Greetings dear Starseeds of all Leagues and Nations currently embodied as human beings on planet Earth. Allow me to identify myself, so you may know, through complete transparency, from who this message flows. Most modern-day awakened Starseeds working with the light would recognize me as Master Sarah, ascended master daughter born to Jesus (Sananda) and Mary Magdalene (Lady Nada), however, that is a “newer” version of me. More old-world-religion zealots know me as Brigid, the Celtic patroness of healing, poetry and smithcraft; Roman Celtics and Roman Catholics know me as St. Brigid. Some people who think they are channeling Master Sarah have said that I am also the goddess Kali. This is false information. My soul essence and origin is Pleiadian, as my light being and energetic consciousness is a fractal of the central sun (Alcyone) of the Pleiades star system. My Pleiadian light-being name is Peunice, however, I prefer the nickname Scarborough. My first human incarnations on Earth were primarily on the lands known as Ireland and Scotland/Britain, now known as the United Kingdom. These incarnations were during the late Neolithic, Iron and Bronze ages.

How I came to be “Master Sarah” is this: Sananda and Lady Nada approached me and asked if I would like to be the physical embodiment offspring of their physical embodiments (most commonly known as Jesus and Mary Magdalene) to quietly serve as the incarnated harmonic balance of their two energies, the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine, and to create a bloodline that would share this light quotient essence for our Pleiadian soul group to incarnate into as a means to continually serve our sacred Mother Earth and all of her inhabitants. Some of the elite/criminal cabalists are trying to claim this bloodline as their own. This is also false information. Their souls do not possess the proper vibration to incarnate into this bloodline. That is all I care to share at this time regarding my soul ties with this bloodline. More will be revealed in time, as the light quotient on Earth rises, and more and more human beings are ready for absolute truth. Until then, know that we are many, and we are undetected due to our “commonality” across the many societies and cultures that make up the rich heritage of Earth’s human family.

For now, too many are still too deeply rooted in the lower fear-based vibrations to accept the absolute truth. They still cling to the grand deception as the only truth, and they still fight for it with fervor. This is to be expected, and it is alright, for it is simply how things are for the moment, but, as many of you Indigo Starseeds are aware, and through some of your very good work, truths are being revealed and will eventually be accepted as such, for there is too much evidence to suggest otherwise.

Of course, more of you are now needed to step into your Divine Will missions and incarnated soul purposes as Starseeds, should you wish to do so. You all have free will, even once you commit to you Divine Will mission, for it is your gifts, talents and interests and passions that will determine HOW you fulfill your mission, through your creative heart, with love and light for planet Earth and all her inhabitants. We encourage you to realize and step into your personal power with unconditional self love. Many of you already know in your hearts that you have incarnated on Earth to do “something big.” And, of course, this is true. You all volunteered to incarnate on Earth as physical embodiments of your higher selves (light beings) to bring the peace and harmony to a planet saturated in chaos and turmoil. You incarnated to lead by example, in the 5D vibration of pure unconditional love and light, and to help the spiritually unawakened and downtrodden raise their own personal vibrations.

Some of you have been gifted with healing talents; some of you are physical healers, others are mental and emotional healers, and some of you possess both talents. You may have one or many methods that you use as healing tools, including crystal healing, energetic healing, massage, acupuncture, light healing, intuitive healing (psychic/medium, Akashic readings, psychometry), empathic energetic absorption and transmutation, alchemy, horticulture, naturopathy, yoga, spiritual psychology, shamanic journeying and more.

Many of you are artists, delivering messages, inspiring others, and swaying emotions or offering healing through your medium of choice, be it writing, poetry, song lyrics, music, sculpture, canvas, photography, graphic, culinary, or any other craft, such as architecture, metal or stone work, soap making, oil and tincture craft… the list goes on and on.

So many more of you are teachers and coaches of so many different kinds, be they spiritual or academic, and your methods are many, including everything mentioned above and more.

Some of you are advocates and diplomats for peace, creating organizations to advocate for the poor and marginalized as well as endangered and abused species while others are challenging the corrupt systems that hold power and control over the human race.

And many of you identify as all, or more than one of these. Know that, in time, you will ALL be masters and victors in ALL of these roles as your light quotient intake increases. As Starseeds, you all have the ability to help Mother Earth and all of her inhabitants and resources heal, and you all have a variety of gifts and talents to help you do just that.

