4.21.2011

There aren't really many words in my head right now, just a lot of pain.

Usually I love Easter. No seriously. I haven't really thought about it until just now, but I would have to say it's probably my favorite holiday.

But this year it's different.

I can't really say all I'm feeling. Not because I don't want to, but because I literally don't know how to put into words the emotions.

I've been praying and reading a lot of Scripture. Sometimes I'm afraid that maybe my prayers to take away the pain is what brought us to this point. Mostly I hope that it's bringing comfort where it's needed.

And I wish I could do more.

Jesus replied, "You do not realise now what I am doing, but later you will understand." John 13:7