It's helped me to talk about it. I've been in denial about DID and that wasn't particularly helpful. I've undergone a lot of healing and I think I'm at least 90% unified. I hope to come up with the notes and diagrams I made when I was in therapy for DID. I'll post them when I find them.

Today it occurred to me for the first time that Mahler must have had DID. He has several main themes going on at the same time. Sometimes they can be in contrast to each other. And then suddenly a new main theme will start in. It may be of total contrast to the preceding one.

I recently watched a dvd (through Netflix) about Mahler. It was done by Leonard Bernstein. It's called the Little Drummer Boy. In Mahler's music there is always the little drummer boy. Remember the "inner child"? In Mahler's first symphony he has the child's tune (pardon my French) Freir Jacker going on and then a funeral march starts up. Very DID stuff.

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