Double Three

2. I have a very complicated relationship with myself. Which makes everyone else’s decision very easy.

3. I am more accepting of some of my flaws as being human. Or is it the other way around?

4. Age is not just a number. It’s a reminder of how much time I’ve left before I’m forgotten.

5. ‘Forgive and forget’ is a sack of shit advice. I tried them (on myself as well). Doesn’t work. Instead, say them out loud only. They’ll believe you.

6. I’ll never get over her, I have a feeling. Or, it will be a while…or still, never. Tough one. Have to mull over that for a while.

And the most important thing I’ve learned this past year:

7. Every morning, my fretting over these points -they are more than 6, I assure you – the previous night gives me a chuckle (how silly of me, I say). Then every night, the chuckle fades fast and I’m off to acquiring a brand new gray hair.

Some would say ‘You didn’t have to sign up for this, you know.’ But how else would I want what I can’t have in life?

Perhaps I ought to do a George Costanza and do the opposite of what I’ve been doing.