The deadliest poison does not killnor be injected.This poison grows inside,throughout the day and throughout the night.It can affect your dreams,your goals,your aspirations.Sometimes the pain goes away,and other times it is at its strongest.You can catch it from a glanceor simply by talking.

This poison eats at me,and sometimes I wish I would diethe pain becomes so severeI cannot help but cry.The cause aludes mewhen I try to submitI scream in agonymy skin on fire.

This poison brings people together,and pushs them apart.This poison is love,existing only in your heart.

Oh Holy father, I ask for my love,why must you take her earlyto the skies above?

You've bestowed upon me misery,you've bestowed upon me painnone will notice my tears,as they join with the rain.

Forgive me, father, for I have sinned.My body, engulfed in greed.Give me what i'm searching for,Give me what I need.

--Its poems like these that show that I'm dwelling on the past. This one means that the one love the man was destined to be with was taken away from him, and that he'd do anything to correct the mistakes that caused it to occur. He sees his beloved one last time, before leaving the church into a heavy downpour.