I consider the Year 2k+4 (2004 ;)) as the most terrible and sickening year of my life.

2004 shattered most of my hopes. Great personal shocks rocked me from May till August.

First, in April Cheicken Pox caught hold of me, that made be bed ridden for almost 2 months. Then the sudden death of my brother Bharath Srivatsan ASA Anand.

This is the final blow to me already weakened heart! I was having so much hope on him and with so much dreams for us.. everything got shattered because of irrecoverable Monday on which a Water tanker rode over him when he was going to his college.

Sorry for such a sad tone in this blog entry, cant help it .. this is why I wasnít blogging for so many days.

Even now, suddenly a void strucks me when ever I recollect his face.

When ever a person resembling him moves on, tears rolls down my eyes..

Oh my dear brother, let your soul rest in peace.

I miss you so much da.. that of late I couldnít concentrate on anything!

Any ways.. the fact is you are never gonna be with me again. I will try to be alrite..

hmm.. was trying to see if .net/ C# supports some events/notification on changes to state of a windows service... it wasnt!!!!!!! so came up with a wrapper on the same..
Any way did something good.. didn't I??

ok, sorry to be too technical on the above lines.. long time since I Blogged and .. so need to come back to this world!

Lots of events happened in quick succession that i wasn't even able to blog them..

One great thing happened in is my Sister's marriage! Let her be happy thought out her journey in life.. May God shower only blessings on her.. Harine.. I miss you so much.. but yet you are still my pet.:)
I just luv my sister a lot.. would so anything for you dear!

Hi All... Me bak to blog after a longggggggggg gap..! Intially was held up with Work, then with Bad health !
More than two months.. was out of this world.. anyways back here again.. hope to be a week end blogger for some time..

I will be in Bílore this (6th and 7th) Saturday and Sunday (On Official trip).

I am planning to meet some of my friends there in Bílore on Sat evening around 9.00pm! ( I suppose I would be free then!).Let see if I could meet them this time atleastJ

Well the reason behind an official work on weekends is obvious to recruit ppl into our teams. I hope you would have noticed some ads of HCL coming today that would have given a feel as to what kinda walkin its going to be J. Nice feeling to see such huge ads of a company where you are working on. Also itís a nice feeling to note that we would be on the dias for which the add is wetted out in the vernaculars J Generally as far as my previous experiences on Walkins are concerned they generally bring severe headache to me, lets see how this one goes!.

Just was doing this insight as to why I am not blogging that regularlynowadays. I could attribute to more than one reason on my bloglessness!,

1)bit occupied with work

2)unprecedented queuingup of my cousinís marriages, and

3)not the least all my personal work - getting queued up!

True, I am not giving enough priority for blogging when compared to other activities. Time management and especially prioritizing the work has taken a toll on my blogging activities.

I still somehow manage to visit all your blogs atleast once in every 3 days to keep in touch.. may be I donít leave my foot prints in all of the blogs that I would visit.

I think, bloglessness comes as a part and parcel of every oneís blogís lifecycle or atleast to me now!

I still would like to update you guys.. that I am here.. but only to be prevented by high priority events that come as a sudden thunderbolt right at top of my head! Uh..

What takes more time in my work?

Now, itís the recruitment time for my team and the interview process which includes.. conducting interviews and coordinating related activities is taking a huge toll of my time.

I almost regularly land up in my home at 12.00pm every nite.

How does personal work gets queued up??

When you land up almost 12.pppm in the nite where would you accommodate your other personal work! No time slots left for em ;)

Do I enjoy this?

I think I do! I love to do more work. I love to work than just sitting idle ;)

How to manage friends during this time!

Well, such a difficult question to answer. May be only thru phone calls! True wasnít able to meet any of my friends in the last two months.. mostly they contact me over phoneÖ they call me during weekends to have an outing.. only to be answered a sweet no..! Its becoming really tougher to answer nos.. lost of nos.. and ppl are getting really angry with me. One of my friend even mailed me like thisÖ ďThis is just to inform you that we are planning stroll around snowbowling @ nungambakkam this Saturday and we know that you would not be available. In case you are available contact us over phone!Ē This is the invitation I am getting nowadays!!!

How long this would continue?

Well.. until I break this habit! I cant quantify the time how long as I myself do not know :)

I donno why some guys take pride in vouching support to a foreign country.. To give you an actual heads on.. this is regarding the India- Australia match. I appreciate if it just stops with supporting Australia on the sport front, but if ppl start saying that Australia is a better place to live and kinds.. and tell Indian supporters that India is a worst place to live in the world and things like that! I just cant tolerate..I donít know why these guys assume themselves to be the citizens of Australia! and fanatically vouch for it..Guys may be India is not that good place to live, when compared to that of Australia, but this is the place where we Live, I am really proud about my country and my people. May be if a foreigner states that India is not that good place to live in, then I can tolerate, but if an Indian says this, I just cant.

Guys, (who assume yourself to be the citizens of Australia or US or UK , I am referring to Indians who tries to act smart and behave as if they are from a foreign country), donít you think by uttering such untamed remark are you not insulting yourself?? I just cant understand your motive behind this! Are you so stupid to insult yourself?

If you feel you donít belong to this country then why are you still in here! Get out and get lost! We Indians know what our country means to us.

I am sorry if this hurts any of you, but cant stop from blogging this.