The woman remembered back at how her spiritual journey had begun to unfold. That one, piece which had jumped out that had led to the rest to being found was the Meditation group. It had led her down a path of discovery that unfolded before her now like a picture book, page by page she saw the images come into her mind.

The new friends she had made, the encouragement, as she expanded her awareness and meditation. She practised her long-forgotten skills of intuition and seeing with her inner eye which had been pushed and buried from her childhood. She found deeper understanding of the words written in the New Testament she had studied in her teenage years, and saw that miracles came in many different forms. She began to learn new skills in the arts of healing others and herself as she really began to understand Energy was surrounding everyone, ready to be tapped into.

She had made a deep friendship with a lady who helped her discover she was more than who she thought she was. They sat long hours in meditation and discussion. They would share books and knowledge, and the world of what she thought she knew expanded far beyond these realms of understanding.

New discoveries of The Mayans, along with Native American Indian Science, made more sense, as the woman had long felt an affinity with these Indigenous people. The Pyramids and their hieroglyphs were more pieces she gathered. She discovered the stories of old held deeper meaning and that through reading deeper into the mysteries of life her perception of our origins had in many ways shocked, and taken a while to digest.

But her searching led to many books, and one that stood out for her was ‘Message from the Pleiadians,’by Barbara Marciniak. Now that had taken some digesting. But more books came her way, The Book of Enoch.And others came to blow her mind such as The Experiment is Over by Paul G. Lowe She had put it down at the time thinking it nonsense as she had the Pleiadians, but each piece, each page she turned she saw were connecting her to how this reality had come into being. Later came books, that taught her she was more than her body, such as reading Deepak Chopra, one that stood out was Magical Mind Magical BodyOthers such as Serpent of the Light Beyond 2012, and she read volumes one and two by the same author Drunvalo Melchizedek The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life. Other books too numerous to mention all wove themselves into the fabric of her being.

‘In all chaos there is a cosmos, in all disorder a secret order.” ~~ Carl Jung

The fear she had once been taught of the paranormal also vanished, as she developed her skills that years later she would help pass onto others. And she witnessed things no one would believe even if she told them as this dimension and the world beyond bonded together.

The woman discovered many things, and at times even she was blown away by her new discoveries, as the world of deception unravelled piece by piece. She had to relearn all she had been taught, and let go of the illusion we think as our reality. We were not meant to think outside the box, we were never meant to re-discover who we really are and the Power we all hold within our thoughts.

When we did share these re-awakened gifts, we were ridiculed, labelled, and made fun of, as labels as old as time, back in history told, as those with the powers to heal and see beyond were labelled witches and burnt at the stake to ensure that fear remained deeply embedded into anyone reaching out to become who they always had been. And one had to discover who were behind these witch hunts that murdered thousands so they could rule by fear. In the name of God which is why, one must seek to question and find the answers?

None of these pieces were easy, and for a time she kept these pieces closely hidden, not discussing them with her work colleagues, for when she did, often times she would feel their sniggers, and was made to feel she was somehow weird. But she was beginning to trust in her instincts, those which lay dormant within each of us. And the more she practised her skill as she expanded her clairsentience the closer she communicated with the Divine within us all, our Higher-selves, our Guides, departed friends and loved ones. The more she began to understand.

Then those very same work colleagues would seek her out, ask her for a reading, a message, and she would tell them, work was work time, she didn’t mix the two. So some would come along to meditation class and healing nights and to her demonstrations of clairvoyance and a new awareness spread out like ripples on a pond. And new respect was born.

Fear is often born out of ignorance, and lack of understanding and knowledge.

And so it is, as you open up and expand, you allow in the energies to lead you within the flow of life. Signs and synchronicities would happen, books she needed to read would literally fall off shop bookshelves begging to be read, and she followed each Sign with the excitement of a child in a sweet-shop. Soaking each piece up like a sponge.

