2014

January 3, 2014 Friday

I had an experience today that keeps me in the tears of Spirit. I have taken some time off from work after the holidays to rest and to spend time with my ninety-two and a half year old father (At ninety–two every half counts!) So we decided to go to the movies, which we both love. I think it is an opportunity for both of us to get some relief and escape, for me an escape from thinking about my business and for him perhaps some relief from living alone and missing mom. As we were coming back into reality, his reality came with a punch as he told me that I had better take him to the hospital because he was having severe pain down his arm. Only blocks away I rushed him into emergency and he was admitted overnight for observation. Well it was about two o’clock in the morning when I finally got home. And as I knelt for my evening (or perhaps more like morning prayer) I asked the Heavens to bless him and I prayed that if it were acceptable for him to feel the love of the Heavens and to let mom watch over him and be close to him, so he wouldn’t feel so alone. The next day after he was released and I was driving him home he confided in me that he had a crazy experience that he hasn’t been able to explain. He shared that as he was in the hospital bed, at about between two and three o’clock in the morning, he felt a pressure like nudge on his back and with the sensation he heard mom’s voice saying, “ Move over, ‘C’.” Tears immediately streamed down my face as I was driving and I tried to get the words out and through the emotional grip of the throat to also share of my experience. It was in this state of wonder that we were left with another affirmation that the love of the Heavens is flowing around us, as I am still tearing at the sweetness of that love and with a heart of gratitude, saying “Thank you.”

January 6, 2014 Monday (3:30 am)

I woke up and heard a streaming of words, it was then that I asked, “Father am I to write?” And I heard a strong reply, “Yes, write.”

Pen now ready…

“Oh My son, write the words of love… Oh ye, oh ye My children come unto Me in mighty supplication, that the day in which I come might be a day of joy and thanksgiving. That in that day the angels of the Lord might be saying, ‘Welcome’ unto thee and not hearing the words of destruction, but the joyous words of welcome. Therefore My children is the love of the Heavens unto you this day, that the love might be shared in that day. For as ye come unto Me now, it is in this that the Spirit of Love will mark thee with the mark of Heaven. That just as the blood of the lamb was used with the children of Israel, so it is that the mark of the Lamb is used in this day that the angels of Heaven whom come in complete love, will come first unto thee. And in this will be this joy of Heaven and Earth as they become one in purpose and joy. For even as the Lamb of Love cometh in glory of the Father and His reign, of Lord God Creator of All. In this is the love and in this is the fear that will behold all peoples in that day of redemption and glory. So therefore hear ye My children, hear the words and voice of the Spirit that whispers onto your hearts in love and preparation, that in these words might be the readiness of the heart and mind, and in this be the preparedness of the physical also. For even as Joseph was brought unto high places in the ancient of times to prepare the people for what was before them, even so is My word going forth in this time to cry repentance and preparedness, that the children of the Spirit might be prepared in that day of My coming. Therefore ye shall know the words of love and warning, that My children will be in singing with the joy of the Heavens as the veil is drawn back and His glory revealed. Come ye one and all unto Me that I might come unto thee before that day of wonder. Oh My son, hear these words and share them in the love that they are given, and in this ye shall be called a prophet and seer of Him whom hath called you forth out of obscurity to know of these things, even as all of those with an ear unto Me. Know and hear of My love. Oh My son, you still fear the word of this calling and I say unto you … That some are called to call forth unto the people and others are called to lead My people and others are simply to serve. And in all of these, is it not one thing unto Me? And in this let not your heart be of shame. For there is no fear in Me that the word should come unto you and even as I come unto him who sits at the head of My Church and My people.

Oh ye children of the Lord, know this that there can be many among you to call forth unto the words that are given, but unto Me there will be one that leads and one that is called with the fullness of My keys and My authority. So fear not when one is called to hold a key, for in this is the same unto Me that is called servant and prophet. For how is one called to this but through My voice and My command, and in this you have been called unto Me. For even as in the days of old and even unto now in this generation. Fear not the voice of the Lord in this and fear not that which ye are called to bring forth My word to many peoples. And I hear your many questions of how and the nature of this calling and I say unto you, ‘Know Me through the Spirit of Love and all things shall be revealed in their own time.’ Therefore let thy heart be unto Me and in this will be the way prepared before you, that My Spirit might work through thy heart of love. Peace unto you My son and know these things for thyself, and be of good cheer of that that comes forth through this gift of the pen and words. In this is My love and the joy of all things. Peace and rest unto you now as I send forth My angels to comfort thee in rest.”

Filled with a heart of gratitude and say, “Thank you Father, thank you.”

January 9, 2014 Thursday (12:12 am)

After being with Dad and helping him transfer again from the E.R. to his hospital room and getting home late I was in my evening prayer conversing when I heard, “Write.”

Pen in hand…

“Yes My son, trust and quiet the fears of that which floweth from He that commands all things, even He who is Supreme and the Father of All Things. For the Lord God commands thee to write and in these words is the truth that you seek and the wisdom of He whom sits on High. For I God hath commanded thee to record the words of love and in this is the will and love. For as surely as He that is King cometh unto those that are ready to receive the word and command, that all might be prepared for that which is soon upon all nations and races of man. For he that cometh unto Me will no longer live in fear and supplication, but will stand before [Me] in the love of knowingness. For he that knoweth Me will therefore know the Father, Master of Heaven and Earth… I keep falling asleep in my exhaustion… “Forgive me Father” … and again fell asleep… “I am so sorry, please forgive me!”

“Forgive thyself, for once the words are spoken and written upon the heart they cannot be lost. So sleep and rest My son.”

January 17, 2014 Friday (3:00 am)

I wake and hear, “Oh My son, My son awaken thy soul and come unto Me.” And I ask, “Father should I write?” And I hear in response, “Of course.”

Pen in hand as I breathe into my heart…

“Oh my son, thy words of love have come unto Me and in My grace, glory and love come unto you. For as the love from thy heart has been heard, so it is that the love that floweth forth should be felt unto you. For are you not My son and My beloved? For have not My heart been turned to thee time and again, that ye should be before Me in the will of the Father, that thy heart might feel the love of the Heavens of Grace? For even as the grace is felt it is of this that I give thee, that all might be made whole and perfect before Me. For it is only in this that thou might come unto Me and before me, because if it were not so all that exists would fail in My presence and glory. And even in this, the heart of man failth that is of Me. Even in his offerings to Me that are of gold and worth, of his wealth and riches I receive not because of his heart that is not of Me. For it is in this that I partake and it is in this that is My wealth. For what doth a man profitth if he doth not offer a heart of love unto Me? It is in this that My soul rejoices and delights, and it is in this that I have heard the songs and prayers of your heart. For when a heart is offered unto Me, it is then that the joy spilleth over unto all of My creation and the Heavens of Love rejoice. Oh My son, can you not see that this is My glory that I should receive the wealth of the heart? For when I have thy heart it is then that the soul is Mine and counted in My storehouse of wealth for all blessings to pour forth and in this, are We not one? For when thy heart is of Me and I am in thee, are We not one? Are We not whole? Are We not of the love that no man can offer in gold and wealth, that is not of this world? For in the oneness of man and Heaven is the glory that is of Me, and in Me and through Me, and there is nothing more. For have I not spoken that this is My work and glory, and have I not come unto you and offered you the choice of freedom and the choice of love… and did you not choose Me? For what more than this in not of Me? For in that choosing thou hast spoken of thy heart and in this thou hast spoken of thy love. Oh My son, even in this the way is a rocky path of obstacles and obstructions that is of life. For if it where not so, where would thy lessons be and where would thy faith be learned? For I can and have heard your mind’s thinking of the past few days of mixed messages and meanings of your father and I say unto you now, that in this is the ear not tuned unto My voice and the heart unto yours? For have I not given the offerings of love, that I have been hearing from you and your loved ones? Have I not granted even in this the will of these prayers for your father who has been at the door of life and hath been stayed, because of his and your desires of love? Oh My children, can you not see and know that the Heaven’s are of thee and for thee? For if I speak one word it can all come to an end and the sorrow of death would befall thee. But in the prayers of love and faith have I stayed My hand, and the life still flowth unto him. For have you not doubted with the mind, but offered the love of the heart on his behalf, and believed on the confusion of the mind? For in this is the confusion of many. For thou heard the mind of solace and resolve, but your heart still spoke of desire. And it is in this that the prayers of all where heard and it is in this that I have given him the gift of life continued. For can you not see that it is upon the heart that is heard and it is in this that is given? And in your mind are the questions of prayers answered and unanswered … and it is this that is the mystery of life. For what purpose should I say unto you these things that you would not understand of the mind of man? For in this you want to understand, but can not, but I will and choose to say unto you, ‘That as a man thinketh so is he and as a heart speaketh so is he, and when the two are of My works, it is then that the all is considered for the good of the few.’ So hear My son, that the prayers upon the heart are heard and it is in this that all things are considered. For now it appears as a mystery for man, but it is wisdom unto Me. Oh My son, hearken your ears and hear, that the love of the hearts was felt from both sides of Heaven and Earth and the will of My wisdom hath been spoken in this matter of thy father. So remember this that ye should know, that the prayers of the heart, when it is of Me, are heard in love.

Therefore My children, toss off thy heavy laden and let your hearts sing of praise and love. And know that I love and hear and grant thy desires that are of one heart. So offer up thy hearts unto Me continually that We might be one in all things. Rejoice and know of My love even in your tears of toil and thanksgiving. Peace unto you.”

Thank you Father, for thy love and prayer answered.

January 17, 2014 Friday (7:00 am)

As I was praying and giving thanks for the visit with my sisters that opened to conversations of the Spirit I heard, “And as of your sister (the older of my two sisters)”…

“And as of your sister that beareth the truth of My witness, that speaketh of Me, for in her is the wisdom of all understanding, and in her is the love of grace. For she has been given the gift of knowing and the intuition of a mother and servant to watch and know, to bear witness of such things that is born unto her. For have you not seen and heard her witness over the years of which is to come? And has she not been received as all of My prophets of such witness, inasmuch as some hearken and others belittle in their vanities of the heart. Oh My children, come unto Me through My word spoken through the words of wisdom and warning. Harken unto Me and My words given, even unto many that serve and honor Me. So with this is the love of the Heavens even unto her and even as she questions her life and worth. For have not the Heavens received her time and again that she might prove herself worthy of that which is to come? For as the day cometh from the night, even is her life and her glory and in this is her wealth that is stored up unto Me. For have you not even compared her unto the servants of desert crossings and have she not even crossed the deserts of desperation and life? For in this she still comes unto Me and before Me, and in this she is heard and bears My word. For as the Lord God loveth His children, but his arm of comfort will be upon that serve, even as this. Serve well and know these things that are of Me and in this is that which will be of and for her, even as she comes unto Me at the end of her days. For fear not My children, but rejoice in the love and wisdom that is yours even as ye serve Me in your places of desolation and despair. Know that as ye remain strong all that which thou hath missed in life will be given and that which is waiting to receive thee in My wisdom and care, For the storehouses of My wealth overflow with the treasures of Heaven that are for those that endure the burden of life. Receive Me, rejoice and know that all is well in thee. Even so rest thy burdened heart before Me and let the strength of Heaven bear thee up. Peace unto you, even in this, My daughter of Love.”

January 22, 2014 Wednesday (11:15 pm)

I was just finishing my evening prayer and as I was crawling into bed when I heard, “Write.”

Pen in hand …with a heart of gratitude…

“Oh My son, art thou in Me? And whom art thou when the…

Now 6:30 am…

(I woke up in the middle of the night and found myself asleep with the my face on the paper, the light shining in my face and fully dressed in my street clothes. In my waking this morning, I have been asking the Father for forgiveness, and I am now told to write…

“Yes My son, I have said for thee to write for it is My wish and command that ye should know of My heart. For inasmuch as ye have come unto Me, and in this I now come unto thee. For as a man is in Me, so I am in him. For as you have experienced the mystery of cohabitation and you are in wonder and even asking why and how, and it is in this that you have been led to ‘C’ and it is in this that I have had my servant, of her life mission and work, to do her work and calling. For inasmuch as she has come before Me in the spirit of love and is in the care of My servants and angels. And it is in this that she works her will for the light and love of the good. And it through this that the good of all is worked upon the physical to receive Me in more light and love. And now for that which is the workings of he that fights against Me, for did I not cast out many of thousands of spirits out of the many of My children, and did I not do this work with My children as I walked the physicality of life? For this is a mystery of which many do not know, but do know that this work is of Me, that the world might fight against he that binds and snares My children. For in this is the principle of freedom and agency. And in this principle are the complexities of which you just experienced, for this is what you have been preparing through your readings and understandings. For this too is a great work among which there is a great need to understand and work, hand in hand with the Spirit and authority of God, and inasmuch as ye have the Spirit of Love and the aid of My angels it is in this that the work is accomplished. For as I have warned of the many complexities of the dimensions of life, and it is in this that We help and aid in the human experience. For it is line upon line and experience upon experience that all work, that is for Me and of Me, brought to pass and it is even so in this of which you experienced. For as of now your time and life does not allow more, but if you inquire of Me and through Me all will be revealed and made manifest. Oh My son, know that you are cared for and loved. And it is even in this that you are further cleansed for your purpose and the work that is before you. For even in this you can come unto Me deeper and further as you have been beseeching Me, and even in this your prayers of love are being answered. Ponder and know that all is working for thy good and My work. I am respecting your responsibilities and in this I am finished, but come unto Me in thought and know of the love of the Heavens even as you come unto Me.”

January 24, 2014 Friday (5:52 am)

Woke up before my alarm and felt as if I should write and asked, “Father, should I write?” and I heard in response, “Yes, I have been patiently waiting.”

Pen ready as I breathe a prayer of clarity…

“Oh My son, if thou were the son of discipline and honor that is of thy future, you would now have the command of all things. But it is of the now, this moment, that I speak of the son of honor that has taken up the yoke and that has taken upon himself the trials of discipline that ye should desire that which is of thy future. You see My son, trust is imperative to receive that which is of Me and for Me. For in all things that flow with the Spirit is for thy good and knowing. For in this is the challenge of life and in this is the discipline learned. For inasmuch as ye come unto Me it is in this, the will of the Lord God, is known and received. For as you come unto Me in righteousness then the floodgates of all blessings are bestowed upon thee and in this is your power and your gift that is of Me. For as a man cometh unto Me in honor and submission it is then that I am willing to open all that I have and it is then that the glory of All That Is is bestowed with such grace that the gift is of most desire and strength, that it is of the desire of every man, woman and child that are of Me. Oh My son, it is in this and beyond that I receive your many questions, but your time is short (before having to go to work) and your questioning mind long for the seeking of such understanding. Know My son, as you trust in Me and as you come unto Me, honor that which is and has been given and all understanding will be yours. And as you trust My word and command you will receive all that I have, that I am willing to give unto any and all that humble themselves that come unto Me.

And as of the one who stands in the shadows of fear (my nephew), masked by the thoughts of unworthiness and pride. Let him step forth from his hiding unto Me and as the prophets of every dispensation have questioned and feared that which is of them, let the questioning mind be quieted and let the desire of Me be planted as a sapling tree and watch that which is planted with the care of a mother and in this is the beginning of all things to come. And in this the fears of man will fall away and the strength of the tree revealed not only unto Me, but for all to see and hear of the words of wisdom and valor that is his. For in this he will not only find himself, but then find the path which is of him and for him, that is of Me. And it is now that the seed of honor be planted unto Me in a courageous act of faith with a mind and heart focused on Me, and in this, this one of My heart, will I reach forth My hand and in so doing the angels of love will burn into his heart the knowledge of all understanding and that which appears weak will be made as my right hand that is made strong with all that serve Me. For in this is and was all things created and in this is the creation of that which of beyond time. For it is in this that the worthy are born and it is in this that all is, the oneness of all things. For as he desires the oneness of heart and Earth/nature, now let him put that same desire unto Me and in this he will find himself the honor that is given unto those that serve Me in humbleness and worth. For even as I say unto you, so I say now unto him, ‘Know thyself and know whom thou art.’ Shake off the cloak of deception and folly and let your heart be revealed and as you risk yourself in this it is then that you will truly see and know whom thou art; and your mind of trust will fall away to a mind of knowing and in this your heart revealed. And as this is accomplished the fruit of the tree planted will shine forth for all to see and it is then that the fruit that shines as the heart will be felt without shame or guile. Let that which is of shame only guide thee and then fall away, for thou knowest the will of the heart and the way before thee. And as you make choice upon choice, letting the mind of doubt, fear and suspicion fall away, it is then that these choices of trust will be as a building unto Me and the laying the foundation of strength and love that will keep thee strong and be a strength to hold the mighty house of beauty, that holds the fruit of which the tree planted beareth fruit. Trust, My son of shame, and step forth from the shadows of hiding and come unto Me. Trust those around you, who love you, and in this you will learn to trust again. Even as the abused and beaten animal must receive the hand of love to not cower from every hand. Even in this the desire of the hand of love exists in every heart and it is in this that must be focused and given unto desire that the will be given a chance to emerge. And as this will is given the light of day it is this that will grow and bear fruit, even to be housed in the house of strength and beauty. Fear not, My son, thyself and fear not Me. Come unto Me in the small ways and it is then that I will come unto thee in great ways. Let the love of thy heart bloom forth to bear the fruit of desire, love is even of this.”

January 26, 2014 Sunday (am)

I just woke up and there is no clock at my bedside, but I know that it is before dawn because there is no light coming through my blinds, and as I am assessing the time I hear a soft, “Write.” Questioning I hear, “Yes write.”

Breathing into my heart…

“Oh yes My son, I would speak to you of love and the blessings of living My word and that which has been spoken of the honor of living My will. For as it has been spoken and it will be said until the end of this dispensation, that the way to Me is through Me and made easy as you focus upon the heart. The heart is the very gate and it is only when one is focused upon the heart of love that one can come unto Me in true repentance and receive thy worth and forgiveness. For if a man thinketh that he is without guile let him look deeper, and in this introspection he will find/see that which is hidden, and that which is behind the deception of a sinless heart. For it is often he who claims a sinless existence that carries the greatest weight of that which needs releasing unto a heart of love and a heart of submission unto Me. For he that is without sin carries the greatest sin, the sin of deception of the self and others. So as I speak of these things let all know now, that as the heart is opened unto Me it is only then that that which is being spoken can be revealed. For even all, and even I, have had to look within and at the very core of the heart is that which has been and will be in every person of a heart of life, and it is in this that the original sin of Adam released. For it in this and through this that is the gate unto Me. And for this purpose is the heart opened unto the love of ancestors, that the mystery be revealed. You doubt yourself because these are words of not the norm, and I say unto you, that the norm has the knowledge, for even other teachings speak of this original sin, but this is the sin that is last that is even unto Me. For the teachings of My servants have been that the responsibility lies not with Adam, but upon the self and in self responsibility; and this is the truth, but as the souls of man come unto Me and as the heart is lightened from the life of sin, through forgiveness and the life is brought unto Me, it is then that the last is revealed and in this is the meaning of the human condition. For as man chooses to follow even unto life, it is in this choosing that one has taken upon himself even as Adam, the choice of sin and the separation from even the Father. And it is only through My name and the release of all that is sin that one can and will return. For there in lies the mystery and there in lies the final release of the will of man made pure unto the resurrection. For even as all must come through Me and it is so that I will come through each in this glorious day of union. For it will be then that every knee will know that I Am, that I Am and of which all things were created. Fear not My son for there is no contradiction in these words unto you. For you fear that the words do not match that which has been given to others. And I say again unto you, ‘Why would I give thee that which is not in accordance to the very word spoken to those who have served Me in the past and still speak My word now?’ I say unto you, ‘That these are the things that you seek upon the path unto Me.’ See Me and in this all will be made known and in this you will find peace of the heart of love. Therefore come unto Me continually that I might teach thee of which I speak.”

January 29, 2014 Wednesday (4:00 am)

I woke and heard a soft, “Write.” I questioned several times and with each question heard, “Yes my son, write.”

Breathing into my heart for clarity…

“Oh My son, I have asked for thee to write that I might speak to thee on the subject of forgiveness, for he that acts in ways of pride and the love of all things. For when the love of pride is before Me it is then that I must humble and in this, it is then, that I must bring one to his/her knees to receive Me, and it is this that has been through the ages of man. For it is a prideful heart that turns from Me and it is a prideful heart that is in the ways of thinking, that one is beyond the love of God. For when the good is forgotten and the ways of he that fights against Me is in the forefront of the mind, it is then that My wrath is kindled even unto the destruction of many to reach the few. But if the many overcome the few, it is then that the scale of mercy is tipped that the cry for judgment is heard, and My wrath is of action and doing, and it is of this that is of the time now. For as you look beyond the range of thinking and into the hearts of the many they are not unto Me, but unto the follies of prideful worship and unto themselves. For when one sees the need and passes it by, because of the common experience of they that are asking (beggars and people in need), it is then that a society is at the risk of collapse. For when the hearts are hardened unto the division of pride and ignorance, it is then that I must act upon those that cry (angels) unto Me for the action of forgiveness (destruction). And in this wrath is love, for in the eternal nature of My love it is also able to feel the wrath of love of the lesson learned. For as a child, in his learning, thinks he/she is beyond the control of the parent, it is then that a boundary must be established and maintained for the good of the child’s learning and progress. And so it is even with this Parent of love. For when the parent is brought unto the punishment to establish the lesson and principle, is the parent withdrawing the love of the child? No. The punishment is given for the lesson and for correcting the mind-set unto guidance. As so it is with this Parent of the world of man and so it has been from the beginning of all things. It is the ebb and flow of the learning process to become a person of character and love. But it is now, that My seeing of the iniquity of all men is bringing the angels of love to even cry out for the lessons of forgiveness. For when the pride of the people is in such a sufficient state it is then that even the Mother of All will follow My command and groan under the weight of such burden. And in so doing will bring forth the humbling lessons that shake the pride from the hearts of My children. Look about you My son, can you not see that the politics of love are not for the one in need, but for the gain of power and for the greed of those who are serving. For when the agencies of government are about self-preservation and lose sight of the reasons of their birth, when one is paid beyond the good of the one they serve, it is then that the balance of caring tips the scale to the side of judgment and punishment. It is then that the peoples rise up in their own fight against oppression, but when the peoples are blinded by their own pride and indifference it is then that the lessons of love are to be administered and it of this that is even at this time. But it is of this time that is of a peculiar time, because it is a time of fulfilling all prophesy and it is a time of My coming to begin the reign of love, that all might rest from the lessons of polarity and come into a state of oneness of purpose once more. And it is at this time, for the eve of the morning, that the call is sent forth for those who are going to turn their hearts to Me will do so. And it is then that the wave of destruction will come upon My children to humble them to their knees and turn their hearts to Me and know of the mercy of forgiveness.

So My son, cry out with the angels of love unto the peoples that the hand of love will be upon those that will soften their hearts once more and come unto Me. And in so doing the love of thy heart will be heard and in this many will be saved unto the time of reckoning is upon them and it is this that the call to return is needed to shake those that are of sufficient heart to wake again and be of a nature of love. Oh My children, wake from the slumber of neglect and awaken, for thy house is on fire and thy children of thy need! Hear the cry and awake!”

February 3, 2014 Monday (4:00 am)

My eyes opened with clarity and I heard a distinct, “Write, My son, that I may speak to thee of love.” I expressed some concern of being tired with just a few hours sleep and my desire to have a mind of focus and I was assured and comforted that it would be a clear writing for me.

Pen in hand and clear minded as if I had been awake for hours…

“Yes My son, the Spirit of Love is upon thee with the clarity of purpose that was promised and in this is the purpose of words on the subject of love. For My son, I Lord God, am not well pleased that the television has been a source of hiding from Me for hours upon end and in this is the fear of the pen and the fear of worth. For as I have asked for thee to be more attentive and to come unto Me continually and directly after thou hast hid from Me in the hypnotic state of numbness, which is created by the television, and in this I am not well pleased. For in this state you can feel a lessening of the Spirit and in these is the cause of guilt and the hiding from Me, thy heart of love. For you could feel the difference in your prayer to Me, even in sharp contrast to the Spirit felt just hours before as you were in the service of Spirit as you were entering the writings into the computer. Yes My son I speak to thee of this and love, that you might not fall prey to the influences of he who fights against Me. For in this state of openness the mind is being programmed with all that you feed it and it is in an additive state of numbness, when the mind is lulled by one hour into two and then into a wasted day of and in the lie of deception, ‘That it is just for relaxation.’ And in this is the lie of forgiveness, it is in the same vein of entertainment that is used by he that is subtle and invasive, and is numbing and programming My children. For can you not feel the change of heart and the loss of Spirit? For even your choices become influenced and the barriers of defense are brought down, and that which you would have been accustomed to is brought back over the mind and the Spirit is veiled by the spirit of deception. I have watched this, for it is the way in which he can influence My children the most, and it is in this way that he can lead you slowly into his lair of deception. For hear Me My son, that this is not only you, but it is of most of My children that find themselves lulled into the complacency of thoughtless encounter with he who now has more influence through this medium and who now delights in the subtle programming of My children unto him and the ways of the world, which are now not My ways and in the spirit of Me.

Oh My children, awaken and see that the drug of deception and complacency is being slipped into you hour upon hour and day upon day, inasmuch as he has more influence and time with thee than the Spirit, which will give thee the food that will feed the soul to health and bring you back unto Me. For this is his greatest influence in these modern times and it is so subtle that My children are deceived and lulled by the craftiness of his influence, of a world that is more not of Me. And so My son, I speak to thee of this because of My love and concern for the subtle ways that he can influence and counter all of your efforts and work to come unto Me. For in this some would scoff and tell thee that this is extreme and I say unto them, ‘To open their eyes from the hypnotic gaze and shake the veil of deception from the mind and see with the clarity of Spirit and in this you will be amazed.’

Oh My children, the hour is upon you and you sleep with your eyes wide open and still not come unto Me. I say this with the clarity that it is needed that I might wake you from this state of mental slumber, and wake unto the Spirit and in this back unto Me. Oh My children of love, awaken thy hearts and come unto Me, and I will feed you the sweetness that is more edifying to thy soul. And in this you will find the peace that you seek from a society of over stimulation, that causes the mind to crave that which is numbing to the mind. Is this not even a drug that would be judged and rejected by the standards of the majority? And yet the veil of deception and dependency is over the mind for all to not see. And in these words there is no way now not to see with the clarity My concern, and in this is My love. For awaken My children and come unto Me that I might bless thee in the love that awaits to be given so freely, and that the soul is asking. For in this is My love and My call back unto Me. Peace unto you My son in these words of caution and love. Rest thy body and feed it, the rest of sleep, which I will now bless thee with, even so I Am.”

Thank you Father, for your words of concern and love. I appreciate the clarity of this writing. For there is no wiggle room for my mind to deceive me in the lie of, “I am needing just to relax from the cares and worries of the world.” My eyes are opened and can now clearly see the deception that has been before me… Thank You.

Just a note … it is later in the day and I am in-putting this writing into the computer and as I am doing so I have felt the mind’s desire to put this aside and to go numb myself with the television. It is like fighting a habit and the craving of the mind has to be refocused on the Spirit of the Lord. Also as I have been in-putting this writing I have had to call upon the Heavens to protect me in the name of Jesus Christ. I have called upon the Heavens to send forth the angels of love to surround me. My hair stood on end as I felt the threatening energy of the adversary, and became afraid for my safety. It is only further proof of the importance of this caution from the Lord.

Just another note… I am editing the writing for the blog that you are now reading, and it has been a year since I received these words of caution. I feel that I have broken my addiction to the television. Oh sure at times I will allow myself some time but I am very aware and it seems that I hardly sit down to numb and hide from my world and the Lord. In fact, I have been considering cancelling my cable service. I am glad that I now have options and making decisions that are not compulsory, but with clear thinking and understanding. I crave the Heavens over the numbing effects of the television, an addiction broken!

February 5, 2013 Wednesday (4:40 am)

I woke up with my mind filled with chatter, not of a spiritual nature, but focused on several different projects that I am juggling. After some time of lying there in my mind chatter I asked the Heavens to help me quiet my mind so I might return to sleep, because my body needed the rest to fully recover from being sick. It was after asking that I then heard, “My son, write and I will talk with thee.” As I questioned, it was confirmed to write.

Pen now ready while I am coughing…

“Oh My son that ye should write and hear the words of love spoken, that ye might know that which is for thee. (I am asking to be pardoned because of My coughing, sneezing and nose blowing, as the words are trying to come through) Oh My son, I am a patient God and a loving Father that waits to comfort thee in thine affliction. Know of this, that the love of the Heavens is as great as a parent that hovers to care for their young in their hour of need, even so the Heavens are full of such love. So be of good cheer and know of the love that every child craves, even in their adult state of pride. For you seek not such love, because you see yourself as independent and not wanting the care of others, but it is in this that you deceive yourself with objections to cover the fear of unrealized desires. So it is easier not to ask than to not receive and in this I can feel and know your frustration and your pain, and in this is the child of neglect. Father I don’t want to bash my parents. “This is not about making wrong, this is about honoring what is and the reality hidden deep, that layers the adult and the spirit to make it difficult to receive the love that is about you and for you. For My son, cannot you see that your life is one of aloneness, not because of the lack of those around you willing to love, but because of your lack of ability to be able to let them in. And it is in this that you even keep a hand up in defense with even Spirit. For did I not send you a thought about a blessing and what was your response? Yes, you didn’t want to bother anyone, or even the Heavens, to ask for thyself, that you would fight through the illness on your own, and have you not received many calls of concern? And yes, you are layered with excuses of not returning those calls because of your work schedule and yet the truth is you are in avoidance. Oh My son, you cannot escape your Father and God, that knows you even better than thyself. And in this I say these things not to torment you or to make you feel worse, but to bring light upon that which is hidden deep and even hidden from thee. For how can you fully receive My love when you are holding Me and those around you at a distance. Oh My son, I can feel with you the emotions of pain that are wanting to bubble up in the form of tears and yet you even keep those at bay. Oh My son, let that which is of a pool of loss release through the energy of emotions and I will wait for thee. And who do you think isthe greatestof therapists (Said with a some humor)? Yes My son, take some time and I will bless thee even in your lack of sleep.”

I am setting my pen aside and going to breathe into my emotions, as I was taught by Elizabeth and now encouraged by my God.

February 7, 2014 Friday (2:00 am)

I woke up with the light on as I fell asleep reading and after kneeling and saying my bedtime prayer, as I was crawling back into bed I heard, “Write My son, I would speak with thee.”

Pen ready as I breathe into my heart…

“Yes My son, I would speak to thee upon that which you have been fearing and that which My servants have blessed thee. And it is of this that I say unto you, ‘Rejoice in the Lord God, King of All Creation and know that which is your alignment is your strength and in your alignment with Me you have aligned with the power and glory of all creation. So fear not My son even when he that fights against Me, fights strong and throws his will and anger in the spite of He who aligns with thee. Oh My son, that ye should know the love of which thou has drawn upon to bring thee to this very place and the love that abounds around thee. For in this is your greatest gift and blessing and in this is the will and power of both Heaven and earth and in this is My love. So fear not and rejoice in that which is of thee and for thee and receive that which is yours. For as I have spoken, it is so. And now My son I would speak to thee on this the subject of My authority and in this is the power and command of all things. For as ye live worthy and receive the blessings of My Priesthood, so you will wield the sword of strength, which is for thy good and as ye are in the righteous cause of Me, then with this is the power and command of all things. For in this is the honor and the glory, and in this is My love. Know thou this, that you can call upon this which in your grasp, even as ye await to receive it in its fullness, for every person that is of Me will know of its power and strength and in this is the honor to hold and to carry with thee as a watchman of truth. So as ye await the day when you will once more carry the weight of such honor, do not fear until that day, for it is still with thee as thou callest upon Me in truth and righteousness. As I have said, it is available to all to call upon, but as to carry the Sword of Honor it is assigned and in this is your cause for true freedom. For with this sword of power is the will of all things that govern all things in Me. For even the elements of air and earth is commanded with this, and when it is spoken with the voice of righteousness, then even these will move and obey that the will of He that sits on the Throne of Glory is and has spoken. So as ye command, that thou art one with the will of God it is then that ye are of Me and bring forth the will and command to all the world in My name. So receive Me now that when in that day when the Sword of Honor is bestowed upon thee that you might know of its worth and honor, and in this the righteous fear not and in this is all command and glory. So My son, rejoice in the Lord and let the body of fear release the will of he that fights against Me, and in this is your strength and will be your honor. So rise forth and come unto Me in the glory that I am. Rest My son and be assured even in this, that I Am.”

