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Ugh. My book on japanese religions still haven't gotten home and it's not even sent yet and this is making me worry. I need to have it this week or else I'm completely screwed as far as my religion course goes. >___<

As for the other course, I would need some help. I'm doing a paper on how fanfiction develops the universe of a story. I'll be comparing True Blood fanfics and I keep on searching for a fic to use. I want Godric/Eric since I want to use something that isn't that developed in the series and I want a fic, preferably a multichapter that is first of all, a good one, and that doesn't only concist of sex. It can be NC-17 rated as long as there's more to it then sex. I want to show hoe fanfiction develops characters beyond what we get in the series. So, is there anyone on my flist who have read any good Godric/Eric fics that you could rec to me???

I need to get started on this now. I want it to be done before I move since I don't know when we'll have internet there...

I keep failing at posting and commenting. I'm sorry. I made a lot of new friends lately and then I'm hardly around. I do read what people write. I just utterly fail at commenting and writing anything myself. XDDD

My life right now is all about studying. I'm doing two summer courses, one about vampire stories and one about buddhism and japanese religions. The vampire one I have one more thing to write, and I'l be reading True Blood fanfics and write something about how the world of TB expands through fanfiction and stuff. So yeah, I get to read fanfic as a part of school.As for the other course, I'm still waiting for a book about japanese religions to get here and I'm kind of screwed when it comes to the next assignment, since that's supposed to be done by Tuesday and the book, which I need to read before that havent even been shipped. Stressful indeed!!

So these past few weeks I've been for a week or so at my parents taking care of their dog while they was on vacation in Tunisia and swimming a lot and getting a nice tan and stuff.I've been back at my boyfriend's for about a week now and have done nothing but trying to study and make my money last until I get money again. We survived, but barely. XD I only buy organic food, which is much more expensive than non-organic and I suck at holding on to my money, so it's been a interesting few weeks. XDDDD

I'm soon moving to our house, and I'm SO looking forward to it! I still have things to buy, and I barely have any money, but oh well. I'm looking forward to getting up there and putting stuff up on the walls and such. I need to buy a frame for my eito ranger poster! ♥

Ok. Seriously, there's obviously WW stuff out, so where is the downloads! I'm so dying to watch all of it and I can't because ugh!And the pics I've seen and the video on YT without sound and kfsldjfklödsjhfskdöhfdkjcöö6kza this will all be so awesome it hurts!! GIVE MEEEEEEEE!!!!!

In other news. I finished Interview with the Vampire today. For those who don't know I'm doing this summer course about vampire stories and I love it. Except for having to both read AND watch Twilight. XDDD I get to watch True Blood, which I love, and Buffy and other funny stuff and also read loads of great books! So I'm really excited about all this! :D

And this weekend was Midsummer. Do people celebrate midsummer around the world or is that a swedish thing? Anyway, I went to a friend from school's house and we had a barbeque and stayed up until 5AM just chatting and dancing and drinking and it was all kind of awesome. Sadly, I was outside most of the night and mosquitos love my blood to no end, so I now have mosquito bites all over, eventhough I used mosquito protection made of tar!! >__< Oh well.

Today I'm walking around in my underwear and sweating and drinking wine. haha. Quite a good day! :D

First thing first, Hi New friends! I fail for making new friends and then not posting a thing! XDDD

Anyway, I'm Therese, 24 years old, Swedish.. I've been studying acting for a while and now me and some people from my class are starting up a theatre group and we've rented a house to stay in beginning this fall and it will be all kinds of awesome and we'll be doing great things. :D We're going to be studying at the same time, a culture entrepreneur-thingie to help us start our business and deal with money and apply for money and things like that. So that's my plans for the future. As for now I'm having a summer break, and instead of working I'm studying some courses on distance at different universities. One is about Buddhism and stuff, haven't started that one yet. And the other one is about vampires!!! I have to read and watch Twilight, but other than that, it's awesome!! I've read Dracula and watched Coppola's movie and now I'm ugh, reading Twilight and yeah. Enough, so, my journal is all about eito and whining about my life. XD I have been really bad at updating for a while since we were working day and night for our premieres at school. But now I'm planning to update and be around loads more. :DOh, and if there's anything you want to ask me, just go ahead! :D

