Hello guys. Happy friday. Its raining now. I wish its stopped soon. I am so unproductive. I need fresh air, I need an exercise. If you noticed, Im getting fat. You can see it thru my cheek and my 6pax stomach*lol , and my butt. Semua makin besar.

Its hard to describe feeling. What you feel inside can never be transform into words. I dont know it just me or what, but Im getting sensitive this days. Lebih lebih lagi bila dengan family. Pantang kena marah, pantang dengar perkataan tak boleh, confirm nak menitik air mata. And worst of all is I cant control the feeling. Rasa sebak sangat bila kena marah, bila dibantah. Itu baru dengan family.

Sometimes I do feel tired with this situation. I am an emotional person. I wish I do not own this heart. I wish i have another strong one. I wishh I do

And yeah, my physical appearance totally different with what I have inside. Well , as people said, dont judge a book by its cover, right ? :)

p/s : I watched Jujur Aku Dayus last night at youtube. Staring by Beto Khusyairi and Nora Danish. Sedih bebenor ceritanya. And plus with the songs. Watched it if you're not watching it yet. Memang terbaik :)