
A garden of beautiful memories,
Sprayed with a million tears.
Little by little, as we grieve for lost loved ones,
we begin to remember not just that they died
but that they lived.
This day is remembered and quietly kept,
No words are needed, we shall never forget,
For those we love don’t go away,
They walk beside us every day.
Unseen and unheard, but always near,
So loved, so missed, and so very dear.
Some souls pass through this lifetime
like a gentle summer rain.
They touch our hearts and then
return to

LoveU and I Every bit of our love Brings warmth to my heart Because you are someone special I knew it from the start You give a reason The joy of each day Waking up each morning without a delay I think of what you might be doing As early as it might be The sun shinning through the branches of the trees Reaching my window The light seems so bright Bringing life to the flowers Breaking the night My thoughts start wondering As they often do But most of my thoughts ARE CENTERED ON YOU I think of the future And what they will be Me holding you And you holding me Hand in hand no matter the weather OUR LOVE WILL SHINE As we face life TOGETHER

Contests.I think that contests are childish and boring. The only reason for them, is that people want some cheap points.
All the time I get requests to go and vote for, not only friends and fans, but even for someones own friends/fans. Come on, this has got nothing to do with real friendship.
Of course I will go and vote for my real true friends if they decide to participate in a contest, but otherwise, I have better things to do.
So please, lets be real friends and not indulge in those stupid contests. I for one love to show love and affection for my friends, but contests are not the way.
Hope you are having fun.

Signs Fiveman Elctrical BandAnd the sign says "long hair freaky people need not apply"
So I put my hair under my hat and I went in to ask him why
He said you look like a fine outstanding young man I think you'll do
So I took off my hat I said "Imagine that Huh Me working for you"
Signs Signs
Everywhere there's signs
Blocking up the scenery
Breaking up my mind
Do this, don't do that
Can't you read the sign
And the sign says "Anybody caught trespassing will be shot on sight"
So I jumped the fence and I yelled at the house What gives you the right
To put up a fence And keep me out Or to keep Mother Nature in
If God was here He'd tell it to your face Man You're some kind of sinner
Signs Signs
Everywhere there's signs
Blocking up the scenery
Breaking up my mind
Do this, don't do that
Can't you read the sign
Oh Say now mister Can't you read
You got to have a shirt and tie to get a seat
You can't watch No You can't eat You ain't supposed to be here
And the sign says "You gotto have a mem

7 Deadly Sins Surveytable>WrathWho did you last get angry with?What is your weapon of choice?Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?How about the same sex?Who was the last person who got really angry at you?What is your pet peeve?Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?SlothWhat is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't?What is the latest you've ever woken up?Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't?What is the last lame excuse that you made?Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through?How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning?GluttonyWhat is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?Are you a meat eater?What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?Are you comfortable with your drinking and eating habits?Do you enjoy candy and sweets?Which do you prefer: sweets, salty foods or spicy foods?Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "lunch"?GreedHow many credit

Chimaira - Nothing RemainsI shout these words to those who never listened
I pen this letter with the utmost conviction
It's been dark in here, cold and rentless
It's been too long: I can no longer fight this
Too late to change my mind
Nothing remains
I've silenced the pain
All the years passed. No one heard my true feelings
You continued to act like you knew me
Did you ever stop to think that I'd be able
To look in your eyes and say that I'm stable
Too late to change my mind
Nothing remains
I've silenced the pain
Don't tell me, that I am taking the easy way out [x2]
No underlying message to figure out
What you got from me is what I put out [x2]
No one knew a thing about me
Just longing to be accepted
Wait 'til you see what I've become
My lifessness [x2]
Too late to change my mind
Nothing remains
I've Silenced the pain

IqYou have a sexual IQ of 153
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Another Dies...Again, another dies....I thought I would say though to all my friends in the good old US, (insert name) he hasn't been named yet was killed in a battle.during which he and the troop flew in via helicopter, hit and run affaire, then got airlifted out. Except (insert name) didn't make it. In an Unbelievable "saving Private Ryan" move,15 British chums then, realising they're a man short, strapped themselves onto an Apache chopper(cos there was only room for 5) AND WENT THE FUCK IN!
Alas, (insert name) had already perished, however the body is on its way to a blighty cementary.
Thank you for listening, I know most of you are American, but even you'll agree thats better than "ROCKY RETURNS" or whatever its called.
Kissy kissy,
Rich.x

All ApologiesHey peeps, sorry I haven't been around to see any of you over the last couple of days. I've decided to build a website for my terragen stuff (well my terragen stuff to start with anyway, it will feature all sorts of stuff as I build it up). Its only 50% there just now but if you're nosey enough the URL is
http://druids.terragens.googlepages.com
At the moment its just the front page and some galleries of my better images, but have another couple of pages I'll be adding tomorrow and then at a regular (hopefully) pace after that.
I'll be about to do the rounds later today after work.
Catch you later.

My Erotica.Alaric Bloodmoon 16 years of age, is the son of a well known man in the small town where his family ruled it all, Alexis Windchaser is the daughter of a peasant. Alaric met Alexis one day as he had rode into town with his family for a dinner meeting that was going on at his aunts house, he spotted Alexis standing in the crowd and felt an instant attraction to her. Alaric done whatever he could to escape, always spending time with his family just to catch a glimpse of Alexis. Alexis knew that someone had been watching her.
Alexis was a girl of 17 yrs of age when Alaric met her, she was a little on the heavy side with ample breasts, long red hair, full pouted lips and a set of blue-green eyes. He still loved her the same. Alexis went into town every other day to gather things for her family. She worked a hard job of cleaning houses and hauling away un needed things. Alaric wasn’t used to doing things, he had been pampered all his life and knew nothing else, he was a spoiled brat.

Wanna Be On My Next Album??I WANNA PUT MY FANS, FRIENDS, & FAMILY ON MY NEW ALBUM!!!!! SO, PLEASE CALL AND LEAVE ME A VOICE COMMENT HOLLERIN AT ME, GIVIN ME A SHOUT-OUT, OR WHATEVA FLOATS YA BOAT, AND I WILL GO THRU THEM IN THA NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS AND PICK THA BEST ONES!!!!! AND, DON'T WORRY, THERE WILL BE MANY!!!!! MAKE SURE U SOUND AS HYPE AS U WOULD CALLIN A RADIO STATION WINNING A MILLION DOLLARS.....LOL!!!!!
THE VOICE COMMENT PLAYER IS BELOW......OR U CAN CALL 1-641-985-7800....AND PRESS IN CODE 1696676 FOR ME!!!!! HELP ME MAKE THIS ALBUM THA BOMB!!!!!
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I Am Here But Am Irecently I have been faced with a helluva battle at work, it has cause some serious issues for me mentally and emotionally, hence why I have not been on lately, but I am asking all you crazy cherry tappers to send me some luv, energy prayers whatever your personal choice is to call it my name is Melissa B and I am in South Dakota any energy sent would be greatly appreciated and I would make sure to send it back out to the universe when done with the need of it so heres to all those willing to help and those that aren't its ok too blessed be
mel

Scary MomentsYesterday didn't start out the way I was hoping. But ended pretty good I think. Okay yesterday was the Emerson Drive concert in Green Bay. I left my house to get Jenny. My car was running fine. I was excited to see Jenny. I got into Omro and I get lost. I took the wrong turn. so i called her and she got me to her house. Of course I feel like a dumbass but it happens. So we are talking. Heading up to Appleton to have lunch. I get on the on ramp in Oshksoh and my car wasn't going up to speed. I kept trying to get it to go. It makes a loud popping noise and I had to pull over. I was on Butte Des More bridge in Oshkosh the worst bridge to have a car die on it. I called Brian and told him that my car died and I told him where I was. While we waited for him, my car started smoking. Jenny and I didn't think anything of it so we stayed inside. It started smoking more and we rolled down the windows. The smoke got really bad and Jenny was like I think we should get out of the car.. I'm like goo

BarbieMattel recently announced the release of limited-edition Barbie Dolls for the Dallas market:
" Highland Park Barbie"
This princess Barbie is sold only at Northpark. She comes with an assortment of Kate Spade Handbags, a Lexus SUV, a long-haired foreign dog named Honey
and a McMansion on Beverly Drive. Available with or without tummy tuck and face lift. Workaholic Ken sold only in conjunction with the augmented version.
" Plano/Allen Barbie"
The modern day homemaker Barbie is available with Ford Windstar Minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full-time occupation.
Traffic jamming cell phone sold separately.
" Oak Cliff Barbie"
This recently paroled Barbie comes with a 9mm handgun, a Ray Lewis knife,a Chevy with dark tinted windows, and a Meth Lab Kit. This model is only
available after dark and must be paid for in cash (preferably small, untraceable bills) ...unless you are a cop, then we don't know what you are talking about.

Molly Ivins, 1944-2007“It’s not enough for me that the Republicans lost; I’d just as soon they all had flat tires on the way home from the polls. My mama may have raised a mean child, but she raised no hypocrites.”
"There are two kinds of humor. One kind that makes us chuckle about our foibles and our shared humanity -- like what Garrison Keillor does. The other kind holds people up to public contempt and ridicule -- that's what I do. Satire is traditionally the weapon of the powerless against the powerful. I only aim at the powerful. When satire is aimed at the powerless, it is not only cruel -- it's vulgar."
"I believe that ignorance is the root of all evil. And that no one knows the truth."
"It is possible to read the history of this country as one long struggle to extend the liberties established in our Constitution to everyone in America."
"It's like, duh. Just when you thought there wasn't a dime's worth of difference between the two parties, the Republicans go and prove you're wrong."

Politics As Usualthe current situation in Washington, DC is typical of politics in action. Rep. Mark Foley, R-FL, co-founder of the Expoilted and Missing Children, activist against gay rights, has admitted to flirting with and sending explicit text messages to teenage pages in Congress. He has now come out of the closet and admitted he is gay, but blames his problem on alcohol and being molested as a child.
this is another story of the false front politicos put on to get elect and represent no one but themselves and corporations, not the people who elect them

A Love For All TimeBreathless kisses,Burning touches,Soft-spoken words of love Urgent spoken words of passion.A man and a woman,One complete love,Since time began,Predestined to be as one.We've been together before in other lifetimes,we've fought dragons,And have been torn from each others arms,Yet our love is prevailed.We've walked on this earth many times together,Perhaps for a moment,Perhaps for years,But our heart is one heart,And we were meant to be.So when our time on earth,Once againcomes to a close,Have no worries my dear,For we will find each other again,And again And again.For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time .

I Hate Snow!!!OMG my boyfriend was supposed to drive from Ionia to Muskegon to pick me up today so we could see each other for the weekend...but now half the highway is closed down and theres a bunch of accidents so he cant come and get me cuz its too dangerous..and hes been working for the past week to get his car fixed and as soon as he got it fixed the weather is way to fucked up to drive over here..i guess muskegon is supposed to have a blizzard warning..now im gonna have to wait til next weekend to go anywhere it fucking sux!!!

Newbie AlertSndman@ CherryTAP
he needs help to get to level 2.........Come on guys....show CT Love.......

Blondes Read This!!!I am hosting a sexiest blonde contest. if you want in then please message me with the link of the pic you want entered....
have 4 more openings.

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Between Me And GodPeople are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; Be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; Be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; Build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; Be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; Give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the end, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway."
-Mother Teresa

Its The Second Time..2 of my friends r angry...not [only]with me...but with every single friends they had on the ct...they r unreacheble..cannot send them comments or personal messages..somebody call them names...or anything like that...indigo passion ereased all the friends end family list...with lea was in very good terms,also..cannot say 2 them that i have nothing 2 do with their sadness..im not responseble...im 2 classy 2 hurt someone on this[yet]funny site..well,anyway,i want 2 say the usual 2 them:have a nice week...valentine..LIFE !!!god bless u and ur loved ones!...love,kisses and hugs[as usual,also]CLAUDIU

AristotlePleasure in the job puts perfection in the work. -- Aristotle

My Fine Is $665This is fun to do.
Just read the offense and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
Keep going until you've read each offense and added up your totalfine.
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of yourfine.
Ready?
Go.....
Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive drunk -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -

Me Have Nsw Pics Hehe Please ReadToday I recieved a message from the cherrytap shop stating someone reported one of my pics as NSW!!!The ironic thing is I dont think it is and I am shocked someone would take the time to report me for it!!So I would like my friends and family to please take a moment to look at my "puff puff give" (funny ass) picture and tell me what you think.The pic is located in my default album and is really funny n I thought cute!If you hae the time please comment on it and let me know what you think.Is t NSW to you, or is someone just being a bit of a prude!!!I wish there was a way I could tell who reported it but I dont think there is.I also would not be so upset if the person who viewed it would have taken the time to write me a message and tell me they were offended.I think I have done a good job of putting my NSW pics in my "naughty" file so no one would be offended.So please friends and family take a look at my pic and leave a comment on it and give me your feedback, thank you.
What it do

My Lil ManMy lil man turned one on saturday and man he is truckin in the house so fast now and dont stay out of nothing. I cant believe that it feels just like yesterday when he was born.

