Where would I beIf we never met?Dead, prison, or stuck in the projectsLiving life with no regretsAlways had money on my mindBut now I'm plotting to invest Stocks and bondsShout out to my teacherYou're the f*&($& bestYou stand out from the restPushed me to the limitI'm ready to excel aheadOff to a greener pastureHappily ever afterFrom the beginningI drowned in the laughterHa Ha HaLook at me nowCan't see meMoving like CasperAbout to haunt all of youThat looked past meBack in the dayI had to resort to the Ski Mask WayDid a couple stintsNow I'm setting my path straightHopefully I can be an influence or reminderWhatever the damn caseAnyway before I get sidetrackedGot to continue laying my pathway

Sitting in the darkWaiting for my dayAnticipating my releaseTrying to find a new wayUsing all the thingsI learned in the past Hustling each and every day Showing the naysayersThat I won't let my gift go to wasteMaking of a storyBeginning with some gloryPouring up some HennessySmiling with my homiesLeaving all my worries behindThe rest is for another time

My Life, My Life, My LifeBehind these solid doorsThings will not changeIt's a revolving doorDon't know why I put myself through thisWhen I already know what's in storeI have to put the pain and grief behind meAlong with all the other things I endured beforeIt's time to take some strikesTowards a better lifeI want a lot of things and moreBut here's two that I would adoreI imagine a beautiful wifeAnd living with no strifeMy Life, My Life, My Life

You saidYou don't know what has gotten into meWell...Maybe it was you I used to be so in love with youNow all I feel is blue All I ever askedWas for you to keep it true Now you're gone with the windAnd I'm starting over without you

It's been a good dayRelaxingThinking about my futureWith my soulmateWho would have thoughtYou could have pulled meOut of this horrible dark placeI was trapped inCouldn't have imaginedNor have I experiencedThe feelings I have feltFrom the momentI looked in your eyesYou make my heart melt

You're a problemSudoku PuzzleDon't really like em' But you would have never thought thatWhenever you come aroundI got this problemSt..St...StutterOh shit, I lost my focusTime to get it togetherStart making progressI want you in my lifeDon't know if you noticedJust be patientWhile I try to solve this puzzle

Let me tell you about a game I play,Where I close my eyes and fade away.I float to a special place,Beyond the stars and the moon and space.In this special place you see,There are only 2 people, you and me.In this place all is right,Nothing but love, we never fight.In this place there is no sadness,No cells, no courts, none of that madness.No rules to follow, no laws to break.No bars to hold us or separate.No one to tell us we can’t kiss,Or out.I don’t just tell you,I love you, I show you how much.But eventually the game must end,My eyes must open and reality sets in.But some day soon, I’m not sure when,I will close my eyes and play my game again.

I’ve got so much love to give, And no one to give it to.So I’m writing it down here,In hopes that I find you.Someone I can trust in, Someone I can hold,And eventually grow old. Someone who will remember, Everything that’s special to me.Someone I can count on, When I’m finally set free,So I can hold onto this fantasy. This sort of waking dream, Where everything I wanted, Is exactly what it seems. I’ve got so much love to give, And I’ll lavish it all on you.I am writing this poem, So you see that it is true. No more lovely nights, just because of what I do. I am writing to myself,but always thinking of you.

It hurts to be with you.When I'm alone, I'm not afraid, I'm afraid to be alone. It hurts when you're near me,don't take away my pain.There's no longer any colour,just empty shades of grey.Please don't let me love you,my love for you is pain.I'll just wait right here,for you to go away.But don't leave me here alone,don't take away my pain. Leave me when you're gone,just don't go away. Alone I'll be without you,naked and afraid. It's painfully familiar,so don't take away my pain.I'll love you when you leave, or even if you stay.My heart's been used, I'm confusedand alone with all this pain.

Dear B, I want you to continue focusing on your education and being the best person you can be, not for me but for yourself. As your father, it is essential to me that I show you all the right things in life and practice being the best role model for your existing surroundings. Remembering myself as a youth growing up, it's easy to see the things I missed out on. So, it is my duty as your father to guide you in life and help prepare for your future to become the most successful woman you can be. It's in my interest to be devoted and supportive towards you in anything you are trying to accomplish for your goals. Being the best father to my daughter is my desire. Growing up as a youth with my brothers and sisters, we had no father in our household to help us grow. So I am going to do my best to make sure you avoid what I went through during my life, on what I missed out on and what I could have accomplished. No matter what, I am always going to be by your side and be the parent that always encourages you to do good even if things aren't so good. Keep faith and think big because your imagination can be real if you work hard for it.

As my imagination expands, I've always wanted to have the opportunity to demonstrate how to impact the world positively. Speaking to youth in communities about being a positive role model for each other would help shape a brighter future and better results. Teaching knowledge and wisdom to youth in the world would lead to less disaster and better choices in life being made frequently. Sharing my life stories form bad to good would relate to others and it would give a visual on how to make certain decisions on life and help avoid things that aren't called for. In the near future it would be helpful to go around and have group meetings with youth in various communities around the world, work on life skills and practice on becoming someone successful in the world.

I was thinking...I'm a thinkerand I'm happy to be such a thinker. For there are peoplewho do not think...I am not one of those people...Soon enoughI'll get paid to think, and my thoughts would become a commoditySerious! I think I'll form a think tank...So I could reel in the benefits due to thinking

It was once said,that it not only takes a familybut it takes a tribe to raise a child. Now within this age,I believe that it takes the world to mend a heartthat has been part of a body that was incarcerated!