Τρίτη, 12 Ιανουαρίου 2016

Tender Song

She said (with a calm, soothing, monotonous voice): " I learned how to pretend to be a woman through the mesmerising observation of the odd effeminate boy.watching videos of David Bowie songs,trying to mimic his un-human-like unbearable sexinessin front of a pcDavid Attenborough-style.I learned how to pretend to be a woman through the mesmerising observation of the odd effeminate boy. Monkeying friends' body tonguesTrying to teach my body to........ but how can he move his hips like that?...but how? Doing the Oscar Wilde Watching videos of skinny emoboybands acting derangedIn front of a mirror, trying to master the ways of Eddie IzzardI have this friend. He can do the Vogue poses as effortlessly as a duck in a pond. He sits as if being photographed for a front cover of a Magazine,in any normal situation.I copiously acquired effeminate mannerisms simulating boysstudying the Drag Queens, the transvestites, the transexuals, the queers and the gays look at the way he leans his headthat way his torso standshis hands on his hipshis hands on his mouththe way he plays his hair. the way he walksthe way he moansthe way he cumsthe way he laughs.how does he blow his smoke To pose or not to pose?the dilemma of the Poser( ǝsod oʇ sʎɐʍlɐ sᴉ ɹɐǝʍsuɐ ǝɥ┴˙ɹɐǝp 'ǝsod oʇ ǝsɹnoɔ ɟO :ɹǝʍsuɐ ǝɥʇǝsod oʇ ɹǝʌǝɹoɟ puɐ sʎɐʍlɐ; )But maybe the rain isn't really to blame
So I'll remove the cause, but not the symptom.
Femaleborn, being a boy with a pinch of ... [?]...It's all fun and games to pretend to be a woman.For a little while, tho.Not too much.Otherwise it starts to feel like a life in the theater.

[screaming in the mic]Je t'aime the valley OOOOOOOOH!!!"

T.N.* :

this is not a poem

they never are I don't write poems I write texts that are somewhat more horizontally positioned than would be normal, I'm a (fucking) writer, not a (fucking) poet.*Twat's Note