Arousal......The sheets were red, silk and soft. She lay on them, her left leg up, her foot flat on the bed. Her arms were stretched above her head fanned beneath by her hair, black as a night without moon or stars. She stared at me with large browns eyes, twin pools sparkling with desire. I was eager to drown in them as eager as I was to drown in her sex.
My gaze moved from her eyes, to her lips, ripe with rouge, glistening like an apple plucked at its prime on a dewy morning. Her breasts rose slowly round alabaster mounds eager for my hands to grasp and massage. They were tipped with rosy nipples, hard and yearning.
I touched them, my gaze returning to her face.
She bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes as I massaged first her left nipple and then her right and then both enjoying the sweet soft touch of her breasts so warm and soft and welcoming. She moaned and her leg fell flat on the bed. Her back arched and her wet pussy, the sweet smooth mound of milky flesh brushed against my ball

UntitledI believe whole heartedly that there is someone out in this world that is ment for us or as close to being ment for us as possible. the question is are we truly opening our hearts and minds to them or are we closing them off and looking past them with just a smile because maybe they don't meet our look standards or maybe they don't have the money in their lives like we want from the other person. Who knows. there are millions of reasons that we can come up with that will tell you why we look away from them with only being polite and having a brief conversation with them or maybe even not looking at them at all. But I know that the right one is no such thing. The real one and the one that we allow ourselves to get to know and open our minds and hearts to and allowing a physical response to happen are the ones that are ment for us. Not "The One"!
Sorry. I'm not sure what got into me with that but I agree it must have needed to come out because I didn't stop typing till the end and whe

Smile!*˘ľ* Big*˘ľ*SMOOCH*˘ľ* May Life Treat You Kind and I Hope You Have All You Ever Dream Of..˘ľ ..Don't Cry, Because It's Over, Smile:) Because It Happen˘ľWelcome to My page !!

CleopatraCleopatra VII Thea Philopator (in Greek, Κλεοπάτρα Φιλοπάτωρ; January 69 BC–November 30, 30 BC) was a Hellenistic co-ruler of Egypt with her father (Ptolemy XII Auletes) and later with her brothers/husbands Ptolemy XIII and Ptolemy XIV. She later became the supreme ruler of Egypt, consummated a liaison with Gaius Julius Caesar, that solidified her grip on the throne, and, after Caesar's assassination, aligned with Mark Antony, with whom she produced twins. In all, Cleopatra had four children, one by Caesar (Caesarion) and three by Antony (Cleopatra Selene II, Alexander Helios, Ptolemy Philadelphus). Her unions with her brothers produced no children: it is possible that they were never consummated; in any case, they were not close. Her reign marks the final end of the Hellenistic Era and the beginning of the Roman Era in the eastern Mediterranean. She was the last Pharaoh of Ancient Egypt (her son

Outlaw WritingOutlaw writing pushes the boundaries of societal norms and established standards to implant discomfort or alter the beliefs of the reader. Themes inside of American counterculture and unconventional forms of literature qualify as outlaw. These writers are nonconformists who are creating their works with complete artistic freedom and without fear of offending anyone.
In George Saunders’ essay, “The New Mecca,” we are introduced to the middle-eastern city of Dubai where capitalism is running rampant. Conspicuous shows of consumption and the pursuit of material wealth mask the hidden underside of their stratified society where the “help” have given up their lives, values and culture to work for wages. Yet complications arise from these underprivileged folk swearing to feel grateful and content for their opportunity to send money home to their abandoned families. Saunders writes: “I say the Middle East seems something like Russia circa 1900—it’s about trying to stave off revolution in

This Is Not Coolok i tell you all something very im important this person is on cherrytap his name is xcwhitewolf0172 he has been herassing me on this site but also on my space. But if you what to know what he commented me he said he wish my father would die and my father is a is disabled and he did the most foul thing on my space he posted a bullshit bulliten about and put my home number and my cell number and my address on line so people can herass us so is you know this guy watch you self around him dont message him if he messages you dont message back.

Diary Of A Broken HeartWe were just friends at the start,
Always having fun, never apart
Then one day, something sparked
The next thing I knew, you had my heart.
The days flew by,
I lost track of time
Everytime I was with you,
I was on cloud nine.
Then one day, I asked you to be my girlfriend
I exclaimed, yes you said! and prayed we'd last until the very end.
No one could look into my eyes and say I wasn't happy,
Happy that I was with you, and you were with me.
With me in your arms, you told me you loved me,
Then gently I kissed your forehead and you gave me a squeeze.
I was convinced you were the one for me,
Apart from you, I would never be.
Just when I thought all was well,
Was when you began to put me through hell.
You said, we should just be friends
That's when I knew it was the end.
I looked into your eyes, trying to find out why,
It was all I could do, not to begin to cry.
Where I once saw love, I saw nothing,
I couldn't believe you no longer felt something.
I lay in

Ok I Don't Want ToI don't want to hear it but I haven't been taking my meds the last few days....I'm not feeling like myself...but for some reason i need to write it down...h well continue with your lives

If Anyone Cares To Help?I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon.
Pete
P.S. Oh hey if you want me to RATE your pictures, make sure i am able to rate ALL your pictures, as in some people I know on here who have ALL their pictures on the private setting. Come on how can I RETURN the favor... sorry for the gripe!
Pete

My LifeWell the past 5 days have been the hardest 5 days in my life, including the when my father died. My wife of 17 years and been together for 25 years left me because she felt negleted. She would not tell me how I negleted her. The only way I can see is that we did not have sex very often because I have ED. I am so tore up inside that I have had a hard time sleeping, eating, and working. The biggest problem is that she is my only reason for living. But I am trying to not get depressed. But this is hard to do. I hope to be able to go to work tommorrow. I hope to love again but she was my love of my life.

DisturbedHeavy metal band Disturbed came together through the matching of a band with a singer. Long-time friends Dan Donegan (guitar), Mike Wengren (drums), and Fuzz (bass) played together in Chicago for some time before hooking up with singer David Draiman around 1997. Draiman had grown up in a religious family from which he rebelled, being expelled from five boarding schools in his adolescence. His anger found an outlet in the thrashing sound of Disturbed, and the band built up a following on Chicago's South Side before a demo tape led to their signing to Giant Records, which released their debut album, The Sickness, in March 2000. The band gained more fans and exposure playing the main stage of the 2001 Ozz Fest, then breaking away to do their own self-described "victory lap" around the U.S. that fall. Also during this period, they managed to record a vicious new version of wrestler Steve Austin's theme song that was so good it managed to receive radio play, and was one of the many bands an

Stone Temple PilotsStone Temple Pilots were able to make alternative rock into stadium rock; naturally, they became the most critically despised band of their era. Accused by many critics of being nothing more than rip-off artists, pilfering from Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, and Alice in Chains, the band nevertheless became major stars in 1993. And the influences of those bands are apparent in their music, but Stone Temple Pilots do manage to change things around a bit. STP are more concerned with tight song structure and riffs than punk rage. Their closest antecedents are not the Sex Pistols or Hüsker Dü; instead the band resembles arena rock acts from the '70s -- it's popular hard rock that sounds good on the radio and in concert. No matter what the critics might say, Stone Temple Pilots have undeniably catchy riffs and production; there's a reason why over three million people bought their debut album, Core, and why their second album, Purple, shot to number one when it was released.
Following the success

I Miss YouGive me a reason
Why I'm feeling so blue
Every time I close my eyes
All I see is you
Give me a reason
Why I can't feel my heart
Everytime you leave my side
I just fall apart
And when you're fast asleep
I wonder where you go
Can you tell me I wanna know
Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you
Beautiful these three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you
Nothing's wrong
I don't mean to carry on
But give me a reason
Why I can't concentrate
The world is turning upside down
Spinning round and round
Now give me a reason Why
I now understand the beauty and simplicity
Of everything surrounding me
You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous
But when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too
Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say I guess
I miss yo

Would I Date YouQuestion #1 You are a Hopeless Romantic......
yes
no
i don\'t know
a little
Question #2 Are you a giver or a taker?
Definetly Giver
Definetly Taker
Depends on the person your with
a little of both
Question #3 Are you short tempered?
yes...
no...
don\'t know
takes a lot to get me mad
Question #4 When you love it is just for....
SEX
TRUE LOVE
a little of BOTH
I don\'t LOVE
Question #5 Do you think you would be good in bed (sex)?
yes...
no...
I don\'t know---never had it
never had it but think i\'d be pretty good
Question #6 What would your idea of a perfect date?
Dinner at a fancy restaurant/a movie
Dinner at Jack in the Box & order from the dollar
a scary movie
go to dollar movies
Question #7 How would the date end?
with a slap and
a hott makeout session
makeout followed by
a nice slow kiss and
Question #8 What turns you on?
A HOTT body
nice personality
Both ( a and b)
PORN!!

The KiteThe Kite
They walked,their fingers interlaced exploring each others like an ice skaters routine.Her hand warm and soft felt tiny in his.A breeze just slight enough to bow the highest branches a welcoming hello.They strolled to the top of the hill
She watched in silent awe,the exhileration showing as the sun reflects off it`s shiny surface.He unfurles the tail first for she loved to make it dance while he assembled the rest.He took his time,he always took his time so he could watch her.With childlike curiosity she would make it dance,swirls,figure eights,loop de loops spinning wildly enough to make you dizzy.Just watching,the only sound was the beat of his heart wrapped in her joyous song.Lovely he thought.
He attach ed the tail to the kite,gave her the string and moved backwards never taking his eyes off her.He could barely contain what he felt for her,since their first hello she became his world.Ready he said,ready she replied and with that he threw the kite skyw

Be Who You AreBe who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

Here To StayGay is more than just a word
It's a simple way of life.
From Fire Island to the Bay
We live, we love we laugh in a very special way.
We hurt we grieve, we cry
We live, we love we die.
So, try as you may
We won't go away.
Gay is here to stay!

Yeah!My Batteries died sometime ago
Gotta heart shaped box where they must go
Corrosion's building everyday
My flesh is leading me astray that's why I started to decay and I will slowly rot away but I can't feel that anyway
This heart it wants to beat
These Lungs they want to breathe
These eyes they wants to see
Gotta Mouth that wants to sing
Desperation
Needing U
Every last breath
I scream for you
Shatter me into a million pieces...Make me new
Crush me, tear me, break me, mold me
Make me what U want me to be
I am ur's for U to use
Oh, Take and Replace me with U
Needing more than just a jump start to get me through
My disconnection is now the issue.....
I miss my 1st love bad and its driving me mad
Just Like a mixed up crazy person out of his head
Its been a long long time I've been on the decline
I do an a-bout face so I can be replaced.

Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - Panic! At The DiscoIs it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no, you know it will always just be me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh n

Likeable Or NotYou are 60% likeable
You are a likeable person. You are fiercely loyal to your friends and you have a lot of them. You have may have a few enemies but it is only because they don't really know the real you.
'How Likeable are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Random Nothingnessthis is my first CherryTap blog...not really anything to say just thought I would ramble and put various words together to form sentences, coherant or not. lol. How'd I do? hahahhahah Check ya later Fan or Friend me if you want to. Always happy to meet new people

Rates, Fansand And AddsI've been wondering..whats all this "add me , fan me , rate me .."
Are you more interested in the NUMBER of friends you have or the QUALITY ?
You can have 1000 friends but if they are all assholes what good is that . If you have a large number but your average rating is say 9.75..what does it mean..some have voted you less than 10 for sure.
Me ? Ihave a limited number of real friends my average rating is 10.14 ..what does it all mean .
I don't want friends who never even say "hello" every now and then..
just an observation....

Venting/rantingI just don't understand how some people can be so friggin' ignorant and feel so horrible about themselves that they have to leave hateful/hurtful comments on people. Does it really make them feel so much better about themselves to leave a nasty message when they don't know the person at all, calling them idiots nd far worse? The fact that posing a simple question literally has people cursing at you. Yes it is an adult site...that's just it. It IS an Adult site, so why the hell don't these people grow up and start acting like one?

Why Does Everyone Have To Lie?Well, it's been a while since I've last posted one of these stupid things. Not even sure anyone will read this. But, my question is why do people feel that have to lie? Does it make them feel like a hero? A special someone? I may never know or understand it. I have tried my entire life to be the best person I can be. So, tell me has that lesson been forgotten? Oh hell...I don't know what to think any longer. But, I know one thing...life and all the people in it suck!!! Because, you put so much into a person only to have it thrown back in your face. Then while your trying to recover from the shock of it happening AGAIN...they make it worst and kick you while your down. With that said, I'm so tired of it ALL! Tired of the jokes, Tired of the lies from EVERYONE, and EVEN more tired of dealing with everyones shit!
Memo to self : Trust no one but yourself, Put NOTHING in anyone and most of all believe NO ONE! Life in that case will be easier to deal with.
Well, I'll end this one an

What Age Should You Have Grown Up In????You should have grown up during the fifties
You like simpler times when you could go to the malt shop with your sweetie and park down on lover’s lane. You also like change and imagining your bright future.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Afraid. (quick Release)Afraid to live.
Afraid to die.
Afraid to laugh.
Afraid to cry.
Afraid to see.
Afraid to hear.
Afraid to touch.
And to be near.
Afraid to know.
Afraid to not.
Afraid to recall.
What you forgot.
Afraid to want.
Afraid to need.
Afraid to look.
For that in me.

I Dont Think I Really Want To Know What Kind Of Tricks She Can Do With Her Vagina... Part 2in continuation of the previous blogs, this was part of my recent trip to LA... read my last few blogs to get the full story on this one :pshoot day 2: swallow my children
ugh so I had to get up at 530 to meet rotten at his room so we can start our day of hell...
we roll to starbucks to buy a box of coffee some protein shakes (not that kind sicko) and groggily head to the Tuxford house up off of rt 5...
this place is huge... tennis court, work out room, 5 or so rooms downstairs, a movie room upstairs with a huuuuuge screen, a pool, a upper deck with a heart shaped bed on it... and just way more space than I can imagine haahah...
we get there and its still chilly and dark out but Chris and the chick from the first scene have arrived when we unpack everything...
i scurry around, not knowing what goes where and just try and help out... as far as everything else I just wait to see what hell comes my way that Im sure to fuck up heh...
after everyone settles in Johnny Thrus

May 21Build up the strengths in your life rather than tearing yourself down. It's easy to get caught up in the negative, but it's not inevitable. Focus on your strengths rather than your perceived weaknesses.

FriendsI will be adding more to this blog, but for now...
im just bummed and venting. the bike ride helped a bit, but didnt cure my weakness.
this has nothing to do with love but everything to do with friendship...even though i do love most of my friends.

Salute To The TroopsAs we pass Armed Forces Day and approach Memorial Day, I would like to take time out to our service members who are standing watch while we enjoy our way of life. If it wasn't for the men and women in uniform, both past and present, we would not be able to enjoy the freedoms that we have today. Our troops never start a war, but they're always called upon to finish it. When disasters strike, it is our troops that are called upon to step in and lend a helping hand. They are a source of strength for the weak. They are the pride of America. I would like to say thank you to all of the servicemembers in uniform. You're all doing a hell of a job under trying circumstances.
Signed,
Former Artilleryman
The king of battle is artillery....

Things In My WorldI would like to take this chance to point out how wonderful my guy is and how much I love him.
No matter what is going on I know that I've got his warm hugs and friendly face to go home to. He stands by me through the good the bad and the ugly.
Without you I'm just another girl. With you we are a family and we have a place where we belong.
So baby, when you read this. Thank you for being you, for loving me and for helping me be a stronger person. Thank you for stepping into shoes that you didnt have to and being the daddy Skye loves so much.
Thank you for everything you are and do.

Part 3 Do You Drive Like You Push A Shopping Cart.Hey there everyone sorry its been so long since I added to this conglomerate of bitch sessions.. been busy dealing with the real source of these... the public. Today i think one of my top gripes is gonna be people who drive small cars and think they must be magic.
For those of you who have ever moved a household you understand that when moving you have to transport items from one loacation to another. Most people use a large vehicle, either a truck or a van or rent a semi. LARGE being the opt word. WHY is it that when people go to the store to buy said large items they bring the smallest car they have and not only buy the biggest thing possible but insist that this item and 5 friends who came with them are going to fit back in said car. Case in point: Its weekend before superbowl and you decide you want a larger TV to watch the game. So you hop in the car and drive to your local TV retailer. Since its a big item you decide to take your 3 largest male friends to help carry this

Come On Everyone In My Angel Family And Familycome on everyone in my Angel Family and family
and friends and fans plz.......
Plz click on the pic and leave her a rate she a
very nice lady!
Thanks
Maria
Click on pic to leave a rate!

Who Kils A Child?Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Posted on Tue, May. 29, 2007
Who kills a child?
Itâ€™s shocking when death comes at the hands of a caretaker â€” but more often, experts say, it is parents who kill their own children
By ISHMAEL TATE
itate@thestate.com
When young children are killed, more than half the time their parents are responsible.
Itâ€™s â€śexceedingly rareâ€ť for the killer of a child younger than 5 years old to be a baby sitter or caretaker, said Geoffrey R. McKee, clinical professor of neural psychiatry at the University of South Carolina School of Medicine.
The federal Justice Bureau of Justice Statistics doesnâ€™t even have statistics on baby sitters who kill.
That means Columbia has seen more than its share of such investigations in recent years.
Gail Cutro was convicted in 2000 of the deaths of two children at her home day care in 1993. She was sentenced to life in prison.
Last month, a Columbia woman, 39-year-old Andrea Person, was charged with two counts of

Wtf Is Scooters!?!Only the hottest Lounge on CT .. That I LIVE IN .. typically if I am on tap but not answering shouts its because Im having too much damned fun in Scooters!! So .. what does this mean?? You should come join in the fun !!! come on , ya know you wanna ;)

Ratings And DownratersOkay, I've seen where some of y'all get downrated and smack the perp with a 10 just to show that you are better than them.
That's all cool, but I'm a bit more ornery than that. I get a few ratings under 10. No problem. I give them what they gave me. And if it was under a 5, I block them too.
What I find amusing is when someone rates me a 3 or 4, and I do the same and they get all pissy. Fair is fair.

Crazy Bitch Down The HallWell my weekend was interesting! Bob and I just moved into our new apartment and I already got in a brawl.
This woman who lives down the hall (well lived shes getting evicted now) comes to our door and when Bob opens it she pretty much just comes on in. She has her kid and another kid from the building with her. This woman is drunk off her ass and after alot of bizarre behavior ends up kicking her 4 year old in the face and punching the 10 year old neighbor kid.
Obviously none of this goes over well with me so I went after her. LMAO Bob said I jumped out of my chair and over boxes (we are still unpacking)to get to this bitch. I slammed her into the wall and got her on the floor. I remember dropping an elbow in her face and kneeing her in the kidney among a few other blows I threw. It all went pretty fast and I was beyond pissed. I pretty much had to sit on this broad until the cops got here.
She ends up kicking the cops in the crotch twice while handcuffed. This woman was so

May 29, 2007SITTING HERE WITH THE DARK BLUE SKY.
THINKING ABOUT WHAT I WANT IN MY LIFE.
KNOWING THERE IS SOMETHING OUT THERE FOR ME.
KNOWING THAT I CAN HAVE ANYTHING IN THE WORLD, ALL I HAVE TO DO IS GET ON THE RIGHT ROAD FOR IT!
YOU SEE I HAVE BEEN THIS FRAIL LITTLE GIRL FOR FAR TOO LONG!
TIME TO BE BOLD AND BREAK FREE FROM MY CHAINS OF FEAR!
I KNOW I CAN DO IT,IT'S JUST A MATTER OF TIME ON DOING IT!
THE THINGS THAT USE TO MATTER DON'T SEEM TO REALLY MATTER ANY MORE!
I KNOW I'M A BETTER PERSON THAN WHAT OTHERS THINK OF ME, SO FUCK THEM AND THEIR THOUGHTS!
I'M A 34 YEAR OLD WOMAN, NOT A 18 YEAR OLD TEENAGER!
TIME TO TAKE ON THE RESPONSIBILITIES OF A WOMAN AND GIVE UP THAT CHILDHOOD LIFE!
TIME TO WAKE UP AND SMELL THE DAMN ROSES AND TAKE ON A NEW LIFE.
WILL IT BE HARD THOUGH?
FUCK YES, BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I CAN'T DO IT!
BECAUSE I AM A STRONG PERSON WITH SOME DREAMS THAT ONLY I CAN MAKE A REALITY!
CAN I DO IT?
FUCK YES, BECAUSE I AM ME!
SO THEREFORE IT IS TIME TO TAKE ON THE WO

A Dog Named Sex..Usually everyone who has a dog would call the dog Rover or something. I call mine "Sex". Sex is a very embarrassing name, but I never knew HOW embarrassing until one day I took Sex for a walk and he ran away from me. I spent hours looking for him. A police officer came along and asked me what I was doing in the alley at 4 o'clock in the morning. I said, "I was looking for Sex."
My court case comes up next Thursday.
One day I went to City Hall to get a license for Sex. The clerk asked me what I wanted, I told him I wanted a license for Sex. He said "I would like to have one too!" When I said "But this is a dog," he said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said, "You don't understand. I've had Sex since I was two years old."
He replied, "You must have been a strong boy."
When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I wanted to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole

Nasa Zero-g Sex TestsXXXXXX Experiment 8 Postflight Summary
NASA publication 14-307-1792
by
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ABSTRACT
The purpose of this experiment was to prepare for the expected participation in long-term space based research by husband-wife teams once the US space station is in place. To this end, the investigators explored a number of possible approaches to continued marital relations in the zero-G orbital environment provided by the XXXXXX shuttle mission.
Our primary conclusion is that satisfactory marital relations are within the realm of possibility in zero-G, but that many couples would have difficulty getting used to the approaches we found to be most satisfactory.
INTRODUCTION
The number of married couples currently involved in proposals for long- term projects on the US space station has grown considerably in recent years. This raises the serious question of how such couples will be able to carry out normal marital relations without the aid of

Beaten @ The Mallhttp://www.baynews9.com/content/36/2007/6/4/256804.html
SAME STORE DIFFERENT NETWORK. CLICK OR COPY AND PASTE THE LINK ABOVE THEN CLICK ON THE MOVIE ICON UNDERNEATH MY SONS PIC TO SEE THE VIDEO CLIP AS IT WAS AIRED ON BAYNEWS9

An Article For Newspaper By One Of My Waitresses On Agent Orange A Must ReadOne of my waitresses Shannon Buck age 19 wrote this article I am so proud of what she has and is about to accomplish in her life She is a strong vibrant couragious Girl who no matter what smiles and treats the customers Like family like our Slogan says
HillTop Dining where Your treated like family
Please read the article it is awesome
Posted in the Daily Gleaner
Here's the link also
http://www.canadaeast.com/ce2/docroot/article.php?articleID=2946
Agent Orange the ultimate victor in the end
Print this ArticleEmail this ArticleMagnify TextBookmark this ArticleShare on FacebookDigg this ArticleBookmark with del.icio.usLive BookmarkAdd to TechnoratiTOOL HELPBy SHANNON BUCK
For the Daily Gleaner
Published Friday June 1st, 2007
Appeared on page B7
Your mission to destroy the forests of New Brunswick has become a greater success than ever imaginable.
Not only have your toxins damaged the growth of Camp Gagetown's foliage, but in addition, you have succeeded in ruining t

Free 2 Day Metal Festival!!!.... So CalWell we had so much fun last year we decided to do it again. Sept 14th & 15th. This will be a FREE show! We are putting it off till Sept cause it was just to hot last year. This year it will be held in the same place as last year, if you need directions just hit us up. Bring out your tent, water, booze, and all your friends cause it is going to be bigger and better this year. For those veterans out there thanks again for coming out hope to see you this year. We look forward to some new talent along with some of the ones that came out last year. We do have a running bet on who will be the first ones to show up. We will be camping out the night of the 13th so feel free to come early and get a good camping spot. Come show your support to these underground musicians or come out and party like never before, either way it will be fun. Till then Party Hard!!!!!!!
contact http://www.myspace.com/metal_mayham for more info......... see you there!!!!!!!