PartyKids are away and hell we are off to relax have a good time, wear my freakni new boots and party, I love geting but naked!!!!!
So I placed a new photo up and by the time it was uploaded it had already been reported. I mean damn this mys well be freakin myspace, damn I see so many ladies in thongs, and stockings and crap, and they never have any problems with their pics, however I post one up and someone obviously does not have anything to do than sit here and keep an eye on my page and report everything I do. Do they get extra points for reporting? Just curious, hell how cares off to party! I am thinking tomorrow I might create me a myspace page for the hell of it, and I can post my fuckin picsw any god damn where I feel free to, and don;t have some asshole sitting here reporting because they are so boring and do not have a fuckin life damn faggots.

My EyesYou scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious50%Diamond Eyes33%Eyes full of Pain17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

DaddyHe's guided me through all these years,
And he's still the one to wipe my tears.
Afraid to show any sign of emotion,
To me he's given his most devotion.
Through hell and back he's held my hand,
Now he may be called to the promise land.
I want to scream and I want to cry,
Please, Daddy...please don't die!
I need you here to help guide me,
You can't just let me be.
You've always been my solid rock,
This cancer you have is such a crock.
I don't understand why it's taken you as its host,
Our relationship isn't understood by most.
You've always been there, that I can't deny,
If you go I'll always wonder why.
The house will feel empty and alone,
Of this life you have blown.
Left me here to deal with the pain,
The cancer has you to gain.
I don't understand, I can't believe it's true,
It's left me feeling so very blue.
Questions race through my head, answers never found,
We'll bury your body under a mound.
A simple headsto

For All U Hatersok all you fuckin haters who gotta mark shit NSFW...stay the hell off my page and quit being so NSFW button happy and markin shit that already in a NSFW folder. screw yall and i hope you have a bad fucking day!

Mizz Neoif she wanted she could kiss you, or kill you, both right through your screen.

WhyAs all of my friends know I just lost a good friend! I was blessed to have had the chance to have him as a friend! My heart goes out to his family especially his brothers and his girlfriend Wendy and their daughters. When things like this happen it makes me question my faith and why God would take such a good man! He was a wonderful son, brother, father, and friend to many! I met him for the first time in 2003 and he was only 17 years old, but more mature than most men my own age! There wasnt a time the whole week that I was in P-Cola that he didnt put a smile on my and everyone around him face. He was just a pleasure to be around!!! When Lacey called me yesterday and told me he was missing my heart stopped! The first thing that popped in my head was OMG I hope Wendy and the girls are ok. She told me what happened and I thought my heart had been ripped outta my chest. I prayed all day and night that he would be found alive!!! But as more time passes I know that there is a slim chance o

Bored? Want A Gift?I have over 130 pics in my albums and I love it when everyone rates them!! So here is the deal!!
1.) Rate 10 pics and get a cherrytap keg from me!!
2.) Rate 20 of my pics and get flashing hearts!!
3.) Rate 30 of my pics and get a trophy!!
4.) Rate 40 of my pics and get a vacation!!
5.) Rate 50 of my pics and get a platinum cherry!!
6.) Rate 60 of my pics and get a mens bracelette!!
7.) Rate 70 of my pics and get diamond earrings!!
8.) Rate 80 of my pics and get mens or womans ring!!
9.) Rate 90 of my pics and get a rolex!!
10.) Rate 100 of my pics and get a silver motor cycle!!
11.) Rate 110 of my pics and get a tropical vacation!!
12.) Rate 120 of my pics and get a corvette!!
13.) Rate all my pics and get a porsche!!
14.) Rate all my pics and leave a comment on all of my pics and you will get a yacht!!
Just let me know when you finish and what amount you did and I will verify it to see if you have accomplished it and will give you your gi

Alertssoz peeps,erased my emails and they erased all my CT,comments,alerts,apologies.kd.

I Am Sick Of One Sided FriendsFor those of you that have come by and commented and rated my pics this does not pertain to you because you will be on my list.
This is for all my friends that expect me to comment and rate their pics and their half hearted attempts at being a friend. From now on if you dont give an effort to comment AND rate my pics you will get the same treatment. I am done with the whole "do unto others as you would have them do unto you." Out of the 7 or 8 peoples pages I hit the other tonight (not only did I rate ALL of their pics I commented on about 80% of them) only 1 came to my page and they rated 7 pics.
So...with that said, if you want my attention on your page then you better give it to me also. If I'm here and your stuff hits my alert box I will try my best to comment and rate on it.
OH...also if you want me to vote on you in a contest might want to think again specially since of the 3 contests ive been in I only had about 8 or so actually vote for me.

I Give The Fuck Upthey have won i am getting the fuck out so oh well right i will try and come back once shit in my life calms the fuck down

My Cherrytap Blastwell this stinks I may not be around for my cherryblast celebration so can someone witness the views on the first drop im curious to know what I got............

Anger Vs Pspokay i have a problem with my psp (playstationportable) some days it turns gay on me like im on the internet lookin at stuff then i press something wait then i freezes and im like what the fuck, then i got to get of the internet and reset the clock then i gotta start over again.....i get so mad i just wanna throw the fuckin thing at the fucken wall. AAAAHHHHH!

President BushPresident Bush got out of the shower and was drying
off when he looked
in the mirror and noticed he was black from the neck
up to the top of
his head.
In sheer panic and fearing he really was turning black
and might have
to start working for a living, he called his doctor
and told him of
his problem.
The doctor advised him to come to his office
immediately. After an
examination, the doctor mixed a concoction of brown
liquid, gave it
to President Bush, and told him to drink it all.
The President did and replied, "That tasted like bull
shit!"
The doctor replied, "It was, Mr. President. You were a
quart low."

Little Girl's Fire Truck!!> > A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he
> >notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off
> >the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle.
> >
> > The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by
> >her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over to take a closer look.
> >
> >"That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration.
> > "Thanks" the girl says.
> >
> >The firefighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the
> >wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner", the fire
> >fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie
> >that rope around the cat's collar too, I think you could go faster "
> >
> The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I
> >wouldn't have a siren."

I Am Losing It... Very Stressed And Just Lostwrote this over the weekend... I want to say it was saturday night, not sure though. my weekend is a blurr. im losing my mind, my hopes, and my dreams. Very stressed right now and its bringing the worst in me out. give me some feed back
I am all wrong and they're always right
I try to be strong but I'm too weak to fight
No matter how I try to get out and close the door
It gets harder and I just hurt myself even more
I try to hide all the pain that I know
I try to smile, but through my eyes, the sorrow shows
I keep on pretending that I'm alright
But all I do is keep everything bottled inside
I have fought so hard and I thought I've won
Only to find out the war has just begun
There's too much pain that can't be erased
Now I can't seem to find my place
I feel so alone in my so-called life
I am lost, I am helpless and I'm frozen inside
My hopes and dreams are blowing away with the wind
I just want to live and breathe again
I have fallen, but don't take my

About Ym Pagehey hey everyone I have made some ajustments on my page i put up a chatter box and a poll so come stop by my page and let me know what ya think....

Why Do I Even Try?Well, the mood for the day (week, month, most likely year) is... BEATEN.
Relationships-Failed
Financial Security-Failed
Living Situation-Failed-Failed-Failed
Homeless, Cold, Broke, Hungry.
I am throwing in the towel on the art. Mother was right.
Sarting again from scratch because I no longer have the courage to kill myself.
Good night. See you next time.

Double Standardsstuck in a very difficult position. everytime i go out w/ my bf there is always some guy there whos im taken but keeps on hitting on me i dont mind it but i dont want to piss off bf. then hell ask me about it later and get pissy w/ me but he forgets that i say nothing to him about the grls hanging on him and tryin to dance w/ him. its a bar full of drunk pple he should just let it slide im not goin home w/ the guy. Damn double standards are a bitch!!

*~stolen Time~*“Stolen Time”
I can’t believe I fell for you.
Your sweet song just blew me away.
I let my guard down long enough,
For you to walk all over my heart.
What evers left is gone
You made a fool of me.
Give me back all my words, love and desire
I gave to you.
They never mean anything to you.
I want the time back
That I spent loving you
I wish I could go back
And erase everything that leads
Up to this very moment in time.
Before my heart would be ripped out.
I’m lost and spent too many tears
On this love I have for you.
It’s nothing more than a nightmare.
I wish this would end.
Those sweet words I longed to hear,
Distracted me from being the person I needed to be.
There’s still pain left inside
Every time I think of you.
You borrowed my heart
And returned it with a piece missing.
That piece that you will have
Will cause me constant suffering.
I think I fell in love with a dream a memory.
Why does it have to be over?
I will try to move on either wi

Bringing It Back…. CtptaiasI’m glad to see that somebody’s working on bringing sexy back. I didn’t know it was gone, but I don’t think I could handle the responsibility of bringing it back. I am, however, bringing back the comma that precedes the “and” in a series. As God is my witness, I will not allow the ‘and’-preceding comma to die.
I am not a grammar snob. Not everyone has the privilege of a good or even an adequate education, and not everyone cares about grammar/punctuation/spelling. I know that some terrible spellers are quite intelligent, while others are simply aural learners rather than visual learners, making misspelling even more likely. For the most part, typos don’t upset me, but I do notice them. I make errors all the time because I almost never proofread something that isn’t business-related, which I’m sure will eventually make itself apparent. You will find no high-horse stance from me. I make too many mistakes.
I *do* have preferences, though, and there are one or two errors that are, perhaps

Whinnerslook people adult is not nsfw but it means the same thing i labeled the album adult instead of nsfw beleaving that you would know it meant the same , i have seen pics that are so unsuitable but nothing has been said. some one had a problem with one of my pics i dont know who it is but GROW UP it is a CARTOON get the rod out of your keister if it says adult it prob will offend you so dont look at it its real simple but maybe not for you after all a CARTOON offends you if you are going to bitch about anyones pics at least be grown up enough to tell the person involved instead of going to the teacher like a little kid we are supposed to be adults here right are you afraid to let people know who you are am i that intimadating to you then stay off my page dont want you there ok you are a up tight prude who cant take a joke i say again its a CARTOON dumb ass

Do You Know How Many Of Those Fucking Harry Potter Movies I've Been Forced To Sit Through?Too fucking many at this point. I don't god damned like fucking harry potter. I like harry potter as much as I like halloween movies. At least Mike Myers kills people. Seriously, I don't care abou the prepubescent antics of some fucking bespeckled wizard. Its not interesting. Shit when I was a kid I was reading about adults do you suddenly believe I will find the actions of children at school, regardless of the fact that it is a school for wizards, at least somewhat interesting. The only thing gaining my interest is the eventual porn career of whats her face when she grows a pair. Thats funny. Thats just droll. Seriously, how many god damned stereotypes did the woman have to put into her tales of the boy wizard. Doesn't that just sound gay? Seriously, Harry Potter boy wizard to save the day. Do you want to know one of the reasons I love horror movies. Stupid people get theirs. I am not a genius, but at the same time I know for a fact that I am quite far from stupid. I m

It's Been A WeekWell the kids have been here a week. Seven days today. They seem to be ajusting to life in the south just fine. They love it here. of course havent heard from their dad in about 5 days either. But they love Adam and he seems to love him. Adam's family seems to like them too. Krissie and Tresa get along great and Bud and Matthew do too and everyone loves Theresa but she is so little and cute who couldnt love her. But I wanted to let everyone know how they are doing.

