Miss my Father

My Father died in 2005 to lung cancer. We were so close. I was his baby. He treated me like gold. I know in my heart no human will ever treat me like that again. I never thought I could ever survive such hurt. The day before his death I remembered how he made me laugh. He had the best sense of humor. He never let on to me that he was in any pain or that he felt sadness. However, I do regret not being at the hospital when he died. I was on my way and I never guess he would die so soon. Even though my father was not a religious man he believed in the bible and before he died I shared Acts 5:28, 29. This brought him comfort. After his death I found comfort in Revelations 21:4. I still miss him but I don't experience the pain I did at first. However, when I do feel sad I pray to the God of comfort and that brings me peace.