Conscientious human beings should not limit their consciousness to matters of survival. This blog empowers those with conscience whilst enhancing the conscious. It is my mission to prove that my most bitter enemies are my friends. If I achieve that in life, I have been truly human.

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Commercialism aside, Christmas at least has the potential to bring out the best in people. Some might wonder why kindness isn’t the natural state for human beings. It isn’t the natural state because humans are not naturally very kind, or, rather, we learn that being kind conflicts with whims for self. Nevertheless, if there was one thing that substantiated us from “apes”, it is our ability to sacrifice. Some children give up toys and other desirables in support of others simply because something inside said that was the right thing to do. Apes will fight to the death to defend possessions they absolutely prize. Unfortunately children grow up and morph into far less altruistically minded adults. Adults instinctively think, “What’s the catch and how can I manipulate that in my favour?” Yes, there are tales of heroes losing lives attempting to pull injured from burning buildings, but “giving for the sake of giving” is a concept alien to most adults. We’re in the so-called Christmas season and, funnily enough, “giving for the sake of giving” summarises true Christmas spirit.

It would fair to say every single human being eventually succumbs to idealism in some shape or form. Dreams and hope are the classic examples. Realities never quite match the fantasy and this is why spinners of make-believe draw humans like flies to dung. Hollywood is regularly cited as the greatest active “pied piper” of the modern age. I’d go along with that, but there are many others, including different genres and numerous tricks or styles used to entrance imaginations. Because humanity, in general, has gradually reached a state of apoplectic denial, people go out of their way, if not believe, to react to the fantasy; any rosy picture in spite of truth. In fact, such is the disparity; truth can look so dark and nasty, it might seem satanically devilish. It does not take a great stretch of the imagination to calculate the net effect.

There is nothing honest about “evil” and if the truth is satanically devilish, practicality dictates it cannot be trusted or reasoned “true”. Dreams and hope have transformed fantasy into reality and the truth has been rejected outright as light extinguishes the night. In addition, people have been lulled into believing deceptive lies for so long; often they could not substantiate truth from fantasy even if they wanted to be pure. Christmas may have the potential to bring out the best in people, but, consequentially, currently it brings out the worst, such is the desire for dream and hope fulfilment. A wonderful Christmas isn’t limited to those in need. Everyone wants one and many will go to any lengths to get one, in spite of those in need. The erosion of truth has permitted egregious deceit is heralded as wisdom and mischievous imps posture as cumbersome angels.

If there was a common bond which binds humanity together, it is the power to hate. If only we could hate the same things simultaneously, then we could become brothers and sisters of war and not constantly at war. Think of that as a grand vision for utopian society, because that’s where we are heading – rapidly. Conflicts don’t just happen in the Middle East. They start on the roads, in the supermarket, at school, between family members fighting over who received or gave the best Christmas present. Jealousy, envy and greed punctate human collateral ambition and nothing changes at Christmas. Behind those eggnog grins I see only “bah humbug”. You will struggle to find any social environment, whether public or private, free of bitterness at any time.

“Oh my corns are playing up”

That’s hardly said in celebration. People don’t dream about or hope for corns over Christmas. This sort of passive spite is calculated to galvanise hatred or grand one upmanship.

“My cousin’s got cancer. Incurable you know”

If I responded “So what?” would that make me callous? Maybe, but it would also be the truth, the dark, nasty truth. Beyond its celebration of despair, how is that information constructive?

As Christmas is coming up, I think it’s about bloody time a few of you read my book, “The Beauty of Existence Decoded”. I know it’s a tough call, but in order to read my book you are going to have to donate for it as well. Think of it as two Christmas gifts for the price of one. You receive a book that is like no other ever written, even though Brendan D. Murphy likens it to his “The Grand Illusion – Part One”. I also receive some much needed Christmas cash. Thus far the e-book has generated under $1000 revenue. 1000 hours (at least) were devoted to production, so my “pay” for the enormously sacrificial leap of faith I took in committing to the project equates to less than $1 an hour by way of a return income. Want a job?

At times I can empathise with sentiment along the lines of “You miserable fuckers, I hope your Christmas sucks, because mine’s guaranteed to”, but this piece is all about dreams and hope. I have decided I am going to ride that hope a while longer in my belief that miracles can happen and humanity has more than mere potential. I place my faith, trust and belief and the rest is up to you. Turn my dreams and hope into reality for Christmas.

