Spam MaybeHello all...I was away from the laptop and when I came back I got a new message. I was so excited. What fabulous new fu drink did I get today from someone I never talk to? What I got made me laugh...so I will post it here for your amusement.
from:
chancechris75
Haha....It's a great day.
District Of Columbia, DC
subject:
Hi, how are you?
received:
06/6/2010 07:04 pm
replied:
no block this member
Hi, how are you? I hope all is well. I will be in you area for a couple of days and wanted to know what fun things I could get into while I am here. I am a loungey kind of person and not really into the club scene anymore...If you know some good spots, please feel free to hit me up. or if you could be my tour guide it would greatly help.... I hope this doesn't run you away. I am a

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Thoughtshow at times i see the world , may shock others . i seewhat is inside instead of out , i jupersonality who they are, and how close i should let them get. it usually only takes a second for me to know if i want to stay talking or run . sadly not many see me for who i am inside , they just see a shell . Im not beautiful but not ugly , im not sjinny ...no biggie. i just some would understand that going by the outside , is like looking at the cover of a book and saying you read it. what is inside of my closest friends in fubar .... pure beauty... so pure , sometimes i have to close my eyes. but even they can be blind to what in going on in my life. that is enough thoughts for now , leave another later

BunnybunnybunnyWhen little bunnies are running in the middle of the road without their momm and they can't get over the curb, you should pick them up and put them in some bushes away from the road; not too far away, but mommies can find their babies within 200m of where they left them. Mommy bunnies come back for their babies only in the morning and at night. so the babies are alone all day, but that doesn't mean they are abandoned. Also, the vet said that it is a rumor that if you touch a baby bunny that its mommy will reject it! So, pick it up so the crows don't eat it and hide it in some bushes.
You don't need to bring them to the vet unless they are distressed, hurt, or you haven't seen their mom for over 24 hours.

It Was EverythingSweating, shaking
breathing passion and peace
in the moment
I was everything
to you
I was beautiful
delicious to the senses
I wanted to be yours
know all you had to offer
even my tears
I wanted to taste your sweet breath
with my soul
I felt the darkness like a lover from years ago
I danced in the dim lights
for you
soft with pains
hard with passion
every touch said I was the one
for the moment
no one person could take that from me
except maybe you
but you wouldnt
I was the sun the moon the stars
I was the rivers and the fire
beneath your hands
all my strength
all my weakness
relinquished to you
in that moment
and
the morning rays danced across my skin
awakened
only to know the moment
had
gone

Is It So TerribleIs it so terrible that I clean up lthe grammar on someone else's SFW smumm, and reposted as an NSFW smumm? A. Terrible and mean B. Someone should do it!

New Skin - "beautifully Bewitching" - 6/6Heya fubies :)
I've just added a new public skin. This one was made by request with an image sent to me by DJ Kissable, but as it is not made to be a custom skin anyone is free to use it. This one is sized at 1366+, but should still be alright on smaller resolutions.
Below is the top portion of the skin to give you an idea of what it looks like. If you'd like to rip it, please visit my skin section (view my profile, scroll to the bottom and select BROWSE USER'S SKINS). As always, you're free to use any that are marked PUBLIC. If you have an idea for a public skin, you can always message me with the images or ideas and I'll get to them as time allows.
Have a good one ;)
-HS

My Sister Norma On Right Side Of The Photo And Me On Left,me and my sister Norma on my dad`s side, she sings just like Tammy Wynette, she use to sing the song below at the circle K in Penngrove Nj when it was there, and has been to the grand old opry and did meet Tammy Wynette more then once,
where is this kind of guy for me ?

My Sister Norma On Right Side Of The Photo And Me On Left,me and my sister Norma on my dad`s side, she sings just like Tammy Wynette, she use to sing the song below at the circle K in Penngrove Nj when it was there, and has been to the grand old opry and did meet Tammy Wynette more then once, where is this

Drinking With A Arizona GirlA Mexican, an Arab, and a Arizona girl are in the same bar. when the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the air, pulls our his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. He says, "In Mexico, our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the same one twice." The Arab, obviously impressed by this, drinks non-alcohol beer (cuz he's a muslim!), throws it into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. "In the Arab World, we have so much sand to make glasses that we don't need to drink with the same glass twice either." The Arizona girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her 45, and shoots the Mexican and the Arab. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, and calling for a refill, she says, "In Arizona, we have no many illegal aliens that we don't have to drink with the sames ones twice."
God Bless Arizona

Are People SoAre people so into fu drama in my mumms and blogs, that they don't understand I make fun of myself as well as make fun of everyone else?

To YouMy Heart beats with every thought of you. It knows no bounds to the joy that you bring to my life. You make my day with the sound of your voice. I know that right now we're apart and it won't be for much longer. Soon my love , we'll be together again in each other's arms, were we belong. You make me laugh like nothing in the world is wrong. And the smiles that the thoughts of you bring to my face. In knowing you, I now know the true me. The real woman that I was meant to be in this life. You mean everything to me. I am yours and you are mine. Forever this will be. I love you, baby. Here's to us.. Hoping to have many new memories with you.

Rules For Bikini Contestok its like this you promote your self i will be going by the votes you get it will start next friday at midnight if you want out of the contest i will take you out and i dont want the ladys coming to me about she the only one geting votes and not me it called you promote your self

UpsetAnyone truly upset at me for posting pretty women as my default photo sometimes? Should I stop or continue?

Machine Makes Human OrgansHow about this machine that can produce human organs. Organovo, a company based in California, makes the machine that uses a layering technique. The machines shows promise for making human organs on demand. Making kidneys is one thing but what about other possibilities? I know it’s just a matter of time before people start using the machine to make sex organs. Read on http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,594007,00.html
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Obama Job CreationLady Selling Lemonade on the Beach (reportedly clearing $500.00 per day)...So who says making money is tough? The jobs are out there, folks!!

Ladies And Men=)just so u know my man know's that i am on this site and what i am doing... besides i am not doing anything wrong and keeping it pg13 on my pics so i don't see anything wrong with it...and ladies are more than welcome too..don't be shy like new friends..well have to finish making breakfast and good morn and good afternnoon and good night...=)

&hearts Slay &hearts"Romantic love reaches out in little ways, showing attention and admiration. Romantic love remembers what PLEASES a man, what EXCITES him, and what SUPRISES him. It's actions whisper: You are the most special person in my life. He is MY romantic love, there are no words for how I LOVE him, how I NEED him, how I FEEL him close to me even when we are apart. How when I'm without him I smile because I remember how he loves me, how I love him, and how IN LOVE we are with each other. ♥ ♥ ♥ I LOVE YOU SLAY, YOU OWN MY HEART AND SOUL, I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU TOTALLY AND UNCONDITIONALLY FOR ETERNITY ♥ ♥ ♥

Hey, I'm BackI haven't been on here in forever, some things have been going on in my life. Right now I'm single and I have 2 wonderful boys. Anything else just ask. I'm usually on yahoo or you can text my phone.

LifeSo life is pretty damned good right now. Tight on money, but that's temporary. I've got great friends, awesome roommates, and a wonderful child. Got a fabulous place to live, and the entire summer to do as I please. Now if I can only find roommates to get a place with me for the next school year, things will be great!
I've discovered that life isn't necessarily what you've got or don't have... it's what you make of it.
And we're making it pretty damned good.

ThoughtsI dont know how to feel anymore. I dont think my heart could possibly break anymore. I dont think i could possible cry these tears anymore. I thought I could trust you, but probably another lie you want me to believe is surfacing. I thought everything would be alright. that the wounds would heal over my heart. But they haven't. they keep festering deep within my heart. I'd say that I am not hurt but that'd be a lie in its self. Every pay check you spend it on the unnessasries rather than the children. I know what I should do but I'm not sure I know how so easily. I wanted you to open your eyes but I knew that was just too much to ask. I sit at home while you're at "work" and I'm not dumb. I know when you're not and I know how I feel when you snap at me and ask why when I ask about when you go into work. I know what you're doing and I havent really le tit sink in. I know if I do things will happen and in the end I'll be crying. I just wish you'd look at your kids, you know the ones I t

SpiritDo you count yourself as spirit Walking amoung the Dreams of Other RealmsKnowing the Universe beyond Common Senses Do you Reach Out to Touch at InfinityAnd Undertake an Account of Eternity To See beyond the Stars and the InfinitesimalEven in our Smallness, We are Grand We open our Hearts and find UnityLeaving our Essence in Grace And our Thoughts in Awe

Dream WatcherHe is watching me.I look at him,He smiles and speaks.I move toward his voice,He smiles and watches.Sighing... I need sleep.My mind is wandering,I'm so torn.Leave me some peace!He keeps enteringMy dreams and wandering.He is welcome,Yet he is not.

Lets Get Nekkid!!!Join me for my Serene Sunday show show at 8am est (5AM SLT). Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Weed For Painhey all is just me or dose it seem that no one gets that weed wwas gods gift to us to cure pain. my whole life i have delt with exteem pain though out my body. and i been though every pain pill there is and the only thing that work is weed . i just wish it was legal in my state.

BetsShouldn't sports mumms really be, who is the better team I should place my bet on?

Fell Off A Cliff - We Don't Know The Cause Of DeathI'm sorry but the man fell off of a cliff. I don't think it's rocket science on what probably killed him.
A porn actor, who was accused of killing a coworker with a sword, died after falling off a cliff Saturday when police used a stun gun to subdue him.
Police said Stephen Clancy Hill attacked three coworkers with a samurai-style sword at the scene of a pornographic film shoot on Tuesday. One of the men later died.
When police caught up with Hill on Saturday, he kept them at bay for eight hours atop a cliff in West Hills, said Officer Bruce Borihanh.
To take Hill into custody, officers used their stun guns on him, at which point he went off the cliff, Borihanh said.
Police said Hill jumped, but also added it was unclear what caused his death.
On Tuesday night, West Valley police were called to a home on Hayvenhurst Avenue following reports of an assault with a deadly weapon.
The home was being used to make pornographic films, but shoots had ended for the day.
Authorities sa

Repetitive Stress Injury... Isn’t That When...I pummel your ass because you're constantly, repetitively stressing me out? Because, y'know, seriously, if you come by my desk and you say "dude, can you do this for me?" And, on the outside chance that I say, "Sure, I can do that, after I get my workload finished up", you then wander by my desk at least once every fifteen minutes to a half an hour, asking me if I've got your damned report/paper/memo/low-level-flunkie-makework done, and have the nerve to look surprised when I glare up at you from behind my desk and tell you that "I'll let you know when it's finished and go away before I hurt you."Those of you who've had office jobs know, of course, that I'm talking about middle-managers when I say "you" in this case. Middle-managers, people with MBAs who make more money than I do, and generally couldn't find their ass with both hands and a map, even if you'd just pointed it out to them three minutes before. They don't actually have a job to do, they just make shit up for you to do, in

........"The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this:A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive.To him... a touch is a blow,a sound is a noise,a misfortune is a tragedy,a joy is an ecstasy,a friend is a lover,a lover is a god,and failure is death.Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create - - - so that without the creating of music or poetry or books or buildings or something of meaning, his very breath is cut off from him. He must create, must pour out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency he is not really alive unless he is creating." -Pearl S. Buck

Plea Of The Lonely I want you to...
Hold me
let the rhythm of our hearts be the clock
since none is in the sky
Touch me
let your fingers warm me hotter than summer
to fight the evening breeze
Look at me
reach into my soul where no one ever goes
like the stars that gleam high
Talk to me
whisper truth to sooth my restless mind before i sleep
and today's dawn's released

The DiaryAs daddy was asleep, he hears the ringing off the hook. He finally got up to see where it was coming from. As he stumble around he hears it coming from his daughters room. Again she was on the phone last night and forget to put it back in it's place in the living room.
As he search to find it, he stumbled across his daughter's diary. Knowing it was wrong, he was also curious to know what his daughter been doing since she's almost all grown up and hope she's not into anything bad. He keep on reading how fun she had going out, how lucky she has it, sometimes bummed out cause stuff didn't work out but didn't get to her.
Then he stumbled into how she didn't like how her friends think her daddy is handsome. They would make fun of her and say things like "if he was my daddy, I'd....? " I bet he as a big . . .? As he keep reading she wrote down how one night she had a dream about her daddy. Then those dreams started to become more sexual and how hot and horny she be waking up in the

[15 Days]God only knows how long I'll keep this blog up because I have to delete blogs to read old blogs.
yeah...
anyway.
So, pretty much every aspect of my life is crumbling.Again.
... wait for itwait for it
OKAY!EVERYONE PRETEND TO BE SURPRISED!
...
Totally used to it.And of course, I spent five hours on the phone today.
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
so what has me so irritated? There's at least one mouse in the house, I've set ... 10 traps for it because I refuse to be overrun again.
The blogs on this site are completely fucked
and my air conditioner stopped working yesterday.
I'll let that sink in as I inform you that it is 90 degrees in my house right now at 10:00 PM, and ... this oily wet feeling on my skin probably indicates that it is heeeeeellla fucking humid.
So I call my friend who hooked it upand he says "I can't get there until the sunday after next"
... nowI know my friend.I know that he has a poor grasp of time
I know that he doesn't

You Wanna Knw Wat Grinds My GearsU wanna knw wat grinds my gears. Boneyards, millions of dollors worth of taxpayers money on crap wasting away out in some isolated area in timbuckfuckingtoo oxidizing and rusting away. wanna knw why we are in an economic crisis. Cause our goverment isnt being very economical. Why dnt we recycle that reuse it hell sell it for scrap? Maybe then our kids can get a descent edumacation or maybe even fix our economic issues at least help. I mean come on wat are we here, little kids. We play with our toys until we break it then throw them away, I mean come on America. I think our goverment should pull the woodpecker out of the pine holes and take a closer look on wat they can to help our situation, and thats wat really grinds my gears.

The Movie Archetype TestYour result for The Movie Archetype Test...
You're a total Badass!
24% Villain, 24% Hero, 17% Maniac, 38% Spy, 39% Badass and 17% Hacker!
You don't take no for an answer. You shoot first, ask questions later. And sometimes not at all. You prefer to just be plain awesome rather than actually accomplish anything, but when you do accomplish something, you do it with a grenade in one hand and a bottle of whisky in the other. You are always right. Even when you're wrong. Especially when you're wrong. And when you want something, you never hesitate to take it. You defeat even the smartest evil geniuses plans with brute force, and take down an army of Uzi holding ninjas with a pair of chopsticks and your bare hands. And you don't even know kung fu, just basic street fighting. Some great examples are Jason Bourne, Riddick, Rambo, and Ellen Degenerous. Oh and you can't forget gumby.
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SpellingDid you know that the words "race car" spelled backwardsstill spells "race car"? That "eat" is the only word that, if youtake the 1st letter and move it to the last, spells its past tense,"ate"? And if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells: "Go home youfree-loading, benefit-grabbing, resource-sucking, baby-making,violent, non-English-speaking assholes, and take those otherhairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, camel-riding,goat-loving, raggedy-ass bastards with you?" How weird is that?

Fake Smiles And Empty PromisesFake smiles and empty promises
Meaningless books on a shelf
Silent screams from deep within
Rescue me, I cannot rescue myself
Broken dreams and shattered memories
A life of tattered and broken remains
Arms outstretched in desperation
Searching for hope without pain
Endless nights of painful thoughts
Abounding ever more so clearly
Nothing seems to ease the flood
Of desolate and lonely screams
Can anyone hear my silent whispers
Screaming out from deep within
Or is the world full of deaf ears
Unwilling to be silent and listen
The fake smiles and empty promises
Drown me in my own nightmares
Uncertain intents and purposes
A world filled with much despair
Can you hear me over the crowd
Or is the world filled with deafness
Here I stand amongst you all
The fake smiles and empty promises
Screams of silence go unheard
Nothing is as it seems anymore
I need someone to hear my cries
Without judgment that’s unsure
Standing before my broken life
Can you rea

#1I've figured out that I'm a lover, not a fighter. I would much rather be in bed, than in the bars or at the game. I'm a momma's girl. I don't go out of my way to hurt people; unless they hurt me. And even then I forgive them. My face is no Jessica Simpson, but there's nothing else wrong with me. I'm not mentally handicapped, but I've made mistakes. I've got a good head on my shoulders, 2 arms 2 legs, anatomically correct. I have hobbies, interests, activities, and people who support me. I've had a decent amount of years go by in front of me. I've seen things you can ,cant, or wouldn't believe. But then I think that's something everyone experiences. I've experienced the sheer beauty of life, and of course the ugly things that just have to be. I'm not weird or abnormal. I don't feel a need to rebel against anything other than what's wrong for me. I don't impose myself on others usually, and I say usually because doesn't writing poetry imply a sort of imposition? Of course you don't ha

StuckShe walked back into the salon after her break and headed straight for her station. There was a graduation in that room later and she had to pack up her tools. The director stopped her and asked if he could have a word with her. Am I introuble, she asked jokingly. He joked back, Why does everyone go there first.
But she was in trouble. She had taken another client for a fuck up and that had snow balled into a giant fucking mess.
They kept getting interupted. A pregnant lady needing to go to the emergency room forced her back into the salon for a moment where several girls were aware she had been pulled into the directors office. I think I am getting written up, she said solemnly. What? Why? Because of that fucking cunt Georgette. I should have turned and ran the other way as soon as she approched me. I'm an idiot.
The immediate emergency over she was called back into the office. He told her not to be upset. But I am upset. This is crazy. Before I ever retrieved the guest from the w

Twisting, Turning, Never Letting Go
Trapped inside my own mind
Twisted and turning thoughts
Nothing makes sense anymore
The world comes at a cost
The voices screaming so loud
But none can ever agree
What choices do I need to make
To regain a little bit of sanity
Pressure builds and overflows
People say that it is nothing
They look from the outside
And think that they can know me
But the pain is inside my head
And it will not let me go
The bindings of a misery
That confine my darkening soul
Twisting, turning, never letting go
The pains and miseries that are me
The world smiles and says ok
But my chains are those unseen
Twisting, turning, never letting go
Emotions from deep within
These shackles that bind my mind
The darkness has become my friend
This is my sanctuary of insanity
In the depths of my crumbling mind
Come walk if you dare with me
Do not be afraid of what you find
I stand on the edge about to fall
Into the abyss of nothingness
It’s only the precipice of my mind
C

HelpI just took an nice little order for "catering"
meat and cheese trays
dessert trays
fruit salad
that kind of stuff and Im great at all of the above mentioned
however when I first spoke to the lady I told her I would do anything she needed... thinking in my tiny little mind Ive done it all over the years its all good
Ya well guess what I have NOT done it all over the years and one of these things oddly enough is I have never done potato salad ...never had it asked for in an order and never made one for myself either
so uhhmmmmm if any of you out there have a nice little potato salad for 60 people would you be so kind as to share ?
thanks

No Giving UpSo you found out today your life's not the sameNot quite as perfect as it was yesterday butWhen you were just getting in the grooveNow you're faced with something newAnd I know it hurts and I know you feel tornBut you never gave up this easily beforeSo why do you choose today to give it all awayWell it's not so bad y'allTogether we all fallJust as long we get up we'll stand tallWe shouldn't waste another dayThinking 'bout the things that we forgot to sayI'm hittin' back y'allKickin' these four wallsJust as hard as I can til I can't crawlI won't waste another dayWith all these silly thingsSwimmin' in my brain[Chorus]There's no giving up nowDo you really want to give this all awayCan't you ever see things in a different waySomedaysNo giving up nowSuch a beautiful thing to throw awayYou should think things throughOver and over againAll over againSo your scars fade awayYou soaked up the painA better person 'cause you lived through those daysAnd now you know what it's like to proveYou can o

Workmancomp Incident Update On Teh Jojomy lawyer got me a new dr cuz the one i had been going to since aug wasnt really doing anything to help me and was basically helping the company i work for...
so anywho i go to this new dr and he does an x-ray that the other dr did day after accident and "couldnt find anything wrong" and this dr wow he showed me the x=rays and talked to me about them and you can clearly see that 3 vertabra are out of place and onedisk is basically non-existant and another one is what he called a "flat tire" maybe 1/3 of the thickness it should be. he poked me onmy back and down my leg and foot and end result....
3 vertabra out of place, 1 disk gone, another one smooshed, possible knee injury (which i told other dr over and over but was told it was my back pain tricking me to think something wrong withmy knee), siatica and other nerve damage causing severe pain in back and left side of lower body, almost complete numbness in left thigh and foot... result???
immediately taken out of work on

Just ThinkingStarting to think about winding down my time here on Fubar. It seems like it is just become about the games. Leveling, points, begging and pleading without and thought or feeling about the ones you call friends and ask them for favors. I am not a VIP or have money to buy blings, or any of the imaginary stuff so many think are so important on here so I am mostly ignored. I wanted friends who might actually care and maybe share a thought or two in the shout box, an occasional comment or a rate or drink to show you actually care.
If you think all I am good for is to help you level, not an actual person, but just a click or two on the keyboard to help you out, you are not a true friend and I ask you to please remove yourself from my family, friends, fans and fans of list.
If you do care, talk to me once in a while!!!!!

