I was talking to friend today about the potential of working for sheriff department and landing my final stop. My friend shared if you claim it, it will become yours.... I am praying to God Not for an opportunity but for his guidance. Sometimes I can be fragile but that’s what makes me so great, because through the struggles I refuse to quit. Some days my anxiety is overwhelming over analyzing every interaction I had through out the day, there are other days I just run to deal with the frustration of felling stuck. Know matter what day it is I get up and ducking fight!!!! I fight through the demons, insecurities and past abuse. Broken into a million pieces and I still have faith I am gonna WIN...,

God knows how much you are working hard to achieve the desires of your heart, that' why I don't have any doubt that you will achieve the position you have been dreaming to have. I know the prayers; and the fact that it comes from your heart make it more sincere. If we really have a desire that we want to achieve, it would be better to send those prayers directly to God because He knows how to listen. He hears even the softest prayer that we utter, especially those that come from our heart. By the way, huge thank for being genuine to us.