So, lately my OCD has given me NEW habits. It's at the point where it's starting to affect my life in a quite negative way. It's putting stress on me and it's making life so much harder. No one knows about it and I can't tell anyone. These new habits will have me going on for upto 5 minute of just doing the same damn thing till i'm satisfied and it's happening multiple times a day. It's making believe I might even die just for not following these habits. There's a large story behind that which all started with reading a stupid ass ripleys book that gave me the idea. Now that idea has given me an OCD habit which is ruining me.

Anyone got any tips or anything to help me? I beg for some help, it's getting really bad! Please! Someone, anyone just gimme a few pointers. I'm starting to get scared that I'll die or some shit from my OCD thoughts. It's a long story, a very long story. Please, someone just help me out here.