Best news first; I’m getting Sarah for the weekend 27th , the evening we have Christmas Night here in town.Got an email from my brother yesterday saying it was ok for us to pick her up Friday after school;)I posted about Christmas Night last year, but this time it’s getting even better with Sarah too;)

Now back to the catchphrase, about something that has been bugging me for years now!! But I want you to understand it is not something that any of you have ever done to me!!

Fact #1) I like to make people happy, some of you might know that.Problem is, that I don’t expect anything in return.

Fact#2) I like to do something for other people, some of you might know that.Problem is, that I don’t expect anything in return.

So how to explain this with out sounding like a self righteous jerk or someone angling for approval….

Well here goes;My latest project in trying to keep my hands flexible has been making SPN bracelets.I put the word out in a Comm. And I got more than 25 replies from people that I know and some I’ve never had the pleasure of meeting before.I made the bracelets - the last three went into the post today;) - but what the problem is comes here…some people in my rl asks me what I expect to get out of this!!!!!! My answer is;” nothing, except making people happy”. And they don’t believe me, but thinks that everything has to be done so that you get something out of it, preferably something material.I offered the bracelets for free because I thought that some one might like them. It took me a long time to put them out outside my flist, but I think they were pretty enough to give it a try.What I have gotten from this is; new friends, some of you gave me kind gifts like paid lj and graphics and postcards and some of you made a donation to the cancer research.I’m very happy for all of that, but I would have made the same bracelets even if none of you had done that.

I’ve always been like that liking to make people happy, and seeing them happy is what I get out of it.

So when I send you postcards, small gifts, emails and stuff it is because I want to. Not because I have to and not because you then should feel obliged to send me anything. That doesn’t mean that I don’t love all the gifts and cards I get from you people, because I do.It just mean that I don’t want you to feel guilty if I send something to you.♥love you all♥