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11 February 2014

Finding a Hobby... The Dilemma

I wouldn't go as far as saying that I am having an all out identity crisis..... but I'm bordering it. LOL
I love love blogging. I love to write. I love the feeling I get from the keys underneath my fingers.
It all makes sense for me. It adds up.
But there are days truthfully when I don't feel like writing. And I would love to have interaction with humans outside of the blogosphere LOL.

Confessions of an introvert.
I don't do well with the friendship thing. And not because I'm mean or anything (even though I have my moments) but because when I finally warm up to someone, I put my all into my friendships and I usually get half-***ed reciprocation. So I don't go out of my way to make the effort anymore. I keep to myself and I read, or write or listen to music and pretend I can sing... or I harass my poor boyfriend lol. Who is the complete opposite from me and very much has a life.

So I've been thinking about what I can do and I'm making mental lists and all that jazz. Cause it's time to spread my wings! I am a (almost) 24 year old trapped in a 40 year old life. LOL

3 comments:

Aw girl! There is so much out there to do!I'm the same way with my friends.. A lot of them are busy so it's kinda like "ill see you when i see you"but I keep myself busy.. I'm curious about many things so it's almost like I want to do TOO much lol. I could never be bored by myself. I suggest you find that special hobby that can get you out and about. Photography, gym to workout, yoga,

The only thing stopping me right now is the weather! There's so much dang snow in New York right now and I don't have a car right now either so most times I'm like... screw it... its cold... I'm definitely not going out! LOL. But I am looking into things to do once it gets warmer and hopefully looking into getting a car very soon so maybe i'll feel more motivated to travel LOL.