Your Collective is Likely Pondering

Summary of Brenda’s September 9, 2016, channeled, 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at http://www.BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman: The next few days, you’ll download new you software that will shift you beyond 5D first grade. You will do so easily by merely ‘fogging out,’ if you will, for a few seconds or minutes. August, in your calendar, was about releasing much that might prevent you from accessing September energies. Even though September might include some physical symptoms such as headaches or other body aches, it won’t be as difficult as was true for many in August.

“You REALLY are of 5D or Beyond” is the title of this week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Others seem to be reporting miracles and glowing feelings that those of you feeling left out do not. Perhaps you once experienced similar miracles or sensations. But that was long ago and does not match the sameness you feel now as you go about your day.

You have evolved beyond the need for daily verification of the rightness of your being. Just as was true when you no longer needed a parent or teacher telling you that your reading skills were progressing wonderfully. You are beyond requiring instant gratification for any part of your being.

In truth, you have arrived at a crossroads most could not envision even a few months ago. For you have evolved beyond the need for teachers and information apart from earth. Even though that information reminds you of details you might have neglected; such information is no more important than was true once you learned to read and no longer required an adult to help you sound out the big words.

If you will, you are evolving to more complicated books that require nothing but your attention and interest. So it is you are feeling somewhat neglected or forgotten as you transition to new you.

Perhaps you forgot you are shifting to places no one has dared or been able to explore. So even though those of us not of earth at this time can observe, console or encourage you, we can not fully understand what you are exploring.

You are shifting the Universes in ways you cannot yet imagine.

Think of those parents who never attended college and glory in the reports of their children as they complete their college coursework and find related jobs. Even though those parents can observe, console and encourage, they cannot fully understand their children’s college environment nor their resulting jobs. So it is for us. We have never been where you are now.

This transition is new to all of us including you – which was expected. The surprise is you are moving ahead so rapidly that there is no time for Universal clearing and collecting of experiences between earth lives.

The original plan was for you scout masters to initiate the shift followed by your children and grandchildren – either of this life or the next – living the life you initiated. The information you gathered was to be consolidated and passed on to those who decided to carry the torch.

Such is no longer a valid expectation of you or us. You have transitioned so rapidly that you are creating new you without the parameters once expected to help you.

This is neither terrible nor frightening, merely that you have, in a sense, outgrown your teachers and parents.

So it is we offer encouragement and observe in amazement your courage and tenacity in continuously moving beyond expectations.

Which returns us to your original fear that you have done something wrong for you are no longer experiencing the miracles others seem to receive without question or doubt.

You are the miracle. And we, of other dimensions, are collecting data on how best to encourage you to move beyond what you have achieved.

Think of us as proud parents who never attended college. As you complete the coursework we cannot yet understand, you are moving to a life we never dreamed possible.

Even though we are gathering in collectives – including some of your segments – to enhance your journey, we have not yet established key points of interaction.

Perhaps that thought is a bit frightening for that means you are on this adventure without a map or a reward. We are gathering to discover the best way to encourage you without shifting your projected path.

You are scout masters discovering new trails to be utilized by those following. But those trails are so new; we cannot tell you what you will feel or experience until you report back to us.

Perhaps you have not yet understood that your mission – that you so graciously accepted – was to shift the Universes, as well as earth. A mission to be accomplished over several of your earth lifetimes or by those who followed. For no one, least of all you thought you could nullify your past karma and move far beyond as you have done.

Those of you ‘stuck,’ as it were, with dreams that never seem to come to fruition, beg to differ.

You have moved so rapidly that we of other dimensions and collectives, do not yet quite understand how you are evolving. Do we point you in the direction of the reward that seems important to you now? Or do we point you in the direction of the reward you will find important in a month or year? That is our quandary.

Those of you reading this message are most likely screaming within yourselves to point/nudge you to your reward or miracle now – and to yet another one when you have evolved beyond that.

Such is the debate within the various non-earth dimensions and collectives. Of course, that makes you angry for you have worked diligently to reach this point and need something to earmark your courage.

Yet, you have not completely accepted your being. That is the center of our quandary. Will a reward now shift your direction from your 3D world to beyond? Or will it encourage you to remain of earth, instead of floating into the ethers?

Not that we are stopping your adventures, instead we are reviewing our original projections and determining how much you can achieve without our assistance – and when and where to intercede.

We are indeed in this glorious venture with you. But we need to assess our role so that you do not move forward more rapidly than you can comprehend or tolerate physically.

Much is going on within your being throughout this equinox and eclipse time that you cannot detect for most is occurring in your night and daydream states. Is your being overloaded or is your dream the piece you need to feel comfortable in your new you being?

