Monday, September 19, 2011

Last week, there was a bunch of students walking around lecturers' rooms applied subjects manually. Huhu, included me. Toink3. It was a rush week for me.. Students scrambled each other and begging to the lecturers in term to accept them enter their class.

I was hopeless,

pointless,

careless,

and 'energieless' during that week. huhu..

Praying and hoping that He will make my study's journey handy...

Alhamdulillah, now, everything was done..

The green day is coming.. Hoping that I'd able to study well, committed, compete, and struggling. Fighting for dean's list and knowledge..

And, I just got my motivation messages.. Hehe, its inspired me..

The green day will lend me a right way to achieve the aim.. Amin, Oh God please guide me..

TQ

note: It was an old time that I didnt improve my english writing. Hence, this post would be lack with any of input and even vocabularies usage.. kui3

~Since I pass the English Placement Test (EPT), I realise that I tend to use Bahasa lately to post any acrticle. So, I would like to have post a new post in English. Kih3 Ok, it's about Secularism. Last 2 weeks ago, me and friend presented a topic of an ideology of "Secularism". So, now, I think it's good to share to the readers as for information and to open their mind how bad Secularism was to Islam. As we know, now adays, they are many governments include all of the world, no matter Islamic countries or not, their minister use this ideology to govern the country.~

The answer is ‘No’. There are many significant reasons that denied the ideology of Secularism can be used in Islam.

The first vital point, Islam is a comprehensive religious (syumul). Islam means to testify that there is no god but Allah and Muhammad is the messenger of Allah, to perform the prayers, to pay the zakat, to fast in Ramadhan, and to make the pilgrimage to the House if you are able to do so. Islam includes all life aspects. As we know, the attributes of Secularism is dissimilar with Islam. Secularism makes the world matters and religious matters separately.This ideology will create problems. For instance, in politics aspect, when the secularism is used into the politics system, it will make a boundary between Islam and politics. Thus, the government site will make decisions to take actions in administrating country without refer the Islam thoughts. The problems would appear when the commander governs the country lies on their desires.

Furthermore, Muslims believe that the Quran and Hadiths provide a complete code to life. Quran and Hadiths are divine references for all Muslim. Quran is a saying by Allah to the prophet Muhammad (P.B.U.H) and Hadiths are collected by the Prophet Muhammad teach himself. Both are never be enhanced by any scholars since they were established by The God and The Prophet. These two references are comprehensive, so that all Muslims will refer to them in any cases through their life. For example, in the Quran and Hadith, there have a lot of (larangan) that prohibit human being get involve in crimes and adultery:

وَلاَ تَقْرَبُواْ الزِّنَى إِنَّهُ كَانَ فَاحِشَةً وَسَاء سَبِيلًا

“Do not draw near to fornication, for it is an indecency, and its way is evil.” (Al-Israa:32)

If the ideology of Secularism gets along into Muslims’ life, then people would ignore the Quran and Hadiths. They will not take those divine resources as for their life guidance and easily get involve commit fornication or adultery. This is because Secularism brings an ideology of the world matters separately with religious matters. So, people who are with secularism will not take seriously about Islam matter, they would ignore the prohibition that teach by Islam. This situation was proving that Islam cannot get along with the Secularism Ideology.

Next, Secularism ideology controls human being’s actions and intentions. Each ideology will control the mentality and actions of people, so do with Secularism. This ideology makes a boundary between the world matters and religious matters. As we was mentioned just now, secular people will ignore the Islam teach. Secularism makes people realizing their desire without pay attention to the Islam prohibitions. For instance, secular people will get involve in riba’ system, crimes and fornication easily. On the other hand, Islam itself will make those problems clean from being committed by people. Thus, it show that Islam cannot get along with the secularism ideology.

To make things more clear, there has an analogy to strengthen the statement that Islam cannot be along with Secularism. The ideology is so simple. It is about ‘Nasi Lemak’, the delicious food comes from Malay traditional food. This food provides rice, sambal, egg, slices of watermelon, and some peanuts. That one is a full package of Nasi Lemak.

The full package of Nasi Lemak is refers to Islam. To eat the Nasi Lemak, we need to mix the sambal with the rice and eat together with egg and other ingredients. So, we will feel delicious to eat that Nasi Lemak. Now, to be related on the secularism is when we eat the rice separately with sambal and other ingredients. We eat the rice first and after finish it, then we eat the sambal with others. Then, we will feel that, Nasi Lemak is not tasty and it would be the first and the last experience for us to eat Nasi Lemak ever. This analogy shows how if people use the ideology of Secularism into their way of life. It is totally makes their life unstable, because as we know that Islam is a comprehensive religion. Islam is related in all aspects of life. So, people must follow and refer Islam in all matters. Thus, this analogy proving that Secularism cannot be get along with Islam.

