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I've got to wake up 4:30 AM and our bus to Helsinki leaves at 6:00 AM from my school's front yard. I'm so nervous and yet excited I'm going to throw up. Now I only read to get away from the ticking clock and waiting. I'm reading Abarat by Clive Barker now, and I'm extremely happy it's very addictive book. It was hard to stop reading and open the computer. I wanted to update my blogs, this and my finnish one, before I leave. And before going to sleep. :'D Pretty ridiculous thought that my blog could stop me from falling asleep, but that's true. Especially when I'm excited and nervous.

Right now I'm hoping everything goes well. I'm really afraid if something happens while I'm there, but I've talked about that before. But now my fears are bigger, because leaving time is so close. 8/ And I just found out Miiku doesn't play finnish baseball anymore and it was shocking news, because he was made to play it. Maybe he just wants to concentrate to school right now, he's very sensible boy who knows what's doing.

I can't believe there's only four days until I'm leaving Finland behind me. I'm excited and anxious at the same time, but I hope everything goes right. Oh gods. I must wake up at five AM sunday and then I spend more than a five hours sitting in a stinky bus. But I'm used to it. And I'm taking three or four books with me and my broken iPod. And of course my cellphone. Before leaving Finland I can text with my friends. (Read: I'm going to wake them up at six and keep them up until whe reach Helsinki.)

Tomorrow is a Valentine's Day and I have to say one thing: it's the most useless day ever. Friends should be celebrated every day! If you truly love your friends, you show it to them every day. And if you're in relationship, you respect and appreciate it every day. If it isn't so, then you're straight from the ass. Simple as that.