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Time......
Too slow for those who wait,
Too swift for those who fear,Too long for those who grieve,
Too short for those who rejoice,
But for those who love,
Time is eternity.

GOODBY 2010, WELCOME 2011

So today 1/1/11. Nice numbers really. Hahaha, another year goes by & a new year has come with more promises, more hopes..... more things to be done & faced.

2010

It was a good year for me.... not much challenge actually, but still there was still ups & downs. That is life, without that, life would be sooooo boring..... but alhamdullillah... i can give myself a pat on the back... i did it well in 2010.... the achievement in my studies, is something i am so proud of myself. Finally i held a degree at 46. Yeah, Allah works mysterious way, i agreed with it... All the years goes by.... so many things happened, some good, some bad, some really painful & some really sweet. Alhamdullillah, watever i have gone thru, not just in 2010 but all those years, i feel so blessed. All those experiences in life, have made me become a better person, wiser & matured. Those experiences were part of life changing process..... i love it & will treasure all those experience forever.

2011

So today, here we are, 1st day of 2011.... happy birthday my dearest friend Shila.... This 2011, yeah this 1st 3 months i will be busy preparing for Yana's wedding definitely, so 2011, insyallah, we will add a new member to my small family, a son-in-law in April. Hopefully everything goes well. And of cos, i am letting go my one and only child.... hopefully she will adept to her new life, be a good wife & dother-in-law.... Than after the wedding, it will be time for me to think about myself, my life....have to plan for my own future, wat to do next....

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