Musings of a Poser - as defined by Brennan Manning - and now fully embracing my status as a ragamuffin dependent on the Grace of God and nothing else.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

The Hound of Heaven

Take a minute and read Francis Thompson's classic poem "The Hound of Heaven" on this Saturday between Good Friday and Easter. Think about the Lord who laid in the grave, and then, when resurrected, pursues each of us out of love.

The Hound of HeavenFrancis Thompson (1859-1907)

I fled Him, down the nights and down the days;I fled Him, down the arches of the years;I fled Him, down the labyrinthine waysOf my own mind; and in the mist of tearsI hid from Him, and under running laughter. Up vistaed hopes I sped; And shot, precipitated,Adown Titanic glooms of chasmed fears,From those strong Feet that followed, followed after. But with unhurrying chase, And unperturbèd pace, Deliberate speed, majestic instancy, They beat--and a Voice beat More instant than the Feet-- "All things betray thee, who betrayest Me."

I pleaded, outlaw-wise,By many a hearted casement, curtained red,Trellised with intertwining charities(For, though I knew His love Who followed, Yet was I sore adreadLest having Him, I must have naught beside);But if one little casement parted wide,The gust of His approach would clash it to.Fear wist not to evade, as Love wist to pursue.Across the margent of the world I fled,And troubled the gold gateways of the stars,Smiting for shelter on their clanged bars; Fretted to dulcet jarsAnd silvern chatter the pale ports o' the moon.I said to dawn, Be sudden; to eve, Be soon;With thy young skyey blossoms heap me over From this tremendous Lover!Float thy vague veil about me, lest He see!I tempted all His servitors, but to findMy own betrayal in their constancy,In faith to Him their fickleness to me,Their traitorous trueness, and their loyal deceit.To all swift things for swiftness did I sue;Clung to the whistling mane of every wind. But whether they swept, smoothly fleet, The long savannahs of the blue; Or whether, Thunder-driven, They clanged his chariot 'thwart a heavenPlashy with flying lightnings round the spurn o' their feet-- Still with unhurrying chase, And unperturbèd pace, Deliberate speed, majestic instancy, Came on the following Feet, And a Voice above their beat-- "Naught shelters thee, who wilt not shelter Me."

I sought no more that after which I strayed In face of man or maid;But still within the little children's eyes Seems something, something that replies;They at least are for me, surely for me!I turned me to them very wistfully;But, just as their young eyes grew sudden fair With dawning answers there,Their angel plucked them from me by the hair."Come then, ye other children, Nature's--shareWith me," said I, "your delicate fellowship; Let me greet you lip to lip, Let me twine with you caresses, Wantoning With our Lady-Mother's vagrant tresses' Banqueting With her in her wind-walled palace, Underneath her azured daïs, Quaffing, as your taintless way is, From a chaliceLucent-weeping out of the dayspring." So it was done;I in their delicate fellowship was one--Drew the bolt of Nature's secrecies.I knew all the swift importings On the wilful face of skies; I knew how the clouds arise Spumèd of the wild sea-snortings; All that's born or dies Rose and drooped with--made them shapersOf mine own moods, or wailful or divine-- With them joyed and was bereaven. I was heavy with the even, When she lit her glimmering tapers Round the day's dead sanctities. I laughed in the morning's eyes.I triumphed and I saddened with all weather, Heaven and I wept together,And its sweet tears were salt with mortal mine;Against the red throb of its sunset-heart I laid my own to beat, And share commingling heat;But not by that, by that, was eased my human smart.In vain my tears were wet on Heaven's gray cheek.For ah! we know not what each other says, These things and I; in sound I speak--Their sound is but their stir, they speak by silences.Nature, poor stepdame, cannot slake my drouth; Let her, if she would owe me,Drop yon blue bosom-veil of sky, and show me The breasts of her tenderness;Never did any milk of hers once bless My thirsting mouth. Nigh and nigh draws the chase, With unperturbèd pace, Deliberate speed, majestic instancy; And past those noisèd Feet A voice comes yet more fleet--"Lo naught contents thee, who content'st not Me."

Naked I wait Thy love's uplifted stroke!My harness piece by piece Thou hast hewn from me, And smitten me to my knee; I am defenseless utterly. I slept, methinks, and woke,And, slowly gazing, find me stripped in sleep.In the rash lustihead of my young powers, I shook the pillaring hoursAnd pulled my life upon me; grimed with smears,I stand amid the dust o' the mounded years--My mangled youth lies dead beneath the heap.My days have crackled and gone up in smoke,Have puffed and burst as sun-starts on a stream. Yea, faileth now even dreamThe dreamer, and the lute the lutanist;Even the linked fantasies, in whose blossomy twistI swung the earth a trinket at my wrist,Are yielding; cords of all too weak accountFor earth with heavy griefs so overplussed. Ah! is Thy love indeedA weed, albeit amaranthine weed,Suffering no flowers except its own to mount? Ah! must-- Designer infinite!--Ah! must Thou char the wood ere Thou canst limn with it?My freshness spent its wavering shower i' the dust;And now my heart is a broken fount,Wherein tear-drippings stagnate, spilt down ever From the dank thoughts that shiverUpon the sighful branches of my mind. Such is; what is to be?The pulp so bitter, how shall taste the rind?I dimly guess what Time in mist confounds;Yet ever and anon a trumpet soundsFrom the hid battlements of Eternity;Those shaken mists a space unsettle, then But not ere him who summoneth I first have seen, enwoundWith blooming robes, purpureal, cypress-crowned;His name I know, and what his trumpet saith.Whether man's heart or life it be which yields Thee harvest, must Thy harvest fields Be dunged with rotten death?

Now of that long pursuit Comes on at hand the bruit; That Voice is round me like a bursting sea: "And is thy earth so marred, Shattered in shard on shard? Lo, all things fly thee, for thou fliest Me! Strange, piteous, futile thing,Wherefore should any set thee love apart?Seeing none but I makes much of naught," He said,"And human love needs human meriting, How hast thou merited--Of all man's clotted clay rhe dingiest clot? Alack, thou knowest notHow little worthy of any love thou art!Whom wilt thou find to love ignoble thee Save Me, save only Me?All which I took from thee I did but take, Not for thy harms.But just that thou might'st seek it in my arms. All which thy child's mistakeFancies as lost, I have stored for the at home; Rise, clasp My hand, and come!"

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I'm a Renaissance Man wannabee - I keep getting into weird stuff like trebuchet construction, potato mortars (really cool), bat house construction and strange things like that. I'm over 40, self-employed and the pastor of the Hobart Church of the Nazarene. I married way up, and have two wonderful daughters who continue to amaze me.