Thursday, February 15, 2018

You know those kind of nights when you just can't sleep
because the brain won't shut up, or even come up for air? Used to be I'd get that a couple times a year
maybe. Nowadays its more like two a
week. Is it like that for you too? Sure, we have our psychic numbing which
deflects much of the horror going on in our name; but some nights not even that can hold back the towering tsunami
of night terrors facing us, [which we're generally
not acknowledging.] I'm having one
of those nights again tonight, so it must be time to share.

Do you ever feel like it's all just too much for you to
handle? How are we supposed to process
and integrate so much soul crushing daily chaos? The kinds of night terrors that chew thru our
psychic numbing won't be halted by any pop new age psycho-babble, so please
don't offer us any of that.

It isn't all just
the 'news' that spawns night terrors which keep us awake at night; not so long back I awoke to wildfires raging
thru the area I live in, less than ten miles away. Then we have urban snipers to worry about,
not to mention home invasions which are on the increase locally, keeping up
with the national trend.

What about this year's "flu season"? Oh yeah; the government and big pharma put on
a big media campaign every year
to urge folks to get their flu shot.
This is different, its the first time that the evening news on every channel,
every damn night shows photos of the kids who died from the flu today. They're doing this every single day, so
clearly; it's more about scaring people than fighting the flu.

What exactly is in "the flu shot"? The fact that they won't say is reason enough
for me to decline the offer. The wall to
wall full court press scare tactics campaign is another reason. If they want us all to have the injection
enough to go to such extremes then you just know it isn't any good for any of
us. Resist!

The big picture is showing us that our planet is in distress
because of our human activity. From
climate change to fracking and Fukushima
we are poisoning and contaminating the planet we live on: the air we breathe,
the (flammable)
water we drink, and the GMO poisoned
foods we eat. Just this alone will get
you some serious reality cramps &
night terrors.

After showing us North Korean missile launches week after
week, saying each time they can now reach the American mainland; imagine the
night terrors Hawaiians are having after their false alarm incoming missile
drill recently. Do you really buy the "excuse"
that it was just an accident? Then
consider that a day later, the same thing happened in Japan! We are being tested folks, not to mention
being seriously fucked with.

Adding to our gallery of night terrors is the fact that
almost every single day there is at least one terrorist attack (or false flag)
somewhere on this beleaguered little planet.

If you are sleeping just fine and have no issues with night
terrors it might be on account that the several pacification technologies the government uses to keep us apathetic
and subdued are working as planned. Are
you always tired, feeling sickly and just don't give a shit? Like I said, they're working!

These pacification
technologies such as chemtrails, HAARP,
fluoridated water, etc. are used
along with GMO foods to literally take us
out of the equation when it comes to resisting the government. The intent is to keep us from filling the
streets in massive protests like in the 60's and 70's by keeping us sick & apathetic. The side effect is that now our children are
eating "Tide" detergent balls which are oddly made to resemble
candy.

What with 59 different and distinct gender identities to
choose from; who has the time to be politically correct by learning all of
them? How large is our individual
identity crisis that we need 59 distinct genders to make sure we're seen as an
individual? Meanwhile, our children are
so disenfranchised with life and addicted to the cyber-world online that they
conspire to murder their friend and blame it on "SlenderMan."

Whether you are a reader of or contributor to the
blogosphere there is just so much of this shit you can expose your soul to
before you hit the wall and simply can't do it any more. I first experienced this years ago when I
counseled fellow Vietnam
veterans to help them deal with their night terrors. After five years of doing that I began having
nightmares. These weren't generic
everyday nightmares, each one was described to me in a counseling session at
one time or another. I didn't have to
ask anyone, I just knew that when my brothers war stories became my real world
nightmares it was time to quit, so I did.
You can only expose you soul to so much shit.

My personal psychic numbing cut it's teeth in Vietnam,
and honed it's skills thru two divorces, and cruises thru everything the
internet and regular media can throw at it.
At least it was like that until very recently.

You might not remember Zainab Ansari, or perhaps you missed
the story about how recently this 7 year old Pakistani girl was raped, beaten,
then tossed onto a garbage pile to die like she was just so much trash.

This story ripped my psychic numbing to shreds, and then it
just broke my heart; flat out smashed it, and the overwhelming symbolism became
my last straw. After five years of blogging
I've hit the wall, I just cannot keep subjecting my soul to all this shit. Five years seems to be my limit for toxic
environments, [its about how long my
first marriage lasted as well.]

