Wow is it for real? Congrats! Your love story is unique! I wish you two the best!

Anyway back on topic...I have many stories, but none of them has a happy ending. I will share the story of my first love now, maybe I'll be bakc later to post the rest hehe...

It was in primary school, third grade. In class his seat was in front me, he was next to a girl who didn't like me much, and I was sitting next to his bestfriend. For some reason, the girl and he teamed up hating me and always said bad things about me. I was so frustrated because I didn't know why, it was okay for the girl to hate me because we were rivals (yeah ranking thingy haha) but I never even talked to him before (I was a tranfer student)!!! As fate would have it, the teacher decided to change our sitting, I was then next to him. For some reason, I was kind of happy, but I didn't realize that I liked him. I even voluntarily shared my book with him haha (yep a big step because we were like enemies =P). I don't remember what happened next, but we warmed up to each other and were good friends afterwards.

One day (and I forgot why again! -_-") I asked him who he'd marry in the future. LOL. Anyway he didn't answer but asked me the same question. I told him that he should answer first, since it was my question, but he insisted on me replying first. In the end we agreed to write the person's name on our hand, and on the count of 3, we had to show it at the same time. Yeah you've guessed it...I wrote "YOU" When we showed our hands, I read on his "YOU" too...I was really surprised that he liked me and I kept pestering him the whole day, asking "Do you really really like me??? Didn't you hate me before?". I forgot what his answer was, but he patiently reassured me that I was his favourite person in the whole world xD.

I had the best times of my life afterwards. He was all you could ask for a first love. He was such a gentleman and kind! Everyday he carried my bag up to class (it was on the third floor, so I was really touched) and told me that he liked me the most on this planet. During breaks instead of playing with his friends, he stayed with me most of the time. When we played games and I lost, he always volunteered to be "punished" in my place. Lol we promised that we'd marry each other later haha...but we never kissed or anything, not even on the cheeks, just holding hands. He told me that we were too young and we had to wait...haha

That lasted for about a year and half, we got into a big fight afterwards and just stopped talking to each other. He gave me back all the stuff I gave him, I was very angry at him because of that so I didn't want to talk to him first, and just waited for him to apologize. But he never did...It was only a year after that I knew he was actually waiting for me to apologize first (because it was kind of my fault), but I never did too so he thought that I didn't like him anymore and moved on. You see, once he got hit on the head by a ball, every girl ran to him (he was kind of popular with girls), but I didn't because I thought that he didn't need me anymore. The truth is that he wanted me to come and ask him how he was doing, he thought that I didn't care for him at all and let me go. We never talked to each other since then, things got really awkward between us. I kept liking him for a year and half, till the fifth grade. I had a hard time dealing with my feelings because he moved on during that time and fell in love with another girl.

Sorry it was long wasn't it...I knew it, once I talk about my first love I keep on blabering =P Btw I moved to another country during my fifth grade, never got to talk to him again until last year, when I came back to my country after five years...He has a girlfriend now, I couldn't believe that I was depressed for days when he told me that. It must be because he was such a gentleman as always...I read somewhere that every person you like/love now will be compared to your first love, I guess it's true, because he was the perfect guy ^^ maybe somewhere down the road, I'll meet him again then we'll marry each other hahah!

Wow is it for real? Congrats! Your love story is unique! I wish you two the best!

Anyway back on topic...I have many stories, but none of them has a happy ending. I will share the story of my first love now, maybe I'll be bakc later to post the rest hehe...

It was in primary school, third grade. In class his seat was in front me, he was next to a girl who didn't like me much, and I was sitting next to his bestfriend. For some reason, the girl and he teamed up hating me and always said bad things about me. I was so frustrated because I didn't know why, it was okay for the girl to hate me because we were rivals (yeah ranking thingy haha) but I never even talked to him before (I was a tranfer student)!!! As fate would have it, the teacher decided to change our sitting, I was then next to him. For some reason, I was kind of happy, but I didn't realize that I liked him. I even voluntarily shared my book with him haha (yep a big step because we were like enemies =P). I don't remember what happened next, but we warmed up to each other and were good friends afterwards.

