This is a treasure. I was captured from the first line, "What was left to feel I did not know." And the little flower in the wall was Oh so sweet. I believe there are just times when we can not cry or even write about it. Those must be the times when God is giving us something new to write about and holding back the tears so we can see more clearly. A very uncomfortable place, but there lies the Treasures of Darkness. I see you have found them. Blessings.