I should probably at this point fill you in on some of the details involving this last writing. It was after the February 3rd writing that I began to fear for my safety. I am hesitant to give more attention to the one who fights against me as I align with My God and Lord, Jesus Christ, but I feel that by relaying the experiences it will help to fill in the blanks, and give the honor and testimony of the true power of my Lord. So as I mentioned, as I was rereading and inputting the February 3rd writing, the Lord was shedding light on the truth of the deception of the use of the media and television… I can now feel the energy and my hair is standing on end even as it did the night I was just describing… even now again I can feel it as I begin to talk about it, as I feel the need to practice what the Lord instructed and to call upon His name and use the power of His priesthood that is again soon in my grasp … As I prayed upon the Lord and raised my arm to the square, I asked for the power and Angels of God to surround me and protect me, and in this I could feel a calm come over me and in this I had a visual in my mind of the angry energy coming at me and as it did I saw an Angel of God with a sword crush upon the head of the energy that sent the energy tumbling away as I was a witness of the literal power of the Sword of Honor. I am reluctant to share the past experiences because of what it evokes, but if I shy away then I feed into the power of fear. So let me continue relating … it pretty much was this very experience, but it continued into the next morning… I am again feeling the chill of fear come over me now… wow this is crazy! I am going to push through this and not be bullied and own the power that the Lord has promised.

Again as I was saying, as I called on the power of the Lord on night of the 3rd I could feel the fear dissipate, but I was still quite concerned and even prayed that night for the angels to watch over me. And the experiences continued as I slept I was awakened by a rustling noise above my head and as I woke my body was in a state of fear with my hair standing on end and I again prayed using the Lord’s name to cleanse my room and as I was praying fell back asleep. And it was in the morning that I really began to fear. As I was getting ready for work I in my front bathroom and I heard a strange thump, knocking sound I was confused as to where it came from it sounded like it came from behind me and it was so loud that I even went to the door to see if someone had knocked on my front door, but as I opened it no one was there. So I went into the bathroom in my bedroom and as I entered I was shocked to see that the painting was hanging at a tilt and my hair then stood on end as I realized the energy was being physical. I prayed again and hurried off to work. Trying to put the experience behind me as I focused on work. As I focused at the end of my workday of going home I could feel reluctance and a fear. As I got home and entered I could not feel anything unusual but the peace of my sanctuary had been shattered and I felt uneasy being in my own home. It was then that I texted the Bishop and asked for a blessing. He apologized and explained that he would come in a minute if he could, but was involved at work and couldn’t get away and he offered to get someone else to come over to perform the blessing. It was only a few minutes later that the phone rang and it was my stake president, as he offered to come over. And it was only a short time until the doorbell rang and as I opened the door it was him and another brother in our ward. As they entered my home they admired my living space as I explained how the peace of my sanctuary from the world had been shattered. We shared for a while and then they gave me a blessing and in the blessing President blessed my home and blessed me to be in my strength wherever I am, reminding me that I have the power over the advisory and to dwell in the Lord. I have had a peace in my home since until tonight. But perhaps the lesson is as he said, the power and peace is within me, as I claim my power in the Lord, Jesus Christ.

February 9, 2014 Sunday (4:30 am)

I woke up and heard a soft, “Write.”, which was drowned out by a flood of thoughts rushing through my mind centered on last night’s conversation with my nephew about our family dynamics and life. As I lay here wading through the flooding thoughts of our conversation, that I remembered that I was told to “Write.” And with a start of surprise asked for forgiveness and questioned if I should still write. And it was with this question that the first phrase of the writing stream through…“Yes. Oh My son of the morning know whom thou art.”

Pen now ready as I breathe into my heart for trust and clarity…

“Yes My son, know whom thou art. For have I not even called you that ye might begin to see and realize thy worth and the glory of he that was with Me and he that was in the beginning of all things? That the soul might remember and surge through the veil of forgetfulness and that thy strength might return to thee as a robe that is slipped on and worn for all to see and to give thee the strength and honor once more. And yes My son, your thoughts of not wanting ‘for all to see’ of even of your strength, and it is even in this that you are blessed, and it is in this that it will be made so. Oh My son, the morning of all time was in My bosom and it is even now as you return to Me. For as thou kneel before Me and offer thy will and thy heart it is even in this that is the strength of Spirit. For it is only when one can give thyself in this humility that one is then worthy to receive My grace and all the love that I am willing to offer thee. And it is even in this that the worlds of creation will receive Me and My glory, and it is in this that My hand is offered to thee. Oh My son, you desire not of this strength and honor because you are yet as a man of shame thinketh, but I say unto you, ‘Continue to come unto Me and as thou are in this state of worthiness, thou shalt grow in thy stature of honor and it is then that all will be given.’ You even wonder, why such things are spoken and I say unto you, ‘To feed and give worth to thy soul, that thou might grow in such stature that the worth of shame shall not be, but the honor and glory of God be realized unto a mighty man of God.’ Oh My son of the morning, it is even I that created you even in the beginning and it is even I that calls you now to know and remember of whom and where thou art. Come forth even as the dead have been called forth, even to walk once again in life and it is now that I call you forth to walk with Me. For even in this is My call of honor and strength that thou might truly know Me again.

Oh My children can you not see that you were all of My bosom? And you are all being called unto Me, and in this is the will of the Lord of All Creation, that thou might find yourselves even in this very same call of honor. For you question My son of what is honor? And I say unto you, ‘That the honor is your worth made whole and in this wholeness of worth is the birthright of all that will receive again the worth to walk with the Gods and to be as the Gods once more.’ For in this honor thou shalt be dressed and in this glory thou shalt find the strength of love. For this is the love of God, which allows one to be as We, who have lived and loved from the beginning. For even in this is the worth of man. And in thy worth is thy glory. For oh My son, I can feel and hear of your lack of such worth and I say, ‘That it is in this lack that man continues to hide and it is in this same shame that is the mire of unworthiness that continues to plague the human condition of shame; that holds one in the clutches of he who thinks that thou are not worth the dust even of which you were made.’ And I now say unto you, ‘Know whom thou art, that even man might raise his thoughts beyond the worth of shame and begin to carry the light of love of which he is and was created.’ Oh My children, come unto Me that thou might know again thy worth and it is in this that is My joy, and it is in this that is your honor. For come now of those that can hear My call, and know whom thou art.”

February 10, 2014 Monday (6:10 am)

I woke up to my alarm and heard a faint, “Write.” Questioning if it is my expectation and then heard, “Anger is the poison of the soul.”

Pen now ready as I breathe into my heart…

“Oh My son, that ye should know and believe that the source of all contention is in the misunderstanding of intentions. For if one person says something and it is misinterpreted and it is then that the seed of contention is planted, which then festers and grows into anger which is the poison of the soul. It is in this that the soul suffers from the absence of Spirit and then becomes hatred, which then works on the mind and heart until the person wants to malign and seek avenues of revenge. This poison and contention is of he who fights against all My children, and stirs the emotions of the mind and heart. So My children, beware of such stirrings of contention for if they are left to neglect, it is then that you will find a garden overrun with the weeds of contentions and even find a bitter tree, of a bitter fruit, which will be the poison which shall bring thee down to the darkest of planes. So My children, watch and tend thy gardens with an earnest heart and eye, that this bitterness does not take root. And if thou hast found the poison of such contention, pray earnestly and with intent that ye might find forgiveness of the heart and mind, and such prayers I will send forth My Spirit of Love to work with thee to till and tend thy garden of the heart. For if the root source of all contention is found it is then that the very source can be rooted out and then the heart and soul will not be lost. Seek ye first even a desire to release that which keeps thee from Me and it is in the nurturing of such a desire that will bring forth My Spirit, sent from the source of all love, to help thee in such matters of heart and salvation. Oh My children, this is an insidious poison which grows and takes hold within one and then spreads to another until generations and even nations are bound to him that serves to bind My children. And it is in these ways that the heart is bound and the Spirit of Light and Love cannot dwell. It is in this that nations have been lost and even the world has fallen into darkness. Oh My children, why do you find it easier to be of that which is of a darkened heart, that is based on the pride of right when thou could simply release the will of pride and come unto Me? But the world clings to the darkness of deception and it is this that the world suffers, and it is even this that is the beginnings of a poison that you have felt the past couple of days. Oh My son, tend thy garden and side with no one that causes such feelings to grow. When one feels the pain of another’s hurt and then begins to align with their pain, this is a place of caution. For in this alignment are the seeds of such a darkness that will destroy your garden. So it is this that I caution and it is in this that I teach. It is better not to feel if it brings such an alliance of darkness. In dealing with such matters it is good to be empathetic, but not to take on the plight of the other. For align with Me and let the Spirit of Love show the way, for in some cases an action must be taken, but in most it is a dangerous energy of transfer that will take over the heart and soul. Come unto Me continually that I might lead thee and in this is the way of all things.

“Father, what if one is already in this situation, what can one then do?”

“Oh My son, let such a soul plead unto Me with earnest, that I might send forth My Spirit and help root out this poison that is so insidious that will destroy the salvation of so many. For let one begin with desire and in this, if it is nurtured, will grow and I will cause a change of heart and it is in this that the garden can be changed to one of beauty. Oh My children watch and tend thy gardens, for this very thing will destroy even an Eden, if there were not the angels of protection surrounding. Prey unto Me that I might send forth and help thee in thy efforts.

Oh My son, thy time is spent, but know of My caution and seek ye the love of Spirit that there is no room for such to grow. Forgiveness will be the key unto all My children. For many want understanding, but this is of the mind and how can one truly understand what is in another? But can you not see that it is better to be of Me than another? For it is in this that I will bring you from your mind and to your heart. For it is here in the heart that all that is forgiven and in this there is no need to understand, but to feel and to love again. Therefore seek Me and seek the heart, and in this there will be a wisdom that will guide and open thee to the ways of God and truly free thee from that which can snare and bring down even the highest of My children. For was this not even what was in the beginning of times and is still that which continues to destroy? Oh My children, come unto Me and I will guide thee in and through such matters of the mind and heart. And in so doing I will free thee unto the light of love, which holds the sweetest fruit. Desire Me and come My children of love.”

February 12, 2014 Wednesday (6:00 am)

I’m just waking and hear a clear, “Write My son, I will be brief.”

Pen in hand and breathing for clarity…

“Yes My son, I would speak to thee on the honor of chastity. You question, because of your ability to be worthy of Me. But I say unto you, that there is a chastity of the body and then there is a chastity of the heart and mind, and it is of the second that I should speak. For you have been asking, how you can purge the mind of thoughts that are pervasive, even in your most sacred times, and wonder when and why. And I say unto you, ‘That when one is wanting to be pure it is at this time that which is not of the desire (the desire to be pure) will come forth and it is a natural law of opposites and in this also is the workings of he who would bind thee to the very thing that you resist.’ And it is of a pure heart that I ask of thee and My children of service. And I say unto you, ‘That in this is the love and understanding of the human condition and the hardships therein.’ But seek Me and in this I will send forth the winds, mighty winds, of the mind to cleanse thee and sanctify thee of that which thou hast asked for help, but also you can see and know that which is still in thy heart. For you ask is it a sin to have desire and I say unto you, ‘That the desires are of this human condition and are given to keep My command to populate this earth plane, but I say unto you when one chooses not to cohabitate and share in this holy union, it is then that the mind and body will bring forth that which is programmed and it is in this that one must work to divert the focus of the natural man.’ For even those of My children have the same challenges, for did you not see the wondering eyes of desire in the man at My conference? And did you not have judgment on him and do you not even have those same eyes of desire within thyself at times? Oh My children it is a natural situation for the mind and body to admire and even desire, but it is in the embellishment of such desire that is of caution. For in this is the undesirable lust of the heart, for in this is the sin. For let Me be very clear unto you and all My children, that when the thought/desire should surface it is a natural man’s response to life, but when the mind feeds the natural man it is then that the desire becomes planted in the heart and it is in this that one must work to root out that which is asked to be of Me and of a purity. For in this is the challenge of life and in this is the forgiveness of the Heavens. For there is much confusion in this and in My clarity thou should stand in the honor and strength of that which has been commanded. For you wonder about the condition of the mind to bring forth, even in your sacred moments. And I say unto you, ‘That if these desires were not given root, would that not be of the mind as they are? For in this is your challenge and the price for your sins against Me.’ For when one has acted out so it is then planted in the heart and in this is the process of repentance. But fear not that thou are not worthy to continue in My service and in the commitments of continued covenants unto Me. For fear not My wrath, but simply continue to choose Me and in this, your desire of Me, will be of such a strength that even the most base desires of the natural man will kneel to this desire.

Oh My children, fear not these things, for even in this you give your strength away. But continue in your fight and quest unto Me. Bring forth the desires of God and let the desires of man fall away unto man, and in this ye shall find your strength and in this ye shall come unto Me with pure hearts of a conquered nation, the nation of the natural man. Come forth out of your hidings and step into the light of love, and let the things of man be of man and give that which is of God be in thy hearts. Peace unto you My son, as you don the armor of this day… fight well and be of Me.”

February 15, 2014 Saturday (1:15 am)

Just now going to bed after working late and coming home and watching the Olympics on TV to wind down. I was on my knees in my bedtime prayer and as I was giving thanks, I was told to “Write.”

So now pen in hand and ready…

“Oh My son, I have commanded thee to write that I might say unto thee that in all of thy ways that are of Me, that I am well pleased and in so much as I have commanded that the miracles of Heaven be shed upon thee. For have you and were you not just giving thanks for your abundance and did you not have a quick thought of your connection to such abundance and your tithing? And have I not promised that the windows of Heaven would be opened and fall upon the servants that keep this command? And have I not kept this covenant with thee? Oh My son of the morning, remember thy vows unto Me and in such promises are the blessings and wealth that is of and for all the world. Remember My son, that this is only the beginning of what is in store for thee, and it is I that is commanding thee to follow thy promptings to go forth unto Nauvoo. And it is there that I shall send My Spirit forth and it is there that I shall keep My command for thee to come unto Me. For in this is the call and in this is the answers that I have promised. For if thou will come unto Me in all ways and in all things it is then that the windows of Heaven will open and the blessings will roll forth with such an abundance that not only is for thee, but those that are a witness will see even that which is for thee, and in this is My command and in this is My blessing. For it is in this month of June that the blessings of such will be given and that which has been spoken given. So come unto Me in My temple and I will come unto thee as I have sanctified thee to come forth and to receive that which is of Me. Oh My son, it is of Me and in thee that I will give thee all things I have promised and spoken. So go forth and make the plans of thy heart to come unto Me and in this will be thy blessing. Yes, come unto Me in all ways and I will come unto thee in small but great ways, and then say unto Me, ‘For behold the mercies of the Heavens have consumed me in so much that the Heavens doth open the doors of Heaven unto me and it is in this that the angels doth sing unto Him that dwells on High and blesses all the ways of he that comes unto Him.’ And in this I will call thee son and servant and in this you will be blessed for all to see and witness that which is come for thee. Trust My son and fear not these words of promise; trust and know that all is waiting for thee. So come unto Me and know that it is of Me in thee that thou should do My bidding in thee for Me. Receive and know of that which is spoken for thee. Sleep My son and I will bless thee in this.”

February 20, 2014 (5:30 am)

Woke up with a clear, “Write.” Breathing for clarity and pen now ready…

“Oh My son, the love of the Heavens with upon thee and with thee that thou should receive the course of My word and extend thyself into action, and in this thou shalt be blessed and in this is the love of the Heavens. For when one receives the will of God and acts accordingly it is then that the windows will be opened and the blessings will flow forth in the degree of such action, for My house is a house of order and in so much as a man abides by the laws of Heaven it is in this that every blessing is predicated. For was not your famous theorist, Einstein, inspired with a principal of Heaven, ‘With every action there is a reaction’ and in this is the truth and laws of the Heavens. Oh My son, that ye should know that when thou doth serve Me in every way and with every degree of thy heart and soul, it is then that thou shalt know Me as I am. But until that day the truth of all awaits in every principal lived and served. For in this is the evolutionary leap of man into light and into this the future of this world. For even now she calls forth unto Me and I receive her as she readies for the day of union and glory. For in that day all man will be changed unto the light and love that awaits, and in this is the glory of the Father that all is brought before Him in the accounting of mercy and in this is the glory unto every kingdom of light and in this will be the glory of all … Oh My son breathe and receive My word for in this word is the love that is extended unto all that come unto Me, for let every man, woman and child prepare this day and come unto Me on bended knee with a willingness to serve, the only and true God of All Creation. And in so doing so it is then that He will serve them with a mighty hand that can be upon them that can be for their good and well being. For in this is the law of laws and the answer to everything that pertaineth to this world and kingdom. For when the angels of mercy have and are loosed in their desire and glory it is then that man will know Me and come unto Me in a servitude of love. But is it not better to come unto Me this day that I might receive thee in that day with all that is yours? Yes My son, continually come unto Me and thou shall see of which I speak. Continue to sharpen and hewn thy mind and heart and as thou doth continue in this it is when thou doth least expect that the mighty change of man will take thee unto that which is do him. For the scales and balance of all things are accounted for and in that day the scale will be tipped unto mercy and love for those that receive Me in the flesh and become one with My will. Therefore come unto Me in thy every move and breath, that the mercy of God might be extended unto all peoples.

Oh My children, can you not see the justice and love in all things and in all ways? For My house is ordered and unto every blessing is given it’s worth. Breathe and know My word … and in this thou shalt be blessed upon the glory of Heaven. Oh My son and children, if thou would give forth unto Me all that thou hath, that I might give all that I have unto thee. And in this is the law of accountancy and in this is everything ordered unto that which is in the law given. Awaken thy hearts and quiet thy minds and receive Me that I might receive you in that day which is upon thee. Come forth and sing the heart of praise that is for the Heavens and Earth to bear accordingly, and in this song of the heart is the glory of man.”

Just a note, because I too questioned the correctness of the quote, “…every action there is a reaction” thinking that it was Sir Isaac Newton that the theory belonged to. So I googled it and I learned that it was Newton that the quote belongs to, but Einstein took Newton’s law and built upon it, hence Einstein being ‘ inspired by a principal of Heaven’.

February 24, 2014 Thursday (5:55 am)

Woke up before my alarm and heard, “Oh My son, I would speak with thee.” It has been only about a week since I have written, but it feels like it has been weeks. Even after all these years I still get anxious to have the writing come through me, with the concern and anticipation of flow, content and worthiness … as I hear, “Yes, you are worthy.”

Breathing for the flow of words to come…

“Oh My son, I would speak with thee concerning the things of the mind and the heart that ye should know My love and My heart is with thee, even in thy silence. Question not thy worth or worthiness for as you have been in a state of mental and physical overwhelm, that thou hast been in a state of doing My work with full intent, and in this I have heard thy prayers unto Me and the supplications of the heart. For in thy fastings and prayers of the heart unto Me concerning the love for those of your focus. And know that in thy heart that it is well received unto Me and it is in this that are coupled with the many prayers that I say unto you, ‘That thou hast been heard. To address them and to know that all is well as your sister awaits the word and answers that will come back … Oh My son, trust the words for you fear the words and question still if they will be wrong. For how can you trust not this that has been with thee and for thee over the years of this journey? For trust the words and know of our love… For the tests will be inconclusive and will make the doctors wonder, and will give thy sister time to do that which will change her behavior towards her health. And in this she will be blessed and in this is My heart turned to her once more as she serves and does My bidding upon the world of the physical. That she might enjoy that which has brought her the greatest joy, to serve.’ Oh My son, that ye should come unto Me still in mighty supplications that the will of the Heavens might receive thy love and in this is the course of life revealed unto thee as thou begins to honor that which is for thee. Receive these words and know in the trust that they are given. Even as I have spoken it to you, so it is.

So for … yes, I can hear your prayers of forgiveness in the lack of trust and avoidance, because thou hast feared Me and My words of counsel, but fear not My son and know that all is given in time and place. And if thou feels the lack of trust, it shows thee that trust must then be built for thee to know of Me and that this is for thee to receive in the goodness of faith. For fear not My son and know that the words of love will continue to flow even in thy weakness of heart. Come unto Me in thy supplications and I will give thee strength. Ponder and know of My love.”

March 2, 2014 Sunday (4:50 am)

Woke up early with very few hours of sleep over the past few days because of my work schedule. As I woke I heard to ‘write’ and fell back asleep. So now I breathe to clear my mind full of apologies…

“Son of My heart, I commend thee for the love that thou hast shown unto My children and your family. For in thy prayers of love is the heart of thy faith, and in this is My love and My grace. For if thou had asked in a prideful mind then the things of thy desire would have been an abomination to Me, but it is in thy love and then releasing to My will and My wisdom that thou hast been blessed in thy wisdom, and it is in this that I am turned to thee and it is in this that thou hast been heard. Oh My son, remember these things for it is in this that is the key in thy asking and it is in this that My ear is hearkened unto the prayers of those that approach Me. Oh My son, thy heart is with Me, but your body is fighting thee as thou art fighting to stay awake and keeping the body’s desire for sleep at bay. Thou art blessed because of thy desires, but it is of your feelings that I want to speak and it is of your concerns that I want to express My love. For if thou hath said unto Me that thou were in a mind of openness I would have said unto thee, ‘Oh ye that deceiveth thyself.’ But it is in your concerns of a lack of closeness and a shift of the Spirit that I have come to share, that it is in this awareness that thou art blessed. For as you can feel and know it is a subtle shift and in this I am well pleased, that is of your growth in awareness of things not physical, for in this shift is a concern of the Heavens and it is with a mindful eye that thou must watch. For have you not felt the energy of the buffetings upon thee? And have you not noticed the plague of undesirable thought coming at thee and thou hast had to step up thy defense and have fallen prey to some at the same time, and has it not caused thee to wonder and question thy worth and thy heart? And in this is the subtlety of he who fights against Me, for it is in this subtleness that the mind and heart is broken down. For let Me say unto thee, ‘That it is because of a mind and heart that has been seeded with the seeds of undesirable thinking that thou hast allowed thy garden to be over run of years of’…Yes, even now can you feel the fight of the mind and for the mind that is being blocked? For you would think, ‘Why would this wicked one be allowed to interfere even at this time?’ And I say unto thee, ‘That it is the law, My law, that has been set up even in the foundation of all things that even as thou hast been given every freedom and so it is that all freedom must and will be respected.’ And it is even in this that he uses the law in his favor and it is in this that thou art buffeted. For if the weeds of the past were not there and taken root in thy mind it would be of little concern, but it is because of thy unattended garden that the weeds have taken root and it is in this that thou must do thy work to reclaim that which is of thee and in Me. And is this not a hell? To have such buffetings when thou art desiring to come unto Me and this is the price of sin and the price of a heart that was turned to the ways of the world of desires. For it is even now that thou must do the work to root thy garden or mind of that which is not of a desirable nature that keeps thee from Me. For this is thy work and thy challenge, for this is why a clear mind that is free from the trappings of the world is easier to repel the seeds of wickedness. But one must not be discouraged in the work to cleanse that, which has been over run by neglect, but be mindful and root out thought upon thought with a diligence that is of Me, and in this you will be blessed. For it is in this that many become discouraged and fall back to the ways of the world, and it is in this that thou art being tested of thy level of dedication unto Me. For if it were not so, he who is against Me would not be working with such a might to forge against Me in thee. So press forward with a might that will show him the choosings of thy alliance and it is in this that he will yell with a vengeance, but be not swayed in his intimidations of a false power. For as thou art aligned with Me, that thou might learn of the true nature of power and the true nature of love. For when these two are married and one, there is nothing greater. So My son, come unto Me continually and be not swayed by he that would have thee to fall, and be even as a fallen Eden. For can he not see that the Eden is still alive and well even in thee? Fear not that which appears impossible and fear not Me. For in thy efforts is an accumulative equation of abundance. And as thou art diligent and mindful thou will tip the efforts of thy work to be in thy favor. So endure this time well and continue to fight and press forward unto Me. And in this the angels delight and are willing to shoulder the weight with thee. Press on My son, press on and shoulder the might of God! And in thy efforts be not daunted in the knowledge of My love.”

March 6, 2014 Wednesday (6:20 am)

Woke up and upon waking I said within my mind, “Thank you, Father.” And I heard an immediate response, “Write My son, I would speak to thee of love.”

Pen waiting as I breathe…

“Yes My son, I would have thee write of words of love. For if thou thinkest that the love of the Heavens faileth to reign forth because of thy urges to numb thyself with the television, let thy hidings cease and let thy mind have peace and know of the love for thee and of thee. For as a man journeys upon the life path he is at choice and upon this path is the many choices unto Me. For if thou were to choose the comfort of the television and still loveth Me in thy heart, it is in this that I wait for thee to awake again and come unto Me. For as thou sleepeth with the numbing effect of man, so it is that I await for thee to come from thy slumber of man and come unto My rest and My love. For doubt not My love for thee, but do know of My concern for the productivity of the life lived, as the days are numbered unto Me and it is only a breath of God and thy days will be at an end. But remember My son, that thy days are of an accounting of the time of man and as thou thinkest of Me so it is in years and what is years to thee is just a moment in time to the Heavens. So come unto Me that thy years and My breath might be as one and the moment of this time fulfilled. For in thy pattern of rest and relaxation is thy trapping, break this cycle of escape, get the proper rest and thy will, will be set upon the significance of importance. For in this significance is the will of God and in this is the importance of the matter before thee. For yes I can hear of your concerns before thee and of your concern of offending the one before thee, and it is in this that thou must step with love and concern/caution. For upon thee is the inevitable moment of truth and choice to disappoint one with thy truth and the choice of thy God. For yes I have spoken My word and in this is the importance of thy desires and My commands unto thee. Walk softly with love and speak thy truth unto Him and in this truth is the will of He Who Commands All Things and in this is thy strength. Let the love of thy heart be of Me and in this there is no shame. Speak thy truth in a timely way and let the emotional mind of man be just that, and let thy heart be set unto Me. For what hath thy desires been speaking and so is My command and challenge unto thee. ‘Raise thy eyes and head from the concerns of man and keep thy heart and My heart as a focus of oneness.’ And in this thou will be blessed with the comforts of the Heavens, as the Heavens surround thee and bring thee back unto love. Step from thy slumber and let thy eyes be awakened once more with the love of God and let the concerns of the mind fall upon Me, and in this is thy peace and thy rest. Oh My son of love, let thy heart be of Me and let thy heart be filled even in this, for the love of the Heavens is of thee and awaits to fill thee. So come, come unto Me.”

March 7, 2014 Friday (6:20 am)

Woke up to my alarm and heard, “Write.” I questioned and then heard, “Yes My son, I would speak to thee of love and worship.”

Pen ready as I hold some hesitation…

“Oh My son, you fear that I might say unto thee, ‘The things of friendship must be stayed.’ And I say unto thee, ‘Fear not, for thou must learn strength and patience. For yes My son, even as I have called you forth unto Me and it is now, My name thou hast chosen to take upon thee and it is I whom hast chosen thee and in this is My command and in this is My blessings.’ But those that call upon the name of others, still follow a heart of love, for in this is the patience and love of all nations, kindreds and traditions. But I say, ‘Teach through thy example of love and continued commitment to My word. For in this is the guiding light unto Me and in this can and will The Holy Spirit of Promise testify and bear the seal of truth.’ For as thou believeth upon My word and My name, thou shalt still be blessed. Fear not the traditions of others and the conflict of honor, for what is carried in the heart is the honor given to Me and it is I who am in thee and it is I who will give you all blessings of love. So My son, fear not the conflicts of honor, but give love and respect unto all nations and religions that kneel unto their Maker and give honor unto the good in the world. But do know that all will be taught of Me and My word whether in this life or in death and in this is the opportunity to kneel before Me. So follow thy traditions that are of Me and allow thy home to house the other traditions of the world and fear not My wrath nor My forsaking hand, but look to My love that gives honor to those that turn unto love. Fear not My son and love freely in Me. As far as your concerns of that which thou hast fought in thy home, of he who fights against Me and opening a door unto his spirit of contention, fear not him in this honor of friendship. For as thou came unto Me and it is still so and the belief of others is always around you and in this is your strength of heart and purpose. For it is of Me and in this is thy authority over all dominion of this world. So fear not to open a door unto him once more, but keep an eye single to Me as thou respects the traditions of others as they find Me in the traditions of their ways. Fear not My son and love.”

I am planning on having Swamiji come and stay with me, for a couple of weeks, as he comes for a visit to the U.S., and I wasn’t too sure how the Heavens would receive his traditions and the teaching of his classes. But as I am continuing to witness, our Lord is a lover of the heart no matter what tradition or culture.

March 11, 2014 Tuesday (6:15 am)

Woke up minutes before my alarm and I heard to write, but it sounded and felt more mental. So I questioned again and heard, “Yes My son, I would speak with thee.”

Trusting as I breathe for clarity and flow into my heart…

“Oh My son, I would that thee should write that thy will might become My will and thy thoughts My thoughts, that all understanding might come to thee. For as a man thinketh of the things of this world and the things of man so he begins to understand the …

Told again to pick up my pen and write, as I have been praying on my knees for help and guidance, calling upon the Father for deliverance and clarity; calling for the Comforter to share the truth. And now told to write again, “Yes My son, oh My son calm thy mind and come unto Me, that thou would know the truth of all things and in this is the wisdom of the Heavens that ye seek.”

Oh Father how can I trust again? How can I know what is real, what is my mind and what is he who fights against you? Trying to calm my mind and self, but I am very distraught…

“Shhhhhh, oh My son come unto Me (said in a soft and gentle tone). Yes My son, come unto Me that ye might know the truth of all things, for in this is the love and comfort that thou doth need.” (Taking some time to quietly and calmly pray.)

Just a note to make some sense of this writing, as I was writing it felt like there were dual messages coming through and then I heard a sinister laugh, a laugh that I have heard a few times now that is often followed with a derogatory comment or thought, which has been always associated with the ‘wicked one.’ With this it threw me into a panic and confusion with the thought that even now the writings were not safe.