One day (and I forgot why again! -_-") I asked him who he'd marry in the future. LOL. Anyway he didn't answer but asked me the same question. I told him that he should answer first, since it was my question, but he insisted on me replying first. In the end we agreed to write the person's name on our hand, and on the count of 3, we had to show it at the same time. Yeah you've guessed it...I wrote "YOU" When we showed our hands, I read on his "YOU" too...I was really surprised that he liked me and I kept pestering him the whole day, asking "Do you really really like me??? Didn't you hate me before?". I forgot what his answer was, but he patiently reassured me that I was his favourite person in the whole world xD.

I had the best times of my life afterwards. He was all you could ask for a first love. He was such a gentleman and kind! Everyday he carried my bag up to class (it was on the third floor, so I was really touched) and told me that he liked me the most on this planet. During breaks instead of playing with his friends, he stayed with me most of the time. When we played games and I lost, he always volunteered to be "punished" in my place. Lol we promised that we'd marry each other later haha...but we never kissed or anything, not even on the cheeks, just holding hands. He told me that we were too young and we had to wait...haha

That lasted for about a year and half, we got into a big fight afterwards and just stopped talking to each other. He gave me back all the stuff I gave him, I was very angry at him because of that so I didn't want to talk to him first, and just waited for him to apologize. But he never did...It was only a year after that I knew he was actually waiting for me to apologize first (because it was kind of my fault), but I never did too so he thought that I didn't like him anymore and moved on. You see, once he got hit on the head by a ball, every girl ran to him (he was kind of popular with girls), but I didn't because I thought that he didn't need me anymore. The truth is that he wanted me to come and ask him how he was doing, he thought that I didn't care for him at all and let me go. We never talked to each other since then, things got really awkward between us. I kept liking him for a year and half, till the fifth grade. I had a hard time dealing with my feelings because he moved on during that time and fell in love with another girl.

Sorry it was long wasn't it...I knew it, once I talk about my first love I keep on blabering =P Btw I moved to another country during my fifth grade, never got to talk to him again until last year, when I came back to my country after five years...He has a girlfriend now, I couldn't believe that I was depressed for days when he told me that. It must be because he was such a gentleman as always...I read somewhere that every person you like/love now will be compared to your first love, I guess it's true, because he was the perfect guy ^^ maybe somewhere down the road, I'll meet him again then we'll marry each other hahah!

1st love,,,we're in different schools now...but we still talk to each other..we still have ways of communication,,,but i kinnda feel weird...
it's the distance thingy...

started 7 months before graduation...everyone around kept saying he likes me...i never believed it...till one day...he takes me out of the room and says "i like you..no..i mean...i kinnda love you already..."..i was really speechless and turned red...i never talked to him after...3 months after..i realized that i liked him too then had a hard time telling him...but eventually [luckily] he knew..^^
not like we're girlfriend-boyfriend...still YOUNG!!..ahaha...just the plain holding hands..half meant jokes...leaning on shoulders thingy...after our recollection he said "i love you" and w/o noticing i said "i love you" back...he hugged me tightly and ran...the sunset was clearly seen from the windows of the classroom...^^...we didn't even say goodbye oduring graduation...

huh., i might as well end up sharing this "forbidden love" of mine. lol! WARNING!: this would surely be a long story. sorry for that and this story is still hanging..

It happened last year, i was a 4th year student and studying in a university. I thought my life would be always like going to school early, chat with my friends and do this and that and enjoy everything until a day came.

We have a C.A.T class on our school. It's only during friday and it's 4pm-6pm. We are separated in different companies and ours is called "special unit" S.U for short. S.U is composed of students from different sections. I have a friend there which is also my classmate and she happens to have a crush on our commander. Our commander is also a 4th year hs and he is also studying in our university but he is not in the same building. Our commander and officers are from different building so we don't know each other. So we are teasing this friend of mine to our commander secretly because cadet and commander relationship or love issue is not allowed. I happened to feel like pissing my friend so what i did is to pretend that i also have a crush on our commander ( sorry i don't wanna mention his name here )

There's one time when i logged in on my ym., he is also online. I asked him if what would be for next friday and he just said that just go and see for myself then i never pm him again. Then i didn't notice it that as the day goes by, we are chatting too much that we are like near to close/friends. I told this to my friends and also to my friend who has a crush on him and she told me that there is something between me and him and she said that she has a new crush already ( really..,i know who is her true love., she is just having fun with crushes coz her love is complicated )

I told to my friends that i think i like HIM and they are just like "seriously?!" haha. but i don't mind. I think i really like him that time.

