just been to the docs

been feeling really rough all wkend( sick and stomach cramps), so much so had to go home from work this avo. had bad stomach pains on sat, which i thought was af, and low and behold arrived on sunday! been off the pill since feb, and recently been suffering what i thought were pcos symptoms, so thought id get them checked out.

doc was lovely and explained all abt pcos, before booking me in for bloods and sending me off to the nurse to do a urine test.

waited patiently, then nurse called me in. BFP!!!!! cant believe it! but now im really really worried that somethings gone wrong and i may have had a mc or something. hes booking me in for a scan asap, cant help but feel worried though!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

thanx girls, be really glad when doc phones with appt for the scan, just wanna get it over and done with! one positive thing tho, that me and oh realised - even if it doesnt work out for us this time, at least we know we can actually get pg. gotta be a good thing i suppose. keep u all posted xxxxxxxx

docs phoned yesterday - they've booked me in for scan tmw at 8.30. Really want it to be over. Cant help but think its gonna be bad news. OH's being really supportive, just finding it really hard to keep chin up. Be glad this time tmw when i finally know! :\?