Jessica Kelley used to assume, as many Christians do, that everything that happens is part of God's "design." Unable to reconcile the idea of a loving God who orchestrates suffering for some mysterious higher purpose, she began an intensive process of Scripture study, wrestling with her understanding of God. She arrived at a "beautiful, Calvary-centered, Scripture-based" picture of a God of love that sustained her through her deepest agony: the illness and death of her four-year-old son, Henry.