tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-53509452277212960952018-03-06T00:27:29.892-08:00From the Window of My Georgia Mountain HomePoetry and personal essays written by Carole Richard Thompson, who lives happily with her husband in a small house in the North Georgia Mountains.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.comBlogger24125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-88049017702256996632010-09-01T09:44:00.000-07:002010-09-01T11:59:47.834-07:00What are you afraid of?People enjoy talking about their accomplishments; how well they did on the stock market, what a great deal they got on a new car, how absolutely brilliant a grandchild has become, but they get a bit nervous if you ask them, "What are you really, really afraid of?" Some will say things, like, "Well, I'm afraid of what's going to happen if we get stuck with any more taxes!" That's not the kind of fear I'm talking about.<br /><br /><br /><br />When I was still a kid, my older sister hated using the telephone to place an order, or anything other than calling her best friend. She might need something from the drugstore, (they delivered in those days) but some stupefying fear made her unable to make the call and talk to a relative stranger.She would give me a nickle out of her 25 cents weekly allowance if I would do it for her. Since that wasn't my particular fear, I was happy to take her money.<br /><br /><br /><br />I've always thought it would be fascinating to be a psychiatrist and be able to find the answers to the reasons why people develop debilitating fears that rob them of some of life's greatest pleasures. One thing I would love to be able to do is float on water. Friends have described the simple joy of swimming in a lake at sunset and deciding to relax and float for a while, looking up at the myriad of colors displayed across the sky above them. In my whole life, I've never been able to relax on my back in the water. Once it starts creeping up into my ears and touches my cheeks, I feel sure I am going to submerge and drown, and begin immediately to flay my arms about and push my legs down hard against the water's pressure, trying to give my feet something solid to stand on.<br />Possibly, my fear of drowning came from an incident when I was a toddler. Mama said she heard my sister scream for help, and ran to find me floating in a sunken goldfish pond, fully clothed in corduroy overalls. I don't recall this frightening accident, but maybe my brain still has it locked up, and when I get in water, the memory surfaces.<br /><br /><br /><br />The one fear I can't explain is my fear of getting lost. I know that lots of folks say they have this fear, but I seem to be bothered by it more than most. This fear arises a lot on vacations, if I don't know the territory. I once spent a miserable day at the "Mall of America" in Minneapolis. We were with several couples, everyone talking at once, and nothing was settled about where we were all to meet if we became separated. The men went off in one direction while the women were still trying to decide where to start. I began to panic at the thought of getting lost from everyone in that huge place, so I just followed a couple of the women around wherever they wanted to go, rather than going off on my own. I was so afraid they'd leave me, I would even go into a dressing room and try on anything. It sounds ridiculous, but that fear just takes over. Even trips to our new Walmart can be worrisome, especially with my husband. I always say to him, "Now, you take a basket and go get the things you need. I will meet you HERE by Customer Service in 30 minutes." I always get back right on time, and he is seldom there. He means to be, but gets distracted by something down an aisle somewhere, and he figures he'll have enough time to get back where he's supposed to be before I get there. He's not the least bit afraid he'll get lost. So, there I am at X marks the spot and have no idea where to start looking for him. The neighborhood Walmart becomes a giant maze. I remember the store stays open 24 hours, which means I could spend quite a long time looking for him. I could get <em><strong>lost!</strong></em><br /><br /><br />One day, I discussed some of my fears with him, and I asked him to tell me honestly what he was afraid of. He was a pilot in the U.S. Air Force for 29 years, so I expected him to say, "Getting shot down over a jungle," or something like that. Instead he thought a minute and said, "High places." Go figure.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-55624546114258807102010-08-12T13:37:00.000-07:002010-08-12T15:20:22.596-07:00Finding Joy in AugustThere is always something to be thankful for, and I am so thankful that my job in life is not one that requires me to roof a house in August. It seems to me there's no way you could survive in this heat. It is hard to believe that I lived without air conditioning growing up in Shreveport, Louisiana.<br /> In those days we did a lot more ironing than we do today. That was such a hot job. Ironing involved so much of your time--spray starch hadn't been invented, and the standard procedure in our household went something like this: Take a heat-proof basin for holding your starch. Find the box of Faultless and read directions carefully. Mix the correct amount of starch with a small amount of cold water; pour in basin. Add boiling water as directly, being careful not to splash any on yourself, and stir quickly. It became a thick, opaque mixture, and if you had watched your Mama often enough, you learned to judge just how much hot water got you the right consistency. You had to let the mixture cool down enough to put your hands in it, because you had to dip your clean blouses, pillow cases, tablecloths, etc, in this slimy stuff, and then squeeze as much out as you could. After you had all that finished, then you took the starched clothes to the clothesline (banned in a lot of communities these days) and hang the clothes out to dry.<br /> Of course, that wasn't the end of the job, either. When your garments were dry, you brought them back inside and found the sprinkler bottle. This, in my household, was a clean empty ketchup bottle filled with water. A cork stopper with a sprinkler cap was poked in the open end. (Hard item to find these days). You then sprinkled each stiff item of clothes and rolled it up. When all were damp, you put all the rolls in an old, clean pillow case, and that went in the refrigerator overnight. This is why most housewives washed on Mondays and ironed on Tuesdays. Through osmosis, I suppose, every piece to be ironed would be uniformly damp, and the iron fairly glided over the fabric. Some of Mama's blouses looked pretty enough to be framed when she finished ironing. However, she was always so tired afterwards. I know she was glad when my sisters and I could be trusted with a hot iron, so we could pitch in and help.<br /> As hot as she was, ironing in a home without air conditioning, Mama often told me how her mother scrubbed the household laundry on a metal and wood scrub board and then took a stick and lowered each piece down into a black cast iron pot, bubbling with clean water. She poked them around until she judged they were clean; then, using the stick she lifted the steaming laundry into a cold pot of clean water. Imagine doing that in August. Every Monday. With little kids running around, about to give you a heart attack coming close to the big, hot pot. We really have nothing to complain about, when it comes down to it. Guess, I'll close, and go adjust the air conditioner. If Grandmama could do laundry in August in 90 degree weather, I should be able to stand 78!