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word of warning- I had been using Fanstory as a sort of back up for my files as it is a paid for site--because people had hacked into my laptop and I thought is was safe. Someone changed something on the site and masses of my work has disappeared.. and I had no copies. Do not use it as a back-up. or your work might share the same fate..

the lab operatives, mainly Alyson nee Megan, have your log in, they bring up your poem put on edit take it off and repeat the poem in front - taking the one for their own use- it is called total reduction and destruction therapy, as it is called therapy it is not a crime in the UK

amazing all the stuff people write, yet the reality is much worse for some of us, yet no one wants to know, odd -

October 15, 2015 at 4:20AM

I am Cat: WEll, i suppose it's all in the telling... I've told some truly awful things on here... yet in a way as to NOT tell it at all... they've been very well received... I think it's mostly about writing in such as way as to not mortally wound the person reading as much as the poet might have been wounded themselves in the living, you know? ;)
I've not read your work, but I'm happy to find out what it is you're interested in telling (as long as it doesn't re-traumatize me in the doing so...)
But that's how I protect me. ;)

yesterday : Dr Meyer Psychiatrist, Edgware Rd London, tore up all your BA and MA essays, after all the lab staff and all their illegitimate children used them, as the lab ST BARTHS HUMAN research, had taken 20% OFF all university marks. Meyer has 6 illegitimate children, and Dr Irvine Middlesex Hospital London, has between 6 and 8 illegitimate children.

bertodi: illegal covert program paid for by Kissinger 63 million for outlawed in the USA remote tools- they put us on a monitor in 1983 - all my University work and creative art (see fan art) was on the monitor illegally, so they are spreading my work everywhere to destroy any claim I might have.T he Program was designed by a californian Hum Res man and is to run for 100 years. USA has suffered from it too- Covert, so no one can stop it.

I notice that my 'reality writes'which I know to be true, always get lower reviews than any sort of 'fantasy' -mild or wild. What does that say about us?

January 6, 2015 at 1:55AM

Imogen JH: Fact is stranger than fiction. But fiction is often easier to deal with.

January 6, 2015 at 7:53AM

michaelcahill: I get just the opposite. I bust my butt on a piece of fiction, ho hum. I write a little anecdote from my life. OOOHHH AAAHHH!

January 6, 2015 at 1:19PM

patcelaw: I find that my poetry of my faith is well received, my humor stuff is well accepted by women, but not so much from men. The nature essays I have done in a series are pretty well review kindly.

still having problems with my laptop- though I like to acknowledge all those who review me, I am finding it impossible to flick back. Please accept my apologies. As for my situation, I am not going to lie and pretend it is not happening as I did for many years- that way these people never stop, which is exactly what happened in Nazi Germany!

Eveline of Cricklewood, UK - we have given her more of your work with guarantees of sales..as her mother Margaret, for whom we have sold all your stories. Because Princess Di was on the machine, we gave her aunty all your stories to sell, it is a continuation whilst we are alive-

my laptop is tied to the science computer at St Barths Human Research, by Werner paid to come to London, to show them what tricks he could do..they are still changing the spellings on a lot of my messages and work from the lab. Been doing this for a long time.

8 LAB Women have now had books from your work-- Health Ministry- establish copyists with her work and she will never be heard.. Faye Fielding daughter of John and Lawren operatives,, Jean Beaumond, wife of operative Simon. Alyson /Megan operative, Francis Opertive, Maud Operative, Bernice manageress niece of Dr Meyere Edgeware Rd London St barths, Human Research nieces of Bernice Many others have taken the work as their own too-
quote today: The envy and hatred of these Jews is unbelievable, for a family which helped their people when it meant death to do so!
ALL RF WORK IS ON THE LAB MONITOR ILLEGALLY Since 1984 in this way she cannot prove it is her work-- first words, then sentences, then phrases, then titles, then whole paragraphs then straight copies- orders from Ministry of Health- THE DEATH OF AN ARTIST

adewpearl: There is a line, though, between what is impressionistic and allows for the reader's imagination to take over and what is just unclear. If, for instance, you're writing a poem of social/political criticism and the reader can't tell what it is you're for or against, then you have not communicated your point of view clearly enough for the reader to get your point.

September 24, 2014 at 6:49AM

DIS-illusioned: Could someone, please, write a poem on what a poem really is--or is not.
I just might read it--but more likely won't.

September 24, 2014 at 7:27AM

granny goes viral: OK, a poem is not a long paragraph. Or a set of long paragraphs. Neither is some prose, but I digress. A poem is not a book report, although you can make a book report a poem if you have a cool professor. A poem has form. A visual form. At least mine do.
The form (for me) dictates how it should be read. Spaces left for breathing or "thinking". Form like italics or thumping your hand on the table can be visualized into sound by where the words sit...land...fade. For me anyway. Poetry is saying less but meaning more. Taking out the non-essentials of speech and leave only the emotions. A poem is strong. Very, very strong. Now...write a poem about this. Nah, don't feel like it.

Re ANXIETY--brain washing by the media etc does not get to the core of human understanding. Artists are not the only sensible people out there, who know -get to know the secrets of what is going on in the world under its fancy covers, then at least you can come out openly. Why were the Jews cornered, things were going on which were not what people like to think of. They are going on now, not so organised but there just the same. Anxiety with many people is that they know somehow, something, but cannot face the fact that society is so corrupt till it is thrust into their faces and lives.

