Tapping In To Your Own Subjective Reality

It can be challenging to hold the Subjective Reality perspective all of the time, especially when you are just starting out. Here are some tips and ideas for helping to bootstrap yourself into the Broader Context.

But please bear in mind that these are things that have worked for me and for others. It doesn't guarantee they will work for you. Only you can determine what will or won't float your metaphysical boat.

This blogpost started as a response to an email from a reader, but has since taken on its own dimensions. Thanks, EJ!

Achieving and sustaining the Subjective Reality headspace can be extremely difficult or even impossible if you have unresolved unconscious issues. The first order of business is to identify, mitigate or, ideally remove these barriers lurking below the level of awareness.

Current research tells us that some 90+% of our consciousness is underwater - much like an iceberg. With that much below the surface, the average person is mostly unaware of their own motivations and needs - unless they have begun the arduous task of inner work.

Like everyone, I, too, have times when I slip and end up in the victim mindset,
where I seem to have the Midas Touch in reverse - everything I touch
turns to shit. Over the years, those times have become less frequent and
less intense as I began to learn about how the human mechanism
functions, and which techniques work best for me, given my unique set of
circumstances, abilities and proclivities. Here's what I found:

After much research and self-observation I discovered that, first
of all, if there are any hidden beliefs that you are unworthy, or some
other (usually childhood) negative programming or unhealed trauma, it
can interfere with keeping the headspace - sometimes making it well-nigh
impossible to attain the inner stillness require to contact and hear
your inner being.

Gurdjieff has a good explanation of why this is
so - because it takes a lot of a certain type of energy to sustain that
state of consciousness, just like it takes a certain kind and amount of
energy to mow the yard or paint a watercolor of a lily. Although we
daily generate sufficient energy to do the tasks of life, as well as to
reach deeper levels of consciousness, we often waste
the necessary energies in non-productive activities.

So you’ll
be cruising along, all groovy & cosmic, when something triggers an
unresolved unconscious issue and... the ego kicks in, and starts wasting
time & energy in unproductive states like worry, fear, anger,
self-pity, etc. We can fritter away our vital spiritual energies without even
realizing it until too late.

We can fritter away our vital spiritual energies without even
realizing it until too late.

Gurdjieff’s answer is to join an
intended community, in which everyone is dedicated to raising their
consciousness & helping others to raise theirs as a group. So if you
start slipping, there are others & structures to help get you back
up to speed. Now, I have never experienced this kind of intended
lifestyle, and it can be a bit radical. Not everyone has the circumstances that would allow them to move to Sedona (or wherever) or join a monastery or an ashram. But it seems to work for many people.

Other
radical methods that might not be everyone's cup of tea include hallucinogens, such as mushrooms, DMT &
ayahuasca. Not so much LSD, IMHO, as that tends to bring about a different
kind of headspace, but that just could be me. John Lilly writes at length about what he called
“metaprogramming of the human bio-computer.” What that entails is using entheogens as a means to bring up negative unconscious programming (mostly
unresolved childhood crap) & to re-program yourself consciously. This is not something to be undertaken lightly or just for "fun."

Ultimately, that is the quest we are all on - to re-write the consensus
reality conditioning to suit your own goals & desires.
Psychotherapy can be useful in digging up old negative
programming, but sometimes, it can a) take too long & b) replace one
kind of crappy programming with an only slightly less crappy
programming, so you need to be careful in choosing a therapist &
type of therapy.

The operative thing here is diving in deep & removing all obstacles to SR.

It also helps to read books by and
about saints, sages, mystics and teachers of all types. Every faith has
it's own share of mystics, if you go looking for them. Christianity's
St. Francis and St. Hildegard, as well Mother Theresa, all can help
you find insight, if you like that flavor. In Hinduism, Ramana Maharshi
and Yoganada, as well as the Bhavagad Gita are very helpful. In Islam,
you have the lovely Sufi tradition, with Rumi, Hazrat Inayat Khan and
Omar Khayyam. Buddhism has some wonderful stuff in the Dhammapada, as
well as many other notable expositors in Zen and Tibetan Buddhism. The Dao De Jing also can't be beat.

If your tastes run towards
the more contemporary, I highly recommend A Course in Miracles. If you can
handle the heavy Christic language, the daily exercises can be very
helpful, as is the text, itself. I have done the Course through about 7 times and still find lots of great nuggets. In Hinduism, my tastes run towards the
iconoclastic, so I like the works of bad boy guru, Paramahansa Nithyananda. For
Sufism, it's hard to compete the guys I listed above. I am currently
unaware of any contemporary teachers that I would recommend. (But if
you've got one, I'd LOVE to know about it!) Buddhism has several great
teachers, including (of course) the Dalai Lama and Adyashanti.