This Is Funny To MeThe Jean-Paul Sartre Cookbook
We have recently been lucky enough to discover several previously lost diaries of French philosopher Jean-Paul Sartre stuck in between the cushions of our office sofa. These diaries reveal a young Sartre obsessed not with the void, but with food. Apparently Sartre, before discovering philosophy, had hoped to write "a cookbook that will put to rest all notions of flavour forever." The diaries are excerpted here for your perusal.
October 3
Spoke with Camus today about my cookbook. Though he has never actually eaten, he gave me much encouragement. I rushed home immediately to begin work. How excited I am! I have begun my formula for a Denver omelet.
October 4
Still working on the omelet. There have been stumbling blocks. I keep creating omelets one after another, like soldiers marching into the sea, but each one seems empty, hollow, like stone. I want to create an omelet that expresses the meaninglessness of existence, and instead they taste like c

Amber Alerthi all,i just want to let you know that i posted a bulletin about a child missing..pls repost it for me to get the words out..thank you!

What Americans WantWhat Americans Want
Americans want, and deserve, a political system which respects them as unique individuals; as people who can make their own plans, who can take responsibility for themselves, who are compassionate, and who can and will solve their own problems if allowed to do so.
Most Americans, after some thought, prefer the Libertarian option in politics. Most people in their private, non-governmental, affairs deal with each other on the libertarian premise of mutual respect. You don't threaten your neighbors with fines or jail just because they choose careers or lifestyles different than yours.
Let's hold government to the same standard. Protect us and our rights, and give us the respect we deserve.

TodayToday at 1pm est i get an EKG (ecokardiogram)done and ay 1:30 pm est I see another specialist about my health....Hopefully they will know whats wrong with me....I'm tired of sitting around wondering wtf is wrong

All The Marines,soldiers,firefighters,sargents,....war Helpers...hey im trying to get my page together and i would like to add some people to it... as u should kno my page is dedicated to the soldiers and ppl helping to kepp this world going around.. if u feel u fit that category write me some how and tell me its ok to get ur link and i will add u to my page... thank u

R.i.p Happy Birthday!!!Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
It is the worst thing to do
To have to deal with losing you.
On that June day
God suddenly took you away
We never got to say good-bye
all we can do now is cry
Also sit and wonder why.
This all hurts us so frekaing bad
you never got to be a loving dad
We love and miss you oh so much
we deffinitely know you stay in touch.
We feel you near us everyday.
I'm writing this to you just to say....
Happy Birthday to you
We know that you will happy a blast
this time has been going so fast
well I'm going to say this atlast
Happy Birhday to you
We love & miss you very much
Please, Please keep in touch....
Happy birthday, Jordy Ryan :(
Love you.... Charleen!
My really good friend was murdered, stabbed 6 times in the juglar vein :(
Wow im really sad i swear this song was made for him
4/14/1987 - 6/30/05
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This Sucks!!!!!!!!TOO ALL WHO TRIED TO HELP THANK YOU!! BUT SHE WAS DISQUALIFIED...
After all my hard work. I've sent out 230 Private messages,Yes!! 11 pages in my sent folder,and put up 3 bulletins, I am very sorry that because of all the drama on here with the fake ppl and cheating and whatever else.. It has come to ruin my own reputation. What little of it there was to begin with. My sister was disqualified from "Heavnessence(NEEDING SUM LUV AND FANS)" contest. Due to.. well in her words:
I REMOVED YOUR SISTER FROM THE CONTEST.. SHE HAS BEEN DISQUALIFIED.. I MADE IT VERY CLEAR THERE WAS TO BE NO DOWNRATING.. AND I WILL NOT TOLERATE CHEATING.. NUMEROUS FRIENDS OF HERS OR YOURS WERE CHEATING THE RATE BOX... NICE TRY.. AS IT SHOWS UP ON THE ALERT BOX.. I HAVE BEEN MONITORING THE CONTEST QUITE CLOSELY AND NUMEROUS VOTES TO UH OH WERE CHEATED RATES... AND I KNOW YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.. ENOUGH SAID HAVE A GOOD NITE.. HEAVNESSENCE
I didn't down rate anyone! I don't even know what shes talking about

Baby Daddy Drama - Take 2I went to pick up my daugther from school yesterday. I get this call from Eddie - the 3rd husband of my brother's ex wife. Now for those that don't remember Tina married my brother - divorced, married my ex husband - divorced and then married Eddie. Eddie is pretty cool though and he wanted to let me know that there was going to be drama tonight. It seems that my ex got kicked out of the place he was staying at with his girlfriend. So he has been living in his car for the past two days. Eddie said Tina would call me later to arrange a meeting place so Daryl and I can talk and that if I liked I could let my daughter come stay with them instead this weekend. Checked with her and she was good with staying over there. Went to my mom's house to chill until I got the phone call from Tina - came two hours later. Tina, Eddie and Daryl came over to 'talk' about his situation. I am reasonably sure I should have felt sorry however all I really felt was pity and apathy towards him. The

$20.00Sometimes we just need to be reminded!
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by
holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,
"Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you
but first, let me do this.
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?"
And he dropped it on the ground
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and

Our ConnectionYou give me understanding.
You calm my fears.
You take me to a place
where I have never been before.
Your words are like fairies celebrating
the dance of a rebirth.
My life.
Your life.
Our life.
A celebration of hearts now joined
in togetherness.
A perpetual bliss that stems from
an imaginary kiss.
Our souls connect and we are together
on a new level of life.
One that we create.
One that seems so strong
in connection.
I feel you.
You feel me.
We feel together and that
is all that matters.
Not this invisible line which
soon will be crossed.
Us. We are what matters.
Always.

Walk With MeIf you was to walk a mile in my shoes...
I would have to walk beside you...
barefoot and unclothed; not to protect you from the world,but from me.
In some places, I would have to shield you from harms way.
Explain things you could never understand, maybe even rephrase things Imay say or just be there to hold your hand.
The emotions I feel may over welm your heart, so take a deep breath, and remember I am here.
I have seen death with my own two eyes, felt the pain of a thousand men and at one point wore a mask as a discise.
I have seen babies be born, the beauty in that no words could ever describe...
And of that I have been warned, but learned from it; You can not hide.
I have suffered the physical and the mental abuse...
I was told life is not fair, but to do that to others, there is no excuse.
As you walk you will see how much I care.
You will feel the pain I have felt, the agony in tears that have ran dry.
You will see happiness in hate and the suffering in love and w

CtMy CT is so messed up! I left a comment on someone else's profile and it showed up on mine! It's kinda funny.

A Moonlit NightIn the moonlit hour
the night comes alive
the mood will be set
with you by my side
Astroke of your hand
gently across my face
as you kiss my lips
makes my heart race
The soft light shines on us
the wind blows through my hairyour arms hold me tighter in the chilly night air
This night is wonderful
with just you and me here
the moonlight shining bright
as you hold me near
Copywrited 4/20/07

I WillI will hold you when you are scared.
I will hold you and listen when you cry and just need to talk.
I will be there when you just need a friend.
I will be there for you even when you don't need me because regardless you actually do need me.
I will love you unconditionally even when you think you don't deserve it.
I will hold onto to that big secret and carry it to my grave.
I will hold your hand in public or just wherever we are.
I will walk along the beach with you while we talk.
I will sit and just watch movies all night and cuddle up on the couch with you.
I will be there with you forever because no matter what you mean everything to me.
I will be next to you every night holding you tightly.
I will always be honest with you because you deserve it.
I will take care of you when you are ill.
I will be everything you need me to be forever and always.

Happy Bday MomApril 28th,
What happened on this day 58 years ago. Well let me tell you my mom , and best friend was born. My mom was one of kind and was the best friend anyone could ever and will have. We never know why people are taken from us , but it hurts so Badyly!!! Six years ago this wonderful woman and friend was taken home and sometimes it feels like it was yesterday. Mom I miss you and love you so much. Hope today you are looking down on me with smiles. Happy Birthday Mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For My Mother In The Mothers Day Contest!!!To my Friends.Some of you know alot about me and know about the loss of my Mother Due to Cancer.My Mother Died July 21,2006 From Colon Cancer.A friend of mine said she was having a Mothers Day Contest and you Didn't have to be alive to be in it.So To this I put my Mother in the Contest.This is one last thing I can do for my Mother.Some of you may not Care.Those that Do I thank you from the bottom of my heart!!!I added the Song I had Played at my mothers funeral and left some pics for you to look at...At the end you will find a link to the pic I have in the contest. Just click the pic and it will take you to the contest....Thanks again my Dear Friends.The Contest starts at 3:00 April 29th.
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What Happen To The Love Ppl?All the time I go and rate your pic's your stash new blog entry.....
Where is my love? what happen to you all coming by my page rating my pic my stash?
I come by so of your all page evertime i get on here and still no love.....
where are my friends?
why am I asking so much today?
What did I do to make all of you mad at one time?
get back at me?
HOLLA BACK,
BYRD915

Omg Part 2I joined this site to get away from the drama of MySpace and my real life.
I have so much going on and stuff I have to deal with, I wanted to come somewhere where I could meet some really cool people, which I have, and not have to deal with the bullshit.
I know that's no matter where you go, but some places it's worse than others.
Let me say this, I LOVE my LDC Family and all it's members, though I hardly talk to any of them. Same with Club F.A.R. I work F/T, I'm a single mom with a great boyfriend, and like most, have a lot going on.
I don't talk to everyone as much as I'd like but I know that if I need them, they're there. Same thing with me. If you need me, I'm here. By ALL means, shout me, PM me, whatever to get me if you need to vent or whatever. I can't promise to have the right answer, but I do promise to be an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on and someone you can truly consider a friend.
Two of my closest friends I met on here, and can vouch for that. I'm hopin

The Alley - Hott!The Alley
We have just finished our early evening dinner and a few glasses of wine at a restaurant across town. Twilight is nearing. We walk past an alley on the way to our car. You pull me into the alley and forcefully pin me against the wall. I see desire, power, and a hint of darkness in your eyes; it sends chills through my body. You lean in and kiss my lips, gently at first, then nibble at them roughly. I wince at the pain as you press me harder into the wall. You take my breast in your hand and knead it, pinching the nipple and pulling at it. You moan hoarsely into my mouth as you assault my body with your hands Groping, pinching and massaging every inch that you can reach. I understand your desire and push myself into you, giving myself to your needs. You raise my dress to expose my bare, wet pussy. I am wearing no under garments at your request. Your hand glides across my clit and down my juicy lips. You insert two fingers and shove them into me over and over. Your control o

161 Condom Slogans1) Cover your stump before you hump 2) Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3) Don't be silly, protect your Willie 4) When in doubt shroud you spout 5) Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6) You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong 7) If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it 8) If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey 9) It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 10) If you slip between her thighs, condomize 11) She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12) If you go into heat, package your meat 13) While your undressing Venus, dress up your penis 14) When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse 15) Especially in December, gift wrap your member 16) Never ever deck her, with an unwrapped pecker 17) Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool 18) The right selection, is to protect your erection 19) Wrap it in foil, before you check her oil 20) A crank with armor, will never harm her 21) If you really love her, wear a cover 22) Don't make a mistake, cover your sna

PoemA poem for Dee...."If Only..."
Current mood: sad
Category: Writing and Poetry
I wrote this poem for my sister Dee.May she fly with The Angels and be forever free...
In Loving Memory of
Deanne "Dee Dee" Louise Whitten
Aug.4th,1979-Oct.6th,2006
"IF ONLY...."
IF ONLY my sister Dee hadn't been taken by tragedy so young or so suddenly,she could've continued to be the loving mom she was so devotedly.
IF ONLY she hadn't been so hard on herself,she could've seen all the good those around her could see.Such a beautiful,intelligent,artistic young woman.Always so helpful and friendly.
IF ONLY I had just one more chance,I could express to her my deepest apology.In hopes she'd see just how truly SORRY I am.
IF ONLY my sister Dee hadn't been taken from me,so young or so suddenly,I would make sure to NEVER again let things between us go so horribly wrong again.
I LOVE U,DEE!!!!

