Interview with a Lightworker

By day, he's a hired hand on a ranch somewhere in North America. But he also leads the secret life of a Lightworker, with a unique genealogy, and an even more unusual group of "Friends".

Copyright 2002, www.CosmicHarmony.com

Prologue - Events Leading up to the Interview

February 12, 2002

Editor - to a Lightworker:
... found an interesting article that postulated that a large mass of people
were experiencing accelerated evolution by virtue of the awakening of their
kundalini power. I have heard mentioned that our earth evolution will
make a quantum leap forward when a certain thresh hold of people become
enlightened.

2/12/02 3:47 pm N....
Several of the people who post on the Earth Alchemy message board have been experiencing Kundalini effects for quite sometime. There are many who are having these "growth spurts", and are aware of what is occurring. Others wonder if they are crazy--until reading that there are people who talk about these changes.

2/25 5:59 pm N.....
There is a fellow I know who has ascended once--merged with pure Spirit / the Divine; he was asked if he wanted to stay on Earth and aid Earth, and he did choose to do just that. But, he said, it was the most difficult thing he has ever done--returning to Earth, after having been pure Spirit. The corporeal body is ascending now, but so slooooowly, as he says. Much Kundalini activity and intensity of energy occurs. He is at home in both worlds, but prefers the world of Spirit. Amazing experiences he relates, places he has been, beings he sees or interacts with on a regular basis. His awareness is Oneness with all. His groundedness or reason for staying is his mission here, his family & his young children.
N....

Editor:
It would be fascinating to hear more from such a one.

2/27 12:12 PM N.....
I shall ask if he has anything other than his journals

2/27 7:04 pm N.....
You will be getting email from the fellow who has chosen to stay on Earth to assist all here.

His spiritual name is Trinity. He has 1 gear, fast forward; writes fast, does not use spellchecker so his emails are quite distinctive in form, and content. The beings who are always teaching him are referred to as THEY--his term.

He is told that this contact with you will be quite significant.

I am rejoicing with you both!

N

The Interview

March 8, 2002
First Email from Trinity:

3/7/02 7:29 pm
Hello IM Trinity, N.... says to answer your questions about what happened to me, but so much has happened to me in a spiritual import its hard to begin. I probably could write a book, so if you have questions I don't really mind answering whatever you wish to ask....We are One....Trinity

Editor (in an Email back to Trinity): N.... mentioned you had a transforming experience that changed your life. I would be very interested in hearing of your experience and how it affected you afterwards.

3/8/02 8:16 pm
I'v only told a handful of people my story and i'v never typed it all, so get ready. As it is you probably won't get but half of the story ..I don't type that fast...Trinity

3/8/02 8:44 pm
Love and Light... Here ya go...... Where to begin.. Iv had a driving hunger all my life to KNOW everything That has to do with spirituality...Why things work in life as they do. Iv known there has always been something more then just what we can see and hear.

So IM the kinda guy who has done Yoga all my life, Studied as many religions as I could,(quickly moving away from what didn't "feel " right) Absorbing as much as I could of what did resonate with me and moving on...

My job enables me to be outside working with animals and being mainly left alone to do my job. I was working while doing what i call a walking meditation......Let me back up a little, I had been having a repetitive dream (found out later that i had this dream many times,and it wasn't a dream). In the dream i was at what i call a rest stop ,like a small snack stand, (can still see it like it was last night it was 7 to 8 years ago)The outside was a intense bright white, the inside was just a simple snack stand with the usual board on the wall over the counter and a screen door between outside and in, By the way everything was in color if that matters. Outside were these two beings..They looked like two semi-older people, man and a woman. They were wearing sunglasses (found out later this had great significance) They looked like they just stepped out of an R.V....K now back to work ..I couldn't stop thinking of this dream, it ate at me so bad , just couldn't stop thinking of those two people and this place.

I started thinking about what, i was thinking about while dreaming . Started thinking about how i felt while i was at this snack stand .. Then i went into my heart and duplicated how i felt while dreaming of this place ............ Then it happened ...Everything exploded in my head , a very loud humming was going through my head, There were people shouting at me (at this time the inside of my head was roaring with noises). Thoughts and concepts were flying at me so fast, it was like trying to organize groceries in bags that are just flying at you till you look up and its an octopus with 8 arms throwing them to you.

I later learned to organize all this. I looked down at my hand and arm and i was glowing literally glowing about 10 to 12 inches away from my body (blue/white/gold were the most prominent colors). I was definitely at a loss as to what to do, Then a voice in my head very loud shouted at me, call your teacher ( iv had a very close friend and spiritual teacher since i was about 19 but i hadn't seen her in many years, and had just within the last few months started talking to her again) So i dropped all the tools in my hand and went home (i live on the property where i work) And called my teacher .. It took her about a minute to feel what had happened to me .. All i can say is i thank GOD for her, My mind then and many times later probably would have imploded if it wasn't for her loving guidance...

During this time i was instructed in many things, how to use crystals more effectively, How to "go into the molecular structure of things", Was shown many wondrous things, was taken to different Realms. I could feel a perfection within my self of all, I could think of a question and the answer was just there. I was told and could feel my self connected to universal consciousness, Even connected to the consciousness of GOD, (thought i was going to swallow my heart it came up into my throat so fast) Many other things too.. All this happened within the space of about a little more than a month

Then THEY started asking me how i wanted to transcend, If i wanted to assist and help here on our planet or to transcend at once. I told THEM I wanted to be of service to other humans on this planet.. So everything started changing, I started going through different changes than I already had, I started being infused with energy in intense amounts.

My state of mind was also changing, I started waking in the morning with my mind in many different states, I called it being in a dimensional mind set, sometimes it was 6th dimension and lower sometimes it was others. That lasted for about a year till I started getting stable with the different energies that were given to me. At first it felt like someone trying to shove a piano into my Third eye, Then slowly I started getting used to it all.

Its been a slow climb since then, Hard too, To have been fused with the perfection of spirit and to give it up (even temporarily). Now its a slow climb back up a different way, to alter my physical structure from its carbon based molecular structure to a crystalline based molecular structure....Now They still come to me when IM not preoccupied with physical life, Usually in the morning when IM working out and in the evening THEY come to me and still teach me wondrous things, and THEY still take me to different places, (light cities , star gates, Space ships) Many things about me were revealed to me. Now IM given huge amounts of energy in different configurations. Left out so much... We are One ....Trinity

Editor:
Hello Trinity. I am just totally blown away (to use a colloquial phrase) to read your story. I think it can help many people. If you wish to continue, let's correspond a bit and slowly expand on this for the benefit of others.

Can you elaborate on a few points?

(From this point on answers are grouped by topic and not necessarily in strict time sequence)

Question: Do you think you were basically an average person or did you always feel you were different from others?

3/11 6:46 pm
Always felt out of place.odd..Even through childhood, was a loner, till high school, Flower children ...Everybody was cosmic..Always wanted to know about spiritual matters .. I was totally curious from the time I could read .. devoured books on ESP and ghosts etc.
Was told later when THEY could talk to me, that I was created by insemination from Pleiadian stock into my mother......

Never ever wanted to be normal......We are One ...Trinity

3/11 8:38 pm
Wanted ONLY this all my life ..Waited and knew some day i would know....Wanted this so bad i can't even explain how bad i craved to know God. ......Trin

Q. Do you maintain any special diet -- that is are you and have you always been vegetarian -- before, after the "incident"?

3/11 6:58 pm
I Stopped eating red meat early in my life because at the time it was fashionable and noticed it was making me ill in the morning. So I stopped eating read meat and Pork. Ate only chicken, turkey and fish..Lots of beans .. Then when it happened THEY strongly guided me toward an even purer diet and a more healthy exercise program for cleaner purer physical structure. IM also becoming very sensitive to any toxins like chemicals in pre packaged foods. So IM now eating less chicken, more fish and fresh fruits and vegetables. My shifting body is becoming ultra-sensitive.....We are One......Trinity

3/11 8:35 pm
Also take alot of powered herbs in a morning shake after i work out every day.. Sprilinia etc....Trin

Q. Are you married, closely associated with other people or are you a loner?

3/11 7:05 pm
Yes I have a family, wife, children, boy 9 girl 5...( Wife thinks people will think IM nuts, Actually many do, and my kids know me as the daddy that talks to the Angels)

Know many people, not really introverted anymore ..i understand so much more now....But we live a quiet life ...Trinity

Q. Who are THEY? What does your intuition tell you about these beings?

3/11 7:45 pm
THEY are a very wide variety of light beings in various forms..Met space beings, Pleiadians and other races ...Have met Melchizedeks as well, many different beings too numerous to count. Have different teams working with me through different periods of my life, have a few personal guides that seem to be semi permanent as well as a Guardian Sephiroth.....

It's a hard question about my intuition..I gather so many feelings and senses from them . and so much happens that is just undescribable in words. all are pure in their intent.. I can feel a sense of "being in THEM " so i know how THEY think/feel .. I'd have to say my "self" has become so universal that its become just "knowing"..Trinity

Q. Can you talk about a few of the things you were shown, or realms that you visited? Do any particularly vivid experiences come to mind?

3/11 7:58 pm
Where do ya want me to start...just about every night i keep notes on a journal about my adventures (was suggested by THEM to me when it first started to write it down). Whats odd to me is i can go back to any page and start reading it (chicken scratching, and quick scribbles, its hard to write some times, when the energy's hitting me , hard to think sometimes too) Its so vivid that its like it was last night...

Some nights are much more fun ...Most nights i get energy work through my body, Some nights THEY talk to me...Some nights i get to travel to different places ...And my favorite nights are ones that THEY talk to me, i travel and THEY teach me FUN stuff.....Sooooo..What kind of a story you want ..Travel?.....We are One........Trinity

At this point Trinity sent me an email from a prior message board post....

