You’re Rebuilding You

Summary of Brenda’s May 1, 2015 channeled, 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at http://www.BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman: Your joy and other emotions aren’t as direct as was true in 3D because your new 3D segments aren’t yet attuned to earth nuances. You’ve shifted to your new role of president/CEO of your totality resulting in new perceptions and focus. Your New Earth role is global/Universal. And now you’re also discovering new roles within your totality.

The title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com: ”It’s Perception Time”

Every part of your being is shifting rapidly from what was to what is. Some of you question that statement for you have not felt joy to the degree you expected – as 3D you understands joy. Instead, your joy is happening in milliseconds as you adjust to new you.

Have you ever bought something seemingly not quite right for you only to discover that object was exactly what you were pining for but did not realize such was so? So it is for you now. The fear, the discontent of wanting something to move to, are all part of you becoming you.

You probably have glimmers of joy and fun that may even radiate throughout your body. But overall, your sensation is one of, “Is that all there is? Did I work for decades shedding my 3D being only to come to this point of not quite joy or fun – just there?”

You are trading in your dominant fear modules for new vibrant joy, fun, love and abundance modules. It is just that you have not fully accepted those modules because they seem uncomfortable now, but will be your totality as soon as you allow them to be.

Such a statement appears to mean you are wrong or at fault. When you receive new computer software, do you not allow yourself learning time even though that time can be frustrating? So it is now. Instead of berating yourself for not feeling wonderful as you believe everyone else is – even though such is not true – allow yourself learning time. If you have not yet experienced a sudden rush of love so deep you need to cry or such fun that you giggle for hours after or such silliness that you cannot remember what fear is – you soon will.

For most, your new you being seems cumbersome without a sense of fun or joy. Perhaps you even feel a sense of drudgery when you awake in the morning.

Such is so because you are learning about new you. Learning that never stops. Unlike your computer, you cannot turn new you off and hide it in the closet until you have energy to learn how to use it. New you is functioning 24/7. You requested new you and so it is you are learning how to be new you.

Because such seems inappropriate for some, you can stop and/or slow the process.

The difficulty is you are no longer comfortable in 3D. You have spent months, perhaps even decades removing yourself from that fear-based world. Yet, your new you world is not comfortable either. You feel as if you are in a war zone within yourself. And so you are in a certain sense. For you are rebuilding your being after the war within yourself to remove your 3D you. Perhaps that statement appears a bit dramatic, but it is not.

This phase is not necessarily easy for you do not yet know what buttons to push or pieces to add to make you the joyful, fun-loving being you envisioned when you started this transition. How do you create new you?

You are now the president/CEO of the totality of you. So first you must adjust your beliefs and activities to that of one who is managing the totality of you. Then you must decide who among your segments is best prepared and interested in the multitude of roles that are new you. Do you or one of your segments wish to be a participant observer? An observer? A full participant? Do you wish to maintain the bulk of your totality of earth? Or to do the same by floating through the Universes? And how do such assignments relate to your new role? All factors in your decisions and sensations.

Likely, your new you is overwhelmed with fears of, “I don’t have the skills. I’m not brave enough, bright enough or whatever enough to do so.” Of course such is not true or you would not have introduced New Earth and so readily welcomed new you.

Think of this phase as the first day of the job of your dreams. Of course, you are overwhelmed. You need to discover and use new skills. You need to relate to a new group of entities. And to know deep within you that even though the first day seems overwhelming, those helping you understand can see more in you than you now see in yourself. Allow yourself to stumble, be frustrated and to grow into new you. And so you will.

You have removed new you from the box and are randomly clicking buttons hoping something will happen. Yet, all you have to do is be and the buttons will automatically click at appropriate times for you.

Those of you feeling you are in a void that never shifts – most of you – are clicking too many buttons trying to move out of the void with little success.

Allow yourself to float more. To rest a great deal more – for your introduction to new you is indeed 24/7. To play more – for is that not how children learn? Do earth children wake up with objectives as is true for many adults? Do earth children not instead wake up with thoughts of, “what will be fun today?”

