Surrender to Life & the Word, no amount of psychic-babblle or "energy work" will change what others easily do without our "powers and/or abilities" .Do what you want to do with magick without magick and life will teach you magick through Work.

"This river is a concentrated form of love. When we past through it, we are forever altered. That is the symbolism of baptism.If we choose to come back and live among humans, we're never the same."~ A Life of Miracles

Good night tired eyes. Soon the moon will sail on through the skygood night tired eyessoon the stars'll sing their lullaby.Rest your head and give a yawn dream your dreams and soon the sun will bring the dawn

During the spring this year, I decided to go to a well-respected conjure doctor for an uncrossing ritual to be done. He came highly recommended by others. It was to help me remove the negs attached to me.

During the first week I had nightmares.

1. Three severed heads being held up before me. They'd just been beheaded and they had grinning expressions. They were being paraded in front of me.

2. I was in a moving train. The carriage was empty apart from myself. I remember looking through the window opposite me and I saw a girl on the outside being dragged along, stuck to the train, her face was pressed up against the window, grinning but bloodied. It appeared to me that we were moving through a brick tunnel.

3. And another, a possessed woman with black eyes strangling another person from behind.

Anyway, shortly after that, one of the negs attached to me was removed, which I saw for myself. It had the appearance of a little monkey with massive ego. A giant black net enclosed it and whisked him far away.

I feel I have further work, possibly with more uncrossing rituals. The strongest neg is still attached.

But these nightmares at first gave me the feeling the strongest neg was desperately trying to reinforce the attachment. But having thought about it, it could be that I was being told something about the negs attached to me. I know spirits don't really have genders, but since 2007 I've always thought the strongest neg was male in essence. But more recently I've had subtle feeling that in fact it is female-identified.

No. These dreams weren't like normal dreams and I had little/no participation in them as I normally would.

Very long and complex story going back at least 20 years. But I'm not dealing with thoughtforms here (even though I likely have those too), there are actual entities attached to me unfortunately. But It's being worked on. :)

1.Nightmares that recur need to be analysed. Once the magickian understands what the imagery of that nightmare means in their life, then the nightmare usually ends. Dreams and nightmares are messages to ourselves to help us deal with issues. Dreams and nightmares can warn us , inspire us , remind us of our pathworking and our goals so that we get back on path.

One method is to record these in a dream journal and Google the symbolism or refer to a dream dictionary on hand or online.

Angelic inspiration is nothing to worry about but it is beneficial to recall. Spirit messages are best recalled when the magickian invites the visiting spirit back and tunes in just before dreamstate or in the bathtub. Choosing the venue or optimal time can amplify the message.

3.The negative attachment does cling fiercely during attempts to remove it that is because it is a parasite and can not exist without the food source and habitat which is that human.

Negs and external demons need to be removed because these are predatious. Internal demons are those we are born with and manifest in this life through our experiences. Christ teaches that we are born with 7 internal demons one in each golden gate /chakra, and there are 7 angels within these to ameliorate the demon to transmute it and heal the vibration. Many people come into this life in this generation with all 7 chakras enlightened but the path is infinite and eternal.The magickian who has transmuted the chakras begins to transmute the stones .

If I can help, I will. I work online for free on Skype.Please send me a contact request listing this forum in your message. Then, just call when you see me online.

Eternal, thank you but I've already tried the pranic healing approach, and it made virtually no difference. 10 minutes after the session, the neg came right back. So I'm now fighting fire with fire. Magick was used against my mother, myself and at least one other family member, so I'm now having to fight back with magick. I'm bound, so it means going to another professional practitioner to help me, which is what I've done and it's an ongoing thing.

Aunt Clair, next time I see you on Skype (you're already in my contact list) I'll IM you if that's okay.

I have a recurring nightmare where i look out the view where i live across the suburbs and see an apocalyptuc scene- dark ominous skies andd tornadoes, sometimes bombs etc. Until recently i had this dream this time i became lucid through it and said no more, i threw my staff down and sent a shockwave of pure love and light down that eminated across the world.

I think lucid dreaming / projection is our most powerful tool and we must master this. I think i was stuck with negs and half in a dream half out and i am still trying to master this. I am coming full circle and i want to start taking my practice more seriously.

During the spring this year, I decided to go to a well-respected conjure doctor for an uncrossing ritual to be done. He came highly recommended by others. It was to help me remove the negs attached to me. During the first week I had nightmares. 1. Three severed heads being held up before me. They'd just been beheaded and they had grinning expressions. They were being paraded in front of me.

