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Wednesday, September 7, 2011

High on Life

I was watching an interview with Deepak Chopra and some other scientists and he mentioned bio-regulation of autonomic functions through heightened awareness. I was intrigued because I felt like I had personal experiences that confirmed what he was saying, thinking myself to more dopamine. I found this interview that references such a possibility:

I do think technology is a huge advantage, taking us into an exploration of the hidden dimensions of our own existence. And that includes consciousness, that includes the subtle levels of awareness, that includes the autonomic functions.

I see that in about five or 10 years, if we are successful, you could go to a doctor and say, “You know, I have migraine headaches” or even a narrowing of the coronary arteries, and the doctor will say, “Well, I can give you a prescription or you can play a video game. How's that?” And I think it will happen. You know the biofeedback responds to the autonomic nervous system, it responds to what is called the RR variability in your heart, it measures skin resistance, and soon brain waves. I know one of the things that is very likely in the future is that you could take drug addicts and train them through this technology to understand what happens in their nervous system when they're experiencing a drug high. And then through the appropriate bio-regulation, you can have them regulate their brain waves, so that they can have the same experience without taking the drug. And I think all that is wonderful. Technology can take you to a certain point. It can give you insights, just like in the 60s people had great insights taking LSD and mushrooms and all that. I think now we have enough biotechnology and bio-regulation that can do that perhaps even better.

But ultimately the exploration of consciousness has to go beyond technology. It takes time, it takes discipline, it takes intentionality, it takes sincerity, it takes a great of deal authenticity to be wanting to go there - not just for the experience, but because you know that that experience will take you from your personal self into your more interdependent collective and hopefully Universal self.

My bet is that if bioregulation of autonomic functions is possible, sociopaths would excel at this because of their ability to compartmentalize and hyperfocus. Thoughts?

542 comments:

ME's saying that if you think about something enough you can trick your mind into experiencing it. Release of dopamine through imagination. Nothing to with body energies or chakra or whatever psudo science mumbo jumbo you're talking about, Erin.

"There is nothing hard to figure out, Erin. These two little shitheads chose to slander me while I was away in prison. I found out about it when I returned and it was I who attacked them, not the other way around."

Not true Zhawq. I attacked you and you did nothing then UKan attacked you and eventually you began to respond. Stop crying about how you were in prison when I first slandered you because you commented on the very same page that I made my first comment about you on. Yet another lie to make yourself look better right Zhawq? ^L^

That's sort of what I was talking about yesterday in regards to theory. The brain affects your body and mind, so if you truly believe something, how is it not true, other than fact? Your brain isn't an internal lie detector of the external. It processes what it senses and fills in the blanks.

But ultimately the exploration of consciousness has to go beyond technology.

Oh dear! Did Sony sponsor this empty psycho babble? The PS3 is hardly a vehicle of higher consciousness...

I know one of the things that is very likely in the future is that you could take drug addicts and train them through this technology to understand what happens in their nervous system when they're experiencing a drug high. And then through the appropriate bio-regulation, you can have them regulate their brain waves, so that they can have the same experience without taking the drug.

Hi, back online again. Eden, I was not able to follow what you were saying below.

Generally thought that I am a girl? What does that mean?

That some people don't believe that I am a girl? No biggie what others think, but what is the big deal in not believing what one says? My dad just suggested that he did not believe her when my sister said she wanted to work, and that's why he responded 'there is no need for you to work.' Quite weird, given both are generally easy liars there is some lesson here that I am unable to observe. Does this father-daughter interaction make sense to anyone?

Eden Ralene said...Sceli said: "She enjoyed it when it was .... I liked that characterization of her as well."

You really should go back to the institution you were at before. At least they kept you balanced and gave you grade A applesauce with your pills.

Did the men in white coats touch you in all the right places and your phony beeper disorder caused fear of abandonment and you split? You must have broken their hearts.

How do you live with yourself, Bella? Even someone without shame wouldn't keep your game up this long after being exposed, by no less your own permission. The only logical conclusion here is that you are fucked up crazy, beyond redemption. To claim you are a beeper would be like Houdini claiming he could do a trick or two. Your crazy is on a whole other level.

Dr Erin is taking a day off due to emotional exhaustion.Today,I will broadcast the interview with Medusa M. She has consented to take Truth Serum. She wants to get at the roots of her potential disorder,if there is one *wink*

We shall proceed with the interview.I have administered the Serum to her in an IV.When she awakes, she will not remember what she has said.

