merry X-miss. did/doing the family thing x-miss day with dad and his family and boxing day with mum and today i love her but she is such hard work to be around and she has to be doing something preferably out side and im a real shut in but she just ignores that and after asking for suggestions of things to do she will... Read More

I thought i should update this after getting a comment, i would hate people to think i have friends or anything like that. moved house since last time, loss the net for a bit then had dial up of a month or 2 but back on broadband now so that might explain my absence if only for a fragment of the time i have neglected... Read More

I had really needed to update this more often than every 4-5 months but hay I'm here now. I had a bit of a bad day before I did my last blog entry, life is mach more positive now, or at least my out look on it is and that's what it's all about any way. Still working a crap job for... Read More

I thought I had better Wright a blog entry after so long.
I now have the internet and have for some time. I did pass but really don't feel like doing anything with it, I just am not loving graphic design and I always favor less work so not looking for work is, will, less. I have applied and got shot down from one... Read More

Just moved house, will my dad moved house and I finished school and will be living there till I get a job (if I pass/graduate I'm not hopeful) and it's so much smaller that my parents old place my room is full of boxes of shit that I horded over the years and I have been throwing out things, I hate throwing... Read More

It's approaching the end of year and I am welcoming the panic that comes with inevitable dead lines that I know I'm not prepared for. Last night I did not sleep trying to do the mane project that I am way behind at and some what unsure on the expectations. That resulted in about and hours worth of work :s
This night I... Read More

The tedium of work is totally overwhelming, i have finally come to the strangely overlooked fact (at lest by me) that every job is made up of very simple jobs all which you can do, but you are given limited time, supplys and made to repeat the hell out of till the combination of all these things make the job daunting and altogether frustrating.

Abandon all hope.
I was up till 4 last night doing school work and Im still behind, not only that Im not even shore (<-I know thing is the wrong word I just cant spell) what I did made a difference. Im being far too distracted, I should remove all games from my computer (I just dont think Im morally strong enough).
If school dose... Read More