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I'll be in Berlin From September 5th to the 11th for Folsom Europe looking for men into hole destroying breeding sessions. Looking for true believers, brutal rapist, horse cock gods who fuck without mercy.

Opening a line to connect Fort Myers Florida brotherhood. What's going on out there. Me and partner new to the area. Share, share, share......the brotherhood......Both vers raunch pigs, one more top and other more bottom.

Thinking about going to the event in July. I know that all rooms at CCBC are sold out, so I’ll probably have to find another place. But I’m also willing to submit myself to a hot dom guy who would let me stay with him, even if I have to sleep on the floor. He could collar and leash me during the party, whore me out to his friends, take guys loads and piss, or other ideas that we can agree on together. I’m very open to a lot of things.

two weeks ago we made it official, after almost a year of negotiations, and ups and down, I agreed. I have signed his contract and I have officially become his slave. We still haven't moved in together but he comes home every day and stay with me for a few hours. I'm new at this and I want to do it right any good advice on anything I can do to please my master? It can sexual or nonsexual.

Complete submissive cumdump cub for you to use as you see fit. I cannot refuse you no matter what. 1 541-709-1443.
I can take any cock rough or sensual, Groups, DP, WS, gangbang, restraints , massage, bdsm, ff, toys, rough trade, no permanent damage. Do whatever you want other wise. I dislike scat, but I can take it.
MOC I will serve completely.
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So here I am sitting on the couch legs in the air my true master pushing inside me as I yelp begging him to stop not to poz me. The sweat dripping off his brow the room filled with the sweaty scent of two pigs finally doing what they were bred for.
It’s kind of a long story so let’s start at the beginning.
Years before….
I had come out of yet another long boring relationship, another relationship in which I ended up self-sabotaging to get out off and become single again only to get drunk fuck around make a few mistakes and within another short time find myself in another relationship. Before my latest mistake which is how I ended up with my true master and cheating on my bf of 5 years, I was meeting my master.
My master and I had been talking for years and I mean we had been talking since I was in high school and although our paths never crossed we would see each other online and talk and reconnect and it just felt so right but either he or I was in a relationship when the other wasn’t.
So fast forward a few years and finally he is single and so am I. We talk online for about a week and make a meeting for Friday night.
He walks inside and we just smile at each other and it was on, we started out kissing and moved our way into the bedroom he laid me on my back and ripped my pants off as he yanked his down. It was so fucking hot with the warm weather we were both sweating like pigs and dripping the bed sheets getting soaked. He forced my legs apart and without a question about rubbers he spat on his cock and rammed inside me.
Now im no starter to getting fucked but my previous bf’s have been small endowed and I could easily take them, now my master he is thick and long and fuck me I yelped he got balls deep and I just thrashed about on the bed staring into his dark eyes as he continued to fuck me. Making his grunting noises as I stayed under him helpless and not in control.
Grunting as he thrusts deep into me I whine as he tells me to fucking take his cock. Staring directly at me as he grinds his hips and forces his cock deeper inside me.
He started fucking me harder his hands on my hips, my legs over his shoulders his face above mine dripping sweat onto me. I squeeze my arse down on his cock.
It was a good hard deep thrust fuck for a few mins then suddenly, I yelped and his eyes widened I freaked out as he hit my second opening.
“FUCK OWWW PULL OUT” I scream the sudden intrusion of pain I have NEVER felt before my head was spinning my body started convulsing I tried to pull away but my master held me tight and continued fucking me harder.
Not speaking to me he just grins and fucks harder and holds me tighter and thrusts deeper hitting that spot over and over, my body trembling as I arch my back I start shaking sweating faster I start whimpering and whining my master fuckign harder trying to keep his dick inside me as I try to pull away moaning like a cheap whore.
Suddenly my master throws his head back and growls as he unloads into me and I can feel my insides twisting and convulsing into knots as I swear I feel his cock unload his neg juice inside my neg cunt. I jump up and my back arches as I shake my guts churning as I look up at my sexy master and see him grinning as I tell him what’s happening.
He gets this confused look and asks if I have never had an internal orgasm and I instantly curl up into a ball and shake uncontrollably as he lays behinds me and fingers my sloppy arse as I yelp out and throw my legs out as I nearly kick him in his nuts.
I couldn’t believe it I HAVE NEVER felt this before it was amazing my whole body was on fire and it only intensified every time my master touched me. In the end I had to push him away to calm down. It was amazing it felt like my first time and the look of satisfaction on his face was an immense turn on.
Finally, after coming down from my first real orgasm ever we just laid there and looked at each other. At the time I smoked and so did he so we went outside on the balcony in all our glory and just stood out there and smoked.
And that was our first meet physically and emotionally we connected and bonded straight away. My only regret is that I just wish we spoke and communicated what exactly we were both really wanting. It could have saved us a lot of heartbreak.
More to come
If anyone finds this interesting I will post the next story. This is all true and whilst it starts off with both of us NEG it does digress unto our true calling of being poz pigs.
The photo attached is off our first meeting and breeding....