3/11 8:22 pm
.My Guardian Sephiroth came to me last night as she has been now for about a week, Those Blue white glowing eyes smiling at me. Her energy feels like when you are just about to cry out in a tearfelt love ,Like your heart is ready to break because you love so much. Thats how Her energy feels (crude description but I learned long ago human words don't nearly convey what spiritual is like) She has been Teaching me things, talking to me about stuff for the last week. Well, last night I asked if she would take me some where..."YES" She said..The next thing I knew IM being pulled with her flying along. I can see we are approaching a Planet with LOTS of activity all around it .. Ships of all different kinds coming and going lights flashing, threads of light coming off the planet. Small beams blinking on then off... Lots happening. We flew in closer to the planet till we were over it. This is even busier... glowing tubes every where strings of light with lighted beads .. Balls of light hanging suspended .. Lots of other light beings flying around (personally I don't know how they don't crash into each other).. VERY VERY complex looking .... Still we flew around, under and through all this... Watching shiny metal balls as we whisk by, then she takes me in closer and we land next to a pool of some kind. She automatically steps into the water with me and wades across. Its depth is about up to our neck. The fluid feels light like water but is syrupy, Hard to describe this, light like water but thick like syrup. Any way, as we reach the other side she "lets go of me" Some attachment to her I have, she lets it go. She reaches the other side and steps through some pillars and floats over to a railing and turns around and looks at me and sweeps her arm over the railing ...Out before me is a very spectacular city of light and crystal for as far as I can see. Tiny glowing lights EVERYWHERE.. Then the inside of my head explodes with energy and its really hard to focus. (my vibration still can't maintain efficient control yet. soon ... very soon). I take in as much as I can stand, then I return with her to do more Classroom stuff.... We are One....L/L...Trinity

Q. Can crystals benefit people in some important way, or is meditation or some other path just as effective? If crystals can help, how do people use them effectively?

3/11 8:32 pm
Everything and anything that helps ..What ever resonates .. Crystals are important because of the alteration of our physical structure, from carbon base to crystal based structures.. Our blood, is merely liquid crystal (teachings from THEM). Basically our physical structures are light transmuting machines. There's a WHOLE lot more complexity to it but basically crystals can assist in our transmutation..We are One .......Trinity

Q. You said: "Now its a slow climb back up a different way, to alter my physical structure from it carbon based molecular structure to a crystalline based molecular structure...."

Since we are all carbon based on this planet, what does the crystalline structure refer to? Is this at a more subtle level than matter as we think of it. Crystals are hard and shatter so I don't understand how your body could become crystalline.

3/12 12:44 pm
The ascension process that's happening to many right now is a DNA alteration. The basic structure of our bodies are changing into a crystal base, from the carbon base.. Not all crystals are hard, the aether around you is actually a type of syrupy crystal form. Your blood in your body is a type of liquid Crystal. The basic carbon base form is limited in its acceptance of the higher spiritual energies. The crystal base form can stand up to the higher forces of spirit and the radiation of the higher realms.. How is it changing?..I have watched my molecular structure changing very slowly, How THEY are actually accomplishing this IM not sure, just have been shown the changing happening .....We are One ...Trinity

Q. Earlier you said: "Now They still come to me when IM not preoccupied with physical life, Usually in the morning when IM working out"

Working out? As in exercising?

3/12 12:51 pm
Yes, I run about a mile a day and Do weight work and exercises..I get up usually about 4:30 Run, work out. Do 20 mins Tie Chi come home and get my kids breakfast ready at 6:30..Do this 6 days a week. Been doing this for quite a few years now....Trin

3/12 1:10 pm
and in the evening THEY come to me and still teach me wondrous things, and THEY still take me to different places, (light cities, star gates, Space ships)

Q. Do you see them with your physical eyes? While you are awake? Do you only go to places while asleep or do you go into a sort of deep meditation?

3/12 1:10 pm
Have seen both .. Mostly have been THEM coming to me inside my head. I close my eyes and can see THEM standing there, and open my eyes and can FEEL THEM standing there in front of me (when the being has the capabilities of bridging two dimensions). I have seen my share of physical appearances though, but THEY don't like to do this, THEY need special permission, and energy in the area has to be in a special configuration. So basically its a big waste of energy just to appear to make me believe that its real and I don't need it anymore. (We have talked about this before). THEY have better ways to keep me from doubting its really happening. I'll tell you one physical appearance that I liked , (it looked neat) Have you ever seen the movie Poltergeist? The part where the guy's watching the video camera of the stairs and the wispy tendril like being swirls down the stairs (all the way up to the part where she turns into a face)....I've seen this ..had a very bright white misty-like with the tendrils swirling around ..Saw this come across the room. Swirl up to me and stop in front of my face and talk to me.. But this is just one of many notes in my journals...Trinity

Q. You said: "Many things about me were revealed to me. Now IM given huge amounts of energy in different configurations." Is this energy to bring about changes in your being? Or do you pass it along in turn to others?

3/12 1:26 pm
Both .. First .. The energy that comes in is always increasing in amounts and vibratory rate is always rising, so its causing changes in my physical structure in this way as well as the quickening shift. Was also told that one of my primary uses right now is to be a conduit for the energy that passes through me. In working with the energy as i do, I transmute the energy into a more usable form for this planet and its inhabitants. So basically IM taking higher form energy and transmuting it into an easier form for all to use. I see this as a byproduct of my work, THEY thinks its more important. Maybe because I don't see its distribution as easily as THEY do, I see and feel other things we do together more clearly....Trinity

Q. You said: "I was working while doing what i call a walking meditation"

Since I work I have to find a time to meditate. Even harder is finding a place to meditate. I used to go for walks and find a place to sit, put on sunglasses (so as not to be too obvious) and meditate. Once I am in the state of mind, I found I could get up and walk and still continue the meditation. But this is very difficult and there are lots of distractions. I can only do this once I have attained a deep state sitting still first.

3/12 1:44 pm
Once you reach a certain place, you just "click" into a silent stillness. No thoughts. Nothing...The other is to concentrate on God and nothing else or spirit.. Trinity

Q.When you were talking about your original experience with THEM, you said: "Outside were these two beings..They looked like two semi-older people, man and a woman. They were wearing sunglasses (found out later this had great significance)"

What was the significance of the sunglasses?

3/12 6:51 pm
Later on when other beings would come to me THEY would also have sunglasses on. I thought it was crazy ... Till one day I was sitting next to one of these beings talking to it, I asked "What's with the glasses? He turned to me and slowly slid them off while looking at me. What I was looking at was fantastic but what I was now feeling was terrifying beyond belief, I was now feeling the full intensity of his spirit and this was no small thing, it scared me just about to death. I was now looking at two smoldering blue white stars burning with raw intensity looking at me. He, as slowly as he had taken them off, slid his glasses back on ....Now THEY don't use them, Iv gotten used to their eyes..

Iv learned since then that These, are the angels class of the beings iv met ...The light blue eyes are younger angels, (dark yellow gold are older angels) and the reason for the twin stars for eyes is because THEY have never had physical eyes where other beings I have met have had eyes. THEY say they did it so as not to frighten me too soon. ....We are One .......Trinity

Q. You said: "Then THEY started asking me how i wanted to transcend, If i wanted to assist and help here on our planet or to transcend at once. I told THEM I wanted to be of service to other humans on this planet"

Can you talk about your work. Is it a type of educational process such as raising the consciousness of people around you or something more specific?

3/12 7:40 pm
The obvious is my interaction with others and the energy i spread around Whether it be through every day in the store, to the ripples of golden light i can release when doing energy work with THEM. I do whatever THEY ask of me, anything from doing a little bit of grid work to working with spiritual devices with THEM in other realms.

I have been asked to be at meetings to opening of new temples..I have helped escorted souls that have recently passed through the portals of death to the first Mansion world..I have helped with a souls ascension process that are still on this world struggling....Trinity

Q. As I read your messages, I wondered whether you generally tell people of our inner experiences

3/13 5:26 pm
I don't tell too many people about my experiences, The ones I do tell usually have some kind of spiritual background.

Q. When you open up to people, do they tend to believe you, or just humor you and think you are a crack pot. Or again do you keep most of these happenings to yourself.

3/13 5:26 pm
The people that have no real spiritual knowledge, that I have told pretty much don't believe me, So iv learned to not say too much ,(unless IM guided to do so).
My wife isn't really into spirituality either but when she met me she knew what i was and what my friends were like.. She has interest, And she listens to my adventures but she's very skeptical.My kids love it .....Trinity

Q. Do the beings you work with ask you not to talk about things, or do they encourage you to tell others?

3/13 5:36 pm
They really don't say either way. But I know that THEY feel some things are not to be talked about with some people. It can cause great disharmony in the world around them. THEY have showed me how to reach out and sense things around some people so iv seen this disharmony happen. I can "feel" When some things are "right" to talk about and some things just don't feel right. Its what THEY think is wise to be shared i do so but mostly, I just don't say much unless its some enlightening lesson that would benefit people in some profound way....We are One ......Trinity

Q. Last night as I was thinking - I wondered if you had ever read the Alice Bailey books

3/13 5:46 pm
I have her books here next to me on the shelf...

Q.The same goes with H.P. Blavatsky and her masters - ever read The Secret Doctrine or Isis Unveiled?

3/13 5:46 pm
Have her books too...You have to understand that at the time these books were written that peoples concepts and understandings in the world at that time were far different than now. There wasn't a lot of knowledge of this at that time so descriptions were geared toward this period...Every writer or psychic no matter what, puts a little bit of their own personality in what they write or say. The better the psychic the more pure spirit that comes through....Trinity

Q. You said: "I was created by insemination from Pleiadian stock into my mother"

So far this is the only statement you have made that I found somewhat unbelievable. My view of this universe is that this planet is one of the few (or only) planet, at least in this galaxy that harbors organic human life forms like ours. I do believe that there are other lokas, planets, whatever you want to call them that serve as worlds (environments, regions) for spirits on given levels. I'm sure there are more advanced worlds than ours that have more highly spiritualized beings living on them - but not what we could consider to be human life forms. Ours is that rare jewel in the universe where a precise combination of the five elements (fire, earth, air, water, ether) exist in a very rare combination that allows organic life forms such as ours to evolve and flourish. My belief has been that this is extremely rare. I wonder if maybe we are the first planet to evolve this kind of carbon based higher life forms and maybe it is our destiny to one day populate other planets similar to earth, just as the stories of our collective consciousness present to us in science fiction and movies such as Star Trek.

