Choices

You thought, I have studied and travelled, I have a good job, great kids and my life should be just great. But one day you wake up feeling trapped in your current choices. Where did all the fun go? I have found myself too often looking at couples that look happy and wondering why am I not. Call me selfish but I need to go back to that exciting, tense, wonderful moment when you kiss someone for the first time and you know you are wanted too, even if you know it cannot last. It is because it cannot last it is so amazing. It is because you share so much and at the same time you cannot have it for very long.

Writing this is feels very uncomfortable. After years of knowing things are not right, I have finally found myself in this website. What do I expect? I can't come to terms with the idea of enjoying someone else's company, I have been faithful for 10 years, ever since we met, despite many opportunities. Why like this? Because somehow I hope to find someone that can read this and make sense of it, without judging me for it.

Yes it's my first post. I so feel ready for some fun! I have just come back from a trip to Morocco and another one to Colombia (I travel plenty for work) and being away is so liberating, being back is so hard. Maybe the way ahead is to find someone in this website that wants to travel a bit with me, so my two parallel lives do not have to conflict too much. Anybody up for a trip to Nepal in September?

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