I have the heart to always help others. But sometimes, I have to ask, did God say this, or it’s just something I want to do. I have find out in the past, moving ahead of God, has left me in a pit situation. In ministry we have to know when to pull back, and when to release the blessing of God. He is the one that gets all the Glory!
I have made mistakes, that I thought was right in my on mind. We have to learn when to give. To many gifts always makes a Person forget about, what there purpose in life really is. I can say this. I have been through it.
I pray that God always, reveal things to me. It’s a small voice inside of me, that just won’t stop nagging at me, telling me is this God or YOU!
The ministry has ups and downs, and some hard knocks, that has kept me on my bending knees. I will make sure, I will listen to GOD voice this time. I never want go through the pain, I when through getting this ministry started again.
It’s all about building the kingdom of God. When we do this, Blessings will be added.

I love going to God, and asking him to guide me, I have a lot of things going on in the ministry, and I don’t want to get ahead of myself. I want God to speak to me, about the work he wants me to do. I want do things different in the ministry. I know ministry is not perfect. But I want to do things better than the last time, in other words I want to always do better than before. I was talking to my daughters about life and people. My oldest daughter is a lot like me, we like getting the job done. We love to make others feel wanted and love, but in return it always seem we get stab in back by the very ones we reach out to. I tell her all the time people are weak, so don’t expected them to be like…

I love going to God, and asking him to guide me, I have a lot of things going on in the ministry, and I don’t want to get ahead of myself. I want God to speak to me, about the work he wants me to do. I want do things different in the ministry. I know ministry is not perfect. But I want to do things better than the last time, in other words I want to always do better than before.
I was talking to my daughters about life and people. My oldest daughter is a lot like me, we like getting the job done. We love to make others feel wanted and love, but in return it always seem we get stab in back by the very ones we reach out to. I tell her all the time people are weak, so don’t expected them to be like you.
GOD IS AWESOME, AND HE LOOKS AFTER HIS OWN!

Life is not a bed of roses, but you have to think about your needs a wants too. It is not a sin to love you first. Keep in mine love starts in you.

To sum it all up, let’s stop letting people use us, learn to say NO! And wait for God to GUIDE you.

Looking back on my life, when I was a teenager, I was a hand full, my mom use to worry about me all time, fighting, drinking and doing drugs, others things that you would judge me on, if I share it with you. That’s a book that will be written one day in my later life. For sure these books will be sold in a book store and not in the church. Yes, I do love to write, I really have not told the whole story about my childhood life. That’s a never topic within itself. God has a timing and season for what he wants us to do and share. It’s for his glory not mines.

Life is what you make it, I find out in this life you better make up your mind about what you are going to do in it. Life is pasting us by, and moving fast! I love doing things for others. This is what brings me joy! Living to let others know, you can make it with prayer, and believing God can help you along the way. But, it takes some afford on your part. Staying focus, and much prayer is the key to a very productive life. The things I am doing in this season is for my offsprings, but I am not so selfish that I can’t bless someone else along the way, and they can be successful too.
I am happy, I will cont. To work in KENYA. God is doing something new all the time with THE TEACUP MINISTRY INC. There is a lot of work to be done, but I can see what is ahead.
I love people all over the world, KENYA is like my home, it brings me joy to be there among my Kenyan friends. Life will be can be wonderful, if you make the right choices, not letting things trouble you. I don’t ever want to leave this earth not accomplishing anything in this world for God and my family. I love to have fun! But, I have more fun working for a better and prospers life!

I love to take on new challenges, it brings out the best in me, and makes me stronger to endure any task. I work at building the kingdom of God!

I LOVE GOD, I FEEL HIS LOVE FOR ME. THIS IS WHY FAILING IS NOT APART OF MY LIFE!

I just smile, and say God Is in CONTROL!!!
NEVER LET YOUR FRIENDS OR WHAT PEOPLE SAY
HOLD YOU BACK FROM VICTORY!!

I have come to understand people hate you, because they want what you have. But don’t want to go through, what you went through to get it. I will not let anyone have what God gave me. When they thought they were on top of the world, they didn’t give a hoop about where I was. O yes I could remember the days when the times were high and The Lord was blessings others, or was it MAN that was giving, and expecting something in return.

Nothing in this world is free! God has bless me. I had to work hard for it. The difference is, the work I do for God will last longer than what man can give me. O what fools you are, to settle for fame, and your name call out in church to make you feel important, or feel like a star. Sold yourself to the devil! For what? Hating why? It’s your mistake, now you are bitter, why? Because you didn’t wait on God! Working for God brings life long blessings.

NOT TO PLEASE MAN
NOT PLEASE MY FRIENDS
NOT PLEASE CHURCH FOLK
NOT PLEASE THE HATERS
NOT PLEASE HEART BREAKERS
NOT TO PLEASE FONIES

I can remember for years I was trying to fit in, the more I tried, the more I was talk about. I will never kiss up to anyone, by doing this they only use you. People really don’t care about you, they use you to make themselves look good. Half of the time they are saying, look at this fool. What amazes me, is the same person that is doing all the kissing up, is the same one going back talking about the person they are kissing up to. Now that’s something to laugh about. So many people are lost, like I was, living to be seen through someone else’s life. People are so bitter and unhappy, because of there own mistakes. If you have to…