<br /> There is joy in August.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-61514438292421078462010-04-24T16:30:00.000-07:002010-04-24T17:33:16.742-07:00Too Long AwayHow can it be almost May? My little blog has lanquished in neglect for months; through Autumn, and the coldest Winter in years. Spring is stirring me to life again. Thank God for that!<br /><br /><br /><br />A small perennial poking stubbornly through rocks and debris restores my lagging faith. Winter was so long, and the days so predictable. One begins to forget the gift of returning narcissus, daffodils, forsythia. The lucious colors of tulips have saved their surprise all these months; a few lost to hungry animals, but who can fault them--they do look good enough to eat.<br /><br /><br /><br />Everything becomes Technicolor; slamming the door on the gray of winter. The sounds of birds suddenly begins, as if on signal. Soon the drumming of woodpeckers joins in and my laughable one-note bird (I don't know what species he belongs to) picks up where he left off last year.<br /><br />Is it any wonder that a bit of longing comes with the gift of Spring? I can't help but long to have the youthful body, sans arthritis, and the thick auburn hair that attracted my husband long ago. Now, if I plant a tulip, and if it makes it through the winter, it comes back as lovely as ever. That's a trick I'd like to learn.<br /><br />My favorite flower is still a rose, despite the darned thorns. I discovered a beautiful golden yellow rose whose fragrance fills the room, though I hate to cut it and bring it in. It was named after a man, of all things: "Henry Fonda". Never thought of a rose as anything but feminine. I will try to post a photo or two of my sweet smelling Henry. Don't think Norm will mind a bit.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-68631441825415550952010-01-15T17:41:00.000-08:002010-01-15T21:32:13.520-08:00Thank you, Sarah...Looking in my big ole china cabinet with the warped door, my mother's cut glass salad bowl caught my eye. Thinking of Mama always opens doors to so many memories. Looking at that glass bowl reminds me of the Saturdays when my childhood friend, Sarah, and I took the trolley to downtown Shreveport and spent all day "shopping". We knotted our few baby sitting quarters in a handkerschief and tucked them deep in our purses, keeping any small change handy in the inside zipper pocket. We just window shopped the expensive clothing stores, because the well-dressed sales ladies always pounced on you with their standard, "May I help you?"before you got a foot in the door. Their was a corner Walgreen's we always spent a few minutes thumbing through movie magazines until we felt guilty and left. When we got good and hungry enough to spend a little money, we headed for Silver's Dime Store, where they had a little lunch counter. For one quarter we could buy ourselves a barbeque on bun sandwich with cole slaw and a small coke. That would not really fill us up, but it was all we wanted to spend on food. Afterwards, we looked at every counter in the store, just drinking it all in.<br /><br /> There were so many things in a dime store then, and Sarah and I just spent hours and talking about the things we'd like to have. When the afternoon was getting on, we'd make our way downstairs to Silver's basement. There was more wonderful stuff there. We watched the donut machine dump the circles of dough into the grease and turn them over when they were just right. They smelled so good, and if we hadn't spent our limit upstairs, we sometimes bought ourselves a donut. Always, before we left, we'd shop for some little something to take home to our mothers. It could not cost more than 25 cents, or we wouldn't have trolley fare home. I always chose something in the glasswares department; clear glass bowls or small glass candy dishes. Sarah usually spent her last quarter on some candy for her mother, or a little dresser scarf to embroider.<br /><br /> All the way home on the trolley, Sarah and I talked about our day in town, and we still had enough to talk about during the 4 block walk from the trolley stop to our homes. We hoped our Mamas would like our gifts, and they always did. It was a wonderful time of innocence, and Sarah was such a good part of it. Sadly, Sarah developed some "nervous" problems as she grew up, and became so uncomfortable going to a large high school, she dropped out. She remained childlike, and though she had a brief marriage, I think she never really intended to do anything but play house. I married and moved away, but whenever we came back to visit Mama, I'd always go over into our old neighborhood and try to spend some time with Sarah. Her condition grew worse, and eventually she was put in some sort of a institution. She passed away years ago, but I often think of her when we made those carefree trips to town, enjoyed canned barbeque on a bun as though it were T-bone steak, and had such fun picking out our presents for our Mamas. Thank you for those memories, dear Sarah.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-30880172637844063362009-11-08T17:03:00.000-08:002009-11-08T20:46:44.490-08:00Goodbye to My Japanese MapleLast week, I looked through my kitchen window, and caught my breath. The morning sun focused on my huge Japanese Maple and set it afire with color. I dried the dishwater off my hands and ran for my little camera. I attempted to catch a few snapshots before the impartial sun drifted on. Although her leaves had already decorated the exhausted flower beds below, and the driveway alongside, there still remained a glorious display. It was as though she saved the best for the last, to say to me, "Remember this on cold winter days, and hold the warmth of my fire in your heart." I did something I haven't done since I was a child; I found a nearly perfect crimson leaf and pressed it with an iron between pieces of waxed paper. This is the promise that beauty will come to me again next year, but for now this tree, so generous with her loveliness, is tired and needs a long rest. This thought reminds me of a poem I wrote several years ago about the passing of Fall:<br /><br />The Party's Over<br /><br />The mountains wait, stone silent<br />for Fall to go about her business<br />and depart with some dignity.<br /><br />For the hills are now weary<br />of the gaudy season's riot,<br />and long for Winter's housekeeping<br />winds to blow the crumbs of rattling,<br />faded leaves down to valleys below.<br /><br />As a beauty longs to remove makeup<br />and retreat from admiration,<br />so, the mountains yearn to pull up<br />snowy blankets and sleep a dreamless<br />winter, having set the relentless<br />alarm clock of Spring.