Blast from the Past One Hundred (Page 13)

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DurgaSIF-Dazzler

Anjali has just told her that she has to be strong for her family. Khushi wipes her tears and walks away from them to sit in another part of the hospital giving vent to her fears about her dearest babuji. Then suddenly she looks up. Was it her dhak-dhak that warned her? He is there looking remorseful for having abandoned her in the middle of the street.

Then the most unexpected thing happens --- because neither expected this.

Khushi gets up from he chair and runs toward him and crashes into his chest, her arms holding on to him for dear life as she breaks down, her tears soaking into his shirt as she says --

"Ab humse yeh sabkuch nahi hota"

She has shocked him by this admission about her fears. He lifts his hands to touch her, let her know he is there for her. But he stops short. He is afraid of the extent of his feelings. A man who had not felt in a long long time.

Now that fear slowly transfers to her as well as she realizes what she has done. She doesn't know why she is unburdening to him. She steps back, turns around and runs away as fast as her legs could take her leaving a stunned Arnav looking on.

At the end of this scene it is not only Arnav but me as well who is left stunned looking at how these two souls touched for the briefest of time, joined together in pain.

Simply and utterly beautiful.

Beautifully worded. Loved those lines above in bold. Truly, what a scene that was! Something had happened that was not expected by either of them. Maybe, for a moment, they realised that they shared a bond of a painful past. Yes, such a touching scene and that too in the 100th episode.

DurgaSIF-Dazzler

As always you are my inspiration When I saw what a brilliant idea Indi and Durgey had come up with to celebrate the one hundredth episode of IPKKND, I was so touched. The posts by Arshi, Katelyn, Chalhov, Anita, Sohara, BD, Horizon, Rebecca, Charlotte and all dear friends gave me a feeling of belonging to a team unparalleled on the Forum! So I decided to do my little bit in this BFTP Centenary Celebrations! My heart is doing dhak dhak for this is my first attempt at analysing one of my favourite scenes from IPKKND!The Arshi Hospital Hug, Episodes 99, 100! Hope you like it!

The Arshi Hospital Hug, Episodes 99, 100

Babuji was in hospital. He had had a paralytic attack. He might not be able to speak again, walk again, not recover at all ! And now that Khushi had returned from Nainital, her family inadvertently looked at her for solace, to shoulder the mountain-like responsibilities of her family in distress, to find a way out somehow. "Aap bahut himmatwali hain. Aapko hi to apne parivaar ko sambhalna hain", Anjali gently reminded her while consoling the Guptas at the hospital.

But no one realized that Khushi was in pain. Her parents had died when she was very young leaving her all alone. She could not afford to lose her loving adopted father, not now, not ever! She felt drained of all strength The very thought of having to go through the process of darkness, emptiness, loneliness all over again seemed unbearably painful, sapping her of her vitality, pushing her into an abyss she feared. So she closed her eyes to block out those terrible thoughts and prayed aloud, "Shakti dena Devi Maiyya, shakti dena."

And suddenly, a familiar gust of wind. She opened her eyes and looked up from the hospital chair she had slumped into, and there it was, what she had prayed for, her Shakti, her strength of mind, heart and soul, her Arnavji! As calm as the blue pullover he was wearing, his hair slightly blowing in the breeze, his brown caramel eyes beckoned her, as if saying, "Khushi!" I am here for you!

An unknown feeling washed over her. The last time she had seen him was when he had rudely ordered her out of his car on their way back from Nainital. But she did not for a moment think about her humiliation at his hands. He was here now, he had come for her! Her brain went numb and her heart took over and she simply ran to her man like there was no tomorrow and hugged him tight for dear life and all the pent-up pain poured out into sobs, small ones at first and then big ones spilling on to his blue visage. "Nahin hai himmat hum main.Nahin hota hai humse yeh sab. Hum poori tarah se toot chuke hain", she cried on his shoulder.

