Thursday, May 8, 2008

Obsessiveness

I'm an obsessive compulsive person. I have these stuff that I do that speak of my obsessive character. I mean ok, it's not that bad. But I have these funny behaviors. Like for an example, we all touch our finger nails right? When I touch one of them, I have to touch all of the others. Just to feel ok and that there's nothing wrong. When I don't touch all of the other finger nails, there's the urge to do so and it's better to touch them all and get it off my system.I know it's probably weird, I don't know if many go through this. And the example I gave is probably stupid, but it happens through these little things that don't matter. Like touching one of my teeth with my tongue and then I have to touch them all with my tongue. See I told you they happen in these things that are very silly.

It's maybe to just feel balance or whatever. It's weird, because I mean I'm not that much of a perfectionist. I can't deny the fact that I am a bit of a perfectionist but it's totally irrelevant. Or at least that's what I think. And it only matters what you think. ;)

Well, I just wanted to share this with you and maybe if you have a similar obsessive compulsive behavior you can share it with me. I'd be delighted to hear about it.

I had this thing when I was about 9, where I couldn't stand people that didn't press the upper joint of their index finger. I mean, whenever I saw another person's finger with a "C" shape I got the urge to press their finger!

And I also read somewhere that at least until you are about 20 or so you will have these little manias.

I'm completely obsessed with my hair..not because I like the feel of it,in fact I hate my hair! :(And I just have to keep doing weird things to it every two minutes and hope it feels better than the last time..:Pthere,I said it.and it feels silly to me too.

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"Up till now I always thought bickering was just something children did and they outgrew it. Of course, there's sometimes a reason to have a 'real' quarrel, but the verbal exchanges that take place here are just plain bickering. I should be used to the fact that these squabbles are daily occurrences, but I'm not and never will be as long as I'm the subject of nearly every discussion. (They refer to these as 'discussions instead of 'quarrels', but Germans don't know the difference!)"— Anne Frank