Date: Fri, 10 Aug 2007 23:59:02 -0700 (PDT)
From: Bobby
Subject: A Life So Changed ch.13
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A Life So Changed 13
"I am so sorry. I promise not to ever drink or smoke again. I love you
so much, Jared."
That is the line I would say, and mean, every night when I would talk to
Jared. On the last day in the hospital I told him that I made a choice
and I want to be with him forever. I also told him that I was
self-admitting myself into a rehab center so that I could actually get
help. He thought it was a good decision, but really didn't want me to
go. Of course, it was something I wouldn't think twice about.
Everyday for 21 days I would wake up from my deep sleep, shower, then go
to a class for a few hours listening to the causes, dangers, and reasons
to quit certain habits. Afterwards, we were free to do whatever we wanted
within the building. We could be picked up by someone, but we had to be
brought back by 11 and tested. I rarely ever left. There was this one
time, but it was just to have lunch with my dad. Over the past three
weeks he has visited me almost every day. Jared has only visited me about
three or four times, but he told me it's not because he doesn't miss me
or love me, it's because he wants me to spend time with my dad. To hear
him say he loved me and missed me got me even more excited to leave this
place and start everything over. We talked every single night no matter
what and I would repeat that line before we hung up. A few times I've
said it I swear I've heard him cry.
Today was my last day at the rehab center. Paul is supposed to pick me up
any minute. Jared was waiting at home for me. He said that he couldn't
drive me home considering he'd be too busy hugging me. And he said he
didn't want to go with his dad because he didn't want to cry in front
of him. So, I'm sitting in the waiting room watching for Paul to walk
through that door that leads to the outside world to take me home.
Home.
Jared's home. My home. It feels so good to be able to say those words. I
haven't started crying, but I can only imagine what I'm going to be like
once I see Jared.
"Kevin," Paul said. "Ready to go home?" I jumped up and ran into his
arms. I hadn't even seen him walk in.
"Thanks a lot, Paul. I promise nothing like this will ever happen
again." I cried. Great, I couldn't even wait until I got home before
the dam burst.
"Good, but I'm not the one you should be telling this to." he said
nicely.
"Yeah, I know." I said, pulling away from him. He grabbed my bags and
signed me out.
The drive to their house seemed to last forever. Paul seemed to be taking
his time almost. But I knew he couldn't be doing this on purpose, I mean
he knows how bad Jared wants me home as well as how bad I want to get
there. Of course, when it seemed like it wasn't going to end, I saw the
street we had to turn on to get to the house. Paul simply took a
different way home; that's why it seemed longer, duh.
"Excited?" he asked me.
"Huh?"
"Well, it's just that you're starting to shake."
I looked down at me hands and they were shaking. Huh, I hadn't even
noticed them. "Oh, well, yes I am super excited." I giggled.
Finally we pulled up to the security office where Gus let us in. Paul
parked outside and before he even put it in park I jumped out and started
to run towards the door. Before I opened it, it swung open and Jared
jumped into my arms. We fell on the ground holding each other and crying.
He was actually crying. That showed me just how much he truly cares.
"I am so glad you're home." he said softly.
"I'm glad to be home, especially with you." I cried. He stood up and
grabbed my bags. I walked inside and was greeted by Angela who hugged me.
I felt a little bit awkward considering Jared told me that they had some
hesitation about letting me back in the house. He told me not to worry
about it, but hello?
"It's nice to have you back, Kevin." Angela whispered in my ear. She
let me go and Jared yanked me upstairs.
The smell of his room was a distant memory that resurfaced and would stay
in my heart forever. Jared pulled me into him and held me in one of the
best hugs I think we've ever shared. I heard soft sniffling coming from
him after a little while.
"Babe what's wrong?" I asked him, not letting go, but lowering my arms
to his waist.
"I am just so happy you're finally home. You have no idea how long I've
wanted this to happen." Jared cried softly.
"Oh, well I am really sorry about all this, Jared. Now it's you who has
no idea. But I promise you this won't ever happen again." I said,
caressing his back. Before he could respond I pulled back and planted my
lips on his. This is another feeling that I missed deeply. I began
kissing down his chin onto his neck which led to me tugging at his shirt.