Laptop For UniSo I want to buy a new laptop for university.
One that is:
Light
Cheap (because I r uni student dur)
Not too small like a Vaio...those are annoying to type with
I want it for typing up notes and things
Still want it to surf the net
Not using it to play games...so don't need the extra memory to store stuff like that.
What do you recommend?
Should I get a notebook or one of those netbook things?

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Summer FunMy summer has shaped up beautifully..in July I am going to Rockstar Mayhem.
8-16 am going to Sick Puppies *epic score I haz girlcrush on their bass player*
Late august I am going to NOLA to see my bitch Tereza...and yes I plan to track Deacon down =D
Big Daddy Dell will be here the last week of July..I get to play tour guide
so yes..I am happy..I love my work..plan to get more micros...feels good to..be again....
Just wanted to share
(h) some of you fuckers

I Got The Power...I've just noticed (because I'm so quick at noticing shit like this) that the profile style I'm using, the one that used to be called "Power" is now called "Old and Janky".
The new 'power' style is called "New Hotness". Now, besides being the lamest fucking name for anything, it's not descrpitive of how the style is. The style should be called simply "Shit".
I mean, it's got a live feed on it (presumable because some people can't read the live feed on the top left hand corner), it's got all that point whore shit like 'new members' and who's online along with some other pointless crap... and it doesn't have a mumm list on it either. No mumm list? Fuck off with that shit.
It just goes to show you how something (something that the site creators thought was so awesome that they called it Power) is renamed as if it is lame and past it's best, when the powers that be want to encourage point whoring.
Fuck em. The 'Normal' style is shit too, so I'll be sticking with the POWER until they re

Kendra Wilkinson's Sex Tape ReleasedOn Wednesday Vivid Entertainment released Kendra's sex tape, which they expect to be their highest-selling sex tape ever.
In the tape, Kendra is seen dancing nude and having sex with her high school boyfriend, Justin Frye. Kendra is now married to Hank Baskett and they have a baby boy.
Kendra has reportedly already gotten a $680,000 paycheck for the tape's release and stands to collect 50 percent of the profits. A source tells Radaronline.com that Hank is not upset about the tape or her decision to cash in on it.
"This happened when she was young. He already knew about this. She told him about this before they got married," the source said. "She was young and was in love with her boyfriend and thought she was going to marry him and it just didn't turn out that way."

Illegal ImmigrationLet's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'No! I like it here. It's better than my house. I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay

PointsI will be selling my points often. If you are interested the following are what I charge. If you want them let me know the day you wish to be alturized.
1 auto & 1 boomerang
or
10 mil fubucks and 2 boomerangs
If you buy me a 65 credit bling pack..I will use that to buy auto
If you throw in a bomb along with any of these I will bomb during that time as well.
Also looking for a hh in which you will get points as well.
Sb me and we can discuss any deals you want to make.

Sex Survey 2Please send me your answers in a private message. They will be kept top secret.
what's your name? sex or money? what's your favorite position during sex? how often do you have sex? do you lick/suck? do u have a big/medium/small penis? are you a freak? name someone you wanna fuck now? one thing you would change about your sexual porformance 1-10 you in the bed[be honest]

Sex SurveyPlease send me your answers in a private message. They will be kept top secret.
Favorite sex position? What turns you on the most? Does size matter? Most times in one day? Most orgasms in one session? What do you think about during sex? Ever had a Three-some? How often do you masterbate? Do you like oral? What's better, someone you care about or a one night stand?

Blastfm Reaches Milestone!It’s official! BlastFM has reached a milestone in its short broadcasting life. Today, June 5, 2010, BlastFM recorded it 100th permanent listener. It has been exciting to witness BlastFM going from a start up station to being a consistent music venue for you the listener of great music. I want to thank all of you who have Preset BlastFM and helped achieve this the first of many goals for BlastFM. Now BlastFM moves on to its next 100 permanent listeners! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Bling Polishingso as i am beginning to do the polishing thing, after some hints of how to get the most points, I find myself amused. People are going to the higher credit value obviously for more points, but I have been finding that most of the reds have them all polished and nobody is polishing the one credit blings. Point whoring at its finest huh?
so i am wondering how many people actually will only polish the higher point value bling and leave the measly 110 point blings, even if they havent used all 10 polishes?
are YOU guilty of this? I find that mostly there is only 110s and 330s left on these pages, and its amusing...
I'm still millions and millions of points away from the next level and not to mention 4 referrals and some other crap ot make oracle, and am not really giving much effort towards it anyway, but its funny. Ive had people come and polish my lucky 7s and leave... each one is worth 2500 points or something, so why waste your time on the little shit lmao
anyways, someone loan m

Pneumonia And Baby Daddy's MotherWhy why why can't she understand that although she is the grandma of my son his daddy is in jail and I don't really care to personally call her when my son is ill. Ok granted I spent Thursday in the Urgent Care and then the ER with a diagnosis of pneumonia for him but hell I posted the updates to Facebook where she is a friend and if she wanted to know she could have called or texted like my family did - but NO. Now I am hearing she is pissed I didn't personally call her or keep her informed. Makes me so pissed off. She is nothing but a pain in the a$$. She won't come see her grandson - I have to take him to her. Then add baby daddy in jail and her wanting me to find out when he is getting out, paying money on his inmate account so she doesn't have to - this is ridiculus. Done with her and done with that family. Doesn't offer to help and doesn't care unless it makes them look bad.

LovingI love you with all of my heart I will never get over the feeling that I have so strongly for you I just keep thinking about how if I would ever lose you how I would spend the rest of my life trying to get you back And thinking about how my life will never be complete with out you in it You are my world You are my strength You are the reason that I get up ever morning You are the reason that I want to live You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me I just keep thinking of the mistakes that I have made in our relationship And how I would go back to take them all away I know that we will have our little fights and arguments Every argument that we have kills me inside But all that I can think of is’ In the end will we remain together? And I know that you will be there for me when I need you the most You sit there and say that I do not love you But you got it all wrong I love you more and more each day I love you more and more with every breath that I take and with eve

Blonde Ambition Fakeness....Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Blonde Ambition Fakeness....Sooo here we go again kids, more excitement today but funny nonetheless and I have to start clearing off the desktop folders at some point, so with that I bring you this weekends triplet of fun fu fakes of the weekend. ..
Whooo is using pics from .Angel Cassidy as shown here .
And

Some Parents Don't Want "winnie Cooper" To Grow UpIn “The Wonder Years” Winnie Cooper was the girl next door. Since leaving the show Danica McKellar, who played Winnie, has shown some skin in a couple of picture spreads she did for a men’s magazine. Apparently, parents of kids who watch the reruns don’t approve. Parents want her to say the teenage girl next door even though Danica is in her 30’s. Some parents just don’t like change. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/04/danica-mckellar-faces-backlash-maxim-spread-advice-miley-cyrus/?test=faces
BlastFM changes with the new music that is worth listening to. BlastFM plays the old and new. Listen for yourself www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Say Bye Ang!!!!So here is the deal since I just started a new job, I dont have a paycheck YET!!!!! I have to do what I really dont wanna do...
bye bye computers, at least for now until this job takes off.
Which sucks ass cause now the only time I will be on the web is if I take my happy butt to the lib.
Just so u know I will check in from time to time but fam and bills come first b4 games on the web and my fubar *crys**
I will miss my Club Chronic Family!!!!!
And my other family that floats about the fuland.
loves to all *muahz*
i will have mobile yahoo for a bit but dunno how long that will last.........

J-e-f-f-r-e-y And The Big Miracle FlagSo culminated the proudest moment of Mom and Dad for the week in regard to our son who will be turning three! It came as a surprise to me before we put him and sister Sarah to bed Thursday night when Martha asked him to spell his name, and he did it! We’ve shown that off, and I know Jeffrey who joined me for a haircut yesterday (much needed after two months) is proud of that too for he sees us beam with excitement. They just need to work out that excess energy of theirs; so far they haven’t hit others as we’ve taken no more toys away, but their napping – oh how we who work out of the house envy kids that – needs to be an everyday thing. It was fun watching them at McDonald’s Play Place after the breakfast I treated them to just being kids and wanting me to hold them (Sarah) or put them on my shoulders (Jeffrey). I promise to savor every moment of that.
Sarah finished Bible school at Bethany yesterday and we got to see the T-shirt she’d

Much Like Falling.have you ever wanted something so bad, that you just about gave up getting it? only because it seemed so impossible to reach out and claim it as your own.. but it's not as easy as you thought it would have been.
this ________ brings me sweet pain, but i want more...because i know i will never have this same desire for someone else.
me and you feels so right, but knowing i can't have you keeps me awake at night.we get along just like a house on fire, the spark was there and we clicked.
we had something special between you and me, you entered my soul and set me free..you have stolen my heart, even though we're apart.why does it feel so good?not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but i can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard i try.i want this to be simple, i wish this all made sense, waiting for a moment oh so intense. to

Undertakeri cant believe the news about the undertaker bein found in a vegitative state over last week by his brother kane and that he might be dead i cried for the loss of this great man it will never be the same without he there im glad i went to wrestlemania 26 and got to see him RIP

Scared SubmissiveLay down your intenton,
tell us of your flaws.
Give loss a mention,
learn us of your cause.
No more truth suspension,
through hidden laws.
For we need intervention,
instead of lying , swinging jaws.
Instead we hide inside,
submisive to your reign.
Knowing that you've lied,
by the relentless pain.
Know if you had tried,
you might have had gain.
Instead you all decide,
to show you're only vain.

This Is Why I Don't Like Hard To Handle, Please Do Not Bring Her UpUmmmm, no. They dont need you to ask them. If they think you are hot - they know how to crush you without you begging them to do it. Your begging is pathetic and I can promise you most do it cause they feel sorry for you since you feel the need to ask. I have never asked for one and dont give a fuck about them. Yet, somehow I have a decent amount of them. THAT is the difference between a woman who is confident in herself (me) and one who seeks out internet attention to validate herself (you). === ' MONICA THE GREAT IF YOU CRUSH ME PLEASE TELL ME SO I CAN LUV ON U that means send me a pm' wrote the following at '2010-06-05 04:08:30'..>> no asking someone to crush me is just giving them an opportunity to tell me they think i am hot ;0> > > === ' Hard 2 Handle' wrote the following at '2010-06-05 04:07:23'..> >> > Thanks for the explanation - I know what they are. But asking someone to crush you is the same as asking someone to tell you they love you - it means shit when they

Misdirection And ConfusionMisdirection and Confusion
6/5/2010
By: Travis Smith
What's New is Old... What's Old is New..
So they say..
I see this as a revolving door.. Reinvention of the wheel..
People are always trying to restore and "fix" the past..
We cannot do such.. If we could things would be better right?
Things would be "rosey, bright, and full of wonder"..
This world we're living in is full of surprise..
Up.. Down.. Left.. Right.. Spin.. Fall.. Jump.. Whatever..
We don't always know when, why, or how...
We are never informed..
Things are never simple..
We strive.. We dive.. We try to feel "alive"..

My Promo VideoGreetings all!
I haven't been around for a while, but now I'm back!
Latest news: Since I'm responsible for my own PR and advertising for my book series, I have to rely on social networking to get the job done. I've recently made a cool video for this purpose. Please check it out and let me know what you think.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98atgkrW84k
Peace!
Corwin

Serious Victimization Of MenWomen often receive warnings about protecting themselves at the mall and in dark parking lots, etc. This is the first warning I have seen for men. I wanted to pass it on in case you haven't heard about it. This will only become more commonplace as the weather warms.A 'heads up' for those men who may be regular Lowe's, Home Depot, or Costco customers. This one caught me by surprise. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you or your friends.Here's how the scam works:Two seriously good-looking 20-something girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say 'No' and instead ask you for a ride

-- ♥ -- T0p N0tch -- ♥ --Just going to make this simple and sweet and get straight to the point. I know people judge each other and I know some of you may think Im stuck up or a bitch but I would like to think that if we've had the chance to talk any previous judgements fell to the waste side. But with that said, I would just like to ask one thing of all my new friends and that is to not ask the "generic" questions that I get on a daily basis. I understand that you're trying to start a conversation and all that good shit but getting asked everyday what I do for fun or what I look for in a guy starts to get kind of annoying. So with that said let me answer those questions for all of you now and hopefully I wont have to repeat myself again.
What do I like to do for fun?
Smoke, drink, hit the clubs, hang out with friends, go on mini vacations;; basically anything and everything thats legal and a few things that arent ;)
What do I look for in a guy?
First I want to say that Im not here looking for love or a

Failed Again :(Here I sit and cry, as I know that come this wednesday my hubby and I may have to claim bankruptcy as we just cant keep up.
Hubby doesnt make as much money as he once did due to a back injury. And I cant work due to physical limitations.
I have applyied for disabilty and was told could take up to 4 mths to come in if I dont get turned down. It will be a mth come the 19.
My oldest son had a job, got laid off , went on UI then got another job, got laid off ..and didnt make enough to even get UI again.
My youngest son gets disabilty and I feel so gawd dam bad cause I have to take most of it to help us.
But it hasnt ..just to much going out not enoug comming in.
We are going to see a bankruptcy dude this wednesday. I hope he suggest doing a consummer proposal instead of losing what little we own.
We are to old to start shit over and I dont see a home in the future we will just have to rent again.
I hate this shit, seems the Staffords are cursed, the harder we try and do wha

Let's Get Nekkid!Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Birdie Da Mad Bomberi have many people ask me how they can be put on my list for bombing. thought i'd explain the dos and don'ts.
first and foremost...no whining, begging, bullying... i think you get the idea. i find it an irritation to have someone do something a long that line. i can be childlike and playful at times, butwhen you do that it makes me picture you in a diaper lying on the floor crying and carrying on.sorry
don't send me messages, gifts, or comments asking to be bombed while i am bombing... you obviously have either never bombed or waste alot of time going through your mail. me i'm too busy to look at my mail. we have 30 seconds between bombing and i'm allready heading to my next destination after dropping a blast on someones site. looking at my mail takes too long... sorry
i return bombs ... i keep a list of all bombings that i have received since my last bombing. i may not get to them right away, but will the next time i do a bomb[may be days later]
i keep my eye on what people do on

Tim Magraw My Best FriendMy Best Friend I never had no one that I could count onI've been let down so many timesI was tired of hurtin'So tired of searchin'Til you walked into my lifeIt was a feelin' I'd never knownAnd for the first time, I didn't feel aloneYou're more than a loverThere could never be anotherTo make me feel the way you doOh, we just get closerI fall in love all overEverytime I look at youI don't know where I'd beWithout you here with meLife with you makes perfect senseYou're my best friendYou're my best friend, oh yeahYou stand by meAnd you believe in meLike nobody ever hasWhen my world goes crazyYou're right there to save meYou make me see how much I haveAnd I still tremble when we touchAnd oh the look in your eyesWhen we make loveYou're more than a loverThere could never be anotherTo make me feel the way you doOh, we just get closerI fall in love all overEverytime I look at youI don't know where I'd beWithout you here with meLife with you makes perfect senseYou're my best frie

What Goes Around, Comes AroundKarma--from the root kri, "to do"--is the means by which you become the architect of your own destiny. The word karma literally means deed, but implies the entire cycle of cause and its effects. According to the law of karma, every human action--in thought, word, or deed-- inevitably leads to results or consequences, positive or negative, depending upon the quality of the action.
Karma deals with causality. A specific action leads to a specific result. A positive act will lead to a positive result, hence, to the experience of positive events, may it be in this life or in future ones. On the other hand, negative acts will unavoidably sooner or later lead to suffering. This is the Law of Cause and Effect of itself, because the result will unavoidably correspond to the nature of the cause. For example, if you plant a seed, a certain kind of plant will grow from this. From a bean seed, a bean plant will grow; from an apple seed an apple tree will grow and not any other kind.

Lovers!In my quest to hoar like a rockstar for my bday im trying to buy bombs and tickers....any help?!?!?!?

The Final Inspection.The Final Inspection
The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass, He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep,
And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't be so grand, I've never expected

My Man In Blue
My Man in
BLUE
You came into my life,
all those years ago,
I was nothing but a child,
I was still young, not yet old.
The pain you brought my family,
the story that you told,
of a night that will forever be remembered,
of a choice that has made a part of me forever cold.
I saw you once again several years later,
and it seamed as if we both were doing better,
you no longer with the woman who made you hate her,
and me, well, that takes a much longer letter...
Now when I see you,
you make my heart skip a beat.
I feel like I can jump 10 feet,
I cant be blue.
The way I feel when you touch me,
The way it feels when we kiss.....
I see myself in your eyes free,
It is like you are my own personal bliss.
You love me not because a paper says to,
you love me because you need to, because you want to,
And I love you, OH GOD knows I DO,
when im not with you, I cant help but be blue.
I have no fear when im with you,
you are my guardian,
My person

[i Think I'm Moving]Yeah... Grampa's thinking about leaving.
See that thing on the left column of my blogs?Notice that you can't go BACK and read my old entries?
That's a problem.
Because I didn't back up about 650 of those 700 posts.
Because I assumed that if the internet was going to swallow the fubar, I'd have more notice than this, like I did with the other 40 blog sites I've been on that DID give me due notice to back up my old posts and work.
I might not part in a full capacity, but uuuh...uuuuh
uuuuuuuuuh
.... seriously figure out the fucking blogs.
I'll let you know if and where I move.
Not that... any of you would follow me elsewhere :P

What The F#*ckwhat is wrong with people
they should have some fun
everyone is to tight relax use it and not lose it
fubar is fun
im sure maybe real relationships develop
but everyone knows the facts
its fun so lets lite up and drink up.
this has been a friendly service announcement from
your friendly mafiacabie

Cellphone Adventures With The Mother Of PedroSo today, I get this odd text from my mother:
Can you please call the owner of this phone and tell them I found it. They can call (number)
I thought, Ok, um this is weird. So I texted back that I would and I called my mom at home, not thinking if she is out and about to lose her phone she's not home. Well my mom, when she is out, tends to forward her house phone to her cell phone, so by calling her house, it forwarded me to her cell. I figured, theres no point in leaving a message there. So I forwarded the text to my sister hoping maybe she would have a clue what to do. I guess she called her fiancee, who called one of the women my mother was with to tell her about it, but by that time they were a long way away from where the phone was lost, so my sisters fiancee went and picked it up.
When my mother finally got the phone, she proceeded to retell the whole story, even to the parts where I was actually involved, and where the women she was with live, and where they work, and wh

Ugh..why some morphs should never be made
Lil SpunkyTexan Fuowned by Nicholas Fu protected by Shadow FuStalked By Amethyst Wyne@ fubar

New PhotosI can't upload photos, so I'm going to post a few here. I'm trying to decide which one to post on my facebook. lol
Leave your vote in the comments.
#1
This effect is neat. #2
B&W makes me prettier. hehe #3
Look into my eyes, bwahaha! #4
Stupid grin. haha
#5
Just trying to be pretty. #6
Now you can truly see how short it is! #7
I love the way this one turned out. #8
Curly q! #9
It is super short. #10
cheesin' #11

Office 2010 Beta-32-bit Or 64-bit-the Choice Is ClearMicrosoft
, Office 2010 usb Beta comes in both 32-bit and 64-bit versions and this is the first time that a 64-bit version of Office 2010 has been available. 64-bit processing brings some advantages but are they outweighed by the disadvantages of being on the bleeding edge of technology? If you’re running 64-bit
windows-vista-key
or Windows 7-usb (or Server 2008 or Server 2008 R2), you can choose whether to the install 64-bit version of Office 2010 professional plus beta. (It is not compatible with 64-bit
windows-xp-key
.) The advantages of the 64-bit version are that it lets you use additional memory installed on your computer – for example Excel 2010 workbooks can be bigger than 2GB. office-project-usb can work with very large projects consisting of many sub-projects. You also get enhanced security through Data Execution Prevention (DEP) by default. But, not many people will actually need Excel Workbooks bigger than 2GB. If you ever made one, you could not store it i

Can You?I look up to the sky
and I send this message
through my eyes
can you hear me?
can you hear my prayers?
I want to talk to you
so you should pull up a chair
I can fell you
looking right at me
I close my eyes and
your face is the only thing i see
Reaching my hand out
towards the stars that shine
the wind through my fingers
feels like your fingers interlocking with mine
Can you hear me?
do you hear the words i'm trying to say?
it's hard to put my feelings together,
but i'm trying in every single way.
I wish you were here
in my arms
so i could hold you tight
hold you to the point where
we fall asleep in each other's arm's
and our hearts say goodnight
"I love you"
are the words I here
coming from the moon
i'm wishing even harder
for you to come home
I speak to the moon,
yes this is true
cause whenever i'm not near my love
i ask the moon to look after you
Can you hear me, MOON?
Did my message get through?
Just tell him that I miss him

A Story Of LoveA solitary rose grew in the darkest corner of the garden
surrounded by many others
yet remained alone
time passed and trials came and went
one dealt a severe blow
and the rose began to wilt and wither
Forgotten....
Then... as if by a miracle...
there came a soft and gentle breeze
followed by a ray of light
as all the other roses fell into darkness
the solitary rose began to shine
shining with a special light...
and watered by a gentle cascade...
a cascade of love
a cascade of selfless affection
"I do... not now but forever...."
said the rose to the sunlight
and there they remain
a rose in full bloom
with her sunshine smiling down on her...
you are my sunshine,
my life,
my very soul,
and I your rose blooming in the light of your love....

