Crap isn't a bad word. Once I got into 6th grade, I heard the f-word on a daily basis. Should you say it? Well, that's up to you. You get in trouble if adults catch you saying it, but it depends on how you want other people to see you. My mother cusses a LOT and people see her as rude and short tempered. My dad doesn't cuss and he's viewed as a calm and knowledgeable person. Be who you want to be. Don't let other people change you, but be knowledgeable on how you want others to view you. I don't know if this makes sense to you, but I hope it does.

Still, this is my fiddler crab. Kamikaze says to be happy. xD he just molted a few days ago for the first time since I've had him (a month). :3

Since you're apparently not allowed to go outside, here are some things I did as a kid when it was raining outside:

- Read a book
- Play N64
- Play cards
- Boardgames
- build a fort

Regarding drawing: Nobody is born with a Da Vinci in their hands. You only get good at drawing if you practice. Hard work trumps talent any day.

Do you have any toys? Just use your imagination while playing. Having electronic devices to keep you entertained all the time will just suck the life energy out of you. It's saddening to see people use iPads and such to baby sit their children at the mall or at a restaurant.

I remember playing the Super Nintendo as a kid. I got a hole-in-one on a golfing game. It was at over 300 yards and I just stopped playing after that. xD I was obsessed with Super Mario Bros. and the blue yoshi. :3