Thank you Mandy – I have to admit that unexpectedly I have learn much about myself and the process of grief and loss through this experience. As my friend taught me much during her living, she continues to influence my learning in her death. Sincerely, cheryl

Funny how you look back on all the non-verbal cues when someone you know suicides. My obstetrician killed himself 2 weeks after delivering my daughter. It bothered me on the day of my discharge that he refused to look me in the eye when we discussed my follow-up appointment.