Are psychopaths pessimistic thinkers? I would imagine so. It would be hard to believe a psychopath could commit heinous acts whilst being an optimistAlso, I heard somewhere that psychopaths don't feel positive emotions and see the world as hostile and dangerous

I am not a pessimist. I believe the outcome of most situations will be in my favor and 9/10 times it usually is. The world is hostile and dangerous for most. For me it's a playground where I can do whatever I feel like every single day.

Medusa: Yes,Doctor.It is very subtle.I can Gaslight someone and a whole crowd will not know, just the target, I mean victim,ha ha

Dr Eros:How do you do this, Medusa?

Medusa: I build the person up.Then,I tear the person down. I tell the person to stand up and be strong.When the person does, *I* take them down, ha ha.

Dr Eros: I see. It is covert warfare.,then.

Medusa: Yes,Doctor.Only the poor chicken I am pecking to death knows the story.She doesn't,either,cuz I make her crazy.In the end,she is asking ME for advice because I have have messed her up so badlyHa ha ha ha ha

I can't believe how much of a muppet Erin is. I think she takes the grand prize for being the biggest nutter that has every been at sociopathworld. Yesterday she repeated herself over and over and over and over again calling herself a 'expert on malignant narciccism' when she had never even heard of the term till just a few days ago. She gets insulted by someone, smacks a psychological label on them, and repeats it over and over. No wonder her mum molested her. She was of no other use to society. She probably figured she minds well get something out of giving birth to her. I don't blame her mum at all.

Some narcissists seek to imitate or even emulate their (ever changing) role models. It is as if by imitating the object of his envy, the narcissist BECOMES that object. So, narcissists are likely to adopt their boss' typical gestures, the vocabulary of a successful politician, the views of an esteemed tycoon, even the countenance and actions of the (fictitious) hero of a movie or a novel.

That's just pathetic Zhawq. You deleted all your retarded little attempts at defending yourself from yesterday. What were you saying about not being able to feel embarrassment

Wow, he must have felt really ashamed. The thing I have wondered about zWaq is whether he believes his own bollocks or not. The fact he went back and deleted all his comments shows he must not. Sometimes I can't wrap my head around how much a loser some people are. To write a entire blog on a lie seems excessive. Then again when you play online role playing games all day I guess there's no such thing as wasting time. xLx{~}

This Zachkque guy came on another website, the one with that hippy doctor talking about awakening, and he attempted to get folk to open up to him about psychopathy. I was with a friend who frequents that place all the time and they were laughing hard at his novel of a rant. They knew nothing of Zakkch but even there smelled his bullshit. So yeah, he not only did it here, he brought it else where, as did Jason. Both of them were shunned, and they disappeared.

Well, at the moment we know he definitely has two, MrBlackster (aka Blackster) and Zhawq. I found out he was Zhawq because he fucked up while posting as Zhawq by answering one of Zhawq's question to him as Zhawq again. Except that he won't admit that he fucked up. All he did was give some lame ass excuse that Zhawq was drunk while posting (more like stupid). And now I suspect the person who posted this thread is also MrBlackster. Of course, MrBlackster will vehemently deny it because he hates to get caught out in his own game.His little 'experiment' was to lie to people here and see how many people he could fool into believing him. He came onto this site with the intention of turning people into fools, except that I didn't fall it and now he despises me. He has no idea how much of a fool he has made himself by trying to wear a 'mask' (pretending to be a psychopath) that just does not fit him at all.

NEWS: 33 year old mother who claims to be an aspie performs oral sex on her 2 year old daughter and webcasts.. Now convicted to 20 years.

A woman convicted of sexually abusing her 2-year-old daughter and streaming the acts over the Internet to a teenager in the United Kingdom was sentenced to 20 years in prison.

Thirty-three year-old Julie Carr was also convicted of producing child pornography and gross sexual assault and exploitation of a minor."When I see child-pornography, I ask myself: Where are the parents? Where are the people who are supposed to be protecting the child?," U.S. District Court Judge John Woodcock said.

