Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Holy smokes, life just stays crazy!! Sounds like you have had quit the eventful
week with finding out you are having Christmas at home and everything. As
we speak we are still trying to find a place to Skype because our dinner
doesn't have Skype and can't do Skype,....oh just found out Bishop will let us
Skype at his house, phew!! So from Missouri I will Skype you at 1pm so 11am your
time. Be ready at 11AM to see you favorite missionary (sorry Elder
Luening J
). Can't wait to see you all; I was actually freaking out the other day ‘cause
I was so excited!

Anyways things in Missouri have been CRAZY!! We had a HUGE ICE STORM roll in on
Saturday! We were able to go outside until about 3pm. After that we were locked
inside because we had freezing rain...we don't get much of that back home and
it is insane! Basically it rains mini hail and then turns everything into a
skating rink. On Sunday we were also locked inside...the fleet (all the mission
cars) were on lockdown, so no driving. Also church was cancelled because
Saturday was freezing rain and then overnight we had 3.5inches of snow and it
was covering the deadly ice. We were really bummed that we couldn't have
Christmas Sunday, but we were allowed by the Bishop to have Sacrament in our
homes. So the LeNeaves did a cute little Sacrament Meeting for us. He blessed
the water (in bottle caps) and blessed the bagel and then afterwards he had a
little script of a Primary Program. So, we all took turns reading the passages
from Luke 2 about Christ's birth and then sang songs in between. It was
awesome! Then the LeNeave's made us breakfast and we had snow cream (it is homemade
ice cream made from fresh snow outside). So we can literally say that "Our
snow cream is so fresh that the snow cream you eat today was in the sky
yesterday!"

Then we all went outside and
shoveled the driveway. The LeNeave's driveway is 3 times as wide as our
driveway back home. It took us an hour and a half to shovel, with two people shoveling
and Brother LeNeave using his blow torch to melt the 1/4 inch ice on the
driveway. After we finished shoveling, I decided we should try to scrape the
car...the 1/4 inch thick ice completely covered the whole car!! So after
trying to hack at it, with nothing happening and worrying that I was going to
break the windows, we went back inside. The remainder of the day we tried
calling investigators and making appointments, with little success. But the
LeNeave's had made Christmas treats earlier, so we went and caroled with some
of them to a few neighbours across the treacherous ice and snow. It was really
fun, then we helped them wrap Christmas gifts...they were kind of on a time
crunch! So all in all it was a great day of doing service!!

Today the Zone Leaders cleared us to use our cars, but told
us all the ice had to be off of all of the windows of the car. I let the car
run for 30 minutes before Sister Morris and I went outside...poor sister Morris
could only stand there and watch me as I hacked away at the ice because there
was only one pathetic Dollar Store scraper for us to use! I hacked at it for
about 10 minutes - my knuckles started bleeding and I realized it was
pointless, so we went back inside for about 10 minutes to warm our bodies,
since it was only 10F outside!! So we went in and I grabbed the super thick
gloves and put my Russian looking hat on and went back outside. By this point
our car had been running for 50 minutes. From that point it took me 40 minutes
to scrape the car and the ice was literally coming off in slabs of 1/4inch
thick ice, it was crazy. Sister Morris said, " You look
like you are making an ice sculpture!", seriously that ice was
chipping off piece by piece and flying in the air, so its a good thing I was
wearing glasses ‘cause it was my eye protection! I have never, ever, never,
never, experienced ice like this! It is crazy...never move to Missouri! And
this is supposed to be the mild part of the winter, oh my gosh! So just so you
know I would not have gone to that extreme effort of de-icing the car, except
for the fact that I had to e-mail you...bleeding knuckles and all proves my
love for you all, lol! When I get back home I will never complain about having
to scrape the car for 5 or 10 minutes ever again!

Well, I love you all and I hope you continue to have a great Christmas season
as we continue to ponder what Christ and His birth means to each of us. I am so
thankful for my Savior, Jesus Christ. Neil A Maxwell said, "There could
have been no atonement, except for the character of Christ". Yes Jesus
Christ was the Son of God, and yes, as such he had powers given to him that
enabled him to physically accomplish the atonement. However, he personally,
just like each of us had to learn love, forgiveness, compassion. He understood
the Father's will and aligned His will with God's in difficult times. In the
Bible Dictionary, under “prayer” reads something like: “prayer is the act
of the child aligning their will with the father." We see Christ, himself ,
in the Garden of Gethsemane when he went through his own agony called to God in
prayer, and was able to recognize God's will in all of it by saying, " not
my will, but thine be done". He turned away from the natural man, and
instead took hold of the divine nature within himself and performed the one
thing that allows and enables each of us to turn away
from our natural man and take hold of our own divine natures. I am so
thankful for our Heavenly Father who loved us enough to send us His
only Begotten Son, that through him we can repent, and truly
reach the potential God sees in all of us. We will not be stuck, unless
we ourselves allow ourselves to be so. I'm thankful for our Saviour who
loved each of us enough that He was willing to endure all things for our sakes.
Where would we be had it not been for our Savior, Jesus Christ. Merry
Christmas!! I love you all and I can't wait to Skype in 2 days!!!!

Monday, December 16, 2013

First of all, Mom and Dad, thank-you so much for the
Christmas package! You are ridiculous! It was so funny to open up the box and
see a tree in there, a foam nativity, a painting kit, other little
toys and not just a ginger bread house kit... no, no. But
rather a gingerbread Village!! Ha-ha-ha-ha! Also thanks for all the advent
goodies like the fruit tea and Chrisstollen (spelled that one
wrong). You're the best! Also thanks for all the individually wrapped
advent treats! My companion wasn't sure whether to say thank-you or not, since
we're sure it will just continue to fatten us up, lol! I don't know how you had
the time to do it all, you are amazing! Thanks for the 5 CD's worth of
Christmas music. Jeremy went above and beyond the call of duty on that one, I
was like a 5 year old in the living room opening my package and playing German
Christmas songs, ha-ha!

Also please say thank-you to the Smee's, Kaylee Gibb and
Bremen for the letters and pictures! It was so nice to hear from them and to
receive their kind words of support. I miss everyone! Also please send a huge
thank-you to the Stoddarts for me. They sent me a toque, gloves and a beautiful
scarf! Seriously, it was gorgeous and I love it! It was so sweet of them to
think of me! It felt like Christmas came early!

This Last week was amazing! We got to go back to
Independence for an all day mission-wide conference! We got to drive an hour to
Independence with the other set of sisters and it just brought me back to the
good old YSA road tripping days. The conference was so much fun! The first
4 hours were about "Using Time Wisely", so we got a list of
suggestions of "Things to Do, When Appointments
Fall Through", which will certainly come in handy! Then we had
lunch and heard a bunch of Christmas musical numbers for the last 3 hours!
There were 300 missionaries in attendance, and we got to take a mission-wide
picture, which each of us will be receiving a copy of! I am so excited! My zone
did a musical number in which I performed a duet, it was pretty awesome...and
stressful just because we didn't know how it sounded, but people assured us we
sounded great, lol!

This week was full of miracles and some pretty crazy weather phenomena’s. On Friday
I went on exchanges with some sisters in Liberty and so I got to spend half the
day serving at the Historic Liberty Jail. However that morning when I woke up
and we went outside to walk up the inclined side walk to the Liberty Jail,
there was a thick sheet of ice on the pavement. We were experiencing the
effects of freezing rain. The pavement was like an ice rink! Sister Jorgenson
had some close calls, and she finally made it to the grass, and had to grab my
hand and pull me up because I just kept slipping down the side walk, lol! It
was pretty funny, ha-ha! Because of the weather President Keyes sent out a
mission-wide voicemail and told us we were house bound. No driving cars
and no going outside! By the time our shift at Liberty Jail ended we were
cleared to drive but were told a snow storm would be coming soon, so we decided
we should end exchanges early, otherwise there would be a possibility we would
be on exchanges the next day as well. The time I spent at Liberty Jail, I definitely
needed. It reminded me of how sacred visitor centers are and since only one
group came in during the whole 6 hours I was there, I got a lot of study time
in, and I focused my studies on adversity. I read a scripture in Hebrews 5:8-9,
"though he was a Son, yet He learned obedience by the things which he suffered; And
being made perfect, He became the author of eternal salvation...” It reminded
me that Christ also had his own trials and experiences which he had to suffer
and endure. Through those trials and moments of adversity, he was able to truly
take hold of the God-like Divine Nature within himself and therefore fulfill
his purpose, to become the Saviour and Redeemer of the world. It works the same
way with us!

On Sunday we had so many miracles! We really worked hard this week, but in our
number accountabilities it just didn't show. But I really felt proud of our
week. At Church on Sunday one of our investigators came to Church. He is in his
60's and his wife is a member. He is basically a "dry-Mormon", and
sister missionaries have worked with him for 10 months. He told us during Thanksgiving
that he just feels like he hasn't had that great big light bulb moment from the
spirit telling him "Yes, the Church is true!", which is why he told
us he isn't willing to get baptized. Well on Sunday, our Bishop and Ward
Mission Leader felt inspired to privately talk to him in their office, and
after talking to him and helping him recognize that he knows the

Church is true he committed to being baptized on
December 28th!