This seems typical for the 3 reciprocal aspects of the Ain Soph Aur in Kaballah , these three heads represent qlippoth work pruning three dead weights from your Tree of Life. Recall there are three spheres above the crown of Kether and there are 3 hels below the averse tree . Also there are 3 primary conduits of kundalini flow the trifold cord. The magickian cleanses the roots, cleans out the basement in every journey before they may strengthen their tree and build up their castle. I believe this was a victory for you, a step forward

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2. I was in a moving train. The carriage was empty apart from myself. I remember looking through the window opposite me and I saw a girl on the outside being dragged along, stuck to the train, her face was pressed up against the window, grinning but bloodied. It appeared to me that we were moving through a brick tunnel.

The tunnel is a metaphor of the body and the spine which is the trunk of our mystical and spiritual Tree of Life. The train is the pathworking , alone is the journey and the tunnel is the spine being brick is hard work. The girl being dragged along imho is you the personality along for the ride bloody as reborn and grinning due to freedom.

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3. And another, a possessed woman with black eyes strangling another person from behind.

Yes , I agree with your analysis that the woman who strangles another from behind is more work to do. Sometimes, we are our own worst enemy. The Tree on the front is day and light, the one behind is dark and night , the one on the right is life , the one on the left is death. The one above is ascension , the one below is descension. But one can not ascend without pruning moldy roots and decaying branches then the Tree grows upward powerfully into the light.

Anyway, shortly after that, one of the negs attached to me was removed, which I saw for myself. It had the appearance of a little monkey with massive ego. A giant black net enclosed it and whisked him far away.

I feel I have further work, possibly with more uncrossing rituals. The strongest neg is still attached.

But these nightmares at first gave me the feeling the strongest neg was desperately trying to reinforce the attachment. But having thought about it, it could be that I was being told something about the negs attached to me. I know spirits don't really have genders, but since 2007 I've always thought the strongest neg was male in essence. But more recently I've had subtle feeling that in fact it is female-identified.

What do you think?

I think the worst neg attached to any one of us is always an aspect of self , one which can be removed after all the others are removed by forgiving oneself and unconditionally loving oneself. I think all of us are broken.

The neg within is worse than the external neg. It might represent some evil committed by our soul in a past life or worse at another level an accumulation of these evils. But it is in facing that and accepting we are flawed and can be healed that we are able to forgive ourselves and learn to love others more completely. I believe each of us is unperfected and seeking enlightenment but some forgot that was the game.

UP & Up by Coldplay ~ Lying in the gutter, aiming for the moonTrying to empty out the ocean with a spoon

Message of Love ~ Pretenders Now look at the peopleIn the streets, in the barsWe are all of us in the gutterBut some of us are looking at the stars Look round the roomLife is unkindWe fall but we keep gettin' upOver and over and over and over and over and over

Kick me, gently, in the astral butt and get me skyping again. My husband died last year and I still cry every day. I must begin my pathworking again earnestly.

I'm so sorry to hear of your husband's passing. I haven't been married, but I have had people who I loved (and still do) very much pass on and it's heartbreaking. Life's never the same without them, but fortunately for us, we still have a way to communicate when we want to. I still talk to my loved ones daily. I hope you find some relief in your own way.

I will Skype you soon (if you'll remember I am deaf so video would be fine but I would need you to type what you say) if you're still happy to have a chat.

There's a lot been happening lately and I've been studying the Abraham-Hicks teachings and doing my best to apply them. Got to say I am seeing plenty of evidence of the truths they teach. They are blooming marvellous.

One of these negs is a demon who gets his power from negative emotions. One is a little boy who's in just as much pain as I am, and that's what keeps him attached. As long as I'm in pain, he will not leave. There's definitely a woman involved, don't know who she is but she is a nasty piece of work. And there's a shapeshifter in there somewhere. Also suspected a Jinn but again, can't pinpoint it at this time.

It doesn't matter, my work is to lift myself up out of the black depression and deal with the rage and bitterness I have inside of me, focus on what is wanted, and appreciate the good. The demon is starting to struggle but I still have a way to go before I'm completely rid of it. The boy will leave when I heal. The rest of them, I don't know - see where I'm at when the demon and the boy goes. I agree, a lot of this is down to me, and it does seem to stretch back into past lives. There's a necromancer involved and I was attacked through my Nana by a magician. Both of these things I was shown in clear, vivid dreams. But first things first. :)

The point is, I'm the creator of my reality, and these beings have no power over me unless I hand it over on a silver platter. I'm winning slowly but I am winning. :)

I can try to chat with text but this limits me too as I can not type while in deep trance though I can manage to speak , that is easier.

Buddha said to thank the enemy for they are the best teacher. Buddha wrote that we author our own demise and destruction.

The mystic Christ taught that the best lesson is defeating the enemy within. All of us have angels and demons according to Christ within each energy centre there is choice, karma , predestination and freewill.

From these teachings and my own experiences, I believe that the greatest feat would be to heal the demons within by love and forgiveness and to heal those who have hurt us deeply. That is so difficult. But that is a goal.