I have been at the pc for the past 4 nights in a row going without any normal nocturnal resting time...its official...i am: A CREATURE OF THE NIGHT...

I've been spending my nights bloghopping OR happily chatting on the msn messenger...lately its the peeps frm Uni that i've been chatting to regularly...i never knew how i could have struck up such close relationships with these people even though we're from very different backgrounds...i'm blessed...in many ways im glad that i didnt make it to NUS...i have memories here that'll take me to the grave...they are easily becoming the people that i feel like i've known since i was young...

The strangest thing is that when i entered IIUM, i felt like i knew these people from...like a past life...i know it sounds ridiculous but the faces seemed familiar...the conversations...the way i connected with them...it felt like second nature to me...

I think i'm finally settling in...im getting a hang of things...its a year since i've been in IIUM...i rate it as the best & worst year ever...the introductory chapter to this part of my life was met by so much hostility that i pretty much hated a lot of the things that were happening to me...this Ramadhan is a complete turnaround fromthe one i had last year...there were more tears last year compared to this year...

Ramadhan this year was marked by the examinations and also the forging of closer rships...i trly thank Allah S.W.T for this opportunity that i've always wanted...truly, it is HE that always listens to you in your hour of need...

I would like to re-assure my old friends that you are not forgotten but cherished even more because i realise that you are the friends that i have grown up with...you've seen me at my worst...at my best...and everything that was in between...you have moulded me into who i am today and i couldnt have done it without you...

I feel superb...no one's gonna get me down no more...no more crap...and i'll tell myself not to be so naive and gullible the next time okay???

Thursday, October 28, 2004

This fasting month has made me evolve into an owl...sleeping for the most part of the morning and only coming out of hibernation only in the afternn...

Spending my night in front of this pc chatting away till its time to sahur...life's good...but i'm sure it could be better...

My blog looks really tired...anyone wanna volunteer to come and make my blog look brand new again? I'm sick and tired of looking at this black blog...i want some colour...maroon perhaps...with the song maroon 5 playing in the backgrd khekhekehkeh....someone HELLLPPPPP!....

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Yes, Im finally @ HOME!

Yahoooo! I've finally come home to the wonderful pc and the endless surfing hours! The exams are finally OVER and im glad that im back home so that i can spend time with family and friends during this wonderful and meaninful month...Ramadhan Mubarak to all concerned and i hope that u make full use of this month to carry out ur acts of worship and good deeds...

I spent a lot of time contemplating on what kind of emotional state i've been in and i am sometimes still hovering in between...I have no idea whether im coming or going, whether i belong or not BUT one thing's for sure, I still feel like im missing out on something really big...

I've been writing this constantly in my written journal...i have this strange niggling feeling that something is amiss...but i have no idea what it is...SAD isnt it? Well i have a whole six weeks to think about it...ponder some more...

This fasting month really has taken off...i've been to the mosque for terawih almost every other night except fri, sat sunday and today...i think that's a pretty good record...hopefully i'll go with Linda tomorrow insyaAllah...not forgetting Azura too...iftar was phenomenal today...i don't think i've bonded faster with any grp of people then the ones i've bonded with currently...afterwards we headed to Geylang and hung out at S11 just like the gd ol' times at OTK in gombak...it was fantastic to be with one another again after being apart...for a few days khekhekheke...cant wait till the next round...

We're online with each other again even after we've jsut met earlier khekehkehe....dah giler sorang2...

You guys better vote him in next week!!! I voted for him thrice! Exercise Your Right To Vote People, dont go on wasting it on some "guys" who dont have any talent at all and cant sing for NUTS! even a monkey's uncle can do better. VOTE FOR TAUFIK!!!!

im bored okay...bear with me...I'll be gone for a month...miss me a lot k? Muackss to all my darlz!

You are the color red. You are the mostcontroversial of all the colors. You are ofteneasily angered, but as easily as you gotexcited, you come down. When angered, do youhave the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.But you're incredibly generous, and, oddenough, needy. You love to hate, andsometimes, you hate to love. This colordescribes you as generally edgy. When in a badsituation, you're pessimistic, and when you'rein a good situation, you're extremelyoptimistic. You're painfully tempermental, andsometimes it hurts the ones you love. But withan exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoytalking to people and being social. But asidefrom your bold and outgoing attitude, you'reattention-needing and attention-getting. Thiscolor is associated with lust and desire--andyou are both lust and desirous. You're aprotective person when it comes to the peopleyou love. You're incredibly sharp-witted andpowerful (not to mention intelligent!).

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Quotable Quotes

"You've gotta learn how to let go Groceries. Otherwise you're gonna make yourself sick. Never gonna get a good night's sleep again. You'll just toss and turn forever, beatin' on yourself for being such a fiasco in life. What's wrong with me? How come i screw up all my relationships? Why am i such a failure? Lemme' guess - that's probably what you were up at all hours doin' to yourself again last night."