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Okay, so here it goes. I'm inviting you into my life. biggrin Be prepared its ******** boring.

So a week ago I took a leap of faith and went to Duluth, MN to be with the guy I've really wanted to be with multiple time in my very short life. I took time off work (Even tho I ended up working a day when I was down there anyway. What can I say? I work my a** off, not literally, but ya know.) and I scooted about 290 miles away from the place I've called home my entire life to be with this guy.

Was it worth it? Well first I have to back track a little. I fought for two weeks to get the time off my tedious job, I went in the ditch on the way down there, pissed off my entire family, I ALSO pissed of my sissy. But yes it was worth it. Like I've been in many relationships...but damn. None of them ever made me really happy. Yes, I was content in a way. But happy? Not really. Thomas always made me depressed and needy like a kitten without its mother. Every other guy after that has been mediocre. Every guy BEFORE that was shitty in comparison to even Thomas.

Hmm...am I happy now? Yes I guess you could say that.

But the point I'm trying to get at is, if you want something GO ******** GET IT! You may fall on your a**, just get the hell up and brush the dust off your pants (or skirt, I don't judge) and put yourself out there.