Well, what do you all want to know? I'm male, love sports, 3o something years old (although act and look alot younger!)married, oh...and am pretty sure I'm actually gay! This blog is about me and my thoughts.

Sunday, 28 March 2010

when i fancied boys

ive been trying to think today as to when i knew i liked boys more than girls, and i cant really say for sure..

i remember at junior school i had a friend called michael, he wasnt my best friend or anything, or i spent alot of time hanging round with him, but i remember liking him in a different way to other people - i dont know what it was about him that made me feel like that - i found a photo of him the other day with anther friend and cant see anything to suggest why i liked him differently to others.

At senior school, my best friend was P (name altered to protect the innocent etc etc)and although i didnt fancy him, he was the closest i have ever felt to anyone - maybe it was bromance, i dont know. my biggest regret is not being as good friend to him once we left school.