Kinda Classy, Kinda Hood

Tag: For him

Hey, I know you were sleeping fine and tight, I know I hurt you so much and hey I misses you.

Remember the time we first met? On that app, never thought it will be the first step to know a simple person but with amazing soul. At first I never thought it will be like that to be honest, never think that would be happiest haha you we’re just not interested in the first place but it seems I catch your attention, you seems curious about me, it seems like that. And then we started to continue to talk and talk til I fallen for you.

And that time I have some issues and you figure it out about it, you were gone mad but still you forgive and give me chance. And hey I did the best thing that I can do and we both fight for it.

Its so good, it feels so real, the butterflies in my stomach was real! Its been so ages since I felt that way, like surreal.

All of that was cherished babe. But its just stop, the fairytale was stop, the dreamland was destroyed, in just a few mistakes its gone, done, and the hurtful word “over“. I know I hurt you but i didn’t mean that, I know i did a lot of things to make you hurt but i didnt still mean that. If I wish I have a time machine to correct everthing, I wish I can reply but no. I know you won’t forgive me now, time heals.

But thank you, I learned from it, you teach me a lot of things like don’t give up on anything you wanted! and etc. You offer me a good hands and help me if I needed. You still want to help and teach me more, befriends with you.

I told you I wont give up cause I promised to you, that no give up to each other. So I’m trying to reach you even though there’s no really assurance. I just love you so bad, I’m still holding on babe 😦 im still..