Now this isn't saying I'm done blogging, I'm just gonna take
a huge break from writing about the shit parade. There are more than enough voices covering
all the vile shit, I am not needed there and won't be missed. There are other things to focus upon, and
other conversations to be had...besides it feels like I'm just repeating myself
with the things I rant on about, hoping it helps to bring about change, even if
that change is iceberg slow.

They say that a picture is worth a thousand words, but in
the case of the above photograph of Canadian PM Trudeau taken at the recent World
Economic Forum I'd say a couple thousand at least. At home wearing his bathrobe these socks
might become semi-adorable but wearing them to the world economic forum sends a
distinct message for all to see and if we don't like the message, its clear to
see that he could give a shit less.

They also say that it pays to advertise, so maybe this is
prime minister Trudeau's way of letting all of us know what a huge greedy penis
he is. With socks like this, it doesn't
matter what words come out of his
mouth because the socks are speaking
louder! My enthusiasm for the current trend toward "populist"
leaders like Trump & Trudeau reached
an all time low when I saw this picture, go ahead and be a giant dick, just
don't flaunt it as if it was some kind of virtue.

The worst possible night terror is the narcissistic serial rapist in chief who's been living in the white house for the
last year as his appointed plunder monkeys lay waste to the constitution and
the country in general. It's like a
nightmare that just won't end. We keep
hoping the adults in the white house will take over but none seem to have the
stones for it. We keep thinking that
surely by now someone would have flipped the lights on to jolt us out of this
national nightmare but the ship of state continues to flounder on the shoals in
depraved darkness, with a enfant terrible
at the helm.

Did you see the State of the union speech? First of all, as pointed out in the recent
book "Fire and Fury"
Trump's own staff say he is only semi-literate and has trouble reading. As Bill Maher remarked after the speech; "Trump's
reading was so slow they had to reset the teleprompter to Shatner speed." Then there were all those drawn, unsmiling
faces at the state of the union address, with people standing and applauding on
cue like that old Twilight Zone episode (It's a good life) where everyone was afraid of the little
boy who could banish you to the corn field with a wink if you angered him.

Of course there were a great many lawmakers & congress people who attended but dressed
in black and refused to rise &
applaud on cue like the cool-aide drinkers. Some days later speaking before cameras on
national TV; Trump called these people treasonous for refusing to
applaud him. Talk about the potus
calling the kettle black!! His speech
in many ways was a continuation of inauguration day with low, unenthusiastic
crowds: when some refused to applaud Trump on cue, he just applauded himself
like he usually does. It was so surreal
and even a bit un-nerving watching Trump waving his arms to get the dissenters
to join in the applause. Clearly this
man is insane.

It seems like every time we see the first lady her face is locked into that thousand yard stare so common in survivors of trauma and abuse. I cannot wait for her hand to rise in the air as she says "Me Too."

Now, after labeling those who don't support him as
treasonous he is demanding a full on military parade with tanks and missiles,
you know just like Russia,
China and North
Korea have.
This is something we have never done, not even once, because it just
sends the wrong message, so of course the infant dictator wants his
parade. Trump has embraced every single
symptom of being a dictator, except for wearing a military uniform. We should parade him down main street in
chains on his way to jail before that day dawns.

Trump's recent "Shithole" comment was tactically
designed and deployed as a weapon of mass distraction; it was an intentional
diversion to distract from Russia
probe, related scandals, and the fact that he is an imbecile floundering in
waters way too deep for him.

In Charleston Trump stood up for the Nazi's. Trump also stood up for Pedophile Judge Roy
Moore's run for the senate. This last
week he has twice defended aides fired for spouse abuse and sexual
misconduct while literally attacking
their accusers! Have you noticed how
Trump alwaystakes the side of the sexual predators and child
rapists? He keeps repeating "they
deny it all" as if simply saying those words makes them true. The signature trademark of the narcissist is
that he accuses others of the things he is guilty of himself.

Recently Trump said, in defense of those fired aides guilty
of sexual abuse, that there should be "Due
Process." A very interesting
usage of yet another term he doesn't know the meaning of. If he wants due process then fine; let t begin with the 22 women currently
accusing Donald Trump of sexual misconduct.
He openly brags about "grabbing them by the pussy" yet when women accuse him
of doing it he calls them liars. Just
like he does when defending his circle of buddies like Roger Ailes, Bill
O'Reilly, Judge Roy Moore and so many others.
They're all lying cries the king of lies.

