Wednesday, March 26, 2008

another day

My dad is still in the hospital, no word on when he can go home. Hegot the operation, so now we are waiting for him to recover. Sendingmy love and peace to him everyday and I am sad that I am here and cantbe there for a few days. I need to be close to home. Note toself...Next Organico, within the same national borders of my family!Por FAVOR! :)

I got up, went for a run/walk/strech/tan, all at the same time. It issoo hot right now, the minute I wake up, there is no way to go back tosleep...I dont remember last year being this hot...Maybe I am moreaware of things now then last year...

After the run, I came home and made coffee and breakfast! I amgrateful these days that I have my mornings to myself..I take time tohangout in my new home, I have some new pics on flickr) and write,draw, think, swing in the hammock and be lazy...Then slowly I head tothe cafe and talk to people, make a smoothie for myself and check myemails...Not too bad...

Nights are a little lonely, even with my little prince and I have toadmit and I have been on the border of feeling depressed, super happy,one day up, one day down, sleepless nights but at the end of the dayeverything is impermament. Taking things as they are, not havingexpectations and being happy for being...I am learning...it ishard..it is hard to accept but that is all we have to do to findbliss...This place is magical to show you the truth...Trust,friendship, love...Harm, ego, jealousy...I try to be on my own...oruntil I met someone like my little prince. He makes the world goupside down, only with a smile. Sooooo cute!