Fill my heart with songAnd let me sing for evermoreYou are all I long for -Frank Sinatra, Fly Me to the Moon

Have you ever sat and waited?The anticipation from the wait slowly creeping inYour patience growing thinYour surroundings becoming so quiet you can hear everything around youThe quiet ticks of the clock counting the seconds byeThe quiet pounding of your heart

The better question: have you waited on love?Every moment together blissThe butterflies you feel in your stomach when they are nearEvery moment apart tortureFeeling like apart of yourself is missing when they are not by your sideThe weight of missing them on your shouldersCrushing youEvery moment together blissThe world fading away when you talk to themIgnoring the friendly hugsIgnoring the small fact you're not the one saying:“In other words, please be trueIn other words, I love you”Ignoring the small fact you're not the one they whisper sweet nothings to every night

Ignorance is bliss they sayTrue love waits they sayLittle girls are taught to have their minds in the cloudsI say the clouds are not where they belong but on the ground where they can blossom into who they really areThey are taught that their Prince Charming will appear one dayI say that their prince is lost somewhere on a turtle in the middle of a pondThey are taught that good things come to those who waitI say you have to fight through the bad and work for the good

Is that really love though?Giving up a piece of yourself to someoneRuining your self worth so they can be happyHurting yourself so they can smilebut only for it to beNot enoughTo be there for everythingThe tearsThe laughsThe long nightsThe early morningsThe late night facetime calls when one of us has had a bad nightBut only for it to beNot enough

No moreNo more of my tears will be shedNo more wondering why I wasn't enoughNo more waiting around to be noticed

Ignorance is not blissIgnorance is woundingIgnorance is blinding what is really in front of meNo more

Enough has been enoughIt's time to wake up and see the day

Have you ever realized who you are meant to be?Open your eyesSee the skySee the lightSee what is in front of youBreathe in the airWatch the sunriseDo the thing you’ve been scared to do toBe yourselfNo longer will I play the waiting gameNo longer will I let ignorance blind me

I shall take my life backI shall stand tallI shall live my own lifeNot in fearNot in anticipationBut loud and freeAnd,Me!