For the first time i finally update my blog that I have been abandoned for so long long time. I was to lazy to update nor post anything on it. So many had happen from my last post. Mostly my 2013 wish came true and i manage to get it all in 2015. That took me 2 years to get what I want. I should be happy for that right? So many obstacles i have to face to make it happen. Nevertheless i manage to get it all.

One of my wish to see my idol also came true when EXO finally came to Malaysia for their tour world. Malaysia is the last country for it and i'm so so so happy for it. I can see so many union or fanbase working so hard for fansproject for EXO. Should be thankful to SM for bringing the boys to our country.

I didn't manage to get clear photos cause my views were to focus on the boys not my camera. >_< The only clear photo is only SEHUN!!! ASDFGHJKLKJGFA Sehun is in front of me!!!

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend. A friend that I though we can be together. It not same anymore. I'm alone and all I could do is moving on. Days, weeks or months and in still at the beginning. Somewhere along in the bitterness I wish you could stayed with me all night if only I know how to save a life. A life from drowning away from me. I just wish if..big if.

Just what the title says. I constantly run from every issue I on, its not that I do not care what happen it just that I don't want to be in between. Surely no one want to be involved. So I bail in anyway I can. I bailed. I'm afraid of commitment but I do want to have relationship.