“When I look in the mirror, I throw up,” Arnold Schwarzenegger says in the February issue of Cigar Aficionado (via Page Six), the media outlet former bodybuilders turned mega-stars turned governors go to get their body issues off their rock-solid chest.

“I was already so critical of myself, even when I was in top physical shape,” Schwarzenegger continued. “I’d look in the mirror after I won one Mr. Olympia after another and think, ‘How did this pile of [bleep] win?’ I never saw perfection. There was always something lack­ing.”

The February Cigar Aficionado cover is the third for Schwarzenegger, who’s currently promoting this January’s premiere of Celebrity Apprentice. (His first came in 1996, and his second was in 2003). It’s possible his long-standing relationship with the magazine rendered the Terminator comfortable enough to talk physical insecurities. Still, his openness stands out against his foil on the television and political landscape, President-elect Donald Trump, from whom he’s inheriting Celebrity Apprentice hosting duties.

On the surface, the two men have much in common. They share a political party, and both have been accused of sexual harassment (Schwarzenegger was the subject of the original “Gropegate”)—and have had crossover political success in spite of them. However, Schwarzenegger’s willingness to discuss insecurities is diametrically opposed to Trump’s need to crush all mention of real or imagined shortcomings. Trump’s efforts usually center on the size of his hands and his penis, and he’s defended both on the national stagemultiple times.

The former governor of California was critical of Trump during the election. He announced that he wouldn’t be voting for a Republican for the first time since he became a U.S. citizen in 1983 and urged Republicans to choose “your country over your party.” Since presidential nominee Trump became President-elect Trump, however, Schwarzenegger has opened up his thinking. Last week, he told Matt Lauer on the Today show, “Now he is elected, and it’s very important that we all support the president, that we all come together and we stop whining and it becomes one nation.” After MGM confirmed news that Trump would be keeping his executive-producer credit on the show, it probably made the position more awkward for Schwarzenegger, though he also told Lauer it’s “perfectly fine” for the future president of the United States to keep the credit. Maybe—just maybe—Schwarzenegger’s confidence to admit his weakness is a small, if unwitting, revolt.

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