This is a chronicle of my journey through birth, death, and adoption. This is where I rest when the road gets too long and lonely.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

My brain is on vacation

Since the rest of me can't go.

I am really wanting to get Aiden's full story permanently posted on here but I just haven't had the time to allow myself to fall apart. I've written bits and pieces on Glow and other places and it is always hard. I always end up sobbing hard. I think it will be cathartic to do this and it is really important to me. I just can't seem to get it done. I will keep trying, hopefully soon I can get it finished.

I miss you Aiden. I think of you every day. Kisses and hugs little alligator.

The sobbing makes it really, really hard to type. Every time I think I'm composed enough to finish it starts again. I wrote Calla's the day we got home from the hospital mostly because I was still in shock.

About Me

My life changed forever when we decided to free our precious little boy from his pain on December 30th, 2009. Now we are busy building our new lives and our bigger family. After adopting an amazing and talented older child we were blessed and amazed with another chance to be parents of a newborn. I'm always happy to hear from other moms missing their babies, moms-to-be, hoping to be moms, or any other friendly voices, wherever you are on the journey. Please click on my profile to email me.