Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Sex is impulse, sex is urge sex means different things to different people.

I don't know about you or him/her or anyone so I can't talk about anyone but myself here. I need to have sex and I want to have sex. I do sleep around, I'm sure lots of people now called me the S word.

Sex to me means different things.

I want to have sex when I want to feel the warmth of a man's body next to mine.

Monday, June 25, 2007

I decided to come out to the whole world if you have any suggestion for my come out please let me know. Oh yeah, if you were gay think as straight and let me know why I should or shouldn't come out. And if you were straight think as gay and let me know why should or shouldn't I come out.

z: Are you Out? x: I'm out to some, my brothers in law, and some of my straight friends.

z: wow, kooool, how did they take it? x: well,they are okay with it,one of my straight friends just asked me not to talk about it with him.

z: how did it make you feel? x: I'm okay with it,we are still good buddies

z: why did you tell them? x: I really wanted to share it with my friends, there were times when my straight friend,I,and my boyfriend at the time used to hang out a lot together.It was really uncomfortable cuz my bf & I couldn't be ourselves.

z: Do your parents know? x: well,my mom sure suspects it,as they say mothers usually the first to know. Dad, I tried to tell him few months ago but backed up last minute when he said it's still socially unacceptable.He thinks homosexuality is deviation. I think he would be okay with it more than my mom.

x: Do you feel like telling them? z: Well,I will eventually tell my old man. My mom has this fantasy of me getting married and have kids and whatever.I hate to be the one to ruin that fantasy for her besides she knows I'won't get married or anything.

x: Does anyone in your work place know about you? z: Not really.I'm out to one of my colleagues. He's gay too. I knew about him through a mutual gay friend so I came out to him. I don't see a point of coming out in the work place or to be socially involoved with colleagues cuz then it would be mixing business with pleasure.

x: How do you feel about those who want to come out? z: If you are still studing I don't advise you to do it especially coming out to family members, at least you have to be financially independent. At the work place, if you weren't sleeping with them why would you tell them. Friends, depends how close you are with them besideds we gays usually like to be friends with other gays than straights.