1. found an apartment-alone, it's MUCH easier this way
1b. buying a house in the next 12 months!!!!!!!
2. found a job at a bar called Diesel, 4 minute walk from the new place.
3. the Sonic is back with an un-keyed door! $400 later though
4. I have 40 days to lose as much weight as possible-going to NC to see the gramps... Read More

Yea fuck them, everyone has an opinion on the Internet and most say the most dickhead thing they can say because it draws the most attention! That guy just wishes he could even get a hopeful on here much less a SG.

If your going to ship in the US you can do express or priority mail. Of course no matter how good you package something the post office can screw it up. Put the cupcakes in a plastic container. you know the kind with a hing if you were to buy pre made ones from a store. Keeps them from moving around. Package it in a box to where the container wont move and then all over the box write This side up. Only thing that would screw them up is if the post guy flips the box. Then when the weather is hot pack ice packs in the box. I think when summer hits I won't even ship cupcakes unless the person pays overnight. Here it gets hot as hell

Well it's been a while since I last posted a blog.
Sorry about that. I have just been doing a lot of thinking.
With that thinking, I have decided that I'm no longer going to be pursuing shooting sets for SG.
My reasons vary, but I'm beginning to have stronger and stronger feelings, that thick girls just don't really make it... Read More

honestly, and i know i'm a minority here, but i really don't get what the big deal is. i did the whole modeling naked on the internet thing, and seriously, i'd take it back now if i could. i don't understand what is prompting people to strive to take their clothes off more and more and make this a goal, like it's an accomplishment. it's not. i mean, yeah, i get it, i did it too. i thought i would feel empowered and sexy. here i am 6 years later and i think it was the dumbest thing i ever did. it empowered absolutely no one and nothing, except some site to make money off me. you want to feel good about yourself, do good things for yourself and for other people that don't make you question who you are and what you look like.

on that note, good luck in whatever you decide. sorry if this seems harsh, i just think you're better than all of this.

I'm incredibly hungover and I barely drank anything last night. Wtf?!
Anyway. Today starts day 1 of quit smoking when you drink sobriety.
It also marks the 8th consecutive day I have not had meat, chicken, or fish. I don't miss the first two. But I miss sushi, so I guess, in any attempt to ever become vegetarian, I just cannot give up... Read More

omg cupcake <3<3<3 i'm working tonight, and then friday and sunday days! no worries if it's a no go, we still need to do dinner one of these days soon, maybe next week once i'm off antibiotics and we can have some adult beverages?

Well, again I suck at posting and keeping my blog current.
Sorry.
School started and it was a little nerve wracking at first, my Wednesday schedule was awful; 1-1:50 and then 6:30-9....yep...a 4 and a half hour break. But I lucked out Tuesday night and was able to switch it to Monday and Wednesday from 3:30-4:45.

Ugh see that is what I am afraid of cause it seems like it really wont stop. Exactly lying is lying I couldnt agree more thats why I have reservations about going further.
Well she is 19 so not that young but younger than me. I think your right its half immature but I still think half is honestly her being slutty not to sound rude. Idk but she really does get mad which makes me think you are 100% cause she flips out when I mention things making me think she is guilty of being a slut, but I have no tangible evidence so I cant say
The biggest fear I have is exactly that the distance and constantly having to wonder if shes being loyal and faithful to me and thats scary. Im just taking a step back and trying to grasp at the reality of the situation but you may be right about just leaving cause trust and loyalty are the foundation of a healthy relationship and right now thats not even there.
Thank you so much I think its good too but a lot of people say shit and make fun cause I am that way but oh well. You by far gave the best advice honestly thank you again.