I've been fantasizing lately about my next conquest...a twenty-something hard-bodied stud, who has been looking to "experiment". I have the wicked intention of milking every last drop of cum from him, after I have made him pounded me senseless with his manhood...

Well... I like to think of my ex-girlfriend....which was by the time I was with her a girl and now is a tg...she made a op....and I love thinking iabout how it would be to just enjoy myself with her...

This morning I am thinking of a certain tgurl who lets me slowly coax the cum out of her beautiful cock. I drink up nearly every drop; we share some of it in a deep kiss. Then I let her do whatever she wants to me.

Before discovering the joyes of shemales ( and watch porn at the same time ) i'd be thinking of girls that i knew and lusted ( well thats kinde of a harsh way of putting it ) after in sexual situations. Then came the shemale porn, and i started to think about the girls actualy being shemales, then i was able to watch porn and masturbate at the same time without fear of being caught ( thank you wifi ). But now when im not watching porn adn want to get one out i usually do it to whatever's been slowly turning me on, or pecking at me in the back of my mind. In some cases it was me thinking of the girls again ( many years have passed since the first time btw ), but more graphically ( and being able to look them in the eye the day after as i'm abe to separate fantasy from fact ) some times its me with a groupe of shemales, being used and abused ( and there are various other fetishes that i think of aswell ), and as i;ve come to terms with myself being Bisexual i also think about me being used by a huge groupe of guys. But the case is that what i think about when i have my self-assessment-time depends on whats happened that day, and whats been left imprinted on my minde.

When in autogynephiliac mode, emasculation is the key. The rejection of women, to display disgust at anything remotely sexual about them, yet to love being feminine.

A scenario I like to imagine is being beautifully madeup and clothed at my sister's slumberparty and later some of they're boyfriends climb through the window and they makeout etc. When everyone is asleep and its dark, one of the guys rolls over so we are facing eachother. He seems to be asleep but gradually gets both his forearms around my waist and gets his knees inbetween mine. I pretend to also be asleep also, I feel overwhelming electricity as I groan and reposition my legs further around his waist so my pelvis is pressing against his stomach. Also I reposition my upperbody so my face is an inch or so away from his face and my free arm falls over his shoulder. My pelvis quivvers as I feel his penis press against my underwear, "my" camisole had riden up. We both edge closer and our lips meet. We begin kissing faster whilst we both reach down to remove our underwear and then wrap more fiercly together in a front-spoon. He slowly enters me and I struggle not moan and quivver. When he is all the way in we begin thrusting in unison, out lips still locked. We both cum, me, inside my camisole and he inside my bowels. We remain underneath the covers, locked in the embrace, still totally inserted inside my ass until we're awoken the next morning...

Before i discovered shemales i used to think of girls i knew and lusted after or famous female celebs i fancied when i wanked off.
Now i mostly wank off to famous shemales, mainly sasha and danielle foxx.

So how about you, who do you think about when your wanking off?

I used to have a thing for female celebs as well. I find it more exciting if I can put a voice and personality to someone I fancy. I guess thats part of the reason why anyway.

I have quite a few fantasies that I use regularly (I'm even writing a couple dow and developing them).
Most recently I have two 'forced feminisation type fantasies' the most recent is summarised:
1. Get caught looking at two porn mags by Mr. Foster my french teacher; he confiscates them (a big tit mag and a gay blow job special) and I have to see him in his office after school.

2. He decides a spanking is in order, and I end up sucking his cock instead.

3. I go to his house (mansion really) for more 'punishment'. To my surprise & embarrasment Mrs Fitton (another french teatcher from school) answers the door (she knows what I have done) but soon she takes me upstairs to dress and make me up ready for 'Sir'.

4. The summer holidays bring me and a few other girls to summer school where we are trained to dress, make up, walk in heels and most of all pleasure the staff (mainly men but not exclusively). We're given 2 dildos to practice with as preperation for our first anal.

Who do you think of when you masturbate?
I mainly masturbate for clients.
Truthfully in no particuluar order:
The car needs washing
What shall I eat tonight? pizza maybe.
Breath in as I can see a bit too much tummy in my mirror reflection
He is a rather hot client, for a change
Does your wife know what you are doing?
I'm gonna buy that sony ericson xperia x10 mini smartphone
Remember to send my man a valentines card
My hold-up has a hole in it...Damn!
I need to do a fresh photo-set for my site
Shall I get breast augmentation?
Yea! S. is coming over on Sunday night. we can have a good old natter.
I wonder if I will kill myself before this summer? Morphine O/D looks good but unobtainable....Stick to plan 1 multi-story car car roof jump.
That is one hot stereo I have there [cyrus pre, monoblocks & cd-p plus dynaudio focus 140]
He's dripping sweat over my sheets, yuk
Will you please hurry up and cum, I'm, really not enjoying myself, it's called performance art.
I want to go and see my parents
I'm bored
cobweb in the corner
If I use auction sniper program on ebay, I might pick up the xperia x10 mini for less money
I just want to be loved