Since summer 1995 I am a target of hidden harassment which I find difficult to counter up to now.
The stress resulting from this is often that big that I am ill.
The intention according to many hints is to bring me to a nervous breakdown to have the chance for a personality change of mine in psychiatry to their favour, That means to make me work for the German social democrat party.
The harassment happens in all countries I visit.
With this blog I publish a part of my experiences with this.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

I am two days in Chaiya now and had both times sexual harassment during sleep.You won't keep sexual abusers easily from doing their abuse.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Saturday, December 19, 2009

The first part I wrote yesterday

I am in Thailand now and I get to feel it. I have a deficit of sleep of 2 and a half nights now. Last night I was woken up by sexual harassment after some hours sleep.T tried to get to sleep again and was woken up again by sexual harassment. Now I oculd no more get to sleep. I know this when there is stronger harassment then I can no more sleep after that.Yesterday an English learning book was stolen from me. I sat outside of a restaurant at a table. I went to the toilet and left the book there. I came back after a short time. The book was no more there. There were hardly any people walking along the street the restaurant is in so it is probable it was stolen by Thais out of the restaurant or nearby.The theft makes only sense in the context that there is programming to a social democrat and my learning English is disturbing the exploitation. That I have also as voices. That there was programming to stop me from doing my English and other stuff is more clear now for me. By the way the PDA which was stolen from me before I left to Cambodia I used mainly for learning English.

I have left Bangkok for another place and had sexual harassment during sleep again.I have that often stimulation of sexual abuse in Thailand now that I tend to say.The Thais are a people of potential sexual abusers. It is only a minority which does it but I have it that often in Thailand that I see it as a feature of the country.Some years ago Thailand was better in that area than other ocuntries around but I have it quiete often the last years.That somebody has a history of sexual abuse is no excuse to try to continue it.But with the weakest you can do it easier as they have less protection.I was mocked by Thai police in Trat, in Bangkok and I got to feel it once in Surat Thani.As I came to Bangkok some month ago in tahe early morning Iwas threated and beaten by some Thais. I got to the police station close to Kao Sarn Road. But nobody was to be seen there. Some days ago I was told by a policeman that this police station would be open 24 hours a day.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I had no sleep for two days. I could not learn English. Some days ago I woke up feeling bad I recognize now that there may have been programming to prevent this. When I am stressed such programming gets easier into effect.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

I had today heavy sexual harassment during sleep. There were voices like 'you have no rights'.I observed that the radiation this time came form a Thai house. But I cannot be sure about this. I would need measurements.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

I already reported that my cash was stolen in Trat when I arrived in Thailand. There was also a Dictaphone stolen with some recordings on it related to harassment in Thailand. This is the second time that such recordings get stolen. The first time it was longer time ago in Laos.

I notice there is brainwashing to mainstream thinking and its media. Accept the feel good hollow mainstream media, do not question that much just entertain with it.Away from anarchist thinking towards the usual mainstream thinking. As I was in Thailand before I was brainwashed no more to care about Thai politics and not to criticize it. And now it goes further into adaption.I am not sure where this is from. A nation which brainwashes people is a failed nation. It is probable that Thailand is involved so Thailand is probable a failed nation. Not the only one but also one.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

I had today very hard sexual harassment again. I do not get it easily out of the head. In the afternoon I was in my room and then had mind games and noticed that the guesthouse owner was doing it. I spoke to her about this but she denied. I am not completely sure if there were misunderstandings because I can't speak much Thai and she maybe not enough English but I assume not. Such are some Thais today. They like to step on the vulnerable and then lie. Okay, I have to say they have probably an example from doing it from Germans, I experienced them as the worst liars in this area related to psychic attacks who even beat Americans but that does not reduce the repulsiveness of this Thai woman.One woman spoke to me and was wondering why I stayed already 7 days in Trat. I thought. "Want they to get rid of me and use this harassment?" I no more question that this is a possibility. For that I know Thais enough.