Swift And SlightShine, scream, damn the scenery
I’ve waxed the pole so it’s practically gleaming
Rubber wheels magnetize before they melt
Friction burns are meant to be felt
Stare in shock at the shitty hand you’ve been dealt
Not even noticing that you’re on the slaughter-house conveyer belt
If I dot it too fast I’ll just have time to do it again
I have too much time and too few friends
In a few more hours I’ll make bail
So if you have some attention to spare I’m up for being impaled
Holding tight but it’s hard to grip air
I had a limit once but I smashed it on a dare
My smokestack billows cruel
Who turned my racehorse into glue and dog food?
Only a fool would race a pack-mule
Fuel burns leave the shapes of clues
A cool breeze has whisked away all my false jewels
Drink ink it’s good for you
Manipulate the slate and make it prance for you
The flesh is dense you need to compound press
Fist clenched and sweat drenched
Repressed and fucking spent
I have a tendency to glide but it’s t

Agh. Don't Let A Relationship Fade.Once you find someone you care a great deal about you begin to let your guard down. You tend to be the cruelest to those who you love the most.
You first meet. Your eyes connect and you are immediately drawn closer and closer. Your first date is perfection; only showing those characteristics of which one can truly admire. You are sweet and chivalric; you open doors for her, pull out her chair and push it in when she sits. You say “Bless you” when she sneezes and you compliment he heavily throughout the night. The first week goes on as your relationship begins to blossom. You spoil her immensely. She comes home to wonderful surprises such as roses at her doorstep or a card filled with poems stuffed in her mailbox.
If only this perfection could last forever. After the weeks go on you feel you can let your guard down and be your true self. You begin to let out the little flaws that you had once strived to hide. You no longer care to impress your partner and your appearance begins t

I Thought I Couldnt SleepYou Get Enough Sleep
Although sometimes it make not feel like it on Monday morning...
You are getting enough sleep.
Want to sleep better? Try wearing socks to bed and turning your clock to where you can't see it.
Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Figured You Out -- NickelbackI like your pants around your feet
And I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease
And I love the places that we go
And I love the people that you know
And I love the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I love the powder on your nose
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed
While you put me to the test
I like the white stains on your dress
And I love the way you pass the check
And I love the good times that you wreck
And I love your lack of self-respect
While you passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to f

Rip - A Great ManI just wanted to chat a bit about my great , uncle Salvatore blacky orlando, he was a good hearted man , he ran one of the best italian pizza places on the north shore for over 30 years.
Not one person that crossed his path ever went hungry or felt un-loved , he loved everyone.
during the holidays him and his sister my grandmother katie lovasco would feed over four hundred strangers a night for seven days.
free food and drink, and each left with a full belly and an orange, a lemon and some blessed home made bread fresh from the oven and blessed as it came out by a Catholic priest, as a thanks and as an offering to the saints to which he worshiped and loved so much, his love never stopped or faded it just grew stronger.
he never had children himself but all the nieces . nephews, cousins, and all our friends for three generations all saw him as uncle sammy.
for a man that had no children he left behind a huge family that loved him so very much and He will be remembered for e

Dream LoverShe wakes every morning with a smile
on her face.
She felt his love in her sleep.
Dreamed of his embrace.
Although she's never met his body.
His heart she does feel.
Anytime she has loved before.
Has never felt so real.
There is no explanation for it.
Not one has she yet found.
But OMG the feeling she gets when
he is around.
Although it may end tomorrow.
The memory will not fade.
For in her heart a life long friend.
She feels that she has made.
She hopes it last forever.
She prays that they do meet.
She dreams of the day her online love.
sweeps her off her feet.

Whispered DreamsOk I wrote this while on the phone a few minutes ago....so be nice....multitasking.
There's a whisper on the wind
hear it?
another voice is silenced
remember it's wisdom?
A Child screams
save her?
Is it worth it...
the lies hiding your disease
trapped in failure
wrapped in guilt
hidden high up on a shelf
a fragile soul
afraid to come down
to melt away like broken cob webs
spun of distrust and hurt
abandoned to become a forgotten
memory.
~Jess

Alone I Break"Alone I Break"
I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess god'

Help!!!How do you treat a rotator cuff injury?
I was playing football in the pool yesterday and my shoulder popped out and right back into socket. I thought nothing of it, but now, a day later, I can hardly move it...what do I do? Should I baby it or use it? Ice it or heat it? Go to the doc or no?

Clan Of The CatsWas reminded today of a comic I used to follow pretty regularly back around seven years ago or so, Clan of the Cats. It had stopped in the interim at least once (I'd checked in that time) but has restarted/continued/... something (in typically odd, imaginative fashion.)
As to the concept, storyline, ... - about a curse, a human/panther/witch (as I recall the author- who participated in discussions in the Keenspot.com forums regularly back then- not Wiccan but this aspect both integral and treated extremely positively - how knowledgeably I would not know)... I may have already said too much right there, but I do recommend this. Will write more about others I like, such as Ozy and Millie, soon in this blog. (Not everything in Ozy and Millie is sketch - see Jan 1 2007 and work forward for instance...)

Coo Koo ClockWhy females should avoid a girls night out after they are married!..
The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy.
Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times.
I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed...3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals = 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!)
The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him "Midnight". He didn't seem pissed off at all. Whew! Got away with that one!
Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo clock."
When I asked him why?, he said ........."Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times, then sa

HahahahaSo I went to Ikea today with my cousin. We were buying a bed for her son. So I was on a rant and rave about guys not having balls and how I could care less that we were broken up but I think at the VERY least deserved a face to face explanation instead of a text... but anyway...(dwell over the situation not the guy!) She had picked out which bed she wanted and was waiting for her mom to come take a look at it and we decided to wander. I found two bedroom sets that I absolutely love, but seeing as I don't have any room for them or expendable cash at the moment had to leave it :( Oh well. We ventured into the office chair section and were testing out chairs. I've come to the realization there should be an ikea type store for Men! Just like how I tested out a bunch of chairs looking for a comfy one I could go around and test out hugs and kisses and such then pick one out that had the looks and personality I wanted. Would be Perfect! Go to isle 45, bin 6 for this one! hahahaha! So yeah. He

Wanna Be In Movies? HehehehI'm looking for the TOP 20 repeat MuMMs for my next movie presentation. So, over the next week or so I'm asking all my buddies and their buddies and their buddies' buddies to tell me in this blog what MuMMs are the most repeated.
The order they will appear in will depend on how many people mention them.
If you know of anyone else who's sick of repetitive MuMMs please direct them to this blog and ask them to comment. Those who choose the top 5 will recieve a mention in the credits, heheheh.
Thanks a bunch.
MuMMers fucking ROCK...

Who Is Icp?Who is ICP?
In the early days, Joe Bruce ("Violent J") and Joey Ustler("Shaggy 2 Dope")
grew up in the nicer suburbs of Detroit, but were underprivileged. Bruce's
mother was a janitor most of his childhood and went from one broken father
to another. Both lived a childhood that is purely unbelievable and better
left for those that read their book ("Behind the Paint")
The Insane Clown Posse actually started out as these two with another rapper
in a group called the Inner City Posse. Back then, they were at least trying
to be a real street gang. After years of the hard life that went along with
it, Violent J had this brainstorm, which he claims had come to him in a
vivid dream explained in his book, of the whole Dark Carnival and the
meaning and doing Six separate Jokers Cards.
Over the years, they literally worked their asses off. From 1993 to 1997
when they got their second big deal with Hollywood Records, they spent their
lives doing shows, hitting up Kinkos, and co

In Your ArmsIn the silence I hear the wind whispering your name. It calls to me so breathlessly enticing me to play this game. Rendered speachless unable to disobey I walk into the lions den. I come unprepared to fight this fight I know that you will win. Speak to me, leave me not in suspense, of what will be my fate. Calm my fears with gentle hands before it is too late. Take me in your arms and hold me close I need your healing touch. I refuse to be the only one here who stands without a crutch. You are my stability when this world spins out of control. You keep me from the perils I face when I lend my heart out on patrol. Come closer dear your breath I can not feel upon my flushing skin. Take me now to that sacred place where only you are allowed in. Make me scream with tortured desire for your intimate carress. Teach me what it is that you need to make your mind regress. I am waiting for your body to take possession of all of me. I am on my knees begging for you to take from what you see. I ha

Speaking CatThis was developed as an age test by an R&D department at Harvard University.
Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake.
The average person over 50 years of age can't do it!
1. This is this cat
2. This is is cat
3. This is how cat
4. This is to cat
5. This is keep cat
6. This is an cat
7. This is old cat
8. This is fart cat
9. This is busy cat
10. This is for cat
11. This is forty cat
12. This is seconds cat
Now go back and read the third word in each line from the top down, and I betcha you can't resist passing it on!!!!

Summerhot-days ultra violet rays//
its like heat of the night with the crime-rate//
when hookers trying to find-a-date//
something wrong with there mind-state//
over heated motors bad body oder//
sun glasses, redest biggest asses, with heat rashes//
sun-oil,making blood boil//
over Cook meat in the sun we have toasted buns//
is like satan obulating,//
and rosey odonald sitting naked on the pavement and smelling like baccon//
idont mean sound like a sinster//
but least i got air condisioner//
so when school-out, get in the pool-now//
tell the youngers next time u smell something harsh in the dumster,tell your mother//
thats the smell of summer//

Best FriendBEST FRIEND
Your my best friend
Your always there
All the details of my life
With you I share
Some atre silly
And some are sad
But with you there
Few are sad
We fight over boyfriends
And guys galore
Then make up
Then fight some more
We're close as sisters
Sometimes and then
We drift apart
Then come together again
Your my best friend
I know you care
'cuz all the details of your life
with me you share
Nikki L.

New PixI uploaded a few more pix in the June 21, 2007 Folder. Empress Skeeter came over tonight with a jug o'margaritas and forced me to do a photoshoot...LOL

Update Of Lil Gurl========UPDATE=======
there turnign offthe machines at 2 not expecting her to make it even a 1/2 hour shes gone,3:22 pm IM GONNA MISSED HER SO MUCH I REALLY LOVE HER TO DEATH SHE MY ANGEL SHE IS MY EVERYTHING I WILL NEVA FORGET BOUT HER SHE MY HEART:X

My Best FriendShe is the strongest woman I know
She is a temple of wisdom, she doesn't even know
She is beautiful mind,body, and soul, She is that shoulder you can cry on. That sister I never knew. She is an angel in disguise, that helps me through.
With her walkin beside me, I will never be lost, She is my best friend, there will never be another like my best friend

The Angel'sthis is my 2nd favourite song of The Angel's since my 1st choice didn't have all the lyric's in it!

Reposting Bullitinswtf, what's with the " YOUR REPOSTING BULLETINS TO FAST" ? since when do we have to wait 5 min. inbetween reposting? can anyone explain?

Help Comment Please :)I AM IN A NEW CONTEST FOR SEXIEST MOM ON CT...CAN U STOP BY AN HELP ME OUT PLZ?! :) ANY HELP WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED AS 1ST PLACE GETS A BLAST!! LUV AN HUGS....HERE IS THE LINK JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO GET THERE...

Love Lost And Depression" In the brightest hour of my darkest day"
well i know no one reAds this because if they did id be locked away so fast but it helps to pretend someones listening someone cares even tho ...... ok im at the point in my life where i dont know why or how i can be feeling this i know what i want to do i know how to do it but i just haven't gotten a chance to do something like take a major road trip or go to the shore by myself or even leave this place ive lived here all my life and im gonna go off to college maybe im just scared it wont be here when i return.
"I realized what is wrong with me
Can't get over you."
plus ive just been depressed i can't really stand brian and carly being together(ok there you go im jealous too) but its me whos letting them be im not even over melinda i do know what i did wrong
but i dont know how to fix it i become to emotionally dependant on those i love im dependAnt one way or another on loved ones id dont think ill ever be over her i dont think i

Moving SoonGOING TO BE MOVING SOON. NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO PACKING EVERYTHING UP AND MOVING IT TO THE NEW HO USE, HOWEVER IT IS VERY CLOSE AND THAT ALLEVIATES THE PAIN JUST ABIT. IF ANYONE LIKES TO PAINT, LET ME KNOW.

