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I’m starting to remember the bodies. Why Mom tried to leave but couldn’t. Why I tried to leave. I remember your M.O. I remember their M.O.’s.

You Mizzou Ku Klux Klan can all GO FUCK YOUR SELVES. If the Knock-Out Game don’t get you first!

Your favorite words were ‘nigger’, wetback, queer, nigger-lover, bubble butt, retarded… You cleaned up your act, somewhat, for a roof, and access to more kids, guns, and young minds to fuck-up. It’s the only way you can get that little winky of yours hard…

Maybe that’s why I hate those words. And that attitude from doctors, police, employers.

I’m autistic. I have serious communication barriers. I have a lot of information for many jurisdictions. I seek to educate and inform massive amounts of data in an efficient manner that bigoted, neurotypical boneheads can understand so we don’t have another Matthew A. Nestle. That is to say that the attention I want is NOT self-serving. It’s so many, many families can eventually sleep at night.

The Klan uses the ‘spoonful of sugar’ method to get people to swallow their crap. They’re are a wolves in sheeps clothing.

This Salvation Army, as are most of them, is nothing more than tax exempt, federally funded organized crime. It’s racketeering in the name of God. I made hours of audio files to prove it. The clients used to piss & moan about what they felt was the ‘lousy’ pizza from Shakespeare’s Pizza. Shakespeare Pizza needs to go to Flat Branch park & give those pizza to REAL homeless people who need food. Most of the clients at Harbor House are unregistered child molesters & sexual predators whom Asst. Director Dele Williams likes to flirt & play with. When these predators harassed & threatened us females the female staff that sexually bonded with these male predators retaliated against us for telling. Dele was recorded screaming knowingly false accusations at me “you raise hell!!” she screamed so much and so loud and it was so venomous that she triggered many others who witnessed the scene. They were recorded apologizing to me, on her behalf.

I raise awareness. Dele Williams raises hell, as the audio will prove.

I just watched the Eric Garner ‘I can’t breathe’ video. I am sure that his friends & family are devastated. However, the fact that Eric proclaimed that the ongoing police profiling/discriminations/retaliations “ends today” means that Eric Bravely gave his life for the cause of equality. He was assassinated by the police officer who refused to reasonably accommodate his medical disabilities in retaliation for asserting discriminations/profiling by N.Y.P.D. Eric is right up there with Jesus Christ (fighting for freedoms), Abraham Lincoln, JFK, MLK, Bobby Kennedy, Medgar Evers, Malcolm X. Muhammad Ali, Rosa Parks, MLK, and so many others also chose to go against the police, and go to jail, in their fights for equality. .

I put off watching the video because I knew I would very much relate to it, even as an autistic F.E.M.A.L.E. of Irish & Native American descent. The ‘Trail of Tears’ is far from over for any of us… This article is dedicated in loving memory to Eric Garner, Micheal Brown, Trayvon Martin, and Matthew A. Nestle all of whom died very recently as a direct result of discriminations and police profiling. Their deaths were very brutal & unnecessary.

Since I too, have damn near died as a result of these same bigoted attitudes because I am an autistic savant, I extend my prodigious condolences to the surviving families of Eric Garner, Michael Brown, Matthew A Nestle, and Trayvon Martin.

I am too ill to go to the beautiful New York City wearing an “I Can’t Breathe!” t-shirt to stand in peaceful protest. I am about to handprint some of my own t-shirts with fabric dye.

Today, I am bedridden with excruciating pelvic, back and pain in places you’d shudder to know about because of multiple uterine tumors. I had medicated, and sat in my recliner, and said to myself “I hurt so bad I CAN’T BREATHE!” The autism makes the pain even more ungodly because it’s another form of sensory overload. This causes rapid heart rate, or tachycardia. This makes breathing very uncomfortable. I have two inhalers that I have to use. With the savant syndrome, the pain triggers a satellite view of the memories of why I still have the tumors inside of me in the first place…

These tumors were deliberately untreated because of police, doctor, homeless shelter staff, and social workers profiling me. They decided that I didn’t deserve treatment, to continue to be able to work and get an obamacare plan to be able to pay for the tests, a very necessary biopsy, or even to know about these tumors.

I am not attempting to trivialize the very unnecessary deaths of the aforementioned victims of police profiling. I am rewriting this article to authenticate that the suffocation of minorities via various forms of oppression & Hitlers Nazi Germany starvation tactics through network-centric warfare (social networking a.k.a. Sovereignty Commissions) is a serious epidemic that has amassed a holocaust via countless deaths adding up to mass genocide. I am a Neurontin/gabapentin Holocaust Survivor perpetuated by U.S. President George W. Bush & University of Missouri Hospital, Green Meadows Clinic, Family Counseling Center & Boone Hospital Center, and millions of other hospitals and prescribers WORLDWIDE (per the Washington Post, Wall Street Journal, Bloomberg Report, Huffington Post, Reuters) climbing in bed with Pfizer Pharmaceuticals for financial kickbacks. I’m sad to say that I have clients who are still being pushed this suicide drug responsible for millions of deaths by Dr. Parks, and Chris Hartigan R.N.P. at Family Health Center. I watched as 9 of my neighbors all tagged as ‘Mentally Ill’ died on this medication

That said I am autistic, with a savant syndrome. It’s a ‘syndrome’ for many reasons. We suffer unimaginable reprisals for regurgitating truths no one cares to hear. I have a passion for humanitarian causes like abolitionism, the abolishment of police profiling, discrimination by anyone especially in any public or federally funded entity like hospitals, etc. All of these get adults & even worse, children killed. There is no bigger atrocity than the untimely death of a child via the hatred & prejudices of allegedly ‘educated’, licensed, and certified professionals.
Here’s some ‘Autism Speaks’ for you…

First, I have a very big attitude of gratitude. I have a tremendous success with my investigations, here, in Columbia, MO; Home of the University of Missouri Tigers which is The Capital Seat of the U.S.A.’s Racist & Rapist Culture based on misinterpretations of Christ’s teachings. The same way the K.K.K. did. This is very much like Birmingham was to the racist rapist-minded Deep South back in Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.’s days of attempted peaceful protests to assert civil & basic human rights. This attitude is possessed by women, as well. I have lots of audio of it. Here, even the human right specialists haven’t got a clue. I have that on record, several times, with 2. One still works for the local Human Rights Commission. The other had to resign. It’s becoming quite obvious as to why.

These bigoted rapist racist attitudes falsely & deliberately ‘perceived’ these assertions as ‘aggression’ and the authorities that be got violent via ‘unnecessary uses of force. They wanted an excuse to act like racist/prejudiced assholes. The same way University Of Missouri Hospital’s LCSW Beth O., R.N. Kelly Isaacs, their ASS. Clinical Director Rona, and the rest of the staff did when they put their hands on me for wanting to take 5 seconds to inventory my OTHER electronics after they had sat on the counter unattended for a very long time. “sure, Ms. Moore. Here’s your bag… Everything there? Great. Be safe!” A few seconds of diplomacy would have made things easier for everyone. Instead, she stayed in her emotions, and bigotry and said “Get her out of here.”

The audio will reveal that I was not being unreasonable, disorderly, or disrespectful in any way.

That same obtuse attitude chosen by LCSW Beth O., Charge Nurse Kelly Isaacs R.N was perpetuated by Rachel Skrall? of the Lois Bryant House whom MO C.A.S.A. Attorney Ruth O.Neill was recorded stating Rachel was ‘well connected to the medical community’. Ruth stated, on record, that Rachel made phone calls with concerns about my well-being based on alleged ‘aberrant behaviors’ on a day that I hadn’t even seen Rachel, as she was Jefferson City for her anniversary, and I spent the morning with Ruth and an actual LICENSED E.R. medical doctor. If these child molesting M.U. doctors truly believed that I was in distress they were obligated by law to intervene. They did not. They knew damn well I was fine, Ruth vigorously agreed in front of my friend Julien that I was getting ‘Whistleblower Retaliation’ for going public about the criminal malpractices & open admitted (on record) discriminations of many licensed ‘caregivers’ listed below.

If my use of the quote “I Can’t Breathe” spoken by Eric Garner offends you, then I challenge you to be billed for thousands of dollars worth of criminal medical malpractices, remain in uncontrollable bleeding, swelling, with throbbing pain in your back, rectum, genitals, partial paralysis in that you feel like your legs are made of Jello, periodic urinary & bowel incontinence all from nerve encroachment from tumors in your uterus. It’s parallel to these doctors, nurses, and social workers repeatedly smashing me in the crotch & back with a baseball bat. You, too, would do some analysis to make sense of your pain if all you were autistic and all you had was a savant memory to help you cope…

So, let the “I Can’t Breathe”s’ begin. For the record, ‘nice’ has nothing to do with being a hateful rapist/racist. Richard Beasley & Scott Rozear Mason were both exceptionally smart, nice, and liked by many. Smooth operators. Both of them. As were the Orange County States Attorney’s Kim Mann & Karen Bankowitz who are guilty of the Brady Violations that gave him grounds for appeal on the 20 year prison sentence that I got for him. Beasley targeted drug addicted & alcoholic mothers of TODDLERS, got these women high, then when they made a drug run, or passed out on Xanax he molested their baby’s and took Polaroids while he sexually molested them. Orange County gave this U.S. Navy trained UNregistered & UNconvicted (on sex offenses anyway) sexual predator 30 years probation even though he caught 17 new similar charges in Polk Co. MO while he was R.O.R.’d on 2 counts of child molestation.

Scott Rozear Mason was trafficking an 11 year old child to him. When I found out-Mason got drunk and slipped up letting the cat out of the bag, I became U.S. Navy Officer & Beasley’s FL Dept. of Corrections Sex Offender Specialist. Within days they had threatened his life, and i made him aware of it so he could do a safe capture when they were going to hide the child on Thanksgiving 2010.
I CAN’T BREATHE to Laura McHugh! That’s from an autistic prodigious savant child sex trafficking survivor (me) that’s quite pissed that you raped another survivor of her story of repeated brutal rapes, getting her vagina sewn shut & child trafficking. You raped her of her own story because you’re not talented enough to come up with YOUR OWN story.

On that note, I CAN’T BREATHE to your publishers Spiegel & Grau, and those major booksellers who sell that piece of shit ‘The Weight of Blood’ for you. Like amazon.com, Barnes & Noble, Books A Million, Kindle, etc.

I CAN’T BREATHE to all the trafficking non-for-profits who are in bed with Laura McHugh. They promote her book, and she makes appearances at their fundraisers. That Makes them, i.e. the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition & Rescue Innocence (both of whom need serious overhauling and attitude adjustments), equally as guilty of exploiting that Lebanon MO trafficking victim as Laura McHugh, her publishers, and those booksellers profiting from the sale of her books. My E.M.D.R. therapist and I discussed the serious & possibly criminal shortcomings of advocates from both of these organizations.