March 14, 2014 Friday (3:58 am)

Woke up and heard, “Oh My son, I would speak with thee.” I am a little apprehensive and yet calm at the same time. As I breathe into my heart and hear, “Yes My son, I would speak with thee concerning the love and trust of the heart, that ye should know the things of God and the love of the Heavens, that ye should trust again. Be it said that the will of God is accomplished, that the power and will is upon thee, that thou should not fear nor doubt that the Creator of All has spoken the will that ye should know these things and come unto Me again in the humbleness that you are. Oh My son, can you not see that the gates of hell wage a mighty war against thee? And can thou not see that the hand of God is upon thee even in thy weakness as thou are tossed about in this war of wills? For in this is the creation of what will be and what already is. For remember My son in thy struggle of wills, the servant of love that has blessed thee with thy own hand, and is and was that not you? And is this not only the fire that forges a mighty heart in which the blade is made strong? For in this is the testimony of strength made whole and perfect, that seems as thou at this time, is weak. For is not the blade softened in the furnace that it might be shaped and molded into the blade of strength and honor? Oh My son, trust in thy strength of will and know that in this is the debt paid and in this the suffering short, that ye be and come back unto Me. Thou knowst the end, so relax in the fight and be as a well rooted tree in this mighty storm of will that rages in and around thee, for in that one view and experience of what will, is your strength. And My son I would still speak to thee of that which wages against thee. For in this has the wicked one used the weakness that is in thee, the weakness of the natural man and the weakness of desire. For in this that appears to be a burden is the strength of all strengths. For in this is the will of creation and the desire to be more than that which is hidden in the will. For if thou would look deeper beyond the instinct of the natural, you will see the very seed of power that is the very core of all creation. So My son fear not this will of desire, but look deep and you will find its worth and in this worth is the very key of that which is the power of All Creation. For within that which is deemed undesirable is the very mystery made so simple to the enlightened mind that is guided by the Spirit of Light, that shows the very key that would be so easily cast away with a judgment of man. So My son, look deep and ye shall see in this the view of eternity and in this very key which all hold is the mystery and future of all things. So My son, stay close to Me even in thy weakness and let the war wage around the stillness of knowing, that as it is spoken so it is finished, that the word is made whole in thee. Oh My son, there is no mystery in this when the mind is enlightened with the knowledge and view of the light of What Is, even the Father of All Creation. Be not confused in this and know that the hand of God is still upon thee and in this is the love and grace of He who is the smith at the bellows of life. Come forth unto Me and ye shall know of thy worth, the worth of the metal made soft in the heat of the Master’s fire. Fear not the heat and know, even in this is the power of love.”

March 18, 2014 Tuesday (6:05 am)

Woke up and heard, “Yes My son, I would speak to thee.”

Pen ready but feeling a little disconnected, breathing into my heart and praying for clarity…

“Oh My son, that ye should write the words of love and the command of My words unto you that ye should know the will and grace of He that is all things, and is of a knowledge of thee and the relationship of what is. For My son thou hast been asking, ‘What is different and what has changed?’ For thou hast noticed the difference of Spirit and attitude. The changes of desire has had a slight shift and in that slightness of attunement thou hast now seen the shift from oneness and purpose. For this is the lesson of attunement and in thee is the heart needing to be cleansed of fear and uneasiness. For thou hast been slothful in thy desires and in thy attention unto Me, and in this is the shift of desire. Oh My son, you can see in this that just the slightest of change will need correction to have the purpose and intensity of Spirit that has been the gift in the past. And yes I can hear your thinking that maybe you cannot keep the intensity all the time, and perhaps the ebb and flow of intensity is normal. And Yes My son, it is normal and normal is the way and thinking of the world and the slothfulness of he who is not directed unto Me. And I say unto you in all love, ‘These thinkings are of the mediocre. Those that profess but deny the reign of Spirit upon them, and it is in this that they miss their mark, and it is in this that I receive them not.’ For son, there is the path unto Me and then there is the path of excellence, that is the path to serve and in this is the will and heart of God. Oh, that I would have every will and heart of man, that I would receive them and they receive Me. That the oneness might be felt and the sweetness of the Heavens might pour forth unto them, but they receive Me not, and in this is the pain of the world. So My son of love, come unto Me continually that thou might receive Me in the amount of intensity that thou hast been missing and desiring. Fear not My wrath and fear not thy worthiness. For in thy fear is what keeps thee hiding from Me, and in this thou hast not received the fullness of Spirit. And have you yet felt the promptings and Spirit still? For yes, you have been of Me, but not with Me, and in this thou hast felt the shift. For in this has been thy fear … Yes My son, it was in the experience of difficulty with the writings and he who fights against Me. It was in that experience that the seed of doubt and fear was planted and it was in this that ye have been hiding from Me in the desire, because of this fear. Receive My word and receive Me, and know that thou art Mine and thou art of Me. Question not thy purposes and question not My command. And in this thou will have the faith of love, that is unto those that are close unto Me. Fear not My son and come unto Me in a fullness of heart that I might receive thee in that same degree. That thou might know Me and My love that flows freely unto those that receive Me in purpose. Fear not, and come unto Me.”

March 26, 2014 Wednesday (2:48 am)

Woke up with little sleep, because of a 3:30 am journey to the hospital’s emergency room the night before with Dad and his health issues of being 93years old. Tired and concerned about getting enough rest as I hear, “Write My son, I would speak to thee and I will bless thee with rest.”

Breathing for clarity…

“Yes My son, I would speak to thee as the sun sleepeth, that thou might receive Me and in this thou might know of My bidding and thou might receive My word. And in this is the will of He that commands all things and knows all things that ye might be enlightened in the knowledge of love. For as thou art with Me it is then that I will be with thee and in this is the knowledge of life. For My son, I had told thee time and again that the way to Me is in the heart and it is still My words that say unto thee to come unto Me and in this is the way, for seeketh the heart, and thou wilt come unto Me. For in this quest of feelings and truth is the way known before thee and it is only with a heart connected to Me that thou would know the way before thee. For as thou seekest Me, it is then that My Spirit will guide thee upon path upon path in thy journey and the wondering mind might light upon the way of truth. For as the mind is awakened unto Me through the connection to the heart, thou wilt be of one heart and one purpose which is of My will for thee. For the day cometh when the salvation of man will need this connection to survive that which is before thee. Son My son, hone in on the truth and the way of My words and thou will be of a purpose unto Me. For as the prophets are called and many are awakened to this which is before them. Oh My son, trust in My words and My holy purposes, that ye might be prepared in that day when I shall reveal My truth unto the many that thou might know the way before thee. So come unto Me with a diligence of discipline and let My work and wonder be made known. For as you do this it is then that the Spirit will be upon thee that thou might be called, ‘The son of He that reigneth forever in the presence of God’, and in this is the calling and the key and in this is My will. Come unto Me and know. Sleep My son, and I will bless thee in thy efforts of love.”

March 30, 2014 Sunday (5:23 am)

Woke and heard, “I would speak with thee.”

Breathing, with pen in hand, for clarity…

“Oh My son, I would speak to thee of the throws of the wicked one and his influence upon thee. For have you not been like a ship upon the sea, tossed about in a mighty storm? And is not your ship taking on the waters of iniquitous thought? Are you not in the throes of temptation, and did you not cry out to Me in your bedtime prayer? And did I not come for thee now? Oh My son, I would caution thee to be of a sound alertness, for the armies of satan are working against thee. And did you not wonder if the angels have lifted their protection? And I say unto you, ‘Nay. That the world of the wicked one is conspiring against thee to bring thee down, and it is in their interest of fear that they wage a mighty war against thee. And it is in My love that I come for thee.’ Because thou didst cry out unto Me and it is in this, the choosing of the good that allows the angels to gather about thee once again, and it is in this that thou wilt be protected. Can you not even feel the desire to attend church and be of Me, flowing back unto thee even as you write? For you were hiding behind your tiredness, that was even your temptation to stay away from Me, that thou might rest. And I say unto you, ‘That it is in these small choices that the wicked one enters into your world. And it is in these choices that his foot is keeping the door ajar. And it is in this that his minions are then allowed to take more and more of thee that the scales of desire are tipped and the angels must step away from thee and give thee thy choice.’ For even in all things is the agency of freedom respected until that day, that My wrath falls upon the world of man. That the world be cleansed of the burden that binds her and it is even this same burden that was beginning to bind thee as thou listened little by little to he that is against thee. Oh My son, that thou might come unto Me with all of thy heart and fear not the temptations of the war waged against thee. Come unto Me and live in the freedom of love and forsake the freedom of desire that will bind thee to a sinking ship. For in this is the woe of many, and in this is the life choice of the freedom given so freely. Oh My son of the morning, girt up thy loins in the righteousness of He that calls you son and behold thou shalt have the world of love surround thee. And behold thou shalt be of good cheer and a light heart, as the son of all iniquity flails his thwarted arms of desire, that were wrapped around thee, in a fit of anger. Oh My son, fear not he who was cast at My very feet, but fear Me the Creator of All and the Father of many. Come unto Me that I might continue to call thee son and that the arms of love might encircle thee in the warmth of love as a mighty war is waged for thy soul. Oh My son, fear not this war for thee, but hold steady and strong with the arms of God about thee. Oh yes, come unto Me and be free once more! And in so doing thou shalt be of Me and in this thou shalt continue to be blessed, and in this the Spirit might continue to dwell. Yes, even in that choice that you thought is the victory of the war won. So continue to choose Me that thou might be of the strength, that has been your ordination, and in this thou might serve Me and be a ‘Son of God’, which is the greatest of all callings. Be strong My son, and hold to the rod tightly that the war against thee might not sweep thee away in the mighty winds that wage against thee. Fear not and feel the love and mercy surround thee as thou doth even write these words. Oh My love encircles thee and gives thee rest once more. Be strong and be brave My son, My warrior.”

April 2, 2014 Wednesday (3:30 am)

Woke up with a racing mind of work and all that there is to accomplish that is on my plate. As I lay there, even in all of my concerns I heard, “Write.” I was concerned as I do that it was a mind creation because it wasn’t as clear as in other times amongst all of my jumbled thoughts. I heard continued promptings and then heard, “Write My son and I will speak to thee of love.”

So pen in hand and breathing for clarity…

“Oh My son, that ye should have and trust My words of love and know the Spirit of All Creation is upon thee. For as thou thinkest of that which is fighting against thee, thou doth wonder of that part, of what part is of him and what part is of the natural world of circumstances. And I say unto you, ‘Trust that as thou thwart the plans of a personal affront then the workings of the armies of evil will work on the life around. For this has been the case even from the beginning with all of My servants who have been called of God to be a witness and purpose in the hands of He who is of the Supreme. So fear not My son and know that even as he tries to direct thy energies and figheth against thee to break thee down. It is even of another world of light that is willing and ready to shoulder with thee the weight that is upon thee. Think of that and you will begin to see and feel the angels of love that is around thee, in the fight for the will of God. For if a man is overwhelmed with adversity, let him think upon the good and right and in this will be the vision of God and the creation of that which is for the good of the one oppressed. So My son give praise to that which is good around thee and then that which seems of such weight will become light and the angels will rally and sure thee up. For light begets light and the positive thinking of the oppressed is lightened unto the joy of God in all things and in all ways. So fight the natural thinking to be burdened with such weight and rejoice with the joy of the angels that abide with thee. Know of our love and know of My hand that will be upon thee even in these trying times. Fight well and be strong even as the weight of life fights against thee. Peace My son, peace.”

April 4, 2014 Friday (5:00 am)

Woke up and clearly heard, “Write My son, I would speak with thee of the wisdom of love.”

Pen in hand and a little concerned, because my mind is distracted by misspelling and seems a little foggy… breathing for clarity…

“Yes My son, I would speak to thee on the wisdom of love, for I have heard thy anger and thy misunderstanding in thy conversations and thou art of an opinion that the fairness of others and the coldness of those that shirk the opportunity to serve thy father. For I say unto you, ‘That in this one act of service is a multitude of blessings and in this is the selfless love of families and the chain of the human condition, and it is in this that generations have learned the meaning and wisdom of love. For in the act of service towards the aged is the heart made pure and those of a pure heart will come unto Me in My kingdom of love. For if one were to only serve in this one capacity, the heart would know the lessons of a lifetime. For did you not feel your heart soften and were you not able to do that which you never thought deemed possible? For yes, and in this is the wisdom of love and in this is the opening of what could have never been. So embrace the service of thy father with your continued love and thy heart will know the joy of service, and be not angry that others do not share the burden of love, and know that it is in wisdom that the service is given unto thee. So serve well and let the non-interest that seems to surround thee not be in contention with thy heart. For thy thoughts are, ‘How can one just forget the others that turn away and hurt thy father?’ And I say, ‘That in this act they truly turn away from thy Father, but it is not of thy concern of what is the action of others, but what is the action of thee. So attune thy heart unto love and let the judgments be given unto Me. And in this will be thy peace and in this will be the wisdom of love.’ For there are many levels of opportunity to love and it is in this that the heart is blinded and knows only love; for in this is the opportunity to be a continuous glow of love that is before thee and in this is the wisdom of love. Fear not My son, the scale of judgment, but fear that the heart is filled with love. For if one desires the Heaven of Me, then thou must prune the branches of dead wood and the dead wood of hate, envy, misunderstandings and anger. For in these are the blight that kills the branch and in this is the whole tree affected. So trim thy garden from the affected wood and in this is the trimming of dead wood. Know of this and in this is the service of work that will be for thy good and for the good of those around thee. For if thou thinketh upon this, in thy ponderings will be the many ways to do this work. For it is the instinct to cut off that which is of no service or use; and I say unto you, ‘In this is it not a disservice? Because it is in this that the axe is buried deep in the heart to later be found as the wedge that split the tree of love asunder.’ Oh My son of love, is it not easy to love those that love as thee? But perhaps there are many ways to love as there are many ways to come unto Me, but there is only one way to enter unto Me and it is in the act and art of love, the way of the heart. So prune thy tree and bury not thy axe, but lighten thy weight by pruning that which does not serve thee unto love. Find this and then you will find Me.

Oh My son, come unto Me in all things and in all ways and in this is the love of the Heavens, and in this is the mercy found that is given unto all who will kneel unto Me with a love that is given so freely. For doth thou think that the reward of a well-lived life is gold, riches or wealth? For in the life well lived is the gift of love and one can only add upon thyself this wealth of the Heavens. So do thy work, trim thy garden and learn the value of love, and in this thou will find the wisdom of love. Rest My son and ponder thy riches of the heart.”

April 11, 2014 Friday (4:28 am)

Woke up this morning and heard, “Write My son, I would speak with thee.”

Breathing for clarity…

“My son, My son you question the laws of love and you wonder at the wisdom of that which was set into the framework of creation even from the beginning of time. And I say unto you, ‘That there is that of this creation and there is that of others and so when the two creations meet there is conflict for those that carry the laws from that which does not exist in one framework to another.’ But it is of utmost importance that all laws of God be upbraided or there would be chaos and disorder, and in this there would be the disharmony of the chain of creation. For that which is upon the one creation is and must be upheld to give credence to the authenticity of God’s creation and the creation of My own hand. And in this is the wave of love given, for all those that come unto Me from one law to another, and it is in this that the world was created to house the worlds of children and the purpose of He that created All. Fear not nor judge not the hand of God in this, but come unto Him that created the life lived and accept the love of God.

Now concerning the law and the body that was created to house the soul of man and woman. And I say unto you, ‘That this is the Grand Cross of Creation. And in this as you experienced, the same for all that is the point, cause or center of creation.’ For behold that which is in each is the same, and it is that which is from beyond the laws of the world of most, but it is still there within. For there is much given that is still not yet given power and authority to use, as a whole unto those that know such things. For each are veiled or cloaked in the steps of wonder, and in this veiling is the protection of love until that time in which the process of knowledge is made and given freely. But until that time the world of knowledge is hidden to the majority of souls that are not of even a mindset of order, or laws, that must govern all things. For the world of man still sees the laws of God as limitations instead of the doors to the freedom that it is, and in this there is still a growing in the majority of man and in this is the wisdom of the Heavens in the veiling of such thing of wonder, which thou hast even had a glimpse. Glimpse upon glimpse and in this is only the beginning of such imaginings. For behold that which is given or shown unto all will be given for the whole when the mature soul and the mind of creation meet and in this is the knowledge of all things. For even My most mature and learned have fallen into the maze of disobedience and in this they were cast out of the framework of love, that flows freely unto all willing to receive that which exists for all. So My son, law upon law must be obeyed for the knowledge to flow freely and in this is the wisdom and understanding of the Heavens that holds all creation and the laws therein. Oh My son, that thou and the world were ready to hold and house all that I have to bestow upon all those of a maturity to hold and wield such power and understanding. In time all will be known and understanding will flow from the sweetness of the framework of order, even as the hive is made to order, for the colony of My servants. For look to the laws of all creation and in this are the laws recorded in understanding; for that which is your home, even your Earth, houses the laws of every creation and in this is the Book of Life in which all is recorded for the process of those who know how to read the records therein. So as you wonder and ponder such things, line upon line all will be made known of that which is your understanding. So be open to the laws that confine some and give freedom to others of a maturity to see the wisdom of such things. Understand this and all of life will open to thee in a new way and the understandings of such things will be of most worth. And in this is the order of this world until the united order of thought gives way to the individual encasement of identity, understand this and then you will have the foundation of all creation. But for now the beginning is to receive that which is before thee, which is in the form of discipline and the learning of controls or focused desires of understanding; for as one learns and masters one law then it is given way to the many. For there is a collaborative effect upon all creation… so hold more light that others might see and in this is another and the basis of understandings. Light My son, hold the light. For in this is a key to unlocking that which is before thee. So come unto Me and in so doing the world of laws will become the worlds of such vast freedom that the mind of man cannot even begin to understand in this state of learning and mortality. So fear not the confines of law, but embrace it and welcome that which you resist and in this is the wisdom of understanding.

Rest My son, and give great ponderings to such things and read the book upon which you live and you will begin to read the coding therein. Oh My son, come unto Me in this and My love will pour freely in the understanding therein. Love and peace to your mind of wonderment and love and peace to your heart of Me.”

April 14, 2014 Monday (5:38 am)

I woke up and immediately heard, “Oh son, My son come unto Me in word and I will come unto you in deed.”

Breathing into my heart, as I remember that today is my birthday…

“My son of the morning, that ye should know the love that reigneth above and the love that streams below is the same of the love of the heart, and in this is the love of the Heavens. For on this morn in the decades of time spanned, the soul was united to the body of form and in this unity of faith lies the combination of union that is for all to come unto Me and receive that which is due them. For those that have chosen to come into this physical mortality receive such a gift, yes a gift. For the body is such as that, for the years of life lived thou hast always tried to relieve thyself of the body and come back unto Me through the realm of spirit. And I say unto you, ‘Receive the body in the joy that it is, even as it begins its descent into the years of wisdom and as the body tarries in years, the wisdom of the mind then begins to span the difference between body and spirit… Oh My son, that thou would let the words flow with the ease that they are spoken… In this spanning of difference is the bridge that is made of the heart and in this is the way unto Me. For as it has been spoken time and again, and it is still spoken now, that the heart is the source of all wisdom and as the mind and the body kneel to the heart, it is there that I will come for thee. For in this wisdom of the aged is that which is for thee to know and in this is the freedom of that which you seek. For as thou hast sought the relief of the physical through death, so it is in this that thee shalt find that which you seek. Oh My son, that thou might come unto Me in all ways and in all things, that I might bear you up and show thee the way unto Me. For many think that it is through death, but I say unto you it is through the heart. For even in death there is no guarantee of a return unto Me, except it be bridged through the heart and in this is the wisdom of the Heavens and in this is the knowledge of all things. For as thou lay down thy defenses and relinquish thyself of that which is of duality, thou will see the oneness of that which you see as separate. For in the oneness of body, soul and Spirit, is the way to that which thou hast always sought, freedom. The freedom of the burden of that which has seemed a burden to thee and this is the gift of knowing, love thy body made perfect. For as thou comest unto Me thou will see the wisdom in this and thy mind will be enlightened of the wisdom of the body made physical. For even the Earth does not cry out for the release of that which she is; but cries out for the cleansing love of God, for she knows the wisdom of her creation and so let it be of thee. Come unto Me that thou might know the wisdom of thy creation, that thou might understand in the wisdom of remembering who thou art, to come forth in such a generation and in such a time as this. For in the wisdom of the Heavens thou hast waited for this day and for this purpose to come unto Me in the Fullness of Times that thou might prove thyself worthy … write it… to never taste death, that thou might know the true pleasure of a life lived unto Me. Oh My son, that thou might know this is the knowledge of life and of Me and in this is the wisdom of a life lived in discipline and love. For as thou thinketh, it seems overwhelming in thought to assume the gift of life in this way, but as thou hast come unto Me in some things, it is now time to come unto Me in all things. For I can see and feel thy bucking of the maverick that is fearful of such and this command, but I say unto you, ‘That if thou wilt do this, even this, though will be shown the way through the heart and begin to navigate the realm between the heart and Me.’ For if thou would make the leap of faith that is before thee, thou would come unto Me and the angels of God would call it an honor to carry thee upon their backs in the process of releasing thyself to the knowledge of all things. Come unto Me that ye should know of such a gift, for when thou truly has this understanding then thou will truly understand the meaning of a life lived. Oh My son, resist the plantings of thought that doth repeat such challenges and obstacles, that plants the seeds of doubt and insecurity that thou would continue to dwell in the mire of uncertainty, that holds thee in a life of meritocracy. Release the fear that binds thee to him and fly with the truth that is, back unto Me. Come My son, come unto Me and live!”

April 17, 2014 Thursday (3:50 am)

I woke up with my mind trying to figure out a design problem of a project that I am working on. I checked in with the Heavens and heard, “Sleep.” And with it came a knowing that the advice was because my body needed the rest. But it is now about a half hour later and my mind is still flooded with thoughts about the design project, and amongst the thoughts was a quiet, “I will always speak with thee.” I then questioned if I should write, always being concerned with defining my thinking from the Heavens, when I heard, “Yes write.” So here I am as I prepare for the flow to the pen, breathing for Spirit, clarity and flow…

“Oh My son, trust. Trust in the word given unto thee from the Heavens and trust that it is My will for thee to write. For yes, I can understand your concerns of being a pure channel for My word, and I say unto thee, ‘For in so much as thy hand is willing the words of love will always flow to thee and in this know, that the love and lessons of counsel are endless and without limits.’ For thy mind is always of concern that the messages of counsel will not come, ‘…because what more is there… how much can be taught?’ And I say unto thee, ‘To know and understand that the wisdom of the Heavens is without limitation and without number.’ So concern thyself not with the limitations for in this and behind this fear is the true fear that is the root of this, which is of thy concern, and it is the fear of worth and source. There is still a concern of trust of who is truly the author of such words, of these words of love and thou art ashamed to even admit that thou still have hidden deep these concerns. And I say unto thee, ‘Even after all these years and after all the pages of thought and flow that it is in this that thou can still be of a lack of trust.’ For this is like the axe buried deep in the heart of the tree that is left undiscovered, can surely split the tree asunder in a mighty storm. So let us address this deep hidden fear of trust that ye might weather the storms that will and do rage against thee. Oh My son, that thou would know that even in this there is no shame in the Heavens for thee. For it surely shows the woundings of thy youth and in this you have chosen to trust nobody. For when one of such heart is wounded in the early years of development, it is then that the protective measures are put into place and it is then that these measures created for the survival of the self is sustained deep in the mind, even unto the adult that is acting without the element of truth. Action and reaction form the web of false truths in which there is little escape until the light of love is shed upon the hidden power of deception, and it is in this that I shine My love unto thee in these matters of trust. Oh My son, that thou would surely know that in this is the love and respect given unto the one who huddles in fear of life, one that was wounded and learned that there is no one who wants something without a price. And in thy youth thou paid a dear price for love and thou learned or adopted the thinking of a wounded soul. And I now come unto thee to shed light unto the perceptions of ego and say unto thee, ‘Rise My son and come unto Me and in this is the true and pure love of Christ. Rise and come forth from thy hiding and let the love of the Heavens give thee comfort as the arms of right are wrapped around thee in the honor of the pure love that thou seekest. Rise forth and walk not in the shadows of fear, but walk next and with Him, even Me, that can cast all shadows from thee, even the Source of All Love. For let Me into thy heart and you will fear no more. Let Me love thee in the pure love that sustainth all things. And let the insidious fear of life and the lack of trust melt away in the brightness of pure love, which holds all understanding. Oh My son, that the freedom of choice would choose Me in all ways and in all things, that thou might be healed and whole again. For in this pure love, is the answer of what ails not only you, but the whole world of man.

Oh My children, come unto Me in meekness that I might shine this love, even a pure love, unto thee and show thy true worth. For let that which is hiding the true worth of every soul fall away and give another birth unto the light that truly shineth in each of thee. Yes, some hide this core light of truth with lie upon lie until the truth of light is hidden from all sight. But I, the pure love of God, can see past the lies unto the truth that reigns still in each. So no matter thy sins and thy abominations against one another, the true light is in each and when one can fix on the truth, every soul is worth love and compassion, for the human condition hides the truth buried deep. Come unto Me, My children that the light of truth might shine once more. Come unto Me and live! Come unto Me and be healed with a love that is for each of My children. Oh My son, rise forth from these core issues of hiding and let My love heal, even this which is for thee. Rest My son, and labor not in the restless mind, but give thee rest, the rest of the heart in the light of love. Open thy heart and love again in all things and in every way. Peace and rest unto thee in this, My love.”

April 21, 2014 Monday (5:58 am)

I woke up out of a dream where I was dying and heard immediately, “Son I would speak to thee, you are spiraling into despair.”

Breathing to clear the dream-like fog…

“Oh My son, I would speak to thee to ease thy suffering of mind and spirit. And I say unto you, ‘Release the pain of others and release the hurt of thyself, for when the hurt is held and the heart heavy with the burden of suffering and hurt, it is in this that the Spirit is needed to clear that which is of such unease.’ Also it is then that the pain is manifest in an energy that repels the energy of love. And the Spirit, of softness and love, cannot enter to ease the hurt and suffering. For if one were to hold on with this pain, it then festers into a negative force or wedge in the heart, and it is then that the forces of evil begin to work with such emotions of seed, to nourish them with the thoughts of despair, which then build into a fast growing weed that will then spread in the garden of the heart. Oh My son, that thy garden might be pure and unto Me. So this is the act of forgiveness, and in this is the way of Me. For when the actions and words of hurt are manifest unto thee, thou can do one of two things. Thou can release the seed into the wind of My love to be carried away or you can let the seeds of hurt be planted, nourished with thought and take root into thy heart; and in this the rooting will destroy that which is right and good in relationships of love. So cast out thy hurt unto the winds of My Spirit and let the forces of love swiftly blow to carry such seeds from thee. So in these times of hurt let the winds flow from the prayers offered unto Me and in this the hurt that can drive a wedge in the love of relationships will be avoided. Let Me say unto thee, as I just heard your thinking of hurt which wants to ponder and wonder why, and I say unto you there is no understanding in a heart of hurt, but only in a heart of love. So return unto love and then the need for ‘why’ will fall away to what is… love. And I hear the rebuttal of the mind, ‘But I want to know why.’ And I say unto you, ‘Let that which motivates another be unto them, and let that which is of thee be unto thee, and in this you will find a peace that cannot be destroyed or taken from thee. For the mind will want to ponder like an act of discovery, but I say unto you, ‘Let it go to the winds of love and forgiveness.’ Call upon Me and I will send a mighty wind to clear the thinkings of such ponderings and as these mighty winds blow thy mind will not remember to make such rootings of these weeds of destruction. For in this is the key unto all strife and suffering. For it is contrary to the thinking of one who wants to know and understand; but I say there are those things that are best to be left to the understanding of God. And in this thy efforts will not be taken in such trifles of the world. So My son, this is and act of love that is called the art of forgiving and in this is the continual releasing from thy mind’s garden of the heart, the seeds that want to take root. Come unto Me and in this call upon My mighty winds to blow. Test this and thou shall not be judged in thy testing of faith, of the mercy of God. So come unto Me that I might show thee the way that is of the Heavens and the way of the heart. In this thou will see and experience the mighty winds of change. Come My son, unto love and know that I am with thee even so.”

April 23, 2014 Wednesday (6:38 am)

Went to bed late with just a few hours of sleep and I woke up before my alarm and hearing, “My son, write I would speak with thee.”

Pen in hand and asking for forgiveness for a judgmental thought …

“Quiet thy mind, oh My son, quiet thy mind. For now, you can clearly see the influence of he who fights against Me. For did you not hear the swiftness of the arrow targeted, and it was with a precision that cut through the focused mind? And did you not feel the distinct difference as if you were asking, ‘Where did that come from?’ So let us give him thanks for a lesson well lived and learned. Oh My son, I would speak to thee in way of counsel and chastisement. For as thou returned from work very late and thou went to the television to unwind in exhaustion … I would counsel thee that in this is the problem. For when thou went against thyself with the ‘fast food’ on the way home, thou went into an emotional need more than a hunger need. It was the emotions you were feeding, the feelings of depression of the issues of Easter and the pity of thy working late? Issue stacked upon issue. For did you not even counsel with thyself to distinguish the source of the hunger? And I say unto you, ‘That in those times, if you choose that which you know to be right and true, the emotional hunger will pass. You will not starve to death… so My counsel is to press through those times when the pressure of desire is upon thee, even as thou hast done in other areas that thou hast clearly taken upon thee My command.’ And can you not see how the late eating then gave you energy to be, ‘tired but not sleepy’? So it is then that you go to the television to unwind and seek the freedom that you desire. And I say unto thee, ‘That in this is the patterning of addiction and in this is the snare of the evil one who would have thee feel badly about thyself and have you hide in shame before Me.’ Oh how subtle and crafty is his ways that thou might veer from thy course and lose thy salvation. But come unto Me, My son, even in thy weakness and I will raise thee up and make thee strong even in this. For hath not he seen the truth of your ways, hath not your robes of purity been seen? Oh the foolish one who fights to win, you will surely loose this contest of wills. For even as thou hath stumbled, thou shalt surely steady thyself with a guard of caution and thou will right thy wrong. For even in this thou will come unto Me to be made strong again. Oh My son, can you not feel the love of the Guide that leads you through this mire of emotions and worth? For breathe, the breath of life, and know that it is even I, who gave thee breathe, that counsels you and hath not left thy side even in your weakness. For what Father of love would abandon a struggling child? For yes, you can see and know the wisdom of not interfering, but in this there is a difference. For what profiteth the lesson to take it from thee, but the lesson lost. For yes I am even with those, who dwindle in unbelief, that have given up the hope of life as your sweet cousin, for I can hear your thoughts and wondering. And as you know, the thickness of pain, and know that in this state even the singing of the angels that surround cannot be heard, because of the density of pain and suffering. And some ask, how I, the Lord of All Creation, can let My children suffer and I say unto them that comment on My love, “Thou knoweth nothing!” For it is in a state of ignorance and through eyes of self-hurt that such is spoken. For how can He, even I, the Father of All not know such suffering? But it is My wisdom that all are given such an opportunity to feel the pain of this life and in this is the lessons of eternity. For bless thy suffering for in it is the lesson of contrast and in it is the lesson of streaming love. Oh My children, do you not see and know the love that streams around thee continually? And yet you are like a hungry man sitting at a table of My banquet. For it is in this thinking of lack that you are blinded. For even last night, were you not in a state of pity that turned you to the food of a bitterness? Thinking that your hunger was a physical nature, when it was the emotion of love that needed to be feed? Oh My son and all My children, lift thine eyes of hunger from that which feeds the pain and know that even in this is the love that you seek. Seek the love that streams around thee and I will feed thee. For thy hunger is of the heart and it is in this that the banquet table is full before thee. And let thy first bite of this most delicious of foods be that of gratitude and in this you will see the table set to feed the multitudes of the endless hungry.

Oh My son, I am respectful of thy time but say unto thee, ‘Cast thine eyes Heavenward and let Me comfort thee in a way that is lasting to quench thy hunger. Let Me feed the heart and soul that seeks the love of a loving Father that awaits thee.’ Oh My son, ponder these things and I will bless thee even with more thought, and feed thee, and mature thee. Come unto Me and lift thy understandings of love.”

