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Well yesterday was our 7 year anniversary. and I still don't feel old enough to be grown up and married.
It was a little different from every other year since we have our little baby who wants to be held all the time. We didn't go anywhere or have the most romantic night ever (remember how I had a baby five days ago?). We didn't get each other presents. We didn't even give cards. I'm OK with it.
This year we decided not to do much for our anniversary and Christmas and keep everything low key. It's different when we're trying not to worry about things like that. I didn't have to worry about getting a better present than last year. I put some things on my Christmas list that didn't require money- but I don't really need to get anything. I've never really been one who opposes the worldly fun of Christmas but it can wait a year. Or several years until John is done with school and residency.

Then last minute I thought- hey we could go out to dinner so I tried to get a babysitter. We ended up taking a nap, which is what we truly wanted to do, while the kiddos ran around and played. Except Andrew. For lunch we had Pizza from Wegmanns and celebrated our Family birthday. The kids got a cute cupcake and I got a fruit tart and John got a pepsi with real sugar in it. Danielle was super thrilled when she learned it was someone's birthday, and even though it was the least impressive birthday party we've ever had she seemed to like her pet crab. Then I went to the fabric store with my mom and poor John had no idea where I went. Guess I turned off the baby monitor downstairs and he didn't get the message... Also nice that even though I fed the baby right before I left it seems like he woke up as soon as I walked out the door. I left milk in the fridge...
Maybe not John's favorite day.
It's nice to wake up in the night and have someone there. John was there hearing me act like a lunatic just last week and still loves me. He said I did a good job having the baby even though I suspect I acted insane and I swore at him more than once. But that's another story. He also let me pick the final name since I was getting confused ten minutes after we picked one. We thought Mike and Mark weren't too close but I got a little confused. Maybe it was the drugs I was on. But he said he didn't care and he's happy with it either way. I was happy that he cares what I think even though I felt silly. I'm happy that John is the type of person that can deal with change. I wish I was more like him in how he is content with himself even if things aren't according to his "plan." It amazes me.
I love being with someone and being comfortable around each other. We don't need a big production. I love how John sat up with the baby the night before our anniversary since he won't sleep unless he's held. I love spending time together. I love that he works so hard for his family and likes our kiddos.
7 years ago we got married and I was glad to have someone who I felt like would be easy to be with. I was really attracted to how he seemed to love other people and have a sense of loyalty. It's hard to find someone with an internal sense of how important people are. I love that we are partners in crime, trying to figure out this whole parenting thing that he seems better at than I do.