After Church was our missionary correlation meeting and our Ward Mission Leader
told us what happened and Sister Morris' jaw just dropped....she was so shocked
and we both knew it was a miracle! From day one when I got here, Sister Morris
told me that her biggest wish before she left the area was that Sam would get
baptized, and it is happening! So, not only is the Elder’s investigator, Melanie,
being baptized on December 28th, but so is Sam J We have to teach him 3
of the lessons in just two appointments though, because he is going to Arizona
on Sunday for a week. He mentioned to us that he doesn't believe Joseph Smith
was a prophet, but that he will gain that testimony as he continues to learn in
the Church after he is baptized. We know if we can help him recognize his
testimony in the Book of Mormon, we can help him recognize his testimony of
Joseph Smith. He was so funny. We talked to him on the phone yesterday and he
said "I bet you haven't had a more stressful investigator being baptized
than me!....have you ever had an investigator who was on date to be baptized
not get baptized?", he jokingly said. Sister Morris and I said no, and he
said, "Well, there's a first time for everything!". We told
him," No there's not, because when it feels right to be baptized, its
right!". We joked with him and told him if need be we would wrestle him
into the font, lol!

Anyways, over the last few weeks Sister Morris and I have
been praying for miracles and opportunities to teach, and we also found out on
Sunday that about 5 of our recent converts will be at our dinner appointment
tonight and they have asked us to teach them their third new member lesson.
That in itself was a miracle because they haven't been able to meet with us
since I have been here, so at least 4 weeks!

I feel so blessed! Things seem to be picking up here and we
feel so blessed for all the work that has somehow been pushed our way. We are
working with one less active family in particular and her non-member parents
seem to really like me. I think it’s
because I'm German. Her dad moved to Canada from Germany when he was 5 years
old and they have a lot of German traditions and have gone back to Germany
several times because he has a sister that still lives there. They are going to
be at church next week to watch their grandson pass the sacrament for the first
time and they want to have us over for dinner soon J So, we are hoping we
will have some great teaching opportunities with them soon and that they
have been truly prepared to hear the message of the gospel. Also,
another less active sister we have been working with just received a calling
last week, so she is officially active in the church!

We have been so blessed this week and I know it is due to a lot of prayers! Also,
I found out that two of my recent converts, Apo and Lesi are both going to the
temple this week for the first time to do baptisms. I'm hoping I
can go to the temple with them...if not I'm just glad that they are able
to take that step J Also, on Sunday the elders and sisters and I
are singing in sacrament meeting. We are planning on singing Silent Night and I
am doing the solo descant for the last verse and then I am giving a
15 minute talk, and Bishop is the other speaker...no pressure, lol! I can't
wait to skype with you all. Thanks Jeremy, for settting up a skype account for
me and I will let you all know next week specifics for times and
everything for skyping! Love you!

Wow, sounds like it has been a little chilly up in Canada....what is the
average temperature there in the winter? Well, we survived our no car week,
woohoo! Here in Kearney this last week it was an average 18F late afternoon,
and -4F at night....so between -8C during the day and then drops
to about -20C at night......Brrrr!

Last week we relied on the Lord a lot for miracles. We
only had two scheduled dinner appointments for the whole week and it was
also our week without the car. On Tuesday we spent about 4 hours tracting,
because we couldn't get rides out to our areas where all of our people are, but
we prayed that we would have miracles and we managed to find 3 new
investigators, so that was exciting. On Thursday we weren't able to get a ride
out of our tiny suburb, luckily we had weekly planning to do and then spontaneously
we got a call from a member who lived 30 minutes away invited us for dinner. We
explained to her our car situation and she said she would be more than happy to
drive into town to pick us up and then after dinner take us back home. She
was ridiculously nice, and then it turned out she was actually taking us out to
a nice little restaurant to eat!

Another day we were walking trying to find a street on our
map that showed it connected to a suburb we wanted to tract...turned out
the map was wrong and we were walking on the side of a busy highway. As we
were standing there a member happened to see us and pulled over and told
us that the street actually didn't exist and drove us where we needed to
go. Miracle! We also didn't have a dinner that night and we decided to
stop in at a members house to warm up after we had tracted in their
area for an hour. After finding out that we would be eating at home,
they told us to sit down and fed us. It was like an Alma and Amulek kind
of experience, where we were like Alma, wandering starving and cold and the
Macinkowitz's were Amulek letting us come in and feeding us and then asking if
there was anything else they could do for us. We have some great members in the
Ward who would honestly do anything for us, they are amazing!!

On Saturday we had a community service activity we were
able to help out with in Plattsburg. We manned the gingerbread house making
station for the kids that piled in from the community Christmas parade. It was
fun and the elders came too and they managed to find a new investigator
during the cleanup.

Also, on Saturday Sister Morris felt inspired to call one of
our investigators we haven't been able to get a hold of for a few weeks. She
ended up answering and we talked to her for an hour about coming to church and
how much that will help her. She promised to come to church. We even called her
Sunday morning and she said she was going to come...I guess she hadn't seen
what the weather conditions were like outside. Unfortunately it snowed and it
was a 30 minute drive and she was worried about the driving conditions, so she
ended up not coming.....I was sooooo sad!! Plus, it was only about a half an
inch of snow.

The Elders found a miracle investigator who they were able
to teach the restoration to on her doorstep and then set her on baptismal date
in that same encounter. Her name is M, She is 18 years old and our recent
convert Kate hit it off really well with her at the Ward Christmas
party, and then M. came to Church on Sunday and to the Christmas Devotional at
Bishop's house. The whole time Kate and Melanie were glued to each other’s
sides - it was great, and before the Christmas devotional a member invited
M. and Kate both over for dinner. Kate is such solid fellowship for M. and it
is exciting to see how fast they have already become best friends. On the way
home from the devotional I asked M. what
she wants to do after she graduates, she said she wants to go into education
and be a missionary. She asked us some questions about missionary service and
then she said she had already talked about it a bit with the elders. She is so
cool!!

Anyways, I'm really excited to go back and teach some of the
investigators we found last week and I'm SUPER excited for the Missionary Christmas
Conference happening on Wednesday J I'm kind of
freaking out because it is transfers next week and I'm pretty sure I'm going to
get a training call on Friday. But I really want to stay with Sister Morris one
more transfer. Can't wait to get my package and have Sister Morris open
it for me to dive in and get my Christmas music for me! Then I'll seal it
back up until Christmas time! I'm glad to hear from you all and that things
have been going well. Can't wait to Skype with you on Christmas. Can you send
me Auntie Kirsten's number just in case we have technical difficulties and the
Skype account username you will be using so I can add you when we go to Skype.
If we Skype in the morning what time is best for you and if we Skype in the
evening what time is best for you? You are 2 hours behind us. Just let me know
if there is a specific time that works best for you. Also can you have Jeremy
set up a Skype username and password for me.

Thanks!! Let me know about the times to Skype and I
can't wait to Skype soon!

Another week in Kearney has gone by, and I'm not going to lie it has been tough.
There is a lot of work to do in this Ward. The Elders, my companion and I are
trying to put our heads together to figure how we can help the Ward. I know,
like Dad said last week, that the Lord will guide us in the things we can help
with. It is just all in the Lord's time. Sister Morris and I are pretty
much best friend's though! It is awesome!

On the other hand, we had Kate's baptism on Saturday! It was
wonderful! She was so happy and she has such a sweet spirit. I love her so
much! Also, since the Christmas season has begun, we are now officially able to
listen to Christmas music and later today the Sisters and I are going to
decorate gingerbread houses. Also, I have decided to pick up in Jesus the
Christ where I last left off. I really want to focus my studies more around
Christ. So, I started reading "Chapter 7: Gabriel's annunciation of John
and Jesus Christ" in Jesus the Christ. I also started reading the New Testament
along with it. I love it! It is really helping me learn more about Jesus Christ
and the people surrounding his life. Also, since I just finished reading the
Book of Mormon again, reading the New Testament is showing me how much the Book
of Mormon really is another testament of Jesus Christ and how they really do go
hand in hand together. It is wonderful and I have been able to cross reference
the Bible and Book of Mormon through what I come across in the Bible and remember
reading recently in the Book of Mormon. It is helping me come closer to Jesus
Christ and see who he really was, as well as hopefully helping me become a
better scriptorian! J

Mom, thank-you for sending the Christmas package...what did
you send a baby elephant?! Ha-ha, I'm excited!

Dad, thanks so much for your e-mail! They always uplift and
inspire me. This week has been really hard, but you always remind me what a
great privilege I have to partake in this great work and that I should
never lose sight of that.

Jeremy, keep up the great work! I know that you are working
hard and that the service you are doing for others is really helping them more
than you realize.

Elder Luening, you looked a little cold in your picture and sounds like every
week is an adventure,! Keep having fun with all the Christmas celebrations in
Germany!