"The sickness is strong with this
one"

~Yoda~

Just when we think we've seen the depth of depravity in the
child-man; comes the story of porn queen Stormy
Daniels spanking Trump with a copy of Forbes featuring him and Ivanka on
the cover. If he paid Stormy $130,000 to
keep quiet, I must wonder how much he's paying his wife not to raise her hand
and say "Times up, Me Too."

In Trump's new reality TV show "DC Daycare" Sexual Predators are given staff level jobs and
defended by the man with 20 separate accusers himself. No president has ever had so many departures
from his crew in just the first year, and the job of white house press
secretary is essentially a revolving door.
Factor in the four Trump top aides arrested for committing
crimes, and others. Then In the space of just over a week three close advisors to
Trump resigned over allegations of spouse abuse and brutality. At the current rate of firings & dismissals the white house won't have
enough people to play basketball by March.

Sander's job demands that you speak things you know
to be lies, in a convincing enough manner for a sound byte; every day. It takes a severe toll, with cognitive
dissonance being off the scale, as the above recent photo of Sarah Saunders
clearly indicates. I cannot wait to see
who they replace her with when she starts drooling &
spewing word salad nonsense...perhaps Sarah
Palin has a job in the Trump administration after all.

I watched transfixed as the father of two daughters molested
by Olympics physician Dr. Larry Nassar almost got his hands around the perverts
neck before sheriff's deputy's stopped him.
Guess those cops ain't fathers, and if they are they really suck at it. The anguished father asked the judge if he
could have five minutes alone in a room with the pedophile doctor, the judge
declined. The father then asked for just
a single minute, and the judge said "You
know we can't let you do that..."
Then the father said something like "Then I'll have to do it right here" as he vaulted the rail and
charged the monster who had molested both is daughters.

These two movements that have sprung up can forever change
how we treat women in this country, that's just how powerful they are. "Times
Up"and "Me
Too" hold the potential
power for that kind of change; but it won't be easy, the perverts in
power will see to that.

They already have defenses in place in the form of Forced
Arbitration which by-passes the legal system
and places gag orders and non-disclosure agreements which
serve to protect those guilty of sexual misconduct. We need to root these clauses out of every
contract they appear in, make them a federal crime punishable by say a century
in jail...that would bring about some swift improvement.

There is also the matter of fines & penalties paid by those convicted of sexual misconduct in
the senate or congress. When levied,
these fines are currently paid by taxpayers, by you and me. How the fuck is that right?? They get away with it because it's even more
wide spread and prevalent than is being reported, and they will always act in
their own self interest. Flush the
swamp. Get rid of every last one of
these criminal sexual predators and start over with better people. That
is the only way we will ever fix this ongoing nightmare in our country.

"The enfant
terrible knows only that it wants"

It is perhaps interesting to note at this point that in his entire career Donald Trump has always been the "front man" the huckster on TV who ropes you into business with him; but he has never negotiated anything himself...he's just the pitch man. It's always someone else who closes the deals. Trump was never supposed to actually win the presidency - it amazed even him! His fake campaign was to be the the kickoff to the Trump Television Network. His reward was going to be not just a reality sow, but an entire network. Somewhere along the way the Russians hacked the election, the FBI was trying to shut Hillary down, while Trump became addicted to the hero worship and decided to do it for "real."

Trump is intransigent; he just sits there like Jabba the Hutt ... some kind of rogue (TV) star who captured the republican party in
his gravity, and all they seem able to do is to helplessly orbit around him
whether they like it or not. Meanwhile
nothing at all is being done about the Russian interfering with our election(s)
either past or future, which is just a bit un-nerving and food for fresh night
terrors.

If Trump can get away with everything up to and including
labeling those who oppose him as traitors, then we should all be worried about
being "wished out into the corn
field" like in that old Twilight Zone episode. At this point we can only hope that the
Mueller probe is getting all their ducks (crooks)
in a row for a thorough and complete house cleaning from the insane baby-man-clown
on down. His cabinet and administration
is full of people with temporary
security clearances and shady pasts. We
need to invalidate the 2016 election, arrest all those needing arrest and have
a do-over with all different people, as I said before, with better people. Impeach now, replace later. If we as a nation cannot come together to right
the floundering ship of state, it will sink from unrestrained corruption, and
the corn field will suddenly seem as a vacation spot.