I am sure that Pleiades is some kind of highly evolved center. I have long felt an attraction to this beautiful constellation and often look for it in the night sky. It is mentioned a lot in mythic literature, and esoteric astrology texts I have read mention energy coming from this constellation as being channeled through planets in our solar system. I would expect very evolved beings to live there, maybe without even physical bodies - light bodies, or a more formless spirit. So how could they have bodies similar enough to ours that DNA from them would mesh with DNA from us to allow a conception? Mind you I am discussing this in the most detached unemotional manner that I can and I don't mean to offend you in any way. I just want to clarify or probe this statement. Could it be that your spirit is from the Pleiades and that you took birth in an Earth body provided by your mother? Is there any resemblance between yourself and your father that leads you to believe that he is your actual biological father? I wonder if your spirit guides said one thing but your human mind stepped it down into this thought of insemination. It is common that when people grasp a higher concept, they sometimes put a spin on it that makes it familiar to them but thus reducing the purity of the original truth or idea. Can your elaborate on this?

3/13 5:51 pm
I had trouble believing this one too, until i had other psychic's tell it to me as well as THEM.. Alot of the light beings i have dealings with are space born as well as family to me....Trinity

Q. Do you understand from your guides that this will be your last earth life? I assume you do believe in reincarnation. Unless of course you are requested to be reborn to assist in the evolution of others like many others have done before.

3/13 5:55 pm
Yes, I believe in reincarnation. As far as has been revealed to me, I don't think i will be going through the portals of Death...Trinity

Q.From our point of view, not to have this heavy clay body and to be able to float through the universe and send and receive light messages would be liberation compared to our earth life.

3/13 6:04 pm
Even before we had all this influx of higher vibration of energy coming in to our sphere. We still had a very unique opportunity to be able to accelerate our spirituality to a higher form ....Trinity

Q. A lot of the terms you use are not familiar to me.
Space beings - are these inhabitants of another world. Solid like us? Do they use technology or move around in more miraculous type ways.
Melchizedeks Don't know what this refers to.
Your Guardian Sephiroth? Is that a name or a class of beings.

3/13/02 6:17 pm
Space beings. Born on other planets besides ours. Beings from other planets with higher rate of vibration. Their physical structure is solid but they have abilities to live in a higher rate of vibration allowing them access to higher worlds and realms. They use a higher form of technology..They do travel in space ships.

Melchizedeks - Can be found in any spiritual book even the Bible..

Guardian Sephiroth is a guardian angel....

We are One Trinity

Q. What was the most spiritualized place you have been to where things were not like buildings built using materials as on this planet but as if they were made of light or a mind substance? Have you ever been to such a place?

3/13 6:40 pm
This is hard to answer, I have been to many such places... Been to buildings that were made of Crystal as well as many other substances. Most of the structures iv come across are made of a substance that's a cross between concrete/plastic and light.. Iv looked at these blocks closely, they are gritty, but not rough, and inside it seems to be lit, like lights running through it or something. Just one of the building substance iv come across.

Iv been to places where the beings live in a liquid space (not water) Where your thoughts are liquid flowing away from you. We are getting into the "i can't really describe this in physical semantics" realm now ...Lots of things just aren't describable even if i wanted to...Trinity

Q. N... mentioned to me that your friends (THEY) told you that your contacts with me would be in some way significant. Was there any detail in how?

3/13 6:48 pm
Yes our meeting will cause conceptual understanding in a universal sense.. You will and are, already thinking of things differently......Many will through you ...Trinity

Q. Yes, Trinity I am starting to see things differently but in the past I have had a certain set of blinders. When people start talking of things that I think are out there, I just sort of tune out and think: "OK. that's out of my experience and I know nothing about it and don't know whether to believe it or not so I'm just not going to deal with it".

3/13 7:03 pm
Don't take this wrong ..But iv been into spirituality and being with THEM for so long it doesn't matter to me if people believe me anymore or not. IM perfectly happy being with THEM, And if along the way i can assist others and be of service, im content.. Everything i could ever want i already have....Trinity

Q. I think I just have never been exposed to a lot of things where I knew someone first hand that I had credibility in. So, maybe this work (with you) is part of my process of removing those blinders.

Does your insight tell you this process is going on with me?

3/14 6:31 pm
The only thing THEY have said about you is you believe too much in the negative aspect of spirituality....THEY suggested I use the term spirit instead of THEM ... THEY said it gives you suspicious fears of negativity with the connotation of THEM.....We are One.....Trinity

Q. Did you ever look into Sathya Sai Baba? Many people say he is a major Avatar - equivalent to Rama or Krishna of the past. In fact the predicted Kalki Avatar even spoken of in the book of revelations. According to Sai Baba, a huge number of people will be taken to liberation over the next century or so and after that, the door will be shut for a while. I remember reading this once in one of his books - Sathya Sai Speaks. Do your guides talk of this at all?

3/13 7:54 pm
THEY speak of many changes taking place on our planet, (all eyes of all the universes are on our planet) many beings being raised up ...I have seen places that are waiting to be inhabited....Trinity

Q.From your experience of seeing things from the inside out, can you describe what kinds of things or activities that Average people should do to become more spiritual?

What about more advanced people that are somewhat spiritual but still very much earthbound?

3/14 6:38 pm
What do you think about all the time ...God..or ...Television.....
What Spirit feels like ...or...how to put names to it....
Is your mind/heart/body still and divine or full of chatter and confusion..
Thats a start..........We are One ....Trinity

Q.What is one of the best ways to accelerate the evolution of the people on our planet as a whole?

In other words, what can we do, people who want to help with this process?

3/14 6:44 pm
I pray for that answer every day ..You find out, we will both know.....I just do what THEY ask of me......Trinity

Q.Trin. If you get a chance this weekend could you write about some other trip or visit with your Beings?

3/15 7:40 pm
Yello/Gold or blue around the edges with white in the center?..These are angel class beings (never had eyes)...Just one of almost a hundred different beings iv met over the years...Last night was taken to a place in the "Garden." I go to the garden all the time, But i needed an escort to this area, She was a beautiful light being (not angel class, she had eyes) I had been wanting to go to a part of the "Garden" called the Luminescent area..Anyway flowers of light that are a little bit of half physical and a little spirit ....But I was never allowed to go into this area, I don't know why, don't know why THEY decided to take me in but She did.

She took my hand and pulled me into this part iv never been to. Some flowers glowed like different colored puff balls of light..Some looked like light threads running through the leaves...Others had multicolored strings going through the petals of the flowers... Some were a misty kind that shimmer in and out of the here. After that came back did other things........ ...We are One ..................Trinity

3/15 7:59
Ill find another in my journal and send it to you after I hen peck out whatever travel I pick...I'll explain something...I see visions that THEY put in my head, Sometime its symbols of what's happening to me or what THEY are physically doing to me.. . Sometimes its THEM taking me to places ... Sometimes the inside of my head is just so intense I can't even close my eyes...Iv had times for days I couldn't close my eyes only to sleep. go to sleep quickly.... Sometimes I close my eyes and I have no idea what in the heck IM looking at, pictures so wild and abstract I just can't recognize what it could be ... Iv seen planets from space with technical advancements you wouldn't believe, with space ships coming and going ... Maybe ill send you the story of The New Jerusalem Star Gate And Innix in the Environment and weather control (I call it the map room). He's an Alien, He looks like a cross between an ant and a praying mantis and he has the sweetest biggest loving heart (wasn't even that strange to get a big hug from mandible arms).. Every time i go to see him he feels so loving and good ..like going home to tell your Mom about something, loving, accepting ...........Trinity

Q. Do people generally have a guardian assigned? What is their job or what are they attempting to do with their "charge".

3/18 6:03 pm
When you reach a certain stage in your quest for illumination you are assigned a guardian....Why? With me its getting into trouble ...THEY once forbid me from entering a certain area because in THEIR words "To much potential for metaphysical mischief"...THEY act as guides and protectors...Trin

Q.You mentioned Sephiroth is your guardian.

3/18 6:05 pm
Not her name, class of being...Out of all the beings iv met only a handful have left their names ..Found many reasons for that later....Trinity

Q. Are there others here with special chromosomes like you that are also working with these orders of beings just as you are?

3/18 6:13 pm
To tell you the truth Iv felt my alien background was unique but the quickening process isn't...

Its odd you asked iv been having visions of me standing there and one by one smiling people "Link up next to me... very powerful people "hooking up" In a line, Felt iv known these people already, It makes me feel really good when this vision happens..This is a very strong vision, iv had many times......Trinity

Q. Do they look for other people with normal DNA but spiritual receptivity to work with consciously like you are or is this an extreme rarity?

3/18 6:17 pm
THEY don't tell me ..You have to understand something ...THEY don't give me long conversations very often, most of the time its THEM standing there, quietly waiting for me to "get some" lesson THEY are trying to get me to think about...We are One ......Trinity

Q. Sai Baba's mother tells that she was going to the well for water when she saw a light coming toward her and enter her being. She passed out. Later she found she was with child. Was there any such incident involved in your conception?

3/18 6:19
Don't know. Parents been dead for a while ...My mom always stated the most beautiful thing she saw, was a ball lightning...I wonder....Trinity

Q. Trinity, is the Urantia book an authentic source book of information on other worlds and realms? I know it contains lots of ideas that would help us be better spiritually but is the information in it real and worth studying? Do you know anything about this? I think it was R.... that mentioned it to me.