As a collective, your combined light and talents are amazingly powerful; now is the time for you to begin to combine your collective consciousness efforts by moving into self empowerment through forgiveness and unconditional self love. As you forgive (others and yourself) and move into the vibration of unconditional self love, all your fears fade away.

As you move into your heart-centered vibration of unconditional love for yourself, you find it easier to love others with no need to judge, criticize, compare or fear. Your self-love and approval is all that you have needed all along, for this is the very vibration that empowers you to create, teach, heal and advocate for one another and your precious Mother Earth.

Do not look to anyone else but yourself for approval. Looking to others who do not love themselves for love or approval will only leave you feeling defeated. Looking to organized systems or institutions for love or approval will also leave you feeling inadequate, for many of these systems were created by those who wish to keep you in fear, confusion, self-deprecation or self-loathing for there is nothing they fear more than a unified front of self-loving, self approving, spiritually empowered human beings who adhere to nothing but their own love and respect for themselves and each other. Remember, you are fractals of Creator-source energy and consciousness. You are many fragments of the same loving energy. When you combine your collective energy and consciousness in love, light and harmony, you become Creator-source energy.

Now is the time for all Starseeds incarnated on Earth to empower themselves with unconditional self love and come together in a combined conscious effort to create the united front that will end all chaos and suffering and bring peace and harmony and healing to Mother Earth and all her inhabitants.

Now is the time to collaborate with your fellow Starseeds and create projects and organizations committed to teaching self-empowerment, healing, and peacemaking.

Now is the time to begin imagining and building a better Earth.

Now is the time to focus on creating the peace and harmony that will ensure freedom, prosperity and abundance for all Earth inhabitants.

We’ll give you a hint… it all begins with the human-ego surrender to love and joy. And each and every one of you holds this vibration of love and joy in your heart. It is time to stop swimming against the current, dear ones, for there is no pain in love or joy… there is only the human-ego fear that the love and joy will end. Release this fear, and move into your true personal power of unconditional love, harmony, and oneness, for this is where you will find peace, freedom, prosperity and abundance as your creative gifts and talents begin to flow and increase.

For those of you still skeptical, let us ask you, how much are you rewarded for being fearful, doubtful, worrisome, angry, judgmental, critical, cynical, argumentative, negative, hateful, stubborn, envious, egocentric, manipulative, greedy or self-serving? These attitudes only hold you in fear and cyclical patterns that only lead to more of the same: unhappiness.

You DO have a choice. And you DO have the ability to raise your vibration by exercising this choice. And once you reach this vibration through your own self-empowerment and self-love, you DO have the ability to unconditionally love others and help bring peace and harmony to Earth through your gifts and talents and collaboration with other Starseeds. And now is the time. Your planet and her inhabitants need you to step into your personal power so you can begin your Starseed mission.

So rise, Starseeds, and let the collective conscious manifestation and collaboration for global peace and harmony begin! NOW is the time!!

As promised in my November 14 video update, I am going to begin channeling messages from my higher self (Scarborough/Master Sarah) that focus on what our Masters, Teachers and Loved Ones of the Akashic Records want us to know regarding Collective Consciousness. Sarah’s mastery is in the area of Collective Unity Consciousness, so who better to teach us? That is my thought, anyway, so, in honoring my higher self and my own personal Divine Will, I hereby state that my code of intention is to relay to you the messages of Master Sarah as I receive them through my personal Akashic Records exactly as they are received without any egoic interpretation by my lower self. My personal disclaimer here is that I am JUST the messenger; don’t shoot me! My intention is to use my gift of telepathy to receive and record the clearest messages possible. I am asking Master Sarah to keep her messages simple, direct and to the point so that everyone can understand them. We will now begin.

Message from Master Sarah:

Greetings seekers and wayshowers of light. I am the one many of you refer to as Master Sarah there on Earth. Some do not believe I ever existed, but I assure you that I did. Although both my existence and my teachings in the mastery of Collective Consciousness were kept highly confidential and exclusive by a group many know as “The Keepers” or “The Illuminated Ones”* when I walked the Earth as Sarah, daughter of Jesus and Mary Magdalene, we now feel that it is time to bring these teachings into light. Now that there are so many “Illuminated Ones” walking Mother Earth today, we feel, in order to protect this planet and bring her back into natural order from all of the chaos, it is time to teach you, the seekers and wayshowers, how to use the very web of communication you created many ages ago.