Please Read2007-6-8 21:33:35
REAL FRIEND TEST !
This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last
Sentence!!!!!!
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your
Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird
Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!)
A simple friend has never seen you cry
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears..
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmai

Honesty/truthIt just amazes me that people simply cannot tell the whole truth. Why lie? Why hide things from others? Yeah, I know, you don't want to hurt the other person's feelings, but think about this.... It hurts much less to find out the truth right away than to find out that you have been lied to all along.
Being totally honest up front will hurt much less than the hurt and broken trust that will happen when the person finds out you have been lying to them. Tell the truth, trust the other person enough to tell them the truth. If they run, because of the truth, then either they were not meant to be with you, or it was something they simply cannot live with. But give them the choice up front. Don't hide things. You will just make the situation MUCH worse if you do.
Lying breaks trust. Trust is not rebuilt in a day, a week, or a month. It could take years and if you have obtained someones trust, why break it?
It takes much LESS effort to tell the truth than to keep up the lies....
BE

Damn...I had to work all weekend and now I have dropped from first place to third in the contest I am in. If anyone feels like helping me get back up to first, I would really appreciate it alot! Thanks ya'll!

Nasa PredictionHello Readers:
First let me take this opportunity to thanks the thousands of you for your incredible support following my last appearance on Coast To Coast.
Just reminding you that we are in a “SUPERNOVA WINDOW” and I strongly suggest every one of you to understand and Use the “Universal Code” to avoid penalty. As always the NASA “mental snobs” are responsible for wasting both precious astronauts lives and precious tax dollars when they could easily try my methodology and be very happily surprised with all future missions.
Unless you build Cosmic Consciousness you WILL have to pay the penalty, God’s Universal tool were cast aside and replaced by ridiculous religious doctrines fuelling ignorance and fears for centuries and the results are a very disturbed and chaotic world. Mankind is at the threshold of recognizing his Celestial Divinity and raises its awareness and vibrations to the Universal Code.
We are fast living the Age of Pisces (ignorance/fears/religions/deceptio

I Need A Vacation!So, I was supposed to take my nieces home today, but plans have changed. Their mother decided instead of taking care of business, she would go for a road trip and go party. So, I'll have three kids Saturday and I don't know if I'll get to go to the Gay Pride Parade...I'm debating if I wanna take the kids to that. Would I be a bad influence if I took them?
Anyways, I'm babysitting Saturday a little monkey man named Tyrese. He's 3 years old, too and he's only 2 days older than Ayanna. They are so f'in cute.
My crush hasn't been online in forever and I miss him/her...whichever it may be...I forgot it's a big fat secret! I hate secrets.
I'm watching the Emmy's and Ellen Degeneres won! GO ELLEN!
I gotta go, I'm just blabbin now...sorry to have bored you...I'm bored too!

Girl Language.When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]
When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]
When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]
When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]
When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong ]
When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]
When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]
When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]
When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]
If i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to call me ]
When im scared
[ Protect me ]
When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]
When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When i s

I Love My Mom !!!!When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old she drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked he

Whirlpool Of DarknessThe weight of my thoughts pulls at me,
I think of all the bad and forget the good,
The pain, the heartache,
They consume the person I once was,
Leaving me an empty shell.
My heart and mind wondering what will be.
Too much pain,
All I see is the down side,
I try with all my heart and soul,
To find the light,
And climb from this dark abyss.
But as I grasp for the edge,
The pain of my loneliness
Pulls me back into the darkness,
Which has become as a whirlpool,
Pulling me deeper with every stroke I take,
Losing strength, losing faith
As deeper into the darkness I fall.
The weight of the pain,
Crushing my heart in my chest.
Taking the person that I was,
Making me something else,
Something that doesn’t know,
How to feel,
How to love,
How to care,
How to be me.
It all seems to fade,
Into the darkness,
As I fall all alone,
With no one to save me.

Ged Exam ResultsHowdy people.I had written my GED exams May 25th and 26th.I had 4 left to write and pass.I got my results back yesterday.I didn't pass any.Nota 1.I've been working in this for 3 years.I am fed up.I think a change is long overdue.
I've been looking into other programs in my area and I think I may have found something that interests me.It's called the Workplace Essential Skills program.I'm not sure what it consists of,but it is new in my area and will be taking applicants in the fall.
So I guess I'll just wait and see.Have a good evening all hugs.Until next time.God Bless.

Learning How To Flyfalling in love is like learning how to fly
at the start youre scared so you keep your wings closed just like you do your heart
slowly you let your wings begin to open
when you want to fall in love you open your heart at just as slow a pace
youre careful and cautious and wonder if now is the right time...
finally you take the leap and begin to soar
you'll fall a few times but will eventually learn how to keep your heart and your wings open...may not be easy but love isnt either...
spread your wings get prepared for take off

Banned?Appearantly I've been banned from the MUMMs. How did this happen? That's what I'm asking.
I asked the same question I asked in my last blog, no swears, no nudity, nothing hateful. It got over 450 views and some 200 votes and then it disappeared. Shortly there after I received a message from the support team informing me that it had violated the terms of service and that I was now on "the list" and if I did it again, my account would be deleted. Which might be all for the better. I wasn't aware that this site was governed by fascists. We used to have some freedoms in the country, right? I seem to recall something about the first amendment.
Sorry, I don't mean to go off on a rant here, but this whole editing shit drives me a bit nuts. Ooops, I just swore. And on a site that's supposed to be for 18 and older only. Well, if my account disappears you know what happened.
I guess I'll have to start my own site. The only rule I'm thinking about implementing would be to d

Late“I am invariably late for appointments - sometimes as much as two hours. I've tried to change my ways but the things that make me late are too strong, and too pleasing.”

Amw--doing A Great JobBig Ripoff: Con Man Contractor Gets Away With Millions
Almost everybody has a story about a bad contractor. But this Saturday night, we'll tell you about a home repair guy so terrible that he’s become one of America's Most Wanted.
AMW producer Pete Gillespie reports that Craig Oliver took ripping people off to a new level. He’s admitted to running out on 68 contracts since the mid-1980's, pocketing more than $2.5 million from unsuspecting Washington, D.C., area homeowners. But it didn't stop there. The men Oliver hired to do the work got the short end of the stick, too. "He burned bridges with so many workers," Pete says, "it's amazing it took this long for them to run him out of town."
Pete worked in the construction business himself before becoming a television producer, and he knows first-hand that every once in a while, you come across a shark. "This case really hits home for me," he says. "I ran into a few Craig Oliver-types over the years. It's a joy to go after a guy l

Official Fallouts ReminderJust a reminder that tomorrow is saturday and we ask that all Fallouts wear their Fallouts tag. If you dont have a Fallouts yet please let me know and we will get you taken care of.
Remember Official Fallouts Rule #1
1) When we get a tag, we ask that you wear it on Saturday.
heres links to get your tags if you arent there let us know please.
Team Tagz
Old Tagz
Thanks Mark Blue Team Manager

Prayer For My MotherDear God,
Now that I am no longer young, I have friends whose mothers have passed away. I have heard there sons and daughters say they never fully appreciated their mothers until it was too late to tell them.
I am blessed with the dear mother who is still alive. I appreciate her more each day. My mother does not change, but i do. As I grow older and wiser, I realize what an extraordinary person she is. How sad that i am unable to speak these words in her presence, but they flow easily from my pen.
How does a daughter begin to thank her mother for life itself? For the love, patience and just plain hard work that go into raising achild? For running after a toddler, for understanding a moody teenager, for tolerating a college student who knows everything? For waiting for the day when a daughter realizes her mother really is?
How does a grown woman thank for a mother for continuing to be a mother? For being ready with advice ( when asked ) or remaining silent when it is most ap

Kill Them All, Let The Great Spirit Deal With Them!Holy Shit to the 10th power, and then some. I have just realized that I don't care. Humanity is in the shitter, and it don't bother me at all. Wow. I'm more jaded than I thought. I've lost any remaining respect for life. There are so many people in the world that I wish would just go and DIE, that I no longer keep track. For the most part, individual people are the least troublesome. However, mob mentality generally rules. This concerns me. Take into account the current crop of Iraqi War protesters. The reports of hiring migrant workers and day laborers to protest? What the fuck???!!! And anti-gun freaks? Go die. This great country that you are unwilling to leave was forged with firearms. Take, for example, England and Australia, both countries have enacted STRICT limitations on firearms. Did it help the crime rates in these countries? NO!! Very much the opposite. Crime has risen steadily every year since the limits have been in place. There's a saying: "When guns are outlawed, only ou

The Two Of Them - Pt 12Long after the night of passion came to an end Petie sat outside quietly thinking to himself when he heard someone walking up to the house and low and behold it was his friend Jenn.
'Hey Petie' she said with a smile and quietly he opened the door and stepped outside... "Hey Jenn , what are you doing here shouldnt you be packing for New York?"
'Yea but i thought i would come stop in on you and see how you are doing, I heard about how have things have been with you and steph too'
Quietly looking down he took a deep breath and said "there is a complicated situation if there ever was one" Smiling she said back to him... 'I know a steph trance when i see one'
"it is deffinitly good to have her back in my life" .... 'Do you feel the sparks' she asked with a smile ... "Well you could never really denie the sparks between the two of us ... When she's around me i just feel more...I feel more alive"
"I think people under estimate how important that is" ... 'I think they over

Cuties Kids ContestMy grandson Austin is in a contest, so if you could please stop by and help alittle, we sure would love ya for it. Thanks :)

Things We Often Forget.....WHEN SHE ACTS SHY
-SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE HER
WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS
- KISS HER
WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES
- HOLD HER TIGHT
WHEN SHE IS SILENT
- SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU
- SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION!
WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE CRAZY
-SHE IS REALLY CRAZY ABOUT YOU!
WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY
- GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO
WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST
- TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL!*
WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU
- TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT
WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS
WHEN SHE'S SCARED!!!!!!!!!
-HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU
WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY
WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WITH HER FINGERS
WHEN SHE CRIES
-HOLD HER FACE IN YOUR HANDS, LOOK INTO HER EYES, THEN HUG HER.
WHEN YOU CUDDLE
-HOLD ONTO HER

Crying Over YouForever, you promised
Forever, a lie
You promised the moon
And the stars in the sky.
You'd stolen my heart
Then left me alone
You were so cold
It chilled to the bone.
You left me with nothing
But tears and a past
When you said "I love you"
I thought it would last
But "I love you" found an ending
The 'us' and 'we' no more
You said you didn't mean to
But you hurt me to the core
So I guess that I'm the loser
Cause you've found someone new
But I'm still here, still all alone
Just crying over you...

Anyone Miss Me???FOR those wonderin where i was at i was in jail for probation violation..but i am back and i wont be on to much..i left a bullitin but i guess no one checks them but hey im going out to enjoy the weather i may be back tonite nor i may not me....tty;

The Night Before...The night before the burial of her husband's body, Katherine Cathey refused to leave the casket, asking to sleep next to his body for the last time. The Marines made a bed for her, tucking in the sheets below the flag. Before she fell asleep, she opened her laptop computer and played songs that reminded her of 'Cat,' and one of the Marines asked if she wanted them to continue standing watch as she slept. "I think it would be kind of nice if you kept doing it," she said. "I think that's what he would have wanted."

Facing RealityI've always thought that I am good looking, but recently I have realized that I am not the sought after hunk that I have thought myself to be. Age has caught up to me or something. I've been single for over 6 months now. Only having two dates in that time. Pathetic I know, but it's hard to find a good looking woman being ugly and fat. Yea I am feeling sorry for myself. Not like anyone is actually going to read this so it doesn't really matter what I put in this. I was once told that I am going to die lonely with only my dogs around. I am starting to believe that I actually might be alone forever. Reality sucks sometimes!!

Still On The Look Out For A Contest!!!the last contest was a fraud and i want to try again, please if ya hear anything or know of any near future contests i can get in on let me know, thank you all for reading and wish me luck on my next adventure,lol. The Beebs

My Girl,ms U.s.a.SHE HELD HER ARMS OUT AND GAVE ME PEACE,SHE OPENED HER SOUL AND MADE ME WHOLE.SHE NEVER TURNED ON ME AND NEVER DID SHE FROWN,AHE WAS ALWAYS THERE,NEVER MAKING A SOUND.
SOME HAVE TRIED TO HURT HER AND DO HER WRONG,BUT SHES ALWAYS STOOD PROUD AND SANG HER SONG.SHES SHED A TEAR FOR ALL WHOS CARED,AND SHE OPENED HER HEART FOR THOSE WHO DARED.
SHE MY GIRL,AND NEVER WAS ONE SO TRUE.SHES MY GIRL THE RED WHITE AND BLUE.
ILL DEFEND HER WITH ALL I HAVE TO GIVE,AND SHELL GIVE SANCTUARY FOR ALL THAT WANT A GOOD LIFE TO LIVE.MUCH HAS BEEN LOST ,AND AT SUCH A COST,TO KEEP HER SAFE FOR YOU AND ME.SHES MY GIRL,TILL THE DAY I DIE,AND STAND PROUD AS HER FLAG FLYS HIGH IN THE SKY.SHE DOESNT ASK FOR MUCH IN RETURN,JUST TO BE LOVED,AND THAT SHES EARNED.
I SEE THE WALL AND THE STATUES THAT BEAR,THE NAMES OF OTHERS WHOSE SOULS ARE THERE.THEY HAVE GIVEN THEIR BEST AND NOW LIE WITH THE REST,THEY LOVED MY GIRL JUST AS I DO,AND DEFENDING HER WILL NEVER BE THROUGH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET LOVE,YOUVE BEEN BLE

Hacked My YahooFor those who chat on yahoo with me please contact me for an alternitive chat my yahoo has been hacked

I'm BackWell my husband and i just got back from Puerto Rico. I will be posting pics here soon of our trip keep an eye out for them I'm sure my hubby will be putting some up as well

Ipod Help...yes, PuNkGuRrL should offically recieve the "im a dumb-ass" award..
last night i got my drag cd together (btw im in a show saturday...) and moved around a few music folders.. (yes including the ipod one) ... i wanted to add my new music to my shitty busted ipod and plugged it into my lappy. a box pops up saying that my library is empty and something something something.. well me being the dumb ass i am just clicked the button that said continue or ok or just delete everything and screw me.... (it went something like that) low and behold all the music on my ipod is deleted and my library is empty..
::sigh::
anyways.... i still have all my music on my lappy and my external hard drive and im not looking forward to adding each folder one at a time to my ipod library. i tried deleting itunes and redownloading it hoping that someone up there (or down there im not picky) loved me and would just do it automatically ... but no....
is there a faster way to do this?
♥

Mouthy Ass Bitches!!Hey, Well.. Some People on here.. Just don't know how to keep their Mouths Closed! One Person Should Know Who They are... Message me and Ask me about a Certain Person, Then Turn the Tables, and say I was asking them about that Person.. And say I was hitting on one of their Friends!! It's a Bunch of Bullshit if you ask me! I don't Flirt with ppl on the Net. Unless I know them.. I'm not a Big Whore like this Person.. And the Other person, Just won't listen to what I have to say, Even tho They are supposed to be a good friend.. But I guess the Tables Turned on that one too.. So, I guess I just don't know what the Fuck to do anymore.. I can't totally Erase Them from my Mind.. This person I thought was a really good friend, and I could tell them anything. And now they just won't talk to me! So, My life Just typically Sucks right now. Because of this One Individual.. And the Shit they Started!! I hate People!!

Alice And FrankAlice and Frank were Bungee jumping one day. Alice says to Frank, "You know we could make a lot of money running our own Bungee-jumping business in Mexico."
Frank thinks this is a great idea, so they pool their money and buy everything they need: a tower, an elastic cord, insurance, etc.
They travel to Mexico and begin to set up on the square. As they are constructing the tower, a crowd begins to assemble. Slowly, more and more people gather to watch them at work. When they had finished, there was such a crowd, they thought it would be a good idea to give a demonstration, so Alice jumps.
She bounces at the end of the cord, but when she comes back up, Frank notices that she has a few cuts and scratches. Unfortunately, Frank isn't able to catch her and she falls again, bounces, and comes back up again. This time, she is bruised and bleeding.
Again, Frank misses her. Alice falls again and bounces back up. This time, she comes back pretty messed up -- she's got a couple of broken bo

Landlords 4 Pets!!!Body: www.landlords4pets.com - NEW SITE !Landlords -4- PetsFind your new home with ease and bring your furrybest friend along!Dear Pet Owners in Search of a New Home,Welcome to the #1 place on the Internet wherePET-FRIENDLY landlords, tenants, realtors,home owners and buyers meet.With our innovative website, you will no longer be forced to leave your pet behind when moving to a new place.Here, landlords and realtors welcome pets with open arms so YOU could have peace of mind and enjoy your newfound home together with your 4-legged companion.

Show Some Lovei was ask for more pics so please rate i will do the same for u and tell me what u think

My Nephews New SongThis is my Nephews new song
He wrote it and he also plays the guitar and sings
Let me know what you think
But really listen to it
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What The Fuckok last night was my 6yr olds first soccer game and her fateher was late going to the game. he then tryed to hide in the back of the park so no one could see him. but if tyou ask him he is the best father in the world. What the fuck is that all about. He tells my husband jake tha he is a loser and a bad fother because he doe not get to see his kid, well first of all what business is it of my ex's in the first place right. he then showes up for the last 5-10 minutes of his girls first game but makes sure he ist at the whole game if his sone was playing.
i feel really bad for the fathers out their who tyr to be good ones and don't get the recogination they deserve. WELL I AM TELLING YU GREAT JIOB. KEEP UO THE GOOD WORK AND KEEP YOUR CHI UP. YOU TIME WILL COME AND THINGS WILL CHANGE FOR YOU.
AND FOR ALL THOSE DADS WHO THINK THAT MONEY IS WHAT MAKES YOU THE BEST THING GROW UP AND GET A LIFE. LEARN THAT ALL THOSE KIDS WANT IS TO BE LOVED AND ADMIRED.
IT IS NOT ABOUT HOW MUCH MONE

I Want Pain For How I LoveI Want Pain For How I Love
Tossing and turning in my bed
I cannot sleep for voices whisper
whispering sweetly, darkly poisonous thoughts
They want her to call me
Yes, thats what they want.
They want to hear her cry
"I'm so sorry...", I want her to wail to me
for leaving your side without words or reason
I want to relish in her grief
OH how I want to hear that deserved apology,
and feel the reciprocation of helpless agony
And then the voices stop, and you get out of bed.
You can't help but to keep moving
Those thoughts lie, for it shall not pass
The walls of this dusky sufferage stare back
silent, and utterly still
Waiting, praying.
Hoping.
I hold the phone, so tempted to call again.
I know I will hear only a message machine.
Amazing how history repeats itself
A good friend you trust to be there, vanishes
Phone calls, keeping in touch, the array
of text messages... ceases entirely.
Was this her plan?
To fully bend to the will of her lover
sacrifici

Look In My EyesLook in my eyes,
what do you see.
All I want to do is cry,
afraid that you won't see me.
Look in my eyes,
do you see somebody you know.
Look close and you will see no lies,
for the truth is all I show.
Look in my eyes,
as deep as you can.
Who ever tries,
see's I have been hurt by a man.
Look in my eyes,
my life has takin a toll.
One tear shows that I cry,
for I have a worthless soul.
Look in my eyes,
before I say good bye.
You've had too many tries,
to save me before I die.

