I am Bella Swan

I am a twilight addict. I like chocolate. My Bf broke up with me and I hate it. I live in my house. I get high on oxygen. I HATE Jacob Black. If you like him, we probably can't be great friends.______/______O/______shark attack :)))))))))))))))))))For me, crazy is a loose term. Crazy is when you stare at a pencil and laugh when someone asks you what you are doing that is so interesting about the eraser. Crazy is when you have an hour-long sob fest, and then start singing and dancing when your favorite song comes on. Crazy is when you do or say a completely random thing, like "Do you ever wonder where the eraser bits go?" or having a thumbwar with yourself. Crazy is when you type up all your favorite sayings, print them off and tape them to your wall, just for something to do. Crazy is when you type up all your favorite sayings, print them off and tape them to your wall, just for something to do. Crazy is when you memorize the complete biographies and physical traits of every character in Twilight (or almost, at least). Crazy is when you write Emmett or Edward Cullen is hot on your homework insted of doing it. Crazy is when you fill up the tab seperators in your binders withe doodles/love notes/comfessions of love/any other Twilght related thing you can think of about Twilight or the Twilight characters. Crazy is when you can open up Twilight and know exactly which part you're at by reading one word. Crazy is when you print out copies of all the twilight series covers and put them on the wall of your closet. Crazy is when you go to the most expensive store within fifty miles of your home, try on almost every peice of clothing, then walk out with nothing, saying none of it was your style. Crazy is when you break a bone and laugh. Crazy is when your evil, malicious best friend/cousin comes to visit for two weeks from across the country and gets you completely and utterly obsessed and addicted to a totally awesome book about vampires that you never thought you would like! (yup that's me) Crazy is when on career day I said I was going to move to move to Greece the day I graduate and live on a beach writing stories on the back of paper bags and my best friend asked if she could come too. Crazy is when you bite your friends shoulder because you are bored. Crazy is when you you convince your self your a mythical creature and try to make other be leave the same. Crazy is when your convinced there are vampires at your school and you think everyone of them can read your mind. Crazy is downloading all of Twilight and New Moon off the books on C.D. from the libary, and listning to them over and over again. Crazy is when you dont say a thing about yourself in your fanfiction bio but insted yell random things that make you lafe. Crazy is when you start getting antisocial because you want to read instead of hanging out with your friends. Crazy is when you laugh about how Edward Cullen thinks Bella is DEAD in New Moon, even though it's a very serious matter, and your sister hears you and asks why you're laughing so loud and you tell her and she just cries about it because she thinks it's sad. Crazy is when you headbang to a slow song, or become odsessed with the song "Let it Die" by Three Days Grace because it reminds you of Edward Cullen for some odd reason. Crazy is naming your winter jacket Mr. Puffy and your best friend naming hers Mrs. Puffy and letting them marry for the winter. Then at the end of the winter, they both retire and divorce each other. Crazy is when you are taking a math test and go over on ur scrap sheet of paper to work out the problem, and start drawing spirals until the teacher goes five minutes left! Crazy is having a major arguement with your friend...and i mean major...its still going on and it has already been a year...about which one is better: pudding or jello. Crazy is completly obsessing over Twilight and reading the books over and over again until something in your brain snaps and starting with every little thing reminding you of Twilight and slowly spreading to EVERYTHING. Crazy is when you start saying different names from random shows wit your friend just to see who knows more names.Crazy is when you can see yourself doing everything on this list. Crazy is when your friend slaps you because you keep quoting random songs just for the heck of it! (Btw, I have done ALL of these things, sadly!) If you're crazy, copy this onto your profile and add something crazy you've done to the list!
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I tend to write depressing stories. I get ticked off easily and i dont want to give up on any of them.A GIRL NAMED ISABELLA is up for adoption. Interested in my crappy story? Just email me at twilightstarmist7@yahoo.com and you win it! :)Full moon- I will update this... later. It is all written down here somewhere...In the arms of an angel...- waiting for validation..Just another love story...- yeah, sorry, writers blockI am a band geek, live with it..

CH: 1Bella POV: The beating was brutal. But so was every other one. Charlie hated me to a point of abuse.Rated Teen for violence and maybe a little swearing and romance scenes in later chapters... ;)CHAPTER FOUR IN VALIDATION!!!!!!! :)

Bella POV:
(exerpt from chapter one)
“I love you Bella.” He said, his other hand cupping my face. He pressed his lips against mine, crushing them into my teeth. I whimpered, struggling to get out. It didn’t help. He pressed me against the wall and kissed me. I hate my life.