Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Anger is an understatement

Why do I have to respect those who do not respect me?

Why do I have to keep my manners in front of those who lack mannerism?

I'm still exasperated over the matter. If it weren't for a certain someone, do I have to drag my feet? Yes, I will go, with anger in my heart. I will carry a bitter gourd expression and make it known to everyone, don't mess with me as I'm very, very pissed.There is a limit to everything.If there is a choice, I want to "cut everything into quarters." I don't really care if anyone is affected by that drastic decision as I've had enough. God says that we should help people without expecting any blessings in return, but I'm having difficulties doing so. This matter has been pushed too far and driving people's nerves up the roof. Oh, boy, you wouldn't want to see Ciana exasperated. I'm sorry, but I cannot go any further as I feel a sense of anger creeping up. And I'm starting to tremble, which is not a good sign. It means that I'm really, really, really angry. I don't want to ruin the Chinese New Year mood, you see. It will be Chinese New Year in two days. Reunion dinners, red packets and family gatherings or open houses. I haven't quite celebrated CNY for a while now. How am I supposed to celebrate CNY when I'm being constantly reminded of it? I respect those who do, though. Neighbors, just finish the fireworks by midnight. Other neighbors need their beauty sleep and I'm one of them. Hmmpph!