A Poem By A FriendHe is a friend when in need
A good friend indeed With cartoons and funnies
Charm that flows like honey
He is Johnplanedude Not the least bit rude
Always good for a laugh and a smile
A friend that will last more than a little while
Always ready for fun and good times
I'm proud to say he's a friend of mine

StorminsideJuly 10 2013
Teligraph called shot, up up & away I’m super skeeting on the weak sheeting U call hot
Not happening, not a demon’s prayer in heaven U gonna get me caught up & trapped in it.
Make the next girl jealous, rarely if ever, all the way turned up, I’mm’A tell it.
So it’s time 2 sack up, show ya gold’s, Go HAM Go the Fuck Home!
U think U don’t have 2 work hard 2 get paid? Just show up, make a cameo, reality show, do nothing but pose get lots of doe?
Ya’ll missing what the grind is, Balling ain’t a right it’s a privilege
It’s driving me crazy: All this painstaking, namemaking
Think all U have 2 do is spread yur legs?
Cash ur check on the 3rd, live in the projos as a pro – babymaker
I throw haymakers
Spit real, ya’ll acrylic.
Taunting will get u knocked the fuck out! No matter who U are: Ask Anderson Silva
Mine’s condensed, I value quality over quantity=so I have limited minutes of time

Glimpses Of LifeWe are in for a fall, a big one, of epic proportions!
To a pessimist it’s the only thing that makes any sense, there has been far too much good news around lately, more than the government needs for hiding bad news stories of economic doom and gloom and misbehaving politicians. Yes fuel prices are on the rise, interest rates and wage rises are low but what do we care when there is so much happy news around. Take the past month for example;
Andy Murray wins Wimbledon
Chris Froome wins The Tour de France (Le Tour)
England beat Australia at cricket – twice, the second time a sound thrashing
The Lions beat Australia at Rugby – again the last match a sound thrashing
Someone won the apprentice – well it’s a win, it counts J
Did someone win big brother? not sure, that slipped me by
Laura Robson was a plucky loser and celebrated as such at Wimbledon
Multiple copies of David Beckham are all over the adverts at

Question RealityWhy don't most guys care that your taken? Why do they have to say I can be a better boyfriend? Why do they wait for moments when your fighting to twist your thinking? I just don't understand.

LoveLove is longing and longing, the pain of being parted; No illness is rich enough for the distress of the heart, A lover's lament surpasses all other cries of pain. Love is the royal threshold to God's mystery. The carnival of small affections and polite attachments Which litter and consume our passing time Is no match to Love which pulses behind this play. It's easy to talk endlessly about Love, To live Love is to be seized by joy and bewilderment; Love is not clear-minded, busy with images and argument. Language is too precocious, too impudent, too sane To stop the molten lava of Love which churns the blood, This practicing energy burns the tongue to silence; The knowing pen is disabled, servile paper Shrivels in the fire of Love. Bald reason too is an ass Explaining Love, deceived by spoilt lucidity. Love is dangerous offering no consolation, Only those who are ravaged by Love know Love, The sun alone unveils the sun to those who have The sense to receive the

Friendship Poems By PoetGood morning my friend, Nancy!across the miles, I imagine us freefree to explore the great wonders of lifeand let go all angst of struggles and strife.
May you today feel the love from alland know that you're beautiful, doll!I thank Robert for connecting us, smiles--for distance isn't a measure of miles
not when you have friends who leave you joyfreely united we stand, two girls and a boy.Age is a physicality ~ don't you see?universally wounded we are, together we're free!
So, I thank you for being who you areI see the scars and yet, you shine like a star!Smiles across the screen, miles and miles apartyet, universally wounded we still find heart!
To You from your Poet 09/12/2013

Wizz And PoppersMy ex-girlfriend and i loved to take wiz and use poppers for all night sex sessions.

RandomBlocking people for polishing bling? Its part of the game how do you think you got where you were or did you forget you had to do it as well? I can understand if one polishes a pony but for the rest? STFU. It's a game and should be treated as one and not ultra serious because the majority come here as a retreat when bored, or to occupy our minds not get yelled at my greedy hoes and trendy fucks. Instead of blocking people who polish your treats why not be happy they ahve actually decided to visit your page? Sure it is to polish but it is an essential part of the game is it not? Saying I will block you if you polish my stuff is highly immature for an adult to say assuming one is actually their actual age on here but let's face it ,any say they are 23 and are 16 or 35 and 45 but still seems high schoolish now don't it? This is truly the adult version of high school although not many act adult here just goofy, flirty and such but it is a goofy game where many come to decompress. The drama

Um, -- Blogjust tell him to have a happy day! big love to the big man!
here! here's our first post! sheesh!

Look InPeople always ask....people wanna know
What's in my head....so here we go
Anger, frustration, sadness, and no hope
Should someone save me....you say yes....I say nope
I don't wanna listen....I don't really care
I wanna leave this place....I don't know where
I'll do what I want....Say what I feel
I'll never change....just being real
There's more to tell....if u wanna hear
The beginning is gone....the end is near
My head is raging....my vision is hazy
I know by now....you think i'm crazy
If you do....that's alright....that's fine with me
Will I make it?....you'll have to wait....if you care to see

Funny Shit, Cool Crap And Stuff I Just Want To Put In This Blog...muahhhi love the way you fit in my arms
or the way i make you smile
i love the fact that your always there
to listen in times of trials
i love your charm and beauty
your smell, soft lips, and your hair
i love how much i love you
even tho im not there
i love the way you make me nervous
i say the wrong thing and i trip
i wish i had lots of money
to take you sail round the world on a ship
i love how my heart skips
when ever your on the phone
i still think of you everytime
i put in that cd deftones
there are so many times i should have told you
how i really felt inside
and then maybe things would have been different
but these feelings i can not hide
you mean the world to me babe

The Dreamthere's a light at the end of the tunnel
a light i try to reach
i run at the light with all my might
tryin to take a peak
what's at the end? i don't know
but i'm gonna find out
i run as fast as i can
but the lights, they all burn out
i awake with a sweat
i don't know what wrong
but i need to find out
that dream was my scariest one
maybe it's my life, maybe i need to change
but it's dreams like this dream
i think alot of things
my life isn't all there
but that can take a turn
sooner or later in shangri la
those lights will alway burn.

New Band!!!!!hey everyoneme an a few friends started a band called apollyon which means destructor pls add us to your my space we are a thrash metal rock band
My URL
http://www.myspace.com/apollyontheband wow so right now things are really confusing my life is very chill but i miss home an needed to clear my head so i took off letting my head tell me where to go instead of my heart an descided to deal with things my way i sat out back an pondered the questions in my life idk why but ive been depressed as hell for some reason

Think About ItYour Son Is Here
>A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is
>here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several
>times before the patient's eyes opened.
>
>Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the
>young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out
>his hand.
>
>The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones,
>squeezing a message of love and encouragement.
>
>The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.
>All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted
>ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and
>strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and
>rest awhile.
>
>He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was
>oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking
>of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night

Song 2Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me,
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you.
Chorus:
One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you.
--- Instrumental ---
One more day.
First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love you's
That's what I'd do, with one more day with you.
Chorus:
One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you.
Chorus:
One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day.
Leave me wishing still for one more day.
Leave me wishing sti

Forever Pain.You know,
Its pretty funny how one person
Can change your life forever
It could be the smallest of things
But no matter what happens in your life
You'll always look back on that one person
And feel that same pain as before.
6 Months Ago
There was a girl
An innocent girl
A shy girl
6 Months ago
She would of bet her life that she would never meet someone
6 Months ago
She was scared to leave her home in fear of what people thought of her
6 months ago
She met a boy
She took a chance on him
6 Months ago
She met the person who would change her forever
6 Months ago
She knew nothing about love
Never even kissed a boy
She lived threw her dreams
The only way she knew
She never thought she would meet someone
she could be herself with
And loved for it
But oh how one boy proved her wrong

ImaginationMy imagination runs wild with provoking thoughts and dream forming in my head. I imagine the day I make you mine, officially the day we wed. Oh, what a beautiful sight me the bride and you the groom. As our family and friends patiently wait as I enter the room. Oh ya gyrl is working her dress and looking good as can be, while you patiently wait at the alter with your hand held out to me. We recite our vows and say our I do's, an I think of all the things I've done to you. Damn, look at us we've made it through, me and you, saying I do. As the pastor pronounces use husband and wife, together, forever we'll live our life. We then make it official with a kiss, I always wished it'll come to this. But at the time I'd come to find my inmagination had got best of me yet another time. Everything I dreamed to come of me and you, ended with me only imagining it was coming true.

Imiss My Friendslike the garth brooks song says this learning to live again is killing me (yeah right) well getting back to being me, i don't mind being single now it doesn't bother me as bad as i though that it would. I have made some new friends along the way and I'm learning not to be such a drama queen i think and i accually know that is what was draggin me down and that is what people were not liking me all the drama. i don't need it and don't want it, I have a stable job and a new life that is flashing in front of me, like someone once told me shut people out that are drama and i won't have any drama, my problem is i try to take everyone else's problems on to my self and i guess i have to learn how to do that. sometimes I am afraid to be me, cause i'm afraid if people see the real me they will say "oh that is weird or your just strange or nerdy well like my dad always said if people can't like you for you they can kiss your country ass...
it's not easy admitting all of this i have lost a fe

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Hallowickidi am so happy i am going to hallowickid oct 23rd in charlotte nc ill have some pics to put up im sure...hope to see all my n.c and s.c juggalos there mmfcl

Fuckin Frauds On LcI HAVE A FRIEND ON HERE THAT HAS BEEN GETTING PHOTO'S RIPPED FROM HIM BY SOME CRACKA.. LOL.. BUT HE HAS APPROACHED BOUNCERS TO GET THEM DELETED.. BUT GEEZE WOULD YA KNOW THAT NOT ONE IS WILLING TO HELP HIM.. GOD DAMN I THOUGHT THATS WHY THEY WERE THERE.. I DONT CARE IF ME SAYING THIS GETS ME BOOTED FROM LOST CHERY.. I ADORE ALL MY FRIENDS.. BUT I HONESTLY THOUGHT THAT A BOUNCERS ROLE WAS TO HELP WITH CERTAIN ISSUES AMONG US HERE IN THE WORLD OF cherry.. BUT I DONT MIND.. I HOPE THIS GETS REPOSTED AND FOR THE RECORD HERE IS THE LINK TO THE GUY THAT THEY NEED TO BE HELPING.. HE IS A GOD DAMN LEVEL 18 AND I THINK THATS PRETTY FUCKIN GOOD IF YOU ASK ME.. SO IF US LITTLE NO BODIES MEAN ANYTHING TO THE WORLD OF lost cherry.. HE MIGHT GET SOME HELP.. SORRY FOR BEING SO BLUNT BUT GAWD THATS REDICULOUS.. A LEVEL18 CANT GET HELP FROM A BOUNCER.. I WANT TO STAY AS I AM.. IT SEEMS THE HIGHER UR LEVEL THE LESS PULL YOU HAVE.. GOD DAMNIT.. HELP crazysane OUT LIKE HE SHOULD BE VALUED YOU ASS'ES..LOL.

Here I AmIm not your average chick, i love to hunt and fish. Im very much married to a great guy and have a teenage son thats my life. Just looking to make new friends.

Maybe Maybe NotLIFE HAS BEEN SO EMPTY AND IT SEEMS WASTED NOT HAVING SOMEONE THERE ITS LONELY, COLD, HORRIBLE, PAINFUL AND TORTURING. IF HE WAS STILL HERE I WOULDNT BE SO ALONE BUT IT WILL NEVER CHANGE BECAUSE HE DECIDED HIS DESTINY AND MINE AT THE SAME TIME. I CRY FOR HIM BUT HE WILL NEVER BE MINE AGAIN IF HE JUST LOVED ME MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF IT WOULD HAVE BEEN GOOD BUT HE DECIDED TO KILL HIMSELF AND IM ALL ALONE I DESIRE TO HAVE A LOVE LIKE I HAD THEN WITH HIM BUT NOBODY CAN EVER BE HIM. I SIT UP SLEEPLESS AT NIGHT THINKING OF WHAT I COULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENT. HE WAS A GOOD MAN, SUPPORTIVE, LOVING, CARING, SHARING AND THE LOVE OF LIFE WHAT AM I TO DO WITH THE MEMORIES OF ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED? HE WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME. NOBODY COULD EVER FIT IN HIS SHOES AND WOULD NEVER WANT TO WALK IN HIS SHOES. PEOPLE COME AND GO NOTHING IS PERMNAMENT. IT ALL HAS TO COME TO AN END. THERE WILL NEVER BE PEACE TILL THE DAY I DIE. THEN THERE WILL BE NOTHING JUST MEMORIES OF ME THAT WILL FADE. SITTING HERE

Just The Facts ...a SurveyOk I am bored and majorly drugged up on pain meds..... so here ya go... wooh
The straight up facts
How big is your bed?
Queen
What are you listening to right now?
something on the tv..... not really sure what it is
What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?
7189 I think can never remember it, I don't call myself
What was the last thing you ate?
a percocet
Last person you hugged?
Seth my son
Roomate?
my hubby, chris, seth and jack teh beagle
How is the weather right now?
sunny, haven't been outside today so it could be hot
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Rhonda from work
What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
eyes,smile
Favorite type of Food?
Italian, mexican and puerto rican
Do you want children?
been there done that
Do you drink?
yep chugging down water as I type... oh you mean that kind ... occasionally... bring on the taquilla
Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
y

