Hallow and empty is my heartA blank space that refuses to be filled growsCraving the unknown to quieten the voices in my headWords meant to heal meLike the medication hidden under my bedLaziness opened doors to apathy My worst nightmare invading my reality No words to reason what's going on in my headHaving everything appreciating nothingBlackness covering my eyesUnable to see the blessings in front of meGratitude is what's needed but no one is seeking it.Don't worry about tomorrow for tomorrow has it's own problems to worry about so they sayYet worrying about the past is what we specialise in

Feeling ungrateful if admitting unhappinessIs this the right path to take,Uncertainty collapses only if tapping the deepKicking pebbles barefoot, might hurt,Rolling in mud won't hide the salty tearsTheir traces, would be accentuatedAs they become the clear riversStiffened muscles holding the same spot,Tripping laughters and frantic screams…Go ahead, be ungrateful for one dayLet complains out of your mouthFrown and feel the warmth of tearsAnd don't need to understand allWait for the clouds to reveal the sunJust try something new today or don'tIt's ok to feel ungrateful for a bitJust for a bit, as you know in fact you are blessedKindness is not that far away!

We wait for that sweet summer day To go swim and campTo hang out with friends Then it comes You get bored of that summer dayAnd you start wishing Wishing that it would go awayThen winter rolls aroundAnd you miss that sweet summer day

You only want what you can't have them when you get it you want something new

when your words don’t mean much to them,stop talking, stop arguingwhen your actions can’t be seen by them,stop trying, stop wasting your energywhen your emotions start to groan,don’t let them build,you know they’ll eat you up alive,when you can’t get to a target,even though you try over and over,start looking for meaning in the path instead,when you can’t get over someone,start reminding yourself that you can,because you know you can.