I have struggled with addiction for over 13 years. I have attended rehab 6 times and always found myself returning to my "old ways". After spending 4 months in jail and relapsing for over a year, I have made the decision to REALLY work my program and do everything it takes to be clean. I am absolutely tired of the life I have and I know the things I am capable of doing/becoming. I need to isolate myself from the negative and open my heart to the positive. I am excited what this journey has in store for me. I am also very scared. Becoming to realize a higher power can restore me to sanity has Always been the step I struggle with most. I am excited to build a relationship with my savior Jesus Christ and live my life through him. This will be a long, bumpy road for me, but I know in the end I will be more than greatful. So here I am, with an open mind and open heart, reaching out and doing what it takes to live my New and Improved Clean and Sober life. Let the good times begin :).