i could write in diary, just like an old time, but..
yaaa..its easier for me to write here. and yes, this is my diary.
cha nulis, sekedar buat nulis. thats all.
bukan maksud menye, nyombong, atau apa.
i need to write.
so i write.

so why i make this visible to anyone if this is my diary?
well..what i write here, is what i want people know bout me. (yaaa, i know, i know, i just have a few-or even no reader this time).
im not expecting anything.
so if you read this-my so called diary, im so sorry if this is just a crap, have no point at all, and make u sick.

and then.
tomorrow will be the first day of my exam. wish me super luck people !

like i said before,' world know what happen inIndonesia ' .. but do they know what happen to me?
no they dont, and neither do i.

i dream of so many blood, accident this past days.
my inside felt so worried, afraid. i cant help to think, is my time coming?

im thinking of my family, my friends, my so-called-enemy, my dearest person. what will happen to them?
i love you all, so much. im sorry and i thank you. for giving me all i need to become what im today. God be upon you...