Foxy Brown’s behavior has been constant fodder for gossip blogs and Twitter. But she’s had enough of the lies and rumors. The Brooklyn rapper broke down in tears during an interview on MTV’s “RapFix Live.”

An emotional Foxy fought back tears as she spoke. “I have tears in my eyes right now because what I’ve been through, you guys don’t understand,” she continued. “The fact that somebody can just lie and it becomes a trending topic, where everybody is talking about it, and you have to constantly come out of the booth and stop what I’m doing to defend a lie.”

But despite her tough skin, she pleaded with her haters to leave her alone. “You already know me, I have the heart of a soldier, but after a while it becomes like, let her live.”

During the interview, she also addressed her non-appearance at Hot 97’s Summer Jam. Foxy was rumored to share the stage with Lil’ Kim during Fabolous’ set, but was reportedly running late.

“The story is not true,” she said. “Foxy Brown was never late. Let’s just say that it wasn’t orchestrated properly.”

She claims that the original plan was for Fab to bring her out, but the night before he called her with the idea to reunite her and Kim. But she wasn’t with it.

“If we can orchestrate a situation where it’s real, then I’m with it. If it’s not real, I’m not with it,” she said. “And it wasn’t real as you can see.”

According to Foxy, Kim did not want the moment to happen. “She was defiant from the moment he even said my name,” said Foxy. “She said, ‘I don’t want to perform with her.’ I said, ‘Fab, it’s not genuine.'”

She knew prior to Summer Jam that she would not be hitting the stage. “I told him that my spirit didn’t feel right if it wasn’t genuine.”