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Mom’s March Letter

Paul,

I started this letter last week and got so mad I put it up. I wrote some things that I did not feel comfortable about. I am going to try to rewrite it and keep myself under control and not lose my cool again. Anyway I do not know when I will be going to court. I have already waited over 5 years on a 30 day time response, 60 times longer than the law says. I do not remember what all I have wrote you so if I repeat I guess you will get told again.

Jerome County is in a bad way. The corruption is oozing out everywhere. The head PA left and has not been replaced yet. The DPA stepped up and has his hands full. The DPA had my case and my appt atty does not believe he is prepared or anxious to take on my case. N the meantime I sit in this incubator and watch what nasty stuff is breeding.

I filed a complaint against Stoker and Paul in April 99. It was never brought up by either. It was not acknowledged at all, nowhere by anyone and should have been with a hearing. There was a lot of shit that went on and should not have and a lot of did not and should have. My ignorance of the law was used against me but then I caint make the attys do anything anyway. So no matter what I was screwed from the very beginning even though it is my US Constitutional Right to have a fair and impartial trial. Idaho things otherwise. But I am not going to get into the corruption and injustices of a back woods greedy cult state.

I do not know nothing about the religious trash books. I was told they had stuff against the cult that you have been brainwashed by. The other stuff I got from the info Franz sent me. It is too back you caint read the stuff he sents me. Maybe someday. It is about the abuse, neglect, ect that goes on in the DOC’s across the nation. You would shit if you knew what went on.

Did you know my Dad was born in Lewiston?

Dead man walking, end of subject.

I called Sis and the last thing out of her mouth was that she was homeless and that was all I know. I got a ½ page letter from her last week but she did not say much of anything. How stupid are you Paul? DO not you think there is a reason why she will not ask him for anything? You do not know what he has done to her? So sad, so pathetic that you are so brainwashed that you caint see past the end of your nose. Why would she ever want to go near that house not alone ever live in it. He fucked her up pretty bad when she was forced to live with him after what happened. Then the dirty bastard kicked her out about a week before she turned 18. She is not going to crawl and beg him for money. She will not lower herself to his level. She is independent.

As far as what Franz has tried to do from the other side of the world, at least he has tried to help which is more than you or anyone else has ever done. Thanks I am glad to hear you think I have the mentality of a 10 year old. My case has nothing to do with you except probably saved your life.

Where in the hell did you get the idea I was wanting financial help from any relatives. I wanted to know my heritage and if there were any still alive in the old country. You really ought to putt your head out and take a breath of fresh air. I really do not give a pinch of hammered horse shit about the Andra side of the family. I, like my Dad am a black sheep when it comes to the Andra’s. I am a Jonas. You are a Jonas. You were born a Jonas and carry the name. I am sorry I ever gave you that bastards name, either one of you kids. Did you know Sis came to me at one time and asked if she could change her name to the same as mine. Heed your own advise and made sure you got your shit straight too.

How was your weekend of the 7th? There went all of the money for books. Did you get to see Sis? If so how is she doing? Tell me anything you know about her. How she looks, healthy, so forth. The 7th was a Sat not Thurs.

Thanks for the B card. Tell your little woman I will not hold my breath waiting to hear from her. To start off she does not know what to say to me. I am sure my letter to her folks went over like a ton of bricks and I really do not care cause I am tired of people just doing and not knowing or caring that what they are doing hurts other people. If she writes, fine. I will answer. If she does not then that is fine too. She really does not need to just cause she is married to you. I already know what people think. Human nature is to run their mouths when they have no idea what they are talking about and to suck in everything they hear.

Time to go so you two take care. Hope you guys have or had fun this month. I will let you know what happens when I know. Make you let me know where you are at. I love you, Mom