It's been a long time since I've been online. Hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and happy new year!!! I decided to stay away for a while as we had decided to stop trying and didn't want to get obsessed with things again lol!

My cycles seemed to have sorted themselves out and are roughy around 36 days again now and have also been noticing similar symptoms every month which is good cause hopefully will be able to tell the difference when the time comes!

My wedding is 3 weeks tomorrow! It's coming quickly now, I'm due af sometime this weekend so hoping it comes on time as means I'm due to ovulate the day after the wedding! Which would be perfect as we plan to start trying as soon as we're married :-) so fingers crossed my cycle plays ball. Iv been having my usual symptoms so hoping she will!

A!!!!!!!!!! Omg look how big he is!!!! Can't believe he is that little baby i was cuddling last year! So grown up now! Meet up soon please????

Clacko! Good luck with your wedding, hope you have an amazing day!

Karine, I'm still with your girlie! Stupid af hey!!!
Seriously losing hope! Af started coming today and I just don't think I can do this anymore! I'm terrified of never holding my own newborn! I'm terrier of ever feeling that love and pride, and crazy hey, pain of giving birth! OH promised to go for his SA in Jan and still hasn't! I'm stuck.... I can't go for further testing until he has his SA! I'm just feeling broken, defeated and heart broken!

Love to all my lovely ladies xxx shall return in a better mood next time lol xxxx

Karine - Keep going lovely - you will catch that sticky one one day I promise! And they are so worth the wait. Thanks for your lovely comments too x

Cookie - Yes hunni - let sort something REALLY soon and meet up - I may be in the process of changing jobs, so if ok with you I am going to see what happens and then we can arrange something? Dont lose hope. Have a plan. What will you do if youre in the same situation in 1 week, 3 months, 6 months or a year? At least this will give you something to focus on. Tell OH how you are feeling - men! They just dont get it! Probably a bit of pride with them too - worrying if it is down to them (rejection and all that!)

Sending you all big hugs and butt pluggs (new members I mean this with love!)

Well I am now mrs Dawson!!!!! Our wedding was perfect and enjoyed every moment! I had ovulation pains the morning of the wedding so hopefully might of ovulated at the right time! We bd on our wedding night and the 3 days afterwards so should be in with a good chance! I'm around a week away from af now. This morning had a nose bleed and also had some lower cramping on Thursday. Also feeling very tired but has been none stop since we got married!

big congrats, mrs. dawson hope you caught that eggy! so glad everything went well with the wedding

cookie.. *sigh* i'm so with you on feeling defeated and hopeless.. i've sort of given up myself, not charting or anything again for a bit, i just can't handle it right now. dh had another SA on saturday, and i have an appointment to see my ob-gyn next week. although i feel like it's so pointless! my cousin just had the most perfect baby girl after trying for 7 years.. she had one good tube and pcos and tried everything and ended up getting pregnant when she gave up on it ever happening. so there are lots of reasons to hope but i feel like i don't have the energy anymore. i guess i will still bd this week (i'm fertile sometime soon) but not holding my breath!

achelois.. thanks for the encouragement sweetie.. it's just a little hard now, may take a short break before i'm back in the game

ok back to the grind could do with a vacation somewhere far, far away just about now, feel like i'm going insane!

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