i have all the ideas and dreams, books and books of them! but cant actually make myself put anything into action. you see, i have all the excuses too! im afraid of things going wrong, but i do know in not taking the risks im accepting what i have as all i will ever have. and that...

and I'm a little scared about it though. I'm finally moving out, I think that would be a little easier if I wasn't moving miles apart from all of my family and friends. Though there wasn't really anything that I could do about that. Everything is just strange now because of that...