So it is that most of you are trying too hard. New you is a process – not to be completed in a rush. But to be tested and retested and played with when and if you feel like it. For indeed, much is happening without your knowledge. Not because it has to, but because your sleep state is as much a learning/growing piece as your wake state.

Every sleep period is a growth arena. Every wake state in which you are frustrated is a fear piece that need not be. Allow yourself to grow/learn/reshape your being. New you is not a forced march. It is a self-loving piece, growing into a new totality that is you. There are no employers cracking the whip of, “You must complete this by tomorrow or you’re fired.” Instead just gentle new you saying, “Maybe this would be fun and loving. Maybe I want to try this or play with that.”

Gently, softly, peacefully are words that describe how you will move through your void. Must, now, have to, are words that will help keep you in your void. So be it. Amen.

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Oh Brenda!!
it´s strange.
I´m feel like you describe: “Is that all there is? Did I work for decades shedding my 3D being only to come to this point of not quite joy or fun – just there?”
But curiously, people that these days find me, says to me: “which have stronger power, it shows you’re prepared and you enjoy all this”
(I must clarify that I stand as mayor in the elections of May 24)
When I heard this, I am very confused and surprised, because I really hate this whole election process, campaign events and all that stuff density 3d. I am a candidate for life circumstances, by a conspiracy of the universe, but really hate … or I think that, because when I look at the photos or videos, I do not recognize me, there really is a strong and enthusiastic woman, with an overwhelming and contagious energy. and yet I do not feel at all wel.
This is consistent with other parts of your post: “You probably have glimmers of joy and fun that may even radiate throughout your body.”
really are amazing times, I can not wait to see what new surprise awaits us:
Love, Bless and Sparkles
Cristina

Reblogged this on Lighthearted Perspectives and commented:
Thank you, Brenda…I am feeling this struggling spot and so appreciate your words. Thank you for wanting to post your inspirations…they make a positive difference in me… ❤

Hi Janis,
Thank you so much for reblogging my channel on LightHearted Perspectives LightHeartedSigns.WordPress.com. And as I just wrote to Kimberley, you’re definitely not alone. I’m feeling this process as are so many others. We’re not alone!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
Brenda

Brenda—–Oh thank you dearest soul sister for this. This one piece spoke to me. “Allow yourself to float more. To rest a great deal more – for your introduction to new you is indeed 24/7.”

I have been doing this, still doing too much and feeling some guilt that I am not doing enough, but I feel called to just BE. Just float. Just enjoy. Okay, I am not fighting it any more. I am such a CAN DO, that this has been one of my great challenges. To just BE.

Ahhhhhhh….”Gently, softly, peacefully are words that describe how you will move through your void.”

oh yes ,oh yes….

I had a huge realization last week that I can ask for help, that it is okay to receive help. WOW! That felt so big……

love you to the stars and back……..

The Beans say, Thank You as well and are raining love sparkles down upon all of us with their pom poms.

Hi Sweetie,
The line, “Gently, softly, peacefully” feel so right doesn’t it? But like you, I don’t always remember that it’s ok, in fact extremely important that we just let go. Those of us with “interesting” back stories most often have difficulties letting go. And so it is!!!!!!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Sparkles,
Brenda
PS Raining love sparkles sounds so right and so fun!!! Thank you.

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Brenda—–Oh thank you dearest soul sister for this. This one piece spoke to me. “Allow yourself to float more. To rest a great deal more – for your introduction to new you is indeed 24/7.”

I have been doing this, still doing too much and feeling some guilt that I am not doing enough, but I feel called to just BE. Just float. Just enjoy. Okay, I am not fighting it any more. I am such a CAN DO, that this has been one of my great challenges. To just BE.

Ahhhhhhh….”Gently, softly, peacefully are words that describe how you will move through your void.”

oh yes ,oh yes….

I had a huge realization last week that I can ask for help, that it is okay to receive help. WOW! That felt so big……

love you to the stars and back……..