A bit like the parents of a college student who wish to reduce the amount of time that student is in college, so their financial burden is reduced. Do they push their child to take more coursework that will reduce costs, but might result in that child’s spiraling stress or exit before graduation?

So it is for us now. How can we best help you achieve your ever-expanding goals without harming your physical or emotional being?

Know that we love you dearly and are extremely proud of your accomplishments.

Because you are courageous souls, you chide us for not encouraging a more rapid forward movement. But we are pondering that approach as you evolve internally and much more rapidly than either you or we believed possible before you entered earth in this lifetime. So be it. Amen.

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Dear Brenda,
This message is really surprising. It is wonderful to see how you channel has grown and “matured” while we do too. Congratulations dear friend!! 😉
Now, entering fully into the subject I will respond to the question that “they” make us and I hope that once and for all will be clear.
They answer: “How can we best help you achieve your ever-expanding goals without harming your physical or emotional being?”
Well, we know we have done our job well, we have more than fulfilled our duties, we are great pioneers, we have exceeded expectations and bla, bla, bla ….
All that we know. And we know that we recognize. Well, stop surprise you therefore cease to commend both come out from your perplexity and ….. please help us to create our dream on earth now. Already!!
me no good to say that if we have our reward now, in a few months will be a different one which we desire.
Because that would be like denying your ten year old son asking bike to finish the course, for thirteen years will ask a moped and also deny him because at eighteen will want a car. That would be unthinkable in a 3D parents. It would be cruel, stupid and intolerable.
For us and our dreams / rewards today is the same.
And I honestly do not know the other fellow, but I need my reward already !!!
There have been many months of suffering, to fulfill the agreement and especially the last week has been the hardest so far have lived in my life. So I need to feel, not just praise and good words. I need facts and that at least something good, surprising and magical materializes. Not only because I’ve won, maybe that does not matter. If not, because if you wish, as you say, come near to understand a little more of what this game is the incarnation, a good step is to pamper and reward yours.
Love, blesses and sparkles
Cristina

Cristina, I completely agree with your comment. I love the analogy of a child wanting a bike, then a moped, then a car as they grow. A parent doesn’t deny a bike because one day the young adult will want a car! Indeed, we do need more than praise for how well we’ve done. Very well said.

Dear Tina,
Thank you very much for remembering. My birthday on Tuesday 13 … OMG !!! 😉
Wednesday 14 sounds great. Celebrate it as it should be. Do not forget to give you something and blow out a candle …. making a wish, of course !!
Love.
Cristina

I’m glad you’re okay, girls.
I hope that once and for all they understand.
That the following will be to do a union. And we will see when we start with strikes, demonstrations and pickets !!!
Today I am very vindictive !!! 😉

Hi Cristina,
Union formation and pickets it is!!!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda
PS. Unfortunately, I kind of understand the need to make sure we don’t ‘blow out’ our physical being – but a reward of the kind we have discussed often would certainly make the journey much more joyful.
PPS. You’re not vindictive – merely tired and honest.

In a recent channeling from another channel, the message was that just because we did the work, we were not to expect an easier life than before. Quite disappointing, considering suffering is used for awakening by most people but then there’s no escape from suffering? What’s the point of doing the ‘work’ then…

Hi SunnyDay,
I choose not to believe that we’re not to expect a more joyful life than before. I feel much more joyful than was true just months ago. What does your inner-being tell you about that message?
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

What an interesting channel. It took me a while to read. It feels like to me there are lots of adjustments going on. We are expanded/ expanding in ever-new ways, and our guides/ our team are having to adjust. I actually had this thought occur to me this past month. My guides feel different. Altho my communication is not fully conscious (yet) unless im feeling very high vibe then its instant and conscious. But thru all this integration it is not but i still make it a point to talk to them every day. And they respond later on with comforting lights in my eyes as i am relaxing or falling asleep. Its obvious they are here, and i feel them so very strongly now even if my mind is elsewhere. Its as if the connection lines are stronger and deeper, bc we are* them and we’ve expanded our Being; yet this connection is somewhat undetermined like we dont know how to best use it. On both sides. There are so many possibilities/ templates, and things also keep changing so much. How can we make connections that are firm yet oh so free and expanded like our Beings? So anyway i find this interesting and for the reward/ creation part i feel like i am actually becoming my dream energetically, and its only a matter of time before the scales tip. For now, lots and lots of sleep and being easy… 🙂

Hi Brenda:
A very interesting message today! A couple of quotes stand out for me:

“Those of you reading this message are most likely screaming within yourselves to point/nudge you to your reward or miracle now – and to yet another one when you have evolved beyond that.”

“Will a reward now shift your direction from your 3D world to beyond? Or will it encourage you to remain of earth, instead of floating into the ethers?”

First — how wonderful to discover that I’m not the least bit afraid, hearing that our guides or whomever don’t know what to do at the moment. I remember a time when that would have greatly concerned me.

