Altonsterling

THE STORY:

My name is elliott sterling 1st cousin of Alton Sterling. After seeing my cousin lay on the ground dead for hours has left me emotionally wrecked. I watched two videos of him being murdered and the second one plays in my head all day but the dreams i have the gun shot is so loud that im afraid to sleep. We was more then cousins we was friends he would let me help him cell cds sometimes or i would have to help him buy the cds to sell we use to talk daily. Im emotionally broken i havent been able to work so my job had to send from the assignment and say until i can show a normal balance i cant come back i tried to fake like i was ok but pain is written all over my face. I need counseling real bad. Im trying to go back to school like alton always wanted me to but i have to pay out of pocket, because the schools want approve my aid. I need help i cant work i cant eat im afraid to sleep and i need counseling. Im like on my 19 letter to Alton telling him im sorry, but time isnt healing me at the moment. The funeral is friday my family wanted me to be an active paul bearer but dont think i would be able to hold it together Alton im so sorry they took your life i wish i would have came got you to go somewhere. I wish i would have forced you to work a regular job like we did a year ago main im so sorry alton

Elliott Sterling

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