I keep having these dreams that have really been bothering me. ROTC or military related. It's like im trying to do all these obstacle courses and things and I'm falling behind everyone else, reaching out to them to wait, but I'm too fat and weak to catch up, and I can see Capt. Grafton, Col. Bouchard, and Sgt Van Winkle shaking their heads in dissapproval. I've had this one for a week straight. Thats when I quit Mountain Dew. Then last night I dreamed that I had to work twice as hard as everyone else just to prove myself, and I was keeping up, surpassing even, with my crew. The instructors looked impressed but were skeptical. Maybe this is some type of prophecy to tell me to get off my fat and work out, and my hard work will be rewarded. :/ Halp!

I decided I'm going to start tracking any more similar dreams, or dreams that REALLY stand out to me (you'll know what I mean when you have one). I'm looking up the symbols that I remember from those dreams. I specifically remember the fail ones being: playground, nods of disapproval, pilots jacket, badge, being left behind, military, etc. The success one was: military, mess hall (I think I was turning down a dessert, which is RARE!), struggling to climb uphill but making it, waterfall, bridge, swimming, etc. They were both supposed to be a boot camp/mock deployment type thing.

Behind - o dream that you are behind someone, suggests that you are offering your support and encouragement for someone. Alternatively, it refers to emerging unconscious thoughts and feelings. To dream that you are left behind, represents feelings of rejection or not fitting into a group. It may also highlight fears of not being able to keep up. You are questioning your abilities and/or may not be utilizing your full potential. If you left something or someone behind, then it indicates that you are ready to let go of the past and move forward.

Boot Camp - To dream that you are in a boot camp, represents your need for discipline and rigid rules. You need to have a better focus on your goals. If you have been through boot camp, then the dream may represent the feelings you were going through at the time. Something in your current life is triggering those similar feelings. Alternatively, the dream may represent your need for a new start or fresh beginning.

Boots - To see or dream that you are wearing boots, refers to the power in your movement and the boldness of your position. You are taking a firm stance. The dream may also be a metaphor that you are getting the boot. Are you getting kicked out somewhere?

Bridge - To dream that you are crossing a bridge, signifies an important decision or a critical junction in your life. This decision will prove to be a positive change filled with prosperity and wealth in the horizon. Bridges represent a transitional period in your life where you will be moving on to a new stage. If the bridge is over water, then it suggests that your transition will be an emotional one. If you fall off the bridge and into the water, then the dream indicates that you are letting your emotions hold you back and prevent you from moving forward. Alternatively, the bridge may indicate that you are trying to "bridge" or connect two things together.

Classmates - To see old classmates in your dream, indicate that you need to draw on your old associations with your former classmates to gain insight in some current relationship. It represents a past lesson that you have learned and is applicable in some aspect of your waking life now.

Climb - To dream that you are climbing up something (ladder, rope, etc.), signifies that you are trying to or you have overcome a great struggle. It also suggests that your goals are finally within reach. Climbing also means that you have risen to a level of prominence within the social or economic sphere.

Clothing - To dream that you are wearing brand new clothes, signifies new attitudes and a new persona. You are finding a different way of expressing yourself. If the price tags are still attached to the clothes, then it suggests that you are trying too hard to adapt to this new attitude. Perhaps it is not who you really are and you are not quite fitting in. To dream that you are constantly changing your clothes, represents the need for change and your need to fit into a new situation or role. You need to establish a new self-image.

Costume - To dream that you are wearing a costume, indicates that you are putting on a facade toward others. You do not want to reveal your true self and are not being completely honest with people around you.

Devotion - To dream that you are showing your devotion to your beliefs, is a reminder that nothing will be gained by deceit.

Dessert - To see or eat a tasty dessert in your dream, represents indulgence, celebration, reward, or temptation. You are enjoying the good things in life.

Dressing - To dream that you are dressed in someone else's clothes, represents your admiration for that person. You are trying to incorporate aspects of that person into your own self.

Hiking - To dream that you are hiking, represents progress and achievement. With perseverance and strong-will, you will make it far in life.

Hill - To dream that you are climbing a hill, signifies your struggles in achieving a goal. You need to focus your energies on the prize. To dream that you are standing on top of a hill, suggests that you have succeeded in your endeavors. You have the necessary resources to complete the task at hand.

Military - To see the military in your dream, signifies rigid authority and emotional repression. Perhaps you need to be more disciplined

Obstacle - To see or experience obstacles in your dream, represent things in your life that you need to overcome. The dream is offering you a solution on how to approach and tackle a problem in your waking life. You may have some self-doubt in your abilities and in coming to a decision.

Obstacle Courses - To dream that you are going through an obstacle course, symbolizes the hardships and difficulties that you are experiencing in your waking life. It represents the things that you must overcome in order to reach your goals. The elements in the obstacle course is analogous to the barriers and problems in your life.

Perpetual Motion - To dream of perpetual motion, indicates that you are experiencing general anxiety and nervousness over a situation. You need a change from the repetitive and the predictable nature of your job, relationship or daily life.

Pilot - To dream that you are a pilot, indicates that you are in complete control of your destination in life. You are confident and self-assured in your decisions and accomplishments.

Playground - To dream that you are on a playground, indicates your desires to escape from your daily responsibilities. Perhaps you need to be more carefree. You need to acknowledge your talents.

Swimming - To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy.

Up - To dream of being or moving up, suggests that you are emerging from some depressing or negative situation. You may be feeling high or euphoric. The dream may also compensate for your waking feelings of sadness. Alternatively, it signifies that your ego is inflated. Or that you are experiencing upward mobility or progressing toward your goals.

War - To dream of a war, signifies disorder and chaos in your waking life You are experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle which is tearing you up inside. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are either being overly aggressive or that you are not being assertive enough. Perhaps you need to be prepared to put up a fight in some area of your life. On a more direct level, the dream may be reflection of current wars around the world and your personal feelings about it.

Warrior - To see or dream that you are a warrior, represents your ability to confront life challenges.

Waterfall - To see a waterfall in your dream, is symbolic of letting go. You are releasing all those pent up emotions and negative feelings. Alternatively, the dream represents your goals and desires. In particular, if the waterfall is clear, then it represents revitalization, regeneration and renewal. To dream that you are at the bottom of the waterfall, suggests that you are feeling emotionally overwhelmed. You are experiencing difficulties in coping with your feelings.

Woods - To see the woods in your dream, represent life, fertility, rejuvenation, and spring. Alternatively, the woods symbolize the unknown and the unconscious. You need to open yourself up to discovering your potential and your instinctual nature.

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When I was a kid I got a book on dreams and looked up one keyword, "kangaroo". It said that to dream of kangaroos meant you were bouncy and enjoying life to the full. In my dream, the kangaroos kicked the shit out of me.
I threw the book away.