But those two quotes… The first one gives the answer! The second one seems to express, surprisingly, *doubt*! I’m intrigued on the one hand and not happy on the other, since I fully believe that *not* having the dream holds back other progress. It becomes such a focus that it slows the rest.

I have had some profound experiences lately. Periods where I feel “blended” — perhaps the “embodiment” that’s been talked about — where I can let everything fall away and feel my true Self on a whole new level. It’s sublime and soft and amazing. There are also times when I can “see” guides or whomever gathered close around me in a way I haven’t been able to before. It’s wonderful. I expand. I build hope and belief. And then there’s still no manifestation, and I’m angry and frustrated again.

The thought of not having the dream, quite honestly, makes me want to leave the planet. Still. Except I don’t want to leave the planet! I want my dream. I want freedom and expansion and to see what is possible here spiritually. I’m over needing to save anyone else or fix them or make sure they’re not upset by what I choose for my life (while still wanting to be kind, of course). But without the dream, I can’t soar the way I know is possible, spending much more time in that blended, profound experience. I keep getting pulled down to 3D, like there’s a weight tied to my ankle, because of basic concerns.

If our collectives or guides or whomever are in a quandary because we have outgrown them–as is stated multiple times here–then *listen to us*! Fulfill what’s in our hearts now. Of course we’ll want something more or bigger or different later. We are growing, after all; it’s only natural. I’m tired of doing so much inner work with no outward results, no matter what. I’m tired of being told it’s all in my hands when obviously, to some degree at least, it’s not. To some degree, we have been stopped, whether by previous contracts (which I recently discovered) or now, apparently, by our guides’ confusion over where we might be headed.

I apologize for the long comment and for such frustration. The energies are so strong, and I’m doing my best to keep evolving and allowing more spiritually, but this element is undeniable. It’s time for that reward to arrive so that I can stop focusing on getting/receiving it and *really* soar.

Hi Brenda,
Thankyou once again for being such a clear channel! I have been waiting eagerly our earth dream topic to come up again, as that question has literally consumed my every waking hour for what seems like an eternity now.

Barb,
Yes!! Thankyou for putting it so perfectly, I could have written every word you wrote myself! Especially this:
“The thought of not having the dream, quite honestly, makes me want to leave the planet. Still. Except I don’t want to leave the planet! I want my dream. I want freedom and expansion and to see what is possible here spiritually. I’m over needing to save anyone else or fix them or make sure they’re not upset by what I choose for my life (while still wanting to be kind, of course). But without the dream, I can’t soar the way I know is possible, spending much more time in that blended, profound experience. I keep getting pulled down to 3D, like there’s a weight tied to my ankle, because of basic concerns.”

Perfectly, perfectly put! I would add also, that it is such an all encompassing thing for me as well – being at a different stage in my life to maybe some of the other lovely ones here – just trying to really launch my career, which is my earth dream, in my thirties – it has come to the point where not creating it has been physically and emotionally damaging me in the past months, and financially damaging for years the parent who has been supporting me while I try to create my security blanket on this planet.

So I wonder how they can’t feel we have had enough now, after all these months? It is time, more than time, to have our hearts’ desires!

Hi Ginger,
Yes, it’s time and after processing Barb’s comment and my response which gave me a tingle, I realize we need to claim our power instead of waiting for someone to give it to us. GO TEAM!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Hi Barb,
Join the club. I don’t want to think about 3D things like house payments. I want to fly as do you.

Maybe what this unusual channel is about is getting us to declare to ourselves where we’re at in 3D/5D. To realize we’re the power – or as stated in the channel – we’re the miracle. Maybe (as I reflect on our commonalities) it’s time for us to declare our power instead of waiting for ‘them’ whoever them is to give it to us. They’re our support team after all.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

I completely understand what you’re saying about claiming our power. Yet I’ve still been working on holding the “complete” feeling and doing the affirmations as if it’s complete. Stating that I create it. Stating things clearly while still leaving room for variation or things to be better than I imagine. Not as constant pushing, but certainly something every day, maybe a few different times. Ages of this. I am exhausted. I don’t expect you to have my answers. I just feel as if I have done and tried everything. It’s more than… sigh. Never mind.

Hey Barb,
I’m betting we’re all tired – we’ve transitioned from 3D to 5D, jettisoning our fears, shifting relationships and doing all while living in 3D environments and expectations.

