I'm completely broken :'(

There's this girl that I like, and being the stupid retard I'm I don't have the balls to talk to her. She's super cute, and I'm not, I've been told that. Anyways, there's this guy in my class, he's in grade 9 but hes super mature (physically; hairy, tall, gets all the girls). The day he broke up with his girlfriend he made out with 5 girls and kissed 3, just to give you an idea. He's nice though. I though I could trust him and I showed him a picture of her and he's like yea I know her. Next day he comes and shows me a conversation of him flirting with her and her flirting back, I acted cool about it and I said to him I don't care I like someone else. Since that time my heart's been completely broken, I have no idea what to do :'( . I don't have anyone to talk to, that's why I'm sharing this on here. I just want to be a kid again :'( no one has any idea of what I'm going through.

The guy's obviously a douchebag. You show him a picture of her, then he goes and flirts with her. Somebody needs to put the manwhore in his place. If I lived near you, I would personally do it for you.

When the earth is changed into a humid dungeon,
In which Hope like a bat
Goes beating the walls with her timid wings
And knocking her head against the rotten ceiling;

When the rain stretching out its endless train
Imitates the bars of a vast prison
And a silent horde of loathsome spiders
Comes to spin their webs in the depths of our brains,

All at once the bells leap with rage
And hurl a frightful roar at heaven,
Even as wandering spirits with no country
Burst into a stubborn, whimpering cry.

— And without drums or music, long hearses
Pass by slowly in my soul; Hope, vanquished,
Weeps, and atrocious, despotic Anguish
On my bowed skull plants her black flag.

The guy's obviously a douchebag. You show him a picture of her, then he goes and flirts with her. Somebody needs to put the manwhore in his place. If I lived near you, I would personally do it for you.

He's big plays football, I'm small. Thank you so much for understanding, first person <3, believe it or not you made my day

He's big plays football, I'm small. Thank you so much for understanding, first person <3, believe it or not you made my day

I always hated kids like that back in High School. It's like they think they're all cool and tough because they play sports. Trust me, there are always people bigger and stronger than them, like me. Don't give up man, there are other people out there, better ones even. If that girl was so easily impressed by a douchebag jock, she doesn't even deserve you, she seems like a whore to me. Good luck buddy.

When the earth is changed into a humid dungeon,
In which Hope like a bat
Goes beating the walls with her timid wings
And knocking her head against the rotten ceiling;

When the rain stretching out its endless train
Imitates the bars of a vast prison
And a silent horde of loathsome spiders
Comes to spin their webs in the depths of our brains,

All at once the bells leap with rage
And hurl a frightful roar at heaven,
Even as wandering spirits with no country
Burst into a stubborn, whimpering cry.

— And without drums or music, long hearses
Pass by slowly in my soul; Hope, vanquished,
Weeps, and atrocious, despotic Anguish
On my bowed skull plants her black flag.

I always hated kids like that back in High School. It's like they think they're all cool and tough because they play sports. Trust me, there are always people bigger and stronger than them, like me. Don't give up man, there are other people out there, better ones even. If that girl was so easily impressed by a douchebag jock, she doesn't even deserve you, she seems like a whore to me. Good luck buddy.

What broke my heart the most is I thought she was different from all the slutty girls in my school