The acts took place in June 2009 when Carr used a webcam to deliver four live videos of herself performing oral sex on her youngest daughter, according to the documents.The videos were sent to Nicholas Wilde, then 19, in West Midlands, England, after meeting on an internet dating site.They exchanged messages for approximately 10 hours over the month in which the crime occurred, accoridng to the documents.The videos were later discovered by British police after searching Wilde's home in relation to a separate child-pornography case.Police collaborated with American authorities to then identify and locate Carr, the documents said.Wilde was sentenced last year in England to nearly five years in prison for possessing child-pornography and inciting the sexual abuse of a child, according to West-Midlands police spokeswoman Hazel Steer.Wilde, who claimed to suffer from Asperger's syndrome -- a form of autism -- was ordered to sign the sexual offenders register and is banned from working with children for life.Meanwhile, Carr's four children have been removed from her custody, according to Assistant U.S. AttorneyTodd Lowell."I want to say that I am sorry," she told the court. "I never meant to hurt anyone in my family, and I have regreted it ever since."Once released, Carr will receive a mandatory 10 years of supervision where along with checks for drugs and alcohol, her computer and internet use will be monitored, the documents said. She will also be registered as a sex offender."I have always thought that possession is bad enough, but production is another level of true evil," Woodcock said."Unequivocally, yours is the worst case I've ever seen."

Apparently he had made Mr. Blackster to advertise his blog and sing his praises just like Toxy and krayZ. What a fucking narcissist. normal101 "Mr B/Z time to bow out gracefully dont you think? You rumbled yourself big time yesterday. But anyway, Obsidian called it ages ago."

I have rumbled nothing, you idiot! Wake up.

ireland Joined: May 1, '10Status: Senior User

2011-02-12 16:57:40

Mr B-Why did you post under the username Zhawq?x

MrBlackster Joined: Jan 8, '11Status: Junior User

2011-02-12 16:59:37

ireland "Mr B-Why did you post under the username Zhawq?x"

Why would I indulge you with an answer?

normal101 Joined: Jan 13, '11Status: New User

2011-02-12 16:59:46

Me wake up? As if more evidence is required butI'll indulge you: on both accounts you use the idiosyncratic f.ex. never seen it before.

ireland Joined: May 1, '10Status: Senior User

2011-02-12 17:17:37

Mr B-Why not?x

Demon Joined: Dec 1, '10Status: Senior User

2011-02-12 17:25:32

"You rumbled yourself big time yesterday. But anyway, Obsidian called it ages ago."

I am the one who called it ages ago, not obs. He and Zhawq are one and the same. Yesterday's posts were only added proof of what I had already been suggesting when he first posted that link to the interview on his/Zhawq's blog.

Demon Joined: Dec 1, '10Status: Senior User

2011-02-12 17:28:51

EDIT: I meant he as in MrBlackster and Zhawq are one and the same. Obviously. Just thought I should point that out.

Yeah I mentioned the Toxy and KrayZ thing three times yesterday and he refused to address it. It's funny because every one clocked it straight away because he doesn't bother to change his writing style and he practically worships himself with these characters. Looking at that outher forum, it looks like they saw through him the same say. You'd think that if he were a psychopath he'd be better at impersonations. What a fucking idiot.

Haha. One of my acquaintances (well, private life friends) has a lot of experience with posting in different fora. And he tells me it's normal for the posters to suspect each other for having multiple accounts and having made multiple alternate personae that they use those accounts to portray.

I asked him if it never showed, and he said that yes, of course it does. Most of these people are reasonably easy to find out (meaning it's reasonably easy to deduce who their alternate personae are. But the strange thing is that hardly nobody ever does!!

Which means both those who9 blame and accuse others of hurting them while in hiding under a different persona, even they like it and thrive with this state of affairs.

Personally I've had a lot of fun through when chatting with my friend. He will alert me to something someone wrote in a forum I haven't frequented for months. I imagine it must seem as if I'm a mind reader when I turn up exactly when they're talking about mt. Hehe

My friend tells me it has also led to people thinking he and I are one and the same person (something I find especially interesting. '^L^,

@UkanYeah right, I really get pissed when you call me a 'whore', that's why I called myself a whore on several occasions. Don't create ennemies for your own appetite Ukan, plenty of delusionals around here like zwaki. Stick to the rough stuff, it suits you.

Zhacck made about 5 posts being freakishly nice trying to get people to "trust" him, and open up,(and he plugged his blog) but most of the people there lurk, read, and observe. If it smells like shit, and the scent becomes intolerable, they dispose of it. He disappeared before he could get raped verbally without lube though. More than likely because he wasn't getting the nutrients he receives from his blatant attention whoring.

Jason was attempting trolling, but was called out, and then backed down because a chic exposed him.

AmaDraque is another name of his. I just found a profile for his World Of Warcraft character. He role plays a female. He also has a Google + account with one friend and no posts. His only friend on his friend list is Brandon Sergent who lives in Ashland, Oregon on the border of california.