April 27, 2014 Sunday (3:05 am)

Woke up and heard, “Write… the joy of the family…”

Pen in hand and deep breathing as I wait for the connection of flow…

“Oh My son, the joy of life is experienced in the unification of the chain of life, the chain of wealth, the chain of love, and in this is the blessing of all creation. For when the link of love is united in the bonding of love, then it is in this that the world of creation is made manifest through the chain unbroken. The family in its pure state of love is the joy of all creation. For in this is the association of the fellowship of love and unity, and in this is the joy of the Heavens. It is in these unifications of love that the world was created and it is in these same unifications that the existence of man was created to bridge the span of eternity, that man might know joy in the expression of love. Fear not the singleness of non-expression, for in this is there still not a joy of the linking of love? And in this was not your love made manifest? For it is in these worlds of wonder that all things are made to those that live My law and My word. And in this submission of soul and will is the life of wonder given in its full expression of love. Fear not the world of expression made manifest, but live the law of life and the law of love will be added upon you, and in this thou shalt rule all things in both Heaven and below. And in this is the scepter of creation handed from one to another. Oh My son, I can hear your thoughts of worth and in this is the lack of desire to create and rule, but it is in this that your wisdom and sight is short sided with the worth of one lived in a life of loss. And even in this the worth of a soul is great, and in this is the unification of creation brought forth in its full glory. And in this bonding of greatness is and was the worlds created. So sell thyself not short in this limited view of creation. For even in this there is a place for those that lack the vision of all existence and eternity. For are you not a lover of children and are you not an attraction to their love? For in this is the joy of life, the joy of creation and as a father who takes upon himself the selfless love of a child, is a joy to be known and desired. But even in this are all things given and fulfilled. Bring forth thy heart unto Me and in this is the unity that is needed to be of an expression of love. And in this is the joy of all, created for the wisdom of self-love and creation. Oh My son, fear not the meaning of such words for in them, as you ponder, are the mysteries of life unfolded, and in them is the true and only meaning of man and the worlds of joy. Oh My son, the wealth of wonder will come to those that wait in a state of expectedness and in a state of selfless love. Know these two things and thy will, will become manifest. To those that serve Me are all doors, to all My kingdoms opened and in this are all things fulfilled in the unity of joy. Fear not and rejoice in this expression of love.”

April 28, 2014 Monday (10:48 pm)

Just climbing into bed after my evening prayer and heard, “Write, My son, I would speak with thee.”

Pen in hand…

“Oh yes My son, I would speak with thee with this and in this of love. Oh that ye should know, that thou art loved even in thy pain, and thy sufferings of confusion and well-being. For when the mirror of love is shown unto thee…

Rest My son and be of a clear heart tomorrow.”

I am so tired and can hardly keep my head up and not in a clear state to neither hear nor write the things that are spoken to me. Forgive me Father.

Just woke up and it is now 12:50 am and heard, “Write and I will speak with thee again.”

Pen in hand and breathing for clarity…

“Oh My son, worry and fret not of the exhaustion of the body to not keep up with the will of desire. Remember this and I will always respect the worlds of love and the world of desire, for in them is the hope of tomorrow. For as thou leadeth one world to another, so is the birth of a new day. As the breath of God is upon thee to know that the love that is of this day; so come unto Me with a willing heart and I will bless thee. Oh My son, know that the hand of God is upon thee and in thee will flow His word. For surly the day cometh when the word will be your source and in that day the will will be as a bird of flight and the wings will be spread and take thee aloft in a pure flow of all that is of a wisdom to know. So in this day is the bond of trust linked to the world of Spirit. For as that day cometh so will the flight of the truth of spread wings and thou will fly above the concerns of this world and know the will of the world that is for thee to know. So in this day is thy education, in the lesson of tomorrow. Fear not My son and know that even in this thou will know and trust to a level of acceptable knowledge and in this thou will be led. So My son, you have been asking of which place to be to best serve Me, and I say unto you, ‘That in this day, serve Me where you are and in that day thou will know of that day. Prepare not to move until the word speaks thee to move, and when it speaks, thou will know of when and where to go.’ For the wings of love will fall upon thee to lift thee to a full state of knowingness and thou will not be a stranger, because of the lessons of the pen and the lessons of trust. Fear not this day that cometh, for in thee is the strength to take up the yoke and labor with the will of tomorrow. For what is laid today, will be your foundation for the building of tomorrow. Worry not and know of this is a promise of love. For in My word is the seal and promise of hope, the strength of tomorrow. Prepare ye, prepare ye this day and I will lead you and not abandon thee in that day. For thy wings of flight will hold thee aloft and the wisdom will flow accordingly. Know this as you know My word, and that thou art sealed unto Me. Receive Me and know My word of promise. Comfort will flow freely to those around you and the truth will be held unto those of an open ear to My love and heart. But until that day cometh, build upon that which thou knoweth to be right and true, and leave the care of tomorrow to those that prepare the way before thee. Be as the fowl of the air and trust upon thy wings of flight to lift thee up. Peace My son, and I will bless thee.”

May 7, 2014 Wednesday (2:02 am)

I woke up with all the lights on, as when I fell asleep on my bed. I have been working late in preparation for Mother’s Day. As I slid into bed from my knees I heard, “Write.” And then heard, “Yes write My son, I would speak to thee.” And I heard it repeat again, as I was slow in responding.

Breathing for clarity…

“Oh yes My son I would that ye should know that it is in the service of your fellow man that you serve Me.” I’m falling asleep… “Forgive me Father.”

“My son, that ye should write these things, that ye might know these things. That ye might know that it is the call of the Lord that ye should serve and it is of My word that ye should serve with a joyous heart. That ye should accept this thing that ye are being asked of thee, and as thou doth have this opportunity, there are many blessings waiting to be blessed upon thee. And as thou receiveth Me in this, thou will receive My fullness, that ye might be called son and servant. Fear not this that is asked of thee, but accept with a joyful heart and it is then that thou wilt truly know Me. Sleep My son and know that I am with thee. Yes, sleep and be of good cheer.”

May 10, 2014 Saturday (5:20 am)

Woke up to my alarm, I‘ve been working long hours because of Mother’s Day, and as I woke I could feel the pen that lays on my bed next to me had slipped under me and could feel it poking me. As I became aware of the sharpness pressing into my back I heard, “Now write.” And I responded, “I will always write for Thee, Father.” I then heard, “And I will always speak with thee.” It was then a small battle of wondering if the request was self-induced, not trying to be disrespectful, but always wanting it to be authentic. So pen in hand and breathing for the flow and clarity of Spirit…

“Oh My son, I would thee to write the words of love and counsel that ye should know of that which is upmost importance and of the urgency of My counsel, that ye should be prepared for that which is to come. For soon the day will come in which the earth will reel; and ye and all peoples will know of which I speak. And it is soon after that the kayos will pursue in the aftermath of much destruction. Oh My son, I say these things that ye should act this day, that in that day ye should know of an assuredness that the Heavens are with thee and that the guidance will be upon thee and that the course will be set for the future of mankind, as it has been spoken from the beginning of times. For as this begins to bring forth the end of this time and the beginning of the next, in which all the Heavens will open and be revealed and that which has been long awaited will be as the new day. And in this will all mankind, of all My creation, dwell in an understanding of the love of God. For as ye know this and come before Me, so it should that ye should open thy mouth to prepare those around you that they might know My word and My counsel. Oh My son, fear not the judgment of others, but be the warrior of love that thou are and know that the Spirit will be with thee and upon thee that thou might know of what to share with the children of My choosing. For I would have My word rise to meet all My children, but it is now expedient that ye should know and do My bidding, that ye should know that ye have done what the Lord God of All Creation has asked and commanded.

Oh My children, wake from thy complacency and know that the will, My will, is upon you and that the voice of warning is now going forth to prepare ye for that which is now upon you. Come unto Me and know My voice that ye might be prepared and receive My Spirit that will guide thee through the times of trouble and tribulation that is shortly upon you. That ye might rest in My love and the knowledge of the Spirit. Oh come and hear My words of counsel that the wisdom might fall upon thee as the dove of the morning greets the new day. Let thy thoughts and concerns be of Me and I will show thee the way and in this thou will be in My love and My counsel. Oh My son, I can hear thy thoughts of timing and I say unto thee, ‘Are not My counsels to prepare enough for the mind of questioning?’ But I say unto thee that the will is to begin now for the year is soon in upon thee that will begin the rock to roll forth with such velocity that the speed of events will move quickly and will leave many wondering of the love of God. And it is now that I say in all love, ‘Come unto Me now so ye might know of My love in that day. Prepare, prepare and wake from thy slumbers that ye might know of which I speak.’ Go forth into this busy day and know that the hand, My hand, is upon thee My son and this is the will of the Heavens.”

May 15, 2014 Thursday (11:00 pm)

I was driving home from work and glancing at the most beautiful full moon and as I continued to drive my body did a spontaneous mudra and I could feel the presence of a being of light with me as I then heard, “Write My son, I would speak to thee of love.”

I am home now with pen in hand as I prepare my heart to hear the promised words…

“Oh My son, if thou would know the beauty of all My creations then thou would know the depth of My love. For in all that I have created there is nothing more pleasing than the heart that is willing to surrender and receive all that is given. For even in this is the world created, as a jewel that was given to My Only Begotten, and it is in this crown that will be bestowed upon Him as He presents His offering to Me and in this will be His prize and His praise. For as the angels worship Me, it is even in Him, that is the command of all things pertaining both created Heaven and Earth. And it is through Him and in Him that all was created for Him and His holy purpose. For when He offers the will of all unto Me, it is then that I will accept His offering and in this is the Earth given her glory, and all the world will bow in praise and glory. For even as the world bows to the glory of the Earth, it is then that the glory of the moon and the glory of the Earth be united to create one glory and Heaven. For as a man standeth in one location, he will then stand in two. And even as the word is spoken, the word will be heard for all to understand and receive the promise from the beginning. Oh My son if thou knowest this, then it is in the heart of thee to know that the Son of God cometh forth and in this promise of truth will He reign. Oh My children, hear My words and know the wisdom of He that reigns and He that creates of beauty of the ages. Ponder these things and in them are the messages of love. Fear not and lighten thy heart, and know the wisdom of the Heavens. Welcome My son, to the knowledge of all wisdom and begin to ponder and know.”

May 22, 2014 Thursday (1:55am)

Woke up and hearing, “Write.” Yes Father, I will write for thee. “Good, write.”

Pen in hand and breathing for clarity…

“Oh My son, I would have thee write that I might speak words of love and tolerance. Yes, that ye would know that as the weight of all creation is gifted, the love of the gift. It is even in this that the world will turn to that which they know and in turn will choose the path of least resistance. And I say unto thee, ‘That as the love of God is rejected, it will be even as the prophets of the beginning times have declared, in which all the earth will be of a purpose of dwindled belief.’ And as the gift is offered and rejected, it is even in this that the heart of the Heavens will mourn and it is in this sadness that the law of judgment measured and served forth. Can you not see that it is because of all law that the word is spoken in which all judgment is offered? Oh My child, can you not see and know that it is because of the actions and offenses of man that all life is brought to the knees of judgment, that man might learn the humbleness of actions? Children of this, for surely even as thou art brought before Me, as thy Servant of Love offers the gift, it is because of the actions of all love that ye might even know Me again. Receive Him and that ye might receive Me, and All That Is is offered to thee. For even in this is the weight of the scales of mercy tipped and received of Him. For in this was all the world created and offered that the soul of mankind be redeemed from despair of the law. Know this and you begin to know My world of balance and oneness. So therefore, come unto Me and Him, that the scale of love might be received in balance. My love to all, even in this.”

May 24, 2014 Saturday (9:30 am)

I worked till 1:00 in the morning, because of my busy schedule next week, and because this is Memorial Weekend, so I allowed myself to sleep this morning. I awoke naturally, without my alarm. As I got up I saw a text, responded and then decided to go back to bed and read for awhile. This is one of my favorite things to do in the morning, when I am not running off to work. As I was laying back down I heard, “Write My son, I would speak to thee of your trip.”

A little apprehensive, but breathing for Spirit and clarity with pen in hand …

“Oh My son, the breath of life becomes thee and it is even in this that the will of Lord God is heard. And it is even in this, that the will of all My desires will come forth that ye might know that which is before thee, and that thou might prepare thyself for that which is to come. Oh My son I say unto thee, ‘That it is in the concern of the Heavens that ye should stand strong unto the wind that blows against thee. For if you could see the forces of he who fights against Me, you would see that it is a mighty wind full of his fiery darts directed at your areas of weakness.’ For can you not see the turmoil around thee? Can you not know the wisdom of the Heavens that allows such a testing, that creates a strong and anchored tree, because of the winds? But fear not My son, for in this is the will and grace of He that commands all things that ye would be made strong and know all things that are for thee and against thee; that the might might blow and the force of that which is powerless against thee might prove itself to be of no avail in the will of He who stands with thee. Oh My children know this, that stronger the courage, stronger the wind that will blow against thee, and in this is the strength of all life learned. For if I were to comfort thee from such opportunities, where would thy strength be learned? Where would the lessons of life fall, if there were no oppositions? For as thou cometh unto Me, it is then that the lessons might seem to be of even more of a burden, but can you not see the view from the vistas already climbed? Turn My son, and see the life past as the valley below, can you not see the strength of your endurance? Can you not see the wisdom of this? For life is before thee, each of thee, and what of the life ahead and that of the life behind, is it not all the same of the life at this very moment of space and time, is it not all at this? Can you not see the vistas of the past and the vistas of the future in this very moment? So fear not thy journey, but lay down the burden and receive the joy that not only awaits thee, but in this very moment, in this very breath! For have you not already climbed the worth of the soul, and have you not already seen the vista of the Lord God? And have you not seen the joy that is for thee, so why wait for what is already and receive now the joy of what is. Oh My children, you become lost in the burdens of life and cannot feel the love of He that allows such burdens, because He is the author of each story that ye might know the strength of your own soul. Know thy strength this very moment and know the joy of God! Oh life will be full of challenges and what appear to be burdens, but begin to change the mentality from that which is overwhelmed by life, and that to the mighty warrior that sees the challenge and meets it straight on. That knows his strengths and his weaknesses, and then faces the foe straight on and in this thou will know that it is of thee and for thee to fight a good fight. And in this it is not whether you live or die, but that you stood for the right and the true that is in thee and that is of thy concerns. Choose that which you know and in this is the will of all that is for thee. Oh My son, from the climber of vistas to the warrior of the soul, can you not see that the battles and views are already all in this very moment? So relax and know that the grace of God is upon thee, and in thee, and for the. Know this and the challenges of life will melt away and allow the joy of God to flow into thy bosom, and in this you will know Me as I am.

Oh My children, know these things and the weight of life will lift from thee, as the burden is lifted upon My angels to help thee in these very times. Know. Oh know that ye are not alone and know that I am with thee, and for thee in this that is the night and darkness of life. Know this and the night will be as the day and thou will know no fear. Cast off thy shackles of life that keeps thee bound to the burden of fear and know that the wisdom of God is with thee and for thee and will forever guide thee. Even in thy darkest hour, you can walk with this joy of knowing in thy heart. And in this is the key to all misery. Know the joy and you will know Me. Oh My son of the morning, cast off thy burdens and let thy heart be light and know that I am God, and in this all will work for thy good. Know. Oh know of these things and give them ponderance and My angels will teach thee that ye might know.”

May 31, 2014 Saturday (6:24 am)

I have been reading my scriptures longer than I should, because of work. And as I was putting them down I was told to, “Write.” I am nervous because I have a early wedding to deliver and I am already running late, but I will follow my command.

Pen ready as I breathe…

“Oh My son, that ye would trust in the love and guidance of the Lord of All Creation and that ye would know that it is in the wisdom for thee to write and receive My word unto thee, and in this is the love of the Heavens. And I say unto thee, ‘That as thou knoweth My word and My command then ye shall know My will unto thee.’ For it is even as I speak that thou are in fear of the time and the things that I should say. And I say unto thee, ‘Repent of thy fear and even thy murmuring of time.’ For have I not blessed thee in many ways and have I not shown thee the way? For cast off and down thy thoughts and concerns, for I will bless thee in this and know that I am with thee and for thee. For as thou continually cometh unto Me, it is in this that I will speak with thee and show thee the way unto My path and desires. Oh come unto Me in all that thou doeth and remember My name and in this My angels will administer unto thee. And ye shall know My desires and commands, that will lead thee and show Me thy heart. Be strong, My son, and know that I am with thee even as thou struggle with the daily troubles of work and the stresses of a business learned. For even in this are you not learning the skills of association and leadership? And are not those around you learning the art of love? So trust in the process and ye shall know the way before thee and it will be for thy good and thy blessing. In so much as I will give thee hope and patience that ye might be a leader among peoples, even in their murmurings against thee. Trust thyself and know the right that is within thee, and then show that to those around you and know that My hand is upon thee in this. Come unto Me and I will show thee the way through the wilderness of thought and through the many wildernesses of this day, which are of the mind and emotions. Be strong and I will lead thee and show thee My hand in all things. Now go forth My son and ponder these things that it might open thy mind and show thee the way. That I might give unto thee more things to ponder and as thou doth this it is then that it is added line upon line until I have given thee and made thee sufficient to know Me as I am. Receive Me and then thou will know all things that are for thee in this that I speak. Even so, remember Me this day. Now go and thou will be blessed in this, which hath been spoken.”

June 2, 2014 Monday (6:55 am)

In waking up, I had an impression to write and in further questioning I heard, “Yes, write My son.”

Pen in hand and breathing…

“Oh My son, that ye should write My words and know that the Heavens are with thee and for thee, and for thee in thy endeavors to accomplish My will and My love. That ye should seek My guidance and feel the love of God. The love of the Supreme and the Omnipotent, that ye should be in My love to know the full grace of the Heavens that supports thee in the coming unto Me in the service and love of your fellow man.

Oh My son, in the wake of the love that was sent forth to the beginning of this, the gathering, let it be known that there is much to be accomplished to bring about My work and My glory, which will surly roll forth and no man will stop that which is spoken by My will and decree, that the world will suffer no more in ignorance. For even as the word is going forth it will soon be that all men might know the love of He that reigneth and dwelleth next to the Father. That all might know the will and command of the Father, that all things might be fulfilled…breathe My son and allow the words to flow through the tightness of the mind and into thy heart… Oh yes, My son, feel the flow of love through the heart and in this thou wilt always know Me and My word. Remember these things and in this will be the key and the love of all things. For come unto Me in the heart and come unto Me in thy love and you will never know that which ye fear. For in the heart is the love that bridges all things and opens the way before thee, and in this you will find your balance and strength.

Oh My children, come unto Me in the heart and you will find all that ye seek and in this will the love of the Heavens flow forth unto the children of men to know the Heavens as they are. For in this is the command and way before you in all things. For when the winds of life blow thee, it is here to remember to come to find thy balance and thy course. It is here in the heart that I will meet thee and it is here that ye shall know Me. Peace My son, unto you that ye should know and remember these things that the balance of life might be restored. Peace My son, Peace.”

June 4, 2014 Wednesday (6:12 am)

I just woke up out of a deep sleep. I prayed that my sleep would be deep, because I needed the rest. And deep it was! As I am still trying to breathe for clarity, because as I woke I heard, “Oh My son, I would speak with thee.”

Pen ready as my mind and heart listen…

“Oh My son, I would speak to thee of love and in love, that ye would know that it is in thy effort and defense that ye should know the wisdom of the Heavens. In so much as ye are in the light of knowledge… that ye are at the edge of a precipice of health. That it is of and in thy concern to be cautious of thy doings and the nutritional intake of the body’s nourishment. The body cannot withstand the bombardment. Of nourishment and the wisdom of love of the body; respect is of a value of acknowledgement. It is in this wisdom that ye should halt in these intakes and partake only that which is clean and pure, that the earth giveth of her own accord. (Questioning how I should proceed in following this counsel and then hear…) Refer to the book that ye were guided to in wisdom and in beginning to be of a clear thinking in thy choices. For have we not warned you years ago and have we not been bringing it to your awareness and desire? Now is the time to act in love and respect for that which is of most importance. Be of a great discipline, and in this ye will have a guidance in thy awareness. Be of good cheer and know that the wisdom in this and ye shall know a new peace, which will come to thee in this wisdom and discipline. Do this and in thy efforts the Heavens will support thy efforts of love and respect for that which is thy servant; and in the blessings of life will be given much endurance for My purposes. Seek Me, in all things and thou will know that which is for thee. Begin this day and know that the Lord of All Creation is with thee and for thee, even in this.”

June 6, 2014 Friday (3:00 am)

Just woke up stressed about work… last night the cooler went out and it has been in the 100

degree range the last few days and I have weddings this weekend. So it has not only been crazy busy, but now stressful. As I lay here I felt that the pen had slipped under me while I was sleeping and I then heard, “I will speak with thee.” As I began to question I remembered that in the recent past He has said that He would always speak with me.

So pen in hand and breathing for Spirit…

“Oh My son, the Heavens are with thee that ye should write and hear My words of love and that ye should know that the Heavens have not forsaken thee, that ye should understand the ways of balance and the ways of this existence. For as ye have experienced continual hardships, mishaps and emotions you would begin to view things through the eyes of luck, misfortune, omens and warnings, but in reality the forces of light and dark are each having a balance play upon thy life and it is in this that the view appears to be dark because the mind tends to see only the focus of that which appears ‘wrong’, but in reality you have been supported with just as much ‘right’. For have not the Heavens shown you wonders and blessed thee with success and support of staff, the timing of success and saved thee time and again from accidents? And have you not been called unto Me to receive again thy life of Spirit and wonder with the Heavens parting the veil and beholding the beauty of What Is? And have you not felt the joy of God and even known the hand of God? And even in all of this the mind doth wonder of workings that these things of misfortune should continue. And I now say unto you, ‘That it is because of My hand upon you that thou are now given more attention and in this thou art viewed from both sides of light and dark and in this is their equal time allowed.’ For My son the understanding of most is not of such things, but it is because that you open your mind and hear My voice that I say unto thee and show thee the workings of such things. For it is written in the laws of this foundation that one side is given as much influence as the other side, which is a law that must be given credence; that the laws of balance might be fulfilled and in this thou art in the seesaw effect of the law. For would you not think that I would protect thee in My love? But it is in the wisdom of the Heavens to allow such things and to allow the winds to blow against thee that the law might be fulfilled. For have I not watched the worlds of time come and go and still stayed within the laws which I have set into motion, and have I not watched much suffering and hardship? Have I not even watched My chosen suffer many and great things, and it is in this that I have stayed in the law and have allowed, because of the law. For it is in this that I have taught thee the joy of What Is and that is the key to all suffering. That ye should know the love of God in the measure of the law, that thou would know and open to the love of God even as the winds blow against thee. For as the winds blow come into My love and My joy, as thou would use thy house for shelter in the storms that rage. So come unto Me that I might comfort thee as the storms of the physical, mental and emotional blow against thee. Yes, My son thou are pondering the workings of the law… and did you not just rage a war against My foe with the casting out of that which was beset thee in thy loved one? And did not the Heavens stand behind thee and did not the Heavens support thee? Oh My son, in this thou did stir the hornets nest and it is in this law that must be observed that I allow the armies of darkness to fight against My loved ones. So know in thy mind that the wrongs of the world are not because of Me, but because of the alignment with Me, and it is because of the very foundation that all was built. Ponder these things and know the love and wonder that is with thee and for thee.

Oh My children, question not My love in thy times of trouble, but question the stableness of thy heart to endure in thy knowing. Be strong and know that the Heavens have not forsaken, but allow the law of balance to be played upon as it has been through all of time. Know My children that it is even but a moment in the scale of eternity and thou will realize the understandings of these things. Yes, My son as you ponder, you will understand and see the workings of this scale in the laws of the lives of the many that have stood to show the way. Even My beloved Joseph, that I have even sent to thee, has endured the sufferings of the law; and even wondered why so much suffering was upon him and his beloved children in the covenant. And you begin to understand that as the light of love falls upon those that carry the light of God, it is in this that brings the law into effect, and even shows the opposition in all things. Know these things and you will begin to understand how to endure the love of God. But know My son, that even as thou endureth such hardships for a moment of time and endure them well, thou will reap the fruits of joy for the eternities to come. Oh that ye would know and see through My understandings and ye would ask for the hardships to be heaped upon thee that the joy would be thy reward. Trust My son and approach all thy struggles and hardships in this knowing, and you will begin to see the love of God. Blessed is thy wonder and blessed is My love, even so be at peace and know.”

June 8, 2014 Sunday (6:48 am)

I have been laying here after my alarm woke me out of a deep sleep, my mind seems a little foggy as I had an impression to write, but it wasn’t strong or clear so I began to dismiss it. And it was then that I had the thought that I don’t want to deny the Lord and it was then that I heard, “The wisdom of the Lord is upon thee that ye should know.”

So pen now in hand and hopefully I won’t be late for church…

“Oh My son, that the hand of God is upon thee and that ye should know the wisdom of His love, in as much as He has guided you to this very place and in this very time to receive the wealth of His blessings and the power of His love. Come unto Me that I might continue to bless thee in the glory of the Heavens that stand for thee and with thee. Relax into the love of He that holds the keys to the very doors that ye seek, that has the very words that ye should say and holds the very tokens that ye might love again in My presence. Oh My son, the house is before thee, enter in and receive My love and in so doing thou will know thy way that is set before thee. Children of the Lord, let thy hearts turn to Me that the houses of the Lord might overflow with abundance and that all might give thee hope of that which is just before thee. Let the love pour forth and in this all will be blessed and the loins of My children shall be girded up in the power of the honor of God. Receive these things that ye might not fall short and not be prepared in that day, when the Lord shall come in His glory and honor. Be of peace and let thy heart be quieted in the love of God. Go forth My son and know that I am with thee, even in this. Receive My sacrament this day and receive Me. Be at peace and know that the love of God is upon thee.”

June 10, 2014 Tuesday (2:55 am)

It’s early in the morning and on my knees saying my prayers before heading off to the airport for my trip to Nauvoo, as I knelt I was told to write. Nervous about time, but pen ready…

“Oh My son, that ye should write and receive My bidding, that ye should come unto Me and receive that which is due thee. For in as much as ye come before Me, then ye will know My will and My blessing. For as the Lord God is upon thee it is then that the God of All Creation can bless thee and then that the one who fights against Me will have no power over thee. For even as the will of the dark one is that ye should perish, it is My will that ye should be as a sprout of wheat that is lifted up unto the sun and given the gift of life to bring life to many nations. That ye should know the will before thee in this, that ye should know that as a man liveth unto Me all things are possible and all things can be for the good of the whole. So trust, My son, that I will bless thee in all things and that ye might carry the armor of God as a hand that protects thee from the wills of those that oppose the will of All Things. Come unto Me and know these things and I will come unto thee in all things. Even so My son, even so to the end.”

June 16, 2014 Monday (10:00 am)

I’m in my hotel room in Chicago and praying my morning prayer of gratitude for all that I have experienced in Nauvoo and I am told to write…

“Oh My son, that ye should know the wisdom in thy prayers offered unto Me, that ye should be in a state of gratitude and thanksgiving as ye have done My bidding and I have fulfilled My covenant with thee. That as we continue to be one heart, the blessings and miracles will continue to pour forth and the wisdom will flow through thee from pen and hand that ye might know My will. And My will becomes thy will, and the unison of such a work will go forth to bless thee and those of whom I would bless. Let thy voice be heard and let thy bounty be shared that the blessings of love might flow forth in a way that those that receive can surely know that the love of God is upon thee and for thee and testify of Me. Be strong and be sure-footed in thy mind and in thy heart, and in so much as ye are in this state of awareness ye shall not lose thy way. Know that the forces that fight against Me will not forego, even in losing the battle, to impede My work and in this the fiery darts of hell will still torment thee and give thee nuisance as a bothersome wasp who is ready to sting. But give the creature of nuisance no fear and no time, and with thy focus unto Me and thy way will be before thee made clear and sure. Fear not the way before thee, but continually look to Me and you shall know My hand in all things that will work for thy good and thy favor. That I may move forward with My wonder that will move upon the face of the earth, as the morning light spreadeth forth the light unto the world. A light that cannot be stopped, even as the morning becomes day, so My will, will go forth and all My promises fulfilled unto thee and all the world. Know Me and know love, and in this ye shall be made strong to carry such a light unto the dark and in this ye shall find the peace and strength and purpose. Go forth My son in this and know that I am with thee, even so.”

June 30, 2014 Friday (7:00 am)

Just put down the Book of Mormon, that I have decided to read from the beginning, and as I laid down my scriptures I felt an impression to write. I asked, ‘Should I write?’ and it was then that I heard, “Yes write My son and I will bless thee.” I should be getting ready for work, but following the command of My Lord as I breathe for clarity and Spirit…

“Oh My son, that ye should know that the will of the Lord God is that ye should know that ye are in the service of He that commandth all things and in this is the love of the Heavens, and in this is the love of God. And as ye should know this ye should also know that it is with all thy strength that ye should tarry with thy might in all things and in all ways unto the salvation of thy own soul, but also the souls of those around thee and of both friend and stranger, and of family past and present. Know this My son, as you labor to do My will and to prepare the way before Me, it is then that I might work a great wonder in the hearts that are of a question and then come to a worth of great value. Know this My son and ye shall begin to be of a great light unto the children of My choosing that the word of God might be heard again.

Oh My children, hear My voice that I might call forth thy name and in that ye should come forth from thy weariness of uncertainty and know the way before thee again and know that as ye begin to walk the path, My path, that it is then that I can fully pour out My blessings upon thee. And it is then that the windows of Heaven will be opened to thee and ye shall receive every blessing pertaining to every law, and in this will be My hand upon thee and for thee in all ways. Oh come unto Me, that I might know thee again, with the same knowing as a friend knowth another friend and in the same as a brother loves his brother, that ye should know Me as I am. Oh do this and the blessings will pour forth to comfort thee and thou wilt know the fruit of thy labors and the harshness of the world will begin to fall away unto the rich bounty of comfort which thou seekth; that ye should know Me and know that ye are in the favor of He that is for thee and with thee even unto this time and in this place, of this life of wonder. Fear Me not and know that the voice of love is calling out for all of His sheep, to return for the storm gatherth and the winds will blow. And it is of this that I call forth that ye might be gathered together to weather the storm that will soon surely rise, that storm that will be of a cleansing. And that which will further divide the souls of mankind unto a great divide. So let this be the call to them to return to My word and My will that ye should know and remember all things that are spoken for thee. Come My children unto My voice that the warmth of My arm might give thee hope and a comfort of knowing the way before thee. Know this and ye shall know that which is for thy good.

Oh My son, that the way might be bridged before thee that the crossings might be made strong and the way sured up to do My bidding and speak My will unto thee. Oh cometh unto Me and know the will of He who is before thee and He that is for thy good, and the good of those that choose to follow My word and know My voice. Peace unto you, My son, and know that even in thy hardships thou will be blessed among men, that the will of He, that commandth, might be heard in thy heart and in the hearts of many. Love to you even in this, that ye should know My hand is upon thee even in the storm of emotions that are raging in thee and against thee and for thee, even so.”

July 3, 2014 Thursday (5:10 am)

Waking up before my alarm and feeling pretty exhausted, with little sleep the last few nights and from being on an emotional roller coaster about the issues at hand. In waking I heard, “Write I would talk with you My son.” I’m in a state of gratitude for His patience and words to me.

Pen now ready and with a more clear mind as I wrote through the fogginess of sleep…

“Oh My son, that ye should write and know the wonder that is about you and know the joy that is in thy way. For in so much as ye know this then ye can know that the path is one of worth and of great value. For have you not seen the wonder in the times of strength and great effort? And have you not felt the love of God with the joy of His embrace? And so it is at this very time and in this very effort; for you are in a trying state of emotions and turmoil because of the metal and emotional confusion of thy mind. But I say unto thee, ‘Lift beyond the confines of the worry and torment and you will feel the joy of what is. For your chains bind thee and keep you bound in worry and fret. But I say unto thee, ‘That as it is worth great value and the wisdom of the Heavens is upon thee and that the heart of the Heavens is for thee.’ So cast off the worry and fret of the world and be of good cheer for that which ye have known and seen is before thee to partake and it is of great disappointment that thou should not partake the joy of the moment missed. And I say unto thee, ‘Let the joy be in thy heart and let thy heart be of the Heavens and the concerns be carried by He who loves you and knows the wisdom before thee, carry not the burden alone and let the weight of worry be lifted. Oh My son, can you not see the wisdom in this? Can you not know the love in this that freedom should be yours, and a light heart could be of your moment of choosing? For why worry for that which is not and project that which is not; for thou knowest not that which is before thee until the next moment that is experienced. So why live in the state of the mental and emotional distress when it is not upon thee to know? So know this and let the chains of despair drop from thee and know the freedom of Me, the freedom of God. Rest thy mind and know that I am with thee and for thee and let the joy of the Heavens fill your heart, even in this. For even in this thou will know Him that is and will ever be thy Guide and Companion. So lift thy heart out of this lake of worrisome emotions and know Me even as I Am.”