Very real and serious gay slut here. I woke up really horny and need to be punished for all the cum I have swallowed. Originally from Illinois but have relocated to Florida.Please post me all over so I can be shamed and humiliated. I want the entire world to know I'm just a fag who drinks gallons of cum.I'm begging you to teach me a lesson. The pictures are of me. It's really my cell phone. I'm a true faggot that is at the hands of real men.PLEASE SHAME AND EXPOSE ME

This isn't mine, but wanted to share it and please if you know who produce this text let me know so i will put her proper credit , xxx
This is a guide for Superior Black Men that want to usurp their rights over crossdressing white boys. I will tell you the weaknesses and inner desires of white boys, so that you may more easily enslave and own them. If you want an obedient and addicted white boy, read on.
1) Getting a real meeting with a boy is the most crucial part of beginning the white boy emasculation.
The rest comes easy and naturally for the sissy boy. Most fantasize about being forced into it. They like the risks and are completely aware that it is a slippery slope. Blackmail and Domination is part of what they want. On some level, they want and feel they deserve to lose their identity as a man and to serve Superior Men. More than anything in the world. Any kind of resistance is just part of what the fantasy; white sissy boys have a desire to be freed from their choice. Younger and not married are more desirable.
Degrade and humiliate him in your emails. Ask him how small his little pee pee is. Tell him how you will slap his face with Your Superior Cock. You will put him on a leash. Sissy 's like to hear confirmation they are not real men. Call them a girl. Tell him he has a girly ass. Or if he is skinny, call him petite and effeminate. Ask him if he likes looking at a picture of Your Cock. Give him a female name as a reminder. On the reverse, make him call you Daddy (this is the absolute most humiliating name you can use, but Sir or Master work well too). If he doesn't, tell him you will punish him. Try and get a phone number or address before he can back out. Always push to meet sooner.
2) Establishing follow up sessions. This is where most sissy boys get away. My greatest advice here is to ask the sissy if you can record and take pictures of him for your personal collection. In the moment, they will tend to say yes and do it. A simple picture of him on his knees sucking your cock could well be the key to his entire enslavement. You only need suggestively say you like the picture and want to send it to his friends if he is reluctant to meet. Record him every time after.
Chastity is another way. This is better longterm and for training. Just like other males, white sissys have that moment of wake-up and sometimes regret when they finally cum. They will do anything before that moment, but can feel like they went to far once cum. Not allowing them to cum will keep them submissive, turned on, and obedient. You can do whatever you want for however long you want. They on some level, even like the denial. They feel trapped and needy to be nice to you.
If they are resistant to this initially, you can keep pushing it, and just put it on them if you can convince them to be tied up. Forgiveness over permission. Use a device that cannot be removed without a key.
During the first meeting, make them cum, be verbal, make them tell you what a bitch they are. Make them promise they will be your sextoym. Make them give you their word they will suck you next week.
3) Training will transform the white sissy into a total, obedient slut.
You should not let them cum more than once a week. Suggest tying them up when you let them cum and you take off the device, so they have no say if it comes back on. Prolonging how long they cum will make it more intense and they will have much less chance of regret. You can anally train them to cum without stimulation from their little white penis and eventually to cum without being hard. Google sissy gasm.
Teasing around their butt with your fingers will help. The goal is to have them only cum from anal stimulation. If you have to, make them wait another week if they can't do it without touching their tiny pee pee. Stroke them from behind like a bitch so their cock is pulled behind their legs. If they're really are unable to cum after two weeks. Also suggest stroking like this the first time you meet them until they cum.
4) After some time, you may introduce more changes to the white sissy. Changes that cross the "point of no return" will keep a white boy as a sissy longer than anything else. They may resist to these ideas, but you can keep pushing it on them, and on some level they want it more than anything in the world. Ultimately, it is their choice.
Shaving smooth will make a huge difference in how girly the sissy looks. If you are keeping the sissy shaved,, You could eventually encourage the sissy to get laser hair removal.
Another suggestion would be a tramp stamp or other tattoos. Perhaps "sissy slut", "Emily", "BBC Owned". You could have her do a trial with a Henna tattoo or just go all the way. Permanent makeup is another humiliating way to feminize the white sissy.
The final step is the one white sissy boys think about the most. They feel it is their destiny and that is a final step to submitting and giving up their ego for humiliation. Hormones. Two types, anti-androgen and estrogen. Estrogen will have the most effects, such as face breasts, and submissive tendency. Anti androgen will make them more petite, less muscle, and make their tiny pee pees even smaller. You can find more online about it. Whatever you want of them, tell them they need to look pretty and pleasurable for Men. And that they are better off this way. Affirm it is who they are on the inside.
5) Enslaving the sissy is the goal. Establish Dominance and always push the little white boys to say they are inferior. Treat them like a sextoy. Text them you want blowjobs on random days. White sissies should be your on-call fk toy. Punish them when they are bad. Use chastity to control their rewards. You can do whatever you like, turn them into a live-in maid if you like or a discreet obedient sex slave.

