Vasto Grom

Am I A Monster? - Poem by Vasto Grom

I long to hurt people, but only those that have ruined or taken lives.Does this make me evil? I am human, yet that part of me sickens me to my core.Does this make me disturbed? Deep down inside I want to be a lone and I want to enjoy being alone.Is thing wrong? I look at people and see not a member of the same species, but a creature I have nothing in common with. Does this make me arrogant? I simply want to give into the voices and the darkness that whispers from the edge of my consciousness.Does this prove that I am twisted? For all of this, I am considered a good man. But deep down I am truly broken and corrupted by the blackness and the pain inside of me.Am I so broken and mangled that I am no longer human? If I am what does that make me? Am I evil? Am I a monster?