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“#MOI the #Author… let me share with you how it all started!
Throughout my childhood, I wrote, it was about… as I said in Chapter 5 of WHERE IS MY ANGEL?
What’s meant to be, shall be! True or not, to me it was.
For years, at night, I used to go to the private beach my family and I were members in.
I used to sit there on the rocks overlooking the ocean, write poetry, letters to…, and throw my thoughts in the ocean. The ocean was my way out, my soul mate , where I released all my feelings…
& since then, I found refuge between the lines, poetry in Arabic, and my diary, the diary that no longer exists, and the words became my thoughts.
To many, I was the outspoken teenager, blogs were not a trend back then, to me, it was simple words on papers. My Arabic teacher told me back then, you have the pen inside your soul, and I knew that one day, that pen will simply write a novel!
Few years back, after the chute of my personal life, on all levels, I found myself writing my 1st novel, and on my 50th birthday I wrote…

Chapter 20 …. And a new era begins!

Today, I am about to commemorate my first fifty, and all I can say, what a life!
I am sitting in a coffee shop, and thinking about my life. There are people sitting here and there, and at a table behind me a group of middle-aged women are talking, and I couldn’t help but hear their conversation. The same conversation I hear on a daily basis; couples splitting, women divorcing, their husbands not coping with the marriage, sleeping in two separate rooms, sharing financial house duties, and living as partners. That is the story of every house, sadly, but a true statement; is marriage becoming a disappointment!

No, it not, but an institution worth investing in, like any business. I failed to keep mine, but this does not mean you cannot!
If you get a chance to read my book, don’t read my story, but find yours between the lines, and make a better ending… Life is a book, and some books will change many lives!”
#MOI The author, I believe that Fate came with my birth but Destiny was in my own hands!

Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again

Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

“Words are like Diamonds… absolutely true!
As much as they could shine, they can also cut!
Use your words to shape others not to cut them and break them…
Power of Words, they can make the world around you sparkle and shine!”
#MOI, Nevertheless, you can add a diamond to a beautiful word for the holidays

Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again

Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

“Love Recipe for the Holidays…
It is awkward to feel lonely among the crowd… this means there is an empty spot in your heart and love is at the top of your Christmas list!
Are you ready for Love? is the first question, and this means, having love to offer before receiving love. Like everything in life, we need to invest in before starting to collect results, and so is love. Some expect the one way street, or desire receiving before giving, or want to receive and are reluctant to giving… it is very normal, especially when they feel that they have been giving and not receiving equally.
Well, let us reach one resolution, first keep an open mind, second give yourself a chance, and last don’t condemn the giver… people are different and as well you deserve a second chance!

#MOI Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to love, again

Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

“My words said Let’s Take a walk, and my mind was saying Take a Hike!
I don’t know about you but at times despite the rule of saying the right thing, I feel like saying what is in my heart…
Sadly, for many reasons, and each of us, has their own, we continuously play the devil’s advocate and try to save the day…
I learned with time, that some days could not be saved, and the devil shall always be the devil!
The sad part, is when you don’t say what is on your mind, but they take a hike anyways, you lose the pleasure of saying it… anyways, I will keep on doing what in my mind is the right thing!”
#MOI

Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about when people left my life, the day after

Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

Like this:

“Pain and Forgiveness!
Well… a moment of truth and inner-thoughts!
When someone hurt us, we say forgive and forget… all the F crap!
Do we have the right to forgive and forget when the action of that person effected those we love?
Will we be giving the best example to those we love by Forgiving and Forgetting?
& last, will we be telling those we love, I care about those that hurt me more than I care about the tears you shed, and the pain you felt?!”#MOI about last night…. I know the goal is to let go, but there is always a lesson!

Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the struggle to heal because no one felt what I felt!

Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

“Memoirs of a struggle to lose weight… no I am not over yet!
I bet you said to yourself, oh, like all of us, she got tired, she is waiting for Monday to start again, cravings are irresistible, etc…
I agree with every thought that went through your mind…
I did get tired, but not from my routine…
I waited for every new Monday, because to me, I was proud of myself for not crashing every weekend…
Cravings were and still irresistible, yet I managed to content myself with the basic needs, except on cheat meals, and he is where I was proud of myself for eating one bite of every Lebanese Mezze on the dinner table, and I managed to leave the table, content, not hungry, but mainly not with indigestion!
Remember, I always felt beautiful, sexy, and attractive, I came to this world as a big package, today I am still, and will always remain, the BIXXY, because some things will never change, except -15.2 KGs (33.51 Pounds) in 90 days!”
#MOI Don’t give up on yourself… your life is worth every pound you lose… the golden pounds!

Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about the days where my weight was increasing continuously!

Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

“Noise & Colors… you are the mirror!
You might wear colorful clothes, and make a lot of noise in your surrounding,
remember one thing, you are the mirror of your soul, it is your inside that will shine upon you and you inner-voice that will be heard…
Make your soul visible, and make your voice heard!”
#MOI When I was invisible and my voice was silent

Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again

Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…

“The day after… fear and anxiety!
Although we are eager for this day to come, and we wait for it impatiently, there is this phase called fear that makes many not cross it and hold back. It is as if we are holding the knob of the door but not turning it, or turning the knob of the door and not opening it, it might look simple, but by doing so, it means I am taking charge of the day after.

Let me clarify more… when one decides on change, there is always this doubtful phase, the dilemma of did I make the right decision, the struggle between falling back or falling forward, the battle between self and community over what we hear…
This fear is not related to the past, it is rather about the day after; the anxiety we live is not related to the comfort of yesterday, because if yesterday was the comfort zone, why am I living the fear and anxiety of the day after; this fear is related to tomorrow, to the unknown, uncertain, and unseen.

It is only normal to feel so, but let me tell you, for you to have the courage to think about change, and actually take the first step towards the day after, this means you will make tomorrow happen; with few glitches here and there, no path is ever perfect, walk towards the day after, you will never know how strong you are, you will never know what you want until you put your hand on that knob, turn it, and open the door, but make sure you close it tightly behind you.
#MOI Few glitches, few clouds, fear, and uncertainty, but faith, inner-strength and good-will!

Author of
Where is My Angel? Book by #MOI and Read about my longing to live again

Mommy I am a PACER! Book by #MOI because I believe that children are the future, the change…