Tears of joy streak down
My dust covered face
As I just wandered by and witnessed
The utmost glorious grace
Just three days ago
I watched them crucify
The son of God himself
The man called Jesus Christ
They poked him with their spears
Wet his tongue with a vinegar sponge
Nailed him to a tree
And taunted “you’re not God’s son.”
He hung there ‘til he died
From his side water did drop
They buried him in a tomb
Where today I had to stop
Past three days the door was covered
A large stone placed there that day
But, today as I walked by
An angel rolled it away
He had kept his promise
Only 3 days would he lay dead
To forgive us all our sins
And, I believed in what he said
He glided out of the tomb
As if floating in the air
“Do not be afraid” he said,
With gentle love, and care
He represents new life
And all the wounds he can heal
Is Easter day your resurrection?
Can Jesus Christ be your shield?
I weep to think of the pain
He endured for you and me
So he could take away our sins
And one day, set us free!
By: Miranda Lambert
For: Gwendolyn Rixs’ contest: What easter means to me
Written: 03/21/2011

I washed my white lace tablecloth and hung it out to dry
The bleach did the best it could-it was worth the try
'Though no one else can see, the stain still remains
As old as time itself
Stubborn as mildew rot
One false step, one careless word forever etched in time
Travels the universe, endlessly
In search of a place to rest
What would I not give to reverse that step
To retrieve that hateful word
Tread lightly in your daily walk, o'er hills and valleys in between
Plot well your steps and weigh your words
So you'll have nothing to regret, like the
Unkind words carved deeply upon your heart
I wash my white lace tablecloth again, again and again!
~*~
10/09/2007

The sun shines again
for he smiles.
The indeterminable day no longer flees or hides
for its end is sought, as is its beginning
for he smiles.
Confusion though abiding
must wait the laggard servant
scolded by the Mistress Aphrodite
for he smiles.
Want must find a different dwelling
for the moment un-housed by sweetest joy
for he smiles.
The sun shines again.

The warrior lays her weary head,
With heavy heart she cannot bear,
Burning tears stream down her face,
As whispered memories touch the ear.
Her armour tarnished by remorse,
Her battle-cry a wimpered row,
Her wounds, of which bleed solitude,
Will never know forgiveness now.
The song began two score ago,
When two came knocking at her door,
In need of refuge from the world,
Of that, and love, and little more.
Forced to fight for every smile,
Her only solace found in song,
She longed for love to rescue her,
And plant her where she could belong.
Jealous tongues are seldom kind,
Self-seeking hearts know nought of love,
The caged canary only sings,
When coaxed to praise from up above.
For the steely spine that now I own,
Forever shall I grateful be,
A gift from her, and from her own.
Courage mounted inwardly.
I'll not forget how I have loved thee,
And youthful memories I will prize,
Til on the shore of His forgiveness,
Whereto now, we both shall rise.

Mankind sees through human eyes and hearts-
that are oft times
untouched and rendered cold.
But as the Ancient of Days many foretold-
The hearts of the fathers will
be turned back to the children;
And the hearts of the children will be turned back
to the hearts of the fathers.

Why is it called 'Black History Month'
Black means void of light
why because we are nonwhite
this should be voted out
because the name Human Race
carries more weight
Sure, I understand
it is a way of denouncing the browner skinned man
Why is it there are tanning booths
for the lighter or paler skinned people of the world
they would rather call us 'boy' or 'girl'
Well, the fact remains we are really the majority
who else is given one entire month to give high esteem to for the accomplishments
of the so-called minority
In all actuality every time that you use your dryer thank G.T. Sampson
or stop at a traffic light thank G. Morgan
you are thanking God Almighty for blessing the person who you call 'black' for the ability to create these valuable worthwhile necessities
So, when you hear of someone having an open heart surgery thank the man of the human race with the browner skin for being the first to perform the first one
Ah, the victories we have won
do not frown
do not fret God will get you, yet
to admit that deep in your heart
we all play a part
in the world being 'it takes all kind to make it go around'
no one is better than the next
however, when you get ready to text
think about Mr. H.T. Sampson who invented it for your leisure
pleasure maybe even a luxury
Or when your horse needs a shoe say a silent 'thank you' to J. Ricks
Can we all just get along
became a catchy realistic reachable phrase from a lighter skinned man who was beaten almost to a bloody pulp for being a man you called 'black' by those of a different shade of skin
jealousy, hatred, discrimination, alienation, poverty, hunger, envy, degradation and demoralization has been shared even experienced by all race
the Human Race

Dear Me,
I need you to be stronger
I need you to never be afraid
swallow your pride,and your flight will be softer
tell her you love her,even if it hurts
Grab onto your dream and live it
Do not be afraid of the sun's divinity
Be better,love more, hold on.
Dear Me,
Enjoy every stop of the ride.
For when the train finally stops...we die
Until we witness the angels dance after final day...
Dear Me, hide your fears away

Sometimes, I think about my life
And the prices I have paid
All the places I have been
The choices I have made
Seems somewhere along the path
I stumbled upon a stone
At that moment I realized
I’d forgotten my way home
My home became a prison cell
My memory was forgotten
My soul was like an egg
An egg that had gone rotten
Sorry I had to go away
You didn’t deserve my shame
I moved very far away
No connection to my name
My life has always been a lie
One I kept hidden from you
When you thought I was in college
Serving time up in the zoo
On the day I was released
You thought I graduated
The moment you were most proud
Another lie to be hated
I have learned it’s never to late
I believe those words are true
Grandma I’m on a mission
I will graduate for you
I really want to earn the pride
You gave me so long ago
I think it will bring some peace
Releasing guilt up in my soul
I’ve learned in the game of life
We must earn our pride
Even if the people are gone
Resting on the other side
I’ve learned in the game of life
Even though they may be hard
Choices aren’t like rolling dice
They're not like flipping cards
Choices define who we are
I know these words are true
Every choice I know make
Are bringing me back home to you
Grandma, I know where heaven is
It’s right here inside my heart
Inside of mine your memory
Until death will never part
During the time I have left
I vow to always let it show
All the seeds you sowed in me
I shall nourish as they grow
In the end I’ll sit with you
Just like when I was a boy
We’ll sing and praise Jesus’ name
With eternal everlasting joy

This pledge that l,Ntando, make today serves
as my guideline that I shall follow
happily, ungrudgingly and tirelessly
for the sake of our love life.
Indeed l am well aware of the fact that
the beauty of this pledge does not only lie
in word alone but in action as well.
For that reason in every season
I shall show steadfast commitment
to the implementation of this pledge
with a great deal of astuteness.
I therefore commit myself to be your
devoted and delivering husband for
all the years l shall live with you
on this earth.
I shall treat you with the love and care
you deserve as my wife.
Indeed l shall treat you with
the distinction and dignity
that is befitting of the queen of my heart.
That body, that bone, that breath
shall be my mine to treasure,
for sure;
a dearness to promote and protect
for dear life…and love!
I shall stand by and with you in all the
situations of our life.
If the situation demands that we sail,
sail we shall together.
If the situation demands that we
climb,
climb we shall together.
I know very well what l am getting into:
I am getting into a marriage that is
overflowing with blessings.
This marriage- with our mutual
commitment-
will stand the test of time.
I know very well what I am getting into:
I am getting into a relationship that
brims over with a transforming power
of love.
This marriage-with our
mutual commitment –
will transform naivety into maturity
troubles into challenges
pretence into practice
pride into progress
bachelorship into companionship.
I pledge to be your steward and partner
for all times.
I shall value the consultations
and decisions that we make as
husband and wife.
As head of the family I shall do nothing
to derail our love train for anything else
least of all for personal and selfish reasons.
Now and forever
I am your lawful and loving husband…
This pledge that l, Nothando, make today serves
as my guideline that I shall follow
happily, ungrudgingly and tirelessly
for the sake of our love life.
Indeed I am well aware of the fact that
the beauty of this pledge does not only
lie in pronouncements but in practice
as well.
For this reason every season
I shall demonstrate untiring love
and loyalty to you;
a love and a loyalty that is a living
embodiment of our marriage vows.
I therefore commit myself to be your
honouring, supportive and loving wife
for all the years l shall live with you.
I shall treat you with the love and care
that you deserve as my husband.
Indeed I shall treat you with
the dignity and nobility that is befitting
of the king of my heart.
On my mind it is always fresh
that I am the flesh of your flesh.
Green or grown
I am the bone of your bone.
I know very well what I am getting into:
I am getting into a relationship that
elevates me into a kingdom of wifehood.
I shall endevour to put my family first
with all the rights, obligations
and privileges that come with wifehood.
I shall endevour to wipe off and ward off
loneliness and lostness from our relationship,
seeking nothing but your companionship;
banking on your stewardship,
sinking together any hardship.
Since you are mine
I shall not do anything else to undermine
our relationship for personal
or egotistical
reasons.
Now and forever
I am your lawful and loving wife…

Standing still head's up
Retrospect greatest pitfalls
Mass consciousness whim
Wandering till dawn
Waiting brave for the result
Less breathe heartless beat
Until the mind soar
Now is inexplicable
Sufferings indeed
People grim anew
For the best of all Juries
Render canny nod
Continued service
Captivated voter's wit
Last laugh never ends.

I am the hypocritical Christian.
I say I follow Christ,
But I'm still consumed by my demons.
I go to church on Sunday,
But I refuse to invite someone back.
I want to serve on mission,
But I'm too afraid to act.
They think I read The Bible,
But I just fall asleep in it.
They think I'm positivity and smiles,
But underneath I'm death and addictions.
They think I'm clean and pure,
But I'm broken and mistaken.
I say I'm not worthy of His love,
But Jesus will never let me be forsaken.
I pray long prayers,
But inside they're empty repetition.
It might look as if my faith is strong,
But my core is too easily shaken.
I say the things I'm supposed to say,
But don't follow His actions or obey.
I speak the truth the church wants to hear,
But deep inside on matters I don't know what to believe.
I walk in shame as if I'm not good enough
To be loved by God and saved through Christ,
But there is nothing I could ever do to earn His peace;
It's a free gift.
I accept;
Now forgiven, changed, and released.
Thank You God,
Thank You Jesus,
Thank You Holy Spirit!
In Jesus' Holy Name,
We pray,
Amen!

He was always so happy
strong and bold.
He'd give you the shirt off of his back.
Tough.
Independent.
He had a rough life
growing up through the depression,
but like he always does,
he got through it.
He has two boys, of whom he is so proud.
Moved from Regina, to Victoria.
He had the best life anyone his age could have wanted.
But ever since his wife died,
he has not been the same.
Sad
Lonely
Empty.
But like he has always done,
he got through it.
Mind slipping,
just a little forgetful.
That's how it always starts out...
But like always, he powered through it,
until now...
He is not the same person that I used to know.
He been sentenced to the prison in his own mind.
Possessed by the thoughts of his dogs ashes.
He likes to play the blame game,
but we know he doesn't remember that it was him.
He wakes up in the night
shaking with pain,
tears streaming down his face.
There is nothing we can do,
Oh well...
Two more tylenol.
Hold on to hope
for as long as you can,
It's only a matter of time now.
He gets vocal, a very loud tone.
He'll block you in your room
and make false accusations
But we know that it's the pain induced monster in him.
Tick tock, tick tock...
You can't handle the stress anymore
you have to leave.
Just hope for the best,
maybe it will get better.
Surprise, it doesn't.
Your denial is foolish, everyone knows
what happens next.
Sedation
Medication
Anger
Hurt
All results of
dementia

"I Do Believe"
The purpose of LIFE is to {Living In Faith Ever}
to enrich God within us
to an optimum level
so that We as Humans
can be guided by God
to fuel out brothers and sisters
with the same driving force
to connect with the living God,
to His existence and
to See the Invisible,
Believe the Incredible, and
to Receive the Impossible
to our everlasting journey
to Heaven.
Rev. Samuel Mack
Copyright 2013
http:paladinnews1.blogspot.com

"Victus"
By M. Taha Effendi
(Didactic)
Amidst the gloom of night's dark shroud,
lurks Death in far corners of the shade.
To vanquish my fears to God I bowed,
And death shall find me... unafraid.
Amidst this vale of tears and pain,
my heart in life's robbed solace bled.
God gave me strength to stand again,
I found peace in His words I read.
In pleasures and crime my life is spent,
with sins the wretched soul is weighed.
But God's love taught me to repent,
He pursued me everytime I strayed.
It matters not how dark the past,
how much the evil takes its toll.
Darkness thrives but never shall last,
The Savior redeems the conquered soul.
(Inspired by "Invictus" by William Ernest
Henley)

Marching down life’s highway, my feet became very sore
I then came upon a sign that read “Heaven’s Grocery Store”
When I got closer the doors swung open wide
Next thing I knew I was standing there inside
I saw a flock of angels positioned everywhere
They handed me a basket and said, “Child shop with care.”
Everything a human required was in that grocery store
With many commodities to carry, you could always come back for more
First I acquired some Patience; Love was in that same row
Further down was Understanding, you require that everywhere you go
I grabbed a box of Wisdom and Faith, a bag or two
And obtained Charity of course but more than just a few
And then reached for Courage to help me run this wicked race
My basket was almost full but remembered some loving Grace
I then chose Salvation for it was advertised as free
I tried to collect enough of that for both you and me
Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill
For I thought I had everything to do the Master’s will
As I went up the aisle, I saw Prayer and proceeded put that in
For I knew when I stepped outside I was bound to encounter sin
Peace and Joy were plentiful, the last thing on that shelf
Song and Praise were hanging near so I just helped myself
Then I asked an angel, “Now how much do I owe?”
She smiled and said, “Just take them wherever you may go.”
Again I asked, “No really, how much do I owe?”
“My child,” she said, “God paid your bill a long time ago.”

I loved you yesterday
I love you today
I will love you tomorrow too
for this is what the Lord has asked us to do
somethings happen in life
and we may never know the reasons why
but I will love you when you laugh
I will love you when you cry
you may never understand why
I Love you and would be willing to support you in all that you do
but yesterday, today and tomorow too
whatever life may bring I will still Love you.
John 13 v 35 Your love for one another will prove to the world that you are my disciples.”
hebrews 6 v 10-12 For God is not unjust. He will not forget how hard you have worked for him and how you have shown your love to him by caring for other believers,* as you still do. 11 Our great desire is that you will keep on loving others as long as life lasts, in order to make certain that what you hope for will come true. 12 Then you will not become spiritually dull and indifferent. Instead, you will follow the example of those who are going to inherit God’s promises because of their faith and endurance.
John 15 v 13 There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. 14 You are my friends if you do what I command. 15 I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn’t confide in his slaves. Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the Father told me. 16 You didn’t choose me. I chose you. I appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, using my name. 17 This is my command: Love each other.

A burst of white light
gamma rays, overbearing
a flash of brilliance
burns through to my soul
everything is like hell
the world starts to melt
in the blink of an eye
just the cold blackness
of night
I don't care if I am not again
what I once was, for at this moment
I am greater now
than ever before
I took the path between
teetering, tight roping walking
right up to my right
divined in my unholy state
I thought I told you
I am your king
still you sit there, hesitating
I know you hate me
what does that mean?
I hate just about everything
still I'm chosen
I did not wish before
now bow down to me
refuse me no more
for I shall always be your demon
until you accept me as your King.
I don't even know you
though you say we used to be
best of friends, you and me
the day you ditched me
I remember now
exactly how it played out
back when we were just tiny things
even back then I still was King
you thought me stupid
just a ruse
I would laugh inside, you see?
not one of you single, mean people
ever even knew me
in a world, mostly seen to me
that is why only I can be your true King
and bring forth a new source
of light everlasting.
As two worlds collide slowly aligned
one wrapped in shadows
one bathed in white
evils swirling in the clouds above
I'll always be the king you love
to hate or despise as in your blood
I thought I told you, I am the one
I am the way, the way out shall be shown
breathe in my spirit as it carries you away
breathe in my faith it shall carry your empty space
and deposit you gently on a cloud just enough
higher than you've ever dreamed of
for I am king now, and your in my hell
your in my imagination, I'll just never tell
you'll feel as though dreaming, you'll feel now
if you try and see
you were always found the most
shared in the light cast upon me
the last bright star in heaven.
Denounce my name, if you may
One year later, still not afraid
A black sheep, a darkened spade
That's just life, I'm not right
I'm in the wrong, follow along
Like a piper, I'll pitch a song
Mesmerized, the weak wills sing
I thought he told you, he's still our king.

Don’t point your finger at the thief
For losing sovereignty
It’s not the fault of Hollywood
If God, we don’t believe.
The pace of life accelerated
When first we wouldn’t wait
To seek Divine direction at
The start of every day.
Then babies resting in the womb
Broken, limb from limb,
With suctioned brains in bio-bags
Or moved to stem-cell bins.
Children raised by villages so
They won’t be in the way
Of self-absorbed, unfeeling parents
Selfishly at play.
We teach them they are primates
With no purpose to their life,
Then wonder why some children
Choose death to calm their strife.
Eight were saved from flooding rains
And four from Sodom’s Gloom,
Where are the righteous found today
To escape a pending doom?
The Second book, Chronicles,
Gives warnings we must heed
To evade the coming judgment in
Chapter seven and verse fourteen.
Yes, judgment stands before this land
We call the U.S.A.
The source is not the sinner but
Those called by HIS own name.
Would be better to deny HIM,
To remain one with the world,
Than to falsely represent HIM
And defile HIS HOLY WORD!
The third of HIS Commandment Laws
Means more than blasphemy,
It’s how we wear the name of Christ
When someone else can see.
God’s patience thins so GRACEfully
Til Israel stands alone,
Then comes our condemnation from
“I AM”, still on HIS throne.
Yet the only way to turn around
Fierce judgments sure to come,
Depends on true repentance from
The ones that wear HIS name.
To those of us, HIS Mercies claim
Let’s join, repent, and pray,
That GOD will heal our wayward land
And spare HIS WRATH today!

There was a time in America, when the Bible
was taught in the schools.
The ten commandments were displayed, as “God’s set of rules.”
There was a time in America, where the
cross could be displayed.
Even in public places, people came together and prayed.
There was a time in America,
there was no “church and state” separation.
As people all across this country asked God to help this nation.
There was a time in America, where
people knew right from wrong.
You could see it in the way they lived, and could here it in their song.
There was a time in America where one
was proud to be a Christian.
One could take stand for holiness,
without coming under “suspicion.”
There was a time in America, when
mom and dad were together…
Now, any kind of a commitment to marriage seems lost forever
There was a time in America, where many were proud of “tradition.”
There seems to be a lack of any kind of “spiritual nutrition.”
There was a time in America, where so many could proudly say;
“I’m going to read the bible and go to church on Sunday.”
This is the time for America, to wake
up and try to understand.
We need to seek God right now! All over this land!
This is the time for America, to listen and begin to hear…
The coming of our Lord is drawing ever so near!
NOW is the time to seek the Lord, while he may be found!
The word of God needs to be read in every city and town!
Won’t you too seek God and listen to his voice today?
Simply give him your heart and life… This could be YOUR day!
By Jim Pemberton

Lord, I Praise And Worship Your Name!
Lord, I praise, worship and honor your name!
Into my heart… I invite you to rule and reign!
Lord, I give you my love and attention!
You have set me in a new direction!
Lord, it is you that brings a daily reminder…
Your grace and mercy is so tender and kinder!
Lord, I humbly raise my hands in adoration…
And lift you up in worship and exaltation!
Lord, Jesus… You are the one I need this day!
I appreciate you much more than words can say!
Lord Jesus… Thanks for all you’ve done already.
When your trumpet sounds… I want to be ready!
Dear Jesus, take my life and my way of living!
All that I have… To you I am giving!
You are and will always be the one for me!
How I long to be with you for eternity!
By Jim Pemberton

Inner sanctuary
envision harmony and mental clarity
focus on a journey of possibility
Meditate on transformation and
awareness of inner state
peace and healing
Constructive thought
instruct your mind
to redirect the lost and struggling inner voice
Where you can’t see the wood for the trees
under your nose is the path of freedom
wholeness
Put aside perceived struggles
revitalize, relax, respond
to body, mind, heart and spirit
Intuition, introspection and spiritual renewal
bring about personal healing and
conscious awakening
Stillness of mind – concentration
Thoughts of the subconcious and subliminal
beyond all negativity
away from all interuption
To allow time for self communication and
expression of inner self
Senses – awareness of scent, sight, sound, taste and touch
Healing hands of the medical profession or alternative therapy
ambiance, temperature, oils, music, sounds and
sights of nature or universe
realisation comes in various form and shape
causing us to feel life in fullest expression
Connecting – whispers of wind
radiating everpresent warmth of sun
a blanket of love and light comforts consoles over and through the cosmos
rippling infinately through infinity outwards, onwards
connecting right back into where we are at right now
unmoved unchanged and as we were
Wise – responsible courageous allowed to let go of need to be judgemental or
be judged
let go of controlling enable trust wisdom and humility
intelligence of knowing others
wisdom of knowing self
strength in mastering others
power to master oneself
Energy -breath, force, spirit, soul, God, universe –
whatever – doesn’t matter how you refer to it on personal level
energy, balance, light, sound, vibration, peace
centered self – stillness – silent – eternal –
to have enough is a richness in itself
accept appreciate and acknowledge oneself

Today I wondered about the rain....
....I wanted it to rain again
The beauty of a chopped up sea
Cobalt turquoise harmony
Warm winds blow indigo Cirrus
Thunder crashes intensely furious
Golden skies mixed crimson setting
West I admire rain-clouds shedding
I miss that smell of rain and sea
With loud cracks of lightening~
Gems rolling against the sand
Treasures kept ....cupped in a hand
Walking along a wondrous fate
Losing my spirit ....I learned to hate
Focusd on a thought or a specific date
I felt sad inside...to have lost my mate
Finding myself in a storm cloud made
An impermeable will and internal shade
I've finally met the marvelous Sea
Stepping along the beach with me....
Had I stayed in my own little storm
Completely compelled to die or conform
I would not have come to realize...
yesterdays rain...
...cannot touch today's skies

My favorite of songs is The Old Rugged Cross.
The most tragic of days was the worlds’ greatest loss.
For sinners that day were all given their chance.
His Father in heaven could not even bear to look not even one glance.
Forgive them He prayed as His life’s blood ran down to the ground.
Can you picture Him there wearing that thorny old crown?
On that hill so far away, sad but precious memories were made.
Born of a virgin mother in the tomb He was laid.
Death could not hold Him, death would not last.
Three days in that tomb, so long ago, death too it would pass.
He arose and was seen by many it was said.
Our Savior arose from the grave and no longer was dead.
As He gave His final words to His apostles and friends.
He ascended to the clouds but they knew they would see Him again.
He made us a promise He would rule once again.
I feel that day is coming we’re reaching the end.
The prophecies that abound.
With each new day they seem to be coming unwound.
Are you ready my friend for the Millennium Reign?
Are have you sunk to wearing the mark worn by Cain?
Sacrifices my friend we all have to do.
Just look at Jesus and the sacrifice He made, was made just for you .
So on that hill so far away I kneel at the thought.
With His precious blood my cleansing was bought.
And what have we learned, or did He die just for nought?
I look to Jesus and His love I have sought.
He must come first in all that we do.
And when the day comes you’ll see I speak true.

[beforehand i just want to let you know that i wrote this in honor of November 17th. which is
To Write Love On Her Arms Day. im hoping to come up with a better one before than. but i
still hope you enjoy this quickly-wrote one(: ]
this is about me.
this is my story.
it is about my struggle,
my fall downs,
&& all the breakdowns.
this is about every wound i placed upon my body.
over 60 self inflicted wounds,
that as my story went on they began to heal.
i stoped writing "give up"
i began to write love on my arms<3
this is about me.
this is my story.
it is about my past.
how it haunted me for years,
&& how im still running from some of it.
this is how i went from a hood rat,
to me actually caring about myself.
i began to write love on my arms<3
this is about me.
this is my story.
it is about how i learned to keep the bottle off of my nightstand.
i dont need liquor running through my veins 24/7.
i started to look at life through sober eyes.
i began to write love on my arms<3
&& as i wrote this day after day, i saw that i was loved.
i found comfort in better things then pills, liquor, && razorblades.
&& even though i am still in healing,
my story is not over.
&& it will never be.
i still write love on my arms<3

Introduction: Don’t you quit no matter how hard it is, no matter how much you struggle.
This is called life; this is the test, with its twists and turns. Make the best out if it.
We just have to believe in Almighty’s light, His saving grace and follow the Grande hope
up to the end of the tunnel, until the end of our lives.
When time gets tough, days seem long
As sometimes it does, you feel the song,
When heroes depart, hearts sink below
And most of us smile, as we feel them glow,
When past calls back to remind us of them
Some tears fall down, even out of gem.
When life gets rough, through those tough times
Just don’t give up, on hope we survive,
We wonder how everything’s still here
That’s when we believe, we have Him to share,
Faith is that bird, which reminds us at night
By singing its songs, that calls us to light
Confusions arise, when fear overcomes
Happiness glow dim, as trusts come undone,
Hearts and rules are made to be broken
In order to improve those that’s unspoken,
Some may confound the truth with the lies
That’s why He gave, us these two eyes.
You make your own choice with the dreams you shelter
That seems way uphill, just makes you stronger,
If you fall thousand times, you don’t quit the tour
You succeed one time and you reach your goal,
To some it seems hard, to you it’s the art
Some may just quit but you try and try, till the new start.

Christmas is not about silver bells
And sleigh riding in the snow.
Christmas is not about holly boughs
And sprigs of mistletoe.
Christmas in not about golden rings
Or partridges in a tree.
Christmas is all about Jesus Christ,
Who came to save sinners like me.
Christmas is not about Santa Claus
And good little girls and boys.
Christmas is not about eight reindeer
And lots of Christmas toys.
Christmas is not about shopping days
Or trimming the Christmas tree.
Christmas is all about Jesus Christ,
Who came to save sinners like me.
For God so loved the world
That He sent His only Son
To bleed and die upon a cross
To pay for the sins we’ve done.
He was born of a virgin at Bethlehem
To die at Calvary.
Christmas is all about Jesus Christ,
Who came to save sinners like me.

God of Light
I awaken
In the dark of night,
And face my lord
The God of Light
Who guides me
Thru the haze of pain,
And takes on him
My guilt and shame
My comfort
As he takes my hand,
And shows me
How to rise and stand
Sinless, blameless
Once again,
Because He chose
To call me friend
A wretched man
Though I may be,
He offers fellowship
To me
I lay no claim
To being just,
He gives me grace
In trade for trust
Impossible
For any man,
Without the mercy
Of “I Am”
The song of God
Is in my ear,
Calming each
And every fear
He sings
His weary child to sleep
This loving shepherd
To his sheep
Protected from
All earthly harm
As I slumber
In his arms
No longer frightened
By the night
My father
Is the God of Light

Jesus came
was slain
crucified died
he's alive
Jesus is risen
we forgiven
compassionate friend
untill the end
father spirit son
three in one
Bibles read
well fed
sing
to our king
pray
everyday
Jesus' style
to reconcile
Happy days
God's ways
peace be
with thee amen

The Beauty of Jesus…
The beauty of Jesus can’t be
compared to anything!
He is the Lord God! And has created
EVERYTHING!
The love of Jesus can cleanse and change you!
The power of his blood can totally rearrange you!
The glory of Jesus is real and very evident!
His return to this earth is near and imminent!
The truth of Jesus can bring a godly restoration!
He offers true mercy and the purest salvation!
The resurrection of Jesus provides life eternal!
Because of him, you can be in heaven’s journal!
Anything you’ll ever need… He has provided!
Your eternal home can now be decided!
Won’t you receive the abundant life he’s given?
Won’t you accept to have your sins forgiven?
Jesus promises to never disappoint or fail you!
He does this, because of how much he loves you!
The beauty of Jesus is more precious than gold!
He gives so much more than what can be told!
Let’s honor and worship the beauty of his name.
And remember that it was for us all that he came!
He came that we may have life everlasting…
This can all be yours… Simply for the asking!
By Jim Pemberton 11/21/14

I thought one day that I would surely die,
But that was before Jesus, heard my despairing cry.
I knew that only He would have the answer,
For that dread disease we know as cancer.
I fell down at His feet and started praying,
Knowing He would hear what I was saying.
I said dear Lord, a sinner I have been,
And something happened in my life just then.
I prayed from a broken heart that I wouldn't leave life lost,
That He would save my soul regardless of the cost.
He cleansed my heart making it white as snow,
Now ever onward in His name I'll go.
He healed my body making it good as new,
Because He had a job for me to do.
The job He gave for me to do that day,
Was to witness to the lost along life's way.
He took the tongue that I so long abused,
And gave me in its place a tongue unused.
He placed sweet peace and joy within my sinful heart,
Causing me to wish I'd known Him from the start.

What makes me human is You
You who broke me and push me through
Yes,though You know I was not strong
You caused me to cry or so long
So many times I ask if You really exist
Though many times also You heard my pleas
I was so wrong to blame You for all my sadness
For truly it is You who brings gladness
So many times You tried to break me before
But I was so hard and rebelled more
Yet You never stopped breaking me
Coz You were concerned of what my future could be
You never wanted me to go the wrong way
That's why You wanted me to pray
So You could guide me everyday
Until into my bed i lay
From a frozen heart You broke me to become human
For my heart never melts though put under the sun
You changed my whole being
I was changed by the grace of Your loving
Because You care so much about me
You wanted me to live with you in heaven for eternity,
For the chance to be with You forever
YOU BROKE ME to become a person much better
Thank You Father or breaking me to a new person
I didn't understand at first for I didn't know the
reason
Thank You for the tears that have poured out from
my eyes
Thank You for the sorrows that have made me cry
For now I know I'm a new being
Changed by the trials You have given.

Have You Been Hurt By “Religion”?
Are you tired of “religious people”
knocking at your door?
You wish they’d leave... “You can’t take it anymore!”
Have you been hurt by “church people” sometime in the past?
Somehow they hurt you... And the pain continues to last…
Have you been “wounded” by something
somebody has said?
Perhaps you wonder if “they wish you were dead…”
Perhaps there’s someone that you
may have “befriended…”
They have done something that
has hurt you and “offended.”
There’s probably many people that you wish would “go away.”
Because of something they’ve
done to “darken your day.”
I’ve been there many times… Believe me I know.
How someone’s actions or words can hurt your soul.
Even those who go to church are
often not very kind.
And they don’t hesitate to
give you “a piece of their mind.”
Religion is not the answer. Look to Jesus
and the life he gives!
He alone has the power to love
and completely forgive!
It’s only in his shed blood that you can find atonement.
He can change your life now! This very moment!
He can heal your broken heart and wounded spirit.
An everlasting joy and love... He freely gives it!
He can do what no “church” or “religion” could ever do
He can restore your life today.
And make you BRAND NEW!!!
By Jim Pemberton

Dear Jesus… I realize
how much I really need you!
I want to honor,
love and trust you!
I know that others will
disappoint me…
I know that you’re here….
And will take care of me!
Your principles of holy
living is what you taught!
Love, Joy and peace…
is what you brought!
May I bring honor
to your name!
Your message of salvation,
I need to proclaim!
Dear Jesus… You’re all I need!
And so much more!
It’s you that my life
was meant for!
I offer to you, my lord,
praise and thanksgiving!
For all you’ve done,
And the life you’re giving!
You all I’ll ever need!
The anointed one!
There’s victory in YOU!
Life’s battles are won!
By Jim Pemberton

Isaac's son
saac's son
Saxon
O Israel where are you
I know you are not a Jew
Joseph come home
come home O child come home
I spy David's thrown
we'll have to make preparations
to bring it back to Jerusalem
so that when our savior comes home
he will have a proper place to sit
there upon his fathers thrown
for sins the Lord with held the blessings
over twenty five hundred years
and then we suddenly received them
swiftly they fade away
think we will ever learn our lesson
think we'll ever straighten our ways
"Be sure to observe my Sabbaths
keep the sanctified day
do not go around worshiping idols"
now blessings are fading away
does anybody else know
what does the word of God say
soon the skies will be iron
and the land will turn to brass
plagues shall scald our people
and our cities will break like glass
that fell down from the heavens
shattered and scattered all to pieces
we should have obeyed the laws of our father
like we were told to by the great king Jesus
O Ephraim, O Manasseh
I pray we learn our lesson fast
so that the pain doesn't have to last
we will all soon be slaves
God's will and try to be brave
still I pray
my God have mercy
and I pray to see the day
when we all learn to live
within God's laws and learn his ways
O America, O Britain
nation overseas and mine
don't you know God is going to punish us
time after time after time
until we learn the way to happiness
and inherit eternal life
we will walk by the river of life that flows
I guess we’ll have to learn the hard way
I guess that's just how it goes
they don't believe God and they wont believe me
I guess that soon enough
everybody in the world will know
everybody in the world will see
(Jer: 50:4-6)
In those days, and in that time, saith the LORD,
the children of Israel shall come, they and the children of Judah together,
going and weeping: they shall go, and seek the LORD their God.
They shall ask the way to Zion with their faces thitherward, saying, Come,
and let us join ourselves to the LORD in a perpetual covenant that shall not be
forgotten.
My people hath been lost sheep: their shepherds have caused them to go astray,
they have turned them away on the mountains:
they have gone from mountain to hill,
they have forgotten their resting place.

The man with the plastic bug in his head
monopolized my dreams last night
in the place that the horsefly of my dignity
finally surrender to the impresario without a fight.
Seven days and 7 hours transplanted in my memorabilia
reminding the rustiness of the purple child
flatterers danced beneath the clouds of melancholy
and morality spreader the master plan inside my mind.
The disinheritance of my immortality the final day
discouraged my desire to see the forbidden love
restored my will to escape
manipulated the deep of the uncertainty above.
Released from the plastic bug in my head
try to cover my yellow child in the purple sky
laughing,singing,whispering,playing
seven days and seven hours before he dies.

My Parents Did Their Best To Raise Me
As a child, my parents did their best to raise me.
Teaching me about God, because they loved me!
They taught me God’s ways,.
This was their intention.
They read the Bible,
with an undivided attention.
Each day I awoke. I was glad mom
and dad where there.
Especially when we gathered
around the table in prayer.
The many times we spent together I haven’t forgot.
I’m so thankful for the Christian values taught.
The values helped shape me into
what I am today.
And have helped keep me on “the narrow way.”
I believe many of these values
are being discarded.
Even before many families are being started.
A respect for God’s word seems
to be a thing of the past.
It’s no wonder many relationships don’t last.
God’s principles must be our daily ambition.
His love must be our rock and a TRUE foundation!
We must seek his purpose
and divine way of living.
It’s HIS example that must be our way of giving!
Giving to others kindness and love
that binds us as one.
Through the witness we have in Christ… His son!
May God bless our hearts and
homes in one accord.
As we give our attention
to Jesus Christ our Lord!
By Jim Pemberton 10/01/11

I visited a garage sale. And had a
surprised look on my face.
I noticed that some things
were "out of place."
To my right... Was a shelf filled with books..
And Christian ones too.
To my left... Was a sign that read;
"I have adult movies for you."
I wondered and thought with
some kind of amazement.
"Does this person read these books.
And watch this "entertainment?"
This is common in many Christian homes...
Often... People cross God's
"boundaries" and "safety zones."
Anyone can go to church.
Pray, sing and "shed a tear."
Not realizing that sin's temptation
is drawing ever so near.
Do you seek God's holiness and the
power of Jesus' name?
But each night... Before bedtime...
Things aren't quite the same...
Have you opened up your heart
and mind... And live life unfulfilled?
Is this the way you ought to live?
Is this what God has willed?
He desires to live inside of you.
And help you to discover.
With any stronghold in life. He'll help you to recover!
Are things in life "out of place?"
And need to be put back together?
Allow God's word to guide you!
His promises are forever!
Everything will be where it should be...
With Jesus In control!
Only he can defeat the enemy that
seeks to destroy your soul!
By Jim Pemberton

Cruising the Mediterranean
I don't wish to fight any more
I want to enjoy the sunset
On the sea I so adore
Please hold your tongue
In silence,
View the beauty all around,
Tend the sails with care
So we don't run aground
I'll make us Margaritas,
We'll dine in finest style
As our sloop carries us
Through many a sea mile
No fighting, please,
I beg you,
Let this be a sailing
in but total peace,
And anger and misunderstanding,
I pray that they do cease
So hold me as you did once,
No question of our love,
And watch the Albatross
As he flies off with the dove
The soothing sea to rock us,
As if babies in need of sleep
And the new memories we create
Forever shall we keep.

A Mother’s Love…
How precious is the love
of a mother’s heart!
Even as a child… It’s there from the start.
A mother’s love knows
no boundary or limit.
It’s often shown by how
much the mother gives it!
Whether her children are
young or growing old…
And whatever circumstances
in life may unfold.
Her love is continually
a solid foundation…
That can’t be removed, torn or shaken.
Her love is what is
a guiding force.
Even if her children’s lives
stray off course.
I’m thankful for the love
my mother’s given…
It’s surely influenced
the way I’ve been livin’!
To all of our mothers across
our great nation…
May we show them our love
and appreciation!
Their love has stood and
endured the test of time…
I’m so glad that one of them is MINE!
By Jim Pemberton

Sometimes
life should be about
nothing more than
swirly upside down rides
and blue cotton candy
for in the end
pasts can’t be taken back
only relived
and the truth is
I’d rather live
happily
with my blue tongue
than die
with the past’s
bitter taste
on my lips.
8-8-09

A soul weeps in flesh for the pain I left behind.
I am sorry for the pain,the tears, I left for you to bear.
These healing words I send with a bumble bee to heal a bleeding rose.
These napkin like words I pray can wipe your tears and snotty nose.
I was young and naive,I cherished my pride instead of your heart .
There the coldest winter did start.
If it makes you happy I disposed of the mistress.
Who faded in long lost memory of shadowed kisses.
No,no,no I am sorry for writing that,
its a poets bold habit of honesty,
but in writing this I thought i should be honest and honest I shall be.I apologize for leaving your emotions suppressed,unknown and ostracized.
Yes, I know the ocean swollen with your tears,the angels descended on a bloody battle field to hear your cry.I hope you can summons them again and reconsider the report to the almighty farther.
If I could write this apology in the eye of the sky I would,for my remorse to be seen , a once foolish human being .Your heart I didn't mean to decay. I apologize for the lies, cries,for making you eat sadly all those ice creams and soggy apple pies,from absorbing tears fallen from yours eyes. Left to wonder in the vastness of the universe alone. I am sorry also sorry for the smudged ink and some of the lines. I cried along with them, imaging your painful times.
Yours truly Elliott Bowe
To:Simone Descartes

Deal with your servant according to your love and teach me your decrees
And the Lord said unto me, “Rise above your own despair”
"Offer your soul unto me; I will free you of this Prison cell"
I ask Lord how can this be, “this cell is my home it is all I have left”
As suddenly as flowers bloom in the spring, I was free inside
The tears fell like two giant waterfalls cascading down my face
And the Lord ask of me, “Take pen in hand and seek what you desire”
From inside a Prison cell I was set free within; filled with the Holy Ghost
Page by page I started seeking the truth as fiery tongues filled my pages
Through the Lord a violent inmate was placed in a cell, by his grace
The man who walked out of that cell,” I am Poet, A child of God”
This poem was written for Brian's contest

when the last breath of life
is gone and my lips are as cold as the dog’s nose
when my friends gather 'round
for the farewell party
will you return with a smile to say
goodbye
there will be flowers from those
who cry when I'm gone
and lots of tears from those I left in the world alone
and I know some will have fun at the farewell party
but will you return with a smile to say
goodbye
don't be mad at me for wanting your goodbye
and dying for the smile we shared
this you need to know as true
when my life in this unfaithful world is through
I'll go away loving you still

The Bible Is The Inspired Word of God!
I heard someone say “the Bible was written by man.”
But there’s a truth I don’t think he understands.
God used man to simply be an “inspired instrument.”
This was more than some type of “experiment.”
God used many different people from various places.
He used them from both the Jewish and Gentile races!
Though the words spanned a long period of time…
They were written with all of us in mind!
It was as if God himself had taken the pen.
He spoke directly through different men.
All of the books are together with a common goal.
To bring the words of God to the common soul.
I would encourage to read the Bible for your direction.
Allow God’s words to daily be your inspiration!
Won’t you read from Genesis through Revelation?
You can learn about God’s gift of salvation!
The Bible speaks of God’s love and holiness too!
And speaks to the heart of how much HE LOVES YOU!
You can also learn about eternity in a heavenly mansion!
Your life can receive a blessed “abundant life expansion!”
Through the words of Christ, you’ll be blessed!
As you find in him a comfort and a haven of rest!
I invite you to read and apply God’s truth today!
And be transformed by what he really has to say!
By applying Biblical principles in how you’re living!
You’ll be blessed by the awesome words God is giving!
By Jim Pemberton

My Dearest
Treasured Friends
Tis as Time be
I am sorry to say
I must leave...
For I shall carry each one of you
within my heart..
Treasures tis True..
I shall pray..
God shall be with you
Wherever you may go
For God will take care of you
This we know..
For you are an apple
within His eye...
For God made you
Precious & True...
Thank you all for being there
God Bless you...
I must leave..
For tis My time tis pass
I am sorry.. but
I can't even see you
through this looking glass...
For my heart.. tis in wonders
Even unto tis man..
Who know who he is..
Tho.. as God has planned
All things must be
I shall take each one of you
Words of Treasures within my heart
Tis.. as I leave
God be with you all
God's Speed...
Love always in Christ
Until tis day..
God makes a way
For some time
Never know
We may meet
along tis road of life
But for sure we shall
Eternity with Christ...
Come to Jesus...
That tis if you haven't yet..
Come to Him.. for Jesus is Far more
He is True Savior.. Our Lord
Love always your sister in Christ...

I’m So Thankful That Christ Saved Me!
I’m so thankful that Christ chose to save me!
I’m grateful for the life that he gave me!
I’m so thankful for extending his warm embrace!
And for planting my life on a solid place!
I’m so thankful for all that God is doing!
His spirit in my life is what he is renewing!
I’m thankful for the opportunity to be
one of his own!
I ask for his blessing in my life
and home!
I’m forever grateful for his sacrifice
on the cross!
He is my hope! When all seems
hopeless and lost!
Thank you my Lord for being so gracious to me!
You have given me your grace abundantly!
Thank you Jesus for being my friend!
How I love you again and again!
You are the one that I cherish and adore!
You’ve given me hope and peace
and so much more!
By Jim Pemberton

As silence fell upon the night
My heart again did stir.
Petitions made on bended knee
Return to me unheard.
O Gracious Lord, Why do I find
Your absence once again?
The chambers of my grieving heart,
Hold emptiness within.
I cannot bear another night
Your grace, from me withheld.
Pleas rising from my broken heart,
In anguish are compelled.
His softly spoken words I heard.
My sobs, with them entwined.
At last, my Lord does speak to me
With lessons well defined.
"I sent my son to wear your shame
And on the cross he died.
Tho' turned away, I heard his plea,
FORGIVE THEM' was his cry."
"A gift, not earned, I gave to you,
Your sins tossed in abyss.
Now, with a speck that stains anew,
Your pleas are asked amiss."
"A sin you hide, without success,
All things are known to me.
Mercy flows not from your heart
For one that hinders thee."
"My presence is within your grasp,
I wish, with you, to live.
My mercy waits to cleanse your heart.
But first, YOU must forgive."

What is it like, when no one can see the roses blooming in your heart When no one
understands you When you are two worlds apart When everything you say they take the
opposite way Saying that you are evil That you are a menace to their day What is it like
when you continue to pray then nothing but evil comes your way Trying to go forward to
achieve yet constantly being hindered by traps and schemes So called friends taking away
their laughter and hugs When you call on the name of Jesus, they say you are on bad
drugs Being misunderstood happens all the time Darkness seems to be clouding your
sunshine Rejection seems to be the cause of much pain What is it like when their love
turns vain Sometimes it feels like i could of would of should That's what it's like to be
misunderstood

Have you ever felt hopeless?
Thinking there's no one to care.
Is there someone in your past?
At whose memory you stare.
Don't take the hide off yourself
Or think perhaps your not decent.
For mistakes you have made
Even if they've been most recent.
For we spend our entire lives
Wrestling with thorns in our flesh.
For the good seed and bad
Are two that never will mesh.
And you can love other people
Though one day they've hurt you.
Like we hurt God each day
In things we've said or failed to do.
We all face temptations daily
Of one stripe or another.
God was tempted but sinned not
Nor tempts he any other.
Though we try hard as we may
To live a committed life above sin;
While in this earthly body
We're inclined to mess up again.
Written for a special friend, Shirlene

Fear not the violent storm
I am comfort safe and warm
Treasure all you hold so dear
Taste the memory of a falling tear
Never forget things of the past
Let their wind fill your mask
Hold your course steady and true
Be the person I see in you
Through out your journey never fear
Know in your heart that I am near
Never more than a whisper away
I'll always hear what you pray
I am the beacon, "The beacon of light"
Guiding you through this stormy night
I realize you are tired and sore
Come maroon your ship up on my shore
And after this storm has had its way
Tomorrow will be a much nicer day
A day for you to sit and write
Of the comfort found in a, "beacon of light"

The tragedy of a Miracle started today
Our Lord’s brutalized body passed away
Of all the tragedies in the history of man
This is one I try to grasp, but never can
For some reason I find it impossible to see
We crucified the greatest man in our history
Through all of the gain and all of the loss
It was a predestined coin man had to toss
I wonder how Pilot must have felt that day
He washed cowards hands in a cowardly way
Beaten and tortured, his skin ripped to shreds
As a thorny crown dug holes into Jesus’ head
While nailed to the cross he had one final goal
Through the mercy of love he saved another soul
He saved that soul and then our Lord Jesus died
Can you imagine the countless tears that were cried?
As we all know Jesus' body was placed into a tomb
To my minds eye it was no less than a spiritual womb
And from inside that womb salvation was born
For the tomb was found empty come Sunday morn
This is not how the story ends it is only how it starts
The Lord now lives up inside each one of our hearts
Even those lost in Prison, the ones like I used to be
Can turn to the Lord and then they will be set free
Freedom is a thing that I think we all strive to find
It is etched in our heart and engraved in our mind
I was locked up in a cell nestled tightly away
Facing several years that I would have to pay
Up inside of that cell I made my own decree
A true miracle was taking place inside of me
I was a very evil man and I was so proud to show it
In the wink of an eye I was transformed into a Poet
I learned there is only one way to truly be free
Ask of the Lord, “ Jesus please come unto me”
And just as the Lord Jesus Christ rose up out of his tomb
We can all live with-in the comfort of his spiritual womb

I got a phone call the other day,
But little to my surprise,
A bill collector was calling.
And I began to realize.
“Hello, ma’am. I have a message for you.”
The bill collector did say.
“You’re late on your payment, send us this sum,
And send it to us today.”
I hung up the phone while he was still talking,
And walked away downhearted as all.
I promised myself, the next time the phone rang,
That I would not answer their call.
A few minutes later, I began to cry
Remembering all the wrong things I’ve done.
Accusing memories of sins I’d repented of
And the very things I’ve been trying to shun.
Satan was dunning me for sins in my past,
Just like the bill collectors do.
Still wanting me to pay, with guilt to spare,
When I know I’ve already prayed through.
So I started praying just once again,
Like I was beating an old dead horse.
Confessing my sins and problems to God,
And with tears, was shedding remorse.
When I was finished praying, I heard a small voice
Saying, “Condemnation can be cruel.
Don’t worry, child, your account balance is zero,
And your debt has been paid in full.”

Hey people why you listen to the people that don’t matter. You all get mad when the talk
sh&t and when they put you down. Why do you think they continue to do it? It is because
they get a reaction out of you and it drives them to get more. They feel like they have
control over you and they are your masters and its pathetic. I’m not innocent no one is.
Everyone does it either because they have had it done to them or because they feel like
they have to be noticed. I’ve realized if you just laugh and completely ignore them you will
have a better life and it will make life out to be better then what you thought it could ever
be. I know I can’t say I’m fully able to ignore everyone but it’s a process I have made a lot
of progress and I have learned I am a lot happier and feel way better when I just laugh or
walk away. If people actually stopped and didn’t say anything and laughed about it more
people would stop bullying. I know it’s very hard to believe me and it’s a process I think
everyone needs to take. Who are they to judge you? You are the only one who needs to
accept you for you. If you can’t accept what you are and what your personality is without
being embarrassed about it you can’t live with anyone else. If you stop right now and think
about all of the times you retaliated and said something back at the person that was
bothering you did it get better or did it get worse and ay what if I don’t say anything maybe I
won’t get angry and maybe they will leave me alone. If you can take the first step even
though it is the hardest one there is to take you will have a better outlook on life and
yourself and you will be happier then you could ever imagine. I don’t care who you are if
you will only make the first step the next steps are a lot easier and you will learn to live life
to the fullest and it will make you have more friends and you will have a better life style and
you will have more fun instead of always being mad and sad and depressed. If everyone in
the world would just take that one fateful step it would make all of the difference.

So, what do you have to tell me,
Oh little girl, my little girl?
Oh what do you have to tell me
that brings wholeness
to our world?
~~~
I was not born all filled with fear,
I was not born for hate
I did not arrive
upon this world
too early or too late
~~~
Oh, little girl,
you need not cry,
Your sadness is
from years gone by
Take heart, my sweet and gentle one at last our freedom has begun
For you’re still here,
you did not die
I am you
and you
are I

From The Time After God's Creation…
From the time after God’s beautiful creation…
Between man and God…
Sin has caused a separation!
When God looked down upon all of mankind.
Fellowship with man was what he had in mind!
We were all created to bring honor to his name.
But sin has brought much wickedness and shame!
Sin has created an enormous “moral cavity.”
Mankind has reached an “immoral depravity!”
Through God’s son, a way has been made.
His life for yours, on Calvary, was paid!
Though mankind sinned, God didn’t forget us!
Jesus is here right now! He never left us!
Through Christ’ blood, our lives can be cleansed!
A new life in Christ is where victory begins!
Won’t you come to the Lord who created you?
It is no secret how much he loves you!
Won’t you come? Why there’s still time?
God has a purpose and a plan with you in mind!
His grace and love can change you throughout!
Knowing Jesus is what true life is all about!
By Jim Pemberton

Magnificent cathedral
Saints and sinners gather in
Word of God delivered
To triumph over sin
Within the walls
Between the pews
You hear the faintest cry
Whispers in the church house
In the sweet by and by
Quiet prayers
Sent up to God
Repentance for the sin
Committed in the quiet night
Where no man wants to live
In hopes that God
Will grant a pardon
For acts of immortal sin
The best of intentions
Laid out in prayer
Amazing grace to win
Secretly hoping
God’s grace and mercy
Finds favor on your soul
Sending up promises
Acts of contrition
Heart’s willing to mourn
Is he still listening?
Do you still wonder?
Has he turned a deaf ear?
No answer is given
While here on this earth
You’ll find out in the beginning

I Exalt You, My God!
I will exalt you! My God and king!
And worship your name
above EVERYTHING!
Forever and ever I will bless your name!
Your goodness in my life, I seek to obtain.
Every day I will bless
your name forever.
Your path of righteousness, I choose to endeavor!
Great is the Lord! Your greatness
is unsearchable!
You rule by your word… Your divine principle…
One generation will praise
your works to another.
And shall declare your
awesome deeds together!
I will speak of the honor of your majesty.
Not to do so, would be a “spiritual tragedy.”
Men shall speak loudly
of your awesome acts.
What you do, I neither question or ask.
I will declare my God’s
greatness each day.
And will listen to the words he has to say!
He rules the earth and
heavens above.
All of creation declares his
great acts of love!
Won’t you listen to God’s humble plea?
Knowing how much he loves you and me?
He has a purpose for me
and you that is evident.
And offers to all…
Eternal life in a heavenly residence!
By Jim Pemberton
Read Psalms 145:1-6

This is how I come to fade!
oh baby I once loved you.
oh I once loved you!!
My heart is aching for you, now.
My love for you cries out!
it cries out!
oh oh this is the way you have made me.
This is the way I have come to fade.
Oh baby I once loved you.

