Tag: Hinduism

Today we breakdown ‘Deity’, the 8th poem of the Autumn, That Bastard poetry collection. ‘Deity’ ponders not ‘who made the universe’ but rather, ‘who made me’. This is poem is in the Autumn that is the construction of my beliefs, values and my spiritual identity.

Before I delve further into what I am rambling about, I have recently signed up for a fundraiser where I will will be writing 6 poems over a writing filled weekend to help get young people who are disadvantaged get into creative writing workshops! Donations of $15 will get you a PDF version of the 6 poems as a thank you!

But Onto Deity!

In my Author’s Comments section, I talk about how these
religions have moulded and constructed my values. However, in here, to continue
with the theme of different interpretations of the same poem (as mentioned in
‘There, We’re Whispers’), I am actually using the deities named as
representations of events and figures in my life.

“Home was only around when he showed his radiant face.”

The allusion I reference, to the compliment of the face and
the reference to Cronulla is my boyfriend. Where all the trains meet is
allusion to Central/City stations where me and my boyfriend have tended to meet
up at. I liken it to God (shout out to Ariana Grande who does something similar
with ‘God is a woman’) as God has been a consistent influence in my life.

“I found Buddha once in the closet of my mind.”

This is a reference to developing calmness to override
instinct in my daily interaction. I have become more inclined and reflective in
daily interactions since, and many of the typical values expected of Buddhism I
have grown to appreciate.

“My teeth were hot and I was sick of faded rainbows.”

The comment about Vishnu and Hinduism, is a comment on polytheism which is an allusion to me emerging on the gay scene and experiencing the community. The faded rainbows imagery metaphorically represents the transition of acceptance from straight to queer.

“In a field scorn of ignorance; that White powdered most.”

In honesty, I have never considered adopting any other
spiritual belief apart from my current view point, which is kind of agnostic. I
have critiqued how western society (‘White’) has been so exclusionary towards
Islam. The broken encore is a reference to how I will try to remain an ally for
religious freedom, but how western society has probably heard my arguments
before and engaged in this debate numerous times.

Are there any lines that piqued your interest? Let me know
on my social media or in the comments below!