I cant stop thinking about pleasing a man. I NEED to submit. I am looking for a Master or Dom to use/own me.
I'm 28 6' 210 semi hairy from waist down and have tattoos. Im a masculine white male whos completely straight acting.
I am ready to submit entirely to a MAN
Looking for a preferably older man to use as his sex object or in any way he pleases...
I am a kind intelligent sane young man who just cant shake the thought of pleasing another man.
I am completely drug and disease free and trying to stay that way.
Please SIR
I live in New Brunswick New Jersey

I'm looking for a Master to take me in, to have as a live-in sex slave. I am a bottom who enjoys pnping, very open-minded, and wants to be trained to be a better submissive, cum-slut, whore, et all. There is not much I have for limits, other than scat and blood. I am even willing to go full sissy, wear whatever you want, act however you want, be whatever you want.
I am currently living with friends in Mableton (city west of Atlanta GA), and am just tired of the situation I am living in. I have not had a job in almost 3 years, as I've mostly taken care of the house my friends and I live in. I also had a gf that used to live with us, but we are polyamorous and she finally moved out to be with a boyfriend that she wants to get married to/have kids with (something I do not wish to do with her). I also drive a roommate to work, since she can't drive due to a work injury. Basically, the situation has made it hard for me to get a job, and even now, they want me to find something, even though it would mean the roommate I drive to work will have to use Uber/Lyft to get to work, and she's bitching because she's currently paying for a car for me to drive her to work. She's making things harder on me, and well I'm just tired of it.
Actually I'm just tired of the whole situation. I'm pretty depressed with how things are. I feel like I'm just here for her to be a driver, and nothing more. I don't feel like my life is worth much to my friends. I'm just 'here' to take care of the house, clean/cook/do errands. Yeah they sorta pay for rent and food, but at the same time, it just makes me feel worse trying to find work, all around this one roommate's schedule.
But I'm sure you're probably reading this and thinking 'well why does he want to be a live-in sex slave for someone if its going to be the same type of situation?'. It won't and it will, in some ways. For the most part, if you, my new master, take me in, well you have someone to do chores around your house. I can cook, I can clean, I can do basically anything you need done. And then you have someone to train, sexually. I consider myself pretty experiences sexually, but I have not really had a 'gay' relationship. I've always been with women, relationship-wise. But I've had plenty of sex with men, which in the last 3 years has included pnping and really getting fucked, which I couldnt do before. I would love to have a master to fully train me. Teach me to suck cock, deep throat, no hands, whatever. Teach me to please all of your body parts. Teach me how to get fucked, at anytime, by anyone, without drugs. Use me while on drugs.
I'm being pretty serious. I would love to have a master. I have always been submissive with guys. I just have not been good at finding them for a relationship. Just hookups. Now I want to live with a man, be his submissive bottom. I want to greet him from work with a blowjob. I want to be bent over a chair and fucked, for doing a good job taking care of his house. I want to wear cute outfits for master. I want to take cock for master. I want to be a sissy slut for master. I want to be pimped out by master, if he wants that. I want to be tied up, have toys used on me. I want to bred by master, by whomever master lets breed me. I do not care if I become poz or not. Cum is to swallowed or fucked into my willing hole. I'm very understanding and willing to learn from master, to engage in new sexual acts. I used to say no to cbt, but I am now willing to be put in chastity, as my cock is nothing. I am willing to do more, if master breaks me, which is perfectly fine.
So if this interests you, please message me on here. Let's talk. I am willing to go wherever. I only want to bring with me some clothes, maybe a few other essentials. But I am more than willing to just leave everything I own behind. Just vanish into the night. Just pick me up, take me to my new life.

By NSA lifestyle I don't mean cruising adult theaters, servicing truckers, and answering sex ads. I'm talking about the types of sexually beneficial relationships that this activity leads to if you follow the horny brick road of seeking an "owner" in the form of sex pig, sex slave, and dom/sub "partnerships." My first time having sex with another man was with a trucker at a truckstop. NSA encounters have been the only way I've gotten cock from men. As I became more and more comfortable with my role as a bottom I looked for sex clubs online and came across this site that is dedicated to the raw nature of m4m sex. As I scrolled through the site I came across a classified section for sex pigs. I immediately became intrigued and was excited at the idea of performing my kinks for a top. My idea of a relationship with a top is not being boyfriend and "girlfriend" but being his bottom pig in a relationship based on ownership and mutual sex tastes. A typical date night would be me and him in a hotel where I'm kneeling in front of his cock....but also surrounded by a handful of other men. I also feminized myself psychologically to complement my physical feminine attributes. I also cross dress to complete the fem process for just in case a top likes for his pig to dress up for him.
Fast forward to now I completely changed a simple but degrading hobby into a total sexual and lifestyle change and did it with no hesitation. I didn't know that these types of "partnerships" started to fade away along with the tops that looked for sex pigs, slaves, or subs. Now I'm overly sexualized and have really strong fantasies with no equal or more explicit top to perform them to.
I am not the only hyper sexed bottom, and there are others who are more sexually charged. The simple answer would be to go back to cruising at adult bookstores and get my fix there, but I've evolved (or willingly degraded myself) that I need something more. I don't regret going through the process of preparing myself for a new lifestyle, but I'm stuck with no way to move forward.
So is going past the NSA cruise scene and seeking those kinds of partnerships worth it for new bottoms coming into the scene? Most will stay in the cruising scene which is okay, but others who are destined to push their sexual limits won't have a compatible top to adopt, own or be their master due to a shortage in (real) tops. I know there are aggressive tops here, but the entire group is out numbered by more sexual and more eager bottoms who are self-taught and create their own form of fantasy. Should these bottoms go through that process of enhancing their sexuality and scoop up the few remaining masculine tops, or should they wait until the rest of the tops convert to versatilism and see how they handle untrained and hyper sexed bottoms along with the different approaches to being a "top" that bottom and top versatile each bring?