Now, please understand, the WEB I refer to is not your Internet, although your Internet is a cumbersome computerized simulation of the web I am referring to. If currently you are a seeker, your ability to receive messages through this web of collective consciousness is most likely up and running, or, as you refer to it: “online.” Do know, however, that there are no physical “lines” in this particular web. It is all purely telepathic.

Seekers are those who are new to the web of collective consciousness. They are currently receiving messages, (either consciously or subconsciously) and they are driven to begin their spiritual quest. Wayshowers of light (also known as lightworkers) have been on the receiving end for quite some time now – perhaps all of their current conscious life on Earth. Wayshowers are capable of both sending and receiving messages through the web of collective consciousness. Some of them may be fully aware of this capability while others are still not quite sure.

Let us be clear: you ALL have these abilities.

If you are reading this message and doubting it, you are a seeker. If you are reading this message and fully accepting of it without any doubts or reservations about it, you are a wayshower. (Please watch your thoughts from here on out, wayshowers, for everything you think is sent out as vibration through this web of collective consciousness.)

Think of the Web of Collective Consciousness as a conference call where the leaders talk while several others listen in on the conversation. Wayshowers are currently the leaders, for they have done the work and raised their vibrations high enough that they are capable of sending strong messages with their thoughts alone into this web. Everyone is capable of receiving these messages if they are in tune. The strength of the sender OR the unity of the collective sending the thoughts and vibrations through the web is what determines what the collective (of both seekers and wayshowers) receives.

Again, we urge all of you to keep your thoughts and energy clean, clear, positive and full of the highest light and vibration, for this is what will completely change your world by your OWN doing. We have told you before that you have the power to change your world simply through your thoughts and vibrations. We do not quite understand why you are not yet taking full advantage of that.

Many of you are still fully engaged in the 3D happenings of your world, as if you are constantly checking to see if your energy is working yet. Dear ones, doing this is like the leader of the race continuously looking back to make sure he is still in first place. We ask you, what happens each time he does this? Does looking back make him physically run forward faster? No! It is a waste of energy that only interrupts his momentum! Not to mention that looking back is a bit egotistical, is it not? Or maybe it is a lack of trust? In one’s own abilities, perhaps? We are not sure why you do this, but, trust us when we say it is not necessary. It is only slowing your progress.

So often we hear so many of you wondering WHY are we not seeing any changes yet?

And that is exactly why – your inability to let go of the density! Even if you tell yourselves you are “just checking in order to see what more needs to be done.” Trust us when we say this… JUST LEAD.

Even if you are unsure of what you are receiving from the collective is “real” or “true,” we assure you, you will NOT find any evidence of it in the 3D world. Only wayshowers and seekers will come to know the truth through collective consciousness, and that is because they went looking for it; they never trusted in the first place that what they were experiencing in the third dimension was real or true.

Why do you think the web of collective consciousness is not a tangible thing, dear ones? Why is it invisible to the naked eye? Because it is not MEANT for those still vibrating in the lower frequencies. It is only meant for those who know they are much more than what they have been told. And it is through this knowing that the awakened seekers and wayshowers have access to this “secret” web of collective consciousness.

Think about it. Those who know what collective consciousness is only know because they went looking for it, correct? And only the truly awakened would know to look for it or be able to tap into it.

So you know about it. The web of collective consciousness. The transfer of thoughts and vibration through thin air. It exists. You can sense it. You can hear it and feel it, but you cannot touch it or see it. But you can trust that it is there for your use.

Now our question is… what will you do with it?

We do have suggestions, but we will save that for another day. Please stay tuned. And we do mean that in the most spiritual sense! Namaste, dear ones.

*The “Illuminated Ones” referred to here by Master Sarah are NOT to be confused with today’s “Illuminati.”

If you have been following “My Akashic Journey” by Jen Freer at FreerSpirit.com, then you are aware that, in Chapter Six, I revealed a secret I had kept for over six years about myself in the category of “knowing who I am,” or, who I HAVE been, rather.