My realization – at least for me and I don’t know where it will lead – is that we’re the CEOs of ourselves. We don’t have to ask permission to leave the room or do something we want to do. We can eat ice cream for breakfast. Again, I don’t know what that thought means exactly other than I feel much more in charge of me than was true was I completed channeling this week’s blog on Sunday.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Hi Brenda,
You’re so right! I feel so different even since I wrote the above comment as well! As my aunt keeps saying, we are sovereign now and this is exactly what I now get from the message!
Thankyou so much again. Your blog and radio show have been such a great help to me for.. gosh, years now!! A wonderful bi-weekly energy check-in that always seems to reflect where I am.
Lots of love,
Ginger

Hi Ginger,
This week’s blog changed my perception of my place in the world/Universes. Even though I’ve channeled the sovereign piece your aunt understands so clearly many times, this is the first time it actually filtered into my being – a big shift for me.

As I’ve always believed, my channels are for me as much as those who read/listen to them. We really are evolving, learning, sharing and growing together!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

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Hi honey—needed to have this confirmation today. “You have evolved beyond the need for daily verification of the rightness of your being. Just as was true when you no longer needed a parent or teacher telling you that your reading skills were progressing wonderfully. You are beyond requiring instant gratification for any
evolved beyond the need for daily verification of the rightness of your being. Just as was true when you no longer needed a parent or teacher telling you that your reading skills were progressing wonderfully. You are beyond requiring instant gratification for any part of your being.” OH YES! Thank you!
Yes! More confirmation. “Perhaps you forgot you are shifting to places no one has dared or been able to explore. So even though those of us not of earth at this time can observe, console or encourage you, we can not fully understand what you are exploring.
You are shifting the Universes in ways you cannot yet imagine.”

Beautiful!
I can never figure out where the reblog button is……any clues? It only rarely shows up for me.

Thanks for this beautiful message.
love you tons and tons and hope that Dave is having a happy birthday month!

Hi Sweetie,
It took me awhile, but I’m finally figuring out the key piece of this channel – we’re our parents, teachers, and gurus!!!!!!! No one has to give us permission to create or to be.
Lots of Love, Blessings and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda
PS Channeling is much, much easier than figuring out my computer. I hope someone reading this can tell you how to find the reblog button. I didn’t even know there was one!!!!

Love this Blog… this is exactly what I’ve been feeling. that I’m in a place that’s so new there is no plan on how to proceed – how much and how quickly am I to integrate more knowledge…with my shifts in perception and expanding abilities to vibrationally communicate with other beings what are the boundaries of my interaction? It feels to me that there are mixed opinions and this was confirmed when I communicated with a collective asking how I could remove an obstacle from my ascension. Before the collective had a chance to respond my highest self-came thru and said very authoritatively everything was just how it needs to be, explained who I was and that this disconnection was agreed upon in order for me to experience this ascension in my own way without any interference. They were all anxiously waiting to see how I was going to “create my way out of this obstacle to ascend further” I was in a unique position to create new ways to ascend. I thought ok then…good to know lol
The other comment also hit the nail on the head – by manifesting a reward will it shift me back to 3D or propel me to ascend further? I am here to experience what it’s like to be a creator being in human form – manifesting abundance – where does that fit – as a Creator being not in human form I doubt I have bank account or a storage locker holding things for future needs – I just create what I need as I go. So why do I want this is human form – security – confirmation-ego? Having it would it help me or stall me – I’m not sure and neither are my guides don’t know how this is going to go lol
I also feel that every individual is unique in their ascension and how I’m proceeding may not be how you need to proceed. It depends on your mission and how this will affect it. If you’re not sure which way you should go I highly recommend petitioning for immediate rewards!!

Message from Earth Ground Crew:
This has been much harder than any of us imagined it would be and we are exhausted. We are ready for miracles. We know how much we’ve changed, we know how different we are. There has been great release and relief and yet it feels as if we are still in some sort of holding pattern. We are holding our light with faith, even if we drop. Yet the miracles still seem just out of reach. A movement out of the corner of our eye. Did we only imagine it? Or are we really just crazy? Bring on the fairies or our multidimensional selves. Where the hell is the choir?

Dear Nancy,
I love your expression “Message from Earth Ground Crew”.
It’s great. Absolutely fantastic.
It is clear that we are all very angry and fed up with so much flattery and promises are delayed. So much carrot on the stick, as well says Tina Ottesen and some other more.
All we know that Brenda is “only” channel, she is the messenger. But because of this last message, it seems that this is becoming a channel 2.0. A bidirectional channel.
Brenda they use to communicate with us. And now it seems that we use to Brenda (via his blog) to communicate with them.
And if they had any questions, begin your message saying “Message from Earth Ground Crew” is a great idea. Because I think they do not understand our ironies, or read between the lines.
After this message to me I start to imagine as Sheldon Cooper, scientist Bigbang Theory series, which despite being super smart, he’s a little late for social and emotional intelligence. Hehehe !!!
Love, blesses and sparkles
Cristina

Hola Cristina and feliz cumpleaños! I am always happy to read your posts here. Brenda, your channel stated, “You are shifting the Universes in ways you cannot yet imagine.” I would like them to expound on this. How are we shifting Universes? Help us to imagine!
They also said, “Yet, you have not completely accepted your being.” This is the big sticking point, I think. A few weeks ago I had a recurring daydream where I saw myself stepping into this amazing being of light that is me. But since then….nothing. Did I shrink back from it? Arrgh.

