right now I am looking back on the year to push me forwardreviewing the year in my head to see how I should feel on the bike for the Shenandoah Mountain 100honestly this is my approach each timealways the question that creates the anxietyhave I prepared well enough for this 100 mile event

on sunday I will knowthere is nothing that will tell me any soonerall I can hope for is a good day on the bikego out hardand have a good timethere have been many miles and many racesthis race is an accumulation of the days on the bike leading up to this pointthere were some days pulling the kids in the trailerand even more days pulling the kids on the trail-a-bikethere may not have been any hill repeatsnor were there any road centuriesbut there were a lot of good days on the bike

the back to back wakefield eventsa three loop afternoon at rosaryvilleit is not about what I have doneit is about what I can doI have done this race three times beforeand I can do it again

mike buchness may have summed it up clearly for the SPOKES article I wrote about the SM100each year it starts out fun and ends up getting brutalit gets brutal for everyoneno matter how fast or how slow your raceat the finish you know you gave it your allthe best you had to offer on that day

that regardies photoshoot was on this gwadzilla archiveit is amazinglooking at the photos of people in the coldthose days seem like yesterdaywhile it was a whole nother season at the beginning of the year

I hope Jason Berry has put it together to chase Chris Eatough and Floyd Landis fighting it out at the frontthat will be something to witnessfor them... that will be something to experiencefighting it out to be king for the dayfor nothing more than the experience and bragging rights

8.29.2007

got a call from an old friend todaywe have not spokenbut I have heard through a mutual friend that he is in town for his brother's funeralI do not know the specificsmy guess it has a shakespearian tragedy tone to itwith a little live by the sword die by the sword to itnot to belittle his deathbut his past is tainted with stories fitting for a john singleton movie

went back and reread a gwadzilla archive from christmas 2004it shows me how I spent more thinking about what I wrote and what words I usedit is a sad story that does not help me to understand deathbut rather reminds me of the pain that death can bringit is the story of an old friend who died on his bicycle some years agojim wilborn was a friend to many

I need to reread The Alchemist as my life is at a different stage it may come to me with a different level of understandingor at least aid me in revisiting some ideasI gave The Alchemist to Jim as an engagement gift in an effort to aid him in understanding of of the death of his best friend Rob Williamsthe death of Rob Williams, another death of a friend who was a great guy and a friend to so many

in high school some friends thought it humorous to give an old girlfriend of mine a bar of soap for her birthday and say it was from meapparently they got a kick out of me saying that she was hot but she needed to wash her hair

it is curious...shave everywhere?it claims to shave everywhere below the neck lineare they just trying to maintain the need for two razors?or does this razor know the difference between the cheeks?

the pumpkin circlethe pumpkin circlea story about the life cycle of the pumpkinwhich of course is a story about the life and death of the pumpkin

this week I learned that the author and the creator of the book/film The Pumpkin Circle diedI am not sure hownor am I sure exactly whenthis death makes me very sadgeorge levinson was a very special mana young and semingly healthy man at that

it makes me sad because george was my friend tim's father inlawI met george once at tim's wedding at their home in santa cruzthe wedding and reception was held on the same land where the pumpkins were grown and this film was madegeorge's family invited me into their home and made me feel like familyI met this man and I felt a tingle of inspirationwhen george shared with me his pumpkin movie that tingle inspiration grewgeorge was someone I looked forward to congregating with again

the thought of his death makes me sad not so much for mebut more for george and his familyas my friend tim and his wife rys are parentsit saddens me that their children will not get to grow in a world with this special man as their grandfather

I have george's films on VHSI had intend on upgrading my levinson collection to dvd and donating my vhs copies to the library at my son's schoolI think I should still do that

george I am sorry that your life was cut shortgeorge I am glad that I had a chance to meet yougeorge I am sorry if you had projects you wanted to finish before your time was up

I am not sure if I understand life enough to try and talk about the circle of lifenor will I try

george if there is a heaven or another world where the dead get to look down on the living I hope you get great joy in watching your family groweven if you are not there to hold them in your armsI am sure that they can feel your lovegeorgepeace be with yougwadzilla archive with mention of the pumpkin circlewww.pumpkincircle.com

Alec MacKaye, Ian MacKaye, and Henry Rollins (then Henry Garfield) are in that picturedeductive reasoning would say which ones

take a close look at the skatessome are homemade another has four trucks and eight wheelsthe author of Arlington Skate Blog was a DC bicycle messenger in the early 80'sI recall him wearing his skate helmet at workvery few people of that era wore helmets

