This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

Hello ! I hope you all had a wonderful and ful-FILLING. Thanksgiving holiday ! We all should be five lbs heavier by now. =) Some of the alignments had some tension, but overall the joy of the season should have made for smooth sailing and shopping. Many are tight on the budget this year but its still a season of sustainance

I wanted to share with you a vision I had when driving home. The rhythm of the music I was listening to and the timing of its beats, coupled with some flashing city lights sent me into a momentary trance state that lasted a few seconds. It was a instant flashback so it didn't interfere with my driving. The vision I'm about to share with you was like something out of Zechariah Sitchin for those familiar with ancient astronaut theory and the Annunaki. But my vision is more down to earth and humane. The ones I remember came to earth to help people, not enslave them.

I remembered being a little boy of about three years of age on a house ship; a hovering ship that was either docked or hovering in one spot, in other words what we call a UFO. I was looking out the wide windows to the scene below. The house ship had oblong windows that encircled much of the curvature inside. I can hear the humming of either the engine system or the climate control of the heating and cooling system.

The infrastructure below on the ground had lit towers and it appeared to be many buildings in phases of construction admist many frames and metal beams and vehicles. Other ships were flying in and out or to and fro. What amused me most was the red and blue lights that lit up the activity. . Im sure the there was all colors of lighting but red and blue stuck out for me at the time. I was sad and bored cause I was waiting for my Father. My Father had left me on the houseship with some nannies while he visited his engineer friends . I recall many lonely and bored days on the houseship waiting for him. The house ship was not at all like the movies or star trek, The ships was decorated to be comfortable like a home with carpeting and couches. I had a room with carpeted play pods arranged like a maze in my room where I often played and feel asleep in. I liked playing hide and seek on the house ship and remembered running down the corridors or hallways till my nannies called for me or my Father came home. He seemed to be involved with a team of biologists and engineers and scientists, and we were on some sort of trip because the ship was not my usual home, That is all I recall.

The feeling I'm left with is a deep loss, and longing to remember more cause I'm actually missing someone I've never known in this life. If I was back aboard this ship, I almost feel I would know my way around and find my bedroom and dining area and recognize my Father if I saw him. The decor inside had a lot of gold and brown colors and minimal stuff . I dont recall any control panels or cockpits or pimped out electronics like they show in the movies. lol. All technology was already built into the ship as a type of A.I. system that controlled everything.

The public is currently not being told our true history on earth. As all secret societies know, the technology we have today is not new. We are simply in another repeat cycle. We once had high technology before. I have a feeling that soon our starry origins will be revealed

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

BTW, I know many will make fun of the story but as a Initiate of Esoteric studies, It is my responsibility to advocate reincarnation as a possibility for some , and that the Atlantean Priesthood has always been here . The Annunaki and the Elohim put us here on earth.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

I used to wake up paralyzed as a kid. The blankets covering me always brought to mind the image of an iron lung. It was many minutes before I could move and I knew I was wide awake.

As an adult, I'd sometimes see a bright flash of light in my window and then when I woke up again, I'd be in that "iron lung" again. One night I woke up and had a bunch of leaves in my bed. I'm not a sleepwalker but there were definitely tree leaves in my bed two nights in a row. Then I saw a TV show on abductions and one of a young girl being beamed down through some trees and instantly I knew that had happened to me. I've never had any memories of being on a ship yet I know I have been.

A tracking unit came out of me one time when I was being prepped for surgery. It was triangular and had machine markings on it and it was a little larger than a dime.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

apolo, sometimes i think it is strange, you translate symbols all the time, in many case in perfect sense, but still you enroll in the literal meaning of things as atlantis and the angel creators...

IF god created something bad that needs repetition, he is not good.There is no repeating circle in god,except that what he allready is, and that what is written will be forgotten forever even when it is always present,the abyss, the pit.

Meaning, that if we see this world for what it is,it is a world half day half night (pain),and god cannot let this happen again and again.

Cyclic movements are not made from a human perspectivebut from a god perspective. Just as reincarnation is not a human aspect, but a god aspect.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

Great post...gave me chills reading it :)

Quoting: IndigoSerenity76

Hi Indigo ! Thank you for that compliment, I have chills right now too from trying to snap out of it. I have a sense that I saw my former family and that my Father at that time will walk thru the door any second now or that Id be back on that house ship Its a very eerie, painful feeling.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

Do not enter the void (the light at the end of the tunnel) when you die.

It is a trap!

