This is about my life and what I have to do to get to be a author. It's my dream and I want to write down everything I go threw. This is not for anyone to read but if can if you like. Most of this might just bore you to death but...it's my life and it's kinda dull.

Saturday, 1 May 2010

Day 1

Writing is kinda hard, ya know? I mean when someone has problems with spelling and such. I feel like it's holding me back at times. Holding me back from a job or college but I do try my best but...when I get something wrong then I just feel all ashamed with myself. It's just the look people give you when your fuck up on the simplest of words. You can just see in there eyes that there thinking "Wow that person is dumb. I bet that person dosen't even know her own name." *sighs* But try not to let that bother me. I mean we all have troble with spelling and such but me...I'm wores than anyone I know.

I have written some stories but some of them aren't even finished or anything. I find it hard to finish a story because you really have to get into the mind of your characters and think what yould they do not what you would do. But I've been told by my friends that I'm good at writing but sometimes I don't believe them because they could just be lieing to me so I can feel good about myself. WHich I hate when they do that. But oh well I guess it won't stop.