December 31, 2011

Ask Ava who she hated the most during her high school years,the answer would always be Spencer,the most ugliest,nerdiest,disastrous guy she ever knew,who she bullies almost everyday.

Ask Ava what she regretted the most during her high school years,the answer would be hating Spencer,who now has grown up to be the most gorgeous man she ever seen in her entire life.

knowing that Spencer want to meet her,she's all scared and paranoid that Spencer will hate her and will plot a revenge against her.Without even thinking,she disguised herself as Sarah and hired a look alike,Helena,to disguise as her.

Little did she know,Spencer began to fancy Helena and so does Helena.Now before the walls of secrets and disguise going to fall, crashing down,Ava must save the situation and reveal herself before Spencer find out himself.

July 3, 2011

Yesterday was georgian fiesta at my school.It was a totally crazy day for me,my class and probably the others..I helped my class by crushing some oreos and promoting our stall.My class did an awesome job that day even though it was quite frustrating at the start where we have to change our spot and our stocks are running low.l.But still,people love the smoothies,coke float,banana split and oreo desserts that we were selling.I love it.It was a huge hit and we managed to get more than two thousand bucks=)Pics that i took from my class monitor's blog -bellyn

our dessert parlour

Jia ying and Joanne

xin yi,you looked cute =D

Shereen,i wish you were my boyfriend=)

i can't believe i actually didn't go there T.T

And as i was walking towards my booth,i met my best friend,shafie!I screamed like a freaking monkey when i saw her!!i was freaking happy to see her!!and i am still happy now =DDD

shafie and i =)

My sbt shirt got wet and i seriously don't want to wear the fencing suit so i have to wear the shirt that Atiqah brought for me.And i was running around school wearing that while holding a fencing sword and people were looking at me like a i'm a total freakshow or something.i saw Maddie,Shereen and Syahira at my class booth.They look freaking hot.Totally,seriously,epicly hot as hell.Sadly,we didn't get the chance to take pics together =(

I was on the fencing booth most of the time and i couldn't be on my class' booth on time because apparently,the fencing club members who were supposed to be on their shift,didn't came on time.So there i was,standing like a freaking idiot,guarding two of my booths with Mieza.There are some dudes who came over for our watermelon eating competition,it was kinda gross but fun,i tell you.

The swordfighting corner is kinda good too.Mieza is a very good fencer,really=)And here's some pics from our sword fighting corner:

Me(black pants) and Mieza(red pants).i got 4 points while she got 3.that's a good job for her =)

that's me (black pants) and Mieza (red pants)

Our booths closed at 2.00 pm,and hell i didn't see anyone from my fencing club to help me and Mieza clean up our booths.I left my things there and ran off to catch up with the talent show in the school hall.Khaty was the one guarding the entrance and she's still in her ghost make-up.lol.So back to the story,i didn't stay long in the hall coz i received a text from Mieza saying no one would be guarding my things.So i'm back on my not-supposed-to-be-my-responsibility job,and i ran back to my booth,clear up all the things.I kinda cried because of my irresponsible members.Finally i sat down and chat with Jia Ying,Sherise,Joanne and Syahira till 4.30pm

It's a very tiring on that day.I was super tired.In fact,i'm still tired right now.Both of my arms are hurting because of the swordfighting game and carrying many things yesterday.But i still have some fun swordfighting and watching people eating watermelons in my booth.

June 18, 2011

Hey peeps,i'm back to blogging.Yes,i know i haven't updated my blog for quite some time,but that's not what i'll be talking about in this post.

This is what i'll be talking bout instead.Our states level drama competition last Thursday.We lost.We thought that at least we could get the Best Script award,but we didn't.We lost to a school that could get easily disqualified in nationals as they broke some rules there.I never thought my time here in drama team has come to an end for this year.

Sarah,Min Jou,Iver =)

Amirah and Fionaa

Yes,i know i still have next year but can i get a better role?can we kick some ass in states level and kick more asses in nationals?can i prove everyone i can be a great stage performer?Can i?Plus,theres this one bitchy junior who accused me for something i didn't do.

When i got back from the states level,i realized that i didn't bring my baju kurung to change.Great.I ended up going to JLS meeting in my dude outfit.Motherfuckingly embarassing.Okay,back to the story.

