I've just wrote poem about place where things has happened in my childhood and it came to me that my avatar is nice hill or mountain that reminds me of my homeland as one side but at other also to hill where everything happened. Anyways I like that hill and that pic and nature no matter on bad memories...

It was the first thing that popped into my head. I had used it before as my user name for my profile on an ametuar gay porn site. It is amazing how many guys are turned on by farmers. That was pretty embarrassing to admit.

I grew up on a farm and looked a lot like my avatar when I was first abused. Except I had blonde hair. It reminds me of the innocence I lost.

My dad was a farmer and I was a farmer's boy.

13 years ago I married a farmer (my beautiful wife) and became her boy.

3 years ago I gave up my job as a Graphic Designer to work with her on our own dairy farm so now I am a real farmer boy.

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