This Siteright now i find this site sorta wierd but i will check for messages and all that every other day

Poem For GirlCreate Your Own A poem for girls...
I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage without getting a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends about the size of my a$$.
My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles, at any cost.
And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost.
I never forget an important date.
You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late.
I don't watch movies with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay to remember the score.
I won't lose my hair, I won't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive, don't call me a bitch!
Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear, cause I can do better!
Flowers are okay,
But jewelry's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest !!!
I don't have a pro

What I Am Thankful ForI am very thankful for the friends that I have made. I have some really good ones in the past year.
I am also very thankful that I don't have the bad friends anymore. Like, ones that will be nice to your face just to bad mouth you behind your back.
I have a great, and understanding woman in my life. She is with me for me and not what I can offer her. It is a refreshing feeling considering what my recent Ex's have done to me.
We still haven't even had our first real argument yet. We are just always smiles. I love this feeling.
I am thankful for my roomies and one certain person that moved here the same time that I did.
I am thankful that my health is still maintaining ...kinda. So, I am thankful that I am not in a hospital or worse.
I hope that you all have as much as me to be thankful for this year and I hope that you all have a great thanksgiving with your family or friends.
With Much Love,
Valo

For A Lil Laugh...1. You trip over skateboards and scooters instead of empty booze bottles on your way to the toilet in the middle of the night.
2. The only people you share a shower with these days are the yellow Power Ranger figurine or the latest McDonald's happy meal toy.
3. All the stains on the sofa come from sticky little fingers and clumsy toddler hands rather than from late night sexcapades.
4. The only hard thing poking you in the back at 5am is your son's beloved copy of "The Hungry Little Caterpillar", which you must then read - complete with actions and character faces until "Bear in the Big Blue House" comes on Nick Jr at 7am.
5. You spend more time rubbing calamine lotion onto chicken pox spots and dabbing betadine onto skinned knees than you do rubbing coconut oil onto able-bodied young men.
6. The term 'big boy' is no longer as sexy as it used to be -
Old Days: "...come here big boy..."
Nowadays: "You clever big boy - you did a wee wee on the loo!!"
7. 'Doctors

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Age:
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Peircings:
Location:
Job:
Ethnicity:
Drink/Smoke:
Would you make out with me in the rain?
Would you play with me and my boyfriend?
Have you been with a girl before?
How long have you been into women?
Play any Instruments?
Do you like to Hug a lot?
What's your favorite thing about me OR that you want to know about me?
Do you sing or have any other talents?
Whats your favorite type of music?
What would you consider the best thing physically about yourself?
What about your personality? Explain!
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Any other questions please feel free to ask!
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Native Americans VietnamNative Americans have one of the highest record of service in the Vietnam era conflict, per capita, of any ethnic group. A majority of these men enlisted, and a disproportional number served in combat positions: in infantry regiments, tank battalions, airborne and airmobile units, and artillery batteries.
At first glance, these statistics might seem surprising. After all, historically, the U.S. military took Native land by force, and wiped out a generation of Indian warriors. Paradoxically, however, the recruitment of Native Americans had been as much a federal policy as Indian removal. Indians were recruited to fight with American forces against the British and the French. Native American served in the Revolutionary War and the War of 1812, and were recruited by both sides in the Civil War.
A much more powerful and persistant reason for the record of service, is that, in fact, many Indian veterans think of their modern warfare experience in terms of much older traditions. For

Bitter, Table For One...I like Christopher Guest a lot. Obviously, I like his Nigel Tufnel persona, I like what he has to say in interviews and his commentaries, and I like the fact he hasn't tried to make his films a vehicle for his brother Nicholas, who I guarantee you've heard if not seen. And, in general, I enjoy Christopher's films, although they tend to feel just shy of the mark.K & I went to see For Your Consideration on Thursday, and if A Mighty Wind is the best of the Guest movies (my own opinion), this is definitely the worst (okay, I've never seen Almost Heroes, but I've read that it's awful). It misses the mark for a lot of reasons, but they're just refined versions of the problems present in all of his movies, i.e. a tendency to let things go to far. Eugene Levy's two left feet in Best in Show is a prime example of the kind of excess that sinks these movies for me. If you listen to the commentary on that disc, you'll discover that Gene Levy thought the bit was too much, and Guest talked him into

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Anti Valentines*************************
I thought that I could love no other
Until, that is, I met your brother.
*************************
Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty
and so is your head.
**************************
Of loving beauty you float with grace.
If only you could hide your face.
****************************
Kind, intelligent, loving and hot.
This describes everything you are not.
******************************
I want to feel your sweet embrace,
But don't take that paper bag off of your face.
*******************************
I love your smile, your face, and your eyes.
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!
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My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:
Marrying you screwed up my life.
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I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I a

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Sexiest Older Man ContestI am in the sexiest older man contest and would appreciate your votes as I have supported all of you in your contests! Thank you and love you all!

Simple Twisted FaithWorry
Regret
Uneasy
Upset
It is SO much easier
To just not care
Find what bothers you
And make it not there
Stand strong
In your mind
On your feet
The only way past it
Is to just not
Believe
It cannot hurt you
Unless allowed to touch
If it never gets to you
No pain of such
You can survive
And get past it with grace
My life is my world
My own special place

The Planet I Could Rule!You Should Rule Jupiter
Huge and hot, Jupiter is a quickly turning planet with short days and intense gravity.
You are perfect to rule Jupiter, because you are both dominant and kind.
You have great strength and confidence, but you never abuse your power.
You are always right. Even if you make mistakes, you compensate for them... before anyone knows it.
Headstrong and ambitious, you always have a goal in mind. You are optimistic and believe thing things will always work out.
What Planet Should You Rule?

In Search Of You!I need frenz...ole biker whos computer illiterate and lookin for fender bunny. Someone to show me some ropes*wink*..Add me as your Friend,Fan, Family...Lookin forward too our future. And another thing to all you polititions, "Let Those Who Ride Decide!"

Ur Head Or Ur Heartsome say listen to ur heaqd, its always right, others say listen to ur heart, its never wrong. if ur heads always right, and ur heart is never wrong, which is right and which is wrong.

New Blog?Ok so Im new to this cherry shit. My girl Fawn got me to join. But um..yea. Hi everyone ;]

My YappingsFirst, thanx to all who welcomed me to the family! Second, Have a Happy Holiday! Third, When I get used to this, I'll make sure everyone is recognized!! Way too much overload but it looks like fun! Ok, I've got to set some things straight here. For those of you who don't understand me, I'm not here for the online dating thing. Please don't hit on me.
I'm here cause I like the site and making FRIENDS only. People interest me but when you ask me to post NSFW pics, you can buzz off!! I'm not that type of person and if you're comfy with posting nudey pics, congrats - someone will save those pics & use them elsewhere.
so, if you want to see me naked - close your eyes and dream.
For the true friends - I luv u guys!!!
PS - I'm addicted to mumms!! They cheer me up!!! this guy is a creep tkr1999
anyway, he's using the cerebral palsy as a reason to make you feel sorry for him and he says that he's got no sex life. Below is the excerpt from our conversation:

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion75%Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

The Meeting Part 5Soon Kellie and I were emailing each other multiple times a day. She left her curtains open all the time now. She liked the idea of not knowing when I was watching. She also continued leaving me gifts by the window. Sometimes she left panties she'd soaked with her juices. Sometimes she'd leave me clean panties to jerk-off into, and I'd leave them for her when I was done. She even set another video of her sister by the window once. Her evening performances were always similar, but after watching her every night for three weeks, I still never got tired of watching her pleasure herself.
In the forth week I received a one line email from her:
"I want to meet you."
I didn't know how to respond. I was not a particularly good-looking guy, so even though Kellie was the sweetest, nicest, most beautiful girl I'd ever communicated with, I was sure that she wouldn't give me the time of day if we had met on the street. However, jerking-off was one thing, actually getting to make love to t

Resolutions Or RevolutionIt is 5 am and I am exhausted. Just woke up from a too short nap, somewhere in southern Washington state,heading to Bellingham to pick up a friend, and then continuing on to the Yukon.
The past 2 days have been filled with awe and wonder as well as disgust and bewilderment. Wyoming looked just like it does in the movies. I kept expecting the Apaches to ride up over the ridge with thier war paint on. Idaho smelled like cow manure and the sight of all those poor animals jammed together in disgusting pens just cemented my desire to become a vegetarian. No living thing should have to live like that...in filth just waiting to die. Oregan rose to the top of the list of plases that I have seen that I want to return to. I think I would like to check into the possibility of living there. The air smelled like, well, like something I had never smelled before...so sweet and clean and pure. The trees and the mountains and the streams were so beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes. It is hard t

Rebel Without A ClueYesterday was truly the epitome of the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day. Well, at least as far as my car was concerned. First, the battery connection came loose...AGAIN. Luckily, Mom's boyfriend is a mechanic, and he came to the library to help me after I called Mom in a hysterical panic. Got that fixed, and then on the way home, I noticed a deer on the side of the road. I slowed down, but since the one on the roadside had my attention, I didn't see the one directly in front of my hood. I swerved to miss it, forgetting that you can't really do that in something as top-heavy as a Grand Cherokee, and nearly rolled Tank over. Needless to say, I was shaking for over an hour after that.
Aside from that, I'm very frustrated with my painting as of late. I've been working on figures, but I'm annoyed at my lack of skill. I can paint the torsos almost perfectly, and I can nearly always nail the limbs. But the heads and faces continue to thwart me. I shan't give up, though.

My Recent LostMy dog JD who was 14yrs old feel ill on the 2nd and passed on today the 5th. He was just a mutt, I resecued him from the pound when he was 7 wks. He out lasted two wives and several girlfriends. He will be greatly missed by me and my other dogs. He spent the last days of his life in the house, just as he started out. I did all I could for him in the end. I sat with him his last mourning, petting him and just talking to him. I will miss him soooo much. He will be my last outside dog. The only reason he became an outside dog, was cause I lost my place and had to stay with my mom and her asshole of a husband so outside he went and thats where he stayed. Rest in piece buddy. I Miss You.

QuizesYour Kissing Purity Score: 9% Pure
For you, it's all kiss and no talk.
You're in a permanent lip lock.
Kissing Purity Test The True You
You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.
With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies.
You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.
You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like.
Who's The True You? Global Personality Test Results Stability (80%) high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.. Orderliness (30%) low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, w

Well FuckHow do you delete people from your family while on a sidekick iii?
Someone tell me! That is all.
:-)

American SupportThe following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Aye from GA. This guy should run for President one day...
"We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights."
ARTICLE I:
You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but No one is guaranteeing anything.
ARTICLE II:
You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is Based

ContestsWell I have only been here a couple of days and it seems like there of contests for cherry points or whatever it may be.
I really haven't figured this place out yet and have been trying to help out as much as I can I guess.
Alot of people have been stopping by my page and leaving comments or ratings and I appreciate it andhave tried to make to everyone's page in return to see what is out there. So if my new "friends" have any contests I will hopefully be there to help out when I can.
Thanks and have a great weekend all of you.
J

Bullshiti cannot figure shit out...ENLIGHTEN ME PLEASE....
WHY DO MEN THINK IT IS OK TO START DATING ONE OF THEIR EX WIVES GOOD FRIENDS...WHEN THEY KNOW HOW WRONG THAT IS...THEY WOULD BE PISSED IF ONE OF THEIR GUY FRIENDS STARTING DATING THEIR EX WIFE...THAT WOULD BE GROUNDS FOR A FIGHT....SO WHY IS IT OK FOR THEM TO DO IT....
WHAT BROUGHT ALL OF THIS UP IS THAT I FOUND OUT THAT MY RECENT EX HUSBAND IS DATING ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS....AND IT FUCKING HURTS...BADDDDDDDDDD....BUT YOU CAN'T SAY THAT TO HIM OR HER NOW....BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT EITHER OF THEM TO KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS....SOMEBODY HELP ME...I NEED SOME GOOD ADVICE....

NursingNursing...
- when using a public restroom, you wash your hands with soap for a full minute and turn off the faucets with your elbows.
-- when you tell a man you meet for the first time you're a nurse, you're expected to laugh hysterically when he asks you for a sponge bath, as if it was the most original and wittiest thing you've ever heard.
-- your favorite dream is the one where you leave a mess at a patient's bedside and tell a doctor to clean it up.
-- men assume you must be great in bed because of the 9 billion porn movies about nurses.
-- everyone, including complete strangers, tells you about each and every ache and pain they have.
-- you want to put your foot through the TV screen every time you see a nurse on a soap opera doing nothing but talking on the phone and flirting with doctors.
-- you can watch the goriest movie and eat anything afterwards, even spaghetti with lots of tomato sauce.
-- you use a plastic 30cc medicine cup for a shot glass.