3/18 6:27
Yes, The Urantia book is a factual accounting of the inner universe. Its the only book that THEY seem to not dispute. Its seems to be a very accurate map for places i travel....This information is very real .. if anything else it greatly assisted in projecting me forward on my spiritual quest.....Trinity

Q. You said: "THEY speak of many changes taking place on our planet,( all eyes of all the universes are on our planet) many beings being raised up ...I have seen places that are waiting to be inhabited"

Are you considering each galaxy as a separate universe? There are clusters of galaxies and billions, trillions of galaxies make up what our scientists call the universe. Are there multiple of these universes or do you use a different term.

3/18 6:31
Ogres are like onions ....You mean they stink .. No No No...LAYERS.......The universe is layered within ...You know,.... ya got to get in to get out?..Stacked on top kinda .. like the Tree of life ....(actually stacked in)....Trinity

Q. So are we the outer layer (of the Universe)? How do you get from one layer to another or is that not something that human types can do.

3/25 7:57 pm
Not really the outer layer but for now its the best mental concept to use...The easiest is to accelerate your vibrational rate in your physical structure, but this doesn't take into account many other things. You also need to be of a divine personality...Your mind must be insulated enough to take the intensity of this state also..(Voice of experience here) Or it can blow your mind apart and leave you a veg..... If your asking me personally, It depends on the different type of energy im given for each night as to where i have access to ...I also can join into one of THEIR consciousnesses, and piggy back ride, Then see what THEY see, go where THEY go... We are One.......Trinity

Q. I have always had the suspicion that black holes were the realms wherein the gods lived. There is supposedly a very immense black hole that anchors each galaxy and of course there are lots of smaller black holes from large suns that collapsed into very dense states that created black holes. It seems like the perfect place where there might be beautiful spheres of light, perfected realms hidden away from peering telescopes where the gods and higher beings could reside. Do your Friends ever mention this?

3/18 6:44 pm
Here ill explain something. Please forgive me if you already know this....If you accelerated your physical structure till the rate of spin patterning speeds up to an incredible rate, you would disappear out of this sphere and would be standing in another if not many at the same time - peering out....Same with all the universes one of the ways of distinction between the different galaxies is vibration and gravity..

Black holes are passage points....

Q. Who can use these passage points. Are they passage points to different layers of the universe, different regions of the universe? Different universes?

3/25 7:34 pm
To tell you the truth, I never asked, and IM usually so busy doing other things, i wasn't curious about that....Trinity

Q. When you communicate with THEM, do you actually verbalize out loud or is it more of an exchange of ideas at the spiritual level. Do they understand and speak in English if you want to talk that way?

3/18 6:55 pm
I have communicated with so many, THEY all do it different between beings ....Iv had THEM shouting in the front of my mind in a loud voice...Iv had THEM speaking soft and gentle in the center of my mind..Iv had THEM fill my mind with pictures to get some idea...But i know when THEY do speak to me there's more to their communication than just words ....I do know there are many different languages in the spiritual realms ...I once asked THEM to speak some to me ...I got this sing song kinda talking and singing funny words and I could sense, feel, see pictures, and feel emotions all at the same time.....We are One ...Trinity.

Q. If we've been assigned a guardian, is it an advantage to be aware of it and try to communicate with him/her.

3/18 6:59 pm
From the Urantia book it speaks of a Spirit Adjuster .. Better to try to communicate with it, It can give you the most assistance on your path .....In Egyptology its called the "Ki"...Trinity

Q.Enlightened masters, Sages, Saints, etc report being able to view the universal Self and all it's contents, in other words being able to know the state of an individual's thoughts, aspirations, current state, etc.

Do you ever get into this state with other people or can you at will?

3/18 7:08 pm
I have been for extended periods of time in and out of states of Total "knowing" where ALL is known to me and all consciousnessess are in me...(Why i sign off with We are One)..Where I AM all things .....I can't yet turn it on and off at will...In this state i can look at someone, and see far off, all that is them, and all that will be in them, All that is before them, and all that is behind them....We are One .......Trinity

Q. In a past message you said: "Maybe ill send you the story of The New Jerusalem Star Gate And Innix in the Environment and weather control (I call it the map room)."
Can you send this story?

3/18 8:10 pm
OK

...This star gate is located off the coast of Portland and Washington About a couple miles out Floating about a quarter mile off the ocean..You fly up to the white stairs and pillars land on the stairs ...The stairs are wide and go from one side of the building to the other...(favorite spot of mine to sit and watch beings "pop" out of wherever they are coming from to the here/now and fly up the steps). At the front door are two men always stationed standing at the edges of the door...Never knew really why they are here. The only interplay iv had with them was one time i was out side sitting on the steps watching the beings coming and going and one came and tapped me on the shoulder and motioned for me to come inside, I did and there was some meeting going on..Don't know what we did but i was involved...Any way glued up the steps through the door and across the room there's a big half cycle desk with a raised set of levels behind it.. stairs to the left and right...Walk behind the desk up the platforms to the right then through the door. That's the weather and environment room. Inside is a big raised circle in the center, with railing around it with breaks in it...Innix is always in this room .. he controls it ...When he turns it on the raised platform from the floor to the ceiling lights up with a specific place in space (you can request special areas to look at but i don't know what to ask for so i let Innix pick)

All the planets, stars and every thing else in that area exactly ...You can reach into this and pick a planet with your mind and it will tell you all kinds of information about its environment.. Other information too..

Out the door of the map room to the left up the stairs to the top level and the cat walk around the three beams of the Star gate .. One really big one in the center and two smaller ones on either side....I was shown early the identity signature of this place so i can find it by my self ...I can come here in an instant...We are One .......Trinity

Q. Trinity, you mentioned once that you helped assist someone with their passage from earth life (after death) to an intermediate state. Have you done this more than once? What can you say about these after death states, lokas, regions or whatever they are?

3/25 7:29 pm
I assisted in the 911 attack...Many confused souls....I went into the void and helped reluctant people to pass through, many did not want to pass because they didn't want to leave others back on the planet .....THEY said i was better able to do this because i had a human vibrational feel so souls wouldn't be panicked ...Was a very difficult time....Trinity

Q. When a mass of people die suddenly like that (as in the 911 attack), are they aware of one another on the other side or is each in his own psychic realm or space? Do they realize they have died?

3/26 5:18 pm
The severed souls do not Sense each other in the void..And usually you aren't self thrusted into the void. Only under a trauma situation will this be happening. What is supposed to happen is you slowly drift off from physical consciousness into an unconscious state (under special circumstances Some souls have been conscious here) Beings are there in attendance and transport is called, Your physical-less soul is locked into transport and you are taken to the first Mansion world for resurrection and registration..When you are resurrected there are MANY beings all around you, In fact the planets full of different types of beings , but you don't view different types, till later. Most of the souls i encountered knew they had died ....We are One .....Trinity

Q. In a previous message you said: "From the Urantia book it speaks of a Spirit Adjuster .. Better to try to communicate with it, It can give you the most assistance on your path .....In Egyptology its called the 'Ki' "

How do you invoke or communicate with this Spirit Adjuster?

3/25 7:22 pm
Stillness .....and when ITS ready, you will hear Its answer to your questions and Plea's ...We are One ......Trinity

Q. You said: "I have been for extended periods of time in and out of states of Total "knowing" where ALL is known to me and all consciousnessess are in me...(Why i sign off with We are One)..Where I AM all things .....I can't yet turn it on and off at will...In this state i can look at someone, and see far off, all that is them, and all that will be in them, All that is before them, and all that is behind them"

Is it a goal to be more and more in that state of total unity, total knowing?

3/25 7:18 pm
It is the perfection of God as man. It is total fusion with spirit..It is a feeling of bliss and euphoria like nothing you have ever felt..It is total knowing.......We are One .......Trinity

Q. Hello Trinity. How are you? I was most astounded when I read your last batch of transmissions.

I am curious, did you spend a lot of your time studying the Urantia book. I remember it as huge as it would take several years to read and study. Was this your major source book of information?

3/25/02 8:18 pm
I have spent many years reading Urantia, But iv also read MANY books on spirituality as IM sure you have.....All of my dealings with THEM seem best to be described in human terms by this books descriptions.....But THEIR latest teachings to me are on how words and naming something, seem to coincide here...It lowers its vibration. Just using your mind to envision an identification of a name, wastes thought...When THEY first started coming to me I would always ask "who are you" THEIR reply was always "feel us, sense us" "know our energy signature, not a name" So now when I want to find a specific light being i "feel" how THEY "feel" and I can find THEM. Same for my destinations ... .We are One ......Trinity

Q. You must have been a mature spirit with many lives behind you to have reached this place. Have you ever seen any of your past lives?

3/26 5:27 pm
I Have seen little pieces of my past lives ...Been a doctor in the 1800s Was a Nights Templar, and a brown robed monk....Just little views in my visions ...But it doesn't seem to be important to THEM or me yet.....Trinity

Q. Hello Trinity.
R... (A fellow Lightworker) mentioned a city underneath Crater Lake. What kind of beings inhabit the place? Can you describe the city?

3/27/02 8:26 pm
The city was built by a race of beings that are water breathers. They were brought by Space brothers from another planet for an experiment with our world that didn't work out..... I see them in the shallows of Crater Lake ...The City I haven't really seen to much of it, not one I really have access to, so I haven't actually walked around the city to tell you much about it. I have seen it from far off, Its a city that glows with tiny waving colored lights all over it. like I said I haven't seen much of it. Learned more of the energy of Crater Lake. Still learning about this place....Its real function is for transport off planet to direct passage to certain planets in the inner universe. We are One......Trinity

Q. I wonder what our scientists would say or think if they found remnants of a city at the bottom of this very deep lake. Maybe the old city is buried under sediment so they wouldn't see it. I think I remember hearing about somebody sending a submersible camera down to the bottom of the lake a few years back.

