"... and to me, this is the definition of real music: it’s made with meaningful lyrics, proper background music, unique voices and real emotions, which can at least teach you something."

CAMP ROCK!!! FINAL JAM!!! THIS IS ME!!! DEMI LOVATO!!!

Sunday, May 31, 2009@9:37 PM

OMG I WATCHED CAMP ROCK ON CHNL 5 JUST NOW AND IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME!The second best movie EVER!!!Going to be third... Maybe it will still be second,cos the first/second will definitely be TWILIGHT & NEW MOON! HEHE.ANYWAY.This Is Me is very meaningful and immediately after Mitchie, or Demi, finished the song, I knew who I wanted to be. And no one is going to stop me now,because...(This is real, this is me, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now, gonna let the light, shine on me, now I've found, who I am, there's no way to hold it in, no more hiding who I wanna be, this is me.)Yeah. It's exactly what I feel.And...I am going to show the world the real me!!!:D

TODAY

Friday, May 22, 2009@11:28 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY I LOVE YOU!!! :D

Haha today was hella crappy cos I am down with a bloody cold and I fell down and now I have 5 plasters on myself but I felt like Bella Swan and it was kinda fun and then I was walking with Meng Ju to buy plaster cos I fell when I on the balancing thing cos we went to the playground after the stupid YAS (I almost slept there) so I don't know why I am so clumsy this year and last year I didn't even fall once, this is my third time falling in 2009 and then after I am done with treating my wounds I went to KFC to enjoy crispy chicken even though I have a sore throat but I don't care cos I like their chicken and also I have nothing better to do and today is e-learning day but I don't like it cos I don't get to go crazy in school but never mind.

LOOK AT THAT SENTENCE! HAHA.

Okay counting down to 23 May... YAY!!!

very talented...

Saturday, May 16, 2009@10:55 PM

ohmygosh can you believe this 6-year-old small girl is so damn talented :(she's WAY much more talented than me oh man and she's cute!!AKA CONNIE TALBOT!!!

Britain's Got Talent

OMG, I know, her voice is awesome!! AND SHE WAS ONLY 6 YEARS OLD THEN OMG.

SHOPPING :D

10:13 PM

HEY WENT SHOPPING WITH RACHEL NG AT TAMPINES 1 & TAMPINES MALL TODAY!!!Okay I was picking out a suitable dress for my birthday party, which is 6 days away! xDAnyway, we went to eat KFC first @ Eastpoint. :)Kay I know I eat chicken very unclean... If you can catch my drift. Haha.So after that we went to Tampines 1 to shop... Bought nothing 'cos I didn't want to waste $.So we walked for a LOOOONG time. Then really nothing else, so we went to Tampines Mall. :DWent to look for accessories... Ended up running out of time. Bleh :lSo whatever I totally PWNED Isetan's Mango, I got this dress at $18 [Isetan had this sale and I just happened to run inside. I mean run yes run.] WHEN IT'S ORIGINAL PRICE WAS $69. VERY GOOD RIGHT + BRANDED STUFF I TOTALLY PWNED THE DRESS.HAHAHAHA.Total pwnage. :3So anyways I am not gonna tell you how it looks like. Rachel knows and she says it looks okay so yeah she has a head for fashion okay so follow her advice better. Haha.After that we went to get ingredients to make muffins :) I mean she made them, I couldn't cos dad wanted to drive me home liao... Damn.Anyway I bought a pair of heart earrings haha.Then when my dad came to pick me, I was gawking at the CAR what the hell. Okay I am usually driven around by my dad in a van whatever brand I don't care.This time, the CAR is a black BMW. OMG LIKE WHAT THE HELL MAN I WAS LITERALLY LIKE SCREAMING MENTALLY? OMG.Very shocking... But anyway he told me his boss lent it to him or something. Bleh. Why couldn't it be a red BMW M3 convertible? That'd be so fun. :(And I want to try like car-speeding... Okay forget it I am going crazy.If it could've been better, a yellow Porsche 911 Turbo.Best of the best, a SILVER SHINY VOLVO HAHAHA.Ok fine forget it I had chicken rice for dinner.And I am listening to You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift now. :P

Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

Anyways I hate exams kay I am not going to try my new method anymore... = 3 hours sleep and cramming/studying, whatever the layman's term is.I shall switch back to my old method... At least my old method can totally pwn people. Well sometimes. Haha.My results totally not my standard-type, and whatever I don't care I just will get my target PSLE score... meaning study hard. Yes I want to get a scholarship to study in America. Can I study in Forks High School when I am 17? Yay. Cullens must be included inside though, or else I will die of boredom in school.

I SURVIVED.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009@5:42 PM

Uh huh yeah I survived school+maths paper with 3 hours of sleep.I know, miracle right? THANK GOD!!!And I am still working on my story. Haha. So much fun.TOMORROW WILL BE THE LAST PAPER. MWAHAHAHA SCIENCE.I WILL GET AN A!!! (Directed to Mr Cheng)If by God's grace he lets me, I will SOMEHOW get an A*. Lol.Haha anyways here's another song for you guys... :)Oh yes my computer just crashed and I just fixed it. Haha! :P

Meg and Dia - The Last Great Star In Hollywood

Kay gotta go, gonna study science now.CYA ALL! :)

nineteen stars.

Saturday, May 9, 2009@9:16 PM

This song is really very meaningful.I know their voice might not be that appealing to some, but the lyrics are awesome!

Meg and Dia - Nineteen Stars

Anyways, I have yet to eat dinner.But I ain't hungry.And no I am not anorexic.I just have no appetite, for some apparent reason.

ENGLISH PAPER.

Thursday, May 7, 2009@3:55 PM

OMG THE ENGLISH PAPER WAS HELLA FUN TO DO!!!I love Fengshan Primary School english paper!! HAHA!Let's see the names used were:EDWARD, ALICE, JASPER, Angela, Jacob & Eric. LOL!I almost fell off the chair when I saw Edward. AHHH!!!TWILIGHT ENGLISH PAPER! LOL!Okay anyways I love this song!! :D

Selena Gomez - Tell Me Something I Don't Know

Kay gonna study Chinese now. And I love Pink Dolphin. Haha :P

HAHA.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009@9:20 AM

I'm in the school computer lab. AGAIN!!!Btw I hacked inside cos my accountdoesn't work. LOL.Not really hacked, though...People always use that account if their personal account doesn't work anyways :PI'm listening to Should've Said No by Taylor Swift!!! :DAnyways I watched a few parts of In the Land of Women a few days ago,it was awesome! Kristen Stewart looked really beautiful there :DAnd I might be going to watch Angels and Demons with bro. :DSpeaking of movies I can't wait for New Moon!!! :DDakota Fanning is awesomeeeeeee :D (Now I kinda like Jane even though I hate the Volturi. LOL)http://image.examiner.com/images/blog/wysiwyg/image/jane(3).jpgThat's Dakota Fanning as Jane :D Cool huh, they use black hoodies instead of those capes & stuff. Haha! :)(Sorry I can't upload it now x_x)List of movies I'm gonna watch this year (some in cinemas, some on youtube)1. NEW MOON!!! (PWNAGE PLEASE :D)2. Twilight (again and again, oh pwnage yeah :D)3. In the Land of Women4. Angels & Demons (the trailer looked good)5. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (Elle Fanning is inside! :) )6. Gossip Girl (HEHE!!!)7. Breakfast at Tiffany's (Audrey Hepburn!)Fine it's a long list but I don't care and no it's not in order. Obviously New Moon tops the whole list. HAHAHA.And I begged mom for an electric guitar yesterday. LOL.She said it's useless, WTH NO!!! IT'S AWESOME!I saw a white one at Cash Converters that's like, so SEXY! LOL.Looks a little like Demi's in Don't Forget... :D

I would've updated my FanFiction but the time now's 12:41pmwhich means it's 12:41am in America. And most of the readers are from America, so...Better choose the right timing. Anyways, I shall do a quiz thatI found from WanFang's blog to kill time...Sorry&thanks WanFang =]I am really very bored, and no I can't go out 'cos I'm kinda grounded.And I don't know how to say pretty please with sexy vampires on top in Chinese.Yeah yeah okay let's just get on with it. :)

10 are yous:1. Are you single? No. I am Bella Swan and I am married to Edward Cullen. <32. Are you happy? I guess so...3. Are you bored? Obviously yes, that's the main reason I'm doing this! To kill time actually.4. Are you fair? No I have a tan.5. Are you Italian? I am not part of the Volturi. :(6. Are you intelligent? Actually, I don't really know.7. Are you honest? I guess so...?8. Are you nice? Um... Isn't that what others think of me? But I guess so...9. Are you Irish? No.10. Are you Asian? ...Yeah.