Future And Barrierswe never know what kind of future .... but the future is there because we have started from today
barriers or obstacles are there to strengthen us .. rather than to weaken us

BeginingIt began as all fires do,
a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colorful delight
you held my hand,
became my friend,
earned my trust and my future once again looked bright
loneliness turned to hope
emptiness filled up with dreams
hunger was satisfied
and the darkness lit by love's moon beams
tears no longer hit the ground
theyfall on your loving shoulder
I feel younger
as our love grows older
when sorrow leaves me wilted as a sun-parched rose
your comfort is a river that flows and flows
the sun's light
the morning dew
they are all the beauty that is you
when passion ebbs
as tides do
love fills the wake
and carries us through
your strength is as the oak
but if it is my need you bend like the willow
my heart is filled
like a luky sail with wind to billow
harsh c

Cappin' ZombiesWhen it comes time and you're faced with overwhelming marauding zombie armies, you'll want the best fighters by your side. You'll also want a small herd of "feeders" (those friends you like well enough but you know they'll be f'rshit in a scrap). Until today, I've assured my youngest daughter she wasn't a feeder. Now I know.
Today we went to the gun range and rented a .SIG Sauer 22.
We blew an hour and a couple of boxes of cartridges shooting at Zombie Nazi targets.
She took it seriously and performed quite well.
Fuck them zombies.

YouSet in the sunlight
Fire in your eyes
Burning flame of love is easy to reconize
Distinction between your heart and mine
Draws a very thin line
Light of love shines from high above
Do you hear me calling for you
Dont let me go
I need you Near
Give me you love do not fear
I will not hurt you
I will not make you cry
I want to hold you
I want to look into your eyes
I want to feel you close to me
I want you to feel my heart beat with yours
Go on ask me I am yours.

Maternity CareJust One Hospital
Unbelievable!
Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas, Texas is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons:
1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963;
2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after;
3. Jack Ruby, who killed Oswald, died there a few years later.
On the flip side, Parkland is also home to the second busiest maternity ward in the country with almost 16,000 new babies arriving each year. (That's almost 44 per day-every day)!
A recent patient survey indicated that 70 percent of the women who gave birth at

Personality Type Report For RyanPersonality Type Report for ryan
Your Personality Preferences
INTROVERT While you may not be anti-social, you do need (and deserve) your private time and space to retreat from the world. Unlike extroverts, you need to develop a concept of the world or some aspect of it before experiencing it. Too much socializing may sap your energies. Your energies are derived from exploring the inner world of ideas, impressions and pure thought.
SENSORY You usually gather information with your senses: what you can see, hear, taste, touch and smell in the physical world. The facts gathered from the sensory data you process are the building blocks of your model of our world. You concentrate your energies on what actually exists and do not ponder what might exist too much. You are usually practical and rely on your common sense to guide you through the world. You see things as they are and have little or no need to search for underlying meanings.
JUDGING Y

Black Fridaysince you graced my blog, and im bored... you are here by ordered to use a default with a black shirt or a default thats black n white..
why not?
and if you dont want to, then buy the waiver knob bling so i can get my knob polished!!
as you were

Foolishly Into YouI've loved you in the dark when no body was there,
I dreamed of me with you, together flying everywhere…
I found solace in the warmth and the love for you I bear,
I lived with the hope you’d love me and show me that you care…
With every time you’ve hurt me, I knew my love is true,
I was full of pain and bitterness, but still I couldn’t let go…
I’ve felt my heart breaking into pieces, and still awaited you to mend it,
I’ve seen my happiness consistently vanishing, but my faith in you never ended…
You played hard to get and I was merrily fooled into the game,
Then the game was over, you were gone, but my love was still the same…
Those little things we do or the sweet words people may say…
Like I miss you baby or my passion for you sweeps me away,
Triggers pain in my heart & leaves me wondering all day,
Why after all this hurt and misery, I still feel for you this way…

EhI think I am going to runaway from my mind, today. Everytime I try to think of a happy subject a dreadful one comes in and take that away. Go figure, right?I have changed so much since I have moved to Michigan(1992), I am dreading the person that I have become. I had values. I was easy to get along with. Never did I talk back to my folks{Always to scared to} .If I had a bill I took care of that right away as fast as I can. I was funny and goofy~still am at times. Okay, just plain weird to some now. I didn't care who was judging me, but I was always trying to be friends...No one really put me in some "Classification" Before ....graduation.. I had all in me.. nerd,prep--not clothing,jock-sort of...maybe.. does one time being on powder puff count?.., choirs-girls,acapella,mixed,drama club--okay 2 months for that but was in drama class my senior year,.I was considered a head(pot-head) because I dressed most of the time as one(tried once or twice.. didn't see the big deal,, drank, hu

Fun In The Shower I had just washed the shampoo out of my hair and was reaching for the soap when my hair was yanked back and I felt a familiar male body behind me. I was not able to turn my head for the grip he had on my hair but I did not need to see who it was since I already knew it was. My head was then turned to where I was forced to look at the wall. He then started to nibble and bite my neck and shoulder making me shiver and moan. When he was done he tugged on my hair making me turn my head again making me look at the shower screen as he nibble and bite the other side of my neck and shoulder. I moaned louder and wiggled my hips a little only to have my ass smacked and then I herd a growl from behind me. I stopped moving and just stud still. He bit me one more time on my shoulder before he moved his free hand to my nipples.He then pinched and pulled on my nipples before twisting them a little. I had to lock my knees to keep from moving my hips again from the pleasure I was gett

Help Me Open For Kiss!Click the Demand it button on my page and vote for Makayla Dawn. THe winner gets to open for KISS! How awesome is that! I would really appreciate your help. leave me a message stating that you voted and I'll put you on my list of people to remember! It's free to vote so please VOTE and ask your friends to! Thanks a million and love to all!

Nigel Played This For Me At The End Of Our First Date :)The Search Is Over - SurvivorHow can I convince you what you see is real Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew I took for granted the friend I have in you I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Can we last forever, will we fall apart At times it's so confusing, the questions of the heart You followed me through changes, and patiently you'd wait Till I came to my senses, through some miracle of fate I was living for a dream, loving for a moment Taking on the world, that was just my style Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever The search is over, you were with me all the while Now the miles stretch out behind me, loves that I have lost Broken hearts lie victims of the game Then good luck, it finally stuck like lightning from the blue Every highway's leading me back to you Now

Jenny Block Says Let's Get NakedAuthor Jenny Blocks says we all need to get naked more often. It sounds like a good idea. Especially if you have something to do when you are naked. What can you do when you’re naked? I’m sure we all can come up with a few ideas. Jenny has some suggestions for you. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,593946,00.html
BlastFM streams music to you naked or not 24/7. Now you can get BlastFM on your blackberry. Sign up @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Love Of A Lifetime By FirehouseI guess the time was right for us to say We'd take our time and live our lives together day by dayMake a wish and send it on a prayerWe know our dreams can all come true if loving we can shareWith you I'll never wonder will you be there for me With you I'll never wonder you're the right one for me(chorus)I finally found a love of a lifetimeA love to last my whole life throughI finally found a love of a lifetimeForever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeWith every kiss our love is like brand new And every star up in the sky was made for me and youStill we both know that the road is longWe know that we will be together because our love is strong(chorus)(instrumental)(chorus)(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Love of a lifetime(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Finally found a love(Finally found a love of a lifetime)Ooh, forever in my heart I finally found a love of a lifetimeOoh ooh ooh

Words Of A Broken Heartthe best part of me is dead the only thing is left is the monster in the heart of me, nothing left to give bu only the hate within to bad only one see the man i have become, can you still take me by the hand and lead me in to your temptation bit will i go for true love is put on ice to keep the beauty alive flesh so cold so temptated to hold you close just to keep you warm wipe away the dirt in your eyes so you dont cry as the tears turn to lightly fallin snow from those cold piercing eyes. slient words spoken with no words to be said left in awe with no emotions not even s sigh, true love is put on ice to presereve the beauty within To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishne

Death Of The Dark Poet?The reason I came Fubar was my Serenity...
My relationship with Serenity was explained in my last blog entry I believe...
And now I don't use fubar much anymore...
Not because I don't have great friends here, but because I simply don't have the same drive any more...
So is the Dark Poet slowly dieing? I believe he is and I consider closing my fubar account, simply because of lack of use...
I've got great friends here, where I would like to mention Ryan as a great help and a great friend, thumbs up buddy :)
But it seems everything is lacking to an end and with my recently posted mumm it was pretty clear that it didn't matter if I stayed or not...
So good bye Fubar...

Lips Of An Angel....a Song That Fit Us Perfectly....right Before We Got Together.Honey why are you calling me so late?It's kinda hard to talk right nowHoney why are you crying, is everything okay?I gotta whisper ?cause I can't be too loudWell, my girl's in the next roomSometimes I wish she was youI guess we never really moved onIt's really good to hear your voice saying my nameIt sounds so sweetComing from the lips of an angelHearing those words it makes me weakAnd I never wanna say goodbyeBut girl you make it hard to be faithfulWith the lips of an angelIt's funny that you're calling me tonightAnd yes I've dreamt of you tooAnd does he know you're talking to me?Will it start a fight?No I don't think she has a clueWell my girl's in the next roomSometimes I wish she was youI guess we never really moved onIt's really good to hear your voice saying my nameIt sounds so sweetComing from the lips of an angelHearing those words it makes me weakAnd I never wanna say goodbyeBut girl you make it hard to be faithfulWith the lips of an angelIt's really good to hear your voice sa

WhyWhy do those who think they know something about Judaism, insist there is no hell or heaven in Jewish theology? No permanent hell it is true, but a place of purging sins of the soul for eleven months. On the other hand Gan Eden, or heaven is generally permanent unless one needs to be reincarnated. Yes, Orthodox and Chassidic Judaism does believe in reincarnation, although it is not stressed.

Masters Cock Me and Master where all alone. I just got done with the dishes, he was watching tv and I was in a very horny mood so I decided to surprise him by doing the one thing I know he loves me doing to him. So I got on my hands and knees and slowly crawled to him with my ass in the air like a horny cat does. When I noticed that he had his eyes closed I smiled and went a little faster to his lap. When I was in between his legs I slowly unbuckle his belt and undo his pants. I slowly pulled his cock out. Smiling I get up a little where my ass is in the air, I slowly pop the head of his cock in my mouth and softly suck on it. I slowly look up at his face and noticed he was watching me from under his lashes. I knew then he was going to watch me and not stop me. So smiling I started to put more in my mouth to where I have all of it in my mouth. But instead of going back up I start to suck on him to make sure he was good and hard before I slowly go up. But I stop every few inches to su

Men Vs WomenMEN VS WOMEN
NICKNAMES - If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. - If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.
EATING OUT - When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. - When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.
MONEY - A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. - A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.
BATHROOMS - A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel. - The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.
ARGUMENTS - A woman has the last word in any argument. - Anything a man says after

Puns For The EducatedPUNS FOR THE EDUCATED
1. A thief broke into the local police station and stole all the toilets and urinals, leaving no clues. A spokesperson was quoted as saying, "We have absolutely nothing to go on."
2. Evidence has been found that William Tell and his family were avid bowlers. Unfortunately, all the Swiss league records were destroyed in a fire... and so we'll never know for whom the Tells bowled.
3. A man rushed into a busy doctor's office and shouted, "Doctor! I think I'm shrinking!" The doctor calmly responded, "Now, settle down. You'll just have to be a little patient."
4. A marine biologist developed a race of genetically engineered dolphins that could live forever if they were fed a steady diet of seagulls. One day, his supply of the birds ran out so he had to go out and trap some more. On the way back, he spied two lions asleep on the road. Afraid to wake them, he gingerly stepped over them. Immediately, he was arrested and charged with transport

Rumble In The Faux GhettoLovely area I live in, full of all those little kids who wish they were from the ghetto.
Was out playing football today, absolutely baking hot. About 10 of these aforementioned kids roaming about throwing water at each other.
At some point they take it upon themselves to throw water in the general direction of some parents/children in the youngsters play area.
Fairly enough, said parents get a bit annoyed and ask them to stop, with which a torrent of abuse is thrown their way.
During this "disagreement" our football happens to land nearby, and here's where things get a bit fuzzy.
For reasons unknown to us, one of the guys that was playing football decides to attack one of the dads with a log, and somehow ends up with a split lip. So he's going around trying to beat this guy up until all of us put a stop to it.
I hate kids...

Delayed Blogdud still has a small peen...
he scraped his old man balls on the curb yesterday...
boops sucked out the dirt from them...
passions was not present as she is still looking for her '...
that is all

Teardrops On My GuitarDrew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see that I want and I'm needing everything that we should be. I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about and she's got everything that I have to live without. Drew talks to me, I laugh cuz it's just so funny that I can't even see anyone when he's with me. He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right. I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do.
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly the kind of flawless I wish I could be. She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star. He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do.
So I dri

Just Wonderingi might be generalizng a bit here...But why is it when men ask (some) women a "yes or no" question we can never get a yes or no answer to the quetion asked????

A Part Of Me Is GoneI feel like a part of me has been yanked out of my body, since my mother passed away. I don't even know who I am anymore when I look into the mirror. They say one day it will past, I don't call anyone anymore, I rarely even speak to anyone, unless its Craig or on the internet. Sometimes, I feel like I am just waiting for the man upstairs to call my my number. But thats just me.
Sher

Ensign: MattersAll ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3
AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 4 June 2010
I bought some small items at a rummage sale in town last weekend, and among my change was the oldest dollar bill I had ever held in my hand. I’ve still got it right now, a 1995 series bill that is really showing its age, likely from its being handled so much. In the “normal” course of events, this bill would have gotten shredded or recycled years ago (typical lifespan of U.S. paper currency: eighteen months) but it’s still good. I expect I could spend it, not because of the bill’s worth but for eleven words on it. “THIS NOTE IS LEGAL TENDER FOR ALL DEBTS, PUBLIC AND PRIVATE”.
Because the Department of the Treasury that made that dollar and makes all the paper currency and c

I Might Date You If..by Request.Ok since my last list was a bit Abraisive, a lovely friend, Rio is lovely suggested I write another one.
Here it goes.. 1. If your wardrobe is 80% black clothing, I might date you. 2. If you find yourself headbanging and screaming vigorously waiting at a stop light, I might date you. 3. If you believe music is part of your anatomy, I might date you. 4. If someone trips and falls and you laugh, I might date you. 5. If you still slurp your spaghetti, I might date you. 6. If you dress up your animals out of boredom, I might date you. 7. If you got good breath and a nice smile, I might date you. 8. If you think cold pizza is breakfast of the gods, I might date you. 9. If you stand next to the Ocean and feel its power, I might date you. 10. If you have more than 4 Tattoo's, I might date you. 11. If you like Survivor, I might date you. 12. If you think hot dogs are lips and assholes, I might date you. 13. If the dust from the mosh pit is like sweet spring flowers to you,

HellizonYesterday, Thursday, June 3, 2010, I started working at the Verizon Wireless store in Jordan Landing, and let me tell you, they know nothing about customer services in that store. . .As a customer you walk in and are greeted with, “Welcome to Verizon how can we help you today?” by someone who cannot answer any questions, all they can do is get you checked into the computer system, which by the way you do all the typing, and then tell you about how long the wait will be. Once a rep does come over to you, you have to tell that rep why you are in the store today.Another thing I have notice is that pretty much 65% of the people who go in are having some technical issue with their phone, and the other 35% come in having to activate a new phone and have the numbers moved from one phone to another. So is it the customers who have no idea how to work a phone and in turn break it so they have to come in for technical support, or are the phones just POSes? And how can Verizon keep

Rate/fan/addIm on a mission here on Fubar I would like to meet new people and have a great friendship on here so Rate/Fan/Add me I will do the favor and send my love back so get your mouse pointers over to my page and do your thing hope to see you soon
Bryan

The Next Dancethe next dance under a clear moon lite night we danced again holding you close i could smell your perfume it fills my head and i close my eyes feeling our bodies against each other your head is on my chest we move to the tunes ever so slowly never wanting the song to end the touch of your hand in mine and my arm around you we move closer together and your arms go around my neck as mine move to your waist you look into my eyes i see into your i see your beauty you honesty your love and passion will i ever be a part of it who can tell but for now this dance is what we share as we listen to the mood of the music i close my eyes and i can see your face the music stops and we kiss i open my eyes and your gone i stand aloneon the dance floor i close my eyes again and see you and i smile and there my night ends with the memory of this dance the end

Just Thinking About My Plans Wore Me Out!has no motivation this morning.. I think that thinking about everything that I have going on this weekend has worn me out to the point that I don't want to start the plans in motion!