You don’t have to live…
Like you did before!
I can give you my love…
And so much more!
You don’t have to keep on
“bringing up the past…”
I will give you a peace and joy
that will forever last!”
The chains you once had…
No longer have to hold you down.
I will pick you up and plant you
on solid ground!
You don’t have to live the way
that you once lived…
An abundance of forgiveness and mercy
is what I freely give!
You no longer have to live a life
that is filled with fear…
I will always be your best friend.
I am always here!
You can come to me for a love
that is worth finding…
My promises are forever.
You need no reminding!
You can be a new creation.
Old things passed away.
I am that I am. And I can change
your life TODAY!
I am Jesus. Your provider.
The all-sufficient one.
My arms are wide open for you…
Won’t you come???
By Jim Pemberton
12/07/10

This poem covers the greatest story ever told
Greater than all the kings and all their gold
This story will bring about deep reflection
Starting with the Immaculate Conception
Of all the stories this is the greatest of all
A complex child born in a simple stall
Quickly the news covered the land
A virgin would be Gods right hand
Inside of her womb a God to a son
Imagine this story has just begun
Everyone knew this child was born to design
Just open your heart and look for the sign
Harrod was driven by fear of not being so great
The first-born son was Harrods fate
Jesus escaped the King and awaited the call
To become the greatest glory of all
This is my master this is our Lord
He is the wielder and we are the sword
He chose his disciples of simple men
Hear tell one was straight out of the pen
The Pharisees called on Pilot the king
At the end he said, “I wash my hands of this thing”
I wonder if when Pilot stepped up to the gate
Jesus washed his hands to seal Pilots fate
Or if he opened his arms to welcome him in
Forgiving Pilot of all of his sins
We took our Lord then nailed him to the cross
As far as humanity that was our greatest loss
But through all the loss just look at the gain
Bought by our Lord through sacrifice and pain
Over 2000 years after this child was born
He came to the prison to make my heart warm
Gave me a gift then our Lord set me free
I reckon the rest would be up to me
As you dress up the tree and hang up the lights
Think of the story of our Lords plight

God has a message…
That rings loud and clear.
This world, as we know it…
Shall one day disappear!
God has a message..
And it’s quite evident.
Everything in his word
is truthful and relevant!
God has a message…
Read His word today!
His son… Jesus… Is the truth,
the life, the ONLY way!
God has a message…
To be proclaimed to every nation.
Only through Christ,
Can one find true salvation!
God has a message…
For all of mankind…
This is the day of salvation!
NOW is the accepted time!
God has a message…
Please listen to his story!
We have all sinned…
And fallen short of his glory!
God has a message…
For everyone to see!
It’s only through him,
that we can be totally free!
God has a message… He’s the answer
to your every question!
Living for him daily… Needs to be your
goal and ambition!
God has a message…
He wants to give you life abundantly!
So you can be with him in heaven…
For all eternity!
What message will you give to him?
What choice will you make?
Please do it NOW…
Before it’s too late!!!
By Jim Pemberton
03/07/11

I was thinking about something
just the other day.
I was at a loss for the
"right words to say."
I was thinking about a time
"way back when."
That day I became born again.
A zeal for Jesus that
I once had.
Excitement in my life,
a heart so glad.
A passion for Christ
overwhelmed my soul.
I loved Jesus-for he had
made me whole.
I've forgotten things that
I once knew.
Reading God's word-
I no longer do.
What has happened to me?
I'm so ashamed!
I'm an embarrassment to
Jesus' holy name.
So, dear Jesus, my knees
I humbly bow.
Please change my life...
I need you now!
By your word, transform
me deep within.
I confess to you my backsliding sin.
I re-commit my life NOW-Yes I do!
And by your love, I'm made
BRAND NEW!
By Jim Pemberton

This Load I Carry…
Along the road of life,
I carry a large load…
It feels quite heavy…
As I travel a “bumpy” road.
This load I carry is often
difficult to bear…
At times, I stumble…
And caught “unaware…”
The trials and hardships
of life… I shall endure…
I’ll try to stay on a path
that is “safe” and “secure.”
There are times, however,
when I get in a hurry...
As the storms of life often cause a “flurry.”
During my travel… As I look up
to the darkened skies…
I can almost look into
my heavenly father’s eyes…
As God reaches down
his arms so strong…
He’s there to lead me
when things go wrong.
The Lord is there to help
with my heavy burden…
He’s also my guiding light…
I am most certain!
The Lord is my shepherd
and is with me where I go…
He’s brought strength and
rest for my weary soul.
This load I carry may be full
of so many things…
But grows lighter because of the love
that God brings!
By Jim Pemberton

When God Called Me…
When God called me…
I didn’t know what to expect!
The words he spoke to my heart. I won’t forget!
What God said to me…. I remember so vividly.
He woke me up in the night so unexpectedly!
When God awoke me. I “jumped out of bed.”
I wanted to hear what his spirit said.
What God wanted for me… Was to follow him!
I wanted to obey and trust him as my friend!
What God desired was to have a faithful heart!
He was there for me…
Right from the start!
My wordly possessions… I left behind!
A new treasure in Christ… I did find!
Many of my “past habits” begin to leave me…
As I felt God’s awesome love all around me!
My thoughts and attentions were decided.
Everything I needed...
God provided!
I’ve chosen to follow him 100 percent!
Fellowship with my creator,
is time well spent!
He is my beloved and I am his!
He is with me each day I live!
Won’t you beckon his spirit’s call?
Living for Jesus makes it worth it all!
By Jim Pemberton

What does it tell you
when a man sees the light,
but first the darkness.
It all fades away in time
passing through the rough of a mind,
that is beautifully insane.
Only the one that is in it can get out
of the twilight of terror,
standing,
staring,
gazing,
waiting till the time
to strike!
I'm wondering
if it's me
or the spirit
that has been chasing me,
to gain a soul
that is not rightfully his,
insane as it is.

My heart feels lonely and I am blue
I dont know what I can do, for I wonder
if I'll see the Son of God looking at me
and if he dose will he be pleased or say
this day go from me, Oh how I do want to
see heaven, I've been saved sence I was seven
my heart cries out from the deaths of my
soul save me God from this day on Dose he
hear me Yes or No this lonely feeling is
haunting my soul Please dear God make it
stop and help me see heaven in Loves pure
light.

God you are in my heart,
You keep my heart from falling apart,
I have been in pain from the start.
Thank you for protecting my dad,
He was very ill and feeling bad,
I shed some tears because I was sad.
God, I'm sorry for what I say,
I know that I won't have to pay,
Thank you Jesus for paying my way.
Please keep Satan away from me,
I don't need temptations you see,
My heart needs to be pure and free.
I want to be your precious stone,
I know that I am not alone,
I can't wait to sit by your throne.

Oh, America,
my beloved America.
The world owns your soul,
and chortles as catastrophe comes.
Bartered was your legacy,
for riotous living,
and pottage no longer gratifies
your innards cravings.
Terrorist lambaste your innocent,
and spread false doctrines.
Fear and anxiety hold you captive,
casting foreboding shadows o'er your land.
As a mongrel wallowing in its vomit,
so it is, you and your sin.
Having no vision of signet ring and fatted calf,
your robe now drapes a self righteous frame.
Has the line in the sand been crossed?
While your flag still flies, the eagle soars,
and your Statue of Liberty stands erect,
return unto the father.
Oh America,
my beloved America,
God loves thee more than I.

Does Anyone Still Preach On Sin?
Where are the preachers who
actually preach on sin?
Where is the fire of God that
totally consumes within?
One thing that is much
needed this very hour.
Is God's presence and his
majesty and power!
Many preachers seem
worried "they may offend."
Too many are afraid they'll "lose a friend."
If they really preach God's
word as they ought to do.
Hardly anyone would be sitting in the pew.
No wonder there's so much sin
and perversion to be found.
The truth of God's word
has been turned "upside down."
It's time we raise a holy
standard in our lives.
Listening to God's word and
no more of man's lies.
The judgement of God begins
at his house--this is so clear.
Watch out--his righteous judgement
is so very near!
What will you be doing, when he
knocks at your heart's door?
Do you really know
whom you are living for?
It's heaven or hell--there is
no middle road in between.
It's time to confess and repent
of all that's unclean.
It's only in Jesus...not religion...
that will save your soul.
Jesus waits for you and
desires to make you whole!
By Jim Pemberton
2008

Don't try to reside within my head
Transforming me to be like Joe or Sam.
Merely try to be a friend instead
Accepting me, like God, the way I am.
For you can't crawl into my skin
Or experience first hand, my pain.
Unless you've walked where I've been
You shouldn't hold me in disdain.
Thoughts I have, How can you know?
Unless opting with you to share.
When through unrest I chose to go
I didn't leave our friendship there.
Realizing that I fit not into your mold
And allowing no clutter in my head.
For God, gave individually, a lot to hold
Don't try to transform me, accept instead.
In others, seek good, and it you'll find
Judge not on looks, faith or creed.
For in my intellect there hangs a sign
My thoughts are for friends, it reads.

God’s Given Us… His Love
God’s given us his love.
We don’t deserve it.
This is a free gift. We can never earn it.
God’s given us his son.
Who bled and died.
He was on the cross...
And wept and cried.
God’s given us a life that’s eternal.
He wants your name to be in heaven’s journal!
God’s given us a life that’s complete.
We don’t have to live in worry and defeat.
God’s given us his mercy
and so much more!
He is what makes life worth living for!
God’s given us his word to
guide our every step.
His words of life… May we never forget.
God’s given us an abundance
of hope that’s secure!
His living water is 100 percent PURE!
God’s given to you
another day to believe…
His gift of salvation…. Won’t you receive?
God’s gift to us …
is more valuable than gold…
His awesome beauty is
a treasure to behold!
Please accept God’s gift…
Before it’s too late…
So you too… Can one day
enter heaven’s gate!
By Jim Pemberton
07/30/11
,

Radiance
A radiant being
descended upon
her old home
today,
The place where
she grew up –
---
Sunlight,
filtering through
slats
& faded window shades,
Brightens
& shines more clearly
as she passes,
bringing
contented purrs and stretches
to the aged
and bony cats
who lie aslumber
in the path
of the warming,
dappling rays
---
Dear Old Dog, quiet
for once,
wags her tail,
a friendly question
sparkling
in her tired, rheumy eyes,
her grey paws
dancing,
young again
for a shining, vaporous moment
(— Oh, yes, and I
like you too,
my very dear, I
like you, too! —)
---
This radiant being
brought contentment
to her birthplace
today,
& left it
brighter
than the stars
---
Dear Old Dog’s
asleep now,
wearing moonlit strips
and dreaming,
While the erstwhile slumberous
ancient cats
awake
to quest the night
And radiance
remains

Lord, I believe in You and myself,
With You I can do almost anything.
Even if I'm overweight...
I believe You'll keep me alive until the day
You want me back home with you.
I'm sorry for my sins
And all of us are imperfect humans:
Debating about beliefs, greedy thieves,
And everything else you hate.
So please forgive all of us and open the gate
To Your Heavenly Kingdom.
Have Your Son save us all.
Sometimes I believe I don't deserve You
And Your Promise for Eternity,
But Your Son's words reassure me.
I feel scared of the destruction in Your Revelation,
But remember You'll keep me safe
If I just forever keep my faith.

To what do we owe thee for the sacrifice of your son?
The shedding of His precious blood to show love for everyone.
The death of Christ was necessary to save us from our sin,
For the glory of our Heavenly Father, life and peace within.
The gift of salvation was our God's compassionate plan,
As He included all mankind from each and every land.
The emblem of the rugged cross was filled with suffering and shame,
But eternal life was God's purpose all in Jesus' name.
At first Jesus spoke not a word, as He hung there on the cross,
The propitiator for all our sins, so we would not be lost.
As the hour neared for Christ's death, He murmured a forgiving word,
He directed His wish and last request as He looked upon the Lord.
"Forgive them Father", Jesus said, "For they know not what they do",
Through pain and anguish, He stayed on the cross just to save me and you.
Jesus' mission was accomplished when He hung His head and died,
The nails driven in His hands and feet, two thieves hung by His side.
The victory of death was heartbreaking, and it seemed all hope was gone,
But now our Saviour Jesus Christ sits right hand on the throne.
What an awesome act of love, delivered with no charge or fee,
To God be the glory for all He's done, everlasting life is free!

Battered by the storms of life and looking for relief.
I walked into the house of God and who on earth did I meet?
There stood a man in a pretty suit with a Bible in his hand.
Words to heal, words to sooth and a balm in Gilead.
His words poured out like thunder.
They tore my heart asunder.
They crushed my heart into.
What on earth could I do?
Should I sit within the pew and never say a word?
Or should I launch back at him to show him I don’t scare?
Should I sit with a very straight face?
Or should I stand and walk out at a fast pace?
Members applauded as he spoke with grace.
I could not even look upon the smirk on his face.
Wounded in the house of God this just should not be…
Wounded in the house of God how painful can that be???
An actual incident that happened in 2005. Poem was started but never finished
until today. I have learned men are human too and they do make mistakes. We
must find that place of forgiveness and move on.
Psalms 141:5-Let the righteous smite me; it shall be a kindness…

God Beautifully Created Us!
God beautifully created us
with unique features.
Because of sin, we’ve become
fallen creatures.
God deigned us to have
fellowship with him!
But that was broken,
on account of SIN!
God formed us out of the
dust of the ground…
His wonderful creation
was made all around!
God had a purpose and a plan in mind.
He wanted to be a part of mankind.
This was broken because
of Adam and Eve’s fall.
But through Christ…
He’s made a way after all!
Through Christ we have access
to God’s throne.
He died for us so we can make
heaven our home!
His gift of mercy is for all to receive!
Won’t you accept him?
And believe?
By Jim Pemberton

I was in clique
We had everything we wanted and was lovin it
But then one night I got really sick
And death I barely missed
So I said to myself I’ve had enough of this
I decided to quit
But then I thought about who was the leader of my clique
It was the devil and he wasn’t havin it
So he had his people watchin me closely
‘Cause he already knew who I was about to go see
I went to church and the spirits followed me in
The only thing I want is be freed from this life of sin
So they started trippin and grabbin, kickin and stabbin
Fillin my head with voices wantin me to make the wrong choices
But I don’t wanna go back
So I got down on my knees
And started beggin Lord please
Don’t let me go back to where I was
When I was drinkin and lookin for a quick buzz
I felt you when I was on the corner sellin drugs
When I was pimpin and low-ridin with the thugs
But I changed all for you because
There’s now a difference between where I am and where I was
So the word got back to who I thought was the boss
He said “get her back, no matter what the cost”
But little did he know the old me was lost
And the only place you’ll find it is on the old rugged cross
So the “boss” is now in a total mess
Hatin every minute that I was getting blessed
And then it happened…
I died
What’s goin on? I wasn’t ready to leave
But I gotta remember every thing works out for those who believe
It was really quiet as I stepped up on the platform
And as I lifted my head the person standin there was the Lord
With Jesus at His right and the Holy Spirit on His left
Let me just be real and say I was a nervous wreck
The judgment didn’t take longer than a minute
They had reached a verdict
GUILTY…
A big smile went across my face when I heard it
He said “Well done my good and faithful servant”

Wake Up People..
Can't You See...
What God has done
for You and Me
God came in the Flesh.. and Dwealt among Us...
God Sent His Only Begotten Son
On Earth, Mary gave Birth
He is the Perfect One, Our Father's Son
Jesus came not to condemn the world,
But to give Us Life
Then on Calvary, Jesus died on the Cross,
He gave His Life for You and Me
God Gave His Love! It was Poured out
Without doubt, He Raised Jesus from the dead
So we could Receive Forgiveness of our sins,
And Become Born-again!
For Whomsoever Believes in Jesus
Will Be Saved and Made Free
To be With Our Savior for Eternity
You can Only come to the Father
Is Through God's Son, Jesus Christ
Just Believe,Then ask Jesus in Your Heart
Receive Forgiveness of Your sins
Through Christ
Come to Jesus...

I scratch my head and too often wonder
And while gazing hinder I see disarray.
I recall those times of my err and blunder
times void of Jesus to brighten my day.
As I posed the question did any care?
The obvious answer I was unable to see.
Until life became more than I could bear
I found Jesus was patiently waiting on me.
I realized that countless agonized for me
Through prayer straight to God's throne.
But from blinded eyes I'd refused to see
Attempting to do things on my very own.
But during a crisis I became spirit broken
For my body was now stricken with cancer.
I surrendered life entire, not just a token
I accepted Jesus Christ as the living answer.

My love is strong.
I use you though the many things you've done wrong.
The road was long but the past is gone and now you have a new song.
A new page to flip;
A new chapter to write;
A new part on this big script.
Satan may try to tempt you as tainted but don't you listen to his games because
your life
will be my testimony too.
And now the new words you'll speak and the lives you'll renew will bring glory to
me and
my son who was slew.
Though I warn you, in this new page your company will be few
People may not get you but they'll run later coming to you with their issues
They'll see how you've overcame and then you'll tell 'em bout me and your life will
then
be shown my testimony. . .
You live my testimony.

I feel the tears come as I half close my eyes
A familiar old song plays in the background as my personal
torment grinds down the old bones of wounds not yet healed
I carry the burden of my actions with
few or little outlets
My brain is turned to broil, hotter than
hell and ready to burn
Rest is all I truly crave, I beg anyone of you,
when will it be my turn
Dark forces are at work tonight, the
embers burn down low
Time is my enemy, a constant confrontation, it
moves so bloody slow
As I watch the moon rise over the mountains tonight,
my angry festering thoughts move to you
My confidant, my only true friend, my partner in crime
I am hurting deeply and I can’t get what I need,
to stick to you like glue
My outside shell is strong as ever, determined to stand
strong, resistant to attack, ready to conceal
My inner portion, soft and vulnerable is torn apart,
bleeding and wounded now, ready to reveal

Sharing shows the true way of friendship that comes
from the heart for it shall not pull us apart,
Sharing is a way of showing your love with somebody's
heart.
Share what you have to offer in life an go a long ways toward
the precouse way toward Heaven where the Angel's shall go forward
with love.
Share the the touch of what is in store for you in the beginning of
life among the christian's from above.
GOD BLESS YOU!

I thought I had lost you
But you were always there
You never left even though it felt like my soul was bare
You guide me through when I don't think I can
When i'm so exhausted you lift me up with your almighty hands
Even though I haven't succeeded through all trials and tribulations
You didn't cast me out and say I can't handle her situations
You love me always so much as to give your life for all of my sins
Through you love I know I will always win

(special thanks to a friend who shared this tribute to Solomon Mahlangu)
Solomon Mahlangu: My Blood will Nourish the Tree that will Bear the Fruits of Freedom:
Solomon Mahlangu was trained as an MK soldier with a view to later rejoining the struggle in the country.
He left South Africa after the Soweto Uprising of 1976 when he was 19 years old, and was later chosen to be part of an elite force to return to South Africa to carry out a mission commemorating the June 16th 1976 Soweto student uprising.
After entering South Africa through Swaziland and meeting his fellow comrades in Duduza, on the East Rand (east of Johannesburg), they were accosted by the police in Goch Street in Johannesburg.
In the ensuing gun battle two civilians were killed and two were injured, and Mahlangu and Motloung were captured while acting as decoys so that the other comrade could go and report to the MK leadership.
Motloung was brutally assaulted by the police to a point that he suffered brain damage and was unfit to stand trial, resulting in Mahlangu facing trial alone.
He was charged with two counts of murder and several charges under the Terrorism Act, to which he pleaded not guilty.
Though the judge accepted that Motloung was responsible for the killings, common purpose was argued and Mahlangu was found guilty on two counts of murder and other charges under the Terrorism Act.
On 15 June 1978 Solomon Mahlangu was refused leave to appeal his sentence by the Rand Supreme Court, and on 24 July 1978 he was refused again in the Bloemfontein Appeal Court.
Although various governments, the United Nations, International Organizations, groups and prominent individuals attempted to intercede on his behalf, Mahlangu awaited his execution in Pretoria Central Prison, and was hanged on 6 April 1979.
His hanging provoked international protest and condemnation of South Africa and Apartheid.
In fear of crowd reaction at the funeral the police decided to bury Mahlangu in Atteridgeville in Pretoria.
On 6 April 1993 he was re-interred at the Mamelodi Cemetery, where a plaque states his last words:
‘My blood will nourish the tree that will bear the fruits of freedom.
Tell my people that I love them.
They must continue the fight.’
Mahlangu died for a cause!
Salute!
The Struggle Continues…
(special thanks to a friend who shared this tribute to Solomon Mahlangu)

A Mother’s Love…
How precious is the love
of a mother’s heart!
Even as a child… It’s there from the start.
A mother’s love knows
no boundary or limit.
It’s often shown by how
much the mother gives it!
Whether her children are
young or growing old…
And whatever circumstances
in life may unfold…
Her love is continually
a solid foundation…
That can’t be removed, torn or shaken.
Her love is what is
a “guiding force…”
Even if her children’s lives
stray “off course.”
I’m thankful for the love
my mother’s given…
It’s surely influenced
the way I’ve been livin’!
To all of our mothers across
our great nation…
May we show them our love
and appreciation!
Their love has stood and
endured the test of time…
I’m so glad that one of them is MINE!
By Jim Pemberton

Your face,
Made a fake smile, (you said)
I love you,
I need you,
I want you just for a while,
You told me,
That I made you smile,
All the things you said to me,
Are just words now,
How can we love,
When you love me for yourself,
(This Aint Love)
Chorus: 2x
What are we doin,
If this love ain't real,
What is this feeling,
That I feel,
I'm broken in emotion,
I'm broken in love, (you said)
I need you,
I want you
You're the only one,
I'm thinkin of, (so tell me)
How can we love,
When there's always someone else,
(This Aint Love)
Chorus 2x
Bridge:
How can we love,
When there's always someone else,
How can we make up,
When you only love me for yourself,
verse #3:
You got me imprisoned,
Inside your heart,
When kissed
I felt, Like we,
Would never be apart,
chorus 2x

The Family That God Gave to Me
I think about the family,
that God gave to me...
And think about where
they'll spend eternity!
I think about the good times,
that we've had.
And the trials we've faced...
Both good and bad!
God helped us to overcome
adversity together!
And proved his faithfulness...
Today and forever!
He showed us the Godly path,
that we should follow...
And promised to be with us!
Today and tomorrow!
He's proven how
much he loves us!
And how much that he
cares for us!
Thank you my lord,
for all you do!
Where would we be?
If not for you?
You've proven yourself
over and over again!
Thank you so much,
for being our friend!
By Jim Pemberton

Things seems to be very clear,
When actually felt it is unclear,
What really seems to be clear,
May never ever be clear for ever.
Your help for others,
May be to be appreciated,
Or taken as what is called,
to be uncounted.
My question is clear,
Why the help for others,
Is sometime never appreciated,
However it is always delivered.
In response to ethics,
lingers in my mind the answer,
To help others is not to be recognised,
But it is to be called someone,
Who can be respected.
To all, continue to help,
Not to to be appreciated by others,
But to be respected by yourself.

Did The Lord Build Your House?
This house of ours is “plain.”
But is still standing.
We’re “simple folks...”
By many people’s understanding…
We may not have much of what is
“socially appealing”…
But we have love in our hearts.
And this is a good feeling!
We may not be “wrapped up” in much
of this world’s entertainment.
But we seek God’s peace
and a desire for contentment.
We, as a family, have one purpose
and “calling” in mind.
To seek God’s ways of being
merciful and kind…
Each day we pray with much
thankfulness in our hearts…
For this is where happiness
and gratitude starts!
We’re thankful to the Lord for
his unfailing grace…
And for keeping us together
in this special place…
We’re blessed to have a God who
is truly worth finding.
His word in our lives is precious
and worth memorizing!
“Unless the Lord builds the house,
they labor in vain that build it!”
God must rule and reign…
So his love can completely fill it!
By Jim Pemberton

We salute every soldier who’s
served this great nation.
And offer a heart of thanks
and appreciation!
We salute each member
of our armed forces.
And are thankful for their
efforts and resources!
We salute the many who
protect our borders too.
We’d be in trouble…
If not for people like YOU!
We salute every son and
daughter lost in a war.
YOU are what serving this
country is meant for!
We salute the officers who’ve
guided our women and men.
Our prayers are with you!
And our love from within!
We salute our veterans!
Wherever they may be!
Those who served on
land, air and sea!
Offering prayer to the
Lord is our belief…
That he will guide our
Commander-in-Chief!
As we observe
Memorial Day this year…
Let’s offer our soldiers
love, hope and cheer…
May God bless them in
all they endeavor
And his peace be with them
today and forever!!
By Jim Pemberton
05/21/10

May the Love of Jesus Touch You!
May the love of Jesus bless and touch you!
May his presence be with
and uplift you!
May the joys of the love make
you complete!
And touch you, from your
head to your feet!
May the glory of the lord
be with and keep you!
His majestic power can really touch you!
May the words that he’s spoken,
touch your spirit!
His mercy and salvation…
He freely give it!
May the sweetness of Jesus,
into your life bring!
His righteousness and beauty!
Your everything!
May you take some time
with Jesus in prayer?
How much he loves you!
How much he cares!
By Jim Pemberton 07.28.13

A Pharisee was fair you see,
Because with the resurrection they understood.
But the Sadducees were called “sad-u-see”,
Because they did not believe that the teaching of
The resurrection was any good.
Both groups were very pompous you see,
And thought they were better than everyone else on the scene.
And even when Jesus Himself showed up at the grounds,
It made them more vindictive and more mean.
Several times they tried to trap Jesus,
As in the case with the adulteress lady.
But Jesus once again had to put them in check,
For His reaction was what they were watching;
Of which He made them look very shady.
Another time they were upset,
Because they healed on the Sabbath, someone.
Instead of being happy for the person that was healed,
They were upset amongst each other, everyone.
Today we have people like those just the same,
“Uppity” and you can’t say anything to them.
Thinking their too good to be with CERTAIN people,
Forgetting they are to love all people at all times;
But making some individuals feel very dim.
“Clubbing” or “Club-Hopping” on Saturday night,
Going to hear the Word every Sunday.
But smoking and speaking sadistic words,
As if it were something like a Monday.
Jesus told the Laodicean church,
That He would literally out of His own mouth spit them.
Because they were neither cold not hot,
They are what we call being “LUKEWARM”
There is a difference between,
Living in and committing a sin.
The first is a lifestyle one chooses to live,
While the other is a mistake one makes but not purposely therein.
So will you be a modern day Pharisee or Sadducee,
Or will you be a worshipper with sincerity?
Will you have a sarcastic or sadistic spirit,
Or be with your father in hell for eternity.

I’m so busy with church… I don’t have much time…
But God forgives me…. So is this a crime?
I go each Sunday, and do “the church thing.”
I’m just too busy, to really do anything!
I’m there on time. I try not to be late.
I even give my ten percent
into the offering plate!
I bring my Bible, and wear a suit and tie.
I sing the worship songs, shout and cry.
Do you need any help or prayer?
Please wait in line….
I’m busy right now! And don’t have the time!
I’ll direct you to the pastor to make
an appointment…
Perhaps he’ll pray and give
you an anointment!
This is what I offer! And the best I can do!.
I just don’t have the time for people like you!
Maybe I’ll see you again. Maybe I won’t…
But giving my time for others? I simply don’t…
I’m trying to look good for my
“Sunday appearance.”
Anything less, would be a “new experience.”
I hope you’ll forgive me for saying “excuse me.”
Maybe I’ll find another time
for you to be with me….
By Jim Pemberton

Long ago, one Christmas morn, in a stable a child was born
Innocent, helpless and small
How could we believe He’d someday die to save us all?
On His mother He depended for his every need
How then could we imagine it would be by His blood alone that we’d be freed?
Growing up in a time and place so different from Heaven above
Living and dying here on Earth, what a symbol of His love.
To the cross He lovingly went
Knowing it was for our sins alone that He had been sent
Dragging His cross up to that hill where men were condemned to die
Jesus, our Savior suffered the fate while we were all passed by.
“King of the Jews,” that’s what the sign had read.
Hanging just above His thorn crowned head.
Blood spilled from nail driven hands and feet
As Christ suffered a death most bitter and sweet.
The pain and agony He lovingly endured
To give us the gift of salvation, most blessedly assured.
He never counted the cost of a price that was oh so high
Giving up His last breath so we may never have to die.
Today He walks amongst us, having conquered the grave.
Loving, hoping and waiting for us to accept the gift that He gave
When on that day so long ago He died in our place
Proving the power of God’s most amazing grace.
So this Christmas morning before you race for the tree
Take a moment to thank God for Jesus, for the gift of life eternally.
But don’t stop there, unwrap that gift of salvation today
What better way is there to tell Jesus………Happy Birthday?!

Let the Deicide commence.
You're a voyeur at best!
Your vampiric heart is beating out of your chest!
And you have slayed the ones whom would love you for anything less
Ready to consume the final fragments of innocence,
And for you there is no forgiveness,
On your knees pleading, screaming to a tyrant in the skies;
The father of lies.
I will never be enslaved in your superiority
The people agree: jaded of your false dichotomies.
Know: I will be whomever nature intends to be
Apollo and I will share our dreams,
and you will be forced to see
your failure!
I know who you are...
Readily the first to present your scars
Chained by some despot or mental czar
An emotional homunculus in your mind, behind bars
Reluctant to escape - even when proven fake
Your demented mind - depths no one will penetrate!
...And you see me suffering
Not caring of any casualties
Just as long you recieve your safeguard of sympathy
So very wary of the masses and their Anarchy; Liberious ways
Solipsist - Is there no one you can see?
Even if she was presented burning?
Solipsist - Is there no one you can believe?
Even if Sophia was screaming?
Solipsist - Know you have killed and abused me
Imprisoned in your own personal reality

Jesus Is the Vine.
I am the branch, Jesus is the vine.
For I am his, and he is mine.
To remain in him,
I'll bear good fruit.
This is God's command so absolute.
God, the gardener, comes
to trim and to prune.
For he wants me to
blossom and to bloom.
Bearing good fruit is his upmost desire,
For every bad branch will
be thrown into the fire.
Engrafted in Jesus...HIS joy I'll receive.
he's my very best friend
who will never leave.
By obeying his commands,
in his love, I'll abide.
For if I'm truly in him-
I'll have nothing to hide!
Living for Jesus, will be my true pleasure.
For HE is my vine, my rock, and my treasure!
By Jim Pemberton

The Day My Uncle Died...
I was thinking about the smile on my uncle’s face….
This was a before he would “leave this place."
I'll never forget the words shortly before he died.
The more I thought about it, the more I cried.
He said, "you know Jimmy I wish I got to know you better."
I never received another phone
call or even a letter.
A few days later he was ready to go to a funeral.
But it was also him who received a burial.
I was shocked and amazed as to what happened.
The events took place. There was no way
I could "stop them."
Memories I had were from many years ago.
I often think about him. And I do miss him so!
I suppose many don't take the time to realize...
How quickly life passes...
Then someone dies.
Perhaps there's someone in your
life you can think of…
There's been a situation that you're
embarrassed to "speak of/"
A harsh word said, and angry thought was spoken.
And soon your relationship has been "broken."
This may be a good time with this person to spend.
Irregardless if they're what you'd call a "friend."
Everyone is important to God who reigns above.
We need to be filled with his mercy and love.
The person you haven't seen shall one day disappear...
The days are short... Our journey's end is so near!
May God speak to our heart and help us to see...
Where will you and I be spending our eternity???
By Jim Pemberton

“There is a time for each season…
To everything made…
There is a divine reason.
A time for purpose under
the heavens above…
A time for meaning from a God of love.
A time to be born. A time to die…
A time to farm the ground
under the beautiful sky.
A time to kill. A time to heal...
A time to tear down and
to build up with a passion and zeal
A time for weeping. A time for laughing…
A time to mourn. A time for dancing.
A time to keep...
A time to throw away.
A time to tear. A time to make amends today.
A time to get. A time for losing…
A time to keep. And to give
away at our choosing.
A time for silence. A time to speak…
A time for each hour
and day of the week.
A time for love. A time for hate…
A time for war. A time for peace at your gate.
How will you spend the time
God has given to you?
What is your choice? What will you do???
May this be a time living in
God’s purpose and design.
He created you and made
everything beautiful in his time!
By Jim Pemberton 05/22/10
Read Eccl. 3:1-11

Many In Church Don’t Know of God’s Power!
There’s many people who attend church on Sundays.
And yet don’t really understand what God’s word says!
Many get excited when the church has a “coffee hour.”
But few really have a desire to experience God’s power!
Prayer time is too often just a few words that are said.
They sing a good tune, but many are “spiritually dead.”
An evangelist comes to town, and many rush to see him!
It’s almost like they want to “bow down” before him!
I’m not here to look for a preacher to get me “excited.”
I want to experience the power of God, that he’s provided!
If I need a drive thru restaurant, I don’t need a church to do it!
When it comes to knowing God’s power… Many refuse it!
It’s only the power of the Lord Jesus, that can raise the dead!
It’s only through knowing his word, that we can truly be fed!
If you want someone to stroke you ears, you’ll find them!
Many will say what you want to hear! You probably know them!
But if you really want the power of God to really change you!
You need to seek his presence! And allow it to touch you!
If you can’t find it in a church building, get into a prayer closet!
There’s a move of God that’s stirring! But many have lost it!
Seek the Lord while he may be found! And enter into his presence!
The Holy Spirit wants to fill you with power! And is omnipresent!
Please come Lord Jesus, and forgive us of our sinful living!
May we enter your courts with a heart
of praise and thanksgiving!
We need you Lord Jesus! May we lift your name up higher!
And seek to be filled with your Holy Ghost’ fire!
By Jim Pemberton 10/09/13

Hebrews 13:2 "Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares."
"Authors Note: This is a true short story/poem of my strange encounter with a dear, homeless man named Sam.
This happened in 1992, when I was living in Grass Valley, Ca. These are not actual pictures of Sam, but they remind me of him in so many ways. We should care about people, all people, homeless or otherwisez'
***Dedicated to Sam*** ____________________________________________________
Part 1
He stood alone on the corner on a local, busy, traveled street
In ragged clothes holding a sign standing in the cold or heat
“Anything Helps,God Bless", it says, on his small cardboard sign
"I’d appreciate whatever you give, even a nickel or a dime".
Most all the drivers pass him by, seeming not to care
But every time I see him, I feel such a need to share
I’ve seen him at other places in that same part of town
A place where the homeless go; those that are lonely and down
There’s a shelter down the street, a couple of blocks away
It’s called “Open Door Mission” a place where the homeless stay
I want to cry when I see this place, full of children, women and men
Driving down by the Mission down on Nicholas Street, I see them picking through dirty, garbage bins
Glad when they find a piece of clothing, or joyful for some aluminum cans
Some people think it’s shameful when others are down, or in such paltry jams
I think to myself, “How can they feel this way, it could be them or me”!
“Open your eyes”, I want to yell out loud, “Isn’t this the land of the free”?
How far have we come from this ideal, 'Land of the Free, Home of the Brave”?
On our holiday, the Fourth of July, does that saying mean the same today?

I Went to Church Last Sunday…
I went to church last Sunday, and heard a lesson…
I felt like I was almost in a “delicatessen.”
A “menu” was served, with a “meal” given.
And a “pep talk’” on “how good we’re livin’!
We were asked to shake a hand, “and meet a friend.”
“But don’t say anything that may offend!”
Our comfort was sought after, with “love” in mind!
We were taught to be “considerate and kind!”
We sang a few songs, and raised a few hands…
And got up and down, all through the stands!
A pastor spoke a message, he wanted to be taught.
A “feel good” message is what he sought!
How many “feel good” messages do we need?
In what direction does this church want to lead?
Is it one that doesn’t have a fear of God,
from within?
Is this a place where one
can find freedom from sin???
We need more than a Sunday lesson,
to change this nation!
We need God’s power! With Holy Ghost conviction!
We need pastors that are on fire, with a passion and zeal!
And the believe that Christ’ coming is very real!
May there be a new focus, of Christ’ death on the cross!
And much more emphasis on reaching the lost!
Going to church On Sunday, doesn’t mean a thing…
If living 100 percent for Jesus, doesn’t mean anything!
May your church on Sunday be stirred from above!
And be filled with God’s power,
his holiness and love!!!
By Jim Pemberton

Happiness in a Wrong way – Zamreen Zarook
In the notion of seeking happiness,
I thought of stepping in to nonsense,
I dream I could find success,
But I had only little access.
Every attempt that I lend,
It was an utter failure at the end,
My life was full of difficult bend,
But God is always there as a good friend.
My deeds travel in various ways,
Some times in subways,
Or in times it goes in highways,
But I had the belief, God is there always.
North and south families surrounded,
East and west friends are rounded,
Every time fear on death soughed,
I am trapped, and my merits are loaded.

Outside, there is a small trail
and six steps
separating me from those that pass on by,
Impossible, to hide, behind my ruby house coat
and synthetic flavoured...
bitterly savoured, morning coffee
An old man walks by,
paced, in slow - rhythmic strides
in order to balance three bags
his aluminum collection
Toes, emerging from the tips of his tattered shoes,
As he spies me
we engage in observations
He is courteous, as he desists,
lowers, his head in his travels,
continues to descend down the hill
around the corner of my house,
heat scorching
This morning,
all I can hope for
Is that he does not rip my garbage apart.

Let’s praise the Lord!
All you people of the land!
Let’s praise him with every
Instrument we have on hand!
Let’s shout praises to his
wonderful name!
A message of rejoicing,
we need to proclaim!
Let’s come before him,
with love from our hearts!
This is where a victorious
life really starts!
Let’s bring him our thanks
and appreciation!
And sing of his tender mercy
and wondrous salvation!
Let’s bring him a heart filled
With hope and cheer!
The coming of the lord,
is so very near!
We bless the father, the spirit
and son!
Through the blood of Jesus,
we have overcome!
By Jim Pemberton

God gave me talents and abilities to use!
The love he blessed me with. I wouldn’t refuse!
I wanted to use what was given. I really did!
I had no idea this would change how I live!
I spoke to the Lord with a heart felt confession.
Using my God given talent was my obsession!
People from church listened. It didn’t seem to matter.
There was too much “business”, “gossip” and “chatter”
I talked to the pastor about the desire I had on my heart.
I could tell he didn’t care…
Right from the start!
In my efforts to serve God, I most certainly tried.
There were many nights I laid awake and cried!
In my efforts to use God’s talents, I often felt alone.
I didn’t want to go anywhere. I stayed at home.
I wanted to give to others, the love God gave to me!
But I was alone now… It was so plain to see!
The many from church that I thought were my “friend.”
Would often criticize me again and again!
They told me that I wasn’t good at what I wanted to do.
“How could God use somebody like you???”
God picked me up when I felt very discouraged and down…
He filled me with his spirit.
His presence was all around!
He took my futile efforts to use me any way he could.
Everything I was going through... He understood!.
I’ve been able to share his mercy and love that he’s given!
His power and grace have
changed how I’m livin’!
I don’t need others “permission” for the talents I received.
His will in my life is what I aim to achieve!
His word and love have blessed me within!
I’ll do anything for my savior and friend!
By Jim Pemberton

God Will Take Care Of You!
Whatever struggles or trials you’re going through.
God has already promised to take care of you!
Whatever situation you’re in...
Maybe there’s “no way out.”
God remains faithful! This is what he’s all about!
Perhaps it seems like all you’ve tried has failed you!
God is here right now!
His works surround you!
The situations in life that you may face you…
God is there! He is powerful and he loves you!
Won’t you invite him in, to take control?
And allow his peace and joy to fill your soul?
Everything that you need! He has provided!
His desire to help you,
has already been decided!
You can trust him to take care of your problems!
Whatever they are… He can solve them!
God’s word remains solid and is a true foundation!
His words speak peace to any difficult situation!
The awesomeness of God rings loud and clear!
He’s here to help! He’s always near!
He’s someone you can give your trust and believe in!
His blessings in your life... You can receive them!
He’s here right now … Won’t you call on his name?
With him in your life…
Things will never be the same!
He’ll bring sweet peace and joy deep within.
He will always be the one you can truly depend!
All praise, glory and honor to God above.!
Please touch us with your mercy, grace and love!
By Jim Pemberton

sometimes i talk to myself,
my mind is racing,
i dont know what to do...
so hard to explain.
depression isn't a stage
or a faze some kids go through
it shatters you...
i saw it all.
she cried silent in her bed,
blood stains covered her favorite jeans,
her every shirt,
long sleeve ofcourse...
she suffered through it all with few people to call friend
and more to call enemy
even more to say where quite dissappointed....
FAT
her first name in school,
not started by a bully
or a mean rival,
but by her sister,
and it echoed through her soul,
repeating in her mind... over and over again,
like the ripples of still water
when a pebble is dropped
flash frozen in time
repeating,
over and over again...
It was the first name they gave her,
millions where created over the years,
some unique
some repeating again, just as the first had..
gothic they called her,
emo, fat, ugly....worse things.
but in her mind, things where worse.
everything was repeating,
over and over again,
finally she believed it.
she asked for help, from everyone
tried to explain to parents she wasnt well,
got called a psycho for asking to see a theripist,
not from a teacher,
not from a class mate,
but from her own father, who wouldn't, couldn't,
believe there could possibly be a thing wrong....
finally, crying, she confessed her bloody secret to a teacher.
rather then giving her time,
she is sent back to class crying her eyes out, as if she wherent going through enough...
she is sent to the principals office a few minutes later, after breaking down in class...
the princlipal says she needs help,
sends her and her dad for a risk evaluation,
her dads crying as she shows him her cuts...
they walk into a hospital room,
it smells of chemicals and hand sanitizer,
the lady at the desk gives her a smile.
then she goes into a room with a lady,
her cheeks are sunken in and shes wearing way too much makeup,
the girl is gaging on her perfume,
and she looks really intimidating....
her dark brown hair looks dead and flat
even though its a bit wavy,
and she wears somewhat of a mocking frown.
asks her all these questions,
is mommy beating her?
no
is daddy raping her?
no
is she doing drugs?
not alot
is anyone beating her?
pass...
did anyone molest her?
pass....
oxcarbezapine, trazadone, citalipran, clinazapam, colonipan,
valium, lithium, more.......
and thats what they gave her,
more...
some numbed the pain
some brought it out
tearing through her organs,
she became an addict by the time she was fourteen....
over dose after over dose
some for pleasure
some for pain,
gashes on her legs getting deeper,
this time she didnt tell a soul,
not even those she had come to call friends....
wakeup she screamed in her head over and over again
as she dropped weight like it was nothing....
you cant controll it she argued as things became worse.
at age fourteen she attempted suicide,
she didnt quite succeed.
the medication took away her aappitite....
she liked it
she hated her body
hated herself
felt out of controll
found a new way to cope
as she shoved tooth brush after toothbrush down her throat
to keep her body from nuitrients...
as she whent weeks and weeks spitting food into napkins and making excuses
I ate at my friends house....
spoken as a whisper
heard like a sentance
echoing in her mind over and over again,
along with that word, all the words,
FAT!!!!!!
ugy, anoying, stupid, fake, worthless, nothing...
one bite she would say
rocking back and forth
craving nothing but food
her body racked with hunger pain
one bite and there she was again
FAT!
over and over and over again
back to a toothbrush
this time she sees blood
she saw her ribs
she saw her bones,
it wasnt good enough,
she almost died, again....
choking on this deep dissappointment in herself,
gaging on everything they where pushing down her throat,
their words, and their insults, their criticism.... their drugs
all shoved down her throat like candy
and just as she was was trained to do she swallowed despite the bad taste
or the hurt
or the fact that at the rate she was going she would be dead soon...
and you know why?
because daddy yelled
and couldnt accept what was happening
not because he wanted to hurt her
but because it hurt him,
and she let him believe,
because she could take the hurt if it meant he didnt have too.
because mommy didnt want to sit in her room all day
smoking weed
doing nothing,
practically having us raise ourselves,
she didnt mean to take anger, or frustration or hurt out on her daughter
she suffered everyday in her solitary confinement,
and from a young age she accepted her bedroom was the cage
her mother had created for herself.
because sister didnt want to effect her the way she did
she was just frustrated
fed up with the way things where
scared, she needed someone to take her cruelty
and to help heal her pain...
because people in school
who where so cruel
had to have learned from somewhere
and she wasnt going to play into their games,
and they knew she was an easy target
because she would never attack someone so weak
and she accepted her suffering was a sacrafice
to help all these people....
to help her dad,
her mom,
her sister,
every person who was beaten abused or hurt
and felt so weak at home they wanted to feel strong in the one safe place they had.
because depite the fact she had died inside,
and almost passed away on the out,
it was a saccrafice she was willing to make
so that no one else would have to feel that kind of pain,
and they all inflicted it and broke her down'untill there was nothing left but a shell
of somthing that could have been
and never had the chance
and why?
because she would take it and wouldnt strike back,
because sometimes "just taking it"
isnt so much about the weakness not to do anything
but about the strangth not to hurt others the way they hurt you...

God Gives Us Brothers and Sisters For A Reason!
God gives us brothers and sisters for a reason!
As children, we have each other, throughout the seasons!
We laugh and play together and do all sorts of things…
Often not realizing what the future of life brings!
As kids, we often share whatever life may give us!
And stick together, no matter what trials may face us!
But, as we grow older, too often, we part separate ways.
And lose any contact with each other for countless days!
I’ve seen all kinds of things tear families all apart.
Often, there’s some kind of
unforgiveness of the heart!
If you, and your siblings, have reached a separation…
May you seek Jesus for
a Godly reconciliation!
As family, whatever divides, must be lifted up in prayer!
Where two or three are gathered… God is there!
Just think about what the family unit has become!
The love of Jesus must be what binds us all as one!
Getting along as a family, is more than just a “feeling!”
The blood of Christ needs to bring an “inner healing!”
The family that each of us have,
may not be here tomorrow!
Are you one who’s holding on to bitterness and sorrow?
May the words of Christ help us all to get along!
That through HIM, our families
will be STRONG!
By Jim Pemberton 10/20/13

A poem wrote by me, based on Person who is a deserving icon but still struggling hard with his career life and addressed as disturbed creature.
DISTURBED CREATURE--> Am I ?? BY Mrs.Madhavi Suyog Pagare
Am I so insane, Am I so mad,
Dramatic mood of mine is so die hard.
Destroyed my peace, Shattering my dreams,
People call me as disturbed creature.
As like mounting the pain, attenuating the drain!!
Digesting my feelings lying inside me,
Strangely nobody cared, call me sick.
Teasing me lavishly and my heart is pricked,
Hurted me like hell when addressed me as stupid.
As like showering rain, missing on the lane!!
Time lapse in journey of life,
Can hamper anybody on its path.
When I see innate reflex of mine,
I always use to brightly shine.
Though possessing every job attributes of mine,
I never thought the authorities will ditch and hamper my career line.
Falsely acting bloody swine, making my image as fade as wine.
As like affecting harmonious divine, my soul was, as is transparently pristine!!
Destroying me and testing my patience, Never wanna give up.
Transformed deviations, wanna rightly screw up.
I wanna raise up, I wanna shake up.
I wanna wake up, Tranquilize my mind.
Unzip the professional life compressed by the culprits.
Wanna explore myself, driving the motivated heights of journey.
Lastly waiting for the optimistic opportunity.
Cuffing the suspect ,I wanna rejoice by my pattern of life!!
with Suyog Pagare

Watch this scene with both eyes and try not to blink C: -->
I stood there... silently
Like a predator near prey
I sneak behind YOU
You weren't even aware of it!! Ha-ha!
I made YOU jump hIgH
Like a startled hare
I chuckle and smile
You know that mischievous smile of mine?
Your reaction was
PRICELESS - you were so upset
But YOU forgave me
Well...I'm flattered. . .
We laugh'd together (just like the good times)
In a chorus - our volume
Picked up extreme sound
Believe me - I could hear our laughter from a mile away!
But I'm glad I did
My best to make you giggle
Ridiculous me...
Wouldn't you agree?