This Is My Space To Vent And Let Off Some SteamIs it possible to love some one too much??
i mean in a sence you feel you cant love them enough and no matter what you say or do it is never enough but yet you would give your life for them but yet you feel as though you love them intirely too much, so much that you would be willing to die for them if a speading car was comming down the road and it was a decision of your life or theirs you would sonner throw yourself befoe that car and see the other person live gahhhhhhhhhh i dont know ok im babbleing so i will stop here DAY AFTER DAY I COME ON TO CHERRY TAP, I SEE A BULLETIN POSTED AND HALF THE TIME YES I ADMIT I DO REPOST SOME OF THEM AND SOME I DONT, JUST DEPENDS ON THE POST SOME TIMES I DONT ALWAYS CATCH THE POSTS BEING MADE AND I DONT GET A CHANCE TO REPOST THEM BUT MY POINT IS I HAVE POSTED SEVERAL BULLETINS AND YET THEY SIT UNTOUCHED NOT EVEN SO MUCH AS READ WHY SHOULD I WAST MY TIME READING AND REPOSTING WHEN IN TURN THE FAVOR IS NEVER RETURNED, I POSTED A BULLETIN JUST THE

MeWHEN I GET TO HEAVEN ,
TO SAINT PETER I WILL TELL,
ANOTHER SOLDIER REPORTING SIR!,
I'VE DONE MY TIME IN HELL

Still HereSmile Over Us dad
Is it too much to ask to talk to my father?
Is it too much to ask for his kind advice?
For he knows what to do
When things go astray,
And ask him for help
Well his there right away
But alas I regret
That this small request
Is surely too much to ask
For his gone far away
Might see him one day
Love you dad STILL HERE
DO YOU LOVE ME ANY MORE?
DO YOU CONsIDER ME A BORE?
DO YOU THINK that I DON’T KNOW
YOU SOMETIME'S LOOK AT ME AS THOUGH
I’M REPULSIVE.
DON’T YOU KNOW
JUST HOW FAR DEPRESSION CAN GO.
THIS EATING DISORDER IS NOT
THE KIND of WHICH MAY EASILY
SPRING TO MIND
BUT FOR NOW I’LL LET IT GO
PROBABLY YOU WILL
NEVER KNOW

For Those Of You That Like Sexual StoriesThis is a story I wrote for a woman who had a desire to be "lorded over" as she put it. She took to calling me "Daddy" and referred to herself as my "Princess".
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You walk into the kitchen after running errands and I am standing there by the fridge, half looking for something to snack on, half wasting time til you get home. I turn and around and smile as you walk over to me. We kiss, once on the lips, then on your forehead as I stroke your head, running my hand from the top of your head down the lenght of your hair. "How's my Princess today?" I ask. You tell me you are doing fine, but had a long day full of running around from place to place taking care of things. I give you a sympathetic look and another kiss on the forehead, then I turn you around and put my arms around you. We stand there for a moment, not saying anything, simply enjoying the feeling of being together. Then I take your hand and lead you into the bedroom, locking t

Where The Fags At???ok serious this site is just a lil weird for me, i really dont understand it and im just having an issue. not that i dont mind ya gurls but damn where the fags at?? is it not ok to be gay on this site or what? there are no features where you can click your sexual perference in your profile which i think is lame!! i dont mind meeting ppl all over but i really would like to meet more gay guys like my self, can anyone help me figure this damn thing out? guys if you read this and are gay give me a shout out i feel like the only homo here, gurls love ya but honestly only hit me up for friends i dont need the half naked pics it doesnt do anything for me lol. peace out

Music Request... Please Let Me KnowI'm looking for new songs to dance to.. I'm tired of the same old shit.. Please Let me know what would you think would be hot.. Cause I'm doing a New Video tongith!!
Lots of Love and Kisses
~Pole Princess~

Is The Bush Administration Planning A Nuclear Holocaust?"We have discovered the most terrible bomb in the history of the world. It may be the fire destruction prophesied in the Euphrates Valley Era, after Noah and his fabulous Ark.... This weapon is to be used against Japan ... [We] will use it so that military objectives and soldiers and sailors are the target and not women and children. Even if the Japs are savages, ruthless, merciless and fanatic, we as the leader of the world for the common welfare cannot drop that terrible bomb on the old capital or the new. ... The target will be a purely military one... It seems to be the most terrible thing ever discovered, but it can be made the most useful."
(President Harry S. Truman, Diary, July 25, 1945)
"The World will note that the first atomic bomb was dropped on Hiroshima a military base. That was because we wished in this first attack to avoid, insofar as possible, the killing of civilians.." (President Harry S. Truman in a radio speech to the Nation, August 9, 1945).

No Men Over The Age Of 25ok well this is whats up I aint interested in guys over the age of 25 so please dont msg me comment me nothing cus i will block you!

Phone CommentsOK PEOPLE I GOT A NEW VOICE COMMENT LEAVER THING LOL. WHICH MEANS YOU CAN RING FROM AMERICA AND CANADA AND LEAVE ME MESSAGES ON IT. YAY!
Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *3525654. Hey if you wanted to leave me a voice comment on my page. Go to my homepage and scroll down there will be a box about phone recordings. Ring the number and type in my code then leave me a message. By the way its a freephone number which is even better lol. Hope to hear from you soon.

New To This ThingMy friend told me about this site so I had to make an account and try it out. She said it was a dirty Myspace so of course I was in.

Axes Of Necessary EvilHad a few co-workers get laid off yesterday. Never happened at this job before. This is to them:(
You feel full
Of empty
As you sit
Powerless
Watching your world
Change
The everyday
Turns into
Not anymore
You say goodbye
Wish good luck
Future meetings
We can explore
But
You sense the chord
Sever
As you see them
Close
That door
It has happened
Before
And shall
Again
Sometimes detachment
Makes you realize
They really are
Your Friend

Jlm FamilyNew Morph For JLM league and go chck out my frined Gemini Supergirl, morph. Love Rain(Storm)muahh
GOOD MORING TO MY JLM FAMILY, and have good day. love to all m uahh (rain)STORM. Good moring JLM Family, love u all how was ur Sat Night Good, Have a great day. JLM's Muahh Storm(Rain)

Free To ChooseFree to choose
You do not have to keep making the same mistakes. You can choose to change.
You do not have to keep being held back by the same fears and insecurities. You have the ability to move forward if you wish.
There is no good reason why you must settle for anything less than the very best that life has to offer. Anything is possible when you put your full commitment and the energy of your life into it.
The past has brought you to where you are, yet it has no power to hold you back. In each moment, you are free to choose your own direction.
Reach within yourself and connect with a guiding purpose that you know is right for you. Allow yourself to fully be the unique and beautiful person you are meant to be.
This day, this moment is a blank canvas upon which you are now able to paint. Fill it with the magnificent splendor that you know is yours to give.
-- Ralph Marston

I Love Girls!Sorry if i don't get back to ya'll sooner i'm still trying to figure this site out,but i already got 4 fans!.
I do flirt alot,but if i think you're the sexiest girl and i have a crush on you believe me i'll let ya know,so any girl that once to message me go ahead.
On to sports.....
My Pittsburgh Penguins are great i've been a fan since 1992,I'm tired of the media referring to Sidney Crosby as the best player in the world ummmm i don't think so you got Lemieux,Howe,Bourque,Gretzky,and my favorite player ever Jaromir Jagr. Best player this season yes,but best player ever not even close.
My Pittsburgh Steelers will be terrible without Porter defensive wise
Michael Waltrip is having ANOTHER bad year!
See ya soon

How Well Do U Know Me?As many people know being a girl is at times very easy and others a pain in the ass. I won't get deep into these issues as one they make for boring writing and if a guy reads this he's probably not going to appreciate it. But sometimes, ok let face it most times, girls do things that are otherwise not in the specific persons nature, and that is what i call "girl brain". You see most times a normal girl is just that NORMAL, but there are times when certain parts of our brain, known as the "Girl Brain", that likes to come out and rear it's prissy, dumb head at the world, asking such questions as:
"Does this dress make me look fat?"
"Why don't you love me?"
"Do you think she's prettier than i am?"
Now please guys i begging you in a normal girl this will happen very rarely, but when it does please know that we DON'T want it to happen. As a matter of fact our normal, rational brain is sitting there going, "Please shut up! Please just stop speaking! You are making an ass out of us."
So

Off To See The Wizardthe saying "Its better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all" is a stupid person. look i know its about emotional maturity, blah blah blah. i just got my nuts crunched let me mope for a little while. dont need young people giving me advice on love. been there dont that a few times. they leave crappy comments and then dont give you permission to respond. hey jackass its the internet not real life.
from: SaraSmiles
date: 2007-03-21 00:19:46
subject: so sad
read receipt: Yes
replied: No block user
so sad to think that it's btwn you and another guy that have to be immature on a website.. Have a good night
off to the gulf coast of texas for sun sand surf and beer! ill have pics i can assure you of this.

Poetry By Yerz Truly"AMEN"
Back in the day when the West was young,
Many songs of trial were heard n sung
All through the land – mighta busted a lung
These songs were bold, these songs were true
Many times just poppin' right outta the blue
But the words to these songs were very true
Many different races came out in to tune
And all through history
These songs were no mystery
They came about telling of the races' story
And still to this day
We hear their dismay
All the way down to the southernmost bay
Now just why is this?
Why do people hafta diss
All these social leaders comin' out from the mist?
All I've gotta say-
The gov's gotta have their way
Cuz if they don't, we people gotta pay
C'mon ev'rybody
Let's go and see
Just what we in the world can be
Love, affection, and harmony
Can result to the way things'll be-
Could possibly result to a life of glee
We can also be
Piss

Amber Alert Makin Sure Everyone KnowsTennessee state police have issued a State wide amber alert. There is a missing child named Andrea Montoya. She went missing at 2:45pm yesterday. and she was last seen in Gatlinburg at the river terris hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. she is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from florida and is here on vacation with her grandma and mother. a white jeep cherokee with florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area.
Please Repost this...
She was kidnapped just yesterday. it will take 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5 seconds out of your day to read and repost

Pop My Cherry!I am new to Cherrytap so please bear with me. I dont totally understand this all yet..

NaughtyYou scored as Athletic Tomboy. Athletic Tomboy75%Popular Bitch50%Slut50%Hippy44%Preppy Girl19%Goth19%Nerdy Girl13%Loser0%What type of girl are you?!!created with QuizFarm.com table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacin You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs

Issueshow mamy times do i have to tell myself..
is not special
is not important
i'll wait for his call, for his messages for his attention...
i am focus on my work.. but the temptation is too good... don't like the drugs but the drugs like me...
wish... everything clears on my way to whatever my destiny is...
wish u where here..
:( What if..life is just only a lie.. what if smile and is just a lie... Life do hurts...
We are just a number, a screen name or a fuck.
They just used you... i am not got to lie anymore.. i do have hate inside of me...and i just don't want to hurt anybody, cause every time I lie.. just hurt myself...
Just get out of my way... sometimes i just want revenge.
Today was the worst day ever.. is 12:00 am and i just get home from work.. a lot of work... and for the first time i feel like ohh my god.. what happend... this is not rigth and this doesn't supposse to happen a day before i am going to have my evaluation to be permanent in my wor

Hii just got my computer workin this week havent had it for about 2 months cos i moved to vancuver
wicked city but i miss jacksonville
sonofabitch movers wrekced my computer and i had to get a new one im really sorry if i dont respond or if i respond really slowly but im just getting used to how this whole things works lol
thanks for great welcome tho

Rules - DominantsSome Rules - Dominants
Mystre
[it's mutual]
1. Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom.
2. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to the world, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunities to show how good you are - and plenty of opportunities to make a fool of yourself. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for a failure by developing expectations that you know you can never reach.
3. Be open. Although the Dom{me} is classically considered to be the teacher in SM, you can always learn from your subbi

Commenting Too Fast.....Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion.
try again in 10 minutes.
play nicer next time.
--babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know.
THIS IS THE MESSAGE I GOT AFTER DOING 5 COMMENTS ON MY CONTST PIC......I THINK IT'S FUCKIN BULLSHIT TOO HOW CAN YOU BE IN A CONTEST AND YOU CAN'T EVEN VOTE YOUR PICS WITHOUT BEING BLOCKED FOR DOING IT TOO FAST SUPPOSEDLY.....IM SICK OF THIS SHIT..........AHHHHHHHHH

Weekend!!!!!!WISHING EACH OF MY FRIENDS AND FANS A SAFE BUT WONDERFUL WEEKEND AND DONT DO ANYTHING I WOULDNT DO!!!!!!
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Let It Go!Wow Just when I thought things wouldn't look up I have had a fantastic two days. Yesterday I finally went to the Spa, which was my B-day present from my Boss back in November. I had a relaxing day of being pampered. Ohh let me tell ya I needed that. Well than this morning at 7am I got an odd number on my cell phone. I usually don't answer numbers I don't recognize but I thought this is crazy it's 7am, who the hell is calling me. So I pick up and it's two DJ's from a local country station that I listen too. I won a freakin VIP package to go see Rascal Flats and Jason Aldean tomorrow night in San Antonio, Tx. Four Tickets, Limo, Vip seats, backstage meet and greet!. Holy fu#@ckin Shit!...Pardon my language! Damn I need to play the Lottery now! WTF! I'm so excited today It's going to be really hard to work!..lol I just wanted to take a minute and thank the winner of my first auction. He thought he was bidding on a 2nd alarm hottie and look he won a dream girl. Lol So thank's George for wi

Requiem For Your FuneralTwenty One Lashes
A feeling like nothing ever felt.
Shivers down your spine of this new discovery.
Promise made to not invest too much.
Yet those always seem to get broken.
Time slowly passed and it seemed like forever.
Comfort knowing exactly what to expect.
And then one day you find out you're wrong.
Things seemed too perfect some how.
Nothing ever goes just as planned.
Mistakes made and not can be said to mend.
An emotional avalanche it has been lately.
One thing after another seems to happen.
Not stuck between a rock and a hard place.
More complicated and knotted than known.
Armor strong yet weak spots exist.
And you happen to pierce right through.
I invested too much in you.
(c) Ann Kelly
Saturday, May 5, 2007
So I got back tonight from my little trip to California for my great aunt and uncle's service.
I left Sunday. Even leaving turned into an adventure. I got up, thinking I had plenty of time. Well I finally decided to get in the shower, shortly

