CUMSLOPPY STORY || The Bottoms Prospective || The Other Side Of A Gang Bang

UPDATE : The Sword picked up this story and is now making claims that the bottom is not being truthful about his experience. We personally find it hard to call someone a liar with out first hand evidence. Furthermore, fact or fiction this story is still hot. CLICK HERE to read The Sword’s side of the story.

I had the honor of being the only bottom for a gang bang hosted by rawTOP on his recent trip to Phoenix. As he said, there were initially two other bottoms but they backed out, which is common out here. Being a New Yorker myself I felt comfortable entrusting my naked body and raw hole to the care of R.T. I didn’t know what to expect and I did have thoughts about backing out like the other bottoms, but it was something I desperately needed to do and I knew I might not get another golden opportunity like this, especially if I flaked out and ended up with a bad reputation. So I swallowed my second thoughts, cleaned my hole out real good, and threw on my jockstrap.

The place was easy to find and it was kind of quiet so I didn’t have that “people are staring” thing as I entered the elevator and walked out onto the floor where his room was. I knocked on the door and he immediately answered. I went it, not sure what to say or do. He led me in and we made some small talk before he mentioned he hadn’t cum

at all yet since arriving in Phoenix. I got undressed and he let me suck his nice cock, getting it hard. He had me get onto the bed and proceeded to pump away in my hole, ultimately seeding it pretty deep and thus sealing my fate as the cum dump of the evening.

He gave me my choice of blindfolds and hoods. Pretty quickly after putting it on, the knocks started. It was a unique experience lying there on the bed, totally blind, hearing the guys interact with each other. I knew it was only a matter of time before they dug into the raw hole that was waiting for them on the bed in a rugby style jock strap. It was mostly a blur of unfamiliar cocks in my ass and mouth. Time seemed to go by very quickly, with the exception of the older top I had met a few months prior, who did not cum. He is a nice guy and all but towards the end, before he finally moved aside to let another top pump me, he started to talk to me and established his identity (which I suspected already); it sort of made time stand still and lose some of its extreme excitement. I guess he didn’t get that I was blindfolded so I wouldn’t know who was breeding me, and that I wasn’t there to chit chat but to get loads…

One of the last tops that fucked me, an uncut guy with a nice dick, really made my hole drip with cream. Between the 6 or 7 loads already in there and the huge load he’d saved for a few days, I was in a prime mindset to get blasted in the ass the whole rest of the weekend. There is something about cum in my ass that gives me a sort of natural high—it shuts down my over active mind and relaxes my body. I want to do nothing else but feel more dicks in my hole, using those loads as lube and adding more to it. I think if I was in a sling and the chemistry was right I could spend days like that, blindfolded, bound up and just a gaping, dripping cum cunt for men to breed endlessly.

After I left the hotel, I went to another guy’s place. We had met a few times and he was eager and excited to see me, and taste my nasty cum filled hole. I had to pee really badly but he insisted on fucking me first, giving me one more load. It was a weird experience, though: he had expressed his interests in dating and maybe forming a relationship but, while I like him and love his loads in me (he is poz), I just know I am not the type to be able to handle a long term MONOGAMOUS relationship. I am just wired to be shared and bred. I could be with someone emotionally and romantically, do the normal things a lover does with a lover, but when it comes to closing the rest of the world off sexually, that for me is a step backwards to all the progress I’ve made over the years accepting what I am and what I know is my sexual purpose in life.

Suffice it to say, by the time I left that night I was feeling kind of down and depressed. He was very distant and cold and after a while it seemed almost as if he was punishing me for doing the gang bang. I did not like the way he made me feel and decided then and there I would most likely never see him again. I want to be with someone who encourages my sexuality, who enjoys helping me get loads in my ass and mouth and will be man enough to hold me in the night with a strong feeling of love and respect afterwards. I know this man is out there, but it is a long journey to find him, if I ever do…

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the only person who needs to worry about this being true is the bottom and the tops who where there the sword.com saying this is un-true needs to come to all the major cities in the world and see what is really happening in them….

I think it is a certain breed of person that can experience that “natural high” from taking a man’s load. I have had times where I felt nothing though, to the point I was like, “did you cum?” and other times where it was like my head was going to explode with pleasure. It must be body chemistry (not necessarily drugs) and phermones or something! I thinkif you put yourself out there enough, and are honest about who you are and what you like the right person will find you and appreciate that. As the saying goes, you have to kiss a lot of frogs, or maybe in gay terms its something more like “suffocate a lot of gerbils…?” No lets just stick with frogs and kissing! Yeah….

Paulzy,

I was you like 17 years ago, but after having enough bottles of poppers pushed up to your face and being just taken raw and fast with a man’s hot tongue down your throat, you eventually just learn to enjoy it and not even thnk about status as much as the ride itself. Plus, chances are 89% of all the guys that bred you either lied about being negative or didn’t know for sure if they were or not and lied.