Kass, Zyanya told me you were sick this last week, so I hope you have been
feeling better. I hope you and Scott and Zynaya have been celebrating advent.
That is something I miss but I have been telling everyone about usual Christmas
traditions J
Makes me miss home this time of year, but Sister Morris and I have been having
fun together, especially dancing out to Christmas music, and doing our own ballet
renditions of the “Nut Cracker” and such this morning, lol!

Anyway, I love you all and remember to strive to emulate Christ especially
through this Christmas season. Reading through Matthew recently reminded me of
the character of Christ. In Matthew we read about Christ being baptized and
then right afterward fasting for 40 days and 40 nights to be uplifted
spiritually. Right after his fast, after which he is physically exhausted and
spiritually filled, Satan comes and tempts him. Just as we have our own
weeks filled with business we too have our own miracles and trials.
Yet in the midst of Christ's trials and temptations he remembers that John is
in Prison and sends angels to minister unto him. Just as you yourselves, in the
midst of craziness look past it all and do your best to uplift and strengthen others.
Thank-you for being great examples and for reminding me of what being
Christ-like really means. Turning outward, when the natural man would normally
turn inward.

I love you all, and hope you know that through all your sacrifices you are
truly being blessed. I pray that you will continue to feel my love and Christ's
love throughout this Christmas season.

Thanks for taking the time to write and tell me what has been going on in your
lives. Things in Kearney have been going well. It sure is cold here! The other
day Sister Morris and I were tracting in -8C weather!!! Brrrrrr!

It's been interesting out here in the country! The
other day we went to get the sisters who live in the basement of a member's
home and there was a deer gutted and strung up to bleed out,! It was pretty
nasty but we got some awesome pictures. Also there are about a million dead
possums on the side of the roads here and Sister Morris and I almost hit a hawk
that got startled by us as it was feeding on a dead possum. It jumped up,
startled by our car racing towards it on the highway going 55 miles an hour. It
started frantically flapping around in path our only about 4 feet off the
ground. I had to lay on the breaks and pray that we wouldn't hit it with our
windshield....we barely missed it. The ironic thing is the other day as we were
driving, we saw a dead hawk on the road and Sister Morris and I looked at each
other and said, "how do you hit a hawk?!"....Well now we know,
lol!!

Some more fun adventures this last week included Sister
Morris and I buying Christmas onesie pajama's together on P-day. It's pretty
awesome! Also, we tried making pumpkin waffles....they wouldn't cook because
they were too dense, so we resorted to trying to cook them in the microwave,
which sort of worked. Then we tried to make them into normal pancakes over the
stove, but that didn't work either, so we resorted to leftovers.

We did have a miracle last week. So last P-day a guy called us and said that he
wanted to meet with us. We never met him before and set up an appointment to
meet with him the next day. Sister Morris was a little “wierded out” and
skeptical, because you know things like this do not happen everyv day to
missionaries. Well we met with him the next day. His name is M. and he is 18
years old, and said he thought that learning about our church would help him
out a lot because he was having a hard time emotionally lately. So far we have
taught him the first two lessons, but we have realized he struggles
understanding what sets this Church apart from other churches because instead
of coming to our Church on Sunday, he went to his neighbour's church.....yeah,
we'll need to work with him some more, ha-ha!

Sister Morris and I have really
been focusing on less-active members this last week and have been trying to
figure out how we can make reactivation a greater focus in the Ward. President
Gordon B Hinckley said, “There is absolutely no point in doing missionary work
unless we hold onto the fruits of that effort. The two must be inseparable....Every
convert is a great and serious responsibility." When I read that in PMG,
it hit me that in this ward we need to help the members realize that our
converts and less-actives are not just numbers. They are precious children of
God who have made sacred covenants with God and are now held under greater
accountability. Their salvation depends on the decisions and actions they make
and the efforts and actions we take to reach out to help them, strengthen them
and fellowship them. I was also reading a talk from the Relief Society General
Conference that reminded me that, yes, there are standard promised blessings
God promises to all of us when we keep his commandments, but he also knows each
of us personally. He will bless us according to the things we personally know when
we keep our covenants. The covenants we make in this life are covenants that we
will continue to keep through the eternities. I love you all and pray that we
will be able to recognize how we can continue the work of salvation moving
forward and reach out to those who have wandered from the fold of God.

Guess What?!?! Transfer calls came and......I'M GOING FULL PROSELYTING!!!
That's right! I am leaving the Visitor Center and Independence 2nd Ward, and
heading out to Kearney (pronounced Car-knee) 3rd Ward. It is a big mix of
emotions. I didn't expect to be leaving this transfer since Sister Stobbe just
came here last transfer, but I guess the Lord felt differently. So I am still
on my winning streak of a new companion every transfer- 4 companions 4
transfers! CRAZY! Also, I know who my new companion, Sister Morris is, because
we served together at the Visitor Center my first transfer in Independence.
This will be her third transfer out full proselyting so I'm pretty sure I will
only be with her for one transfer and then get a new companion because she will
be due to come back to the Visitor Center. Anyways, I'm sad to leave all my
investigators.

We're not too sure what is going on with I; he has been cancelling a lot on us.
But we have been meeting with K. still, who has a masters in theology and
writing a dissertation on the Book of Mormon and Bible - AKA he is very smart
and extremely well versed in the scriptures. He joined Community of Christ last
year, but wants to know if this church is true. We have talked with him a lot
about recognizing the spirit and praying about specific questions, and using
his heart instead of logic, since he is so analytical. I'm excited to hear how
things go with him. Apo is still set to be baptized this Saturday, and
hopefully I will be there to give the opening prayer, if I am given permission
from President Keyes to leave my new area. Apo is so amazing! She has the
testimony of someone who was raised in the gospel her whole life. When we
ask her questions she teaches us the doctrine and how it applies to our lives!
She is just amazing and so prepared by the Lord to accept the gospel.
Miracle!! We have also been meeting with a lady who has breast cancer.

The other day Sister Stobbe and I were able to meet with my recent convert
Lesi. As we asked her how things were going I was amazed to hear that she has
been trying to share the gospel with family and that she has implemented Family
Home Evening, Family Prayer and Family Scripture Study into their homes.
She also said that the Holy Ghost has been telling her to go to the
temple to do baptisms. I am so thrilled! Also, she said her husband (who was
less-active and is working on becoming a worthy temple recommend holder) was
scheduled to work on Sundays by his boss, so she went to his work and talked to
his boss and asked that he have Sundays off. She knew the boss because he
was a family friend and she said after talking with him he agreed to give
her husband Sundays off. I hadn't been able to go and
actually visit Lesi this whole transfer until the other day. It made
me so happy to see that she is the driving force behind supporting
her husband in getting active when she herself is a recent convert. She is
amazing and I can't wait until they are able to be sealed as a family in
the temple next year. That is their goal J!

Also things with Sister Stobbe have been going incredibly well. We have
had so much companion unity the last couple weeks. In lessons we have really
been able to have the spirit and teach well. Also, when we go out tracting we
have been so unified and allowed the spirit to work though us. The other day we
were out tracting and decided to go see a sweet lady, J., that we ran
into, but said she didn't have time to talk and that we could come back
another time. It had been a few weeks, so we decided to go stop by her house to
see her. She was home and as we talked with her we found out she was Pentecostal
and she knew a little bit about the Church, but had heard some false
things about the Book of Mormon and Joseph Smith. She also said she felt like
there was more truth out there that she hadn't found yet. She was extremely
polite and courteous, willing to listen to what we said. As we talked to her
about our purpose, and taught her about Joseph Smith and the Book of Mormon, we
could see her heart start to soften even more. I felt impressed to show
her how the Book of Mormon really is another Testament of Jesus Christ. I gave
her a copy of the Book of Mormon and invited her to read on her own 3 Nephi 11
which talks about the gospel of Jesus Christ. She accepted the invitiation.

I read her Moroni's promise and testified that the Holy
Ghost would witness to her of the truthfulness of what we were saying and of
the Book of Mormon. She then relayed to us some experiences she had had in her
own life of feeling the Holy Ghost. To my surprise after relaying to
us some of her experiences, she told us she couldn't learn more about our
Church and gave us back the Book of Mormon. She said she felt like she was on
the path where the Holy Ghost was leading her and that she hadn't been led a
different way yet. I seriously wanted to cry. She had the truth that she was
seeking right in her hands and just rejected it. Sister Stobbe and I bore
testimony of how our message would bless her life and how we knew it was true,
but her heart had hardened. She was still very sweet and courteous and
thanked us for caring about the welfare of her soul. Sister Stobbe asked
if we could leave her with a prayer, she told us we could. At the end of the
prayer, the lady told us she was very impressed that we ended our prayer
"in the name of Jesus Christ". We invited her to pray about what we
had shared with her and to know if learning more was the direction God wants
her to go. She said she would and that if she felt prompted to learn more about
our Church, that she would call us, so I left her with a mormon.org card with our number on it.

