hopeful

i barely registered last cycle’s two week wait. i think that was partly because we were busy selling our house, and buying another one, but mostly because i really didn’t expect to be pregnant.

this cycle it’s different. i am feeling very positive about how our insems went. i think they were timed as well as possible, and there were FOUR of them (our agreement with our donor was that we would do three per month, but he is amazing, and we organized for a fourth this time).

i’m taking my vitamins, having great acupuncture, and doing everything in my power to make this happen. the only thing left is for the cells and organs to do what they’re meant to.

in the mean time, i’m trying to manage my expectations. and failing pretty comprehensively.