Having read superhero comics for most of my life I realized early on that you only intersect with them, however briefly, at some point in your life. When I was 13 years old I felt closer to Bart Allen (Impulse) who was also 13, but then I got older and he stayed the same age. When I was 15 and then 16 I shared some common traits with Robin (Tim Drake) and Superboy, but then I kept on growing and they didn’t. Established characters are frozen in an eternal limbo of agelessness. Time neither affects nor hurts them. I’ll soon be older than Bruce Wayne or Clark Kent, and I’ll understand why some writers hate the idea of writing about people who stay forever young.

Nevertheless, something different happened with Neon Genesis Evangelion, as I watched the anime at the time. When I was 14 I felt like I was simultaneously growing up with Shinji Ikari. He didn’t stay frozen in time. He was just like me, a kid learning to find his way into the world. Instead of a momentarily intersection, there was a vital confluence between us. Sounds rather odd, doesn’t it? But trust me, there are odder things in this fifth volume, which includes stages 27 through 33: “The Party”, “Follow Back Along Your Scar”, “Centopath”, “Catch the G-Shock”, “NERV Blackout”, “The Abyss of Truth” and “Aquarium”.

I think I was 14 or 15 the first time I got drunk, and I mean seriously drunk. Although I hated to dance, I loved parties, mostly –or perhaps exclusively– because of the free alcohol. I had so much fun back then, I could almost step outside of my shell for once, I could almost let other people in. Sure, my first party was quite different from Shinji’s party, which is more of a spontaneous celebration after Misato has been promoted from captain to major, right after Asuka decides to move in with them. Shinji has as much fun with his friends –Toji Suzuhara, Kensuke Aida, Asuka, Misato and Ryoji Kaji– as I had with mine back in the day: “That night was the first time in my life I was ever at a real party… with real friends. I didn’t know anything could feel so good. But I couldn’t help thinking, in the corner of my mind that something so fun couldn’t last long”. Again, it felt like my thoughts were coming right out of Shinji’s mouth.

Rei, Shinji & Asuka

After a moment of joy comes a lifetime of sorrow. Or almost. There is a brutal encounter between Gendo Ikari and Shinji. His cold father acts in a way that resembles hatred but in true is only the most sincere indifference. He asks Shinji to never look for him again. For the boy, this feels like losing a parent, like being orphaned… but he was already used to not having a father around. No, the most painful part is that Gendo Ikari is still the commander of NERV, and he will still give orders to Shinji and the other Evangelion pilots.

Evidently, this situation makes Shinji feel depressed. And that almost costs him his life and the lives of every citizen of Tokyo 3 when he almost fails to catch a falling angel –Sahaquiel– the impact of this gigantic body would have meant the complete annihilation of Japan. Aided by Asuka and Rei, the threat is thwarted. Barely. Immediately after that, NERV is sabotaged and a power outage puts everyone on the verge of destruction. They are lucky to restore power, and luckier even to not have been attacked by an angel during that vulnerable moment. After the attack of five deadly angels, NERV had remained unscathed, but it took only the hand of a human to create the possibility of a real catastrophe. And isn’t that terribly human of us? To survive against impossible odds only to destroy ourselves?

Suspicions soon fall upon Ryoji Kaji, who might be a double agent working for Japan’s ministry of interior affairs. But it’s also Kaji who leads Misato and Shinji into Central Dogma, deep within NERV, and shows them Adam, the first angel: an abominable creature of gigantic proportions that lies pinned down to a cross. Adam’s genetic material was used to create the Eva, something that had been kept in secret. It is also thanks to Kaji that Shinji is able to recover a suppressed memory from his childhood: a dark secret that involved his father and his deceased mother. ________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

After saving the world it's time to study for your midterms / Después de salvar el mundo te toca estudiar para tus parciales

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