8.28.2007

while at revolutions cycles in georgetown a fast looking roadie came into the shop to air up his tiresor maybe he came into the shop just to come into the shopasking for the pump to give him purposeasking for the pump to introduce conversationnot sure if he needed airI do not recall watching my attention devoted to adding air to his tires

cyclists like to kill time by poking their heads into shopsI wonder if he went into the Bicycle Pro Shop as well as Revolutions

a photo on the wall of george caught his attentionthis also brought a quick kinship as he approved of one george on the bike and not the otherthen I learned that he worked for georgeit seems that george hincapie has a companyor maybe there is a company which hincapie heads

seeing that this guy is in the industryalready liking this man's candor as well as his stance I asked him about LandisI asked for the information short and to the pointI asked if Landis was innocent or guiltythe answer was more than a wordbut I liked the words that I heard

this man believed that Landis is innocent by how he is treated by his peershe told me that Landis gets the respect of the riders when he approacheswhile someone like Tyler evokes distain or disgust

but...the innocent or guilty one word does not really answer the questionas it still may fall back to the metaphor that I have created to better understand the situation

when on the highway where the speed is marked 55MPH it is accepted that the drivers may go a tad fastereven though the sign marks the SPEED LIMITthen when someone goes beyond that accepted parameterwell it is that person who is speedingwhen in actuality....it is everyone who is going over the SPEED LIMIT that is speeding

rode the six year old specialized fsr dual suspension bike to work todaythe bike was far from familiarso unfamiliar that I went over the handlebars when a bar end grabbed an obstacle in a narrow passageon a quick transition from the street to the sidewalkthe bike felt good going over the curbI was not sure if I would fit between the construction barrier and the street postlanding on the sidewalk confirmed that the passage was too narrowit was foolish for me to ride with blind confidence on an unfamilar bike

during lunch I ran into cargo mike and his cargo bikeI told mike about my purchase, my parts replacements, and my need for a mechanic's stamp of approvalmike invited me to stop by his mechanic's job at revolutions bicycles after work so he could throw the machine in the stand

we went our separate waysme to my job and mike to hisI watched and mike spun that seemingly awkward trailer with such comfort the wrong way on a one way street

I arrived at revolutions a minute or two before mikethis gave me time to catch up with super daveI have know super dave forever so there is always plenty to catch up on

in between customer repairs mike worked on the new bike for my varried bicycle quiverattention to the skipping gears, straightened the rear wheel, and then a glance at the shockthings took a few minutes longer than anticipatedwhich got me home a few minutes latea call to lisa gave her warningbut I was still later than expectedpartially because I needed to ride the bike a bit

the bike responded wellthe fit was goodthe gears were not skippingthe shocks front and rear seemed to be working as they shouldthe brakes were dead on

the bike did not quite feel rightthe positioning was unfamiliara good fit but an unfamiliar fit

I cut through some urban pathsthe bike cornered well and seemed to hold a good linethe shock seemed to take up the cushion but there was no real obstacle to test the potentialthe bike was getting good marksthen pedals kissed a rockit may have been my section nature to get out of the saddle to go through a patch of rocksdual suspension has a different set of balancemy riding style is more fashioned towards the riding style of the single speed... even when on gears

the short ride confirmed my aprehensionit would be a hasty decision to swap bikes unneccesarily a few days before the raceif I had no bike option this would be a fantastic bike optionbut the monkey is working fineand wellthe monkey is far closer to my second nature

yes the karate monkey is a beastbut a familiar beastit is best for me to stick with what is familiar

tonight I will put the monkey in the stand after the kids go to bedmy neighbor chris gave me some old v-brakes to replace my knobby grabbing cane creek quasi-u-brakesthen after that I will be back on the monkey and make the final prep and the final approach to the shenandoah mountain 100

8.27.2007

want to put some words downyet I lack the energysleep will win over this blog entry

yet while flight of the conchords plays I will continue to type

today I left out of work earlywanted to run an errand with dean wanted to talk with dean and hear about his first day in first gradeso I took dean with me to go out and talk to a friend about a bikethe modern equivalent of talking to a man about a horse... I guess

early in the trip I could see that my line of questioning was not getting any real substanceso I let the topic driftI grabbed a diminutive pokemon charm made of metal that came with a newly purchased pokemon dvdpassed it back to deanhe marveled at it silence for a bithe questioned where i got it then we debated about its nameI gave dean some space as he focused on his little treasurethen he started in on some anecdotes of the dayjust what I was looking for