Thank you Father, thank you!

July 7, 2014 Monday (11:28 pm)

Just came back from visiting my friend ‘C’, her family, and the ‘H’ family. With feelings of love, I gave thanks in my evening prayer and as I was climbing into bed I had an impression to write and then heard, “I would speak with thee.” And with my usual questioning I had another impression; as I found pen and paper and am now breathing for Spirit as I wait…

“Oh My son, I would have thee know that it is in the way of the Lord that ye should know that ye are of Him and in so much as ye are for Him, He will be for thee. And in so much as the command is given so will the remembrance of that command, that ye might know and believe the word as it is given. The hand of the Lord is upon thee, that as a man cometh unto Me, so it is that he might begin to know My will and My heart. Oh My son, that ye might know even as ye speak of such things, that ye might have a simple and clear understanding of the issues of the heart and the issues of thee are given in words of explanation, that ye might know with thy heart My way. Oh give thanks ye servant of the Lord and be true even in this, that ye might come unto Me with a pure and open heart again. Oh My children come unto Me and receive the counsels of the Spirit and of heart, know that I Am. Unto all who come unto Me with an open heart and mind, that I might bless thee and show…

I feel awful I have been struggling to stay awake and have been dozing as I have been writing with the pen scratching across the paper; finding myself asleep holding the pen. I mean no disrespect and ask for the forgiveness of the Heavens!

It is several days later and I just wanted to make note again of how bad I feel about my falling asleep during the writing and what was lost… I truly am sorry! And also to share the wonderful experience I had during my visit with ‘C’ and her family. ‘C’ having her annual visit from Hawaii to her ninety-eight year old mother. It has always been a treat to be a guest in the Hunt home either with Colleen or her sister ‘K’; there are always intellectual conversations of the world and of Spirit. And this evening was of no exception! I have always felt the presence of the Spirit in Patriarch and Sister ‘H’s home as the doors have always been open to whomever and whatever your walk of life. I’ll always remember years ago, Sister ‘H’ and her unusual mix of sincerity, humility, hospitality, and bluntness, but above all else her connection to Spirit (and seasoned with just an accent of quirkiness). She would often be reading in her special chair as we visited and talked amongst ourselves and she would interject every so often with a comment or opinion. On this one visit, as I had been away from the church for years, while I was conversing with the family, she dropped her sight from her book and asked when I was going to come back to the Lord and be baptized again. She then bore witness of Jesus Christ. What was I to say? I was a little taken back, as I stammered out some response and a chuckle spread through the room with some unease, but I have always respected her for her belief and courage, but as I stand in the place I am today, I now know that it was more than belief it was a responsibility to bear witness of her Lord and now mine. Some fifteen or twenty years later and she still is in her special chair and still of a sharp mind and wit, with just a little less hearing, I watched her sit in some isolation. As we visited I was witness to the love of the family, as one member went over to her good ear and was keeping her informed of the conversations. We had been discussing everything from church history, ‘woman and the priesthood’ (that has been in the news lately) and what has been on my heart and mind, the ‘gay issue’. The conversation, with the flow of a stream with its soft bending and turning ended up on the gifts of the Spirit. As ‘C’ was sharing a story I was intently listening when I became distracted by a visual knowingness of Spirit, when I witnessed the sweetest experience that shot a bolt of energy through me that lifted me off the cushion of my chair. I was privileged to be a witness, of her and ‘P’s son, ‘G’, who died in his infancy after just a couple of days of life, now in his mature stature of spirit I watched him bend over and gently kiss his mother on her right cheek as I heard in the kiss his spirit whisper, “Thank you.” It was a jolt to my body that could not be overlooked and as ‘C’ finished her sentence the attention turned to me again as she asked, “What did you feel?” I then recounted the sweet experience, as she exclaimed, “I felt it, I didn’t know what it was but I felt it!” as she touched her right cheek (I had not shared what cheek he had kissed). With this I felt the joy electric in the room, as even ‘P’ also exclaimed, as his eyes teared with joy. As the electric of the room dissipated with life and conversation, I continued to be a witness of what I did not share. A witness with that same visual knowingness as I saw Patriarch ‘H’ and ‘G’ arms around each other’s shoulders and taking in the family of the living. Oh how sweet to now serve with a witness of Spirit, those who have served me with a steadfast love over the years!

July 12, 2014 Saturday (1:35 am)

I went to bed early and just woke up with the song, ‘Onward Christian Soldiers’ repeating in my mind as I came out of sleep. I am afraid that I am going to be awake for a while, because my mind seems wide-awake and refreshed. As I was reaching for the ‘Lincoln Hypothesis’ the book that has grabbed my attention, and I can’t put down, I heard, “Write My son, write.”

So pen in hand, clear minded and breathing for Spirit…

“Oh yes My son, I would speak to thee that ye would know the wisdom of the Heavens, that is before thee concerning the Jews and the House of Israel. For it is taught that the house is a full/complete house, but it is of worth to those that come unto the gospel, My gospel, that all come under the law, and all come into the house for their desires, birthright and blessings that are to be given to each. And it is here that you come under the law and are in this lineage and birthright of My chosen, and of the House of Joseph. For as thou art in this sacred house thou art of these blessings. So as I have come to you, so I have and am coming to many of the House of Judah, so that they might be prepared for that which is to come. For in the day, that I come unto the world, it is in this knowledge of truth that many will know Me and be of a wisdom of knowledge, that the house might receive the blessings of My truth and My glory. For as one house receives Me, all will receive Me, and I will be their King and Master once more. For in this knowledge is the wisdom that ye should know, that as one receives Me now in faith and understanding, I will be evermore gracious with the blessings of truth and knowledge. For Judah are the keepers of the law and it is in them that they are fixed to the law, that they cannot see the wisdom and truth before them. For they see only the law, but do not see the Spirit of Love that is offered and see the grace that I bring. And in this they will be blessed for holding true, but I could exceed all their blessings if the law were of the Spirit of love that is of Me. For they wait for their Messiah to save them from their plight. And I say unto them, ‘That it is of their understandings of the law that keeps them in the fixed worship of a dead law and covenant.’ For that which is fulfilled is come and it is in a new covenant that I will give them, if they will just lift their eyes and see Me as I am. ‘Oh My people of the law, lift thine eyes and know that which is before thee, that the truth of wisdom might be brought upon thee and that I might pour out the blessings of added wisdom. For you love the law more than you love your God. And as you awaken, you will be as an awakened people out of slumber with your eyes wide open and hungry for that which is given.’

And My son, it is of this that I speak and it is of this that ye should know, because of thy wondering and questioning, of the house that is of thee and the birthright of My children. For it is upon the backs of Joseph that the truth is carried and it is upon you that will usher in My coming, that will be fulfilled unto the fulfilling of the law.

Oh, all of My children, follow the Spirit of Love and I will fulfill the law before this time of reckoning and in this the debt will be paid unto the full salvation of man. Oh Children of the Light, come unto Me with thy banners unfurled and I will raise a mighty trump that will call forth My armies of right and truth that the will of God be fulfilled and the law given its measure that all will receive that which is due them. For as one comes unto Me, it is then that all must come unto Me, for the law will be an empty law and the salvation of man lost. Oh My children, come unto Me that the law might be a law of life and living waters might flow and give life once more. Come oh My children, come and drink and be thirsty no more. Be of peace, My son, and know that thou art of this house that carries the truth, that thou art in My hand and I will bless thee that the law is taken to all peoples. Come unto Me and hear My wisdom that all might know the knowledge that I offer, the knowledge of the heart that will open the doors unto All That Is. Even so, know this and ye shall know Me as I am.”

July 13, 2014 Sunday (6:11 am)

I just woke and immediately as I came into my conscious mind I heard, “Many are called but few are chosen, the truth of God is in you and it is for you to find it.” This is new for me, this waking in streaming thought. I am not sure if I am already in the thought or message, or if it is waiting for me to wake into a conscious state. I pray that God will always use me as He will and I will have the strength to do as He bids me. Last night I entered the writings into the computer until late and was amazed as I was re-reading them. When they come through, they seem so fragmented, because of my getting them word for word or just a short phrase at a time. I can often hear myself, my observing mind, being concerned if it is making sense. And sorry to say, even being judgmental and critical (which I am often asking for forgiveness). But as I re-read these writings over the past few days I am amazed at their beauty, depth and flow. Its strange lately, I have been pondering, how the writings and the spiritual are my focus from waking until I have to go to work and tuck them away and then once I step away from work I am back into my spiritual world. I have wondered if it should or needs to be one continuous flow or if this is a natural experience because of my two realities that I am bridging. The thought just came to me, even as I am bridging my waking and sleep realities that perhaps in time there will be just one streaming reality, or maybe not, I don’t know maybe it is already here. Ahh chasing the tail of thought … who knows?! What I do know is that I am finding it curious and my awareness is heightened. I am not hearing to write so I think I will read for a while in my new ‘Lincoln’ book before I get ready for church.

July 15, 2014 Tuesday (5:55 am)

I woke up before my alarm and in waking heard a very clear, “My son I would speak with thee of love.”

Getting a pen and paper as I breathe for clarity and Spirit…

“Yes My son, I would speak of thee of this, love, and counsel that ye should know the wisdom of the Heavens. And that ye should do My bidding unto that which is of this purpose of the letter unto My servant. For let it be done before the month of August, that ye might know the ways of love have been fulfilled unto that which has been commanded. Oh that you do this and know that the love is upon thee and to know that all things will work for thy favor and the Spirit is and has gone before thee to prepare the way before thee. In this I am well pleased that ye might do My bidding and My service. Oh My son, it is of these things that thou art asked and it is of these things that thou art accomplished My will. For in this are all things accomplished and every task becomes the will and accomplishment of God. Seek ye Me in all things and in them you will find the Spirit of Love and if ye findeth not this Spirit then thou should know that it is not of Me and doth not serve thee or feed thee. Even as of last night as you had the television on as companionship as you worked. Those things that are of Me or edifies the Spirit of Love could be determined and it is in this that should be your counsel and guide. For even as I have

commanded thee in the food of the body, even in this thou should know the wisdom of thee to partake the same food for the mind. For if it is not wholesome and delightsome unto the Spirit of God then it is not of thee and is an offense unto Me. And is a working of the wicked one, that fights against Me, in the programming of hatred and a programming of acceptance of the things that harden the hearts of My children unto Me. Oh My son, remember this that ye should know and believe and understand the wisdom of this. For have you not been polluted by just one picture and in this one picture the seed is planted and keeps repeating in the mind and is then a safeguard unto him in the mind that eventually can then lead to a poison of the heart. Oh My children, beware of this subtle craftiness of he who fights to thwart My plans and delights in dragging My children down to the mire of self–disgust and loathing, that then feeds upon that which is wholesome of Spirit lost. Oh beware, beware of these things that ye might beware of the pitfalls that are of thee to fall and lose thy sure footing of love and Spirit. Oh My son in these words are the wisdom of the Heavens that ye might use this as a measure when thou doth have the need to rest the mind and relax of its burdens. For it is of this that will be for thy good and well being, that thy mind might begin to be free from the constraints of bondage. That the effort of purging might be lessened and the grace of love, that brings thee to Me, might flow with ease and have an increase. Remember these things and it will work for thy wisdom and well-being, unto the coming unto Me in a completeness that will allow My Spirit to dwell with an ease and not be contended with the strongholds of dissent. Know of this and ye shall be of wisdom and good cheer. Peace My son, peace and know the Heavens are well pleased in thee and thy efforts of love.”

July 17, 2014 Thursday (12:20 am)

I was saying my evening prayer and was crawling into bed when I heard, “Write My son, I would speak to thee.”

Pen in hand and praying for the Spirit to open my heart to hear the words…

“Oh My son, that the wisdom of love should be felt and heard, that ye might know the truth of all things and the balance of all things, for it is of this and in this that ye might find Me. Let thy words be of light and truth, uttering only the good and the right, that ye might not fall unto that which is of a negative heart, and that feeds only the light of love.”

I feel bad; I keep falling asleep with my head nodding off… I’m exhausted… forgive me. “Oh My son, rest thy head and know the soul of He that commands all things.”

July 19, 2014 Saturday (8:41 am)

I have been cleaning my home for a small family get-together with Aubree, Aaron’s two children and some of the family. As I was making preparations with the food I had an impression to write and then heard, “Yes My son, I would speak with thee.”

Pen in hand, and my mind is wondering as I breathe for Spirit…

“Oh My son, it is in the love of the Heavens that ye should know that even as ye prepare and make haste for this day of union, it is even so the songs of joy rejoice in the abounding love of Heaven and Earth. That every heart hear the joy and call unto Him who is the Abundant Author of all life. And as ye partake, partake of Me. And as ye speak, speak of Me. And as ye love, love of Me. Oh, that the call might go forth unto all My children in the glory of what Is. For yes, even as you have felt, you have sensed the love of family and the joy therein, even unto those whom have gone before thee and even those that tarry for good of the living. That all might see and realize the joy of the Heavens and come unto Me, in a softening of heart, that the work might go forth is My wonder and glory. Oh ye children of the earth know this, that even as that day surely cometh it is now the day to make haste. It is now to come unto Me and receive all that I have, and am willing to bestow upon My faithful. Oh ye that question My word and My worth in a modern world that needs not, but a modern philosophy of mankind. But who gives thee life and who gives thee breath? Do you not see the miracle that abounds and do you not know who is the Author of such a gift? That ye should dispose of the truth of the past as old fashioned and outdated. Oh My children, wake from thy dreams of ease and convenience and know who I am and whom thou art. Can you not feel, can you not know the Father and Creator of All? Can you not understand that I am the same, today and tomorrow? For the laws were written into the foundations of this world and ye who are too sophisticated for such matters, are like little children that do not know the danger of heat/fire and the dangers of the world. But it is I that created all, that calls forth unto you now, that ye might humble thyself away from your understandings of convenience and unto the understandings of Me, the Father of all love. And the Author of all truth that stands strong and stable, even in the washing tides of a popular society. Know this that ye might hear Me and find Me not in the thinkings of men, but in thy heart. For it is the door and it is the heart that knows My voice. Come forth My children that all might be opened unto thee this day that even in that day that surely cometh, all will know Me for who I am. And it is in that day that there will be much weeping, some in joy and others in sorrow. Oh My children, know Me in joy and know Me now.

Oh My son, hear the words and feel the love that ye might be as My angels of truth, that know the love of God, even in the strength of honor and justice. Be of peace and know Me as I am.”

Just a side note, it has been over a week since this writing and as I was entering it into the computer, I felt a threatening presence of the advisory that came upon me with an attacking feeling that made my hair stand on end in fear (I hate even recalling it with these words, but do so to share also the joy). It felt like many and they were coming at me with a force and might that made me cry to the Heavens for help. After several pleas and using the holy name of our Savior in a command, I then called upon the holy sword of Michael and with that call I could feel the rush of a presence that came from above me and I could then feel the warm tingling of the Heavens that replaced the hair standing fear. It was then that my body started to relax as I was surrounded in a love and safety. I was then giving thanks, as I could feel the heat on my back as if someone was standing very close to me. And as I was speaking words of gratitude to this being of love I could hear my named called in that familiar voice, it was Aaron’s voice as he said, “Wes.” With his call, it was then that I felt a flooding of awareness, a fullness in just a moment of time. And I was again reminded that I needed to ask for Aubree’s permission for someone to do Aaron’s temple work. Even as I was typing those words I heard his same voice, “Yes, I am waiting.” And yes that is the joy, the joy of knowing ‘Those that tarry for the good of the living!’

July 21, 2014 Monday (11:15 am)

Lying here on my first day off in months reading and pondering. Norma is in town and visiting with Dad, so she suggested that she run him on his weekly errands and give me a free day. Last night Norma, Dad and I sat at Dad’s dining table and discussed some of my more recent writings. I have to follow the Heavens, but I need a support base to help move me forward. And perhaps the lesson in all of this experience is that the Heavens (at times) might be my only and true support, and that I need to place my trust on the arm of God. So as I have been lying here pondering these things I heard a soft, “Write My son.” So I now have my pen ready for a patient Heaven…

“Oh My son, that ye should know the love of My heart and the wisdom therein, that ye should know that in all of thy wonderings of the path before thee that it is the will of the Lord of All Creation that ye should do My will and My bidding for My sake and it is in this that I command and it is of this that ye shall go forth as required of Me and it is in this My Spirit will go forth before thee in this that ye have been commanded, that ye should know My heart and My love even in this. Oh My son of the morning, that hath come before Me and unto Me that the word of God might go forth as a witness unto the love that is of great worth and value. That the word of coming might be heard unto those that are willing to hear of this that hath been spoken. That the will of the Lord might be accomplished and the might of His voice heard in so much as ye are willing to open thy mouth, that the Spirit of Love be heard and felt in the midst of such great evils and calamity that are for the inhabitants of the Earth. To bring forth these things and the prophecies fulfilled unto the end of that which hath been commanded. Oh My son, soften thy heart unto knowing the truth of these things and know that it is in thee that the word is heard and it is in thee that the word will be spoken unto thee, that these things are fulfilled unto My coming. Rest not thyself in complacency, but know that I am God and come to fulfill all things. Be strong and be bold even unto thy desires of the heart and that which I speaketh unto thee. Be of good cheer and know that I am with thee and for thee, even in this that hath been commanded. Be of love and be of Me that all this might come to pass for the good of the whole of mankind. Blessed is thy name and blessed is thy heart that is of Me.”

July 23, 2014 Wednesday (4:47 am)

So here I am this morning waking in turmoil and wondering if my support and belief are crumbling (the belief of others). And in these waking thoughts is the call to ‘Write.’ I want to avoid it because of some fear, some disillusionment and some… as I am writing this I can feel a tingling on my scalp that feels like a comforting hug. Oh Heavens, hear my prayer of hope, hear my feelings of despair, and hear thy son. Help me… catch me as I am falling.

“Oh My son, that ye should know the love of the Heavens even when ye know not the love of self. Hear Me and believe, that even in this thou art blessed and even in this thou art My son. Question not the worth of thy writings and question not the value of My command. For if thou were not of the strength to hold such a thing, then thou would not perceive Me as I am. Hold true to the value of self and hold true to the words spoken to thee. For if it were not so, why would thou be standing even on this place, on this holy ground that is even before Me? Hold true to thy course and in this thou will be blessed, Yes, I can hear the wondering mind and hear that even in this that the mind doth wonder of My testing and of what is of man? And I say unto thee, ‘That it is both. For even as this comes up against the concerns of man, is it still not of Me?’ Oh My son, knoweth the truth even in this that as a man thinketh of this there is still God in the words. And as your leaders question there is still value in My word unto thee. Close not the door unto the word and the Heavens because of the doubting minds of men, but hold true and strong to thee and I then will prove you to those that doubt and to even this that doubts before Me know. Fear not My son, for have not I spoken these things to you and have I not shown thee the way to this great place? For if thou can make it over and through this place of a troubled mind, a questioning mind and the disbelief of others, then thou will know more of whom thou art and the course will be sealed before thee. For even in this thou will continue to know Me, and even in this will be My love. For as your sister spoke last night, have not the efforts of great ones in the past been given tasks and these tasks appeared to take them away from that which was spoken; and as they stayed true and in a faith of believing in themselves and in Me, did I not turn the stumbling block into a step? Did I not show them the way and even made the difficulty a clear path unto My goal? And did not the end be worth the trial of faith? Hold true and strong My son and I will show thee still the way in this which is before thee. Humble thyself and stay strong in the love and light that is around thee and for thee. For have I not shown thee the way unto this place and even fulfilled all My promises unto this place? Know this My son, even as ye hold strong and fast to My word, the way is being prepared that My purposes might be given heed and made strong before Me. Question not the love and purpose of God, but question thy strength and then hold tighter to that which you know. Oh My son, let the angels of love support you and sure you up, even when you are weak and know of My love and purpose. And know that My purposes will not be stopped, if My servants hold strong unto that which they are given. Hold strong My son and believe. Peace, My son, and strength be thine. Peace.”

July 26, 2014 Saturday (12:45 am)

I’m just going to bed after working late, getting home and unwinding with a little television. And as I was saying my bedtime prayer, offering a sincere prayer of thanksgiving and gratitude, asking forgiveness for my weakness and humbling myself before Him. I was then asking for His blessing that I was told to “Write.” These days I have been a little anxious to write, but pen in hand and clear minded, with an open heart as I breathe for Spirit and the words to flow…

“Oh My son, it is in the wisdom of the Heavens that ye should know the love that is upon your heart and it is because of this sincerity and thanksgiving that ye should receive My word and My blessing. That ye should know that even as ye ask for help and support that the angels of mercy surround you and do offer thee the wings of faith and light, that ye might know the love of God and the mercy therein. Oh My blessed son, know of this and ye know of Me that the Heavens might be opened unto those that love with the heart and humble themselves unto Me. That ye might come unto Me in the meekness and honesty that is becoming, and bind Me to thee and thee to Me; that in this one might know the true love of the Master and King of All Creation, even I, Jesus Christ. For when you speak of Me it is then that I speak of thee that the oneness of Spirit might know the true God of man. Oh ye that come unto Me and harken unto My voice and hear the word of love and understanding, that the Spirit might abide. It is not in all actions that are of Me, but it is in enough actions that bind us together in a unity of faith that is the sealing power of the Heavens. And it is in this power of Me, that we are one and even in this ye will know that which is and that which will be as a gift of God. Even in this blessing ye will be given many great visions and blessings for yourself and those around you that I serve, to come unto Me in a fullness of unity. Oh son, trust that all is well and as ye trust and rest in My care it is then that all will work for thy good and favor. Think not that I can change the hearts of men and even those that lead and serve Me? Think not that I can change the course to suit My will and My desire that the whole might know the voice of My command? So trust in My arm and I will guide thee to that which is for thee and in the interest of My own desires and the good of the whole. So be patient and know that I am God. Blessing to you My son as ye rest in My love. Peace My son. Peace unto you and know that in this is time as ye wait and wonder, know that I am with thee and for thee. For thee to be patient and use this time to honor thyself with study and learning, that the knowledge of God might roll forth from thy mouth and that thy tongue might be loosened and in this ye shall know the Spirit of Glory in the oneness of love. Now rest and know that I am God.”

July 31, 2014 Thursday (5:34 am)

Oh Father, I am so sorry… forgive me. I now remember upon my waking hearing two other times in the night to write and as I heard them I fell back asleep because of my exhaustion. And now as I just woke I heard for the third time, “Oh My son I would speak with thee.” Thank you, Father, for your patience.

Pen ready as I breathe for clarity and not wanting to keep the Heavens waiting any longer…

“Yes My son, it is My will and My desire that ye should know the advisory, and his minions, are of a great desire to impede My work and My glory. And it is of great interest that the will of man be hindered unto the harassment of sorts as ye experienced last night, as you were at the computer doing My will and My work. And it is in this that thou art blessed. And it is of My authority that the law is given its measure, when the words are spoken and the request of My angels, it will always be given. For as man calls upon the Heavens it is in that call that the agency of man is engaged with the act of will and it is then that those angels acting their duty will come forth with great effort to do the bidding of man. For man may and should realize the great effort of the Heavens in this act of love, for it is in this love that the angels and armies of My word is given great authority over all the world of seen and unseen. And as it has been spoken with this authority comes the power, and responsibility, and relationship of the spiritual to the temporal, and the temporal to the spiritual. And it is in this union that the oneness of God is manifest. For let it be the wisdom of man to be prudent and filled with the Spirit in engaging such a responsibility of even this. For when the words are spoken and the Spirit of My love and devotion, even He who serves Me as the Holy Spirit of Promise is engaged, the mountains will obey and the waters give ear. And in this is the power of Heaven and in this is the love of God, which is the greatest of all. But be of a caution, oh My children, that even as a man desires and uses the will it is of no use if the power of My Spirit is not engaged. So remember this, that even as ye speak and there is no Spirit then the mountains and the waters and the air will not give thee heed and that energy of desire will be upon thy head and thy judgment.

Oh My children, know that it is with great love that I have brought you this far and it is with greater love that I offer all that I have, if thou will only come unto Me in every way and humble thyself before Me, even the will of God. Know this and ye will have the key to My world, which is of great value, even worlds without number. But it is in this probation that the will of man is made known and it is in this nature that ye shall receive Me even as I am, the Author and Creator of All. Know this and ye know Me. Kneel before Me with a heart pure and all that I have is made whole unto thee. Oh My son, be strong and know the Heavens are for thee and in this love is thy power and thy salvation. Fear not the world and fear not that is in the unseen. For all is in My domain and as you align with Me, you align with the greatest power, in which every authority is subject and powered, the pure love of God. Know this power and ye know Me, know Me and ye have all that there is. Welcome to the knowledge of the Gods and the wisdom of all wisdoms, even so as it is given. Fear not My son and know Me as I Am, and in this thou will know thyself as a spark of such genius, the wisdom of God, that is forever more.”

August 2, 2014 Saturday (8:45 am)

I just came in from doing some outside work, in my yard, and as I sat at the computer to e-mail the last inputted writings to my sister and Dad, I heard, “Write My son.” I questioned because as I sat down at the computer I straightened a stack of blank paper, pages waiting for the words to flow upon them and it was then that the words came to me to write. And in this questioning the words came, “Yes, write.”

So pen ready and breathing for the Spirit to fill my mind and heart…

“Oh My son, that ye should know the wisdom and the beauty that is before thee. Even as thou hath had the path of turmoil, it is even in this that will fade away unto that which is filled with the love of joy. Continue to come unto Me, that I might fulfill all things that bring unto Me thy salvation and the wonder that is. For in this that ye count as difficult it is even in this that will give birth to the joy that is about thee in this very moment. As I have spoken, the joy is here. Will you partake? Oh My son, open thine eyes and thy heart unto Me and know the beauty, and the joy that is already with thee. Open the heart and let the joy of God flow unto thy mind, and let the world of man be changed evermore. And if ye do this, it is then that the work, My work, is fulfilled in thee. For when the heart is immersed in the joy of God there is nothing more or nothing less. It is in this that the Heavens are given all light and it is in this that the worlds are created unto Me. This is no mystery to the heart that holds the pure love of God, but to man whom struggles in the realm of duality and opposites it is hard to conceive. But know this My son, others have beheld the throne and known the joy therein, but thou knoweth Me even as I am. So come unto Me and know Me even in the flesh, that the word might be made whole unto its fulfilling. Come forth My son, and let the shackles of thy burdens be loosened and let the love of He, that is and through all things, be of thee. Oh My children, know not the Father of thy soul and know not the Father of all creation? Thou knowest Me in thy heart, so come forth unto the door and knock that I might bid thee forth unto all that I have. For even as thou cometh unto Me, thou cometh unto the Father. And in Him are all things created and all things made possible. For He is the God of all creation, as I am the Son of Him that liveth in the bliss of light and love, even the Eternal. Oh that the children would open their eyes and know the wonder that is before them; reach out and touch the beauty therein and know the Heavens as they are. Oh My son. that shineth twice, know Me even as I am and know Me as thou art. Be of good cheer and have the hope of all things as your companion, and all will be for thy good. Peace My son and know Me.”

August 2, 2014 Saturday (11:34 pm)

I was just saying my bedtime prayers and as I was crawling into bed I had an impression to write. I kind of pushed it a side, because it wasn’t that strong and thinking that it might have just been a thought. When I heard a stronger, “Yes, write.” As I was walking into the kitchen to get some paper on the kitchen counter next to the computer where I enter the writings I heard, “My son I would have thee to know.”

The pen is primed and ready as I breathe for the Spirit to fill my heart and mind…

“Oh My beloved son, in whom the will of God rests and in whom the love of the Heavens are sured around thee in that ye might be strong even in the winds that blow against thee. And it is in this that I would speak and it is in this that ye should know that even as the desires of the natural man are upon thee with satisfying the varied hungers of the body and it is in this that the world of torment is upon thee; like the jackals of prey, nipping and biting in torment until they see a weakness that then can be acted upon. But it is in the wisdom of the Heavens that ye should know, that even as these jackals of torment are raging against thee, the Heavens are for thee and around thee in the support of love, which is the way of those that sing and praise the Holy One of Man, even Jesus Christ. Who is the soul redeemer of this world and it is here that the love abides for all that will partake with a humbleness and bent knee to offer themselves unto God. Oh My children, continue in your desires to serve Me and it is then that all of Heaven will be in a oneness of purpose to accomplish My work and glory. As ye tarry for My purpose know that the Heavens are upon thee, even in this. Rest now My son, for your mind and body are in a state of exhaustion and I will be with thee as thou cometh unto Me. Peace and wisdom unto thee even as thou cometh unto Me, peace.”

August 11, 2014 Monday (9:51 pm)

I just sat down at the computer after spending several hours with dad and taking care of some of his needs, sitting here with the intention of re-reading a writing that dad and I were discussing. As I switched on the computer I heard, “Write My son, and I would ask not what ye should know but what ye should do.” I’m a little apprehensive with that phrase with all that has been going on as of late.

Pen ready as I ask the Spirit to bless me with an open heart, as I breathe for clarity…

“Oh My son, it is of the Heavens that ye should know and do the bidding of He that commandth all things, and it is of He that all blessings flow, and it is of He that gives thee the gift of life and the gift of eternal wisdom. Even such wisdom to come unto the throne of the Eternal and know of that which is for thee not to know, but to do. For it is now to act upon the grace that has been gifted unto thee and it is now to ordain that which has been called forth, even in thy surprise and thy new desires. For as thou hath come unto Me in righteousness of desire, to follow My will, and so it is that ye should be as thou art and not what thou hast been. For even as thou step forth in the trust and faith of God, it is in this that the wisdom of the Kingdom has fallen upon thee and be with thee as thou fulfill the covenant unto the Lord, the Lord of All Creation. And in this thou will know thy truth and thy heart. For let there be trust in the new seed that is before thee. And let thy truth be as a seedling that is garnished with care and in this ye shall know the wisdom that is before thee. Oh My son, the wisdom is before thee that ye not look to the past, but be of great courage and look to the trust and future of God. And in His wisdom, He will bless you with such a love that even the Heavens shall rejoice in the beauty of such a creation. For as the beauty is before thee ye shall know fear and uncertainty, but it is of this that thou have been blessed even as thy heart has come unto Me. For as thou hath humbled thyself and come with an open heart full of willingness to do My bidding it is of this that thou hath been blessed, and it is of this that ye are made pure unto Me. Even as thou hath seen the joy of thy heart it is in this that hath been for thee to be tormented because of the observing darkness that is always watching just as the Light of Love is always willing to be upon those willing to receive. Oh My son of the morning, know this that ye might know Me and know the joy that is even in Me of this that is a gift unto those that come in a heart open to love. Be strong and protect that which is for thee to nurture, and know that the arm of God is upon thee to know this even as I speak. Even so be of great cheer, and let the wisdom of the heart take flight and know the freedom of a new love, that is even of Me. Blessed art thou who cometh unto Me, and it is in this that I come unto thee and thy desires to bring thee unto all righteousness.”

August 12, 2014 Tuesday (6:44 am)

I’ve hit my snooze a couple of times as I have been contemplating and pondering the Lord, and my new thoughts and desires. When I heard, “Son, I would speak with thee.”

