I grow who I am. I evolve, always. As I grow, I learn to love my worts, that is, those parts of myself that still need maturing, that still need to evolve, those shadow parts of me that I used to deem as negative. I love those negative parts of me and as I learn to love them, I am protected. What am I talking about?

I have found that being a human is a work in progress. I am constantly working on getting the bugs fixed in who I am. I now accept that I am not perfect and I am not supposed to be. I keep an open mind in learning how to face my inner demons, my shadow side and I end up laughing at my demons. What this does for me is protect me because since I accept my shadow self, I do not attract more shadow aspects into my life and I feel protected from attracting negativity. I accept the dual nature of my lower self in this dualistic universe. I know I can have judgemental thoughts and I simply let them go like passing clouds in the sky. I observe them, admire them and refuse to let them define me. I know from where they originate-the shadow aspect of my ego. When I have judgemental thoughts, I remind myself that I still have work to do on myself. I do not put myself down. I am a work in progress and I am doing the work to gain greater and greater clarity and pure intent.

Since I do this, nothing can harm me. I am protected. Nothing can harm that which is the truth. There is no shadow stalking me as I am the greatest stalker of myself. Put that in your pipe and smoke yourself today.

I am coming, more and more, to identify the real “me” as my soul and not my persona. I am at a stage in my soul’s evolution where it is so dominant that I can see and feel the distinct delineations between my soul and my persona. I can see that my persona is an expression of my soul and not my true nature no matter how real it feels to me. What is the meaning of this?

It means that I now witness my persona from the perspective of loving-detachment and do not allow the complex machinations of my persona/psyche/ego to rule the real “me.” It is a way of stepping outside of the mask that I put on as the character I play and to know what my soul urge is really telling me, is doing, what it needs and not being seduced by the lower awareness of the persona that is solely dependent on the ego’s gratification. I delay gratification when I decide to, when I want to. What is this saying?

On the level of the physical world, I am saying that I have learned to master my physical, emotional and mental self and now can hear the voice of my truer soul Self that I allow to guide me. Do I do this 100%? No but I know the differences between the voice of my ego and the voice of my soul. Why is this important for all of us ?

For me, the importance of knowing the differences in the voices of your ego and soul helps you to live a life above the fray of daily suffering. You know how to control your ego because you know it’s voice and you do not let it fool you into being a person that seeks and wants to give approval of oneself and others, seeks to always control others, often has a hidden agenda, often competes and compares to be better than others rather than accepting oneself and others for who and what they are, is greedy, cannot control one’s appetites whether it be for sex, food, fame, notoriety or money.

The soul is “above” this fray and only seeks to expand its awareness and then it moves on. It seeks only to be love in every moment, to be in the now present moment where everything is possible. It does not compete, compare, approve or control others. It seeks to expand its own awareness during its soul path. This is what I identify with, my soul Self and I have found it to be a worthy pursuit.

Wherever I am on Earth, whatever environment, I transmute that environment with my presence there. What does this mean and how do I do it?

What this means is that I change the environment I am in for the better, having been there. This is done through my ability to transmute, that is, my ability to change the form, nature or substance of physical reality due to my high vibrational level, my high light Quotient. How is this so?

My ability to transmute physical reality comes from the fact of where I exist which is in the domain of Love, Healing and Wisdom. I bring these powerful forces, these vibrations to bear through my being present in any atmosphere, any situation, any environment. I come to environments being present in the here and now without preconceived notions or expectations. I simply am present with my powerful purpose of being Love in every moment and that force transmutes the molecules around me to a higher vibrational level.

Haven’t ever left a meeting with friend or family member who put you in a better mood because of their positive effect on you? This positive effect is a transmuting effect that changes, not only people for the better but also the weather, animals, machines, buildings, etc.

Wherever I go, I transmute what’s there to the better. What do you bring to your environment?

I have accepted that I live fully as a “Light Body” and not a human body. What am I saying here?
I am saying that I am fully functioning as Light and it changed how I live and what I am aware of.
What are these changes? The main change is I live more as my soul now and am more soulful. I am
able to see beneath the veneer of people’s persona/psyche/ego to what they really feel/are. I can see
the Spirit world, I can feel the consciousness of animals, nature and machines as they “talk” to me. I
can manifest physical reality much more easily as well as receive communication from Spirit,
Angels, Archangels, Ascended Masters, Extraterrestrials, Fairies, Brownies, Soul Groups, Light
Councils as well as being clairvoyant.

