I found that, I love to do houseworks no matter what. I just love that without any reason. I do enjoy doing all housework stuffs. When I'm mad, was some dishes and throw the garbage bag could make me feel better. I have no idea why. When I'm emo, tidy up my wardrobe, messy stuffs, sweat for a moment. And feel great. Not great, just better.

Who am I? I do always ask to myself.

What do you want Joan? I do always questioning myself.

How are you Joan? The answer will always be 'Yea, I'm fine. At least not that worst.'

Do you miss him? 'No. I miss all of them.' Yea, such a bitch.

Gradually, I can't set my mind clearly. 'No, you never been cleared with yourself before.'