I, the sleeper and dreamer
Wish for your end
Is it wrong, blasphemer?
Should I break, should you bend?
I sharpen your demise on a pencil sharpener
Peeling you away….reaching your core of lead
Should I break or should you bend?
Or can’t I just wish for my end?
There’s knives protruding from your eyes
The eyes I know are dead
The blasphemer you are will reveal where your body lies
Beneath your core of lead
I found you among the disposables
Wishing for my end
I blasphemed you and you just gave back
My pencils burning with lead
I screamed as you pierced through me
I felt it in my soul!
But I’m to blame for this masterpiece
I sharpened you with gold!
The shavings fall upon the ground
And still this dream moves on
Pierced, I fall without a sound
Until the break of dawn
I, the sleeper and dreamer
Am still pierced to this day
So I hand the pencil sharpener to you
And pray you’ll be with me

someone always told me this with tears in her eyes...
(for Lata Sethi's late-mother, who was my mother’s ‘sister’ and who took us all into her heart, and for Lata and Ravi Sethi of Defence Colony, New Delhi)
a wife left South Africa in the 1960’s to join her husband
who was in exile at the time...
in 1970 the husband was sent by the African National Congress to India to be its representative there...
the husband and wife spent two years in Bombay...
one afternoon the husband fell and broke his leg...
the wife knocked on their neighbour’s door, in an apartment complex in Bombay
the neighbour was an old Punjabi lady...
the wife asked the neighbour for a doctor to see to the injured husband...
a Parsi ‘Bone-Setter’ was promptly summoned...
the husband still recalls his anxiety of seeing ‘Bone-Setter’ written on the Parsi gentleman’s bag...
by the way, the ‘Bone-Setter’ worked his ancient craft and surprisingly for the husband, his broken leg healed quite soon...
but still on that day, while the ‘Bone-Setter’ was seeing to the husband...
the wife and the old Punjabi lady from next door got to talking about this and that and where these new Indian-looking wife and husband were from as their accents were clearly not local...
the wife told the elderly Punjabi lady that the husband worked for the African National Congress of South Africa and had left to serve the ANC from exile...
and that they had left their two children behind in South Africa and that they were now essentially political refugees...
the Punjabi lady broke down and wept uncontrollably...
she told the foreign woman that she too had had to leave her home in Lahore in 1947 and flee to India with only the clothes on her back when the partition of the subcontinent took place and Pakistan was formed and at a time when Hindus from Pakistan fled to India and vice versa...
the Punjabi lady then asked the foreign woman her name...
‘Zubeida’, but you can call me ‘Zubie’...
the Punjabi woman hugged Zubie some more, and the two women, seperated by age and geography, wept, sharing a shared pain...
the Punjabi woman told Zubie that she was her ‘sister’ from that day on, and that she felt that pain of exile and forced migration and what being a refugee felt like...
Zubie and her husband Mosie became the closest of friends with the Hindu Punjabi neighbours who were kicked out of Pakistan by Muslims...
then came the time for Mosie and Zubie to leave for Delhi where the African National Congress office was based...
the elderly Punjabi lady and Mosie and Zubie said their goodbyes...
a year or two later, the elderly Punjabi lady’s daughter Lata married Ravi Sethi and the couple moved to Delhi...
the elderly Punjabi lady called Zubie and told her that her daughter was coming to Delhi to live and that she had told Lata, her daughter that she had a ‘sister’ in Delhi...
Lata and Ravi Sethi then moved to Delhi...
This was in the mid-1970’s...
Lata and Zubie became the closest of friends and that bond stayed true, and stays true till today, though Zubie is no more, and the elderly Punjabi lady is no more...
the son and the husband still have a bond with Lata and Ravi Sethi...
a bond that was forged between Hindu and Muslim and between two continents across the barriers of creed and time...
a bond strong and resilient, forged by the pain and trauma of a shared experience...
and that is why, and I shall never stop believing this, that hope shines still, for with all the talk of this and of that, and of that and of this, there will always be a simple woman, somewhere, anywhere, who would take the ‘other’ in as a sister, a fellow human...
and that is why there will always be hope...
hope in the midst of this and of that and of that and of this...
hope...
(for Lata Sethi's late-mother, who was my mother’s ‘sister’ and who took us all into her heart, and for Lata and Ravi Sethi of Defence Colony, New Delhi)

Dearest Father in heaven above,
To whom all honor and glory belong,
Thank you very much for your love,
And holy spirit that keeps us strong,
We thank You for directing our way,
With support in doing Your will,
Please lead us to those gone astray,
While time allows us still,
We deeply appreciate everything,
You provide for us each day,
The kindness Your blessings bring,
Through all of Your wonderful ways,
We look to You to comfort and guide,
Us servants near and far,
Please keep Your hand open wide,
And protect us wherever we are,
Please comfort and strengthen those,
Be they sick or persecuted,
Guide us through such worldly throes,
Please keep us firmly suited,
As imperfect humans we do fall short,
Failing to measure up in many a way,
Please hear our repenting hearts exhort,
For Your forgiveness as we pray,
Thank you Dear God for everything,
You bless us with each day,
Especially for Your loving son, our King,
Jesus Christ, through whom, to You, we pray,
Amen.

We Need God Back Into Our Schools!
There are some trying to remove God from this nation!
They do is under; “a church and state separation.”
For many years, God was taught in our schools!
Until the Supreme Court took it away, with it’s rules!
As so many young people look to fill life’s “void.”
They try many things that they think they’ll enjoy!
Rather than having God’s word to obey and live by.
They choose the kind of life that they will die by!
Drugs, sex and violence of many perverted kinds.
Are what is now filling so many young people’s minds!
Read the headlines! Many young people are stressed out!
Yet our government can’t seem to figure it out!
Another shooting… Another act of violence appears!
While any kind of answer seems to have disappeared!
The answer is not more money to solve their problem!
No matter how much the government tries to solve them!
Let me give you answer. It’s called “read the Bible 101!”
It’s time to repent to God the father, the spirit and the son!
Our young people need God brought back into their life!
And allow him to heal their brokenness and strife!
Jesus Christ is the solution for which many are asking!
Only he can give anyone a life that’s everlasting!
Please come Lord Jesus! And heal the wounded hearts!
It’s everyone one of us, that it needs to start!
No court or school can separate God’s love for you and me!
Where will you spend your eternity?
By Jim Pemberton 10/24/13

At Church, We Talked About the Holy Spirit!
At church, we talked about the Holy Spirit.
And discussed how to be guided by it!
We discussed scripture and God's power!
And how we need his spirit... This hour!
We learned about how the Holy Spirit moved long ago.
And how we need it now! To nourish our soul!
It seemed like no matter what we decided
We knew the spirit's power has been provided!
Rather than just all of us talking about it...
Isn't it about time, that we really experience it?
The disciples of the Bible were empowered from on high!
They boldly proclaimed God! And were not shy!
It's almost like the church today is somewhat defeated!
Because the Holy Spirit's work isn't completed!
How can anyone experience the Holy Spirit within?
When so many hang on to unrepentant sin???
If you're one, who's hanging on to a denomination...
Is God's spirit part of your life's foundation???
Won't you take the time to wait on the spirit's presence!
God is powerful! And is loving and omnipresent!
Talk is cheap! Submission to God's spirit is the key!
To help you in life! And give you the victory!
Won't you come now? And enjoy the spirit's fullness?
It will bring you joy!
And complete wholeness!
By Jim Pemberton

Before we were thought of or time had started,
God put US in His Son’s name..
And each time we pray, you'll see its true,
You can't spell Jesus without including US.
Were a pretty big part of His wonderful name,
For US, He was born;
And His great love for US is the reason He died.
Isn't it thrilling and splendidly grand
He rose from the dead, with US in His plan?
The stones split away, the gold trumpet blew, egospelexpress
And His resurrection was for US.
As JesUS left the earth with His wonderful ascension,
When He felt there was one thing He just had to mention.
"Go into the world and tell them it's true
that I love them all - Just like I love you."
So many people are Christian brothers and sisters,
Don't all the others have a right to know JesUS too?
It all depends on what we do,
He'd like them all to know,
But it all starts with US.
Rev. Samuel Mack, OMS
Copyright 2011
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Mercy Rewrote My Life!
My life was rewritten by God’s mercy divine!
He took away my sins and cleansed my mind!
I was totally changed by his awesome power!
His word is renewing me each day and hour!
He reached out and touched me,
when no one else could!
All of my burdens and problems...
He understood!
He strengthens my body with his
love and healing!
I wake up each day with a
“brand new feeling!”
I thank the lord for everything he’s given!
I’m a new person and my sins are forgiven!
My life is rewritten. The past is washed clean!
Christ is my righteousness!
My everything!
I’m so grateful for him and all that he’s done!
All glory and honor to God’s precious son!
The joy he’s given. I’ll no longer hide!
Because of God’s mercy..
I’m on the winning side!
By Jim Pemberton

Inundating radiant sunshine beams
down on my face
fervently tracing crows feet
nearing the frown I can taste
obliterating tear streaks
transmitting them
into the depths of outer space
introducing an iridescent spectrum
of piercing waves
golden ears fear in the race
Electromagnetic oscillation
inspiring me to rely
religiously
upon solar energy
photosynthesis
eradicating unwanted toxins
by chasing them
vehemently
So on this sacred date of "ONE"…
negative energy is trumped
by the positive tsunami
of the sun
and as she dares me
to stare into her face of grace
ninety three million miles away…
I sigh
as her radiance blasts my face
in such a merciful way
suddenly my shaking knees
give way to an epiphany
that this day is laced with sanctity
Finally
the world's eyes feast upon
an auspicious
uniformed alignment
five ones standing side by side
gold adorned
a spiritual aspirant
making change the world will see...
"The Sun's Seven"
pronouncing a unified spirituality

* Entrance for P.d.'s "Unique Line" Contest-----This poem's title is unique "A Day of Ones In the Sun" because it describes a very special and unique calendar date 11-1-1. But if you missed it...
don't worry or let your eyes get blurry with tears
cus' 11-11 's comin' in a hurry to relinquish your fears.....so yes there will be another day of ones on 11-11-1! tho' I can't promise you at the Soup that the 11th will be filled with sun!------I believe my poetry, like many others on this amazing site, has a fresh variety, inspired by life and everything in it! I hope you enjoy my lines like :"the world's eyes feast upon
an auspicious
uniformed alignment
five ones standing side by side
gold adorned
a spiritual aspirant"

Are You Ready?
Many in church aren't
ready for Christ' return,
Holiness in their lives must be learned.
Many attend each Sunday,
and go to every class.
But outside church, their spiritual
candle burns out fast.
Everyone thinks they're doing
fine and “o.k.”
As long as they give money
and sing and pray.
They soak in God's word and
memorize many verses.
You can see their Bible tucked
in behind their purses.
A sense of excitement stirs
each Sunday morning.
But many fail to heed God's somber warning.
Without holiness, no one shall
enter God's throne.
If Jesus came today—
they'd be left alone.
God knows the heart of man
is wicked deep within.
That's why Jesus said: “YOU MUST be born again.”
Be separate from the world's
wicked and sinful ways.
“Be ready for my coming” is what Jesus says.
At God's house, his divine
judgement shall start.
Live for Jesus NOW—love him with all of your heart.
Keep this important thought in mind.
If he came now—would you go—or be left behind?
By Jim Pemberton

In my quest for this mission,
Many days and nights I prayed,
But plagued by selfish visions,
I asked what the Spirit had to say,
The battle engulfed self and spirit,
Screams of desire flooded my mind,
While fierce haunting demons appeared,
My voice of reason was such confined.
Yet the Spirit moves in silence,
And while this Spirit ever grows,
It ever gently reminds us,
By whispering gentle blows,
Thus the tranquil wind,
Burst in upon the storm,
And the quieting din,
Deafened hellish horns,
And in hush's sweet embrace,
The Spirit within me said,
Messages filled with grace,
Of how others must be fed.
Give them glimpses of wonder,
Inspire them with your faith,
Yes, give them much to ponder,
Yet in a much more simple way.
Don't lose them in scripture,
But to the word remain true,
Only teach that which is sure,
And that which you can prove.
There will be those who oppose,
All that I would have you say,
But this is why you were chose,
For this great mission today.
For you have been surely blessed,
With a faith complete and whole,
You've been prepared for this test,
Now go and share what you know.
And keep in mind your quest,
To gather the children who know,
That love's the answer to this test,
Upon which a true Church can grow.
Now I come before you today,
For help in spreading this word,
For its the Church we must save,
To find a path true and sure.
The end times are now upon us,
We need to be better prepared,
With a Church which is more just,
To embrace those lost and scared.
Our Church should always be righteous,
And offer salvation's warm embrace,
It should help the groom to find us,
And with our lamps full we will wait.
But our task reaches further still,
As there is much work to be done,
For we need to ensure God's will,
On earth as it is in heaven!
We'll teach love and forgiveness,
Of both trespasses and debts,
Our mission does not glorify us,
Rather the Lord who gave us this quest.
Once we believe our mission complete,
Humility will show us we have more to do,
And we will always endlessy seek,
That which the Spirit tells us is true.
And above all we will keep in mind,
That it takes a heart wide and great,
Filled with all the love we can find,
To pass through the narrow gate.
So a call to action must be made,
For our great holy quest has begun,
Visit us whether or not you're saved,
At True Christian Church dot com.

Judas betrayed Jesus’s whereabouts
End, was near
Son of God, knew this
Universe of the Son of the Divine Father, restored
Sins of man forgiven, Prince of our Universal domain, alive in the hearts of his children

Overcoming Evil With Good...
"Do not be overcome by evil,
but overcome evil with good."
This verse from scripture
is often misunderstood.
Many tend to "get back" at someone
who's "wronged them."
Whether it be from a stranger... or even a friend.
You cannot fight evil with evil--
this isn't God's plan!
His concept of love and mercy-- you
need to understand.
Remember the words Jesus said in the beatitudes.
Perhaps this can stop any
"revengeful attitudes."
You were called to be holy--
with Godliness in mind.
To be filled with his mercy...
being gentle and kind.
Rise above whatever evil
may come your way/
Overcome by doing this with
God's goodness... today!
Allow the cross of Christ to be
lifted up in your life.
Allow his spirit to remove all malice,
bitterness and strife.
A compassionate and loving person
in you... others will see!
What you do today--will impact your eternity!
An overcomer of evil is often
difficult to do.
Obey and trust God--
He will see you through!
By Jim Pemberton
Rom. 12:21

Jesus,… I welcome you as my “invited guest.”
Things inside me have been “a big mess!”
I ask you to come in and take
complete control.
May you be the lord of my body,
mind and soul!
May you be the focal of my
thoughts and attention!
I need your words for
inspiration and direction!
I need our comfort when I feel
discomfort and pain...
I’m so glad you’re here!
And am glad you came!
You are and will always be the God for me!
You’ve broken my chains! Now I am free!
I thank and bless you for all that will do…
You were there when I had no one else to turn to!
Thanks again for accepting my invitation.
You’ve cleansed my life!
I’m a “new creation!”
You’ve given me your peace and joy throughout!
Living for YOU is what
life is all about!
You’ve given me your love
and joy throughout!
Living for YOU is what
life is all about!
By Jim Pemberton 03/09/12

Jesus... The Living Water
Jesus is the living water
which can satisfy.
HE is the oasis in a land
barren and dry.
Only HE can bring true
satisfaction deep within.
HIS living water can break
the bondage of sin.
He awaits you with his
love and grace.
His living water shall fill
your "empty space."
You were made according
to his design.
He created this world
with you in mind.
Come and drink of his water
that only he can give.
Taste of his everlasting love
each day that you live.
NOW is the day of salvation...
please don't delay!
Listen to the words
Jesus has to say.
His promises are forever,
steadfast and true.
It is no secret of how much
he loves me and YOU!
By Jim Pemberton

Righteous and just shall inherit the earth
The lord does chastise me so I see Him
Placed me in poverty pray I do right
Sinned throughout my life now I must think twice
Each and every hour this debt I owe
Righteous and just shall inherit the earth
Turn their backs they have people that I know
Failing in belief cause my will I give thee
Placed me in poverty pray I do right
A different path to walk to you I go
My destination is known you I fear
Righteous and just shall inherit the earth
Your punishment severe pain I endure
Forgiveness be time in you faith I trust
Placed me in poverty pray I do right
No longer without sight you freed my mind
The sanctuary I seek found in you
Righteous and just shall inherit the earth
Placed me in poverty pray I do right

It's A Pleasure to Really KNOW Jesus!
Often people get in trouble for deviant activity.
This often shortens their life's longevity!
As people strive or pleasure in so many things...
They don't think of the heartache this often brings!
Many seek pleasures, but are never fulfilled!
Often becoming self centered, and stubborn willed!
The "excitement" they want, doesn't last very long.
Soon, they don't know where they really belong!
If it's the thrills and joys of life, you've been spending...
Isn't it about time, that you just stop "pretending?"
The pleasure many want will NEVER be there!
Is anyone really listening? Does anyone care?
If it's pleasure many want... Look no more!
We are what Christ' love is really meant for!
Jesus Christ gives the best pleasure we'll find!
He's faithful, honest, graceful and most kind!
Isn't if about time, you let him turn you around?
And let him put your life on a solid ground?
He can do it now! By the power of his shed blood!
And truly bless your life! From heaven above!
I'm so thankful to him, for the joy he brings!
He is God! And can provide ANYTHING!
By Jim Pemberton

For All Of My Sin, Guilt And Shame…
The sins I’ve committed… There are so many.
Is there any hope for me. Is there ANY?
The things I’ve done have caused me much shame.
I’m often embarrassed when
others call my name.
My past failures and mistakes. They abound!
And have a tendency to “pull me down.”
I’ve often felt “unlovable” with a discouraged mind.
It seems like my life, “is racing against time.”
I was told that Jesus loves me
and can make me whole.
How could someone like this love me?
I’ll never know.
How could a God who’s so
merciful and lovable.
Find anything inside of me… That’s “valuable?”
I’ve read in hi word, that he
purchased my life with his.
An abundant and eternal life… He freely gives!
Dear Jesus. I ask you to come into
my life and wash it clean.
I ask you to be my Lord. My righteousness.
My everything!
For all of my failures, mistakes and every sin.
I long for your presence and peace within!
Only YOU can restore my life through
your gift of salvation.
I give you my heart. And an opened invitation!
Thank you Lord! For the work
that you’re going to do.
I want you to know how much I love
and appreciate YOU!
By Jim Pemberton 09/21/11

Here I sit, uncertain of what lies ahead.
I’m still wondering how my family will be fed.
I once had a job that provided a sense of “security.”
Now I don’t… And I have a lot of uncertainty!
I have unpaid bills, and I’m not sure what to do.
I’ve asked for help. But not sure who to turn to!
I get discouraged, and feel life “pulling me down.”
I’ve tried just about every job that’s in town.
The dreams I had, have been shattered and smashed.
At times, I feel like I’m just “a piece of trash.”
My wife tried to support me, the best that she can.
But she doesn’t know me… Or even understands!
Dear Jesus… You’re the only left that I haven’t tried.
There’s been many nights I laid awake and cried!
I read in the Bible, where your love for me is real!
When I call on your name... There’s a love I can feel!
Whatever happens, please help me Lord, to trust you!
Whatever tomorrow holds, may I still love you!
I know that you’re a foundation, that I can stand on!
Jesus is a friend! That I can always depend on!
Jesus, if I lose everything that I have or that I hold on to...
My I always remember your faithfulness
and never forget you!
Here I stand… With my burdens lifted from me!
It’s because of Jesus! And how much he loves me!
I praise HIS name! And lift my hands to the sky!
He’s in control now! I don’t have to ask the reason why!
Jesus… Please take control of my worries and desires!
Above all of my problems, I lift your name up higher!
By Jim Pemberton

Are You Happy With the Life You Have?
Are you truly happy with the life you have?
Or have you been discouraged and sad?
Have the things in life brought you contentment?
Or are you one who’s often filled with resentment?
The feelings you have, and the ambitions inside…
Is there some trouble that you’re trying to hide?
Everything you have… God has given to you!
His promises are true!
And he’ll never fail you!
The happiness you may be seeking,
you can find in him!
You can find peace,
hope and satisfaction within!
Christ can bring a healing that you won’t find!
Won’t you give him a chance?
While there’s still time?
What profits a man if he gains the world,
or loses his soul?
Jesus loves you so much!
More than you’ll ever know!
The opportunity is here, for you to take!
Won’t you give God a chance? For heaven’s sake?
By Jim Pemberton 10/14/13

We are nothing but simple pawns.
We’re Pushed around by others it’s oh so wrong.
I look around with my eyes wide open.
All I see is humanity choking.
We are all lost destroying humanity.
The way we live is twisted insanity.
Let’s try something for a minute and turn to a friend.
Try asking, how have you been?
Or when they respond lets actually listen.
Its friendship and love we’re tragically missing.
Why must we be in a stale mate?
Stop what where doing and lose all the hate.
Let’s find ourselves we’ve been lost a while.
Its imperative we do this life’s not so vile.
We are all humans and all of us feel.
It’s simple, respect and everyone heals.

I came into your lives a lost and lonely child,
Full of anger and resentment,
Overwhelmed with fear and confusion.
Yet you took me into your home, your lives, and your hearts.
From the very beginning you tried to make me feel welcome and wanted.
Though I fought you each step of the way you never gave up on me.
Instead you patiently and lovingly took me under your wings,
protecting, guiding and shaping me.
Showing me love and understanding.
Giving freely and openly the praise and affection I so desperately needed.
All the while expecting nothing in return.
As days turned into years you were still there
Making me feel safe and secure,
treating me with respect and fairness,
pushing me to be the best I could be.
And still, there I was fighting you.
Oh, the pain and heartaches you endured at my hands.
Yet there you stood, firm and unwavering.
Never walking away, never giving up.
Always loving me no matter what the cost.
All these years later as I look at my own children
I realize just what you saw and still see when you look at me.
Your Daughter!
I love you.

We all been hurt by people in our life by something they said, did or did not do to you.
In fact, you have probably harbored a deep resentment toward them for the way they hurt
you.
It's not good for you to harbor such resentments
For they lead to anger and arguments.
Which is followed by violence.
Saying you sorry is the only way to make all this silence.
Try to figure out: was it an act of commission,
Or was it an act of omission
How can we really live without the word forgive
To excuse for a fault or an offense
That is an apology and just common sense
Most of the time you have to be the bigger person
Because if things is not resolved they seem to get more tensed, heated, and worsen
There will always be people who purposely abuse
So many lie and cheat and slander and manipulate and use
"Forgive...and be forgiven"
In the bible that is what is written
Forgiveness is God's wondrous gift
Jesus came to love, save, heal, and uplift

Do you believe that second chances are a way to mend what was broken?
Apologizes are not easily accepted and hardly ever spoken.
Suppose you we’re given another chance to undo all your past mistakes.
Would that alter your life’s fate?
A lot times in my life I wonder where do I belong,
Especially, after I undo all my past wrong.
In life we make a lot of mistakes but we shall learn from them all.
Whether, they are big and small.
Sometimes the truth will never be revealed.
Sometimes the wounds doesn't find time to heal.
It only takes a deep desire to try with all our heart.
It does not take a new day to make a brand new start.
Giving another chance without having a revengeful mind,
It shows humanly compassion and always remembers to be kind.
“Sometimes life gives you a second chance, or even two! Not always, but sometimes. It’s what you do with those second chances that counts.”
? Dave Wilson

God Gave Me A Talent… I Didn’t Use It!
God gave me a talent, but I chose to refuse it.
I had it… But didn’t want to use it!
God also gave me the ability to use what was given.
But it just “didn’t fit in” with my style of livin’!
The talent he gave, he wanted for me to share...
Although I went to church… I just didn’t care!
I was like someone who “buried the talent in the ground.”
When God came looking… I was nowhere to be found.
I was embarrassed of what he gave and ashamed.
I didn’t want to talk about Jesus,
or mention his name…
I wanted to be careful of who was my friend.
If I were to use God’s talent, I may easily “offend.”
We all have talents. God’s given them to each one.
He’s given to us his spirit and Christ Jesus his son!
All that we need to accomplish his purpose and goal…
He wants to use us! He loves us more than we know!
Will you “bury” the talents that God’s given to you?
Or will you just “turn your back” like others do?
He has a divine will for us all. A purpose and plan!
He waits for you… With an outstretched hand!
Won’t you allow him to use you HIS way?
Please do it now! Listen to what HE has to say!
HIS blessings in your life is for you to receive!
Reach out to him now! Trust and believe.!
By Jim Pemberton

I am the face of misery
My life, a dissonance of autumn and spring,
The years are written in the same
Lugubrious, nostalgic grey
How can it be the author to blame?
I cannot scream this all away…
Burn nor Bleed this all away…
To Death I am Ordained
Lacuna ever growing
With Velvet sheets of life flowing
Aeons apart of my "royalty"
Under the mask the cannot see...
Can you dispel this tragedy:
Antigone - Epiphany failing
If it must be…
Then just kill me,
(Antigone) sing me out of reality;
I wear this dissonant crown of shame
(Antigone) Of a kingdom's disdain
I hate to be this way... normalcy's bane
(Antigone) Here comes the edict, to blame
The sordid child of Thebes,
This is me,
Antigone
No words of hope
No words of hate
Do I have Lenore to send to me:
The sordid child of Thebes
Caught In the longest nightmare
life - the slowest way to die
I know this is my life
But I'm not under control
under the mask the will see
Just Another Human
If it must be…
Then just kill me,
(Antigone) sing me out of reality;
I wear this dissonant crown of shame
(Antigone) Of a kingdom's disdain
I hate to be this way... normalcy's bane
(Antigone) Here comes the edict, to blame
The sordid child of Thebes,
This is me,
Antigone
If it must be…
Then just kill me,
(Antigone) sing me out of reality;
I wear this dissonant crown of shame
(Antigone) Of a kingdom's disdain
I hate to be this way... normalcy's bane
(Antigone) Here comes the edict, to blame
The sordid child of Thebes,
This is me,
Antigone
Can you dispel my life; this tragedy?
Can you control the storm in my mind?
I'm asking you: can you rid me
Of The Curse of Antigone?

Serving a Great Church? Or a Great God?
There’s a church nearby I was invited to come to…
I was told; “this is a great church!” It’s really cool!”
“We have a great pastor that preaches a great sermon!”
“We have great people too..” “This is most certain!”
“You’re invited to a service that is really great.”
“It last one hour so make sure you’re not late.”
“You’ll find a great service in just one hour!”
“You’ll have a great time.” “And will feel God’s power.”
“The worship is great too!” “The music will stir your soul!”
“Getting more people into our building is our goal!”
I thought; “In this great church, is something missing?”
In this “greatness…” What kind of life are we giving?
What does scripture say about Christ’
body’s purpose and meaning?
Are we focused on God? Or what gives us
a “good feeling?”
Holiness and repentance must be our
daily goal and passion…
Being sold out to Christ
may seem “old fashioned.”
I’d rather have Jesus than the
“greatness of a church” any day.
I’ll love and worship HIM…
No matter that others say!
May we all return to our first love...
Jesus must be our lord!
It’s in heaven where we need to have
our treasures stored!
I seek the greatness of our God!
And I worship his mighty name!
With him in church..…
Things will never be the same!
By Jim Pemberton 12/01/11

I've watched the war from behind closed doors;
Eyes too glued to close.
And now knowing what's in store, there's porn no more.
God's love is the only hope we know.
We are forgiven because of the love that is Jesus.
We are saved because of the love that is Jesus.
We give our lives to the Father for we are His children and He loves us.
We are loved!
No matter what we've done, we are loved!
Confess and ask for forgiveness;
This is such a beautiful gift!
Thank You God!
Thank You Jesus!
You forgive me!
You save me!
You change me!
I am changed!
I am new!
I am renewed!
I am forgiven!
I am saved!
I am changed!
There's porn no more
For God's hope is in store!
There's porn no more
For God's love is the hope of the world!

It was a cold and rainy night.
The stars were shining bright.
It seemed as if the world was at a pause and not a person was in sight.
I sat quietly in my car,
the sound of music I heard blasting from a far.
I opened my door,
stepped out slowly and looked around.
Now suddenly the music stopped,
not a word is heard, not even a sound.
I turned my head, looked over my shoulder,
I saw a woman running.
She was wearing a white gown.
I couldn't help but wonder why this woman running
flaunted such a frown.
I followed her footsteps,
I listened for the sound.
Running through the darkness,
one question came to mind,
Who would leave this woman?
Who would be so heartless?
How can someone leave her when she is so obviously distraught?
Abruptly a sound was heard.
I came to a stop.
I listened closely.
It was a gunshot.
Now fearful I stood.
I began to run as fast as I could.
I ran so fast, I could hear my heart beating.
I came upon my car and noticed a woman bleeding.
She was gasping for air.
Someone had shot her and left her to die there.
It was as if they didn't even care.
She reached for my hand,
whispered softly to me
"never trust a man"
At that moment her hand dropped.
I knew her heart had stopped.
I looked at her white gown now dripping red.
I I cried to myself and pondered what she had said.
This could be me.
I could be lying here dead.
I will remember her words always.
They will haunt me for the rest of my days.
This moment I will never forget.
No man should ever be such a threat.
This was the day my life would change.
From this day on I would never be the same.
The lesson I learned here,
never have such fear.
Fear that will keep me from being free.
I learned that I can be happy just being me.

I can't believed I
Missed all the
Signs
That You gave me!
I know now that I can't live my
Life without you!
Living here knowing that I
Can still have you in my heart is my
Only joy. I'm sorry I didn't believe in all your
Messengers until it was almost to late; but
I'll try to live the rest of my life for you
Now.
God, be with me and help get through these last days!

I shall layeth down my cloak of redemption
it shall cleaneth you of all manner of compensation
for just as my temperament doth squabble feebly with the present foibles of my most difficult current hostilities
time sweet majestic unwavering time
doth reconcile in me
an assurance of tranquility shall invade my troubled waters and calm the turbulent seas to but a ripple
as if transposed to a lake
where the sun doth shine from the heavens
and prosperity will live in my house
once more

May We Honor Our Parents…
I know of many parents who tried their best to raise their kids.
Many of their hearts cry because of how their children live.
There’s many who’ve tried to teach their children God’s holy ways.
What was taught, seems to be lost… In a matter of days.
Many parent’s pray for their children’s lives.
Many of their children choosing to live a life of “lies.”
Scripture says to honor our parents,
that our days may be long.
But any kind of honor to them…,
Many feel doesn’t belong!
The advice and warnings from parents
seem to be ignored.
Many of their children say they’re
“too old fashioned and bored.”
There’s a message for the young people that needs to be clear!
You need to honor your parents!
One day they shall “disappear!”
God gave us the parents we have,
whether we accept this or not.
We need to think about the things that our parents taught!
May we seek to live lives that will bring honor and grace.
In our hearts, may we keep our parents in a “special place!”
May we share from our hearts, the love our lord has given!
May we share his love while
our parents are still livin’!
The love we can give our parents is a treasure untold!
The gift of having parents is more precious than gold!
By Jim Pemberton

I Woke Up With A Mission On My Mind…
I woke up this morning with a mission on my mind.
I wanted to tell others of Jesus! It was about time!
There were so much scripture I began to ponder.
My love for Christ grew down here and “up yonder!”
When I needed some help. And needed it the most.
Christ saved and filled me with the Holy Ghost!
The excitement I had for Jesus began to brew.
I wanted others to know this one that I knew!
Others from church just couldn’t help to explain it!
My love for Jesus... It’s hard to contain it!
I pray that others will share of God’s life eternal.
It’s my wish for their name to be in heaven’s journal!
I pray that God will use the words that are spoken.
To minster to the needy, bruised and the broken!
Lord… Help me not to be ashamed of your GOOD NEWS!
May there be a shout of victory
beyond the church pews!
A mission for Jesus... God has stirred in my soul!
To be his example… Wherever I go!
May the banner of the cross be lifted above…
As an example of Christ sacrifice from his heart of love!
A testimony of God’s goodness is a joy to share!
Spreading his glad tidings to people everywhere!
A mission for Jesus is what he’s already given!
So others may know of a brand new way of livin’!
By Jim Pemberton

I'm worried where the next dollar will come from.
Will she ever arrive?
Will she ever show up?
But why am I worrying?
Stop it!
It's all in God's Great Hands!
It's all under God's control!
It's all within His plans!
It's all His
And He will provide
Because He is our Father!
He loves us!
It's all His!
Trust Him!
I know it's difficult;
He will not lead you wrong.
He knows where you need to go.
He knows what you need to endure.
It's all His plan.
It's all in His Hands!
Lay down your life;
Give the control.
He is in control!
Thank You Father!
Trust Him!
It will all be okay!
Trust Him!
Thank You God!
Thank You Jesus!
Thank You Holy Spirit!
I love You always!
I trust You always!
I trust You!
I trust You!
Yes, yes I do!
I trust You!
I love You!
Amen!

There are no barriers to God's love
he gives us it freely from heaven above
no matter what things come our way
he still loves us each and every day
he knows we will make mistakes
he knows we may not always get things right
but yet he is always with us
watching us lovingly withing in his sight
there are no barriers to God's love
your life he will truly bless
you can receive that love today
just by saying YES.
when Jesus died on the cross for our sins he broke every barrier that seperated us from
God's love, we now live in the freedom of God's Grace because of his great love for us by
sending his only son
nothing can ever seperate us from God's Love. romans 8 38 & 39.
GOD HAS ALREADY DESTROYED THE GREATEST BARRIER.
The temple had three main parts-the courts, the Holy Place (where only the priests could
enter), and the Most Holy Place (where only the high priest could enter, and only once a
year, to atone for the sins of the nation-Leviticus 16:1-35). The curtain separating the Holy
Place from the Most Holy Place was torn in two at Christ’s death, symbolizing that the barrier
between God and humanity was removed. Now all people are free to approach God because
of Christ’s sacrifice for our sins (see Hebrews 9:1-14; 10:19-22). Amen.

Will We Know Him?
Will we know Him if He stood in front of us?
If He walked by us on the street?
Will we know Him?
If we have a chance to meet Him in our lifetime?
In that split second that we meet Him?
Our eyes met for the first time?
Will we know Him?
Yes reading the moment we stood side by side?
Our smiles are very clear
Our heart jumps around
Yes we do know Him?
That look, and that feeling
When we know we've found our home
Yes we do know Him
Yes we know what to say to Him
As we walk away together
Yes we know Him as He knows us His children
We are finally together
Rev. Samuel Mack, OMS
Copyright 2013
http:paladinnews1.blogspot.com

Morals, Morality and Ethical Direction…
We often hear of morals, morality and ethical direction.
What they mean, I suppose, is “one’s discretion.”
Very seldom, is anything from the Bible being heard.
Why obey God’s commandments? Why, that’s absurd!
Many claim, that as adults, just about anything is “o.k.”
As long as you don’t do what they do, but what they say!
Many are “bombarded” with sexual type of temptations…
Often leading many to get into perverse addictions!
We set up boards of people to try to be “ethically clean.”
When it comes down to it…
What does this really mean?
Can a person be totally immoral, but 100% ethical?’
Does this, in some way, seem kind of “heretical?”
Why believe in God? He’s been ruled
“unconstitutional.”
While many listen to the news,
which is often “delusional!”
We hear of perversions, that are often “glorified.”
Do we hear of those wanting
to be Godly sanctified?
If you’re confused, and need some kind of spiritual guide!
Look to God’s word! He has nothing to hide!
The kind of morality and ethics that you’ll ever need…
Can be found in the Bible! Open it and read!
Why not read from Genesis through Revelation?
We can all find what we need! Across our nation!
God and his word give us a true moral compass for living!
His life for our own lives, is what he’s freely giving!
Won’t you come to Jesus for godly direction today?
He is here! And wants to help you find HIS way!
By Jim Pemberton

As I walk through the blaze I slowly lay upon my grave, as your love incinerates. I embrace your selfishness and your hate without resistance. My love so true and permanent. Forever loving you is a blessing forever lasting.
Armageddon of love destruction, I'm in possession of love indigestion. True sacrifice an offering, for you to relinquish the evil of satan forces. I will perform this, apocalypse of mass destruction. My inspiration of your last kiss intoxication of unhappiness I slip into bliss, from the lack of your interest and broken promises. As I say goodbye thee angels cry I cease to exist, one last breath I perish.

You’re Valuable To God!
You‘re valuable to God! He gave you his best!
You can enjoy his love,
peace and rest!
You‘re valuable to Jesus!
He bled and died…
He sacrificed his life for you,
and was crucified!
You’re valuable! You were bought
with the Lord’s blood.
Everything he’s given to you is
because of his love!
You’re valuable to God, and so
wonderfully made!
A way to get to heaven
has already been paid!
You’re valuable and precious!
One of a kind!
When God created this world.
He had YOU in mind!
You’re valuable to the lord!
He wants you to know…
Not all of the world’s money
can purchase your soul!
You’re valuable to God!
He offers his salvation.
You can enjoy his peace
and sanctification!
You’re valuable to God!
Won’t you come to him?
And experience his love,
and the forgiveness of sin?
God offers to you eternal
life that’s precious!
He speaks to you from a heart
of mercy and kindness!
By Jim Pemberton

Embers of Time
As our time dissolves to embers, we reflect on what we have wrought.
Will we even get to Heaven after all the craziness we have sought?
Will our children and theirs’ try to follow in our misbegotten ways?
Or did we help to steer them to a far better and unerring way?
Did we teach them to seek a far better way of life?
Or did we show them the material one, built with so much strife?
Did we teach them to be kind and gentle, yet in faith, to be strong and true?
Did we help them open their hearts to others, or tie them closed, as they view?
Did we show them how to mend a fence, or to trample on everyone else?
Did we lead them on a path to Jesus or steer them away, somewhere else?
We know: as we sow… so shall we reap… but, yet, God is always at hand.
Reach out with an open heart and soul, as before him we always stand.
No one is perfect, so in the end… simply bow before the Great I AM.
In his eyes we were always his, yes… His precious little lambs.

Healing Can Only happen,
When the Pain is Gone!
Healing can only happen, when the pain
and damage are gone!
It can only come about, when there’s
no “lists” of wrongs!
People need to move ahead, and put all
of the past behind them!
And seek God’s forgiveness,
so his grace can find ‘em!
Too many carry a load of sorrow
and grief that they can’t afford!
They need to bring everything to Jesus,
and make him their LORD!
How can we experience healing,
if the suffering is still there?
How will we ever be able to love others,
and truly care?
May we all seek the kind of healing,
that only Christ can bring!
May we allow him to remove
all pain and suffering!
Jesus… We need your healing now! More than ever before!
It is your love that we must learn
to treasure and adore!
Please come now and refresh us with your awesome love!
The sweetness of your Holy Spirit, is a gift from above!
Thank you God! The pain is gone and the healing has come!
All praise, glory and honor to Jesus!
God’s anointed son!
By Jim Pemberton 10/19/13

The Bible Gives the Recipe For Success!
The Bible gives the recipe to be successful!
Life doesn’t have to be burdened and stressful!
True spiritual success, may not be what you think of!
God can give much more, than you can dream of!
He gives joy unspeakable! The half hasn’t been told!
You can walk with him one day,
on streets of gold!
Blessings come from allowing
Jesus to rule your heart!
This is where an abundant life,
can actually start!
Fellowship with Jesus, is friendship divine!
He can restore your life!
And bring peace of mind!
He can restore anything the enemy
has taken away!
And offers true love and joy,
to brighten your day!
God’s recipe for success,
cannot be made or bought!
His son died for you! And loves you a lot!
Won’t you read the Bible?
And allow God’s word to be applied?
Everything you’ll ever need in life...
He has supplied!
Please Lord Jesus…
Come and fill our empty soul!
It’s only YOU that can make us whole!
By Jim Pemberton

So you sinned?
Well, that's done and over with!
Keep it in the past
'Cause that's where it belongs.
But ask Jesus for forgiveness;
Don't dwell on mistakes any longer
Because He makes you new again:
Renewed.
Love is the outcome;
Forget the wrongs,
Love and move on!

golden tendrils light the way,
glisten against the gate open wide,
out pour the angels, into the galaxy,
speeding along on celestial tide,
search for souls, some coming alive,
search for souls, recently died
those coming alive, confused, cry,
remember no past, trapped in new life,
unsure the future, how long it will last,
comes an angel to watch over and protect,
to remain and comfort until last breath,
then to guide a worthy soul
into the loving light of eternal life
those recently died, conscience stricken,
scream with fear, have no past,
trapped in everlasting night,
an angel, long departed, returns
to give testimonial, of one,
who cared more for life,
than the warmth and comfort of the light,
will now guide an unworthy soul,
into eternal blackness and never ending night
golden tendrils light the way,
the gate, gently sways, then closes all the way,
the angels return into the realm of God's eye,
souls eternally alive

I Went To Church Last Sunday…
I went to church last Sunday, and much to my surprise.
I got up real early. It was just before the sunrise.
I wanted to be with others in worship to my Lord.
But when I arrived, so many there look so “bored.”
When they were singing the songs, some didn’t seem to care.
As I looked around, hardly anyone noticed I was there.
By the time the people were asked to sing another song.
Some greeted the worship leader with just another “yawn.”
Did anyone really want to worship Jesus the risen king?
Is church a place to simply “get bored with everything?”
As the preacher arose to preach his “Sunday sermon best.”
“Fill between the lines,” he said… This was to be the “test.”
Shortly after the outlines were filled, there was a “closing prayer.”
I noticed many of the people were “happy to get out of there!”
I thought to myself as I left and walked out the door…
“Is this what the true body of Christ meant for?”
“Where is the sin-cleansing power of God I’ve heard about?”
“Has the power of God in many churches been ‘kicked out?’”
I pray that the presence of God will get a hold of our heart.
May our worship for Jesus be evident… Right from the start!
May our relationship with Christ be very important to us.
May we give him our life! Our heart! And our trust!
May our love for him not be a “boring Sunday experience.”
May we serve HIM daily… Expecting a divine appearance!
The Jesus I know is bigger than any denomination might be!
And only his blood has the power to set men free!
Serving and loving Jesus is an opportunity with living!
A life in totally surrender to Christ is what we much be giving!
By Jim Pemberton

In the exact moment that I am right now
I stand in a sea of vulnerability;
susceptible to the effects of causes around me
and since I am fully aware,
I own my surroundings
I am one with sounds and vibrations
resonating from the earth;
I am that pulse of the drum beat
thats been thrashing
inside me since birth
Right now, I am exactly as I am
deeply flawed and misjudged
used, victimized and persecuted
Right now I am you in the absolute
Right now, I am exactly as I am
balanced, whole and complete
attracting abundance and certainty
Right now I am peace - still you
Right now, I am exactly as I am
You

God, I Need Your Forgiveness!
God, I need your forgiveness,
for things I’ve done!
I need to be washed through
the blood of your son!
Please take away
the heartache and pain!
Help me to trust you,
when I call on your name!
May t take each day to really
get to know you!
And just take the time to say
that I LOVE YOU!
May my heart be humbled
and broken within!
And daily trust Jesus as my
savior and friend!
I’ll always need someone
that I can lean on to!
I don’t know what I’d do,
if I didn’t have you!
By Jim Pemberton

Four letters put together to create one word,
with an impeccable definition.
Love...,
It is a strong word,
Close to the heart, yet
far from the woman you Love.
Butterflies flying, flapping their
orange and white wings in the summer heat.
The butterflies flap, flap their beautiful wings
together in the summertime of Love.
For Love is beautiful, like the summer preludes!
Four letters composed, to a Chopin's masterpiece.
The Romantic pole reaches out, to touch, to hold, to Love.
For these four letters are easy to read
and put together to create a complex concept
with a universal definition.
A four letter word, easy just to say,
but it is harder to show.
For Love is a simple word made up of simple letters,
but a complex meaing that takes most lifetimes to comprehend
and others a short while.
For I've seen hearts broken
and hearts put back together,
with this simple word.
My heart burned, brused, stabbed
knows the dangers of this simple, four letter word.
Love, some think it is a game
to play when you are bored.
Destroying self-esteem of girls,
who are already weak and nieve.
They long for love, but find surrealist dreams,
and see the Man of their dreams slip away in the night.
Gone without a trace.
While she is sucked into false promises,
from simple minded boys,
with only one thing on their mind.
Love..., it is a joke to some.
"I love you," is a laughing stock,
while a slap in the face, and disrespect is in fashion.
Girls, foolish girls walking in lonesome heartbreak,
saying they are in Love.
It is sad to see, and hard to hear, I know it is.
And to me Love is sometimes fair,
and most times a cruel joke.
Love, this four letter word is simple to say, but hard to comprehend.
Love me and I shall take you by the hand
show you caves of mystery,
and skies of grace and meadows, filled with flowers,
dedicated just for you, no one else, but you.
We can make Love on the sandy beaches, under the moonlit sky
under the still stars and shooting ones too.
Have a romantic dinner of oyster-shells and champange and kiss each other,
till we drown in intoxication and fall asleep in each others arms.
huh, Love... A simple, four letter word, that is easy to say,
but even harder to show.

Forget! Regret not, for it all has intention...
To attempt comprehension leads to double block wall.
In searching your question, much more loss is gotten,
Confusion, dismay a deeper dug hole.
Infinitely seeking you strive for some meaning,
the truth is quite simple you are not sole at all!
Infusion connection the union eternal,
Is easy to grasp when knowledge of whole,
is truly encountered from deep within query
The meaning the truth the love of it all...
Once trouble & strife and struggle are missing,
The clear light of being shows beauty once more.
Accept what is given agree to the treaty.
Fight not with your fears, and answer your call.
Find substance in living, step over delusions.
Regardless of meaning, life’s radiance will soar.
So use this awareness these words and this practice,
Come forth tall and sturdy, head high and recall..
When sad and when empty in need of intention,
No doubts I plead! No need to explore!
Emotions you hold are sensed by your siblings,
Your waves of sensation your truth and your soul...
Are parts of us all, we are all together we are all but one!
In oneness we’re whole!

Thank You Jesus For Changing Me!
Jesus reached down to my life
and changed it!
His love touched my soul
and “rearranged” it!
He brought to me his mercy
and care.
That I may share his goodness
to people everywhere!
He restored unto me the joy
of my salvation!
And brought to my life
a heavenly invitation!
He gave to me everything
that I needed!
He brings the victory!
Satan is defeated!
He really loves you!
Won’t you believe him?
Just reach out to him now!
And receive him!
By Jim Pemberton

Want You know the worth of Love,
Way never end, the journey never Quit,
Height neither achieved nor the depth End,
The everlasting prickle in your eye sight,
Freeze thoughts and awful memories,
Would not leave you lonely,
Every day goes by,
Turn you the stem solitary,
Frightful nights and dreadful days,
Miserable morning and Depressed Twilight,
Stand for fameless achievement,
Faced it all for hoping day of Bright,
Exam with no result, game of grief,
Neither you fail nor you pass,
Sunny day Rainfall, sweating in cold and fruit of Autumn,
Love is stream that you won’t cross.
Cause, we don’t know the price of Love, cost of Beam,
If you wanna know the cost, die with your dreams.
M. Shahid H. Chouhdry
Bahawalpur, Pakistan
shahid817@gmail.com

You are good for me
My baby
I am you, but the you just never ends
Looking down the puddle of muddy water
I see your troubled face
Instead of me, I tried to save you
I fly up to the sky and I am surrounded
By beauty, beautiful clouds and the blue
Snugly and warm in knowing
I am looking at you
Inside I am dying but in my eyes
I am living
Your soul took flight long ago
But it has not abandoned me
I am racing to catch you
And I am very close
You may be not inside me
But you are everywhere

I Didn’t Come to Church For Coffee…
I didn’t come to church for coffee…
I came for prayer.
In all of this entertainment.
Is God still there?
I didn’t come for a latte stand.
Or for a couch to sit in.
I came to meet a God who
can take away my sin!
I came to spend time with God.
I don’t mean to be rude.
But in all this kind of “excitement.”
I’m not in the mood .
I have a need. I need someone to
simply listen.
Everyone’s “too busy” in doing what
they feel is “God’s mission.”
Nothing here in this building really
get’s me “excited.”
If I wanted to... A “trip to Las Vegas,”
could be provided.
I came to meet Jesus. His presence
is powerful and relevant.
I need his touch right now. This is so evident!
Jesus said his house; “is a house of prayer.”
“Not a den of thieves.”
From what I see here…
Is this what everyone believes?
I will seek his direction.
Wherever he may lead me!
Even if this church
doesn’t receive me!
I come to YOU God. You are filled with
holiness and great power!
Behold the Lord God…
Could come THIS VERY HOUR!
By Jim Pemberton 11/08/11

I think about my life and what I've become.
Why don't I have a wife and why I'm still on the run.
I think if I'd done better, things would be easy for me.
Life just can't be this hard. Why are my goals so hard to see?
How do I become a movie star? How do I live in fame?
Maybe if I was famous, my life wouldn't seem lame.
Scrounging up some change for some milk at the store.
Lawn furniture in the living room, my room's bare without a door.
Christmas time is coming, I can't afford to buy gifts.
Blankets all around me as the cold weather shifts.
No ride to the store, just my own two feet.
I hear laughing all around me with every person I meet.
The only way to survive or to get things for me,
is to take without permission or hope for your sympathy...
This isn't my life,but I know this to be true.
We need to be kinder to those around, a lot less fortunate then you.
Jesus says, as much as you've done to one of these, you've done unto me.
Remember that, when others need your help, and you pretend not to see.
Christmas is coming, but you need to think of it this way.
It's not just a day of candy and gifts, it's Jesus' birthday.
Remember what all he did for us, and how he payed the ultimate price.
Maybe the next time you come across these people, you'll remember to be nice.
Jesus Christ, for you, I'll try harder each day.
It's the way I can give you a present on your wonderful birthday!!!

As I think about where my life has been...
It’s hard to believe that I’m still here again!
I think about the many things
I’ve been through.
And ask myself the question;
“what am I going to do?”
With the trials of life,
have come trials.
A life filled with uncertainty
and many “traveled miles.”
It’s like riding the waves of life’s stormy sea.
Never knowing where the next wave will take me!
Everything I know... And all that I’ve done…
I lay down my life at the feet of Jesus...
God’s precious son!
I ask you Jesus for mercy! I come to you now!
I come before your majesty and humbly bow!
You’ve brought love and wholeness within!
You’ve given me a “new life!”
And took away my sin!
I love and thank you Lord,
for your hand extended!
The beauty of your holiness
is to be commended!
You brought to me hope,
in a hopeless situation!
And have given to me
the wonderful gift of salvation!
By Jim Pemberton

If I could spend my whole life with you,
It will only be a dream, because no such thing is true.
If no one open's their heart all the way through.
How can I ever really give my heart to you?
If I did you wouldn't have felt the pain you do.
Therefor no need to say sorry,
we just say it, because we know it's not true.
We say it just to get you through,
to have, to behold, the pain I gave you!
If you should ever feel like this is your last breath,
to love, is to lay to rest.
It can feel worse than any death.
A women romancer is truly the best!
I've sacrifice nothing making you feel like you do,
but you have to learn to give credit, to where credit is due!
Stimulating of the heart, Is to know where to start.
My devotion is to myself,
I have to love me, before loving any one else
I'm done with the burden of pain, to have me, it's to what you'll gain.
To walk beside me, to never deny me. To love me, is to live as one.
For you can now, feel just where I come from.
To pave a new way, to this unacquainted highway.
Intimacy is thee only thing I could offer to you.
For you could only be mine, no other friend will do.
To have you all to myself, is to deprive,
from liberty, to imprison, to confine to me. To surrender your heart,
thorough thick and, thin. To never let any other lover in,
to whom I'm your only friend, from the start till thee very end.
To vow to never give away your heart, if we do break apart.
If I shall ever feel the love you do for me, I promise to love you for eternity!
To never have to say I'm sorry, for the love I'll feel for you.
For I could never put you through!
To have a good women by your side, is to tell the truth, even if it make's me cry.
That's what it will take for you can be a real man.
To stand tall, to walk with pride, for a real man shouldn't have to lie.
If it should ever feel like it's way to hard, and we took this new found love way to far...
Reminiscence of that day,
that I began to play thee O' Jays, when I used to be your girl,
till you opened my eyes to this cruel world.
I would like to start all over again, can you change my mind, to just go back in time.
For to truly love someone, is to let them free.
To find each other again, it was truly meant to be!
To say this is true love, shall ever be a mystery.
For there's no paradise, in this so called world we call life.
Until thee very day you make me your wife!