Since that day,i've been SOOO depressed.I went back home,i just stared at the wall for 20 minutes while bathing,i didn't pay a single attention during my tuition,i listen to emo songs,i didn't eat at all that night and i cried myself to sleep.Oh and,my family didn't even care about it.I did the same thing on Friday.I thought could get over it,but i just cant.I spent most of the time staring blankly.I find my stupid blue pen amusing and i kept spinning it.Yes,i did laughed but it's just for a while.My head felt so heavy like yesterday and i kept on crying when i go to sleep.Rawe said that i looked dead.Syahira said i look emotionless.Khaty said,let it be and i should smile.Jia Ying told me that i should forget about it.Everyone told me to cheer up.But what possibly can cheer me up?

Today,my mom and my horrible aunt accompany my sister to a dumbass spelling competition.Oh,how supportive!None of my family members said anything or asked anything about my drama competition.I am SO flattered.And i didn't feel good during fencing.I did some squad launch and i felt like throwing up.I can't even do the most easy thing to do in fencing,launch.Maybe i didn't eat right because of depression?I do not know.I went to the toilet and i threw up and i called my dad to pick me up.I feel so bad leaving Mieza alone there.

My dad told me i gotta be serious in mt studies.He was lecturing me while i was feeling like a cockroach being sprayed by Ridsect.I went home,I slept and i'm still feeling depressed.I woke up and my mom was standing in front of me,lecturing me about my results.First of all,my parent think that getting As is easy as hell.Second of all,I didn't fail,so chill out la.My mom banned me from using the computer for a while.And no more onlining at night.I am such a miserable person.

Lastly,thank you so much to everyone who tried to comfort me last Friday.I am trying not to be so depressed.I will try to come back to school in my normal self.I will try.

June 7, 2011

Last night,i download many,many songs from Panic!at the disco since they first started until now.And as i listen to their awesome,not auto-tuned song,i read the lyrics of each songs,which was written by Ryan Ross,their former lead guitarist.

And i cried.Fuck it!i cried.Well,i didn't cried that hard but just you know,my salty tears just running down my cheeks.All of their lyrics,was very,very,very amazing to the caliber.Yes i know,some of them are about sluts and whores and mimes and harlequin girls but the words in those lyrics were something that you never thought of .But Ryan Ross did.

Some of my personal favourite lines in those songs are -

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close?

For diamonds do appear to be just like broken glass to me

Oh we're still so young, desperate for attention

Well he was just hanging around,then he fell in love and he didn't know how,but he couldn't get out

So he said,'would it be alright if we just sat and talk for a little while,if in exchange for your time,i give you this smile?

Things have changed for me, and that’s okay.I feel the same, I’m on my way

You've earned a place atop the ICU's hall of fame .The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again

But don't get me wrong,faggots,Brendon Urie is a good songwriter too and some of my favourite lines in his songs were

Oh memories where'd you go,you're all i've ever know,how i miss yesterday,and how i let it fade away"

(this one makes me cried)

She was the youngest of the family and the last to be let go

You've got these little things,That you've been running from.You either love it or i guess you don't.You're such a pretty thing,To be running from anyone.A vision with nowhere to go.

You've got these little things You wanted something for 'em. You'll either get it or i guess you won't. What does it really mean to get nothing from anyone? There's a million ways it could go.

Sarah smiles like Sarah doesn't care

You fooled me once with your eyes, now, honey, You fooled me twice with your lies, and I say,

Are you worth your weight in gold?‘Cause you’re behind my eyelids when I’m all alone

Drop our anchors in a storm

A fire in a flask to keep us warm

‘Cause they know, I knowThat they don’t look like meOh they know, I knowThat they don’t sound like me

When the world gets too heavy, Put it on my back. I'll be your levy.

It was always you falling for me, Now there's always time calling for me. I'm the light blinking at the end of the road, Blink back to let me know.

I cried because i feel very small compared to both of them.Very little.And tiny.I wished i can write songs like them.If someone would ever asks me about who's my favourite songwriter,it'll always be both of you guys.

I write those lines on every left page in my songwriting book as my inspiration.Ryan and Brendon aka Ryden,I love you both.Your songwriting skills are out of this universe.You guys are the REAL MUSIC.