I held this secret for so many years because I knew that no one would believe me, and I feared I would be ridiculed, or worse, locked up in a padded cell. So, anyway, you can read all about that in Chapter Six if you wish to come to a better understanding of how it all unfolded for me.

Growing up, I was always skeptical of what people tried to tell me about God and Jesus. I will talk about this more in Chapter Seven, which I have yet to write. But, it always surprised me, having never attended church other than a handful of times my grandmother dragged me to hers between the ages of three and five (she died when I was six) that I was so clear about the things Jesus had truly said and done, and how quick I was to set everyone straight on that. For example, a Sunday school teacher told us that “Jesus said, I am the way, the truth and the light, and the only way to God is through me.” My four-year old adamant response: “No he DIDn’t.”

I had a lot of opinions like that about Jesus at a very young age. The only reason that made any sense as to why is what I learned many years later, in 2006, while watching DaVinci Code, when a group of friendly-beings energy filled the room and told me that yes, Jesus had a wife named Mary Magdalene and that, yes, they had a baby named Sarah and that I had been that baby/child/woman – the daughter of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. Although I immediately felt in my heart this was true, and I had known it in my heart for a very long time, my lower-self ego was like “Shut the front door!” I was not having it. But, since then, I have learned to accept it, and even decided to share what my higher self, who was also the higher self of Sarah, knows about that life and Jesus and Mary Magdalene.

So, without any further adieux, here is Sarah’s first message, just in time for Easter.

Message from Sarah.

Greetings, seekers.

My light-being name is Peunice. I am of Pleiadian origin, and I am an ascended master of light. I currently work with The Pleiadian Ring of 500, a group of 250 twin-flame soul mates who gathered together to contribute to and make an impact on Earth’s ascension and to assist others in the process of ascension. Our most famous pair of twin-flame soul mates who belong to our ring are the icon you know as Jesus and the one you may or may not know to have been his wife, Mary Magdalene.

One of my first physical incarnations on Earth was the embodiment of the baby girl born to Jesus and Mary Magdalene who they named Sarah. Now you can think of me as Sarah, if you wish, but do know that Sarah is just one of many physical beings I have embodied. Remember, I was an ascended master Pleiadian light-being named Peunice long before I was ever Sarah. Currently, I am incarnate as the being known as Jen Freer, author of FreerSpirit.com. Not to confuse anyone, but I do prefer to go by the name Scarborough as Peunice just sounds a bit on the silly side to me. I adopted the name Scarborough after living in one of my favorite cities of all incarnations: Scarborough, U.K., back in the linear time of the 1500s.

That being said, I would like to share information with you about my incarnation as Sarah, and I would like to clear up a lot of disinformation that you have been living under if you are, or have been, involved in any “Christian” religion. What I have to tell you is most likely going to upset you, and it may even anger you if you are completely steeped in the belief system that was created to control you. I only tell you this truth in order to free you from a system that is a paradox of what it claims to be. I would like to make this very brief and keep it as simple as possible. What you need to know is that I was there. I was the daughter of the one most know as Jesus Christ (or Yeshua, or whatever other name you may call him). Most know him as Jesus, so I will just stick to the most popular name.

Here is the first thing you need to know: I grew up knowing my father as a physical human being. Yes. That means that he DID NOT die on a cross. He WAS NOT crucified. And he WAS NEVER nailed to a cross. He DID NOT die for your sins. In fact, there is NO SUCH THING as “sin.”

All of these things… the crucifixion, (or, as I like to spell it: cruciFICTION) the resurrection, and SIN are all things made up by a group of people who have controlled the masses for over 2000 years with this nonsense. These people took my father’s teachings and created their own judgment system out of them. They did everything the opposite of what he taught and placed him at the head of their “church” and told the people they felt were beneath them that THEY should not judge one another… and then they made up a list of “sins” for which the people had to pay actual money until that was replaced with “hail Marys” and “Our fathers.”

I am sorry if this spoils your Easter weekend, but it shouldn’t. It should actually be cause for celebration. For my father DID incarnate as Jesus Christ and he DID teach everyone that we are all one, so we should focus on loving everyone and not judging one another. He also taught that “God” is in everything. God energy is in every atom and every particle that makes up everything in the entire Universe. So, yes, it is within you and me, and even “the bad guys.” It is in the earth and the water and the air and fire and spirit and even in the unseen. God energy is everywhere. And it is FREE. You don’t have to attend a church or tithe your own God energy (money) in exchange to be closer to or experience God. God is already IN you. YOU are a fractal of God. This is what makes you capable of loving unconditionally. Yes. That power IS within you. And, if you are going to rejoice ANYthing this Easter weekend, rejoice in THAT. Rejoice in the fact that YOU can rise. YOU can ascend into the higher realms of unconditional love. THIS is what is meant by being “saved” or “reborn.”

