I've been waking up with my arms laid over the back of my head trying to suffocate myself into my pillow. In the dreams I can always tell it's happening because I hear what sounds like a whistling alarm, when in reality it is me suffocating

-this is terrible, but I was watching that clip of her walking, and for a split second actually smelled how terrible she must smell.
The mind is amazing, to bring up a memory of how a morbidly obese patient smells (edit...one who has poor hygiene) while watching a clip of someone who has the same issues.

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She mentioned on Eric's live the other day about her feet stinking. They had a whole conversation about it. And this was the day she had those sneakers on she never wears.
She probably has so many different smells of funk coming from different areas of her body. There's no way she can't.

Callouses indicate that someone walks around barefoot a lot. Usually outside on rocks and stuff. I'm reminded of the phrase "country girl feet." If she has callouses, they're between her toes from rubbing together in ill fitting shoes, and that's it. She is not what I would call a great walker. Or even a great stander.

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Waddling with her feet pointed out.
Imagine how destroyed her joints are.
She will die morbidly obese because she knows nothing else.
She's too much of a glutton. She's too ignorant and narciccistic. She won't get the help she needs because in her mind she's this dainty lass who can fix her problems herself.
And she fails every time.

There is no amount of exercise and weight loss that could resolve that issue. The only thing would be skin removal surgery. Our gurl is headed toward expensive cosmetic surgeries. I hope that she saves as much money as possible.

Even if she did... she might end up like that one blond lady from Biggest Loser that worked so hard, lost all the weight, paid for the skin removal surgeries... and then the surgeries fucked her lymphatic system up so she couldn’t drain properly anymore and she poofed up like she got blown up through her asshole. Jacqueline? Damn what was her name. And I felt SO bad for her because she is so sweet and just busted her ass for years and... boom. Ruined by the thing that was supposed to save her. Also AL’s skeleton is 100% deformed. So I kind of feel AL’s pain, like... why bother? The ship has sailed now, her body is already fucked. Might as well go out happy, Hungry Fat Chick style. But own it! Show us those layyugs!!

Even if she did... she might end up like that one blond lady from Biggest Loser that worked so hard, lost all the weight, paid for the skin removal surgeries... and then the surgeries fucked her lymphatic system up so she couldn’t drain properly anymore and she poofed up like she got blown up through her asshole. Jacqueline? Damn what was her name. And I felt SO bad for her because she is so sweet and just busted her ass for years and... boom. Ruined by the thing that was supposed to save her. Also AL’s skeleton is 100% deformed. So I kind of feel AL’s pain, like... why bother? The ship has sailed now, her body is already fucked. Might as well go out happy, Hungry Fat Chick style. But own it! Show us those layyugs!!

The risks from the surgeries are not small but does she have much choice if she loss enough weight to reach 250 pounds? She is in such denial that she is still a dainty princess that would lose all the weight if she cut out a couple of crackers from her diet.