Anyways, I missed a few day of the meme, so, have a few at the same time! :D

Today I went to the optician because my glasses broke a few moths ago or so, and I have only been using contacts since and they're running out and yeah. I got two pairs, they had this thing that you get the 2nd pair for half the price, and the store in itself is reaaaally cheap so yeah. I got one pair that was kind of big and grey and one pair that was purple-pink-darkred and had shiny flowers on the side. haha. XD They will be done in about 7-10 days. I can't wait! :D I reeeaaally liked both of them and it'll be nice to have two pairs so I can wear glasses according to how I'm feeling. :D

Also yesterday I went downtown to get some books at the library (which I never did until today haha) and to get a pair of shoes for the summer. haha. I got three, but utterly cheap ones. XD And I bought this wonderful wineglasses, six of them, pink, but just like, a tinge of pink.. uhm, don't know how to explain it, but yeah. They are loooovely! :D I also got some pens and a writing book and a tiny brush for a little painting project I'm doing this summer. :D I love that I'm allowed to buy things for the house I'm moving in to this fall and stuff like that, because I have neeeeds when it comes to shopping, and if it can't be clothes, then it has to be something else. XD

Oh, have I told you here that me and the others from the acting group we're forming are renting a house together? We'll have a big yellow house with horses and forests as our neighbours and we'll create the most awesome stuff together in our house! XDDD

Hm. This got long. And I'm not on my laptop because it refuses to have internet, so I don't have uhm, the thing I use to write in LJ with.. Uhm. How do I make cuts now? XD

So, I'm doing the voice post meme. But I have only gotten two requests, which are kind of similar to each other.. So... Give me stuff to talk about?It can be whatever! Something you've wanted to ask me or whatever! :D Endulge me?

So school has started again and it started with me being sick for two days, when we had a guest teacher here. Very annoying. >_< But oh well.

This next week will be all about our own pojects. We're all supposed to have written a about 30 minutes long play and we'll have time to work with them this week. Unfortunately. Mine is not written yet. ehum. I have done nothing about it this weekend. Mainly because I've been sick, but also because I've been watching this kdrama called You're beautiful that moka_n_waffles wrote about in her LJ which made me want to watch it right away. I started Friday and was done yesterday. 16 episodes all over 1 hour long. haha. That's a good way to spend your weekend. :D

Now I'm watching They Kiss Again, which is a sequel to the twdrama It Started With A Kiss, which I love and I've been meaning to watch TKA since it started airing back in 2008. XD Anyways, I'm very excited. :D

Oh, I have a question to my flist, does anyone have a good program to rip videos off youtube? I have something called free download manager, which I love, but ripping from youtube does not work anymore and I want all the new shiny fancams so so so bad! *____*

I also want to do some memes that's been around lately. This one I stole from chimericalyours. ♥

Leave me a comment saying "Oh Ryo!" and I will:1. Tell you why I friended you.2. Associate you with something - fandom, song, color, photo, word, ETC.3. Tell you something I like about you.4. Tell you a memory I have of you.5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.7. In return, you must post this in your lj.

Ok. Now onto the meaning of this post. I wanted to post some pictures of the productions we've been doing in school so far. :D

Our first project was a cabaret to be shown in Risbergs Verkstad which is this old lovely industrial building that Henry (or teacher) has bought and made into a place to hold parties, give performances like ours and so far.We worked in several different groups and improvised and wrote stuff for the cabaret and picked out the things we really liked. It turned into a 80-90 minutes (plus break) long performance. We had food and stuff before and then bar and some musicians playing afterward and it was all a big success. :D I also sang in front of people for the first time in ages. Sadly the pics I have aren't too great, but oh well.

