Sunday, November 16, 2008

As a result of my study of mental illness I arrived at an understanding of life. Initially, this was expressed in terms of logic and was not very well elaborated. Lately, however, I have made some progress on the theory, found a common sense interpretation, and determined a very simple expression of the theory in terms of characters which I invented in 1983, my own language you might say, except that needing none for myself, I put no sounds to the characters, and, more importantly, do not use them as words, rather as numbers. much more than this I will not tell, nor probably could I since my characters aren't on the keyboard and I haven't yet attempted to create that functionality. However, I will tell what I have done in simple functional terms. I have expressed life's options at the most fundamental level, and these are threefold. Zero, life gets more complicated. One, life gets more regular. Two, life gets more fulfilling. That having been done, I have started a countdown on a calculator with a program I wrote. When the countdown ends, I make a determination: Am I not happy, small happy, or large happy. My inscription on my expression of life's options then will correspond to my happiness. Not happy, i write life gets more complicated. Small happy, I write life gets more regular. Large happy, I write life gets more fulfilling. That is a simplified explanation of the pinion. After the first countdown ended, I was not happy, and I wrote life's option of getting more complicated. Then in a few days the crisis on wall street broke. The countdown has ended again and I am still not happy and wrote accordingly. We will see.

second start (runtime 12:25)

Part 4/9: initiation

initiation (runtime 15:41)

Part 5/9: traveling

fight with five youths in Santa Cruzfights in New York Citydiscover there are 555 monarchies in U.S.A.involved with lady psychiatrist

traveling (runtime 19:57)

Part 6/9: bivouac

tape aired on Boston TVsymbols and logistics

bivouac (runtime 20:57)

Part 7/9: back to Chicago

Santee bicycle legendIIT architecture graduate school

back to Chicago (runtime 13:08)

Part 8/9: First

HP32S programsfire of Mosesexplosives alert in hospitalanointed First by Chicago Mafia

first (runtime 26:01)

Part 9/9: King

smiling at dancerssmiling on trainsmiling at art bicycle paradeKing

king (runtime 18:14)

Google group: discussion of the 9 James Batek life story videos

For those of you who have viewed all or part of the nine videos of James Batek telling his life story, there is a Google group devoted to discussion of the videos which anyone may join, provided you have a Google account.