Grief

My tears fall, each drop a gift of love trickling in grief, in loss and sadness for what was, for what is and for what will undeniably be…

My body is shattered, my heart is in pieces, particles litter the floor…

My mind is a whirlwind of thoughts and words, my stomach tumbles, tossed by the winds of disappointment and despair…

You were made with loving intention..

You were nurtured and supported by my flesh, my blood, my body, my soul, my self, by my very essence..

And today I grieve for the child I have lost, for the hopes, visions and dreams I had for you; for the shared experiences and laughter I thought we’d share, the hugs and kisses and reassuring smiles and touch.