Tuesday, 20 March 2012

CONFLICTING LOVE

[There
is a conflicting love both the partners here are not familiar with earlier as the
system is one the sense that deals with much search, and technological advancement
gives complex promotions on relationships ]

If she believes her husband is old
enough to cope with her forms and body surge, she will not try tofind it for another term
from younger performer on her body’s need. A stout and healthy man of younger
age may give her a sentence of love, and for this she stays with her husband to
make arousal process, and then one night she makes a dent in the nearby retired
person who at the very age of thirty two has come out from military service in
order to get a civil life without any pension and or remuneration of his
service, and he wants to stay alone, and wants to enjoy his life with single,
without binding anything that may cause him to ponder over, and just he wants
to ring and sing and then leave the site of excitement without any pacing
widely on the day’s act.

It is an interesting behavior of the old
man, he is stout than other men of the same age in the locality, yet he lives
in weariness, because the woman who is now his wife, came five years’ ago to
him on her own will, as she declared that she was exhausted on her husband who
was younger to him and little older than her. She lived with his first for ten
years having one child. Now she feels her first has not much interest in her,
rather he is interest in the new girl friend that he picked up from the
backdoor of friendship of his wife. And this becomes most irritating on her
part to tolerate him as husband, and so she wants to have one close friend who
is matured and had the signals of expressions and participation with the wonder
in matured aged longing. And so she became investigative and entered into the
world of choosing and discovering with the real life programmer, not like
cinematic axioms of living with a man who has another woman in his life. And she files divorce case against her first and decides to have a mature and cool husband to live with, age is not a bar to her.

One day, the old husband says to his
younger wife,

-“Whatever you do with your body and
mind, please talk with me patiently, as because you love me in your core of heart,
yet you pass time in other place with our kid alone in home without mother,
only accompanying a man, who happens to
be his father. And she is still younger to feel the reality.”

-“Yes dear, I do not leave this kid.
Again I have to look after another kid who is now growing up in his uncle’s
house, as I cannot give time to him. Please do not worry about me, as I am
fixed with the life pattern that all others are enjoying….” She replies.

-“But some strange voice does call you Hey from a little distance and I hear this sound with
joint laughter when I telephone you when you stay at your mother’s house to see
your kid there, and I think to ask you, but I have no taste in such queries.” He
says.

-“Yes dear, he is my friend, he returns
from his service and he lives alone with his one kid near my mother’s house,
and I have had just talks with him. And I confess it, dear. Then tell me what
is about your girl friend who just returned from her trip in an African
country.” She says.

“Please my dear sweet lady, you are
young and just think of your life and not feel love for a mad decision, rather a sublime
thinking of life and love patterns, and please think about it, dear.”

The old husband says about it.

She said nothing, just make gesture of courtesy
to say, “Yes, dear. It is true. I respect you. And there is not any confusion or misunderstanding
between us.” And quits the conversation and engages her with own work.

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Comment on a poem, TANKA, published on 28.08.2013

Frederick Smith • I feel you have not only captured the form of the Tanka, but allowed your understanding of the form to evolve to the next plateau. Your poetry intrigues me, Paul, and I am very interested in your take on the Absolute, to use a word used often by Kipling.