Breathing for clarity and Spirit…

“Oh My son, that ye should know the wisdom of the Heaven and the wisdom of this that is the new love and desire that is before thee. Know My son, that it is of thee and for thee to have the thoughts and feelings and in this is the new love and the new way. Fear not that it is of sin and fear not that it is of thy own mistaking mind that ye should have such thoughts. And know that this is a gift of the Heavens that is for thee and the Creator, of this in thy life to show a new way. A way in which thou hast thought absent, a way that thou hast thought nonexistent, but it is a way that can be cultivated, even as the way unto that which is of another way or desire. For it was in the absence of desire and training the mind to not go for one desire and now training the mind to cultivate a new and holy way. A way that is of Me and for thy salvation. For some may say that this is unnatural, to those of a disposition that is not of the desire of God. But I say unto you, “What is natural or unnatural to the Creator of All? To those that have been given the breath of life, for this very breath? Can the world not see that what is of Me, is of Me and that which is against My way and the path unto My goals of freedom and salvation of man are not of My creation? For everything in this life has the opposite and in this is the very testing of the tree that was partaken. And it is in this that ye have had thy testing, and thy testing unto thy salvation.”

For thou hath come unto Me with an open heart and with a complete desire to follow that which hath been commanded, so it is in this that ye have sought Me, that I now give thee a new way. A way that will give thee the gift of life and that will give thee a new freedom of thy mind, thy body and thy love. For was not the way lost and blocked, for had thou not lost all hope in this very thing, thinking that a new way was not for thee? But I say unto thee, “That it is even in this that the blessing of the Lord is upon and for thee. For those that are patient and endure keeping My commandments of love, know that all things are possible. For am I not the Creator of the very tabernacle and the very spirit which is housed? So why doth the world of man limit the love of My children? Why doth the mind of man limit and constrain even the power of My creation? For if I breathe a thought, the elements of the earth moveth and restructure themselves unto My command. And it is in this very command that man doth wonder and believeth not because of the very nature of this testing and developing of such a trust and faith that know My voice and My command.” For have you not been as the mountains? And now are not the very mountains of thought, that blocked thy way, being moved before thy very eyes? Oh My son! Believe this very thing that is a miracle to thee, that is overwhelming to thy comprehensions. And know the way of thy salvation is being created because of thy faith and thy desire. The desire to submit to Me fully and in every way and in every deed. So My beloved son, know that the mind is tricky and can limit and deceive thee as thou hath even been shown, but come unto Me in thy heart and know Me even as I am. Know the truth before thee and know the way of salvation is for every man, woman and creation, that humbleth the soul unto the Creator of All. And in this is the answer to every question and every concern, for have not thy mind experienced the very word and have not the soul experienced My hand? So rejoice in this, even as thou cometh unto Me in every way. Let thy heart be light, and the way full of light, as thou hath come forth unto the door and thou hath knocked unto that which is for thee. So know this and then you will know that all things are made possible with the hand and word of God. Know these things and remember Me in all that you do. Be cautious during this critical time for the seedling of thought and desire is tender and young and needeth a growing season with the temperament of nourishment. For give this care, filled with the Spirit of Love and thou will behold the wonder of such things. Peace unto you My son and know that I am with thee.”

I just laid the pen down and I am amazed as a warm tingling went through my body, a physical manifestation of His love.

August 15, 2014 Friday (4:20 am)

I woke up thinking of some design issues of a remodeling project that I have been working on, and as I was laying there thinking of paint colors verses stain, my next thought was, ‘The Heavens are silent.’ I supposed silent because of my last night’s disappointing television watching, as I unwound to a ‘not so acceptable’ television series. I felt like I shouldn’t be watching it, but there was a sense, a mix, of defiance and hiding out from the Heavens. There was definitely some apologizing during my bedtime prayer. And now as I lay here contemplating I hear, “I am not silent, I will always speak. Write My son.” I then questioned, because my feelings of inadequacy and guilt. I’m feeling a little apprehensive as I hold the pen and am now ready to write and hoping for a patient Heaven.

Breathing for the Spirit…

“Oh My son, that ye would know the love and patience of the Heavens, even in thy weakness and thy lack of adherence to the promptings of My Spirit and My love. Oh that ye should know thyself as I know thee and that ye should know the love of My heart, even when you are in fear. Can you not see and know the counsels of My wisdom? A wisdom that has spanned the centuries and even eons of time working with the children of men and seeing their defiance even in their fear, even in their hiding, and even in their inadequacies of being. Why would thou be any different? Why would you not hide yourself in the fear of defiance? Oh My son, oh My children, can you not see that I am a loving and patient Father? Can you not know who I am? For if it were not for this cycle of fear thou would be with Me even as I am, thou would be with Me in a pure love that would make thee even as I am. But thou art yet man living in a world of difficulties and choice, of fears and sorrows and wisdom and ignorance. Can you not know the wisdoms of My counsels and that which is for thee to follow? But it has always been and will always be that in this wisdom is the choice of salvation and in this salvation there is the fear of letting go of thyself completely unto My wisdom. Do you think that you are the first or even the last that fear the complete love of God? You fear your ability to transition the leap of faith, it is easier to be in fear than to be in a success of change, that requires a faith of the heart that is uncharted areas of the mind, body and emotions. You have been looking and projecting, and even wondering of the possibilities of such change. And now you hide, you hide from yourself. Oh My son, I know thee and I know behavior, for have I not watched these patterns even from the beginning of man? And have you not even witnessed thy robes of honor, My honor? So why do you run from that which already is? Why does man not understand the wisdom of such things and understandings, because of this very thing, fear. Fear of the complete love of God. For if you were able to transition this fear into love, thou would be even as I am. And it is for thee to stand in this world and experience the wisdom to be learned. So I tolerate the fear of love as long as it has the scale of humility as its balance weight. But it is in pride that I send forth My humbling acts to remind the children of men just whom and what they are, children. Oh that ye would know the wisdom of the love, the love that holds all life and awareness, the love that binds and seals, the love that transforms men into Gods, then ye would know Me even as I am, Pure Love. But in this you fear the total release of ego, which is binding to this world and these lessons. So in this are My understandings and My patience. But be of caution of tempting My anger, for just as there is always streaming the love of All Purity, there is also a Heavenly anger of streaming justice that the law must be fulfilled, and in the defiance of pride the law is paid in its measure. So remember this, that the scale of justice is always requiring payment and in this is the payment paid, for those that come unto Me. So come forth My children that every law might have a payment unto Me. For know this and you begin to have the understandings of the Gods, and the wisdom of that which is the framework and foundation of this very world. For as thou begin to understand these things then you begin to understand the pure love of My heart that takes thee unto My own. Oh My son, can you not see the wisdom and the love? So cast off thy fear and come unto Me, thy salvation. For am I not even the Creator and the Savior, thy Redeemer? Open to thy heart and begin to trust Me even in all things. And you will begin to open to many things that will be for thy wisdom. Be of good cheer and know that I am God, even the God of your salvation. So come follow Me and let thy burdens be Mine. And in this thou will be even as I am, Pure Love. Oh My children, the cry and call still continues from My heart, “Come unto Me.”

August 17, 2014 Sunday (2:26 pm)

I was in the kitchen preparing Sunday dinner to take over to dad and as I was cutting the onions, a spiritual feeling of radiance came over me, as I felt the feelings of Spirit in the room. And it was then that I heard, “Oh My son, write I would speak with thee.”

Pen now waiting as I feel and breathe for the Spirit and an open heart…

“Oh it is I, even He who hath called you and it is I whom even hath given thee this new life. Yes even, Jesus Christ. Whom thou hast taken upon thee My yoke and My asking, that ye might come forth unto Me in preparing thyself even in all that I ask, that ye might know Me and love Me even as I am. Oh My son, it is with this that I come to thee to bid thee, the way before thee, that thou might know the truth and the lie that come before thy way. That ye might know of which is of Me and that which is of him, who fighteth against Me and My commands. Oh son know this, that the way is lit and the truth exposed to behold all glory and in this thou will know the truth from the lie. For that which shineth in the darkness is of a brightness that radiates truth, but that which is aglow is not always of Me and My Spirit; for even as thou hath seen the way, thou hast known the truth, but in this is the lie. For son, you ask why I am not straight forward (I was only thinking this) with that which is spoken and I say, “Because in this thou must think and know. For what profiteth thee for everything laid out in such plainness that you cannot decipher the truth with the Spirit of All? Know this My son, that it is of Me that bringeth the change of heart and desire, but it is of a near future that cometh the way of another. Because of this that is soon before thee, for even as thou hath shared the truth, it is soon the lie, that beguileth with the things that are of no salvation. For stay near Me, even as I stay near thee and thou will always know the truth even in this. So come forth My son and know this of that I speak and be prepared for that which cometh. Know Me and know the truth of all things that are for your good and well-being. Speak of Me and I will speak of thee. So be of a sound mind and be of a quickness of Spirit and these things will come and thou will know them as they are. Know thee and know Me, even as I am.”

August 25, 2014 Monday (1:56 am)

I am exhausted, I’ve been up late working on this design/ remodel project and as I was about to kneel and say my bedtime prayer I heard several times, “Write, My son.”

Pen in hand and breathing for clarity and Spirit…

“Oh My son, I would that ye should write in the word and voice that ye might know in this that ye are loved. For in thy suffering heart and mind thou art known among the whispers of grace and in this ye shall know My love. For endure this time and ye shall be in the joy of all, and ye shall know Me as I am. Fear not thy path and resist not My counsels, for as ye have heard and know the love of the Heavens is upon thee and for thee. Be strong, My son, and in this ye shall find a peace that will feed thee and nourish the heart and soul. For as ye come unto Me, I will then come unto thee and there shall be no separation, therein. Rest My son and know peace, and My love.”

August 27, 2014 Wednesday (6:28 am)

I’ve already hit the snooze button on my phone a couple of times as I lay here trying to get my body up and going after only a few hours sleep. Last night I met with the Bishop upon my request, I asked if we could meet as I have felt inspired to ask for his support in this new adventure of Spirit. He was great and we spent an hour and a half talking and sharing thoughts and ideas around what the Lord is wanting and expecting with the changes taking place. So as I came home it was after 9:30 and I spent another hour or so inputting a writing and rereading some of the more recent writings. So I went to bed about 10:30 and after only a few hours of sleep my mind was awake and alert, pondering our discussion and my new adventure. As I lay here at two something in the early morning, I focused on the morning quiet and then ended up reading in the Book of Mormon until my eyes became heavy and I fell back asleep. So now this morning, as I was trying to rouse my body and hoping to not be late for work I heard, “Write My son, I will be brief.” With this preface I have kept the Lord waiting and I am the one not so brief.

Pen in hand and now ready to flow with the words of My Savior, as I breathe for Spirit…

“Oh My son, it is of great worth that ye should know of this that is upon thee and that is thy path unto Me. For upon this, thy path and challenge, is thy worth and thy growth unto Me and in this is the hand, My hand, upon thee to bless thee and to guide thee forth. Seek Me in wisdom and seek Me in love, that I might guide thee in the wisdom of choice and well-being, that ye might know My love and My hand. Oh My son, in this I am well pleased that ye have taken to the counsels of My servant and your Bishop, that ye should follow the way unto support and love. And in this ye shall know the love of others upon thy journey and path. For in thy endeavors thou will meet much opposition and strife from within and without, and as ye have your core of strength and support it will make the rough times more bearable and less of a journey of solitude. Remember My son, that in these thy ways are many obstacles and challenges in this new way of thinking of body, emotions and mind; but be not afraid and gather your support about you as you endeavor such a journey. For the journeyman does not just step out the door upon a long journey or trek, but puts planning and care in his thoughts of preparation and then gathers his physical needs for the journey and even pre-thinks the needs that might come up along his way unexpectedly. For he knows what is needed and then makes the preparations before even the first step. Oh My son, be as the journeyman and know thy path through Me, seek Me and I will be as the guides of old upon the journeys of hope as peoples sought new ways and new lands. Be of faith in My love and support, even as thoughts come up to return to the land and safety left. Know Me and follow Me in faith, and with a heart of joy and thanksgiving. Seek Me and as you do you will find Me, and I will lead you through the dangers and the obstacles of the journey. Ponder My son, think of your needs and therefore make ready thy thoughts and provisions for such a journey of emotion and thought. Think of the joy of holy priesthood robes and you will know, the truth and the joy of what already is. Know these joys and you will be filled with renewed love and desire to know Me at the costs and risks that are put upon thee. Cower not and fear not the path and way, but stand strong and bold as thou art brought unto thyself in this pursuit of joy. Remember these things and they will be some of the provisions needed for such an undertaking to come unto Me. My hand is upon thee and so know the joy therein. Peace My son, peace.”

September 2, 2014 Tuesday (3:53 am)

I woke up in a thirst and with an active mind. As I went to get a drink of water I had a faint impression to write, but put it aside, but as I went to lay back down I heard, “Write My son, I have words of wisdom that will give thee strength.” I am giving thanks as I walk to the kitchen counter for some paper stacked next to my computer.

Pen ready as I breathe for the Spirit…

“Oh hear Me, My son, and know that ye are not alone. Know this and ye know that the Heavens surround thee as a blanket of comfort, to give thee warmth from a chill that is in the soon autumn air. And as this chill is distinguished so it is that the fear of hope is given the comfort of love, and it is in this ye might know the wisdom of your path and your salvation. Oh My son, know that ye are on the path of salvation and in this there is much healing of mind, body and the emotions. Why else would ye be called to walk and do the work if it were not to bring thee to a greater light and understanding of the purposes of God? To bring thee home, yes even unto Me, that ye might dwell in the eternal nature of all love and all light. That the wisdom that ye seek is as the air that you breathe and that the water that you drink now, is like living waters of all truth and understanding. It is then that the mind is opened unto all understandings and that ye come unto the fullness of the Father and in this fullness is but one truth and one glory. That is the pure love of Him that shineth forth all truth, and giveth us the light of all. For it is of Him and through Him all is given, and it is of Him that all life flows forth. Even as the sun giveth the light unto the earth and so it is that all giveth light unto Him that He might giveth all unto us. And in this is the eternal balance and truth of All That Is. For in this balance is the true nature of God and in this ye begin to understand the workings of salvation. For as ye begin to receive more light it is then that the true nature of existence is given its measure. And in this, God is God, and ye are of Him, and in Him, and through Him; even as He is of the Eternal Light of All Oneness and the order of all balance. For as ye ponder these things then ye will ponder the true nature of God. Which is of all things that might bring thee unto Him, and in this is the eternal scope of all truth and all understanding of One. Oh My son, in these words are the eternal understandings that give thee purpose, that give thee life, that gives thee the eternal nature of thy birth or spark of intelligence. Which is the reason for all suffering and all understanding that ye might have more experience to give thee wisdom. So cower not from the experience of life that giveth thee this that God hath granted thee. For as you open to more and more of the light and life of God, it is in this that you come into the light of all understanding and as ye carry more understanding, then the true nature of existence begins and ye are of an understanding of the Gods, that ye are in the light of pure love. Oh My son, in this simplicity is the complexity of all truth and understanding, and as ye begin to open to the truths of the symbols and images of the mind, ye begin to understand the nature behind the symbols of understandings. For as man opens unto one way or truth, then the infinity of truths open to him and it is in this that the eternal nature is given. For seek not the finality of existence, but existence. For as you begin to understand this it is then that the body will relax unto a state of what is and all striving will begin to receive its measure. It is as drinking from the spring of living waters that give thee the understanding of all things. For in this life, it appears as effort, but as ye release the effort of control and relax into the light and love of God then ye begin to relax unto the true nature that is God. And is within each of His creations, as each creation comes unto its full measure of existence or creation. So in other words of understanding, relax unto Him, as you release the struggle of existence as you come unto Him. So My son, come unto Me. That I might teach thee the way unto that which ye seek, the truth of all things. Know this, that what appears to be effort is more of a relaxing into the light and love of God. So give up the struggle and relax unto God. For in this world of duality it is given to fight, to stand strong, to be erect unto God, but as ye truly begin to understand then ye will relax into Him and His light of love. Therefore as ye stand strong it is in a relaxing into Him and your true nature of being. Begin to struggle less and relax more, and in this ye shall find your victory. Just as the salmon struggles against the stream or flow, it is not of the struggle but of the purpose, which is its true nature. Come unto your true nature and ye shall relax into the flow that is beyond the struggle of the water. Begin to ponder these things and the truth of this nature will open unto your mind and body. And ye will give up the struggle for the purpose, and in this ye will relax unto Me and relax unto Him. Peace My son, and know these words of wisdom that will give thee peace.”

September 9, 2014 Tuesday (5:55 am)

Just woke before my alarm and right away heard, “Write, My son.”

Breathing for clarity and Spirit with the pen ready…

“Oh My son, the word of the Lord God is upon you and in this is the blessing of love and wisdom that ye should know the will of the Father in this that is on your mind and heart. For as ye have come unto Him in thy love and submission, it is now that He grants the wishes of thy heart. And that is, to be of Him and in this thou will be before Him and in Him. That ye might be even as He, of the pure love of the Order of Oneness. In which all are in such a oneness in His presence and love. For as you come unto Him, it is then that He comes unto you. And in this is the character of oneness and unity of purpose, will and desire brought into thy heart, and thy mind, and thy body. So you become even as the Father and in this is the eternal blessing of joy and beauty. For even as the mind is now of a division of contrasts and opposites, it is in the oneness that ye will know that which Is, and that which is of thee and for thee. Even in this ye will be even as He, and the will of all things is now and is before thee. Oh My son, you question such a desire, such a want to loose all individuality and individual expression, But would the God of All, desire that ye not be even as you are, to have will? And in this will is the hope of desire and purpose, which is the eternal mind of God. For as ye see, ye see with a limited view of singular thought, but as God, it is so layered that thou would not even comprehend such a way of being. And in this is the will given that ye should know, that upon this path, thy path, the will is before thee and upon this path is thy salvation even to be even as He. And to be as He, thou must come into the Order Of Oneness, which is the order of creation and life. For as thou begin to understand this, that is for thee, then ye begin to understand Him and His ways. Which are beyond the ways of man and man’s understanding. So continue to come unto Him and in this the mind will continue to open and expand unto all that is given of this holy purpose. And you ask, ‘Why this is even given unto thee?’ And it is because of thy will to be one in Him. And in this, which is of a limited desire in thy mind and understanding; it is in thy words offered in thy prayers that bring ye to this. It is because of thy heart offered upon the altar, that brings ye to this. And in these early acts, that will bring you unto this end, the desire of all love and freedom. Question not your understandings or even your desire of such a grand oneness of purpose. But continue to offer thyself in love and thou will be given choice upon choice that is like step upon step of the journey unto the oneness in Him. That is of Him and in Him, that all might come unto thy understanding and in this is thy growth and thy salvation unto the oneness of All that Is. Therefore, step unto the holy purpose of life in this phase and thou will step unto that which Is. Be therefore even as I, and therefore perfect in Him, the Eternal Love of All. Be not fearful of these things that are even beyond your desire, but embrace these things and as you embrace them, you embrace Me, and as you embrace Me, you embrace the Father in the Order of Oneness, which is the Order of Love. Rest My son and ponder all things, that ye might expand thy mind with true understanding. Peace My son and be of good cheer, even in this.”

September 11, 2014 Thursday (12:09 am)

I am on my knees pouring out my heart of gratitude, of our Father’s mercy and love, and in this state of heart and spirit, energy jolts are shooting through my body and as I am a witness to them I hear, “It is because of these words.” And as the words come to a close, even more energy shoots through me and I hear repeat over and over with the impression to write the words that are repeating… “Come unto Me and receive Me.”

“Oh My son, I would that ye should know the wisdom and the love. That ye might know, that as ye come unto Me in such love and gratitude of heart, that it is impossible for Me, even God, to not hear and respond in like; that ye might be of Me in this. Oh My children, hear My words and know My love that is before thee. And as ye begin to know and understand this, then ye begin to know Me even as I am. Blessed is the heart that pours out such love for in this is the blessing of the Heavens. Peace, and rest My son.”

September 16, 2014 Tuesday (6:11 am)

For the last few mornings I have been waking up in dream or sleep-time conversations of the concept of oneness. I now can’t recall the information or even to whom I am conversing, but have been aware of them as I wake and then they slip away. This morning I woke and then fell back asleep and in reawakening I was dreaming of the ‘H’ family and now as I woke again I heard, “Write My son, it is because of your faithfulness…”

So pen now ready as I breathe for the Spirit and for a clear mind…

“Oh My son, that ye should know that it is because of thy faithfulness that ye are blessed. You question My words and you question your worth. Yes, there are times that you stumble and even fall, but it is in the recovery that you make your promise, and it is in this that ye are blessed. For in this state of confusion for thee, there is much turmoil and opposition. There is much pushing against the flow of change, even like the waters of opposition for the salmon. But it is in this that ye continue to press forward and it is in this struggle of purpose, that ye are blessed. For in this, My son, is the flow of change as you come unto Me. For in this change is the transformation of not only thought, but of the mind, the body and the emotions… And ye want perfection in one step? Ye want all to be quickened in a blink of an eye? Oh My son, then would ye be able to be of a confidence that ye came unto Me in all of thy efforts? Would ye know the ability of effort and growth, would ye know thy strength? So remember that My hand, in a touch, could give you your desire, but what would it profit thee? Where would there be thy lesson of devotion, service and self-effort? So in this I watch My children in their efforts as a Witness on the bank of rushing waters, as some children in the struggle of purpose fail, even unto spiritual death. As some slow in their progress and move to more calm waters, and it is in some that take the waters straight on and fight the course of flow, that gives them the experience of purpose and worth, unto the satisfaction and reward of purpose. So My son, it is in this that I watch and it is in this that ye know the value of the lesson learned. Oh I can hear and know the struggle of mind and the raging waters against such a purpose. And sometimes I am a witness of thy resting in the shallow water for thy next attempt of the waters of force. But it is in this that ye should know that I am with thee and for thee, and in this is the comfort of the challenge. And in this is the change of what appears to be impossible, to be a change and journey of importance. For as ye come unto Me, even in this, ye come unto the Father and make yourself worthy for all that is given unto thee. For as a man profiteth from the struggle, he also profiteth from the reward. For in this reward is thy salvation and thy glory. For in this joy of glory is the sweetest fruit, and in this ye will ever be blessed in thy efforts. But My son, seek not the focus of the reward, for it is not yet even in thy understanding as a motivation for change, but seek ye Me. For I know that the reward is not enough and ye would even turn away from the thought, as you have done in the past, because ye have not yet tasted of it’s sweetness. But ye have tasted the sweetness of My fruit, of My love, and it is in this that ye should remember and know in thy efforts. So come unto Me continually and know the sweetness of love, and in this will be enough motivation of purpose to give thee the strength in the struggle of life. Oh My son, be of good cheer and know that I am with thee and for thee, and ye will not falter in this. Be strong and follow thy true desires of strength of virtue. Blessed be thee in this. Hear My call and continue in thy efforts to come unto Me.”

September 20, 2014 Sunday (8:35 am)

I have been laying here in bed thinking and listening to Spirit teach me of yesterday’s choices and as I was praying, I had the desire to write.

So pen in hand and breathing for Spirit…

“Oh My beloved son, thou didst hear Me and My words of caution and learning, that ye might know the wisdom in choice, the wisdom of the choices of Spirit and the choices of man. Ye say with thy mouth, ‘I will seek thee’, but then in thy action seek man. And in this is My caution and My warning, that ye should know what is of Me and that which of he who fights against Me. For it is even in this that ye have thrown thyself, walking as a blind man. For thou didst hear Me and My call and in this thou art blessed. For in the throws of all wickedness, thou didst hear Me and in this is the wisdom of learning. Why doest thou seek man over God? Why doest thou seek the thrills of man over the love of God? Because thou does not even know the love of God! For if thou truly knew that which is offered, thou would run to My house and seek Me. But thou art yet young in thy lerarnings and art in a state of learning and a progression of awareness. Oh My son, seek Me in all that you do. Seek Me in all ways before thee, and in this thou wilt know Me. And in this is the ways and wisdoms that will bring thee the joy of not man and the world, but the joy of eternal love. For can you not feel the doubt and fear magnified? Can you not understand that it is in this that thou has been surrounded not of My Spirit, but of he who fights against Me. Oh My son, it is in this that I speak and it is in this that is the wisdom of learning. Seek ye Me first and it is then that I will seek thee. Thirst after Me and My Spirit, and then it is in thy thirst that I will give thee drink, that will ever quench the thirst for everlasting water, yes even living water, that will give thee life and wonder to the mind, body and soul. Oh My children, seek Me. Seek My love and know that I call unto you, not only in Spirit but in body. Seek thee the ways of Spirit and I will then send forth the Spirit of Love to bless thee with that which thou seeketh and desireth … love. Love Me, seek Me and thou wilt find Me, even in this that surrounds thee. Therefore be mindful of thy choices and ask thyself, will it give thee eternal life or will it lead thee away from the love of God? Oh My son, know of My love and the wisdom of My counsels, for in them is the very key to the doors of freedom that ye seek. Therefore seek Me and I will answer unto thee in all that thou hast been given, and multiplied in great number and worth. Even unto such great worth that the blessings cannot be contained and flowth from thee like the waters of living truth and glory for all to share. Behold My truth is before thee even in the wisdom of love. Receive and know Me and My love, even as I am.”

September 23, 2014 Tuesday (6:35 am)

I’ve been hitting my snooze button on my alarm as I lay in bed contemplating and giving thanks, I hear, “Write, My son, write. I would that ye know.”

Pen in hand and ready as I breathe and ask for a clear mind…

“Oh My son, that ye should know the wisdom of My counsels and in this time of preparing the mind and body for that which is before Me and in Me, that ye might come unto Me in all ways and receive the fullness of My desires of thee. That ye have the fullness of My desires of thee. That ye have the fullness of My glory and in this is the reward of My kingdom and My presence. For as ye prepare the mind and do My bidding it is then that all can be added upon thee to receive My will. And in this thou will receive the mind of God, which is of a fullness of all things, and in this state of oneness is the state of All That Is… Oh My son, the gift of all holiness, that has been bestowed throughout all time and eternity. For as this is given unto those that receive Me fully. And is the gift above all other gifts, to those that come unto My will and My salvation for each. Oh My son, hear these words and know that this is a desire for thee to even have a state of all holiness and a oneness in Me. Therefore stay thy course and push through thy doubts and fears, that ye might receive the glory above all else and all things that ye might receive Me. Oh hear Me My children, and know of My love, that ye might surrender thy very mind and soul with all desires of this world at My feet, that I might bestow upon thy head the glory of All that I have, and All That Is. Oh hear Me and come unto Me in all righteousness, that I might then come unto thee. In these things/words are the keys and mysteries and the one true desire of all the Heavens. That we become one again and know the eternal nature of all things, as the state and mind of All Oneness. Therefore be ye as little children and come unto My call and be at My feet that I might lift thee up unto even this state that I am. Be ye therefore of an open mind, that I might open the veils of all righteousness and knowing, that the self of this world might fall away unto the true knowingness of the eternities. Come My children, come My son and be not afraid and surrender thy selves in a state of thanksgiving and righteousness, that I might therefore come unto thee with all that I have. Oh My son, stay thy course and trust in My hand and as ye do this, it is then that the way will open before thee and bring you unto all understanding and knowingness, that these things might come to pass in all righteousness. Ponder this word, righteousness, and ye will know of its meaning of exactness, purity and love. For it is a state of complete balance, for it is a state of love that is in the oneness of all loves. So come therefore before Me in righteousness and know Me as I am.”

September 24, 2014 Wednesday

A note of interest…

I have been having some interesting and amazing experiences in my meditation classes and tonight was one of those classes that put me in wonderment. As Carol, the facilitator, was leading us I was overwhelmed with this incredible love that made me quietly weep as we all journeyed within our own experience. For me I was met by the spirit of our mother, Gaia, Earth. The most beautiful feminine energy that didn’t have a form, but was of an energy of complete love. As this most sacred energy of love hovered in front of me she radiated such a full beautiful energy that, as I mentioned, I quietly weep with tears of a fullness of heart. It was then that she made her intention that I should follow her as she led me deep within the earth. Moving through deep passages and it was here that she showed me a (I’m not sure what to call it a city or civilization). All of a sudden the view was vast from the narrow passages of stone, and I was taken by the pristine beauty of what was before me. I might interject here and remind you that sometimes when I see visions or Spirit what comes to me is a knowingness vision that is not of the eyes but of a visual knowingness. I believe it was what Moses meant when he said that he saw with his Spiritual eyes, and as I took in this view I was mostly taken by how clean and pristine it was. I saw that it was as bright as noon day and yet we were underground and I thought I even took in that the sky was blue. I saw before me a near overview of a city, but I did not make out the architecture, as I was more taken by the clarity and beauty. I was given through unspoken, the knowledge that these peoples were in alignment with her and she was pleased with them and at the same time knew that she was not pleased by the surface peoples that caused her displeasure. As I was just taking it all in, it was then that I was pulled back as Carol was calling us back. I was left with the most amazing feeling of love as I continued to ponder these pure impressions of my mind and my heart.

September 28, 2014 Sunday (3:00 am)

Just climbing into bed after falling asleep while watching some television to unwind after a long workday. As I was lying waiting for sleep to overcome me I heard, “Write My son, I would speak with thee.” I questioned and heard, “Yes, write.”

Pen in hand as I take deep breaths waiting for the Holy Spirit and the words of His command…

“Yes, My son, thou art worthy of My word and in this is My love. For as thou just offered thy heart unto Me in thy communications of prayer and in those few words was the heart and love of he who is willing, but still lack in the discipline and complete devotion. For as thou hast come unto Me, it is in this that I come unto you, in these words of promise. For as thou hast been in My service and devotion it is still required that ye come unto Me in more of the love of self. For when thou lovest thyself as much as thou loveth the world, it is then that thou will transform that which holds thee and binds thee. For in these words are the cautions of He who awaits to bless thee. Son, hold thee in the honor that is before thee. So come forth with thy continued devotions and in them is the way of strength and patience. For as thou inch along the path of fear, it is then that you realize that the fear is what keeps thee bound and from Me in complete devotion that is asked of thee. Remember these words that thou might come more fully unto Me and receive that which is of thee and thy name. Honor the path before thee with all thy effort and strength, and know that I am with thee, even in thy distractions of fear. Hold true and hold strong, and stay thy course that ye might know Me, even as I am.”

October 7, 2014 Tuesday (6:10 am)

Just woke up before my alarm and heard, “Write My son, I would speak with you.” And I replied, “Father it has been a while.” And I heard an immediate, “Yes, that is why I would speak.”

Pen in hand and breathing for clarity and Spirit…

“Oh My son, it is in the wisdom of the Heavens that ye should hear My word and know My love, that ye should be of the purity of thought that streams to thee and for thee. That ye might understand the love and comfort that abounds for those that come unto Me with heart, mind and purpose. I would that ye know that I have heard your whispers of hope and desire and it is in these whispers of desire that I speak. And it is in these thoughts of service that I value the wisdom of the hope of the heart. For when one desires such service it is in the mind of God to send forth a word of comfort to attend the mind of desire and give such a freedom to the thought of love. Oh My son, that ye might know that it is in My heart and knowing, of a desire to tarry for My purpose in the body made perfect. But it is in My desire that ye know that thou hath a plan and a direction that thou not even knoweth. And if thy desire is to serve, it is in My heart that ye do all of thy desires’ might as ye are in thy life. And in this as ye serve Me in thy heart and mind, ye will find the love of all nations will be your guide and purpose. You question My word and you doubt your worth and it is in this that ye must receive and know Me. And in this ye will know and understand the meanings of such a voice to you, that ye might know the wisdom of the Heavens and the love of all nations. For My son stay on thy path, stay strong and trust the Helmsman who directs thy path, for he that offers his will, to the Deliverer, will know the love of God and in this is the glory of all glories. Be brave My son, and know that I am with thee in every step and in this as ye look to Me ye will know that the winds that blow will be for thy good and in this ye will have the force of direction if ye, but trust My hand. And let thy thoughts continue to come unto Me, for in this is thy service and My purpose.

