tentative hi

hi umm, i'm not too sure of what to say here really. some people will know me, some probably hate me, i'm not really sure.

i've sort of half been given my account back, after something like a 2 year absence.

things have been up and down, but the last few months have been very hard. I used to have some good friends here once, so maybe I can have some again, I don't know.

I don't really know what Admin's/Moderator's opinions are on having me back, I don't want to get invested if I'm just going to be banned again. I can't use the chatroom or send PMs or any of that other fun stuff, I have no idea if that's permanent or not, so umm yeah. I guess maybe at some point I'll go into details on what's happened in my life and such, but I don't know, most of the time I'd rather not think about it if i can help it.

But any people who used to know me and still want to know me, let me know.