I was venting but accidently closed the window when my friend asked me for advice on wedding dresses...sooooo....life is pretty funny huh? No matter how bad something is you can usually find humor in it....wanting a girlfriend isn't enough...I'm going to get one...How? I don't know...I want someone to hug and kiss all night...you know sappy things...I want a girl to hold hands with and look deep in to her eyes before I kiss her....Bruce Lee said "intense desire creats its own opportunities" I'm going to set a goal for myself that within the next month I will have something resembling a conversation...with a girl

I think it comes down to chance. All I could do is increase my chances. If I wasn't sitting at home right now eating garlic bread and watching a show about Steven Hawking and out with people where there are girls present I think it would be fair to say my chances would increase. Also talking would increase the chance of conversation don't ya think? Now what are the chances of finding a girl that likes Judas Priest and knows the difference between a sprit sail and a gaff sail? Thats righ no chance...dammit! As long as she doesn't listen to rap all day!

I've been trying to think of what girl it would be easiest to talk to. There's Hollyann that bowls on saturday mornings and is on the girl all star team and they practice right besides the boys this year. I know she has a boyfriend and I'm not attracted to her but when we were talking on myspace she wondered why I only talk to her over myspace so...it would be awkward because I really haven't talked to her in person. Then theres Amy that is also on that all star team that tried to talk to me a couple weeks ago and totally blew what could have been a great opportunity to practice my social skills...I've been talking more to a kid on my team named Seth...he's a pretty laid back person and always busts my *** when I throw a bad shot so I started busting his *** but we really don't talk. All star practice is tomorrow and a kid kept making fun of my Beatles shirt...so I'm gonna bust his *** tomorrow

Ya.. im not big on judas priest. but i did hear this one song on the university station. Behind the realms of death. i thought that was a pretty good song. and i was lookin through my dads old records and found that screaming for vengeance cover.. thought it was pretty rad so i put it up on my wall 8)