Priceless (a Must Read For All The Guys Out There)This actually IS true! It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it on the Tonight Show. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University: It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage at the microphone to talk to the crowd. He said that he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and groom's families for coming and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a fabulous reception. To thank everyone for coming and bringing gifts and everything, he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair was a manila envelope, including the wedding party. He said that this was his gift to everyone, and told everyone to open the envelopes......... Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 picture of his best man having sex..........

Looking Into The Skyi look in to the sky above. thinking when you come back. will you see what has been done. how we treat eachother. the ones that has fallen from the path. the one that have come back from hardship. the ones that never give up. always working to better themself. always keeping faith in love. never truning there heart to stone. not finding the one true love in ther life. holding on day by day. to the love never givening to them. hurting from the love that was takeing from them.

I Have A New Friendi have a new friend and his name is karma this friend of mine is a great friend cause i noticed in my life everyone who has hurt me realises what they have done and a ex i was with 3 years ago i can make her cry and feel like shit if i told her what she did to me i kinda starting to think its kinda funny cause i know for all the pain that anyone puts me threw no matter what there always going to feel more pain then i do for it and honestly i'm ok with that cause i can be the nicest person out there untill you hurt me but i do feel one thing that everyone out there deserves a chancee so for you few that reads this never sell your self short if you do only person you are hurting is you when you see a great thing come by in life grab it and hold onto for you never know when another great thing will stop by its not a bad thing to take chances at all sometimes its a very good thing cause those chances that we take in life makes your life the best it ever could i mean if you ever look back o

Birthday In 3 Days!Alright guys..for those of you who I know from the Maryland area,I will be at the Maryland Line Bar/Grill eeevery evening from thursday-friday for part of my birthday week celebration! Tuesday(my actual birthday evening) I will most likely be up in Red Lion with my friends from work and wednesday in York with my old school friends. So as you can see already...I won't be on here too often this week. I'm going to try to enjoy every bit of this as much as possible cause hey,i'm only going to turn 24 on the 24th of July once in my life. So why not enjoy it? Just giving everyone a heads up on why some of you might not be seeing me on here too much. Birthday wishes of course are always welcome cause well...either way you all know I love getting comments. Hope you all have a good week. *hugs*
~Kelly

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SexWhats your sex style?Fierce Sex StyleStraight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

My WallI have put up a wall to keep from being hurt; to keep from having to admit I have feelings of any sort. It's easier you see to say it doesn't affect me.
People come and go you see so why shouldn't I be the first to flee. It seems to be the way it goes in one relationship to the next who's gonna give first no one knows.
All my life I have been an observer; the one on the outside looking in and this was my choice of course. I have seen many things go bad in relationships of all sorts and while I'm trying to understand why these relationships seem to fly by. It's hard to keep up with who's with who and which friends have decided how to be a friend they haven't a clue. Backstabbing and lies break many relationship ties. Open and honest you hardly find anymore fighting and yelling is more what they tend to explore.
So I put up a wall to keep out the pain, if I don't let anything in I can cast no blame.. Of course I have been hurt once or twice, but behind this wall even friends wi

Are You Feeeling This Pain??Are you out there?
Are you losing a friend?
Are you feeling the way I do?
Are you feeling the same?
Is there anybody out there?
Anyone who can't explain?
The loneliness that's appearing
Filling my heart with pain.
I've lost my nights' sleep
Lost interest, in anything I do.
All I do nowadays, is
Just think and think of you.
Because time is so short
And the end appears near
Soon I'd be alone
And you'd not be there.
To comfort and console me
When I am in blue
Encourage and inspire me
In anything I do.
I know its a tough road
Rough days ahead of me
I feel scared of solitude
I wonder what'd happen to me.
I often wonder at times
The way you became close to my heart
In merely a few months
It became diificult to part.
I knew this's going to happen
But I ne'er knew it was so near
So soon I'd have to leave you
Leave someone who is so very dear.
I associate you with my happiness
My feelings of contentment, too.
Associate you with my recen

I Hurt Someones Internet Feelings...my BadBossBitch
2007-07-24 15:42:21
Say Lil Mama I Don't Need Ya Hatin On My mum Ya Heard
~~ ...
member is Stepped away
2007-7-25 1:23:29
Well mama...nothing personal and no hating involved..I was just stating an opinion..thats what the mumms are for...
Am sure you got more bashing in the mumms worse then my lil comment of "not this crap again"...
So tip for you ...do not take the comments personal they are not directed at you ..but the topic of the mumm...
Hope you have a Nice day...

Can My Life Get Any Worse?i cant get a job i got fucked over from cooper standard they fired me cuz i couldnt keep rate well you cant when you when they dont keep you hoses they put me somewhere iv never been before and i didnt know wat I was doing no1 would show me iv had interviews @ other places but they end up lieing to meand not calling me back. I cant get a band.My pepow died not long ago who was the only father iv ever known.now my grandmothers mom is in the hospital dieing. i have no friends the girl i was with for 18 months is back with her x husband they are getting married again she wont give me any of my stuff back. he came in stole her kids from me stole my job and stole my women it kills me i will never be able to get over these 2 things, i donno wat to do no other girl will be with me what do I have left? I just ready to die

30 Things A Southern Boy Won't SayTHE TOP 30 THINGS THAT YOU WILL NEVER HEAR A SOUTHERN BOY SAY:
30. Oh I just couldn't, she's only sixteen.
29. I'll take Shakespeare for 1000, Alex.
28. Duct tape won't fix that.
27. Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken.
26. We don't keep firearms in this house.
25. You can't feed that to the dog.
24. No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe.
23. Wrestling is fake.
22. We're vegetarians.
21. Do you think my gut is too big?
20. I'll have grapefruit & grapes instead of biscuits & gravy.
19. Honey, we don't need another dog.
18. Who gives a dam who won the Civil War?
17. Give me the small bag of pork rinds.
16. Too many deer heads detract from the decor
15. I just couldn't find a thing at Wal-Mart today.
14. Trim the fat off that steak.
13. Cappuccino tastes better than espresso.
12. The tires on that truck are too big.
11. I've got it all on the C: drive.
10. Unsweetened tea tastes bette

Have You Thanked A Soldier Lately?br />You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. H

Familynot really sure what im doing but i really need to do something. I have been married for almost 5 years to a great guy and when we got married i had two boys and he had two boys and two girls, well all along the ex has taken him to court for cutting hair and we have had to help the girls because there grandfather (the exs dad) had molested them and cps still keep giving the kids back to her. It is driving me crazy we are running out of options on how to help the kids. It has stressed me out so much there has been times that i was ready to pack up my kids and leave him to deal for himself because it controls his life, which i understand they are his kids but when is enough ----enough also alot of games are being played between the kids and there parents to see who can get the upset more

TomatoesA beautiful woman loved growing tomatoes, but couldn't seem to get her
tomatoes to turn red.
One day, while taking a stroll, she came upon a gentleman neighbor who had
the most beautiful garden full of huge red tomatoes.
The woman asked the gentlemen, "What do you do to get your tomatoes so
red?"
The gentlemen responded, "Well, twice a day I stand in front of my tomato
garden naked in my trench coat and flash. My tomatoes turn red from blushing
so much."
Well, the woman was so impressed; she decided to try doing the same thing
to her tomato garden to see if it would work.
So twice a day for two weeks she flashed her garden hoping for the best.
One day the gentleman was passing by and asked the woman, "By the way, how
did you make out? Did your tomatoes turn red?"
No", she replied, "but my cucumbers are enormous."

Rosanne Barr Calls Me A TraitorI grew up enjoying Rosanne's stand up AND her TV show. I also find her charity work also noble.. HOWEVER... Her recent comments on our President and Vice President, and those who support them are extremely disturbing.
She believes that Bush & Cheney are traitors and should be impeached. And Their supporters should be considered traitors as well.
Now look... I understand that there are people in this country who are for peace. I am one of them. However, I also know that you can not achieve peace by ignoring world events. And in times like these, when our leaders are actually working to protect us and have been preventing attacks on our soil, I find it dissapointing that some who have a gaggle of fans like Rosanne Barr, would rather incite anger and divide instead of support for protecting our way of life.
If ANYONE should be considered a traitor, it should be her.
You can read her entire quote here.

They Need Help Plz Guysi am writing this bulletin in the hopes that someone will be able to help me. i am not doing this for pity or attention, but i need help.
about a month ago some friends of mine bought me and my 2 sons(ages4 and 5) bus tickets to come to new york from ohio. they needed help getting ready for their newborn and they promised me that they would send me home as soon as i wasn't really needed around here anymore. for the last week and a half, they have threatened to throw me and my two boys out on the street with no where to go and no money. they have told me for the last week that they are trying to save up the money to send us home, and then they lay a guilt trip on me because i am costing them money everyday i am here. they just got done telling me today that they don't have the money to send us home and that they aren't really even trying to get the money. i am stuck in a state 500 miles from home with no job and no friends. under normal circumstances i would never in a million years co

FriendsI'm seriously thinking about deleting some of my so called FRIENDS.I have many but when I log on they are there but don't give answer back when I say hello.I'm trying very hard not to take this seriously but when push comes to shove that's when I take out the garbage.I don't want my true friends to be offended and they know who they are,so if you aren't deleted it's because you are my true friend.

WellMother fucker im bored.
I wanr a mannnn
Someone help me out?
Hhahahha funny shit, Me and my Juggalettes went to the mall teh other day to pick on kids and i wore Farie wings and FLEW around the mall HAHAHA
Funny shit.
I got hit on by Sum random ass guy.
Malls are fun to fuck up.

Spyro Gyra 1991 Morning DanceSome one was posting music videos of live concerts of past so here is some of my favorite groups hope you enjoy them as much as i do!

Our Troops & Starbucks!!NO COFFEE FOR THE MARINES
Their coffee is tasting more and more bitter.....
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them
know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some
of it to the troops there. Not free mind you?
Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their
business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, < BR>and that they would not send the troops their brand of
coffee.
So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying
any of their products! As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we
should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular
with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the
ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house for what they and I
believe is right. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you
can discard it and no one will neve

A New Addition To The Family...So yesterday my wishes came true and I got a puppy. Awww he is a five month old purebred Boston Terrier who still doesn't have a name but I'm thinking it'll either be Sir Badass Killington, Toby, or Hendrix. But yeah I am so happy right now, yay!

August 8, 2007You're at the center of a swirl of gossip. It might not be about you, and you might not even be contributing to it, but there's still no avoiding it. Do your best to let it all just wash over you.

Just A Word Of Thanks To All!Just want to tell everyone that rate my profile and picture and pictures a great deal of thanks!
You all are great friends and loves chatting with you all here on the wonderful site.
Thanks again!
Hugs and kisses: Bethany

Episode 79: Of Partisan Stances On Non-partisan Issues...Let's clear the air before I begin this. First, let me start off by saying that I'm not going to lay into one side (and rather mercilessly) without laying into the other. Each and every side will become a target if necessary because I feel it's time to say what many have thought but have never taken the time to say.
Second, I'm not going to suffer anyone's negativity. I'm going to say what I have to say and then walk away. If you have negative comments, you'll be ignored...period. I can tolerate differences of opinion and even intense (though not heated) debate but nastiness will harm YOU more than it will ME. That's the bottom line.
Third, I'm asking everyone to stand down from arms for just a moment. Just long enough to hear what I have to say and give it consideration. Let it sink in. I've come, not to offer a rant bereft of solutions but a striking portrait of how our common goal means nothing to any of us at present and how it can mean something again and how we can rise abo

Almost Forgot, My Shameless Begging!Please all feel free to donate whatever it is to the cause, i make my living off of my webcam shows, and i get my customers through networking (i don't mean i want you all to go run over there to my show, i just like to get to know people and get them to see me for more than just a webcam girl before they get to see me as one) ;)....
Anyhow, any help you can give me, whether it's just making your friends come visit my page here, or donating a blast, everything is appreciated ;) for more ways to help me out, you can always visit sinamynlee.com and glance around there to find fun things like wishlists and such if you're feeling that type of generous :p

ContestIm in BBG's contest , "Battle of the sexes".
To all the people I've help bomb, I need U in this one. Would you please be so kind 2 rate and bomb my pict?The contest starts the 23rd at 9 pm Fubar time.
Thanks, ~NYC

Tag10 Weird facts about Me
1. My right leg is a quarter inch longer than my left.
2. I despise all insects and destroy them whenever in my sight.
3. My legs from the knee down are twisted, making me walk penguin-style. This has therefore eliminated all coordination as far as balancing activities, like skateboards, skis and rollerskating.
4. I am so hot-blooded I must have a fan on me from time to time to cool off.
5. I never learned how to swim, due to emphatic phobia of not being able to feel the ground underneath my feet.
6. I have a tremendous fear of thunderstorms, in particular a terror for lightning.
7. I've never met a person thats been interested in me when first meeting me in person, as opposed to on the Internet.
8. My lifetime record for pull-ups is Zero. This includes all grades of school when I was 300 pounds lighter and 5 inches shorter.
9. I've never had a cavity or tooth problem in my whole life and I brush very rarely.
10. I still to

Where I Bewhat up ppl i be on my cell on mocospace.com my name there is tony782311 so if you want to chat ill be there have funn ppl talk to you ppl later bye

The Right PathI know in my heart that one day the person I love and myself will make it together - I dont know when or how exactly but once we get thru the crazy obstacles we might just make it. someday
My horoscope for today gives me a lil hope... lol...
8/21/07
You're all fired up and know in your heart that you're on the right path. It might be hard to convince your peers, but time will tell. They're at least watching you with great interest for the time being.

Help My Friend Become The Next Fubar GodfatherPeeps,
help my friend become the next fubar godfather. rate his pics, stash, mumms, and blogs. he's put a lot of work into this effort , so lets bomb his site with lots of rates!
trout gang@ fubar

To All My FriendsI want to personally thank all my friends who have been there and supported me through the BS I've dealt with in my previous job.
Doing all the work, filing federally regulated handling papers and what have you. Thank you. I appreciate it immensely.
Thank you to the mummers for your comments and the laughs, more to come rest assured. At this new position I won't be logging onto Fubar during the day. Once I get a feel for things and know whether any of my co-workers or subordinates have profiles here then I'll decide on posting a salute. WOW! Then you'll all know what I finally look like.
Feels good to have a new start with a company that seems to put value in the people rather than the bottom line.
Starting over means no vacation, sick days or holidays since I'll be the new guy, but once the interim period is over I'll have a bit more time for everything.
I can't say it enough, to my friends...YOU ROCK !!!
Because if I'm saying it, it must be true.

This Is MeJust a regular UK guy, work hard and spend 20/7 on a computer.
Got animals, dog, cats and geese
Don't know how this all works as first day here and still nursing a beer from PurpleHaze (a goood mate)
Se ya around

What Is PrettyWhy do people think that to be pretty, it must be in looks. I disagree; you need more. I dont have the looks butI do have a heart,sense of humor, and personality. Why do people, myself included, thinks that looks is all that. I learned tonight that it dont matter about looks , its whats inside that counts.And I am a very pretty person and damn I love myself.

I Was Diagnosed With C. A. A. D. D.Recently, I was diagnosed with C. A. A. D. D. (Child Activated Attention Deficit Disorder)
This is how it manifests:
I decide to do the laundry. As I start toward the basement, I notice that there are cheerios all over the floor and my car keys are in the cereal bowl. I decide to pick up the cheerios before I do the laundry. I lay my car keys down on the counter, put the cheerios in the trash can under the counter, and notice that the trash can is full. So, I decide to take out the trash. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the trash I may as well pay the bills first. I take my checkbook off the table, and see that there is only one check left, my extra checks are in my desk in the office/playroom, so I go to my desk where I find a sippy cup full of juice. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I decide I should put the sippy cup in the refrigerator to keep it cold. As I head toward the kitchen with the sippy cup a vase of flowers on the

Help Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!hey guys! im in a photo contest...if you have a few minutes stop by and drop some love on my picture :)
love you guys! **muah**

Here We Go Again!I'm not a bitch...really I'm not.
Then things happen and I get pissed.
I have a LOT going on in my life.
and while I realize everyone else has thier own version of things that are going on in thier lives.
I must say that I am tired.
Tired of being the one that is ALWAYS THERE!
So that when I am down and out nobody cares.
Tired of being the shoulder to cry on,
Cause when I need one, no one seems to be around.
I am doing so much on my own and I have so much happening in the next few weeks, like going back to work and trying to get my body back on that schedule and try to spend some time with my daughter, that people are really gonna get pissed when Im not there to lean on anymore!

Friendsi just want to let the ladies know im not here to try and get in any of your panties, im here just to make friends. im 53 yrs old, crippled and just lost the love of my life to cancer,in 2004, i have spinal stinoses i 3 parts of my back and can hardly walk im in a wheelchair most of the time so i would be any good to you as a lover so i just want to be friends.my step-kids left me after the lost of their mother so now im all alone.thank you for your time and i will try and be on here more my pc keeps acting up. take care and god bless.

Plz. Help Me!I'm in a Dimples Contest!
I need help!
Plz. Come by and show me sum luv!

WeekendThe weekend is here. So much to do and its to freaking hot to do it. Man I need some cool air.

Me..OK, so one thing I HATE to do is talk about myself but for the sake of making sure there are no misunderstandings on here I will do my best.
I found fubar through a friend of mine from another chat program and decided to make my own profile here. I see a lot of friends from that same chat program I USED to use that I would enjoy being able to keep up with. Plus.. I do graphics work and yea, I guess I like to show em off from time to time. LOL! Also.. I write a lot. Have my own website where I share my graphics and my poems and writings. Every thing I share on that site is taken from a piece of me, trust me. I write from the heart. And I have actually been told that others can "feel" what I am saying which is a HUGE compliment to me. I enjoy getting to know people and finding out what they are like on the INSIDE. Yes, I have been lied to many times on here, just like a lot of you have.. but I think it's important to say that when I say I like what's inside a person.. I mean it. I'm

The Darkness Wont Go Away Todaythere is a darkness in my heart as of late
i cannot seem to drive away
a sinking, and a pulling
i dont know what it means, or where it came from
it makes me feel so alone
so hurt and dark
a little scared
sometimes when i cry, i cant stop.
i always used to be able to stop
i dont know how to tell him
how to ask him for help.
i know he deals too,
he would think i was just trying to make his problems seem less
too often am i sitting here
at this computer
alone
it makes it so easy to forget most nights
but today....
today it doesnt go away
today it keeps coming
i cooked three pots of baby food today
i made a cake with chocolate frosting
brownies
and meatloaf with asperagess and stuffing
i cleanded the bathroom three times
i vacummed twice
upstairs and down
i cleaned the kitchen i dont know how many times
but it still wont go away
and i still dont understand
and i'm still crying
and i hid it long enough for him to take a shower and leave
god why did i do th

Ok Everyone...read This!!!Today while I slept..naked of course...I was given something very cool. I woke to find a message in my inbox, sadly messages are sparse...some of you need to fix that for me..I find great joy discovering items in my box. But not to get distracted here...I want everyone to do me a big favor...because she really is very cool and fun and her gift to me was truly unsolicited and from the heart. Now I will gladly impart as many of the 11's as I can upon you all..as i have been making my way through your albums/stashes/blogs/and mumms already...
please go to her page and rate her/add her/fan her/show her a whole lot of love/and get her drunk if you can!!!
~Vixen260~DLCSS~DD~#1 Wife of Never Played Again~@ fubar
muchos gracias all!!!
thank you very much sweetheart for making me pink again. ♥ xoxox ♥

How Did We Live Through This??as some of you may already know ... Fenton ,MI which is my Home... was hit by multipal tornadoes on Friday evening... I was coming home from the canceled softball game in Holly,MI and ended up in the path of one of the tornadoes... the Truck is ok but it took a very hard hit to the back and sides from multipal trees and debree being blown through the air.. I am still very shocked that we are all ok and that no one was hurt in this whole event.. I hope that all of you keep Fenton in your prayers.. and that we all get our lifes back in order soon... we just got our power back on late last nite.. Saturday night... we had no power from friday evening till then... we lost all of the stuff inthe fridge before we could get to Ice.. the rds were all blocked with trees and debree... pass this onn and kep us in your prayers.. Michele

Bad Mom?Today I feel like a bad mom. My son is 5 and it seems like he never listens. Going into other people's houses when he's not suppose too, very spoiled child. All i did today was yell at him and that doesn't help.

Fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so, ive been told that if you need help, you should yell, 'fire!' instead of help, cause more people will come than if you yell for help. :D:D:D i wonder if it works? :D:D:D
anyways :D i really could use some help...im in this contest, and im winning, but second place is gaining on me! every rate and comment helps, so...if you have a minute, or youre just plain bored...come help me, and say hello!! ill be there to chat if you want!!
CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment)
all my friends old and new...love you guys!!!
**muahs** ((((((hugs))))))

Happywell i just found out that i am 6 weeks pregnant and i am so happy i cant wait til i find out what it is but i will keep on making these blogs to keep everyone informed.