“The Beauty of Existence Decoded” is writing largely free of academic references and, as such, completely ignores conventions. I have taken the view that just because Newton said it doesn’t make it true unless it is true. Even so, textual revelations, in their own way, corroborate good practice as much as they attack bad science. “Big picture” concepts can only be understood by the faithful because a lot of parts that make up the picture are impossible to prove (and, in some cases, even experience). To give the analogic example; how can colour be “proven” to ones never sighted from birth? Pragmatism may suggest astral or dream state communications are possible, but, in practically, the sight blind will never verifiably experience colour and, consequential, can only rely on faith to support belief in the spectrum.

Conversely, the spectrum would never be more than a compelling superstition to blind sceptics. When that analogy is expanded to include vast domains way beyond our sensory perception, it engulfs most conclusive sentiment routinely issued by credentialed scientists. Certainly, anyone seriously entertaining rationalising existence must determine it is everything and not limited to merely what we perceive. Therefore, in order to comprehend existence, faith is a prerequisite. It is the faith requirement that makes “The Beauty of Existence Decoded” all the more hard to read. When factoring in those demonstrable criticisms of the empirics, the book is more likely to have the effect of alienating hard line materialist (atheist) radicals.

It is hard enough to read as it is, because much information was collected “directly” from inherence (which is an expansion of the astral plane; comprising the akashic records). How to explain? I am bombarded with data streams from numerous places, perhaps generated by a single entity but, if so, it is an entity of many parts (perhaps from the cubed light dimension, I discuss in the book). Information is transmitted in a way that would best be described as illegible. Sometimes a single idea can convey numerous meanings, so translation requires herculean stamina. My task is to patch together viscerally unrelated threads and make some sense of them. However, I am always cordially aware that every time I change a garbled message, I risk ruining it. Perhaps a good analogy might be processed foods. They may taste great, but all the goodness is removed for added flavour.

So, to cut a long story short, I try and leave as much in as possible so you, the readers, receive a message of purity (remember how the truth can seem very dark and nasty) and not tasty drivel. In places, this has made the writing style very “clunky”. Indeed, parts are so hard to understand they might almost read as “gibberish”. There is a solution. Unclear passages should be read over and over until relative clarity is forthcoming. Since writing the book (completed nearly two years ago), my personal development has been celestial. This does conveniently provide me the opportunity to highlight the “problem with translation” I mentioned earlier. Here is one subtle misinterpretation error. There may be others, but all will be profound. Texts postulated the “collapse of the Satan Star” initiated 3D which isn’t true. Instead, it was the “invasion” of 3D that built and built to eventually “break” (or overwhelm) the star.

Rather than a celebration of dreams and hope at Christmas, I would like to see more examples of unconditional faith; the joy of giving. So, without further ado, here’s my gift to you my readers; my Christmas present to you. This is an important excerpt from “The Beauty of Existence Decoded” that has never been publicised before. Note: for enhancement of content and improved reading pleasure, I have added brackets ([] & {}) around textual amendments (which hopefully don’t conflict with goodness too much).

“The Beauty of Existence Decoded”

“Conscientious readers may have noticed that I skipped over the innocuous, yet all important, claim that we are given free will. The best accolade [in support of our] free will is our [own] development of machines. Whereas, designers may say this or that machine has performed to design specifications, not one designer knows precisely how a machine will perform. Engineers may attempt to decipher why machines fail, but that is mostly in relation to design specifications. On the rare occasions engineers think outside the box, they never try to comprehend what the machine’s perception is [might be]. A few brave writers have questioned whether artificial intelligence is something more [than synthetic], but explorations mimic anecdotal human emotions rather tha[n] coming to terms with non-human, non-vital intelligence. I continually battle with those that [pre] determine [particularly mainstream] science is correct until disproven. The problem is {that}, when science makes a partisan statement, it presents only theoretical evidence as [its] supporting philosophy and then fends off any views re-examining theoretical evidence that contradict conclusions. Worse still, many of these partisan statements are the [become] foundations for [untried and] untested conclusions. By that I mean, the conclusions were concocted for science detectives to find evidence [in support of them]. Under those terms, the quest invariably is to validate and not prove. Gradually science has been reduced to a state ignorance whereby that which contra[di]cts, disproves or invalidates the agenda is vindictively ignored.