3/28/02 5:00 pm
They have explored it a lot ...I know that there are springs and caves that feed Crater Lake from below on the bottom...It gives the people who live down there passage to other waters around our planet..When you were there at Crater Lake did you notice the consistency of the rock? Crater Lake is unique because its a giant crystal bowl that has meteorite magnetics fused into it. I have felt a room that is partly cover over now down in the basement of the Crater Lake Lodge that was used by the spiritual Groups of that era and of that time. It was held in great secret by these groups... Would love to go into the basement to try to find it...THEY told me that The one and only Madam Blavatsky walked in that lodge..Im sure she was there to do work in the basement room..It was somehow set up to be open at night to give full view of the lake while they were working ..How this was done without others knowing i don't know... Maybe the groups owned the Lodge at the time...We are One....Trinity

Q. I know H.P.B. (Helena Blavatsky) was in America (NY I think when she founded the T.S. (Theosophical Society). I seem to recall that she went West but don't remember for sure. I read her Biog (When Daylight Comes).

When I was there I noticed that the rocks looked like your typical basalt you find around volcanos. I understand the lake was formed when the caldera collapsed inward. The basalt probably does have a crystalline structure if you examine under a microscope. I never went to the Lodge. Didn't know about the lore of it.

I did a search on information about Crater Lake and found some interesting Indian mythology.

As one Klamath individual noted, Crater Lake was a particularly dangerous site for the spirit quest. (1) Gaining a vision of the supernatural beings residing in the lake was a major goal of that quest (Spencer 1952b:222).

The seeker would often swim at night, underwater, to encounter the spirits lurking in the depths (Spier 1930:98).

Leslie Spier commented regarding the father of one of his consultants, "having lost a child, he went swimming in Crater lake; before evening he had become a shaman" (Spier 1930:96).

The quest for such spirits required courage and resolution:

He must not be frightened even if he sees something moving under the water. prays before diving, "I want to be a shaman. Give me power. Catch me. I need the power." (Spier 1930:96)

An elderly Klamath woman recounted in the late 1940s her experience of seeing a spirit being on the lake:

When I was young, I went up to Crater Lake with a woman I knew. She tied my eyes and led my horse. ... Then she said, "Untie your eyes," and I nearly fell off the horse. I saw a man standing on the water far away, just like in the Bible. He scared me so, I don't know who that was, but I like to think of that man now. (Spencer 1952b:222)

In other Klamath (Indian) accounts the floor of the lake contains a mythical world:

People were stolen and taken down into Crater lake by beings there. Some say they have found no water in the lake. Instead there were rocks as big as trees and deep tunnels in the bottom. There are animals, snakes, and a sort of people who live at (or in) the ocean. (Spier 1930:98)

3/28/02 7:21 pm
"she said, "Untie your eyes," and I nearly fell off the horse. I saw a man standing on the water far away, just like in the Bible. He scared me so, I don't know who that was, but I like to think of that man now."

The man they saw was in transit to or from the inner universe...This was really interesting Thank you....We are One.......Trinity

Q. You said: "That era and that time" - do you know how long ago that was?

3/28 7:32 pm
No sorry i don't, just know that Spiritual societies have used the energy from the lake and would meet and do rituals or such there.... Trin

Q. You said: "The people who live down there". I understood that you said it was a failed experiment. Are there still beings living under the waters? Are they organic living life forms like us or spirit bodies?

3/28 7:40 pm
They still live there..They were a race of water breathers that were brought from another planet with their permission.. We are One ......Trinity

3/28 7:41 pm
(Yes...) Organic life forms

Q. What prevents you from going there on a nite trip?

3/28 7:50 pm
Boring, like hanging out in a bus station .. And the people under the water wish to be left alone....Trinity

Q. Trin, I think I asked you this once before but it must have slipped past. I do have about a three inch long quartz crystal. Is there any procedure I can use with this in the awakening of the ajna center? I don't know how to use crystals. Any help, advice or web site reference would be appreciated. Thanks much.

4/1 7:20 pm
K. First..have you previously charged this crystal? I will go on the assumption that its brand new. Clean this crystal. Put it into a bag with sea salt for a few days, this can also be done with herbs,Lavender, rosemary, etc. But this also infuses the crystal with their energy, but it does clean the stone..leave it there for as long as you can, a week or month...then bring it out in the full moon light ..use the moons energy through you and your Chakra system to generate energy through your hands to the heart of the stone, the nucleus...Feel the energy pass into the stone singing its song through your nervous system, humming inside you. You have now attuned to the stone ...you are now in harmony with its frequency.

To have the crystal assist in the open within your self, you must state your intent to program the crystal to this use. From here on is your own personal journey with your own guides.. Your progression of adjustment of personality and spiritual balance within soul and spirit ... Live the life of spirit , when you just let go and say "i don't really care how high I am, I just want to be ...you " Then it happens.... When you let go ...We are One.......Trinity

Q. No access to ocean water here. You wouldn't happen to live by the beach would you? If so, I could mail (the crystal) to you for charging.

4/2 7:38 pm
Sea salt can be bought at most health food stores ... I will gladly charge it for you but it would then be attuned to me and not you...and would change the prospective usage.... We are One........Trin

Q. Is there anything you recommend for developing the third eye and being able to travel?

4/1/02 7:24 pm
Focus and concentration on this point ...but don't limit yourself - your whole system (all your Glands Chakras and kundalini) all work in a fine perfection of balance within a WHOLE system TOGETHER.. Your body has MANY chakras from your finger tips to your eyes and mouth (thats a bizarre feeling when that one goes off )...Trin

".....being able to travel?"
This would be highly Unlikely, your frequency and talents, within your whole balance of energies within you, would be highly unique to a specific ability....You...Being -you....Trin

Q. You said: "thats a bizarre feeling when that one (mouth chakra) goes off"
That sounds like an interesting story. Mouth chakra? I know in Yoga they talk about many smaller chakras - I think they refer to them as Nadi's???

4/2/02 7:46 pm
Yes, its very odd when your mouth chakra goes off ...Feels like a fire hose is placed in your mouth, but instead of a blast of water its a stream of energy, It floods in your mouth.. But that's not really as odd as your Taste buds, tingled and kept shifting very strong tastes from chalky to sweet to something else entirely.. Today my chakras in my ears went off thats another odd one... Trinity

Q. Do you have any recent vivid experiences you can pass along? A place? A meeting? Trip?

4/2 8:02 pm
Last night THEY specifically came to get me and said "come with us" i say this because THEY really don't do it like this that often and when THEY do its very important.. Was taken into space to see a conjunction of 9 planets .. And to tell you the truth I was going to post this but I can't figure out what it means ... Iv got 2 pages THEY gave me on this but I still don't understand its purpose ...There are 5 planets in a curve and 3 more along the same curve but inside the 5 other planets .. Then in the center is a moon that sits at the top so this whole thing looks like a tear drop with the moon at the point .. this moon is connected to some vortex of energy ...all this is controlled by higher beings Metatron, Michael, Ariel and more, I think there's 12 ... THEY all came to visit but I didn't really note who was there...When you have 12 beings consciousness of their caliber around you, you're a little too busy to take a roll call...Was never told what this all means just was shown

....I know all these planets are interconnected by energy lines between all the planets together, Criss cross's till it points out the moon....We are One .......Trinity

Q. Was this a far away solar system or distant galaxy?

4/3 5:28 pm
To tell you the truth i was trying really hard to tell where i was but couldn't, just could feel the intensity of what THEY were trying to show me... was so real just floating there looking at those planets with shadows across them.. All aligned.... We are One .......Trinity

Q. You triggered a memory of something I wanted to ask you. Is there a special energy, or force, or consciousness associated with the Pleiades constellation? Have They ever taken you there? As I recall there are seven suns about the same size and brightness in a sort of cluster. Do they have some significant association with our planet and its evolution?

4/3 5:23 pm
There is an "energy signature 'that is unique to their race....

"Have They ever taken you there?" Probably but i was never specifically told i was there..

"Do they have some significant association with our planet and its evolution?"
The Pleiadians have pledged their support to the Galactic Federation to assist our planet...We are One .......Trinity

Q. I think a terrible inheritance is being lost because you don't document your trips beyond your notebook - which I'm guessing would only mean something to you. Would it be possible to write a little each day, or a couple times a week at least so that these images / experiences aren't lost?

4/3 5:39 pm
You sound like Rain (another Lightworker)...To tell you the truth iv been going through body shifts. It has to do with my light bodies ..But it means that iv been too off balance and have been too busy trying to adjust to the changing forces running through me to travel, I can't get a good grasp on its location , (and THEY keep warning me IM not able to travel, I try to anyway, usually with poor results) ... So travel has been sporadic the last week or so ...But i was told balance and transition are in completion .....Trin

Q. Can you email the two pages they left with you on this?

4/3 5:40 pm
You couldn't read my scribbles and pictures....Trin

Q. Trinity have you read many of the Beacon articles on the Lightworker.com web site. There is one a month going back a few years. I have been reading them. Do you feel they are authentic channellings from Angelic beings? The Group of 9. They seem to reflect a lot of the things you have been talking about.

4/4 6:27 pm
Yes, I have read Beacons of Light newsletter..Lots from Spirit Web ...Have read from a lot of these sites ...Most are true articles, Just ask your self while you are reading a story "does this help me or teach me or tell me something i don't already know? Or is this just (as i call it) "filler". You have to find what resonates with you personally... I don't read as avidly as I did, Reading articles and books don't seem to be important to me anymore, THEY have given me more reality than any book can...But i do keep up ..I watch the message boards and look for signs ...We are One......Trinity

Q. Trinity, are these magnetic grids related to your statement below?
From a Beacon article:
"The magnetic master of this family of Light known to you as Kryon has been working with the hearts of humankind and with the magnetic grids of the Earth to position them for this exact event. These grids are now in place and the next step is up to you."

