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So much has changed.....it's rather astonishing how much it has. All around me people have changed completely. I started this site when I was about 13 years old. I was a child then. Now, I am 19 nearly 20, in college, going for Computer Science and possibly a math major. Finished with clans on XBL for the most part, and moved on. Most of my time spent is on Skype, Second Life, and school. I am employed now and actually can buy things. XD Still part of the furry fandom too. ^.=.^

Anyways, I hope for those that still read these, I hope you are having decent lives and enjoying yourselves. Many memories I have started here, on this very site and sprouted elsewhere. I am thankful to have met the people I know, despite the differences we had at times. They helped shape me to who I am now, and I regret nothing.

This is likely the last journal I'll ever post on this site. So, for those that still wish to contact me/watch me, I will give you all my contact info if you wish to keep in touch with me still. Just tell me who you are so I know. I will be checking this for the next 2 months. After that, I likely won't be back on except for a very rare, occasional checkup.

Skype: xavier_the_fox

Telegram: @DragonInABox

Second Life: XavierHusky Resident

Standard email(s): seraphis.zurvan@outlook.com

Xbox Live Gamertag: Seraphis Dragon

Fur Affinity: XavierB

I am on all of these, mainly Skype, Second Life, emails, and Xbox Live. Do not hesitate to add me/get a hold of me. I am always available to talk to (usually) and will accept all requests from you guys. I miss some of you and wish to still talk.

Still with my same boyfriend. Year and 7 months as of May 17th 2011 being together. :3

I play three musical instruments now. French Horn, Trumpet, and Alto Saxophone. I've played the Alto Sax for 8 years now and still going. I started French Horn in August of 2010. So glad I did. I love the sound it makes, the capabilities. I plan to continue this instrument through the rest of my life. I plan to get my own Conn 14D Single French Horn later this year. Trumpet I picked up in December for playing in my High School Jazz B Band since that was the only spot available. I am liking it. Not a fan of the Trumpet though.

XBL, I am still playing. I play Halo Reach, Call of Duty World at War, Call of Duty Black Ops, Left 4 Dead 1, Halo 3, and Rock Band II still. Doom II and Doom I just for fun. Anyone wanting to add me, go for it.

As for Sangheili Clans, I still am in one, leaving it soon though. I am currently a Special Operations Commander but not liking the people entirely. The leadership sucks. People aren't the powerful leaders like they used to be. Standards have dropped now.

High School I am a senior, 18 years old now. I passed my Senior project and passing my classes with A's and B's. I am currently taking: Trigonometry/Precalculus, CP English IV, CP Econmics/American Government, Band I, Band II, and Jazz B. So happy I am graduating soon. Can finally start to move on with my life.

New games coming out that I want is Duke Nukem Forever, Doom IV, and Gears of War 3. I played the first two by borrowing them. I liked them. I wanna play though the third game. Unfortunately I never got to play the beta. Oh well. No spoilers for me at least. :3

These past few years, I've reflected back on my life. I've changed an insane amount and it baffles me. I am not the same as I once was and it scares me somewhat. Soon life will be at me at full force and I get to fight back at it. It's gonna be fun. I will have the support I need to get through and get settled and established. I just hope our politicians don't screw us up further. I am tired of our current politicians. Worse than the Bush administration by far. IMO

Brilliant game in all honesty. It was technically the first Halo game I played but the second one I played truly. Weird I know. I loved everything about it. I had many memories of being in a clan on the PC version which is where I gained my experience as a leader of online clans. When I eventually got the game on the Xbox version after Halo 2, I played through the campaign. I loved it. It truly opened me up to love the Halo series. Even though I was killing elites, which I didn't like, it was satisfying and fun overall. Very challenging and the first time I was actually scared of the flood a bit. Bungie did a wonderful job.

Halo 2:

The first game I really played thoroughly and done every trick, glitch, and seen every easter egg possible in this game. This was the first game I started on in the Halo series for the story (multiplayer was the PC). I loved how long the campaign was. It was actually a challenging game on the hardest difficulty. Most games I played in the past were a breeze. This wasn't however. Sniper alley was my most well remembered part of Legendary difficulty first time through. It was hell. The campaign overall I really enjoyed and played it till I memorized everything. The multiplayer I never got into until a week before Halo 3 came out when I got XBL. This was the first game I played online multiplayer on console and it was a blast. Got first place my first game doing Slayer BR Pro in FFA. Legendary campaign really does pay off. And those last days before Halo 3 came out were probably the best times I ever had playing competitively period. Last game I remember was Big Team Slayer on Colossus. Best BTB game I ever played and people were enjoying it to. I made 5 friends that game. Unfortunately I lost communication with them all but I am sure they moved on with their lives and still play the Halo series and are wanting Reach. All in all, most happy memories I had were on this game that last week.