Chinese ProverbsChinese Proverbs !
* "Virginity like bubble. . . One prick - all gone!"
* "Man who run in front of car get tired"
* "Man who run behind car get exhausted"
* "Man with hand in pocket feel cocky all day"
* "Foolish man give wife grand piano. Wise man give wife upright organ."
* "Man who walk through airport turnstile sideways going to Bangkok"
* "Man with one chopstick go hungry."
* "Man who scratches ass should not bite fingernails."
* "Man who eat many prunes get good run for money."
* "Baseball is wrong. . . Man with four balls cannot walk!"
* "Panties not best thing on earth. . . but next to it."
* "War doesn't determine who's right . . . War determines who's left."
* "Wife who put husband in doghouse soon find him in cat house."
* "Man who sleep in cat house by day . . . sleep in doghouse by night."
* "Man who fight with wife all day . . . get no piece at night!"
* "Man who tell one too many light bulb jokes soon burn out!"
* "It ta

Sweet TeaWhy does it seem like you can't get sweet tea north of Virginia or west of the Mississippi? Going out to eat and getting a glass of unsweetened tea with ice in it is just wrong. No matter how much sugar you put in it, it just never tastes right and you end up looking like you have a pile of sand at the bottom of your glass. Is it just a southern thing or are we the only ones to figure out sugar dissolves better in hot liquid? I've met people from Seattle, Phoenix, Chicago, L.A, and other places who have never heard of ordering your tea already sweetened. Even chain restaurants that offer it in the south don't offer it in other places. Generally speaking I can get it in Atlanta, Richmond, Memphis, Nashville, Raliegh, Myrtle Beach, Louisville etc. but not in D.C., Baltimore, N.Y., K.C., Indy, Boise etc. It just makes no sense. What does everyone else think about this?

Too Funny NsfwToday's joke:
Two women go out one weekend without their husbands. As they came back,
just before dawn, both of them drunk, they felt the urge to pee. They
noticed that the only place to stop was a cemetery. Scared and drunk,
they stopped and decided to go there anyway. The first one did not have
anything to blot herself with, so she took her panties off, used them
and discarded them. The second, not finding anything either, thought
"I'm not getting rid of my panties..." so she used the ribbon of a
nearby flower wreath.
The morning after, the two husbands were talking to each other on the
phone, and one says to the other: "We have to be on the look-out; it
seems that these two were up to no good last night, my wife came home
without her panties..." The other one responded: "You're lucky, mine
came home with a card stuck to her butt that read, "We will never
forget you."

An Eye For An Eye!!!!I know this should be a blog, but I need to know something from another's point of view, so PLEASE bear with me!!Today my cousin left me a voice message saying that the "woman" that mercilessly took the life of my litte cousin, may she rest in peace, in a hit and run "accident" has FINALLY been sentenced to life in prison without the possibly of parole. For 2 1/2 long and painful years, my family went to every court date seeking justice for the reckless murder of my young cousin, Jodie Anne at the hands of a careless and intoxicated "woman"! This "woman" decided that it was better for "her" to drive home at 2:00 PM from a bar, completely mashed, to "her" home which was 10 1/2 miles away from "her" location!!! This path of destruction tore through a school zone where young Jodie Ann was waiting, with her peers, for the school bus on the sidewalk!! The details are too graphic to explain what had happened next so I'll just say that after it was all said and done Heaven received 8 precious

Tugging On The HeartWhen a woman loves a man she gives everything she has and possesses within her including her heart which means everything to her...and yet with hesitation.
When a man loves he gives only what he feels he has to offer...sometimes in which is all or only what he chooses to give in fear he will lose it all.
My heart will belong to one someday...with whom I am not sure of today. Tomorrow will be a little clearer for I am one day closer to being within reach of him. Today my hopes are full, tomorrow they will be full of content. Yet i must live for today for tomorrow is not promised.
Confusing at times and yet so deserving...for the hearts that play will never truely find their way...its the ones who are true to themselves and others that love will last forever...
Can you relate? or do you just associate? Love comes from deep within if you dont give all you will never have it all...and someday fall short as to who you may be or you just simply will never know who you true

Life SucksLIFE SUCKS THEN ILL DIE. SO FUCK THE WORLD SOMEONE GET ME HIGH

The MountainsThe head lights of the old SUV shine on the dirt road as we wound our way up the mountain road. We drive higher and higher leaving the city lights behind. As we near the top there is a turn out and a jet of land sticking out over edge of the mountain about 500 yards. We stop and get out of the car. The sky is so dark the moon shines just on the edges of the distant mountaintops making them only slightly visible. The warm summer air hits my face as you go to the trunk and get the sleeping bag out.
“There’s a nice spot,” I say. You take the sleeping bag and lay it out on the soft grassy ground. We take our shoes off and lay back looking at the stars. We can see billions and billions of stars. You start pointing out all the constellations to me. “Which one is that one?” I ask.
“H3WPO”
“You mean it doesn’t have a more romantic name?”
You gently roll over and look me in the eyes. “Like what?” you ask as you lean your lips into mine and kiss me.
Gently you lift my blouse a

Please Help Dream Catcher!!!!!What you are about to read, is for a very dear person to one of my dear friends. Please copy and paste into your own blogs and bulletins.
You are needed by so many
You are charrished by so many
You are the Light in the Darkness
And the Darkness in the Light
Without you this world is bleak
Without you we would be amiss
Without you we would give up
Without you all hope is lost
You bring us a new day
You bring us a new hope
You bring us a new Light
When we need it the most
Without you we would be nothing
So you must realize this above all
You are needed by us all
For you give us our everything
All my Love, Prayers and Support goes out to you Dream Catcher
You need to come back to us. Your Daughter needs you, your Family needs you, your Friends need you.

Can YouCan you feel me as i climb on top??? Can you feel me do you want me to stop??? Can you Feel me as i go up and down, can you feel me as i make that sound??? I know you want it i can see it in your eyes, you want to feel me taste me make me cry... Touch me hold me can you feel me???

Our Next Lil Play Time Is 22nd Sept 2007Hi there, we hope you liked the party pics from August. Our next lil session will be the 22nd Sept 2007. We have some of our close webcam friends meeting us again for drinks, chat and a lil fun.
Last month we did the sushi platter..... this months will be a fruit platter and whipped cream. We will have a masseuse there also to give me a full body warm oil massage.
We will post some pics here from the event and of course it will be broadcast on cam for everyone to watch.
Wish me luck.... xx
Kylie

Stupid WhoresGROW UP! AINT GOT NO LIFE MAKE DUMBASS COMMENTS WHAT YA JEALOUS? TO BAD IMMATURE YA NEED A LIFE FOR REAL SAVE THE FUKIN DRAMA FOR YOUR MOMMA CUZ I AINT GOT TIME KEEP FUKIN AROUND AND WE SHALL SEE JUST WHAT A MEAN BITCH I CAN REALLY BE!

The Midnight CallWe all know what it's like to get that phone call in the middle of the night.
This night's call was no different. Jerking up to the ringing summons, I focused on the red illuminated numbers of my clock. Midnight. Panicky
thoughts filled my sleep-dazed mind as I grabbed the receiver.
Hello?"
My heart pounded; I gripped the phone tighter and eyed my husband, who was now turning to face my side of the bed. "Mama?" I could hardly hear the whisper over the static. But my thoughts immediately went to my daughter. When the desperate sound of a young crying voice became clearer on the line, I grabbed for my husband and squeezed his wrist.
"Mama, I know it's late, but don't...don't say anything, until I finish.
And before you ask, yes! I've been drinking. I nearly ran off the road a few miles back and..." I drew in a sharp shallow breath, released my husband and pressed my hand against my forehead. Sleep still fogged my mind and I attempted to fight back the panic. Something was

Ground Zero 9/11 Personal PicsSince I am maxed out on my pics here on Fubar, I have a special album of my personal photographs taken at ground zero and rembrance pics on my Care2 network in regards to September 11 2001. Feel free to view them at your lesiure. http://www.care2.com/c2c/photos/view/19/707438360/Personal_Pics_Following_9_11/

I Want To Know YouYOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better!
Send your anwers to me only...
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1.)Q. Can you cook?
1.)A.
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
2.)A.
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
3.)A.
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
4.)A.
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
5.)A.
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
6.)A.
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
7.)A
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
8.)A.
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
9.)A.
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
10.)A.
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
11.)A
12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
12.)A.
13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
13.)A.
14.)Q. Wo

Letter To The Assholes In My Life!Dear Assholes,
I'm tired of the bullshit. I'm tired of the lies. I'm tired of trusting and being let down. Its funny how people can be dishonest and blame their faults on me. I'm not perfect i know, but i do not lead people to trust me and let them down in the worst possible way. I would never intentionaly hurt someone. I'm tired of excuses. The James you all know is lost and i'm not sure he could be found again. If evil is what i'm charged with then evil is what you'll recieve. From now on i'll show you what that side of James is with no regrets. If you call me a dick, an asshole, or a basterd then know that you earned it fair and square. Fuck you and all that you represent. I'm just tired of all of it. I'm done playing this game and i'm done with YOU!
-Forever Hate
James

KidsSomehow it seems that when the kids need you the most is when you are busy. Ironically that is always when they need me lol. I do want one more tho because when they get older I will then have 3 of them to support me. :D

Gave Upwatched multiple people continue to go through my nsfw's even while the previous blog and stash item were posted.
nsfw's are locked. one is not. there may be some nsfw's in the other albums but this primarily applies to the full nsfw albums.
that's it guys, you managed to hit the last nerve and this is what you get.
my apologies to those that have rated everything. tough and fetish i will give you temporary family access as i know you did rate things. for others, if i see that this is the case, perhaps the same will happen, but again, this is at MY discretion, DO NOT BOTHER ASKING.
sin
PS. for those of you that want to fucking bitch that i didn't rate YOUR shit, keep in mind, i didn't go perving through your NSFWs and bitch about having a hardon either. PLEASE get the fuck over yourselves.

LifeShe's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee.
Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box.
Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week.
Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.
And her husband is on the back of the milk carton.
WOMEN'S REVENGE
"Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.
"So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked.
"No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me,
and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally."
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)
I know I'm not going to understand women.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax,
pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root,
and still be afraid of a spider.
MARRIAGE SEMINAR
While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communication,
Tom and his wife Gra

Transformers Halloween CostumesTransformers Halloween Costumes
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Fucking AssholesWell today fucking sucked like hell.... I got fired from work today cause they said I had attitude problem all because I asked supervisor to let me watch others so I could learn something instead of the one I was sent to watch cause all I got to do was sit at a table by myself soldering scrap boards with messed up parts learning nothing about the jobs we might have to do... After I asked one of the trainers if I could watch her do visual inspections on some boards so I could learn what she is doing and know what to look for and all .. she snapped at me and told me to go back over to what I was doing said she doubt I'd ever be doing that type of job anyhow eventho most of the jobs include a type of inspection of boards to look for defects ... well after that she told the head supervisor that I was refusing to work and that I had attitude problem so they called the temp agency supervisor on site and told them to reassign me to a new job before anyone actually talked to me and got the fac

Rick Warren (remember He Wrote " Purpose Driven Life" )Rick Warren (REMEMBER HE WROTE " PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE" )
You will enjoy the new insights that Rick Warren has, with his wife now having cancer and him having "wealth" from the book sales. This is an absolutely incredible short interview with Rick Warren, "Purpose Driven Life " author and pastor of Saddleback Churchin California

Nostalgia/future?Aiight I can't write on my actual blog on MySpace because my best friends and family members read that shit. As soon as I write a private blog for a preferred list or to myself - I get shit from everyone..all worried that they did something wrong.
So anyway - I duno who I am. lol I come back to England with life breathed into me.. they saved my life over there.
I read through my last blog I wrote on here the other day, and told my best friend about the bit where I wasn't sure if she was a sister to me anymore...I have no idea what made me write that- cos I can't remember her upsetting me at all.
Then we were talking about when I was an addict, and she explained why she was so upset the night I left for USA - it's because she thought I might never come back. A) By enjoying myself so much or B) I would die over there. This was strange because for some reason - I used to think I would too.
I'm definitly a new person - Kaz left a bottle of Jamesons in my room about 3 weeks ago f

New Updatesome good news today. his white cells are dropping. the antibiotics are working but he's still a long way from coming home. they're gonna start working with him to get him off the ventilator. they said the next week is gonna be rough.

Going HomeJUST TO LET ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS KNOW THAT I WILL BE LEAVING TEXAS ON OCTOBER 5TH,GOING HOME TO MISSOURI TO TAKE CARE OF MY BEST FRIEND OF 17 YEARS SHE IS NOR DOING SO GOOD SHE HAS A BRAIN DISEASE CALLED EMPTY CELLA SYNDROME IT IS WHERE FLUID GETS ON YOUR BRAIN AND THERE IS NOTHING THEY CAN DO ABOUT IT SO I WILL BE GOING HOME BUT I WILL BE UP AND RUNNING WHEN I GET THERE I WILL HAVE A COMPUTER WAITING ON ME.SO THIS IS JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW.

My Kinda Cat.....A cat died and went to Heaven. God met her at the gates and said, "You have been a good cat all these years. Anything you want is yours for the asking."
The cat thought for a minute and then said, "All my life I lived on a farm and slept on hard wooden floors. I would like a real fluffy pillow to sleep on."
God said, "Say no more." Instantly the cat had a huge fluffy pillow.
A few days later, six mice were killed in an accident and they all went to Heaven together. God met the mice at the gates with the same offer that He made to the cat
The mice said, "Well, we have had to run all of our lives: from cats, dogs, and even people with brooms! If we could just have some little roller skates, we would not have to run again."
God answered, "It is done." All the mice had beautiful little roller skates.
About a week later, God decided to check on the cat. He found her sound asleep on her fluffy pillow. God gently awakened the cat and asked, "Is everything o

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An Elephants MemoryAn elephants memory
As you well know, I don't
usually like these
heartwarming fuzzy animal stories, but this
one is truly
interesting...*
*In 1986, a Mike Membre was on holiday in
Kenya ( In the
Laikipia Region, which is where Taygen and
I were last month)
after graduating from Northwestern
University.**
On a hike through the bush, he came across
a young bull
elephant standing with one leg raised in
the air.
The elephant seemed distressed, so Membre
approached it very
carefully.
He got down on one knee and inspected the
elephant's foot and
found a large piece of burnt wood deeply
embedded in it.
As carefully and as gently as he could,
Membre worked the wood
out with his hunting knife, after which the
elephant gingerly
put down its foot.
The elephant turned to face the man, and
with a rather cu

Hi FriendsI want my friends to know something.
I wish I had all the time in the world to comment all of you everyday, but I lead a busy life and cannot. I wish I had the ability to make you smile when you are sad, but sometimes that can be hard. I wish we were not so far away from each other and could actually hang out in person and get to know each other.
I love meeting people and making new friends and I don't want people to think I ignore them or just add just to add you. My friends are special to me and wish there was a way to keep in touch with all of you at the same time. Please, don't be a stranger and leave some love...muahhh love you!!
Teresa

9-23-07 One Year Ago A Special Friend Passed Away.I just want everyone to no that 2day is a 1 year memorial since my former employer/good friend passed away. His name was Gerald "Wayne" Welch. I worked as his P.A For over a year during a termenal illness he had, He was a very kind hearted man and I would like a moment of silence 2 day for him. He will trully be missed by many family and friends... REST IN PEACE WAYNE.... WE MISS YOU! LOVE, Sara

Crazy Weekend!This weekend has had its shares of ups and downs.lets start with friday night...kareoke.
It was really fun and upbeat.Eric came and we were having a great time.When I went back to his house for the night he stayed up till three thirty in the effing morning playing halo 2 when i was sitting in the bedroom being bored out of my mind.(dont get me wrong i love playing halo.)i was about to fall asleep and he comes in expecting to get some.In my head i was thinking yeah right,but since i was already there and i wanted some i gave in.after he was done he leaves the room(we all know why) comes back lies down rolls over and falls asleep without saying a word to me.so i go to sleep feeling like shit.Saturday i had a family reunion on sat which was fun/awkward because i didnt know 80% of the people there.and i told my parents i went to my cousins house to spend the night on friday.the problem with that was my uncle and aunt got there before i did and told her i wasnt there.so i had to pull a sto

DreamsDreams what are they
are they something you do at night when you sleep?
No! dreams are something you want to come true.
My dreams of you is what, I want to come true.
Cause all I do is dream about you.
Hoping you'll come through with making my dreams come true.
Is what I want you to do, Make my dreams come true!!!
Written By :
Crazy Bitch..

Contest I Am InPlease HELP ME I am in my first real contest the link is http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?i=3116569808 Thanks in advance Steve The contest runs from 7pm tonight till 7 pm 9-29-07

Making Love To A FriendMaking Love To A Friend
by Lisa Ann
You were always so perfect to me,
so soft and gentle,
cherishing you instantly,
without a second glance,
I never distrusted those eyes,
that lied to me continuously,
I promised you I'd always try,
but slowly you were losing me.
I would always have given you anything,
just to keep your interest,
stopping my heart from remembering,
all the pain you caused,
I never pulled away from that kiss,
that held a painful hint of truth,
Maybe you'd be too hard to miss,
so I said I was still in love with you.
I wanted more than just the infatuation,
that you found in me.
You said love was only a distraction,
that you really didn't need,
so I cried myself to sleep,
knowing the times we shared must end.
You couldn't let emotion run deep,
you said you made love to me, as a friend.
But eventually, my love,
friendships fade, too,
and I can't make love and walk away,
pretending I don't love you.
Never once did I push you away,

Hmm..thursday NightWow..catching that Thursday Night Buzz..LOl I just want to tell you all the contest is running smoothly, and if you aren't where you want to be right now...dont give up..:) It aint over till its over...:)
I also want to say thanks for the new people that have joined today...You will get the hang of this and if you have any questions just ask..Love you all!
Hugs and Kisses
MUAH

ThanksThanks for the B~day wishs. I really didn't have a good one but see that you all tried to say something to me and my own Fam forgot it. Makes me feel just as bad as ever. But thanks for thinking about me. Later

Twisteda doctor is helping a lady deliver her baby
10 min go by
40 min go by
finally the baby is out and the doctor grabs the baby.....
slams it on the floor....
slams it on the ceiling......
slams it against the wall....
woman freaks out what the hell are you doing to my baby!!!!!!!!!
the doctor replies "I'm just teasing you dear it was already dead

For All My Juggalo Familywe will never ie alone juggalos will carry on swing aour hatchets if we must each and everyone one of us
THE WICKED CLOWN WILL NEVER DIE
WE WILL ALWAYS BE HERE

Wow Jesus Finds Ways...Got a call from the hospital transplant coordinator today..She told me that they still have no match for my son...Because they have not and no family left to test they called to ask if I would concider doing a kidney exchange..meaning I give my kidney to someone other then my son and in exchange for a kidney for him...I said yes of course...Jesus answers our prayers in many ways because if this works not only do we save my son but someone else...Please pray that all goe's as planned...If you can and will donate A kidney please contact the hospital at the # listed on my page and in my blogs...God bless you all I will not give up hope....This has to work as I can see My son getting sicker everyday and it breaks my heart....KNIGHTSKITTY

Time For Me To FlyHey everyone, I am going to be gone for a good long while, I guess 8-9 months. I will try to keep everyone informed on how things are going from time to time

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.d's.adulty.ish.survey.1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?
one
2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms... of these, how many have you done?
two
3. Ever been cheated on?
duh
4. Ever paid for sex?
gross...no
5. Ever been married?
yup
6. Ever been divorced?
yup
7. If you had to pick one, whats your favorite sexual position?
the one that gets me off
8. Do you own any guns?
not anymore
9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail?
aaaaaaahahahahahaha no
10. Ever been in rehab?
no huh
11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex?
yup
12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace?
met? no. knew previously. yup
13. Truthfully… size matters?
fuck yeah it does ... too big is painful and too small is a waste of time

Another Lame....lmaooooyeah, he tried to hurt my feelings,,,,,lmao
as always, bottums up:P
PhatDave ~...: i will when we are done baby sitting
->Lexi&heart...: well, you should be fuckin your girlfriend luv
PhatDave ~...: but its fun to fuck with people who have no life and take shit serioulsy on here
->Lexi&heart...: no, again, you and the beastiality, hmmmm I see a pattern here, go fuck your "girlfriend" or whatever ya wanna call it and leave me alone, have a nice day
PhatDave ~...: sorry i dont need dogs to satisfy me mut it looks like you take the horse cock in the ass
->Lexi&heart...: oh really, you WOULD know about keeping dogs satisfied, you beastiality freak, lookin at you, know wonder you have to resort to dogs, sorry,
PhatDave ~...: well it doesn even look like you can keep your neighbors dog satisfied
->Lexi&heart...: hahahahahahahahaha, thats right, I keep my man satisfied
PhatDave ~...: thats why im not with you hahahahaha
->Lexi&heart...: then why are you mumming about i

Don't Know Who Wrote But, LoveFOR THE ONES WE LOVE AND LOST....
~IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY~
If tears could build a stairway and memroies a lane...
I would walk right up to heaven and bring you home again...
No farewell words were spoken no time to say "goodbye"....
You were gone befor i knew it andonly god knows why...
My heart still aches with sadnessand secret tears still flow...
What it meant to love you - no one can ever know...
But now i know you want me to mourn for you no more...
To remember the happy times life still has much in store..
Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today...
A hollowad place within my heart is where you'll always stay!!!

