"I will be happy when I wake in the middle of the night to the sound of my child, knowing that I can comfort, hold and feed him and that I am not waking to take another temperature, give myself another shot or cry tears of a broken dream. My dream will be crying for me."

New cycle

Well after two negative pregnancy tests, I started my period yesterday. So it looks like this month isn’t our month either (go figure). Also just my luck, I packed my midol in a box somewhere in the garage that I cannot find. Yay. Amongst all thing, period acne has flared up like a biatch, I’m cranky, overwhelmed, and have two days to make sure everything in my parents house is back in order. On the bright side, we move into our new place on the 1st, so hopefully Aunt Flow isn’t as bad by then or I may end up going nuts. For those of you still wondering, I’m still on my meds (yes there is a blog post about it, go read it) and yes I have been ovulating. Not to be bitchy or mean, but I’m not really looking for advice on how to get pregnant right now, so please don’t try. I love you all, I just need a minute. Also, I don’t want to hear about how I should be pregnant by now, and how I’m failing at it (yes there have been a few people who have said this). Anyway, thank you guys for all the love and support as always, I will return to my normal self in a few days when everything slows down. Much love.

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Author: growingupamerrick

Hello everybody! My name is Mariah, I'm 25 years old, married to my best friend, and have two amazing furbabies. I started this blog to fill you in on what goes on inside the Merrick household as well as our lives. We are also on our TTC (trying to conceive) journey, and I've got pretty regular updates on that. Hope you guys enjoy, and happy reading!
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