Hudson,

Exactly, Well put and I agree. I do think its sad that as human beings we have to live that way and accept that sort of Philosophy to be our natural selves, but it doesn’t sadden me so much these days because when i get what I need, I feel vibrant and happy. That is all that really matters in life when it comes to emotions, feeling good about yourself!

bobby,

I so agree and hope that day is soon! I enjoy sharing. I see myself as a sort of Experience Translator. I have this fairly decent voice when it comes to writing and I am all about trying new things and trying to share those experiences with others. Not necessarily so they can repeat them, but if anything so maybe they can imagine what it is really like.

bobby,

I so agree and hope that day is soon! I enjoy sharing. I see myself as a sort of Experience Translator. I have this fairly decent voice when it comes to writing and I am all about trying new things and trying to share those experiences with others. Not necessarily so they can repeat them, but if anything so maybe they can imagine what it is really like.

bobby,

I so agree and hope that day is soon! I enjoy sharing. I see myself as a sort of Experience Translator. I have this fairly decent voice when it comes to writing and I am all about trying new things and trying to share those experiences with others. Not necessarily so they can repeat them, but if anything so maybe they can imagine what it is really like.

seaguy,

Hey there. Have we talked on bbrt.com? I think we have. Anyways, don’t know the story you are referring to but yeah, if its a porn star why not name it, unless maybe there is a request for confidentiality or something. Maybe it was an agreement between the two to keep names out of it? But yeah, then why boast about it I guess. I dunno, seems a little sketchy I guess,but this guy might have just been proud to be poz’d by a porn star in general and thought maybe that’d make him desirable… I do kind of have this non-understanding of the bug chaser mentality in some ways, I don’t seek out poz guys so they can poz me, its more of a situation where I have so many guys breed me and THEN tell me they were poz after, and have not converted so I just don’t stress over it anymore. I would love to live my lifestyle and stay Negative forever. Do I expect that, no… I know there are some people that just don’t get that line of thinking probably, but really, it’s my life and body and I am OK with what will or will not happen in the end.

sfbbslutbottom,

I too found the fact that this sword.com site is a porn review site. Plus they took the liberty of actually posting my picture FROM the gang bang that rawTOP took before I left! I am sure there is most likely some legal action I could take in regards to that but I won’t. I like that picture, I think my ass and hole look damn good and one day, should I live so long, when I am 80 years old and have been genetically cloned for the 30th time I will surely come across it and say to myself, “damn I was a horny dirty fucking slutbag!” and laugh and do it some more hopefully! I actually would love to fuck a clone of myself just to see how awesome my hole feels raw. From what I have heard over the years its silky and dense and feels amazing to have your cock deep inside it when it pulses a little around the shaft. Most guys usually give me two loads and the first tends to be rather quick too, which is totally how I like it. Glad to know I am not the only one out there who has a fetish for multiple cocks and loads in me. I think I could have taken 20 guys that night of the gang bang. It’s not something I think I could have done even a year or so back, it is a lot of self confidence mixed with knowing how to really relax and give myself to the man/men fucking me. Part of that is direct experience, like at bath houses where I have a guy breed me and then hunt for the next guy, but still kind of opened up from the one before, and the other part is accepting the tops energy and letting them know and feel that my hole is their hole and it wants his juice inside it. With little or sometimes no communication verbally I have connected with guys more on a higher level than I have from a relationship. We are animals, language is a man made device we use but it just doesn’t compare to communication through the senses when it comes to sex. I think that is why so many relationships fail, people realize that but are afraid to accept it and it makes them all crazy. If people could just accept the fact that men are horny animals and they don’t want to talk while they have a load in their nuts I think the world would be a better place; then when the jizz is burried in guts, maybe we can talk and figure out if we have enough in common to fill the time before you nut in me again… What else is there that matters when it comes to relationships and sex? (I mean that somewhat humorously and excluding careers and having a home and other material type things of course, but the bare bones roots of a relationship to me really center around those two basic questions, 1. DO you enjoy nutting in my hole, and do I enjoy you doing it as well? and 2. Do we have anything interesting to do or talk about while your balls recharge for the next round? (That could include finding other guys to breed me of course, I like scavenger hunts)

I appreciate all the love shown here. I find it unfortunate that a porn blog site owner could be so closed minded and just bitter about what I shared. Maybe if Treasure Island or another company has the balls, pun intended, I can prove myself. Not that I need to, but well, this did sort of arise from my submitting a model application to this site, so who knows. peace out!

The criticism from the Sword comes down to a person who is unable to imagine experiences beyond his own. I’ve been lucky enough to be a gang bang bottom (without any drug enhancement) by design at a birthday gang bang organized by the best boyfriend ever who understood my fantasy life (best birthday ever too – 7 loads) and by “accident” or should I say situationally at bareback parties over the years (again all without drugs – best record was 13 cocks over the course of the evening, a couple of them repeatedly) and there was nothing about this story that rang false to me.