My BulletonHello, i hate whats going on here...im on my old computer thats 10 years old, and ive been on since 945(indy time) its now 1155 and i havent been able to do hardly any thing in all that time i managed to post a bulleton, and not much more then that...ive sent out shouts but i cant even tell if people are getting them because this old computer isnt capable of handling the graphics of this site i guess...My new computer took a crap last nigh,i shut it down improperly when it was froze up and windows wont reboot, so i had to run it over to the shop...well they said it may be as long as 7 days before its ready...anyhow i didnt mean to write a fricken dictionary here...but im unable to get thru to anyone so, i hope youll either be getting this or the bulleton i posted...And thank you so much to all the sweet people for your comments on it and for reposting it...i had a friend on the phone telling me what all the comments said...ill try to get on at the office as much as possible til i get m

Lounge Where I Am Alot Come ChatPLEASE STOP BY MY NEW LOUNGE PURE ROCK FURY FOR KICK ASS ROCK TUNES AND GOOD CHAT. HERE IS THE LINK TO GET YOU THERE.
http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8429

What Medical Condition Does Paris Have?Paris Hilton is getting "reassigned" to home confinement for an undisclosed medical condition. But what is it? Analysts of the story give their thoughts. TAGS: Paris, Paris Hilton LINK: What Medical Condition Does Paris Have? KPHO Phoenix from Boxxet News ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Paris Hilton Ordered to Return to Court - Daily Press Paris Hilton Ordered Back To Court On Friday, Los Angeles City ... - Pop Crunch MORE FROM Wizbang | USA Today | Hot Celebs Home | Right Celebrity | Right Celebrity |

About Time Shoutbox Feature UpdateHEY TAPPERS, WE HAVE A GREAT NEW SHOUTBOX FEATURE...
WHEN YOU HOVER OVER SOMEONES NAME, WATCH AT THE BOTTOM FOR AN OPEN SHOUTBOX LINK. CLICK THAT AND YOUR WHOLE CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE WILL BE OPENED IN A NEW WINDOW. YOU ALSO HAVE THE OPTION TO BLOCK A USER IN THE INFO WINDOW THAT OPENS WHEN YOU HOVER OVER A CT USER.
LETS ALL LET BABY J KNOW WHAT A GREAT NEW FEATURE WE THINK THIS IS!
THANKS,
CT BOUNCERS!

New Pics Up Soon!!!!so last night i dyed my hair!!!!! i love it!!!!!! took a lot of pics so they'll be up soon!!!
much love,
ToRi

PainI KNOW THERE ARE A FEW OF YOU OUT THERE THAT HATE ME CAUSE OF WHAT U WAS TOLD ABOUT ME YES I WAS BANNED FROM WI BY A SERTAN PERSON FOR NO REASON AT ALL ALL I DID WAS ASK A QUESTIONG AND BOOM I GOT BANNED SO THEY GOT WHAT THEY WANTED ITS ALL GOOD CAUSE THEY WILL GET THERE TURN TO ALL THE PEOPLE IN WI IT WAS NICE TO HAVE YA AS FAMILY AND FRIENDS BUT AS IT SEEMS I AM NOT WANTED OR WELCOMED THERE NO MORE SO ITS TIME I MOVED ON WITH MY CT LIFE TO YOU THAT HATE ME ITS ALL GOOD JUST REMBER ALL THE TIMES I WAS THERE FOR YOU AND TALKED TO YOU AND TRYED TO HELP U WITH WHAT EVER THE PROBLEM WAS I TRYED TO HELP WHEN EVER I WAS NEEDED I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU TO LEND A HELPING HAND TO LISTION WHEN THERE WAS A PROBLEM IN YOUR LIFE BUT AS ITSEEMS ALL I GET IS PAIN AND HEART ACH FROM THE PEOPLE I THOUGHT WAS MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY SO FOR KNOW I AM HERE AND THERE AND EVERYWERE IF U GOT MY YAHOO HOLLA SOMETIME IF NOT O WELL LIFE GOES ON AND FOR THOSE WHO DON'T WELL YOU KNOW HOW TO GET ME ON CT!!!!!!!!!

Down In A HoleBury me softly in this womb
I give this part of me for you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers
In a tomb...in bloom
Down in a hole and I dont know if I can be saved
See my heart I decorate it like a grave
You dont understand who they
Thought I was supposed to be
Look at me now a man
Who wont let himself be
Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly,
But my wings have been so denied
Down in a hole and theyve put all
The stones in their place
Ive eaten the sun so my tongue
Has been burned of the taste
I have been guilty
Of kicking myself in the teeth
I will speak no more
Of my feelings beneath
Down in a hole, feelin so small
Down in a hole, losin my soul
Id like to fly but my
Wings have been so denied
Bury me softly in this womb
Oh I want to be inside of you
I give this part of me for you
Oh I want to be inside of you
Sand rains down and here I sit
Holding rare flowers (oh I want to be inside of y

For My Friends Who Don't Read Their BulletinsIf you are one of the many friends who have your bulletins turned off on your home page...for me, real quick, go to your account settings under MY profile and turn the bulletins ON on your home page, and REPOST the bulletin I posted a few minutes ago, please. When you repost it, it goes out to all your friends, some or all of which may or may not be on my friends list. This the value of reposting a bulletin for someone. I would appreciate it.

Do You Drive The Way You Push A Shopping Cart. Part 6Ok time to chew some a$$ about the general public once again. For those of you who have read my previous blogs you know what I do and why I write these. For those who dont...... go read the other 5 I have posted.
Today we start out with a basic question of upbringing. I know for a fact that most people were brought up by their parents that when you get something you put it back where you got it from. WHY is it that once you enter a public place you cant do the same thing? How many times have you been out shopping and as you walk down the ailse at the store you find items that have no relevance to that area. case in point, you are walking through the toy department and on the shelf next to the Barbie Dolls you find a package of raw round steak. hrmmmm last time I checked, raw meat was only a toy for ugly children so the dog would play with them? You pass by that steak without another thought. BUT do you realize that that steak just raised the cost of everything else you buy, not j

A Soldiers ReplyMan took a flight, he was finally coming home,
Feeling more relieved than any man has known,
He spent so long, in a place that most fear,
And when that plane landed down came a tear,
Plane door opens still in uniform he stands,
Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land,
He follows the others, checking each face for grief,
But all that he noticed was the faces had relief,
He steps off the plane and people were there,
The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare,
They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign,
That said thank you soldier, your life for mine,
Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street,
He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet,
The man looks to him and stops him in his place,
Only the Soldier and him, the man spits in his face,
Soldier again with a tear, he asks only why,
The man returns with an answer, a brutal reply,
I do not respect you for the things that you've done,
Soldier just listens as the man cuts h

Heywhy do people cry over stupid things like money when we have people dieng in war

Thank You All!Guys... I really got to thank everyone who left me birthday wishes, gifts and profile comments!
There were literally too many to reply to personally but I appreciate each and everyone.
Fuckin hell, I guess I'm popular :P
Thanks again, you guys fuckin ROCK!

The Flaw In A WomanSometimes, I drop into the middle of ~Nyne~'s blogs, and read at random. Every once in a while, I am stunned by the content, overjoyed, elated---never disappointed. SO, in the reflected glory of ~Nyne~, I offer a replay of:
One Flaw in Woman...
By the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime.
An angel appeared and said,
"Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,
have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable
and able to run on diet coke and leftovers,
have a lap that can hold four children at one time,
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do
everything with only two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands? No way!
And that's just on the standard model?
That's too much work for one day.
Wait until tomorrow to finish."
"But I won't," t

New Contest Starting Monday @ MidnightI am holding a new contest called "Best Salute to the Prophet". This contest has only one rule, BE CREATIVE!!!!!!
Anyone that is wanting to enter, the Prizes range from Diamond earrings to a 7 day blast!!!!
If you are entering you must comment here and inform me, then take your pic and send it to me.
When the contest starts I will email everyone their link. After that Have fun.
The most comments wins, once you past 400 comments you are in the running for the Blast.

Bullshit Was The Word He Used...Tony Stewart, excited over winning at the track he cherishes more than any other, got a little carried away in his postrace interview. The expletive he uttered could cost him a penalty later this week.
“It was an unfortunate incident that we did not anticipate,” said ESPN officials in a statement.
NASCAR officials said they will address the issue at the beginning of the week. Vice President Jim Hunter said there could be a penalty or a loss of points.
“The drivers should clean up their language in my opinion,” he said. “There are a lot of young kids who look up to these drivers. I’d prefer they use the English language.”
LIKE...BIG FREAKIN DEAL...

A Quiz For People Who Know EverythingA QUIZ FOR PEOPLE WHO KNOW EVERYTHING
This is a quiz for people who know everything! I found out in a hurry that it's tough. These are not trick questions. They are straight questions with straight answers.
1. Name the one sport in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends.
2. What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward?
3. Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables?
4. What fruit has its seeds on the outside?
5. In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the bottle is genuine; it hasn't been cut in any way. How did the pear get inside the bottle?
6. Only three words in standard English begin with the letters "dw" and they are all common words. Name two of them.
7. Th

I'm A Fan Of....You scored as Butt, You are attracted to: the ass! your an ass man/woman.Butt83% Abs/Stomach67% Penis58% Face50% Boobs50% What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

Is There Such A Thing As True HappinessI am starting to wonder if there is such a thing as true happiness. I am coming to realize that there just might not be. You have to take the good with the bad. When things seem to start goin right for me. Something always happens. Well I have learned alot over the past few months. I am not gonna let it get me down. I love life. I have so many good things goin right now to let the one or 2 lil bad things bother me. I have Awesome friends and 2 great lil boys. Job sucks but hey it pays the bills right lol.. anyway. I suck at blogs but. think i am gonna start doing more..

Freakin Aso my "good friend" decides that he really doesn't want to be my friend anymore, in the stupidest way. He blocks me on myspace, so I decide to call him and Leave him a message even though he lives in canada, and I'm like hey *** what's the matter why aren't you talking to me now?
He never calls me back, I try a few times, no reply. Its really frustrating b/c I don't even know what I did. But hey he's done it once before, and that's why I never jumped back into a friendship with him, soooo if he doesn't decide he wants to be my friend today then it's over for good. I'm not taking him back as a friend again, this is his last chance.
Who knows why he's actually mad, maybe it's b/c I didn't come to see him again like I said I would (I've been too busy working) kdgajsdlgasdl;kgasjdg
Life is frustrating sometimes, but I won't let it get me down. If he really wants to do this then he wasn't a friend to begin with, there goes 2 years down the drain.

Miss Fubar ContestThis beautiful lady deserves to win! During the sexy couple contest she came over and helped us get 2nd even though she was the competition!...so come comment her and show her some luv...please ...thanx ya'll

Women And Submit!I finally figured out why women have a problem filling out forms on the internet! They have a problem clicking the SUBMIT button!
Love, Amedeo

Im Nobody's Fool!!!!Fall back
Take a look at me
And you'll see I'm for real
I feel what only I can feel
And if that don't appeal to you
Let me know
And I'll go
'Cuz I flow
Better when my colors show
And that's the way it has to be
Honestly
'Cuz creativity could never bloom
In my room
I'd throw it all away before I lie
So don't call me with a compromise
Hang up the phone
I've got a backbone stronger than yours
If you're trying to turn me into someone else
Its easy to see I'm not down with that
I'm not nobody's fool
If you're trying to turn me into something else
I've seen enough and I'm over that
I'm not nobody's fool
If you wanna bring me down
Go ahead and try
Go ahead and try
You don't know
You think you know me like yourself
But I fear
That you're only telling me what I wanna hear
But do you give a damn
Understand
That I can't not be what I am
I'm not the milk and cheerios in your spoon
Its not a simple hearing but not so soon
I might've fallen for that when I wa

Alonewhy is it that even though im surrounded by friends i still feel so alone?

New Tatoo IdeaIm looking at getting a new tat here in the near future but i cant find exactly what im looking for. I Want to get the Word PAIN wrote down the inside of my right arm but im wanting like a script text of it with enough room to fill it in with red ink. Lemme know if anyone has a few idea's or if you think you can help me out id appreciate it. Thanks in advance.
~Sean

Ps Tina Will Return Soon!this young lady was wanting to figure out how to get a buncha friends and rates...shes real easy on the eyes to look at and very friendly....any chance any of some friends of mine showing her a lil love?Im sure she will appreciate it and me too...thanks friends
(repost of original by 'Metal Ron(lovin you is easy cause your beautiful)' on '2007-08-19 17:08:48')

I Am HeI am he
that cares too much
and allows this world to penetrate.
I am the man
that loves too deeply,
while others merely perpetrate.
Do you see this man
or the boy inside,
with emotions to great
and plentiful to hide?
They've shorn my hair
and crushed my pride.
Taken my land
and my wife from my side.
A man of honor,
whose spirit remains free
with love to give,
but finding none that need.
So take the hand
of a distant Crow child
and with the Spirit of my fathers,
the wolf will run wild.
By Robert Ellis

Very Busy But Fun WeekendWell where do I begin..Friday is payday so first of all im happy about that. After I deposit my check and take care of the bills, Im invited to a concert in Colorado Springs. Performing was the band Xiren. Xiren are very dear friends of mine and athough the music is different than what I normally play, it's the fact that I support bands and plus they're great friends of mine. Saturday, I was gonna go to the slayer concert here in Colorado but because it was an outdoor venue and it started to rain, I sold the tickets and got a new tatt with the money..lol. I got some pics of the tatts up in my photos. Sunday evening I was invited to cover the Poison concert here in Colorado. I will admit, im not big into hair bands, but the pyro & the energy from the crowd really had me going! One of the girls that went with us wanted to meet the band, so after a couple of name drops and all that media stuff, I was able to get her an autograph from the band. All in all it was great fun and a very fun we

To My BabyMY BABYDOLL MY DARLING SWEET DEAR,
ALL I LONG TO DO RIGHT NOW IS TO HOLD YOU NEAR,
TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH AND YOUR WORM LIPS UPON MY FACE,
WOULD PUT ME AT EASE AND MY MIND IN A BETTER PLACE,
BUT RIGHT NOW THIS IS CAN NOT BE,
BUT WE WILL SERVIVE THIS YOU WILL SEE,
CASUE I TRULY LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE ME,
SO REMEMBER RIGHT NOW EVENTHOUGH WE ARE APART,
YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY MIND AND IN MY HEART.

