There’s no magical or universal mix of ingredients that are required to create and sustain a good romantic relationship. There are, however, a few key characteristics that are necessary to make a romantic union work. One factor, in particular, appears to be especially important: self-disclosure. First, what is it? In the realm of psychology and relationships, self-disclosure is a concept […]

]]>https://shannoninkansascity.com/2019/09/11/relationship-satisfaction-depends-on-self-disclosure-pushup24/feed/0shannoninkansascityHot Girl Summer: “The Boleyn Wife”https://shannoninkansascity.com/2019/09/09/hot-girl-summer-the-boleyn-wife/
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I don’t know why it took me so long to come to this conclusion but Henry the VIII was a murderous maniac. He was a medieval Charles Manson. He didn’t kill people himself as far as we know but he used his influence to have others do it for him. I’ve always been fascinated by Henry the VIII and I was a fan of the show The Tudors. Henry’s life reads or at least historians present his life as a soap opera. I’m ashamed that it took me so long to stop believing in the hype.

The Boleyn Wife is about Jane Boleyn, the sister in law of Queen Anne Boleyn. Jane married Anne brother George Boleyn. Jane and George had an arranged marriage. Jane loved George but her feelings were unrequited. George saw the marriage as a business affair and not a matter of the heart or even respect. He was not attracted to or fond of his wife at all. He barely paid her any attention at all.

George had a very close relationship with his sister Anne. Jane was tormented with jealousy of the relationship her husband had with his sister because she wished to be close to George. Jane was committed to loving the wrong man. She never had an affair or attempted to leave the marriage. But when she had the opportunity to give testimony against her husband she did. And he, his sister and two others were executed.

Lady Jane lived with guilt and for many years. She lived a life of quiet desperation. She loved and trusted the wrong people over and over and she never came to her senses and took back her power. She conceived a child in a predatory relationship that she was unable to love. He was given away. Jane ended up being executed herself along with her Queen Catherine Howard. Jane was executed despite going insane while in prison due to the pressure of incarceration and being haunted by memories.

If you enjoy historical fiction and have an interest in Henry the VIII you will enjoy this book. It’s very sad and it’s a point of view I had never heard before even though Lady Jane was portrayed in The Tudors. There is a lesson to learn from Lady Jane. Don’t waste your time loving someone that doesn’t love you. If you find yourself in unrequited love end it, dust yourself off and try again once you’ve figured out what you deserve.

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Woman of Virtue

I found this book in Hoopla, my library’s digital book database. It popped up when I put Proverbs 31 in the search engine. The book is a Biblical guide to being a virtuous Proverbs 31 woman. For the most part I enjoyed and I would recommend the book.

I like the perspective of the book because it is an alternate view of modern womanhood. It challenges the influence of feminism in today’s culture and families. The author encourages women to be modest, dutiful and virtuous which is a sharp contrast to the common messages that women get from the media. Women and girls are socialized to be vain, self centered and promiscuous. So the conventional thinking in this book makes it rebellious and counter culture. I’ve always thought of myself as a rebel spirit.

There were parts of the book that were a bit outdated for my liking. For instance the book discourages women not to work outside of the home. I believe this is the ideal and I respect homemaking as a career choice but I don’t think I could ever trust any man that much. The book also encourages women to tough it out and stay in your marriage if you find yourself married to a jerk.

Perhaps I interpreted Mrs. Brackley’s words wrong but I don’t think anyone should remain in a relationship where they are being mistreated. I don’t for one minute believe that the Lord called anyone to be in an abusive marriage. (I don’t specifically recall the author writing about abusive relationships.)

If a spouse is not keeping up their end of the bargain by not honoring their partner I don’t think it’s the other spouses place to try and make up for that deficit in order maintain a marriage. Marriage just isn’t that important to me. That’s a big part of the reason that I think that women shouldn’t stay outside of the workforce for very long unless you’re married to a millionaire that can pay a large settlement in the event of a divorce.

Overall, I enjoyed this book. It is thought provoking and challenges the reader to rethink contemporary culture and women’s roles. I agreed with most of what the book had to say even if I don’t think it was entirely realistic and practical.

]]>https://shannoninkansascity.com/2019/09/09/hot-girl-summer-woman-of-virtue/feed/0shannoninkansascitywoman of virtueHot Girl Summer: “Perfect is Boring”https://shannoninkansascity.com/2019/09/06/hot-girl-summer-perfect-is-boring/
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Perfect is Boring

I read Perfect is Boring this summer by Tyra Banks and her Mama Carolyn London. I didn’t really like this book. I just read it because I’m a Tyra fan. Carolyn’s contributions are better more interesting than Tyra’s. If you’ve followed Tyra’s career there is nothing new here. Tyra gets on the same self righteous, slightly misguided soap boxes in this book as she did on her talk show and as she does on America’s Next Top Model.

This book follows along the same vein as Girl Wash Your Face in that a woman that doesn’t have any real challenges is telling you how to deal with challenges. In Girl Wash Your Face an attractive woman with a successful career and happy home life is telling you how to deal with insecurities.

