yep totally serious, i do some photography at my full time job so i already get paid for that, and doing crazier more artistically orientated pictures would then just be for fun, so i got the lights and the camera, let me know if you are going to do it and we can start brain storming ideas. take care -troy

very pretty pictures...the shit you have to deal with isn't a "sob story" unless you let it turn into one, I think your last journal entry was passionate and raw and you just saying something that you needed to say, not a sob story, I deal with fucked up things with my Mom too, not money stuff but she is just a fucked up person, and I love her because she's my mom but still can't forgive her for certain things so I know that kind of frustration you have to carry around in problems concerning family.