Hey, the names Morgan and I reside in the great city of Cleveland. I love to write, it's the only thing that truly calms my anger and rage. I have a HORRIBLE Irish temper that doesn't take much to roar it's ugly head. So when I write I'm free. I love my family and when I say family I also mean my friends. They've always had my back and I could never express the importance they've had in my life.

Loyalty in my book is defiantly a dying breed, along with humanity, integrity, and just plain old honesty. The Governments gone to shit, the Catholic church has gone to shit, and the Cleveland public school system as well as our welfare system have all defiantly gone to shit. But we got the Browns and hey we got Lebron.

When I was a little girl growing up my mom taught me how to respect people and how to respect myself. I was taught manners even if it had to be beaten into me. So It drives me nuts sometimes when I hear the way people talk to each other. Most importantly the people that say they love each other. If there's two things you never talk bad about, it would be kid's and death. Cuz neither can defend them selves.

I've dealt with loss at a young age, my dad died when I was young. The only memory I have of my Father is being at the wake and begging him too get up, he never did. The priest told me he would if he could but death doesn't work that way, I've never liked them since. I was a daddy's girl and there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of him, miss him, and wonder to myself how different I would be today if he had lived past 24. The only father figure I had in my life was my Melosh he was my dads dad, So it always felt that I lost my dad twice when he died of cancer in 95.

This past August my brother Jay was shot and killed, were not sure the exact story cuz the police didn't really care enough to find out..He was just some low life felon to them. But God was he so much more. He was my protector and he was fearless but most importantly he was my friend. He never judged me, he never had a bad thing to say and he was always smiling. He taught me how to fight for myself and he taught me what true loyalty was. He taught me to never fear "no bitch, cuz there ain't shit that broad can do to you, that you can't do to her" his words not mine. He was a good man, a great brother, and a even better father. I'm lucky enough to have a million page story book of memories in my mind. And while the void in my heart, I'm sure with time will only grow bigger with more loss. I learned this summer that it's not how long you live, but how much you live. Something I will never forget...Rest In Peace Jay, Dad, and Melosh forever morning

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free!I follow the plan God laid for me.I saw His face, I heard His call,I took His hand and left it all...I could not stay another day,To love, to laugh, to work or play;Tasks left undone must stay that way.And if my parting has left a void,Then fill it with remembered joy.A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss...Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss.My life's been full, I've savoured much:Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch.Perhaps my time seemed all too brief—Don't shorten yours with undue grief.Be not burdened with tears of sorrow,Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow.

Don't you hate feeling like your friend has left you out? Like he just died to make you feel lonely... To make you feel lower then the ground, and hell itself? ...Yeah... that's what this song is about...

"A simple talk between cousins... one hopes to understand... the other hopes to find answers... for both of them..." This is a true story, it was very hard not to cry when it happened. My one hope would be for this to open eyes.

But what I miss most, Are the nights we would talk, When the sun started to show, As our words raced the clock, I guess what I'm trying to say is, It was more than just kisses, More than I love yous, And yes more than near misses

Please Read and Reveiw...Tell me why, tell me why, Your still holding on, When you know in your heart That it's too far gone, And you tried letting go, But the past brings you back, And as much as you try too, You can't ignore facts

You taught me to see, While I’ve taught you to feel, What’s touch with no sight, I’m just being real, And you start to grow up, When you stop making excuses, The stories won’t fade, And the lying is useless

This is a song that took awhile to post..Hope you all enjoy ...The next morning I woke up, And knew what to do, Whatever it took, To get back to you, So now here I’m waiting, And pacing the floor, Thinking of every dumb reason, I walked out that door

This song is based on a real conversation I had with my little cousin on her birthday...Growing brings you trouble, But it also helps you learn, And I grew up way to fast, Promise you'll wait your turn

When you said goodbye to the Earth, I gift wrapped my heart, To send up to heaven,Cuz I couldn't quite part, I was scared you'd be sad, When you finally got home,And I didn't want you to think, That we sent you alone...

And I hate whats become of this, This life that I live, When it's so hard to recognize the trouble I'm in, When the excuses that flow, Right out of my mouth, Are scathing and loathing, And so easy to doubt.

