“The rock and the water”

In a golden universe, of a very far away land, just beyond Orion; in a world without time or energy, a rock and a lake fell in love.

The light weightless character of that universe permitted the rock to jump onto the water and keep touching the very surface of it for as long as he wanted… that was his way of kissing the water.

And the water, of course, also being in love, kissed the rock back.

They kissed many times, feeling deep into each other…

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The water of the lake, when kissing, turned warm and peaceful, while the rock would shine and reflect the most beautiful unimaginable colors all over the sky.

Everyone who happened to see would stop – captured by beautiful the blend of colors and emotions.

They were in love.

But one day the rock and the water decided to go for a trip to a strange planet were it was said there was a very peculiar thing called gravity.

And so, at the same time, they both jumped into the unknown of that dimension…

When they opened their eyes they found themselves surrounded by beautiful mountains. The sky was the most intense blue color …just below, the mountains were blanketed by a deep vibrating green.

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The sun seemed to be kissing the sky and so both felt a sense of peace. There they were; the rock looking at the lake from the shore and the lake looking at the rock from the foot of the mountains.

In this new dimension they fell in love again, thinking they just met.

This strange universe did not allow the existence of anything else; this strange world of gravity felt like the only existent and real thing – and very soon the lake and the rock lost memories of their true home.

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The rock and the lake looked at each other for long time and then they decided to kiss.

The rock took a big jump toward the lake – but to his disappointment did not move. He tried and tried again thousands of times, but with no luck. The water did the same, but all she achieved was to splash water on the nearby land, while getting weaker and weaker.

Time went by, when finally a kid hiking arrived at the lake and sat on the rock.

I do not know how or why, but the kid looking at the rock decided to throw it in the lake. Maybe he just wanted to play or maybe he heard the rock asking him to help him kiss the lake.

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It was an exciting moment when the rock found himself flying towards the Beloved One!

As the rock landed and they finally touched… the kiss. The beautiful feeling of that so longed kiss.

The passion of true love pervaded them in its magical touch. They were ready to spend their life together… when, suddenly, the rock touching the surface went through and disappeared into the bottom of the lake.

“What happened?” the rock cried in disappointment. “Where’d the rock go?” the lake shouted with surprise.

A feeling of sadness and betrayal filled them both. The lake ripples turned into dark and scary waves.

The rock stopped shining and cried. The tears were melting into the lake and the lake felt a very strong nostalgia for the loss of the loved one. The rock wanted to stop crying but it couldn’t because unknown to him, the lake surrounded him, and these ‘hugs” reminded him constantly of her love.

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They were in each other, but because of the clinging nature of this strange universe, its ruling by appearance they could not see it, and they thought they were apart.

The only thing which remained was that instant when they touched, which seemed so brief and at the same time infinite.

Infinite indeed in their home universe, but not in the land of appearance.

Perhaps one day, the lake and the rock will remember that this was just a trip, an adventure they decided to do together – and they will return home, where they belong, where there is no limit of space, of time and love last truly forever.

“The WEALTH of the BLIND”

My identifying with this human nature has been in opposition to my work.

My long past in $cientology which has given so much importance to the mind and to what it perceived (pictures, thoughts) has placed many hurdles on the path.

Recently, there was a breakthrough:

From THE SUFIS by IDRIES SHAH

‘The first is the essence of a thing, which is the inner essence
(dhat) and the truth (hakikat) of that thing. Truth here means
objective reality, the inner meaning. People normally see or perceive
only the outward use of a thing, are ignorant of any ultimate function
of that thing. A lamp, for example, gives light. It may be used for
heating, or for decoration. But other functions of its true reality
are imperceptible to the ordinary man. If, by a stretch of
imagination, it were found through delicate scientific measurement
that the lamp was giving off certain communication rays, this activity
might be the expression of the true reality or essence of that lamp.”

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I started to look at things, this mind considered to be positive, and found several of them to be of a discordant energy. Some feeding onto mine energy, some deteriorating the flow of Silvia’s program, some other neutral and some other of extreme and rapid destruction.

