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Ok this is not easy for me to talk about, i made a very hard decision to have an abortion, i was originally suppose to have the surgical procedure done at 6wks but due to a move and no sitter i ended up having to wait til 10wks which was the hardest thing ive ever had to do, i have a 2yr old and a 11mo old and wppas not doing well with ppd and in a negative relationship with the father. So i went in Apr 6th for the procedure, they did an ultrasound and said i was in fact 10wksif along, they did the d&c and i went home. I went for my check up 3wks later, had a pap/pelvic exam and was told everything looked fine, i never bled afterwards just light spotting for a day. I took a hpt a week later and it was a stong positive, so i was concered that they might have left tissue, after blood test showed my hcg levels were dropping but slowly, i demanded an ultrasound.

I went in last Friday morning for the ultrasound, and the lady turned the screen towards me and to my surprise there was a BABY, i instantly started crying (not because i was sad) first thing i said was 'is the baby ok??' Just as i said it, she showed me the heart, beating. I washave 16wks along!! She checked everything two or three times, even found out its a baby boy, what appeared to her as a completely normal baby boy, placenta, amniotic fluid, everything where its suppose to be. I truly was in awe of this little fighter. But how did this happen???

That afternoon i called the clinic to tell them what had happened. They instantly insisted i come back and have another procedure performed because the baby could have been hurt during the first one, but there was no way i was going to even consider it. I saw him, he looked perfect to me! I did however want answers, like wth did you take out of me???? Their answer: Oh it could have been a number of things.---wait, i dont have much to spare in there so somebody better figure out what happened in there right?! Well, it 'could' have been another baby and we missed it in the ultrasound (sounds like you need to fire that tech if she missed twins at 10wks) finally after days of back and.forth they told me they did see a placenta in what was taken out. Whether its true or not idk, but they say it was probably twins. They still tried talkin me into having another procedure bc he could have been seriously hurt during it, i still said no.

I then discuss it with my regular dr and his feeling is, if they had touched baby boys sac then he wouldn't have made it this long, the vacuum aspiration would have broke the sac or done noticeable damage. So he gives me the green light to proceed, ordering another ultrasound for 20wks to check on him.

Now, ive tried finding info on this kinda situation and im not having much luck. I am worried that he will have something wrong, and i want him to be healthy. I have a lot of guilt, please dont add to it. I made a mistake but God showed me he is forgiving and opened my eyes. My son is a miracle and is a fighter, hes ment to be here. Anyone ever heard of heathly babies being born after this?? I need support and positive thinking, thank you for taking the time to read this story, i hope someone can ease my mind

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What an amazing story. Sounds like God supernaturally protected your son. I am brought to tears by this testimony of His power, and of His love for your son and also for you. What a blessing to have a second chance.

^ this times 100

i will pray you find peace and comfort in whatever course of action you decide to take.