you left on purpose.

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whatever your intended effect was, to make me stop acting out, to protect yourself(what the fuck could i do?), i didn't get it.
all you did was hurt me, and leave when i needed your support. i became bitter.
you did this. not me.
and i deserve to feel my own emotions about it. am i supposed to feel guilty for having feelings? fuck that. i'm going to feel what i feel. and i'm eventually going to get over you.
i will recover. i will be angry, and sad, and bitter, i will miss you, but in the end, YOU left ME.
and you made it more permanent this time.
...
i'm so tired of people stressing me out.
perhaps this is for the better.
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