But to the eyes of the body, to the ordinary reality, was not the same.

It amazed me how the same things seen through the eyes of the minds where totally different if seen on their energy level. At time they even resulted to be the opposite.

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I looked back into the illusion of my track and found that to be true,

for many of the things or people my mind considered at the time to be positive,

turned out to be quite damaging.

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In order to get you to take the proper ‘medicine’, this program using the mind, it makes it to taste good.

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… “Oh! I’m going to do good things for my child! Baloni! That’s all EGO. Just work on yourself. (…) What are you offering a child? Not a set of social roles passing in the night… You offering a child here and now-ness. The treasure of consciousness The treasure of awareness. If you don’t help other beings cutting through the illusion because you are through the illusion, what else? What else is there? What are you doing? Doing more of the dance within the dance??? Are we always going to meet on the stage? Don’t we ever take off the costume? That is what I felt as a child. We are always on the stage, with our costumes… (I’m a good child that is what I’m). I know to play good child I have been in that role for years. I know how to do it. I’m a master in that game. Is anybody home????” – Ram Dass –

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A lie has no effect unless you act upon it.

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BE HERE NOW by RAM DASS

“Oh! I’m going to do good things for my child! Baloni!

That’s all EGO.

Just work on yourself. (…)

What are you offering a child? Not a set of social roles passing in the night… You offering a child here and now-ness.

The treasure of consciousness The treasure of awareness.

If you don’t help other beings cutting through the illusion because you are through the illusion, what else? What else is there? What are you doing? Doing more of the dance within the dance???

Are we always going to meet on the stage? Don’t we ever take off the costume? That is what I felt as a child.

We are always on the stage, with our costumes…

(I’m a good child that is what I’m). I know to play good child I have been in that role for years. I know how to do it. I’m a master in that game. Is anybody home????

-Ram Dass-

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I have been writing this blog for years,

I left and shared much material for whom is truly interested on finding spiritual truth and freedom.

The material I left and suggested as research tools

it can be considered nonsense by who approaches

mistakenly this path with an Ego, a rational and analytical mind.

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These people who walk the path for personal gain

will never find the gold in anything

not even in the gold they have in their own hand.

“Do not throw pearl to the swine” Jesus said…

Not only they would step on it or choking while eating them,

but they would turn against you.

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So here I leave you and if you have made it honestly to this point

you will know where to go.

I will be working on a book if that could be of help.

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There are only few who are walking away from the illusion,

they are not luckier than you, not the blessed or the wealthier.

They just really wished for it and their will, their un-bendable intention is what made the difference.

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There are many people willing to help you to continue to sleep.

To give you the illusion of success, of being someone or having arrived somewhere.

DEFINITION of POWER;

“How education is used to enslave.”

“EGO is the only dangerous enemy we have.” Be aware of anyone who promises you to make you feel like a God or who can turn you into a God. A true God never think to be one. Does not need to feel like one either. He just is.

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I want to share with you part of a conversation I recently had with couple of people. They both have a $cientology background and therefore have been indoctrinated to move toward solidity in the name of freedom and transparency.

As in many abusive controlling groups, in $cientology, training and knowledge have been altered and used to the advantage of the ‘enslaver’, very often called ‘The saviour’.

NOTE: This is an advanced spiritual blog. It needs to be read with a spiritual mind. Your analytical mind will find no wrong with deceiving programs, as they do guarantee (in your individualization/ego) its survival.

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Q. Mr. Hubbard defined power as ‘being able to hold a position in space’.

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A: There is no true ‘power’ you can gain in this universe. Holding on to a “material” position (even if out of a body) and getting enmeshed into the trap, are the same thing. You have to go beyond the human concept of being/not-being to be able to get even a faint idea of spiritual freedom.

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Q.What I am referring to, is not a MEST (physical) position, but being able to make the original postulates (original intention) stick and not succumb.

A. Anything a rational mind can formulate is a lie…. the spiritual mind being superior to the game cannot be comprehended by a rational mind.

