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Namaste. You Filthy Animal.

Good morning. This will be my 2nd entry in a week. Holy hell, I’m on a roll. But not a yeast roll or a dinner roll because I am on a diet. And the closest thing I get to bread is when I dream about it at night. Mmmmmm bread. And don’t get me started on pasta. *Sniff*

But enough about that. Don’t worry I’m not crash dieting, per se. I am just trying to get back on track. Now that I sit all day and don’t clean, I had to improve my caloric intake. It is just math folks. And I am taking 15 minute walks daily. I anticipate that being 30-45 min once the weather stays groovy.

But, that being said I started this blog for a whole other reason. I have started to meditate. And let me tell you something.

It is FAN-friggin-Tastic. I meditate to sleep, I meditate in the morning, I meditate when I get overwhelmed. I downloaded the app, Instant Timer, and I am in LOVE.

*Except I got a message from some Russian guy that said, “Thanks for meditating with me last night.”

Um, what? On the app there is a list of people meditating at that moment and I guess he thought, “well let me message this stranger because it’s the internet and of course it has to get fucking weird.”

Ugh People.

The weather is getting warmer and I feel like I am starting to shake off the most chaotic winter I have ever experienced. It was Cray Town.

But now the sun is shining, I am in love with it getting dark much later, and that all means…

It’s almost Beach time!!!

For the first time in about 2 years, I am planning on spending some quality time at the beach. I miss it terribly. I miss every single thing about it. Except, that thing that touches your foot and makes you leap out of the water screaming that you are going to die. Oh, and sharks.

Which this is why I also started the diet and attempt to get off my ass and move around more. See we’ve come full circle. I love it when that happens.

It takes some searching and experimentation to find the one that works for you. But that app has a TON of stuff. I search for what mood I’m in, “Stressed, need to sleep, affirmation, etc.” then pick a high rated one and give it one minute. If I’m not into it I go to another. Normally I find what I like within 2 tries. I recommend it!

Unfortunately, I’ve never seen the Pacific. That being said, it always seemed too cold anyway! I hate being cold. The blood in my veins is straight Florida Sunshine. That being said, while I love my beach, the West Coast of Florida’s beaches are gorgeous.