Getting Caught

I grew up on a farm in Alberta Canada and my parents were very strict with me and my brothers and sisters.I remember the first time I had an orgasm it was after I saw my elder sister coming out of the bath and she had a big bush of hair and quite big breasts and this gave me a hardon and later that evening when my brother was asleep (we shared a room) I started to stroke my cock thinking about my sister and then all of a sudden it happened and I shot all over my stomach, it was wonderful- I did it it all the time after that.During the summer I worked on the farm and my father had given me some chores to do but it was hot and I only had a pair of shorts on and I got a hard on so I pulled down my shorts and started to stroke myself, I didn't hear my father approaching and when he saw what I was doing he went crazy, screaming at me, calling me dirty and lazy and then took off his belt and started to beat my bare ass with it all the time yelling at me. It was a hell of a licking but the thing is I didn't realize 'til later that I shot my load while he was beating me. He finally finished, told me to pull my shorts up and get back to work and that he better not catch me again, which he didn't.I'm a widower now but I visit a massage place twice a month and my main request is to be spanked until I cum.Over to you Freud.