Oh ye peoples of the Earth, know these things and know that the will of the Lord God is that ye would turn to My hand and let My love serve thee as ye wonder of thy strength and purposes. And as ye do this it is then that ye know whom thou art and the purpose of such a love. Oh ye that have little faith in such words, come unto Me and I will build thee and lift thee, and in this ye will begin to know the love and purpose of God. Know this and ye will begin to understand the mind of God and the eternal love that flows unto all the Earth, and the peoples, and all creation therein. So come My children, and turn thy minds and hearts unto Me and in this ye will find the wisdom of such knowing. For the love shines bright, as the Sun, and the wisdom is given in the soft light as the moon, and the knowledge set forth as the even softer light of the stars. And in all of this is the light of love and the heart of God. Know this light and ye will know the peace and hope that is in thy heart and thy mind will be quieted to such a gentle peace, that will still the body unto a oneness of Me. Know these things, ponder these things, and in this ye will begin to have such a wonder that ye will understand such words of love. Peace My son, and know that I am.”

October 13, 2014 Monday (2:30 am)

I was just on my knees praying and asking Father to help me to understand how to be before Him, when I have not made the best decision by watching television late into the night. I should have been taking care of His work and taking care of my body with rest and sleep. So as I was asking Father how to approach Him, I was told to “Write.” I’m a little anxious and tired, but have pen in hand and breathing for the Spirit to carry His word…

“Oh My son of the morning, it is in this that I come to you to remind thee of whom thou art, for when the thoughts of less are upon you it is then that you hide and you forsake Me, and in so doing you forsake yourself. Oh that ye would know that ye are loved even in thy weakness of faith and even in your shortness of belief. Ye thinketh that ye have done a disservice to Me, but it of thee that ye offend. For My will and My sake will go forth as the glory of My command, but it is of thee that must be of a self burden. For as ye know of My love, it is then that ye must know of My concern for even as ye approach Me in this cycle of, question of forgiveness. For what will ye do or need to know of thy worth? Yes, you took to the comfort of the television, in your feelings of body illness, but why seek ye the numbing of the mind, when it is the numbing of the body that were your need? Why seek ye to hide when you only desire My presence? Oh My son, you wonder how to approach the throne of My glory when ye have been in the shame of self… And I say, ‘With the honesty that thou did.’ For when you are honest with yourself, then ye are honest with Me and it is then that I can reach forth My hand to lift thee up upon thy feet again. For ye, even now, wonder of thy heart and thy intentions of the future, when it is in your heart to find the comfort of numbing yourself and your mind with the effects of television watching. And I say unto you, ‘Know ye this that even as ye shall fall again, it is in My focus, with your eyes single to Me, that ye shall know thy way and know thy path. For as ye know these things then ye know the will of God. Oh that all My children might know My will and their own worth, that ye and they would come unto Me with full hearts of gratitude that I might continue to bless them, Oh My son, know Me and it is then that ye shall know thyself, and begin to love thyself again. Be strong and hold true and ye shall know Me, even as I am.”

October 20, 2014 Monday (6:40 am)

I just woke up on my day off without my alarm and as I woke I heard a clear, “Write My son, I would speak with thee.” And I replied, “Yes, My Father.”

Pen in hand…

“Oh yes, I would speak with thee that ye should know the course and well-being of those that are before thee. For as thou hath done My bidding and in those things that ye have done has been for thy good and has opened the door of salvation to thee, that ye should know that the way is clear and open. That ye might come unto Me fully and dwell in My presence that ye might know the love of God in its full measure. Oh My son, know that all things will be provided for thy well-being, so trust and know these things and it is in this that ye shall know no fear or have thee concern. But as for the concerns of thy well-being with thy home and the mischievous nature of which thou hath experienced, I would confirm to thy mind the nature of such things that ye understand. That as ye continue to grow in the light and love of God, it is with such light that others of this world and other worlds will see such beauty and in this will be drawn to its beauty. Some out of curiosity and others out of a mischievous nature, neither are to do thee harm, but it is in this that ye should not engage. For you will find that others are drawn to the gifts and talents of thy favor and in these you should not deny things given to thee, but continue to build and grow thy blessings even in the face of such concerns of well-being. For if thou did not have such experiences how would thou know the wisdom of all things. If a boy, or girl, lives in isolation of complete natures how would they know choice and grow in the wisdom of opposition, compliments and lessons therein. Oh My son, know that all things are for thee to know, that which is for thy good and growth. For have you not even learned of how, even My elect, have faced much opposition and even despair at the hand of My letting them experience the course of opposition. Yes, even Joseph thought these very thoughts of wondering, seeking the love of God and being put in the very opposite of such a state. And I did not cause My angels to take it away, but to comfort such discomfort for a season. Do you think that it was because of a judgmental God? No My son, know that it is just the opposite. It is because of My love that these things that appear to be a negative are to build and sanctify, that at the day of judgment all will know that the hand of God is a fair and righteous hand. And that the favor of God is made perfect with this favor through preferential treatment, but just the opposite. For as ye come close to Me it is then that ye might see the extreme opposition in all things. Know My son, that all of this works for thy good and in this all learn the lessons of life. As I have mentioned, it does not matter if thou live or die, but the choices of such living. For when you choose Me, you choose life eternal and when you cast this at My feet then it is thee that is at a loss. So choose well and know that the love of God is with thee and for thee. And be of good cheer that ye might know the joy therein. Peace My son and know that I am with thee, even unto the end of days.”

October 22, 2014 Wednesday

I had an interesting experience this evening at my meditation class. Carol, the facilitator, took us on a journey that proved to be interesting and still has me wondering and in awe. She guided us to our future, as she had us slowly walk up twenty steps, with each step we were being filled with light energy or enlightened. As we reached the top of the stairs she asked our higher self to be present and to share or guide us to our future to observe, at this point I wasn’t connecting to a guide, but I saw myself standing in front of a large stone, it appeared to be crystalline in nature, that stood much taller than myself. And as I stood there I saw views of the past, it looked like epic views of wars and histories. I cannot recall the various histories, but I do remember moving my hand in a sweeping motion to move the scenes from one scene to the next. It reminded me of how I use my finger to move one site or picture to another on my smart phone. And as I was viewing and using this tool, I was informed through a knowingness that it was a ‘seer stone.’ I was in awe and did not want to come back as Carol was calling us to return. As I reluctantly journeyed back down the stairs, I carried an awe with me and was in a state of wonder. Things to ponder.

October 24, 2014 Friday (1:47 am)

I woke up and as I rolled over to get comfortable, I was facing my Christ painting that is hanging above my bed and it was then that I heard, “Come unto Me.” And simultaneously I said, “I come unto thee Father.” I then directly heard, “Oh ye of little faith in things seen and unseen.” And as I repeated the words in my mind I then heard, “Write My son and I will give thee words of love.”

Pen primed as I breathe for the words of love to flow…

“Oh ye that sees the things of this world and still question My word and My wonder. For ye that see Me and know that I am, will be blessed as ye know Me in all things and in all ways. Yet, ye know that I am with thee and for thee. Oh My son, you question and wonder of which is thee, and I say unto you, ‘You know Me and see Me yet you still wonder… the traveler sitting upon the suitcase, am I not He? You heard the words and the request (words from Spirit to return to give him my meal) and yet you could not find the nerve in thee to approach him, to offer thy food. Yes, it would have been an inconvenience and it would have stretched your boundaries of comfort and will, but did you not hear the Spirit whisper your words of earlier this morning in prayer, ‘Father lead me to the things that I should do’? Oh My son, fall not into shame and despair as I lead thee by the hand and show thee the error of thy ways. Turn not from Me in unworthiness, but open thy heart and feel the love, the love that I have even in those that are too weak to follow My word and My bidding. Oh My son, I say these things not to shame you or have you to feel badly about thyself, but to lead thee unto a new level of coming unto Me in all ways and in all things. Oh My son, you are sinking into a despair of worth and I say unto you, ‘ Lift thy head to Me and see Me for who I am. See Me in all the love that flows to thee and ye will know that I am with thee even now.’ Oh ye that come unto Me and seek the love of God, I say unto thee, ‘Seek ye Him in all that comes before thee. Know Him in the distant and hungry, know Him in the child that needs a hug, know Him in the woman of lies, and even in the man of pride. Know Him in every aspect and then ye will know that ye are even of Him. Ye seek Me and yet you find Me in every day, and in every way, and yet you see Me not.’

Oh My children, awaken thy hearts and see Me as I am. Awaken thy hearts and see Me in all ways, and then serve Me. Oh My son, yes, you can feel thy heart of love and feel the resolve to follow Me in service and love. Know this, yes it is hard for you to move out beyond your safety and be seen in service, and yet as ye do and as ye awaken and stretch forth thy hand in all ways and in all things, it is then that ye will know the complete love of God and ye shall know Me even as I am. Ye wonder in thy mind if ye can render such service with the large amount of need in thy path and the world. And I say unto thee, ‘ Serve only that which is in thy direct path, and as ye do your fears to be seen will fall away and I will bless thee as never before.’ For seek Me in this and prove Me, and ye shall leap with joy with the love that is poured forth unto thee. Oh My son, fear not these words, but let thyself be seen that you might not only bless the hungry of body, but also the hungry of Spirit. For as you serve one you serve the other. For can you not see the hunger of the world and can your heart not desire to serve? Oh My son, move past thy fears and the limitations of thy programming thoughts of youth and of life and be bold, be strong and in this ye will find your new self… even in the softness of love. Oh My children, awaken thy hearts and see Me even as I am. And as ye do this ye will know Me even as I am, pure love. Rest thy head, My son, upon Me and know that in these words are the words of love that awaken the sleeping child for a new day. Awaken My son, and know the new you.”

Oh Father, forgive me!

“Prove Me, My son, and know the love of God.”

October 28, 2014 Tuesday (4:47 am)

I just woke up and it was as if in a prayer of pleading, the same prayer of pleading as I went to bed, the pleading for Father to help me shake a negativity that engulfed me. The negative spirit started as I was with Dad running his weekly errands. As some of his errands became complicated and difficult, a negativity came over me, and I am ashamed that it engulfed me so completely, as I came home I went straight to the television, but the television did not subdue the emotion. Even as I was watching I was asking for help, the same prayer that I just woke to and just a moment ago heard, “Write and I will explain to thee.”

Pen now ready to hear as I breathe for clarity and relief…

“Oh my son, that ye should know that it is in the wisdom of thy good and thy salvation that ye understand the shard of emotion that has broken free and has overwhelmed thee with emotions of negativity. For as the mishaps layered upon each other the work of salvation became impeded by the negativity of frustration, the same frustration that engulfed you as a young boy, child, and young man. The effort of life and the difficulties of frustration and difficulties of no relief, of no answers and of no help from the external or from within. You grew from this place of being paralyzed that dominated your life, because of the confusion of circumstances and the actions of others. You know this feeling, this anger, this trapped emotion from thy youth. Even now as you identify, you can feel some relief, mixed with the sadness of what the child was locked and bound. Take a moment and feel, know this feeling of burden, that only you would know as the child was bound in this state of overwhelm and confusion.”

Putting the pen down to breathe into this emotion… and picking up the pen again as I finish being immersed in the emotion, as the words flow again…

“You see My son, it was in this that you have held deep within your bodies of emotion, of mental and most present physical. As you have now touched upon them, it is still your work to heal them. Come often to this place of creation, this place of misfortune and take these emotions that stream of generations and continue to do the work. The work of healing, of crystallization through light and energy. Transforming them (the emotions) from the active state to an inactive state, so that the raw energy will not be active in thy bodies. And through this process you will find that the healing will become of a nature of letting go, of neutralizing that which has been free to bubble up and affect your life and paralyze you in these raw energies of unhealthy and nonproductive raw emotion, and mental distress that have nature of dysfunction and paralyzation. Because of your strength to follow Me into the depths of your pain, you have now touched the understanding of that which has controlled you even from your beginnings. But be now of good cheer and know that as ye continue the work of salvation and heal these attachments you see the energies transform and change from active to an inactive state and as you do this then you can continue the work and change it to another form of less dense energy to that of eventually of neutralized energy that can meld back into the pure source of its initial rawness of undefined flowing energy. You wonder why I don’t just take it from you and save you from the work. And I say unto you, ‘Where would thy growth and lessons be learned? Where would you learn the lessons of transmutation and transformation? Where would your growth and worth of salvation be? So come My son and know the love and blessing of such work, for in this is the blessing of freedom and in this is the saving grace of love. For as ye prayed for help and relief, ye saw the magnitude of the raw active energy that has affected generations and it is now in thee to have charge to change that which has been the course of dysfunction and the source of much pain and sadness on so many levels, it is now in thy awareness. So be of good cheer and be of a work that is beyond the work of numbing and covering such energies, but bringing them to a light that can now be healed unto the salvation of generations. For as you come unto the light of love and it is with the holiness of God’s love that you will do this work, which is thy work, to transform that which is robbing the life essence of those affected. It is now to do this work and this salvation; blessed are ye in this work. Seek ye the blessing of the Heavens and ye shall know the peace of healing and recover thy strength again. Peace My son and know that ye are not alone in this that still feels so overwhelming, for this is the path to freedom, the path of salvation.”

Yes Father, I still feel overwhelmed and with some disappointment, in thinking that I would just be rescued from this … but it is now my work. I don’t mean to sound ungrateful, but I all ready feel overwhelmed by life on so many levels and now find there is more to do.

Its now 7:02 am and I have to get going to work. I will need to write later of my experiences of the energy felt, Elizabeth as my support and coach and the many experiences attached to the raw energy to be changed. Oh how I just want to be rescued from all of this, but I know that there is wisdom in the process if I just do the work and trust.

Thank you Father for thy guiding hand that is continually healing me, thank You.

October 31, 2014 Friday (6:13 am)

Woke up and heard in my waking, “I will be with thee through all time and eternity.”

After hearing those words I gathered my pen and paper and this flowed to me,

“Thou might stumble in thy service, but I will always be there to pick thee up and set thee right again. For in this is the love of God and in this is the fellowship of those who are in a learning state. For thou hast been crying out for help because of the lack of fortitude and diminished desire of will, and let Me now instruct thee that it is in thy personality of perfection that causes thee to stumble. For when the past of your childhood began to seep forth in your mental state of confusion and paralyzation, you stumbled in thy patience of self and others about thee. And in this, your personality of perfection, caused thee to spiral downward to fall into a state of despair and hiding, causing a continued state of depression. Your feelings of overwhelm are a natural state from the childhood issues, which will soon have more light shed upon, to cause thee greater healing. For do you think that this was by chance, that this has been called to the surface? And I say, ‘Nay.’ For in thy worth is the flaw/blemish of thy past. And in this is the root of a state of fragileness, which will be for thy good of future to see clearly the state of worth and connect with the pain and belief so that ye might right yourself again. For in this ye will know thyself in a completeness that thou hath never had and in this will be thy understanding and thy healing. For do you think that if this pain had not come forth that thou would have stopped to look at the blemish that is of such that it could cause the diamond to fracture under future pressure? For only the love of God can heal such a fracture and it is in thee to do this work of sanctification and salvation. So come unto Me in love and it is in this love that I will heal thee. For is it not your favored saying to share with people, ‘Love brings up anything unlike itself’? And is this not the way of all healing of such a deep nature? And again, what worth would it be for thee if I just took it from thee? Where would thy empathy and understanding be learned for others of thy future, if it were not for this process of love and healing? For even as ye have undertaken this self-burden, it is in this that ye will guide others unto the light of their own wisdom and understanding, that they might also be free. So be of good cheer, My son, and know that this pain that is of the present is for the good of the all. And this is how wisdom is built into My servants and in this ye shall find and have great value. Stay thy course and know that the love of God is with thee and upon thee to lift thee up in thy burdens of self, be of this and ye shall know the peace of love. Blessings My son of the morning.”

November 1, 2014 Saturday (11:30 pm)

I was just on my knees praying to Father to help me. I am spiraling downward again, feeling a deep depression has come over me. I am feeling like I am going to implode with the mental and emotional pressure of the energy… “Father help me.” As I was on my knees praying, after numbing out with hours of television, and as I was voicing my plea to Father telling Him that I didn’t think I could shake this on my own, I heard a clear, “Get up from your knees and write.” Without even questioning I climbed into bed with my paper and pen, hoping that the message could come through the dense mental and emotional energy that was pressing down on me … “Help me Father” … “Oh Father help me”…

“Oh My precious son, in whom the pressure of the energy walls press against you and bind you to hold you in your very pain that was and still is, the pain of your youth and life. For in this is your salvation and the gate in which you must pass for through this is the answer and the release… Father I am not sure I can survive this…

“Oh My son, for why would you be here now if it were not for your well-being and good? Why would I lead you to this very place, if you were not to pass through this very gate. For in this is the pressure of your life existence and experience that is the very hell of salvation. The place where the price is paid and the place where the emotions speak the truth of past made present. Oh My son, you have wondered of this… of what! (I cut Him off in my pain, fear and panic) I am not trusting the words, the flow… Oh Father… I am so caught in this struggle; I feel trapped. I don’t know where to turn or what to trust. My trust is so raw and this is how I felt growing up. The young boy didn’t know where to turn and who to trust. Feeling trapped, caught and shutting down his energy to life… my will lost; my life lost. A shutting down that immobilized him, that caused him to shut off from the world and move inward and live from a state of fear, afraid to live…

These are all core thoughts, beliefs, declarations that just came blurting out through the pen, buried deep that still live and still speak their truth. The pressure is lifting. I just got some relief, the feeling of after just throwing up, after the intensity of being nauseous. Is this why all week of the emotional depression, of spiraling and not getting any relief, to birth that which binds me still? To hear the core beliefs of my existence?

“Oh My son, how else would you know this that rules and binds if you were not to hear them again? Would have you gone here if it were not for the pressure of the emotions? And it is in this that must be healed for thee to come unto Me even as I am. For what causes you not to do My bidding? Fear. What causes you to desire of acceptance of others more than the truth of what is? Fear. And what is it that keeps you from standing strong and bold? Fear. The fear of life, and in this is the truth that binds and still holds thee to the world and will not let thee fly unto Me. And it is in these words of a child’s truth that is stronger than the metal energy of the adult. For it is written into the survival unconscious, that is written from experience and it is this that still rules you. And it is in these truths that rule until given the light of love and the truth of God. Seek ye the light of love and in this is the healing of these truths that bind. Continue to come unto Me and I will show thee unto all truth and salvation. Oh My son, you doubt our love and can you not now see and trust those that have led you into the light, that even now offers you freedom? Come unto Me and live. Come unto Me and know the truth of all things. Come unto Me, My son, and live.”

November 6, 2014 Thursday (9:57pm)

I was just kneeling as I was about to say my evening prayer, when I was told to “Write.” So I immediately got up and retrieved my pen and paper and now ready to allow the Spirit to flow, as I pray and breathe for mental ease and the Spirit…

“Yes My son, I would speak with thee that ye would know the love of the Heavens that awaits those that serve and love. And as ye are complete in thy service it is then… I am falling asleep…

It is just a few hours later, I woke up and put my laundry in the dryer after falling asleep, and as I was walking back to bed I heard, “Finish that which you have started.” I questioned, because of the guilt I was feeling about falling asleep and losing the inspiration of the writing and as I was questioning I heard again, “Yes son, finish that which you have started.”

So now wide awake with the pen ready, as I pray for the Spirit of Patience …

“Oh My son, in as ye have asked for My forgiveness and love continually with the incompleteness of our words of love and counsel, and it is of the Heavens that ye should know that We are a patient People and in this the Lord God has continued to grant His favor upon thee. For as ye are in the body not perfect, ye will have many challenges and it is in these challenges that ye learn wisdom and patience. For My son, thus is what We have heard from thee, the asking of patience, that ye might learn the love of the heart that extends to all people, that is kind and unwavering in its purity. For know this My son, that I am a patient Father, but even I can be drawn into a righteous anger, that then is coupled with the flow of love and given unto the human population/creation as needed that the lessons of discipline might be learned. But ye have asked of a lacking virtue and how to cultivate this gift and offspring of love. And I say unto you, ‘That one must move from the mind of justification and into the heart. For when you move into the heart and speak from the heart, think from the heart and view from the heart, it is then that the joy of love is given unto that which is upsetting and the gift of this virtue is realized. For from only the heart is this virtue cultivated and nurtured into fruition. For as ye know this, then ye know how to create a path for the expression of love. Oh My son, there are times to be in a state of discipline, for how can ye not know all sides of love? Think not that if ye anger that it is always unjust, but remember as My scriptures and teachings have spoken, ‘be ye slow to anger’. It does not say to never have this emotion, but to use this emotion in small amounts as a motivation of self and others, and then return to love and show forth this virtue of the heart. But My son, as I see thee and thy efforts to be of the heart, it is in thy efforts that ye are falling short of thy desires, because ye have triggers that are being stimulated and in this ye are moving from the heart far too quickly. For when the situation moves the energy to a past experience where there is some emotional charge, then the impatience flares up with little effort and in this ye have fallen short in thy efforts. For if ye continually disconnect and diminish the energy ties that are in thee from experience to mind and body, then ye will be able to achieve thy desired outcome of staying in the heart. This My son takes practice and effort, but as ye put forth thy will, it is over time that ye will master and cultivate these virtues of the heart. So come from the heart in every aspect and it is then that ye will be able to disconnect from the emotions that are tied to the experience. Remember this and use it as ye now know it and I will further counsel thee in thy progress and love. For it must also be used towards thyself as ye learn the ways to master all things. Know of My love and My blessings as ye continue to grow and come closer to Me in all things. Peace My son and rest.”

A note of interest … I just finished the book ‘Visions of Glory’ that my sister gave to me and I believe that she was inspired! For my mind is reeling as I overlay the experiences in the book and my very own personal experiences and the alignment that is there between the two of us. For it gives me a peace and validation of my random experiences that I have had over the years, and even just up to a week or so ago. I was so excited and at the same time overwhelmed, that I even penned a letter to the person in the book hoping I could convey my gratitude. I might regress and explain, the book was authored by John Pontius, as he explained how he became friends with the book’s character, Spencer (real person who chose to remain anonymous by using a fictitious name). In the book, Spencer explains how he had several death experiences where he was shown visions of the world and his future. And as I read the book it was uncanny how many of our experiences lined up. At this point I think I will share the letter that I wrote to him, because if you have read this far you will begin to understand the alignments. Oh by the way John Pontius, the author, passed away a couple of years ago; so I wasn’t sure how I would get the letter to Spencer. As I looked in the front of the book for the publishing company to perhaps send the letter that route I noticed that there was a blog of John’s and his wife was still maintaining it; so I e-mailed her and she gladly accepted my request to forward this letter on to Spencer.

My Dear Brother of Visions of Glory,

It is upon the wings of The Dove that I send this letter to you in hopes that it will eventually land into your hands, and that you might know of my gratitude. Just yesterday, I finished reading of the beautiful experiences of your and our future. I have to be honest in that, I was a little hesitant to read the book because of not wanting it to influence my own gifts of inspiration; but as I put the book down my mind was reeling in a state of amazement. I was filled with the spirit of gratitude for the validation that your experiences gave to my own. For I too, have walked a lonely path of sharing only with my sisters and father, the parting of the veil and my many experiences on my journey bringing me closer to our Lord. In His mercy and love He has called me back to Him, after being away from His gospel for nearly thirty years. And in that mercy, He has sent His angels to me and parted the veil, that I might taste of the sweetness therein and be evermore changed.

For I too, have had a death experience where I was instructed and sent back to, “Heal myself and to help others around me heal”. And as I have journeyed, He has sent Heavenly Messengers to bless me with gifts that have helped guide me even closer to Him. One of these gifts is what I call, ‘The Writings’, where I am told to write and through the pen Heavenly messages flow forth upon the pages of paper; messages of guidance, inspiration and revelation. He has opened my heart and mind to visions of myself, and visions of what is, and what is to come. As I ponder your own visions and overlay them with mine, there is an amazing alignment that has left me in astonishment and in the peace of validation.

For I too, have experienced my own personal pillar of light above my head that connects me to the Heavens.

For I too, have experienced the sifts of time, that is of the oneness of God, that allowed my future self, dressed in priesthood robes, to come to me in the present and has given me a blessing to build me up and strengthen me in a weakened state.

For I too, have had visions of the Tree of Life, with people partaking of its fruit and the living waters with their iridescence of purity.

For I too, have experienced the miracle of travel through portals or passages of energy that has taken me to experience my dear passed mother and family. That allowed me to be present there and view the World of Spirit, the Tree of Life and the beautiful architecture of that world/dimension.

For I too, just weeks ago experienced the culture beneath the Earth’s surface and felt of our mother’s love and their alignment with her. And I also felt of her displeasure of those that dwell above, as she cries out and awaits the Bridegroom for her healing.

And just last week, I too saw, a future view of myself standing before a large stone and witnessing the past as I waved my hand, as if using a smartphone, to move the scenes before me. And I was told that it was a ‘Seer Stone’ (And this was before reading of your own experience).

I too, have been forewarned and told to, ‘”Fear not that which is to come;” while seeing the devastation that is coming to my home state of California.

For I too, through the words of ‘The Writings’ have been a witness of the same sequence of events that gather the people of the New Jerusalem, the sword or pillar of fire that protects them, the angels waiting to cleanse, the coming of our dear Savior and the eventual healing of our beloved mother, Earth.

And I have had the Savior’s own hand mark my heart and call me forth to a work, if I will only trust and truly believe who I am, a ‘Son of the Morning’.

Dear brother, know that I share these things not out of ego, but in the awe as a witness, that continues to humble me; as I learn to believe and trust completely in our Savior Brother. I have been asking the Father if I should share my own experiences and His writings with the world, as further witness of His great love and counsels of wisdom, hoping that I might further His work and open more hearts unto Him. We will see.

I guess in an ideal situation, I would love to sit, share, and discuss our experiences. But I also respect and appreciate your wanting to remain anonymous, after reading of your future. If you should feel inspired and feel a confirmation of the Spirit to trust me, I would love to travel to you and share of the Spirit. Either way, I want you to know how releasing your trusted experiences of the Heavens are strengthening, for not only myself, but for others that have discovered your experiences within the book. Continued blessings to you my fellow brother and servant of the Lord.

November 13, 2014 Thursday (1:24 am)

I just woke up with all the lights on, as I fell asleep reading the scriptures, and as I got up to turn off the lights I heard, “Son, while thou art blessed, thou art limited in the human body.” I think I know what He is referring to, but gather my paper and pen and begin to breathe for more clarification…

“Yes My son, I will speak with thee that thou might learn and know that while in the body thou art limited. For I heard thy prayer, as thou and your friends tried to bring the energy of the broken dishwasher into the resonance of wholeness. For as thou are of a belief, thou were lacking the ability and true faith. For in your mind you were asking for forgiveness if it was an offense to Me, as you quietly asked in My name. Know this My son that a blessing used upon the sick and objects of desire are not an offense to Me, but beware of the motives that generate such a request. For in thy prayer was a strand of ego, that wanted others to see the power of God, while it was not an offense to Me beware of the motives of the heart. Yes son, I can hear your confusion of faith and your questions therein. Know that it has been a question of others throughout generations and still is and will ever be. Know this that as a man wondereth the time and occasion to use this power and faith; for when the request of a son of good faith and heart, it is never an offense to Me and the Heavens to ask for the blessings of Heaven to be used to change a person or situation for the good. But know in the asking that the will of the heart be aligned with the mind and faith of belief and then be in the alignment of Spirit for the change to occur. For when there is a waiver of faith and mind it is in this that the mind has doubt, and in the question is the alignment broken. For as you and your friends had the desire to believe, still the belief was lacking and in so much that the true alignment was not made.”

Father how does one eliminate all doubt, it seems like a hopeless state for me?

“For this is a question that has a split in it, for as thou asketh, thou knoweth the truth therein. For as thou uses the words of the Priesthood in alignment of the heart and mind it is then that the wisdom floweth to the mind as to the blessing. For you lacked the belief to even use the Priesthood, so thou asked in My Name, but not using the power given, because of not wanting to offend and abuse the power given. Can you not see that even in the respect was the split of belief? For thou must come in full heart and will for a object of form to transmute and change for the desired outcome. Oh My son, I know that the mind is confused, but it will become clear and acceptable as thou continues to grow in thy strength. But be of good cheer and know that this is the beginning, the belief of even the ability that lies therein. For the child wants to run before the stability of walking is in place. Does this make the desire to run wrong? Nay. For without such a desire where does the stimulus to change and grow happen? Know that the request of thy efforts is the same as the desire to run and in this is the beginning of true belief, which is the foundation of knowing. Know this that thou art blessed and in this thou will find thy way. Step and fall, and in time thou will be running with the eternal flame of truth. Patience and belief is a difficult position of the human condition. Be brave and be strong and know that I am God.”

November 19, 2014 Wednesday (4:55 am)

I just woke up dreaming about mom’s funeral and as I was lying here trying to make heads or tails of the dream I heard, “Write son, I would speak with thee.” I feel a little disoriented and am hoping for clarity.

Breathing with the pen in hand…

“Oh My son, it is of thee that I ask thee to write that ye might know the things to come and the things to be; that ye might have a peace of heart and of mind. For when these things come to pass ye will know that it is of Me and for Me, and in this it will bear witness of the plan of the Lord, the Lord of Hosts and the will of He who is the Author of all, The Father. For know these things and ye will know Me. For it was in thy asking for a oneness of heart and mind that ye were heard, and it is in this that ye should know that shortly cometh the wind of change and the breath of life will be taken from many that are in the land of the north, and as ye hear this ye will know that ye are of the Spirit of the Lord. Know ye, that as you live close to Me it is of these things that ye will be made manifest, that ye will know that ye are of the mind of God and in this it will teach thee to be of hope, that all things are for the passing of one time, for the beginning of another. For as the seasons of change come upon thee and the world knows that these are, for the many changes will happen to the earth and the world of man and in this it is not that I am killing of man for any reason than the natural changes are coming as the earth groans, moves and prepares for the great change and in this many will pass from one phase unto the next. And many will wonder and say, ‘Why would a God that loves mankind, His children, be so cruel?’ And I say, ‘Why would ye not know that ye are of good faith and standing that theses things will come?’ And it is in this world of man that all change is of this world and in this there are many things that cause misfortune; that cause thee to be either for Me or against Me. And I say, ‘Be ye for Me’, and as ye are of this mind and heart, ye shall know peace. For as man is delivered into this phase of existence many will have a change of heart that will cause some to move to Me and some to move away from Me, as they harden their hearts to the love of God. For is this not why you chose to come, that ye might know of which ye are made and the will of the Father in all things? For some say that I am a respecter of persons, that I love some and despise others because of the things of the world that comes to many. And ye know nothing. For ye that thinketh as of a hardened heart, that I am a cruel God. Oh ye of this thinking, know ye not of that which was chosen to pass and live through before the world was? Know ye not of the love that ye left and the love that ye will return to? If ye only come unto Me in love, then ye will know the peace of heart and mind; for all things speak of My love. For those that are of the oneness of My mind see the beauty in the pain and judge not the pain, for it is of this plane of existence that ye might know joy. Oh ye that have a narrow thought and sight, take your mind off the short sidedness of God and see and know, as I see and know. That which is about thee, the beauty of and in all things and as ye know My love, ye will know Me. Seek ye not the understanding of the mind, but seek ye the love of the heart. And in this ye shall have a shift and change that will give thee the endurance to endure all things for this short season. And in this ye shall know of My love and the eternal joy that is to come. For did I not descend all things, just as ye descend some things? And do I not know pain and suffering as even thee? Oh ye My children of our Father, come unto Me, even Jesus Christ and know that I am with thee and for thee. And that the Father and I are one, one in mind and purpose, and in this is the mind of God that ye might know Me, even as I am and that ye might know thyself even as thou art. Be ye therefore of the mind of God and know the love of He, that is the Author of all things, that ye might not only know wisdom of this life but for the eternities to come. Know thyself and find the love of God, even as ye stand in the flesh, and if ye do this will ye know Me even as I am. Oh My son, take of heart and know these things that in the turbulence of the world to come that ye might stand steady and strong in the love of God. Know that I am with thee and for thee, even in all things. Have a heart of peace and ye shall know peace. Seek ye Me in all things, even so ye shall find Me. Peace to thee now and rest in My love, as the hand of God cradles thy head in rest, peace.”

