I crush a certain lady, for what she is, for who she is, for what she has done to fill someones life with more love than anyone should ever expect, for taking the chance, for expanding someones mind in the infinite. For seeing through the grouchy fuck and accepting me for what I am. And vice versa. For her honesty. For her judgement. For her guts. For her honesty. For the way she smiles at me. For the way she looks in the morning. For the way she looks in the evening. For the way she makes every moment, however brief, makes it about us, and the world can go to hell. For being there when my facade doesn;t work. For allowing me to be there for her when her facade doesnt work. For being a genuine woman, with all the associated idiosincracies. For the inner beauty that is so far and above her outer beauty. For allowing me to be a part of her life and me hers. Was it fate that brought us together? I don't think so. You said as much last nite, Dammit baby I Love You. Jeeeeebus. Damn, Wow. Never thought this would happen again. Thank you Babe. Your Heli

Oh, boo-hoo! Look punk, I came this close (holding fingers 1 cm. apart) to booking my li'l Little Rock flight through freakin' Minneapolis just for the opportunity to grab your young butt during the, ah, 'layover', so shut the hell up already. The only reason I DIDN'T book it that way was because I didn't want to leave at 1 in the goddamned A.M.

I shore needed a good pottie-laugh after a long week of feeling stressed about preparations, and feeling like Don Quixote (only my dragons are *real*).
Gosh! I'm feeling so much better after that crack about doorknobs.

You’re tireless efforts deserve accolades and though I think of you at other times also, I hope you take it as a compliment that you are most certainly on my mind whenever I pay a visit to one of the “Blue Rooms”

I totally crush everyone who had anything to do at the Southern Regional Event TRANSFORMUS this last week/weekend in North Carolina. We came, we saw, we drank, we smoked, we spanked, we laughed, we cried, we ate, we danced...

Cowboy, where is Wilmington? Delaware? I'm still a little fuzzy on my east coast geography. PS: I am crushing you.

Ranger, I am crushing you for all your efforts and work while you were out here. T05 was fantastic. So were all the people. It was wonderful putting faces with names. Hey! I got to be a greeter there and spank people! What fun! Funny thing is, these people wanted it! heh heh. I thought about you while I was there. Someday I hope to meet you and Peaches.

Yes, monkeypoo, you spent the week with some of my very favorite people in the world. Maya, Deezl, Flashback (Erik), Sinnamon, Spaceboy. They won't see this, but I'm crushing them all hard right now. Sounds like you guys had a pretty fabulous event out there.

“We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered.”