ok. here's the plan sluts.i'm sneaking out at about 10:30 since my parents are out tonight, to go to ryans house and have a movie night. will we end up really watching movies ? am i drunk already ? yes !!!!!! triple sec is a girls best friend. so wish me luck that i don't get caught like the fucking loser i am.

SEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX and cigaretttes. whats beter than that. arent you all jealous ?

i messed up again. someone remind me how much coricidin sucks. and my boyfriend tweaked. again. we're both fucking falling apart again. what am i supposed to do ?all i want is to be happy. and i love him. i think.