Master's HandIf ever your life is out of tune
and no music soothes the soul,
seek out the Master who's gentle touch
will bless and make you whole.
Like an old violin, weathered and worn
life may not be so good
but may be uplifted, transformed, renewed
by the touch of your Master's Hand.

Daddymy father passed on this afternoon. thank you all who have been here for me these past weeks.

What Type Of Ex Are You?You Are A Jealous Ex
You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on
You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed
Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go
What Type of Ex Are You?

ScreamI hate to even ask this but I'm going to do it anyways, :WHATS NEXT?: What possible could go wrong next? Please God drop down a memo, Cause Let me sure you I'm ready for what'ever is going to happen, It can't be any worse then this last week....
When does a girl like me get a break??? I'm really honestly str8 up sick of bad luck. I'm starting to think the reason I have all this bad luck is becuase of something that I'm doing myself.
I just want to stand on the tip top of a mountain and scream.....

Question..Im gonna give you a little background on this story and you can tell me what you think. Around 1999 I was taking classes in a paralegal school ( I was working on my BS but I wanted to take a break and try something else). None of the girls I went to the trade school lived locally (This is New York City, which consists of 5 boroughs, this school was in Manhattan). One of these new students lived near me. So I figured let me talk to her. So it was her and her friend. (She never went to classes, even though it was an hour each). She finally decides to know me so she knew I was into her, so she flirts with my friend then, and a firefighter. So Im like ok. I didnt see her after a while because she drops out of the school.
I see her a couple years later working in a home depot. Im like ok. So we start talking and she gives me her #. She changes her # and doesnt
tell me. A couple years ago again I bump into her and she gives me her # again. This time she knows Im into her. She said she w

HummmmmmmmDaily Horoscope: Leo
For May 19,2007
Your sunny friendliness has a flip side -- occasionally, you can get more attached to people than they merit. The first step is to recognize this tendency. The next is noticing when it's interfering with your life.

I Know I'm Not Normal!I've been paralyzed since June 30, 2006. I am so ready to get better, DUH! It's just that I dont know if it is going to happen, because it has been so long. Granted I have gotton so much feeling and movment back, I'm just not sure. I'm just coming to reality I think. Trust me I have not lost hope that I will get better, you can't loose hope in my situation. Anything can happen. If I don't get better, well thats ok too! I'll just get one of them motorized chairs and soop it up! Start having races or something. That would be very funny. Don't know how leagal it is, but i've never really paid too much attention to the law anyways. What I have been day dreaming about lately is making my wheel chair into a flying machine. HeHe! i dont think it will be that hard. I just need a battery, a fan, and a blow dryer. I think! Maybe a parashuit, just in case. So I might be a little crazy. Maybe I should just stick to getting cup holders! LOL! Anywho...you all probably think I see

Cbs Celebrates Bob Barker's 50 Years On TvCBS Celebrates Bob Barker's 50 Years on TV
May 15, 4:08 PM EST
By Sandy Cohen
Associated Press
LOS ANGELES -- Bob Barker's road to retirement is passing through prime time.
The legendary daytime game-show host won't tape his last "Price Is Right" episode until June 6, but CBS is honoring Barker this week with a pair of prime-time specials celebrating his five decades on television.
"After 50 years in show business and 35 years on CBS, we want to give Bob a prime-time send-off befitting of an entertainment icon," Nina Tassler, president of CBS Entertainment, said in a statement.
The 83-year-old Barker told The Associated Press he picked "just the right time" to say goodbye to the cameras.
"I do not have any regrets about retiring," he said. "Isn't that strange? I expected to have second thoughts."
Barker started his national television career in 1956 as host of "Truth or Consequences." The CBS special features footage of a black-haired Barker cajoling contestants

Recent Drama In Wi And The War With BrutalDue to some recent events within Wicked Intentions, We feel as if we need to finally speak out on the issues at hand. As most of you know, during the last week Brutal Radio has called a war against Wicked Intentions claiming that getting our lounge deleted is their top priority. This war started from a down rate on one guys page from a DJ we have and has escalated into some sort of lounge war going as far as having our server hijacked by Brutal's Owner and having drama streamed across our airwaves. For this, Wicked Intentions sends apologies to all who had to be a witness to this. Wicked Intentions has not in any form joined in this "war game" they are playing. We have maintained that we are not interested in a war, have not posted anything derogatory, nor have we supported anyone who has. We have strongly suggested to our members to ignore the drama antics of the other lounge. We are striving to keep peace within our lounge and amidst the other lounges as well. We have always stated t

U Must Play!U must play,or a man will appear by your bedwith a knife and will kill you.The only way to save your lifeis to pick the condom thatrepresents your love life.Oh, by the way,do not ignore thisbecause if you do,He will come at the time of 2:16 A.M.(Yes, that is in the morning.)and Kill you.Clear Condom:Just broke up with someone, or they broke up with you,but still have ALOT!! of feelings for them.Blue condom:Single, looking For the right someone,and wanting a relationship again.Orange Condom:Taken and about to break up.Pink Condom:Single.Green condom:Taken & truely in love with the person.Purple Condom:Taken and confused about what's going wrong with your relationship.Trojan Condom:Like someone who doesn't like you back.White Condom:Just taken... and confused ?? about stuffRed Condom:If your a ninja.Black Condom:Single and like someone, but confused as to whether they like you back or not.Teal Condom:Like someone who likes you back,but not going out yet.Broken Condom:she's pregnantYellow

Just A ThoughtBe so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
Talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet.
Make all your friends feel there is something special in them.
Look at the sunny side of everything.
Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best.
Be as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own.
Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
Give everyone a smile.
Spend so much time improving yourself that you have no time left to criticize others.
Be too big for worry and too noble for anger.

Mondaygooood morning my awsome friends it is monday and going to be a great day and i hope you have coffee in your hands and smiles on your cute little faces love you all

Lack Of Sleep = RamblingI hate change. I know life is constantly changing around me and every little detail and choice creates an even more drastic change. Perhaps I don’t hate change; I guess it just terrifies me. That’s why I overly analyze everything and always weigh my options. I don’t want to make the wrong choice; I know we learn from our mistakes. I just don’t want to have to learn the hard way from a huge mistake.

Is Everything Hopeless?Anyone ever felt like you're just stuck?
Stuck in a life you never wanted, or at
least not yet. Stuck in a job that has
no room for advancement, no room for
pay increase. Pretty much just plain
stuck.
It's a relentless feeling of hopelessness.
And thats the best I can describe it,
being hopeless. It seems like everyday
now, that I feel like there isn't
anything I can do. Like I'm trapped in a
room with no doors, and one window. A
window that teases you into thinking
everything is just right around a corner.
I've turned corner after corner, to get
nowhere. I used to tell myself I was
content, I didn't need or want any better.
I suppose it all gets to me at once because
I'm an extremely passive person. I let
everything just happen, and say I'll get
over it. And for the moment I do. It's kinda
like blowing up a balloon, blow after blow,
seems to have no real effect. And them one
too many, and it blows up.
Everything gets to me at onc

Waitingi want to unbutton your shirt and pull it off of you mmmm bare flesh. to just slip my hands around your back and slide into a melting kiss. press your lips into mine, run my tongue along your lower lip. so i can suck it into my mouth. pressing myself further into you. to be at last where the most important moment is right now, keeping you right here. holding you here pressing my self against your bare skin. to fall asleep in the interlocking shape we have just become. forever is when....forever when it comes to pass that we are together for a thousand years. i will breathe these words through my fingertips and not my mouth. braille them into your skin. here i am, each night i write another line make love to you a little more. you become the air i breathe before sleeping.my nights are made of waiting and listening to thoughts throb not patiently but difficult. all there is is wanting, or having wanted, needing, desiring once you have which is sweeter.

Ashlamo u no its all wezzys body she got me on ebay ash u didnt have enuff money to buy me maybe she let u have me on weekkends

Oil ShortageA lot of folks can't understand how we came
to have an oil shortage here in our country.
~~~
Well, there's a very simple answer.
~~~
Nobody bothered to check the oil.
~~~
We just didn't know we were getting low
~~~
The reason for that is purely geographical.
~~~
Our OIL is located in
~~~
ALASKA
~~~
California
~~~
Coastal Florida
~~~
Coastal Louisiana
~~~
Kansas
! ~~~
Oklahoma
~~~
Pennsylvania
and
Texas
~~~
Our
DIPSTICKS
are located in
Washington , DC !!!!
Any Questions?

Arrived In CaliforniaI got an early start Sunday morning from Tucson, AZ and 14 hours later arrived at my California destination, which is my Brother in Law's place in the San Franciso Bay area. I will be posting more pics soon.

This Is What Happens When I Get Bored...TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Rebecca
Birthday: 09/19/1983
Birthplace: San Dimas, CA
Current Location: The Valley of The Sun
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: Honey Blonde (Natural Brunette)
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Left handed people Rule The World!!!
Your Heritage: mainly...Irish, German, & Chzek
The Shoes You Wore Today: Flip flops, as usual
Your Weakness: Boys ;) and a BIG heart
Your Fears: Spiders and Failure
Your Perfect Pizza: As long as it doesn't have pork on it...
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I want to be headed down the career path I feel is right for me...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: OMG
Thoughts First Waking Up: "What are the Plans today???"
Your Best Physical Feature: I'd say my Eyes...but I hear it's my Ass :P
Your Bedtime: Whenever I fall alseep
Your Most Missed Memory: "Noooooo Ou-thide!"
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacD's
Single or Group Dates: Gr

Titles...and Why On Earth Do We Need A Change..Good Morning, I guess I should be some kind of spokes model for this one site I am about to bring up once again. The site is called, “In the Motherhood” The site is also on MSN in the Spotlight series. Today there is a video of a Mom who just steps both feet into the dodo with a flight attendant. Very funny video if you get a chance stop by and view it, it’s worth a look. You know, that times fly by so fast that names and titles we once used are not use any longer. Like stewardess for example. When did the change between stewardess and flight attendant officially take over? Was it so bad to be called a stewardess? Or is it because there are now both male and female air waiter’s and waitress’s? How about Doctor. I mean I still refer to a Doctor as a Doctor. Now there are so many titles, Family practitioner (is that someone who practices medicine on your family? And why do they practice it, when they have went to college for so long they should know it by heart) How about Lawyer… Now it’

My Baby Boy!As the family stood around
Minutes and hours went by
Waiting patiently for the arrival
Of a brand new baby boy
Flowers and gifts lay all around the room
Still no motion from the little one in the womb
Feeling the pain
Wanting to cry watching and waiting
Seeing the doctor fly by
He says with a grin
Lets begin
Its time to put this all to an end
Emotions start to run high
Feeling the joy
Wanting to see my little boy
Time is starting to run out
Its time for the little one to come out
They lay him down right on my heart
Then and there knowing we would never be apart

Blogging Slowdown...You know, it's been a while (over a whole week!) since I've update my blogs. I used to post several things a day, but recently, I just haven't been quite as interested in it.Why not?Well, I mentioned it before. A group of us is planning on forming a poly (3+ people) marriage.In a marriage, it takes a while to learn each other's quirks and such. Imagine having to find the quirks of two or more spouses.We've been talking almost nonstop whenever we can get online, figuring out all sorts of things we'll need to do, what will have to happen for us to live together as a family.It will take a while, but I (and the rest of the members) think it'll work, and work well...tag: polyamorous, marriage, polyamory, relationships, blogging-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Lost HeartI FEEL THAT I AM LOSING MY HEART,
WETHER YOU SAY GOOD-BYE OR YOU BACK AWAY,
THAT THERE IS NO PLACE TO GO,
AND DREAMS AREN'T SAFE ANYMORE,
SO I NEED NOT TO SLEEP,
NIGHTMARES TAKE ME TO THE DARKEST PLACES,
FEAR LIVES,LOVE DIES,
MY SCREAM IS PARALYZED,...
TEARS FLOW LIKE RIVERS,
TO HATE IS POISON,
AND NOT TO FEEL ANYTHING,IS DEATH.
THE DEVIL WAITS TO TAKE MY SOUL,
THE ANGELS ARE GONE,
UNTIL THEY RETURN,IF THEY DO,
I WILL BE CARRIED AWAY,
THE ANGEL OF DEATH IS NEAR,
I FEEL HIM,
AND HE WANTS TO TAKE ME,
FOR I DON'T HAVE MUCH FIGHT LEFT,
SO I WITHER INSIDE,
UNTIL I DIE.

SaleenaOk i had this dream long time ago . But i think some of it happend in reality but i don't know what true and whats not . I don't want to ask the the person because she would get mad .
Ok here we go .
I was talking to this chick named saleena who had a crush on for a VERY long time .
While sleeping in a deep I had drown while i was fighting on a boat . ( I have alot of dreams lke this).
In reality I couldn't breath .I usually sleep with the blanket over my head . But this time i felt this pressure holding me down . Suffocating me as i lie there gasping for air .
Then I saw her at the head of the steps walking down the hall. Then she removed the blanket off my face .( I think by known I would have woke up . )
All i know she undressed and she was on top of me sucking and biting my neck as lie there .
I sucked and nibble on her nipples and clitorious.
The we fucked like hell. When we came I ( swore) seem the bottom of heven and I feel back to earth , With my bac

Consuming PassionsWe dance around the instinct
That is every mortal’s fire
Drawn to love‘s eternal flame,
Scorched by our desire
Hot ardour drives our senses,
Yearning burns us to the core
And when our hearts have turned to ash
Our souls cry out for more.
A spark of lust is all we need
To set alight this town,
Lets stack the fuel and throw a match
And burn our passions down
We’ll merge our fervid bodies
And torch the bed sheets black,
I’ll stoke the fires of your desires
Till there’s no turning back.
Once the flames are raging
There’s no quenching till its spent,
Our heat will flare to fever pitch
That caution can’t prevent
Dark passions are combustible,
Oven hot and sweet as sin
Let their appetites consume our strength
And eat us from within.
Your voice sears deep into my ears,
Hot music to my soul
Your skin a patchwork quilt of fire,
The two of us a whole
I burn for you like no other,
A phoenix in your flame
I’ll die and rise and die and rise,
All in lo

I Want It AllIf I saw you as just an object of lust,
Would it be better then how I see you now?
As an intelligent individual with feelings and emotions,
Rather than just a tool to satisfy my sexual ambitions.
Lay you on your back,
Against the wall or on the floor.
No burning passion in this,
We finish up and nothing more.
Thats how you want it to be?
You want to feel horny?
Kissing you everywhere,
As if it meant anything.
Well then lets just see how long he sticks around.
Would he be happy to hear it when he heard your sound?
Would hearing just voice make him just want to melt?
Make him feel all the feelings he's always dreamed about.
Well I want to feel that for someone who cares.
For someone that I know will always be there.
Through both good and bad,
And thick and thin.
I thought you wanted that too,
But all you want is the sin.
Which don't get me wrong,
I think thats fun and all.
But when it comes to you,
I want it all

In This Season Of LoveThe birds beautiful songs fill the sky,
their melody takes our emotions high.
The strong tender breeze of love's air,
ignites the brilliant glow of lover's flare.
In this season of true abiding love;
you are a true gift sent from above.
In your lips lies the swig of pleasure,
a taste my tongue would always treasure.
Tonight, let our hearts be made whole;
lie in my blossom and delight my soul.
In this season of interminable bliss;
only everlasting in your tender kiss.
Sleep and dream my petty pretty one,
for tonight the victory of love is won.
My darling, scream, cry in great ecstacy,
let me roar in achievement of our fantasy.
In this season of unity and freedom,
I'll forever lie in your sweet blossom.

I Wonder.....if i could touch you...
if i could feel you...
if i could whisper in your ear...
if i could taste you...
if i could watch you...
if i could hear your sweet words...
what would it be like?
the feel of a lover...
the soft sensual words he'll say to me...
the way he moves my hair back...
the way he leans close and the heat of his breath tickles my cheek...
i wonder what it would be like?

Booty Call Agreement"Pre-Booty Call Agreement"
This Pre-Booty Call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as "The Agreement") is entered into on this ___day of ______________, 20 __, by____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Participant") between ____________________, (hereinafter referred to as the "Holder of 'The Agreement'") and ____________________ (Participant).
This Agreement shall cover the following rules and principles for the Participant:
1. No sleeping over!! Unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning.
2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening.
3. No calls before 9 pm. We don't have anything to talk about.
4. None of that "lovemaking" stuff, only mind-blowing sex allowed.
5. No emotional discussions!! i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is "no", so don't even ask.
6. No plans made in advance. That is why you are called "the backup." Unless you are from out-of-town, then it

WonderingSometimes I wonder why I come here....
Clicking on the delete link would be so simple.
This place tears me apart sometimes. I have a few good friends and some not so good ones. Sometimes I just want to remember the "not so good" ones for what they once were.. not what they have become.
I guess its time for a CT break for a few days

Today's HoroscopeTeddy Roosevelt said to speak softly and carry a big stick. There's something to that. When you're really aware of your own power, you don't need to show it off. It just radiates from you without any need for display.
I'm not sure what this has to do with my life today, but there is something to it. Also they say the quiet ones are the ones you have to watch out for. Maybe it's because they know their own power and don't need to show it?

A HaterOk forget the usual drama of Cherrytap, forget the competitions and the pervs and the bullies and the drama.
A little girl is missig, and it has especially touched my heart as she is the same age as my son.
I posted pics for her on my default and this idiot...
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/896023
who apparently hates america to, rated all my pics a 1... I don't care about him doing it to my pics, but doing it to a missing child is just pure evil. Why are there people who would be like that? They are no better than the kidnappers themselves as they are approving such a harsh crime.

