Okay, so I made it. Will you stop giving me the look now? Just remember you're the one who wanted me to now that we will have to be watching TWO journals AND The Network to keep track of how our lives are being violated.

And you know I'm not going to use this much, right?

The Beast....well he might be a different story. Just keep your eyes open in case he does post something here that needs your attention. I'm not taking anything about him for grated at the moment considering how he's been acting.

...Cause we both know how bad it would be if he screwed up that geis. Let's hope he knows how bad it would be too and wasn't just playing when he swore it.

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If this was not through a computer monitor, she would have had him by the collar now.

"Do you realize that what you just did almost defeated the purpose of the geis in the first place? Even if we ignored Diarmuid's emotional trauma, it was extremely foolish of you to provoke the Association!"

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The Beast slowly opens his other eye, his grin widening. It's obvious that her outburst really isn't affecting him at all.

"They don't concern me in the slightest. They are all fools and someday, should they do as they said they will, they will be dead fools. I will NEVER let them lay a hand on my Little Bird," His eyes narrow menacingly. "They would be even greater fools than I think them to be to try, though I will relish taking their lives if they do. I will welcome the chance. I haven't killed in far too long...

"As for my Little Bird, if he would just realize what is there and embrace it, he would not be so often hurt. But, I cannot make him do this. It is his choice and his alone."

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"Do as you wish," The Beast's eyes narrow, "but don't for even one second think that I need you to help me protect my Little Bird. He is all that matters and if by some miracle of theirs they do get us into such a bad place that I cannot get him out, well then...he and I will leave that place. Together. Permanently.

"But it will not come to that, I suspect. No, his darkness will wake long before then."

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The Beast flashes her a wicked grin and then answers in a sing-song voice, "Am I lying? Am I not? The only one who knows is me. Am I lying? Am I not? The only one who knows is me. What do you think? He sure seems to think something is wrong with him. Silly Little Bird who can't accept not being a perfect saint when it comes to emotions.

"Can you ever really completely be rid of evil once it finds a way into your soul?"

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"You are closer to him than I am. You should know better than I whether or not anything is out of the ordinary with him. If it is simply an emotional issue, then describe it as such. But...why do you ask about evil?"

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"Was he not taken by evil in the war before the Shatter?" The madness that had been in The Beast's eyes and voice a few moments before is suddenly gone leaving him sounding scarily lucid, "Completely violated and every bit of him absorbed? Can one ever really separate such a complete melding? Or, in the end, does some of that evil wait and sleep until it is time to wake and grow again?

'It calls to me when it stirs, you know. There is part of it in what made me. It calls..."

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The Beast turns to look at her with wide, curious eyes, "What is there to cure? He is as he is now. Just as I am how I am now. We are the same. You see, don't you? It is why he is mine. Why he will always be mine. Whether or not it actually awakes, he was made for me."

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The Beast's gaze turns pitying though his voice drops to a dangerous growl, "You don't understand. There is no freeing him of it. It is part of him now. It cannot be removed. If it scares you so, then do something to make sure it doesn't fully wake. That is your only option. Otherwise, I will wait for the day he truly becomes my mate."

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"You don't actually believe that," The Beast raises an eyebrow at her, "but you are willing to let things go for now in the face of a greater threat. Perhaps...you are smarter than I've given you credit for. It seems those at the Association are the ones who make it stir the most in my Little Bird. Maybe you should focus on them if you wish it to stay asleep."

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The Beast cocks his head at her, "I antagonize? How? I only do as I believe best for my Little Bird. What more do you expect from me? I am an animal. Most people would have me put down given half a chance. Only he has treated me as more than that."

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The Beast is quiet for a long moment. He looks at her, then quickly away, then looks back again out of the corner of his eye. It's obvious, despite the words that follow, that her question has made him uncomfortable.

"He needs to deal with some things and he won't. Is it wrong that I make him do it? He will be stronger for it later! He will!"

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"You do not get to make that choice!" The Beast's voice is suddenly a snarl and his eyes are flashing in anger. "What makes you think you have the power to decide such a thing? You do not love him. You do not know him! He is mine! It is my choice to make! And I will not have him suffering and weak any longer!"

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"He has had the chance and he chooses to ignore the issue until it cannot be ignored any longer," The Beast's voice is slightly calmer, but not by much. "Something has to be done and if my Little Bird will not do it and He will not do it, that only leaves me. It's for the best though. Only I will do what must be done when it must be done."