This blog is a story about me and my dear friend Ana (aka. anorexia). It's partly fiction, but almost completely true. And it's definately Pro Ana.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Results Day

First off, Greene and Ana, i can't comment your blogs. I don't know. Maybe i'm retarded or maybe my computer just doesn't agree with your layouts, but i promise you this: i am always reading, and i love you girls!

Second... i'm not so excited to post pictures today. Can you tell i'm putting it off? Lol. I've gained (thank you, holiday season junk food). However, part of the motivation to get skinny is having to post pictures no matter what has happened during that week. Damn, i should be able to see my ribs... but i covered them up with peanut butter and fudge and cookies and fatness. Ugh. This week is going to be better.

Third, i'm going to start ABC next monday. I'm waiting so long because i still have some new years parties and luncheons and meetings with friends that i gotta get through before that. However, the fact that i'm waiting to start ABC does NOT mean i have to wait to restrict the very best i can. I will be strong through this. Who's with me?

hip bone! i dont care what you think you see in these pictures because all i see is a girl i want to look like. your stomach is just AMAZING.whatever your doing, keep it up. and i completely understand waiting till the holidays are over to start abc. it will be nice to have a new year and a clean slate. youll kick the abc's ass next year! stay strong

omg! I so feel the same way...its hard this past two weeks thanks to Xmas and New Years...I gained as well, unfortunately, but I am gonna start ABC diet on Monday too...hehe we can diet together.

Fucking sux because I HAD to eat otherwise my coworkers and friends would get suspicious...I had office party after office party and on top of that I had two Xmas dinners (my mother's and father's)

This New Years Eve I am having a party at my place and my friends suggested putting $10 down each so we can get a buffet of food...UGH...but if I don't participate they totally will know something is up especially since we are smoking huge amounts of weed.

:O I have to say you are truly inspiring! I mean look at those amazing hip bones! Good luck with the ABC, im going to be eating ALOT less calories as of January 1 so maybe I can do that while you do the ABC?Im looking foreward to another post :)xx

I just found your blog, and I have spend all my extra time reading the entire thing. I find you very thinspiring. I also feel that I am in somewhat in the same boat as you..i have uber good days, then miserable. In the end every one of us will find our motivation we need to become skinny!! Hopefully SOON. Good Luck in the new year--I will continue reading your blog. :]

You have an amazing stomach!! You're so lucky you look good in those kinda glasses, you pull off the whole sexy librarian look. I on the other hand would look like a royal poser and idiot! HAPPY NEW YEARS!

oh my god... i am shocked, i was reading through your blogs and you talked about the stomach pudge!i thought i was the only one!!!! the pudge that wont go away, even with starvation and exercise, argh... at least i know im not alone.

i know you wont believe me, but i think you look beautiful.love katiex

I get a lot of comments telling me that i'm not anorexic. I want to tell you right now that i KNOW i'm not anorexic. Saying that i am pro-ana does not make me anorexic, and i'm well aware of that. My eating disorder is EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specified). I simply use Ana as my main character because she is the well-known ED i am closest to, and honestly, who's ever heard of a name for EDNOS?I never said that i wanted this. I didn't try to give myself EDNOS. I'd much rather be a normal person, but i'm not, and i can't be. So here's my story. If you don't appreciate it, then i simply ask you to leave.

People I Love

Keira Knightley

She's so beautiful and thin. I want to look like her....

Ana

this picture perfectly captures the essence of Ana and her love for her followers... and how she never lets go.