He's talked to guys. I mean we all know by now towel -- some -- but I am. Super conflicted and I have been for awhile now the thing is like you know hometown the next week and -- it's just not fair it's either him Norah you've isolates. Even potentially. Take a spot. -- talking you know you're going -- this time there. I'm sad because I know that there's something really. Equality between us. Feel like it's taking all my will power to do what I consider to be the right thing.

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