the reason i neve came to portland, well theres more than one, but mainly was having olivia and working at 7 am kinda puts the kaibosh on traveling out of city. im sorry you dont understand that. and i told you more than once that my car doesnt do long drives well, and it ended up not making it to portland to pick up the ex. i had to turn around in new gloucester and go back and borrow my moms car, and ended up being almost 2 hours late picking up my ex. i also said that meeting you somewhere would probably get your mattress to you sooner... if my car is behaving itself this week i can bring it to the hotel, otherwise ill have to meet you in freeport or something.

there were some transportation issues yesterday and i didnt get to bring the mattress... my car sucks even more than previously suspected. im not sure when ill be able to get it to you next... but ill make it asap. also... any chance you are going to be heading towards Concord on or about the 13th? i may not be able to afford my bus ticket there.... and thats where my ride to camping is leaving from.

so check this out
nate and i live an hour from each other, almost exactly
since last thursday night, we have seen each other every day!
and will see each other every day until at least friday!
crikey.
i just thought about that earlier.
it's pretty amazing to me, considering the shit i've gone through in previous "relationships" and how it's been... Read More

"What is it with this site that makes you want to leave, yet keeps you here for reasons you can't seem to pinpoint?"

Well, there are many things that make me want to leave...

I agree with Zahara on some level, there is a certain "conformity" I see among the girls who have sets go up. I happen to like the aesthetic, but it does seem to be more and more demographic marketed, you know?

I was attracted to the site initially because I'm an old school, DIY punk rocker, and I thought there was something here. But in the end, it seems to be more 'fashion punk' than punk-rock. Which is not necessarily a bad thing, it is what it is. Sean and Missy have built an amazing brand that has really taken hold--and some aspects, like the PSW community are really great. But it still feels less and less like an organic community to me, and more like a targeted marketing effort. Not too mention, it's a drain of time and money...

I keep coming back for the PSW community--although even that has been a little slow lately--and some of the friends I've met here. But I don't know that I'll be around indefinitely, either.

Ah the joys of SG...it traps you in it's thrall and you can never get out...well if you can I haven't yet figured out how, but it could be that I just buy a year and then when it came time to reup I was actual on here a lot...good luck either way. and happy groundhog sitting!

in fact i did, but she needed it... they went to go look at houses. ill ask again for next weekend. but it may be easier for us to meet somewhere, like maybe brunswick or at cole farms or something. id take my car, but aside from not having gas money this week, it isnt shifting out of 3rd gear for the past few days.