Sunday, 2.30pm put on poem, lab wipes it off, will put on again this his evening when different pakistani operative is on the machine- after I finish my work-

September 21, 2014 at 9:26AM

DIS-illusioned: Remember, every word you write tacks on 10 more years to your sentence. :-/

September 21, 2014 at 4:35PM

bertodi: thank you- I now write publicly as for years I had been silent which seemed to make this lab group worse. I am now 70 yrs old and this program began in 1991. It was signed for by a former MINISTER of HEALTH ( 10 mil in his pocket. Lawyer here"it is impossible to sue the Establishment. Many have tried")I was adviced: talk- Being Hungarian ethnic though living in England for over 60 yrs. I live quietly, thought merely some lunatics who will go away! They haven't! The Progr. is directed mainly at the english rather than all the terrorists who live here- who would complain internationally. English say-'The only way to deal with our people is to embarrass them publicly if you are a little person.
Everyone here is scared of the 'racist card'. I am a teacher, with a daughter who was presented at Buckingham Palace with an award for services to Education, respectfully decent and I stayed silent for too long! I have never hurt a soul, have only this corrupt lab to fear- They commented "it was an opportunity for illegal stuff to be practised publicly"- From USA- we had this in Montana, not as cruel as yours in the UK!! USA told UK to abort program long ago. It was shelved there as unworkable. I do not wish to die, and like the ordinary Germans, it be said after me: she knew and said nothing!

When the Hum Res lab. kill, they call it an EVENT- today:'' we need another EVENT to practice'' from - female operative: ''our job is to destroy all and record the destruction, blocking all help.''
Murder, rape, theft you name it.
''We are now world wide - for the technology and we paid countries to take it, use our artists, teachers, lecturers to destroy in the program (started 1991).''
Remote-Torture today all through lessons. Pain is very bad. Operative Mubarak, ''a particular type of murderer,'' permitted by our STATE- no one stops them, they now have many deaths on their hands- put over today- 'the girls used for sex in UK are whores in our eyes, that is all.'

all thieves of work moved RF stuff round to others, friends etc Ziegler New York, advised- have the whole country write her stuff up, she/me won't have a leg to stand on, for using her as a live donor for your computer- Op RaBina pressing left arm for weeks now. She didn't have a bad heart but will have. I failed my GCSE so I am a lab researcher kill and destroy people in the nation. Friend of Operative Rafiq who manslaughtered young english man.

four cheats, (quote-we are all jewish)live Finchley, use your work, copy some. Friends of Bernice, Manageress of St Barths Human Research lab- yes, we know your family saved jews from Hitler and that you went to Synagogue to meet our people. Tough!

Fay Fielding Redbridge London,(daughter John Feldman raised to St Barths from operative) JeanBeaumond wife of operative Simon, Alyson, etc Families of St Barths Human Research lab- 10 am have again skimmed through your work and life, this time your childhood in Scunthorpe. Mainly add and make out it is ''jewish lives''-guaranteed sales/ we have to tell her/me as part of the program**they are following, nothing to do with me, except they use us, because Dr Meyer Edgeware Rd London used my work at his hobby writing group as his own and Mrs Meyer sent my sketches 30 of them to design, paid 1000's tho' very, very rich people, design accepted tracings from my sketches + Kleins and Paco Rabin/We can lie if anyone asks us if we did it- but inititally we have to tell her as it is all her work. No one believes her, she is a poor teacher artist, we are all very rich. that is why they are pressing your left arm remote, they want you dead. recently working out an accident to use on you-

Some site writers are a bit behind the times about the UK. It is no longer the lovely if a little eccentric island it used to be. Once you had to be selected to come here as were we, now you select to come here. It is now an IMMIGRATION ISLAND with very few bars to entry. I have been here sixty years and having a none english name merely implies that your ethnicity is different from the english. Tory MP right of the right, said about me: quintessentially english, totally.

ten days now pressing artery in left arm, laser beam presses to stop blood flow. Used on totally handicapped with sluggish systems. The operatives are training killer tactics on my body. m/s not so hard now, you are destroying her arm, which we intended you to do after the recent remote manslaughter of the young forty year old english man.

Operative Loraine- St Barths Hum Res. London-- NO TORTURE IN THE WEST? What we do to you is straight torture-- we call it - LIMIT HER HEALTH...IT DOESN'T matter as they saved JEWS FROM HITLER back then-- so we destroy them-our payment for their loyalty.

3.8.14- torture since 7 am. Pressing artery of left arm with beam till blood stops flowing. This is done by remote beam- all tried out long ago in Vietnam on prisoners along with all of it, so the english lab have no excuse. USA advised them, abort -Painful beyond belief.- 4pm '' // It has been slaughter in UK quiet deaths- They use this as I am teaching during lessons, though the pain is horrendous. Once when I was teaching at Barnsley College, they tried to crush my bones by remote beam. I cannot even describe the pain. Used a Pakistani woman for this too.

Budapest Human Research -paid by St Barths Hum Res London, to use USA advances(program 1991- THE TIMES pd for by Kissinger 63 million and Brussels 8 mill ) to get London H.R. out of trouble for looping their illegal beaming of our lives quietly lived, going to Uni etc all over the place, sent my work from monitor in London, illegally lodged there, have published it-- ''it sold'' said their bastard, so we will copy it. I had gone over to Hungary to get a place, take my mum home before she died and start teaching there as London Hum Res as well as the constant pressure, kept up the 'get out, we don't need a scandal' cry. Allan Manager of Human Research London also /they send someone from London where ever I go, frightened I will tell their secrets which to put it in the words of their Pakistani no schools technicians, would be hanging offences in their country and in all other countries- cheated me at every point. It is done by subsound- involuntary action/everyone is put on the satelite and monitor and manipulated. NOT NEW been going on secretly in England over fifty years, USA sixty years/-- somehow I had not imagined the Hungarians as being lice who followed such lice-- I am saddened. Someone put on: the Huns are no longer like you or yours from the past were, they are at the same level of corruption as we are and anything goes, helpless trodden underground. Budapest has not yet given the name out of the offending cheat, female-

