God and Devil coexist within me........

I have seen God, he is within me, whenever I act generously, forgive someone genuinely, i feel God in me. I have seen Devil, he is within me, whenever I get angry, I speak things i Shouldn't, act i mustn't, I feel Devil in me.I have seen God, he is within me, whenever I go out of my way to Help someone, make someone happy and feel the same happiness enchant me, i feel God in me. I have seen Devil, he is within me, whenever i hurt someone intentionally, want to make someone miserable and weak, I feel Devil in me.Yes i have seen God and i have seen the Devil. Both are inside me, How to act, how to feel, to awaken the God and the Devil in me.