At one point you have to let go of this game and your awareness will guide you. But the rational mind would not-know, will be unaware of anything about it, although will continuously bug you, with worrisome evaluations and questions.

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Q2.All I really wanted from the “church” was to go exterior anytime I wanted. So many people who left the “church” claim it was a scam and not to waste your time or money. What do you think? can you go exterior at will? if yes, at what point did that happen for you?

A. I fortunately went past $cientology and the independent Scientologists (though I admire several of them).

Scientology as many other groups with the pretence to be spiritual, answers the selfish desire of the most to feel safe. It does not take you anywhere.

What it is to be exterior to you? and Why do you want to be exterior? Are you aware of the fact that the exterior with all perception is, still, a material condition?

If that is where you aiming to, nor the church of $cientology or I, can help you. $cientology cannot help you because makes people more solid, and I cannot help you because I work with people who wish to wake up to the illusion of the material universe, not who wish to satisfy its illusion of power and freedom while remaining asleep.

I can only advise you to never stop wishing for what you want and never stop walking toward your dream no matter how slow you go.

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Q2. I agree with you that the “church” makes people more solid and not allow a person to look or think for one self. How is it that to be exterior is a material condition? I wanted to go exterior, to fly and be as a bird. how great that would be and not feel trapped to a body with all its pain and discomforts.

A. Every single spiritual advanced philosophy will tell you this world is an illusion. You can have a less solid body (spirit) but you will be subjected by the material/energy laws the same…. The pain is on a different level.

I do not audit to get you more comfortable in this prison. I only audit who is ready to get out. However there are many fantastic auditor who are happy to do that for you.

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Q2. I would like to get out of the material universe. But I have difficulty studying.

A. This is a pretty messed-up universe, and so the beings trapped in it. They do not even know they are asleep. LRH created several rundown to wake up the Thetan (spirit), but he did not succeed. Only very few can handled the horror of what is really happening.

I have experienced on my skin lots of suppression, not only for the Church of $cientology, but also from certain independents, and other Self oriented, status-seeking people. Are called psychopaths, these being people and/or organizations.

My wish to you is for you to start your path. If you cannot study, start taking Yoga, not the one people use as a trendy activity… the one which relaxes your mind and body. It works… and do read one line a day of a spiritual oriented book of your choice. I have an amazing friend class 8 who can help you, at least for the beginning, so you regain some spiritual strength.

The question is, are you really intentioned to get audited, can you afford some auditing? If not, are you willing to start yourself by yourself, this till you can exchange someone for their help?

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Q2. Did you get rid of the body thetans (spirits) as an OT8? Do you truly believe that other thetans are attached to us who are barely aware? This is of course very hard for any one to believe. I heard that some OT’s have gone mad or committed suicide trying to rid their body of these body thetans. Just wondered… I truly don’t know what to believe any more. I know the universe is fucked up with all its wars and aberrations. Can I ask you.. how do you feel about Ron now that you left the organization? Did you go online and find out more about Ron, who he was , ect.. I just don’t know what I trust any more… I don’t have money at this time for auditing but I’m guessing it is not as costly as what the Organization charges? The other thing I don’t understand is when people have attested to a state of “Clear” in the past on the e-meter, years later and now the Org is trying to say people are not “Clear” and need to go back and re-do services … if the E-meter says a person is Clear then how could they (the ORG) miss it??

There’s just so much confusion on this for me. I’d like to think there is a higher spiritual place to arrive at but when ever I’ve had a “win” it was only short-lived and not lasting.

A. LRH was a genius, he did not invent anything. He studied and compiled Scientology from many books. He was brilliant.

The bridge as he created it, is wonderful. But seldom awakes a sleeping being. And so he had many problems. He violated his own knowingness and rules, and he degraded.

You cannot make one thing of the spiritual and rational mind. They belong to two different worlds.

LRH spiritual mind was ‘awakening’, his rational mind was very sick. He lied, cheated, betrayed the very people who should have trusted and loved, and did choose the wrong people as his friends. He turned his own technology into an implant machine.