PROGRAM 1991 THE TIMES signed by clerk UNO paid for Kissinger 62 mill. Brussels 8Mill. EXTREMING - crimes to make a data base of crimes filmed minute by minute, to keep for the future when they will clean our country up-they? The LORDS our german jewish Lords, just as Hitler cleaned up Germany after the 20's - the Lords condoning and encouraging the use of Crime. I am disgusted by them, Melcher, Shilling the lot of them--//pressing arteries in left arm for 24 hours now and skull and brain/ these are used for waterheads(don't know the real name, that is what they put over the microsound) to get sluggish systems working but are torture for tiny, small women who are normal..torture constant, daily: ''to let you know we are watching you and to keep you silent. So now I do speak and no one believes me!''and that is how they get away with it-

It is called a 'phase out' of life- planned USA for London lab to get them out of trouble- ANNA Health Ministry: I will bring the nation to its knees before I go to Prison for my crimes- and so she is//circle, circle.Sandra Wagstaff Scunthorpe now writing, on the machine//Paula Shaw, Hemel Hemstead, on the machine to be pushed by the lab- every one I knew will be put on to the machine, fed into their brains. ''we do not check if they are cancerous anymore''- just part of fate if they are now.USA warned the lab St barths Hum Res to ensure portholes closed as it activated cancers/one of their own men has died from something like breast cancer from it- he had the cancer gene.

Poetry.com USA ordered by Hum Res to wipe off all her many poems from their site, we said she was a mental - all are to be used by our stooges whom we raise and lab operatives and families for their own work// added - They saved Jews, and that is how you treat them? hm/ Someone who calls himself LUCAS, severe torture each morning from Lucas worse than most have inflicted, always on head and brain-

Rice Sticks, another of her poems, use everything and anything of hers and keep on using it and using it= WE PUT THE WRONG INFO ON THE FILE SO THAT WE COULD USE THEM TO DEATH so we have to destroy her and her family/ and the Jews over used them- damaged their bodies badly.

United Nations will have to sue Scotland for thefts and terrorising your life and home, with all area thieves, and also EU.. as they signed for the program to be used, clerk there but we did not tell him what we were doing- IT WAS FOR THE JEWESS

microsound midnight- lab opened doors remote of your home two consecutive nights, cued two thieves -mentaly slow Jamie LEsmahagow and Roman caltholic career thief Blackwood, who uses my university work for his 12 year old daughter to write as her own work at Hamilton High School, Lanark,-to enter and rob your paintings, UEL writings and what you have left of goods/

Pressing lung badly- terrible pain. microsound over-I wanted to destroy you, now I have the chance.(Op Mohammad or Op Sita) why are asians given the tools for torture of the population? if it ever gets out properly, they will be blamed -quote- lab chooses people with vicious tendencies then trains them into further savagery.

they're using the Scots kids- all the father's are housebreakers-the children use the stolen uni essays in school,now being fed my work, including art into their brains.none of them had any talent before, except cheating. The process activates cancers in some, so they might die within a decade. We check our jewish families if they are cancerous before we put them onto the machine, but not others, so some have died from being on the machine. USA warned srictly about opening the portholes- warned them but St Barths took no notice. Alex, Glasgow doesn't care- as long as he climbs by it.

who needs stories when real life is like this?? inside job thefts--Ministries - we don't care what corruption goes on as long as all looks quiet on the surface-- and often join in the corruption themselves.

Glasgow told keep circling, repeating all crimes, they intend to set off a bomb here to watch - I am supposed to feel that is payment for the crap they have done, several children of thieves Hamilton High School, Lesmahagow High School and Motherwell College, used my BA and MA essays at school / college and gained merits with them, to cover the west indian youths etc at Sheffield..

Danny west indian ethnic-Ideswell rd Sheffield west indian who robbed my house several times, then used my BA and MA essays he stole for a place at Newcastle Uni has again written another of my BA essays as his own/ watched- he is still a thief even now.

Leoni, Sheffield= west indian origin, being used by the lab st barths Hum Res, is being given a very good job, as she had poetry fed into her brain by the Egyptian at the lab and Damien and she were watched etc- hope she isn't cancerous

all governments world wide know it is going on, a covert international program /process, so are giving Cameron the flack, as they think he should close it.(I thought he would, but the politicians are on the death machine too, ie Bhutto etc- Lords (Lords are not there for their brains but for some sort of exceptional activity yet they rule!) told it is a ongoing program to ''sort things out''- with more than 2000 deaths already, torture as only experienced in KZ Lager and some of our Lords old german jews? come on.Giving it all fancy names does not work, nationwide reality games and such. Rubbish it boils down to the same. None so blind as those who do not want to see. A process to cover England/ a corrupt lab/ for internal and international crimes--I quote: by the worst the USA has to offer and paid for by Kissinger's money, using Asian Cleaners..like Hitler's chicken farmer. The poor people of England always get it in the neck from their government's stupidity or sheer laxity.

The Cabinet knows the nation is being used, but does not know what tools Franklyn USA has given the evil lab or how they are being used, nor the quality of the staff -Cowboy ideas being practiced..along with lies- Obscenities, imaging and Anna and the staff.who hex anyone who might pose a threat to them. COmmented one staff member as a Lord stood flirting with Anna instead of checking: my god the people who rule our country are stupid! a not infrequent comment-

It is a way of destroying an artist /writer/ poet etc --for those whose minds are not tuned to the nasty and nastinesses in life.
It has turned out to be the biggest scam of every type in the history of mankind- and the deaths now tops over 2000, some very famous ones.(Lords- find all loopholes, never mind who suffers as long as it is not their Lordships) The suffering I prefer not to reveal, as there is one man, and others, who is waiting to kill me remote, though my family kept his people alive from Hitler..

