This scene changed my life. Not only is this my first squirting scene. Not only do I squirt not once, but twice. But this is the first time I’ve squirted in my life. Ever. Ramon helped to unlock raw sexual urges in me that I didn’t know existed. He fucked me so hard that I became completely disorientated and lost all control and self-possession. For someone preoccupied with order and understanding, giving up control and giving in to chaos can be both incredibly scary and entirely…