ever been in need of a good cry?? usually i dont have a problem not crying, but i havent really cried in a WHILE and i can't im so very numb right now, i feel like im watching myself in a dream , when i speak it feels like im hearing someone else talk . Its hella weird... but maybe tis a good thing in a way... ill get through all of it though i always do, and have been through so much worse! thanks everyone for the nice comments and encouraging messages! i fucking love youse guys!