Friday, August 06, 2010

I can't believe I am surviving alone without you. I have tried to stay busy every single second so I wont miss you too much.I cleaned the kitchen. Remember how awfully messy it was when you left with all 4 children to the ranch in New Mexico.(Remember the girls think that its in Mexico?)Well anyway, the kitchen is clean--really clean. I thought while you were gone I'd have all these projects and things to do and get done while you were gone. Well I already did most of them already and I still have 3 days without you.Matt and Van came up to check on me. They fixed that darn closet in my dressing room.I also ran a few errands today, did a little school shopping on line, visited Betsy, and now I am watching Sixteen candles and doing my paint by numbers.It has stormed all night. I love love it. When it thunders, it reminds me of the jets flying over me on the 4th of July, so powerful I want to cry.I miss you so much. I am not looking forward to bed alone without you again.I also miss the boys falling asleep wherever and whenever.

NieNie Dialogues

{stephaNIE NIElson} My blog began in 2005. I write daily about whatever I am doing, mostly about my five children; Claire, Jane, Oliver, Nicholas, and Charlotte. I also write about my husband Christian (Mr. Nielson), my struggles, my blessings and my strong Mormon faith. In 2008, Christian and I were in a airplane crash. I was burned over 80% of my body. I am living a beautiful life despite pain and challenges.