So TrueWake up and pay attention!Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks""Goths"

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Christie, Your Karmic Alignment is: Zen Intuition!
Score: 14 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way!

Internet Problem,,,,well More Like Wireless AdapterMy other comp, lost its wireless signal, like ok I have a linksys wireless adapter and outta nowhere it stops workin. I can't even find our network anymore. I uninstalled it / re installed it, that worked but then i lost it again, wtf do i do to get it back, ARGH!

Who To Go To....First of all...GO BUCKEYES! LOL I won my bet. Was worried...especially in the first quarter...but I survived. :)
Well...things were brought up last nite and this morning and its really got me wondering. I am kinda lost...its not a big problem. More confusion than anything. Like what should I do type of a deal. Part of me is saying yes...other part is saying hell no. I would ask my friends, but they have more problems right now to deal with than to listen to my little bullshit. And I am not saying that to piss anyone off or to sound pissy. Its the cold hard truth and I understand it...that people are busy with their own lives. Been trying to get a hold of my one high school friend all day but trying to find her is like trying to find a flea in dark brown carpet. LOL...I kno strange analogy there. Ok...trying to find a needle in a hay stack. I was able to find her sister's phone number and I left a message...that was like at 11am this morning. I may not pursue it any furth

I Think My G-pa Is Diein..See my anut is comin up to have thanksgivin with him and she never does that. He does have old timers, hello he is 95yrs old. My g-ma is talkin about gettin a new house when he dies, i think im not bein told something, what ya think?

Where Do We Go?Where do you go, What do you do, when you set and watch the person that you love in life walk out the door? To be the one left setting and thinking and wondering. all the what if's and why not's, Why not me's........
Why am I not good enough.
Why can't I be the one you dream of?
I used to be?

Just The Way I FeelI recently met someone through thier family. I talked to her for a week before I met her. I made her dinner. Went trick or treating with her. I enjoyed making her birthday special.
Honestly I just really enjoy spending time and just hanging out with her. I make her smile,laugh, and even blush. I put my arms around kiss her on the cheek it sends my heart in such a rush.
I want to hold her close to me put my hands in hers and lean forward and kiss her on the lips.

PoemI feel so trapped
Too nice to be mean
You go on and on
About nothing
I don't care
But I don't have the heart to tell you
So full of secrets
So many things I can't say
So many things I feel
My soul bleeds
The pain will never cease
I'll never tell you what I really feel

I Love You....I love you. i want to say that everytime I have ever said those words I have meant them. Wether I said them to you as a friend... a lover... a husband.... i meant them each and everytime I said them. I have come to realize there are so many types of love, I'm not sayiug grades or levels I'm saying types... I've had so many... the strong steady I know you will be there for me love... the you brought out the best and worst in me love... the we did some crazy shit love... the i don't ever want to loose you as a friend love.... the whirlwind love... the stars in my eyes love... the high school love... the you opened my eyes to the world love.... I'm so happy that i experienced them all... I wouldn't trade any of them for anything. And everytime I said I love you to you, I meant and mean it. I can't say I would choose any one of those loves over another, because they all are so very different... the most recent two i have had, those two have me so very twisted. the strong steady love and t

My Angelyour there for me when i need you most so that's why this blog i must post as we come upon our first year i do think back as i shed a tear it is cause i realise if it wasnt for you id be alone and this is true i dont mind if you get crushes alot cause it lets me know i got a woman thats hot

ThankfulA Soldier's Christmas
Christmas morning, 10,000 miles from their life,no chance to hold their children or even their wife.No tree in the corner,no kids at play.Just another dangerous mission like any other day.Patrolling the streets,Protecting the land,No trace of snow,Just endless amounts of sand.We take for granted the job that they do.But when it comes to our freedom or safety,They'd die for me or you.Whatever they are...Army,Navy,Air Force,or Marines,They enlisted to protect the American dream.You may question their role in this land far away,but please take time to pray they all make it back to bed safe at the end of the day.When you sit down for dinner and bless your meal,make a moment of silence To think how our deployed loved one's feel!

For Our FreedomYou dont know his name,or even his face.
To look down on him would be a disgrace.
He enlisted with honor,and serves with much pride,
He left his his life,his family,and maybe his bride.
He is now in the desert,and may call it hell.
But he has a job to do,and he does it very well.
He does as he is told,whether he feels it is wrong or right.
So we can bitch about the war,and sleep in our beds every night!
Do not ever judge him for the job that he does.
He is trying to restore our freedom to where it once was.
He is prepared to give his life for the land that he loves.
We lost more men at normandy than we have in Iraq.
You spit on his father when he came home from Nam.
If you never have served, you cant begin to understand,
A soldier in uniform,obeys his commands!
You have the right to your choice,
But keep it too yourself,
Because if it were not for that soldier,
We would all be living in hell!

Phone SexPick Up, And If Ur Sleepin Baby, Get Up, I Need U Here To Make Me, Moan
Put Me In That, Zone, But Im Here Alone, Oh I Need U Next To Me
But U Aint Here To Get It So I, I Dial Them Digits And I, I Know U Wit It
Tell Me How U Wanna Hit It If U Could Boo, Tell Me What U Would Do
How U Gonna Make Me Come..Oh...Yea, Yea...
[Chorus:]
We're Havin Phone Sex, When I Cant Touch U,
I Cant Hold U, I Cant Squeeze U, I Cant Love U Like I Want To
Phone Sex, When Nights Are Crazy And I Cant Have My Baby And Im Used To It Daily
Havin Phone Sex, See Im Gone Act Like U Were Right Here Freak Ya Like I Dont Care
We're Havin Phone Sex, Baby When Ur Not Home
U Kno I Love When U Explore Between My Thighs, Got Me Wantin U Bad
Before U Come Inside, Im Gonna Suck On Ur Lips(And Then I'll Take It Low)
Press Against Ur Hips(And Grind Up On U Slow) Yea, Like That, Like That,
Just Keep On Touchin Me, Like That, Like That, Take It How U Want
The Way U Lovin Me Makes My Body Scream This Feels So Rea

A Poem For Me!A peom for me by scott!
i think you're an earthquaker Mandy
A stormy world shaker
Just a darlin Queen Mandy
An angel with a broken wing
They lay at your feet Mandy
While we caress your cheek Mandy
Stars in your hair Mandy
A life without care Mandy
But you are not there
Your never there
Caought up in an endless scene
Paradise is a shattered dream
Your innocence dripped sweet blood Mandy
Dont kiss the world goodbye
Paradise takes time
Dont fade away

A Comment Made To Me.I was told by someone here on fubar that for someone that is a christian that I have a lot of sinners and fornicators as friends.
Let me just say this. God doesn't judge them so why should I? Love the sinner hate the sin. That is the way it goes. I won't judge a man or woman for their lifestyle period so why in turn should I be judged for my friends?
I know that everyone I meet isn't going to be a Christian. Not everyone is going to agree with me. But I will love all with the same compassion as Jesus Christ. Jesus stood by a prostitute saying "he who has not committed a sin cast the first stone." As Jesus himself stood by her I stand by my friends in the same.
That is why I have sinners and fornicators as friends. I keep friends that are sinners cuz we are all sinners. I love you all equally as God would.
That is all I have to say about that.
God be with you all.

MandyAnother great poem for my by xtremmy better known as scott!
Come on Mandy
Come on please and dance with me
We’ll keep pushing till the dawn
Forever fucking on and on
Twisting around the world
Sensual, tender, smooth
Sexual predator so cool
Strut through the night
We live in the city of sin
Cum and let me in

The Upper Deck ( Borrowed Story)the upper deck
Mila gazed out over the river. She knew when she bought the house that this spot would be perfect for afternoon musings. With the opposite bank far enough away to ensure privacy, the heavy rail along the edge of the deck stopped any clear view from any who might happen by in a boat.
She shrugged the morning gown from her shoulders, her body still beautiful with its mature accoutrements. Softer curves, delicious little belly, more settled breasts. Her nipples puckered as the breeze from the river kissed them.
Stretching out on the lounge, she let the sun warm her skin. Sighing with contentment, she let herself totally relax for the first time in months. Naked, sun-warmed and relaxed, she reveled in the midday summer. Her hands roamed over her warm skin, her body responding to her touch. She opened her legs, gently fingering her bud, spreading moisture over her lips. She drew her knees up and let her legs fall all the way open, her wet womanhood exposed to

If I Died TonightIf i died tonight, and
you would never get a
chance to see me again.
[be honest]
01. What are 5 things you
would want me to
know before I died?
1]
2]
3]
4]
5]
02. What would 5 questions be
that you have been wanting to ask me?
1]
2]
3]
4]
5]
03. If I died, would you
come to my funeral?
04. If I died, would you cry?
05. If I died, would you
forget me eventually?
06. If I died, what would
be going through your head?
07. Would you tell me you
loved me before I died?
08. Would you mean it?
09. If I died, would you
regret anything you said to me?
10. If I died, would you be wishing
you told me something that you
haven't already told me?
11. If I died, what would be
your last memory of me?
12. If I died, what would you
remember me by?
13. If I died tonight...is there
anything that you regret
doing to me...if so what?
14. If I died tonight,
I would want to know your
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I Want To Hold YouI want to hold you and
let you know that i still love you.
I want to do the things we use to do,
I want to be there when you cry,
To wipe them away,
God knows i do,
but i cant be there right now.
I cant take away your pain,
or wipe or tears away.
God knows I want to hold you.
I want so bad to tell that
you are coming home, but that
isnt my decision to make.
I want so bad to bring you home,
but you need so much more then what
I can give you.
My heartaches the tears are falling,
you have been ripped from my arms once
again but this time it wasnt me
that made the mistake.
I love you my son.
I want to hold you and let you know i still care
but i cant and God knows i wished i could.
God knows I want to hold you.
Hold you and never let you go.
This time my son i have to let you go.
You made a mistake and now you have to
learn your lesson.
I cant bail you out.
I want to hold you wipe away your tears.
but i cant be there this time.
I keep you in my prayers and in

God Grant Me The Serenity....Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;the courage to change the things I can change;and the wisdom to hide all the bodies of those people I had to kill today because they pissed me off;And also; help me to be careful of the toes I step on today, because they may be connected to the ass I have to kiss tomorrow...Help me always to give 100 percent at work:12% on Monday23% on Tuesday40% on Wednesday20% on Thursdays5% on Fridays...And help me to rememberwhen I'm having a really bad dayand it seems that people are trying to piss me off,that it takes only 42 muscles to frown andonly 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!!!!AMEN

Confederate Bombers, Military Bombers, Friends, Fans, You Name, I Need Your HelpCALLING ALL BOMBERS. YOU HELP IS NEEDED. THIS GIVEAWAY BLAST HAS BEEN UP FOR 2 MONTHS AND I STILL HAVE NOT GOTTEN IT. PLEASE HELP ME OUT, I HAVE BEEN BOMBING MY OWN PIC WITH VERY LITTLE HELP. PLEASE COME AND SHOW SOME LOVE, AT LEAST 50 COMMENTS. PLEASE. THANKS
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Anything But OrdinarySometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turibulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it

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Do You Know-enrique IglesiasDo You Know
Do you know [x3]
[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know [x4]
Do ya
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.
[Chorus]
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know [x4]
Do ya
How can I love you [x4]
If you just don't talk to me, babe.
I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And

Where We Are NowHello all just so you all know this is where we are now. I am sorry about the inconvenience of the other blog but it has been removed so that the proper links are available now.
thanks Everyone
Tami

Show Me Yo Booty Hole-saosinshow me yo booty hole
Show me yo booty hole
Show me yo booty hole
Show me yo booty hole
Walk up in da club like you think you nice
Walking all around like you cold as ice
Looking at your booty makes me want to touch it
Thinking about your hole makes me want to munch it
You know my Cady's parked just right outsriiiide
You know your booty want to go for a riiiiiide
We bout to drive around and I'll show you the city
I even might reach over and grab me a titty
Grab it grab grab it grab it
take that take that
Grab it grab grab it grab it
take that take hoe
Back up in the club I think I'm going blind
Saw so much booty nearly lost my mind
You know you I cant help it when I get started
Damn Hoe? Was that your booty that farted?
(fuck it)
Show me your booty hole
That booty that b-b-b-booty hole
That booty that b-b-b-booty hole
That booty show me your booty hole
First things first I know my style is wack
And first things thirds I don't even listen to rap
Al

I Dont Want To Feel This Way Any MoreForgiveness...
Tonight was a very big learning experience. I have come to understand that people are who they are. What you percieve is something that you could never truely understand unless you have seen the other side of the leaf. But that doesnt make you feel any differant. Doesnt make you see any clearer. And certainly it will give you a new page to a book that you thought you had finished.
Forgiving someone for hurting you is the first step in many. They are slow. They are painful and they are very dificult. Forgiving yourself should be harder but should pay big. Asking for forgiveness should be the one thing that makes your heart race and makes you feel like throwing up. make your hands shake and make your head spin. Asking for forgivness is the first step in admitting that you have done something to someone that made them feel just the same.
Getting it should make you feel clean and right in only that you have taken your first step in getting back on the pat

I Want To RunI want to run I want to hide,
but where do i go.
I want to get away from it all,
I want to be free from the pain.
Do I run do I stay,
do i face it head on no matter
how painful it may be.
I want to run I want to hide,
I want to get away from this
heartache.
I feel I am lost in this world
this cruel world.
I want to run I want to hide,
I want to get away from it all.
I want to run I want to hide.
I cant understand why it had to
happen why us,
why do have to go through all this.
I want to run I want to hide,
do I stay or do i go.
I want to run i dont want to
face the pain anymore.
I cant see through these tears,
that are falling from my eyes.
I want to run I want to hide,
why wont it go away.
I want to run but where do i run to.
I cant seem to hide from the pain
that keeps me tied down.
I want to run I want to hide from
this painful world.
I want to run I want to hide.
Do i stay do i go.
I cant take the pain.
I want to run.
and get away from it all.
P

Say Hello To The Ghost Of What Once Was...say hello to the ghost of what once was...
kill the pain
make it quick
im so fucking sick of it
you told me truths, which are turning to lies
a fire grows from within me deep inside....
no more hatered
no more pain
no more of this.
No longer a little girl, so scared
slave is gone for good.
this pain inside became too much to bare
now i belong where i should...
Say hello to the GHOST of what once was....

Jvni can't say i'm doing better... i guess I am in ways... but in so many i'm still hurting. I still can't figure out why when I think of him that i get this feeling in my stomach.. I don't know if it's because I miss him still or it's anxiety or just anger... But it's every time I think of him.. the good stuff and the bad. Like I sit here and wonder what happened.. I still don't have closure. Last i knew we were golden. I still looked at him like those old couples who have been married fifty years look at each other.. the stars in my eyes... the look that says I would do anything for you and I love you so very much. I can't help but wonder where it went wrong. He left a blog comment on a blog of mine and used the term "our lives" then... then two weeks later it was twisted and I am where I am today. I guess I just need that closure. I think of how happy we were in the beginning when we talked for hours... when we walked the dam... when he and I used to just go when the kids were in schoo

Not That Kinda Girl-jojoNot That Kinda Girl
Yeah-eahhh, hmmmm
yeaaahhh
[Chorus:]
I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go bar-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll
And how you get down, no drama
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that?
Cuz I'm that kinda girl
I'm that kinda girl
[Verse 1:]
Boy you aint impressin' me
With your jewelry, your designer clothes
Or the games that you try to play
Think you need to know, I got my own
Dont need you for your dough
Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know
Make me smile, maybe we can chill
Keep it real, show me something I can feel
Cause I'm not your average ordinary type
Could you be that kinda guy I like?
[Chorus]
[Verse: 2]
Everytime I be up at the spot, chilling with my crew
We'll be hanging out, get in a little late
You start bugging out
I dont think it's fair
You don't

Lonely-akonLonely
Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,
Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave
I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all

Sorry,blame It On Me-akonsorry blame it on me
[Intro: Akon]
As life goes on
I'm startin to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affectin the people around me
So I wanted to take this time out
to apologize for things that I've done
and things that haven't occured yet
And things that they don't want to take responsibility for
[Akon]
I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sittin home just wishin we
could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not away
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like every day
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best t

Thank God The Day's OverMy feet feel like they're going to fall off...or maybe that's just wishful thinking. -_-; Gyah! Checkout line ups to the back of the store. 45 minutes waits in line. O.M.G. There were the regular 8 tills open...plus they set up two extra...so, all in all, there were ten tills total. (Hehe...alliteration is fun...) And still the lines were crazy insane madness. @.@
My back hurts, my feet hurt, my freakin' FACE hurts (smiling all day...whoever said that it takes more effort to frown than smile obviously didn't work checkouts on opening day at Giant Tiger for 12 1/2 hours straight, smiling every freakin' minute of it). -_-;
I'm seriously grumpy. I just want to go to bed. But...my "room mate" is out and about, socializing with the other two gals from P.A. in their room...and if she forgot her key, then she'll have to knock to be let back in...which means if I'm sleeping, there's goes my night.
Then again...the way I'm feeling...I'd probably go right back to sleep. :-P

How Many Women With Menopause Does It Take To Change A Light Bulb?Q: How many women with MENOPAUSE does it take to change a light bulb?
Woman's Answer: One! ONLY ONE!!!! And do you know WHY? Because no one else in this house knows HOW to change a light bulb! They don't even know that the bulb is BURNED OUT!! They would sit in the dark for THREE DAYS before they figured it out. And, once they figured it out, they wouldn't be able to find the dumb light bulbs despite the fact that they've been in the SAME CABINET for the past 17 YEARS! But if they did, by some miracle of God, actually find them, 2 DAYS LATER, the chair they dragged to stand on to change the STUPID light bulb would STILL BE IN THE SAME SPOT!!!!! AND UNDERNEATH IT WOULD BE THE WRAPPER THE STINKIN' LIGHT BULBS CAME IN!!! BECAUSE NO ONE EVER PICKS UP OR CARRIES OUT THE GARBAGE!!!! IT'S A WONDER WE HAVEN'T ALL SUFFOCATED FROM THE PILES OF GARBAGE THAT ARE A FOOT DEEP THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE HOUSE!! IT WOULD TAKE AN ARMY TO CLEAN THIS PLACE! AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON WHO CHANG

I Hate This Shit Ppl Need To Relize The Stuff Thas Going On/>From: i lost the love of my life im trina surviveDate: Nov 14, 2007 7:35 AM Wake up and pay attention!Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do people become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores"

Too Little Too Late-jojoToo Little, Too Late
[Verse 1:]
Come with me
Stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)
So let me on down
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...
[Chorus:]
It's just too little too late
a little too wrong
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm
[Verse 2:]
I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You k

This Guy At WorkI work in retail, and there is a customer that always comes in..he is a little mentally handicapped...but he is so sweet...when he talks to us, he says things like..."You're as sweet as apple pie with ice cream on top"..and he talks about Billy Graham all of the time...he says.."He is gettin up there, he is in his 80s"...everytime you see him, he repeats these same things over and over again....little things like these in life are special and need not be overlooked. I don't think this man could hurt a fly. We need to appreciate the "innocent" things in this life instead of being so wrapped up in ourselves. I know, I know...I am "mushy", but I often think of these things..they mean a LOT!!

What Is LoveIt is Love that gives me purpose
to change and grow and learn.
It is Love that guides me on this path
and helps me choose each turn.
It is Love that gives me courage
to stand against my fears;
to open up my heart to you,
to let you see my tears.
It is Love that gives me trust and hope
when little thing go wrong.
When distance stands between us,
it is Love that keeps me strong.
It is Love that offers harmony
and a friendship that is true.
How wonderful that I can share
a Love like this with you!

