I Know He Loves Me

I Know He Loves Me
Dark Angel told me
he loves me more then I will ever know
But then why am I always sad ?
and he is always mad,
I feel him wherever I go
his eyes are always on me
I know he loves me because he told me so
But why does his love have to hurt
He likes to play games on my mind
He tells me to look in his eyes
and I will find the darkness of his soul
It's me he wants to take control
I was alone until I met him
now I cry to get away from him
I can't get him out of my head
or out of my bed
I could feel the change come over me
I ask God to please forgive me
Help me get through this
Dark Angel gave me life to his dark side
a reason for change
is like the season of time
darkness is all I can see
While my poor heart and bleeds
I'm starting to go numb
Now my winter are colder then before
my summers are all gone into loneliness
all I see is the gray
I know he loves me because he told me so
When he takes hold of my arms
he squeeze them very tight
just to make me cry
He bits my lips to make me scream
when he is through with me
he tells me over and over again
how much he needs me
he will never leave me
He loves me more then I will ever know
this I do know
Oh,how my world has grown cold
I see him where ever I go
His words are like a mystery song
that will be written in history books
all my words I write
will be what it is I see and bleed
yesterday I cried
today I smile in beauty
I don't know if he is happy or is he made
I don't know if he is fake smiling at me
He had taken away all my happiness
He gave me all his loneliness
He gave me his pain he calls love
just to make my life worth his while
only just for a little while
He toke my hand and we danced
and gave me a spend
and said the words all over again
I love you more then you will ever know
I know he loves me because he told me so
Do you see all the things he has given to me ?
Look in my eyes and they will tell you my story
I know he loves me because he told me I am his world .
Poetic Lilly Emery /Judy Emery (c)
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