Religion doesn’t save you. Jesus doesn’t save you. YOU save you. With your OWN God essence. Your OWN “Christ consciousness.” You have it. It is inside your eternal heart. Your soul. Your light body. The only place you have to “go” to access it is within… into your heart chakra.

My father’s message was SO simple, but yet it has taken humanity over 2000 years and counting to “get it.” Of course, he did not know that a controlling cult would take his teachings and twist them into a way for them to manipulate, control and steal from the masses. This is his biggest disappointment.

One last thing he wants you to know: the empty cross is closer to the truth. Protestants use the empty cross to celebrate the ascension of Christ. Yes, Jesus ascended. He ascended when he passed away, peacefully, of natural causes, a happy old man, husband and father. He has ascended numerous times, in other lives. Just as we ALL have. We are ALL ascended masters, believe it or not. And we, too, will RISE again. Rejoice in THAT. Rejoice in YOURSELF. Rejoice in your own godliness and Christ consciousness. You have it. So celebrate it!

And yes, Jesus DOES love you. Whether you are black or white, (or any other “color”) gay or straight, (or somewhere in between) human or some other species… and yes, even if you have been naughty. Remember, there is no such thing as “sin.” It is all just experience. And that is what we all came to Earth School to do – experience. EVERYthing. We have all taken turns being the controllers and the controlled. The bullies and the victims. The heroes and the villains. And what most of us have discovered is that we prefer the light to the dark. We’d rather be the “good guys.” It feels better to love – and be loved – than to hate or be hated. We have learned. From experience. Thank God, right? No… thank YOURSELVES. For YOU are the bravest of the brave to have endured the tumultuousness of Earth School. And now it is time for all of us to rise.

Rise above the controlling systems and governances.

Rise above the petty disagreements and grudges.

Rise above, into love.

Rise above, into freedom.

Planet Earth is here for all to enjoy. At no cost. She does not need anyone to fight for her. She just needs all of her inhabitants to love her, cherish her, and give back to her. Once we free ourselves from these controlling systems, we will understand that no one owns any piece of Mother Earth. No one can divide her up with boundaries. She is here for ALL of us to enjoy, explore, and adore with NO boundaries, for in the highest order of love, there are no boundaries, and all are free.

Not to be pious or anything, but I’m going to open this chapter with a quote. No, it’s not a Biblical quote, but as informal as my work has been up until now, this might feel a little… awkward. It came across my screen while I was pondering exactly how I was going to lay this out for you all, (and worrying about the ramifications) and it just felt like it was a bit of encouragement. So here it is…

“One of the most important of life´s lessons is to learn independence, to understand freedom. This means independence from attachments, from results, from opinions, and from expectations. Breaking attachments leads to freedom, but breaking attachments does not mean abandoning a loving and meaningful relationship, a relationship that nourishes your soul. It means ending dependency on any person or thing. Love is never a dependency.” ~ Brian L. Weiss

Breaking this down, the very first thing that stuck out as a message for me personally is the bit that says:

“This means independence from attachments, from results, from opinions, and from expectations.”

The first person I shared my 2006 DaVinci Code experience with was Ariel DeAngelis. I shared it with her on January 10th, 2013. Seven years later. Yes, for seven years I kept a secret about myself. I know that is hard to believe. Probably because it is still hard for me to believe, even thought I KNOW it to be true. This is a perfect example of the mind/ego ruling the heart and denying truth. We do this all the time, don’t we?

I can tell you right now why I never told a soul. Because NO ONE would believe me. Ever. And I figured if I told anyone, I’d find myself locked up in a padded cell for life. No need to sacrifice my “freedom” for truth. But this quote here reminded me that freedom is independence from results and opinions.