Bismillah,
2 days ago, I went back to my original home. Huhu,Perak is full with memories. The smell of home is missed tremendously.hu. The entire of siblings gathering in a house since we are kid, it reminded me to the past. Huhu..

Eventhough its just 2 days, I still exhausted with time to be gathered with them. Ummi and others are so special, so that makes the home smell with beautiful memories.

The home is so great. I fell, cry, sick, and bless with love in that house.Huhu.

All of you will be in my du'a. amiin. Thanks every body. May Allah bless you.

My friend had asked me when I share a tazkirah with him about the Rahmah and Hidayah. I've told him, "dont ever let the Hidayah turn away from you once you got it."

He kindly asked me, "How do you know that you've got the Hidayah?"

That time, I just bowed and felt ashame with myself. I replied to him. The past came appear in mind suddenly. Huhu"When I was school in SMKA, the life was different with other teenagers outside. The sweet of Iman is unforgettable. Living in the tarbiyyah life. You would feel something's going to be wrong if once you didnt pray in jemaah, didnt reciting the Quran, and the tarbiyyah teachs you to have to look after with your attitudes; respecting people and always thinking the hereafter. Plus, the sunnah of Rasulullah is committed into the lifestyle. You would never forget that moment"

People, as for illustration, we are referring to a pendrive. A pendrive 2G with price RM18.00. When the pendrive is good and clean without virus, the owner will take care of it. However, when ever the pendrive derived viruses and give effect to the input files, hence, the owner would throw it to the bin.

This analogy is explaining how human being will assessed by The Almighty: Allah SWT. The value of pendrive is inexpensive, means that we as human comes from the ground and dirty. But, Allah itself raises our level among other creatures. But, we are forgettable, the promises with Him previously to worship on the world always undone. The viruses are referring to our sins, which mean, if we are full with sin, we are no longer useful. Because the intention of our created is to worship to Him. So, when the day of real judgement in the hereafter, man who has full of sins lists, Allah will throw him to the hell.. Nauzubillah.. I'm so sorry if my words are impolitely.

Friday, May 6, 2011

This is a simple tazkirah I just got it during walking to the mosque before Asar prayer. I've met akhi Fikri, my senior of Nasyeed Club. We just talking about our update activities.

Now, Akhi Fikri is working for part time teaching people reciting Quran. Subhanallah, May Allah bless you. I'm admire with him. He teachs people who are older than him. They themselve have much mannerism, those sometimes make Akhi Fikri got complicated. Huhu. He had sacrifice much money and energy. Taking public transport to go to the place of his need to teach. Every 3 days a week.

Then, I ask him, the payment he get by his job. He said, the payment is around RM300 per month. "Wah, banyak juga tu." That's what had I answered him.

Wor, it's painful. Huhu, but, that was my mistake, talking without thinking literally and I must be adviced by him. Astaghfirullah. He had tazkirah me as a sharing knowledge. Syukran jazillan ya akhi for a short tazkirah.

~~@ The lesson : Everything we do, need to be sincered for Allah. Thus, we'll gain the barakah and rahmah by Him, inshaAllah. Then, I went to the mosque by put a "niyyat Lillah Ta'ala." Hence, please get correct your intention of worshipping.

I'm not done with this feeling : happy. I always grateful to Allah. He heard my du'a'.

All my friends and me get passed the EPT. Alhamdulillah! Allahuakbar! Every day, I pray to Him, asking Him, please make we pass the EPT. Alhamdulillah. It was accepted by The Almighty! Allahuakbar!

Now, I'm acceptable to study in kulliyah subject! Alhamdulillah..

InshaAllah, I will take short semester this year to make the year of study becomes short. I must be focus on study. Eventhough, I realised, there will be many attractions that would down my intention of study. That's why, I will busy myself with finding the Rahmah of Allah if I have a leisure. Of course, with my new job, I'd make the mosque as my second home. And I love it. Love to live like this. Just, I wish this is not for temperary, but continuosly. InshaAllah, Amiin..

Its kind of weird, when your eyes and nose, both are getting red. Then, the tears flowing down slowly wetting the face. People realised your lies. But, you act like nothing happen ; acting normal, walking around of thousand people watching you...

The tears come out without the intention. When you think of 'it', the tears will come automatically. If you know the switch, you'd put it off.. Because its so embarrassing.