From a prior message board post by you:
I can see an overlapping of a new grid laid over the top of the old grid. THEY said its because THEY needed an increased capacitance for the new incoming energies. THEY said the old system of 2-3 lines wasn't enough. I asked is it 2 or 3 lines in the old system, THEY said its actually a 2 line system but the third was expanded onto it, now it doesn't hold the amount of energy needed. The new system is 3 more lines blended into the old. This is why i'v been denied access off the planet for the last coupla days.....

4/4 6:42 pm
Yes ....New implementation of expanded forces.....Trin

Q. You were once describing some of the things you do. You said: "I have been asked to be at meetings to opening of new temples.."

Does this mean new temples built by churches (like LDS temples, or other religious buildings) or is this some kind of temple on the other side - such as a light temple or place of energy?

4/5 5:03 pm
When new Jerusalem star gate went online I was asked to attend.. I'll explain... THEY came to me and said THEY would take me to a new place, So i went with THEM to a building that looked kinda like a Greek temple with the columns in the front and steps leading up to the door, I stopped at the steps and looked back we were over the ocean about coupla hundred feet and i could feel shore behind me, I'd say about a mile out from shore..The stone on the steps and the walls are different from some of the other planets iv been to, This was more like white marble than the usual lighted stone I usually see...At the door always stands two large men on either side .. I wont say guards just door men, and these men pretty much just stand there and don't talk to anyone (at least iv never seen them talk to anyone). THEY took me inside and pretty much just let me go ... THEY left me to my own exploration, (the purpose was to give me an identify energy signature to return on). So I looked around and returned to me... Started to travel there on my own, went there a lot, I really like to sit on the steps and watch the air around the door and watch beings pop in and out of space to appear, and to fly up to the steps..

Well one time i was going to go to The New Jerusalem gate when THEY came to me before i could leave and said there was restrictions on transference (popping in and out), THEY said that there were a lot of beings and that i couldn't "pop in side" so went there and came out, outside, and flew up to the steps and sat down (i had been doing this alot by now, still like to do it) anyway as IM sitting there one of the door men walks up to me and doesn't say a word but takes me by the arm and leads me inside ... The place is packed with beings ... he leaves me in the crowd. All these beings are looking toward someone in the front speaking (Couldn't understand him) noticed beings looking at me then looking away after I hear "He's shifting" Then every one starts to hum or sing .. At first I didn't know what to do but I joined in on this harmonic song with them, It changed pitch a little and then ended and it was all over.. I could hear a really loud humming .. I kinda moved with the crowd and found my self on kind of a catwalk looking at one really big beam of energy going straight up .. And to the left and the right were two smaller beams

...This was my invitation to the opening of this Star gate.. ... We are One .......Trinity
P.S. Been told not to fly or pass through the beams....

Q. Where was the first place They ever took you to? Can you describe the feeling and experience you had then?

4/5 5:05 PM
Have to think on this ..Can't remember what was first ...Trinity

Q. OK, well it doesn't matter what was first. But do you remember the sensation the first time they took you somewhere?

4/5 5:44 pm
You have to understand something, When it first started to happen to me, I could barely control what was happening, let alone try to think and pay attention to sensations. I was understandably awed most of the time but it takes intense concentration the whole time all this is happening, It still does, but IM better at my control now and can pay better attention...The sensation is roaring energy going through me.......We are One .......Trinity

Q. Is most of your work done while the body is sleeping?

4/5 5:20
Wide awake ....Energy runs through me all day and at the time i decide to do light work (whenever i can).. I go to my "place" and start... I state my intent .. give thanks to Father , and work from there .. If things feel alright ill start right away (almost always it is) By now the energy through me has increased to the point where i can just barely think or concentrate, Its pretty much roaring through me by now... Then i stabilize and balance all systems , Hopefully by then everything has smoothed out ... Then clear all thoughts and it starts... Trinity

Q. Do you remember your dreams at night? Are they vivid like being awake while sleeping or are they just ordinary dream states with no special significance?

4/5 5:33 pm
I don't really have dreams anymore ...

"Are they vivid like being awake while sleeping or are they just ordinary dream states with no special significance?"

When I am allowed to remember what transpired during sleep, its usually me, with a group of light beings discussing some significant event that needs addressing. But this has only happened a coupla times...I was Told by THEM that because I do work in sleep mode now, I don't need to let my ego, intellect and subconsciousness rule my sleep, so i don't really dream anymore... We are One....... Trinity

4/5 5:49 pm
Actually the first time now that i think about it THEY were just there all of a sudden in my head with the roaring energy ..later i learned to focus and control it at certain times... And the First beings that came to me were space brothers, Pleiadians and of course my own spirit adjuster, speaking to me in my head..( shouting more like it)......Trinity

Q. I get the feeling some of these places are pretty crowded with beings coming and going. Are there places you go to that are quiet, peaceful, not too many other beings around?

4/5 6:02 pm
When i first started traveling, I noticed most of the time that there were very few beings around, I asked why and was told that "i don't have proper control of the forces in me and that im still unsure about my journeys" , So as not to trigger an unwanted sensation, Fear, etc, THEY kept most beings back .I would walk around a city and i would see a few people looking at me odd and hurrying on...Now its not like that, im used to all the feelings/energies coming off the light beings around me...

The garden usually has only a few beings there ( was asked to attend some function there too but i had no idea what it was about, A union of 2 beings i think ). Trinity

Q. Then is most of the work you do transmitting some kind of spiritual energy?

4/5 6:12 pm
Most of the work i do is this, yes ..but i have been asked to do other things.. I see a whole lot of visions, some i can see what they are, some i don't have a clue what im looking at ...Trinity

Q. What effect does this energy have on people or the earth? What is it's purpose?

4/5 6:20 pm
THEY tell me that the energy I transmute is of great importance, That it reaches many...Interesting to note, Iv been in stores and been "going off" with tremendous amounts of energy coming off me, and no one around me seems to notice, But this might be because IM producing a very high vibration of energy and these people might not be sensitive enough to sense it or feel it. But then for a while i would walk into a store and everyone would look at me, At at the same time, and just look away like they didn't have a clue why they were drawn to look. Was very unnerving at first (learned to control this too).....Trinity

Q. Can you do energy work in 5 or 15 minute chunks or do you need a good solid amount of time for the work?

4/5 6:34 pm
This is harder to answer. The energy travels through me all day but the intense stuff is only when IM working (MOST OF THE TIME). I can usually work until my body gets too tired and this varies from night to night. Some nights could go all night, some only a few hours. What I do and where I go depends on the Frequency of the energy IM working with that night. Some nights the energy is congruent to travel to the garden. some nights the energy is very high and I can go to someplace higher ... Some nights i can't travel at all and all i do is work with the energies through my body (usually this is teaching or training, with THEM instructing). Some nights all im given is visions. So every night is different.. And about one night every 2 weeks to a month i get a night of nothing, Some times these nights are rest.. Some, my body will be sore, and THEY won't do anything ...We are One .......Trinity

Q. Did They ever mention why they chose you? Was it because of your Pleiadean genes? If so, does that means they were patiently waiting for you to reach a certain stage of development to begin working?

4/8 8:43 pm
Yes i was an experiment, (Pleiadean genes) that THEY were waiting to grow into fruition ..Iv been shown visions of times when THEY have tried To raise my consciousness through my life and seen how close i came....We are One.......Trinity

Q. When I was a kid, my brother used to go to the library and checked out all kinds of books about UFOs - which to me is a symptom of the inner person trying to expand the thinking of the personality - or a sort of inner spiritual urge expressed in a mundane way. I remember reading a couple books by one George Adamski. He wrote of very beautiful space travelers from the planet Venus that he met when they landed their flying saucer near Los Angeles. They wore shoes that left sacred symbols and drawings in the dust on the ground. I read these and believed them. But later as I grew up and studied science and there were more space probes and research, it came out that the surface of Venus was very hot and could not support our type life forms. I realized I'd been taken in.

4/8 8:49 pm
No not OUR TYPE OF LIFE FORM...Maybe another though.......Trin

Q. Several times when I've gone into deep meditation states I've tried to contact you. Have you ever felt the pressure?

4/9 4:17 pm
Don't feel bad, MY (physical) teacher tries to send messages to me and I don't hear them either and she is a VERY powerful being..Iv asked THEM about this, THEY said that because iv use my sensitivity to sense other realms so much more than that one, I just don't have the sensitivity to hear it yet...We are One .......Trinity

Q. When you say she is a VERY powerful being. Do you mean in terms of her psychic ability or some other way?

4/12 6:02 pm
Her advanced psychic abilities.... Trin

Q. Last night I was wondering how much (proportion of your time) you get to spend in Unity consciousness versus being busy with distributing energy or visiting or traveling with your Friends. I mean is the Unity experience a rarity or do you get to get into this state frequently?

4/9 4:43 pm
Total Consciousness or to be in total knowing is a semi rare state, It has to do with the amount of energy flowing through me, type, and amount IM allowed to retain. But I have been in this state many times, Matter of fact was there last three days, Last coupla nights have been great...Iv been going through very intense shifts, and when monumental changes happen like this, its THEM standing quietly next to me waiting to see how the new change will effect me. (restricted travel during these periods).

Traveling doesn't happen as much as id like to, because it doesn't teach me really what I need to learn. Its fun but not of great benefit to our universal evolution.

Classroom teaching is usually the most important thing. Like THEM sending energy through a different input point on my body and teaching me to work it in different ways.. Or Will turn on energy in me and teach me to sense this energy in different ways...As an example... There are Hundreds of ways to feel Soft in energy..
Or to sense subtle layers in the forces coming through me.....Trin

Q. Have they ever taken you to any of the orbs in our own solar system to see the psychic beings there?

4/9 4:45 pm
Nope....Trinity

Q. How many years ago was it that you had your breakthrough? I am guessing you are in your mid thirties by the age of your kids.

