My journey out of the darkness of depression.
How I changed from not just surviving but thriving.

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

Getting rested

Recovery from a major event takes a long time. I start to complain it is worse until I go back over old notes as to how long recoveries used to take. I'm doing better than I realized. My brain is still scattered and scrambled. I better understood my challenge when I reread a short message I sent to my sister. I wrote plain gibberish. Nothing made sense. It only looked like a sentence because there was a period at the end. A collection of words that were not related or cohesive in anyway. Heavy sigh. I want to recover faster but my body has its own time schedule. My body's idea of long enough and mine do not match. Slowly feeling better.

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Commonly used abbreviations

PTSD ~ Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

DID ~ Dissociative Identity Disorder

MPD ~ Multiple Personality Disorder

(now called DID)KavinCoach ~ counselor worked with me for over 7 years and shepherd me through integration.MyCounselor = NewCounselor is not new ~ I worked with him almost 2 years. I am just really bad of thinking up names.

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