Doggy A Nervous WreckIve had my chocolate lab ( Kodiak) since he was 8 pounds,at 8 weeks old. We have always treated him as our baby. Really love him and treat him as our child. Two years ago we got another female Lab. She was a puppy but not as young as Kodiak was when we got him. They got along great until just recently, he is whimpering and crying when she is in the hallway blocking his way. She growls at him when he comes inside and gets too close to the shared water bowl. Since Kodiak had a vets visit last week i told the Vet about his behavior. He suggested some antidepressents... Kinda feel bad about giving him drugs... its too soon to see a difference.
Anyway anyone experience this, I guess Lola ( the Female dog is the Alpha dog) and Kodiak is scared of her. HELP... I feel like really bad about giving my precious doggy meds.
He is fixed, she is not fixed

Rachelrachel i love you, and i have done you wrong. you trusted me to protect you, and love you. but i hurt you, because i didnt trust myself, i got scared, because of my insecurities. i let you down, and killed you inside. if only i knew how much you meant to me then, this wouldn't have happened. i cant breath with out you. all i want is to be with you again. so im telling the world what a fool i am, what an asshole i am, and what a piece of shit i am. if i have to get down on my knees and beg you to take me back, thats what i will do. i dont care what people think of me, all i care about is you and being with you. so this is my way of showing you, by telling the world, how sorry i am, and how much i love you, im nothing with out you

MyselfI stand here and think about alot of things,its hard to figure out what I am thinkin....

Can You See Me?I walk in the darkened world alone
I hear you breathing I hear your sigh
I search for you, but can't find you
Can you see me? Will you even try?
I am looking for you, the void in my heart
I wonder if you even know its me thats lost
I search the world high and low for you
Can you see me? What will it cost?
I trip and fall and lie there helpless
I am ready to give up and call it the end
I hear your voice calling out for me
Can you see me? My love? My friend?
I crawl on the ground searching for you
I fall again and the ground is sharp and course
I feel you my body slumped against you
Can you see me? Here I am! My love is yours!

Name Change.sorrythe name of the levelers is white knight levelers.
we are a group of tired out shadow levelers that got sick of being used. we do the same as they do .....but we look out for the lower level fubars.
we help members that are in need of a little boost.
10,000 or less to level only... we can get more members done this way. we dont show favor in any way. if you need help just ask in a message to me or any other white knight u see on my page. want to become a white knight ? send me a request.
real people helping people.

Confusedya know I sit back and try to figure out what in the world happened and still yet the mind games keep going. I don't know who to talk to yet do I know who I know why this feeling is happening

People Not Accepting Friend Request Or Ignoring Them!I came to fubar for the fun involved, of trying to get points and level up and so on. However being the fine outstanding individual I am, make a point to try and visit rate comment thank and last not but not least add people as a friend. For those who feel they are unworthy of becoming my friend I thank you for not accepting the request, because I am obviously a better person than you and REALLY DO NOT have time to spend rating your page or pics when I do have FRIENDS on here that need my attention more. So again I thankyou, you are obviously not worthy of knowing me, as well as the comments and rates and thankyous that you would with no doubt have gotten otherwise!

How It All Really BeganThere is no more lively sensation than that of pain; its impressions are certain and dependable, they never deceive as may those of the pleasure women perpetually feign and almost never experience.

Day-um!!! The Covenant Already Invaded Dis Bitch!So after spending my saturday cleaning and reeking of bleach, I gave a call to Gamestop and asked if they were still accepting preorders on Halo 3. A woman answers the phone and...
Store lady person: Hi....thanks for calling gamestop can I help you?
Me: Yes hi, I was wondering if your store was still accepting preorders for Halo 3.
Store lady person: You want what?
Me: Preorders? Halo 3? Still accepting them?
Store Lady person: yeah...just on standard edition..not on legendary...sorry...
Me: That's fine. Oh, and I was wondering how much I could get if I traded in my PS2?
Store lady person: is it a big one or a small one?
Me: (confused) .... (looks inside pants) Oh, it's big.
Store lady person: It's only gonna be $30...
Me: Ok thanks!
Store lady person: Bye (click)
Head up there got a bag full of trade in goodies such as: A PS2, Tomb Raider Anniversary, Call of Duty 3, Rainbow Six Vegas, Dead Or Alive 4, Halo 2, The Darkness. I walk through the door a

Fan Me B4 Add MeFAN ME B4 ADD ME!!!!!!!!!
IS THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND? OR JUST PEOPLE BEING A DORK? :@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@:@
NOT INCLUDING THOSE NEW MEMBER )

Smilesok people i hear it enough that i don't smile in pics. well thats true i rarely smile on camera but in my everyday life i smile alot i just happen to not like my smile for a camera. because when i smile on camera they are forced and a forced smile isn't a real smile. for those of you who want to see me smile in a pic im sorry i just can't do it. there are some of me and alyssa but they are forced ones. my true smile well it comes out in person. and yes ive been told over and over that i have a beautiful smile but when i get told so guess what its never in a pic. so please please please just acept that im not a picture smiler.

This Is How I Would Be To U If U Where My ManI'm This Girl
Body: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's
sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your
bedroom
I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want
to spend the whole night curled up in his arms...
I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me...
I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have...
I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there
with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you...
I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything...
I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember
each one.... I don't know about this all the time i forget alot
I'm the girl wh

Cancer Benefit - Bands NeededCANCER BENEFIT - BANDS NEEDED
Official Details on Joanne's Cancer Benefit ShowHere are the details for the show. It's official, we are doing a charity benefit for Joanne at the HIFI (Detroit Ave in Lakewood Ohio) on NOV 30. Many of you want details so here goes:1) This is NOT going to be a ticket sale show but we are asking for bands with a draw to play the show2) If you would like to play the show - contact Jenn or Joanne3) THIS IS NOT A PAYING SHOW! It's to help Joanne with her medical expenses while going through cancer treatments. 100% of the money brought in at the event will be given to Joanne.4) Show is on a FRIDAY. Doors at 8p. We are looking at 8-9 bands playing.5) If you would like to donate items or services to be raffled/auctioned off, please contact Jenn or Joanne. We will give you a receipt so you can write off the donation.If you don't know the situation, here is the story: Toxic Entertainment's PR girl and my partner in crime Joanne was diagnosed with stage 3 cervica

Update On Me..!!!!!!Hi everyone just wanted to give ya'll a quick update on me.... lol... Again didnt want any of you to feel I was ignoring you ..... I been out of the hospital for 6 days.. after the loooooooong 12 days I was just in for.. ugh!!! Things seem to have gotten worse with me. been going ot the hospital like every other day now.. Just waiting to get the o.k. to ship me down to Boston... I believe I will be at TUFTS Medical center in Boston where they will be doing a blodd transfusion... I could be up In Boston Docs said possible up tp 2-3 weeks.... :UGH!!!!! Not looking forward to that.... Still in lots of chronic body pain and stomach pain losing more wait... couldnt even hold a hot chocolate down... lol... Go figure... But just wanted to keep everyone updayed.. my fatigue level is at its all time worse....
I have no energy at all with this worst flare up I am having .... But I pray it will get better.... Please keep me in thought and mind... :) luv you all!!!! :-D :-)

LoveMySpace Comments & MySpace Comments
Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;

:)I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's
sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your
bedroom
I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want
to spend the whole night curled up in his arms...
I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me...
I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have...
I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there
with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you...
I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything...
I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember
each one...
I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...
I'm the girl who loves it

Anyone Bored?!If you are bored and need something to do please come by my link! I only need 50,000 for a happy hour and already have 3000! Any help would be greatly appreciated!
Thanks
Jennifer
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ReportThings haven't been so great recently. I'm not gonna go into details. I don't wanna depress anyone (or depress them further if I already have). Suffice to say, The Cap'n is not the happiest of bunnies. As a semi-silver lining, though, I have recently met some great people here (three, to be exact) and so my faith in this site as a reasonable waste of my time, rather than the hell-spawned, soul-destroying cesspool I was beginning to think it was, has been restored. So thank you to those three. I hope you know who you are, cuz I ain't naming names and embarrassing you.
Love and hugs, kids.

October 15, 07"You may meet a few more people than usual today and your charming ways ought to win a few new admirers, too! It's a great time to hear offers, though you should reserve acceptance for later.

ConfusedI am always surprised at people. No matter where I meet you I am still going to be protective of myself until I know you better.
I had some guy that I thought I was working on a friendship with tell me I am not a person cuz I didn't work on our friendship enough. Well, he was never online or if he was I couldn't tell. He never did reply when I would say hello. So, I put the ball in his court. What does he do but get online last night and call me a point whore and a sad individual.
I was very confused at where this was coming from so I tried to talk to him about it and the more I talked the ruder this person got. He then told me I am nothing but a waste of time and have no personality. Wow I couldn't believe it an before I could reply and figure out what was really going on he blocked me.
People confuse me sometimes. I guess I am better off. I love my friends and I am glad for everyone of you cuz you don't confuse me and after all I am blonde!! Smooches to all h

What Do I Do Now??Hi everyone well here it is..you see i have a boyfriend whome i love more than you could imagin. but his ex girl is his best friend and it has been nothing but problems..you see we fight constantly and she is always involved its either us fighting because i bitch that she won't leave us alone ever or he gets mad because he thinks i am controlling him..at first i thought that he must still love her and want to be with her but he has had a million chances because she still loves him... i don't care if they talk but i flipped out on him because he was going to spend the night at her house with their son... i know i sound messed up cuz its his kid but the whole reason i even had an issue was because he lied to me before and said she was not there and she really was so now i do not trust them together even though supposabally nothing happend that night its the fact that i did not believe she would not be there. the night he recently was asked to stay he left me and went, supposabally she wa

Nonetoday I sit here upset cause one of my kittens has passed away last night and it was just so sudden.this is the second time I have raised two kittens since birth and I feel like I did something wrong.last night my heart dropped as I had to see my baby kitten "pepper" take his last breath.of course it was something you dont ever expect to see. well I have 3 more kittens 1 which is the same age(one month) and 2 that are four months old. I am very attached to my kittens especially "sam" the one in my pictures.I hope I can raise the other one to be as healthy as the others.wish me luck

AloneAmber Eyes
With amber eyes
he watches.
Over his pack,
his family.
Strong together
as they hunt
for survival.
With angry eyes
he sees.
Fences across land,
men with guns,
and a thrill.
He only kills
to survive.
With sad eyes
he looks.
At sharp traps,
the soft furs
of his pups.
They didn't run
to survive.
So he asks,
why did he
survive?