An Ode To LIFE
As I lay my head down and start to fall asleep I see myself being carried off to a place and time the place of our Lords birth in Bethlehem of Judea
As in the Bible tells the story of His life and how he lived and died in that human seance and rose on the day He told of
I do not remember being here but I remember the story I was taught so many years ago
As I walk through the streets of Bethlehem I see each scene and hear every word as I am learning the story they telling is true
The writer writes of a jealous King and his way of dealing with his people and of Mary and Joseph who came to Bethlehem to have a child
The story tells of the three wise men who saw a star in the north and heard of a child who was born to be the King of the Jews and come to see and bring Him gifts
An angel from the Heavens above came to Mary and Joseph in a dream and told them they had to leave Bethlehem or King Herod would have their son killed
So they left Bethlehem and went to Egypt and there they lived until King Herod no longer ruled
As I follow along in my dream I see each scene and hear every word as I am puzzled by the fact I understand each
I don’t understand why I’m going through this time but I know I must continue on this journey
As I am pulling through a time where I reach the place of Jesus’ in Nazareth of Galilee
As I watched Him grow and work in His father's shop I could see the thing in Him that were with me
As I walk along the streets and look around I hear the people talk of a child that speaks of wondrous love that’s all forgiving and of a Father in Heaven that’s loving and true.
By Rev. Samuel Mack, OMS
Copyright 2013
Inspired by God
http:paladinnews1.blogspot.com

Satan HATES everything that God loves!
He tries to counterfeit everything he does!
He goes about as a lion, seeking whom to devour!
He comes after us! But God alone has the power!
Satan will twist God’s truth, into a corruptible lie!
He has one mission!
And that is to see you die!
He wants to enslave you into deep addictions!
And bring into your life, unneeded afflictions!
He has one purpose, ambition and goal…
Is to seek eternal damnation of your very soul!
Jesus has come! His TRUTH can set you free!
He has come that you may have life abundantly!
Won’t you accept him? You can overcome!
Through the shed blood, and power of God’s son!
All glory to Jesus! All praise to
HIM on high!
He is your protector!
He is El-Shaddai!
Won’t you allow God’s love
to bring you salvation?
He offers it to right now!
A heavenly invitation!
God’s love is stronger than Satan!
HE reigns supreme!
He can help you to overcome,
the lies the devil brings!
By Jim Pemberton

I cried for them this afternoon
Knew them since the matinee started
Saw them fall in love
At first sight, the world stopped
Everything was silent at the sight of it
They looked and were lovers
Later that day on their knees
Repeating vows that till today
They saw only in throw away plays
I cried for them, their lost love
But not for mother whose long life ended
By the Yankee Sluggers creeping disease
What was there to cry about?
As the blue ice calved from glacier slabs
Creased iron plates, made orphans, widows
And most aboard but not me or my mother
Or the yet unborn twice told tale
Tony was told she died, frantic with fear
He called out for her but got Chino instead
Saw her running to him, delirious with fear and joy
He got a bullet instead, tearing threw his back
Breaking his heart in half he fell into her arms
She covered his face with kisses and tears
And I too wept again for what could have been
What should have been for mother, died without my tears
For I knew not how to give!
Instead to those I gave tears so freely
But I knew them since the matinee started
Who cried for my three brothers
Charley, like Marley dragged his chains around
And spent a life time sawing them off, Michael who fell
From heaven one day, curly hair and welcoming smile
Orphaned by mother who just gave him away
Brain dead one day in June, the rest followed six months to the day
Brother Tom, large lonesome eyes never saw what the world wondered. Water boarded at age five, he left and never returned
Last month got cancer and died exactly one month later.
I cried today for the matinee lovers,
When I should have cried for them.

They praise me like a saint,
But I am a sinner;
They don't know the man they see.
I am an addict.
Broken eyes to pornography,
Only Jesus can set me free.
Only by His death on the cross
And the grace of His Father's love
Am I able to be set free.
With God as The Light,
The One and Only Light,
The Only Hope in sight,
Will I be set free.
I am free.

Jesus’ death paid it all!
What have you given in return?
His death on the cross…
Was from his love and concern!
His life for yours… On Calvary…
Has been paid.
His offer of eternal life,
has been made!
Through God’s word,
he’s been talking!
And stands at your hearts door…
patiently knocking!
Won’t you invite him in? As your guest?
Then, your life will be totally blessed!
He can bring health and
healing to your bones!
He can bring his love to
your family and home!
“Come unto me.” Is the
the master’s call.
Won’t you come to him now?
One and all?
He’s here right now!
In this very place…
And extends to you his
mercy and grace.
Won’t you accept him today?
He loves you more than words can say!
By Jim Pemberton

Lord… I’m Thankful For My Dad!
Lord, during this special day, I’m so glad…
For giving to me such a special dad!
He’s been very thoughtful and kind!
Fathers like him are very hard to find!
I remember growing up with my brothers…
He was special to us, like “no other!”
As a young boy, he taught me God’s ways.
And I’ve kept it throughout my days!
I’ve often sought his advice and counsel…
Especially when life
was looking “awful!”
He was there to give support
the best he could.
Trying to help the best way
he understood.
I suppose now that I’m growing old…
I’m remembering more things that my dad told!
“My father is one in a million.”
Is what I believe.!
Many blessing from him
I have received!
May the blessings of God daily surround him!
I’m so thankful that my mother found him!
Thank you Lord for giving to me a dad like this!
May his days ahead be happy
and blessed!
By Jim Pemberton

Every second we're away,
We grow stronger everyday
Until that day will finally come
When we know it's okay
And we will rest in each other's arms
In peace from God above,
No longer missing one another
Because we're together;
Built forever in each other's love.

Create in me a clean heart, Oh God,
and renew a right spirit within me.
May my flesh be crucified...
so that YOU... others may see!
Please don't remove from me
your presence, or Holy Spirit.
May I meditate upon your word...
and daily live it!
Restore unto me the joy
of your salvation...
As I serve you with a deep
love and appreciation!
I will teach sinners,
of your wondrous ways.
So that they my serve you
all of their days!
I will shout aloud of your
righteousness and proclaim
That you have delivered me
from all guilt and shame.
As my lips are open...
I will sing glory & praise to YOU!
May you be exalted in all
that I say and do.
My sacrifice to you are a spirit
and heart that's broken.
God will not reject me...
this he has spoken!
May I bring sacrifice and obedience
as I come to your altar.
You are my solid rock...
like the "Rock of Gibraltar!"
Thank you for cleansing
and making me whole.
You brought healing...
and restored my soul!
By Jim Pemberton
Read Psalms 51:10-17

Reflecting back on all the times we felt, that life had done us wrong,
The daily struggles, the missing pieces, the days they felt so long.
Without the hope inside sometimes, that life could ever change,
Until one day, the lightening hit, we felt its stinging pain.
Alone we were and full of fear, we sat and sometimes cried.
Until we were willing, to let someone in and put aside our pride.
“It’s an inside job, but let it all out", we once heard someone say.
It’s up to you to make the choice, so start anew today!
The daily decision to change our thoughts and all our actions too,
Is not an easy task, but we’ll find our bonding glue.
Not sure exactly where we’re headed, we just swiftly plod away.
Remembering who we want to become, lies in our choices today.
If life gets rough, just phone a friend, or take a walk outside.
Breathe in fresh air and think good thoughts, and put your cares aside.
Just one foot forward is all it takes to get to where He’s calling!
The path is outlined for us as we go, He’ll catch you when you’re falling.
Tears may come from time to time, and that’s ok, you know.
For in our quest for what’s to come, they’ll be sure to help you grow.
No pain, no gain we hear, but here’s the best news yet……
We’re promised a life we’d never dreamed that alone we would never get!
With the laughter we’ll share, and the friends we will meet, our fears will melt away.
Our gratitude for the new life we’re living will shine with each new day.
A simple change in attitude will help throughout the years.
Life will become like a new pair of glasses,
We’ll see laughter through the tears!

On the day He died, I felt ashamed.
Quiet and remorse, I wanted to remain..
Why did I follow the ways of the worldly men?
When they mocked, scorned and spit on him?
I was the cause for what He went through.
I tried to find comfort; but, guilt was all I knew.
I couldn't eat or sleep, knowing He was dead.
Wishing now, I could take back everything I did or said.
When I had no one, He took care of me.
Set in my ways, his caring; I couldn’t see..
When I was ridiculed He didn’t take part.
Every kind thing He did, came from the heart.
He showed love to the rich and the poor.
To the lonely and the broken hearted, He restored.
How could I have been so prideful and blind?
How could I have been so cruel and unkind?
Sadness and guilt would not give up.
I wanted desperately to have taken the cup.
Why did I point at him and yell “Crucify!"
Part of the crowd, I sentenced him to die!
Oh, my Judas heart what have I done!
Oh, heavenly Father, I have betrayed your Son!
Crying and weeping, my heart slowly withers away~
So ashamed of what I took part in and witnessed that day.
As the days and nights slowly wore on.
I knew in my Judas heart what must be done.
In my heart I no longer wanted to live.
My own life, I wanted to give.
I bowed my head, feeling laden with sorrow.
What is the future of man's tomorrow?
I lifted up my face with tear stained delight.
There beyond me a beautiful luminous sight.
Was that Jesus standing there? Or was it a dream?
I wanted to run and tell him those things I said, I didn't mean.
I walked up to him crying and at his feet I knelt.
He looked at me, knowing my heart; what I felt.
He showed me his nail pierced hands~
Why He still loved me, I didn’t understand..
What I did I could no longer face.
But, in loving arms, I realized I was saved by his grace.
He said, He loved me and all men still.
That He died because it was His Father’s will~
That, through him, all men might be saved.
I knew then, in place of ours, his life He gave.
That all men may repent and be forgiven.
To be in heaven eternally~
Not In Hell, forever condemned.
To reign with the heavenly Father~
For all eternity, where unconditional love abides~
To be with Christ forever~ by His side.

What Jesus Did for Me!
Someone asked; “what did Jesus do for you?”
I answered; “he came and made my life brand new!”
I cried many nights in a hopeless situation.
I was lost and confused, with no explanation.
I was lost and trapped… With no way out.
I thought; “Is this what life is all about?”
After many nights in hopeless confusion…
I realized that much of what I tried, was an illusion.
An illusion filled with broken promises and dreams.
I was at the end of life’s rope… And tried everything!
The satisfaction I was seeking, was there no more.
I begin to wonder if life was worth living for.
But then, a voice spoke to my heart, very sincere!
And soon, the dark clouds of life began to disappear!
This voice, I knew, must have been from God above.
He spoke to my heart words of comfort and love!
I decided to give Jesus my heart, my life and soul.
He brought a true happiness that made me whole!
That day…. He began to totally change my life around!
A glorious and wonderful friend, I have found!
I praise him and bless him! For what he’s done for me!
He came, and has given me life abundantly!
What he’s done for me, He can do for you!
Won’t you reach out to him? He’s reaching out to YOU!
By the power of his love… You can be forever changed!
You can find anything you need… In his precious name!
By Jim Pemberton 04/27/14
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Create In Me A Clean Heart...
Create in me a clean heart, Oh God,
and renew a right spirit within me.
May my flesh be crucified...
so that YOU... others may see!
Please don't remove from me
your presence, or Holy Spirit.
May I meditate upon your word...
and daily live it!
Restore unto me the joy
of your salvation...
As I serve you with a deep
love and appreciation!
I will teach sinners,
of your wondrous ways.
So that they my serve you
all of their days!
I will shout aloud of your
righteousness and proclaim
That you have delivered me
from all guilt and shame.
As my lips are open...
I will sing glory & praise to YOU!
May you be exalted in all
that I say and do.
My sacrifice to you are a spirit
and heart that's broken.
God will not reject me...
this he has spoken!
May I bring sacrifice and obedience
as I come to your altar.
You are my solid rock...
like the "Rock of Gibraltar!"
Thank you for cleansing
and making me whole.
You brought healing...
and restored my soul!
By Jim Pemberton
Read Psalms 51:10-17

As mist that rides the waves
My love clings to just You
Only your love I crave
You the only who saves
Constant your love as dew
As mist that rides the waves
Telling your love in phrase
Day by day to a few
Only your love I crave
For each day on his stave
My musical notes drew
As the mist rides the waves
My right to hell did waive
The sentence he totally threw
Only your love I crave
For you did call me from grave
Transformation I flew
As the mist rides the waves
Only your love I crave

When I came to you I was broken and frail~Half my mind gone in despair
Feeling so Low~Like mud on the ground~Wondering if my Joy would ever
be found~Fighting and resisting at the very Start~then slowly you entered my heart
Quietly and gently working insid my soul knowing just what you were doing to help me glow
You broke into my soul where I had been suffering the most you cleansed me
and entered me showing me what I needed to see, working endlessley on my soul
you cleansed me and made me once again whole. God almighty you never cease to
amaze me always by my side even when I'm at my worst, loving me endleslly and uncondionally..
You have opened my heart to the beauty again, the beauty of the clouds the beauty of your creations'
The beauty of the rain, the beauty of the thunder, the beauty most of all of your people.
Opened and vunerable I am to you always. Enter me and have me do your will in my life
help me to always follow you in every aspect of my mind, body, and soul with every ounce of me
Silently by my side help guide me in my ways so I do your ways and your will dear god almighty
Walking together down this journey in life nothing can go wrong with you by my side
Hold me and love me in this I pray guide me down the right roads along my way
I want you by my side for the rest of my life, no more going alone on this journey
I need you Lord God ALmighty to guide me ,Love me. and Hold me through my good and bad times..!
Written By Christina McCullouch 8/3/2012

Jesus where do you go?
Jesus far, from home,
With the word of God comes the man named Jesus,
He travels with God’s armor and lives in this ungodly land,
And His words of God come like the calling wind, setting men free,
A soldier in God’s army is the man named Jesus,
Jesus where will you go,
Jesus far, from home,
He go’ where He is lead,
The Word of God is His trust,
As the Word of God is pronounced,
The ungodly fear the man named Jesus.
By: Rev. Samuel & Esta Mack, OMS
copyright 2011
http:paladinnews1.blogspot.com

Stand up and shake;
Feel the rhythm in your heart.
Ignite those pants;
We get up and dance.
God on our mind,
Eternity in our souls;
Feel the chills of those bones.
It's the hope.
Open those closed doors:
Into Heaven we go,
Welcomed and forgiven.
Here is the love;
Let's dance!

I tried to write about love but I haven’t felt it.
I tried to write about the sea but I’ve never seen it.
Then I tried to write about the air, but I have never breathed it.
I tried to write about magic but I never believed it.
I couldn’t write about god, all I have ever done is sinned.
And when I tried to write about life I found,
I have never really lived.

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Flightless viewing ones been corrupt
captured essance of feathered friend
Symbolic icon's flight abrupts
tears traces remain in the end
Those who reach new found milestones
keep soaring way on up and up
for now I stay chilled to the bone
symbolic icon's flight abrupts
Tribute To The Bald Eagle
Also Entry For
DR. Ram's
Quatern Contest
G.L. All

My Church Forgot Me… But Jesus Found Me!
My first visit to church… I pulled up in my car.
I noticed a sign; “we welcome you as you are!”
I thought; “how do I come, if I’m not who I am?”
I walked to the front door, and shook the usher’s hand.
I was later introduced as a visitation guest.
The church seemed to rather “happy and blessed.”
As many of the people prayed and sang some songs.
I went each Sunday and seemed to get along.
Something happened and I couldn’t make it on Sunday.
Nor could I make to the classes each Wednesday.
No one ever called to ask if I was doing o.k.
I even left a message and asked
the church to pray.
As the weeks went by, it seemed like I was forgotten.
My whole life came “crashing down,”
and hit bottom.
It was in these moments, I cried out in pain.
Wondering if anyone in heaven knew my name.
A close relationship with Christ began to grow.
God reached down from heaven knew my name.
A close relationship with Christ began to grow.
He reached down from heaven and healed my soul!
A relationship with Christ is the most important thing.
God is bigger than any church
and cam do anything!
If a church has forgotten you,
let me give you a reminder.
Christ is all you’ll need! He’s your provider!
He can do what no church could ever do!
He’ll always be your friend,
and will never leave you!
By Jim Pemberton

Are You Ready to Meet Jesus?
One day soon, there’ll be
A meeting In the air!
God’s people will gather,
from everywhere!
Jesus will return,,
for you and me!
He wants to take us all!
For eternity!
People will be there!
Both young and old!
Being with Jesus forever!
On streets paved with gold!
When he comes,
no one knows!
When he does, may we
be ready to go!
Live you life, as if
He came right now!
One day, before him,
Every knee shall bow!
May we live a Godly life,
in everything!
As we look forward to,
the return of the king!
By Jim Pemberton

Many Have Gone On Before Me…
As I grow old, many I know have gone on before me.
Some I didn’t know. And some knew me.
In our lives, there’s one thing that’s very certain.
We don’t know when we’ll meet life’s “final curtain.”
No matter how we try to look, or seek a “younger appeal.”
One day, old age comes, and the end of life seems real!
Our lives down here, could end tomorrow!
No matter how many years we may try to “borrow.”
God knows when the end of our lives will be!
The question is: Where will you spend your eternity?
You may seek all of this world’s wealth and fame.
But when death comes calling…
It knows your name!
You can go through life, and keep “pretending.”
But God knows when your life will be ending!
He’s prepared for you, a place in his eternal city.
There’ll be no more sorrow, pain or pity!
All of the angels in heaven await your choice!
Each person coming to heaven,,, They all rejoice!
Jesus loves you! This is great news!
His gift of salvation... Please don’t refuse!
Think about those who’ve gone on before you!
And the wonderful God that always knew you!
Every breath you breathe… Each step that’s taken…
Jesus is your only hope and secure foundation!
By Jim Pemberton

When boys take arms to protect and serve
They only think about, can I make the curve
The cause is just but, do I have the nerve,
hearing all the veterans talk and I observe
They speak of pride and honor, doing what's right
and I ask them "how many did you kill in that fight"
Then, as a silence takes hold of all the noise,
these men stare in silence, like long lost boys
They say "war is a hell, where good men die"
and behind hollow stares, some of them cry
He was a Hero, they say speaking of a friend
knowing he had their back to the bitter end.
Know he sits all alone in a crowded bar,
drinking to forget, staring at a bronze star
Promises that he made to men in graves,
flow in all his thoughts, like endless waves
Why was I the one that survived that day,
they had wives and children to watch at play
I'm home now, with all pieces of me in disarray
42 years, since I kissed the ground in the USA
no star to show but, in pieces like their friend
I carry promises made, as I try to make amends
I think, with all of life's burdens, it's OK if I drown
God says, "I'll take all burdens, just put them down"

Beneath this gloomy sky, I can feel the warmth of that shy sun hiding between the clouds,
while sick breezes of hope ached the loneliness the dwells in the heart, mercilessly
burned the only memory that’s left of tomorrow, and I .. I was just trying to smell the
air of the eclipsed dawn, trying to breathe what is remained to breathe till I cross the
finish line.
And a touch of grief brought tears to the eye, seeing the life that had been shrouded in
somewhere else, oh, what have I missed! What have I missed in this cruel land!
So many joys I saw that never were mine, so many pains that bruised my nights, yet I never
thought they will be mine, and still I yearn for a life I believe exists in somewhere we
don’t know.
And so I closed my eyes beneath the wings of night, departing away, forsaking my deluded
dreams, burying my soul with the ashes of love and life, with all the dust of what is left
behind, sleeping silently as if no one will ever know that I was here in somewhere they
don’t really know.
"I hope you enjoy it :)"
you can find all my writing at my blog website "Echoes"
http://echoes19.wordpress.com/

The True Meaning of Easter!
The true meaning of
the Easter story,
Is God’s Son came down
to Earth from glory.
Jesus really does
love you and me.
He was born to die
that you might be free.
For 33 years, he lived
among sinful men.
Then one day was to be
an atonement for our sin.
He who was born of the
virgin Mary’s womb.
Was to one day rise again
from an empty tomb.
So many people today have
gotten into a bad habit,
of replacing Jesus
with the bunny rabbit.
So please reach out to others
and let them know,
Of the lover and redeemer
of their soul.
The true meaning of Easter
must forever be said.
Of God’s son who died,
but arose from the dead!
By Jim Pemberton

Let’s Build Up and Encourage One Another!
Why is it that many Christians don’t get along?
How is fighting and arguing going to make us strong?
We’re called to Christ’ example and his light…
Do we really have a reason to “argue and fight?”
God has called us to build up one another in godly edification.
Not to use our life as a “weapon of destruction.”
Scripture reminds us to speak on wholesome things.
And remind us of what the love of Christ brings.
1 Corinthians 13 says to do everything with Christ’ love…
And reminds us, that every good gift, is from God above.
With the many good things that God has given...
Is there someone in your life, that you haven’t forgiven?
Let’s submit our lives to the will of the heavenly father.
And don’t allow any anger or strife to go any farther.
Let’s pray for one another and those who “misuse” us.
And remind ourselves of how much Christ loves us!
Let’s live in God’s love! His peace and one accord!
And live as an example of Christ, our lord!
May God’s love be the glue that daily binds.
May his spirit guard our hearts and minds!
May Christ’ body, come together as one...
The battle’s over! The victory is won!
By Jim Pemberton 09/25/14 Read Heb. 10:24-25

December 18, 2012
Beautiful lies known as little white lies
yet one is no more deceptive than each
The truth is what makes it afraid of light
It's important we practice what we preach
Imagination built on lies destroy
Imagination built on truth create
Conquering evil we try to avoid
Tooth fairy, Halloween, Santa abate
Perceptions and images make it real
Origins of Pagan rituals true
We've wandered down this path for a bum deal
Now more lies are created all brand new
The mask behind a beautiful white lie
is the truth with a constant shield, but why?

"What's your story?"
she questions,
"you seem interesting."
wildflower eyes
~SIDE-NOTE:
I reply, "NOW." (Kwan$aba! Ha! Really,
often people become confused
by such a unique response
not this one...
she's a beauty
shiny minded stone
lives warm under veins
lacks definition of alone
tho solo she stands
tallest green blade
unscathed
each time the oily blade passes above
erect
she stays the same
tingling pulses exhale her pores
she'd rather sink
than have to think the way of worldly whores
still...
malice skips her
no ripples in the lake
dripping from her face
sunshine slips across tangerine cheeks
gold flows throughout waves
streaming locks
sky clear eyes surprise those
choosing to be consumed
by her entice
hands free of envy
no webs to spin
hips unmolested
thighs slick
turpentine
be warned
she will divide you
no voodoo
or silly twisted games
though safe may escape you
blemish-less
untangled...
the girl
she
Goddess
baby of zero maybes
KNOWS....
how?
she knows
as clarity lent us its giant umbrella
her lipstick smacked my tongue
from there
we never looked back
~JSLaM

May 27, 2010
Bless it be Thee!
Bless it be Thee!
Truly, I love you.
My whole my new.
My heart your key!
Loose lips and free.
Realistically, I knew!
You are far and few.
I can justly let it be.
You know, it is Gemini’s Full Moon tonight,
The Universe is waking up figuring us all out.
Point me out as a random beam of Moonlight,
I am engulfing and enriching charts in route.
Swiftly suited, I stand in my place!
Bless it be it to Thee! A closed case!
®Registered: Ann Rich 2010

Imagine children waking up to bombs and sirens in the night.
Parents calming their children's screams of fright.
Rockets bursting in air.
People fleeing their homes, cries of anguish in their voices.
Violence, suffering, dying, too much-
Children homeless, parentless, living on streets.
Peace is needed for Pete's sake.
Politics, religion, race, and greed-
People world wide open your eyes.
We're destroying our human race.
Allow the children to hear laughter again.
Laying their heads on a love one's lap,
Lifting fears and giving them hope
A brighter future for man, woman and child.
Is that asking for too much?
Nothing but destruction in minds of many.
Stop, stop destroying humankind.
Find peace and heal in time.

To Touch The Heart
I to feel and gain respect from love,
But knowing that your lover is much fond of,
That warmth and caring that love gives,
From feelings shared and now love lives.
But that of life's little minutes one can see,
A picture of perfection and reality.
Surrounded with love's handy touch,
And that glitter from feelings felt so much.
But with much beauty from loves shame,
One noticing that hate has lost this game.
And now tell me of how to feel from pain,
When my heart touches your name..

I’m Trusting You Lord!
I’m trusting you Lord! I’m trusting you!
Without you Lord…
What would I do?
I’m praising you Lord! I sure love you!
I am so glad that I have
you to turn to!
I’m serving you Lord! I want to serve you!
You’re always with me!
So faithful and true!
I’m thankful for you Lord! My thanks is given!
You’re taken away my sins!
I am forgiven!
I’m going to bless you Lord! Each and every day!
You’ve done so much for me
What more can I say?
I’m going to honor you Lord!
With a heart of joy!
Your loving kindness and mercy… I will enjoy!
I’m going to exalt your name on high!
You’re my everything!
You’re El-Shaddai!
By Jim Pemberton

< I'm going on journey ~ back in time
When I should of listened to my .... heart
But instead just followed .... head
What a mistake that .... was
Let me tell you .... now
Poor old ... lady
Didn't ... do
Noth ~ ing
Wrong !
Carrying her groceries home from the ... store
Me ~ brother ~ sister ~ brother's ... friend
Tossing lit~ firecrackers
Laughing ... and .... giggling
Looking ~ for ... trouble
And here she ... came
Four ..... against
Just ... one
Wow !
Bet poor old women didn't .... expect
Handfull of lit .... firecrackers
To be tossed in her own .... bags
Others ran like .... dickens
I stayed and helped ... her
Picked up her ... stuff
And ... carried
Them ... all
Home !
Entry For
Linda Marie's
A Journey Back In Time
G.L. All

Someone Felt Like Giving Up!
I know someone who wanted to give up.
Things in life began to “trip him up.”
After much thought and contemplation.
He really offered no real explanation.
He felt like his life was at a “dead end road.”
He said he couldn’t continue
with a heavy load.
No matter how many different things he tried.
He was not happy… Nor satisfied!
He began to share a piece of his mind…
He was ready to leave everything behind.
The choices that he had sometime ago…
Began to “wear” at his heart and soul!
I tried to encourage him the best I could.
But I’m not sure he really understood.
As I watched him go his separate way…
I said; “there’s something I wanted to say.”
“There’s a God who reigns in haven above!”
“He wants to fill you with his hope and love!”
“He knows and cares about everything you’ll do!”
“He’s loving and kind!” “And wants to help YOU!”
As I spoke, I could see he thought for a minute.
A commitment to God… He decided to give it!
He decided to give it all to a God who won’t fail him!
He wanted to serve a God,
who wants to bless him!
He’s happy now that this choice was taken!
With Jesus… He’s never alone nor forsaken!
By Jim Pemberton

I’m sure that home to many has a different meaning.
It depends what kind of life
they’ve been receiving.
There are those with memories of hurt and pain.
Some may not want to mention their families name.
Others have childhood memories they are fond of.
They may have a family that they’re proud of!
I think that in many cases, home is not what people see.
It has a lot of importance.
Both to you and me!
What home means to me is to have our family together.
And ask the Lord to bless it, with his love forever!
God gave me a wife and children to take care of.
May I not do things that I’d be ashamed of!
I invite YOU Jesus, to be the head of our home!
May we come together as a family,
around your throne!
May our family serve
one another as we should.
May the truths of God’s word
be applied and understood!
May the Lord help us to get along,
with our imperfections.
May God’s word be our “road map,” for needed direction!
There’s no perfect home. Believe me! I know it!
When it comes to family time… We all need to show it!
Unless the lord builds the home…
They labor in vain that build it!
Let’s seek God’s blessing! So his love can completely fill it!
Please come Jesus! And fill our home today!
May our home be honored by what we do and say!
By Jim Pemberton

Do Unto Others As You Would Have Them Do Unto You…
I have many times read in the Bible, “the golden rule.”
“Do unto others as you’d have them do unto you!”
I often wonder if many people
really take this to heart.
This is where Christ’ love in action really starts!
Just think if we treat others the way
we want to be treated.
Many relations would certainly
be healed and completed!!
If we were to speak kindness the way
we want to receive it.
Others would see Christ’ love in us…
And would believe it!
If we were serious about seeking
a Godly way of living.
We’d see much more of Christ’
love and forgiving!
The challenge is to simply do what
our Lord is wishin
Applying “the golden rule”
must be our mission!
Thanks be to God for the way
he treats us all the same!
May we humbly serve others
in Christ’ name!
Giving to others the way we want to
receive must be our goal…
If we’re going to receive the richness
of Christ in our soul!
By Jim Pemberton

Anger consumed within me,
Rage passed continually by.
A mixture of blue and red,
Blinding the dim light inside me.
Once the light was like a flaming torch,
Such a torch that can be compared to the sun.
But even the sun rests, the flames can be vanquished
Only the night was witnessed until the morning dawned.
I was created to love you.
This was the only purpose,
But I chose to reject you.
How foolish of me to compose.
Given many chances to accept,
Welcome the love higher than my mother,
I was in an asylum locked by my choice.
"No more!" I uttered.
A glowing door suddenly appeared,
"Who could it be?" I questioned.
It opened; a figure so bright glanced at the corner,
"My child, fear not," the figure mentioned.
I took his offering hand.
Richness of everlasting springs of water,
The right hand of infinite life.
We departed blissfully as He catered
"Do not sow any longer, for you are here with your Father,"
I began to weep as a baby weeps for his mother.
"My child, for you were once lost but now have been found."
A final tear inching below, the Devil will no longer bother.

People in church,, talked to me about knowing God.
At first I didn’t know him…. I thought it was “odd.”
But then, I made a commitment to know and serve him.
It meant a lot to me, to let him know that I loved him.
The next few weeks I spent a lot of time in prayer.
I wanted to spread God’s good news everywhere!
I often told others, at church, about my burning passion.
But many laughed, and said; “you’re just old fashioned!”
But, wait a minute! Isn’t this what Christ wants us to do?
I read, “the harvest is ready.” “The laborers are few!”
I soon realized that many in church
don’t get too “excited.”
Remaining in their comfort zone,
has often, been decided!
Often, in my desire to serve God, I felt all alone.
I even wanted to tell others of Christ, from my home!
In the local stores, and business,
I wanted to do ministry.
After all, I knew that God had given me the ability!
I was often criticized by others
in church for doing “wrong.”
This type of serving God, many felt, just didn’t belong.
Many felt the “right” way was to give
others the Sunday sermon
From the outline, then perhaps others could be learnin’…
What a disappointment this often turns out to be!
People in church not concerned about others’ eternity!
No matter what others say. No matter what others do!
I am not ashamed to publicly say “Jesus… I love YOU!”
I’m simply seeking God’s approval. Not that of men!
So that others may know and find forgiveness of sin!
By Jim Pemberton

Over the years, I think about how this country has changed.
It’s like “right vs. wrong” has been “rearranged.”
We’re told that a separation from man and God exists.
Yet the handiwork of God is in our very midst!
Rather than seeking to obey God’s word and rules.
Our courts have turned this country into “fools.”
The whole idea of marriage is often very confusing.
Many don’t think about the wrong path they’re choosing!
Government often passes laws that provide a “moral instability.”
We’ve often lost our respect for a Godly type of morality.
As people’s lives get filled with lusts of various kinds.
Many are wandering around with very confused minds!
“One nation under God” is too often under attack.
As this country is quickly “getting off track!”
If “change” is what you want, or what you’re looking for.
Think about the purpose of life you’re meant for!
The direction you need to travel,
is to the Lord in prayer.
Wherever you are...
He will meet you there!
Christ alone removes any “God or state” separation.
By his shed blood and his gift of salvation!
There’s no Supreme Court near heaven’s gates!
There’s a God who loves who, and anxiously waits!
He longs for you to receive his life eternal.
So he can put your name in heaven’s journal!
Won’t you allow his love to cleanse you within?
And experience the atonement for every sin!
May the Lord bring to us all a healing and restoration!
He is the only true hope for our great nation!
By Jim Pemberton

Offended
is ignorance
a lack of understanding
silence
is not for everyone
humans speak
and do things
different than you
or your faction
true
or untrue
or stretch truth
what's the worry?
stressing
over someone else's beliefs
takes you away
from your own routine
offended
is a waste of energy
needed for nothing
causing dangerous sparks
within one's mind
one's heart
one's soul
becomes contaminated
with preoccupations
vengeance breeds furious
often unexpected actions
of ill-will occur
or changes for the worse
creep
in the shadows of good
growing
taking over
"spiritual kudzoo"
none could tame
extinguish your dealings
with petty rage
of another imperfect being's mouth
cancer vanishes easier
with early detection
MOVE ON!
or at least learn
from your polar opposite

How can you forget a crushing past full of horrors and dead ends
You can try and pretend the bones have realigned and began their mends
You can hold your head up and brush aside the trails that lead to your heartache
Deep down inside you know yourself well and hate the feeling of being fake
Somehow you carry on even though your not you just trying to live another day
Hoping somehow something will guide you to a bright and shinny new ray
Quite a few times you’ve convinced yourself you had crossed the sturdy bridge
That you were no longer lingering beside the terrors of a narrow ridge
Focusing on other things fading out the bad controlling all thoughts that bind
Then another painful chill clutches hold returning to eat your mind
Go away evil demons I command in the name of our Lord above
Let help come and troubles fly to the serpents below creating only love
Come help to forgive the ones who gave me no where to turn in time of need
Help me to forget all the wrongs of these individuals and their dishonored deeds
by: Virginia Frayer

Can blood ever be cooled to its level
Or hormones tamed in its reality?
Can body receptors bow to its requests
and human feelings subjected to its command?
"Thank You"-its usual response to scorn
and forgiveness, its default reaction to all offenders.
In passive agreement, it accepts its fate after been cheated,
and giving a warm smile is its solution to mockery.
Its countenance, too innocent to beget anger,
and can never be seen near jealousy.
Selfishness, been its only registered enemy
and only covets more joy in seeing a smiling face.
A person wearing its shoes,
can rescue his enemies in times of need,
can feed his own most irritating rumor mongers,
can accommodate his most disturbing rivals,
and can take a step backwards for his competitors,
just because Peace is its trade mark name.
Many see this as weakness,
or rather foolishness in the highest order
and incomprehensible to normal minds,
especially in a contemporary world of crime.
it is a virtue so rare to find,
impossible to grasp, even within a million miles,
and never seen even a thousand feet below the sea.
but it still exist in a very few.
and though it manifest rarely,
like a recessive gene,
its wonders are still endless and infinite.

In the beginning I started off as just another nobody from another nowhere trying make it to somewhere as a somebody as everyone else. In the beginning I was BORN TO LIVE TO DIE, but in the process I was BRED TO LEARN TO SURVIVE. I became a CONVICT OF CHRIST through PAINFUL PLEASURES of my many struggles and strife's. I was a SINFUL SAINT but more of a sinner, mainly a loser and never a winner. I was once considered one of the best, now days I'm just trying to be lower than the rest, unseen in plain sight , NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS. I became lost in time through my many self-taught TRUE LIES of yet another LOST FIND growing up where few DREAMS LIVE , but many more DREAMS DIE. I soon got LOCKED UP but it was very educational because I LIVED IT and LEARNED FROM IT. I was given a choice to LIVE FREE OR DIE INCARCERATED, so I made that choice to be more loved than hated, so I became UNDER LOVE and OVER HATE, I learned to stop wanting and actually appreciate. Its been hard to change so I became a POET OF PAIN. That's when I learned the truth about those who think their dying for something but they might as well be living for nothing, because I learned that real truth comes from LIVING FOR SOMETHING because I ain't DYING FOR NOTHING. So now I am forever a W.O.L.F. once a warrior of lost freedom now trying to stay a warrior of lasting freedom you know what I mean.

Stimulating ideas pop into your head
You need a pen…you need a piece of lined paper
It looks like you’re outtah luck…no wonder you’re drowning in dread
You need a shoulder to lie your head down for a moment’s rest…
You need a helper…to aid you while you struggle emotionally…
I’m not trying to irritate you purposely
Try with all your might…try your best
To stay optimistic and fervent
I believe that you’ll pass the test
Be upbeat, kindhearted and jubilant
I appreciate the words you wrote on my notebook…
Sometimes, I feel like leftovers left on the counter…
I’m a rotten mess – you’re leaving me as if I’m an uninteresting book
Sometimes, I feel like a coward – I don’t mean to bother…
But, you’re like no other . . .
You’re like a mat – you’re constantly stepped on…
I’m like YOUR unwanted tool –
I stepped on you and
Pushed your buttons
I accused you of being the fool
When, in fact, I’m the fool by your side…
You’re drifting…pushing me aside…
I’m writing words of truth though –
Expressing how much I’m fond of you
I esteem your presence
Glowing with glee
At times, you do say things without thinking
I’m the god of distress –
You’re leaving me breathless
Cutting me down like I’m some decaying tree
You don’t see how much you make me…
Guilty for your crimes
Taking the blame about the hundredth time
At times, I feel that I’m awkward when I’m around you
You’re like a backpack – you carry everyone’s weight…
You’re like a sponge – soaking in our stress
I’m a distraction to you – you’re wasting valuable time…but don’t hesitate
I’m writing words of self-centered feelings – logic doesn’t exist…
But these feelings aren’t as bad as committing a crime
These feelings come and go – I just had to confess
I didn’t mean to screw up your progress…
Hey, if you need a few sheets of paper to right on,
Use me like a notebook instead…and write with all your might
It seems as if you read me…like a book that drags on and on
Use me as your tool of relaxation… and read me all night
When you wrote those words on my notebook…
It made my day…you’re such a delight
Like reading a fascinating, classic book

Have you wondered:
That Homogeneousity is relative and does not exist?
Why air is a mixture of gases and not just one matter?
how the radiation from Sun consists of several raws?
How Metal and Wood can make up a door?
Why each Animal Genus has a species and more?
Why diversity is the bedrock of Nature?
And no National Flag consists of only one colour?
Why then:
Green and Black Grapes cannot be at par?
Coffee and Whiskey cannot be served in the same Bar?
A Sunflower and the Rose cannot grow in the same Jar?
And then we make these pairing possibilities seem so afar?
And Yet!
Some make one less and the other better.
Even with the advantage given to the latter,
it still turns out to be the hater.
Leaving the former feeling very bitter
and in both minds hatred litter
and forgetting that the difference is not as thick as a centimeter.

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Do You find your-self
With-out a ladder
And just don't know
What to do?
------
Try the "Law Of Reciprocity"
Fore only good thing's come
Back to You!
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Plant your-self a Seed
And then You shall
Have a Tree...
------
Just give it a little time
And soon you will have three...
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Then You shall be able
To climb...
For the very first time...
Poet Author
Gary Fields

Children with an illness,
Go through life,
They are looked down apon,
Because they are different,
When really they are not,
They are no different from you and me,
They have the same blood,
Running through their bodies,
Just as their hearts as well,
So, don't just look apon,
Their outer appearance,
And judge them,
For who they really are,
For a lot of them,
Are smarter and brighter,
Than you and I,
Could possibly be,
On our brightest day,
For they have the gifts,
From God up above,
So, always take the time,
To get to know their inner beauty,
For who they really are,
Cause they too need love,
Just as everyone else does,
If not even more.

Was it enough or was it too much?
Sometimes too fast but always too slow!
God knows that I come with these seeds that grow.
Inside and out I absorb every single touch,
But why should I?
Why should I be the only one that knows?
Stepping through time and sliding back so smooth so I go!
I say I can qualify!
Where was I and why was I there?
Sometimes too obvious but always with doubt!
God knows that I come riding in on a prayer.
I absorb every single touch inside and out,
But why should I?
Why should I be the only one that cares?
Climbing the highest mountains and sliding down so steep but on a dare!
I say I can magnify!
What did I say and what did I do?
Sometimes too quite but always too loud!
God knows that I come with a gleam that shines so proud.
Inside and out I absorb every single touch by you.
But why should I?
Why should I be the only one in the crowd?
Walking on water and walking backwards but at least I know how.
I say I can intensify!
Do I want to or do you need me to?
Sometimes I wonder and sometimes I simply don’t care.
God knows that I come standing on a higher sky of blue.
I absorb every single touch by you inside and out with this glare.
But why should I?
Why should I be the only one with this view?
Up in the clouds and aimless but always led by you!
I say, “I SANCTIFY”!
®Registered: 1997 Ann Rich

I did it again; I need forgiven.
Will He still forgive me even though I've fallen before?
I've fallen into these same sins countless times before;
I still haven't learned my lesson.
I am an ignorant hypocrite.
Am I still forgiven?

Jesus, Help Me to Have Good Thoughts!
There’s thoughts and images Satan plants in my head.
I know that he ultimately wants me spiritually dead!
He tries to twist the truth into a “false reality.”
But wants me to end up as a spiritual fatality!
There are many crazy dreams that are out there!
It’s the evil and sinful ones that Satan wants in there!
I know this very well! And have failed many times!
I know it was wrong… But I didn’t commit a crime!
But I’ve taken what God beautifully designed…
By allowing ungodly thoughts to enter my mind!
I need to allow God’s spirit and words to cleanse me!
No matter how many things try to distract me!
God’s word is truth and is always 100% pure!
It’s the only thing that can make my life secure!
Anything else is falso! And a strong delusion!
If I allow my life and mind to be filled with pollution!
I ask for Jesus’ blood and forgiveness to be applied!
Anything that I need… God has already supplied!
I ask for the Holy Spirit to help and bring about!
The cleansing of the filth, in my life throughout!
Please dear Jesus, touch and heal me once again!
By the renewing of your blood, and taking away my sin!
By Jim Pemberton

Gray sidewalk into a back alley
Off some low, dead-end sign
Walks a man, past
a shadow of himself
Who is he? Is he a brother?
He is the least of these, the teacher said.
He is friend to the cold and dark places…
Do you know him?
Listen to the stories…
Over bridges, under streetlights;
against the bitter wind
These are the places they live…
where we call ourselves “them”
Listen to the stories…
Where highways turn to gravel
And lanes into sewers
Forgotten, under glass, turned away
By those who would not share
It’s you, it’s me…we are they
who sit alone in the cold
Sleeping in the park,
While a moment wanders by
Listen to the stories…
They are the beloved,
orphans of us all, adopted by God
They sing of wounded silence,
longing just to know…

As A Parent, I Want My Kids to Serve God!
As a parent, I’m trying the best that I can….
Though there are things that I don’t understand!
I remember my parents teaching me right and wrong.
And taught that God’s laws certainly belong!
I’ve tried to share these values with my kids too…
The choices they’ve made, and the things they do!
When situations in life, seem to have changed…
I know that my heavenly father remains the same!
I think about what in life, to my kids, I have given…
And pray they’ll serve God all the days they’re livin’!
Even though I’ve failed and stumbled along the way…
I hope I’ve taught my kids
how important it is to pray!
This family that God gave to me,
has grown over a period of time.
I’m thankful for the opportunity to call them “mine.”
I pray they’ll seek God’s guidance!
Wherever they go!
May the word of God strengthen
and nourish their soul!
And as my kids get older, and they move out on their own…
May they seek God’s love and protection over their home!
I pray that my children will give God their very best!
May they serve him daily! And let him take care of the rest!
I’m trying my best, as a parent, to trust Jesus and believe!
His goodness, in our lives, is what we need to achieve!
By Jim Pemberton

Two tonnes press on my heart,
To me a great load,
A weight that set the world apart
The weight fell and caused a spark and it glowed!
So now I am Different
Completely Unique,
Free from Imprisonment
Completely set free.
And with this heart set afire
And the weight obliterated
Nothing to hard,or to dire
Because now my worries are exterminated!
But soon one day came a traveling breeze
And put out my brightened flame.
But I blew on it and Said "Please-
The more you try the more my heart stays the same!"

Lord, I can’t do it by myself.
I already tried.
My friends told me that I could.
But they all lied.
No matter how much I try.
And whatever I do.
I realize… Dear Jesus…
How much I NEED YOU!
All of my faults and failures…
To you I bring.
I trust you with my life.
I give you everything!
I know it was you lord.
You’ve spirit found me!
And now… Each day ..
Your love surrounds me!
You are the reason
I am living today.
How much I love you!
More than words can say!
YOU have found me…
I no longer have to wander.
My love for you grows ever
So fonder!
In YOU… I have found love
and pure delight…
You are with me.
Every day and night!
All of my problems and trials…
YOU understand.
And have been there for me.
When no one else can!
All of my thanks and praise…
TO YOU is given!
You’ve changed my life.
I have a reason for livin’!
By Jim Pemberton
04/23/11

Soy sauce drains
Into the white, clustered rice
Stepped on…
spills . . .
Soy sauce taints
The whiteness of the grain
It slips out of my hands
No use...no point in crying out in rage
Though I was starving,
I'll just eat another thing and start on a new page
I'm hungry like a swine
I wish I can earn back my snack!
I'm as angry as a bull
I'm about ready to attack! Attack!
Soy sauce packages
Fall unto the dirty school ground
Stepped on
By bratty, conceited teens
They really need to eat their greens
Instead of junkfood and pizza
They should drink some water
Instead of drinking sugary drinks or
Sucking on popsicles obnoxiously
Why did the soy sauce spill? Seriously....

Tears - Are As Old
… As East Of Eden
Pain - Is As Old
… As East Of Eden
Woes - Are As Old
… As East Of Eden …
That’s Why The Cowboy … Rides West
And Disappears, Into The Flaming Sunsets … ( Gen. 3: 23, 24 )

Like an animal im locked away in this cage,
Standing in the middle of this stage,
With chains all over my soul trying to break free,
The feeling is to painful like a feeling from a thorned tree.
I scream out at the top of my lungs,
Set me free, of the chains that are holding me with evil tongues.
Living with my soul being captured, feels like im dead,
Pulling and taring these chains from my soul only hurts my head.
I finally fall to my knees and cry out,
I reach my hand out to God, apologizing for getting caught.
He forgives me like he always does and breaks these chains that im held by,
Now I can walk with a smile on my face and not wanting to die.

So Much to Do! So Little Time!
There’s so much to do in life, and so little time to do it!
There’s been goals in life... But I simply “blew it!”
I think about what God has offered and what he’s given!
I haven’t allowed him to be the Lord of how I’m livin’!
He gave to me two great parents and food on the table!
He’s given me the ability to work. And to be able!
As I look back with the time that I’ve enjoyed.
I think about the time that I was unemployed!
They were times of leaning on God and his love!
I asked for his protection and blessings from above!
With the little time, that I have here on earth…
I’m going to ask the Holy Spirit,
to give me a “new birth.”
A “new birth” to be the kind of person
God wants me to be!
And to ask for him to have his will,
to be done through me!
I want to serve Jesus, for the rest
of my remaining days!
To read and study his word! And do what it says!
The time I take to have with Jesus, is time will spent!
I seek to do his will for me,
and to daily be content!
Thank you my Lord for listening
to what I have to say!
Please come Lord Jesus and
bless my time today!
By Jim Pemberton

A father is someone that
holds your hand at the fair
makes sure you do what your mother says
holds back your hair when you are sick
brushes that hair when it is tangled because mother is too busy
lets you eat ice cream for breakfast
but only when mother is away
he walks you down the aisle
and tells you everythings gonna be ok

Flames roared through the nights sky.
A glimpse of blue still protruded through the flames.
The heat warmed the mortals below.
They believed that this was a great night.
The sky emulated a beautiful red color.
The color was extraordinary with remnants of blue.
They believed that they were all safe.
They were not nearly as safe.
They were witnessing Armageddon.
The war between good and evil.
For no one is safe until judgment day.
That is the day when the sky will forever remain blue.
The birds will sing a tune.
The flowers will bloom.
That will be the day.
The day when we will all be ok.

God never turns his back on you,
Even during your darkest hour,
When things may get the toughest in life,
Which make you question,
Whether He really exsist ot not,
But He has never left your side,
And He watches over you always,
During your good times and bad,
For you need to believe in Christ,
To see the light of the gates of heaven,
Which will brighten your everyday,
For you will feel his presence in your life,
Cause He is there to guide you,
All along your way...

During our life...
we have many choices.
We see a lot of faces
and hear many voices.
There is a voice... like no other.
The words are
"sweeter than butter."
It's the same voice that
calmed the storm in Galilee.
It's the voice that offers
life abundantly.
Please listen to the voice
of your saviour today...
And really listen to the
words he has to say...
"Come... follow me...
and be born again!"
"I'll wash you clean...
and take away your sin!"
His voice speaks peace
to the troubled soul.
And speaks joy and love
to make you whole.
Christ can do it with his
blood-cleansing power.
He can do it...
this very hour!
His voice beckons
a never ending call.
Come to him now...
He's worth it all!
By Jim Pemberton

What If… Christmas Never Came???
What if Christmas never happened?
What if Christmas never came?
Things around here would be different!
It wouldn’t be the same!
What if the baby Jesus was
never born in a manger?
Mankind would be in serious trouble!
We’d all be in danger!
If the baby Jesus wasn’t born.
There would be no nativity.
We wouldn’t be able to display
this during our “festivity.”
It’s almost like this now!
It’s an “ever increasing business.”
It seems like nearly everyone wants
“Christ out of Christmas!”
Why does it seem like Christmas is
losing it’s true meaning?
The very words; “Merry Christmas,”
seem to be quickly disappearing!
Many say; “Happy Holiday.”
They worry they may “offend.”
Having a “holiday” without Christ….
Once again!
We need to put Jesus Christ back into
our CHRISTmas season!
He is what Christmas is about!
HE is the very reason!
May we all take some time to
rejoice in our savior’s birth.
May there be shouts of JOY!
From the corners of the earth!
Let’s not take Christ out
of our joyous celebration!
We need him so much right now!
All over this great nation!
May we bring to him a heart of love
for everything he’s done.
As we bring honor to Christ.
God’s precious son!
May we continually offer to him
a heart filled with praise!
Not only at Christmas time…
But all of our days!
By Jim Pemberton 12/05/11

What lies behind the mirror,
What hides within the clouds,
Who protects my mirror,
Who takes shelter in the crowds,
I protect my mirror,
Hide it from view,
For lying behind your mirror,
Is another side of you,
Some days you’ll be happy,
And others you’ll be sad,
Your eyes will cry your heart will bleed,
But yet you’ll still be glad,
Your loss will fade away,
For you’ll gain something new,
But once you lose yourself,
Then there’s nothing left of you,
With everything I do,
And every sight I’ll see,
I protect my mirror,
Because it shelters me.

the life that you have now
is the one you will cry over when you are removed from it
it happens that many lives are taken
away from the now and when we lived
the can’t grow fast enough is bicycle hard to catch up to
crispy in leaves, and, bare under the bark

My life was heading nowhere fast on a road to my destruction.
Everything I had was taken from me. I was left with completely nothing.
The little hope I had for a future vanished from my aching head.
Finally I came to a conclusion just wishing I was dead.
I can’t take anymore I cried aloud not expecting anyone to hear.
Then a voice like no other said, “My dear child, I’m near.”
“Who’s speaking to me?” I replied out of pure ignorance.
“I am the Lord Almighty. There is no other like me
With any significance.
I created the heavens and the earth And everything that dwells on them.
If you believe these words I speak, and that I sacrificed
My one and only Son
I will renew your strength, and you shall soar on wings as an eagle
And be my chosen one.”
In reply I cried, “Lord I believe! Please come into my heart!”
Hence, His spirit rested upon me -And I was pulled out of the dark.
I now had every reason to go on living joyfully
For I am God’s creation
Accepting His gift which cannot be bought, MY SALVATION!

