Sometimes I worry that on those bad days when I feel like I’m a failure at life, where I haven’t achieved any success, or built a family or anything noteworthy, on those days when it all seems a bit dark I worry that I might not have courage to keep going...to keep moving one foot in front of the other. I worry that that person who isn’t really me, will in a brief moment make a decision to end it all, when deep down I don’t want that. I want to live...I hope she doesn’t ever forget that...