Who Wins?1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work.
- One point to BEER
2. Warm beer tastes awful.
- One point to PUSSY
3. A really cold beer is satisfying.
- One point to BEER
4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you
find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit.
- One point to PUSSY
5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home.
Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to
drive anywhere.
- One point to PUSSY
6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your
reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in
public, you become a legend.
- One point to PUSSY
7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may
get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy
you a beer.
- One point to PUSSY
8. You normally don't find old beer.
- One point to BEER
9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying
saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think
you've seen God.
- One point to PUSS

My Dad's HandsMy Dad's Hands
Bedtime came, we were settling down,
I was holding one of my lads.
As I grasped him so tight, I saw a strange sight:
My hands. . .they looked like my dad's!
I remember them well, those old gnarled hooks,
there was always a cracked nail or two.
And thanks to a hammer that strayed from its mark,
his thumb was a beautiful blue!
They were rough, I remember, incredibly tough,
as strong as a carpenter's vice.
But holding a scared little boy at night,
they seemed to me awfully nice!
The sight of those hands - how impressive it was
in the eyes of his little boy.
Other dads' hands were cleaner, it seemed
(the effects of their office employ).
I gave little thought in my formative years
of the reason for Dad's raspy mitts:
The love in the toil, the dirt and the oil,
rusty plumbing that gave those hands fits!
Thinking back, misty-eyed, and thinking ahead,
when one day my time is done.
The torch of love in my own wrinkled hands
will pass

Reality FriendshipAre you sick of all those sissy "friendship" poems
> that always sound like
> Hallmark cards, and never come close to reality?
> Well, here is a series of
> promises that really speak to true friendship:
>
> 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and
> plot revenge against the
> sorry bastards who made you sad.
> 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge
> whatever is choking you.
> 3. When you smile - I will know you've finally had
> sex.
> 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it
> every chance I get.
> 5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible
> stories about how much
> worse it could be and tell you to quit whining.
> 6. When you are confused - I will use little words.
> 7. When you are sick - stay the hell away from me
> until you are well again,
> I don't want whatever you have.
> 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your
> clumsy ass
>
> This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. Why, you
> ask? Because yo

Thank You!Thank You:
by Rose
You took me in under your wings
When I was too scared to fly
You told me that I had to live
When all I wanted was to die
You saw the fear and sadness I had
By only the sound of my voice
You said I didn't have to talk-
You were the first to give me that choice
You told me just to take my time
We'll always have next week
There were many, many times
When you'd just let me weep
You somehow made me smile, though
Through my pain and all the tears
You told me all about my life
And what happened in those years
To my surprise you were right
You already knew me so well
So I decided to stick with you
"I like her already, I can tell. "
You opened my heart very slow
And took a look inside
Then you found the part of me
That I wanted so badly to hide
But you didn't laugh, nor did you leave
You didn't say I was wrong
You told me that I'd be fine -
Something I'd needed so long
Then I realized something was wrong
When I sat there all thos

Whywhy is it that you try so hard to make someone happy and do things for someone and it doesnt seem to matter . they become your life and all that you think about and then you get told that you are spending to much time together . that they need their alone time . i mean it is not like you spend every minute of every day together . so why is it huh ? why is it when you try it dont seem to matter ? or when you try it is the wrong thing to do ? i mean isnt that what you are supposed to do in a relationship is spend as much time as you can with that person . isnt that why you are in the relationship with them . cause you want that . so why is it that me wanting this and doing this is wrong . why am i upset to the point of tears cause of this . idk . all i know is i love her

Fireman SexA FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station:
BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets,
BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole,
BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go.
"From now on when I say
BELL 1, I want you to stripnaked..
When I say
BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed.
And when I say
BELL 3, we are go ing to make love all night."
The next night he came home from work and yelled,
"BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love.
After a few minutes the wife yelled
"BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband?
"ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE"

BeerBEER
I've become something of a beer snob. Having already been a snob of several other varieties, the transformation came naturally. Now I read beer websites, can explain what dry-hopping is, and thumb my nose at any beverage that rhymes with "Spud" or "Killer" or ends in "Lite".
Being a beer snob is easier than it sounds. All you need to do is memorize two or three simple pieces of beer trivia, which you can then share at every available opportunity. For instance, if someone so much as mentions Corona, you should grumble and say, disgustedly, "You know, when beer is manufactured in clear bottles, UV rays from the light are more easily able to penetrate the bottle and catalyze chemical reactions which cause the beer to deteriorate." You should always follow up this remark by rolling your eyes and reluctantly chugging your bottle anyways.
Or, if the subject of IPAs arises, you should casually mention that IPAs were created in the 1700s, when beer was shipped from London to sold

Let's Say I Break Into Your House:A woman wrote the best 'Letter to the Editor' in ages!! She cuts to the quick and explains things better than all the rubbish you hear on TV.
Her letter said:
Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that parliament is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration.
Certain
people are angry that the
UK might
actually want to protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, make it harder (as an illegal
immigrant) to stay indefinitely.
Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests.
Let's say I break into your house. Then, when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and done the laundry and swept the floors; I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house).
According to the protesters, not only must you let me stay, you mus

MenOk, so I have absolutely decided that I am going to live like my male friends for a while. I have had my heart broken to many times. Im gonna do my thing, go out and get a piece of ass once in a while (no attachments) and if so just ignore them. They seem pretty happy so I am gonna go for it. To all the men that have broke my heart, REALLY SUCKS TO BE U! even though the majority wont even see this lol to my friends, Love ya! XO

Learning A New Dance...The dance of the submissive
A learning and growing submissive is rather
like one who is learning to dance.
she stands, her body tense, her mind focused on her moves, on the steps she needs to take. She knows that her arms, her legs, her body must all move in specific ways for her movements to be seen as the dance she desires to perform.
The music begins, and her arms move in a tense,
almost awkward way as her feet step as awkwardly to the markers on the floor she knows she is to follow. She watches the markers, while her mind races to ensure her arms are completing their movements, and suddenly she remembers too, her body must carry a rhythm, so her hips and chest purposefully begin to sway, almost in an exaggerated effort to get it right.
She hears her instructor, she hears the command,
'smile'... as she lifts her head... her eyes wide with concentration as her lips rise in a forced, mechanical grin as her mind attempts to focus on all she is striving to do.
Her ins

The SmithsThe Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now; The man should be here soon."
Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale.
Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..."'
Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you."
"Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?"
"Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat"
After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?"
"Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there."
"Bathtub, living room floor

Because The Night (erotica)Because The Night…
The air-conditioning has failed on the hottest sweatiest day of summer. Sydney my sexy redheaded girlfriend and I are in third floor walkup of a brownstone in Brooklyn. I’m sitting on the bed, propped up and watching a very hot lesbian video; something I downloaded off the internet. She comes in; her body is glistening from the sweat of our latest wonderful “round” in bed. In her hand she has a bottle of Corona; it’s cold and inviting. And she is so damn sexy. She is about 12 to 13 years younger than I am and she has a slamming body, young, curvy and so hot. She has a pair of natural 38C tits, her bell is so round and sexy, her navel is pierced; her legs are beautifully toned shaped and her ample butt is perfect~ round and plump. Her hair perfectly styled in a short shag cut which makes her look smoldering and younger than her 37 years. Her eyes are a deep emerald green and her lips are full and pouty.
I slowly begin stroking myself; and she smiles. “

Strike. Boom. Eight.In case you don't recognize it from today's title, I'm replaying a move from the classic board game Stratego. Although its pieces are reminiscent of Napoleonic Era-military, it's not really a war game so much as an elaborate "capture the flag" scenario. Basically, your goal is to use your army to capture your opponent's flag. You can't see where it is, of course (this can't be TOO simple), but your opponent can't see yours either. I'd forgotten how much fun this game is; Brandon, my nephew who turned seven this past Saturday, has a classic set at his parents' house where we went for his birthday party. Brandon's mom and Martha's oldest sister Malesa had fixed this delicious chocolate cake from a recipe in a Hershey's cookbook, and Brandon himself between all of us and his two sets of grandparents made out pretty well. He's at the age where he likes to go fast, so Hot Wheels -- the die-cast ones or games with them -- and an ESPN electronic football game where the players stand on

Honestywhy is it that ppl are always dishonest when it comes to feelings and relationsips, are selfish and never wanna give? i am thinking that all people are tooinvolved in themselves to ever consider anothers feeling.

Please Dont Comment This One If You Read Ityou know every man comes into his life not knowing what hes supposed to do. lead people, prosper, do horrible things, make a mark on the world, to live an average life, or to die young. no one will ever know their own destiny until they look at their own life, where its been, what its been through, where they are going. i have looked at all of these and the story of my life seems more unbelievable than the lord of the rings trilogy. but i can tell you, im destined to make others smile when i can. the only time i feel happiness is when others smile, no matter how bad i feel all i want is to make others smile. at the same time i try to keep from having friends. i've been hurt many times, and i always keep it inside, because i dont want anyone to see it, i dont want to hurt people the way i have in the past. i have changed who i am, even though they say its impossible, its not. the only person who really knows anything about me is one of my little sisters. and ive hurt her before too. if

Marvin Lewis Is Living In DenialOn the Dan Patrick Show yesterday, Marvin Lewis indicated that profiling might be at work in regards to the high number of arrests of his Cincinnati Bengals. Considering the fact that most of the players arrested have been black (with apologies for excluding Eric Steinbach), considering the history of the Cincinnati Police Department, and considering the strong association of the word "profiling" with race, this led many logical people to believe that Lewis was referring to his players being profiled by Cincinnati cops because they are black men.
Given the riots that took place as recently as 2001 between Cincy police and the black community, this is one of those accusations that is not to be taken lightly. Especially coming from someone in a high-profile position. And even moreseo when that person is black man. Well, today Lewis is clarifying that he was not talking about racial profiling:
"Yesterday, I gave a radio interview and made some comments that did not illustrate the h

My Old FriendHello misery my old friend.
Why do you follow me everywhere I go?
What did I ever do to deserve you?
If you were really my friend you'd want me to be happy, but not you. Your like the house guest from hell who just wont leave.
Just when I think I can be happy, you kick me right in the balls and laugh in my face. That's not very funny you little prick.
I'm never alone, but I'm alone all the time. And I blame you for that. That's right misery, I'm talking to you. Because of you, I will probably never be able to let anyone get close.
I'm sick of you, yet you've been with me since I can remember. I don't want you in life anymore,but if you leave what will take your place? It's the old devil you know thing, that you've got working for you.
So I will continue to live my life never really knowing what it's like to love someone and let someone love me. And i gotta tell ya that really fucking sucks.
Misery loves company huh? Well I'd rather be alone than keep company w

Shasta MananaDon't ask.
I've become SERIOUSLY tired of guys just wanting me for one thing. I'm not even LIKE THAT. I understand the ones that don't know me, don't know. Well, now ya do.
The ones that DO know me, should know better than that! UGH!
I'm tired of being called hot, sexy, etc. While it truly does flatter me, why can't I be beautiful? Or why not take the time to get to know me before jumping to conclusions or straight out asking for sex. If everyone took a few seconds to get to know someone, things may turn out a little bit better than you anticipated.
I'm done. Needed to rant for a second. Sorry! LOL

Bored...Well..ya being bored..so I hit the "I am bored button" and off I go..you have to rate in order to move on (ya know the routine) soooooo...I rate...I don't give any less than a 10...even if it doesn't appeal to me I figure that the person took the time to load it right...right..just how I am. Well it doesn't mean they have to come back or feel obligated to rate me fan me or be a friend..trust me I am not here for the rates..hell I am THEE worst at sending comments! I have a few that I will stalk *giggle* but the ones I have made friends with..I adore..the ones that do take their time to send me a quick hello...thanx to you..and the point of this rambling..well..hell if there is one and ya find it let me know will ya cause I lost track...Have a great whatever...not even sure if anyone reads this shit anyway...but thats ok...somedays talking to myself is the most intelligent conversation I have all day..:D **hugs**

Love? What?interesting thing, the human heart. this thing that gives hope, and happiness, can build a person up, and then totally destroy the very fabric that holds a person together. i do mean this figuratively, of course.
bear with me just a second, and i'll explain my point. there is no such thing as unconditional love. it doesn't exist. sorry folks. the problem with unconditional love? let me offer my opinion. and it is exactly that, my opinion. for i am not the educated scholar on the affairs of the heart.
anyway, the problem is this: one gives, the other takes. there is always, in my pathetic experience, one who would give all to see the other happy. the other? just takes advantage. my point (and you should never write a blog while drinking vodka) is this: if you are the giver, and get noting in return, then you start to figure that the other doesnt care. then you start to have doubts about yourself, and your ability to please another. especially when all you get is negative feedback. s

" The Passing Of A Dream "Help me out of my prison of darkness
Created by the shadows of my ego.
Awaken me from my dream of fear
Where guilt, blame, and attack
Beckon from shadowed doors.
Help me to see the world differently
By finding no value in blame
Ans self-condemnation.
Help me to experience Love
As my only reality.
Help me to cross only
The bridges of forgiveness
That I may come
Out of darkness
Into the light.

A New ContestI would like to start a contest, any ideas? best Ideas Ill get you a gift ...well if you want one lol ...no for real I need some ideas if you can help private email me or leave a suggestion here please thank you

Really Behind On Bbw ContestI AM WAY BEHIND IN 2ND PLACE ON THE SEXIEST BBW CONTEST. IF YOU HAVE TIME PLEASE COME AND HELP BOMB SOME COMMENTS. THE CONTEST ENDS JUNE 1ST!
I AM ON MY KNEES BEGGIN.....LOL
HUGS
CARRIE

Thought For The Dayif you take a shower with your clothes on it shows you're crazy....
if you take a shower with your clothes off it shows your nuts...

Homeward Bound SoonHello to all the wounderful cherries out there in Cherryland. I want to say I will be going home soon. Thank you to all the people out there that helped me get through this. It is you the supporters that make it worth defeanded your freedom not the protesters at the funnerals of our fallen commrades in arms. To the people at Operation Mail Call keep up the work. I will be leaving this place but I hope not your toughts and prays. Keep me in your prayers for when I get home so I may get what I have seen here and lost here out of my head. The greatest motivation to get out of this place in one peace is know my little girl is waiting for her daddy at home. When I get home I am going to take my little rat to her first baseball game. I have been looking foward to that for some time now and I will get that chance. I am not out of the wood work yet I still have about a month befor I go home. I still got the pucker factor going on. Again Thank You and god bless

Remembering The Good Times Girl- Love Ya Alot.YOU KNOW I AM VEEEEEEEERRRRRRY SHY WHEN IT COMES TO THIS- SO LORETTA HERE YA GO- I LOVE YOU GIRL AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW I APPRICIATE ALL YOU DO FOR ME- EVEN IF LIKE ANY SISTER -WE ARGUE-
BOY DONT I LOOK AWFUL-- LOL--

To Many EnoughAll of this
Or Nothing
A memory
Or on your mind
I have learned
To accept
Whenever
May like to try
All the time
I was fine
Before you came
I am at peace
With alone
No idea
About my life
Should you
Choice to go
I am certain
Of one thing
Someplace
Will always
Feel like home
Just share with me
What you can
New spaces
Of you
To explore
Love does not mean
Some of you
It is every piece
That I adore

WiiMy husband finally broke down an bought a WII,, he is having the time of his life with this new toy..lol.. I think he is insane because it costed over 500.00 after he was done with the games an what not....tee hee.. Owell it's all good I guess at least he has something of his own now!

Missing My Soul MateTo feel his touch, the warmth of his skin,
brings me comfort.
The smile on his face, the look in his eyes right before he kisses me,
brings me joy.
Having him desire me, love me, and want me,
gives me passion I've never known.
To say that I love him is so small, but to say that I would gladly give my life to him,
at least comes close.

VoidVoid, canceled, simply annulled.
Endlessly aching, unconsoled.
Life without you, cause without reason.
Touch without sense, time without season.
I face life now facing a cancerous sore,
A sordid parasite that eats at my core.
All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within,
Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'.
A shallow face, anguished and marred.
An empty space, scaled and scarred.
Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade.
Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade.
Still, lost within this heart of glass,
This fragile and yet unfeeling mass.
Lies the remains of a love that glowed,
The gift to you I once bestowed.
But honor and pride now bereaved-
By your love for me so misconceived,
Ripped from my inner depths, impeding-
Mind and body and spirit, bleeding;
Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand,
A cold stare I just can't understand.
I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying,
At least my soul and all that's underlying.
A simple void, is that what I'v

About A Soldier Who Was Finally Coming HomeA story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having
fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco.
"Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to ask. I have a friend
I'd like to bring home with me."
"Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him."
"There's something you should know the son continued, "he was hurt
pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mind and lost an arm
and a leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with
us."
"I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to
live."
"No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us."
"Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with
such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives
to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives.
I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find
a way to live on his own."
At that point, the so

NipplesHer nipples stand at attention
Waiting anxiously for my tongue inspection
I make a move waiting for their objection
But there they stand in full erection
Round and in alarming perfection
Crying out softly in my direction
Waiting for me
Calling my name, (Slim Shady)
Stating they are free
Asking me to be
Over and over again
As if participating in some type of teasing game
Underestimating the hype of their increasing fame
my tongue starts to fiddle
With them in circles
Fiddle, fiddle and fiddle
As they stare back in my face and giggle
Fiddle, fiddle and fiddle
my tongue starts to fiddle
Suck them very gently
Suck them relentlessly
Suck them for a time, which is lengthy
And then her body starts to wriggle
She is witnessing the titillating tingles
Whispering out loud that she's very single
A moan escapes her mouth
Now she knows
What my magic tongue is about
I hold her breasts in my hand
And strokes them like my precious gem

~†ldc Please Read And Show These Family Members Love While They Are Away†~OK EVERYBODY THIS IS THE LIST OF PEOPLE WHO ARE AT THIS TIME ON LOA IT WILL BE UPDATED AS MORE MEMBERS,FDR,CREATORS ETC. GO AND AND COME OFF OF LOA AND PLEASE WHILE THESE PEOPLE ARE AWAY PLEASE SHOW THEM THAT THEY ARE MISSED AND NOT FORGOTTEN THEY NEED JUST AS MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT WHEN THEY ARE OFF AS WHEN THEY ARE ON THANKS ~†Adema†Concubine Of The Storm Riders Of LDC†~
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The ChoiceYup, you guessed it, old old old... and will stay that way.
The choice
Love is two people that share one heart.
love is two people that didn’t just start
they found each other through trial and error
and stuck together through the pain and terror
They spent time together to prove their worth
now only they mean as much as this earth
two hearts as one, two hearts that are bonded
together by the love, of two hearts that responded
Emotions inside can be hard to see
but once found can make you jump with glee
Open your eyes and open your heart
that way you'll know just where to start
Once love is gone, can it be found?
Love can only be found on common ground
Love is like fire and fire like love
A song of passion, a bird called dove
Sometimes it's poor and sometimes it's great
But love is never the same without your mate
If you give one up that really loves you
make sure your choice was honest and true
The choice you make won't go away
It

He He...I went into the gas station today and
asked for five dollars worth of gas.....
The clerk farted and gave me a receipt.

