„How
I Weep”How IHow
IWeep
for the lossAnd
it creeps down my chinFor
the heart and the hairAnd
the skin and the airThat
swirls itself around the bareHow
I weepHow
I weepHow
I weep and I sleepAnd
I march and I danceAnd
I sing and I laugh and I laughAnd
I laughBut
insideBut
insideInside
I weepInside
I weep and I weepFor
a lossThat’s
so deepThat
it hardens and turns into stone

There
it staysAnd
rolls through bonesTill
they crumbleAnd
the earth doesn’t spinIt’s
got no way to winAnd
the stars stare down with sad clown facesAnd
they taunt meThey
taunt meSo I
run and I run and I run and I runBut
I’ve nowhere to go except into the sun

And
I weep for the loss and the loss weeps for meThe
loss weeps for meThen
it whacks me straight into my stomach at nightIt’s
a hard blow to take with all of its mightIt
tries to be sorry it tries to be sweet then it runs out the door as if on two
feetAnd
I stand there and wonder when will I be freeThen
I realized I held it, it never held meIt
had to hurt me to finally be gone’Cus
I made the mistake of dragging it onAnd
I wonder what kind of person am IWho
weeps for a loss but can’t tell it goodbye