Quoting: Baconspiracist

As a NDE, I can attest that is true. Go to the void, the dark womb. You will be sucked in like a windstorm and hear a strong vaccuum noise, surrender to it and youll go into the container of memories, like a genie bottle. You wont be forgotten nor erased.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

Very interesting story Apollo. I can't say as I've ever had a moment or thought, that made me believe I was here in a previous life, and yet, I do believe in reincarnation. Can't tell you why, but my gut says, there is something to that theory.

I've had a couple of dreams that years later took place, exactly as in my dreams.. only happened a couple of times, and were very non event related activities.. but that has made me think that if this can happen by "accident" then there must be a way to learn to do this on purpose. The ticket is, how do you learn this, where would you learn this and who would be able to teach this?

So I do believe there is far more to our lives than we are aware of.

It's nice that you are able to get flashes of a previous life. Takes the uncertainty out of the equation.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

apolo, sometimes i think it is strange, you translate symbols all the time, in many case in perfect sense, but still you enroll in the literal meaning of things as atlantis and the angel creators...

IF god created something bad that needs repetition, he is not good.There is no repeating circle in god,except that what he allready is, and that what is written will be forgotten forever even when it is always present,the abyss, the pit.

Meaning, that if we see this world for what it is,it is a world half day half night (pain),and god cannot let this happen again and again.

Cyclic movements are not made from a human perspectivebut from a god perspective. Just as reincarnation is not a human aspect, but a god aspect.

Well, my points i write down for you.

Quoting: onelastcloud

Thats a excellent point there, I didnt mean to say we needlessly repeat but that every reptition is a step above and slight improvement, We are spiritually evolving after all. We are headed towards spiritual, moral and physical perfection.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

I used to wake up paralyzed as a kid. The blankets covering me always brought to mind the image of an iron lung. It was many minutes before I could move and I knew I was wide awake.

As an adult, I'd sometimes see a bright flash of light in my window and then when I woke up again, I'd be in that "iron lung" again. One night I woke up and had a bunch of leaves in my bed. I'm not a sleepwalker but there were definitely tree leaves in my bed two nights in a row. Then I saw a TV show on abductions and one of a young girl being beamed down through some trees and instantly I knew that had happened to me. I've never had any memories of being on a ship yet I know I have been.

A tracking unit came out of me one time when I was being prepped for surgery. It was triangular and had machine markings on it and it was a little larger than a dime.

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24392638

I have had dreams, as an adult, of being on a ship. It is always the same, but different. I have kids on the ship(s). I have 3 kids, but these aren't my 3 kids on the ship(s), they are other kids. I have dreamt about the births of them as well, on the ship(s). I seem to give birth on these ships before a normal pregnancy would be complete. It feels like I am only about 4-5 months pregnant, but the babies are healthy, they just need to be in an incubator. The births are planned though, it isn't like I just went into pre-term labor. I hold the babies and then they take them and I am able to visit them occasionally, but they are mostly cared for by a group of women.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

Great post...gave me chills reading it :)

Quoting: IndigoSerenity76

Hi Indigo ! Thank you for that compliment, I have chills right now too from trying to snap out of it. I have a sense that I saw my former family and that my Father at that time will walk thru the door any second now or that Id be back on that house ship Its a very eerie, painful feeling.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

Apollo, I know exactly what you talk of. At 7 I began having these flash visions. Then every year since I have had visions in my dreams. Exactly the same. except i return to the homeship as Eath burns. I know my "father" is there and I am to eunite with him. "mother" is there too. I dont ever get to see.

I thought they were just my imaginationtion till they saved mylife in war. Now I am starting to feel the presence in my waking.

You are my brother. I have known since I have been aware of you. You guide me, perhaps unknowingly. Thank you again.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

Very interesting story Apollo. I can't say as I've ever had a moment or thought, that made me believe I was here in a previous life, and yet, I do believe in reincarnation. Can't tell you why, but my gut says, there is something to that theory.

I've had a couple of dreams that years later took place, exactly as in my dreams.. only happened a couple of times, and were very non event related activities.. but that has made me think that if this can happen by "accident" then there must be a way to learn to do this on purpose. The ticket is, how do you learn this, where would you learn this and who would be able to teach this?

So I do believe there is far more to our lives than we are aware of.

It's nice that you are able to get flashes of a previous life. Takes the uncertainty out of the equation.

Quoting: my2centsworth

My2cents, thank you for your imput and sharing ! There is a technical way to get counseled and detailed into ones former life and that is via astrology. Every alignment is a notch or gears in a eternal clock system of evolutionary soul advancement. The stars and planets keep track of every lifespan and births us at certain alignments to add life lessons to our karmic journey. Supposedly at the graduation of life, youre given all your memories back and you move onto immortal life without loss of consciousness.