Somthing I Found That I Thought Was InterestingI got this in an email and i had to post it!! Guys pay attention...you might be one of the bad ones...
TYPES OF DICKS* LOL which one u like?? MISERABLE DICK- When the guy is extremely handsome. He says the right things, does the right things. When it comes to sex, he is lacking in this department. He sucks your tits too hard, kisses your mouth too long, stays around your neck forever, fingers you like a GYN Doctor, licks your pussy like he was in a track meet and has a very small dick. You try to give him some head and only find that you are actually sucking a pacifier. This is so miserable. You think, "how can a guy so fine, so polite have weak game?" To top everything off ladies, how about just when in your mind your going to try to get the best out of this even if you have to make yourself cum and he beats you to the punch. DAMN, I cannot believe he came in 3 minutes!!! TOLERABLE DICK- This is funny dick. He eats major pussy. He eats it so good, your knees feel a little weak. It wa

Rules To ConsiderRules to Consider
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.
2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often.
3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car.
4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before.
6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance.
7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.
8. A person, who is nice to you, but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person. (This is very important. Pay attention! It never fails.)
9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program.
10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.
11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks.
12. A conscience is what

Was That You?I stopped into the bar after my workout just to unwind and relax and
quite frankly to put a little alcohol on my aching muscles after an
intense strength workout. I had no intentions of talking to anyone or
even any thoughts about picking up anyone that night as quite frankly I
was tired. But as I am sitting there having a G&T and a cigar when you
sit down next to me. Tall, Thin and blonde, I could not help to notice
you. You had a pretty smile that betrayed a love of life. Your body told
me that you either went to the gym or were very athletic in earlier
years. I had no thoughts in my head that we were going to speak as you
had your gaze forward and just looking for the bartender. I thought to
myself that you are waiting for a boyfriend or a husband, but I then
noticed no ring on the finger so I went back to the boyfriend theory.
You ordered a Pinot Grigio and leaned back on the bar chair and looked
at me and stated " that cigar actually smells very good" This was no
su

Dont Talk To Medont talk to me when your drunk , buzzed or even just had a drink ..i dont want to hear what you have to say.truth or lies its all the same cause after youve been drinking your not the same.

Meeting, Falling In Love, Marriage...on Ct? Yes!!!I've heard that you can't fall in love over the internet. It's not real love until you meet him or her!
Well, I'm close to that point. Kally and I are very serious about each other. Could it lead to marriage? I say yes. I love Kally with all my heart and soul. She feels the same way about me!
So if anyone (of my friends that is!) reads this and sees a bulletin later announcing an engagement, you will know it's the real thing!
OK. Someone is saying that I'm crazy for taking this kind risk. With my heart, I'm willing to take such a risk. I think with my heart. Kally is an emotional person too. That's not a problem with me. She needs my help and I need hers. Together we can overcome ANYTHING. She is my love, and I am hers. The next chapter in our love story will be when Kally and I exchange wedding vows. Believe me, when two people believe in "Til death do us part" like we do, we will be counting on us being together until God calls us home!

Omg!Ok, so I just got home from pickin my mom up from work and she's got a freakin attitude with me. We're all outta smokes, but that's no reason to be stompin around and shit. She's acting childish and it's pissin me off.
Anyways, that's not what I'm here for. Most of you who are reading this read about my shoulder injury. I wanted to let you know that it's almost healed. I haven't had it in a sling at all today and I'm doin pretty good. I just can't put too much pressure on it. Thank you all for your concern and I'll update again soon!
Cami

Very InterestingAn evil has come onto this land, the likes of which the world has never seen. Educate yourself on the illumanti and together we can bring these murdering scum to justice.Time is running out and you have to pick sides, being neutral is exactly what the globalists want either side with the global elite and wickedness or humanity, truth and light. Otherwise I will see you in the FEMA camp!!

Grand OpeningMy husband has a new web site going. It is not much right now however it is operational. He is still working on the improvement part of it though.
the address is
www.angelsgrimoire.com.
for those who want to check it out.

PoemSearching, Searching through the night, Spinning slowly, Watching the bright light, Fade into an eternal darkness, Waiting, Hoping for your call, Bringing you back from your suicidal fall, Searching, Searching through the night.

I'm Tired Of It!Ok, I hate my fucking school!
"Funny thing, if you notice our school equipment wasn't working so we hired a new Network administrator." ~R.Kunkel
FUCKING LIES!!! He and others blame the former Admin for every thing that goes wrong. Cause its easier to blame someone that's not there, than it is to take the blame. "Shift the blame, except the fame!" I was told to day that I didn't know all the details about why he was fired... Hahaha. I have read it all! Every E-mail, every write up. Working in a school should be working for the better of our children's future. But all I can see is that, its more important to put up shelves and rearrange the office, than it is to help the students. He was even told to fix the Urinal stall walls, and fix the break room cabinet doors. How, as a Network Administrator, is this pertinent to the job duty? Or how about when he was on Dr.'s restricted duty... Sent home, forced vacation time. Because he couldn't climb a ladder or do jumping jacks. This

Massacre At Wounded Knee, 1890Massacre At Wounded Knee, 1890
On the morning of December 29, 1890, the Sioux Chief Spotted Elk and some 350 of his followers camped on the banks of Wounded Knee creek. Surrounding their camp was a force of U.S. troops charged with the responsibility of arresting Chief Spotted Elk and disarming his warriors. The scene was tense. Trouble had been brewing for months.
The once proud Sioux found their free-roaming life destroyed, the buffalo gone, themselves confined to reservations dependent on Indian Agents for their existence. In a desperate attempt to return to the days of their glory, many sought salvation in a new mysticism preached by a Paiute shaman called Wovoka. Emissaries from the Sioux in South Dakota traveled to Nevada to hear his words. Wovoka called himself the Messiah and prophesied that the dead would soon join the living in a world in which the Indians could live in the old way surrounded by plentiful game. A tidal wave of new soil would cover the earth, bury t

Lets Bombok family we have two ppl thats in this contest that is family we need to show them sum love
TRANQUILAN{AKA GINA]she is a confedrate bomber
daughter in the contest
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THANK YOU LOVE RUBIA

Mexican Americans!CHEECH AND CHONG SONG> FUNNY!!!
Me Me Me Me
Mexican Americans dont like to just get into gang fights, they like flowers and music and white girls named Debby too!
Mexican Americans are named Chata and Chela and Chema and have a son in law named Jeff.
Mexican Americans don't like to get up early in the morning but they have to, so they do it real sloooooow.
Mexican Americans love education so they go to night school and they take spanish and get a B!
YEA LEAVE THAT IN!!!
Mexican AMericans love their nanas and their nono and ninas and their ninos nanu nanu nina nono.
Mexican Americans don't like to go to the movies where the dude has to wear contact lenses to make his blue eyes brown, cause I wanna make my brown eyes blue.
And thats all I got. What do you think, its kinda like a protest tune.
CHONG: I like it. But you know while you were singing that I came up with another tune. It's like the same thing only different. It's like a little more rock and roll.

The Healingso, i think i have had enough of this broken heart crap. i haven't had quite so much vodka, so this blog will probably make absolutely no sense whatsoever.
anyway, i have, if you haven't already noticed, found something of interest that has indeed helped me, how should i say, let go of the feelings of failure, and such. thanks in part to some very supportive, and insightful (yes i use that word alot), new friends, i have realized that although i do have many faults, it is not ALL my fault. and if it is, so be it. no sense in dwelling on the past. i have learned, and that is important.
so i am on the road to recovery, and this time i am not really looking for someone else to help me heal, i am turning to me, and the things that give me joy and a sense of accomplishment. my favorite hobbies. and it just so happens, that i have found a possible NEW hobby, or lifestyle as it were. but you will have to read my other blogs and figure that out for yourself, if curious.
so for tho

How Do You Rate?You have a sexual IQ of 160
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Obsessed With SizeSerbs barter cows for penises
Serbian men are swapping their prize cows to get a bigger penis.
The bizarre exchange was revealed by the country's top plastic surgeon Srecko Djordjevic who said dozens of farmers obsessed with the size of their penis had traded in their prize cows for larger members.
He said: "The size of a man's member seems to play a big role in our society and the price of the operation, around £400, is almost exactly what a good cow is worth - so farmers are choosing to swap a cow if it means a bigger penis."
The urologist, who is based in the central town of Kragujevac, told the news agency Sina that the only problem had been that some farmers had unrealistic ideas of what they could get for their money.
He said: "Some of them want to add 10 centimetres and that is just not possible - at least not for just one cow."

FamilyI have pics in my pictures to choose as a morph for you rip the ones you want family members only
Lord Darkwolf

Dr. Death Is Out!Kevorkian out of prison after 8 years By KATHY BARKS HOFFMAN, Associated Press Writer
58 minutes ago
Jack Kevorkian, the retired pathologist dubbed "Dr. Death" for claims that he participated in at least 130 assisted suicides, left prison after eight years Friday still believing people have the right to die.
A smiling Kevorkian, now 79, said it was "one of the high points in life" as he walked out with his attorney.
Mike Wallace, the correspondent for "60 Minutes," whose airing of a Kevorkian-aided suicide led to the charges and his prison term, met Kevorkian outside with an embrace and the words, "Hello, young man." Kevorkian is to appear in a "60 Minutes" segment on Sunday.
Attorney Mayer Morganroth said his client planned a news conference on Tuesday.
"He thanks everybody for coming. He thanks the thousands who have supported him, have written to him and the enormous amount of people who have really been comfortable in supporting him," Morganroth said. "He just

Holy Shit It's True....Your last name stays put.
The garage is all yours.
Wedding plans take care of themselves.
Chocolate is just another snack.
You can be President.
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.
Car mechanics tell you the truth.
You don't give a rat's ass if someone notices your new haircut.
The world is your urinal.
You never have to drive to another gas station because this one's just too "yucky."
Same work...more pay.
Wrinkles add character.
Wedding Dress $5000; Tux rental $100.
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.
The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.
New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.
Your pals can be trusted never to trap you with: "So, notice anything different?"
One mood, ALL the time.
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.
You know stuff about tanks.
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.
You can open all your own jar

Juke Special ReportI'd like to take this time to express my love for chugging random shit at the fan in the hallway and hearing the *tear*, *crunch*, *kerplunk*, *bonk*, or whatever sound that I hear afterwards. I do not derive more fun from anything else (besides dry humping snow angels). More at 11.

Petition!OK here goes! I want to petition for Celeb- up- in -coming CT member! I am gettin' ready to hit the high-way on tour and hopefully Europe by January during their summer-time! Just signed with Moody Judy Music in Nashville and am currently putting a band together to hit the road by the end of the month! I have enjoyed being a CT member and all my friends and fans have helped this brother out with alot. TY all for the ratings and the chat. Hope to get enough votes to get that Celeb status! So just sign away and let's get it done! All the CT money I raise will go back to each and everyone that can confirm in the numbers what they have done to help

Killing FliesA woman walked into the kitchen to find her husband stalking around with a fly swatter.
"What are you doing?" She asked.
"Hunting Flies" He responded.
"Oh. Killing any?" She asked.
"Yep, 3 males, 2 Females," he replied.
Intrigued, she asked. "How can you tell them apart?"
He responded, "3 were on a beer can, 2 were on the phone."

Bitter SweetLife really is Bitter Sweet!
Well, isn't life just full of suprises? Both good and bad, never underestimate the power of life to suprise you.
I have recently been taking consolation in the following things:
-First, the fact that everything works out, although not neccessarily how we would wish it to be. There is a lesson in that, something vaguely Buddhist in that the pain comes from one's own desire for things to be different from how they are. More on that sometime.
-Second, that for whatever reason, the moon still shines down upon me, no matter what. I am rather fond of its light, and the fact that it will stay with me for as long as I can see, is rather pleasant to know.
-Third, the mildly-self-destructive-but-emotionally-satisfying-urges I tend to indulge in, "But how are those things destructive?" you may ask. Go on, I give you permission. Heh. Mostly because they cut away from the rest of my life, and although they comfort me, it is the bittersweet comfort of

It's Not Hard To Think About Positive Things When You Try.This weekend, we got our new washer and dryer, that we went to go and pick out yesterday. It was delivered which was a load off of my mind since I would rather just go ahead and pay a delivery fee and get the things we buy that need to be set up done right.In case nobody has noticed, and I was one who didn't at first, is that my husband will come off of his wallet for lawn mower stuff, drill stuff (Power tools) but when it comes to paying for delivery on our refrigerator (We had to get "basic" delivery which was 40 something dollars (They delivered and leveled the refrigerator and didn't do very much else) which we needed before Thanksgiving, he was not a happy camper. This time around we got the deluxe delivery package (my doing) so that it was set up and leveled and even tested before they left. Plus they took the old set (didn't take the fridge because of "basic" delivery) this time with them. But my plan was to go lay back down after it was delivered but then I went to a local BBQ

Ch Ch Ch Changes....This week has been a hellacious week. (And not even all good hellacious either...)
It started BEFORE this actual week...but it seemed to just end right here...in THIS one.
It started when my mom said she was "seeing someone".
I remember pulling the telephone away from my ear and looking down at it cradled there in my hand.
Teeny and black, with an orange faceplate glowing.
I just stared at it there. for a moment. And then placed it back on my ear and answered "excuse me?"
Again she repeated...
She sounded nervous. And quiet...hesitant.
It took me a moment and I forced a smile into my tone as I asked her about this "Nice man"
As she answered my eyes searched out the calendar and I mentally counted back the months since my father passed away.
There had been 5 single ones.
I drew a deep breath into my lungs and I squeezed my eyes shut.
As a woman. I am happy for her. I knew and have always known that my parents marriage....well. It pretty much sucked. Roy

What I Got In The Shoutbox!!!!I got this from another person today, shows how Totally Happy is calling members stalkers, I am not the only one she has done this to.
You have to read it from the bottom up, but you can see what it is all about.
->ME...: o.k. i will do that, thanks for the heads up.
its all he...: yes he does. goto his page and read his blogs they are open for everyone to read. you will see how pshyco she is...
->ME...:does six pack abs really have blogs about totally happy?
its all he...: yes we all agree
->ME...: sounds like she is obsessed with them, so she has to be the stalker!
its all he...: Yes she is Proud to be a soldiers angle...Totally happy was married three time's. Mick has been married to her first husband for over 15 years and totally happy wants him back so she is trying to start all kinds of crap to try and have mick and her husband break up but instead it is pulling them together even more...
->ME...: I got a comment that said fuck off mick. I wanted ask

About Mei am here to make friends. my short time here i have made a couple enemies but oh well. if you want to be a friend come see me.

What Kind Of Person Do You Attract?What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract models! Congrats, something about you makes those model-quality people flock to you. This is good for obvious reasons - they look great, just having them nearby attracts other models, and it opens doors for you - like exclusive clubs and whatnot. If you are seeking pure physical beauty, you are all set. If you are seeking someone that is not cynical and slightly bitter about humans in general, someone focused on the human condition and intellect, then you are out of luck - but who cares, you attract models!You attract Yuppies! You attract artsy people! You attract geeks! You attract rednecks! You attract unstable people! What type of person do you attract?

QouteFor women the best aphrodisiacs are words. The G-spot is in the ears. He who looks for it below there is wasting his time.
Isabel Allende

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeei wanna blast for one day please? i will give you a rolex and more if you just buy me a 1 day blast....anyone?

New Blank Header/tags For DownloadThe following images will be uploaded into my "Header/Tags For Download" album.. if you like something, feel free to rip it :)
And many more! Take a look .. you might find something you like :)

My WeekendSo this weekend me and the kids went to fun plex it was a blast we rode all the rides even got a few bruises from them.. that was a long 9 nine hours though let me tell you!!
so how was your weekend?

Guestbook On Profile!! ; )~~yall need to sign my guestbook thingy on my profile....if you take the time to look at my profile and read my blogs then you can definately take the time out of you so called fucking busy schedule and sign my guestbook....oh did i mention...please please please....now god dammit...lol....hahahahaha

The FingerI know I'm old and out of touch. But i'm trying to understand why so many people giving the finger in their profile pics? Is that how we say hello nowadays? Am I supposed to say; "Hey you just told me to fuck off...so I definately want to be your friend!"
When I was young, most of us thought we would evolve into a peaceful and loving society. I see now that that won't be happening. The only planet blessed by life and we just turn it into a ruthless meat grinder...amazing.