For Your Safety On FubarBe careful what you post on your page. I just found out another friend who had someone show up to her house. Here are some tips to help keep you safe.
1)Don't post your full name.
2)Don't post your zip code or city.
3)Those guestbook things you add make sure you didn't add your address.
4)I know sometime you give your home number out, but they can use it to find you so. use a cellphone. Or use your block your number feature that hides your number from the caller id here its *89(varies in cities)
5)some picture also give your location away so be careful on pictures.
So in closing don't post anything you wouldn't want the world to know (e.g., your phone number, address, IM screens name, or specific whereabouts). Avoid posting anything that would make it easy for a stranger to find you, such as where you hang out every day after school or work. People aren't always who they say they are. Be careful about adding people you don’t know in the physical world to your friend

Stole-kelly RowlandStole
He was always such a nice boy
The quiet one
With good intentions
He was down for his brother
Respectful to his mother
A good boy
But good don't get attention
One kid with a promise
The brightest kid in school
He's not a fool
Reading books about science and smart stuff
It's not enough, no
Cause smart don't make you cool, whoa
He's not invisible anymore
With his Father's 9 and a broken fuse
Since he walked through that classroom door
He's all over primetime news
Mary's got the same size hands
As Marilyn Monroe
She put her fingers in the imprints
At Mann's Chinese Theatre Show
She could have been a movie star
Never got the chance to go that far
Her life was stole
Now we'll never know
No no no no oh
They were crying to the camera
Said he never fitted in
He wasn't welcomed
He showed up the parties
We was hanging in
Some guys puttin' him down
Bullying him round round
Now I wish I woulda talked to him
Gave him the time of day
Not turn awa

Phone Operatorsin my years of phone calls asking me if i wanna change phone i have insalted n abused tellemarkets but they call back or worst send u info on the crap they wanted me to buy. so me n a friend who shall not b named (he works 4 telstra) have made a help full list of ays to make sure they never call back . ask them to help u get off by making random farm yard nosie to u while u quote "spank da monkey". feel free to tell them about the many ppl who u have had or dreamed about, ask them wat colour under wear they r wearing do tell them urs its the nice thing to do,tell them about ur third testical or if female about ur testi n how u would love to show them quote "how u work it" dont use the old lines im busy sit down n listen to wat they r selling then ask question but be sure to inform them or ur every toilet trip u've take. put them on call wait once that is done pretend u r the voice of call wait sing to them ur favoriate cartoon theme song (LAMPCHOP seems to b the best so far). that is a

57 Cents...(a Touching Story)A little girl stood near a small church from which she had been turned away because it was "too crowded. "I can't go to Sunday School," she sobbed to the pastor as he walked by. Seeing her shabby, unkempt appearance, the pastor guessed the reason and, taking her by the hand, took her inside and found a place for her in the Sunday school class. The child was so happy that they found room for her, and she went to bed that night thinking of the children who have no place to worship Jesus. Some two years later, this child lay dead in one of the poor tenement buildings. Her parents called for the kindhearted pastor who had befriended their daughter to handle the final arrangements. As her poor little body was being moved, a worn and crumpled red purse was found which seemed to have been rummaged from some trash dump. Inside was found 57 cents and a note, scribbled in childish handwriting, which read: "This is to help build the little church bigger so more children can go to Sunday School.

Sexiest Man On FaburOH MY THE SEXIEST MAN ON FUBAR IN CONTEST STARTED AT 11 PM , COME BY AND SHOW YOUR LOVE
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True FriendA true friend never walks away
A true friend will always stay
A true friend looks out for you
A true friend will guard your secrets
Like a precious gift
A true friend is there for you
To give you a helpful lift
A true friend tries to make you smile
Tries to replace that frown
They may not always succeed
But they rarely let you down
These arms for you are open
This heart for you does care
And when I think you need me
I'll try to always be there
I'll listen to your fears
I promise not to laugh
Comfort your falling tears
I'll make this friendship last
I'll keep you near to my heart
I'll always hold you dear
Even when we're miles apart
Even when you're here
I hope I am to you
Everything you are to me
For the friendship we have
Is a special one indeed.

HmmmOk i've been in here a few days now and am finally starting to figure some of it out. (FYI) Dial-up sucks in here. I really need to upgrade. Maybe after the holidays I will get around to that.
I've found a few of my myspace friends/chat buddies in here and thank you all for adding me.
Ok off to figure more of this out. You all have a good day!

Sensitive Men> A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect;
> they end up leaving together. They get back to his
> place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she
> notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely
> filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears.
>
>
> There are three shelves in the bedroom with hundreds
> and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully
> placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was
> obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly
> arrange them and she was immediately touched by the
> amount of thought he had put into organizing the
> display. There were small bears all along the bottom
> shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the
> middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the
> way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an
> obviously masculine guy to have such a large a
> collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to
> him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive
>

Vote For Dime!!!Guitar World magazine is running its annual Readers' Poll Awards and this year late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott is on the ballot for the Hall Of Fame Award.
With the legacy that Dimebag Darrell left to his fans, it is only fitting that he still shines in the hearts of many. His impact on the world was of humbled greatness. Those that didn't know "Dimebag" Darrell in his personal life got to know him through his music. Hearing his music and loving it keeps his legacy alive.
Go vote now at www.guitarworld.com

Vote For Dime!!!Guitar World magazine is running its annual Readers' Poll Awards and this year late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott is on the ballot for the Hall Of Fame Award.
With the legacy that Dimebag Darrell left to his fans, it is only fitting that he still shines in the hearts of many. His impact on the world was of humbled greatness. Those that didn't know "Dimebag" Darrell in his personal life got to know him through his music. Hearing his music and loving it keeps his legacy alive.
Go vote now at www.guitarworld.com

Vote For Dime Today!Guitar World magazine is running its annual Readers' Poll Awards and this year late PANTERA/DAMAGEPLAN guitarist "Dimebag" Darrell Abbott is on the ballot for the Hall Of Fame Award.With the legacy that Dimebag Darrell left to his fans, it is only fitting that he still shines in the hearts of many. His impact on the world was of humbled greatness. Those that didn't know "Dimebag" Darrell in his personal life got to know him through his music. Hearing his music and loving it keeps his legacy alive.Go vote now at www.guitarworld.com.

Meant To Be (love We All Want)MY HEART FEELS HEAVY.....
MY HANDS ARE SWEATY....
MY BODY IS NUMB.....
WHEN I'M WITH YOU NOTHING MATTERS...
YOU TAKE AWAY MY WORRIES....
YOU TAKE AWAY MY PAIN.....
YOU MAKE ME FEEL FREE....
WHEN IM WITH YOU YOU MAKE ME FEEL SAFE....
YOU MAKE ME WARM....
YOU MAKE ME SMILE...
YOU MAKE ME FEEL LOVED.....
YOUR TOUCH IS LIKE AN ANGEL.....
YOUR KISS IS LIKE HEAVEN...
SO TRUE AND PURE....
IS THIS MEANT TO BE IS THIS FOR REAL.....
TIME STANDS STILL WHEN IM WITH YOU....
NOTHING MATTERS JUST ME AND YOU....
NO SOULS IN SIGHT JUST THE LOVE WE
FEEL THIS NIGHT......
YOU TAKE ME AWAY TO A SPECIAL PLACE.....
IS THIS MEANT BE IS IT FOR REAL.....
MY HEART IS ACHEING FOR YOU WAITING FOR
YOU TO TAKE IT AWAY TO THAT SPECIAL PLACE.....
WHERE EVER YOU ARE COME RESCUE ME.....
TAKE ME AWAY AND SHOW MY HEART WHAT I FEEL
IS TRULY FOR REAL........

UngratefulI wrote this last year sometime thought I'd bring it to Fubar to see what people hear thought.:
Ok so I've only been on this planet for 31 years. Maybe I"m missing something. But in my experience men seem ungrateful and uncaring and everything in the book you can think of. Don't get me wrong I know us women can be the same way. I just don't understand. In my realm I have been taught to live up to the dream woman. I was groomed for it since birth. I think my dad had a very sick sense of humor because I don't see where I'm appreciated at all.
Anyways let me explain my personality and then maybe someone can tell me what the hell I do wrong.
First of all I hate help. Its a big flaw I suppose but in that I don't like to have to depend on anyone. I can't even imagine being a gold digger cause that just repulsive to me. Second I love to help who ever is around me If its in my reach to do it its done. I have this complex about abandoning people. I ask for very little from anyone i

1907–2007What is your favorite Blue Bell flavor?
Don't be surprised if you feel compelled to run out for a half-
gallon or two as you read!

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Finally!!!!!!Ok this is my 1st time doing this here but when I do blog it's something that's good and very rarely something that pisses me off or makes me feel sad, so with that out of the way let me tell you what happend.........
I just found out at my job i'm going to day shift which means alot to me and especially my kids. The only time I spend with them during the week is when I get up with them and get them ready for school,roughly about an hr a day.When the weekend comes around I spend as much time as I can with them but when they found out they were so happy.I got put back onto nights when I was out on vacation,nice of my former boss to do that but I had told my family I'll be back on days cause I belived that I would and now nearly 2 yrs and a new dept I work in later it happend.My oldest wrote me a letter saying how happy she was it just about brought tears to me.My youngest screamed..lol but she couldn't stop saying she was soooo happy.The only down part of this is it won't be until Ja

Getting To Know A DragonWhen you first meet a dragon, there is this fear. Dragon fear some say. You want to run but your stunned. You want to scream but you've lost your voice. The beauty and the enormity of it all is beyond comprehension at first. Then it speaks to you in the most kind and submissive voice. The voice seems to be magik, it doesn't sound as it should, coming from such a creature. You feel protected, loved, and accepted unlike any other encounter you've had in your life. You want to please the dragon to get more of the magik you felt at your first meeting. Eventually you get too comfortable around the dragon and forget what your really dealing with. Your rude to the dragon during your coversations. Your unthoughtful and uncaring. You don't visit the dragon as promised or keep your word. Then you begin to learn the rules. At first the dragon calmly and peaceful relay to you its concern. Over and over with kindness this great creature of magik pleads ever so softly on your behavior. But its demea

Just One....Only One!!!
READY???
You can ask me 1 question.
And you will get 1 honest answer.
Thats all you get.
You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)
Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is.
No catch.
But I dare you to repost this.
And see what people ask you

What If.....Everybody wonders " what if" once in a while. Just hit "reply to poster" and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest cuz no one sees this but me! what would you do IF...
I kissed you:
I fell:
I lived next door to you:
I showed up at ur house unexpectedly:
I stole something:
I was bored
I was sleepy:
I cried:
I asked you to marry me:
I was hospitalized:
::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:
Smile:
Temper:
Friends:
::WOULD YOU::
Keep a secret if i told you one?
Hold my hand?
Study with me?
Cook for me?
Talk on the phone for hours?
::HAVE YOU EVER::
Lied to make me feel better?
Wanted to kiss me?
wanted to make out?
Wanted to kill me?
Broke my heart?
Thought I was unbearably annoying?
Hated me?
Wanted to tell me someting but didn't?
Wondered about my sanity?
Wanted to slap me?
::More::
Describe me in three words.

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5. Name one item in her about me.
6. How often do you get off on her pics, daily?
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8. How often in a 24hr period do you imagine, while you are getting off on her pics,
that she would give you a blowjob?
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To Lisa (my Baby)November 17, 2007 @ 6:19 pm
For you
Standing on my head
a smile from ear to ear
how did meeting you get me here
feeling a joy i thought long dead
i do the "Happy Dance"
around this, no longer lonely, room
shedding my shroud of doom and gloom
on their tatters i now prance
i grin, for no apparent reason
bathing in your invisible glow
rush in, head long, where i should go slow
as the leaves fall, love is in season
on this red and orange carpet
marking the years old age
i start a new chapter, a happy new phase
your warm seductive words, my blanket
standing on my tippy toes
peeking into the future
one full of you, my sister
following it wherever it goes
smiling, gleefully, from ear to ear
knowing that in your arms
i need fear no further harms
your kisses my only care
how on earth was i so blessed
to find you to share my hours
and nourish this love, ours
be nurtured and caressed
thank you for finding me
for touching my soul
making me feel whol

True FriendsOver the past year that I have been on here i have met alot of people and used to talk to them all the time. But as of late i have found out who my true friends are and who they are not! i have learned alot about people and figured out that if they are on ur friends list and u only interact with them on a part time basis then that is fine.However when you deal with someone on a day by day basis u really learn the way that they are such as the few friends i thought i had found on here. this is a fucking computer and i do not take most of this shit from this site or its members seriously . i will give you an example if u like . me for instance if i think that you are an asshole then you probably are just havent proven it to me as of yet! and i will be the first one to call you an asshole or whatever the issue or case warrants. i do not go behind peoples backs and tell others that you are an asshole i come to you and if you dont like me for this then who gives 10 shits get ur ass off my f

Thanksgiving DivorceA MAN IN PHOENIX CALLS HIS SON IN NEW YORK THE DAY BEFORE THANKSGIVING AND SAYS" I HATE TO RUIN UR DAY, BUT I HAVT TO TELL YOU THAT YOUR MOTHER AND I ARE DIVORCING: 45 YRS. OF MISERY IS ENOUGH.
" POP, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" THE SON SCREAMS. WE CAN'T STAND THE SITE OF EACH OTHER ANY LONGER" THE FATHER SAYS. WERE SICK OF EACH OTHER, AND I'M SICK OF TALKING ABOUT THIS, SO CALL YOUR SISTER IN CHICAGO AND TELL HER."
FRANTIC, THE SON CALLS HIS SISTER, WHO EXPLODES ON THE PHONE. LIKE HECK THEY'RE GETTING DIVORCED" SHE SHOUTS " I'LL TAKE CARE OF THIS".
SHE CALLS PHOENIX IMMEDIATELY, AND SCREAMS AT HER FATHER. " YOU ARE NOT GETTING DIVORCED. DON'T DO A SINGLE THING TILL I GET THERE. I'M CALLING MY BROTHER BACK AND WE WILL BOTH BE THERE TOMORROW. UNTIL THE DON'T DO A THING. DO YOU HEAR ME NOT A THING, AND HANGS UP THE PHONE.
THE OLD MAN HANGS UP THE PHONE AND TURNS TO HIS WIFE. "OK HE SAYS, THEY'RE COMING FOR THANKSGIVING AND PAYING FOR THEIR OWN WAY"
A LITTLE SOMETHING FOR

LoveFINDING LOVE AND COMFORT FROM SOMEONE ON LINE
IS NOT A FORBIDDEN CRIME
EVERYONE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY
AND I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WITH ME
DOES NOT MATTER IF WE ARE FRIENDS
YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART TILL THE END

Stupid PeopleAlright, it is one thing to be born with a birth defect or have suffered some sort of brain trauma, but just being stupid is not an excuse. I wonder just how these people managed to survive childhood, and in one case, managed to survive army helicopter flight school.
Lets begin with Warrant Officer Newman.
Okay, this boy was from southern California, which contrary to popular belief does not automatically make him stupid or brain damaged.
He was a surfer, which again does not make him stupid or brain damaged.
He used a short board. Okay this makes him stupid. It has been proven time and time again, that from below, a surfer on a short board looks like a fat seal to great white sharks. I.E STUPID.
His idea of flying nap of the earth, well you have heard of tree top level, try zero branches, counting from the bottom. I cannot count the times he ended up with limbs tangled in the skids.
But what took the cake was the time his car wouldnt start. He had a guy jumping

AnyoneAnyone where i could get the unlocking for a nokia 5200 ( gsm so i can use it with rogers ) be it on the web or here in toronto...

Dragonsheart 2ok i just finished watching it. in all reality it was not that bad of a movie. what was wrong with it is that there where no graphic. and i dont mean speachic effects. i mean in the fighting sceans when someone that killed or stabed they just fell over. but no blood, and the dragons looks was not as good as the 1st one. the 1st one dracko looked real you wouldnt tell that it was a computer...if it was i dont know. but in this one you can tell that the dragon*dreak* was nothen but a computer imange.
the acting was good, and the story line was good, but yea no graphics at all...except the dragon its self

AngryI am just in the worst fucking mood. i'm so sick of being taken for granted. I'm so fucking sick of just not even being appriciated.
There is so much that I do and like it is just over looked and everyone focus on the one 'bad' thing i like to do. I'm so over it, and I don't even want to fucking deal with it any of it. It is always like this. I'm not a fucking little perfect princess or what ever. I'm fucking human, and i'm exceptional at that.
so what if i like to drink, seriously. I don't do it offten, don't do it in large amouts. No games, chugging, shots. Just a few drinks socially with some friends.
I don't see why people are so fucking uptight about drinking.

Shout Box...and StuffOk. my shout box is not working 100% of the time. So sometimes i get the message sometimes I don't...sometimes I've been getting the message but not who it is from...........SO...if i don't answer that is why.
I'm tired, worn out and just basically exhausted...been running on empty for a bit now.
SOoooooooooooo, I'm going to bed.
Good night!
Jenn

No One To Trust Anymore...My trust in pepole has diminished drastically in the last week. People have lied to me about the BIGGEST things and it's just not right. I have learned things about a very good friend of mine lately and I wish I was never told. This person has been lying to me for almost a year. This person is one of very few who I trusted with EVERYthing. They know more about me than I do. I am just so disappointed. I'm in disbelief, really. How the hell can I trust anyone when one of the very few people I DID trust, has lied to me for over a year? My heart just shattered when I found out. I know some people will say to just leave it alone and pretend you weren't told, just let it go and ignore it. How can I? I mean, this person doesn't know I know they have lied to me. It's just so surreal right now. This is NOT the time of the season to be doing this. It's stressful enough and then this along with other things. And no, I will NOT drop this person as a friend. Honestly, I don't know what I would do

BeowulfWho do I have to write too to ensure that I don't have to endure another movie with Angelina Jolies naked ass in it!?!
Oh yeah I'm hostile! Another awesome and well written book ruined because some stupid casting director wanted to get his jollies by seeing her naked.
BRAD PITT! (not that your reading this) MAKE YOUR WIFE KEEP HER EFFIN CLOTHES ON!

This Is My NameAlot of people ask me my name it doesn not mean i worship the devil. It does not mean im concieted. But i believe all women are Goddess's ...WOMEN not girls or ladies real WOMEN are Goddess's and we end up with Devil's (boys men anythng with a penis really) but sometimes those Goddess's shine light upon evil and that light shines and beats the evil and the Goddess's Prevails. However, sometimes the light in the Goddess's power is not so strong and the evil torments her and leaves her wilted and that is what i am a tormented beated withered Goddess's waiting for the light 2 become strong and hopefully find her devil and beat the darkness.

Day By DayWalking in the dark the shadows are haunting you by the night.
Leaving the world so dark and cruel ur heart turns to fright.
Who will sheild my aching heart
Will u help me or rip it apart
Do u want to know the realness inside of me
Can u accept what i am and what i can be
I know that in my heart i do require alot from a single one
but i know if i settle the luv will come undone.
I hate guessing and playing ur games
leaving my life on hold like a single frame
I hate this silly thing we call love and unity
i loathe the way we are "supposed to be"
is there someone truly to be by our self for all of life and end
or are they a little more than tolerant friend
i dont feel loved and i feel out of control
i feel my spirit dampens and weakens my soul
i want to feel that specialness once again
but to all of u im just a really good friend.
THe curse the anguish the feeling of despair
life may treat u harshly and maybe unfair
never give up hope they say
bu

You Know You Have Been In Iraq Too Long WhenYou Know You have been in Iraq too long when. ...
When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes"
When you start humming with the Arabic song playing on the radio on the shuttle bus
Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive
Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive
You walk an extra 6 blocks to eat at the KBR (contractor run) dining facility to have the exact same food they are serving in your dining facility because you think it tastes better
You actually volunteer for convoy security duty because you still haven't seen the country yet
You start picturing your wife in traditional Arab dress
The contractors have more fire power than the military combat units. (This is true)
You take the time to add your lines to this list
You've spent $200 dollars at Haji mart on DVDs buying Basic Instinct, 9 and ½ weeks, and Body of Evidence just

I Cant BelieveI cant believe the words thats spilled in my heart.
I cant believe that your strong emotional statue that tore me apart.
I cant believe i opened my heart in vain.
I cant believe u said it i lived it in pain.
I cant believe u cant understand how i felt all this time.
I cant believe u gave it away so easy that which once was mine.
I cant believe u have a heart so cruel.
I cant believe how much i still love you.
I cant believe that you dont see the pain that so deep.
I cant believe that my eyes still weep.
I cant believe how much i cant forget the once we had.
I cant believe that now i dont miss u all so bad.
I cant believe that u are gone for good.
I cant believe that now its understood.
I cant believe that how easy it was to say goodbye
I cant believe that my heart still pumps and i am alive
I cant believe i dont hate or seek revenge for u.
I cant believe how i really dont love you

BeautifulIts a word used to sparaticaly and unfair
its like old jeans with the wear n tear.
U say it to me and i feel nothing at all
then i get to know u and i start to fall..
fall into the empty abyss that means nothing to me anymore
well not as it once did once before.
How do i know that ur words are true
how do i know its not out of the blue
wat does it take to make u understand i am not like them at all
Im not that common girl that follows every word like the bounce of a ball.
I am different in all aspects of the way
I live my life according to my standards day by day
I know i cant hope for true love or your heart
but we all need someone and somewhere to start
Your so different and unique and u drive me insane
I fall to my knees when u say my name.
I know im not the first u said those words too
but i cant help myself ..im falling for u.