Yes. Her tears always affected him. The mighty ASR had no planned, calculated, clinical solution for her tears. He had no clue how to deal with this ocean that welled up inside him everytime tears welled up in her eyes!So he just stood there, no not hugging her but lending her his broad, strong shoulders to cry on, his wound from Nainital fresh, oozing blood, a telltale sign that faraq padta hain. He shut his eyes to the rest of the world and took in her pain when it became uncontrollable, just letting her weep till she was done. He understood her tears, her hug, as some years ago he had felt the same pain and yearned for a shoulder to lean on. But instead he had taken upon himself to wipe his Di's tears and gulp down his own. Overnight an adolescent boy had grown into a hard man.

She came to her senses when she was spent, and suddenly realizing what she had done, broke the embrace as suddenly as she had rushed into his arms and crashed into him. But he did not want to let her go. He was hurt. Why did she snatch herself away so? "Khushi?" Those words of consolation on the tip of his tongue were never said. But at that moment when her world came crashing down upon her, her heart bursting with pain, her mind panic-stricken, to pray for strength and to get it there and then was nothing short of Devi Maiyya's blessing! And that is what true love is...it's a blessing. A prayer answered. That is why, Khushi "..ko sar rakhne ke liye unke kandho ki zaroorat padi." He, who was her love, her man, her protector.

And when he came to the hospital again to pay Babuji's bill, he rectified his earlier lapse of not hugging her back. When she broke down again in front of him, in spite of chiding herself earlier,he placed his hand on her head. As if to say, I am your rakshak. Your every aansoon is precious to me. I won't let the pain that engulfed me touch you again. Don't worry. Sab theek ho jayega.

Ladies and ladies, here's presenting All-rounder Wiwy. Yes, our very own riddler, who apart from making riddles, has surprised us with her short and cute poems, has learned to make lovely collages and now on her debut as a reviewer, has hit a sixer (Ok, I confess, I've been watching IPL lately, hence the cricket language )

Wiwy, this is so good, infact, excellent. Why didn't u try to do this before? I haven't marked any part, because I loved each and every line. Very difficult to choose the better ones. The whole description has been written so beautifully, that it deserves a standing ovation. You should continue writing for subsequent episodes now.

Is all about a hug of Khushi gave and wanted from Arnav and which he did not give her but gave La the hug given to a wrong person the sympathy expressed to a wrong person( which actually Arnav wants to give Khushi) the inner turmoil which both face because of that hug

the hug Khushi wanted from her LG her Arnavji but what the... did he

Sometimes a hug speaks volumesWhen someone's feeling lowAnd more then words are neededTo set a heart aglow

Never be afraid toExpress care and concernYou never know if one dayIt will be your turn

For life can bring us troubleAnd bumps along the waySo why not cheer anotherWith a hug to make their day?~ Jennifer Byerly ~

It will be many many episodes and tracks later that the hug happens between Arnav

there are many other hugs

A hug is something specialA hug can give such joyA hug can bring a little smile To every girl and boyA hug can say a thousand wordsWithout a single spoken oneA hug can put things right againWhen everything seems wrongA hug can be a lovely thingIt doesn't have to contain a touchA hug can be on paperThe word 'hug' just means so muchSo I'm sending you a special hugNot physical, it's true But this hug is sent to let you knowI think the world of you~ Yvonne Lowther ~

Chahlov for the lovely poems which are summing up that all red up there .Lovely Jif and lovely analysis.

.ArshiHamesha.IF-Sizzlerz

A man who had ruthlessly told the girl to get out of his car, battling with new feelings that he has for her, feelings that made him punch the goons that try to hurt her... he reaches home only to find out that Khushi's father had had a heart attack... all the anger turned to guilt... he had to find her he had to be with her.

Khushi, tired but being strong for her family, sits alone in the corridor in the hospital...thoughts of her father...thoughts of her family... and then suddenly the burden became too much to bear.

A gust of wind and she looks up...all he had to say was her name.

"Khushi" he whispered and that was all she needed...her legs lifted on their own and soon she ran to him and clung to him as if her life depended on it.