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Take from him what is needed to advance with your “puzzle” (path) and move on. There are no OTs in $cientology. BT (Body Thetans) and Cluster are going to be around always, they are particle of energy.

You suppose to be able to see them and move on, not getting stuck on being their “controller”

EGO is the only dangerous enemy we have.

Do you want to go somewhere? Your self-importance, valences, ego has to go. In the silence you perceive truth.

It is a lot of work to get there and it is personal work.

If you do not make it, there is only person you can blame; YOURSELF.

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Jiddu Krishnamurti

Meditation is one of the greatest arts in life, perhaps the greatest, and one cannot possibly learn it from anybody. That is the beauty of it. It has no technique and therefore no authority. When you learn about yourself, watch yourself, watch the way you walk, how you eat, what you say, the gossip, the hate, the jealousy, if you are aware of all that in yourself, without any choice, that is part of meditation.So meditation can take place when you are sitting in a bus or walking in the woods full of light and shadows, or listening to the singing of birds or looking at the face of your wife or child.

Jiddu Krishnamurti, Freedom from the Known,116

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“At one point you have to let go of this game and your awareness will guide you. But the rational mind would not-know, will be unaware of anything about it, although will continuously bug you, with worrisome evaluations and questions. “

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‘The Sufis way’

By Idries Shah

“Sufi mysticism differs tremendously from other cults claiming to be mystical. Formal religion is for the Sufi merely a shell, though a genuine one, which fulfills a function.

When the human consciousness has penetrated beyond this social framework, the Sufi understands the real meaning of religion.

The mystics of other persuasions do not think in this manner at all.

They may transcend outer religious forms, but they do not emphasize the fact that outer religion is only a prelude to special experience.

Most ecstasis remain attached to a rapturous symbolization of some concept derived from their religion.

The Sufi uses religion and psychology to pass beyond all this. Having done so, he “returns to the world,” to guide others on the way.

Material “Life” of the ‘rational’ and ‘spiritual‘ worlds.

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Idries Shaw “The Sufis”

“Four men-a Persian, a Turk, an Arab, and a Greek were standing in a village street. They were traveling companions, making for some distant place; but at this moment they were arguing over the spending of a single piece of money which was all that they had among them.

“I want to buy angur,”said the Persian. “I want uzum,” said the Turk. “I want inab,”said the Arab. “No!” said the Greek, “we should buy stafil.” Another traveler passing, a linguist, said, “Give the coin to me. I undertake to satisfy the desires of all of you.”

At first they would not trust him. Ultimately they let him have the coin.

He went to the shop of a fruit seller and bought four small bunches of grapes. “This is my angur,”said the Persian.

“But this is what I call uzum,” said the Turk. “You have brought me inab,” said the Arab. “No!” said the Greek, “this in my language is stafil.“

The grapes were shared out among them, and each realized that the disharmony had been due to his faulty understanding of the language of the others.

“The travelers,” said the Agha, “are the ordinary people of the world.

The linguist is the Sufi. People know that they want something, because there is an inner need existing in them. They may give it different names, but it is the same thing.

Those who call it religion have different names for it, and even different ideas as to what it might be.

“What’s next?”

I was reading something interesting last night, it explained that for emotional people (the identity/program I have been connected to has that feature) detachment can be very painful…

it does not have to be the same way for everyone.

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It also explained that at one point the program

(body, astral body and anything eager to be you) will stop fighting back as you de-identify and regain awareness as a spectator of the play.

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As that happens you will experience more and more peace.

‘You’ will experience more peace, not ‘the program’.

The ‘identity’ will continue the play, regaining full freedom to follow the blue print without much of your interference.

So much so, when you (the static), will leave fully, people still connected to the program, could observe a change in personality, in character of what once you considered your human image.

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The truth of the matter is that the program is now free from your interference.

No one ‘in’ the program would realize the real change is; you left.

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It is a wonderful thing to know, as you keep at it,

you can arrive to that point;

even by moving slowly but steadily in that direction.

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It is hard to detach when emotions are strong,

very hard as such emotions are, usually, accompanied

by a feeling of ‘wasting time’, a sensation of going backwards.