When the night comes, your eyes would reddish. It always happen lately. Thinking of people assuming yourself as a good guy. They were wrong. When the time comes: The hereafter, all of them will see your past. All of them might be shock with you!!

But, how can you remove the book of your sins. The past can't be rewind, and every day the books get double. Nauzubillah, astaghfirullah.. But, people keep thinking you are a good guy. Its good when everybody saying your goodness, it's part of ad-do'a.

But, yourself keep haunted by the past ; Unstoppable regret.

You know yourself. You know how much your worships, but you will never how much your reward and the way of Allah assessing you. Hence, the heaven is not assured for you, while the hell always getting hot seeing your mistakes. Astaghfirullah..

~Maybe You are not the best for her. I dont know, how's The Almighty arranging the partner of marriage. We pray for the best~

Annur : 26, please believe on this fantastic word. It's one of gift by Allah for humanbeing realising their status.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Last 3 days, I went to my friend's house, Teluk Intan, Perak. Adnan, Ahmad and me went to Shuhaimi's house as for 'ziarah' and I took the opportunity to find a peace... We was four, actually there were some could'nt accompany us according to their matters..

We used the chance of gathering with activities together, those help me to earn some meaningful value.. I really appreciate it. Alhamdulillah..

Picture:Friends

We prayed together, the Imam each switch in every prayer time.. We recited Quran together.. We got breakfast, lunch and dinner together.. Time had been filled to see the beatiful creatures.. We went to Bagan Datoh, the village is much with coconut trees and surrounded by sea.. Subhanallah..

The experiences recovered the burden on my shoulder.. I just want to find the tranquil.. Even though it would'nt solve the burden, but at least, I feel calm.. Alhamdulillah.. Thanks a lot to friends especially Shuhaimi for prepared a house for us sleep for a couple of night. Syukran jazillan.. May Allah blessing you and all your family..

Monday, April 25, 2011

In Islam, baby will 'bercukur'(actually, I dont know how to express that word in English).. So do same with Amni Syahmina, my cute niece. She already 'bercukur' yesterday. hehe. Below, there have some pictures of her new hair style. kih3.. Even though her appearance looks a slightly different, but she is so so so cute!! Amazing insan.. hehe

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

The day was 17th April 2011, Sunday. A girl had born at Hospital Sg. Buloh.. Hehe, that's my new niece! Alhamdulillah.. Her parents, Abg Hasrul n Kak Aqilah named her, with a beautiful meaning: AMNI SYAHMINA.. It's mean: "knowlegable of tranquil" or "tenang yang cerdik".. Hehe.. She is really cute.. Trust me, she is so small and smooth..

When she was born, everyone be grateful and happy.. Amni, you make us be fortunate.. Everyone of family really want to see you since your 1st day seeing the world. Welcome to our family, your new usrah..

When she was born, everyone want to watch your face and touch you. Your nose, your eyes, your fingers and your legs, those are small and beautiful.. Your tears breaks the sound of environment.. Even though your cry makes a great noise, but, its so beautiful.. We feel the blessing that you bring along with.. (Terharu bila dengar Amni nangis).. huuu

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Yeah, I'm home!!
To precise, I've got a holiday for two weeks.. yes, just two weeks.. Then, I'll turn back to IIUM for a good reason... To compare with about more than 3 months I'm not at home, it's still quite not enough! Hence, it's my quality time for people in home. I really miss all of you.. Hehe..

What's the plan for this two weeks? Hm, I still have no idea.. But, the most thing I want to do is: @$^%@*!*^ hahaha it's secret, I wont feel to share that matter. kih3.. ok, I'll continue my writing after this. Just give a break, because I need an ideass!

Note: Actually, I want to post some tazkirah, but I have to prepare for that.. Ok guys..

I said, you are beautiful, because you are Muslim.. Islam makes one beautiful because of the beauty of Islam itself. The systems it runs, creates people to become beautiful. And women look beautiful because of your aurah closed by clothes. Your hijab shuts you hair.. and I like women with Hijab.. Hehehe

(Anna Althafunnisa') its just an example of million beautiful women =)

Monday, April 4, 2011

Hehe, lately, I opened some of files that I put in the bookcase. Then, I founded some pictures that was made by me. Hehe, so, I starting to paint some other pictures.. Therefore, I feel so pleasure to share some of my arts.. I'll scan and post them in this blog. I hope you guys like it =)

Saturday, April 2, 2011

If I text someone and tell him that I’m bored such at this time, he probably will ask me to read Quran.. Hahaha, am I a bad guy? Always forget to remember Him(??) Shuhaimi is beside me while I’m typing this post.. He likes to laugh.. What a boring guy(?)… Seats on my bed and storying his stories.. Hahahaha, sorry Shu, I was kidding(LOL).. People outside, I would like to announce that Shu is still available!! He hopes if there has someone to be accompany him. Hahaha, I hope, if you guys want a friend to message with, just text him. Hahaha : 019 -4022165. So, what are you waiting for? It's free.. Hehehe..

