This heartwrenching moment!

everyone was napping then Emilia shrieks and is crying – she woke up.. She is calling dadadadada 😞 FML this was when Ryan would soothe her to sleep, now its my job! I had to rock her to sleep and sing to her to get her to stop crying 😢 she misses her daddy, all I could do is legit cry as I’m singing to her – I sang what he would sing to her.. Hush little baby!praying to god right now, I just keep praying – I need church again in my life!