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Friday, June 26, 2015

This is the quick update i promised took the castor oil this morning at 11:00am same way 2 tablespoons with orange juice the funny part about it is that it didnt taste bad this time around i actually didnt even mind it anyways... About 2 hours later i did have to use the bathroom nothing too horrible did get the runs. Than again at around 3 the runs nothing bad and that was it. Havent felt and unusuale contractions or pain its already 9 pm so i think its safe to say it didnt work with me. Ill give it a rest dont want to get dehydrated or anything like so i might just wait until tuesday give it a go and see if by than mu body is a little closer to wanted to open and it might just give it that push it needs.

Im moving on to try the evening primerose oil which clames to help soften the cervix similar to what sperm would do ive read you insert two capsules vaginaly and leave it over night and its suppose to help. Some people even took it oraly as well but i think thats a bit much with me testing my stomach out i think ill stick to vaginaly and see how that works put ill be doing it everynight until thursday when i should be getting induced hopefully ill have a baby before that. Wish me luck ill update again of anything happens from here until thursday if not ill update on how the induction went and my experiance with it.

Omg its been like 3 years since i wrote on my blog let alone even been on it. Its funny to read the post i had written and how i look at it now i was really strong even if didnt feel like it at the time i was able to loss weight from 180ish to 130ish, i dont think if i tryed again that would happen this moment in time i couldn't even get close to that. But enough on the reflection lets talk about whats going on in my life right this moment

UPDATEThree years later from when i was blogging on here i am no longer a college student graduated may 2014. Got pregnant sept 2014 and here i am as of today 6/26/15 40 weeks +1 day im having a baby boy who will be named Abraham jr. Here is a little bit about my pregnancy it was not planned to begin with but it most deffenetly is a blessing. Im having a baby boy no cravings i had minimal morning sickness no health issues untill recently ive been having edema swelling of the feet. Weight wise after finishing college i was up and down between 145-155lbs i figuered this was my ideal weight for my body type because i didnt have to try had to stay at that weight. After college graduation and moving back home and stress about getting a job and boyfriend problems i ended up gaining weight and stayed at about 165lbs before i found out i was pregnant i was already 14 weeks and from there abously the weight only went up. Im 40 weeks + 1 day and i weigh 194lbs. All in all i have gained 25 lbs to me thats a lot even though they say its normal to gain 20lbs based on my height and age but all i can think about is how hard its going to be to loss all of it after the baby. Since im over due and they are trying to induce me on the 2nd of july im super nervice and trying to get the baby to come so i dont have to worry about getting meds that are only going to make the pain worst. I think this a good time to start my blog up again and document the end of the pregnancy and most importanly the weight loss journey i will be going on to loss the baby weight stay along and hope you injoy the posts. I will update once the baby gets here and of you out there strugglying to naturaly induce ur labor im there with you ive been walking and doing stuff on the exercise ball. They say nipple stimualtion ive been doing thay here and there. The other day i finally decided to try the castor oil i was sceptical in terms of the effect since it is a laxitive. But i gave it a try anyway yesterday 6/25 here is how it went i took around 1pm 2tbs with orange juice fallowed by alot a gatorate simple bc i was scared of getting dehydrated if i did get the runs lol. Everything was good 3 oclock came and nothing at 5 oclock went to my mother inlaws house to have dinner everything was good at 6:30 as soon as the hubby and i got home i had the runs nothing crazy but we had just eaten so i think thats what really triggered the bathroom run. I only had to use the bathroom twice nothing crazy it dis clean me out bc later that night i felt conctepated. At around 12 that night i was getting pain on my back it was worst than the fake contractions they say you get bc i would stand up walk around sit down and the pain wouldnt go away. I couldnt steep from the on and off pain that came so random until 4 am when i made myself sleep through the pain. This morning i have no pain nothing new so i think the castor oil semi worked but not enough to cause me to get labor pains like should. Im giving it a second try simply bc i did feel it did somthing and myabe the second will be the lucky try. Ill post again sepretly about the second try for those who care and those who dont well you dont have to read it. Thanks for ready ill make sure to let everyone know how it goes

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Im sorry to all those who are still reading and are wondering where has this girl been. I suck at updateing and especially in the last month. Last time i checked in i was talking about being back in college for a summer class and being so happy to be back because i was going to be able to focus on weight loss...The goal i set up was that by the end of the first week in july i would be 130 lbs.