In that doorstep discussion Sister Stobbe and I had taught
with the greatest unity I have ever experienced. The spirit was so strong that
whole time and I was devastated that Janice had somehow rationalized her way
out of learning more about the gospel. However, I know that eventually she will
be led to the Church. She will realize that here is where the truth lies. I
pray that her heart will continue to soften and that she will pray and follow
the promptings of the Holy Ghost. I'm so thankful for the Spirit that Sister
Stobbe and I were able to have because it allowed the Spirit to testify of what
we were saying even up to the last couple words in a prayer, "in the name
of Jesus Christ, Amen".

I love this gospel and I am so thankful to know that this church is true; that
the fullness of the gospel is here on the earth. I have felt the peace and comfort
that has come from the Holy Ghost. I have felt the love that God has for me and
the rest of his children. I have felt the sadness he feels when His children
reject the gospel that will make them the most happy in the plan He has created
for them. I love my Saviour, Jesus Christ. I know He lives. I know this gospel
is true and I know the Book of Mormon is true. It speaks truth to my heart
and the war chapters in Alma relate to the spiritual war that is waging
against us today. I'm thankful for the armor I am able to put on to withstand Satan,
as I study and apply the doctrines contained in the scriptures.

I love you all and hope you have a great
week. Also my P-day is officially changed to P-day!

Monday, November 11, 2013

First I want to address Mom. Mom you
are amazing, and I can't believe how much you have to do. You have been crazy busy, and work on top of
it all. I am amazed at what you are able to accomplish! You are truly
incredible. I know that Heavenly Father called you for this time in Relief
Society because he knew you were the one who could handle it....even when you
don't feel like you are doing a good job. Just remember you are pressing
forward and taking care of things, when many people would have crashed or given
up! I know it is because of your reliance on the Lord and your ability to work
well with others, not to mention your patience and perseverance that has
allowed you to continually fulfill your calling to the fullest. Mom, I love you
and am so proud of you. I want you to know that even just hearing that you
invited J, to the trunk or treat made me so excited. Remember that success as a
member missionary isn't measured by how many people accept the invitation
it is measured by your desire to share what you know to be true and to invite
others. You did not fail because J. didn't come. That is personal agency! I am
proud of you for everything you are doing and just remember at times when you
get frustrated that you aren't doing everything that you want to be able to get
done right away. Take a break and look at all the things you have already
accomplished! Don't be so hard on yourself. I love you so much and I always try
to remember the things I have learned from you and apply them. I feel like I
have received the gift of patience and that is something my companion has
pointed out to me. I know that is something I have learned from you and your
example!

So this last week has been pretty
good. We didn't have too much time out in our area because we had to spend
about 8hrs cleaning our old apartment that we got moved out of.....That's right
we got to clean away 20 years of NASTY!! We left the old apartment feeling like
our heads had been dipped in buckets of bleach, but the place is clean and we no
longer have to worry about that old place, hooray!

Yesterday we had our first roommate
meeting where we discussed what each person needs to do to keep the place clean
and orderly. We finally got the whole place unpacked and organized yesterday,
so I feel a lot better now and our new place is officially livable :) I am
really enjoying being companions with Sister S. It has taken a while for us to
really develop a good friendship, but I feel like all of a sudden now I am
getting closer to her than before and of course this is happening like
usual.... Just in time for transfers next week. Oh well!

We have been able to meet with the Bishop
several times this week to coordinate some things and for him to get some of
our ideas of how we can get the ward more excited about missionary work. Bishop
Banks is so amazing!! He always lets us know how much we mean to him and how
excited he is to work with us, it is wonderful! I love the work and it is going
so well!!

The Visitor Center is going well and I am
still taking presentations. Sister S. and I have been really working well
together at helping families get more excited and involved in missionary work
in their own lives by reminding and inviting the members to take on Elder
Ballard's Challenge of Reaching out to one person between now and Christmas. I
love the missionary work. It is amazing and I love how the Spirit can really
help create unity if we pray and listen to its promptings. I love this gospel
and am so thankful for how much I am continually learning. Learning never
stops, but it is neat to be able to look back and realize how much we have
learned in such a short time.

I
can't believe that once Christmas rolls around that I will already have been
out for 6 months and only have one year left, time flies! We have also had the
opportunity to talk about missionary work in Primary and will be at Seminary
this week with the Elders. It should be fun!

Kass, it sounds like you are doing
great and that nannying is fun. Did you hear about Frances? Apparently she is
pregnant!

Elder Luning, I loved the pumpkin carving
pictures and I love hearing how the work is going. Keep bearing the powerful
testimony you have. Tell Oma and Opa hello for me. I love hearing how they are
doing!

Jeremy, keep working hard and don't
forget the routine you learned on your mission. It is better to keep it going
than to lose it and then have to get back into it later. Love you and remember
to help mom out with cleaning the house. She is a busy woman!! Love you!

Dad, I was surprised to hear about
you, but change is good and I am excited
to hear if things change. I will be praying for you! Also would you be able to
send me the other workouts I requested? Thanks, love you!

Wow, it sounds like everyone has had
a really crazy week; filled with busy activities and assignments, but it sounds
like everything turned out well. This last week has been amazing!!

So, last P-day some of the sisters and I
got to go to the National World War I Museum, which was amazing and a ton of
fun. I think we spent 4 hours there. It was great! The following day on Thursday,
Elder and Sister Benchley (the Visitor Center directors) took us up to Adam-Ondi-Ahman!
It was amazing! We got to see the amazing beauty that is up there and feel of
the joy of the spirit in that sacred land. We were privileged to be able to go
to the sectioned off area of the land that isn't open to the public. We were
able to go to the Preacher's rock, where Adam would have blessed his posterity.
It was so neat. We also got to go to Far West, the last place
the Saints tried to settle before the extermination order was
issued 175 years ago on October 27,1848. We were able to see the
original cornerstones of the planned temple that was never built. Also we got
to go to Richmond to Oliver Cowedery's grave site where the three witness
monument stands. We also got to go to the site in Richmond where Joseph Smith
was kept in prison overnight. In that Jail he rebuked the guards, and later was
transported to Liberty Jail. Anyways, it was an amazing day.

On Friday we moved into our new apartment
with the help of our amazing elders and the Assistants to the President.
We had Stake Conference this last weekend and it was amazing. Elder Robins of
the Seventy was there and he spoke on missionary work. He really emphasized
that the members need to be more willing to engage in missionary work. He also
emphasized the importance of not just having member present lessons with
investigators, but having "the right member present"; someone who can
really connect without investigators so that they can have lasting friendship
and fellowship. It was so good!

On Monday, Sister S. and I were on
exchanges, so I went into a different area and served with Sister E., who is
from Idaho. We had such a great day. We had decided the night before that we
wanted to lead using the Book of Mormon. We set a goal to hand out 4 copies of
the Book of Mormon and get 3 new investigators. We had 3 hours out in the area
to tract. We saw miracles. We worked up until the last second and the last
house we knocked allowed us to reach both of our goals. We were able to hand
out our 4th copy of the Book of Mormon and set a return appointment. It was so
fun being able to have time to just be out and share the gospel. Sister Erickson
is so positive I love it! The only thing that I don’t like about exchanges is
the fact that the people you find together you don't get to teach because they
aren't in your area, lol! But I can't wait to continue following up and finding
out how things are going with them. I'm especially excited about this one lady
we found. She didn't seem very interested because she wasn't making eye contact
and was fidgeting a lot. I thought she wanted us to leave, but when Sister E.
introduced the Book of Mormon and shared a scripture with her, she got really
emotional. She told us she had a lot of stuff going on in her life right
now, but that she would like to learn more. She took a copy of the Book of
Mormon and we set a time to come back and teach her more. It was so
awesome and it is amazing to see how through the scriptures the spirit is able
to touch their hearts.

Okay,
now here comes THE MIRACLE OF MIRACLES THIS WEEK!! So, on Sunday
after Stake Conference, Sister A. came up to us with her non-member 20
year old niece. They are both Samoan. Sister A. is also Lesi's sister
in law (my first convert). Anyways so she comes up to me and says, “Hey, Sister,
my niece is ready to take the discussions and get baptized.” What!?!?!?!
It was a huge miracle and there are two reasons behind it. So first of
all who just comes up to you and says, “Oh yeah, hey, my niece wants to get
baptized!?! Secondly, it was an answer to prayer and faith! I'll tell you why.
So during our weekly planning, sister S. and I were setting our goals, and we
were looking at our goal slot for “investigators with a baptismal date”. I sat
and pondered about what goal we should set. I looked at Sister
S. and said I think we should set our goal at 2. She kind of looked at me and
said, do you really believe we could get two? I firmly told her I think it was
attainable but would require a lot of work and a miracle from the Lord.
But I assured her that I knew as we put forth our effort Heavenly Father would
bless us with a miracle. We thought about it and decided with the help of the
Lord we would be able to put our only investigator, I. on date this week, and
God could provide us with a miracle! Well, it happened. We received A.!! We had
our first meeting and lesson with her yesterday and it went so well. She told
us she wants to learn and wants to get baptized. She moved to America 3 years
ago. She grew up Methodist, but since moving to America and living with her
aunt and uncle (the Atatai's) and coming to church with them, she has already
begun to gain a testimony of the church and how much it blesses families. We
were able to set her on date for November 16th! Sister S. and I have so much love for her and can't wait
to see how much she really progresses. Sister S. is an amazing teacher. She
really speaks from the heart and knows what to say. People just automatically
are able to feel of the genuine love she has for them.

