Last night, i had a short-lengthed astral projection which had taken place after a few dream sequences, and i found myself in a plant nursery, i was casually looking around as you usually would, and when i returned my sight to the center point, a 19th Century phone popped up in front of me out of the vibrational energy in the astral environment, this phone had no numbers on the dial buttons, but when it began to ring the numbers "313, 333, 13" kept echoing in my astral mind once or twice that was inaudible from external sources, i was confused at the moment and had no idea where or how this voice was entering my receptive frames. When i tried to approach the phone nob with my hand, my hand had began to vibrate with such numbing intensity it took time to pick up the phone. When i managed to pick it up, it instantly placed the speaker on my ear, and i heard this: "You have to pass through 9 Dimension in this Solar System (reference to the 9 planets) in order for your soul to exit the magnetic field of the Sun and travel elsewhere (in the Universe)" and the projection ended instantaneously...

What is my problem?
Lately I have noticed something bad in me. There is an increasing feeling of detachment and indifference to everything following me wherever i go and whatever I do, and whatever I see. It is a feeling of " nothing excites me anymore". I react the same when I see a rose as when I see a pile of poop. Should I not react differently to a pile of poop as I should react by seeing a beautiful rose?
Why do I not feel the sounds of the birds anymore? Why do i not appreciate and feel nature anymore? Why do I not feel the music anymore? Why do I not feel anything anymore?
The only thing i feel is anger and hatred.
My dreams reflect this detachment and indifference. A part of me is excited about things, but another part of me blocks the excitement from reaching my being. I can be conceptually excited about love and life and beauty, but I cannot feel the excitement. My feelings are not there. The emotional connection is not there.
Please help me understand what has happened to me.
Is this a good or a negative sign?
Is it a result of enlightenment and stillness, or is it perhaps a reault of repressed frustration, hatred and anger? My theory is that i have repressed emotions from frustrating situations and people who treated me unfairly, and because of this my chakras are closed and not flowing freely. Maybe my life energy is blocked by repressed emotion and therefore my heart has closed. I dont know. These are just speculations.
What happened to my original feeling of being excited about everyone and about everything?
I hate this feeling of indifference and detachment and dissociation from my surrounding.
Another thing that has happened is that for one year, all my dreams have been only grey and lifeless. My dreams are no longer beautiful and mystical lucid dreams like before. Now, my dreams are only lifeless and grey segments that dont make any sense at all.
And when I wake up from my sleep, I no longer feel energized. But I always wake up feeling more tired than when I slept.
And throughout the day there is this feeling of tiredness, indifference, and detachment from life. Nothing can excite me anymore. Even music , that used to make me feel so strong emotions and cry, now dont make me feel anyhing anymore. Not eve music feels anything.
Today i woke up hearing my favourite bird sounds outside the window and the sun is shining. But still there is nothing that excites me or make me feel " what a wonder lful day". Its more like, i just hear the sounds , but i dont feel it.
What has happened to me?
Is this a bad sign or maybe its a good sign?
Why does it feel like this?