Him on the dungeon and dragons forum:Yeah, I've had many things I didn't know the meaning of even after years of playing some MMOs, even after I asked others what it meant. There is a tendency towards "Don't tell, don't ask" (in some games more than others).

.......

What does AC mean? 'A' would be 'Attack', but I can't quite figure out the meaning of the 'C'.

AC = ...?

Thanks in advance.

Ps. The inter-player supportiveness in DDO is very high as compared to other MMOs out there, and I really appreciate it! ^L^,

He's been playing these stupid online games for years. Gee zwaq, I thought you were doing time in prison.

Wow, I just found a post of his in the aspie forums. Proof he lied about being diagnosed with sociopathy. He's a fucking aspie:I'm Diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome (... and ADHD), and anxiety has been a permanent thing since my early teens, with the wellknown churning at solar plexus (a sort of negative, massively enhanced "butterflies") even as I write this. It may sound strange, but I've actually learned to "ignore" my anxiety in some situations when I'm not overwhelmed.

When did he say he was released from prison? I rember him saying that he only really started with the internet when he got out. So this online gaming thing really puts a hole in that story. Who the fuck is going to play WoW in prison?

Zwang is a 52 year-old uneducated, unemployed and unmarried woman and her name is Puzelle T. Hansen. She lives in Denmark. She has an eating disorder (eats too much, has a weight-gain problem). Has ADHD and Asperger's.

The first is confirmation it's him. He uses Zhawq Amadraque on World of Warcraft. In live journal I thought it might not be him because the person is from denmark and I didn't think he was from there. However, once I saw they talked about psychopathy there was no doubt. The dates also match up to when he only used the name Amadraque and not Zhawq (Like on this site http://chubbicupcake.blogspot.com/2010/11/quick-important-explanation.html?zx=bb19f9b2fa2ffda4):

I think Zhawq is a transvestite take a look at this from the aspie forum:"... with the exception of the State of Denmark, Scandinavia! ;)

Truth is there aren't many places where it's easy to be different per se (be it trans-gender or just Asperger's, or even ADHD). But big cities are less horrible. Problem with that is, of course, that one doesn't always have a say in where to live - at least not pre eighteen yrs of age."

The excessive use of smiley faces in every single forum shows feminine traits either way

If I should describe what I'm really about in one word, it would be: Transcendence. - I have no education, no fortune and no family. I also have no job. - I do have Asperger's Syndrome, though, so there is at least something I have. I also have a decently high IQ, and I like to think I have humor as well. I love to laugh, but then, I love many things. I'm a pretty intense person, and people tend to either like me a lot or hate me, rather than being indifferent. I value a few close friends rather than a large group of acquaintances. I believe in diversity, but will go far to protect my loved ones. I am a loner more than a party-bird.

I like how some of the girls seem to have gotten their hands on some of my wardrobe. The gray & black vertical striped one, I don’t know how many years back it was that I bought two that looks exactly like that, and I still wear them from time to time. Some clothes don’t ever get out of fashion."

@ErinDon't let Medusa fool you, we're both MOT, that's a bound that goes without speaking no matter what country we live in or where we communicate. You can always mail me at david.socio01@gmail.com You've seen me, it would be nice to see your picture.

You know just the aspie/dungeons and dragons thing was enough to have me laugh. This overweight tranny thing is just killing me. I can't fucking believe it, this is beyond hilarious. Good show everyone.

"You can alter your skin colorto some extent by cosmetic interventions. You don't say anything about your actual skin color. There're many black tones. If you're very light skinned you can use self tan, for example, and add make up to make your face look darker skinned.

I believe it is possible to alter your skin color permanently, but I will not recommend it."

@Mis... Truth. Just sayin'. Can you imagine if someone put that kind of effort into something worthwhile? There could be an actual accomplishment of some kind. Any kind. The pointless waste of effort is staggering.

"Truth. Just sayin'. Can you imagine if someone put that kind of effort into something worthwhile? There could be an actual accomplishment of some kind. Any kind. The pointless waste of effort is staggering."

"The fact that you found my website among all the thousands of other psychic websites could be simple random chance, but I think we both know life doesn't really seem to work that way. There is an old adage that says, “Everything happens for a reason,” and I really believe that works out to be true more often than not."

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Of course, my default is still to intuitively analyze every outcome and situation and achieve the best result, but it's more interesting to let people remain a variable and go in their own direction, rather than nudging them in the direction I prefer. Interacting with people WITHOUT trying to control them is a new paradigm for me.