10 of my love lives:1. Have you ever been in love? I'm in love with Edward Cullen!!! <32. Do you believe in love at first sight? Maybe...3. Do you currently have a crush? No. I have an obsession. He's Edward Cullen. <34. Have you ever been hurt emotionally? Yes. But not by a guy.5. Have you ever broken someone's heart? I don't know...6. Have you ever liked someone but didn't tell him? No.7. Are you afraid of commitment? How would I know how to answer this when I'm only 12 - wait, I'm still 11. 21 more days to my sweet 12! :)8. Have you ever had your heart broken? No?9. Who was the last person you hugged? Edward Cullen. <310. Who was the last person you said I love you to? Edward Cullen. <3

10 this or thats:1. Love or lust? Love? Jasper Hale don't you dare send me a wave of lust, I'll smack your head.2. Hard liquor or beer? None.3. Cat or dog? None.4. A few best friends or any regular friends? A few best friends. Obviously.5. Creamy or crunchy? Crunchy.6. Pencil or pen? Pen.7. Wild night out or romantic night in? Romantic night in?8. Money or happiness? Happiness, of course...9. Night or day? Night <310. IM or phone? Phone. =]

10 have you evers:1. Been caught sneaking out? No?2. Seen a polar bear? Yes I went to Denali to visit Tanya for fun and I saw one. Okay kidding, no.3. Done something you regret? Hell yes!!!4. Bungee jumped? No...?5. Eaten food that fell on the floor? Um I can't remember... x_x6. Finished entire jaw breaker? No.7. Been caught naked? Damn question, no.8. Wanted an ex back? No shit way.9. Cried because you lost a pet? No I don't even have a pet, only my sister does.10. Wanted to disappear? Actually, if I answer this honestly, it's yes.

10 preferences in a partner (aka Edward Cullen):1. Smile or eyes? A crooked smile and golden butterscotch eyes.2. Light or dark hair? Bronze dishevelled hair.3. Hugs or kisses? Both :D4. Shorter or taller? Taller.5. Intelligent or attraction? He's both <36. Topman or Zara? I don't care.7. Funny or serious? Depends on the situation.8. Outgoing or quiet? Again, it depends on the situation.9. Older or younger? 17 going on 108. :D10. Sweet or bad? He's too sweet!!!

10 have yous:1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd? Yes.2. Ever talked on the phone for more than an hour? Obviously yes.3. Ever walked on hands? I don't think so... I only stood on hands before and it made me really giddy x_x4. Ever been to a rock concert? No...5. Ever been in a cheerleading team? No but it sounds fun!!!6. Ever been in a dance team? Yes x_x7. Ever been in a sports team? I guess so?8. Ever been in a drama play? YES!!! AND I LOVE ACTING!!! <39. Ever owned a car? Edward Cullen bought me a Ferrari but I still prefer his shiny silver Volvo!10. Ever been in a rap video? No.

10 lasts:1. Last phone call you made? Kera :)2. Last person you hugged? Edward Cullen <33. Last person you hung out with? Wan Fang, I think :D4. Last time you worked? I've never worked before but I want to be an actress in Hollywood. Lol. I know it sounds impossible but I still want to be one :D5. Last person you talked to? Mom...6. Last person you IM-ed? Alisha :)7. Last person you texted? Kera :)8. Last person you went to the movies with? I think I went with my church members...9. Last person/thing you missed? Edward Cullen <310. Last website you visited? http://fanfiction.net

Shit, I am sweating like a dog now. Yes I totally abhor summer. I wish Singapore had snow during the winter! Okay I am ranting on and on. Anyways I am off to have my lunch, cya all!! :D

i am bored.

12:24 PM

Hi I am bored. D:Was sms-ing my friend in UNSW Science training just now x_xYeah I was sitting at the extreme right... Lol.But I was really very tired... :(And then was passing notes... Lol.

So anyways I love FanFiction! =]Was shelling the eggs for lunch just now, LOL!Was kinda fun but when I shelled the first one,the result = bullshit. LOL.

I'm back! :DRan in the rain when there was a thunderstorm just now.It was awesome, I was drenched from head to toe!The water splashed onto my skirt when I ran and I love the water.Seriously!And the lightning was actually awestriking, though I have to say the roaring thunder...Well I wasn't really afraid, it was just REALLY loud.And my bizarre mind was like,"How I wish I could summon a hurricane and combine it with the thunderstorm! YES THUNDERBOLT + HURRICANE = TOTAL PWNAGE AND I PWNZED YOU."You see? I know my mind's screwed up.Never mind.Anyways, NOSTALGIA!!!I HAVE A SUDDEN URGE TO DIG OUT THE PLAYSTATION AND START PLAYING FINAL FANTASY 7 OR 8 OR 9 AGAIN!!! :)HAHA.I kinda miss those days whereby I'd be sitting behind my brother watching him play and talking to him.Guess this year has really been a busy year. Well, it's expected isn't it?So I have my English composition and Listening Comprehension tomorrow! :lWhat I did to practise?Update my Twilight Fanfiction and listen to English music. :DHaha okay shall recap on my vocabulary... It's been some time since I used bombastic words, and I really hope I will unleash that habit in my composition tomorrow.I'll pick up my pen and follow where my heart goes and write. Let the words flow~My problem?The 1st composition. The one with 15 marks. :(

I feel okay.

9:25 AM

So I'm in the school computer lab posting now.Great, cos it's art and lessons are cancelled. Yayyayyay :)Anyways I have to say the school computer sucks,I can't even go to fanfiction.net!!! ROAR.I NEED TO GO THERE.RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW.Okay fine anyways I shall work on my Math worksheet.See you guys later :DAnd no I am not breaking a rule the teacher sayswe can go to any website we want. Yay. :)

You just have to wake up and get ready for another day of torture.

Monday, April 27, 2009@12:37 AM

Yes it's 12:38am now. There's school tomorrow,but I don't really care.I'm not even sure if I can stop my thoughtsand go to sleep...Anyways, I know I haven't been updating. Sorry.So I don't know my emotions,I don't know the real me.Like I said,I just have to wake up and get ready for another day of torture.Torture?Heck yes.My emotions are getting to me.I shall try and turn in now...I can only ask for God's help that I'll wake up punctuallyat 5:45am tomorrow and survive.And stay awake in class, of course...

100th post! :)

Saturday, April 18, 2009@12:35 PM

Yay this' my 100th post! :DAnyways, I had oral on Thursday,it was really crappy because I stammered alot andI didn't even study. OH SHIT.And then, I had my Nanyang Girls' High Bilingual Olympiad yesterday... HAHA.THE AUDITORIUM WAS SO GRAND!!!It was golden with bright lights. The stage was awesome,very wide and the lightings are also awesome. There was air-conand cinema-like chairs.In other words...IT'LL MAKE AN AWESOME THEATRE!!! :D[I love Theatre&Drama :D)While they were having their talk, I was laughing my ass off sinceI was sitting next to HuiYing. HAHAHA.SHE PUT HER HEAD INTO THE BAG OMG HAHA!!!It was a freaking hilarious sight?!? HAHAHA.Then we were released,and we went to play the rubber-tyre swings!! :) AND I THINK SOME PEOPLE WERE REALLY TRYING TO KILL ME.Hello???They pushed the tyre with all the strength and I flew up as high as possible.I WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING FOR MY LIFE!!![Actually I kinda like it it's scary but hella exhilarating. Whee]Then we took the bus back to school! On the bus we were gossiping and stuffs,then we played Bomb awhile,then Truth or Dare!!! HAHAAnd they chose me to do my dare,play a prank on Kristian. LOL.After I'd finished I sabotaged Mr Cheng, I chose him!! :DHe chose truth and we asked him, "How many girlfriends did you have in total?"LOL. Okay I shall not put the answer. Don't wanna be mean. LOL LOL.IT'S SO DAMN FUN!!![I LOVE TRUTH OR DARE]After that, I went to Pasir Ris Crest Secondary's Hall for the SOTA (School of the Arts) talk... :) Was okay, didn't turn out to be as boring as I thought.I'd better make contingency plans early! If I can't get into Anglican High, I AM SO GOING TO SOTA!!!I hope I can pass the audition for theatre, though. Lol.I LOVE ACTING I WANNA BE AN ACTRESS~~~Alrighty then finished updating you guys. Cya!! :D[actually if you wanna see more updates you should just follow me on Twitter. Hehe]BYE! :)

and then you say goodbye.

Sunday, April 12, 2009@6:29 PM

Well well.Celine called me yesterday.I was kinda shocked when I heard Love Story playing. Ha ha.Anyways, she said something like,"Qiqing, let me clarify one thing: I do not want to be your friend anymore."I replied,"Mm-hmm."She repeated it, and I answered, "Okay."She hung up and I said bye to a dead line. So goodbye then.(You know what? I feel a little like Blair Waldorf/Serena Van Der Woodsen from Gossip Girl. HAHAHAHA.)Anyways, I'm happy the way life is now.IT'S TIME I OPENED UP!!!Okay so I shall say HELLO to my new life! :DBy the way,I feel like writing a FanFiction for Twilight! Yay.Let's play Truth or Dare :DSo maybe something like,Bella chooses dare,and then Emmett says, "Call Carlisle Daddy in your sweetest voice and tell him he's hot."(HAHAHA. If I'm Bella, I'd probably coo something like, "Daddy, you're soooo hot.")And then Bella was mumbling some unintelligent stuffs and then she coos in her beautiful soprano, "Daddy, you are sooo hot." And then she dashes out of the house, with everyone laughing at her. Okay that's so mean to Bella. D: Alright then, gotta do my homework! :DP.S something random: I believe in psychic powers. I know you'll say I'm mad but I don't care. And I know I am very random. Well. :P

bored now.