I Donti dont feel it anymore i think im numb to the pain
i dont know it anymore i think it all feels insane.
I dont cry anymore i think its all just the same.
I dont hurt anymore i think its all part of ur game.
I dont ask anymore wats the point in knowing ur name.
i dont want it anymore cuz i end up to blame.
i dont care anymore you just hurt my gentle side
i dont think anymore i just leave it to be abide.
i dont love anymore wats the point in no return.
i dont like anymore cuz all then i feel the burn.
i dont tell you anymore i hate to repeat myself over again
i dont want you anymore your supposed friend.

At A LostThe burning in mychest with the lump in my throat and i ask why?
I talk to you my eyes fill up with tears and i start to cry.
It really is my fault that i let u in my once more.
really its my fault i opened that door.
I fell for what u said and i believed it to be true.
I believed that our feelings were mutual and they grew.
Grew from friends that we once were and i enjoyed my time with u.
But now u decieted me and lied to to me and left outta the blue.
Y would u want to hurt someone who really cared
how could u lie to me and to think all the memories we shared.
all this time i fell into ur crap
all this time i fell to ur mindless trap
u didnt have to say those things to me
u didnt have to say we were meant to be.
i hate to smile but i did it for u cause u asked it of me too
i blew off many guys because u needed me to be with u
i dont kno my heart aches and its confused with wat uve done
was i really some one u said i was or was i just for fun?

Why Men Are Never Depressed:WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED:
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of whic h way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $500 0. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. !
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for th

I Wont Be FooledI hate these little games we play in all this kind of ways.
I get dissapointed with the way u treat me day to day.
You say im pretty and i dont believe it to be true.
If im the one then y am i not with you.
I hate myself for falling for the same old speech and things u say.
i dont know how to be anymore i dont feel the same way.
My heart is weak and feeble and my soul is lost in a dark abyss.
i feel my soul is dampen and i am at a miss.
i miss the way u talk to me and the way u make me feel.
i cant stand not knowing wat you want and im here all alone.
i wont stand it anymore and i wont wait by the phone.
im not going to do this to myself because i am to blame.
most of the time the guy i fall for are all the same.
i want someone to love me for who i really am.
i need someone to know that im not a hoax or a scam.
im real and i feel and i am special inside.
i shouldnt need to prove it to u or keep my realness aside.
if u want me here i am try it at ur best.
CUZ if Not

SdfI was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you
find all over the country. You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on
every table, shells littering the floor, and a bunch of perky college
kids racing around with long neck beers and sizzling platters.
Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of my
glass.
My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal.
They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but they were
definitely "military:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squared
away" look that comes with pride.
Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where my
husband usually sat. It had only been a few months since we sat in this
very booth, talking about his upcoming deployment to the Middle East.
That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, come back
to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak. In
turn he would treasure the thought of me being here,

Ty Friends Im Now 90% DrunkardTonight some thought i needed to mellow out so here I am sorta smashed in Fubar hehe. Never did get that candy bar lol.. cant really drink booze with out it heheh.

LifeCan anyone tell me what is wrong with me? Why can't I find that one true person that is mine? Is this even the right place to post this...prob not. But my horoscope did say to write the shit the was bothering me and for the life of me I don't know why but this is bothering me. I want to find my soul mate. Where do you look for it. I am tired of someone just looking for sex. I really want to find that someone that knows ME. Not just what I show but someone that is interested in what makes me tick. Sigh!

Friends Always Stay In Your HeartYesterday I got some disturbing news while surfing the net with Butterfly . Growing up I had a good friend named Mike . We got along good and my dad was befriended by his father in some dark hours of my dad's life . Mike was a goof always in trouble . Well I moved back from Indiana 7 1/2 years ago and I ran into him . Over the past few years he has had a few children and turned out to be a great dad and loving father . On November 4th 2007 tragedy struck his life . A fire happened while his sons were living with their mom and His 4 yr old son died and his 3 year old son is in the hospital on a vent . I can't even imagine . Having children close in age to his I am heart brioken for him . Please even if you are not religious say a little thought for him . Pray his 3 year old son pulls through and hope he will never forget but can live on and one day smile with out his son . Friends may pass in and out of our lives but you should always hold them dear and in your heart for there was a rea

Red FridayLast week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I
was
in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me
beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and
witnessed
one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen.
Moving through the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's.
As
they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was
abruptly on their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I
saw
the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered
for
it
hit me...... I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American
who
still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.
Of
course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young,
unsung
heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we
can
go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal.
Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of
our
service

He Leveledthanks to all of you who helped out my friend level, it was touch and go. i had a really hard time trying to round up the members, i think i better add to family. hhehehehe
special shout out to PhotoFlow and Gem.
you are the best!

Psrt OneA here's part of the story;
I woke up very hungry this morning; I felt like i could eat a buffalo. All around me the dust was rising and i herd the buzzing of the flies on a body. I turned over carefully to see that Charlie died last night, he was very frail.
The cooks took the body to the kitchen and i knew it was going to be a rich soup day; my mouth was some what watering. I herd the alarm go off waking the rest of us up.
I stood up and helped Danny who was next to me. We walked out of the box we called the oven outside which was a much cooler. Danny looked at me and we both prayed that our owner would sell some off us off today or we won’t survive.
The dust picked up and i could tell it was a fleet of trucks coming. I look at my trainer who was tearing up he said Scamp he was smart and sold our contracts. I shrugged my shoulders knowing where my trainer goes i go because of his binding contract, which stated he was sold to me for wages but could be sold back for pay

Great Song...terrible lie, accoustic version, redone by tool
[Hey God] Why are you doing this to me?
Am I not living up to what I'm supposed to be?
Why am I seething with this animosity?
[Hey God] I think you owe me a great big apology
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
[Hey God] I really don't know what you mean
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
[Hey God] Can this world really be as sad as it seems?
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Terrible lie
Don't take it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't take it away from me, I need someone to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need someone to hold on to
Don't tear it away from me, I need you to hold on to
Don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't tear it, don't
[Hey God] There's nothing left for me to hide
I lost my ignorance, security and pride
I'm all alone in the wo

Out For A Few DaysI will be leaving tomorrow evening to go to Cincinnati to be with my brother.who isn't doing well..I'm also planning to get together with a very dear person while I'm there..........Hope you all have a wonderful and safe Thanksgiving.....Take care and I'll see you soon....Love and kisses always **Sweet LilBlonde**

The StruggleSome times I wonder how did
I get so blessed, with all the
Pain my heart has suffered
Dreams of a better life, Being
told by ignorant people dat me
race was cursed and Damned to
hell forever, along with all de
minorities such as hispanics,
well i tell u wut i figured out
i was born in hell ever since my
past lives as an elder soul my destiny
on dis earth is to make people feel good
about dem self i am de one and only with
many others to make a better life for people who never experienced true passionate love and respect
taking deir mind to another paradise called
Mother Earth i bing good vibes like sensational soul searchin for yer soul mate De lord Brought me back to life to show people I really do Exist and i am here for a purpose .

At A Loss For Wordsmy bestfriend of 6 yrs told me tonight,he tried to OD lastweek,and was dissapointed he had failed,its hard to know what to say in this situation,unfortunatly i have been there before..,and i know what its like to feel like u have no power over anything,so the greatest power you feel u possess is the power to take your own life..im at a loss for words on what to say to comfort him,there is nothing i can say to change his mind..soo i just sit here helpless feeling like shit.wondering if when i told him bye,and to take care of himself..was that the last time id ever get to speak to him :( .. I'm so numb right now..somebody hold me?

Sexiest Fubar Man ContestI am entering the sexiest man on fubar contest. Need 35ooo comments to win and would love all my friends help. Before you can leave comments and bome you will need to rate,fan and add the host as a friend. Thanks to all that are willing to help me out with this. Love you all. Here is the link to the host and look at the her pictures and find mine in the folder for sexiest man on fubar. http://fubar.com/user/709063#
here is the link after you rate,fan and add

Life At The Lower RanksWell I'm trying to get this shit up to a decent level so that I can join a family! Vinton thanks for the drinks Perk You great! Same goes to you Prk and all the rest of you!

"no One" By Alicia Keys"No One"
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's going to be alright
People keep talking they can say what they like
But all i know is everything's going to be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel

ThanksgivingWhile yall are feasting on your holiday meal,there are countless of people in this country hungry and unable to afford a bite to eat muchless gorge themselves on a big dinner...
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one is FREE and only takes a few clicks..the other,for the cost of a blast or a vip,you can feed a family in your area.
just check it out..and maybe by helping another that big dead bird might be tastier and balance out some karma points
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A Broken Heart Is RepairableThere are times in a person’s life that nothing seems to work…Your personal life doesn’t probably give you any joy, so you say “I’ll focus on my work/studies”, thinking that it will be a creative and productive way to escape from all the negativity that you face. So, you take a big breath and start working like a maniac, finding the motivation you need little by little, until one day something happens and bang (!) you feel like someone cut your wings. You start looking for the director to tell him that this chapter of your life’s script actually sucks and that there’s no possible way for you to make it and finish the scene. The director of course, stays silent and gives you that look that says “you came here to play, so shut up and keep going.” You look in front of you, and you see the abyss, your own personal abyss that would probably not look like an abyss at some other point of your life, but now it does…So, you feel that the only solution you have is to look behind you in order to

Pop Goes The CherryHey I have been around for awhile and still have questions... this place rocks better than my space better than face book .... Just got home from work I am bored cause my roommate is out of town and I and I am lonely... Damn I nee a life and a man ... Thats good Taking aplications for my new man ... been awhile freak has been on her leash too long... ok so this is just sorta random thoughts but they are mine

Room For ImprovementRoom for improvement There is always room for improvement. And the fact that there is, is truly a blessing.
There is always something new to be learned. There are always fresh ideas to be explored.
No matter how good life is, there are ways to make it even better. Love and joy and fulfillment do not ever get used up.
You can make today more beautiful, more productive, more meaningful than yesterday. And you can make tomorrow even better.
Each moment is another opportunity to create new value. Each day is yours to fill with positive experience.
Whether you've been up or you've been down, whether life is now good or not so good, this is the time to make it better. Make a little improvement, and then a little more, and keep reaching higher and higher.

BeautifulStanding in the lanes of memory And i look forward to the present The path that life followed How beautiful were the days Through which I lead to the present. The joy and sorrow The laughter and the tears The anger and the confusion The days of toil and waiting If placing self at past Life seems to be a beautiful one So lead this life to the best When again You place self in the past Will feel that life was lead And not dragged through days So this beautiful life takes the same path The joy and sorrows lies in How you look at it If all happenings in life are taken as experience Then life is a beautiful book The chapters which are ahead can never be read Only the ones covered can be read So lead life to the best When again you place self in the past Should be happy and feelt that life was lead and worth looking back And feel Life is Beautiful

Do Me Harder Baby! You Know You Wanna!!!!!They thought they had what it takes,They thought they could be King Of The Hill,They were wrong,In a World where lounges pop up everyday Only One Stands Above the rest CLUB FANTASIA
Club Fantasia is looking for new members, along with new staff...Bartenders,greeters,promoters and Dj's
Come Join Fantasia A Place where the ppl are friendly and the party never stops!!!
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Kerry*Owner of Club Fantasia* Flaws Baby*Too Raw *@ fubar
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Inspired....Choose to be inspired Envy is worse than a waste of time. For when you hold on to thoughts of envy, you are actively holding yourself back.
Envy builds a wall between you and the abundance that could otherwise be yours. Envy can drain you of your best possibilities.­
­
Do you ever resent it when someone else has acquired or achieved or experienced some particular thing and you have not? If so, then your envy actually makes your own situation worse.
Instead of being envious about the good fortune of others, be genuinely thankful for it. That instantly puts you in a much better position to create similar good fortune in your own life.
When you celebrate the achievements of others, you connect yourself in a positive and empowering way to life's abundance. When you choose to be inspired, your eyes will open to many more valuable and positive possibilities.­
­
Be truly thankful for the success that you see around you. And that success will soon become your own

Own Me?The bidding is now open in the Fubar Auction.!!!! Click the pic to go directly to the bidding page.
Highest bidder (to fu-own me for a month) gets numerous random and varied prizes, and if the winning bid is a 30 day blast or a happy hour, there are 2 special prizes awarded. :-)
Click my face and go bid away!! Fu-own me for a month, get 2 days worth of 11's on your pics, stash rated, a salute made for you..A PIMP OUT in a bulletin for all 10k friends of mine to see....many other great prizes if you are the winning bidder!!

The VestPatches cover a biker,s vest.From the neckline to the tail.Writing a story of his life at best.And the trails met along life,s trails. Some may show his warrior heart.Others remembering friends gone by.Political statements are also apart,Alas this story misses the non-biker,s eyes.Leather-clad people who pass you by,Greeted only with nervouness and quick stares.Are out escorting heroes home on thier rides,Back to thier loved ones who truly care.You never see are arrival at home,Where we also have families and lives.Nor our rides collecting money and toys,To enlighten underpriviledged children,s.Christmas morning eyes.We also take care of our brothers, and sisters who are down,By riding things called poker runs.No matter the weather our bikes will abound,Pouring rain or blazing sun.The next time we approach a hello or smile would be nice,A thank you would be the best.For another human is in sight,Beating proudly beneath that vest. this poem is by Larry O.me and my husband are riders p

Lift Your Head Up HighLift your head high Where there is great difficulty, there are also great opportunities.­ Where there is sorrow, there is also much possibility for real joy.
In places of darkness, even a small light can make an enormous positive difference. When the situation seems hopeless, that's precisely when acting on hope can turn things around.
The greatest achievements often have their origins in the most complicated and perplexing problems. By accepting the possibility of dreadful failure, people are able to create magnificent success.
When it seems that no options remain, that's when a breakthrough is about to happen. Each setback along the way makes the eventual success that much more precious and valuable.
No matter how good or how difficult life may be now, there is always a realistic and accessible way to make it better. For you can learn, you can adapt, you can grow stronger, and you can take effective action to move forward.
Whatever may be, whatever may happen, lift your head hi

FriendsWRITTEN WITH A PEN, SEALED WITH A KISSS
IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND PLEASE ANSWER THIS:
ARE WE FRIENDS OR ARE WE NOT?
YOU TOLD ME ONCE BUT I FORGOT
SO TELL ME NOW AND TELL ME TRUE
SO I CAN SAY "I AM HERE FOR YOU"
OF ALL THE FRIENDS I'VE EVER MET
YOU ARE THE ONE I WONT FORGET
AND IF I DIE BEFORE YOU DO
ILL GO TO HEAVEN AND WAIT FOR YOU
ILL GIVE THE ANGELS BACK THEIR WINGS
AND RISK THE LOSS OF EVERYTHING
JUST TO PROVE MY FRIENDSHIP IS TRUE
TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU

Keep MovingKeep moving When the path becomes difficult, that's no reason to give up. In fact, it means you're making real progress.
The mountain becomes more rugged and steep the closer you get to the summit. Keep going, keep climbing, keep making the effort, and soon you'll find yourself reaching the top.
The challenges you encounter are unquestionable­ proof that you're making a positive difference. Make use of those challenges, not as an excuse to stop, but rather as a platform from which to push forward.
For the greatest achievements come in response to the greatest challenges. When the going gets rough, you are most certainly in the presence of profound opportunity.
When there is much that must be done, there is enormous value waiting to be created. Step boldly forward and claim that value.
Whatever may come, whatever may seem to block your path, choose to keep moving. There are truly magnificent rewards just on the other side of your persistent efforts.

I'm Watching The Game, Damnit!I'll give this "girl" an A for perseverance. It keeps wanting me to see it's cam, but I'm watching WVU play. I told it that but still...
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liezel_and...: so here we go getting for fun now ok
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->liezel_and...: I'm watching WVU play!
liezel_and...: ok come chat
->liezel_and...: Are you kidding? This is a very big game I am watching!
liezel_and...: hi like to chat?
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RealityI was so alone, Empty, hurt.....
Waiting for my wounded heart to be healed
Somedays even afraid of emptiness
I look around, but nobody is there listening, alone.
Sometimes I would look in the mirror
but saw no real image,
It was all fake, or maybe just a dream
Maybe tomorrow would be different
but then there is truth
Darkness, all around trying, to escape but can't
I am trapped in my own pain,
I now realize I have created, but why?
As tears fill my eyes, I try to scream, but can't
I close my eyes tight to stop the tears from falling
I open them to see, a deserted room,
that I call my own

Whats Right With Your Life???What's right with your life There are plenty of things that are right with your life. Have you thought about any of them lately?
The goodness in your life is so much a part of you that you can easily take it for granted and rarely give it a second thought. On a regular basis, though, it pays to think about that goodness.
Whatever else may be going on in your world, the fact is that you are extremely blessed in many ways. Think about those blessings that blend quietly into the background, supporting and sustaining you in every moment.
Think for a little while about what's right with your life. The more often you connect with the value that's already yours, the more new value you will create.
When you feel that the troubles and frustrations are dominating your thoughts, stop and turn your mind in a more positive direction. Remember that wherever your thoughts go, the rest of you will quickly follow.
Focus your awareness on the many good things that make up your life. For with your

My Friend Wayneejrthis is my friend and i would like evryone to please welcome him here ...he is not sure of what all to do ..so please stop by and help him get them points up .thank you..
this is my friend and i would like evryone to please welcome him here ...he is not sure of what all to do ..so please stop by and help him get them points up .thank you..

Sugarland - Settlin'Settlin'
15 minutes left to throw me together
For mister right now, not mister forever
Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends
Lookin' like another maybe we could be friends
I've been leavin' it up to fate
It's my life so it's mine to make
I ain't settlin' for just gettin' by
I've had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shootin' too low so raise the bar high.
Just enough, ain't enough this time
I ain't settlin' for anything less than everything.
With some good red wine and my brand new shoes
Gonna dance a blue streak around my livin' room
Take a chance on love and try how it feels
With my heart wide open now you know I will
Find what it means to be the girl
Change her mind and change her world
I ain't settlin' for just gettin' by
I've had enough so so for the rest of my life
Tired of shootin' too low so raise the bar high.
Just enough, ain't enough this time
I ain't settlin' for anything less than everything.
I ain't settlin' for jus

Questionfor all of those who really care. which i think will be about 2 or 3 of you.
im thinking about posting things i have done sexuraly. things that i havnt done but want to, and things that i will never do. just for the hell of it.
please comment and tell me what you think

My Birthday TodayI'm glad this is my best birthday yet. So many have come to wish me a birthday and someone special shares this day with me so happy birthday to you zan. Come celebrate my b-day w/ me and we can have a ball!!!

Help My Friend Level Pleasehe is so close only needs 1500, but he dont have many pictures so he needs many people, i would appreciate it you all hit him up.
http://www.fubar.com/user/892548

Helpin A FriendMy good friend aGEM4life is in anotha contest an I was wonderin if y'all could help her out. She needs 60,000 comments to win a 1 year VIP. Her link is below. Thank y'all (tips my hat)
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Sum 41 - With MeI don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your

Dance With MeYou know what I want…?
…I want to raise my eyes and see you walking through the smoke…
…see those brown eyes looking straight at me from the other side of this huge room…
…sending hot arrows to my body and setting it on fire…
…I want to feel it burning…
…and I, unable to move, I’ll be sitting there waiting till you get closer…
…to feel your hand touching mine…
…I’ll be waiting for your move…
…to gently guide me to you…
…and make me follow your steps, the movement of your body…
…right there, in front of everyone…
…shhh…
…don’t talk…I don’t care…all I want is to feel this moment…
..kiss me…
…and make me realize how much I’ve missed you…
…once again…
…don’t let me forget how much I loved this dance…
…cos otherwise the memories will fade away…
…and you’ll become a shadow…
…yes…I know how much you’d hate that…
…so here’s your chance…...will you take it...?
…I see you hesitate...
…and yes...maybe I'm ju

Beowulf!What Can I say? I saw a Movie today that will BLOW All movies from Here out, OUT of the water.I Saw
Now 1st of all, EVERYONE is making a big deal out of Angelina Jolie being nude in the movie, IT'S Not ALL That. Granted she is Really Sexy, but not alot showing. But this movie is AWESOME, I have Never seen Anything like this before. Digital 3D is THE SHIT!I have to say, the Action is Fast Paced and Excellent, and you forget your watching a CG Movie. Everything down to the fine hairs on the Characters faces is in High detail.You do have to pay extra for the movie because of the special glasses, but it is well worth it. In my own humble opinion, this movie has set the bar for ALL Future CGI Movies 3D or Not! It is THE Best movie I have seen ALL YEAR! I give it 5 Stars out of 5 Stars, and I Highly recommend it!

