Well, I finally felt better once I went to the bathroom. I get constipated easily and it makes me feel more bloated. The day has had its ups and downs, but overall a nice day. It was 108 degrees today and I do not have air-conditioning. I have been so hot in our house that it has been making me feel wiped out all day. I wish I had an air-conditioner. I will put it on my huge wish list of things we need in our house like a washer and dryer, new mattress and much more. As most of the world, we do not have extra money to replace things as needed. I am very grateful to have our home as my daughter has to pay my mortgage and my son heard of an organization called NACA and we worked all last year to re-finance and save our home for the second time in the last few years. No wonder my body got cancer. The stress alone has been enough to kill anyone. The more I think about myself the more I realize I am strong and we can do anything if we really want to. My daughter said she would do whatever it took to save the house or die trying. We did it! So, I can beat cancer. Okay I really should go to bed, but it’s almost 2 AM and it’s still boiling in here. My daughter made a turkey, stuffing, kale, mashed potatoes and cranberry jell. She said to just eat what I could. I had barely eaten all day so I was able to eat a bit. I have a hard time chewing as recently I broke 3 teeth and have not been able to get them fixed for the same damn money reason. Anyway, she made this light stuffing with shitake mushroom, celery, spinach and rice which was easy to eat and healthy. I ate my kale, but it is really not my favorite thing to eat. She wants me to get in my cancer fighting foods. After dinner, my children and I played cards on our deck and I even put on a swimsuit and got wet with the hose at ten at night. It was fun and my son has been working in the yard for me and he put lights on the deck. I was so pretty I felt like I was on vacation. We played a card game called blitz and I to my surprise I actually won. I decided to go in after the game as I was in a wet swimsuit. The house was so hot I started coughing and threw up. Boy, I hate throwing up…the bitter taste and retching cough. It made my stomach hurt and my eyes puff. My daughter helped me and here I am again. My stomach has calmed down now so I will say …until tomorrow