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A Lost Child

I made my decisionand now as I look back, I realize that my choicecannot be taken back.The choice was somemany months ago. To have it or rid of it.My choice was to rid.Every now and then I lookback and I'mashamed of what I did.We were so carelessand now a child is lost.I never thought the painthat I feel now would besuch a high cost. The thoughts of whathe or she might havegrown up to be,sends chills down myshine and tearsto my eyes. Somesay it was wrong andothers feel it was my choice.I wonder if mine was the rightor wrong one. Every momentsomething reminds meof that daywhen I threw an innocentlife away.

By someone

This peom was written by someone
that is very special to me and the child that was my child.Any female out there with a
decision to make read this peom and think about the lives thatwill be effected my your
decision.

The Change

A nonchalant gestureAn emotionless shrugThe casual deathOf all that I love
Looking for the answers;
The blood on my hands;
Fighting for nothing
Trying to make a stand;An advanture of a liftimeLosing all I hold dearShooting toward the starsBurning to nothing in the atmoshere
Looking for the answers;
The price of my soul;
Painfully moving on;
Ignorance takes its tollA moment of weaknessAn act of pure lustI am now emptyMy world turning to dust
Searching my soul;
Finding nothing there;
Looking in her eyes;
Knowing I don't care

The Void

Where does it come from, this
feeling I have;It takes over my body;It possesses my mind;It fills my heart;Filling the void that hurt has
left me;It leaves me strangely complete;A completeness that is not entirely
complete;There is piece that someone
has taken;And now possesses;Where has the piece gone?And how can I get it back?Struggling to hold my head up
high;Making my way through life;Damaged and handicapped;I limp through the days;Trying to move on through moments;And not give in;This feeling you have given
me;Tries to make me whole again;Taking it day by day;And attempting to look forward
to tomorrow.

He's always Near

I'm constantly looking to him to pray.
I face many probelms as the hours pass
Just as long as he's with me i know I will last

When people dislike me and say bad things,
I know that he's forgiving them without saying anything

I know he's always by my side
So when I slip up, I cannot hide.I talk to him everyday,
He lets me know that he will never lead me astray.

He is my best friend and always will be,
No matter what, I can count on him and he can
count on me

When my day come and I am taken from this world,
I know angels will surround me and I will finally be
with him, The Lord.