Is every moment of our lives built into us before we're born? If it is, does that make us less responsible for the things we do? Or is the responsibility built in too? After you hit the ball, do you stand and wait to see if it goes out, or do you start running and let nature take its course?~Taken

Still feeling discouraged. Getting back an exam today did not help matters. Inorganic with 34%. It could have been worse and I already knew that I didn't pass. I now also know that I did worse in organic than in the inroganic. The tutor told us. But she didn't tell us how we did. But hell, there won't be any surprises. I already know that I passed nothing and that 34% is my best for this round of exams. Twenties I hope for organic and maths. And there won't be twenties in physics, let's hope for two digits there. Honestly, I answered like 15% worth of question material and part of that was guessed. Can we move on and not pick on this for the next four weeks?

Probably brought on by frustration, I'm stuck in the middle of a 'I want my life back' phase. Utterly pointless, but totally common . Don't think about it. Tomorrow I'll call the doctor and make an appt. even if it's the last thing I want to deal with at the moment. I have been careless about the meds in the last week, but I already did better with that today.

21,676 / 20,000(108.4%)

Well, I won there today. But the amount of fic that has generated seems like it amounts to way more than just 20K worth of words. I will never understand how I ever managed to write a 90k words WaT fic. My four parter SGA fic would maybe have been that long, it's 40k+ for part 1 and part 2 minus the final chapter. But canon so ruined that fic. The last chapter of Good Intentions brought on some critical reviews. Two about spelling. Funny thing is, one of them had already reviewed an earlier chapter and decleared the fic unreadable due the spelling and grammar mistakes. One reviewer claimed that the story was disjointed. There was a point to that. The story has a lot of plotlines going on and the last chapter, a very long chapter advanced most of them. So there were a lot of different scenes, switching between the storylines. I will probably keep the next chapter shorter, focussing on only some of the story lines. That also fits that timeline, as at the point in time, nothing is happening elsewhere in the story and it is being told from a linear perspective.