- You must let them know, they must know about it. How long u wants to keep this pain alone.?

- But they will worried about me. I am wooried! My abah n mak x berapa sihat. When see them worried it hurts me. I've been there before. SIGH...

-I know that sayang, but please. At least give them chance to do what they should do. Your mum pray is important for u. I cant do that for you. Please yanggg, call them when u feel better a bit...

His voice is real slow...not his fault, he also dunno how to help me...and me myself really dunno where to start again. The whole day i am just sleeping with the helps of painkillers. But it feels nothing on me. The pain is really hurts. The Doctors keep giving me the fever prescriptions while i am not. Hmmm... just wait if the pain still, i will need to do blood test...let see how after this....