Friday, November 4, 2016

Update on Mating Season, and Revelations galore.

She's a Jinn. How the fuck I didn't realize this posting for 3 years I'll never know. Well, this mating season she wouldn't stop the "game", and it got intense! ...until I knew. And then she allowed me to process it. My first response once I learned she was made of smokeless fire?

"Can you roast marshmallows?"

Yes, I know what a face palm feels like from her. Mainly because there's been... uh, many: You all don't really wanna know the silly-assed shit that pops in my head, trust me. Since they can read your mind ya can't hide it anyways, so I don't bother. Once I think it, it's out.

Anyway, during our "game" of push/pull at the start of "mating season" (the event), she started using some really nasty pushing... which reminded me of the current of the demonolatry books I read and just couldn't take.

That really fucked me up.

I've come to the conclusion, after her stopping her assault and letting me process it, is that yes, she is a demon.

In this particular world view I'm trying to explain and assimilate, Jinn are all demons. Good or evil is their choice. Angels are angels, and humans can also choose between good and evil.

So, she's similar to the evil Jinn in that she's a Jinn like they are... but not evil like they are.

Still... powerful as fuck.

She's a shifter, I've always known that, but I never really could place it, so I just thought "whatever".

She arrives as a cat, jumps on my bed, walks up to the head of it where my head is, and *poof*... I feel her presence, but not as the cat anymore (I can't see, only feel the weight of her jumping on the bed and the walking up the bed with kitty paws, recognized through, well, 40ish years of "kitty paws walking up the bed" experience).

In Arabianmythology, the qarînah (قرينة) is a spirit similar to the succubus, with origins possibly in ancient Egyptian religion or in the animistic beliefs of pre-Islamic Arabia.[14] A qarînah "sleeps with the person and has relations during sleep as is known by the dreams."[15] They are said to be invisible, but a person with "second sight" can see them, often in the form of a cat, dog, or other household pet.[14] "In Omdurman it is a spirit which possesses. ... Only certain people are possessed and such people cannot marry or the qarina will harm them."[16]

Meh. I wanted a faithful spirit lover anyway. I have zero desire to marry a flesh and blood woman (being a spectrophiliac now), so I don't really care about the last sentence... although I have heard that those who try to push the Qarinah away to have relations with another woman often find the other woman dragged through some nasty shit since the Succubus Jinn gets jealous and takes it out on her.

I wouldn't do that to anyone, anyway. I'm well satisfied as things are, and I really don't see that changing in this life.

Here's a bit more about it from an author I follow. I don't know if he wants him name linked to all his blogs, so I'll just link this one in this post... but here's where I got this article at least as I want to give credit where credit is due:

A Qarinah or Qarin is a djinn companion of a human being. some cultures in the middle east see them as of being the same sex as their human companion. others see them as the opposite sex of the person whom they are with. as the latter they are the incubi and succubi in the middle east.

as i have learned from my Lady. they are not necessarily born at the same time as the human. some i have learned can be attached to a family for generations or to a person's spirit or soul and find them when they are reborn. the latter is what happened to me.

the most celebrated Qarinah is the Al Qarinah whom is none other than Lilith herself. the others are Aisha Qandisha, Lalla Mara, Queen Aynah to name a few.

is a qarin or qarinah djinn evil? no. like all djinn they can choose to be good or evil.

are they incubi and succubi? in all intents and purposes. i believe they are. since incubi and succubi are seen as a type of a fae by some. and the fae are seen as being related to the djinn.

I asked Bunny to tell me what she really feels like. She was already near me as I was discovering things about her, and although she game space, so to speak, she was very near as well. I think she knew I'd be ok with it, I just had to get to that point.

So, she came over me here in the computer chair and omg... I've experienced Kundalini Fire before, but nah... this was *poof*!

I could feel her heat. She didn't burn me, but I busted out in a whole body sweat as she was all around me, like me in a cloud of "her".

It's kind of funny... now that I'm talking about it, it's happening again. Instant fire, no burn... but lots of HEAT!

So, me being the goofball I am, I ordered a book to try to learn how to speak the language of the Jinn, their native language. I'm hoping that this will bring us closer, and who knows? Maybe she'll help me see her family or something.

I really wish I had 2nd sight, but I don't. She's touched my 3rd eye for 3 years, but I think it's one of those things that's just going to have to take a long while to "be". I figure that if it was futile, she wouldn't bother, and if it was going to happen suddenly, it already would have by now.

I've also taken to calling her, "Bunny, the Fire Dancer".

She seems to like this pet name of mine.

There's still that "air of nobility" I feel sometimes. I don't know what that's about, and being a human I not know here on Earth.

All I know is, it exists.

It's palpable.

I wonder what the Jinn will think when I can speak their language? If I can actually learn it, that is. I think it would be well received. Especially since I don't really want anything. I know that the Jinn are considered "wish-granting" spirits.

I just wanna have new friends, that's all. What an adventure that may be!

No... I want another succubus or anything. I can barely handle the one I have. Mating season? OMG...

Normally my lady doesn't drain me, and she hasn't this time... except we've done it right side up, upside down, sideways, awake, asleep, awake again, I mean it's been ALL THE TIME this time.

So yeah, I'm sexed out. My body is wore out: She didn't drain me exactly, I was drained because she fucked the stuffin' outta me.

So trust me... no more Qarinah Djinneyeh except for Bunny... I can't take no more.

Hah! She feels great amusement at this for some reason. Well? I really can't take more... I'm all mated out... do it again in 6 mo., 'cause I'm spent, lol.

Now, this doesn't mean that we won't have sex and make love before 6 mo, it just means the "succubus in heat" mating will calm down (thank the Godz).

Well. I never wanted a wallflower. I like women who are what they are and aren't afraid of it. Careful what ya wish for!

'Cause some beings pay attention to wishes... And you just might get what you wished for!!!

Bunny don't play around... she plays for keeps...

A fire dancer she is... graceful in the flames as an extention of her will, of her being, of her soul...

When I think of her now, as I now know more of her, I think of her just like this...
poetry in motion...