Wednesday, September 22, 2010

dear apple,
do you still remember me?
we shared almost nothing with this blog.
like I said, I hate to write.
but, it's the only way I can communicate with you.
by this blog.
too many junks in my life right now.
I can't focus.
too many things stuck in my head.
things are not about others, things are all about me.
just me. inner complication.
all I need to do is just to get rid of it.
but how?
my health is getting worse.
so does my attitude towards other.
discipline? it's not even there.
determination? never think about it.
what is the cost to get a wake up call?