Been trying to get my Dom a video blindfolded taking anon loads. I have failed at this task for a week (714)
if someone is in Berkeley or SF area willing to help set up a seemingly endless train of men to seed my 22 year old hole, man Dom will stop punishing me. (876)
this would need to start ASAP as I head elsewhere tomorrow by 8AM (4944)
hIv positive on meds buT not undetectable ***

I been in a master slave relationship since I was 18th serving my master for nearly 12 years now. My master made me work as a bike massager and he always pick the spandex outfits I had to wear for the whole week not the normal shorts and jerseys ones but a cycling skinsuit that been custom made to my master need. At the beginning of the week my master would hand me a skinsuit and lock me in using a padlock on my collar and if I ever need to pee I was order to pee in my suit as you can tell by the end of the week I was very smelly.
I had a busy day work on the Friday but I had other things on my mind as tomorrow is my birthday when I turn 30 and I hope my master will have some thing planed for me. We live in a flat above a shop and a basement sex club for which I never been to. I seen guys going in and out of it but there no listing for it any where. When I got home I put the bike in the bike room we had at the front of the flat and I notice in there was a box with a new bike inside could this be I'm getting a new bike, I should say or act about it just go in and speak to my master that I'm back from work.
My master didn't say nothing to me just nodded at me this wasn't normal any way I strip naked and washed myself down so I'm all clean for my master needs this weekend. My master came into the bathroom he said. "I'm doing some work to your room so you can't sleep in your cage tonight so you can sleep in the spare room tonight you will need to make it up" This is weird I hasn't slept on a bed since I was a teen but then again I don't have a life my master own me so I replied "Yes Master" Before my master left the room he turn around and looked at me. "by the way I got a friend coming around now so finish off and stay naked and come out to me so I can put this blindfold on you as you getting a tattoo tonight but you will not be able to see it until tomorrow. I agreed to it and clean myself and came out to my master who then blindfold me and I couldn't see a thing.
Later that day I found myself laying face down on a table unable to see any thing I could here my master talking in the background and the other guy say are you happy with this tattoo design. The next thing I could feel was pain as the tattoo gun pinning just above my ass crack. It went on for some time must of been some big tattoo as I felt it right across my ass. When the guy finish they wrap some thing around my ass and I was order to sleep on my front tonight ass up so I didn't make a mess. I Found it hard getting to sleep that night maybe I wasn't use to sleeping on a bed or it could the pain I feeling on my back. I woke up to the sound of my master footsteps I could hear him opening the door to my slave room listing carefully I could hear say "Good boy you are training well I think you ready for your new tasks and roles as my current slave is retiring today"
What the fuck when through my mind I haven't done any thing wrong then why is my master getting rid of me like that. My master came in to the room and told me to get up now and don't get dressed. I got out of the bed and standing there naked in front of my master he them put a chain on my collar and pull me along as I follow him into the next room. In the room was another guy who was on the skinny side then my master spoke to him as I listen. "Here the slave, He just turn 30 today and I no long got any need for him now too old now for my liking. I trained him well over the past 12 years so he should ready for any of your needs." My master handed over the chain to the skinny guy as he came up to me and felt my body checking me out. "He will do great with us and I love the tattoo you gave him that will go down well with all of us" I still haven't see the tat yet I still got no idea what it is.
My master then turn and look at me in the eye, " Thank you slave you been great over these past 12 years but you grow old now and I like my slave young so I hope you enjoy your final years of retirement and my friend here will look after you. He runs the club in the basement and you will be of great use to them." I'm now confused here I'm only 30 I still got a long time ahead of me I'm still fit and healthy why am I being retire and told enjoy my final years. My now ex master open the door and the skinny guy start to pull on the chain making me follow him out, I'm still naked as I left the door slam shut behind me. My life to what I was use to was now over and what is my new life going to be I know nothing about this guy or the club in the basement.
We arrive in the basement it was dark only lit by a single small light there was only one door down here. On the door it said private club enter at your own risk, the skinny guy unlock the door and pull me in and locked it behind me. Behind the door was a small room with a mirror on one wall and another door I follow the skinny guy into the next room which was a changing room, Ok I get the idea it's one of these sex clubs maybe. The skinny closed the door behind me and I noticed some text on the door "No one has ever left here neg" What dose that means, The skinny guy pulls me into a much bigger room with a bar and many other small dark room with photos of gay porn on the walls.
The skinny guy then take my chain off and then tell me that I'm safe down here feel free to walk around and get use to my new as he got some work to do. I saw a wall which was full of photos of guys being fucked, I stood there look through them all and at the top it said "Our members of our brotherhood" Must of been a list of the club members. Then the skinny guy came and put his hand on my ass and spoke into my ear, " Tonight you will be welcome into our club and you will soon learn your new role in life as we all very looking forward to getting to feel your ass. All these photos on this wall show all the guys that we have welcome to our club one this here was me back when I was a very fit healthy muscle stud " I looked at the photo and saw it wow he was one hot looking guy back then but the guy fucking him look very sick almost like he was, um sure not it couldn't be. Then the skinny guy point to another photo " This was the guy who was your ex master slave before you " I ask what happen to him? He reply he only last 3 years here before he died.
I felt a not so good feeling in me about this I turn away just to clear my head a little sure this couldn't be happening. I mean surely it can't be real all this. I saw a room that had a big area to sit down as I walk in I noticed that all the walls have mirror on them and you could see every angle of any thing that was happening in here, Then I saw the tattoo that my ex master gave me before kicking me out. Just above was the biohazard symbol and just below it said cumdump. So my ex master gave me retirement from him to only be used a cumdump for poz guys.
So many thing was flying through my head that I just couldn't believe what is about to happen to me. My neg days is over as I stared in my eye in the mirror. " I see you seen you tattoo " said the skinny guy standing next me I nodded yes. " Now you know I better get you ready for tonight as you will get every type of Aids virus that no meds in the world will save you" I felt the fear in me but it didn't show in my cock that went rock hard point right up like it saying give me every thing. " Looks like you really want, well you got some time before it start so I can give you start off now if I can have you last ever neg load "
I couldn't answer back as the skinny push me and bent me over a table and then I felt his cock pushing into my ass I could see it in the mirror it look like my ass was eating his cock it was dry no lube was use on it, felt like my skin was breaking up down there so much pain but the feeling of the raw cock going deeper inside me felt so good. He start to pull out and in but it felt like it was getting easier like some lube has been used down there I look down and saw some blood on the floor then it hit me that wasn't lube he rip me open for his poz load. I know there nothing I can do now any minute now his cock is going to explode in me shooting his toxic loads deep into me. The skinny guy started to moan louder I could tell he getting close. " Boy you going to get, say goodbye to your neg days and welcome your new poz cumdump life " My ass tighten up after hearing that " Oh fuck yeah tighten up at much as you want you can't stop my poz cock riding your hole now, Here it come take my toxic load you cunt " The skinny guy cock felt like it was growing hard then he let a very loud moan. He was cumming it felt like he was cumming big time. " Welcome to our poz brotherhood I save up two week load for you and you better enjoy it " He pull out of my ass, I stood up to see his cock with some pinkly cum still on it. " Now for your last neg load " the Skinny guy drop to the floor and put my cock in his mouth, I never been suck off like this before he must be a pro at it, I didn't last long and I blew my last neg load in to his mouth licking every last drop of it. He look me into the eye " Thanks for that, guys last neg load is always the most tasty ones! "
I sat down knowing that his poz load is swimming around my body and later today I going to get even more. How many years will I cope before the virus eat me up? I don't really know.

