I don’t dream of magic often. And when I do, it usually has signs of the religion playing in. This dream was probably from a week ago or a few days ago.

In this dream, I dreamt of being a visitor to someone else’s carnival or fair. It’s all well in the beginning. I’m exploring and having “fun” until a man approaches fear stricken and pleading for help.

I step up and the exorcism begins. Rooms are not so much possessed, but over taken by evil spirits and evil angels- demons.

Basically, my oldest sister, who moved out a couple months ago, appeared and four of us end up exorcising these spirits. Mostly, it’s me saying “Hasa hasa, [enter cheerful words]”. I’ll be the first to admit; this is strange.

I’ve had fleeting memories of dreams. But last night was the first night I actually felt they were vivid.

Let’s talk about my fleeting dream first.

If you follow my main blog, you’ll know all about Sunday guy. Sunday guy isn’t faceless guy. No. Sunday guy has a distinct face I’ve gotten to know over the course of years we’ve shared the same school and hometown.

I’ve been napping often due to personal things and needing just that bit more of sleep. It’s actually really unhealthy but I can’t help myself. I have to catch up on other dream posts I lromised, but here is a nap dream that I actually remembered.

Death of Luhan? or seriously injured. Injured Tao. All the other members (not sure about Kris) were gathered around Luhan while Tao called out to them. I’ve been watching/ catching up to all my cop shows. That’s probably why I had this dream.

Me and a female friend on the dream form of Hayes Ave looking for shelter. I suggest to go to Niall’s house because his house’s dream form has an extension they don’t use often. Truth is, that extension in a different dream, belonged to my family before we moved out. Now it belongs to a family friend, but not to Niall’s family. We were looking for shelter because everyone else was. There was something we were doing that was urgent and somewhat life threatening especially since this dream came after the first.

I wake up for a few minutes and fall back to sleep.

The scene stays the same, but I know this is a different dream. The people around me have changed and I’m at the streets leading to the school from my other dreams. This time though, I am with children. 2 sets of twins, all four are boys, a few older kids around the age of 10-12 and a few younger ones from 6-9. There’s maybe 12 kids and three adults looking after them, including myself. During this part of the dream a few things happen and we decide to take the kids out to eat. They’re not any of our kids- more like orphans. And there was a moment in the dream where we try to hitch a ride and one of our kids and guardian get left behind. I shout at the guy driving. I was in a real panic and I tried to get them on board, but the guy wouldn’t stop and I couldn’t leave the rest of the kids. We were headed towards In N Out, but we end up somewhere else, actually. It’s a small restaurant. I’m not sure if the other details are important, but here it is.

My aunts and sisters appear at the restaurant suddenly after I went after the guardian and the other child. When we went in, that’s when I was surprised to see the environment. The two sat at the opposite side of a glass wall where on the other side, the rest were at. I tell both sides to move- trying to negotiate. The child starts to cry because he was left behind and I explain to him that it was all a misunderstanding. There was something so real about that moment. In the end everyone moves to a completely different table that fit everyone perfectly. All through out this time, I was the mediator.

I’m not sure when the dream ends, but I wake up afterwards.

I think, in this dream, a lot of the meanings are quite clear. There’s a lot of being left behind and purity and the sense of being lost, trying to find my way. And it connects a lot with how I feel about my life at the moment, so I won’t be breaking this one down.

I fell asleep past 2AM after watching two movies to drown out the darkness and the loneliness the night brought on. Sleeping late has induced a lot of different dream realms. It’s not all to good for me to get swallowed up by the emptiness.

In the dream, I stepped out from a class I just had and out onto the cloudy grounds of school. It was the vast school compiled of all the schools I’d ever attended my whole life. There were bungalows and two story buildings. I straight speared through the crowd, deciding to get myself milk tea from Dolphin Bay I was sure existed outside the walls of the school. It would be across the street, at the corner where school met the strange mall I always got lost in- where I am always getting chased.

I cross the street without a hiccup.

The line of people was short and I was at the entrance in no time at all. One by one, other students piled behind me. Others recognize my silhouette. They say ‘hi’ and I return the gesture.

Some lady walks out of the restaurant, leading the whole line to reform elsewhere as to keep the street clear. I meet others during this walk, Rose, Jillian, Jackie, and Mervyn.

A hollowness in the pit of my stomach arises. I was alone in that line amongst people I knew from different aspects of my life. Read the rest of this entry »