I am filled with despair…my heart wrenching open…I am my own calamity…my own poison… afflicting wounds I cannot retrieve…And now, there is no cure for the broken heart that I haveSeeping deep…cutting too unfathomable… I have love and hope to give… I am daylight to the darkness….but my pain is too deep and cuts it wideHopeless…empty…lost…Crying into the empty bed…I alone must share…Theres no going back...Theres no do-overs...I am chained to my mistakes and ripped apart...