David Arquette, a close friend of The Howard Stern Show, spoke exclusively with Howard Monday about falling off the wagon.

Arquette told The King of All Media that he is back to drinking and smoking weed, and that he is concerned about the reaction he will receive when news breaks.

“My problem with being honest with you and talking with you is that people are going to take all this and just be cruel with it,” Arquette said. “People are going to take this and start talking about it.”

Watch a clip from the interview below, including Arquette’s view on the “kindness game.”