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There was never any more inception than there is now, Nor any more youth or age than there is now, And will never be any more perfection than there is now, Nor any more heaven or hell than there is now.

By the time I pulled them up to my waist I had a raging hard-on.

I grabbed my mom's Vogue and Cosmo magazines and masturbated while looking at pantyhose advertisements and myself in the mirror. When I was done I carefully took the pantyhose off, made sure they had no tell-tail stains and hung them back on the rod.

This was so exciting, but I also felt a little ashamed.

Evidently not ashamed enough, because I continued to wear pantyhose any chance I got until I was about sixteen.