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Friday, March 14, 2014

Aaah, it is a pleasure to be with you again beloved friends and family.
For this time change is really upon you all. And while we may have said this repeatedly in the past and created somewhat of a ‘boy who cried wolf’ pattern, we can tell you with certainty this time that the unfoldment of events are at your doorstep.

However, today I would speak with you on Envy.

Envy is one of the most spoken about vices or sins in all your religious and so-called holy books of the world. For such adherents of religion, this ‘vice’ or ‘sin’ is perceived as something very dirty and thus, unwanted. It is constantly sought to be pushed away, shut out or down when the receiver experiences a wave of this envy.

As with all other’sins’, it is perceived as a condition that is associated with being anti-spiritual in both alternative spirituality and mainstream religions. And thus for many of these adherents they tend to equate it with an external evil of sorts; a temptation to lead them astray off their chosen path.

Your religions are not given to encouraging exploration of that which dwells within man and lives within his ego. No amount of attempting to drive this ‘evil’ down and out, however, will produce fruit. As that which lives within which requires release and balance will continue to rear its head until the condition called envy is fully explored and accepted for what it is.

In many respects, therefore, those who ‘believe’ in a system or ideology and attempt to adopt practices of suppression of aspects of their ego including this, are in fact at a greater disadvantage in arriving at truth.

Envy is a condition that’s created within due to any amount of internal and external situations and causes. External scenarios include: being triggered by a visit to someone’s home where you left longing to have some material possession or another that was displayed in that home. Yet you cannot afford this.

Or perhaps the same effect was achieved in a comment or several someone made about their seemingly-easy, pleasurable lifestyle or decently-paying job. Whether true or not. And along with envy comes wave upon wave of resentment at your own seemingly-limited situation.

Alternatively, it may be a case of spiritual envy. Perhaps you feel envious over a guru/spiritual leader/religious authority figure showing favouritism to another you perceive as less deserving than you.

Essentially, beloveds, what is occurring in all of these scenarios are the feelings of inferiority that arise within you that produce comparisons and translate into envy, resentment and jealousy. Again, it is a question of how you perceive yourselves: one who stands strong in his or her own identity or one who succumbs to the values of another (society’s), your culture, religion or lifestyle.

More than ever on your plane it is seen as desirable to trample over one another to ‘reach the top’ of the ladder materially, where YOU become the envy of others. Your society and media encourage this greatly. And thus you are programmed into feeling these feelings as part of having a ‘normal and healthy’ drive or ambition.
There is nothing healthy about feeling envious of who another is or what they possess. Regardless of whether these are their inner skills, talents, material possessions or innate essence.

In the case of the latter, there are many who very quietly constantly compare themselves to others, as regards their perception of spiritual development. And I say ‘very quietly’ as on many new age sites and forums this would be wholly discouraged if spoken of openly. And so it is pushed underground, including in the mind.

There is no race towards the unfoldment of your true Self. And thus no need to compare yourself with another. As it is this that causes and creates the feelings of unworthiness within and thus sets off the envy chain reaction.

Many of you that will read this believe yourselves NOT to be subject to envy. But envy nonetheless can play out in very subtle ways within.
Take, for example, a verbal altercation you may have with someone who might be on the opposite side of the fence to you: in lifestyle choices and values, including spiritual ones. While he or she may be in the midst of an angry rebuttal, are you not of the perception that you are right in your weighing up of the situation? And while horns are being locked, you thus see your response as quite justified.

What you don’t necessarily see, however is that the other may be responding not to the claimed comments or situation in hand, but is having instead a jealous and resentful outburst, based on envy (of you).

Such as when an unemployed husband stays home to take care of the home and children while his wife works. In an outburst with his wife, he may feel his anger over cleaning house and taking care of children is completely justified in whatever it is he’s irate about.

Yet, what may be really happening is at core he is deeply envious of his wife’s perceived freedom. Particularly in comparison with what he may perceive as enslavement to the mundane as chief caregiver. He feels inferior in status and occupation as he compares himself with his wife. Unfortunately envy quickly turns to jealousy and resentment and these can and do erode and kill any relationship, over time.

Yet most prefer to ignore the road signs which creates envy, jealousy and resentments within while suppressing all and continuing on. But when relationships break down (and this includes both work relationships and social ones) these same people profess not to know how or why this occurred.

To heal this beloveds the real question is : how and where within myself did such a lack begin in the first instance? It is also important to be really clear about your varied relationships and know what the real basis for these are.
Are they there to prop up your false sense of self and what you identify externally with or are they there to enhance your evolution and growth? When you have answered this in all truth it is at this point you can start tackling how, where and why you allowed envy to grow within you.

Healing this condition means you bring more of your true Self to any and every relationship you have, impacting far more positively on others. And though the other may not be able to see what motivates him or her, you will be able to see and know what motivates YOU. And this is the entire point. That you become aware of what drives YOUR reactions by knowing where they are truly sourced.

There are as many types of situations triggered by envy as there are situations that man and woman create around it. And I don’t mean here necessarily together, as feeling envious is not limited to the domain of intimate relationships.

It is spiritual and emotional intelligence that is required to free oneself of this, as with other inner work. But, if left to its own devices or even encouraged in some scenarios, this condition can be life-destroying for those refusing to take ownership of this.

We would leave this with you for now that you might peruse for some added knowledge.

And say again how wonderfully proud we are of all of you – our cherished warriors.

Know that you are at the end of a long and troublesome (for many) road of learning.

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From Heavenletter #164

To Great Wonder

'...our vision and truth will be inseparable, for it is My vision that will be yours.

Wouldn't you rather see through My eyes than your nearsighted ones?