Feeling GoodIt's been a long time since I could say I feel good, but damn it I feel good. Don't get me wrong it's not perfect right now. But for the 1st time in a long time the good out weighs the bad. I ended up #4 on the top performers list for the month of May out of about 70 reps. Which was my goal. I wanted Top 5 for the month of may and I busted tail and kiss my PR ass all you haters I got it done. My relationships are heading in the right direction. I'm getting stronger everyday. I think the biggest thing that has me happy right now is my writing. I know I'm not some great writer or anything and there are the haters out there. But the poems and the series that I have put together so far has got to be some of my best work. It feels good to not force it you know. I normally think about a poem for about a day and then I'll throw on some tunes and knock it out in 20 mins. Thinking about it for a day just lets the lines come together you know. I may wake up in the morning and think about a line

Sorry Have Not Been On Here!SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON HERE IN CHERRY TAP, BUT I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH THIS ASSHOLE OVER ON YAHOO 360, WHO HAS BEEN STALKING, HARRASSING AND THREATENING ME FOR THE PAST WEEK. BEEN WRITING TO YAHOO EVERY DAY TRYING TO GET HIS PAGE SHUT DOWN. THOSE OF YOU WHO WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME WITH THIS QUEST, I WOULD SURE APPRECIATE IT. THIS MAN IS A SICKO AND NOT WHO AND WHAT HE SAYS HE IS. I WOULD CERTAINLY APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET IN GETTING HIM SHUT DOWN AND NEVER HAVING ANOTHER YAHOO ACCT. AGAIN. ENCLOSED IS HIS PROFILE URL.
http://360.yahoo.com/profile-.cCmsiIia7.33BWTy8g0Irro4656jVe_Ww--?cq=1
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR HELP WITH THIS!!!

My Marriage Age Is 33What is your Marriage Age?
Put an X on every thing that is true about you....
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in my car.
[x] I do my own laundry.
[x] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[x] I balance my checkbook.
[x] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
total: 7
[X] I show up for school/college/work every day.
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never been suspended.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week.
total: 7
[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.

My Computer Hates Me!ok so my computer has a mind of it's own and it really does hate me now that I think of it. I can look at pics and upload pics on other sites and do some other things with graphics and stuff but when I try to look at things that I really wanna see like my friends new baby and well just put it this way, things that look interesting, well my computer just basically says screw you and starte freaking out... so I have came to the conclusion that my computer hates me. It doesn't do it ofr anyone else but me. I am going to get to the point where I break it or hurt myself trying but hey if I don't get it fixed or something well I will result to extreme measures.

Okay. . .So you may have seen the pictures of my cat Tigger. Well she was recently pregnant. On the day that she had them, she died. None of her babies survived. I loved this cat more than life itself. I raised it from a baby. I mean bottle fed and everything. She was like a child to me. And I miss her so much.

One Cold NightIt had been a while since all of us had gotten together to do something or go to an event. It was finally here. An opportunity to get together and go to a hockey game. Of course it wouldn't be the same without a good old fashioned, drink yourself underneath the table party.
The party was in an older house. The type that had the large front porches. This one was even better because the porch wrapped all the way around it. The architecture of it was amazing. Anyone would be honored to own such a home.
The weather this time of year was worse than a woman changing her mind. Was it going to rain or was it going to snow? You never knew from one minute to the next. The air was crisp though. Clean. Fresh.
I stepped outside to just breathe it in and to have a smoke. As I stood there, a young woman was shuffling her feet on the icy sidewalk towards the house. I stood in amazement, just staring. She wore a long flowing coat that was being whipped about by the wind. Her long black ha

New PicsAdded some new pics the other day. They are in the default folder.
Vote and comment them if you want. It will make me smile, not many people do it, so I appreciate anything.

Somebody's Raising Their Kid RightSOMEBODY'S RAISING THEIR KID RIGHT!
One Nation, "Under God."
One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a
classroom. The teacher was going to explain
evolution to the children. The teacher asked
a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree
outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass
outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see
if you can see the sky.
TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes
later) Yes, I saw the sky.
TEACHER: Did you see God up there?
TOMMY: No.
TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see
God because he isn't there. Possibly he just
doesn't exist.
A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the
boy some questions.
The teacher agreed and the little girl asked
the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree
outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass
outside?
TOMMY: Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL:

You Know You're A Nurse If...You know you're a nurse if...
You believe every patient needs TLC: Thorazine, Lorazepam and Compazine.
You would like to meet the inventor of the call light in a dark alley one night.
You believe not all patients are annoying ... some are unconscious.
Your sense of humor seems to get more "warped" each year.
You know the phone numbers of every late night food delivery place in town by heart.
You can only tell time with a 24 hour clock.
Almost everything can seem humorous ... eventually.
When asked, "What color is the patient's diarrhea?", you show them your shoes.
Every time you walk, you make a rattling noise because of all the scissors and clamps in your pockets.
You can tell the pharmacist more about the medicines he is dispensing than he can.
You carry "spare" meds in your pocket rather than wait for pharmacy to deliver.
You refuse to watch ER because it's too much like the real thing and triggers "flash backs."
You check the ca

The Keeper Of My HeartShe met him at his hotel. This was the first time they were going to meet. She knocked on the door, and after a few moments a very handsome man opened the door. He was very tall, dark hair with a slightly mused up look, and the most beautiful green eyes she had ever seen. Her heart was pounding, and her knees were shaking, and she was sure he would notice.
He smiled down at her, and opened the door a little farther inviting her in. She returned the smile and slowly entered the room.
She heard him close the door as she looked around the dimly lit room. Then suddenly she felt his hands upon her shoulders to take her jacket. She let him remove the jacket, then slowly turned to look at him.
After he hung up the jacket he turned to her, and for the first time a word was spoken. “Hello my love”he said to her. “I have been waiting for this moment for so long.” This was the same voice she had come to know and love over the phone.
Slowly she reached her finger tips out to gently tou

The Keeper Of My SoulLost, alone and abandoned
As the rain begins to fall
She slips quietly to her knees
And silently start to cry
The tears that fall so slowly
The heart that breaks in silence
The mind that wanders back to him
The love that aches to be
Slowly as the night moves on
She drifts slowly into sleep
And waits for just one moment
For his gentle touch
His hand takes her roughly
And lifts her to her feet
Suddenly looking up at him
And gazing in his eyes
I have missed you softly he speaks
As he slowly leans into her
And kissing her lightly on the neck
As he feels her bodies warmth
Closing her eyes slowly
As her head gradually falls back
His kisses warm against her skin
His hands begin to rove
Her body starts to tremble
As his hands slip through her hair
They wrap up in the silk
Twisting tightly in his grip
Pulling her head back quickly
His teeth bite into her flesh
His arm around her body
As he continues his assault
Screaming with out warni

Thermometer Jokes:What did the nurse say when she found a rectal thermometer in her pocket?
"Some asshole has my pen!"
What's the difference between an oral thermometer and a rectal thermometer?
The taste.
Why did the nurse always insist on using the rectal thermometer to obtain temperatures?
She was taught in nursing school to always look for her patient's best side.

Driving In JacksonIf your Jackson map is more than a few weeks old, throw it out and buy a new one. If you're in Madison or Pearl and your map is one day old,
then it is already obsolete.
Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Jackson has its own version of traffic rules.
All directions start with "Get on State Street " which has no beginning and no end. Everything in Jackson is "just off State."
The morning rush hour is from 6 to 10. The evening rush hour is from 3 to 7. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning.
If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended,cussed out and possibly shot.
When you are the first one on the starting line, count to five when the light turns green before going to avoid crashing with all the drivers running the red light in cross-traffic.
Darting back and forth from one lane to another with no signal is considered reckless driving in most other cities, but it is business as usual in Jackson .
Stop signs are considered "sugge

Without Even A GoodbyeI woke one morning to find him gone
The man I loved, my only one.
Never said goodbye
Never spoke a word
He just vanished one night
And took with him my life.
He begged me one day
To let down my wall
Said how can I love you
If you wont let me in
So the wall came down
Brick by brick
He came through the door
And crawled into my soul
We talked of a life
Of kids and more
Of moving to Italy
And living a shore
I had given him my heart
Asked him to keep it safe
I don’t know where it is
But I don’t want it back.
So love came to me
In the form of a man
With a beautiful face
And a beautiful hand
And with that hand
He stole my heart
Tore at my soul
And ripped me apart
Now he is gone
And I’m still here
I knew it wouldn’t last
Cause no one ever cared
I used to say
Look at him
And look at me
He could do so much better
And I hope that he has.
I wish him the best
And all the love he can find
I just hope that the next love
Will be his

Shout Box!Please do not try and communicate thru shoutbox as my shoutbox does not always work! Not sure if anyone has or not! But if so, its not working all the time!
Hugs and Kisses
Kelly

My Friends ListAight here's the deal! I've been goin thru my friends list this mornin tryin to get profile comments out to everyone...do you realize how much of a pain in the butt it is to send out that many with 3 kids runnin around? I have come to this conclusion.
I will still send out my daily luv to the ppl on my hit list but as for the others I will stick to the alerts and to the ppl who comment me. Normally I would send everyone a comment but damn come on ya'll how many of you really go thru everyone and send them a comment. I've gotten really annoyed with the whole huge ass friend list and half of them don't speak....so to those who do
Thank you and you will be hearing from me!!!
For those on my hit list:
Love n Blessings to you! I will definetly be here for you anytime...most of you know how to get in touch with me other than CT so gimme a yell if ya need me!
Special luv~n~hugz go out to several ppl...ya'll know who you are!

Extra Large CondomsA woman walks into a drugstore and asks the pharmacist if he sells size extra large condoms.
He replies, "Yes we do. Would you like to buy some?"
She responds, "No, but do you mind if I wait around here until someone does?

Stalkers Dream Come TrueI walked into your room saw that you were sleepin very quietly walked over to you pulled the covers down ,you were wearing that red nighty with no undies and the site of your magnificent vulva excited me so much my hardon was straining my pants.I was literally hurting from the pressure I took off my pants listening to your breathing to make sure you were not waking I knelt down between your legs gazed at your magnificent pussy.
I had left the door open just enough the light stopped before it hit your eyes as always the juice from your pussy was just amazing glittering like dew on a petal in the morning sun.I started to stroke myself staring at your pussy within 30 seconds i could feel my cum rising and forced my self to stop.I leaned down and inhaled takin in your scent my senses were going wild.
Lightly as i could I placed my mouth on your pussy and o so softly started workin your folds with my tounge I moved up a little takin your clit into my mouth letting my tounge just rest

Looking Back..from My Better Half..Sitting here and looking back, Down all the roads we've been.. Honaestly I must confess, I'd do it all again!!
I know sometimes it's hard to see, Just where this path will lead. But know sweet girl, if truth be told, your all i really need.
So anytime you've lost the light of the flame that we call "we". Know in your heart, together girl, The two of us can see..
I'llnever play the martars role. I'm just a mortal man. But I'll do my best to lift you up to Love you best I can.
So down this road, I think I'll see, I think that you will too, How many ways can one man say, That **** , I LOVE U!!!
I LOVE YOU, ROOSTER

I've Been GoneYes, I know... i have't been online much recently, Thats due to my move to OKC. That has keptme very busy... I hope everyone is doing well!!! Just message me anytime... or whatever let me know how you are!!MWAHS!!!

Myspace BulletinA friend of mine on myspace posted this bulletin and I found it rather amusing.
This is what it said about Libras...which I am.
LIBRA: The sex addict
Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.Rare 2 find. Funny. Talkitive. Erotic. Smart. loves sports. gets what he/she wants. Loves to be in a relationship.

AssholeBetter Graphics Top Codes Profanity Images HOT Comments Click to Get Some

My First BlogDo you ever have one of those days? That turns into one of those weeks? Where absolutely everything goes wrong. Things that by themselves aren't so bad but when you put them all together, it adds up to lots of yucky stuff.
Well, I have had been having one of those days that turns into one of those weeks. But I would like to thank my cherrytap friends for always brightening my day. Whether it's a shoutbox comment or leaving a comment on my page.......it always brings a smile to my face to sign in and find a pleasant surprise.
And especially to my girl browneyedgirl......you are the best. I luv ya!
Anyway..........I just wanted to say thanks!!! :)

Our World ( Women Only )I breathe deeply, slowly
Close my eyes and feel you enter me
At first your color runs through my mind
Finding the dark corners and filling them with light
Flowing through into my mouth and dancing across my tongue
Letting my taste buds devour your exotic flavour
You pour swiftly into my heart, into my soul
Warming me from the inside out
Touching, caressing me with wave after wave of desire
Shhhhh... don’t speak of love
Show me what you hunger
Let me smell your arousal
Tempt you with wandering hands
Your throbbing desire pushing, grinding
Faster, madder, deeper
Loves sweet pleasure-pain
You beg for me to touch you
Take you to that place only you and I can go
So you may drown in the beauty of it
Your groans of delight urge me to try harder
You plead with me not to stop, you are almost there
And then you give yourself fully unto me
Rise and crest over and into our world
Our ticket to get here
Unfaltering trust

Married Women On CtNo doubt some of you are, but call me a hypocrite or conservative, or a wet blanket, but y put yer naughty bits online?
You are in a committed relationship, you are "happy", and you don't want anyone else but you partner 4 life... Why entice others?
I don't dig sociopaths or attention-seekers.
That is my preference 2 delight in women of all shapes, colors, and sizes, but damn, if no one has a chance in hell, why go there?

AssassinWhat Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
You are an assassin.That means you are a proffessional and do your job without mixing any emotions in it. In your life you have probably been hurt many times and have gotten some mental scars. This results in you being distant from people. Though many think that you are evil, you are not. What you really are is a person, trying to forget your pain and past. You are the person who never seems to care and that is why being an assassin fits you good. Atleast, that's what people think. Even if you don't care that much for your victims, you still have the ability to care and to generally feel. It is not lost, just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to not get to noticed, and dress in black or other discrete colours. You don't being in the spotlight and wish people would just leave you alone. But once you do get close to someone you have a hard time letting go and get real down if you loose him/her.Main weapon: SniperQuote:"The walls

Naughty Applicationwell hello
well lets see what can i say about me
ok well im 24 ~5'5~
have 2 great children ages 6 and 4
IM NOT MARRIED AND NOT REALLY LOOKING
WHAT IM HERE FOR IS FRIENDS!!!
MY BEST FEATURES ARE MY SMILE AND MY AZZ ....ILMAO
Just One Wish If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply......
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s)?
4. Do you think I'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do yo

The Mating CallTwo hunters went moose hunting every winter without success. Finally, they came up with a foolproof plan. They got a very authentic female moose costume and learned the mating call of a female moose.
The plan was to hide in the costume, lure the bull, then come out of the costume and shoot it. They set themselves up on the edge of a clearing, donned their costume, and began to give the moose love call.
Before long, their call was answered as a bull came crashing out of the forest and into the clearing.
When the bull was close enough, the guy in front said, "Okay, let's get out and get him."
After a moment that seemed like an eternity, the guy in the back shouted, "The zipper is stuck! What are we going to do?"
The guy in the front said, "Well, I'm going to start nibbling grass, but you'd better brace

The PainThis is for someone and if they read it they should know that it is for them:)

My Celtic HoroscopeYou Are A Walnut Tree
You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group.
You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition.
Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous.
You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected.
A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships.
What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

About Me...read If Ya Wanna Get To Know Me Personallyi know most people probably don't read this part, but i do - when i'm interested in getting to know someone. with that said, i'm going to write whatever comes to mind.
i promise i'm deeper than you will ever know or understand. i'm not like anyone you've ever met. just when you think you've figured me out, i'll do something that will have you second guessing.
i do as i say and i say what i mean. i cannot stand fake people who live life trying to impress others. 9.5 out of 10 people who do are only pretending to smile. reality says they are sad on the inside, where it counts. i do not chase unrealistic goals that only lead to misery. simple things make me happy.
i am a strong and independant woman. family and close friends are extremely important to me. i would do anything for those i love. i go above and beyond in everything that i do. if i'm going to do something i'm going to put my all into it. i'm a very loyal person and trustworthy. because of this, i do

IraqRegardless of what some might say about America being in Iraq, we are not trying to stay there forever! I do not expect everyone to agree with me but there is a reason for everything, no matter what some will agrue, we are in Iraq to show these wonderful people that they can too enjoy freedom, something we take for granted some times!

3 Things To Think AboutAnswer me bebe,can I ? Have to get ready for work in a minute and want to know the answer,lol...
Yes you can, anytime with anything I put out...
Three Things to Think About
1. COWS
2. THE CONSTITUTION
3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS
1. COWS: Does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give them all a cow.
2. THE CONSTITUTION: They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq. Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it's worked for over 200 years and we're not using it anymore.
3. THE TEN COMMANDMENTS: The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments in a courthouse . . . You cannot post "Thou Shall Not Steal," " Thou Shall Not Com

OpinionsNever let the opinions of others define for you who you are or what you can or cannot do. For though other people may sometimes know you well, they can never know you completely.
You know who you are, and what is in your heart, and what you're willing to do. No mere opinion from someone else has the power to hold you back.
Pay attention to what others say if you think it could be of use. Seek to understand and to make yourself understood as well as you possibly can. Yet always keep in mind that the person who knows most about you is you. You know what you can do, and you know why you're doing it, even if no one else understands.
The hurtful, limiting comments say more about the people who make those comments than they say about you. Whatever they may say, you know who you are. Move on confidently forward with the best that you can be.

Out Of The Country!I made it to St Louis and it is so good to be home. First priority is to find a yob. I will be looking today and hopefully get some interviews lined up. Thinking about going to social services ans see what I can get or what they can provide. I am so stoked! You cannot believe the change in me. I am so in my element!