The next project we had, which we started with right after school started but that we had more time to work with around November. I did a monologue from a script by a Swedish scriptwriter named Isa Schöier, the play is called Sleeping Beauti Airlines and my role was "the daughter". There wasn't a real monologue, at least not a 20-30 minutes long one, but I copied and pasted all of her lines and made my own monologue from that. I spent a lot of time on this. We directed ourselves with a guestteacher as an eye who came with tips, but didn't do any directing herself, and I'm very very proud of this one.

And our latest production was an absurd play. We had this huge stage with newspapers all over the floor, condoms and vinyl gloves filled with paint in the ceiling, six bunk-beds and one single bed and we were all dressed in white. We were divided into four groups and we all had a script each that we took three parts from and did every part in between other groups parts, and there was dance, and lots of great things. I loved this so much, we worked on it practical for about two weeks. Which meant real hard work and late nights. So, some pics?

In two weeks we're gonna start on a new project, which is two plays with 7 people in each that we're going to tour with for a week in Finland. :D I'm looking forward to that! It's my neighboring country but I have never been to Finland. So yey. :D

Creds to those of you who had the stamina to get all the way down here.haha. I need to update more frequently. XD

I hope you had a lovely birthday and that you got a lot of nice gifts and ate lovely cake~ I'm so happy that I've gotten to know you and I hope we will get to know each other even better! Since I haven't done anything shiny for you, because I fail at life, have some hot Subaru:

Also, if you could PM me your address I might have something little for you~ :D

In other news, I'm sick and we're working from 8.30 AM tp 10.00 PM everyday for this week. Not funny. The monologue have been moved until Tuesday next week and yeah.. No rest. XD I do love it here, but OMG having these kind of long days when I normally would have stayed at home not moving from my bed except for maybe getting something to eat, is not funny. But it's only tomorrow left, and then it's Friday and we have a short day, which I'm going to stay at home from I think, and then I'll be going to Linköping to shop and see my boyfriend. I just hope I'm not going to be sick there too.

I also bought a new laptop yesterday. I wanted a pink one, but I didn't find one that wasn't too expensive, so I got a white one and will pimp it up myself later. XD I can't wait for it to arrive home. Want nooooooow~ I really really hope it gets here Friday so I can have it when getting on the 3 hours train to Linköping.

Yeah.. Other than that I don't have much to say. Gonna go lay down now. But before that, there are some memes goign around that I'd like to do so...

Photograph meme Give me as many things/people/places as you want. (i.e my job, my family, my room, my computer, my coffee cup etc), then I will try my best to take a picture of it!

Top Five meme Ask me my fannish Top Five [Whatevers]. Any top fives. Doesn't matter what, really! And I will answer them all in a new post. Probably with pictures if possible.

I'm dead tired. I don't really know why and I am going to bed very soon.

I just needed to first of all flail over the greatness that is kradam (Adam/Kris from American Idol) I am getting obsessed. A lot!

I wish there was that much eito-fics being written every day!

Also, con recording. I still haven't listened to it. I think I'm in this phase where I don't really want to think about there being a tour. I'm not as angsty as I was last tour, and I hope it'll keep that way, so right now I'm just keeping away from tour-stuff. XD

I am so very bored. I'm doing absolutely nothing these days and it's really starting to get to me. And I'm constantly tired even if I'm not doing anything. My sleeping schedule is just really fucked up. These past few days I've been waking up somewhere between 6~9, I usually go to sleep around 3. And then I'm awake for a few hours, fall asleep again and sleep until sometime in the afternoon. >__< Not good. I'm also starting to get worried about my application. It doesn't say anywhere at the school's homepage when you'll hear from them if they want to see you for a interview. And I really need to know what's going on!!

Why isn't there anyone online on MSN? I want to taaaaaaalk to people. XD

But happy thing, one of my best friends who has been in Fukuoka for.. 2 months (?) is coming home on the 12th! YAY! Talked to her on skype today. I really miss her and our Johnny's-days. I just hope we will get to have them in peace now, since she's gotten together with my little brother and we live in the same house. I guess I will have to lock him up somewhere to keep him away when I want my friends to myself. XD

OH! MEME!

