Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Broken

What is going with me?I feel so lonely and betrayedI'm throwing everything for youYou promise me everything and moreI'm so in love and deludedI'm giving it all away for youBut why am I stuck in this situation againWhy are you back to your old ways?Who do you truly love?Who do you truly want to be by your side?I believed you, I thought I was the oneI'm conflicted, why do I feel so sad?I'm hurt, I'm slowly crumbling awayI just want to be with youBut do you want to be with me as well?I'm trying to be selfish so that everything will be good for youBut why am I feeling this way?Why do I feel like I'm the only one that's to blame?All the hurt, all the painAll the tears, all the fearsMy emotions mixed, I find it hard to breatheI hit my chest with my fist as I silently weptI want to rid myself of all this but how can I?I must be blind for I still love youI must be sick for I still need youWith my body going weak and wearyI'm defenseless, I can't fightWhere is this going to?What happens now?

About Me

You know the saying that curiosity killed the cat? Well, I have always been curious about many things and I’ve always been bold enough to seek answers to all my questions yet I’m still here. So, it’s safe to say that this saying doesn’t apply to me. Why am I here? Well, blogging may seem new to me but I did keep lots of journals and diaries growing up which only makes sense that I should be in blogging now. Blogging is my outlet to share my views to the world and to share what my life is like to everyone. Whether it's in a form of a poem, a story or an actual account of something that happened to me, I will write them all here. I may not be famous but that doesn’t mean I should stop doing what I love doing. Writing is one of my passions in life and with this blog; I believe I can start something great. I’m still an amateur in writing but I believe this blog will help me grow somehow. Hopefully, those who will be following this blog won’t tire of me.