Lost N Confused!I just don't get it.. i dont think i am wrong.. but eh.. i really aint sure now...
Ok.. see i am friends with this gal, and her new BF, and things are goin well for her for a change and him also, and thats great..
But before him, she called me ONCE in a blue moon, and never came over never posted on my page nuttin, and well her and her ex broke up and he was nice to me never mean and posted and talked tome, and well, he and i still stay in contact and yap, and he comes over, i told em both i wasn't goin to take sides, and i DONT i am stayin outta it.
Like i said, she never really talked to me just a few times and i only went out with her what 4 or so times? and it was a big things all of us went out himalso.. so i knew him really just as much as her, and ..
well now that .. he and she aint together she is upset that i am talkin to him still.. well.. i care about him also.. and i dont think its fair for her to request or her new bf to request that i dont talk to him, i mean

New Drug NamesIn Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic
name.
>For
>example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of
>Acetaminophen. Aleve
>is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and
Advil is
>also
>called Ibuprofen.
>
>
>The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful
>consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced
that
>it has
>settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were
>Mycoxafailin,
>Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin.
>
>
>Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in
liquid
>form,
>and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for
use as
>a
>mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a
stiff
>one.
>Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new
meaning
>to the
>names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashione

I Saw You..........I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed
each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you change your mind about going into the
restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.
I saw you roll up your window and shake your
head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.
I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your
children. But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.
I saw you stare at my long hair. But, you didn't
see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.
I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats
and gloves.But, you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to thos

Uconn...belt Fight?Apparantly my friends and I have nothing better to do than beat each other's asses with belts.
Don't ask how it started because i really couldn't tell you.
My friend Chris wanted to have a bbq at his apartment before he came home for the summber, so a few friends and I went up to Uconn Saturday night.
Needless to say we had a pretty awesome time. I played beer pong like a champ (and I never play. now..I'm obsessed). And some mario mini games on Nintendo Wii!
...and none of really had a clue what was going on.
So...around midnight or so we split in teams and played a little 10 cup when Dillon (guy I drove up with and if you look in my random pics he's wearing the coconut bra) got mad that chris and I were kicking his ass. So he took his belt off and smacked me in the ass.
Vengence is mine!!!
And the belt fight was on.
I had no idea Chris creamed like a little girl...
Other than that, my hangover was minimal since I was mostly drinking beer and only had

Well ShitAS SOME OF U KNOW MY 24 NICE HAS STAGE 3 BREAST CANCER HOLD ON TO YOUR BUTTS WENT TO DR FOUND MASS GOING TOMORROW FOR MAMOGRAM THEN FOLLOW UP AT SURGEN IN 2 DAYS HELL WHAT ELSE IS GOING ON HAD 1 LUMP REMOVED 3 YEARS AGO NOW THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*77 On Your Cell Phone**importantInformation below about calling *77 on a cell phone.
A MUST KNOW, *77
I knew about the red
light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon,
and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED
police car pulled
up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents
have always told
them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of
the road, but
rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc.
Lauren had
actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77
on her
cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over
right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an
unmarked
police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her.
The
dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was
and there
weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that
he had back
up already on the way.
Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded

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14.http://www.sexuality.org/
15.http://www.steel-door.com/

To Save A Life.Information below about calling *77 on a cell phone.
A MUST KNOW, *77
I knew about the red
light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00 p.m. in the afternoon,
and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An UNMARKED
police car pulled
up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's parents
have always told
them never to pull over for an unmarked car on the side of
the road, but
rather to wait until they get to a gas station, etc.
Lauren had
actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called *77
on her
cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not pull over
right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there was an
unmarked
police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop behind her.
The
dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where she was
and there
weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm and that
he had back
up already on the way.
Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded

Shackled And Chained....-I'VE BEEN SHACKLED AND CHAINED
-AND I LIVED LIKE A SLAVE
-AND IT WAS THE DOPE IN MY VIENS
-THAT HAD ME LOCKED IN A CAGE
-AND IT WAS THE KEY TO MY RAGE
-THAT MADE ME TURN THE NEXT PAGE
-SO AS I TURNED THE NEXT PAGE
-THIS IS WHAT A PROPHET WOULD SAY
-ALWAYS JUDGE WISELY
-AS IF NOHING EVER SURPRISED THEE
-THE NEXT LINE "LIES" RIGHT ON TOP OR THAT IVORY
-SO AS MY MIND SEEKS TO TWEEK
-I CAN'T SLEEP
-I KEPT MY EYES WIDE OPEN HOPING NEVER TO SEE
-CUZ IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT
-YOU ARE THAT MAN IN THE MIRROR
-AND SINCE I'VE BEEN OFF THE DOPE
-I CAN SEE MUCH CLEARER
-NOW I AM THE MAN THAT IM SUPPOSE TO BE
-AND ALL MY PEOPLE THAT ARE CLOSE TO ME
-NEVER BE SHACKLED AND CHAINED
-NEVER LIVE LIKE A SLAVE
-FORGET THE DOPE IN YOUR VIENS
-AND USE THE KEY TO YOUR RAGE
-TO TURN THE NEXT PAGE
-THATS WHAT A PROPHET WOULD SAY
THIS IS DETICATED TO SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME.... I'VE BEEN THERE AND DONE THAT.... I LEFT THE DOPE IN THE DUST... MY ONLY REGRET WAS THAT I COULDN'T DE

GreatspiritGreat Spirit gave me special wings, calling me to soar above,
He adorned my heart and gave me earth
......so I can simply love.
Great Spirit gave me friends and family, calling to my heart,
He showered my life and showed me love,
......so I will never part.
Great Spirit gave me compassion and patience, calling me to be,
He covered my eyes with lovingkindness,
......so I can always see.
Great Spirit gave me special wings, calling me to soar above,
Earth is such a special place that I dearly loved.
Great Spirit says my time is done, soul calling to his light,
Do not fret and cry those tears, I am with you all the time.
I will always love you, my earthly being gone,
I live within the hearts of all my loved ones.
Great Spirit gave me special wings, calling me to soar above,
My transformed body now complete,
......I fly on the wings of love.

Rip StackWhere do we begin? The Dipset/ByrdGang family is deeply saddened by our loss. Not only did we lose a member but we lost a brother and a friend. Rayquon Elliot a.k.a Stack Bundles was a joy to be around, charming, very intelligent, compassionate and concerned about the upliftment and enrichment of his community and the people in it. Unfortunately his goals and aspirations were cut short by the hands of dream stealers. We can not stress enough that a young star's light was put out before he had a chance to shine in front of the world. We would like this to be a lesson to the rap game...too many of our talented artist are losing the battle of life before their voices have a chance to be heard. Something must change...

I Am A Leo.I always seem to be wanting to beat up someone for someone else.
Recently It was for my cousin.
Who is dear to me. And more of a sister then even my own.
Maybe it's because I am Leo.
Yeah.
I choose to have that be the answer.
When I heard that he had her on thier kitchen table with his arm against her throat... I wanted to motherfuck him.
I wanted to rip off his dick and shove it up is ass.
Indeed I did.
"Did you beat his fucking ass?!" I yelled into the phone.
"No."
"Good. Then I will. I will beat his motherfucking ass." I murmered.
"Laurie. Stop."
She sniffled into the phone.
"Your just little you know. You cannot beat up a man. And I wouldn't let you anyhow. You'd get hurt."
"I have many people who would hurt him if he touched me mofo." My finger hit my chest. "And I'm not that little...ask my hips."
She laughs. She sniffs and she sobs.
My cousin. She is 6 feet tall. Blond. Big.
I sit there and wonder how his skinny ass got her d

What Do U Say?come and join me in the cherries gone wild lounge?
we are gettin crazy up in there!
make sure u tell them i sent you!
repost this please
this means so much to me!!!
http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6011#

YouthI've noticed how often women wish to be young again, crave the succulent beauty of youth and all its innocent glory. But do any of them stop long enough to remenisce about how shitty youth truly is? Zits, grease, boys (not men), no car, no lisence, no freedom, cant drink, cant smoke and pure IGNORANCE.
Who cares for a lineless face when you you can be wise, wordly and STILL beautiful. Give me 30 over 17 anyday.
Give me a few wrinkles, I want my beer.

New Dieti am tryin a diet were you are suppost to loose 10 lbs in three days hopefully it works that would be awesome i have a headache but if it works i will let you all know mwah cherries

Do Me A FavorThe fourteenth is flag day. Flag day is set aside as a day to honor the flag of our nation. I went to a flag day celebration this weekend and I was appauled. Allow me to preface the next thought with these things about my mother. My mother never taught me to cook. My mother never taught me to wash clothes. So for the majority of my early adulthood I ate hamburgers that were crunchy on the outside and raw on the inside and wore bleach spotted clothing. My mother also looked at me one Saturday morning and informed me that she never wanted children, my father had, and she obliged to keep him and he left anyway. But you know, my mother taught me that the flag is never to touch the ground. She also taught me that the flag is raised at sunrise and lowered at sunset, otherwise it must be illuminated. When a flag is faded, worn, or outlived it's usefullness it is to be taken down and destroyed. The flag is never to be worn in any fashion other than as a patch on a uniform. When said patch is w

Sad But FunnyA motorcycle patrolman was rushed to the hospital with an inflamed
appendix. The doctors operated and advised him that all was well.
However, the patrolman kept feeling something pulling at the hairs in
his crotch.
Worried that it might be a second surgery the doctors hadn't told him
about, He finally got enough energy to pull his hospital gown up
enough So he could look at what was making him so uncomfortable. Taped
firmly across his pubic hair were three wide strips of adhesive tape,
The kind that doesn't come off easily.
Written in large black letters was the sentence. "Get well soon.....
From the nurse in the jeep You pulled over last week."

Male Versus Female JokesQ: Why are men like blenders?
A: You need one but you're not quite sure why.
Q: Why is food better than a man?
A: You don't have to wait an hour for seconds.
Q: What's a man's idea of helping to make the bed?
A: He gets out..
Q: Why are men and parking spots similar?
A: The good ones are already taken and the ones left are handicapped.
Q: How many men does it take to screw in a light bulb?
A: ONE! men will screw anything.
Q: What do toilet seats, anniversaries and a clitoris have in common?
A: Men miss them all.
Q: How do you keep a man interested after marriage?
A: Wear perfume that smells like beer.
Q: How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart?
A: She starts the sentance with "A man once told me..."
Q: Why did the woman cross the road?
A: That's not the point, what's she doing out of the kitchen?
Q: Did you hear about the guy who finally figured outwomen?
A: He died laughing before he could tell anybody.
Q: How many men does

Why Beer Is Better Than A Woman1. You can enjoy a beer any day of the month.
2. You can have two (or more) different beers the same night
(or even at the same time) and no one will complain.
3. You can finish with a beer in as much or as little time as you
like. You can even stop halfway through without having to
apologize.
4. Compared to a woman, beer actually tastes good.
5. (Best of all) A beer will never come at you will a fillet knife
after you've done with it and are sleeping it off.

Ahhh Full Of Racismthis mumm:
http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=73467
entitled ENGLISH i got deemed unamerican by user panda
Panda@ CherryTAP
because i was speaking spanish... this user also marked a mumm nsfw because it was written in spanish
this is in the later mumm ENGLISH
this user has been saying derogatory terms about anyone who speaks english even if he meant it towards those that live in the US but i ask you where does it state in the constitution or in any of the laws that English is our national language... on top of that as i said this is a global website not every person speaks english and i would not be offended or troubled if i had to go to a translator website to understand what they had said because this is a global community. even though he has the right to his opinion i feel that ignorance of this level should be gone and taken off of the website and if i get kicked off for this i hope that you have fun.
Porque sino entonces te mando por el carajo cabron gusano hij

DethharmonicI want to keep my money
And give away absolutely nothing
To the government who moderates my spending
and obliterates depending on what time of the year
brutality is near
in the form of income tax
I'd rather take a fucking axe
to my face, blow up this place
with you all in it, I'd do it in a minute
if I could write off your murder
I'd save all of my receipts
because I'd rather you be dead
than lose a tiny shred of what I made this fiscal year
I'd rather you be dead than to grow departed with my second home
I'd rather you be dead than consider losing all my evil restaurants

A Poem For My Mommy!~My Mother~
You are my best friend.
You keep me safe and in your arms.
You keep things in line when things go wrong.
My mom is the best to ever love.
She loves every kid even if there bad, she calls them her own.
Mom is the best you can ever wish for.
She smiles with joy and laughter with her family an friends.
Mom loves to be called "Mom" by other kids cause it makes her smile.
You put her down she will show the southern side of herself.
Mom you are number one in spirit and love.
I love calling you my mommy when someone asks who is that beside you in a picture.
You are a lover,caring,faithful,and true friend of a mother any son/daughter could ask for.
My mom is the best to have and to be around.
My one true best friend in the world is you.
Author notes
This is for me and TheDemiprists mom please tell me what you think and I hope she likes it.
Just please comment this peice my mom is the best.
Made by Amber Kestner

What The HellMama mama can't you see, what the Corps has done for me. Mama mama can't you see, oh what the Corps has dont for me.
Shaved my head and shaved my face. Made me part of the human race. Shaved my head and shaved my face, made me part of the human race.
If I die in a combat zone box me up and ship me home. Pin my medals upon my chest...tell my mom I done my best.
Momma momma dont you cry...the Marine Corps way is to live and die.

Going To See Bucky Again :)Yippeee! I will be seeing Bucky again on September 2, 2007 at the House of Blues. I have also submitted my request through the fan club for my meet and greet pass, so I should find out soon if I will be getting a pass to meet him before the show starts. Ofcourse anyone who knows me, knows I'll meet him again whether or not I get a pass. lol, I take my stalking seriously you know. I also just found out HOB does not allow photography so that sucks. I'll just have to find a smaller camera that takes good pics without a flash, lol and use my good one backstage at the meet and greet.

Guts & BallsWe've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them?
In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below...
GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying off somewhere?"
BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of > perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions.
Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.

HmmmmI have been in a strange mood for the past few days. I am not 100% sure why to be honest, but just feeling generally low. I started this month quite up beat, but that seems to have lulled right now. Everything just seems so depressing. I find that I am wanting to spend more time alone, and am talking to myself (if one person says it's the firs sign of madness!....grrr) I am feeling the need to hide myself away, so for those of you that are bothered, I wont be on for a few days. I just need to get my head together. I have never been one for opening up on here, and am normally quite a private person, but for some reason I had the urge to blog. Feeling a bit useless right now.

Slow ConnectionHello My Sweet Friends. Well Im Here With My Dad Now Staying Nice And Cool Thank God For Central Air. Im Letting You Know That I Cant Send Comments Due To Very Low Connectivity, Im On A Wireless Lap Top. But I Should Be Getting My Sprint Card Any Day. So Then I Can Send Comments Out.I Miss You All And Cant Wait Till This Card Comes. I Hope You Have A Great Day. Stay Cool, Going To Be A Hot One Here Today Again! Hugs And Bites To My Friends. Muah.

My Myspace Pagehttp://myspace.com/tcbengal
If you have a myspace page, be my freind there too!

If A Kiss Was A RaindropIf a kiss was a raindrop,Id send you showers.
If hugs were a second , Id send you hours .
If smiles were water, I`d send you the sea ,
If Friendship was a person I send you me .

I Want To Say How Proud I Am Of YouI want to say how proud I am of you
That you have broken free of your addiction.
It's something I don't know that I could do
Were I so sorely tried by your affliction.
My years of growing up were on my own,
As you were in the belly of your beast,
The two of us indifferent and alone,
Most in need of love while loving least.
How sad! That you and I have lost those years:
I, of childhood, and you, of your only child.
But now's the time for joy and not for tears,
For you are well, and we are reconciled.
Whatever life may bring or time may prove,
Know that you will always have my love.
done by christine

If Youif you met a women who had 7 children and had a couple of mental illnesses would you still date her or would you shy away lol

A Little Cowboy Humor To Start The DayA cowboy rode into town and stopped at a saloon for a drink. Unfortunately, the locals had a habit of picking on strangers. When he finished his drink, he found his horse had been stolen. He went back into the bar and with a quick move of his hands, he flipped his guns into the air, caught them above his head without even looking and fired at the ceiling.
"Which one of you sidewinders stole my hoss!?" he yelled. No one answered.
"Alright, I'm gonna have anotha beer, and if my hoss ain't back outside by the time I finnish, I'm gonna do what I dun in Texas! And I don't like to have to do what I dun in Texas!"
Some of the locals shifted restlessly. He had another beer, walked outside, and his horse was back! As he swung up into the saddle and started to ride out of town, the bartender ran out of the saloon and asked, "Say partner, before you go... what happened in Texas?" The cowboy turned back and said, "I walked home."
To All The Cherry Tappers !
A Question Anyone Know Why

Bitches...YA KNOW WHAT I HAVENT RANTED IN AWHILE BUT SOME ONE HAS REALLY PISSED ME OFF THIS MORNING AND THIS IS A WORD TO ANY OF THE CT DRAMA QUEENS IF ANY OF YOU ARE INVOLVED WITH FIREMAN185 STAY THEY FUCK OFF MY PAGE YOU BITCHES CAN HAVE HIM I DON'T WANT HIM IF NO ONE HAS NOTICED HES A THING OF MY FUCKING PAST HES BEEN ERASED FROM ANYTHING I HAVE ON CT AS FOR THE ONE WHO HAS A CRUSH ON HIM IVE EMAILED YOU NICELY TO STAY OFF MY PAGE YOU WOULD BE WISE TO DO SO! NOW LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! AND IF HE SENDS YOU TO MY PAGE OR ANOTHER WOMANS PAGE TO START SHIT KNOW THE FACTS GET THEM STRAIGHT BEFORE YOU START SHIT YOU HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT NOT ONLY THAT WOULD'NT BELIEVE ANYTHING THAT HE TELLS YOU MOST LIKELY IT'S NOT THE ENTIRE TRUTH TAKE WANNA KNOW MORE TALK TO ME OR BEAUTIFUL SUBMISSIVE SLAVE IN MY LIST WE'D BE HAPPY TO ENLIGHTEN YOU.
HAVE A BEAUTIFL DAY:)

Together At LastTogether At Last
A million times this moment consumed my mind
Our hearts filled with a love so divine
Together at last
Meeting together in the gaze of our eyes
Our minds take flight through the skies
Together at last
Caressing so gently the hands of love
More beautiful than the flight of the dove
Together at last
Bodies entangled in ecstasy so sweet
Racing hearts of love do loudly beat
Together at last
Two separate souls crashing into one
Our bond of love never to be undone
Together at last

How Many Women Does It Take To Screw Ina Light Bulb?My wife asked me once, "how many women does it take to screw in a light bulb when that woman has menopause?" I looked at her and said, "Honey, darling and the love of my life, I don't know how many." She then turned at me and then said, "the lite blub over the stove, IS OUT!!" That is how many I knew it took.
Just one.