She discovered she wanted to write, and when she did, poetry also began to flow. Feathers would flutter down from nowhere. She learnt to send her thoughts out if she needed a parking space, and always marvelled even at the last minute how the Universe provided. She began to understand ‘Thoughts were Energy’ and we were each creating our own reality.

There were times, when she failed to listen to the signs, and go against what her inner instincts told her, she listened with her head not her heart. These times had led her to more stress, depression, and a nervous breakdown… As a series of events kept piling in. A Mother’s silence, her final straw. The woman’s friends and family all had been there, but the woman’s deep ingrained feelings of the ‘unworthy child’ returned to drag her down.

No amount of encouragement or people saying ‘come on snap out of it’ could pull her up, it was a journey she had to navigate herself. She was the one who had to alter her mind set, and choose to rise out of her dark pit. It took her six months, but she rose, and she came back stronger, she changed her path in her career and began to gather strength again.

Life is often woven from an endless ball of yarn, it takes patience to knit, to create each stitch.

We need structure and patterns to follow, and at times we drop a stitch and have to go back and rework it, and sometimes we make mistakes and have to back track to find where we went wrong.

Often it was frustrating, but if one needed to create something of beauty, one had to understand it all began with that one stitch, that one piece.

and that desire to create something worth while to become all you are meant to be.

The woman rose and fell many times, each lesson another notch noted, a mistake learnt from, a bad judgement, friendship betrayals. Ailments and illness, each pain she had endured emotional or physical had led her to discover who she was. The woman knew she wounded too easily. She was sensitive by far and her empathy she didn’t know at the time, was part of her saving grace.

This was when other ‘signs’ came to her aid, to help her heal, as other books like Louise Hay, You can Heal your Life Book came into her awareness, and healing herself in the art of Spring Forest Qi-Gong, way before Master Chunyi Lin became as famous as he is today. She had begun way back after buying his programme on a set of audio tapes.

The woman began to understand one had to sometimes reach rock bottom in order to find oneself.

And without those pitfalls, the tears, she would not have had the empathy to relate to others who were also at their lowest ebb.

And so began her reaching deeper still, as she put more of the puzzle together of who she was.

Sometimes we need to step away in order to reassess and realign and dissolve energy that we hold within. It takes all of our focus and awareness to remember we are energy beings who chose to assist in the transitional shift that is occurring right now on planet earth. Because we are born with amnesia as to who we are, we have to re-remember who we are and why we are here.

My own spiritual path has taken many twists and turns over the years. Each stage I feel has been a necessary part of planting me in the now. But throughout all of the paths I have chosen to take, I trusted my inner/higher guidance to assist me by trusting that inbuild compass we all of us have, if only we could all trust it enough to navigate by it.

All Paths lead us Home

I can only speak on my own personal experience of NOW, and tell you that for me in this moment I find I need to focus on internal energy rather that all the distractions that take us away from truly appreciating the Power of Now as I tune into the necessary energies that we all should be partaking in. As we link into and retune and nurture our bodies with Love and Light which I feel are pouring into Gaia more strongly than ever I have felt before.

Flying with Butterflies

You have heard me along with many others describe those of us who feel we are on this mission, as ‘Light-Workers’. Those of us who try to share ‘Light and Love’, via our ways of being by sharing kindness and caring as we open our hearts into Unity Consciousness. From what I am coming to understand the more I go within, is we have to be ready to understand as I have said many times, is that it is WE who are creating our realities ‘Out There’, out side of ourselves by our inward thinking.

None of us are immune unless we work very hard to clear away our negative thinking. I challenge any of us to check how many times a negative thought passes through our minds, because ‘Fear’ is inbuilt into our programming.

Each of us have chosen the best ways for our souls to evolve given the Blue-Prints we came to experience. I feel more strongly than ever, that it is time for me to step up my own alignment by clearing and creating as I dive deeper into Self.

Many we see in the world are trying to hold onto old realities which have been part of our conditioning through many life times. And the harder the world is trying to hold onto them, we see them now beginning to fall apart, as we witness people’s confusion as they battle wills of the ego.