One of my friends and I have a deal. That friend of mine has a crush on one of the officer in our company so she said to me that i'll use the pic of HIM as my primary in ym and i need to pm him so that he'll see that i'm using it and she'll also do it using the pic of the officer that she has a crush on. When i was online., many of my classmates pm me and asked why the hell i'm using the pic of him and when i got tired of explaining., i just wrote in my status message that this is just a deal. My heart skipped a bit when i heard the online alert and saw his name. Darn., really he's online and he asked me why i'm using his pic so i told him about the deal and he even said to me that i must win that deal it was a little strange because he's supporting me and even more excited to win than me. But i'm happy because at least i can chat to him normally unlike when we are in class.We even text each other and my friends would be so pissed whenever they see my inbox full of his name because they said that when they text him., he never reply to them but when i message him, he always reply.

But wait! here it is! the time that i didn't wish to come or maybe i wished he knew that i like him!!!! i know because this is what happened..,

when i was online., i saw 2 status message of my classmates and it read " I LOVE [ the name of her love ] " and the other one is also like that so I send a gm ( group message ) in the ym saying " look at the status message of __ and __ " ( i don't wanna mention names ) . Then i got a reply from him and it's unexpected because he don't reply if it's a gm. Well he asked me to do the same thing. He asked me to change my status message and write there " I LOVE [ unknown ] " he asked me to write the name of the person even just for 2 seconds and of course i said i don't have anything to write there. But he insisted me and said that he knows everything. I believe that he knew it coz two of my friends are his friends too. But again i said i don't want to write it. He insisted me to do it so i did. i put there " I LOVE [ his full name including his middle name! lol! ] " and when he saw it he said that i was drunk and said that i need to sleep.But i told him that it's a joke and he said to me to be serious and i said no., it's not a joke then i go offline

That was really embarrassing especially that even his friends knew about it and all of my classmates. But it's okay. I just got nervous every friday. And what's worst is when he called me for the recitation in the class and all of them just teased us and he even smiled for that and i remember! he borrowed a book from me and said he'll get it after class so i said yes. When the class ended i was in peace again because the whole period they just teased us.

The next day., we have a project in math that i can't really do correctly. I was online that time and I was working on that project. I asked my friend if she can help me but she said she don't know it either and she's also asking help on her project. She then joke around and said to me to ask for HIS help but of course i said it would not work. I ask for some of my classmates but they can't help me so I just tried to ask for his help and luckily! he said that he'll help me and he even explained to me everything really well and he send an illustration of what i needed for the presentation on the next day and i was so thankful to him my friends knew about it and they are like saying "you're so lucky..we even slept for just 3hrs to finish this project alone" and i was just like "haha.lucky me! "

And my most UNFORGETTABLE experience with him is when i really waited for him to go home. They have a meeting so i pretend that i was waiting for my friend who is also in the meeting. When they are done with the meeting i said to my friends that we should go home but they said that i must wait for him and of course i said why should i?! and they all laughed including HIS bestfriend!. And this is the BEST part because my friend caught HIM for like 10 times., seriously., glancing at me and he's so cute when he's defending himself and saying that he didn't even look at me but i saw him

And next to that unforgettable is when he borrowed my jacket and he purposely didn't return it to me. I was begging him to give it back coz it's our class jacket but he keeps telling me that it's his already. and another is when he asked for my grad pic and i gave him my last copy of that pic and my friend saw him run and jump after that like "yeah i got a pic of her" but really when he approached me., i can't speak and move properly and i saw my pic in his wallet :)

But this is not the end. haha. i have a rival of course!. the one he loved for 4 years. how can i replace her?.even if the one he love has a boyfriend already, nothing could change the fact that he's still in love with her.

I still don't know if he likes me back but there are so many signs., and my friend told me that HE said to her that he'll ask me out after our graduation., and still nothing happened.. maybe it's just too late but it's ok!! haha. i moved on already maybe stick with my childhood crush! lol!

hmmm, i just got tired of typing but there's a bunch of stories to tell.. i guess that's enough

huh., i might as well end up sharing this "forbidden love" of mine. lol! WARNING!: this would surely be a long story. sorry for that and this story is still hanging..

It happened last year, i was a 4th year student and studying in a university. I thought my life would be always like going to school early, chat with my friends and do this and that and enjoy everything until a day came.