Appreciation vs approval.
I have observed that there are two kinds of people in this world - generally speaking. There are those whose goal is to express and to be themselves - like myself. They want to express themselves because they have so much love and sense of beauty in their heart, and they have a natural desire and a longing to share this love and to connect to other people and to give and receive love and appreciation. Their main goal and motivation in life is to inspire with who they are and they have a natural appreciation for other people who express themselves. They see other people and feel appreciation for each persons uniqueness. They really see and feel other people.
They don't see or value others based on their performance or level of fame , status or respectability. They see and appreciate other for who they are and are therefore inspired by them. These people have a spark or glow in their eyes. These people also have a high appreciation and feeling for music. Because music is a medium of self expression, and in music they can find great appreciation, inspiration and connection - they get touched by human beauty and creativity. These people touch me and inspire many.
And the others - the majority - are those who live their whole life in the quest to appear correct in the eyes of others. Everything they do is motivated by this one goal - to be accepted and approved by the crowd.
These people lack individuality and soul. They are not even human - they are collective units. Something obviously went wrong in the evolutionary process that gave rise to these peculiar subhumans.
These people never express themselves and they have no desire to express themselves - unless of course they are told to dance to the tune of the crowd once in a while.
You cannot appreciate these people because only a person who has a self - an individuality - can be seen and therefore appreciated. For how can you feel a person who is never expressing himself but is only trying to fit in or to be "correct". These people are dead and lifeless zombies who have obviously forgot that there is a soul. These people cannot sing and dance. The "norm" is their God that they worship.
These people do not seek to have a genuine relationship with anyone. They only have relationship with others if they have something to offer them ( money, fame, status...). They are not married out of pure and genuine love and appreciation - they are only married out of necessity or because it is something "every successful person "must do. They never seek partners out of love but out of necessity. They seek partners who are rich and have a lot of money, social fame and status etc. You can see that these people have a dead and lifeless relationship to their wife and children - because there is no foundation of love and appreciation but it is only based on need. These are the psychopaths and narcissists who hit, abuse, control and dominate their wife and children. Their family suffers in silence but holds a happy face facade to the outside world to maintain their social status and image. And poor children who will have their souls destroyed by such parents.
I have just described the average swedish person. The average swedish person is a person who lacks any individuality - sweden just dance to the tunes of what is popular and given by america and hollywood. Their interest is in watching the television ( tell lie vision as astralboobaby would put it ). On the weekends they drink alcohol because that is the only thing that can make the swedish person express himself a little. Swedish people lack emotions and feelings. Because a collective unit cannot have true feelings and emotions because in order to have feelings one must have an individual and a will outside of the collective. For how can you have authentic feelings when you let the crowd think and feel for you? Swedish people can have feelings - but they are not their feelings ( their feelings are borrowed and inherited from the culture from one generation to the next). For example, a swedish person can hate someone for being black or brown skinned. But this is not their own authentic feeling ( it is just a culturally inherited feeling).
Swedish people only thinks or feels when the crowd thinks or feels something. The swedish person worships the norm more than perhaps any other country in the EU. Their favorite music is whatever is mainstream and popular at the time - because they cannot feel or connect to music on a personal level. Justin Bieber is one artist that is heard from every neighbors door in my country.
I was sent to the psychiatrist for expressing frustration for my lagging computer. Now this is something that could only happen in my country. For in my country no one feels frustration. Because in order to feel frustration, you must be able to have a desire. Swedish people don't have true desire because they lack their own independent will. The don't have any desire to create something, their only interest is to maintain the status quo.

So I ran into this girl from the past that i had once dated in high school, back then things were simple between us I was attracted to her and I could tell she was really into me. She was dark skinned had a pretty smile, smart, aaaand was the preachers daughter.:roll: back then I really wasn’t a Christian I didn’t have a strong faith in anything until I went to college and had all these spiritual experiences and knowledge come into my life. at the time life seemed to just pull us apart we were both graduating and decided to put everything on hold and focus on ourselves, 2 yrs pass and we met up and she instantly gravitated towards me, my philosophy about life, and wanted to know everything about me but I was very secretive and didn’t like to really let anyone know what i was up to personally, but she really wanted to know what makes me so sure in life and over time she won me over. I finally told her about the lucid dreams obe’s and things ive been feeling in my heart to be true, but to my surprise she didn’t run away because she was really into me and she knew that whatever I was doing was most likely positive. But at some point her Christian faith became a problem.