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-75061470142463919312009-09-16T17:46:00.000-07:002009-09-16T18:38:32.177-07:00Savoring SeptemberIt has been a while since I posted anything on my blog. August came and went so quickly, didn't it? Usually, it is so hot the whole month, I just hole up inside with air conditioning and try to survive, but this year was pleasantly cool here in the mountains. It is wonderful to open the windows and doors and sit out on the porch and see what the birds are up to. The rhododendrons bloomed out months ago, but their thick foliage has provided nests for many birds. Now that the robins have vacated their homes, other birds have seen fit to fight over sub-letting rights. The humming birds are so plentifiul at my feeder right now; the neighbors next door took their feeder down before going off on vacation, so I'm feeding their little squeakers, too. Hummers fight amongst themselves like little Japanese Kamakazi fighter pilots.<br /> We did go camping for a few days in a very quiet campground, and I enjoyed getting down to the small creek there and trying to catch a trout. I failed to do so, but I enjoyed the peace of hearing nothing more than the water flowing by.<br />The little poem that follows expresses some of my feelings while I was at the creek:<br /><br /> At Whispering Pines<br /><br /> In this photo, I stand at the edge<br /> of a small trout stream, casting line;<br /> allowing the baited hook to drift.<br /> The water murmurs by, unimpressed.<br /> It only brings the fish man feeds it,<br /> Left alone, it merely flows downstream.<br /><br /> Still, I look content, as water carries<br /> my small burdens along, cleanses<br /> the wastes of my useless worries,<br /> clears my ears to hear it's gentle sound.<br /> To flow downstream is it's purpose;<br /> there is healing in a mountain stream.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-82912166963938940542009-07-28T07:38:00.000-07:002009-07-28T08:49:06.007-07:00Young at HeartMy children are questioning our sanity. Five years ago, we sold our home with the big yard to mow, and our 34' motorhome and moved into a pretty little cottage in a retirement community. We have been very happy here, and plan to live here until they take us out feet first. There is just one thing we have missed: Going Camping. The itch got so bad, we made the that fateful first step of "looking around" to see what was on the market. That can be compared to an alcoholic dropping in on a bar just to see if he can stick to Shirley Temples. <br /><br /> So, here we are with an RV again. We aren't supposed to keep a unit on our property more than a few days, so our first problem was storage. Ka-Ching $$!! <br />We understood that it would be best not to try to tow a car, so we TRIED find a unit small enough that we could park it almost anywhere and not have to bother with towing. That IS possible, but, if you plan to stay a week in a State Park, you naturally want to be hooked up to water and electricity, even if there is no sewer hook up. It's a pain to unhook to go to the grocery store, so you have to pack all you think you will need to cook for a week, and you get yelled at a lot by Husband, who thinks you can live off hot dogs and hamburgers in the daytime and eat out at night. That seems to make the problem go in a circle, because now we are back to unhooking and trying to find a restaurant with an extra large parking area. This is all fun, folks. I mean, we really missed all that. <br /><br /> So, now, we have to start thinking about buying a tow car. KA-Ching $$!! In our infallible choice of good, reliable cars, we have a Pontiac Montana mini-van and a Chrysler sedan (I believe both companies are in bankruptcy) that are both non-towable. Used car dealers don't even want them on their lots. I mentioned to a dealer that I had heard about President Obama's great deal going. That's to get you to trade in your clunker for a non-polluting, gas miser car. I found out it had to be a new car, and not just ANY new car, at that, before you get the discount, and they take your creampuff away for the crusher. (I can't look!!!) Pretty soon I'll have enough material for a Country Western song.<br /><br /> I don't know how this will all play out, but in the meantime, after some searching, I found and bought, Ka-Ching $$ !!, a Ukelele and a self-teaching book.<br />I know 4 chords now, so when we are sitting in front of the campfire, burning marshmallows and and fingers, I can play, "Down by the Old Mill Stream", "Way Down Upon the Swanee River"and "Buffalo Gals, Won't you Come Out Tonight". Last night, I learned a new one, which will be my theme song: "Standin' in the Need of Prayer". There's nothing like camping to make you feel a kid again and forget your troubles, I tell you.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-12696667790124114462009-06-13T19:14:00.000-07:002009-06-13T20:13:31.773-07:00Why are the Bears So Hungry?This morning, I enjoyed a great time with some bright young women, trying to teach me some more about this amazing world of blogging. I learned a few new things, but just forgot one of the basics: always SAVE your composition before you start previewing it or anything else, so, now I am having to write this all over again. <br /> I was telling Nancy Simpson about the bear visitation here in Wesley Mountain Retirement Village, where I live. She told me about one causing a stir in Andrews, too. Now, tonight, I received an email from Nancy telling me that a young bear came right up onto her patio, which is off her dining room. Nancy said bears have been on her property before, but never come right up to her house before. All these incidents invariably involve bears tring to rob bird feeders. My next door neighbor saw the bear crossing the road in front of his house, and there in the road was his bird feeder, or the top of it, at least. The pole was bent over in his front yard.<br /> Have we had a bumper crop of young bears this year? Or, are they just hungrier? It's still too early for the blueberries and blackberries to be ripe, so I suppose the deep woods' wild berries are not ready either. Anyone else know why the bears are so hungry and bold this year?Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-82400017509254769592009-05-16T07:32:00.000-07:002009-06-13T07:12:32.682-07:00Armed Forces Day, Norm's Story<div>Today, I especially proud of my husband, and grateful for the years he gave from those given to him by his creator in the service of his country. It was only a small reward, but I made him his favorite breakfast, waffles with sweetened strawberries and whipped cream. I suppose I should have added a few blueberries for a patriotic touch, but he knew what I was thinking. </div><div></div><p align="center"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9TrJf2_kKkE/SjOxo7Jn5jI/AAAAAAAAACA/pI82nTntS_c/s1600-h/Blackberry.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5346812499249849906" style="WIDTH: 149px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 119px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_9TrJf2_kKkE/SjOxo7Jn5jI/AAAAAAAAACA/pI82nTntS_c/s200/Blackberry.