breath in , breath out (possible trigger ?)

I'm going to keep it short because I'm trying to stay as less stressed as possible with every thing flying around me ...

I need prayers , for my LOs father .

Some back story ; me an him did date at one point . We are both young , I'm 18 , he's 23 . However , we argued a LOT . he was a big partier . He smoked a lot of weed . So , I kicked him out of my life , and decided to raise our Ella on my own . Well , I didnt know his new years resolution was to be a better man , mainly for me and our unborn daughter . He quit smoking , weed & cigarettes , he stopped partying , he starting buying a lot of things for Ella and trying to pitch in as much as possible , and he started treating me much better . However , I guess tonight was different .

I've never been a heavy sleeper , so when my phone rang , of course I answered it . It was Michael (LOs father) ... Or so I thought .

I answered the phone , very angry that he called me . Why you ask ? Not because it was 1 a.m. but because I knew he had been out at a party ... We were arguing about it earlier , along with a lot of other stuff . And when he told me he loved me , I didn't say it back ...

Well , on the phone , was Sean . He sounded worried , so I woke up all the way and sat up . He then proceeded to tell me , that Michael is on the way to the emergency room ...

They had been in a severe car accident .

My heart stopped , I wanted to think it was just a joke , but it wasn't . And no part of it was funny .

I haven't gotten a lot of info yet , just that there was a lot of blood . I am unable to drive myself to the ER where he is because my car is messed up , so here I am , waiting for a friend who is coming to get me .

I'm so terrified , and I feel like time is going by so slow , and I'm so mad at myself ... I'm trying not to stess , but it's so hard . The last thing he said to Sean was "call kaity , tell her I love her and Ella" and then he was off to the hospital .

I guess I'm not only asking for prayers , but also some sympathy ... I just need some one to tell me this will all be over and it's just a bad dream ...

PLEASE pray for him !! His family is not close with him at all , in fact a couple days ago they basically told him they were disowning him . I'm all he's got ...

Any & all thoughts/prayers & well wishes will be greatly appreciated ... Thank you ....