Wendy I'm sorry about your recent binge, but thank you for posting your experience. The good thing is that you have been off and can do it again. That must be reassuring! I know it helps me to hear your story! It's amazing how a pill can give you such a false sense of security and happiness. I alwAys think once I swallow this pill everything will be better, ten minutes later I feel worse and think maybe I need another poll, ten minutes after that I am anxious, tired and sick!! Yet the next day I do it again! ***??? Trying to chase that highl, the pills turned on me and I keep coming back for more.... Sickening!