Hero's, are for those who need saving.

Summer is coming to an end. School is about to start up and I've gone on a life changing adventure this summer. I filled it with memories that wont be soon forgotten and learned a lot of new skills I'll need in life. I learned that family, my family will cross the line to control you but will also cross the lines for others to try to save you. The problem with heroes is to have one you first have to want to be saved. My cousin, who I loved and idealized throughout my entire childhood and most if my teens turns out to be a whole different person. I love him undoubtedly and he most certainly is the man which I always wished to be my brother. The brother I never truly had by blood, due to the one I had... Who was no brother at all. This man, my cousin-my true brother is a cheater, a lair, a charmer, a manipulator.. I always thought he was a sweet kind loving man, which he is but also isn't. I wish I could truly tell this man how much I feel for him. How happy I wish he could be. How much I truly love and trust him.. Sometimes, some things are better off unknown. The tears and pain and lies that prove how one child can be taught, toxic lies of magic heroes and dreams that never existed, is painfully sickening. Someday this worlds got to end.