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I remember times breathing got easier cradled up against your chest weak and afraid and needy maybe it would have felt right to just fade into that dark soothing realm caught somewhere in between insanity and comforting peace

That night I wished for the secret ability of being capable to enforce time to stop running and keep me caught up in that moments forever and ever Until my fear would be gone until despair slowly vanished until I got calm if I could rest in your arms just a little longer

Dizzily I listened to the soft thudding sound of your heart- enlightening- under that awesome smell of yours which I´m secretly, terribly addicted to And the heat of your body, the strange hope of yours that irrational belief into an invisible strenght of mine infected my whole self

You amazed me all over these years that I tried to keep save in my shivering fists that I awfully wished to not run away Maybe I just kept living on for those rare moments being shyly unfolded by your words being thightly kept sane by your closeness

Sometimes your words your breath your self felt closer than my own skin and living suddenly felt like flying fleeing the darkness inside of mediscovering brightness just by watching you smile freeing the pathethic wish to belong to you and remain in your arms one more time forever.