Sunday, December 6, 2009

Never

Things I will never get to do

I will never get to hold you again.I will never get to buy you clothesI will never get to paint your nursery blue.I will never get to buy the furniture i had picked out for your room.I will never see you smileI will never hear you cry.I will never change your diaper.I will never get to wake up in the middle of the night to feed you.I will never get to fed you.I will never see you crawl.I will never see you take your first steps.I will never hear you laughI will never see you go to school.I will never feel you inside of me kicking me.I will never hear you say mommy or daddy.I will never get to give you a bath and rub lotion on you.I will never be able to cuddle with you again.

I am so sad for all the thing we will never be able to do Ben. I miss you every second of my life. I miss you so much. I wish we had had more time together.

About Me

My name is Laura and I am 31 years old. I have been married to my amazing husband for 4 years. On November 17, 2009 we had a son Benjamin who passed away when born prematurly at 19
weeks. This is my life after Ben.