Cassie's Diary Part 2 2011-2012

Dear Diary

I ended up doing a memory spell with Jake. He wanted to know what happened on the day our parents died. The spell worked. It was like we were really on that boat. Jake didn't want to continue but I did. I wanted to know what happened.

It is strange that one of the parents saw me. I'm not sure who she was. It was horrible. Witch Hunters came and killed that one guy and dragged the girls to another room. They tried to kill my Dad but it didn't work. He walked off the boat. I also saw Ethan's dad which was strange since Ethan said he wasn't there.

I just had to see even though I nearly died. I'm not sure if I would have died but I felt like I was suffocating in that fire. I couldn't get a look at my Dad's face so I still have no idea what he looks like. He used this talisman that protected him and set the witch hunters on fire. I thought that meant he could be alive out there somewhere.

But I guess it isn't true. Jake went with me to dig up my Dad's grave. There were dog bones in the grave. So I still have no idea if he's alive or dead.I I don't know what happened. I just know that he walked off that boat. I have no idea how that one woman was able to see me at least it seemed that way. She told me to leave. I think she was trying to protect me but I had to see as much as I could.

Dear Diary

I feel like such an idiot. I keep trusting people I shouldn't. I thought Lucy wanted to help. Instead she tried to take all of our power. I let her leave since she's not the real threat. The witch hunters are what we need to worry about. Luckily I figured out how to use the medallion. It has so much power. I really like having this much power. It makes me feel invincible.

I guess I trusted Lucy because she saw me when I went into Jake's memories on the day of the fire. I thought she was just there to help protect me. She warned me when I was inside of Jake's memory. I guess the witch hunters threatened her. I don't think she'll be back. I showed her that I wasn't some weak little girl that she could take advantage of.

I want to find my Dad. Now that I know he's alive I want to see him. I'm sure he could help me control my powers. The medallion has helped but I still want to know more about my powers. I also want to know if my Dad is really one of the bad guys. He was the one that was getting killed again after the coven was betrayed. All I know is that I need to know more. It was like I could feel my Dad searching for me.

Dear Diary

This had to be the weirdest Valentine's Day ever. First I see a dead witch in the basement of the abandoned house and after that I ended. up getting attacked by the medallion I found that my Dad used. I guess I was hoping to find him and realize that I'm not evil despite our bloodline. But now I think I'm just scared of what he could be like. If he's alive he could have found me by now.

I didn't feel like staying at the slumber party so I left. I ended up going to this church where those freaky dead witches showed up wanting the medallion. One of them possessed Adam so I had to pretend that I was going to hand it over. Instead I was able to use my magic to get rid of those witches. It would have been bad if they got their hands on this medallion.

After I went to see Adam. I wish I'd just went to see him after he asked me out. I'm sure the whole Valentine's thing was just a coincidence. At least the evening ended better than it started. It was nice to have a normal moment. It seems like things have been more strange than normal since I've come to Chance Harbor. I do know that Diana was acting very strange. I guess she could have been drunk.

I think my Dad should just stay away. He can just be wherever he is in the world. The last thing I need is for him to show up. I just think that would probably be a bad thing. I think I was just so desperate to have a parent around that I let it overshadow everything about him. He isn't a good man. I shouldn't be around him.

I plan on moving out of Diana's place. I can't keep staying with Diana. So in the morning I'm going to get packed. I'll just tell her that Grandma is coming home. I also have a new job at Java Brew. I'll probably be fired by lunchtime. But I thought it would be a good idea to get a job. I could use the money and it should be nice doing something normal like serving coffee to people.

Dear Diary

I decided to go home since I didn't want to impose on Diana and her dad. I just wanted to be at home and sleep in my own bed. Grandma still thinks I'm staying there. I didn't know that something would happen. I found some ash on the ground. Jake was there and told me that a witch hunter put it around the house so I couldn't use my powers.

It was just so weird to come face to face with my Dad after all this time. I don't know what to feel. I did have tons of questions. I did tell Adam about it since there was no reason to trust my Dad. He hasn't been here for all these years so I'm not going to trust him. I do trust Adam. I did meet Dad and it went about as well as I expected. I ended up leaving after telling him I could take care of myself.

I got into my car and someone got me from behind. I woke up and found myself with Evan. Dad seems to think he isn't a witch. The guy spelled me. I guess there could be another witch working with the hunters. I was just surprised that I was still alive. My Dad showed up with Jake and Evan turned the tables and grabbed Jake instead of my Dad.

I had no idea that I'd been spelled to kill my Dad. I am so grateful to Diana, Adam, Melissa, Jake, and even Faye for helping me break that spell. It was like someone else was controlling my body. I just don't know if I trust my Dad. He claims he's changed. I just don't know. He isn't leaving. It's not like I can force him to leave. He doesn't have any powers because they were stripped.