I CAN’T BREATHE To the Orange County Florida Assistant State’s Attorneys that gave child rapists Richard Edwin Beasley 30 years probation??? AFTER filing and winning all those motions that guaranteed him about 30 years in prison??? 1o years earlier they let him walk on 60+ R.I.C.O. Violations. but, he was ‘white’. If Beasley had been black he’d have never walked on the R.I.C.O. charges and been serving 40 years just like his partners that he rolled, and testified against, for the walk.

Beasley, a U.S. Navy trained (Vietnam) child rapist who liked his victims under the age of 5 and preferably in diapers is now doing 20 years because I was the ‘U.S. Navy trained special operator’ he couldn’t outsmart, Scott Rozear Mason – doing 40 years for killing a teen boy because the U.S. Navy Officer probation officer whose life I saved, Pensacola Police department, the Federal Bureau of Investigation, the I.R.S. Criminal Investigations Division, the U.S. Department of Homeland Security, and Orange County Florida States Attorney’s profiled their own key witness who infiltrated a criminal organization of pedophiles and made them look like the incompetent neuro-normal non-savants that they are, and decided to bury me and erase me vis Brady Violations as an unpaid autistic savant agent of the state who was immunized from prosecution.

Scott Mason’s child pornographer & racketeering pedophile father John R. Mason of Pensacola Florida was the money man for that criminal organization. You can read a more formal ‘lapdog publishing’ Associated Press news account in Pensacola News Journal & Tallahassee Democrat articles. Everyone seems to like mine more, though. I do ‘watchdog’ publishing with vetted/recorded in this stream.

I CAN’T BREATHE to Brandon O’Rourke, a Peoria (Phoenix) AZ & Colorado McDonald’s Restaurant franchisee (O’Rourke Investment Group) who threatens false criminal sanctions VIA EMAIL for reporting Title VII & A.D.A. Violations to the E.E.O.C. He openly discriminated against an African American female member of management who was helping me. He also retaliates against under-age females who suffer through sexual harassment on the clock at his store. His GM Amber Mortenson hates the elderly, and anyone of Mexican, Hispanic, or any non-Caucasian nationalities. Amber throws food at their head (they barely spoke English) when they don’t make Big Mac’s right. That’s according to others in the McDonald’s at 91st Ave & Union Hills management! The E.E.O.C. didn’t hesitate to file charges. A copy of the actual charge can be found in this stream. Just click on the ‘Boycott McDonald’s Restaurants’ tag and you’ll see it.

I CAN’T BREATHE to rachel Skrall? at Lois Bryant House, who lied her ass off to the medical community to insure that I didn’t get proper treatment for my symptoms we now know was caused by these tumors. According to a recorded conversation with attorney Ruth O’Neill, Rachel didn’t bother to tell Ruth the truth about my very conservative use of pain meds, and projecting her addiction disorders onto me even though all the evidence was to the contrary. Seeking behaviors and addictions are a necessity for upwardly mobile children & adults. It’s what we seek & get addicted to that decides if it’s a healthy drive (addiction) or an unhealthy drive (disorder). Read Robert Wright’s book ‘The Moral Animal’, or Dean Ornish’s ‘Love & Survival’. People choose to be disorderly in seeking destructive/obstructive gratifications or constructive/progressive gratifications. Our choices are based on our formative years, and other variables such as autism, savant syndrome, male, female, race, ethnicity, and the varying cultures that go with religion. ethnicity, & nationality.

Personally, I am addicted to safety, freedom, affection, family-like environments, whether it be with a ‘companion’ or friends, art, music, learning, progress, and creating exits for abused children, or social justice for abused adults.

Having a happy & healthy childhood with helpful nurturing adults imprints a seeking/addiction to happy, healthy, helpful, nurturing habits as an adult. I was an autistic female savant child prodigy who was subjected to severe abuses & trafficking by my parents. God (Love) made sure I had powerful interventions that exposed me to the safe, warm, loving environments that I passionately sought to create for other kids.

The seeking of any narcotic, intoxicating, or mood altering drug by disorderly addicts & alcoholics is one extremely popular manifestation of a displacement of seeking the healthy nurturing gratifying behaviors. I say there are no true ‘diseases’ of addiction. there are chemical dependencies that are easily remedied so long as there are no behavioral disorders that are the cause or that are accompanying the medical condition.

Addictions are inherently necessary for a progressive society. Addictions to drugs, acting out child abuses, acting out adult rape, or any other predatory behaviors, sexual or otherwise are simply manifestations of Stockholm Syndrome or trauma bonding.

This is an epidemic in our American Capitalist Economy. Rachel Skrall, probably her friends at Edible Arrangements, and I’m guessing Ruth O’Neil. Another manifestation of the abuses Rachel claims she has survived, is her practice of very unqualified and bad medicine without a license.

The very hateful, discriminating, prejudiced, and bigoted Rachel thinks because she has a TEEN BOY the teachers are calling ‘gifted’, (I saw no evidence of that) that she’s qualified to deliberately lie her ass off about this TRULY GIFTED AUTISTIC FEMALE PRODIGIOUS SAVANT because she’s jealous of my friendship (understanding) with MO CASA child advocate attorney Ruth O’Neill. That very day that Rachel said I was behaving badly Ruth was visiting very pleasantly with me and inviting me to dog shows. We spent a great deal of the morning discussing my lifes work. So, when I arrived back home, and it was very much a wonderful home to me rat turds, dog sweat funk, and all… and Ruth was visibly upset I knew that Rachel had made her move. She had been angling & posturing for quite some time. Namely after I told her I recorded her beloved Green Meadows Clinics Dr. Hanna Gov-ari’s criminal malpractices. And I told her how I so enjoyed the look of horror on Dr. Gov-ari’s face when I picked up my blank screened phone, activated the screen and let her see the bouncing mock needle from my audio recorder. The silence was deafening.

I believe that this was when Rachel launched her propaganda campaign to starve me out of Columbia by making sure I didn’t get the medical care the law provides for. Asst. Clinical Director Rona snitched Rachel out in saying “There’s a shelter, here, you can go to…”

How’d she know? I signed no releases for them to speak with anyone at any shelter. I told Beth O. expressly that the paralysis and pain made those steps too dangerous for me. I had already fallen from the partial paralysis, and experienced incontinence from it. I told Rachel immediately of the fall, and of my symptoms. She knew about the out-of-control bleeding, searing pelvic, rectal, back and groin pain that shoots down my legs. i was in tears the morning Jeff took me to the hospital.

If Rachel were a qualified diagnostician she’d have guessed I had uterine tumors even without the ultrasound the way Beth Sweeney F.N.P. did before she saw the July ultrasound that showed the tumors that all the hospitals & clinics refused to tell me about. Rachel Skrall has a biology degree that probably over 20 years old. Teaches part-time and meddles and snitches on the homeless people FULL-TIME. And it’s ‘snitching’ because it’s all BULLSHIT she’s made up, or misdiagnosed.

For the record: no ‘addict’ can go day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, of vetted extremely conservative use of pain meds despite medically evident crippling pain. That’s why I insist on my caregivers doing pill counts. It’s called ‘vetting’. They authenticate my assertions. Addicts have no self-control when it comes to intoxicants, and if they do manage to control themselves, it’s very short-lived. I know this because I’ve been studying the male & female alcoholic & drug addicted child molesters/traffickers for <b> DECADES </b> Most of them are not child sexual abusers. They do let me know who the ‘Chester’s are, though.

“But, Heather, your so S.M.A.R.T.!!!” I’ve been told.

Exactly. As are most R.E.A.L. addicts. Their intelligence is compromised by their addiction D.I.S.O.R.D.E.R.S. True addicts cannot control themselves no matter how smart they are… S.M.A.R.T. is as smart does. Active predatory A.D.D.I.C.T.S. are as active predatory addicts do… They tend to possess linear perceptions that tend to make them believe everyone is as sick, and idiotic as them. I have many educated predatory addicts, like doctors, lawyers, social workers, homeless shelter staff – most of whom claim to be ‘recovering’ addicts, asserting this logic on audio recordings. Truly recovering addicts & alcoholics KNOW that ‘Perception’ is not ‘reality’ and worry about what’s going on with themselves… If the addict is still projecting their own sickness into others they are NOT ‘recovering’. They are in active addiction, themselves, even if they are not ‘imbibing’ and are therefore completely out of touch with reality. They are still acting ‘insanely’ by doing stupid shit, expecting no consequences from doing the stupid shit. Or, trying to hustle their way out of the consequences… I’ve observed them doing this for decades, as well. They know that they do it…

Also, for the record, the sweetest, smartest, most passionate & warm people I know are recovered (A.A. Big Book specialists highlight the word ‘recovered’) from chemical addictions. They are my most avid supporters and do not hesitate to stick their necks out to assist me.

I CAN’T BREATHE to Boone Hospital Center’s Dr. Heredia & Dr. Scott for refusing to tell me about the tumors that were on an emergency ultrasound, ordered for continued severe bleeding, back, rectal, genital, pelvic, & leg pain, and for refusing to refer me to proper gyn specialists, refusing proper treatment, telling me to go back to AZ for treatment, yet, refuse to keep me working so I could afford medical care.

They just wanted me gone. Most likely because Kristy, at Edible Arrangements, was apparently worried about giggling, cooing, beaming, biting her bottom lip longingly & getting ‘wet’ for me when she was about to get married to another bitch. A skinny bitch, I’m a fat bitch, now…

I CAN’T BREATHE to the Boone Hospital Center nurse who was just recorded rushing me to lay back, in ungodly pain, and let her shove a catheter in my crotch. She waited until my advocate, a former human rights investigator left the room, but forgot in her agitation that the phone on the floor was RECORDING everything. That’s to say she was recorded violating a municipal criminal ordinance, Chapter 12, in a public accommodation that falls under Chapter 12 jurisdiction.

Great big I CAN’T BREATHE to University of Missouri MSW LCSW Beth O., Kelly Isaacs R.N., Dr. Ithman, and the E.R. doctors that were unknowingly video recorded deliberately refusing to properly treat per wound care, and antibiotics, for an autistic female they know is colonized with M.R.S.A. because they ran the blood cultures back in 2001. I didn’t go into the University of Missouri or Boone Hospital Centers to claim abuse. I went in for standard, minimal help with the autism. I talked to them calmly & respectfully. I went into the toilet to change out the law offices phone batteries (no place to charge it in private) and make sure the audio recording app was getting E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

;-D

That’s what they get for doing an unnecessary 96 committal of an autistic prodigy who had unbearable pain from multiple tumors. I told them to send for Boone’s records. If they didn’t then that’s another form of malpractice. When I told them I was an investigator for attorney’s, and friends with a woman I believed was D.O.J. supervisor they wrote me up as psychotic… Now, once I saw a veteran provider, not the student/resident psych, and boldly told him he could listen to a few voicemails he looked a bit piqued, declined, and discharged me from the hospital without antibiotics for the raging cellulosis developed while in their hospital. Told me they’d get me a bus ticket to Kansas “They are good with autism in Kansas” says Dr. Ithman. Even though they have the Thompson Center, here. Not that it’s any good…

They refused a ticket because Beth O. was recorded bragging about lying to admin, and tried, instead, to get me into a personal staff members car with 2 staff members who were going to drop me off way out of town at a truck stop where the Greyhound stopped, but the Clinical Director refused to document this in my discharge instructions. Instead they falsely wrote that a friend in AZ was sending me a bus ticket. Obviously to cover their asses in case I actually got into that car. The friend they wrote this about was Virginia, the human trafficking investigator, who knows damn well I did no such thing. Didn’t even have her new number until I got out.

