So today was actually a good day and I don’t trust it... I guess my karma will hit me tomorrow... So I’m also scared of that. And another scary thing my mom called the therapist today to see if I can get somebody else, like I don’t even have to do the talking but I’m still afraid and I feel bad for her.
Btw the reason why I don’t want to talk to her anymore, if u don’t care u can just skip this:
So immediately the first time she said at the beginning that she liked it more to just practice with things to do than talk. And I was like sure I don’t care. So she had like one conversation with me about what’s wrong and she interpreted it completely wrong so we ended up talking about things that aren’t that much of a struggle for me.... The second there I came there she explained something and I had to stand to the door and she would stand across the room and slowly step closer to me and I had to say stop when I was feeling uncomfortable, which is okay right? Well then she was like very close the me and fucking pushed her body against me so I was stuck between her and the door.... And she fucking stands like that for 5 minutes while she explains something.... And eventually it has fucking nothing to do with anything and it only made sure that I don’t trust her anymore... Also she just lets me buy a book and download an app and that’s all she did. Like it didn’t help at all and she just said some stuff I already know....
Sorry if I wasted your time... and sorry if my English is really bad...
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#mentalhealth#whytrywhenucandie#meme#recovery#depressed#suicide#mentalillness#fear#selfharm#depressionmeme#sadmeme#mentalhealthmemes#relatablememes#sad#anxiety