We have a C.A.T class on our school. It's only during friday and it's 4pm-6pm. We are separated in different companies and ours is called "special unit" S.U for short. S.U is composed of students from different sections. I have a friend there which is also my classmate and she happens to have a crush on our commander. Our commander is also a 4th year hs and he is also studying in our university but he is not in the same building. Our commander and officers are from different building so we don't know each other. So we are teasing this friend of mine to our commander secretly because cadet and commander relationship or love issue is not allowed. I happened to feel like pissing my friend so what i did is to pretend that i also have a crush on our commander ( sorry i don't wanna mention his name here )

There's one time when i logged in on my ym., he is also online. I asked him if what would be for next friday and he just said that just go and see for myself then i never pm him again. Then i didn't notice it that as the day goes by, we are chatting too much that we are like near to close/friends. I told this to my friends and also to my friend who has a crush on him and she told me that there is something between me and him and she said that she has a new crush already ( really..,i know who is her true love., she is just having fun with crushes coz her love is complicated )

I told to my friends that i think i like HIM and they are just like "seriously?!" haha. but i don't mind. I think i really like him that time.

One of my friends and I have a deal. That friend of mine has a crush on one of the officer in our company so she said to me that i'll use the pic of HIM as my primary in ym and i need to pm him so that he'll see that i'm using it and she'll also do it using the pic of the officer that she has a crush on. When i was online., many of my classmates pm me and asked why the hell i'm using the pic of him and when i got tired of explaining., i just wrote in my status message that this is just a deal. My heart skipped a bit when i heard the online alert and saw his name. Darn., really he's online and he asked me why i'm using his pic so i told him about the deal and he even said to me that i must win that deal it was a little strange because he's supporting me and even more excited to win than me. But i'm happy because at least i can chat to him normally unlike when we are in class.We even text each other and my friends would be so pissed whenever they see my inbox full of his name because they said that when they text him., he never reply to them but when i message him, he always reply.

But wait! here it is! the time that i didn't wish to come or maybe i wished he knew that i like him!!!! i know because this is what happened..,

when i was online., i saw 2 status message of my classmates and it read " I LOVE [ the name of her love ] " and the other one is also like that so I send a gm ( group message ) in the ym saying " look at the status message of __ and __ " ( i don't wanna mention names ) . Then i got a reply from him and it's unexpected because he don't reply if it's a gm. Well he asked me to do the same thing. He asked me to change my status message and write there " I LOVE [ unknown ] " he asked me to write the name of the person even just for 2 seconds and of course i said i don't have anything to write there. But he insisted me and said that he knows everything. I believe that he knew it coz two of my friends are his friends too. But again i said i don't want to write it. He insisted me to do it so i did. i put there " I LOVE [ his full name including his middle name! lol! ] " and when he saw it he said that i was drunk and said that i need to sleep.But i told him that it's a joke and he said to me to be serious and i said no., it's not a joke then i go offline

That was really embarrassing especially that even his friends knew about it and all of my classmates. But it's okay. I just got nervous every friday. And what's worst is when he called me for the recitation in the class and all of them just teased us and he even smiled for that and i remember! he borrowed a book from me and said he'll get it after class so i said yes. When the class ended i was in peace again because the whole period they just teased us.

The next day., we have a project in math that i can't really do correctly. I was online that time and I was working on that project. I asked my friend if she can help me but she said she don't know it either and she's also asking help on her project. She then joke around and said to me to ask for HIS help but of course i said it would not work. I ask for some of my classmates but they can't help me so I just tried to ask for his help and luckily! he said that he'll help me and he even explained to me everything really well and he send an illustration of what i needed for the presentation on the next day and i was so thankful to him my friends knew about it and they are like saying "you're so lucky..we even slept for just 3hrs to finish this project alone" and i was just like "haha.lucky me! "

And my most UNFORGETTABLE experience with him is when i really waited for him to go home. They have a meeting so i pretend that i was waiting for my friend who is also in the meeting. When they are done with the meeting i said to my friends that we should go home but they said that i must wait for him and of course i said why should i?! and they all laughed including HIS bestfriend!. And this is the BEST part because my friend caught HIM for like 10 times., seriously., glancing at me and he's so cute when he's defending himself and saying that he didn't even look at me but i saw him

And next to that unforgettable is when he borrowed my jacket and he purposely didn't return it to me. I was begging him to give it back coz it's our class jacket but he keeps telling me that it's his already. and another is when he asked for my grad pic and i gave him my last copy of that pic and my friend saw him run and jump after that like "yeah i got a pic of her" but really when he approached me., i can't speak and move properly and i saw my pic in his wallet :)

But this is not the end. haha. i have a rival of course!. the one he loved for 4 years. how can i replace her?.even if the one he love has a boyfriend already, nothing could change the fact that he's still in love with her.

