Having a terrible headache today (an old recurring problem) and we (小雨 and me) couldn't get into the packed train on our way home.

Carrying 小雨's backpack, my own handcarry bag and my girl, I felt breathless in the next train which was just as packed but we managed to squeeze in.

Now I wonder why didn't I have the confidence to learn driving when I was 18/19 years old? Being helplessly stuck in a jam with a cranky toddler trying to get free from the car seat versus waiting for a packed train with two bags, a toddler and a pair of glasses sitting at the tip of your nose (as Yang doesn't have a nose bridge). Which is worse? For the former, you are enjoying the air-con in the car but your toddler isn't feeling too great. The latter, you are hot and sweaty but your toddler is happy being carried after a day without mama in preschool.