Introduction: At some point of our lives, someone close to us departs off to the next
phase. We think of the good times and try not to think the bad; but sometimes it haunts us
back to how we responded in a naive way for our juvenile wishes. And sometimes we see them
in our dreams at the utmost optimism and glory. But the fact that we get to realize what
we did back then may have cherished and broken their souls in some ways, we always wonder
if we could alter the deeds that wounded their affection in our times of immaturity…And
pray that we get a second chance to do so for our next life. *the first two lines have some inspiration from another piece*

Even if our hearts were as strong as a storm, we’d still feel a little bit sad
Knowing that we’ve lost our grandfather, our friend, our dad.
For so many years, we’ve felt their presence
In so many ways, we’ve felt complete,
But truly, even if we deny – We sometimes skip a heartbeat.
Our lives are nothing but their memories and their art,
Orbiting us each day, reminding us of who we are
Where we stand and to whom we belong,
We pray and cry up oceans for them night after night
Praying to be together just one more time, in the worlds of light.
But yes you are so fortunate, that you got to leave,
You’ve made it to the greater step, I pray for us to meet.
May your soul be blessed and may it shine brighter than the sun, Again and again
‘I love you’ it’s not a lie, I may not have said it that much
But I hope you knew inside, even if I may have been unkind as such
Nothing is left for us to do but feel the tears stream down our eyes
For we, once in a while have broken their hearts with one or two lies,
Their face glows and vividly fades away from our dreams those nights
That’s when we fall, fall down to our knees, pray for we could have changed
The ways we reacted back in those days.
Thoughts of those moments, thoughts of their sorrow smile
Now makes us realize how we never cared,
For that to overcome, we treasure the good times we’ve shared,
The times we’ve heard them say “You’ve made me proud”
The times we’ve felt them lay their hands, oh so be crowned.
Their tender touch, their forgiveness
Their blessings for us and their happiness,
We pray to feel it all again
Bring it all again,
To the eternal life, after this time.

Now I'm just a failure
Too afraid to make a mistake.
I've already been there,
Stuck in a route that leaves no breaks.
What is Your plan for me Father?
At once I thought I knew.
Now I'm disillusioned;
Please bring me back to You.

The bills, the pain, the drama, the rain
The storm grows larger and floods your brain
With thoughts that begin to drive you insane
Like, if I trust God will it all go away?
What am I missing? Empathy? Faith?
What will happen if I stay on this pace?
Am I one of those people that God can replace?
If I don’t change now is it hell I face?
Could we all be afraid of meeting our fate?
All these years trying to find someone to relate..
Is it true you can fall victim of a time and a place?
If I pray hard enough can I erase [pause]
The anger, the envy, resentment and hate ?
or at 25 years old could I be too late?
To try and change my life to get a new slate
And chills cover my arms and my heart begins to race
All of a sudden I can’t hear any rain
Laughter replaces the fear that remained
and God lets us know it will all be ok
Forgive those around you and thank God for each day
Think with your heart and in Gods you will stay.

The cost be a benefit to charity I speak of
A bid for mercy a reward from He thee Almighty One
All who have fallen give in faith, so that they receive
Unseen is this present, only in spirit they understand
Selfish desires lost through forgiveness He has answered
Foolish to many the choice that was made obviously right
Turning of a page frees the once monetized slave
His life was the price but still there be strife humbling to most
A ghost now made Holy given to them headed down
This frown now turned to a smile that last for an eternity

I Worship And Praise You!
God… I worship and praise you!
For all that you’ve done!
All glory and honor to Jesus…
Your son!
God… I bring honor and
glory to your name!
You’ve removed my sin and
taken away my shame!
God… I give to you everything I have.
You’ve brought to me joy.
I am so glad!
God… I humbly bow before
you in prayer…
I know that you love me
and are always there!
God… I shall tell others about
your wondrous ways!
And ask for your strength
all of my days!
God… I thank and bless you for
what you have given!
You’ve changed my life and
I am totally forgiven!
By Jim Pemberton

There’s a family I know, that may seem old fashioned.
But they serve others from a heart of compassion!
They don’t have much in the scope
of entertainment.
But they have each other,
and much contentment.
They have a love for God that comes from within!
And are thankful to the Lord
for being their friend!
They don’t get too involved with that the world brings.
They have each others love.
They have everything!
This family has been an inspiration to others too!
By their giving hearts, in much of what they do!
This family has a commitment to serve God above.
And have asked Jesus to fill them with his love!
This may seem old fashioned,
not to have a lot of things…
But they know their Lord
and the love that he brings!
I’m thankful to know them and their Godly inspiration…
I extend to them a heart of thanks and appreciation!
Please dear Lord, bless and keep them in your arms!
Be with them Jesus, and protect them from harm!
May the blessings of God keep
flowing through them!
And may the peace and joy of God continue to be with them!
By Jim Pemberton 05/29/13

< Fluff of billowy clouds
Looking like they have Angelic faces
Utterly smiling down on Mother Earth
Forecasting peace for all mankind
Foresakes for all sinners
Entry For
Carol Browns
Fluff Contest
G.L. All

< amidst grass carpet he plays
long ears bushy tail white paws
nibbles bulbs munches away
poor little thing had some flaws
hides hair braided and despaired
didn't stop this little guy
thought to self this wasn't fair
bowed head and started to cry
nectar is what he had sought
on this hopeful days journey
not to be trapped or be caught
or carted off on gurney
Mister Nibbles came to play
In garden's bedding today

Perhaps you feel like your
life is “spiraling down”
It’s as if everything’s come
“crashing to the ground”
Is your lie filled with
A lot of apprehension?
Just living day by bay
with a lot of tension?
Maybe you’re at a “low point”
and very “distraught.”
In life’s circumstances…
you feel trapped and caught.
If you feel confused…
Like you’re in a “trance…”
God’s word says to TRUST HIM,
in every circumstance!
God’s here to pick you up,\
when you stumble!
He’s always do it,
And never grumble!
If life’s dealt you a bad hand,
don’t try name it!
Jesus loves you so much!
It’s hard to explain it!
All of heaven invites you to
Invite Jesus as your lord!
An eternal life with him,
can be your great reward!
By Jim Pemberton

I Want to Give God My Best!
I want to give to God my very best.
And let him take care of the rest!
I want to give God a life of imperfection…
And seek his will,
whatever the direction!
I want to follow the footsteps of the master…
As things in life have a way of “going faster!”
I want to let God know much I love him!
And each day, I want to obey and trust him!
I want to take the time to invite you to know him!
Won’t you come now?
And kneel down before him?
God extends to everyone
a heavenly invitation!
All who wants to, can accept
his mercy and salvation!
I want to praise him for what
he’s done for me!
He’s done all of this,
because he loves me!
I just want to let you know how
much we need him!
Won’t you join me now…
And believe him?
By Jim Pemberton 10/17/13

Keeping my head up, treading water
Cut throat surviving, struggling
Going under, death visits
Will to live, tested!
Selfishness Vs Selflessness
A Greater Love, encompasses me
God demonstrating mercy, for his children
Learning about forgiveness, cultivating, inner faith
Melody of Love, one can experience
In the darkest, waking hours, of everyday living
Self survival, learning how to live
Peace of Mind, Peace of Heart
Peaceful Spirit, Freedom in Love

The twelve were coming in …,
twelve like gods, with sealed fates.
Mortals with keys to death and dungeons of hell,
where devils walked in numbers, and are owned;
they are someone’s belongings. I could not see me.
That place is it where there is blood without formed elements …
or nutrients. Colors became significant (blue and red).
We know of the black and white barriers;
the ones we pretend do not breathe in Washington.
Brothers and a nation are built behind steel bars.
The thought of that woman,
the woman that stands bold
with torch beckoning to come and taste the dream,
is like a haunted house, and I, a little child of three.
How she defends self-government
while she’s trapped at sea. Freedom is a long way …
Liberty is far-flung,
but I must not lose what is left of free will.
When the verdicts are festooned,
they ought to downgrade the others;
there should be no rivalry.
Without such it is simple to mislead the bulk.
I am my better half;
I come clean without boasting on my tongue.
I often wondered if Hilary plagues …
because she believes she has a better hand,
or is there absolute amnesty.
This thought I contemplate to summon sleep
instead of counting sheep.
The guy who swings the three iron, I often think of his wife;
how her shoes were on to run. Was it hurt are shame?
Love is far too shallow to be called love.
I shall kill her,
and set her in the depth,
where she will be eaten by her conscience;
sometimes I questioned if there’s one.
Maybe one is near, but suppressed.
I must kill her
with this ball-point that poured out the contents
of a lamenting soul; she must go before she is far gone.
Is the law a crooked device,
a mean provided for some to get even?
Who suffers when she cried wolf?
Hell is the amount of her condescension.
She has to die, to live anew,
and to allow the halves to live.

Where Will I Be Tomorrow?
Where will I be tomorrow?
That’s my question!
I continue traveling on…
Seeking my life's "mission."
There are many roads, and journeys to go on.
I’m trying to find out,
where I really belong.
There are many choices of what to do and see…
There's both good and bad
waiting for me!
But, there is a God who called out my name.
When I heard his voice...
To him, I came!
He gave me a promise!
A 100% guarantee!
He promised to forgive my sins,
that I may be free!
I will spend today and tomorrow with him!
I’m going to take time, and get to know him!
I'm here today! I don't know what
tomorrow will bring!
But I can trust Jesus!
To take care of everything!
Where will I go?
I know where I will be!
Spending time with my Lord!
For eternity!
By Jim Pemberton

My brother came to me,
desperate for prayer!
Filled with hopelessness and despair!
I reached out to him to
begin to pray…
But I couldn’t find any words to say!
The Holy Spirit began tugging
at my heart within…
Convicting me of holding
on to a “secret sin.”
THIS SIN, God told me
I must first let go,
For this was eating
at my soul!
My prayer life had been
such a mess!
I repented! And to God… I confessed!
I called out to Jesus’
precious name!
Inviting him into my
heart to reign!
On bended knees before my Lord
I began to bow,
My prayer was going to be answered… Somehow!
The prayer request for my brother
Was going to be met!
For God has never failed me YET!
By Jim Pemberton

First of all, it’s a big responsibility,
especially in a city like Jacksonville, or Philadelphia, or wherever really.
So think long and hard before deciding on love.
On the other hand, love gives you a sense of security:
when you’re walking down the street late at night
and you have a leash on love
ain’t no one going to mess with you.
Because crooks and muggers think love is
unpredictable.
Who knows what love could do in its own defense?
Broken glass bottles.
On cold winter nights, love is warm.
It lies between you and lives and breathes
and makes funny noises.
Love wakes you up all hours of the night with its needs.
It needs to be fed so it will grow and stay healthy.
Love doesn’t like being left alone for long.
But come home and love is always happy to see you.
It may break a few things accidentally in its passion for life,
but you can never be mad at love for long.
Is love good all the time? No! No!
Love can be bad. Bad, love, bad! Very bad love.
Love makes messes.
Love leaves you little surprises here and there.
Love needs lots of cleaning up after.
Somethimes you just want to get love fixed.
Sometimes you want to roll up a piece of newspaper
and swat love on the nose,
not so much to cause pain,
just to let love know “Don’t you ever do that again!”
Sometimes love just wants to go out for a nice long walk.
Because love loves exercise. It will run you around the block
and leave you panting, breathless. Pull you in different directions
at once, or wind itself around and around you
until you’re all wound up and you cannot move.
But love makes you meet people wherever you go.
People who have nothing in common but love
stop and talk to each other on the street.
Throw things away and love will bring them back,
again, and again, and again.
But most of all, love needs love, lots of it.
And in return, love loves you and never stops.

you are someone very special
and you have great worth
for God chose you and
appointed you before your birth
from that first moment the seed he did sow
he protected you and watched you grow
he knows what things are on your mind
he knows the things in your heart
that you would like to do
for he gave those hearts desires to you
you are worth more than silver
you are more precious than gold
and in his hands you he will forever hold
he paid the highest price to set you free
from the power of sin
you are someone very special
and you will always be worth something to him.
www.lookingforgod.com read article the fathers love letter, I recemend you watch the
video clip version, then go to the text if you want to print it off and find all the scriptures to
find your true worth . God bless you all.
psalm 139 all
deuteronomy 26 : 18-19
Isaia 43 : 1 - 4
jeremiah 29 : 11 - 13

Parents Need To Be In Church With Their Children…
Many parents bring their kids to church…
Hoping they’ll be a “better person.”
They want them to hear about God.
And listen to the “Sunday lesson.”
They often tell the children to listen
and obey God’s ways.
But you’ll never see the parents
at church on Sundays!
They’re “too busy” to spend time with God...
Even at home.
Then tell their children they love them.
And often leave them alone.
They parents don’t want to take the time
to give them their attention.
They want the Sunday school teacher to give
them a “moral direction.”
Parents need to be the man and woman
God wants them to be!
They need to have Christian principles
that their children can see!
Won’t you be there for your children
and help them to understand…
What it means to be a Christian.
And to be a Godly woman or man!
It’s Christ’ desire that you as parents
be a Godly example!
There’s just too many temptations
for your kids to handle!
Living for God. As a family.
Is the best thing you can do!
Christ stands at your heart’s door…
The rest is up to YOU!
By Jim Pemberton 11/16/11

Through you I seek to know:
What happened once below?
You ferns of resistance, I see you
Mixing it upward with
A firm stance.
(Such steely green weeds
Do smirk indeed
Above the empty path of horizon’s eye,
Blackened to nowhere).
What, though, do I see in you?
(A path lies vacant and wanting,
A land once named upon a dream;
A barren place now daunting,
Neglected and unseen).
Where is your truth?
(Does it rest within your clumsy bud’s dance
With a tertiary sky,
Or a raucous from your stem’s windward need
To lead)?
Oh No.
I do believe:
It is your roots of defiance!
To know Home in no shame;
To forge through scarred soil with no blame!
Such courage you have:
To reap the shifting tar of fickle men,
And safely hasten away
From the notion of never again!
(Thirty some years have stood and fell
Yet…
Your quiet presence lives to tell
This hell,
Once known,
As Love’s canal).
Oh eager green,
I wish you well.

If we don't let go the past
the future will not come so easy,
so many time we go wrong
many time we are right
yet we are not perfect
need to forgive others
that hurt us,thou heart may remember forever
heart may not want to give chances any more any longer
we need to move on without the past
we maybe taller than a tree yet we cant see the future
it is covered by the cloud
the future is many distance away
hard to believe,hard to see
everyday we try harder
everyday it goes longer
a plant today can be a beautiful flower tomorrow so dont up-root it
forgive and let go the past by-gun is by-gun,
give love a second chance
!!!!let go the past-let come a new day!!!!!

The blood of Jesus still sets men free!
So we can live with him… For eternity!
The power of Jesus and his resurrection…
Brings his presence and a holy conviction!
The love of Jesus brings sweet relief!
May his way of living be our belief!
The glory of Jesus outshines the rest!
Whatever he gives, is always the BEST!
The words of Jesus give much
needed direction!
It sustains our lives and gives
godly correction!
The voice of Jesus speaks to everyone today!
May we listen to what he has to say?
He beckons one and all to receive his salvation!
He’s already called,
and given the invitation!
His blood can wash and cleanse every stain!
You can find it all…
In the power of HIS NAME!
By Jim Pemberton 07/23/13

Jesus Chose Me to Follow Him!
Jesus chose me to follow him!
And called me to be;
"a fisher of men!"
He's given me his Holy Spirit,
for needed assistance.
He wants me to reach the lost,
with a Godly persistence!
Others need to know
of the forgiveness he brings!
They need to know that he
can do anything!
They can be transformed,
by his resurrection power!
This can happen to anyone!
This very hour!
Please help me dear Lord,
to do my very best!
I want to do my part! And let you
take care of the rest!
It's only in YOU, Jesus, that one
can find life everlasting!
It's freely given!
Just for the asking!
Please dear Lord...
Come and direct my path.
I need your mercy! And spare me
from your wrath!
Please guide me, by your loving
and gentle hand…
Help me to obey, listen,
and understand!
Following and trusting Jesus
is the best thing I can do!
To surrender my life,
and daily follow YOU!
By Jim Pemberton

Above...
rain and thunder
starts to upset the stomach of a now souring sky
as it prepares itself to release a few tears
upon those seeking truth for their lies
in the distance
a white dove cries
The thunder strikes up a conversation
clapping rudely
during the rains flawless audition
i stand amid not to be judged
but to be cleansed by this gift
by my own remission
to fear
means knowing how to love
in the distance it cries
the white dove
Those, who seek out these healing waters
peace, they shall find
but the lost refuse to drink
and prefer to gargle from the man-made pool
of illusion and lies
sadly, they never learn to fear
in the distance
a white dove cries

Singing around in love;
Smiles built from the ground.
Holding hands in the dance;
Laughing with brothers and sisters,
All in His Glorious Name.
Throughout His perfectly sculpted land:
Look around because this is it;
Look around because this is love;
Look around and know, understand, comprehend,
Rejoice because you are perfect;
You are God's beautiful children!

God knows why we really need him!
He has put the enemy beneath him!
He knows that without him, we shall fail!
We’re like the blind following life’s trail!
He also knows, that his son bled and died…
That day on the cross, he was crucified!
He knows that his son arose from the dead!
He’s alive now! And is our daily bread!
Do you know how much God loves you?
How much he wants fellowship with you?
Do you even think about for just one moment..
Of Christ’ love? And his blood’s atonement?
He did all of this with one purpose in mind.
To offer his salvation to all of mankind!
No matter what you may say,
or think of him…
It’s all of us, that need him!
Won’t you join with me,
before God, in prayer?
Wherever we are…
He’s already there!
Won’t you join with me, and receive him in?
To cleanse us, and take away our sin?
Won’t you begin today? And feel his power?
You can be a new person! This very hour!
By Jim Pemberton

I’m following Jesus… One Step At A Time!
I’m following Jesus! One Step At A Time!
I’m having fellowship with Jesus!
His glory divine!
I’m falling in love with Jesus!
He’s precious to me!
I’m enjoying Jesus!
His love flows abundantly!
I’m going to tell others about Jesus!
He is GOOD NEWS!
I’m gong to share the words of Jesus!
No matter what others do!
I’m going to praise the Lord Jesus!
My savior and my king!
I’m going to honor Jesus! He is my everything!
I’m going to exalt the name of Jesus!
I’ll give a shout and a cry!
I’m going to serve my Jesus!
Up until the day I die!
I’m gong to tell you about Jesus!
He invites you to his home!
I’m going to invite YOU to come to Jesus!
The choice is yours alone!
By Jim Pemberton

*****Love of a baby called Jesus*******
Prayer celebration
For the Lord
Is where there is plenty
Of continuance
To go around,
Saith' the Lord
------
His remit Nance is sound
As a circle of Hope
Consumed by Prayer
Captivates' the people
There is a common bond
That they share
With Jesus.....
------
Knowing that the instruments'
For the Love of God is there
His Wisdom is awe inspiring
And His power is supreme
For those who abide in Thee
Just repent and ask forgiveness
And He shall invoke
His exaltation upon Ye,
And welcome ye,
On to Eternity
GF

I keep my dreams and aspirations,
stored away neatly in this box.
Tied off with a pretty pink ribbon,
secured tightly with key and lock.
And every time I feel like a failure,
I open it, so I can again feel alive.
Arms of dreams tightly surround me,
giving me strength I need to survive.
I’ve hidden this box in a secret place,
where I’m the only who can see.
A beautiful box of hopes and dreams,
finely sewn with love at the seams.
This box is opened quite frequently,
especially when we’re apart –
this rhetorical box of memories,
in perfect synch with each beat of my heart

(To All Who Believe It Can Be Achieved)
Caucasoid, Mongoloid,and Negroid
Colour the conscience progression
of Man's ethical Truths...
The cultural aggressions of violence
and ignorance must end!
Extend your heart, hand and life
Towards the Precious Don of Honour...
Freely, keeping the sincere
Brotherly Creed
Comments: Brothers and Sisters it is time that we stand up and let the Love of God in, after
all we are all one in the same under the skin, so why not give it a grand try... One Love and
Many Blessings in Him Always, Adell

Jesus-You're So Wonderful!
Jesus—You're so beautiful and
wonderful to me!
You've opened my blind eyes—
now I can see!
I've seen your love in
my famly as well.
You're so good—more than
words can tell!
For all of my failures—
you have forgiven,
And are patiently showing
me your way of livin'!
Living for you is so
very precious!
And your word is
so very nutricious!
Your kindness to me—
I have not deserved.
Your blessings to me have
so graciously been served.
You've been so patient
with me and so kind.
Your promises have stood
the test of time.
Thank you Jesus-you're
truly my best friend.
And have been there for
me again and again.
How precious you are—
words alone can't express.
Calling “Abba father”
I am so blessed!
I long to be refreshed by your
presence each day.
I love you more than
words can say!
By Jim Pemberton
(c) 2006

"Just forgive and live" Is what I always say
Why weight yourself down,with those past burdens everyday?
It will possibly ease your mind,and cleanse your troubled heart
Making you then realize,you should have done this from the start
Holding grudges causes anger,and your anger then turns to rage
Like a repetitive word in a book, that you read on every page
"Now just let it all go!" change the words written in that book
Then every time you turn the page,life gives you a fresh new look

FOREVER ANGEL.
Right?
There is always an angel there by your side at all times.
Even if you don't see or hear the angel, its always there.
Their there for you when things get tough. Right there by your side with an arm around your
sholder.
(God didn't promise that life would be easy.
But he did promise that he will be by your side every step of the way.)
If you just think about this when you're alone, you'll relize that you not alone.
*please comment if you like or just have a thought. (or fav poem if you like*
-Angel4eva23

I closed my eyes and slipped into the world.
Where the valley was green and the sun rays gold.
As I walked the grass my feet felt cold;
My heart felt a warmth unseen, untold.
I walked to the stream and wondered why,
The real world was uglier, as i watched the birds fly.
Why a murderer would kill, why a lover betray?
Why a soldier joined battles, but his family would stay?
Why a man could discriminate black and white?
Why the world could never overcome the selfish-tide?
Why could I find pleasure in only my dream place?
Why contentment touched, only the ocean's surface?
I turned exhausted and began to gasp for air,
I could feel the darkness come, which was never there.
I knew from within that this world would be gone;
When I am back awake, my clothes will still be torn...

Unbearable thoughts barreling through my head
Decaying in this silent chamber...
Where I desperately cry for help
Words come out useless...I have no capability to yelp
They haven't collapsed in the hands of the unforgiving jail-keeper
This pain grows in my bones...making me weaker
No one bothers to consider me
Circulated by envious glory
That snicker at my carrion body as it drops in dripping failures
Dragged by the sickening thought of living with jailers
As if i had no outlook to life...
I'm still placed in this cold-heartened chamber
Because I'm drenched in silence...
haunted by the deafening atmosphere
sensing a load of terrorized fear
Shame embraced me, never leaving my presence
Cautious of the hovering thoughts,
transforming itself into my dreadful, panicky past
This hopelessness doesn't seem to matter
In this chamber of deceitfulness
Someday...hopefully Someday...
This silent chamber will shatter
For now, I'll abide in this loathsome,
silent chamber
Until God, My Savior, will shatter this wretched place
Into smithereens

Yeah I'm back on that same road once more,
Struggling like litterally I see our very children eating off the dirt floor'
Who can really give a **** about dollars because where Im from over ninety percent living dirt poor,
Even down here the struggle remains the same,
Alcohol remains top dog around here it wont change,
We want something different yet we keep seeking just a little more money, just a little fame,
We aint happy with what we got now so we let the bull *****get to the brain.......
Its sad how our people let even ourselves be lowered to ask for pocket change,
We dying fast, no not our people but our culture cant you see the blood stains?
Cant you see the youth playing games, six feet deep is where many of our very own youth sleep, forever trapped in their death beds still laying,
I just hope I am remebered strong when Im gone confused why sometimes I wont stop praying...........but its alright though because Im back on that road again lost without family or friends......I dont know where to stop but I know where it begins........there's a meaning to everything in the start on this road so lets make this a memorable End......

“The fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom.”
This is an important part
of God’s kingdom!
Seeking Godly wisdom is what we must do…
If we’re going to live how God wants us to!
God’s wisdom is filled with love and purity!
Man’s “wisdom” is but
“meaningless vanity!”
Fearing the Lord and seeking his ways…
Will strengthen us and brighten our days!
God is wise and gives the best choices…
We must listen to HIM. Not other voices!
His wisdom brings hope when all seems lost!
We must lay our worries at the foot of the cross!
Obeying his instructions is very smart and wise!
It helps us not to do what seems good to our eyes!
God’s wisdom brings comfort and much gladness!
It will guard your life with his true happiness!
Won’t you seek his wisdom
in all you endeavor?
His blessings will follow you
today and forever!
By Jim Pemberton

There are proud people “coming out!”
Yet, they have no idea what real life is about!
Many brag about a lifestyle that’s revealing.
Yet have lost God’s purpose and meaning!
I’m coming out for Jesus! I’ve nothing to hide!
I’ve asked him to take away my sin and pride!
Of my own accomplishments... I’ve nothing to boast!
But I’m proud of God the father, son and holy ghost!
Whatever pride we have… We’ve all sinned!
Jesus told us; “you must be born again!”
Nothing that I’ve done is worth “bragging of.”
Rather, I’ve done things that I’m ashamed of!
But God reached down to where I was standing!
And filled my life with his peace and understanding!
The more I have of Jesus, the less I need of me!
His power alone is what can truly set me free!
I’m coming out for Jesus! The redeemer of my soul!
I’m going to shout it! So the whole world may know!
I’m not ashamed of Jesus! I am NOT!
By his mercy… My sins have been blood bought!
For each step you take to God… He takes two!
Won’t you allow him to do his work through YOU?
A life of righteousness and holiness is what God is asking!
Come now! And receive HIS life!
It’s everlasting!
By Jim Pemberton

I Was In A Place Where I Didn’t Belong!
I was in a place where I knew I didn’t belong!
God’s spirit was there… But the flesh was strong!
I felt alluring voices almost “overwhelm me.”
There were so many temptations that surrounded me!
I could feel the pull! The tugging of my heart!
I knew this was going to happen! From the start!
As I began to feel many voices, pulling my spirit.
I wanted to run, but could not seem to do it!
In one moment of hopelessness, to Jesus I cried!
I couldn’t run from this! No matter how hard I tried!
Just when I thought that there was not a way out!
I remember what some of the Bible was about!
I knew that if I cried to Jesus, he’d be there to help me!
No matter the temptation! And how it tries to “trip” me!
Before I was going to do something, I shouldn’t do…
I heard God’s voice say; “My son, I’m here to help you!”
I felt the hand of God, reach down and touch my soul!
I knew that God was there, and it was time for me to go!
I jumped up and out of there, as fast as I could run!
Any “excitement” was gone. I was not having “fun!”
Whatever temptation I gave up, was worth avoiding!
A life with Jesus and family is what I’m enjoying!
Thank you my Lord! For your patience and kindness!
You’ve filled my life with your love and brightness!09/04/13

Life
Freedom Reigns
Surrendering
Into The Power Of Death
That Brings Life
Ressurrection
Discerning The Difference
Between Trial And Attack
Deleting All Delete Buttons
Regretting Nothing
Passion Burning
Accepting The Heat
Laying On More Kindling
Stirring Myself Up
Praying For All That Is
Displeasing To God Within Me
To Burn
Burn Up
Clothing Myself In White Garments
That The Shame Of My Nakedness
Be Not Revealed
Anointing My Eyes That They May
See
Accepting Truth
Accepting Me
Crushed
Moist With Tears
Moldable In The Potters Hands
I Praise
I Will not Live Again With That
Which Was Meant To Kill Me
It Is Too Late For
Miscarriage
I Will Not Abort
Love Remains

How beautiful is our God...
And I shall praise him greatly!
His presence has blessed me
and filled my life completely,
In Mt. Zion, he's to be praised...
in the beauty of his holiness.
He's more than worthy of praise,
in his glory and righteousness.
The joy of the earth...
and beautiful is the situation...
To all of mankind... He's extended
mercy and salvation.
He is known in high places as a
God of refuge and shelter.
I will shout of his praise...
there's no reason to whisper.
He is our God, and forever
and ever, he shall reign.
He's is worthy of all praise...
that is due to his name!
He shall lead and guide me
from birth until death.
And his praise shall continually
be on my breath.
Thanks be to God for
everything he has done!
And thanks to him
for sending Jesus... HIS son!
He gives everlasting water
that never shall run dry.
It is no secret how much
he loves you and I!
By Jim Pemberton
Read Psalm 48: 1-4

*********
Doe's things' seem strange
Not what they used to be
Well...
This is for the first time
The first time in History
------
Doe's things' seem slow
While a bestselling economy
Just doe's not grow'
Everything is a shroud
In mystery...
And everyone must know...
------
It is time
It is time one may say
For a One World Government
To save the day'
--------
But, their is one thing
That I would like to say
And that is that
Except...
By the Blood of Jesus
Things' wouldn't be this way
--------
What We really don't need
Is a new government
What we do need
Is a New Covenant'
A Covenant'
With ' GOD '
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Did anyone think
Of the way
That it should be
To dwell in the House of the Lord
For all Eternity...
To be with the Prince of King'
To be with the Almighty
With-in the Kingdom of ' GOD '
Where He has already prepared
A place for you and me...

There was a woman caught in an adulterous act.
Her accusers came after her with all of the “facts…”
She came to Jesus. .. With a heart-felt plea.
“Master….” “Have mercy on someone like me!”
Jesus looked at her as she wept and cried.
So many other things she had already tried.
Coming to Jesus… She felt scared and alone…
Jesus told her accusers; “You without sin.”
“Throw the first stone.”
One by one… They dropped
the stones and fled.
Rather than face the truth…
They ran away instead…
Jesus told the woman; “Your forgiven.”
“Go and sin no more…”
She was the meaning of what
God’s grace was meant for.
If you’re caught in a situation,
with " no way out… "
This is what the meaning
of salvation is all about!
Any “accusers” you may have,
will quickly run and hide...
When to Jesus you come…
And have him “on your side…”
Allow the master to cleanse
your life this very hour…
And experience the love of his
life-changing power!
He’ll take you in with his arms wide open.
“You’re forgiven!” Will be the lovely words spoken!
Be surrounded by the savior's
redeeming grace…
He’ll give you hope and put a smile
on your face!
By Jim Pemberton

On a cold and bleak November day in a lonely
Deserted place a child unborn in its sanctuary
Lies asleep like a bud soon to bloom
A sacred gift, priceless, unique
For a world that is rapidly dying
On a cold and bleak November day
A mother's scent will it ever know
No special bond with another soul
No joyful offering of 'thanks', nor smiles,
Nor welcome kisses that warm the heart
On a cold and bleak November day, the sky
Draped in blankets of gray, hung low
Over the horizon marked by fresh-fallen snow
An innocent life is taken in some unholy place
As consciences lay bound and silenced
On a cold and bleak November day,
Freewill, once more misused, hovered
In the shadows abused and clothed in shame
Bore witness to one of many horrors
The deliberate murder of the Innocents
On a cold and bleak November day a hush falls over Heaven
The Son of God pleads mercy as He alone dares to speak
God looks upon His only Son, once again, His anger subsides
A new day is ordained-another chance to choose
A priceless gift to save the world some cold bleak day

What lies beneath
The flooding drains
A spiders web
Spawned of rustic chains
If you ask me how I am
I'll reply that I'm ok
Hiding behind this mask
As I resume to face this day
Then theres the sights
A synonym of what I cannot find in you
But I have found
Sometimes hunger is the only kind of food
Have I lost my Faith?
Its something that I could never see
Then theres your eyes
Still falling away from me
But if I was a better man
Would your rivers run deep into outer space
While all along your insisting
That we are both two worlds away
Behold this longer list of denials
And uncertain hope
Reflecting fears of affection
And you still keep your eyes closed
Then by my own admissions
My heart has grown from cold to colder
And by my own submissions
Losing your love has bled me sober

My Dear World,
I owe you an apology;
Forgive me
for I have distorted thee:
lying passionately,
I failed to accept you
by chimera deceptional
I wanted to surmount you
believing myself
to be exceptional.
Forgive me My World
my bitterness,
narcissism
and selfishness;
for a fool I was
since the truth
was consciously unknown to me
thus calamitious the discovery would be.
Please forgive me
all the souls my ambition eradicated,
all the feelings my sharp tongue destroyed,
all the emotions my cold heart repudiated,
for how much all those deeds I enjoyed.
I was then infected;
the infection seemed incurable
as I wanted it to be -
or wasn't I aware how diseased I was?
My Dear World,
I owe you an apology;
Forgive me
my blindness
to the beauty of life;
With myself in centre
I would not look around
for distorted was my perception
by a deceitful projection
of perfect me in faulty universe.
My Dear World,
Thank you
for
instant recovery of my senses,
the wisdom you blessed me with,
the pain myself was redefined through.
Yester year
I reached the deepest depth
slowly losing my pride -
my psyche was nearing death
in plight I could hardly abide -
I understood a mere human I am.
Now I laugh
enjoying my life
every day forsooth
heartily
and with ruth.
Thank you
My Dear World
Please, forgive me.

The words of God are a great comfort
The day—the Last Great Day—depicts judgement
That will come upon everyone equally
God hasn’t even begun to work
With the mass majority of the world
But His glorious salvation is revealed to all
But for all to hear,
The spiritual component of God
Will be added to their thoughts
—their ears will open
They will have the opportunity to repent
There will be judgment
For those who really long to change,
Doors will be open
For those who choose their own way,
He will throw into the Lake of Fire with Satan
—a most merciful action
For any way except God’s is the path leading to evil
And in due course to anger,
Sadness and death
Those who choose to be gone
Will be gone
Many will weep and mourn…
Until the day of Judgment,
Prepare
Once you receive the knowledge of the truth
Practice it
For you will be held accountable
For your sins
God will not overrule our human will
He wants us to choose
And continue to choose
Not all names will be seen in the Book of Life
I will be among the weeping

*inspired by John Anderson*
-a special thanks to Charles Henderson for helping me edit this piece. It looks so much better now! Thank you!-

Ice flower
so cold I cannot touch
but need forces my exposed finger tips
and i brush them against your crystal petals
and bitten skin comes off willingly
to cling to your cold disregard;
Ice flower
frozen as you are
even this hot desert wind
seeking to slice your bitter air
and melt away droplets of beauty
from your seductive petals
but oh seduction and its lure:
my hot breath comes fervent and warm
but I do not draw back into my lungs cool favor
No, your crystal buds do not yield fresh melt water
to sate this parched throat
No, my breath comes back short, sharp and shivering
As if the unforgiving hand of winter
had battered my very heart away
and the cold wind gusts back into my lungs
and shrouds my heart
slows the pumping of heated blood
and leaves only a brittle casing
of cold ice.

Lovely days produce lovely nights
and the sunset that transitions them;
build memories of comfort and embrace
The flowers of the field are adorn with complexion
and fed by God's grace
Like a sunbathe in darkness
my skin glows shades of bronze, orange
gold, and honey tones
I'm entrapped by the wind and the
scent of natural pheremones
creating a balance of universal laws of attraction
and the ultimate attonement to divine reality and satisfaction
Lovely days produce lovely nights
and the sunset that transitions them
build memories of grace and simplicity
The birds in the sky do not toil
They submit to divinity
Like a hungry child trusts its vulnerability to my breasts
Lets discard our anxieties to
the artist of life and live well
It's the biblical solution to stress
Lovely days produce lovely nights
and the sunset that transitions them
build memories of humility and it's essence thereof
When he washed the feet of his followers
he showed us his life mission and how to love
Like when the drums beat, the rhythms take over the soul
you're bound by an exponential force
that is determined to play out it's role
It's a perfect world according to how our thoughts unfold
It's not really that deep
when you have accurate knowledge of the stories told
That-
combined with the faith of his presence to guide us
Leads us to the narrow gate and provides skill
to resist temptations.
Lovely days produce lovely nights
and the transition itself
gives me hope.

Help Me Jesus to Be More Like YOU!
How can I be what God wants me to be…
If I’m living in sin, and have no victory?
How can I live like God wants me to live…
If I hold on to bitterness, and don’t forgive?
How can I live as a Christian should do…
If my life, through Christ, is not renewed?
How can I keep going and pretending?
If my heart needs a spiritual amending?
How can I do it? Without Christ… I’m lost!
Help me Lord to focus on the cross!
To live is Christ... To die is to gain!
There’s an overcoming life I need to obtain!
I must serve Jesus and surrender my will!
A life of godliness must be fulfilled!
I must give him one hundred percent!
And come before him, and humbly repent!
Please take my life Jesus! And all that’s in it.
My heart and soul... I freely give it!
Jesus, I ask you to have your way in me.
I want to know you so abundantly!
Your words of truth have expressed…
Living for you, is always the BEST!
By Jim Pemberton 07/26/14

Is my life not tortured enough for you to see?
I am broken as can be.
My heart is torn.
My tears stain these perfect floors.
Why are singing with glee?
Why do you not care about my every plea?
I am trapped in your arms.
I am the hopeless moth.
How did you pick me?
What is it that you see?
A girl untouched by life?
A flower blooming in the desert?
I have said goodbye to my loving integrity.
You took that from me through R-A-P-E.

You may not know, as emptiness surrounds you everywhere you go
If you could see behind a different eye,
would it be a friend or a foe?
Pain is smooth at the surface
Triggering the roots from down below
Ceases to hide behind your pride
Following you, as you continue to grow
Glancing upon a broken surface
You hide from your own reflection
You hide from all you know
Emptiness cannot be seen or heard
So you yourself, may never know

Without Holiness… No Man Shall See God!
I know of someone with a degree in divinity.
He can tell you all about God and the trinity.
He memorized much scripture
from God’s word.
A message each Sunday from him, can be heard.
While he has so much theology
in his head.
A message of holiness from
his lips won’t be said.
He thinks preaching on holiness is “judgemental..”
His position in church wouldn’t be “instrumental.”
God has caled his followers to life of holiness!
Without this, your life is filled with emptiness!
Think about Job who was called a righteous man.
He sought Godly living over
his house and land!
Are you seeking a life of holiness from within?
So your life won’t be burdened down with sin?
Perhaps living 100% for God seems “old fashioned.”
We need to seek God’s holiness
as a daily passion!
“Come out from the world and be separate!”
God commands!
This is a truth from his word many
don’t understand.
All of the theology in this world
can’t save your soul.
If the things of this world,
you refuse to let go!
A victorious life in Christ is what
you can achieve!
Simply surrender your life to him….
And BELIEVE!
By Jim Pemberton

I see perfidy to the fidelity which is replete of your treachery
Too bad we ain’t cool, because for you was a melody
About the despicable ingredients that thrive back then
To create aspersions for my heart to grow fat in
You having a back of mine was thought to be perpetual
From grabbing the horns, I saw it was all bull
So when I manifest this light, you shouldn’t be in my sight
I’m watching my own back when you enter a fight
No more under the timber, will my name be in December
Forgive and forget the final Thursday of November
Perfidy to the fidelity, I’ll always remember

Only Jesus Can Bring the Victory!
There was something in my life that I had a hold of.
It was something that God told me to let go of.
He was tired of the excuses that I was making.
It was his command of holiness that I was forsaking
I know how easy it is to be filled up with pride.
Trying some of the things in life to be “satisfied.”
I know he’s not happy by the sin I tried to “cover up.”
It’s easy for sin cause me to stumble and “slip up.”
No matter how spiritual others think I may be.
God’s spirit can see everything inside of me!
Please forgive me Jesus. I’ve sinned against you!
I’m so sorry for what I’ve done. I really need you!
Please remove the desires that cause me to stumble.
Help me to fall in love with you and stay humble!
Please take away the things that bring you shame.
And help me to live in honor to your holy name!
You are and will always be most gracious and kind!
I ask for you to bring your love and cleanse my mind!
Thank you dear Jesus for listening and blessing me!
Your loving hand has reached down and touched me!
You’re my savior! There are none that are like you!
I want to take the time to know and love you!
I invite you to know this Jesus that changed my soul.
It’s only in him, that one can be made whole!
Won’t you accept this wonderful Lord as your friend?
And find out where a victorious life really begins!
By Jim Pemberton 10/10/14

Through Life’s Trials And Hardships…
I’ve been through trials and difficult situations.
Many times it happens with no explanation!
Whatever I’ve had or have taken with me.
I’ve been there when everyone has left me!
The uncertainties I’ve had and struggles I face.
Have brought me to my knees in a “quiet” place.
The journeys I’ve traveled and the storms ahead.
Have brought worry and stress in the words I said.
Whatever trials I’ve faced... To Jesus I cried!
A comfort and strength . He did provide!
I know a truth that’s important and most certain.
Jesus can take away any hardship or burden!
If there were no trials... How could I trust him?
Because of what he’s done How much I love him!
If I had no hardships or trials, I’d probably “forget him.”
Giving him my whole life? I don’t think I’d let him!
He’s proven beyond any doubt how much he loves me!
He reached down from heaven and touched me!
He’s my comfort and joy and enduring friend!
He’ll be there with me… Till the very end!
This Jesus I know. I recommend him to you!
He is God! Our provider! This is so true!
Won’t you give him a chance in your life today!
He can bring hope and take
the dark clouds away!
By Jim Pemberton

The Cross Before Me… The World Behind Me!
The cross before me… The world behind me.
Wherever I go, God’s love will find me!
May the work of the cross be what motivates me…
Each day, may Christ’ compassion fill me!
May the message of the cross speak loud and clear…
Christ is always with me! I’ve nothing to fear!
May it’s message of mercy and grace speak thru my living.
May Christ be honored by a heart
of thanksgiving!
If I’m looking to the cross, I’ve no reason to look back.
The blood of Jesus will protect me
from Satan’s attacks.
If I put my trust and faith in the cross, and it’s meaning.
The power of the cross is what I’ll be receiving!
May the cross remind me to read God’s word each day.
It’s one thing to listen to him.
It’s another to obey.
Thank you Lord for the work you’ve done and want to do.
May I be convicted to take my cross and follow you!
The cross reminds me to give Jesus my every burden.
It speaks to my heart, that his faithfulness is certain.
May the cross of Christ speak peace
and freedom today!
And be a reminder to touch me,
in what I do and say!
By Jim Pemberton 07/15/14

I want to enjoy the life that Jesus gave me.
And want to receive the blessings he has for me.
I want to enjoy his gifts of love and salvation.
And listen to his words in sincere appreciation.
I want to share with others what he’s done for me.
And give of the life he’s given, ever so abundantly.
I want to listen for his spirit’s voice of direction.
And submit myself to him,
for needed correction.
I must humble myself, and submit to his will.
It’s his purpose for me that I need to fulfill.
I must be careful, and be certain of his voice.
It’s his ways of living that must
be my choice.
I ask you Jesus to come and sit beside me…
Please remove all of the sin that’s inside me.
I invite you to be the Lord of my home as well.
We all need you! More than words can tell!
The life you gave me is what I always needed!
Because of you, my life
is now completed!
By Jim Pemberton 09/18/14

Born in worldly sin seeking you thrust knife
Turn away from man’s unrighteous false goals
This be cause will given a choice speaks life
The teachings of Jesus Christ his word molds
Unrelenting desire be thy way
Without the One lost in doubt course be known
Holy Spirit to baptize me I pray
Direction change not in vain seek Ye thrown

What shall I say to her?
What if she knows?
Can she tell that I carry another soul?
As I wonder what would I tell mom...
All these thoughts paced through my head,
I should have NEVER laid in his bed...
Sweet nothings was ALL that he said...
He got what he wanted, then left, just fled...
I was weak a young victim a surely misled...
When I confessed to my mother,
That I had slept with my lover,
And in a few months she'd be a grandmother...
Her face turned cherry red, yet words where still unsaid...
Days turned into months,
My belly stuck out further in front...
Finally we spoke today,
She said "When is he due?"
I replied "This May the 8th."
She said "She loves me!"
That was it, nothing else to say but "I love you too mom, in a special way!"
For it will be a blessed Mothers Day...
My Statistic: Life is challenging enough, it tends to be even
Harder for adolescence because they don't
Know as much as they think they
Know in actuality they don't. But mistakes and accidents are
Apart of life.... You live and you learn...

The world needs You, Lord;
We all need You too.
Alone, we battle and fall apart,
But we live joyful freedom with You:
Created anew in Your perfect image;
Saved,
Loved,
Changed,
In Your Holy Name!
We pray,
Amen!

The Day Jesus Came!
Jesus, you came and brightened my day!
Your love has taken the dark clouds away!
You came that I may have joy within.
And know what it means to be born again!
You came to give life ever so abundantly!
And have blessed me! So unexpectedly!
You came so that my sins can be forgiven!
Your love has changed the way I’m livin’!
You came so that I’ll surely know.
Only your presence can make me whole!
You came that I may really know you!
May I have the faith to daily trust you!
You came to help me to daily overcome.
Through you, life’s battle’s have been won!
I come to you to repent and confess.
Please take my life and take care of the rest!
I come to you and kneel before you!
All of my problems and failures, I give you!
I come to you my Lord, my savior and friend.
And thank you for helping me! Once again!
You’ve given to me a Lord to believe in!
I’m thankful for the opportunity to receive him!
I love you my Lord! And will never forget you!
The day you came, is a treasure I’ll hold on to!
By Jim Pemberton 08/12/14

They say “God has forsaken us just look around”
Wars and storms are destroying our hometowns,
They say “if there is a God why are so many in need?”
People are steeling and lying with hearts overwhelmed with greed
They say “It’s all Gods fault”… man takes no blame,
We curse God, push him out of our lives, and then accuse him when we are put to shame,
Oh blinded world filled with an abundance of vanity
You speak evil of him with mouths filled with profanity
Disobeying all he has commanded us to do
His rules were made to keep us safe, to avoid the chaos in which we now suffer through
They say “God is far and he doesn’t care”
When it is our hearts that have turned from him, grown cold, brittle and bare
All we have to do is repent and change our wicked ways
Then in the blink of an eye he will restore us to our golden days
But human pride thinks it can beat him and reason thinks it will win
Read the bible, rebelliousness is how destruction all begins
Society gets darker and more corrupt each and every year
Many are growing hopeless and becoming overwhelmed by fear
God never left us… we as a country left him
God cannot bless a nation who is worshiping sin
In his infinite mercy he has allowed judgment to shake up his lost sheep
Those raindrops you see are his tears…yes our God does weep
Wake up great nation remember why we have been incredibly blessed
It’s not because we’re so brilliant it’s because our forefathers made vows to God that we would give him our best
Generations are born and then they die
It is our obligation to leave a legacy about our creator who is more than just a mystery hidden in the sky
His eyes watch over every human, animal, insect and tree
His love holds this entire world unconditionally
So take some time to consider how fragile are lives really are
Man can’t stop natural disasters or shootings by a mad man in a car
Live each day in love, forgiveness and submission
Put away idolatry, lust and religious tradition
Make a decision to have a “personal” relationship with God alone
And watch how life will change for you whether you’re young or already grown.
By: Sabina Nicole
Written: 11/6/12

Am I Really Happy?
With everything I’ve acquired and got...
What kind of happiness has it brought?
With everything I have or can name...
Has it given me joy or brought me shame?
With all that this world can give me…
What kind of life “lies beneath me?”
With all of my possessions and wealth…
Do I have contentment and “true” wealth?
I want it to be known and wish to express…
I’m not so sure, I’m what you would call “blessed.”
There’s something I know to be certain.
Tomorrow could be life’s “final curtain.”
There’s something that’s been on my mind.
Have I given God just some of “my” time?
There’s one thing I’m going to do… And do it now!
I’m going to come to the Lord and humbly bow.
This is something I need to say and do...
Give it all to God! And tell him;
“I LOVE YOU!”
Something that I should have done already...
When Christ comes again… I want to be ready!
God’s joy and happiness is true and very real!
The presence of God.., I can already feel!
What God has given to me, no one can take away!
For he comforts me and is with me every day!
By Jim Pemberton

I've heard of those who say they're "happy and gay."
Where are those who proclaim; "Jesus is the only Way?"
I've heard of many who discuss creation vs. evolution.
Where are those who proclaim Jesus is the solution?
I've heard of many who chose an "alternate lifestyle."
Where are those...who for Jesus... will go "the extra mile?"
There are those who say; "Jesus isn't real!"
Where are those who'll confess HIM
with a passion and a zeal?
There’s so many who sit in their church's pew.
Where are those... Whom to Christ… Will say; ‘I LOVE YOU!”
There’s too many who are on their way to hell.
Where are those who truly love Jesus? Can you tell???
I know of a redeeming savior's mercy and grace.
His love has been extended to the human race.
Jesus speaks a loving call and merciful plea...
He says; "take up your cross and follow me!"
Jesus brings true gladness and overflowing joy!
This is freely offered to every man, woman, girl and boy!
NOW is the day of salvation & the accepted time!
Christ can change us! And renew our mind!
I know that very soon.. Jesus is coming again!
Where are those who desire to be cleansed within?
I know that an abundant life is what Jesus will freely give!
Where one can find eternal life! And a true meaning to live!
By Jim Pemberton

People may say that i am a spoiled little brat.
Only becuase they see what they wan't to see.
We all have been through things in our life time that we just want to forget, but we just can't seem to forget.
My mom has put me through many things "but lets not say" in the past. And i have learned from some of those things. It made me a stronger person inside and outside.
I don't know my father at all. I wasn't even born when my mom was around him.
But i have a loving family.
I would never change my past even if i had the chance. Becuase if i did then i wouldn't be
where i am now.
People who are out there that are judging people based on how they act or look, are stupid. Wise up and grow up...
Those people you judge have a GOOD reason for the way they look or act.
And maybe they need some one there to talk to. To get things off their
back.
Just like the saying. "Don't judge a book by it's cover"
*just something that i had to say* :)comment if you have a thought (or fav poem if you like it)*

”...things come in three…”
before I look to TV
my stomach sinks
at the idea already
perhaps more news
to darken my day
watch the tide grow
in stains of decay
another horizon
as Atlantis rising
can it be?
”...don’t scare us…”
why, so we can care.less?
and if you don’t think
I’m pro.human
then it’s you
that should come
to the shoreline
hear the innocent
die in the ocean
watch a child cry
from convenience
stores that supply
dried food in a bag
”...here kid…”
have a mc.nugget
moms busy
and so is dad…
we’re working
like we’ve never had
because we don’t
and you won’t either
because there is
no hope for better
so swallow our
rant and our shant
with more want
because the world
is going to sh!t…..
.....
stop it.
unacceptable vent
smells of a slick I cant
oil that soils more
then a gaping vent
designed to crush
our will and intent
fight back…
explore unknowns
rethink the world
how we live
how we ‘own’
rethink
how we learn…
”...grow something…”
for a heal.thy.body
reinvent the weheal
rein in the ‘repent’
learn to value smart
a heart unspent
rethink…
everything.
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There was hue...There was dew..
A lot of smiles...& some tears too...
Lot of friends....trusted enemies few...
Known to me was bliss and happiness...
And then there was You....
You walked in through the mystical light...
Full of blissful learning and pure delight...
I wished all harm be out of your sight...
I tried to help and be there with all my might...
You had many a story to tell.. ... lies shared little did i know..
One day all that i selflessly gave ...would be turned against my own soul...
I walked beside you in complete faith of all i was told....till God could take no more...
He stole the moments and tore me apart to maybe save and take control...
Why did the truth not come forth from you...i will never fathom...
When all i asked of you was simple facts..and never judged or held your heart for ransom...
In truth we could have served our noble cause...in it's pure light we could have stood so tall..
Why then did you not think to protect my heart...and let it in this well of lies fall..
Did you not but once stop and think of how i might feel...
When you realized all my spirit one day your untruth would steal...
For all the love and care i gave ... i got back a handful of allegations....
Enough to destroy my heart and soul and demolish all my aspirations...
Why i ask my angels did i deserve this humiliation...
So much strife , scathe , suffering and frustrations....
All i gave was undying care and genuine love...stood by you always...
Never did i let you down when needed..never did i walk away when your call heeded...
For all that was shared...Why wasn’t i spared....
To give me an ounce of honesty ..back i wish the person cared....
As life moves on...with some hurt and some hope too.....
As i try and remain to my life's purpose true....
I remember once i had my innocent heart and soul that believed in people and truth..
...And then there was You
Random Penning….Ruhi..

