I am so very queer, and I love to explore my queerness. I am progressively more comfortable with myself and I don’t expect to be like a “cis man” is “expected” to be, nor do I want to. My wife loves and supports me the way I am and the fact that I am gaining more and more self love, it only makes us stronger. #transguy#transdude#transman#homemtrans#queeraf#transisbeautiful

I'm Legally Max! 💯
Transitioning is a loooong process. But this one bit of progression makes me super happy. It fucks with me that it'll be at least a another year til I start T. But I've realised, I've being leading my day to day life wishing away these days. I try to remember: I will start T and I will get top surgery eventually. No matter where you are in your transition, you will progress. Don't wish away time because one day, you'll be where you want to be and you'll regret wishing away your days. I know life gets shit and dysphoria takes its toll, but be present in each day and don't take time for granted. Nothing is permanent and time flies so fucking quick.

It’s been awhile since I’ve flexed for y’all. Training has been intense these past few weeks. 💪After noticing some serious fatigue, I decided to up my calories. Now I’m at 5’ 7”, 175lb, 12-15% Body Fat, and around 3,000 calories a day. It’s a lot of eating but I have more gaining to do. 🦍 -
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My bodybuilding goals are broken up into time sections... I have daily goals of the weight/reps I want to hit in my sets and my target macros. I have weekly goals of hitting a target weight. Then, there are my 12 week goals of strength, weight, and measurements for that bulk. Plus, yearly goals of my working set weights, overall physique, and body weight. ✨ -
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All these goals though are part of one big one and that is my 5 YEAR GOAL. When I started bodybuilding, I made it very clear to myself that I wouldn’t be at the physique I wanted for at least 5 YEARS. It takes a long time to build quality muscle and I knew that rushing my goal would be foolish and set me up to fail. I want to look and feel like a warrior. Time tested, buff, big, and meaty. 💪 -
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All these goals lead me to that victory and hold me accountable. Whenever I question what I’m doing, I go back to when I first set out on this journey. I mentally go back in time and talk to myself at the starting line. I visualize myself barely benching 60lbs and say “in two years, you’ll double that and push it with ease”. 🦍 -
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Bodybuilding is a mental marathon. Be dedicated. Be consistent. Stick to your goals. Fight for a way to achieve them. If something really isn’t working, don’t be stubborn, change it! Most importantly, remember why you started in the first place. You’re going to get there. 💪✨
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Free workouts 👉 RiverRunsWild.com
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#ftmfitness#flex#bodybuilding#bulking#gains#grow#goals#ftm#trans#transman#transgender#transguy#ftmsofig#fitness#transfitness#lgbtq#lgbt#plantbased#nomeat#vegetarian#tatted#inked#transformationtuesday#motivation#inspiration#dedication#lift#muscle#strength

Never stop pushing 🤜🤜🔑 yes I am flexing on the left 😂 •
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In the earlier picture, I was really proud of myself for maintaining a leanER figure for a little while after being overweight all my life. But I didn’t stop once I achieved that goal....
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I let my new love of smashing the goals I set for MYSELF become my new addiction - and just keep working to smash thru each new one today 💪💯
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#fitness#motivation#ftm#ftmfitness#transfitness#transformationtuesday#nattygains

I’ve had a really hard time liking my singing voice since starting testosterone, so here’s a mini cover for the first time in over a year. 😌 (Side note: can I have Ben’s voice tattooed on my face thx)
Song: Without You (acoustic) by Breaking Benjamin