Monday, January 1, 2018

I have never really felt like I belonged here, in this
place, on this planet Earth.

There are a lot of us who feel this way: If you pause to
think about it you probably know some folks who feel this way, even though they
don't speak about it. You may even be
one yourself.

The symptoms are wide and varied according to the individual
but it always ends up with us feeling we're on the outside looking in, not in
the loop and not getting the memos. There is this prevailing feeling that we
simply don't belong here on this violent, greed infested dust ball on the
material plane.

We cannot understand why the morals and issues so important
to us don't seem to matter in the cold world we travel through: This place is
alien to folks like us, and that makes finding our way somewhere between
difficult and impossible.

One would think such feelings wouldn't be so prevalent what
with this being the dawn of the Aquarian age and all that, but it just isn't as
simple as moving from one year into the
next. What we're dealing with here are
cycles and patterns that play out over the course of 26,000 years. As the precession
of the equinox winds it's way backwards thru the celestial zodiac; earth spends roughly two thousand years in
each of the 12 zodiac signs.

After spending the previous 2000 years passing thru the sign
of Pisces
we're now witnessing the collapse of a world system built around
power, greed war and wealth. Considering
that the attributes of Aquarius are just about polar opposite of Pisces, there
is bound to be some turbulence, and we are seeing
it every day now. We're currently traversing
the 4th dimensional space-time known
as the Kali Yuga, the last of 4 repeating world cycles, and it is
called "The age of Vice."

It is this deteriorating, crumbling edifice of the Kali Yuga
that's causing all the chaos and insanity we're seeing everywhere. Time is now up for those who have prevailed & profited from this Age of Vice: but they don't want to leave the stage or willingly
allow the changes which must now manifest.
The very nature of vice itself.

We cannot hope to see the full bloom of Aquarius until after the end of the Kali Yuga, and on
that score there is some good news, and some not so good news. The good news is that all of my research
& calculations on the Kali Yuga
indicate that it's final end will come in the year 2025, just eight more years!
The not so good news is that the world will be in transition until the year 2325; so none of us are going to see
Aquarius in this incarnation. Get used to seeing soldiers with heavy weapons
on every street corner. This is why so many of us declare that we don't want to come back to this place; we don't want to get stuck with clean-up duty.

Only Dead Fish
Go With the Flow

Over the last several years we've seen increasing interest
in 11:11
and what it's true meaning is. There are
seemingly an endless number of explanations but the one that rings true for my
soul is that it is a specific message
coded into human DNA,
and that message is, "Return Home". Our source
(home) is in the 11th dimension.

Prior to coming here we agreed to multiple incarnations in
3D for various reasons that would serve evolution, enlightenment and our own
spirits. When we see 11:11 we're being reminded to wrap things up
here and return home, return to source; in the 11th dimension. Our work is nearly done here.

If these concepts are confusing try thinking of the
different dimensions as frequency wavelengths rather than some place on a
cosmic map. We're being reminded that we
do not originate from this place, it's just our 'day job' so to speak.

Planet Earth is a school, and the curriculum is all about
balancing negativity and embracing divinity. You're either here to learn these lessons or
teach them; and in some cases both. This is where they send those who
still don't get the whole love/unity vibration; and those of
us who are wanting off the planet were talked (or tricked) into coming here to
be teachers and healers. Its like the
old time school houses where all grades are taught in the same building, in our
case, planet. Some of us are closer to
graduation than the unwashed masses who think Trump is their hero, and who
cannot think past black Friday.

We're here for them.

If we cannot teach them
to embrace the love/unity vibration,
then maybe the best we can do for anyone at this point is show them the way to
the exit. If we can just find it
ourselves.

As I see it, the only way out is UP; as in lifting our
vibration higher. Yes, at
first this will make the symptoms of alienation more acute, but after a
while it makes you stronger. The first part of lifting our vibration is to
detach from the constraints of the material world, to stop believing in the
limitations "they" place on
us. By now most of us are pretty
battered by this sojourn. We're weary
after a lifetime of struggle, confusion and insufficient information. After all the effort by so many for so long
it's sometimes hard to see the progress.
These are the kinds of things that'll get you wanting to leave this
planet.

The sexual predator misconduct by powerful men seemed
forever to be a permanent part of our culture; until very recently. All that has changed now with the "me
too" movement blasting the lid off and ending the careers of a
growing list of such predators. Judge
Roy Moore could not escape it, and neither will Donald Trump. We will never allow things to go back the way
they were.

