I'm Caz. I'm Anabelle's Mummy. I'm Jon's wife. Jon is Anabelle's Daddy. We are also Alexander's Mummy and Daddy. We have a little cat called Fiz. This is a picture of us with our Belle as a beautiful bump, taken only 2 days before she died. We were so unaware.

Mummy, Daddy and Anabelle Bump

Our precious baby daughter, Anabelle Violet Morgan was born sleeping on the 21st June 2010 at 00:08 hours and weighing a tiny 4lb 5oz.

Anabelle Violet

On the 14th October 2011 we were blessed with the screaming and safe arrival of our wonderful baby boy, Alexander Jon, our amazing miracle son.

Alexander Jon

This is our family - but its not the way its supposed to be. Never complete, always broken, always shattered, always a bit mixed up. We are what is described as angel parents. This is my diary of our journey through the realities of stillbirth, trying to make sense of what life means for us now our little girl is gone and life beyond.