Can Someone Disappear?For financial reasons & the children, my friend is staying with her cheating husband, but she has had enough!!(he's been caught & has admitted it, it's not just suspicion)
She's tried to leave but he manages to track her down. She doesn't use credit cards or a cell phone anymore because they have led him to her in the past.
Can someone disappear? What can she do? anyone have some ideas??
oh.. btw her hubby is a police officer!!

Waiting On The World To ChangeWaiting On The World To Change lyrics
Me and all my friends
We're all misunderstood
They say we stand for nothing and
There's no way we ever could
Now we see everything that's going wrong
With the world and those who lead it
We just feel like we don't have the means
To rise above and beat it
So we keep waiting
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
Waiting on the world to change
It's hard to beat the system
When we're standing at a distance
So we keep waiting
Waiting on the world to change
Now if we had the power
To bring our neighbors home from war
They would have never missed a Christmas
No more ribbons on their door
And when you trust your television
What you get is what you got
Cause when they own the information, oh
They can bend it all they want
That's why we're waiting
Waiting on the world to change
We keep on waiting
Waiting on the world to change
It's not that we don't care,
We just know that the fight ain't fair
So we ke

Iraq: The Death Of Reasonfor my own amusement i have decided to blog the documentaries i have seen.the one i watched today is particurarly good.it points out how this is not a war on terror but a war of terror.it points out how the US funded saddam and iran in the 80's to kill each other to weaken both countrys.it has the evidence that we gave saddam permission to use chemical weapons on iran and his own people when they wanted to overthrow him.It also shows that after the gulf war due to the economic sanctions we implied,many elderly and young children paid the price with their lives.Up to 1.2-1.8 million died from 1991 to 2001 due to our ability to bomb them and prevent them from having clean water,medicine and the ability to have constant electricity.It lays out perfectly how the administration used 9/11 and religion to go through their agenda of genocide for control of the natural resources and global domination.At one point it shows how stupid the average american is when they ask whats it about and the a

Last Level!Gunning For Godmother!
This is it! I am down to the last level I need to get! Godmother! I need your help everyone! Whatever you can do! Fan Me! Rate me! Add me for goodness sakes! Please! Help me Level!
imikimi - Customize Your World

Much Love For These Folks!!!i wanna thank all these people who rock and just helped me become a rockstar!!!
marktheshark@ fubar
~Silver Diamond~Rock My World!!@ fubar
INFARRED~DIRTY SOUTH CREW~FOUNDER OF SPIRIT BOMBERS~WTC TRIBAL COUNCIL~D&DC~~ LOVING MIKE ALWAYS~~@ fubar
Chemical_J@ fubar
RedZ28 - Rate Spankers@ fubar
SPIRIT BOMBER'S HOMEPAGE@ fubar
NOW GO SHOW THEM ALL SOME LOVE!!!!!!!!!

InvsibleReaching to the heavens with a breath of final hope...
I turn to pray for answers as my dreams go up in smoke...
Love promises forever and ever more...
Though now I lay here bleeding; upon your kitchen floor...
Didn't you even stop to think about how I would hurt...
When you came walking in with her and in my face kicked dirt...
So now you have to deal with me; no longer can you pretend...
For in your eyes I take my life; with you I meet my end...
Now tears fill your eyes as you begin to see...
The lover you gave so much grief; now see the invisible me.....

Random Facts About Me~RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME~
+I LOVE ANY KIND OF SWEETS
+I HATE CHEATERS AND LIARS (YOU'RE DUMB, YOU'RE GONNA GET CAUGHT!!!)
+I REALLY REALL REALLY WANT A TURTLE OR A LIZARD!
+I CAN BE A LITTLE SENSITIVE
+I CAN BE A BIG BITCH AT TIMES
+I'M VERY PICKY WITH FOOD BUT I LOVE ANY FORM OF CHICKEN
+I'M TERRIFIED OF FEET!!! EXCEPT FOR A FEW PEOPLE'S. I WAS KINDA FORCED INTO GETTING USED TO THEM... THANKS...
+I LIKE COOKIE DOUGH ALL BY ITSELF. OH AND MAKING COOKIES AT LIKE ONE IN THE MORNING CAN BE GREAT FUN... LOL
+I HATE SLEEPING ALONE
+I RARELY EVER GET MORE THAN FIVR HOURS OF SLEEP AT A TIME SLEEP LOL (SORRY FOR KEEPIN YOU UP ALL NIGHT :) *WINK*
+I LOVE TEDDY BEARS N DEAD ROSES
+I HAVE 3 KIDS TO THAT ARE MY NIECE N NEPHEW AND A 5 MOUTH OLD
+I AM A VERRY PERRYNOID PERSON
+I LOVE MY FLAWS
+I CAN GET A LITTLE CRAZY AT TIMES
+I'M EASY TO GET TO SNAP ON YOU AT TIMES
+I'M SWEET UNTILL MESSED WITH THE WRONG WAY
+I COULD LIVE OFF MT DEW COFFEE AND C

All Grown UpAs far back as I could remember...
I was the one who was different from the others.
I always wanted to make people happy...no matter what...
And go outta my way to make sure it happened.
Now... I'm all grown up.
Not much has changed...and I like it that way.

My Blastif anyone see my blast please save and send it to me PLEASE and i will rate add and fan you and show you lots of love

As I Grow In AgeAs I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all.
Here are just a few reasons why:
A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think.
If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game , she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting.
Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it.
Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated.
Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40.
Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart.
Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jer

Lol Wow So Lost For Words My Words Some Words Are SmallI LOVE PEOPLE , I LOVE DOING FOR PEOPLE THAT WHEN SOMEONE DOES NICE THINGS FOR ME I CRY
THAT IS A SIDE OF ME THAT SHOWS AND THAT I NEVER EXCEPT ANYTHING IN RETURN . SO MANY FRIENDS TOUCH MY HEART , KAGE IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AS HIS MOM HELEN . TY'S SO MUCH FOR BEING MY FRIEND OR HAVING ME IN YOUR FAMILY . HUGS AND LOVE CHERIE AKA BREW GOD BLESS MY FRIENDS
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I Want Everyone To KnowI love myself the way I am. And for those who think I should change ANYTHING should go to hell. Or if you think about it-- at least don't tell me about it. Who the fuck are you? Don't get me wrong-- I'm far from perfect...But I don't really wna be perfect. So I just want everyone to know-- this is me. Take it or leave it. I don't really care anymore.

Sex MathBody: Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a lie anyway-but sex math will know!YOUR AGE BY SEX MATH
This is pretty neat.
DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!It takes less than a minute .Work this out as you read ..Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.
1. First of all, pick the number of times a day that you would like to have sex(more than one but less than 10)
2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)
3. Add 5
4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator
5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757 ....If you haven't, add 1756.
6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.
You should have a three digit number
The first digit of this was your original number(i.e., how many times you want to h

Please Be Extremely Careful Virus Going AroundPlease Be Extremely Careful
especially if using internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on.
This information arrived this morning direct from both Microsoft and Norton.
Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet.
You may receive an apparently harmless email with a Power Point presentation
'Life is beautiful.'
If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES , and delete it immediately .
If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: 'It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful.'
Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC and the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password.
This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon.
AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the antivirus software's are not capable of destroying it.
The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself 'life owner.'
PLEASE

