Disclaimers: Stargate SG-1
and its characters are the property of Showtime/ Viacom, MGM/UA, Double
Secret Productions, and Gekko Productions. I do not own the characters
and indeed am only playing with them for a little while. I am not
making any money from this and I'm still paying for everything I own so
there's very little point in suing me. No copyright infringements
whatsoever is intended. The story is for entertainment purposes only. At
least I hope it's entertaining. The original characters, situations,
and story are mine. Please check with me first if you want to archive
or link to this story. The song "Reunited" belongs to Peaches and
Herb. I changed some of the words.

Notes: The 'don't ask, don't
tell' law does not exist. Everyone knows about Jack and Daniel's
relationship. Also those of you who like Jonas, my apologies.
Song lyrics are in italics. This is my first attempt at male/male
sex scenes.

Synopsis: Jack can't
go on without Daniel.

Warnings: This story contains
attempted suicide, Jonas whumping, m/m sex, and spoilers to the episode
Meridian.

Jack turned back
around and started to walk away. Jonas put his hand on Jack's shoulder.
In a flash Jack on Jonas like a fly on rye. He grabbed him by the
collar of his shirt and started punching him in the face. He pushed
Jonas down and sat on him and punched him.

"You have your
nerve! How dare you hang around here! Listen Jonas and listen
good. I don't like you! I don't want you on my team! "

Jack started kicking
Jonas. Jonas was screaming. Jack grabbed a gun from a passing
SF. He heard a noise behind him. He turned and saw six
SF's and General Hammond standing there. Jack cocked the Glock and
pointed it a Jonas' face.

"Do you have any
idea what it is like to be alone? Do you know what it is like
to lose your lover because of some stupid, self-centered, egotistical fool?
You don't deserve to live! Well now it's pay back time! Now
what are your last words?"

"Please, Jack!"

"I thought I told
you not to call me Jack?"

"Give me
the gun, son."

"No! He
has no idea what it is like to not have your soul mate to snuggle up to
on a cold night!"

"Jack, if you
kill him, you'll be no better than he is. Come on, give me the gun,
son."

Sobbing Jack handed
over the gun.

Jack sat in General
Hammond's office.

"Jack, what happened?"

"Well, sir, I
was on my way to Carter's lab when Jonas called me. He was
being insubordinate. I told him to address me as Colonel O'Neill
and started to walk away. Then, he touched me. I lost it."

"Okay this is
what I'm gonna do. I want you to take some time off. Take a
week or two off. Okay?"

"Okay."

Before he left
he wrote a note to Sam.

To All SGC Personnel-

The General has given me two weeks off. I am sorry. I can't
live without Daniel. Please, do not blame yourselves forthis. It is not your fault.
If anyone is to blame it is Jonas. Thank you guys for being so supportive
of Me and Danny's relationship.Thank you for all your friendships.
I can't go on without Danny. Jonas, I hope you know that you are
responsible for the deaths oftwo men. Teal'c, take care of Carter.

Jack O'Neill

He stuck the not
under the door of Sam's lab.

Part Two

Jack sat
on the bed with his 9 mm in his hand. He missed Daniel.
Not only had Daniel been his lover, but he was also his best friend and
his better half. He had left a note:

To All SGC Personnel-

I am sorry to do this.
I can't live without Danny. Without Daniel my life has no meaning.
I blame Jonas Quinn for this.It is his fault. I should put a bullet
in his head, but I won't. George, thanks for being there for me.
Sam, Teal'c, Janet, thanksfor being there for me. Once again,
I am sorry for doing this.

-Jack O'Neill

Meanwhile...

"Oma, I have to go back.
I can't let Jack do this. How do I get back?"

"Daniel look deep inside
and what you seek you will find."

Meanwhile at the SGC...

Sam was on her
way to get some lunch when she saw a piece of paper. She picked it
up and read it. As she read it she became frantic. She called
the General's office and told him what she had found.

"General, is Colonel
O'Neill still in your office?"

"No.
He left twenty minutes ago. Why is there something wrong?"

"Yes, he's
gonna kill himself. He left a note under my door."

"You stop and
get Teal'c and be heading over to his house. I'll get Janet and we'll
be right over."

Sam grabbed her
keys and cell phone and headed to get Teal'c. They met her
and Teal'c at Jack's house.