Sunday, April 3, 2011

When i was 25 years old and studying for my s.s.l.c. i lived in a small town in delhi and our family was very conservative and talking about sex was a taboo thing that time. Even the movies with little exposing scenes my parents never allowed me to see. Frankly i never had much knowledge of sex at that time and the information was limited to the casual talks with friends and i never had the faintest of idea what all is done during sex. Yes i knew they kiss and caress and just how intercourse is done, but i had confusion and doubts about many things of sexual act. At that time my class teacher was the wife of my father's close friend in the office and they used to stay with in a km of our house. Our family was very close and we used to visit each other for social gathering. I think she was in her late 30's or early 40's and was not that sexy but an attractive lady. She had curly hairs, tall and had an attractive face. She was having good body shape and medium complexion. She had a very attractive smile and many times i just look at her face in the class and get lost in her. She was well mannered and good in teaching and all students listened to her in the class.Since i was finding science a little difficult she told my mother she will help me with it and i used to go to her house for clearing my doubts. It went on for sometime and i got more attracted to her because i got a chance to see and interact with her closer. Some times other students also used to come to her house for tuition and we used to have joined classes also. But most of the time she took classes for me alone since i was not going for regular tuition and only for some lessons where i had doubt. She used to sit next to me and teach and many a time we made body contacts and she used to treat me as a child i felt. She used to give me snacks tea and all and we became closer than before. On a couple of occasion when i was alone with her in the house i saw her without saree, but with only blouse and petty coat and she was least hesitant to come near me like that. She used to come near me and lean forward with her elbow on the table to explain me and i got a glimpse of her cleavage. I only glanced on a couple of occasion thinking that what she will think if she notices but i could not resist doing so in between. Also when she was in petty coat while coming bath i could see the shadow of her legs through it and her back was very sensual with a small hip but well shaped. Sometimes she used to give some work and she will go for bath telling me to finish the exercise and after wards she will come and check it after she finishes the bath. But this i noticed she did only when i was alone with her and she never did when other students are with her. At that time she will be properly dressed also. Then sexual thoughts started coming to my mind about her and one day i masturbated fantasizing her i got a unique pleasure at that time other than the normal days when i used to masturbate thinking of some other ladies in our neighborhood. But i was too scared to do anything further.Then one day she caught me glancing at her cleavage when we were alone while explaining me a lesson and she reacted to it sharply by covering it quickly and i felt very embarrassed and afraid. If my mother comes to know about it i could not think what will happen and i really sweated. She then told me a little seriously that this is not the age for such things and concentrate on my studies and also only because it was me she was behaving so close and casual with me thinking i was a good mannered boy. And she is teaching me thinking i am serious about my studies and if i am not interested it studies and if my attention is going somewhere else she need not put those efforts. I really felt guilty, ashamed and bad. I told her sorry and apologized to her and requested her not to tell my mother and was really frightened. I could not concentrate on anything else and i told her to leave me early that day since i am upset and she did so without telling me anything further.That night i could not sleep thinking how to face her again and next day i did not go telling i am not well. After two days she came to my house and i was too afraid an embarrassed to face her. But she behaved normally as if nothing happened and told me to come that afternoon and i agreed. I told i was not well for two days for which she smiled at me the meaning i and she only knew. I now was sure she will not tell my mom about it but she casually told my mother i have to improve my concentration in studies and smiled at me. I became nervous at that time but nothing more she told at that time. I went to her house that afternoon and she was alone. She taught me as if nothing happened and it went on for few days. I avoided looking at her except her face and that also only when required. Then our festival holidays started and she came one day to our house and asked my parents if i can stay for two nights in her house since her husband is going out of station for some work and her children had gone to her sisters place for holidays. Her husband had also mentioned this to my father and my parents were only too happy because she can help me with the studies. I was shocked a little how she can do such a thing but i now became clear she is not angry with me nor she does not have any mistrust on me.I went to her house that night and it was raining heavily. She started teaching me and we took dinner and she started teaching me again. It was around 10pm we almost finished our study and she told me she want to talk to me for a while and she asked why i was glancing at her like that? I was taken aback and i did not reply she came near to me held my hand and told not to worry and she will not tell anyone and neither she had not told anyone about that incident. But i was nervous which she noticed, she put off the light in that room and came and sat near me holding my hand. She asked whether i was attracted sexually to her or just looked like that. Whether i read any sex book? Whether i had seen any lady naked? I really sweated and was speechless. She told it is normal to have such feelings and i don't have to worry but i should not lose interest in studies with such thoughts. And i should masturbate and relieve myself. She asked whether i masturbate and i told yes with much hesitation. She asked me why i am hesitating and it is a natural thing for boys especially and even girls do it which was information for me. Then she asked the most embarrassing question to me that whether i think of her and masturbate?? I was shell shocked and told her no. But she raised my chin with her hand and told me to tell the truth and don't worry about it but she want an honest answer. I did not answer for long she persuaded again and again when i told yes i do.She gave a naughty smile and she asked what situation i fantasize? I just kept quiet i was too afraid what am happening but at the same time i felt the erection. She held my hand and took me to her bedroom. She did not put on the light. But in the adjoined room the light was there and i could see her clearly even though like a shadow. She told me whether i want to see her breast, this time i could not believe it. She did not wait for my answer, she removed her saree and unhooked her blouse and held me close to her. I told no by reflex action. But she told why i don't want to see it? She