Saturday, December 22, 2007

"Is this a dream?"He shrugs and goes on scrubbing at his hands. "Its the edge," he says."The edge of what?""Everything." His expression suggests that this much is obvious."I thought you only turned up in my dreams," I say, casually glancing at his hands. There is something wrong with them; however much filth Jimmy srubs off, there is more underneath. The basin is splattered with the stuff."Well that's one way of putting it, pal. Dreams, high stress hallucinations, or just wrecking your own head like this. It's all the edge, see. The cracks down the sides of reality. Where stupid bastards like me end up.""Jimmy, you're dead, I'm getting tired of telling you that.""Uhuh." He shakes his head. "But you got to get right down in those cracks to access me."The soup of blood and soil in the basin is thinning out and I know suddenly that when it is gone, Jimmy will be too."You're saying.....""Too fucking complicated to go through now. You think we've got the handle on reality, just 'cause we can record bits of it. More to it than that pal. More to it than that."

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What is BiPolar Disorder?

"Bipolar disorder (previously known as manic depression) is a psychiatric diagnostic category
describing a class of mood disorders in which the person experiences clinical
depression and/or mania, hypomania, and/or mixed states. The disorder can cause
great distress among those afflicted and those living with them. Left untreated,
bipolar disorder can be a disabling condition, with a high
risk of death through suicide."

"The difference between bipolar disorder and unipolar disorder (also called major depression) is that bipolar disorder involves both elevated and depressive mood states. The duration and intensity of mood states varies widely among people with BiPolar disorder. Fluctuating from one mood state to the
next is called "cycling". Mood swings can cause impairment or improved
functioning depending on their direction (up or down) and severity (mild to
severe). There can be changes in one's energy level, sleep pattern, activity
level, social rhythms and cognitive functioning. Some people with Bipolar
disorder may have difficulty functioning during these times."