Am I Angry? Yes I Am And So Is Our Creator! Why? Read On & Find Out Why?

The Lack Of Respect & Consideration From The Younger To The Older Generation Breaks Our Creator’s Heart As Well As My Own Heart!

Sunday, March 10, 2013 at 7:52 am

Father, I’m having a hard time dealing with myself and You know it! Unless You intervene to change or to take full control of my emotional system I refuse to take things into my own hands to deal with myself or with anyone else!

The world emphasizes self-discipline & self-control when it comes to our emotions or our bodily habits; but I know now that such practices only lead to self-righteousness and I want nothing to do with such a thing because my determinate purpose is set on Your righteousness not on anything that the carnal self can define as righteous. As it’s written in Philippians 3,

But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as one combined loss for Messiah ‘s sake. Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege—the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage of knowing Messiah Yahushua my Master and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him —of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly.

For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish—refuse, dregs, in order that I may win—gain Messiah Yahushua and that I may actually be found and known as in Him, not having any self-achieved righteousness that can be called my own, based on my obedience to the Torah’s or the Bible’s or any other book of Laws & commands’ demands—ritualistic uprightness and supposed right standing with our Creator thus acquired, but possessing that genuine righteousness which comes through faith in Messiah Yahushua, the truly right standing with our Creator, which comes from our Creator by saving faith.

For my determined purpose is that I may know Him that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly, and that I may in that same way come to know the power out flowing from His resurrection which it exerts over believers, and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.

WOW! Those last words in the passage of Scripture quoted have just come to LIFE within my being and all is well within my soul again! Why? Because it is as it’s written for me!

…. and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.

Indeed! “His sufferings” continuously elevate my emotions just like it happened to Yahushua while He walked among us as well as now as Yahushua sits at the right hand of the Father interceding for us!

No! Such revelation is not new revelation given to me. Indeed! Over & over Yahushua told us that unless we abide in Him or become one with Him of our own we could do nothing pleasing unto our Father Creator.

And so why do I get so angry with the lack of respect & consideration from the younger generation to the older generation? Because such is a major offense in the sight of our Creator. And such offense is the cause of Yahushua’s sufferings as well as my own sufferings. Why?

Because I abide in Yahushua or I am one with Him as I submit and obey His commands & instructions over & above my own understanding and regardless this world’s concepts of self-discipline & kindness & love & all such things that have actually produced only a whole world of self-righteous fools!

Such is the FACT—the most tragic & sad fact of all facts! Whether anyone chooses to believe it or not!

So much goes on around the world. So much amid us here in this family. Still, so much of the same. Over and over the same. Either glee or gloom big time goes on and on. Indeed! The cycle continues. At the end of each cycle? There is power and love and wisdom and peace and joy inexplicable and full of His esteem bubbling and bursting in my soul. […]

Father, I am weary of words! So many beautiful words! So many disgusting, grotesque and plain offensive words as well as many just plain dumb and vulgar words!

O my Father, I know that it is by Your will for me at the moment that I am taking this Blogging 101 course, but, only a couple of weeks and I find myself already fed up mostly with beautiful words!

Absurd? Perhaps!

There is one thing, as much as I despise nasty words, I respect the way OM (Opinionated Man)uses those— by all means, in general some human beings deserve such language, and, that’s the fact not my opinion!

About You Talking To Me Or Vice Versa ….

And Father? You know that so many people do not have a clue about this dialogue between You and me. And I say ‘You’ first, because, You are the One that initiated this dialog way back when You instructed me to write the journal of my daily life in Your Presence.

Why Do Many Drop Me? …

So? This weird statement causes most people to drop me as soon as I make it or as soon as they read that You dialogue with me!

Should I Change My Statement? …

And lots of my friends tell that I need to change my writing style to gain more readers, but, if I did that, I will be doing something different than what You, my Father, have instructed me to do and I am not about to disobey Your instructions!

