So...You have headed off on your new spiritual journey...and there you are, all fired up with such a power and certainty!

Life feels so good, and your energy level is peaking...you want to share what you have found with all you meet.
You feel like you are ready to save and transform the world....and nothing is gonna get you down now....right?

Life is going to be much easier now...right?

Hmmm...I remember that feeling so well...then slowly but surely my reality set in! By my reality I mean...life.

The fire slowly began to fizzle out...and all the power, the new control I now felt over my Spiritual destiny seemed to slipping away from me.

What was going on here? All of a sudden I found it becoming even harder each day to stay fired up in the Spiritually 'exited' frame of mind! ll my fears... all my life's problems, big and small, began to re-appear... only now they felt like they were much bigger, more dangerous and a hell of alot harder for me to control!

But how come...? I had felt so darn 'powered up', so 'full of certainty'. I was so sure that this was it...the right thing for me, that I was going to be some kind of invincible... why then, did my new found energy and exitement deflate so darn fast?

The answer I found (for me) was simply this. I am human. And it is my Human 'Physical' nature to just give up...especially when it doesn't all go the way I think it should...or the going gets too tough! I loose interest and therefore I sever the commitment made to myself.

The minute it got a wee bit hard, the minute I had to 'choose' how to feel...I chose to re-accept and fold under the self doubt that always plagued me, allowing it to (once again) take over this new found knowing... and then...as always...I just gave up.

In came the usual thoughts...." I knew I couldn't/wouldn't do it"...and the " Well I guess I'm not the spiritual kind" followed by "Boy...who was I kidding...." and as usual I accepted the defeat.

But you know truth is...this wasn't real! I hadn't lost the fire, I hadn't crashed and burned. What I HAD done was to re-act and to follow my usual pattern. The one I said I had let go of when I entered this new Spiritual walk. A habitual 'way ' of thinking.

I HAD changed, because EVERY thing that I do in this life 'changes' who and what I am. Period. With each thought, action or choice that I make...I re-direct my life. I grow a little more. I take one step closer to perfection every single time I so called 'fail', and this is EXACTLY what life is...this IS the pathway to the truth about life....this IS the pathway I must take to find...to reach...to know and to become the REAL me!

I am not talking through a hole in my head here. I am talking about letting go of all the past conditioning that has permeated all my choices, all my chances, all my successes...in fact every single aspect of my life to date.

I'm talking of re-programming my mind to maintain a Higher LEVEL of Thinking... therefore to achieve and maintain a HIGHER Life here on earth.
And to do it in willing preparation for my ascension to an even Higher Realm when I leave this planet.

So, don't YOU let go. Don't judge yourself just because it 'feels' like you are getting nowhere in your search for the right Spiritual Walk for you!
Right now, you are exactly where you are meant to be! For your SOUL purpose!
Don't give up on yourself or your chosen spiritual walk.... please?

Pause a moment here and now... take some time to search inside your mind's heart (your soul) for what that personal purpose may be.

You are NOT doing anything wrong..... just ask yourself what is it that your being shown about yourself, your ways or your choices? You must learn to TRUST yourself... learn to LISTEN to yourself!

Learn to TRUST IN your Guardians, your Guides or whatever you may call the beings that surround you....(and they DO!) Give in to your Spiritual self... enter and accept...

TRUST the' sense' that you ARE power-filled.

TRUST that you ARE succeeding in your chosen walk...even when it feels like you are not.

TRUST you are learning your way home...and sometimes, a little detour is in fact a life lesson to make your navigation exact.