The Beans say, Thank You as well and are raining love sparkles down upon all of us with their pom poms.

“Those of you feeling you are in a void that never shifts – most of you – are clicking too many buttons trying to move out of the void with little success.”

Oh Brenda, this is most definitely me! I was just starting to feel despair yesterday after so much trying then, when that came to a dead end, not trying, then trying again.. and still nothing lasting and solid seemed to change!
Then, today, coming smack bang up against some old limiting beliefs that are STILL there, and angrily wanting to dynamite them into smithereens. And so to my anger, the closing is perfect –

“Gently, softly, peacefully are words that describe how you will move through your void. Must, now, have to, are words that will help keep you in your void.”

So thankyou and sending love & peaceful, gentle sprinkles – here’s to an end to frustration!
Ginger aka lil cupcake.

Hi Ginger/Lil Cupcake!!!
Yes, most definitely, “here’s an end of frustration” that so many are feeling. Someone on another site wrote to me something to the effect that this is like living on a dusty gravel road on a bright, sunshiny day. You clean the house in the morning and by afternoon dust has settled over everything.

Revisiting something we thought we had cleaned/cleared is not as difficult (most often) as the first time around, but oh so frustrating until the pieces click into place.

I so appreciate these messages because they’re right on target, but the repetition is frustrating at this point re: things like learning new software or first days on a new job (please know I’m not blaming you; we’ve heard this for a long time though).

I understand that change is ongoing. My inner evolution continues pretty clearly, and I feel it at least part of most days, but the external is intolerable due to no movement. Promises of joy and fulfillment just aren’t enough after years and years – and years. The contrast between inner and outer is like being stretched out to a crazy degree. Like for others, frustration is high!

I’m letting go as much as I can, following what promptings there are, but many times that softer place feels completely inaccessible. And trying to float amid pressing concerns… well….

I was fortunate to be able to take a couple of days recently to just be soft as much as possible, to get out of my own way — wonderful — but since then, I haven’t been able to shake irritation, anger, despair, you name it. And this is hardly the first stretch. Enough!

I can’t believe that at this late date, after so much change and letting go, after pulling myself up a million times, I’m once again questioning if I can make it. Going back or stopping isn’t an option, but if I hear “divine timing” (or similar) once more, I’ll explode. Years is too long. This isn’t anything like joy.

Sorry for being such a downer. I am generally a whole lot nicer to myself, but I’m feeling pretty defective just now and am just so tired of the dangling carrot. I don’t seem to understand how to claim it/allow it/let it in/whatever; it’s driving me crazy. Anyway, thanks for listening. I know I’m not the only one having difficulty.

Dear Barb,
No you’re not the only one feeling like that. I wish I had the power to change your life and that of all others to joy (care taking mode in full force), but I don’t.

Do what feels best for you – including letting go of your transition for a time or forever. Even though I know it feels like it at times, this isn’t a forced march. Let go. Do what you need to do for yourself. Not to worry abut being a light beacon or any other should you feel in this transition. Move into whatever peace you can find where you find it.
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
Brenda

Dear Star Sister, Dear Friend, Dear Brenda..
Sincerely such a timely message…we do experience exhaustion trying on so many different shoes do we not? Some pinch our toes…some we walk right out of..been there…done that..lol…gotta enjoy the rest..taking the shoes off..and allowing creation to come forward…and letting that be is a Masterful challenge indeed..some days.,and as we continue to remember what we truly are…Consciousness itself…we create from this feeling..this wonderful splendid place in the sun..running wildly barefooted…as we dream ourselves awake…You are immensely Loved ♥ Create a most amazing adventure within your wild world dear friend♥ Blessings Abundant always ♥

Hi SoulSpeak/Star Sister/Friend,
Time for us to run barefoot in the sun playing with the flowers “as we dream ourselves awake” indeed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love, Sparkles and Blessings..and wishes for you and all to “create a most amazing adventure within your wild worlds,”
Brenda