Dear Diary

I guess my dark magic is what caused the elixir not to work for me I know we had no choice but I thought it would work. I didn't want to have to feel like this. Adam doesn't love me anymore and I have to pretend that I feel the same way. This really sucks. It hurts so much to know that Adam no longer loves me. It is like a knife through my heart. I know we couldn't let Jake die but I didn't expect to feel anything after drinking the elixir.

It would have been a lot easier if Jake hadn't killed anyone. It was easier dealing with him when I didn't know about him killing Calvin. Calvin tried to help me and ends up dead. But even though it would have been tempting to just let Jake die I knew that we couldn't do that since Adam isn't a killer and I'm not either although I did come really close when I nearly killed Ethan when my dark magic overpowered me.

It just isn't fair that someone cursed our families so we could never be together. It was so awful walking outside after such a wonderful evening only to find a bunch of dead birds around the house. Things could have gotten so much worse if we didn't do what Dad told us to do. It's funny how I was so sure he couldn't be trusted and yet he's the one that ends up helping us when we need it the most.

I didn't want to have to announce that I had slept with Adam but there was no choice since his curse affected the entire circle. I couldn't let someone die because of some curse that I activated. I don't now what we would have done if Dad wasn't here to help us out. Grandma told me about the curse but I'm not sure how much help she would have been. I don't know if she'll ever be the same.

Dear Diary

I decided to keep quiet about the elixir not working for me.I don't want Adam to know. I know he'd feel horrible about that. At least it works for him. I'm just going to pretend that everything is fine. I'm not telling anyone else. I just think this is the best way to deal with this. It sucks big time but I can just focus on work and try to not think about Adam and what I've lost.

It was sweet of Dad to check on me but I don't feel like talking about this with him. He wants me to go with him to mini golf. I guess he's trying to think of a Dad thing to do with me. I told him that I'd want to go with him sometime. I guess it would be nice to do something normal for a change instead of dealing with demons. I should try to get to know him since he's all I have right now with Grandma out of it. I don't know if she'll ever get better.

For just a split second I thought Adam was talking about us but he wasn't. He's right. We do need to focus on Evan and the rest of the witch hunters. They are more dangerous now than ever now that demons are involved. I don't think he noticed how much that hurt. This isn't going to be easy but there's nothing I can do about it. I just have to hope that time will make it easier.

It does make sense that Dad didn't mention that he has magic. Ever since he told me to stop using it I haven't. My thought was that I'd be able to control it. He is trying to make up for what he did in the past. People can change and he did save us from that demon. That was just freaky when it blew up. I thought setting it on fire would work but that didn't seem to bother it at all since he grabbed me by the throat. I'm so going to end up with bruises.

At least we have one of the crystals. Hopefully we'll be able to get all six so we can use them. We need to get ready instead of sitting around waiting for them to strike.I didn't know that the crystal were once one big one.I guess we're lucky that my Dad came back since he's been such a big help. I really thinkwe can deal with Evan and the demons. We just need to stick together.

Dear Diary

Since it is too hard being around Adam I went with Jake and Faye. It isn't easy pretending that everything is fine. I'm trying to focus on dealing with the witch hunters but it isn't easy when I can't stop thinking about my ex. I don't want him to know that the elixir just worked on him. I was almost tempted to tell Jake but I think it is best for me to keep this secret.

Jake's grandfather seems crazy. It was a bit creepy finding out that he was keeping track of us on his wall. Luckily I took pictures of the wall because Callum came and stole the map. He wanted to get to the crystal first. Melissa and Adam beat him there but he still managed to get the crystal. He brought a gun. I am glad that no one was hurt.

When I tried to go into the mine I realized that Jake's grandfather isn't as crazy as he seems. The place was spelled so people like me can't get in. I was starting to believe that Faye could be my sister since she did have her mom's diary that talked about her affair with my Dad. But instead it turns out that Diana is my sister instead.

It makes a kind of sense that Diana's my sister. I've always felt this connection to her from the first day we met. I'm sure she's shocked. At this point I'm kind of used to things going crazy. I find out that my Dad isn't dead and now I find out I have a sister. I just don't know what I'll do without Grandma. I'm really going to miss her. I thought I was having a nightmare when I found out that she died. Dear Diary

Things seem really surreal right now. I keep losing people I love. First my Mom and now Grandma. I am grateful that I have my Dad although I'm not sure if I can trust him. But that all depends on whether Jake's grandfather was just being crazy or telling the truth. I just don't know what to think about things. Everything has been turned upside down again.

