Cheers For The Fast Times

Tuesday, 30 September 2014

Can I just be one of the lost kids?

♬ Forget Jakarta - Adithia Sofyan

But if you stay, I will stay.

Even though the town’s not what it used to be

And pieces of your life you try to recognize

All went down

So.. it's been ages since the last time I wrote here. And it just came down to me that I always had this same feeling every time I click on this blog. It's always whenever I'm in doubt, whenever I'm feeling blue or crappy, whenever I got pretty messed up, or whenever I feel lost. I click on the link and here I am.

Usually I went through my old posts. Until the very first post on this blog. And I did it again this time. Only I didn't went to the very first post. I stopped at this post.

"time flies. I've been talking about this same crap for whole my life. time. really.
there are times when we all wish for the same thing.
when we all wish for the happy moment to freeze.
when we all wish to pause on our favorite moments, rewind for a moment, and skip the bad things.

when we all wish for time to stop or fly.
it feels like it was just yesterday that I'm so excited to wear my white-gray uniform. but now, in 3 days, my final year will begin, the last year on high school. then in no time, we'll all start a brand new life. new adventure. real life. real world. cruel place.
say this is childish, but I'm afraid to grow up.
"welcome to the real world, girlfriend." he said."

And then I realized, I just had the exact same conversation, but this time with a different person.