Congratulations you reached the second level of hell. There is absolutely nothing you can do about it, only time helps.
I was in that situation and I can say that I never felt so frustrated, hurt and lonely in my entire life. Watching them make out every day felt like someone was slowly stabbing me with a rusty butter knife.
It goes away though, maybe after a month, a week, a year. But holy shit does it suck.

This reply may be coming late, but I recommend Zipang. Read the Manga if the can find it translated too. The anime is fairly accurate and has a few really good combat scenes. If you want an example: www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkUlAkCh2vY
The only problem is the anime ends at only 25% of the story.

W-what the ****** did y-you just ********* say about me, you l-little bitch? I’ll have you know I g-graduated top of my class at Yamaku, and I’ve been involved in n-numerous secret raids on the student c-council , and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in c-chocolate warfare and I’m the top singer in the entire Yamaku b-burnt forces. You are nothing to me but just another c-cripple. I will wipe you the **** out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my ******* words. You think you can get away with saying that **** to me over the Internet? Think again, ****** . As we speak I am contacting L-lily and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, cripple. The heart attack that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re ******* dead, cripple. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with chocolate. Not only am I extensively trained in reading, but I have access to the entire arsenal of Yamaku and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little **** . If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your ******* tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will **** fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re ******* dead, cripple.

you just woke up? what country are you from? :o
here it's 5.30pm, i'm so tired after last night, the first day of 2013 has been a nothing day really. just been on the internet most of the day lol xD
but on the bright side, i'm going to paris tomorrow! :D