Monday, May 23, 2011

my dad. he is my hero. i looked up on him. high look up ! okay, my grandparents told me, my dad is the only malay student who get 5 a's in his UPSR in Muar. so, he get a chance to continue his menengah at Malay College Kuala Kangsar (MCKK). a famous school which i know, it is everyone dream school. but it is so sad i cant study there because its a boy school. demmit -.- actually my lil brother got a chance to study there, but he turn it down sebab baba cakap situ ada hantu. LOL, no wonder ammar taknak, HAHA. haih. and my dad, he used to play rugby. he is on a rugby team in MCKK. how cooooool is that right. superb :D and im so proud on him. btw, he is the only person who always stand up for me when i told my family that im maybe continue my form 6. you know why ? sebab dia pun ambil form 6. and i remember he used told me, dia cakap, orang taknak ambik form 6 sebab takut. so yeah. i love him so much. forever i will be his angel.

im trying to delete people who doesnt fit into my life. people that only bring me down, people that only can make me sad. those kind of people shouldnt be in my live. kena juga tendang keluar. buat menyemak.

dude, you have a worst dress up EVER IN HISTORY OF DRESS UP ! haha. LOL, it was so fucking funny and i cant stop laughing when i look at your picture. Ya Allah, apa kau pikir haa time tu ? mesti ingat kau hot gila kaaan ? :D demmit, didnt you look at the mirror before leave the house ? sumpah kau macam penyangak , haha. opss, i didnt meant to say it. but you really are looked like one :) gentle aku teringin nak letak gambar kau kat blog ni. but i cant. nnti kantoi lah kan :D OH MY GOD, dulu kau tak macam ni doh. haha. see, i cant even stop laughing now. btw, i showed it to some of my friends and this is how they reacted :

* the hell ?

*WTF, sial, haha

*HAHAHAHAHA.

*biar betul ?

haha, sorry dude, i didnt meant to stalked you. it just, hahaha, i just want to see how in the hell your life now. but i guess, it's getting worst. :D aurat tu jaga sikit, pfft. look at yourself first. TTYL .

Friday, May 20, 2011

Nur Syahirah Aisyah : she is my life. we been bestfriend for ages. 11 years now and still counting. eventhough she had moved out to Kelantan for study, but we still in contact. she told me, after SPM, she will move back to KL. seriously, i cant wait for that. im dying to meet her.

Maisarah : she is my everything. we talked a lot. about everything. i MEAN everything, haha. she is a good listener. she always lend me her shoulder whenever i needed. she's there for me anytime. i love her so much.

Nasuha : she is my girlfriend. we laugh a lot :D. i can feel paece-ness everything i look at her, haha. and seriously yeah. she's very calm and manner :) that's the reason why i love her so much

Nadia : we used to be friend before. but now, we are bestfriend :D so sad when she had to moved to MRSM :( but lucky she always manage to came back and asked us to hang out.

Farah : i know her since form 1. since that, we became bestfriend. she is very honest person. and i really love her personality.

Amalina : she is very soft-spoken and easy going :D i love her so much eventhough now we dont talk so much like before. but still, i consider her as my bff.

see, this is the reason why i dont need a boyfriend because my girls, they are the only person who never leave me. we go through thick and thin together.

i love you guys so much. thanks for being part of my life. im so bless to have two little cute cousin like Ryan and Rania. you always make me smile eventhough you are so freakin notty and buat kakngah naik gila lari sana lari sini for you, haha. i promise, bila kakngah dah ada driving license, i will always take you guys out okay :) kakngah bawa makan ice-cream, kita boleh pergi Aqua tengok fish okay sayang :)thanks for being mine. i love you sayang.

so, our canvo's ended here. and i've been thinking, if i cant survive in PLKN, who in the hell im gonna survive in Galatasaray ? hmm, i would do anything to make my parents happy. and i will try to land my foot there, insyaallah.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

who doesn't want to be in love and to be loved. if you doesn't want that, i think you should go and meet some experts. i dont want some random guys like others. i just want a guy that love me for who i am not for something i have. i just need to find one regular normal guy that when he walk pass through me and i would say, 'i never met him before'. nahh. i want that such a guy. not some hotstuff nor rich. for me, that doesnt matter at all. what really matter is he can make me laugh all day long, make me feel like im the luckiest girl in the world and will never let me fall into the boring-ness hole. by the way, im so not piking at all. im just chosen the right person who i can lend him my precious heart. this heart has been broken so many time. for once, i will never lend it to someone who doesnt learn to appreciate it. for now, i still cant find my right person eventhough i had met out with bunch of guy that really wants me to be their princess. but somewhere in my heart tells me, one day he'll show up. god save someone for me. i just need to keep searching.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Honestly, I have come to hate you. Something I promised you never would happen. Just like you promised me forever. Well, I guess somethings aren’t forever and I guess some promises can’t be kept. You said this break up was for my own good but you hurt me more than you even know. So you are wrong, You went wrong. Not me. I did everything I could to be the best for you. I was willing to change everything. Maybe I went wrong there. I have to do things for me too. Well I am now. I am having fun, finally. Those days with you are gone. Go ahead and try to find someone better than me. Because you wont. But I will find someone better than you. Our memories will fade because I want them too. That chapter in my life is over and I wont go back. New chapters are starting to reveal themselves. And I am ready for them. So goodbye to you. I dont need you anymore. Have fun with whatever you do or whoever you are doing. Let me know when you “find yourself.” Because I would LOVE to see who that is because the person I was happy with is not who you are today.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Qaedy Ardani is the greatest friend i ever had. he’s always there when i needed someone to talk with. he been there for me though thin and think. remember when i fall into the deepest dark and never got any strength to climb back, yeah, qedy was the person who lend me his strength. i know he would never ever let me drown in tears like before. i really am a luckiest person in the word to have such a good friend like him. and i never regret knowing him. yeah, he is part of my life. eventhough he had moved to Sabah, i know we’ll meet again one day, insyaallah. if i can go to Sabah right now even for a while, i would brothaaa. for you. thanks for been there for me. i dump you before because of my ex. and when my ex dump me, you still here standing beside me and you would never let me fall apart. i love you brothaaa from another mothaaah, haha. promise when you come back to KL, we can be hangout sampai kau menyampah tgk muka aku, haha :)