Reply with your name and I will:a) Tell you why I friended you.b) Associate you with something -- a fandom, song, color, photo, etc.c) Tell you something I like about you.d) Tell you a memory I have of you.e) Ask you something I've wanted to know about youf) Tell you my favorite userpic from your listg) In return, you need to post this on your own

Also, I realize I forget to make an lj-cut on my long entries all the time. Sorry for that. Don't hate me.

Today I've wasted a whole day, doing absolutely nothing. Just as I have every day since I got home. Defenitely need to do something tomorrow. Getting into town, looking for jobs, get all the paperwork for school application together. . . I also should sleep soon. I am feeling a little tired. But I'm not keeping my hopes up. XDD

RULES: - Tell 100 Truths (I don't know how this is 100, either) - Tag 15 people after - They do the same back to you (I don't like tagging in case people really don't want to do it, so whoever wants to? ^^)

1. Last beverage → Red tea with honey and milk. 2. Last phone call → To my granddad and grandmom yesterday. Grandad turned 76. 3. Last text message → Thursday from a friend. 4. Last song you listened to → Björk - Vokuro (listening to it right now. 5. Last time you cried → Two days ago watching The Reader

HAVE YOU: 1. Made new friends → Yes. 2. Fallen out of love → Too many times. 3. Laughed until you cried → Defenitely. 4. Met someone who changed you → Yes. 5. Found out who your true friends were → For sure. 6. Found out someone was talking about you → Oh god the "truths" I've heard about me! 7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → As in friendly kissing, yes. 8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life → 8 people. Sweethearts they all are! 9. How many kids do you want to have → I'm not very thrilled about kids and I can't see myself as a mother. But I guess I'll end up wanting kids one time. Maybe. 10. Do you have any pets → One dog, Rocky and a cat, Usagi. My darlings. 11. Do you want to change your name → No. I like my name, I would like to change my LJ name though. 12. What did you do for your last birthday → Spent the day with friends, eating okonomiyaki and going to karaoke. ^^ 13. What time did you wake up today → 9.30 O____O 14. What were you doing at midnight last night → Oh god. I can't remember, maybe watching TV or sleeping or watching something on my computer. The days all mold into each other. XD 15. Name somethings you CANNOT wait for → Subs for dramas. 16. Last time you saw your father → Sitting next to him now. 17. One thing you wish you could change about your life → I want to be filthy rich! 18. What are you listening to right now → Björk - Innocence 19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Yup. 20. What's getting on your nerves right now? → Bad TV. 21. Most visited webpage → LJ, hotmail.

1. What's your name → Therese 2. Nicknames → Only my mum uses nicknames for me, Tesan, or if she wants me to do something for her, Teselesan. 3. Relationship Status → Very much single. 4. Zodiac sign → Gemini. 5. Male or female or transgendered → Female. 6. Elementary → Don't remember that much of it. 7. Middle School → I don't know what to say? 8. High school → I'm equaling this to Swedens' Gymnasium. And that was great times. Three years of music school. Though I have to say that guys with guitars looses some of its charm after a while. (Yeah, where is 9?) 10. Hair color → Red, but my real colour is dark brown. 11. Long or short → Realtively short. (12, 13, 14, 15? 16. Height → 153,5cm. And yes, the ,5 is important. 17. Do you have a crush on someone? → No. 18: What do you like about yourself? → That I never let people tell me who I am or how I should act. 19. Piercings → One in each ear. 20. Tattoos → No. 21. Righty or lefty → Righty.