"What If... You Lost Everything?"
What if your "luck has all run out?"
"No one listens" no matter
how loud you shout.
What if your life has come to
"a dead end road."
You've lost everything... Even your
car's been towed.
What if all you have
"suddenly disappeared."
As the storms of life
have “appeared."
What if you got on your
knees in prayer.
Knowing there's a God
who really does care.
What if you gave Jesus
complete control.
Giving him your life,
heart and eternal soul.
What if Jesus gently wiped
away your tears.
And his peace calmed
all anxiety and fears.
What if you realized at
this moment in time.
Jesus is worth more than
a large gold mine.
What if he restored that you've
lost & all that's been tekan.
With him on board... You're never forsaken!
An abundant life is that he
promised to give.
And he will enrich your life
each day that you live!
By JIm Pemberton

More Precious Than Silver or Gold!
You’re precious to God!
More than could be told!
You’re more precious than
all of the silver and gold!
His love for you is beautiful
and endless!
Nothing can compare!
It’s so wondrous!
The life you have…
The sparkle in your eye…
God’s love for you reaches
beyond the sky!
What God’s done for you
is hard to express!
His life for yours…
He’s given to you the best!
You’re more valuable to HIM
than all of the world’s treasure!
His mercy and love
for you is beyond measure!
Whatever path down life
you plan to take…
His love will be there for you…
Like an open gate!
By Jim Pemberton

I’ve found a satisfaction in Jesus, I could never find!
His love has brought strength
and healing to my mind!
I’ve found a peace in knowing Jesus
I never had before!
He’s taken away all of my burdens
and so much more!
I’ve found a friend in Jesus, I didn’t think could exist!
Wherever I am or go….
His presence is in my midst!
I’ve found in Jesus, a wonderful grace and sweetness!
His spirit has brought to my life
total completeness!
I’ve found a love in Jesus,
that is truly worth sharing!
He is so patient and merciful
and always caring!
I’ve found power in the words he’s spoken to me!
He’s removed the chains of bondage. I am set free!
I hope that you’ll find this same Jesus that I know!
He brings everlasting love, that’ll
minster to your soul!
I give you Jesus! The precious son of God is he!
He invites you to be with him for all eternity!
I bless his name! And give him a heart
of thanksgiving!
In him, I’ve found a brand
new way of living!
By Jim Pemberton

Have you thought about what friendship is?
Is it someone who loves and forgives?
I’m sure many people have a different meaning!
There’s many directions to be leaning.
Friendship comes in different forms and kinds.
It develops a kinship among hearts and minds!
I’m sure that many want to be a friend to another.
But there is one, who sticks closer
than a brother!
This one is the very best friend, that I can speak of!
He brings the best friendship, that I can think of!
He brings to friendship a new purpose and desire…
To bring eternal love! And lift you up higher!
He is the very definition of what a friend should be!
He’ll be your best friend now!
And for eternity!
His name is Jesus! I encourage you to invite him in!
Won’t you allow him to be your savior and friend?
His faithfulness and commitment are 100% true!
He’ll always be there for me, and for YOU!
Friendship with Jesus, is fellowship divine!
He’ll never let you down!
Not a single time!
Friendship with Jesus…
Without a doubt!
He is what being a true friend is all about!
By Jim Pemberton

God Told Me That I Need Effective Prayer!
God told me, in order for my prayer to be effective.
That I should not choose to be so “selective.”
I asked him: “what do you mean by this question?”
I wasn’t quite prepared for the reception!
God said; “You’ve chosen to be selective in how you live.”
“There’s only so much, to me, that you want to give!”
“You said that I’m your Lord, by your way of living.”
“But a life of holiness, is what you’re not giving.”
“You want the prayer answered,
but have nothing to show for it.”
“You claim to accept my grace,
but aren’t willing to share it.”
“How can I answer your prayer,
when it’s only convenient?”
“Haven’t I been patient with you?”
“And most lenient?”
“Give up all that you have, and give it to the poor!”
“Then you’ll know what prayer life is really meant for!”
“Give me your heart!” “And take time to really listen!”
“There’s so much more of me, that you’ve been missin’!”
“Obey my words and experience the life I have given!”
“Know what it means to be cleansed and forgiven!”
“Than your life will change, and your prayer time too!”
“I will give you the strength to make it through!”
“You will know what it means to spend time with me!”
“And your prayers will impact you for eternity!”
By Jim Pemberton 10/21/13

The eye maybe precious
but the heart says many words.
It can be broken,
it can be filled with love,
it can be dead.
It's the starter of the emotions.
*comment if you have a thought or if you just like (or fav poem)* :)
-Angel4eva23

I can think of a time, when I was young.
I was growing up and having fun!
I remember how excited I was to have a t.v.
There were my brothers, my parents and me!
I remember at about the age of ten.
My dad thought going to the theater was a “sin.”
There were many things
that as young man…
I later began to see, and understand!
My parents shared God’s love the best they could!
And I read the Bible and was trying to be “good.”
I had my troubles… And problems bear...
But I had a family, and much prayer!
The truth of God’s word helped sustain me!
I knew how much he really loved me!
My parents, may seem like they were “old fashioned.”
They loved their kids! With a Godly compassion!
I’m thankful to be blessed with a Godly love!
My family was a treasure from heaven above!
I think about today, and how things go wrong.
Many families don’t seem to “get along!”
I pray for the blessing of God, to bind them together!
May we all serve him! Today, and forever!
His love must be the cord that binds!
His will must be the focus of our minds!
May the presence of God bind us as one!
Every mother, father, daughter and son!
By Jim Pemberton

Jesus Paid The Sacrifice!
Jesus sacrificed his life for
you and me!
So we can be with him
for all eternity!
His life for ours…
a ransom was paid IN FULL,
This is why I
I love HIM so!
Upon his head were placed
the crown of thorns,
Enduring so much
shame and scorn.
The blood from his body
as it began to flow!
The pain inside his body,
Began to grow!
The nails placed in
his feet and hands,
The pain he went through
is hard to understand.
His life for ours,
is what he gave!
His life for ours…
Is what he did trade!
By Jim Pemberton

Just breathe in the clarity
Clarity of the whole
Whole or negativity
Negativity eating your soul
Head for tomorrow
Tomorrow always waits
Waits for enlightenment
Enlightenment heals mistakes
You are where you’ve put yourself
Your “SELF” now reminds you of shame
Shame brought on by acting out thoughts
Thoughts a conscious shouldn't retain
Give yourself an apology
An Apology you deserve to have
Have some faith in your timing
Timing bleeds wisdom in man
Bless your self and live righteous
Righteous spirits rise above
Above all if you are kind
Kind souls conquer hate with love
Poetry brings torment to a halt
Halt all your never-ending thoughts
Thoughts are forbidden evil hiding
Hiding light inside divine spots
So please write down your own deep thoughts
Thoughts penned will conquer your inside trap
Trap your life up in your cell all alone
Alone you shall stay smelling your crap~
please don't be offended by the last line~
I felt it was necessary to get my point across~

Sightless visions of this world
Collapsing reason, the rising scared
Disillusion breaking bonds
The gravity of this collective song
The undeterred replacing truth
Teach detachment to the youth
Complexity and blinding games
Reattaching trauma’s shame
Cold perception blaming loss
Upon reflections in the frost
Banished hearts creating schemes
Against ourselves; this broken theme
The self-receptive caught within
The fear of self within their skin
It’s in this place we choose our worth
While people fight upon the earth
The gravity that passes by
We’re falling down, or into the sky
No more places left to hide
We forgive the past, or our future dies
This illusion breaking fast
We fight against the spells we cast
Between the earth and universe
We must dissolve this tangled curse

Unseen fetters bind as chains,
Yoking man to his sin.
Sweat and pain is his legacy,
As were father's before.
From outrage, His cry echoes for justice,
Drowning out Mercy's faint whisper..
There is no hope,
Without realizing that forgiveness is the lock,
And God's grace is the key.

*******This Poem is dedicated to my little Grand-daughter, who is born as a result of this posting....In an anouncement to the World...So, let us TWITT this too.................*******
I have an announcement
I am making it today
On the behalf of all
Of God's Little Children
For the Lord has yet,
Again,
Carried the day..
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It is for Him that
We must pay homage
Fore it is He to which
We must pay
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He has given me such
Happiness
This is an awsome display
I swear that I should love Her
And consort Her
And let Him Lead the way
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It is for God's Little Hand
Me down
Something for which
He is so re-sound
She is known as My
Grand-daughter
Born to my Daughter
Malika Horton
I give them both,
To the Lord,
I give them to Him
- Now -
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This is my little
Hand Me down
A gift from all creation
Threw the blood of
Jesus
She is just another
Link
In the realm of reality
----
A boost to family relation
------
And Let Her New Soul
Be-seize Us...
As I give all thanks'
To Jesus//
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Fore She is with
Us now, and I can
Hardly waite
But to see Her smile :-o)'s
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She is with us now
Un-till eternality
Ever-end everlasting
- End -
She has such a
Pretty smile
Such a pretty girl
One of the most precious
Things' in the whole
Wide world... 0-o)'s!...
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I thank the Lord
For playing this part
Fore She too
Has place yet another
Indentation..
A compilation unot
My Heart...
Dare this be my pleasure
Some-thing that I shall
Never Replace..
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Some-thing that can't
Be erased
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A case of simple Love
Love beyond measure
Love beyond compare
Fore this is one of God's
Things' for which I
Have, right now
GF

Who or what am I that I should judge?
When my heart bears the slightest grudge
For I am a mere mortal born in sin
My filthy rags, only by his blood, made clean
Should I weigh my sins against another’s?
Dare to believe I’m far righteous than others?
Have we walked in each other's shoes?
Has desperation ever given cause to wrongly choose?
Can any one live here forever?
Has none of us sinned, ever?
I pray that we build, and promote through love
On the way to a peaceful home above
Let’s stay grounded acknowledging that sin is sin
Doesn’t matter what kind, all are akin
As our Lord alluded in one of many parables
And it’s a good example of being charitable
Let me take the log out of my eye
‘Ere I remove from my neighbor’s, the fly
Aren’t we really just passing through?
Alive, only to help others, even a few?
So that when we reach the end of our road
We may have achieved our goal
Then when we stand in the court of the King
To give account of these songs we daily sing
We’ll accrue mercy for the wrongs we did
‘Come share my kingdom’, would He bid
~*~
For: Joe Flach's, "Here Comes The Judge Contest"

Awaken frozen years of fright
The light that died within the night
The last of all you want to be
In eyes that no longer want to see
The turning of your sins to truth
Experience that handed proof
That falling down will make you rise
The mirror burning through your lies
Awaken shivering months of pain
The same old story; same old games
The fear that sunk into your heart
In hate you thought could not depart
Through every hurt that cracks your throne
There’s a silent story to decode
Now understand; ignite your mind
Now light the way and step outside
Awaken screaming days of loss
The counting down of every cost
The breaking child becoming ice
In eyes that suffer a thousand lives
Awaken this moment of return
Though the pain will briefly burn
Step through your shadow and become
The shining light without the sun

I am a hypocrite and look what I just did:
I fell into my darkest pit; now, again, and again.
I thought that I was strong enough to live the truths I said;
Now I realized I'm much too weak; a fool too ashamed to raise his head.
God, please save me, please forgive me, and please give me strength.
I love You.
I thank You.
I am forever changed.

I Need the Presence of God!
I need the presence of God to strengthen me!
As the trials of life seem to overwhelm me!
I need his presence to bring needed refreshment!
And need his word for much nourishment!
His presence is what keeps and protects me.
Especially when sin’s stain seems to “infect” me!
His presence convicts me into what is godly living.
And helps me to be humble with a heart of thanksgiving!
His presence is what encourages me during the week.
And directs me into the direction I need to seek!
His presence calms and brings sweetness to my soul!
It quickens my mind, to the good things I should know!
His presence is what’s needed in a world turned upside down.
And helps me, when things in life fall to the ground!
His presence brings comfort from Jesus! My best friend!
And gives assurance that he’ll be with me, to the end!
His presence is real! It’s more than just a “good” feeling!
It brings to my mind of God’s true purpose and meaning!
I bless my lord and God! His presence has brought stability!
And has shown me of HIS wondrous love and ability!
It’s brought conviction, and helped me to be strong!
It’s in the presence of HIS loving arms, that I belong!
May you find the power of God’s presence today!
And be blessed by the words that Jesus has to say!
May you be strengthened by his presence and power!
God can meet all of your needs! This very hour!
By Jim Pemberton 08/02/14

I Have Sinned! But God Still Loves Me!
How can God use me, if I’m holding something back?
This sin I hold on to, is leading my life “off track.”
Each time that I pray, things haven’t been the same.
I’m doing something I shouldn’t do, and I’m not ashamed!
God’s been tugging at my heart, and said to “let it go!”
I can feel a struggle. Deep within my soul!
How I want to be free, from the sin that holds me down!
In the midst of all my problems... God’s grace, I have found!
I’ve found that his grace can bring a deep healing within!
His gift of love sustains me, and gives me victory over sin!
I’m so thankful for his forgiveness! I clearly “blew it!”
He was near before my birth. And already knew it!
He loves me! And has given to me,
a “second chance.”
He can change me right now!
Whatever the circumstance!
Thank you Jesus! For all that you’re going to do!
I can never totally express how much I appreciate YOU!
You’ve given to me, a life that is made complete!
I’m receiving your blessings!
From my head to my feet!
I’ve found in you an eternal treasure
and your beauty so bright!
You’re always here! And shall protect me
each day and night!
By Jim Pemberton 02/13/14

The Blessings Of Christ, I Am Receiving!
Since the day I accepted Christ
and started believing…
Blessings from him,
I’ve been receiving!
Since the time I knelt down, and invited him in!
I have joy unspeakable! From deep within!
Since that day that I gave Christ an invitation.
I’ve been blessed with his mercy and salvation!
Since the time Christ came
and took my sins away…
He’s given me hope and peace each day!
From the moment I allowed him to direct me…
His love and Holy Spirit have greatly touched me!
From this moment until the day
I‘ll see him face to face…
I’m going to keep receiving
his wonderful grace!
From this moment until the time
for my departure…
I’ll meet him down here,
or meet him in the rapture!
From moment to moment,
with each passing year.
I’m going to love and keep
his word ever so near!
From this day on…
Won’t you do the same!
And receive eternal life… In his name!
By Jim Pemberton

I remember going to a church
not too many years ago…
When the pastor preached...
It brought conviction to my soul!
I remember that after the service…
Many cried out and prayed…
For many of them… It didn’t matter
how long they stayed…
I still remember some of the messages
the pastor was preaching…
Into many of our hearts,
the word of God was reaching.
I remember all of these things
and so much more!
But today… This wouldn’t be
welcomed in my church’s door!
You see… Much of what was
preached as right or wrong…
In many Christian circles…
It doesn’t belong!
What once was used by God to be
Godly and instrumental…
Is now called “hateful,”
and “judgemental…”
Wait a minute! Doesn’t this same
God still require a holy life?
This same God still calls marriage…
One husband and one wife…
In this crazy world, where so many
things are “upside down.”
Are there any seeking God’s holiness?
Can any be found?
Make no mistake... God’s judgement
is coming very soon!
Have you allowed Christ
to be the lord in “every room?”
God is still the same God…
surely loves YOU!
Why not invite him in? And allow
him to be your Lord too!
By Jim Pemberton
04/04/11

Please Come Lord Jesus,
And Hear My Voice!
Please come Lord Jesus,
and listen to my voice!
In all I do or say, may you
be my first choice!
Please come dear Jesus,
and listen to my cry!
Give me your living water,
that can satisfy!
Please come dear Jesus,
and renew my mind!
You're so patient, loving
and very kind!
Please come dear Jesus,
and renew my spirit!
Your words of life...
May I daily live it!
Please come dear Jesus,
I need you this hour!
I need your strength,
and your power!
Thank you my Lord, my savior
and friend!
And thanks for answering me...
Once again!
By Jim Pemberton

Let Me be there with you
Let Me hold your hand
For I can help you through to the promised land
Let Me be there with you
Let Me be your Guiding Light
For I can take away the hurt, the pain, and the fright
Let Me be there with you
Let Me be your sword and shield
For I can fight all your battles, if to Me you would yield
Let Me be there with you
Le Me be your Everything
For I, God, died for you
But now I live again - To only be there with you
Be there for you
To save you
From dangers none could tell
Death, Destruction
An Eternity in Hell
Save you so that you
Would enjoy an eternity in Heaven
In Harmony with Me
If only you'd let Me be there with you
Accept Me
I'll Accept you
Take you in as you are
If you'd let Me be there with you

Let Down Your Net...
Jesus told his disciples;
"let down your net."
They were amazed how many
fish they would get.
What happened?
They couldn't explain.
So many fish.were caught.
They were hard to contain.
Peter was astonished,
and fell on his knees.
Asking Jesus; "Forgive me
now... please!"
Peter, James and John...
Left everything behind.
Following Jesus was what
they had in mind.
Perhaps your "net" is empty.
Jesus says; "Let it down."
There's a great harvest for you.
Waiting to be found.
Be a fisher for Jesus.
A fisher of men.
So that others may be saved
from their sin.
"Come follow me." The master
is calling for you.
Each step you take toward him...
He'll take TWO!
By Jim Pemberton

Force feed me the taste of your skin
‘You will have to break my chastity belt wide open now
for I have sold myself into silent slavery to this ….our universal broken heart
even you will have to try hard……to save me now
I cannot recall your sounds…your hand motions
as they devoured the subtle softness of me
drew round my curvaceous places in curling ownership
intimacies’ sweetest embrace
But too…you move to me
with a ferocity that mowed the grass down to a short golf course length
from the living room table where you drew it happening… a hundred years ago
The length of your hair too has been a subject of much debate
Love
that surging heavenly song...that told our story so well
like that movie from long ago about the girl who cut off and sold her hair to buy her love a golden watch fob and chain …the one who sold his golden watch to buy her a beautiful clip pin for her gorgeous long hair
………………………………..you see how this goes …with true love
We cut off our noses and then turn backs on our faces
and on each other on Facebook
Itself the enemy…where only devils and the luckiest of angels spread
Tread on me beloved!
till I am awakened
to our lips
which just now in writing I suddenly can feel meeting again
taste
smell
the salted brine of your pure water and sometimes beer soaked self
Is it me you feared
as you said Good bye?
How little you know me
like the formation of the first ever green tree grows up one limb at a time
from a base long song of deep roots and strong center...so beautiful the Hosts stagger before its creation ….Halleluiah
The limbs sprouting forth like the wings bursting out of the flesh of the first angel
who died in agony as they were formed….exploding from his shoulders
moving her hair aside as the arch of wing thrust like white tree limb from the goodness within
and the reincarnation of true kindness was born to the conscious of itself
so my love knows no limit
my soul no separation
and my being no longing

I blame me for all my mistakes
I blame me for all the rejection and heartache
I blame me for all the times I stayed silent
and should have started and earthquake
with my words
I should have spoken up when I had the chance
now all those thoughts are wasted
unspoken, unheard
I blame me when my husband touches me
and I feel the hands of a predators pounce
And I blame me when the pressure it on
because all I had to do was shout out and renounce His name
Lord, help me to get rid of the shame
I blame me for my loneliness
I blame me for my feelings of lust
I blame me when I look at myself and see absolute disgust
I blame me when I shut down - unsure of who to trust
At times not even sure if I really know how to love
I blame me when my kids are crying out sick
because when I brought them here
I knew that this world was unfit
Yet overpowered by my love for them
I became more and more protective
So I blame myself in advance for their sadness
when they finally see that the world is not objective
I blame me for those nights I can't rest
Wondering if my consciousness has finally realized
that I have done my best
to stay positive and have good intentions
So I blame myself when I give in to temptations and my human inhibitions
and begin to feel ashamed of myself
I begin to feel like I don't have enough strength to love myself
because
good things don't happen for me
So I blame me for my thinking and feelings of worthlessness
It's a big world and my lonely soul has no more confidence
I have nothing
I have given up
and so I blame me for my incompetence and my soul's rut

My spirit needs to be broken!
To God’s spirit, I must yield!
May I have a burden for the lost
souls in the field.
I need to reach others,
so that they’ll know,
How much I love Jesus…
With all my strength and soul.
Lord, Give me the words to say
at the right time…
I am yours Lord!
And you are mine!
Help me to love others the way
you want me to!
Only your love is
steadfast and true!
In Jesus, may my joy
always abound…
To reach out to others,
so the lost may be found.
Thank you Jesus, for speaking
so clearly to me!
So those who were blind…
Can now see!!!
By Jim Pemberton

Who are what can fill your life’s “empty void?”
In spite of the many things
that you have “enjoyed.”
Drugs… Sex… Money… Are you concerned?
Has your life been one that’s
taken “the wrong turn?”
There’s many choices to make.
I’m fooling you not!
But there’s a godly principle
that must be taught!
The void we have. Only the presence
of God can fulfill!
Bringing you true love,
is God’s purpose and will!
Won’t you take a moment
with the king of kings?
And allow him to take control of everything?
Jesus will never disappointed you!
Not now or ever!
He wants to be your friend!
Today and forever!
The God of this world and universe,
wants to come in!
A Brand new way of living…
Is waiting to BEGIN!
By Jim Pemberton

“He’s Our Joy”
He talks funny
But his disposition is sunny
Even though his tongue is too long
He’s not a loss
Just because his eyes are crossed
He’s never going to earn a degree
To his parents he’ll always cleave
He may have Downs
But he’s a joy to have around
The public might shame him
But they don’t see what makes us love him
He’s our precious joy
Our very own Mongoloid.

There Was Some “Excitement” At Church…
There was some “excitement” at church. I wasn’t invited!
The type of entertainment they had.
Had already been decided!
They wanted something that would
“stir up” the newest fashion.
They wanted to do this with a “compelling passion.”
They wanted to include loud instruments and a guitar.
They figured this would bring in people from afar!
Of course they also wanted to charge for “admission.”
Why not? This would “fulfill” their mission!
This seems to be the way many churches are going…
The power of God they seem to be “avoiding.”
Rather than seeking God’s holiness
and forgiveness of sins…
They look to what can “self-gratify” within!
I’m not here to seek a worldly kind of “entertainment.”
I’m here to seek the presence of God this very moment!
It comes from spending time in seeking HIM in prayer.
Wherever I am… He is God!
And is always there!
If it’s “excitement” you give. I’m in the “wrong place!”
I’m simply here as a sinner saved by God’s grace!
My “thrill” is in Jesus Christ. And him alone!
He brings peace and joy to me and my home!
Jesus brings to me what money cannot afford!
He’s my provider! My comforter! And my Lord!
By Jim Pemberton

At night I see your smiling face,
As if the chains of our love were unbroken.
Your look of utter devotion pervades my sensibilities.
I know it's true for many have said,
That you died loving me alone.
Yet you never fought hard enough to let us know.
I guess that secret has gone with you forever.
I cry frequently when I reflect on those irretrievable moments.
At times I feel imprisoned in a bubble that no one can penetrate
Memories however can never be erased.
I have constant flashbacks to those days so many years ago.
I see you in my mind's eye,
You enthralled at the sight of your firstborn.
And your words "that's my precious"
Seem to reverberate in my brain.
Are you now watching over me?
After all, we were once man and wife.

Rose
If we all become flowers of rose,
Whose scent always outgrows,
Even those hands crush us, in an instance,
Will be left with our fragrance.
All rights are reserved. Syed Imon Rizvi
From a book "Outspoken" - 2012
Available at www.amazon.com

A child is born
all loving, forgiving, honest,
a special child of the light,
eyes wide open, awake,
the wolves are happy,
to feast at the table of its suffering.
Feed it just enough love to survive,
milk it of its light, little by little
suckling its love, its forgiveness,
a sweet delicacy for a vampiric world.
The child becomes a young adult...
control, conformity, submission,
overwhelming expectations,
no freedom, no love, no peace,
a barrage of others suffering,
cant get it off me, out of my head!
out of my heart, it hurts!
Its all too much!
Why do they all hurt me?
Why are they not honest like me?
How can they be so mean to me?
What is wrong with me?
I just want a taste of love,
to remind me why I am alive!!

Jesus Could Have Called 10,000 Angels…
On a cross… Jesus suffered for you and me.
He could have called 10,000
angels to set him free.
Nailed to this cross, he went
through so much pain.
He knew his purpose and the
reason why he came.
Being there for all of mankind
was his choice.
Weakened and alone…
One could hear his voice;
“Father forgive them.”
“They don’t know what they’re doing!”
As the crowd listened…
Many began believing.
“My God why have you forsaken me?”
With one last breath…
And then... And very quickly…
There was death!
For all of the pain and suffering
he was to endure
Was so that a plan of salvation
is now secure.
This same Jesus, who was to rise again.
Is forever to be our atonement for sin!
Seated at the right hand
of God the father... In heaven above..
He awaits there for us all with
an abundance of love!
Won’t you accept his gift
of life that he’s giving?
And allow him to forever change
the way you’re living!
By Jim Pemberton

What Do We Expect, As We Seek to Remove God?
As so many people are seeking God’s removal…
It’s like anything from him, we’ve given a refusal!
Many have tried to ban just the reading of his word!
There’s so much truth, just waiting to be heard!
Many anti-God societies have quickly formed!
Even the ten commandments, are often scorned!
We’ve built large cities, many schools, and homes!
But when it comes to God, we’ve often left him alone!
One can try their best to push God back in the corner!
But if you do, things in your life will get “warmer!”
The pleasures and truth you seek,
will come to an end!
And then eternity without God,
will just begin!
You’ll wish you chose to live for God, that eventful day!
You’ll wish that you took the time
to study and pray!
It’s the word of God that you need to study and read!
God knows all about you! And knows your needs!
He deserves all of your praise and full attention!
We need to seek him, for much needed direction!
Please come dear Lord, and cleanse us within!
May we humbly confess our faults and sins!
We need YOU much more, than words can say!
Please be the God we serve!
May we start TODAY!
By Jim Pemberton

I Knew Someone Who Was Ready to “End It All!”
I knew of someone who just wanted “to end it.”
Giving up on life, and did not want to “defend it.”
It was a heart wrenching and difficult situation.
He said what he wanted to, with no explanation!
I could see his face and the sad look in his eyes!
What he was going to do next, was anyone’s surprise.
He turned to drugs and encountered addictions.
With this brought much disease and afflictions!
He gave up on the wonderful family that was given.
And turned to a pretty wild and crazy way of livin’!
I told him about a God who loves him very deeply.
As he listened, he began to grow restless and weary.
I reached for his hand and began to pray for God’s power!
It was a miracle! The blood of Jesus changed him that hour!
The spirit of God brought healing and hope to his body!
He was so excited! He rushed out to tell everybody!
The “end” that he wanted, seemed to just fade away!
For the son of the living God, changed him this day!
The glory of God, and the power of Jesus’ resurrection…
Changed him! And got him going in a NEW direction!
He’s so thankful for the blood of Christ’ atonement!
And is a different person now, because of that moment!
This same Jesus loves and can do the same for YOU!
Through the problems of life…
He will see you through!
By Jim Pemberton

"No." She whispered before drowning into her sorrows.
Her life had been a simple happy one.
There were no pains and no troubles.
Life was life and people were people.
Life was simple.
and life was all about tomorrows.
Life didn't know about sorrows.
Her sorrows.
Those same sorrows that she drowned in never existed.
They were never there, but where?
First to be sad in the naive town of joy.
Sorrow became contagious and what was known as happiness no longer was there.
It was non-exististent.
A meager thought
and a blessed memory.
She tried and tried.
She failed and failed.
Life was no longer hers.
For Pain was her only possession.
Her curse.
She lived and she died.
Yet, her legacy was passed on.
Never was it gone.
"No." She whispered before drowning in her sorrows,
"Save them."

I May Change, But Jesus Remains the Same!
Jesus remains the same!
Even when I’m burdened!
He loves you and me!
This is most certain!
He’s the same yesterday, today and the future!
Because of him, my life is a “bright picture!”
He’s committed to do what he’s promised to do!
It was he, that bled and died,
for me and YOU!
He remains the same! No matter
how many fail me!
How many have let you down?
Can you tell me?
I’m so thankful for his blessings
that come my way!
Words of encourage and hope,
are what he has to say!
He’s the lover and redeemer,
of my weary soul!
He cleansed my sins!
And made me whole!
I’m so thankful for him!
And all that he does!
He reigns with God the father,
in heaven above!
Glory to Jesus in the highest!
Peace toward all men!
He will always be the same!
Hallelujah and AMEN!
By Jim Pemberton

Feel the hurricane and taste the rain here in the park
Hear me wail and watch me as I make my mark
But do not tell me when it is time to go
For I will be playing here long after dark
Get lost with me here in the brush
Stay the storm that now makes us rush
Meet me here same time next year
And once again I will make you blush
See me stand there upon my mountaintop
Fear the gale as I tend my crop
We will leave for chance what I do not know
And I will beg for mercy, but I will not stop
Over there just beyond the bended trees
Beautifully bending by my gentle breeze
Near Ole' Shadow's Pass, there along the path
You will feel the Winds of My Aftermath
Yes, you will find me whispering in the forest on bended knees
Where you will feel the Winds of My Aftermath

God’s Purpose For My Life
God’s purpose for my life,
I don’t want to be missing.
What he’s called me to do.
I want to be listening!
God has a plan and a life
with true meaning.
I need to open up his word
and start reading!
He knows what is best…
And which direction I should go.
I must trust and obey.
That’s all I need to know!
I don’t know right now, where he’ll lead.
He has blessed me and supplies
my every need!
He brings a purpose
and life worth living!
I’m so grateful for all that he’s giving!
Thank you my Lord for the work
you want to do!
I don’t know where I’d be…
If it wasn’t for YOU!
By Jim Pemberton

I Remember When I Took Time to Pray!
Our family would gather for dinner each day.
Our dad would first take the time to pray!
As kids, we thought it was important to do!
I remember praying over my food in school!
I was taught that we should give God thanksgiving!
And be grateful for how he blessed our way of living!
I remembered praying in the restaurants for the food.
We wanted to honor God! And not be rude!
But as the many years have come and went…
I think about where my time is now spent.
Prayer doesn’t seem like it used to be!
I often try not to let this really bother me!
But as I get older, and think about the past…
Father time has a way of creeping up fast!
This God I once took the time to speak to.
Is the one that I seldom take time to pray to!
I need his help right now! More than ever!
I’m not going to be on this earth forever!
I’m going to focus on Jesus in a new direction!
And give to him, my desires and ambitions!
Talking with Jesus is the best thing I can do!
Prayer can change my life! And be renewed!
Won’t you take the time to talk to God in prayer?
He’s waiting for you! And really cares!
By Jim Pemberton

when rob stepped out of the courthouse,with charges for posession
he thought "it could be worse,it could have been for weapons"
and then he thought..."nothing really matters anyway"
when liz stepped of of the rehab,with a new outlook on life
she felt all those same feelings of hurt, pain, and strife
and then she thought "nothing really matters anyway"
when luke picked up his young son from daycare,and knew he had an hour
he thought back to the time he WOULD have stopped to grab his now EX-wife some flowers
and then he thought "nothing really matters anyway"
when lisa lifted up her body with nothing but her arms,and looked down at her legs
she wondered why the heck they were even THERE anyway..what for?
and then she thought "nothing really matters anyway"
all four people that same night,all in their own homes
picked up a remote,turned on the news and watched it come to blows
one man had done 25 years in jail,for something he had not really done
one woman lost the battle to addiction,one she thought she'd already won
one boy got hit by a car on his bike,he just only 5 his parents,divorced
one man lost his arms and legs while over fighting the war
four different people,four different lives,four different struggles,all about to cry
four different souls,four different heart,four different minds,all to have a fresh start
why does it take a reality check to pull us into gear?
why is it that reality sometimes must be our greatest fear?
the next time you think you're the only one who hurts and has plight
the next time you feel you're all alone,the only one who cries at night
try and remember,try not to forget,that you are never alone
whether you're telling your mom and dad your gay to the face or over the phone
whether your wife divorced you,your husband's a dog,or your kids have NO respect
you are human,deserve more,and you're not alone,cause' there is someone right next....
to you!!! nothing really matters. until you realize...nothing really matters.

A Precious Wife…
Jesus has brought to me
the gift of eternal life…
And has greatly blessed me
with a beautiful wife!
Help me Lord to not be deceived
by other things I see…
May I continue to love the
wife you gave to me!
Help me not to be carried away
with “suspicion.”
But to give my wife all of my
love and affection!
In my wife, may I daily seek
her inner beauty…
And treat her like the finest
diamond and ruby!
By Jim Pemberton

Jesus... You're beautiful
and good to me!
You've opened my blind eyes!
Now I can see!
I've seen your love in my family as well.
You're so faithful!
More than words can tell!
All my sins... You’ve forgiven,
And are patiently showing
me your way of livin'!
Living for you is so very precious!
And your love is so very nutritous!
Your blessings to me... I haven’t deserved.
Your peace to me has been served.
You've been so patient with me and kind.
Your promises have stood
the test of time.
Thank you Jesus! You're my best friend!
And have been there for
me again and again!
How precious you are!
Words alone can't express.
Calling “Abba father...”
I’m so blessed!
I long to be refreshed by your
presence each day.
I love you more than
words can say!
By Jim Pemberton

Living A Life That’s Pleasing to God!
We must live in a way that's
pleasing to the Lord
Neglecting his word...
we can’t afford!
It’s HIS will to be sanctified
and avoid immorality.
If we don't… It’ll lead to
a spiritual fatality!
With God's help... Our body...
We must control!
God's instructions for holiness,
we ought to know.
The sins against the body
will not go unpunished!
Our spiritual life needs to
be daily replenished!
God has called us to be holy,
and not impure.
His word in our life,
we must daily secure!
Whoever rejects his instruction ...
also rejects HIM.
And will lose out on what it means
to be free from sin!
Let’s seek a Godly life!
As our goal and ambition!
Having Jesus in us
is a great addition!
Living a pure life is
what we must do.
He has the power to give victory
to ME and YOU!
By Jim Pemberton
Read 1 Thess. 4:5-11

********
Fore the people
Did weep!
And the people
Did pray....
And for the sake
Of GOD
Their was no delay
------
He has done it again'
On the Third Day
------
And once again
He had carried the day'
One less day of frustration
Another day for Restoration
And thus....
With-out infraction
His Will was done
That man was born
With-out distraction
In His own image....
Poet Author
Gary Fields
copyright Apr2012

This question drives me up and down the walls
I know for certain that God has answered my calls
I can’t hang up on Him…He’s so brilliant
And I’m so little compared to Him…
Maybe I’m little in size and very insignificant compared to the most High
He gives me quite a natural high
He brings me back home and kisses me good night
Without His love, I’d be lost like a sheep losing his shepherd
I feel like I’m separated to God
As if God and I are on both sides of the coin…
Our oceans don’t collide with each other,
But He does make huge tidal waves…
And I make baby waves that swerve up and down
Like a wave’s movement, my life seems to have its low points and high points
But, when I build enough energy, I glide higher than the clouds
Though, unfortunately, I’ve only been dreaming this
Then, I collapse into the sand...my face rubs against it and I have scrapes all over
Sand and water do mix well, but afterwards, the sea shore’s weight will pile up on the bottom of the ocean floor
I can’t imagine how many grains of sand there are on Earth
There are countless amounts of ants on Earth as well
Trillions and trillions of them are in existence
It’s amazing how plants take in Carbon Dioxide
And we breathe in oxygen…
God is a fantastic creator and He did carve His creations pretty well
God saw my distress and He healed me
When I think about Him, I’m speechless and can’t say much
He’s made out of love and He bubbles me up with excitement
I haven’t given Him the credit of working miracles in my life…
But, I don’t want to divorce God…I must propose to Him like a wife
Does to her husband…I want to submit to Him
He made the sunset, the moon and stars
Look! He even made the planets and He healed our scars
He made the flowers, the roses and the creeping bugs
Look! He even made leaves for our eyes to see…
He made the change of seasons
God saw my distress and healed me
God made the wild cats, bears, reptiles
He made us have a brain that is as neat as black and white tiles
God healed me…and I’m simply glad He did so
God wiped out my distress…and He simply dressed me with happiness and He’s in high spirits to see me grow
~ Inspired by the band of Evanescence’s song: Never Go Back
~ God inspired me to write this poem…

If You Were Given An Incredible Gift…
If you were given an incredible gift...
Would you share it?
Would you keep it? Or give it to
another to bear it?
If you were given a gift of love…
Would you give it?
Would this gift shape your life
and how you live it?
If you were given the gift of life eternal…
Would you be excited?
Knowing that your future.
Once and for all. Can be decided?
If an unlimited treasure was right here...
Ready for you to receive.
Would you accept this gift?
And simply believe?
God has given to each of us a gift.
Through Christ his son.
There’s nothing that can defeat him...
The victory’s already won!
God’s gift has been offered.
A gift of life everlasting.
There’s no reason to look any more...
Or keep asking.
God’s gifts of love, mercy and a joy, YOU can obtain…
He’s waiting for you. Won’t you call on Jesus’ name?
The gifts of God are freely given.
No strings attached.
He’ll give you a peace and joy that will always last!
The treasure you’ll find in him is more precious than gold
His power and majesty are wonders to behold!
HE loves you so much. More than words can say…
Won’t you accept his gift of salvation? Why not today?
By Jim Pemberton 10/22/11

The Lord is my light and salvation. Whom shall I fear?
He is my protector and friend.
And is always near!
He’s the stronghold of my life... Whom shall I be afraid!
He is clothed with righteousness.
His majesty is displayed!
Though evil men advance, and my enemies attack me…
They will stumble and fall!
For the Lord is with me!
Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear!
The Lord will fight for me,
and they shall disappear!
In the day of trouble, the Lord will keep me safe!
He will hide and put me on a solid resting place!
At his tabernacle, will I sacrifice shouts of joy!
Singing and making music to the Lord, I shall enjoy!
I am confident in the Lord’s goodness,
in the land of the living!
I will enter his gates with praise
and a heart of thanksgiving!
I shall wait for the Lord, be strong and take heart!
Being in his presence,
is a good place to start!
You, my Lord bring goodness
and life to my soul!
I shall sing of your love and mercy,
wherever I go!
By Jim Pemberton 07/14/13
Read Psalm ch. 27

angels are sprawled
in the longest reach my children could snow-afford on my former green lawn
over-played carols over-play the car ride to the store, where they will continue
an embarrassment of lights dangle ‘side a staple-holed roof trim
somewhere, not ‘nough off too far, there are
yards watching snowmen come and go
behind the windows that hold kitchens
the bills are a pilin’
the car’s in the driveway needing to be plugged in
the mailman’s griping ‘bout the weight of his sack
dropping off cards he’d gladly drag back
the t.v.’s got little relief
there’s a log burning on a 24 hour channel
that someone someday'll
commercial the crap out of
office parties
forum the drunk, “Here’s what I really think of you…”
spark the short lived, misappropriate romance
the mall cattle call. . . from parking lot to till
warrants wrappings to be hauled away
to some landfill
waiting for Valentine’s Day

My Lord. I have failed you
so many times.
I feel like I'm in a dark room
with closed blinds.
In all of my "accomplishments."
I've no reason to "brag."
Each time I sin... It brings
God's "Penalty flag."
I've seen fellow believers
"fall in disgrace."
I can still remember
the look on their face.
I don't want to end up
as many often do.
Ending up in failure...
In living for YOU.
I humbly confess and
repent of my sins.
It's only in YOU Jesus where
true life begins!
All of the "broken pieces"
in my life.. I give.
And beg of your mercy and
willingness to forgive.
Thank you God! For helping
me to become.
A child of God, through
Jesus your son.
Thank you Jesus! For being
here and loving me...
The chains are gone.
I am set free!!!
By Jim Pemberton
03/30/09

Justified
Justified by faith
Every day of my life
So very merciful to me
Unto all who will believe
Saved by the blood of the Lamb, Jesus the Christ
7/30/11
By: Glenna Freeman
In honor of My Lord and Savior Jesus the Christ

It’s My Intention to Serve God!
To serve God is my goal and intention!
As I seek to give him all of my attention!
To know God is going to be my goal!
To serve him with body, mind and soul!
To love God is the action I want to take!
There’s never a time that’s “too late!”
This God that I love and hold so dear…
Loves me so much! And has made it clear!
This God that I’ve read about in the Bible…
Wants me to serve him!
Not a false idol!
This God that’s forgiven me
again and again…
Has brought healing and peace within!
This God that I want to introduce you to…
Is here right now! And wants to help you!
This God that calls and knows your name…
Can set you free! And remove any “chains!”
This God is here right now! He waits for you!
The opportunity is yours! What will you do?
This God can bring salvation to our lives!
Knowing and serving him is very wise!
Won’t you take a minute
and spend time with him?
With him in your life..
. You’re sure to win!
By Jim Pemberton

Somedays I wish I didnt
Think what I think,
These patterns of thought,
Have me in the sink,
Then bring me to the top,
To put me back in my seat
Somedays I wish I didnt
Believe what I believe,
So I could,
Give into my passion to please,
Dive into my sinful desires,
and have control of my destiny
Everyday, I come to realize at night
With my eyes wide,
That my flesh I dont have to Fight,
Because Christ runs my life,
And he takes the boulders off my shoulders,
I am the gun and he is the holder,
I am the clay and he is the molder,
And his grace is sweeter every moment I grow older

Heavenly Father, forgive me of my sins...
You've brought me this far to not loose but win.
Throw in the towel, I shall not...
The enemy had me, so he thought.
I must admit, yes I did go astray...
The world had a hold of me many many days.
Temptation so strong even for a christian...
When not in the word the enemy moved in.
Thank God for being the Loving Father He is...
Unconditional love is what He gives.
No matter what His child may have done...
Forever dedicated He is to his son.
I slap Him He hugs me...
I curse Him He loves me.
He chose me inspit of all my flaws...
I am truly sorry and now know that I am not a lost cause
Thank you father ..Amen

He looked upon the ones He loved;
So innocent and so free;
Their beauty was beyond compare;
Of all His creation they were the best;
Instilled in them was freewill;
Could they survive the test?
He had to come.
The serpent was so crafty;
The serpent was the enemy;
It set out to deceive His love;
Things would never be the same;
The serpent would cause Him so much pain.
He had to come.
The fruit appeared so tempting;
The serpent's words rang true;
Was the man to trust in God;
Surely he would not die;
Yet die he did for a single bite.
He had to come.
There was now a new man;
This man was Abraham;
He set out for a new country;
It was a country yet to be;
The promise was to be fulfilled.
He had to come.
Abraham had no children;
Yet God's promise was to be fulfilled in him;
How could this come to be;
When he had no offspring;
Yet Abraham never doubted God.
He had to come.
Some generations later;
The characters have now changed;
The children of Abraham are slaves;
Their groaning reaches God's ear;
He will not leave them alone.
He had to come.
God plagued the nation of Egypt;
The Passover was put in place;
The children of Abraham escaped by His might;
A new nation was now born;
Moses was their leader.
He had to come.
At a place called Sinai;
The covenant was given;
It pointed out to man what sin was;
It could not redeem them to Heaven;
It was sealed in blood.
He had to come.
The covenant required obedience;
It required the sacrifice of a lamb;
Sin was atoned for by the sacrifice;
Yet no lamb could be found to fit the bill;
It had to be the perfect Lamb.
He had to come.
He was born in Bethlehem;
The gift of God to man;
He would preach for a mere three years;
During that time He would change the world;
He would be murdered for His effort.
He had to come.
The cross was cruel and agonizing;
He could have came down and walked away;
This was why He had come;
It would set things right;
It was His Father's will.
He had to come.
When He died the curtain was torn in two;
The dead came from their tombs;
The soldiers themselves knew then who He was;
He was the perfect Lamb;
He was the end of sacrifice.
He had to come.
Death could not hold Him;
He rose to walk again;
He finished what was started;
Now he was seen by many witnesses;
He ascended back to His throne.
He had to come.
He looked upon the one He loved;
Restored back to her first state;
It had been worth the price he paid;
His glory was now supreme;
She was His bride forevermore.
He had to come.

The lyrics of our conscience
United in our wars
The golden words are spilling
When our truth has been ignored
The dark ignites our passions
And death will grant us life
Where fallen statues crumble
The earth reclaims our lies
A future heading backwards
Can strangle every dream
But this inner conflict saves us
As we remember why we breathe
Silent is the city
That screaming voices carve
And enlightened is the child
That hears much more when it gets dark
Our fears have lead to glory
All darkness turned to light
And everything that broke us
Has our sympathy tonight

Does my face retrace the anger,
of a once distant love affair?
Do my curves exhaust a notion,
that at one time we kindly cared?
Yet, I still thrive.
Does my smile rile your insides,
and shadow a subtle act?
Do my hips which sway in elegance,
bestow this monstrous attack?
Yet, I still thrive.
Does my laughter force the cringe,
grimaced upon your face?
Do my fingers not gently guide you,
to a once happy, exotic place?
Yet, I still thrive.
Does my spirit not depict beauty,
of a once stunning shore?
Do my lengthy legs not confine you,
in perfect synchronization anymore?
Yet, I still thrive.
Does my sensuality no longer appease,
the thirst once quenched within?
Do my eyes announce the sadness,
of forever living in sin?
Yet, I still thrive.
Does my lonely heart sob uncontrollably,
noting a broken bond of hate?
Do my tears not convey the purpose,
of two lost souls with opposite fates?
Yet, I still thrive.

