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Yep, that's my new Subscriber Identification Module. I've decided to embrace what I feel others are thinking, which is that I am a pain in the backside. Lately, I've given myself latitude to express what I'm genuinely feeling - a mental and emotional freedom. My intention is not to be rude nor to make anyone uncomfortable, but to be able to freely breathe my thoughts and ride the current of my emotions. I find it diminishing and draining to pre-think and choreograph my conversations. I will only jump so high in volume as I speak, so as not to offend you or the neighbors or bystanders. I will venture only to the edge of an idea in case it disturbs your boundaries and beliefs and your fear of falling. My emotions will remain ankle-deep - no tossing, turning or water up your nose. And as for my aspirations and dreams, rest assured the ones I mention will fit standard template designs and colors.

This is what I've been experiencing when connecting with my network. With my Verizon network, I've been dropping calls and fading in and out of connectivity - similar, it seems. I visited the Verizon store the other day regarding these tech issues. They suggested a new SIM card for my new phone. You may know, I'm fascinated (obsessed) by computer terminology and use it as an overlay for personal exploration. And you may know, also, that I have a tendency to impose my obsession in conversations, which can be a pain for others. Here's Techopedia.com's definition for SIM card. "SIM stands for subscriber identity module. It's a removable smart card inside a cell phone that stores data unique to the user, as an identification number, passwords, phone numbers, and messages, which allows the user to make receive calls and access cellular data."

After reading far too much tech information, simply stated, a SIM card is your identity placed inside a cell phone. It is an essential piece in the ever-growing digital communication process. That said, I believe the new addition to my identity is essential, too, however disruptive it might be. Expressing a genuine perception to another and ourselves, I feel is a valued gift. What is more intimate and meaningful than our perspective, our perception, our view of the world? And as the tech definition states, every user has their unique data.

A new SIM card carrying a newly defined free-forming pain the backside identity - sounds like an adventure to me!

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We access the computer more readily than we do ourselves. LOG OFFis primarily about examining personal, authentic thoughts, ideas, and emotions - something a search engine can't do. This is what I'm exploring in the SELF Search Blog. Join me.