Many Obstacles may fall along our paths, but we stride over them one by one

While many are waking up to their own power and seeking more simplistic ways of living with nature as they want out of the rat race, as they attune more with their higher consciousness. Others are so conditioned they no longer seem to care, for they have been consumed by consumerism to think the only goal in life is materially based. Their spiritual evolution is blocked in amnesia, and indoctrinations pasted down throughout generations that have divided them further still through prejudice and greed.

Many of us are seeing through the lies and the hidden truth, and exposures by degrees are now coming to the surface to wake us up from the perceptions we hold about our existence here on Gaia.

Wings finding nourishment..

Very soon I feel more important revelations will come to light, and when they do, some will disbelieve and stay asleep in ignorance, while for others it will trigger them even wider awake than before. But each have a chosen path to follow and each of us have our roles to play, and those whom we think may have chosen negative rolls are also working their way through their own layers to their higher consciousness and helping others raise to theirs. No one is a loser, for we all evolving at our own pace.

A Shady Corner

When we do not listen, and we ignore the signs, then a bigger wakeup call is going to be shaking more of us to sit up and listen to see what is important in our world. And I am reminded of the wisdom of our Native American brothers when they said,

“ When the last tree has been cut down, the last fish caught, and the last river poisoned, only then will we realise that one cannot eat money”.

For those of us who understand what I am talking about here, I find it important right now to speak out on what I am feeling as we collectively now begin to open our hearts.

Some say I cannot bury my head and ignore what is going on in the world. Believe me I far from ignore it. But as an empath I am seeing I need to become more the observer, as I try to detach from the stories being played out. My heart is so open I feel too much for my own comfort, as the tension transfers emotionally. My Body then reminds me of what I need to do, to let go. For just as those who are holding light in this world, there are those who agreed to wake us up via opening hearts in compassion through such traumas as they take their transition into the beyond.

Unity in Form. Many Hearts now need to open.

I often ‘Feel’ the grief of many hearts, but I now also know while my tears fall easily, this is also part of the cleansing process, for deeply buried within each of us we need to clear out the deep grief of being separated for so long. I often feel helpless in the grief of seeing how imbalance is causing anger and conflict in society as we humans battle with emotions now being dragged up to the surface to be cleared. But then I see how we have created it all, as we have in part become like drones, as ‘we’ switch on our devices, and plug into our virtual realities games that click after click kill and destroy.

Each Petal- person placed in perfect order

From my meditations I see it stems way deeper than any of us realised, as again and again triggers bring things to the surface to be cleared out as we learn to let them go. This clearing out seems never ending. But I now realise this is not just this life of clearing, but our past lives that we have carried forward. ALL now is needing to be cleared.

So, for each of us the best thing we can do to assist the new energies is to try to embrace themselves within pure love, nurturing themselves within Nature. For nature is assisting us in our transition as she helps clear and dissolve those dense thought systems. Which is why when any of us spend time out in nature or near water or on the coast we feel so refreshed for our energy bodies are being re-wired so to speak as we unplug from the weight of the de-pressed dense energy that is generated by our consumerism that is literally consuming us.

We are never Alone.. Open your hearts and Bloom.

And as I learn to let go of old programming, I am finding a new sense of peace, as I nurture self-love..

There really is no time like the Present to gift yourself that time to spend with yourself and your loved ones out in Natures Healing Balm. Go treat yourself to some LOVE. as we all learn to re-connect in Unity..

Connecting!

Peace and Blessings.

All Photos Sue Dreamwalker’s of my Garden and on Walks taken. Keep clearing and connecting to your Inner selves.. Enjoy Life and Living!…

Taking a step back often feels like you have somehow failed, but in not stepping back I would be failing myself.

It’s hard this internal knowing, when you have no words to describe what it is you understand. It’s like you have spent years gathering together the various bits and pieces of a giant jigsaw puzzle in your mind. Each piece comes along at various points in your life and you have to juggle them about to see if they fit.