We are here for a reason and education that is somehow necessary for our progress

For those that are gifted with random visions and dreams, it is very special and to be cherished.

Overall never be afraid of our journey here, have trust that a higher intelligence is keeping track and that one day we will know it all with assurance on the divine planning of the universe.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

I used to wake up paralyzed as a kid. The blankets covering me always brought to mind the image of an iron lung. It was many minutes before I could move and I knew I was wide awake.

As an adult, I'd sometimes see a bright flash of light in my window and then when I woke up again, I'd be in that "iron lung" again. One night I woke up and had a bunch of leaves in my bed. I'm not a sleepwalker but there were definitely tree leaves in my bed two nights in a row. Then I saw a TV show on abductions and one of a young girl being beamed down through some trees and instantly I knew that had happened to me. I've never had any memories of being on a ship yet I know I have been.

A tracking unit came out of me one time when I was being prepped for surgery. It was triangular and had machine markings on it and it was a little larger than a dime.

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24392638

I have had dreams, as an adult, of being on a ship. It is always the same, but different. I have kids on the ship(s). I have 3 kids, but these aren't my 3 kids on the ship(s), they are other kids. I have dreamt about the births of them as well, on the ship(s). I seem to give birth on these ships before a normal pregnancy would be complete. It feels like I am only about 4-5 months pregnant, but the babies are healthy, they just need to be in an incubator. The births are planned though, it isn't like I just went into pre-term labor. I hold the babies and then they take them and I am able to visit them occasionally, but they are mostly cared for by a group of women.

Quoting: IndigoSerenity76

Indigo, awesome ! Just your name alone indicates that much of you remembers. Our life here was to add more education and growth for us, but weve been here before. Our parental lineage was from the stars. I have a hunch that soon they will come back for us or at least reveal themselves. Not all humans originated thru evolution from earth. We were visiting here or seeded here from elsewhwere.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

apolo, sometimes i think it is strange, you translate symbols all the time, in many case in perfect sense, but still you enroll in the literal meaning of things as atlantis and the angel creators...

IF god created something bad that needs repetition, he is not good.There is no repeating circle in god,except that what he allready is, and that what is written will be forgotten forever even when it is always present,the abyss, the pit.

Meaning, that if we see this world for what it is,it is a world half day half night (pain),and god cannot let this happen again and again.

Cyclic movements are not made from a human perspectivebut from a god perspective. Just as reincarnation is not a human aspect, but a god aspect.

Well, my points i write down for you.

Quoting: onelastcloud

Thats a excellent point there, I didnt mean to say we needlessly repeat but that every reptition is a step above and slight improvement, We are spiritually evolving after all. We are headed towards spiritual, moral and physical perfection.

Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST

From this perspective god only exist for us to become like him.What if there is also that other concept we like to forgot, that we exist for his glory first before he exist for ours. If god is both sides of the coin, he still originates from one side, even when it sounds weird.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

consciousness comes from may flavours and colors from around the universe brother.and it is basic for anyone who escaped the prison of emotional based reasoning and unlocked intuition that there were teachers of humanity that always walked upon the earth. all the mythologies speak about this.myself i'm not fancy about using names from lost cultures (i.e. annunaki). i prefer the line of venus/sirius for the bridgers of consciousness.

anyway, great soul sharing

p.s. btw, i made an astrology thread about the change of the ages. your input would be nice

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

When I was three and four I had recurring dreams about being chased by MiB's. They would chase me and I ran upstairs which was the inside of a UFO. I knew about them before I saw the movie, for the record their faces look like powdered dough, they did wear black fedora's and black suits.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

Apollo, I know exactly what you talk of. At 7 I began having these flash visions. Then every year since I have had visions in my dreams. Exactly the same. except i return to the homeship as Eath burns. I know my "father" is there and I am to eunite with him. "mother" is there too. I dont ever get to see.

I thought they were just my imaginationtion till they saved mylife in war. Now I am starting to feel the presence in my waking.

You are my brother. I have known since I have been aware of you. You guide me, perhaps unknowingly. Thank you again.

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 25196431

Hello ! Earth did go thru that phase. It went thru it all. The impact that shifted its axis, the watery dome breaking and a intergalactic war on top of that. Whatever happened to earth in the past, there were observers that were aboard ships monitoring the events. They will again monitor as we go thru another round of changes and shifts. I hope that we can find our family soon and Im sure they know where we are and when we had to incarnate here. They are highly intelligent and know the process of non interference until whatever lessons we have to learned, are learned and then we will be told the truth. I assume its not much longer yet cause of the increasing frequency of sightings and visions and memories many are undergoing now..

