notionsatnighthttps://notionsatnight.wordpress.com
Never regret anything you do because at one point of time it was exactly what you wanted.Fri, 18 Aug 2017 02:50:20 +0000enhourly1http://wordpress.com/https://s2.wp.com/i/buttonw-com.pngnotionsatnighthttps://notionsatnight.wordpress.com
IRONhttps://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2017/03/13/iron/
https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2017/03/13/iron/#respondMon, 13 Mar 2017 11:08:04 +0000http://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/?p=118]]>I had an epiphany

My friends all say “no no you’re so beautiful on the outside and the inside”

My mother says” the boy who doesn’t love back you has no eyes”

my father says “give me the names of the boys who lay eyes at you. I’ll set them right”

And my brother?

My brother says “who’d like you, you look like a dragonite”

It’s all just good fun and then we laugh about it

Wiping tears from our joyous eyes

Still asking myself

Am I incapable of love?

Then why do I feel this way

The loneliness of the night

That is dark and cold

Creeps in despite the protection of my blanket

And punctures a hole in my heart every night

And keeps me from my beauty sleep

And breaks my self esteem

Into shards of a broken glass

That has been hammered too many times

Despite the love I receive

I ask myself everyday

Am I incapable of love

Then why is it I have no one to turn to when I’m disheartened

Why is it that I feel if I tell someone they’re going to laugh at my godforsaken life

And this stops me from embracing the oh so beautiful things in life

Because i’m never living truly

Just regretting my whole life

When I’m so young

And naive

Being aware of these facts

Yet I still ask every day

Am I incapable of love

Or is love incapable of my time?

]]>https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2016/09/01/am-i-capable-of-love/feed/3notionsatnightMy Herohttps://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2016/08/26/run-away/
https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2016/08/26/run-away/#respondFri, 26 Aug 2016 19:19:40 +0000http://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/?p=104]]>​The night you came home
After a long day of work.

I rejoiced; seeing you

Was one thing I loved.

As a little girl, you were my hero
And I loved learning things from you
MS paint, photography

And all the abuses too.

A few shots of whiskey

A few shots of rum
Into your system;
I wish I could run away,
And leave the city.

]]>https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2016/04/04/change/feed/1notionsatnightFor it’s just life.https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/14/for-its-just-life/
https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/14/for-its-just-life/#respondSat, 14 Nov 2015 18:04:04 +0000http://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/?p=33]]>Okay so, this is something I wrote long ago when I was very upset. I do love what I have written and whenever I read it, i feel happy. Hope you like it too.

I wish people knew how it felt to feel rejected. To cry to sleep every night. Have the best of friends and still feel lonely. I wish people knew how it felt when you loved someone and they didn’t love you back. Love is the last stage. They don’t even consider you a friend. I wish other people knew how it felt. But sadly, most of the people don’t. I wish people knew how it feels to not feel loved even if your friends try to make it okay. And then, you feel they’re tired of trying to convince you and that you have to stop because you don’t want to lose your angels. It’s all because of one guy. One. And I feel as if my whole world’s been torn apart. I know people have much worse problems in life; much harder problems to face, but I don’t like this. I wish everyone could be happy. At times, getting all these negative thoughts about yourself just make you want to die. They make you want to self harm. You start thinking about things that you don’t have. That you think you need them desperately and feel that because of the lack of those things no one wants to talk to you. You wish you had bigger breasts, had more money, were prettier or were popular. And then the same old people trying to convince you that you’re perfect the way you are. But does it make you feel better?I think not. Its just that you’ve lost so much, so many people in your life that you want all of the pain to go away. You feel that you don’t belong with your friends. We forget that pain is, indeed, inevitable. We mustn’t have expectations or hopes from people. They just lead to disappointment. And that leads to stuff that’s much worse. Whenever we’re feeling low, or sad,we become selfish. Some people commit suicides. But does that make everything better? No. It just makes you a coward. Running away from all your problems because you can’t face them. Or try to fight them. We don’t even think of the people we might hurt in this process. Friends, family. They love us no matter what. At least our family does. Friends might leave you when you need them the most. It’s not their fault. We must realise that. They have their own damn lives to live. Everyone on this planet has problems. Nobody and absolutely nobody’s life is perfect. You mustn’t be selfish and just dumped all your problems on them, some of us might think. I do, too. But then, who do you go to? A psychologist? A psychiatrist? No. They might make us feel better but that is just going to be temporary. We have to deal with our problems alone at last. There’s going to be no one in the end for you. It’s just you. We have to face our problems and fight them too. Because that’s why we have these problems. Or obstacles. It sucks. I know. I’ve been there. But you know, god has given us this life. He has given us the problems and we must face them. We have to understand that our might creator has given us the power, the strength to overcome these obstacles. So, try to feel nice about yourself because no matter how useless you might feel, you are one of a kind. Remember, in the end, when you’re some millionaire,chilling out in a spa, these people who made you feel like you’re useless, won’t even matter. So live like there’s no tomorrow and try to be positive,because after a stormy night, there’s always a beautiful sunny day with a rainbow. You can do it. And you know why? Because you are amazing, just the way you are.