Harry doctor Irvine Middlesex hospital London, who uses your work- quote: I am making your 'Milizia is coming' poem into Germans are coming/ another cousin (all J. lab families using my work as their own with guarantees) re my Elsham Refugee camp poems, I have re-written them and worsened as camps in Germany. added a Glasgow Operative:'no wonder the Americans have no idea of the truth, though most of what they write as truth has been hear say, now it is copied from other refugee types..still everyone believes them.Typical USA-'

May 21, 2014 at 5:01AM

adewpearl: After months of reading your profile posts and not understanding what the heck is going on, I'm going to ask. Could you explain in ten sentences or fewer the gist of what you are talking about? Explain it clearly, please, to those of us who don't have a clue, who your posts are about and exactly what it is they are supposed to be doing.

bertodi: laboratory St Barths Human Research, covert operation,runs through Yodrel bank and Emley Moore, and satelite from lab- also BBC. Paid for by Kissinger 62 million Brussels 8 million Permitted by former Minister of Health, Arnold: saying 'we have a surfeit of population, you may use them.'.. Human Research ran the experimental camps of Hitler Germany. Much of this used in Dachau. Brought back by the USA from Belsen, who used it with care!! unlike UK in the mother of all experiments, called excessing- Haifa man said, you are talking about Treblinka things being used now by remote/yes answered the lab. Many have died in so called accidents or what is seen as health reasons.

lab st barths quote:' Change some of her stuff and put on bad metaphors and double.. she'll straighten them out as she checks regularly and doesn't use them normally.. and take off -again- all interesting words, phrases, sentences etc.'

quote- your background is too clean so they had to do something..
THIS MORNING- We are using your folders and changing all the work on your sites yet again, 30th circle of crimes- lab commits the crimes remote and records them..sadly the operatives are from the lowest IQ and encouraged to destroy as nastily as they can.

quote- your background is too clean so they had to do something..
THIS MORNING- We are using your folders and changing all the work on your sites yet again, 30th circle of crimes- lab commits the crimes remote and records them..sadly the operatives are from the lowest IQ and encouraged to destroy as nastily as they can.

The lab has now takent the weekly test papers I wrote at Princess Alexandre Hospital, I have an excellent memory and usually wrote two foolscap pages full 92 to 97% and all the wound theory and stories of happenings on the ward and poems I had written back then. They really put the boot in at the hospital. I later heard that Anna warned ******** at Homerton Hospital, if you dare tell anyone what I have done, I will get you! using remote to kill women. USA says: Anna has too many male genes and always seems to kill women and has gone bent bsides- someting they say happens to some women scientists-

The lab has now takent the weekly test papers I wrote at Princess Alexandre Hospital, I have an excellent memory and usually wrote two foolscap pages full 92 to 97% and all the wound theory and stories of happenings on the ward and poems I had written back then. They really put the boot in at the hospital. I later heard that Anna warned ******** at Homerton Hospital, if you dare tell anyone what I have done, I will get you! using remote to kill women. USA says: Anna has too many male genes and always seems to kill women and has gone bent bsides- someting they say happens to some women scientists-

I think a lot of people would be amazed at the real advances this group of criminals have from the USA, using (Iquote) the UK as their testing station for all things- I was in teh WJAC so recognise a lot of them..

Bernice manageress of St Barths-- ''our people are brilliant, copying Renate's lifelong work (yes they saved jews, we did it to save Dr Meyere Edgeware Rd London)- and the West Indians of Page Hall Sheffield we used to rob it all and copy it and now the Scots of Lesmahagow Scotland, we are repeating the process robbing the last of her work now used by all the jewish families of the lab / They promote their own-- quote just now at Sheffield Library

lab St barths have just intercepted email with photos of friends and their children then wiped the photos off my laptop folders. M/s YOU WERE GAME (eh?) they say it is a nurses form I signed asked to go to West Ham Community Health April 1991 by Sister on Ward where I was nursing, for nursing help given, then refused to give copy - it has gone higher she screamed and sapeena me, sapeena me (then I hadn't a clue what sapeena me meant!) three solicitors have not found the form. One an Indian in Plastow, found a form I am supposed to have signed Sept 6th 1991 I was sitting in a classroom at a lecture at the UEL at that time!! The signature was not mine. The covert program started in 1991 to cover the international and internal crimes of St barths Hum Res. They asked USA lover friend of bosssess Anna to help them out.

New Young women in lab, English, Annabell, Lisa, Belinda and others, extremely criminal QUOTE:''I don't care what they do to other English people as long as I get a good wage and raising.''(they are all paid half a grand weekly plus many, many benefits, don't believe that about no money in the country.) The England we were brought to after the war was not like this! Anna junior secretary of Min of Health: England's future lies in her pakistanis/ I lived in Pakistan and have studied their religion and philosophy, I think she is totally on the wrong track! TOTALLY- I dare not say what I think of her. Jewish MP I don't care who comes to this island as long as I am at the top of the pile.

Pakistani operatives- Mustafa, Feyzal, and Jamal- we will fleece RF till she is a pauper and has not one word of writing nor one drawing left. I want to destroy her drawings.- these men are vicious and have killed repeatedly remote.. trained by John Feldman, of Redbridge raised to Board of St Barths for his terrible work/Yes, they cry at what happened to theirs? His wife Lauren Feldman, op. and daughter Fay Feldman, used all my written and painted work as their own JEWISH work (Hungarian and Austrian Christian work actually )and were raised artificially.

9am m/s It is no good foolproofing banks when you are robbing one elderly, lone pensioner woman of her pension.//excuse for each operative (former cleaners and health workers) syphoning money out of my account - for years now. 'Get Lisa off the machine, she is stupid'. Lisa took £50 out/ Mustafa took £48 out he added, my age- Anna calls the paki operatives 'the children.' these children kill and maime.