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><div>I asked him how he felt about those years (29) he spent at the beck and call of The Commander -in-Chief, the Secretary of Defense and the Chiefs of Staff of the Air Force. In his own words:<br /><br />"I was a volunteer for the US Air Force in July, 1950. I had passed the pilot entrance exams, but had to spend 18 months at Lackland AFB in San Antonio training recruits before I went to Aviation Cadets at Hondo AFB, TX. Carole and I met before Cadets thru a mutual friend in Shreveport, where she was born. We were married during my second half of Cadet training, which, I suppose was breaking the rules, but the distance between us was too great, and we were in love. It was tough til graduation in January 1953, and we looked forward to living together like normal couples, but after only six months, I was sent to Korea for a year, a lowly 2nd Lt, but I did have my pilot's wings. In Korea, I flew B-26's, completed my missions and bided my time til I could get home to Carole and our baby, Paul.<br />The years that followed meant many moves, a 3 year tour in Japan, and lots of time s when I was away learning to fly more advanced aircraft,, Our squadron went to McDill AFB, Fl and sat alert for three months in our B-66's during the Cuban Missile Crisis. Eventually I got to fly the plane I loved the most, the RF4C-Phantom Jet. I flew 153 missions in VietNam, got some holes in my plane a few times and spent another year away from Carole and the two sons and two daughters we had by then. I spent most of the remaining years of my AF career training new pilots in the RF4C-jets, and logged over 4,000 hrs in that plane, in addition to the the many hours teaching guys to fly the B-26, B-57, and B-66. When the kids were about all out of highschool and some in college, and I felt I had enough years for a decent pension, I retired. I love my country, my family, and my God, who took care of me, and my family, during the scary times. I would serve my country again, but fortunately I am too old now. The best years of my life have been the past 18, here in the mountains of North Georgia, and not having to leave my sweetheart, Carole."</div>Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-68070448313088535782009-04-25T13:56:00.000-07:002009-04-25T14:58:28.301-07:00MAN (or WOMAN) MUST GO FORTH AND PLANT TOMATOESOur home sits among the trees on a hillside lot. It is difficult to walk, much less grow veggies here. The flower beds put in by the former owners are filled with hostas, azaleas and lovely rhododendrons, for which I am so grateful, but I do miss a little plot of ground to grow (or attempt to grow) some things to eat. When I go to Home Depot and see the variety of flowers and blooming shrubs,, I can't resist a few annuals for the color and beauty they add. However, I still find myself wandering by the vegetables sitting in their little peat moss pots, and I want to grab a basket full. I haven't the flat area of soil, I haven't enough sun, and I've reached the age when I can't get down there on my knees and dig those planting holes. I am frustrated.<br /><br />We swore we wouldn't fool with those upside down hanging tomato baskets again. But, you know, hope springs eternal, so there they are. One year they were pretty successful, but last year, a nuisance and very few tomatoes. I still feel like I have to turn my head upside down to check on them. Wrens always build a nest in the top, even though I have to pour water on them. They fly out mad as can be, but go right back in again. Ms. Wren had better luck raising her babies than I had growing those tomatoes. Not enough sun, you see.<br /><br />All last week I watched for places that got some sun for a few hours each day, and I think I have found me a spot about the size of a bathtub that might work. In addition, there's about 10 feet x one foot of space in front of the iris bed. Today I bought okra, sweet bell peppers, eggplant, two bush tomatoes and a pkg of bush beans. No corn, squash, or pumpkin, for obvious reasons. If I have to crawl to plant them, I will.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-10641925220851587362009-04-20T07:46:00.000-07:002009-04-20T08:08:25.330-07:00More About Nancy's Class at JC Campbell Folk SchoolSometimes I think I have a condition called, in pilot's jargon: "Having My Head Up and Locked", because I failed to mention one of the highlights of the week with Karen, Robyn, Ruth, Barbara and, of course, Nancy Simpson. We had special visitors on Wednesday who came to tell us about their journeys from classes with Nancy to publication of chapbooks. Brenda Kay Ledford and Glenda Barrett joined us at Orchard House for great one on one discussions about their ups and downs and all arounds in this wonderful world of writing. Happily, they read us some of their best "stuff". It is a real thrill to hear a poet read their own writing,; that is when you really know where their voice lives. Many thanks to both these lovely people for coming to inspire our class, and an extra thanks to our instructor, Nancy, for this nice surprise.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-91724954431015656952009-04-19T11:14:00.000-07:002009-04-20T08:59:11.609-07:00Exploring Poetry With Nancy SimpsonLast week, I had the privilege of attending a Poetry class at the John C. Campbell Folk School with Nancy Simpson as instructor. Three of us were day students, Karen Holmes, Barbara Groce, and myself. Barbara and I carpooled, and it made the long drive on winding narrow roads much more pleasant.<br />Mornings were spent discussing examples of lyrical, meditative and narrative poetry, and even an ancient style of poetry, the Pantoum. We read together Theodore Roethke's <em>Journey into </em>the<em> interior </em>and a selection from Mary Oliver's book <em>Why I wake Early, </em>called "Bone". I found Billy Collin's exerpt from his book, <em>Picnic Lightning, </em>called <em>The Death of </em>the<em> Hat </em>to be a fascinating example of Meditative poetry. When we began reading examples of Narrative poems, which tell a story, the two examples we studied were Bettie Sellers' , <em>Liza's Monday</em> and Robert Morgan's <em>Mountain Bride</em>. Both brought on great discussions, since their themes were mysterious and a bit scary.<br />After lunch, the five of us gathered in the computer lab and did our best to write examples of the type of poem we had discussed in the morning. If we managed to come up with something, Nancy led a critique session. We read our work, then passed it around for the others to make comments about. Some days we bloomed with creativity. Other days, nothing seemed to come out of my head but garble. Eventually, we all had something to read on Thursday evening to an audience that came to the Keith House to hear us. Nancy feels we were well received. No one worked harder than she did to bring out our best work.<br />The last day, Friday, I had to miss as I had to take Norman for a kidney stone procedure. Barbara Groce called and told me the class spent their last day talking about getting published, and Nancy gave me the materials she handed out, so that I wouldn't miss too much. It was such a worthwhile week, and meeting new friends was one of the best things about it.