Let me put it another way: I was not gifted with a big dick and I grew up fat (and grew to be even fatter). Because of these shortcomings, I learned to eat pussy really well. That way, ultimately, I can provide a satisfying enough sexual experience where whatever chick was feeling charitable enough to get horizontal with me might reason "He did make me cum once, so I'll give him another shot", somewhere down the road. I took that logic into filmmaking, too: my stuff isn't wildly popular in the mainstream, but if I make up for the lack of audience by spending less, ultimately, I can turn someone a profit.