Emails,letters also intercepted again- why? we were so brutal to you and yours we cannot turn it back. Today's quote from lab: if you had not gone to Synagogue it might not have happened. Sadly the Rabbi Rothschild Leeds is a very genuine person and probably has no idea of the horror of these fellow religionists- using a lot of remote torture again/ womb irritant, nasty. Hype BP . Pressing heart/ USA discovered the womb irritant by accident women giving birth, but do not use these things as weaponry. Also when they test they use small amounts on many, many people across the country and then try to make it up by putting things in their way etc- british do not. Anna Junior Secretary of Ministry of Health: I have always wanted to throw everything at one person and see how they coped! She has 'turned' long ago, the USA said, some of the women become like that.

the circle has begun again, thirtieth or so I believe- some sort of psychiatric method called spinning, you put lots of stupid stuff onto a file and keep on using it, till all is totally depleted and nothing is left except to the lab cheats and their chosen few. It has been used often and is a known method of destruction..quote-it is the best way we can deplete your writings, paintings and bank accounts, we even rob your clothes and if caught someone else gets the blame. It is called an experimental extreme program. Each time we keep the most savage of the operatives on, for the next round, paid half a grand a week plus benefits, plus all they can take from you.they manufacture crimes and then enact them remote. A lot of the weaponry is old stuff- ie hyping bp used on what they call water heads with sluggish systems, heart press etc. It is the british way of killing and using at the same time..as in Auschwitz camp 5. Population is useful, as the mentals and simples scream and shout, the population does not murmur but imagine it all to be health or accident orientated.

for that Irish man in Spain- it is an open covert experiment in extremes. Insert in THE TIMES since 1991- for the next 82 years. BBC in it, runs through Yodrel bank/They are testing their elbow! Many,many people have died, some quite horribly, others sit in prison for involuntary actions they did not actually commit-part of the experiment.They estimate 2000 straight deaths and many more - there is nothing secret about it. Many of the Human Research group would get 20 years in prison for what they have done and others 7 to 10 years. No law is permitted. blocked. They now have the power to do as they please. Human Research used to run Auschwitz, Belsen etc. A lot of the top bosses are on it and could be killed, no one would know, one or two have. Everyone is treading water till an answer is found. I would be sued if it were not true. To keep their families safe, they are 'raising' people artificially, so that it looks not as it is. The USA chief of Hum Res made one stipulation, the lab was to tell me what was going on as they use us as a tool (they say it is called). I said nothing for 20 years but I am now nearly 70 and I cannot go to my grave not saying. Many abroad 'top' deaths was the lab St Barths Hum Res.

May 6, 2014 at 12:04PM

Joy Graham: I don't understand what you are trying to tell us with these lengthy posts.

May 6, 2014 at 12:14PM

michaelcahill: I think maybe these are excerpts from a novel. Interesting.

May 6, 2014 at 12:24PM

adewpearl: If it is part of a novel, it needs to be posted, not serialized here.

May 6, 2014 at 1:38PM

bertodi: no, it is my blog to explain what is presently happening and is not being reported. No novel. I don't write novels, I teach and paint. The sugar pill keeps all silent. The Left wing warned often enough. As long as the surface of the millpond is smooth, no one cares what happens underneath, until it is too late.

today- bin all her letters you have taken of RF from the post/ most emails deselected on lab Computer- no freedom permitted. bank accounts syphoned again by operative Annabel (known kleptomaniac- we dont know where to put her other than research, she is such a thief)

Bernice manageress of St Barths Hum Res. Didn't we lose 6 million people then so that now we can kill and rob and maime in England!! My lecturer at Leipzig Uni from Jewish from USA assured us all at lecture, it was not 6 mill. infact 3 million were ordinary germans opposed, not counting all the others. Bernice, with no managerial qualities at all, other than niece of rogue psychologist who talked sex to your uncle!!- We stood by your people when no one else dared? Why are you destroying us and me in particular? I even went to Synagogue,check Rabbi Rothschild- yours infact REFORM- to meet these people we had saved from death risking all ours. Now I begin to understand why..

Anna Junior secretary Min of Health - what I said I would do to UNO and others and what I did are not the same things- Rape and Murder of babies,young girls and all other crimes on the English population and now Scottish used as thieves etc. Killing artist lecturers etc for lab staff and friends -Results to be given to USA as a guide to creating future in 100 years.

we commit the crimes, you pay.You do the work, we sell it as ours. Taught by USA Human Research. RF/me to be failed at all things, and lab to take all as their own, whilst also maiming and killing friends of the family etc Slow time all Lawyers who try to get to the truth and stop the program paid for by Kissinger 63 million and Brussels 8mill. The Royals were not told the truth of what is happening

Jean Beaumond Leclerk, wife of Simon operative of St Barths Hum Res wrote her last book totally on my MA essays and work. Her mother thought, you copied this my girl, you do not know any of this yourself, none of it. You're a cheat and liar daughter.

Marie, I am a real bitch- St Barths Hum Res. I have used your MA work English from Leipzig Uni, in your folder, George, Easter - wrap your larynxes-(sent to INBOX UK long ago as all the MA stuff was) we all thieve from you the lab pays us to. because their staff used you-all your MA.,BA., and BE'd Engl Specialist works- as well as creative. English women can be true bitches, we do not need men in England to be our enemies- the women are worse. Margaret and Eveline of Cricklewood also used stacks in mags like Lauren Feldman to cover the latter. We have stolen all out of your folders now, for us english on our massive wages to use as our own. Guy did it.He stole your work too- and your sketches

huh! just been told, the copying is supposed to go with: 'think of something yourself'
- as the lab and their families, Feldman of Redbridge, London LiberalJ's and Meyer,Edgeware Rd London Psychologist who has given it all to all his family, nephews and nieces and his 'wife' who traced 50 of my paintings and sent them to Design and used my stories- and their staff copied all my work sent to mags like Cosmopolitan, People's Friend - as jewish work!! quote- we are now using her stuff of years ago again- circling it

Dora's niece-(Dora relative of Bernice St Barths Hum Res manageress) I have all your life drawings now, I take bits out of them. Yes, I am also Jewish. Hard luck, so you helped us. Lab we want every drawing, every word, essay, story, examination paper repeating ten times-

This morning another THE PEOPLE family member: these are brilliant of RF's I will use them- we put on the file that you are starting anew at 70!and all is to be robbed from you- as you had saved Jews back then and worked hard all your life to cover Feldman's and Meyers of the lab.

