this pic is doing things 2 me

🍂 “Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower.” 🍂

It’s been a while since I last updated what little miss Beenie and her fam are up to, I’m sorry about that my loves! ;_; With all the snuggling, giggling and mummy duties, I keep forgetting about updating this social media thing regularly…sigh.

But now I just have to share these wonderful moments we spent
at Central Park
yesterday with @helenavizzini and @ notumblrtalia
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Nature is in its most beautiful colours of the year and I honestly couldn’t be happier to spend every possible second outside these days soaking up all the sun rays and fresh air, while leaves are dancing on the floor. ☀️
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Every moment you capture in pictures just looks so colourful and perfect, I think I took about 100 pics just yesterday. (Look at my 2 doing their “me & mini me” thing again, I’m slowly starting to feel left out :/) Nevertheless the best moments still can’t be captured in pictures, as they always happen unplanned and accidentally. Such as Holly’s face when she tried to make Lemmy drink from her bottle but then realised she can’t drink through her pacifier, so Holly just took the pacifier and put it in her mouth while her bestie was drinking. Absolutely priceless! I’m also so beyond happy we get to spend more time with Talia now, she’s just one of the most beautiful souls in the world and even if we don’t use words, we understand each other blindly.
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So, I hope everyone is enjoying this beautiful month as much as we do and let mother nature pamper yourselves a little too! PS.: I’m also really excited for Halloween already. <3

POPULAR TEXT POSTS + ASK MEME ( PART 3 )

