Not many of you know I voluntarily served the army. I did the basic 4 months training and I loved it, I still think it was one of the best decisions I ever made.
Since I was a little girl I adored war movies. My all time favourite movie is Platoon, but as a teenager I was obsessed with Saving Private Ryan. I probably saw it around 30 times, followed by Thin Red Line. Those movies planted a special kind of seed in my mind and I promised myself I'll join the army one day.
So I did. Now let me get one thing straight - totaliarinisim as a concept disgusts me and armed forces are nothing else but totaliaristic. But a promise is still a promise.
I didn't get that much discipline from it as I did of learning how to work in a team. There were around 30 guys and myself, the only woman in platoon. I felt equal and I perfomed better than some of them, even at physical acitivites. Every day was different from the day before and it challenged me to prove myself I can keep up.
Not only did I keep up, I scored 300 points (which is a total max) at the last test of physical abilities. That day I was so so proud of myself.❤

2019-03-21 19:05
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What an awesome shoot with @krisvogl🤘🏼
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Anyone in Colorado looking to colab DM me 📸