For You DadDad...so many images come to mind
whenever I speak your name;
It seems without you in my life
things have never been the same.
What happened to those lazy days
when I was just a child;
When my life was consumed in you
in your love, and in your smile.
What happened to all those times
when I always looked to you;
No matter what happened in my life
you could make my gray skies blue.
Dad, some days I hear your voice
and turn to see your face;
Yet in my turning...it seems
the sound has been erased.
Dad, who will I turn to for answers
when life does not make sense;
Who will be there to hold me close
when the pieces just don't fit.
Oh, Dad, if I could turn back time
and once more hear your voice;
I'd tell you that out of all the dads
you would still be my choice.
Please always know I love you
and no one can take your place;
Years may come and go
but your memory will never be erased.
Today, Jesus, as You are listening
in your home above;
Would you go

Who Would Want Mei have been told at times that i am wanted and other times that i'm not can't anyone love me for me i got to know cause i'm ging out of my head i would like to know who would want me i wish i could do tem but i don't have acredit card that suck cause i wanted to add alot more friends and

Time For A BreakWell the time is almost upon me.....What is that you may ask?, well come June of every year, my son comes down for the summer...Therefore, I will be taking a break from CherryTap and Myspace and every other website I belong too.
I won't be completely deleting my profile, but I won't be on here as much over the summer.
However, I'll still keep my IM's open for those of you I chat with on a daily basis, I just might not reply as quickly..Which I'm sure alot of you can understand being parents yourselves.
(there is another blog with my IM's incase I don't have you and you wish to add me)
On that note, I have to get to work :(
Have a great day everyone
Fred

Isle Of Man Tt Races 2007Just over a week now before the start of the 2007 Isle of Man Tourist Trohpy.
A gruelling 27.5 mile course through the roads of the Isle of Man in the UK.
Practice week begins 26th May and Racing starts a week later.
Over 19000 motorcycles have been booked onto the Steam Packet Ferries this year, thats an increase of over 100% on last year.
I myself will be visiting the island and taking in some of the sights, as well as riding the course on my 2002 Honda CBR600F Sport plus taking some photo's
Hopefully I will be able to post some pics upon my return

Colored ManThe white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism.

Private Partslook,please dont request to be my friend if you have pictures of your penis or vagina or breast in your photo albums on ct. its tastless and obviously you have wayyyyyy to much time on ur hands to do that. ur a loser basically!!!!!! im not a prude but ,thats a little much.........dont ya think???????? its ok to send someone a picture like that in private.......like in an im or email. and its ok if its"art" like for a professional photo shoot. but alot of people think that they "have it" and sadly..they really dont typing in the shoutbox is kinda a pain....i think anyways. so if u wanna chat,my aol screenname is jaimegirl1979. my yahoo messenger screenname is jaime_girl1977! just to let everyone know,well the people i talk to on here,im deleting my account. eventually i will start another one,but i just dont feel like having one rite now.so,if u still want to chat with me,my yahoo messenger is jaime_girl1977. my aol is jaimegirl1979.
take care
jaime

Man Cited For Dwi At Ark Drive-thruMan Cited for DWI at Ark. Drive-Through
By Associated Press
Tue May 22, 6:13 PM
CAMDEN, Ark. - A man who was a little slow in picking up his fast food has been charged with drunk driving. Police said they found Terrance Forte, 32, asleep behind the wheel in the drive-through lane at a McDonald's restaurant.
Restaurant employees called police about 12:30 a.m. Saturday after waiting 15 minutes for Forte to drive from the first window to the second window in the drive-through.
In a police report, Officer William Mahon said he found Forte asleep inside the car with the engine running and his right foot on the brake. The report said Forte offered Mahon $10 for his food order when Mahon tried to wake him.
Forte's blood alcohol level was registered at 0.19, more than twice the legal limit.
Forte was cited for his third drunk-driving charge and was later released.
A telephone number for Forte could not be found Tuesday and it was not known if he had a lawyer.
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Wtf Is Wrong With People!!!Okay. I wasn't going to bother with the blogs here, but there's a time when a person has to speak their mind.
I'm sure a lot of you know I'm a fairly regular MuMMer by now. And I've seen a lot of sarcastic, cruel and un-called for comments. I take them all with a grain of salt because some of the bastards in there are only doing it to get a rise, and it's usually pretty amusing.
But dammit! When somebody posts a MUMM asking for advice because someone they know is being abused in a relationship, and all the commenters from the peanut gallery can say is "She must be deserving it." or "She must like it if she stays," SOMEONE has to say SOMETHING! I won't do it in a MUMM because I know nobody there'll take a word I say seriously if they even bother reading it.
Have none of these people ever BEEN or KNOWN someone in an abusive relationship? Do they think it's just that SIMPLE to walk away? Has all of the public service notices, and such been for naught? DO people still not

Yuck!!!!!!!!!!SO MY EX IS GETING OUT OF LOCK UP AFTER 5 YEARS I STILL WISH THAT HE WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR FROM EARTH! EVERYTHING HE TOUCHES TURNS BAD! I WROTE TO HIM TELLING THAT I DIDN'T WANT TO SEE HIM AND THAT HE SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM OUR SON. AFTER ALL THE THINGS HE'S DONE HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT THERE ISN'T ANYWAY THAT I COULD FORGIVE HIM FOR THE SHIT HE'S DONE TO ME. AND IF HE GETS AROUND MY SON I'M AFRAID IT'LL HAPPEN ALL OVER AGAIN! HE KEEPS SAYING THAT HE'S CHANGED FOR THE GOOD BUT TO BE HONEST I'VE HEARD IT SOOOOOOOOOO MANY TIMES AND EACH TIME IT ENDED UP WITH US GETTING INTO AN ARGUEMENT OR HIM HITTING ME! HE THINKS I'M A COLD HEARTED BITCH BUT IF HE WAS ON THE RECIEVING END THAN I DON'T THINK HE COULD EVER FORGIVE! AND IT'S NOT JUST THAT BUT IT'S ALL THE SHIT HE'S DONE TO LAND HIM IN THE PEN. THAT HAS ME UNCOMFORTABLE. IT'S ONE THING FOR HIM TO DO THAT BUT IT'S ANOTHER THING FOR THE GUYS HE WAS HANGING OUT WITH TO APPROACH ME WHEN I HAD MY SON! I MEAN WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT WAS YOU?

I Need My New Family's HelpI POSTED A BLOG WITH THE TITLE "I NEED MY NW FAMILY'S HELP" SO IF ANYONE FROM THE FAMILY CAN PLEASE READ IT AND PLEASE HELP ME I WILL REALLY APPRECIATE IT I WILL GET THEM A GIT TY hello 2 my new family. i just have a few questions. how do i know who 2 bomb? and to post a conest 4 someone where do i go 2 get their pic and where should i post it? im sorry but i am new to all this i mean being a bomber and all thats if anyone in my family can please please help me i would really apprciate it thank u.

Oldie But Newbie Hereis there any pogo users out there??
i just tried too post a bulletin and this is what i got wth is this all about??
Error: sorry,
you're posting bulletins too fast. try again later.

Here It Is.....Yep thats the real stalker of CT, she is watching six plus people at once. LMAO
Thanks Totally Happy and Shorty for sending all those people to my page, some of them even added me as a friend and fanned me! Your mouths are sending the good attention my way!
Who viewed me I viewed Blocked
"Totally Happy...
(im here I think LOL)
Clone_Trooper
shroom
(Passed out)
Graves ™
recon1au
See All
I got this from another person today, shows how Totally Happy is calling members stalkers, I am not the only one she has done this to.
You have to read it from the bottom up, but you can see what it is all about.
->ME...: o.k. i will do that, thanks for the heads up.
its all he...: yes he does. goto his page and read his blogs they are open for everyone to read. you will see how pshyco she is...
->ME...:does six pack abs really have blogs about totally happy?
its all he...: yes we all agree
->ME...: sounds like she is o

Being Single Sucks...I wish I could say for the most part I like being single. But lately I have just been in the dumps. I have been used over an over again. I know that all you say that I am hot. An yeah, so what, I have a brain, an I have a heart, I would never use a guy to get what I want!!! Sexually or material wise. Why is it time an time again, I am hurt? Am I that Naive?

WordsI sit in my chair looking at this screen..., wondering...., pondering my next move. Confusion rips thu my mind scattering every glimps of what was the becoming of a good thought, My thoughts cry out for help but are silenced by words, Shattered are the dreams of a million voices that can not be seen or heard, they lie and wait their turn, I can not help them as they torture my very being, louder, louder they get with every waking moment, yet I can not hide, following my every move like a shadow on a sunny day. The voices, they are me. Sadness takes over as I smile for the world, no one having a clue to what goes on in my mind, nor do they care, My thoughts and worries and fears not being considered, I smile, Would anyone even know i'm gone? would anyone even care? I have become the jester to everyones lives, not needed around till they feel sadness to which I'm called upon, I smile.. If I get it wrong I have become the next prisoner to their wrath of hate, Still no one caring about m

Rules For Relationship....I'LL face my emptiness alone; you need not fill me up .... I'll trust - and tell you when I don't....I'll be there you can count on me .... I'll take my consequences for what I say and do ....I'll accept you - the way you are .... I'll let you know me -my thoughts and feelings to the extent it is possible .... I'll tell you if I'm leaving.... I'll be vulnerable - as often as I can .... I'll disagree- and stay when I do .... I'll comment on my reality.... I'll be receptive to giving and taking .... I shall understand that my need for intimacy may be different from yours....

Do Me A Favor ??If everyone that reads this would take 5 minutes to leave this person 5 comments, I would truly appreciate it. I created the morph she is using for the contest so if you could drop a few comments, that would be great. You never know when you will need some help in a contest and rest assure I will blog you too! :D Click the link to be routed to her pic, plz!! Xoxoxo

MotherAs I laid myself down to sleep, praying your love to keep, the visions of hurt and pain danced around again and again. Your laughter fading from my mind, franticly searching in the dark hoping it was you I would find. My memories of you no longer being able to recall, from the place you left me ready to fall. My tears holding all your beauty and pain, in my heart it leaving a stain. Missing the sound of your voice and the touch of your hand, in you mother always being able to find a friend. Wishing for just one more day, to tell you all the things I forgot to say. Growing older without you here, crying and hurting night after night and year after year.

Freak Show Famly Member 7-9-07HEY EVERYONE..ME AND MY GREAT FRIENDS AND SISTER FREAKS DECIDED WE WANTED TO FORM A FAMILY..WE ARE ALL CONFIRMED FREAKS AND SO WE'VE COLLABORATED WITH OUR FAV LOUNGE "CIRCUS FREAKS" AND ITS FAB RINGMASTER, RIPPER AND CREATED THE FREAK SHOW FAMILY..
"CLICK THE PICTURE TO COME SEE"
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WHAT WE ARE: PEOPLE WHO LOVE TO MEET NEW FRIENDS..WE ARE HAPPY TO SHOW LOVE AND SUPPORT TO ALL THE MEMBERS IN OUR OWN FAMILY AND TO ALL THE CT COMMUNITY. WE HATE DRAMA..BOOOOO. NO DRAMA FOR US. WE WANNA HAVE FUN IN THIS CRAZY CYBER WORLD KNOWN AS CHERRY TAP. I MEAN REALLY THAT IS THE POINT OF BEING HERE ISNT IT..LOL.
WHAT OUR FAMILY IS MADE OF: THOSE WHO ARENT SCARED TO BE WHO THEY ARE..PEOPLE WHO LOVE TATTOOS AND PIERCINGS AND ARE JUST NOT AFRAID TO STEP OUTSIDE THAT BOX IN WHATEVER WAY THEY SEE FIT..PEOPLE READY TO ENJOY BEING AS FREAKY AS THEY WANNA BE...
WHO IS WELCOME: EVERYONE..YOU CAN BE IN ANOTHER FAMILY OR ANOTHER GROUP..YOU CAN BE A LONE WOLF..IT ABSOLUTELY DOESNT MATTER. IF YOUR

Inner DemonOkay to whoever used my reflections photo and claimed themselves to be her, your f**kin pathetic. grow up get a life if you cant deal witht he fact your either A) not popular or B) a fat cow that is so hideous youd burn the nose hairs off a dead nun or C)both, then know what you truly are pathetic. I cant stand people taking someone elses phtoo and claiming it to be them especially since the shit has happened to me someone went around the net claiming to be me i had to spend a week going on fucking cam to show everyone hey yeah i am who i say i effin am and now someones doing it to a person i know thats pretty d@mn lame. i hope she finds out who you are because im pretty sure she will want to take your @ss to court over this and trust me, she can
Lastngiht went back to firebreathing. went for about an hour or two..cant remember how long it took for me to use up all the fuel i had for it. no incidents like i said i learn frmo my mistakes but im expecting something to happen again. i

