"If Only" is a song from the Disney Channel movie Descendants, sung by Mal while on a date with Ben. The song expressed that Mal was beginning to feel confused about what to do, as she is coming to realize that she may actually be falling in love.

Lyrics

A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening?
Cause up 'til now, I've walked the line
Nothing lost but something missing
I can't decide what's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go?

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, if only
If only
If only
If only

Every step, every word
With every hour I'm feeling in
To something new, something brave
To someone I've never been
I can't decide what's wrong, what's right
Which way should I go

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh, yeah
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh, If only
Yeah

Am I crazy?
Maybe
We could happen
Yeah
Will you still be with me
When the magic's all run out?

If only I knew what my heart was telling me
Don't know what I'm feeling
Is this just a dream?
Ah oh...
If only I could read the signs in front of me
I could find the way to who I'm meant to be
Ah oh...

If only, yeah (x4)

If only
If only

A million thoughts in my head
Should I let my heart keep listening
I know it's time to say goodbye
So hard to let go...