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First Valentine's Day on my own in 11 years. It was never a big deal for us, so the day hasn't been a big trigger. But, the day may have meaning to me now. It's the first "holiday" since I left.
First one in at least 5 years, probably 11 years, that I have t spent with someone who was lying to my face. Sending someone else cards and gifts. Spending the day with them in a hotel while I was at work.
So it's a good day. Because its real.

Well I have my moments! Tough days to come in the next week so I am soaking up every wonderful moment of happiness.

And it is true. I'd rather be by myself, in my cozy new PJs, with popcorn, wine and a good movie than lying next to someone, giving them my heart while they are a lying, cheating, coward (see the anger and resentment snuck in there)

DDay-sept 2013
1LTA(5yrs) plus many ONS
Divorcing.
No kids

Posts: 356 | Registered: Oct 2013

norabird♀ 42092Member # 42092

Posted: 9:37 AM, February 15th (Saturday), 2014

I loved reading this. You weren't kidding when you chose your username!