Well I want to set higher standards for myself. I suppose that because I settled in the past and accepted it, I became frustrated and devastated.
In life I want to be a happier person, travel around the world, meet new people, make new friends, be more care-free, and...

Ever notice women say they only date tall men? They sometimes demand men with money. I've heard women say they don't date a man who doesn't dress well, doesn't have a job, or a car.
If I was a hard working man when you met me, and I quit my job. You'd dump me, I assume.
So...