Anyway, I'm really excited to keep teaching
I., who has committed to live the Word of Wisdom. He gave up coffee and tea
this week, and then we will work on alcohol and tobacco. He is beginning
to make progress which is amazing. The Elders in our Ward are also seeing
miracles. Our Spanish set of Elders have 5 people on baptismal date right
now and our other set of elders have 2 people on date. The work is really
moving forward in our ward, it is incredible! It is really cool how well all
six of us missionaries try to help each other and try to share the work load.
It is really becoming a team effort! We are really putting our investigator's
needs before our own and have started realizing that if we think a different
companionship could help our investigator progress more than we are able to
than we should hand them over to a different companionship. It isn't about us
as individuals and companionships, but it is all about the work of the Lord. As
we work together as a team, and in unity, the work will begin to explode as we
are already beginning to witness.

I love this work, and I love the
transformation that comes from the gospel of Jesus Christ. It is truly a
transforming power and brings forth so many blessings. I am thankful for all of
you and the prayers that you say in my behalf. I am so thankful for the
resources we have at our finger tips to help us learn more about Jesus Christ
and his gospel. I am thankful for our church leaders who are truly inspired and
called of God to lead us and guide us. I know that there are so many people
seeking for the truth and I am thankful to be an instrument in the Lord's hands
in this great work! I know that Jesus Christ is our savior and redeemer. It is
through Him that we are truly able to be changed and molded into our loving
Father's sons and daughters with divine potential.

Mom and Dad, you two are amazing! I
bet your presentation was awesome. I'm always so amazed at hearing how much you
two are busy doing and then on top of everything except another challenge, ha-ha!
I hope you get some really great sleep the next couple nights to catch up with
the sleep you missed. Also, dad thanks so much for sending me some of the exercises
already. I know you had a really busy week. I really appreciate it!

Elder Luening, the Spirit is
amazing! I love hearing how you are able to apply what you learn in PMG and how
much success you are able to see as you diligently put forth the effort and
have the faith that changing your regular patterns and behaviours will produce
greater miracles. Missionary work is amazing and the transformation that can
take place in ourselves and in our lives is truly miraculous to see. Keep enjoying
the work, you are a huge example to me!

Jeremy, I'm glad that you were able to go
to the Youth Conference. Your experience with prayer is so cool! Did you find a
job, it sounded like you have, but nobody said what job you got, lol!

Kass, congrats on the nanny job!
Send an e-mail and let us know exactly what the job is and how it is going. I
would love to hear J!

Oma and Opa, it sounds like you two are doing great! I am so proud of you for
the steps you have taken to come back to church and be able to feel the
blessings of the spirit so much more in your lives. Opa, I heard from
Elder Luening that you gave a talk the Sunday before conference and
that you did a really great job! I am so excited to see that you two are
just becoming fully immersed in the gospel and taking on different assignments.
You two are amazing. Keep going! I pray for you and hope you are having a great
week. I don't think I have ever told you this, but I am so thankful for you two
listening to those missionaries that came to your door. For making the changes
necessary in your lives to be able to accept the gospel and follow Jesus Christ
by being baptized. It was because of you two that all the other events came
about to have allowed me to be raised in a gospel centered home with two amazing
loving parents, who raised us and taught us about the gospel no matter what.
Thank-you for having such great testimonies, and thank-you for always showing
your love to us. I miss you and love you!

I love you all and pray that you are
aware of the miracles going on daily in your lives. Have a great week and I
can't wait to hear from all of you next week. My P-day next week will
be on a Monday by the way because of a special zone training happening
next Wednesday.

All my love,

Sister Luening

P.S., mom I don't know if I told you or not but Sister Keyes said that all
Christmas packages need to be sent no later than December 2nd to have them
arrive on time for Christmas. Also there have been some changes in back-pack
regulations. Back-packs are no longer allowed (I have been using a free back
pack since I got here). Only side bags are allowed. I know we bought those two
cheap side-bags that were more like purses, but they are too small to hold all
of my materials and the straps are really uncomfortable on my
shoulder once I have weight in it. So, if I could get a good quality side
bag, with a shoulder strap that has padding, that would be great. I think if
you go on lds.org to the missionary dress code and
look at the elders accessories section you could see good examples
of shoulder bags. Thanks so much, love you!

Thanks so much for all the e-mails; it
really is great hearing from everyone and seeing what changes are happening in
everyone's lives. This last week been CRAZY!! So on Thursday, Sister S.
and I sat down for 3 hours to do our weekly planning. Well, in that time, by
the end of our planning session we had 2 of 4 of our investigators drop
us, one of which was on baptismal date. It was discouraging, but we went on
with our day and went to see our 87 year old investigator. At that visit,
she also dropped us telling us that she was RLDS and knew our intent was for
her to eventually be baptized. She said that would never happen because she had
seen to many miracles happen in her life in that church. We asked her to pray
about it and asked if we could come back, she ultimately told us that wouldn't
be necessary. So in the course of 4 hours three of our four investigators
dropped us. It was a hard pill to swallow, but I also looked at it in a way
that God was blessing us with the time we desired to now go out and find those
who are truly prepared to hear the gospel. He is making room for us to see more
miracles, ha-ha! J

Although, this week we were
struggling out in our area, I was able to see a lot of miracles at the Visitor
Center. Over the weekend I have taken some of the best presentations I have
taken my entire mission so far. It's been really neat to be able to really be
led by the Spirit and teach people, not lessons. With each presentation I took
something new was learned and gained. I was able to extend a new challenge and
commitment to the members, to cause them to reach and stretch and continue on
in their spiritual progression. Last Saturday was a really crazy day. I
took 5 presentations, which was about as many as I would take during the crazy
busy summer season. Anyways at the end of the night at the visitor center about
a half an hour before closing, I went downstairs to clean the kitchen. I noticed
that two ladies who had come in about an hour ago were almost finished watching
the New Joseph Smith movie. So I rushed to the kitchen, did as much as I could
and then dashed to the theatre to look after those members.

At that moment I was definitely feeling in
a rush with needing to get things done. I popped in and asked what they thought
of the movie. I figured they would just say that it was good and then get up and leave. Well,
they were actually really emotional and I could just tell looking at them
that they had really felt the power of the spirit. I realized in that moment
that I needed to calm myself, give my entire attention to them and pray that
the spirit would guide me in the things that they needed to hear. I sat down
and they both completely opened up to me about what they had felt as they
watched Joseph's experiences that he endured through his life. We ended up having such a
spiritual discussion on how they themselves had been going through a lot in
their own lives over that last couple months and how Joseph Smith was such
a great example for them of how to endure trials patiently and with
faith. The spirit was so strong as we talked. I testified of God's love
for her as an individual. I felt impressed to relate her trials to Joseph Smith
in Liberty Jail and how Joseph Smith's time in Liberty Jail was almost like a
time -out for him from the world in order for him to refocus, rejuvenate and re-center
his attention, relationship and life to God. God knew what was coming next in
Joseph's Life and he knew that it would be hard and that he would need the
spiritual strength and unwavering trust in God in his life for the
upcoming events leading to his martyrdom in Carthage Jail. I know that
trials are very hard, they aren't easy and they aren't fun. However, they
are God's way of reminding us of who we need to rely on and who we need to turn
to. As we turn our attention to God and build our faith even more in him, he is
able to strengthen us for greater trials that await us ahead. I ended up
spending until closing with these two ladies and they appreciated it so much,
and decided that need to come into the visitor center more, ha-ha. It's been
really neat to truly be an instrument in the Lord's hand and a mouth-piece for
the spirit on occasion.

I also got to take some non-members
through the Visitor Center over that last few days. I took a couple from
Edmonton Alberta through the Visitor Center and they had their non-member mom
with them. Using the different resources at the visitor center I was able to go
over the Message of the Restoration with her. I also took them through God's
Plan for His Family video which is really powerful and then I ended
at the Christus and let them sit and ponder together. It was really
great! Later, the Spanish speaking elders, Elder R. and Elder K. came
in the VC and said Br. M. was bringing a friend to the VC and wanted to take
him through the history. I was super nervous because I usually stay upstairs
and don’t go down into the Independence history area with investigators,
because they don't have the foundation of Joseph Smith or anything which is
better to start with upstairs. Anyways, I had a huge prayer in my heart and we
went down to the history. As the spirit directed, our discussion
ended up focusing on prayer, faith and recognizing the spirit. The
elders and Br. Martinez did awesome in sharing personal experiences and also
talking about the history.