What was it about him that made her need him? Why was it that she felt the need to be protected by him and him alone.

There was a time before in the rain where she had felt his protective arms circle around her waist protecting her from an oncoming car... he had rescued her then. She had clung to him even then with her head resting upon his chest... drawing from him the feeling of comfort the feeling of being protected... the feeling that everything would be alright.

So this time at the hospital she ran to him, he has showed her that he would be there for her...she had seen through the mask of ASR too many times by now to ignore it. She knew at that moment that all she wanted was his protection, his security, his ability to make things right for her. She was tired of being strong to everyone...she knew that he was the only person she did not have to be strong for...she could sense that he would be the one to care for her.

In that moment, which later on she would describe to him as a moment of weakness, at that moment it was a powerful moment...it showed her the importance of him in her life.

The man who's last conversation to her was that of rejection and anger... suddenly felt her warm tears...her need to be reassured, her sadness, her tiredness, her vulnerability... he was shattered, he was feeling the pain she was going through...wanting to make it all right for her...he shut his eyes at her sorrow.

He was about to hold her tight, so much so that his arms lifted protectively around her...but he drew his hands into a fist fighting with inner emotions, he wanted to hug her so badly that inside him a voice screamed out if you hug her now...you will never be able to let her go...

( special thanks to Chalhov for the raining emotions hug gif...it reminded me of the first rain hug !)

Rebecca underlined stood out for me and yes that purle is screaming he does not want that happen as ASR ko kissi Larki se farak nahin parta .His insecurities for his past is shadowing his present .He wanted to show her ,she can depend on him but he couldn't respond accordingly as our man is with few words and then Later his regret and guilt that he could not give her the pillar of hope "sab theek ho jayega" .Just lovely and magnificent.Loved your description and Rain hug connection.

HorizonIF-Dazzler

As always you are my inspiration When I saw what a
brilliant idea Indi and Durgey had come up with to celebrate the one hundredth
episode of IPKKND, I was so touched. The posts by Arshi, Katelyn, Chalhov,
Anita, Sohara, BD, Horizon, Rebecca, Charlotte and all dear friends gave me a
feeling of belonging to a team unparalleled on the Forum! So I decided to do my
little bit in this BFTP Centenary Celebrations! My heart is doing dhak dhak for
this is my first attempt at analysing one of my favourite scenes from IPKKND!The Arshi Hospital Hug, Episodes 99, 100! Hope you like it!

The Arshi Hospital Hug, Episodes 99, 100

Babuji was in
hospital. He had had a paralytic attack. He might not be able to speak again, walk again, not recover at all ! And now that Khushi had returned from Nainital, her family inadvertently looked at her for solace, to shoulder the mountain-like responsibilities of her family in distress, to find a way out somehow.
"Aap bahut himmatwali hain. Aapko hi to apne parivaar ko sambhalna hain",
Anjali gently reminded her while consoling the Guptas at the hospital.

But no one realized that Khushi was in pain. Her
parents had died when she was very young leaving her all alone. She could not afford to lose her loving adopted father, not now, not ever! She
felt drained of all strength The very thought of having to go through the process
of darkness, emptiness, loneliness all over again seemed unbearably painful,
sapping her of her vitality, pushing her into an abyss she feared. So she
closed her eyes to block out those terrible thoughts and prayed aloud, "Shakti
dena Devi Maiyya, shakti dena."

And suddenly,
a familiar gust of wind. She opened her eyes and looked up from the hospital
chair she had slumped into, and there it was, what she had prayed for, her Shakti,
her strength of mind, heart and soul, her Arnavji! As calm as the blue pullover
he was wearing, his hair slightly blowing in the breeze, his brown caramel eyes
beckoned her, as if saying, "Khushi!" I am here for you!