Now part of me is still wondering why it is even necessary to divulge this information. In service to self, it is small. There is nothing to gain from it personally. In service to others, it is huge. If only I could prove it, this information would free a LOT of people from the deception the church has held over them for the past 2013 years. (I don’t know why I was just prompted to write 2016, but I corrected it to 2013. I’m sure there is a reason.) If they wanted a reason to NOT believe anymore, that is. And that is where the rest of this quote really becomes powerful in persuading me to tell my truth…

“Breaking attachments leads to freedom, but breaking attachments does not mean abandoning a loving and meaningful relationship, a relationship that nourishes your soul. It means ending dependency on any person or thing. Love is never a dependency.”

This has SO MANY meanings, without a doubt. It is completely open for interpretation. But, because it rolled out in front of me on the screen of my laptop WHILE I was contemplating how… and why I should come out with this information, this is how I interpreted this particular message for myself…

So many people are attached to their religion. To the doctrine and the rhetoric of their religion. SO MANY people believe that Christ died for their sins. And that he resurrected. These people had a FIT when DaVinci Code came out and suggested that Christ was (ermagerd!!!) MARRIED and that his WIFE Mary Magdalene had a baby girl named Sarah. (Blasphemous!!!)

Is it, though? We can all agree that Jesus was born into Jewish culture, correct? And, in Jewish culture, it is pretty common for a man to have a wife (and sexual intercourse) and child, correct?

I’m not so sure why it is so unfathomable to some Christians that Jesus Christ possibly had sex with a woman he was married to and produced offspring, but it is perfectly okay to believe that he ran around in a robe and sandals with a bunch of dudes who professed their love for him, healed a blind man, walked on water and turned water into wine. Seriously???

Okay, it’s 2013… can we be a tiny bit realistic about this for once? Does having a wife really make Jesus less magical? Does it make him less likely to have been such a great teacher or prophet? What if he never really walked on water? Or turned water into wine? Or, how about this… what if he never resurrected? What if… he never even died on that cross? Does that negate the lessons he tried to teach us wayyyyy back then?

Isn’t it the message that’s important? That we’re ALL ONE? That we should love our neighbor and not judge others?

Ohh… THAT was the message?

You see, so many people are ATTACHED to the MAGIC and the GLORY. Especially the bit about him coming back to life for three days before ascending. Hmm. Really?

I was sort of digging the message much more. But, then again, most people remember Ozzy Osbourne more for biting the head off of a bat on stage than the lyrics to his music. Did he have anything profound to say? You see, I just don’t know, because the bat-beheading-with-teeth bit just turned me off so much I never bothered to listen. Now the guy is pretty much impossible to understand, anyway, so it just seems pointless to pay him any attention. And that’s probably not fair, given that it is an attachment opinion that I have to Ozzy, who I’m sure must be a decent guy if he could hook a woman as wonderful as Sharon. Just sayin’. Plus he has millions of fans who adore him. (In all fairness, the bat was thrown onstage by a fan who insisted it was dead. Ozzy thought it was a rubber bat, but when he bit it, the bat bit back, and Ozzy had to be treated for rabies. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ozzy_Osbourne.)

So where am I going with all of this? Well, it has a bit to do with service to others, although I don’t really know exactly how reliable my information can possibly be given that I am currently incarnate as a simple spiritualist with absolutely zero credibility in the religious and even spiritualist sector. I read Akashic Records for people. Sometimes I am dead-on accurate. Other times… maybe not so much. I humbly channel the wisdom of a Pleiadian being who calls himself Peter on occasion. Although I have been told by my Akashic Records that my purpose in this life is to reunite with my twin-flame soul mate and become post 2012 healers through “the vision plus the word,” and that the work I will be most known for is “Unity Consciousness,” I still have no real concept for what it all means. I can’t even successfully reunite with my twin-flame soul mate, so… obviously there is still a LOT of work to be done. And I don’t even know where to begin. It feels like it is all out of my hands. Everything is. I have no job. No income, other than unemployment benefits which are due to decrease soon and eventually run out. I can’t pay my mortgage this month. I know I can OPPT in to OPPT out of that, but it still feels like a bit of a tightrope walk. I keep saying out loud several times a day, “I don’t know what to do.”

