I hold onto my hope very tightly these days. There were times when that was all I had keeping me going. Things have gotten better.

Lately though, something has been happening and I’m just not feeling as anchored and lucid as I have been in the very recent past. I know there is a lot of stress flying around the family right now that just has to be ridden out. But I’m just not feeling right. But I still have hope that my life will continue on the path it’s on and that today will be better then yesterday and tomorrow will be better then today.