At some point she wouldnt listen to what I had to say because the ‘’good book’’ said the opposite. Honestly most of the things I heard her say sounded absolutely sick. after awhile it started to dong on me that even though she had a good heart and a beautiful soul she was slave and was afraid of be convicted of thought crime by god(thinking that she was actually saving me from the fiery pits of hell)/(that im evil and everything that I experienced was demonic). after that I came to a cold realization that she had been brainwashed beyond repair/ saving. Not going to lie I fell head of hills for her, but after this break up and a few other blow outs ive had over religion with my own flesh and blood I felt this blanket of loneliness cover my world. I live in the south where in the African American community Christianity and any old lies passed around a camp fire are figured to be true. i mean Im a man and all and I don’t mind being by myself but I don’t like being alone…like really me the cool quarterback outta school that everyone was cool with is lonely? and deep down i sometimes get scared for ppl can anybody understand what im feeling fill free to comment.

greetings family, i thought id share a blog on a topic that has kept me curious for a little time now. ''The gift of sensitivity'' i have come to see that natural born talent comes from the amount of senarios one can percieve simutaneously. Through investigation and experience i have broken it down to how much light one can percieve through their perreferial surroundings which manifests as multiple frames of active past, present and future possible scenarios. i would comfortably say a higher brain function would instantly give one, more passage to higher sensitivity ultimately giving them a higher vibration and understanding of all emotions such as love, pain etc. i have stumbled into many situations where i am able to see life through other peoples experience, which has been a great eye opener, becuase being a walker of truth, knowledge, wisdom and spirituality i wasnt able to keep up in other peoples worlds of happiness even though they did not practice any form of disciplne, this would allow me a sense of direction. This brings me to some questions, who is more happier? the lower sensitive people or the higher sensitive people? the ones that practice spiritual discipline or the one that is naturally gifted that has no form of spiritual discipline? the one who has more physical happiness or the one who has more spiritual happiness? love to all.SUNRAH

The most powerful and life transforming website i have ever come across ( and i have read almost every spiritual website out there - believe me ) is:
Www.askrealjesus.com
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The fastest way to know if someone is your friend is to stand in your power and greatness. If he is your friend, he will like it.If he is not, he will try to change you or run away.
- soulwarrior
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Psychiatry
Psychiatry is an institution that was set up by the shadow government to label everyone who challenges the status quo ( their main source of power and control ) as "mentally ill" so that they can justify inhuman treatment of the person ( threat ) in the name of the law.
The idea is to get the person institutionalized and medicated and/or electroshocked against his/her will or consent.
The idea is that once the victim has been labelled "insane" or "mentally ill" they will automatically be looked as incapable of knowing what is best for themselves, and therefore they can not speak against their own unjust treatment. This will only make the victim feel even more powerless and frustrated.
This is the idea behind psychiatry. It is a silent weapon of punishment that goes under the name of "care" and "help" so that noone will suspect what is going on.
Democracy is therefore a hidden dictatorship. Remember: democracy is only a smokescreen. The visible government does not answer to the people, it answers to the invisible shadow government. They only say we have democracy to win public support. This is the idea behind the smokescreen of democracy.
Democracy is a hidden dictatorship in that it uses silent weapons to destroy everyone who challenge the status quo.

As many of you guys know, I don’t share anything or suggest anything to others without having a personal experience, revelation or vision on the matter. It is now time that I share something with you guys that just might change your life forever. From the year of 2010 to early 2013, I went through periods of unusual and tremendous stress levels. I was already feeling great pain and hurt from a series of events that happened to me from 2009 and to the point all of what I am about to share began to escalate. I was pushing myself to the limits to keep up with the demands of responding to viewers and family members seeking help and advice; giving intuitive readings (which requires a lot of energy to do); working hard to make ends meet; all while being a source of continued support for associates, family and friends who were in crisis. Yes, I neglected to work on my own balance and peace of mind and I paid dearly for it but like anything else, I eventually learned that there was an underlining message and lesson to be learned and you will see what I mean by the end of this blog.