You may say that being a Light Body Being is weird or scary but I am here to say that when you are
your Light Body, these realities are the normal way of things. The Spirit world seems scary to humans because of how humans are brainwashed by religion to perceive the Spirit world as evil and
negative. It is not. It is like the human world of people with low awareness and people of high
awareness. The main function of being in my Light Body is to be Spirit while still in flesh. I did not have to die and go to heaven to be a Light Being.

From my experience, I have found that there are 38 fundamental “Cosmic Laws” (there are many more) that operate on all beings in the Cosmos including human beings. I have found that these Laws are not there for purposes of cruelty or suffering; they are there to maintain balance and harmony in the Cosmos. Why do I bring up these “Cosmic Laws”?

I bring up these “Cosmic Laws” because knowledge and understanding of them bring peace of mind, I have found. For example, the “Law Of Cause And Effect.” For every cause, there is an equal effect. Knowledge and understanding of the full scope of this law will bring you peace of mind because you will hopefully act in accordance with this law by paying attention to your cause and not go mindlessly about life. You will be wiser in making cause since you know the possible effects. These laws don’t make us fearful and frozen in our actions in life. They, like the “Law Of Karma”, teach us how to be more aware of our actions and teach us what our actions feel like to another.

When you study and apply the many “Cosmic Laws” on your life, you will find that they enhance your wisdom in approaching life with deeper understanding, perception and mindfulness. No one escapes these laws. I have found these perspectives to have given me peace of mind as I witness my own and the behaviors of others in our actionable, manifested reality. A great book to read about “Cosmic Laws” is “The Cosmic Laws Of Cosmic Awareness.” It delineates 105 “Cosmic Laws.”

Peace of mind is well worth creating in one’s life during this time of chaotic nodes. Here is a definitive way to achieve it.

When I discovered that my awareness is of a Cosmic nature, that is, that I am of Cosmic consciousness, I realized that everything about me is infinite and unlimited. Why is this a critical realization?

From my experience, I found this realization to be of a critical nature since it caused me to release any suffering whether mental, emotional, physical or spiritual because whatever my ego perceives as a lack or not enough to go around is just an illusory notion of the persona/psyche/ego that trains itself to see limitation, to see things in a lack perspective which causes suffering. What kind of suffering?

When you live as a limited being, you don’t believe that everything is and will be OK. In limitation you develop stress, depression, disease and death. With a Cosmic, Infinite, unlimited perspective you know there is an unlimited supply of...everything...food, people, money, jobs, bodies, etc. You may not have a thing today but you will tomorrow for Creation progresses and evolvement is Law. Why is this infinite perspective difficult to have?

This infinite perspective is difficult to have because we have trained ourselves and allowed others with more who are greedy to brainwash us in believing there is only a limited supply of resources, etc., when in reality there is an infinite supply. Humans are NOT limited, we only think we are and because we think we are limited, we act on the fantasies of our limited beliefs. We create thoughts to make our lack thinking justifiable to us by saying and believing nonsense like, “Money is the root of all evil,” or “There’s only so many slices to the pie.” Money is just energy exchange and the pie is as big as you want to make it and there is enough for everyone.

If you are living the lie of lack or limited awareness, I am here to emphasize that you are unlimited and there is no lack. Get out of limited and lack beliefs by connecting with the infinite nature of your soul, your Spirit, God.

From my experience of remembering, accepting, allowing and being the spiritual being that I already am, I am here to say that every being, including human being, is already “spiritual” from inception. What is being “spiritual”?

I perceive being “spiritual” as my essential nature. I am a spiritual being having a human experience. What this means is that I am of Spirit, I am of a nonphysical nature that is my true and real Self. My physical self is an “expression” of my spiritual self in a slowed down vibrational frequency that presents as a dense complex we humans interpret as “physical.” We humans are not “physical” at all no matter what people who refuse Spirit say for there are those who want to believe that there is no such thing as soul. I know these people and in my perception, they have yet to remember who they truly are. They can say they are not soul, not Spirit and let this be real for themselves all they want and because of who and what I am as a spiritual master, I must say they have more to learn, to perceive, to be aware of.