Hi Nancy,
I never know what I’m going to channel before I start channeling, but I will keep your question in mind for my next channel.

I’m not sure why you don’t have similar dreams about the light. Could it be that you’ve internalized that message? Or That it isn’t time for you quite yet? The pieces that now resonate most deeply for me. Have you asked yourself why your dreams have changed?

The pieces – books, channels, etc – that resonate most deeply for me now are those that focus on honoring myself, my worth. But as I indicated, that’s now and hasn’t always been the case. As I shift so do the pieces that most resonate for me.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Thank you Nancy!!!
I too am pleased to read your messages.
And to me it has also happened to me something similar to what you accounts. A few weeks ago I had a moment of great expansion. But recent weeks …. aghhhhhh
Love
Cristina

Dear Brenda,
Thank you very much for this amazing message. For some time I’d been feeling the hint of “you’re evolving so fast that what you’ve asked for keeps evolving and upgrading before it has time to manifest, so it seems that nothing has changed”. Although I can certainly understand the balance our non-physical friends are seeking, I for one can certainly give them pointers to what miracles would be amazing and would keep me anchoring 5D. I feel this as a great opportunity to own our mastery and request clearly those miracles we *know* will be amazing rewards and also promote further ascension on our parts; we can play the “what if it was up to me to choose what miracles would be the most appropriate for me now? Would that miracle encourage more growth or a sense of ´done´? What kind of middle ground would be perfect for me now?” and from there engage in a synergistic dialogue with the Non-Physical, making it a proper co-creation 🙂
Hugs and smiles from Argentina to you ❤

Hi Carolina,
A big AHA I had yesterday is that we’re the most knowledgeable entity of our collective, support group. It’s time for us to report in and inform our group how capable we are. Some of us need to rest a bit as physical or emotional issues are too heavy not to, while others are ready to fly – whatever flying means to us individually. We no longer need approval from someone we think is wiser than we are – “We are the miracle!”
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda
PS. Loving hugs from South Carolina to you!

Thank you so much, Monica, for your loving greeting. My birthday is March 3, but today I feel like I’m having a rebirth and you’re helping me celebrate – Thank you!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

For some reason Star Trek has come into my consciousness, a series I was never interested in before. This line has been on my mind : ‘To boldly go where no man has gone before’ and normally I would dismiss it as a romantic expression… But I have been finding it inexplicably meaningful to me.
Now it is explained: “Perhaps you forgot you are shifting to places no one has dared or been able to explore.”

Coming to think of it, right now, all I need is to manifest less working hours and a more relaxed job with some more income. More freedom, more money.
I would feel like a King if I could manifest that, let alone shifting the Universes LOL 🙂

A very Happy Birthday to you Brenda. I sure am very happy that you were born!!!

Hi SunnyDay,
“To boldly go where no entity has gone before” PERFECT! Be who you are in all your power and sparkles!!!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda
PS Thank you also for your loving birthday greetings. My birthday is March 3 but I feel like a belief rebirth today so all is good!

I write my little rant hoping I do not cause you extra stress. All of these comments must be overwhelming. You are not responsible for any of these.

I am not sure if I can trust my inner being’s comments as it is clear that it simply doesn’t think of my dreams or my physical body as important.
My physical body has been enduring immense pressure and tiredness for several years now. So much so my career has simply disappeared. I spent most of my time trying to rest on weekends hence no life outside of work or home.
I thought it was an honourable thing. A bit like the motivated but naive soldiers who are sent to wars.

But when I read the message I mentioned, all I knew was that I had enough of such messages.
I do not need some non-physical beings to add to my day-to-day stress. Besides I feel so tired of all of this, I cannot be bothered anymore. So I am no longer reading messages from that channel.
You and one other channel are the only ones I follow now.

But I am thinking… Last week’s message said from this point onwards our willingness wasn’t needed for the continuation of the process, hence there will be no manifestations? Since we could make it this far without the rewards….?

Funny thing, in my life, 99% of the 3D people I know are very happy, they had their babies, they built businesses, wealth, houses etc and have no knowledge of ascension. They are living so joyously. They are holidaying, having friends, parties etc.

I was having a horrible 3D life so I was motivated to move beyond.

