MY NAME IS FRAN, AND MY HUSBAND IS JIMMY.I HAVE BEEN AN RN FOR 35 YEARS. NOW RETIRED DUE TO LEGALLY BLIND. I ENJOY DOING FREELANCE WRITING. JIMMY AND I MET 7 YEARS AGO IN A CHAT ROOM.HE CAME TO LAS VEGAS FROM JERSEY. HE TOLD ME FROM THE START THAT HE HAD TO GO TO PRISON,AS HE HAD COMMITTED A CRIME.HE WENT FOR 3.5 YEARS. NOW HE HAS BEEN HOME FOR 2 YEARS

Thursday, July 13, 2006

THURSDAY THOUGHTS

HI EVERYONE!

JUST STOPPING BY TO SAY 'HI!" AND LET YOU KNOW THAT THINGS ARE GOING VERY WELL!

JIMMY WILL ONCE AGAIN COME HOME TOMORROW,...ARRIVING AT 8 AM, AND LEAVING AT 8 PM. AT 10 AM HE WILL TAKE ME TO A ROUTINE DOCTOR'S VISIT...THEN WE WILL REST, AND LOVE, AND DO ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS TOGETHER. WE REALLY JUST WANT TO BE IN EACJ OTHER'S ARMS..........ALONE AND AWAY FROM THE WORLD, FOR THOSE FEW HOURS!

I HAVE TO TELL YOU, I AM A VERY HAPPY PERSON! I AM NO LONGER THAT WOMAN YOU MET AT THE BEGINNING OF THIS JOURNAL..THAT WOMAN, WHO WAS ME AT THE TIME, WAS A VERY DEPRESSED PERSON.............A WOMAN WHO WAS DRAGGED THROUGH THE PRISON SYSTEM ALONG WITH HER HUSBAND.

HOWEVER, HAVING A STRONG FAITH, I DO SEE THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. I HAVE SINCE COME OUT OF THAT INTENSE BLACKNESS. I HAVE ONCE AGAIN EMERGED INTO THE PERSON I ALWAYS WAS........CHEERFUL....OPTIMISTIC................A LOVING AND LAUGHING PERSON.

WHEN I STARTED THIS JOURNAL, I CHOSE TO SHARE WITH YOU, THE READER, A VERY TERRIBLE PART OF MYSELF, FROM A TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE I WAS GOING THROUGH........

YOU ARE STILL IN MY HEARTS......ALL YOU WOMEN THAT ARE GOING THROUGH THE BLEAK AREAS OF HAVING YOUR HUSBAND LOCKED AWAY IN A PRISON...IT IS TERRIBLE. A TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE...THERE ARE SIMPLY NO OTHER WORDS TO EXPLAIN IT..............AND BELIEVE ME, ALTHOUGH THINGS HAVE TAKEN ON A MORE CHEERFUL NOTE IN MY LIFE, I WILL NEVER, NEVER....I PROMISE YOU, FORGET YOU.

5 comments:

Hi Fran, good luck at the doctor's, I hope you get a great report. Awwww so glad Jimmy is coming home again. I know how much you look forward to having him home. I hope he gets to come home permanently real soon. I know the stress and depression that comes along being dragged through the prison system. My brother is in prison, for one stupid mistake. He gets out in November 2007, but it is'nt soon enough for me. One of my good friends Nancy, who resides in Roanoke Virginia started off being his penpal, but it led to something much stronger. Now they are in love and can't wait to be together. If you'd like to read her journal she is at: http://journals.aol.com/bravesgirl1965/desires and her name is nancy. Thank you for allowing me to read your journal. I enjoy hearing how much better things are for you and your visits with JImmy. My best to both of you. (((Hugs)))Cindyhttp://journals.aol.com/emabecmar/CindysLife/

About Me

I HAVE BEEN AN RN FOR THE PAST 38 YEARS.HOWEVER, NOW I AM RETIRED, AFTER BECOMING LEGALLY BLIND IN 2002. MY HUSBAND WENT TO PRISON FOR 3.5 YEARS, on MARCH 28, 2003. HE HAS NOW BEEN HOME FOR THE PAST 2 YEARS.WE ARE VERY MUCH IN LOVE.I MET JIMMY IN A CHAT ROOM IN 2001.HE FLEW OUT TO LAS VEGAS, WHERE I WAS LIVING AT THE TIME.WE GOT MARRIED RIGHT AWAY. HE TOLD ME FROM THE START THAT HE COMMITTED A CRIME AND MUST GO TO PRISON FOR IT..AFTER 1 YEAR , WE CAME BACK TO JERSEY.HE STAYED IN PRISON FOR 3.5 YEARS.I WAS ALL ALONE.I BECAME A RECLUSE.I TURNED TO MY JOURNAL FOR SUPPORT.A REPORTER FROM "THE PRESS OF ATLANTIC CITY," FOUND MY BLOG.HE WAS SO IMPRESSED BY IT I HAD A LARGE STORY PRINTED ABOuT NE AND MY BLOG, AND HOW IT WAS HELPING PEOPLE, IN THE SUNDAY "PRESS OF ATLANTIC CITY".NOW, ALL THAT IS IN THE PAST.WE ARE VERY HAPPY!
READ MY JOURNAL,AND SEE HOW LIFE GOES ON!
AS YOU CAN SEE, I HAVE DONE A LOT OF THINGS IN LIFE.IF I CAN DO IT, SO CAN YOU!.I WANT TO ENCOURAGE MY READERS, THAT BEING A PRISON WIFE IS NOT THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD, AND YOU CAN CONTINUE TO MAKE THINGS HAPPEN!!!!