I have found, in the Cosmic travels of my spiritual journey through infinity, that Spirit is the state of existence and Spirit is at the basis of all things. I have always been Spirit able to intend a physical experience whether human or otherwise.

I am a Blue Ray Being. My vibration and therefore my presence, is a healing one. What does that mean?

From my experience, all beings are made of Light and beings vibrate a frequency of Light depending on the level of their consciousness. I can see this Light in my self and others. My Light is blue. It means my consciousness is Spirit, made up of Love, Wisdom and Healing. My effect on other beings is one in which they feel a coolness as in washed over by cool water. This is a healing frequency and when I am present, you can feel the healing. I make things better. I make you feel better just by being near me. How do I know this?

I know that I am a healing presence because I attract people who pour out their concerns, problems, dilemmas, etc. to me. They can be family, friends, neighbors or strangers. They always end up telling me I’m “cool.” They should only know. They are feeling something but they are not always conscious of what it is.

I do not try to be a healing presence. I just am. We all have a presence. What is yours about?

From my relationship with Spirit, God, The All There Is, I have found that there is no gender there although it can create gender. God is not a he or she. God is an energy, a consciousness, a force. Humans make God in their own image and have given God a patriarchal identity saying God is a he. Humans have also made their Lord Jesus in their image as a white man. Jesus was not white. He was a Jew from the Middle East. He may have had brown skin. What’s the point of this?

The point is that Spirit, God cannot be known as what we are in human form but we make God like us in order to believe or know God. We have made up a story about God as a he so we are comfortable with God, so we can feel like we understand God. For example, if a German Shepard dog had the consciousness to know God and put a picture of what that God looked like to the German Shepard, it would probably look like a German Shepard. Get my point?

While God Created humans, God does not, in its essence look like or think like a human. God is an energy, a force that has intelligence, can create, has intent but it is not a male or female as posed in the Bible. God is an it. That being said, God can appear in an infinite number of ways from a solar system to the wind and from a human to a whale. God can manifest as anything it wants.

When I look at God, I do not see a human. When I look at a human, I see God.

In my experience of realizing my spirituality, that is, that I am a spiritual being in my essential nature was a journey to really believing this was so, so I could actually BE it. I found connecting with my Spirit no easy task as our society so values the surface aspects of existence as seen in the worship of the persona/psyche/ego and it demands you live on that level mostly. My inner Being was too strong to remain so shallow as to believe there is no soul, no Spirit. What did I do?

It’s not so much what I did as much as it was being led to find practices to open my eyes to who I really am: a Light being. I would like to share a creative visualization that I use when I do my meditation walks that help me BE the Light:

Visualize, as you walk, a very bright, white light emanating from the crown of your head going all the way up to the Milky Way and covering the entire Milky Way, connecting to it. As you do this, simultaneously visualize a very bright, white light emanating from your perineum (the area between your anus and your genitals) and going down into the Earth and attaching to the large crystals at the center of the Earth. Then see that same white light cover the entire Earth. When you have done both emanations, visualize the same white light coming from the Milky Way and the center of the earth up back through your crown and perineum, through your spine, connecting at your third chakra between your navel and your heart. Finally, visualize where the two emanations meet as a powerful, very bright, white light, as in a ball of light that you can send out in all directions and maintain the FEELING that you can project this light as far in any direction as you choose. Make this visualization as detailed for yourself as possible.

This is a great practice for becoming who you really are: Father Sky and Mother Earth having a physical experience in order to know themselves in Union. You will begin to feel and then be your spiritual Self.

I am a soul connector and have been all my life. What does that mean? It means that I naturally feel the soul of people, that is, their real essence of who they are. It’s a feeling that I get of them that is unspoken and comes through, not in their speech but in their actions, in their nonverbal communication. I can read the soul essence of people but it does not mean that I ignore their other aspects, emotional, mental or physical because those are also a part of their soul. So, what I ask of those around me and this is my soul talking, is to reveal your soul to me. How is that done?

