Please please please!!

I am sure you just crossed my entry on not to long about but I really need help with getting this translated. I need to make sure I understand every word correctly and my spanish is "Malo" and the the electronic translators just don't do the conjugation justice.

This is one of my favourites, written by Jose Angel Buesa, but it takes more than a mere, literal translation to really express all those feelings in English. Nevertheless, I will try later on the day to help you understand the context.
a man in love, "his love" with another man and just being able to see her from the distance... and pretend everything is ok...
get back to you later...