Well here is my update...life sucks....Really ive been stressing with school like crazy who knew summer classes would be this stressful well now i know what to expect and i can really say i have been having to focus on school and not so much on lossing weight. Basically this month was about focusing on school and i feel unacumplished i wish i could come on here and say o i did so good in school and i was able to reach my weight loss goal. But here i am realizing i only have one week left at school and than i will find myself being home.

dont get me wrong i still have all the time in the world to loss the last 20lbs but i know that as soon i go home instead of lossing i end up gaining and that just sucks and i know being home is my weekness and i need to work on that but its not easy.

But enough about me feeling down about waisting all june because it was waisted in regards to weight loss but thankfully i have spent my time focusing on my class and not just being lazy and so thats a little better. for most of june i have not extercised the way i should have but i did manage to keep my food intake extremly healthy, however this week that past i was feeling depressed and i ate food i knew i shouldnt have, and for that reason i have decided to go on an all vegtable and fruit no meat or processed food schedule for my last week here. I was watching a movie yesterday and it inspired me to do some kind of a clense and i think this will give me the boost i need to continue focusing on my weight loss. It was called "FAT SICK AND DEING" something like that and this one guy ended up doing a juicing for 90 days and his healthy really improved and well i was planning on doing something similar but i need to first buy a juicer and be sure buying veggies and fruits is on my budget especially when i get home. But ill figure it out once i have to cross that bridge as for now since i dont have a juice i will only focus on eating the whole fruit and veggies. Wish me luck and i will keep all of you updated on how this is going so far its only going to be for one week and depending on how i feel about it i might continue it at home but ill have to see how i feel.

Thursday, June 14, 2012

This is my second week into starting this weight loss journey once again...The start of this month (June) after being home and giving up on the extercise and the healthy eating i got up to 142lbs which truthfuly talking i cant complain because that still an awesome number but it makes me upset that i worked soooo hard in april and May to get down to 135lbs only to get back up after less than a 1 month being back home.

But im turning the leaf and letting the anger go and realizing that here i am i have not given up and June is my month to focus and get back on track. June 1 i weighed in at 142lbs i was going to update last friday but "TOM" was visiting and i didnt feel the weight was correct and i was bloated and not in the mood to post the weight...Today its Thursday June 14, and its about 2 weeks since my last weight in and im at 136.2lbs

im so happy and excited thats 6lbs down thats 3 lbs each week i cant be any more proud. I have been working like crazy and my mind is focused on so much and i want to continue doing this great but i know from here on out things are going to go slow because there is only so much weight i can loss.

ive been feeling sleepy and not in the mood to study even though i want to focus 100% on school but i cant because i have the weight on my mind. I choose to go the gym over studying, i choose to take a nap and recover my body to do a 3rd workout instead of studying. I NEED TO STOP REFOCUS AND TAKE THINGS SLOW.

with this said my goal this week is to slow down with the weight loss and focus on school ill only be here 1 month i can manage to put the weight loss on the back burner and focus on passing this class. I need to i have not choice and hopefully i can give my 100% once i get back home on the weight loss since all i will have is work to worry about.

well with that i hope you all have a great rest of the week and weekend and whats awesome is the boyfriend is visiting and this will give me a chance to relax and let go.

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Ive been gone for about 1 month and im sorry because i feel as though i tend to do that alot i get on here and than out of no where i drop of the earth :)...This time i was just in vacation mode and didnt feel like updating mainly because my weight loss went down hill. I was home for 1 month i went from being 136 to 142. Im frustrated because i worked so freaking hard to get down to 136 it took me over 2 months and than in less than 1 month i went way up and here i am at 142lbs regreting every day i waisted.