They didn’t know I was making audio files with a phone UNDER my double DD’s. I didn’t tell Virginia that, either. I had to maintain a social firewall between us to be able to do my work. I didn’t need her getting worried and intervening & thus blowing my cover. She taught U.S. Navy special forces. She probably ultimately taught me the basics via whomever taught my U.S. Navy father during Vietnam.

I just took it to a different level before I was a teenager… Prodigiously. Now, the feds have ALMOST caught up. They got the basics by sending in feds to hospitals, homeless shelters, and drug treatment clinics and present with what looks like a valid needs for services. Now, I need to teach them how to do multiple interviews and rapid mathematics applications. Virginia is smart enough to get it, and teach it.

Now, back to my I CAN’T BREATHE’s

That big M.U. Tigers also applies to I CAN’T BREATHE Green Meadows Clinics Dr.’s Hanna Gov-ari & Alicia Ludden who were also recorded refusing to keep me working, examine, order tests, imaging, or previous medical records to find out about the tumors…

The doctors are going to blame Kristy L. Jacoby, or Rachel Skrall? at the rodent infested Lois Bryant House. Rachel eats Cheetos in bed while she plays on her iPad, and iPhone, and then bitches about the mice in her bed. The house is literally covered in mouse T.U.R.D.S. And stinks like funky ass dog sweat. I had safer, more sanitary sleeping conditions on the church porch during my street investigation that got a missing 15 year old boy identified as a trafficking victim. I emailed a contact at CPD, and Ruth. He was. trafficked by St. Louis, and his junkie side-kick the bullshit ‘rape’ victim K2 Junkie ‘Baby’ (Barbara) who everyone refused to fuck because she refused to bathe. That pussy was cuttin’ up, too. As was her breath.

Anyway, Kristy & Rachel will blame each other. After they’ve all snitched each other out, and they and the doctors have all confessed to malpractices via trying to blame me somehow (the audio is going to prove priceless, here) they’ll all write me checks. They’ll do like Rachel and say my autism affect made them feel threatened, or they saw ‘aberrant behavior’ which is all based on their prejudices & bigotry. The same way white folks felt threatened by ‘negro’s’ back in the day, saying stupid shit about how they smelled, and sweated profusely, as a reason to make them drink from different water fountains, use different bathrooms, and set at the back of the bus. Again, Podunk perceptions are not reality. I hope Adam Kruse, the investigator at the City of Columbia Mayor’s office educates himself before he takes emotional sides with this popular perception against protected persons with autism & savant syndrome.

If he makes excuses for the offenders on record, again, and has to recuse himself as the investigator of my complaints of discrimination against Harbor Freight Tools, Boone Hospital Center, and unlicensed landlord Katy Young (107 Anderson St) who thinks that she is entitled to a $186. accidental over-payment because I’m autistic.

I CAN’T BREATHE to Harbor Freight Tools. They called me retard, falsely wrote me up for drawe shortages when they refused to allow me to count my drawer before I took responsibility for it, or when I ended my shift. They sell ITC, Inside Track Club memberships for $30 bucks a pop, telling you that you save more money than with their standard coupons. That’s HORSHESHIT. I am a prodigy & mathematician who got their standard free coupon books, and read their ITC catalogs. Eventually, everyone gets that same ITC price on big ticket items, and regular items, whether it be from the FREE coupons or from sidewalk sales which go on at least 2 X’s a month!!! Their extended service plans are only necessary on big ticket tools that you are going to use the shit out of.

If I were a white male, they’d be placing a Nobel Prize around my neck. But, I’m a homosexual female…

Kristy had a responsibility to actually examine ME. Like Dr. Gov-ari , Dr. Alicia Ludden, and Dr. Megan Cates, Kristy refused. I tried to tell her the truth and save face. She refused to pick up the phone. So, “I didn’t know” isn’t a valid excuse. Willful ignorance is a deliberate choice. Apparently she was afraid she’d smile, beam, giggle, and bite her bottom lip at me, and get wet like she used to 16 1/2 years ago. I don’t care how Podunk or how old her degree is, Kristy is smart enough to know that 16 1/2 years, and love letters from a R.A.D.I.C.A.L. prodigious social activist isn’t enough to make a sound clinical decision. The recent medical evidence over the past 5 years did not support her unfounded accusations.

Kristy L. Jacoby was about to get married into a ‘Keeping up with the Jones’ LGBT wedding with a baby head shrink with the ass the size of a 13 year old who tweets stupid shit.

If Kristy shot her mouth off, she also violated H.I.P.A.A., since she chose a ‘clinical’ approach. But, not… No exam, no claim of a clinical evaluation. However, she chose to maintain a clinical approach so she chose to violate H.I.P.A.A.

Regardless of her possible colossal fuck-ups, and Rachel’s for-sure fuck-ups per recorded statements from attorney Ruth O’Neill, these physicians had an obligation to do a thorough evaluation, examination, and make a proper diagnosis based on current MEDICAL EVIDENCE. They charged me for having done this, yet the audio, and LACK of tests, ultrasounds, etc. prove they fraudulently charged me. Then they stuck a stamp on it and dropped it into the U.S.P.S. postal service. That made it federal criminal offenses. Besides the Chapter 12 criminal A.D.A. Violations.

Kristy’s indiscretions were in the interest of preserving the integrity of her marriage. Therefore her fuck-ups are forgiven. I’d certainly defend my marriage to her, or any future female, passionately, regardless of who got pissed. It’s not forgotten because I’m setting on multiple unbiopsied tumors many months later because of their mouths, malpractices, discrimination’s, and Podunk understandings & projections. Kristy never could ‘hold her nuts’ when it came to me… Here, she would argue “That was 16 1/2 years ago! I was only 28 and you were a super-cute prodigy!”

Exactly my point.

Kristy likely based her ‘evaluations’ on bogus Intel she was fed over a DECADE AND A HALF ago. Plus, from ’98-2005 I was forced to take the now famous criminally marketed (they plead guilty) suicide drug Neurontin, now called gabapentin. Kristy knows this. I wrote to her about it, and discussed it on the phone with her BEFORE Temple Grandin lectured about it on YouTube.

Even WITH the bullshit letters ( to maintain my cover) she was still obligated to do a thorough evaluation before making any clinical assertions. She acted on 16 1/2 year old BAD Intel from when we were young, dumb, and full of come… Or I was full of forced Neurontin by The Family Counseling Center doctors. Probably because their staff KNEW I was following 3 child sex trafficking drug addicted/trafficking mothers through the systems that they manipulate. Robin McCartney complained that I was lying to the junkies… “They don’t deserve to be lied to…” Robin says.

“They lie to each other all fucking day long, lie to you & the rest of the staff all fucking day long, and let their dealers molest their kids, and lie about that, too! They don’t deserve my respect, my trust, or for me to turn a blind eye to protect them.. Y.O.U. have to protect them. I do not. I have kids to protect…”

“Let’s talk about that… Why you use your talents to protect children…”

And we did.

When these physicians/social workers roll on Kristy & Rachel, as I don’t see them writing me personal checks to save Rachel & Kristy’s asses. Even though she, and her wife Kristen Clark, has likely sat on most of these doctors faces. Possibly at the same time. I dubbed Kristy as the most beautiful, and sexiest woman on the planet. That was based on when she made smart decisions. She screwed the pooch on that. She climbed into her prejudices, ignorance, and climbed up Kristen Clark’s teeny weeny teenager ass and thereby hogtied the entire medical community over a piece of pussy. I never dubbed Kristy to be the smartest woman on the planet.

COMO has a couple of other females that could qualify as ‘Most Beautiful Woman on The Planet’. Or ‘Sexiest Woman On The Planet’… But, one must be S.M.A.R.T. to qualify.

S.M.A.R.T. is as S.M.A.R.T. does.

S.MA.R.T. doesn’t mean perfect. S.M.A.R.T. is making innocent mistakes and rapidly repairing the situation… Not perpetuating the same idiotic & obtuse behavior, repeating the same stupid shit, albeit different approaches, and expecting different results. Which sounds like addictive behavior, per the literature on it… Those who see addictive behaviors in everyone are usually linear thinkers with addiction disorders.

I see happy, healthy, smart, well-meaning, ethical people. In everyone. Like myself, and my best friends Darla, and Virginia. Whom I get along with perfectly.

It’s only after individuals have repeatedly done S.T.U.P.I.D. shit, unapologetically, that the sum total of their actions & inaction’s, add up to something sick, morbid, junkie-like, etc. At that point, depending on the amount of damage, collateral damages, and potentially irreparable harm that these fucking bozos cause (usually formally educated rednecks-lesbians included) I start low, and come high with my systems analysis. By the time I’m half-way up their begging me to stop. However, unlike them I do nothing half-assed. I complete the tasks they have pushed me into, despite their pleas for mercy, and dispense social justices as I damn well see fit.

Otherwise known as ‘giving them a taste of their own medicine’.

‘Revenge’ isn’t the motivator. Making the offenders recoil, motivating them to change their approach, and thus ‘correcting’ their destructive behaviors is the ultimate goal. I was trained to be a U.S. Navy Officer as a child. I was married to a corrections officer for about a decade. Whom I never ‘cheated’ on. Females have a tendency to periodically change the definition of ‘cheating’ for me… My prodigious passion brings a superhuman dynamic with it. Good times! So, when I’m told “Heather! Quit!” I just look pitiful and say, “Yes, Dear, now please set on my face…”

;-D

I’ll own that piece of shit honeymoon cottage, decorated by Bed Bath & Beyond that Edible Arrangements ‘Fruit Designer’ (per Vox Magazine) Kristy L. Jacoby & Kristen Clark borrowed $130,000 from Flat Branch Mortgage to buy? Or flip? Kristy has been associated with several properties. Another with a Melissa K. Phelps. Anyway, I’ll sell it, and build two much bigger custom homes. Plus have about $20K for decorating, which I’ll do myself, via upcycled art, & furniture, that I make. I’ll then let her and her wifey-poo live in one.

If my new wife let’s me. I am not remarried, however, I will be before I start building houses regardless of how much cash I have accumulated in an untouchable trust account from multiple settlements.

A huge chunk of which was going to go to the Central Missouri Stop Human Trafficking Coalition IF they cut all ties to Laura McHugh. However, they have two volunteers who don’t seem to grasp the concept of boundaries, retaliate against whistleblowers when they get recorded doing criminal misrepresentations for the sake of personal glory, and ask for donations for fraudulent & personal purposes. That retaliation that I recorded counts as discrimination. One moved from Rescue Innocence, to CMSHTC. That had been planned by another dilettante volunteer, according to her. She was recorded stating as much. That ‘manipulative’ angling in organizations promising help to survivors really pisses me off. Yet, one CMSHTC advocate was recorded stating that we survivors “are so manipulative”

Oh! Really? That would be the pot calling the kettle black.

