Wednesday, April 30, 2008

on to another thingchandi,my classmates overheard you gossiping about me.could you just get out of my life.i said that i bear grudges,and i meant what i saidso i'll surely get even with you yeah =D

during AEP club,it was election timeand it was so retarded.aniw,the results were outEn-Ci is the new presidentDeborah is the Vice presidentand of Josephine is the photographer and publicity head,cos in her speech she sounded so enthusiastic about photography,and EVERYONE voted for her

hmm.next time i intro you to all of my models for my art coursework :Dcurrently they are: Benjamin,Wei ni,Siantzu,Amelia and Kaoi will be needing another 3 more later on :Dim so happy that they all agreed to help me !haha,i feel damn lucky.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

took 81 to school todayarrived at serangoon station,only to realise that it was still rainingso hui rong and i took 22 to schoolRAIN is nice,only when youre not part of it

today was super cold..from the first lesson till the lastthe temperature of each lecture theatre and classroom did NOT change at allit was hovering about like 16~20degresslucky I got my class sweater with me,heh

econs lecture was rather amusing,cos the lecturer,miss hazel ho,was teasing those group of people who came in late for the lecture,as they went toilet,and they just kept coming

she went something like "must act shy,oh no wheres my seat"sort of like reading out loud people's thoughtsits was so funny,cos the whole LT were like staring at them,lucky i didnt went out.hahaha

art lesson was the last,as usual..so draggy.hmm,we learnt an artist today,cindy sherman.hahaha she did photography for her art,cos she is one who cant paint.mr lau was mentioned something about her work,that she wanted to challenge the notion that girls are always portrayed as the weaker one,always breakdown in tears and stuff.then sherling turned around and looked at me.so did the rest of the AEP students.THANKS AH

aniwafter lesson went to library to look for ben.his hp low batt...waited about 20 mins then we went to take 24 together with another two of his classmates.he was going to his classmate's hse to studyso yeah,chat awhile on the bus

Monday, April 21, 2008

school was tiring.wanted to speak to someone in schhe was busy on e phone..so i waited..then his frens cameand still i continue to wait..doesn't seem like he is gonna bother about me anywayfelt so invisible and extraso i just went off turns outit was a misunderstanding,hahas.but it got me really sad for that period of timeas i started to think how annoying i washow i should just get out of people's liveshow i should just disappear

aniwduring art practical,everyone was crying,cos of the stressit was rather funny i must saytears in their eyes yet smiles on their faces

went to IKEA to buy frame,bought 4 frameswas preparing the glass frame at home,accidently broke itfather was like shouting at me for everything i didi got pissed,walked away and he shouted at me furiously,haha his whole face was fuming red.

geez dad,this is the 9th time u shouted at me like thisand don't worry,i will never forget it =)rawr :D.

i've learnt something todayby showing how you feel insideyou'll get scolded,and called 'rude'so i must not show any emotionsyep,i shall be a fake :D

Thursday, April 17, 2008

i don't understand whyeverytime you promised me something,the next moment you'll just forget completely about it,forget completely about meand i don't know why,why that i always continue to wish,wishing that maybe,just maybe you would rememberbut you always forget about it,and dismiss it

somehow,God loves to play with my lifeeverytime i try to stop thinking about you,you'll appear before me

another day passes by,yet im still waiting.still waiting,for a different ending

Saturday, April 12, 2008

went to LTA(Land Transport Authority) gallery today as a geography fieldtripk the bus we took there was damn budget.at least there was air con..aniwLTA GALLERY TOUR WAS DAMN COOL.it was very very entertainingand DAMN creative

from one exhibiton room to the other,never failed to amaze ushahahawe were like,WOAH.WOOO.OMG!loltop row: calsia,huiying,calisa,hui rong,mebottom row: szeying,nadiah

it started to rain after the tourwe still managed to get to the MRT station,but got wet.hui rong was shivering like mad.haha.

we had lunch at PSb4 we went to pay respect to Dorcas's dadshe is such a strong girland very mature tooGod,please watch over her and her family

went back on MRT.hui rong and I were like exhausted.we both slept throughout the whole journey until reaching pasir riswent to buy food from macdonald's b4 taking the busi made this stupid bet that if her bus comes before mine,i'll walk homeand it did.hahaha so i walked back.lmao

went to bathe before going downstairs to take photos for art.monday is critique againand miss lye will be there.

