Music: Elvis Presley - A Little Less ConversationSubject: Just a waste of time.

I am extremely unsatisfied with myself. I've come to almost loathe myself. My pessimistic attidue is killing me. I need to relax and I need to find new things to occupy my time. I really need to practice driving and get a fucking license. I think that would help me a lot. To get out of this boring house would be relieving. I feel like I leave my skin too often lately. I'm just not myself. Not content and I don't know what I need to do to get to that point. But, I hope I find it soon. Everything just seems so redundant and overdone. Just..dull.

Like so many times before, I don't know what to do.
Things have to change.
Things have to get better.

I need something new, but I don't know what.
I need help before it's too late.
Someone bring something new to me. Change me. For good.