The Blackburn roman catholic is on the monitor as he was cued to thieve and his children at Hamilton High School use the work. He lied at Confessions about it. He is watched constantly, as is Coalburn fancies weenies man, cued to thief and all of them and their children who are being taught to cheat and lie by their thief fathers.

the lab is chorusing RF work all over the place, it was on the lab Monitor illegally and the staff and staff's family all used it with Ministry of Health sells guarantees, so it now has to be used by everyone.

quote 5 am Lianne of Sheffield can now write- I fed one of your drafts into her brain and we have her on the machine from which she will be artificially raised.Lab- we are raising all the West Indians (and some Slovak Gypsies and Iranians Sheffield) artificially on your work, as Britain owes them for past misdeeds. You are not to be considered as humans. Hitler said that too, this time it is those by whom we stood in their darkest hour and never wavered in our loyalty to them!They keep them on the machine for life and manipulate their lives watching every smallest action, including and mainly sex. These were cleaners etc who could not pass an exam in my classroom, given the population to play with as they will.

David person, relative of Bernice, manageress of St Barths H R.: I got another £106 major newspaper-(Ziegler N. Y. ADVICED US to destroy you by using all we have of yours repeatedly) for sending them one of your articles illegally- thoughts!- Bernice. Our boys fckd up so I help them/ my family lost all saving your from Hitler against their own people- Answer: sorry but we don't care anymore. that was then.

Glasgow Hum Res over Dora, cousin of Bernice manageress of Hum Res London, has just published 99% RF work- at least I have done something (? huh what copied and plagerised?)ALL the lab's families have used the work from off the lab machine, on which is was put and kept illegally..with guaranteed sales.

Harvard did not give the box of texts to N.Y. Hum Res. they got it some other way? Somehow I couldn't see academics doing that/ the same as being former royalists, I couldn't see the Royals.. no normal english people, the lab choses its people. Anna Junior Secretary Min of Health Yesterday, I have become so mean and cruel, it is the training we get at Hum Res. Same lady who said a few years ago: I suppose I do have a god complex because of all the power the USA and our Min of Health has put into my hands.

the special program started 1991- paid for by Kissinger and Weinberger and a small part Brussels, includes fires, rape, crashed planes and all manner of crime, which are created remote and are recorded by the Hum Res Lab for their future usage when they create this so called new society - it is not to be stopped till all who have committed the crimes are dead including all those who know about it on high. They find cleaners and all sorts of similar to use- ie feeding my MA work into people's brains who could not write or paint- USA man, make sure everyone, everywhere uses her work, but some countries have refused- in fact only UK and USA Jews are using it wholesale- As one clever USA man said: if it goes through to its end, it is the beginning of the end of the ascend of mankind- now the fools will take over.. They did that in Hitler's era, chicken farmers etc but not as cleverly as this group though it was the same group Human Research at Auschwitz, Belsen etc Russia knows all about it too as does China and many other countries.YES IT IS REALLY HAPPENING AND NO ONE CARES that is the one remark made over and over again- unless you are the victim of the crime-

10 am 'we reduce it(I am 'it' lab ordered not to view me as a human, jsut as conentration camps and Gulags) 'The Massella group told us to (Asian Operative)Robbery in every form and all other crimes remote -AT THE END OF THIS CENTURY IT WILL BE USED TO FORM NEW SOCIETY, run by Human Research USA and UK''quote

Ramon imprint, Spanish Human Research on now-when they put an imprint onto their machine the lab knows every single thing, secret and otherwise of that person and imitates them totally- a Pakistani at the moment as the lab uses them for the more dangerous parts whilst the older group copies my work from off the machine-that is what St Barths Hum Res uses- Spain was paid half Million by London Hum Res to commit crimes there on the population.(clockwork orange people to those not in the know)

8am all your life's work has now been given to Human Research New York to spread to their friends by Harvard extension school to who I had sent it for a place there (ha ha ha so you saved Jews from Hitler did you? Yes even the seven children had to do without and we lost all for it in the end) to use as their own. The originals not the fleeced stuff left on sites from which we picked anything unusual and replaced with rubbish from our super powerful science computers which can enter all sites. note:I had also fled to Canada in 2002 and 2004 Allan one of the Managers now, followed me there to ensure I don't talk and showed Ottawa how to remote torture long range- The Canadians put over the tv:it is not us. They would all face prison sentences if the truth were found out, so they asked the most sadistic man in USA Human Research to help them out of their mess- he came up with this plan, which is global now. They pay out and give up all America's advances. Friends like that one could live without.

8am all your life's work has now been given to the Canadians/another Jewess, ha ha ha so you saved Jews from Hitler did you? Yes even the seven children had to do without and we lost all for it in the end/ to use as their own. The originals not the fleeced stuff left on sites from which we picked anything unusual and replaced with rubbish from our super powerful science computers which can enter all sites. note:I had fled to Canada in 2002 and 2004 Allan one of the Managers now, followed me there to ensure I don't talk and showed the Ottawa how to remote torture range- The Canadians put over the tv-it is not us.

