I hope this swap will do me some good and pull me from the depths of depression I am finding myself in. I got xrays back and the news I have a crack in my spine and my vertebrae is slipped out of place and inwards far too much. This could mean the end of my military career which is very disheartening for me. I feel like I was put on earth to defend my country and fight under it's flag, it was my purpose and I am good at it. This news came and it just, it really hurts my ego.

I'm so sorry to hear MadHatteh, but even if it means you can't be fighting I'm sure there are many other ways for your to defend the country and find purpose. I know I've felt down at times, but keep your eyes open because normally things like this are wonderful opportunities to do something you never would have dreamed of, that is even more rewarding than what your currently do. As my yoga teacher always says "Remember to thank your body for allowing you this practice, and may you contribute to the health, wealth and happiness of others. Namaste"

I hope this swap will do me some good and pull me from the depths of depression I am finding myself in. I got xrays back and the news I have a crack in my spine and my vertebrae is slipped out of place and inwards far too much. This could mean the end of my military career which is very disheartening for me. I feel like I was put on earth to defend my country and fight under it's flag, it was my purpose and I am good at it. This news came and it just, it really hurts my ego.

((HUGS!)) I hope that crafting and the company of fellow swappers bring a bit of joy to you. Sending you lots of blessings & prayers!