Realising Self-Honesty as equal and one as all Here in Breath is the Key to total Freedom for humanity to Rebirth self – Realising that whatever goes through your mind as your head is NOT real. Only that what is REAL, is what is HERE in the Physical!

The design of Common Sense as the Reptilian Logic, where the older generation passes down their program of “right and wrong”, “good and bad” to younger generations – to perpetuate a system that values competition, capitalism, and money above all. We can see the Youth are now revolting against these archaic traditions – but this must be Self-Directed, with the Common Sense that What is Best for All IS what is Best for Each.

The trap of the mind set / placed by Anu, Marduk, Enlil and Enki is gen-i-us. I remember from when I was very young people speaking the words “use your mind / common sense”. What / whose common sense? I found this to be soo limited, “off-key*”- never knew why (till Desteni) – that I became very anxious to any interpretation of the common sense as the mind cause it did stir up all and everything – never including the rest / all being as a matter of fact. It was always about serving others views/ fears / feelings / projections. I let it go though to a large extent because through my programming from my Mother Matrix I “allowed and accepted” people “whatever they think”. I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to realise to what extent thoughts, feelings and emotions have caused this rotten status we as the world have become. Later on (yes we repeat each first seven years cylce of life) as I met my ex there were – again (yes to do with ‘a gain’ / game = winning) wtf – a lot of older people minding us with horrible thinking / Reptilian Logic. Rubbing shit into others about being born in the mind — whooah – J. indicated the physical. Again I did not stand up and stopped myself and others stating till here and no further with the illusion of the mind.

I’ve said aloud or thought in my mind a zillion times “I know that logic for 350 billion years” – (I) tell something I don’t know – fuck off with the old knowledge and information, it’s stupid as hell.

This time with and as my ex’s famiLIES I became perplexed / denied myself to the extent I drugged / suppressed myself completely with whatever available substances, ways and means which I bear for about seven years till the scream inside became so loud I had to fight myself out of all I had myself gotten into. This was in 2004 and it is a long road out of the mind and since I stumbled upon Desteni this realising / revealing what I as all have allowed and accepted within our world and ourselves. Through reading the Desteni articles and participants blogs I came to realise that the gross of people do no want / can not face reality and want to live here-after / in heavens / bliss and such and that as result has this current state of the world. I liked just the plain, simple being here. From there comes my question along long time ago where / what is everyone busy with? What a fuck. Gross errors of indecency. We have to take responsiblity for all that exist for being able to change from here.

So – yesterday evening when I was walking with my ex I realised I want to END this reacting of mine / mind towards dumn logic. I explained to him as myself that those feelings of astonishments we were experiencing to stop in the awareness of realising all having been created as an illusion. No other way we will be able to free ourselves from the stupid mind.

To gain vs to loose. What was I afraid of to loose? Because in essence I can not loose anything – I always realised that because I am here. Self is infinite. So – I was afraid of my own fear of loosing myself as breath here in every moment of presence. The ego / mind is afraid of dying. I wasn’t sure what is infinite in fact. Matter is infinite and immortal – the mind is mortal and never infinite, it ends at death and become a mere relfection of energy.

I realise I am dumb – silly is my name

I had the agreement with myself to not give vent to other people as this what had happened to me. I was about seven that I realised that I want(ed) to stop all of this ‘original sin’ (Structural Resonance). So – I vented off within my human physical body, in other words my mind downloaded all this shit information into my physical mind as pain – extreme pain – to remind me what I had been allowing and accepting all lives.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to see / realise / understand that the mind is a created trap by Anu and his friends to enslave / control us people within our confined existence as consciousness as fear.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to have become anxious of people abusing others as self within the common sense as the mind as the reptilian short-sighted logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to become very aggitated whenever someone “speaks” with, of and as common sense as the reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to have become very angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to get disgusted with the reptilian logic of and as as limitedness and therefore I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to having disgusted myself within and as limitedness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to realise that within reacting emotionally I fell into the same trap of the mind as hell.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to not let go of the thought / memory of people using the common sense as the mind as the reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to walk right into the trap of the mind with my eyes open through becoming vile with the numb logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to enter my mind within reacting to and whenever others exhumed their reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to react with and as anger whenever other people reacted with and as their spite / reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to behave myself in a way so people would have a reaction within dislike.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to spite myself within people for they spited me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to see / realise / understand that this is exactly how Anu and his friends preprogrammed human beings to keep them occupied within and as mind consciousness systems within reacting towards eachother in reptilian logic.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to equalstand the reptile within myself.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to fear reptiles.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to fear the snaking of reptiles.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed and accepted myself to realise / see / understand that twisting, quarreling, debating are characteristics of reptiles / the reptilian logic as created by Anu and co to enslave us to the mind consciousness.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to withstand dispute, argue, debate, wrangle and snaking.

