Announcements

Hi all,
I'm sure you've noticed some changes in the forums. We've again had to do some updates, so that's why things may look a little different. Nothing major should have changed.
Also, we are going to start adding advertisements sensitive to our community on the boards. This is something we are experimenting with, and we will certainly make sure they are in the best interests of everyone. We want to make sure our forums continue to stay accessible and cost free to all of our members, and this is a way to ensure this.
If you have any questions or comments, please feel free to privately message me or email me at Konnie@beyondindigo.com.
As always, we will be here with you,
ModKonnie

Converted

Today I find myself feeling like I messed up someway... somehow. I lost my daughter on August 22nd 2014. I would have had her on 10/27 but I went to the hospital for back pain, when they did the ultrasound she had ripped the amniotic sack with her foot, got her foot caught under my rib cage and when they took her out the umbilical cord was wrapped around her face. I feel like I have failed as a parent, I feel like it was my fault she didn't live, and I feel so alone in a world full of people. I am mentally and physically exhausted. I am on the verge of a breakdown. Someone.. anyone please help.