I'm right there with you. I can't talk to anyone about my HA. I can't even mention anything to my husband w/o him rolling his eyes with an OMGGG here we go. This is my only outlet. Anywho, you have to stop googling! Hopefully this will end soon for the both of us, so over it!

I'm right there with you. I can't talk to anyone about my HA. I can't even mention anything to my husband w/o him rolling his eyes with an OMGGG here we go. This is my only outlet. Anywho, you have to stop googling! Hopefully this will end soon for the both of us, so over it!

I hope someday he realizes that the fears are something that you are struggling to control. HA is even worse when your support system doesn't take you seriously.

I have the same issue with my loved ones. Doctors also say not to google because everything ends up being the C word even a common cold. But with this information so quick to access its hard not to. Can you immagine our ancestors picking up encyclepedias and thumbing through them all day? its madness.

I know googling is the worse thing to do so I don't understand why I bother!! It's only because I've been touching my lymph nodes a lot and after poking at them they've became hard and slightly bigger which has terrified me. It's a never ending story.