Perfect LoveThe sky is overcast today,rain is pouring down.The wind is blowing all the leaves, and making a thunderous sound.The cold can chill you to your core,not enough layers can be put on.None of this matters as long as I have you,you warm me like the sun.Taking me gently in your arms,sweet kisses on my lips.Hands so strong caress my hair,and slide down to my hips.Eyes that dance in the firelight,a smile that melts my heart.You take my hand and lead me to our bed,where the lovemaking starts.My body tingles at your touch,as I give myself to you.Our act of love is so intense,your body reacts too.When we are as one, the world seems to stop,nothing else in time and space.I cherish every moment I spend with you,in this wonderful place.Our bodies together, feel so good I cant seem to find the words,then you whisper I LOVE YOU,that is the best sound I ever heard.Sweat glistens on our skin,pure joy is all we feel.My body is now all yours,to do with as you will.The room spins as together we reach,a cl

Yes Love Is In My Heart, But........Well, me and my dude have already gone thru the jealous stages, the questionings, we have had our talks, and we made it ova the biggest hump so early in the relationship, that i know we will last quite a while. the 23rd of this month, june will b 5 months of it being official, but i knew him b4 xmas, mind u, i got here nov 5th 09, so, . I have met a couple otha dudes, not since ive been with him, but after my bday, he was he was chasing me. I love the fact that i live with him, and he holds me every night, we are total opposites, but we get along wonderfully well, i love to kiss him 20,000 xs a day, we laugh, i like to touch him, have him chase me around the house, play in the pool, well, as happy as i am, is it love because its suppose to b, or is it because i attached to him so quickly? I had my bro here but he left in march, i had a couple of friends, but they, i went outta state, one had personal shit ta take care of, i had to leave dad's, for persoal reasons, so i wasnt right next

What Lies Beneath - Breaking Benjamin
Take a breath Hold it in Start a fight You won't win Had enough Let's begin Nevermind I don't care All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should Let it go If you could When love dies in the end So I'll find what lies beneath Your sick twisted smile As I lay underneath Your cold jaded eyes Now you turn the tide on me 'Cause you're so unkind I will always be here For the rest of my life Here we go Does it hurt Say goodbye To this world I will not Be undone Come to life It gets worse All in all You're no good You don't cry Like you should I'll be gone When you fall Your sad life Says it all So I'll find what lies beneath Your sick twisted smile As I lay underneath Your cold jaded eyes Now you turn the tide on me 'Cause you're so unkind I will always be here For the rest of my life Don't carry me under God sing for the hopeless I'm the one you left behind So I'll find what lies beneath Your sick twisted smile As I lay underneath Your cold jaded eyes Now you turn the tid

Fake FriendsI am a straight forward person. I expect the same from anyone I met out of respect. If you wanna add me on her, fan me, rate me and such...don't do it cause u want the same done to u. Add me and all if u have read my profile, and decide this is a person I can be friends with. I am not here to help level you up. If ppl read this and I end up only have 3 friends, that's fine! I'd rather have 3 real friends than 20+ fake friends. That's just how it is. And if you read this and u are offened or whatever...then I'm sorry, but at the same time I'm not. Cause what I'm asking for isn't out of the question.

In Regards To A Recurring Pattern With A Few FriendsI hate it when I feel like I'm just a filler for somone until something better comes along.. be it relationships, plan making, or time using... Once is understandable, twice.. hmmm, okay... but three times in a short time? Nuhuh.. I'm more valuable and deserve better than that.. at least I have always been able to count on Jen for the last twenty years! :P

Is This A Broken Heart?When he's away
I began to fade
I feel me dieing
I start crying
I can feel my heart
falling apart
I try to put the pieces back together
But it won't stay like that forever.
It starts to get dark
Is this a broken heart?

Basketball FinalsWho is going to win the finals? Boston Celtics or the LA Lakers? Like I really present a rodent's posterior about that crap!

RomanceAs the candle burns , the air becomes thick and hot ..
the light is soft , like my porcelain skin .
it makes me draw in my breath and swallow hard , as i think of a thirst i can not quench .
my lips become dry , as i wet them with my tongue , almost trying to taste the air .
The room is dark , almost too dark to see , i only see the pretty silhoulette of the things around me . the dark erie shadows are cast about the place . but still the candles burn brightly in the corner , almost like a symbol of hope and romance .
some where out there ... i look at candle and smile softly for a moment ..
the stillness and glow creeping slowly across my soft features ,as my hazel eyes shine in delight ..
almost remembering a past life .. some where ...somehow
and then suddenly and abruptly i'm taken backto the harsh realities of modern life ,
the candles the only reminder of the the romance i once felt long ago .

Reading LiteratureAfter reading some of the greatest literature ever written tonight i can't help but feel a little philosophical. The great masters of writing have inspire me to get deeper into my writing , and really turn into a craft or art form. I think reading such wonderful works also helps you to understand writing to a higher level . i'm going to allow myself to be more critcical in my analyisis of both my regular writing and my poetry , and really strive to make the words , images and symbolism come alive .
i beleive as i continue to read and appreciate such great literature , i will be further inspired create more and more of my own .
i feel a little sad hearing of how Leo Tolstoy died... , his genuis almost became insufferable to him.... , his wealth a large burden around his neck , and his conscience seemed to be plagued by his infidelities to an alarming rate ..
something for me to think about anyway and ponder in the quiet times ..

WaitingI am waiting for day to turn to night,
when there is no more light.
I used to have fun in the sun,
those days are long over done.
time is not moving fats,
i need to stop living in the past.
I need to move on,
the life i had is gone.
i wish it to come back,
hay, hand me that 12 pack!
done by jason borchard

Dont Shave Your Ass Hair LmaoDon't Shave That Hair!!! I have recently made a mistake in my life, and I offer my story to you, that you may learn from my error. It all started, as many things do, with me having trouble shitting. No, I was not constipated; this was not a regularity problem but a matter of technique. It seems my ass-hair had grown to such a length that tiny grogans were constantly getting tied up in the matted jungle between my asscheeks. It led to much frustration, with me KNOWING that I still had something to drop, but unable to shake the tenacious turd loose from its butthair dwelling. Eventually I would have to do two things: either reach down with some paper and try to pinch off the lingering loaf (which required careful precision to avoid smearing the creature all over my rear, especially since I had no way of seeing what I was doing) or just go for broke, start wiping, and hope that I could remove all the leftover fecal matter before the toilet paper reached its Can't-Be-Flushed threshold. I w

Mobile MajitoIve trekked 837.8 mls since Monday morning, checking in here and there when I got signal.
My apologies to those that seem to have gotten a bit bent about my delay or lack of response during those times. Obviously Fu sometimes reflects a logged in status for some time after youre gone.
Anyways, Im back in Ventura, and on hotel cable/wifi. So I should be more attentive per se, unless the bartab activity gets to looking like the ole bait & perch scenario that it has become at times.
Hugs & ^5s, whichever applies.

Do U Know What I Feels Like????Do you know? Do you know?
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away? Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya? Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
If birds flying south is a sign of changes At least you can predict this every year Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly I can’t get it to speak Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me Look in your eyes to see something about me I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away? Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya? Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
How can I love you? How can I love you? How can I love you? How can I love you? If you just don’t talk to me, babe.
I flow through

135 Blingpack Contests {revised}THIS IS FOR LADIES ONLY
This is going to be my final contest of the summer, possibly the last contest of the year. Depending on how things goes. You can win up to a 135 Blingpack.
The contest is Majority Salute Contest. Meaning whoever uploads/emails me the most salutes will win a 135 Blingpack at the end of the contest.
2.) Majority Salute Contest rules:
a.) Must be NEW salute{s} to PeachZ
b.) Either written PeachZ on body and/or paper salute
c.) Can either be uploaded or emailed {if send via email pm/sb me for email}
d.) must contain a 50/50 stance. {i.e. must be even on sfw/nsfw salutes. If you make 10 sfw must make 10 nsfw. If you make 10 nsfw must make 10 sfw. You get the idea.}
e.) Must have face and PeachZ in each salute. {Just to verify for authentication of real salutes.}
Contest will start up this Sunday night at 2000 pst, 6 Jun 2010. It will end on 4 Jul 2010 at 2000 pst. It might end sooner, depending on the stance of things. Will keep updated. Whoever makes

LoveISLAND OF FEELINGSThere was once an island where all the different feelings lived: the feelings of Richness,Vanity,Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and Love.One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink. They prepared all their boats and left. Only Love remained.Love wanted to stay until the last moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me?""No, because there are many silver and gold things on my boat. I have no room for you."Love then decided to ask Vanity, who was also passing in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, help me please!""I can not help you Love. You're all wet and you might damage my boat"Sadness was close by, Love asked, "Sadness, let me come with you."."Ooh ... Love, I am so sad that I need to be alone!"Happiness also passed by Love, but he was so happy he did not even hear the call of Love!Suddenly, a voice said, "Come Love, I will

Mais OuiYou know "Ho Du Jour" doesn't sound any classier even after you added in the french...

Hey Hey Heyhey everyone!
i'm gonna be doing some major point whoring on my birthday on the 17th....i'm looking for ticker credits...anyone willing to give or sell me theirs so I can collect them??
Thanks!!!

How To Repair To Restore Windows7, Xp Dual-boot MenuFirst of all, let me talk about the specific problems I encountered:
Windows 7
I first installed in C drive windows-xp-professional-service-pack-3-key-usb , and then installed in the D drive window-7-ultimate-retail. So with all that is normal, because I had to back up a XP system, so I used a key to restore the C drive to restore, but the problems will come out in the system startup items that only windows-xp-key and a reduction of two key elections items, there is no way to enter the
Windows 7
system, because I did not come into contact with
windows-vista-key
, directly from the XP to Windows 7-usb, so it does not start the theory is to understand, so I studied a afternoon only then solved the problem, by the way have learned windows-xp-keysystem start principle. Solve the problem before us first look at windows-xp-usb, and h4>windows-vista-keylaunch any different principle, two systems is how to start: In the

Correction Part 1WhyWhyWhy do I feel so alone
WhyWhyWhy do I feel so alone when I'm with you
CuzI know you're looking at me andI'm looking at youand I feel like a dork when you're so awkwardwhen I just wanna be the frog in your pondso let me get that kiss and I'll slip you that hissmouth to mouth and shake your body like a rattlesnake
So baby tell me Why Why Why do I feel so alone when I'm with youSo baby tell me Why Why Why do I feel like a fool when I'm with you
CuzEverytime we touch I want you to keep that blushbecause baby you're my plush and I'll keep thosepuffs squeezed all night so keep those bells ringing as we're bound to be making these vibrations all night
Stop! Rewind!
So baby whywhywhy do I feel so alone when I'm with you?
Why do I feel the need to say this to you?Cuz I know by the end of the night we'll be back toourselves in this comfort of solace that we don't want to be in. But you and me and the space in between can make it happen like it never did and t'would be epic.
So let

Ignore Me =(I sit right in front of you,But you never look me in the eye.You wave to everyone in the halls,But it's me you pass by.Im the gurl,Who never talks,Im the one,Who everyone mocks.You speak to everyone but me,It's like I'm almost not there.You listen when I talk,But you don't really care.You don't know anything about me at all,So you have to make up anything you can.You like to "think" you know the true me,And you try to look like the stronger man.But to you Im a mystery,thats what really bothers you.Thats why Im always alone,So what did I do?I'm not trying to be ignored,I just don't have much to say.It seams to be harmless,So why is there such a huge price to pay?Why is it that I get glared at?But only when you see me.Otherwise Im ignored,Is that the way its always going to be?Why is it that when you hear my name,You have to think.Think about who I am?And It takes a while before the words start to sink.The few times I talk,the few times I speak up and make a choice.It almost shocks you,T

Hot Summer Nights Bikini ContestOK EVERYONE I AM HOSTING A NEW CONTEST IT IS CALLED HOT SUMMER NIGHTS BIKINI CONTEST ANY AND ALL WOMAN CAN BE IN IT FOR THE LUCKY WINNER YOU CAN PICK BOMB,AUTO 11 OR 2 BOOMRANGS IF YOU WANT IN JUST COME TALK TO ME THIS IS FOR ANY WOMAN ON FUBAR SO LETS MAKE THE SUMMER NIGHT HEAT UP

To My Lovely Pets!!!Dear Dogs and Cats: The dishes with the paw prints are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest.
The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Racing me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run.
I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort, however. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other, stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out on the other end to maximize space is nothing but sarcasm.
For the last time, there is n

Just A Few Words For You PeopleOk, number one, read my fucking profile before attempting a conversation with me.
Number two. I am not your baby sitter. I am not your girlfriend. You are not my boyfriend or my girlfriend. If I do not say hello to you right away, please stop freaking out and thinking that i just decided to stop talking to you.
Get off of my ass for christs sake. I just cant keep up with everyone at once here you know. I have a real life, and sometimes I just wanna watch tv, or a movie, or read, or have ME time. So ok. there we go.

Rue McclanahanNEW YORK (AP) - Rue McClanahan, the Emmy-winning actress who brought the sexually liberated Southern belle Blanche Devereaux to life on the hit TV series "The Golden Girls," has died. She was 76.Her manager Barbara Lawrence said McClanahan died Thursday at 1 a.m. of a stroke.She had undergone treatment for breast cancer in 1997 and later lectured to cancer support groups on "aging gracefully." In 2009, she had heart bypass surgery.McClanahan had an active career in off-Broadway and regional stages in the 1960s before she was tapped for TV in the 1970s for the key best-friend character on the hit series "Maude," starring Beatrice Arthur. After that series ended in 1978, McClanahan landed the role as Aunt Fran on "Mama's Family" in 1983.But her most loved role came in 1985 when she co-starred with Arthur, Betty White and Estelle Getty in "The Golden Girls," a runaway hit that broke the sitcom mold by focusing on the foibles of four a ging - and frequently eccentric - women living togethe

Can You See The LightCan you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will start as one,we will start to walk,and together we will run,and together, we'll run....

My LoveTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye

Anticipating The Curve Or The Trouble With Island LifeI think, for some of us, life becomes anticipation of the curveball. We become pros, able to recognize the signs of the coming curve, the last minute turn...to know the difference between, say, a fast pitch straight down the strike zone and the slightly trickier turn of a curve pitch. We see its possibility long before the twist occurs.It's the idea that nothing is ever really as it seems, that things never actually go according to plan. We have to keep sharp, be constantly aware and know deep down that even when it seems life is headed on a straight arrow path hurtling towards the arc of the bat when it seems all you have to do is whack the pitch, your golden opportunity, right over the fence or at least straight into right field for a double baser, a twist is possible. Those of us living for the curve, are, indeed, aware. We look for it. Encourage it. Taunt it. Bring it, we say...because we are fucking ready.We don't start that way. We, the Hank Aarons of life...just as Hank, himself

She's Got Skillzhim: I wont u so bad, girl.
her: Mhm. I want you, too. Badly.
him: Mmm, baby…gimme a taste of dem luscious lips you got.
[She cringes but leans in anyway and they kiss then she says…] I love your lips and the way you kiss me.
[he starts to speak] Dayum, baby…
her: Shut up and kiss me again.
[he obliges and she moans against his mouth] him: Dem sounds u makin’gonna get u fucked. And quick.
[she cringes again while he moves down to kiss her neck but sighs with pleasure anyway…it does feel good]
him: Let’s get u out dem clothes.
[she tries to make the process quick hoping that getting to the actual sex part of this will make him stop talking. She’d really love to get laid tonight.]
him: Girl, wus sho rush? Let me strip you down real slow. I ain’t the kinda man dat skips da pleasantries of dis here situation.
Damn it [she thinks…]
[he unbuttons her shirt slowly letting his fingers trace the skin

Patriotism And Metal: An AnalogySludge metal has made it possible for me to explain my take on patriotism.
Ballsy statement, I know. It may even sound ludicrous, but it’s quite true. See, I listen to a sort of balanced selection of music. (Note: I did say sort of and that is essential in understanding I don’t slide Beethoven’s 5th into the cd player of my car on long trips though I’d prefer that to a travis tritt album any day…). The classics like Janis, Jimi, Floyd, Zeppelin, Sabbath, Cream and so on and Southern rock like the Allman Brothers, the Marshall Tucker Band, the Doobie Brothers, and even Skynard are what I grew up on and still has a place in my heart. Throw in some blues, a wee bit of punk, some screamo, progressive metal, and death metal, old grunge…and you’re starting to get a feel for the variety of styles I like. However, my real passion these days is sludge/doom/stoner metal. It’s a style that is low toned and heavily distorted with dirty, grungy, grinding riffs often balanced with some pretty tec

A Letter To Mr. KlostermanDear Chuck Klosterman,
In your book Sex, Drugs, and Cocoa Puffs you included, as you know, an essay entitled Toby over Moby in which you stated (as, of course, you also know),
“Contrary to what you may have heard from Henry Rollins or/and Ian MacKaye and/or anyone else who joined a band after working in an ice cream shop, you can’t really learn much about a person based on what kind of music they happen to like. As a personality test, it doesn’t work even half the time. However, there is at least one thing you can learn: the most wretched people in the world are those who tell you they like every kind of music ‘except country.’ People who say that are boorish and pretentious at the same time. All it means is that they’ve managed to figure out the most rudimentary rule of pop sociology; they know hipsters gauge the coolness of others by their espoused taste in sound, and they know that hipsters hate modern country music. And they hate it because it speaks to normal people in a tan

Life Or Something Like Ityou may or may not have noticed i haven't logged on here in quite some time. it's just life getting in the way of all things fun. i'm in grad school and it totally kicks my ass most days. i still love everyone i know on here and i miss the fuck out of getting on all the time but at some point, responsibility had to kick in.
so what's been going on with you?

Childhood MemoryYesterday, while watching the scroll bar for boomhoarrangs, I noticed a picture that was very familiar - someone had set their default pic as Snoopy, in his WWI flying ace outfit, next to his Sopwith Doghouse. I was carried back briefly to the beginning of the Seventies and the first house my parents ever owned. My mom's father had given us a (then) State-of-the-art Curtis Mathis console stereo, and a component 8-track deck to plug into it. There were several tapes they had bought, one of which was Snoopy And His Friends, by the Royal Guardsmen.
(I now own this album in vinyl form, BTW)
I can remember being 5 years old and listening to that tape over and over and over... I think it broke finally, and my dad did NOT want to replace it... :P
Seeing this fellow's default got me curious to see if there is a video of the band doing the song. GUESS WHAT! =D

How To Have A Forever LoveMeasure me not with your man-made measures
…For I would never do such things to you
…For I have known the heart of new-love
…And it transformed my world anew.
How might I prove the truth of this?
…That it is in giving that we receive
…That it is in loving that we know true-love
…Finding no means then

What I Like About You By The Romantics (changed Lyrics)Hey, uh huh huhHey, uh huh huhWhat I like about you, you always rate me rightTell me I'm the only one, tell me I'll be featured in your blog tonight, yeahYou're IMing in my chatboxTell me all the things that I wanna to hear, 'cause that's trueThat's what I like about youWhat I like about you, you really know how to comment rightTyping those fonts, colors and emotes sounding so tight, yeahYou're IM'ing in my chatboxTell me all the things that I wanna to hear, 'cause that's trueThat's what I like about youThat's what I like about youThat's what I like about youWahh!Hey!What I like about you, you write the blogs so rightNever wanna' let you go, making me want to feel your bite, yeahYou're IMing me in my chatbox.Tell me all the things that I wanna to hear, 'cause that's trueThat's what I like about youThat's what I like about youThat's what I like about youThat's what I like about you (whispered)That's what I like about you (whispered)That's what I like about you (whispered)That's

This Is Just The Opening Section Of My Book: The Thousand Year SecretMany generations ago the world suffered a great calamity. Darkness spread, born of the human heart and an army of demons began to rise. This army lead by what used to be a human, the demon Jurai consumed all in its path until the world eventually fell to darkness. All was barren and there was little that survived. The terrains were unrecognizable, once busy cities and city-states had fallen to ruin and all seemed lost. But a glimmer of hope still existed, the “city of the strong” Juno. With every mage gathered they shined a beacon to all who would see it, and warriors gathered from all corners of Rune-Midgard. Experienced and inexperienced, man, woman, child, elderly or young all gathered to this place in hopes of making one last stand not only for their kind but for the very planet itself. And at the center of this turmoil, unbeknownst to most was a very unlikely hero who would prove our savior. A young super novice named Onikia Owikawa. He and his band of misfits traveled

Is Sex Work> > Is sex work?> > A U.S. Marine Colonel was about to start the morning briefing to his> > staff.> > While waiting for the coffee machine to finish its brewing, the colonel> > decided to pose a question to all assembled.> > He explained that his wife had been a bit frisky the night before and> > he failed to get his usual amount of sound sleep.> > He posed the question of just how much of sex was "work" and how much> > of it was "pleasure?"> > A Major chimed in with 75-25% in favor of work.> > A Captain said it was 50-50%.> > A lieutenant responded with 25-75% in favor of pleasure, depending upon> > his state of inebriation at the time.> > There being no consensus, the colonel turned to the PFC who was in> > charge of making the coffee. What was HIS opinion?> > Without any hesitation, the young PFC responded, "Sir, it has to be> > 100% pleasure."> > The colonel was surprised and, as you might guess, asked why?> > "Well, sir, if there was any work involved, the officers would have me>

Children And Tiaras On TlcThe Television Learning Channel is broadcasting a program called “Toddlers and Tiaras.” It is about the world of children beauty contests and what parents and their children do to prepare for the contests. In the programs girls as young as 4 years-old wear adult type clothing an strut their stuff on stage. Parents say it’s harmless fun but others say it’s sexualizing children. Isn’t that what hip hop music does to kids, sexualize them? If you don’t like children beauty contests then you shouldn’t like hip hop either. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/03/tlcs-toddlers-tiaras-returns-critics-say-parents-exploitive/
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We Belong TogetherI guess if he doesnt feel this way about you, I dont no? im sure there are alot of single good guys out there that would love to switch places with him or create a new destination in your life but im sure everything will workout for the better, just live love and laugh, life is to short, 1~Luv This was put together by devotedxme from (youtube). I just like this song and video u might enjoy, Peace

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My DreamMy dreams have gotten so vivid and it seems like nothin will ever happen. All I want is to be happy and make others see that theres more to me that meets the eye. I want to cry with happy times not just its the only way to calm my mind to fall asleep at night.
Will I ever be happy?
Will I ever have someone that love me for me?
Will I ever be respected and not disrespected?
I want so much and hope that somethin happens since a new yr is almost here for me... next month I'll be 25....hopefully a better yr

Painslave_ness2: hi i am slave need a Mistress 4 control me online if u like take me ur slave plz send me PM
me: Good for you
slave_ness: yes
slave_ness: 30 m iran
slave_ness: u like control me ?
me: Why would I?
slave_ness: i want pain
me: Then walk in front of a bus
slave_ness: ? me: You walk in front of a bus, you'll get hit and there's your pain
slave_ness: :| me: You wanted pain. Geesh

IdiocracyI find it funny that people in the usa think that they are free when in reality they are nothing more than a bunch of lab rates looking for there piece of cheese in the giant maze from hell what we call life now isn't that irronice.