"I've missed this too, Kevin."
"So have I, babe."
He lifted his shirt off and I continued kissing my way down his chest
onto his stomach then stopped at his jeans.
"You know you don't have to do this," he said in more of a statement
than a question.
"Yeah, I know, but I want too."
I unbuttoned his jeans and slid them off. He sat on his bed helping me
take his pants off. Once they were thrown across the room I massaged his
member through his briefs and as well started kissing him. He let out a
small moan so I knew I was doing something right. I slipped a finger in
the waistband and tugged. Taking the hint he lifted his butt up so I
could slide them off. Now he was fully naked and waiting for me to commit
myself. The look in his eyes was enough to tell me that he was in love
and I know I had the same lovesick look in my eyes, but I wanted to show
him how much I really cared; which lead me to why I stopped and stood up.
"What? What's wrong?" Jared asked worriedly.
"Nothing, nothing is wrong." I smiled. "I just want to wait for a
better moment."
"Oh," he replied almost sadly.
"It's a moment that I have been planning for quite a while now."
"Okay," he said. "You know, we only have one day before school starts
again. I hate Mondays."
I laughed. "Yeah, I know that. I'm actually glad though."
"Really? Why?"
"Because then I get to start making a lot more of my life up."
"That's good, Kevin. And I am glad that you care."
Later on in the afternoon Angela asked if we wanted to go out to eat. Of
course I agreed and the laughter from Jared meant that he did as well.
When we got to the restaurant I explained that the rehab food was just
dreadful. I mean, it was okay, but definitely not something I was growing
used to.
When we got home I was beat from this straining day. I immediately walked
up to Jared's room and dropped on his bed. I fell asleep and woke up to
the feel of Jared covering me up.
"Sorry, I didn't want to wake you." he said.
"It's cool," I yawned. "I'm glad you did."
"I am so happy that you're back. I've been so lonely in this damn bed."
Jared giggled.
"Yeah, I know the feeling." I leaned forward and kissed him. He smiled
at me and crawled in next to me.
The next morning started with a banging. "Jared, Kevin, get up!" Angela
was pounding on his door as if there was some atomic emergency.
"What? What is it?" Jared asked quickly, sitting up.
"Nothing, I just want you boys up." Angela laughed.
"Oy, she can be so damn energetic." Jared sighed.
"Well, so can you."
"Yeah, but I'm cute energetic and she is rampage energetic."
"What?"
"Nothing," he laughed.
I shook my head and stood up. Jared was looking me over so I decided to
have some fun with him. My foot suddenly "itched" and I had to bend
over to scratch it. Lucky for Jared, he got a nice view of my butt. Then
I turned around and bent backwards as far as I could go which exposed a
large bulge. I looked back in his eyes and smiled.
"I believe you are blushing, Mr. Mayer." I prodded him.
"Maybe I am," he said. "What if I am?"
"Then I'd be forced to do this," I leaned forward and began forcing my
tongue inside his mouth. He pressed his hands against my butt and pulled
me into him. We were kissing wildly as if we never have. It actually has
been a while since we kissed so passionately. "I have a surprise for
you, kind of." I pulled away from him and went to my bags. I took out a
few pieces of paper and gave them to him.
"The adoption papers," he said. He read them over and noticed something
had changed since the last time he saw them. "You signed them,"
"I did a lot of thinking during my stay at the rehab center and I
couldn't think of anywhere else I'd like to live."
"Oh, Kevin," Jared sighed, standing up and embracing me in a hug. He
started crying which made me cry in return. "This is so great!"
"It is really great, babe." I said, sobbing gently. "I love you so
much."
"I love you too," We stood in the embrace for quite a long time before
going downstairs and giving the papers to Paul and Angela. They were also
happy about this bit of news. They told us that they'd contact their
lawyer and the social worker immediately. But as they were busy doing all
that, I wanted to be held by my boyfriend again. The warm sensation that
coursed through my body when I'm held by him is being greatly missed.