Im Doing GreatWell i have been busy working taking care of kids and such Its been nice doing that and aso being able to get a tan lol It seems so strange to be able to go to a gas station with out having to wear shoes but i did it last night i was thinking to myself wow i dont have to wear shose yay I love taking the kids to the beach on my days off and sometimes i take them at night to they love it the kids im talking about are my neice and nephew they are 14 and and almost 16 years old they are very spoilt especially by my cooking Im not going to say i dont miss my husband cause that would be a lie and i do think of him often I have guys ask me out all the time and i have yet to say yes though my husband swears im living with some guy thats a joke well anyways im going to wrap this up it will be awhile before im on the computer again cause where i live i dont get wireless so i have no internet but send me messages and ill check them eventually laters

Hip-to-hip HulaHip-to-Hip Hula
# Erotic instructions: Have your guy lie flat on his back, his legs extended and spread a bit. Facing him, position your body on top of his, your pelvises aligned and your legs extended outside of his. Once he's inside you, lean forward and put your body weight on your palms. Your guy holds your hips or butt, helping to support you and control your motions.
# Pleasure payoff for you: With the close alignment of your pelvic areas, your clitoris is in perfect position to rub against his pubic bone, producing superhot stimulation. Plus, because your torso presses against his, you won't feel quite so exposed.
# Pleasure payoff for him: By grabbing your hips and butt, he can pull you close to get really deep. And he'll feel every inch of you while getting a primo view of your pair.

Ouch!!!The Photo on the Night Stand
After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another Man on
her nightstand by the bed.
He begins to worry.. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No,
silly," she replies, snuggling up to him.
"Your boyfriend, then?" he continues.
"No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear.
"Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured.
"No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers.
"Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands.
"That's me before the surgery."

The Cardigans-lovefoolDear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought just stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do!
So I cry, and I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you
Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could have done in another way
to make you stay
Reason will not pledge a solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
as long as you don't go
So I cry, I pray and I beg
Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
prete

Happy Daddy's DayHappy Fathers Day to everyone on my friend, family and fan list. Hope it is a great one for you all!

MomJust got back from Philly, mom is doing okay. Three small strokes, she has to walk with a cane and her speach is a little slurred aside from that she seems okay.....

Who WillLOOK WHO WILL BE A FAN TO ME I'M LOOKING FOR SOME NEW FAN THAT WANT TO BE MY FAN I'LL DO THE SAME TO YOU IF I AM NOT ALREADY SO IF YOU WILL FAN ME I'LL BE SITTING HERE WAITING TO SEE WHO WILL BE THE FIRST TO DO SO BY THE WAY I'M NOT ONE OF THE CRAZY ONES OUT THERE I'M THE NICE ONE SO COME ON AND FAN ME
THANKS AND MUCH LUV,
TEDDYBEAR.

Fake Account--ladies Check It Out--be Cautious!ThomasAnde...: good, block away loser
->ThomasAnde...: ok have a good one, I have already removed u from my friends list, so now I will juss block you---no big loss here! lol
ThomasAnde...: Well the fact that you are questioning it, to be honest, has already irritated me. Ask some of the people here who have met me in person. But you are married anyways, and I am looking for someone interesting...so never mind. Bye.
->ThomasAnde...: i c---add more ;) then there will be no reason to question ya huh?
ThomasAnde...: Well, I am on other sites...if someone else is using it then they have lifted it from me
->ThomasAnde...: yea but ur pic is not real--- i have seen that one before.
ThomasAnde...: Well I am real you can pinch me if you want
ThomasAnde...: ah
->ThomasAnde...: I doubt it, i usually dont talk to people that only have 1 picture, and no salutes---to many fakes out there.
ThomasAnde...: I want an open minded wife like you
ThomasAnde...: YOu still are cute
Thoma

Redneck1. Have your ever said Hey ya'll watch this and ended up in the hospital?
2. Used a road sign to sight in your rifle?
3. Drank so much that you have woke up in the bed with a woman who weighs twice as much as
you do?
4. Ever threw up in your boot?
5. Woke up naked in your front or back yard?
6. You scratch yourself no matter when are where you are at?
7. When you fart you invite others to come share the aroma with you?
8. You have ever shared a spit can.
9. You got lost in the woods, chased up a tree by wild hogs, then have an owl fly into your head.
(Bodine your my hero)
10. Poured you sippin whiskey in your truck to give it enough gas to make it home.
11. Have ever shit on your overall straps.
12. Touched yourself in an impure manner while in your tree stand.
13. Accidentally shot a hole in your house while cleaning your gun.
14. Fell out of your tree stand and break both of your legs. (You D man HD)
15. Gave yoursel

Todays HoroscopeYou draw people to you just by being you. Is it your fault that you're practically irresistible? When you're ready to go, there's no stopping you. Now's your time to shine, so take glory in being in the spotlight.
that is so freakin right.. i cant help im irresistible !!!! :D

Your Grace And MercyMississippi Mass Choir - Your Grace And Mercy
Mississippi Mass Choir
Your Grace & Mercy
Chorus:
Your grace and mercy
brought me through
I'm living this moment
because of You
I want to thank You and praise You too
Your grace and mercy
brought me through
(repeat)
Verse 1:
Thank You for saving a sinner like me
to tell the world salvation is free
there were times when I just didn't do right
but You watched over me
all day and night
Chorus
Verse 2:
Justice demanded that I should die
but grace and mercy said oh no oh no oh no
we've allready paid the price
I once was blind but thank God I can see
it was because grace and mercy came along
and rescued me
Your grace and mercy
brought me through
I'm living this moment
because of You
I want to thank You and praise You too
Your grace and mercy
Your grace and mercy
Your grace and mercy
brought me through
i wanted to share this with you all whe

Our Friend, Grandmother, And Great GrandmotherZingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World
G.G., we know that you will watch over us in both good times and in bad. We know that you'll be Lyndsey's Guardian Angel as she grows up. Your stories and laughter will always be missed. We thank you for all that you've done! We love you!
Love,
Lon, Holly & Lyndsey

White BearOh....... great white bear
you are the strength
and the light in my soul
Your actions are loud
you roar is uncontrolled
your heart is strong...
a sight to behold
When you come I will not hide
I will face you... so that
I can see thru your eyes...
Consume me.... swallow me up
swallow me whole...
make me part of your soul...
When I walk alone .... it will be with strength
when I speak it will be from the heart of the bear
as I see thru your eyes... I will have no fear
You are my strength....
you are mighty...
you are the white bear...

How To Tell If Wife Is Makin Dirty MoviesHere are some foolproof ways to tell if your wife is making dirty movies behind your back:
Every couple of weeks she has to fly to California to care for a "sick aunt."
When in bed, she just lies there until you yell "Action!"
Just as you're about to make love, she asks, "What's my motivation?"
She keeps getting mail addressed to "Patty O'Plenty."
Whenever you go out, drooling men ask her for her autograph.
She looks suspiciously like the Hustler pin-up in your neighbor's garage.
She knows sexual positions that would put a circus contortionist in the hospital.
She wears a micro miniskirt and six-inch spike heels to go grocery shopping.
On your joint tax return she lists her occupation as "passion princess."

You Think You Know Me? Answer This In MailThen prove it... Copy and Paste the following into a private message and fill it out about me..
(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name:
(4 Points) Am i in love...if so with who:
(1 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) Where do I work:
(3 Point) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke:
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Point) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) Whats my phone service:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking righ

AloneSitting alone, about the to cry
The pretty girl sits and wonders why
Why did he leave? Where did he go?
She wanted his touch but she said no
The moment was right
The moon was high
She loved his kisses but not his hnds on her thigh
The more he kissed her, the more she fought
He's going to rape was her only thought.
When the awful act was complete
The perpetrator made himself look clean and neat
He never said a word as she cried
The pretty girl thought she had died
She went home by herself
She laid the ring upon the shelf
Her true love was no more
All we wanted to do was score
He told her things that were not true
Now the deed was done and they were through
No love had grown
She was scared and alone

Prepping... For Battle?So I just finished listening to my IAG CD and it's making me completely giddy. Friday, Ryan will learn the meaning of revenge. Myself and Ruby are going to toture him for the Jaeger shot from February... Be afraid Ryan, be very afraid... Oh no wait, you already are cause you told me!

Omg! Hippi!Okay, first of all, if you are a hippi hater may you be ashamed of yourself. Even though they are stoners, they kick ass. They always just want peace. But all the people who have their mind set, telling themselves Hippis are just stupid stoners, they need to rethink that. Have you ever actually talked to one? And if so, did you even listen to what they had to say? They have alot of good ideas. Such as environmental movements, and how we can keep the world and ourselves happy. And no, if you are a hippi you don't HAVE to be a vegetarian. Just most are. I mean I like meat and I could be a Hippi (a shmexy one at that lol) So just keep the peace. Today i actually got to talk to a guy that was a Hippi, but he was 15, so i thought, "Well this guy can't know much about Woodstock and all the movents that went on in the 70's throught the 90's because that's what we were discussing. And he actually suprised me. It seems he's done alot of research and he knew people that lived through those times

Fl Telephone PollTelephone Poll
The latest telephone poll taken by the Florida Governor's office, asked whether people who live in Florida think illegal immigration is a serious problem?
29% of respondents answered: "Yes, it is a serious problem."
71% of respondents answered: "No es una problema seriosa."

Must Hear & Seelove this song...i hear it often on the radio and such and it always touches me...but to see it attached to this video, well it made me cry like a big baby as i miss and worry about family and friends who are over there fighting this mean battle...the person i miss the most tho is my nephew who is like my son...i look at the pics of him that i have in different ages and stages of life and i ache inside...im mega proud of him and yet i miss him as i would my own child...come home safe and soon my son...love always...your most favorite and bestest aunt ever
This soldier video is new and different. It is moving and heartwarming. Enjoy and pass it on! The singer needs a recording contract when he comes home! American Idol should contact him and he shouldn't have to wait in line.
http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm

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Are you single right now?
And are you tired of meeting too many of
the WRONG MEN who end up wasting your time?
Do you find yourself wondering why it's so
hard just to meet a NORMAL GUY?
Or where in the world you might actually
be able to meet a GREAT GUY?
If you're not totally thrilled with your
love life and the men you're meeting... then
it's about time you did something to change
your luck.
What I'm about to share with you could
change your luck in love almost instantly

This Is The Week That Was 06/17/07This Is The Week That Was for 06/17/07
“FORE! No, more like 20.”
A golfer, in Reno, Nevada, shot his ball into the rough last week; I mean really rough. The area, beyond the course, was nothing but dirt and dry grass. So, in an effort to play his way back to the green, the duffer addressed the ball and made his best swing… struck something other than the ball, created a spark and started a fire in the dry grass that burned 20 acres of brush and tinder-dry grass before 50 firefighters could bring the blaze under control while other fire engines protected nearby homes.
“Well, that’s par for the course I suppose.”
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Colorado’s Undie Squad?
Must be something about ladies undies in Colorado that drive men over the top.
Recently a Denver man was charged with seven counts of second-degree burglary in three separate cases. Carlos Vigil, known as the “panty burglar”, would enter

Revolutionary War HeroesRevolutionary War Heroes
You’re probably familiar with a lot of the stories and the heroes of the American Revolution. Names like Franklin, Washington, Jefferson, Hancock, Adams and so many more. But there are many more heroes you never heard about and their acts of bravery that changed the course of history.
While school kids learn of Paul Revere’s ride, few hear about the brave teenager, who at only 16 years old rode 40 miles on a moonless night in 1777, to call the troops to arms after the British attacked a supply depot in Danbury, Connecticut.
And nobody ever hears about a very young and brave teenager by the name of Champion, who galloped for two solid days through enemy lines to carry intelligence information to General Washington, or 14-year-old E. Geiger who rode 100 miles through the treacherous snake infested South Carolina swamps to deliver orders to General Thomas Sumter, 14 times!
Or the teenager who crossed the Appomattox River, alone and at night, to warn

StrugglesStruggle
Struggle to live, struggle to survive, as people we struggle for many reasons, stress, bills, jobs, what ever it may be.
We as adults struggle because we are opted to, we don’t have to have that second car, but we struggle to pay for it, we don’t have to have that new house, but we struggle to make it a home. What about our children, their struggles come from the very foundation we lay down for them. They struggle with identity, school, peers, all the stuff that makes a child, however, children also struggle with things you don’t see, such as when they ride their bikes and pass the pile of garbage on the road, they struggle with the question why are we as adults letting it stay there for the world to see, why don’t we clean it up, are we teaching our children that in todays society it is ok to live like pigs? The many houses on the block that are in such bad shape, they should be torn down but we leave them there for the world to cherish, are we teaching our children its

Someone Or Something Has Taken Over My LaptopFOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND ME ON THEIR LIST I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THE SPAM, SOMEONE OR SOMETHING HAS TAKEN OVER MY LAPTOP AND KEEPS SENDING OUT ALL THESE MASS SPAMS DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK IT WILL FUCK UP YOUR PC, I GOT IT FROM SOMEONE ON MY LIST VENEMOUSBOWLER AND THAT IS WHAT STARTED IT ALL I AM SO SORRY MY FRIENDS "WHO UNDERSTAND" AND TO THOSE THAT DONT ARE PISSED AT ME TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST CAUSE I WOULD NEVER DO THAT ON PURPOSE AND YOU ALL KNOW IT, I DONT DO THAT SHIT. SO AGAIN MY "FRIENDS" IM SORRY AND I AM WORKING ON FIXING THE PROBLEM. THANK YOU
SHY

Dom/domme ContractsD/S LIFESTYLE
Contract "A" For Male Dom
D/s Contract
I, ________________________, with a free mind and an open heart; do request of
_______________________ that He accept the submission of my will unto His and to take me into His care and guidance, that W/we may grow together in love, trust and mutual respect. The satisfaction of His wants, desires, and whims are consistent with my desire as a submissive to be found pleasing to Him. To that end, I offer Him use of my time, talents, and abilities. Further, I ask, in sincere humility, that, as my Master, He accept the keeping of my body for the fulfillment and enhancement of O/our sexual, spiritual, emotional, and intellectual needs. To achieve this, He may have unfettered use of my body any time, any place, in front of anyone; to keep or to give away, as He will determine.
I ask that He guide me in any sexual, sensual, or scene-related behavior, both together with, and separate from Him, in such a way as to further my growth as

WhyWhy have I become so restless?
Why does it never seem enough?
Why do people say they want people to talk and yet never say anything?
Talking is a two way street!!!
Why do I feel unexplained rage
Shrugs...... Guess its just life

Dear God.I have the never ending Dollar Tree orders. I've got two more packs to enter and this driving me nuts. 75 orders is a little fucking excessive.
goes back to work
***END RANT***

Ozzfest 2007I would like to say THANK YOU to all who were involved in the OZZFEST/FREEFEST ticket giveaway this year.
THANK YOU Ozzy, and Sharon, for the free show, and giving back to your fans!!
Rock on!

Pork Goulash3 pounds boneless pork
1 tablespoon olive oil
2 slices bacon, plus drippings
4 large onions, thinly sliced
2 cloves garlic, minced
2 tablespoons Hungarian sweet paprika
2 tablespoons wine or cider vinegar
1 tablespoon caraway seed
2 cups beef or pork broth
1-2 tablespoons Wondra flour
1/2 cup sour cream
This traditional Hungarian dish can now be made in slow cookers. If you don't have one of the ones with a removable liner for browning, start it off in a heavy skillet and transfer it to a Crock-Pot, or just make it the old-fashioned way in a heavy cast iron Dutch oven. Great for camp fire cooking!
Cut pork into 2 inch cubes, removing all traces of fat. Heat bacon in a heavy dutch oven until crunchy, then crumble. In same skillet, saute onions and cook, stirring constantly for 3-4 minutes of until soft and golden. Add garlic and paprika; cook, stirring for 2 more minutes (do not let garlic brown).
Add vinegar, pork, salt and caraway seed, stirring well. Add enough bro

What To Do?From what I know blog’s are a personal diary.
So I will try and get it out of my system
I moved here from NYC, trying to forget some one whom I love very deeply.
Though we broke up he still cares for me and wants me in so many ways.
We still saw & see each other as if nothing changed. when we broke up
He had seemed to be in love, as if he panicked that he let me get so close to him.
Maybe he was afraid of commitment. Maybe he was scared since all he knew was getting hurt, used, and disappointed. I don’t know what his deal was that day but, in a way he broke up with me, said some rotten things, and then as if nothing had happened we were back together but with out the commitment, I didn’t mind I love him and just wanted to be with him, I wanted to see him happy. I just wanted him. As the weeks and months went by, I was so happy but so very upset in a way. There was the fear rising what if I’m not the only one. Though he told me I was and he wasn’t looking, he was content with

Is It Destiny Or Is It Us?Do you believe in destiny or do you believe that we make our own path in life?
This is an age old question I know…however I have been thinking on this matter and I would love to hear others opinions.
Now me personally I am not sure
I honestly like to believe it is a bit of both.
We are giving opportunities and hurdles In life.
However I also believe that it is us who choose to take those opportunities and climb those hurdles
So like I said I am not sure ….but I would love to hear your opinions.

Hey :)im just goin around (tryin to anyways) to as many profiles as i can before bed tonight..to make sure i've rated/fanned them..and if i've done that i'm leaving a nice lil message :)
i will be away tomorrow afternoon and probably most of Friday as well.

