and nobody ever cared to find out where i was. i was hiding under my bed, the lights off and i never wanted to come out . You won't ever know how deeply you hurt me all the time every time..making me question about my own existence every little moment that i try to find out for...

but that doesn't mean people don't understand what I'm going throw. It sometimes hurts a lot. But other times I like to show how strong I am to others and make sure they can't see the real me. I don't really know what to do anymore but I don't think I ever really did. It was...

things have changed with time, the way they always do as its a general rule of nature and no body can cease it or make it illegal ...can anybody? i don't guess so, but the question that revolves in my mind that is "how far they can change?" i have seen climate changing their...

and people just ignore me.they push me and shove me.I feel like I don't exist.this popular boy in my class said I was ugly in front of the whole class and teacher .I was embarrassed and everyone was looking at me.I have nobody to talk to and no one really cares about me.I've...

, but a Christian who will love and respect me which I will do the same for. I was with a lovely guy but when bad things happened I couldn't believe how bad he was... All this time I thought we were perfect for each other.....It's weird how I still kinda want him but I know it's...

depression and anxiety for longer than I care to remember. I feel ashamed because I have let my depression and anxiety take over my life it's ruined friendships, relationships and has left me at 26 years old living back with my parents. I feel so lost and alone. I just recently...

no reason to live, some people become reason for it. Then, this thought saves us that we are their love, their need, and a whole world to them. If we do not want to live, We have to live for them. When our souls cease to live, these people revive our dead spirits and give us...

of my soul..my dignity...my piece of mind...and my heart gets ripped apart .When that hurt became constant, I got used to it.Got used to being forgotten,being worthless, being nobody.But though I'm used to it, the pain is still intense... it hurts like the first time I ever was...

and my voice refuses to come out... Feels as if the whole world has turned upside down once i see my mom going around with some other guy and she lies to me on my face that she isn't going around..!! Cant take it in that she is actually cheating on us! She is one person who...

Sometimes, I feel that i should just shut up and keep things to myself. I'm so damn tired of sharing my story to people who doesn't even know how I really feel and doesn't give a damn. They say they understand but then, they'll leave me there hanging with their unfinished words...

I'm depressed and alone and sad and no one understands because everyday at school I'm this bubbly happy smiling girl that's hiding behind a mask. I can't take this anymore. I don't want to live but I'm afraid of death. I'm afraid of what will happen after life. I need help but...

and i absolutely hate it when people pity me. so i've learned to be a very good actor. Then one day two of my friends came over my house. When we were talking one suddenly said something that for some reason made me very angry. she told me that i didn't have problems. please...

I sleep a lot during the day, Im always late for school because I have difficulty getting up in the morning. I have no motivation, everything seem pointless to me. I am also anxious all the time. My family irritates me. I am moody. I cry a lot for no reason and feel empty, have...

where the pain is from. But it hit me recently like a pile of bricks, just truly how much pain I have inside. No boyfriend to blame it on, I assume it has to be my family. If true I know exactly why but I'm just not sure If I am actually able to talk about it...

battle, I hear it said a lot. Perhaps that is why I shrink back into myself when I am hurting and depressed. People are not equipped to help or love. There are so many messed up, wounded people walking around it's not funny. The older I get the more I see what we are really...

who are supposed to love us aren’t always able to give us the kind of love we need. Whether they are our mothers or our fathers, our grandparents or our siblings, some family, no matter how good their intentions, leave us feeling empty, invalidated, not cared for, and alone...

it is so painful to receive no affection of any kind, just criticism and belittling. I take care of my grandchild (she lives with us) so I can't go anywhere. I don't mean to be such a downer, but I am so lonely I could cry. I am not looking for setting or anything gross...I just...

I cant get him out of my mind and I tremble when im around him. he makes me so nervous but barely blicks a eye lid in my direction. how could u treat me like a stranger when we shared so much. heart in pieces cnt breath

and depression, have been going broke, in an unloving marriage and fell in love with somebody I can never be with. I work 18 hr days non stop and just keep getting poorer right now. Dealing with lawsuits and bullshit, life has no meaning anymore except my beautiful children but...

and anger
Void of intimacy and strange meant,
I am confused between existent or nonexistent
Love, my last companion
He left me alone just like you did it
Now my hands left here alone between me and my loneliness
God dam me for getting lost like you
Lost in the darkness of my...