Even a few years ago normalizing same sex marriage and
making it the law of the land seemed impossible. Change IS happening, and we will come to see
even more; but as already stated, it's moving glacially slow.

Maybe we're feeling so homesick because we think thelight
has abandoned us to fend for
ourselves in this school turned into a spiritual wasteland. The one thing we fight most consistently in
this life is insecurity. It is our constant nemesis from cradle to
grave; and that which puts that sharp edge on the weariness of the soul. If you're dealing with insecurity, then
here's something to consider: With this
entire spiritual migration hanging in the balance, as well as bringing Earth
into the 5th dimension as the Kali Yuga comes to an end; do you think source
would trust the outcome to anyone but their very best warriors? We're the "A Team" folks!

King Corruption has waged a full court press offensive against
anything that empowers the individual spiritually. The age
of vice wants to continue forever; but to do that, it must (try to) break
the cycle of the Yugas by using pacification technologies to put humanity into
a kind of arrested development; preventing us from breaking the threshold of
enlightenment.

"If we fail to anticipate
the unforeseen or expect the unexpected in a universe of infinite
possibilities; we may find ourselves at the mercy of anyone or anything that
cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced."

~ Fox Mulder
~

The stressful
symptoms of 4D are very strong now, stripping away the thin veneer of
plausibility, and exposing all to the sad fact that corruption has been king
for a goodly while now as the world clings to hope, salvation and deliverance.

Well, all that hope went away with last years (s)election of Trump as our
president. With each passing day he does
his best to destroy the work of his predecessor and remove laws which protect
the environment. We would have to look
long and hard to find a more despicable human being than Donald Trump; which is
why it doesn't bother me at all that he has spent 109 days, a third of his presidency,
playing golf at one of his properties. The hope is that if he's focused on his
backswing, maybe we all get a break; but he always has his twitter phone handy,
when it's been too long since his latest nasty attack on someone.

The reason we must focus on raising our personal vibrational
frequency is two-fold. First, if you don't
know where you're going, any road
will get you there, so it really helps to set a destination in
mind. The other reason is because when
we do increase our vibration, others will see it, so instead of telling them something, you're showing them how to do it. It's why we're called way showers and light workers.

All of us here on this planet are part of a grand
experiment, a kind of spiritual migration; to see if we could be separated from
source, and then find our way back to it.
The problem is that it's a "team
sport" sort of thing: We came here together as a soul group, and that is how we must return...nobody left
behind. Not even Trump.

A leading cause of much of my own weariness resembles a
cosmic version of Russian roulette
wherein every year another friend dies, some years two. Seven friends gone in
just the last six years. It not only has
me wondering who will be next, I of course also wonder if this year it will be
me. I don't care anymore; I just want to go home.

Even now I must bear
witness to another close friend dying from cancer; its with me every day
because she and her husband (who is my
business partner), live just upstairs.
I never get used to those midnight
runs to the emergency room, or the long hours that follow, waiting for the
phone to ring.

Another thing I'm very tired of is not being able to buy any
phone or battery powered device that doesn't turn into an IED anti-personnel bomb. Why, why, why do we accept such incompetence
as normal? Why do we allow even one such device to be sold? The answer is the aforementioned pacification
technologies such as chemtrails, flu shots, GWEN
towers, and wild fires. "They" have correctly wagered that if they keep us sick,
lethargic and apathetic we won't fill the streets unless it's to buy the newest
version of telephones that explode in your pants. "They" know that if they bombard us with social
media and GMO foods we will accept
anything regardless of how absurd: case in point, Donald Trump! "They"
know you don't like thinking about Fukushima,
so they help by making it a forbidden subject throughout the six corporations
who own all the media on the planet.

The internet is full of good ideas (& some stupid ones) on how to maintain our balance and sanity
in such times as we are living in now.
Some 'golden oldies' are still as good as ever, so I pass them along in
case you've forgotten.

Spend more time alone in the wilderness
whenever possible, reconnecting with the planet. A trip to the Brooks range
isn't necessary, any nice quiet forest will do, or deserted ocean shoreline, or
whatever calls to your soul.

Eat when you are hungry, sleep when you are tired; all
things in moderation.

Take what you need and leave the rest.

Most of all though, follow your heart, not the demands
of social engineers. The heart will not compete with the raucous
noise of the dying Kali Yuga; so to make certain we are listening, it always
whispers, forcing us to tune out the unimportant.

