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months later, and it's the same ol' life

i know i know, you've missed me, it's been heart wrenching to live without my posts. oh wait, I am the single only person who reads this.

the internet has been down at my apartment for some months now. and now, life is almost back to normal 21st century life again, stealing internet from the neighbors has worked out well so far. it is a little slow, and not always connected, but better than nothing, and definitely better than $40 a month.

months have passed, something exciting must happened... just let me think... nope, i think life is the same as it ever was. i wake up go to work, come home, see matthew, hug matthew, laugh some, cry occasionally, go to bed too late, and start all over again after hitting the snooze button too many times in the morning.

two major changes to my daily schedule occurred yesterday.1. Matthew left for Wisconsin for the summer... good job, good money, family, old friends, and the prospect of a new car... however it has left me in a daze, and feeling incomplete. It may be the longest three months of my life. I spend ever day with him, and when he is near everything just feels right, no matter how wrong life may be. And now that he away, i am afraid everything will feel just wrong no matter how right life may be. I think that may be LOVE...2. The purchase of new work out pants. my trip to old navy to buy new pants for work, was more than disappointing, so instead a pair of work out pants, and a very supportive sports bra were purchased without the decision that no more clothes would be bought until this rear starts shrinking. BRING IT ON!

the up side... pay day is tomorrow... the down side, the money doesn't go far. a new job may be in the works, yee-ha.

bring on the change, i never did deal well with change. but this time i may be ready to battle...

"Whatever I have, wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am" Philippians 4:13 (The Message)