Following is my movement through airsoft. I'm posting this for others who may be in the same place I was in.

I started playing airsoft in 2006. After a few years, tens of thousands of rounds fired, and hundreds of virtually identical firefights, I started getting bored. I started experimenting with leadership at higher and higher levels. It eventually got to the point where I only played at the CO/XO, and had so little interest in trigger time that I didn't even want to carry a...