I still don't know if he likes me back but there are so many signs., and my friend told me that HE said to her that he'll ask me out after our graduation., and still nothing happened.. maybe it's just too late but it's ok!! haha. i moved on already maybe stick with my childhood crush! lol!

hmmm, i just got tired of typing but there's a bunch of stories to tell.. i guess that's enough

waahh! i read it all, and it sounded just like a movie >__<!!!
lucky you :)

I sadly don't really have the ability to love. The only person I ever came close to loving was way back in first grade of elementary school. She moved not to long after and I have no idea where she went. I still remember her name though.

huh., i might as well end up sharing this "forbidden love" of mine. lol! WARNING!: this would surely be a long story. sorry for that and this story is still hanging..

It happened last year, i was a 4th year student and studying in a university. I thought my life would be always like going to school early, chat with my friends and do this and that and enjoy everything until a day came.

We have a C.A.T class on our school. It's only during friday and it's 4pm-6pm. We are separated in different companies and ours is called "special unit" S.U for short. S.U is composed of students from different sections. I have a friend there which is also my classmate and she happens to have a crush on our commander. Our commander is also a 4th year hs and he is also studying in our university but he is not in the same building. Our commander and officers are from different building so we don't know each other. So we are teasing this friend of mine to our commander secretly because cadet and commander relationship or love issue is not allowed. I happened to feel like pissing my friend so what i did is to pretend that i also have a crush on our commander ( sorry i don't wanna mention his name here )

There's one time when i logged in on my ym., he is also online. I asked him if what would be for next friday and he just said that just go and see for myself then i never pm him again. Then i didn't notice it that as the day goes by, we are chatting too much that we are like near to close/friends. I told this to my friends and also to my friend who has a crush on him and she told me that there is something between me and him and she said that she has a new crush already ( really..,i know who is her true love., she is just having fun with crushes coz her love is complicated )

I told to my friends that i think i like HIM and they are just like "seriously?!" haha. but i don't mind. I think i really like him that time.

One of my friends and I have a deal. That friend of mine has a crush on one of the officer in our company so she said to me that i'll use the pic of HIM as my primary in ym and i need to pm him so that he'll see that i'm using it and she'll also do it using the pic of the officer that she has a crush on. When i was online., many of my classmates pm me and asked why the hell i'm using the pic of him and when i got tired of explaining., i just wrote in my status message that this is just a deal. My heart skipped a bit when i heard the online alert and saw his name. Darn., really he's online and he asked me why i'm using his pic so i told him about the deal and he even said to me that i must win that deal it was a little strange because he's supporting me and even more excited to win than me. But i'm happy because at least i can chat to him normally unlike when we are in class.We even text each other and my friends would be so pissed whenever they see my inbox full of his name because they said that when they text him., he never reply to them but when i message him, he always reply.

But wait! here it is! the time that i didn't wish to come or maybe i wished he knew that i like him!!!! i know because this is what happened..,

when i was online., i saw 2 status message of my classmates and it read " I LOVE [ the name of her love ] " and the other one is also like that so I send a gm ( group message ) in the ym saying " look at the status message of __ and __ " ( i don't wanna mention names ) . Then i got a reply from him and it's unexpected because he don't reply if it's a gm. Well he asked me to do the same thing. He asked me to change my status message and write there " I LOVE [ unknown ] " he asked me to write the name of the person even just for 2 seconds and of course i said i don't have anything to write there. But he insisted me and said that he knows everything. I believe that he knew it coz two of my friends are his friends too. But again i said i don't want to write it. He insisted me to do it so i did. i put there " I LOVE [ his full name including his middle name! lol! ] " and when he saw it he said that i was drunk and said that i need to sleep.But i told him that it's a joke and he said to me to be serious and i said no., it's not a joke then i go offline

That was really embarrassing especially that even his friends knew about it and all of my classmates. But it's okay. I just got nervous every friday. And what's worst is when he called me for the recitation in the class and all of them just teased us and he even smiled for that and i remember! he borrowed a book from me and said he'll get it after class so i said yes. When the class ended i was in peace again because the whole period they just teased us.