My Very Talented DaughterIn your eyes
i see pain
in your eyes
i see suffering
in your eyes
i see sadness
and it kills me
to see you like this
because
deep down i know
that you want to live
and that those feelings
come from your memories
and you cant live with them
so inside you feel
that you need to lose yourself
completely
mind
body
and spirit
Here I am at the place where we first met
under the same tree
we were so young
hve we changed at all
ofcourse
you have a love for another
it burns inside you
you swore to protect another
the day before
under this same tree
are we still in love
or is this all about her
i know she is close to your heart
bu what about me
did that kiss mean nothing to you
or am i just a plaything
that has no feelings to you
you tell me lie after lie
it rips my heart out
but all you can think about is her
so do you love me say something please
tell me
or do i have to ponder on this thought for eternity
this was written in 2006 by my then 13

Oh So CloseCan you help my firned and many of your .hes in a contest to 50,000..hes about 6,000 off.i have some great friends and I know you will come show him some love. He was there when i needed him im there now to help him and will you come too..thank you

This Speed Is Amazeingthis internet speed is amazing 20meg pages load every second its amazinggot three browers open on fubar next blog is words to my favorite song dancing in the dark
love making friends all 1million 28thousand five hundred and one people on site all should be friends just imagine the size of internet friends that would be a record in its self everyone rating others on site all no one could stop us taking over the internet
god would be pleased we have so many friends
and bless us all remember 4th july i had my own independents day i beleive in everyone should be friends there would be no one a low point score and at the top
i have only been signed up to this site since 17th july check my points level am hyperactive hardly sleep talk to everyone.
can we start anew and love each story now we will shine aray of light upon our hearts and bring long lost glory of who it used to be baby you and me guess we were each others destiny my heart crys out you must forgive me i have been dancin

Social SkillsI think it's time for me to admit it: I'm boring. That's why some people on here don't wanna talk to me that much, because my personality's extreme boring, and I need a change. I'm a type of person who don't know how to talk to people that good or carry a good conversation, that's one thing I always have a problem with. I need to change that, but I don't know where to start. Anyways, I have a lot to improve on (and yes I'm admitting it), cause my social skills are that bad. I know it's gonna take me a while to improve on that.
Please give me some advice on this
I admit, I'm a type of person that don't know how to talk to people really good, or could hold a good conversation. I always had this problem. Maybe I don't have much in common with the person, I don't know. It has really been bothering me for the past couple of months, and I really need to change, because my social skills are not the best in the world, but I'm still working on it. Please give me some feedback on

Levelers Home PageBelow is our home age for the levlers. Please all levelers and friends of ours add it to your friends name. If your bored come join me for a few ..Im going to bomb it to level it up some for more rates. It dont have to be nothing fancy.We are bombing the profile itself.
Have a nice morning..Much Love
Level Up Team@ fubar

The BlogDear Tech Support:
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed
that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a
lot of space and valuable resources.
In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now
monitors all other system activities, such as Poker Night 10.3, Football
5.0, Going To The Pub 7.5, and Softball 3.6
I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run
my other favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to
Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0.
Please help!
Thanks,
Troubled User.....
_____________________
REPLY:
Dear Troubled User:
This is a very common problem that men often complain about.
Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is
just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING
SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYTHING!!! It is also
impossible to delete W

Sad Sad SadI was talking to this senior citizen at the supermarket today, she was telling me that her benefits were cut off because she made too much money and the government thought she could make it without the assistance the government offers. This appalled me! This woman was 75 and worked 15 hrs a week at the local library, how can she make it? While we spend billions and billions of dollars on a war that is both pathetic and shameful, this poor woman who worked all of her life and paid her taxes like she was supposed to is left to buy cans of vegetables and live on ramen noodles soup! What has this country become? It sickens me that we are one of the richest countries in the world yet minimum wage is lower now than it has been in 35 years. When is someone going to step up and make a REAL difference in how this country is run, when is someone NOT going to be selfish. I am not here to bash American because I love this country, the freedom we have, the opportunity it offers but it pains me that

9000to LevelWe are getting closer..If you could just take a few minutes he only has 30 pictures..If you like to comment bomb well thats what im doing..Come keep me company.You all know i like a challenge.im inyterested to see if we can do this tonight.
We need some help on this level up.Hes got 30 pictures and a few stash.Can you show him some love
I THINK I'LL STAY A LITTLE LONGER@ fubar

Internet ProblemsTo all my friends,
I just wanted to let you know that I have a lot of problems with my internet service. I constantly get booted and it really pisses me off.
I apologize if I haven't gotten to your page yet. I promise I will stop by and say hello. It may take some time but I will eventually get there.
Thank you all for being so patient and understanding.
Hugs and kisses to all,
Mindy

My Stashmy stash is down if its not sorted out with in the next week i am going to get rid off my profile and stop using it and tell all my friends who use its to stop using it

MeI am what i am im indepedant do my own dirty work and can be an ass hole.I belive in honesty and loyalty and will kill for and die for my family and friends.So if u got something to say say it.But do go crying if u get sent home with to black eyes cause i am the one who just dont give a fuck,ride fast and hard as if its your last day alive because tommorow might well be :)

Funny StuffTyreal came home from school disappointed. 'I hate English, dem teachers are always changing stuff'.
Mother: 'Tyreal, have you been using bad words and writing dirty notes again?'
Tyreal: 'Naw, momma, I sware I didn't. I used all of my spelling words in a sentence like the teacher say, but the teacher, she gave me an 'F'.
1. HOTEL - My M omma said that she ain' gon tell her friend Shaqueta nothing else, cause that HOTEL everthang she know.
2. HONOR ROLL - We was playing bidwiz on the stoop the other day and man, I was HONORROLL .
3. PLANET - Leroy got arrested cause he got him some seed to grow weed, and he PLANET in the backyard.
4. DISMAY - I went for a blood test, the doctor pulled out a needle and said DISMAY hurt a little.
5. OMELETTE - I should punch you for what you jes said but OMELETTE it go dis time.
6. STAIRWAY - Getting high is stupid. It makes you STAIRWAY into space.
7. MOBILE - I went to buy some food, I was short on cash, and my man s

Why Bury Friends?A friend whom I saw not too long ago has passed away and I just found out today that she died, and saddened by the fact that no one knew what they could do for her...she kept her illness a secret...now what do we as her friends do for her knowing that her family is non existant...She really didn't have much money...she doesn't have insurance....what do we as friends do for her???
If you have any Ideas on what we can do to raise money to bury her...please leave them...Thank You!
Please Comment.

Love?I need to realize that being in love is not a given in life. Love is something that must be nurtured. I can't fall in love and then do nothing to keep the feelings alive. It is something that requires compromise, communication, cooperation and a lot of understanding. It requires support and appreciation. It requires honesty and integrity. Love is being able to say "I can make it on my own but I chose to make it with you." Love shouldn't hurt. It shouldn't be violent, angry or spiteful. It shouldn't be based in pride. It shouldn't be suspicious and devious. It shouldn't be opinionated and unyeilding. It should be a feeling that comes naturally from the heart, soul and mind. It should be happy and light but it should be real. If problems arise then either work through them logically and calmly or realize that it shouldn't be. There is no place in love or in life for voices raised in anger spewing forth words whose sole purpose is to hurt, anger or embaress someone else. Love is being com

Labor Day WeekendHEY ALL JUST WANNA LET YA KNOW IM GONNA GET AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS...
FOR THOSE THAT KNOW ME CALL THE CELLY FOR THOSE WHO HAVE MY YAHOO IM MOBILE...N FOR THOSE WHO DONT HAVE IT...I'LL B BACK ON MONDAY...
I LOVE MY FAMILY VERY MUCH... MISSIN THE GUYS TERRIBLY HOPE EVERYONE IS SAFE N HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND..
MUCH LOVE CARRIE...AKA CUTE LIL JELLYBEAN!!!

Friends That Mean Something 2 MeYou are the friend that stands out the most in my life. Your always there for me when i need you the most no matter what it may be i know i will always have someone to talk to during the good times and the bad.
You may not know just how much u mean to me but let me try and putit into words for ya.
Since the first time we met i knew we had a connection and every day after that our friendship has grown stronger and stronger. To the point that i think about you all the time no matter where im at or what im doing ur always on my mind.
I know we have distance between us but what my heart is telling me that distance is just a hop and a skip away. My heart is filled with love and passion for you and you only. Nothing will ever change that or take it away.
Your like the sun on a summer morning with the windows wide open. You sneak right in warm my heart and body and ur there by myside all day and night.
Im writing this note to NEEDSSOMELOVIN because im in love with you. I can

My BlogsAlmighty God, the past year will be indelibly inscribed in our memories.
We looked with horror on the terrorist attacks of September 11th.
But we looked with honor on acts of courage by ordinary people
who sacrificed themselves to prevent further death and destruction.
We shed our tears in a common bond of grief for those we loved and lost.
We journeyed through a dark valley, but your light has led us to a place of hope.
You have turned our grief into determination.
We are resolved to do what is good, and right, and just.
Help us to remember what it means to be Americans—
a people endowed with abundant blessings.
Help us to cherish the freedoms we enjoy and inspire us to stand
with courage, united as one Nation in the midst of any adversity.
Lord, hear this prayer for our Nation. Amen.
1.)A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his Woman first.
2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either.
3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop hers

Welcome My Cuz All Nite Rider!!!HEY DO ME A FAVOR AND HOOK MY COUSIN UP... NO SERIOUSLY IT'S REALLY MY COUSIN ALL NITE RIDER UP WITH COMMENT, RATES, FANS, CRUSHES, BLOW JOBS, ANYTHING YOU CAN THINK OF... TAKE CARE OF YOU BOY PIMPS CUZ...
ALL NITE RIDER
COME CHECK HIM SHOW HIM SUM LUV....
AMERICAN ][D][][V][][D

Need Bombers Immediately!Hi all. I am in the GIT R DONE FAMILY BOMBSQUAD and we are in Bombfest. We need people to help bomb for us immediately. We would greatly appreciate any help you could give us. If you are willing to help, you will have to rate, fan, and add the host before you can start bombing. Your time will be greatly appreciated and remembered. If you ever need our help, we will be more than happy to return the favor. I am posting the link below, just click on the pic and it will take you to our page. I want to thank you all in advance and let you know again, that any help will be greatly appreciated. Also if you will, would you please repost the bulletin for me to help me get the word out?

My Webpage!CLICK HERE TO VIEW MY PROFILE!
MIKIEMARTIN
CLICK HERE TO TAKE CONTROL OF MY PLEASURE!

MememeHey all its that time again.. my B-DAY
I turn 28 today.. god how time flies.
Only the other day i was reminising about high school and youger days.. wow. Now i have a 7 year old son who mean the world to me...
SO let an man growing old.. know that yall love him :)
Show me love for my b-day :) and ill return all the love :)
B-day Love
Jer

My PasswordSO SOME BITCH IN CONN STATE I GUESS CLAIMED THAT SHE LOVED ME. BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO HOLLA AT HER SHE HAD A GUY HACK MY YAHOO. NOW MY YAHOO ACCOUNT IS GONE. I HATE TO BE EVIL BUT HERE IS HER NUMBER.508-738-4499 HER NAME IS STACEY.

Show Some LoveIm unsure how this works, so bare with me guys... but please show some love and have my good friend in your prayers.
http://fubar.com/kerrytogs
This is one very genuine lady, who has hit some very painfull times .. lets get her page filled with love, for her return.
Cal

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Aluring...
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There's...
Just some thing I...
Gotta have...
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This fence...
A house of cards...
Is what others...
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Fuck that...
Lmao...
I'm mixing concrete...
Using steel beams...
Adapting to...
Any thing that lies...
Before me...
No complicated designs...
Or hidden rooms...
Turning up the heat...
Fanning the flame...
You wonder why the...
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Hell YeahYou scored as Bondage, Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100% Blind Folds100% Blood83% Biting75% Whips67% Chains/Handcuffs33% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Rocker, Mosher, Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher80% Goth80% Prepy7

JourneyWalk with me
~Tony Martinez
As I stare out onto this long empty road ahead of me
Only one question comes to mind
Will you walk with me?
I dont know where this road will lead
I dont know how long it will take to get there
So I ask again
Will you walk with me
The journey wont be easy
Some of you may only walk for a short while
Til you get to where you want to be
That's fine
I'll enjoy the company
For those of you close to me
I ask for your protection
On this Journey
Keep the leeches off me
Those that would do nothing
But suck the life out of me
Love on me
To give me the energy
To continue to walk on
To all others that walk with me
Thank you for coming on this journey
We will all walk together
I will help pick you up if you happen to fall
So I ask one last time
As i start to embark on this journey
Will you
Walk with me Starting over
~Tony Martinez
Losing everything
What is there left to do
But to start over
When everything near and dear to you
Walk

Kill The Husbandi like to know why every damn man can be so damn kind when you first meet them. and after they hit you try to kill you and your childern that they think that sex will make everything better.well i say the hell with that now that i have learned that i can fight back i have right now my dumb ass of a husband is out drank and have a good time well i never get to do that cause i always have something eles to do but guess what that bitch thinks that he is goin to walk back into this house with out me beating the shit out of him well he better think again. i am shitting with him right now and i hope he hurrys ups and comes home well that enough of all this bull shit see ya

Written By A Guy(read This Ladies)45 things a girl wants but wont ask for
1. Touch her waist.
2. Kiss her neck.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her f

