I confess it was a hell of a week... my baby had vaccinations and got fever and needed his mom and on top of it I got somewhat flue-symptoms but luckily no fever... still I didn't want to skip work... now I see why I trained myself to stay up late at night... broken nights, how I love them I get a bit lunatic from lack of sleep... baby boy is 4 months old and sleeps worse than when he was 4 weeks old... I thought this was going to get better??! but I love my babyboy and all he asks is melk and love so don't see much of a problem in the end... accept for yawning at work...

I confess I want to escape the world, feel like a rope tied around my neck, everything and everyone wanting so much of me that I lose myself in pure chaos because I want to be everywhere at the same time.

i confess that my feelings are a real roller coaster right now. is it possible to love someone you lost until forever, and at the same time fall for someone else? if someone told me that a year ago, i would have sent him to hell well ... *sighs*

all dogs are great, but mine is absolutely 100% the greatest dog who ever dogged!

I confess that I hate my way of being, to talk more about what I feel, to demonstrate more, not to hide, not to be cold, to be explosive, to feel all emotions, love, hate, sadness ... the flower of the skin ... I hate to feel like a woman of almost 26 but so childish ... I just wanted the silence inside my head.

I confess that I hate my way of being, to talk more about what I feel, to demonstrate more, not to hide, not to be cold, to be explosive, to feel all emotions, love, hate, sadness ... the flower of the skin ... I hate to feel like a woman of almost 26 but so childish ... I just wanted the silence inside my head.

Well, you can't you're either alive -- and wild somewhat -- or mmm kind of dead. There's no way around it -- unfortunately or not. But it hurts as hell, I can relate easily to this. Good luck to you!

I confess, I was blind. I did not know how to value a wonderful person. I gave value to a superficial person ... but I was sincere, I did not betray, I did not lie ... but God, why did not I see all this beauty before?

I confess, I was blind. I did not know how to value a wonderful person. I gave value to a superficial person ... but I was sincere, I did not betray, I did not lie ... but God, why did not I see all this beauty before?

There's a saying ... the grass is always greener on the other side. If we'd know everything, we would not make any mistakes... hence we would not grow as a human being, as a person... we would not live but just look forward. Everything happens for a reason, even if that reason pops up way more later than you imagine. or as I lately often say "shit happens"

I confess I'm again on that "just fuck off" attitude I kinda hate of myself. I seem to be at war with everyone including myself and explode for every tiny thing that dares touching my nerves. I'd say I don't recognise myself this way, the thing is I do... and now is the time I wanna do something about it... a good run in the evening with snakeskin will solve a lot of this negative energy that got stuck in my body.

I confess, I'm exhausted. sometimes it seems like I'm living a life that does not belong to me, there are few things that make sense ... everything else is very confusing for me, I sleep and I have dreams about people and situations that despite not knowing are more family that my reality, and unfortunately I wake up and I am here again. the only thing that helps me escape from reality is my friends and Lacrimosa.