Independently, I went searching for self-hosted games, because I'm a nerd, and ended up checking on the status of a bunch of old FOSS games I like, and had this really self-conscious moment of like... I'm still a game dev, right? Even though my dev interests are dramatically moving in a different direction?

The new direction is motivated by self-preservation though... seeing the trends of the industry and trying to compensate. Still, it feels a bit like letting go of a part of me. Maybe I'll find time to get back to that someday.