Q. Don't know if you know much about Sathya Sai Baba. He is supposed to be the most important Avatar our planet has had on it. He was asked once if the human life form was unique or if there were other planets with similar life forms. His response was that we are absolutely unique throughout the universe. Are we the first planet to evolve this particular organic human form? Is this why our planet is getting so much attention. Have They talked about this topic?

4/9 5:38 pm
Yes ,THEY have spoke of this.... All eyes of the universe of universes are on our planet.. We are shifting in a very new way ...We are forming a very new type of light being...And yes iv heard of Sathya Sai Baba.... My teacher has spoke of him before...We are One......Trinity

Q. You said: "The Pleiadians have pledged their support to the Galactic Federation to assist our planet"

So it sounds as if there is a sort of Universal government, or hierarchy of authority.

Are these angelic type beings or more like our ascended masters gone on to higher realms of service?

4/9 5:44 pm
Yes there is a universal government that is the physical interaction within the spiritual realm... My space brothers and sisters are ascended masters in their own form that have accelerated to higher service......We are One ......Trinity

Q. The term Grey's is often used to refer to aliens among us that developed a technological culture without the accompanying development of the heart center and higher emotions. Have you had any confirmation that this is more than a myth. Do Grey's really exist on this planet (present or past tense). I mean confirmation not from your readings but from comments by the Sephiroth's or others you've communicated with?

4/10 5:16 pm
Grays do exist, They are the assistants to higher beings ...They make the Donuts (as in doing the manual tasks) .....Trin

4/10 5:17 pm
But iv never had any contact with Grays ..Trin

Q. You said: "My space brothers and sisters are ascended masters in their own form that have accelerated to higher service" Did they matriculate from our planet or some other system or is there a Deva (Angelic) evolution that parallels that of humans?

4/10 5:27 pm
From another system ... But you must understand all beings from all systems all go through the same type of evolution. They all wind up on the system's capital worlds (some worlds are made to accommodate all beings whether they are air breathers, water breathers, or whatever they require ... All are under One God and one working system of Government on the other side....Trinity

Q. Are the so called Indigo children spirits that evolved using human forms or are they from a different evolution than us?

4/10 5:05 pm
There are many different views on the Indigo Children, mine is ...
The indigo children are of our planets evolution, They are just born with all the Ascension Changes already installed in them. They are the wise children that are altering our world slowly to bring about our planets shift into a predestined higher path...Trinity

Q. Is it a common thing that souls from regions outside our own planet incarnate here or is this unusual? I always used to think that most souls on this planet evolved upward through the different life states (mineral, plant, animal, human).

4/10 5:13 pm
Its not unusual and its not a huge amount, but it does happen quite a lot. It has to do with a souls evolution... Whats most interesting is that a Spirit Adjuster is always placed on a different planet to be fused with a different type of being. .. If that being fails , then the Spirit Adjuster moves on to another planet to gain a different perspective in a different being...A spirit adjuster doesn't work on the same planet each time...We are One.......Trinity

Q. Is there a special significance to your spiritual name Trinity? What to you is the meaning of Trinity?

4/10 1:45 pm
As for where The name Trinity came from. Its one of those "Meant to be Things" It started when I was about 19 and a friend of mine and I were making up nicknames for each other and other people..We hit upon Trinity for me and it was like a light went off for both of us, we both agreed that that was the perfect name for me. Then when i started to play on the computer i needed a name and i thought for sure my old Trinity would be taken by someone else ....IT WASN'T i was amazed (not about much anymore), So i now am what iv been all my life ...Trinity

P.S. Then theres the understanding the triads of spirituality... ..Or as Hermes puts it.."One in essence,but three in aspect. In the Trinity is hidden the wisdom of the whole world"......

4/10 4:51 pm
Here is where I last traveled to..Was taken to a planet that was covered by many little water ways like canals ... Found myself sitting in a type of gondola type of car looking at the planet way below me. It seemed like a normal type of ride, except that there weren't any type of wires or supports anywhere, the car traveled on some predestined track but it was unseen, was shown how it worked, there is a track of sorts that exists in another dimension. The car has the ability to "read" this track from here. I could see other cars far off, and there were people sitting in the car with me but i took no notice of them, or they took no notice of me..

Been seeing pictures and visions of things again that i have no idea what it is im looking at ...My harmonic vibration is rising again..We are One .......Trinity

Q. When I think of traveling, I think of it in human terms. You start moving, see scenery along the way, then you arrive. I am getting the impression that sometimes your consciousness just winds up somewhere else so that you don't have any intervening sensation of having traveled, you're just suddenly There! Do you experience both modes of travel - one being there instantaneously and the other, seeing the scenery along the way as you travel?

4/11 2:00 pm
Exactly.. Most times Im just there!, with THEM, But there have been times where THEY have actually came and got me to take me some where, with the scenery going by ...Trin

Q. Another possibility, maybe you are tuning in to the consciousness state of another being so that you think "you" are there but really you are just temporarily merged in another being's state of awareness.

4/11 5:50 pm
This happens alot also ,But i know the difference. I know when im in another being, Its really very easy to tell the difference.. I can sense THEIR thoughts and impulse's. Interesting side line here, always wondered how THEY can keep me from accessing all of THEM, THEY have some way of letting me piggyback with THEM but keep me from reading all of THEM. Block off parts of THEM from me....We are One .......Trinity

Q. Did your kundalini activate at the same time as you began seeing things internally or was that a later development.

4/10 7:37 pm
My kundalini activated in the beginning, and stayed actively "on" for about a year, Then other Systems started to be activated and DNA restructuring had started. Seeds were activated, Chakras became of supreme focus of concentration..

From there my kundalini was intermittent .... Then about 3 years ago it started again very intensely...It took 3 days to break through my head till then it was..climbing up my spine slowly then it would smack the top of my head, Then again ... and again ... randomly through the day.. and your right those three days were not fun... Trinity

Q. I understand kundalini can be painful if your body is not pure enough when it activates.

4/10 7:40 pm
Has caused some discomfort.....Reminded me of something they told me in the beginning "It doesn't hurt its just uncomfortable ...THEY were right it doesn't hurt but it is mighty uncomfortable...We are One .......Trinity

Q. Here is something I have often puzzled over. Our destiny is often said to be to merge back into our source. Ramana Maharshi among others has said that once merged we lose individual will, and ego so there is no independent will or identity to initiate actions. Unless there is Divine impulse, the merged individual no longer acts. It seems to me that this can't apply to everyone or there wouldn't be ascended masters, White Brotherhood, or others acting on the other side if they have merged. Unless maybe the mergence is not finalized until a long time into the future. Either that or there are multiple paths where some may merge and lose their identity completely. Others may choose to keep a certain amount of individuality so that they can continue to evolve and be of service.

Do you have any insights into this? I remember one of your first comments was the Sephiroths asked you how you wanted to ascend.

4/10 6:24 pm
When you die, the Thought or spirit adjuster hold your memory transcript of your career .. At death the Thought Adjuster temporarily loses personality but not identity, the human temporarily loses identity, but not personality...Upon resurrection you are fused with your adjuster and personality (if you have progressed that far)..Hope this helps .. i don't understand all this yet either, its very complicated...Wish i could let my Teacher explain this , she understands all this way more than i do....Trinity

Q. Is this your Physical teacher you are referring to? I thought she was human? How could a human know so much about the Spirit Adjuster?

4/10 7:25 pm
Yes, she is human ...She is very experienced in such matters ...She has also read Urantia much more extensively than I have... I have a more personal connection but THEY haven't explained such things to me....THEY feel other things are of more importance to be taught to me.........Trinity

Q. In a previous message you said: "Spirit Adjuster is always placed on a different planet to be fused with a different type of being... "

My memory of what you said in an earlier message was that at a certain level of spirituality you get a teacher or guide from the Angelic evolution which you term a Spirit Adjuster. Does that mean that before that time you don't have a guardian angel watching over you - like during your earlier lives when you are not that spiritually developed? Or is the Spiritual Adjuster given to you along with a guardian or in place of a guardian that you have had during many previous lives?

4/11 5:44 pm
K, A Spirit Adjuster is sent to a child at about the age 7, Its when he has made his first Moral decision in his life..This adjuster is in you till you die. If you failed fusion with it is sent on to another physical being and it is always on a different world than the one it was just on, so it can gain many experiences..If you complete certain criteria within your life, you are given a guardian Sephiroth .This has to do with your personality perfection in your physical life...We are One.......Trinity

Q. In an earlier message you said: "They all wind up on the system's capital worlds (some worlds are made to accommodate all beings whether they are air breathers, water breathers, or what ever they require ... "

Are there a lot of worlds with physical conditions like our earth - with it's dense matter and good balance of fire, earth, air, water elements? Or can you even tell when you view them whether they are physical or a more finer essence like astral, etheric, or thoughtforms?

4/11 7:50 pm
First, Let me explain something there are 3 basic states of energy in all the universe, Physical, Morontia, and Spiritual.(There are many more but we will keep it simple here). Its the same with all the planets, there are hundreds of worlds that exist in all three states and some are a mixture of all three.

Most of the planets I visit are a mix of 2 or 3 of the above. The planets have water and plants, but some of this stuff I don't see (some are out of the range of my abilities to perceive that vibration). Some of it is so out of my mental perceptions, That I don't know what it is IM looking at. Iv seen some really strange plants and animals, Like a very small dog that had no ears and really big eyes, He was sitting in a guys lap in some arena watching some event...Trinity

Q. What are some of the characteristics of the Morontia state? Is this kind of an in-between like etheric-astral?

4/12 6:04 pm
Its more of a Physical To a mid state of vibration....Trinity

Q. You said: "Here is where I last traveled to..Was taken to a planet that was covered by many little water ways like canals ... "

Were your Guides with you when you went there? Do they explain things to you or just expect you to get whatever you can from what you're seeing?

