Hard Times = Lost Love

Every night when I lay in bed,
my mind goes racing with thoughts I dread.
I think of the times we had as one,
it reminds me of all our beautiful fun.
But now I lay in bed alone,
wondering if I’ll get back what I once had known.

I’m so scared and full of fear,
I often find myself shedding a tear.
All I want is to hold you near,
kiss your neck and whisper sweetness in your ear.
But for now I must count on hope,
try my best to deal and cope.

All it took was a job for me,
I would’ve never lost my girl to be.
It took time to do and find,
but now everything will be just fine.
Now I hope you can look at me,
see how hard I have worked for thee.
I will be the best I can be,
but I really do need your love next to me.

Now my soul is hurt and weak,
I pray to god that we may once again meet.
I will dream of you tonight night,
I will hold my pillow nice and tight.
Now I lay me down to sleep,
pray to lord my soul YOU keep.

Thanks much for the comments. It took some time to write it with the flow I was looking for but not to long. I have never posted these things for people to read nor am I an avid writer as you can see. I just wanted to let my feelings out so I wrote this.

Sounds like she was pretty special to you. I can feel the pain you have in your writing. So sad but true when people just up and leave you. Keep up the good work and maybe you can write a happy one for us one day.

This is one of my favorites so far this year. Everyone is right about how we can feel your pain just by reading this lovely piece of artwork you have written. I would hope you sent this to the person who caused you to write such a beautiful thing. Sounds like you had a soul mate. Keep up the good work!

WOW! Powerfully spoken words but I would have to disagree with Brandi about the soul mate. If she was a soul mate to him then she should would have done the right thing and stuck by his side during the hard times. Sounds like she is one of those girls that give us all bad names. Just my opinion.

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