Hey your not alone you have the forum here your friends here. I know your upset and sad alot of us are right now I wish i could take your pain away but it is okay to be sad when something tragic happens. Stick here with forum okay You have friends here and you would be missed call crisis if you have to but stay safe okay please stay safe.

You care like i do with your whole heart and we feel pain more but you are able to help people more because of this. You can relate and truly understand them. Hang in there talk to crisis team if need be just talk to them about your pain it does help Stay here and talk but know you are needed here your insight and compassion are needed to help others in pain Again stay safe reach out for help to crisis and stay here for support you can do this

Things were going good for a while, and they can be that way again. I know you're sad and hurting. Yesterday was a really tough day. But you can get through this. You're not weak; you're strong. And lots of people care about you here. You don't have to go through this alone.

it always seems to be one thing or another....i can nevr be happy for long, then everything comes crashing down around me, if never fails, it always comes back to this...depression, this loneliness , this inevitability....fuck!!!!