Going back home to get my driver's license. The test has 50 questions. I hope I pass. I really need the license to drive all over the city without any worries. More job hunting. It's been a year and a half. I haven't settled yet. Moving from one workplace to another. Where will be my next stop?

On Sunday, my family came and we went to the mall. My sister went to the camera store to buy some new tripods, but it took her pretty long and I got bored. I went to a bookstore. The first time I went to a bookstore this year. It had english books. I went to the young adult section and saw this book called Ghostgirl. It looked something like Emily the Strange. I wanted to buy it, but wasn't sure if I should. I'm still pondering. I want something to read at work when everything is done. When I'm on break, I can read something that takes my mind off of my co-workers. I get tired of them sometimes. They make me feel like I want to be alone. If I have something to read, I'll feel less stupid. There aren't that many books or choices either. English books in Thailand are expensive. It's the price of a very expensive meal. I can't use my phone at work either since it's not allowed. Only emergency calls.

I might be buying a new phone in about 4 months. The cheap one I bought with an unpopular brand name isn't doing it for me. It lags a lot and the battery reduced so much. From 75% to 19% in 3 hours. That's insane. I always have at least 10% left. If I want to make a call immediately, I can't. After I touch one of the buttons, I have to wait a while for it to come up.

Work was ok. Today is Buddha day in Thailand, so many place was closed. I had to eat microwave food.

Today is my day off and I'm spending it alone. I woke up at noon to do the laundry then went to sleep until the laundry finishes. After it finished, I went back to sleep again but I didn't fall asleep completely. I had that laxative tea and it gave me a stomach ache until 5pm. I went outside to do some shopping on stock up on some canned food in case I can't go out for any reason. Sometimes I get off late. I had my air condition on. Tomorrow, I won't have to buy any food. I'll be eating the leftovers for lunch. Then some tuna and crackers for dinner. I spent a lot of money today to get all the shopping done. I won't be spending more tomorrow. My salary is enough to get by on my own. If I save up and not eat too much, I would be starving and eventually end up binging, which happened before. Trying to enjoy resting before going back to work tomorrow. Work isn't challenging, but I'm the new staff so they don't let me do everything even though I could, but I would be doing it soon anyways when someone goes on a vacation. It's so easy being in front of the grill, stove and deep fryer. Who doesn't know how to make hamburgers?

I lived in the states longer than I lived in Thailand, but I felt that where I grew up felt lonely. Maybe it's because I was young. When I actually started to grow up, I wasn't as passive as I used to be and I moved to Thailand. I felt comfortable living in Thailand, but something I never tell anyone is, I miss the food and environment of living in the states. Thai people don't like to eat American food, but that's something I grew up with and I felt full eating a normal American meal. It's something I don't let anyone know or else it will make me different and they're look at me weird. Thai food is good, but sometimes I want to eat something else like Mexican, Mediterranean, etc.. Something good about Thai food is that they use fresh ingredients and they're low calories.

I'll be leaving in a few minutes, but I want to write something first. I worked for 4 days and yesterday was my day off. I spent the day sleeping, eating and doing nothing. I rented a room not far from work. It takes about 5 minutes to get to work if I drive the motorbike really fast, but I don't feel like going to fast. The keloid on my right arm reminded me that I have to be careful. I ride kind of slow. Work starts at 1pm and I come back from work at 10:30pm.