Then all at once you get one piece that slots into place and all the other pieces which you held suddenly now all fit into place. And yet you are still trying to make sense of what it is you are putting together, because we don’t have a picture box lid to understand just what kind of finished picture we are creating.

I felt the jumble of the pieces suddenly make sense, and in the next instant it felt like a huge wind had come along, and the pieces scattered in a thousand directions. I felt such a void of confusion, sadness and pain.

Pain for a world that is caught up within its own journey, as we each try to make sense of the pieces we hold.

The pain of my heart transferred itself quickly into fatigue as I found myself shutting down, and shutting out the world more and more as I slept, slipping into a void of depression, a feeling I know only too well. And were it not for family, friends, and my granddaughter’s wonderful presence, it’s a void I know I could easily slip into again if I were not mindful of the signs. But I have been to the depths of despair many years ago now. And never again will I plunge back into that deep dark well.

So, my smile is ever present as I keep positive in the face I present to the world. I took my mind into that tranquil zone, I painted, and I painted some more. I allowed the painting to absorb and transform those feelings. For I also have come to understand that other forces are at work, as our Light codes and energies are adjusting as the Geomagnetic Storms now intensify their frequencies which in turn are affecting our moods and health and our DNA. I painted out my heart as I faced my fears as I raced into the unknown. I painted, as the snow fell outside, the snow transferred to the canvas, or was it water? Both cleansing, I will let you decide.

I know I am not the only one who has been going through the emotional washing machine. We have been tossed around, wrung out, to feel drained and left to feel crumpled and limp in the face of feeling helpless to that which we see occurring around our world and our neighbourhoods. Wondering where it is all leading, and for those of us like myself, we wonder if our energies will ever make a difference.

Stepping back, pausing and taking that deep breath away from the constant bombardment of negative news allows us to view life from a different perspective.

Those who read my posts regular, know I am a great believer in ‘Signs’ my recent posts were trying to make sense of that ‘Knowing’ some of us feel. So, it was no surprise that over this period of time I had a ‘Sign’ come and visit me not once but three times in as many weeks. As a Sparrow Hawk which is a rare sight at the best of times, landed not once, but three separate times into my garden as she hunted the sparrows I feed. She has been coming on an off since January when I first took a photo of her or him. But since I have been absent from WP she landed three more times in full view in my garden.

Sparrow Hawk, Her first visit in January

Her presence came to remind me to lift my own wings and concentrate upon raising my own higher vibrations. So, I have been meditating more. She taught me to lift myself higher, and look from another perspective, to that which I had allowed myself to wallow in… the pain of others and other people’s stories. Showing me while we are all of us connected, I need not take on their pain.

For each of us agreed what roles to play, be it a Hawk a predator or a Sparrow its victim. She came to show me I should not get hung up on the details of life, but trust to the currents to which way the wind catches my wings. I saw how the Sparrows cleverly avoided her clutches, as they flew into the thick branches of my shrubs and how all the sparrows along with blackbird cried out their warnings of her arrival. I saw how unity of species played a part in their survival and now how they have altered their feeding habits in mindfulness of the hawks presence. I see how some keep guard and watch, while others feed. I also observed how some are selfish and fight fiercely to possess the feeder not giving an inch. Nature is a constant reminder of our fight for survival. And when the snow came, we helped nature along.

Snow in my Garden March 18th 2018 Last Sunday

The Hawk has a wider view of the world than ourselves, and reminds me to broaden my own perspective and to trust and let go to the Winds of Change. Being Empathic I feel at times raw emotions as their currents ebb and flow through humanity, I also feel the cosmic energies that pulsate which are coming to open up our hearts.

I think this is my longest ever absence since I started blogging in 2007. I started out wanting to make a difference as my words rippled out, and during my recent void I wondered what possible difference I could make. And yet by reading the many comments you have all left me over time. I see how my poems have touched you and how connected we all are in this our Earth Journey.

I could write thousands of words and never come to express that which I have come to understand of our human self and our existence on planet Earth. Nor could I ever explain what I have learnt through the years of my Spiritual involvement via the communications I have been privileged to part of and witness.

