I want to tell you a
little about my background and then tell you about my NDE.

I was born in Kansas,
the heart of the bible belt and raised a devout Christian. I had been baptized
by the age of 12, and taught the words of God, all the concepts of heaven and
hell, as taught in the bible, all of which I accepted and certainly believed, to
me it was...the gospel truth. I was very religious. I make a point of this
because I did not have the *normal* NDE, which is unusual when you consider my
background. By 1965, I was the mother of four children and the wife of a lineman
for the power company, and to make ends meet, I was working in a drive-in
restaurant. I was a deaconess and a Sunday school teacher in my church, my life
revolved around my family, my church and my home. In my spare time, I bowled
twice a week in a bowling league. I begin to have trouble with my left leg, it
would give out and I could not stand on it. I went to my doctor and he
recommended having the veins stripped in my left leg. He assured me, it was
elective surgery and I would be in the hospital only 3 days.

The following week the
operation went as planned, with no complications. The next day I got up and
walked around. The only thing I remember unusual, was that twice I found myself
on the floor with no memory of how I got there. On the third day, I went home,
feeling fine. The following day I went over to my neighbor, Pearl, for a cup of
tea. We were sitting there and suddenly I begin feel strange, I told Pearl that
I would go home and lie down for awhile. She said she would walk with me. I told
her no, that I was all right and that I would see her later.

It was about 2:30 P.M.
I walked across the street and up a short embankment, into the middle of the
carport. Suddenly I was floating above my body which was laying in the carport.
I had no sense of movement and I was not afraid. I was fully conscious. I looked
down and wondered why my body was laying on the ground and I was in the air. I
thought it was interesting how my body looked. I had never seen my body from
this view before.

Shirley, the neighbor
across the street saw me fall and she come running over calling to Pearl. She
and Pearl picked up my body, carried it into the house, and put it down on the
bed, where still floating, I perch on the headboard, looking at my 4 children,
who stood at the foot of the bed, watching the unsuccessful attempts being made
to resuscitate my body.

Pearl told my daughter
to call for an ambulance. She went into the living room and called them. My body
voided all wastes and they were trying to clean it up. They removed all the
clothing except for a t-shirt. The ambulance came and two attendants came in and
put my body on a stretcher and carried it out to the ambulance. They told Pearl
to get in. She told them that I had just came home from the hospital the day
before. Shirley, said she would tell Bill, my husband to meet us at the
hospital.

As they placed my body
in the ambulance, I floated along with it. I was not attached to it in any way
that I could determine. I just thought everything was so interesting. The driver
turned on the siren as we started for the hospital. The attendant began trying
to revive my body. Pearl was telling him what had happened as he was trying to
find a pulse. He put an oxygen mask over my body's mouth and applied electric
shocks to the chest 3 times, each time taking a pulse. Halfway to the hospital,
he stopped and told the driver to turn off the siren. I was dead. Pearl started
crying.

I turned around and was
immersed in light. I was surrounded by unconditional love, and total acceptance.
I knew I was complete at last. Never had I felt such safety and serenity before.
Suddenly, I had all knowledge. All that I had ever heard or known was swept
away. I knew that Christ had not died on the cross and that there is no sin or
evil. I knew that I had existed since the moment of creation and that I shall
always exist and that all consciousness is in the act of becoming. I knew that I
had lived many times in physical reality and I watched those expressions and
observed each of them. I experienced what we mean when we say that we have free
will and that we choose everything. There are no absolutes. I watched every
thought I had ever chosen to its natural end, and each person it had touched. I
knew that I was, and had always been a speaker. Which meant I carried
information between entities and their expressions. I was in physical reality
because it is time for the physical being to mature and accept their
responsibility for their creation and to realize that they create their reality.
I knew then that I must return because my role was not finished yet. Also I saw
my own death, in 2010, drowning in my own body fluids. I gained the knowledge
that all people choose their own time and create the method of their demise.

