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Im sorry im posting again but I just dont know what to do anymore.
I really want to end it tonight but my husband wont leave me on my own for a second! I have tried talking to him and he just doesnt understand. Please gelp me. It has gotten so bad, I am afraid I am going to do it in front of him, Which I absolutely can not do!

I CARE! i really wish there was soemthing i could do to help you. your husband is doing the right thing, i prey that in a few days, weeks, months you will look back on this and think "im so glad i didnt end it" :hugtackles:

Hi Sam...so sorry you feel this way...is there anything you enjoy doing that can get you through this hard time? listen to music? study something? write a note/letter to someone you have not been in touch with for a while? knowing I have some control at the times you describe does give me a few moments to breathe. please PM me if you want to talk...I will be on and off line intermittently this evening...big hugs, J

I've found it helps to find a distraction of sorts to get past those feelings. Try finding or doing something you like to do to occupy your mind from the negative thoughts. Maybe a movie that you like, or music like Sadeyes suggested. Sometimes for me, writing out everything I feel works great. By the time I finish, I've usually calmed down a bit. Talking with someone is also a good thing, being alone at these times is probably the last thing you need. We're all here for you. Hang in there.

Im sorry im posting again but I just dont know what to do anymore.
I really want to end it tonight but my husband wont leave me on my own for a second! I have tried talking to him and he just doesnt understand. Please gelp me. It has gotten so bad, I am afraid I am going to do it in front of him, Which I absolutely can not do!

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I know you feel
I want to end my life too.
But I hope you don't do it.

Must be a UK festival thing, that'd explain why I've never heard of it.
That's something for you to look forward to, if you always wanted to go.

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yep it is. its a 3 day festival in Knebworth, this year there were Rammstein, Skindred, Iron Maiden, Slayer, Dir En Grey, BMTH, Fear Factory, Turisas and a lot more lol. its really good! Sam, you have to still be alive next july/august so you can go!