JewBu: a Jew who practices forms of Buddhist meditation & spirituality. This blog documents my quest to 1) heal from sexual, verbal, and emotional abuse, 2) come to terms with losing Mom and Grandma to Alzheimers, 3) find balance, explore the spiritual, stay present. Bascially, I've experienced some pretty crappy shit in my life and want to find a way to move past it and find happiness.

Monday, July 03, 2006

Should I Stay or Should I Go?: The Benefits of Each

Leaving for KC tomorrow

Staying here until I get the crown on

Can use plane ticket that already purchased

Have option to drive instead of fly

Can avoid issues with *A*

Maybe being able to resolve something with A, move forward in our relationship (even if it is moving away from wanting a romantic relationship)

Can avoid having to figure out return leg and car issue

Can avoid for a bit issues with my family

I’ll probably sleep better there…gotta be better than here

Can get properly organized and have time to properly back without being rushed

More time with my mom and to get into a routine

Can catch up on work, have time to focus on work for a bit, can finish my encyclopedia article which is due in a few weeks and get feedback on it

Get to see my dog

Can catch up with details i.e., getting license renewed, car

Tooth can fully heal and will be able to chew properly, if problems then I can see my own dentist

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JewBu: a Jew who practices forms of Buddhist meditation & spirituality. This blog documents my quest to 1) heal from sexual, verbal, and emotional abuse, 2) come to terms with losing Mom and Grandma to Alzheimers, 3) find balance, explore the spiritual, stay present. Bascially, I've experienced some pretty crappy shit in my life and want to find a way to move past it and find happiness.

About Me

"What would happen if one woman told the truth about her life? The world would split open." Muriel Rukeyser
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"I believe that the more I share my life and process honestly, the more I can heal, and, in turn, help others heal." Sark