Just logged back in and seen all this lovely support. It was a particularly grim night, I've got a supportive DH and we are getting through it. It's just so hard though, as you kind ladies know. Thanks for being there for me. x

It helped me when someone said it's no reflection on you, some babies are just to special and fragile for this world. MC doesn't mean you can't go on to have a normal pg and healthy baby next time either. It's awful but honestly will get easier x

I am also feeling rather awful right now, 2nd miscarriage in 6 months and this one involved a month of bleeding and an operation. I have cried almost constantly the last few days and I can't see what is going to change. I am so sorry for everyone else who has or is going through this it is so tough.

Sorry to hear you've lost your baby, MrsP. You are not alone, I'm sure many of us have been here posting at silly-o-clock when thoughts are whirling around in our heads and we can't sleep, I know I have.

Am so sorry sweetheart. I also felt the same way. My stepdad died in July 2012 and I thought 2013 would be my year. I got pregnant in January and was elated. I had a miscarriage in Februrary. I felt so low, abroad away from my family and not having succeeded in getting a job in one and a half years...but when you are so low, the only way is up. I am sure good things are on the horizon for you. I have recently got myself a work placement working in my area of study and things are looking up. I am thinking about conceiving again next year, but having a rest for now. My mum says there is always a rainbow after the storm. I know things are dark now, but I know and pray they will get better for you xx