In the 3 years since you decided to end it, I did a 30 day challenge, went to a music festival, bought a car in cash, found Jesus, recovered from an eating disorder, started a program, paid off my student loans, started a business, dated many others, got off my antidepressants, hired a trainer, learned to squat, squatted 95 lbs, bought a plant, kept it alive, traveled 1st class and made Thanksgiving dinner.