Baby Coming!!!!For those who have noticed that I've been a bit more scattered in the head lately than normal(and that's saying something,believe me)it's due to the fact that I've not only been dealing with a totally disabled husband going through cataract surgery(the last on-the day before Thanksgiving),but havbe also been dealing with the fact that my youngest child who is pregnant learned imn her 4th month that her cervical cancer had returned....in case you don't understand why that makes us so fearful there are two possibilities with this ....1) the cancer actually spreads faster during pregnancy...2) it goes into remission;
Unfortunateluy we won't know which until after the birth of the baby ....she's been in labor since 3:30 this morning and though we know the baby is healthy we won't know my daugher's condition until later....my problem stems from the fact that I've had to keep this info from her father due to his health issues...now it's coming time to face the music so I'm asking all my f

I'm Sure You Can ImagineI'm sure you can imagine
it's simple as can be
the piece is very private
the players he and she
she whipsered "will this hurt?"
"of course not " said he
it's a very simple process
just lay back and see
now calm yourself my darlin
it's eyes showing no sin
open a little wider
so i can put it in
it's gettin very painful
as tears come into her eyes
it's hurts something awful
it must quite some size
the tradegy now finished
as she gives a little shout
the pain is finally over
as he slowly pulls it out
now if you read this very carefully
he's a dentist you'll find
it's not what you were thinking
it was just your dirty mind
GOTCHA!!!!!!

Ur InvitedYou are invited to a b-day bash on nov 18th at noon in the iron horse saloon. For our very own MG who will take over the air waves.
(repost of original by '"MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS' on '2007-11-17 16:58:56')
(repost of original by 'harleygal ~ Promoter for Iron Horse Saloon' on '2007-11-17 17:00:56')

About Memy name is rita gonzalez i am 29 years old born and raised in brooklyn new york currently residing in bensonhurst i have one younger brother that is 27 he lives with his girlfriend but they are close by i have two kids their names are philip and jonathan philip is three and jonathan will be 2 december 3rd my children are not with me or the father they are in foster care and i dont really want i seem them at the foster care agency i am currently living with my mother she has stage four colon cancer and the doctor says its pretty serious my hobbies/interests are as follows reading listening to music bike riding pool even though i am not good at it bowling even though i am not that good at it surfing the internet doing jigsaw puzzles rubiks cube watching wwe raw and smackdown big scooby doo fan love anything to do with scooby doo i love baseball new york mets and football new york giants i love horror movies most of my dvd collection is horror. i like taking walks along the beach along th

Nuggets Of WisdomPIN NUMBER REVERSAL (GOOD TO KNOW)
If you should ever be forced by a robber to withdraw money from an ATM machine, you can notify the police by entering your Pin # in reverse.
For example if your pin number is 1234 then you would put in 4321.
The ATM recognizes that your pin number is entered in backwards from the ATM card you placed in the machine. The machine will still give you the money you requested, but unknown to the robber, the police will be immediately dispatched to help you.
This information was recently broadcasted on TV and it states that it is seldom used because people don't know it exists.
Please pass this along to everyone possible and I hope this will never happen to you.

My Mouth's On Fireafter eating Tamales with alil red tabasco sauce
on them...ahem,
MY FRIGGIN MOUT IS ON FIRE
but it was so good

LoveLove has many meanings to many people. Love is something that needs to be tresured more and more each day cause people today use it to lightly and have no idea what the reason or the desire behind it is for.
Agape- is know as the divine and dying love. The love the God showed his people.
Philo- is the brotherly love that is shown to ones brother.
Social- That of a family and friend nature
Eros - the sexual love.
The dictionary defines love as this:
love /lʌv/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[luhv] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation noun, verb, loved, lov·ing.
–noun 1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.
5. (used in direct address as a term of endearment, affection, or the like): Would you like to see a mo

Lets Be FairIF A MEMBER RATES AND FANS YOU LETS BE NICE AND RATE AND FAN BACK OK. YOU DONT HAVE TO ADD THEM TO YOUR FAMILY BUT IF THEY ARE NICE ENOUGH TO FAN AND RATE YOU I THINK ITS JUST RIGHT TO DO THE SAME BACK. LETS STAND TOGETHER HERE AS A FAMILY AND SHOW THE OTHER FAMILIES HOW WE WORK. LIKE A GREAT TIME.
THANKS

Attitude Is Everything!John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"
He was a natural motivator.
If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.
Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, "I don't get it!
You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"
He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood.
I choose to be in a good mood."
Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.
Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or... I can point out the positive side of life.

All Bombers PleaseONE OF OUR MEMEBERS IS GOING FOR A VIP GIVEAWAY LETS HELP HER OUT AND GET IT DONE BEFORE THE NEXT CONTEST PLEASE. HERE IS HER LINK
AND IF I REMEMBER RIGHT SHE WAS IN THE CONTEST FOR WEST COAST DAILY GIVING UP ALL HER COMMENTS. LETS HELP HER OK.
HOTT BOMBERS LETS HELP HER OUT AND FINISH IT QUICKLY.
THANKS
CONNIE

My Internet...Well...
my addiction to the net has been helped by this stupid dial-up speed..
OMG! how painful!
Every page takes forever to load. and there's no way in hell I can have both Pirate and Plain Shan online at the same time..
But, its better than not having it at all I spose. and is only temporary.
So sorry if I have told you that I will come help you level or help in a contest or giveaway or whatever. I will as soon as I can.
Keep Smiling.
Catch yas around.

Wake Up!I don't post very many Blogs so here is a whooper! Okay just so everyone knows that I have a "Hit List" here and no it isn't a bad thing being on my "Hit List". There are a hand full of people on it, right around 20 or so that return comments and rate a few pictures off and on. Yea I have a cruch like it or not! Most all of the "Ladies" and yes I did use the word "Lady here on my list are real sweet hearts and have put up with my wild side. It doesn't really matter what I have posted for a status as it is just a status and most of the time it will be Naked and Hung or Passed out naked. I don't care what you look like one bit as it has no bearings what so ever as to if we are friends or not. Yea I have NSFW pictures and if you don't like those then there is nothing saying you have to look. Yea I check a few of them out an oh baby is all I have to say about some of my friends. So everyone be safe and don't do any thing I wouldn't do which leaves you pretty much wide open as to w

Tickle Me ElmoThere is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me Elmo Toys.
The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms.
Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM.
The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door.
The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee.
He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule.
The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the two men march down to the factory floor.
When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up.
At the end of the line stood Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmos. She had a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles.
The two men watched in amazement as she cut a little piece of

My Good Friend..I lost a very good friend of mine today. Her hubby called to let me know that her and her youngest daughter (the one she named after me)were in a car accident. Neither one of them made it. She left behind two other daughters and her hubby (obviously). Her daughters are 2, 13 and 15 yrs old. It was the 2 yr old that was with her. We have been friends for 21 years and I miss her bunches, haven't seen her for a long time but we have always kept in touch. I don't know what I will do without her in my life now. Her and her daughter were loved by many people, her hubby has a huge hole in his heart now that he will never feel is filled ( he said). They have been together since she was 16, and married since she was 18(19 years). I haven't been married long but I don't know what I would do if something terrible happened to him. I would be lost. Please say a prayer for her family. They need all the help they can get. THANX!

Contest Links & InfoI NEED ONLY less than 3,000 to go BY THE 1ST for 3RD PLACE!!!!!!!!
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When I SleepI see your face every time i sleep , I wake up and want to weep , i lean up to kiss your lips and run my finger's down your hips , you feel my tongue down
your body beleave me it gets more naughty , i scream your name saying give me more bite the pillow as you pound some more , i grip your back and pull you tight , then you give me a kiss goodnight !! , i get up and look around and in my dreams is where you were found!!!!
by:: trish

TromboneDay 1 " dad, i want to join band, sign up is next week" i felt the headache coming. "i either want to do drums or the trombone" my scalp is getting itchy. Day 2 a nice trombone he selected, and proudly met me at the door when i got home from work "HONK!!!" oh gawd, i can feel the pressure build! Day 3 "i have to watch this dvd and work on my embouchure" "lil honk!" " big honk!" "BIG LOUD ASS SQUEAK!" the pressure builds even more! Day 4,,, next day, more squeaking, more honking, and i thought i may have heard something that resembled a note! head is pounding! Day 5,, my day off,, trombone off and on all day, head hurts, ears bleeding, who invented this diabolical form of torture?! lil guy asked " what can i do to make this thing sound better?" it was so tough not to say something like "a rolled up sock stuffed down that bell would probably do the trick " instead, i told him to keep practicing and watch the dvd over again. Am i the only parent who is gonna need a lobotomy after the

Bloging!so at certan times i will blog but it only happens when i'm eather pissed off or had a crazy experience... being this my first blog i have nothing... besides to rant about how fuckin stupid one of my friends is lol... now i wont say my friends name but he has a gang now lol... a gang he names DELTA THUGS! which in my word is FUCKING RETARDED!!!! we live in fucking vermont... the least gangster place in the fucking world!!! i mean seriously i blame rap music for the downfall of our civilization... please tell me a place that white redneck mother fuckers are excepted as fuckin thugs and shit, please tell me lol... now rap music has made it so every single person in the world can listen to 50 cent and think he's a thug cause his rural area is so fuckin tough... its hard man i mean my private school and the 3 black students that were there... i mean ceriously!!! I WENT TO A PRIVATE SCHOOL... THERE WERE 3 BLACK KIDS... AND ALMOST EVERY SINGLE PERSON THERE WAS A WANNA-BE GANGSTER... GET A FU

Dear God.....MY MINDS RACING MY
HEARTS ACHEING....
CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE
I'M GOING INSANE....
WHY IS SO HARD TO TAKE THE FIRST STEP
TO START A NEW LIFE AND MAKE THINGS
ALRIGHT.....
WHY CAN'T IT BE SIMPLE
WITH JUST ONE SNAP...IN STEAD
OF TAKING ALL THIS CRAP...
DEAR GOD I NEED YOU NOW MORE
THEN BEFORE...GIVE ME STRENGTH
CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE....
SHOW ME THE DOOR HELP ME SAY GOOD-BYE
TO MY PAST....
OPEN A NEW DOOR AND SHOW ME
WHATS IN STORE....
GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO DO
WHATS BEST TO SAY GOOD-BYE TO
ALL THE REST....
HELP ME SEE THE LIGHT OF A BRIGHTER
TOMMORROW.....
DEAR GOD HEAR ME NOW
FOR I NEED YOU....TO REASURE
ME EVERYTHINGS GOING TO BE ALRIGHT....

OmgA BIG E-mail Mistake
An Illinois man left the snowballed streets of Chicago for a vacation in Florida. His wife was on a business trip and was planning to meet him there the next day. When he reached his hotel, he decided to send his wife a quick e-mail.
Unable to find the scrap of paper on which he had written her e-mail address, he did his best to type it in from memory. Unfortunately, he missed one letter, and his note was directed instead to an elderly preacher's wife whose husband had passed away only the day before. When the grieving widow checked her e-mail, she took one look at the monitor, let out a piercing scream, and fell to the floor dead.
At the sound, her family rushed into the room and saw this note on the screen:
Dearest Wife,
Just got checked in. Everything prepared for your arrival tomorrow.
Your Loving Husband.
P.S. Sure is hot down here.

A Conversation Between Nikki Sixx & Death"So...what's this?
Am i dead?
What the fuck is that all about?
I still have more heroin to inject!
What are you on for chrissakes?
I wanna go back i wanna go back!"
"You are right its not your time
i just wanted to spin you a line,
you need to stop, you need stop
before you go over the top
like you just did.
get a grip man,
you're out of control!
millions love you
but you are losing your soul."
"Soul? Soul? SOUL?!
Thats something i just write about in songs,
i don't have one, i'm a fake!
A fake! A fake! A FAKE!
I need to use and be used!
(well that was a good prediction)
I just wanna go back,
and shoot that shit up
SHOOT!"
"..........I don't know why i invented that stuff anyway."

Deletinghello guys for those who dont know i have loss a close family member and i am going to go ahead a delete my page those of you who have me on my yahoo im i will talk to you there love adam thanks to my freinds

JokeThree Old Men
Three men were discussing aging at the nursing home. "Sixty is the worst age to be," said the 60-year-old. "You always feel like you have to pee and most of the time, you stand at the toilet and nothing comes out."
"Ah, that's nothin'," said the 70-year-old. "When you're seventy, you can't even crap anymore. You take laxatives, eat bran, you sit on the toilet all day and nothin' comes out!"
"Actually," said the 80-year-old, "eighty is the worst age of all."
"Do you have trouble peeing too?" asked the 60-year-old.
"No, not really. I pee every morning at 6:00. I pee like a racehorse on a flat rock: no problem at all." said the 80-year-old.
"Do you have trouble crapping?" asked the 70-year-old. "No, I crap every morning at 6:30." the older man responded.
With great exasperation, the 60-year-old said, "Let me get this straight. You pee every morning at 6:00 and crap every morning at 6:30. So what's so tough about being 80?"
"I d

Update On KneeWell I guess I should do an update since I forgot after the nurse was here on Thursday. My knee is doing much better. My fever broke and my blood level of the blood thinner is within normal limits. Now if only I could remove the stress from my life I just might heal even faster.

Come Join My Lounge Its The BombCOME ON BY ~H3ll-r3v1s1t3d~Bar
Where The Fun Never Ends And The
Music Rocks!!!
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Soul FoodA picture a photograph
Things you know and say
A pleasure to talk to every day
I think your amazing
Like an angel from the clouds
I threw a coin in the wishing well
For someone as you can tell
Took time to come out of my shell
I think you know this, as i show this
Hope these feelings did not come late
Becuase i think you and me can be something great
Can you relate?
I think of you, what can i do?
Do you think my love is true?
Can easily prove it over and over again
Hearing your voice just a matter of when
Time to get over all those guys
That sat there and told you all those lies
I just want to be there for you and sooth those cries
Do you get what i am saying?
Message remains so clear
I wont ever rush you, no need to fear
When you need someone i want to be near
Like a magician, i can quickly appear
It's like a road trip that never ends
No matter what i always want you and me to be friends
I wonder what idea this may send
Here is my heart that i ca

Read And Be InspiredThese are the pics of the crucifixion of Christ that a man sculptured out of metal near Amarillo, TX.
The cross is a giant made of metal also. The man did this out of the kindness of his heart.
Someone donated the land to him. The ACLU can't touch it!
Who is Jesus?
HE IS JESUS
WHO IS HE?
IN CHEMISTRY, HE TURN ED WATER TO WINE.
IN BIOLOGY, HE WAS BORN WITHOUT THE
NORMAL CONCEPTION;
IN PHYSICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW OF
GRAVITY WHEN HE ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN;
IN ECONOMICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW
OF DIMINISHING RETURN BY FEEDING 5000 MEN WITH
TWO FISHES & 5 LOAVES OF BREAD;
IN MEDICINE, HE CURED THE SICK AND THE
BLIND WITHOUT ADMINISTERING A SINGLE DOSE OF DRUGS,
IN HISTORY, HE IS THE
BEGINNING AND THE END;
IN GOVERNMENT, HE SAID THAT HE SHALL
BE CALLED WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, PRINCE OF PEACE;
IN RELIGIO

I'm Not AshamedNow I sit me down in school
Where praying is against the rule
For this great nation under God
Finds mention of Him very odd.
If Scripture now the class recites,
It violates the Bill of Rights.
And anytime my head I bow
Becomes a Federal matter now.
Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.
The law is specific, the law is precise.
Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
For praying in a public hall
Might offend someone with no faith at all
In silence alone we must meditate,
God's name is prohibited by the state.
We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,
And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.
They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible.
To quote the Good Book makes me liable.
We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen,
And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King.
It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong,
We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong.
We can get our condoms and birth controls,

Untitledwell almost 8 years I lost my first love and best friend. Since then I haven't been able to be truly happy. There for almost a year I did meet someone that made me truly happy. He was the only one to make me smile when I was upset. Half the time I didnt have to say nothing and he would know what I was wanting or trying to say. And now we are not talking because of his girl. She got mad made him choose and well he chose her over my friendship. Yea I know what an ass right? But I know that is she didn't make him choose I would more then likely still have my friend my buddy. But oh well right? So as of now I am feeling used, like I have been stabbed in the back. He was the closed one to making my heart whole again since my first love and best friend died. Back then I was 14 and all and I have tried to get over all of it but haven't been able to fully. So for the time being I am going to go into hiding and just wait it out I guess. I don't think I will come out until I hear that he will wa

Shattered LoveInside my sleeve, I pull out my heart,
Handing it to you, "Careful it's fragile,
And easily falls apart."
Extending your arms, you take the heart in
Your tender warm hands.
It falls into a million shattered pieces - on
The floor it lands.
You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and
Sadness in your eyes.
Apologie are not enough.
Looking at you with tears in my eyes,
I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart
That has fallen apart.
I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of
My shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece.
I need to put it together again, some how, some way.
Each piece of my heart has a memory so true.
Each piece of my heart has part of you.
You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life.
I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife.
All my tears won't keep you near,
All my tears won't mend what's not here.
Again I look at you with a whisp

Sorrow Is SmilingNew Graphics Angels Images Top Comments
I WOKE UP AND SAW BIG SMILE
IT WAS INSIDE ME
I GO TO WORK AND SAW BIG SMILE
IT WAS OINSIDE ME
I SAW EVERYWHERE BIG SMILE
MYSELF
AND LIFE.
I SAW LITTLE SORROW
THAT WAS TOO INSIDE ME
MY SMILE,SMILING ATT THAT LITTLE SORROW
AND LET IT GRIEVE
AND IT START TO SMILE
SORROW CAN SMILE TOO

FantasyHER MOCHA ALMOND COMPLEXION HAD ME FEENIN FOR HER LIKE A CRACK
HEAD LOOKING FOR A HIT. THEN EVEN HER NAME MADE YOU CRAVE HER, REESE.
CHOCOLATE COVERED WITH A SMOOTH CENTER. YES HER MILKEN CHOCOLATE
SKIN MADE ME HUNGER FOR A SAMPLE OF HER DELECTABLE SWEETNESS. YET,
ALAS SHE DOESN'T KNOW ME. I AM THE LAST MAN SHE WOULD EVER WANT. A
AVERAGE MAN WITH AN ABOVE AVERAGE IMAGINATION, AS WELL AS AN
UNQUENCHABLE DESIRE TO GIVE PLEASURE TO ONE WOMAN. I DREAMT ON A
MANY OCCASIONS OF HAVING HER LUSCIOUSNESS PRESSED INTO MY BODY.
WRAPPING MY ARMS AROUND HER BODY. HAVING HER HEART PALPITATIONS
GET FASTER AS I DRAW HER NEARER. HER SMILE SERVES AS AN EROTIC INTERLUDE TO THE PLEASURES THAT I WILL CONSUME HER BODY WITH. LITTLE DOES SHE KNOW THAT HER FRAGRANCE AROUSES ME TO KNOW END. AS I SIT HER I WATCH HER THICKNESS GO TO AND FRO AND MY MIND WANDERS. I TASTE THE SWEETNESS OF HER LIPS AS SHE KISSES ME WITH LONGING. HER SUCCULENTS MOUNDS FILL MY HANDS AS MY LIPS CASCADE DOWN THE SLOPE OF

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The Truth About The Grand CanyonGRAND CANYON NOT FORMED
BY LONG-TERM WATER EROSION
How awesome! It just kept dropping below me… down… down… down.
I drank in the majesty of the canyon.
“Grand Canyon”… so well named!
My friend Thomas stood beside me. He broke the silence.
“Did you know that this Grand Canyon most likely started as a
crack in the earth?”
“Oh come on, Tom, the Colorado River did it. Everybody knows
that.”
Tom shook his head. “There is reason to believe that the canyon
was originally cut by an electrical discharge from a passing
heavenly body.”
“You mean, by a huge lightning bolt?”
“That’s right,” said Tom. “Those cracks perpendicular to the
canyon resulted from an electrical arc. They are not
water-caused rills.” And he added, “I believe it happened
during the latter part of the Great Flood.”
Tom was a well respected scientist.
But I still had to ask him: “Are you serious?”
“Definitely,’ he responded.
WHY NOT WATER EROSION
OVER LONG AGES?
“Of

"fall"n 4 Her?""Fall'n 4 Her"
I"ve fallen for a gorgeous goddess ands no chance will i have,...to make her smile ands to hear her laugh...
I"ve fallen for those trancy eyes dreamy eyes,...Pierc"ng thru them i can see her heart and within whatty lies...
I"ve fallen for her ands my love cries out a sea of blood into my cupp"d hands,....wash"ng upon my face,...for theres an empty space in my heart ands only she can replace....
I"ve fallen for the day we"ll have our 1st kiss, buts pls my love remembr this,.....
I"M fall"ng ands Fall"ng,...Wait"ng ands wait"ng,...for the day may come,...we"ll be hold"ng hand-n-hand lovrs ands date"Ng.......

