don't know if you know it already (maybe she sent you (words, tama etc..) a msg coz she was online this morning)don't know how to say it actually

Jen is no more, she decided to leave this world this morning

but because she battled psychological issues throughout her life, we had to confirm and sadly, and earlier this morning, sh15uya told me he talked to her cousin that yeah, it was true.

One of the most amazing HiPsters I have ever encountered. Her artwork, her love for singing (she basically did the entire JPH!P JKM, which we will release soon) and she was like my little Cantonese sister, talking positivity about life. One of the biggest Berryz Fans, she represented Miyabi to the fullest. We presented her drawings to Berryz at Sakura Con and they were blown away. ChrNo, let me tell you all about it in my dreams tonight. I miss you so much, siu pung yah, dai gah hoy sum gei leem lay!!!!!

May she rest in peace and her legacy will continue to shine bright here at

Even though we were never that close, any times I spoke with ChrNo or saw her posting around she was always lovely and bubbly. This came out of no where...I don't think I'd even come across her artwork until earlier today. She was very talented.

She was my best online (and semi-offline) friend and thus friend in general, we didn't talk THAT much because that's me but yeah.We did share a whole lot fun moments and bad moments. We did exchange Berryz goods, letters and text messages.Even though she was in a bad psychological condition and often suffering from her medication she did still encourage me to move forward. Always.Since 2006 we were sharing the Berryz passion non-stop, it was awesome to have someone like this here.

I wish I did talk to you more often in the last few months and sent you the promised letter, I'm sorry.

It was great to get to know you.I'll never forget you.Rest in peace Jen.

Because of the rumours I had time to process this and perhaps prepare for the worst, but now I just feel kind of... empty.

You were always cheerful and nice to everyone. Cheeky, too... and a little bit bonkers in IRC whenever we talked, in a good way of course. Your drawings always made me smile. You even drew me a picture just two weeks ago for my birthday, and now...