"Wanna go back upstairs?" Jared asked as if he read my mind.
"Absolutely," I smiled.
*
"Ready boys?" Paul asked from the cockpit. Angela was moving some
buttons and knobs getting ready for take off.
"Ready!" Jared and I said in unison.
"Tower, this is Wisteria8888 on runway seven requesting permission to
fly, over." Paul said into his earphone.
Jared grabbed my hand across the aisle way and gave it a gentle squeeze
with a soft smile. "You okay?"
"Of course I am," I beamed. "I love flying now! Remember the first
time how excited I was afterwards?"
"Yeah, I remember." Jared laughed.
"Roger that, tower." Paul said into the earphone. "All right boys here
we go." He pushed the throttle up and we started to pick up speed. I was
being sucked into my seat as I felt the plane begin to ascend into the
sky. To assure myself that we were indeed in the air I just had to look
out the window. As soon as I saw the shrinking ground, I let out a small
scream. It's exciting to be back in the air again.
"Enjoying yourself?" Jared asked, slightly amused.
"You bet I am!" I said excitedly.
"All right boys, we're at cruising altitude so you can go ahead and
take your belts off." Angela said. I immediately unhooked my belt and
jumped on Jared's lap. He let out a big groan and gave me a disfigured
smile.
Today Paul told us that we were only going to be flying for about an hour
or two because...well, actually that's all he said. During the flight I
remained in Jared's lap and just watched out the window occasionally
sneaking a kiss. Sure, his parents knew about us obviously, but since we
got back together I just haven't been as open as I usually have towards
them. I guess I just have to learn to trust them to trust me again. After
all I did practically destroy their son which I still feel absolute shame
for.
After another hour Paul said we now had to go home. This was actually
okay by me because I was getting very tired. Sure, I could've fallen
asleep on the plane, but what would be the fun in that?
"Boys I need you to get back in your own seats and buckle up. We're
landing in ten minutes." Paul announced. I stood up and sat back in my
seat. It felt kind of good to be sitting on something soft and cushiony
instead of kind of soft and boney. "Tower, this is Wisteria8888
requesting permission to land, over."
"So, did you like this flight as much as the other one?" Jared asked
me.
"Well, not as much because we weren't flying for long, but it is
definitely my number two choice." I said with a hint of humor.
"Especially considering you've only flown twice." Jared chuckled.
"Roger that, tower." Paul said. "All right we're going to start
descending."
I felt the sudden change in altitude not only in my ears, but I was
watching closely. Paul and Angela were concentrating on landing the plane
safely whereas I was concentrating on...nothing important really. Slowly
but surely the plane began coming closer to the ground. With one little
jolt the plane had two sets of wheels touching ground then the third one.
Perfect. As we were taxiing into their private hangar Paul started some
small talk.
"So, did you enjoy the flight, boys?"
"Yeah!" I said with much enthusiasm.
Paul laughed lightly. "Well, that's good then."
After we got home from the airport, Jared and I went up to his room and
laid on his bed, holding each other closely. Something has been on my
mind for the past eight weeks. If I talked to Jared about it there was a
chance he'd try to talk me into it or there was a chance he'd try to
talk me out of it. But knowing him he'd tell me I could do whatever I
felt was right and that he was ready at anytime.
"Can we go out next weekend? Like just me and you and stay somewhere for
a romantic weekend." I asked him quietly.
"Uh, sure. How about we go to the beach? My parents own a house right
off the shore." Jared said happily. He smiled at me and gave me a
curious look.
"What?"
"What do you mean `what'? You hardly ever want to go anywhere
really." he said. True, most of the time I was invited somewhere I made
an excuse as to why I couldn't go. Sure, I felt bad for lying, but I'm
not too social. When Jared would invite me places I would completely cave
in, though.
"Well, we just never really get a lot of alone time you know? Even when
your parents were out of town we had the maids and your friends
and...yeah." I said quickly, losing my breath.
"Whoa, calm down there killer." Jared giggled. "You're right though.
So, next weekend we will go down to San Diego and-"
"San Diego!?" I said cut him off in shock.
