Summary: Spock has been wounded by Klingon interrogation methods, and has lost a new love to their brutality. Kirk is desparate to find a way to help his Vulcan heal.Categories:FicletsCharacters: NoneCrossover Fandom: NoneGenres: Kirk-Spock FriendshipOther Languages: NoneSpecific movie: NoneStory Type: NoneTrope (OPTIONAL): NoneUniverse: NoneWarnings: NoneSeries: NoneChapters: 1 Table of ContentsCompleted: No
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What was Kirk thinking?Warnings: major movie spoilers, angst, dark themes in late chaptersDisclaimer: I own nothing, except in my dreams.Word Count: 892 (this chapter)Beta: DinoAuthor's Notes: In case it's not clear, the first few chapters of this fic will be journal entries, the perspective will switch later on in the story. As with many of my fics, it's going to get darker before getting any lighter. Please leave a comment if you'd like to read more. I'm working on a number of fics right now, but I'll try to update regularly. I have a pretty good idea where this is going, but I have not yet decided if Spock Prime will make an appearance so let me know if you have an opinion. Feedback is love and will be rewarded with cookies (and smut).

Jim Kirk has lived a hard life, and it's taken him a while to figure out his life. He wants to show Frank that he is George Kirk's son, he wants his mom to look at him and be proud. So he Joins Star Fleet and is in the process of climbing the command ladder. Star Fleet, which is at War with the Klingons, and are tentative Allies with the Vulcans. Jim doesn't mind drawing attention to himself, but at the same time he keeps well hidden with few people actually getting to know him. He has Betazoid blood somewhere in his history, and so his instincts are fairly prominent, when they tell him he is in danger, he listens. Calls it his 'Gut', or his 'Spidey senses". On Star Base 47, his 'Spidey senses' are tingling.

Spock is a decedent of Surak, and while Surak's teachings weren't completely embraced, they are taken into account. So, Spock is kind of like Royalty on Vulcan. Like all Vulcans, Spock has a mate, which he thinks is human and very good at hiding from him. So, while on diplomatic missions with his dad and mom, he searches. Ever since he stepped foot on Star Base 47, Spock's blood tingled through his veins. His mate was somewhere on the station, and Spock was gonna find them.