gonna try something different today. gonna make a list of what i really need to do, then mark them off as i do them, and see if that works better for me. whew. gonna be a HUGE list, and probably won't get it all done... but i need to try!

ugh. it's a stupid long list. realistically, i could get all of this done. if i start now, and work until bedtime, i can totally get it done. however, i'll be happy with half. then i can do the other half tomorrow.