"Yeah, is that okay?" he asked.
"Is that okay?" I repeated. "That's like six hours away. I'm not
going to make you drive that far just for me. We can just...have it here.
Aren't your parents going to be gone next weekend anyways?"
"No, we are going to San Diego next weekend. It really isn't a problem.
Besides, I like driving long distances."
"Are you sure?"
"Positive,"
"Then I'm saying no."
"Why?"
"Because if you think you are going to drive me six hours there, stay
for only a day and a half, then have to drive back another six hours you
are out of your mind." I said sternly. My eyes never moved from his and
were giving a very serious look. He suddenly looked very upset, and this
was my plan. "Don't we get out of school in another few weeks?"
"Yeah, so?"
"So, can you take me for a whole week instead of maybe a day and a
half?" A small smile began to appear on my face showing that I wasn't
serious about before.
"You punk ass," he said. "Yes, we'll go once school lets out." I
leaned on him and rested my head on his shoulder.
"Thanks, babe. I love you so much." I said quietly.
*
"You have about an hour and a half to finish this final. There will be
no talking, no turning around, no looking around, no nothing but working
on the final." Mr. Tembo said to the class. "Begin,"
And so I did. The test after question ten was something out of a scary
movie. But luckily, Jared and I crammed so much studying in over the past
week that I am completely prepared for this final. And within an hour I
finished all 134 questions. As for everyone else, well, some finished
before me some even finished after me, but I don't think that there was
anyone more prepared than I was.
Since returning to school I have been working overtime on trying to make
things up that I missed. My teachers were impressed with my determination
and for that matter Jared was as well. I found that the thought of not
being someone in society when I got older was devastating and for a few
days I actually went into a deep depression. Of course, I did something
about it.
"So, how do you think you did?" Jared asked me as I approached him in
the parking lot. The entire week has gone by extremely fast, and now
there is only one more class standing in the way of me and summer
vacation.
"I think I did pretty good. What about you? I know you've always had
trouble with Algebra." I asked him seriously.
"Eh, I might have done good, but with all that studying you and I did
last week I think I did really good." he said with extreme enthusiasm.
"Well, same here. All that studying we did really helped me out." I
smiled, nudging him in his side.
"Ready for San Diego?"
"Yeah, tonight I have to do my hair though."
"Cool," he said, "can I help?"
I laughed. "Uh, sure."
"Doing it the same way?"
"Yeah, blonde tips except for my left bangs. Those are going to be
red."
"I love that look on you."
*
"Do you have the keys?" Angela asked Jared.
"Yes, mom," he replied.
"What about money?" she asked.
"I have that too. I work remember?"
"Fine, but do you have-"
"Mom, please, I have everything. We will be fine and we will see you
again in a week, okay?"
"Okay, okay,"
"Bye Angela," I said as I was scooped into her arms. She was always a
hugging kind of person.
"You boys be careful and smart," she said.
"I'll call you when we get there, okay?" Jared said, rolling his eyes.
"That'll do, and I saw that young man." Jared hugged his mom then got
in the driver's side. I gave her one last hug then got in on my side.
Jared started his jeep and we were off on a six and a half hour drive to
San Diego.
Throughout the trip, I would lean over and give him a quick kiss on the
cheek. Jared brought along multiple snacks because he knew that my
appetite would get the best of me within an hour. And sure enough, he was
right. I had just finished my box of Wheat Thins when Jared said we were
a few hours away.
"So, what are we going to do when we get there?" I asked him, trying to
break the silence that flooded us in the jeep.
"Well, since we didn't leave the house until about two and it's been
an hour, I'm guessing we still have about four hours maybe more
depending on traffic." he started. "By the time we get there I know
you'll be tired and so will I so maybe we could just start doing things
tomorrow?"
"Okay, that'll be fine. I'm just so excited you're taking me to San
Diego. I've always wanted to go there." I said kind of sadly.
Jared grabbed my hand and kissed it. "I'm happy that I'm taking you. I
wouldn't want to take anyone else."
I smiled weakly. "Thanks," I knew that was true, but his parents
brought him here. Why couldn't my parents be like that? Just one time is
all I've ever wanted.
