Whom; Yagami Light and KiraRating; RWhen; 30 days after the start of Light's imprisonmentAUverse; Kira/LightSummary; 30 days in prison for a crime you didn't commit is enough to damage anyone's mind.

Light didn't know how much time had passed since he had entered the jail cell. There was no easy way to mark time, since the lights overhead never went off and there were no windows in the room. All he had to mark the passage of time was L's occasional calls - sometimes, the detective would mention how long it had been. L had said during the most recent call that it had been 3 weeks, but that had been a while ago. He had been left alone except for when it was time for meals since then.

He was lying on the ground now, too exhausted to even bother trying to sit up with his hands bound like they were. He had been eating too little and sleeping too much since the start of his imprisonment, and the unhealthy nature of the entire situation was catching up with him. He could just sleep on the floor anyways. He had done that several times already.

He closed his eyes slowly, hoping against hope that, soon, L would realize that he was insane to consider Light to be Kira.

Even as he said that, his hand slipped into Light’s pants, and ran his fingers lightly across his length, teasing the other. It was a strange sight indeed, to watch himself flushing, protesting. At the same time, it was rather… rousing.

In some ways, it was true. Light's entire body burned at the other's touch, and as he moved his fingers, another wave of pleasure overtook him. But at the same time... this was Kira, and Kira was nothing more than a murderer. That was all he would ever be.