Since I woke up today I’ve been searching for inner joy. And I think I was beginning to taste it for the first time only a few months ago. When I smiled there was no denying that I was incredibly happy. There was no way to speak to me and not feel the happiness oozing out of me. I was giddy…and so thankful for life’s blessings. I felt free and complete. Where did those feelings go? Are they gone or…