Friday, April 10, 2009@7:03 PM

Hi I'm bored D: Well I hung out with Sung Jin just now at Tampines,it was awesoooooooome!!! :DWe went to the arcade and had loads of fun.Sigh I wish I could go with her again... D: Anyways, SHE'S SUPERDUPER AWESOME OKAY HAHA :D

the blistering heat is killing me

Tuesday, April 7, 2009@1:55 PM

AHHHH (screams and jumps out of chair)I JUST SAW A DAMN BEE FLYING OUTSIDE MY WINDOW.GROSS!!!Sorry I'm back. :) Today was okay... ENGLISH WAS DAMN FUNNY?!? And what the hell I'm going to act as little YELLOW riding hood tomorrow.Damn. Anyways, it's really dman hot in Singapore. D: Oh well. I guess that's the way life is supposed to be.Just reached home :) Took the bus with Sung Jin just now! :) It's like so awesome hanging around with her. Haha :) Alrighty then gotta go now, I've got homework to do! And Maths is out of my hair! YAY!!! Till then! BYE! :DP.S I got my reply from the dentist for my enquiry for braces. LOL.

Demi Lovato - Believe In Me

Lyrics -

I'm losing myselfTrying to compete with everyone elseInstead of just being meDon't know where to turnI've been stuck in this routineI need to change my waysInstead of always being weak

The mirror can lieDoesn't show you what's insideAnd it, it can tell you you're full of lifeIt's amazing what you can hideJust by putting on a smile

I don't wanna be afraidI wanna wake up feeling beautiful, todayAnd know that I'm okayCause everyone's perfect in an unusual waySo you seeI just wanna Believe In Me

I'm quickly finding outI'm not about to break downnot today

I guess I always knewThat I had all the strength to make it through

Not gonna be afraidI'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful, todayAnd know that I'm okayCause everyone's perfect in an unusual wayYou seeNow I Believe In MeNow I Believe In Me

Yay Demi! :DAnyways I wanna believe in myself. Yeah :D

napfa 5 stations.

Monday, April 6, 2009@4:10 PM

I had my NAPFA - 5 stations today!My sit-up and standing broad jump were way below my expectations. Damn. :(And my shuttle run & pull-up... -_-Well the only thing that amazed me was my sit&reach! :DAnd I'm having stomach cramps now. Crap.Anyways, Sung Jin and I have made up! YAY.She told me she sent that message to me by accident. YAY.I'm so happy 'cos I don't wanna lose her! :DAnyways, I gotta go now,I have to do my homework, and then study.See ya! :D

Here's yet another song for you! :D

Taylor Swift - Breathe

Lyrics-

I see your face in my mind as I drive away, Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way. People are people, And sometimes we change our minds.But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm Mmm mmm mmm Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie, It's the kinda ending you dont really wanna see. Cause its tragedy and it'll only bring you down,Now I dont know what to be without you around.

And we know its never simple, Never easy. Never a clean break, no one here to save me. You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand, And I cant, Breathe, Without you, But I have to, Breathe, Without you, But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve. But people are people, And sometimes it doesnt work out, Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know its never simple, Never easy.Never a clean break, no one here to save me. Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand, And I cant, Breathe, Without you, But I have to, Breathe, Without you, But I have to.

Its two a.m. Feelin' like I just lost a friend. Hope you know its not easy, Easy for me.Its two a.m. Feelin like I just lost a friend. Hope you know this aint easy, Easy for me.

And we know its never simple, Never easy.Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

Ohhh

I cant, Breathe, Without you, But I have to, Breathe, Without you, But I have to.

This morning, I had a nightmare & a nice dream.Nightmare:I was in secondary school and then I saw thissuper pale girl with straight black hairand black-grey eyes (maybe a hungry vampire, like I'd know). Curious, I went forward to sit with her.She stared at me and I kinda freaked out.***I reached home, and then I heard my phonering [Bella's Lullaby]; I had received a message.It was something like this:I'm the girl you sat beside today.You know what,I'm gonna destroy this whole ****ing (what the hell?) world.If you think I can't,well I'll destroy you first.

And some other things which I forgot.Damn it's like so random???

Oh yeah sorry I had 2 nice dreams. Yay good.Cos I can't stand that stupid nightmare.What the hell is wrong with my fried brain? :/Nice dream 1:I composed a piece on the piano haha. (random)Well I could remember a few parts and I played it on the piano in church today.LOL.It was a beautiful dream 'cos this lead to the 2nd nice dream:I was playing for Edward Cullen and he played my lullaby.SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET.Then I played Love Story on the guitar for him and he proposed to me?!?(Just like in Eclipse)I don't know but I think I said Yes. LOL!Okay my brain is completely fried. Who cares.Btw, if you wanna know what happened in church today,check out my Twitter :)Well I gotta study now...Bye! :)

Here's a song for you:

Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry

Lyrics

All this time I was wasting,Hoping you would come aroundI've been giving out chances every timeAnd all you do is let me downAnd it's taking me this longBaby but I figured you outAnd you're thinking we'll be fine again,But not this time around

You don't have to call anymoreI won't pick up the phoneThis is the last strawDon't wanna hurt anymoreAnd you can say that you're sorryBut I don't believe you babyLike I did - beforeYou're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,I might believe you if I didn't knowCould've loved you all my lifeIf you hadn't left me waiting in the coldAnd you got your share of singersAnd I'm tired of being last to knowAnd now you're asking me to listenCause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymoreI won't pick up the phoneThis is the last strawDon't wanna hurt anymoreAnd you can tell me that you're sorryBut I don't believe you babyLike I did - beforeYou're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honeyAnd it never would've gone away, noYou used to shine so brightBut I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymoreI won't pick up the phoneThis is the last strawDon't wanna hurt anymoreAnd you can tell me that you're sorryBut I don't believe you babyLike I did - beforeYou're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

I seriously don't know what kind of shitty crap school will be like tomorrow.You're not sorry, I'm sorry but you won't listen to me, will you?And to that other person,you're so stubborn huh?You think I'm still the old person who'll always make the first move,but apparently, I'm waiting.And even if you do apologize,I don't think we'll be what we used to be like in the past.Cos I had a 3rd nice dream (sorry for not mentioning this):I'm waiting for a new true best friend.When I go to secondary school,I'm going to change to a new person.So...I don't know what else to say,but somehow it seems like alot of my dreams are coming true (like premonitions? Maybe.)Like, I dreamt about a message and the next day I really received one.Well I don't know.I just hope for my 3rd dream to come true.It'll be awesome and I don't mind waiting.What I really want is all listed in my private diary,and I'm sorry but I'm going to seal my lips tightly about that.

You're not sorry, are you?P.S I hope my nightmare doesn't come true. I'll be freaking out at that message if it does come true. Gosh -_-Alright, gonna study English & Maths,then turn in early for the night I think. :D

I guess I'm uncertain of my feelings.

Saturday, April 4, 2009@1:44 PM

Hey guys :)Went to Bedok Interchange just nowto hunt for my Gossip Girl booksand had KFC for lunch! Yum. :)Bought a black watch too... Haha.And Wan Fang's at my house now! :DWanted to go jogging but dueto the unforeseen circumstances (the thunder),I guess I'll have to wait. Damn.Oh well anyway,I guess I'm uncertain of my feelings for some people.Crap...I seriously don't know what I'm supposed to do.I want so badly to explain to her face to face,but I know she'll ignore me...I wonder what I did. Seriously. :( I guess life was never fair... :lHere's a song for you guys(:

Taylor Swift - Beautiful Eyes

LyricsYour beautiful eyesStare right into myeyesand sometimesI think of you late at nightI dont no why, I

I wanna be somewhere where you areI wanna be where

You're hereyour eyes are looking into mineso baby make me flymy hearthas never felt this way beforeI'm looking through yourI'm looking through your eyesi, eyes

Those lyrics that are meaningful to me are once again in bold. :) Taylor Swift is awesome! :D

New Moon & Eclipse!

Friday, April 3, 2009@10:18 PM

These two trailers for New Moon & Eclipse are awesome!It isn't the official one,but the person who made it...I think she did a better job than Summit Entertainment. :/Haha enjoy! :)

New Moon

Eclipse

Haha I feel like flying over to Hollywood now and interviewing to be an actress. Alright then gotta rush my homework,till then, bye! (:

...