I'm a British 25 year old guy. I've done okay being bottom and top but never truly been satisfied.
I now live in China, where the average guy is below average in nearly every sense of the word.
I've been reading posts on here for months and just made a profile, I need what you have.
I have a holiday in October and want to travel to anywhere in the world, probably USA or UK and become what I am.
I don't have much experience, but I'm so ready for it, anything goes. I've never done bb either, so that will be new.
Wanting to know where is the best place to go, and hopefully find someone who can guide me, help me and use me.
Take me to a club and let everyone piss on me and fuck me. Pimp me out to homeless men and drug addicts. Have a hot Pnp session for a few days. I particularly like hairy guy and I love foot play. But to become what I am, no cock refused. Force me to take it!
I'm 100% serious about everything I said. Make me yours than make me everyone else's.

this may be an odd question but does anyone know any good 'dating sites' for Slaves/Subs and Doms/Masters who are LTR oriented?
it's just that i'm looking for a submissive/adventurous bottom guy to be in an LTR with. been looking for quite some time but haven't found it. i've already tried fetlife and collarspace, but people there are just 'all talk' really.
I definitely consider myself a dom/master, only problem is i'm not into "rough' stuff at all... as in i DO NOT like beating up someone or whipping someone or watersports or any of that stuff.
I really just like sitting back and getting sucked and edged while i sniff on poppers or having a guy lay back in a sling and have me plunge my cock inside of him.
Does anyone have any other sites/suggestions?

