There is someone I used to know at the hostel I used to go to. He has the mind of a 2 year old (if that!) even though he is about 60 or something. He randomly tickled me while digging his nails in, just because he thought it was funny. He also looked at me in such a way that made me feel like he was the sort of person who would rape me in my sleep!

Whenever I'm tickled, I find it excruciatingly painful and I can't breathe.

Lately, I've been having nightmares about him breaking into my house and raping me while I'm in bed, and tickling me to prevent me from calling for help.

I feel like I'm starting to have a major mental breakdown. I don't know what to do about it. I'm finding it hard to sleep.

Having one of those nights where I feel deeply nostalgic, in particular about this website.

It's weird how you'd spend literally every single day talking to some people, to having never spoken to them in years and you'll probably never speak to them in the future, despite how close you felt to them. It's so so weird.

edit: i forgot my post which was i lost a really funny post ages ago on tumblr about someone trying to play ssbb but everyone in the house telling them off cos "these kids in the game wont stop yelling Beaky Burner and Beaky Blunder all the time" or something like that and you know that feeling when you want a funny post that you like and even googles "well i know everything about you now" algorithms arent helping

Having one of those nights where I feel deeply nostalgic, in particular about this website.

It's weird how you'd spend literally every single day talking to some people, to having never spoken to them in years and you'll probably never speak to them in the future, despite how close you felt to them. It's so so weird.

I'm here for the first time in ages because I heard a forum I used to use yeeeeears ago has finally been shut down and I panicked slightly about the rest of my old favourites...

Listening to a song I liked when I was a child and i'm finally listening to the lyrics and now i'm all emotional because it's about adultery and it seems like it was foreshadowing to the situation with my parents.

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