"Babe, what's wrong?"
"Nothing, I just..." I sniveled, "I wish my parents would've taken me
here before."
"Aww, babe,"
"I mean just one time can't they act like parents?"
"Well, it doesn't matter now does it? We're brothers,"
"Considering we are brothers who suck each other I'm gonna have to say
that's gross, but thank God the adoption went smoothly. It figures that
they weren't even a little upset at giving me up." I turned my head away
from him so he couldn't see the tears escaping my eyes. I felt him lean
forward a little and I knew I was busted, but he said nothing. He just
squeezed my hand then kissed it. I closed my eyes hoping to fall asleep.
Within seconds my hopes became a reality.
*
"Kevin," Jared whispered. "Kevin, wake up," I slowly opened my eyes,
blinking at the sun light coming through the windows.
"Yeah?" I yawned.
"We're almost there. Like another half hour maybe. I figured you'd
wanna see the ocean." Jared said softly.
"Thanks, babe, I do." I said tiredly. I sat up straight and rubbed my
eyes. Jared looked over for a second then turned his attention back to
the freeway.
"No problemo," he said. I reached in the back and got some more snacks.
My stomach was telling me to feed it and fast. It is truly weird how much
I can eat. I went to this buffet with Jared and his parents one time and
the owner eventually came out. Oh, he was pissed at how much I was
eating. Of course, Paul and Angela would not hear of such a thing, but
that is a revelation that I don't want to get into right now. "So, when
we get to the house I'm probably going to have do some cleaning really
fast."
"Okay, can I help you out? I am staying there too so it's only fair
really." I said, trying to swallow a mouthful of Wheat Thins.
"Uh, if you want to, but you don't have to."
"I know I don't have to, but I want to. So, what is there to do?"
"Well, I have to turn the gas, water, and electricity on then I have to
clean the kitchen I'm sure. The last time me and my parents were there we
left it clean, but it has been a while so I'm sure it is at least a
little dirty." he explained.
"I can clean the kitchen really fast after you turn everything on."
"All righty,"
Within another ten minutes the ocean came into view on the horizon. It
was absolutely stunning. The sun was barely beginning to set and the
light was reflecting off the water; it was gorgeous. Jared suddenly began
pulling off the freeway onto the shoulder.
"What are you doing?" I asked nervously.
"You'll see," The jeep came to a stop and Jared quickly hopped out. I
heard some rustling in the back; that's when a cool breeze blew in from
behind me. He opened his door then stood up on the side. "Is it okay if
I take it off?"
"Of course," I smiled. "It feels good outside." He smiled back at me
and continued taking the top off. He then came around to my side and took
my door off and then took his door off placing them both in the back.
"So, this is okay?" he asked one more time.
"Yeah, I like fresh air."
Jared continued driving for the next ten minutes. By then we were making
our way into the city. Within a few minutes we started leaving the urban
part and making our way towards the beach. He navigated through numerous
streets that eventually brought us to a street lined with nice little
houses. He pulled into one of the few that had a small driveway. Wow.
"This is it," Jared said easily. He got out and began taking our bags
out of the back.
I slowly got out and stood in awe. "This is so nice," Nice? That's the
best thing I could think of at the moment. Cut me some slack.
"Thanks," he replied. I helped grab some of the bags. He led us up to
the front door and opened it. Now, I thought the outside was amazing, but
that was only the beginning. Right when we walked in I started being my
usual observing self. The front door leads you right into the living room
and then that leads to an open dining room and kitchen. Between the
dining and living rooms was a hallway which led to bedrooms I guess.
Jared set the bags down and went back outside. Suddenly, a few lights in
the house came on.
"Had to turn everything on and everything seems fine." Jared said,
walking up behind me.
*
It's taken us an hour, but we managed some heavy cleaning. I worked on
the kitchen, living and dining rooms while Jared said he'd set up his
bedroom and bathroom.
"Wow, the house looks good, Kevin." he said in wonder.
"It wasn't too dirty," I said.