I turned around and I
was in the hospital emergency room. Bill, Pearl, the ambulance attendants, 2
policemen, were there. A nurse standing at the head of the table on which my
body was laying, covered with a sheet. The doctor was in a rage, telling Bill
that I had died from extreme malnutrition, often brought about by women dieting
in order to make themselves thin, insinuating, that my husband was to blame.
Bill was trying to explain to him that he had just taken me home from that very
hospital only the day before and it was impossible for me to have died under
those circumstances.

I floated over to my
body and sank down into it.

I want to tell you what
it felt like when I entered my body. I have never felt such joy. I was
enthralled with this wondrous body I had created. I could feel the consciousness
of each cell in my body. I could feel the joy of the blood as it rushed through
the veins and the sharing of the creation of new life as each cell sang its
energy. I truly knew what the phrase "I sang the body electric" meant. I was so
captivated by this wondrous creation

which all of me had
created and the loving cooperation that existed between all the cells that had
joined together to create this marvelous body called Patsy. I joined in this
song of life and thanked each of them and praised them. I could feet the energy
as it traveled through my nerve paths to its destination. How alive and vital
this body was. What a marvelous creation it was and how well it worked together
in perfect synchronization in its exuberant celebration of life. As long as I
wear this body, I will never forget what I had experienced in that moment.

My body begin to shake
and the sheet fell to the floor. The nurse screamed. The doctor ran to the
table. I sat up, trying to get off the table. I wanted to dance and sing for the
sheer joy of being alive. He pushed me down on the table and told the nurse to
get a sedative. I struggled to get up, I told the doctor that I was all right
and I didn't need a sedative. Suddenly I realized I knew what everybody was
thinking and they were all terrified. I calmed down and laid still. He was
terrified to even touch me. The nurse did not want to approach the table again.

Everyone in the room
were frozen in place. As if their brains could not process what their eyes were
observing. I became aware that I was ravenous. I told the doctor that I needed
food. He sent for an orderly to take me up to a room. Then he went over to the
desk and begin to fill out papers. I could see that he could not think about
what had just happened, he was afraid of me.

The orderly came and
wheeled my gurney into the elevator. As I was chattering away with the orderly,
I noticed, Bill was staying as far away from me as possible. I knew in some way
I had to help Bill because he had to go home and tell our children what had
happened. I told Bill that I was all right and that I wanted him to go home and
just tell the children that I would be home tomorrow. He never said a word. He
just leaned over and kissed me and took the elevator back down.

The orderly told the
floor nurse that all of them in the emergency room acted like they had just seen
a ghost. She laughed, asking me if I too had seen *the ghost*, I answer no and
asked for something to eat and drink. She glanced at the clock behind the
nurse's station, which showed 10:04(p.m). She told me that the kitchen was
closed for the night, but she would see what she could find for me. I was then
put in a ward with 2 other women. She left the room. I immediately woke my
roommates up. I was so happy to be with people who would (or perhaps could)
react to me in a normal fashion, that I started singing, dancing around the
room, telling jokes. The nurse returned with the promised food and told me to
get into bed and be quiet or she would have to strap me down. So I did.

The women went back to
sleep and I laid awake all night. I read every mind in the hospital and wandered
through everyone's dreams. To the ones who were dying, I help them to leave and
explained to them where they were going. To the babies who had just entered this
reality, I had long conversations and they told me why they had chosen to come
and why they had chosen their parents. To those who were frightened and
suffering, I helped them to see that they really chose the suffering and they
had to choose not to suffer because it was not necessary.