I damn sure won’t hear that “We are all on the same team…” “We are all working towards the same goal…” manipulative horseshit. I’ve been creating exits for several decades longer than CMSHTC has been in existence. Longer than many of them have been born onto this planet. I’ve certainly made more in the way of personal sacrifices. I sacrificed personal relationships, lovers, friends, my civil liberties, housing, food, cold water, MY own personal safety to insure the safety of children and cops, not to mention a glorious career as a lecturer, mathematics prodigy, physician, attorney, musician, vocalist, and anything else I may have done had I NOT survived child sex trafficking. Teammates are as teammates DO. If you’re doing stupid, criminal shit for personal rewards that compromises the integrity of a team that is responsible for the lives of children & adults who’ve had enough of that shit already then YOU are the selfish ‘I’ that doesn’t exist in word T.E.A.M. At that point, I will assert the ‘I’ that exists in Team Captain and set your ass straight for the benefit of my ‘kids’.
Oh! Yes! Let’s not forget to say I CAN’T BREATHE to the 90% H.U.D. funded abusive and exploitative Salvation Army’s Harbor House who was repeatedly recorded attempting to steal clients medications, actually stealing clients meds ON CAMERA in a locked room only staff had access to, ASS. Director Dele Williams, Director Brenda Stanek, Caseworkers former Crackhead Tammy & M.S.W. Renita, and some pregnant idiot for retaliating ON RECORD against autistic clients for asserting A.D.A. violations & reporting successful criminal drug diversion by staff… Even though their handbook requires that such violations be reported. It also states that if the harbor House becomes unsafe they HAVE to provide you with another safe form of lodging. I told them that their retaliation had become unsafe and that I was going to request that I be moved to SAFE housing via recorded abuses by their staff. They then stole my meds that needed to be able to work as a political fundraiser and exited me.

I CAN’T BREATHE to Edible Arrangements drunken driving owner Krista M. Davis. A future head shrink at that who used the money made from you idiots purchasing disgustingly overpriced fruit to buy her way out of felony convictions & prison time. Had she been black her ass would STILL be in prison. but, she’s a white business owner who’s probably blown half the States Attorney’s who dropped the charges. The males and the females, on drunken back-seat romps at tailgate parties.

Oh! My! I am I making assumptions?

Really?

I CAN’T BREATHE Dr. Megan Cates, GYN Dr. Wilson and Chris Hartigan R.N.P., and the suicide drug gabapentin pushing Dr. Parks at Family Health Center. Cates & Hartigan, all of whom refused to do proper GYN evaluations, on record, and know absolutely nothing about autism. They all PROUDLY subscribe to the rapist culture approaches, Nazi style propaganda campaigns, ISIS terrorist tactics, and K.K.K. attitudes perpetuated by University of Missouri. They both seem to believe everything, and NOTHING, the drug companies tell them.
These police and doctors do get lot’s of sensitivity training, and standard operating procedures & policies do demand that safety is first. A proper approach would have been:

“Hi! Mr. Garner. How are you, today? I see you’re in distress, do you need any medical attention? Can we get some paramedics here for you? Can we do, or not do anything, to assist your breathing discomfort in any way?”

I know there are those who fake symptoms, however, those of us with real medical issues don’t have to pay for the stupid crap that others do! Protocol advises that you err on the side of caution.

As a very skilled interviewer/investigator I know that if you err on the side of caution they eventually stop the faking of the symptoms, calm down, and cooperate with proper, respectful approaches. That’s one of the many reasons I was immunized, and made an agent of the Law Offices of Chad Cronon J.D., amongst other juris doctorates he introduced me to. They picked up where he left off due to ‘personal’ issues. Chad’s a gifted legal scholar, and specialist in A.D.A. and the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action. Chad got his masters in Birmingham…

BY ALL PROTECTED ADULTS, GAYS, LESBIANS, BISEXUALS, TRANSGENDERS, AUTISTIC, AND CHILDREN’ by the ‘Peoples Prodigy’. If your a white frat boy, or a perfectly healthy white sorority girl with an ass the size of a 13 year old girl (just the way these not-so-closeted pederast Missouri men like ’em) then by all means continue to get your care through them. You deserve each other…

This article is dedicated to a true American Hero. She is a Vietnam & Korean War Veteran. She ‘controlled the Naval Movement during the Vietnam War’, flew helicopters (and maintains her license even now), counseled military dependents (including me), served in ‘militarized and D.M.Z.’s’ (de-militarized zones), trained some of ‘West Points’ best, and was probably special forces… She ‘earned her star’ by testifying before congress about the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action, has ‘the same Diplomatic Immunity as the President of the United Sates, ‘dated John McCain before he ever met Cindy’, she’s a historian, is/was an investigator for the U.S. Department of Justice, and ‘investigates human trafficking’. Her name is Virginia, and because she saved my life, she intermediately helped all of those who’ve I’ve helped, and will continue to help, up to and including MYSELF. That said, if I fuck-up, or misuse my powerful gift then I have insulted her efforts. This, I will not knowingly do. My focus, and steadfast resolve on my personal investigations (systems analysis) may not be obvious… That, again, goes back to a conversation she and I had on the smoking porch at C.A.S.S. when I was discussing my secretiveness with my M.O.’s. She said ‘Like Einstein?” I looked at her because that was the second time that she referred to something from the article I wrote to insure Masons conviction, and lengthy sentence… Just because I suspected why she was there, at least partially, doesn’t mean I yanked her chain… I wasn’t sure, so I played by her rules in not revealing herself, directly… Which she did partially identify herself the day before she left… She, and I, deserve for me to use my gifts exactly as I promised her. She listened, and I talked about some very painful revelations about the state of our union regarding the everyday cover-up of the subtle ways of child predators/traffickers. I believe, perhaps, that she was heartbroken to realize that an autistic female version of Albert Einstein, who learned to that her gifts in mathematics applied socially could (and did) save her own life as a Munchausen S.B.P. & child pornography/trafficking/incest survivor and did autodidactically develop skills that allowed her to do the same for others suffering from child abuse. Like her own private ‘reconnaissance missions’ to rescue tiny little ‘Prisoners of War’ wholike herself came out of the womb fighting for their tiny little lives. No training like those who actually made an adult decision to ‘Serve’ in the military. These tiny warriors were given no choice. Virginia, and I discussed this in short… She said ‘P.O.W.’s are required to try to escape…”

I replied “Yes, but, they have military training… Children have nothing…” She looked down and to her right, and said, “this is very disturbing…” I had to stop as not to upset her, and have her shut down and not absorb these concepts (logical axioms) that I operate from…

The more common definition is one that states once the addict ingests/shoots/smokes any mood altering drug, then they are set into a perilous cycle of uncontrolled physical cravings, and subsequent behaviors. Basically, a true addict can not, by definition, control their drug use.

I can control my much needed pain management medication, needed for these uterine tumors that University of Missouri Hospital & Boone Hospital Center were recorded NOT telling me I had them. I can AUTHENTICATE via witnesses who keep all meds in the home locked-up for everyone’s safety. . On the days that I work, and must perform my job, I will take up to the maximum dose IF NEEDED to stay OUT OF THE E>R>. This SAVES insurance, and taxpayer $$$$ especially when, like me, they have no insurance, yet. Having lot’s of EXTRA pain medicine, well documented by my previous & current care provider, is NOT indicative of drug abuse, or addiction… Addiction disorders are for idiots. I enjoy my ‘Prodigious Savant-isms’ which disappear when under harsh side-effects of meds. Chad used to go nuts wondering how I managed to only use HALF of a pain pill… I said “I only want the relief from the harsh NERVE pain, or pain from the tibial rod. NOT the side effects that make me only as smart as you… Professor…” With a smart-ass smile. “Oh! hell NO! You did not just say that to me!” And he rattle off his huge list of credentials as a legal scholar. “Don’t talk to me!” say. I’d be roaring, and the dogs would laugh right along with me!

As a U.S. Navy trained Special Operator, I can, and will, lie & pretend to gain the trust of addicted/alcoholic child abusers/molesters/traffickers OF ANY KIND much the same way an undercover Narcotics officer may snort a line of cocaine to gain the trust of his target. I however, am autistic. I will not use street drugs, or actually abuse my own. I will lie to whomever I have to all around the ‘targeted predator’. How will you know the difference? Accountability. I always have witnesses to my own use, and the amounts of meds I take… My meds were literally under lock& key at Lois Bryant House & Salvation Army’s Harbor House where they stole the damned things on camera.

I offered the physicians at Green Meadows to have me come in DAILY for a pill count to ESTABLISH my safe use of my medication so that I can work and not have the pain cost me money. They had more excuses for NOT doing their job than a pedophile going to jail. The visit was recorded unbeknownst to them. Theirs will be in writing, probably falsified. the one that I now have access to will allow you to actually hear my very sincere efforts to ‘reasonably accommodate’ her ‘feelings’ so that I could return to work. She kept interrupting me until I established that I PAID for that time, that it was her job to listen, evaluate, examine, and ‘reasonably accommodate’ my need to go to work despite my pain. She claimed that it was against the law to treat me without my medical records, which she refused to get by stating that “You only get 30 minutes…” most of which she wasted by going on and on with excuses, conjecture, presuppositions, and refusals to actually do her job… YET suggested that I may benefit from back surgery??? For uterine tumors???

UMMMM, surgery is a last ditch effort when nothing else works… And that reference was an attempt to treat, as well as the medications she wrote for. Therefore, according to her, she and every other doctor who treats me in a ‘comprehensive manner’ is guilty of criminal?, and civil? violations??? I am writing a formal grievance to their Risk Management people, because of her deliberate refusal to do her job, Boone Hospital center had to do all the tests, ultrasound, examination on one of my issues to get some answers and write a work release. They also instructed me to be seen by my ‘ARIZONA PROVIDER’ on my discharge papers… Now, I discussed the Green Meadows blatant malpractice with the Boone Hospital E.R. M.D. and showed him the hard copy prescription for the tramadol that the Green meadows M.D. wrote for. An ‘addict’ would not still be hanging on to the hard copy. Nor still in possession of about #16 of #20 pills when I was seen at Green Meadows on the 16th. I counted them in front of the M.D.

You will hear all of her lame excuses for NOT sending for all of my records establishing my very serious orthopedic nightmare of a body. My autism, and savant syndrome. However, all she very admittedly wanted to do was go on & on about her ‘feelings’, her ‘discomfort’, and ESTABLISHED & admitted ‘prejudices’. When she acted on them, she was guilty of discrimination. the other physician GOT what I was saying, and apologized for her when she left, stating that she ‘wasn’t on the same page’. probably because of her barely speaking English.

