Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Should of Known Better

All the cycles before this one and all the BFNs, and then I obtain the greatest miracle of all,my son, "Au natural". I should of known better than to get my hopes up thinking that this would be the one. Especially since stimming wasn't as productive as the Dr. and myself would have hoped. Heck fertility treatments only left me with this huge gaping hole in my heart and yearning; and never produced anything but heartache and misery for me. So, any way the nasty hag arrived today. I had a nice cry in the shower, and she's early but it's definitely her. On to next cycle. I can only try to think positively and wish that this one will be it. However discouragement is upon me. *Sigh*

About Me

I'm 20-something wife & mother. I married the love of my life in May 2002. We parented his teenage sister from 2003-2006, when she decided to leave our nest to spread her wings and fly. At that same time our journey into parenting our own child after infertility was just beginning with the start of my pregnancy. We were then blessed with our son born July 1, 2007. However, our family just didn't feel complete until we were then blessed again after battling infertility again with the birth of our daughter born July 26, 2011. From here on out our lives will never again be our own.