The next morning, a
neurologist came in and asked me a lot of questions. He poked me with a needle.
I read his mind and told him what he wanted to hear. He left thinking he had
been right, that I had just had a emotional event that was caused by stress and
he would recommend bed rest. I had planted these suggestions in his mind. That
afternoon Dr. Zeck, my surgeon came in and sat down and asked me what happened.
I read his mind and knew that he knew I had died. I told him he would not
believe me. He said, "Yes, I would, I have to go before a board of my peers and
tell them what happened and why I released you to go home. I am a surgeon and
everyday I face my enemy, death, across my operating table and the more I can
understand about him, the better I am able to help my patients. I have had 500
patients experience death and live to tell about it and I'm not moving until you
tell me what happened." So I told him. He told me that my file would be placed
with the others and destroyed upon his death. I asked him what I should do and
he said, "I don't know. Your life will completely change and I don't know how to
tell you to live it." Where are the others who experienced this? He told me he
could not tell me. He told me not to tell anyone what had happened or they would
put me away. I told him I could read his mind and he said yes that he knew that.
He said that in time I would lose this ability but at first it would help me to
adjust to my new awareness. He told me that I had been officially dead for 1
hour and he said he thought it was more than several hours. I went home that
day. I never seen him again. He died two years later.

He was right. My world
had turned upside down. I went to church the next Sunday and couldn't even sit
through the service. I wanted to stand up and tell everyone that this was all
wrong and how wonderful they were. The ability to read minds stayed with me for
almost a month and then slowly faded into the background. I now use it in my
role as a speaker. I begin a search for others like me. I explored the psychic
community and found that they, too, taught that people were victims and
powerless. If you constantly seek your answers outside yourself, you will never
find wisdom. You already have all the answers, so you always must look within.

In 1974, I was told by
a palm reader to go to Lacey, WA. to a certain house and I would find my voice.
I went and when I arrived, I knocked on the door and a young man opened the
door. He told me to come in and that "Gene" would be back in a few minutes. 15
minutes later Gene entered and I recognized him.

He had been my tutor
when I was in Atlantis and had used his students to gain advantage over his
enemies. He said, "I have been waiting for you. He took me down to the basement
to his library and gave me the book SETH SPEAKS. He told me this would give me
the language I needed for my work. I went home and read it and it was exactly
what I had learned in the light. Gene died two years later from a brain tumor.
For two years he helped me to prepare myself for my role as a speaker. I have
all of the Seth books and I have searched for others since that time.

In the years since I
have lived the principles I learned in the light. I only sleep 4 hours a day now
which is the usual for me. I have never slept more than five hours at a time. I
have no fear of death. I live in the moment. I am in excellent health and create
what I want. I do not use drugs, alcohol or have insurance. I have never met a
stranger and I don't know what the word shy means. I have never been homesick
and I am at home wherever I am. My life has been a grand adventure. I stand
between two worlds and move easily between them.

Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:
No

Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes

At the time of the
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No

What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was completely conscious and fully aware of what was happening.

Was the experience
dream like in any way?
no

Did you experience a
separation of consciousness from your body?
Yes

What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
a completeness, unconditional love and absolute safety.

Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
no

Did you pass into or
through a tunnel or enclosure?
No

Did you see a light?
Yes

Describe:
I was immersed in the light

Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No

Did you experience a
review of past events in your life?
Yes

Describe:
I reviewed all my expressions since the moment of creation.

Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes

Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
Yes

Describe:
Time and space did not exist. I was no longer focused in this reality.

Did you have a sense
of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes

Describe:
I knew that I was a speaker and had always been a speaker.

Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No

Did you become aware
of future events?
Yes

Were you involved in
or aware of a decision to return to the body?
Yes

Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not
have prior to the experience?
Yes

Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes

Has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.? Career
choices? I am
no longer afraid of death. I am no longer bound by time and space.

I use telepathy,
thought forms, channel, see and talk to unborn children, deliver message, heal
and have many abilities I have never heard of before.

Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes

Describe:
Their response is always, I always knew that was the way it was.

What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
great joy and delight in all events.

What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
The best part was the trust i had in myself.

The worst part was the
search for others who had a similar experience.

Is there anything else
you would like to add concerning the experience?
My life has been a grand adventure. I live in the moment and I have no fear. I
know I create my expression and I am always aware of the beauty and majesty of
this reality and all people I meet.

Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes

Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes

Describe:
many of them. I have hitchhiked through time. I have visited other realities and
have delivered messages between entities and their expressions.

Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience? Yes