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Every cop has at least one story about the day the job found them.
It's not uncommon. Out on the streets, on duty or off, suddenly an
officer sees two guys in baseball caps and sunglasses run out of a
bank as if their heels were afire. By pure luck, there's an officer
on the scene even before Dispatch takes the call.

With missing-persons cases, though, it's a little different. The
people you're looking for, generally, are already dead, out of
town, out of state, or in hiding. As a rule, they're not in highly
visible places, waiting for you to all but run into them. Ellie
Bernhardt, fourteen, was to be the exception that proved the
rule.

Yesterday, Ellie's sister had come to see me, all the way to
Minneapolis from Bemidji, in northwest Minnesota. Ainsley Carter
was 21, maybe 22 at the outside. She was thin and had that
tentative, nervous kind of beauty that seems proprietary to
blondes, but today, and probably most days, she hadn't chosen to
accentuate her looks save for some dark-brown mascara and a little
bit of concealer under the eyes that didn't erase the shadow of a
poorly-slept night. She wore jeans and a softball shirt—the
kind with a white body and colored long sleeves, blue in this case.
A plain silver band rode her right hand; a very small diamond
solitaire the left.

"I think my sister is probably in town somewhere," she said, when
I'd gotten her settled before my desk with a cup of coffee. "She
didn't come home from school the day before yesterday."

"You contacted the police in Bemidji?"

"In Thief River Falls," she said. "That's where Ellie still lives,
with our dad. My husband and I moved after we got married," she
explained. "So yes, they're looking into it. But I think she's
here. I think she ran away from home."

"Does she have a suitcase or bag that's missing?"

Ainsley tipped her head to one side, thinking. "No, but her book
bag is pretty large, and when I looked through her stuff I thought
that some things were missing. Things that she wouldn't take to
school, but would want if she were leaving home."

"Like?"

"Well, she had a picture of our mother," Ainsley said. "Mom died
about six years ago. Then I got married, and Joe and I moved away,
so it's just her and Dad."

It seemed an anecdote was forming out of what had started to be
generic background information, so I said nothing and let it
unfold.

"Ellie had the usual amount of girlfriends growing up. She was a
little shy, but she had friends. But just in the past year or so, I
don't know, Dad says they've kind of cooled off," she said. "I
think it's just because Ellie has gotten so pretty. All of a
sudden, within almost a year, she was tall, and she was developing,
and she had such a lovely face. And that same year she was out of
grade school and into junior high, and that's a big change. I think
maybe the girls felt differently about her, just like the guys
did."

"Guys?" I said.

"Since Ellie turned 13 or so, boys have been calling. A lot of them
are older boys, Dad says. It worries him."

"No," Ainsley said. "As far as he knew, she didn't date at all. But
I don't have a good feel for her life." She paused. "Dad's nearly
70. He doesn't talk about girl things with us, he never has. So I
can't get a good idea from him what Ellie's life is really like. I
try to talk to her on the phone, but it's not the same. I don't
think she has anyone to confide in."

"Ainsley," I said carefully, "when you talk to Ellie, when you
visit the house, do you ever feel something isn't right about her
relationship with her father?"

She understood immediately what I was asking. "Oh, God, no," she
said, and her tone left me no room to doubt she meant it. She
picked up her coffee; her blue eyes on me suggested she was waiting
for another question.

I licked my teeth speculatively, tapped a pen against my
notepad.

"What I hear you saying is that you worry because she doesn't have
any friends or nearby female relatives to talk to. Which is
unfortunate, I guess, but what I don't see here is a crisis that
caused her to run away. Can you think of anything?"

"I did," Ainsley said more slowly, "talk to her friends. Her
classmates, I mean."

"What did they say?"

"They didn't say much. They were kind of embarrassed, and maybe
feeling guilty. Ellie's run away, and I'm her sister, and probably
they felt like I was there to blame them for not being kinder or
more supportive of her."

"They didn't say anything useful?" I prompted.

"Well," she said, "one of the girls said there were some
rumors."

"What kind?" I asked.

"That Ellie was sexually active, I guess. I tried to get her to say
more, but the other two girls jumped in, and said, 'You know,
people just talk. Something like that. I couldn't get anything more
out of them."

I nodded. "But you said Ellie didn't date. It seems like there
wouldn't be much grounds for those kinds of rumors."

"Dad would let her go to sleepovers." Ainsley lifted her coffee
cup, didn't drink. "He thought they were all-girls parties, but
sometimes I wonder. You hear things, about what kids are doing at
earlier and earlier ages. . . ." Her voice trailed off, leaving the
difficult things unsaid.

"Okay," I said. "None of this may be relevant at all to why she ran
away."

Ainsley went on with her train of thought. "I wish she could live
with us," she said. "I talked to Joe about it, but he says we don't
have enough room." She twisted the diamond ring on her hand.

"Why do you think she's in the Twin Cities?"

"She likes it here," Ainsley said simply.

It was a good enough answer. Kids often ran away to the nearest
metropolis. Cities seemed to promise a better life.

"Do you have a photo of Ellie I can use?"

"Sure," she said. "I brought you one."

The photo of Ellie did show a lovely girl, her hair a darker blond
than her sister's, and her eyes green instead of Ainsley's blue.
She had a dusting of kid freckles, and her face was bright but
somewhat blank, as is often the case with school photos.

"It's last year's," she said. "Her school says they just took class
pictures, and the new one won't be available for a week or so." It
was early October.

"Do you have another one that you can use?"

"Me?" she said.

"I have a full caseload right now," I explained. "You, though, are
free to look for Ellie full-time. You should keep looking."

"I thought . . ." Ainsley looked a little disillusioned.

"I'm going to do everything I can," I reassured her. "But you're
Ellie's best advocate right now. Show her picture to everyone.
Motel clerks, homeless people, the priests and ministers who run
homeless shelters . . . anyone you think might have seen Ellie.
Make color photocopies with a description and hang them up anywhere
people will let you. Make this your full-time job."

Ainsley Carter had understood me; she'd left to do what I'd said.
But I found Ellie instead, and it was just dumb luck.

At midmorning the day after Ainsley's visit, I'd driven out to a
hotel in the outer suburbs. A clerk there had thought she'd seen a
man and boy sought in a parental abduction, and I'd been asked to
look into it.

I handled all kinds of crimes—all sheriff's detectives
did—but missing-persons was a kind of subspecialty of my
partner's, and along the way, it had become mine, too.

The father and son in question were just packing up their old Ford
van as I got there. The boy was about two years older and three
inches taller than the one I was looking for. I was curious about
why the boy wasn't in school, but they explained they were driving
back from a family funeral. I wished them safe driving and went
back to the registration desk to thank the clerk for her
civic-mindedness.

On the drive back, just before I got to the river, I saw a squad
car pulled over between the road and the railroad tracks.

A uniformed officer stood by the car, looking south, almost as if
she were guarding the tracks. Just beyond her, those tracks turned
into a trestle across the river, and I saw the broad- shouldered
form of another officer walking out onto it. It was a scene just
odd enough to make me pull over.

"What's going on?" I asked the patrolwoman when she approached my
car. Sensing she was about to tell me to move along, I took my
shield out of my jacket and flipped the holder open.

Her face relaxed a little from its hard-set position, but she
didn't take off or even push down her mirrored shades, so that I
saw my own face in them, distended as if by a fish-eye lens. I read
her nameplate: officer moore.