Sunday, June 1, 2014

Rebecca Blithe

Always
grateful to the first newspaper write-up by Rebecca Blithe. Rebecca
gave me my first break. She contacted me and wrote this wonderful piece.
From there, I was interviewed on national TV on Channel one on a
documentary, my book was exhibited in England, and I had that dream of
launching my 3 books, and meeting media.

Words of healing

A mother's account of the death of her newborn son has been turned into a book in the hope it will help other mothers heal. Rebecca Blithe meets the author.
"The specialist said, 'You're going to have a normal baby',"
says Ann Chin, as she sits with a pile of her recently published book,
Diary of a Bereaved Mother.
But the days that followed the birth of her son, Andrew, proved anything but normal.
"Once I had my baby they realised he was dying," she says, of his
diagnosis of Campomelic syndrome; a bone and cartilage condition
resulting in short limbs and breathing problems because of a small chest
capacity.
"They knew because of the scans, but they didn't investigate because
it was a rare thing," she says, of the abnormalities. "When the baby
was born, they resuscitated him. He was going to die that night. He
survived for 55 days.
"One afternoon I was told he had died. He stopped breathing, he
turned black, he was dead for half of the afternoon. Then he began
breathing again." Describing that afternoon, the author seems lost for
words. "You can't really give words, except that it was heart-wrenching,
I was in a black tunnel."
During this period, Mrs Chin stayed in the nurses' home at National Women's Hospital, awaiting her baby's death, and writing.
"It was not only a diary for myself but I was writing letters to
family in Australia and Singapore. I kept carbon copies," she says,
adding her father had made his six children write daily compositions
from a young age.
Twenty-one years later, after meeting other women who lost children,
she decided to revisit her ordeal, in the hope of helping mothers cope
and those close to them understand.
"Six hundred babies a year die. That's more than the road
toll. [Compared to the funding for road safety] there's just nothing
provided for us."
Mrs Chin, who teaches English as a second language, says reliving the experience was difficult but cathartic.
"I took out all my old files. I read them and I cried. I sat at the
computer and I cried. But after a while, I was okay. Then I finished the
first draft on his anniversary."
She says the feedback so far has been positive, especially from those who have had similar experiences.
"One of the mothers [from a Stillborn and Newborn Death support
group], she just cried. She said to have someone writing about it was
really helpful. I've spoken to grandparents as well. People tell me,
'Now I understand'."
Her story also tells of her disappointment with some of the staff at
the antenatal unit and the importance of cultural sensitivity. "We had
two doctors who kept saying, 'This is his problem'," she says, of
medical staff shifting the blame.
The book has been requested by one of Mrs Chin's doctors, who is now
based at the University of Toronto, Canada, to assist with training and
hospital management procedures.
Dr Simon Rowley is a consultant at Starship Children's Hospital who's been given a copy of the book.
"It
is a good reminder to all health professionals that when our patients
leave us, the story does not end for the parents. The detail is amazing,
and every little thought and action seems to have been recorded as it
happened, and then has been reflected upon.
"For parents undergoing
similar experiences this book could be a great comfort. For health
professionals, I would see it as essential reading."Further readingDiary of a Bereaved Mother is available at The Women's Bookstore, 105 Ponsonby Rd, or email Ann Chin: annkschin@yahoo.com