FIRSTS : 22. First surgery → The closest to surgery I've ever gotten is to glue a hole under my lip where a tooth went through together again. 23. First piercing → First and only in my ears. 24. First best friends → Anna Andersson, from when we were 6 years old until 12 years old. 26. First sport you joined → Riding. 27. First pet → Snuttan. A really ladylike half Norwegian Forest cat. She was already 2 years old when I was born and she was with me until I was 15. 28. First vacation → Probably Denmark since we used to go there every summer. 29. First concert → First "real" concert was at the Hultsfred Festival 1995/1996. Saw Idde Schultz. ^^ 30. First crush → Michael Fungmark, I was six he was seven and it was love at first sight!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → No. 98. Who is it? → See previous. 99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → No. 100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → Yes.

There is a really true chance that Tegomass will come back to Sweden again. But for that we need to show the jimusho our interest. There has been an community opened and also a group on Facebook. These are things that will be shown to people at Johnny's and the chances of them actually coming here are very real.

So now I'm gonna write some kind of please come back here Tegomass-thingie and I need to friendslock all my posts with photos, links and whatever. God. I'll be without Subassan avatar and lovely icons for a while after I gotten started. Hm. Should I just make a completely new LJ instead? I don't know. I would so love to see them back here since I became a fan maybe 6 months after they were here the last time. And this kind of oppurtunity don't come too often. To actually meet and shake hands with and maybe talk to Johnny's boys. *______* So anyways. If anyone's willing or interested to help, please tell me. Even if you don't really care, maybe you could join the group on Facebook? For me? Please? I know that most of my flist are eito-fans and all. But you know, joining a group on Facebook is not hard work? Could I maybe maybe ask that of you guys? ^^;;;

Aah. I think I'll just start up a new blog or LJ. I don't want to go through having to go back and lock everything with pictures and taking down my layout and all..

New blog it is then! YEY! ^___^

EDIT:Stealing meme from elyndys because I have too much time on my hands. ^^

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before.14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. 15. Been to prom.16. Cried at school.17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. 18. Been streaking.19. Given or received a lap dance.20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 87%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.23. Kissed a stranger. 24. Hugged a stranger. 25. Been scuba diving.26. Driven a car.27. Had an x-ray.28. Hit by a car.29. Had a party. 30. Done serious drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 81%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball.32. Got paid to strip for someone.33. Run away from home.34. Broken a bone.35. Eaten sushi.36. Bought porn.37. Watched porn.38. Made porn.39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex.40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 76%

41. French kissed.42. Laughed so hard you cried. 43. Cried yourself to sleep.44. Laughed yourself to sleep.45. Stabbed yourself.46. Shot a gun.47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.50. Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69%

51. Watched a person die.52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.53. Pranked somebody.54. Put somebody in the hospital.55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.56. Kissed somebody of the same sex.57. Dressed punk.58. Dressed goth.59. Dressed preppy. 60. Been to a motocross race.

71. Got caught stealing something.72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.74. Gone out with your friend's crush. 75. Got arrested.76. Been pregnant.77. Babysat.78. Been to another country.79. Started your house on fire.80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 54%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex. ??????84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more.85. Sat on your butt all day.86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.87. Had a job.88. Gotten cut from a sports team.89. Been called a whore.90. Danced like a whore.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 50%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.92. Been in a car accident.93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.94. Been told you have beautiful hair.95. Raped somebody.96. Danced in the rain.97. Been rejected.98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.100. Been raped.

PERCENTAGE TOTAL: 45%

Ok. Should I be happy or sad that I'm a 45% virgin. Also, what's up with the rape-questions? o___O

Aah~ I'm tired but can't sleep. I still blame the jetlag. >__<I so want to see Tegomass in Sweden! *______*

Awkward moment today: I went to the rooftop to take a smoke and there was this guy out there already, and it was like storming outside and he had some book with a few papers in that flew away and I was gonna pick that up, but he ran and picked it up himself. And then we both moved to a corner were it wasn't as windy and well, lit a cigarette each, I sat down, he sat down. Me: . . . Guy: . . . Me: *stealing a glance* Guy: *stealing a glance* The silence is getting really awkward by now. Me: *say something.. "It's windy today isn't it."? Naah.* Silence is getting really long. Me: . . . Guy: . . . Finally he was done smoking and waved a little when he went inside.

