Hey, sorry, been driving a lot, so haven’t been on here. Thanks for the message dokko and everyone else I really appreciate it. I’m doing better, still have an unending feeling of doom and that my life is not worth living but the intensity is down from 10 to 7. I have counseling on Monday, so that’s good. Appreciate everyone’s support it really does help when you are feeling awful

Hope you're alright man. Echo the posts of others, just a couple of other suggestions with CALM https://www.thecalmzone.net/ or giving the Samaritans a ring or email if you need to talk about stuff but don't feel comfortable doing it with friends/family/us

Hey, sorry, been driving a lot, so haven’t been on here. Thanks for the message dokko and everyone else I really appreciate it. I’m doing better, still have an unending feeling of doom and that my life is not worth living but the intensity is down from 10 to 7. I have counseling on Monday, so that’s good. Appreciate everyone’s support it really does help when you are feeling awful

Glad to hear you've come back a bit. Like Jill said, a good start and in the right direction. Fingers crossed you get some answers from the counselling.

I was at my group therapy session tonight, 5 new starters. It's been the 4 of us for so long so it was a nice lift. One left early, her nerves got the better of her. Hard to know how to make her feel comfortable, but could tell the suffering as soon as I entered the room. Poor lass, really hope she gives it a good bash but likely not.

A slightly different slant on this. Wor lass f***ed her elbow up Christmas Eve and has been in a complete panic about everything ever since, some sort of PTSD I guess, the post-op X-rays are spectacular, so many screws. Medically she's doing brilliantly, they don't need to see her again, but mentally she's a mess. Obvs I'm trying to support her but she's up at like 0130 pacing the floor and s***. She wants to go out every day but at the same time doesn't cos she knows she'll get jostled and that f***ing hurts.

Don't need any input, just getting it off my impressively muscular chest.

Aye it's the same compound. They're trying to make analogues with reduced hallucinogenic properties at the moment, but a lot of people think it's these effects which are part of the reason they can work so well. It's a very interesting field of study.