The next day., we have a project in math that i can't really do correctly. I was online that time and I was working on that project. I asked my friend if she can help me but she said she don't know it either and she's also asking help on her project. She then joke around and said to me to ask for HIS help but of course i said it would not work. I ask for some of my classmates but they can't help me so I just tried to ask for his help and luckily! he said that he'll help me and he even explained to me everything really well and he send an illustration of what i needed for the presentation on the next day and i was so thankful to him my friends knew about it and they are like saying "you're so lucky..we even slept for just 3hrs to finish this project alone" and i was just like "haha.lucky me! "

And my most UNFORGETTABLE experience with him is when i really waited for him to go home. They have a meeting so i pretend that i was waiting for my friend who is also in the meeting. When they are done with the meeting i said to my friends that we should go home but they said that i must wait for him and of course i said why should i?! and they all laughed including HIS bestfriend!. And this is the BEST part because my friend caught HIM for like 10 times., seriously., glancing at me and he's so cute when he's defending himself and saying that he didn't even look at me but i saw him

And next to that unforgettable is when he borrowed my jacket and he purposely didn't return it to me. I was begging him to give it back coz it's our class jacket but he keeps telling me that it's his already. and another is when he asked for my grad pic and i gave him my last copy of that pic and my friend saw him run and jump after that like "yeah i got a pic of her" but really when he approached me., i can't speak and move properly and i saw my pic in his wallet :)

But this is not the end. haha. i have a rival of course!. the one he loved for 4 years. how can i replace her?.even if the one he love has a boyfriend already, nothing could change the fact that he's still in love with her.

I still don't know if he likes me back but there are so many signs., and my friend told me that HE said to her that he'll ask me out after our graduation., and still nothing happened.. maybe it's just too late but it's ok!! haha. i moved on already maybe stick with my childhood crush! lol!

hmmm, i just got tired of typing but there's a bunch of stories to tell.. i guess that's enough

waahh! i read it all, and it sounded just like a movie >__<!!!
lucky you :)

yeah.., i wish that it's really like a movie that would have a second part don't care if it would end up sad or happy just as long as it's not hanging and i would know everything

huh., i might as well end up sharing this "forbidden love" of mine. lol! WARNING!: this would surely be a long story. sorry for that and this story is still hanging..

It happened last year, i was a 4th year student and studying in a university. I thought my life would be always like going to school early, chat with my friends and do this and that and enjoy everything until a day came.

We have a C.A.T class on our school. It's only during friday and it's 4pm-6pm. We are separated in different companies and ours is called "special unit" S.U for short. S.U is composed of students from different sections. I have a friend there which is also my classmate and she happens to have a crush on our commander. Our commander is also a 4th year hs and he is also studying in our university but he is not in the same building. Our commander and officers are from different building so we don't know each other. So we are teasing this friend of mine to our commander secretly because cadet and commander relationship or love issue is not allowed. I happened to feel like pissing my friend so what i did is to pretend that i also have a crush on our commander ( sorry i don't wanna mention his name here )

There's one time when i logged in on my ym., he is also online. I asked him if what would be for next friday and he just said that just go and see for myself then i never pm him again. Then i didn't notice it that as the day goes by, we are chatting too much that we are like near to close/friends. I told this to my friends and also to my friend who has a crush on him and she told me that there is something between me and him and she said that she has a new crush already ( really..,i know who is her true love., she is just having fun with crushes coz her love is complicated )

I told to my friends that i think i like HIM and they are just like "seriously?!" haha. but i don't mind. I think i really like him that time.

One of my friends and I have a deal. That friend of mine has a crush on one of the officer in our company so she said to me that i'll use the pic of HIM as my primary in ym and i need to pm him so that he'll see that i'm using it and she'll also do it using the pic of the officer that she has a crush on. When i was online., many of my classmates pm me and asked why the hell i'm using the pic of him and when i got tired of explaining., i just wrote in my status message that this is just a deal. My heart skipped a bit when i heard the online alert and saw his name. Darn., really he's online and he asked me why i'm using his pic so i told him about the deal and he even said to me that i must win that deal it was a little strange because he's supporting me and even more excited to win than me. But i'm happy because at least i can chat to him normally unlike when we are in class.We even text each other and my friends would be so pissed whenever they see my inbox full of his name because they said that when they text him., he never reply to them but when i message him, he always reply.

