From the very low, lows of ivf to the highest high of it actually working out.

Saturday, March 30, 2013

and here we are

The ohss is on it's way out. I have zero energy but feel much better. Part of me is hopeful that we might actually have a chance... and a big part of me feels like this isn't our cycle. Maybe it's just my self-preservation instincts sending up those walls... or it's that feeling that since most of our eggs/embies were not viable -- how could we actually get a great result out of this? Except I know that it can work. Because the last cycle was almost as bad and we got pregnant off it. Yes, we transferred three great embies last time and only one took... but it only takes one. So I'm not moping around... not totally positive. Somewhere in between.