Anyone have any thoughts on this scenario? Looks like Spica is conjunct my Sun/Ur conjunction...

Here are a few stellar longitudinal conjunctions from your natal (NOTE: stars also join planets by Parallel of declination; any of these P of decl star connections will modify the influences of stars in longitudinal conjunction, if applicable to a particular planet or major degree-like ascendant, MC, POF, etc)

Thank you Jerry. I was having a hard time understanding the vertex in general, but likening it to the Descendent helps me understand it more. Funny I have a bowl chart with All of my planets being on the right side of my chart, with the exception of chiron in my 12th (not a personal planet anyway.)

yikes! that doesn't sound very good. I'm looking on the internet for some info on those transits, not too much info on antivertex/vertex transits. Do you mind giving me a brief interpretation of the transits?

i guess depressing is the best way to describe it. :/
Thank you for the suggestions, I am more than happy to explore these areas/aspects.
I can say that I truly disdain having my sun square saturn. I've felt this restrictiveness my whole life than I wish I could somehow push through.

Ticking the "add some fixed stars option box" on the "Extended Chart Selection Page" @astro.com shows the position of SOME of the fixed stars on your natal chart but the feature is very basic and not comprehensive.

Ticking the "add some fixed stars option box" on the "Extended Chart Selection Page" @astro.com shows the position of SOME of the fixed stars on your natal chart but the feature is very basic and not comprehensive.

lol i found it...i looked for fixed spar Spica's astro number and it took for forever. ok, i see these purple alphabets SP, REG, SIR, ALD, ALG, and ANT. what is their meaning?

Start with a study of Robson's "Fixed Stars and Constellations in Astrology", then Eric Morse "The Living Stars"; use constellationsofwords.com as a constant reference, and look over the many posts in the Fixed Stars section here on AW for additional tidbits.