But wait! here it is! the time that i didn't wish to come or maybe i wished he knew that i like him!!!! i know because this is what happened..,

when i was online., i saw 2 status message of my classmates and it read " I LOVE [ the name of her love ] " and the other one is also like that so I send a gm ( group message ) in the ym saying " look at the status message of __ and __ " ( i don't wanna mention names ) . Then i got a reply from him and it's unexpected because he don't reply if it's a gm. Well he asked me to do the same thing. He asked me to change my status message and write there " I LOVE [ unknown ] " he asked me to write the name of the person even just for 2 seconds and of course i said i don't have anything to write there. But he insisted me and said that he knows everything. I believe that he knew it coz two of my friends are his friends too. But again i said i don't want to write it. He insisted me to do it so i did. i put there " I LOVE [ his full name including his middle name! lol! ] " and when he saw it he said that i was drunk and said that i need to sleep.But i told him that it's a joke and he said to me to be serious and i said no., it's not a joke then i go offline

That was really embarrassing especially that even his friends knew about it and all of my classmates. But it's okay. I just got nervous every friday. And what's worst is when he called me for the recitation in the class and all of them just teased us and he even smiled for that and i remember! he borrowed a book from me and said he'll get it after class so i said yes. When the class ended i was in peace again because the whole period they just teased us.

The next day., we have a project in math that i can't really do correctly. I was online that time and I was working on that project. I asked my friend if she can help me but she said she don't know it either and she's also asking help on her project. She then joke around and said to me to ask for HIS help but of course i said it would not work. I ask for some of my classmates but they can't help me so I just tried to ask for his help and luckily! he said that he'll help me and he even explained to me everything really well and he send an illustration of what i needed for the presentation on the next day and i was so thankful to him my friends knew about it and they are like saying "you're so lucky..we even slept for just 3hrs to finish this project alone" and i was just like "haha.lucky me! "

And my most UNFORGETTABLE experience with him is when i really waited for him to go home. They have a meeting so i pretend that i was waiting for my friend who is also in the meeting. When they are done with the meeting i said to my friends that we should go home but they said that i must wait for him and of course i said why should i?! and they all laughed including HIS bestfriend!. And this is the BEST part because my friend caught HIM for like 10 times., seriously., glancing at me and he's so cute when he's defending himself and saying that he didn't even look at me but i saw him

And next to that unforgettable is when he borrowed my jacket and he purposely didn't return it to me. I was begging him to give it back coz it's our class jacket but he keeps telling me that it's his already. and another is when he asked for my grad pic and i gave him my last copy of that pic and my friend saw him run and jump after that like "yeah i got a pic of her" but really when he approached me., i can't speak and move properly and i saw my pic in his wallet :)

But this is not the end. haha. i have a rival of course!. the one he loved for 4 years. how can i replace her?.even if the one he love has a boyfriend already, nothing could change the fact that he's still in love with her.

I still don't know if he likes me back but there are so many signs., and my friend told me that HE said to her that he'll ask me out after our graduation., and still nothing happened.. maybe it's just too late but it's ok!! haha. i moved on already maybe stick with my childhood crush! lol!

hmmm, i just got tired of typing but there's a bunch of stories to tell.. i guess that's enough

Facebook was our medium. Met during the last week of the pledging process, and I guess a friend helped initiate it. I have a lot to share, and it was very uncommon how we met, but it's too long to talk about. That's pretty much the gist.

huh., i might as well end up sharing this "forbidden love" of mine. lol! WARNING!: this would surely be a long story. sorry for that and this story is still hanging..

It happened last year, i was a 4th year student and studying in a university. I thought my life would be always like going to school early, chat with my friends and do this and that and enjoy everything until a day came.

We have a C.A.T class on our school. It's only during friday and it's 4pm-6pm. We are separated in different companies and ours is called "special unit" S.U for short. S.U is composed of students from different sections. I have a friend there which is also my classmate and she happens to have a crush on our commander. Our commander is also a 4th year hs and he is also studying in our university but he is not in the same building. Our commander and officers are from different building so we don't know each other. So we are teasing this friend of mine to our commander secretly because cadet and commander relationship or love issue is not allowed. I happened to feel like pissing my friend so what i did is to pretend that i also have a crush on our commander ( sorry i don't wanna mention his name here )

There's one time when i logged in on my ym., he is also online. I asked him if what would be for next friday and he just said that just go and see for myself then i never pm him again. Then i didn't notice it that as the day goes by, we are chatting too much that we are like near to close/friends. I told this to my friends and also to my friend who has a crush on him and she told me that there is something between me and him and she said that she has a new crush already ( really..,i know who is her true love., she is just having fun with crushes coz her love is complicated )

I told to my friends that i think i like HIM and they are just like "seriously?!" haha. but i don't mind. I think i really like him that time.