The Tao Of Who?Take off that Mask.
Take off that mask you wear so well,
That cast iron fascade that hides your hell.
Nothing in this world could dull your pain the way you wish it would.
Take off your Mask and show your face
that thing of grace and beauty.
A mask but masks the lies you tell, those lies that run as deep as a well and all this time for what?
To save a face? to save your place? to fall that much less from grace?
The truth will set you free but not for free for freedom has its price to bare and its that price we bare thats so unfair, so unjust.
But we pay that price and sometimes thrice, because good things come in 3's, or was it bad things? Well things come in 3's and whether you like it or not it never comes how you draw it up in your mind.
A choice is left. One that is placed neatly before you. Do you stand or do you sit? Are you a passenger of life or do you ride with it? Do you put on your mask and mascarade through the great parade of life, or do you lift

I'm SorryIt pains me to know all that I have hurt.
It kills me to know all that the one that I hurt most of all is myself.
I have given up friendships with people that truly cared for me for what I thought was love but turned out to be lies, so many lies.
I deserved it, to tell the truth.
I just want all to know that I am truly sorry for all I have done.
I just hope that those that I hurt (and they know who they are) can find it in their heart to forgive me, even if I never find out

Dark PoemsMeet me
Hug me
Kiss me
Call me
Need me
Love me
Feel me
Savor me
Fuck me
Leave me
Ignore me
Hurt me
Damn me
Kill me I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
and I kick and flail
fighting to stay above the darkness
But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me
and I slowly begin to give in
to the feeling that lies below the water line
the waters starts to fill my lungs
the lungs that once held so much life
yet now they allow the murky water to replace that
I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness
But why doesn't someone grab my hand
pull me from darkness's grasp?
because no one knows I stand at the boundary
the boundary between light and dark
so I give in to the thing that holds me
All of the strength and all of the courage
that I once held in my heart
can't save me from the water
So I slowly slip below the

Loneliness(August 05, 2006) -- In bleak nursing homes and vibrant college dorms, in crowded cities and spread-out suburbs, Americans confront an ailment with no single cause or cure.
Some call it social isolation or disconnectedness. Often, it's just plain loneliness.
An age-old ailment, to be sure, and yet by various measures - census figures on one-person households, a new study documenting Americans' shrinking circle of intimate friends - it is worsening.
It seems ironic, even to those who are affected. The nation has never been more populous, soon to reach the 300 million mark. And it has never been more connected - by phone, e-mail, instant message, text message, and on and on.
Yet so many are alone in the crowd.
"People are increasingly busy," said Margaret Gibbs, a psychologist at Fairleigh Dickinson University. "We've become a society where we expect things instantly, and don't spend the time it takes to have real intimacy with another person."
Some Americans are making

Strange CollectionLast week in Hollister (California) is gone - The Greatest Museum of Strange Things come back to Riverside, CA.
10901 Arlington Ave. Riverside, California USA - The Greatest Museum of Strange Things was opened by last spring. Come and see the strangest things you'll even see. WonderCammer - look at things you never saw before !
The project is going along with Troll's Garden company - the global leader in the production of rings, fossil reproductions, Human Skulls, Walking Sticks, Knives, bone art, hand Carved Dragons, pipes, etc... .

N.a.p. Rules1.THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. ANY VIOLATION OF THIS WILL RESULT IN YOUR REMOVAL AND A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHY.
2.THIS IS A LEVELING FAMILY. EACH WEEK A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHAT MEMBERS NEED OUR HELP IN LEVELING THEM TO MOVE THEM TO THE NEXT LEVEL. EVERYONE MUST HELP THE PEOPLE ON THE BULLITEN AND SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS WE CAN. THIS IS FOR THEM NOT OURSELVES.WE WILL BE CHECKING PAGES PERIODICALLY TO SEE THAT THIS IS BEING FOLLOWED.
3.EVERY MEMBER MUST CARRY THE NATIVE PRIDE LOGO ON THE FRONT OF THEIR PAGE WHICH IS DISPLAYED ON THE HOMEPAGE IN THE FOLDERS MARKED N.A.P. TAGS.
4.YOU MUST HAVE THE NAME N.A.P DISPLAYED SOMEWHERE IN YOUR NAME. OR NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE IT IS UP TO YOU.THIS MUST STAY ON YOUR PROFILE AT ALL TIMES.
5.YOU MUST ADD/FAN/RATE ALL MEMBERS.
6.IF YOU HOLD A POSITON YOU MUST HONOR THE N.A.P GUIDELINES,POSTIONS WILL BE GIVEN TO PEOPLE OF OUR CHOICE.
7. WE WELCOME ALL PEOPLE. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE OF NATIVE DECENT TO JOIN OUR FAMILY

My New Hideout!!!http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51726# Well finally reached level 10...made a lounge anyone and everyone is welcome. Lookin for anyone who wants to contribute.

Levelhey please help my friend she a real sweet heart
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Forehead Salutesok i am trying something new for peeps on here ,called forehead salutes .I am making them free to friends and 1500 fubucks to fans and non friends or fans (sorry not trying to be mean ).If you want one lemme know in my inbox (or if you see i am on shout at me ) and lemme know if you want a real one or photo shopped one (photo shopped ones are in my forehead salute folder and include your screename on my forehead (photoshopped).The way i do them is i make them ,then upload them ,then let you see if you like it then i will make it available to be ripped to your page (after i receive the fubucks for fans and non friends or fans )and then i will keep an original copy of it either in the folder or on my computer .I hope you all enjoy this as it is very fun for me to make them for ppl :D

My ChoiceHey Fu Friends! Please rate my blog! :)
My Choice…
Today I have a choice
As I walk down life’s road
To cast my burdens aside
And lighten up my load.
I will not allow life’s challenges
To affect me in a negative way
This I ask of you also
To be a positive force today.
Make the choice with me
For the days they go so swiftly
And pass the spark of hope
Because opportunity passes quickly.
Copyright07BEG

U Don't Have To Thank Me For This Valuable InfoAs Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria.
In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop.
However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.
Remember: Water = Poop, Beer = Health.
***Therefore, it's better to drink beer and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.
There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service.

Celebrity Losers Pretending To Be LeadersFrankly, I feel it's my civic duty to help support 'local' business owners...
I paid $4.65 per gal for gas today at the corner gas station. They have been feeling the pinch as a lot of patrons aren't driving around as much, so they went to full service to entice customers back. Somehow the high prices didn't seem to matter as much.
To ease the pain, I needed 10 gal so I went in 10 times and bought 1 gallon each time.
Service station shown below:
Seems to me that the “queer stomping” was done on stage by Adam Lambert. When people act this badly, how can you blame normal, decent people for criticizing? Gays need to keep their sexual practices in the privacy of their own homes, not on stage and TV, not in parades down main street in San Francisco, just keep it private for God’s sake!! They are flaunting this and then expect us to remain silent. Just keep your private acts private…geez! How hard is that to understand? Satan is alive

When Your On Top Of Your GameWould it hurt for the people who are at the top level to keep in touch with those who helped you get to the top. I must say, everyone who is a friend, I've chatted with them. Those who fanned me, I returned the favor. Some of you just don't care anymore. Where's the luv??????????

Lurking Is Rude...Really, sweetheart...i see you looking at my page several times a day. if you have a question...just ask. If you'd like to see the pics of he and i together...lol, i'll be more than happy to show you, i already showed his wife. But if you are just going to lurk around to see what he's saying to me...that's just rude. if you're going to spend that much damn time on my page, at least rate something. If not, stop eavesdropping. Are you five? Are you so insecure that you have to check up on him? lol...i hate to break it to ya, he's not yours. he's not mine. he belongs to someone else that he's probably never going to leave. So grow up. Stop sneaking around. Just ask.

MusicDec 16, 10:45 PM (ET)
By NEKESA MUMBI MOODY
NEW YORK (AP) - Dan Fogelberg, the singer and songwriter whose hits "Leader of the Band" and "Same Old Lang Syne" helped define the soft-rock era, died Sunday at his home in Maine after battling prostate cancer. He was 56.
His death was announced in a statement released by his family through the firm Scoop Marketing, and it was also posted on the singer's Web site.
"Dan left us this morning at 6:00 a.m. He fought a brave battle with cancer and died peacefully at home in Maine with his wife Jean at his side," it read. "His strength, dignity and grace in the face of the daunting challenges of this disease were an inspiration to all who knew him."
Fogelberg discovered he had advanced prostate cancer in 2004. In a statement then, he thanked fans for their support.
"It is truly overwhelming and humbling to realize how many lives my music has touched so deeply all these years," he said.
Fogelberg's music was in the vein of fell

I Need A Lil Help From My Friends Please!!!Hey hey everyone....I have a HUGE favor to ask of you all.....will you please click the pic below and come to rate it for me? I have entered into a contest for tattoos and the tattoo that I have entered is the one that I got as a memorial for my husband..........I need 500 rates so if I could ask for just a little help from my friends I would be forever grateful. Also would you mind maybe pimping it to your friends as well in the form of a bulletin? I will be forever in your debt!!!
hugs and kisses
Pierced

Seven SoulsThe essence of who we are
comes with wisdom.
Wisdom unlocks
our limitless potential.
We seek inspiration in our life.
Our search takes us down
paths that lead to wisdom.
Knowledge and self-reflection
revel our true selves.
Self-reflection leads to understanding
our life's journey.
The journey
strengthens and validates us.
We gain power to create our
own inspiration and to honor it.
This is our Seven Souls...

NewbyI've got MySpace and Facebook accounts.
I was a little slow getting into Facebook but now find I like it better. Too much spam on MySpace.
Which do you prefer? This was just too funny not to repost...
WHEN I WAS MARRIED 30 YEARS, I TOOK A LOOK AT MY WIFE ONE DAY AND SAID,
"HONEY, 30 YEARS AGO WE HAD A CHEAP APARTMENT, A CHEAP CAR, SLEPT ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHED A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV, BUT I GOT TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT WITH A HOT 20 YEAR OLD BLOND."
"NOW WE HAVE A $700,000.00 HOME, A $45,000.00 CAR, NICE KING-SIZE BED AND A PLASMA SCREEN TV, BUT I'M SLEEPING WITH A 50-YEAR-OLD WOMAN. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU ARE NOT HOLDING UP YOUR SIDE OF THINGS."
MY WIFE IS A VERY REASONABLE WOMAN. SHE TOLD ME TO GO OUT AND FIND A HOT 20-YEAR-OLD BLONDE, AND SHE WOULD MAKE SURE THAT I WOULD ONCE AGAIN BE
LIVING IN A CHEAP APARTMENT, DRIVING A CHEAP CAR, SLEEPING ON A SOFA BED AND WATCHING A 10-INCH BLACK AND WHITE TV.
AREN'T OLDER WOMEN GREAT? THEY REALLY KNOW HOW TO SOLVE A

MiscA 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day.
Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was
dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you
don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to Heaven?"
Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can
sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious
programs make me feel good and the comedies make me
laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend."
Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible.
She started adjusting the knobs,
trying to get the picture in focus.
Frustrated, she started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix
the problem.
The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open
the door and there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said,
"Hello son, is your Grandma home?"
The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin'
her boyfriend."
The Minister fainted. A married couple is driving along a highway d oing a steady 60 mil

Nsfw Pictures And Family!--everyone ReadWell I've freed up 5 spots. For those that were booted, I'm sorry but I have my reasons. If you want one, I'd rather you send me a private message. I'm not always online to get my shouts. And if I dont comment back after you've commented my pictures I'm sorry. If I'm not online when you place the comment I'm not aware that you've posted one and I only go through my pictures about once a week so I dont even notice them till then. So if you'd like to be a part of my family please let me know. And remember..Not everyone can be a part of the family! I know a lot of people have asked to veiw my private pictures. Although, I cant add everyone to my family to view them, but if you send me a private message I will consider your requests. If you dont send me a private message I wont consider it at all. Thanks! Well my family is full--So I wont be adding anyone else until I am leveled up for more family space. I'm not going to pay for blasts or shit like that considering I dont think

Best FriendsFRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!
FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "DAMN!" we fucked up!
FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.
FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
BEST FRIENDS: Loses your shit and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue."
FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story...
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds as

Secret Of The Number 11The Secret behind the number 11
Pretty Chilling - read to the bottom. Try it out.
If you are a sceptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!!
This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it all first)
1) New York City has 11 letters
2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters . (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993)
4) George W Bush has 11 letters.
This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets interesting:
1) New York is the 11th state.
2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.
3) Flight 11 w as carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11
4) Flight 77 which also hit
Twin Towers , was carrying 65 passengers. 6 + 5 = 11
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11
6) The date is equal to the
US emergency services telephone number 911.
Sheer coincidence..?
Read on and make up y

Men LieI have a 18 Year old daughter with autisam. She has been looked at as a freak in her life or even someone oh is so highly intelagent that people can not understand her and the way she is thinking or trying to communate with others. During her school years they said she wouldnt never speak english or communicate with others. She has proved them wrong. But the communacation isnt the same as when we talk to eachother she uses her music to speak what she feels and how her day is going. I have had people say poor you for having to dael with something that shouldnt be handed to anyone in their life time. I say poor you everyone in this world who does not look at autisam as someone who can communicate with everything in their surroundings. Even my dags know what my daughter wants or needs from them without saying a word.
Men Lie for alot of reasons! They lie to make themselfs look good. They lie to not hurt some people that love them. They Lie because they can not help but lie about eve

FriendsI am willing to pay fubucks for a VIP and a bling pack...you dont have to give me both one or the other is fine. If you want to help, let me know which you are buying me and what amount of fubucks you want in return and we can work it out. Send me a personal message or shout if your interested.

