Apathy - Gov't Cheese Lyrics

I used to love government cheese, we lived in a shitty house*
I grew up around coke like you grew up around Mickey Mouse
The mirrors had residue, my clothes were second-hand
And we had no revenue, my kicks were pathetic, man
Destroyed competitors, showed off to show em up
Treat challengers like '86 and blow em up
Growing up like I had Tourette's, flows erupt
When nobody expects it, it upset the grown-ups
Scatterbrained, rap playing in my JVC
Now it's ADD in the place to be
Ritalin pills from nurses were fucking up my verses
I hid in under my tongue and spit it in my thermos
The one man circus who's perfect on purpose
The perks of perfection is never being nervous
I'm flawless, the rawest, the savage, be cautious
Disastrous, Catholics grab on your crosses
I'm godless, agnostic, a narcissist sharp with it
Fitted split in half cause I'm gassed on my own [? ]
Ap spit it, that shit is arsenic, acidic
Apathetic's deadly as the crack epidemic
Demigod demolitionist, don't get ridiculous
Fuck you in front of crowds like sex exhibitionists
High post, fly clothes, now I can't afford em
While you be buying bootlegged Jordans down in Fordham