This is hard to explain. When time, distance, and circumstances start to change a friendship. And you wonder if it's even worth saving, you have to look at the facts and find the answer within yourself..read it and tell me what you think..It'd mean alot

When someone who you trust, love and need in your is taken, you spend as much time as you can trying to find the right words. Sometimes they come right away, mostly they come with time. It been 6 long months, but finally I have found something worth sayin

Just a song about wanting something you can't have and understanding the feelings and emotions that come along with it. And turning it into something more positive and easier to deal with...Read and tell me what you think

You said I was a procrastinator, And things went wrong cuz of decisions I made, Well I never broke any hearts, Cuz I was gutless and afraid, You think it's irrational thinking , That's led us to were we are, It's the closing up and shutting down

There's no need to explain, What you already know, The pain comes out easy, Once the words start to flow, And we get caught up in all, The trouble they bring, Once we ignore the warning, Of the bell as it rings,

Hey there friend, Do you miss this busy city, Don't you miss these grueling streets, That have made us so damn witty, What's left now, Do you even have a clue, Could you ever really tell meHow we ended up the fool..This is a hard one to explain JUST READ

Hey Ya'll, it's been a very long time since I've posted anything...But here you go, this was written for a friend of mine who died over in Iraq, may she rest in peace, and let her be remembered for the great things she did.

This life is slowly killing me, It’s tearing me apart, You only see what you want to see, But you never saw my heart, Everything you ever did, Took away the chance, For you to be who you need to be, The opportunity passed

If we took the time to figure out why, This world is so cold, Then maybe we could take the time, To brake the common mold, So just don’t stand there looking dumb, Grab a cause and come a long, And change this way we grew to hate, String a trap and set t

And I loved her to death, But she died too young, And I can’t hide my tears, While there’s air in my lungs, I’ve tried so hard to let go, But I can never in the end, And I have nothing to show, Of how you touched me my friend

What would you do if you were in my place, Feeling the hate I feel, From just a glimpse of your face, I really don’t have many things, That I can truly embrace, But I do have my pride, And you’re still a disgrace

It would truly test your will, To live another day, When everything you have, They eventually take away, It’s not that I’m bitter, How can that be, When I’ve never had anything, That was just handed to me

Every day you lied to me. And said we were okay. But every day you blinded me, You dug your hole now lay, Cuz I shouldn’t have to work so hard, To keep you by my side, I give you an inch you take a yard, The ties that always bind

Brace yourself darling, Brace yourself tonight, This world’s about to get a lot harder, Don’t forget how to fight, I wish I could help you through it, But this battle can’t be fought, By anyone but you babe, Cuz no one has your heart

If you jump I jump, That’s just the way it is, Anytime any day, Cuz that’s just how we live, There’s not a damn thing, That could stand in my way, Cuz I got a million things, That I’d like to say, And you happen to be in luck, Cuz I also have time

This is a song that i wrote after meeting up with someone from my past..I had known this person since the second grade and we stayed friends for a while. Then a couple years ago, four to be exact we had a falling out..This song was written just to let eve

It’s the music that reminds me I’m alive, The only thing that sooths me when I cried, It was the glow of your voice, And the notes I wrote while I was at your side, That brings to life all the pain, That I’ve tried to hide

Regrets and empty promises, Are all I have left, It’s hard to remember the good, When there’s no good left, It’s the bad times that remind us, Of who were meant to be, And that doesn’t mean much, Unless that thing is free

So make your own decision, And try to make it fast, Because last night I had a vision, That we’d have the last laugh, I made my six string scream, As tears ran down my face, To believe in such a dream, That this world can embrace

You really tried your hardest, But you failed in the end, And all that really matters, Are the last things that were said, Cuz I really don’t hate you, It’s not what it seems, And everything will be okay, If you give me room to breathe

You wanna play mind games, Always play with there minds, It’s a shame, How were all running outta time, If you wanna kill yourself, I’ll hand you a knife, Cuz I’ve lost too many people to care, In my short life

She’d want us to move on, If she were here today, How many more tears need to fall, To make the pain go away, I mourned for her loss, When she was first laid to rest, I’ll toast to her this year, And do what I do best

Cuz it’s been a long tired year, Filled with trials and tears, I know we did good, And there’s no need for fear, But I can’t help but worry, As my head fills with doubt, Cuz inside I’m scared, That it won’t all work out

She has her daddy’s eyes, And her smile is his, But she also hears the lies, That fall from his lips, And I try to make it up to her, For her daddy’s mistakes, But I can’t take away the pain, Or mend her heart as it breaks

Ask me no questions, And I’ll tell you no lies, You wanna know what’s going on, Then open your eyes, I’m not living a secret, I have nothing to hide, It’s just none of your business, If I want to get high

I’m behind you 100 percent, Cuz a breach of trust, With fraudulent intent, Can’t take away the better days, And everything they meant, Does that scare you, Cuz it scares me, It’s the cross I bare, As I grit my teeth

Your guilt trips work, And your words still hurt, Cuz I can’t meet your eyes, When you’re so mad, What can I say?, When I see you cry, And the pride inside, Won’t let me try, To compensate you’re pain, To make it go away