For the last couple months, I've known that something was wrong, and well became quite concerned about it. Well after consulting with some doctors, and lots of tests, ultrasounds, blood work etc, I received the news that they had warned me about, and well the news that I really didn't want. As of a couple of days ago, doctors informed me that I have poly-cystic ovary syndrome, and will more then likely never be able to bear a child. This is generally not life threatening, which is good news, but can cause some major complications for the rest of my life, unless I do something now. This is when a women has cysts on her ovaries, and they can potentially rupture and cause major issues. The surgery that I have coming is going to be pretty simple they will pretty much laser off a piece of the ovary. Don't ask me exactly what it's for but i know that it will be tested further, and etc. This is a pretty scary time for me, and also a pretty depressing time. To be told as a women that you will never be able to bear your own child is tough. I'll be taking the next week and a half or two to handle this, get school started, and hopefully start the "healing process". Although this can't really be "healed", the symptoms can be less extreme by having surgery, dieting, birth control etc. Pretty scary time, and not really sure how to process or approach the situation.

Surgery went well, luckily it was a pretty non evasive procedure. Slowly trying to recover, but i would definitely say it's a more emotional invasive procedure, then anything else. I'm slowly coming back around tango, but thanks everyone for your encouragement. Hopefully the future goes well, and with this procedure and other things the doctors have planned the symptoms will become less often.