Sunday, 6 March 2011

day 6: the person you like and why you like them

i don't really 'like' anyone at the moment. i love my boyfriend. or rather, ex boyfriend as of last wednesday. we were together for 1 year and 1 month but we hadn't been working out for about 2 months, so i decided to end it. it was the hardest thing i've ever had to do but i can't tie him down, i've been feeling like a burden for so long and i needed to let him be his own person. i know i'm only 16, so may not have an idea of love but i reckon i've found it. i'm constantly thinking about him, to the extent where i can't properly concentrate on anything at all. i regret breaking up with him so much, and i wish that he would want to sort things out but he doesn't want me anymore and i'll have to accept that. it kills me to say all of this but it feels good to let it out. i'm hoping that he'll realise that he loves me again and wants me back, but i don't think that's going to ever happen, so i need to stop being so naive and foolish. i just miss him so much.
sorry for the depressing post, i promise the rest of my posts won't be like this!love amy x