Monday, January 1, 2018

I have never really felt like I belonged here, in this
place, on this planet Earth.

There are a lot of us who feel this way: If you pause to
think about it you probably know some folks who feel this way, even though they
don't speak about it. You may even be
one yourself.

The symptoms are wide and varied according to the individual
but it always ends up with us feeling we're on the outside looking in, not in
the loop and not getting the memos. There is this prevailing feeling that we
simply don't belong here on this violent, greed infested dust ball on the
material plane.

We cannot understand why the morals and issues so important
to us don't seem to matter in the cold world we travel through: This place is
alien to folks like us, and that makes finding our way somewhere between
difficult and impossible.

One would think such feelings wouldn't be so prevalent what
with this being the dawn of the Aquarian age and all that, but it just isn't as
simple as moving from one year into the
next. What we're dealing with here are
cycles and patterns that play out over the course of 26,000 years. As the precession
of the equinox winds it's way backwards thru the celestial zodiac; earth spends roughly two thousand years in
each of the 12 zodiac signs.

After spending the previous 2000 years passing thru the sign
of Pisces
we're now witnessing the collapse of a world system built around
power, greed war and wealth. Considering
that the attributes of Aquarius are just about polar opposite of Pisces, there
is bound to be some turbulence, and we are seeing
it every day now. We're currently traversing
the 4th dimensional space-time known
as the Kali Yuga, the last of 4 repeating world cycles, and it is
called "The age of Vice."

It is this deteriorating, crumbling edifice of the Kali Yuga
that's causing all the chaos and insanity we're seeing everywhere. Time is now up for those who have prevailed & profited from this Age of Vice: but they don't want to leave the stage or willingly
allow the changes which must now manifest.
The very nature of vice itself.

We cannot hope to see the full bloom of Aquarius until after the end of the Kali Yuga, and on
that score there is some good news, and some not so good news. The good news is that all of my research
& calculations on the Kali Yuga
indicate that it's final end will come in the year 2025, just eight more years!
The not so good news is that the world will be in transition until the year 2325; so none of us are going to see
Aquarius in this incarnation. Get used to seeing soldiers with heavy weapons
on every street corner. This is why so many of us declare that we don't want to come back to this place; we don't want to get stuck with clean-up duty.

Only Dead Fish
Go With the Flow

Over the last several years we've seen increasing interest
in 11:11
and what it's true meaning is. There are
seemingly an endless number of explanations but the one that rings true for my
soul is that it is a specific message
coded into human DNA,
and that message is, "Return Home". Our source
(home) is in the 11th dimension.

Prior to coming here we agreed to multiple incarnations in
3D for various reasons that would serve evolution, enlightenment and our own
spirits. When we see 11:11 we're being reminded to wrap things up
here and return home, return to source; in the 11th dimension. Our work is nearly done here.

If these concepts are confusing try thinking of the
different dimensions as frequency wavelengths rather than some place on a
cosmic map. We're being reminded that we
do not originate from this place, it's just our 'day job' so to speak.

Planet Earth is a school, and the curriculum is all about
balancing negativity and embracing divinity. You're either here to learn these lessons or
teach them; and in some cases both. This is where they send those who
still don't get the whole love/unity vibration; and those of
us who are wanting off the planet were talked (or tricked) into coming here to
be teachers and healers. Its like the
old time school houses where all grades are taught in the same building, in our
case, planet. Some of us are closer to
graduation than the unwashed masses who think Trump is their hero, and who
cannot think past black Friday.

We're here for them.

If we cannot teach them
to embrace the love/unity vibration,
then maybe the best we can do for anyone at this point is show them the way to
the exit. If we can just find it
ourselves.

As I see it, the only way out is UP; as in lifting our
vibration higher. Yes, at
first this will make the symptoms of alienation more acute, but after a
while it makes you stronger. The first part of lifting our vibration is to
detach from the constraints of the material world, to stop believing in the
limitations "they" place on
us. By now most of us are pretty
battered by this sojourn. We're weary
after a lifetime of struggle, confusion and insufficient information. After all the effort by so many for so long
it's sometimes hard to see the progress.
These are the kinds of things that'll get you wanting to leave this
planet.

The sexual predator misconduct by powerful men seemed
forever to be a permanent part of our culture; until very recently. All that has changed now with the "me
too" movement blasting the lid off and ending the careers of a
growing list of such predators. Judge
Roy Moore could not escape it, and neither will Donald Trump. We will never allow things to go back the way
they were.

Even a few years ago normalizing same sex marriage and
making it the law of the land seemed impossible. Change IS happening, and we will come to see
even more; but as already stated, it's moving glacially slow.

Maybe we're feeling so homesick because we think thelight
has abandoned us to fend for
ourselves in this school turned into a spiritual wasteland. The one thing we fight most consistently in
this life is insecurity. It is our constant nemesis from cradle to
grave; and that which puts that sharp edge on the weariness of the soul. If you're dealing with insecurity, then
here's something to consider: With this
entire spiritual migration hanging in the balance, as well as bringing Earth
into the 5th dimension as the Kali Yuga comes to an end; do you think source
would trust the outcome to anyone but their very best warriors? We're the "A Team" folks!

