Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I know that I’m looking at you in our retrospectStrangely these daysPlease pardon my flabbergasted facial attitudeSometimes I know you want to callOther times I wish I could call as wellBut to be realisticI can’t control the head-prints of others on your pillowI can only control mineI continue constantly reminiscing about when you would whisper in my earInviting me to take part in your honey tasting opportunitiesThen our mutual taste testing episodes would proceedSo sweet, gentle, and satisfying every time you entered my domicileUnfortunately those days and nights are goneDreaming that they were still aroundPlayful pleasing and tasteful teasingQuenching our desire was always fun

Now I hear from some of our mutual friends…Hmm…So you 2 met at the party the other nightNow you have found someone newI’m not hating, but I never thought that in the Company of your girls you would ever feel this wayI thought that you only play with toys that don’t breakDo you remember me?You never had to worry about changing or charging the batteriesThe pulsation was never controlled by a calibrated settingYour wrist won’t ever suffer carpel tunnel syndromeNever will I be jealous, I know you love what I haveI’m much wider, longer, and strongerYour artificial male, your pink pantherCould never replace me!

Thursday, April 8, 2010

So the weather has warmed up considerably the past several days, and the folks are coming outside to relax and of course they are less dressed. (I do enjoy some of the sights that the ladies are presenting, but I digress!) Relaxation in the sun is a wonderful thing in some respects and in others it is quite sickening. Take for instance as I am walking to see about my transcript yesterday on the wonderful George Washington University campus and as I am walking by the student union building I see many folks laying in the grass reading, chatting, and surfing the net. Some are flat on their back taking in the rays of the sun and enjoying the weather. They are rolling in the grass hair all laying up in the weeds and grass blades.

I am laughing to myself because it is sickening to me. Why in the ham sandwich would you subject yourself to such foolishness? Hello folks don't you think the ants, pin worms, bugs, hell insects period feel like it is a nice day outside as well? Come on people that is straight nasty and they wonder why they have insect bites, scabs, tarnished skin...ewww...it is filthy to me. Look people sit on benches and chairs…please.That is what they are there for! That is disgusting. Remember if it is a nice day and warm and comfortable outside to you…then it is to the bugs as well!!! SOMEONE NEEDS TO CLEAN YOU WITH HOLY WATER AND SOME LYSOL!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

I do not give out very many compliments unless I really mean it. On the other hand, I do not receive very many compliments and if I do...yeah I question the motive behind it. I was told today that I was missed. You know I had to ask why because well, a person can miss a lot of things but if you don't ask what it is then you will not know. So I was told that my sense of humor and my warmth were missed. Doesn't that sound like a Hallmark card to you?

Well anyway I am very very hesitant of this response because I do not know where it is coming from and you know me, I ask. I was told that she thinks about me from time to time and then she asks why not? That doesn't answer the question. Well the whole point of it all is that I do question the kindness of others to actually see if it is kindness or an ulterior motive. In fact, in this particular situation I told her I was not interested and did not want to see her several months ago...so what's up with the sucking up? Time will soon tell but hell I refuse to let my guard down and especially not now!

Monday, April 5, 2010

Your momma got one mo' timeTo call me out of my nameMy whole reaction will change from respectInto a murder suspectIf she keeps fukin' wit meKeep on fukin' wit meIf they don't read the damn e-mailI sent 3 times beforeI ain't gonna send it no moreTake my shyt and walk out the doorThey won't see me workin' here no moreIf they keep fukin' wit meKeep on fukin' wit meWhy is her drunk azz bumpin' into meI know she got eyes to seeIt won't take no time for my evil mind to thinkJust let her make me spill my drinkIf she keeps on fukin' wit meKeep on fukin' wit meI'm not gonna ask your brother any more timesI want back every last single dime I done seen him wearin' a new gold chainI might have to re-posses it as an even exchangeIf he keeps on fukin' wit meKeep fukin' wit me

I know yo' daddy tends to be really rudeAnd he's got one mo' timeBefore I commit a crimeAnd whoop his behindIf he keeps on fukin' wit meKeep fukin' wit meYo' sista truly has some nerveTellin' you every rumor 'bout me That she claims she has heardDon't make me tell what I knowShe been spreadin' her bony azz legs from coast to coastIf she keeps on fukin' wit meKeep fukin' wit meMy nasty neighbors ain't got no prideThey keep dumpin' their nasty trash outsideLet that trash be in front of my doorImma throw these people from the fourth floorIf they keeps on fukin' wit meKeep fukin' wit me

