Thursday, October 8, 2009

PMSing lagi

This is another perasaan-membara post. I may sound like a complete bitch after all these bitching and whining entries, but takkan aku nak bernafas naga kat muka orang kan. I generally feel much better after venting it HERE (who doesn't lah kan).

A few days ago, I was chatting with one of my acquaintances (those yang sapa-menyapa only twice a year punya type). Everything was fine and dandy...until he mentioned about Don and I. I don't know lah whether he was being a dick or not, but he kept on saying stupid shit like "i bet arak dah bergelen-gelen minum, huhu", or "mesti mat salleh tu suka seks", or "mesti dia treat u mcm mistress dia je kan"

What the fuck.

I'm glad he thought it was funny...or maybe he said that in a 'joking' way so that he wouldn't appear too much of an asshole by saying that?

It weren't his questions yang membuatkan aku sakit hati, aku tak makan cili, so aku tak terasa pedas lah, but what really gets me is that he blatantly blame on someone like me (yang berpartnerkan bukan Melayu). And also his lack of political correctness.

I've received a few bad assumptions, because of him. Apa kau ingat just because he's a non-Malaysian, non-Muslim (yet) that makes him a bad man? You don't know him. You don't know whether he's a drinker or not. You don't know whether dia ni kaki seks bebas or hisap dadah or not. So what gives you the rights to judge him?

What gives you the right to compare him with our Malay guys then belittle him because of his race and religion?

Instead of be disgusted by the fact that he's a westerner ( di mana liquor and seks adalah the norm), how about you be disgusted by our people yang nak be westernized.

Anyways, despite people's judgement, what's inside us is what that counts. I suppose that as long as we know who we are and be the best that we can be, biarlah orang fikir buruk, because deep inside we know we did nothing wrong!