King Corruption has waged a full court press offensive against
anything that empowers the individual spiritually. The age
of vice wants to continue forever; but to do that, it must (try to) break
the cycle of the Yugas by using pacification technologies to put humanity into
a kind of arrested development; preventing us from breaking the threshold of
enlightenment.

"If we fail to anticipate
the unforeseen or expect the unexpected in a universe of infinite
possibilities; we may find ourselves at the mercy of anyone or anything that
cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced."

~ Fox Mulder
~

The stressful
symptoms of 4D are very strong now, stripping away the thin veneer of
plausibility, and exposing all to the sad fact that corruption has been king
for a goodly while now as the world clings to hope, salvation and deliverance.

Well, all that hope went away with last years (s)election of Trump as our
president. With each passing day he does
his best to destroy the work of his predecessor and remove laws which protect
the environment. We would have to look
long and hard to find a more despicable human being than Donald Trump; which is
why it doesn't bother me at all that he has spent 109 days, a third of his presidency,
playing golf at one of his properties. The hope is that if he's focused on his
backswing, maybe we all get a break; but he always has his twitter phone handy,
when it's been too long since his latest nasty attack on someone.

The reason we must focus on raising our personal vibrational
frequency is two-fold. First, if you don't
know where you're going, any road
will get you there, so it really helps to set a destination in
mind. The other reason is because when
we do increase our vibration, others will see it, so instead of telling them something, you're showing them how to do it. It's why we're called way showers and light workers.

All of us here on this planet are part of a grand
experiment, a kind of spiritual migration; to see if we could be separated from
source, and then find our way back to it.
The problem is that it's a "team
sport" sort of thing: We came here together as a soul group, and that is how we must return...nobody left
behind. Not even Trump.

A leading cause of much of my own weariness resembles a
cosmic version of Russian roulette
wherein every year another friend dies, some years two. Seven friends gone in
just the last six years. It not only has
me wondering who will be next, I of course also wonder if this year it will be
me. I don't care anymore; I just want to go home.

Even now I must bear
witness to another close friend dying from cancer; its with me every day
because she and her husband (who is my
business partner), live just upstairs.
I never get used to those midnight
runs to the emergency room, or the long hours that follow, waiting for the
phone to ring.

Another thing I'm very tired of is not being able to buy any
phone or battery powered device that doesn't turn into an IED anti-personnel bomb. Why, why, why do we accept such incompetence
as normal? Why do we allow even one such device to be sold? The answer is the aforementioned pacification
technologies such as chemtrails, flu shots, GWEN
towers, and wild fires. "They" have correctly wagered that if they keep us sick,
lethargic and apathetic we won't fill the streets unless it's to buy the newest
version of telephones that explode in your pants. "They" know that if they bombard us with social
media and GMO foods we will accept
anything regardless of how absurd: case in point, Donald Trump! "They"
know you don't like thinking about Fukushima,
so they help by making it a forbidden subject throughout the six corporations
who own all the media on the planet.

The internet is full of good ideas (& some stupid ones) on how to maintain our balance and sanity
in such times as we are living in now.
Some 'golden oldies' are still as good as ever, so I pass them along in
case you've forgotten.

Spend more time alone in the wilderness
whenever possible, reconnecting with the planet. A trip to the Brooks range
isn't necessary, any nice quiet forest will do, or deserted ocean shoreline, or
whatever calls to your soul.

Eat when you are hungry, sleep when you are tired; all
things in moderation.

Take what you need and leave the rest.

Most of all though, follow your heart, not the demands
of social engineers. The heart will not compete with the raucous
noise of the dying Kali Yuga; so to make certain we are listening, it always
whispers, forcing us to tune out the unimportant.

Of course we must pursue these spiritual imperatives while also
trying to conduct a happy, successful and meaningful life on the planet amid
all the sleeping dreamers, not always so easy to accomplish.

It seems most humans nowadays are all stuck in the lower 3
chakras, seemingly unable or unwilling to bridge the heart chakra and activate
the upper chakra system. We need to
start living in the transpersonal chakras; this is what is meant by raising our
vibration.

Another thing that helps to raise your vibration is to let
go of those things, people and beliefs that no longer serve a purpose in your
life. Lighten up, literally, and just dump them. Cut away the dead weight, Klingons & parasites. Try this; go through all your belongings; and
anything you haven't used or touched in the last year, just give it away. They're called possessions for a good reason.

About the time the age of vice began; this fellow Christ walked the Earth with a simple message, "Love One Another" and ever since we've been killing each other over how he said it.

~Incoming~

A
sampling of some recent comments from readers of the blog.

"I am weary
beyond belief, I keep thinking to myself I want to go home. I don't belong here anymore. But I don't even know where home is...;(
"

~

" I have two
great fears. One of them is unfulfilled
potential, The other is that I
reincarnate again as a human being; I hope I learn what I need to learn this
go-around because I sure as hell don't want to come back again."

~

"I've been
dragging my ass to work after the latest holiday chemdump aerial attack. I have
an arsenal of homeopathic crap to keep me going...food grade H202,collidial
silver, a long list of herbs and seeds, frequency generators, all to keep me in
the game for more of what can only be called slow torture. There is no rest. Endure. Very tired here
boss."