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I always enjoy the process of things. First there’s an empty lot. Then a foundation is sooner built to substain future building. More and more you see that vision become a reality. All that effort being reciprocated. Where there once was an empty lot there is now a flourishing business. The journey makes the destination even more sweeter.

Advice, something I have always given but haven’t had the regularity of receiving. I guess people tend to associate a person who is always giving advice and encouragement as a person who doesn’t exactly need it. I think they need it the most.
A heart that feel for others more than itself, is a heart that sometimes needs to be rejuvenated. I’m still human and sometimes I need to be reminded that they are still people who feel the same way I do and love the same I way do.
Today I was reminded.

Listening to your audio, your voice spoke nothing but happiness and joy. In life, they are rare moments that we get to experience. Being able to see you happy and to feel that happiness in the way you speak about everything, brings me joy and connects to something deep within.
To know that all those brave actions and decisions mounted into something quite unfathomable and fulfilling just proves there is a God and he has seen your struggle, your commitment and he is here to let you know that now is your time to shine.

I’ve recently been caught in a web and frankly I’m getting tired of fighting to break free. My first thought is to do what is right; That would be, call it what it is and get over it. My second thought; Forget everyone’s opinions on what I should do, if it feels good then it must be right.
Now my idea of what is right feels clouded with everyone’s opinion of what is right. Questions then erupt: ” Am I acting off the feelings of my own or the feelings of others, Do I only feel it’s wrong because someone else has pointed out the faults in it or is it my true feelings, Is the other persons opinion even creditable, Do I really want this, If I end it will I really feel that it was my decision or a decision from the result of constant criticism, Maybe I’m in denial.”
Now I’m not one to reject a persons opinion but I can say if affects my decision making, especially if it’s coming from a family member or a close friend. I can say that at this point of my life, I’m quick to end things when I feel there’s a ulterior motive or feeling aren’t being reciprocated and respect isn’t there. But this situation is weighing on my conscience.