For decades Tyra has been telling women to embrace what they perceive to be physical imperfections meanwhile she has made millions because she is aesthetically pleasing. It’s not her place to speak because she doesn’t know what she’s talking about.

Tyra is well meaning but watching her tell women on ANTM to embrace their “flaws” is counter productive. It’s always bothered me that on all but perhaps the first few seasons of ANTM there has been a so called plus sized model that is perhaps a size eight.

The latter cycles of ANTM have focused on the fashion model hopefuls and their insecurities. So here we have women that had what it takes to be on a TV show about modeling being coached to be confident by an international super model. Tyra thinks she’s being relatable but she’s nauseating.

I really am a fan though and I’ve watched every of ANTM and I watched her talk show daily when it came on. Tyra is weird and kind of annoying but I love her and I’ve hung on her every word since the mid 90s. But this book was still disappointing.

I was hoping for a celebrity tell all. I wanted her to spill the beans on why she broke up with her baby daddy. What happened between her and Chris Webber? What went wrong between her and that Indian technology mogul. I wanted her to admit that she is jealous of Naomi Campbell and absolutely obsessed with her.

The book did give a bit of the behind the scenes information about America’s Next Top Model. Tyra talked a bit about the legendary scene where she snapped on the young girl and yelled “- — ——- — —! — —- — ——- — —!” Some of you know what I’m talking about but if you don’t:

None of that happened in this book. She just wrote about self esteem and self respect. I found it to be pretty dull but if someone got something out of it that’s great. Tyra’s mom Carolyn briefly told her life story in the book. I’m familiar with Carolyn because she’s made appearances on ANTM. Her story is truly inspirational.

Carolyn was a young naive mother of two children. She is a hard worker but most of all she is smart with good instincts. Carolyn’s smarts and artistic talents are what got Tyra to where she is today. She is a very talented photographer with an eye for fashion and style. And she was good at strategizing. Carolyn is a woman that got ahead by being smart and putting well thought out plans into action. I think she could be an inspiration to a lot of women.

Fun fact. A few years ago I read about a woman giving her young daughter a period party when she started menstruating. She probably stole that from Carolyn. Carolyn did that for Tyra when she began her lady’s time and she wrote about it in Perfect is Boring Carolyn said that she was very naive about sex even after becoming pregnant and she wanted her daughter to be informed and have a good understanding of her body.

I can’t say that I would recommend this book even if you are in middle school. I’m sure there are better literary choices you can make. But if you do decided to read it save time and skim past Tyra’s parts and jump to Carolyn’s passages. If you’re a die hard Tyra fan you may enjoy this book. It’s kind of like calling an old friend.

]]>https://shannoninkansascity.com/2019/09/06/hot-girl-summer-perfect-is-boring/feed/0shannoninkansascityperfect is boringantmtyra's momHot Girl Summer: “Girl Wash Your Face”https://shannoninkansascity.com/2019/09/06/hot-girl-summer-girl-wash-your-face/
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I hate read this book. I read it expecting not to like it so I could shake my head with disapproval as I read. Girl Wash Your Face did not disappoint. I think it’s important to consider the intended audience when consuming entertainment. I don’t think I’m the intended audience for the work of Rachel Hollis.

Rachel Hollis is a social media influencer and event planner that wrote a book to inspire her fans. She has 1.5 million followers on Instagram that reach out to Rachel for advice with self esteem and parenting matters. Her followers sound like they are White housewives from upper middle class backgrounds that drive themselves insane by comparing themselves to images and narratives on social media.

So Mrs. Hollis wrote a book advising suburban soccer moms to feel good about themselves and not to tear themselves apart. Who told these women not to feel good about themselves in the first place? She used anecdotes about her life as inspiration. The problem is her life isn’t very interesting and you can tell she was grasping at straws while putting that book together.

There wasn’t a single idea or story that lead the reader through Girl Wash Your Face. The book is all over the place and didn’t stay on a linear path. The choppy path didn’t tie together very well. It’s as if she was told she had to write a certain amount of words but she didn’t have much to say.

She talked about her courtship with her husband, her start as an event planner in LA and her experiences as a mother. All of her experiences are fairly common and there isn’t a lot of drama to her life, at least not that she shared. There wasn’t a universal experience that she shared that really captured my experience to endear her to me. I would bet money that if you had a middle aged cashier working at Dollar General or serving tables at Denny’s or something to write a similar book it would be %1000 more captivating.

The best portion of the book is about her adopted daughter and the struggles she had trying to adopt. If she focused on that it would have been a far better book. I also enjoy when she said that she was from a small, conservative town in California and her family has roots in the Midwest. Hollis said that her family was like the people in The Grapes of Wrath. Now those people were interesting. I would have liked to hear more about those people and the people from her home town and the current culture.

