I’ve been feeling really apprehensive about posting but anyway…before it I met up with Ali and had a drink that went straight to my head, she is really nice and I felt bad that she wasn’t able to come in with us. I went into the prem just after Charlize, she was absolutely stunning, and everyone was gasping when they saw her. Most celebs look better on screen than off but not in her case. Inside Jeremy from Holby city (Rachel Stevens’ ex) and Lisa Scott Lee (they weren’t together) were sat behind me. The prem was in aid of NCH which is one of the leading UK children’s charities, the chairwoman (I think) gave a really moving speech about the charity which brought me to tears, then Mark commented on it and about being a new dad. They started the film by showing us the stunts that they did with the minis in leic sq, they r the pics that r all over the net. Then we watched the film which was way better than I thought it was going to be, I found it really quirky which took the edge off it being a boys film if u know what I mean.

The party was held in an Italian hotel, it was a cocktail style party and unlike POTA no areas were cordoned off, there were a couple of floors each with something different going on, Damage (I was told that was who it was so I could be wrong) were rapping on one level, The top was like a gentleman’s club and I heard there was a scalextrix (sp?) room but I didn’t go in there. It was all mostly UK TV celebs…Chris Eubank, Jay Kay, Lady Victoria Harvey, Brian McFadden, Dane Bowers, Big brother peeps, Fame Academy and loads of others. Mark came in followed by a hoard of photographers and Eric came over and chatted for a while, he was really sweet asking if we were ok and had drinks and stuff and we chatted with his friend from the clash who said that Eric was the only guy in the world that he would trust with his life. Which says it all really. MTV did most of the coverage, one of their camera men kept shining the light on his camera in my face just to annoy me and I’ve heard there is going to be a lot of TV coverage in the UK tomorrow (Friday) so check ur TV guides.

yeah I know.....I have confusing hair lol I had to try and remember your photo from aaaages ago...I had my haircut a few days before and it makes the curls spring way up so it looks kinda short. Really bored with hair at the mo, have taken to wearing it straight quite a bit as that makes me look really different. Takes 2 people and a few hours of ironing my hair though...lol My photos came out absolutley **** lol, what about yours? My digi cam battery ran out otherwise I would've had great photos. So I had to use a disposable one - and it all just came out terrible. But nevermind!