6:39 PM

I was updating my twitter a few minutes ago! It's awesome!I can finally update something through my phone! Haha xDhttp://twitter.com/twilight_love_xAnyways, today was kinda... crappy.Yes I had my 1.6km run practise and I completed it in about 11 minutes.Damn!And 5 stations were AWESOME!I love standing broad jump... :DNAPFA is coming next week and I think I'll fail my inclined pull up. Hahahaha.And I gotta remember to bring sweets when I run my 1.6km! :DSo why is today crappy...Well...-I broke my clean record by not bringing my Health Education worksheet. (Okay this I don't really give a damn)-I forgot to study for my Science Test (I didn't even know I had a Science Test)-I made Sung Jin angry again... I wanna apologise but she's ignoring me and I don't know what to do. I don't wanna lose her... And I accidentally cried in Science... I didn't mean to but I thought about Sung Jin and then the tears fell... It fell to my cheeks but fortunately, I was sitting in a corner and staring out of the window. So no one noticed. GOOD. 'Cos I don't want to make them think I've gone mad. (This I care alooooooot)-I had to sit beside Celine during assembly, which was freaking horrible 'cos I could sort of... Feel her emotions emanating from her. And her stare/glare is annoying me. I know we were once best friends but since she wanted to give me the cold shoulder a few days back, I don't give a damn. (Haha she'd kill me if she read my private diary, which OBVIOUSLY I won't tell you what's inside :P)

I guess I'm always the one at fault... Seems like the people I'm the closest with are always the one getting annoyed with me. What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I do something right for once!Anyway, thanks Lareyna and Wan Fang for staying with me... :)

Here's another song... Which I think it's damn meaningful. Yes it is 'cos I listen to this when I'm upset.

Hey Monday - Candles

Lyrics are there, but I'll tell you what're the meaningful lines to me...Okay never mind I shall just type out all the lyrics and bold those meaningful lines. Hey Monday is awesome! :)

The power lines went outAnd I am all aloneBut I don't really care at allnot answering my phoneAll the games you playedThe promises you madeCouldn't finish what you started only darkness still remainsLost sightcouldn't seewhen it was you and meBlow the candles outlooks like a solo tonightI'm beginning to see the lightblow the candles outlooks like a solo tonightbut I think I'll be alrightBeen black and blue beforethere's no need to explainI am not the jaded kind playback's such a wasteYou're invisibleinvisible to meMy wish is coming true erase the memory of your face (can this happen?)Lost sightCouldn't seeWhen it was you and meBlow the candles outlooks like a solo tonightI'm beginning to see the lightblow the candles outlooks like a solo tonightbut I think I'll be alrightOne dayyou will wake upwith nothing but your sorrysand somedayyou will get back everything you gave meBlow the candles outlooks like a solo tonightI'm beginning to see the lightblow the candles outlooks like a solo tonightbut I think I'll be alright...It's a damn meaningful & awesome song to me... Almost everything is in bold haha.And Cassadee's voice is freaking nice :DAlright then, I'm signing off...Bye(:

fixed my blogskin.

Thursday, April 2, 2009@3:47 PM

Okay my blogskin was screwed up just now for some apparent reason.Yay okay it's finally alright now.So anyway, Maths supplementary is cancelled today but I have myRI Maths Olympiad tomorrow. :l Crap.Hope I can pass it...Till then, here's a song for you guys! :)

Sorry I was listening to Should've Said No by Taylor Swift. :PIt's awesome!Okay anyways.I got my referral letter from the dentist to put braces! HAHA xDAnd I want a pair of Converse. :@And I wanna be an actress/singer (though I know it's kinda impossible unless by God's grace he let's me be... haha but anyway I found my 'talent' yay thanks to Sung Jin xD, don't wanna tell you hahahaha)(Okay I know I am very random)Alrighty then gotta go bathe, then rush my Maths!Bye! :)

It's strange to think the songs we used to singThe smiles, the flowers, everything is goneYesterday I found out about youEven now just looking at you feels wrongYou say that you'd take it all back, given one chanceIt was a moment of weakness and you said, 'Yes'You should've said no, you should've gone homeYou should've thought twice 'fore you let it all goYou shouldn've known that word, 'bout what you did with herGet back to meAnd I should've been there, in the back of your mindI shouldn't be asking myself whyYou shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feetYou should've said no, baby and you might still have meYou can see that I've been cryingAnd baby you know all the right things to sayBut do you honestly except me to believeWe could ever be the sameYou say that the past is the past, you need one chanceIt was a moment of weakness and you said, 'Yes'You should've said no, you should've gone homeYou should've thought twice 'fore you let it all goYou shouldn've known that word, 'bout what you did with herGet back to meAnd I should've been there, in the back of your mindI shouldn't be asking myself whyYou shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feetYou should've said no, baby and you might still have meI can't resist before you go tell me thisWas it worth it, was she worth this?No, no, no, no, no, noYou should've said no, you should've gone homeYou should've thought twice 'fore you let it all goYou shouldn've known that word, 'bout what you did with herGet back to meAnd I should've been there, in the back of your mindI shouldn't be asking myself whyYou shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feetYou should've said no, baby and you might still have me

Awesome song, and some of the chorus are what I actually wanna scream out now. [Those in bold]If you actually know who I wanna scream about.Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa okay gotta go really.Bye(:

OKAY WHY SCHOOL TMR ? WTH I DIE I SCARED I OVERSLEEP :(Anyway one of my wishes is to put braces... LOL!Okay I know I am random BUT I WANT!!!DONATE MONEY TO ME PLS (Okay I am lame whatever)Haiz i wanna put... LIKE SERIOUSLY .MY TEETH IS TOTALLY ... ._.okay whatever shall pray to God to wake up punctually tmr ...I am so so so so so DEADDDD .

Music quiz :)

Friday, March 20, 2009@7:21 PM

Rules1. Put your iTunes/music player on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. You must write the song name down no matter how silly it sounds.4. Tag 10 friends to do this too.If someone says 'Are you okay?', you say:Taylor Swift - White HorseNo I'm ABSOLUTELY NOT OKAY. I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale~(Okay I'm not emo even if a guy dumps me. UNLESS, it's like in New Moon whereby Edward Cullen goes away from Bella. OKAY THAT I CAN GO EMO.)How would you describe yourself?Demi Lovato - Believe In Me(This is perfect) I'm really trying to compete with everyone else instead of just being me. I think I'm untalented but the song says everyone's perfec in unusual ways... so, I believe in me okay? :PWhat is your purpose in life?Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth (Twilight OST)UMM ...... Find a bird? HELL NO! Okay this is the fake one:GO TO PROM WITH EDWARD CULLEN (NOT Robert Pattinson ew.)What do your friends think of you?Rob Pattinson - Never Think (Twilight OST)Bloody shit I think ahead okay? HAHA!What do your parents think about you?Demi Lovato - This Is MeHAHA... They think I'm noisy when I sung this song... I kept shouting(isn't that what Demi did?)What do you always think about?Taylor Swift - Tim McGrawErm I don't think about Tim McGraw. I think about Edward Cullen. Okay HAHA!What is 2 + 2?The Black Ghosts - Full Moon (Twilight OST)Okay 2 is a half moon so 2+2 = 2 half moons = 4 = full moon. HAHA.What do you think of your best friend?Paramore - I caught myself (Twilight OST)Did you catch me or did I catch myself? HAHAHA =xWhat is your life story?Taylor Swift - Love StorySigh. I wish I was Bella and my Love Story was with Edward Cullen okay? HAHA.What do you want to be when you grow up?Demi Lovato - La La LandARGH OMG ! I WANNA BE A SINGER HAHA . xDWhat do you think when you see the person you like?Demi Lovato - Get BackIn the first place I don't have a crush on someone in real life. But... EDWARD CULLEN, HEHExDWhat would you describe your teacher(s) as?Paramore - Decode (Twilight OST)Erm they can't decode my thoughts? Maybe yes maybe no but exactly I don't know =pHow would you describe your boyfriend/girlfriend as?Shugo Chara! - Kokoro No TamagoHAHAHAHA OMG THIS IS FUNNY! Anyways I don't have a bf and I'm not les shit you.What will you dance to at your wedding?Perry Farrell - Go All the Way (Into The Twilight) (Twilight OST)WOW PROM ? HAHAHA. Okay dancing rock / pop at my wedding will be a funny thing. Unless you want me to change and like break dance ? HAHAHA THIS' FUNNY.What will they play at your funeral?Mutemath - Spotlight [Twilight Mix] (Twilight OST)RIGHT I'M IN THE SPOTLIGHT , I'm sooooo famous. OMG THIS IS FUNNY =xWhat is your hobby/interest?Taylor Swift - FearlessUm? If Edward Cullen was here I'd be fearless going out with him, a vampire right ? TEEHEEWhat is your biggest fear?Britney Spears - WomanizerHAHA I DON'T WANT A WOMANIZER FOR A BF NEXT TIME . HAHAHAWhat is your biggest secret?Nana Mizuki - Black DiamondI have a Guardian Character called Dia? NO WAY!(I'm a vampire? HEHE) Kidding.What do you want to do now?Katy Perry - Hot 'n' ColdI want to buy a black & white shirt and a hot & cold drink.What do you think of your friends?Blue Foundtion - Eyes On Fire (Twilight OST)Their eyes are on fire. WOW.What's the worst thing that could happen?Muse - Supermassive Black Hole (Twilight OST)Yeah a supermassive black hole will suck the Earth into it. Great.What makes you cry?Carter Burwell - Bella's Lullaby (Twilight OST)Wow I very pro right, I think of this really come out. Yes this song can make me cry. :DWhat do you think of your arch enemy?Collective Soul - Tremble For My Beloved (Twilight OST)Contradicting. Actually I don't think I have an arch enemy.What is the one thing you regret?Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest (Twilight OST)Leaving everyone. HAHA.How will you die?Taylor Swift - Forever and Always.I'll always die forever? What the shit HAHA!Will you ever get married?Taylor Swift - Teardrops on my Guitar.Shit. I DON'T KNOW D:Does anyone like you?Taylor Swift - Hey StephenI don't know a guy called Stephen sheesh.If you could go back in time, what would you change?Taylor Swift - Should've Said NoYES! I SHOULD'VE SAID NO TO THAT DUMB FLIRT (If you know who I'm referring to) but too bad he couldn't break my heart 'cos I was actually intending to tell him that I wanna say bye. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :) But never mind it was fun digging a hole in his pocket. HEY I'M NOT THAT MEAN, I AM KIND xD. Whatever this song IS GOOD!!!When you meet your boss, what would you say?Taylor Swift - You're Not SorryUm. Hi Boss you have too much pride, you're not sorry? Cool I'll get fired.