Also it was Elder K.'s birthday yesterday
and so Sister S. and I sang him “Happy Birthday” over the phone at 6:30AM. We
probably sounded like men, because we were really groggy and still had our
"just woke up" voices-- you know what I mean. We also celebrated at
the end of the night by eating cake with everyone that one of the sisters had
made for him. It was fun!

Anyways, things are going well in
Independence. The 4 elders in our ward are great! They are always looking
out for us and asking if there is any ways they can help us. Also, we were
able to meet with our
Bishop on Monday night. We had dinner and he invited us to stay for Family Home
Evening and then asked if we could meet with him right there and then and go
over some things. He is a great man. We got to know him really well and he
shared a lot of experiences with us. Sister S. and I have had our prayers
answered by being able to know that our ward leaders trust us, and that they
are excited to work with us. Bishop gave us some counsel, told us he
respects us and is excited to work with us and hopes to meet with all 3
companionships of missionaries more often. He has also set up a meeting where
all the missionaries and Ward leaders in the Ward will get together and
establish the Ward Mission Plan and what we can do to get the ward more
anxiously engaged in missionary work. We left his house full of so much
gratitude to know that bishop is excited to have us in the ward and that
hopefully within the next couple of weeks everyone will be on the same page and
things will really start moving forward in the ward.

Sister S. and I also got news yesterday
that we and the sisters above us will finally get to move out of our nasty
apartment.....all I have to say is it is super ghetto! There is a hole in
the ceiling in the bathroom where shower water from the sisters above us drips
down with plaster. The sink pressure went and the hot water lasts for about 5
minutes, so we almost always have cold showers, and the carpet has so much dust
and grime in it that whenever we vacuum it (once a week) we have to
empty the vacuum three times. Sister S. refuses to kneel on the floor, and we
are convinced there is black mold in the ceiling and then the mouse trap went
off yesterday. So we are so excited to finally be moving to a new place on
Friday. All four of us sisters will be living together and there is a washer
and dryer so I won't have to go to the Laundromat anymore, yay! Oh and there is
unlimited how water. Things seem to be going so well here, that I am getting
nervous that in three weeks at transfers I'll get transferred, which I really
don't want to have happen. But, I know that if things are starting to go well,
that means I need a new challenge so that my spiritual progression doesn't stay
stagnant, right! I'll go where the Lord wants me to go!

Jeremy, it’s typical that you would get
home and then just start spending money on whatever, lol! Enjoy the
snowboarding season... I didn't know that you snowboard. I hope you get that
job at Source J! Oh also could you do me a huge favor? In my night table
should be my P-90X book. Could you scan the pages in the back that
say what each exercise is and e-mail them to me. I know the titles of the
workouts, but I don't remember all the work out moves that are in them. But if
you go toward the back of the book it lists the title of each exercise and a
short explanation of how to do the moves. If you can't scan it, could you
please just type the names out of each exercise and e-mail it to me. Just the
names of each exercise from the Core Synergistic, Cardio, Shoulders & Arms,
Legs & Back, Plyometric, Yoga X and Kenpo X workouts. Thanks, I know
I'm asking a lot, but with it getting cold I really need indoor exercise,
thanks!

Elder Luening, Holy smokes congrats on
being the longest zone leader. I bet in your last two or three months you will
become an Assistant to the Mission President! You are the best!! Don't get too
stressed, just know that as you do your best the Lord is pleased J!

Kassandra, man things are sure moving
forward. I didn't know you were looking for nannying jobs, but that’s cool! Good luck I hope you
find something fast. Why is Scott working, I thought he was in his last year of
school? I hope things keep going well for you both and good-job for being the
Cooking Queen at Thanksgiving.

Mom and Dad, thanks so much for
everything you do. Don't get stressed out about the family communication
seminar that you have to do. You two are communicating pro's. I think the thing
that always stands out to me the most, is just the fact that you two always
took the time to sit down and talk to us. Even though you two were always busy
with work and errands you would just sit down and take the time to give us your
attention and just talk. So thank-you for always being there for us! I love you
so much and appreciate even more now all you have done for us as a family. You
two are the greatest parents in the world, seriously!!

Anyways, I gotta go. Sister
S. and I are sharing a P-day with 6 other Sisters today and we are going to go
the The World War I National Museum, I am so excited! I love you all and hope
you have a great week, and I can't wait to hear from you next week!

It sounds like (Mom, Dad, Kass and Scott)
had a great Thanksgiving at Kassandra's place! I did not get to eat pumpkin
pie, but I did have a slice of home-made pecan pie, which was delicious! Also
my companion and I are planning on making pumpkin chocolate chip cookies. It’s
a super easy delicious recipe all it takes is spice cake mix and then you mix
in a can of pumpkin puree and chocolate chips. 3 ingredients stir it together
drop on parchment paper and bake...Delicious!! `

Elder Ballard came this last weekend to
Liberty (20 minutes away from Independence) in Celebration of 50 years since
the Historic Liberty Jail Visitor Center was dedicated. It was really neat to
be able to hear from him and be able to sing for him at the Fireside he held at
the Liberty Stake Center.

This last week has continued to be slow
going for missionary work. It has been near impossible to set up appointments
with investigators and we have not been able to find any new investigators. We
did have a lot of meetings last week, which just reminded us of the importance
to keep moving forward with steadfast faith in Christ and to build stronger
relationships with our companions. As we show the Lord that we are working hard
I know he will provide us with miracles.

We
have been struggling to teach our Palauan investigator I., but last week we had
a really good lesson with him on the Gospel of Jesus Christ. It went really
smoothly and he seemed to understand it. He is progressing in the sense that he
comes to church and does his reading assignments, as for really trying to find
out if this is the only true gospel of Jesus Christ on the earth. That is where
we need to start focusing with him, because I don't think he really grasps why
knowing that would be so important for him and what that would mean for him in
his life.

Also, sister S. and I have decided we need
to make it a priority to build a greater relationship between us, the full time
missionaries, and the Ward leaders. Right now there is basically no
relationship and it is definitely keeping the missionary work from moving
forward and allowing the members to get more involved in missionary work and be
excited to do missionary work. We have tried setting up appointments to meet
with the Bishop to get to know him and find out how we can best help him and
the Ward, but he has yet to get back to us on that. Also, we set up a time to
meet with our ward mission leader (outside of our correlation meeting) to try
and see what he really expects of us as missionaries and how we can help ease
the workload he has. We were supposed to meet with him last night, but he
cancelled. It’s been frustrating for Sister S. and I to know how to build a
better relationship with our Ward leaders when they don't seem to think that it
is very important and is definitely not at the top of their list of things they
feel is important.it But hopefully
tonight at Ward correlation meeting we can get things moving along better and
come together to figure out what things need to happen for the members to get
more excited about missionary work and what we as missionaries and ward leaders
can do to strengthen the Ward and the missionary efforts.

Right now we have 3 sets of missionaries
in our ward. We have a set of Spanish speaking Elders, English speaking Elders
and then us Sisters. So there is definitely a lot of good we can do for
missionary work in the ward, but that work can only move forward as long as the
members take part in the missionary effort. In Preach My Gospel, it says "nothing happens in missionary
work until you find someone to teach". It is so true and I have been able
to witness that especially over the last week. But we have been blessed with
some service opportunities this last week.

When we were at a members home for dinner
we took initiative and did their dishes, which was great. Then yesterday when
we were out in our area we went to a potential investigators home. We met her
about 6 weeks ago but could never get a hold of her until yesterday. We asked
if she remembered us and if she remembered what we had talked about it, she
said she remembered but she had been sick over that last few weeks and was
still sick. We asked if we could do anything for her. Sister S. was very
adamant and asked if there were even any dishes we could wash. The woman said
she had a sink full of dishes she hadn't cleaned so we stepped inside and tried
to get to know her while we cleaned her dishes. It was awesome. We then also
quickly ran to the store for her to get a few groceries she couldn't get
because of lack of transportation. She was really touched by out kind acts of
service and she said she hadn't been to church in a while. We asked if she went
to a specific church and she said not really. Sister S. asked her if we were
able to get her a ride to church if she would come to church with us. She asked
what time the services are and when we said 8:30AM, she nearly had a heart
attack and said she would come if there was a later service. We set up a time
for next week to give her a church tour and teach her a lesson. Hopefully by
then the Lord will have inspired us to know what to do about how to convince
her to come with us to church even though it is very early. Sister S. seemed at
a loss of what to do, but I was able to remind her that God works miracles and
I know that he can help us know how to get this woman to church with us J!

I also, took some cool presentations
on Monday (Thanksgiving) at the Visitor Center. There was a bus tour of 96
people that came into the Visitor Center. We split them into 4 groups and each
took a group through the whole Visitor Center. Bus groups are always crazy
because they are on a strict schedule and so you can only share the bare
minimum with them. I also took a senior couple through, who were just so sweet!
I had to do the whole presentation out of order, but they didn't know the
difference, ha-ha! They shared some really neat insights and were just full of
so much love!