A Letter To MeI was given a bit of advice to write this,I hope you can understand the reason behind it and maybe write one of your own.
Harry,
In time you are going to discover a very upsetting thing about how your father really died.Do not think because he died that way you will too,I know it is difficult and through out your life you will try the same thing.Keep your head up and just keep living your life like you know how to do.Many bad and horrible events will occur during your life but your family and friends will be there for you and help you through it.As a result you will become a much stronger person and more determined to improve yourself along the way.You will join the Navy like you have dreamed of doing,but it will not become the career you wish it to be.It is of no fault of your own but just a random action that accures alot within the naval service.You will be scared to death of both losing your life long dream and of entering into a new phase of your life that you know nothing o

Some Thoughts On Relationships.Although I agree that there are girls out there who don't know their worth and end up with dumb asshole boyfriends, there's guys out there who waste their time with skanky bitches too...
I'm tired of healing a man's emotional wounds and watch him walk away to get some more from his ex. I'm tired of being Nurse Nightingale. I'm tired of giving my all and receiving less than half in return.
I was my ex's emotional band-aid. And I don't deserve to be put in that role. I can't lie and say there's things I had with him that I don't miss. The closeness and comfortability. The quick little smiles exchanged, holding hands under a table, being held in his arms. But I don't miss him anymore.
It's been over a year since we broke up. Some days it feels like a lifetime ago and others it still feels like yesterday.

No One ....This Song hits so many levels with me. From the love of my life to my closest of friends.
Alicia Keys - No One
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry ‘coz
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don’t worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I’m feeling
No one no one no one
Can

"dying""Dying"
I"m cold,...Suffocati"ng,...and bleed"ng on the floor, Kno"ng the last time i kill"d ands can no longr kill no more....
As tears of acid rains from the heavens from above and plagues upon my bak, i can feel the sorrow ands the once belove"d tight chokehold of God"s love upon my nek.....
Theres noth"ng i can do as the devil takes my hand, remembr"ng the past memories and the friends i"ll be leave"ng behind.....
Regrett"ng the life i"d had ands the things i"ve done,....I"m burn"ng...burn"ng,...Dying,...Dying,......Done

Karmically BitchslappedMy life seems doomed. For the past 5 weeks or so, I've been experiencing some suck ass shit. My job, car, cell phone, and now computer have all pretty much gone kaput.
I lost my job at the call center I was working at back in June. Last month I started a new job as an administrative assistant. It lasted a week and a day. I guess that's all it took for them to believe it wasn't going to work out.... I have no fucking idea what went wrong. I wasn't rude or dumb or slow. I just hadn't learned everything yet. I mean, you can't know EVERYTHING about a job you've worked at for only six days.
My cell phone has been acting funny. The charger decided to stop working. Thankfully, I have a car charger that I can use. But I don't know if it's the battery or the charger part of the phone, but it doesn't keep a charge for very long at all. I charged my phone all the way earlier today and already (without me using it and I just received one missed call), it's lost 1/3 of the battery charge. WTF

Game InvitesSince they added the games to Fubar I have received a pretty steady stream of invites to play some of these games. Unfortunately, I haven't played many of them. Sometimes, I'm AFK. Sometimes, I'm busy. The most common problem is that the person who sent the request gave up on it before I even received it. By my rough calculations, it takes about 2-4 minutes for a request to show up on my bar tab. Now, I'm sure that most of these requests are from people who don't give a shit about who I am and are just looking for "anybody" to pass the time with, but if you'd really like to play me, please send me a shout. First to make sure that I'm there and available. Second to give me a heads up and let you know that I'll be accepting it.
Thanks.

Show The Troops Support, By A Text MessageI heard on the radio this morning that you can thank the troops for their service by sending a text message from your cell phone to:
89279
I did it and got his reply:
Wish I was home celebrating the holiday's with you all, but we can celebrate when I return. - Ralthus USAF Iraq - www.AmericaSupportsYou.mil
Everyone please show your support to our troops
THANKS
This message brought to you by a vet:
ICANBURS@ fubar

StrongNew Graphics Dark Images Top Comments
I DONT BELIVE IN LOVE
I BELIVE MY OWN SRENGTH
I BELIVE THAT SRONGEST ONE SURVIVE
BUT WHY YOU WANT TO BELOVED?
BECAUSE, THAT MAKE ME STRONG

The End Of The CovenantI regret to say the Covenant Of Shadows is no longer a family...I (Gothic Rose) am removing myself as head and all family members (that still remain) will be removed as well..This is NOTHING against ANY of you.I just feel that the family has lost touch with each other..There are only 5 or 6 of you that talk to me on a daily basis..and I have the feeling that its even less with others in the family..So with deepest regrets I discontinue the existance of this family..All of you who are still on my friends list on my other profile I would LOVE to keep that way..This profle will still be here but with a different name (will come at a later date) the blogs will remain for informational purposes.Thank you for taking the time to get to know me and each other..it has been a great ride.
Blessed Be
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The Definition Of A SoldierSoldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.
A Soldier is a Soldier all his life.
You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart.
You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind.
They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them.
No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes.
A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards.
Brave without a grain of sense.
He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket.
When he wants s

Even In Death...Gus was an awesome example to everyone who's life he ever touched.
He was an excellent and loyal friend, afraid of nothing and would drop everything in a heart beat to help out his friends when they needed him.
He never complained, even when he was dying. He always had a smile and a hug for me, he never put me down, or called me names or raised his voice to me.
Even 21 months after dying in my arms he inspires me every day by his example.
Gus loved me everyday like it was his last day, He was my Best Friend, my Hero and my Soul Mate.

HopeNew Graphics Flowers Images Top Comments
YOU SAY TO ME:" THAT MY LIFE IS EASY.
THAT I ALLWAYS SAW ONLY GOOD FOR ANOTHER PEOPLE
AND MY EYES ARE FULL OF HOPE-
I DONT THINK SO!
UNTILL YOU LOSE EVERYTHING
AND YOU HAVE ONLY HOPE
YOU KNOW WHAT HOPE IS.
HOPE COME CLEAN WHEN YOU DO MISTAKES
AND IT STAY WHEN YOU ARE HUMBLE.
WHEN YOU HAVE ONLY HOPE
WHEN YOUR EVERY CHANGES ARE GONE-
HOPE COME IN TO YOUR EYES
AND SHOW YOU,BEAUTY OFF ANOTHER PEOPLE
AND WHEN YOU LOOK THAT BEAUTY OF ANOTHER PEOPLE
THEN EVEN MIDDLE OF DESPERATION
YOU ARE HAPPY.
THEN YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO GIVE:
YOURSELF

Wanna Be A Dj?hey folks we at webcityradio are currently looking for new djs so if you like music and would like to be a dj then why not come check us out fortunatly we do not pay it is a hobby for us to please our listeners and there is no money involved .. on a different note if you have never heard of us why not come check us out the address is http://webcityradio.com if you like rock classic rock country or oldies then webcityradio may be the place for you thanks for reading and we hope to see you soon:)

Need Some HelpI want to create a slide show to a specific song and well, its a bit hard for me to do, its for my best friend who was murdered, Ive got all the pics and the specific song but I break down in tears everytime i start to make it, the song really hits that nerve i guess, if someone would be willing to make it for me that would be great, I kinda wanted it ready for when the 1 year mark hits, just msg me and let me know if you know a good program or can do it, thx

Matt DamonSo matt damon is peoples sexiest man alive....
On the one hand... FINALLY the world knows what i've known since i was 16
On the other hand
Now i gotto get a baseball bat to beat all the bitches that are gonna be stalkin my man

And Here I AmMy life has become such a bore lately.
All of my friends (seriously, ALL of them) are now married and/or have kids. It's like they all got together without me and decided to get married. So now they do the married thing. Stay at home with the family, do family oriented things. Some of them are trying to pressure me into finding someone and settle down. But after my last few relationship disasters, I'm not in the dating mood.
So now here I am, Saturday alone and bored. I can't think of anything entertaining to do. I've watched movies, taken care of chores, took a nap, ate dinner..everything is done for today. I really don't feel like going out alone.
Bored.

A Friend......."A Friend"
A friend is always there when times are down, to cheer me up ands to reverse the frown.
A friend is always there to party it up, especially when i drank too much and threw up.....
A friend is always up for do"ng someth"ng new, sure man ifs thats what you want to do too!!!
A friend will be at my funeral in time of mourn, ask"ng God when is it my turn?....
A friend will be at my grave talk"ng to me for hours, look"ng up at me ands leave"ng me flowrs...
A friend is always the one to make that wish,....Damn,...why?,...come bak, cause ur miss"d.....

The Hormone WarningThe Hormone Warning:
The hormone hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver’s license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend or significant other.
13 things PMS stands for:
1. Pass My Shotgun
2. Psychotic Mood Shift
3. Perpetual Munching Spree
4. Puffy Mid-Section
5. People Make me Sick
6. Provide Me with Sweets
7. Pardon My Sobbing
8. Pimples May Surface
9. Pass My Sweatpants
10. Pissy Mood Syndrome
11. Plainly; Men Suck
12. Pack My Stuff
13. Potential Murder Suspect

If I KnewIF I KNEW
If I knew it would be the last time
that I’d see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I’d see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I’d hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time
I could space an extra minute
to stop and say “I love you”, instead
of assuming you would know I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I’m sure you’ll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there’s always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight
and we always get a second chance to
make everything just right.
There will always be another day to say
“I love you”, and certainly there’s another
chance to say our “

BitchologyBITCHOLOGY
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.
Being a bitch means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart.
It means I live my life MY way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.
The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone’s maid, or when I act alittle selfish.
It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won’t become anyone else’s idea of what they think I should be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that.
So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me.
You won’t succeed!!!

My Tormented SoulChildhood...what childhood?!
Someone stole my innocence!
Ripped away from me...like a piece of fabric torn only in time.
To survive the pain this child must walk thru the tear and become an adult way to early.
Mentors?!? They are to far, few and inbetween, to busy in their own worlds to care about mine.
Look at her...Alone.
Dealing with demons that confront her everyday. "Who has the answers?!" She screams on deaf ears of people who just don't understand or believe.
Some say "We have done all we can!" Leaving the responsiblity once again for this child to pick up the pieces and start over again. Now lost, alone and very much afraid this tormented soul looks for love, attention, warmth, compassion, understanding, honesty...
Where is it? Who has it? How do I get it?
LETS DO WHAT THE IN CROWD DOES!! No, that is just acceptance, you see that now.
Well then why didn't someone tell me that! Or was I not listening?! Oh great! Now it is all my fault...
Am I really to blame

The Little ThingsThe LITTLE things:
As you might know, the head of a company survived 9/11 because his son started kindergarten that morning.
Another fellow was alive because it was his turn to bring donuts.
One woman was late because her alarm clock didn’t go off in time.
One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike because of an auto accident.
One of them missed the bus.
One spilled food on her clothes and had to take time to change.
One’s car wouldn’t start.
One went back to answer the telephone.
One had a child that dawdled and didn’t get ready as soon as he should have.
One couldn’t get a taxi.
The one that stuck me was the man who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, took the various means to get to work before he got there, he developed a blister on his foot. He stopped at a drugstore to buy a band-aide. That is why he is alive today.
Now when I’m stuck in traffic, miss an elevator, turn back to answer a ringing phone...all the little things th

Angel On 109(not Mine But I Like It)A drunk man in an Oldsmobile
They said had run the light
That caused the six-car pileup
On 109 that night.
When broken bodies lay about
'And blood was everywhere,'
'The sirens screamed out eulogies,'
For death was in the air.
'A mother, trapped inside her car,'
Was heard above the noise;
Her plaintive plea near split the air:
'Oh, God, please spare my boys!'
She fought to loose her pinned hands;
'She struggled to get free,'
But mangled metal held her fast
In grim captivity.
Her frightened eyes then focused
'On where the back seat once had been,'
But all she saw was broken glass and
Two children's seats crushed in.
Her twins were nowhere to be seen;
'She did not hear them cry, '
'And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, '
'Oh, God, don't let them die! '
Then firemen came and cut her loose, '
'But when they searched the back, '
'They found therein no little boys, '
But the seat belts were intact.
They

Need To Be 21 Today !!!!WE HAVE 3 HAPPY HOURS COMING UP OUR WAY,WE DO NEED TO HELP EACH OTHER,AND I KNOW WE CAN HELP HIM LEVEL UP TONIGHT
LETS DO IT T.M.A.F STYLE PEOPLE
THIS MEMBER IS WONDERFUL AND GREAT TO EVERY ONE
HE HELPS ALL AND NOW HE NEED YOU TO HELP HIM LEVEL UP.
CAN YOU PLEASE HELP OUT AND SHOW HIS PAGE SOME LOVE????
AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURN....
COME ON GO AND HIT HIS PAGE HARD CAUSE HE IS GONNA ENJOY IT VERY MUCH!!
LOVE TO ALL
WildCat
terryljohn-ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.-13,584 Points to go!

WoohooI can add new pics now WOOHOOOO!! thanks peeps for helping me with the level thang!!(WInk)

Familyok.. i doubt anyone will respond to this. This is more of me just trying to get my feelings out and it's easier to type right now than write.
ok so what do you do when you need to be there for someone, but everything they do makes u just wana forget their existance. them not being around would be easier. i'm talking about my sister. maybe i should give ya a lil background so u understand.
almost four years ago, my brother in law *best friend of mine* was brutally beat by the cops. he was diabetic and wrecked during a seizure. the individual he hit called the cops and told them she was hit by a drunk driver because my bro was unresponsive. they arrive on the scene and after bout 15 mins *witnesses* they took him out of the vehicle put him on the ground, cuffed and shackled him. this was four police, on top of one man. we didn't know where he was and when we found out what hospital and got on the scene we assumed his broken nose, bruised and scratched face, shoulders and ches

Angels WatchingThere are angels
Watching over me
giving me my breath
holding me so tight
loving me each morning
and blessing me each night
paving the path I trod
giving the strength I've lost
turning the wrongs to rights
There are angels
watching over me.
The darkest of the nights
they've whispered
just hold on tight
you are not alone
you're covered in healing wings
you're cherished
more than anything
I've whispered
it is too much
please, Lord, take from me
the pain and all the anguish
this was not to be
instead there's angels
watching out for me
holding me tenderly
wiping each tear they see
I've known this
and it must be
the grace I've sought so
endlessly
I'm taking each chance I get
to thank You for all You've done
Don't let me go to sleep
forgetting there is no need
to cry that I'm alone.

Definition Of A SoldierSoldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.
A Soldier is a Soldier all his life.
You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart.
You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind.
They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them.
No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes.
A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards.
Brave without a grain of sense.
He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket.
When he wants s

My Broken Bridgewhen i look in your eyes i am lost forever i feel as if my heart has wings and it soars to your heart where we are joined together as one i can look in your eyes and i feel my heart melt with each gentle touch if this is true love then i know ive found my hearts desire for being joined as one with you is my life time commitment and its a treasure i will cherish for all eternity and who could have thought that it just took one look and i was hooked forever to be yours

Dumb Ass Men!!!If you are a guy stop the bullshit! If all you want is to see a girl naked then just say so> Don't start a bunch of shit saying your in love and want to becaome everything to you. Claiming a bunch of BLAH BLAH shit. If you are a girl Remember that guys say alot of shit to get what they want and have really very little to no respect for women!!! Take it from someone who has been lied to not only on the computer but also in reality. So thank you to all the FUCKED UP MEN IN THIS WORLD!!!!

The Miracle Of FriendshipThere's a miracle of Friendship
that dwells within the heart
And you don't know how it happens
or where it gets its start.
But the happiness it brings you
always gives a special lift,
And you realize the Friendship
is God's most perfect gift.

I Take It Back..I take back what you have held over me
I take back me
I take back the hurt you've caused
I take back me
For once I gave you all control
but it wasn't meant to be
I let you in, I lost control
the one to blame is ME!

DepthsIf you were to tap into my inner thoughts,
you would see the shades of red, blue and gray
follow the path of dreams.
If you were to read the prayers that fill the nights
and hear the stories unfold
I've climbed the ridge and looked below,
and from the bottom, looking up
I've seen the smiles, the pain, the need.
Tomorrow I'll send along a kiss and play the themes
that move my soul along.

MenWHY IS IT THAT SOME MEN COME ON HERE AND THINK THEY CAN TALK TO WOMEN ANY WAY THEY WANT .
I DONT APPERICATE IT .MAYBE IM A LITTLE PRUDEISH BUT I THINK THEY SHOULD ATLEAST SAY HI IM WHOM EVER .BEFORE THEY START TO ASK YOU IF YOU WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM .I THOUGHT THIS WAS A PLACE WERE YOU CAN MEET NEW FRIENDS . IVE BEEN LUCKY THAT MY FRIENDS DONT DO THAT.ITS JUST A FEW MEN THAT IVE NEVER TALKED TO .SO THANX TO ALL MY FRIENDS. WHO HAVE RESPECT FOR ME I THANK ALL OF YOU .
DARLEE

Contest Check It OutOk here are the rules i wanna see who can send me the craziest pic ever. Then i will look at them and get opions from other people. I will chose which one in two days. So send pics asap.
Prizez....
1st place will get 40,000 fubucks.
2nd place will get sometihing from pimpin gifts
3rd place will get a friendship prize
4th place you get to stay on my fubar..haha
Contest starts when first person sends pic.