I could see that the drive to leesburg was longer what dean was looking fordean remarked about being on the highwayhe questioned why we needed to take the highway to get to this friend's housethen dean told me he changed his mindI told him it was too late to turn arounddean turned around and looked at the four lanes of highway behind ushe did not want to go with me to go get this bikeI told him it was too late to turn around then I pulled the nintendo ds from my bag and passed it back to himmario versus donkey kong was the game of choice

driving suckswe just drove back from the shenandoahs the day priorthere was plenty of driving on that long holiday weekend that acted as a mini family vacationI can understand why dean was not so interested in the view outside the windowthe nintendo ds did the trickthere was intermittent conversation about the game and the actions day as he playedalong with a lot of him talking to the gameand a lot of me asking him what he just said

finally we arrived at my friend forrest's housethe garage was open and the bike was in the drivewaya six year old stumpjumper fsrless wear and tear than corrosion from laying dormantforrest stopped riding mountain bikes a few years agoa back injury keeps him running and road biking while offering hesitation to head out on dirttwo back surgeries are part of his measure

the bike was not our entire focuswe discussed the history... a hundred dollars passed hands and then I put my new six year old bike on the roof of the elementforrest asked if it was a good dealI said it was a good deal for meforrest figured it was a good deal for him because the bike was just hanging in his dad's barndean went straight for the remote control hummerdean was a good guest to a much younger boy named bradwe stayed for a while and chattedI got a tour of the housedean got a rice crispy treatthen left for the drive homethe way back we headed towards white's ferrywhich was really the fastest way home in addition to being the most interesting

white's ferrythe last ferry on the potomac

dean was pretty excited about the ferryeven if we stayed in the car

we met lisa and grant at my dad's for pizza and a quick dip

I returned home and got to work on the Specialized FSR

cleaned, lubed, and greasedwith some minor adjustments

swapped out the old tires/tiubes for some new tires and tubes... random 26ers that were floating aroundnew stuff... swag from some local racesput on an alternate seatsnagged some riser bars off another bikethen the requisite new chain and new cassettethen grabbed some TIME pedalsthat was about all that it needed

the bike was ready to ridenot sure if I will race itbut I am considering itwill ride it a tomorrow and see if I can get a feel for this

wild bill was an orioles fanan ultra orioles fanin previous posts I ranted on about random people who were members of the dc music scene in the 80swell... wild bill was a member of a different scenebut carried similar folklore status

wild bill deat at 68I wonder if any baltimore cyclists can tell me about his reputation as a cab driveras a rule cab drivers in dc are some of the worst drivers on the road

SBCshenandoah bike companyI know nothing about the shenandoah bike companyalthough I have seen their jerseys blur by me in my many years of mountain bikingnot sure what SBC isor who these people are wearing their jerseysbut I do know that I am making the final preps for the Shenandoah Mountain 100less than a week away and I am throwing a wrench into the machine

a friend of mine hooked me up with his now retired 2000 Specialized FSRI am weighing the scales of the six year old light specialized double bangerormy three year old over thirty pound surly hardtailPublish Postmy friend mike is unable to race the SM100anyone looking to buy his space?

8.26.2007

why are these random rants about various people from another time?because these people are interesting?because the thought about these people may evoke memories and ideas in the minds of those that knew them or knew of them?because their names were floating through my head?

some of these people were my friendsother were people I just saw around townall of them are interesting and worth mentioning

someone like andy gore is an interesting person whether stranger or friendthen someone like lefty... well... that name is documentary materialbells of... the music and the story surrounding the music make it worth mentioningmaybe I can point a camera at andy gore... bet he could tell and amusing anecdote of that era about lefty?how about a punk movie about the people around the stage rather than on the stageas punk would not have existed without the massesmany people lived and worked to existtheir existence surrounded being in the scenejust livingjust living in the scene

oral historysomeone needs to record it nowcause when people are gonethe chance to capture that oral history is gone

I often ask myself...how do they let that happen?how do fat people get so fat?people are hugepeople are massivepeople are awkwardly largepeople are so fat that they are unhealthy

and I ask myself...how do they let that happen?

