What it's like to change your surname twice in one year and what to do with your wedding dress/ring/photos, ALSO I am recovering from an eating disorder relapse

It is what it is – Day 16

So this weekend is my friends wedding and my arms look like giant sausages. And I just have to shrug it off. Because despite the way I feel – I’m still going to the wedding and my arms will be seen and they will look massive so I might as well just accept it and get over it because the alternative is to sit hating myself all night. And no way in hell am I going to miss out on another fun occasion because I hate my body.