"Well, it's just about nine and I'm gonna go on the edge here, but are
you hungry?" Jared asked me sarcastically.
I smiled at his knowledge of my stomach's wondrous eating habit. "Yeah,
but I can wait until tomorrow. I noticed that we need to do some
shopping." Truth be told, I'm somewhat nosey. I managed to snoop in the
cabinets and fridge for some food, but found very limited means of edible
items.
"Are you sure?" he asked, almost in disbelief.
"Of course," I said simply. He walked in front of me slowly. I wrapped
my arms around his waist and looked into his sapphire blue eyes. His lips
were practically calling my name.
"I want you," he whispered huskily.
"I wanted to wait for a better moment, but I think this counts as a
great one." I said, grabbing his hand and pulling him into his bedroom.
I jumped into his arms and started forcing my tongue in his mouth. He
fell onto the bed trying to take his shirt off; I was actually trying to
take it off. Once I got his off I almost tore mine off.
"God, I love you." he moaned breathlessly. He picked me up and laid me
on my back. I caressed his neck while he unbuttoned my pants. As he went
to stick my throbbing member in his mouth I began to stop him kind of,
but I couldn't do it once I felt his saliva over my shaft.
"Oh, Jared," I moaned. My eyes were barely able to stay open, but I
managed to look down at Jared whose head was bobbing up and down in a
quick pace. I suddenly began to feel my orgasm approach. This was not
good; I expected my orgasm to not come for another few minutes
considering I haven't felt such pleasure in like a month. "Jared, I'm
gonna cum, pull off!" I shouted in pure bliss. He lifted his head off of
me and gave me a curious look.
"Is this not the `moment' you were talking about?" he asked, slightly
disappointment.
"No, it is, but I have something to tell you." I said seriously. He sat
on his legs and looked at me intently. "I want to have sex with you."
Jared let out a short laugh. "Babe, we sort of are, you know?"
"No, Jared, I mean sex." I said.
"Oh," he said quickly. I stood up and walked to my bag, taking out a
condom and bottle of lube. Before we left I made sure to bring a few
condoms and lube because I knew that my moment would be out here. That's
actually what I was waiting for anyways.
"I was wanting this to be our first time, especially in San Diego." I
said, handing him a condom and lube.
"Kevin, are you sure? I mean, you're ready and everything? Because
remember I told you not to feel pressured with these." he said
cautiously.
"I thought about it a lot and I've realized that you're the only one I
ever want. I feel ready for this and I want it." I explained.
"Well, if you're ready." he said quietly, showing a small smile. "You
didn't do anything like this when-"
"No," I interrupted him. "The only thing I did was...well, you know."
He nodded slowly. "Come here," He stood up and I walked into his arms,
resting my head on his shoulder. His warmth was soothing against me. He
kissed my head then began rubbing my back. I leaned my head away and
pressed my lips onto his. His tongue pushed into my mouth and began to
massage my tongue.
He picked me up and laid me on the bed, not letting our mouths lose
contact. A strong sexual urge coursed through my body. I could tell he
felt something too considering he's never been so lusty before. He moved
his mouth away from mine and kissed down my body. I sat up and unbuttoned
his pants revealing his pulsating member. I looked up at him and smiled.
"I'm ready," I said softly. I grabbed a condom and put it on him. "Oh,
hold on," I hurriedly walked out of the room and returned with a towel.
"The lube may get everywhere and this stuff isn't like water. It may be
water-based, but it doesn't come out like water."
"You're always thinkin'," Jared said with a smile.
I put the towel under my legs then laid back down. He took the bottle of
lube and generously massaged some on his member and my hole. He scooted
up closer to me and I braced myself for an unpleasant experience.
"Ready?" he asked me with concern clearly showing on his face.
"Yeah, just go slow, okay?" I asked worriedly.
"Absolutely, babe," he said nicely.
He put my legs on his shoulders and then I felt him push at my hole. This
is it. I'm about to get my virginity taken, but at least it is by someone
I want it to be taken by. And at least he loves me so I know that this
isn't just some sex that someone will add to their collection. Suddenly,
he gently pushed his head inside of me.
