Will you please direct your attention to the 'You should Message me
if' section before you progress further.

I am a strange individual, I am into rather unconventional things-
from ideals to my opinion of morality to propriety, to the
relationships I have with others. I take pleasure in what is
socially considered strange or in some cases wrong.

My view of myself is very gray- I am a bad person that does good
things and a good person that does bad things. I love the dark just
as much as the light. I am just as likely to be a silly witty
goofnut as I am to be a deep and objective philosopher. Meh, such
is life.

I am an Eclectic Poly-Theist Witch. I practice much from many
pantheons and practices, and am quite happy that way. I am most
aligned with Vodun and Hogun, Norse tradition, and Greek. Magically
I am most involved with Hoodoo, folk magic, a touch of Romany Gypsy
work (very long story), Necromancy (in the traditional sense of
communicating with the dead), green magic, and...others. At this
juncture in my life, I am deeply engrossed in Blood Sorcery of what
could be called " a dark nature". My sense of justice is mine,
true, but I do not act rashly nor without deep consideration.
My mother is Kali Ma. Used to be terrified of her growing up,
avoided the hell out of her till I reached the age of experience
and reason.

* A quick note in the vein of messaging- Please do not send me a
single line of text that possesses no substance. Compliments and
flattery are all good and well, but let us be realistic: I am
female. Just based on my gender/sex alone I will be bombarded by
men hopeful of an encounter or seeking to say something to feel
powerful somehow. (Yes, I realize this may seem unfair to the
general masses, but it has proven to be a constant in my
experience).
That being said, I am more interested in what is ~interesting~ than
what is flattering. Give me a taste of who you are delivered with
respect and courtesy, and I shall do the same lovelies.

What am I looking for...
Connection.

I am polyamorous, and have multiple partners that I enjoy
meaningful relationships with. (Make no mistake-everyone knows
about one another and have amiable friendships-we are a family). I
am a multifaceted and multilayered being- I understand and accept
that no one person will ever be a complete reflection of myself...I
am looking for...

Intelligence. I am a social scientist of sorts, my own breed of
philosopher, and decently read. I need more conversation in my life
that is not predictable; most humans on the middle class horizon
(which is where most of us are), have a statistical IQ number of
79, would rather watch than read, game than think, laugh than
ponder, have a ~very~ limited vocabulary, and don't care to
progress. No thank you.

Art/Creativity (an interest in it, knowledge of it, or empathy for
it). I cannot go a day with out creating something; I feel sick,
lost or crazed if I go any longer than 5 days sans creation.
Poetry, storytelling, painting, sketching, writing, singing,
jewelry crafting, costuming,theater,special effects, sigil
sketching...I must. I need to share that. Whether with one that
appreciates it or also creates matters little- as long as they
understand its gravity in my universe.

Physical/Material Aesthetic Harmony. I am a very comfortable
extrovert, entertainer and performer. I need others that can not
only appear to belong with me, but also be such that we compliment
one another aesthetically. I want to have pride not only in myself,
but also the presentation of my consort.

Emotional Complexity. I am fucked. Excuse the coarse language, but
it is true. I am a high functioning "crazy person", MDBP type 2,
and one afflicted with MPD. My thoughts, feelings, and
psycho-emotional mental states are...different from most. I expend
a near righteous amount of energy keeping control and sanity, but
at times I do break. I need someone that can be objective and
patient, as well as try to understand; and if understanding is not
possible, accept things as they are.
I realize this may unnerve you...We shall see. If I have disquieted
you and scared you off- I regret nothing.

I have recently climbed out of the depths of a hellish nightmare of
a life, and am rediscovering what it is I want and want to be while
make some sort of freakish peace with what I already am.

What am I doing? Dedicating my life to understanding and how to
evolve, learning about what is possible and probable, giving others
what they are due ( in all possible ways that that can be
construed), exploring this bizarre idea of being a model, and
finding as much excitement as possible everyday with the help of
serendipity.

...And most importantly, finding that fine line between not taking
things too seriously and being responsible.

Perhaps a little TMI, but I am exceptional at reading others and
helping open people up to themselves and things...they may feel
insecure about. I am ~very~ open, and love taking others on the
journey of self exploration. Maybe this will scare some of you off,
maybe not, it is simply the truth.

I am exceedingly patient. Being equitable and truly understanding
someone are important skills of mine, well, at least to me.

I was a professional Domme for 6 years, and quit because it was
ruining something I love. So now I am in the scene just
recreationally. I am a Dom sadomasochist, and if that bothers you,
look elsewhere. Do not pester me with annoying questions; if you
are genuinely curious and want to learn and know for yourself, do
ask, but for your sake don't be an insipid dolt about it.

For those of you that know what it is, my FL account is
Just_Toy.

**I am only going to say this once- Boys, NO, I AM NOT A SUB. NOT
ON A FIRST MEETING. NOT EVER. I on occasion switch, but usually
only for close friends and some women. So boys, quite seriously and
truly- fucking stop it. You are harshing my mellow**

Just because I am this kinky, does not mean that is all I am. I can
enjoy a vanilla setting and relationship as well, and my
interactions with others do not require constant kink...though I do
enjoy it immensely.

But so help me Gods if you are just contacting me for meaningless
sex. You will be ignored and abhorred, and I will be put into the
foulest of moods. THOSE LOOKING FOR A QUICK FUCK, look elsewhere,
just because I am sexual does not mean I am easy nor interested in
such a trivial and mundane thing. Go make out with the garbage
disposal, it will be more satisfying.