...with what is going on in my career. The next couple of months will see that issue decided and I pray nightly that I will be able to stay in. I am still very much in love with my wife and I still cherish my children. I want the best for them and am disappointed in myself for jeopardizing that. I am still on my path for my wife. I hope she sees that she is the only one for me and that I won't ever make the mistakes of my past again. I still look forward to going home and doing things as a ...

...with what is going on in my career. The next couple of months will see that issue decided and I pray nightly that I will be able to stay in. I am still very much in love with my wife and I still cherish my children. I want the best for them and am disappointed in myself for jeopardizing that. I am still on my path for my wife. I hope she sees that she is the only one for me and that I won't ever make the mistakes of my past again. I still look forward to going home and doing things as a family. I'm hoping that the weather will hold out and maybe some more bike rides or a trip to the park...I love you Amber and I miss you.

My Goals:
Aside from being a physically healthier person, I need to be the Husband my Wife deserves and the Father that our Children deserve. I need support but I will do it, I have to..

My Program:
I've started a therapy program and talking to my Pastor. I have a road plan to help me reinvent myself and a plan to follow...and I will

Personal Information:
My name is Michael and I am married to a beautiful young woman named Amber. We have three wonderful children, Michaela/Jade/David. I have not been the Husband or Father I should have been. I am now devoting my life to be what my family deserves and I will not fail them.

Other Information:
Amber... I love you I'm in love with you I miss you I want you I need you I will respect you I will honor you I will be the husband you deserve...

I love and miss you, too. Good luck on your resume. I just finished with that job search profile I was telling you about. I'll send you the web address. I don't think its as good as the one we have been working with but every little bit helps I guess. I'm getting ready to feed the monsters. So far David hit Jade in the head with a car and got his butt handed to him. It's been not a good day. I need to hit Rite Aid when Mick gets home from school, too. I can't wait until we're settled and safe again. I hope all goes well. I love you.