Foolish HeartI watched you walk away
eyes never turning once my way
I heard you mumble and say
maybe I'll be back some day
I never thought you'd be
the one to walk out on me
there you go just like the rest
leaving me here
broken heart in my chest
you want time
you need your space
all this time's been a waste
will I ever find
someone to take your place
I loved you so
with all my heart
alone again
don't know where to start
I feel so lame
played your game
U promised to change my name
the ring's still here
but its not the same
here I am
this damn heart I blame
this cloud of pain
sends rain my way
every single
eternal day
your love is gone
to god I pray
please
take this love away
this heart of mine
loves you so
I just wish I could go
back in time
to the day
you found your way
into my heart
so I could stop
and turn away
~~~~~~~~~Paul Moye~~~~~~~~~

The Power Of FriendshipMy soul had been lonely and , and my hope was about to wane and I knew you were waiting , just the same as me and I when I had found you, I would know my search had come to an end.you had lingered in memories not yet made.I had looked for the cure to my sadness in temporary things that had no lasting value and only then I was about to give up and and yet my soul ached to go on, because I was still so blue. I tried making friends to fill this emptinessand made an astonishing discovery one can make a million friends and still not have the bestI had been searching for someone who brought healing to me.In time my my wounds healed and my heart mendedand God did something wonderful for me. He sent me such an awesome friend, and bended were my knees because he sent you to me.Because in you I had found a friend thathad not looked for physical beauty, fame, or fortune and i had simply wanted the best friend to be hadI began to see GOd as a friend, and to Him I could commune.Beauty fades, moneta

MenGrab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her butt/boobs.
• If she stays with you cuddle with her dont try to have sex with her.
• Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
• When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
• When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her
• Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
• Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
• Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
• Treat her like a person and not something to show off for
• Tease her and let her tease you back.
• Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
• Watch her favorite movie with her.
• TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS
• Let her wear your clothes.
• When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
• Let her know she's important.
• Kiss her in the pouring rain.
• When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's butt am I kicking babe?

My Birthdayyeah so i had a great time...i put some pictures up, i will have more soon....anyways i did have a great night even if i was down for the count 2 hours later!!hahalol drank a lil to much to fast!but hey i was tryin to party!!just ended up pukin alot cause my dumb ass never eat that day....anyways i also punched my boyfriend in his jaw hard as hell....don't remember that but i think it is funny....anyways just writing thoughts...peace......

Good-byeSo confused
Not knowing what to do
I love you so much
But I love him too
Most of the time
all we ever do is fight
I really don't have a clue
on how to make it right
I want to be with you
But he is never off my mind
I'm sorry that I am hurting you
I'm sorry I'm that kind
Why do I still love my ex
I ask myself everyday
I have you now
But I just want to hold him and say
I miss you so much
You are the love of my life
I want to be your wife
He would never hurt me
Curse at me or lie
So that is why I have to say
I'm sorry and good-bye.

I Pledge..................I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG,
OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA,
AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS,
ONE NATION UNDER GOD,
INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY
AND JUSTICE FOR ALL!
KEEP IT LIT!! ..KEEP IT LIT!
For all of our other military personnel, where ever they may be
Please support all of the troops defending our Country.
..
And God Bless our Military who are protecting our Country for our freedom.
Thanks to them, and their sacrifices we can celebrate the 4th of July
PLEASE KEEP IT GOING TO YOUR FRIENDS, DON'T LET THE FLAME DIE OUT!
PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING
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We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, and for which we should be eternally grateful.
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I watched the flag pass by one day,
It fluttered in the breeze.
..
A young Marine saluted it,
And then he stood at ease..
..
I looked at him in uniform
So young, so tall, so proud,
With hair cut square and

Please! Could Use Some Help!Hey Everyone!
I’m in a contest where the first 5 people to reach 17,000 comments will win a 7 day Blast or a 30 day VIP. So I would really appreciate any comments you can give to this pic…
If a bunch of you add a few we’ll reach it really fast! And while you are at it, check out the host, Dawn. She’s a wonderful person!
Thanks!
Timmy

Is He In Loveeveryday I wonder if there is something called love. I get into a relationship and things end up going down hill when someone else has interest in the man you think you have love forever. I want to know what is out there for love. Who can actually love me for me and I would do the same with them.

Deterioratede·te·ri·o·rate
..> 1. to make or become worse or inferior in character, quality, value, etc.
..> ..> 2. to disintegrate or wear away.
..>
In your life you decide the paths you want to take. Weather it be wonderful or bad , it's all about what you make it.
When all is is running smooth and working out according to some kind of invisible plan you feel as if your life is begining to make sense. But what happens when that plan is cut off and you come to realize that it wasn't as smooth running or as great as you possibly thought? Do your dreams begin to deteriorate?
Trying to concentrate on the positive, you can't help but let the thought of loosing your grasp on something you wanted so intensly consume you. Will you let it eat at you until there is nothing left of what once was alive.
Are you holding on to something that wasn't meant to be? Was this just a lesson in life to prepare you for something to come?
Are you willing to take that deep breathe

UpdateJust wanted to give a heads up to participants in the Last fu standing.
Elimination #2 will be Wednesday November 7 @ 6:30PM.
For those who aren't aware as to why it wasn't lastnight, i've extended it by an extra few days cause the site was down.
Cast your votes

1500 Comments Away From 1stPlease come help me out!! I will show you love!
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Immature Males!I know that there will always be a few immature males(they don't even rate being called men)out there that think an older large size women is an easy target. Well I would love to be able to slap them up side the head and set them straight. I am not desperate, lonely, or stupid. I don't have time for some idiot to ask me if I want something licked, or poked, or slapped. I don't have time to train some young snot that thinks it is fun to play nasty with the old broad. They don't have the first idea what nasty is. I could have them whimpering and on their knees in less than 5 min if I so choose. And I guarantee they could never survive the total experience. I like my men to have style, grace, maturity,(age is not the deciding factor)even a little talent. And above all a sense of adventure. I have had to block a lot of sniveling little snots lately. Am I asking to much of people to expect something better, or am I just being naive? For the most part the snots have been just a fe

11-07-07I need all your prayers. My very best friend is in the VA Hospital and was placed in the hands of Hospice yesterday. He is barely holding onto life at this time.
I will not be around much the next few days or however long till God takes him home.
Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers as his children need all the support and prayers we can give them.
Thanks to all and have a Blessed Day!
Love those close to you as you never know when they will no longer be with you.
Cherise "Bottoms UP"

ContentOften we find ourselves going in circles. I often find myself doing this. I have been in and out of relationships so many times if I could collect money I would be damn well off. Men come and go the assholes are the ones who hang around and lead you on. They tell you one thing and then tell you another thing. Then when someone new comes along they dump you like a lead weight. Then they treat you like shit.
What I get a kick out of is this. I have an ex-bf that treated really good. I did everything for him. Then he broke up with me. Time moved on, he lead me on, then started dating some chick who is older then me and controls him like a little puppet. He isn't allowed to go out without her but she can go out whenever she wants. He can't talk to any of his female friends without her being there. But she can flirt with any random guy she wants and has to stand there and watch. Now I think to myself, WHAT WAS I THINKING?!
It didn't take me long to get done and over him. I moved ont

Thank You To All My Friends !!I want to say thank you to all of my friends for the get well wishes and just overall thinking of me ! This past week has been rough..I have never had pneumonia so didn't know what to expect..well I have now and I don't like it !! I am not even 75% better yet but I am working on it..The pain in my back is just terrible...I was able to sleep last night so wooo hooo for me :P
So now to some of those that were like UR STILL SICK
ummmm you try it and tell me how long it lasts with you !!!! I bet you won't ever say it again !!
So thank you very much again to my friends and family !! It really did mean bunches to me :-)
Well I am gonna try to get back into the swing of things today..So have a great day and bigs hugs !!
Love ya
Angel

Hit Me Up On YahooHey All....my fubar has been acting up alot lately, if you wanna chat hit me up on yahoo...dixie_chic_girl....Laura

Great Lounge Check It Outthanks for letting me joi hon hope this heps get you more people not that you dont already im sure
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Hey To Alli just wanted to say hello to everyone, i know i haven't had the chance to talk to anyone latley, but haven't had much of a chance to get on here! things have gone from bad to worse, but life is like that sometimes right? My heart is broke into a million peices right now, anybody got some super glue?! lol to my good friends and family, i miss the hell outta all of you! i hope all is well with you and your families. i send much love and bright blessings!!! hopefully i will be able to talk to you soon, and you know who you are. hugz and kisses!

Mg Is Rockin The Air Waves And Its Her B-dayHEY ALL ITS MG'S BIRTHDAY COME OUT AND SHOW YOUR LOVE FOR HER AND SHE IS ROCKING THE AIR WAVES COME LISTEN TO SOME GOOD TUNES AND HANG WITH GOOD PPL HAVE A GOOD TIME ALL TALK AND WALKS OF LIFE WELCOME ITS THE REAL BIKER BAR WE PLAY ALL MUSIC SO COME SEE MG AND WISH HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY Cant wait to see you there. Just click on the pic below and it will take you there. We will be waiting.

On The Makei know i keep coming back to the same questions, the same comparisons. fubar itself, of course, even more obviously when it was still called cherrytap, and in an attempt to occupy a position somewhere between the supposedly naďve topology of myspace and the crudely exploitative adult friend finder, has chosen to emulate or pretend to emulate a drinking establishment. if you’ve seen yourself get magically “shitfaced”—100%!—and then watched yourself gradually sober up, without really noticing anything intoxicating nor detoxicating, you start to wonder about this flimsy conceit. what is the bar today, given that it really doesn’t provide the friendly neighborhood “cheers” anymore? what does it have to do with the particularly gendered and sexed pursuits fubar tries to animate?
david grazian, a sociology professor at penn has had the undergrads in his research seminars in urban culture write up their weekend exploits in old city and center city philadelphia. living vicariously through o

B-dayI just wanted to THANK everyone for the b-day comments, drinks, cards and pics you sent for my b-day. You made it a very good one and i am glad to have met all of you. Thanks Again.....Chaz

Bad Dayso lets start with i'm in the process of coming off of paxil. So that is becoming more of a bitch than i thought it would, i have read up on the withdrawl symptoms and it some what scares me but I know deep down i can handle it. Then after work today my husband of 7 years says he's not happy. He goes through this once a year or when he thinks i need to change something about myself. Its just this year with me trying to come off of paxil it is really getting to me. i love him but damn he needs to get over this self pity bullshit right now. I know it will be ok or atleast i hope it will but in the mean time it's driving me freakin crazy. I need some me time. I really don't feel like babing him right now, i need to be taking care of myself right now not him. I know i'm being a little selfish right now but i think i should be able to right now. I haven't ate anything today, which is one the reasons why i'm going off my paxil it has made me gain 50lbs. i'm use to only weighing only 105 and

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Body: Unfortunately, 97% of myspacers won't repost this. When Jesus died on the cross He was thinking of you. If you are one of the 3% who will stand up for Him just repost this with your city's name.

Thank Youhey ya all i just want to say thankyou to all in the fu's krew family who helped level today and a extra special thanks to balie and chelle (love you guys) who personally helped me level 2 times today.....and on that note i'm passing out for the night.....night all

New Family MemberOk All here we go again I would really like for you to go show the new Members of the family so love. Make them feel welcome
Thanks
Tami

I Had A Moment Of Grrness In The Midst Of My Thought.Okay. I have officially decided that I wish to attend a USMC ball. I know, I'm terrible, but think about it! A ball... I'm a girl. I'm allowed to wish to attend a ball. In fact, it's almost expected.
Marines look all kinds of charming in their dress uniforms. Of course, attending a ball would require an actual gown. I know I dress nicely now, but it's difficult not to feel overdressed when most girls in the area abhor dresses/skirts.
I'm not sure what this kick is about not dressing as a lady, but too many females are on it. I cannot fathom why girls don't like to dress in feminine clothing. When I went over the road with my older brother, I cannot tell you how many times fellows stared at me as if I was something truly rare. It was even worse when my hair was unbound.
I just don't know. I'm too old-fashioned or something. I enjoy my femininity. I enjoy knowing that people simply cannot confuse my gender.
But back to my original thought. I want to attend a

Our HerosSoldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.
A Soldier is a Soldier all his life.
You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart.
You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind.
They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them.
No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes.
A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards.
Brave without a grain of sense.
He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket.
When he wants s

RebirthIt takes my pain away!
The cool blade against the flesh;
Piercing through, making me bleed.
Water of life trickling onto the ground:
Earth-
The place of life and death.
Rebirth-
A phoenix from the ashes;
Spirit soaring free!
I am dead yet I am more alive.

More FunniesKissing is a habit
Fucking is a game
Guys get all the pleasure
Girls get all the pain
The guy says i love you
You belive its true
but when your tummy starts to swell,
he says 'to hell with you'
10 minutes of pleasure
9 months in pain
3 days in hospital
a baby without a name
the baby is a bastard
the mother is a whore
this never wouldn't have happened
if the rubber wouldn't have torn
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There was a young lady called Dawn
Who wished she had never been born.
She wouldn't have been
If her father had seen
That the end of his rubber was torn
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Once a pirate named Yates
Danced the jig for all of his mates.
He slipped on his cutlas,
And made himself nutless,
And now he's quite useless on dates.
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Said a dainty young whore named Miss

Do Not Read Guys Trust Me Lolyou see i will start by kissing your neack softly then move down your shoulder why i pull your shirt over your head then i will start to kiss your chest while i reach around your back and undo your bra then i will rub my tounge on your perky nippels while i slide my hand to you waist and pull off your pants then i will slide my tounge down your bell to your waist as i go across your panties i will give a warm blow on your clit as my tounge rubs your inner thigh while i pull your panties down then slide my tounge back up your inner thigh slowly moving between your legs as my tounge touches your clit my fingers slide slowly inside you going fast and deeper at every thrust then i slide my big hard cock slowly inside that tight little wet hole slowly and deep i will go pushing and pulling very slow then speeding up as you start to tingle making sure i slide just right hitting the g-spot just right making you scream all so high till you scream the highest scream cause you just got the bigg

In The EndI sit in the pit of dispair,
does anyone really care?
Broken and beaten down,
I sit here bleeding.
Physically and emotionally drained
Do I go on?
So tired of trying to please everyone,
and in return to only get threats, lies and betrayal.
Tonight, my heart lays tattered and torn,
beyond all hope of repair.
Is there any reason for me to care?
The child I brought into this world,
has even turned his back on me.
Whether thru the faults of me and my own,
or due to outside forces - my so called "family"
is neither here nor there.
He has been forever lost to me.
As I sit here totally alone,
debating whether I should live or die.
IS THERE ANYTHING, ANY REASON TO LIVE AND CARRY ON?
I have helped countless people,
both monetarily and emotionally.
Will anyone be here for me?
Where are they now That I AM THE ONE IN NEED OF THEIR HELP??????
They are sitting in their homes safe and warm,
Oblivious to all the pain, suffering and hurt i am enduring.
So in the end, DOES ANYO

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The U.S. Food and Drug Administration announced that
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Pass this on. Too funny, to not share a laugh

SecretsShe walks slowly
along the quiet street
cars passing now and then
a cigarette between her fingers
and music in her ears
to the left
houses (Spanish style) and swaying palms
to the right
a body of water rolling lazily along
all look quiet
peaceful
yet
all hold their secrets
the houses
full of closets
skeletons
secrets
the water
nurturing life of predator and prey
and she holds the secrets of her heart
tumultuous emotions
sugar sweet
and
blood red
crashing together
rolling along on the waves of sadness
she stops and sits
hoping to draw peace from the river
not knowing they are the same
full of secrets
and hidden passions
not yet ready for the world to see

Friendsyou cant trust any one now days you think you know some one and they will fuck you over dont care how long you known them so yeah

New DigGreetings All,
Well, I am off on another Dig. This time for 3 weeks. I will be working on a "Phase III" dig, like you see on TV with all the meter x meter squares and people working with dental tools, trowels, and brushes. I feel very lucky to have gotten onto this crew. The Dig is under the direction of Dr. Dennis Blanton of the Fernbank Museum of Natural History in Atlanta. Is is being partly funded by a grant from the Spanish Ministry of Education.
Santa Isabel de Utinahica (ca. 1560-ca. 1640) was a 17th century Spanish mission located in what is in a Telfair County forest in an area known as "the forks," where the Ocmulgee and Oconee rivers converge to form the Altamaha River. The small mission was a part of a series of missions set up in what was then the northern reaches of the Spanish colony of Spanish Florida, similar to the Spanish Missions in California or Mexico.
Operating in the early 1600s, the mission was a religious outpost consisting of one Catholic friar sent

Pretty Boys.There's a guy who's name I won't mention *coughJETSONcough* who thinks himself to be a pretty boy. I mean, yea, he's cute, but his attitude sucks. I gave him some cheek and basically made out to be the only girl who didn't fall under the spell of his pretty boy eyes. The pussy whip blocked me. It's just amazing how people who depend so much on their looks to get attention, drown the minute someone rebells from them and what everyone else thinks.
It's weak, and it's what I try and portray in my poetry. After this guy, I think there'll be something dedicated to him. Lol. Fucking pussy.

Never Give Up!Never gonna give up until I get what's mine
Never gonna stop, so watch me shine!
I'm not excepting failing again
I'm going to make it to the top this time!
As I will it so mote it be
It's not over til I feel fine.
You push me down
I come back
I'm not going to stay flat
You think I'm weak?
I'll tell you I'm not meak.
I'll show you what I aim to seek!
Push me again!
You'll see how fast I mend
You'll miss how could I could be
You no longer hold the key
It no longer works.
It no longer hurts me!!!!

Atheists' HolidayI don't know if this is a true story, or not, but I love it! Enjoy!
Have you heard about this case? Great answer from the judge!
In Florida , an atheist became incensed over the preparation of Easter
and Passover holidays. He decided to contact his lawyer about the
discrimination inflicted on atheists by the constant celebrations
afforded to Christians and Jews with all their holidays while atheists
had no holiday to celebrate.
The case was brought before a judge.
After listening to the long passionate presentation by the lawyer, the
Judge banged his gavel and declared, 'Case dismissed!'
The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling and said, 'Your
honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have
Christmas, Easter and many other observances. Jews have Passover, Yom
Kippur and Hanukkah...yet my client and all other atheists have no such
holiday!'
The judge leaned forward in his chair and simply said, 'Obviously your

Double Standard Illustrated.The guy that I share an office with is hooking up with the office hot chick. He has been since the summer.
As details of their affair come to light because of my officemates now pending divorce the "slut" double standard has been fully exposed in my office.
And surprisingly, I couldn't be more disappointed by how the men in the office have reacted.
Every one of the females in our office has been negative to the hottie, who does happen to be quite personable, not particularly good at her job, but she is Very, VERY attractive. Distractingly hot, which I suppose doesn't help her cause with the double standard.
And predictably, every one of the males in our building has been congratulating my office mate about his conquest.
The whole thing annoys me, but especially the males reactions. I'm not one to discriminate about divorce or infidelity -- my divorce was one of the best things that has ever happened for me. But what's with all of the guys in my office being so sopho

Anniversary 11/27/06I would like to say Happy Anniversary to the love of my life! David You are my Heart & Soul! I hope and pray to God W/we have many many more! W/we have had some ups and downs but i truely think W/we have them worked out now......Trust and Honesty is a major part of a relationship without those two things it falls apart..
Love You Always
Your wife
lynn

Christmas PoemThe embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,
Perha

Cecil At The TableCecil was an over the hill biker – long hair, beard, leather vest. I'd put him somewhere in his late sixties. He'd been creating a problem over at Tam's blackjack table. Tam don't take no shit and told him to take a hike.
So Cecil decides to mosey on over to my table. He was stinking drunk. I'm not sure if he'd pissed his pants before he came to the table or while he was sitting there.
Cecil says to me, "Ya wanna know something?"
"What's that, Cecil?"
"I'm a muthafuckin white man," he says.
"Well, I'm sure you must be very proud of that."
He tells me to shuffle up and deal.
"I got to see some money in the circle first."
Cecil checks his wallet. The well was dry.
"You wanna know something?" he asks.
"Talk to me, Cecil."
"I'm a white muthafucka."
I could see that this conversation was going nowhere. Then he tries to intimidate me – gives me one of those "I'm gonna kick your ass" looks.
I laugh at him. "Go ahead and try something you drunk

Proud To Be WhiteSomeone finally said it.
How many are actually paying attention to this?
There are African Americans, Mexican
Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc.
And then there are just Americans.
You pass me on the street and sneer in my
direction.
You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK.
But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ...
You call me a racist.
You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you,
So why are the ghettos the most dangerous
places to live?
You have the United Negro College Fund.
You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You
have Cesar Chavez Day. You
Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi
You have the NAACP.
You have BET.
If we had WET (White Entertainment
Television) . We'd be racists.
If we had a White Pride Day .. You would
call us racists.
If we had White Hist

Today's The DayToday is the day I find out what the baby is. My doctors appointment is at 1pm. As soon as I get back, I will let everyone know. I am sooo excited. WOO HOO!!!

Soldier Christmas VigilThe embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know,
Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o

69th PrecintThe 69th Precinct is open for business and ready to protect !!!
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New JobI just wanted to let everyone Know That I have a new temp. job and won't be on as much. I am working a seasonal position at Toy "R" Us overnights till Christmas, for some extra money. I love you all an miss ya bunches and haven't been around as much. So I haven't disappeared. Just working alot. I'll be back soon. Love ya and Hope ya'll have a very Merry Christmas, love ya Laree

A Soldier's ChristmasThe embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the
sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzz

A Christmas Story'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed.
He cussed out the elves and threw down his list.
Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks.
I have a good mind to scrap the whole works!
I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear?
The old lady bitches cause I work late at night.
The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight.
Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids.
Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS.
And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money?
And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM!
Flying through the air.

How Do You Know If It's A Heart Attack?Don't expect to feel the classic symptoms attributed to male heart attack victims: chest pain, pressure, tightness, squeezing, burning or heaviness. Debra R. Judelson, M.D., director of the Women's Heart Institute (www.womensheartinstitute.com), says although women may experience these classic signals, they are more likely to complain of shortness of breath. If they feel pain, it may be in the abdomen (as opposed to the chest,) in the back or even in the jaw or throat. Many times, they simply feel bad but are not sure why. Women experience heart attacks differently than men because they tend to experience them at an older age, have diabetes and hypertension and are more likely to be smokers.
Not only are a woman's symptoms different from a man's, so too is her response to them, Judelson says. Because women do not generally believe they are susceptible to heart attacks, they will frequently ignore signs of illness, thinking nothing is really wrong. Women come to a hospital with a hea

InspirationalPeople come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide yo
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Actual Australian Court Docket 12659---case Of The Pregnant LadyA lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man
opposite her was smiling at her.
She immediately moved to another seat.
This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again.
The man seemed more amused.
When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to
the driver and he had the man arrested.
The case came up in court.
The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself.
The man replied, "Well your Honor, it was like this:
When the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition.
She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are Comin'
and I grinned."
"Then she moved and sat under a sign that said, 'Logan's Liniment will
reduce the swelling', and I had to smile.
"Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, "William's
Big Stick Did the Trick", and I could hardly contain myself."
"BUT, your Honor, when She moved the fourth time and sat under a sign
that said,

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Fakes Living In A Fantasy WorldSOME PPL LIVE IN A WORLD OF THEIR OWN AND BELIVE THINGS REVOLVE AROUND THEM THESE PPL ARE SO FAKE AND LIE ABOUT EVERY ASPECT OF THEIR LIVES AND HURT OTHERS ON THEIR WAY I LIKE TO MEET NEW PPL BUT PLEASE HAVE TALKED TO MANY FAKE PPL IF UR ONE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND TAKE UR FANTASIES SOMEWHERE ELSE IF UR NOT FRIENDS ARE THE BEST U CAN NEVER HAVE ENOUGH I WILL BE UR FRIEND WOULD LOVE TO I HAVE DELETED THE ONE THAT THIS IS ABOUT SO NO MORE FAKES PLZ

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State Police....... Hmmmmm Lolon my way back home last night, after a long day of driving and witnessing my first grandbaby being born, my car got raped by the state police and their dog!! lol they asked me if i was running drugs!! hehehehehehe well, my history of working for attorneys and judges, i was being a smartass (as usual) and told em to search w/e they wanted to and give me a cup to pee in!!! (short version) lol they didn't like me much and i can't figure out why!?! hahahaha after 35 mins of searching in, out, under, etc everything in my car, they had to let me go, reluctantly, and I told them to be safe, and left!! It really was funny to me, I couldn't help but laugh! Don't get me wrong, I love the cops, they do a job that I wouldn't do, for a lot of ungrateful people, and risk their lives for me. BUT HAVING SAID THAT, I've been pulled over once in my life, the day after I got my license, and received a ticket; THAT'S IT!!! The absolute ONLY thing on my BMV record!! Can't imagine what cause