this weekend while away with the family lisa snapped some shots of me and the boys on a floating dock on Lake Laura near Bryce MountainI looked at the shots with a bit of a shockI am hugeI am massiveI am large and palehow did this happen?

no I am not obeseno I am not exactly fatcompared to people who are skinny I am fatcompared to people who are fat I am not fatI could be more thinperhaps I should be more thinto be quite honest... I thought I was more thinnot that I thought I was thinbut I thought that I was thinner than I amand well... I am notno... I do not know how this happensyes... it helps me to be a little more sympathetic of others

to all the people whom I judged at the walmart today... I am sorry for judging youto all the people who I acted better than at the county fair a few weeks ago... I am sorry that I snubbed you

we all see ourselves captured at our bestyou know... the myspace photowhen actually... our appearance is something differenthow does the mirror lie?how did I not see my go from extra large to extra extra large?

illana the iguana took some shots of me from the cranky monkey number threeI wondered when I saw these if these were just bad shots from bad anglesthen seeing the photos from this weekend I saw the truthmy gut is hugemy gut is massivehow did this happen without me noticing?how did this happen without me doing anything about it?

not sure whyit has been a long time that photos of me depict the before and not the after

8.25.2007

afternoon rains have cut into my plans to ridesure I could have ridden in the rainbut the rain cut into my desire to ride

tomorrow is the Cranky Monkey race at Quanticonot sure if it will happen

some trails dran better than othersmy guess is that Quantico is not a well draining trail

I still got plenty of exercise running around and swimming with my kidsnot Shenandoay Mountain 100 trainingbut honestlyit is too late to cram for the testjust need to sharpen my pencils

I am stoked...still toying with the idea of riding another bike

no... I have not and do not expect to hear from Konahad I really wanted to try and hit them up with a sponsorship/demo dealI could have sent them some articles in SPOKES and a race resumeinstead of the cocktail napkin with the idea that it would be cool to hook GWADZILLA up with a Hei Hei 29er!

it is fun to dream

now I am toying with the idea of riding a friend's old double bangerit would be 26 inch wheelsbut I think it may be a faster bikemore race worthy than the trusty old Karate MonkeyI love the Monkeybut I hate how I have to noodle through stuff that other people float overokay... maybe that is my failure as a rider not a problem with the bike

I was not planning on racing tomorrowmaybe if there is a rain date I will race Quantico after all

8.23.2007

Do you remember the promises promises - I do- Do you remember the promises promises - I do-

-generation xpromises promises

there were some words shared over a few shared drinks the other nightmany drinks and many wordswords were saidpromises were madeone set of promises in particularfor me it does not matter the time of day or the number of drinksI try to stay consistentI will let you know where this goesI will come forward either way with the said promise which involves a bicycle

generation x was so much cooler than I was ever old enough to understandI was hip to them before billy idol solo, but not too much soonergen x on youtube I hopeon a dial up connection right nowblogging is okay... downloading anything impossibleuploading images? I do not think so

Bass! how low can you go? Death row. what a brother knows.Once again, back is the incredibleThe thyme animalThe incredible d, public enemy number oneFive-o said, freeze! and I got numbCan I tell em that I really never had a gun?

-public enemybring the noise

ian michaels aka basspart of the fusion that was bells ofdon't let anyone tell you that bells of is lawrence mcdonaldbells of is many incarnationsdon't let lawrence tell you bells of was just lawrence mcdonaldbells of was many incarnations but most of all bells of was lawrence, bass, and frito/nateI called him frito... other called him nate... his name was fernando the was the longest running incarnation of bells ofit was also the most fluidthose guys jammedthose guys flowed

ian michaels is a cool cat and was a good kidhe turned wrenches for big wheel and then for the bike exchangeand wellas a friend he definitely did me the favor of turning a wrench for me on more than one occassion

apparently ian michaels is in school to learn to build electric bass guitarsthere is a big word for itbut I do not know itthat bass in that photo is a base he just made

it has been a good dayas a matter of fact it has been a good two daystoday I turned fortyon the eve of my birthday I was able to get out of work early enough to sneak in a post work ride

with the shenandoah mountain rapidly approaching it is time for me to get dialed in on my bikeit is important for me to feel comfortable on the surly karate monkey with gearsthere was no new bike for my birthdaythere has not been a call from konaso I am facing the factsI am racing the monkeyI love the monkeyI love the way the monkey ridesbut the monkey is not a race bike