<br />I hope I have another opportunity to attend writing classes at the folk school. It's a wonderful place to be. Thanks so much to you, NancyCarole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-45414159166351824902009-04-08T13:11:00.000-07:002009-04-08T13:52:49.840-07:00Delightful DorotheaThis morning, "Coffee With the Poets" at Phillips and Lloyd featured Dorothea Spiegel. We who came were treated to a variety of poems from Dorothea's chapbook, "<strong><em>From my Desk</em></strong>". As Dorothea reads, you can hear the twinkle in her eye, telling you she doesn't take much in life too seriously. Her witty, insightful poems often have a little "twist" at the end, which always brings a smile, a sort of "Yes, that's so true!" moment for the listeners. One poem, however, caught me by surprise, because it revealed a passionate understanding of a man. Her man. Enjoy:<br /><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> A MAN</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">I said to myself, "How great a man!"</div><div align="center">People listen to him, and his word is law",</div><div align="center">and I watched you and glowed with pride, </div><div align="center">but I carefully kept my feelings inside.</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">Then I saw you were a mortal man:</div><div align="center">concerned, confused, guilt-ridden, shy,</div><div align="center">kind-hearted, angry, hurt and proud,</div><div align="center">and my feelings almost spoke aloud!</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">I asked myself, "What is a man?"</div><div align="center">And now, my feelings all unleashed</div><div align="center">here in your arms, at last I can </div><div align="center">answer myself, "This is a man."</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> Dorothea Spiegel </div>Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-14047207010398540712009-04-01T19:40:00.000-07:002009-04-01T20:17:56.263-07:00A Moment of ReflectionIs there any season as welcome as Spring? So far, this has been as close to a traditional Spring as we have had here in the mountains in a long time. Two Springs ago, we were robbed of Georgia's famous sweet peaches, blueberries and all manner of fruit delicacies by an early false Spring, followed by a hard freeze that lasted five days. Even the lovely dogwood blossoms sagged on their branches, and beautiful hostas changed overnight to something resembling boiled cabbage. Spring last year was skimpy, so much being damaged the year before, and the drought took its toll, also. But this year, we've had these wonderful rains to bring the daffodils into glorious bloom while it was still quite cold. The rains have brought wonderful blessings of new growth, but a little sadness from time to time. Hence, my little poem:<br /><br /> A Small Daffodil<br /><br /> On my stroll back from the mailbox,<br /> I see the much needed rain has beaten<br /> my daffodils' faces down into the mud.<br /><br /> It seems unfair that a bulb waits<br /> so many months, and dares at last<br /> to risk all, in fickle Spring.<br /><br /> Yesterday, this one turned ruffled cheeks<br /> toward Sun for warmth, and hoped<br /> for a kiss, but gray clouds moved by.<br /><br /> Today, I shake off the rain, or tears, from<br /> damaged petals, but see the broken stem.<br /> One day to live, one heartbreak to die.<br /><br /><br /> So, I tried to honor my special small daffodil.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-91834366332615580552009-03-24T19:20:00.000-07:002009-03-24T19:21:14.608-07:00Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-91389595950056066292009-03-24T19:07:00.000-07:002009-04-08T13:09:05.641-07:00Great News!<div>It is a wonderful thing to have Nancy Simpson nominate me for the Fabulous Blog Award!</div>
<br /><div>As if that wasn't wonderful enough, she tells me I'm one of her Friendship Award Bloggers, too!</div>
<br /><div>Is there such a thing as Wonderful Person Award? Nancy must surely be the winner. I've got to get my five, plus, now, eight more awardees lined up and notified. I'm not the swiftest blogger on the block.</div>Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-55642194138741382822009-03-11T18:14:00.000-07:002009-03-11T18:55:21.737-07:00We Had Birds On our MindToday was special at Phillips and Lloyd's Bookstore in Hayesville, enjoying another "Coffee With the Poets." Nancy Simpson and Janice Moore were reading selections from the new book, <em>"Poet's Guide Book </em>to<em> the Birds".</em> Both talented<em> </em>ladies had some of their work selected for publication in this highly esteemed publication, which contains works of poet laureates and Nobel Peace Prize winners, as well. We congratulate them on this honor and look forward to owning the book and soaking up all the wonderful poetry relating to our bird friends. Most of us brought some of our own bird poems to read at Open Mike. The tiny creatures are a never ending source of inspiration and delight. Here's one I wrote one Sunday morning when I was dragging my feet getting ready for church. The big window beside our bed offered a delightful view of a robin on the ground right outside. I could see him, but he didn't know I was looking. I felt a bit like a Peeping Tom:<br /><br /> <strong>The Voyeur</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Half-dressed, sitting on the side of the bed, I watch</strong><br /><strong>the lone Robin, almost within arm's reach, scratching.</strong><br /><strong>Up to his knobby knees in dew soaked grass, he turns an ear,</strong><br /><strong>listening patiently for Worm to make the wrong move.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>The window and tree shadow hide my common human form,</strong><br /><strong>muffle my involuntary breathing, while he sets mind to task,</strong><br /><strong>unaware his privacy is being invaded.</strong><br /><strong>Oh, now, he looks up, but I remain still, and he</strong><br /><strong>returns to his breakfast foraging.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>We are here together, bird. You do not ponder</strong><br /><strong>religious philosophy this Sunday morning, yet you seem content.</strong><br /><strong>You are in no hurry to sing your praises, and you have all morning</strong><br /><strong>to poke and piddle around, scratching and talking to yourself.</strong><br /><strong>Your feathers look perfectly pressed.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Grandma would say the Devil is sitting on my lap, keeping</strong><br /><strong>me idle, watching you, Robin-what do you think?</strong><br /><strong>Oh, I prefer to believe the Creator gave this gift of you to me.</strong><br /><strong>What? Listen, I cannot watch you longer. I must heed the call of husband,</strong><br /><strong>who waits, with motor running, to whisk me off to sermon and song,</strong><br /><strong>where I shall be tormented by self-righteous underwear and pinch-toe shoes.</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><strong>Good bye, bird--I envy you!