Why do I feel this way …

As I have thought, I still coulndt get over of Vampire Knight manga’s ending .. I cant stop thinking of Kaname and it breaks my heart .. I got myself attached to the story too much that I cant stop my tears from falling .. and just by the thought of how Kaname’s eyes would look like tears me up and wraps me with loneliness .. Why did you do Kaname ? Why did you rush the story Hino-san ?