Hey im newish

Im newish to BDD Victims United. I see there is only I small amount of members, so I hope I get a response. The owner of the forum invited me here and said its rather new, only here a couple weeks and its seems to be doing somewhat well for a new forum.

Back to me, I have Body Dismorphobia, for as long as I can remember. Right now Im not doing to well, and have many obsessions. I have red hair, flaming red and very paleish skin that never tans, Im very self concious about it. On top of that my body is chunky and so is my face to. I lack a nicefacial structure and have no cheekbones at all. My lips are tiny my nose is large and my eyes are little and dull.

I have never been kissed or had a boyfreind and am in my third year of college. 21 year old and never been kissed