I don't think I'll ever change to be honest. The reason why I'm not nicer is because of the bullying I suffered and people sometimes make me mad. Otherwise I would've been like an angel. I can't be nicer on GAG it feels like most of people here are mean and I have to be tougher. The questions annoy me and I give annoyed responses if the question sounds stupid. I am nice to everyone until they give me a reason not to be.

I just got the short end of the straw. It's been like that my whole life, just cursed with bad luck. I don't even remember a day were I wasn't in some sort of pain. You get use to most of it... it so bad that a New injury is actually refreshing and gets my mind of the constant ache's/pains. All my buddies say I should have been an MMA fighter as I've broken my hands and don't even flinch/straight the bones myself.

The only relief is when I'm drunk... I guess that's why all my ex's were bartenders;-P I turn it to the life of the party.. completely different from my everyday.

It all started when I was born... was very sick and even had my last rites given to me. Cameras in my heart/chest, spinal fluid drained multiple times, was on seizure medicine for years.

Did you every see the movie final destination? I think that is what heppened to me. I suvived when I wasn't supose to, death has been trying to get me ever since. broke my hand 6 times, collar bone, 3 toes, a rib, left elbow. Had a heart attack (stress induced). blood pressures so high that the online heart websites say it could tear the artery of my heart or bleed through the vessel walls. Dislocated my left elbow when it broke (back in high school), 2 years ago I sprained it and one of the screws snapped in half.. still in pieces in my elbow today. tore 3 muscles off my shoulder (doctors can't fix). Split my scalp down to my skull (which my sister could see), needed plastic surgery. I tore the skin of my hand, could see the bones... flipped the skin back and taped it up myself, all my joints are worn out.