</strong>Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-69333262135439004182009-03-03T17:33:00.000-08:002009-03-03T19:52:51.579-08:00How to Cure a ColdSundays are always beseiged by little Devil gremlins around my house. They simply don't appear on other mornings, and I haven't found their hiding places, though I suspect there's one in every room. The alarm doesn't always go off on Sunday mornings, and I know I wind and set that little Baby Ben every night. I've never had a zipper break except on Sunday, or poked my thumb through my last pair of pantyhose except when trying to get dressed for church. I suppose that I shouldn't have been surprised when my throat started feeling scratchy as I sat in the choir loft this past Sunday. <br /> At least I didn't sneeze during the service, while we were being videoed. The silent Rhino virus was well at work by the middle of the afternoon, and I just had to face the impending misery. It had started snowing big time, but nothing was sticking, so when it slowed to a halt, I sent Norm out for cold remedies. Luckily, we are very close to town. In fact, some Saturday mornings he wakes up feeling like Tarzan, and wants to go out and gettum our breakfast. He strikes out to buy one Bacon, Egg, and Cheese Croissant, one Plain Egg Croissant, one small French Toast Sticks and one medium Tater Tots, and returns in less than 10 minutes. So, I don't feel too badly about sending him to the drug store five minutes from here.<br /> There on the kitchen bar I lined up my Airborne tablets, Mucinex, Tylenol, Riccola Cough Drops, Vicks Vaporub and green tea bags. Somehow I put soup and sandwiches on the table, but my heart was not in it. By nightfall, I am wrapped up in quilts like a doodle bug thoroughly medicated and thoroughly miserable. Eight times out of ten, I get bronchitis with a cold, and I am allergic to so many antibiotics that I really do hate to catch one.. Meantime, ole Norm is not feeling so hot, himself. His knees are arthritic, so I am worried about him, too. He's complaining of a dull pain in his right side. We had this discussion: "One of us has to stay well so we can take care of the one who's not!". It's not funny, but we laughed, anyway.<br /> Monday, I awakened to discover the Rhino had his big foot on my chest, or, at least it felt that way until I got up and hacked and coughed and spit til I felt some relief. Norm's had a rough night, too, so we tried to figure out what to do about him. He called his regular doctor, who was out of the office on Mondays. He had an appt Tuesday with a new orthopedic man he hadn't seen before, so I figured he might at least get some relief with his arthritis. The other pain we didn't understand. I almost got dressed, but my housecoat is so warm and cozy, I just pulled some corduroy trousers up underneath it and kept my legs warm. I continued with my OTC meds and added stewed prunes. Norm's appetite is poor and he is running a low grade fever. He's looking around for pain medication.<br /> This morning, Norm had his appt with his bone man, and he shot some good stuff in both knees, which I hope will help. This Doctor advised him to get in touch with his regular Doctor about the pain in the side. Unbelievably, I was feeling some better this morning, so while he was gone I actually ran the vaccum and tidied up a bit. After our lunch, Norm called to try to get an appointment with his regular Doctor. No luck--no afternoon office hours! So, first thing in the morning, Norm's going over to his office and park himself in his waiting room until he has to see him. He's always been so healthy, and this depresses him. Tarzan hates getting older. He keeps saying, "I never thought I'd be like this--I'm not worth a damn!"<br /> Oh, my dear, you are so wrong! Somehow, I am going to put my miserable cold on hold and devote my time to getting you better! I've never had a 3 day cold before, but that's all the time I can allow for this one. God willing, I'll be the one that's well enough to take care of the one that's not!Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-57226142974090390782009-02-22T15:38:00.000-08:002009-02-22T15:43:54.939-08:00Anniversary Song<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9TrJf2_kKkE/SaHilQSxpAI/AAAAAAAAAAo/r5W9hrogIuU/s1600-h/Ship+Picture.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5305770965675910146" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 246px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_9TrJf2_kKkE/SaHilQSxpAI/AAAAAAAAAAo/r5W9hrogIuU/s320/Ship+Picture.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div>Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-55523221719109153752009-02-12T20:55:00.000-08:002009-02-12T22:14:38.067-08:00Love StuffPerhaps Valentine's Day has just been dreamed up to put a lot of money in the coffers of the Greeting Card companies, but, with all the gloom and doom news we keep hearing, it IS kind of nice to take even one day to celebrate love. One way or another, every human being needs and wants love, and even when we lose in the game, the Bard says, "It is better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all." <br /><br /> After my mother became a widow for the 2nd time, I was comforting her to the best of my ability, and she said something that has really stayed with me: "Not only do you grieve for them, you suddenly realize <em>you're not number one with anyone anymore</em>." She went on with her life, of course, and had lots of love from her children, siblings and extended family, but I knew none of us could give her that special love she missed. That wonderful, mysterious, thing called love between two people that can be immortal, or, sadly, sometimes disappear like a vapor. <br /><br /> Here is a poem I gave to my husband on our 47th anniversary. Almost 10 years later, it still seems to say how much I value being number one with him:<br /><br />Anniversary Song<br /><br />We've kept our promises, spoken<br />or unspoken<br />in the language life mates adopt.<br />As birds who commit to mate and nest,<br />and wait patiently for cheep and sign<br />to reveal again the reason<br />for promises made and kept.<br /><br />And, old love, tried and true, is<br />our fountain of youth, allowing<br />love filtered eyes to rest gently,<br />seeing else but the half that fits<br />perfectly to each separate,<br />incomplete soul.<br /><br />Now, when bluebird calls his mate<br />in tones soft and scarely heard,<br />I think of you, my love, and promises<br />you've whispered to my heart,<br />and, you must hear my heart's reply:<br />"You are my life, as long as I live."<br /><br />CaroleCarole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-33233264030588549802009-02-06T16:24:00.000-08:002009-02-06T17:30:30.731-08:00Three Little WordsIt occurred to me as I was enjoying an eggplant sandwich today, that words can be compared to eggplants. You either love them, or you get along nicely with as little of them as possible. For instance, I find it very difficult to simply write, "Love Carole"on any sort of greeting card. If I begin to just add a little note, I start out writing normally, then seeing I'm running out of room, begin making my words smaller and smaller, and usually end up writing up and down and around the edges and on the back. When my youngest daughter was in elementary school, she told me one day how she hated to take the "excuse" notes I wrote to school. She said her teacher always put mine last. I fixed that teacher. The next one said, "She weren't there. She were sick." Let her think what she would.<br /><br /> My best friend, Ginny, solved her Christmas card problem. (I don't think she likes eggplant) She orders cards early and has the family name printed below the greeting. She doesn't even initial them. She hands them off to her attorney husband, who hands them off to his secretary, and she runs them through the office postage meter. Done! However, Ginny has kept every little note or poem I have sent her over the many years of our friendship. She does put little three-word messages on my birthday cards: "I miss you" or "I love you". They certainly suffice.