Hopeful Set

i have an irrepressible urge to kill. i am an extremely non-violent person. i ended up staying at my parents' house all last week after the exterminator came, it was just easier. finally came home last night...wake up this morning, covered in fucking bedbug bites. asshole did NOT drill into the walls like he was supposed to, did NOT spray my couch, barely fucking... Read More

I've got 4 weeks left of class and about 6 more weeks before I move out. Just three more exams before finals - unfortunately these last few are going to be kinda hard due to the content and lecturers. I should be fine though - just need to make sure I allow myself some time off and sleep so I stay calm...

what are dreams? to what degree should we follow them? what's the difference between a pipe dream and an actual heart's desire...how do you know? i don't know what i'm meant for...i don't know what things i long for are realistically pursuable. i don't know what's good for me. what is best and when do you... Read More

damn, you just described how im feeling to a T. i never seem to do anything for myself and im always weary of where to pick up things and drop them back off. when to do something and when to avoid them. dreams and emotions are ambiguous like that. i hate it. sometimes i wish i lived either in simpler times when your life was planned out for you or in a country with arranged jobs and marriages. they dont sound good to us because we enjoy freedom of sorts but but in a confusing world, order sounds like a nice dream. im def feeling where you are coming from, even if i went off on a tangent

i'm awake and i don't want to be...thanks to the murray man trying to choke me out by kneading my throat, purring and pretending to be all cute when really all he wants is to close off my airway should i choose to stay in bed rather than get up and feed... Read More

Thanks very much...I hope everything does work out OK up there. The area is pretty cool: There's a mall 2 blocks away, a bowling alley 3 miles away, and the supermarket right up the street from the mall. For all intensive purposes I should be grateful I hooked up like that! *waves*

so...wow, it's been weeks since i've updated. ah the twists and turns since then...haven't been on here much, not at all in the past week actually, things are craaaaaaaaaaaaazy...

so, the big thing is - I GOT MY VERY OWN APARTMENT!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! signed the lease yesterday...today is painting day, tomorrow is moving day. (anybody wanna help? my friends are bailing... Read More

it's been a rather emotionally tumultuous week, to say the least. very glad the next has begun, and so looking forward to new beginnings...

started talking to Rickrolled again, we had some of the best conversation we've had in ages, which was such a breath of fresh air. kind of like getting to know someone all over again, i'm looking forward to... Read More

so...i've been wanting to write more since my last entry, but not quite sure what to say. right now i'm at my friend nicole's...she and our friend chris are out in the living room playing mario kart on wii while i'm in the spare room catching a moment to myself. one of the cats, thora, has just joined me... Read More