Take TwoStaring at the sky
Asking myself why
Why'd you have to leave me all alone
Thought you were the one for me
Now you're just a memory
Like magic you were there but now you're gone
You may think you've got me down
Because I don't have you around
But babygirl you couldn't be more wrong
Thought that you could hold me back
But girl I'm just too fly for that
Your friend's waiting for me to come back home
Fought for you but you didn't want me
Loved you so much I could not see
That you pretended to be sweet
Wished our love was a reality
But we know wishes don't come true
Only one thing for me to do
Turn my back cause I'm done with you
There will never be a "Take Two"
Once I really cared
Everything I shared
Gave you some of everything I had
Could've been flashing a diamond ring
But now you don't get anything
It's all your fault you know you can't get mad
I don't want to fight or fuss
I couldn't be more over us
You had my love but now you've lost it all
Lied to

You Guys Are The Best!!!!!!!!!!!!I just want to say that K.O.W. is an awesome bunch of people they were my saviors in all of this and i want to Thank them from the bottom of my heart, they were so awesome during this period, they bombed bombed and bombed. Thats why I became a member, just awesome people.
I just wanted to thank each and every one who helped me out in my contest, lets see there were Lordwolf, founder of the K.O.W. Hippie, Zman Zgirl, Cat O'nine tail,
Mizz Shady, Teresa, Honey Bear, Iron Claw, Daybreaker, Drkrelections oh my so many to remember.
center
lordwolf, founder of the k.o.w.
*Lord Wolf *~Founder + Owner Kingdom of Wolves.A Leveling Family@ fubar
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hippie
~Hippie~Raiders of K.O.W.@ fubar
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zman
zman K.O.W. CLUB F.A.R.& DIRTY SOUTH CREW AND M&M NATION CREW@ fubar
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zgirl
zgirl LOVES ZMAN 4 LIFE AND ALL MY FRIENDS@ fubar
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drkreflections
drkreflections~CLUB F.A.R.~THE SISTERHOOD~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~@ fubar
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honey bear
Honey Bear@ fubar

Just A Little Thinking Going On.....I'm here laying on the bed thinking of were my life is headed now... I have been busy the last couple of days due to having to attend a two day seminar to find out what all oppurtunities are available to me being a veteran. Well, I am going to attend another class on Monday to find out about some federal jobs... I signed up for my classes for winter quarter, I will be taking 14 credit hours. I have been slackin on getting in the direction that I need to be in my life over the last couple of years....I need to get out of that slump and move on... going to get my head out of my ass and move on and get my shit together....for me and my kids. I want to make them proud of me. I have kinda eased up on everything due to wanting to find my Mr. Right...Hopefully one day I will be able to make a fresh start away from here...... Well I figured it this way... there is something missing in my life...and I know who he is.... he is one of my heros... well I need to put him first in my life along with

MailGo to .....monk-e-mail in your search and build a monk-e-card there are cool to mess with. have fun
always your angel

Bjblow job ettiquet
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it.
2. Extension to rule # 1... So, if you get one, be grateful.
3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn you watched, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face.
4. Exrension to rule # 3... No, I DON'T have to swallow.
5. My ears are not handles.
6. Extension to rule # 5... Do not push on the top of my head, Do you really want puke on your dick?
7. I don't care how relaxed you get, it is NEVER ok to fart.
8. Having my period doesn't mean it's "Hummer Week", get it through your head, - I'm bloated and I feel like shit , so no, I don't feel obligated to blow you just because WE can't have sex right now.
9. Extension to rule # 8... "BLUE BALLS" might work on high school girls--if you're that desperate, go jack off and leave me alone with my midol.
10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just ruined it for you.
11. Leaving me in bed whi

Camp FireSitting by a camp fire reflecting on my past
and the invisible scars that will forever last
the things I can’t explain, the things folks don’t understand.
the memories over the years that molded the boy into the man.
the hurt and the pain I've known, and the kindness that I have shown
the many things I've learned and all the ways I've grown
the lives I have saved and the ones I wasn’t able to
the depression I suffer from that always makes me blue
the poems I have written and the lives that they touch
the ones I love dearly and treasure oh so much
sitting by a camp fire looking back from where I came
puts the picture of life in a brand new frame!
Written by Some1special2k

Right FootRight foot
>
> This is funny to try and you feel like a idiot doing
> it..
>
> How smart is Your Right Foot?
>
> Just try this; it is from an orthopedic surgeon.
>
>
> This will boggle your mind and you will keep trying
> over and over
> again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but, you
> can't. It's
> preprogrammed in your brain!
>
> 1. WITHOUT anyone watching you (they will think you
> are GOOFY)and while
> sitting where you are at your desk in front of your
> computer, lift your right foot off the floor and
> make clockwise
> circles.
>
> 2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the
> air with your
> right hand.
>
> Your foot will change direction - I told you so, and
> there's nothing you
> can
> do about it!
>
> You and I both know how stupid it is, but before the
> day is done you are
> goin g to try it again, if you've not already done
> so.
>
> Send it to your buddies to frustrate them too
Let me know if you can do it!

Gass Moneythanks to the truckdriver that i walked up to too ask for gass money to go pickup my granddaughter that we have ben fighting for 4 several months and finally got to see i thaknk that man so dearly and would love to return his money wen i get paied but he left no namke no return so ty so much mister this is my blogg read it rate it pass it on to everyone in fubar thanks everyone needs to do this sorta thang help people wen u can richard odell

Just A Lil Note :dIt seems that some people don't wanna respond or even bother to chat so, to those, and I'm sure you know who you are(no need for me to mention names), don't expect for me to answer your messages if you decide that you're bored with others and decide to come chat with me, I just might be a lil too tired of being ignored or treated like I'm only here for you just in case you get bored, I'm not your 'in between' OR 'your beck n call' chick, so ......... now, you've been fairly warned. Don't be surprised if ya end up deleted, cuz I've personally had enough of the bs from those that say they care but their actions show otherwise.
okie dokies, now I'll get back offa me soapbox! :D

Apologies And ThanksFirst I want to apologize to my friends who responded to my status change yesterday about drama. I REALLY appreciate what you said and it means SO much to me that you care about me enough to respond like you did. Agin, my apologies. I had just had my fill of all the BS Drama. (WARNING: KNOW WHO YOU ADD AS FRIENDS. I learned the hard way)
Along the same lines, I want to thank each and every one of you that recognized the fact that I was UPSET and the way you each handled it. It is the greatest feeling in the world to have a friend console you when you have "reached your limits" and blow up. Thanks again to all of you.
Now to explain...If any of you know Heartbroek Gal or Fallen Angel (from Alabama, used to beunder another name), then all I can say is beware. There is something going on there with those two and some guy and it is nothing but pure BS Drama. I tried to stay neutral and not get between any of it, but NO they had to press for "taking sides" (me or her bullshit)

My 3 Things Todaymy 3 things today
Current mood: contemplative
3 things for me to be grateful for today
1.I have a husband who is very supportive and there for me when I need him to be
2. I managed to do a kick ass workout even though I was really tired this morning
3.My family is happy and healthy
As for my day,it's going ok.I am still doing laundry,spending some time with Daniel since he had to work today and has been doing 12 hour shifts.I am looking forward to next week.Not sure whether we are spending the holidays with my family.It will be my last chance to see my brother,sister in law and my nephew,who I haven't seen yet,before they PCS

Make A Soldier Smile..When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, also
include the following address:
A Recovering American Soldier
c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center
6900 Georgia Avenue, NW
Washington, D.C. 20307-5001
If you approve of the idea, please pass it

A Show The Other NightWe have been here before. The stench is the same, and so are the stains. The house music thumping it’s madness to the crowd that awaits in the other room, barely penetrating it’s way into the “green” room or dressing room, as some places prefer to call it. The walls plastered with stickers of bands, some still around, some only to play once. The smell that fills your nostrils is that of warm piss on an old cast iron steam radiator, though none seems to found in the area.
Walking in is the owner of the club, smug with the typical Donnie Brosco mustache, and beer belly, obviously from an era that has long since passed him by. “Soun check, yous guys are on in like ten” he says through his swiveling cocaine jaw.
Anthony with sticks in hand, practices his beats on the arm of the putrid sofa, which in of itself a reminder of a hay day of when rock and roll was actually drugs, sex, and rock and roll, lined with stains of past ecstasy and drunkenness.
Before running through hi

Fill It In1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you let me pull your hair?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10?
16. Would you want me to go fast or slow?
17. Where would you want it?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you mind if i licked you?
20. Would you Fuck me today?
21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?
22. Would you call me in the morning?
23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

45 Things A Girl Wont Ask For1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her AND your friends TOGETHER.
KEEP READING..
11. Smile with her. =)
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say I love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act li

Foundry Music: New Reviews Online...like a thousand chimps at a thousand typewriters, the FoundryMusic.com staff cranks out their reviews tirelessly, and while throwing a minor amount of feces.
We have a TON (and by 'Ton' I mean about thirteen) of new CD Reviews online:
CD Review: Sebastian Bach - Angel Down
CD Review: Still Remains - The Serpent
CD Review: Machine Head - The Blackening
CD/DVD Review: CthoniC - Relentless Resurgence / A Decade on the Throne / Seediq Bale
CD Review: Every Time I Die - The Big Dirty
CD Review: Killswitch Engage - As Daylight Dies: Special Edition
CD Review: Atreyu - Lead Sails Paper Anchor
CD Review: Modern Life Is War - Midnight In America
CD Review: Hot Rod - Official Soundtrack
CD Review: Ashes Of Your Enemy - DEMO
CD Review: Richie Kotzen - Into The Black
CD Review: Municipal Waste - The Art Of Partying
CD Review: Soulidium - Children of Chaos
Our own bookworm FoundryMusicCos took a crack at the following pieces of literature:
RIGGED - by Ben Mezrich
SLASH - S

Lovelove understands and therefore waits we can only love if you love yourself first and foremost

605Well today has been sort of a blah day. We almost had to have my female dog, Angel put to sleep. But my mom and I both couldnt do it. Especially not with Thanksgiving being next week. *sighs* :(

AlliedI hate Allied Construction they stold over $150.00 right out of my paychecks with out me knowing. So I quit then this past friday when I was to get paid they took my whole check, and the state of Utah labor dept. says that they can do that and that they can take as much from my check as they want any time that they want and they don't have to tell me anything about it or why or how much. I think this is ridiculous why would the state let a company do this to anyone. I don't want to even spend my money in this state or work here I hate Utah and I hate Allied Construction!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Vista Error MessagesNew Error Messages for Windows Vista
The following are new Error Messages planned for Windows Vista:
1) Smash forehead on keyboard to continue.
2) Enter any 11-digit prime number to continue.
3) Press any key to continue or any other key to quit.
4) Press any key... no, no, no, NOT THAT ONE!
5) Press Ctrl-Alt-Del now for IQ test.
6) Close your eyes and press escape three times.
7) Bad command or file name! Go stand in the corner.
This will end your Windows session. Do you want to play another game?
9) Windows message: "You have just made a type mismatch! Shall I format your brain?"
10) This is a message from God: "Rebooting the universe, please log off."
11) Keyboard not attached. Press F1 to continue.
12) BREAKFAST.SYS halted... Cereal port not responding.
13) COFFEE.SYS missing... Insert cup and press any key.
14) CONGRESS.SYS corrupted... Re-boot Washington D.C? (Y/N)
15) File not found. Should I fake it? (Y/N)
16) Bad or missing mouse driver. S

Testing Everybody's LimitsLast night Martha and I went out to dinner at Michael's Restaurant here in Minot, and we did not go away hungry! It was a spur-of-the-moment decision; Martha and Mary had just gotten home with our kids when I arrived and we could have settled down to leftovers. The refrigerator is actually getting pretty full of them . . . a few days ago I'd gotten a card in the mail from Dinecard out of Fort Collins, Colorado for a free meal at Michael's when I buy one once a month until the end of next year. Neither of us had ever been there, and we'd heard various good things about the place. Mary agreed to watch Sarah and Jeffrey for us while we went -- we owe her a lot for being able to get out of the house without the kids sometimes!
For forty-three dollars and change, Martha got a twelve-ounce sirloin -- she confessed to me that Appleby's was better -- with baked potato, corn on the cob, and salad while I got "Michael's Mega Burger", a twenty-four ounce hamburger which COVERS THE PLATE an

If Our World Caught On Fire..We wake up in the middle of the night tonight, to World War III. The war is fought with missles, robots, soldiers, and eventually nuclear war. America is nothing more than places that used to be states, with gashes and burnes all throughout our country. After all is said and done, all I wonder is who will be remembered?
The President, who ran an hid; or the soilder who pushed forward and lost his life for the country? Shall it be the ordinary man who opened his home as a safe haven, for those who homes were destroyed. Would it be the man who stood in the snow in front of his house, with his gun, ready to kill anybody who threatened any of the lives inside his home?
The rich would no longer be rich, and the poor would no longer be poor. We would all just be common man, hoping to hunt or gather enough for his family so they all can sleep with full stomachs. Entire cities would starve to death after they drained the remaining department stores of all the precious food inside. Gun st

Kneel To The CrossThis is a Sol Invictus song, though I confess I've not heard the original. I have however heard the Agalloch version which is magnificent. The lyrics depict the folly of overspiritualistic belief. Showing the foolish ways people place all their faith in an icon. It's such a pity the species isn't evolved enough to be free of religious dependance.
Summer is a-coming in; arise! Arise!
Summer is a-coming in; arise! Arise!
Give us our bread and bury our dead
And kneel to the cross on the wall
Whether burnt at the stake or drunk at the wake
Just kneel to the cross on the wall
We've original sin, but we might just get in
If we beg to the cross on the wall
It's rattle your neighbours and rattle your sabre
But kneel to that cross on the wall.
See the roof fall, hear the bells crash
As flesh and bone turns to ash
Tried to conquer the sun with a Christian frost
The corpses' stench beneath the cross
And give them gold and they'll save your soul
And kneel to the cross on

The Power Of SuggestionTHE OLD PRIEST
The old priest lay dying in the hospital. For years he had faithfully served the people of the nation's capital. He motioned for his nurse to come near.
"Yes, Father?" said the nurse.
"I would really like to see Ted Kennedy and Hillary Clinton before I die." whispered the priest.
"I'll see what I can do, Father" replied the nurse.
The nurse sent the request to the Senate and waited for a response. Soon the word arrived. Kennedy and Clinton would be delighted to visit the priest.
As they went to the hospital, Hillary commented to Ted Kennedy "I don't know why the old priest wants to see us, but it will certainly help our images."
Kennedy couldn't help but agree.
When they arrived at the priest's room, the priest took Kennedy's hand in his right hand and Hillary's hand in his left. There was silence and a look of serenity on the old priest's face.
Finally Senator Kennedy spoke. "Father, of all the people you could have chosen,why did you

Rough TimesThis last week has been rough on me.
I am still looking for a new job. I have been putting in many applications both online and in person. But I am getting few calls for interviews.
I am about to lose my new apartment since I can't pay the rent. I cashed out my 401-K to pay it but I haven't got my check yet.
On top of all that, I have this creditor on my case to pay him about $300. It beats me how I am going to do that.
The only thing I have to look forward to is Thanksgiving. At least it will be a time to relax some.

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.we all had fun made a lotta new friends.

Dragon Society Loungenow hiring the sickest dj's around come talk to me and greeters and promoters... and staff

Book Review: Never Again (2006)Plot: John Ashcroft tells of his life and times as he served as US Pres. GW Bus (R-TX)'s first attorney general.
Likes: He goes into great detail in explaining his feelings and thoughts as history unfolds around him.; He explains the reasons why he and Pres. Bush acted during the events of Sept. 11th, 2001.
Dislikes: He speaks little of his life before and after his political career.
Out of four stars, I give it three stars. The reader learns a lot about JA and his time with Pres. Bush but little about him directly.

So TrueWhitesnake - A Modern Love Song
You got the smile of a Monalisa,
Know it all an' giving nothing away.
You make the sins of a vestal virgin,
Look nothing more that a roll in the hay.
So lie down, I think I love you,
Lie down, I think I care.
Lie down, I think I love you,
Lie down, I think I care.
You give an air of the Dolce Vita,
Society's made a queen out of you.
Casanova couldn't take all your virtue,
But, rock 'n' roll is gonna steal it from you.
So lie down, I think I love you,
Lie down, I think I care.
Lie down, I think I love you,
Lie down, I think I care.
Come on, girl, it'll be alright,
Easy does it nice and slow.
Woah, you know, mama, that tonight's the night,
Come on and let your feelings show.
Take a look in the mirror,
Tell me what you see.
If it ain't sweet surrender
You can blame it on somebody, not the devil in me.
So lie down, I think I love you,
Lie down, I think I care.
Lie down, I think I love you,
Lie down, I think I care.

DrugThe other day, someone at a store in our town read that a Methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question.
A man asked, "Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?"
Another replied, " I had a drug problem when I was young:
I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals.
I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather.
I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults.
I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me.
I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profanity.
I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds.
I was drug to the homes of fa

Thanks Peeps!Good Weekend thanks to thos have Rated my pics, Commented pics, and Special thanks to those that have gifted me or added me(wink) I got a little more to go to be able to add more pics(woohooo) teeheee!! See ya all and Ill be rating too(smiles)

ForgivenessYou mustn't be revengeful
You have to be strong
To offer good for evil
Return right for wrong
We must not hold a grudge
And we must learn to endure
Then as God is your judge
At least your heart will be pure
Forgiveness is the mightiest sword
Forgiveness
Of those you hate
Will be your highest reward
When they bruise you with words
When they make you feel small
When it's hardest to bear
You must do nothing at all
Forgiveness is the simplest vow
Forgiveness
Of all their crimes
Is your deliverance now
Bless those souls
Who would curse your name
When the last bell tolls
You'll be free of blame
You can continue to grieve
But know the gospel is true
You must forgive those who lie
And bless them that curse you
Forgiveness is the mightiest sword
Forgiveness
Of those you fear
Will be your highest reward
The time will come when we will leave this world, and the injustice and
the pain and the sin will fall away from us, and only the spark of the
spir

ResultsI did go to the doctor the other day, the results are kind of what I thought they would be.
I have a slight bit of nerve damage the put me on some medication to help with the inflamation, and then they are possibly going to send me to a nuerologist. Then they are possibly going to have to do surgery .

Convictions Vs SimplicityUgh as most of you know, i've only been accepting add requests from people with salute photos... and i had deleted quite a few (ok over 1,000) people without them...
now, while the idiot factor seems to have somewhat decreased - lovely effect really - unfortunately, the "whine" factor has increased... "why did you delete me, why won't you accept me, why why why why why..." ...
So, i'm thinking of just giving up and dealing with the idiot factor again instead of the whine factor, and just go back to accepting people without them... although the whole "under level 5" thing might stay as a restriction...
thoughts? comments?
Sin
p.s. i hate stupid people

By Ralph Waldo EmersonFinish every day and be done with it.
You have done what you could;some blunders and absurdities crept in--forget them as soon as you can. Tomorrow is a new day.
You shall begin it well and serenely, and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old mistakes and nonsense.

No OneLOOK BEHIND THE LYRICS... THEY ARE SO TRUE...
Alicia Keys - No One Lyrics
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is
Everything's gonna be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
Yes, I know, for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is
Everything's gonna be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in t

The Perfect ProposalNot that this could ever happen but ive figured out the perfect proposal, say your with your mate and its christmas eve and your walking down the sidewalk under the street lights and its snowing, you come the the corner at exactly 11:59 and he gets down on his knee and at exactly midnight he asked you to marry him, n just as he asks you a shooting star flies across the sky, may sound weird but to me that would be the perfect proposal that i doubt could ever happen

Sexs Facts1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms.
2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is
only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong.
3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary.
4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's)
5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size.
6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion."
7) Only 16% of men shave their privates.
+Some stuff on the ladies+
------------------------------
1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say
they have

How I FeelNot exactly sure where to start. I would start at the beginning, but I'm sure that nobody really wants to read through my entire life story. I have had several friends ask me over the last couple of days whats wrong with me. Why am I sad, or why am I crying and upset, and the truth of the matter is, I don't really know. I have some theories, but nothing solid to blame my mood on. Maybe it's just the weather, been very overcast and rainy the last couple of days...
could be because everyone I see around me has someone they care about and love very much. And even though I know some people that I care very deeply for, love me for who I am, I don't have the physical closeness that I so desperately long for.
There are so many guys that talk to me on here and all they are interested in is fuckin me or having me suck their cocks or some other form of temporary physical pleasure. And despite the fact that I am a very sexual person, it just wouldn't mean anything to me without some kind of f

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ByebyeHey people I am cancelling my account so if any of u guys still want to talk to me you can add me on my myspace at www.myspace.com/sugarnspiice0520 or my aim sn is SuGarNsPiCe 0520
if not it was fun && good talking to you guys!!Bye
[[*]]VERONICA[[*]]

I Don't NeedI Don't Need
I don’t need for you to say you’re sorry for what you did
I need for you to show that you’ve changed
I don’t need excuses, the whys or where-fores to explain your actions
I need to know what plans you’ve made to resolve your excuses
I don’t need promises
I need action
I don’t need candy and roses
I need tenderness and trust
I don’t need shattered dreams and broken dishes
I need a future, with peace
I don’t need tears and bruises
I need laughter and love
I don’t need to hear the words “it will never happen again”
I need for it not to happen
I don’t need the chaos of your violent storms
I need the calm of quiet seas
I don’t need the terror of a war zone
I need the playfulness of a schoolyard
I don’t need a calendar and stop watch to monitor my day
I need freedom to come and go as I please
I don’t need you looking over my shoulder
I know there is no one standing there
I don’t need jealousy, outrage, or distrust
I need sanity, peace, quiet
I don’t need

So Long For Awhile!so the time has come for me to write another blog its not gonna be a good one tho! well for those of u that acutally read my blogs i am lettin u know that i am movin outta state! blades or christin will not be online for awhile... i will only be online to check my mail and 360s and all that stuff i wont be online to chat...im movin to be with my boyfriend and i dont need net drama in my real life...thats all what the net has caused me and i am choosin to leave it all out of my life...im sry for those of u that i havent really talked to much im sry and for those of u i have talked to well yanno...lol...but like i said i will keep in contact with everyone im not deletein my names or anything so ill still keep u posted on my stuff...i loves u all and hope all is well...till i come back peace!

You May Live In Oklahoma IfOKIE BABY!
Body: Forget Rednecks, here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about folks from Oklahoma...
If someone in a Lowe's store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Oklahoma.
If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Oklahoma.
If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Oklahoma.
If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of Dallas for the weekend, you may live in Oklahoma.
If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Oklahoma.
If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Oklahoma.
If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Oklahoma.
If you carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you may live in Oklahoma.
If the speed limit on the highway is 55 mph -- you're going 80 and everybody is passing you, you may live in Oklahoma.

