I have these bookmarks , like gns3 vault and other very good blogs kept by people that know their stuff well , and now and then I try to figure out their little labs and I fail. And than I read Cisco's documentation and I fail again. 48h hours later after trying everything I know I fail again. Then I get really drunk and I realize I know jack shit. This is how I get motivated.

Having a nice paycheck and doing the same thing over and over again (in MS mind you) is my nightmare . I WANT TO KNOW IT ALL !!! ))