Ah Winter. I have no articles to write and I’ve finished my IP commitments, so I find myself not sure what to do with this landslide of free time that I currently have. I’m not good with empty time after a lifetime of being overly productive.

Last night mainly consisted of me talking to friends, working out, watching HIMYM with Heather and Vlad and playing with the rabbits. It was probably what would be called a typical evening, but my god I don’t think I’ll be able to take a week of that, much less a month. Why is it so hard for me to simply relax and not do anything. Why do I always need some sort of heavy amount of stimuli to feel like I’m not wasting my time.

My problem is that I get bored super easily. It’s not ADHD. My attention span is fine and I’ve never had a problem concentrating. It’s routine and I don’t get along at all. I find doing the same thing at the same time in the same manner extremely boring and I always worry that I will become boring myself if I do so. Hell, that’s why any work that I end up doing professionally general has varied activities for me to do. I even mix up my workout routine a bit from day to day.

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