Tomoya is working at a host club when he unexpectedly comes face to face with a nightmare from his past. After his first two traumatizing experiences with Murase, Tomoya finds his third encounter intoxicating as he's drawn deeper into Murase's dangerous life. Will Tomoya find a way for their two worlds to coexist, or will Murase's dark past consume them both?

ebook, 1st USA Edition, 180 pages

Published
October 19th 2011
by Digital Manga Publishing
(first published October 18th 2011)

Community Reviews

This was okay. Tomoya works as a host and one night comes face to face with his past, Murase. The past two times Tomoya saw Murase, they had sex. Murase would tell him he was sick and to cure him. Then after they had sex, he'd tell him he wasn't gay. It messed up Tomoya emtionally. This third accounter, Tomoya fears the same thing will happen and he'll be left again. For some reason, he fall's in love with Murase. You find out that Murase is a shady character. Each time before he want to jail, wThis was okay. Tomoya works as a host and one night comes face to face with his past, Murase. The past two times Tomoya saw Murase, they had sex. Murase would tell him he was sick and to cure him. Then after they had sex, he'd tell him he wasn't gay. It messed up Tomoya emtionally. This third accounter, Tomoya fears the same thing will happen and he'll be left again. For some reason, he fall's in love with Murase. You find out that Murase is a shady character. Each time before he want to jail, where the times he'd track Tomoya down. Will Murase finally admit he also loves Tomoya and wants only him in his life? Will Tomoya be able to accecpt Murase's lifestyle and be with him?...more

This story was okay. Tomo meets Murase in a club and is pretty distraught to see him. Turns out that the last two times Tomo and Murase met, Murase took Tomo by force. I think that might be one of the reasons I couldn't quite get into this book. Even though it turns out that Murase did that because he was really taken by Tomo, it sort of ruined Tomo's life and he basically ended up drinking himself stupid in a bar.

I also got a little confused towards the end because a couple of characters wereThis story was okay. Tomo meets Murase in a club and is pretty distraught to see him. Turns out that the last two times Tomo and Murase met, Murase took Tomo by force. I think that might be one of the reasons I couldn't quite get into this book. Even though it turns out that Murase did that because he was really taken by Tomo, it sort of ruined Tomo's life and he basically ended up drinking himself stupid in a bar.

I also got a little confused towards the end because a couple of characters were added and Murase and Yakazi looked a lot alike. I lost the thread of the story at one point and just got confused. Maybe it was just me....more

This was a bit of a wtf book for me. If it wasn't for the fact that I was reading it in my computer, I would have thrown the book against the wall; so I had to settle for closing the browser and not read it for a few months. Then something happened, I tried to read it again and it actually kinda grew on me. Is there something wrong with me? Probably(I've read a lot of bl). Will I read something else by this author? Doubtful.