Those of you who are upon their own Soul Journey, know of what I speak, others perhaps have yet to soar to find their own flight paths, for we are all of us at our various levels of evolution as we fly in our ever-expanding circles as we search and explore our own destinies, and make sense of who we are and why we are here.

At the time of writing this I have no idea how long I shall be flying, it may be a matter of days, or another few weeks. And I thank all of you for your patience, especially those comments still in moderation waiting to be answered. Thank you those who have sent me your beautiful emails. I will be answering all of them over time.

All of you are loved and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for the love you share and show me here, words never seem enough in appreciation. But you are all greatly loved and I feel Blessed for having you all in my world.

Sometimes we may not make sense of the way we view events of our world. But some events acts as triggers, that change the perspective of others. The Hawk came to show me there are no victims. For we all came to play our parts.

I see Unity Consciousness working right there in the eyes and hearts of the next generation that will have to stand strong and firm in their beliefs, as their courage comes together to create the kind of world they wish to live in. And the ‘Knowing’ I see within my heart will be worth the sacrifice of those who agreed their particular parts so that Humanity may evolve through Love.

Hawks are masters of flying, they enjoy the landscape, I need to soar a while longer as I adjust my energies as I ‘Paint Pictures’, as I accept ‘What will be will be’. (Que Sera, Sera).

After writing down all of my thoughts of my perception of the world we are shown. I paused my pen over the paper. It hung there I don’t know how long, as a calm and peace seemed to overtake me.

It was as if through venting, I had expelled all the debris, that clung inside my mind. I remembered the words my daughter often says. “It is what it is”. I breathed out.. ‘let is all go’ I thought.

I knew, and know deep inside, no amount of venting, shouting, pointing fingers, is ever going to change anything.

Unless we see and understand that in order to change anything we first must Choose to do so.And the only thing we can change is ourselves.

I can often get vexed at myself, because I know this, I know in principle how the Universe works, as much as my own knowledge of understanding allows. I am far, far from perfect. And often navigate as most of us do, in our Earth School, by learning through our mistakes, and seeing we are all upon a journey of learning. How we learn is different for each of us. For we are all of us unique, and we are all of us at various stages within that journey as we begin to discover who we are.

Many of us are being challenged right now, as the frequencies shift and shape us, we are all of us evolving, growing, learning. While many are wanting to break free, others are resisting. And others are oblivious. I wonder often at times is it best to be oblivious?

But when you wake up on your journey we also become aware of how our feelings are being affected by the masses. And how often the masses are manipulated by the media. The Fear is kept at an all-time high, and whether we realise it or not, we are hooked into its system. And those prominent energies which surround us, ‘Like attracts Like’ and if we are not careful can devour us before we realise our vibration is being affected.

Just think how different we would perceive the world, if the media news only ever told us the good news.. Those stories of others helping others. Those who jump in and rescue, save, and support other human beings. Who do so from instinct and the goodness of their hearts.. Not seeking financial gain.. Those stories of people who put their own lives at risk to help another human being.. Or who save an animal and rescue it. Going the extra mile, to show compassion and Love..

If we heard more of this GOOD NEWS pumped into our homes from the media, we would then begin to feel safe, secure, happy that the world out there was not filled with death and destruction, war and violence..

Our perception would be Changed. We would then have that Feel Good Factor that would perhaps ripple out as more would contribute and do the same. Like attracts Like

The North Korea Crisis is a good example right now. Those who live in North Korea are taught we are the enemy, they know no different. Because they are told and kept in the dark about the outside world.. They too are ruled within a regime of fear. And so are we, yet we cannot see it half the time. Their perception is limited to that which their government tells them what to believe..

As I wrote my thoughts they then spun to the laws of Polarity. Opposites, two sides of a coin.. The Yin and Yang, Good and Bad, Light and Dark. Winter and Summer..

Polarity representing the two extremes of one thing. Yet when does Winter change into Summer, when does Cold Water turn into Hot. These two Poles are the extremes of the same thing in continuum. Yet they each blend into each other in various degrees at both ends of the scale. And So too, do we travel a fine line between Good and Bad.

