You spoke to me by Replying the words “no way in hell” or something like that when I asked if you’d ever do a show like “Being Bobby Brown”. Now Whitney’s gone, unbelievable! I am thrilled your remarried and have a new baby! congrats shes beautiful! You have always said your life seems surreal, may that NEVER change

I’ve dreamt of Jodie twice now.
Once a few years back.
I was on a ship and she taught me how to fly.
Like Peter Pan.

And then a second time.
On the 4th of January this year.
I was having a party.
Unsure what for.
She lived around the corner and stopped by.
She seemed nervous. Sweating.
Like she had something important to say.

I guess she did.

The speech made me sad.
It sounded like she had practiced it. Many times.
And it made her run through it like she just wanted it…

I watched The Silence of the Lambs 40 times on VHS the summer I was 16.
Even did my end-of-High-School written report on it.

And then I realized I was gay.

They say her sexuality was never a secret between people in “the industry”.
Well, I’m not in the industry.
But I knew.
Because once.
In a TV interview.
She looked directly into the camera, and to look into her eyes was like looking into my own.

So happy for you Ro. Funny I saw you named our baby Dakota and call her Dax. My first K9 baby was Dakota and my current K9 baby is Dax, also our daughters (vivi) look so much alike they could be twins. Anyway….good for you! BTW I <3 Shameless too. Peace