Haha nope...I'm due the 27th, so I am technically considered full term now but who knows when it will come. First babies are traditionally late, and my mom was late with all four. However, the baby dropped today (which was the craziest feeling ever!) so really it could happen any time now. Hopefully soon!

Hah, no I don't know the gender...they don't tell people at our hospital but I didn't think I would want to know anyways. I have so many orders for what day the baby should come...two days late and it's someone's birthday, two days early it's my friend Heather's birthday...a week early it's someone else's birthday. Blah. I think the 12th is my old roommate's birthday too. But that's tomorrow and I can't really foresee it happening today...dammit.

Maybe I really am horrible. This evening I basically told my AUNT to fuck off but not in those words. I really don't want to hear from her anymore and I am sick of being polite. Look, she really had it coming and I just don't consider her family.

I am simply so very jealous of Caity! Truth is I am so worried about her and the thought of never knowing her sweet embrace enrages me! I am trying so hard to be happy for her.