Check Out My Best FriendCheck her out she hot,she friendly and she returns all love
So go stop by her page and Rate,fan, and add her you wont be sorry
Ecuadorian Goddess-Fan Before You Add--After Hours Greeter---Sgt.Raider Fu-Wife@ fubar

WritingsThis is something that i was sent that i think everyone should read. This is happening in homes around the world please read and lets stop this!!!
My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to

Losesa few years ago someone came into my life online and was very curious and intriqued about what i was into. casual talk at first led to more and more over time. after a year or longer, she accepted my collar. she was married, hubby wasnt into it but let her explore. she grew more and more with me. she led a vanilla life there and slave life with me, she visited a few times and really did well. life started getting in the way. and with a few pushes from me, she had to be released. it is difficult due to the fact that i took so much time with her and she grew to be a part of us. there will be no one else like her. she will be missed. but yea bro i am getting past it. she does still love me deeply and i will always own that dark side of her heart and cherish it always. who knows what the future brings, nothing is for certain. ever i had to put my dog "Troubles" to sleep yesterday, he was so sick and there was nothing that could be done. i had him since he was 6 wks old and i watched ove

2008Happy 2008 everyone!!!
I just wanted to say hi and say that I hope you all have a great New Years! I hope everyone will be safe and make wise choices through the following year. I haven't made a resolution this year...never keep them anyway for more than a week. lol Let me know what yours were...I am always curious.
Anyway, If you want to know more about me or how I am doing just let me know. I love to have friends on here and stay in touch. 2007 was a very tough year for us and I ended it with a bang. Man, did I ever....
I hope to hear from you all very soon!
Brat

