I
have failed to remove you from my heart
despite
hiding all evidence of your existence
I
still ache with desire
desire
for you- love for you
There's
no other way to explain it
explain
my hurt, my want, my need
Not
a moment goes by without
invading
my thoughts
I
smile when you rape my memories
and
as bittersweet it is, I need those moments
as
they become a lingering emptiness
because
I know that
I
will never hold you again
no
others do I long for- only you
but
you do not want me- not only me
and
I begin to wonder if you ever did...

Written
May 8, 2005

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