About four months ago I met William in a bar and we started talking
He was Bi and invited me to a party later that night, said things would be quite interesting. I am not gay but had wanted to suck a cock for a long time and had dildos up my ass in the past so I said what the hell, lets go!
Bad mistake.
we got there, probably 30 guys and there were three women, bit tits, thick bushes, good looking if you could see them thru the cum on their faces
As soon as I got in the house I was told to strip, my clothes were taken, a cock ring(real tight) was put in with a thin collar around my neck
I was taken outside to the barn, tied by my wrists to an overhead beam, was told to kneel and was pissed on by about 12 guys, absolutely soaked head to toe, drank quite a bit
My cock was rock hard and I was stood on my feet, dripping piss, covered in dirt and was whipped nearly senseless across my chest, stomach, pubic hair, thighs, ass and back.
I was covered in welts, scratches, cuts and bleeding from at least a dozen welts, I nearly passed out
I was released and fell to the dirt where I was put on my hands and knees and had a large cock stuffed up my ass. One of the women from the house laid down in the dirt/mud(so much piss on the ground now) opened herb legs and jammed her pussy into my mouth, it was soaked with cum, male and female, as was her asshole. They started to whip her large tits as she laided there, and then three guys used her mouth and shot huge loads all over her face and tits
The guy in my ass shot a huge load into me and another took over, bigger than the last one. The guy that had been in me grabbed my head and stuck his cock into my throat, my face covered with cum from the woman, He never got soft, and came all over my face and neck with another huge load.
By now, I had at least four cocks cum up my ass and another starting. My cock was rock hard and purple but no one touched it and i was too busy now.
I was impaled on a cock by laying on top of him, another cock f***ed it way into my loose asshole so I had TWO cocks in me!
Nipple clamps had been put on me, I was sucking three guys at once and was jerking off two others, two other guys were using my dirty feet and toes to jerk off onto.
Cum splashed onto my abused body, all over my chest, stomach, cock, balls, legs.
I was covered in cum, probably had drank at least a quart of it, and every time a cock moved in my asshole gobs of cum oozed out.
My cock was leaking cum all over but no one touched it, I was in agony, needed to cum.
The women that was here was strung up and six guys started whipping her. mostly with canes, leaving horrible marks all over her badly beated/abused body
I was left laying in the dirt at her feet, she was barly consious. and was told to eat her holes and make her cum, again
I held onto her ass cheeks and ate her, she came again and again, shooting out cum, my beard had so much cum on it it was barely able to be seen on my face
I passed out

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Notes:
While the story itself is not true, many of the the events, people and places are. I’ve simply rearranged them into this story. Enjoy.
Intro.
He was skinny, a bit lanky and uncoordinated His glasses on the thicker side, a bit of acne, dirty blond hair cut short brushed forward and really not in any particular style. Greg had been picked on, teased and bullied his whole life. To a point where he constantly looked down, stayed out of people’s way, didn’t call attention to himself and buried himself in his schoolwork. He was 19 and school was done now for him so, with no friends to speak of, he found his only social interaction in online gaming.
Greg was also gay, and with no real support network, Greg retreated into a spiraling descent of low self-esteem. He was a geek, a sub and corruptible, and he was 110% mine.
Part 1
Being single for a while now and having been recently diagnosed as HIV+, I had gradually pulled out of the dating scene. I have a pretty good bod, and subs have always enjoyed my cock, but being 52 and poz made hooking up harder than before. So, I had started joining in on some of the online gaming communities. While I wasn’t the best player, I developed a good base of local online gaming “comrades” and we would regularly partake in long online quests together, bullshitting and talking with them sometimes all night long. But, my pervy side still needed to be satisfied, so I also occupied my time on many of the kink and bdsm sites.
And one day, I saw it. On a kinky daddy/son site, I saw the same avatar as one of the members of my quest team. 19 years old, 110 lbs, 5’11”, submissive, brown hair, brown eyes, looking for something long-term unexperienced but looking for an older dominant man 40 -60, with an interest in kink. No other pictures but the avatar.
Could this be a coincidence? The owner of the avatar in our quest group had a young sounding voice, and often seemed shy during the voice chats. Could it be the same person? Curious, I decided to investigate a little further. I did a Google image search on the avatar, and found no other occurrences of it except in our game forum and in the game’s subReddits
The connection was there, his gamer name was Muks in the online game, and his character description was that of a sprite; skinny, young, blonde agile, and loyal to whomever oversaw the given quest. His behavior during game play was definitely passive at best preferring to follow others than to lead himself.