Awkward.

I wonder who it was though? I think he's a new guy cause I don't think I've seen him before.

I heard from my classmate today that one actress in Boys over Flowers committed suicide, so when I came home today I looked it up, and it's true. One of the three evil girls. Then I read some comments on the article and someone wrote something along the lines of, "Oh, that's really sad.. But she ruined the drama!" WTH?! What's wrong with people?

9 days left in Japan. Oh God. Feels so weird. So I'm thinking about other things instead. Stole a Johnny's meme from orangerobots

You know, sometimes you think that you've like, gotten over the worst flailing, that you've calmed down and you know, can speak without capital letters and all, but.. OMG! THE CALENDAR IS SO SHIIIINY! AND THE ALBUM WILL BE SO GREEEEAT AND YOKO IS TOO HOT TO HANDLE and Hina has old lady-hair! *__________________________________________________________* I been flailing for hours and it just wont stop! *_______*

So I think this is the best time for a little meme. The other night when I couldn't sleep I was just browsing aimlessly and saw this great meme. I no longer remember where I saw it and the exact words and so, but it was something like this:

Fandom Love Meme. Why do you love your fandom? What got you hooked, and what keeps you there? Explain, flail, do whatever, just tell us!I want to tag people, but I don't know who, so I'll just tag my whole flist! Indulge me? ^___^

Been watching Mei-chan tonight with luin_lote. I really really love it so much! ♥

I'm planning to watch one more ep of Voice before I go to bed, but before that I need to get some mails sent, some comments answered and a sales-post done. It feels like I'm selling out half of my collection. But honestly, I don't really care about anything but Kanjani, so I won't really miss them that much. I wonder if anyone would be interested in those toothbrushes from the Pacific tour? Hm. . . Oh the lack of money. But now I only have to survive 16 more days, then I'll go back to Sweden and live on my parents. I really have mixed feelings about going home, on one hand, to get rid of all the financial problems feels great, on the other hand, I will leave Japan, and this time I won't know when I'll be coming back. If there's a tour next summer (2010) I'll have to go, but I am worrying that I might not be able to afford it, but I can't stand the thought of missing one more tour, since I didn't go to the summer tour last year and won't be able to go to any tours this year. Aaah~ Stupid money! >__<

But oh well. My dear friend Maria will be here in like, 9 days! I'm so looking forward to that! We were here together last year and lived together in an apartment and well, ever since we became friends like 10 years ago, we've never gone this long without seeing each other. So yeah, it will be great seeing her again! ♥

Need to get up earlier tomorrow and go to the post office. Oh great. >_<

I should just stop babbling now and get to work.

But before that, it's meme-time!

1. Provide pictures and the names of 3 people. 2. Label which you would Marry, Fuck, and Kill. 3. Comment to this and I will give you 3 people. 4. Post this meme with your answers.

Feeling so much better now. ^____^ The night and the thoughts just overpowers me sometimes. But I skipped school yesterday, was planning to watch the Oscars, but we didn't have the right channel here, so I spent some time on internet and went to sleep.

Then luin_lotecame home and we watched the last episodes of Tenipuri. It's over. OMG. The finals almost killed me, but I love them all sooo much! And random appearance of Akutsu made me happy! It's funny how I really really hated him up until he was sweet to Dan. ^^;;; Also, I have these tics when I start singing "saru, gorilla, chimpancee~" PoT has made me weirder than I was before.

Subaru is absolutely gorgeous in the new magazines. I just want to squeeze him! ♥

I calculated my attendance rate and even if I go to school every day from now on, I will still not get my certificate. Great. Oh well, I can still get that paper saying that I've been in school. And that's really all I need.

LJ fucked up my last entry so I'm deleting that and reposting the meme here instead, sorry if some of you have already read it. ^^;; Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.