Of course we must pursue these spiritual imperatives while also
trying to conduct a happy, successful and meaningful life on the planet amid
all the sleeping dreamers, not always so easy to accomplish.

It seems most humans nowadays are all stuck in the lower 3
chakras, seemingly unable or unwilling to bridge the heart chakra and activate
the upper chakra system. We need to
start living in the transpersonal chakras; this is what is meant by raising our
vibration.

Another thing that helps to raise your vibration is to let
go of those things, people and beliefs that no longer serve a purpose in your
life. Lighten up, literally, and just dump them. Cut away the dead weight, Klingons & parasites. Try this; go through all your belongings; and
anything you haven't used or touched in the last year, just give it away. They're called possessions for a good reason.

About the time the age of vice began; this fellow Christ walked the Earth with a simple message, "Love One Another" and ever since we've been killing each other over how he said it.

~Incoming~

A
sampling of some recent comments from readers of the blog.

"I am weary
beyond belief, I keep thinking to myself I want to go home. I don't belong here anymore. But I don't even know where home is...;(
"

~

" I have two
great fears. One of them is unfulfilled
potential, The other is that I
reincarnate again as a human being; I hope I learn what I need to learn this
go-around because I sure as hell don't want to come back again."

~

"I've been
dragging my ass to work after the latest holiday chemdump aerial attack. I have
an arsenal of homeopathic crap to keep me going...food grade H202,collidial
silver, a long list of herbs and seeds, frequency generators, all to keep me in
the game for more of what can only be called slow torture. There is no rest. Endure. Very tired here
boss."

Wednesday, December 13, 2017

I knew it was going to be a bad week when two different
light bulbs burned out the same day, taking out both my desk lamps. As they lay there alongside each other in the
trash can the twin dead light bulbs kind of spoke to me; so what follows is
part explanation & part translation
of that message.

My PTSD frequently keeps
me up all night these days; there is a feeling in the air that something is
about to happen and I somehow need to bear witness when it goes down, so I'm
back in news hawk mode. I can feel it out there, like some unseen
predator about to pounce on unsuspecting prey...

I didn't have long to wait...It was the recent shootings in Red Bluff, California. I know a few
people in that community and it's where my best friends call home.

Everywhere it's just guns, guns, guns. We are swamped and inundated with the details
of so many shootings every single day we have to numb ourselves to it lest it
incapacitate us. America
has become a shooting gallery carnival ride, and its just another part of the
grand scheme to lock us into a fascist dictatorship once and for all. Senseless
random shootings are increasing almost as if by design, it's part of a larger
plan intended to take "us" our of the equation. Just one of several pacification technologies currently being used on citizens around
the planet.

Have you noticed that the future isn't being built, it's
being destroyed? Everywhere we look all
we can see are decaying systems falling apart.
We see "wars and rumors of wars;" &
we're seeing still greater chaos coming at us as the captains of industry
continue poisoning the environment unabated.

Psychopaths &
sociopaths are having a field day, whether stalking their prey in our
neighborhoods, or the halls of government; they seem to all have the immunity
idol and never seem to get voted off the island.

We are five years into this age of Aquarius paradigm and
finding ourselves seeing and dealing with the death throes of the Kali
Yuga.

Wherever greed and lust for power have enjoyed their time at
the top; they are now falling in upon themselves and clawing for survival. You can see it every day. Not only is their day in the sun coming to an
abrupt end; they don't know how to stop it or fix it. They don't even know that they can't stop it.

To
Get Along, Go Along

Take for example increasing number of powerful men being
outed and losing their career over sexual misconduct and worse. There's a new one almost every day. Whether its the entertainment industry,
politics; the houses of government or the world of business & finance.
There is even a urophiliac sexual
predator/rapist in the white house oval office who has over 15
female accusers, and his day too, will arrive when he must answer for
his wrongdoings.

"When you're a star they let you do it;

you
can do anything,

Grab
'em by the pussy"

~ Donald Trump ~

Trump is the quintessential schoolyard bully, being that; to
conceal his many flaws and insecurities; and I suspect it is the same with all
male sexual predators. Trump is so typical of those who feel privileged above and beyond the rest of us. I wonder if he is aware that the way his face contorts when he is pleased makes him look like he drank a glass of mad hatter bladder splatter?