However right know im taking a summer class back in school for 1 month and im focused and ready to drop 10lbs this means i would be 132lbs by july. Ive been back in school and doing my regular routine since Tuesday june 5th. I have set up such a big goal with the 10 lbs so i realized i need to work extra hard and focus and give all i have. So far the week has been amazing except for "TOM" has arrived and i have been bloating like crazy and craving and all that fun stuff.

My workout routine

I have classes early in the morning so i wake up at 5am and go for a 1hr walk/run. I walk half the time and run the other half. From 7-12 im in class. I go to the gym for 1hr in the afternoon. And finally at night i do the 30 day shred. (im on day 3)

Im not counting calories i have never nor will i start...I listen to my body and feed it accordingly i try to eat every 2 to 3 hours 4 meals 2 snacks. I eat more protein and carbs know that i workout alot more because i need the energy and also i need to give my muscles the right nutrients. So with that said i am taking a multivitamine pill its the 1 a Day Women's.

Thats it for know im probably going to weight in fridays. Also ill be posting some updated pictures and im keeping track of measurments for the 30 Day Shred. Heres to me being back and to all of you who are doing so great...lets accomplish all these goals and kick some butt!!!

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

HEY EVERYONE CHECK OUT MY PICTURE TAB....NEW PICTURES TOWARD THE BOTTOM...AND I MUST SAY I SEE A BIG DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!!

NEEDED SOME MOTIVATION TODAY BECAUSE I WAS FEELING DOWN ABOUT NOT DOING ENOUGH TO LOSS SOME MORE POUNDS SO I DECIDED TO HAVE A PHOTOSHOOT IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR AND EVEN THOUGH I DONT LIKE THE REFLECTION I HAD TO COME TO MY BLOGGER AND COMPARE IT TO MY OTHER PHOTOS AND I MUST SAY I LOVE HOW MY BODY IS TRANSFORMING AND I RATHER BE AT THIS WEIGHT THAN THE WEIGHT I BEGAN.

SEROUSLY TAKE PICTURES EVEN IF YOU HATE TO BECAUSE SOMETIMES YOU ARE SO FOCUSED TO REACH AN IDEAL IMAGE BUT YOU DONT STOP TO SEE THE DIFFERENCES THAT ARE ALREADY TAKEN PLACE...TAKE PICTURES AND MONTHLY UPDATE THEM IT WILL RAISE YOUR MODIVATION IM SEROUSE DO IT DO IT DO IT!!!!!!

This week has been nooooo good. I have finals to study for and the stress level has serously been at its all time high. I have noticed that i have been eating like crazy and my excuss is i have not time bla bla bla but i shouldnt come on i have come so far to suddely give up because i am faced with problems.

And to add to the stress level i broke up with the boyfriend. It wasn't a fight or anything it was almost like a mutual understanding that things where just not working out. Serously though this guy is the lov of my life so im sure this is not going to last. Normally we end up being friends, fixing our problems and end up back together but lets see where this takes us.

basically i came on here to do a weigh in since i did one on tuesday. This morning i was 136.4 lbs that is a .4 gain, as soon as finals are over i have to focus because im so close to my goal weight and im not ready to give up. Lets hope that by next tuesday i will see some changes and if not at least i can say i am 43 lbs down from the begining so i cant be mad or upset.

About Me

myjourney

I'm a 20 years old college student. I decided to start blogging because i wanted to share my experiance of losing weight with all others who are going through the same thing. I'm a college students and even though my life style might be different than others i think we all struggle with alot of the same things and im hoping that with my post i can inspire someone to continue on there journey.

About Me

I'm a 20 years old college student. I decided to start blogging because i wanted to share my experiance of losing weight with all others who are going through the same thing. I'm a college students and even though my life style might be different than others i think we all struggle with alot of the same things and im hoping that with my post i can inspire someone to continue on there journey.