How to Prepare for Surgery

My unwaveringly supportive husband, Dan, and me before what I was convinced would be my last surgery in November 2012

Last July I was convinced a litany of knee surgeries had come to an end. My knee was as good as a knee with arthrofibrosis can be. Then, out of nowhere, a setback bushwhacked me. At my next visit, Dr. Steadman and I agreed to wait and see if my knee would improve on its own with physical therapy.

After five and a half months, little progress, and a few weeks of denial, I’ve had to face some hard choices. Do I choose yet another surgery (this would be number 8) to attempt to reconnect with that elusive light at the end of the tunnel or do I accept likely living the rest of my life with limitations and pain? Really what I want is a rewind button, but I can’t find the darn thing.

Sometimes when you’re in the bottle you can’t read the label, so I knew it was time to check in with a trusted friend and label reader. K has been through the ringer himself and he posed the exact the questions I needed to ponder: 1) Have I done everything in my power to get better?; 2) Did I reach my full potential? The answer to both questions is similar–“No”–not without having another surgery. My surgeon has decades of experience (read: deserved retirement long ago) and is one of a very short list of arthrofibrosis experts in the world. I’d live with regret if he retired and I hadn’t reached my full potential.

I don’t want any regrets, and while surgery always carries risks, I’ve decided that it’s back to the operating table I go in mid-February, which leads me to this month’s blog topic-how to prepare for surgery.

Preparing your life and mind for surgery can be overwhelming, so do yourself a favor by breaking it down into small, purposeful steps. Throughout, keep in mind that your planning and attitude will either beget closer connections with family and friends or isolate you. To put odds in favor of the former, follow these steps.

How to prepare for surgery: a step by step guide

Step 1: Help yourself in advance

Especially for athletes, impending surgery generates a loss of control–over daily training routines, social networks, and emotions (you may begin to experience intense frustration, impatience and denial). Helping yourself places your focus on something you can control, and makes it easier for others to help you.1) Make food you can freeze in advance of your surgery. Make it fun! Invite friends over for a cooking party. Try some new recipes. Keep in mind food that you’ll eat even with a dodgy stomach and also post operative nutritional demands.2) Make a list of chores that need to be done for as long as you’re out of commission. Does your car need an oil change or inspection? Is your home air filter looking like a biohazard? Does you house need a deep cleaning? Get these done ahead of time.3) Arrange for pet care and/or dog walking or training. If your dog is accustomed to your active lifestyle, she’ll get bored while you recover. Don’t let your house turn into what looks like a missile testing site. Hire a behaviorist or a good pet sitter to help alleviate your best friend’s frustration.4) Consider hiring a housekeeper.5) If you won’t be working, or will otherwise be out of your normal routine, you’ll need some structure. Make a list of things you want to accomplish during your convalescence and set a daily schedule for yourself. Include time for physical therapy, journaling, stretching, and creative mental exercises.

Step 2: Ask for help

Nearly everyone strives to be independent. It’s hardwired. But if your best friend asked for help, what would you do? You’d help. And if they didn’t ask for help when they needed it, you’d feel distant. Allow friends and family to help. Also remember that when someone offers you help and you decline, they are not likely to offer again. It’s just human nature to not seek out a rejection. If you must decline, be extra gracious and suggest a rain check. When you accept help you strengthen bonds, which ultimately become even more gratifying when your friend someday asks for help in return. Life is long and everyone needs help sometimes.1) Put a friend in charge of setting up an online help schedule for you at CareCalendar or Lotsa Helping Hands. Be very specific with your requests in terms of dietary preferences and times you need to be at appointments.2) On your care calendar include time slots for people to come over and hang out. Talk, watch a movie, or share dinner. Bring the party to you so you don’t become a depressed shut-in.3) Spread out your help requests among many friends. That way your family and closest friends are not too burdened.4) Ask your friends to make a little extra the next time they cook dinner.

Remember this: If you can’t ask for help without self-judgment, you aren’t able to offer help without self-judgment. ~Martha Beck

Step 3: Get the supplies you’ll need

Creativity is your gateway to patience. If you don’t set aside time to exercise your creative mind you’ll become insufferable and your support system will dwindle. Apply the same diligence you used to train to exercising your creative mind.1) Get yourself some stationery that you can transform into thank you notes. Never let anyone’s help and support go unappreciated without a handwritten note. I’m talking old school stamp and mailbox. No email or texting allowed. Why? It’s healing and therapeutic to focus on the love you’re receiving.

2) Visit an art supply store. I know, the cheap novelty store smell of Michaels is vomitous. Locate a proper art store and treat yourself to some paint, brushes, markers, sketchbooks, or whatever your heart desires.3) Purchase or make three journals. Use one to document your progress, one to voice your worries or anxieties, and one to capture what you appreciate. Write in your journals every day, like religion.

Whether it’s your first or eighth, facing surgery disrupts emotional homeostasis. It seems easier to wallow in a pool of denial and anger than to take charge of your reality by creating a positive surgery experience (I promise there is such a thing) for yourself and your support crew.

The fact is you have all the drive and organization to realize the positive experience you deserve. How do I know? You’re an athlete. Now stop feeling sorry for yourself and use your mental fortitude to get working on your surgery plan. It’s the best gift you can give yourself in the midst of unpleasantness. Oh, and enjoy the things you see while you’re on drugs!

2 Comments

Thank you for sharing how we can prepare for surgery. I have never had to have surgery but it is nice to know how we can prepare and help others who will need it. Like you said, it is important to allow friends and family to help. When you accept help you strengthen bonds, which become even more gratifying when you friend asks you for help in return. Thank you again!

You’re most welcome, Chris. Thank you for stopping by my website. When people go through challenges, they unravel a bit. If we can reach beyond our discomfort of asking for help, everyone’s unraveled bits knit together creating a strong tapestry of experiences, wisdom, and strength. I don’t believe any of us are meant to travel this journey of life independently. Be Well, Heidi

What happens when we're willing to feel bad is that, sure enough, we often feel bad--but without the stress of futile avoidance. Emotional discomfort, when accepted, rises, crests and falls in a series of waves. Each wave washes parts of us away and deposits treasures we never imagined. No one would call it easy, but the rhythm of emotional pain that we learn to tolerate is natural, constructive, and expansive. It's different from unwilling suffering the way the sting of disinfectant is different from the sting of decay; the pain leaves you healthier than it found you. —Martha Beck