You Can't Lie To GodLittle Carol came into the kitchen where her mother was making dinner.
Her birthday was coming up and she thought this was a good time to tell her mother what she wanted. "Mom, I want a bike for my birthday."
Now, Little Carol was a bit of a troublemaker.. She had gotten into trouble at school and at home. Carol's mother asked her if she thought
she deserved to get a bike for her birthday. Little Carol, of course, thought she did.
Carol's mother, being a Christian woman, wanted her to reflect on her behavior over the last year, and write a letter to God and tell him why
she deserved a bike for her birthday. Little Carol stomped up the steps to her room and sat down to write God a letter.
LETTER 1:
Dear God:
I have been a very good girl this year and I would like a bike for my birthday. I want a red one.
Your friend,
Carol
Carol knew this wasn't true. She had not been a very good girl this year, so she tore up the letter and started over.
LETT

Looney ToonsBugs Bunny was sitting at the end of the bar drinking a Caratini (gin, vermouth and carrot juice). Elmer Fudd sat beside him chewing on a cigar and pounding Buds. He was spraying Bugs with dark brown spittle and talking about guns and hunting. Bugs knows that Elmer is a buffoon. But Elmer has his ear and is talking about the classic Winchester rifle and his first Daisy B.B. Gun. Then he starts spouting the virtues of the Aryan Nation and how Rabbits are taking over, and disturbing property values.
As would anyone, Bugs became unnerved. A lot of folks running around in bars have a propensity for chewing your ear with mindless banter, or tampering with your safety. Elmer did both. As Lou Reed said: "You gotta be careful who you sit next to in a bar these days." So Bugs, in his
infinite wisdom, reached beneath his stool, pulled out an anvil, and dropped it on Elmer’s head…
Problem solved.
Do you know why Bugs Bunny always wins in his conflicts? Why he always defeats his

Nursery Rhymes 2007Mary had a little pig,
She kept it fat and plastered;
And when the price of pork went up,
She shot the little bastard.
********************
MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB
Her father shot it dead.
Now it goes to school with her,
Between two slices of bread.
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JACK AND JILL Went up the hill
To have a little fun.
Stupid Jill forgot the pill
And now they have a son.
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SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair.
Said Simple Simon to the Pie man,
"What have you got there?"
Said the Pie man unto Simon,
"Pies, you Dumb Ass"
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HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the kings' horses,
And all the kings' men.
Had scrambled eggs,
For breakfast again.
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HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle,
All over the bedside clock.
The little dog laughed to see such fun.
Then died of electric shock.
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GEORGIE PORGY Pudding and Pie,
Kissed the girls

A Different Christmas Poem (go Troops!)The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know,
Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled,

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Thank You To AllTHANK YOU TO ALL WHO SHOWED LOVED BY GIVING ME BIRTHDAY GIFTS.MY BIRTHDAY IS DEC 24TH..I WILL BE 40..I LOVE ALL OF YOU..MERRY CHRISTMAS..IF YOU DIDNT GET ME NOTHING OR WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEIR STILL TIME...PEACE TO ALL..
LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER

Deanna ApologyPrelude:
Well this a Public apology to Witoka (Deanna)an to others that
This latest Ranting by me might of hurt.We have been doing
to many aurguements over Morphs.Well on Fiday night,
where I live we had a Pre Christmas Party.I drank enough
for many.jagermeifter,white russians,beers.after the Party was
over I came to Fubar to Rip the Morphs,I was promised well
being 3 sheets to the wind,an Blind I did not see the Morphs in
her Photos,or my folder I had asked her to create for me.
So I was so Pissed with the Alcohol doing the Talking I told her
I wanted an fu Divorce.An when I came on saturday It was Granted.
Deanna an I have been Friends on fubar,it seems like forever.She was
my last recruit from when I Founded L.R.L. Society of Wolves.Which
I kinda lost in a Merge.Then finally Settling on Kingdom of Wolves.
I have had many Morphers since doing the Bombing Family.Deanna
is Certainly the Best.I Desire the Best Morphs possible for my Bomber

My Friend Wrote This For Me TonightBecause you’re Beautiful
This poem’s addressed
To you
Because you’re beautiful
No matter what
You do
Because you’re beautiful
The sun rises
Every day
Because you’re beautiful
The mist shrouds a
Dreamy day
Because you’re beautiful
A blossom blooms and holds
Its scent
Because you’re beautiful
Songs sung in your heart
Are meant
Because you’re beautiful
Reflections shine
And glint
Because you’re beautiful
Poems are written
Heaven sent
Because you are beautiful
This is all that this
Poem’s said
Just in case you may have
Any doubt
This poem's heaven sent
To tell you
You are beautiful
And that is what this poem
Is about.

Need Some HelpI need to find me some strippers for my birthday party, but I need help finding the right girls, If you got any info I would appreciate it. I am in Chicago.

Japanese SymbolJapanese Symbol Gold
Which Japanese Symbol Are You? (pics and translations)GoldYou are gold, pure, rich and rare.Personality-Emotion Quizzes

New Year 2008 !! And Planning Away !Happy New Year from Me !!
Happy New Year 2008 !!
Here we are , the first day of the New Year !
Has anyone made any New Years Resolutions yet ?
I havent , but I know that I would like to lose more weight !!as always ...LOL
I have already started looking at Vacations for this year !!and I am so excited !!
Anyone possibly interested in a cruise this year for my birthday again...
give me a message back...
I am looking at a 7 day cruise out of MIAMI florida going to Cozumel Mexico, Grand Caymen Caymen Islands and Ochos Rios Jamaica
price right now starts at $429 per person with only $250 down to hold that price
LET ME KNOW ASAP
HUGS
CAROLINA

Check Me Out!Hello friends, fans and family! First of all, happy 2008 and hope your new year will be great!
I have been having a lot of problems with my profile page for some time. I have lost of lot of stuff on my page and had to start over seveal times. I have now re-vamped it, added skins and a new guestbook and updated my "about me" section. Please when you get time, please check me out and let me know what you think about my changes. If you want to know me better, then please read my updated "about me" section. And since I lost my original guestbook with over 70 guests signed in, please go by my page and sign my new guestbook. It would mean a lot to me for you to sign it!
Thank you all for your friendship on Fubar and hope we will continue to be friends always! Peace and love to you! Linda

Which Are You- Happy Go LuckyTAURUS - The Enduring One (4/20-5/20)
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard
workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are
stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride
in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good
advice.
Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves
emotionally.
Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves
often.
Very generous.
12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
VIRGO - The Perfectionist (8/23-9/22)
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Al ways wants the last word.
Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos Eager.
Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh.
Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.
7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
SCORPIO - The Intense One (10/23-11/21) Very energetic. Intelligent.
Can be jealous and/or posse

The One And OnlyFor those that truly know me.. you know that the last few years of my life have been pretty much a self destructive slow ride into the bowels of hell... well, it's true.
So I wanted to take a min, or two, for someone who has changed my entire life in more ways than I can mention.
I met this man when I was at the bottom of the bottom. He offered me friendship, a caring shoulder to lean on, he offered to pick me up and carry me back up to the top, where he thinks I belong.
For once in my life, I have someone who loves me simply for being me. I don't have to try to be good enough. I don't have to pretend. I don't have to hide. Strange, weird, strong willed, hard headed, outspoken bitch that I can be... he loves me anyway.
lol.. and then tell me he doesn't understand why I love him.
That's easy to understand.. because he loves me.

Rules For MenThis was written by a guy who has years of experience. Believe me, most of them are true about girls....
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at her house... she runs around in her underwear and no makeup all the time.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON HER. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, she WILL find out and you will be mud.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat if you hurt her, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell her she's beautiful.
5. Don't refuse to kiss her in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's just because they're jealous.
6. If she slaps you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch her if you want to. If she's going out with you in the first place, it's because she likes being in your arms.
8. If you didn't sleep with her, DON'T tell your friends that you di

Slight Name Change......and Life UpdateIf you hadnt noticed by now... i changed my screen name... its still lover1371--the doormat... but i added a lil bit on the end....
SO YEAH... at the end of Februrary... unless a miracle happens... i will be needing a place to live... and me not having a job right now ... makes it worse....
my life is beginngin to suck even more than it used to... an theres NOTHING i can seem to do to make it not suck....
talk more soon... with someone..
if you think you could help me... lemme know...
PM me.... or if you payed attention an have my off Fubar contact info... you can contact me that way....
im off for now...

Random Thoughts Of A Tainted HeartI’m a dick! No, this is not the famous introduction of a favorite grunting comedian that comes to my mind. I’m just simply a dick. I’ve misled, used, hurt feelings, slept around while single, and showed no feeling, or compassion for many a woman. I cover my actions in the name of honesty. I’ve never cheated and so I’m in the right. Right? But what made me this way? Why do I not trust? Why can’t I find love? To answer this simply is to say “I DON’T KNOW!” I’m no expert on love. I don’t know its entirety. However, I can tell you of what I want, past experiences, and who I am so you may better be the judge of it.
Here is a little history on me. I got married at the age of 18. I was faithful, loving, providing to the best of my ability. I am serving in the USAF and at the time was only an Airman First Class. My son was born of that marriage and his name is Riley. At the writing of this he is 3 years old. The marriage was rocky from the start. She was very childish an

A Good Friend !!!! Show Him Love PlsHere a very good firend of mine !
He is new to Fubar and shy so I am trying to jump start him and help him out with what I consider the best of the best "YOU" my firends.
Please go help him out ~ he will not downrate you and will return all love
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Do You Give A Fuck About Marines? If You Do Post A Comment!!!!!!!Take a man and put him alone,
Put him twelve thousand miles from home.
Empty his heart of all but blood,
Make him live in sand, in mud.
This is the life I have to live,
This the soul to God I give.
You have your parties and drink your beer,
While young men are dying over here.
Plant your signs on the White House lawn;
"Lets get out of Iraq".
Use your signs and have your fun,
Then refuse to use a gun.
There's nothing else for you to do,
Then I'm supposed to die for you?
There is one thing that you should know;
And that's where I think you should go!
I'm already here and it's too late.
I've traded all my love for all this hate.
I'll hate you till the day I die.
You made me hear my buddy cry.
I saw his leg and his blood shed,
Then I heard them say, "This one's dead".
It was a large price for him to pay,
To let you live another day.
He had the guts to fight and die,
To keep the freedom you live by.
By his dying, your life he buys,
But who gives a fuck if a Marine

First Steps Into MadnessJust what I need is anouther blog to write in. I don't write in my normal blog. What makes me think that I will write in this one? I could always just repost the entries from older blogs. I mean it is not like any of the people have read my other works. So it is my great honor to present to you the random thoughts that are no longer random.

Darness 2Forget what they say
Forget what I lived
Remember my nightmares
Remember my fears
Forget my cries in the night
Forget my pain of life
I wish to know the truth
Of darkness,truth of death
Waiting that sunrise dies
When night is born
I stood on pale moonlight
I wait for the shadow
That comes for me
I do not resist
And follow this death shadow
There is ruins of teh secret castle
Cold wind on my back
The hot desires for teh truth of death
Is rising in me
In the middle of the ruins
There is a black cross
From the cross
Blood is dripping in the silver chalice
Shadow looks at me
And tells me to drink
I drank from the silver chalice
I fall beofre the blood cross
My mind is full of images of the past
I se before me all the creatures of the night
I see the time before light
When the demons flied
And the people cried
The ruins of the secret castle
Are dissappearing
And the castle is appearing
I am in ancient kingdoms of immortals
And I see black portals
I am a

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Psychic ProtectionOriginally posted at wicca.com
Greetings!
This is a massive topic and I apologize for the length of this rambling. It isn't something that can be covered briefly however and I'm sure this discussion will still leave many questions.
Occasionally, either through a journey in the astral or contact with people in the physical realm, it is necessary to protect or cleanse yourself Psychically.
We've all known people who always seem to have a major crisis brewing in their lives right? What happens, is that some never have learned how to maintain their own energy or draw upon natural energies to keep themselves whole and in good condition spiritually as they should.
These people continually seek out others that will allow themselves to be attached to. They use a ploy of feel sorry for me, or come to me and I will give you access to the powers of the universe or any number of other pick-up lines that can be very convincing or tug at your heart strings. Essentially, th

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Sinai Beach-to The ChurchAs you laugh, someone cries.
As you live, somebody dies.
One will fall but another will rise.
Someone loves, someone hates.
And as you ascend into Heaven,
Others pass through Hell's gates.
And let us not lose compassion
For those who have yet to be pardoned.
May we not forget our fellow man.
Mourn with those who mourn,
And rejoice with the joyous.
May we not forget our past,
So if grace was ever given,
We would be the first to give it.
And let us not lose compassion
For those who have yet to be pardoned.
And I know, by the grace of God, I roam,
And I'll stand before Him naked and alone.
And so will we all when death comes to take us home.
The world is ours to take, so let's take it.
If the world is man's, it is what he makes it.
And let us not lose compassion
For those who have yet to be pardoned.
And I know, by the grace of God, I roam,
And I'll stand before Him naked and alone.
And so will we all when death comes to take us home.

Hihey everyone sorry i am not on much have been very busy i have not forgot any of u keep in touch

People On Fubarall this site is anymore is women trying to get you to pay to see them , or buy them something ,,
What ever happend to meeting someone and becoming friends or more , I thought this is what this site was for ...( i guess not )

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Angel From AboveGazing into his blue eyes when we first met,
I knew then he was heaven sent.
All I ever dreamed of, and angel from above.
He had no idea from the start
true love, Id found in my heart.
One of a kind, Love that last a lifetime
All I ever dreamed of, and angel from above.
Still, his smile, my breath it takes away
wanting, needing, to hold him, so much to say.
All my prayers answered when into my life he came
to me, he is everything.
All I ever dreamed of, and angel from above.
Like the moon, stars, morning sunrise
so much beauty, so much grace.
He's even more through my eyes.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.
Together, Forever, I long to be
can you see, Youre ever precious and sweet,
the only one for me.
All I ever dreamed of, an angel from above.
Your gentle words, your tender touch,
life meaning so much.
wrapped tightly in each others arms I wish to be.
With you I feel so free.
A vow I made, forever, you'll have my love.
All I ever dreamed

F*ck, But Without The *Fuck could possibly be the most underrated word in the entire English language. If you see something that is totally jacked up, you can simply say "FFFUUUCCCKKK", in the right tone, and everyone knows exactly what you meant. A few, maybe, will even thank you for expressing what they, themselves, could not find words to express.
See a fine member of the opposite sex? "FFFUUUCCCKKK", with a slightly different tone, same result.
Then there's the potential to add other words, for effective "fuck" augmentation. "Fuck me!", "Fuck you!", "Fuck off!", "Fuck it!", "Fuck this!, and the always poetic "Fucking A" are just a few examples of the powerful communication skills that a master of the word "fuck" has at their fingertips.
Fuck is also the code name for one of my favorite activities... But that is a blog for a different day!
In fact, I didn't even begin THIS blog with the intention of discussing "fuck". The word just happened to pop into my head as I looked at this blank "page"

Into The NightSoft, was the touch of the wind.
Tho’ its cut was as sharp as a knife
Collar turned up head hunched down
And deeper I venture into the night
Gently, snow drifts to the ground
Hidden ice at my ankle bites
I pause to consider what lies ahead
And deeper I venture into the night
Quietly, mind drifts to another time
While pain holds me to my plight
Heaviness upon my shoulders
And deeper I venture into the night.
Slowly, looking at where I’ve been
All that is behind, gone from sight
Destiny has made my choice
Sadly, I surrender to the night.

In Memory Of A Fallen Heroine,christa BurchettEveryone in this area have had heavy hearts this weekend as one of our locals,Christa Burchett,will be laid to rest today. So heavy has this been on my mind. I think about what happened...what went thru her mind as this all took place...what about the precious child that she loved so very much...what will she do without her Momma,her best friend. I also think of our nephew,Jeremy. This has been so hard to decipher...He was supposed to work that day,but he & Amy did not have a babysitter for Austin,their infant son,who is also a step brother to Jer's other son,"Big C" as I shall call him. Christa worked that day instead of Jer. He was in shock when the news reached him..."WHY WASN'T IT ME? THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME!!!" Angered,saddened,struck with every emotion swirling inside.....What is one to think about this? IT COULD have been Jer. It WAS Christa. It does make one wonder "what if"...I would never in any way wish anything at all like this from one person to another..NEVER,because I h

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This Is Me...I'm deep and enigmatic. Even those who've known me for years sometimes have no clue how I really feel. When I get that Mona Lisa smile on my face in response to a question, they know they've crossed the line. Where a Leo delights in telling all, I am slow to trust others with my secrets. But I'm also good at keeping theirs. I may be hard to figure out, but I'm loyal to the bone.
Others don't realize how sensitive I am, because I hide it well. I have a quiet strength -- so loud yelling and noise in general can quickly stress me out. I also feel tense and nervous when I don't get enough privacy. Deadlines are another source of stress for me: I'd rather take my time than rush to finish things. I need to be sure people know my needs and boundaries so I can negotiate what works for all.
*The scorpion is one of the most ominous creatures of the desert. Its threatening appearance is no façade either – its deadly venom is used to subdue and kill its prey. But the scorpion doesn't

Hiccups Be DamnedHiccups be damned!
The anguish, suffering, and tormenting of a mystery I do not understand has overtaken my being this evening. Hiccups, yes hiccups suck! I am being tortured tonight by the most horrible affliction that has ever inflicted man since the beginning of time. So annoying that for years, doctors and mother alike have searched fruitlessly for a cure to the ailment that plagues me now.
Being the inquisitive soul that I am, I went to my favorite search engine here on the web, searching for the cause and a cure to this devilish disease I can not comprehend. ARGH, these are the most bothersome little buggers crawling up my windpipe to interrupt conversations, TV shows, and reading alike. Damn.
First stop, some site dedicated to explaining to kids about life, ailments, their bodies, and random other crap I flew past. So, get this hiccups are caused by the diaphragm. I discounted this one right off the bat. How on Earth can a birth control device cause hiccups? It's not li

Silent Night- Bon JoviAfter the smoke clears
When it's down to you and I
When the sun appears
And there's nothing left but goodbyes
We'll just turn and walk away
How could we let it end like this
Just turn and walk away
Should we seal it with a kiss
It's too late
Now you're out and on the run
It's too late
Held up in love without a gun
Silent night
We hold up our candle light
Silent night
The night our love died
No words to say
And we're both too tired to fight
just hold me close...
And don't let go
It was all so simple when
You were to be queen and
I'd be king
I guess those dreams got lost
Cause baby you're still you
And I'm still me
Now letting go
It's always the hardest part to fight
When we both know
We're just two more victims
of the night
It's too late
Too late to wonder why
Much too late
To save a love that's died
Silent night
We hold up our candle light
Silent night
The night our love died
No words to say
Now we're both too tired to fight
Just hold me close a

Randomnessso ive been working alot i think today is my 1st day off in like 17 or 18 days of working in a row counting sat and suns lol... anyways i havent been on that much lately... but im pretty bored today so im sure i will be on alot!!

FuckI can't really deny it anymore babe. I really really want to more than anything be able to deny your death and believe it and know it's not true. I waited for that call, that call that never came. That call that would have put a few pieces of my heart back together. It never came, and it never will. I don't understand why. So many why's. And I know some blame is on my head, I accept that. I just wish other people would so I can talk to them about it without hearing "No no no, it's not your fault." It's got to be someones fault and I'm the one who left you. I'm the one that gave you no reason to stay in MI. Before we started dating you were looking into the ARMY, but you stopped because of me. After I broke up with you though you went right back to the ARMY and joined. If I would have never met you, you would have been there sooner (or not at all) and not been on the road where that bomb was; or if I took you back you would have stayed here with me. Your words are echoing

You Wanna Join A Bombing FamilyPLEASE READ ALL OF THIS BEFORE SUBMITTING A FRIEND REQUEST AND INDICATE IN YOUR FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU HAVE READ AND UNDERSTAND THE PROFILE AND DO WISH TO JOIN***********
This is the profile of a Bomber Family, NOT an individual. If you are looking for a family to join, please read below, and if you are interested, send a friend request specifying you would like to join. ONLY members who wish to be a part of the bomber family will be accepted as a friend on this HOME PAGE of the FUS CHERRY BOMBERS .
This is a bomber family of people dedicated to fairness and equality.
******************PLEASE NOTE: I WILL NOT, WILL NOT, APPROVE ANYBODY FOR FAMILY MEMBERSHIP WHO IS CURRENTLY IN A CONTEST SEEKING TO JOIN A BOMBER FAMILY TO GET HELP WITH A CONTEST RIGHT NOW. YOU HAVE TO BE IN THE FAMILY BOMBING FOR THE FAMILY FOR 10 (TEN) DAYS BEFORE YOU CAN ASK ANY MEMBER FOR BOMBING HELP FOR YOURSELF*************************************************
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TagInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I bite my nails when I'm nervous.
2. I was my hands before and after anything I do.
3. I brush my teeth like 5 times a day.
4. I have 2 tooth brushes 1 on the sink 1 in the
shower.
5. I hate when people touch my face.
6. I write poems.
7. I hate cats.
8. I believe in God.
9. I hate talking on the phone.
10. I made up the name Trell Daddy in 11th grade
because I wanted to be a rapper.
I tagged
Sexxymamma
Shannon
Ansatsusha
Baby B
Platinum Jay

Tag Ur ItTAG YOUR IT !!
The rules are:
Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,
facts, or habits about yourself.
At the end,
you choose 5 people to be tagged.
List their names and why you chose them to be tagged.
Don't forget to leave a comment thats says
"You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog.
Have fun!
1)I am afraid of lizzards
2)I can't stand it when people touch my pillows
3)I love scary movies
4)I use to be in gymnastics
5)I have 4 peircings other then my ears ;) lol
6)I hate driving under bridges
7)I have a weakness for funny people
8)Sometimes I think I see things that others say they cant see..maybe its just my eyes lol
9)I wear contacts and or glasses
10)One of my most fav drinks is called Turtle piss...its madori..malibu..and a lil bit oj lol
I choose
Eroticicdreamer because she kicks as*
Latenight cause he is like a brother to me
Reece because he is my best f

Starbucks - DamnI like a really great cup of coffee...
But I guess I won't be drinking Starbucks anymore!!!!
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there.
Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee.
So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in
the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground
fighting street-to-street and house-to-house.
If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know.
Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once

Alcohol And Brain CellsA herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo, and when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole is maintained or even improved by the regular culling of the weakest members.
In much the same way, the human brain can operate only as fast as the slowest brain cells through which the electrical signals pass. Recent epidemiological studies have shown that while excessive intake of alcohol kills off brain cells, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first.
Thus, regular consumption of beer, wine etc., helps eliminate the weaker cells, constantly making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. The result of this in-depth study verifies and validates the causal link between all-weekend parties and job related performance. It also explains why, after a few short years of leaving a university and getting

Blind GiftsThere was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'
This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side no matter what the situations.
Today before you co

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To Remind The WorldHe sits in wonder at the moment of silence,
That seems to last for days,
And his heart slowly beating,
But to what end, he knows not,
For the one person he thought
Could see him, could feel him,
And would really know where he stood
Seems to have acknowledge
That he doesn't exist.
He's only a dream, a memory perhaps,
But he's not today, nor tomorrow,
And he will never be again.
His life, his meaningless life,
And his love, the love of yesterday,
The love that everyone searches for,
But he gave to her,
Only to have it revoked suddenly
And without warning,
She let go of him,
And didn't even look back.
As if it were not reality-
A fantasy- maybe it was his,
And he just couldn't see,
But now he feels the pain,
The emptiness, the hollow echo
As his heart beats, but for nothing.
His soul, now has been sold,
To the highest bidder,
And then left behind,
Like an old child's plaything-
Left in the back of a closet,
When the family moves away.
Dust covered and

Haha Someone Is Using A Porn Stars Picsok i just called out a "woman" that has the pics of a porn star that is real big on the net the "woman's" name on here is GypsyGirl and she says its her pics that she has up i for one know better because ive been to said porn stars web page, and have seen the pics the"woman" is using the porn stars web page is www.wifeysworld.com and im sure if she finds out there will be a law suit thrown at the "woman" that is using her pics. tell me what you think.

Something Special I Wrote For My Special FriendNicckie Written By Bruce Romanis
Nicckie Is and always will be my bestest friend because i have special place in my heart for her forever and she means a lot to me and ever since I joined Lost Cherry in the beginning she was one of the nicest people on the site who would be there for me if I was feeling sad or I just needed a friend to be there for me and i would be truly be sad and depressed and feel like I have nothing to smile about if she wasn't on the site now known as Fubar because as long as I have known her even if the site was known as Lost Cherry or even Cherry Tap or Fubar there's 1 true friend that I totally respect and admire and worship and love and that's my amazing and wonderful friend Nicckie I have known her on the 3 name changes of the site for almost 2 years and I am so happy she's my bestest friend and I wouldn't know what i'd do if I didn't have nicckie in my life even though she's a online friend of mine even online friends can be best friends fo

The Lonely Feelings...The lonely feelings...
The night air is crisp and cold...
and your not alone...
but you feel out of place...
even in your own home...
Your in a crowd...
lots of folk...
but even then...
you feel the choke...
The need to be alone...
is all you feel ...
to get in a room...
to close and seal...
To be alone..
is all I ask..
to sit there...
sometimes is the task...
To sit and think...
and not use my brain...
I need the quite...
to remain quite sane...
But then I need ...
the love of friends...
the companionship...
buds to the end...
We should love our time...
that we spend alone...
but don’t forget...
the light friends have shone....
R. Alford Stewart 5 Oct, 1999