Halo 3:

I have a very different opinion to most people on this game. I love just about everything on this game hands down. MLG ruined it for me but that's another story. The campaign most people thought wasn't good, I thought was great. It was fun, not as challenging as I had hoped but it was really good. Large epic battles and awesome explosions and finally killing 343 Guilty Spark!!!!!!!!!! WIN! Anyways, as I played it the first time through, it was a blast. It felt so awesome and every moment kept me very locked in. I didn't want to stop playing. The multiplayer was brilliant at first. I'd say damn near perfect. Then update 1 came in and that's when it went downhill. MLG slowly began weaving its way into the minds of the young and competitive. It screwed them up and the insults began as well. I couldn't be an elite without at least having one insult yapped at me every game or some douche bag irritating me. The gamertags were pathetic and childish. I lost count on how many MLG (rest here) and iTz (rest here) gamertags. It got old so I went to more custom games and that was fun with friends. I have a lot of maps I made I never got to try or even balance yet. I will in Reach. CSO thrived here in the beginning and a lot of clan drama went on during its time. I will never forget it. Many good memories were made over its maps. There's still things yet to be discovered on Halo 3 and I am sure will never be found unless Bungie points them out themselves. This really made my skill in gaming soar and got me in Sniping. My swordsmanship dramatically improved here. This game was a legend and will go down in gaming history period. I thank you bungie for creating the most awesome trilogy I've ever played.

Now Reach is only 1 hour and 43 minutes away from being released in my area and my boyfriend is getting it for me. I thank him so much for doing this. I cannot wait to see what bungie has in store for us on this game. Already people on my friends list are playing it and I can tell, they are enjoying it, making me more eager to play. Bungie, you made the most awesome idea ever and you will always be in my mind as long as this game idea lives on. I plan to continue myself as an elite and finally will reveal my past now that I will finally understand what the early parts of the war was like.

- Anre 'Nar Rakam

Sangheili freelancer, now fighting for the covenant once again against the UNSC Spartans at their highest force.

Well I have one on XBL. It's called the Unyielding Legion. All elite clan. Yes that means you have to be an elite. If you want the details, talk to me personally on XBL. We have a site but it's still under development. It might be worth your time. It's a Halo 3/Halo:Reach clan but we still allow you to play other games.

My gamertag is: Xavier Husky

Just about anyone can join whether they are bad at Halo or really good. Doesn't matter. Just add me and I'll get you started. We are still new and virtually no one is in it yet but I've got to start somewhere. I am the leader of it.

I play Pokemon Diamond still and finally learned how to connect to WiFi. Anyone want to share their friend codes with me if they have one and play? I will post mine here and feel free to battle me. If you are uncomfortable of posting it on the comments of this journal, send a personal message to me.

PS. I do use legendaries and ubers. You are just going to have to deal with that. If you have a properly trained team, you can still beat me with an equal chance.

Yes. I have come back to this site after months of inactivity for the most part.

Things have changed massively in my life. Some of you still know me as the same elite from the clan Covenant Squad Omega or Sovereign Guard. I am no longer part of those groups. I did achieve all the ranks possible though! YAY! lol

My boyfriend and I have been doing really well. Our relationship is strong and it's awesome in the fact we go to the same school. I'll upload pics of us eventually. No they won't be sexual or anything "exciting" really. Your sanity will still exist. lol

My group of friends have changed quite a bit. Many still remember me since I left an impression on them. Some negative and some positive. I do miss them and realized it more and more lately. I am grateful for having the best guy in the world I could only hoped for and an amazing group of friends and some I have sent away. I managed to find some of them again. Some i will never talk to again since they forever think wrong of me.

Parents refuse to let me buy games even with my own money. I am desperate to try and get money so a friend of mine can get Halo: Reach for me. Doom 4 however I am pretty sure I can convince my dad to get it for me.

Other than that, life has been good and I am no longer feeling so lonely. How have you all been? send me gamertags and I will definitely add you onto my new account. I also have MSN, Yahoo, and Skype so you guys can talk to me there to.

It was good. Except later in the day my family got in a fight. It's typical though. lol. Anyways here's what I got:

1. Modern Warfare 22. New laptop! (I am so happy)3. Some art stuff for drawing dragons.4. A shaver. LOL

And some other little stuff. I am thankful i got this stuff. Hehe. I plan to give those art stuff to my boyfriend since he is an Anthro Artist in the furry fandom. He could use some practice drawing other creatures.

The new laptop I love it! Here's the specs for computer nerds like me:

And I realized lately, I have become more and more of a furry than I ever was before. lol. I finally written my first story and my mate loves it. Hehe. It's yiff related and gay but he requested that. I was going to make it clean but he wanted yiff so I did it for him. Anyways.......how about you guys. How was everything.