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In truth, as long as the intention to walk is there, no matter how slow is the pace, even if it seems the feet stopped walking….

even at that very moment the entire world is transforming.

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“Finally you must let everything end and be still. In letting everything end, all seeking and striving stops. All effort to be someone or to find some extraordinary state of being ceases. This ceasing is essential. It is true spiritual maturity.”~ Adya

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The gift of ‘seeing’ which detachment gives you,

is beyond words.

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Sometimes, at least at the beginning you could feel like

jumping back into the play to the person talking to ‘your’ body:

“Hei! You are talking to Silvia (John, Mary)…. and you know? that is not me!! I’m ‘here’!!”

Or you get amazed by how much non sense a body can be capable of…

the body everyone thinks is you.

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And there the work of detachment and self-remembering continues.

Continues in another dimension.

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You arrive to a point where you know nothing

which could be communicated in this universe is real.

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And your studies now need to proceed on another plane;

in the spiritual minds “world”.

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Of course this being beyond the comprehension and/or detection

of a rational mind, the ethereal or astral body,

is not registered or materialized into the ‘play’.

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“”Only a pure, un-bendable desire to know the truth will enable you to see with the eyes of the spiritual mind, for all you see now through he eyes of the mind and the body, is part of the illusion.”

But he was offering this identity her dream.. and by identifying with the matrix I accepted.

“Me, wanting to find spiritual freedom above all and everything, have been forfeiting my path for “love”, to take care an cherish another human machine.”

This is what I told myself after few days into my marriage, when I realized something wasn’t right.

He was not ready to make the spiritual jump he claimed wanted to make, and because of that, this marriage was going to turn in another black heavy pair of shackles and me drowning in pain.

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One of the most common false datum human have, is to believe that happiness and spiritual awareness go hand by hand.

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They do, if you talking about the organic spiritual awareness; what many call the astral body, spirits, etc.

In reality, the moment your spiritual mind has enough strength to perceive the truth about us living an implant, identifying with a character of a movie, us producing food for the enslaver, the attacks start heavier than ever.

Pain, fear, losses and extreme luck have all the effect to make you snap in into the terminal you suppose to play. To get you stuck to the ordinary reality, and put your spiritual mind back asleep.

The struggle to keep awake is quite a battle.

What the program does to keep you ‘alive’ producing for the matrix, once it perceives you are ready to leave, is phenomenal.

It is important when that happens, you are surrounded with people you trust, people who are not in agreement with the illusion.

…”15 In modern philosophy Kant’s system occupies a middle position in relation to this problem of the causes of sensations, not sharing either of these extreme views. Kant proved that the causes of our sensations are in the outside world, but that we cannot know these causes through any sensuous approach-that is, by such means as we know phenomena-and that we cannot know these causes, and shall never know them. … what is most important, he established the fact that extension in space and existence in time are not propertiesappertaining to things,but just the the properties of our sensuous receptivity; that in reality, apart from our sensuous knowledge of them, things exist independently of time and space ; but we can never perceive them out of time and space, and perceiving things and phenomena thus sensuously, by virtue of it we impose upon them the conditions of time and space, as belonging to our form of perception. ” from TERTIUM ORGANUM by Ouspensky

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The other day while driving grieving over my ex-husband betrayal, my teacher pointed out that if I would have looked at this from the non-ordinary reality I would have been able to see William as the same type of anti-virus (me being considered a virus to the matrix) as it was Eric W. and my past relationships failures. And this anti-virus was affecting me only because I was identified with the illusion.

“The only way to survive in this prison –he said,- is by been able to not identify, you need to keep the non-ordinary reality view all the times.”

If from an ordinary point of view it looks like a series of bad relationships and failures, from the non-ordinary reality of pure energy they are nothing more than a type of energy flow rigged to solidify the “Silvia Kusada” to the illusion.

This gives you a pretty good understanding of why the Church of $cientology with their blame and judgments routine are acting as an implant.

Instead to make the parishioners aware of the energy type and the attempt of the matrix to solidify you, as you get freer and freer, they are acting as an anti-virus themselves.