<br /><br /> Then, on the way home from Gainesville last week, my husband and I were chatting happily; going slow in the traffic around Cleveland. I remember we were enjoying a debate about whether sour cream cake donuts were superior to glazed raised donuts. My eyes came to rest on a torn cardboard sign nailed to a creosote fence post. Three little words and a phone number were scrawled there in dark pencil: "<strong><em>I Need Work". </em></strong>They spoke volumes. I have grieved for that man and felt utter frustration ever since. I know he is just one of so many that are in this terrible situation. I keep thinking that this person probably has children, and how much those kids would enjoy a bagful of donuts--most any kind.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-60220538944930586582009-02-01T11:49:00.000-08:002009-02-01T12:27:54.734-08:00The House of CardsSeveral weeks ago, I mentioned a poem I had written about 4 years ago. There was a very small old house just off Hwy 129N that had so much character. I didn't know it had an occupant until one Spring day I saw this bent over little woman watering her front porch plants. She was quite old, and wore the old fashioned sun bonnet and apron so typical of mountain women. I was inspired to put something down on paper to remember the woman, and the little house she lived in. I'm so glad I did, because she died less than a year later. The little house was pushed down and removed. It was replaced with a vinyl sided mobile home. Nothing to write about there!<br />This poem was published in <em>A Sense of Place</em>, New South Poetry Chapbook.<br /><br />THE HOUSE OF CARDS<br /><br />There is a tiny house that sits askew<br />in silent patience, holding out, holding on.<br />Winter paints ugliness on its bleak, leaning timbers,<br />no smoke curl charms the view or adds warmth;<br />I wonder how it can stand.<br /><br />Inside, a very old woman waits, rocking<br />to a song with no words or music, remembering.<br />Neither joyful or sad, she numbly endures<br />the repetition of years and seasons.<br /><br />If she lives till Spring, she will emerge<br />one day, much like her tulips, urged by the warmth.<br />Her gnarled hands will bring out rusty coffee cans,<br />watering every living thing, tearing away dry vines,<br />exposing new shoots to sun and rain.<br /><br />She will be about her garden till Autumn frosts<br />shrivel the blossoms, and chill her ancient bones.<br />Then, she will shut the door of her tiny fortress,<br />remaining unseen, like the tubers now sleeping<br />in her garden, caring little for passing strangers<br />who gape and wonder how the little house still stands.<br /><br />Carole R. ThompsonCarole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-37645508366109846312008-12-18T20:39:00.000-08:002008-12-18T21:52:50.030-08:00It Must Have Happened in Appalachia...A great deal of the things that come my way via email aren't worthy of notice, but something came in today that I wish I had written. There was no name of the author so I could offer my praise, and no title, either. Maybe you have received it and wondered if the story was true or a work of fiction that reflects life as it should be. It is a Christmas story that could have happened, especially to folks living in our Appalachian mountains, where winters can be bitter cold, and life is such a struggle if you are poor. Here it begins:<br /><br />" Pa never had much compassion for the lazy or those who squandered their means and then never had enough for the necessities. But for those who were genuinely in need, his heart was as big as all outdoors. It was from him that I learned the greatest joy in lifecomes from giving, not from receiving. It was Christmas Eve 1881. I was fifteen years old and feeling like the world had caved in on me because there just hadn't been enough money to buy me the rifle that I'd wanted for Christmas. We did the chores early that night for some reason. I just figured Pa wanted a little extra time so we could read in the Bible. After supper was over I took my boots off and stretched out in frontof the fireplace and waited for Pa to get down the old Bible. I was still feeling sorry for myself and, to be honest, I wasn't in much of a mood to read Scriptures. But Pa didn't get the Bible, instead he bundled up again and went outside. I couldn't figure it out because we had already done all the chores. I didn't worry about it long though, I was too busy wallowing in self-pity. Soon Pa came back in. It was a cold clear night out and there was ice in his beard. "Come on, Matt," he said. "Bundle up good, it's cold out tonight." I was really upset then. Not only wasn't I getting the rifle for Christmas, now Pa was dragging me out in the cold, andfor no earthly reason that I could see. We'd already done all thechores, and I couldn't think of anything else that needed doing,especially not on a night like this. But I knew Pa was not verypatient at one dragging one's feet when he'd told them to do something, so I got up and put my boots back on and got my cap, coat, and mittens. Ma gave me a mysterious smile as I opened thedoor to leave the house. Something was up, but I didn't know what. Outside, I became even more dismayed. There in front of the house was the work team, already hitched to the big sled. Whatever it waswe were going to do wasn't going to be a short, quick, little job. I could tell. We never hitched up this sled unless we were going to haul a big load. Pa was already up on the seat, reins in hand. I reluctantly climbed up beside him. The cold was already biting at me. I wasn't happy. When I was on, Pa pulled the sled around the house and stopped in front of the woodshed. He got off and Ifollowed. "I think we'll put on the high sideboards," he said. "Here, help me." The high sideboards! It had been a bigger jobthan I wanted to do with just the low sideboards on, but whatever it was we were going to do would be a lot bigger with the high sideboards on. After we had exchanged the sideboards, Pa went into the woodshed and came out with an armload of wood - the wood I'd spent all summer hauling down from the mountain, and then all Fall sawing into blocks and splitting. What was he doing? Finally I said something. "Pa,"I asked, "what are you doing?" You been by the Widow Jensen's lately?" he asked. The Widow Jensen lived about two miles down the road. Her husband had died a year or so before and left her with three children, the oldest being eight. Sure, I'd been by, but so what? Yeah," I said, "Why?" "I rode by just today," Pa said. "Little Jakey was out digging around in the woodpile trying to find a few chips. They're out of wood, Matt." That was all he said and then he turned and went back into the woodshed for another armload of wood. I followed him. We loaded the sled so high that I began to wonder if the horses wouldbe able to pull it. Finally, Pa called a halt to our loading, thenwe went to the smoke house and Pa took down a big ham and a side of bacon. He handed them to me and told me to put them in the sled and wait. When he returned he