❛ i need a reasonable paying job, something like $2,000 an hour. nothing too wild. ❜❛ idc (i do care) ❜❛ ‘are you taken?’ yes bitch, taken for granted ❜❛ half of me is a hopeless romantic and the other half is, well, an asshole ❜❛ you’re yelling? at ME? the one person who has never done anything wrong ever?????? ❜❛ you will find your home, you will find your place. you will find your people. give it a little bit of time but it will happen. ❜❛ in order lead a happy life i’m gonna have to disappoint my parents a bit. ❜❛ any body else here not good at anything??? ❜❛ you can’t force people to appreciate you. ❜❛ *puts on baseball cap* i am the dad now… ❜❛ i fake smart.. like i’m honestly a dumbass idk shit but i know how to seem like i do.. i’m smart-passing.. ❜❛ every straight woman who ever called her platonic friend her ‘girlfriend’ owes me $50 ❜❛ i am a professional at misreading tones and overreacting to problems that most likely don’t exist ❜❛ honestly if i survive the next 3 years of my life, i will be impressed with myself ❜❛ you can’t cure sadnesses with a shower but honestly there is no purer place to suffer ❜❛ patiently waiting for a kind soul to come along and make everything a little softer, brighter. ❜❛ honestly i don’t even play an active role in my life, shit just happens and i’m like oh this is what we’re doing now? ok ❜❛ no offense but if i die and no one uses a ouija board to keep me updated on memes i will literally haunt you all ❜❛ imma start charging people for hurting my feelings $3 an hour ❜❛ i have finally reached the age of most young adult protagonists yet my life is still uneventful??? where is my cool story??? my cool talents??? @ universe i’m pissed ❜❛ hello, police? i accidentally stepped on my cats foot and need to be arrested ❜❛ *tries to watch 45 minute episode in 20 minutes ❜❛ please don’t just come in my life, take my heart and leave. please don’t do that. ❜❛ concept: me, 10 years from now, living in a pretty house with my love, sipping a hot cappuccino on a rainy autumn afternoon. our dog curls up next to me in the window bench while our cat snoozes on the bed. i’m financially stable and i’m never tired anymore. the bees are safe. ❜❛ i can’t believe what walkie talkies are called ❜❛ the gorilla could have died and been done with in like a week but none of you know how to be normal ❜❛ me: *is bitter but is also right* ❜❛ just saw a girl in high heels long boarding to class. godspeed, my queen. ❜❛ i’ve never belonged anywhere, i’m always just in between ❜❛ too young for unnecessary stress, i gotta live ❜❛ i may not be beautiful but at least i know a lot of useless information ❜❛ i’m like always sleepy. i feel like i should be used to this by now and stop complaining about being sleepy but i can’t. always, i’m sleepy. ❜❛ lmao no offense… but what’s the point of being mean to people for no reason ❜❛ drunk me is the me i really want to be. confident, hilarious, and most importantly, drunk ❜❛ “alcohol isn’t supposed to taste good” buddy watch me drink the fruitiest/sweetest shit i can find and enjoy it because i don’t hate myself enough to even begin to consider drinking like.. beer ❜❛ tfw you’re already fully aware of the unnecessary self destructive bullshit you’re doing but you can’t bring yourself to do anything to stop it ❜❛ hey sorry for not replying i didn’t want to ❜❛ honestly how am i gonna make it in the world???? i get a little teary eyed any time someone compliments my personality ❜❛ true bonding is when you and your friends are all angry about the same thing ❜❛ *touches your hand and looks seriously into your eyes* i am a piece of shit ❜❛ lets play ‘how rude can i be until you realize i don’t like you’ ❜❛ i love drunk me but i don’t trust her ❜❛ hate when i am wearing makeup and still look shitty like what else am i supposed to do? get enough sleep? eat right and exercise??? as if ❜❛ i’m not on a high horse. i’m not even on a horse. i’m face down in a ditch on the road of life ❜❛ i hate when people ask me what i would do in their situation because 9 times out of 10 i would literally never be in that situation in the first place ❜❛ i barely remember the last 6 months honestly like am i even alive ❜❛ you had me at ‘hello’ and lost me at ‘i think your friend is cute’ ❜❛ i’m pretty sure by now ‘tired’ is just a part of my personality description ❜❛ wow i really liked that song now i think i’ll listen to it another seventy times in a row ❜❛ ‘shit it’s 2 a.m.’ i say every day at 2 a.m. as if i’m surprised ❜❛ i’ve been stressed out since like the third day of second grade ❜❛ telling other girls they look pretty is like cracking a glow stick full of positivity and female friendship ❜❛ i want to be sun kissed and also people kissed ❜❛ about me: glowing, eating peaches, drinking wine in lingerie, not texting your desperate ass back ❜❛ i highly recommend never having feelings ❜❛ due to unfortunate circumstances, i am awake ❜❛ i’m gonna solve mysteries so fucking good ❜❛ what did people even wear in 2008 ❜❛ i’ll just ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ my way through life ❜❛ you know what sucks? everything bye ❜❛ me? overreacting? probably ❜❛ people asking me what kind of music i like is such a stressful experience ❜❛ honestly if i survive the next 3 years of my life i will be impressed with myself ❜❛ if you listen carefully you can hear me whisper ‘shut the fuck up’ at least once every five minutes ❜❛ any time you like a boy just know you played yourself. always keep that stored in your mind for later ❜❛ hopeless romantic with trust issues and a sex drive out the roof ❜❛ what i lack in personality i make up for in…….. nothing ❜❛ me? cancelled ❜❛ an app that tells you how raven something is ❜❛ be with someone who will take care of you. not materialistically but takes care of your soul, your well being, your heart, and everything that’s you ❜❛ i love the infinite multiverse theory because that means there’s a universe where i’ve pulled every single fire alarm i’ve ever seen ❜❛ name a more iconic duo than the lengths i’ll go to both get attention and to avoid it… i’ll wait ❜❛ i just want to be treated very gently and smell like vanilla and wear only matte dusty rose lipstick ❜❛ 2017 is going to be a very healing year because it’s going to force us to accept that 2007 was ten years ago not three and i think that’s the root of our collective issues ❜❛ i just wanna do cute things with you like crush the patriarchy, fight for gender equality, and help to destroy racism ❜❛ i may not be that funny or athletic or good looking or smart or talented… i forgot where i was going with this ❜❛ how is 2016 already almost over?? like this bitch came in, fucked us up, then left like she gave us a gift ❜❛ supercalifragilisticextentialcrisis ❜❛ stop breaking your own motherfucking heart ❜❛ co-napping is a beautiful thing. knock out with me so i know it’s real ❜❛ *on the verge of tears* ok not that i care, but ❜❛ it’s not you…. it’s your zodiac sign ❜❛ i want to be loved so bad it’s pathetic and embarrassing ❜❛ my heart is filled with hate and swag ❜❛ ‘i don’t care’ i say, caringly, as i care deeply ❜❛ i highly recommend never having feelings ❜❛ we all ugly to somebody, don’t trip ❜❛ do i have a crush or am i just idolizing this person for being vaguely nice to me? ❜❛ my parents were arguing today and my mom said that justin timberlake wouldn’t treat her like this ❜❛ kissing is hella rad but no one is kissing me so that makes me hella sad ❜❛ everyone’s having their mid-life crisis at like 19 ❜❛ there are just people out there that are the embodiment of the sun like the things they say do light up the world and make you feel warm they are human sunshine ❜❛ dermatologists HATE me… everyone hates me. i’m so alone ❜❛ you know when you realize and you just… realize ❜❛ a girl can respect herself and still take booty pics wtf y’all talkin about ❜❛ i’m not badass i’m sadass i cry about everything ❜❛ inspired by animal crossing, i’ve started doing this thing where i mail my best friends a framed picture of myself and then never speak to them again ❜❛ i didn’t know double texting was such a big deal?? i have a lot to say ❜❛ can someone please just be proud of me like fuck i’m trying ❜❛ cosmo sex tip #367: when you’re in the mood, tell you partner ‘my spidey senses are tingling’ ❜

( you can find the other popular text posts memes on my old blog: 1, 2)

I usually keep my mouth shut about things like this, but I’ve been awake since 2:30am and am after a 15 hours long work day and this just pissed me off..

