Monday, February 18, 2008

In training--Trust and Obey

Trust and Obey popped into my head as I was running today. I really didn't want to go--it was too cold to run outside, so I was back on the treadmill. I didn't want to, but my training program is ramping up, so I did it anyway. I want to be able to finish the race, so whether I feel like it or not, I do it anyway. I'm trusting that the trainer knows what they're talking about, and if I want to be able to walk the week after the race, I'll follow their directions.

Somedays I wonder if I treat God, the ultimate trainer in my spiritual race, as well as I do someone I've never met. Do I trust Him that He knows what's best for my family? Am I going to obey Him and not covet other people's pregancies? Am I going to turn to God or turn to food when I'm frustrated, angry, or otherwise upset? It's a choice, and it'll determine whether I finish the race well.

Lord, I want to trust and obey You. Show me where I'm not, and help me to do it, even when I don't want to.

3 comments:

Ann, I'm sorry for poking my nose in where it certainly doesn't belong, but my intentions are good.We've lost 2 babies ourselves so I can understand some of the pain you're feeling. Have you considered adoption? It seems like lately every time I turn on the radio they're talking about the need for adoptive parents.Again, please forgive me for intruding......it's just a thought..Judy

Jan, we have--but we haven't had the burning desire. Our house wouldn't pass inspection by an adoption agency (we're in year 9 of rennovating a huge Victorian), so I don't even think it's possible. But I am keeping it in mind!