I want you to stay the way you are, skinny legs and allI know the time is coming when the boys will begin to callI wish that I could hurt for you when you are learning how to fallYou are the reason that I am alive todayYou are the reason that I have changed my life in a wonderful wayI can see the passion that is growing inside of youI can see the sadness that throws a shadow down on everything you doI wish I was the man you thought I wasBack when life was new for youYou don't know what it's like to feel a love like thisYou don't know what it's like to feel this kind of helplessnessYou don't know what it's like to be weakI hope you never knowI don't want you to be like meI want you to be cleanCleanYou are going to find a reason to hate me somedayYou are going to find a reason to push me awayYou are going to find reasons to blame me for your painI hope you never lose the magic that is big inside of youI hope you never do the ridiculous things that I used to doI hope you never know my diseaseNever being good enoughI don't want you to be like me I want you to be cleanI want you to be clean