You know, I was like,DAMN annoyed just now 'cos I couldn't find my specs just now?Everything was like damn blur lah!Then I finally found it hidden under the pillow.ARGHGHGHGH!THIS IS SO ANNOYING GRAHHH.Okay but never mind I finally found it.Thank God, if not I'd be leaning in to see what I'm typing.SHEESH.

Homecoming xD

2:59 PM

Ahem. Why's my title Homecoming?Okay you know why?'Cos I'm listening and singing to Homecoming by Hey Monday! :)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3Sf-FAhUjsCassadee IS AWESOME HAHA :)Okay let's see I saw Wanfang's blog and I WANNA DO THE QUIZ!Seems fun and I'm friggin' bored now. Yeesh!QUIZ~ :DName 21 friends.1 Celine (Amu)2 Wan Fang3 Rachel Ng4 Lareyna5 Louisa6 Xue Li7 Hui Ying8 May9 Shirlyn10 Sung Jin11 Meng Ju12 Shi Rui13 Mei Hang14 Abigail15 Yuxin16 Becks17 Sandra Teo18 Sandra Chin19 Taylor Swift xD (HAHA I ADD HER ON MYSPACE OKAY HAHA)20 Demi Lovato xD (HAHA I ADD HER ON FACEBOOK OKAY HAHA)21 Yuan Qi(Erm side note: Isn't necessarily in order I just type the first thing that comes to my mind. For example I'm like damn close with Sung Jin but I was flipping through my phone contacts so... HAHA!!!)[Number 19 & 20 is funny. Cos I hardly know them they hardly know me. But I like their names okay hahahaha I am lame so shut up]{I should've put the Cullens but I wonder if they know me and I never even saw them online before I only saw them in my dreams, shit.}

How did you meet 7? -Hui YingOH WE P2 SAME CLASS THEN I KEEP PINCHING HER CHEEKS COS SHE LOOKED SO CUTE SO I MEI SHI ZHAO SHI ZUO HAHA.

What would you do if you and 15 never met? -YuxinErm I think I'd be less happy... Cos she's like 19 and very nice & caring & understanding okay? :)

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? -Lareyna & BecksWhat the hell they are not les, and anw they never meet before lol xD

Do you think 11 is attractive? -MengJuOh she's sexy. HAHA!

What is 5's favorite color? -LouisaI don't know AHHHHH! T_T

When was the last time you talked to 9? -ShirlynYtd on MSN counted? :D

What language does 8 speak? -MayEnglish & Mandarin, I don't know if she speaks Thai O_o

Who is 13 going out with? -Mei HangErm, she's like in Shi Rui's hoouse working on the science project now.

What grade is 16 in? -BecksUniversity alr I think 'cos she took her 'A' levels like last year or last last year... Bloody hell my memory like shit man okay sorry for sidetracking.

Would you ever date 17? -Sandra TeoWhat the hell I am not les.

Where does 18 live? -Sandra ChinNear Lot One I think... xD Anw she's in SG now haha.

What is the best thing about 4? -LareynaShe is a freaking nice person, and she's a Cullen (okay the second fact is for entertainment purpose xD)

What would you like to tell 10 right now? -Sung JinUm. I miss you I wanna talk to you? I don't know I am bored haha.

What is the best thing about 20? -Demi LovatoShe has an awesome voice that inspires me.

Have you ever kissed 2? -Wan FangNo you idiot I AM NOT LES!

What is the best memory you have of 5? -LouisaShe was very kind and very hardworking. That good enough?

When's the next time you're going to see 4? -LareynaI am seeing her on MSN now :)

How is 7 different from 6? -HuiYing & XueLiOh shit they are similar in the sense both are geniuses. Oh yes HuiYing is more normal than XueLi.

Is 2 pretty? -WanFangOh she's sexy. HAHA. But seriously she IS pretty. :)

What was your first impression of 15? -YuxinWow she's such a nice person. Seriously. (I mean it okay)

How did you meet 3? -Rachel NgIn the old folks home... Well we're in the same church, we went carolling together and I was standng beside her and I was kinda bored and I waved. She was like, o_o hi... I THINK. The first part is correct the second part, I DON'T KNOW! (eek)

Is 15 your best friend? -YuxinWell... She's more like a sister to me 'cos we're both sisters in Christ. Hehe :)

Do you hate 12? -ShiRuiWhat the hell no.

Have you seen 18 in the last month? -Sandra ChinYes on MSN, does that count? =P

When was the last time you saw 16? -BecksLast Sunday in Zion Presbyterian Church.

Have you been to 5's house? -LouisaSuprisingly but no. :(

When's the next time you can see 10? -Sung JinWhen she's free to sms me :) Okay no when school reopens. :D

Are you close to 11? -Meng JuI guess we're okay. o_o

Have you been to the movies before with 4? -LareynaNo, BUT! I WANNA WATCH NEW MOON WITH HER! :D (Then we could probably sniffle and gasp for air silently and pinch each other haha)

Have you gotten into trouble before with 8? -MayNo! HAHAHAHA CLEAN RECORD xD

Would you give 19 a hug? -Taylor SwiftOh my gosh, YES! I WANNA BE HER FRIEND... 'Cos she's like so humble okay? I mean though she's popular she acts like an ordinary girl especially during what she said in the Seventeen magazine... HAHA! And all her songs are amazingly honest :)

When have you lied to 3? -Rachel NgWell... I can't remember.P.S To Rachel: I'm sorry if I'd lied to you before :(

Is 11 good at socializing? -MengJuShe's friendly so I think she's good at it.

Do you know a secret about 8? -MayYes and my lips are sealed. :P

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18. -ShiRui & Sandra ChinThey don't know each other :/

Do you live close to 7? -HuiYingNot really. But anyways, we're both living in Singapore.

What is 8's favorite food? -MayShit I don't know... :/

What kind of car does 1 have? -Celine (Amu)She doesn't have a driving licence. -_-Speaking of cars, I want a shiny silver Volvo or a yellow Porsche 911 Turbo! :P

Have you travelled anywhere with 9? Where? -ShirlynYou know what? My passport is superduper clean, not a single stamp.

If you gave 14 $100, what would she spend it on? -AbigailClothes I think? Maybe some accessories or maybe she'd buy gifts for people (she is REALLY very nice) :) But technically I don't have $100 so... haha!!!

Hello! :)Well let's start off with today...Um I was late for school today... :/I woke up at 8am! Crap. I was late by 20 minutes... What the hell?I BROKE MY PUNCTUAL RECORD!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!Well never mind...The reason was because I was rolling in bed till about 3am yesterday :/For some apparent reason, I couldn't fall asleep...Maybe it was due to my 2 hour afternoon nap. :/Well okay Science was fun :)Completed the whole chapter of Forces, and now we've got homework :/Well never mind just a worksheet anyway. ^-^So after Science, we had a break... Had fun eating and drinking. xD(I didn't have my breakfast okay?)Then we had English, AND IT WAS AWESOME HAHAHAHA!!!Know why? 'Cos I get to shout out the answers and laugh and 'protest'!HAHAHA, okay never mind you see, I'm crazy.Finally headed back home with Celine! :)And then, I headed for Interchange with Mom...Okay I sort of went of a shopping spree! xD(Been a long time since I done that)I bought a pair of brown shorts, a shirt + a black outer vest, my facial cleanser,my pair of school shoes and my facial absorbent paper :)Yay~Okay I'm listening to Homecoming by Hey Monday! now :)Cassadee has an awesome voice okay!!! :)Right there's a bee on the window. AHHHHHHHHH (random)!!!Okay okay I'm off. :)