so I got out of work early and stepped onto the karate monkey for some post work milesthe dcmtb kit was on the correct shoes were on an accelerade was cold and read for consumptionso I threw my leg over my bike and did some miles

went out on the capital crescent trail out and back then went for the hills in rock creek tried doing the hillsnot hill repeatsnot attackes on the hillbut just pedaling the bike up the hill

it had been an hour and a half on the bike when I reached the base of ross driveI estimated three loopsthree slightly different loops through ross drive and grant road up to or around the nature centerthen head for homemy watch was not on my wristbut I had checked my cell for the timestill had to walk the dogs then meet some friends for dinneractually... as it was the eve of my birthday I had an inkling that it may be more than just dinner and drinks with friends

I did not try to play dectiveI did not try to solve the mysteryI waited in anticipation and I did not have to fake being surprisedsure I had thought that maybe a few friends more than the couple we had planned to meetbut instead there were people from all over the placefriends from all over my lifefriends from all over my past

then behind the legs of some old friends ran my kidsan even bigger surprisewho would think that you could miss your kids after just a few hoursit was great to share the surprise with my kids

there was red winebut I soon switched over to mojitosearly in the evening my buddy rob had to step out to go play a gig at the eigtheenth street loungehis wife vida went home to free the babysitterwhile rob played the roll of the pid piper and lead a mass of us to the next locationI had been wanting to catch the wednesday night session of See I at the 18th Street Loungebut had not made it happenlast night was as good as anyand we were not let down

rob and the boys rocked the housethe crowd there is there to have funthere was lots of dancingthere was lots of energyI did not get home till well after three ambut my trajectory was slowed as I rolled through adams morgan for a slice of pepperoni from pizza mart

woke this morning and replayed the night back in my headthanked lisa again and we discussed the wonderful collection of friends and the level of surprisewe had a great timelisa really threw together a great partyit was a great way to celebrate my 40th birthday

was slow all daybut no worriesit was my birthdayand well.... I scheduled the day off some time agostayed off the bikebut felt fine with that because I had a solid two and a half hours the night prior

happy birthday to me!

ohthere is talk of me getting a dual suspension bike from a friend of minehe is tallit is a 26erbut he is tall... I am going to try and nail him down on this prospect early next week

there are some new images on the bells of pagesome funky stuff that is hard to explain

lawrence on guitarlawrence on a skateboardlawrence on a skateboard with now world famous movie producer Spike Jonze in the background on his BMX bikelawrence at a video convention that we scammed in onthat is a young jason farrell of swiz and now retisonic trying to get a glance at the playmate

the art on many of the Bells of releases was done by Peter Quinnlawrence was a big fan of his work

8.21.2007

not a pretty day on the bikeI was all over the bikeI was all over the trail

pre-riding a course is not part of my standard procedurebut... this short little lap would have been nice to know better as it would have allowed for better anticipation of grade and obstaclesknowing what climbs to contest and which ones to bail on andit would have been advantageous to know the start of lap twoif that knowledge were part of me I could have seen the finish sooner and picked up the pace

the results do not tell the battle in the back of the packfor most of the first lap there was some back and forth between me and a few of the other racersbutch and I played some cat and mousetom dropped back than caught his breath and took off

in the final miles I stepped it up and passed a few racerscaught butch and held him offI could hear his breath behind me

the details are not what they should be as the whole race is an oxygen deprived blur

I try to tell myself that days off the bike are as important as days on the bike

today I took another day off the bikeit was a rainy mist all dayI rolled out of work in full dcmtb kittook it straight homehad the camerabut did not loop around

thought it best for me to head home got home and hung with the boys while the wife went to a meeting at dean's schoolwith lisa out before dinner I went for the stack of menus and the telephonethe boys claimed not to be hungryI ordered plenty of chinese food just the sameas it turns out the boys were not that hungry