Life...Ever wonder why when everything seems to be going good, things are looking up and all is well, something or someone always messes it up? Ever wonder why these people or things do it??
IDK... just a lil hurt, annoyed and aggravated... :(

I Looked In YouFeel my pain,taste my tears.Take a glimps,of all the fear.You think you know,how things should be,but you dont know,what its like to be me.Look thru my eyesfeel the angerburn deep in your heartWait, dont leavethis is just the startcontinue to lookwhat is it nowall the darknessi made thru, somehowso dont ever assumethat you know who i amor think that beside meyou could even standyour words are poisonyour love untruei know this now,because i looked in you..............

This Shelli dont know what to door which way to turnno matter whatmy spirit will burnwithin the ashesmy heart will layin this hellmy soul will stay.to late to turn backcant fix what is doneand yet once againthe monsters have wonthey came inand ended what could beand all that was leftis this shell of me.........
Outlaw Angel

BombsYes I do pay to get bombed.
I pay up to 20k per bomb.
For a limited time I will also pay the person that sends the bomber to me a 10% finders fee.
However the bomber and or finder must tell me in PM wats going on. Or else I will ONLY pay the bomber.

Why Yes, I Am A Horny Bastard...So, the other day i had a conversation through the shoutbox. The conversation will remain confidential. Anyways, to sum up the latter part of the convo, I was told that I was a horrible person because I said that I had a tendancy to leave my mind in the gutter (more or less my words). I could hardly believe what I was just told. Because I'm admittingly a male with a dirty mind, I'm automatically a terrible person? I did some thinking and I now present to you the following gem of knowledge.
I am a pervert. I'm a horny bastard who will not think twice to see someone naked or flirt with someone. And guess what? I'm perfectly okay with this and I'll tell you why. All my friends and loved ones know full well that I'm a dirty bastard and they're fine with it because they know something else. I'm a nice guy. I'm a gentleman and a sweetheart. My brand of humor and my mentality are what adds to my charm. Do I force myself on people when they don't want the perversion? No. Contrary to popula

Patience Can Go A Long WaySup Juggalos,
We live hectic lives, especially if you are a member of the American work force. This day and age we want everything...NOW. We want our email now. We want our Big Mac's now. We want our money now. If we trying to get with a person in a personal relationship or intimacy sense, we want it now. Life is fast and thus our needs and our wants come faster too. The "I want it NOW" concept is imbedded in our society. Even in the military the NOW concept controls us. In the Navy, we have a phrase called "Hurry up and wait". This means that whatever supervisor you work is going to want a tasking done NOW, but the problem is that a whole bunch of people want the same thing NOW, so you are going to hurry up and get in line and wait for the thing that was so important that you had to have it NOW.
We see the NOW concept even in our children. Have you ever tried to get a Sippie cup or dinner ready for you child and instead of waiting patiently for it, they're screaming t

EcstasyI'm slowly taking your cloths off one by one till i get to your panties. I'm kissing your inner thighs slowly but lightly. I grazed my teeth across your pussy through your panties. I start pulling them off with my teeth. then start blowing on your pussy watching your thighs tremble with ecstasy. i come up and lay on my side next to you kissing your soft lips while i have my palm on your outer g-spot with my fingers moving in small circles on your clit slowly. then start tapping your wet pussy in a rapid motion. I'm kissing along your neck down towards your nice and firms breasts sucking and and using my other hand to squeeze them firmly. i stick my index finger into your hot and wet pussy puling in and out very slowly as i make my way down there with my tongue and lips. i pull out my finger and lick the outer lips of your pussy and then spread them out to lick the inner lips. i start flickering my tongue on your inner g-spot and sucking on it while i reach around with the

My Dating No No List.I'm typing up my own dating No No list. I will update it from time to time. Here it goes.. 1. If you use a bicycle as your sole means of transportation, I'm not gonna date you. 2. If you allow your pants to sag below your cheeks, I'm not gonna date you. 3. If in your default pic you are holding a alcoholic beverage, I'm not gonna date you. 4. If you have a dozen or so pics with you in the "myspace pose", I'm not gonna date you. 5. If you don't make friends with soap on a regular basis, I'm not gonna date you. 6.If you have a pink shirt in your wardrobe, I'm not gonna date you. 7. If you think cRap music is cool, I'm not gonna date you. 8. If the term Woop Woop is in your daily vocabulary, I'm not gonna date you. 9. If you ask me what kind of tattoo I think you should get, I'm not gonna date you. 10. If you drink more than once a week, I'm not gonna date you. 11. If you don't have steady employment, or are not self sufficient, I'm not gonna date you. 12. If you got a

Sara's GraduationAbout ten years ago I bought my house in a quiet neighborhood. Most of the neighbors were ok but I struck up a friendship with Rick and Lisa. Their daughter Sara was maybe 7 or 8. We spent a lot of time together having cook-outs, card games and such so it was no surprise when I received an invitation to Sara’s graduation party.
On Saturday afternoon I slipped a C in a card, grabbed some beers and headed over to their place. Sara came running over and jumped up, wrapping her legs around my waist and arms around my neck, giving me a kiss on the cheek. She has been doing this every since I could remember. I sat with Rick sipping the beers while Lisa helped Sara tend to her guest. As the afternoon wore on it appeared to be that Sara was flirting with me but I thought that was crazy. I chalked up to the fact I was getting buzzed, after all she was just a kid. I decided to head home and as I was leaving Sara gave me another hug and said “You forgot my birthday, I just turned e

FubarJust bloggin to say that fubar and most of it's people r great! :)

Brazil Butt Lift Workout From HellOk a good friend of mine bought what is supposed to be a great workout for the worst of the worst out of shapers(mainly me). Today was our first day. After she felt me up to take my "measurements", we proceeded to her "workout room". We put in the first dvd. The instrustor is brazilian(hence the brazil in the title) and he begins to tell us how we are going to work our bum bum(pronouced boom boom) into wickedly hard shape. Already I hate this man and all the tiny rock hard bitches working out with him. At first, it was easy...a little trying but if you have a small sense of balance, then you are already doing good. After 20 minutes of this, I started to realize that there isn't a beginner's section...grrr. So I am already feeling it and yay for me I have 30 more minutes of the "Bum Bum" workout. When that was over with, I figured it would be a good time to go to the bathroom before the tum tum workout(fyi...trying to sit on a toilet while sweaty can make you slip off). The tum tu

*some Boys...*Okay, maybe it's just me... But has anyone else been noticing that lately men think it's okay to tell their woman how much they love 'em and want to marry 'em... But treat them like complete shit when they drink a little... or even to the point where they get drunk? Well, I don't know what the Army teaches you... But I'm here to tell you that this shit won't be happening... If I wanted to be done like that I would have stayed with my ex-fiance. *Whew!* I just had to get that out because it's something that has been bothering me all morning.

Pics Of Me (please Read)1. I will only be posting PG-13 pics of me...NO NSFW ones and don't ask to see cause u will be deleted from my friends list...go somewhere else for that.
2. NO DRAMA ON MY PAGE PLEASE!!!!
3. PLEASE Don't Take any of my pics that have to do with me please...(they are mine) pics in the tv and movie or whatever u may rip those..i don't care..if u like
4. Im a very easy going woman if u just respect my rules on my page..thanks that is all i ask

Creating Your Own Electricity With Home Solar PanelsWith electrical prices rising steadily over the last few decades and no reason to think they will fall anytime soon, many homeowners are looking into the option of powering their homes with renewable, or "green", power systems. The two most common home green energy systems is the home wind turbine and home solar panels. Of these two, home solar panels have emerged as the most popular, due to their solid-state nature - meaning that with fewer moving parts, they require less maintenance over the years. Unfortunately, installing a DIY solar power system in your home can be prohibitively expensive. Having pre-made solar power panels professionally installed costs at least $3000 - and the price tag only rises quickly from there. To reduce this huge cost, many homeowners are exploring the possibility of building and installing their own homemade solar panels. You may be one of them. If so, you probably have a lot of questions. Can the average person really build a Do-It-Yourself (DIY) sola

LifeONCE again i find myself ignorant, shallow of the strength i lack for a day well spent . should we say , now as the hour begins to fall the glass becomes pessimistic of a dream i once saw . i cannot blame anyone as fault balongs to me try lookin at fate through my eye you then may understand loss as you feelme bleed . who is this behind me , that hides in shadows? a being of death maybe , when my soul becomes hollow . hate takes me quickly . at this moment my only hope is my brother . i wonder how can he help me , when this poison has also left him confused and pale , we maintain this struggle of pain through a bond of blood . a silent cry to god as we lose our loved ones . i shall return would be my last words . a beast no more when my ashes lay upon this ern . i finally walk free from this realm of evil tears . with one remaining on my left eye to tell a story you cannot hear . my soul shall ponder forever in the hearts of those who knew me , forget me not , for the flesh you know l

Looking For New Staff And MembersHello Everyone!
I have finally deceided to start my turfup again!
I am looking for new members from Underboss on down!
Come join me if you have the time..
The link is below either cut and paste or just search for HMM or Heavy Metal Mafia!
http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7926

Lost In The DarknessLost in the darkness
My master calls out,
Come To Me!
I slowly find my way
Bound by the chain my master has around me
Kneeling before him
He pulls me up into his arms and whispers softly
“I am going to make you scream Today?”
Scared and weak I reply
“YES MASTER”
Not sure if he means pleasure screams or screams of pain.
He pulls me close and kisses me softly.
Then he says
“KNEEL”
I oblige with a soft
“yes master”
As he pulls down his pants I see he is ready for me.
He shoves his cock in to my mouth slowly so he doesn’t make me gag
In and out I hear him gasp.
He stops pulls me to the bed slides down between my legs he starts to lick and suck at my cunt.
He shoves two fingers into my pussy and asks me if it hurts
I reply
“NO MASTER”
Then three and repeats the question
Again I reply
“NO MASTER”
Then four finger

The PathWalking down an empty path
through the forest of life
twists, turns, broken bridges along the way
A fork in the road
One lead to death, sadness, and darkness
The other leads to love, happiness, and enjoyment.
One is bright and sunny
while the other is dark, secluded, and cold.
I stand there uncertain as to which way to go
the bright path seems so inviting
but I was raised to believe looks can be deceiving
So I take a deep breath and head down that cold and lonely road.
Whispers in the shadows
Light becomes night
I start to tremble and cry wondering if my decision was the right one
I continue on my path
evil seem to lurk in the shadow of the trees.
Still concerned if my choice was the right one i keep walking.
Laughing, crying and screaming surround me.
I come to a clearing
It is beautiful,
The trees are so green and the flowers are so vibrant
I stand there and wonder if I am dreaming.
Then you appear.
You smile and tell me that I have chosen my destiny
One of l

ImmortalityWhere do I begin,
A lost soul traveling through time.
Wondering if there is ever any peace to the hatred of enemies.
Lost amongst the darkness.
Driven by anger and lust.
Can it truely be the worlds last attempt to turn me evil.
Falling to the ground I give every thing I have to stay sane.
But can I?
Where does the pain end?
Do I lie here with the sound of exodus?
I give in and reach for eternity of immortality.
To walk blindly on this earth as a creature of the night.
To take a life where lives are left to dwell after the happiness is gone.
To taste the blood of souls ment to be drained of life.
A happiness that truely is not there.
Given immortality.
I do what I must to survive.
Survive HMMM,
How do I not survive when I can not die.
When I can not give to most what other can.
I do not know how to love
I do not know how to give
I can only take,
And from you I take your life,
Your blood and drain it from your ever so pure body.
Give into me.
Dont resist
I can

Cut The Fat, Increse The SpeedOk kids. I have a few people asking me how to run fast and lose weight since a genetically fat man like me can do it. This is the secret, eat more real food and less crap. Protein should be 30% of your diet. Carbs 40-50% and the rest is fat. No protein is NOT the same as fat so candy and cream food and drinks do NOT count. Cut back the beer! And get off your ass and run. 5-7 hours a week. Even if you are slow and old lady's with walkers are passing you, parking your ass on the couch is not doing anything. Last, I am glad you are a karate expert, MMA champ, world cadge fighter and an enlightened Yoga guru, but those activities build muscle and flexibility (a good thing) If you want to be lean and fast, you must run, swim, bike or whatever you want to be speedy at. If you only have time for one, you better start running (bike, swim or whatever), or you are doomed to be fat and slow. That will get you started, when you are ready to take it up a level, hit me back.

HumanimalsI would like to put forth that we change what we call ourselves to Humanimals.I hear people all to often deny that they are animals or using the term in a derogatory manner. If you are not an animal, are you vegetable or mineral? We are the animal Human, we are subject to many of the same afflictions that other animals have, but supposedly have the intelligence to overcome them. We see them in our day to day lives, even make jokes about them. The 'terrible twos', the 'little adult' stage,the 'teenage rebellion', the 'seven year itch', the 'biological clock', and the 'mid-life crisis' are all examples. Most are designed to facilitate breeding and a diverse gene pool, but do not fit well into a monogamous relationship, if any wish further explanation on how these were meant to affect breeding, feel free to drop me a line and ask. If we are to overcome them we must be aware of them, educate ourselves about their effects, and be smart enough to overcome the; however in order

And God Created Texas....God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day. He inquired, "Where have you been?" God smiled deeply and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made." Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?" "It's a planet," replied God, and I've put life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a place to test Balance." "Balance?" inquired Michael, "I'm still confused." God explained, pointing to different parts of Earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over here I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things." God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice.

Sex My Body RightLAY MY BODY DOWN ON DA BED, SPREAD MY LEGS TAKE YOUR TOUNGE AN GIVE ME SUM OF YOUR BOMB HEAD... IT WONT BE LONG TILL I GRAB YOUR STICK AN SHOW YOU HOW A REAL CHICK SLOBB YOU DOWN. DEEP THROATIN IS WHAT I DO BEST. PLAYIN WIT DA HEAD, AS I MAKE SURE IT STAYS WET. ONCE ITS SUPER HARD I JUMP ON TOP, RIDE DAT DICK GIRL SHOW HIM HOW GOOD PUSSY SUPPOSE TO WORK. UP, DOWN, ROUND,AN,ROUND WE GO TURN AROUND AN RIDE IT NICE AN SLOW... OH ITS GOOD IM BOUT TO BUST THAT FIRST NUT, THEN IMMA LET YOU SHOW ME WHAT YOUR DICKS REALLY WORTH.... PULL ME IN THE CENTER OF THE BED, PUT MY LEGS WAYS BACK IN THE AIR. STROKE IT LONG AN SLOW.... SPEED IT UP AS IT GETS DEEPER OH SO DEEPER.... TURN ME AROUND AN HIT IT DOGGY STYLE. OH IM THROWIN IT BACK AS MY PHAT ASS BOUNCES UP AN DOWN, SMACK MY ASS, PULL MY HAIR TELL ME HOW GOOD IT FEELS IF YOU DARE.... WHEN YOUR BOUT TO BUST STICK IT BACK IN MY MOUTH SO I CAN SUCK, SUCK IT UNTIL ITS ALL OUT DONT GET TO EXCITED I SPIT NEVA SWALLOW BUT I BET YOU GOT WHAT I CALL A SU

Its Technically TuesdayI keep thinking about Saturday night when my 4 mnth old nephew died my sister was in an accident friday i think it was last week hard to say i dont remember exactly i no it was the last friday of may and my nephew was the night after my sister made it but i still tend to worry. Rip Shane i miss you, i know your in good hands though because your uncle is there...you never met him but hell take care of you, theres alot of pple who will forever n always my little honeypot!
went to batoche today it was great had a blast on the 11 hour bus ride those of you who werent there damn you missed a great time...
photography trip tomorrow going to take a buncha picutres it works nothign better to do...
there are so many thoughts racing through my head they prevent me from falling asleep dont know if i honestly want to or not tho hmm hadn't thought about that untiil now
i cant get into it right now id prefer not to cry
***needs to meditate

Feelings And CommunicationWhen in search for the perfect match in your life,its very difficult.But when ones found and everything seems to be going good,then it seems to take place the lack of communication which leads to hurt feelings with a question hanging in your head.Communications is very important in any type of relationship,if you don't have it then you get misled and that resorts back to your feelings once again.and that will also put a trust issue in question.so the point is with good communications,people can really get confused and have hurt feeling.And my belief that is the foundation for any kind of relationship,You have to have.So if all possible talk it over and get your understandings,mutual and be happy.The main thing is openness and honesty.In order for you both to be mutually happy.

