For many years now the Church of Satan has peaked an interest in my mind. I have purchased books about the Church and still am a little confused on things. I am very new to this and am trying to get a better understanding of the Church, the beliefs, and the practices of which have interested me for so long. Anything would help right now and I appreciate your help. Thank you in advance.

Well then, it seems that my first task shall be to read The Satanic Bible in its entirety and perform a ritual. Thank you for your help and your insight. Sometimes, words just aren't enough for one person. In my case, I would like to know peoples experiences, what led them to their new found belief and how they accomplished it. It helps me to better understand what I must endure to finally come to that point. All my life I have been agnostic. Choosing to believe that there is something but unsure of what that thing is. Now I believe I have found something to believe in but feel I will need some help or guidance in realizing and understanding this new belief. Thank you again.

Perhaps you do the same thing I did at fist. You sound as though you over analyze it. It's not anything you endure, or hold belief in. The statement that Satanists are born, not made, is one of importance. It means that to know if you are a Satanist you must not just believe in what the The Satanic Bible says, you must know it be true. If you disagree with any of it, then quite possibly Satanism is not for you. That is essentially the answer I've found and been given.

Try reading a little before bed every day.Or during a meal or anytime you have to wait for something.After reading TSB, if you have any questions or things you would like to discuss, this is the perfect place for that!

I started doing it because I noticed as a kid my father did it. That is taking books or newspapers in the bathroom. Sometimes I find my self sitting on the toilet longer than needed or soaking in too much water in the tub. It's just rather strange isn't it? Maybe that's just me.