Friday, October 24, 2008

I Am Not Capable To Be a Destroyer

I wish I was a destroyer. I wish I could destroy the Physics test but I couldn't. When I received my Physics test paper today evening, disappointment was the only word that can express my feeling at that moment but the result was expected. I knew I did really bad in the test. In fact, the marks is the second worst since I failed my first Additional Mathematics test during Form 4 in secondary school (I scored 36% in that Maths test). In the second Maths test, I scored 88% and I was damn happy at that moment. After that, I never scored less than 80% for this Maths subject.

I worked really hard during that time but it was a past tense. I think I have really become more lazy.

Now, the crucial thing is I have to find that particular determination back. The strongest determination that I had ever have during my secondary school in order to do well in my study in university, not only in Physics but all the subjects that I am taking now and that will be taken in the future.