Hey Guys!!!I'm back!!!!
How are you guys???
Just want to let you know that I'm back and I have lots to report!!
I'll give you guys an update little by little in the upcoming days..
ttys
The original Gata
monique dupree

The Scorpion And The FrogThe Scorpion and the Frog
The Scorpion and the Frog
One day, a scorpion looked around at the mountain where he lived and decided that he wanted a change. So he set out on a journey through the forests and hills. He climbed over rocks and under vines and kept going until he reached a river.
The river was wide and swift, and the scorpion stopped to reconsider the situation. He couldn't see any way across. So he ran upriver and then checked downriver, all the while thinking that he might have to turn back.
Suddenly, he saw a frog sitting in the rushes by the bank of the stream on the other side of the river. He decided to ask the frog for help getting across the stream.
"Hellooo Mr. Frog!" called the scorpion across the water, "Would you be so kind as to give me a ride on your back across the river?"
"Well now, Mr. Scorpion! How do I know that if I try to help you, you wont try to kill me?" asked the frog hesitantly.
"Because," the scorpion replied, "If I try to kill

A Vampires DreamShe is silent,
Standing ther staring at him
Shadows fill the hollow room
He walks softly to her
His eyes dead, as he looks into hers
A shiver takes over her body
"Are you afraid" he whispers
Softly she shakes her had NO!
He pulls her into his arms
Pushes her hair back and slowly sinks his fangs into her neck
Her body begins to tremble as blood drips from her
His poision consumes her
He lays her gently down upon the bed as he drinks from her
Her eyes close as her sould begins to die
Her blood now cursed with an eternity of life
Living as a creature most feared
But in a beautiful world of no pain

*giggle*4557710: hello wanna play
9:07pm Klove...: play?
9:08pm4557710: 20 questions
9:08pm Klove...: depends what the questions are
9:10pm4557710: little bit personal
9:11pmKloverlynn: ask...we will see
9:13pm4557710: what are you wearing?
9:14pm Klove...: clothes...why do you hide behind a fake profile
9:15pm4557710: 1st time on here not bothered with a profile yet
9:16pm Klove...: ahh cant bother to put up a pic but wanna ask women persona queaions?
9:18pm4557710: honestly just after a bit of relief before i go to bed
9:19pm Klove...: hmm after relief so you are hoping I will tell you something sexy while you sit there with your falcid baby cock in your hand
9:19pm Klove...: yes?
9:22pm4557710: i think the word you are looking for is flaccid
9:22pm Klove...: yes that is the one...TY for correcting my typo
9:23pm Klove...: So flaccid baby cock...better ?
9:24pm4557710: no offense meant just saw your picture and was hoping you might accomodate
9:25pm Klove...: ah...well I wil

Memorial Daymy daughter tried to tell me happy memorial day .
but in actual fact it wasn't all that happy ...
i thought about soliders who had passed on .
i used to live with a bunch of soliders back in germany , and i know they did at least two tours in iraq .. i hope thier all ok ..
after we got out of the military life .. we lost touch with quite a few of the military familes we once knew , but they will stay forever in our hearts .
the children i will never forget , the military wives and other famiies members too .
we spent 3 years together in a special community , we had some great times together more good then bad .
i guess i can't help it this one is called wheres Daddy
wheres Daddy mommy
why isn't he home
hes far away dear
far away ,keeping us safe
i miss him mommy , when will he be back
a long time .. dont worry .. im here
now . ill tuck you in a night , i'll read your stories
i'll try to everything to make it better for you
i miss him too darling ..

Happy 28th Birthday Josh..may You Rest In PeaceWhen I think back, Josh died in February 2003. He was a few months shy of his 21st Birthday.
I was reminded today when I took a quick glance on my Facebook account to see what my family was up to. I noticed my cousin, Josh's mother, had made a post in honor of his birthday. The boy would have been 28 years old today...
Josh was a real special kid. From the first time he could walk and talk, you could tell something was different about him. Josh had bright blond hair, big blue eyes and a raspy voice. He was full of life...without a care in the world. As the year progressed, Josh had shown a wonderful personality and sense of humor. After his younger brother Jacob had been born, he had convinced me that the new baby's name was Adam.
As he grew up, he would come over to our house and after church he would wake my older sister up after she had worked late into the night waitressing. It was like clockwork. There would be a big bang..the blond boy would run by..and following would be my

Dads PoemsLife Lessons
You may have thought I didn't see,Or that I hadn't heard,Life lessons that you taught to me,But I got every word.
Perhaps you thought I missed it all,And that we'd grow apart,But Dad, I picked up everything,It's written on my heart.
Without you, Dad, I wouldn't beThe (woman)(man) I am today;You built a strong foundationNo one can take away.
I've grown up with your values,And I'm very glad I did;So here's to you, dear father,From your forever grateful kid
Hero Dad
You are my hero, DadYou're my secure foundation.When I think of you, I'm filled with loveAnd fond appreciation.
You make me feel protected;I'm sheltered by your care.You're always my true friend; and Dad,When I need you, you're always there.
You have a place of honorDeep within my heart.You've been my superhero, Dad,Right from the very start.
Star Dad
I love you, Dad, and want you to know,I feel your love wherever I go.Whenever I've problems, you're there to assist,The ways you have helped me would

Friendshipi wanted to shout out to all my fubar friends and the cool , as in fun intelligent people i have on here so far .
i have met some really awesome people like Poetic soul , Kade, Kinetics ,and Silk , party man and Ossian , i can't forget Honeysuckle shes one of the sweetest ladies on here .
Well im just showing some love Hugs to all my friends .
You guys are all one of a kind , great people its nice to have you in my fubar world .
Extra hugs to my real rl and fubar friends Musicman and Scarlette singing angel .

LifeOne day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span o f twenty years.'The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?'So God agreed. On the second day, God created the monkey and said:'Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span.'The monkey said: 'Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like t he Dog did?'And God agreed.On the third day, God created the cow and said:'You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years.'The cow said: 'That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years.. How about twenty and I'll give back the other forty

Are You Man Enough?I'm ashley wilson...A very hot and sexy lady that no man can resist...Kissing is my favorite but it depends on who I kiss...I am so flirty that leads me for being bitchy...But I can be funny and wacky two that can make your lonely world happy and crazy wild...I wear thongs most of the time...But at times I try not wearing (panties) too...And it feels good...lol...without it I don't have to be conscious with panty lines...I like to unleash the immortality of every man by just ripping the clothes off...And satisfying their needs to the fullest...Have a doubt???well, you can figure that out by yourself, there's no harm only satisfaction...I'll be waiting for you, sweety...I want to be touched everywhere...I usually like to start w/ kissing, That's my favorite...If I kiss somebody who doesn't know how to kiss, I don't want to go any further, but if you know how to kiss, then I'm so much interested in you...You are probably good in bed...haha...And from that it can lead you further to touch

Dhl - Los Angeles /for The Who Like Progressive Rock/metal/shredHey ya'll...if you like to rock out to progressive rock/metal.shred, this is for you! .So, kick back and crank it! Should you, while listening, experience a feeling of being dizzy, have difficulties in swallowing, temporary loss of speech, hearning and vision or experience a " furection" lasting more than 4 hours....stop the video and try again
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=103903439

Be YourselfFunny how over time things change. You say you want to be yourself but for some reason you are someone your not. You say i just want to be me but who are you? Really who is that? No one can tell you or figure that out for you. It's funny when you are with someone one and they say they are being themselfs but you find out they aint. They are just playin you. You see, me i am me 100% of the time. I love who i am. I dont like the fake foney people that are out there. If you are yourself then love yourself. Be happy who you are. Who cares if that person next to you likes you. Or if that girl/guy likes you. There are more fish in the sea. If that girl/guy dont like you, they just dont know how great of a person you are. Just make a promise to yourself that you will be you and not change you for no one. If you want to change, change for you not the girl/guy your talkin to or like. They will never be happy for they do not know who you are. So just be yourself and be true to you.

Windows Embedded Compact 7 Officially AnnouncedWindows 7
June 1, Children's Day, perhaps we are a very distant day. But for embedded developers, it is a big day, because today's COMPUTEX in Taipei Exhibition on Microsoft officially announced its embedded product line the latest one, Windows 7 Embedded Compact 7. Windows 7 Embedded Compact 7's predecessor is the well-known Windows 7 Embedded CE (abbreviated WinCE) system was, but now, with the version number of the upgrade it was renamed as Windows Embedded Compact 7. Of course, the same product code-named 7, two other heavyweight Microsoft products and Windows Phone 7 Windows 7 is now hot. The former in a short time made good sales, which is Microsoft's revolutionary mobile devices. And, more importantly, Windows 7-usb is based on the
Windows 7-stickers
Embedded Compact 7 Core developed. Yes, you read right, the back and a Core character. In the past, we all know that
Windows 7-key-usb
Mobile platform, which is based on Win CE platform and custom out of a sub-brand / product.

Is This You ?? I want a lover, a best friend
Someone beside me until the end
Is this you ?
I want a hand to always hold
Arms to warm me from the cold
Is this you ?
I want an ear to hear my cries
To wipe the tears from my eyes
Is this you ?
I want a heart that is true
No matter what we may go through
Is this you ?
I want laughter and a smile
One who will go that extra mile
Is this you ?
I want a love that's forever more
Till I'm taken to that distant shore
Is this you ?

With MeDream with me, of future days
Seeing the changes of our ways
Walk with me, hold my hand
Feet feeling the oceans sand
Talk with me, laugh and smile
That's what makes it all worthwhile

TodayIt's difficult to chooseAnd so hard to knowThe things that will happenWhich way your life will go.
Yesterday has passedWhat did we learnSweetness or sorrowOr which way to turn.
Today is brand newIt should be a treasureWith laughter and joyFrom all lifes pleasures.
Don't plan on tomorrowFor it may never arriveBe loving and kind todayJust be thankful and thrive.

Erotic PoetryA whisper, a sigh
A wink and a glance
The glimpse of a thigh
The thought of romance.
You move in a bit closer
And dance just right
I long to hold you
Long into the night.
My heart beat quickens
Eyes shine with lust
My muscle thickens
Anticipating a thrust.
Our heartbeats are frantic
As clothes start to fall
Each touch is electric
We both shed it all.
So naked you kneel
My cock in your mouth
A gasp when I feel
Your lips moving south
Licking and sucking
And moving together
Grinding and moaning
Our mutual pleasure
You beg me to enter
And give you my meat
Quickly I help you
To regain your feet
Swiftly I bend you
Down over the bed
Legs spread further
I thrust in the head
I push it in harder
You squeeze it so tight
The moan of pleasure
The sounds of delight
The rhythm of loving
The feel of the flesh
Indescribable feeling
Our bodies are meshed

Whatever Happened?What Ever HappenedWhatever happened tooHappy small townsWith happy and healthy kidsPlaying all around?Whatever happened too A Sunday day of restWhere family and friendsBring out the best?Whatever happened tooA government you could trustThat doesn’t steal your moneyFor power and lust?Whatever happened tooDoing the “right” thingNot being deceitful Without guilt or shame?Whatever happened tooBeing a good friendListening to othersWhile being there through thick and thin?Whatever happened tooTreating animals with respectNot abandoning or killingJust loving them fully without disrespectWhatever happened too Helping the hungry eatYet the rich keep their moneyWhile people die in the streets?Whatever happened tooAcceptance of othersNot judging upon raceSex or the lifestyle of another?Whatever happened tooDeath do us partNot cheating or tearingHappy families apart?Whatever happened tooAccepting a woman’s formbaring children while taking on the worldInstead we tell them,

Only OurselvesTo wish it differentOr to remain the sameThe paths we have chosenOnly ourselves can we blame.
With the many difficultiesIn this life we must faceThe trials and strugglesThat daily take place.
Do we focus to do betterWith all that we claimWe each make our destinyOnly ourselves can we blame.

Be StrongI look around me and I seeChange taking place constantly.
Never knowing from day to dayWhat will come my way.
Do we really stop to thinkCause moments pass with a blink.
Sometimes it's hard to rearrangeFrom the past, things we can't change.
So for now I'll have to be strongAnd continue looking for a place to belong.

First Time For Everything....Well We are in Indiana on Vacation, Having a great time btw, My hubby, the kids and I went out to eat today, I am use to seeing soldiers everywhere, in the stores, just about everywhere, you get use to it, and yes i do love it lol...but when you go to some areas you dont see soldiers, like where we are in indiana, the closest Post is about an 1 hour away, I was coming out of the resturant and there was a soldier in uniform getting out of his car, I had my "ARMY WIFE" tshirt on, he comes up to me, and says, "I have to shake your hand" I know my mouth fell as far to the floor as it could, I said, um, ok, but only if i can shake yours, he smiled and said, I think I can do that, we each thanked each other for a very special but hard job....It was the highlight of my day....I do NOT expect my hand to get shaked because im an army wife, its a job i love and take in with pride, no matter how damn hard it can be...and never did i put myself in the same group as the soldier...life is hard, but

SmileSmileWhen you're happySmileEven when blueSmileShow it everydaySmileIt will get you through

What Not To Say When Your Company Is Ruining The World
What Not to Say When Your Company Is Ruining the World
BP CEO Tony Hayward has made gaffe after gaffe defending his company's response to the gulf oil spill. Here are some of his many unfortunate remarks.
Joe Raedle / Getty Images
On May 28, Hayward points to the site of the gulf oil spill.
There is a long and awkward history of corporate leaders saying the wrong thing when their companies are facing criticism. Goldman Sachs CEO Lloyd Blankfein responded to his company's role in contributing to the recent financial crisis by suggesting he was doing "God's work." But BP CEO Tony Hayward, whose company just hired a former spokeswoman for Vice President Dick Cheney to help handle the media, has outdone even Blankfein in his unfortunate comments since the company's Deepwater Horizon oil rig blew up on April 20. The blast killed 11 people and sent thick, rust-colored oil billowing into the Gulf of Mexico, destroying natural habitats and devastating the coastal econ

PuzzledI dont know what to do anymore. I have argued with my husband so many times over him lying to me its not funny. He calls his ex wife the same things he calls me and he asks her for pic. of herself. He tells me he wont do it again and he does. He tells me that he wont do something and he does under a diff. name thinking I wont find out. I just dont know what to do anymore. I mean I still love him but its getting harder and harder to trust him. Im 24 wks. preg. and I cant stand to be this frustruated. I'm puzzled on what to do.

ForwardStep by step Forward I'll go Do I search for variables Or things that I know.
With my head held high And looking straight ahead Not wanting any followers Certainly not to be led.
As much as I want Can't change the past I can only keep wandering Until the very last.

Forever ChangeLike the clouds in the skyThe waves upon the sandEven family and friendsThings forever change.
Whats seen on the outsideFeelings of the heartOur hopes and our dreamsThings forever change.
The moments of beautyRegrets and the painLive for today, causeThings forever change.

The Real MeI watch the sunrise each morningCome up so grand and brightTo witness Gods wonderAnd think, what a beautiful sight.
But inside I feel a raging stormI'm lost within a shadowSometimes forgetting who I amLike looking through a window.
My thoughts are forever hiddenAnd words few and far in betweenThis terrible pain I feel insideI make sure is never seen.

MaskBehind a smile I hide my tearsThe ones that flow each dayI have found no way to stop themThere's nothing anyone can say.
So many thoughts run through my mindMy heart full of sorrow and painAlthough today is brand new The hurt will always remain.
Impossible sometimes to go forward But on with my daily taskForever a smile on my faceIt has become the perfect mask.

Leaving For A While...I have been interviened by family and friends....
I guess I am off to a drinking rehab center to try to get things right....
Not sure where I will be or what I will be like on the other side.....
If you still want to keep in touch I can be found at swim_stud23@yahoo....
Scott

SeekLook though the darkness
Toward the light that shines
Seek not with the eyes
But from the heart that binds
The beauty, the wonder
All the cherished finds
Securing the goodness
Deep within our minds.

FearsI'd like to believeTo be relieved
Just wanting to careAnd a world to share
Am I so badTo always feel sad
For I know a smileCan last but awhile
I get such a chideFor what I feel inside
Now, through all the fearsI have only tears

What The Hell?Hmm. things have been brought to my attention.. Keep in mind, I tend to keep to myself unlike some people on here that strive and breathe off drama. I just don't understand all this..
What I really don't understand is how someone can state that they love someone, then hear a ton of dramatic bullshit and believe it? Is your so called love not strong enough to believe your partner that you're going to believe someone that has been known to start drama and bullshit? Come on seriously.. What the hell are you thinking or do you enjoy the drama that occurs..
People don't realize that this is a website... People do a lot of uncalled for things.. Like starting drama, playing on peoples' emotions and starting a bunch of shit that's not needed.
What I'm really sick of ... Is seeing my FRIENDS and FAMILY get hurt over people being ignorant and not keeping their word or actually turning against people over a " Man" or a "Female" Seriously.. Do you think that they are going to be there for yo

A Brand New SartA Brand New Startby Jill Lemming
God sometimes brings us to a placewhere answers can't be found...Where we cannot see tomorrow,for confusion all around.
Yet deep inside we realizethat all things work for good...Even times when we've been woundedand we feel misunderstood.
Don't dwell on the injusticeand stay focused on God's heart...Find forgiveness and go on,you can make a brand new start.

RewardI am lookinhg for a picture I saw on one of the girls on heres pictures. I don't remember who's pictures it was on but if any of you out there know and can get me this picture I will buy you a 25 credit bling pack. The picture has the Angels on one side and the Demons on the other they are fliing at each other about to go into battle but not yet engaged in battle. I believe it is in black and whit,also the ones closes to you are big and as they get further away they get smaller and smaller until they fade away and there is alot on both sides . If you can find me this picture I will reward you with a 25 credit bling pack . Thank you for all your help it is very much appreciated. :)

BananasA professor at CCNY for a physiological psych class told his class about bananas. He said the expression "going bananas" is from the effects of bananas on the brain. Read on: Never, put your banana in the refrigerator!!! This is interesting. After reading this, you'll never look at a banana in the same way again.. Bananas contain three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber. A banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.. Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating

The 10 Greatest Black Superheros Of All Time
15 of the Greatest Black Superheroes of All Time
Luke Cage
One of the original badasses of the '70's and former partner to Iron Fist Danny Rand, Luke Cage embodied the 70's concept of Black Power and was one of the first Black superheroes to kick ass and take responsibility for cleaning up the hood. Impenetrable skin, super strength, and the ability to fight heroes in an open chested yellow shirt, leather pants, and a tiara without looking funny, Cage fought all those who threatened the innocent. In recent relaunches, Cage ditched the duds for regular clothes because real men don't have to wear tights.
Storm
Goddess. Weather Witch. Mutant. Ororo Munroe has been known by many names and identities. Born to an American Mother and African father who died in her youth, Ororo was left to her own devices and survived as a thief. When her mutant abilities manifested, she was feared as a witch by some and praised as a goddess to others. Eventually joining Charles Xavier's X-Men,

Goadgoad\GOHD\verb; 1.To prick or drive with, or as if with, a goad; prod; incite.noun: 1.A stick with a pointed or electrically charged end, for driving cattle, oxen, etc.; prod. 2.Anything that pricks or wounds like such a stick. 3.Something that encourages, urges, or drives; a stimulus.

I Want.I want you.
I want you in my arms.
I want you to see me staring in to your eyes.
I want you to see the love I have for you flowing out of me.
I want you to put your head on my chest again like it's the safest place in the world.
I want you more than anything else in this world.
I want you.

Golden Age Of Rock N' RollREMEMBER ALL THESE SONGS ?
Some of the artists of the 60's are revising their hits with new lyrics to accommodate aging baby boomers who can remember doing the "Limbo"as if it were yesterday. They include:Bobby Darin --- Splish, Splash, I Was Havin' A Flash

Science Vs Religion________________________________Let me explain the problem science has with religion.' The, atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand...'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?' 'Yes sir,' the student says. 'So you believe in God?' 'Absolutely. ‘‘Is God good?' 'Sure! God's good.' 'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?' 'Yes' 'Are you good or evil?' 'The Bible says I'm evil.' The professor grins knowingly... 'Aha! The Bible! He considers for a moment.'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him.You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?''Yes sir, I would.''So you're good...!''I wouldn't say that.' 'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could.Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.' The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed

Why We All Love Him, Kins!!!2:42pm
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BustedI was left out
cold and alone
Busted
Waisting away
Left washed up
On the shores of life
Lost in the pain
Crazed and Confused
Left Busted
Behind and empty shell you call love
Tortured
Hopeless and Disoreinted
Passed by like a hopeless Artist
Feeling Busted
Hurt and Hated,
Never really contemplated
How you lefte me there
BUSTED!!!