This mindset of sexual abuse has been ingrained in our
business, politics & government for so
many decades, as just an extension of the domination of women in our
culture.

Look at all the products that depend on exploiting scantily
clad sexy women to sell, and nobody seems to care much about how that influences our male dominated
culture. What do you suppose are the
subliminal messages young boys &
girls are getting from hyper-sexy commercials?

Sexual harassment in politics is so rampant that female
staffers at the white house and senate have long had an informal "creep list" of over 50 politicians to avoid being around. To
say that sexual misconduct is rampant in the halls of American politics is not
an exaggeration; our history is full of it but let's just look at some prime
examples like Ted Kennedy (Google: Chappaquiddick ), Senator Bob
Packwood, Anthony Wiener, a whole separate list of men who predate on young
boys and of course our last vice president Joe Biden who has a long
history (with photos) of very inappropriate touching, groping, and general
all-around creepiness. The reason he was
never publicly accused, humiliated and fired is because he was never in a
position of any real power.

We kind of expect
it when some vile politician gets busted for being a sexual predator; but it's
a different story when one your favorite actors, singers or role models turns
out to just be another creep. Puts us
into re-evaluation mode. In the two
months since the Harvey Weinstein story broke there have been multiple
accusations levied against another 18 men in politics and entertainment,
including Matt Lauer of ABC news.

We have predatory business practices, predatory banking & predatory marketing

so why get upset over a few sexual predators to round out
society to the least common denominator?
It is simply amazing what we get used to, and what we allow to pass for
normal; and it is what sickens the soul into a spiritual depression nearly
impossible to reason ourselves out of. So
we do our best not to think of it.

Don't
Rock the Boat

It's almost as if the Harvey Weinstein story hit at exactly
the right time to cause the flood of other predators being outed in the bright
light of day, watch them as they squirm like the vampires they are. This is not just a weird coincidence or
synchronicity, as I said previously this is the end of the Kali Yuga, the
falling down time for the Piscean age; and mark my words, we're soon going to
see more
of these cascading revelations as one after another, the old paradigms crumble
beneath the gravity of their own corruption.

Another example of how the old paradigms are dying and
falling is when the people of Alabama
decided on the side of decency by rejecting [by a narrow margin] pedophile Judge Roy Moore's run for the US
Senate. Sending a sexual predator of young
girls to the senate when others were being forced out for lesser [but equally unacceptable] misconduct was just too much.

I was astounded to see so many Alabama
residents interviewed who didn't have a problem with Moore's
attractions to their underage daughters.
Can't help but wonder if Roy's
supporters would be so supportive had he been after their teenage sons instead.

Unfortunately it will
be some time yet before we can start dancing in the streets to celebrate
the fall of the system, we still have
to survive until the downfall
is complete, and what comes after. there
will be more mayhem, more chaos as the dying paradigms try to take us all down
with them. Bless them, then release
them, but do not get caught up in their devious mind games and doublespeak.

We're in dystopian time now, where cognitive dissonance & Cassandra syndrome call the shots. Feelings of powerlessness pervade as the
majority of us sleepwalk thru life with the mentality of a battered housewife,
unable & unwilling to find our own
voice for fear of losing what little we have left.

Why is it that the one thing most endangering the future of
every living human is the one thing nobody wants to talk about? It wasn't mentioned even once during the entire 2016 presidential campaign. It is never mentioned in the "news"
media despite being the most important story in modern times, perhaps
ever. Doesn't that strike you as being
disturbingly odd? We intentionally
exclude the subject of Fukushima
from our stream of consciousness because we know we can do nothing about
it. Thinking about things we're
powerless over brings a certain kind of
stress to the soul, not so much the mind ...if only stupidity was painful and
radiation was visible; we would be living in
a much different world than this one.

I was 14 years old in 1963 when Buddhist priest Thich Quang
Duc set himself on fire in Saigon to protest the
communist takeover of his country. That
level of total commitment made a most indelible impression on my young mind. As I watched it on live TV the purity of his
soul moved me, and no doubt helped shape the person I became.

We just don't see that
level of commitment to anything these days, I guess
its gone out of style. Maybe it just
takes more than that to shake us awake from our slumber nowadays. How about you, is there anything so offensive
to your soul that you'd burn yourself alive to protest it, to try to force
change?

So we come back around to those two burned out light bulbs in my trash can, we're
losing light... we're going backwards
into depravity instead of forward into enlightenment. We're insanely still
trying to power our planet with a finite supply of oil from the ground; when we
should be using the infinite supply of solar power.

