Monday, February 28, 2011

Thank you sky, for being angry, because I am too!

Let's just go over a few things here.

I 'never' get sick. Now I cannot say never since I AM SO SICK! When traveling I even always try the water, just to see if I'll get sick! No, I don't, so I feel awesome about that. But for some reason it is Sunday before a week of midterms, and I am laying here on my sickbed (might as well just call my bed that, right?), with a red scarf tied tightly around my head (like a ninja) to try to displace some of the weird sinus-y popping pain going on up there, wanting to be asleep and just...not be in this aching body anymore. I cannot study. I cannot stay awake. I cannot eat food nor taste it when I try. Actually, I'm not sure if it's better with or without the scarf, just took it of...Kind of a relief but then I don't have that nice distracting dulling pressure. Oh to be sick...

Anyway, it's storming, lightening, which is awesome. I am so angry I am so sick, and I am so weak, can do nothing about it, so the fact that the earth is shaking and the sky is angry makes me feel so much better, WHY DO VIRUSES EXIST!

People always say there is no good time for bad news, or no good time to be sick. There are definitely better times to be sick, and now is not a good time. The midterms....it would happen this week. Tsk tsk. I'm pretty hopped up on Dayquil, none of this makes sense, I'm losing my mind...I just saw a passenger train FINALLY!