Mom, SHHHHHHH!!!GIVE ME SOME PEACE, PLEASE!Gosh, must you nag at every infinitesimal thing?Please leave me alone!I know my table's messy,my closet's messy,I'm such a spendthrift,my bed's messy,I'm very noisy (especially when I sing)and whatever!I don't give a damn.I'm going to sleep soo so why does my bed even matter?I save up to buy the things I want.I need to study and I have a lot of assessments.My closet will eventually get messy anyway so who cares?I want to find my talent so why can't I sing?Shouldn't you be supporting your daughter instead of discouragingher in searching for her talent?Well, I don't give a damn.I don't want any rules, just let me be free.And, I want a talent, so let me find it.Keeping quiet is better than discouraging me.Right I know my singing sucks.But I want my talent to come okay?So stop laying all those freakin' rules. Damn.And stop nagging at me like I'm some freakin' dumb ass.Tcht!I want my own life damn it.My life isn't for you to control okay?It's my decision isn't it?I mean, you can set the rules but do you actually do them yourself?Why must all the blame be always pushed to me?What the shit? This house can sometimes literallybe my personal hell on Earth. Gosh.And most of the time, school is better than my house.Because I don't get scolded in school,the rules aren't that annoying in school,and my teachers don't keep barking at me,some whom I can even consider friends.So you see?If you can just loosen up and chill,life'd be better.You don't have to be so concerned about every single damn thing right.Just leave me alone, you'll be happy, I'll be happy.And I think my friends understand me more than you do.Look, you can't even identify when's the time I want to be left alone,instead you continue bothering me.And, there're times I want to drown my sorrows in singing.You think I'm noisy but my friends don't mind.I know I'm noisy but at least my friends understand my emotions,but do you?'Sides, you don't know what kind of freakin' psychological change I'm going through,do you?So you think I'm just a small kid.I don't give a damn,I just want my own life, okay?You can say I'm rebellious but I seriously don't care.You think you're always right, assuming everything,and even if you're in the wrong you won't apologize.So I always have to throw away my pride to apologize?Shit.Right you think I'm fooling around with the computer.I was searching for a secondary school and you think I'm playing some lame games?NO!Even when I listen to music,I'm trying to practise my voice! Maybe I don't have a musical talent,but isn't practice more important? Damn.Well never mind, I SHALL SLEEP TO GET THINGS OF MY MIND.GREAT!

went out with celine!

4:58 PM

Hey! :)Um well, I woke up at 7am today which was a miracle,because I was on the phone till 12.10am with Sung Jin last night...Thank God for waking me up so punctually for Maths supplementary! :)(If I'd been late, the consequences might've given me a heart attack.)After Maths supplementary had ended at 10.30am,I went to Bedok Interchange with Celine to have lunch! :)We had MacDonalds, and I FEEL FAT! xDWell...I ate 1 McChicken, 1 box of Medium fries, 1/4 of an apple pie and 1/2 of a cup of small Coke.Sigh...But never mind it was delectable! :)(Compared to my usual lunch of instant noodles or economic rice, it's so much better.)After that, we went to the library! ^-^I found 2 Gossip Girl books! :oAfter that, Celine went to the 3rd floor to find her Summer Camp Secrets xDSo while she was searching,I had to go to the toilet because my stomach was seriously upset. -_-Okay... Finally we borrowed the books(Celine, please don't land me in trouble by returning them AFTER 7th April! xD)and we went shopping! xDWent to pepperplus, but the clothes were too expensive :/(I only had $12 on hand), so we went walking around.I saw a pair of really nice shorts outside NTUC :)Kind of like NF shorts,just that the material is slightly different and there are alot of buttons. :)And it hit the bulls eye, $11.90! :) Great.OH YES!Before I bought my shorts, Celine saw a beggar with only 1 hand but still had 2 legs... :/And yes, I know she's very kind, she actually dropped $2 in his bucket(only to regret later by telling me her heart ached) xD!Okay Celine, you are very kind, okay? :)Right, finally went home and I actually took a 3-4 hour nap! (I FEEL LIKE A PIG!)Okay my brother wants to use the computer now,bye everyone! :)

[edit]Well, I went to get dinner for my brother and so I met Celine at Basic Point. :)Well... seems like today I hung out alot with Celine! ^-^Mkay... Shall sign off now :)Bye everyone!

Burnt a hole in my pocket.

Saturday, March 14, 2009@11:14 PM

Hey! Went to Tampines with Rachel Ng, Nana, Wanfang, Mengju and Afiqah today (:Mkay so met Wanfang at the post office at about 11.30am if I'm not wrong.And guess what, I ended waing up at 6am today...Woke up for... I don't know, I think I had a real nice dream about Edward Cullen!My blogskin isn't wrong yeah! xDif i could dream,it would all be about youMkay let's not sidetrack, shall we?So I went to help Wanfang send her registered mail,then we headed to the library to return my books.I couldn't find any more Gossip Girl books this time,which was disappointing.And, no other interesting books...So after that, I went to buy sushi! (I'd yet to eat breakfast and was starving you see)And after finishing it, Wanfang and I went to buy Munchy's Donut!I bought the Chocolate with M&M's Donut. Gosh, lip-smacking.The chocolate was sort of melting under the scorching sun,and my thumb was full of sticky chocolate.But it was ultra delectable, so who cares about making your hands dirty? :)After that, we went to meet MengJu & Afiqah at the Interchange and we headed off to Tampines Mall! :)I bought a Seventeen magazine 'cos the cover had the actress of Blair Waldorf in Gossip Girl :)Nice.And inside,I saw Demi Lovato and...TWILIGHT!!! :)Right Edward Cullen... <3Mkay shall not fall into my bad habit of sidetracking (this habit is sudden) xDWe went to Popular first :)I bought my Taylor Swift Fearless album there!!! :)Oh yeah my class group (Blue 1) got 2nd in terms of points so we got a $5 Popular voucher each. NICE! :)The album cost $11.90 so I only needed to pay $6.90. Sweet!And before that,I was in a dilemma whether to buy Taylor's album or Twilight (Movie tie-in edition) but I thought Twilight (Movie tie-in edition) was a waste of money since the DVD is going to come out in like a week's time? I don't know for Singapore's case...Taylor's voice awesome!And she looks super gorgeous too :)Right, after that, we went to another CD shop,and I had to resist the temptation to NOT buy Demi Lovato's Don't Forget album. :/After that, we went to the arcade and I played Para Para... Usual xDYay, I can't believe I managed to only spend $1.50 in the arcade! :)And while I was dancing the 3rd stage, I suddenly heard a "Hey!"Okay Rachel & Nana found me!!! :)So finally finished all the rounds and the last song was Romeo & Juliet!!!WOW!!!I was thinking, "Why isn't there Edward & Bella? That'd be way more awesome!"Right...After that Mengju introduced herself to them and yeah, we went to have lunch but Rachel, Nana and I went to eat Pastamania while the other 3 went to Pizza Hut :/Oh yes before that, I went to Minitoons and bought a really exquisite heart wind chime! :)It's hanging on my bed frame now, and I love the silvery, tinkling sound! :) (Right I know I sound funny)I had Hawaiian Pizza in Pastamania, it was scrumptious and I was having a hard time not shoving the whole plate down my throat. :)Okay Rachel, Nana and I were having a fun time talking. :)After that, we went to shop for clothes! :)Nana wanted to go to Cotton On first.I tried on a pair of denim shorts (I think it looked quite nice) but apparently it was too short, so never mind! :)Went to Miss Emily next (Rachel's favourite shop), and the two teenagers were trying on glamorous tube dresses (which I don't think I will never be able to afford unless I ground myself for a month or so). And I think they'll get the title of Prom Queen if they wear that to prom, seriously.Rachel, I think the black dress looks awesome on you, just put on a jacket or something and wear your Converse!!! xDAfter that, we went to Valerie. :)I kind of liked this sparkling gem necklace,but it cost about $14 so totally off my budget list! (I was only left with $19 and if I bought that, it'd be very, very unsafe)After that, I wanted to buy a Rubiks cube, so we went to Toys 'R Us.And Rachel's decision is really sudden...She suddenly wanted to play hide and seek I have absolutely no idea why I'm the catcher. SHEESH!So I took some soft toys for my 'cannon shot'! xDKind of fun, just that my legs were freezing and my toes felt like dropping off due to my sandals.In the end, I didn't want to buy the Rubiks 'cos I wanted to buy clothes. :)And then Wanfang sms-ed me telling that they were off to White Sands... I guess they wanted to take neoprints? So I followed Rachel to Nana's house, where I played my Taylor Swift CD and flipped through my Seventeen magazine. :)You know, Nana's house is kind of nice, with that warm feeling. :)After that, we went to the street shops along Tampines! :)I bought a Little Miss Curious tee (light red, I think) and Rachel bought a white shirt with a camera printed in front of it. :) And Nana went to get her hotpink specs!!! Nice. And I finally made my way home. :)Went home and read Twilight!!! :)You know, I can't stop dreaming about Edward Cullen. Oops.Then Daddy came and bought dinner for my brother and I :)After dinner, I went to call LAREYNA!!! :DLareyna I know I'm crazy. (She thinks I laugh at every single small thing) xDI sang some songs, and then I went to bathe. :)Sms-ed SungJin for awhile! :)(Oh yes I'm glad we're friends again... I thought she was pissed off with me :/ Thank God!)And then dried my hair, and I called back Lareyna and sang more songs.You know, I think my singing sucks but she says my singing's not bad.Wow... ._.And she says I write very nice stories... I don't know, 'cos I can't help thinking I don't have a talent :/ Never mind I guess it'll come someday. :)Sang a long list of songs... And I think I really went out of tune when I sang Black Diamond, This Is Me and La La Land :/ I don't have a soprano voice and neither can I hit the high note... :/Right I'm gonna go off now, maybe I'll do a little homework...Good night, good bye and God Bless everyone!