A classic limiter of this [type of] science is, other than analysing [for] {its} vital {‘life’} signs; it cannot distinguish between life and death. Living things are currently [either] validated or not, as the case may be, by sciences that do not truly understand what lives, other than in the assertion of successful analysis of proscribed vital signs. An apex can be found in the definition of viruses. These are external particles that have found a way to exist in bodies whilst having no metabolic growth or reproductive capability. Science definition has become so confused by this phenomenon, inanimate non-organic matter usually classed as “not living”, in the case of viruses is classed as living. This is partially done to enable corrupt medical commerce, but still underscores the scandalous gulf in science understanding. Hollywood has played with circular reasoning in its portrayal of the living dead – zombies. For science, zombies will always have vital signs to meet its standard. Life is not as science standardises, however. In reality the soul can be found in the rawest elements (sub-particles), dynamics discussed later. Thus everything lives, whether vital or not. Zombies, if real, give a big hint as to what life really is. Normally a passive existence would be inanimate, but there is no reason why life could[n’t] be jump started. With this in mind, perhaps machines actually live in a different way.

To find an example to break the mindset, I would like to draw conscientious readers’ attention to the donut shaped metallic rock that appeared on Mars in recent times. Whilst there is a strong likelihood the event was evidence of Earth junk debunking some Earthly location of the “supposed Mars” rover, if it was a rock it appears to be mobile (as evidenced by contextual photographs recorded by the rover). There are animate rocks on other planets so it offers a good soundboard for my case. An example would be a mountain range that circumnavigates its globe’s surface roughly every one hundred thousand years. This spectacular phenomenon is located on a planet far outside our solar system. It is so slow moving it is barely noticed, but still moves without vital signs. When dwelling on potential malpractice on Mars, one is reminded of the evidence of [suggesting] “man on the moon” fraud. Stanley Kubrick’s fine “Moon landing” film hoodwinked so many it is now part of “history”.

It is because of that undeniably fake film offered as evidence for moon visitation, I am compelled to believe that at least some of the Mars rover’s photographs are from Earth bound locations, perhaps views of Rocky Mountains’ terrain (desolate enough to look “Mars like” with filters?). This is not to say “all” photographs of Mars are false, but, conceivably that could be so. A misnomer worth divulging is that, as per the cosmic laws of gravity, without artificial technology our moon would have zero G-force. It is only the space vacuum [strictly an incorrect concept] that might “pin” bodies to the surface depending on environmental circumstances. The implications are staggering. There can only be either a dome or a holographic force field containing large sections of the moon’s surface, somewhat confirming Richard C. Hoagland’s “crazy” suggestions. Other researchers that have managed to de-shop moon surface photos have uncovered networks of what appear to be covered roads or pathways (pressurised glass supporting alien-made atmosphere streams?). There may also exist, rather bizarrely, mountain (or hill) sized stone depictions of extinct (Earthly?), once successful, life forms. To use an entire planet surface as a giant historic record is not beyond the realms of possibly considering the very different priorities certain extra-terrestrial entities place on existence.

Before I discuss life in detail, understanding of existence needs to be complete. There is enormous symmetry in creation so once the macro is comprehended; it is a small step to decipher micro mechanics. At its most fundamental everything is an illusion; creation being an accident with duality as the dire consequence. Even though duality flourished prior to the accident that enabled creation, it roughly mimicked and, therefore, enabled what we call “faith” and “control”. The control determinants insisted Prime Source (the whole) was perfect and magnificent in every respect simply because it was. Champions of faith proposed there might be something more which meant it was less than perfection. It, they contemplated, was the start and lateral development might produce improvement with trial and error. Therefore, as control dominated faith, originally the plan was deemed sacrosanct. It was a plan that took the form of a single “zero point” vent opening out to “somewhere” which was wasn’t (from “nowhere” which was). The consequence allowed invisible light to burst forth and dance in the all-consuming darkness (even though, at this stage, darkness was a variation of what wasn’t – nothing).

A crack had been hewn into the fabric of “was” nothing (as opposed to “wasn’t” nothing). Yet the parties corroborating invisible light (in all its parts) had been selfish is their zest for independence. Invisible light was an adjunct of God, whose whole was greater than the part. Prior to segregation, Innumerable impetuses of dark or light character acted as mutual designers of a divine haven, which may have had the potential for development and growth through discovery. After separation, the light character tried to leave darkness behind and God was incomplete. Prime Source and its manifestation, God, needed to be complete so a balanced order was created.