Oh! Did I just show prejudice? Insensitivity? Act with Discrimination? She fucked with my job, my health, my financial ability to provide for myself independently, and as far as I am concerned my life. I take that very personally, and as you will hear, in her nasty condescending tone that came from nowhere because I was very straightforward, and respectful, she DID make it personal.

Again, “All’s fair in Love & War…”

This is going to go very much like the Beasley/ Mason article…. I’m going to peel back the memories in my Savant brain one layer at a time, so that you ‘linear thinkers’ can keep up. So, just when you T*H*I*N*K you know exactly what’s going on in this prodigy’s mind, ( And that’s all it is… just your ‘over-educated flea’ O*P*I*N*I*O*N, of which, you will eventually smell the stink ) I’ll PROVE that no one can ever truly know what I am, or was, up to… Only I know that. However, I am going to share a very vague version. vague because if I revealed my prodigious trade secrets then I would be unleashing a socialized ‘Weapon of Mass Destruction’ for all to use to destroy their competitors. Just like what happened to Einstein’s Theory of Relativity. You don’t remember? let me show you….

Men (and women) in positions of power don’t need my help in destroying each other via ‘intellectual properties’. Such as the millions of deaths via suicide, and the permanent disabilities from the millions of incompleted suicides that occurred from the doctors, like these ignorant/money hungry doctors here in Columbia Missouri, who forced individuals to continue taking Neurontin, and now gabapentin, for ‘off-label uses’. Which is to say uses other that what is F.D.A. approved for that drug. it’s F.D.A. approved as a S*E*C*O*N*D*A*R*Y seizure medication. That’s it.
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This article was written, and authenticated about 16 years ago when I was still in the ‘Prodigious Savant Closet’ and still conducting my own ‘covert operations’, of sorts, as an activist and investigator into the practice of child trafficking by drug addicted/dealing/trafficking mothers, and the drug addicted/dealing/trafficking male pederasts that infest not only the City of Columbia MO, but the many rural areas all over the state of Missouri. Let’s look at the medical definition of addict:

THE UNIVERSITY OF MISSOURI – COLUMBIA THINKS LIKE, AND ACTS LIKE ADOLPH HITLER. THEY PRACTICE & MAINTAIN PROPAGANDA CAMPAIGNS via DELIBERATELY F*A*L*S*I*F*I*E*D MEDICAL RECORDS AGAINST ‘PROTECTED’ PATIENTS FOR THE SAKE OF FINANCIAL EXPLOITATION, AND REFERRING US TO ‘SOCIALIZED CONCENTRATION CAMPS’ FOR THEIR OWN COMFORT.

The State of Missouri, as well as many of it’s communities practices FEDERALLY FUNDED discrimination on a criminal level reminiscent of those who support the ARYAN BROTHERHOOD, WHITE SUPREMACISTS, AND THE ARYAN RACE. They use dangerous drugs like Neurontin/gabapentin to keep their patients sick (this medication causes suicidal depression, suicidal tendencies, and countless suicides) as it is widely known for over a decade, now.

However, the M.U. health care community has fucked, and sucked, and drank and drove, and cheated, and committed criminal offenses together SO they must ALL participate or they all go down individually… Hence “united we stand, divided we fall’.

Who am I to say all of this?
An autistic adult female prodigious savant who has prodigiously survived, investigated, elicited the confessions of (via her own medical records ;-b) all of the above so that she can be authenticated, or vetted, by any U.S. Department of Justice investigators. Why D.O.J.?

Because the University of Missouri receives federal funding. And when any entity gets federal funding they MUST comply with all federal laws, and guidelines, regarding patients rights, safety, and medical records… however, in my case, and 2 very recent cases of 2 women who came to me for help, these local doctors are in violation of all of the above.

It’s called a ‘propaganda campaign’. Hitler, and the sexual predators of children under the age of five -like Richard Edwin Beasley, Scott Rozear Mason, and his child pornography making father John R. Mason, use these to create an alibi for themselves, create ‘plausible deniability’, and make a ‘preemptive first strike’ against the credibility of the victims. All of this in order to emancipate themselves from any type of civil, or criminal prosecution… So, when they pulled this shit with me, they declared war on me…

“All’s fair in love, and war…”

War is my friend. I use the TRUTH to send out a message about the ways of my enemies, and use my

Let me also make it clear that what Hitler did, like putting upside-down pink triangles on homosexuals, and sending all types of different people -NOT JUST THE JEWS, to the concentration camps because he felt that were to be used up to make as much money from their labor, and then murdered by genocide, and starvation, when they became to expensive and useless to him and his cause is really NO DIFFERENT than the slave owners of the Confederate States, The Trail of Tears, and exactly the ‘white-collar social slavery that’s being perpetrated by the ‘tailgate partying, date-raping, Aryan thinking frat boys right here in Columbia MO.’

So, if anyone is of the mind that I am going to show any mercy to an unbalanced community that’s blowing smoke up their own asses, and blowing smoke up the asses of those who provide their federally funded social terrorism by means of falsified documents perpetuated by ‘groupthink’ then you are sorely mistaken. Everyone must be participating for this to be such an epidemic in this community.

See, when a predator becomes a medical student, and manages to get over on his ‘teachers’ (in their various forms) via his own multiple personality disorder (all predators have this and they use it) to get access to vulnerable/autistic patients for the sole purpose of physically torturing them via performing surgeries W*I*T*H*O*U*T any local, or systemic, ANESTHETIC just to make her scream bloody murder, and then tell the nurses who come running from all directions, that “SHE’S being difficult…” (like most autistic individuals are perceived) even though the nurses, and nursing director, didn’t buy his bullshit and stared his sick ass down and TOLD HIM that he just ordered an injection of a system anesthetic, and then ran out of the room to get the injection and ordered the attending physician into the room because they couldn’t get the sick bastard (Ortho surgery student) to stop (because he couldn’t help himself) stabbing said patients ankle where the tunneling from a raging infection that they JUST operated on and squeezing the blood out of her leg, while she let’s out blood- curdling screams heard down the corridors of the University of Missouri Health Sciences Center/Hospital, nothing ever really gets DONE about it because those who caught him in the act have all done drugs, drank and driven, fucked, sucked, and committed serious infractions of their own so they falsify medical records, and perpetuate a nasty propaganda campaign to make sure the patient is never properly treated for her sexual assault perpetrated b y a surgical student who GOT OFF on what he was doing, so that she will be perceived as a ‘difficult patient with a bad attitude’ so no one will listen to the truth. Their bad luck she’s a prodigy, which is to say that she has an enormous memory, and remembers dates, faces, and names of the clinicians who witnessed the grotesque assault by the Dr. Jeffrey Scott Hoskins, who studied under Dr. Jeffrey Anglen.

Then said community demands (by threatening to involuntarily commit you to if you DON’T take it, as they still do to other female patients who’ve asked for my prodigious help, to take Neurontin/gabapentin even though it causes suicide, and suicidal tendencies (that’s how the stabbed/assaulted autistic patient got the shattered leg in the first place) that caused patients taking it to put guns in their mouths, jump off of buildings, and God only knows what else… See, these physicians are beefing up their bottom lines with financial kick-backs. Neurontin (Pfizer Pharmaceuticals) is now available in generic form called gabapentin. Guess who is still the primary manufacturer of generic Neurontin?

The university of Missouri – Columbia health Clinics do make enough ‘token’ efforts at looking like they are in compliance with federal regulations for the sake of ‘plausible deniability’. So, I’ve been told by various staff members who I will protect as sources at all costs.

You are a protected adult if you are:
FEMALE
AFRICAN AMERICAN
PHYSICALLY OR MENTALLY DISABLED
AUTISTIC and/or SAVANT SYNDROME
HISPANIC, OR OF ANY OTHER NON-CAUCASIAN DECENT
NATIVE AMERICAN – like ME (Yes! The Prodigy is of Native American lineage)
ELDERLY
PEDIATRIC PATIENTS
OF A RELIGEON OTHER THAN CHRISTIAN
GAY, LESBIAN, BI, TRANSGENDERED, POLYAMOROUS
NOT BORN IN THE UNITED STATES

Doctors have come from distant cities
Just to see me
Stand over my bed
Disbelieving what they’re seeing

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

Newspapers ask intimate questions
Want confessions
They reach into my head
To steal the glory of my story

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

People see me
I’m a challenge to your balance
I’m over your heads
How I confound you and astound you
To know I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as you can see you can offer me
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as she came to my mother
Know this child will not suffer
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

Being a prodigy is a prodigious pain in the ass. I can predict, and manipulate not only people, but groups of people, entire communities, multiple jurisdictions, and come up with a plan on how to do it LEGALLY -including contingency planning- in a microsecond. I did it on my article (book) I wrote to insure Mason’s conviction. In mathematics it called ‘probabilities’.

Though, I did not have a name for it, nor had I heard of John Forbes Nash as a kid, or even more recently until I read ‘A Beautiful Mind’. However, I still SAW what he calls ‘governing dynamics’ in my head all of my life. At the individual level, group/family level, community, state, national, global. I see it in microseconds like one long equation, however, it’s 1000’s of memories of events, sound bites from what people have said, and logical axioms that apply.

Everything we say, and do, ADDS UP TO SOMETHING…

“We are the sum total of our choices.” – Woody Allen

This goes, too, for families, groups, communities, states, nations, and the world…

“We’re all faced throughout our lives with agonizing decisions, moral choices. Some are on a grand scale, most of these choices are on lesser points. But we define ourselves by the choices we have made. We are, in fact, the sum total of our choices. Events unfold so unpredictably, so unfairly, Human happiness does not seem to be included in the design of creation. it is only we, with our capacity to love that give meaning to the indifferent universe. And yet, most human beings seem to have the ability to keep trying and even try to find joy from simple things, like their family, their work, and from the hope that future generations might understand more” – Woody Allen

You may wonder why on earth I’d want to do such a thing…

Simple.

To stay alive, AND live my life the way our U.S. Constitution says I’m allowed to live it…

In the ‘pursuit of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness…’

Now Charles Darwin’s theory of our evolution teaches the concepts of ‘survival of the fittest’. This makes us a very competitive bunch. You all are not ‘prodigious savants’, so, you are a bunch of very insecure little bastards…. Hey! truth hurts. Most of you only feel good when your fucking up the success of others, and taking over the territory.

Let me show you how it’s done…. Prodigious savant style. It’s not about winning every battle. It’s about winning as many as possible and sending a very important message that the ‘pillars of the community’ do not have an inalienable right to ‘socially starve’ the less fortunate members of a community. This creates I*N*E*Q*U*A*L*I*T*Y. That’s ‘the rich getting richer, and the poor getting poorer’. that’s Nazi tactics.

Like that pathetic 13 year old doctor that thought she one-upped me, yesterday. I set her up. I deliberately went to the exam in a tremendous amount of pain to be as symptomatic in my autism as possible. When I’m over-stimulated I look like a ‘retard’ as these University of Missouri college students like to refer to me.

