Sunday, January 24, 2016

Sexual imagery

I just don't like the idea of sexual imagery period. It sometimes scare me to even see a picture of a straight couple having sex. It doesn't matter if it is from a work of fiction or something that happens in real life. Someone knocking on the door and the other person getting caught having sex scares me. That is the image that scares me the most. I don't know why this is so, so I will have to "get over it" somehow. I have had this particular thought for over nine years and I tried to ignore it. However, I cannot and that makes it even scarier. I cannot stand to see a nude body without lusting after a person. I cannot see a partially clothed or nude body without comparing my body to said person. I know it seems strange, but how do I overcome that?