Monday, February 13, 2012

Well if I do this tomorrow I might just have a pattern going on. HAHAHAHa.

Anyway did my disc this afternoon. So the worst part is over, did not get the junk food out today. Forgot that I had a class of money savings. Part one of three done, and day one out of 90 done. Short term goals, 1/3 and 1/90 done.

Now if only I could sleep normally. Not the great game of will it be 1 am or 4 am that I pass out? Because I get to wake up at 7 am. Wish me luck.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Have you ever woke up one day and just have no clue how you ended up where you are? I really don't like who i am anymore. Hell I don't even know who i am anymore. What do I want? Where do I want to be at this point in my life? Becuase being alone and feeling huge is not a good starting point.

Starting today I am going to blog daily about my hopes and wants. Tomorrow is day one of P90X and my new way of eating. No soda, No junk food, and No more drinking. Need to go thru my food to get rid of junk from my home. Get good food tomorrow night.

So any words of encouragement would be wonderful.I think I will need them.