Muscle Memory

"Do you remember the time we wrecked the house with pepsi bottles and plastic bags? Or the times we would drive all day just to spend time with each other. away from everyone else?"
-No. Well, maybe. Sort of?
"I didn't think you would..."

My mind has become constantly clouded. I've begun to approach these issues, these feelings and these people that seem to be pressing this condition onto me. I've received nothing but equivocated answers to the questions I have asked. I'm not even sure what I am certain of anymore. And it's not because you're not with me, it's because you never leave. But how can I ask memories to leave? They just come and go as they please.