Come, all of you who are thirsty!
Whose life has run dry!
Come to God’s living waters.
Your needs, he shall supply!
Come, those without money!
Come, buy and eat!
Buy wine and milk without money!
That you may be complete!
Why spend money on what isn’t bread?
And labor with no satisfaction?
Behold the glory of the Lord!
He offers his wonderful salvation!
Listen to God! And eat that
which taste so sweet!
God brings everything to the table,
so that you may be complete!
Allow your soul to delight,
in the riches of God, most fare!
Allow his goodness and mercy
to keep you in his care!
Listen to the voice of God now!
That your soul may live!
Won’t you come and receive all,
that God has to give?
He’s the God of creation,
and is waiting for YOU!
Come all who are thirsty!
That your life may be renewed!
By Jim Pemberton 07/14/13
Read Psalm 55:1-3

All Mighty One
The Beginning and the End
Alfa and Omega
Thy living water spills free in a fountain of forgiveness
love and light so pure and free
my cornerstone of strength and hope
for you, I fall to my knees
The darling of heaven once crucified
you have risen in all glory and now you rest within my desperate soul
a predestined beauty of the eternal promise of everlasting life
I call to you in good times of prosperity
and I ask that you might sustain this life
I cry out to you in times of trial
knowing you will guide and strengthen this weary soul
My precious Jesus, son of God almighty
I surrender to thee
I praise only you
forge and mold me oh' sweet Father
for I believe
yes
I believe

I don't know why my heart is aching when I listen to these love songs
My heart is breaking in to pieces , it doesn't want to be where it belongs
I don't know why suddenly, old days memory came across my lonely mind
I tried to hold on my emotions but it's impossible to let them aside
I keep writing these stupid words thinking all day and night about you
It seems that you are the only one who I never want to let go
I just keep hoping somehow you will read my words and come back to me
why won't you realize that among all men there is no one else i could see
But you are just blind, you can't see the real love of mine
I hate you for that, I just want to look in your eyes and say without i'm fine
For now, All I need is a silent hug from you
I need an apology of what you put me through
Say what you have to say then walk your way
Say you are sorry for treating me like a game to play
But trust me after all, your love is something i cannot replace
please know that your love made my life brighter and made the best of my days

Do You Feel Like There’s Nowhere to Go?
I know that it's easy to get
discouraged and upset.
Feeling “trapped” ...
But can't escape "just yet."
You've tried everything. And not
sure what else to do?
Is there someone
who can help you through?"
Many things you've done.
You’ve wanted to be forgiven!
Yet struggle with this
each day you're livin’!
You meet people and
wear a "smile."
And sometimes wonder if living
is really worth the while.
You may have prayed
over and over again.
And yet constantly feel
Like you’re “trapped within.”
You may have tried to
call on Jesus' name.
Yet find yourself in
"guilt and shame."
Jesus is here now!
And wants you to know…
He can bring peace
to your troubled soul.
Rather than thinking of things
done in the past.
Come to Jesus now!
His love will always LAST!
Allow HIM to bring to your life
the needed victory now!
He'll make you a brand new person!
And HOW!
By Jim Pemberton

Christ Took Away My Worries and Fear!
Christ took away my worries and fear.
And brought a love that’s true and sincere!
He took away my yesterdays and all of my wrongs.
It’s in his arms of mercy that I certainly belong!
He took away the heartache and all of my pain!
I find comfort and joy when I call on his name.
He took away the heaviness that was holding me down.
And became my friend, when there wasn’t any around.
He gave me a promise to be faithful and true.
Without him, I don’t know what I would do.
He gave me a future, when things looked dim.
He totally forgave me, and took away my sin!
He brought a new meaning of tomorrow’s plans.
And promised never to let go of my hand!
I had so many struggles that I couldn’t solve.
Everything changed that day Jesus got involved!
I’m happy now because of the choice I made.
There’s nothing for Jesus that I would ever trade!
I thank him! I’m so happy for what he’s done!
All power and glory! To God’s anointed son!
I bless the Lord! I’m grateful for him!
I come to worship and adore him!
He’s what I always needed! And much more!
I appreciate him greater than I ever did before!
He’s the Lord of all! And the king of kings!
He’s my righteousness and everything!
By Jim Pemberton 08/13/14

The world is my mirror, it reflects
a man not yet made, so much
pain and suffering reside, it will not
change till I change inside, acknowledge
what I am, an inflated ego, in denial
of my true self, my sentient being
suffocated by lies, this is the reflection
I see, this is what is inside of me,
and little by little the ego crumbles
away and is buried by all of its
crutches unfulfilled, the reflection changes
with not one soul killed.

The Lord Is Good! His Mercy Endures Forever!
The Lord is Good! His Mercy endures forever!
He is loving and powerful! And can do whatever!
Whatever we can think of, or whatever we need…
The Lord God can take care of us! Yes… Indeed!
His mercy knows no boundary! His love has no limit!
He has come, and has given us his Holy Spirit!
May we seek and honor him, in the way we’re livin’!
May we accept his precious blood, and be forgiven!
Glory to the name of Jesus! All power is on high!
He brings a glorious beauty! His presence satisfies!
Let’s thank and bless the Lord God of heaven and earth!
Because of Christ’ sacrifice,
we can all have a NEW birth!
Let’s open up our hearts, and let him rule and reign!
And offer our bodies as a sacrifice to his holy name!
Hallelujah and praises to Jesus Christ our king!
He is the righteous ruler! He is our everything!
May we all be ready for his return… It’s so very near!
Millions of believers, shall one day disappear!
Please come quickly Lord Jesus! Take your people home!
Your people shall praise and dance around your throne!
Let’s come and praise the lord Jesus! Now and for eternity!
Let’s come and experience his life!
Ever so abundantly!
By Jim Pemberton 05/08/14

God, I know that you can hear me
Even if I do not speak.
I come to you on bended knee
Your guidance is what I seek.
God, I know that people question
I tell them you are real.
I never forget to mention
Your presence I can feel.
God, I know my prayers you’ll answer
Although it may take some time.
It may not be what I’m after
But it’s your will and not mine.
God, I know you are always near
When Satan causes my fall.
Your will is not always so clear
That’s when my faith says it all.
God, I know that I make mistakes
Forgiveness is such a gift.
My trust and belief I misplace
Yet my burdens you will lift.
God, I know you’ll show me your way
And help me clean up my mess.
To ask you is all I must say
And you’ll do all of the rest.
God, I know that I’ve been lied to
That’s when I begin to doubt.
I must give my problems to you
For that’s what you’re all about.
God, I know that someday we’ll meet
Somewhat scary yet so true.
Coming through your gates will be neat
I’d love standing next to you.

Turn the wheel
*******he sea...
Push aside the misery...
The abominable agony...
Endure this hardship...with me
Fight off the tears and let us roam to sea
Don't make it hard for me
To determine the waters
We are the same kind
If you can be so KIND, let me show you your destiny -
To dwell with me in tranquility
We will try to share our responsibilities...
Take turns and share our possibilities...
How have you been?
Sorry we have shut our ears
To your deafening cries
I'm turning the wheel for you
You're losing energy...be still - why are you so blue?
I'll shut out the feeling of anguish
You'll get what you wish
We will start anew
We will start on a fresh start
We will fulfill our dreams and make them come true
We'll brew away the sadness
I'm determined to eliminate
The distress... swallowing us like a tidal wave...
Behave, you wild childlike waters!! Behave!
Don't worry - we'll get rid of
The limited happiness
And make our heart pump with merriness
Don't be a magnet of depression stress
You'll experience a wonderful opportunity
So you may feel at one with
Our world full of possibilities
And eliminate those cruel, wretched words
That tore apart our responsibilities...
Our activities... our reveries... our possibilities...
That brought us back together
We'll be hiking
These somewhat difficult hardships together

Blood of martyrs dried in the plains
Died in the Valley Mountains
Fighting for independence
Injustices felt when migration arise
In the island of pearls
And in the land of promise
People were put in chaos
When their land grabbed out of laws
Immigrants view as dominant foes
Once an oasis of freedom
Is now a doom of ignorance?
When tyranny became lord of the land
People were driven out of their post
Were given just pinch of hope
To live life in woe forth
Oh the never ending story
Of the endless tyranny
Please leave this home happy!
This poem is dedicated to the people of Sulu and Mindanao
Kg. Bahagia, Sandakan, Sabah, Malaysia
5:35- 6:35 pm, November 13. 07, Tuesday

I can love you like a butterfly
be so soft as a gentle breeze
cause I'm not threatened by a tone
or criticism's contagious disease
I grieve for you like an orphan
a child scared and oh so afraid
You lash out into the darkness
my tongue will remain stayed
Long ago you saw the beauty
your spirit carried on wings
Loved to ponder life's essence
sought peace above all things
But difficulty arose one day
remember your fateful choice
To be blinded by circumstance
sadly lose your lover's voice
Now with words you seek to hurt
but that sword has no effect on me
Because once I was the blind man
that blindness took me to Calvary
Between you and me hung Jesus
On my cross I finally saw the light
I'm forgiven.. Easter is coming
I now can love instead of fight!
*Dedicated to all the crazy uncles at the family reunion.
About the Poem: Thoughts from the recently forgiven thief on a cross about the other thief on a cross (still blinded by his sin), as they hung dying with Jesus between them. When you've been truly forgiven, criticisms can never again harm you, so let it go!
THE BUTTERFLY SET FREE NEVER AGAIN LONGS FOR THE COCOON!
Just a thought that might be useful here in the Soup..
4-20-14

Breaking through the darkest night, suffering no more
My dreams are of a deeper place, everything adored
Everything alive, now there’s no such thing as death
Eternity accounted for within a single breath
Walking through an open door, leaving thoughts behind
I drift beyond the maddening love I couldn’t find
Nothing is forgotten, but I can forgive it all
So much truth ahead of me, even if I fall
Flying through the brightest sky, absorbing every sight
Reflections made of paper-thin paintings of the night
A thousand words for every scene, changing them to day
The poetry I leave behind will always keep me safe
Shifting through to higher realms, its beauty washing clean
The ways in which I never could hold my self-esteem
Perspective of the infinite through knowledge I have found
I trust this deeper wisdom to translate all sight and sound
Awakening the visions that have always pulled me near
Rebirth to every corpse of truth in a world dying from fear
An energy envelopes us that asks for our hearts
Discovering that there is more to us was way back at the start

Ignorance
is a crime
caused by
putting up fences
if we'd let go
of the voices inside our heads
and eliminate fears
discussions would arise
peel the blind folds
from our eyes
share real stories
told without disguise
encouraging progress
could be made
with concerns of what we've learned
rather than what we are paid
a fulfilling life
is people based
sharing
giving
looking out for others
one human at a time
despite our differences
the truly rich way of living

We’re Lost Without God…
As God is removed from this great nation.
We end up with a confused and lost generation.
As God is forbidden, in our public schools.
The tide of immorality is what “rules.”
As God is often mocked and discarded.
It was Godly principles this country was started!
As anything of God seems to get scorned.
We tend to worship many ungodly forms.
As God’s word is often tossed and thrown out.
We tend to forget what God is all about!
As God’s plans for living are tossed and abused.
We have many people very lost and confused!
As people forget God and worship the creature.
They look to themselves as being the “teacher.”
As people ignore God, many get involved in deep addictions.
And with this, come disease,
heartache and afflictions!
As God looks and sees this nation “bleeding.”
It’s him and his word, that we need to be seeking!
If we would humble ourselves, he would hear our prayer!
He loves all of us! And he really does care!
Won’t you come to the Lord, and invite him in?
Won’t you allow him to be your master and friend?
He brings strength and nourishment to the soul!
It’s only in him that we can be complete and whole!
By Jim Pemberton

Our God Reigns…
Our God reigns in the heaven’s above!
Behold the mighty works of his power and love!
Our God reigns in the mountains on high!
His power reaches down to the deserts so dry!
Our God reigns on his heavenly throne!
He wants to be the Lord of our hearts and homes!
Our God reigns over the majestic seas!
His creation is magnificent! This you can see!
Our God reigns over governments here on earth.
He gave his son, so we can have a “new birth.”
Our God is mighty! Everyone shall kneel before him!
He longs for us to worship and adore him!
Our God has made a mansion for you in heaven.
He wants to be your God! Won’t you let him?
Our God stands knocking at your heart’s door.
Won’t you let him in? What are you waiting for?
By Jim Pemberton

Trust
Is a word that is often misused and abused
Trust
Capabilities of infinite strength, but weakened by the rightly accused
Trust
Is supposed to be “till death do us part”
Lust
How can you trust me, with lust in your heart?
Lust
The reason why 50% divorce rates are not a myth
Lust
Why in court, you ex-husband/wife pleads the fifth
Must
Fight for our relationships and the ones’ that in it
Must
Reject lust…the devils’ busy and he’s here to win it
Must
Forgive and forget….love with all your might
Faith
Walk by faith and not by sight
Faith
Trust in the lord with all your heart
Faith
Reason why true lovers never part

For our Father, Nelson 'Madiba' Mandela
you are our eternal inspiration
our hopes
our dreams
our conscience
you gave everything of yourself
so that we may live and love and laugh and dream and breathe the air of freedom, dignity and liberty
you lead us through the darkest days with your unshakeable principles and your belief in us
you brought peace and freedom to us
and when at times we felt all was lost
you stayed with us as a father would
you lent us your wisdom
and you chastised us too
and we are here today because of you
you stayed with us, Nelson Rolihlala 'Madiba' Mandela, through all the crests and valleys of our turbulent times
you stayed with us, father
today, we hope and pray and wish
that you, our father Madiba
stay with us still
stay with us, Madiba
stay with us...

Christmas is the only holiday we often don’t call by name.
We often forget about the true reason that Christ came.
It’s the only holiday that we often call “a holiday.”
It’s true meaning, is often, taken away!
It’s more than the tree and all of the glittering lights…
It’s time to think about the Bethlehem star so bright!
It’s more than going shopping at the malls…
More than, “Jingle Bells,” or “Deck the Halls!”
It’s more than seeing how many people we can buy for.
Or that clearance sale,
you’re willing “to die for!”
It’s more than buying the “newest in entertainment.”
Or receiving a gift that may
“cause an embarrassment.”
Beyond all of the presents and all we truly believe in.
Let’s all come to Christ Jesus and receive him!
Let’s think about his birth, and his
death on the cross!
Without HIM… The true meaning of Christmas is lost!
He brings the hope, joy and cheer that’s needed!
Won’t you listen to his voice? That often goes unheeded?
Christ is what’s important! And shouldn’t be left out!
He’s what matters! And is what
Christmas is all about!
Let’s be joyful! It was for all of us that he came!
And take this time to bring honor and glory to his name!
By Jim Pemberton

Jesus Picked Me Up, When I Fell Down!
Jesus picked me up, when I fell down.
He planted my feet on solid ground!
There was a deep pit,
that my life fell into!
At first, I wasn’t sure who to call out to!
When it seemed like life
was overwhelming me!
Christ was there!
And said that he’d help me!
He reached down with an outstretched arm.
And pulled me out
of danger and harm!
I’m thankful that Jesus was there!
And he found me!
Now each day…
His love surrounds me!
Thank you my lord, for being my friend!
And rescuing me from the deep pit of sin!
Jesus is my savior! And shall forever be!
The only one who can
truly set me free!
By Jim Pemberton

My mother never knew what to do with me.
I was an obligation that needed to be.
But I wanted her to love me.
Simply… love… me.
I would do anything to please her.
Wanting her to be proud, I worked hard at everything I did.
But she viewed me as her competition, not wanting to be out done.
Needless to say our relationship wasn’t what I wanted it to be.
I dreamed to have a family of my own to simply… love… me.
I had a daughter who didn’t live.
And my mom said someone like me shouldn’t have kids.
Though she didn’t know about my epilepsy and other problems with my health.
Then my life fell apart with hard times everywhere.
I didn’t show it but hidden…my health wasn’t all that good.
My husband’s diabetes affected his mind. And epilepsy was working on mine.
I ignored that fact. I worked hard as my epilepsy kept tearing every thing apart.
Finally with a hard earned job… Fourteen years later I had a son.
The son I’d always wanted to have.
I was so very proud but was attacked by both health and son, at every turn.
He was wilder than most creating problems everywhere.
He blamed me for everything and everywhere something went wrong.
My health did it again at work as my relationship continued to crumble with my son.
He hated a mother who had to work, had epilepsy, and just wasn’t there for him.
I was slowly dying when he was 12 and I was 52, when finally I was saved.
That night… I met God and he said I had more to be done along the way.
I came back and did every thing I could to help my wayward and unruly son.
But way before I helped him go to college… I knew I had lost my son.
But his best friend needed a mom so I was there for him.
It seems so strange to tell, but as my son moved out… His best friend simply moved in.
And it’s even stranger to tell that…
The son who will occasionally smile at me, is someone else’s son.
He’s my heart-adopted son and has brought my first son closer again.
Jesus was always here and… the tear in my heart is gone.

I Rejoice In Knowing God!
I will cry out to God with my voice!
I take safety in him and rejoice!
I shall seek him in the day of trouble!
He’ll pick me up, when I stumble!
I know that he listens, and is always there!
I shall seek each day, alone in prayer!
I shall remember the Lord’s faithful deeds!
He gives me strength, and meets my needs!
I meditate on his words, and wonders performed!
He picks me up, when I feel defeated and scorned!
He is God and shines with an awesome brightness!
He brings everlasting love, peace and kindness!
Behold! He is God! His power is demonstrated!
His beauty among the heavens, has been demonstrated!
He is God! And shall forever reign supreme!
He is my God! My righteousness and everything!
By Jim Pemberton 09/09/13

My eyes, my heart, and my mind unlock
To violate not everything created for life
As I just came from the world of darkness
To bear the feelings of love, understanding and respect
To comprehend the movements of all beings around
I learn the right to understand my personality and myself
My value in life so I have a moral responsibility
I began to deal with life through wisdom and wishes
As wisdom comes prevails general interest from self-interest
Since I associated with clean crowd
I started understanding creations regardless of taste, colors, race, and creed.
My self-confidence, my hope, and my optimism assemble
To face responsibility and hardship
To avoid negligence, to be physically strong
Mentally awake, and morally straight
I was submitted and inspired

I recall now the days
when forever seemed but a short time
The visits to the hospital,
brought sad images to your mind
She lay on a bed, cords all around her,
no hair upon her head
The cancer drove us crazy
with worry tears and fright
She was only a baby,
I didn't get the chance to say goodbye
Farewell until we meet again
where you'll be waiting...
waiting for tomorrow to come again.
What if tomorrow never comes?
How will I face the rising sun,
when the moon is the only thing I can see?
I need her here with me...
The only loss I've ever known
The only time that I've
experienced this kind of sorrow...
So what if tomorrow never comes?
What if tomorrow never comes.
And now I lie here thinking it through,
memories flash through my head,
memories of you
Moments of a bittersweet time
Reminiscing the days when you were mine
The days when you were alive
The tears come back to my eyes
I feel the need to cry but nothing slides out
I need to scream and shout,
My emotions pour out as one, silently
So what if tomorrow never comes?
Reality in death is so hard to accept,
I need my tomorrow to come... What if it never does?
What if tomorrow never comes?
How will I face the rising sun,
when the moon is the only thing I can see?
I need her here with me...
The only loss I've ever known
The only time that I've
experienced this kind of sorrow...
So what if tomorrow never comes?
What if tomorrow never comes.
Will tomorrow ever come?
I just want to be awake
when the moon becomes the sun
I'm waiting here for you,
in the darkness of the night.
I wait still for you,
forever the images will haunt my mind
Tomorrow will come
I'll soon be alright
Tomorrow will come...
Tomorrow has come...
I can now see the sun.

I stand here alone, in a room all in black,
Patiently waiting for the gavel to clack;
I don’t get to speak, here at the end,
Persecuted by all, enemy and friend;
They speak of the deeds now tied to my name,
And all I can do is shudder in shame;
I’m here at the trial at the end of my life,
And each testimony cuts like a knife;
I can’t even explain, my deeds say it all,
I await my judgment and try to stand tall;
I was petty, held grudges, and committed mass crime,
And didn’t do productive things with my time;
Six feet below my body is entombed,
And I know deep down my fate is now doomed,
And all I can do I is silently pray,
That God grants me mercy on this solemn day;
The jury is in, they hold my life in their hands,
All I can do is hope He understands;
“Cleared of all charges” the verdict now reads,
My soul once damned is now to be freed;
He granted forgiveness for all of my sins,
Allowing my soul to begin again.

God Gave Us His Truth, But Many Reject It!
God gave us his truth… But many reject it!
Many have chosen a lie…
And accept it!
God gave us his word, so we can live by his rules.
Without God in our lives, many have become “fools.”
Refusing God’s holy truth,
and accepting a corruptible lie!
They believe whatever untruth can “satisfy.”
For this reason, many have
a very confused mind!
As many look for answers
of various kinds!
God’s word is the only truth to securely build on!
But many have brought confusion
to build their lives on!
The principles of God’s word,
give true freedom to all!
Won’t you “wake up?”
And heed the master’s call?
God is calling everyone to listen to what he’s saying!
It’s time we seek his truth!
In humbleness and praying!
The truth of Jesus Christ is the most important thing!
He has the answer to whatever life may bring!
Please allow his precious truth to touch your life today!
He can remove and take
all doubts away!
The words of Jesus Christ ring loud and very clear!
He’ll bring the sunshine in!
Any darkness will disappear!
By Jim Pemberton

A transit stands at fifth and Main
Dressed in shabbiness- he stinks and is stained
To passers-by he offers a sign
Disabled American Vet- reads a proud cry
On a kitchen floor a battered wife sits
Her nose bleeds- it just won’t quit
As her husband madly flies out the back door
She blames herself ever the more
As he walks his dog- he reads the poster sign
A little girl is missing- have you seen mine
Another statistic of worldly lustful crime
Perhaps he will see her on a porn five & dime
When viewed from a distance tragedies seem remote
No Compassion is needed-not even hope
We greet one another not by our kissing
We wallow our life in what is truly missing
3/9/12

People think they have to say "i love you" in relationships..
but no not really...
some times it makes me feel like i HAVE to say i love you if some one says it to me.
" i love you is a very very special word"
people have to understand that they have to be wise with the word "i love you"
because if you say it to anyone... then when you really mean it.. it wont feel ture....
*comment on what you think*
-Angel4eva23

He sent down the stones
So long, long ago
With hopes we would see
And follow the road
The rules He had set
Were etched on the face
Of the stones He had sent
With hopes to replace
The evil
That lurked
Within us all
And so He said, take heed
In actions and all that is done
We all must follow them
Yes, even His Son
Who came, to again guide us
To that path, to that road
With a message to all
To release then the load, of
The evil
That lurked
Within us all
For though evil may be
There is good deeper down
And it’s important we see
So we can find Holy Ground
Where the Father does dwell
Where we can also find home
So with the rules He had sent
We can surely atone

Life Is Fragile! Handle With Prayer!
Life is fragile! Handle with prayer!
We don’t know how long we’re here!
Life isn’t as long as someone may think!
It could be gone as fast as you can blink!
This life that we have... Our God has given!
Only he knows how long we’ll be livin’!
Won’t you spend some time to pray?
Wherever you are...
It will change your day!
It’s good to spend time with God,
one to one!
And ask for a touch from
his precious son!
Christ can restore and change you from within!
He can heal and cleanse you from every sin!
With him, you can have eternal life insurance!
And have an everlasting love assurance!
He can give you eternal life to receive!
Won’t you reach out to him?
And simply believe?
By Jim Pemberton

Our security is only in God alone!
Not in the things we have,
or what we call “home!”
True joy can be found in God himself!
Not from the things we have ourselves!
True contentment can be found at the cross!
Jesus’ death paid whatever it cost!
Eternal love comes from doing God’s will!
Any emptiness, his love shall fill!
The love of God is truly worth finding!
His eternal life is forever binding!
Won’t you take a moment and invite HIM in?
And have total forgiveness of every sin?
God rewards those who diligently seek him.
Won’t you reach out to him now?
And receive him?
By Jim Pemberton

Another son is dead, until five he lived.
For his long life at Shah-Hamdan he had threads tied
“Shehij ninder yee nai. Gahas Kormakh Khudayas Hawale”, his mother cries.
No news can penetrate across the mountains. Satellites work here no more
My Kashmir burns. And no one knows.
An old woman with torn scarf sits besides fire. While feeding her neighbor’s child
She sighs. Is my son dead or alive? She silently cries.
In Madrasa I hear children reciting Quran. A girl’s come out dragging her feet.
I remember her from somewhere. I remember her seeing naked.
Oh! God she is the one who was raped.
Nights have turned pitch black. My eyes are losing the habit of sight
Midnight soldier’s set another house ablaze. At least there is some sort of light.
Many letters have been written to God. Postcards posted of those raped girl’s
But its curfew again. No post office deliver’s the message again.
Death comes from everywhere. Close your windows mother
For bullet respects no womb. It turned Gulistans into tombs.
From the plains the visitors come to visit their God’s
They are our only witnesses but hypocrites at heart.
They say paradise is kaasmir. While my Kashmir is ablaze
They testify against us. Is anybody witnessing this? No one at all
Be witness to at least this. Open up your eyes my Lord!
When paradise is painted with colors of hell, certainly divinity loses its grace
In the news the reporter is beaten. Bamboo sticks are hungry for human blood.
Let Kashmir go to hell. A new promise in their portfolio.
Threads have given up at Dastegeer’s place. Even they are horrified at our fate.
In Maisuma boys are dragged by police. They close their dreams, end their screams
In a police gypsy.
Men shape into monsters when they are given right to anarchy.
The gypsy drives them into the dark cantonments. They will remember this day
Interrogation officer comes. After celebrating his son’s birthday.
The winds from the cantonments bring their news
Burned tires around their necks. Burning stoves near their heads.
The knife tearing up their flesh.
And the boys cry, “We haven’t batted yet. Cricket. We know nothing”.
Death wants children to be headlines
Hunger has affected the heavens as well.
Graves are full. No more space left.
We need land of the plains. For our graves.
In the ac car the bureaucrat goes. The mother’s with search full eyes
Ask about their sons they lost. They drink their tears
And he sips champagne.

I know it’s the RIGHT THING to do,
When I look into MY BABY’S big brown eyes.
I’m giving HIM up, handing him over,
Telling them, I’M an INCAPABLE mother.
I thought I could be his MOMMY AGAIN,
But his WHIMPER proves me wrong.
I’m giving him up, handing him OVER,
Telling THEM, I’m an incapable MOTHER!
And today I’m signing my RIGHTS OVER.
I had a SECOND CHANCE, but I gave my baby back,
I DECIDED he was the one that DESERVED a second chance!
So, I gave him up, HANDED him over,
And TOLD them I was an incapable mother.
This is not about me. It came to me so I wrote it.

Christ Stepped Down From His Heavenly Throne!
Christ stepped down, from his heavenly throne.
He came to earth… For 33 years,
he called it his home!
His mission had one purpose and desire in mind!
He was to one day,
be a sacrifice for mankind!
He taught and gave us his words, powerfully spoken!
He knew that one day,
his body would be broken!
He desired that all, would one day, come to know him!
Because of his resurrection,
all can receive him!
He’s alive today! And reigns from heaven above!
And desires to touch us, with his endless love!
Won’t you humbly come, and accept what he’s given?
And experience the power,
of being forgiven!
This can be your moment!
This can be YOUR day!
He loves you much more,
than words can say!
All honor and praise, to Christ Jesus, our king!
You are our righteousness!
Our everything!
By Jim Pemberton

As I look back, I see from where I have come.
My sins were as scarlet, I felt empty and undone.
Then I looked up to my only hope.
I knew this was the only way, I would be able to cope.
My life was desolate and there was no meaning.
It took God's love to free me.
My prayer was, "Dear Lord," come what may,
Please, show me the way.
Along with the prayers were many tears,
And through the years.
There had been many unanswered questions and many fears to face.
Then I found forgiveness through Christ, under God's Grace.
God's Love comes through our Savior,
With His unmerited favor.
God, Himself came in the flesh, to present to us His ideal solution,
By giving us His Son, Jesus Christ, for our Salvation.
Only by God's mercy, this is the secret I have found in life.
During the times of tribulation and strife,
It's to trust and obey,
Even when you feel afraid.
Through perseverance,
God will make a way and give you clearance.
But sometimes misunderstood,
Is just believing if only I could?
It's making a commitment to obey,
Even when you still feel afraid.
Be strong in the Lord, be brave.
This day the Lord has made.
Yes, I am blessed but not without trials and tests.

Peace
The chaos is shedding
Piece
Of happiness is floating
Cease
The madness..chaos is concealing
Peace
Comes from the Lord -
To Him who mends us all...
To Him who forgives all of our sins
And downfalls
And answers everyone's calls

Jesus, Please Renew My Mind!
Jesus, may my mind be touched and renewed!
By your grace, may it think on thoughts of YOU!
May my life and mind be restored from within!
Help me to be free from the bondage of sin!
Please help me to think on things that are pure!
And focused on your words,
which are secure!
May there be thoughts inspired by your kindness!
Without your light, I’m walking in blindness!
The beauty of YOU, Jesus, is what refreshes me!
It’s your Holy Spirit that daily blesses me!
Thank you, my Lord, for being loving and kind!
By your strength, you’ve transformed my mind!
You’ve given to me hope… Once again!
You’re one that I can always call a friend!
In you, I have a mind of peace
and security!
And look forward to being
with you for eternity!
By Jim Pemberton

lead my hand o' dear life
lead my hand
on this land
o' dear life,
until the end
o' dear thought
of comfort
seed my life
feed me not in strife
bleed me joy from nine to five
lead me a journey of phases
a journey of ages
to face this
germinate in me a corn
of survival
a history of possibilities
a record of living to afford
a source to live
for this life
is a choreographer of life
a propeller of existence
an economy of spiritual commodities
a tear drop of opportunities
yet not so many does see its commonalities
an event of anomalies and regularities
lead me a way o' dear life
carry me a sledge on a journey of life
a terrain of survival and life
a gemstone for many
a pentagon of any
a model of penny
an artwork of joy
a string of life on a journey
a script of many
a stanza of any
opn08022012/0106
from: 'journey of life' and 'on a journey',
february 2012
>> ntema's unique poetry (nup)
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lead-my-hand-o-dear-life/

I Still Love the Lord In The Same Old Fashioned Way!
No matter what many people may have to say.
I still love the Lord in the same old fashioned way!
No matter the burden. No matter the cost!
Christ gave me his life! That day on the cross!
The holiness of my Lord is awesome and very real!
Behold the Lord God! The God of Israel!
Jesus has created me. And his word tells me.
Everything about my life... He already knows me!
He’s called me to give up everything! And follow him!
I want to do what he asks of me, because I love him!
He will help me to be the kind of person he wants me to be.
He has called me to holy living. Because he loves me!
This way of living, may seem to be “old fashioned” by many.
But the life he gives, is worth more
than all of this world’s money!
He gives joy unspeakable! And the half hasn’t been told.
One day soon, I shall walk on those streets of gold!
He gives an abundant life! This is why he came!
Everything I’ll ever need... I can find in his name!
The road to eternal life, is a narrow road to travel on.
Christ is someone I can always depend on!
Thank you Lord! For your love so sweet!
All of my burdens and worries, I lay at your feet!
You’re worth everything to me! What more could I ask?
I have a heavenly life with you, that will always last!
By Jim Pemberton

Jesus… We Ask For Your Protection!
Jesus… We ask for your protection
upon our home.
May our family sing praises
around your throne!
May you be honored in the things we say and do!
May our hearts be as an expression of YOU!
We pray that your blessings will be received!
May your spirit of loving,
be what’s achieved!
We pray that we’ll strive for a Godly way of living!
And walk before you,
in a spirit of thanksgiving!
We pray that our vows to one another will be ”reinforced!”
Help us to stay strong, and not drift “off course.”
May your peace be what binds us together!
Allowing you to be our lord… Now and forever!
Please bind our hearts together as one!
May your words guide our daughters and sons!
We thank and bless you!
And praise your holy name!
An abundant life with you,
may we seek to obtain.
You are and will always be the Lord for us!
We give you our love, and all of our trust!
You give us everything we have ever needed!
With you, our home has been completed!
By Jim Pemberton

The earth shudders and the dust of a thousand years
lifts into the sky like a blanket thrown up in exultation
and beneath this blanket plates grind together
in sudden need
A craving to bring dried and edged flesh
with the moisture of the oceans above
together once more
and cry out in the joy of ecstasy to release their pressure
And be at once reconciled
And the world let’s out its breath,
gives up what is most sacred to it
in reverence of this Moment:
And I dare say this moment is mine,
to the child that toiled the fields
hoe in hand and the patterns in the soil
the patterns in the soul through which water poured
and escaped in pores like water through a parched man’s fingers
and patterns fled this farm
Leaving a parched man lamenting the presence of fingers
in times of thirst,
And to the child toiling
in the fields
the pattern is in the pitch of his shoulders
and the pounding of the sun
the pattern that should never seep
through unseen holes
but it seeps
down his back and across his fingers
upon his hoe it dribbles down and finds the escape
of patterns long lost
and the sweat of his toil
slips through the gaps in his soil
and the heaving of his shoulders
is lost with the patterns,
So this old farmer he does not tread his fields,
sheltered behind wood and warmth of fire
he huddles in his world of four walls
and dares not the fields outside
Where await the failures
of his toil,
and when the earth shuddered
in joy of this moment
Knowing in its wisdom all that was to be known
the earth shudders and the dust of not so many years
It lifts into the sky like a blanket thrown up in exultation
And beneath it all
Sees the farmer
The pattern of his toil
And lo and behold
It was not wasted
But a hands width beneath
The soil that caked his world
And by his own hand
Hidden as it were
The patterns of his toil
And the story that is told
Bittersweet
In the exultation of a breath
Let go.

From the day I promised to
be with you forever…
It’s now been 25
years together!
Through the trials, laughter
and many miles
We’ve had our share
of joy and trials!
You’ve been so loving
patient with me.
My beautiful wife—
my lovely sweetie!
This anniversary, I am so very
proud of you!
You’re a wonderful wife!
Faithful and true!
With you, God has given
me the best!
My love for you is so
hard to express!
I Love YOU! Is what I
will always say,
This very special
anniversary day!!!
Love,
Jim

I’m So Thankful That Christ Saved Me!
I’m so thankful that Christ chose to save me!
I’m grateful for the life that he gave me!
I’m so thankful for extending his warm embrace!
And for planting my life on a solid place!
I’m so thankful for all that God is doing!
His spirit in my life is what he is renewing!
I’m thankful for the opportunity to be
one of his own!
I ask for his blessing in my life
and home!
I’m forever grateful for his sacrifice
on the cross!
He is my hope! When all seems
hopeless and lost!
Thank you my Lord for being so gracious to me!
You have given me your grace abundantly!
Thank you Jesus for being my friend!
How I love you again and again!
You are the one that I cherish and adore!
You’ve given me hope and peace
and so much more!
By Jim Pemberton 06/10/12

Just A Little Talk With Jesus…
Why not talk to Jesus? And spend some time alone?
Won’t you ask him to be the Lord of your heart and home?
Just a little talk with Jesus can make your day so bright.
He can heal your troubles and make everything “alright!”
Just a few moments with him can make all of the difference!
His love can give you hope and a joyous experience!
Feel free to share with him your every need and concern!
Won’t you allow him to guide you at life’s every turn?
Won’t you allow his cleansing power to take your sins away?
He can make you a new person! And can do it TODAY!
The time you can spend with him, is time you won’t regret!
HE will never fail you! And hasn’t
let go of anyone yet!
Just a little talk with Jesus will bring sweetness to your soul!
The words of Christ can completely make you whole!
Please remember a promise from the beginning of time.
When God created the world...
He had all of us in mind!
Spending time with Jesus will be the best thing you did!
Won’t you accept his love and willingness to forgive?
Just think about the opportunity with Christ you can share!
You can have time with him! And can meet him anywhere!
Behold the glory of our Lord!
He reigns from heaven above!
You can enjoy his presence!
And the power of HIS LOVE!
By Jim Pemberton

Angel's are for you and only you. i think you can have many angels. i don't know.
But anyways....
if you don't like to go home beacuase of the drama going on between your parents? just go
to your room and just...talk! talk to your angel....
If your in a bad situation, and your scared with no one to comfort you? There IS someone
to comfort you right now... with an arm around your shoulder saying everything is gona be
all right in you ear.....
THERE IS ALWAYS SOME ONE WHO WILL LISTEN AND COMFORT YOU WHEN NO ONE ELSE CAN!!!!!!
*comment if you have a thought or fav poem)*
-Angel4eva23

To the tranquil heavens he raised
his last words, the soldiers he praised
for their bravery in killing little innocent children
and their strength in abusing the weak brethren
To the vast blue skies he raised
his last poetic voice, the dictators he praised
for their hearts of stone that killed many living flesh
and their eyes that rejected the hungry while they eat fresh
To the smooth sailing clouds he raised
his last voice, the heroes he praised
for their courage to risk their spirit to save
their race and their lives are the gifts they gave
To the warm embrace of the wind he raised
his last gratified song, the mothers he praised
for their small voice in begging compassion
their ardent love for their family is raging with passion
To the spirit from the gas chamber he raised
his last breath, the future survivors he praised
for their silence and tough faith
he wished for their triumph over uncertain fate
To the darkness of his sight he raised
his last prayer, his God he praised
for giving devils that let him hold a candle to light
and for teaching him to make worth of his life

I’ll never fully understand,
or comprehend.
The power of God’s love
in the cleansing of sin!
From where I was,
to where I am today…
I appreciate God!
More than words can say.
I shall give him
glory and praise!
And seek to worship him!
All of my days!
He’s more precious to me
than ever before!
His precious love…
I need so much more!
His marvelous love,
shall bless me to the end…
For this, I say, “Hallelujah!”
And “Amen!”
By Jim Pemberton

Fogive me Mother, I have not forgotten your grace,
That saved me with your celestial light from the dark,
I still stand ready to walk one day in your place,
Still ready for the training I will need before this path I embark,
The rain still decends and with the worlds tears, it cleanses my soul,
I pray for it to come, chant to you my song, and wonder why it will not fall,
The earth still shares with me, and I learn from all that it knows,
If only dearest Goddess you would listen to my calls,
Dearest mother, after which I am named, do not take from me your gifts,
The war readys near and you have not time enough, to find a new leader for us,
I still walk your path as your namesake, Ma'mam I swear, I have not forgotten this,
Without your guidence I am lost and in distress,
Show me forgiveness, oh my dearest Mother that I bless...
Forgive me my father, I have not forgotten your warmth,
That gave me life, through your brilliant light,
And saved me from the dead, cold dark,
I still stand ready, as your child warrior of white,
The wind still whispers to me ancient tales,
I pray for the dreams and yet I cannot tell why they wont retain,
The fire still burns bright within the sky, and I follow its ember trails,
Dearest God, without your guidence I will fall in pain,
Oh Father, do not steal your visions from me,
Without them I cannot see, and my Guides and I cannot talk and agree,
We send to thee, oh Father, an offering of sweet petal potpourri,
Do not revoke me for I am one of those chosen three,
Show me forgiveness, oh my dearest Father, and I shall act as your emcee...

You can fool a fool,
you can cheat one’s mind.
You can con a con,
even steal from the blind.
You can shake a shaker,
you can brutalize a Brut.
You can mob a mobster –
and embezzle their loot.
You can charm a charmer,
sell your soul for a penny.
You can take from a taker,
for pennies you have many.
But can you hold a hand,
and experience love for free?
Know true respect for all to see?
Gain one's trust without a fee?
You poor, poor, foolish soul,
who will ever get to know the "real me".

Lord, I ask to have a touch from you!
I need your presence to refresh me too!
Lord, just to know that you are always here…
Your faithfulness to me,
is true and sincere!
Lord, just to feel the touch from your arm.
Will help to shelter me from all harm!
Lord, just to know that you’ll always love me!
Never once in my life,
have you ever failed me!
Lord, you’ve helped me in difficult situations.
The mercy you’ve given,
I’ve no explanation!
Lord, you’ve helped me to be a believer!
The many blessings from you,
I’m a receiver!
All praise and glory to YOU!
God’s anointed son!
With you on my side…
The battles are won!
You’ve given to me joy and peace never ending!
You’re powerful and awesome!
There’s no “pretending!”
You’re touch is all I need to
make it through today!
How much I appreciate you!
More than I could say!
By Jim Pemberton

people now a days care what people think about them and want to be liked for more then
just who they are and they will lie and and try to make friends for the wrong reasons and
they want to be liked by all and many people and they will be what that type of person
wants them to be. is it really worth it to be something your not when there are people out
there in the world who will like you for you and you can make true friendships that will last
longer and wont hurt you in the end. if you want to make true friends you will need to be
able to act like yourself for the whole time and try to find those people that will think of
you as hey i like him/her and i want to be friends with them. People want to be liked by as
many people that they can and they wish that they could find the people that like them for
them and they want to be able to be like by a lot of thos people but they are hard to find if
you have the mentality that you have to fake who you are. if you will take the chance and
try to talk to new people that you dont know not just the cool people you might be amazed
at what you find and form a true bond that will last throug a life time. people want to be
popular and want to be able to do what the poular people do all of the time but is it worth
it if you cant even find the true you anymore. i wish all of the people in the world had what
it took to say you know what im me if you dont like it then buzz off. if more people did that
i think that we would have a lot more people in this world that are happy and have fun with
the people that matter and will be able to talk to them about anything. people dont know
what a strong gift it is to be different then the other people around them and if they would
just stop and act like themselfs then they will be happy and people are ment to be
different and be a leader not a follower. people can read this and say what ever they like
me for me and i dont have to believe you and it is also your choice to take what you hear
and apply it and it is your choice to ignor it i hope you will learn something from this and
use it to become a better person and be a happier person.

Easter Time... and day...
This is shown in many ways
Some celebrate it... by an Easter bunny
Tis funny
How the world man-made...
To distract Our Lord's Day
True meaning of Easter Time and Day
Tis God made a way... For all of Us to be Saved
Tis the day.. Our Lord and Savior
Was Crucified.. On the Cross
Nails driven in both hands and feet
Blood dripped down.. From thorns of a crown
That the soldiers placed on His head
They killed Our Lord.. Sword threw His side
Yes.. Our Precious Lord.. Jesus died..
Then the Earth Shook
Moment Jesus took
All our sins-suffering- disease -pain-away
Then three days
Our Beautiful Savior Raised
Jesus Our Divine Christ
Raised up from the dead
Save Our Souls... giving Eternal Life
Resurrected... for us to become redeemed from our sins
We have the opportunity to become Born-again
All God asks... of us is to believe
What His Only Begotten Son... had done
To whomsoever believes shall not perish
But have Everlasting Life
With Our Savior Jesus Christ
Live in Eternity... Forever
As we know... this world shall pass away
But Our Savior Shall Live on Forever
The ways of this world
Don't want anyone to know
The Truth... in Easter Time... Day...
For Tis then those whom has eyes to see
Hearts to believe...
Shall become saved... Born-again
Their Souls then... Live Eternally with Him
Jesus Christ... Our Divine King
Come to Jesus
While there is still time
God Bless... May God Forgive me
For I myself am a sinner...
We all are sinners and come short of Glory of God
Love always yours in Christ

What Happened
Life is all about corruption, deception, and havoc, which now is often mistaken for blood shot, lying in the streets of the innocent, why does this have to be? what happened to the peace, unity, love and care, we all shared, when god created this land, don't we as his apostles, have the right to stand fight, against evil, not cause it...

Jesus Knows All About Your Pain!
"It's hard to see someone I love,
go through so much pain."
These were the words I spoke,
When I called on Jesus' name.
"This person whom I love has
gone through so much."
"How I wish to bring my peace
and a healing touch."
I cried and wept as I heard
the master's voice.
His gift of love is for us all...
it's our choice!
His body was broken.
A sacrifice was made.
His love... For our sorrow and pain...
is what he gave!
His grace is more than sufficient,
for the pain we often endure.
His love and commitment to you,
is steadfast and secure!
He loves you so much!.
And waits at your heart's door.
He gives peace and comfort!
And so much more!
The pain and suffering you're
going through today.
Please listen to the words
Christ has to say;
"I am God!“ “I’ll be with YOU...
until the end!"
My love and devotion to you
will never end."
By Jim Pemberton

Many call making love, from
a physical reaction.
As many try to find a loving satisfaction!
True love can’t be bought, paid, or traded
This is something that shouldn’t be debated!
True love is from God, and freely given!
His love can change the way
you’re livin’!
Only God’s love can cleanse the heart from sin!
And bring true satisfaction
deep within!
If it’s “cheap love,” you seek… You can find it!
But you’ll end up empty,
hurt and blinded!
If it’s true love you want. Look no more!
Jesus is here... Knocking at your heart’s door!
Won’t you let him in? And let his
love touch you?
He wants to do this. Because
he really loves you!
He loves you so much, he bled and died!
In him, you can be made
whole and sanctified!
Won’t you accept the love he freely gives?
It will bless you each day
that you live!
By Jim Pemberton

Remember all that time we spent on the back deck
At your parents house.
So very comfortable in that serene kind a way.
On that beautiful day
Late one may
Ill never forget
that sense of togetherness I felt.
My heart melted.
I knew I always wanted to stay,
right here
with you.
A comfort
altogether new
Just as beautiful
at It’s inside point of view.
They seen us and knew!
We where,
the best of friends.
Partners in a way that complements
with such grace.
Beatific, such as this spring breeze,
We cheer the coming of the warm months.
With a bottle of wine or two.
Those conversations I hold so dear.
Crazy
Intellectuals,
all together classy.
I still benefit from the knowledge past to me.
It’s been really hard
Being torn away from this
Knowing it was at the hand of my own demise.
I still love them,
With my convalescent mind.

In spite of what you hear, and what others tell you…
There’s a God who loves
and will NEVER fail you!
God is powerful! Much bigger than our constitution!
He’s more solid than any
government institution!
His wisdom what lays the groundwork for a foundation!
Without him, we simply become
a godless nation!
He gives true freedom, when there’s
none to be found!
His principles of life, are what
provide a solid ground!
Won’t you give him a chance, in your life today?
And listen to the words of love,
that he has to say?
His gift of salvation… You too can receive it!
An everlasting life with HIM…
You can achieve it!
His son Jesus has brought freedom from sin!
By his shed blood... You can be born again!
Thank you my Lord! For the life you’ve given!
You’ve never failed me!
I am free and forgiven!
By Jim Pemberton

What is it in life that you’re looking for?
Is it wealth or fame? Do you want more?
I think about the many who’ve gone before us.
Do you think that any of them loves us?
No! In spite of man’s attempts to create wealth.
This cannot buy a cure for 100% good health!
In man’s pursuit for more riches and gold…
It cannot buy love or happiness, as I’ve been told!
In man’s attempts to build a “better machine.”
Nothing or no one, can make us 100% clean!
In man’s ambitions and many inventions…
We’ve many roads leading into different directions!
Governments come and nations will fall!
What will our life mean to us, after all?
If there’s something in life that you hope will last…
There’s hope for you now!
You just need to ask!
Only Jesus can bring to your life
a true purpose and meaning!
His mercy and grace…
You can be receiving!
With Jesus, a true love has already been decided!
Everything you’ll ever need… He’s provided!
Won’t you come to him now? Please don’t wait!
Please do it now!
Before it’s too late!
By Jim Pemberton

This world can look like an evil place;
Where a man is judged by money, colour or race.
When a child is broken by a ‘human being’
Yet the judge decides the evidence ‘not worth seeing’
This world can sound like we’re knocking on hell’s gate
Innocence like venison, on the guilty man’s plate
This world can feel like a kind of hell
All who hurt have a story to tell
But this world is still a beautiful place,
To those who have nothing - yet still say grace

I did not find myself to be so important
So I ask my friends do I seem distant?
When I ask the question I had received an answer, Yes
So I think that made it clear that I had been not the best
I am a friend of a friend that talks so many things
That friend talks to much it is insane and insanity it brings
I do care, about my friends they are all good people
They tend to stand on their high steeple
Today I find myself not so aware
Disbanding my fear of regret and care
Walking many different paths I see that I have found holes
It is the path that people choose to use to fuel their rage with coals
Coals are partially burnt wood or fossils a piece of fuel
It is the source of burden and fire a rage of emotions that stands cruel
It can be warm and caring, but it also can be baring
I just start to feel so low, below the ground I keep on staring
I reach for my friends so many times I feel so ignorant at times
Just once I feel I should not rely on them when feeling I can not find
I dig my hole deeper and I can not climb out
For some reason I am just full of doubt
I care about so many things and what I have is confusion
One person should be all I should think about to get out of that illusion
My battle in my heart and mind is not at all so pleasant
I feel so alone in an island that is shaped like a crescent
My emotions is like coinciding with a diameter of the semicircle
Not a full emotion that is complete like a circle
My feelings is circular full of incomplete thoughts, so much deeper
I feel it will wake up my evil half a evil soul that is a sleeper
What question should I ask myself? to believe that I am not so alone
As I feel like a person who is deteriorating to the bone
I ask my friends the same question once again
I figure I should do it, to know what kind of feelings I should end
So many thoughts that come out of my feeling
I feel like my friends take, an emotional trauma of stealing
They ask me questions and I answer theirs
But when I need mine answered I feel burning inside like a flare
Are they even friends when they do not take me serious in anyway
Just put me in my hole cause I feel nothing in their will be getting in my way
It's just so simple to answer someones problem
I answer friends with beauty of a rose, but when they answer mine I get the stem
I know the stem is very important in life, with out it how can a rose be a rose
With a hole to put the root and stem in how can it grow
The words we speak I guess is like all natural things we reap and sow

When heartache or uncertainty fill your days and nights,
Remember now, more than ever, just don't give up the fight!
His hands are layed upon you each and every day.
Listen quietly and you'll feel it, not only when you pray.
Sharing with a trusted friend will help to see you through.
The outcome of your life you know, depends on what you DO.
It only takes a willing heart and actions that seem odd,
but through your struggles, you'll find strength - in the hands of God.

********
Permeates' My very exist Nance
Lord bless Me today
- And -
I will follow Thy path
Fore it is so
Exceedingly long
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Lord You are My Teacher
Your patience are strong
- And -
With My Devotion
For You
I shall never go wrong
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In the Houses of the Lord
Is where I belong
Poet Author
G. FIELDS

God Said; I AM
God said; My provision for you
is more than enough.
I'll see you through when the going gets tough.
I'll give you joy unspeakable and the half hasn't been told.
I am Jehovah! Your provider!
More precious than gold!
I am the sufficient one who's able
to meet your need.
Come to the table I've prepared for you... And feed!
Eat of the Bread of Life that
only I can give!
Allow it to enrich your soul
each day you live.
Come and drink of my water which
never shall run dry.
I am the eternal one... I am El-Shaddai.
I can quench your thirst in a dry and barren land.
I am here for you! Give me your hand!
Let me do what no other power or God can do.
I am that I am! I am God.! And I'm here for you!
By Jim Pemberton

Weak and alone,
As I follow each task.
Too much time,
Looking through the tears of an hour glass.
Looking for purpose,
In a world so humble.
My Heart, It Breaks,
My Walls, They Crumble.
Mountain to mountain,
Going up and down.
Along with the riches,
Whose being selfishly crowned.
Who is he to feed,
The hungry and the poor?
Who is she to bleed,
When a million other people come left and right,
Just to find out what they're put here for.
We're moving up one,
Then taking two steps back.
There will be many more times,
Where our lives gets all off track.
Waiting and watching,
As our world makes it's spouts.
Cursing and sobbing,
Not living any moment like it counts.
Watching people die,
From the inside, out,
As our world breaks down in heavy shakes.
The people start to scream and shout,
"I Pray The Lord My Soul To Take!!"