La tua cantante

Friday, March 13, 2009@11:51 PM

Alright, I guess I've changed my blogskin.I know I haven't been updating much,but I guess it all revolves around one reason: HOMEWORK!Apparently, I've yet to touch a single homework,and summer vacation isn't even a vacation, because I still haveto go back to school on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday.I'm going out with WanFang, MengJu, Rachel Ng, Nana to Tampines tomorrow,and I have church and I'm going to HuiYing's house for the Science project on Sunday.On Wednesday, I need to go to ShiRui's house for the Science project.So, I guess they used the wrong term of vacation...Well, I don't really mind. Just have to bear with it.And if you're wondering why I'm speaking in proper English,the reason is because I'm trying to practise for my English exams.Right, 5 to 6 months MAY seem long,but somehow time just flies by and before you even realise it,it's gone and you can't turn time back.I need to work hard, because I seriously can't afford tolose out to others. No, never. Especially not at THIS crucial period of time.I want to hit my targt for my PSLE aggregate! (267 is my first target,257 is my second target and 244 is my last target.)All in all, I'm aiming for Anglican High School. So I really need a minimum T-score of 244.Well, I wish I could go to America to study,but...I guess it's a long story, and I can't be bothered to explain.Alright... I'm going to probably search for some information online.I guess you can say I'm paranoid.Well, maybe I am.Who knows?

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Monday, March 9, 2009@11:10 AM

HAHA xD I'm like posting in the comp lab in school now ! LOL .I wanna listen to Tim McGraw =(Anw, got back my English & Maths paper.Maths got improve, English... HAHAHAHAHA.Mdm Suriani call my name then she say I get 78 / 95 thenI hurry jump out of my chair and sort of scream, I don't knowthen my chair fell to the ground . HAHAHAHAHHA.Mkayz I'm gonna buck up cos I dont wanna let Huiying trash me withher 87 / 95 =o=o=o=oTell you she damn smart kay , study abit also get 87 *smack table bang*My method of studying for English =sing English songs + read a book from the Twilight series :D YAY !I can do both at the same time but I prefer the latter option xDWait is it latter or former (2nd option)sighhhhhhh I'm dumb .Mkay Maths got 76, at least made 7 marks improvement compared to last year's SA2...BUT I SERIOUSLY NEED TO BUCK UP MKAY ?I WONT LET SMARTIES LIKE MISS TAN HUI YING TRASH ME D=Sigh WanFang's in Malaysia now , lol I feel bored roar .Mkay I'm random bye hohohohohoz .You know what? I keep thinking Edward Cullen REALLY exists.Mkay not that ... (ew) Robert Pattinson , I mean the REAL REAL REAL VAMPIRE,EDWARD CULLEN ! :D HAHA .

So I'm just a burden to everyone, right.Adding on to YOUR stresses and burdens,and your troubles.So I'm just a dumb kid? RIGHT!Anw I feel like creating a private blog.I'm just an emo childish freak right!!!:@

Saturday, February 7, 2009@11:39 PM

BOO HAHAHAHA LONG TIME NO POSTLOL HAHAHAHHAA I LOVE TODAY :BWent to Tampines with Wanfang! xDWanted to go Post Office buy stamps but closed ... -_-So nvm went to Bedok MRT there wait fr the blogshop owner...I BOUGHT ONE TWILIGHT POSTER AND IT'S HANGINGBESIDE MY BED NOW HAHAHAHA THEN MY MOM SAY,WHY GOT GUY SO WEIRDLOL HOHOZ I LIKE I LIKE I LIKEAHAHAHHA .Sorry I know I've gone mad =panw went to tampines by mrt ,reached there then i bought lemonadethen wanfang buy prawnszxz ,then went to pastamania fr lunch ! HOHOZ .damn nice lor the hawaiian pizza,so soft then the cheese super uber nice ,then cheaper + nicer than pizza hut!8 pieces = $12Pizza hut = 6 pieces = $14hohoz .so after that went to a cd shop!then saw demi lovato cd but damn ex so nvm -.-then i saw elmo cd! :PI WANT LOL HAHA .jkjkjkjk xDafter that went arcade!then we play drum game but the stick goneso we use hand slap slap then our hands red red -_-then after that i play para para like 8 rounds xDthen wanfang go popular then after that i went to find her,then she say she want from me lend $ =xthen right she showed me somethingthat almost made me scream till the windows all shatter =DSHE SHOWED ME ................THE TWILIGHT SOUNDTRACK CD :B:B:B:BOBVIOUSLY I BUY LAH LOL DUMB :Dhokays $19 but i bought with popular voucher(:YAY DAMN NICE OKAY ,HAHAHA I'M BLASTING MUSIC HERE ~~~Ok oh ya before i went to popular i went to x-craft xDI bought one square bangle fr Ashley Greene, HAHA.The actress starring Alice Cullen lah! :PHer bday 21 Feb plus I managed to get her address online :D:Dafter that went Century Square then bought another hairpin fr her :DNot sure if she like it anot ... haiz but whtever went comic connections,bought some crap stuff then went back .hokies gotta rush homework .whoops .BYE BUB :D:Dhttp://myspace.com/ashleymichele ! WOOPEE ASHLEY GREENE :D:D

Friday, January 30, 2009@10:56 PM

Pretty much demoralised.

Sometimes I really feel like going somewhere,where I can truly be alone,cut away from this like, shattered world?Thanks Rachel Ng fr letting me call you and pretty much rant about the pathetic craphappening these days.It's kinda... complicated I guess?Anw, I've started on Chapter 1 of my story =PWanna see, email me :D ANDANDAND! I WANT THE TWILIGHT COMPANION ! SOB. :(

Saturday, January 24, 2009@11:20 AM

Life these days have been pretty much interesting,but on another perspective it's also...sort of unenjoyable.School's kinda boring you know .I'm eager for school to end each day,And now with the upcoming CNY, it'd be much better...for me.I'm really really really very very very bored.Yawnnnza .Been walking back with Celine home for the past few days.I have to admit,this month is such a horrible headstart for the New Year.I fell twice this month! GOSH.I hardly fell last year and this year I fell like twice in the first month? -.-Fell once on my knees and palms, and once on my ankle -_-Anyhoo, I just came back from the market with my mom.Damn it, I shouldn't have went -_-Like I had to walk & wait so long and waste my time,and then listen to her scold me -_-On the way home she was like saying some profanities?And like what, am I her punching bag?Shit I'm so not going to go to the market with her next time.I feel like being alone !!!Stupid,stupid,stupid. -_-Anw I'm probably going to Bugis later(:Getting my skinnies tmr! WHEE .I cant believe I'm allowed to wear black. Ha ha ha.The blogshop good leyzz , it's like $15 per pair? :)Forgot the link though, sorry =xAnd I think I'm gonna buy a Little Miss Curious tee later :DAnd my shoes + earrings + ring + skirt xD Yay .I hope the Kinokuniya there has the Twilight Companion :(Boohoo . Gotta rush my homework soon though . :(And I just had a dream a few days back(:I've been reading Midnight Sun the past few days,AND IT'S SO NICE READING EDWARD CULLEN'S THOUGHTS <3EDWARD CULLEN EDWARD CULLEN EDWARD CULLEN! Haha <3<3<3My dream is about me sleeping on my Trigonometry workbook.LOL.Yay I'm 17 in my dream, haha so old :DThen I was like in Forks? For college? Cos I got a scholarship from Anglican?Haha I know I hvn tke my PSLE still dream about college, lol :DAnd then right Edward come into my room! :D:DCos I rented a house. =oVery funny I doubt I'd have the money even like 5 years later. Ha ha ha ha ha.Someone around me doesn't grasp the concept of contradiction.Okay I was like blasting music from my comp?Love Story, whee. And then I was webcamming with Celine but she saw me asleepso she closed it xDAnd then my room had the Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn poster,then on top of the posters is a row of rainbow lights and then I had a pinkheart & amethyst wind chime on top of my single sized bed :DAnd then my laptop was black and my phone was my dream phone?I mean the Sony Ericsson Walkman phone, plus it was Cosmopolitan White!The dream very nice you know , I still can rmb every itsy bitsy detail. =]Then I had one diary, ranting about Edward? HOHOz.Then when I fell asleep my pen fell to the floor.About 2am I think, then Edward came in and then he was like standing next to methen I was like in DreamLand then I was dreaming first about Celine and mewalking together home? Finally rewind to 2009! :DI was like mumbling, "Celine... Ice-blended... Amu-chan... Amulet Heart... Watashiwa Tadase..."Very incoherent =xThen after that I dreamt about Edward and me alone in the forest,then I was muttering, "Edward... Edward Cullen."And then I sung in my sleep ?!? HAHA .It's a love story baby just say yes~LOL .HAHHAA.Very very funny anw why would I dream about me sleeping when I am already sleeping,LOL HAHA .And okay got another scolding.What a perfect day.And another.Gosh what's happening to this house.I seriously feel like unlocking the door and running off.And running barefoot is much better.No slippers / high heels / sneakersBest .Hah .What a stupid day .Okay off to my Midnight Sun world :DBye .

