Saturday, December 3, 2011

This is E X A C T L Y how I feel! I am now in love with this girl! By the way, I have not felt so good psychologically in 3 years. I am living and open to so many things, LSBoy sucked the life out of me, unintentionally of course. Saw Eat Pray Love again today, I also read the book. There is a point when the characters address the problem of losing yourself when you are in a relationship and that is where the fear stems from. I sort of think that when I meet the man that doesn't cause me to lose myself...he will be THE ONE. I love me and I don't want to give ME away again. I'd rather be alone.

I don't know what I've doneOr if I like what I've begunBut something told me to runAnd honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my headLIttle voices whisperingThat I should go and this should endOh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without youAll I know is that I shouldAnd I don't know if I could stand another hand upon youAll I know is that I should'Cos she will love you more than I couldShe who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and whiteThat it was wrong or it was rightBut you ain't leaving without a fightAnd I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without youAll I know is that I shouldAnd I don't know if I could stand another hand upon youAll I know is that I should'Cos she will love you more than I couldShe who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should callYou meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at allBut you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to youThis is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without youAll I know is that I shouldAnd I don't know if I could stand another hand upon youAll I know is that I should'Cos she will love you more than I couldShe who dares to stand where I stoodOh, she who dares to stand where I stood