jen: you go telling darci that shit was ok to pull and you and I are going to have serious words again. actually just saying that on my blog just now is enough to make me want to stop talking to you again.

Well, that was that. I'm tired of this shit with you not only not thinking something through before you say dumb shit in support of weak pathetic people... but in this instance you just completely went back on our previous discussion, and say something so stupid publicly in direct conflict with what I thought your stance was...

Yay for public betrayal by a stupid girl too fucking short sighted and dense obviously to comprehend what's going on.

"I didn't think that much about it."

Obviously not. Maybe you should try using your fucking head from now on instead of saying something that not only makes you look stupid, but makes me look like an ass and feel betrayed by someone whom I thought understood what was going on.

Honestly this is a lot worse than the dumb shit you pulled kissing HR's (Lisa's friend) ass. That was stupid and weak on your part... but this is just fucked.

Darci was trying to fuck with me. PERIOD. She was pissed that I was saying shit about her on my blog... to a bunch of people she doesn't know, who don't know her, and who she'll probably never meet and vice versa... but because she's a fucking evil whore, what does she do? Tries to think of a way to get revenge... and the best thing she can think of is to go on not only my blog, but also Jen's blog specifically and say the nastiest shit that she can think of about me to try to start shit between Jen and I.

If you're stupid enough to think that was done out of the goodness of her heart, then you're FUCKING STUPID JEN. FUCK YOU.

And fuck you Darci, you're a dirty lying cheating druggy slut with a bastard baby that you're incapable of mothering because you're low class loser SHIT.

I hope you're both happy.

Fuck you both.

Moving right along.

Congrats Darci, looks like you got what you wanted... however, Jen and I have been broken up a long time, and this isn't the first time I've cut her off for doing dumb shit like this... so don't pat yourself on the back too much. Actually I should thank you for showing me the kind of person Jen really is. Stupid and shortsighted and a sucker for low class shitty people, as she obviously can't comprehend this situation or the last one she got into with me. I don't want a girl in my life who I can't trust not to publicly betray me like this... someone who I put my trust in as knowing better than to not see what's really going on... and who even after she claims to get it and even after I explain it... still doesn't get it and goes on to publicly THANK someone who just tried their absolute best to fuck me over in the worst way they could think of, purely out of revenge for hurting their feelings.

I'm sure telling Jen about some stripper chick I screwed around with drunk at a party long after breaking up with Jen was done out of compassion. .. and right along with that, saying that shit about HPV and trying to say that she said it like she really cared about Jen etc.. Yeah... and I've got a few bridges to sell you. That was Darci trying to come up with the only shit she could think of about me that she thought anyone might not already know, and then trying to think of the person she thought it would hurt me the most to have her tell it to. BOTTOM FUCKING LINE. And the HPV shit? Darci never told me she had it when her and I first hooked up years ago, although she likes to lie to people and say she always tells people before anything happens. LIE. Also, I never had any symptoms or anything... my crotch still looks just like it did 20 years ago.. or as far back as I can remember... and having seen several doctors for VD checkups and the like and been specifically told that I was clean... I know that what I told Jen was the truth as far as I knew it. If I had anything when her and I were together, then it was something I'd either had for years and didn't even know about, or that I had been specifically told that I didn't have. So if I end up with something years later for doing something with Darci, it wasn't because I was hiding it and hadn't checked and been told I was fine.

Darci was just pissed because I was letting her dirty little secrets out about the kind of person she really is... and calling her little bastard baby just what she is... the accidental product of Darci's severe whoring around in her youth. A baby born out of wedlock as the result of some party fuck. A baby that Darci shouldn't have had and can't take care of because she's a fuck up. And personally at this point, I'm pissed off enough about this whole fucking mess that she's caused... the kind of mess that happens to anyone who gets involved with her because of how fucked up she is... that I don't care if she gets all depressed and kills herself. DO THE FUCKING WORLD A FAVOR DARCI. You're not only a curse to yourself, but you're a burden to anyone who makes the terrible mistake of getting involved with you.