Dream (poem)Dream
For I dream of a thousand things
As I dream of you as my number one
As many of them will bring joys to all
Who we will forever know in our life
As greater days promise us many of things
As we will have our good days and our bad days
But we will stand strong and proud taking on the problems on face to face
As these will forever make us all the more stronger
Date wrote 20-06-07
By Aj Rich

I Am BackToday my page got deleted and it's no big deal right? Then where the heck is all my Cherry Peep's at LOL. I have to admit that I did alot of OHHH I am almost a 10 woohoo 6000 to go alright whatever LOL I am a chill cherry and very happy lol I do miss my friends who I don't have anyway of finding. Would I have been a better friend UH HUH I would have gotten there e-mail's or wrote down there screen names lol I suck Duuuuu Tara lol. I love the CT... but points aren't everything addictive YES lol anyhoo.....
I'M BACKKKK!!!!!

Horoscopes?You're a completely capable and self-sufficient person, but even strong-and-silent types like you need somebody to lean on every now and again. Being vulnerable and able to show it is a kind of strength, too.
GO SCORPIOS!!!

The HaircutHaircut
A guy stuck his head into a barber shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop full of customers and said, "About two hours."
The guy left.
A few days later the same guy stuck his head in the door and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?"
The barber looked around at the shop and said," About three hours."
The guy left.
A week later the same guy stuck his head in the shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?"
The barber looked around the shop and said, "About an hour and a half."
The guy left.
The barber turned to a friend and said, "Hey, Bill, do me a favor. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then he doesn't ever come back."
A little while later Bill returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So where does that guy go when he leaves?"
Bill looked up, tears in his eyes from laughter and said, "Your house

Wishful ThinkingI think the life cycle is all backwards. You should start out dead, get it out of the way. You wake up in an old age home, feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy, go collect your pension, then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, then, you spend your last 9 months floating peacefully with luxuries like central heating, spa, room service on tap, larger quarters everyday, and then you finish off as an orgasm.

Baggae**this poem is based around a stray animal that found a new home... i did change a couple of the words. I did realize that this entry relates as much to us humans as it does to strays... if not more! I love this poem & I will admit it relates to my life at this moment!**
Now that I'm home, bathed, settled and fed, all nicely tucked into my warm new bed. I would like to open my baggage lest I forget, There is so much to carry - So much to regret.
Hmm... Yes there it is, right on the top - Let's unpack Loneliness, Heartache and Loss, And there by my clothes hides Fear & Shame.
As I look on these things, I tried so hard to leave - I still have to unpack my baggage called Pain. I loved them, the others, the ones who left me, But I wasn't good enough - for they didn't want me, But I wasn't good enough - for they didn't want me. Will you add to my baggage? Will you help me unpack? Or will you just look at my things & take me right back?
Do you have the time to help me unpack?

Oh My...you Know Who You AreJust tell me if i'm wrong or not.
What's up with these bitches who really look bad and are way passed being overweight and only show their face on Cherry tap talking about "i'm sexy"
C'mon give me a brake. If a man tell you about yourself and another woman call you name..Don't come back with this dumb ass line "love me hate me i'm still beautiful" that's some weak ass shit.
No. The fact is your fat ass need to loos some weight then call urself beautioful. I'm so tired of these Ugly Fat bitches thinking they all that cause some dumbass man wana make them feel good about themselves and they believe that crap.
Keep it real damn it And trust me. You need more then showing ur face on cherry tap to call youself sexy. And not some picture of you that you took like 15 years ago.
I'm just wriying this blog cause too many ugly fucks on Chery tap are thinking they the ish.
I don't brag about myself cause i know i ain't the shit but that makes me wayyyyyyyy better then any trash who think

Online Dom/domme Sub RelationshipsI have given the idea of online Dom/Domme sub relationships a great deal of thought. I have heard all the pros and cons, and have come up with some guidelines that might help anyone considering an online relationship.
1. Online IS Real Life: When two people who are thinking breathing humans with feelings, and needs and wants come together it is real life. To share yourself with another person no matter the medium is real life. An online Dom/Domme sub relationship does not end when the PC is turned off. I consider the telephone real life, the person on the other end is sharing information with me, so real life. To not think of online relationships as real life is a dangerous game to play. People become attached and involved online with others, again, that is real life. So this is my question, when you turn off the computer and go off to do other things, do you never think about conversations or people you have met online?
2. Time: A Dom/Domme sub relationship online requires a g

By Master's CommandShe was sitting in His lap, He was still in His jeans, but He had gotten comfortable before She came into the room, His belt was undone, as was the button and the zipper over His beautiful man flesh. Both were reading their respective mail, but She was reading something else too. It appeared that there was some activity in His lap. She giggled quietly looking up from the letter in her hand and asked if there was something He wanted to discuss with her. Yep, Yep He whispered, the beginnings of a hard-on started peeking out of his fly. She smiles and adjusts herself for His comfort. Something appeared interested in her movements and had come out to investigate. She giggles, feeling the tapping between her legs, and hearing a soft hmmmmmmmm pass His slightly parted lips. Something's come up my pet...
She leans back, resting her head on His shoulder and wraps both arms around to the back of the chair, raising her heavy breasts higher and whispering I’m innocent, with a little giggle.
Be

My Mindas i sit here alone in the dark and cry
if i call your name will you hear that im dying
the words that i thought were so true and dear
tainted with.words of only pain in the nite
your kisses i miss your sweet words will
ease my pain,as i slip into my own world and cry
i wonder if you miss me or will i just die.
for everything i,ve ever done wrong
i wish i could take it all back,and
figure out how i did you wrong.the love that
i thought was strong does not appear, your touch
i just wanted to feel,sit here and a thought crosses my mind
what will become of me if i die.will you miss me, or will you cry
or maybe im just wishes that i would die.the pain pierces my mind
that a sharp knife that keeps jabbing at my skin.i must leave but i promise
to try.to come back and visit you from time to time
copyrighted by catherine levasseur
june 22nd 2007

Sexual Iq?OMG, I got 157. Don't know what to think.
The test must be "fixed" like wrestling.
You have a sexual IQ of 157
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Im Backhello wonderful friends and family. im back yay. my computer crashed so we had 2 get a new 1. i wont b on as much but i will b on every now and then. im so glad 2 b back hugs and kisses xoxo i missed yall.

Let Me Dance 4 U PeepI can feel your eyes on me as I cross the room. Smiling softly to myself, adding extra wave to my hips. The beating in my heart drowns out the seduction of the music. I stand before you and slowly start my dance. My sheer dress swirling around my smooth pale thighs. I don't know who you are, I'm just here to dance. I don't even know your name, just that I'm here for you.
My body moves to the rhythm, I close my eyes... Mmmm, I can feel the heat radiating from your body, I'm so close to you. I twist and twirl, my hips moving sensually. Your eyes burn my skin as they trace my every curve. Opening my eyes I get lost in yours, and my breath catches in my throat as I feel fingertips touch my stomach. Then strong hands grasp my hips as you pull me to you. I look down into your eyes, they are filled with hungry lust. You lift the hem of my dress revealing the triangle of my white silk panties. I lick my lips and whisper, "Let me dance for you." You nod, move forward and place a light kiss u

Heading OutI'll be offline for a week or so... going on vacation. Heading to OBX for the um-teenth time. Love it down there.
So keep my site company while I'm gone. And do me a favour and water the plants and feed the fish for me.

Classes Available:Check out www.crafterdivainc.com
I teach craft classes by email
To have a class just e-mail: crafterdiva@yahoo.com
or crafterdiva@gmail.com and i will send you details.
I teach childrens craft classes and adult craft classes.

All I Have To Offer...I've nothing else to offer,
so it's love to you I'll send.
It's nothing that I borrowed,
and it's nothing that I'd lend.
It has no dollar value
and can't be over used.
It isn't fragile so it will not break,
but often it's abused.
I've given it to others,
but each time it's unique.
Its meaning is always different,
depending on what you seek.
It's something you can store away
to feel when you're in need;
but never is it on display,
it's beauty can't be seen.
I'm giving it to you,
no "strings attached",
no "costly warranty".
Because this love that I am sending
has a lifetime guarantee!!
Sent to me by a very good friend.
check out her profile and rate, fan add her!
http://cherrytap.com/californiagirl

Yeah A Lot Going On...I am so swamped with school two people never showed for the group project and tonight one of the other team members send me an email say she won't be able to participate due to computer problems. It is 5:15 am and I have been up all night working on the project trying to fill in the gaps that the others left. I babysat for a friend tonight who has three kids. So all together I had 7 little turkeys running around Pheww! Talk about nerve racking when you are trying to work on a paper. I restarted my novel today. God I started it over a year ago and got side tracked with everything else that was going on. But I just keep adding things to my plate. Not like I think that I have enough going on. But a girl can never be too busy I guess cause I have been truning on my messenger to try to keep in touch with my friends. Those of you who don't have it and who I haven't been keeping in touch with I am really sorry. Money is tight right now so I am trying to keep my distance from everyone as to no

Can You Help Me For A Moment PleaseI am a contest for the sexiest soldier... please stop by and vote for me please, i would really appreciate it... also, to vote, you have to add, fan, and rate the contest host... thanks a ton

About Men..If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends".
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently. Alway

For Girls... Funny!!!!1. What do you call a man with half a brain ?
Gifted
2. Why did God create man?
Because vibrators can't mow the lawn
3. What does a man consider a seven-course meal?
A hot dog and a six pack of beer
4. Whats a mans view of safe sex?
A padded headboard
5. What did God say after creating man?
"I can do better"

Male Strippers? LolOK I HAVE JUST ONE LITTLE THING THAT I WAS WONDERING ABOUT ON HERE..HAS ANY OF THE WOMEN ON HERE EVER THOUGHT THAT ITS NOT VERY FAIR THAT ALL WE EVER HERE ABOUT IS WOMEN STRIPPERS WHATS SO WRONG WITH HAVING MALE STRIPPERS? I FOR ONE WOULD LOVE TO SEE MALE STRIPPERS...LOL..I MEAN I THINK IT WOULD BE ONLY FAIR...DON'T YOU?
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Lookin' For New Friends!Hey you all out there! I'm still new to all of this on Cherry Tap, even tho' I have met some wonderful ppl already on here, I'm still lookin' for more new friends! So why don't ya just stop on by and check me out! I'm not that bad of a person! Hope to meet some more new wonderful ppl on here!
Take care!

Crying In The DarkCrying in the dark
~Tony Martinez
Expectations are so high
I guess it's a double edged sward
You want people to know they can depend on you
That you're there no matter what
At the same time
Setting the bar so high
It's taken for granted
On the outside putting a smile on each day
On the inside the pain is so great
Crushing overwhelming pressure
Yet I keep going keep pressing on
Gritting my teeth smiling giving more than I should
Oh how shocked you would be
If you could see me
Crying in the dark
Screaming at the top of my lungs
But when I come out of the shadows
Cuz I hear you calling for me
All you see
Is smiling Tony
Crying in the dark
Away from everything and everyone
Wont you help me
Or is a little effort
Maybe a little pain
Maybe a little difficulty
Too much to ask
It's ok
Just leave me
Crying in the dark
When you need me
I'll be smiling Tony

Getting RegularSo I was sitting in the sexual dysfuntion office at the gentlemans clinic of Santa barbara, and there was this guy there in the waiting room. I was there all of two minutes when he jumped up and ran to the restroom he was in there for a minute and came out sweating and smiling.
I was there another two minutes and blammo up he jumps runs to the restroom and a minute later comes out sweaty and smiling.
Unbelievable but true, and yet two minutes later he did the same damned thing again. I was incredulous by this time. He did it one more time and came out and collapsed on the floor.
"Dude are you OK?!?!" I asked.
"Oh, umm, uh, yeah.", he said a bit confused. "I have this problem, whenever I take a crap I have an orgasm."
"Christ, man, what do you take for it?"
"Fiber." And he smiled, and then passed out.

Need Some HelpHEY GUYS I ONLY HAVE 1,000 TIL I CAN LEVEL UP COME AND HELP ME OUT PLEASE.. WILL RETURN THE LOVE

Guys->crazydude: i realy could have done with out that info dear
crazydude: i masturbate to ur pics all the time i love them u r soooo sexy

Wow This Is Weird..ok heres my horoscope for today...
You thought you could change someone by being patient and kind. The truth is, you changed yourself -- and now you see that lingering with this situation is really a waste of your time. Good for you -- now move on.
weird how sometimes they sound so off and other times they are right on track with whats goin on with life. ive been having a bit of trouble with some feelings that i had with someone and ive waited and torn myself up about it for way to long...MOVIN ON.....

Level Up Name ContestDo not comment on my blog with ideas send private message please...Im posting bulletin would appreciate any repost:)
I need some ideas. Any of you that has been a friend of mine for any amount of time has surely seen many level up bulletins or blogs. I have had many tell me to start a level up group. So I took it to some friends that normally help and there is 18 that have said they want to help. There is never any commitment you see a bulletin that someone needs help and you go show love.Well I'm getting closer to God Father level. So then I can fully commit to helping others get there. Here's where I need all of your help. I need some Ideas for a Team name. So i'm going to make this a contest. Those that offer ideas through private message to me I'm going to have a rates contest. The highest rates will win a Yacht.
BooBoo...Thanks for all the Love.@ CherryTAP

Bomb Helpif you ask me to bomb all i ask is that the person i am helping would rate my stash please thank you
seejaykaygee

KissThe sweet savor of the long awaited kiss
Hands cradling faces as the snow falls softly
An impossible dream made reality
Forged passionately by two willing hearts
Would that the night should not turn to day
That this feeling, right now, could go on and on
So warm in the afterglow of something so precious
How to hold it... cradle it lovingly... and keep it...

Baked Potatoes Supreme2 large Idaho potatoes, baked
1 egg, hard cooked, peeled, and grated coarsely
4 cups broccoli, chopped (optional)
1/2 cup grated mozzarella cheese (reserve a few spoonfuls for topping)
4 strips bacon, sautéed and crumbled or chopped
4 teaspoons butter (2 for each potato)
1/4 cup sour cream
1/3 teaspoon each salt and pepper
Wash and cut up broccoli (optional), set aside.
Scrub potatoes, then rub with a small amount of vegetable, peanut or olive oil. Cook in microwave until fork tender, about 10 minutes, depending on size of potatoes and wattage of your oven.
While potatoes are cooking, steam or simmer broccoli until just tender but still crisp. When broccoli becomes a bright green, drain, remove from heat and return to pan with cover briefly to finish cooking. If broccoli becomes an olive green, it's overcooked.
Cut an oval circle from top of potatoes and scoop out meat while still hot. In a small bowl, mash together with cheese, bacon, and sour cream and butter and c

For The Record...*i run out of creativity by the time i get to Cherrytap, so i'll be ganking these blogs from either my myspace or imvu... enjoy!*
Saturday, May 19, 2007
why is it so damn hard?
Current mood: confused
normality. i know it is a very relative term, but there is a limit to how crazy and outlandish you can be and still be considered normal. i have come across so many people lately that are so abnormal they are either posers or need to be commited. i mean SERIOUSLY, being weird in your teens and twenties may be fun, you may think it's cool and all that sort of bullshit, but eventually you gotta grow up and get real. being normal is not lame or boring, if you're normal with the right people and you don't have to give up your "lifestyle" just tone that shit down a little and know when to bust it out.
please, find normality!

A Bit Poeticdarkness upon me.
silence deafening and I try to close my eyes
sleep eludes me
your voice echoes in my head
sky growing light. dawn approaches
finally I drift into a haze.
your words still so fresh
my heart races and i dream
so real I feel you with me
the thought of your touch
the taste of your lips
Awakening the beast inside
the primal desire of flesh
bodies entwined together
bite my lip for wanting
reach to touch you
oh to feel your words inside me
and give in to my desire

Here I Go AgainOK, im gonna be a cry baby again.... This week I worked right at 70 hours. I came home last night and as usual nothing was done. I cooked for my husband, cleaned the house and helped my 13 year old son pack for church camp.. Finally around 1 am i got to go to bed... I woke up this morning at 6 am to take my son to camp. Came home and had to clean again, do laundry, cook breakfast after he woke up. I am so tired, Im at work again till 10 tonight and i know its all gonna be the same as soon as i get home... Not sure what to do anymore. Im the only one that works and I have 4 kids. I feel like giving up but I cant. One thing that makes me feel better is I know im gonna be the best female MMA fighter out there. That is my dream and damnit it will come true, with my husband or without him... right now I wish it was without him... again, im sorry u all have to hear me bitch and complain....

Going Away!To all my sweet and lovely friends, you know who you are! I'm going out of state tomorrow for a few days so I wont have CT access for a few days.. I should be back by the weekend though. We will see! I will miss chatting to you guys and girls! So if you don't see me.. thats why! Have lots of fun and leave me msgs and comments if you so desire ;)! I will check my yahoo IM via my mobile phone periodically.. so if you have my IM..you can say hi to me that way! Byee!!!

Dear Dogs And CatsDear Dogs and Cats,
The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are
mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food
does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest.
The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the
bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run.
I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not
think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats actually curl
up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched
out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothing but sarcasm.
For the last time, there is not a secret ex

Y Do People Drink And Drivei don't understand y some people chose 2 drank than get behind the wheel. most of the bars here n my town will pay 4 u a cab 2 get home yet people still drank and drive all the time. next time u think it would b a good idea think about this. u make that chose but what if doing so u hit a family and u kill them. beter yet what if someone hit ur family and killed them because they desided 2 drink and drive and all they could tell u is i'm sorry. i was put in a wheel chair because my friends decided 2 pull over and let the drunk guy drive. the really sad part is not that i'll never be able 2 teach my kids 2 swimm or play ball but that my drunk friend died. he never got 2 be married or have kids. all because he use 2 drank and drive so much his friend thought it would b ok. if u get a dwi and lose ur liseans consider ur self lucky because the next time u my not be or someone else may not be. could u live with ur self the rest of ur life knowing u killed someone or some ones little kid

Team 3 ContestTEAM 3 COME ON PULL TOGETHER COME AND AND HELP BOMB THE LINK IS RIGHT ABOVE. LETS GO TEAM 3!!!!!!

