The truth is I am really inconsistent in posting blogs and sending out monthly newsletters.

Timing is part of the problem. The other part is that I like to honor my flow, my energy, and my truth.

Sometimes it takes longer for the flow and the truth to come through me. You see I have an emotional wave, so I need more time to make my decisions and share my truth. Approximately half of you may also have this need for clarity to come over time.

So how easy is it to honor your timing? How easy is it to honor your truth? And express it?

With so many ups and downs for each of us to experience, there can be a lot of emotions which always require more time for processing. In giving yourself the additional time you need, you begin to learn YOUR truth.

Working on the self to develop and grow is a process, even a work-in-process.

At times, the process feels like a long winding road with dead ends, obstacles, and all. Often we wish for it to just be easy. Can you relate?

Working on me is something I do every day. I dive deeper to understand my emotions, my needs, my fears, my expectations - all so that I can more clearly communicate who I am to others.

It feels really hard to communicate effectively with others if I am not doing that with myself first.

For me, there is an innate knowing that I am here to make a big impact in the world. I am here to guide and share, and to do that, I have to be in alignment with my truth, my needs, my creativity, and my gifts.

Without that alignment, I struggle. I fear. I resist. I lose my way along the road.

I want to gratefully say goodbye to the Gate 61 INNER TRUTH energy that was activated by Pluto between March 7 and June 10, 2018. I previously wrote in detail how this energy may have impacted you. You can read that article, Powerful Thinking in Action, HERE.

Because all of us experienced this energy for three months, there are many new realizations that may have come to light. You may have created new questions to ask in order to research the things that no longer felt true for you.

You may have discovered that there were pieces of historical information that no longer seemed true or correct. You may have begun to ask WHY in a whole new light. You may have begun to know things that you didn't "know" previously.

The Gate 61 energy is powerfully unique in its thinking. It is different from the ways you were taught to think and learn and is very individually based. It can be hard to trust and believe this knowingness given it is so different.

However, these new insights may have led you to uncover and even expose the lies you once believed. You may have said goodbye to old beliefs, old ideas, and even old ways of thinking without realizing it.

The support I received from my business mentor was all about taking action and pushing through.

Push through the resistance.Push past the fear.Push past and ignore the truth.Just push.

So I pushed. I kept doing the things that didn't feel correct for me. I put myself out there, doing Facebook Lives and boosting ads.

It's really no surprise that I began burning out and Facebook banned my ad account.

It's in those moments that defeat comes up. Exhaustion leads to frustration which leads to beating ourselves up. We second guess our decisions. We believe we are not cut out for this work. We conclude that success is not for us - that it's only for everyone else.

I was fortunate and blessed. My home still stands. Fires and floods happened outside of my area. I lost my cat Venice, but all other loved ones were safe and well.

I am grateful for the ups and downs of the ride. They taught me SO much.

I had to let go of a lot of old beliefs, old thoughts, old emotional triggers, and even old friends. I gave away old items I still felt attached to so that I could create more healing space for myself.

Healing was paramount. It guided me to understand ME. It allowed me to see where to place my focus in my business. It gave me clarity about the struggles I was facing and what I am now here to overcome.

I realized that I GET to rewrite the stories of my past. I GET to see where I was limiting myself and holding myself back from achieving BIG dreams.

Summer is slowly winding down. I see that school is back in session for most families.

For my family, school actually starts at the end of the month.

This has me rethinking about what I desire in my life given all three of my children will now be in school. My husband is actually beyond ecstatic, more so than I am, because freedom looms in the distance.

Freedom of time, energy, and fulfillment of purpose.

Oh how it is what we have wanted and it is about to happen. THIS month!

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