Wednesday November 16th 2011 @ 8:03pm ( HELP!)

so everything is stanrting allover agin.. i had my mom come over yesterday… now does this sound right.. that they do mri’s at 8:30pm?????? anyway… that is what i was told so she oudl nt comm eby my hoem for dinner until after the mri.. which put here at my home at 9:30pm for diner… no problem… and it was actually a rally nice visit… jsut the two of us.. out on the lamai.. with candles.. and sharing a ritz cookie… ( along with the cinamon crepes.. and the stew… well soet of i made the white saue.. and a bunch of veggies.. nad then this strognoff type sauce… to be realy honest it was and is great…

so then she stayed and we visited until about 11:30pm and i ended up cleaning up allthe dishes( only had one load in the dishwasher…. by midnight…) bu thad this horrid spliting headache… and the headach didnt go away… and i was in bed allday today… i actually woke up a bit early 7:30amish t open windows and to cool down the ondo… and then i was in bed untilabout 5pm… Yesterday allthe bcable was out.. jsut in my condo.. and when it was put back on ionly have a few channels…

i watch a movie on 96 and on teh catholic religious channel… inbetween sleeping alot…

but today when i usedto phoen to call my mom… all hell broke lose ..it was like she was an uneducated constructuion boy… a real pig… who”couldn’t handle anythng” and was nothing like the sweet perosn who came eby last night… wha teh hell..

and when i tried calling scott renshaw… theyhung up on me… WHAT THE HELL… and the person on teh phoen was tryong to tell mytha mycousin GREG who is supposedly in town cnat se mye because he is busy painting a roof.. AGAIN… not my family!!!!!!!!! i know one son upstairs is a roofer… for an ohio family..did somem ass hoel ge tmy family and ther family mixed up again…

THIS IS GOING TO BE AHORRID THANKS GIVEDING AND CHRISTMAS!!!! and i am sooo lonely as it is…

beside gogin to babysit for the wrong people… and haven g two computer broken. and $240.00 stolen… and a headlight broken….. adn these ass holes takein gaway my tv channels… and not allowign me to see or talk to my family… i feel like i have been kidnapped and sold to a really rtotten family…. really rotten family… who doesnt care one bit about me..

infat i had this guy/girl who was pretendign to be my mom on the phoen …. tell me when i triedto talkto her /him about the type of boys/men i would like to have in my family… to date so i coudl be adoped into ther famiy i guess… beause the peorpl onteh pnoen are rotten… and not nice and not my family!! not even my friends… any way.. thes people basialliy said they dont care what i am looking of in a guy… especialy since they dont are that i waanted soemene

NORMAL…. no dreg problems no alchol rpobmes no crazies… and no freaks… and felons…

i wanat in a guy.. a white.. caucasian, not even overly tan… nromal guy… who is tall thin normal althlec build but normal… not body buildrewho is blond or has light brown hari. but was blond when he was a child… and definatley blue eyes…. ans ewho is intelligent.. and abmitious entrepreneural spitit..sucessful professional genreous kind rpmantic imaginative nice thoughtful great at conversation funny witty clever.. has taste nammers etiquette great family iwoudl want ot be a part of.. encouragian and supportive of achieving goals and dreams great with money adn fianances makes intelligetn decissions someoen who is integuing interesting well heeled adn makes smart deissionns in all areas of life… who has morals and values and ethics.. who