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ok this is simple ppljust vent on watever game system u wanti DO NOT want to see ppl arguing over somebody else opinionTHATS Y ITS AN OPINIONso just speak freely about how u feel, be it good or bad, on any systemi.e. ((in example)) the wiisay watever u want about it, try not to state the same thing over and overand again LEAVE PPL TO THEIR OPINIONi really cant stand how u ppl criticize things based mostly on opinions, again i.e. ppls favorite sports teamsso just say wat u want, go on and read about others opinions, but dont get into a big brawl over wat they sayenjoy.

well im back from CTdoesnt change the fact that in rarely on now but wateverthe wake ((part the day before the funeral where everyone says a few words about the person who died)) was probably the saddest part of the hole thinghearing how great my friend, Raymond, was just killed meill say it now, i did cry but only at the wakeinfact at the wake i cried alothe was like a saint, hearing about wat he did mad me a wrecki wont say anymore for my sakeim feeling alittle better cuz tyreak ((TyTyRocks0)) is funny as hell and has been helping me out

wit the autopsying, its been found that my friend was shot by a 9mmsomething of which he doesnt haveits starting to look like somebody killed him so thats better than him killing himselfhe was in the navy so whoever did it is gonna get locked away from a long time, if not persecutedmotherfucker deserves it

Bold motherfuckerDon't you limit your mindCan't you see that the paceHave fallen behindAll the hate in your heartWill be leaving you blindSo bold motherfuckerDon't you limit your mindNow bold motherfuckerDon't you limit your mindCan't you see that the paceHave fallen behindAll the hate in your heartWill be leaving you blindSo bold motherfuckerDon't you limit your mindThis time

Waiting, for your modern messiahTo take away all the hatredThat darkens the light in your eyeStill awaiting, I

Bold motherfuckerDon't you limit your mindCan't you see that the paceHave fallen behindAll the hate in your heartWill be leaving you blindSo bold motherfuckerDon't you limit your mindNow bold motherfuckerDon't you limit your mindCan't you see that the paceHave fallen behindAll the hate in your heartWill be leaving you blindSo bold motherfuckerDon't you limit your mindThis time

Waiting, for your modern messiahTo take away all the hatredThat darkens the light in your eyeStill awaiting, I

"Out of Zion shall come forth a lawAnd the word of the Lord from JerusalemNation shall not raise sword against nationAnd they shall not learn war anymoreFor the mouth of the Lord hath spoken"

Waiting, for your modern messiahTo take away all the hatredThat darkens the light in your eyeHow long will we beWaiting, for your modern messiahTo take away all the hatredThat darkens the light in your eyeStill awaiting, I

after i accepted horrible loss from yesterdaymy friend killed himself if u didnt read my last journali got really, really pissedlet it out on halo250-350 something kills, idk i was to pissed to notice40-60 deaths, again, just to pissedtime, 1-3 hoursFOR GODS GLORY DO NOT PISS ME OFF, ITS LIKE FUCKING STEROIDS AND U WILL GET UR ASS SENT HOME CRYING

tuesday nightone of my best friends was found dead, after looking at it, it looks like he killed himselfsomeone surely very important to me, without him i would just be an empty shellthe hole thing blew me away as i heard about it as soon as i got home today, wednesday the 23, ive been blown away the hole dayit made me think wats point of life, no to the point of suicide but just to think about y we do wat we dothen i realized, i had thought and always couldsomething this goddamn world seems to fail to do every day, a thinker in the world is to important to get rid of, suicide is for those who cant man up to the world anymore but him living in Bridgeport CT, its understandablea place that is surely more hell than new jersey can do that to u, and with wat i heard i dont blame himbut for the rest of u fucking idiots that think suicide is the only way out, 4 wordsSHUT THE FUCK UP, there's very little excuse for a reason to kill urself so get some fucking balls and man up damnit, sure be alittle depressed every once in awhile fucking killing urself is the pussy way out of things and doesnt help anyone

Disturbed - Intoxication Lyrics

Now you tell me you like itYou tell me you want itYou're mineAnd you don't need another oneCome on and tell me you like itTell me you want itYou're mineAnd another one to me

Now you tell me you like itYou tell me you want itYou're mineAnd you don't need another oneCome on and tell me you like itTell me you want itYou're mineAnd the world will get you high

What can you take from meThat which you cannot buyExhilerationLaughing and turning awayWhat will you take from meNow that you are insideIntoxicationNow are you feeling

Enough, to villify what I loveTo sanctify all I hateEndowed with the needTo carry over the life I lead

Now you tell me you like itYou tell me you want itYou're mineAnd you don't need another oneCome on and tell me you like itTell me you want itYou're mineAnd another one to me

Now you tell me you like itYou tell me you want itYou're mineAnd you don't need another oneCome on and tell me you like itTell me you want itYou're mineAnd the world will get you high

What can you take from meThat which you cannot buyExhilerationLaughing and turning awayWhat will you take from meNow that you are insideIntoxicationNow are you feeling

Enough, to villify what I loveTo sanctify all I hateEndowed with the needTo carry over the life I lead

a story may infact be returningmy best friend ((i noe him and real life)) Tyreak, a.k.a. TyTyRocks0 is writing his own storyhes very creative and very funny, the problem is nobody really noes him, he never gets the chance to come on, and hes writing his storynow Tyreak still lives in CT, wenever i go down to Ct ill pick up the chapters he has doneill type them uphave them edited, and break them into parts because according to him their long as chapters

now yes i noe i said i dont have time to make mine, thats mostly because i had to think ......... with all this shit i have to do thinking comes out to a bunch of crap really so typing up his shit wont be a problemhe will of course get his credit for making the story, and im not even sure if the storys are that good but watever typing it for him is np

