Winter is now properly here in England. I've literally done nothing productive this past week and I have some exams in January lol. Also listened to some Hawthorne Heights and Sugarcult I'm going to a Bowling For Soup concert next year which I'm elated about! Apart from that have a lovely December and stay awesome

I'm making my first blog entry to sort of vent out a bit or speak about what's concerning me. So if you want a more interesting blog, don't look here :p
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What's been bothering me lately is something that I've kept secret from many of my closest family members; me identifying as female. I think that me constantly being cautious about who knows this (in my personal life, of course) has started to affect my subconscious....

K this won't be a long blog btw, but hey all this site seems pretty cool and welcoming. I would like to dedicate this post to irrelevantbeth as she is an awesome kind person who puts other needs before hers

So I'm wondering, is it normal to view yourself as different entities?

I'll try to explain this as best as i can haha, so something I've always done is view me as past, present and future me, and although i view us as the same person giong on the same journey, at the same time i view us as different, seperate people, like i will see things i was into and what i did in my past life and it's like I'm seeing a completely different person, as i am, not only physically but mentally I'm...

Sorry I haven't been here to give much advice. School is getting the better of me. To put it into perspective on Tuesdays and Thursdays I'm at the school until 6pm because of band practice. Then I have AP World History and that takes up the rest of my time. So I have been really tired and stressed out. In with dealing with all of that, I got myself a wonderful girlfriend. She has been my personal therapist, and I've been her personal therapist. Just talking to her...