Just A Few Things I Can't Stand:Just a few things i can't stand:
Stupid people,liars,people who judge everyone else but when it comes to them they can do no wrong,people that don't give others a chance,people that tell someone something but mean something else,when someone acts like something they're not,broken promises/empty promises,mind games,people that think they are better than everyone else,attitude problems,people who always feel sorry for themselves,negative people,rude people,not opened minded,not willing to try new things,negative people that want everyone else to be down cause they are,users,losers,and anyone who has a stick up their ass!!
ANY QUESTIONS?? THX JENNA

WhateverNo One Believes In Love....lol
What is the point of anything?....LOL

The TruthI'm not perfect (I'm not perfect, no, no, no)
Yes I do wrong (Yes I do wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong)
I'm trying my best (Trying my best)
But It aint good enough (I ain't good enough) (Oh No!)
Shunned by the world (Shunned by the world, world, world, world)
If I don't succeed (If I dont succeed,cee-cee-ceed)
Cuz I aint good enough (I ain't good enough)
But he still loves me (Just ain't good enough, would y'all sing with me)

Hmmmmmm Where Do I Belong ?You Belong in 1995
With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!What Year Do You Belong In?

June 26, 2007Normally you're very generous, but right now you feel like holding yourself farther away from the madding crowd. Well, what of it? A regal type like you has the right to change your mind -- it's your prerogative.
EVERYTIHNG is my prerogative LMAO! I am not feeling as nice as I was even a week ago...tired of giving and no receiving. How many times can you help someone out and get screwed over? GRRRRRR

My Feelings On The Ct Salute Issue!!!well ok so i found this site afew months ago and when i first got on here all i could say was kool. but since gettin to a level 10 it has become a crappy ordeal. for one u cant make it past a 10 til u post a salute ....wuts a salute u ask? well u have to hold up a white piece of paper sayin ur ct numbers and ur ct name ....and with that in mind.....u should be able to show any pic of urself u want...even if it's not you....i can name about 100 poeple on ct who just are very secretive and dont want ct members to see wut they really look like and theirs no crime in it.....,so the way i see it its not right to tell someone that they wont make it past a certain level cuz their not real...thats like tellin me im not human ....like im a alien....NO SALUTE can prove who i really am only my CERTIFICATE!!!! so lets this be said i will stay a 10 for as long as i want cuz im not out to prove who i am to anyone but GOD HIMSELF!!!!!! PEACE OUT!!!!

You Ready For It ??OK Y'ALL I NEED 4 MORE PEEPS FOR MY CT FOOTBALL TEAM !!
PLEASE SEND REQUEST VIA CT MAIL AND I WILL TAKE FIRST 4 THAT GET AT ME ! **BOSSLADY**
THIS IS A CT FOOTBALL LEAGUE BASED ON RATES
GIRLS AND GUYS INCLUDED
HOW TO PLAY
THERE WILL BE SIX PLP TO A TEAM EACH ..EACH TEAM MEMBER MUST COLLECT RATES FOR THEMSELVES AND THEM THE TOTAL WILL BE ADDED FOR THAT TEAM THEM WITH MOST COMBINED RATES WILL WIN GAME!!
THE TEAMS
EACH TEAM WILL CONSIST OF SIX PLP (COACH, QB, RB,WR,LB,SS)
WHAT I NEED TO GET THIS STARTED
VICE PRESIDENT (2ND IN COMMAND OF THE LEAGUE)
COACHES(ALSO OWNER OF THERE TEAM ..IN CHARGE OF FORMING TEAM)
THERE WILL BE SEASON END REWARDS FOR THE FOLLOWING
COACH OF THE YEAR
QB OF THE YEAR
RB OF THE YEAR
WR OF THE YEAR
LB OF THE YEAR
SS OF THE YEAR
PLAYER OF THE YEAR
CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL MVP
CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL WINNER

DesireI want to welcome you into my soal, like a godLost and road weary To hear you calling this home I want to restrict the night tingale to but one garden and keep his free songs for me aloneI wanted you jailedin my breast as partof the flow of my blood,and in this heart and in the soalwe toghter allways be foreverand ever truley happy!

Thanks AllFor the CT mails, shouts etc. about me possibliy leaving CT. So much is going on in real life. I dunno anymore. I love it here at CT. But at the same time honestly its not fun for me like it used to be :(
Dunno right now if I am staying or not! Yes I have alot of friends :) Met some great people in person. You all know you are! But in all honestly is getting full of some game players, liars and so forth. I know, I know this is CT and the internet bound to be some bad apples as they say.
I guess I am just so confused right now!!!!!!!!
In closing if I do leave I would love to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if its possible!!!
I will keep everyone posted as to my decision on this matter!!!!!!!!
Hugs all around to all!
Army Mom

Naughty (sex) ApplicationTOTALLY Hypothetical! Just have fun! ;-)
***Best one will get a reply***
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position(s)?
4. Do you think I'm hot/pretty/sexy/attractive?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. Lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Threesome?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
21. Can I use you as a booty call?
22. Do you like foreplay?
23. What is foreplay to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Do you like anal pleasures?
26. Will you post this so I can fill it out f

The Morei need to get to the next level so i can down load more pictures :)wink lol you all are awsome muahhhh

What Would You Ask?oooook anyone who reads this ... we're ganna play a game.. if youve read this you're probably a little bit curious about me.
so.. in effort to get to know people better heres the deal..
I will answer one (& only one) question you throw at me in my inbox completely honestly.. But be warned you ask me something just because you think i might not answer.. think again.. and be prepared for the answer you get :) will be interesting to see the kinds of things people want to know ...
*smooches*
Lissa

How Journaling Can Help When You're Coping With AutismRelieving Stress, Building Hope
This article was written and made available to About.com by Dr. Robert Naseef, a family psychologist and editor of "Voices from the Spectrum."
“Support groups don’t seem to work for me. I do get something out of them when I’m there, but day in and day out, sometimes it feels like more than I can bear. Is there anything else that I can try?” This is a question I commonly hear from parents of children with autism or other special needs. Often we are told to take one day at a time, and that is a helpful concept when we are trying not to be overwhelmed about the future. But what can you do when one day is just too long and too hard? Try reaching for a pen and paper. Keeping a diary, or "journaling", can be an extremely effective tool for discovering our innermost thoughts and releasing tensions.
Setting aside 10-15 minutes to put your thoughts into words may just help to reduce your stress or get its physical symptoms under control.
Many people be

Mr.guywhy do guys use love to try and get what they want.been talking to someone for about a year and now he thinks he's falling for me MEH
why do guys have to go there????

What To Do...So what would you do if you were extremely unhappy with some one....

MistakeI must admit that I have often thought
of leaving it all behind and letting everything go
I was lost and alone, as I always am,
So many people around me,
Yet no one seems to care.
They say they understand and love me very much,
But just when I Trust to love, they forget and move on.
I held the knife so close
as tears, mixed with blood,
Began to fall slowly.
Like a foolish child I cried.
Knowing that I could end it all now
made my mind draw a blank.
I put the knife away and tried to wipe the blood,
that ran faster than I can describe.
I knew suicide wasn't the answer I was looking for.
I knew there was a reason for me being alone.
So many bad things happening at once -
They can make you forget
About the good qualities of life.
Even though life is hard,
and trouble an inevitable part of it.
If you decide to leave it all behind,
maybe you will,
but I can guarantee that others
....Your Mistake will haunt

Tale Of A Gothic PrincessPrincess Dominica looked so beautiful
All dressed in black
With white make-up and dark purple lips
She sat on the throne so full of majesty
The onlookers were dazzled by her beauty
And worshipped the ground she walked upon
The King was not well
And expected to die soon
And the Queen had died long ago
So the young princess would soon rule the Kingdom
Everyone was impressed with her intelligence and grace
She carried out her duties without question or complaint
And she would always greet new visitors with a smile
Once the audience was over she would return to her rooms
In the privacy of her own room she would cut her wrists
And let the blood pour into a bowl
She would force food down her throat until she could eat no more
Then she would go to the lady’s room and be violently sick
Underneath all her garments she was painfully thin
She felt so much pressure to be beautiful
She had many suitors but none that she loved
A stranger

Fade AwayRage and Hate
Running through my veins
I must release it all
A blade to my wrist,
I release my pain.
Screaming to God,
“Why do you hate me so?”
I smile as my blood flows from my veins
“YES,
I can be free”
As my blood flows
I let out tears of joy
Slowly my life is fading
Fading in to darkness
With my last breath I say
“No more rage, No more hate,
I’m finally set free.”

A Sexy Friend Wrote This For MeThey had been talking on yahoo for many months. They told each other everything about there lives up to this point and about what they did that day... and had had some really hot cyber sex.
One day they decided to meet each other for diner and a movie. They decided to meet at a local coffee shop in her hometown. She was sitting at one of the tables with a beautiful sundress and cute little sandles, he walked in wearing white jeans and silk black button shirt holding a single red rose. He walked over and sat beside her. He said, "Hi" and she as always blushed alittle and said, "Hi". He stood up and asked, "Shall we?" and she said, "Ok".
They had a wonderful time at dinner talking and flirting some. Then they went to see a movie. During the movie their hands began roaming and they were glad that they sat in the last row all alone. They began kissing and getting really hot for each other. When the movie ended he said he had a room waiting if she wanted to joim him, she

Prayer ... Kalebs UpdateWednesday, June 27, 2007
Prayer
So much news. Kaleb is still doing pretty well. He is sleeping and snoring away right now. He is proped up on a Boppy pillow, he seems to like this posistion much better than any. Where do I start?
They have stopped giving him the interthecal treatments as of Monday. They still have to have 3 negative cultures from the CSF before we are able to take off all of the isolation gear. But the infection is pretty much gone.I am looking forward to this day. His nurse today seems to think that we should be able to walk in his room with out all of the stuff on by tomorrow. YAY! They also clamped the drain coming out of his brain and started to constently moniter his Intercranial Pressure. This isn't going very well though... His pressure seems to shoot up to the mid 20's which is not good. This is an indication that he will probably have to have an permenate internal shunt put in that drains CSF into his stomach. The Nuerosurgeons have yet to

I Can Still Make CheyenneHer telephone rang 'bout a quarter to nine
She heard his voice on the other end of the line
She wondered what was wrong this time
She never knew what his calls might bring
With a cowboy like him, it could be anything
And she always expected the worst
In the back of her mind
He said, it's cold out here and I'm all alone
I didn't make the short go again and I'm coming home
I know I've been away too long
I never got a chance to write or call
And I know this rodeo has been hard on us all
But I'll be home soon
And honey is there somethin' wrong
She said, don't bother comin' home
By time you get here I'll be long gone
There's somebody new and he sure ain't no rodeo man
He said, I'm sorry it's come down to this
There's so much about you that I'm gonna miss
But it's alright baby
If I hurry I can still make Cheyenne
Gotta go now baby
If I hurry I can still make Cheyenne
He left that phone danglin' off the hook
Then slowly turned around and gave it one last look
Th

For Our Boys!!MISSLONGLEGGZZ WANTS YOU! TO COME SEE ME SHOWING MY SUPPORT AND SALUTE TO THE MILITARY. THIS IS THE SEXXY MILITARY SALUTE CONTEST AND I WOULD LOVE YOU TO HELP ME WIN A BLAST! 1 RATE = 10 POINTS SO RATES MEAN ALOT! 1 COMMENT = 1 POINT. PLEASE COME RATE MY PIC AND LEAVE A COMMENT.
(repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2007-06-27 18:12:26')

June 28th, 2007Have big plans you want to start on? Great idea! It might be a good time to get some expert advice about them, especially if you've already done some preliminary legwork. Share your thoughts and your dreams.

CtWhat is the deal?
I am having problems with the damn page,, locking up on me an when going to the HOME it says I'm freshmeat...lol... I dunno maybe another one of those wonderful glitches
( HA HA HA HA ).....

Mini IntroductionI'm Candi.
25.
Future fashion designer, current student and Nanny.
Anti-drama, but still a drama queen.
Sexy as hell.
I am the mother effin' princess!
Love me or try to hate me!

What The F&%kI cannot believe that I posted 3 new pics at 7pm
central time, Waited three hours, and not one single person has rated or commented on them.
I wont be spreading my LUV on just any cherries anymore.
I have a bunch of selfish girls on my friends list and I think its about time to start cleaning out the people that don't return the favor of at least a rate .........DAMN..........
Feeling totally UNLUVED :[
Mikey

LoveLove is much more than sentiment and even a feeling.
It's a commitment of one imperfect person to another.
It's a choice.
It's a byproduct of growth and maturity.
It is a gift from God.
It also needs to be learned.
We learn it from loving people who know us totally—warts and all—and still love us. And we learn it from others who model it...
And remember, we always need to do the loving thing — even when we don't feel loving.

Nana,...she Passed Awayif it wernt for the memories id still be crying,...i have come to realize that sometimes all you can hang on to are memories

Happy Pre Fourth !!!Hello Everyone .. I'm on my way out to get things together . as im leaving for vacation to the beach for a week .. and I cant wait .. I hope you all have a Wonderful time while im gone and hope everyone has a safe and happy fourth !!!!
Big Smooches to all Xoxoxoxoxox
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Supreme Source Of LightFriday, June 29, 2007
main source of light
god is supreme source of light either in the form of the sun, the moon, the fire, or the knowledge on the earth, must be a subject of realization in life especially for human, to carry on & achieve the motto's of life.
thanks
mahesh sharma

I Got The Shaft By YahooThanks to Yahoo and for some unknown reason I got the shaft and had my profile and half my model groups deleted. how fucking nice of them.
if I chatted with any of you or you were on my list or if you want to contact me directly, add the new one please.
rick_wood8@yahoo.com

The Man In The Glass..when you get what you want in your struggle of self
and the world makes you king for a day
just go to a mirror
and look at yourself
and see what that man has to say
for isnt your father or mother
or wife whose judgement upon you must pass
the one whos opinion counts most in your life
is the one staring back from the glass
yyou may fool the whole world
threw pathways of years and get
pats on the back as you pass
but your final reward
will be the heartache and tears
if you have cheated
the man in the glass....

FriendsITS AMAZING WHEN STRANGERS BECOME FRIENdS, BUT ITS SAD WHEN FRIENDS BECOME STRANGERS...
I NEVER WANT TO LOSE U AS A BUDDY..A H0mEY...A FRiENd...
SEND THIS TO ALL Y0 FRIENDS...INCLUDING ME
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~I MET U AS A STRANGA.
I TOOK U AS A FRIEND.
I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDZ!!.

Over YouThis is it,
I'm so sick of waiting,
i can't make you love me forever.
You just seem to keep hurting me,
because of you I'm always crying,
why can't you just let me be happy.
I trusted you with my secrets,
how stupid could i be?
I should have figured you'd betray me.
Sure were still friends,
but now i feel so hurt,
why is it,
that you keep doing this to me.
I guess what I'm saying,
is that I'm over you.
I'm over crying each night,
wishing i could be a better wife
didn't have the right personality.
I'm over all of that,
I'm fine just the way i am.
So yeah,
i guess this is me saying good-bye.
---------------------------------------------------------------------- I've cared to much and waited for too long. I'm done crying/ waiting for you

So She Is Asking More Questions.I know that children are smart,so I start this Blog as a reminder to myself just how smart they really are, Aria is my 3 year old daughter, she watches me on the computer, she is my pal, she is starting to ask tons of questions about Zachary some of these questions come from no where just off the top of her head, above this computer is a picture of her off to the right is Zachary, she points and says this morning " I love Zachary" and I wondered just how much she is " in tuned " with what is going on around her, I must say I don't talk about Zachary that often,when I am alone I cry and I miss him when all thoughts are away from other things in life, I think about how much I miss him and what was going on that day,how useless and helpless I felt, Aria is asking where he is and I am not always sure what to say,I tell her he is in heaven, and she asks why? and I tell her that God called him home, and she again says why? and I tell her it was his time, and she says oh, then pauses and asks

My Voice...My voice...
Primarily for Nikki in New Jersey who keeps thinking -- "I wonder what this studly guy sounds like...?"
Here I am...
and to all the other ladies in my World Wide Harem...
Enjoy!
http://www.winthelotto.net/my_voice.wav

Shrimp CapriIn this zesty recipe, quickly cooked, tender shrimp are coated in a delicious tomato sauce which has been flavored with olives, capers, garlic and hot peppers. Great as an appetizer for 6, or as an entree for 4.
:Serves 4I have been asked many times to share recipes for Shrimp Capri, or Chicken Capri, so I have added my version of this tasty dish. You can either use fresh tomato sauce, chopped tomatoes, or even halved cherry tomatoes in the sauce. In order to keep the shrimps tender, just be careful not to overcook them. The hot red pepper flakes are optional, but they are what gives this recipe it's unique flavor. Cook the sauce up until it is just thick enough to coat the shrimp. You don't want the shrimp swimming in sauce.
1 Pound Of Large Shrimp
2 Cloves Of Garlic, Minced
3 Tablespoons Olive Oil
Salt & Black Pepper
Dash Of Red Pepper Flakes (Optional)
1/2 Cup White Wine
2 Cups Chopped Tomatoes, Or Fresh Tomato Sauce
12 Black Olives, Pitted And Coarsely

Asas i said in my blogs before i will get to each of your pictures and rate them i have over 3000 people on my list and if you cant be pationt with me then tell me cause i would want anyone upset with me please try to be pationt with me thanks