I hate it....

I love my new job but I hate leaving lo, it's killing me. I cried for hours after I picked her up yesterday. The daycare sucks so we already found a friend who is a sahm to watch her. She was sweaty and red with puffy eyes when I picked her up yesterday and they had only fed her twice in 10 hours when told to feed every 3 hours. I feel so guilty that I left her there. I hope this starts to get easier

I went back to work this week. The first day was horrible. I cried when I was leaving, cried on the way to work and cried when I got home. The second day was so much easier. No tears. It really makes me feel better that she's with people I know and trust. Trust is very import. Glad you found new care!

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