down with pants! up with skirts!

you can hide a pregnancy from a lot of people, but you can't hide it from another girl who was also a scared pregnant teenager trying to hide it. we all know the posture, the way of walking, the way you hold yourself to keep everything hidden. Girl should have worn more hoodies.

yeah marriage at 17 never works. god if i had married cj I would have been so unhappy. not because cj is a bad person, he is still my best friend in the world and I would take a bullet for him no questions asked. but we are not right in a relationship. he is too ultra-pessimistic and ready to see the worst and I need someone that is at least willing to believe in my rampant optimism. i am glad that i have a stronger personality than my crazy pro-life mom.