Monday, May 16, 2011

Sunday, May 1, 2011

"Im in a relationship and its complicated". fcking hate saying those words it shouldnt be complicated, if you love someone you love them, but you know what? it is complicated. Its like every person i like isnt on this island (Lol i bitch and moan about this a lot) I dont want another long distance relationship, I dont want to fall for someone who doesnt live here, I dont want to fall for someone and not have the relationship go anywhere. So we do nothing. feelings fade and we move on to someone new. what sucks is knowing that person moved onto someone new, whose in the same state as them and who can actually hold them in their arms and kiss them goodbye. It sucks that theyve moved on, but honestly Im really happy for them. Im just happy they have someone and can maybe fall in love with.
Im going to miss the text messages at random hours, saying good night to them when its morning, having someone make me smile for no apparent reason. Im going to miss the fact or the feeling of maybe I could fall in love with this person and truly be happy.

About Me

Random Quotes

" Life is not measured by the number of breathes we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away."
-anonymous

"Nothing great in the world has ever been accomplished without passion"
-Hebbel

"Yesterday is a mystery, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift" -Elenor Roosovelt

"When scientist finally find the center of the world, some people will be suprised to learn that they're not it"
-Bernard Bailey

"Sex is like air, its not important til your not getting any"
-random guy at school

Favorite Book Quotes

"People who go out with anyone just to be with someone .Its like they rather be unhappy than alone."

-When it Happens, Toby

"Or even just staying with someone when they know theres someone else out there whos better for them"

-When it Happens, Sara

"I was a fallen Gaurdian Angel, the Gargoyle upon a church of sin and despair,a cathode ray of desolation"
"Love is the cure all along"

-Venomous, Locke

"Love is presuasive. Temporary as it is so often is love, love none the less compels otherwise rational creatures to behave in the most extraordinary ways."

-Stargazer

"Being Brave is being scared, and doing it anyways"

-Dark Warrior Unleashed, Cooper

"Finding someone that gets me ? Thats the real work. That's

where the miracles are"

-Audrey Wait, Audrey

"Sometimes being normal is the very best antidote to weirdness"

-Lover Eternal

"What is good" Zara
"Acting with Honor. Trying to keep others from being hurt. Trying to protect your family and friends and other people from harm" Astley
-Captivate

Favorite Song Quotes

"Your parents say everything is your fault.
But they dont know you like I know you they dont know you at all Im so sick of when they say Its just a phase, you'll be ok youre fine But I know its a lie"

-The Last Night by Skillet

"I'm stretching when you're just out of reach you should know I'm ready when you're ready for me and I'm waiting for the right time For the day I catch your eye to let you know that I'm yours to hold"
-Yours to Hold by Skillet

"You're my addiction, my perscription, my antidote You kill the poison ease the suffering Calm the rage when I'm afraid To feel again How can I tell you just all that you are What you do me"
-Better than Drugs by Skillet

"If I had my own world I'd build it you an empire from here to the far lands To spread Love like Violence"
-Secret Crowds by Angels and Airwaves

"Then I'll see your face I know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me whole"
-Pieces by Red

"I wish that I could turn back time just to have one more chance to be the man I need to be, I pray youll understand if i could hear your voice I know that I would be okay. I know that I've been wrong but I'm begging you to stay,
wont you stay?"
-Stay by 12 stones

"I try to get my usher on but I cant let it burn"
-Just a dream by Nelly

"Ive grown to love your dissapearing acts, do one more pretty please"
-Calling all skeletons by Alkaline Trio