I honestly do not even know where to start. This is all so new to me. First of all I'm not one to talk about my business to just anyone. Not only that its not in my nature to focus on the inner workings of myself in general. But as I am in the process of trying to move to a completely new country it has been advised to me by many to start. I am still in the limbo stages of fundraising. You know the 'I can't sleep more than four hours, hairs falling out in clumps, on edge and always anxiously checking the mailbox' stage. I am completely out of my comfort zone...

Mail is coming slowly but surely and I know I have the support of many. It is all going to come down to timing and if this is indeed what God has intended for me. When I started this process it was all so quick and everything was coming together. Then I hit a brick wall and have been reeling from it ever since. I know there is a master plane and a timeline....I just have no idea what they are, and in the meantime I am trying to deal with it the only way I know how. Distracting myself with things I can control. Packing up my room, running errands, painting, meeting up with friends,going on walks and plenty of yoga.

I don't know how and if it will all come together, but I am trying to be at peace with the fact that I won't know until I'm supposed to....until then I am coping.