Since summer 1995 I am a target of hidden harassment which I find difficult to counter up to now.
The stress resulting from this is often that big that I am ill.
The intention according to many hints is to bring me to a nervous breakdown to have the chance for a personality change of mine in psychiatry to their favour, That means to make me work for the German social democrat party.
The harassment happens in all countries I visit.
With this blog I publish a part of my experiences with this.

Monday, December 30, 2013

Today I woke up in pain. Later I noticed that massive programming to like abusive sex
has been happening during sleep, which makes relations to others difficult because many
contact me on programmed unwanted emotions.

Sunday, December 29, 2013

I had on my blog a helpful comment. I wanted reply to it and noticed that google had changed how
the blog worked. I can no more reply to an comment and with that no more contact people who leave an interesting comment.

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

The last two days I had heay otimulation and or reprogramming
of abusing sex. Yesterday I remained half the day in bed because
of it. Today I feel pretty much depressed bodily the whole day.
I do not know for sure where it is from. One suspect is an
American which checked in two days ago.

I make a lot of mistakes while writing now. Some days ago
I forgot to read and correct a message in my blog
anycomments. My mind suffers also a lot with this harassment.

I had voices that said what comes now will bring you down.
After some time you will no more be able to move about.
Considering the stress I had yesterday and today such
is possible. I remember having read posts in forums of
victims of Mind Control technology and gangstalking
that there are people who live such disabled by harassment
I understand that the human rights promise in the west is just
another lie of pathological liars in political leadership of
so called western democracies.
So called western democracies seem to safeguard and support
intelligent tyranny and tyrants well.
So I advise against such a political system.

Saturday, December 21, 2013

Thursday, December 19, 2013

I have changed accmodation some days before. At first no harassment, then after two days sexual harassment. The last time asleep I had again programming to a social democrat. I suddenly like them to some extend. The programming that I suddenly like them is programming related to positive feelings also related to stimulating of sexual abuse. I have to get such out of my mind.Yesterday 4 guests left the guesthouse, three other people are staying. I assume that the guests there are involved in the programming I have now.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

The last days I had again and again stimulation of abusing sex. They are psychic attacks by several guests in the guesthouse where I stay who obviously like such. That also means that I am not accepted there by several people. Today I had a threat. I do not feel safe there.When I am not accepted there I probably won't have real support for my security. This is my impression from talks afterwards there.
The people there are all westerners.

Tuesday, December 03, 2013

I had yesterday again massive programming and also
stimulation of abusing sex.
As a consequence more people in a restaurant contact
me emotionally on this.
One suspect is the man in the dorm where I stay.
I had twice windows xp,which I prefer over
windows 7, crashed. I had a sd card deleted, I do not
know how this happened.
The terror which I had last in Thailand made me passive
for some time. I am rebuilding strength but do not have
much to take such easier.