There was also a couple in their late 40's
from Utah that came in. I found out the lady's sister lives in Ephrata, small
world eh?! Anyways as I took them through the Visitor Center I found out they
have a daughter who's been on a mission for 4 months, same as me. As I took
them through the history it was cool to see how the Spirit was able to work
with me to be able to ask inspired questions and for their hearts to be open to
receiving personal revelation. Throughout the presentation I was inspired to
bring up how creating a place of Zion in our lives means we need to live worthy
of having the Spirit with us, and as we have the Spirit we will be more
prepared to share the gospel with others and the Spirit will help us know what
to say as we open our mouths. I relayed to them how it isn't any easier for us
as missionaries to share the gospel as it is for anyone else, we still need to
be willing to open our mouths and share what we know to be true, they will feel
the Holy Ghost touch their hearts. I think that is something a lot of people
forget: We do not convert people; that are something only the Spirit
can do!

Anyway, I guess looking back on the week, it
hasn't been too shabby of a week. Even though Sister S. and I haven't been able
to spend much time in our area and haven't had much luck finding people, we
have had service opportunities and miracles happen at the Visitor Center as we
have been able to uplift and strengthen members who come in. I know the church
is true and I am so thankful to have the opportunity to be on a mission.

Yesterday during lunch sister S. and I sat
and discussed how much we have really learned about the gospel by being on
missions. It is amazing! We really didn't know very much about the true meaning
and blessing of the gospel in our lives. Sister S. sat in awe as she wondered
how she could of been so ignorant to so many truths the gospel contains when
she has been raised in the gospel her entire life. That is all part of God's
Plan for us. This life is to give us knowledge of our Heavenly Father and a
firm testimony in His son Jesus Christ; that knowledge can only come by experience!

The gospel is true and I love you all!

Love,

Sister Luening

P.S. Our mission President's
wife told us Christmas packages our parents send should be sent no later than
December 2nd if you want them to arrive in time for Christmas. So, if you and
the family want Christmas present ideas, I would love love love love love to
get a ton of EFY CD's. I have no music and other than MOTAB, EFY music is the
only music that is approved, so I would love to get a bunch of EFY Albums for
Christmas, or in any random packages you send ;) I know they have Albums from
about 1996-2013, so there are a lot of options, but I would really like to
receive at least EFY 2003, EFY 2004, and EFY 2013, please and thank-you! Love
you lots! XOXOXOX

Wow, it sounds like so much has gone
on since I talked to you last. It makes it seem like it has been weeks since I
have heard from you rather just 7 days. I want Jeremy to know that I am proud of
him and his decision. I know that he has taken the right step that all too
often is hard for people to take and I am excited that he still has
the fire to get back out in the field when he is ready. I'm sorry to hear about
Grandma. Tell her I love her and I hope she recovers quickly. Also tell her and
grandpa that they need to take it easy....they aren't invincible like us! J!

This week has been quite strange
with transfers and everything. I love Sister S. She is a great
missionary. It is funny how a new companion really does cause you to
need to adapt a little differently and causes you to grow in different
ways. Being with Sister A. has shown me how I can be a better missionary and she
really was an example for me. Now being with Sister S., I feel like I have
more opportunities to really apply what I learned from Sister A, which is
cool. I am starting to see how much I am growing as a missionary through the
Lord and the people he brings into my life. We were able to teach
I., our Palauan investigator. Sister S. and I had really great comp unity
in that lesson and were definitely led and guided by the spirit as one of us
would ask the same question the other had felt inspired to ask. A lot of our
time outside the Visitor Center has been filled up with trying to get each
other on the same page of what is going on in the area since Sister S. is new
to the Independence 2nd ward. But yesterday we finally got to go out in our
area and try to find people and share the gospel with them. It was so great to
be able to just approach people and even if they weren't interested, plant that
seed and feel good just knowing that I was sharing what I know to be true; that
I am fulfilling my purpose and being a representative of Jesus Christ.

Conference was so
wonderful ! I love conference. I missed about an hour of the Saturday afternoon
and an hour of the Sunday morning session because of taking Presentations at
the Visitor center. But from what I did catch from the conference, was
amazing! I felt like a large focus of this conference was reminding us to stick
true to God's law and that it does NOT change. "Sin even if it
is legalized by men is still sin"- I just loved that
quote by Elder Nelson and went perfectly with elder Oakes talk on priorities.

On Monday I
took a presentation at the Visitor Center and as I was relaying
the history, I started to see some patterns of how Joseph smith received
revelation and in turn how we can receive personal revelation. As I looked
at Joseph Smith and the way he came to receive the revelation that
Zion was to be established in Independence. He first received revelation
for the saints to gather in the west (he didn't know exactly where
the location of Zion would be, but as he acted on what God had called him to do
and took the steps of faith and came west with the some of the early
saints, he received the further revelation that Zion would be established
in the place they had come to- Independence). It came into my mind that we
really are given commandments and guidance, line upon line; precept upon
precept as we apply into our lives the counsel and commandments that are
already before us. Also, personal revelation will most likely only come as
we have questions. Almost all the revelation Joseph Smith received came from
a question he had. As we live the principles we already know to
be true and apply them into our lives and truly seek after wisdom, having
a desire to learn, we will be more ready and open to receive personal
revelation through questions that come into our hearts and minds.

I love this gospel and I know it to be true. I know that
Jesus Christ was the key to the plan that God had for us. That it is
through Christ and his atonement that we are able to become
perfect. As we align our will with God's will we are able to really
prioritize the things of most importance and of eternal value. I'm so
thankful for a living prophet on the earth today and for his apostles who
truly are called of God and inspired to lead and guide this church. It is
moving forward rapidly and I know in this crazy world of man that by being
grounded in the Gospel of Jesus Christ we will be able to stay afloat
amongst the harsh waves that beat upon us and that we will be that "rock,
the river cannot wash away".

I love you all and I am proud of the decisions you are all making to come
closer to Christ. I know that God is real, and that His Son Jesus
Christ is real. They are aware of each of us and the challenges that lie
in our way. They know how to help us get through the trials and tests of
faith. I love what Elder Holland said: " Never lose faith in our
loving Heavenly Father who loves us. God's love is always there, whether we
deserve it or not. God's love is always there!....If the bitter cup does not leave;
drink it and look forward to better days. Hold Fast to Hope!!"

I also forgot to mention that we had quite the eventful
evening at the Visitor Center on Saturday during the Relief Society
Broadcast. I think I caught about 15 minutes of it. I was on shift at the Visitor Center but we set up the broadcast downstairs so we could watch it if
it wasn't too busy there. Well at 7:00PM no one was touring so we headed
downstairs to watch it. About one minute into the broadcast the fire alarms and
lights went off. It was so loud. It turned out poor Sister Erickson had burned her
toast so badly in the toaster it was charred black. There was so much smoke in
the lunch room. We stood on chairs and fanned the smoke detector for
a good 10 minutes, but it wouldn't turn off. We waited for the fire truck
to come and the fire men tried to disarm the alarm but it wouldn't shut off.
Finally an hour later they were able to disarm the fire alarm. We sisters went
outside with a laptop and tried to watch the rest of the broadcast. I'm
definitely going to need to watch the broadcast from beginning to
end though, because I don't remember anything of the 15 minutes I caught.
It was a crazy evening, but we got some pretty good pictures with the firemen
out of it, lol!

I don't have much
time to write this week because we have a crazy P-day schedule of fun filled
activities since it is Sister Allen's last day in the mission field.

Thanks mom for
the package, I was so excited to have those clothes. I am staying another
transfer here in Independence. I say good-bye to Sister Allen tomorrow and I get
my new companion, Sister S. tomorrow.
Apparently she is very energetic, over the top enthusiastic, laughs really loud
and is a hard worker. I'm excited to meet her tomorrow and really sad to
see Sister Allen go. She has been an amazing companion and the hardest worker I
know.

This week has
been wonderful. We have been truly blessed to have been able to meet with some
of our new investigators and invite quite a few of them to baptism. One lady we
are working with is a member’s mom. She is in her 80's and she is a very sweet
lady. She is RLDS, but very open and willing to learn. Sister Allen and I
invited her to baptism, but she didn't commit to a date. She said she would
definitely pray about it and watch General Conference, so I am excited to
follow-up with her and continue teaching her.

We also met with another
investigator named M. She is 18 years old and searching to know if her father's
religion (Baptist) or her mother's religion (LDS) is true. She said she really
wants to rebuild her faith in Christ and follow him. We invited her to be
baptized on November 10th, but it kind of scared her and she said she didn't
want to rush into things. She wants to make sure she is doing this because she
knows it is true. I have grown such a deep love for her already. She really is
such a sweet bubbly girl. Yesterday,

Sister A. and I
met with a lady named J., who we found about a month ago. We set mulitple
appointments but things always fell through. We were finally able to get into
her home yesterday and teach her lesson one. It was so powerful. I could really
feel the spirit and Sister Allen and I were definitely in tune with the spirit
and in unity with one another. The member we brought was also just
wonderful in bearing her own testimony. Sister A. invited her to be baptized
and she has committed to preparing to be baptized on November 2nd. We are so
excited and Jamie said she is excited to really get back into church, scripture
study and building that faith in Christ even more. She is such a sweetheart and
having 3 young kids of her own, family is extremely important to her.

