This is a Spiritual Autobiography and memoir about growing up in a Jewish home as a sufferer of mental illness before coming to Christ as an adult. This is a raw and honest recollection of growing up and navigating varying contributing environmental factors that also contributed to my overall mental health. As an adult attempting to reach back into my Jewish roots yet still not feeling an ultimate connection, and being drawn to the church and Christ that aided in my ability to manage my mental illness in the day to day life.