I haven't posted a new journal in a very long time. Well now I am. A lot has changed about my life. Varon is no longer my mate and I have a new one. His name is Ryan and he's awesome.

On Xbox Live things haven't changed much other than my group of friends I usually hang out with have dramatically changed over time.I have a new set of friends and I am in a new clan. I am already the third in command and a Supreme Commander. It's an all elite clan. And my boyfriend is the leader of it.

Since no one seemed to pay attention to the news topic, lets post it on a forum. It will be better.

Name: Anre 'Nar Rakam

Skill: Highly skilled fighter. He can use just about anything. (On Halo 3, I am a 47 Brigadier grade 3)

Favorite Weapons: Beam Rifle, Energy Sword

Colors: White and Steel

Background Story: Anre 'Nar Rakam was born in 2522 on Yermo, Sanghelios. As he grew up, he was taught combat by his father who was a Supreme Commander. Everything Anre knows was from him.

Anre's first mission was on Halo, Installation 05. He was to try to guard a weapons facility, later found out to be where the flood was, and was nearly killed but did manage to escape as the only one alive in that place when the flood was released. He then ended up having to escape Halo when it was destroyed and was one of the few surviving elites that escape Halo.

During the covenant civil war he was finally a Supreme Commander but had to flee with his crew of elites due to the overwhelming number of brute ships that attacked him. He joined up later with Rtas 'Vadum with the Arbiter in order to retaliate with the humans against the Chieftain, Tartarus. He was sent down there with Rtas to help the Arbiter reach Tartarus and actually fought with several elites from the Covenant Squad Omega group against the cheiftain. Arbiter finally managed to kill him with our help.

Anre was finally promoted to Imperial Admiral and took control of the Covenant Squad Omegas fleet and combined with Rtas's, they managed to crush brute opposition finally on November, 2553. Later he transferred to the Sovereign Guard fleet as an Ultra.

(That's very brief description from the full story and I used two of my old clans in this. And many were wrong about the Sangheili Ranks. My Sovereign Guard clan leader went to bungie not to long since he was invited after a close friend of his got invited after he recovered from cancer through the Make a Wish foundation. They asked bungie about the elites and we found out that Ultra is higher than Zealot and Zealot is actually not a real rank. I will update more to come as I find out more.)

Nothing much has been happening really. I have no money for the new maps for Halo 3 coming out and CoD: WaW maps came out today and I can't get them. A new Nazi Zombies map was created and from what I've been hearing, it's way better than the old one. More weapon variety, better weapons on the walls, all that stuff. So yeah.

Stress has been hitting me hard. School, parents getting worse, people are falling away from me. It's just been hard. Luckily I am used to it. I managed to fix my 360 without sending it in to microsoft. I saved myself from having to sell my games.

I just wish time will go faster. I really want to move and get out of here. I want to be with my boyfriend as soon as possible. I will be so much happier and more cheerful like I once was. Not some demented, angry person like I am now. I am trying to change myself now but I just can't. I am doing my best. Please forgive me for all who have been angry at me for the way I have been. I've been ignoring you mainly because of that specific reason. I don't wish to make it worse. Anyways that's the way I have been. Nothing happy really.

On a happier note though I got into Band II at my school finally, got my Brown Belt in karate, got Left 4 Dead somehow. I don't know how I am going to get microsoft points so yeah. I will figure out a way. Hopefully.

That's really all that has been going on in my life. Nothing to happy.

i've been hanging in there, work has been eating at me a little. and how are you?

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8 years ago

It's not too bad. For now though it's just a game with Spyro in it to promote the game "Skylanders". If the sales are good Activision could be willing to make a game out of Spyro. But yes this is a reboot.

We had terrorist attacks in 2005, people were killed and maimed all over London and people make jokes. I laugh because I have to, when we stop laughing the world becomes too depressing and we get crushed under the severity of these events.

alright, just been trying hard with school and trying to not fail heh and been pretty sick lately. On and off sick and i feel exactly like a Quarian with how weak my immune system can be >< but glad u have been doing good man heh

Sure man that soudns good to me =P of course you can add me again and yeah i've been doing good. College can have alot of work and shit at points, but i've been doing good. Rping, video games, movies, college work. Ya know how it is lol =PSo how have you been

Anre!! *glomps* heh don't take offense to that, i am not trying to steal you from your bf lol XD but anyways whats up man?? Omg it's like been so long! How have you been? I like missed you and man it's been a long time =( Hope you have been doing well

yeeah im just in my room now..room mates uhh..ehh...*sighs* talking with gf on web cam and its awkwardOh yeah i went to Roanoke college a while ago and i love it overall ^-^ theres a few things i suppose i dont like but they are small things ya cant really change ya knowim glad ur doing good=P