The way you reveal your soul to me is by being yourself with me. You don’t need to impress me, to force anything with me, to tell me your accomplishments (although I want to know and will listen to), say or do anything you really don’t feel or mean! I am already picking up on your essence so just be secure in the knowledge that everything is OK between us. What comes about, will come about as I am with you in the present moment where your soul lives. See what I’m getting at?

Please understand that this doesn’t mean that I am always living on the intense level of the soul or asking you to be always on that level with me. I am only asking that you reveal to me your soul without being self-conscious. Just be.

In my travels on Earth, which are soul travels where my soul expands its awareness, I have realized that I don’t have to die a physical death, I don’t have to join a religious club and do God their way and I don’t need a ticket punched for good behavior to get into Heaven. Why is that?

The reason this is real, true and valid for me is because my awareness is expanded enough to see, to realize that I am already in heaven. Where is Heaven? Heaven, from my experiences, is in the consciousness of my peaceful, beautiful, loving, compassionate heart. We want to experience Heaven as a “place” just like the physical place on Earth and in body that we experience and so we mistakenly assume that this heaven must be the SAME kind of place. It is not. How so?

Our physical reality IS a place but a place that is based on our perceptions, awareness and consciousness. We believe our bodies and Earth’s body is solid. They are not solid. They are Light, that is, they are atoms with mostly empty space. What we live as humans is a FEELING. The same holds true about heaven. Heaven is a feeling based on your souls’s awareness. Your heaven, the place you perceive as heaven, will look like the consciousness of your soul.

How can you tell how your Heaven will be? You can tell how your Heaven will be by looking at how your Earth life is. Heaven is not “over there.” Heaven is “in here” right where you are now and you are IN heaven now. If you don’t perceive that you are living heaven on Earth right now, you have more work to do on your soul’s awareness.

This is not a negative thing. It is about awakening to what the true reality of existence is.

I implicitly intended to have a girlfriend. One has appeared in my life. She is awesome, beautiful, incredible. So incredible that I have realized it is important to make sure you are careful what you wish for in that the good that comes into your life is something that is also something you must handle with grace. Are you ready to handle your good? Why do I ask this?

I ask this question because being careful what you ask for and being able to handle the good or bad that you bring into your life is an important aspect of rightful living, happiness, peace. Being a mindful manifestor is no joke because you have to be prepared to deal with the consequences of the good or bad you manifest. I see in my experiences of living that me and my human friend’s often don’t take responsibility for our intentions and end up regretting what we wished for.

This is to say that I am very careful what I wish for, what I intend, what I desire to manifest. I am so happy to have attracted a beautiful woman in my life and now I must realize that there are many things associated with her, responsibilities I must be aware of. See what I’m getting at?

I have practiced being in the present moment for a long time but I took this state of being for granted. I am not always in the present moment but I know how to be. I was reminded of this by my lady friend last evening who remarked that she was in the present moment with me. Understanding what she meant, I asked her what SHE was experiencing when in the present moment. She said that her experience is that she doesn’t think of anything but being with me. Her mind is empty of thought, that is, she is not thinking of the past or future and she is experiencing time in the NOW. It was so gratifying to know that she was present because I shared that state of being with her. Why is this important in life in general?

I perceive it is important to be in the present moment in our experiences because when we think of something else, as in the past or future, we lose the intimacy of that moment, the life of that moment and we are not really living. To me, true living is being here NOW and experiencing all that moment has in it from the smells and sights to the tastes and feelings we have. Being in the present moment is living on a deeper level because nothing exists between your mind and your experience. You are having a direct experience. Does that make sense?

From my experience with being in the present moment, I can tell you that the sensations of my experiences are stronger, the colors deeper and the memories sharper. I find this to be a preferable state of being.

My archetype is that of a creator. As a creator archetype, I perceive that I was created by The Creator sent here to create. What is it that I create? As I have experienced, I can create my reality, every detail of it. Whatever is in my reality, positive or negative, I created it. Nothing in my reality has happened TO me. It has all happened through me! How can I validate this?