The creation process started with states, emotions and actions. Everything was positive for it was the celebration of self as a manifestation, regardless of “character”. Because self was all, anything was possible – limited only by imagination or will. Will was control and imagination was faith – the cooperative schism. Maybe it was because there was too much energy or maybe error simply “was” but the advent of doom forged destiny. The original zero point vent, which had been an exclusive sanctuary for light, created an enormous invisible star (for there was no visible light). This was more than a bi-product or an effect. It was a living breathing body. The very first star, invisible and the purest manifestation of life, as life was then, became known as Satan. Negative portrayal of Satan came from the significant event that marked doom. Over a long period of time (measured by linear standards) the Satan Star could not manage the seamless redirection of endlessly increasing journeying identities.

The extraordinary forces that had built up inevitably could be blamed on the collapse of Satan. However, the original parties aligned to invisible white light squarely point at non-aligned parties of darkness. The Prime Source, God, would have encouraged all element[s] to burst free to make the expressive wonderland of existence a capitulation of completeness through the harmonisation of the balanced whole. Conscientious viewers should understand it was and is the Racism of white lightagainst dark matter that originally obscured the purpose of existence and led to inappropriate and ineffective mechanics and subsequent collapse of the Satan Star. As that way was the way and, though doomed, it did partially facilitate requirements but worked to a finite calendar. Without reengineering the whole concept, it was there to stay. Thus, everything that exists in our physical universe is given a lifespan. The ultimate beings, stars, though only “die” from the superficial perspective, cease to shine eternally. Prime Source, God, was and is limited by what was and is possible.

What to reasonably blame for the collapse is debatable, but the outcome is well known. As a project, the first imploded star is known as Satan, or, at least, that is its name today. Nevertheless all the focus is devoted to the crystalline supported force field that surrounds bliss. This is colloquially known as the Black Sun and that is what the Satan Star grew into. Arguably this is the central point for everything as it is where everything started; our belly button of existence. Though NASA claims it has the mass of a million stars (as stars have no mass, how would they know?), it is the rule and not the exception. To the best of my knowledge every star does not decay but will eventually reach the final stage of compression; the phenomenon we call a Black Hole. Dark matter limits the light, eventually to non-visible existence, but forces increase; exponentially. Rather more poignantly, it was the collapse of Satan first and then all subsequent stars (in their final life cycle stage) that enabled the manifestation of physical dark matter (charged sub-particles) which eternally spew into the non-void (theoretically sub-space is the void as that is “is” nothing) we call “space”. Conscientious readers will now surely see theological metaphor? Satan’s spawn (per Racist white light definition) dark matter is the manifestation of all the raw materials for everything solid in D3. In other words, without dark matter we would not exist.”

Deep, profound literature is best followed by exquisite music. The concept is similar to rounding off a mutton vindaloo with a fresh lemon sorbet. Here is my recent interpretation of Mily Balakirev’s Nocturne 1 on a newly tuned piano. Balakirev was one of influences on the great virtuoso composer Serge Rachmaninoff and (lesser known) Sergei Lyapunov (who was asked to and completed Balakirev’s Piano Concerto 2). The nocturne was a late work, written in 1898. My Facebook friend, Gary Gengler, not a musical professional, described the piece as “strangely exotic, ethereal, other-worldly, disharmonious and seductive”, so it seems to compliment the “Beauty of Existence Decoded”.

Those of you that intend to bring a little cheer at Christmas can follow my e-book donation instructions below.

I have sold less than 100 copies of “The Beauty Existence Decoded”. Whilst expectation per capita donations of $200 or greater would be impracticle to contemplate, that would have ensured I was to receive somewhere between $15-20 an hour in recompense for work done. Thus far, the highest donation has been $40, which was over generous as the “average” has been around $20 a person. There is no “fixed price” or ceiling to donation amounts, which should be not less than $10. No one (other than me) has promoted my book. Those that donate and promote contribute much more. How can people possibly know about me and my work without promotion far and wide? You keep the writing project afloat as “The Beauty of Existence Decoded” is the [comparitvely short] introduction to a planned (and part scripted) 9 or 10 further hefty volumes, including “A New World Order” and “The Birth of Hu-man-ity”. Donators should e-mail quick2learn.steve@y7mail.com with the simple instruction “Donated for DDD Intro” after payment has been made. Thank you for your support and Merry Christmas!