A Poem By My BabyI Love You
I love you as a bee loves a flower.
I love you as a tree loves the rain.
I need you as a bird needs their food.
I long for you as a patient child longs for summer.
I want you as a woman wants her lover.
I love you has many meanings.
There are many ways to say "I love you".
But sayin "I love you" is not as powerful as showing.
So I am showing you how much i love you and how much you mean to me.
I love you my sweet darling, more than words can ever show.
I hope you like the poem and that is from my heart.....
Love you forever and always,
Kristina

~~~guys Rule~~~John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life between the legs of me wife!'
That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night!
He went home and told his wife, Mary, 'I won the prize for the best toast of the night.'
She said, 'Aye, did ye now? And what was your toast?'
John said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife.'
'Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!' Mary said.
The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner.
The man chuckled leeringly and said, 'John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary.'
She said, 'Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come.'
Remember Lee Iacocca, the man who rescued Chrysler Corporation
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ContestI am having a contest it will be for 2 weeks. The rules are as follows. NO drama. Comment bombing is encouraged. The contest will start as soon as i have at least 10 people that enter. The prizes are as follows:
1st place-250,000 fu bucks
2nd place-150,000 fu bucks
3rd place-100,000 fu bucks
and everyone that enters will get a trophy!!! So private message me to the link to the photo you want to use. and no nsfw pics will be accepted.
Kim`~~~Proud member of SBG Bombrs ~~~@ fubar I am having a contest it will be for 2 weeks. The rules are as follows. NO drama. Comment bombing is encouraged. The contest will start as soon as i have at least 10 people that enter. The most comments wins. The prizes are as follows:
1st place-250,000 fu bucks
2nd place-150,000 fu bucks
3rd place-100,000 fu bucks
and everyone that enters will get a trophy!!! So private message me to the link to the photo you want to use. and no NSFW pics will be accepted. St

In Search Of...I'm looking for you.
I want to slow dance with you while singing the song softly in your ear.
I want to lay in bed all day...and have nothing happen but conversation.
I want to hold your hand like it was a part of mine.
I want to hold you so long we become one person.
I want to stroke your hair, plant sweet kisses on your forehead, and tell you how much I love being near you.
I want to kiss you in the warm rain.
I want to watch the sunset with you and lay in each other's arms until we watch the sun rise again.
I want to sing love songs to you and watch the birth of the sparkle in your eye.
I want to feel your warm breath on my neck.
I want to stare deeply into your eyes and peer into your soul.
I want to wake up next to you and think I'm still dreaming.
Where are you?

Leaving FubarFOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE TRUE FRIENDS I WILL BE LEAVING FUBAR AS SOON AS FIREMAN185'S CONTEST IS OVER ON JAN 31. THANK YOU ALL THAT HAVE HELPED ALONG THE WAY. I WILL MISS THE REAL FRIENDS I HAVE MADE I CANT TAKE THE B/S ON HERE ANYMORE. MY PROFILE MIGHT STAY UP FOR A FEW DAYS IM HAVING A PROBLEM DELETING IT MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT FM AND I MET HERE IF NOT FOR FUBAR I WOULD NEVER HAVE MET HIM AND MOVED, THE OTHER MOST IMPORTANT MAN TO ME AS MOST OF YOU IS FF JOHN OWNER OF THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL WHO I ALSO MET HERE. MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS STAY SAFE ALL YOU FF'S I WILL KEEP MY YAHOO FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT THAT MAY GO AS WELL IN TIME LOVE MERCI I WILL BE STAYIN GON FUBAR UNLESS THINGS GO BACK TO THE WAY THEY WERE YESTERDAY AND THE DAY BEFORE I WANT TO THANK MY REAL TRUE FRIENDS COW GIRL IN PINK, FF JOHN OWNER OF FF HALL, GDOG HOTPAPA, AND MY B/F FIREMAN185 AND TO THOSE THAT POSTED NEW BULLY'S AND COMMENTED ON MY BLOGS THINGS GOT OUT OF HAND THE PAST FEW DAYS AND I WAS FEELING LIKE

Justifaction1.My brain sometimes moves faster then my mouth
2.Bipolar
3.I yearn to be more then what I am
4.Im known to dye my hair odd colors
5.Also get new random piercings
6.My car is a standard
7.I ride quads and i love it
8.I dont mind getting dirty
9.I have 6 older brothers
10.Im adopted
11.I dont wear yellow gold
12.I destroy food when im full or I will keep eating it!
13.When something makes me happy I say its just like Christmas
14.Someone once told me that women who take good care of their feet take good care of their vags. so my toes always look nice
15.I am a perfume whore
16.I used to draw on my pants when i was in high school
17.I draw my emotions.
18. I write my emotions
19.I cry over stupid shit like people eating alone in resturants
20.I snowboard
21.I usually wear jeans and a t-shirt
22.I like it when people stare at me.
23.Then i get pissed that they are staring LOL
24.I have had the same cat since i was in

Old LoverI wake up in the morning and the first thing I think off is you
Because your everything to me
Ohh new lover
how things are soo sweet
love is amazing
I want to be with you forever
OHHH! New lover
please stay forever
ohh please forever
and ever
and ever
and ever
Ohhh lover
things are going great
I still have the most amazing time with you
oh lover
oh lover
how much I love you
oh darling
be with me forever
and ever
and ever
Ohh old lover
here I sit without you with me
you told me you wouldnt move on
for a while
because of the good news
but here a week later your with someone
oh old lover
stay away
from me
from me

Life's Pain, And Friends We GainI have made a lot of friends, won some hearts, and lost a few a long the way. I know I made an impact or an impression enough for them to stay. I am fighting cancer, and life is so trying. Yet I find myself wondering why me. I have been ripped of ever having children, and I married a man whom had two beautiful sons. I took them under my wing, and called them My two Sons. Their father was cruel, and put me down so I had enough told him no more love was there to be found. He took my kids, left me alone. Now I am stuck in life my pockets empty, and my house hollow. My heart, and soul have been shattered, bruised, and tore apart. So how can I find the strength to make a new start. I lost my hero 3 years ago, and god I miss him Dad I love you so. Cancer is a terrible thing, noone should endure the pain. I certainly have enjoyed my journey here in Fubar and the friends I have made along the way. Bauer you are the definition of strength, and thank you for your Blogs. To Pops

ShatteredShattered
I am your vase.
Use your hammer to smash me.
I am your poem.
Use your scissors to shred me.
Why won't you put flowers in me instead?
You won't read the words that would strike you dead.
I am your silver.
I tarnish.
I am your picture.
I fade.
Why do you leave me to chill air?
You won't glance at me; you don't care.
I am your viper.
Beware of my venom.
I am your sword.
Beware of my edges.
Why did you pick up the serpent?
You don't seem to know when you're cut.
I was your error.
Erase me.
I was your heart.
Remove me.
Why did you effort to make me
when you just wanted to break me?

Thank You Everyone - Rip Dave Shipp - You Are Loved And MissedMy words can not begin the express the gratitude and love our family has felt during the loss of our close friend Dave Shipp. Everyone on Fubar has been so loving and supportive and I thank you each and everyone. Please continue to keep his family and friends in your prayers. His life on earth ended way to soon and we all love and miss him each and every day.
I had a dream he told me to tell everyone to stop crying he was fine, so I am passing that on to everyone....he is fine.
I know we will miss him everyday but have so many wonderful memories that will be cherished. Please visit his page if you get a chance and leave a comment, from time to time - I will pass these on to his parents.
Thank you each and everyone, I love all my Fubar friends. God Bless you all!!!
http://fubar.com/user/1369897
Big Dave@ fubar
Here is the best we thought we could do for him... Hopefully he will see this from Heaven.. and know he is missed and loved very much

Get Fu-bucks For Rating My PicsSo some of you bitches complain because you need fu-bucks. And sometimes I feel compelled to just give them to you. I think it's time I received some benefits for being so damn nice. So here's my offer:
Rate AND comment EVERY single picture in my "Rate & comment for 10,000 fu-bucks" folder and I will give you 10,000 fu-bucks. I think that's pretty generous.
I've also decided that if enough people actually do this for me, I will consider opening my two NSFW folders again.
So go rate and comment then message me that you're finished. I'll check out who actually did it and then send you fu-bucks. Peas out, yo.
P.S. RATE AND COMMENT!! Both, not one. Thanks.

Pieces Of MeI have a secret path I take
no one knows about but me
I go there sometimes to clear my mind
and to set old memories free
A pathway filled with wildflowers
where their sweetness has a chance
Where I am free to look inside
and alone to learn life’s dance
A garden grown of honesty
and blossoming in trust
Brought about by dreams and wishes
that once started out as dust.
Solitude is such splendor
and the hope becomes a flame
Making my soul so wild and free
there’s no place quite the same
To walk along the stony path
alone in quiet peace
and fill my spirit with such clarity
that all bad things shall cease
This is my secret pathway
where all my dreams shall be
and patience waits my sweet return
to this place I’ve made for me.

Contest BlogsLeave me comments about my lounge- If you havent been to my lounge yet come and check us out! Just click the link below! If you have been to my lounge leave your comment below as a reply to this blog thanx to all! Please help! bomb my pic
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Check Out This Lounge!this is my very first auction, plesae come and check it out and maybe put a bid in while u're at it...hehehe
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A Little About Mewell, I guess its about time for Me to do this, Even tho I hate doing them, I am a simple Man with simple views, I love life and All that comes with it, I am on a never ending Journey to Inner Peace and Spiritual Enlightenment !!!!!! I live in a Quiet town, where people let me be who I am, Yes I do Work,its not the best Job in the world, but it pays the bills and then some, 11 more years to retirement, lol , all My basic interests can be found on my profile so I wont go into those details. I am Basically Your normal human Male Animal, I know things That I shouldnt , and dont know some things that I should , well Ive bored You long enuff, Time to move on, More to come Later, Peace

Thoughts From The PrincessHey Everyone -
Okay so I thought it was time to post a blog. Thanks to Krzyitalian for making me come here, she's Dana and an awesome person to me! I'm blessed for her being in my life! I owe her everything!
This place is nuts! I love it and its a bit overwhelming, so if I don't get back to you right away, forgive me, but I"m a spaz with the 'net and it takes me some time to get around lol!
Its great to meet everyone and everyone has been so sweet to me, thank you for that!
I promise to be here more often, and hopefully everyone will check out my photos, share the Dale Jr love, the Disney love and hopefully I'll get more gifts! XOXOX
Kisses!

A Funny!!!During a conversation, my hubby proceeded to tell me last night he was the most easy going guy out there. I laughed knowing that was far from the truth and asked him to explain.
He said all he wants is to not be bother and to be left alone.
Now how am I to take that one?!?!
LOL men...
So what was so wrong with this conversation...he ended up blocking me lol
texascount...: watch your MOUTH
->texascount...: does that actually work?
->texascount...: no, no, yes, not happening, and ok
texascount...: hi are you single? do you like to talk on the phone? do you have yahoo messenger? what's your id? can you please answer all 5 of my questions please?

To All My Friends And Fans!!!!!I do believe that my internet is fixed, or at least i hope it is. so i am now available again. I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning
and every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing
sweats, and a big t-shirt.
I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want to.
I'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you
aren't feeling well.
I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead.
I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.
I'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
I'm the guy who's excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date
that night.
I'm the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing
more.
I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
I'm the guy who's perfectly content

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The Realm Of Fire: SummerThe Realm of Fire: Summer
Fire, with creative and destructive power contained within every flame, is likely the most challenging element. Fire represents transformation, both in substances that burn and in the environment around it, as the flames supply both light and heat. It burns with passion and energy reflected in the human spirit – the purity of fire is akin to our motivation and will, the drive to succeed and shine in our own light.
Through the light of fire we receive the illumination we need to follow our paths, giving us the energy to refine our passions and strive for our goals. Fire can leap up and die down again just as suddenly, bringing spontaneity in its flames. It is called the “living element” as its dance is reminiscent of our own dance of life.
In the summer, the heat of the Sun’s fire is most present, and the energy of the fire fills our bodies and our lives. We spring into activity, motivated by the increased light to do more, and express the fire of our

My LifeI often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support.
I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a go

The Ravens MirrorYou know Jamie Madrox rapped about
something like this only I never
really thought about how horrible
it really is, laying in a coffin,
in a pine black box, the only sound
being that of my heart if Im alive.
But I've got no pulse of ever-breath
for days I remember the crash and
after that it's a haze, but I do
recall thy funeral, them lowering
me in, it was about that time when
my soul kicked back in, I tried to
move my fingers or somethin', got
nothin but dirt hitting the top
from them shoveling, I'm fucked.
It's been at lease two weeks but
I don't keep time, I just lay here
motionless in this rotting body of
mine, I tried fantasy realms and dreaming
my way out, it only leads to mind panicking and torturing thoughts about running and breathing will it ever really happen again,
please God, heaven or hell just let something begin
Am I asleep or not, I
Don't know,
My body is rotting and I feel pain,
Gimmie to heaven or hell but don't leave me dead i

Who Wants A Happy HourHi friends -I am hosting a happy hour contest . Here are the details -The contest will run for 2 weeks (14 days) and the most photo comments wins . here's the prizes -1st place wins a happy hour. 2nd place wins a 1 month VIP 3rd place wins a bling pack.Contest will start as soon as I get at least 12 contestants.If you are interested contact Lala at the link below
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Why Im Not With Younot much to it than that. if you think you're an exception, youre wrong. either you're with someone and shouldnt be bothering with me or you hold interest in others and i cant deal with a man that cant make up his mind. no, choosing to be with all of them is not making up your mind especially not if youre going to lie about it showing insecurity. i'll be your friend, you can tell me tht you think im in love with you, get over it. this is the internet and i could be any one i choose to be or anything for that matter. I could be the flying dutchman or Elizabeth or Grumpy Bear. I could be a man, a woman, adult or child, living anywhere acting anyway I choose. How I see things is that I like knowledge and when I seek it, I dont want it wrapped in lies. If I obtain knowledge that is not the truth, I havent learned anything and that to me is pointless. All in all, what I want to relay is that I'll be with someone when it happens to be true.

Do You!I never realized how complacent people become with their lives. Whats the point of living in a state of complacency? That's not really living is it? It's more like existing...hmmm. I don't wanna be complacent anymore, I wanna live my life! Material posessions are not shit!
People need to offer themselves to one another and this world would be a happier place. Don't try and mold yourself to be someone you aren't. Don't try and fit into a square peg if you were born out of a round or triangle design. U feel me. Just do you... be you. Forget anyone who doesn't want you for you. Keep thinking positive and forward never think down or backwards. Just remember you can only go up once you reach the bottom!
Raini

ThoughtsIt's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going
Coming
Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)
Thinking that (I deserve it)
Now I have realised
That I really didn't knooOooOw
If you didn't notice
You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)
To love again (all I know is)
I'm be oooOook
(Chorus)
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's going to hurt when it heals too
Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile because I deserve too
Oooh(It'll all get better in time)
(Verse)
I could of turned on the TV
Without something that would remind me
Was it all that easy?
To just put us out your feeling
[ Better In Time lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
If i'm dreamin
Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)
But that's the past (i believe it)
And I know that, time will heal it
If you didn't notice

ExHow can a woman say that she loves her kids, then totally disappoint them all the time? My ex is supposed to have the kids this weekend. But, because she had a bad day or something, hell I don't know, she isn't going to take them. She does this all the time. I can not figure out why. My kids have called her several times and left her messages telling her that they want to see her this weekend but she just ignores the calls. Wow, I just got a call from her and she says that she is having a bad day and doesn't want the kids today. How screwed up is that? If she thinks I am turning them over to her tomorrow she can kiss my ass. I am not working my schedule around "when it is convenient for her to have the kids." I am so sorry that I had to write this. I really just had to vent. Thank you if you actually read all of this. Talk to you soon.
Lovingdad1

C'mon Girls!girls night out!!!!!
Paradise Bar in Tally town!!!
tag me back if you wanna join!
party will start around 9/930ish!
Guys, your welcome to watch the show!
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Dragon Colors & TypesDragon Colors
Green Dragons - Green Dragons are the smallest so many people think that makes them the weakest. While they are not physically powerful, they are the dragons of the earth element and are in a way very material beings. Green is the color of life, and these small but important dragons are full of it.
Gold Dragons - Golds are the chivalrous knights of the dragon world. They honorable, brave, kind, wise, and very good in the field of Magick. They enjoy taking on other shapes such as humans and animals and mingling with that species. However, they are often too trusting and quick to make promises that they can't always keep as well as they would like to. They are keepers of the peace and would only attack someone if provoked and in self-defense only.
Yellow Dragon - These dragons of the east typically live in deserts, mountains, or plains. They are very helpful when they need to be. However, they can be quite boastful and fickle at times.
Red Dragons - These southe

Auctions By Heartistic SoulA THING OF BEAUTY
In honor of Mother's Day, I am happy to share with you some of the lovliest women on Fubar!
Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th
Two of the participants below will receive prizes of 100,000 fubucks. Those will be the woman with the highest rating average, and the woman with the highest number of rates. Should the same woman have both the highest average and highest number of rates, she will receive 200,000 fubucks.
All participants reserve the right to refuse any bid or bidder at any time, and may also increase their offers via photo comment should the need arise.
I believe that a woman of any age is a thing of beauty! Take a moment, and please consider bidding on one or more ladies of your choice. Serious bidders only, please!

Own Me!so... do you like what you see?
click the image to go to the auction and place a bid on me...
dont forget...
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Gone In Just A Matter Of SecondsJust as happy as can be.
Got so many good things going for me.
Glad to be single , glad to be free.
Enjoying getting to know new friends.
No one to argue with when the day ends.
Trying my best with everyone to make amends.
Finaly saw the light that everyone thought I'd never see.
Glad to be single.
Glad to be free.
written by: Nikki Guillotte
WORDS CAN CUT JUST LIKE A KNIFE
I'm so hurt by something he told me last night.
Even though he told me he is sorry and held me tight
the scar will still be there from the hurtful words he told me last night.
I've done things in my life that wasn't right.
Everyone messes up sometimes, no one is perfect.
But the words he said to me last night, I wish I'd never heard it.
Words cut like a knife.
Even though I was told, "I'm sorry" the scar takes time to heal.
Sometimes through my poems , I can better exsplain how I feel.
The love I feel for him is still there and it's real.
I guess it'll

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If You Need HealingThe role of Healing
There are many unseen factors present when a person asks for a healing. Some people feel they need to keep their illness in order to receive love. In order to give love, others may need to have the role of taking care of an invalid.
The desire of the sick person to get well has to be present, along with that persons willingness to let go of whatever created the illness.The sick person must TRUST the person who is trying to help them.
No healing is ever a failure THE SECRET OF LIFE FORCE
Human beings can survive on very little to eat and drink. They can continue on to exist even if they are worked beyond reason. Humankind can live without education or understanding, religion or spirituality, in ignorance of politics and world events. Human beings can endure pain and suffering, disappointment and heartache, and the loss of materila comforts. But, Humans will wither, become ill, and die if they are not loved and cherished as family.

Sexypp67 Playmate@Cellblock69 aka Member of the Dream Team Bombers owned by GuidoMedic@ fubar

Show Some Love"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!
Your Name:
Age:
Location:
1.Favorite position:
2.Do you think I'm cute?.
3.Would you have sex with me?
4.lights on or off?
5.Would you have to be drunk?
6. Would you take a shower with me?
7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
8.Would you leave after or stay the night?
9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
10.Condom or skin?
11.Have sex on the first date?
12.Would you kiss me during sex
13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?
14.Would you use me as a booty call?
15.Can I use you as a booty call?
16.Can we take pictures of the act?
17.How long would we have sex?
18.Would you tell your friends about me?
19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"
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IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN S

Poems...SHOW ME THE MORNING
show me the morning
with it's stilled quiet
share with me the transition
from dark to light
wake me with angel kisses
warm me with eager arms
together we'll face the new day
and weather any coming storms
so snuggle close and listen
to the morning's silent start
as you rest your ear to my chest
and listen to my beating heart
know each time it beats
is a part of life I give to you
for your kindness and love
are my dreams all come true
and to all the tomorrow's
that shall be born at sunrise
I pray, please let me wake
looking into your beautiful eyes
Taking a walk far, far from you
It's all that I can really do
To try and keep these eyes dry
Before I go, please tell me why
Last night was something special to me
But in the morning you just set me free
Yesterday you let me hold onto your heart
But then today you've pulled us both apart
From something special that we both shared
From a love that was full of hope and care

Letters To WaterThey say a butterfly flapping its wings in Japan destroys entire cities in America; at least that is what Derrick was told. The shockwave from a minor wing flutter can send waves of air that disrupt the balance of nature and of man causing chaos and destruction no one had ever faced. Waves of such massive size and scope will build from those beating wings and rip apart the face of the earth, shaking the very fabric of time, destroying dreams, and of course, making Derrick slightly accident prone and slightly unlucky.
Derrick Lester Jennings was born in the summer of 1973 to a philosophical mother and a schizophrenic father. However, neither of them have anything to do with the reason why Derrick never leaves the house. He was born in a one horse town in Florida, but that does not explain why Derrick was unable to walk five feet without tripping. He spent almost his entire life in that house alone, not because he was mean or unattractive, but because he feared for society's safety.

B-day Love!Some of you may know some of you may not, but my ex died the 22nd of last month. We had two beautiful baby girls before she passed on. I'm keeping her fubar page up for friends and family to stay updated on the girls and so her spirit may live on, yeah it sounds creepy but we all handle death differently. Anyway, today would have been her 24th birthday and I really want to show her she is missed and loved. So for all my friends who care, please help me do so, click the pic below and f/a/r her it would be greatly appreciated. Thanx in advance!
Queen Robin@ fubar

Small World Is Fubarimikimi - Customize Your World!
Wishing You All A Very Happy New Year!!!!!! All The Best To All May All Your Dream's Come True. Hope You All Have A Blast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mwasssssssssssss xoxoxoxoxo

The Reason Why Good Guys Go Bad!WELL LETS SEE WHERE TO START.
YOU EVER HEAR THOSE GIRLS SAY (WHY CANT I FIND A GOOD GUY)OR (I WANT A GOOD GUY) WELL HEARS THE ANSWER.
THE REASON WHY YOU CANT FIND A GOOD GUY IS BECAUSE THEY WERE HURT BY WOMEN THAT PLAYED THEM,USED THEM,OR JUST NEVER SEEN WHAT THEY WANTED WHEN IT WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THERE FACE.
SO IF YOU WANT SOMETHING MAKE SURE YOU PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT IN FRONT OF YOU CAUSE YOU MIGHT JUST LOOSE A REAL MAN OR THAT GOOD GUY AND BE LEFT WITH THE GOOD GUYS THAT WENT BAD OR JUST THE ONE THAT ARE NOT WORTH THE SHIT!!

All About Me1.FAVORITE COLOR: pink
2.FAVORITE FUBAR GIFT: the flyin monkey
3.HOME LOUNGE: forbidden inc.
4.LARGEST TIP RECIEVED WHILE ON CAMS: 500000
5.MOST MEMORABLE MOMENT ON CAM IN LOUNGE: i have had so much fun on cam its hard to pick out just one moment.
6.LAMEST LINE A GUY HAS TRIED TO USE W/ YOU: well, its my habit to change my status to "givin my pillow the head it deserves" before i go to bed.
i get all kinds of comments on that one as im sure you can imagine. they are all lame but i did get
a comment from someone that said "so, you like to suck on ur pillow huh?" i died laughing!
7.ONE THING THAT MAKES YOU SMILE WHILE ON CAM: im all about humor...to me, being funny can be very sexy. i don't think you always have to show what
ya got to be sexy. i like to cut up and joke around with everyone that comes in the lounge. so a good joke always makes me smile.

In The Mind Of Reve NyteI'm tired of all the b.s, materialism, famous people fascination and over done exposure, the tremendous lack of culture (as much as they try to make it seem otherwise), the hate, the borders with our neighboring countries, the no respect for its own history, land and government..but even the government itself.. democracy and its lie that it is better than any other form of government. I am tired of many of the people and their mentality that they are better than every other country on this earth, that we can make everything possible yet when it comes time to help many complain and say "why do we have to take care of them" yadda yadda. The image that America is so powerful and the hate that has been brought unto this country because of all of this. I can go on but to be honest, just the continuous thought of pessimism gives me a headache and a deep form of disgust that leaves an after taste of waste on my tongue.
I try to live my life in a civilized and "i will treat you as you treat

Will Hoge ..singer Song Writer Needs Your PrayersThe UN - ME
Un-mature, Un-patient, Un-loveable, Un-BELIEVABLE, Un-married, Un-intelligent, Un-educated, Un-deserving, Un-appreciated, Un-able to cope.
Will hoge was in a Motorcyle wreck and is in critical condition...i don't know if the power of prayer works ..but please pray for him..he is a very special part of my music...thanks its ugly tee shirt day, you know when you go to your favorite band concert and you have a few drinks and you like this tee shirt and everyone says don't buy it its ugly and you like it...lol until the next day and think omg it's ugly why did my friends let me buy that...lol well i wore it today . so its ugly tee shirt day.