To say that things do not happen TO me but happen THROUGH me is proven by the fact that in my reality there are choices I must make to live, to be, to move forward in this actionable physical reality. The choices I make are up to me, I make the choices and I take the actions of the choices I make but I make these choices with the implicit awareness that I am guided by my soul and I trust my soul. I trust that Spirit is with me. I do not ask Spirit to make choices FOR me but WITH me, trusting that my soul has got my back and that is what I mean by things happen THROUGH me, as in, my soul drives this bus. I also recognize that my choices will have consequences which I will perceive as either good or bad and in either case, I apply the feeling of gratitude which keeps me in a state of Grace that allows me to accept responsibility for my actions without blaming others or God or my soul, etc. I created the situation I am in, no one else. I CLEAN MY OWN HOUSE.

When I finally accepted my creator status, not as THE entire Creator but as a co-Creator, I began to fill my own major manifestor shoes. I have the ability to create my reality as an inherent power designed in me by The Creator. For me, to not use my Creator status is a waste of who and what I am. I simply must create.

Earth and all upon it including all the humans on it are part of what is known as the “Christed Universe.” What does “Christed Universe” signify?

From my experience with having been in many “Christed Universes” it is a Universe that has the spiritual maturity of having reached a level of God-consciousness where everything that has the awareness to do so recognizes that it is God in form. For example, Jesus of Nazareth had the word “Christ” put after his name because it was believed that he was highly God-conscious. He spoke of this by saying that “the Father and I are one.” In a “Christed Universe” all have the opportunity to remember and be their Christed, divine, sacred selves. Why aren’t all the humans on Earth aware of their “Christed” status?

From what I’ve learned over my lifetime, the reason many humans on Earth are not aware of their”Christed” status is because religion has brainwashed it out of them and these humans have unwittingly allowed it. Christian Religion teaches that you have to “go through” Jesus Christ to be “saved.” It does not teach that you are ALREADY “Christed” from birth. Christianity fools you into believing you are born as nothing until you “receive” Christ. From my experience, this is gross misguidance. We are already in a “Christed Universe” so there is nothing to receive, no need to be “saved.” We are already saved. So, what is the problem?

The problem is that most humans are unaware that they are already “Christed” and filled with God-consciousness because they have been sold a false bill of goods by the Christian religion that seeks to say that you can only get the “Christ consciousness” from another, I.e. Jesus and it is not in you from birth. The opposite is actually the truth.

Every human is born endowed with the “Christed” nature of our Universe. It is up to each human to grow the “Christ consciousness” within themselves.

We are brainwashed by the Christian religion, from my experience, that fools us into believing that only Jesus was the Light. There are quotes in the Bible of Jesus saying he is the Light, he is the way. He IS the Light and so is every human being and that is why I can assert that I am the Light. What is this Light anyway?

Each human is made up of the Light and this Light is the energy of the Creative Source Infinite Intelligence The All There Is. We humans are imbued with the Light of God from birth and we can be this Light and use this Light. Most of humanity refuses to acknowledge that they are the Light and to use their Light to benefit them in every way from material gain to greater health and well being. Why do human beings refuse to be their Light and gain more Light?

The main reason human beings refute their own ability to be the Light Of God which they are a part of is because they have been brainwashed to believe God’s Light is “out there” somewhere and is not for them to have. They have been taught that they have to die and go to heaven to be the Light. Nonsense. Every human is the Light right now and I have proof. What is this proof?

The proof that every human is the Light is my existence as a human living in his Light body. I am now consciously aware that I am my Light body, I can see it with my physical eyes and I can increase my “Light Quotient” by showing Love, kindness, compassion, generosity, tolerance, peace and harmony. No matter what you think of what I am asserting here, the Light is real and I am it. You Are it too but you just don’t want to believe it. I have had too many experiences being the Light to allow anyone to dispute my experience.

I live the one key to spiritual success. Okay, first, what is spiritual success? From my experience, spiritual success is embodying Spirit every day. What that means is you know that a part of your human complex is composed of Spirit, the unseen, the divine, the sacred and you treat every part of your life like it is imbued with Spirit. You walk the Earth as the living representative of Spirit. However, there is one caveat that makes your being Spiritual successful.