This child M.D. ( I asked her if she was a child prodigy! LOL ) I think I pissed her off… Anyway, I was seen on an emergency basis for ‘female’ problems that have been ongoing for quite sometime. This little girl, nor her clinic, EVER asked me for my medical history… Not any of it. I now know that I have uterine tumors. Had she actually done her job, instead of acting discriminately, she’d have ordered the proper imaging to see it herself.

Now, I ask you, HOW IN THE HELL can ANY physician do any kind of a comprehensive medical evaluation on a 44 year old female who is bleeding so severely only 14 days after a heavy menses cycle without even ASKING for her FULL medical history?

No physician can. Period. And she was no exception. her bigotry, youth, and her arrogance, and open and notorious practice of discrimination against persons with disabilities lead her to make a diagnosis, and a referral to an expensive specialty clinic, even though she very subtly refused to make a reasonable accommodation for me to return to work at full- time hours so that I might pay for all this highly specialized ‘pelvic floor’ therapy… This tiny little girl with M.D. after her name still hasn’t grown up enough to realize that money doesn’t grow on trees, and that her J*O*B is to keep me working (provided that it’s safe) and paying taxes. NOT to cost the taxpayers because of her insensitivity to the needs of persons with disabilities. We don’t have to live in the ‘social cages’ that she, a lily-white cracker, decides is more comfortable for her if we’re in our ‘proper places’. This is reminiscent of the days when persons with any mental health disabilities such as depression, addiction, autism were sent to asylums. The state of Missouri still has one for ‘retards’ like me… It’s called the Missouri State School.

First of all, my ‘pelvic floor’ is fine. The ultrasound shows the tumors.Her bullshit diagnosis for sake of referring me to that specialty clinic for kickbacks? or does University of Missouri hospital clinics need more bodies to get their federal funding?

This was as a result of the University of Missouri Physicians, Orthopedic Surgeons, and M.U. Psych Dr.’s, Family Counseling Center Psychiatrists & Counselors gross malpractice, and seeking financial kickbacks for prescribing Neurontin, now generically called gabapentin. This is all scar tissue, and I have to be very protective of it. It still has a Vancomycin bead in it. And watch for pics from the other tibial rod placement in the right leg that’s still there….

Interestingly enough, M.U. doctors also prescribed the now terminated drug Bextra, also by Pfizer.

What’s most important is that the Neurontin/Gabapentin made the pain meds almost completely ineffective for my pain, and made me sick, and soul-less. It was a horrifying nightmare of memories that are going to be harder to talk about than what I worked on with Virginia Holiday.

This was basically being raped, chemically, from the inside out by arrogant abusive, and chauvinistic University of Missouri physicians and surgeons.

Did you know that it’s cheaper to pay the lawsuits, than to practice good medicine/psychology? Yep! their malpractice insurance covers everything, yet all the kickbacks that they get are theirs to keep… It’s called a costs benefits analysis…

These are scars from him lancing ‘puss pockets’ formed by the tunneling from the chronic infection resulting from the tib/fib compound fracture as a result of taking Neurontin/gabapentin for chronic back pain. Which it is not F.D.A. approved for. It’s approved only as a secondary seizure medicine… All suicide related issues with these drugs are reported to the F.D.A.

Again, for the record, I was forced to take the medication by the University physicians despite my complaints of the side effects of it not only causing severe side-effects which impacted my savant syndrome (which University of Missouri physicians misdiagnosed due to their extreme chauvinism as they are a ‘Rapists Paradise’, and beliefs that women are not autistic, or savants. That would bruise their fragile Missouri men’s egos, then they couldn’t get their dicks hard… That’s how it works, folks… If they are not the alpha, then they can’t get it up so they can ‘tap dat ass’…

Back to my point. The cocksucker said “That’s what you get for acting like a retard…” He did these surcical procedures with no local, or systemic, anesthetic. It was obvious to me, as through my blood curdling screams, and the way the nurses who came running and did take over the situation that Dr. Jeffrey Scott Hoskins was more than enjoying his torturing of an autistic female. they made wrongful diagnosis of bipolar, major depression, and borderline personality for their convenience of being able to commit me to Mid-Missouri Psych ward, for more torture. Which reminds me of the first time I met Dr. Hoskins… These scars aren’t the first time he performed surgery without any local, and not the first time he openly enjoyed making me scream, and calling me retarded. Again, it makes these University of Missouri physicians, both male and female (they have penis envy) feel better to look, and treat autistic females like ‘retards’ upto, and including, the condescending tones of voice, arrogance (they must mistakenly believe that I don’t have the resources to hold them accountable for their actions), and indignation. This is prejudiced, biased, discriminatory, and abusive malpractice. The sad part is that the rest of the country has caught up… They have not…

Did you know that it’s cheaper to pay the lawsuits, than to practice good medicine/psychology? Yep! their malpractice insurance covers everything, yet all the kickbacks that they get are theirs to keep… It’s called a costs benefits analysis…

I remember being treated here for exposure. I woke up frozen to the ground. I was sleeping outside, by choice, and already had Pneumonia… none of the shelters would take me because of the false mental health diagnosis I was tagged with by all local clinicians. Girls aren’t autistic, or savants according to these physicians back then… Boone got with the program. University is still as bigoted about women with autism/savant syndrome as ever… That’s their male, and female providers… idiots…

Raising awareness about the very deadly ‘groupthink’ (lynch mob) that this particular community, and that of my own hometown of Marshall MO, has CHOSEN for themselves.

Did you know that it’s cheaper to pay the lawsuits, than to practice good medicine/psychology? Yep! their malpractice insurance covers everything, yet all the kickbacks that they get are theirs to keep… It’s called a costs benefits analysis…

This was fun… mark box if… According to your ‘tools’ any woman, or man between the ages of 16 & 45, with a history of pre-adolescent sexual abuse, A*U*T*I*S*M* are high risk for abuse, addiction, etc. DRUG ABUSE, ADDICTION, and S*T*U*P*I*D ‘tools’ like this are a CHOICE! ‘Tools’ being the key word… If your ‘discriminating’ based on a sexual abuse history, or autism, whether or not someone gets to work for a living, or live in a homeless shelter, with NO access to medical care then you are the fucking ‘TOOL’… GET REAL, people…

This says nothing about a risk of addiction, or abuse… one article says we are more likely to do exactly what you say because we don’t have time for B*U*L*L*S*H*I*T… I sure don’t… This bullshit malpractice has cost me 3 1/2 months pay…

Had Green Meadows sent for my records (university has PLENTY of their own albeit FALSIFIED) when I got there an hour early the idiot supervisor for the green team might have saved thousands of dollars in E.R. visits for doctors notes for work… Instead she went on and on about HER ‘feelings’ instead of doing her god damned job… WOW! All of the E.R. physicians openly advised me to see someone else…Boone Hospital Center

Don’t be fooled by it’s bullshit pledge about promoting youth growth…It promotes the white male, and rapists populations… It refused to help the rape victim who committed suicide… Now, it’s making a token effort for the sake of appearances… that’s adding insult to injury…

BY ALL PROTECTED ADULTS, GAYS, LESBIANS, BISEXUALS, TRANSGENDERS, AUTISTIC, AND CHILDREN’ by the ‘Peoples Prodigy’. If your a white frat boy, or a perfectly healthy white sorority girl with an ass the size of a 13 year old girl (just the way these not-so-closeted pederast Missouri men like ’em) then by all means continue to get your care through them. You deserve each other…

This article is dedicated to a true American Hero. She is a Vietnam & Korean War Veteran. She ‘controlled the Naval Movement during the Vietnam War’, flew helicopters (and maintains her license even now), counseled military dependents (including me), served in ‘militarized and D.M.Z.’s’ (de-militarized zones), trained some of ‘West Points’ best, and was probably special forces… She ‘earned her star’ by testifying before congress about the Appropriate Application of Affirmative Action, has ‘the same Diplomatic Immunity as the President of the United Sates, ‘dated John McCain before he ever met Cindy’, she’s a historian, is/was an investigator for the U.S. Department of Justice, and ‘investigates human trafficking’. Her name is Virginia, and because she saved my life, she intermediately helped all of those who’ve I’ve helped, and will continue to help, up to and including MYSELF. That said, if I fuck-up, or misuse my powerful gift then I have insulted her efforts. This, I will not knowingly do. My focus, and steadfast resolve on my personal investigations (systems analysis) may not be obvious… That, again, goes back to a conversation she and I had on the smoking porch at C.A.S.S. when I was discussing my secretiveness with my M.O.’s. She said ‘Like Einstein?” I looked at her because that was the second time that she referred to something from the article I wrote to insure Masons conviction, and lengthy sentence… Just because I suspected why she was there, at least partially, doesn’t mean I yanked her chain… I wasn’t sure, so I played by her rules in not revealing herself, directly… Which she did partially identify herself the day before she left… She, and I, deserve for me to use my gifts exactly as I promised her. She listened, and I talked about some very painful revelations about the state of our union regarding the everyday cover-up of the subtle ways of child predators/traffickers. I believe, perhaps, that she was heartbroken to realize that an autistic female version of Albert Einstein, who learned to that her gifts in mathematics applied socially could (and did) save her own life as a Munchausen S.B.P. & child pornography/trafficking/incest survivor and did autodidactically develop skills that allowed her to do the same for others suffering from child abuse. Like her own private ‘reconnaissance missions’ to rescue tiny little ‘Prisoners of War’ wholike herself came out of the womb fighting for their tiny little lives. No training like those who actually made an adult decision to ‘Serve’ in the military. These tiny warriors were given no choice. Virginia, and I discussed this in short… She said ‘P.O.W.’s are required to try to escape…”

I replied “Yes, but, they have military training… Children have nothing…” She looked down and to her right, and said, “this is very disturbing…” I had to stop as not to upset her, and have her shut down and not absorb these concepts (logical axioms) that I operate from…

The more common definition is one that states once the addict ingests/shoots/smokes any mood altering drug, then they are set into a perilous cycle of uncontrolled physical cravings, and subsequent behaviors. Basically, a true addict can not, by definition, control their drug use.

I can control my much needed pain management medication, and I can AUTHENTICATE via witnesses who keep all meds in the home locked-up for everyone’s safety. I am allowed by my current prescription to take 6 pills a day. It was written on Sunday, July 13th for #20 pills. I had #10 pills left at count when I got out my days supply. That’s #10 pills in about 5 days. Average of #2 a day. That’s because I’m not working because of a very painful medical condition. On the days that I work, and must perform my job, I will take up to the maximum dose IF NEEDED to stay OUT OF THE E>R>. Which is EVERY primary care providers GOD DAMNED J*O*B!!! This SAVES insurance, and taxpayer $$$$ especially when, like me, they have no insurance, yet. Having lot’s of ETRA pain medicine, well documented by my previous care provider, is NOT indicative of drug abuse, or addiction… It is indicative of someone with real pain problems (easily seen by huge surgical scars all over my legs), and a passion for her ‘Prodigious Savant-isms’ which disappear when under harsh side-effects of meds. Chad used to go nuts wondering how I managed to only use HALF of a pain pill… I said “I only want the relief from the harsh NERVE pain, or pain from the tibial rod. NOT the side effects that make me only as smart as you… Professor…” With a smart-ass smile. “Oh! hell NO! You did not just say that to me!” And he rattle off his huge list of credentials as a legal scholar. “Don’t talk to me!” say. I’d be roaring, and the dogs would laugh right along with me!