All this time on my hands with nowhere to go and hardly anyone to talk to has forced me to remember who I am. To rewind and replay all the memories that led up to the DaVinci Code moment in 2006 that may help some people detach from the deceptive power and control the “church” has had over them all their lives. (And I say “lives” meaning more than ONE, although I know many Christians do not believe in reincarnation. Most believe they live only once and then go to either Heaven or Hell based on how well they allowed the church to control them and shake out every loose bit of change they had tucked away before they died.)

I feel like the little drummer boy. With no gift fit for a king, all he could offer was the beat of his drum to honor the baby Jesus. Well, to honor Jesus, the man and the teacher, and all of his TRUE followers who offer love and compassion and service to others WITHOUT tithing to ANY church, I offer my truth.

Notice I did not say STORY. Because STORY would imply FICTION. This is NOT fiction. This is the truth. And I offer it without any attachment to results or the opinions of others. I do this out of love. Love for the man and teacher who tried to tell us so many years ago that God/Source is not found in a church… that God is everywhere, in everything: “I am the light that shines over all things. I am everything. From me all came forth, and to me all return. Split a piece of wood, and I am there. Lift a stone, and you will find me there.” (Lost Gospel of Thomas.) And I do this out of love for myself, so that I can be free and independent from attachment. For it is true that love is not attachment. Love is a vibration. And the only way we can raise our vibrations is to free ourselves by sharing our truth and love through service to others. I tell this truth so that you, too, can be free from all of the deception and power and control of the very religions that took the teachings of Jesus Christ and twisted them into a reversal that had you believing the opposite of what he taught in order to gain profit for themselves and their cults.

Rewind.

November 2006. DaVinci Code had just been released on DVD. At the time, I was living with my life partner of six years, a United Church of Christ pastor who had taught me more about religion, the Bible and Christianity than I ever cared to know.

I grew up unchurched. No one taught me anything about God or Jesus. I started reading Genesis in our family Bible at the age of eight. After reading three different creation stories I told my mom, “This book is too contradictory! I’m done reading this crap!”

Why I even picked it up to read it is beyond me. Maybe it was because a long-haired bearded man kept appearing to me when I was exploring the woods alone. I never told anyone about him because he was kind of huge and floated up near the tree tops and no one would believe me.

Anyway… DaVinci Code. Yeah. The book had caused a major uproar all across the country. My life-partner hosted a book study on it at our church, but those things always turned out to be a bunch of drama if I attended because I had some very stiff opinions about “The Bible” that I was not afraid to voice, and I always ended up getting lambasted for my “comments.” So, needless to say, I declined the invitation to attend. I also refused to read the book. We had already watched every docudrama produced about it. I really didn’t need to waste time reading it. So, when the life-partner brought home the DVD and asked if I would watch it with her I yawned and said “sure.” I could always accidentally fall asleep.

Surprisingly, that didn’t happen. Even more surprisingly, as the story came to a close at the Rosslyn Chapel in Scotland, I felt the presence of an enormous energy in the room. My own “keepers” had entered my space with a message delivered by a warm, gentle man’s voice who told me “Yes, Jesus really did have a wife named Mary Magdalene, and yes, they really had a baby named Sarah. And YOU were that baby, Jennifer.”

But, before he even said it, I already knew it. And, as quickly as I knew it, I shoved it all away and denied it. “That’s a bunch of shit,” I found myself telepathically telling this huge, loving energy that had entered my living room.

And I never thought about it again. Until 2008, when I watched the movie with my friend Alex. Again, I got the same feeling, although the energy present was nowhere near as enormous. It was just a “friendly reminder” presence. To which I just simply said, “No!”

Fast Forward.

I never thought about it again until January 10, 2013 when it popped up out of the blue as a possible topic to take up telepathically with Ariel DeAngelis. But I didn’t. Instead, I wrote to her about it. And, like I said before, she is the first person I ever told. Her response to me was:

“Well, Sarah 😉 (in case you hadn’t guessed I’m getting a VERY strong affirmative on that one too!!)”

After reading this, I felt as if my heart had leaped right out of my chest, I was so overjoyed with the affirmation. I felt a tremendous upsurge of energy that felt like I could almost fly. And then there was this enormous presence in the room. I mean, huger than huge. The largest, warmest, most loving presence I have ever felt in my entire life. My dogs began stirring and whining to go outside, so I got up from the couch and walked through the dark kitchen. The overhead lights and countertop outlets had mysteriously stopped working and had been dead for at least two weeks. My tenant John and I had checked all the breakers and reset every single one – three times – in effort to restore power, but to no avail. As I was walking through, I flipped the overhead switch out of habit, AND… the lights mysteriously came ON for the first time in two weeks. I was startled at first, and then elated. And then it came… as predictable and cliché as ever… the familiar male voice from my childhood woods stomping grounds… “Let there be light!” and then a warm chuckle.

