Beautiful Chaos – How Adam Lambert Saved My LifeSoul-baring post by a once-closeted gay writer. “I felt every single word that he sang. He didn’t have to come out to anybody. I knew. I knew by the look on his face because he felt every word. I listened to his version of that song every day, all day, for months. I listened while I fell asleep. I listened in the quiet of the night and talked to myself about how I needed to face the truth, that this part of me wasn’t going away. And that maybe it was ok. Maybe a change would come.”