That's too deep, even for me to share on the internet! And my identity is almost completely hidden!
But I suppose I can share something.

I'm scared of getting in verbal fights. I usually handle them well, but if I get too aggravated, I gain the accent of a New Yorker, and swear like a sailor. And then I have a nervous break down after. Because I'm generally really shy and awkward person, and I get this adrenaline out of nowhere, and it wears off. Only one person out of everyone I'm close to has witnessed this.

I also don't like verbal fights. If it goes on for more than a couple sentences back and forth then i start to tear up and want to just walk away so people don't see me cry. More for the reason that I don't want to hurt them and feel bad about it even if i don't like the person. I'm also told that when i get nervous i gain a heavy asian accent.

I'm a nice person. If you ask all my friends to say one thing about me, I'd bet they would say that I'm a nice/cool guy. I also have patience the size of the pacific ocean, meaning I rarely get angry. My friends have also told me, they hardly ever see me angry, which is a good thing I suppose. But when I do get angry, I even scare myself. It may sound ridiculous, but it's true ^^;

I was 8 when I lost my virginity. It wasn't anything malicious like rape its something I'm not proud of.

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She was like 12 or something and she pulled me into a closet (we were playing a "game" apparently) and then she.....yeah, I'm stopping right there.

But that was like 13 years ago.

well at least you know you were attractive then ;p some weird girl--- i wonder who taught her such things---- i was around 8 ;p when i played a game with some girl from my school same age as me--- we didnt do anything besides

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get naked

at that age it doesnt really matter xD but i am glad i was innocent back then---- i bet she would have raped me if she had the willpower to do so then ;p

I was 8 when I lost my virginity. It wasn't anything malicious like rape its something I'm not proud of.

Spoiler Alert! Click to show or hide

She was like 12 or something and she pulled me into a closet (we were playing a "game" apparently) and then she.....yeah, I'm stopping right there.

But that was like 13 years ago.

well at least you know you were attractive then ;p some weird girl--- i wonder who taught her such things---- i was around 8 ;p when i played a game with some girl from my school same age as me--- we didnt do anything besides

Spoiler Alert! Click to show or hide

get naked

at that age it doesnt really matter xD but i am glad i was innocent back then---- i bet she would have raped me if she had the willpower to do so then ;p

I had no idea what I was doing, but when i look back (regrettably) she apparently knew what she was doing with the insertion and all
I swear, the things kids know these days are just scary

I was 8 when I lost my virginity. It wasn't anything malicious like rape its something I'm not proud of.

Spoiler Alert! Click to show or hide

She was like 12 or something and she pulled me into a closet (we were playing a "game" apparently) and then she.....yeah, I'm stopping right there.

But that was like 13 years ago.

well at least you know you were attractive then ;p some weird girl--- i wonder who taught her such things---- i was around 8 ;p when i played a game with some girl from my school same age as me--- we didnt do anything besides

Spoiler Alert! Click to show or hide

get naked

at that age it doesnt really matter xD but i am glad i was innocent back then---- i bet she would have raped me if she had the willpower to do so then ;p

I had no idea what I was doing, but when i look back (regrettably) she apparently knew what she was doing with the insertion and all
I swear, the things kids know these days are just scary

and they hope for no pedophiles to exist---- sometimes i feel like they make these "things" and laws against it on purpose.. not sure for what purpose

nah, you just need to try act normal like if you didn't care much maybe heh ;p i bet you could make good friends with whoever you want--- but well ofc its hard if your kind of "shy"---- i am a bit the same but i don't have any interest in knowing about others that way--- i rather talking to teachers buahaha-- but u sudnt worry about what they think about u--- if u really are interested then go ahead and talk--- unless if it was like 1 year and u dont talk to the person-- then it would be a bit weird but it would surely become normal after a while
nothin that u dont know ;o
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Hmmm... I don't know how to say this without sounding conceited but I happen to be a very charming person IRL.. Lol.. Everyone tends to love me instantly. I'm not shy either. I talk in front of a class 7 days a week. My problem is that although I meet and talk to a lot of people, it's very rare that I get interested in any of them. I am, by nature, extremely introverted after all. I like my space. I like being alone. And I mostly live inside my own head. So when I develop an interest in other people, I feel torn. I also fear getting disappointed. A lot of times I get close to some people and realize they're not what I had originally thought. I get bored with them or they do/say something stupid to annoy me and I just end up walking away from them. That's why in order to avoid that bullshit, I'd just rather not entertain the thought of trying to befriend anyone. However, if they're the ones extending an invitation, I usually accept and see how things go. Half the time I bore them to death anyway ... LMAO!