What Do I See? Rather, What Do You Show To Me …

All in all my Father, for what I see, the great majority of people are intense in joining one religion or another, one belief or another, one group or another: discussion groups, religion groups, entertainment groups and on and on they go—groping along like blind man without a cane or a guide searching for that elusive happiness when it is not necessary to do so!

O My Father, What Am I Talking About?

You know it my Father! You know what I am talking about! You know that I am talking about all the gossamer of beautiful words, including my own that have fill up my mind in the last couple of weeks!

It Makes No Good Sense …

What’s the sense in all the gossamer of beautiful words? I know that we are all intent in helping each other— and it feels good to be a helper and to be admired!

It All Amounts To Enthroning The Flesh/Dethroning Your Majesty ….

Even so, the whole gamut of our words serve no other purpose but to inflate our egos! Moreover, 99% the groups & discussions do nothing else but to stomp our spiritual growth and set us up in the pedestal of self- righteousness & successful living!

It All For What? …

Such living it is not cut up for all that is supposed to be—at the end only the hole in the brown ground is where all humans—rich or poor, smart or stupid, all humans go down!

Me? What Do I Now Do? …

Thus, O my Father, now I bring all my concerns to You because You take care of me far better than an earthly father would dream of taking care of his own child.

You Are The Only Father Unbeknown To Most Humans …

For only You know me better than I now myself and can do for me all those things that are impossible for me to do! Whatever for did I wasted my time faithfully joining to all those groups to help and be helped in the past? Sheer willful ignorance!

Fed Up With Human Goodness? Indeed! …

Furthermore, what is Your purpose my Father for my joining this Blogging 101? I am already fed up with all the ‘goodness’ in it! What on earth am I doing and what am I talking about?

There is not two ways about it! Half of the people are in the POSITIVE pole and the other half are in the NEGATIVE pole! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

What about me? Me? I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole! Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

I Posted, But! Haven’t Got The Slightest Whether It Did Good Or Bad …

Well, my Father, I guess You are finished with Your dictation for today. I’ll post the matter in a little while and see what happens?

Maybe, if nothing else, somebody catches my drift of humor in it all the pitiful spectrum—POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! I am both—BIPOLAR!

All in all I am, like that energizer bunny in the commercial that keeps going and going forever with only one battery.

Yeah! I am the battery because I am connected with both poles, so, I can run & run forever! And none the wiser! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Come into my life and run with me forever!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

Indeed! Day By Day, If Not Moment By Moment? You Reveal Your Ways To Me …

Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 12:50 pm.

O yes! My Father? You are leading me. You have always led me, but now? It’s more obvious to me than it ever been. What is the saddest thing You reveal to me in many ways?

Saddest Revealed? The Way We Humans Impose Our Ways Over YourWays …

It’s now Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 1:34 pm. Been reading headlines—articles—visiting with my friend who came bearing some eggs for my eats.

What do You reveal to me in all these happenings? The lack of knowledge of You. blatant lack of knowledge of Your ways. Adamant stand in whatever we understand to be Your will for each one of us.

What About Me? Who Am I To Record These Matters? …

That’s the ticker! I no longer live for myself. I no longer pay mind to whatever I think, feel, or reject or accept all that I do as being myself. I live for my Master—my Father/Creator, period.

Thus You brought to my remembrance the time that You came to me in a vision with a little sheep on Your shoulder!

In that vision I was looking into the sheep pen when You came and took the little sheep from Your shoulder and You bent over the fence and gently placed the little sheep in the pen—the little sheep was all skinned up and wet and shivering! Evidently the wild beast had gotten a hold of her and You asked me,

“Why do you think that little sheep got out of the pen?"

And I answered, “Because that little sheep heard voices out there and she went to investigate what kind of voices they were different that Yours!"

And as I answered You asked me another question, You said, " Do you think that little sheep has learned her lesson and from now on will never go out from My pen?"

And I answered,
“Yes she has learned her lesson!" And as I answered that question I realized that, that little sheep was myself! And the vision ended!

That happened many, many years ago but it is still with me as it happened yesterday! And so that is the meaning of the smiling little sheep in this picture.