God I fucking hate stupid people. It pisses me off more because I actually trusted Jen... I don't care of Darci dies tomorrow... fucking evil bitch that she's shown herself to be. And in light of what she pulled with me, I have a hard time believing I know a fraction of what really happened at the last place she lived. That's the problem with compulsive lying cheating druggy whores...

first off, back in the day, like 2 years ago, when justin and i had sex, no, i didn't tell him i had it. he is correct in the statement that i lied. TO HIM. after it happend, i told him, and he basically said "don't worry about it, i think i already had it". besides the fact that GUYS DON"T SHOW SYMPTOMS A LOT OF THE TIME. that's how it spreads. DUH!!!!! quit being stupid justin. And i did tell jen because i was concerned. you told me that you weren't going to tell jen about us because it's not like we hadn't had sex before, and it would just hurt her feelings. thankfully you finally had a concience for one night, and decided to tell her. but who knows if you told her everything, only you know... i want to show the world that hpv sucks and that if you have it, you should be punished if you don't tell your partner. kind of how it is with HIV/AIDS. besides the fact that you felt it was your obligation/duty to tell jonathon, not to mention whoever reads this shit. so fuck you.

secondly, the fact that i told people about you having hpv is no different from you posting that bullshit about me. you'll sit there in your comphy room and talk shit about me, when how i live my life has no fucking relevance to living with you, with the exception that i didn't pay rent, because i couldn't afford it... what is it to you that i have friends over? you had/still have i'm sure kelchy and steph over, drunk as hell, up all night long being loud. who knows what really happend behind THAT closed door... who's to say you don't lie? with the exception of you, i haven't fucked anyone but jeremiah. and yes, i told him. and i never lied to you since i lived with you. i learned not to a long fucking time ago. remember?!?!?!

yeah it was stupid of me to think that we could get along... you made me want to kill myself 2 years ago... and you still do sometimes, but i know that i'm better than that, so i can't/won't give you the satisfaction. too bad... i'm still here.

and what is this mess I"VE CAUSED? you decided to get nasty on your little blog and expected me to sit back and take it up the ass even tho most of it wasn't true. AND if anyone even cared to read about me, or even get the facts... like you said, noone that reads your blog knows me, SO WHY DO THEY CARE??!?!?!!! Exactly... so shut the fuck up already. besides the fact that you felt like you had to "cencor" yourself... then why did you tell me your blog addy? obviously because you're too childish to deal with issues in person. *think about it*

"Yay for public betrayal by a stupid girl too fucking short sighted and dense obviously to comprehend what's going on." and for the record... what happend at my last apartment... here's the story. of course justin, you don't have to believe me, because you never got over that little thing that happend 2 years ago (grow up already)... i lived with beth, randy, and jeremiah. the whole reason i moved in with them was because i left my drug-dealing controlling possesive exboyfriend tony. i needed a safe place for my daughter and i. since they smoked weed too, i decided to have my daughter go to my parents house. i also didn't have any money, or a job, because i wasn't allowed to work when i was with tony. so baby went to mom's, and i went with them. the second day i lived there, beth felt the need to tell me that she had cheated on randy... after i bitched up a storm about how cheating is fucking stupid before. things progressed between jeremiah and i, because he treats me right. then beth gets all worried that i'm going to let the cat out, and kicks me out for no reason. she even went as far as getting a court order that claimed she was my landlord... so after she had already kicked me out and packed all my shit for me, yeah i told on her. he of course didn't believe me, but whatever, i was already out anyhow. and this is how i ended up with justin. AND BELIEVE ME, i tried all options before calling him. i looked into shelters, everything. no other options were available for me.

so anyhow... justin, seriously. get over yourself. I KNOW YOU ARE INTELLIGENT. and all those *impressive* jobs you've held before... GET ANOTHER ONE, AND LIVE UP TO YOUR FUCKING POTENTIAL. IT'S GOING TO WASTE WITH YOU SITTING ON YOUR ASS, BITCHING ABOUT SOME STUPID 23 YEAR OLD. GOT IT?!?!?!?!?