Lately I've been in this really good mood. It could have something to do with the fact that I'm going to see Subaru Friday and Saturday. ^______^

But also, I don't know. Right now everything just feels nice.I have found something to do once I get back to Sweden that really feels right in every kind of way. I just hope that I'll get accepted to the school.It feels like everything is just finally settling down a little somehow. I've been so afraid to deal with things like what to do with my future and my dreams. Because the only reason really, to not pursue my dream of becoming an actress is that I'm so afraid to fail that I barely dare to try. But I do love it so much, and it's time for me to stop being so damn afraid of everything and start believing in myself and my own ability and my own talent. I am good at acting, hell, it might be the only thing that I'm really good at. So why not?

So. On to another topic. Today the student visa holders at my school went to some trip, and the ones that didn't have a visa and didn't want to spend 10 000 yen on that trip, stayed in Tokyo to make udon.It was fun. I worked with two Swedes and one from somewhere else, don't really remember. And one of the Swedes was the one in my class I don't really like. But he can be quite funny sometimes, in a Swedish kind of way, I realized today.Walking on dough is strange.The udon ended up being, well fine, but not the greatest thing I've eaten in my life. But oh well. It was fun making anyways. And we had this guy at the same table, but in the other group who was really competitive and that kind of brought out the competer in me. ^^;;;

I hate when people bid at auctions one minute before it's supposed to end and it gets prolonged with another 10 and then they do it again and again. >_< But, at the end of it, I won! YEY! Arena ticket!! ♥

The other day, Suzuki-san, the guy that has helped me with the tickets, went to IKEA and came home with omiyage for me; a bottle of red wine. Strange that they sell French wine at the Swedish food-corner in IKEA. But oh well. I'm happy. Haven't had even a glass of wine since I got here. So now I'm celebrating my tickets and that there's no school tomorrow with wine. Very nice. Talking about IKEA. I want to go there and buy swedish candy. You're never as swedish as when you're at IKEA. Oh the fooood!

So, I went goods hunting today. But not for me, I wasn't going to buy anything, seeing as I really really need to save the few money I have. But then I went to lovely lovely TRIO and found this lovely lovely uchiwa. That I just had to have.. And then, there was a few photos too. And then I had to go to another shop, cause all the things I was looking for wasn't at TRIO. And I had to look through the albums with shop photos there too.. Because, you know, they are cute. ( And I found quite some lovely ones there too. )

Isn't it just too beautiful?! I might have bought some pictures that I might or might not have at home already. This I had bought like two weeks ago, so if anyone is interested, buy it from me!

I definitely have some shopaholic issues that I should take care of soon. But I mean, what really makes you happy? Food or increasing your Johnny's collection? ^^;;;;

Anyways, did a meme asking people to ask me to take pictures of whatever they could think of. orangerobots wanted a picture of my favourite food. Okonomiyaki. The best thing ever! ♥

__oh_mercy_me__ wanted a pic of the view outside my window. Taken tonight, so quite hard to see anything. . ^^;; Not the loveliest view.

hikage_hikari wanted a pic of the contents of the bag I always have with me. Now this is ridiculous! Wallet, a small purse containing small towel (designed by Yasu), tissues, some make-up, band aids and other stuff, passport, keys, gloves, cellphone, camera, cigarettes, lip balm, mp3-player, USB stick (????????), milk tea.. Now really. How do I even have room for my school books on weekdays? O___O

tegawa wanted a pic of my bathroom. Since I live in a guest house I don't have a proper bathroom, but oh well. Here's the toilets: Don't flush the napkin people! And the washbowl-room:

Yup. That's it!

Aaah. I should get a start on my NEWS concert report. But seeing how I failed at the Subaru report, I don't really feel like it. But I need to get it done soon, before everything has slipped my mind.

EDIT: On a wim I went and nominated Subaru over at pretty_boy_love . Once the voting has started, please go and vote. ^^;;; And if there are any pics that I need to have on the campaigns, please tell me. ^__^