8am all your life's work has now been given to the Canadians/another Jewess, ha ha ha so you saved Jews from Hitler did you? Yes even the seven children had to do without and we lost all for it in the end/ to use as their own. The originals not the fleeced stuff left on sites from which we picked anything unusual and replaced with rubbish from our super powerful science computers which can enter all sites. note:I had fled to Canada in 2002 and 2004 Allan one of the Managers now, followed me there to ensure I don't talk and showed the Ottawa how to remote torture range- The Canadians put over the tv-it is not us.

secret advancements have not been revealed to the public, though BBC is being used for the progr. yet a lot of people have been using them for a long time, so people used and watched on the lab monitor and cued to kill etc have no idea that it is not their own action which has created the said action, be it copying stolen work (as here in Scotland used thieves and West Indians in Sheffield ) to cover the Lab St barths families and operatives or actual I QUOTE- we create a problem and then watch the actions - we are trained,theft and lies, chosen mainly because of something in our background. This is the UK today. they mess the government people too!! Laughed a russian general, well so that is the prissy perfect English, no better than our worse periods. No, not I who told them, scientists at lake Baikal watching as the lab puts all sorts onto a satellite, some of it lies, as advised by New York Franlyn- to get them out of a spot-so the Russians are aware of some of it, hence lab has included them in the global program.

the point 2 days ago, was asked by Gov(all gov co-ord. on machine!some badly used )- to see how far we can push crimes remote without anyone saying anything also as future war weaponry, using our own english citizens etc- sad reflection of the times- these people expect us to cry at what happened to them in the past-

the lab uses known thieves- said one of the MP's Gov. so that is why the crime rate has gone up so drastically..yes, they now check, was that one of ours- 63 mill from USA Kissinger and Weinberger to use all unworkable and outlawed programs as island is sinking anyway- so what do the human being matter. Harvard jews also given my work to use as their own.

lab is downgrading my works on ALLPOETRY again though many of them have already done so- on Poets.com/ Poetry.com/ Beta Poets/quote: I will take out juxta position which she used here and put some daft word- to make it look as though the marks they put on, their ages!!! were the real ones, they took 20% off everything. In some countries operatives have said, what they do would be a hanging sentence and in others the electric chair.

Hum Res HAIFA paid to come to St Barths Hum Res London, to practice illegal techniques on British people, pressing hearts etc.forbidden elsewhere, death sentence in most countries- was then asked to copy all my work. He is staying in London - has already printed one of my personal experience stories (about a Sheffield Circus I took an African friend to ) which is one of the mass of work the lab has had robbed from my home to ensure their cheats and liars safety. Min of Health guarantee of sales if they use my works- and is now copying five of my hundreds of poems (written in response to lectures by Rabbi Rothshild at Leeds Reform Synagogue at lectures I listened to). Lab Op ALYSON/ re MEGAN - who has copied masses and masses of my work asked him to. We had saved jews from Hitler the children done without- and lost all, this is their answer. The Haifa man first put over that Israelis know we had helped them and were not part of this bestial London group of killers being covered by the Ministry of Health.

My BE'd poetry also being used now (English Specialist). City friend of Lab Anna- took a grand out of my account, now given all my work by Anna with guarantees. Scotland being cued massively. Stolen works, including 80+ pages of BE'd stories and poetry from files.. most already printed.

I was asked to day if I don't regard such experiments as amazing- yes, I do, I have always said so and also that I know that they go on and I expect them to go on.. but I do not think they should be put into the hands of negligent, half witted, murderous, semi skilled, uneducated,greedy people, who give themselves fancy titles, lie to their own families and children (now you know what the SS and SA told their families, same as these people, tribe or not)can think no further than their bank accounts and what they can fleece and rob for their families- and who wouldn't pass to enter even my College classes, though these labs grandly call them ''experts'' merely because they are prepared to kill and maime and do so with relish, become habitual criminals. Such experiments should be in the hands of people like NASA and be used for the furtherance of the Human Race- not the furtherance of these people's 'chip on their shoulder',bank accounts and the raising of those who do not deserve being raised!

10 am don't kill her, leave her to us, we will destroy her for you (M. Operatives London also said that and began the thefts of all goods, texts, pictures, letters, hence flight to Sctland) Now added any way to make debts- as Dr Meyer had said She is incorruptible! I think it might be the Civil Servants whom Anna used- The Establishment cannot be sued or touched in the UK said the Jewish Lawyer in Sheffield. I believe him- as we had lost all saving our Jews back in Bratislava under the noses of the Nazis.

10 am quote- don't bother to go to a lawyer You will not get your 30 yrs work back lab has had stolen. At beg. of Progr Anna promised all would be returned which they have used for their covert prog.1991-

hmph- my books went to British Museum etc as well as lodged at solicitor Masons Wells Str Scunthorpe: now the latest lab reply (I never give my opinion just what the lab puts on) ''our work is similar- '' and have the originals stolen on the quiet!

Fairy Tales by Fay Feldman- actually written by Renate Fekete and from her German Austrian Hun background- so not only their language is not theirs--she called herself something else on that one, 'cause the printer said, I refuse to print fairy stories by fay feldman, think of another name--Fielding?

The person who used 'Maharaha' was BERNICE manageress of St Barths who has never written before but had three of your books full of texts stolen-and has made him into a jewish character- her book is not quite called jewish tales, but something like that-- ha ha ha by a Hun about Molar Singh, Sikh and life long friend! I do not care if they copy- as they are people without imagination and masses of money, pots and pots of money, big houses, expensive clothes and cars, schools they pay for etc, but they did NOT have to take pages out on the reprint of my book leaving blank pages and other messes in my little books- which in fact several lecturers had said were interesting and people kept ringing up for at my home!

Glaswegian man who failed all. Lab likes him because he has wide sexual experiences..'You don't know who I am but I am re-writing all your poetry from your eight books as my own. If I use your work, lab guarantees sales/ it is called a SPECIAL program as we abused you badly, all who do anything to destroy you are raised by St Barths - Later it will all be found out, but not yet. Only when all the lab people etc are dead.' The lab have asked several Glasgow failures if they would copy my work with guarantees of success, they all agree- hmph Scotland the brave, my backside..brave-lick the backsides of the English! Lab we intend not a breath of your work to be left.Your jewish chap in New York did it to destroy you, -because you saved Jews back at home..

am today-m/s-DoctorHARRY Irvin, retired last year from Middlesex HOSPITAL does nasty experiments at lab St barths Human Research-- -I took 30 poems off your earlier sites.
I had been to St Petersburg and wrote a lot of there= HARRY.. I copied your 'MILIZIA is coming' poem but changed MILIZIA to THE GERMANS (I, who was 200% pro Jews before, well such liars) also in those where you used HUNGARY I replaced with the word GOD- AND MUCH MORE lab st Barths His writing was dead and sterile so we gave him yours and now he is on the machine having your life's work fed into his brain, as he is jewish everybody sells his stuff- joke isn't it, ha ha ha! That is why we had the Scots around you steal the last lot of your paper left, after the West Indians we used in Sheffield and had copy your work and Slovak Gypsies. Dr Meyere merely put on the sick file of their crimes-we wish her to start again, so rob rob rob everything, goods, texts, uni texts what ever .

