I was in the kitchen, my mum called me up and told me my Grandad had just passed away. He was very poorly and we were all expecting it, but it doesn’t matter, it still shocks and hurts.

I felt distant and didn’t know what to say. My family are all up around Huddersfield and Manchester and I was in London. I felt so far away from everyone.

I picked up my camera walked into my back garden and shot the whole roll while thinking of my grandad. I can’t really remember doing it, I just remember looking through the camera and seeing him and all my memories of him while it was quiet and still.