Wouldn't you rather use My heart and My breath? The truth is that My heart and My breath are what are and what you have been using. Partly. You have none of your own. Your heart beats through Mine and I breathe your breath.'

New Era Relationship : The Q & A Of Intimate Intelligence

DNA awakening and spiritual/consciousness expansion are reliant on our emotional intelligence (EI) for growth. Our intimate relationships perfectly mirror the work that we’ve done, as well as what still needs doing towards greater integration and balance within. [E]motion (energy in motion) is our prime navigational tool. Here's a space to ask and explore everything you ever wanted to know on how to do relationships that return you to your own power...

(I will be going into some of these Q's in depth in upcoming relationship articles, as this space only provides for short responses)

Q:Our relationship seems to have entered the mundane;we no longer inspire each other, we take each other for granted,are not open or honest in the way we once were with each other and distance and misstrust seems to have set in. What can we do?

A:Because you haven't said any different, I'm assuming there are no external factors that may have contributed to your current relationship experience. Road blocks like these can help us reconnect in a more authentic way. First to ourselves and then to our partners. Perhaps our initial connection with each other was based on the other making us feel ‘safe’ and ‘complete’. And when we have that we often become comfortable and complacent. Which often invites stagnation in in turn. We need to ask: ‘Where are the places within where we don’t feel safe and complete. And why?’. As this is what motivated our need to be filled up externally in the first instance. You may want to blame something or someone outside of yourself for what is occurring. But the best contribution you can make to your relationship healing now is to explore where and when you stopped feeling safe, trusting and started feeling incomplete in your history. Once aware, memories trapped in your emotional bodies that have created such imbalances can begin being brought up for release. This will eventually lead to a more ‘whole’ relationship response by you. Here you'll have more of you to bring to a relationship and less needs to be filled by another. New era relationships avoid power imbalances, so having a partner who is equally responsible for him/herself emotionally is crucial to its success.

Q: How much damage can resentment (from one or both partners) create in a relationship? And is this repairable if it has been going on for many years?

A: Resentment is like a cancer that can eat away at the core of all that remains good in your togetherness. If you don’t understand it and allow it. It produces numerous symptoms, ranging from anger to withdrawal. As with much else that creates relationship havoc, it is a result of dishonesty and mistrust - mostly of the Self. Yet, to heal it is necessary to explore and purge this slow-cooking (e)motion at cause to ensure the relationship's forward movement. Rather than managing a symptom or two only to have resentment return down the line. If this happens, you'll know the root cause was not reached sufficiently. Additionally, acknowledging, separating, returning and fully owning which issues belong to whom, energetically-speaking, is the start of honouring the Self. Because the chief relationship that runs our external ones is the inner one we have first with our Selves.

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About Me

A decades-long preparation is about to pay off...I can feel it!
I believe the future of all of our choosing is about to begin.
I've never been convinced that being positive and performing rituals which comfort can alone answer the requirements of what's energetically needed to free ourselves from the 3rd Dimension/Fear Matrix. And the downside is these sometimes serve to keep us in that holding pattern of denial or idealism. I think of myself as an optimistic realist! Especially when I real-ised the work involved in growing ourselves.
To answer this need I developed EmoAlchemy - a variation of the ancient mystery school teachings. Like the alchemy of old which involved the transmutation of base metals into gold, taking full advantage of the current Ascension offerings requires the turning of base emotional states into (the gold of) higher frequency ones. It means constantly reviewing, releasing and integrating imbalanced parts of yourself in order to have a physically-successful effect on your biology, subsequently 'awakening' your dormant DNA.
And part of what we're needing to survive Earth's rising frequencies at this time.

Hollow/Inner Earth Map

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Hollow Earth

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INNER EARTH Q & A FORUM:

This year I've received loads of questions about the inner earth humans, life in their cities and their relationship to us. Of course, there have been some who have told me outright that I need to get myself to the nearest nuthouse asap! :-) But seriously, rather than relay what I've learned through an article, I thought it would be great to facilitate direct dialogue between you via channelled responses.To get the ball rolling, send your question/s so everyone can benefit. If you're thinking about it, chances are so is someone else!

Q (KN): Do the inner earth beings need my help?

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Q (SK): How on earth can humans survive in the inner earth? Isn't it too hot, and dark?

A (Bohar): Your governments have farmed out so-called 'official lines' to top scientists and geophysicists to convey to the public on such questions. This is mostly the (dis)information that makes the mainstream media and helps decide public opinion on this and other topics. Yet, there's a growing group of independent scientists who understand and accept the earth as being a hollow entity. Rather than hot malten magma at the earth's core, heat is generated by our sun. You will find our Agarthan crystalline cities hundreds of miles into the interior. Powered by an inner earth sun, it creates both perfect warmth and light for our sustenance. Gravity, as you know it, ceases to exist - which accounts for our living in a timeless/ageless existence.Close to the surface entrances are a system of caverns. All manner of non 5th Dimensional beings reside there and yes, it is dark and dank in places.Q (Jules): How do we get there and what mode of transport do you use?

A (Bohar):Numerous surface folk have tried to access the inner earth via various means over the past centuries. However, recently we've had to seal entrances in greater measure to prevent harm being inflicted on us by surface dwellers- mostly shadow government groups. Those that do come here either have a soul contract to do so or come due to to the upstanding nature of their character, which warrants access.

We, ourselves, get around via our underground monorail vehicles or via our space shuttles when we leave this sphere. Here we make use of various surface entrances/exits including the North and South Poles.Q (Jules): I'm studying photography. Is it possible to capture images of your world with our digital camera technology, should we ever be able to visit?

A (Bohar):We would only need to make some minor adjustment to your cameras to make them inner earth-friendly. We would also make another camera adjustment on your departure. Other than that, we see no problem with capturing images of our world, much as you do on the surface.