People also tend to like me and I can easily make friends but I never make any high expectations of trust from them. I feel like i've been let down too many times by people especially from my dad. Once a person breaks my expectations a couple times i start to withdraw from them. Theres only one person that has never let me down and I could share anything with but she lives far away now and we only keep in touch once in a while while our busy schedules.

I was 8 when I lost my virginity. It wasn't anything malicious like rape its something I'm not proud of.

Spoiler Alert! Click to show or hide

She was like 12 or something and she pulled me into a closet (we were playing a "game" apparently) and then she.....yeah, I'm stopping right there.

But that was like 13 years ago.

well at least you know you were attractive then ;p some weird girl--- i wonder who taught her such things---- i was around 8 ;p when i played a game with some girl from my school same age as me--- we didnt do anything besides

Spoiler Alert! Click to show or hide

get naked

at that age it doesnt really matter xD but i am glad i was innocent back then---- i bet she would have raped me if she had the willpower to do so then ;p

I had no idea what I was doing, but when i look back (regrettably) she apparently knew what she was doing with the insertion and all
I swear, the things kids know these days are just scary

and they hope for no pedophiles to exist---- sometimes i feel like they make these "things" and laws against it on purpose.. not sure for what purpose

Not lies. I played WoW from Beta until ulduar release in the #1 guild on my server (TG, server Arthas), I was honestly addicted, also, while playing WoW I would have Runescape open in another screen, I had to fully stop playing both, hadn't touched a mmo since until recently. I'm already addicted to TERA.... :/

Forgive me, I'm half asleep.. I could've sworn I read "I CAN play MMORPGs without getting addicted.." Lol.. Yup, I need to sleep..

That's too deep, even for me to share on the internet! And my identity is almost completely hidden!
But I suppose I can share something.

I'm scared of getting in verbal fights. I usually handle them well, but if I get too aggravated, I gain the accent of a New Yorker, and swear like a sailor. And then I have a nervous break down after. Because I'm generally really shy and awkward person, and I get this adrenaline out of nowhere, and it wears off. Only one person out of everyone I'm close to has witnessed this.

i think i know wachu talking about ;p heh havin a secret life eh? ; ) thou i do not believe in uniqueness ;p thats just a new thing-- i can think many things of why its being used right now but yeah ;p but i bet its great ;o buahh-- i may sound weid idk ;o i am gettin a bit sick heh xD

I do have a secret life. I share some things if people ask, but other things I keep to myself. xD
It's okay. You're weird. I'm weird. We're all weird. Merry Christmas.

Well it's not that I NEED friends. But some people I do find interesting and sometimes I think it would be nice to get to know them and talk to them.. The only problem is that I just can't bring myself to approach them. Lol.. They'll probably think I'm just some weirdo anyway...

I like weird. Weird is fun normal is boring. I refuse to associate with anyone who is normal. I'm weird, for example I like writing with fountain pens. I get looks every time I pull out my waterman to sign documents. It's like no one has ever seen one before. But don't be afraid of your weird embrace it. "People may laugh because I am different, I laugh because they are all the same" (No Idea where I stole that from but I like it and it seemed appropriate)

xtangle: if u have played resident evil 6 and saw the giant fat zombies ull know what im talking about, its not that its scary but more that i cant think of a way to fight back easily-- i am not really a fighter i like to keep things peaceful--- if u wanna attack do it with words--- more fun--- more smart--- physical fighting seems to me childish-- not that i cant--- i got a strong bone structure and i am around 6 feet tall

Well, if you say it like that, then it's kind of obvious that fighting with words is a more civilized way of settling problems. Fighting using your fists is the last resort. Around 6 ft tall? You tall and lanky?