An unknown feeling
washed over her. The last time she had seen him was when he had rudely ordered
her out of his car on their way back from Nainital. But she did not for a
moment think about her humiliation at his hands. He was here now, he had come for
her! Her brain went numb and her heart took over and she simply ran to her man
like there was no tomorrow and hugged him tight for dear life and all the
pent-up pain poured out into sobs, small ones at first and then big ones
spilling on to his blue visage. "Nahin hai himmat hum main.Nahin hota hai humse
yeh sab. Hum poori tarah se toot chuke hain", she cried on his shoulder.

Yes.
Her tears always affected him. The mighty ASR had no planned, calculated,
clinical solution for her tears. He had no clue how to deal with this ocean that welled up
inside him everytime tears welled up in her eyes!So he just stood there, no
not hugging her but lending her his broad, strong shoulders to cry on, his
wound from Nainital fresh, oozing blood, a telltale sign that faraq padta hain.
He shut his eyes to the rest of the world and took in her pain when it became
uncontrollable, just letting her weep till she was done. He understood her
tears, her hug, as some years ago he had felt the same pain and yearned for a
shoulder to lean on. But instead he had taken upon himself to wipe his Di's
tears and gulp down his own. Overnight an adolescent boy had grown into a hard man.

She came to her senses when she
was spent, and suddenly realizing what she had done, broke the embrace as suddenly as she had
rushed into his arms and crashed into him. But he did not want to let her go. He
was hurt. Why did she snatch herself away so? "Khushi?" Those words of consolation on the
tip of his tongue were never said. But at that moment when her world came
crashing down upon her, her heart bursting with pain, her mind panic-stricken,
to pray for strength and to get it there and then was nothing
short of Devi Maiyya's blessing! And that is what true love is...it's a blessing. A prayer answered. That is
why, Khushi "..ko sar rakhne ke liye unke kandho ki zaroorat padi." He, who was her love, her man, her protector.

And when he came to the hospital again to pay Babuji's bill, he rectified his earlier
lapse of not hugging her back. When she broke down again in front of him, in spite
of chiding herself earlier,he placed his hand on her head. As if to say, I am
your rakshak. Your every aansoon is precious to me. I won't let the pain that
engulfed me touch you again. Don't worry. Sab theek ho jayega.

LOvely touchy write up Wiwy, especially loved the part describing his dilemma. It is strange or funny that her rakhshak is her very own rakhshas!!

"Khushiji aap bohat himmat wali
hain " such a manipulative words which are used by others to play with
our emotions in such a way to make these feelings contradictory for us . Why do
these words are so powerful to deviate the real pain and make us believe there
is no pain to have pain ?Such a fallacy yet time ticking moments where some
words alleviate not only pain but also provide us hope .Since childhood these
deceptive words and phrases become a part of our lives in such a way that we
search ,we expect ,we demand, we
implicate , and we insinuate about these in our delectation and affliction .[Dukh
& Sukh]

Reverbration of Anjali's
words "Khushiji aap bohat himmat wali hain 'aap ko tou apne parivaar ko
sanmbhalna hai"[you are very strong and you are the one who is going to
take care of your family] send a signal to Khushi's pain to emote ,to erupt ,
and to belch so she can have enough strength to deal with it but how ,she needs
alone time with her mom Devi Maya who is her light and star in her dark life
which no one knows , feel or share except DM."Shakti daina DM 'Shakti Daina---[Give
me strength DM ]My heart goes for her and it surely shows a strong and a mature
Khushi behind Titaliya one who just spreads colors to all but by shedding and
losing her own.

The moment of silent arrives
with the acceptance of her prayer ,where matrix surroundings brings a gust of
misty wind ,her pillar itself as she knows He is here . She looks at him and He
pleads at her chastened about the abandonment he gave her in the middle of the
street .She ,despite of all just had one thing in her mind as their connection
is stronger than before ,"he is
here just for me "-Telepathy starts
later but its "Tar" connection
is here as they both know and can
feel the depth of distress in between em .

Her name slips from his soft
lips"Khushi" and that's all she needs and Her feet just progresses towards her
pillar in this shaky moment and she runs and embraces him tightly by pouring
all of her pain drop by drop on his shoulder as this is the most safest,
closest and warmest place ever. Her heart knows he is the light in her dark
night and can fill the stars of his love and smile around her .

