"Dear Saint-Germain, I don't know why I feel so alone. It's like there's a wall around me and I'm stuck behind it. I long for authentic relationships, yet I don't know how to have them. I don't trust people because I had a difficult relationship with my parents. I kept them at a distance by acting aloof and superior to them. Now I do this with everyone.

"I currently live with a man, not because I love him, but because I'm afraid that I can't survive financially without him. Yet, I push him away with my self-protective behavior. I would like to change this, but I don't know how. Can you help me?"

Hello, my friend. I AM Saint-Germain. Your Soul is encouraging you to be more self-reliant with your life and to have meaningful relationships, too. It's true that you find yourself swinging back and forth in your behavior. Sometimes you feel needy and dependent upon people, and this causes you to compromise your freedom. But later, when you become uncomfortable, you protect yourself with resistance or by acting aloof, superior, or uncommitted to others. And there is a reason for this.

Now you're learning that you want something more than this experience. You want to be the author of your own life, instead. You are learning to appreciate the rewards and satisfaction (as well as the responsibilities and limitations) of having greater autonomy in your personal life, as well as greater intimacy in your relationships.

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