I'd cauterize my eyes to avoid the fearOf looking into a fucking mirrorI see ugly, I don't see a trace of meTell me it's not true I'll smile and fucking disagreeI'd cauterize my eyes to avoid the fearOf looking into a fucking mirrorIt might sound dramatic but it's sincereI'd do anything to look and have nothing appear

Distorted glass shimmers through my spineWarped reflections this body's not fucking mineMy face gets cold while the rest of me sweatsCope with a bottle and two packs of cigarettes

Strung out and burnt up beyond repairIf I could see what you see I'd be fine I swearBut I don't and I just fucking can'tI'm sorry for the bother, I didn't mean to rant

I'd cauterize my eyes to avoid the fearOf looking into a fucking mirrorI see ugly, I don't see a trace of meTell me it's not true I'll smile and fucking disagreeI'd cauterize my eyes to avoid the fearOf looking into a fucking mirrorIt might sound dramatic but it's sincereI'd do anything to look and have nothing appear

Dig at my faceRip out my hairLet's start from scratch just in caseClaw at my skinDig at my faceRip out my hairI can't remember who I am so I'll erase