The express line don't want to moveImma tell dis lady need to take her azz back to schoolI know she can count and not guessAin't got no where near 15 items or lessIf she keeps fukin' wit meKeep on fukin' wit meIf this child don't stop runnin' 'round the roomImma send his azz to heaven real soonGonna knock the hell out of himHis momma need her tubes rearranged in to a jungle gymIf he keeps fukin' wit meKeep on fukin' wit meIf he don't stop switchin' from lane to laneAin't nobody movin', and the light ain't changeHe might not make it to his life's next pageCuz imma unleash some serious road rageIf he keeps fukin' wit meKeep on fukin' wit me

Friday, April 2, 2010

Your sunshades poppin' in sync with the Spring sunSmelling sweeter than a Cuban breezeYou could walk past me any day...any time...In my every dream or in all thoughts of my mindYou make my heart thump louder than a bass drumBaby keep doing your do doKeep doing your do doI'll just keep wishin' that I'm the one you do it toDiva is a word that I'm sure will offend youEgolicious attitude with a sexy walk that is too smoothSexy thighs and hips makin' my mind take erotic guilt tripsUntil I see you pass by me againBaby keep doing your do doKeep doing your do doI'll just keep wishin' that I'm the one you do it toCall it an infatuated crush if you mustBut I can't wait 'til you come by my way againWalk alone or walk with a crew of your friendsAnd I'll be standing thereSo don't be gone for to longBaby keep doing your do doKeep doing your do doI'll keep wishin' that I'm the one you do it to

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Circumstances from the past several months have caused me to have some insight on the Easter holiday and the importance of a part of the passage concerning Easter that is often overlooked. I was prompted to write this by what a friend had said to me and also from what God said to me. Thus, I will express my interpretation. I will say that God really pays attention to detail and as a Chemist, I understand the impact that details have upon the smallest of things. For the record I know I am not a person of the “cloth” and that I am not one who writes sermons as a pastor would do, I just submit my thoughts on this one verse, and trust that you too will find delight in it as I did. Easter is this weekend and most of us know the story about the resurrection of Jesus Christ on that day. But did you ever think of the importance of the following verse: John 20:1 (New International Version)The Empty TombEarly on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene went to the tomb and saw that the stone had been removed from the entrance.

I have to say that it may look like a simple verse of what was seen, but to me it is more than that. I have a tomb that I have enclosed things in my life that I need to set free. Some issues with my way of thinking that is different from most people, the difficulty I have trusting people, my reluctance to allow myself to get involved in romantic relationships, pain from lost friends and family, my health and the various occurrences I deal with regarding that, and yes how much I truly miss my mommy. But I look at this verse and Jesus was trapped in a tomb as well.

I suppose it is alright to be trapped in that tomb that some of us are trapped in. You can label the stone of that tomb JESUS because that is where he was. You can label tomb a ALCOHOLISM because some folks are dealing with that. Some people have had issues stemming from HORRIBLE CHILDHOOD, dealing and coping with those who have lost someone they love in a violent or even in a way that took their life in a shocking fashion. Label that tomb LOSS. I have a tomb that has stone labeled DIABETES. I have a tomb that has a stone label TRUST. Others have tombs that have stones labeled, FAILING MARRIAGE, NOT ENOUGH MONEY FOR BILLS, PARENTING PROBLEMS, HOMELESSNESS, GETTING THROUGH SCHOOL, RELATIONSHIPS, FINDING A JOB, CANCER, PREGNANCY, HUNGER, DRUGS… and the list can go on and on. But it says in the aforementioned verse that the stone had been removed. And when it was removed Jesus was set free and we know the rest of that story.

I know that I have some stones that have enclosed and shut in some issues in my life that I know I can't deal with by myself, Lord knows I have tried, but I know for a fact that the God that sits high and looks down low, the God the gives us tests that He knows we can pass and that has been good to us, has rolled stones away. I know that some of the stones I have may have put a strain on me and my actions…how I speak and how I live. Some are really hard to overcome, but the fact of the matter is that God is still rolling stones away to allow you and I to let it go and be free.

I can envision and hear the sounds of stones being rolled away from our own personal tombs with various labels allowing freedom and joy to overwhelm us. I know I have asked God to roll my stones away, and they have been slowly moving away to allow myself to regain the appetite that I have for life that grows each day.

Tears of joy and jubilation…and that dance that accompanies it (like they are David) will come when my friends and others that I know that are going through it finally get those large boulders away from their personal tombs. Take it from me that life can only get sweeter and sweeter when those labeled and unlabeled stones that plague your life are gone.

I would never want to have a life in which God did not roll that stone away that was labeled JESUS. God did it for His son; imagine what He will do for us! I thank God in advance for rolling my stones away!

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