so a month or so ago, m5 changed the date for utah to a day early. so i switched my flights which isnt too bad, $35 fee. this week i found out that utah was CANCELLED. $70 fee to cancel my flight >_< geez! thanks m5! pay me my $105!! jk jk hahahah altho we do get fans emailing us about that sometimes... when shows get cancel... anyway...

now i have credit with jetblue... i guess i'm gonna be planning another trip within the next year.

last night i had a nice dream. i'm just writing it here so i can look back on it haha

i dreamed that i was at some talk show, front row with heather, jos and joy. the show havent started yet. i thought we were waiting for m5. i mean, duh, i'm with mosl, who else would it be?! we saw jesse and we went to talk to him. ppl were taking pics with him. i tried to take one with him and some girls tried to jump into my pic. jesse noticed the disappointment in my face and said "i think we would like to take this pic alone."

somewhere along there jesse turned into justin LOL and when we took the pic, he hugged me. it's a really cute pic of us hugging basically. then he complimented on my tshirt. and when i was gonna part my ways, he wouldnt let me go hahaha he seemed to had a liking to me.

it was VERY nice ;)

he gave me a gift and some fans of his were not happy that he took a liking to me. they stole my gift as a prank and when i noticed it was gone, justin helped me go to those girls to ask for it back hahaha

i love my job. we just had an artist, jen foster, come in and showed us some of her work. she played one song acoustic for us. she's really good. i like her.

i'm looking forward to her next album.

have any of you ever listened to the lyrics for the song "rockstar" by nickleback? it's pretty funny.

Rockstarby Nickleback

I'm through with standin' in lineTo clubs I'll never get inIt's like the bottom of the ninthAnd I'm never gonna winThis life hasn't turned outQuite the way I want it to be(Tell me what you want)

I want a brand new houseOn an episode of CribsAnd a bathroom I can play baseball inAnd a king size tub big enoughFor ten plus me(Yea, So what you need)

I need a credit card that's got no limitAnd a big black jet with a bedroom in itGonna join the mile high clubAt thirty-seven thousand feet--(Been there done that)--

I want a new tour bus full of old guitarsMy own star on Nami on Hollywood BoulevardSomewhere between Cher andJames Dean is fine for me(So how you gonna do it?)

I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fameI'd even cut my hair and change my name

[CHORUS]'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars andLive in hilltop houses driving fifteen carsThe girls come easy and the drugs come cheapWe'll all stay skinny as we just won't eatAnd we'll hang out in the coolest barsIn the VIP with the movie starsEvery good gold digger'sGonna wind up thereEvery Playboy bunnyWith her bleach blonde hairAnd well...

Hey, hey, I wanna be a rockstarHey, hey, I wanna be a rockstar

I wanna be great like Elvis without the tasselsHire eight body guards that love to beat up assholesSign a couple autographsSo I can eat my meals for free(I'll have the quesadilla, on the house)

I'm gonna dress my assWith the latest fashionGet a front door key to the Playboy mansionGonna date a centerfold that loves toBlow my money for me(So how you gonna do it?)