SubsA sub must have the strength to bow to her master and to obey his every command
A sub must have the heart to stand by her masters side as however he sees fit weather it be as
His Bitch,
His Slut,
His Slave,
His Lover,
His Girlfriend,
and even as His Wife if that is what pleases him
A sub must not fight her master and if she does she must have the strength to accept his punishment and
know in her heart that it is out of love and not out of anger.

Gaza And The BlockadeHere are the available facts: On May 31, the Israel Defense Forces intercepted six ships, known as the Free Gaza flotilla, whose stated purpose was to break the Israeli blockade of Hamas-controlled Gaza in order to deliver humanitarian aid to Gaza. Since Israel withdrew from the Gaza Strip in 2005, 10,000 rockets and mortars have been fired on the Israeli civilian population. The naval blockade imposed by Israel has been necessary to limit the amount of munitions entering Gaza. In reality, the objective of the organizers of the flotilla was primarily to provoke Israel and magnify international scrutiny of Israel's blockade of Gaza. The flotilla was sponsored by an organization called the Turkish Humanitarian Relief Foundation, which is tied to various Islamic terrorist groups including Hamas and al-Qaeda. Upon learning of the flotilla, Israel advised Turkey and other governments that it would not allow any "humanitarian mission" to breach its defensive blockade of Gaza. Isr

Could Your Tax Dollars Be Better Spent?Taxpayers in California will pay $1.6 billion for proposed ballistic missile defense in FY2011. For the same amount of money, the following could have been provided:
474,335 People Receiving Low-Income Healthcare for One Year OR
17,103 Police or Sheriff's Patrol Officers for One Year OR
20,960 Firefighters for One Year OR
191,086 Scholarships for University Students for One Year OR
287,592 Students receiving Pell Grants of $5550 OR
842,734 Children Receiving Low-Income Healthcare for One Year OR
181,709 Head Start Slots for Children for One Year OR
566,488 Households with Renewable Electricity - Solar Photovoltaic for One Year OR
20,732 Elementary School Teachers for One Year OR
1,510,636 Households with Renewable Electricity-Wind Power for One Year

PortalA portal to a world unknown
A lonely Heart tattered and torn
Swept away by promises broken
In a world where lies have been spoken
Never to trust again
Never to be whole again
Standing in a world of tattered dreams
Everything falls apart at the seems
Trust is no longer there
A coldness fills the air
As he sits with that cold blank Stare.

Life, Cute & TrueSummary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.2) Wrinkles don't hurt.3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for

Why Me?So, the shows at Covent Garden Jongleurs are good and odd at the same time, nice room but comprised of a big bunch of people who were surprised that comedy was on, despite the fact they came to a comedy show. Life is like that sometimes.
I spent the weekend in London, and am a bit tired.
I feel as though I have been round the world on a bus and not a good bus either. My usual apartments that I rent in London were busy so I stayed at The Groucho club rooms, the bed was AWESOME...seriously good bed and wonderful linen. You wouldn't know you were in Soho, it was really quiet and serene, and mind you I did have a back bedroom.
Sunday I headed home on the train from Kings Cross to Glasgow, as British Airways were on strike again. I enjoy the train actually.
As it's a Sunday- I decided to upgrade to first class as it's cheap on a weekends.
I got a cracking seat, and was surrounded by lovely old people all getting settled in. You need to check your ticket to see if you can ge

Have You Douched Your Browser Lately?With all the new browsers out there, everyone seems to have their favorite. I use firefox and chrome and bounce to Opera and IE when I am testing stuff. I am not an engineer when it comes to browsers, but I do know they get jacked up often. It happens for various reasons. The following are are few of the things that can turn your browser upside down.
1. Make sure your frigging internet is up. I know it sounds stupid, but check your connections. It happens to the best of us.
2. Have you installed any software lately. Maybe the software you installed screwed the boot. You will have to uninstall the screwed up copy. Restart your computer and install the new copy. Restart your computer and see if that fixes it.
3. Addons are huge reason for browser malfunctions. I can't tell you how many times this is the culprit. Make sure you know your addons or extensions. There are some seedy companies out there who use them for not so nice reasons. Be sure to check out the history of any browser ex

Stress Free!!!I've learned to let go of stupid things that has happen. Trying to stop the stress and just enjoy what I have. Keeping my words....like what I tell others when they are stressing, etc. Let things go and let it be. I hate stressing over things and I need to stop it fully. I'm going to enjoy my life with all the people I care about :-).

Don't Treat Your Babe Like A CarMost of us know cars need regular oil changes. Its keeps the car engine running smooth and it will last longer. Sarah Stefanson, writing for AskMen.com, says us men start to treat our honeys like a car and she says that don’t get guys. I had to read the story to find out what she was talking about. You should read it too dude. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,593866,00.html
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FumafiaI am looking for people to join me on fumafia. click on this link:
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Hablo Gps?My TomTom cant pronounce squat around this place.
I giggle when it tells me to proceed on toward "Lost And Gayless".
or "Es con dee DAH"
it always pauses in between for "Sahn.......................Dee AH go", for some reason.

Change And SameToday is my daughter Sarah’s second day in a class of nine kids at Bethany Lutheran’s day camp (in Borg-ese, this would make her One of Nine as her name came first on the list, wouldn’t it?). When I picked her and our son Jeffrey up last night from their grandparents’ where Robert’s sister Shirley was visiting from Garrison for the month, I got to see all she’d done in class yesterday. Making a fish out of blank CDs and colored fabric, a nametag with animals around it, and some lessons. I got to drop her off there this morning because yesterday I had to pass ANOTHER blood test and this morning several others were already making something with modeling clay. Not Play-Doh, as the scent and appearance of that is pretty distinct …
After the kids and I picked up Martha from work and enjoyed dinner at Taco John’s (their new bacon club burrito is great) we got in late and took away Sarah’s first toy per our new policy of the kids

Just The Booze Talkin'?You can blame a lot of things on being drunk: slurring your words, stumbling over furniture, attempting to leap over a large campfire in nothing but women’s panties and cowboy boots. But saying the drink caused you to sell out your ex to a tabloid for £500,000? That is weak sauce. Yet Sarah Ferguson, the weight watchin’, children’s book writin’ Duchess of York appeared on Oprah yesterday and did just that.
[Shout out: What do you think about ... Sarah Ferguson?]

A Phonecall That I Never Wanted 2 Getlast nite my cell rang , its my big brother . I knew then that this wasn't gonna be good, due to the
fact my mom was admitted in the hospital last friday. She has struggled with breathing problems
for the last 5 years & of course she is getting worse now. Now the steroids are not helping her like
they used to , now they are pumping her full of steroids & morphine. My brother described her as
"barrel chested"(she is normally small, 90 pounds) . He says that she is layin there in pain ,
moaning, begging for rest ! This is where it gets even worse, she is now starting to lose her mind,
she is starting to say & do the things that Dad did right before he died. Now my brother informs me
that mom's wishes are to be creamated, no preacher, no fancy urn & honestly, i'm glad that mom
has chose to handle those things in her own way. My questions are limitless at this point. How does
a person learn to let go of someone that loves me unconditionally, someone that is soo close to
my he

Do You KnowDo you know what its like To want someone so much?Your heart aches and the pain is so deep,You feel like it’s going to break.You can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t think.All you do is weep And pray to the heavens aboveThat one day he will feel the same.

Keeper Of The KeyWhile I sit in silence listening for the last sigh of the day,I close my eyes and imagine thatI'll find you again someday.Would, if I could have loved you then,the way I love you now,seems letting you go was all it tookto finally show me how.I couldn't make the promise to give my heart away,for the keeper of that special key had yet to come my way.Now you're gone forever on wings of a mourning dove,never to return to me, the one I couldn't love.I sit in silence wishing, that if only you knew, that the keeper of the key, my love, was nobody else but you.

Feedbacl On The New Chat?Please post your contructive feedback on the new chat set up.
Please keep the hating down to a miniimum or I will not post your comment.
Please pass this along to a friend.

PleaseDear God,
Today someone needs you. her name is gram and she needs your love to heal her back to health. Her family needs you too. i love this family with all my heart and im hopeing you will answer this prayer and heal her back to health. The family needs you to touch them love them and most of all heal gram. I know it sounds like alot but it would mean the world to me if you did this for me. I believe in you and i believe that you will answer my praywer and heal gram. I will be praying and hoping gram will heal and get healthy. So please god answer this prayer. I will be forever grateful if you do.
with all my love
Half Pint

Fallingfalling deep,into a sea of tears
maybe its time to give into the fear
just let go, finally be free
to get rid of the pain that burns in me
dont be sad when you find me there
i have to let go of this life not fair
no more strength left in my soul
the shadows have come and taken there toll
Outlaw Angel

Old'OLD' IS WHEN... Your sweetie says, 'Let's go upstairs and make love,' and you answer, 'Pick one; I can't do both!''OLD' IS WHEN.... Your friends compliment you on your new alligator shoes and you're barefoot.'OLD' IS WHEN... Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face.'OLD' IS WHEN.... You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along.'OLD' IS WHEN... You are cautioned to slow down by the d

Creed
I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question What if? What if your words could be judged like a crime?

Some Of The GreatestThe greatest achievement is selflessness. The greatest worth is self-mastery. The greatest quality is seeking to serve others. The greatest precept is continual awareness. The greatest medicine is the emptiness of everything. The greatest action is not conforming with the worlds ways. The greatest magic is transmuting the passions. The greatest generosity is non-attachment. The greatest goodness is a peaceful mind. The greatest patience is humility. The greatest effort is not concerned with results. The greatest meditation is a mind that lets go. The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances. ~Atisha

Bla...nothing...Papi so cool
He def so fine
Layin it down like a mastermind
Hands roam firmly
Touch so benign
Feelin it when his hips meet mine
Fingers dig in
Pull his hair
Lips roam slowly
His teeth everywhere
The growls so deep
A primal force
Papi so good
Have me screamin his name
Forgetting myself
In every way

1st Fubar Blog Entryok... so I've been a part of the fubar social network for over a year! I know, because the achievement popped up! I don't quite remember how I stumbled upon this social network of sorts, but its been quite an experience.
But honestly, Its been 2 days of activity... I didn't do much with fubar after signing up. It wasn't until I got an invite to fumafia by my miss deva that the fubar activity has gone through the roof.
So... the achievements happened as if they were falling out of an overstuffed pez dispenser...
I have an actual blog of my own, http://blog.stealthryche.com www.stealthryche.com You may have seen those links somewhere. Yeah, they belong to me. It felt good to type that in these troubled times (DRINK)

PiecesI'm here againA thousand miles away from you A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I amI tried so hardThought I could do this on my own I've lost so much along the way Then I'll see your faceI know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me wholeI've come undone But you make sense of who I am Like puzzle pieces in your eyeThen I'll see your faceI know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me whole!I tried so hard! So hard!I tried so hard!Then I'll see your faceI know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me wholeSo you can make me whole

Beautiful Poem~Once I was a beautiful shell Giving life to the creatures of the sea Tides and time pounded on me, breaking me bit by bit Then I was stuck nowhere to go... The barnacles found a place to dwell But Mother Ocean gave me a second chance The tides washed me upon the shore There I lay waiting in the sun, dull and chipped and ugly Then, you came along and found me The barnacles were picked, the sand washed off You polished me up and brought out my luster... I'm still chipped with imperfections But you laid me out for everyone to see... The beautiful colors inside me Now I'm shiny with colors and gold The tides have yet to see me grow old With the tenderness and care you gave me I am once again a beautiful shell - Vannessa Thibodeau -

Brenda Is A Fake Here Is The ProofBrenda: ok hold on..im confirming it ok? log in there first ok? so i can start cancelling the perminute charges ok?
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Brenda: ok darling i processed your 7 digit id now ok? so we are gonna use this tunnel site ok? this is used to CANCAEL THE PERMINUTE CHARGES OK.so that we will have more airtime....tell me when youre ready...

A Knowing SmileCarefully,Yet with an inner strengthI'd give my right arm to possess,He gave me a smile,A true smile,One that knows how I feelThough I try to hide it.The kind of smile thatIs like a wonderful spear,It pierces my weakness,The darkness I cower in,And melts it.A smile that shines likethe glorious sunIn winter.
A smile I see when I close my eyes.
Poem By Tammy C.

Where Do We Go?When we get beyond the obsessions and recriminations?I’d give a lot for a little reliefFrom myselfFrom my valuesMy pastBut that’s not in the gameI’m told not to keep scoreTo not do what I am toldThen we get beyond thatTo emotionAnd using our headsBut speaking in voicesDoesn't alwaysGet you out of the caveThe sun does not go downIt goes aroundAnd so do weThere is noEnd of the storyWe go beyond that.
Poem By Tammy C.

Are ThereAre there just those that have the temperament to be thought of as strange, but just don't care? I may be one!

Dynomite Mademen InfoDont attack KING'S DOMINIONturf ty http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=113 im friends with boss in that turf dont drop links in his turf just cick on ppl and add them tywanta add us simlpe request us on our mob profileif i didnt add ya plz understand i got full 750 mob i can hardy add anyone when i get open i add ya ty for understanding feel free to add my other turfmates in ur mobuse that link to add them tynew ally Anarchy 99TOTAL RAGE Big Turfs u shouldnt attack (never mind that if there on hitlist)biker mafia Kings Dominion(RHFS) - dont hit themKnight Stalkers - big turfLucifer Legion - my friends turfSurf and turf (we ally add them allTattooed pierced and Dangerous - beuse we allysRedeemers will prvail - got alot of cash2-3 on small turfs many as needed when attacking on hitlist if there not in turf go for it attack as many as u want1-2 when attacking for cash on other big turfsDont attack young gun mafianew ally plz add them in ur mob ty look for total rage keyword

SeekingPile complexity on innocenceAnd you see my mind. My heart, a whirlpool: A waterfall ofGenerosity A river of Compassion.My reaching soul Is the wind that sweeps silently Through the dark universe Seeking light.At times,At the end of the Milky Way,I stop to turn right into a little hut Sit in a wicker chairAnd there drink a thimbleful Of the aqueous essenceOf the universe.
Poem By Tammy C.

So Here We GoI just been dealing with so much stress.. Brian my producer aka owner of the label wants to see me to get vocals down but just cant happen because im so boged at work... I wrote more shit but havent had time to post it.. ryan still with my mom and so much is going on.. i am thinking it was a mistake.. I been meeting some great new people im wondering if brian will sign any of them..

How To Get Blings From Me Constantly...Well every month I big a bling pack for my self and I give out blings to people on my list. Really its only people I know that can get one so sorrry. now theres 2 ways to get blings constanly from me either
1. have 3 certain pictures if I give you a bling and your not on my family list that means you got them and you dont haveto worry about it.*
2. Just add me to your family list.
Y limit is 5 but if im cool with you then I will buy you one
*now i would tell you but it wouldnt be fun like that :P also i would have a bunch of people making these pictures just for 1 bling and i dont want that :P

What Do You ThinkWhat do you think of someone that types with numbers as if they are letters? A. Creative B. Fucking weird

Numbi sit upon my bed wondering about my life, where ive been and how far ive gone,
chastising my inner thoughts as i yell and scream for someone to hear,
not a soul around to save me from myself.
my demons are taking over, not sure how long i have left,
spirits growing tired and my body full of hate.
all alone without a soul to care, much more then i can bare,
loneliness and emptiness is all i can feel,
its about as good as i can deal.
my dreams are shattered, heart is battered and no one understands.
I've lost all hope in life its self just want to be numb from it all.

How ManyHow many believe that the Pimphand is used as just a funny toy or mainly as a dictatorial weapon?

RancorI sat staring at the purple tint to my glass.Wondering where a series of women from my past were tonight.Some of my usual suspects.Some clawing from the very very far back of my mind.I wondered how my life was by comparison.Dulcet husky taninsbursting, dark after aromathe empty cup of covenant?
Maybe I'm the dregs.The broken bits of refuse and process.Just a side effect, a by-product.
Am I the stain against the edge?
But there's grit too.Trial. Caliber. Tenacity.
What was I to them?Full-bodied, half-hearted?Just a hint of danger and a desire for belonging?
Did I fall short, dry, sour?
Why so manywith so little to show?

Should Iso me and my GF just broke up, were better at being friends.. so i let her go or get her back

How To Avoid Phishing Scam Bullshit!
I found this article about people phishing LIKES on facebook today and had to laugh, but it is no joke. These type of schemes jack up hundreds of people a day. I think of my mom or poor grandma getting phished this way. I have seen a few attempts to do this on fubar, but we have things for the most part locked down. The scary part is these schemers are always scheming.
Golden Rules to not getting phishesd!
1. Don't be a tight ass and let your anti virus expire. Go to www.zdnet.com and download FREE antivirus and anti spyware.
2. Use a good email provider. Gmail, Yahoo, Hotmail, etc are all good and can be trusted.
3. Don't click into any email that looks suspicious. If out of the blue, a bank or paypal or any site sends you an email or redirects you to a page to enter your information, DON'T do it. Take the extra minute and log into that account and see if there is a message from whoever you are dealing with. Most likely there wont be.
4. If you do get hacked, change y

Selling Bling PacksI sell bling packs. I don't sell them for fubux. I don't trade them for bling or bling packs. I trade them for salutes.
If that upsets you well I'm sure you can find someone else to sell you a bling pack. I only sell 3 bling pack types.
1. 25 credit bling pack - 13 NSFW salutes or 10 SFW and 5 NSFW
2. 65 credit bling pack - 30 NSFW salutes or 20 SFW and 10 NSFW
3. 135 credit bling pack - 50 NSFW salutes or 35 SFW and 15 NSFW
Now here are the rules.
1. Let me know what type of bling pack your looking for.
2. I dont trade the bling pack till the salutes are done.
3. I will give out my yahoo email to send the salutes to.
4. Purchaser has 24 hours from time of agreement to make salutes or deal is off. I don't have time to listen to "I'm busy" or "other bullshit excuses."

AhhhahahahahahaBIG J: wutz wrong wif dat
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To BIG J: I think stupid people should be drowned in their own drool. Have a craptacular evening.
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Microsoft China Wind Blowing: Office2010 Department Of Intelligent And Cooperative, China KnotMicrosoft
CWindows 7 now has become the fastest selling operating system to date, the entire product development process, the Chinese R & D team to play an irreplaceable role. With China's "wisdom" made, "Hui" and the global concept,
Microsoft
Asia-Pacific R & D group for everyone to bring a whole newOffice2010. Countries around the world vastly different cultural background and language habits of the next premise, as the collaboration of platforms, Office 2010 USB more and more complete the product features not only close to the Bentu market Yiji user demand, Bingju to bring the user beyond the imagination of the wonderful. According to the Chinese people's reading habits,
Office 2007
of writing paper to set a back-shaped lattice, lattice arch, lattice and so the word rice, and several calligraphy copybook with a 30. The copybook is a first-hand with local content providers to repeatedly negotiate the purchase of copyright, from the font, word Beishang Billiton down, its

MidknightdevilI'm The MidKnightDevil here to party and dance the night away as for when the sun starts to rise it's to the grave I go with a salute to you and a song in my heart and memories of those loved and lost I'm The MidKnightDevil and thanks for letting me party with you.