Many of us who have woke up, do so through travelling through an emotional crisis, how many of you have had to turn inward through emotional pain to seek answers. We go within, back to our hearts, our Centre. We all of us have been faced with making choices and in a recent post I talked about how we had to trust in those choices and follow our instincts.

The world appears now to be in Crisis, Yet how can we help it? We do so by not allowing ourselves to get caught up within the Fear, we have to find our own Middle ground. And take a step back to observe just what we are creating.

We Hope beyond Hope that the world will change.. But Hoping is not enough.. To change the world we sometimes need to see the Good Bad and the Ugly, to see what needs to be changed. Our personal crisis’s often occur to bring about a shift, that makes us aware of what needs changing in our own lives. It makes us take a deeper look, and then we have a choice, to either change or not. The Choice is always ours.. The world is asking us to take a deeper Look at ourselves..

Our reality we are witnessing NOW, is what WE have created, We live in our 3D world which reflects most things as Good or Bad, Black and White.. We either become optimistic of pessimistic in our views, Optimism expects more of the world, Pessimism expects the negative. If we expect Doom and Gloom then that is what we will get.

Optimism works on a higher frequency of vibration and Pessimism on a lower level. Our thoughts are Energy, and it’s our thoughts which create our reality into being. Look around you, everything was once an idea, someone’s thought, set into motion by Action.

Each of us have the power to choose, and in choosing to lift our vibration, we can create harmony and balance. Often its by going through our Dark night of the soul we learn to shed that conditioning, as we learn to Let go of our negative patterns that keep us trapped within Fear.

Maybe our Earth is showing us, her dark side, in order for us to observe, just what kind of a future do we wish to create.. Do we want some apocalyptic future that it seems the movie makers keep producing, or do we want a New Earth, One that thrives, instead of destroying, One that Loves instead of Hating, One that is filled with Peace instead of War..

Until we change our own internal Wars, and until we go within and find the centres of our own Being and find our own balance within that continuum of the Polarities of Love and Hate, Unity and Separation. War and Peace.. Until we find Balance and Love in our own hearts nothing will change.

The above poem I wrote in 2010. I wondered what I could post that would reflect how so many of us get caught up within the negative flow.. It is important right now especially at this time of the Luna Eclipse to try to hold our space, our light, in the positive. And release that which we no longer need to hang onto. And not to get pulled into the negative.

Our experiences will be different for each of us, and for those who do not understand what I am talking about that is fine, but for those who know of what I speak as we hold Unity Consciousness, an important message from Lisa Transcendence Brown I am sure you will find most enlightening,

I will leave the comments closed upon this post, simply because I have a busy few days ahead of me .. Know you are all held within my thoughts. And I thank you so much for your wonderful kind and loving support.

This morning I switched on the radio and the first record I heard was this one.. It was the very first time I had listened to this recording, never hearing it before.. It made me smile.. Especially when it mentioned taking Calcium and taking care of our knees.. So I decided to YouTube it to listen to again and to my delight found several versions..

Life has been busy within the Dreamwalker’s Domain this last week.. Last night I was so tired I went to bed at 7pm and slept for 12 hours.

Today the Universe thought to allow me to cool down in the showers of rain, so I thought I would share about my Busy time in the Sun on my Gardening Blog. And to share what brought such a smile to my face first thing this morning..

I particularly enjoyed the lyrics in the middle of this narrative of the inclusion of Rozalla’s Song Everybody’s Free to Feel Good, which is an old favourite of mine..

So Go On FEEL GOOD and DANCE.. LAUGH and SING..

And SHARE THE FEEL GOOD FACTOR

Sending Love and Blessings

Next time I will share with you the village I grew up in as we went back to see the Well Dressings.. Along with some of my thoughts..

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Each of us, carries within us the capacity to change the world in small ways for better or worse. Everything we do and think affects the people in our lives, and their reactions in turn affect others
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