Toris liked living at
Alfred's house. The man, though strange as he could be, was a good
employer; kind, generous, and accepting of him as a human being.

But best of all, he
thought as he quietly closed the door to his quarters one night after
all the chores were over, he had some privacy here. Here in his own
chamber, he could live out his shameful fantasies without worry of
someone bursting in to ruin the moment.

He started to undress
slowly, casting his memory back to his time in Ivan's house. He
hadn't liked living there really--they weren't the best of
conditions, and Ivan himself was quite frightening--but when he
thought of those times he was called into the man's private quarters
for a 'meeting'...

Toris sat on the bed,
leaning back against the wall and running a hand over his legs. He
imagined it colder and thicker, like he was so familiar with. In his
mind he could hear Ivan whispering in his own tongue, words that were
somehow comforting though he was sure they were actually quite
violent.

The memory's hand moved
to Toris' cock, as his own hand moved to mimic it. The strokes were
long and soft, making Toris twitch...he had always wanted more than
that but Ivan, cruel man he was, had loved to make his little
Lithuanian squirm. Toris was always too proud to ask for it, but
since it was a dream...

"I-Ivan," he
muttered out loud quietly, "do it harder." The vision in
his head smirked, giving his tip a little sqeeze and pushing the
brunette back. Toris slid down the wall to comply with his fantasy,
breathing sharply as he could almost feel the weight of the larger
man holding him against the mattress.

"Harder, you say?"
the dream-Ivan said in his light, sweet voice, and gave an angelic
smile. The hands, fictional and real, began to move faster, wrapped
tighter than before. Toris bit his lip. His other hand slid up his
body, scraping his nails along the way. He craved the violence, it
always made him harder. Just thinking of the stinging whip hitting
his body caused him to thrust up into his hand. It was embarrassing
he had liked it, but the pain was so terribly wonderful…

"I want you…Ivan…"
he whispered, something he would never have let his abuser know. His
hand, now sticky and wet with precum, moved further between his legs.
Biting his lip, he pressed two fingers into his already aching
entrance. He could feel the hips grinding him, hear the heavy breath,
smell those golden flowers on his absent lover…

Alfred was surely
asleep by now, it wouldn't hurt to live out this fantasy as he had
wanted it to in the Russian house…

"Ivan…" he said
experimentally, and smiled. He could say the man's name so easily
now, without worrying about what anyone would say. "Ivan…more…"
he moaned, closing his eyes and smiling wider. "Put it further into
me…" He added a third finger, grimacing only slightly before
returning to his rhythm. He licked a finger of his unused hand and
circled it around a nipple, pretending it was truly the fair-haired
man's tongue kneading the flesh.

"Lithuania…become
one with Russia…" he could hear the whisper in his ear. It was a
dream, he knew, so logic and sense were no longer needed…he simply
replied with an airy "Yes." He thrust his fingers harder and
faster, bucking his hips and panting, gasping whenever a fingertip
brushed his prostate. Once again his fingers dug into his own flesh
as the sensation seared through him. God, it was just too much…

He let out a scream,
wild and strong like he hadn't in years, as he finally came over
the edge, spilling onto his stomach. He sighed dreamily, refusing to
open his eyes.

"Ivan…Ivan…" he
kept muttering the name, nestling into the sheets and eventually
falling into a sleep full of sunshine and flowered fields.

Alfred walked away from
the room with a smile on his face, being sure to close the door
without a noise so that Toris would never know that he had been
watching. Zipping up his trousers and returning to his room, he could
only think what a great show that maid of his put on.

That Ivan was a lucky
bastard.

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Originally posted
.?thread=162168 there for
the kink meme~

GAWD I love RusLiet. I can
guarantee you're gonna get more from me. *giggle*

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