I’m not trying to diminish what a White, affluent housewife goes through. I’m just not a part of that culture and I don’t relate to it. Just like I don’t relate to standing in long lines to get into Build a Bear or for Beanie Babies at McDonald’s. I also don’t understand the fascination with pumpkin spiced beverages and food. I’m just not a part of that culture.

The most insightful thing I’ve ever experience about White, suburban housewife culture is a short You Tube documentary about the clothing company Lu La Roe. The women in that documentary are probably the same type of women that follow Rachel Hollis on IG.

The documentary was engaging because there was something in those women that I didn’t recognize in women that I grew up around. When Black women have tortured souls the outward manifestation is different. There was a sadness about all of the women in this film that I don’t think came from a failed business venture.

The women in this short film were non assuming with soft spirits. All of them were likeable even if you liked them out of sympathy. There was a loneliness and quiet desperation about them. I’m curious as to what made them so vulnerable to the scam. I understand why a lot of people in the world fall into predatory traps but these women’s material needs were being met, they have a family network and they fit into what global society upholds as it’s standards. I wish this documentary could become a reality show. I have questions that need answers.

They weren’t drug addicted, abused as far as we were told but they still have self image problems that lead them to be a part of a leggins selling cult and it’s hard but interesting to understand why. It’s almost like reading A Doll’s House when I was a student. I barely remember what this was about but I know it was about a traditional and her quiet suffering. It was kind of like a 19th century version of Desperate Housewives.

Anyhow, I didn’t enjoy Girl Wash Your Face. I’m even a bit put off by the title. I think that Rachel Hollis is a nice woman, a smart woman and is probably well intentioned but once again I’m not a part of Hollis’ target demographic. Rachel has built a huge fan base as a lifestyle influencer. I don’t understand what a lifestyle influencer does. She is an unaccredited mental health and relationship guru that is selling millions of books so she has clearly tapped into something that I don’t understand. Perhaps some of you will enjoy this book but it’s just not for me.

]]>https://shannoninkansascity.com/2019/09/06/hot-girl-summer-girl-wash-your-face/feed/0shannoninkansascitygirl wash your faceHot Girl Summer: “Darkness to Light”https://shannoninkansascity.com/2019/09/06/hot-girl-summer-darkness-to-light/
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My first review is “Darkness to Light” by Lamar Odom.

This was a good read. I think you’ll enjoy it if you’re an NBA fan or a person that enjoys celebrity gossip. I enjoy both. This story is about the life of NBA champion Lamar Odom. The book begins with the Lamar’s parents’ star crossed love story. Then we learn about his experiences as a basketball phenom. He wrote about his college days and his early years in the NBA. That lead into his prime years in LA, his marriage into a reality TV family, his decline and then the day he ODed in a whorehouse in Nevada and near death experience.

Lamar is mild mannered and non assuming. In interviews he came across as having a passive personality. I felt like he was being bullied by some of the female entertainment journalists that interviewed him while he was promoting this book. But man, Lamar has had a wild, glamorous and fabulous life. The man has been to parties where Prince and Whitney Houston were in attendance. He’s been to Hollywood movie premiers and he’s been in an NBA champion victory parade, twice.

This book made a few impressions on me. First of all, Lamar Odom is a lucky duck. He was a drug abuser for years and dodged punishment for his habit. He was a high functioning drug addict who didn’t suffer repercussions professionally and managed to have a wildly successful career.

His personal relationships were what paid the price for his addictions. He lost the relationship he had with his high school sweetheart and mother of his two children. His relationship with Taraji Henson was destroyed. And he famously divorced Khloe Kardashian. Lamar suffered the loss of his mother to cancer while he was a young boy and he continues to struggle with her death. But drug and sex is what ruined his romances and marriage.

Secondly, this book taught me that pro athletes are basically raised by recruiters and coaches. The influence and place that these men have in the lives of young athletes is significant. As a sports fan there are certain things that make sense to me now as an observer. (I’ll keep those things to myself) Coaches and recruiters play a father like role to up and coming young men. In Lamar’s story they looked out for his interests but they also viewed him as a product to be protected so their motivations were not purely altruistic.

I also learned that Kris Jenner is a huge B word. This woman is willing sell her own children out for fame and a payday. That Kardashian/Jenners are opportunistic and take their family business very seriously. The business is more important than the family. Perhaps you all already figured that out but I am a little slow and naïve. I’ve honestly always admired Kris Jenner but I’m sure a lot of people admire Judas for a while too. I won’t go into detail because I don’t want to spoil things for you.

NBA fans will get a kick out of Lamar’s behind the scenes stories. He drops names throughout this book quite a bit. Of course he mentions Kobe. He grew up with Ron Artest aka Metta World Peace. He had a terrible relationship with Mark Cuban while he was in Dallas and Phil Jackson was a hero to him. I wish the booked focused on his NBA career more.

If you are interested in NBA, Hollywood glamour, the Kardashians, overcoming addictions or near death experiences. You might enjoy “Darkness to Light”. There’s something in it for just about everyone. I certainly enjoyed the book.