My SonTomorrow is the anniversary of my sons passing. Im pretty sad right now because I miss him so much.

Need A Room Mate!!!!!!!HEY ....I HAVE A ROOM FOR RENT IN MY 2 BED ROOM APT. MY CURRENT ROOM MATE IS BAILING ON ME ON SHORT NOTICE. IM IN THE NORTH SAN DIEGO COUNTY AREA. IF ANYONE NEEDS OR KNOWS OF SOMEONE LOOKING FOR A ROOM LET ME KNOW. RENT IS $550, UTILITIES INCLUDED. GATED COMMUNITY WITH ON SITE LAUNDRY, JACUZZI, AND POOL.

This Is For Certain People And They Know Who They Are.This blog is not aimed at all of my friends. It is aimed at the ones who pretended to be my true friends when in all reality they were just fuckin playing games with my feelings and my mind.
There is one person in particular that this is aimed at and she knows exactly who she is. I was being a real friend to her. I sat up nights with her on the phone many times because she was stressed out and couldn't sleep, or she was depressed, or because she just wanted to talk. Yeah I did that almost every night with her. And then I come to find out, she was just talking shit the whole time because she wanted to keep tabs on my husband. SOME FUCKING FRIEND YOU WERE MELISSA!!!! You didn't even have the damn guts to tell me that you didn't really want to be my friend. But I kind of figured because you always wanted to talk to my husband. Well everyone will know what kind of person you are when they read this. Yeah, I found out everything about your conversations with Jim. I am not a fucking st

Hillary Clinton Goes To A Primary SchoolHillary Clinton goes to a primary school in New York to talk about the world.
After her talk she offers question time. One little boy puts up his hand, and the Senator asks him what his name is.
"Kenneth."
"And what is your question, Kenneth?"
"I have three questions: First - whatever happened to your medical health care plan? Second - why would you run for President after your husband shamed the office? And third - whatever happened to all those things you took when you left the White House?"
Just then the bell rings for recess. Hillary Clinton informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess.
When they resume Hillary says, "Okay where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?"
A different little boy puts his hand up; Hillary points him out and asks him what his name is.
"Larry."
"And what is your question?"
"I have five questions: First - whatever happened to your medical health care plan? Second - why would you run for Presid

A 90 Year Old ManA 90-year old man announces his intention to marry a woman of 30.
He is persuaded to have a medical exam first. "Everyone tells me I need a checkup to see if I'm sexually fit," he says to the doctor.
"Okay," says the medic, "let me see your sex organs."
So the old guy sticks out his tongue and his middle finger.

Not The PresidentOne sunny day in 2008, an old man approached the White House from across Pennsylvania Avenue, where he'd been sitting on a park bench. He spoke to the Marine standing guard and said, "I would like to go in and meet with President George W. Bush."
The Marine replied, "Sir, Mr. Bush is no longer President and doesn't reside here." The old man said, "Okay," and walked away.
The following day, the same man approached the White House and said to the same Marine, "I would like to go in and meet with President George W. Bush".
The Marine again told the man, "Sir, as I said yesterday, Mr. Bush is no longer President and doesn't reside here." The man thanked him and again walked away . . .
The third day, the same man approached the White House and spoke to the very same Marine, saying "I would like to go in and meet with President George W. Bush."
The Marine, understandably agitated at this point, looked at the man and said, "Sir, this is the third day in a row you have been

M.i.a.Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight.
Ooooo....
Stand up and fight.
Our fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong.
I walk your land but don't belong, two million soldiers cant be wrong.
Its no fun but I've been here before.
I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war.
(Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things)
Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son.
(Change this from my consciousness and please erase my dreams)
Fight for honor, fight for your life.
Pray to god that our side is right.
though we won we still may lose, until I make it home to you.
I see your mother still in tears we grew up so fast where did those years go.
Memories wont let you cry unless I don't return tonight.
So many soldiers on the other side, I take their live so they can't ta

What A Guy Wants From A Woman Is ??? Poem>>> DianaWhat a guy wants is a woman to stay in her place Let him be man of the home , he seeks companion ship when he is home . He works long hours to make a living .
Then when he comes home he deserves her loving. Not PmS or a Headache , but sexual ,sensual, loving ,giving from her self to him .
In a away to ease the grind of the week ,
and so he can love her back and fall off to sleep ; cuddled up into her ever so deep .
He wants to smell her scent know she is there as he is working.
He wants his love to show and go one he does this thru his children that are born.
Awe but his wife is his life and without her he,d be lost .
Two hearts beating ever so strong as one.
He loves her she is his only one. Hugs all diana

Holy Shithttp://www.2girls1cup.com/
holy shit is the best i could come up with to describe the video.... just copy and paste the link

Saturday StuffDavid isn't here this weekend so its kind of boring. Without him yelling to his friends on xbox live it is quite quiet!
So.. I'm being domestic lol. I am cleaning and doing laundry. Fun fun fun.
Tried to call Gateway about my laptop not working. The phone was no help. So I tried the live chat on their website. The first guy was clueless and suggested a system restore. All I wanted was where do I send it for repair. He insisted there was not a hardware problem. Lets see... moving it makes it start up and shut down. What in the operating system would cause that? of course the full restore did nothing to help. So I contacted them again and I have to call Monday to fid out where to send it.
I'm put of Mountain Dew so I better go get some before I go through withdrawl lol.
Thinking Pluto might get a bath today too.
I ought to end this with something positive. My best friend called this morning and that always starts my day off with a smile :)

Here Is Some More I Know People You Are Probably Getting Sick Of It But I'm NotU2
This song i went sky diving with some friends of mine and we got to pick our song out for our video and this is my sky diving song i love it
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Eagles
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Chicago
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3doors down
Music Video:KRYPTONITE (by 3 Doors Down)

Where My Smokers At???WHATS UP FUBARLAND?I'M JUST BORED IN ROCKFORD TRYIN TO FIND OUT WHO ALL SMOKIN SOME GOOD GREEN OUT THERE...IF THIS IS YOU LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW.
P.S.VIZZY WHERE YOU AT???YOU HAVEN'T SMOKED WITH ME IN A MINUTE.YOUNG GUNZ YALL NEVER LET ME HIT THE WEED...I ALWAYS SEE YOU SMOKIN IN YOUR STATUS BOX BUT YALL NEVER PASS IT TO ME!
P.P.S.PHYRE ALSO GOT HIGH WITHOUT ME A COUPLE DAYS AGO!!!
SO WHERE'S ALL THE SMOKERS AT???

I Need A WomanI need a woman to hold, to hug, to kiss, I have a big heart and a penis to match, please comment me if your interested.

Hey Peoplewell my friend has one of these things so i asked her if she will help me make one. so here i am. don't know how to do all this stuff yet but i'll learn.

Lets Remember Our Forces This ChristmasI received this in an email today and thought i would share.
THIS POEM WAS WRITTEN BY A PEACE KEEPING SOLDIER STATIONED OVERSEAS
CHRISTMAS WILL BE COMING SOON AND SOME CREDIT IS DUE TO OUR BRITISH SERVICE MEN AND WOMEN FOR OUR BEING ABLE TO CELEBRATE THESE FESTIVITIES.
ITS CHRISTMAS DAY ALL IS SECURE
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS
HE LIVED ALL ALONE
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE
AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE
NO TINSEL NO PRESENTS NOT EVEN A TREE
NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES AWARDS OF ALL KINDS
A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT IT WAS DARK AND DREARY
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING SILENT ALONE
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME

Fuck ItYour ability to fit in to most varieties of social situations is handy right now, thanks to a few abrupt changes in your schedule. If anything, though, you should have a blast by mixing things up!
i have no clue what you're talking about. this has been a long hard week and i'm ready for it to be over... which is sad considering that monday promises to be a first class bitch.

The One That Got AwayMmmm mm yeah
Oh oh
I stood by the exit door of the hotel café
He was playing with his band
I've always been a sucker had a weakness for a boy with a guitar and a drink in his hand
His words were like heaven in my hurricane
My knees buckled under
I thought everyone was watching me
Watching you save my life with the song
You were mine
In the back of my mind
Oh just for one night
Just for a while
There's always one that gets away
The one that sneaks up on you that slips away
Two weeks later I was sitting in his apartment
He was making cappuccino
I said what kind of man makes cappuccino
We laughed
We laughed
We laughed
We laughed 'til tears ran down my face
Oh but my man you're someone else's man
And that ain't the man that I want
But you keep drawing me in with those big brown lying eyes
You'll always be mine
In the back of my mind
Oh we had a night
Just a little while
There's always one tha

Dear Mr. PresidentDear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly
What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud
How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why
Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell
What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the fi

Call Me..ms.fuberlordYAAAY! Finally a few days ago I leveled up...thanx to all my new & old friends that helped out! I havent been on for awhile..with the new job and all Im quite busy.
I havent updated any pics either..I really havent had the mula to get my VIP back, or even get a blast
in.. so I will be sitting on the side lines for a
bit.
My daughter is due in 3 weeks..*I think Im more
nervous about it than she is* LOL
Dont she have a cute belly?

FriendsI WONT BE ON HERE FOR 2 WEEKS IM BRINGING MY BROTHER HERE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM HE SHOT HIS FOOT OFF LAST WEEK

Innocent LoveI DIDN'T KNOW WHEN I TURNED AROUND THAT HE WAS THERE,...
BUT WE STOOD AND SAID HELLO.
A WHISPER,REMEMBER NOVEMBER
SOMETHING WASHED OVER US THAT AUTUMN
BEAUTY LIKE EVERY FALLEN LEAF
A SMILE IN THE RAIN,...

Hola!at my sister's for about two seconds thought i'd hop on and say hi to everyone! :D

Ur Missin The Fun Come See Me HereCome see me in the Iron Horse Saloon! Come listen to the show in the
Iron Horse Saloon! Click the pic below!
(repost of original by '"MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS' on '2007-11-17 12:05:57')

This Is Something I WroteI cant believe i found you ... Straight out of some story. The chances were givin...... I made a promise to my self to never get burned by someone else. Until you walked in with your glory... Fate did a number on me.....I just pray the road will be long. I use to make him smile. Teardrops use to fall .With a lot of love and luck you will fall llike i fell... Cause if i am beside you nothing can go wrong. I know youve been waiting for a little love and happiness . The truth in front of you is so hard to ingore.

Im Not PerfectI'm not Perfect!!!!
i'm sorry i'm not perfect
i can only be me
i'm sorry i'm not perfect
like the girl you want me to be
i'd give anything to make you happy
even if it makes me sad
i'd never do anything to hurt you
i don't try to make you mad
sometimes you get angry
and we start to fight
little do you know
i cry myself to sleep at night
sometimes i don't know
just what i did wrong
i don't understand
why we don't get along
every time we fight
i wish you could feel my heart break
sometimes i wonder
how much more my heart can take
sometimes i get so angry
i don't know what to say
i feel just like a game
that everyone wants to play
the only thing i need in this world
is someone who is true
the only thing i want in this world
is... to be loved by you

FarezzekFarezzek is an orc, a race of beast-like humanoids whose toughness is nearly unmatched. Born with one eye, and no magic abilities at all, his past remains a mystery. Being a natural fighter with a keen intellect, he almost graduated at the top of his class from the Golden Halberd Military Academy, but when his best friend, the only one who could challenge him at his favorite physical battle game, went missing, he had to choose either graduation or tracking his friend down...
Instead of being arrested for deserting the academy before his allowed time, he was given a job as a secret agent for Atlantia's elite crime fighting unit, Spec Ops.

Untitledthe one person I trust with talking too is no longer speaking to me because he had to choose between me and his girl. go figure he chose her. oh well right life goes on well now I am literally going crazy cuz I have no one that I can talk to about the shit that is going on. I just hope that she is happy with everything she has done. I don't know who to trust with anything and now my life is slowly slipping into insanity with all the lonliness and depression I am going through. Not even my best friend who is going through her first deployment with her hubby and she has two kids doesn't even know what the hell is going on cuz know one knows what I mean or how to translate the words. Half the time I didn't have to say anything and he knew. That in my opinion is a friendship to be upset about ending. OH WELL just as long as he is happy I will stay here and go crazy with my thoughts.

Update...Well...its been a week today since my boyfriend of 2 years has moved out. (if you dont know what happened read my 2 prior blogs titled comming to a end and continued)...Its been kinda nice having time to myself but it gets pretty fucking lonely. I dont have to many real life friends due to the fact that my ex wouldnt let me go out without him and most of my friends didnt like him so when we DID go out together they wouldnt come.
I've been having really fucked up dreams about my ex and the chick he left me for. Id walk into my apt and the bitch would be sitting on my bed so i'd knock her out and tell her to get the hell out of my house. I've had these dreams 5 days out of the last 7. Is that normal?...I guess i do miss him. 2 years is a pretty long time for me.
Well..im going to be moving home with my mom is january *YIPPY*..blahh...So i can get back on my feet again..That asshole really messed me up good!..Im rediculously far in debt (im taking him to court btw...he might be able

My Horoscope For The Day...hmmmm LolYour relationship with money is a bit simpler than most people understand. Today is a good time to rethink things -- or complicate them -- just a bit and maybe to open discussions with someone else.

If It Was Just For Alittle WhileIf i could make you smile just for alittle while,
If i could make you laugh even if it is just for alittle while,
I know i did my job as a friend.
If i could give you a hug to say that it
will be ok i would even if it were just for
a short time.
If i could take away your pain wipe away
your tears even if it was just for a day
I would, cause then i know i did
my job as a friend.
If i could bring happiness even for a day
I would cause that is what friends do.
If i could just for alittle while change
your life i would.
Being your friend is what i want to be
friendships are special if i can
be your friend forever i will.
If i can make you smile just for alittle while
even if i was just for a short time
If i could wipe away your tears take the pain away even if it is just for alittle while i know i did my job as a friend
If i can be there just for a day to do the
things that friends do i would be there
in a heart beat.
Even if it was just for alittle awhile.

Need I Say MoreIf I leave here tomorrow
Would you still remember me?
For I must be travelling on, now,
There's too many places I haven't seen
And if I stayed here with you, now
Things just wouldn't be the same
Well I'm as free as a bird now,
And a bird you can not change.
And a bird you can not change.
And a bird you can not change.
Lord knows I can't change
Bye, bye, its been a sweet love.
And though this feeling I can't change.
Please don't take it badly,
The Lord knows I'm to blame.
And, if I stayed here with you now
Things just wouldn't be the same.
For I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you'll never change.
And the bird you can not change.
And the bird you can not change.
Lord knows, I can't change.
Lord help me, I can't change.

Local Joke.A woman, fair of face and long of leg is standing on the G.W. Bridge preparing to jump. "Life is no good to me!", she thinks and steels herself for the rush of air as she plummets to her doom.
Just then, a merchant-marine shows up, screeches to a halt and hops out of his car. "What are you doing?", he asks. She responds by saying, "Life is awful - I'm going to end it all!"
With a look of sincerest pity, the marine says, "Listen, don't jump. I'm about to be shipped out to the Mediterranean. Why don't you come along with me. I'll stow you away on the ship, and when we get to the other side of the ocean, I'll give you a little money to get started - you can start a whole new life! All I ask in return is gratuitous sex on the trip over."
The woman considers this, thinking "A new life! - for a little sex?" Not only would she get a new life out of the deal, but the marine IS kinda handsome - sex won't be so bad at all.
"OK", she agreed. And with that, the marine took her

More Losswell as of now not only have I lost my best friend aparently I am in the process of lossing my husband I am loseing everything now and well what do I have left besides my son? Looks like it is time for me to just curl up in a corner and wait for death. By all hope you all have a better life then I have had.
Love Your,
Tormented Soul

To My Mommy....TO MY MOMMY.........
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Writing and Poetry
To my mommy that was never there,To my mommy i wish to share.
This poem from me to you,something so sad yet, so very true.
To my mommy i needed you near,so you could hold all my fear.
To my mommy i needed so much, to see your smile, to feel your touch.
To my mommy i loved you so, because you made me head to toe.
To my mommy i don't understand,why did you leave us for that mean man?
To my mommy how could this be?You left and never came back for me.
To my mommy so many tears i've shed,crying and angry upon my bed.
To my mommy in time you'll see,the beautiful lady that has become of me.
I write this poem to you from me,Remember your daughter... I'm Destiny......
Everyone has a sad story about the life they have and mine |is just another one of many. Although, life is tough and things don't always go the way we would like them to, youmust play the hand that was dealt and

Why?When we first met, you said to me...
Live the way... ...which you want to live
Then you are... ...never alone...
...I promise it...
And then you smiled to me...
....Like an angel...
_____________________________________________
Later when your wings grown your back, I saw you... ....when you were flying...
...Angel with white wings... them really exist....
..................angles..............
_____________________________________________
Please... Never... leave me... ....alone...
Don't fly away...wihtout me....
....never.... .....please....
And you promised me ...you won't...
...I was so happy then...
_____________________________________________
But you didn't stopped flying around sky
...I thought... ...."It's okay to me" ....
..........But it wasn't........
And you always told to me
Don't worry about it...
I will never leave you.... Behind me...
.....I won't......
I even couldn't leave... ...without you....
And after you said that you alwa

Angry All The Time.....I'd breathe but there is no air left in this room.
The shadows lurk within my mind i feel abandon, doom.
What once made me hope for a brighter day,
has left an imprint and faded all hope away.
Where did my life go so very wrong?
I am weak but once was very strong.
The tears that once stained my saddend face,
have vanished, gone without a trace.
Angry and angrier i'm not sad anymore.
That saddnes built up it,s anger times four.
But still i am silent, no words left to say.
My lips left sealed, the words to come another day.
Destinee_Dawn

Too Funny Not To Post!Beer Warnings - This is Hilarious!
Due to increasing products liability litigation, beer manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all beer containers:
WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not.
WARNING: Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like an asshole.
WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again until your friends want to SMASH YOUR HEAD IN.
WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish.
WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning.
WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your pants.
WARNING: Consumption of alcohol may make you think you can logically converse with other members of the opposite sex without spitting.
WARNING

Today's HorrorscopeYour relationship with money is a bit simpler than most people understand. Today is a good time to rethink things -- or complicate them -- just a bit and maybe to open discussions with someone else.
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Money? What's that? Ok, off to the store to spend Brian's money, lol. Have a great weekend everyone!!!!!!

WonderingNov 17, 2007, 10:46 am
I'm wondering what I did wrong
Looking around the room, but I'm all alone
I'm so tired I want to go home
But he's not there I guess he didn't care
We has so much we were going to share
I'm not sure if I could bear to do it again
Feels like this pain will never end
How am I to begin to trust again maybe this
is going to be the end
Praying to God to send me a friend to help
me mend up all these loose ends.

Grace KellySinger : Mika
Song & Lyrics : Mika
Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty?
Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!
I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!
How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on the shelf?
I try to be like Grace Kel

Rudenesslets show this guy we won't stand for the rudeness!
wildbill44313@ fubar

Regarding BeowulfWhen I was in school we had to translate Beowulf from old english as seen here http://www.georgetown.edu/labyrinth/library/oe/texts/a4.1.html , into modern english
An acquaintance of mine went one step further and made it easy to understand lol
http://scatoday.net/node/10432

Hey AllJust wanted you all to know i'm gonna be offline for a short time in the middle of moving and settling in will be back soon and will be checking my fubar from the library for a few days have a blast and don't think i have givin up on fubar. miss ya babe talk to you soon

The Idiots In Moviesi know you have seen alot of movies w ith the scientists who are trying to save the world from utter disaster or doom lol...but blocking their efforts and way is the ones who sit there and say "oh you are just spouting off to get the recognition you been hounding everyone for!"
Take for instance...Magma....on scifi channel t oday the one guy goes into the commission or whatever and the idiot says you're just shootin your mouth off about your messeed up theory.
what i love is when the trouble hits close to home lol...the poor idiot who had doubts...is now up to his ass in lava or magma frying (not in the movie but i just wish) lol.
just has to laugh on writers

Wounded WarriorsWounded warriors
11/17/2007
Dear Readers:
The general news for this last Uranian window are quite shocking not only with some awful natural disasters (see quatrain and prediction at www.drturi.com) but also with a badly wounded Marine making the news. Ty Ziegel, a Marine who was badly wounded in Iraq is battling with the VA over disability benefits when he returned. http://www.cnn.com/2007/HEALTH/11/15/wounded.marine/index.html
The VA Acting Secretary Gordon Mansfield said cases like Ziegel's are rare -- that the majority of veterans are moving through the process and "being taken care of." He also said most veterans are fairly compensated.
Anyone reading this CNN report should feel disgusted and will quickly blame the government, the system or a politician while the real reason can only be seen with “the third eye”. But when 99 % of the world is blind to the working of the Universal Code rules are broken and heavy penalty is the result. But why heroic Ty suffered such

Last RequestSinger : Paolo Nutini
Song & Lyrics : Paolo Nutini
Slow down, lie down
Remember it's just you and me
Don't sell out, bow out
Remember how this used to be
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight
[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh
I've found that I'm bound to wander down that long way road, ohhh
And I realise all about your lies,
But I'm no wiser than the fool that I was before.
I just want you to know something, is that alright?
Baby let's get closer, tonight.
[chorus]
Grant my last request and just let me hold you, don't shrug your shoulders
Lay down beside me
Sure I can accept that we're going nowhere
But one last time let's go there
Lay down beside me, ohhh
Baby, baby, baby
Tell me how can, how can this be wrong?
[chorus]
Grant my last

Old Mail System Up And Running Todaythis is to let everyone know
who has not noticed the mail change over is today
11-17-07
a lot want like it who is new but it will help
the system overload a lot.it will stop sending pictures etc by mail.as far as me i like it better
what do you think.