But This was
the least expected moment for him especially after what he did to her and here
she is pouring out all of her fears and pain in front of him. "Ab humse
yeh sabkuch nahi hota----hum apne ammab ,babuji ko phele hi kho chuke
hain---hum se yeh dobarah nahin hoga----hum puri tarah se toot chuke hain"

[I can't take it
any more ,I lost my parents already and I can't go through with that pain
again-I am completely broken with this thought]

She wants her LG
to fix her destiny as he told her
once "I make my own destiny and writes others too"..He wants him to do what
ever it takes to make his father better than ever as she can't live with this
fear any more.

PONDERING
Connecting Dots:

-He hold her the
other day to assure her that he does have a beating heart which did not like
her pearly painful tears [after Police stunt pulled by La and Mamiji's search
for Anjali's necklace ] when her "earrings" got stuck to him which was the step
towards her dependence on him and she mesmerized by his softness towards her
which also added in her strength today to embrace him without any fear

-Today he is here
to embrace her pain and later she will be during Anjali's miscarriage to
embrace his by telling him "isse bahgeya
kehte hain."[This is all Fate.]

-The other day
she was in his office fighting for La made him melt completelt with her tears
."Kyuon mein use rota huwa nahin dekh sakta-Dammit![Why can't I see her cry?]

He closes his
eyes as her pain is way heavier to stay at his open eyes yet he can connect to
it as years back when he needed it the most no one was there to embrace him and
he has to be a pillar for his Di.He let her vent out all of her distress and
pain on him for her soothe "he is there for me" and he wants to embrace in return to assure her "sab
theek ho jayga"[everything will be fine]----but his arms with closed fists
remain in the air.

Now his fears pops out as he did not embrace these feelings
for years.His heart is screaming to tell her I am here don't worry but his mind
says something else.This truly reflects ASR character but this time he is not emotionless instead
he has conflicted and anguish feelings for her.

Now this fear of
him transfers to her [as their connection is stronger than before] ,she
detaches herself quickly the same way she ran to him without realizing what she has done or in
other words she did not get that warm and safe answer in return as she expected
.Man of few words who can't bear her tears steps forward to rectify "Khushi"but
its too late ,this time she steps back and runs as fast as she can leaving him
behind stunned and in agony and above all in regret.

He stood there with heavy heart filled with guilt and his moment is so remorseful to bear as her painful tears are absorbed into his skin very deep to make him uneasy ,way uneasy...as he couldn't help seeing her until her last presence-----

She wants to make
everything alright for her family ,closes her eyes in her helplessness and On
the other hand she feels guilty along with rabaVe of what she has done"Kyuon
roi hum un keh samne--kyuon humain sar rakhne keh liye unke kandhe ki zaroorat padi-pata nahin kya choch
rahe thay hum jo un se iss tarah
ja ke-" [Why did I need his shoulder for crying---What was I thinking?]
But why do I feel in this distress for a split seconds she was expecting him to
be there at the same spot.

Rubbing of Raba
Ve indicates her inclination and dependence on him which she thinks is her
vulnerability but she had no clue of the strong impact she left on him.

And
then he sees and touches her soaked tears in between her fingers.and hey hey
rubs her tears along with his fingers. Her tears as her pearls which he always
kept safe until she left him for hamesha keh liye and today those pearls as her
tears are breathing not in his palm but in between two fingers index and thumb.

CONNECTION is
clear Arnav and Khushi's strong desires for each other will be successful as
Khushi will ask DM's ishara to proceed with her Dhak Dhak and Arnav will be
doing things on Diwali which he never attempted before.His will power will make him to put his hand on
Khush's head which he did unconsciously during Nainital trip but this time he
will assure her he is there by paying bills and His hand on her head.

