I know how you feel, Gracie. I am so, so sorry you are hurting so much. I know how it feels to feel like your brain is different. Where did my intelligence go? My memory? My concentration? What am I supposed to do now? I was just about to graduate when I was attacked and I did, but I had plans to go to grad school and I did not. I have nothing to give for that. So, I can completely understand and relate to how you feel right now. But you DO have talent. Once the smoke clears and you start to heal, things will come back. I have to keep believing that...for both of us.