Today…after baking biscotti for the second time, it finally looked more like it although taste wise it was kinda the same cept wayy more biscuity YAYSSSS!!!!hehehes i hope if i do bake it a third time it will be even better hehehehes but i still love my mango float but missing the one in philippines oh so hungrily…..

OMGGG I WANT TO EAT APPLE STRUDEL OH SO DESPERATELY!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMGG THATS THE ONLY THING I CAN THINK ABOUT NOW…..JAZLYNN WANT TO EAT APPLE STRUDELLL!!!!!!!!!and everybody goes WOOHOO YEA!!LETS ALL BUY IT AND EAT TOGETHER!!!and i shall take a super huge piece!!!!!YUMMMMMMMMMMMM

Ever felt out of place…but not in the way you think one should normally be?And feel idiotic and stupid for doing so?Cause its not a good reason but you do it anyway?hahahas…welll…not sad just feeling oddly out of place in ways you wouldn’t imagine hahahasbummed looking but still happy. I wonder is there such a thing as wanted something and yet knowing its not worth the risk?Like buying an itouch but knowing that after a while a new one is going to come out so why waste your money now?Lol..talking bout feeling silly over such trival matters

The more I try to sort through it all, the more the tears come.Even when I try to steal it, the memories spread intodifferent memories through the tears that I shed.It makes me cry so painfully.

All I can do is regret, because all I ever did was receive.But I’m afraid you’ll forget me because I’ve never gave you anything.

I love you, I, I love youThese words have become a habitand these words are among the many I’ve learned from you.I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool.I’m sorry truly, truly, I’m sorry.I’m even sorry that these words are so lateBut I’m waiting here for you shamelesslyWill you by chance come back tomorrow?

Even if the birdcage that represented you was narrowI still liked it, I was still happy.I’m returning to the day, to my dreamswhen I believed in a forever without seperation

If I could go back I’d gather my heart, I’d take everythingfrom it and give it you.

I love you, I, I love youThese words have become a habitand these words are among the many I’ve learned from you.I sit around alone mumbling to myself like a fool.I’m sorry truly, truly, I’m sorry.I’m even sorry that these words are so lateBut I’m waiting here for you shamelesslyWill you by chance come back tomorrow?

My heart..In the end even if you can’t comeand you’ve changed and I’m not the one for you any longerI’ll call and call out to you againLike a parrot calling only your name..Wishing for only your love like this

lols…i remember watching the korean drama and crying, its so sweet….sniff sniff…hahas shocked looki still can’t believe i cried lols.

I wonder how many times in life we try to understand the things Jesus went through, in order for us to be saved.But have we ever thought how much God went through by letting his son die for us?From a kid’s point of view, i’ll have to say it is rather hard to comprehend the difficulity and the sense of losing one’s child.But after i read these two books even now and ever after i found myself understand a super small bit of the difficulties he had to go through in order for him to make this decision of letting his child go through everything in his life time as a human and especially his death.I wonder, despite all that God knew the benefits that this sacrifice would reap, especially for us to be his sons and daughters and for us to know that we are loved and accepted and to give us hope for our life after our death, it still must have been so hard.After all, this is his child, the one that he loved, just like our parents and how they love us, God’s love is overflowing and so wonderful and pure for his child.He still had to let Jesus go.Sorry, God …. at times(okay alot of times) don’t think we are worth it and yet you still find us such treasures.Lol hahahas thats something super nice and cool…