This issue originally published as A Course for TeachersJanuary 1994, Volume 1 Nr 5, Issue 5

Conflict

Recently, I had a class with many conflicting
personalities. Geared to meet the individual educational needs of each student, the goal
of the class was to raise every student's skill in mathematics. Designed to accommodate a
maximum of ten students, the class enrollment was approaching twenty. Many of the egos
were bursting at the seams. Class management was difficult. Many of the students
continuously projected upon others those characteristics that made it difficult for them
to learn. It was always, "He's making noises." "I hate Susie."
"He's rude." "She talks too much." "What are you looking
at?" "I can't stand her." Or, the classic, "It's his fault." My
intention was to use the class as an opportunity to practice techniques of conflict
resolution by choosing miracles instead of following the ego.

Why do some students verbally abuse others when they
are looked upon askance? Why do students blurt out in defense of one side or another? Why
is there name calling? Why the constant tension and friction? A Course in Miracles
states, "Everyone makes an ego or a self for himself, which is subject to enormous
variation because of its instability. He also makes an ego for everyone else he perceives,
which is equally variable." The conflicts in the classroom come about from individual
egos who perceive the other's ego as threatening. There may be many fearful people in a
class. It is almost as if individual egos immediately size up and judge others on the
slightest evidence. The mass media in the United States does not help. The American
"put-down" is standard comedic fare. Judgment is based upon comparisons. A
Course in Miracles further states that the world of illusions is based upon a
perceived lack in ourselves. As a defense mechanism, we project these feelings of
inadequacy onto others. The ego believes that it is always right. It is impossible for it
to see itself as being at fault or inadequate. It plays the role of god, a supreme being
without error, omission, or contradiction.

The students in my class (and I dare to suggest most
classes and people) are unaware of their internal operating mechanisms. The resolution of
their conflicts is directly related to coming to terms with their ego-self and its
illusions. The task of the teacher is not only to improve the relationship between him or
herself and the student but, to do so in a manner where the student can accept information
and guidance relative to their own ego operation. In other words, in order for students in
this class to learn, the conditions for learning must improve. The probability that this
can happen increases with a shift in the teacher-student relationship from a special to a
holy place.

The Holy Place

A holy place is one without limitations. There are
no barriers, no preconceived notions. A Course in Miracles states, "When you
meet anyone, remember it is a holy encounter. As you see him you will see yourself. As you
think of him you will think of yourself. Never forget this, for in him you will find
yourself or lose yourself." The holy relationship creates the conditions conducive
for the students to raise their relationship with themselves in similar fashion.

Self-esteem is the reputation one has with oneself.
Like the relationships that we form with others, dealing with ourself takes time, effort
and constant vigilance. The ego is always aware of the current state of the mind. We can
and should be aware of the current state of both the ego and the mind. Then we can
choose the calling of the Inner Voice of calm over the clamoring of the ego.

Young people have few guides when it comes to the
workings of the ego. The vast majority are unaware that the mind is split. In an effort to
protect itself, the ego is always willing to blame someone else. To the ego, projection is
protection. One morning in homeroom, a few minutes before the bell announced the beginning
of the day, three students slipped out into the hallway. I called one by name. His
response was not, "Sorry" as he walked in or, "I shouldn't be out
here." It was, "I'm not the only one out here." As if catching all three of
them, but calling only one by name exonerates the incorrect behavior.

This kind of projection does very little for
developing self-esteem. Of course, the ego couldn't care less about self-esteem. A holy
relationship with a teacher, again one without preconceived notions or barriers, affords
the opportunity to get the point across that, "There is no limit on your learning
because there is no limit on your mind." A Course in Miracles further states,
"The ego cannot teach you anything as long as your will is free, because you will not
listen to it. It is not your will to be imprisoned because your will is free. That is why
the ego is the denial of free will."

With my difficult class, I could easily see the
automatic pilot, the ego at work. Free will suggests that students need not respond in
knee jerk fashion to other's comments, actions or looks.

The Holy Encounter

The mathematics department considered splitting the
class in two. I devoted two class sessions to stating the problem and asking for
suggestions for resolution. I tried my best to maintain a holy relationship with each and
every student. One of the more disruptive people in the class suggested that dividing the
class would be akin to running away from the problem. His remarks are consistent with the
results of my survey published in the December, 1993 issue of A Course for Teachers. He
knows the problem is an internal one. When he dropped the guard of his ego the rest of the
class dropped their ego coaching as well. They recognized what he was doing. They chose a
better way.

I believe the class had what A Coursein
Miracles might call a Holy Encounter. At that moment, a miracle took place. Yet, this
miracle could happen any time. Any of the students can create the miracle any time they
want. We are, all of us, miracle workers. I could sense the feeling of freedom that many
students felt. They recognized that one student offered the class a gift. "Healing
reflects our joint will. Healing is the way in which the separation is overcome.".

There are scores of opportunities that a school day
presents where we are given choices: to follow the clamoring of the ego or the Inner Voice
of healing. We may always choose the path of healing. If we closely examine our motivation
for not choosing healing, we would discover that:

It was out of stubbornness or spite that we
did
not.
We reacted out of the old patterns of the ego.
We could opt for healing.

Occasionally, we experience a second sense, a gut
feeling that clues us in to the small Inner Voice trying to make its way out of the ego
noise. Recently, I took notice of such a small calling from the Inner Voice. I passed a
colleague in the hallway whom my ego kept telling me was cold. "She never says
hello" I initiated a greeting, then asked a few questions about how things were
going. I asked about the family. She seemed genuinely grateful for my interest. The ego
would say, "This person has something against me." The Inner Voice might say,
"I can do something about it." Thus, I resolved a small conflict.

