Saturday, 28 September 2013

It is amazing that summer has gone and here it's becoming colder.I had 2 fairly minor op's straight after the last 7 hour chemo session.One in each shoulder and though both were done with local anestheticsI found myself completly knocked out for longer than usual.I only began to feel some interest in any thing a couple of days ago.But am up now and this morning was taken to a lovely man who did a wonderful relaxation session with me.Am still trying to eat more but not having as much sucess as I need.The doctor at the hospital arranged for me to have food supplements to eat along side each main meal.They are so unpleasant I just can't down them.So we have this huge boxfull and I don't quite know what to do about them.I know I should force some down but since very little tastes pre chemo days its even difficult to eat normal foods. My last chemo is next week,I hope the last one presents no problems,it will be very interesting to find out what a problem free session is like .I even went into my workroom this morning and looked through my many paintings .It was surprising how I picked up things that didn't seem rightand liked others more.I even felt happy thinking it won't be too long before I will be able to work in there again.