Why don't I feel alive anymore?

I travelled few countries in Asia to have a vacation it was fun but the moment I went back home I felt depressed. I don't know what to do with my life anymore. My closest friends are fun to be with but they are of bad influence. I still study at school but seem to be unhappy. I live in a good home and have the things I want, iPhone, clothes but still I really feel dead.

Maybe you should stay at home for a while, focus on your guitar, and maybe even try to write a song or two. Channel your emotions into your guitar playing, or into the songs you write, (lyrics or notes). And is the studying stressing you out?

What Girls Said 2

you have post travel depression syndrome. quite normal really if u think about it. you've interrupted your routine and experienced a part of the amazing world around us. now that ur back home u realise where ur life is at and it's hit u that you want to live it more fully.

stay in school, find good friends, do one crazy thing a day. that's my advice.