Sunday, March 24, 2013

Dreams on paper

Crazy me. Sometimes I’m kind of
afraid of blank pages (online and in paper). It just seems as if they had some
anticipations I couldn't achieve with my messy thoughts and crazy ideas.

Of course there are also blank pages that don’t
scare me. An email to a close friend or family. A letter to my love.
Here talks my heart and the intimacy.

The pages that are really hard to
fill are the ones of my (blog)idea-book, my diary, my sketch-book. They seem to
long for a creative layout, well sounding sentences and nice looking sketches
so much I never dare to even try it. Instead it leads me to many half-filled
journals and finally to hundreds of Post-It's allover my closet and mirrors..they
hold my thoughts as well and I can even rearrange
them whenever a new one comes in.

But at the same time I never feel as if they
were worth some respect or could come true as long as they're not in a journal.

This is why I subscribed for the « Journal
your Life » course of Susannah Conway.