I ate while they made a mess of singapore rice noodles, moo shu chicken, pan fried dumplings, and white ricegrant centered around the white rice with soy saucewhile dean focused on the moo shu and the moo shu pancakes without any fillinggood thing I ordered extra pancakestoo bad they did not send extra pancakeswonder if they charged me for extra pancakes

after dinner there was a demand for Nintendo DSit was not so much a matter that I was not looking for at fightbut more that I was looking to play a little Mario Vs. Donkey Kong myselfdean and I played the working devicewhile grant played Mario Kart with no split screenwhich was no issue once the race beganthere was no complaint as I selected the character and the course the best I could tapping on the blank bottom screen

my body is workedstill feeling the Fountainhead course from the Cranky Monkey #3that race worked meI left depletedmy body is still wreckedmy legs feel heavytook yesterday off the bikethen again today I went without a post work ridetrying to believe that days off the bike are as important on the bikewould rather get a good work out tomorrow and let my legs restore today

did some mini hikes with my dog and my dad's dogdog sittingmax is a very energetic black laband when I say energetic I mean spaztic

printing some photos for grant's class projectactually... printing out all sorts of random shots of the boysalways good to get some printsput them around the housesend them out to grandparentsget them off the hard drive and into a non-digital reality

currently printing some shots from the montgomery county fairbut I think I will scan through the archives for some shots from last summer's trip to colorado

it is fun to daydream that I lived close enough to this sort of stuff that the word backcountry could be part of my vocabulary

at this point I have to settle for the term ski liftsski lifts with long lines taking me up to short runs that consist of dirt, rocks, and iceand maybe some corn snowthat wonderful poor man's powder

fun can be hadjust be cautious about the patches of dirt, the occassional rock, and the massive sheets of icemaybe this winter we will take a vacation in the rockiesbut before that I most certainly want to go localmaybe even whitegrass

but until then we will have to be open to the local optionsthe local options that were always disadvantaged by being east coast are stuck in a warm winter trenda warm winter trend that may very well be effected by global warming

it may have always been the nature of the east coast climate to have an occassional warm day in the winter monthsit most certainly seems to snow less frequently and in lesser quantityor did I just chance on a few snow filled winters as a child?

the temperature has been moderate for the last week in washingtonquite pleasant really

these are simple wordswords that may be misspelledwords that can easily be forgottenwords that can be vital to be remembered

I need to remember to psych myself up instead of psyching myself outthere have been several races this year where I psyched myself outon sunday I had a solid time at the Cranky Monkey at Fountainheadfinished pretty much where I should have finishedbut worked really hard to get therepartly because it is a decievingly tough courseand also because I psyched myself outmy approach to the event lacked intensitymy approach lacked focusmy mind often wanders but on this day my mind was never really theremainly because I did not psych myself up

scanning some blogs to get some inspiration for a SPOKES article on cyclocross

found myself on GAMJAMSwas reading some stuffgot away from the information and looked at the contributors profilesan interesting spectrum of road ridersa few of them have blogsall of them interesting for different reasons

8.19.2007

wanted to hit the keys and get some ideas down about the cranky monkey at fountainhead todaybut insteadall I can recall from the weekend is that I watched ET with Deanor should I sayI napped while Dean watched ET... which is good... as I do not want to cry in front of my son

LEFTY - When D.C. produced Iron Cross, who many hail as the first American skinhead band, trouble was bound to follow. With D.C.'s Black majority population, Nazi-inspired skinhead racism wasn't going to be business a usual, and one of the ways this manifested itself was surprising. Amazingly, the leader of the early 80s D.C. Skins was not an Aryan, but Kendall Hall, a hulking Black woman, better known as Lefty. Adorned with swastikas, Lefty and her violent followers disrupted shows, stole Doc Martins off kids' feet, brawled with bikers, stomped Jews, gay bashed and most shockingly, supported Reagan. Iron Cross, denouncing their skinhead past, had an anti-Lefty song, "Wolf Pack," on their Hated and Proud ep. (JA)

Chris at EX Teenage Rebel seems to have some good stuff on this era of music and culture

I do remember characters like Lefty, the butch black skingirl (can you say oxymoron?)

I am surprised there is not more on the topic

I do not feel like digging through the skinhead pages on the netas their anger and hatred is, was, and always will be so far from how I care to see the world

oddly enoughthe gwadzilla archive comes up with a mention of Lefty from last Septembermy mind runs in circleslike a dog chasing its tail

lefty...who was she then?where is she now?it is all very curious

as for Skinheadsthey were always known for having more hair than brainsmost of them were wimps grasping for machismo in the mobmost could never stand strong aloneas for the bad asses... well... I am not sure why they wore the uniformas it was a set of idea from another culture which made it more of a costume than a real life personasort of like a white suburban kid acting like they were brought up in Compton

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