Anyway, this does not an addict make… I can, and will, lie & pretend to gain the trust of addicted/alcoholic child abusers OF ANY KIND much the same way an undercover Narcotics officer may snort a line of cocaine to gain the trust of his target. I however, am autistic. I will not use street drugs, or actually abuse my own. I will lie to whomever I have to all around the ‘targeted predator’. how will you know the difference? Accountability. I always have witnesses to my own use, and the amounts of meds I take… My meds are literally under lock& key and I have not the key/combonation

I offered the physicians at Green Meadows to have me come in DAILY for a pill count to ESTABLISH my safe use of my medication so that I can work and not have the pain cost me money. They fucking had more excuses for NOT doing their job than a pedophile going to jail. the visit was recorded openly and notoriously not only by them, but by me. Theirs will be in writing, probably falsified. the one that I now have access to will allow you to actually hear my very sincere efforts to ‘reasonably accommodate’ her ‘feelings’ so that I could return to work. She kept interrupting me until I established that I PAID for that time, that it was her job to listen, evaluate, examine, and ‘reasonably accommodate’ my need to go to work despite my pain. She claimed that it was against the law to treat me without my medical records, which she refused to get by stating that “You only get 30 minutes…” most of which she wasted by going on and on with excuses, conjecture, presuppositions, and refusals to actually do her job… YET suggested that I may benefit from back surgery???

UMMMM, surgery is a last ditch effort when nothing else works… And that reference was an attempt to treat, as well as the medications she wrote for. Therefore, according to her, she and every other doctor who treats me in a ‘comprehensive manner’ is guilty of criminal?, and civil? violations??? I am writing a formal grievance to their Risk Management people, because of her deliberate refusal to do her job, Boone Hospital center had to do all the tests, ultrasound, examination on one of my issues to get some answers and write a work release. They also instructed me to be seen by my ‘ARIZONA PROVIDER’ on my discharge papers… Now, I discussed the Green Meadows blatant malpractice with the Boone Hospital E.R. M.D. and showed him the hard copy prescription for the tramadol that the Green meadows M.D. wrote for. An ‘addict’ would not still be hanging on to the hard copy. Nor still in possession of about #16 of #20 pills when I was seen at Green Meadows on the 16th. I counted them in front of the M.D.

You will hear all of her lame excuses for NOT sending for all of my records establishing my very serious orthopedic nightmare of a body. My autism, and savant syndrome. However, all she very admittedly wanted to do was go on & on about her ‘feelings’, her ‘discomfort’, and ESTABLISHED & admitted ‘prejudices’. When she acted on them, she was guilty of discrimination. the other physician GOT what I was saying, and apologized for her when she left, stating that she ‘wasn’t on the same page’. probably because of her barely speaking English.

Oh! Did I just show prejudice? Insensitivity? Act with Discrimination? NOW, HOW DOES IT FEEL? A*S*S*H*O*L*E*. She fucked with my job, my health, my financial ability to provide for myself independently, and as far as I am concerned my life. I take that very personally, and as you will hear, in her nasty condescending tone that came from nowhere because I was very straightforward, and respectful, she DID make it personal.

Again, “All’s fair in Love & War…”

This is going to go very much like the Beasley/ Mason article…. I’m going to peel back the memories in my Savant brain one layer at a time, so that you ‘linear thinkers’ can keep up. So, just when you T*H*I*N*K you know exactly what’s going on in this prodigy’s mind, ( And that’s all it is… just your ‘over-educated flea’ O*P*I*N*I*O*N, of which, you will eventually smell the stink ) I’ll PROVE that no one can ever truly know what I am, or was, up to… Only I know that. However, I am going to share a very vague version. vague because if I revealed my prodigious trade secrets then I would be unleashing a socialized ‘Weapon of Mass Destruction’ for all to use to destroy their competitors. Just like what happened to Einstein’s Theory of Relativity. You don’t remember? let me show you….

Men (and women) in positions of power don’t need my help in destroying each other via ‘intellectual properties’. Such as the millions of deaths via suicide, and the permanent disabilities from the millions of incompleted suicides that occurred from the doctors, like these ignorant/money hungry doctors here in Columbia Missouri, who forced individuals to continue taking Neurontin, and now gabapentin, for ‘off-label uses’. Which is to say uses other that what is F.D.A. approved for that drug. it’s F.D.A. approved as a S*E*C*O*N*D*A*R*Y seizure medication. That’s it.
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This article was written, and authenticated about 16 years ago when I was still in the ‘Prodigious Savant Closet’ and still conducting my own ‘covert operations’, of sorts, as an activist and investigator into the practice of child trafficking by drug addicted/dealing/trafficking mothers, and the drug addicted/dealing/trafficking male pederasts that infest not only the City of Columbia MO, but the many rural areas all over the state of Missouri. Let’s look at the medical definition of addict:

THE UNIVERSITY OF MISSOURI – COLUMBIA THINKS LIKE, AND ACTS LIKE ADOLPH HITLER. THEY PRATICE & MAINTAIN PROPAGANDA CAMPAIGNS via DELIBERATELY F*A*L*S*I*F*I*E*D MEDICAL RECORDS AGAINST ‘PROTECTED’ PATIENTS FOR THE SAKE OF FINANCIAL EXPLOITATION, AND REFERRING US TO ‘SOCIALIZED CONENTRATION CAMPS’ FOR THEIR OWN COMFORT.

The State of Missouri, as well as many of it’s communities practices FEDERALLY FUNDED discrimination on a criminal level reminiscent of those who support the ARYAN BROTHERHOOD, WHITE SUPREMICISTS, AND THE ARYAN RACE. They use dangerous drugs like Neurontin/gabapentin to keep their patients sick (this medication causes suicidal depression, suicidal tendencies, and countless suicides) as it is widely known for over a decade, now.

However, the M.U. health care community has fucked, and sucked, and drank and drove, and cheated, and committed criminal offenses together SO they must ALL participate or they all go down individually… Hence “united we stand, divided we fall’.

Who am I to say all of this?
An autistic adult female prodigious savant who has prodigiously survived, investigated, elicited the confessions of (via her own medical records ;-b) all of the above so that she can be authenticated, or vetted, by any U.S. Department of Justice investigators. Why D.O.J.?

Because the University of Missouri receives federal funding. And when any entity gets federal funding they MUST comply with all federal laws, and guidelines, regarding patients rights, safety, and medical records… however, in my case, and 2 very recent cases of 2 women who came to me for help, these local doctors are in violation of all of the above.

It’s called a ‘propaganda campaign’. Hitler, and the sexual predators of children under the age of five -like Richard Edwin Beasley, Scott Rozear Mason, and his child pornography making father John R. Mason, use these to create an alibi for themselves, create ‘plausible deniability’, and make a ‘preemptive first strike’ against the credibility of the victims. All of this in order to emancipate themselves from any type of civil, or criminal prosecution… So, when they pulled this shit with me, they declared war on me…

“All’s fair in love, and war…”

War is my friend. I use the TRUTH to send out a message about the ways of my enemies, and use my

Let me also make it clear that what Hitler did, like putting upside-down pink triangles on homosexuals, and sending all types of different people -NOT JUST THE JEWS, to the concentration camps because he felt that were to be used up to make as much money from their labor, and then murdered by genocide, and starvation, when they became to expensive and useless to him and his cause is really NO DIFFERENT than the slave owners of the Confederate States, The Trail of Tears, and exactly the ‘white-collar social slavery that’s being perpetrated by the ‘tailgate partying, date-raping, Aryan thinking frat boys right here in Columbia MO.’

So, if anyone is of the mind that I am going to show any mercy to an unbalanced community that’s blowing smoke up their own asses, and blowing smoke up the asses of those who provide their federally funded social terrorism by means of falsified documents perpetuated by ‘groupthink’ then you are sorely mistaken. Everyone must be participating for this to be such an epidemic in this community.

See, when a predator becomes a medical student, and manages to get over on his ‘teachers’ (in their various forms) via his own multiple personality disorder (all predators have this and they use it) to get access to vulnerable/autistic patients for the sole purpose of physically torturing them via performing surgeries W*I*T*H*O*U*T any local, or systemic, ANESTETIC just to make her scream bloody murder, and then tell the nurses who come running from all directions, that “SHE’S being difficult…” (like most autistic individuals are perceived) even though the nurses, and nursing director, didn’t buy his bullshit and stared his sick ass down and TOLD HIM that he just ordered an injection of a system anesthetic, and then ran out of the room to get the injection and ordered the attending physician into the room because they couldn’t get the sick bastard (Ortho surgery student) to stop (because he couldn’t help himself) stabbing said patients ankle where the tunneling from a raging infection that they JUST operated on and squeezing the blood out of her leg, while she let’s out blood- curdling screams heard down the corridors of the University of Missouri Health Sciences Center/Hospital, nothing ever really gets DONE about it because those who caught him in the act have all done drugs, drank and driven, fucked, sucked, and committed serious infractions of their own so they falsify medical records, and perpetuate a nasty propaganda campaign to make sure the patient is never properly treated for her sexual assault perpetrated b y a surgical student who GOT OFF on what he was doing, so that she will be perceived as a ‘difficult patient with a bad attitude’ so no one will listen to the truth. Their bad luck she’s a prodigy, which is to say that she has an enormous memory, and remembers dates, faces, and names of the clinicians who witnessed the grotesque assault by the Dr. Jeffrey Scott Hoskins, who studied under Dr. Jeffrey Anglen.

Then said community demands (by threatening to involuntarily commit you to if you DON’T take it, as they still do to other female patients who’ve asked for my prodigious help, to take Neurontin/gabapentin even though it causes suicide, and suicidal tendencies (that’s how the stabbed/assaulted autistic patient got the shattered leg in the first place) that caused patients taking it to put guns in their mouths, jump off of buildings, and God only knows what else… See, these physicians are beefing up their bottom lines with financial kick-backs. Neurontin (Pfizer Pharmaceuticals) is now available in generic form called gabapentin. Guess who is still the primary manufacturer of generic Neurontin?

The university of Missouri – Columbia health Clinics do make enough ‘token’ efforts at looking like they are in compliance with federal regulations for the sake of ‘plausible deniability’. So, I’ve been told by various staff members who I will protect as sources at all costs.

