"I was a person with a very strong character. At home, things had to do be done the way I wanted. I did not allow anyone to interfere in my decisions. I hardly communicated with my family and did not allow my family to gather with relatives so they could not be influenced. I was like an Adolf Hitler and I am now very sorry."

"The medical doctors told me, that I had a renal infection in the urinary tract and an intestinal infection. I usually had difficulties urinating. It took me sometimes 15 to 20 minutes to urinate. Sometimes I urinated a lot and I felt a relief, but sometimes I only urinated a little and stayed in pain. I suffered with this for 15 years. I was taking antibiotics every 15 to 20 days, because I could feel the heat from the kidneys in my back. Also my legs were falling asleep. Sometimes, when I didn't have a stick at hand, I fell on the floor. I had to sit there for a while till my legs became alive again."