10.30 am m/s- I am SAUL - I use the name LEVY- I used your russian work too and other, but I changed half phrases. There was a third jew also who used it all--we are listened to, you Huns are merely squashed- Anna, Jun sec of the Min of Health had you on a monitor illegally since 1983 so wanted everything using, 59 jews in all have used your work..and some ENGLISH WOMEN. NONE OF US COULD WRITE BEFORE -you are all naturals in your family, so we have to destroy you, yes we know your grandparents fed and clothed us under Nazis noses- these are all VERY RICH JEWS!! ?

lab still putting on mistakes even at this moment--I beg your perseverance QUOTE just now- the doctor in charge was trying to present you as an idiot, old woman who could not be believed- turn her into a toothless, hairless hag, he ordered! They do that remote, as punishment to mentals, Felix of Berlin Hum Res and others took their hair out remote, it destroys the hair follicles and it never grow again, and teeth, they soften the flesh remote, till they drop out. What mentals go through is unbelievable. I had written before about our refugee childhood, but what this nation does to its own is horrendous. Strap them by the ankles and chest and pour extra strong UV rays on them, within three weeks they are all dead, and crimes like I only thought happened in Gulags. The machinery is at the basement of St Barths

How did this criminal system get us onto their screens? My GP had made what I consider a totally inappropriate remark which as a woman I found extremely offensive. Medical systems helping out medical system..I found out later on that he had written to them- and even later, I found out, once that group start on you, they never release people. I noticed odd messing abouts- being formerly east european- so the Brits are exactly the same, only KGB is called Human Research here! and it is not political here, it is for their amusement-preferably the most decent of citizens who make the least trouble as a rule.

it is called DOWNGRADING- the lab St Barths Hum. Res. staff, families, operatives all used my work,written, painted, sketched and academic from University degrees, as are their children now, so staff were asked to sit and downgrade all my work on sites. and in my folders. I will try to sort some of it out, but as they sponsored two men, one called Martin to use it ALL for advertisements-he has become a millionaire from it- they really did a job on this downgrading, changing punctuation, taking out sentences, words and phrases and then later on copying wholesale. A German Operative called Werner whom they paid to come to St Barths, tied my computer to the powerful lab science ones for them. I will slowly go through it all to try to clean it up firstly. No law is permitted as Pr Charles and Diana were on their system, as was the whole Royal family. They are still using my work- and using our bodies for remote experiments. Operative Lauren, Redbridge, signed voluntary forms in our names. Sadly, a jewish lady, we had saved jews from Hitler back then, but they say they do not need our friendship now, they have new friends, - she and her family (Nepotism is one of their many failings) have been amongst the worst copiers and the husband John, amongst the most sadistic.

lab St Barths Hum Research, gives out all expressions form my years of poetry writing etc Their people go through my files, take out interesting words, phrases, change punctuation etc and use them themselves, as they had down marked me on a couple of degrees as part of their illegal, covert experiment-All who use my work are guaranteed being sold by Ministry of Health.

operative Alyson, St barths Human Research has spent many hours, going through all my sites, changing spellings and punctuation and even deleting words and putting rubbish ones in, as she has used massive amounts of my A Academic and Creative work from the past 30 years! We are illegally on their monitor on an ''extreme experiment'' paid for63 mill. by USA Kissinger and Weinberger, outlawed in the USA - why because ''you are so vulnerable'' part of this was the destroying of my academic career, downmarking and creative career, by copying all, hence for me these sites are heaven sent, copy but know that what you haven't robbed from my home, will appear publicly.

I am delighted with Fan--art and story- the rules are not so prohibitive that one cannot express truths as perceived- though it is well known that the artist and writer, by their sensitivity, is generally the first to be aware of the underground emotions running amok within society, hence Art Colleges suffer a lot of odd experiments in their system! Too much of art has become nothing more than decoration and as science has now created a machine which can make any person into an artist, but not by own work, someone elses fed into their brain,being used liberally by a London group of Human Research, as well as written matter, one wonders what the future of art is..I spend many hours persuading young pupils to read more as we shift further and further into the ''instant'' delights era! I saw a lovely piece of graffiti in a place in Arkansas- anything worth while has to be worked for! NOTE The worth while..

we poor women! as a girl without good looks I was deemed a failure, though always top in art and literature, even by parents. As a woman, dumped by my ex when I went to college, I quote: as he could not live with a woman better educated than himself though he did not wish me to work at my pre marriage trade, commercial artist on a local newspaper, only as a dinner-lady etc.
Either we are shunned for being doormats (for twenty years) or we are shunned for daring to reach to fulfill ourselves - and why do the government controlled(ha ha ha) human research labs use women for idiotic experiments. Under all the bluster of some of our sisters, women still do not have real Human Rights or equal rights in reality if they are not sexual objects! Even our dear Princess warned me, 'make all things into affairs, it is the only way out for women.'

July 7, 2010 at 6:02AM

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languages teacher Dip Ed BA MA tefl Inst of Ling..often work abroad, had some exhibitions previously of small water colours I paint. two poetry books- waterstones- Paper Battleships and The Prody's..divorcee, many more ready to print-- four children..daughter Dame Rachel De Souza, recently received her award from Buckingham palace for Services to Education.