A coward is incapable of
exhibiting Love it is prerogative of brave as

Shyam
with his slouchy scorpion moves tries to hypnotize Buaji for "Shadi" [marriage] as she is the weakest link
which he thinks can link him to Khushi but Fate has played with him and showing
him this as Simon says "theenga" [thumbs down]---

What a
coward who tells a paralytic father he has two hands to hold and keep two women
,wow as he has no clue Khushi's 27000 is bringing a lot of divine light to
shadow not only his stingy moves for her but also for Anjali .Buaji you
couldn't come earlier .------seriously.I'm sure she will be flat seeing
engagement ring-------His evil bracelet is so visible with his Slouchy Scorpion moves-----

Symbolism and connections:A reflection is upside-down means that the real image is flipped.
Light is reflected back from different angles than its origin point.CONNECTION
is simple as his plan is backfired by Devine forces and Arnav and Khushi are
closer and closer each day but beauty is HE HAS NO REFLECTION of it from any
angle.Yes Simon is right!

A new
day with hopes and regrets has risen as Arnav's mind and heart can't let go off
Khushi's fears as her fears are circling him so badly to circle her in his
embrace to protect her ,to take her away to write the destiny for her the way
she wants which brings a smile and peace to those eyes filled with pearly tears
which are unbearable for him.He embraces her in his hallucination within the
circle of his closed arms' but its La who can embrace it but can't feel it as
she is totally unaware of his inner turmoil right now. His ignorance towards La
is totally visible.

Anjali
made his guilt more remorseful "wohi tou mein use dey nahin paya jab use iss
sahare ki sab se ziyada zaroorat thi...use bas itne si baat tou sunni thi mujh
se keh sab theek ho jayega"[That's what I couldn't do for her when she needed
it the most, that's all she wanted to hear that everything will be alright]

Barun
and his expressions are mind blowing here.

Other
side Khushi is ready to take his father at home when Doc gives her hope of
manipulative word "chamatkar"
[miracle] which can turn her father's destiny for her and at the top he
mentions Arnav Singh Raizada and his generosity which brings some colors on her
face but one thing is clear His embrace did give her an invisible strength with
which she can sail through this ocean of piercing grievous .

"aaj
tak aap ne humara haath pakar keh humain sanmbhala hai ..ab humari baari
hai...aapki baitiyan itni kamzor nahin hain"[until now you took care of
us now its our turn after all your daughters are not so weak.].How beautifully
these delusional and manipulative words over and over circling around giving her
strength as well as giving others smile of hopes as she has a special
discussion with Devi Mayya along with LG's circle of hope[she does not have to
mention].Just beautiful!

She
comes to her pillar ,her strength again and he again as a man of few words just
couldn't circle or embrace some words of hopes for her.Their intense gazes
shared million emotions as well as their commotion , dither,and fluster.Hers
are more than him but her egoistic self respect does not allow her to admit her
stance as there is a hint of complain "you didn't give me what I needed the most"
a contriving sentence"sab theek ho jayega" -----The moment he wants to rectify
,Di comes and asks her about her Babuji and all.

Her hands forwards a food
container to have her salary.How small and innocent gesture she creates but
without any smile or silly antics the same way she did the other day when he
handed her the food after stopping her from all the silliness .

He so wanted her
in the same avatar, so badly ,he wants his strength and her smile back .Period
!either by manipulative and crafty words or by materialistic money

but he wants his biggest deal, his
Khushi back--------and how he will do that--- Continue in 101st epi
with my fav

Symbolism and Connection:27oooRs
check...27[by adding all together] It
is the symbol of the divine light.Connection is simple as the above Sufiyana
Kalam ,all Devine forces are working to bring these two soul mates together.Period!

MOMENT OF THE DAY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPCjK21A2do

ARSHI, Wonderful analysis and dot connections. Loved the collages, esp the solo ones of KHushi and ASR's conflicted visages! Your special love for this epi is truly pouring,,

As I said in another comment, one's strength causes one to go weak , rather is it that like Khushi one would feel that she/ he can afford to be weak with those?? !!

I always had hard time interpreting Khushi stretching that tiffin box in her hand for salary. Thanks for that connection.

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