Fitting InYour smile was my undoing on that first night.
When you asked me out, it felt so right.
Filled with excitement and apprehension,
My body, mind, and spirit were coiled tight with tension.
You gave me a rose and I thought, "wow can this be real?"
"No way could this guy be the real deal!"
Next to my suprise, you said its up to me.
The choice was mine, which movie would i like to see.
The restaurant you chose, was first class.
I felt so bad for the waitress, who dropped that wine glass.
The food was excellant; the conversation was a delight.
You have no idea how pleased I was with our date tonight.
The date ended and the party started
Into an unknown world I soon departed
Rhonda fit right in, but for me it wasn't the same.
The longer I stayed, the more uncomfortable I became.
Honesty is your golden rule.
I seriously think that is so cool.
I know for you to open up was not easy.
To be honest, your secret made my stomach a tad bit queasy.
I refused let my fear r

Bad Ass Scorpios!!!Scorpions are known for their intense and powerful natures. They are willful, proud and calm with an electrifying undercurrent of seething intensity. Purposeful and animated with force, they project a magnetic personality. Their demeanor is dignified and reserved, affable and courteous, and many have a gaze that is both direct and penetrating. Their secretive natures make them natural detectives. Many Scorpios possess a suspicious outlook, and need to know the reasons behind everything. Scorpio does nothing in half measures. An all or nothing attitude permeates their entire life. When fixed on something or someone, the scorpion perseveres. Scorpio never settles. Life is meant to be lived to the fullest or not at all. Scorpio will rarely be found in the center of activity, but will always know just what is going on of concern to him. Their tenacity and willpower are enviable, their depth of character and passionate conviction admirable, but it is their deep sensitivity that makes them t

FeelingsI wish i were too dead to cry
You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
I wish i were too dead to care if indeed i cared at all
You dont need to bother
I dont need to be
song lyrics

BlogingI remember when I first started blogging here. I was "new". I started browsing, was impressed at how Fu was NOT the next Myspace.
Soon after I found inspiration in a random drive-by here on fu. I don't know if I was just lucky that day but finding the fu "user" Exir changed my whole blogging experience, literally.
A new niche in online blogging soon made it into my normal daily routine. I blogged and blogged, re-designed, conformed.
After a year I found myself slowly digressing into the blahs of fubar changes". I really believe it did start with the removal of java use. For myself, what made stand apart from the rest was the freedom it offered. In time that freedom was slowly stripped away leaving many long time bloggers here with very little options for self expression. Allthough many found unique ways around these changes, I still believe it was a hard slap to our intelligence to substitute our freedoms of expression with the likes of "widgets" that ap

ConcertOK So the concert fuckin ROCKED.. It was fuckin awsome.. And so during Gym Class Heroes the lead singer made a good point.. And I have been finding it true.. There is this angle that woman take pictures at that makes ANYONE look good.. Makes fat chics look thin.. Makes ugly chics look cute.. And it seems like they all know about this angle.. Stop trying to be what you arent and be your fuckin self.. Thats my piece on it.. Peace..

I Need Some Helpthe man that i wanta be w/ is insisting that im the one who deleted a chick off his list when i really didnt and just a few minutes ago i found out who did it which were my 2 pretective cousins that were trying to prevent me from getting hurt well now that i know who did i tried to message him he wont reply back i dont know what to do im crushed please if ya feal me holla back

A Good Friend Gone!I found out this morning that a good fubar friend had passed away on saturday.
He will always be remembered as a very good and close friend, may you rest in peace my friend. say hello to my daddy for me.
'TMASTERWIZARD (R.I.P. 11-3-07)

Attention!!!you Have To Read This.Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests:
I decide to water my garden.
As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing.
As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier.
I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car.
I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full.
So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first.
But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first.
I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only one check left.
My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke I'd been drinking.
I'm going to look for my checks, but firs

Street TrendzHey all, if you are in the Portland, OR or surrounding areas please come down to St. Helens, OR and check out Street Trendz. We have great name brand product at great prices...installation on site.

Dragon Day Spell.Dragon Day Spell
Dragon energy is straightforward, so be careful for what you ask. You will receive it in the most direct way. Be very specific. Dragon logic is not human logic. Dragon moves from A to B, and simply removes anything in its way. For example: an acquaintance asked Dragon, without going into specifics, to change her living situation. As a result, a few days later there was a fire in her apartment building, and she was left without a place to live. That’s a change, but it was not the one she wanted! Dragon energy is great for removing blocks, but only use it when you are determined to make a change. Using Dragon energy when you fear change will backfire on you. Pick something in your life that you wish to unblock. Find an image of a dragon that you feel connected to. Decorate your altar using bright colors and shiny, sparkly accessories. Cast a circle. Invite Dragon energy to join you in the ritual. Discuss the situation thoroughly with Dragon; consider the options, an

Riding....Me:
Queen of the hop, belle of the ball,
all the above or none at all.
She'll fringe your leather, chap your hide.
But make no mistake, the bitch can ride.
Tequila's her poison, no salt, no lime,
While others pass out, she's reachin' her prime.
Her badge of honor, her source of pride,
when brothers admit, the bitch can ride.
She has her daddy's wanderin' way, has her momma's soul,
But when she's backed against the wall, the girl can rock n roll.
And if she takes you for your word, then finds out that you lied,
Best you stay off of the road, you know the bitch can ride.
Likes to wear her leather tight, as if it had been sprayed.
Ain't no use in judging 'cause her dues have long been paid.
Righteous is the lady, who will never be denied.
Pound for pound, toe to toe, it's known the bitch can ride.
Those who try to 'make a move' find themselves frustrated.
She quickly makes it known to 'those,' I'm unaffiliated.
Leaves 'em all with egos, that want to run and

Well HungWell Hung
I'm dangling, like a puppet on strings
swinging to and fro
asphyxiation is my friend
inborn the watching of a man's death
like the days of old, people watch
they no longer shock
they no longer fret and fear
It is glance, then walk away
been there, done that
seen it before
See me twitch, flit and spasm
my ending throes
swinging to and fro
from the rope so taut and strong
it cannot break from where its purchased
and therefore I cannot live
where I am not wanted
- RRS 11/29/07

Here Is The DealOk. For anyone of my friends, don't take this personal.
My hubby has asked me to tell you all that you don't know him, so don't criticize him. For anyone who has had anything bad to say about him, you can all kiss his postiriure and leave him alone. You can still talk to me, but don't ask me about him, and I won't tell you about him. I also won't tell him about any of you. This does exclude a few ppl, and I think they can figure out who they are, if not, I will let them know.
If anyone of you still want's to be friends with him, you can check him out at Firedragon77.

Important...Ok for those that were wondering, I went to Court Yesterday for the custody case. I WON!!! Sole, Legal and Physical Custody!!! He was still locked up, and apparently facing state prison. In fact, he knows the system, AND knows that in order to be at a court date (other then those appointed for crimes charged,) he has to arrange it. He didn't even take the time to do that. I guess he doesnt care as much as he says he does. January 3rd we set up visitation. So thats good, one less thing for me to worry about.
Now that I have full custody and I know that my girls are safe and wont be fucked with, I've made a decision. On Monday the 4th I'm going into the Army Recruiters office. If things go well I'm going to re-enlist. I'll be leaving my daughters with their grandma while I go off to basic. Once I'm done with basic, I'll be able to live off base, and have my girls live with me. At this point in time, I'm not exactly sure if I'm going, or when if I'm able to. So I will keep everyone po

Whos In A Giving Mood?? I Am!!Leave me a gift under my tree! if you have 1 of these trees on your page lemme know and I will come leave you a gift in return!! Have a wonderful Christmas all!! Love Ya!
~Queenie~
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?? Scared ??R YOU SCARED??...... TO BEAT THE TOP RATES.
AS OF RIGHT NOW IT IS 102...
NOW REMEMBER YOU CAN RATE MORE THAN PICS...
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THANK YOU ALL

About Me And Something You Should Know!For the most part I'm a pretty layed bacc girl! Typical days I don't really do shyt at all... I'm either on the internet, painting, or studying computers lol and sometimes talking to my Parents and sisters and their bfs cause we all live together, 7 of us in one house hold with 11 pets... so not very often am I bored, but then again I often fantasize about killing myself from time to time! Trust me I would never have a reason to lie to you about anything cause I don't have to lie to kicc it! Umm lets see, I've been agoraphobic for 3 years now... It all started bacc well, 3 years ago when I and my friend were raped and they had asked both of us if now we were going stay in the bloods... she said no and they shot her in the head and she died in front of me, then I agreed because I knew what was next for her... her whole family was also going to die! And they did all except her Dad cause we never knew who he was, so I stayed, got raped 2 more times and finally one day my best friend whom

Pisces - The Sex Addict(2/19-3/20)AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH
TAURUS- THE BAD BOY OR GIRL
(4/20-5/20)
Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
GEMINI -HARD LOVER
(5/21-6/21)
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships,
Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not REPost
CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT
(6/22-7/22)
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
LIBRA-GOOD IN BED
(9/23-10/22)
Caring and kind. Smart.

What I Needed To Say To The Man I Love And It Hurt's So BadYESTERDAY I SAID THE HONEST TRUTH TO THE MAN I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND ITS KILLING ME .
I'M NOT ONE TO LIE IM STRAIGHT UP I WILL TELL IT LIKE IT IS , I WISH , IT COULD BE GOOD BUT ITS NOT, I SAID IN MY HEART I DON'T SEE MOM GETTING BETTER , THAT THE CHEMO IS GOIN TO MAKE HER SICK LOST HER HAIR , IT HAS SPREAD TO HER LEFT LUNG , I WISH IT COULD BE HAPPY NEWS BUT , I WORK WHERE ITS HARDLY THE GOOD , AND IT IS JUST , SO , HARD TO BE WHOM IM , SINCE THEN , HE EXCEPTS THE TRUTH I TOLD HIM . I WISH , IT WAS , SO HARD TO SAY WHAT I TRUELY FEEL AND IT MADE ME HURT SO .
CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW

PainJUST WANTED TO LEAVE A NOTE,THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME IN REAL LIFE KNOW THAT I HAVE REFLEX SYMPATHETIC DYSTROPHY,AND NOW THEY ARE SAYIN I HAVE THE EARLY STAGES OF FIBROMYALGIA. THE ONLY THING I CAN DO FOR EITHER OF THESE PAINFUL THINGS IS STRONG MEDS. I WILL BE ON AS I CAN BUT THE MEDS WILL MAKE ME VERY SLEEPY. PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS. I HHAVE NOT REALLY LOOKED UP THE FIBROMYALGIA SO I AM NOT QUIET SURE WHAT I AM FACED WITH.
TAKE CARE,
TWINKIES

New Boobies For Xmas!!!i'm so close now! 1146 to go til new boobies!
what and amazing year. Ive lost 71 lbs already(251 you count the ex LOL) and only about 20 more to go and i hit my ideal weight.
And now what i can not fix in the gym i'm getting fixed by a surgeon, with mfi's and my new friends help. come check out mfi guys help a girl earn new boobies for xmas.......
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I'ma BeerTake the What Drink are You Quiz - What Kind of Drink are You? at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own QuizTake the Drink Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own QuizYou never know what I am gonna be one day to the next!!

Highest Bidder Gets Their Pick Of 1 Of 4 Ser Ladies Up For Auction - Sunday @ 8pm EstSER LADY AUCTION !!
The Highest Bidder will get their
Pick of one of the 4 Ladies up for Auction.
The remaining 3 "slaves" will be single auctioned afterwards.
This Said winner will Own their Special SER Lady for 1 week.
The Auction will start on Sunday @ 8pm est till 9pm. The Single Auction will start Immediately afterwards from 9-11pm.
Auctioneer will be DJ Kak Tease aka Sexy Britt
*half the proceeds will go to supporting the Snake Eyes Lounge, and the other half to the "slave".
SO MEN & LADIES get your Fubux Ready
Bidding will start at $500 dollars
Thank You
~Sexy Britt aka DJ Kak Tease
Promoter @ Snake Eyes Radio~
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Our Country Is At War You Idiots!People are dying. Quit taking advatage of your freedom to get abortions, plastic surgery, and the internet. Man FUCK this snobby, fast food eating, pill popping nation. They know nothing of what the fuck is going on. They just want to forget. Pretend nothing is wrong. Fucking stand up for what you believe in!! You have to make things happen or nothing will get done!!!! Fuck ignorant, rid'em club hoppers who want to do nothing but get fucked up and get laid. That is not beauty, only exploitation and destruction. You're fat, ugly, inadequate. If there's a problem, take a pill...don't go for the cause of it, BUY OUR PRODUCTS! Fuckin prozac, darvocet, lazy, stupid, question nothing, contests on who's ass shakes more in order to forget about the job where you're chained to a keyboard 80 hours a week with only enough time to rent a video go home and pass out on the couch failures.

ContestHey everyone. Could you do me a favor. My brother is in a contest and I want to see him win. Could you stop by the link below and comment bomb his pic. I only get 200 comments a day and use them up on him. Thanks so much I appreciate it.