Hi, my name is Roni and I’m Israeli.

Looking at these pics, do I look like what you think an Israeli looks like? Probably not. And that’s because my grandparents came from Poland. I’ve had more people think I’m Irish than Israeli.. You hear Israel and you think Middle Eastern because that’s where we are located, but a lot of Israelis have European and Eastern European origins, and look more European than Middle Eastern.

The problem is that most movies/tv shows portray Israelis as that image of Middle Eastern you think we are: olive skin, dark hair, dark eyes. And some of us do look like this. But not all. But hell, when I was working background I couldn’t submit myself to NCIS when they were looking for Israeli looking people because I didn’t fit that description, even though I was born and raised in Israel.

So please, please, lay off the casting of Chris Evans in “Red Sea Diving Resort”. Stop buying into stereotypes and just trust that they cast the right guy for the part based on talent, not what you think the character should look like.

And on a side note, I’m just crossing my fingers that they’ll shoot at least part of the movie here in Israel and that my fantasy of bumping into Chris on one of my flights will come true.. 😉

Ashton’s quotes are the most beautiful and helpful things to me. Starting from August of 2016 till June of 2017 I was struggling, I felt sad, almost every day I would have a breakdown and would cry. One out of a few other things that would cheer me up would be 5sos, and it could be from a picture or to a video. There was a short period of time where Ashton was texting some late night tweets and it would be really meaningful and sweet. He would also occasionally post stories on instagram or snapchat saying loving things or him just being a goof which would cheer me up. His late night tweets meant a lot to me and I would always go back and read them when I felt down and felt like I can’t do whatever I was trying to accomplish. Here are some of his many beautiful quotes that he made. Sorry for the blurry pics. My 2 favourites are “If things are going bad and life is tough, hang in there, ride it out, come out on top <3″ and “You gotta breathe, well be okay. Cry cause I'm here to wipe your tears.”. These quotes stuck with me for those 10 months and helped me through a lot.

Hiiiii, someone asked me to make an icon tutorial so here I am. First of all, english is not my native language (and I don’t know the tools’ names haha what a mess), so please bear with me because this is going to be a long ass ride.

Don't you ever feel bad or weird speculating about other people's lives that actually want their relationships and their private lives private and just want to show the content they make?

no because:

1. i don’t “speculate” in the sense of fabricating things that are unreasonable or untrue

2. they don’t ONLY share youtube content. they do live shows, they have twitters and instagrams–they frequently tell us more about their lives behind their youtube videos and i don’t draw on more material than that to write about them or talk about their relationship. if they wanted full privacy they could easily achieve it and step back from all social media. but look at their recent pics and tell me if that looks like two people who don’t want anyone to discuss anything but the latest sims video

3. i’m one person with absolutely no power and sway in the exchange between dnp and their audience. dnp are content creators with massive wealth and influence and they are in a position of power over their fans. one person sitting on a tumblr blog talking about how cute they are together has absolutely no capacity to harm them. arguments about protecting their privacy are well intentioned but ultimately hyperbolic in my opinion bc they don’t need “protection” from people who have far less power than them

4. as i touch on above, i don’t do anything invasive or empower people who follow me to do anything invasive. i don’t have access to their private communication. i don’t stalk them. i don’t pass off opinion as fact. there are basic boundaries to what i post and say because as much as i don’t have the power to hurt dnp on my own i do respect them as individuals

lol i hope sending in this ask made you feel better, but in my opinion it seems a little smug and self-righteous. unless you want to make a respectful and actually substantive argument for why you think anything i’m doing/saying on this blog is inappropriate, i’ll probs refrain from answering questions like this in future. i hope you have a nice day! x

Me: Do a simple thing dude, like in the pic, it’s supposed to be based on the meme so it’s basically Placey doing cosplay don’t add details or shit*2 hours later*Me: ……. fuck that’s not kinky undie anymore that’s more like a demon AU.

When you get this, reply with your favourite five or so drawings, then pass on to about five other artists.

Got tagged by the lovely and loving @lonepiper5758 so let’s see how this goes! Thanks dear <33

Ngl this feels weird? And sorry this is a long post Idk how to format it really 0A0

1. Puppy Kisses- It was a last minute drawing but I’m truly pleased with how it came out. There aren’t a whole lot of pics I’ve done where I can say I wouldn’t redo some part of it given enough time but I don’t have that issue here? I’m usually a bit nervous posting things with little Maes so for this to get the kind reception it did was pleasantly surprising as well!

2. Sleepless- @ohsnapsnapsparkspark ruined me
with one of her drabbles
(as she has a habit of doing) and this was one of the results. The lighting and palette were both enjoyable challenges (I’m particularly happy with the foggy raindrop effect achieved on the window) and I was also somewhat proud of myself using those elements to tie this photo set in with another comic.

