So, I prayed...But you weren't listening.Making miracles?So, I begged...But you were far away.Saving souls perhaps?So, I screamed...But she was very smallAnd you have worlds to mend.So, she died...And you were glorious.But you were somewhere else.If you are my shepherdThen I'm lost and no one can find me.If you are my saviourThen I'm dead and no one can help me.If you are my gloryThen I'm sick and no one can cure me.If you light my darknessThen I'm blind and no one can see me.If you are my fatherThen love lies abandoned and bleeding.If you are my comfortThen nightmares are real and deceiving.If you are my answerThen I must have asked the wrong question.I'd spit on your heavenIf I could find one to believe in.