Innocent dove of the flame
What we cannot see but what we rely on
If only there was you and
I Enchanted forever without hope we shall be
So come rescue me in the dark of the night
Only you can save me
For only you can show me the light
I always knew you would be there to guide me
evermore a spirited angel
eternally beautiful always beside me
I pray to you
Can't you see I'm suffering
Fly over me and grant me With your presence
Your everlasting grace
A hope I can keep sacred
Sophia
I can see you in the dim light
my immaculate guide throughout this eternal night
Sophia I can see you shining through the dark
Changing my ravenheart
Sophia my dear
This life without you is what I fear
Sophia I can see you in the dim light
my immaculate guide throughout this eternal night
Sophia I can see you shining through the dark
Changing my ravenheart Sophia my dear
this life without you is what I fear
Remember the days when I was so weak
Quick to turn with no
allegiance I could pledge
So easily I could break
Using a dream to washout the nightmares
Why didn't I turn to you
Come enter my roof
Once my soul beckons the most
Give me a gnosis so grand
I find safety in the truth
And of the knowledge you bring
And the wisdom you are
In another life I called you sophia
Sophia
I can see you in the dim light
my immaculate guide throughout this eternal night
Sophia I can see you shining through the dark
Changing my ravenheart
Sophia my dear
This life without you is what I fear
Sophia I can see you in the dim light
my immaculate guide throughout this eternal night
Sophia I can see you shining through the dark
Changing my ravenheart Sophia my dear
this life without you is what I fear
Safeguard to know
Wherever my heart goes
As long as
I'm with you
I know this is true
For whatever our souls know
Till we grow old
If we truly find it right, sacred, and just
Truth will always follow
Sophia I can see you in the dim light my
immaculate guide throughout this eternal night
Sophia I can see you shining through the dark
Changing my ravenheart Sophia my dear
This life without you is what I fear
Sophia I can see you in the dim light
my immaculate guide throughout this eternal night
Sophia I can see you shining through the dark
Changing my ravenheart Sophia my dear
this life without you is what I fear

Lord, help me to make a difference
in someone’s life today
And to preach Jesus in what I do and say…
Help me to make a difference in this world
that surrounds me
What you have done in my life
continues to astound me!
Help me to make a difference
in the hearts of men.
That I may show others what it
means to be BORN AGAIN!
Help me to make a difference in
my prayer life too
As I want to daily be
in LOVE WITH YOU!
Help me to make a difference in the
reading of your word.
May I share your scripture to the
many who’ve never heard!
Help me to make a difference in the
life you’ve given to me…
I once was blind. But now CAN SEE!
Help me make a difference
wherever I may go.
As your Holy Spirit teaches
and enriches my soul!
YOU are the difference to a world
that’s perishing…
YOU offer true love…And life that’s everlasting!
YOU are the reason why I keep on going.
This life you’ve given to me… I am enjoying!
…
You have made a difference
in my sinful condition
You’ve changed my life! I’m a NEW creation!
By Jim Pemberton

Teardrops of sorrow, stream down her face. As she thinks of tomorrow, and feels out of place.
Lies and infidelity, clouding her thoughts. She knows they were weaknesses, she could have fought.
As the one that she loved, slips slowly away. She lies to herself, saying she'll be okay.
Living her life, cold day after day. She'll one day break down, and quietly pray.
"Help me dear father, in heaven above. Help me be strong, and teach me to love. "
"Show me my worth, and my light that's inside. Give me my courage, and rebuild my pride. "
A hollow dark hole, sits in place of her heart. Cause her values and morals, have all fall'n apart.
What once was a sweet, and innocent girl. Is now lost and lonely, consumed by this world.
She'd sacrifice anything, just to fit in. Sacrifice everything, and give in to sin.
Loved ones may forgive her, but they'll never forget. She's strayed far from her path, but they won't give up yet.
Holding her hand, they'll help her get through. But it won't change the fact, that she was untrue.
She damaged the heart, of a very good man. Did things that he, just can't understand.
Now I have no doubt, she loved him to death. But love's just a word, mumbled under our breath.
For actions have always, spoke louder than words. And hate is the sound, most commonly heard.
If you don't like the feelings, expressed in these lines. Then cover your ears, and cover your eyes.
For a bitter cold boy, wrote down this letter. But he wrote it to say, that he's doing better.
Lying awake, in the mid of the night. He smiles and says, "I'm doing alright. "
Floating away, on an ocean of memories. He piles up the sand, to block off his enemies.
Moving along, he hopes she's okay. But he won't let the thoughts of her, get in his way.
Lying awake, likely miles apart. They each fall asleep, with a hand on their heart.
For life is a Story, often painful to tell. But sleep sweet tonight, for they're both doing well.

God Is Beautiful! And Reigns Supreme!
God is beautiful! And reigns supreme!
He’s the Lord God! And rules over everything!
His deeds are wondrous, and filled with power!
He can do anything… Any day or hour!
Who can fathom his majesty or splendor?
He remains the same, today and forever!
He’s the God of the Bible! And the God of TODAY!
He can take any sin, and wash it away!
Creation is the handiwork of the beauty within him!
The rocks will cry out, if we don’t praise him!
Let’s come and worship this God, who loves us!
He desires to have some fellowship with us!
Let’s confess and acknowledge our sinful ways!
So he can forgive us, and we’ll give him the praise!
Let’s submit our life, and say; “Your will be done.”
And live in accordance to the will of his son!
This beautiful God says: “Come unto me!”
And wants to be with us for all eternity!
“Whosoever will… Let him come and receive.”
All one has to do, is to reach out, and believe!
A commitment to God, is the best thing to do!
And receive a life, that’s eternal and TRUE!
By Jim Pemberton 05/28/14

Dear God I pray you keep our men from harm,
it's you who dwells inside the flames of life.
When we're with you we're safe without alarm;
dear God I pray we'll soon be free from strife.
Now since your kingdom has now come along,
I ask You now show us Your precious will.
It's in your strength we learn to live so strong;
I pray our leaders vision does not kill
the very thing You want to see them do.
Instead I pray dear Lord that each will be
great men and women who will first love You;
such people have your sound integrity.
I close this prayer with just this one request
help each of us to do our very best.
Help each of us to do our very best,
then soldiers in your army we will be.
For in you strength we'll surely pass life's test,
if each of us will learn to follow Thee.
The rules You've given me I shall adhere,
for now I have become a child of Yours.
Oh, I shall never run or flee from fear;
I'll wait for You to bring me through life's doors.
The best from you I know I'm yet to find,
because I'm not perfected in your sight,
though to Your children you are more then kind,
for we are purchased with Your blood alright.
Now all of life's become a sacred race;
I'll try my best to keep within your pace.
I'll try my best to keep within your pace
so when testing comes I will remain.
With You there' nothing that I cannot face,
for now I have recieved Your holy name.
I pray that every man will follow soon
the road you've surely paved for each of them.
It's then each life will fully come in tune,
as each one's lump of coal becomes a gem.
Because I know not what tommorrow brings,
my trust I have for You will never die;
for I shall wait to fly upon Your wings:
when in that day I meet You in the sky,
Dear Lord, just one more thing I need to say,
help me to stay the course when skies are gray.
Help me to stay the course when skies are gray,
as enemies are burning fires around.
Let not my eyes from You then go astray,
but now and ever keep me safe and sound.
I hope to always walk in paths You've made;
it's their that I will find Your precious touch.
You've healed my life from sin because I've prayed
to make you Lord of all I Iove so much.
I know not what tommorrow has in store,
but of Your presence here I am assured;
now You are more the fables to explore,
While I Am but a preson who's endured.
To keep Your word and do what you have asked,
I feel that I am blest in every task.

Tick tack on the wall,
Knocking all the wall,
Scaring us all,
Muscling the muscles,
Muscling the morsels in us,
Quickening the finest deep,
The hidden gold of gold,
A dignity of labour,
How loyal and diligent you are,
Precious and precarious,
Dangerous and conspicuous.
TIME !!TIME!!TICK TACK!
Running without waiting for anybody,
How impatient could man be,
In your sound you keep man,
In haste at everydawn,
Thou hath in the haste of full dawn,
Desperately desperate,
Anxiously anxious,
Wisely wise are we and you
Preciously precious,
Nothing can be done without you that's obivously obvious.
TIME !!TIME!!TICK TACK!
We chose to choose you,
Working to work with you,
Falling to fall with you,
No time no food,
No time no suite,
No time no cheat,
No time no shift,
No time no me,
there is set time for everything,
Mama use to say,
Patience is virtue of time,
that's the way whichever way.
TIME !!TIME!!TICK TACK!

There was a guy who was a real loser
Only because he was quite a boozer.
He'd drink and drink and drink all day
Then he'd drink the night away.
He could not keep a job because of his habit
Always blaming something else, as he drank about it.
He would talk at the bar as he was a real gab
Couldn't pay for his drinks, so they kept a tab.
After losing a job for the fourth or fifth time
He almost went into a life of crime.
He didn't know how to get out of this hole
And always seemed to be on the dole.
One night on his way to another bar
He heard some singing from a church not far.
The music enticed him for a look see
Imagine his surprise at inside there who'd be.
It was a young girl, maybe nine or ten
He hadn't seen her since he could remember when.
Her angelic face was one of the keys
With her sweet voice...brought him to his knees.
He knew at once he was being shamed
By a power so great, now only he himself could be blamed.
For there was the Lord asking him, "Why,
Did his little girl come to the church and cry?"
The quiet words that a child implored
Heard up in heaven, by the Almighty Lord.
It was that moment when grace grasped him
Shook him awake, to recognize his sin.
After that night he cleaned up his act
For with the Lord he had made a pact.
From now on, sober would he be
And his daughter again, her father would see.
For the Lord had heard the prayers of this little child
Turned to her father, making him timid and mild.
Many years went by as then these two
Once again, into a family grew.
He found a job that he worked for the next twenty years
Thanking God each night, as he fought back the tears.
So, if there is something that you need in your life
Put it in the hands of the Almighty, Who alone can calm your strife.

Love the Lord Your God!
“Love your God with your
body, soul and mind.”
The is the greatest
commandment you’ll find.
“Love your neighbor as yourself,”
is number two .
These commands are what
is asked of you.
The law, the prophets hang
on these commands.
God loves you! He makes no
harsh demands.
His death on the cross—
the life that he gave.
He wants your love for him and
your neighbor, in how you behave.
He created you to have a
special relationship with him!
He desires your fellowship,
so you can know him!
Reading his word, will give you
wisdom in every task...
This will give you a desire to
obey him that will last.
Confess all sins to him now!
Your life… He will restore!
Living for Jesus… Who could ask
for anything more?
By Jim Pemberton

Jesus Wants Us to Forgive Others!
I know of someone who’s hanging on to bitterness.
This has caused, anxiety and unforgiveness!
What this person did to him was very hurtful.
The person that did it to him, isn’t remorseful.
He still somehow tries to punish this person.
I suppose, he’s trying to “teach him a lesson.”
A “lesson” at what cost? Some have asked him.
His anger is evident, even to those close to him.
He rejects the truth that God’s word gives him.
And chooses whatever “common sense” tells him.
A believer of Christ, shouldn’t be filled with anger!
God’s word clearly tells us, this brings danger!
If we’re going to try to “punish” those who mistreat us.
Where, in God’s mercy and love, does this leave us?
God’s says to love your enemies and those who hurt you!
How else will Christ’ love be able to touch through you?
Christ is the perfect example and gave us the ability.
To bring to others, his peace, love and stability!
Jesus knows the pain and suffering we often endure.
But wants us to forgive others! That’s for sure!
“Do unto others, as you would have them do unto you!”
This is easy to say. .. Yet, difficult to do!
We need to share Christ’ forgiveness, by his word…
His compassion in us, needs to be daily stirred!
If God is for us… Then who can be against us?
Let’s invite him to come,
and forever change us!
By Jim Pemberton 05/29/14

I Met This family… What A Joyful Experience!
I met this family. What a joyful experience!
They displayed Christ’ love by their
gracious appearance!
At first I couldn’t hardly believe what I was seeing!
The love and joy of Christ I was now receiving!
They didn’t have much in the way of entertainment.
They had God’s peace and a joyous contentment!
They were happy about God and also excited.
They talked about the good things in life.
And were delighted!
The simple things in their family did abound!
A peace and warmth in their home,
I certainly found!
A love for God in this home I was able to see!
What’s good for them...
Is also good for me!
A respect for the parents was clear and evident.
I knew the Holy Spirit is the “chief resident!”
I’m thankful to God for the blessing they’ve been.
I’m glad that I know them and to call them friend!
May we all be encouraged by our families too!
May we not forget to say; “I LOVE YOU!”
May the love of Christ keep us all together!
May we seek his will today and forever!
Thank you lord for your goodness and grace!
We welcome you into our dwelling place!
By Jim Pemberton

God’s Love Endures Forever!
God’s awesome love and beauty
endures forever!
His is always faithful!
And will leave us never !
He is wonderful! And his mighty deeds performed!
Through his son Jesus, a life can be transformed!
He’s majestic! All nations shall bow before him!
This can be the opportunity to really know him!
He’s provided a way for our peace and salvation.
Through his son Jesus,
one can be a new creation!
Old things can be passed away. All can be NEW!
The God of creation patiently waits for YOU!
The decision is yours! And yours alone!
Will you decide to make heaven your home?
An eternity with God is an opportunity that waits.
Through his son Jesus,
you can enter HIS gates!
The window of opportunity is
available and open.
Won’t you listen to the words
that have been spoken?
“Whosoever will, come and drink
of the water he’s given…”
Won’t you drink? And know the joy
of being forgiven?
By Jim Pemberton 12/21/14

Do you feel like you’re “worn out” and defeated?
Like nothing in your life has really been completed?
Do you feel like your life is going “downhill” fast.
And wonder how much long you’re “going to last?”
Do you feel like you’ve hit too
many “bumps in the road.”
The weight upon your shoulders
like a “heavy load.”
Do you feel like you just can’t take it anymore?
You may wonder if anything in
life is worth living for. ..
Do you want to hear some good news I have to bring?
I can tell you of someone who can
take care of everything!
Do you want to know of someone
who can change your life today?
His name is Jesus, and he can take
all of your problems away!
Do you want to allow him to change
your life throughout?
This is what the love of Jesus is really all about!
Do you want to experience the power of God within?
Knowing what it means to be forgiven and born again..
If this is what you want and what
your heart wants to gain.
Simply reach out to Jesus and call
on his precious name…
He wants you to know
and completely understand.
He ' s here right now and waits
with an outstretched hand…
He wants you to know…
He really does love YOU.
Why not start today? And be made
BRAND NEW!!!

We Wrestle Not Against Flesh and Blood!
We wrestle not against flesh and blood, but powers in a high place!
It’s a battle that continues each day! It’s evil vs. God’s grace!
There are powers of good and evil fighting for you and me!
They’re fighting for where your soul will be for eternity!
The Bible clearly speaks of this, and makes it very clear!
This world, as we know it, shall one day disappear!
This battle is not ours, but a spiritual one that rages!
It’s been going on, since the beginning of the ages!
Satan has unleashed his evil demons to run “here and there.”
His ultimate goal is to see you dead! HE DOESN’T CARE!
Jesus came, to sacrifice his life, to purchase your soul!
He loves you so very much! More than you'll ever know!
If you see yourself “wrestling,”
against another person…
Let this be a reminder to you!
And an important lesson!
The truth of God’s word is relevant!
May it speak to you today!
Where there is a spiritual battle…
Christ has made a way!
He’s made a way to flee! And accept his salvation plan!
The best thing you can do,
is to put you life in HIS hands!
Jesus is the best reason for you to accept him!
Won’t you do it?
Through the struggles and battle of life…
He will see you through it!
Please come Lord Jesus and touch us
with your glory that shines!
For you have already won the battle! And victory can be MINE!
By Jim Pemberton Read Eph. 6:12

My anger grows like tsunami
I need to calm down as fast as it can be
I fear it is the beginning of another Katrina
My real nature is beautiful as shallow water
My heart is beating very high
I think I will lose my control
It is not a good experience
I want to relax and have peace
I need to do something very soon
let me think what can I do for that
I fear I will explode like a volcano
It may destroy other peoples lives too
I don't want to do it
I don't want to hurt anyone
I want to forgive and forget
What others done wrong to me
I looked around for real help
I didn't see anyone with a specific plan
I closed my eyes and pray for a moment
Like a miracle I feel I am being helped

LOOKING BACK
We can’t go back
To the days of yesteryear
To capture those lost feelings
With those whom we loved so dear
I am just looking back to see
Where all of my dreams first start
You know those deep seeded dreams
Buried way down deep in your heart
I’m not trying to revive a lost love
That I once had forty years ago
Or even trying to replace the twenty years
Of not seeing my grandchildren grow
There were times of much struggle
Filled with pain, fear and torture
It was the love I had for my children
That developed my strength to endure
My children only remember the 2nd set
Of twenty years that have come and gone
When they were all moving out on their own
And when all of the grandchildren came along
It’s like I was locked in a rock
Throughout those 20 to 40 years
Not able to see my grandchildren
Filled my heart with so many tears
The bitterness you feel towards me
Is understandable and really okay
My children, you all have the right
To your feelings and to feel that way
I have finally made the escape
Since that rock has split wide open
I want you all to know who I really am
I haven’t changed at all, only my situation
The gift of feelings we have in our heart
Whether right or wrong, just happen
It matters not what others may think
We should let out our own self expression
No feelings are really ever wrong
In another’s view or even our own
Our thoughts trigger our feelings inside
The feelings we have are ours alone
Looking back strengthens my heart
Reminding me I want to pass along
To all of you, just who I really am
Before my time on earth is gone
One day I hope you will realize
With you I have always been
Filling you up with that extra love
You may have noticed you’ve been given
You have all filled up
Such a big part
Of all the dreams
Living in my heart
My best friend Grace, reminded me
That our feelings are meant to be and to last
God wouldn’t put the dreams in our heart
If He didn’t plan to bring the dreams to pass
My dreams haven’t changed
I am not letting them go
They are for new adventures
With new beginnings of tomorrow
Now that I’m looking back
I’m so glad to have survived
I know now, my love for all of you
Has always kept my dreams alive
Florence McMillian (Flo)

He sleeps there in a stable
The babe born to the world
Both mother, father watch with care
Though swaddled in a cloth
He is born, yet, to be king
With but just rags for Him to wear
This special morning
The sun now shines bright
From stars there in the Heavens
To the rise of morning light
The world now is much brighter
As angels, too, now play
There’s hope and happiness to share
Upon this Christmas Day
For within the early morning
Angels brought the sky a voice
Calling forth those who wish to hear
Along then, came all others
Knowing truth within their hearts
That all now have nothing to fear
This special morning
The sun now shines bright
From stars there in the Heavens
To the rise of morning light
The world now is much brighter
As angels, too, now play
There’s hope and happiness to share
Upon this Christmas Day
Go forth and tell all others
Who had no chance to hear
The news of hope and of the joy
Let them know the Gift of God
That comes to save us all
His son sent as this little boy
This special morning
The sun now shines bright
From stars there in the Heavens
To the rise of morning light
The world now is much brighter
As angels, too, now play
There’s hope and happiness to share
Upon this Christmas Day

Schism
FAITH is a shield that covers a man from head to toe. True faith surpasses dead works. And now to this title poem. Ed. Note. There is GOD and his SON and his SPIRIT they aer three separated and distinct images and yet they aer one persona one giant mega person perhaps with three faces. No one has yet completely deciphered his image iff an artiste was to create to paint GOD eye suppose it could look something like an Ancient of Days upon a Throne not once but thrice with the same face three times the image of the SON being the predominate one. The first image an old ancient man. The second one is harder a Scepter in his hand of Righteousness a crown of Diadems jewelry that cannot be likened to money or material wealth but as a sign and symbol of his Authority. Jesus has a Crown for he is Ruler of this universe. The third image; that one of the Spirit, is yet harder to discern the same Jesus face in a burning glowing place. A Glow of Flame a Fire; however, made of warmth and love.
A SPIRIT made of GOD. He broke the Horn off Satan forehead gave the world back to the Flock. Gentle reader ewe just stop. Stop strife worry remember what a PRICE was paid for love and go back to the cross for there we pray. Yes we build all our deeds the love upon the Death, not counting all the cost our possessions all our love our very lives depend on Christ our King. A living GOD a loving Spirit a wonderful Father who gives more than mere health and wealthy love neither constrained or with any guile or predetermined Schism of the flesh just unconditional love without end lasting forever nothing ever is needed again love. Eye am reminded of the many infirmities of flesh the frailties of a man the Schism of his Grace as eye sit ici with this pen discovering all the needless hashing of old wounds fumbling at the hands and scars the wounds eye sometimes get as certain they aer thine not self inflicted or just mine. Schism is a wrent a tear in time the body dies the flesh in grave the light for all to see apparently asleep yet Schism thrives for eye have seen the Temple of the Lord a Saint a Lady in death’s place repose aware of nothing now her Spirit gone to Lord somehow twas more than beautiful to me no longing brought forth from Schism’s door a token portent of myself at play upon the earthly plain of dust the Grace upon her face the Peace mere word cannot her Journey over now convey, her Judgment come and gone and Heaven won all in a single word born. Jesus! Jesus! Jesus! Come. GOD. The maker of the Schisms all and one.

>center>Come Follow Me...
"Come follow me" was the voice I heard.
As I began to read God's holy word.
I was anxious to receive
a heavenly invitation.
So I accepted the gift of salvation.
"Why me?" was the question
I had pondered.
So many "empty" years
I had wandered.
So I knelt down and invited Jesus to come in,
he washed away my stains,
my darkest sin.
He's brought to me satisfaction
and love worth finding.
His joy in my heart is God's perfect timing.
I cry tears of joy I once never had.
I now have joy in my soul...I am so glad!
Why not invite him in to your life as well.
He loves you much more
than words can tell!
"Come follow me" - hear the master's call.
Eternal life is freely offered to all.
He awaits for you each day and night.
He'll bring to your heart true delight.
You'll find a true love you can only obtain,
by inviting him in-just call on his name!
By Jim Pemberton

5/21/11-5/22/11
They told me it was going to be sunny
I decided to go to the beach
Blue beauty…
No, I’m not the same as you can see
I soar off like a distant train
swaying…staying
Connected to the tracks
overwhelmed by rain
You weepie...
don’t you know who made sorrow?
Wait…do not scurry
Tearless for tomorrow
because that day will bring forth
Brighter dusks…hidden beneath the surface
Wherever we roam,
I’ll collect the foam
from the attacking waves
Masked with bitterness
led by the wind
Bitter clouds sending rain
I guess I’ll remain
Home alone
And watch a pale moonlight
Shone in my withering curtains
I’m certain
There will be brighter days
in this summer vacation
that’s next in line
where we will dine
forever on a soaring tide
clueless…undefined
Overcome the clouds…
Let out victory
Let them know
The key to life is positivity
Or treasured love
Beneath the surface
In other words,
You are marvelous…a blue beauty
You are a dolphin against an unfriendly tide
Sending teardrops from bitter clouds
Never meant for harm…
Keep me away from this charm
You send from your silky…
lushing…gushing…
form brushing beside a shipwrecked terrain
Paradise lies in silky clouds
Sending irresistible rain
Sending no doubts
Or heart-breaking reminders
Pouring out acid rain from bitter clouds
Teary skies…how time flies…
Sending drenched-up memories…
Cuddling to the soul
Oh, how time flies
A cruel enemy…how time could be
a loathly fiend
Sending acid rain
From tilted clouds
immediately drains
the hour…unaware of the time
I wish I could fall in your arms
While the bitter clouds alters into charms
Remain positive and fit
Don’t lie in the ocean floor
There is a deep pit…be vigilant
Stay awhile, will you?
Tearless for tomorrow
If you are made out of
Droplets and charms
My smile will warm up
The cloudy day…
and send the rain
Under the water
Under the teary sea
is where our destiny will be
the lovely clouds
will be our shrouds
it tickles my feet
and your wiggling fins
Stay awhile, will you?
Tearless for tomorrow
If you are made out of
Droplets and charms
Snuggle
In my arms

If You Believe
If you believe emotions are not just a women?s thing
If you believe a relationship is based on trust, truth and openness
If you believe intimacy is part of a sacred union
If you believe a friendship is more than just communication
Let love guide you here
Let my eyes touch your soul
Let me be the one
Let us learn together
Let us dance in the sun
If you believe a kiss is the ingredient for passion
If you believe holding hands is the beginning of a spiritual bond
If you believe in supporting the one you love is through a simple act of kindness
If you believe that compassion is not just through words but action
Let love guide you here
Let my eyes touch your soul
Let me be the one
Let us learn together
Let us dance in the sun
If you believe embracing your inner child helps to grow emotionally
If you believe jumping in a puddle while it?s pouring out is ok
If you believe in poetry of the heart is the intimacy of the soul
If you believe that your heart beat is the pulse to life everyday
Let love guide you here
Let my eyes touch your soul
Let me be the one
Let us learn together
Let us dance in the sun
If you believe that through your eyes you can see your lover?s soul
If you believe that intimacy is not just a sexual thing
If you believe through the act of compassion we can heal a wounded heart
If you believe in forgiveness and are not afraid to cry
Let love guide you here
Let my eyes touch your soul
Let me be the one
Let us learn together
Let us dance in the sun
If you believe in everyday blessings
If you believe in the diversity of creativity
If you believe that gods love is the universal language
If you believe in the strength a family provides and its ties
Let love guide you here
Let my eyes touch your soul
Let me be the one
Let us learn together
Let us dance in the sun

Strolling southern seashore in mists of September
searching for something set to stay,
her mind that meanders,
remarkable meters,
perplexing the phantoms at play.
Voices validating vague vagrant vocations
of poetry placed in parade,
with words waged in warring,
warning of the wheighman,
who knew you had dues left unpaid.
Before the seashore became her domain,
she’d wandered the wayside of pain,
locked in psychotic box
Doctor’s ticking clocks,
saying drain her poor brain once again.
Prefer sleep on the street keep her beat from defeat
she found sound vocation once more,
tourist response sterling,
shape sand to her seeing,
she sells sea shells, by the sea shore.

Oh, what a beautiful day,
When Jesus washed my sins away.
That glad Jubilee,
When He set me free--
And now, I'm no longer a slave.
Over what a glorious day!
I'm his and He's mine-- I can say,
I'll be singing His praise
For the rest of my days.
Oh, what a beautiful day!

My hearts Treasure
As you know who you are...
Tis a write just for you...
I want you to know...
Ow.. I shall miss you
For tis your ever so Sweet.. and True..
as I know you tis always and forever shall be..
Beautiful as ever..
You...
I want to say...
Thank you,
for everything your heart has ever said unto me
Such Sweet Loving words... given.. in moments of time
Yes.. Dearest one
You do have a way.. about yourself..
that is forsure..
Treasureous to hold.. in deed...
Everytime I think of you..
or I hear certain songs..
My heart skips a beat for you..
Smile..
You are what say.. a heart throb..
This is Ever so True..
For you know
whosoever comes into contact with you...
Tis be sure.. that they too...
Not ever walk completely away..
for within
Love Heart beats
Drum plays..
Brings you ever so near.. Smile..
Forever always through-out years....
I want you to know
Truly.. you do have a place in my heart
For you are a Blessing..
Ow.. how if could be..
but Before tis...
I say.. my last..
I want you to know...
You are Amazing.. in many ways
It was Truly fun.. you made me laugh
you made me cry..
you made me have feelings (deep withinside)
that at times yes.. sorry.. Smile
I could not hide... such expressions
I am not angry.. I pray your not..
But tis You & Me
were meant to be.. it would have been
God has His Divine reasons
for our hearts to have met
My Darling Precious Friend..
As I leave.. here from soup
what I shall take with me.. is part of you..
Treasures you have given.. unto me..
Love Sweetness as Honey..
as from a Honeycomb...
Thank you for being there..
I wish you were here..
for I... I am still alone...
But Smile... I have Jesus
He is with me.. as he is with you
Never let go... Always Smile..
For whatever you may look like..
Wherever you are...
You shine like diamonds.. by far..
tis to bad in life... we never got to really meet
face to face.. you know
for tis would have been ever so sweet
Dance that dance.. Sweet True Romance.. :)
For I would have Loved.. for you.. to hold me close
and Never let me go.............................
Love you... always
Love me..............................

God Gives His Very Best!
God loves YOU! And always
gives his best!
He offers his love!
Why settle for less?
He provides everything you’ll ever need!
And has given his word to direct and lead!
He gave his son to be sacrificed for us!
And asks us to give him
our heart and trust!
His son came to you may have life eternal!
So that your name can be in
heaven’s journal!
Won’t you take this time, and accept him?
There’s no reason to refuse
and reject him!
Won’t you allow his presence to fill you?
Before the problems of life
“overwhelm” you!
He’s God! He can do more than
what you can think of!
And he loves you more
than any words can speak of!
By Jim Pemberton

I know of someone with a very powerful addiction.
It was eating him up like a “big time infection…”
His wife didn’t know what to do. She was at her “wits end…”
No matter what she tried… The troubles began…
At church… It didn’t seem to matter how much he cried.
Everything the pastor offered. He already tried.
He couldn’t find an escape. He felt trapped within.
How was he going to overcome this habitual sin?
He was raised as a Christian even as a young man.
But the problems he was now facing,
He couldn’t understand…
He met others at church with similar “obsessions…”
As he began to listen to their many confessions…
The power he was seeking to overcome this “thing.”
Was not enough. He had tried just about “everything.”
He wondered and had thought this whole thing out.
Is this was being a God-fearing person is all about?
As this addiction seemed to be pulling him down…
He reached out for help. And a friend was found.
He cried out to Jesus with a desperate plea….
“Lord Jesus… Have mercy on a sinner like me.”
As the days went by, he confessed his every sin.
And felt the blood of Jesus cleanse him within.
The victory that he needs and desperately sought.
Is already his. It has been blood bought…
Amen! Hallelujah! Victory in Jesus is his indeed.
For Jesus has supplied his every need!
This victory can be yours too! Won’t you give Jesus a chance!
He alone can change your every circumstance!
He has the power, by the blood of the lamb.
He’s reaching out to you! Won’t you take his hand?
By Jim Pemberton
04/05/11

before we can sustain any type of relationships in this life
we need to have the right relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ
Jesus said that the first commandment is to love the Lord
and the second is to love thy neighbor with the same accord
but the problem is when it comes to love some African- americans don't have a clue
as a people of color we're dealing with racism and PTSS too
Post Traumatic Slavery Syndrome has on my people taken a toll
as we don't know how to love nor how to achieve that goal
Black on Black crime occurs more than any other criminal stat
as it's about taught behavior and how to life we react
we were enslaved, we were degraded, we were never shown how to love
is it a wonder that as a people we have difficulty in rising above?
we need to reorientate our thinking about those things
that symbolize trouble and strife
to look past society's stereotypical words that have affected our lives
black ice, black cat, black magic, dark horse and of course black ball
just because we are Black we don't have to perpetrate
the self-hatred into which we're apt to fall
we need to love to love ourselves and not look for validation in designer garbs
we need to love to love ourselves and realize we're all images of God
we don't need to measure our worth in terms of what society deems
we're children of the Most High God and by the blood we've been redeemed
it was a Black man named Simon who assisted Jesus with His cross to Calvary
and a Black man named Barak Obama now holds the office of the USA Presidency
we need to learn to love ourselves just for who and what we are
just like the Lord God loved us from the very start
so let go of the rage, let go of the hate and let go of that age old grudge
forgive as Jesus forgave those who tormented Him and spilled His blood
no longer to be angry, no longer to be mad and no longer to feel rejected
moving forward in God's grace knowing that your're wanted, loved and respected
learn to love yourself and then your love for God
and your neighbor will come through
learn to love yourself with a positive mindset
and an outlook on life that's brand new

No good decision is made
that starts out as a lie.
A good decision is to live for Jesus--
why not give him a try?
The truth is that God's son died
for me and you!
The decision to live for him--
what are you going to do?
The lie is..it doesn't matter what
kind of choice you make.
The truth is...you must do it now!
Before it's too late!
You'll never know when your
last day shall appear.
Your final day on earth
could be very near!
A dedision for Jesus is the best
choice to be made.
His life for yours.. on calvary
has been paid!
Come to the cross and give
everything to him!
Come and experience the joy
of being born again!
A decision based on (God's)truth,
is the best place to start.
Jesus' blood will make within
you a brand new heart.
His gift of salvation is offered
to all of mankind.
"Now if the day of salvation...
Now is the accepted time!"
By Jim Pemberton
2007

Introduction: Sometimes your life sinks down a little,
And when it does try and fight for Islam and have faith in Allah,
ask for His divine guidance, believe and respect everyone,
don't hold any grudge against someone,
forgive them and surrender completely to Allah
And believe in His graceful light.
Don't fall apart,
When light fades away
Look deep in your heart,
Allah will aid your way
Nothing feels wrong,
While nature sings song
Days go along,
Until we're gone
Don't deceive,
Just learn to heed
Do believe,
And you will forgive.

I Bless Your Name, My Lord!
I bless your name,
my Lord and friend!
I shall sing of your praise
again and again!
I bring a heart of worship
and thanksgiving!
May I honor you,
in the way I am living!
I shall tell others of your mighty
acts and deeds!
It's in you alone, who can supply
all of our needs!
I want to let you, and the
whole world know...
Of your love and grace,
in reaching the lost soul!
I’m delighted and grateful,
just to know you!
Each day that I live,
may I take time to bless you!
Your name is worthy of praise!
Glory in the highest!
I'm here today, because of your
mercy and kindness!
You've given to me a life
that I never had!
I'm so honored to know you!
And very glad!
By Jim Pemberton

Breaths of fleeting laughter
Violently commence
But hopeless hereafter
I wade through this pretence
A smile that hides their scheming
A shadow with a rope
As they embrace me coldly
Their darkness binds my hope
All that’s left of courage
Can’t overcome their lies
As their silent words will haunt me
Closer if I tried
Boldness left unsheltered
My heart spilled on the streets
This icy world consuming
Whatever’s left in my defeat
But breaths of silent laughter
Now open up my eyes
Their fears did not consume me
And I can see beyond their lies
Somehow I am smiling
And suddenly I’m free
The sun delivers wisdom
And the fearful now retreat

you're a silent person inside, that i know..
so a single insult or pain would pose a great blow..
When in pain close your eyes and drift..
think of of happiness and joy, that would give you a lift..
Anger and grieve, please don't let it rust..
In your heart don't let it last..
know that jokes come and go..
sometimes jokes go far beyond "tolerable"
so when hit in the heart so hard,
stay with your guard..
Maybe tomorrow's a better joke..
maybe tomorrow's your day..
Because every "tomorrow", we change, we grow, we love more and joke more..
Sorry for today..
We had to see those sad, sad, eyes..

No matter whether you believe in one religion or the other or none,
We were created and we will die, this is for sure, no place to run.
Love others and yourself, know right from wrong, an eternal peace has no pun.
Take up into your “ arms “ a worlds loving embrace.
There is nothing we ” hold” that won’t show on a face.
Embracing a friend “ tight” always show such grace.
Each day and night “ all “ should build a loving place.
Not just you or I but “ we” grasp hold of this pace.
Our intentions are to “ give “ though we lack the lace.
We expect to receive “ our “ gifts but we show disgrace.
Look deep into your “eyes “ seeing a sinful base.
Do not just live but “show “ you can win the race.
Your realization of “truthful “ faith will be your ace,
Deep and direct “ emotions” will prepare immortal case.
Remember this “always” we are sinners though we can erase.
Written for
Sponsor HGarvey Daniel Esquire
Contest Name Middle of the Road
written by
Cecil Hickman

The world is a perplexing place
So much beauty and so much evil all tied into one
I started having fun when I was way too young
I’ve walked down both sides of the tracks
The adrenaline rush was like smoking crack
Being naive and carefree I thought I was living the ideal life
By the time I was fifteen I had experienced it all
Sometimes I managed to pull myself up
However temptation was too great, despite knowing the toll
I felt like I had lost my soul
I didn’t realize I was just being used and abused
I used to think I was being cool, but now I realize I was surrounded by a bunch of dumb
ass fools
People I thought were my friends all did me wrong in the end
I put my trust into the wrong hands and then one day reality struck
I found myself stuck
I learned the hard way
I literally found myself fighting for my life and ended up being taught the strength
The strength I had within myself all of these days
I refuse to live in fear
That’s when I decided to change my ways
I was forced to grow up way to young
My life had been like one disastrous play
I took back control in every plausible way
I could no longer kick and scream
For I was done living in this catastrophic dream
It was my fight to fight and it was all up to me
There are no magic pills, no quick fixes
Only I could choose to remain a victim
I get upset if anyone takes pity, even though a few years were extremely gritty
I found my inner strength on my own, even when the stress makes me feel like I am about to
drown
Like a erasing the scarlet letter I shall no longer where that frown
I chose to let myself be free
Knowing I am the only one who holds the key
The key to unlock and release myself from the pain
Now everyday is like a surprise
I see the world through a fresh pair of eyes
I take advantage of that as much as I can
I try to look for the beauty and pureness everywhere I turn
I would not let myself be tainted from the past
Life passes by so fast
Forget the scary things I have done, for in a moment you can be gone
Take that leap of faith and wear a smile upon your face

I've decided that I am no longer the victim..
I triumphant in war,
I've diagnosed all my symptoms..
the love that is giving to me, I'm using as an incentive..
please don't mistake my new focus for being vindictive..
to isolate the body is to concentrate the mind,
and to penetrate the soul, it takes energy and time..
it takes energy and time to do anything at best..
it takes effectiveness to climb, just be to be above the rest..
Now, I'm not pointing fingers; merely getting things off my chest..
my conversion from negative to positive demonstrates that I'm nothing less than
bless!
My test was filled with trials, but my worries cancelled out..
now my faith is plenty miles, which out weighs any doubts..
through him, all things are possible,
fore, he shows us all clemency..
no matter how you talk, walk, dress, or your tendencies..
the world is so caught up in trying to find the "velocity"
when all we need as a nation is a tab bit of veracity!
nothing good comes from being surreptitious..
it leads to a confused mind, and feeling of being relentless..
as God as my witness,
I'm a 360 women..
thanks to: laughing often, living life, and learning how to love it.

Coming Out Of The Closet?
Across this country, there’s more people
“coming out of the closet.”
Any sense of a Godly direction.
They’ve seemed to have “lost it.”
Often talking about their life. And are not ashamed…
Often bringing dishonor to God’s holy name.
Perhaps “going back into the closet,”
is where you need to be.
And think for a minute….Where you’ll spend eternity.
God is still God. He is righteous but also holy and just.
He asks all to give him our heart.
Our obedience. And trust!
Perhaps in the closet . A time of seeking God should be spent.
A time to have fellowship... A time to repent.
During this time you can spend with God….
And HIM alone.
Asking him to bring peace,
hope and love into your home.
This closet can give you a “quiet time.” A time “to be still.”
A time to seek God. And to do his will.
May you allow your heart, toward HIM
to be yielded and broken.
And time to meditate on some of the
words that he’s spoken.
If it’s the closet that you truly want to come out.
You can tell everyone: ”Jesus IS what life is about!”
Allow HIM to cleanse and make you whole within…
As his blood cleanses you and takes away every sin!
Spending time with God… You’ll be glad you did.
His abundance and overcoming life… He’ll freely give!
God wants to be with you. By a “divine appointment.”
Experience his life changing power, and a GODLY enjoyment!
By Jim Pemberton

Jesus Is The Living Water
Jesus is the living water which can satisfy.
HE is the oasis in a land barren and dry.
Only HE can bring true satisfaction deep within.
HIS living water can break the bondage of sin.
He awaits you with his love and grace.
His living water shall fill your "empty space."
You were made according to his design.
He created this world with you in mind.
Come and drink of his water that only he can give.
Taste of his everlasting love each day that you live.
NOW is the day of salvation. Please don't delay!
Listen to the words Jesus has to say.
His promises are forever, steadfast and true!
It is no secret of how much he loves YOU!
By Jim Pemberton

Man’s Afflictions and God’s Salvation!
I’ve seen and heard of many afflictions!
Things happen in life, that need our attention!
There are things that happen that bring despair.
Wondering if anyone listens or even cares!
There’s a God in heaven who sees what’s wrong!
There are many things that don’t belong!
Evil moves with a power and destructive force!
It comes in many forms, from an ungodly source!
God knows what is happening and offers a plan!
His gift of salvation is freely offered to man!
His ways of living are at odds with this earth!
Anyone can come to Christ,
and receive a “new birth!”
If life’s heartaches and worries
are pulling you down…
There’s a new life for YOU!
Waiting to be found!
Your afflictions, for God’s healing,
is for you to receive!
Won’t you reach out to him now?
And simply believe?
His gifts of mercy and hope, is what HE can give!
He can totally transform you!
And the way you live!
His salvation, for life’s heartaches, is freely yours!
A new life with Jesus can be true
and secure!
By Jim Pemberton

I'll Be There... By: Brandon Lucas
I call out your name,
but you can''t hear me.
I reach out to touch you,
and you are nowhere near me.
I''ve tried and tried
and feel I''ve failed
and done by best
to no avail.
Look in my eyes
and tell me you need me.
I''ll give you my hand
and let you lead me...
to anywhere I don''t care.
As long as you love me
I''ll be there.

Random Free Write:
Just flowing - writing
and not stopping to think
or even to lift my pen
I kept going and the words seemed to have no end
Understanding that the process is a simple one
Love everyone and
stear free of the wicked one
I'm not sure if it was winter or spring
But, I gave way to all the flaws and imperfections
and realized that this is me
The change came when I saw fit
and not when someone else decides
It's not hard to forgive
And even easier to forget
Does that not reflect love and also what it begets?
Except too many hold grudges and even
pretend to be angry beyond whats necessary
Caught up in someone elses problem
and not dealing with their own is a hard burden to carry
Let it go
stop negativity where it begins
Cut people short if you have to
because this is your life you have to live
Be on the lookout for those looking to devour you
Pray for those who do ill sh@! to you
Respond in a way that makes them realize they love you
and hope it inspires change
Still maintain dignity and move on to something new
Growing, building up treasures for a place greater than
you can even dream to go
It's the simple things that help make life flow
I could go on and on with this practice flow
Writing and stoping to think or lift my pen
This is one of those poems that didn't make it to the waste bin.

Do You Often Get Involved In Gossip And Slander?
Do you find yourself letting your tongue “wander.”
And often, get involved in gossip and slander?
Do you find yourself wanting to hear “the latest conversation.”
By what others are saying, or just by “observation?”
Do you find yourself trying to “mediate other’s discussions?”
Not really thinking of the consequences or “repercussions?
Before you speak, think about what you’re saying!
Perhaps you should be quiet and start some PRAYING!
There’s a lot of sin in this world and
“people not getting along.”
We must be careful and not put our tongue
“where it doesn’t belong!”
God gave us a command and you can find it in his word.
Any kind of gossip or slander shouldn’t be found or heard!
I have found myself guilty of doing this more than I realize...
I need to be careful not to get caught
“in distortion and lies.”
I need to ask the Holy Spirit to watch my mouth and “cover it.”
May the love and sweetness of Christ daily “empower it!”
May I seek the best no matter whatever others are doing!
May the words of God strengthen me with a “HIS renewing!”
May the Lord Jesus begin to teach me how to speak…
Wholesome and lovely words each day of the week!
May the joy of Jesus in my heart be daily found…
So that his words of life through
my lips will abound!
By Jim Pemberton

Christ Extended A Heavenly Invitation…
Christ extended an invitation to receive him.
I thought about it. But I didn’t believe him.
How could someone like him, truly love me?
I’ve sinned so many times. I’m sure he knows me.
Christ spoke to my heart words so true…
And said; “I’ll always be faithful to you!”
His voice brought comfort to my ears…
I felt I had spent many wasted years.
I arose from the bed that very moment.
I accepted HIM! And his blood’s atonement!
I accepted his invitation to accept him!
For all that he’s done... I’ll never forget him!
I’m so thankful for the opportunity given!
Now, I’m cleansed and totally forgiven!
He brought peace and healing to my mind!
And has been there for me... Every time!
Glory be to Jesus! Almighty God is he!
He has come, that I may have life abundantly!
Thank you Jesus! For the invitation you extended!
Your love and mercy
are to be commended!
You came and changed me from the inside out!
You ‘re so wonderful! And what life is about!
By Jim Pemberton 05/11/14

I Owe Everything to Jesus!
Jesus’ death paid it all!
What have I given in return?
His death on the cross…
Was from love and concern!
His life for mine… On Calvary…
Has been paid!
His offer of eternal life,
has been made!
Through God’s word,
he’s been talking!
And stands at my hearts door…
knocking!
I’ll invite him in? As my guest!
Then, your life will be totally blessed!
He brings health and
healing to my bones!
He can bring his love to
my family and home!
“Come unto me.” Is the
the master’s call.
Living for him
is worth it all!
He’s here right now!
In this very place…
And extends his
mercy and grace.
I accept and receive him today!
I love him more, than words can say!
By Jim Pemberton

Please Touch Me, Lord Jesus!
Please touch me, Lord Jesus!
I need you!
I come now, because I want
to be with you!
Bless me with your presence!
I patiently wait!
I need your now! Before it's too late!
Touch my life with your Holy Ghost' fire!
Move me with a godly passion
and holy desires!
Come now! And bring a revival within!
Show me your ways!
And cleanse me from sin!
Thank you my Lord!
For doing what you do!
I am so honored and blessed
to know YOU!
By Jim Pemberton

Do You Listen to What God Has to Say?
As I often watch the daily news.
I hear about different stories
and different views.
I can't help but to wonder
when some complain.
Anything of God, many
want to "contain."
Many of people’s thoughts
bring a concern...
When it comes to God's word.
They have "their backs turned."
While often, they speak of
"tolerance" in their living...
Only what they want to believe...
Is what they are giving.
This isn’t a picture
of "doom and gloom."
But a "day of reckoning" is
coming so very soon!
God's word... Will you choose to ignore?
When he comes knocking,
at your heart’s door?
What will you believe,
when God calls your name?
Will you come to him?
Or simply complain?
You'll be by yourself at
God's judgment day.
When your name is called.
What will you say?
God's says: "My love for
you will never end."
Allow his word to guide you...
And to be your friend!
By Jim Pemberton

"It Should Have Been Me"
James Williams
Peter: How could I let this ever be
To deny you at your feet
and then turn around and walk away
When I was the one
Who stood on your name
And When I was asked, " do I know you?"
Three times I denied you the same
It should have been me
On that day
taken away with thee Lord
It should have been me
It should have been me
On that cross
Dying for the cost
I know Lord It should have been me.
Judas: Lord I betrayed thee
at the drop of a dime
I placed a kiss on your face
With deception in my mind
Lord Why did I betray you
For 30 pieces of silver
And to know that you still love me
My life I don't deserve
It should have been me
On that day
taken away with thee Lord
It should have been me
It should have been me
On that cross
Dying for the cost
I know Lord It should have been me.
ME: Father please forgive my sins
For the pain has set in
You have shown your love to me
Over and over again
I don't deserve your mercy
I don't deserve your grace
I don't deserve the sacrifice that you made
It should have been me
On that day
taken away with thee Lord
It should have been me
It should have been me
On that cross
Dying for the cost
I know Lord It should have been me.
It was you who and died on Calvary
to save and set my spirit free
Upon that cross you hung for me
And Lord
It should have been me.
"The Simple Words"

What do I say to someone filled with despair?
Many people I know have too often been there!
What do I say to someone who’s lost their employment?
Without a paycheck, it’s easy to lose any sense of “fulfillment.”
What do I say to a family that’s being “torn apart?”
Often, bitterness and anger can reside in the heart!
What do I say to someone who feels utterly defeated.
Without God’s love... A life is never truly completed!
What do I say to someone who wants to end his life?
Without true hope, one can easily be filled with strife.
What do I say to someone who know they’re dying?
They’ve spent many days weeping and crying!
What Jesus has to say is; “Peace be still!”
Whatever your need... He alone can fulfill!
What Jesus has to say to a “hopeless situation.”
He alone can give true love, hope and salvation!
What Jesus has to say rings loud and clear.
“Whatever you face in life.” “I am always here!”
What Jesus has to say are words with power!
He can restore your life! And do it this hour!
What do you have to say to someone
who’s gracious and kind?
Won’t you give him your life and all of your time?
What God’s word has to say will never disappoint you?
Please come to Jesus and accept him... Won’t you?
By Jim Pemberton

Do We Share the Hope Christ Gave Us?
The Bible says to “give reason of the hope within us.”
But too often, we drag a lot of weight beneath us!
Christ wants us freely to share his hope with others!
We need to willingly share his love with another!
How will others have hope? Unless we share it?
Christ told us to pick up our cross, and bear it!
We need to be his example, in the world’s madness!
We need to do it from a heart of joy and gladness!
We needn’t be ashamed of the work God has done!
All glory and honor should be given to his son!
He gives joy unspeakable!
And the half hasn’t been told!
May we be an expression of his joy!
Both young an old!
Let’s bless the lord! In what we say and how we live!
He’s patient with us! And so willing to forgive!
Please come Lord Jesus! And take self pride away!
Bring your holy conviction,
and give us the words to say!
This may seem odd! And to many… Old fashioned!
Stir our hearts to share
with a godly compassion!
Please come Jesus! And stir our hearts,
from within!
That we would love to tell others about YOU!
Our best friend!
By Jim Pemberton

Introduction: *A Piece for Islam*...Skins will olden, but souls will revive. Only if we believe and survive.
Islam is the way to freedom,
It's my pass to Thy Kingdom
My Taqwa, my Ibadah, my Tawbah
I shall never abandon
In this month I wear a vest
Where In pockets live the best,
Thy mercy is only I seek
My humble one request.
This rainfall, Thou bestowed Thy bliss
Upon our souls and bravura trees,
It's everything a Muslim as I
Should need to spend within my Deen.
Ya Rahman! Ya Rahim!
Ya Allah! My Allah!
Only to Thee I submit,
Only in Thee I believe.
At hours of darkness I prostrate
Thus every day Thy grant and heal
The scars I bear in fights for You,
To You my faith is beyond surreal
The struggle I admire to bear
It pulls me towards You so near,
In this month I share and care,
I won't wipe off my stream of tears
In the Night of Power,
In Laylat al-Qadr,
I cry for Thy forgiveness
I pray for Thy guidance.
O' Allah! O' Redeemer!
To Thee I do surrender,
My life in Thy presence it shines, I breathe so brightly; I survive
As long as I'm alive this way, Inshallah I pray I’ll do just fine.

I Was Invited To Church…
I was invited to church to watch a video presentation.
I was told this would improve my “relations.”
I went and watched the video that was presented.
The host did a good job and was to be “commended.”
I thought about this video and some of the other things.
I wondered, “how much value to me
does this really bring?”
If it was a video that I wanted, I could just buy one.
Why should I come to church to just try some?
I thought church was meant to be a house of prayer.
Now, it seems like on one really cares?
It seems like God’s holy word has been “substituted.”
By man’s way of thinking that’s often “instituted.”
Where is the holy awesome presence of God in all of this?
Is it his presence and power that we truly miss?
The power of Christ can do more than “man’s presentations.”
We need to look to Jesus, and not
“man’s manifestations!”
Let’s get rid of the videos and seminars
and seek God’s throne!
Let’s look to spend time with God.
And HIM alone!
Let’s get back to the power of God that is very real!
Not just go by “how good we may feel!”
God’s presence can do more in a minute of time…
More than all of the th