As previously stated; during this period, I was under tremendous stress but yet, I continued to over-extend myself and eventually developed the first symptom of what was to come; tremendous heaviness and discomfort in my chest area. I had never experienced such a symptom before but I was so driven, that I would ignore it (deep down I knew something was going awry). The aforementioned situation eventually lead to throwing my central nervous system out of sync and I had ultimately developed a condition called gastritis; an auto immune abnormality, that causes the inner-lining of the intestines to become inflamed. The inflammation can become so intense that it caused internal bleeding… My abdomen would become bloated to the point of extreme discomfort, especially while sitting up… I would have heart-palpitations to the point of accelerated breathing. I had these bizarre muscle spasms in my abdomen and these dull muscle aches that would move from different points of my torso. I would be remiss if I were not to add that I attributed some of those symptoms with our bodies becoming crystalline but there was definitely more to just a side effect to the shift.

When I would go to the rest room, I would find that there would be blood in my stool and the stool itself would be shaped very weirdly. The more stress I was under, the more intense these symptoms we be. I am sure that if I were a heavy eater of meat, this entire situation would have been 3 times as worse! I remember when I got the Sara Key, it relieved the first line of symptom, which was the heaviness that I felt in my chest area… For those who saw my videos regarding the Sara Key, I actually mentioned how the key almost instantly relieved the heaviness I felt in my chest (heart chakra area) in the second ‘testimonial’ video. Indeed, I had instant relief from the discomfort for some time but once again, I found myself in a state of unusual stress levels and not even the Sara Key could help relieve what I was experiencing! I had then begun to fast and getting back into meditating and this helped but the moment I would eat something solid and sit up for a period of time, the symptoms would return… It was at this point that I projected a call to my etheric-doctors (guardians ) to help me to heal this situation because going the Western medicine route was out of the question for me. My guardians came to visit me the very next night. Not only did they work on me and relieved the situation but they set a series of events in alignment, so that I could discover one of the best kept secrets known the man and that is this; the best all natural miracle medicine is found right within our body! Yes, these series of events lead me to information related to urine!

Now before you guys gasp in disgust, I strongly advise you to take in what I am sharing and do your own research and you will find that urine medicine and therapy was used by our ancient ancestors and we’ve even seen animals drinking their own urine. It all seems silly and unintelligent at first glance or thought but I am a witness – it really works! Just three days after my guardians visited me, I was lead to an article about urine therapy. I read the article and instantly resonated with it. Why? Aside from the strong intuition that I had, I remembered learning years ago that a lot of medicines have animal urine in it. I recalled stories of coal miners who got trapped underground for prolonged periods without food and water and the only ones that survived were those who had enough courage and ingenuity to drink their own urine. Not only did those who drank their own urine survived but they were just as strong and robust as they were before getting trapped. My core was really resonating with this indeed. So of course, I read up on urine therapy more and eventually decided to give it a try but I wanted to only try it should the symptoms I experienced returned.

Given that I was still under a lot of the same conditions that created my gastritis situation - the symptoms of discomfort returned. This time, instead of calling on my guardians for relief, I decided to drink a half of cup of my own urine in the morning on an empty stomach. I will admit that I gagged at first because the thought of drinking urine, was repulsive to my senses but I held my nose and forged ahead. Within 20 minutes, I realized that my symptoms had subsided greatly! I felt like I was really onto something indeed… I continued the regimen every morning for 2 weeks. By the third week, my symptoms were completely gone! I felt super energized and optimistic! The gastritis symptoms that I experienced have not returned since! Of course, I have greatly cut back on my stress levels. I go out and sun-gaze and meditate to keep my central nervous system balanced.

I know in my core that all of this had to happen with me so that I can experience all f what I shared and ultimately lead more people to this information. This is one medicine that law makers and corporations cannot ban or control. Imagine how many people will actually heal themselves of all forms of sickness, disease and discomfort, should they learn of urine therapy and apply it? I share my story with you and hopefully, you too will find validity in it and pass it on to your friends and loved ones. I know that given the way in which we have been conditioned, it may be difficult to speak on and share such things but as I always say – it is time that we work to move beyond worrying about fitting into the expectations we call the norms or caring about what others may think; we cannot truly grow and evolve in this way. In closing, I leave with you a link that will give more information on the power of your own urine and urine in general. May this message inspire another natural miracle and healing from inside – out; this is my truest intention.