Sister A and I
have been really blessed this last week. Even though some of our investigators
don't feel ready to commit to a specific date, I feel good in the fact that I
asked and invited them to truly change and repent, by following Jesus Christ. I
am excited to continue working with these children of God who are truly
searching for truth. I'm so thankful for the time that I have been able to
spend serving with Sister A. She has been an incredible missionary. I'm going
to miss her so much, but I am excited to serve with Sister S.

Kassandra it was really good to hear from you. I'm glad to
hear that you have been having a blast with family history. That is something I
want to get into when I get home.

Elder Luning and Anziano Luening, keep up the great work. I will print off your
e-mails and respond next week. You two are amazing and drive me to be even
better. You two are amazing examples to me and I pray that you will be kept
safe and be able to find those that are prepared to hear the message of truth!

Mom and Dad, I love you so much! You are the hardest workers I know! Thanks for
raising us in the gospel and never giving up even when times were hard and us
kids were crazy. I appreciate so much having been raised in the gospel. Being
here in Independence and serving in the poorest area, is such an eye opener to
me. So many families here are falling apart, and I'm so thankful for the gospel
that truly unified our family and brought love and peace into our home. I
love you!

This week has been crazy!! So last
week after P-day I was so excited to go to a teaching appointment with the
miracle lady whose house stood out to me and wanted to learn more. Well, when
we went to go to our teaching appointment she wasn't home. I was so sad! Later in the week we called her, and she said
she had an emergency out in Nebraska so she wouldn't be back for a few weeks.
So, we're going to have to wait a few weeks before we can get back in contact
with her again. We'll just have to leave her completely in the Lord's hands
for a little longer.

Last Thursday was my first Zone Conference! It was so good. Sister Allen was
quite emotional because it was her last one and President Keyes had all the
departing missionaries get up to bear their testimony, and she was one of those
missionaries. A lot of the focus has been on leading by the Book of Mormon.
They said that we get too comfortable when tracting relying on pamphlets and
cards, when really, if we want to have success as missionaries, we need to be
introducing the Book of Mormon at the very first interaction with people. So we
did some role plays of street contacting and stuff. Sister Allen and I
have really been making that a focus this last week and we really have seen so
many miracles. Since last Thursday we have found six new investigators. We have
truly been blessed as we have applied the council of our leaders.

Also in that Zone Conference we found out
we are one of two missions involved in a piloting program called "
Adjusting to Missionary Life". It is a booklet to help
missionaries adjust to mission life and help them keep their stress levels
under control. It is a really neat booklet. It has scriptures in it,
self-assessment tests, quotes from apostles and just good to know info. It is
pretty cool. When sister Allen saw it she was like, " Wow, I
really wish I would have had that 18 months ago!!".

Oh
yeah, did I ever tell you that our mission got split about a month before I
came out. So, pretty much the entire state of Kansas is no longer in my
mission. They split the mission in half and so now there is the Missouri, Independence Mission and the
Kansas, Witchita Mission. Just something I think I forgot to tell you at the
beginning of my mission. Another part of the Conference talked about us being
" All In!". President Keyes really emphasized the blessings and
success that will come to us as a mission as we individually and collectively
really put in ALL of our heart, might, mind and strength. He basically said that
we won't be perfect right away but as we really show the Lord our commitment to
do all he asks, God will be able to mold us and perfect us into the servants
He sees we can become.

On Sunday we had three investigators come to Church - it was a miracle!! And of
course, this Sunday had to be the Sunday where we had crazy speakers at Sacrament
meeting! It was so bad!! Seriously, I was in such disbelief of what was being said,
and that it had to be the Sunday when we finally had investigators come, that I
couldn't stop laughing. I felt so irreverant, but it was all I could do to not
cry, lol! So here are some of the highlights. We had two speakers, the first
was okay and spoke on loving one another, so that was fine. But our last
speaker spoke for 30 minutes, and he was supposed to talk about forgiveness.
For the first 15 minutes he talked about how he was from Samoa and his efforts
to get into the military and how some guy told him he could never get into the
marines, but he showed him up by passing all the tests with perfect scores (so
not really relevant to his topic on forgiveness). Later he went on and a shared
about a 2 minute personal experience on how he forgave his brother, which was
really good. Then out of nowhere he starts talking about Nephi being commanded
to, "take Laban's sword, because Laban was DRUNK! And God told him to
smite off his head". Okay! So this where Sister Allen and I started
freaking out. We knew our one investigator drinks and we also have a
little bit of a language barrier because he from Palau. He went off for a
little bit about how it was because Laban was drunk that he smote off Laban's
head. We could not believe what was going on and I just lost it! I was
muffling my laughs, but even a member of the bishopric on the stand was trying not
to laugh because he was in disbelief of what was going on. After about 5
minutes I finally got control of myself and then the speaker flipped gears
again and tells of an experience where he was in the hospital ( I think maybe
he was trying to tie it into the previous talk on love) and his wife washed his
feet. He related it to the woman washing Jesus's feet. He looks into
the congregation with the most serious look on his face and says: " Husbands,
when is the last time your wives washed your feet? And women, when was the last
time you washed your husband’s feet? You need to wash your husband’s
feet!". He ended his talk like that, and the sacrament meeting ended
on that note. First of all I couldn't believe the Bishopric allowed him to
be up there for 30 minutes. Second of all, okay at least if you aren't
going to say anything to him up on the stand, at least have a member of the Bishopric
bear their testimony to end the sacrament meeting on a spiritual note. I just
couldn't believe that happened. It was awful!!

Luckily the Lord heard our prayer, because our investigators weren't turned off
by anything that was said. But on Monday when we met with our Palauan
investigator I., we asked how he enjoyed church with us. He said it was okay,
but that he felt like he didn't hear any doctrine. Sister Allen and I
just looked at each other in agreement that yup, I. was right, there was no
real doctrine testified of in that sacrament meeting....pretty sad! Anyways we
had a good lesson with him and gave him a Palauan Book of Mormon which he has
already started reading. He called us the other day and said he wants to meet
with us again this week and come to church with us again. So that is really
cool J!

Monday was our full proselyting day and we
managed to find 4 new investigators and we're excited to meet with them all
later this week. Also, yesterday we got to go the temple which was amazing!
Felt like a whole new experience, yet was still the same. I like the changes
that have been made. I love the temple so much!

We got some bad news this week. J.,
our investigator who's baptismal date we are moving, texted us last night and
said there are some family issues in Conneticut that he has to go help out
with, so he leaves on Friday. We don't know how long he'll be gone, and I am
really sad that he is leaving, especially since he was progressing so much! I
was really bummed about it last night.

Also, we met with another investigator
that we have been tag teaming with the Elders. The elders meet with her on Sunday
and we meet with her on Tuesday. In the last 3 weeks she has been progressing
so much and I invited her to church this week. She said church is something she
struggles with because of childhood experiences, but she said she wants to
come, but her very less active husband won't let her. It is so sad! She has
progessed so much and now her spiritual progression has been halted because of
her husband. We're pretty sure we are going to have to drop her, because there
is no way we can keep inviting her to come to church and place a divide between
her and her husband. So we have possibly lost 2 of our three progessing
investigators.

Also, we found out last night that one of
our sister missionaries is going home today because of health issues. Last Thursday
she had a really bad allergic reaction. She breaks out in hives, her throat
swells up and her whole body aches. They think this reaction is triggered
by stress, because it has happened once before on her mission and she said it
is something she has had since she was an infant. She spent the day
in the hospital and has basically been on bed rest for the last 5 days. I guess
her mental state is just not good right now, and it is really having a
dangerous effect on her physical well-being. So she is going home today and getting
tests done to know what really triggers these reactions.

All in all it has been a crazy
week, but we have seen many miracles as well. I'm just so thankful for a
functioning body and mind. So many people we meet on the streets at night,
worry about us and ask if we at least carry mace with us. I guess downtown
Independence is actually a pretty dangerous place. So, I'm also thankful for
how much the Lord watches over and protects us.

I'm starting to get a little nervous with
transfers coming up next Thursday. Sister Allen has finally grasped the fact
that she is going home, so she seems to be handling the stress of it all really
well. She is a champion of a missionary. I told her I really want to take the
lead in what we do this week, since she will be leaving soon and I have no idea
what will happen with transfers. What I do know is that I'll be getting a new
companion...again, lol!

I love you all and hope you are having a great week!

Dad, thanks for you e-mail!
I'm glad to hear that you are still having fun with the youth. Good Luck on the
scout camp and hope you don't feel too sore this week from volleyball!

Mom, thanks for sending the package I told you my sizes for sweaters and stuff
in the other e-mail. I love you so much and am so thankful for how much you and
dad sacrifice for me! You truly are the most amazing parents in the world!