More From People Who Always Say "im Fine"

People always ask that
How are you?
If I answered truthfully I'd say:
Broken
Useless
Confused
Alone
Clueless
Betrayed
On the verge of tears
Depressed
Anxious
On the verge of a nervous breakdown
Like giving up
I'm just a burden
A bother to people
Never good enough
Lonely...

I used to say "I'm fine" as a response to anyone asking how I was. It infuriated my husband. He would ask and I would give my pat answer even when I was obviously upset because I was crying.
How ridiculous that must have looked. I was outright lieing. I...

I am not an attention wh0re and hate people watching me. It bugs bugs bugs me to no end.
I suppose sharing my feelings isn't one of my greatest qualities ever either....so naturally when people ask I say "I'm fine."
What bugs me though is that when I really am all hunky dory and...