Ryan Dunn

I don't know what preceded it, but for perhaps ten minutes before I woke up I was having a dream in which it was revealed to me by my doctor that I was born a hermaphrodite. I didn't look the same, although similar, and I was faced with confronting my parents about it. I remember being in the dream and fully aware it was a dream and yet convinced that what I was experiencing was based in reality. It was frightening and yet relieving—to know something that had been long hidden from me (at least in the dream). I asked my doctor if that meant I couldn't have children, and he confirmed it. I think that was the part that most concerned me, and yet I was unsure how to proceed with any of it. I believe I took a very long shower, locked myself in the bathroom while others were almost directly outside doing god knows what, and completely unaware of my then present conundrum.

How strange...I wonder why I would dream such a thing (and I don't really).

i was about to kill someone (for what reason, i don't know; i think he might have even been asleep) when zan called and woke me up to say i forgot about the dog (for real), but then i went back to bed and he was already dead.

I've had dreams where I suddenly had a vagina as well, but this seemed novel in the sense that I was dreaming about a state I had once been in and how it affected me psychologically in a present state in the dream. It was very lucid.

well Amanda and I were already talking about doing some dreaming exercises before we went to bed. you want a piece of this action? it can be an experiment. i woulnd't promise that it aids dream augury but there are things well known for stimulating powerfully useful dreams.