Saturday, January 17, 2009@6:34 PM

Yawnz. Very bored now =xRead Midnight Sun just now andEdward's thoughts are pretty fun to read, y'know.xDAlrighty then gotta do homework now =xHaiz boreddddddddddddddddddddd.

Hello world ._.Okay just came back from Audition with Lareynaand my FAM. xDApparently I keep losing and Lareyna's Audition hair SUCKS. =xIt's that pink colour bob... ._.Anyway!I had another dumb dream again.Yay I'm realy obsessed with Twilight now. xDI was Bella! O_O Okay I successfully punched Jacob's nose.Now he's got a broken bone.Like I care xDOkay my injuries:Arm & hand broken.Okay I needed a cast.So Edward brought me to his house.xDAnd then another one was...Jasper was giving instructions on how to fight the newborns.So I said, LET ME TRY!Edward and the others were all reluctantbecause they thought I was attempting suicide.But Jasper said okay so I jumped there. =xAnyway lately I've been around jumping on my bed.Yeah I know I'm crazy.So the battle begun, HAHA. Anyway in my dream,I was still human but I had some damn insane powers. He pounced on me xDEdward was growling, HAHA.Alice was gasping like a little doll =xBut still lookin surreal & angelic. xDAnd then... I squeezed my eyes shut and fire surrounded me.Jasper quickly retreated.I could hear gasps and I quickly willedmy flames to recede.Then I shouted, "Yay!" and went over to Edward to give him a massive hug.He said that I had some weird powers.I replied, "What in this world is a legend or fairy tale?"Yay <3KISS.Woke up -_-Sighs.I'm having Twilight dreams nowadays.Alright time to study/do homework/cook lunch!I'm pissed off.(Face in hands feeling despondent.)YAY.I had tried to speak in proper english.Was it a success? o.o

Friday, December 26, 2008@4:54 PM

Hehe,a lateMERRY CHRISTMASto you guys out there! =]YAY I GOT ECLIPSE FOR CHRISTMAS! =oTHANKS JIE <3Really damn appreciate it!I wanted it so damn much <3Woah have to search island wide leh -_-YAY DAMN NICEI CAN'T BELIEVE I READ IT IN 2 DAYS :DSo collection complete ?Maybe not , I want Midnight Sun for my birthday xDAnd watch New Moon and the Twilight DVD ! xDJust came back from buying school skirt =xAnw I had a DAMN HILARIOUS DREAM OK .I dreamt that...Edward is my maths teacher, LOL .Alice is my english teacher, LOL .Jasper is my science teacher, LOL .Emmett is my PE teacher, LOL .Rosalie is my social studies teacher, LOL .VERY FUNNY YOU KNOW!HAVE TO CALL MR CULLEN OR MS CULLEN OR MS HALE OR MR HALE ,HAHA DUMB RIGHT I KEEP LAUGHING .Then when first start school ,Principal say they're from America,LOL WTH ._.Ok dumb right then she nvr say they assigned to which class -.-i keep gasping when i see their skin for dunno what lah LOL .okay then i reach class i sit with celine =pOF COURSE LAH .okay then first lesson is maths .i wanted to sleep -_-but anw Mr. Cullen walked in, LOL LOL LOL .(Mr. Edward Cullen xD )he got tousled bronze hair like in the bookand he was wearing an ivory sweaterand leather pants and dunno what shoes -.-PLUS DAMN HOT YOU KNOW .okay my dream very dumb i know .then he intro to us in his velvet voice ,I'm Mr. Cullen .ROFLROFLROFLROFL WTH HE SO FORMAL MEH ,HAHAHAHAHAHAHA .then he teach us algebra i cant focusi looking at his golden eyes LOL .then after that he come sabo us with a mountain of hw -.-okay so whn he put the ws on my table i ask ,where did you buy golden contacts ?LOL .dumb right-.-okay he responded: Forks.HAHA .Kk then i rush homework .I KNOW I KNOW DUMB LAH .Just read on it's funny .after that english class ,Alice walked or danced into class, HAHA .she had spiky short black hair like in the book again :DYAYYAYYAY .i keep smiling and i saw her looking at me, LOL .i bet she was thinking im like siao or sth -_-taken away by beauty =Pokok so she was wearing a grey tube dress witha black cardigan and black stilettos, LOL ."Hi all, I'm Ms. Cullen!"(Alice Cullen or Mrs. Hale)HAHA .She teach English I dunno how ,very weird anw .so after class end and the bell ring for recess ,i went to ask her ,Hi Ms. Cullen , do you know what are the exam paper's question?I know you get premonitions =Pthen she like , woahz yeah i know i'll tell you later.but anyway that's cheating so let me consider it.then i pouting for what, LOL .then when recess i saw the teacher's carparkgot a:Silver Volvo (Edward)Yellow Porsche 911 Turbo (Alice)Red BMW M3 (Rosalie)Red Jeep (Emmett)Silver Motorbike (Jasper)HAHA .I was like woah-ing at how rich they are -.-Course lah Alice buy stocks sure own one ,HAHA =xthen i saw them eating i went over for fun and asked,do you want to eat chicken nuggets or wings i cant really rmb .HAHAHAHAHA DUMB RIGHT .then i said , or my blood o.othey say never mind for both options HAHA . =xso I was thinking , or rather shouting mentally ,EDWARD YOU CAN HEAR ME RIGHT YEAH !I know your family is a coven of vampires.I LOVE VAMPIRES.I know you won't harm me because you have golden eyesand you said golden contacts could be bought in Forks.That's a damn rainy place and anyway where's Bella andRenesmee , over at La Push or what?I don't like Jacob that Indian tallie 'cos he's such a big bully!LOL LOL LOL DUMB RIGHT .He like , wow-ing or sth .He replied:Well... I have to admit you are a little insane but anyway,you are right. We're vampires. Bloody massacres of animals."Vegetarian vampires." You're smart. Bella is at homelooking after Renesmee. Anyway we sort of owe the werewolves,and Jacob's going to be my future son-in-lawbecause he imprinted on Renesmee.Emmett & Jasper were roaring with laughter andAlice & Rosalie were giggling & Edward was chuckling LOL .Rosalie is giggling; that's impossible but my dream's crazyso read on =PBTW, i dint get everything correct okay .i dont have a pictographic memory =Pand then we had science Jasper is our science teacher,LOL LOL LOL . BLONDE WHO LOOKS LIKE HE'S IN PAIN . =xMr. Hale xDblonde curly hair with a black sweater and jeans and dunno what shoes.so he teach us forces & simple machinesjust to revise ._.very funny we doing expeiment he accidentally crush the metal.HAHAHAHAHA.he quickly throw away the fulcrum of the lever i think .not sure =xvery dumb right!then after that we revise electricity i kena electrocuted, LOL HAHA .i mean while doing experiment.he go tke away the wire then my skin almost freeze, LOL LOL LOL .then i was like going to throw the fused bulb when he go and crush it ?LOL .i keep laughing after he hurry clear the mess .went to wash my hand but what's the point when my hand was freezing.I KNOW I KNOW I WAS DUMB IN MY DREAM .but anw im not that dumb in real life =xand then after that got PE ,Mr. Cullen!(Mr. Emmett Cullen)damn funny =xhe got black hair with a dark blue shirt and pants and sneakers LOL .then he was wearing a baseball cap and he was punching for warm up,HAHAHAHAHHAHA i know nonsense right =xthen got thunder then the rest of the Cullens & Hales comewe watch them play and my ear almost explode, HAHA .my class was like O_O-ing at the strength but anyway wethought it was the thunder =xI KNOW IM DUMB ._.is they hit one you watch the movie or read the book sure knowliao what HAHA .and they managed to run slow xDplus they suddenly change attire HAHA .we were like clapping at the good game HAHA .more like excellent game =pthen Rosalie teach us social studies eh wth .she covered WWI , WWII and alot more -.-had blonde curls with a red long sleeved dressand dunno how high heeled boots ?-_-ok whatever superduper beautiful huh =xof course her history pro she's like dunno how old =xforgot what happen liao sorry =xcos social studies is boring to me xDfinally class end i went to their house in Alice's Porsche!YAYYAYYAY ALICEEEEEEEEE .kk the house is hella big that's all i can say .located in some BIGGG forest ._.i saw Bella & Renesmee & Jacob & Carlisle & Esme, LOL!I almost scream and Edward was murmuring abouthow psychotic I am xDWELL I AM , :Pokok so finally woke up at like 11+,i know my dream very dumb but enjoyed it so there!xDif can come true the world is in total disorder -.-ok whatever .bye =p

i don't really like the rain. any cold, wet thing.

Qiqing, and yes I want to be BELLA! 23 May 1997. I'm a Christian. Fengshan Primary School. 6a'o9 I'm the weirdest & craziest person you've probably ever met. I have who knows how many personalities. And I guess I'm pretty complicated... Not an open book. I guess I'm a wannabe actress/singer :/
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