As my title suggest, I am not in my plate today. Depression, discouragement, sadness beyond words... Well you name it, I feel like this. I know I need to kick my butt and move on but I can't help to feel pity on myself.

Even with my devotion this morning, I didn't get better...

So many things in my head... from summer student to my mom. I am the kind of person who takes it on her when it doesn't go well and this is how I feel right now. WIsh I could resolve all problems but I can't.

I've got a high blood pressure headache that do not want to go away... Just want to go to bed. Don't feel like having fun...