I survivied the wedding and reception. It started out very badly... So badly that I actually left shortly after the reception started and was walking home when DH found me. It did get better though so I am glad that I let him talk me into goin... Read more

A lot going on...
My weight is up hugely this week... 223 lbs is what the scale said this morning. What a slap in the face... Yes, I know that my eating has been out of control for quite a while now and that is why my weight is just going... Read more

Well, it seems like in my life it is just always one more thing either said, added onto my list, or whatever...
The last 2 or 3 days my neck and shoulder has been hurting. I thought maybe I had pulled a muscle or something... No clue what ... Read more

This week is going to be rough with everything that is going on. Emotionally and physically I am just worn down and can see no end to the struggle. I have so much to do and no time to do it in and no time to deal with the emotional devestation... Read more

So I started coughing last week and things just have gotten progressively worse and worse. I went to the clinic on Monday and got a prescription for Prednisone - steroids - I finally got the meds late last night and started them this morning. ... Read more

I guess that "moving on" is a good way to describe how I am trying to deal with things as the date quickly approaches. June 14th will be my 5th wedding anniversary & it is also going to be my husbands best friends wedding which my husband is a ... Read more

Could someone explain to me why people take jobs and then just call in whenever they don't feel like working? And even better still ask for extra shifts?
I got called at noon that one of the people working the 2 - 10 tonight had called i... Read more

I wish that my body would already acclimate to this new work load and schedule... I'm still achey in the back and legs plus it seems that my asthma is trying to act up with my chest feeling tight most of the time and a cough starting to develop.... Read more

I entered a very conservative estimate of my physical activity while working last week into the tracker. Well over 11,000 calories burned! I updated my profile to show about 1/2 of that for fitness which in turn updated my nutrition. I don't ... Read more

With all the physical work I have been doing this week I hoped that I would see a loss on the scale, but no such luck. It is probably for two reasons - 1) I am swollen everywhere you can be swollen and sore all over from not being used to 8 hou... Read more

Well the first big news is that I quit my job in Laramie - I just couldn't do it anymore on a mental, emotional and physical level. That job literally was making me sick in more ways than one!!
I start working up at the hotel here in Medic... Read more

At this point I would be happy to be back at the weight in that picture... I have a feeling that tomorrows WI is going to be up again. I just hope that it isn't 210 lbs or more at this point. With all the issues at work emotional eating is a p... Read more

I got a report from my doctors down at National Jewish Hospital today about my testing - In the report it talks about wanting to put me on 2 other medications which they did not give me prescriptions for, so now I need to try to get in touch wit... Read more

I weigh more now than I did all of last year... I'm over 200 lbs again by quite a bit and have gained back oh about 15 lbs in the last month and a half to two months. With the way things are going I could very easily get back up to 225 lbs or m... Read more

Well actually I need to find more than my motivation. I need to find some $$ too. Money has been really tight since my emergency surgery on March 11th then add in being off work for 10 more days plus the hotel stays and all the costs associate... Read more