"Mmm," I winced.
Slowly, he began pushing himself inside of me farther...and farther...
"Ouch," I yelped.
"Do you want me to pull out?" Jared asked worriedly.
"No, no," I said, my eyes shut tight. "Just go slow," Jared leaned up
and kissed me. It was one of those kisses that means "it's okay."
Jared carefully started to slide out and then back in. The pain I was
feeling was immense, but I said nothing. I could tell he was enjoying
this and I didn't want to ruin it for him. And after the initial pain
began to wear off, I was actually starting to feel pleasure. His pace had
gone from slow to more relaxed to pleasurable.
"Oh, Jared," I moaned. He started to pump faster and harder. "This
feels so good,"
"Ugh," he grunted. Jared was getting into it. The harder and faster he
would pump the more pleasure I would feel. He leaned forward and started
to make out with me. Now, I gotta tell you that making out with him while
he was having sex with me totally threw me over the edge. I suddenly got
so hot I actually started to sweat. And I'm not talking about a few beads
here, I'm talking about drips of sweat rolling down my face, my body. I
noticed Jared was sweating a little too.
"Oh, babe, I'm cumming." Jared moaned loudly. He pumped really hard a
few more times, grunting with each, and then fell on top of me trying to
catch his breath. "Kevin, that was so..." Jared panted, "incredible."
"It was," I said, a little breathless myself. He tried getting off of
me, but he couldn't. The sex really exhausted him apparently.
"Your turn," he started.
"No," I quickly said. "Tonight was your night."
"No," he said forcefully. "I remember the last time you said that and
you didn't get your night. I had sex with you and I want you to have sex
with me."
"Really? Are you sure?" I asked in disbelief.
"Absolutely," he said in disbelief as well. "Don't you want too?"
"Well, yeah, I just thought that you'd want to wait or something."
"I already found my soul mate. What else would I have to wait for?"
When he said soul mate my eyes watered. Jared had the cutest smile on in
the world.
"That was so sweet, Jared. I'm your soul mate?" I said almost crying.
"I'm pretty positive you are. I really couldn't see myself with anyone
else but you." he said, wiping away a tear that finally rolled down my
left cheek.
I was at a loss of words so the only thing I could think of was to kiss
him. My tongue snaked its way into his waiting mouth and began wrestling
with his. Jared pushed me up then slid under me. He reached over to his
nightstand without breaking our mouths apart and got a fresh condom. I
heard a tear then felt his hand trying to put it over me. I eventually
had to break our make out up to put lube on the condom and his hole. When
I was done prepping myself and him I carefully started to push in him.
Our eyes were locked. Mine were searching his for any sign of pain or
discomfort, but nothing, just...love. So, I pushed in a little more and
then that's when I saw the discomfort in his eyes. Well, that and the
fact that he winced somewhat tipped me off.
"Stop?" I asked.
"No, it's fine," he said weirdly.
I pushed in a little more. There was only about two inches left until I
was all the way in. He looked a bit more relaxed since I started which
made me relax more as well. I'm so worried about hurting him still. But
only for a moment as I pushed all the way in. Then I started to pull out
and then back in again. His face was slightly scrunched up, but slowly
returned to a normal look, a pleasure look even.
"That actually feels pretty good," he moaned.
I took a hint, if there even was one, and started pumping in and out of
him; slowly at first then with more speed and force. An occasional moan
would escape his mouth. I on the other hand would moan with nearly every
thrust. The mix of our moans was turning me on even more. And then when I
think it can't get any better I decide to try and lean down to kiss him.
This, and the combination of kissing him, threw me over the edge once
more and I was on the brink of climaxing.
"Babe, I can..." I gasped, "feel it." I picked up the pace, leaning
back up from kissing him. "Oh, Jared I'm cumming." I moaned loudly.
With a few more hard thrusts I collapse on top of him. I was trying to
catch my breath, but it wasn't exactly working. It had to be the most
powerful and explosive orgasm I have ever felt.
"That felt incredible, Kevin." Jared moaned. "God, I love you."
