My life changed drastically when I suddenly became the mother of an angel baby. And now I want to share his story.Castiel Spearink-Jones was born sleeping on Thursday 6th September at 11.55pm, weighing 9oz. We found out 2 days before at our 21 week scan that his heart had stopped beating and I’d been carrying his lifeless little body for around a week. We’d heard his heartbeat at our last midwife appointment just 3 weeks before, and our 12 week scan had shown a perfectly healthy developing baby. After a previous miscarriage at 9 weeks at the start of this year, it broke our hearts. I was so numb and lost and sick for the two days between finding out and giving birth, convinced the day I delivered him would be the worst, but it was one of the best days of my life. He brought us so much joy and I’m so proud to be his mummy. I want to share my baby with the world the same as everyone else. He is beautiful and I love him so very much.

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I'm 24, have two black cats, married to the love of my life, and we have a baby boy, however he lives in the clouds. My life has taken a drastic twist recently following the stillbirth of my son. He will be my main motivation now for everything, he didn't get a chance to live so I must do it for him, and honour his memory. I will continue creating art, photographing nature, travelling, reading, laughing, and living after loss.
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