My favorite part of the accusation that this is a lie, is that the story is too well written. Hilarious. Zach from the Sword is clearly an asshole who is so full of himself and his judgements about other people’s actions that he actually assumes that anyone doing something sexually he has moral objections to must be illiterate. Who needs a right wing when we have members of our own community who are willing to stand in moral judgement, especially and most surprisingly someone who works for a porn blog.

On the other hand it is really easy for people to make boasts that are untrue when they never have to prove anything or verify. Like guys who claim to have slept with a porn star yet they are not willing to name that star. To me your lying if you can’t name them then don’t bring it up!

First off, I have to tell you all that this s in fact a completely true story and I have no reason to lie. I personally do not know what the Sword is, nor have they made any attempts to contact me via the accounts listed on rawTOP’s blog. Having now clicked the scandalous link to Swords’ jealous rant about my not being truthful I can clear up a few items they listed:
A) discern uncut from cut cocks in his asshole,
MY RESPONSE: While I was getting fucked by one top another one was getting a blowjob from me, hence the knowing cut from uncut! I never claimed to have special foreskin feelers in my hole! Geez…
B) know that one of the anonymous tops had a “huge load he saved up for a few days,”
MY RESPONSE: THEY TOLD ME! One whispered in my ear and another sent me a message on bbrt.com!
C) keep track of the “6 or 7″ loads already inside of him! I guess such attention to detail is one of the hallmarks of being a great gangbang bottom.
MY RESPONSE: Its really not that hard to count, I can count to well over 100 actually!
I did get tested for HIV and Syphilis and both came back NEG. It seems to me that people mistake bug chasing and what I consider just an acquired addiction to bareback sex. I have been bare backing as a bottom for most of my “Out Gay Life”, I have tried not to do that and “play it safe” but always come back to it. I have been getting myself tested because, (I feel it is the most basic responsible thing to do) to know your approximate status will protect you than living in ignorance. I do not actively seek out Poz tops, I look at what is available at the time and know that over my decade plus years as a rawBOTTOM I have been lucky to remain NEGATIVE. I know its most likely a matter of time before I end up POSITIVE, and I have accepted that fact, but I don’t live with the Philosophy in my mind of “I can’t wait until I end up positive.” I just don’t discriminate on HIV status because I have many friends who are poz and live normal healthy lives and I don’t see it as the death sentence it once was. Maybe I am naïve, maybe it just doesn’t matter as much as enjoying life to the fullest and living for the now. I cannot say for sure.
Some people are jealous petty creatures that would rather throw stones at people than find out what they are all about. Not all people are like that, but in the case of the sword (and Mr. Zach) assuming without ANY fact to support their theory that I lied about my experiences in my blog is an example of that!
It was my first true gang bang blindfolded. I had done threesomes and maybe a foursome once or twice years ago, but they were more mutual play with me as the bottom towards the end and/or it was spread out over hours not simultaneously. This was a pure and true gang bang, I was on the bed, in my jockstrap, blindfolded and every guy that entered the room was there to fuck me over a span of 80 minutes. It was quick and not a social gathering, it didn’t involve my dick getting touched in any way, I was the only bottom, AND I FUCKING LOVED IT!

I appreciate rawTOP for hosting this and making me feel safe and comfortable. We had never met before. I wish that the writer Zach had the balls to actually fact find a bit before calling someone out as a liar! Not that it matters, but my blog is legit and in the end it is an experience that I will always remember and enjoy. I know the truth, so do the other 8 or 9 tops that were there! Thank you also to Treasure Island Media for giving me the benefit of the doubt and a forum to hopefully shed some light on this.

@ Paulzy you may not knowingly taken a POZ man’s load but if you are being bred u have most certainly done so, so at least the man told the bottom boy the truth….this was an awesome read because of his honesty and candor and he is a man with honor because he is true to himself and knows he has every right to enjoy himself his body, cock, cum and be happy knowing someone will appreciate his truth because way to many men are lying knowing they want and have done and will do the exact same thing.

It is better to have lived an honest full life then a lie…

keep ur head up cum pup cause u will find a relationship with a man who will allow u to enjoy the sex you crave and deserve

I relate to evey word of this story. I love to be blindfolded and bred repeatedly. I also hate when a top takes forever to cum in a gangbang scenario and wants to converse. Not the time dude! Get in, get off, get out of the way. That feeling of a natural high when cum is in my ass is amazing. Whenever i get a man’s load, it really ignites a feeling of wanting more.

I also think from time to time how nice it would be to have a man of my own, but doubt I could settle for load at the time for the rest of my life. The man you describe who will help you find loads and hold you at night sounds like a dream, but do we really believe such a man exists? He would have to be very secure in himself. Not sure I believe it, but I do believe that there are many many many men who will want to bred me in the future, many who will. It’s what I was made for.