"I love you too, babe. And you're right, that was incredible. Thank
you." I said, before sitting up and taking my condom off. I walked into
his bathroom and wiped my self clean. When I walked back into his room he
was already on his side covered up and eyes shut. I carefully crawled in
next to him and draped my arm over his chest.
"Goodnight," he said sleepily.
"Night," I kissed his cheek then closed my eyes to end the perfect
evening.
*
That week was by far one of the best weeks of my life. Not only did Jared
and I go into higher levels in our relationship, but we were in San
Diego. We did so many things I've almost lost track of them. The day
after we got there he took me to the Wild Animal Park. Let me tell you
something about that place if you go on a Saturday like we did, it is
packed. Of course, it's like that anywhere on the weekends, but I've
never been somewhere where the place was as overcrowded as it was. Sunday
we both just lazed around at the beach. Every so often we would come back
to the house for some food or just to cool off. It is only like a few
hundred feet away from the shore after all.
Monday we took a trolley tour through town. That only lasted a few hours
though, so afterwards we just shopped through the various places San
Diego had to offer. That night he had a little surprise for me; a dinner
cruise around the harbor. It was so romantic and special. At one point we
went under a huge bridge and the captain told everyone that if you kiss
under the bridge that your relationship will last forever. Of course we
did that. But we both knew that we didn't need a bridge to keep us
together forever. We just need each other.
Tuesday we just relaxed and went to various museums. One museum that I
especially liked was the Aerospace Museum. Obviously given its name it is
dedicated to flight; something that I love thanks to Paul. Wednesday was
even more fun. Jared and I visited SeaWorld and what a blast. At every
show there was we sat in the soak zone. Now, I didn't think we would get
that wet, but I was so wrong on so many different levels I might as well
have gone swimming with the damn fish.
Thursday was our pack up and be ready to go day. Basically we packed,
duh, and just watched movies. We also had sex that day. Since last
Saturday we haven't done anything sexual. I guess we were both too tired
from the days' journeys. Friday we left the beach house.
Things at home were normal; better than normal actually. The summer had
just begun and both Jared and I were off to a great start. Tonight Jared
and I are supposed to go to dinner with my dad. Since we met, he has been
acting like a father more and more. Jared told me that we look a lot
alike, but I still can't really see the "a lot" part. It has been nice
to see my dad weekly. I have to say that it has been much easier to talk
to him.
Things between Jared and I have been as strong as ever. Since returning
from San Diego it felt like we were so close that...well, whatever it is
that goes with that saying, but in a good way, not a bad way. Just about
every other day I remind him that I won't ever touch alcohol again. He
believes me, and I believe me. Hurting him again is the last thing on my
mind. In reality, it isn't even on my mind. I told him last night that I
wanted to have three kids with him. He started laughing hysterically with
me soon joining him. But after our laughter stopped he told me that he
loved that idea; I just had to be the one to receive. That little comment
earned him light smack on the arm. He retaliated with a spousal abuse
lawsuit. Of course, we both made it up to each other if you know what I
mean.
So, here I am telling you all of this and waiting for my dad to pick us
up. But what will all this mean in a week? A month? A year? Maybe
something more meaningful than an order you forgot to place. Or maybe
less than a birthday you forgot about. But whatever its meaning to you,
its meaning to me is the greatest known to man: love. And that is
something Jared and I will share forever.
Sooner or later the time comes when we all must become responsible adults
and learn to give up what we want, so we can choose to do what is right.
Of course, a lifetime of responsibility isn't always easy. And as the
years go on, it's a burden that can become too heavy for some to bear.
But still we try to do what is best. What is good. Not only for
ourselves. But for those we love. Yes, sooner or later, we must all
become responsible adults. No one knows this better than the young.
* * * * * * * *
Here you have it, chapter 13. I sincerely hope that this story has been a
complete satisfactory to you all. Ending this story is just about as hard
as it was to end A Promise Kept. I have been asked a few times if there
will be a sequel to this story. Only time can tell that. For now, all I
can offer you is more stories including my next one Beautiful Lie which
will be posted in a few weeks or sooner. Please feel free to send any
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