Saturday, November 6, 2010

Okay, so today's post is more related to another side of my journey...eating! Living alone + the relentless grind of school/work="I don't feel like cooking!" So I'm continually looking for healthy options that are quick and not too labor-intensive.

This past weekend I purchased some of my favorite squash, delicata,
with the plans to just cook them and eat them. Tonight I decided I wanted some soup and the delicata sounded perfectly yummy! I looked at a few recipes online and then decided to just go it on my own. The results were delicious and it was really easy to make.

Directions:
1. Saute onion and ginger spice blend in butter until onions are translucent.
2. Put sauteed onion mixture and remaining ingredients (except for paprika) in a food processor and puree until smooth.

3. If soup has cooled, reheat on the stove or microwave.
4. Pour into bowls and sprinkle with paprika

*Use your favorite method to cook the squash. I cut the squash in half, scooped out the seeds, placed the two halves flesh-side down in a lidded casserole dish with a small amount of water in the bottom and bake at 350 degrees for 45 min.

Friday, October 15, 2010

I begin today’s post by telling a story. When I was a teenager I learned to waterski. Now, I caution you against thinking this led to a level of proficiency of a professional waterskier. It was more along the lines of Twiggy, the waterskiing squirrel!

I did eventually get up (on two skis) and manage to enjoy it. However, the process from going from bobbing up and down in the water, life-vest hunched up over my ears, clinging for dear life to the rope handle, to feeling the exhilaration of the wind and the spray on my face was arduous at best! The worst part was all the “help” coming from well-meaning teachers in the boat--”keep your skis together...lean back...don’t lean back too far...don’t stand up too early...sit back on your skis, point your toes” and one of my personal favorites, “let the rope do the work”...yeah, right! It was all “good” advice! But when clinging to a rope attached to a boat that soon will propel me forward at speeds of up to 20 to 30 mph, executing such instructions was a challenge, to say the least.

I might have waterskied about three or four times after that. Each time it got a bit easier and I didn’t have to think about the “exactness” of each and every muscle and movement of my body in relation to the skis, rope, and boat. Well, here I am again, bobbing up and down, life-vest hunched up over my ears, clinging to the handle. Only this time I’m treading the lake of research. They’re all there...those “teachers” yelling from the boat. My teachers, some literal, some through books (I’m currently reading 4 books on research), all want me to succeed. They have lots of advice that I am thankful for. However, I can’t help but feel a little frustrated as I am bombarded with instructions of how to do this thing...research. Here are just a few instructions I’m hearing:

Know that uncertainty and anxiety are natural and inevitable... (Booth et al., 1995)

Get control over your topic...

Break the task into manageable steps...

Recognize the struggle for what it is...

Plan your search...

Take full notes...

Know when to quote, paraphrase, summarize...

Get the context right...

Just to name a few!

At this point, the only part of performing research that I am somewhat comfortable doing is the literature review. Even that I’m worried about in finding the time to conduct it with all the other reading and work I need to get completed. All other portions...identifying, or rather articulating the research problem...creating a purpose statement...laying down the research questions...finding research participants...approaching the participants...creating and using an interview guide...conducting an interview...conducting a thorough observation...writing a “thick” description of the interviews and/or observations...positioning myself as the researcher...identifying my subjectivities...writing about my subjectivities in an academic manner...analyzing data...reporting data...these are all areas that I’m petrified of!

In reading “The Craft of Research” I literally burst in laughter at the following “Quick Tip”:

“As you get deeper into your project, you may experience a moment when everything seems to run together into a hopeless muddle...The bad news is that you can’t avoid all such moments; the good news is that eventually they pass” (p. 101).

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

I hear someone say, “I had an epiphany!” and I just role my eyes. There are some words in our English language that are overworked and misused and I’ve always felt this is one of them. I put it right in the same category as “epic” which is used to refer to just about any idea or event that someone likes these days. Just Googling the word “epiphany” brings a 7,570,000 hits that range from wine-making (Epiphany, 2010b) to music (Epiphany, 2010c) not to mention the 514,000 hits that come from Googling books with that word!

So, it is with fear and trepidation that I now add my voice to the throng exclaiming, “I had an epiphany!” Yet I find that it is the only word to describe yesterday’s experience. This sends me searching for context...

Merriam Webster’s web site defines “epiphany” as

(from Greek epiphaneia, “manifestation”), festival celebrated on January 6; it is one of the three principal and oldest festival days of the Christian Church (including Easter and Christmas). It commemorates the first manifestation of Jesus Christ to the Gentiles, represented by the Magi, and the manifestation of his divinity, as it occurred at his Baptism in the Jordan River and at his first miracle at Cana in Gallilee (Epiphany, 2010a).

Now, I’m not saying that what I experienced yesterday is on the same level as the proclamation of the Diety of Jesus Christ! Maybe Dictionary.com’s second definition relates more closely to what I experienced:

a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience (Epiphany, 2010d).

Yeah...that is definitely closer. And “what,” you may ask, “was this sudden perception or insight into the essential meaning of something?” As you might remember from my last post, my research interests kept broadening instead of narrowing. While this may seem like a trivial matter, it’s extremely frustrating when I have needed to create a small study. I found myself designing something that I really wasn’t that passionate about simply due to the time table of an assignment. All the advice I had been getting told me to tailor each assignment toward my research interest and since I hadn’t even come close to an area of study it was becoming increasingly more difficult.

