June 21, 2017

My life is about to change dramatically and I don’t know if I cam ready for it but it is necessary. I hope that I will keep my friends during this change, but I am prepared for the loss of some of them. Sometimes we need to just buck up and do things for ourselves and our own well being. I keep putting mine on the backburner for someone else.. but now I will take a step forward into the new world that awaits me.

June 14, 2017

That awkward moment when the universe starts yelling at you to make a change. You can deny it as long as you want to but the universe will always get it’s way. You meet people at the certain times for certain reasons.

The universe is trying to help me help myself.. and I am going to give in and listen. I will welcome in the happiness and changes that are coming forth shortly. Thank you for yelling at me Universe, sometimes I am hard of hearing.

April 17, 2015

2.Go to all Disney Parks in the World at least once
3.Take a real cruise
4.Ride a Bull
5.Drive in a Demolition Derby
6.Learn how to drive a manual transmission
7.Learn how to ride a motorcycle
8.Visit Hawaii
9.Visit the Grand Canyon and walk the see-through bridge
10.Buy a house (on my own or with my love)
11.See Auschwitz
12.Own a Hearse

13. Travel to Germany and meet Ramona, Tom, Sage and Muffin.
14.Leave a meaningful mark on this world when I leave
15.Spend the rest of my days making the love of my life; feel happy, deserved and content
16.Make-out often
17.Learn to work on Motorcyles
18.Learn how to do more vehicle maintenance (routine stuff like suspension/struts, etc.)
19.Go to Northwest Trek
20.Go up the Space Needle
21.Go to the Kangaroo Farm
22.Travel More….
23.Get all my teeth fixed
24.Get more tattoos (full sleeves and back at least)
25.Take a ride in a hot air balloon
26.Pay off all of my school loan debt
27.See the Island of the Dolls in Mexico
28.Get a New Year’s Kiss
29.Visit Yellowstone
30.Visit Mt. Rushmore
31.Have more sex

Removed:
* Get engaged to the love of my life (Remove… not sure I want to get engaged or married anymore)
* Have a Bachelorette Party (Remove… not sure I want to get engaged or married anymore)
* Get married to the love of my life (Remove… not sure I want to get engaged or married anymore)
* Have a Honeymoon (Remove… not sure I want to get engaged or married anymore)
* Skydive (Completed… went on my first skydice from 13,000 FT 07/2014)

August 19, 2014

I can’t do anything else. I asked to see you with all of your new found free time and you brush me off with a one word response of “busy”. If you are too busy to spend time with me, then I am walking away.

I will gather my stuff and move on. Bye Bye Jax.. I loved you with everything in my heart and soul and you couldn’t return it no did you really want to try.

October 6, 2013

So tonight was the 4th Annual Zombie Photoshoot… I had a blast getting my zombie makeup on and then posing for professional photos. It really is a neat and exciting event every year.

Last year my boyfriend went with me and he stood in the freezing cold with me and hung out during the photos and talked with me between takes. This year he drove me there and there it ended. He didn’t come in and talk to me or hang out with me. He was bored… So I guess I know next year not to have him come with me.

This saddens me a little as I do a lot of things that he enjoys even though I do not like them. I wish that he could do this with me even if he doesn’t really enjoy it. Le Sigh…. I guess I am just a lonely zombie after-all.

July 30, 2013

So I purchased for myself an electric scooter. It gets up to 52 mph and will do about 55 miles per charge. It is my first new vehicle purchase. I am very excited to get my motorcycle endorsement and be able to ride it.

Then my boyfriend and I were talking about me eventually getting a real motorcycle. A ninja 250 seemed to be the best option. Well we found one that needs a little tranny work but was a fantastic price. So he put a downpayment on the motorcycle and we pick it up this weekend.

Once I pay him back I will be the proud owner of a car, a scooter and a motorcycle. I am a strange one I guess. Now I need to work on getting my motorcyle endorsement so that I can ride them.

July 25, 2013

Here are my life goals:
1.Do a motorcycle ride-along
2.Go to all Disney Parks in the World at least once
3.Take a real cruise
4.Ride a Bull
5.Drive in a Demolition Derby
6.Learn how to drive a manual transmission
7.Learn how to ride a motorcycle
8.Visit Hawaii
9.Visit the Grand Canyon and walk the see-through bridge
10.Buy a house (on my own or with my love)
11.See Auschwitz
12.Own a Hearse
13.Find another Charlie Horse
14.Leave a meaningful mark on this world when I leave
15.Spend the rest of my days making the love of my life; feel happy, deserved and content
16.Make-out often
17.Learn to work on Motorcyles
18.Learn how to do more vehicle maintenance (routine stuff like suspension/struts, etc.)
19.Go to Northwest Trek
20.Go up the Space Needle
21.Go to the Kangaroo Farm
22.Travel More….
23.Get all my teeth fixed
24.Get more tattoos (full sleeves and back at least)
25.Take a ride in a hot air balloon
26.Pay off all of my school loan debt
27.See the Island of the Dolls in Mexico
28.Get a New Year’s Kiss
29.Visit Yellowstone
30.Visit Mt. Rushmore
31.Have more sex

Removed:
* Get engaged to the love of my life (Remove… not sure I want to get engaged or married anymore)
* Have a Bachelorette Party (Remove… not sure I want to get engaged or married anymore)
* Get married to the love of my life (Remove… not sure I want to get engaged or married anymore)
* Have a Honeymoon (Remove… not sure I want to get engaged or married anymore)
* Skydive (Completed… went on my first skydice from 13,000 FT 07/2014)
* Get my B.S. in Accounting (Completed 6/2014)