By the way, just teringat the time when I knew I am pregnant. Kan ke sudah kukatakan, kami memang plan this pregnancy [iya,apa-apa pun tetap ianya rezeki dari-Nya, what I meant here is we were trying and hoping hard after the miscarriage ]. So I had my UPT as early as 2 days before my period was due. Like hey of course u saw negative result [ada jugak yang dah boleh detect pregnancy but jarang-jarang because it's still early! ]. And when I saw negative, aku sangat keciwa ok. But I didn't tell MNI sebab haih tak due period lagi, sape suruh gatal buat UPT kan?

Ok my period was suppose to due on 14th May 2010.

12 May 6.00 pm : 1st UPT. It was before my period was due. NEGATIVE

16 May 8.30 am : 2nd UPT. I saw a very-very-very faint line. I thought it was the evaporation line. So I assumed it was still NEGATIVE. Told MNI and he was konfident gile, like yeay sayang pregnant! Padehal deep inside me takutnya it was a false result. Aku tak kire, kata negative jugak!

17 May 6.40 am : 3rd UPT. It was still a very-very faint line. But much better that the day before. I still assumed it was NEGATIVE. Iya sangat pessimistic.

18 May 6.40 am : 4th UPT. I saw very faint line (note that the uncertainty reduced form very-very-very faint to very faint only ). This time pun aku still tak pecaya. Still assumed NEGATIVE.

19 May 6.40 am : 5th UPT. This time I was quite shocked because the line became clearer. But still tak puas hati, I used another kit of a different brand. That made it the 6th UPT. And both showed quite clear lines. Ok wa dah bedebar-debar. Ok maybe POSITIVE.