Ahha! Mana Shuhaimi? Cari sendiri k! Hehe =P

Back to my topic. It’s a boring nite. I can’t sleep although its 3.50 a.m . What’s that mean? Hm, maybe He wants to see me. Ok guys, I think its time to do Qiam. About the number, I just kidding K. Hahaha, a fool joke in the early morning..

Friday, April 1, 2011

Alhamdulillah.. All praises to Allah.. =) Yeay! I'm free! Yesterday, I didnt take any lunch and even breakfast just because of to be prompt on my tests.. Alhamdulillah, everything ran fine..

Nevertheless, I do undeniable I feel worried waiting the result appeared.. This post is to share how I felt during the examination yesterday :Test of EPT(English Placement Test):
The test was at 9.00 a.m at CAC main hall and I started open my step to go there at 8.20 a.m. It's too early.. Actually the venue is not far from my mahallah.. Hahaha, but, [entahla cuak sangat kot(?)]. hehehe... I was so nervous because this test is so important! If I'm not pass the test, I could not enter my kulliyah, and I'll wasting my time just study English for next semester. EPT is compulsory to all IIUM direct intake students. This what makes lot of people quit their study at IIUM and change to other higher centre education.

That day was writing test, divided into reading, writing A(graph analysis), and writing B(essay).. Many people said, the test was so confusing and difficult especially for reading: task 4 and writing B.. I feel the same. Hahaha.. Some of friends had said : "Aku redha kalau masih di CELPAD sem depan"(?) Huhu..

Bahasa Melayu untuk Perniagaan
Hehe.. If I get 'A' on that test, I will get 4.00 pointer. Wah! (hebat tak). hehe, yelah, this semester I only register that subject.. But, the test also seems to difficult to score.. Many of us give bad emotion after that test.. hahaha..

The rest.. I tawakkal to Allah.. Please give me and all friends pass through all the tests. Amiin.. I've to go.. lunch is waiting for me..

Monday, March 28, 2011

That was my speaking test topic =) Alhamdulillah I feel that I could pass the speaking test.. The test runned quite smooth. I was the 1st speaker and be the chief of the conversation.. The rest, I put tawakkal to Him.. I really hope, me and friends get through the exam well and pass the tests. InshaAllah =)

Note: To all friends, Good luck! And never say never! Dont give up! =)

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Now, we are in the end of University semester.. Probably, in this period, there are many students facing this obstacle: expenses burden.. PTPTN loan is going exhausted.. Therefore, many of us need to beware of life cost. Students realised that they should stop eating Chicken Chop every nite. Hahaha.. (Tulaa, dulu taknak jimat-cermat). Luckily, Im taking a job: selling Waffle at HS cafe, to earn revenue as money backup. Hahaha.. This could help me sustaining live at IIUM because money is necessary to pay almost of things.

Living away from family ask me to be independent. I try to stop applying money from family.. That's why, I push myself to find it by selling waffle with friends almost every night at HS cafe. Alhamdulillah, even though the salary is not too high, I appreciate it and I realised the painfulness of parents to gain revenue for family sustaining.. So, by this, I'll beware of my expenses.. However, lately, I faced the same problem. It's a long story and I dont think so its necessary to be shared. Huhu. Then, that was the first time I ever asking Ummi money. Huu, What a shame...

Now, there are just few weeks left before I finish my semester. Hahaha, hopefully I could adapt myself with eating Maggi and Ruski every lunch. Furthermore, recently, these I feel so delicious to be my significant dish. (Hahaha, saje nak sedapkan hati).. It's fine.. This is the drawback of money over usages. Huhu Thus, the moral value of this post is, If you dont want to end up your semester by eating Ruski every day, please be sure you are saving your expenses.. ok?

("Ruski diperkayakan dengan Nutrien" is written on its cover, so that's mean, it is good for health.. Hahaha)

In the nutshell, money is not just a printed paper, but it has its value.. So, students who are studying with using PTPTN loan should be watch with their expenses.. Thus, by the awareness, students would have a tranquility of life throughout the semester period because they probably dont face this barrier.. That's all..