Alas, it appears I ‘did the work’ for nought.
I don’t even feel more powerful or free or joyous as such!
Still the sad captive 🙂

Perhaps my 3D being had a better shot at a happier life. Perhaps she didn’t leave her good job and move to another country to awaken herself there, didn’t get her gray hair within months, didn’t get her marriage get affected badly by her so called ascension, didn’t sacrifice every hope she had…
Now, I feel this week’s message kind of seals the fate and makes me wish I could turn back in time.

Dear SunnyDay,
I’m sorry but I can’t answer your questions for you. I thought at first this week’s channel was about waiting until they (our council) told us we could have what we wanted. But I had a sudden Aha that “they” are not of earth, nor do they understand what we’re experiencing. It’s time for us to be the CEOs, responsible for our direction (with the help of our council if we like). Maybe you’re too exhausted to move forward. Or you’ve completed all you wanted to complete at this time or you’re just not feeling very upbeat now. But you’re a very powerful being – whether you feel it yet or not. You really do have the answers within you which you’ll discover when you’re ready to know them.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creatin Sparkles,
Brenda

Many thanks again, what an interesting message. What you wrote about “reward” really resonated with me .. yes and I do want my reward 😄, asap.
Everything feels so heavy and I am getting lonely as friendships disappear .. at the same time getting closer to my wife and 3 kids, very interesting. Frustration in the air ..

Hi Kari,
Do you suppose at this time, you are focussing on becoming closer with your wife and kids? Just a thought. But a thought that sounds loving and rewarding to me. Not to say, that’s your only reward, but that it might be one of them and your reward selection now.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Dear Star Sister…Dear Friend
So much to absorb here…and actually to accept ….
Amazing channel…as always, but this one…really presents us with an opportunity for shifting…in big awareness.
For me lately, the energy is so new, I have decided not to focus on the definition and focus upon more of active acceptance….in truly not knowing where I have landed…I actively accept this lull…where…Internally am manifesting EXACTLY what I am desiring

Sorry about that, I posted while I was still typing….anyway,
What I meant is I am holding in my heart the truest desire and I feel that expression, rising…and I am feeling this with more intensity, that as I bring thought through my heart, the tone of the desire just changes and the desire itself feels alive….
I have read this channel several times…each time, it elevated my awareness of how expanded my attention truly is.
We truly are in the quickening …not only of time…but the quickening of our acceptance and our hidden knowledge being revealed as we observe…truly observe…when we simply remove ourselves from the need to understand ….to simply feel in the light and move forward in heart thought and heart action……in Faith…Faith in the Self that is rising, the faith in the Unity of Body/Soul..Heart/Mind…..as we embrace our confusion…..gladly….
Thank you for this amazing new work…although it is your channeling…I am indeed feeling a new empowering voice from your heart….
Blessings dear friend abundantly flow…..as we create an amazing adventure…Brand new…….Namaste’

Hi SoulSpeak, Star Sister, Friend,
Something similar happened to me. When I first channeled this message, my thoughts were, “What the heck is this? Just another wait piece?”

I didn’t feel the AHA until late yesterday afternoon.

Yes, we took another giant step without knowing that we were going to. Granted, our dreams may not yet have arrived but we’re in charge of and responsible for creating them. We’re the CEOs of us. We know more than anyone else advising us of earth or in the ethers. So it’s time to stop and look at our beliefs – do we believe if we’re a good person and work hard, we’ll be rewarded by someone out there? Or that we’re the miracle who has outdistanced our teachers of earth and the ethers? That just because we exist – and more importantly now, we’ve transitioned from the fear of 3D to the first grade of 5D learning – how powerful we are just by being us.
Lots of Love, Blessings and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

I get it even more today…that as we are actively accepting we are our own…we are creating…manifesting moments…and we get the BIG AHA feeling and then we sort of scare ourselves…that we are actually doing this,….and that we actually have come fully into 5D…and just our joy alone…starts creating a new moment…
This channeled message has truly shifted so much understanding or maybe deeper active acceptance!!!! Thank you again dear star sister….what an amazing experience…where understanding feels more like remembering……when we simply dance to the music that’s playing…cause we created the tunes…Namaste’ dear friend

There is no fast reward in your human’s definition. You have to manifest it yourself. If you feel the energy is not right like holding you back, pain, angry, confusion, despair, tired, not perfect, you have to sit down and work with that energy. Sit and slow down to understand your energy field and manipulate it again and again. Until you really own your energy field. It’s not about how many time you manipulate it. It’s about you really own it. Own your real power.

Even though the tide is tough, you have to sit down and work with your energy field because you own it. You own your energy field. In the storm means nothing because you own it. You are pro. You are 100% own it without the despair or doubt from human aspect.

You are the master but right now you let your ego mind own you. You let your human ego tell you to wait and recieve from the other masters. To think that way, you don’t own it. You give it to someone else to do the work for you. You are tired from these experiences and you hope someone will help you. Your ego tell yourself a lie that will never match your 5d reality.