The 80s Metal Lounge Rules#1 NO LOUNGE BASHING
#2 NO DISREPECTING THE STAFF OR LOUNGE MEMBERS
#3 NO FAKE PROFILES
#4 DONT QUESTION THE AUTHORITY OF STAFF
#5 NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER
#6 NO LINK DROPPING (YAHOO,AIM,ETC)

Dat-boiAnother of my lucky auction winnings.
Help me show him some mad FU-LOVE.
dat boi@ fubar

The Heart KnowsGo where the heart
longs to go
Don't pay attention to the feet
that want to stay rooted
Go where the mind
wants to explore
Don't worry about the hands
that still want to hold on
Go where your gut
is fearful to go
Don't let your body
sit in one place
Go where your heart
knows it should go

Love And Lust Of A Master24 Feb 2008
Love and lust from a Master
Current mood: naughty
Love and lust is such a strong word and strong feeling. Now along with love, for some, comes lust and domination. That is, for me, to have a master, to give commands and live on that edge of not doing what you are told in order to get punished. Sometimes that could be a fun and rewarding experience but then again... it might not be. This is also the need to feel the intensity of pain while in a sexual situation..... Domination takes me to an entire new plane… I have no concept of what is going on around me except what is happening to me at that time. Someone today said that anyone could be a master and dominate you. This is not true for me. It has to be someone who I love, yes, love not just lust, trust, and one that I know will not hurt me in a bad way. I have such a master. When we first started out he sucked on my nipples so hard that I thought it was going to fall off. Those actions made me start my thirst for

Jizz On Heads Of State For Posterity... And FunClankdestine mofo...
Clankistination.....
You know...
we all know
Stination....
I like stination
for our nation, asshole!!
You know do you?
You know a hole ready...
Too prepared to be rammed
to be hit...
like a tit on the belly.
A pig sits down for your lips.
Suck the tits and deny your life.
Deny your thoughts...
Ignore the truth and suck the teats
and blow your mind out of your
pants...
Pretend it doesn't exist and know..
We persist...
we persist...
We will never die.
What dies is that which does not do...
To do is to live and
to live is to do
that which has never been done more
than thirty-three times..
we see
We saw ..
we thought we saw.
What you all wanted to be..
Now we know..
You wanted to lived like
Bots in the global model
Of that which we cannot be..
Cry child...
Weep for what you'll never know.
Soak your stamps in the tears of lesser men..
and die and wake like hose who
are not

Charleston S.c.We are getting ready to go in a few days now. Is there anything to do down there at all. Let me know what it is pleaseeeeeeee.

Dreaming Of YouLast night, the oddest thing happened
I was messing around, my mind
Not focused on any specific thing
But suddenly a sound pierced my silence
The roar of a motorcycle
And the sounds of it driving off
Followed by a thicker silence
Which was only broken by
Muffled sobs and sniffs
What was going on?
What made me miss you so much?
I tried to get you off my mind
And tumbled into bed
But it didn’t work, no relief
Came to my aching head
Thoughts of you stayed with me
I couldn’t forget you, couldn’t
Get you out of my mind
Exhausted, I finally
Drifted into a rest-free sleep
But the whole night you
Were there haunting me
I spent my night and then
Most of the days after
Dreaming of you.

Puter Virus ..... HumorI thought you would want to know about this e-mail virus. Even the most advanced programs from Norton, Trend, or McAfee cannot take care of this one.
It appears to affect those who were born prior to 1965.
Symptoms:
1. Causes you to send the same e-mail twice. done that!
2. Causes you to send a blank e-mail ! that too!
3. Causes you to send e-mail to the wrong person. yep!
4. Causes you to send it back to the person who sent it to you. who me?
5. Causes you to forget to attach the attachment. well darn!
6. Causes you to hit 'SEND' before you've finished. oh no - not again!
7. Causes you to hit 'DELETE' instead of 'SEND.' and I just hate that!
8. Causes you to hit 'SEND' when you should 'DELETE.'
Oh My!
IT IS CALLED THE 'C-NILE VIRUS. '

Notes To Ponder1. does god hate iraqis, if so is he ok with us killing so many?
2. if we leave iraq will we stop being free?
3. did saddam want to take our freedoms?
4. saddam was in the proces of taking only euros for his oil...and NOT the doller.
5. saddam was pumping to much oil, (makes it cheaper) so the oil companies wrote up the draft to invade iraq before 9/11
6. iraq had nothing to do with 9/11..
7. only 4 of the 19 hijackers were from afghanistan, 15 were from saudi arabia
8. does god approve of killing?
9. hitler was protecting the germans from the comunists, same way bush protects us from terrorists.
10. our phones are tapped, our email is spy'd on, we are the suspects.. thats not freedom.
11. Did Jesus, as a human being, really walk upon the earth?
12. Why are there so many similarities between the ancient Egyptian religion and Christianity today?
13. Why does our government tell us that the twin towers were destroyed by airplanes hitting them, when the

Ladys BewareBULLFROGS & B!*W JOBS
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for a Valentine's Day present. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive.
She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune.
'Well,' said the clerk, 'I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give b!*w jobs!'
'B!*w jobs!' the woman replied.
'It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month,' he said.
The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more b!*w jobs for her!
She bought the frog.
When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely sceptical and laughed it off! .
The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this act again.
In the middle of the night, she was awakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran
downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband

New Voice ChatFound out there is a new voice chat on the block that might be worth checking out. There are two good things i have read about it, for those who have used teamspeak or ventrilo. well here we go.
1. Its got ventrilo quality from what i have read.
2. Servers are free for up to 200 users.
Those two reasons alone make it worth checking out. But here is the other info.
Features
Free Voice Communication
* Create multiple channels and subchannels
* Pick from any of our 12 datacenters worldwide to host your voice server
* Full moderation of your voice channel, including the ability to kick/ban users
* Automatically save channel settings
Friend Tracking and In-Game Chat
* View status of your friends online, including information on games they are currently playing and what server they are on
* Text or voice your friends instantly — even while playing most games!
* Easily log conversations for future reference
* Customize your GSC accou

Please AdviseThis is where it ends…or is this where it begins? I don’t know anymore. I’ve always been the one with the answers to everything. Why can’t I solve my own issues?
I’ve had it all. I’ve lost it all, and now, my scruples are slowly scattering as well. Where do you turn when you don’t know where to look? How do you get started when you don’t know where you stopped?
"Everything’s gonna be alright." What is that supposed to help? I need direction. "You need God." Umm, sorry, but I’ll be damned on that one. Been there, done that. I need a break. Not like a relaxation break, but I need my lucky break. Everyone gets one, where’s mine? Did it already pass me by, back when I had it all and was too busy working to keep it to hear opportunity knocking?
I actually thought I had it when I found my dream job a couple of weeks ago. They worked me in at entry level, and I knew I had the BIG job in the bag. But, how about the position was eliminated almost as soon as it was

Have You Ever...This is the feeling i get around this wonderfull woman. I love you with all my heart Hope.
You're simply perfect.
To really love a woman
To understand her
You gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought
See every dream
And give her wings when she wants to fly
And when you find yourself
Lying helpless in her arms
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman
You tell her that she’s really wanted
When you love a woman
You tell her that she’s the one
She needs somebody
To tell her that it’s gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really
Really really ever loved a woman
To really love a woman
Let her hold you
Do you know how she needs to be touched ?
You gotta breath her
Really taste her
To you can feel her in your blood
Then when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
You know you really love a woman
When you love a woman
You tell her that she’s really wanted
When you love a woman
You tell her that she’s the one
She needs som

When Mothers FailI will be the first to admit I am not perfect, and am pretty good at admitting I am wrong. And yet this time I do not know what I did wrong, and compared to my ex wife, I am damn perfect. My little girl ran away from her mom's house on Tuesday. She's 8. I got the call from her friend's mom asking if it was ok she played over. As I already knew she was "missing", I talked to my daughter and the mother both before deciding it was a good idea that I came and got her to smooth things out as she was brought home. I called my ex to convey this idea, but I was screamed at and told she would get her, because she had been out for almost an hour looking. So in short, this was not about my daughter's feelings, or why she even ran away in the first place. It was about my ex, it's always about her, because she is more important than everything else. Then the boyfriend decided to open his mouth about it, which I admit, if he'd do it to my face I'd respect him more. But he has since apologized for hi

A PoemShe stands alone
her petals so smooth
I watch the Light hit her -
and my heart is moved.
Such elegance, such beauty,
my eyes have never known-
she stands absorbing golden rays,
I sit and watch alone.
Her silky petals...
and tender green leaves...
her long narrow stem
with its thorns of unease.
It bewilders me to think
as I watch even now,
that rose that I see
has been battered somehow.
Beaten by the winds
and the rains of life,
by the thorns of other roses,
by pain and strife.
Oh! to be the Gardener,
and to know the exact way
to nurture that rose
back to health one day.
But the Gardener, I am not,
an imitation, I am afraid,
simply struggling through the garden
on the path that He made.
But someday, in time,
I will know what He knows,
and will walk deeper in the garden
and reach that battered rose.
And way out where its harsh
I will tend to her needs-

Yes A Man Wrote ThisYou should know....Thanks Steff : )
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself
a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
Why would he treat you any differ

My Soul Mag Inteview...I'm famous in Greece LOL!!! Check out my interview in SOUL Magazine out of Greece. My buddy Antonis interviewed me for them, and it was alot of fun! I'm sharing pages with celebs like Jude Law and Alicia Keys-who would've thought LOL!!! So check it out and tell me what you think :-)

Bye Bye VerizonI'm going to be gone for a little while, I'm changing over to shawneelink verizon was costing me an arm and leg, it will be from 2-6 weeks. catch you later. xoxoxo

My Banana Bread RecipeBanana Nut Bread
5 ripe bananas, well mashed
2 eggs
2 cups plain flour
ľ cup sugar
1 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon baking soda
˝ cup nuts (can be walnuts, pecans, brazil nuts)
Cinnamon
Preheat oven to 350. Grease a loaf pan. Mix the bananas and eggs together in a large bowl. In another bowl put flour, sugar, salt and baking soda. When the bananas and eggs are mixed up good together, I then sprinkle cinnamon in the mixture. I usually put in a enough till it looks right. (I know that’s not very helpful, but maybe about 4 or 5 shakes) You don’t want it to dark. Then I add the nuts. (I use pecans or whatever nuts I get from my folks.) I have used a mixture of nuts. Now add the remaining ingredients (the flour mixture). Mix well. Spoon in loaf pan and cook for one hour. Remove from pan and cool on baking rack.
This is a recipe I got from the Fannie Farmer Cookbook and added some changes of my own.

Out Of My LifeThey tell me to move on
To forget about him
Yet for some reason I cant
I care for him
More than any other
But all he does is hurt me
Says he cares
But acts like Im nothing
I wish he would leave me alone
Let me move on
Hes got her
So he doesnt need me
I want him out of my life!

Proclamation Signed By Governor SebilusGovernor Sebilus signed a proclamation on February 29, 2008 naming March as Chiari Awareness Month!!!!!!!!
All my hard work and endless hours have finnaly started to pay off!

ThanksJust would love to say hello and thank you for all the support to all the *Stiletto Girls* you are all hot and sexy and keep it up........

Rip Arthur C. ClarkeThe last of the Big Three of the Golden Age of science fiction died yesterday at the age of 90.
Just off the top of my head,some of his stories & books I have:
The 9 Billion Names of God
The Star
The Sentinel
Glide Path
Tales from the White Hart
Rendevous with Rama
Imperial Earth
The Fountains of Paradise
A Fall of Moondust
He was instrumental in creating our present network of geosynchronous communication satellites & helped develop radar during WWII.
Godspeed,Sir Clarke.

I'll Never....I'll never forget, the day we met
I knew you'de be mine, my heart was set.
I had to have you, at any cost
now without you, I would be lost.
I live each day, with you in mind
forever strengthening, the ties that bind
I'll chat no more, with other women
cause this is now, and that was then.
You fill each day, with joy and love
you must have been sent, from up above.
I thought that god, was so unjust
then he sent me you, and regained my trust.
The End!!

March 22, 2008.....how I See Me TodayToday i look in the mirror and see someone I hate. For years I have been told I am nothing. That I am ugly and wortless. A cold hearted bitch. And today as I look not only at myself on the outside but also with in I hate who I am, and what I am. Call it a pitty party, or whayever you must but I need to vent and so I am.
I see a woman I do not like to look at. I have only caused pain and heartache. I blame a lot of it on my life before today. I have been abused mentaly and physicaly my whole life. And I believe that that has a lot to do with who I am today.
I see ugly, i see a woman who has caused so many people heartache. why. why do I do this. I have had twp men in my life that have been nothing but good to me. Yet I tore out there hearts and took a huge crap on it. Now I regret it. Can I change it, no. But I feel i deserve what I get. I do not deserve them at all. I deserve the unhappiness. The heartache, the pain.
Dealing with this today is hard for me because I usualy just drin

My Daddy Hurts Me!!!I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlies bar
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work

Funk Martini's I Swear They Will Plz Ya!!FUNK MARTINI
1 1/2 OZ. Vodka
1/2 OZ. Triple Sec
and a splash of Cranberry juice, and Pineapple
Pour liquid ingredients into a cocktail shaker with cracked ice and shake well, strain into a chilled martini glass!!
now I tend to not be so fancy, lol, and mix the ingredients right in my glass(and i'm not classy enough to use a martini glass anymore lol so i use the rocks glass) I also want to add that this does sound sweet but I promise you will enjoy it has a fruit punch taste that will knock ya on yur butt!!! lol enjoy!
ROCK ON DANI!!

Positive FutureI am trying to raise money to get a service dog for my 5 year old son
He was diagnosed with depression and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder he is unable to adequately verbally express his feelings he is a cutter and suffers from night terrors
He would greatly benefit from a psychiatric service dog they are trained to provide companionship to children with psychiatric disorders they are able to comfort and calm a child where the child is unable to do that for themselves and would prevent my son from hurting himself
Any and all donations would be greatly appreciated and would go a long way to provide a postive future for my son.

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Life Sucks...........Suicidal Tendencies - How Will I Laugh Tomorrow lyrics
Artist: Suicidal Tendencies lyrics
Album: Prime Cuts
Year: 1997
Title: How Will I Laugh Tomorrow Print
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[Mike Clark/Mike Muir]
Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no one's around
Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all
Always an emotion, but how can I explain; how can I explain?
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can't explain, the same with my pain
Caught up in emotion, goes over my head; goes over my head!
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death, am I living or am I dead
The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved, just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that I've had
Some were good most were bad
I search for personality and I look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash thr

An Inspirational Poem!hey everyone i know sometimes life can be one helluva drag and gets us down at times so i created this poem for me and all of you out there whos lives are getting you down.
When Life Gets You Down by Jared Kinter
When Life gets you down
Dont curl up in the corner and cry
And certainly dont just lie down and die
Pick yourself up
Brush yourself off
Hold your head high
And walk forward with the desire to fight
So the woman or man you were in love with left you for something stupid
So what! fight to get that person back and if that doesnt work than enjoy the single life and all it has to offer!
People are judging you without knowing you hahaha what give them the right
people these days are judgemental and that much is true
But theres someone out there who loves what you do!
You think no understands you
Not true!
There are many out who going thru almost the same things as you!
jobs getting you down?
Everyone deals with this only you can chnage that
So dont cry
Dont d

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Graphix ContestHEY EVERYONE I NEED UR HELP PLEASE..
IN A GRAPHIX CONTEST.
MOST RATES WIN
ONLY TILL APRIL 4TH
PLEASE HELP RATE IT AND PASS IT ON FOR ME
THANKS
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Proposition 420Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act
I hope that my friends would read this....whether or not you support 420 or not...if you read it completely you will see how it would benefit everyone! Please comment and let me know what you think!
if you agree to this blog email this to everyone you can including your Congress Representatives and Senators.
Proposition 420
The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act
United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act
A proposition initiative by Kenneth N. Bykerk, Citizen (ConquerorWyrm@hotmail.com)
Section 1: Medicinal Marijuana
PURPOSE: To allow for patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession for personal medicinal use of cannabis products;
---------- The patient should be the one to decide whether or not they need or would like to use cannabis as a medicine of choice for pain management, appetite stimulation or any other ailment which cannabis has been suspected or pro

Shadows On The WallShadows On The Wall
In the midst of darkness as it falls
I wonder, what are these shadows on the wall?
There I view them unalone
I call out my name and realize these shadows are one in the same;
Why are these images here
Is it something I fear?
What are these Shadows On The Wall?
They're me through various times of the day;
When I wake I stand tall
When I relax I seem to fall
When I am in thought I stand afar
Far away from the others I viewed that same day.
Why do I have these shadows on the wall?
To remind me of who I am most of all...
Me!
I enjoy these shadows on the wall;
For they tell me I am strong and without fear
No matter how near or far.
Often I may seem distant but really;
I am closer than you might realize.
For look through your own eyes
You to will see these Shadows on The Wall.
Imagine these shadows on the wall they depict who we are. Enjoy these shadows on the wall they represent strength, courage, faith, friend, belief, dreams, and

Shadows Of LifeWe were born naked but for the halo that burns beneath our skin , like the cloak of eternity itself.We have surpassed all other creatures in this mortal world , with our beauty....savagery and power. We have eaten at the table of every war ; every conflict of word or weapon .
we draw our life as the moon draws yide , yet we are drawn to our own weaknesses like a moth 's to a living flame . We burnish our hearts with the cold gleam of ancient furies or melt them in an alembic of overpowering lust......and -consume these word's , as a flame digests the soul of haunting feelings that you thought you had buried in the back of your mind . The illusion is brittle to our own kind , deliriums ; self-imbued to escape the wieght of our own existance .
Now the final war is coming like a storm , the winds ringing with our laughter ; with our rage and with our mystical serenades .
Some words should have stayed interred forever . Some beasts should have never drawn first breat

Evils Facethere it was right infont of my face right there, i want it stopped i need it to end but i cant its against my nature, the things i want done to such an evil the noise it causes the pain it brings, makes me want to tear off my face, but that is not the answer, i dont know the answer and all i can do is wait for it to leave for good.....her name is becca.....she leaves messes all over the place and yells at us for not picking it up and yells at us for being slobs me and my best friend suffer because of her, he and i are both too nice to tell her to leave but the squeaker toy wont shut up to listen shes too busy making things about herself and forcing my best friend into submission using sex as her back up, the only thing i hate and cant stand is her....

Pick Your Prize Giveaway!! My Very First To HostI'm Hosting a Pick your Prize Giveaway!!
I enjoyed Molly's giveaway so much last month, Ive decided to host one of my own.
There will only be one winner per prize--so get your entries in early. All Prizes will be given out at the end of the giveaway on May 2cd.
You must fullfill the requirements to get the prize.
OMLY THREE PRIZES REMAIN OPEN: AS PROMISED NO INTERESTED IN THE 30 OR THE 3 DAY BLAST HAS MADE WAY FOR 3 NEW PRIZES: (2) 1 MONTH VIPS & (1) GIFT BLING PAK
here are the prizes I am offering:
(2) 7 day blast--25,000 comments
(4) 1 month VIP--25,000 comments
(5) 1 gift bling pak-- 20,000 comments
Rates will count for 10 yup I said 10 comments!!
Thats 11 Prizes-11 entries
First come-First serve!
So get your entries in asap--just send me a private message with a link to the pic you want to enter--can be any sfw picture you like to use-- and as soon as its posted to my giveaway album--Game on!!
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Funny Shit1. A nursery school pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead.
'How do you know that the cat was dead?' she asked her pupil.
'Because I p * ssed in its ear and it didn't move,' answered the child innocently.
'You did WHAT?' the teacher exclaimed in surprise.
'You know,' explained the boy, 'I leaned over and went 'Pssst' and it didn't move'
2. A small boy is sent to bed by his father.
Five minutes later.....'Da-ad.....'
'What?'
'I'm thirsty.
Can you bring a drink of water?'
'No, You had your chance. Lights out.
'
Five minutes later: 'Da-aaaad.....'
'WHAT?'
'I'm THIRSTY.
Can I have a drink of water??'
' I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to smack you!!'
Five minutes later......'Daaaa-aaaad.....'
'WHAT!'
'When you come in to smack me, can you bring a drink of water?'
3.
An exasperated mother, whose son was always getting into mischief, finally asked him 'How do you expect to get into Heaven?'
The boy thought it

For My New FriendsOK PEOPLE I`M HOCKED UP WITH MY FRIEND JOHN IN FF HALL AND WE STARTING A GROUP CALLED FIRE FIGHTERS HALL FIRE ANGLES AND WE NEED YOUR HELP SO I`M CALLING ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS TO COME HANG WITH ME IN THE HALL AND GET THIS GROUP ON THE GROUND I THINK WE CAN DO IT SO HURRY UP SEE YA THERE

Guess I Have Been Away A SpellI haven't posted in this thing since NOVEMBER...? Geeeez! Well not a too much of anything new with me. Been throwing myself into my artwork. It's helped me deal with a lot of assorted crap that's been flying at me lately. No big deal, after all what doesn't kill you..." etc, etc.
Anyways I'll definitely be making it a point to come back more often. I kinda missed the "Fu-ness" Lol1

Hmmm.. LolIf we spent the night together.. what would be the 3 words you say the next morning?

Fucking LagWell the month of April is running me ragged. I have Bridges class this week, Then Job Club next week, Then the week after I have my assesment to see if I should be employed or go back to school. In this I have a court hearing on the 21th for child custody. So the month of April is shit just shit. The only rays of sunlight that manage to break the bleek overcast spanning thru out the month. Is the Birthdays of a few close friends of mine. Whom I care about very much. I love you guys and can't wait to celebrate your day with you.You're wonderful friends

It Was Just A Dream....Since my mother passed away nearly 4 years ago I've had nothing but nightmares about her telling me she wanted nothing to do with me and that she didn't love me....until today...I laid down for a nap after getting the housework done...The dream started off as me in a place that was familiar but at the same time not...I walked into a room that I remember from my childhood...It was my mothers room from Omena Pl. It looked exactly as it did when I was younger...Green walls green curtains and a big comfy bed with burgundy blankets...My mother was laying there watching T.v like she did when I was a kid...She seen me come in and told me to come lay with her so I did...She wrapped her arms around me and held me close and tight...I started to cry knowing that this was only a dream and when I woke up she wouldn't be there....She told me everything was going to be ok and that she had to go now...I cried and begged her not to leave me...I kept telling her I loved her and I needed her...I told her

The Blizzard Of 06This has probably been left out of coverage on CNN, CNBC, and Fox News, as they are busy with stories that get good ratings like the latest developments concerning a teenager in Aruba that has not been seen in 6 months, but there is a very importatnt news item here in Mississippi... a blizzard in progress! At least 11 flakes were seen landing in my yard alone, where they no doubt tormented the horde of fiendish fire ants lurking between every single blade of grass in the yard. These flakes quickly melted as they always do, but it remains to be seen if melted snow will put out a fire ant.
This intrepid reporter braved the elements until the first flake landed upon him, when he quickly retired to the safety of the kitchen window. The blizzard raged for a good seven minutes or so, and as luck would have it, I did not witness a 47-car pile-up on the street in front of the house...no doubt due to the fact that there was no pile-up to witness as all the womenfolk were busily cann

For Those That Helped:I would Like to thank all the people that helped Me last night and late last night level and get to be "Mr Insider". I know to some of you this may not be a big deal. But to Me it is. There are those that know that I am not into all this point whoring. I do what I do to advance and then I move on. but I will help anyone that sk for it. And what Someone who is VERY SPECIAL to Me did for Me. Well That Means alot to Me. And for that I want everyone to know just how Special she is. Not only is She a Very, Very Good Friend. But this Lady will do anything for anyone at anytime. Just like she did for Me when I needed over 10,000 points and she got loads of people to come to My page and help get Me over the top to Be "Mr Insider". And for that I Love Her to death. If You ever Need Someone to be there for You then I tell You You couldn't ask for a better person to have in Your corner or on Your Friends list. I'm here to tell You... If You don't believe Me just ask the people that She has helpe

Revised Cam Rulez As Of June 2008 - If You Accept - Please Comment - Accepted- ThanksCAM RULES
NO NUDITY
NO SHOWING ASS, TITS, PUSSY, DICK, BALLS,
THUS KEEP YOUR CLOTHES ON !
AS WELL NO DRUGS, NARCOTICS, PARAFENILA OF THAT SORT ON CAM AT ALL.
** IF LOUNGE HAS BEEN SET TO PRIVATE BY THE OWNER (REVEREND ETERNAL) THE SHOWING OF NUDITY AND DRUGS ARE ALLOWED, BUT ONLY DURING THAT TIME.
** IF YOU ARE GOING TO SHOW ANY TYPE OF NUDITY - PLEASE FORE WARN THE LOUNGE PRIOR TO.
IF YOUR ON CAM, YOU ARE IN THE LOUNGE CHATTING
IF WANTING TO GET ON CAM, PLEASE ASK OUT IN LOUNGE IF ANYONE IS ON CAM ALREADY.
IF NO ONE IS ON, ASK IF ANYONE DOESNT MIND YOU GETTING ON.
1 HOUR LIMIT TO CAM - AT THAT TIME PLEASE ASK IN LOUNGE IF ANYONE WANTS TO GET ON CAM.
IF NOT THEN CONTINUE CAMMING. IF SO, PLEASE LOG OFF
DO NOT GIVE OUT CAM INFO TO ANYONE
IF ANY STAFF MEMBER REQUEST YOU TO GET OFF CAM PLEASE GET OFF
YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO GIVE THE CAM INFO TO ANYONE EVER
DJ KAK TEASE IS CAM MANAGEMENT - ASK FOR INFO FROM HER
IF INCASE SHE IS UNAVAILABLE - PLEASE G

My True LoveMy True Love
The night is cool, the stars are bright.
Wondering where my true love is tonight.
If only I was pretty, or smart.
Maybe I wouldn't end up with all these old farts.
My life has been hard, this I know.
If only it didn't show.
With every new man, an expectancy to be hurt.
If only I could find a decent man, and feel his comfort.
I know I can do everything on my own,
I just wish I didn't have to be all alone.
I long for the man of my dreams.
For now that is where he'll have to stay, in my daydreams.
Maybe one day I'll hold my head up high,
and realize I'm as beautiful as a butterfly.
I would not have to settle for an ole fart,
For I would have an open heart.
No longer thinking I couldn't do any better.
Away has melted the bitterness and anger.
Then I wouldn't have to wonder where my true love is,
Because I would know, where ever he might be, I would be his.

Bomb Hell Outta Me Keep Me In Front PleaseAll Right Tru-Fu's
AUSSIE is in His 1ST HAPPY HOUR CONTEST EVER
LETS HELP HIM GET HAPPY!
HE ALWAYS HELPS OUT EVERYONE ELSE LETS SHOW HIM THE RESPECT BACK!
CLICK HIS PIC & BOMB HIM HARD
ALWAYS READY AND WILLIN TO HELP OUT FU-FRIENDS
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Sister's Weddingso.... my younger sister gets married june 7th. she just called me today and asked if i could be a bridesmaid because one of hers backed out. luckily for everyone i'm about a size smaller than her original bridesmaid.... so now i gotta pony up some serious cash on way short notice. i mean of course i was going to the wedding.... but now i have to buy the whole ensemble and the hair..... aaaaaaaack.
of course i'm doing it. she's my sister!! i'm just kinda.... meh. i'll get over it.
just as a note i was scheduled to be her personal attendant before..... so now i pull double duty. lolz. it's what i am best at..... coming off beautifully under massive stress.

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