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It's been a long day living with this It's been a long time since I felt so sick I took a long walk straight back home I could've walked back to San Francisco I used to long for time alone I used to long for a place of my own and I'm losing faith in everything I'm lost, so lost, i'm lost at sea, you'll see

I used to long for broken bones I used to long for a casket to call my own I never had a problem facing fear but I'm done, over and dumb my dear and

Oh mercy me God bless catastrophe There's no way in hell We'll ever live to see through this so Drive yourself insane tonight It's not that far away and I just filled up your tank earlier today (Yeah!)

It's been a long day living with this It's been a long time since I felt so sick I took a long walk straight back home I could've walked back to Chicago I used to long for time alone I used to long for a place of my own and I've lost faith in everything I'm lost, so lost, I'm lost without you

Oh mercy me God bless catastrophe There's no way in hell We'll ever live to see through this so Drive yourself insane tonight It's not that far away and I just filled up your tank earlier today (Yeah!)

So drive yourself insane tonight It's not that far away and I just filled up your tank earlier today (Yeah!)

Alkaline Trio- Mercy Me

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"Why cry for those that often cry? Instead, help them smile, and smile for those that smile."

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Sacrifice

I've been sitting in this dream. Flood my head don't let me sleep. I've been hoping you're not real. And everything you mean to me.

I have no faith left in me. I've been fighting for so long. You're the bruise inside of me... Oh I love you can't you see.

I'm lying again. This head never mends. Now I've got a twitch and an itch, an excuse. I'm sick once again. This shit never ends. I made up a twitch and an itch, an excuse. See i am a saint. And I am so brave. To stare down my twitch and my itch, my excuse. I'm tired again. I'm dying again. And you are my twitch and my itch, my excuse.

Fill my head with sorrow please. Carry me through my disease. And I've been hoping you're not real. Because of everything you mean to me.

I have nothing left in me. What's this fight for? I don't need it. And everything you mean to me... Would you listen to me, watch me die and smile for my cause?

I'm trying again. If everything ends. I'll find me a twitch and an itch, an excuse. I'm happy again. This shit never ends. Maybe a twitch and an itch, an excuse. I love you to death. I love you to death. I love you to death. I love you to death. I love you to death. So I'll find a twitch and an itch, an excuse.

Are you worth this? Are you worth this? Are you worth this?

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Fickle

Can you hear what I say? Don't you believe me? Why can't you appreciate How everything is coming down? I guess I'm just full of shit. But this is so hard. Why can't you feel what I say? All as I'm crashing to the ground. This is so complicated... I just have no words. I feels so hard to convey Feel like I'm fighting for a crown That has no meaning at all. Its all redemption. I've asked you so many times But now you'd rather see me drown. Why can't you feel what I say? Don't you love me? Why can't keep you in your heart The blood of every time I drown. Right now I feel like I'm right I feel like everything is wrong. Why can't you hear what I say? And now my love is gonna drown. Why can you feel what I say? And now my love is gonna drown. And now my love is gonna drown.

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A.O.K

My hand will clench. And I understand That you Are only medicine. That makes me kinda happy. MY illness is such a part of me I admit I am scared to let that go. Guess I don't have to. You are only medicine And With out you I am the same. I will always be the same...

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Love Songs With Pride

I have been waiting To hear you Admit that I'm wrong I have been scratching at the surface Of a drawn out pause And I am excited Ah I'm excited yeah

I have been taping And sewing And making up flaws I have been short on short attempts And lingered far too long And I'm excited Oh I'm excited yeah

And you constantly remind me Or I constantly remind myself But either way I'm here to stay

I have been searching And laughing At all that I've caused Its like a puzzle but the pieces are Still miles apart We're gettin nervous Oh watch me smile yeah

And all faces And friendlies And loves that I've lost Can not compare and not contrast To what I've stumbled upon And I'm an asshole I've been an asshole yeah...

And you constantly remind me Or I constantly remind myself That I am far from not near sighted And I'll apologize again But either way I hope you stay Because I'm not much of a giant And it hurts that I'm insane And i cant help that I get violent But it helps me soothe the pain Cause dont you see The ways i bleed

I have been staring And trying And driving the fog Away to clear a path so brilliant It would shine from the stars Cause you deserve it And I am humbled now

Tell me you love me now I bet you love me now

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