Out Of Time Lyrics

I’ve never felt so sober.
I’ve never felt the low that I feel tonight.
Your words made everything drag on and on.
I think I finally found her,
and when I did I just couldn’t make things right.
This is really happening?
Oh god I think I just ruined my life.

What the fuck am I doing?
I can’t tell the difference from wrong and right.
I second guess my decisions,
‘cause I haven’t been this person in my whole life.
I think I need something new here,
but I keep longing for what I had.
No need for second opinions,
I’ll do the best I can to ruin what I have.
Come on.

I thought this was what you wanted,
someone who gets everything right.
I thought this was what you wanted,
someone to put you first in their life,
‘cause we’re running out of time.

Let’s have three cheers for the New Year.
Here’s to hoping it’s not as bad.
This wasn’t part of my vision,
the optimist in me swore we could make this last. But no,
you ruined my favorite records.
I listen to them and I think of you.
I just hope you remember
the countless times that I believed in you. For what?

Just know that it kills me
When I hear anything to do with you.
If you don’t see it, just believe me,
I, I’m leaving and you won’t hear until a year from now, but it kills me.
Now I hate that everything’s about you.