November 22, 2014 Saturday (3:00 am)

I feel asleep for only and hour or so and when I woke up I knew I was going to be awake for awhile, so I decided to transcribe the November 19th writing into the computer and here it is now 3:00 in the morning. As I went to kneel for my bedtime prayer I heard, “Write, My son, I would speak with thee.” I questioned because of the time and the need for some rest and then heard in response, “I will give thee rest.”

So here I am with pen in hand and in gratitude for His words…

“Oh My son, that ye might be of a heart of knowing and a heart of love, and as ye are of this then ye know that the hand of the God is upon thee and for thee and can give thee rest, so trust in His hand and ye shall know that He is God. For even as ye choose Me and ye stay close to My word and mind then ye shall know of the things of God and the things of the world… Oh My son, for your mind even now is running the pictures watched and taken into the mind, for your television watching. And can you not see the effects of the pictures programmed and the energy that it carries into our time together, can you not see? Because of these things ye have lost thought and are taken back to the pictures of violence. So now ye have this added to that which ye have already taken into thy thinking. And the world thinks that it has no cause or harm. And I say unto thee, ‘That it does, for even now thou distract from Me.’ For when I say, ‘Come unto Me in all things’, know ye this? For can you not see that it is in theses things that it gives the advisory a footing to stand? For even in the beginning of this writing, could you not hear and feel the resistance and mental thrusts against Me, as you corralled your mind and thinking? Know ye of what that was? Ye thought it was an untamed mind, but know ye not the footing and fighting of him? For as ye even give into the violence of the movie, the footing was given to him. For he is enticing with the beautiful depictions of violence and all that comes with it. And I say, ‘Why give him the footing to fight against Me and us?’ But ye will learn from trial and struggle until ye are willing to cast out all forms of weakness. And in this ye are even learning to be free of opposition. Therefore My son, stand strong and know that I stand with thee even in the choices that are of weakness. Be strong, stand strong and be of the heart and know My love. Rest My son in Me.”

November 23, 2014 Sunday (6:44 am)

I just woke up before my alarm with just a few hours of sleep because of setting the displays at the shop for Christmas, and as I woke, I woke in a clarity. My first thought was ‘Good morning, Father.’ It was then that I heard an immediate, “Write My son, I would speak with thee.”

Pen in hand and breathing…

“Oh My son, it was of thee that I woke and it is of thee that I speak, that ye might know the love of the Heavens. For even as ye slumbered, ye slumbered in Me and even as ye woke ye woke in Me, and in this were thy prayers answered, as ye asked for continued oneness and as ye begin to know the love of the Heavens and the prayers heard. Oh that ye might continue in thy efforts of love, that ye might know Me even as I am. For did you not feed Me as you circled the block to help the man not asking? And did you not follow My prompting? Even in this I am well pleased and even in this art thou blessed because you had even forgotten the effort done. When one loses one’s self in the work and does not keep the tally, then one has lost themselves in Me. And so great is thy joy, that the Heavens will rejoice in thy joy. Oh My son, even in this thy heart was light and thy spirit aloft in thy workings and know that the joy of sweetness was upon thee and in all thy associations, know this joy of lightness that ye might carry it well. For even as ye lighten in spirit, ye enlighten in love and ye are a vessel of Me. And as ye carry Me, it is then that we are one and begin to be in a unity of Spirit that will exceed all joys. Peace My son and let thy mind know these things that were not of thy thinking, that ye might know and understand the connections made and the light carried. Peace to thy soul as you go forth and partake of Me (the sacrament), peace.”

November 28, 2014 Thursday, Thanksgiving Morning

I just woke up naturally, without my alarm, letting myself sleep in. As I awoke I gave thanks to the Heavens for all and for the rest (It was another late night getting the shop re-set for Christmas), as I heard, “Son I would speak with thee.” And as I replied, “Yes Father, I will always write for thee; I love thy word.”

So pen is in hand as I breathe for the flow and get out of the way…

“Yes My son, I hear your prayer for the Spirit and My word and it is in this that ye receive Me and it is in this that I am pleased. For as ye come unto Me in a fullness of desire it is then that the Heavens open and it is then that Mine angels attend Me and in so attend thee. For it is the nature of service and it is the nature of the Heavens, that the service of man is the glory of the work and in this is the gift given that ye might know My will. For I have heard your questioning mind, ‘Why Me?’ and I say unto thee, ‘Why not he that has traversed the highways of the mind and of the physical seeking Me, desiring Me and now finding Me?’ Why not ye? For as ye have sought Me on thy journey, thou hath refined thyself in thy ways of the world and as ye have received Me, ye have received the Father and in this ye have been blessed. For as a man cometh unto Me, it is then that the Heavens can come unto Him and open the veil to reveal All That Is. For as ye have said, ‘Thy will be done.’ It is then that the Heavens can give to the degree of the release, and ye have released thy will unto Me and so the Heavens open wide and ye are blessed. Ye who have been through the trails of Heaven and Earth, who has proven and continues to prove worthy of the parted veil. For there are many gifts and talents given and it is in this that ye receive this, the gifts of knowing: the gift of hearing and the gift of seeing and in these ye bring forth the Spirit of love to bless thyself and the world. For My son, ye have been asking for the word of permission to share the words of promise to the world with the intention of sharing the wisdom and I say unto thee, ‘That it is in this that ye receive for the of one, to serve the many.’ But as ye have asked let Me now say unto thee, ‘That the time is of the essence to let thy voice be known in Heaven and Earth as ye cry out for the world, to prepare the hearts of men to come unto Me and receive Me, even as thee.’ For as ye do this ye will be blessed with the gift of My Holy Spirit and the world that is ready will listen. For those that are ready will listen and the Spirit of Hope will touch their hearts and bring them unto Me, that they might hear and know My will, which is in their hearts ready to be revealed. Oh My children of the Earth, hear Me and hear the will of the Father. Come unto Me in that I might bring thee forth out of the darkness of the world and into the light of all knowing. Receive these words and come unto Me in thy heart and as ye do this ye will find Me and the path of all salvation and righteousness. Oh the world of man, awaken again unto the truth of what is, for as ye do this then ye will know the truth of what will be. For even as the storm of cleansing is near, let ye prepare and come unto Me that ye might know that which will not only save thee physically, but save thy soul. For this is the day for men to prepare to meet God. And in this is My call to, ‘Come unto Me’, with all intention and will of mind, heart and body and that which will serve thee best is that of the heart. For as ye come unto Me with thy heart, it is in this that ye will hear Me and know the way before thee; for it is of the heart that I will speak and it is of the mind that will follow. So seek Me first in your heart and then the word of truth will open unto thee without limit and without confusion. Be ye therefore of the heart and ye shall know it is I, even the Lord of All Creation that descended below all to rise above all, Jesus Christ, the lamb from the beginning and He who was sacrificed for thee. ‘Come unto Me.’ And as ye do this then it will allow the gates of this world to open to the world of My love. For it is only for thee to ask and it is then the Light of Love will lead thee, even as it has led he who writes the words of love and counsels of wisdom, My servant.

Oh the ear of the world, harken and know that the world is soon changed and in this will the world evermore know the truth of all things, that the wicked one has led the hearts of men unto paths of wickedness. And in this the world cleansed, for surely as the sun shineth, it will soon shine twice and all will know that which is of the heart. So open thy hearts and let the ways of the world fall away unto the ways of what is of truth, light and love. For even as ye do this ye will find thy path which is back unto Me, the Lord and Christ of this world. Oh ye, hear Me and ‘Come unto Me’.

Blessed art thou, son, to be the bearer of this word and truth. Let thy voice be heard as a trump to the world of My coming and the time to prepare the hearts of man to receive Me even as, I Am.”

My question has been answered and my heart is made light and my mind is overwhelmed of these words of love.

November 30, 2014 Sunday (4:45 am)

I have been awake for a little while. As I awoke earlier from dreaming about designing, but as I awoke I felt a negative energy in my room. A seething, angry energy that seemed to be of a pacing and circling rhythm, that felt like it wanted to attack me but was held at a distance … the adversary himself! My first instinct was fear, but then moved into the power of not giving him any notice as I was asking for God to send forth His angels to protect me. I could feel an assurance, but still an allowing of this energy as I calmly rebuked him, telling him that I choose the Father, which caused threats to be spewed towards me. Even still staying calm, I asked Father, ‘Why?’ It was then that I heard, “Write.”

Pen in hand and I still feel a trailing of the negative as I breathe for the positive…

“Oh My son, well done. For as ye sensed and even felt the fear that wanted to arise and escalate, you stayed calm and almost void of energy, which is the best response in this situation. For as I have taught thee, in the past, it is of the balance that the Heavens allow such interaction and it is of the scale of justice that… Yes My son, you can feel the thickness of our communication that must pass and not the sharpness of clarity that has been there in the past; it is because of some residual fear, your defenses being up and the residue of energy not chosen.”

Yes Father, the communication feels different. It feels like your thought forms, but not the word for word format as in the past. Please understand Father that any communication is greatly appreciated but these forms make it harder to write. It is like the understanding is complete in my mind, but the words are more of mine of what I am sensing/feeling. Father, please tell me if I am correct, that the Heavens are not as physically present because of the law of balance; where the time and effort must be given to the adversary in order for the judgment to be a fair judgment. For if you continually keep him away, it would not be a fair judgment. And so I need to not react … I keep getting the reassurance that I am safe, but the time must be given.

“Yes My son, completely correct. Use the powers of the Priesthood to shield thee and no harm will befall thee. Know this, My son, and you will know the value of such power as the storms rage against thee.

In the name of Jesus Christ and by the authority of His Holy Priesthood, I command thee to go, to get thee hence. For it is He that I choose and it He that I claim. For He is my Master and it is the Heavens that I serve, it is of He that I serve and it is of Him that I heed. His command is my will and it is of Him, who is my Savior, that I choose to abide and kneel. So again in His holy name, even Jesus Christ, I cast thee out and away.

Oh Father how long must I suffer this presence? How long must I endure without Your fullness of Joy? Please send forth Thine angels to disperse this energy, which causes me unease and so my body and mind might relax in Thee again.

“Know My son, it is always of thee that we watch and that thou will never know the darker unless thou choose the darkness of him who fights against Me. For even I had to endure these energies and it is the plan from the beginning, that he must be given his time and so it is and he is diminishing, even as of now, because of the light of love that is before you and of you. Oh My son, thou must endure this that thou might be raised up and given all. Be not afraid, but be ye therefore in Me and of Me that ye might know Me even as I am. Be at peace and know that I am with thee. Rest My son, relax the body andmind, and know that I am with thee and for thee even in this. Rest My son and know My love.”

Thank you… I am exhausted.

December 4, 2014 Thursday (6:00 am)

I woke up before my alarm from a dream where I was quoting over and over a saying, but now it is gone and can’t seem to pull it back up. I was just told to pray, so I got down on my knees and gave a prayer of thanksgiving and in my prayer was asking to be more worthy of His oneness, and was then told to ‘Write’. I still get a tinge of nervousness that nothing will come as I write.

Breathing for Spirit and the words to flow…

“Oh My son, as ye come unto Me in the spirit of righteousness it is then that I will come to you in the love that I am and in the wisdom that flows unto all that seek the arm and hand of God. For as ye have spoken the love of the heart and the prayer of oneness, so it is that ye shall receive Me and My Spirit for thee to know all things and receive all things of the Spirit for the benefit of service and for the good of mankind. For as your heart aligns more and more with the purpose and will of the Father, it is then that ye will receive the gifts of Spirit to use and through the gift of My Holy Priesthood thou will know many and have access to all gifts that I deem for the use for service of mankind. Breathe My son for thy mind is interfering and thy doubt and fear of these words that are before thee. And I say unto thee, ‘The stronghold of fear is a stronghold of him that fights against Me and it is with his one impulse that the interjection is made possible, and it is of this that ye know the fears of the world.’ For as ye break down the stronghold of fear, it is then that ye will know the flow of all wisdom. And ye will not struggle as a leaf clinging for steadiness in a wind of the storm, for as ye know the love of God and the guidance of that love and all blessings that come as ye know Me. It is then that ye will begin to relax into the Spirit and trust again. For the trust of the boy was shattered and it is now to align to Me and let the love of God heal thee and know the wisdom of trust once more. For as ye draw unto Me, it is then that ye will draw out all that keeps ye from Me and the oneness that ye seek. So know, My son, in thy struggle is thy blessing of growth and thy effects will be of great worth in the progression of all things. So come unto Me in all things and I will lift thee unto those things that ye struggle that ye might rise above all things. For yes My son, it is through My gifts of mercy and grace that ye will be made whole. For as ye do your part, it is then that I will do My part. For as ye struggle with discipline of the mind and thy actions, it is in this that ye will be made whole. So fear no more the distance between ye and Me, but work to do thy part and will, and I will lay myself as a bridge for thee to make the difference. For some think that just by saying My name, that it is enough and I say, ‘That the road unto Me is a road of mercy, grace and discipline. For as ye do the work of love, it is then that ye will be met in love.’

Oh My children, come unto Me that I might then come unto thee. For it is in this that the agency of man is given the respect of the Heavens and it is in this that ye must give up thy will that I might give the will of salvation unto thee. For as ye come unto Me in thirst and desire, ye shall drink of the Living Waters and thy thirst made whole. Be ye of Me and I will evermore be of thee. Blessings as ye seek Me and find Me in all that you do. Blessings My son.”

December 8, 2014 Saturday (6:11 am)

I was face down on my pillow as I naturally awoke without my alarm and as I lifted my head off the pillow to sense the time of day, I saw a flash of light out the corner of my eye and I quietly said out loud, “Thank you Cherubim.” And directly following my words of thanks I heard, “Write.” I laid my head back down in agreement and fell asleep again for a moment or two and then gathered my pen and paper.

Pen now in hand and breathing for the flow of Spirit to greet me…

“Oh My son, it is in the wisdom of the Heavens that ye should know the will of God, in as ye prepare the word and voice to be lifted to the many nations. That ye should know the wisdom of love and the will of the Father, that ye should lift thy voice high and loud. And that ye should lift thy voice even unto the Heavens in plainness and clarity, that all should know and not question what is being said, and in this is the answer to thy asking and in this is the will of He that commands and says unto thee, ‘Be of a voice of praise and think not of the will of man, but know ye that it is not man that commands thee but it is even I, Jesus Christ, the Servant of the Father. And it is all the Heaven that say unto thee, ‘To raise up thy voice loud and be not afraid of the judgments of men, for it is not man that is with thee and upon thee, but it is even I and My Holy Spirit’. So be not afraid of the words used and the words given. Yes, even the ‘Making of a prophet’ was not of thy mind; were you thinking of the title when the words came? Nay. Were you seeking more information when the words flowed to you? Nay. So know these things, My son, that ye are blessed and with the Hand of God upon thee and for thee. I hear your askings, ‘Why me?’ and I once again say unto thee, ‘Why not he who was born into pain to know the love of the world? Why not he who dwelt above and before the time of the beginning of even these foundations were laid, to come forth with the word of God? Think ye that ye fell upon this? Oh My son, ye were ordained before the world was, to raise thy voice unto the nations and so it is still in thee, that which was set into place before the beginning of time. See ye not the beauty of such a plan? That ye would know Me and receive Me in the flesh, even as ye knew Me then and will know Me in thy future. And know ye not the time of God, now? Oh My beloved fledgling of the flesh, remember the words of promise and know whom thou art. For great is thy promise made perfect. So raise up thy voice and shrink not because of the fears of man, but be bold and strong in that, which ye know. Even as ye spake to thy sister, the words of truth were overshadowed by thy fear of judgment and misunderstanding. How can the truth be misunderstood when delivered with the Holy Spirit of God…Trust not He? Oh My son, be therefore strong and bold and know that I am God, even of this world and many will behold My voice through thee and in thee. Oh hear Me now, that perfection is not required of thee, at this time, but the heart of obedience and a heart of love. Take thy weakness in stride with the knowing that as ye give forth every effort of thy will, it is then that My love, of mercy and grace, will lift thee up and ye shall know no judgment that is not of the balance of love. Be ye therefore free of thy worry of imperfection that is in thee. For what man is perfect unto Me? For how can one reach perfection in an imperfect world and imperfect body? So fear not, but relax not thy strivings and in this ye shall be blessed.

Oh My children, Come unto Me and wait not for the perfect time or the perfect situation. Why wait when thy heart is ready to leap into the joy of knowing the love of God? Leap into the unknown with faith and know the arms of God that will be there for thee. The arms that wait to embrace thee and love thee again. Be ye of good faith and a heart of love and know the love of He, who is love. Oh My world of pain, lift up thy hearts and know the peace of mind and let thy hearts glory in Me.

Be ye therefore bold and strong that the love of God might be made manifest. Seek ye Me and I will guide thee even unto this. Peace My son and know whom thou art and My will, will be done in thee and through thee, even so.”

December 13, 2014 Saturday (6:20 am)

I woke up before my alarm and heard in my waking, “Write, My son, I would speak with thee.” I feel back asleep because of my exhaustion and just woke again out of a dream, so feeling a little groggy.

With an apology and breathing for clarity and Spirit with pen in hand…

“Oh My son, it is of the wisdom of the Heavens that ye should know the love and the heart of He that hears thee and feels the love of thy heart. Oh that ye should be of great hope in that ye have seen and know the love of he whom thou call Cassie. For is it not the love of all living things that give mankind joy and companionship, and in this love and feelings of the heart, not a reflection of Me? For now you see and feel the depth of love of He that has created and breathed life into all. For even as He has breathed life into all, it is of these that you call pets, that ye have a special bond. A bond of the heart and in this bond is the life carried into the next. For have ye not seen? For did not the Heavens of love come to the aid of thy hurting heart that carried the pain and suffering of separation? For it is not the death, because ye have seen, but it is the separation and void of the presence that ye grieve.

Oh My children, know ye that the worlds are one and that which ye love still exists, and that which the heart is bonded stays bonded. For in this is the sealing power of love, even the same as taught in My temples of love, that all things are sealed unto thee and then unto Me. Know ye that the heart is the great sealing power of all and when it is written upon the heart, it is written in the Heavens.

I can hear your questions, as far as the sealing power of the priesthood, My authority to seal and preserve the attractions and lessons of this life. And I say unto thee, ‘That which is sealed with the power of such authority and done in all righteousness shall no man put asunder. And in this even the Heavens recognize and confirm, but it is of the heart that seals animal to man and soul to soul. For as the heart speaks of love, it is on the heart that it is written and in this is the same power of My priesthood.’ For can you separate one from the other? Oh My son, it is not of a contradiction. For when ye come unto Me and see fully, all is love. Even My priesthood is the love given unto man to act in love, to be of love, and that which is of the heart streams the pure love of Divine acceptance. For when an act is done in using the Priesthood of God and there is no love of God, of the heart, what does it profiteth? For can you not see, that the greatest power and sealer is the heart? This does not take away authority, but gives greater recognized authority to that which binds and seals all, love. For if there is a lost love of the heart it is based on the hurt of the mind and the protection of the mind. For when ye become pure love it is of the heart which ye will see and know all things, and it is in this that ye will see the purity and clarity/charity in all things and actions. For it is then that ye shall know the root of all things. And it is then that the understanding of the mind is just that and that the love can still stream even with full understanding of all; even in the full view of all trespasses of the heart. For if ye knew the true value of the heart, ye would know that it is here that one must live and stay to be of Me and My kingdom. For in time it is of thee to know and experience all things of the heart and mind of God. So it is of this world that ye learn to navigate these two, and it is of the Heavens that they are brought into a oneness. Where the thinking is of the heart and the heart is the basis of all thinking, and in this is the pure love of God. But even as ye have felt this pure love for Cassie, it is carried into both worlds and it is in both worlds that this love of souls continues and the bond shall never be broken in such a state. So fear not the loss, but seek the eternal nature of such a love.”

My Father, it is such a sadness that I feel.

“And this sadness is of this life and it is in the separation of what the mind perceives to be real, physical, and that which is non-real, which is spiritual. But as man becomes more in tune with the true nature and order of things, it is then he will realize that there is no separation as ye just experienced in your travel to Cassie and Clifford, as ye have named them, did not give thee great joy? In time ye will understand such things, but as of this ye must stay in the heart and feel the pure love that flows. And as you do, ye will rise above the pain of separation of the mind. But be ye of the heart and know that as ye are here ye will know the depth and endless bounds of a connection that will endure the mind. Be of good cheer and know that the Heavens are with thee, and your father, in this time of what appears as complete separation. Seek ye him and ye shall find his connection in what appears to be an absence of form. Know ye this and ye know that life continues without limit and without loss. Oh My son, blessed are you to feel of this depth and to know the love of God. Be ye therefore as God and know the love of great measure in this, and in time all things. Peace My son to your mind as you abide in your heart.”

December 15, 2014 Monday (morning)

“Oh My son, our love is upon you. If you could only see as we see, but you are in the world of separation and see only the loss and void. Lift up thy heart and know the love of God, which awaits not only Cassie, but all who return to the Heaven of Creation. Blessed is your heart and blessed is the depth of your love, but raise up thy view and see to that which ye send him. Blessed is his name for he has served thee well.”

This was a writing of comfort, I first began to hear with the first sentence and then I grabbed the pen as it continued, a writing to comfort my grieving heart, for today we will be putting down, Cassie, my dad’s cat. A cat that came to my parents via me; a kitten that was only a ball of fur in my palm. He was rescued from a tire store where they heard a meow for days and paid no attention and finally found him in a pile of tires where he had been trapped. A cat with a rough start, that crept into our hearts. He was always afraid of people, but opened his heart to only a few. And perhaps I bonded with him so deeply because I see a lot of myself in him. As I hear the words again, “ … he has served thee well.” He has been a source of great love for nineteen years to Mom, Dad and I. These that some call, “Just animals” or “ just pets” are vessels of love, that carry a love of God, that carry a bond, as the previous writing has said, “…a bond that cannot be broken.” Through tears of what we have to do today, it is hard to see as God sees, but I am grateful for the words of comfort and love spoken. Which will help our hearts in the weeks to come, as we miss our little friend.

Some time later…

He continues to serve me well, as I just came off my knees from my morning prayer, which was one of great depth. As I knelt before our Father, a great sadness started to flow that came in sobs that came deep in my gut, for Cassie, that then increased into all the pain of separation throughout this life. This consuming grief took me from my knees to the fetal position on the floor with sobs coming up through my body from my very root, and in the sobs came up the emotions of my own separation from God. With the words coming from deep within, “Let us return. Oh Father let us return.” It was then that my thoughts and a great love turned to our Savior, Jesus. And I was aware of the pain that I have caused Him because of my own personal transgressions of this life and it was then that His pain and mine combined and through the intense sobs came the words, “ Oh Lord forgive me!” And with these words and the depth of my feelings I could feel a love, that came full circle, as I felt of His great love and then my own as I filled with love and gratitude for the Heavens that has gifted me with so much. And even in this depth of love that comes to me through the separation of Cassie. At least right now, I can see more clearly the eternal nature of all things, of our connections, our separations and the true bonding source of all love, God. Thank you Father for all that Thou hast given. Thank you.

December 20, 2014 Saturday (3:25 am)

I just woke up and as I was lying there I could feel something poking me in my side and as I reached to see what it was I discovered that my pen had slipped under me while in my sleep. As I set it to the side I heard, “Write.” After inquiring, to be sure I wasn’t just doing an association with the pen I heard, “Yes My son, I would speak with thee.”

I pray for Spirit and flow as I breathe for the words…

“Oh My son, it is of the will of the Heavens that the word of concern come into thy mind and thoughts that ye should know that even as ye come unto Me in the ways of the world, that ye be of concern. For as ye are of the concern of the mind of turning that which is small into that which is of consequence. For as you drive this wedge between ye and your worker it is then that the repair is unable to be healed and in this ye will have to be of a concern of attitude and discipline. For as ye feel justified in your feelings, so does she. And as you both counter each other in balance ye will not find the peace that ye both seek. Even as ye are now thinking that the true subjects of your upset are unable to be discussed because of your… The flow is being hindered because I am sick with a head cold and I have been sneezing and coughing, trying to regain the flow…

“Oh My son, I know of your concern of being sick and not being of rest to heal. Know ye not of the power of My word and power of My voice of command? That as ye render service of…

It is not your coughing that is your distracting your flow, but your thinking. You want it to be your coughing because then you would not have to face that which is of My concern. For could you not feel and did you not even struggle in your bedtime prayer? Could you not and did you not even speak of the shift in attitude and focus; even then you side-stepped the feelings and placed them as ‘unknown’? It is now that I say, ‘Ye have a spirit of contention and a spirit of anger’, that is deep within and wedging a spike between you and your worker. For as ye continue to say, ‘That you cannot speak to her, your hands are tied, because of areas that you have been told and must keep a confidence.’ Are these not secret combinations? Are these not even the things that destroy nations? And can you not even feel the divide happening within your business? I hear your concerns of laws of man placed upon you concerning your workers, that are not of the spiritual nature of openness. And I say, ‘How can a thing be healed that is festering in the darkness of secrecy?’

I feel caught from all sides Father. For if I choose honesty, then it implicates other people and…

“This is the thinking that keeps you bound in feelings of frustration and judgment of her. Can you not see that it is not fair for her also? For when the secrets of others are offered against another, it is then that ye begin to set into place this situation of emotions and frustration, and there is no chance to heal that which is now a wedge. You say you are concerned about laws and retaliation, but it is the truth that you fear, the truth of openness.

Oh My son, even now you are caught in the logic of the mind, with all of your reasons, why you cannot speak openly with her. But I say unto you, ‘ Open the channels of communication.’ It is then the light can be brought into the darkness that is affecting your energy. Ponder My son and see if there is not a new way. Rest My son, and be of good cheer, even as ye are caught in the concerns of the mind.”

December 25, 2014 Thursday (morning)

I just woke up without my alarm, looking and seeing morning light through the blinds of my bedroom window, as I hear, “Oh My son, fear Me not. Write and I will speak with thee.” As I reply, “Oh Father, I would like that.”

Pen in hand as I breathe through coughing, as I still have my cold. Breathing for the Spirit and flow of words…

“Oh My son, for thou hast feared Me and thou hast kept thy distance because of this fear. And I say unto you, ‘Fear Me not, but come unto Me in a love of the heart that doth not waiver.’ And as ye continue to come unto Me in such a love, then it is that I will come unto thee and bless thee, and show thee the way unto salvation. For it is only through this gift that thou can come unto Me. For as thou hast seen the pitfalls of such a journey, a journey of the mind, of the heart, and of the body; for it is through of these that the path must lead. And it is of these that shall serve thee as thou continue to put one foot forward, as thou stepeth into the eternities in faith and with a humble heart. Know My son, that it is only through the distance of trials that one can truly know whom thou art, and it is in these that refine the mind of the soul to know the truth of all things. For as thou struggleth with the issues of life, stay focused on Me and it is then and only then that I can extend My hand through My good works of Heaven to serve thee and help thee in thy struggle of life. For can you not see that the journey does not ease? But thy coming unto Me in every way with mind, heart and body gives thee the lift to fly above the issues of life with the view of Heaven, and in this is thy answer to thy worries and fears. For continue in thy work and as ye do thou will know My love as thou hast known. For My love faileth not, but My hand can only extend to thee as thou keepeth thy heart open and pure; pure of anger of life’s injustices, pure of the wrongdoings of others and pure of the challenges of he who fights against Me. Can you not see how he is cunning in his work? For he is not with a strong offense, but ever so slight in his ways; chipping little upon little of thy faith and worth. First he gives thee doubt, then the chipping of worth and this is where thou falleth the most is in thy worth. For thou turneth to the television in thy troubles and exhaustion and it is then that your worth is troubled and in this thou art beset upon by his workings. Thou and the world giveth him thy power and in this he wins the war, even against My very elite. For son, fooleth not thyself in the thinkings of the world, for this is very much a war, a war of love. For as man continues to show his love of the world over the love of God, it is then that the love of the Heavens must withdraw unto judgments of the scale of balance; which is in full measure unto justice and in this the love of God cannot and will not falter. For as ye knowth not the day, but thou knoweth the world of man will change and in this many hearts shall fail, because they are not pure unto Me. And in this is the love of God that the earth might be cleansed in and from the state of transgression and unto the holy state, pure love. That He that descended below all things might walk amongst thee again in the brilliance of His glory that is His pure love. Which shineth unto all of mankind, but those that come unto Him, it is those that shall walk with Me as thou walkth with another man. You fear this only because of thy worth is not yet sufficient, but continue thy journey and thou will know the worth of self enough and be justified to walk and stand with Me. For hath not thy child walked with Me, hand in hand? And did he not see enough to send him into the pain of this life at only a glimpse of that which is? Oh My son, fear not thy worth, but continue thy journey with each step unto Me. And it is then that thou will know of such a love that the heart will not contain, but will flow forth in such glory that will shineth as a pure light of love. Fear not, My son, thy worth but come unto Me continually and in this ye shall see all things that shall be, come to pass. Question not My words of what shall come to pass, for it is in these slight questionings that the stronghold of him are given such footings to give thee division and thy purposes of faith are brought down unto doubt. And it is then that ye hide and fear Me, even as has been the pattern from the beginning of time. For fear not thyself, but continue the path unto all righteousness unto Me. And ye shall see as ye yet not see and ye will hear and know as ye yet not, that My purposes might be fulfilled unto My glory, which is all love and in this man will know his worth. And in his worth it will cause the hearts of man to be as a new heart that changeth unto the love of Him that siteth, the Glory of All, even the Father who is the Supreme. Fear not man for even as it looks dim, for the world, the love of light will fill all and in this the worth of man shall be changed and know the truth once more. Even unto those that do wickedness shall know the true worth of all, and in this all the world will be changed. For hath not even thy heart been changed? And ye are not even changed sufficient to yet come unto Me completely. So wait not for My hand, but come unto Me continually and in this ye shall know the love of self that will give thee strength to take My hand as it extends and ye will know Me again.

Oh My son and the world, fear not Me but fear thyselves unto thy choices, deceive not thy own hearts. Know My love and ye shall know the fullness of all things. Come unto Me.”

December 31, 2014 Wednesday (12:15 am)

I was just going to bed after doing some editing on the blog introduction, and as I was readying my bed before kneeling I heard, “Write.” Followed by, “Yes, I would speak with thee now.” I gave thanks as I gathered my pen and paper.

Breathing for the flow with some anticipation…

“Oh My son, in as much as ye are tired and struggling with sleep, even so I would say unto thee, ‘Be of a good heart and know that the hand of God will be upon thee as thou express the word of truth, and raise thy voice. For as ye sound the trump of warning and love, let thy fears of others be just that … I am so sorry I keep falling asleep… and as ye stay close to Me, it is then that ye shall be blessed and know the hand of God. Be ye therefore of a sound heart that cries out unto Me. For in as ye do this, it is then that the heart of Heaven will shine forth in this… my head keeps dropping with sleep, I am exhausted…

Rest My son, for thy body is exhausted and ye are of the world of extremes and in this thou are even as the dust of the earth, imperfect. Rest, My son, and be of a heart that is not of concern.”