A blog about the memories I have of my son. Hopefully it will celebrate all that he is, was, and could have been. It might even help me get some things off my chest. It is not a blueprint for handling grief, while experienced in it, I cope terribly.

Monday, June 29, 2009

Hard

It's been four days since my last post and I find it hard to come to my blog. I find it difficult to post. I want my life to be consumed by other things, so that I don't continue to feel sad. Sad as a word doesn't even begin to describe how I feel. I am not aware of a better word at this moment which could convey my deep sorrow and loneliness that Michael is gone.It's hard to post when you are sad, everytime I hear the song "hey there Delilah" I get so sad. I keep remember hearing him sing witout knowing the lyrics. He would always say the last word of a chorus after it had been sung. Some songs he knew more lyrics.

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Michael's Memory

A blog about the memories I have of my son. Hopefully it will celebrate all that he is, was, and could have been. It might even help me get some things off my chest. It is not a blueprint for handling grief, while experienced in it, I cope terribly. My wife and I live in North Florida and are taking it day by day.