"In a moment’s time, I’d be his, entirely. The one thing I’d wanted more than anything itself. The pain, the pleasure- it was worth it knowing I’d be able to claim to be his…at long last.

"The silence in the room was deafening. The intimacy of this moment made the world hold its breath in anticipation. Time ceased to exist; the only fathomable concepts were Edward and me."

For all of us who read Breaking Dawn, closed the back cover and said; "Yeah...not what I expected..."

This is my version, my ending of the Twilight Saga. In short, it's purpose is to show how Edward and Bella meet the trials and tribulations of being newlyweds, Bella being a newborn as well as other things life has to offer. It's meant to highlight their love, devotion, the strengthening of their bond as well as how they grow together emotionally and physically.

Rated NC-17 for Mature themes, language and adult and sexual content.

WARNING: quite a few lemons here ;]

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Four weeks before her wedding to Edward, Bella is frustrated. She knows there's little-to-no chance of getting him to bend his rules and boundaries now, but there's no harm in fantasizing about what could happen later. So she begins compiling a list of things that she and Edward can do together once they're happily married. She's surprised to find she might be able to cross some things off earlier than she thought...

EPOV. Edward is having trouble balancing his urges for Bella's blood and Bella's body before the wedding. What started out as a simple "Practice Fic" has become a retelling of BD from EPOV that lets us see just how much he struggles for control at every turn.

Warning: Edward's got issues. Some dark images and angst, but nothing too bad and quickly giving way to steamy goodness.

I am slowly making it through my lenghty fanfic to be read list. Really liking this so far. I love the recap with the Midnight sun feel to it. I'm going to try to review a lot since I know that's what you all like. Got the idea to read this story from the Twigasm podcast. Better late than never.

WOW....just wow! First of all, I was so glad that you glossed over the whole wedding. I know what happens & just wanted to skip ahead to the good stuff, so thank you.

Secondly...that ending was fucking amazing! I have read so many fanfic 'honeymoons' that I wasn't expecting him to lose it like that but it really makes sense.

I also love in lemons how he always 'licks his fingers clean' - that's pretty sexy.

I realize that I am a bit late to this party, but I am also reading a fic called 'Oso Bella' by Myg, which is very good & I LOVED, until I started reading Blood & Lust. So, today when I read the updated OB chapter, I just thought...."meh...it's no Blood & Lust".

Well done.

Author's Response:

Haha, well I'm very flattered!! I'm happy that you finally started reading. I hope you like the rest of it.

Really loving how you are tying it into the original books (I think, unless I'm getting it confused with other fic) - I couldn't remember if the black lace was in BD or in another fic. No matter. Great job once again.

Twilight Junkie

Author's Response:

No, this is all straight from BD. I went through that thing with a fine tooth comb for a year as I wrote these chapters. I would pick a section that I thought needed some EPOV or a missing lemon, and I sort of stuck it right in, but the major details are all the same.

This story begins by re-imagining a favorite scene from Eclipse, in which Edward and Bella are stuck in a blizzard and must call on Jacob to keep Bella warm. The original scene hints at Bella's curiosity, Edward's awareness, and Jacob's lust, and the possibilities that lie within that love triangle. This version asks, what if Bella took what she wanted? What if Edward's long-dormant humanity were finally sparked? And what if Jacob's fantasy finally came true?

"Anything I had ever felt, allowed myself to feel, had been only a hint, a taste, a glimmer of that all-consuming heat. That heat that Bella had plunged me headlong into, mercilessly immersing me in Jacob’s subconscious, ruthlessly repaying me for her months of frustration. Teaching me desire in one cold, confusing night."

Edward Cullen is an anomaly as far as Bella Swan is concerned, defying all her preconceived notions about the whorishness of hockey players. Through incessant stalking and persistence, can Edward wears down Bella's resistence and teaches her to embrace her inner hockey hooker? A ridiculous love story.

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