brecinos1107's Journal, 16 July 2013

I know that I have tried to lose weight many time and I just went back eating the same things, but this time I want to lose the weight and continue working on it. I know Erick and me we walking then we stopped. I talked to him about it this morning and he says that he quit pushing me because I was always complaining. I don't want to be that person anymore. I want to just get up and do it. I can take 1 hour out of my day to at least walk the block. My goal for myself is to get up in the morning like i was doing and continue with the insanity. I felt super good right after I did it. I was extremely proud of myself now when I do it I just don't want to anymore. I need to take that I don't want to out of my head and just do it. Its not that big of a deal to just do a little work out it will be better for me in the end. Maybe then I won't hate myself so much or at least be super jealous when I see prettier people I can be happy with me like I use to be before I got super fat.