My Husband and Co-Author, Dan Robertson, Died Suddenly

Dan

By Steve

My loving husband of 40 years, co-author, lifetime companion, friend, confidant and the kindest person to all, left this world on October 20, 2015. He died with grace, courage, and at peace.

I write this with a grieving heart. One day my Dan appeared fine. A week later, he was gone from an aggressive form of leukemia. As you can imagine our families and I suffer from shock, disbelief and deadening grief. After a couple of months, I am just beginning to realize my loss, but I have a long way to go. Still, I write this piece on what Dan meant to all of us about how he lived his life helping others and making people feel a little better.

Dan was born in Pasadena, California on June 29, 1941 to a Scottish father and an English mother. He had an older brother and two younger sisters. He was a curious and lovable kid who loved to talk and tell stories in school. He carried this attribute throughout his life.

He talked with anybody at any time about anything. He was not afraid to talk about taboo subjects such as death and dying. Much of Dan’s working career, he was awarded job training grant money from Los Angeles County. He became acquainted with an obscure custodian at one of the county’s administrative offices. In a few years, that “obscure” custodian rose through the ranks and became director of the department where Dan got funding for his job training programs! This wonderful story reflects Dan’s people-loving philosophy. He found something to like, and learn, from each person he met, and often complimented them on what he learned.

Throughout his career, Dan taught special education for both elementary and college, earning a Ph.D. from UCLA in Special Education at age 36. He took his job-training program wherever it was needed. He was way ahead of other job trainers by teaching word processing and computer skills long before the internet craze, social media, Facebook, and Twitter. During the 1990s, he knew that the 21 century would demand these skills.

His favorite position was his last at the Van Ness Alcohol and Drug Abuse Recovery House in Hollywood, California. He took residents on weekly field trips to beaches, public parks, or the local mountains. If newly sober residents are going to stay clean and sober, Dan felt they needed to experience fun in sobriety and see nature beyond the big city of drugs and street life. Dan knew what newly sober people face by his own struggles with drugs and alcohol.

His trademark known to all was his sense of humor. People often commented that he was always smiling and made others smile and feel happy too. He rarely told jokes but he would size up the situation and turn it into a laughable moment. He didn’t know the “punch line” until he got halfway into his humorous stories. When my old-world, Italian mother, not known for much laughter, told Dan he had a humorous gift, now that was an accomplishment!

He was the most spiritual person I knew. He could talk for hours about the spiritual, metaphysical or the concrete with skill, knowledge, and insight. He rarely talked about the past or the future, believed that all we have is right now. Likewise, he was not in a rush (or on a mission) to get somewhere or do something–he feared that he might miss the moment.

His spiritual connections originated from many sources: books and mentors, like his first husband, Sy, and his first Alcoholics Anonymous sponsor, Alan. Both gentlemen were wise and older, and knew the ways of life. To Dan’s credit, he listened and applied much of what Sy and Allan recommended. They were two of Dan’s most special and significant mentors. Dan often recalled Sy and Allan everytime we had a problem and often asked what would Sy or Allan do? Dan’s involvement with the 12-step program spanned six decades with 48 years of sobriety. He also volunteered as a counselor at the Counseling Center at Westwood (where we met in 1975). The encapsulation of all of his previous spiritual based experiences, he began practicing Tai Chi for the last 15 years and in the last six years of his life, he followed Buddhist teaching and volunteered at the Palm Springs’ Dharmachakra Buddhist Center. Dan made these spiritual connections and practices look easy and seamless with everyday living. He studied, practiced and experienced those connections with all of the above organizations for most of his life. Over 100 people attended Dan’s celebration of life ceremony and 15-20 friends and family spoke of how Dan touched their lives. Our nephew, Tod, recorded a YouTube audio of what was spoken about Dan with pictures: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S9ltUxlQqWU

I knew I wanted Dan for the rest of my life, soon after I met him at a personal growth workshop in Big Bear, California in 1975. I still remember the spiritual snap that told me Dan was the one. I recognized the goodness in Dan during my own critical and lost youthful adult years. All through our 40 years together, Dan and I knew how fortunate we were to have each other. I treasure our work and our life together reflected in our book, Late Bloomer Millionaires.

Yes, I will be grieving for many months. Nevertheless, as baseball great, Lou Gehrig, said in his famous farewell speech to his fans at Yankee Stadium in 1939, “…today, I consider myself the luckiest man on the face of this earth.” To have Dan in my life 24/7 for 40 years means the same as what Lou Gehrig said, “I may have been giving a bad rap, but I have a lot to live for,” in the face of Gehrig’s death two years later from his namesake disease. Those of us who knew Dan can take strength from his many gifts he freely gave to humanity—we have a lot to live for, and give, too.

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9 Comments

Thank you for sharing; my thoughts are with you. I am so sorry to hear of Dan’s passing. I’d lost track of him many years ago and only stumbled on your website a few months ago…read your book …intended to renew contact…. He was a wonderful person and I valued his friendship in the 60’s & 70’s. My sincere condolences.

I am so sorry for your loss Steve. You and Dan were so lucky and blessed to have found each other all those many years ago. I hope your many memories over the last 40 years will help you heal. Thank you for sharing what an impact one person can make to others in the community.

Thank you for your thoughts. Its been a week since the Dan’s celebration of life ceremony. Over a 100 people showed up to attend a Buddhist ceremony for the deceased, saw a slide show of Dan’s life and for people to share their experiences with Dan. As people were enjoying refreshments, one of Dan’s favorite songs, “Dancing Queen” by ABBA, was playing in the background. The ceremony and the sharing were overwhelming! Dan’s keen sense of humor, kindness and his individuality were acknowledged by everyone who spoke. Dan’s presence was in that room as he lives through all of us. I will think about Dan’s celebration day for strength and inspiration in my healing process as I go through difficulties in the months ahead.

I’m so sorry to hear of Dan’s passing. Your book was the first I read on my path to investing on my own, and it was life-changing. You both helped change the financial futures of myself, my husband, and my kids. My sincerest condolences.

Steve,
You and Dan will be in my prayers. Your obit about you wonderful husband is as fine as it gets. To have 40 years together will provide you good–no great–memories all the days of your life. Press on.
Sincerely, Ted Leber

Hi Steve
This news of Dan’s passing has also taken me by shock and surprise. My heartfelt prayers go out to you during this time of grief and healing. I remember our last lunch together out in the desert in that out door restaurant…and his off the cuff humor you speak about. lots of love; Dan’s memory is a blessing.
Janet

I realize that this comes much later after Dan’s passing. My wife and I went to one of your financial workshops about 2 years ago. Dan was there as well. It helped us very much and gave us direction in financing and saving.
I feel for your loss and love your positive, life-affirming attitude towards the inevitable. May you find peace and daily courage.

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Steve Schullo is a retired Los Angeles Unified School District elementary teacher. Because of his negative experiences with financial professionals and their terrible and costly retirement products, he has been and is still a 403(b) reform advocate and author of two books. Steve is not a licensed finan­cial or invest­ment advi­sor, and the infor­ma­tion and expe­riences shared as a do-it-yourself investor con­tained herein is for infor­ma­tional pur­poses only and does not con­sti­tute finan­cial advice.

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