The reward didn’t come because your energy and skill didn’t reflect of what you want to attract. You have to sit down and work with your paradigm, perspective towards your life and your work and manipulate the energy. The universe doesn’t care how tired or despair you are, it doesn’t has the mind of it own. The other masters don’t have a job to give you reward. Rewards come because that is who you are at that moment.

You have to own what you consider as your rewards including the skill to handle it in the long run. If you want change, the next level of your skill is included because it reflects that you are really the new person to own it. You match at the same level of your rewards. Both the energy and skill. No excuse because the universe doesn’t has the mind of it own. You are it, you match it, it comes.

The reward will emerge “slowly” (in most cases I guess) when you understand this final test that you are mentally strong enough to manipulate this final point in your energy field. Pull youself together in this final time.

Have determination to understand in every grain of your energy slowly and own it like your alien self not your despair human self.
If you are hurt and angry, you know the way to heal and forget. Own it, own your mind and emotion because you have to own your power.

Forget about fast bonus, sit down and work with energy, work with your skill and perspective. The blocked or sloppy attitudes will arise and reflect of what you don’t have or understand to be able to manifest it. The work and skill still required if you want to change your career. Learn to balance spiritual knowledge with reality.

That is how you own it and have this final important step to get your slow reward.

or keep on being angry. 😉

and yes I initiate my reward this way and start to see it. The energy is heavy but no more holding us back because we start to own it in the storm. It’s new phase now. I have seen a lot of my sloppy attitudes because I didn’t balance my miracle fantasy with reality. The magic is real but you have to do the work too. I develop my skill in the process and stop hoping for the miracles and feel stronger. When you feel your identity again, you will feel stronger and your energy will become stronger too. When you are waitng for some masters to grant you some rewards, you feel small.

If you were waiting since the new year like me and it didn’t come and you are angry. Stop waitng and own your power. (May be we misinterpret the spectrum of miracles, didn’t we) No matter how tired you are or how many nightmare you have had. To own your energy in this storm will 100% deliver your rewards.

I was awaken in 2012 and I thought I have changed and released a lot. I was a new person.

But when I started to create my business in these few weeks
I had to change my habits a lot to match my new reality.

I changed my attitudes about my root chakra, changed the way I see myself and advertise my business. I step up my work intensity. I changed my attitudes to match my new frequency to match my new reality.

My new habits just started to fill in, it’s funny that I always thought I have changed a lot in these 5 years of transition. But it is not, I just released and right now it is time to fill in the new identity and attitudes for new reality.

Some of you guys might think you have changed a lot in your transition and finished and should recieve.

But once you start to really own your reality, you might feel astonished of the new habits that start to comes in. You will realize that you just start, not at the end (with your new self) and recieve as you might think.

Hi Kate,
I too believe that we’re just discovering ourselves in so many ways. But the piece that I hold most dear right now is that we have cleared our basic 3D fears. Our new perceptions and skills continue to change our life from fear to a magical new being.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Hi Brenda! I can see we are all surprised (and delighted?) with your latest blog. Should we have a show of hands??! If our friends are asking for a concensus then I think they have one, judging from the previous comments. All I can say Brenda, is that I am ready, willing, and able, and just waiting for the call. You know, sometimes the prevarication has to stop and you just have to Do It.
Sending you all, Love and Light
(Brenda, Happy Birthday for March 3rd 2017 !!! ) 😍😍😍😍😍

I was just re-reading, and noting that sometimes when you talk about us being advanced Scoot Masters, I wonder “Really Me?” For I do not feel advanced. I have been writing my Blog in part for future me to find in another incarnation. I have felt that I am not the edge of change in many areas, but at the same time… “Who me?”

I am the person that never gets calls backs to applications I put in, even if they are in desprite need of an employee. While I am filling out the application, suddenly this place has lots of people coming in to ask for employment applications. Sigh. I guess part of being a Scoot Master is that others will follow you.

As things are, money can be very tight at the end of the Month. I really want the increased abudance more than the employment. I have faithfully been pursing my Blogging/Artist dream, but still am at a point where I have Sold nothing.

Bashar says to Follow your Excitement to the best of your ability without any expectation of the outcome. I feel I am pretty good at following excitement.
I might not be a dare devil or into starting my own company, but I am an Artist and Writer. When Writing or Painting (Digitally) feels like my excitement, I Follow it. It is in my excitement to be Honest.

So why do I find myself in the exact same place? Still budgeting at the end of each month, and still applying for jobs just because I want a bigger budget.

I will wind down my writing NOW with my answer to the question. “The wisdom I have been taught in life tells me that the thing I will desire a Year from now is more important. Yet, my Excitement is in the Now. Following my Excitement says that I need to start getting something in the Now because every time I have existed in my life, I have always been existing within the timeframe called NOW. I was taught to plan ahead, and told this was wisdom, but need to place myself in the only timeframe that has ever existed. NOW.”

