Sunday, December 21, 2014

Thank you for this day - for the opportunity we have for change. I pray today for the wisdom and guidance, the awareness to see where and what I need to let go of. to find those thoughts, actions and beliefs that no longer serve me or the highest good and to send them to the fires for transmutation.

I pray that I can release old hurts (real or imagined) and make space for your true love to enter my being and fill me with Peace. I pray for human kind as a whole to be able to do the same.

I also ask for the silence and clarity to find my true heart center, that I dwell there at all times. So that I can be your conduit to spread the light of your love and we as Human can ascend to your highest ideals.

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

Yesterday I had planned to go back and work in the garden again this morning - the
crabgrass has nearly taken over the corn. I worked 2 hours yesterday before it got hot
and barely made a dent. J told me this morning it was going to be hot today and not overdo it.
Which works out fine because I woke up with a case of the don't want to's.

I had such plans when I quit my job and we moved to the country...I was going to work
on the house, work in the garden/flower beds, paint-create to my hearts content....
And I still aspire to those things, but there are days when that just ain't happenin'...my
body/mind won't move.

Maybe this is the message I've been looking for...take time to slow down and stop the
external chatter. it's time to look inside and see what's going on deep in my own soul.
I often fret over the loss of connection with my own spirit, so I will take this time to explore
and meditate to see what comes up.

Thursday, May 29, 2014

My alarm clock is the birds singing their praises for the new day.
Just a reminder that we are loved and taken care of, that all is well.
That it's time to sing in the now and not worry about the woulda/
coulda/shouldas of the past and future.

I woke this morning to cool weather and a deep fog. As the sun
rose and the fogs lifted, I found dew covered spider webs all along
fence row.

Thursday, May 15, 2014

This is my little farmhouse in the country. (it used to be white until the last tenants painted it this ugly supposed to be adobe color).

We have spent the last 4 years renovating and probably have at least 2 more to go...new plumbing, new electrical, new doors and windows. We have spent almost every weekend working on it. I am happy to says hat this is now our home...we sold our house in the city and have moved!

I have left my job and truly jumped over the edge...I can feel my wings sprouting! I don't yet know where I am headed, but plan to take some time to explore and discover my new path/s.

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Today, I want to give thanks for the little ones. Those sweet babies who
are our future. Bless them and keep them safe that we may learn to love
and trust as they do. Give us the strength and wisdom to guide them
gently so they grow into what we as the human race can become.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Not only is it the first day of the new year....it's also my birthday,
which (in my mind) makes this day extremely powerful. I do
have big plans for the year ahead and am hoping to commit more
of myself to this online journey.

I am not a writer and struggle to post here on a regular basis. I have
considered packing it up and going home, but something tells me I
should be doing this.

2013 was not a bad year - but I didn't spend it creatively and have
realized that I need that outlet in more ways than I knew. I see
that my bad art** and sometimes boring posts are necessary for
my growth not only as an artist, but also as a person.

So, along with the usual "resolutions" we all claim at this time of year,
my word for this year is Forward as that is the direction I am headed
in!

**I have a theory that you have to create a lot of bad art and get it out
of the way before you can create good art.