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Abi's Perichoretic cHesed Chart

9/29/15 Revised definition of cHesed: Purposeful favor, perpetually initiated, with deliberate affection. The distilled version of Perichoretic cHesed and what it can look like lived out. I have replaced the old "org chart" with this PDF that more closely reflects my current understanding.

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Purple Martyrdom

In the New Testament, a martyr was a witness to the work of God in Jesus -- the Gospel. Not all martyrs' witness resulted in their death (as current usage of the word would suggest).

So, just what is the Purple Martyrdom? It is daily embracing the brokenness in our lives as a means to bear witness to the faithfulness of God's love and care -- his cHesed -- in the midst of our circumstances. Follow this link to learn more.

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Dwelling in the Word: Luke 10:1-12

Abi's OrthoCreed

LORD, in all that I see, think, do, and say, let my inspiration come from your Holy Spirit rather than from human perspectives and desires;

LORD, let me perceive people and situations as you perceive them;

LORD, let me engage in as wide and deep and diverse a discipline of studying, thinking and discussion (especially listening) as I am able; and

LORD, let me act enough like Christ in every circumstance that my feeble light will be magnified by your cHesed and shine forth in the darkness I encounter around me.

Amen

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Abi ponders Deb's book, Redeeming Sex

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RedeemingSex, by the fabulous Debra Hirsch, is a book whose time has come. And it really is about time!

This
book is one of those that everyone must read. Probably more than once. Then process it with someone else. Perhaps with one person, perhaps in a
small group. Each of us have experienced books that cause us to
shift. This is one of them.

But be prepared for it to not be what
you were expecting – whatever it is that you're expecting. Just let it be what it is and receive it as an unexpected gift.

Let me
explain.

Bear
with me while I explain, because it requires some back story.

I've
recently been revisiting books by the late psychiatrist, M. Scott
Peck. It never ceases to amaze me how profound they remain – and
how differently they impact me each time I return. This winter my 19
year old son and I read through and processed Peck's first book, The
Road Less Traveled. I filled a notebook with thoughts – the things
I wanted to be sure to discuss with my son. He found it to be a very
timely and profound experience and we had many hours of deep
discussion.

Then I
moved to a book Peck had written some ten years later, The Road Less
Traveled and Beyond. I have said a number of times that the first
chapter of this book alone is worth the price. It is about Thinking. He
stated that he believed simplistic, disordered thinking was not only
A problem, but THE problem in the world. I agreed when I first read
it, and I agree even more now. Thinking is hard work. Those who are unwilling to embrace the work look for short cuts. Most short cuts end badly....

Peck
said that even as a child he was prone to want to talk about things
that no one wanted to talk about. That desire never left, for which I
am sincerely grateful. His books have been full of things that everyone was thinking about but no one was talking about. He grew into a man who learned that life is
difficult. In order to function well and overcome life's
difficulties, he learned that discipline was the key. The career he
chose required that one discipline he must hone into an art form was listening. And he
found that most people responded more to being listened to than
anything he might have to say to them. That's worth remembering....

Discipline
was a tool belt consisting of four basic tools, said Peck. Each one
of these tools is necessary to find one's way well in this
challenging world of people and relationships and ideas. As I read
through that first section on Discipline in Peck's first book, I was
struck hard: I was not a disciplined person. I had some discipline.
I knew how to work hard. I had a significant skill set. But I had a
tendency to try to avoid some problems because of the emotional
suffering that came with them. Peck said that this tendency is the
primary basis for all human mental illness.

As I
processed his “tools” I came to realize why my life has been so
difficult. It was difficult because confronting and solving problems
is painful. I don't like pain – things Peck identified as
frustration, grief, sadness, loneliness, guilt, regret, anger, fear,
anxiety, anguish and despair. I tend to want to avoid pain. But I
stumbled over problems – and the pain they caused – that I was
ill equipped to solve because I had not been consistent in the use of
discipline's tools. How could that have happened? Somehow, I don't
think I'm alone in this experience.

So,
let's briefly identify these tools before I continue:

Delaying
gratification. Doing what must be done, especially those things
that are very hard and not particularly enjoyable, actually is the
least painful (in the long run) and allows us to get on with those things we want to
do – the things that bring us joy. Procrastination is the anthesis
of delaying gratification.

Accepting
responsibility. Having the courage to own our thoughts and
actions – and the effect they have on other people and our
relationships. Sometimes we try to accept responsibility for things
that are not ours. Other times we project responsibility for our issues onto
others. But if we don't learn how to consistently own our story, we
move toward the disordered thinking that underpins mental illness.

Dedication
to the truth. My son and I were surprised by Peck's definition
of a “white lie” as being truthful about what is said, while
leaving out enough details so as to actually deceive by the withholding of
truth. I think this is where “speaking the truth in love” comes
into play. We need to speak to each other in ways that promote the
best interest of the other. When we include or exclude things that
are hurtful rather than helpful, we stray. Self-deception is the
enemy here.

