I only remember the pain and agony of burning. Believing I had gone to hell, having no recollection of any wrong doing that would place me here. Suddenly, God himself walked into the room and all I could think was, ‘what was God doing in hell.' I really hoped he was here to end my agony.

It has been an utter loss to Twilight fans that Stephanie Meyers did not finish Midnight Sun. I know I was devestated and could not let it end where she did. That is where my obsession began and it ended with the next three stories from EPOV. Sorry, but I couldn't help myself, I needed to know how it ended. But what came as the biggest surprise to me was how it did end... I never would have guessed after writing for the next three books it would have ended this way.

So join me on this most intriguing journey of Edward's. I promise some surprises, some good, some not so good. I do promise to give you an end, one hopefully you will enjoy.

Bella told you the story of our life together, which according to her human memories was correct, she told the story, as she believed it to be. The problem with human memories is that they fade and become blurry over time. Vampire memories are stronger and more reliable. Not to say that Bella didn’t tell the story as she remembered it, but I remember it a bit different than she did.

There was quite a bit she had no knowledge of. A lot of things that happened with my family that she couldn’t know about and I never revealed to her. This is the story she wouldn’t have known to tell. My hope is that it will clear up a few misconceptions…

Existence is hard, harder than I would have believed even a few years earlier. Being involved with Bella opened my world to things I wouldn’t have thought about before. Being human was far more difficult than I’d given them credit for, knowing now how wrong I truly was. And even after all of this… I wouldn’t change one thing.

Having her was the most important thing, and anything that came with that I would deal with. As long as she was with me, we’d be all right. Together we could conquer all. She was my existence now, and I couldn’t wait to exist.

Life isn't always what it seems, something I had learned in the past few years. Thinking life was cut and dry... turns out, it wasn't. Astonishing me was the twist and turns life takes, unexpectedly.

Edward Cullen

This book is were I go off the rails from Twilight. This is the book I was disappointed with when I read the series and also the one that forced me to write the story in the first place.

I warn all who read, I will not follow BD, this is the story as I saw it happen. Some may like it. Some may not, but this is what starting me on my journey of writing and I wouldn't have it any other way. At the present time I have four chapters of this story written and will try my hardest to keep at it and finish it within a reasonable time frame.