It's not the workloads, but the novelty of the subjects and tasks takes a toll on my time to spend on each of the subjects

It seems like everything is unknown to me

Then, I need more time to digest

I'm not saying that I'm totally changing my studying patterns

I'm totally cannot let go my long hours of sleeping

Hahaha

So, when I am dealing with the work pressure, I tell you, it is so intense

Therefore I choose to loosen up

I need a distraction to avoid disasters

I don't want to yell at people, go hide and cry due to the stress that I'm gonna have in this next few weeks

But I need to take it as my lessons

However, it doesn't mean that we need to be too focus on what we have to do, we need to balance it out with other elements like emotions

Emotions play an important role in our self-development

It helps us to see things, especially when we're down the hill, rolling endlessly without having anyone to pick us up

Then, it's up for us to handle the situations

And then, you'll realise that what doesn't, literally and technically, kill you will definitely make you stronger

Provided you wanna let go and take the lessons along

If you chose to be bitter, then, don't blame others

It's the choice you've made

Happiness lies in our hands

Regardless of what happens, people can still be happy, if they choose to be happy

Another thing is that, someone once mentioned to me that we need to stop comparing our lives with others because there's gonna be a totally unfair comparison because what each of us are dealing is totally unique, totally different from one another

Hence, it's invalid when you're whining about what others get while you don't because we don't know what he/she has to deal with to get what they got

So, back to the distraction, I choose to draw, sketch, design, or whatever you call it to get myself away from the preoccupation of thoughts regarding the academia