Each of these folks has their own take and their own spin. I think they are all talking about the same stuff, but coming from different angles. (Much like the 4 blind men and the elephant of ancient Hindu myth - each grabs a different part and thinks they understand the whole.) Only YOU and YOUR EXPERIENCE are what matters. If listening to these people helps you clarify, then great! Roll with it. If they don't, move on...

Optimally, arranging your whole
lifestyle to remove the obstacles & reinforce the mindset are what
is needed (which is why intended communities are recommended). Easier said than done, I know.

Again, Gurdjieff has a
good way of looking at it. In Ouspensky’s book “A Possible Psychology
of Man’s Future Evolution,” he talks about multiple “I”s, which compete
for energy & control. It is unconscious and/or rebellious
‘sub-personalities’ or “I”s that pull you out. You can think of these
unresolved issues as your sub-personalities, or “I”s. The trick is to get all
of the many parts of you working together, which may involve a lot of
inner work, as these sub-personalities developed as coping mechanisms
for specific needs, but may have become outmoded or unnecessary.

If you
are interested in learning more about G, I have a good playlist of
videos on YouTube.

My best advice is to keep on
keeping on, and to surround yourself with as much “conscious material”
as you can. Try to set up a positive feedback loop in your life, so
that everything returns you to SR. Do meditation retreats, if you can. NLP is also helpful - I use jewelry as anchor/reminders. And you MUST make/take the time to daily sit and meditate, for it is during these times that you connect with your innermost self. You can also call it your Higher Self, Holy Guardian Angel, Inner Being, the Dao, Daemon (as Socrates called it) or even the No Thing of Zen. Each of us experiences it differently, but we do all have access to that space within. The label is not important - the experience IS...

I find that some form of creative self-expression also helps to
bring up the unconscious goo for purging, hence my novels. I also dabble in art and cosplay. If you enjoy some form of creative self-expression, use it as a tool. You can learn a lot about yourself from observing yourself both in the act of creating and in receiving feedback from others on your endeavors. It becomes very apparent that what you are is not what gets expressed, and the illusory nature of consensus reality is revealed.

Abraham-Hicks has some good tricks for telling when your mindset is
slipping, before it’s too late, with their “Emotional Guidance System.”
I suggest you check it out, if you have not already.

If you can, stop drinking water containing fluoride. It makes a bigger difference than you might think. If you are curious about this recommendation, I suggest you research the origins of fluoride use in water supplies. 'Nuff said.

Basically,
if you have been doing this for a while, then you already know what
tricks work for you & which ones don’t. If you haven't, then start
experimenting. Everyone is different and different techniques and
approaches work differently. So try stuff out - but always listen to
your gut if it tells you something is not right for you. Just because
someone on the interwebs recommends it, doesn't necessarily mean it will
work for you. It's your reality and your consciousness - act like it. Do Due
Diligence and Respect Your Inner Guidance.

Essentially, we have all been brainwashed into thinking we are puny, isolated and limited. Subjective Reality consciously reverses that programming.

It’s about finding the right
balance between inner & outer expressions of self. Remember that 2
things bring up ego: 1) negativity (fear, anger, self-pity,
self-loathing, unresolved traumas, etc) and 2) your own progress - the
more you grow, the more the ego is going to try to keep you small.

The
purpose of the ego is homeostasis and SR threats the status quo, so
the ego is always going to try to throw you out of SR. Its main tools are distractions and self-talk. These are what it uses to keep you too busy or too fucked up to focus within. Just remembering
this is a great help. And of course, consensus reality is going to kick
in with unsupportive feedback & lifestyles.

As Wayne Dyer
says, ‘the Universe gives tests.”

Every time you make a positive step,
the Universe is going to test whether or not you really mean it.
Whatever techniques and tricks work for you, the key is persistence.
I have been know to use meditation, affirmations, retreats, books,
audios, self-hypnosis, journaling, even sticky notes on the bathroom mirror and dashboard in my car to
remind myself. Forgetting your Self is your greatest enemy. Kinda like out of that Doctor Who episode.

Don’t stop, don’t let up.

If you fall off the wagon, get up & get
back on.

Again & again & again.

Nothing can replace conscious
effort.

It’s like learning to walk. When babies learn how to walk,
they fall - a lot. But they keep on getting up & trying again. And
that’s what you have to do, as you are re-tuning your brain to function
on a different frequency than it is used to being on. The ego will
keep trying to return to what it considers “normal,” until you have been
at it long enough that SR becomes the new normal.

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