I'm so tired of this
consensus reality that seems only to produce people who are impervious to
reason and strangers to empathy. So
tired of the willful blindness to effects and legacy from Fukushima
generations from now.

At the recent Thanksgiving dinner table, after the main course,
conversation turned toward the recent wildfires; and how grateful we were to
have been missed by the flames. We
talked about how total strangers were laying everything on the line to help
people they didn't know. Then someone
asked, "Why aren't we that way all the time?" Pretty interesting question, don't you think?

On any given day its just as likely the same people being
heroes one day would have run you off the road the day before. We have become distrustful, disdainful and
intolerant of our own species, in all it's many forms: unless they're injured or in harm's way, it seems the only time we
consider their souls.

But drop a decent emergency or disaster on us, no matter how
nasty and we rise to the occasion, and become our brothers keeper. Why only then? What gives?
Why would it be so hard to just be that way all the time?

So here we are in the land of 200 dollar blue jeans and
restaurants so expensive the food eats you.
While it keeps our focus
upon the eternal rat race, beneath our notice &
concern, the system literally drowns
our children with all forms of violence in all forms of entertainment media; so
they'll consider it as being normal
in real life. Conditioned and
programmed.

We shouldn't be living this way, and we know that. But who stands up to change it?

What specifically &
exactly is wrong with us?

T'is the season as they say, when our hearts and minds are
filled with peace on earth and good will toward men. Why just a few days at the end of every year,
instead of all the time? Isn't it just
pretending, if we only think spiritually at the appointed times? Aren't we all just pretending when we know
life isn't supposed to be this way, but silently partake in it anyway?

Those of us who have been playing midwife trying to help kick
start the age of Aquarius

have been at it for a long time, all the while understanding
we're dealing with cosmic changes which move at glacial speed. It hurts our souls to see the many atrocities
being carried out as the old ways die and the new world emerges from the ashes
like a phoenix. It brings a certain world
weariness the Germans call Welt Schmerz,a kind ofsentimental pessimism that leaves us
fearing for the future.

Mayhem surrounds us with police killings of black youth
without punishment, spree killers, serial killers, the on-going street
executions of policemen. Something is
wrong with our society, it's been wrong for so long that we are lost when we
try to deal with it rationally. (you
can't) It's an affliction of the
soul that we become acclimated to, and that is the source of the
spiritual depression that has a death grip on joy, peace and happiness. Still more horrifying is the sure knowledge
that the world our children inherit from us will be all the worse for our
unwillingness to dismantle the system.

Just this week I watched two different, unrelated videos of
policemen killing unarmed black men. One
was the shooting of Walter Scott by Michael Slager who emptied his gun into
Scott's back as the youth ran away. The
other video was from a recent incident in San Francisco
where a rookie cop murdered a black man who was on hands & knees begging not
to be shot, the rookie killed him anyway.
Former officer Slager is going to jail for 20 years, but the rookie got
off, his shooting ruled as "good".
The message this sends to cops is simple, shoot on sight, Just don't
shoot them in the back.

I sometimes enjoy watching Stephen Colbert's late show, and
especially so after another recent shooting event. He used a tiger as analogy for this epidemic
of public shootings happening weekly across this country. He asks wouldn't we band together as a
village to figure out a way to end the violence if a tiger was attacking it
every week or so? Yes, we might defend
ourselves somehow, or maybe some other remedy; but we wouldn't just continue to
sit silent and still watching the carnage continue would we? another good question!

"Never compromise, not even in the face of
Armageddon"

~Rorschach~

"Watchmen"

And still, everyone goes about their pitiful little lives as
if all this is somehow tolerable, or normal; as if they don't feel at the core
of their souls that things aren't supposed to be this way. We don't dare acknowledge to ourselves that a
better way to live exists, because if we did it would drive us to the peak of
insanity.

Last week I was watching the evening news just to see how horrible
to feel, and after the usual nonsensical crap, they began talking about a world
war 2 veteran dying in a video tape at a nursing home. I couldn't believe my eyes, watching the dying
mans nurse in the same room turn her back and ignored him as he
begged for air. The worst part of this
story wasn't the cruelty of the nurse or the death of the Veteran, it was the
fact that this was the human interest
story at the end of the newscast!
This year we have enough Welt Schmerz to go around, plenty for
everyone.