was carrying a sack of flour over his right shoulder and a smaller sack of something in his left hand."What's in the little sack?" I asked. Shoes, they're out of shoes. Little Jakey just had gunny sacks wrapped around his feet when he was out in the woodpile this morning. I got the children a littlecandy too. It just wouldn't be Christmas without a little candy." We rode the two miles to Widow Jensen's pretty much in silence. I tried to think through what Pa was doing. We didn't have much by worldly standards. Of course, we did have a big woodpile, though most of what was left now was still in the form of logs that I would have to saw into blocks and split before we could use it. We also had meat and flour, son we could spare that, but I knew we didn't have any money, so why was Pa buying them shoes and candy? Really, why was he doing any of this? Widow Jensen had closer neighbors than us; it shouldn't have been our concern. We came in from the blind side of the Jensen house and unloaded the wood as quietly as possible, then we took the meat and flour and shoes to the door. We knocked. The door opened a crack and a timid voice said, "Who is it?" "Lucas Miles, Ma'am, and my son, Matt, could we come in for a bit?" Widow Jensen opened the door and let us in. She had a blanket wrapped around her shoulders. The children were wrapped in another and were sitting in front of the fireplace by a very small fire that hardly gave off any heat at all. Widow Jensen fumbled with a matchand finally lit the lamp. "We brought you a few things, Ma'am," Pa said and set down the sackof flour. I put the meat on the table. Then Pa handed her the sack that had the shoes in it. She opened it hesitantly and took the shoes out one pair at a time. There was a pair for her and one foreach of the children - sturdy shoes, the best, shoes that wouldlast. I watched her carefully. She bit her lower lip to keep it from trembling and then tears filled her eyes and started running down her cheeks. She looked up at Pa like she wanted to say something, but it wouldn't come out. "We brought a load of wood too, Ma'am," Pa said. He turned to me and said, "Matt, go bring in enough to last awhile. Let's get that fire up to size and heat this place up." I wasn't the same person when I went back out to bring in the wood. I had a big lump in my throat and as much as I hate to admit it, there were tears in my eyes too. In my mind I kept seeing those three kids huddled around the fireplace and their mother standing there with tears running down her cheeks with so much gratitude in her heart that she couldn't speak. My heart swelled within me and a joy that I'd never known before, filled my soul. I had given at Christmas many times before, but never when it had made so much difference. I could see we were literally saving the lives of these people. I soon had the fire blazing and everyone's spirits soared. The kids started giggling when Pa handed them each a piece of candy and Widow Jensen looked on with a smile that probably hadn't crossed her face for a long time. She finally turned to us. "God bless you," she said. "I know the Lord has sent you. The children and I have been praying that he would send one of his angels to spare us." In spite of myself, the lump returned to my throat and the tears welled up in my eyes again. I'd never thought of Pa in those exact terms before, but after Widow Jensen mentioned it I could see that it was probably true. I was sure that a better man than Pa hadnever walked the earth. I started remembering all the times he had gone out of his way for Ma and me, and many others. The list seemed endless as I thought on it. Pa insisted that everyone try on the shoes before we left. I was amazed when they all fit and I wondered how he had known what sizes to get. Then I guessed that if he was on an errand for the Lord that the Lord would make sure he got the right sizes. Tears were running down Widow Jensen's face again when we stood up to leave. Pa took each of the kids in his big arms and gave them a hug. They clung to him and didn't want us to go. I could see that they missed their Pa, and I was glad that I still had mine. At the door Pa turned to Widow Jensen and said, "The Mrs. wanted me to invite you and the children over for Christmas dinner tomorrow. The turkey will be more than the three of us can eat, and a man can get cantankerous if he has to eat turkey for too many meals. We'llbe by to get you about eleven. It'll be nice to have some little ones around again. Matt, here, hasn't been little for quite a spell." I was the youngest. My two brothers and two sisters had all married and had moved away. Widow Jensen nodded and said, "Thank you, Brother Miles. I don'thave to say, May the Lord bless you, I know for certain that He will." Out on the sled I felt a warmth that came from deep within and I didn't even notice the cold. When we had gone a ways, Pa turned to me and said, "Matt, I want you to know something. Your ma and me have been tucking a little money away here and there all year so we could buy that rifle for you, but we didn't have quite enough. Then yesterday a man who owed me a little money from years back came by to make things square. Your ma and me were real excited, thinking that now we could get you that rifle, and I started into town this morning to do just that, but on the way I saw little Jakey out scratching in the woodpile with his feet wrapped in those gunnysacks and I knew what I had to do. Son, I spent the money for shoes and a little candy for those children. I hope you understand." I understood, and my eyes became wet with tears again. I understood very well, and I was so glad Pa had done it. Now the rifle seemedvery low on my list of priorities. Pa had given me a lot more. He had given me the look on Widow Jensen's face and the radiant smiles of her three children. For the rest of my life, whenever I saw any of the Jensens, or splita block of wood, I remembered, and remembering brought back thatsame joy I felt riding home beside Pa that night. Pa had given memuch more than a rifle that night, he had given me the bestChristmas of my life. "<br /><br />Don't be too busy today. Share this inspiring message. God bless you!<br />Carole R. ThompsonCarole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5350945227721296095.post-91194879950945466412008-10-25T19:27:00.000-07:002008-10-25T20:05:59.180-07:00Thank you for visiting my new blog!Today was so beautiful in our part of the world, with Fall colors reaching their peak against the October blue sky. North Georgia and Western North Carolina are blessed beyond measure with natural beauty. Is it no wonder that we who write poems and stories are given so much inspiration just by the very fact of living in the protective custody of these gentle mountains. Even those of us who weren't born here want to send down deep roots into this rocky soil, hoping to strike a permanent kinship. Even the oldest and crudest homes here take on a beauty of their own. One day soon I'll share a poem I wrote about about a little house, just about on its last "legs", and the occupant, quite ancient herself. But not today--today I just want to give you a warm welcome to my blog.Carole Richard Thompsonhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16414129696913874429noreply@blogger.com8