Sunday, February 18, 2007

so it's almost 3am and i can't sleep...again. i was up until 4am last night. my head won't stop spinning. i've been looking for a job for a while now. i had to quit school b/c we can't afford it. it really upset me that i had to quit. but the finances just wouldn't allow it like we thought they would. so, i've been looking for a job for almost 3 weeks now. i had an interview 2 weeks ago didn't get that job. and i've been online everyday - literally - sending my resume to places that i never thought i would. but nothing seems to be working. i have an idea of a really cool job that i'm planning on bringing up to a friend tomorrow, but even if that works, it will be a little while until i could "start." and the cool thing about this idea is that i could get pregnant and have my baby and still be working. that would be fabulous!

why is it so hard to find a job??? and why does it keep me up at night?!