An old soul with a new beginning.. Living life.. One moment into the next!

Monday, January 29, 2007

Grown.

Afraid of what I am becommingI just cant understandHow I can be replacedPushed away by your handThere is a darkened cloud thatshades my heartIt doesnt let me seeWho you really areIt doesnt let me believeWho i really amIm just doing the best that i canSo im waiting for my final daySo i can let this all go awayIve been toldI am the oneBut left in the shadowsAs fast as it had begunAnd i sit hereMany moons into youMany times i thought we were throughMy heart has yet to replace youI know I have always been ready to giveI know I have been waiting for my chance to livewithin your embraceFor you i have fallenFallen from gracebut wherever it is you take meI want to trust you wont forsake meSometimes id like to hide from youYou know too much of who i ambut when you look away each timeIm afraid you will never understandSo I hold you like a childnot ready to know the truthI just hold you and whisperHow much i am in love with youThere are things in this lifeworth waiting forWish I could see it in black in whitethe way you do i guessyou either love or you don'tBut you are missing the besthere inside these eyes you seeIs a soul thats falling endlesslyBehind this chesta heart that beatsThrough cloudy daysand lifes defeatsa soul that craves life and every breathto never be torn from you, not even when it meets deathYou are my passionMy evening starYour my life desireI hold you farAbove all elseI have ever knownIn losing myself with youMy SELF.. has grown