68. //54//

I can't believe it. I'm a mummy. I've been so looking forward to this moment, but now that it's finally here, I wish it never happened, that it was all a dream and Luke was an imaginary character made up in my head. The only reason I'm thinking like this, is because there's only 6 days until Luke goes on your, and me and the babies are gonna be here in hospital for four of those days. I'm not ready for him to go! It's not fair! My mom passes Ashley and Starr to me, Luke still holding Luke Jr. That's it, I burst out crying.

"What's wrong babe?" Luke asks, rubbing my back with his free hand.

"I- I can't do it! I just can't!" I cry. My mom looks at me questionably and Ash clicks in.

"She means she's not ready for us to leave. And I agree, I'm not ready either! Luke, you've just had three babies! Can we please cancel this one tour? There will be other opportunities." Ashe says. What?! Cancel the tour? I guess I don't want them to go, but they have to! It's a huge deal!

"Don't worry angel, I was the same when I had you, you were unplanned and unexpected, I didn't even know I was pregnant! And-" my mom stopped there, realising what she just said.

"W-w-what?" I cry. She looks at me guiltily and tries to talk to me. "Get out! Get the fuck out! How dare you!" I scream. A tear escapes her eye before she runs out. Luke takes Starr off me and Ash takes Ashley (I just confused myself! Haha.). I sit up and put my head in my hands. I was a mistake! No wonder she always yells at me, and when my dad was with us, he... Never mind...

"Luke...? Do you really love me...?" I sob. He looks me in the eyes and smiles.

"Of course I do! You've given me what I've wanted since I was 15, a wonderful family, but an even more wonderful girlfriend, and hopefully one day, my wife..."