It was the first time that such a thing had happened, and I guess I just don’t know how to handle/react to the situation

The incident made me realize that accidents can, and do happen

But I can’t help to feel that it could have been avoided

And in relation to Martin Taylor’s case, I initially felt anger and disgust at his action and didn’t feel that he was truly sorry about the incident. I couldn’t believe that it was just an accident.

But yesterday when I myself was the one who inflicted injury, I understood how bad he would have felt, and also how easily accidents can happen. I also felt sad when others were saying, although probably in jest, that I intentionally hurt Irsyad, when in all honesty the moment I saw all that blood my heart just left the game and that I was deeply regretful and sorry of what had happened.

Basically it just felt as though the whole world was against you. And that feeling sucked eggs

Some guy (wanna say uncle, he’s not that old, wanna say brother, he’s not that young) commented that I played good

Personally, when I hear such things from random strangers, I’d just take it that this person is talking bullshit and just trying to strike up a conversation. And this time it was no different, I still thought the same

He asked me why wasn’t I playing in a club. He said if I wanted to, he could hook me up with some people at Tampines Rovers FC and I could train with them