One of my friends and I have a deal. That friend of mine has a crush on one of the officer in our company so she said to me that i'll use the pic of HIM as my primary in ym and i need to pm him so that he'll see that i'm using it and she'll also do it using the pic of the officer that she has a crush on. When i was online., many of my classmates pm me and asked why the hell i'm using the pic of him and when i got tired of explaining., i just wrote in my status message that this is just a deal. My heart skipped a bit when i heard the online alert and saw his name. Darn., really he's online and he asked me why i'm using his pic so i told him about the deal and he even said to me that i must win that deal it was a little strange because he's supporting me and even more excited to win than me. But i'm happy because at least i can chat to him normally unlike when we are in class.We even text each other and my friends would be so pissed whenever they see my inbox full of his name because they said that when they text him., he never reply to them but when i message him, he always reply.

But wait! here it is! the time that i didn't wish to come or maybe i wished he knew that i like him!!!! i know because this is what happened..,

when i was online., i saw 2 status message of my classmates and it read " I LOVE [ the name of her love ] " and the other one is also like that so I send a gm ( group message ) in the ym saying " look at the status message of __ and __ " ( i don't wanna mention names ) . Then i got a reply from him and it's unexpected because he don't reply if it's a gm. Well he asked me to do the same thing. He asked me to change my status message and write there " I LOVE [ unknown ] " he asked me to write the name of the person even just for 2 seconds and of course i said i don't have anything to write there. But he insisted me and said that he knows everything. I believe that he knew it coz two of my friends are his friends too. But again i said i don't want to write it. He insisted me to do it so i did. i put there " I LOVE [ his full name including his middle name! lol! ] " and when he saw it he said that i was drunk and said that i need to sleep.But i told him that it's a joke and he said to me to be serious and i said no., it's not a joke then i go offline

That was really embarrassing especially that even his friends knew about it and all of my classmates. But it's okay. I just got nervous every friday. And what's worst is when he called me for the recitation in the class and all of them just teased us and he even smiled for that and i remember! he borrowed a book from me and said he'll get it after class so i said yes. When the class ended i was in peace again because the whole period they just teased us.

The next day., we have a project in math that i can't really do correctly. I was online that time and I was working on that project. I asked my friend if she can help me but she said she don't know it either and she's also asking help on her project. She then joke around and said to me to ask for HIS help but of course i said it would not work. I ask for some of my classmates but they can't help me so I just tried to ask for his help and luckily! he said that he'll help me and he even explained to me everything really well and he send an illustration of what i needed for the presentation on the next day and i was so thankful to him my friends knew about it and they are like saying "you're so lucky..we even slept for just 3hrs to finish this project alone" and i was just like "haha.lucky me! "

And my most UNFORGETTABLE experience with him is when i really waited for him to go home. They have a meeting so i pretend that i was waiting for my friend who is also in the meeting. When they are done with the meeting i said to my friends that we should go home but they said that i must wait for him and of course i said why should i?! and they all laughed including HIS bestfriend!. And this is the BEST part because my friend caught HIM for like 10 times., seriously., glancing at me and he's so cute when he's defending himself and saying that he didn't even look at me but i saw him

And next to that unforgettable is when he borrowed my jacket and he purposely didn't return it to me. I was begging him to give it back coz it's our class jacket but he keeps telling me that it's his already. and another is when he asked for my grad pic and i gave him my last copy of that pic and my friend saw him run and jump after that like "yeah i got a pic of her" but really when he approached me., i can't speak and move properly and i saw my pic in his wallet :)

But this is not the end. haha. i have a rival of course!. the one he loved for 4 years. how can i replace her?.even if the one he love has a boyfriend already, nothing could change the fact that he's still in love with her.

I still don't know if he likes me back but there are so many signs., and my friend told me that HE said to her that he'll ask me out after our graduation., and still nothing happened.. maybe it's just too late but it's ok!! haha. i moved on already maybe stick with my childhood crush! lol!

hmmm, i just got tired of typing but there's a bunch of stories to tell.. i guess that's enough