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Monday, December 31, 2012

2012.

Oh, 2012. Oh!! You were such a good year. There were some days in
2012 that go down in the history books as my favorite days I've ever
had. Seriously. There were some TOP NOTCH moments in 2012. God damn.
I wish I could go back and re-live them. But instead, I think of them
fondly and toast to them and hope for many more in 2013 and beyond.

Can
you believe it's about to be 2013? That's nuts. The years are going
by so fast. I'll be turning 30 in three years. OK, wow, I have to
stop. That sentence just sent chills down my spine in a bad way. (Not
that I have a problem with turning 30. It's not my "scary" age. But,
the idea of how quickly time is going by and how much older I'm getting
and how many things I have to accomplish. My word.)

Back to 2012. Where I was only 25 and 26. It was really awesome. And sometimes awful (like when my dog, Griffin, died.)
But, there were plenty of moments of total euphoria. Seriously!
Euphoria!! A lot of moments that made me feel awesome and special.
(Remember when I hung out with Taran Killam for a weekend and did an
awesome show with him?) It's the year I was more adventurous and fun.
It's the year I dedicated my whole life to comedy and quit my safe,
secure full-time job (which I loved.) It's the year I just decided to
be honest. It's the year I dyed my hair dark brown, almost black, and
have never felt better about the way I look. I feel more confident now
than ever. It's the year I started directing amazing groups of people,
including all my house team buddies but most importantly, WNBA. The
beautiful and talented ladies of WNBA. It's the year I bought memory
foam pillows which are totally amazing.

I had a great
year. And I'm hoping for, and working towards, a killer 2013. I'm
going to throw myself into some projects. I'm going to focus more on
the possibility of moving somewhere. I'm going to read more books and
play with my iPad and spend more time using my fancy shmancy camera.
I'm going to write and I'm going to stop giving a shit about what people
think.