Hello my sissyI miss you everyday and want you here... sitting here on patio with your youngest. Roselynn talks about you and wants to to come home... we all love you... It not right but I know your with Jesus! I still feel a lot of numbness , so God watching how I am doing... I know your not a real angel but your mine... Hope you enjoy seeing everyone there... So many young people have died around here.. I know God has his plan but never thought this.... Always know my daughter I love you and look forward to seeing you there when its my time... miss your hugs calling me mommy and our talks my child.. I see your beautiful face when I think of you ... Your daughter asking why I am crying right now.... Your my one and only daughter always love you so sending you hugs and kisses from mommy to Heaven... God knows...I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AMANDA.

Amanda, you were born the year we moved to Bolivar and joined Zion Lutheran Church. That means I knew you your whole life...a life that was taken much too soon. My heart aches for your precious family and yet I know you are rejoicing with the angels in heaven. There is no greater reward than sitting at Jesus’ feet and praising Our Savior. ❤️

Your flowers are at stone now. Just wish you was here in this world. You was my girl the part thought we would have time for all the grown up and watching your children grow as I did with you and your brother.... We just will do it with you watching over all of us...………. Mommy loves you always.... Missing your face precious child of mine..... Pray that you are enjoying Heaven and is all and more of what I thought it would be! I almost close of the 5th here and Know you are loved here and Thank GOD for Heaven than this just being the end for would be sad So PRAISING THE LORD WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT when its our time we reunite there and no more sad so will have to learn to live and wait for that day comes as promised for know got to be hard seeing your children here without you involved the day to day things. We just doing our best and trying too.... I JUST MISS AND LOVE YOU SISSY. night night always until see you again...…………………….

Amanda, I miss you all the time and I can only wish we talked more towards the end, but I still remember all the amazing and crazy time we shared. Certain songs that will remind me of you play on the radio and instead of crying I now smile because I'll know I'll see you again someday. You were an amazing friend, mother, daughter, sister, and wife who have touched so many people in so many ways... and you still are, we feel your spirit and hear your words of love, silliness, and kindness in our hearts and mind every day. Love you!!

Amanda Not a day goes by that I forget the memories we shared as kids and growing up feeling close to you and your family. The love you had for your kids and bill was amazing, you were an outstanding woman and best friend. Miss you today love you!

Sis today a year ago I woke up to a video of a place of our child hood on fire, you were taken with it. Today I feel your warmth when I look into my sons eyes, I hope to love my children with the tenacity you have for yours. How could I forget you, when I feel you all around me. In Rosie’s smile the look in Morgan’s eye when he plays Kayla’s singing and Thomas’s concern for his siblings you have left a positive impact on all our lives. I miss you and yet you are always with me. Always giving us that extra nudge to keep fighting we love you and I look forward to our talk when God welcomes me home. Till then I’ll live by your memory and be damn sure everyone knows how blessed we are to have known and be raised with you.

... you've changed my life forever. And the pain of you being gone seems ever present, but I know that you're there looking after us. Several times I think I catch you out of the corner of my eye, trying to point me in the right direction.You'll never be forgotten and the memories we shared will always live on...

I think of you so much. I feel like ur next to me talking to me like always. How i miss you and will always think of you with nothing but happiness. The joy and love you give to others always put me in awe of you character.