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Sometimes I see the people on T.V., who have many unfortunates in their life and I think how grateful I am to have the life I have right now. Though I'm not rich at all, nor am I ultra pretty, I'm just glad I have a family who loves me and a good health.
A recent event made me realize just how close those unfortunate things can happen to you. I've been diagnosed with a tumor, the first stage of cancer. So far, I'm in no life threatening danger but the doctors say I can't get emotional, I can't eat certain things, I can't do this and that. Though I can still live for a certain amount of time, this is not life. Restricting what I feel and my emotions makes me nothing more than a puppet or a doll.
I have accepted the fact that yes, I may get cancer and sometimes, life is just short like that. If I live, I live. If I die, I die with no regrets. The only regret I have is living like a doll with no emotions, if this is how it is then life has no meaning then.
If I don't log on in one year it means I'm dead. It was nice knowing you guys and if any of you come across this, thank you for everything I had so much fun and happy memories on Gaia with my friends. Thank you so much. And goodbye.