k,was at home drawing out a photo,draw until i didnt take note of e timeit was 5plus already!so i hurried out,then i forgotten how to get to east coastyea i walked here and there and called many of my friends,but who holds on to their handphones at home.called sarah,then she told me how to get there.

at bedok interchange,i waited for the bus 401 for half and hour..then when i reached there,i alighted at the wrong bus stopso i had to walk all the way downbut YEAH i found the chalet!*pats myself on the back*

haha there was nice fooooood :Dtaiwan sausages.chicken.otah and all the nice foood!!! mad and yixiu were the ones bbqing the foodfirst time i go BBQ no nid to help bbqhahaha :Dwe then sang happy birthday song to sarahand the cake was awesome:D

then,while i was eating chicken wing,Ben calledlmao,he said he was there alreadythen i was like looking aroundhe said" im behind you"but i just couldnt spot him,LOLit felt like those movies where the murderer will sayevery move that you make o.o

ANIWAY,hahah so glad he came,haha he actually had another chalet but due to some reasons,he didnt go for ithahah he looked so stoneand very malu,VERYbut then after a while,everyone was quite close,thanks to cardshahaha we played 21and there was so much laughter and retardednesskelly,mas and anabelle were super funnyhahaha and i was laughing like mad

we played till like 11plusthen ben and i went offto get a cab backwe walked quite some distance,but still no taxithere were many people waiting for taxi toothen,we happened to spot a taxi,we walked towards it,but it was reversinglol,i was like giving real stupid hand signals with the intention of telling the taxi uncle that we needed a taxi,then there was a two indian men who were also waiting for taxi before us,but the uncle saw usso YEAH,we got on! hahahahaha they looked so pissed kae.

fooood.group photo,my head cropped offwe were playing cards :Dsomebody obviously have some serious dandruffben and me

me and siantzuBIRTHDAY BABE! :Dand her super nice chocolate cake :D

thanks ben for 赏 脸-ing,hahahahaand also sarah's parents who are paying for the BBQHAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH,HOPE A WONDERFUL NIGHT!

Sunday, April 6, 2008

why do you always turn your back away from me?why must i always find a reason just to speak to you?you don't smile the way you do with others when you're with meand it hurts to know that you'll never be able to love mebut im glad that i was once part of your life

Thursday, April 3, 2008

today i started off as a happy boywas busying psycho-ing myself to be cheerful and happywas supressing all my sad feelings deep inside

afternoon,went to find mediacorp broadcast centre to collect the gift pack thing.took 156,as i never went there before,i overshot,ended up at CJCthen i took bus back,alighted at correct stopbut no mediacorp thing in sightso went to the floristshe said it is a long walk upand indeed it was ,uphill somemore.finally i found the main reception area.collected the gift.and then it poured.so i waitedand waitedthen the rain started to subside.so i began to walk back to the bus stopbut a few steps after i stepped out the shelter,it started to rain againand i got all soaked.my mind really broke downi started laughing to myself under the raini was feeling damn sad.

it was around 6~7pmi was wet,cold,hungry and my hair was screwed upi had to wait again for the bus to come cos the bus was overcrowded.there i took double decker 88,and sat at upper deck ,at the backit was cold.and the ride was so long

but im not going to go all emocos i know i am strong

*tries to psycho myself again*HAHA im so happy.geez they gave my 4 CDs,only one of them the artiste i like,sara bareilles,the other 3 were like...what the heck?oh well.

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

everyone told me that the painting was very niceeven my art teachers toobut sadly,i won't be including it into my Alvl courseworkbecause im doing fashion designand the criteria is based on designs.not how well you paint the model

furthermore,my painting was cropped till the waistand it was too large to be a prepatory work.plus it would be a disadvantage as the face would be a distraction

but still,miss hew allowed me to finish it upguess i'll be keeping it for my portfolio next time...what a pity

aniw,if you see me being emo in school,its okaydon't have to worry about me.im fine ...yeah but thanks for the concern from all of you.i really appreciate it.its just that im very prone to mood swings.

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

PE sucked,cos i was already feeling sick but i still went and ranafter that i couldnt breathe properly and felt like pukingim uselessfelt so fucking tired during the whole day of lessonsfelt damn terrible and useless throughoutand lessons dragged on all the way till 5:30pmwas actually looking forward to going have dinner with friendbut couldntso went back on my ownfelt terrible and i just needed someone to accompany me