For All Who CareI spent most of the day today in the hospital and the doctors office. I'm stuck in a wrist brace for 6 weeks. Seems I have a couple of fractured wrist bones that have pinched a nerve in my right hand... bad pert isthat I'm right dominant...also I have carple tunnel in it. My thyroid is underactive and I'm scheduled for more tests in January. So i'll still try and do pics but it's gonna take awhile since i have to do the left handed and I'm slower with that hand. Love to All.

"shake The Missile Base" Reviewed In Indie-music StopIndie Music Stop- "Where Your Music Matters"
Steve Lieberman: The Gangsta Rabbi- Shake the Missile Base
Friday, December 21, 2007, 12:02 AM - CD Reviews
Posted by CW Ross
Artist: Steve Lieberman: The Gangsta Rabbi
Title: Shake the Missile Base
Website: http://www.gangstarabbi.com
MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/gangstarabbi
Style: Experimental Rock
Rating: 6.5 out of 10
By Senior Writer C.W. Ross
As I listened to the CD and read about The Gangsta Rabbi my mind was sent racing. This is some very different stuff musically, that you need to set back and try slowing down your mind's thought process in order to take it all in.
The Gangsta Rabbi, also known as Steve Lieberman, is either a musical madman or genius with a vision depending on who you ask. He's had almost a dozen releases with, Shake the Missile Base , being the latest. This album is filled with 22 songs lasting over one hour that feature distorted bass guitar parts that would probably make even the most hard

Natural HighsNatural Highs Please Read an Think about them one at a time before going on to the next one. It Does Make You Feel Good, especially #45.
1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket.
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry).
12. A bubble bath.
13. Giggling.
14. A good conversation.
15 The beach
16.. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter.
17. Laughing at yourself.
18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you
19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
20. Running through sprinklers.
21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS
25. Accidentally overhearing someone say somethi

Come Play With Me!!Not a contest...but for fun and from my friend Achilles..
I need to have 25,000 comments posted....So maybe you
guys can help me out....I get a 30day blast for doing so!!...
And he has given me 6 weeks to do it...hehe..So thank you for
helping me..Kisses always, Donna aka sexymomma712!!..
Have fun and a Great New year!!!
Click on my picture and it will take
you where you need to go:)

Good FriendsWELL PPL AFTER TONIGHT I WONT BE ON HERE MUCH. I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME CHECKING WHO BEEN TO SEE AN VISIT. SO I WILL TRY TO GET EVERY1 A SHOUT BACK. I LOVE TO MEET NEW AN INTERESTING PPL AN I HAVE DONE THAT, SO THANK YOU ALL WHO IVE TALKED TO EVEN ON THE PHONE. DONT BE STRANGERS CAUSE YOU CAN CALL ME OR I CAN CALL YOU. KEEP SHOWING THE LOVE TO PLEASE. I WILL MISS TALKING TO YOU :)

Restored!Looked for, couldn't find, looked for, thought I found, ... hrm, what's this?... nope, it wasn't... looked for, found something else, used it...
erm...
anyway,
I ran "Disk Utility" on my Mac to see if things were working right because I started having trouble installing the newest version of a program. Disk Utility does a verification of my hard drive and found several problems, of which the most serious was
"Invalid volume free block count
(It should be 36413940 instead of 36235151)"
Now to repair one's boot drive on a recent Mac (with operating system "earlier than 10.5"), one needs to get out the boot CD the computer comes with, put it in, restart it with the button C held down... and run Disk Utility again, this time from the copy of Disk Utility that's on the CD, not on your computer, basically. (So that it can repair your your hard drive without having any programs - including itself - on the hard drive running and changing things on it, I think...) ...
The

Peoplepeople, most u have 2 put ur back on alert, cuz they around. it is not just anybody, but certain people will destroy the comfort zone instantly. here they come, hurry up put up the force field. do it quick, got it! that was close. now it is nothing 2 do 2 get rid of this feelin. as a matter of fact i feel betta when i do feel like this. it imploys me with the ability and acceptance 2 know this had 2 b demised.
y life b so pretty, until the people that invade it finally blossoms and then they spoil. make curled milk seem editable. it is too hard 2 judge a book by it's cover, but why do u have 2 get deep into the book 2 find out, put it back on the shelf. can't we all just get it on, if we can't get it on. most times if words wasn't shared, just the bed, some people would b awesome.
definitely can't b dressed by vera wang, with a k-mart lable. that shit definitely won't float 2 the top. just don't shit where u sleep at, so void them mf's on instinct. don't and u'll fiend 4 peace in

ObamaSubject: OBAMA'S CHURCH
Obama mentioned his church during his
appearance with Oprah. It's the Trinity Church of Christ. I found this
interesting.
Obama's church:
Please read and go to this church's
website and read what is written there. It is very alarming.
Barack Obama is a member of this
church and is running for President of the U.S. If you look at the first page
of their website, you will learn that this congregation has a non-negotiable
commitment to Africa. No where is
AMERICA even mentioned. Notice too, what color you will need to be if you
should want to join
Obama's church... B-L-A-C-K!!!
Doesn't look like his choice of religion has improved much over his (former?)
Muslim upbringing.
Are you aware that Obama's middle
name is Mohammed? Strip away his nice looks, the big smile and s

Tell Your Senators To Finish The Job!I just took two minutes to tell the Senate to take prompt action on legislation passed by the U.S. House that will make cars and products safer.
The House passed two good bills right before the holidays, and we need the Senate to jump on them now while momentum is high.
It will only take you a moment to learn about these good bills and send your quick message to your own Senators.
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Im In An AuctionHey guys how would you like to own me for a month!! Come bid on me!
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1283778&albumid=794000&i=3344537970

Bored 4Friends
Friends are people you really know
Friends don't lie
Friends don't cheat
Friends stay til the end
Friends don't use you
Friends don't talk bad about you behind your back
Friends care about you
Friends love you no matter what
Friends like you for what you are
Friends are people you really know

He Is Ready To Level!Hey guys this is accually my brother in real life so can you do me a favor and help him level up!
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Go Bid On MeSooo y havnt u yet :P
just click that pic
click it it will take u there

InspirationINSPIRATION
Expand
Contract
A mother feels a new life beginning to emerge from her womb
She breathes
In and out, in and out
Submitting to a force
That will not be denied
Until finally
The moment of creation
Her labor is done
They are no longer one
She has a new son
We are born
Each of us Gods and Goddesses of
Our own private universe
A microcosm of the infinite
Reflecting the beauty and awe
Of a power as old as time
We breathe
Inhaling sights and sounds
From all around

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??Rain down upon the sacred
Nevermore to return
To this blasphemous paradise
Where on crucifixes they were burned
Bound and gagged to immobilization
If I may say so myself
Was never a realization of the pain
That hate can spell
And Nevermore To be plagued
Nevermore to be wasted
Cut down the hope that blinds us
Repent against the Inhumane
So many goals that will never be reached
Ending life as it begins
Blame it all on the politicians when you
All become your own worst nightmare

I Guess I Can Not Trust Some At All No MoreITS SAD I INTRUST SOME TO BE MODERATORS IN " MY LOUNGE " AND AS OF YESTERDAY SOMETHING CHANGED , WILL GUESS WHAT SO THE FUCK HAVE I .
: some one the page changing something
some one delete the player link to ur streaming site
it does not even try to load......bet link is gone fo player
WELL , THEIR ARE LESS MODERATORS NOW , SINCE SOME ONE WANTS TO BE ASSHOLE , GUESS WHAT IM NOW A TOTAL BITCH " BITE MY LOVING SWEET CHEROKEE ASSSET.
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Four Short StoriesWhen in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by
the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example
of empire building' by George Bush.
He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many
of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom
beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in
return is enough to bury those that did not return.
It became very quiet in the room.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Then there was a conference in France where a number of international
engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a
break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have
you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft
carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he int ended
to do, bomb them?'
A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have
three hospitals

Da Wooden BowlThe Wooden Bowl
I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl
tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now.
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson.
The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered.
The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and
failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor.
When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth.
The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess.
"We must do something about father," said the son.
"I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor."
So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner.
There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner.
Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl.
When the fam

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Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1.I have this hatred of mixing juicy or wet foods together
2. Im the eldest of 2 kids. I have a younger sister
3. I have 3 Boys ages 21,8,and 3
4. I haven't had legitimite sex in 1yr and 1month 7days
5. I've been working since I am about 12yo
6. At one time I was going to school at the New York Institute of Finance to be a Stock broker but I hated it.
7. I've never had a broken bone ever.
8. I was once hit by a car while riding my moped and had the bike land on top of me with minimal damage to myself
9. I didn't have sex till I was about almost 18
10.When I did finally have sex it was with a ma

Aloneshe lies alone.
The quiet is all too deafening. It's all there is.
To one side of hers the phone. Talk.
To the other. The computer, chat.
Neither is comforting.
"It doesn't matter" she thinks.
Nothing matters.
Nothing ever will.
Near her, all around her, is the faint scent of despair.
she looks for something to hold onto.
There’s nothing.
Nothing.
Nothing except the silence, the quiet.
"I should get up." she thinks.
"What’s the point?" is what follows.
Her hands tremble.
she wants to cry, but she can't.
It's almost as if she's immune to the situation.
"Stiff upper lip," she thinks "Stiff upper lip"
It doesn't help
Nothing seems to help.
she searches for something more to hold onto. Anything.
All she finds are her thoughts.
They're no help.
All they seem to do is make her sad.
shes all alone

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M.s.w.w.I miss the way you hold me
Makes me feel like nothing is wrong in the world.
I miss the way you look at me
Makes me feel your love.
I miss the way you kiss me
Making is seen like I am the only one for you.
I miss the way you care
Like the way you did when we were last together.
I miss your words
The words that seen just for me.
I miss your lips
The way they move next to mine.
I miss the way you talk to me.
I am sorry that his happen.
I am sorry we spent time together.
I am sorry I caused you pain
Which I never wanted to do.
I am sorry you cared for me
Which got you in to trouble.
I am sorry you fell in love
And had your heart hurt.
I am sorry to do this
But we both know this is right.
I wish I didn’t have to let my love go.
I wish I could hold on to you forever
But we both know you must go.
I wish you knew how much my heart hurts to do this
But we both knew I must.
I wish you could hold me
And made everything right again so

SayI am looking for some one to love and that can love me back and not for just sex.

2/16/08 AnswerShe buckles her seat belt!! roflmfao!! Ok noone got it right today apparently lol cuz noone posted!! so no gifts going out today!! check back tomorrow for a new joke of the day!!!

Updatewell i am so sorry i have not been on in like forever but i could not help it i have been in and out of the hospital about 5 months ago i had a slight heart attack and noone knew why i had one all blood tests came back fine and even my heart cath they said it was one of those freak things but im back i just get tired really easily now hugs and nips
Larina

Alone For EternityThe shine of the blade shimmers in you eyes
As you sit there yelling at me to stop
But your words fall on deaf ears
As I tell you that you are free form me
No more boundaries holding you back
I want to travel the life of darkness
Where I will be alone for eternity
I see the tears running from your eyes
As the blade slices deep into my veins
I feel you grab my wrist as I fade away
With my last breath I say I love you
But my love be free as my soul is watching
Over my lifeless body as you weep over me
Please don’t mourn for me as this is what
I wanted darkness is my partner now

LifeGood Morning all....
Well, last night at work was one of the toughest that a nurse has to face. We had a patient whose health was declining for about 5 days. She lived a good life though, she was 100 years old. It was a very difficult night to say the least. It was my first work realted death. No one ever prepares or teaches you how to deal with this when you are training to be a nurse. No one tells you how best to deal with the patient or the family or your peers for that matter. The lonliness I felt for this woman was almost overwhelming. I notified family, but suprisingly no one wanted to come and be with her in her final moments. So, who does that leave....ME. I stayed with this woman all night and made her as comfortable as possible. Really, how comfortable can you make one who is facing death? Better yet, how comfortable can you be when faced with taking care and providing comfort to the dying? Lets just say that I made it through. The crying came as i watched h

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He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
You talk trash about your 'buddies' that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
You complain about how hot it is.
He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.
You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.
He doesn't get to eat today.
Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.
He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.
You go to the mall and get your hair redone.
He doesn't have time to brush his teeth today.
You're angry because your class ran 5 minutes over.
He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months.
You call your girlfriend and set a date for tonight.
He waits fo