I knew for years how sick it had made me and I didn't need to be locked away for myself, I just needed to be locked away so you would for once take notice of what happened to me!I try to rest my forehead on the eye of the pyramid and ask again to be saved with the hope that her visions will show through to my tightly closed eyes, and provide me with the strength to stand without falling. The world never even started to try as my mind became ravaged by the night games I would play between the white lines and empty black voids.

Crackling grey and white memories of hospital hallways with the overlaying soundtrack of muffled screams bleed in and out of every day, it's been that way for more than half of my life now.

I beg to be swept up and taken to a safety I'm yet to be proven is real, but I know I once tasted it on my cracked lips when I kissed her hair that was so black I could almost see myself lost inside it.