Help Shup The Whiny Island GirlWe have all heard it. - 'They took away my apostrophe - wahhhh wahhh wahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!' 'Its a crime against the Language, *stomps foot, Wahhhhhhhh'
Lets Shup the woman up. At first - I thought perhaps it was cyclical - (you know what I mean, guys) But - the complaints about the apostrophe occurred far more often than one week intervals each month. So - She either suffers from a raging case of chronic PMS , or she is alot more like her HS English teacher than she cares to admit.
In either case - five people will win:
1st prize: A Cherry Bomb Bling or Auto 11's,
2nd Prize: Bling & A Fu-Castle,
3rd, 4th, and 5th prizes: Really crappy shit.
Submit a salute to Passion's Fire. Post it here. I'll make a photo album of all salutes. All entries must include the fucking god forsaken apostrophe. Points given for creativity, offensiveness, apostrophe placement, LOLZ factor, grammar, etc, etc.
Crap - Did I use the wrong word in the first sentence?? What usage

Just A Call ( Very Emotional To Me)Just a call
RIP FRANK PINK (I love you daddy)
Oct. 28, 1960 – Aug 10, 2001
I never knew what it meant to be alone,
Until I lost you,
I wish I could pick up the phone,
Dial your number,
“Hey daddy it’s me!”
I wish it was that easy,
But it’s not.
I dial your number and stop.
You won’t answer, you can’t
Its silent “...BEEP...”
“This phone number is no longer in service”
It hurts like a stab in the chest,
9 years have went so fast,
I wish I could call you and ask you about your day.
Just to make sure you’re

Traveling SoldierA Traveling Solider
By: Crystal Pine
As I lie awake,
I can’t help but worry,
Not knowing where you are,
Not knowing how you’ve been.
I miss your hugs,
I miss your kiss,
But what I miss the most is,
My traveling soldiers touch.
I look at our wedding pictures,
And at our lil girl.
She has my eyes and your strength.
She truly is our pride and joy.
She started asking “why is daddy gone?”
I give a smile and say,
“Dadd

TurfsWould like to be in a turf to where I am accepted and where there is no drama of he said, she said crap. I would like to start out as a soldier if possible. Please if anyone could help that would be great. Thank you.

Our DestinyOur destiny is always clouded in mystery, it is always in the fog that is our life. We sometimes get a glimpse of what we are supposed to accomplish before we die but we never seem to do it. Most of us go to the grave having not fufilled our lifes goal or making our mark on the world. It is as if we are destined to fail in our lifes accomplishments as if this is our very destiny. I would hate to think that but how many times have we set goals in our life and failed to reach them. This does not mean our lives are worthless it just means we have not fufilled our full potential. We have not made our full impact on the world and we have not lived up to the things people expect from us. We all have some type of destiny and in some small way we may have fufilled parts or even the whole of it. Some may say what about the ones who die to young to even know the word destiny well in a way the have still filled it because wsa someones life not touched for the better for knowing htem. This was the

My Motorcycle Accident....Two weeks ago Sunday ..My friends call n asked if I wanted to meet up with a few friends in LA,Ca...So I thought it would be nice to get a few of my friends here n we would have a great time...Meantime we rode from Sacramento,Ca to La...We get off the highway a female driver was texting on her phone n hit my best friends(Jeanna) bike n then Jeanna hit the back of mine I was found 15 - 20 feet away from my bike....My other friends were released from the hospital the next day...I didnt have the right helmet on which I was sited for...I was in a coma but with all of ur prayer n the caring thoughts I got from friends n family I came to... n found out I had 12 stitches in the back of my head..n of course bumps n buises all over my body...I am still in LA Hospital n I have been on alot of different meds ...but as of today I feel a little better ...but one thing I am going to do is miss my best friend(Jeanna)She died Sunday...We always rode together...I love her so much...Now I have a feelin

My Fetish Nazi WebsiteMistreSS Janet FETISH NAZI BITCH VERGNÜGEN DURCH SCHMERZ Nothing brings to mind the images of total FEMALE SUPREMACY and DOMINANCE over males more than the extreme genre of the FETISH NAZI BITCH. Based on images of evil leather clad Nazi SS women in black boots, gloves, and tight fitting uniforms their power multiplied with the addition of a Luger pistol and a whip. This erotic taboo figure is based on the BDSM culture and protocol conjuring up images of sadistic Nazi SS women in command roles operating prison camps full of allied men during World War II. One can only dream of the imagine of a blond Aryan goddess in a tight fitting black SS uniform, her extreme cleavage spilling out as she struts around the camp in her black thigh high boots and riding crop followed closely by her equally gorgeous, well armed, personal blond Aryan bodyguards.
Hollywood picked up on this

Gone...I haven't been on this site in over 3 years, because I left when I met the love of my life here. Well, I'm afraid that the love is gone... but not emotionally. My husband known as "Mmmark" on here passed away may 15th 2010.
I fucking miss you every day... and I will always love you...
R.I.P Mark Edward Kidwell 12/19/1974-05/15/2010

Totally Awesome Blog!Well after a year of living in transitional housing with many women, today I was approved for a subsidized apartment! I am so friggin thrilled its unreal! My estimated move in date is July 1st which to me seems right around the corner.
I am still working on getting onto ssi for my depression/anxiety as well as my fibro and screwed up knees. I will be having surgery in July to have my tonsils out as well as a UPP which is shortening of the pallette in the mouth, I will be in serious pain!
Hmmm, in 3 days I will be on fubar for 4 years... I want to be a total whore but just dont have those qualifications in me anymore. So, if anyone wants to help me whore, let me know :)
I am so glad the way life is changing today, it feels so much better than a year ago....
Love Ya ALL!

Stuck StarshipDammit! I seem to have this song stuck in my head, and HAVE had for 3 days now! Starship's We Built This City On Rock 'N'Roll
I think I need to infect one or two of you with it too! I'm tired of keeping it to myself!
Rock on!Shawn

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From "the Cambridge Songs" (iam Dulcis Amica)From "The Cambridge songs" (Iam dulcis amica)
Karissima, noli tardare studeamus nos nunc amare sine te non potero vivere iam decet amorem perficere My dearest, do not hesitate! Let us now study the art of love. Without you I cannot live Now is the time to perfect our love!

An Evening To Remeber......I would invite you to meet me at a local hotel hotspot. We would share a drink or two and some mild conversation. Get around to that first kiss....which, when our lips began to part I would take your lower lip between mine...you can feel it between my teeth now, gentle biting it.
As my lips moved to your neck, and I kissed, then nibbled your ear, you can feel my hot breath cascading over your neck, shoulders....and hear a gentle whisper...."Lets go upstairs....I got us a room, because tonight you are going to be mine".
We enter the room, it is dimly lighted. I had been here earlier to arrange things. As you enter the room, you notice the sashes arranged....tied to the headboard, and conveniently placed in areas where your hands might lay, if you were laying upon the bed. I had asked you to wear a sexy, short skirt, which you had. As you sit upon the bed, I hand you a glass of wine, taking one for myself and kneeling before you, slightly between your legs, and we sip the wine look

Chasing ThingsOk I get it. I was never intended to be the one to chase the white rabbit. My name isn't Alice and I'll never have tea with the Mad Hatter. Here I thought that the whole point to life was to chase your dreams, no matter how far fetched they may seem. Now I'm seeing things from a different vantage point. I am beginning to realize that some dreams aren't meant to be chased. Some of them, you are only supposed to dream and hope for. I'm slowly figuring out which ones I should chase and which I should let chase me. I'm too old for the games and not old enough to give up. Maybe at some point things will become crystal clear, but for now there's a cloud of mist in my line of sight. So from now on, I will let the dream chase me. I will not put it on a pedastal nor let it take over every fiber of my being, like it has been. I don't want a broken heart, or to let tears fall, so I will not let something so unsure take me over. For the moment I will continue to hope and continue to dream, but jus

I Go ThereI go to that place.
I know I shouldn't be there.
I go there to think,
I go to remember,I go to forget. When my heart aches,I go there. When I've lost myself, I go there. When I question the world's motives, I go there. Sure, it'd be easier to just stay where I am, something draws me back. There's no one there, yet I don't feel alone while I'm there. It wont be long now, before someone else finds this solitude of mine, but for this moment in time, it's mine and mine alone. It's a place of light and dark all at once. It gives me hope It gives me a crushing taste of what is my reality. I don't want to give it up. I shouldn't be there. It's like my own little taste of heaven and hell. It's where my heart feels good and where my smile is warm. I love it there.
It's where I go, when I go there.

Pam Anderson Is Brain DeadPamela Anderson bought bigger boobs. Then got smaller boobs. Now she could loose her Malibu home. If that wasn’t enough, this giant of intellect calls the Gulf of Mexico “…the end of the world…” Did the doctor take out her brain when he made her boobs smaller? Pam have you ever heard of the Mexican Ixtoc I oil spill of 1979? It lasted for 9 months and people, fish and other wild life are still living and thriving there. Pam ignorance is contagious. Go back to bed and get well before you infect others with your disease. If you want more of her stupidity http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/01/pam-anderson-calls-gulf-oil-spill-end-world-hollywood-aid/
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QuoteYou want to hear about insanity? I was found naked running through the jungles in Mexico. At the Mexico City Airport, I decided I was in the middle of a movie and walked out on the wing on takeoff.
Dennis Hopper

13Age Dennis was when he first ran away from home. Per Hopper, his mother was a state backstroke champion whose opportunity to swim at the Olympics in Berlin in 1936 never materialized due to getting pregnant. She never let Dennis forget that he was the cause of an unrealized dream.

A Not-so-easy Rider Rides OutGun cabinets were locked and stashes were re-hidden in Heaven this weekend when artist, actor, director, and photographer Dennis Hopper died after battling prostate cancer.
Had there been a merit badge awarded for “Drug Induced Paranoia” from the late 1960s to early 1980s, no one actor would have been more deserving of the honor than Hopper. Talented, tormented, and delightfully twisted, the 74-year-old lived his life like a peyote buzz with a mescal chaser: wild and outrageous, then mellowing slowly at the end. We like our actors crazy, and Dennis fit the bill nicely. Sadly, they don’t make 'em like they used to.
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Gina & IThe Love Story: Gina and I met at one of my shows back in January of this year, 2010. At the time, I was in another relationship and so was she. However we both found each other to be very attractive (I think her gauge is broken but she swears it isn't lol) all the same. As time went by she would make very supportive comments about the band, about me, and we soon discovered that we like just about everything the other likes. I'm talking politics, social issues, our tastes in music and art, you name it... we seemed to be in perfect synch. In all this time our interactions were always platonic and on the up & up... no funny business or flirting behind our respective significant others' backs. In late Feb and then again in late March, my relationship ended, so Gina & I continued to talk as friends would. About a month and a half later, she confided to me that she was extremely unhappy with hers and "spilled the beans" to me that she was very interested in making radical changes... chan

My Son The Football TeamSunday afternoon after my nephew Patrick graduated Minot High School with nearly four hundred other people and the two senior speakers announced their ceremony FBO or FaceBook Official. The night before, my wife Martha finally buckled and joined the social networking site herself. It made me a proud papa to watch her find friends from high school and college and dart toward them with her mouse to click “add as friend”. I chuckled, for it was Saturday night (and I expect my blushing bride will read this and accuse me of being even more squirrelly than I am) and the following day we’re reverted at Bethany Lutheran to one Sunday morning service for the summer.
Family and friends came in and out of Patrick’s post-graduation party all day long. I got tired enough at one point I went in the house and napped in the living room for a half-hour to get out of having to find a conversation topic or pretend to be nice or indulgent – please, sometimes it’

Weekly BlogJust to keep you all updated on the crazy life that is mine:
1. today ham is 32 weeks old, for those of you who don't know (KLOVERLYNN) ham is a girl. Yes you can all laugh now at the thought of a mini Wicked running around or you can turn and run. Needless to say Ham has finally turned and has her head in the exit position....and Ive only gained 21lbs.... woohooo!
2. I was running late this morning to my doctors appointment and threw on the jeans i wore last night, being that they are the most comfortable. I jump in Jeff's truck because i have a hard time dropping into my car now and off to the appointment i go... As I'm walking into the building i feel a large sag in my crotch... what the fuck did i just poo? is this a new pregnant thing.... omg. I run into the secluded hallways and feel in my pants and pull out the culprit... yesterdays panties!
3. I get home and I'm wondering will i always have something funny happen to me.. why am i the butt off all my jokes. then the door bell

Hmm.lord Of Spin / Lord Of VoidI am the lord of emptinessRaised to god by rats and miceThe worthless weed of humanityPraising the blind idiot godMy son, killed by mortal menCalled once the messiahMy mother is the wholy whoreWhy have I been blasphemedI am the line for the to followThe vast sea without the bottomThe horizon as far as I can seeI am the lord of the voidI am godof nothing

You Are My FatherI will not look at this as a goodbye.I will not allow the sorrow of this event to destroy me.I will embrace what you have taught me through theyears and carry that with me.You have not died. You will forever be a part of my life,and through me you will forever be a part of mychildren's as well. We are your legacy.I am proud to have had you in their lives.I hope they inherit your charm, your good nature, and yourcharisma. I know with your influence they will grow tobecome good men.You have raised me to the best of your abilityand for that I want to thank you.Thank you for being kind, thank you for being stronger thanyou know, and most of all, thank you for loving us.You have inspired me to live life to the fullest,and never back down.I will not be taken over by the anger andfrustration of your loss.Instead, I will remember the days when I was youngand you were my hero.I will see you in my dreams.There you will forever be healthy and strong.In time, I hope to embrace your freedom, freedo

Home DepotMen's Age as Determined by a Trip to Home Depot You are in the middle of some kind of project around the house- mowing the lawn, putting in a new fence, painting the living room, or whatever. You are hot and sweaty, covered in dirt or paint. You have your old work clothes on. You know the outfit - shorts with the hole in the crotch, old T-shirt with a stain from who knows what, and an old pair of tennis shoes. Right in the middle of this great home improvement project you realize you need to run to Home Depot to get something to help complete the job.Depending on your age you might do the following:
In your 20's: Stop what you are doing. Shave, take a shower, blow dry your hair, brush your teeth, floss, and put on clean clothes. Check yourself in the mirror and flex. Add a dab of your favorite cologne because you

T.i Is BackTI IS BACK WITH A NEW ALBUM AND MIXTAP YA DIG SO U NEED TO GO AND GET THAT SO U CAN HEAR HOW IT IS THEN U CAN PUT IT IN YOUR MUICE PLAER YA FILL SO GO GET IT PLASE:-)

9 Years Too Late. . .7 Surprising Signs He'll Never Marry You
1. All of His Exes Are "Crazy"
Be wary of a man who refers to his former girlfriends as crazy, psycho, or clingy — because what's the common denominator here? Him. The dude's either looney-bin glue, or he never really wanted the relationship to work in the first place.
2. He Plans Ultra-Romantic Dates
A cozy candlelit dinner is nice and all, but if he only takes you to secluded places, it could be a tip-off that he doesn't want other women to spot him on a date. Next time he asks you out, suggest hitting up a busy restaurant or popular bar and see how he reacts.
3. He's Hot and Cold on the Phone
He'll text you 10 times in a night, then go MIA for days. He'll chat on the phone for an hour, then ignore your messages for the rest of the week. Wondering what the hell is going on? We're going to be brutally honest: He's mostly likely busy dating other women.
4. He Guilt-Trips You
It's normal for a guy to be jonesing to sleep with you

What Is Up!?!Okay so its been since FOREVER that I have been comming on here regular like. It has been crazy really. Neices move in then move out, daughter moves home and starts school. I lost one job and have another.
BUT THE BEST NEWS EVER?!?!?!?
I am going back to school to get my A.A. in Acounting finally. Im super psyched (say it with a lisp). HAHAHAHAHA
I don't start class for two weeks and am just biting at the bit to go back. I love edumacation hahahaha.
So that is what I have been doing!

So SadMy husband, who im sure most know is a soldier, lost a friend last week. He was in Iraq, he lived in the same small town as him, had recently gotten married before deploying to Iraq for the first time, was killed by an IED. Really struck him hard and makes me feel extremely lucky my soldier is home. When deployed, in some cases you dont get to talk to your soldier for days, weeks, months. When Ron was deployed he worked internet cafe due to getting hurt in iraq by going on a volunteer mission to clear out buildings, looking for ppl, weapons, ect and fell through a two story roof after chasing after someone.(he did get the bastard too) but I was lucky, most days i could talk to him, unless a soldier was killed then internet couldnt be used until the family was called, which he called a commmo blackout. longest i had to go was 50 days, during that time i lost 25 pounds and made myself sick not knowing where he was and of course the worse thoughts go through your head. You never get use t

Legal History Of CannabisLegal history of cannabis in the United States /firstHeading bodyContent From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to:navigation, search In 1492, Christopher Columbus brought cannabis as rope of hemp into the New World. In 1619, Jamestown colony law declared that all settlers were required to grow cannabis. In 1797, George Washington grew cannabis for fiber production at Mount Vernon as his primary crop. Prohibitions of cannabis as drug arose in many states from 1906 and onward. By the mid-1930s, cannabis as a drug was regulated in every state by laws instituted through The Uniform State Narcotic Act.[1] In the 1970s, many places in the United States started to decriminalize cannabis. Most places that have decriminalized cannabis have one or more of civil fines, drug education, drug treatment in place of incarceration, criminal charges for possession of small amounts of cannabis, or have made various cannabis offenses the lowest priority for law enforcement. I

Untitled 2I am so tired of being here. Your presence is long ago lost. Time cannot erase what has been done. I am bound and stricken by all your lies. Hearing your faded words. They scramble thru my hopeless and confused mind. Needing a new direction. Slashing thru the nakedness.

Unknown 2Did you feel the sting? As I walked away. Did it tear right thru you? Like a hurricane. Where you drowned in the thing that you called Love. Where it left you broken hearted. Looking like a fool. Still trying to hold on. Still risking all you have to save it. Only it's all just a simple minded memory. Gone and forgotten. Just flicked away in the glint of the horizon.

UntitledThere is a million ways I could tell you..The feelings I have are true..There is a million words I could say..Only at the wake of the horizon..An angel finds a way..When I taste your Lips..And touch your skin..No words could ever begin..To truely explain..How I am feeling..Your Just so Amazing

Reason" I do not have a good reason to be disappointed .... because I do not have anything "

UnknownI've buried myself with infilictions of pain..This downward spiral..Where do I begin..I've come unto crossroads..No way seems right to me..My past haunts me every night..This constalation is a manipulation..Of all the pain and fear I possess..It's buried so deep within..My head spinning..I'm running rampidly..But there is no escape..In the prison of my own making..This is me..And this is MY NIGHTMARE.

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Season's ChangingStorms of Summer Rain..Suttle sky's turn dark..The feelings in between..Died and Drift away..To a place so cold..Leaving me feel so alone..Coming from a broken home..Years of separation..Feelings Fade..And Season's Change..What's left is a mess..I feel so lost..So Confused..Confined within..I feel I'm Stuck..Inside a Rock..No where to go..I scream I'm done..It's Over..I'm Thru..I feel my heart..Jaded and Shattered..I am Broken.

Solitary ConfinementLocked away in a cage..My rage has got the best of me..Time finds a way each day..Leaving less and less of me behind..This fight must be won..Inside my mind..Uptight and Confined..Blinded by the light..Taking its toll on my system..Time ticks away..These last few moments..Is there anything left unsaid..I'm on a quest..Looking for safety and sanity..Searching for a piece of mind.

World As We Know ItPaper Dolls, and Plastic Skin
Borrowed Love, Lust full of sin
The flame has been lit
Putting you on slow drip
You stumble upon your needs
Running circles in your head
You've wandered onto
A Wicked Porch
With Hollow Veins
You can barely breathe
You gave birth
To your own Holocost
Burning all your Bridge's
You are your own selfish enemy
Call me Right
Call me Wrong
Tie me Up
or Let me Go!

This Is Me..saying Good-byeThis time you broke me down..you tore me apart and left me all alone..you spoke to me of paradise in shangri-la..I gave into all your lies..I looked at things in a different view..I changed my ways and all my life..I changed for you and you broke my heart..you said good-bye as you walked away..you said my illness was all my fault..still i don't know why..you kept taking..I kept giving..I refuse to be sad..to let it get to me..to let your words beat me down..next time i will know how to act..now this is me saying my last words..and good bye

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New BeginningI miss the yesterdays
of you and me –
me and you –
together…
And I long for our beginning –
…remembering those special times
we loved and shared so much.
Then I think of the tomorrows
yet to be.
A time to renew promises
and unfulfilled dreams,
and I realize now
what I really want
is a NEW beginning –
of you and me –
me and you
…together.