3. As Old As Time + Character Designs- Man I went through so many versions of this pic for @the-flame-and-hawks-eye‘s birthday before I ended up right back where I first started: the LA Beauty and the Beast marquis poster. There’s a few things that need a small tweak but overall I’m good with the outcome because it was such a huge experiment? New brushes, new painting style, hundreds of scales CHARACTER DESIGN, maintaining the integrity of the original without flat out copying… yep for not knowing what I was doing I feel pretty good about it! I think it’s the closest I have ever come to achieving the golden ratio *___*

4. Wedding Prompt- Ok yeah there’s a reason this has been my header for so long. I’ve always pictured them having a late September wedding and I feel I captured that gorgeously warm, dusky early fall/dying summer lighting. The lace was fun to draw as well and I’m glad you can actually see it in this one XD

5. Moving Forward- It’s old and a bit messy and stiff in some parts but I am damn proud of this idea and the emotional whiplash with which it was executed. I will always treasure it because it brought my sister to tears and that’s not an easy thing to do ^w^

6. Princess Bride AU 1and 2- (doing an extra one just for you Paula :D) Ah yes, my most popular post to date. I honestly don’t know how I came up with all this and tied it all together but the result makes me feel quite clever XD It was one of those things that just takes over your whole brain? Like I remember bolting up in my bed at 2:30 in the morning to declare to my sister who Edward would be in this setting. I just couldn’t stop adding to it. Again some things need tweaking but I’m still content with it overall. Now I’m just waiting for Buttercup’s Baby to be released so I can work bby Maes in too XDDD

More power to those that believe and I wish you continued joy in this ship but it is not for me anymore. The end of the voyage is not even about Sam and Cait being together, it is just simply that I can’t fan you or maintain interest if I don’t respect you. Before people get all upset that Cait is a part of this too, yes she certainly is with the back and forth misleading behavior; one day they are wooing shippers and the next day they are calling us crazy or agreeing we should be beaten up. So yes I am massively disappointed in both of them for that. Others will disagree maybe depending on their personal circumstances but for me cheating is a very big deal and it most definitely takes 2 to tango. For a certain ‘former’ actress to be vacationing with her boyfriend one week and then being introduced as the gf about a week later at a stupid lunch we have heard about ad nauseum tells me all I need to know and it doesn’t paint a pretty picture for how long these 2 were carrying on behind someone’s back. Also I cannot forget the nearly year long barrage of innocent women that were quietly fanning in their own corner and the complete and utter silence from Sam. He could have spoken up at any time and owned his truth rather than letting these 2 trolls do it for him but nope he continued to call them friends. No matter how bad things got the response was 'suggest you ignore.’ At this point why should I not believe Sam was fully on board with their behavior as they claimed as he not once refuted it. Which brings me to the childish innuendo game that has been played. Of course he knew what he was doing taking that pic in GA and posting it in the MPC group. Of course he knew that a certain former actress was sharing pics of herself in Scotland. Of course he knew she was sharing a photo of their dumpster fire New Year’s Eve. Of course they knew what they were doing both posting pics from the Matterhorn. Who do you think took the pic of the girl and the Scottish flag face scarf? These are not the actions of a man that values his privacy. These are the actions of someone being intentionally provocative and winding up his fans for his own personal satisfaction. If you think this is a normal or cute way for a 37 year old man to reveal a relationship that’s OK but as a 37 year old myself it’s not to me. This is a man that characterized a certain someone’s pants-less Christmas tree photo as a woman bringing positivity to the world. Yet when actual women like Jess who were running blogs, creating happy spaces and legitimately trying to add some positivity into the world he said nothing and in fact sat back and happily watched the destruction of said positivity. For all that will try to bring it back to Cait, she is just living her life, whatever it is. There’s no innuendo, no games, she just has this guy show up with her to events. They don’t cuddle up for the photogs, they don’t reveal their togetherness on their personal time, nothing. I am not going to comment on the white pant suit at the Piaget event other than to say I am not the least bit surprised. She has been screaming for attention with Sam’s blessing since day 1. At a certain point the words of people that work with you and have an investment in your success just become words when the actions don’t match the words and this version of Sam I have been seeing no longer matches the words nor does it match the guy I really believed him to be at the beginning of this journey. Heck I shelled out a 3 digit sum to have the man’s autograph inhabit the wall space in my house. But the trust I felt and the integrity I used to see is just gone. For those that still believe, I hope you get your happy ending and I do hope that in the end Sam and Cait are worth your time and devotion and that they appreciate the loyalty you’ve shown them. Cheers, peace and good health to all. And go watch 'This is Us’ if you aren’t already, you won’t be disappointed. ✌