She freaked out. she became really irritated and angry. she said im scarin her. before now i looked at my sister and she said i was being weird. She was the first to say plz dont look at me. I am smoking now. It's a bit of an anker. a bad one ill give. time. langsam langsam
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but that there's also beauty but for me...
Sunrises don't shine for me anymore, even my children's happiness doesn't have the power to cheer me on. Nothing keeps me going except that I'm merely here like it or not: a spirit tied to slowly rotting flesh. But wait I'm the...

Is the destiny of man to continue to progress and change?
To become a little more heartless and cold every passing day?
I thought I found something special, but all for naught.
Fools gold still shines in the light,
but crumbles in the shadow of doubt.
Can I live and love and...

gardens in Boise, ID. Wore a mint green gingham dress and matching keds. Was made fun of by strangers in their 30's for looking like Dorothy, which if you're a fan of the movie is innacurate.
I can't lie and say it did not embarrass me a bit. Not a very confident person and was...

I am hard to love I am hard to maintain I am hard as a rock I am hard to explain , I am tired I am wired I am not grounded I am not found I am still lost, I regret I cant kick , I am sick I am torn I am a thorn, I am crying I am dying, I am in I am out, I am where its at I am...

I've been through many unfair trials and tribulations in life, which I did not deserve. It hasnt made me a better person, as I was never a bad person to start off with. Im always trying to connect the right kind of people with each other, help those who need it, only want the...

Why do we bring trees in our house? A question I had long ago.....Dec. 21st marks the gradual return of longer days with sunlight.
This year I focused on the good things in my life and to find ways to appreciate people around me.
Though money is a challenge I picked up small...

I am a human being who makes mistakes much like everyone else. One of the things that separates me from some of the rest of the herd is that I take responsibility for everything I have ever done and stand ready to admit whenever I am wrong. These things about me will never change...

constantly I am reminded of a life, you, and inside of it...
...the lessons to be learned.
Only though to fruition shall i be in the know when resurrected I am once more from ashes.
Again I lament as I accept my due chastisement and burn , black as my minds rain and...

that sees your message, puts my phone down for two minutes to go do something, then remembers three hours later I had a message....oops....
Hope you all have a lovely Sunday....ill message you back in a minute...(or maybe, in several hours !!!!) xx
Much love ..
Markie xx...

I like reading Comics and manga's. I love to fantasize. I like watching Anime and Cartoon. I am here because i care about my family, i am also introverted. I love music and music makes me happy. I am to people very shy sometimes and curious.

I am not strong enough to make every step of the way without falling from time to time.
But I am strong enough to get back up again.
I am not courageous enough to face the darkness ahead of me.
But I am courageous enough to close my eyes, sing softly to myself, and push...

I am the mother of three adult children, and a grand-mother of nine. I went from a childhood of abuse onto a 17 year relationship, filled to the brim with heartache, betrayal, and domestic violence. Until I got away from my ex-husband, my motto was like so many other...

situated on has the proper resources necessary to maintain the carbon-based vessel I'm confined to. It's a truly curious situation. In the midst of all this craziness, I'm finishing up a physics degree. Could you imagine?!
Let's stop trying to make sense of existence; there is...

but such a whor*
So self-aware, so full of sh*t
So indecisive, so adamant...
So rock 'n' roll, so corporate suit
So damn ugly, so damn cute
So well-trained, so animal
So need your love, so **** you all.

... I am..... what proceeds this? What label or value or idea can we put after this? The more i have thought about this the more i realize this is where my suffering has always stemmed from. There are many I am’s and I am not’s i could imagine or write but what it really...

i have cerebrel palsy so sometimes i have good days and some i wonder why i'm here on earth i feel alone and seems like things are always my fault i have never had a girlfriend and i don't have anyone to talk to that is in my position. people look at me and think i'm slow or...

It's MONDAY....These suckers roll around once a week and we have a CHOICE!! We can either *sigh* deeply.......*roll our eyes* and plod thru it, as best we can....OR...we can get busy and grin our way thru!! Goofiness is an AWESOMELY proactive way of accomplishing this......So...

i am the thought you never had, and that feeling you almost felt so long ago. i am the dream you forgot as soon as you awoke this morning. i am the face you would instantly know, but have never seen before. i am the ghost that haunts the darkest halls and locked rooms of your...

psychic senses. .. intuition, Astral projection.... I've felt all my life, and now more than ever, that ordinary life isn't enough.
I'm not sure how to embrace psychic self. I do know that I no choice. ..this is not something I contemplate, it's been with me for most my life...

Over the years on E.P. I had been called a racist bimbo hacker, stuck up snob, boaster etc. Yet I am still here because I have the right to be on here. I don't not let rude, stupid, racist comments to get me down. I will just ignore them all. I will delete and block if I need...

I am a geek. I am a labor and delivery nurse. I am a woman getting divorced at age 51, because I deserve to be treated with respect and loved. I am a woman who is not afraid to be alone. I am a great shot with a revolver. I am an incredible fishing person. I love to fish and...