__________________________________________________________________________________________________the other thing is, y is my name on halo ÃƒËœÃƒÅ¸lÃƒÂ®vÃƒÂ®on?i say this cuz some idiot questioned itthere are 2 reasons, to pass on the brothers of destruction to halo, and to the fact that i earned it, today i came back to halo pc, instead of the normal CE to do some clan tryouts for my clan of coursesomebody wanted to question the name, once i got back to my old self he was shown y and was left aw struck

i forgot to take a screen shot of course but it was a ctf gamethe game was mostly filled with pros. i noe this because most of the ppl i already knew but they didnt remember me

my score: KILLS: 92 DEATHS: 27 ASSISTS: 43 FLAGS SCORED: 0 ((i dont go for the flag, ends the game to soon))of course it doesnt tell u this but hereWEAPONS USED: pistol, sniper, assault rifle, shotgun ((im not even sure on that 1, i think i used it once then dropped it)) frag grenadenoobs sent home crying: 3 ((finally a low noob server lol))times i noobed in any way: 0 ((no vehicles where used, no heavys where used, didnt nade spam once, shit like that i didnt do once))times i type killed: 1 ((accident, i try not to tk))times i killed away ppl: 3 ((damn nade lol))double kills: 4triple kills: 7ppl left aw struck: everyonemap: sidewinder

because i can and i love the show ive decided to fill my myspace:linkwith invader zim stuffof course trying photobucket gives me tiny ass picturestrying google gives me totally off subject mother fucking images about like kirby and shithelp me out and start posting some images i can usebtw i never gave u guys my myspace cuz i never use it^^ lol

ok im extremely srry but i cant do my story at all anymore i gte like 2 porjects ever 3 days in schoolon top of so much fucking home work and all the shit i do normallythe only time i would have time is over the summer so ull see them thenagain im very srry, as u can see i dont even have that much time to go on redvsblue anymore

im back in CT, check my last journal if u havnt its hilarioustyreak ((TyTyrocks0)) gave me 1 of his 360 remotes and his 360 headset since his phone headset works as 1, so now i got a mic and gamepad for the computerill be finishing chapter 7 and hopefully making chapter 8 tomorrow, srry about the very long wait i get alot of shit to do between clans on redvsblue and clans on xfire, school, ect.happy new year and all glory to the rising brothers and there army on xfire ((my clan on xfire))

ok me and TyTyrocks0 noe eachother in real lifewe make some pretty fucked up jokes and make fun of eachotheri think this gets to the top of the list on stupidest and most messed up ((no he waznt being serious))TyTyrocks0 is black btw, so its alright for him to make black jokes

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hey..hey....HEY....HEEEEEEEEEEY BITCH! im finally on rvb! isnt this AMAZIN'!! *eddys gamecube just like explodes into a firey explosion as i stare blankley at the comp screen not even realizin' half my room i burnin' down AND the fact that i have a blue screen to deal with after the fire department show up again for another one of my trauma report on how the duck didnt cross the road after all*

well, I have actually been renouwned on Rooster Teeth to be the only christian who makes sense to Athiests, Satanists, and others. Anyway, I didn't know about the money issue, but I won't preach to you about that. You already heard my long speech. Anywho, yeah. Sorry, but God's not into giving pictures. I guess you believe only what you see, right?

Interesting. I can see how you feel like if there was a God, he has betrayed you. In which case, this is what I have to say:

We, as human beings, arn't meant to understand God. Not being able to see him is the faith, which makes religion religion. No one can prove it to you, though countless miracles I have wittnessed, and continue to wittness. It is taking a step without seeing the staircase, and I understand that.

Second, I see you point about your friend, as well. Why does someone good have to die? It's not because God was punishing him, or perhaps because it was "Just his time." In fact, Jesus said that he came that people might have life, and have it more abundantly. So then why would God let this terrible thing happen, right?

Truth be told, I don't know. You don't know, and all the pastors in every religion will not trully know. The only one who does know is God. Possibly he was going to be killed in Korea, and at home, he would be surrounded by the ones he loves sooner. Perhaps through his death, it lead others closer to God, or perhaps it was meant for you and others who knew him to reach out to others who are hurting. You trully went through losing a friend first hand, and although unfair and terrible, it can be turned around for good.

And the family issues I understand too. Lots of times, however, be it man or woman, they will refuse to concent to the committment they have made, and although it's hard, perhaps divorce was best. Maybe being split, they saved one another a lifetime of misery (although completely unfair to the one in the middle). It's painful, but once again, perhaps using this, you can relate, and help others through your suffering. Anguish we survive should be told to others, so they won't have to suffer as much.

I see your point. Fear is a low point to stoop to to try and bring people into their religion. That's why, I tend to share my faith more by being a kind person rather then fight people. Athiests, and Satanists are my friends, and by being a Christian, I hope that maybe their minds change about Christians

well, imagine this... What I am wrong, and you are right (like you suppose)? We both die, and everything goes dark. No after life, and no worries. So, there was no negative outcome to me following Christ, even if it was a giant hoax. It's not anything would have mattered anyway, because we'd be dead.

BUT, waht if you're wrong, and I am right (like I suppose)? We both die, everything gets dark for one of us, and light for the other. Afterlife is paradise for me, and a bitch for you... You know, even though I know atheists don't like to hear me say this, you might want to accept Christ anyway, so that way if something does go wrong, you'll have something to fall back on, because if your right, it's not like it made a difference anyway, but if your wrong, there could be problems for you...