Still curious, I logged onto the online game that we had spent so much time playing together. The rest of the team wasn’t online, but was surprised by the luck I had when I saw, Muks was. I sent him a text message through the game asking him how he was.
“Bored” he replied.
“Me too” I said.
Feeling a bit horny and coquettish, I asked him if he’d like to go on a quest. Just the two of us.
He said “Sure. Why not?” So, I lead him to place in the forest where not many players of the game would be, and told him the name of our quest would be Veritas and I would be the quest leader and that in order to succeed in the quest, I would need his complete honesty and obedience.
As with all other past quests, he agreed.
“Ok,” I said “we’ll start with some questions.”
I decided to stay in the online texting rather than voice to encourage more anonymity and honesty.
I started with easy questions to check against his profile on Daddies4bois.
“How old?” I started.
“19” he responded. Check. I thought to myself.
“Where from?” I continued.
Next town over. Another check.
I asked him his real life, eye color, height, weight, and hometown. His short answers, all checked out against his profile the profile on Daddies4bois.
I then decided to up the ante a bit, and told him that since I was the quest leader, he had to address me as ‘Sir’.
“Yes Sir.” He responded immediately and beautifully.
“Why is it you have so much time to be online?” I then asked.
“I don’t have any real-life friends Sir” He replied.
“Don’t you have a job?” I asked quickly.
“No Sir, I don’t go out much Sir.”
“What about your family? Do you live at home?”
“I live with my mother Sir, my father left a long time ago Sir.”
“Does she like you playing video games all day and night?” I asked, liking the fact he has no father figure.
“Um, she doesn’t really care Sir.”
“Why’s that?” I asked
“She has some problems of her own to deal with Sir.”
“I see,” I said, changing the subject back to his friends. “Why don’t you have other friends your own age to hang out with?”
“I don’t really fit in Sir.” He responded.
Loving where the conversation was going, I pushed on. “I don’t understand. You prefer to hang out with the older men of our quest group?”
“Yes Sir!” he responded.
“Why?”
“Because, older men are more open, not as judgmental, don’t make fun and seem to have it more together Sir.”
“Well, you’d be surprised” I said thinking back to all the wasted tweakers and flakes I’ve known. “I’ve always thought you were pretty cool, and prefer to only go on quests when you’re with us.”
“Really?” he responded.
“Really what? You forgot something!” I typed.
“Really, Sir” he corrected himself.
“Yes boy,” I typed. “But you’ve just committed 2 violations of the quest rules.”
“I’m sorry Sir,” he typed.
I didn’t respond, giving him time to think and a pause that needed to be filled.
“I know I forgot to say ‘sir’ Sir, but what was the other violation Sir?” Perfect! I thought.
“Yes, you forgot to address me as Sir, but you also questioned your quest leader said.” I explained.
“Oh, I’m sorry Sir, I didn’t mean to Sir.”
“Good boy, you’re catching on.” I said, and further went on to restate that I always preferred to go on quests with him, he was always obedient and loyal.
“Thank you, Sir, I’ve always enjoyed our quests together too.” He responded.
“Do you like this little quest?” I asked.
“Yes Sir, I do.”
“I do what boy?”
“Yes Sir, I do Sir.”
“That’s three violations boy.”
“I’m sorry Sir, I won’t do it again Sir.”
“You’re a good boy, but “sorry” can only be expressed through the acceptance of punishment.” I posited.
“I don’t understand Sir.”
“Don’t worry boy, we’ll worry about that another time.”
“May I ask a question Sir?” he then typed.
“Yes boy, you may. And you’re a good boy for asking permission.”
“Thank you, Sir. Why do you call me ‘boy’ Sir?”
“Does it bother you boy?”
“No, Sir. I actually kinda like it.”
“Good boy, but that’s a 4th violation.” I typed in quickly.
“Yes Sir, I’m truly sorry Sir.”
Now I was sure! This was definitely the same boy on the hook up site. Anxious, I needed to bring this to the next level.
“Like I said we’ll deal with “sorry” another time.” “So tell me you truly like hanging out with 50 year olds…?”
“Yes, Sir” he replied.
“Good, because I’m 52, and would like us to go on more quests, just you and me. How do you feel about that boy?”
“That would be great Sir! Do you have any we can go on, Sir?”
“Yes, but they’re completely different than what you’re used to.” I typed back.
“Really Sir? In what area of the game?”
“They’re very different from the game we play online boy. How would you like to try some real life ‘cosplay’? if that’s what you call it these days...”
“Oh, I don’t know, Sir. I don’t have any costumes, Sir”.
“That’s ok boy. I do.” “Lot’s” I added. “We could have some really great adventures, you and me. Plus, they’re getting more and more popular. Why don’t you think about it a bit? I really think you’ll enjoy it and it will be much better than sitting in front of your computer screen day and night. Here’s my phone number. I have to sign off now, so, I want you to give me a call when you want to talk more and start cosplaying. Is that understood boy?” Here I stopped. I needed to leave it all in his head and not be too pushy.
“Yes Sir” he responded.
At that I signed out of the game.
To be continued...