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

apolo, sometimes i think it is strange, you translate symbols all the time, in many case in perfect sense, but still you enroll in the literal meaning of things as atlantis and the angel creators...

IF god created something bad that needs repetition, he is not good.There is no repeating circle in god,except that what he allready is, and that what is written will be forgotten forever even when it is always present,the abyss, the pit.

Meaning, that if we see this world for what it is,it is a world half day half night (pain),and god cannot let this happen again and again.

Cyclic movements are not made from a human perspectivebut from a god perspective. Just as reincarnation is not a human aspect, but a god aspect.

Well, my points i write down for you.

Quoting: onelastcloud

Thats a excellent point there, I didnt mean to say we needlessly repeat but that every reptition is a step above and slight improvement, We are spiritually evolving after all. We are headed towards spiritual, moral and physical perfection.

Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST

From this perspective god only exist for us to become like him.What if there is also that other concept we like to forgot, that we exist for his glory first before he exist for ours. If god is both sides of the coin, he still originates from one side, even when it sounds weird.

Come on, you always avoid real discussions :=)but your dreams go on.

Quoting: onelastcloud

Like a balloon. When inflated, presents an area, when inverted becomes infinalty small, but creating an area of the exact same inverse.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

I have a question on your opinion. I have recently found notes from Paul Brunton. He seems sincere and has answers to the quest I have initiated.

What do you feel about his words?

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 25196431

His words are coming around to fulfillment. The goal of merging east and western Wisdom. He was a sage that had a fondness of India and Egypt. In 2007 the planetary lines concentrated in astro cartography lines over the Rocky Mountains and India.Currently we are undergoing Neptune in Pisces which will further enhance our spiritual awareness.

I encourage you to study his materials if it calls you. I like his explanations of grace and karma. Its more confirmation that our life will always shift towards hope rather than gloom cause we all are under divine plan.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

I used to wake up paralyzed as a kid. The blankets covering me always brought to mind the image of an iron lung. It was many minutes before I could move and I knew I was wide awake.

As an adult, I'd sometimes see a bright flash of light in my window and then when I woke up again, I'd be in that "iron lung" again. One night I woke up and had a bunch of leaves in my bed. I'm not a sleepwalker but there were definitely tree leaves in my bed two nights in a row. Then I saw a TV show on abductions and one of a young girl being beamed down through some trees and instantly I knew that had happened to me. I've never had any memories of being on a ship yet I know I have been.

A tracking unit came out of me one time when I was being prepped for surgery. It was triangular and had machine markings on it and it was a little larger than a dime.

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 24392638

I have had dreams, as an adult, of being on a ship. It is always the same, but different. I have kids on the ship(s). I have 3 kids, but these aren't my 3 kids on the ship(s), they are other kids. I have dreamt about the births of them as well, on the ship(s). I seem to give birth on these ships before a normal pregnancy would be complete. It feels like I am only about 4-5 months pregnant, but the babies are healthy, they just need to be in an incubator. The births are planned though, it isn't like I just went into pre-term labor. I hold the babies and then they take them and I am able to visit them occasionally, but they are mostly cared for by a group of women.

Quoting: IndigoSerenity76

Indigo, awesome ! Just your name alone indicates that much of you remembers. Our life here was to add more education and growth for us, but weve been here before. Our parental lineage was from the stars. I have a hunch that soon they will come back for us or at least reveal themselves. Not all humans originated thru evolution from earth. We were visiting here or seeded here from elsewhwere.

Quoting: APOLLO ILLUMINIST

Thank you :). I agree. Sometimes these dreams leave me feeling pretty sad, because I have a distinct memory of these other babies, but they aren't here.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

I have a question on your opinion. I have recently found notes from Paul Brunton. He seems sincere and has answers to the quest I have initiated.

What do you feel about his words?

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 25196431

His words are coming around to fulfillment. The goal of merging east and western Wisdom. He was a sage that had a fondness of India and Egypt. In 2007 the planetary lines concentrated in astro cartography lines over the Rocky Mountains and India.Currently we are undergoing Neptune in Pisces which will further enhance our spiritual awareness.

I encourage you to study his materials if it calls you. I like his explanations of grace and karma. Its more confirmation that our life will always shift towards hope rather than gloom cause we all are under divine plan.

Re: This sounds very Zechariah Sitchin, but...I cannot get this out of my mind...By Apollo

apollo: correction: avoid discussions with me.

to the other poster: what you mean with balloon ?i understand hwat you are saying, but not to which point u are conecting, im sorry, i tend to think quite visual and simple, not abstract. u talk about god, or ego or what ? :) answer me !