indescribable really, i was just standing at the sink and suddenly my whole thought paradigm changed, i felt a rush, it was like something had swept through me spiritually. if that makes any sense. very existentialist moment.

my horoscope, bizzarely, says i'm on the verge of enlightenment. feels like it.....

oh and interesting war article: http://www.zmag.org/ZMagSite/Apr2003/shalom0403.html