Let me just set the background so you know a little bit about me; I'm a young black male. 24. Masculine. Opinionated. Educated. Conservative. Quite social.
As a kid, I didn't have the best of childhoods. My mother's boyfriends always seemed to have a dislike for me and I never really grew up with a 'father' figure in my life. I never really had many friends either. I didn't lose my virginity until I was 18. Very boring life...for the most part. Definitely had a couple of fun memories scattered here and there.
But as of today, I know the effects of my childhood have been detrimental on my life. I lie to myself constantly and that isn't good at all. I'm not happy and I haven't been for quite some time. Constantly I think about being loved by a man. No, not sex. I've had sex before. More the attention aspect. I want to hold a real man's attention. I think about it so often. When I wake up, when I shower, when I go to bed. It's sickening. As previously stated, throughout my childhood most of my mother's boyfriends weren't nice to me. Them along with various family members who beat me, made me live a sheltered life. Even though I'm social today, it's really only due to the fact that I have to be at work. Now, moving forward...why am I posting this?
As above had said, not many people in my life showed me love, especially my mother's boyfriends. Beatings. Abuse. Y'know. Didn't really like men who came into my life at all. But I vividly remember one of my mother's boyfriends by the name of John. He had two sons. He was the first man who ever loved me. Not sexually, but mentally and emotionally. I fantasized of him when I would get the chance. Older, stocky white male...slightly balding...beer belly, real 'American' these colors don't run type. Such a nice man. Such a beautiful man. Eventually though, my mother and him separated because he didn't want to deal with the backlash his family would give him for dating a black woman. They broke up and he moved out of the apartment downstairs. That was the last time I ever saw him. The only man who loved me had ended up leaving me because we were black and his family didn't approve. Ever since then, I've been on this chase for a man like him but I've been too pussy to find one. A man who will guide my hand and tell me what I'm to do. A man who isn't afraid to say what he wants or do what he wants. I'm not submissive or weak-minded but I'm tired of the chase and want to end this 'thing.' I'm tired of the thought of it and want someone to break me mentally so I can rebuild. I don't want to be submissive in a passive manner, it''s either a go or a no. I need to know what I really want.
This is going to sound extremely odd, but I do think I can 'fix' this situation I've found myself in. A few weeks ago, I posted an ad on Craigslist looking for a 'white master.' Wasn't specially looking for a 'master' but more someone who is dominant and needs no assurance that they';; get what they want. This led to a married fellow contacting me and us proceeding to chat. Talking with him, I soon realized iit was the first time I actually acknowledged 'race play' being the submissive. I had a quick run in with it one time surprisingly, but I kind of just froze up and let the top finish. Meh. Whatever. We chatted some more and he asked me what the dark, twisted fantasy was of mine that was too dark to list in my ad. I hesitated as I was a bit embarrassed and didn't want to disclose. I asked him was he sure he wanted to hear it. He said yes. I asked again and asked if he would freak out. He said he was sure he wanted to see it and wouldn't freak out. This was my exact word for word response, no joke;
"Sir, my fantasy is a bit drawn out and would possibly take a while to be fulfilled but I NEED it done.
I would meet a master like you and we do pretty much vanilla things as to not wreck my holes or get them trained before the big event. We would fuck around and you would teach me how you like to get serviced and how to be a good faggot nigger slave boy. Eventually when you felt that I was ready for the big event, you would somehow find a way to get into contact with 10+ serious white tops who live to abuse and breed tight, hungry nigger boy holes. The tops would be the brutal, drug using, rock hard dick types that you see in the Treasure Island Media, Knightbreeder films. The ones with the vulgar mouths and full nuts. The bigger the dick, the better. And the longer they can go the better. You vet them to make sure they're serious about attending and after finalizing the details, we set the event in stone. The event would be set somewhere where they could party and abuse my holes for hours in peace. I'm talking about somewhere where our screams and guttural moans and grunts can only be heard by those attending the party. My holes will be seriously abused. I will be screaming in pain and ecstasy while I have my hole drilled and bred repeatedly. The tops will be groaning and grunting while they pound their cocks into my guts and spew jizz in my ass. I want my hole to be so full of superior white cum that I can't do anything but push it out. Preferably hosted in a sex dungeon or something with sex furniture which I can be restrained on and my nigger holes easily accessible for raw dick. There would be belt beatings at the beginning, CBT, hard face slapping, verbal abuse and whatnot throughout the event until everyone drained their nuts and were satisfied. If at any time I can't take anymore dick, forcefully get me high and proceed to take my holes some more. If you wanted, we could have a second day for the who stayed the night and that day could be more partying for them, hole breeding, and introduce me to ass fisting, rosebuds and scat. When finished we go back to our regular situation and you can set it up again if you want."
In all honesty, that is what I wanted above. I really haven't delved into kink but I know that I what I want; above. I don't know what got into me and what made me come up with the courage to say it, but I said it. I probably have never been so hard before in my life as when I read back my words to myself. The scene is very dark and I get ridiculously hard every time I think about being confined in a room with 10+ hard, raw, white tops looking to love me and only me. My mother loves me, my sisters love me, but I have never been loved by a man the way I want to be. The only men who cared for me were my teachers and all of them were Caucasian. I don't know how many times I blew loads thinking of getting bent over the desk of various teachers of mine and getting railed. I'm tired of the guilty feeling after reading these types of stories online. I'm tired of the feeling of inadequacy vs my peers. I want a group of men to 'love' me and to 'teach' me if even only for a day.
I don't want to...I NEED to do this. Eventually when I muster up the strength, I'll somehow find the outlet to act this out in. I think it would do me more harm than good. Am I wrong for thinking this way? Is it just me wanting to relive the past as it gives my mind something to focus on? Has anyone else ever felt this way before? How would I even go about getting this done? I live in a small city and the avenues men have for hooking up are pretty much limited to A4A, Craigslist and Grindr. Anybody have any idea how I can get this done? Am I wrong for pursuing this thinking it can help?
Rereading this, a lot is out of contexy and I apologize. I just have so much to say and it would take too long to put it.

The sub bottom standing me up yesterday has me thinking... Can a true submissive bottom reasonably expect to stay HIV negative? I mean good sub bottoms don't say 'no'... Take a look at these rules someone came up with...
The funny part was the sub who had that list as a pic in his profile failed to address me as SIR. Why is it so hard to find a good submissive bottom these days?
So the question is can a good sub bottom reasonably expect to stay HIV negative? Rule #9 says "forget limits". And in this particular context #8 basically says a slave's master may want him to take poz loads (and even become poz) to make him a better slave. You can see throughout the list that slaves are never supposed to say 'no'. Neg slaves sometimes do say 'no' when the top is poz, so a poz slave is a "better slave" because he doesn't say 'no'. That's the heart of the issue - the best slaves don't say 'no' and as a result they usually wind up poz.
The sub who disrespected me yesterday isn't just a bottom with submissive tendencies. When you meet him you can tell he's a real sub. He'll lick your dirty toilets. He likes reeking of stale piss, etc. But he's got this strong desire to stay neg and it's in conflict with his being a good slave who doesn't say 'no'.
Do any of you identify with this conundrum? Are you a sub who had to come to terms with the fact that not saying 'no' meant you were going to wind up poz?

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