Charles Bukowski. philosophically deep. think about it. where do passionate design, voluptuous music, boisterous personalities, colorful art, heart-wrenching acting, writing that moves you to tears, where does this come from?....harness that hell, that existential pain and intense feeling, the beauty of life itself...and burn it as fuel. the oyster's pearl would never exist without the annoying piece of sand. transform your life experience and pain into gold, whatever your art/medium