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My husband is a police officer and he is adamant that our 4 children receive no c/p. However on a regular basis he bends me over and has his way with me. I am an obedient wife but I do not like this. I was spanked by my dad an was not fond of that. W. offer's the most painful acts using everything you can vision to produce pain and I am always bare from at least the waste down. He completes the project with sex vaginal or anal and its so painful because my ass hurts. Wether up or down my swollen ass is on fire. I dare not c/o anything or he will spank me again. Give me something to cry about. I talk to my mom but she thinks it's good for me. Keep's me from becoming restless. My dad does not spank her. Very rarely is there a time when my ass, thighs and inner thighs are not bruised and swollen. MD visits must be carefully planned. My children are not aware of this activity, they are young 1-5yrs. There are times when he comes home takes the kids next door then walks me up to the bedroom. He bends me over drops my jeans and will use his belt until I can't physically stand. He then has very painful anal sex with no lubricant, fucks me while standing at the bedside and when he comes were done. He lovingly helps me pull up my jeans tells me he loves me and goes to get the kids while I am instructed to get dinner. The evening is long and the children are not to see me cry. Later that night we shower and he often wants sex again. As loving as he is my ass is on fire and no position is comfortable. He was not spanked as a child and frankly he does'nt get it. He will not allow me to even lightly punish him. I'm in a loving marrizage can anyone explain why my tears turn him on. I believe this has to do with the demands of his profession. We have been married 7 yrs.

Sounds like you should call the police or a social worker. This sounds very non-consensual, does not seem sexy, and can pretty much only be considered sexual, physical, and emotional abuse. Your tears turn him on because he sounds disturbed and emotionally unstable. Please seek professional help, not the advice of those of us here. This site is about safe, sane, and CONSENSUAL spanking, and none of what you are experiencing falls into any of these categories. I say run away and run fast...take the kids with you. Please get help.