Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Not Always Personal

In my own mind, I like to pretend that I'm a very consistent person when dealing with others - always social, smiley, and go lucky; even when, internally, my mood can be swinging like a pendulum.

But I also know that I wear my heart on my sleeve, and emotions on my face. People seem to read it easily.

Like when I'm troubled by something, my brow gets all furrowed, and I get all quiet. Even though it has nothing to do with my current company, they see it.

Knowing this, I suppose I shouldn't always expect other people to always have the same demeanor when dealing with me; and I can't possibly be expected to always know why someone has a change in demeanor. So I shouldn't take it personally if it does happen.

of all us 5 (charles, jon, wayne, you, me), I always thought you were the "que sera sera" "c'est la vie" guy. And it's not a bad thing! In this case, I would suggest adding "f*ck it" to the list. You can't always be bothered with bullsh*t.