The caveat that makes your being spiritual successful, I have found, is staying grounded. What I mean by staying grounded is being Spirit in the every day thoughts, feelings and activities you do. You are Spirit in every waking moment but you do not act like a divine being. You act like a normal human being with the exception that you radiate an inner divinity, an inner sacredness that shows through your kindness, happiness, peace, compassion and tolerance for yourself and others. You do not treat others as if you are greater, better, more special, chosen or above them in any way.

You stay grounded in the reality that you are a human who has an aware connection with Spirit. I should know as I am one of these humans. I don’t live as a monk. I live in a grounded state where the sacredness of Spirit is in the every day, ordinary things that I live.

I experience Spirit as within me, not outside me in a separate container and I align with the Spirit in everything. That grounded state of being Spirit and connecting with Spirit that I am is success because it allows me the major manifestations I am meant to do including being the manifestation of Spirit right here, right now.

I am the Matrix. I am this Existence. I am this Creation. Where my physical body ends and the air outside me begins is illusory because there is no separation. I am Creation and I am the Creation I’m in AT THE SAME TIME. What does this mean?

That I am the Matrix and NOT a separate entity in it means that I have dominion with it. When I breath, it breaths. When I expand my chest, it expands. I am a player, not IN it but with it. My mind and feelings are sentient tools that I use to shape my reality the way I desire it shaped. For example, when I desire money, money appears. When I desire a friend, a friend appears. This is not smoke and mirrors. This is not mumbo jumbo. Why is that? It is not hocus pocus because I experience this. I make things happen with my intent, my will. It happens. I am living it.

Please recognize and understand that there is also the will of the Creative Source and I pay attention to that since I am that. I align my will to that of the Creative Source. How do I do this?

I exert my will and intent by also being in alignment with the will and intent of the Creative Source for my benefit as existence is a benevolent construct. I align with the energies of the Creative Source which are positive, loving, Creative. I also know in my being that the Creative Source is infinitely giving and so I never feel lack no matter what’s happening. It’s the gift that keeps giving. If you experience lack, YOU are in separation consciousness.

The material Universe is infinite and I am infinite with and in it. I am the Matrix, inextricably entwined with all that is. Happy New Year!!!

My predilection in life has been and continues to be of a positive bent. In my experience, much of the world’s human population seems to prefer a negative bent. What are the signs of a negative bent? In my experience, negativity in humans presents as fear, hatred, anger, judgement, control, intolerance, jealousy, envy, blame, gossip, etc. Positivity shows in being loving, kind, tolerant, compassionate, fearless, non judgemental, etc. My preference is for the positive. Why is that?

My preference is for the positive because I practice the wisdom that guides me in knowing that being positive is a FEELING that I prefer. Being negative is a distasteful FEELING to my being so why would I practice being negative. That is unwise yet, FROM MY LIFE EXPERIENCE, many practice being negative and are FEELING negative within themselves. Can we say that those who practice being negative are unwise? I say yes. WHAT DO WE DO?

In my estimation, being negative or positive in life is a choice. I simply prefer to be positive and so I do it. I have never looked to be one who’s motivations were FEELINGS of malfeasance. I always come from pure intent and do not look to harm. For example, I may be mad at someone but I am not in the FEELING of doing that person wrong. I am simply upset with something they did to me and look to correct it in a proactive manner. I do not stew. I face my adversaries straight on with calmness and confidence. In this way, I overcome adversity and move on to more positive states of being. I like being positive and this is what I say to all those suffering by being negative: change your preference from desiring to be negative to one of being positive. The positive FEELING is a whole lot better...and wiser.

About Me

When my wife, Maureen Ann Abell, died suddenly without warning, on her 59 birthday, the trauma and shock of her sudden departure knocked me right into my light body. All my psychic abilities came more on line and I realized that I am Spirit in human form. The realms of the metaphysical, the mystical presented themselves to me with unconditional love and all my previous training and spiritual practices from studying Kabbalah and the American Book of the Dead to Kryon and Tom Kenyon gave me tremendous clarity. In these blogs, I share that clarity with you as I continue on my path as a Wisdom Keeper.