I just had to hide from the people at the house. Adam came to my room and for a little while I think I wanted to pretend that the whole curse thing didn't happen. I was feeling very lonely thinking about how no one knows the me before I found out that I'm a witch. I just wasn't thinking at all. I kissed Adam. I hate that there's this curse that prevents us from being together.

Who knows how many other children my Dad has. A part of me wants to tell him to go to hell but I need him. We all need him to destroy the witch hunters. I need to think about that and stop thinking about Adam. This is so hard. Things just won't be the same without her around. Grandma was even going to try to get along with Dad for my sake.

Even though I never really thought about having a sister like Diana. I guess in a way that makes me feel like I'm not so alone I know I have my Dad now but he's been gone for most of my life. She doesn't want anyone to know yet. I can understand that this is a lot to take in. Faye nearly killed herself just trying to access her black magic which is crazy.

I wish Adam could be there for me in every sense of the word. But he can't be. I'll just have to get used to being friends but it isn't easy. I can't help but think about our time together. This is going to drive me insane. How am I supposed to pretend that everything is fine when it isn't? We just need to find the last crystal so we can make the skull.

Diana doesn't trust Dad and I guess I don't blame her. I'm not sure about him either but at this point I don't think we really have any other choice. He knows about the skull. Diana told the others that she's my sister. It is strange that I have this sister I never knew about. I wanted to kill Ian. I just wanted to make him pay for what he did. Diana stopped me.

That place was so creepy with all those clowns. I just didn't expect to find a bunch of dead witch hunters. That wasn't the only shock since we found Nick too. He's the one that killed all those hunters. We still need to get the last crystal. Diana's going to have to help me do that spell. I got to see my Mom but I wan't able to see everything. I'm going to go talk to Diana right now.

Dear Diary

Life can be so weird. I've never been to a prom before. Instead of going with a guy like a normal person I went with Diana so we could do that spell to find out where the crystal is. I just didn't expect things to turn out this way. My Mom knew about Dad using their circle. I guess Diana was right all along. I wanted to believe that he was trying to help us but he wasn't.

It looks like I ended up doing the exact same thing my Mom did. She trusted my father just like I did. He made sure that everyone in the circle got pregnant. And I'm the one that brought him in. He just showed up out of nowhere when I was very vulnerable. Mom was dead and Grandma was recovering. It seemed like a miracle but now I know that it wasn't. He had his reasons for coming back when he did.

Dad ended up getting the crystal. I was hoping we'd get it before he found it. Nick showed up and was able to run off with it. He wanted to make a trade with Eben. Eben is so strong. He knocked me out and then he fought Dad. Eben left and took Faye with him. I don't want to think he let her get captured on purpose but I have to wonder. I don't want to think that my own father would let someone get captured by Eben.

Now we have no choice but to continue to work with Dad. We have to put the skull together. Diana probably wants to run off with that cute guy Grant. A part of me doesn't blame her for that but we have to save Faye. I'm just glad that she's staying to rescue Faye. This is our best shot at getting her. We'll deal with Blackwell after Faye's safe.

I hope this works. It has to work. I can't believe my own father is this horrible person. When I imagined what he was like I never thought he was like this. I feel so stupid for just trusting him. I just hope that Diana forgives me for trusting him. I think she's afraid that she'll become like me. I understand why she'd be afraid of the dark magic but I think we need each other.

I hate having to wait to do the ritual to put the crystals together. I don't think Eben would have kept his promise to hand Faye over if we gave him one of the crystals. It must be the way to kill him. I better start getting ready. We'll just focus on getting Faye back and then figure out what to do with Blackwell.

Dear Diary

Diana left. I wish she had stayed but I can't stop her. The black magic scares her. I just hope that she comes back soon. I think we should rebind the circle. The others don't agree with me. I feel alone now that Diana's left. She's the only family I have left. I don't know what's going to happen now. I wanted to help her like she did when I came to Chance Harbor.

Blackwell was insane. He didn't want to help rescue Faye at all. He just used that as an excuse to put the skull together. I fell for it because I wanted to save Faye. Instead he wanted to create a pure race of witches like he was some kind of magical Hitler. He wanted to burn everyone that didn't have Balcoin blood.

The skull was so powerful. I could feel the power coursing through my body. Since I was trapped in a circle with Diana I had to activate her dark magic. I had no choice. He was killing everyone including Adam. They were burning. So we were able to reverse the spell and instead Blackwell died. I just wanted to have a dad like everyone else does and now I have no one.

I found a symbol on my hand. I wonder if Diana has one too. It felt so good when I set that fire with magic. I am going to stay away from the skull since it was too seductive. Adam is going to deal with it. He's the one person that we all agreed would be able to deal with it. But now I wonder who is coming. There are others out there. Are they are their way to Chance Harbor or have they already arrived?