OP, I think you should consider that you've got to say it, but it's hard for you: he's got you crying like you thought you would never be. Love is believing, but he let you down - how can you love him when he ain't around? You'll get through the morning, but he never calls.

Love should be everything or not at all. And it don't matter, whatever he do[es], you made a life out of loving him. Why does he have to be a heartbreaker? When you were being what he wants you to be?