Monday, May 10, 2010

Before I was a MomI slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed.I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was a MomI cleaned my house each day.I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a MomI had never been puked on.Pooped on.Spit on.Chewed on.Pottied on.I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.I slept all night.

Before I was a MomI never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests. Or give shots.I never looked into teary eyes and cried.I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a MomI never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.I never knew that I could love someone so much.

Before I was a MomI didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a MomI had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much love or so much pain before I was a Mom.I never knew I would love being a Mom.— Author unknown.