samedi 30 mai 2015

In two weeks i’ll be 19 ! you know, that is one of those moments I look at my life and
think *Shit I’m nearly 20 what have I achieved? NO steady job , no man ,
no money ………!!!

Then I think : stop putting so much pressure on
yourselfyou are just 19 you have friends , family , a house , good
grades.I’m doing just fine right ?Would you rather settle for a crap job
and a crap man, which are going to make you extremely miserable? Or wait to
find something/someone you will love and make you happy?

I’m aware of the
typical ‘ girl’s dream’, find a man, get engaged, get married, buy a house,
have a baby or two , get a bigger house ! yes life plans are amazing I admit
it . But, still giving myself a personal expiry dateis quite hard to achieve and not healthy at
all . I’m always feeling like I’m running out of time , pressure, fear of
deception …

I think it’s time to just go with the flow , trust myself
and not to care about the future . Trust me the fear of not achieving my goals
are the reason why I do not achieve them ( well most of the time )

Anyway i Do HAVE a big dream ,and I’m trying my best to achieve it of course !

But I think I should stop putting un-necessary pressure on
myself so do you !

(carl barat this is the song ♫♫)

·You both have
mutual feelings but both of u are too stubborn or afraid to commit

·You had the
right love at the wrong time (Somewhere Down the Road plays )

·Loving the
right person in the wrong time

·The worst is
the moment you moved on when the other realizes (s)he has a feelings for you
too

Have you ever met someone who was just right for
you? Someone who just matched you and understood you completely? Someone who
you can tell anything to and know that you won’t get judged, that person will tell you things as they are?
Someone who knows you better than anybody else and will always get what you’re
saying? Someone who just fits and happens to be your other half?

Say what, love? Why do you keep on messing with
a good people with perfectly good hearts?

mardi 26 mai 2015

You know I’m writing
this and pretending that nobody gonna read it, exactly like my own personal
diary,just thinking that one day I’m
going to re-read it and know how stupid I
was .Those painful emotions were nothing but a passing thoughts .And that was one of those several times I was overreacting .

College : Years
of pressure , heartbreaks and expectations ,pretending I’m just fine which is not true .i’m NOT !

Seriously people around me became so Fake !!

Yeah I know that I’m lucky, my friends are definitely the most amazing
people . I know that I’m loved , so
loved . But , I’m still figuring how those OTHER people are doing this . How I’m the only one that
sees this terrible things people are able to do . How am I suppose to cope with
this whole hatred around me ? The problem is that they are acting super nice
and after one single glance iknow that deeply inside it’s exactly the opposite of
what it shows . During those two years I was chocked how set of people have different
personalities and act according to situations differently.

A bunch of fakes who would go to any extent to
make themselves seem good and upright.

How can they harm ,sabotage everything you
do and just for the sake of what ?

you
know those people cannot be trusted right ? Simply because they can’t be straightforward.

Fake people must be kept at arm’s length, most
certainly. Fake people should be avoided at all costs because they can any time
ditch you, any time.

vendredi 22 mai 2015

You can
just sit in your house and dream about
things you want to do with your life, places you want to go, things you want to
achieve, but they're not just going to fall in to your lap and say "Heeey
here I am!" You have to grab it by the horns. How are you suppose to
achieve this ? that’s the real thing! the only question you need to ask yourself .

Well sometimes
people share with me their big dreams and I'm like okey !

Your big
dream will only come to fruition if you are focused on it so go ahead make it true !

Can you just do that first

1*stopfocusing on the wrong people and the wrong things

There are a plenty of things waiting to
be done plenty of books waiting on your shelves begging you to read them don’t
you think it’s time , as for people be with who bring the best in you meeting
people with aspirations is truly inspiring, especially when they are from the
same sort of background as you.

2* You don't know
everything...

3* Be yourself

If you're
not true to yourself and who you want to be with in your life, then what's the point?

Trust
yourself , your abilities and everybody gonna love you !let them see the real imperfect flawed beautiful magical person that you are . (Trust me in this) you will be the first one to love yourself .