It feels real now!

My FI just picked up his wedding band and send me a cell phone picture. It totally made me tear up at work. Also my MOH is arriving two weeks from today for my bachelorette and to start helping with stuff.

Yes! We met with our piano player on Monday night to go over music and I almost started crying when she was playing processional music. It was like in 31 days I will be walking down that aisle with that song playing. It was a little overwhelming. Then I looked back and the church and that aisle seemed really long all of a sudden.

All the weekends are melting together and coming in a rush. It feels like I don’t get one finished without another one flying right in! And my to-do list keeps getting longer instead of shorter despite the fact that we’re working our butts off. Not cool! LOL! But truthfully, I am LOVING every minute of it! 😀

@lotto: VERY MUCH!! This week has been a gong show (my FI hurt his back and we were in the hospital and home for 2 days…this weekend is going to be possibly laid back because he wont be able to do much, but I have to meet with the priest, we have to go get our marriage license, Im meeting with one of my BM….

FI’s weekend bach party is next weekend so I have all my DIY projects to finish… the following weekend is a long weekend and we have a bday party and possibly going to a cabin, then the next weekend ppl are arriving for the wedding!

@shanbp: Ugh I know, counting the weekends is the scariest part. We have a party this weekend and just getting stuff done, going on one last wedding related planning trip the weekend after, then bachelor/bachelorette parties and the wedding. WHAT.

tonight the panic started to set in. I was fine and feeling on top of things until tonight. All of a sudden I have this dread feeling of OMG THIS IS HAPPENING!!! There feels like there’s so much left to do 🙁 I cant believe this actually going to happen….Ive waited 10 years for this!