I want to turn my ‘dark age’ to the new way that will bring me to the glory, yay ^_^.

How?

Actualy it’s a simple idea. All I need to do is just do all the things as best as I can, a revolution when needed, hohoho.

Let me take you back to the mid year of 2 years ago when my ‘dark ages’ start. I met someone (old friend), someone that I thought have a great vision (same with mine,haha). My life is full of joy at that time. I think he’s ‘the one’ (If you’re not the one by daniel bedingfield, halah). But all the sudden, everything turns to the opposite way.

The day after that is a misserable. Full of tears, sadness and regretness. When at the same time, I have no bestfriend at my side because all of them already have their new life with their family.

I feel like I can’t found myself. Where’s the really me, I don’t know.

One year past…

Slowly I found new friends (actually I keep searching for new good friends) and new activities. But that (still) can’t wipe away the rest of my tears.

When finally I found someone (again)…

And I feel he’s different. He’s very nice, a caring person and at the same time full of passion to reach his goals. Nice to know someone like that, I feel lucky. But suddenly I feels like I want to slap my face and said ” hey wake up!”. A friendship can’t run this way. Becareful, not too close otherwise I’ll find myself suddenly give my heart. So I’ll stop the ‘persahabatan yang gak jelas’ that can goes into ‘trisno jalaran soko kulino’ (maap bagi pak trisno, bukan maksud pencemaran nama baik).

Alhamdulillah, Allah still open my heart so that it can catch His hikmah.

From now on, I’ll try the best in my life. I know that life can’t be easier than before. We can’t use the same trick to solved a different problems, can’t we?!

So we need to improve ourself (always) to be someone better, day by day. (Actually that words mostly dedicated to myself, hahaha).