M4L patch will not load and freezes live. HELPPP!!!!

I’ve been working for the past two days on an patch to control Live via TouchOSC directly… the details of that are unimportant…

My problem is that now when I try to load the device it freezes live. Because it’s in .amxd format, there is now no way for me to open it to fix the problem. I think it’s being caused by a loadmess or loadbang…

IS THERE some way to get the patch open or am I screwed? So many hours of work over the last two days…