08 December 2014

Whether you have activated kundalini energy through
practices, meditation, or for no logical reason you can imagine, the most
important thing to know about it is that this is a passage into a new understanding of who and what you are.
Perhaps the caterpillar feels just as shocked when it finds itself in a cocoon,
nor knowing it was it’s own making.

Kundalini is a sanscrit word meaning coiled, an aspect of
the prana or life force in every human body that is said in yoga science to be
held at the base of the spine, an invisible energy coil holding the entire
energy body in stasis while we live, and freeing itself from our forms when we
die.If it erupts during our lifetime it
brings about a dramatic restructuring of our energy field and our
consciousness.

This transformation of energy can feel blissful in some
bodies and stressful or terrifying in others.How we experience the changes depends to a great extent on how
psychologically open and flexible we are, how traumatic or unhealthy our
previous lives have been,whether we
have old injuries or toxins that need to be released from our systems, whether
we have an understanding or spiritual support in our lives, and many other
factors.It helps if we know some
techniques to balance and release energy, release stress from our lives and we
learn how to take good care of our bodies.

Kundalini can feel stuck in various parts of the body as it works
to undo old conditioning or heal wounds, physical or psychological.It can cause shaking, jerking, vibrations, heat flashes, itching, tingling, appetite
shifts, insomnia, mood swings and many other strange symptoms.Since many of these conditions can also be
signs of other issues or illnesses it is useful to consider factors that can be
the source of a sudden arising of kundalini energy. Usually a first arising is
noticed, either as a dramatic force of geyser-like power moving up, or a
swirling rolling movement through the body, or a sudden forceful rising from
the base into the belly, heart or throat area. More rarely it opens through the
entire body and seems to pour out of the crown of the head. Or it can be a
steady jerking unlike anything you have felt before.

Usually kundalini awakens following energy or meditation
practices, done seriously and consistently for a long period of time. It can
also follow a near-death experience or a traumatic emotional loss in which you
go the depths ofgrief or despair.It can arise when there is great devotion to
a spiritual being, or while beingenraptured
by chanting or focusing on inner sound.Sometimes contact with another person with active kundalini will cause
it to stir and activate.It may happen
following a profound shift of awareness, where youmomentarily do not feel your self to be your
old identity, but rather detached awareness, presence, no one in particular or
part of everything.

Kundalini is the subtle energy accompaniment to the shifts
in conscious awareness that are known as Self-realization.We are molecular structures infused with
awareness, with consciousness that moves through these structures and moves our
thoughts, feelings, sensations, knowledge and understanding from one point to
another.We have come to be identified
as the condition of our body and mind – a certain race, sex, nationality,
family style, medical history, education and emotional conditioning. Some of
these characteristics are in our DNA, and many are part of our learned identity,
formed of the particular opportunities and experiences wehave accumulated.We each have a unique identity and it feels
very separate from everyone else’s.

All of these aspects of identity are invisible, known to us
as thoughts and flows in our energy body.(No one will ever find your identity in an autopsy.) It’s as if we are a
computer shifting all of this data around.When kundalini opens and begins to move through the system it is
challenging and disorienting, as it
clears away much of our identity,opening our body to a different kind of experience, one we might call
prior to identification.It will
eventually lead us to know ourselves as awareness without identity, which is a
knowing that feels eternal in nature, and free of the stuck patterns in our
history.It can be very frightening to
feel something in us letting go of us.In western cultures we tend to believe this must be a sign of mental
illness, but when kundalini is the catalyst it is a sign of spiritual
awakening.

You will not lose your ability to know who you are, or how
to behave, or where you live.You will
likely lose your attachment to it, and to anything in your life that is not
wholly authentic for you.So if you are
in a toxic relationship, a job you hate, or a lifestyle that is not serving you
these things will press upon you until you change. (It is a myth that if you
are spiritually awake you can tolerate anything).On the other hand, whatever arrives in your
life for you to deal with you will address with more dispassion and clarity,
whether it be change, illness, or loss.Awakeness is simply being present where you are without resistance, but
with greater clarity about how to respond.

Awakening does not mean you will have no moral compass.It is just a different frame of reference –
based on what is needed, and the understanding all of us humans are One in this
creation together.It becomes literally
painful to steal, lie or harm another.If you hold on to those types of old patterns you simply lose the
awakeness and sink into a much darker place.This is possible.More than a few
so-called spiritual teachers have succumbed to it.

You can’t use awakening to enhance the ego, and keep the
awakening.The part of you that will
grasp to be someone special is not the true nature but the egoic nature, and if
it gains a foothold you will be caught in a half-way world like limbo, having
the energy and awareness to touch a few people but without any sense of an
inner stability, and lackingthe
clarity, love and compassion to help you navigate wisely in the world.I do not believe such guides are internally
at peace for if the egoic mind is ruling the life this is just is not
possible.The true nature known in the
awakened state is at peace with itself and the world.It is a natural relationship.It feels pain when physically ill, and
sadness over losses and the great disasters mankind brings upon itself, but it
does not linger.It knows how empty
human preoccupations are and how spacious and limitless consciousness is.It knows we are This.

So eventually if you have awakened kundalini this is where
it is trying to go.Along the way you
may experience fear, challenge, beauty, joy, greater vitality, exhaustion,
feeling out-of-your-body, and returning into a new enlivened relationship with
it. Almost anything can happen.It helps
to trust the process, to see fear as only a random energy you need not put
attention on, to take good care of your body, to find ways to be more grounded,
to be willing to know yourself as energy and spirit, to sit in stillness or in
nature every day.

I hope if you are in this process you will check out my two
new books “The Kundalini Guide” and “The Awakening Guide”, self-help books
based on conversations with many other people just like you.When I first wrote about kundalini there was
no web, and only obscure books spoke of it.Today it is popping up all over the web. Not everything you read on the
web will be accurate. Do not let it frighten you, and do not run off and join a
cult.Listen to your heart and gut and
rest in the truth within yourself, and do what you must to support your life in
this amazing and fortunate process.

If you have questions this blog is a place to ask them.Please include your age and any spiritual or
energy practices along with your question as it helps me better understand why
you may be having the symptoms you describe.

About Me

For over 30 years I have mentored and consulted with people in the process of kundalini awakening or spiritual emergence. I wrote "Energies of Transformation: A Guide to the Kundalini Process" in 1990 and recently published "The Kundalini Guide" and "The Awakening Guide" for people who need support and understanding as they move into spiritual awakening.

I was a founder of the Kundalini Research Network and currently I own Shanti River Center in Ashland, Oregon.