Then, initiated by a simple, commonplace occurrence of a conversation, it “suddenly” came to me...a small study that is directly related to a research direction I am passionate about! I felt like telling the world! And although it wasn’t a spiritual revelation, it was an experience that I will never forget...that day...that time...that place where I found my niche in the research world!

References

Epiphany (2010a). In Encyclopædia Britannica. Retrieved September 29, 2010, from

Monday, September 20, 2010

So, I was told that my research interests would narrow as I got into the program. I had in mind the fundraising coin collector apparatus you often see in McDonalds. You know...the big yellow "funnel" that you start a coin rolling and with centripetal force it eventually lands in it's home? Well, something's wrong! My funnel is upside-down. My research "coin" is defying the laws of nature--gravity and centripetal force! Instead of spinning to it's home inside my brain, the coin keeps gaining speed upward and outward--gathering more and more ideas.

The saying goes, "If you can't beat 'em, join 'em." That's what I've decided to do. I just keep writing the ideas down and hope that someday my funnel will invert--it will have to for my dissertation. In this spirit...if you've had a plaguing question about literacy of any kind...let me know. I'll add it to my pile and if I ever pursue it and it gets published...you'll get credit for the idea!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Here's another fun literacy project to try after reading a story or book. Have students work in groups and choose a section of the story to illustrate with a caption. Then work as a class to arrange the illustrations in the order of how they happened in the story. This is a great way to summarize and talk about important events/characters in the story.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Now don’t freak out! This won’t be that deep :) In my Introduction to Doctoral Studies class we were asked to think about our philosophy of life, learning, and education in the framework of 4 of life’s components--Society, Individual, Natural World, and Spiritual Dimension. Since it’s been quite some time since I’ve penned a philosophy, I decided to give it a try. I’m finding that it’s probably not a bad idea to do from time to time. While some basic core ideas remain the same, I’m finding there are several things that have changed the way I view things in light of my “growth” personally and professionally. Today’s entry will reflect my philosophy of Life in general within this framework. So here’s what I have so far:

I believe that the Spiritual Dimension (soul/spirit) encompasses everything I do and think through God--my Lord and Savior. Within that, I see Society and the Individual’s existence in the Natural World as key to maintaining physical existence as it is suspended through God’s grace and mercy. My very existence is determined by the ongoing health of this world and therefore I have a direct link and responsibility to it. Someone once said, “No man is an island.” As this illustration depicts, I believe that to be true. I cannot exist completely outside of Society (though it is tempting to try at times). My actions, however small or big, affect those around me. Similarly, I am affected by the actions of others placing me in direct contact with Society as an Individual.

Here’s a great pre-reading activity to help readers engage in a story:

Step 1: Choose a story to read aloud that you want to focus on but don't show it to the students ahead of time.

Step 2: Choose key words and short phrases (2-3 words) from the story, write them in a list form in the order they appear in the story with the title at the top of the page. You may want to include character names and few things they say in the list. Depending on the age of the students, vary the amount of words/phrases chosen.

Step 3: Have students work in pairs or small groups to create a story from the list you’ve created using the words/phrases in order. This should not take more than about 15 minutes so make sure you choose the right amount of words/phrases for them to work from.

Step 4: Have pairs/groups share their stories.

Step 5: Read the book aloud and then compare students’ stories with the book.

This is so much fun! We did it in class and I had a blast! I was really surprised at how engaged I was in the story as I listened for the words we used in our story and how they were used by the author. Have fun...let me know how it goes if you give it a try.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Holding a PhD in Literacy Education was not on my "list of things to do." When I decided to go back to college, all I wanted was to be a teacher. It took me six years of full-time classes while working part to full-time and being a wife and mother. I wish I could say I "did it all" but that would not be accurate. Unfortunately, my family often got the "leftovers" which speaks to their whole-hearted support. Then the day finally came...graduation...a job as a kindergarten teacher! My dream realized, I didn't think there could be anything more I would want! For five years I went to work hardly believing I got paid for such an amazing experience. Working with 5- and 6-year-old human beings is exhilarating and I couldn't imagine myself doing anything else!

It was in this stimulating environment that I fell in love with the emergent and early literacy journeys of the children and families I worked with. I became, what some may call, a "professional development junkie"--reading books on the subject, seeking out other teachers passionate about literacy development, taking additional classes and attending workshops, and creating and reflecting upon classroom practices that truly supported the children and families I worked with. It wasn't long before I started to see the value in furthering my education in this field.

Then came the fateful day when I opened my newest issue of The Reading Teacher and saw an ad for a PhD in Literacy Education through University of Wyoming. After visiting their program and meeting faculty and other students I knew my life would change. With the sacrificial support of my husband, I moved to Laramie, Wyoming to begin this journey. There are times that I ask myself, "What am I doing here?" The answer always comes back to the hope and desire to spread my passion beyond the four walls of my classroom--to support other teachers who have my same passion--to make a difference in the lives of children and families as they encounter literacy's ups and downs.

I leave you today with a quote from Fred Rogers, one of my favorite champions for children: "We live in a world in which we need to share responsibility. It's easy to say 'It's not my child, not my community, not my world, not my problem.' Then there are those who see the need and respond. I consider those people my heroes."

About Me

This blog is about my journey through a PhD in Literacy Education. While many of my posts will be centered on the subjects I’m immersed in, there will be a smattering of personal posts because, after all, we are what we experience!
Central to who I am is my faith, being a wife and mother, teaching and learning, being creative (currently obsessed with knitting), experiencing the world through traveling (by different modes--flying, driving, walking...), and loving life! I will be blogging about my discoveries, thoughts, and feelings during this experience. I invite you to join me on this journey.