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TOY STORY WAS MY FAVORITE MOVIE growing up. I had the entire collection of all the toys from the first movie. Like many other kids, Disney mindfucked me into thinking that toys had thoughts and feels, and I got really embarrassed because sometimes I would forget to put them back in the closet when I fap. For a while I thought those toys was working for my mom as watchdogs, to keep an eye out on me so I would stop fapping around the corners of my house. She used to read me fake news about how my penis would be slowly transformed into silicon if I kept up the nasty habit.
By the time Toy Story 2 came out, I had stopped giving a fuck about what toys thought, and would sometimes line them up and fap in front of them. I would imagine Woody getting aroused and growing another “Woody” on his crotch and a smaller “woody” on his crotch and ad infinite, and when I leave the room he would carry on and lead all the other toys on into an epic fuckfest.
By the time Toy Story 3 came out I had began pondering about the timeless mind-body dualism and I would look down on my toys and wondered if it was plausible to have a mind without the physical brain inside their plastic heads. It occurred to me that the Woody inside the movie screen was obviously conscious even though he didn’t possess a brain. In fact he was nothing but pure consciousness, since his body, boots, along with the body of his owner Andy were immaterial and composed entirely out of light and dancing pixels. By the same token, I was convinced that my own Woody had to be conscious too, even though, along with my body and brain, were made up entirely of matter. It wasn’t until recently that I finally cracked the mind-matter dualism, with the experiential insight that the entire cosmo is made up of One substance; Pure materialism (everything is made up of “matter”) is exactly the same thing as pure idealism (everything is “mind”), and that fundamentally there is no line dividing my own life and what I had perceived to be inside a screen. #mental#addicted#toystory#woody#buzzlightyear#nonduality#swipeleft