I go on not knowing—I would not if I might;
I would rather walk in the dark with God than go alone in the light

4 posts categorized "goals"

Monday, November 16, 2009

The first half of this semester was hard. Weird schedule, lots of new pressures and responsibilities, and a lack of energy.

Unfortunately lack of energy is a vicious cycle--no energy to cook good stuff = eating out; eating out = not always eating the best foods; not eating healthy = no energy.

So, during the midterm week, when I wasn't grading tests or catching up on laundry. I searched for some recipes to turn into the 30 meals project that
Carrie, my RA in college (well, and my college roommate's sister-in-law) told me about on this post. (BTW, thanks Carrie!!)

My requirements were that the recipes:

could be made in less than 20 min,

needed to be low-carbish,

needed to delight mine and my husband's taste buds, and

could be made with things easily found in Taiwan.

Finding meals that meet all four requirements was no small task!

Although Lawrance is generally easy going and not too picky about food, finding things we both love to eat often has proved to be a challenge.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I "share" the posts I read and think others would benefit from reading. But sometimes, simply sharing them in my sidebar is not enough. For example, there are parts of this clip below from Pulpit Magazine written by Jesse Johnson that I would totally highlight, underline and draw stars next too if I could mark up a computer screen!!

All believers are to be active in evangelism. In fact, all four Gospels end with Jesus commanding believers to bring salvation to the lost (Matt. 28:19; Mark 16:15; Luke 24:47; John 20:21). Jesus’ last earthly words were another repetition of this same command, to bear witness to the gospel (Acts 1:8). It is not an overstatement to say that all Christians should be driven by a love for evangelism. After all, it is our mission in life.

But while all Christians are called to be active in evangelism, not all Christians are equally gifted at this particular calling. Acts 21:8 and Ephesians 4:11 both imply that some have the gift of evangelism and some do not. But God in His wisdom has still called all Christians to evangelize.

Thus, one of the marks of a Christian is a love for evangelism. If you are fearful, evangelism gives you the opportunity to trust God for courage. If you are timid, evangelism gives you an opportunity to trust God for confidence. Christians are slaves to Christ, soldiers in His service, and sons of God. Our master, our general, and our Father has given us our orders: to reach the lost with the hope of the gospel.

As Christians, we love what God loves, and God loves the lost. As we become more and more sanctified, we become more and more like Christ. This growth causes us to grow in our love for those
who are still God’s enemies.

I am the kinda gal that makes tons and tons of goals and lists. I analyze. I plot. I plan. I have great intentions for wonderful things.

But . . . you see, I am a "SHE"--a Sidetracked Home Executive (and I don't even have others to manage, just me) [see flylady for more info on SHEs].

I struggle with perfectionism. So, really this means I have really high expectations but they end there. My list gets lost, forgotten or just plain ignored. The first tiny inclination of possible failure (keep in mind we are not even talking actual failure here) sends me running for the whiteout,eraser, delete key. I want to hide the fact that I am not perfect--even from myself.

I love the way Blair keeps track of all her goals with weekly and quarterly assessments. How smart! How brave! I would never dare to that in public because I fear failure; and, I just am not that brave.

I look back at 2006, and am a little sad that I let the tyranny of the urgent take place over the things I truly value. So, unlike last year, this year I made a list of 85 specific and measurable things I'd like to see happen in 2007.

I not ready to share my 85 things list, but here are some basic themes--by God's grace--I want to make a priority for 2007:

Scripture MemoryI hope to memorize these verses in Chinese and begin working on memorizing an entire chapter, possibly a book in English._

Systematically Reading thru ScriptureI can't decide if I am going to read it chronologically thru the year or from cover to cover in 90 days. (I am going to try for the last one, but if I get too far behind, go with the first one. Is that good or bad that I've already created a safety-net for possible failure?)_

Sharing the Good NewsI want Jesus to be a natural part of my daily conversations._

Reclaiming my HealthBy the end of 2007, I would love to have my PCOS under-control, which includes some lifestyle changes._

Reclaiming my HomeI have let clutter pile up and keep me from enjoying my study and kitchen. I want these rooms back. I will be using flylady's routines to help me babystep my way back into a home I can enjoy._

Studying LanguageI really, really want to study Taiwanese conversation. I also would like to take some formal Mandarin classes--I haven't done that in 7 years now._

RelationshipsLiving alone allows me to become quite self-centered. I want to be better about calling my family and friends in America as well as making an effort to be a better friend to those around me here (I could start by being better about answering my phone)._

Doing New ThingsWhether that is finishing things I started years ago and haven't finished or trying something new that I have always wanted to but just didn't dare--I am going to make an effort to try them (again) this year.

This year I plan to do things 15 minutes at a time. I want to
quit letting perfectionism and the the lack there of paralyze me from
doing the things I long to do. I am going to live in grace. I have
lived too long not realizing grace was for believers too!!

I long to be a girl after God's own heart. I long to know Him and make Him known. I long to share with the Taiwanese people just how great a God He is. I long to see the Taiwanese people worship Him in joy and expectation! I want His reknown and glory to the be the foundation for all I do.