BBM completely gone!

I wiped it and was reinstalling .713 using BMCP. Idk what happened, but BBM is not only gone, but I can't install it no matter what I do. I didn't know what thread to put this in, so I put it here unfortunately. I've tried loading a .jad, I've tried downloading from App World, I've tried going to BlackBerry Messenger. Nothing works. There's no icon and it doesn't say it's installed anywhere, even after App World says it's installed. I understand this is my fault for messing around, but how is it nothing works to restore it? Need serious help please.