Balancing
(including bracketing). This is the discipline that disciplines
discipline. This is where we check our preconceptions and biases.
Where we set aside our first impressions in order to be able to
listen fully to the other – to stand in their shoes and look out
from their eyes. Where we look for context for the narrative, not
just the facts. It is where cHesed enters as genuine affection,
gracious response, and merciful initiative are extended toward the
other.

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Well,
after that long explanation of my context when I was reading Deb's book,
I'm ready to share why I think her book is so important.

I think
I'm not the only one who suffers with being inconsistently
disciplined. I think it is a human problem. It is a problem with
integrity – with the proper integration of spirituality and
sexuality. And because humans have functioned within this particular
disintegration for so very long, we have come to normalize it. We
don't know we're blind because we think this is the way it is
supposed to be.

Like
Peck, Hirsch is someone who is comfortable talking about things most
people aren't. She is like a fresh wind on a smoggy day. Deb has a
way of taking normal things and hosing off the shame that has
been applied to them. She sneaks past the watchful dragons of society –
especially church society – and turns on the lights, chasing away
specters of ignorance too long masquerading as truth.

Even
though she doesn't use these terms, Deb has essentially asked us to
pick up our tool belts and start using discipline's tools to help us
learn to receive God's love, return God's love, and share God's love
with one another. She is calling us to the tasks of discipleship as
we live and walk in the Way of Jesus.

The
tool that allows us to delay gratification has too often been misused
– like using a wrench as a hammer. Even worse, when it comes to
sexuality, it has too often been a matter of denying
gratification. And this comes from not understanding the connection
between spirituality and sexuality. Deb calls them two sides of the
same coin. Perhaps I would say that sexuality and spirituality are
like the wings of a bird – they have to work together if the bird
is going to fly. Deb's words open the door of a cage that has kept
so many birds cooped up for so long that they had forgotten they were ever meant to fly!

The
tool that allows us to accept responsibility has been corroded with
shame and guilt – bringing it out brings condemnation and dishonor
from those who have forgotten that sanctification is a life-long
journey of remembering that Jesus is our sanctification...we are
accepted, we belong, because of what he did, not by what we have
accomplished. Rather than always being ready to confess our sins one
to another, we wear masks and hide behind pleasantries. Who are we
trying to fool? Deb calls us to transparency and vulnerability so
that forgiveness and restoration might arise.

The
tool that allows us to be dedicated to the truth is too often blunted
by ignorance. We are not really interested in what is true – just
what is comfortable and consistent with what we already believe.
Especially, what we have been told to believe by our leaders. We are
discouraged from asking inconvenient questions and wrestling with our
doubts and fears.

She
asks us to stop telling white lies – to ourselves and to one
another. Particularly, Deb asks us to stop lying about sin – that
some sins are “worse” than others. That we call upon our courage
and humility and take the plank out of our eye before we go after the
speck in the eye of another. She calls us to stand in the sandals of
Jesus and look at each other out of his eyes.

Finally,
the tool that allows us to keep things in balance – to see things
in the proper context – has been removed from many tool belts altogether!
Preconceptions and biases and stereotypes combine with fears and
outright misinformation to throw us off balance. All too often this
is packaged as obedience, when it is more about power and control and order.
Deb calls us to wade into the messiness and face our own fears about our own issues. Only then
can we tackle our fears about others and allow the Spirit to show us how to love and accept them.

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Deb's
transparency and vulnerability as she shares her story, and the
stories of her family and friends, is almost as shocking as the
details. And that's because she tells things just as they are –
normal. She asks us to set aside what we might think “normal” is
and stretch ourselves. Peck defines love as extending oneself for
the spiritual growth of the self as well as the other. Hirsch
provides fresh perspectives on many angles surrounding the issues of
gender, sexual expression, marriage, celibacy – and what the church
has thought about them through the centuries. Let's just say that not
all of the church teachings have been consistent with the Scriptures,
as seen through Hebraic lenses and the life and ministry of Jesus.

When I
teach something that might be challenging or controversial, I
ask those listening to not get derailed but set aside their
disbelief long enough to listen deeply and understand what I'm
actually saying. When they hear something that brings up
questions, make a quick note of the thought or question – to
discuss later, if needed. More often than not, the discipline of
listening fully finds a way of answering those quickly scribbled
questions. If not, at least it helps one ask the questions that remain with
much more humility and openness.

I ask
you to approach this thoughtful and humble and informative book with
that same respect. Set aside what you think you know and let Deb take
you deep inside her story. Let yourself feel what she shares so that empathy wells up in your heart, washes over your fears, and lets the perfect love of Jesus cast them out.

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Life is
a wild ride. None of us get out of it alive. But it is meant to be filled
with the most exquisite experiences of love and grace and mercy. This amazing book can help you get more of what God intends.