I’m tired of fighting this battle, I’ve been here before and don’t have the strength to do it again.Â I thought I had put this behind me but I’m back in the depths again and have no desire to fight it all again.Â I fought tooth and nail to survive this last time and now I know I’m never going to beat it…I’m done.

I f*cking give up…

I’m done…

I’m reaching out because I need somebody to help me, but I’m not sure theres anything that can be doneÂ anymore…

I’m past wanting to fight, it hurts tooÂ much and takes tooÂ much, I just want to give up…

I’m ready to just close my eyes and never wake up…

Help…

Help me please…

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I am the same way…I just mainly need someone or want someone to talk to for the most part. I’m 19 and have the habit of moving across the country back and forth. I have no money, a car that will take me over 500 to rgister it, i had a girlfriend but she cheated on me lied to me then decided to tell me she was prgnant, then ended up telling me oh i just lied about being a prego. I had at 18 yars old a 3 story house that was built in 1910 in kansas city, I had a girl and life was good then it all went to hell, i tried to slit my wrist i actually took the razor and dug into the vein deeper and deeper and deeper. well i woke up however long later with some cool scars and alot of a mess to clean up. then i dcided to run and jump off sky scraper. well when i was running i managed to trip and fall, but fell the opposite way just crackin my head preety good, I am not good at this thing at all yet i still keep tryin and trying and trying. I have crashed multiple cars…still here posting on the net, taken more drugs in one sitting then anyone ever should…still here…so many times and only thing i have accomplished is having bad kidneys that may shutdown.
Well if anyone wants to send me a message a chat a little bitdeathdomeapart@rocketmail.com I will respond to anyone. weather your sayin dont do it or you just want to talk

Just take a deep breath. And relax. You’re gonna be okay, but only if you really want to. You have to make it okay for yourself. A lot of people in the world are selfish and think they’re the only ones with feelings. And they’re wrong. I know it sounds dumb, but who are they? Let them think, and say what they want. Because I promise you you are better then they could ever even hope to be. I’m sorry I don’t really know what to say, just that my heart goes out to you, and I’ll pray for you. I’ve felt like you before, but if you can get through one more day, and then another, and then another and so on, you’re gonna find happiness. You really will. It will take a long time, but when you do, I promise you won’t regret having to go through all these dark times. Life can be amazing and wonderful and perfect and all of that. Sometimes you just have to wait it out a little bit. The best has yet to come. Just keep fighting, never ever ever EVER give up.

Thank you for the replys…I am just waiting out the storm – its far harder than it sounds and its wearing me down – rapidly…I just don’t know what to do and all I can think is to end it all…I’ve had enough….I’m holding on…I’m hoping…

Babe you need to calm down and listen to us you are here because you need to do something! someone is out there waiting for YOU to love them and something out there is waiting for YOU to come along and pick it up! There are things out there who need YOU and noone else! Don’t give up you can make a difference and you can keep living you need to because if you just give up then someone or something out there is going to die too.