Thanks everyone. It was really tough, but I managed to keep it together during..
She had some pre meds that made her sleepy and we cuddled for 30 min. She fell properly asleep which was adorable..
At clinic she had another injection which made her sleep deeper and some gas to be 100% sure she wouldn't feel the final injection into the heart.

She went very peaceful and wasn't aware or stressed at all. It couldn't have gone better.

My vet, who's also my dear friend and colleague, is the best vet I know. He puts animals above everything and I mean that literally. He just gives his all.. I don't want anyone else looking after my babies anymore.
I trust and appreciate him 100% I feel blessed knowing him.

To brighten the mood, here's an easter tanuki who's now grown to be a chunky 1kg piggle