Life can be tough and painful, but it's also a gift to be able to experience anything at all. You're entitled to feel however you wish, of course, but I wouldn't be so quick to dismiss your existence there is much beauty in the world, no matter how terrible it might seem.

Depends on your situation. I'd rather be dead than a 6 year prostitute.
Statistically speaking, the chances for you being born dirt poor in a **** country is much higher than living as you do now.

The bible states the dead lose memory completely and thy name is forgotten. So depressing. Bible has some secular themes though for sure. Also, reincarnation themes. Then the bible will throw you all off with the damnantion.

No it doesn't say that, and no, the bible does not imply or have reincarnation themes. You can't understand doctrine with out of context verses.

I've had 2 NDE's. One was when I stopped breathing in hospital with Pneumonia and the other was when I went through a very bad depression in my early 20's and tried to end my life with sleeping pills. Both of which I can vividly remember seeing myself just laying there with no emotion. Just this weird metallic taste in my mouth that irritated me. Other than that I experience the Mandela effect quite frequently.
Another worth mentioning that I find really creepy as it's considered an old wive's tale is that every single time I dream of a wedding someone dies. My grandfather was the last one in August this year. I dreamed that I was attending a wedding and was seated next to him. He died unexpectedly of a heart attack the next morning. Same with my dad 3 years ago. Wedding dream followed by his unexpected death the next day. 4 other family members and 2 friends too in the last 10 years.

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Yeti only look fierce because they are fierce. haven't you played TR2?

I'm hoping that by the time I die there'll be a San Junipero kind of thing where you can upload your consciousness to a computer.
If not, then I'm perfectly happy with eternal darkness tbh. It was fine for the 13 billion years before I was born