No, I Do Not Want A Cam Show.To the boy who sent me the message, who shall remain nameless:
Thank you for the transparent flattery. However, in your "checking me out", you seemed to miss the fact that I like girls. That's not "girls and the occasional cock". I mean girls exclusively.
Yes, I like to watch. That's my name, after all. But unless you are involving a girl in your on cam "release"- and preferably not a blow job, because that's just a waste of a good mouth- I have absolutely no interest whatsoever in whatever you have to offer.
Thanks for trying though. You made me- and everyone I shared your message with- laugh.
-W.

Status UpdateWell, a few of my friends here know what is going on.. some don't.
I'm going through a seperation with my husband. Right now, we still reside at the same address.. but as soon as I can get a job and help with the expenses.. we won't be. He's not a deadbeat.. we just can't afford two residences on the current income... not with the kids too.
I should be having my surgery in about 2 weeks.. so then the job hunt will begin.
Its all for the best.. and we are still friends (which is VERY good with 4 kids LOL).. just have very different views and paths in life which makes it difficult if not impossible to live together.
So with that in mind.. don't be surprised if I'm in and out for a month or two. Working out details and trying to be there for the kids as much as possible.
For all my friends which have shown me such incredible support.. I thank you. Can never put into words how much I appreciate you!!
Thanks all.. and God Bless. These things do happen..
Julie

Want To HelpI need 14,500 comments on the pic below for a 30 day VIP anyone who feels like helping please click the link below.

You 4 MeBy: Nicholas Christopher Angelo Lombardo 3rd
written in 2003
You 4 Me
I know we have our hard times
We have ours up and downs
Stick with me my love
and I will never let you down
I loved you for so long
and longer you will see
We have a little girl
so beautiful and happy
The thing I am trying to tell you
is its only YOU 4 ME!
ONE LOVE
Dedicated to- Andrea Lynn Christine

Is All The Good Girl Takin?Where are all the good girls? Did I miss them all? I feel as if I did. I keep running into girl that got more wrong with them then meets the eyes. Then I try to get to know them and it all go's to shit. Then I am back at where I am now. What is good? I don't want much here. Just someone to hold at night and someone that cn take what she want and not make my life hell. (Take what she want) Not that I am looking for someone to take stuff but I want a girl that knows what she is lookin for and will do what is need to get it. I seem to run into alot of girl that say that they are ready to get with a real man and when I show up it is something new. I am getting sick of the BS out there and I see why most of the girls out there are so fucked up but I still want something for me. I will take anything you know. I do want to be happy too. I don't want to make it sound like I am down . So I am not down with just jumping on anything with a pussy. Like I see it happen all the time on here. Meet so

Conversation With A NewbieHello all my wonderful friends :)
This is a conversation I had with a Newbie today. It's hilarious :P
->Wet Dreams...: Lmao, typical newb,,you don't even have the balls to put up a pic and you're gonna rate me a 1, yeah, you'll make a lot of friends NOT
HoodWrecko...: alright ugly
->Wet Dreams...: lmao,,and that's all you have, you say that like it's suposed to bother me,,,tell ya what hun, why don't you save your breath for your blow up date, you're gonna need it
HoodWrecko...: hey i would rather fuck a blow up doll than ur ugly ass
->Wet Dreams...: well, that may be the case for you,,but in order to do that, you would have to have a dick, or a dildo, and if you have either, you probably stole it, so you need to spit it out and give it back to them
HoodWrecko...: good one ugly
->Wet Dreams...: hahahahaha, maybe you should just shut the fuck up already little man, every time you open your mouth the ignorance just pours out, you're emabrrassing yourself here
Hoo

I Love YouBy: Nicholas Christopher Angelo Lombardo 3rd
written in 2002
I Love You
No matter what you say or do,
my eyes are always set on you.
We fight we nag we always have,
but inmy heart will always be you.
My life is nothing without you,
and still I say I Love You.
I need you baby,
so don't say bye.
I need you truely,
I tell no lie.
For what we had
and what we will.
My thoughts will always be
just you and me.
Dedicated to- Andrea Lynn Christine

UnwantedI am very stress. I fell very unwanted. Have a life I can’t live. Have a man that can’t love. My life and me is soooo unwanted. Every time I look in his eyes, all I see is hate. He say he can’t stand me, I just feel so unwanted. He say he love me, but can’t stand my mouth. Well baby that’s apart of me so u don’t love me. I am just so unwanted. I really hate my life. I never was wanted. I have love for him so y I can’t get loved back. O yea I know y? I’m just unwanted by him, but guess what I’m wanted by others. Most importantly I’m wanted and loved by myself.

Babe!By:Nicholas Christopher Angelo Lombardo 3rd
written in 2001
BABE !
I'm telling you how much
I Love You.
You are the sun for my light,
the moon for my night.
The beat of my heart,
the thoughts of my brain.
You are my life,
body and soul.
Without you i'm nothing,
nothing at all.
At first I didn't think it would be anything,
but now it is my everything.
You are not only the love of my life,
but my guardian angel.
God sent you down from heaven to take care of me, to love me,
and be there whenever I need a shoulder to lean on.
You need to be there for me because
when you weren't in my life I did bad.
When we became closer I changed.
I know I hurt you in the past,
but now I would never hurt you again.
Don't ever hurt me because
I don't think I can take anymore pain.
ONE LOVE
ONE LIFE
ONE SHINE
O.N.E
(Our Never Ending)
Us
Dedicated to- Andrea Lynn Christine

Time Away From Family And FriendsI think sometimes... It makes you wonder... if this war is ever going to be over.... if it is at all appreciated by those we are trying to help.. I am proud of all the men and women that give their time and lives to try to make a difference there...and to the familys that are without them....

Update On The Move Part 2!!Well.. I got a job offer from Pinnacle health... and i have a second interview at Hershey Medical Center.. about a kick ass job!! So im excited either way!! I still have not found an apt yet..lol I might be homeless..lol Yikes!! hah.. will keep you guys posted!

Women Need To Stoppit!!Women need to read this.......
Current mood: disappointed
... sooooo i cant tell you how many pages of profiles i have read their blogs.. about some Joe-Fuckface doing them dirty..or not wanting to commit... Ladies Ladies Ladies... boy do i have some shit to tell you! YOU DONT NEED THEM!! Women are the strongest thing on earth.. i dont care what anyone says... if u have kids... so what... raise the kids.. if a guy wont be there.. dont sit around waiting for him to come... raise them yourself... yes its hard.. i know.. my mom raised me and my sisters alone.. and damnit we turned out great! it actually made us more independant... and i love her for that... for not giving up.. and saying " i cant do this..." she did it anyway... ..and waiting around for a man... DONT DO IT... cause chances are... if you've been waiting ... your gonna stay waiting! cause once a guy knows you'll wait for him.. he his gonna piss around til u give him that final altimatum... and chances are.. he's go

HelloWell, I am here to meet new friends and a couple of my friends from my friends list I invited.
I am a wife and with two girls as you can see from my profile. I sell Avon and Home & Graden Party things so if you are interested in buying anything let me know.
I also own a construction business with my husband so if you are in the area of Northern California not Sacramento that is not Northern the real Northern is 3 hrs away. Sacramento is more like central. So if you ever need a house built let us know.

FailedI attempted suicide lastnight and it didn't work. I feel like my life is over. I can't even commit suicide right! Lisa left me and I have nobody. I don't know what to do.

Do You Want To Make Moneydo you want to make more money for doing the same thing your here? if so let me know i found a site that actually pays its members for doing the regular antics like on fubar without all the drama and bs

Best FriendI sit alone thinking of you
and all the things we've both been through
You are my very best friend
and i know you'll be there until the end.
Your shoulder to cry on will soon be gone
who will be there when something is wrong?
when times are tough you're always there
It shows me just how much you care.
Although were going separate ways
you're in my heart till my final days
nothing can make a person see
how special a friend you are to me.
I dreamed of a friend just like you
and finally my dream came true
noting else could ever fulfill
everything you're friendship will.
You understand a side of me
that no one else could ever see
you know whats wrong before i cry
but if I do, you will always know why.
A friend like you is hard to find
you put my problems all behind
you were there when no one cared
the best times were the ones we shared.
We've been together through good and bad
you made me laugh when i was sad
and no one else could ever be
as good of a

One LoveBy: Nichoals Christoper Angelo Lombardo 3rd
written in 2001
ONE LOVE
When I saw you I thought
it was just a flaw.
But look now
you are my all.
My prize to be
my crys to sleep.
I wish to hold you in my arms,
everynight I pray to sleep next to my fantasy.
If my dreams come true,
life with you will really live through.
Dedicated to- Andrea Lynn Cnristine

Baked BeansOne day i met this sweet gentleman and fell in love. When it became apparent that we would marry, I made a supreme sacrifice and gave up
beans. Some months later,on my birthday, my car broke down on the way from work.
Since I lived in the countryside I called my husband and told him that I would be late because I had to walk home.
On my way, I passed by a small diner and the smell of baked beans was more than I could stand. With miles to walk, I figured that I would walk of any ill affects by the time I reached home, so I stopped at the diner and before I knew it, I had consumed three large orders of baked beans.
All the way home I made sure I released all the gas.
Upon my arrival, my husband seemed excited to see me and exclaimed delighted "Darling I have a surprise for dinner tonight". He then blindfolded me and led me to my chair at the dinner table. I took a seat and just as he was about to remove my blindfold, the telephone rang. He made me promise not to touch the b

Rcb Auditions!Hey Everyone!
The Rubber City Bombshells are looking for Guys and Girls for 2008! If you can dance or sing or have any talent and are interested - Please contact us! We are always looking for girls, but we current are looking for about 10 to 12 girls for our 2008 line-up. We have some huge shows planned and we need to expand our group! Some of the things we currently perform are Tribal Fusion belly dancing, we put on a full fire show, we do fully choreographed burlesque dancing from serious Old School skits to funny campy skits, Knives Juggling and other side show acts Our shows are choreographed with exciting costumes and Vegas style showmanship!. We are feisty and friendly who love to have a good time! We practice and teach ALL of our routines. If you have Talent and an awesome personality - WE WANT YOU. Some of our girls have been featured on TV such as the Jerry Springer Show and Jenny Jones, On the network TLC for the big car show during Viva Las Vegas, In Tattoo Magazine At

Ok Now I Have Got To Say Something ! I Just Can't Keep Quit Anymore .ok now this is geting out of hand ppl willing to show all to a stranger just for a vip or a blast! come on really is it worth it ? i have had two vip's bought for me and you don't see me posting nsfw pics or promising favors and you never will ! it's simply not worth it to me ! and if i do thay will be classy not sleazy and only a few close friend will see them ! you don't get points for them anyway. i'm not trying to piss anyone off i just don't understand why . there are ppl who will buy vip's and blasts for you and not ask for anything in return so why put your self on the same leavel as some of the perv's on here. buy doing that you just make it harder on the ones who don't. some of the harasment on here is hard enought so why feed into it? it makes it worse on all of us .

Bully 1COME VISIT A NEW LOUNGE WHERE THE BABES ARE HOTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!
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Album Finally Out!Our album is finally out and online. Selling great! Makes me and the band happy :] Be sure to check it out on our profile and write us anytime!
Mike Envy

The More You KnowKicked in the NutsPosted Jan 29, 2007Tim provides a public service announcement about getting kicked in the nuts.

Wo0tLet me introduce you to the Hydaway Radio/Brutal Family lounge
Jessa
[Owner]
SUPERBEAST
[Co-Owner]
Here Are a couple of the Dj's.. This could be you up here
DJ POUNCE @ Fubar
Wicked Intentions@ Fubar
Bane@ Fubar
{Reverend Rab} {Brutal Fam}@ Fubar
X@ Fubar

Fake Bitchesyou know i really thought people wasnt as stupid as i thought they were but i got proved wrong the other night.it's funny as shyt to watch people sit around and write blogs on my space trashin other people.come on people dont you all have better things to do. i swear my dog has more respect than anyone of those gruop.i like gettin on fubar because the people are cool and its not about drama!!!but i cant wait till the 27th i have an interveiw for fedex.lol workin and gettin my money because i want a dig cam..so yea.im hoping my blood work comes back soon because i want to know if my thyorid is ok or not.the doc thinks i have a something wrong with mine.which will sucks monkey balls.but im tryin to keep my head up and be strong.and do what i have to do you know.but it's kinda hard when your 20th b-day is dec 24th and the docs arelike well angel i think theirs something wrong with your tyhorid well gezz thanks buddy.but if i do i hope it will be seen before it goes haywire..stress stress

Almost MarriedThese two guys meet after not having seen each other for many many years. First guy asks the second guy, "How have things been going?"
The second guy speaking very s..l..o..w.. l..y.. tells the first guy,
"I w..a..s.. a..l..m..o.. s..t m..a..r..r.. i..e..d."
The first guy says in amazement, "Hey, you don't stutter any more."
The answer comes,
" Y..e..s, I w..e..n..t t..o a d..o..c..t.. o.r.. a..n..d h..e t..o..l..d m..e t..h..a..t i..f I s..p..e..a.. k.. s..l..o..w.. l..y I w..i..l..l n..o..t s..t..u..t.. t..e..r."
The first friend congratulates him and than asks again about how he was almost married.
"W..e..l..l m..y f..i..a..n.. c..e..e a..n..d I w..e..r..e s..i...t..t. .i..n..g. . o..n h..e..r p..o...r..c. .h a..n..d t..h..e d..o..g w..a..s s..c..r..a.. t..c..h. . i..n..g h..i..s b..a..c..k a..n..d I t..o..l..d h..e..r t..h..a..t w..h..e..n w..e a..r..e m

I Had A Moment Of Grrness In The Midst Of My Thought.Okay. I have officially decided that I wish to attend a USMC ball. I know, I'm terrible, but think about it! A ball... I'm a girl. I'm allowed to wish to attend a ball. In fact, it's almost expected.
Marines look all kinds of charming in their dress uniforms. Of course, attending a ball would require an actual gown. I know I dress nicely now, but it's difficult not to feel overdressed when most girls in the area abhor dresses/skirts.
I'm not sure what this kick is about not dressing as a lady, but too many females are on it. I cannot fathom why girls don't like to dress in feminine clothing. When I went over the road with my older brother, I cannot tell you how many times fellows stared at me as if I was something truly rare. It was even worse when my hair was unbound.
I just don't know. I'm too old-fashioned or something. I enjoy my femininity. I enjoy knowing that people simply cannot confuse my gender.
But back to my original thought. I want to attend a

LmmfaoThe little boy asks his father, “Daddy, what are they doing?” The father says, “Making a puppy.” So they walk on and go home.
A few days later, the little boy walks in on his parents having sex. The little boy says, “Daddy, what are you doing?”
The father replies, “Making a baby.”
The little boy says, “Well, flip her around! I'd rather have a puppy.”

A Poem ; A Woman Wants >>Tell a woman she is pretty ; Tell a lady she is beatiful ;
Give her of yourself small things ;
For this is what she truly wants ;
The small things all add up.
To become a great Sum ;
The Sum totally is Love ;
One that grows ; Blossoms to alot ;
Alot meaning, a Woman wants sweet truthful words;
Sweet talk and respect.
She needs to cultivate into herself ;
the little ingredients of a man.
Like his touch ever gentel, a whispering word of exceptence,
like him saying ;
Oh honey how I really love you, how,d I ever find you.
Or he places a kiss upon nape of her neck, his fingers running thru her hair.and Her gazing into his loving laughing eyes,
knowing he is the reason she wants to live and loves. Hugs all diana

The Secret Behind The Number 11The Secret behind the number 11
I tried it.. it does work
The Secret behind the number 11
Pretty Chilling - read to the bottom. Try it out.
If you are a sceptical person - still read on as it's actually very interesting!!
This is actually really freaky!! (Mainly the end part, but read it all first)
1) New York City has 11 letters
2) Afghanistan has 11 letters.
3) Ramsin Yuseb has 11 letters. (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993)
4) George W Bush has 11 letters.
This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets interesting:
1) New York is the 11th state.
2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11.
3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11
4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6 + 5 = 11
5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 =11
6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911.
Sheer

My NickyBy: Andrea Lynn Christine
written in 2002
My Nicky
You are my bestfriend,
my lover, my companion.
The one I want to hold in
my arms and be with forever.
We have been through the thickest of thick,
and the thinnest of thin.
You have your days when
you seem so far away.
Sometimes your anger gives me a frieght,
would you hit me? You just might.
and even though we always fight.
I know someday our relationship will be right.
In my heart I can truely say,
Nick I love you in every way.
I always did and always will.
I am there for you in
anyway you need me.
That is my answer now
what will the question be.
Dedicated to-
Nicholas Christoper Angelo Lombardo (the 3rd)

HeavenI see the brightness of your soul,
As you descend from up above.
Your face blessing the world
With a beauty unknown by men.
I wonder how it was that you entered my heart,
And I can tell you I don't want you to leave.
Heaven is a place in your arms,
And not just a place that you lived.
Why did God let you come and see the despair,
And how is it that I was blessed with knowing?
My heart on my sleeve,
And my words, do they touch you?
When I am talking to you,
And when I am seeing you,
Do you know I am in Heaven?
Why was I allowed to see such beauty,
When he knew I felt so lost?
Why was I allowed to gaze into Heaven,
When I looked into your eyes?
I may never have the answers,
But my heart is yours,
And I know that with an angel
Such as you,
My heart will remain in Heaven.
Robert J Nye (2007)

Letter To All That Know MeFor those of you that I have given a glimpse into my world. I know that my situation is that of a fairy tale for most. When you strip it all away and you find my heart and soul, then you truly know why I'm hurting in the most painful way. I have made jokes and tried to laugh it in the face. I have tried to say it will be ok and that life is what you make it. Threw all of the weeks that have came and gone I have realized that sometimes there are forces that hinder the most positive energy. I love all the people I have met even the ones that have challenged me with very colorful adjectives, The ones that have opened their hearts and arms, the ones that have just been so down to earth that I feel completely at ease. For all of you you are deeply embeded in my heart. This is why I put it to you that I will be stepping away for a while. I tend to always hurt the ones around me that care the most. For some of you that read this you may say its only the internet but if you look past the scree

SisterMy sister tami, who I love dearly has a few little quirks.
1) She is organized to such a degree I really wonder about just how stable she is, I mean, most serial killers were organized to an extreme degree.
2) Perfection, when ever she does something around the house that requires cutting or mounting anything, it as to be absolutely perfect. Level, true, same height, everything.
So, in the interest of variety, I have endeavored to bring a little spontaneity to our household....
Take my ceiling fan, four white blades, one brown, and she just cringes when she sees it.
Clothing, she folds, I roll everything like I was either in the military or on a boat.
I even pronounce the K in Knee.
She has her collection of porcelain dolls displayed in a very ordered fashion.
I have my wolf and bud ha on one shelf, with the stereo, coffee cups on the top shelf... along with a new harddrive, motherboard, knee braces, ball cap, and collectible matchbox cars. In otherwords, in

SmokingJane and Arlene are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. Jane pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking.
Arlene: What in the hell is that?
Jane: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet.
Arlene: Where did you get it?
Jane: You can get them at any drugstore.
The next day, Arlene hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms.
The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers.
"Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel".
The pharmacist fainted.