Changing the Mind

As teachers, we often try to modify behavior. Yet,
changing behavior is not the same as changing the mind. While it is true that changed
behavior makes our teaching easier and more pleasant, it is usually short lived in the
absence of a changed mind (and little learning takes place by the now "behaving"
student). Changing a mind that then leads to changed behavior is not only much more
effective, but becomes a tool that the student can use to be joyous. A changed mind, one
whose change for joy is deliberate, is liberated and in control.

Imagine the student who normally reacts to other's
insults or name calling in kind. Imagine that student recognizing that, "This need
not be." The student can drop the emotion from within, choosing instead, "This
need not be." The student responds with thoughts of atonement.

We need to expose students to the idea that they are
in control of the way they feel. They are in charge of the thoughts that they have. We
need to say. "Watch your mind for the temptations of the ego, and do not be deceived
by it. It offers you nothing. When you have given up this voluntary dis-spiriting, you
will see how your mind can focus and rise above fatigue and heal."

The Curriculum

Life has an uncanny way of presenting us with
situations and difficulties at the right moment to move us to the next level of growth.
Nothing happens without a reason. While writing the first draft of this issue of A
Course for Teachers, I received a mailing about a one-day seminar entitled,
"Dealing with Conflict and Confrontation."

The brochure stated that conflicts are inevitable,
but anger, grudges, hurt and blame are not. It further stated that conflict produces
change, leads to unity and promotes compromise. Wishing for relationships without conflict
is requesting a fantasy where there is no room for personal and spiritual enlightenment.
It is the ego at work.

There are many paths to enlightenment. A Course
in Miracles is one such path. It states that only the time we put into the curriculum
is voluntary. It takes effort to stay on our chosen path. Interestingly, most paths stress
the importance of being conscious of our actions and motivations. Necessary exercises of
free will occur when we choose a course that maintains this awareness. It leads to the
understanding that, "Nothing real can be threatened. Nothing unreal exists."

The Laws of Chaos

A Course in Miracles describes the ego as
following the laws of chaos. Briefly, there are five laws. Paraphrased, they are:

Since the ego is the voice of
separation, the truth is different for everyone.

The ego sees us as unworthy
and lacking, always wanting and cherishing what it gets, always on guard. Therefore, we
see ourselves as deserving attack.

We cannot escape chaos. Our
unworthiness is eternal.

We only gain by someone else's
loss.

Chaos and the voice of the ego
will protect and save us. Following the laws of chaos makes us safe.

When the laws of chaos are closely examined along
with our own attacks and ego defenses, we see that we do indeed follow these laws every
time we are in conflict and exhibit anger, fear and hatred. Surely, my students do so when
they "go at each other." Recognizing that they (and we) follow the laws of chaos
is the first step to undoing them. The ego would have us believe that undoing the laws is
letting down our guard, opening ourselves up for further loss. The ego is wrong.

Undoing Chaos

Chaos is madness. When in a rage, we are for the
moment insane. We have lost control. We continue to lapse into temporary insanity
believing attack is justified because we are convinced that the laws of chaos protect us.
The ego deviously strives to reinstitute the laws of chaos. It waits for every opportunity
to place belief in chaos into our mind when our guard is down. Whenever a conflict erupts,
one of the parties can easily defuse it by recognizing that following the laws of chaos is
an illusion. It never gains us anything. Choosing to perform a miracle is the undoing of
chaos. Everyone is a teacher of miracles whenever they practice performing a miracle.

Where is there time in the busy day for teaching the
performance of miracles? Consider the priorities we place on academics, sports, social
interaction, and spiritual growth? We teach by example. We can practice performing
miracles on a daily basis. We can incorporate the ideas of forgiveness, not judging in all
our daily relationships.

Another Example

A student in my study hall wrote the following. He
wanted to know what I thought of it. I use it with permission and with acknowledgment.

Isn't school a journey in learning, as is all of
life's adventures? I'm kept in wonder how others view our path through high school
learning. I ask all of my fellow students how they perceive their school life, and what
they use to best deal with so many aspects of their own social learning!

We know that no two snowflakes are the same, right?
I'm also fairly sure no two students deal with their problems the exactly same way. I, of
course, have created systems and values or philosophies that I base my perception of my
experiences from school life and abroad.

What I've learned from many teachers throughout the
last few years in coordination with high school learning has assisted me with many of the
problems and situations which occur during the school years. There are many ways that all
of us may use to deal with our situations, and they vary from the extremely exotic to the
far conservative.

Many, if not all, of my teachers have taught me such
things as patience, compromise, and many flavors of discretion. They say patience brings
peace of mind when dealing with any given situation. They say compromise creates less
friction when dealing with conflict. They say using discretion enables one to know when to
act on all situations.

They say these values are tools for life, and you
know, I believe they're right!

These three practices are not the only values that
you or I may use. There are sure to be an endless amount of different things we
individually do, to ensure a more positive, welcoming path to friendship and success,
within our high school, and all of our life's experiences.

We all do our best in the one life we know of, so I
give my respects and best wishes with love, Have a nice day!

COME PROSPER WITH ME IN THE OPEN SEA,
AND ALL OUR LOVE'S GIFTS SHALL COME TO BE.

Patience,
Matthew T. Pierce

Final Thoughts

This is the fifth issue of Volume 1 of A Course
for Teachers. As writers and publishers of the newsletter, we find that you teach best
that which you most need to learn. Producing the newsletter allows us to keep in focus the
ideas and techniques we aspire to and practice.

We are grateful for our subscribers in eight states and two
countries. We look forward to hearing from you. We wish you a new year of love, learning
and miracles.