An Evening of Nostalgia

A few days ago on my way home I was listening to the radio. This wasn't normal, but I slammed my audio cable in the door and broke it. So gone was the infinite machine learned playlists that Spotify was feeding me - I was back to the commercial filled radio.

It was dark outside like every other night and a song came on that I remembered from years and years ago. This was a radio edit of the deadmau5 song: Strobe.

Nearly instantly, my brain went flying into reverse replaying this past part of my life back to me. I was back in Kansas driving at night a perfectly straight rode all the way home. I drove this path commonly when curfew arrived and roads in Kansas as the clock neared midnight were mainly empty. That same drive in Tampa is filled with the looming roar of the above highway and cars going both directions no matter the hour of the night.

Back to the past, the ten minute version of the Strobe was perfect timing for the drive home. Windows open and nearly no cars made the drive quiet except for the beat of the song. Quite a peaceful relaxing drive and just hearing that song again brought me back to that moment.

That is more obviously known as nostalgia or the yearning of past events. I'm no psychology major, but nostalgia trips of recollection are quite fun to have. So I started getting curious about memories in general. I could remember so many finer details of that memory trip, yet I can't remember some events that should be ingrained in my memory forever.

I only remembered those prior events with that feeling of nostalgia because of a common trait between the past and now: the song. That must have propelled some smaller portion of my brain back to that day, a decade in the past. I was curious if I could force my brain into remembering events just by replaying some songs.

If you can't remember what you listened to nearly a decade ago, how do you play it? Thankfully two weeks ago I recovered my original media center and on that device was a folder titled "Music" filled with MP3s of songs. I put on some headphones, turned off the lights and started the listening in hopes to piece those events back to the song.

It scarily worked.

Lose Yourself - Eminem

This song played before every senior year soccer game. Blasted over the sound system at home games for our warm up routine. Once that event was back in my memory the events surrounding that returned.

10 Minute Happy Hardcore Mix - DJ Ravine

As my interest in techno grew, I discovered that after 10pm a radio channel would start a techno segment hosted by the local in-state college. These were mixed songs from trance to happy hardcore and I thoroughly enjoyed it. This led me to searching for music like this and I discovered DJ Ravine and this song.

Can't Be Touched - Roy Jones

Couldn't forget this song as it was on the track list for my high school weights class. Pulling me back to the brand new gym and equipment that I was lucky enough to be the first year to use. The smell of chemical cleaning agents was brought back to memory as we wiped down the equipment at the end of every session.

Monster - Skillet

It was scary how well this was working. This song was in my local library downloaded and played while gaming and programming. A decade ago there wasn't the plethora of streaming services available now so I just had a pile of downloaded music files that became my source.

Some songs made no connection, but then I started thinking back to the strobe driving memory. I was driving home and the song came on the radio. I matched two of the senses that happened a decade ago - the touch and the hearing. I was only replicating the audio as the only sense in this test of mine. I can't test what I don't remember though, so perhaps I just have to wait until another common occurrence pushes my brain to remember something in the past.