Since summer 1995 I am a target of hidden harassment which I find difficult to counter up to now.
The stress resulting from this is often that big that I am ill.
The intention according to many hints is to bring me to a nervous breakdown to have the chance for a personality change of mine in psychiatry to their favour, That means to make me work for the German social democrat party.
The harassment happens in all countries I visit.
With this blog I publish a part of my experiences with this.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

I was in Suan Mokh some days. Sometimes harrassment and sometimes not.Now in Padang Bezar I had programming in my dreams in the early morning and sexual harassment later. This sexual harassment are probably psychic attacks from people there. Not necessarily planned harassment.

Friday, July 17, 2009

Yesterday I woke up after sleep and was already exhausted. I did not notice stimulation of abusing sex. But soon later I noticed massive programming. That strong I for sure did not have this often before. It was that strong that it is hard to resist. It is just a strong programming of enjoying abusing sex, that strong that it covers the negative sides of it. I was shocked about this it is also very traumatising. I did a lot of deprogramming and still have to do. The day before this I had strong programming of another sort of abusing sex and a lot of work with it.With these repeated massive programming and traumatising they can break people. You just can't get behind to work it out and are finally overburdened.This is sophisticated terrorism and it is said that the governments were the culprits.

Monday, July 13, 2009

The last time asleep massive stimulation and programming of abusing sex. Two days before I intended to meditate a lot. But I lied down for a nap in the afternoon and woke up later in the middle of the night and could no more sleep then. Voices say with meditation I could escape enslavement. But it is difficult for me to go to a monastery. I find again and again something in the way. I have to get it.

Monday, July 06, 2009

Thursday, July 02, 2009

The last days again Stimulation of abusing sex and programming. The stress brings my concentration and power down for some time. When the abuse is stronger and repeatedly I won't recover. Voices said repeatedly that they could not win without this abusing sex.