4/11 8:08 pm
THEY are always there, sometimes felt but not seen..
Sometimes THEY do, but most of the time THEY keep silent when we are traveling..Its back to the what THEY always tell me "if we answer that question you will ask a hundred more that we can't answer " So most of THEIR conversations with me are short and sweet. Don't get me wrong some nights THEY talk all night and won't stop, (love those times) But most of the time I get the feeling from THEM that THEY want me to figure it out instead of THEM telling me.

Hope IM not repeating a story, Remember when you were in school and the teacher was strolling around the classroom and he walked up to your desk and asked you a question.. You look up and he has that face where he is waiting for you to figure it out........That is exactly how THEY look at me A LOT, I always get that look and THEY can also give it a feeling of, we're waiting ......We are One.......Trinity

Q. No you are not repeating anything here. They must be trying to get you to "grow up" overnight into a Master.

I guess you will be some kind of energy channelling specialist once your training is complete.

4/12 6:05 pm
God only knows ..My life is such a roller coaster ride..........Trin

Q. You said: "you are given a guardian Sephiroth"

From a human standpoint that would seem to be an extremely boring job, watching over your charge constantly. I wonder if their sense of time is the same as ours. I have read our entire life time is like a few fleeting moments in higher spiritual time.

4/12 5:58 pm
Once a being reaches the stage where they are sent a guardian Sephiroth They have achieved a state of mind where its anything but boring.

As for Time every thing on the other side is very fast compared to our time. Their Time is mostly three times faster than ours, but this varies from realm to realm.
We are One .......Trinity

4/12 6:01 pm
I have been in states where the energy coming into me is in such a accelerated state that it takes me about an hour to get used to it, But to tell you the truth i haven't experienced this accelerated state in a while, I miss it. Trin

Q. What are some of the criteria for getting a Guardian Sephiroth? After this happens, can you attempt to contact your own Sephiroth or will "They" just ignore your efforts. Are they just supposed to stay in the background and guide you? Guard you? Lead you on a higher path? Or are you supposed to just make your own choices and select your own paths without interference?

4/12 6:28 pm
A Guardian Sephiroth also takes note of your spiritual advancements and reports and records them as well as help you in the inner universes. This angelic being also regulates and acts as your go between with other beings, and protects you from harm.

But your real guide is your Spirit Adjuster. Its his job to guide you through your life to try to get you to adhere to higher truths as well as to seek to do the will of God and achieve a higher state of consciousness. This is an extremely difficult job. Our lives are such that we cannot hear them but they patiently and lovingly try.

I have had communication with my Guardian Sephiroth before. Her energy feels like A lovers heart, longing, Full of the emotion of love, focused toward its lover...We are One ........Trinity

Hello Trinity. How are you?

Did you notice any kind of change this weekend in energy? Saturday was the activation of the grid, as envisioned by Turtle woman. I took part but didn't notice anything out of the ordinary. I am not too advanced in terms of psychic activation though so it may just have been me.

4/15 7:12 pm
Im Great...Thank you for asking...Yes i noticed the activation ...I was with the ships a little while THEY were busy charging the grid...The Energy has changed frequency and is easier to access....We are One .......Trinity

4/15 7:20 pm
"I am not too advanced in terms of psychic activation though so it may just have been me"

If you want to gain growth within your own personality, don't defeat your self before you have started ..You make this sentence sound like you will be in this state of "not too advanced" forever... Project what can be, don't defeat yourself what hasn't been.....You have the potential to be it all ...KNOW IT!.....don't accept anything else............
We are One.......Trinity

Q. You said - "Project what can be, don't defeat yourself what hasn't been.....You have the potential to be it all ...KNOW IT!.....don't accept anything else..."

I read your reply and I must say I was very moved by it. Thought about it during the day while I was working. Yes, we do have this self image cage that's hard to break out of - baggage from our many past lives I guess. Do you remember your own state of mind before your transformation? I bet it's light years from where you are now.

I am feeling an inner urge building, growing to actuate, become, like you say - Know it, Be it. The challenge is how, what to do, where to go from here. I keep trying to meditate intensively, keep the mind at rest, stop the internal dialogue, dive deep inside. Still I feel like things are moving at glacial speed. But I will keep on....
If there's anything you can do from the "inside" to help with my transformation it would be greatly appreciated.

4/17 6:25 pm
Yes, my state of mind was very basic, But in my life now, My State of mind fluctuates ...
"If there's anything you can do from the "inside" to help with my transformation it would be greatly appreciated"
I thought about this a lot ... and finally asked THEM, THEIR response was that The State you desire SO GREATLY Is like letting me loose at your work to fix computers with limited knowledge. Your mind is not ready for the harmonic vibration that would follow.. It would literally rip your mind apart.. (trust me here, Iv been real close to this, I know, THIS IS NOT FUN) your mental capacity must absorb all its own knowing within your life as you gain the experience you need ...Just in knowing what you know alters your life far more than you can conceive of. Your constant attention to the enactment of the will of GOD through you helps to raise your vibration to the accelerated rate you're trying to achieve.

As for altering you from the inside ...Im sorry to say im not allowed to infringe on anyone's progress that way ..I can look but i can't really touch...HA... I like that. So constant diligence on your mind set .. Stop the chatter from your subconscious mind and look to your 4 sheep as it says in the bible... Right thought, right action, right speech, and harmony in all you do in your life... We are One ........Trinity

Q.
Thanks for your carefully worded reply. I guess I felt internally when I asked that, that it was really not a proper request. Kind of like asking a gardener to pry open a flower so you can see it sooner.

"Right thought, right action, right speech, and harmony in all you do in your life..."

And how true it is that that is the goal but the goal is still a ways off.
I still have periods being irritable - thus seeing people in a negative light. Sometimes I'm deeply concentrating on something and the phone rings and I instantly get mad at being interrupted. That is one of the worst things for me. I like peace and quiet working and have alway had a problem when I'm interrupted in the middle of doing something. And then there's that feeling of impatience. All my life I've always been in a hurry. Hurry to get to work. Hurry to get home. Hurry to get something done. Don't know where that comes from. I guess my job is actually very good therapy for me because it makes me deal with these same issues over and over again.

"Your constant attention to the enactment of the will of GOD through you helps to raise you vibration to the accelerated rate your trying to achieve"

This is a perfect image for me to keep in mind to help with this inner conversion process.
When you see others around you so far up ahead, it makes you want to hurry and catch up. In the East they call it Satsang - spiritual company.

So anyway I will attempt to home in on this Atmic state as much as I can in this daily hubub of job and home life.

4/19 9:00 am
You have great honor to know all you have learned all your life ...Give yourself credit for getting where you are now ...Stop looking for what you want outside of your self..project your life but don't live in the "i'll be happy when i reach this stage" ...Doesn't work like that .....

Every thought you think, every time you lift a finger to do a deed every time the phone rings .. Its an opportunity to learn something new to improve your character to get you to where you want to be.. The higher spiritually you get the less its your life any more .. my whole life now is in service .. Every one in life is more important than I am now...I know this sounds corny but I look at it like this, in everything I do I ask my self how would God answer or do this task...So always take a deep breath and smile, be of good cheer and be happy in the knowing of WHO YOU ARE...

When you reach the stage where you can honestly say ...It doesn't matter how high i get, only the closeness to God i can obtain and how can i be of service to Father/Son/Spirit, Then you are ready........( Jezssss IM starting to sound like a monk...oh well)...We are One ......Trinity

Q. OK, I'll tell you something here but promise you won't hold it against me. I think of myself as an integrated being (i.e. mind, beliefs, awareness) but apparently I am somewhat schizophrenic or like you say - my mind fluctuates. But I'm sure my meaning is different from how you mean it. I find that I'll be walking to my car after work and thinking maybe you are just hallucinating all this stuff and there is no basis of any of this other than on some kind of astral hallucination level.

When I read through your messages, I become totally convinced that all this is real and then I'll spend hours or days in a completely convinced state. But this doesn't seem to sink in quite at the 100% level, or maybe the subconscious rebels and plants seeds of doubt. Anyway, I find myself grappling with this fluctuation of mind states sometimes.

The strange thing is that I have read so much about realized beings and I know they can materialize a seemingly corporeal body when needed, they can "take" things out of the air, multiply food, project their consciousness into anyplace they want, heal people, change them, activate their kundalini at a touch, etc, etc. And I believe all these things at a very basic level. But for some reason I haven't assimilated all this stuff about beings from other planets, UFOs, galactic federations, energy grids, and the like. So bear with me while I try to adjust and integrate my mind state. Most of it is pretty new to me. Before there were always just question marks in this area. I neither believed or dis-believed - just didn't know what to think.

4/19 6:07 pm
First .. You think to much...let it come ....Clear your lower minds chatter to make room for your higher mind. THEY have been teaching me the last month not to "Waste Thought"....Doesn't offend me .. Iv been at this so long now i can't doubt...The last time i doubted .. I told my self "IM making all this up its all in my mind, IM just becoming crazy .. and then THEY reach into me and zap the shit out of me and when it all calms down within a few mins i hear " ANY QUESTIONS?" in my head ....

Last you talk of Midwayers and other light beings that have the ability to appear before you ..But why ? For what purpose ... to impress us .. seems like a big waste to me .. I know THEY are there and so do you...Next There are very strict laws that govern all beings, physical, Morontia and spiritual.. The things you have read or heard about happening to others are allowed with very special permission.. I repeat, very strict laws.. Now ill admit that things are getting "Looser" in the spiritual laws department but still ..You worry too much......Be happy ...

Your a child of God, A child of light .. You have a great opportunity to be of service ...Don't doubt .. Don't think .. Just be God and smile....

We are One ......Trinity

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