Whenever I see myself trap myself within my self-created fear as consciousness – I stop, I breath – I do not allow and accept myself to trap myself within my self-created fear as consciousness, because I realise fear is a preprogrammed reaction. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself becoming angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic – I stop, I breath – I do not allow and accept myself to become angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself entering my mind as a reaction to others entering their minds – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to enter my mind as a reaction to others entering their reptilian logic. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself getting disgusted with reptilian logic – I stop, I breath – I do not allow and accept myself to get disgusted with reptilian logic, because I realise that I am actually digusting myself. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I realise that the mind is a created trap by Anu and his friends to enslave / control us people within our confined existence as consciousness as fear – I stop, I breath – I do not allow and accept myself to step into the trap by Anu and his friends to enslave / control us people within our confined existence as consciousness as fear. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself becoming anxious with and of people abusing others as self within the common sense as the mind as the reptilian short-sighted logic – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to become anxious with and of people abusing others as self within the common sense as the mind as the reptilian short-sighted logic, because I realisee that I am actually abusing myself. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I see myself becoming very aggitated when someone “speaks” with, of and as common sense as the reptilian logic – I stop, I breath – I do allow and accept myself to get aggitated when someone “speaks” with, of and as the common sense as the reptilian logic. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I realise that I become angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to become angry with the common sense as the reptilian logic, because I realise that it is a program. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I realise that I get disgusted with the reptilian logic of and limitedness and therefore digusting and limiting myself – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to get disgusted with the reptilian logic of and as limitedness and therefore disgusting and limiting myself. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

Whenever I realise that within reacting emotionally I fall into the same trap of the mind as well – I stop, I breath – I do not accept and allow myself to react emotionally and fall into the same trap of the mind as well, because I realise that I am actually falling in the emotional trap myself. Instead – I face my current reality and take responsibility for whatever it is that is bothering me.

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Common sense what is best for all life is Equal Money for All

* Self-Honesty as one as equal as all is the Key to total Freedom for everyone.

Slaves to fear – human beings as the large hadron collider as the collision of particles inside self as the mind.

We fear, therefor we think.

We create what we are, therefor we are equal and one as the large hadron collider.

We have allways been dead

because we have never actually woken up from the dream / thought, we are sleep walking,

we walk and exist in the head as thoughts, feelings and/or emotions, therefor we are zombies –

those are characteristics of robots – the living dead so-to-speak. Sounds familiar?

The core of religions spoke thereof.

This was a message thousands of years ago – today the mess age is even bigger,

because of the allowed and accepted beLIEf that thoughts, feelings and emotions are real,

in stead of being pre-programmed mind consciousness system placements as who we have become.

Get real – stop thinking! Become self honesty as self perfection.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to become possessed by thoughts, feelings and emotions in stead of me directing me as who I really am in and as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to become captivated by the pictures I see in this three dimensional holographic pictured world in stead of realising completely that what I see is not what I see and to stay here as Breath.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to become subconsciously directed by ‘bad’ memories in stead of letting go of experiences unconditionally for they are not who I am as Life Here.

“Breathing keeps you here as the physical as the basic foundation forms from which your form is formed.” – Bernard Poolman

At the End of the World — LIFE will be born from the Physical – Nostradamus
And I am continuing the conversation of the process that is currently manifesting Here on Earth. That is already Here on Earth.
Human Beings realize this: that we as you will take all the necessary steps and do whatever it takes to have you realise Who you Are.
Lets take it from this Perspective: If you were the only one that knew the truth, the actuality and the realization of Who you Are as Equal and One with who each and every single human being is.
You know who each and every single Human Being is. You know each and every single dimensional being is. You know who and what each and every single expression in existence is, as One and Equal with you.
To what extent would you have gone, to what extend would you go to have each one realise Who they Are To the Absolute Extent. Same as what were doing in the Dimensions.
But first, we have to Stop, we have to Stop the Manifested creation of what we have accepted and allowed for eons of time. Because the Old must go for the New to step forth.
The Old, would be all that you have ever known, would be all that you have ever trusted, all that you have ever loved, all that you have ever placed worth in, all that you have ever placed value in, all relationships that bind you, all relationships that define you, all relationships that tie you = must be given up. Must be let go of. And must be released.
Because it is such relationships that are forever binding you, tying you and constraining you to the limitation of that which has been accepted and allowed in this World as Human Beings which have manifested the current atrocity we call Life, we call this World.
And Human Beings, it is very simple. You have to stand alone. All, One, Alone. Each and every Single one is actually alone in this Process. Are Human Beings bodies conjoined to-together? No. I am Alone. I am Al-One. And so it is, and so it will be, and it is Done.
And Human Beings, Fear of Loss will manifest, is manifesting. You will lose, that which you fear losing Youve been existing in Fear of Loss for too long, youve been living in Fear of Survival for too long.
So anything and all, that define you, that youve placed value in or worth in that is separate from yourself that have created and designed the strings of relationships that Limit you, that Bind you and that Tie you is your part to let go of.
All that, All such relationships. You must be Free within yourself. You must not be caged by anyone. You must not be bound by anyone or anything and you must not be tied to anyone or anything.

And if you still dont want to hear Human Beings, if you still dont want to give up that which is required to be given up, for you to realise yourself, if you dont want to release yourself from the relationships that bind and tie you and limit you to your miniscule existence Hear this Human Beings: Those that you Love will start dropping around you like flies, many will die. But many will die for reason, for a purpose. And that purpose is for certain Human Beings in this World who are to remain here and walk this process of Oneness and Equality to realise themselves. Because those that leave and have decided to go and remove themselves, their choices already made, will be more effective in Heaven.

If this is not understood now, it will be understood at Death.

You have the Physical Death that will take place, with many Human Beings and then you have the Actual Death while youre still Here on this Earth Plane, the Death of Yourself as Consciousness and the Birth of Yourself as Life. Where Life will be born from the Physical.DesteniProductions

Daily Strength – When we need to remember where we are and who we are, we are Lost. When we are HERE, we will be Aware that we Have created HERE as what it is now and we have no excuse but to direct HERE to what is best for All. To be LOST is not real, it is only a television series. Memories are Always the Past. Memories are Never HERE as LIFE. Stop listening to the LOST that say you must Remember yourself. They are LOST in the ILLUSION of self created Light and Love Memories. Bernard Poolman