They tell you and make sure you know, you are a failure, a person of poor ethic, and there is so much wrong with you that nothing is going to get better unless you give them some money and surrender.

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How blessed we are, the true seekers who had the courage and the luck to leave that implant station (Church of $cientology), to be far away from it?

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I have done a great deal of spiritual studies and research, I got tons of fantastic counseling and (solo audited) meditated a lot. I gathered so much knowledge and understanding and arrived to the point where I know there is no true spiritual knowledge you can actually obtain here, till you are identified with a mind and you participate in any way to this “game”.

Till you still worried about the surviving of the program, about being loved, or about having a goal or something to live for, there is no way out.

It is an illusion where we like to believe we have power of choice.

I was driving when I thought to write to my ex, Silvia Kusada did, and then I stopped.

“You are going to send the text-, one of the “guardians” said, –because that is how the movie goes… and there is nothing you can do about it.“

He was right.

The only thing I can do about it, is to stop believing I have anything to do with this illusion. But again, requires to be totally free from a mind.

It requires to stop playing the game… stop pretending we are the one playing it.

The pressure is increasing at light speed, in form of pain, loss, grief, more and more as I know this agreed upon worship of life is all BS.

We do not need to be here producing food.

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Yet, fear in its most hidden form, keeps us here slaves of an illusion.

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People fight all the times in the name of spiritual freedom… and it is so interesting to know they fight for something no one has: truth.

Truth just does not belong to this illusion.

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George Gurdjieff – “If a sufficient number of people who wanted to stop war really did gather together, they would first of all begin by making war upon those who disagreed with them. And it is still more certain that they would make war on people who also want to stop wars but in another way.”

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Osupensky, The fourth way

413. A. ‘To die’ means to die, to disappear, not to be, not to exist. It is useless to die in sleep, because then you cannot be born. You must awake first.

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424. Q. Can we only make progress through you?
A. No, you are quite free to find some other place—you are not bound at all. If you know somebody else with whom you can make progress, certainly you must use him. One must not lose any opportunity if one has an opportunity.

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428. Only very few people can work on essence. It is not exactly an advantage to the people who can, because working on essence is very difficult; but it may happen. Generally we work on personality, and it is the only work we can do

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436. Work is the only thing which is not under the law of
recurrence, otherwise it would not be work

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OUSPENSKY from THE FOURTH WAY

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TERTIUM ORGANUM by Ouspensky

…we cannot truly declare that although now we perhaps know little, presently we shall know more, and at length shall come to a correct understanding of the world . It is not true because our experimental knowledge is not a confused perception of a real world. It is a very acuteperception of an entirely unreal world appearing round about us at the moment of our contact with the world of true causes, to which we cannot find the way because we are lost in an unreal “material” world. For this reason the extension of the objective sciences does not bring us any nearer to the knowledge of things in themselves, or of true causes.”

TERTIUM ORGANUM by Ouspensky

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Creation of Human Ability by Ron Hubbard

Considerations take rank over the mechanics of space, energy, and time. By this it is meant that an idea or opinion is, fundamentally, superior to space, energy, and time, or organizations of form, since it is conceived that space, energy, and time are themselves broadly agreed- upon considerations.

That so many minds agree brings about Reality in the form of space, energy, and time. These mechanics, then, of space, energy, and time are the product of agreed- upon considerations mutually held by life.

The aspects of existence when viewed from the level of Man, however, is a reverse of the greater truth above for Man works on the secondary opinion that mechanics are real, and that his own personal considerations are less important than space, energy, and time. This is an inversion. These mechanics of space, energy, and time, the forms, objects and combinations thereof, have taken such precedent in Man that they have become more important than considerations as such, and so his ability is overpowered and he is unable to

act freely in the framework of mechanics. Man, therefore, has an inverted view, whereas, considerations such as those he daily makes are the actual source of space, energy, time and forms, Man is operating so as not to alter his basic considerations, he therefore invalidates himself by supposing another determinism of space, energy, time, and form.