Yes, we all were stuck (or blocked) at one (or more) personal topic(s). I do believe that these topics of the 10year-cycle for some of us – definitely for old souls – close now. It seems like we take a look at all these topics that hurt most because they never left us during lifetime(s) or at least this last 10 year cycle.
I really don´t know what will start with October 1st, but I know that we should not overrate these old topics now.

I love Brendas (and others) opinion and sense it also that we start as brandnew sovereigns. Instead of the old topics we should focus on that brandnew sovereign (for the rest of September) even if the outcome on the outside will probably show up in October on the earliest.
Love and Blessings! ღ

Hi PeaceNowFlower,
I’m sorry but I don’t have an answer for you. You are your guide. Have you asked yourself what piece or pieces you are addressing or not addressing that is/are stopping you from your now dreams?
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

I think I am waiting for myself to come to the realization that I am blessed, and have everything I need. What a Blessing it is to still be accepted on Disability, that even if I am better Doctors still think I qualify. What a Blessing it is to be able to survive on Budgeting without working Long Hours. What a Blessing it is that I have time to put into Art/Writing even if that never results in money.

In the end what makes a great Artist/Writer/Channeler is not what others think of the result. It does not have to be accepted and earn money, just as long as the Artist/Writer/Channeler says that the work is great. Then it is Great.

I would like to report that my Security Blanket has been here all along. I have what I need. I have more than just what I need. Sure I’d like a big house, but this location is perfect for me now. Sure I’d like an iPhone and iPad Pro, but I have a very good computer already. An iPhone would distance me from the world around me (I still want one. Universe, if you are planning on giving me these things me saying I don’t need them for Security doesn’t mean for you to turn back any plans on getting them to me.)

You need to understand that I have always had a Security Blanket even before Disabiliy Income. Someone always stepped up to Help in the hard times. Even during the time I was in Mania, the path I walked was the perfect one to get help. I could have ended up hurt, but I have escaped everything Healed. Doctors might consider me still ill, but I am Healed and always Healing more.

Having gotten through so many close calls without a dent. Security Blankets were never lacking. It is the Want Blanket that remains elusive. Yet, I am not entirely without that either.

After reading your comments one thing keeps standing out to me. You view yourself as a person that is on disability, a person that never gets called back, as an artist/channeler/blogger that has money issues etc etc. But that is not you that’s the character your playing in order to have emotional experiences in 3D. I am a creator being in human form I am not Debra O’Mara she is just a character I created to have emotional experiences in 3D. When I decide to stop playing in this Earth Game she will no longer exist but the emotions I expereinced will become part of my being. Emotions that I would have never been able to experience outside of this 3D Earth Game enabling me to manifest and create things I would never have imagined if I didn’t descend to 3D and create a character for me to experience this thru. So Peace Now Flower who are you? You are not a being who feels they are not advanced or that Scout Master doesn’t refer to them. You are an advanced being playing the part of a character who doesn’t feel they are an advanced being! You are not the character you play! When you look at yourself as the creator of the character your playing you can then look at all the character traits you created and the different scenerios you created for yourself to experience. Then once you understand you are the creator of your character you can begin to make changes but only from that perspective. If you begin to make changes and they don’t work you are probable trying to make changes while playing your character so in reality you are now playing the part of a character who is on disability with money issues and is now trying to fool themselves into thinking they have the ability to make changes in there character. So you really have to keep yourself in check and know where you are at times are you the being who created your character or are you the character pretending to believe you are a being who created your character.!!!

Well, even though she started out, shall we say, less than lovingly, I have to agree with Keira on some points. The channel could lose the parental tone (it is “talking down” to us, or feels like it to me). And we *are* all past the anger and fear stuff. Not to say we aren’t frustrated. But anger and fear? No. I send lots of love to all of us, especially Brenda and Keira. ❤ ❤ ❤ And Brenda, I don't think you've ever generated this many comments, have you?

Hi Nancy,
I don’t know how many comments I’ve generated via my website, Sounds of Silence, Spirit Library and Facebook, etc. I just know my eyes feel exhausted and my brain scrambled a bit – and I still have many comments to go.

I edit repetitive comments, examples or words to reduce word count, but check ‘inside’ my head if I feel concepts or overall wording should be changed before making changes. I want to be certain we don’t lose concepts if or when I do. For example, this week I very much didn’t like the channel but posted it anyway only to discover I needed the information.

There’s a fine line between editing and changing phrasing, etc so the meaning is lost or watered down. I’m noting your concern and will see if that concern changes what I “hear” during future channel creations.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,
Brenda