told it is ok and only we both will know this. I got aroused and up till now i was craving to see a lady naked. She kept my hand on her breast and told me to feel it if i want. She unhooked her bra also and stood with a naughty smile. Then suddenly she started unbuttoning my shirt and she removed it and then she felt at my trousers and she felt my erection. She whispered in my ear that i am naughty and telling i did not want but was fully prepared for it. She removed my trousers and i just stood there shocked. She embraced me tightly pressing my erection on to her belly and in one action she removed her blouse, bra and petty coat.She was not wearing any panties and both of us were fully naked in the dark and she embraced me kissing and sucking my lips. She asked me if i have any objection and i told no and i responded by holding her tight to me and moving my hand on her back and buttocks. For a moment i could not believe what was happening but suddenly i kissed her pressing my erection on her belly. I did not know what to do? But i was squeezing her belly, back, buttocks, thighs and where ever i can. She took my mouth to her breast and told me to suck it and lick on the nipples. She took my middle finger and guided to her vagina, it was hot and slippery and she was mourning and breathing heavily and stroking my penis. Suddenly she kneeled down and took my penis and started sucking it hard. I could not believe this and such things are done in sexual act. She was doing it so fast and hard holding me close to her mouth with one hand, i could not control for long and i ejaculated in her mouth all of a sudden, she sucked hard and hard catching with one of her hand and stroking it, i mourned loudly and every drop she took in her mouth. She went on sucking and i panted and pushed her mouth out since i did not have any stamina to withstand.I felt too shy to look at her. She took me to the bed and told me to lie down and we lied down for half and hour talking. She showed me some english sex book with photo illustrations and i could not believe such poses are done for sexual act. She again started talking erotically and started stroking my penis. She asked me whether i want to see her in the light. I told yes. She then asked me how long it takes me to masturbate and i told less than 5mts. Then she explained me how to do intercourse and how to satisfy women and i should try to hold more time without ejaculation to satisfy the women and all. I was surprised with all those information. She told me to fondle and caress the women a lot and do a lot of oral sex to arouse her and i was really amazed with all these. She then put on the dim light and told me to explore the body and we slowly slipped into love making under her guidance. I was thrilled and got my erection again she taught me how to guide it to the vagina; initially i had some trouble when my skin on the tip of my penis stretched and pained a little.She encouraged me and i got slowly wild and fast. I was kissing and sucking her lips, breast, caressing all over her body and the sight of her naked body made me mad i would say. Suddenly to my dismay she told she would now come on top, a total surprise for me. She came on top slowly inserted my erection into her hot and slippery vagina and started pumping sucking my lips and licking my face and told me to caress her buttocks and thighs and also to suck her breast. She went faster and faster and went on pumping so hard and talking all erotic stuff and finally fell down panting on my chest. It was really an experience and in the mean time i had ejaculated a second time.We lied down there for sometime in each others embrace and then she took me to the bath room and cleaned me with dettoll and soap and told even if i get some itching don't worry but tell her, for the first time perhaps it may happen. We had sex again in the morning and the subsequent night. Next day she told me not to go to any other lady for sex and don't get too much distracted because of this. When ever possible she will allow doing it with her. She made me promise not to go to any ladies nor tell anyone about it. She told lot of teenagers get distracted from studies because of curiosity for sex and since now i have experienced it i should not get into bad company or something. She told me to masturbate but not too much also and when ever i get too much urge tell her and she will try to have sex with her. But it did happen only once again and we never had a real opportunity again except to do oral sex, kiss and caress passionately on a few occasions. But i could never forget that experience in my life and still linger that in my mind. The first oral sex and my ejaculation in her mouth i remember even now sometimes and masturbate, even after my marriage. My wife never was able to give oral sex with such passion.She had confessed to me, ten years later once we met alone in her house, she all of a sudden felt a lust for me after she noticed i was looking at her cleavage and she is not a bad character or sex maniac. She never had any feelings for me nor for any young boys till then and looked at me as her son only. It was only a spur of the moment action and she could not explain how this idea went into her. She apologized to me if it had hurt me but i told her that she was my perfect teacher and what she taught on that night was very useful for me to get out of my sexual desires and fantasies and i never felt the need to explore any other women, the thing i should have done if she had not done it. I know some of my friends who got into trouble experimenting with the maid servants and relatives. Since she was matured and she guided me to sex with such perfection and without ill effects. I told i never had sex with any one else after that but i told i had fantasized her and masturbated a lot after that and it used to give me a unique pleasure. I told her i still fantasize her and masturbate. She told even though she talked harsh to me when she found i was looking at her cleavage she felt sorry for me afterwards since she knew i am a good mannered boy and slowly she felt like helping me in sex. She felt like feeling my curiosity and nervousness for sex and exploring her body and that is how it happened and once when she fantasized me while having sex with her husband she felt nice and this idea got into her.She told she was wrong in doing so and had regretted a lot and had felt guilty for long thinking that it had hurt my feelings and i was forced to do it but i told i only enjoyed it and it only helped me and please do not have any guilty feelings. Telling this i just took her in my arms and kissed her so passionately which she never expected and i told to remove all of her guilty feelings for the last time we will have sex once again. She resisted it initially but i persuaded and i had a passionate sex with her after closing the doors and windows. It was afternoon, she was a little hesitant anyone will drop in by chance. But i was so passionate for her, we both became fully naked and had sex so violently and passionately. I t lasted for half an hour. I made her come on my top and she climaxed first and then i gave my penis in her mouth for oral sex and i climaxed ejaculating in her mouth by gyrating my hips violently and squeezing her breast so hard. I then told her we will not repeat it again. Now i meet her sometimes and she greets me with a naughty smile