(((El))) - I so hear you ... you are not alone in your surrender nor your prayer!

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Practice the PAUSE...Pause before judging. Pause before assuming. Pause before accusing. Pause whenever you are about to react harshly and you will avoid doing and saying things you will later regret. ~~~~ Lori Deschene

Dear ((((((E)))))) thank you for this really open and honest share...So sad, what they do...its like tossing a rock into a pond, and all the ripples that eddy out from that one "pinpoint" of sickness adn negativity, the lives they impact....Sounds to me like you are taking care of you and having no expectations of him holding up his end....I'm glad you are here...You are NOT alone...