More Confessions

My son missed the scout service project this weekend. It was outside and raining and I also have a three year old I would have to take since DH was out of town with work. Email from the leader saying how it should be priority. Ask why we missed next time!

My one self-care thing is taking great care of my skin. It takes very little time, and I make all my own natural products which is fun and a way that DDs and I bond. It changes my whole outlook on life, so worth having this one routine just for me.

I can’t “life” right now. EA who ended things but I’m in love with. Husband who I’ve decided to leave but can’t realistically do for at least 6 months. 4 young DC who make me crazy & appreciate nothing. A house that is a shit show. Hurting.

Unfortunately, it’s not limited to childhood. Things can be dead for HOURS and it’s guaranteed, the moment I put on some headphones and sit down to watch a movie, or go to use the bathroom, either SO or one of our adult children will suddenly want me.

DH never closes the fridge, just lets the door sort of hang open. When I’m home I can catch it, but he’s retired, home all day. I can’t help but think about it at work. We’ve lost 100s of dollars worth of food. He says “it’s the fridge’s fault.” Grr!

Dh got me off with his fingers last night and I turned over to take care of him, he tells me he’s going to cum and I kept going and finished him off (he was expecting sex). No mess, everyone gets theirs, what’s the problem?