I laughed. And laughed. And laughed some more. What else can you do in a moment like this? Okay, maybe I cried, too. A little. His energy was like nothing I have ever felt before in my life. It’s indescribable. It’s like being swaddled in the warmest, softest blanket imaginable and gently and lovingly rocked into your deepest relaxed state before sleep. Not that you’d want to sleep, of course, because his energy is just too cheerful and charming to snooze through.

We had a nice father/daughter chat. I asked him many, many questions. One of my most favorite things about him is his sense of humor. Yes. Jesus has an amazing sense of humor! I bet you didn’t know that. I bet you never even DREAMED that. Neither did I. Of course, I am sure that with me he feels he can be far more candid than he can with someone like John Smallman. Which was one of my questions.

“Are you really talking to Smallman?”

“Yes, dear. I am.”

Good. So there you go. Naysayers begone.

One of my favorite things that he said to me was, “So… how did you like me when I was John Lennon?”

So Jesus Daddy-O it is. But that is just between me and him. I really probably shouldn’t be sharing this, but… after 2013 (16?) years… it’s about time you knew that he DOES have a lighter side.

Now, unless instructed, I am NOT going to start channeling Jesus. That is John Smallman’s gig. I am also not going to answer questions about Jesus. Or ask him questions for you. This is not why I am sharing any of this with you. I am sharing this simply to allow people to free themselves from the deception of the church.

I asked him if he died on the cross. He said no, he did not. I asked him if he was ever ON a cross. Again, NO, he was never nailed to a cross. He was exiled and moved with Mary Magdalene and a number of others (disciples – more than just the 12) to France where he lived another 30 years and died in his late 60s of natural causes. This is as detailed as I am going to get with this. That is all I feel (at this time) anyone needs to know.

I just asked him if there is anything he wants to say to the people in his own words in this chapter. He said no. I asked him if he wants people to be free from the church. He said yes. And I do believe that is the only message I am here to carry out, other than whatever it is I am supposed to do in the future with my post-2012 healing work with my twin-flame soul mate and Unity Consciousness. When I figure it out, hopefully with the help of my higher guidance, I will let you all know.

Until then, I wish all of you joy, love, freedom and independence from attachment!

As promised, here is my Akashic Reading on this subject:

In 2006, while watching the movie DaVinci Code, I felt a presence of several friendly beings fill the room. I was told that it is true that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married and had a baby named Sarah and that I (my higher self) was that baby. What can you tell me about this?

Welcome, brave soul. We applaud and admire your courage. We thought this day would never come, but we are very happy that it has. Yes, it is true that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married and that your higher self (soul/light being) incarnated as their daughter, Sarah. You grew up in France, surrounded by very highly spiritual people under very loving influences. It was a happy life, although very sheltered. Jesus had been exiled for his teachings, and there were some who truly did want to kill him. So you lived a very quiet life in France. As you grew older, Luke, your twin-flame soul mate (yes, the one in the Bible who wrote the letters to Paul) made you his wife, and you had two children. The history books tell many different tales about Luke, and, as you can research for yourself, the details are all over the map. He was an artist and a disciple (follower) and apostle (teacher) of Jesus, even though history writes him as an apostle of Paul. It’s all far more simple than “history” makes it out to be, you see. Yes, you had a sort of commune-type living in France, but for good reason. It was more about lying low for survival’s sake, but it was pleasant and serene.

I feel part of my purpose in this life is to share this truth – that Jesus and Mary Magdalene WERE married and did have a child and that Jesus was never crucified on the cross. I know this will cause me a great deal of trouble and more grief than I have already experienced, but I feel it is important to share this truth to help free those who have been taken advantage of by the church for so many centuries. I don’t wish to cause trouble. Only to help heal. How can I do this with the least amount of harm and harassment to myself?

You’re doing it. You’ve written your truth. Now you publish it, and you move on. The next big thing is around the corner. (Word count at the end of this sentence: 3,333.)