Basically it's "reverse anorexia". A person that has this has a distorted view of their body and sees themself as small (no matter what size they are. I'm 6' 3" and around 255 lbs. and in my eyes, my arms look like they are the size of when I was 6' 3" and 135 lbs., or a pre-teen boy's arms). A person with muscle dysmorphia will then workout a ton in order to make the body part(s) bigger but in their eyes it never gets bigger so they keep on going. It also has to affect social situations. It's related to Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder and the only treatment is Cognitive Behavior Therapy and sometimes certain anti-depressants work to fight it.

Basically it's "reverse anorexia". A person that has this has a distorted view of their body and sees themself as small (no matter what size they are. I'm 6' 3" and around 255 lbs. and in my eyes, my arms look like they are the size of when I was 6' 3" and 135 lbs., or a pre-teen boy's arms). A person with muscle dysmorphia will then workout a ton in order to make the body part(s) bigger but in their eyes it never gets bigger so they keep on going. It also has to affect social situations. It's related to Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder and the only treatment is Cognitive Behavior Therapy and sometimes certain anti-depressants work to fight it.

a lot of people with muscle dysmorphia end up on the juice. I'm lucky where I have it, but it isn't that severe. At least at this point in my life, I have the idea in my head that I'm not small and that it is basically impossible for me to be as skinny as I think I am, but I still workout to increase my size so I'm not that small. If I don't go to the gym one day I feel guilty that I didn't go and get anxious until I go.

im not fat im pretty built i have a little love handles i just needed to know should i drop the weight an fight as a heavy weight or supper?

Actually the best thing you can do is just get yourself to a point where you feel comfortable.High energy levels you feel good your sleeping better you have more energy. WHere you just feel right.. and whatever that weight happens to be, is the level you should compete at. At least until your skill grows.. then you can think about going up or down... but get comfortable in your body first.