You are a protected adult if you are:
FEMALE
AFRICAN AMERICAN
PHYSICALLY OR MENTALLY DISABLED
AUTISTIC and/or SAVANT SYNDROME
HISPANIC, OR OF ANY OTHER NON-CAUCASIAN DECENT
NATIVE AMERICAN – like ME (Yes! The Prodigy is of Native American lineage)
ELDERLY
PEDIATRIC PATIENTS
OF A RELIGEON OTHER THAN CHRISTIAN
GAY, LESBIAN, BI, TRANSGENDERED, POLYAMOROUS
NOT BORN IN THE UNITED STATES

Doctors have come from distant cities
Just to see me
Stand over my bed
Disbelieving what they’re seeing

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

Newspapers ask intimate questions
Want confessions
They reach into my head
To steal the glory of my story

They say I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as they can see they can offer
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

People see me
I’m a challenge to your balance
I’m over your heads
How I confound you and astound you
To know I must be one of the wonders
Of god’s own creation
And as far as you can see you can offer me
No explanation

O, I believe
Fate smiled and destiny
Laughed as she came to my cradle
Know this child will be able
Laughed as she came to my mother
Know this child will not suffer
Laughed as my body she lifted
Know this child will be gifted
With love, with patience and with faith
She’ll make her way

Being a prodigy is a prodigious pain in the ass. I can predict, and manipulate not only people, but groups of people, entire communities, multiple jurisdictions, and come up with a plan on how to do it LEGALLY -including contingency planning- in a microsecond. I did it on my article (book) I wrote to insure Mason’s conviction. In mathematics it called ‘probabilities’.

Though, I did not have a name for it, nor had I heard of John Forbes Nash as a kid, or even more recently until I read ‘A Beautiful Mind’. However, I still SAW what he calls ‘governing dynamics’ in my head all of my life. At the individual level, group/family level, community, state, national, global. I see it in microseconds like one long equation, however, it’s 1000’s of memories of events, sound bites from what people have said, and logical axioms that apply.

Everything we say, and do, ADDS UP TO SOMETHING…

“We are the sum total of our choices.” – Woody Allen

This goes, too, for families, groups, communities, states, nations, and the world…

“We’re all faced throughout our lives with agonizing decisions, moral choices. Some are on a grand scale, most of these choices are on lesser points. But we define ourselves by the choices we have made. We are, in fact, the sum total of our choices. Events unfold so unpredictably, so unfairly, Human happiness does not seem to be included in the design of creation. it is only we, with our capacity to love that give meaning to the indifferent universe. And yet, most human beings seem to have the ability to keep trying and even try to find joy from simple things, like their family, their work, and from the hope that future generations might understand more” – Woody Allen

You may wonder why on earth I’d want to do such a thing…

Simple.

To stay alive, AND live my life the way our U.S. Constitution says I’m allowed to live it…

In the ‘pursuit of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness…’

Now Charles Darwin’s theory of our evolution teaches the concepts of ‘survival of the fittest’. This makes us a very competitive bunch. You all are not ‘prodigious savants’, so, you are a bunch of very insecure little bastards…. Hey! truth hurts. Most of you only feel good when your fucking up the success of others, and taking over the territory.

Let me show you how it’s done…. Prodigious savant style. It’s not about winning every battle. It’s about winning as many as possible and sending a very important message that the ‘pillars of the community’ do not have an inalienable right to ‘socially starve’ the less fortunate members of a community. This creates I*N*E*Q*U*A*L*I*T*Y. That’s ‘the rich getting richer, and the poor getting poorer’. that’s Nazi tactics.

Like that pathetic 13 year old doctor that thought she one-upped me, yesterday. I set her up. I deliberately went to the exam in a tremendous amount of pain to be as symptomatic in my autism as possible. When I’m over-stimulated I look like a ‘retard’ as these University of Missouri college students like to refer to me.

This child M.D. ( I asked her if she was a child prodigy! LOL ) I think I pissed her off… Anyway, I was seen on an emergency basis for ‘female’ problems that have been ongoing for quite sometime. This little girl, nor her clinic, EVER asked me for my medical history… Not any of it.

Now, I ask you, HOW IN THE HELL can ANY physician do any kind of a comprehensive medical evaluation on a 44 year old female who is bleeding so severely only 14 days after a heavy menses cycle without even ASKING for her FULL medical history?

No physician can. Period. And she was no exception. her bigotry, youth, and her arrogance, and open and notorious practice of discrimination against persons with disabilities lead her to make a diagnosis, and a referral to an expensive specialty clinic, even though she very subtly refused to make a reasonable accommodation for me to return to work at full- time hours so that I might pay for all this highly specialized ‘pelvic floor’ therapy… This tiny little girl with M.D. after her name still hasn’t grown up enough to realize that money doesn’t grow on trees, and that her J*O*B is to keep me working (provided that it’s safe) and paying taxes. NOT to cost the taxpayers because of her insensitivity to the needs of persons with disabilities. We don’t have to live in the ‘social cages’ that she, a lily-white cracker, decides is more comfortable for her if we’re in our ‘proper places’. This is reminiscent of the days when persons with any mental health disabilities such as depression, addiction, autism were sent to asylums. The state of Missouri still has one for ‘retards’ like me… It’s called the Missouri State School.

First of all, my ‘pelvic floor’ is fine. Her bullshit diagnosis for sake of referring me to that specialty clinic (kickbacks? or does University of Missouri hospital clinics need more bodies to get their federal funding)

She was right up there with the University of Missouri physicians who gave me Neurontin/gabapentin for pain… And then my suicide attempts that left me with 2 shattered legs:

I was giggling like hell…”I’m not screwing anybody, either…” I reported. “I’m going to screw someone, again, someday. I’m not sure if she’ll be interested in screwing me back, though… I need to loose a good 50 lbs. to be able to perform.” I replied.

“Well don’t screw anyone. People are going to come at you from all directions. They’ll try to set you up.”

I reassured her that I was very sexually self reliant and only have eyes for very specific types of females, and I wasn’t at risk for getting laid in Arizona. Missouri chicks are where it’s at…

I was thinking about how pain is controlling my entire life, right now. Just because I’m not moaning, and groaning, and raising hell <b> in such a way that it’s obvious to you </b> doesn’t mean you have the right to <b> judge </b> my predicament as an autistic person with <b>severe chronic pain <b>. I see the ‘big picture’, or to better explain it… <b> I see the Butterfly Effect, and exactly how the flapping of the wings creates a ‘ripple effect’, or ‘domino effect’ <b> . Projecting is something that we all do based on our experiences. For you <b> linear thinkers <b> your projections are in one layer of the onion. I see all layers all at once, and can manipulate via my own ‘Windows’ operating system called an eidetic memory. I can see multiple layers, in multiple dimensions, all at once. I can also analyze the mathematics, or <b> governing dynamics </b> of all of these relative systems based on multiple ‘absolutes’ (logical axioms) plan interventions, possible outcomes/responses, plan my interventions/responses for those possibilities/probabilities, and then do <b>contingency planning</b> even further, and further out… I can go backwards with the analysis, as well… </b></b></b></b></b></b>

So… what’s the point? I am looking at art, dreaming up art, and occasionally a cute librarian to forget about the pain. Then, I think ‘Yummy! Handsome woman!’, then about sex, then my conversation with Virginia popped up right along with some very graphic visuals about the cute librarian. She could be my ‘Love At First Sight’s brunette sister… It’s all about association… Now the good visuals are gone, and I’m in pain, and pissed off, again…

Thanks! Virginia…

My pain is in control of my life because, as usual, a University of Missouri physician was NOT IN CONTROL of her emotions, prejudices, bigotry, ignorance, or ‘feelings’…as she put it. I made every offer to accommodate her ‘discomforts’ so she could ‘establish’ me as a patient (which is what I PAID for), do a <b>comprehensive</b> examination as I am AUTISTIC, and in need of <b> conservative pain management because of the delicate balance needed to numb the pain, without numbing my enormous memory, and <b> sex drive</b> as well. ( you linear thinkers orgasm in linear form. I do not. Everything I experience both inside, and out, is powerfully ‘multiple’, and in the ‘abstract’ (multi-layered). Jealous, yet? I may be a ‘fat retard’ to you, but from where I set… YOU”RE the ‘retarded’ ones. If you need drugs, and alcohol is a drug, to loosen up, and have decent sex… then THAT’S pretty fucking retarded, to me…</b>

Now, imagine this superhuman dynamic, spirituality, and sexuality not only taken away, but leaving you feeling like a shell of a human being… that’s what Neurontin/gabapentin did to me. And these local physicians forced me to take the shit, gave misdiagnosis, assaulted me with a scalpel for being a ‘retard’ (the word is autistic’ you pricks), and left me with 39 breaks/fractures, and a M.R.S.A. colonization.

This is probably the most intelligent caregiver that I have ever had… I told her I had savant syndrome, and immediately new that I was probably autistic. She spent a lot of time doing verbal, and physical examinations. She didn’t seem in the least bit interested in obtaining the falsified records, and misdiagnoses of the TWO hospitals that damn near killed me by forcing me to take Neurontin, and pursuing malicious forms of treatment based on their bullshit diagnosis.

In April/May of 2002 I was brought in by ambulance to Tallahassee Memorial Hospital because 1) the persistent M.R.S.A. infection 2) uncontrolled pain even though I had a Duregesic patch and a prescription for Percocet which neither worked because of the Neurontin in my system 3) I wasn’t feeling right, like I did the day that I jumped in MO and broke my leg

Now, Tallahassee Memorial had already had me inpatient for the M.R.S.A. & chronic osteomyelitis. they however, completely missed the autism, and savant syndrome. I was, again, labeled as a ‘difficult’ patient. So, after I told them I wanted to kill myself, they just acted on their ignorant prejudices and set me in a wheelchair, out in the E.R. waiting room…

Now, I’m not right in my head, autistic and the lobby was full of screaming sick kids & adults…

I snap.

I get on the elevator, take it to the highest floor their was a button for, THANK GOD it was the parking garage elevator so it only went to 2, and went out and JUMPED from the parking garage (about 15-18′) and landed on concrete right outside of the E.R. and Ambulance bay. No ‘bama-lance needed… Everyone started screaming and the staff ran out to scrape me off of the drive-way.

I do not remember this fondly. In hind-sight I see how Tallahassee Memorial hospitals failure to comply with their own protocols for caring for patients who say the feel like hurting themselves, especially one with a history of violent suicide attempts. Even though my history of suicide attempts is restricted to only while I was ON NEURONTIN/ Gabapentin, they still fucked up. Their policy was to have mental health patients set in a chair where any member of the staff could keep an eye on them until they had a bed… They didn’t do this…

Then, there is the Neurontin… I would never do some shit like that in front of a bunch of children, or anyone else for that matter. I am very private, about just about everything, unless someone goes out of their way and makes very dangerous decisions… Then I will take my ‘fight’ out into a public area (social media) so everyone can see exactly what I do and not-quite exactly how I do it.

The point is to create a public referendum, which can create balance.

Let’s look at the definition of:

bal·ance
/ˈbaləns/
noun
noun: balance; plural noun: balances
1. an even distribution of weight enabling someone or something to remain upright and steady.
“slipping in the mud but keeping their balance”
synonyms: stability, equilibrium, steadiness, footing More
“I tripped and lost my balance”

antonyms: instability
•stability of one’s mind or feelings.
“the way to some kind of peace and personal balance”

2. a condition in which different elements are equal or in the correct proportions.
“overseas investments can add balance to an investment portfolio”