Sunday, January 24, 2010

It has been nearly one year since my office wall has been slowly transformed into a loving memorial by all your angel babies.

Last week I spent the better part of a day creating a 'remembrance date' card for each and every baby on the wall. I weaved them into the memory of all other families Share Southern Vermont supports creating this: a month by month remembrance reminder.

If your angel baby is on the wall, she or he or they are also in here.

Meaning, that you will receive a loving message on the anniversary of your angel's passing. It is just one more way that I feel we (all the mommies and daddies represented here) can support you on your grief road.

It has also been about a year that I have had this:

a gift from my mother. Beautiful, powerful, containing messages of all kinds about angels and how they live within our earthly lives. Like this one:

I've never quite known what to do with it, but today -- while meditating, an idea struck. We are starting anew, every year another rotation of days completes and we are left to begin, yet again, without our baby.

Each time I send a 'birthday' card, I'll also post an 'angel message'. If it is meant to speak to you -- it will.

About Me

I am 33 years old, the mother of Emma Grace, passed eight years ago. Emma's birthday is September 8th, Bear is 5 1/2 and The Comedian is 3 1/2. My husband is a contractor by day and a sustainable living organic farmer by night (by that I mean in his heart and dreams).
I am a myriad of things, but for the moment, I am a mother and a writer, currrently writing an intimate memoir about my expeience from conception to birth and thereafter.
I look forward to getting to know each and every one of you, your stories, your strifes and your successes. The tangibility of these connections is almost incomprehensible, but - so is what has happened to us and that, more than anything, is why we need each other.
Please feel free to email me at carajer@tds.net