This blog is solely written to convey the many thoughts and feelings I, Alicia Marie, experience throughout my day to day life. Along the way, I hope to bring my readers something they can relate to. My purpose is to make people smile, and to cry (tears of joy, that is), and to make them feel like they're not alone in this world.

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Friday, April 29, 2011

I can't believe I just did that!

So, I've been VERY optimistic about this months cycle. Since I am pretty sure that I pinpointed my ovulation for this month, I have been happy. This month I actually feel like it could be our turn! I don't know why...maybe a hunch, or I'm just learning to accept that I have a hard time conceiving children, but whatever it may be....it feels nice.

Due to the over abundance of optimism, I must confess something. I went shopping. Yes, shopping. Although, I didn't buy anything for ME, I did buy OTHER things. I went baby clothes shopping. Yes, I know, I shouldn't have done it this early (I may not even get a positive result next week), but I couldn't help myself. I felt like a kid in a candy store. Seriously. I'm ashamed, but at the same time it felt SOOOO good! At least I shopped in the clearance part of the baby section! I bought an outfit that says, "If you think I'm handsome, you should see my daddy". I also bought one that says, "I'm kind of a BIG deal!" (which is so true!!!). I don't know what I'm going to do with them. I guess I'll keep them in a box somewhere in our bedroom until they can be put to good use!

Aside from keeping them stored away until they can be used, I also want to pray over them. I know may sound dumb, but it makes sense to me. What is lying in the box is my hearts desire (or at least what my hearts desire will wear one day). I guess you could label it as naming and claiming! I'm naming my hearts desire and claiming Gods promises for my life! :)

Anyway, I just wanted to tell you guys what I did today! I need to get off of here and pick up the living room. We're having carpet cleaners come and clean our carpets before my parents come next Wednesday!

Live by faith... keep before your eyes that which you want to see come to pass (God showed Abraham how to do that... look up, see the stars... look down see the grains of sand... so will be the number of your descendants!) ... keep praying and believing in your heart... God is able! :) Blessings, Tereza

About Me

I'm a 24 years old foster mom to three kiddos ages 3 and under. Not too long ago I felt that I knew what life was going to be like. I would have a full time job, 2 kids, a house, and two dogs. Like most things in life, we do not always get what we dream of, but I can say that I have been given more than I could ever imagine for myself. I'm here to share my experiences--the good, the bad, and the ugly--and in turn I hope to inspire you and bring hope to your life.