JAVA286's Blogs

I know, I disappeared again. Wedding planning and school are time consuming! But I will be graduating next month (having maintained straight A's I might add!) and the wedding is on May 10!
I have been working out like crazy and really trac... Read more

My weight seems to have jumped up two pound outs of no where. I know.. two pounds is probably just fluctuation...but its been a few days and my weight doesn't really fluctuate much. I haven't changed anything except my stress level and MORE exe... Read more

Hey strangers! A lot has changed since I was here last (except my weight. sigh).
I am STUCK at this weight but I am still working out at least. Booze is still the problem, I am re-reading that awesome book that helped me quit last time. I ... Read more

Tomorrow is weigh in day and I have not lost a pound this whole month. I have been working out like crazy though so I am hoping to have lost at least one inch. I drank a lot more than I should have this month. Still, a lot less that before my AF... Read more

I don't know why I am so irritable and grumpy this week! It is driving me nuts! I am feeling frustrated with working out. I don't feel like I am getting enough but when I do extra, I have awful hip pain. I went to the doctor for this when I had ... Read more

At some point in this short year, my goal has completely shifted from "I want to lose weight and look better" to "I want to be strong and amaze myself with what my body can do". I feel so much regret right now. I wish I would have done more in h... Read more

Today, I did my monthly measurements and official weigh in. I was sorta looking forward to it because I FEEL so much ..leaner? My posture is better automatically so I assumed that was the cause. I only lost 2 pound this entire month so I wasn't ... Read more

Hey strangers! I thought I should stop by :). I have had a busy month so far and an awesome one at that! Last night, my nephew called me on video chat because he had a picture to show me. The picture was an ultrasound picture!!!!!!!!!!! I cried ... Read more

I did attempt to post a blog the other day but the Internet ate it.
Ok so I did it! 30 Days AF! I am surprised that I did it and now, I don't want to go back (but more on that later). So here are the results! The following results are just ... Read more

Hey strangers! Its been a busy couple of days but I am still booze free! AND ..my boyfriend proposed on 12/20!!!!!! I am sooooo excited!! Good motivation to work out too :). We are thinking May 2014 for the wedding..which seems like a long time ... Read more

YAY Day 13!! I am so happy...I feel like it is getting easier and easier. I am to the point where I don't even think about it anymore! I was missing my beer with dinner (not the being drunk part) but I have grown to like iced tea :). I'm feeling... Read more

Woo Hoo!!! I did it! Let me tell you about my day yesterday. I went to a bar and grill that I use to get hammered at about twice a week. I got dinner and diet coke! Normally, I don't drink diet coke because of the chemicals..it did NOT taste goo... Read more

Today will be day 7 without alcohol and I am feeling amazing! A few times, I thought I was craving beer but as soon as I realized I was just craving something fizzy, I drank Club Soda with fruit mixed in and the craving disappeared! Every time I... Read more

WARNING: There may be an excessive use of !'s because I am so happy!
Some CRAZY happened to me! I was getting really upset about my recent weight gain (despite my 5k training) and I hopped on to Amazon to find a book to help me stop drinkin... Read more

I have never been so discouraged. Its like, the more I try, the more I gain. I thought my new extra weight was muscle since I am working out even harder than ever. We run about 4-5 days a week and do strength once or twice a week. I am about to ... Read more