]]>https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/14/for-its-just-life/feed/0notionsatnightLovehttps://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/10/love/
https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/10/love/#commentsTue, 10 Nov 2015 17:01:21 +0000http://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/?p=29]]>Love. A four letter word. Most of us don’t understand the power this tiny little word holds. It has the power to save someone. The power to make someone happy. The power to brighten up someone’s day. Yet, it is the most overused word. Us teenagers, we feel like we’re in love with our boyfriends/girlfriends when in fact, what we feel is infatuated with them. We think we think we know love. But the truth is, no one does. Love isn’t something that can be put into words or be defined. This is because what everyone feels is different. Words can give you a brief description of what an average person feels, but not the exact. It’s this feeling that comes along with it. Loving someone can be the best thing in your life. It can be the worst too. People usually associate love with happiness. This is true up to a limit but not always. Love does not always mean happiness. At times, when we love someone, we have to let them go. Or when we love someone and they don’t love us back, it breaks us. It crushes our soul. Love can come to us in any form. Whether it is our mother, baking cookies for us or our father taking us on a ride with him. It can also come to us in the form of a best friend. A relationship. We must love. Must accept the love we get. But we must always remember that love isn’t an exchange policy. We must learn to love unconditionally and that’s when we will truly be happy. Not otherwise. We must learn to give without wanting to get something back. That’s the truest meaning of love that can be given in words. Love simply can’t be defined.]]>https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/10/love/feed/1notionsatnightunnamedThe One Legged Birdhttps://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/09/the-one-legged-bird/
https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/09/the-one-legged-bird/#respondMon, 09 Nov 2015 09:57:47 +0000http://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/?p=24]]>Birds’ legs have an adaptation called “rete mirabile” that minimizes heat loss. The arteries that transport warm blood into the legs lie in contact with the veins that return colder blood to the bird’s heart. The arteries warm the veins. By standing on one leg, a bird reduces by half the amount of heat lost through un-feathered limbs.

Source: http://birdnote.org/show/why-birds-stand-one-leg

Captured by me.]]>https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/09/the-one-legged-bird/feed/0notionsatnightCaptured by me.I Wonderhttps://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/08/i-wonder/
https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/08/i-wonder/#respondSun, 08 Nov 2015 22:15:58 +0000http://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/?p=5]]>Sometimes I wonder
How life would’ve been
If I hadn’t been forced by mom
To keep my room clean

Sometimes I think
About the wrongs I’ve done
And then I seek forgiveness
From all and The One.

All little things we do
Affect the universe
No one is unimportant
Everyone has a purpose to serve.

You must realize your worth
People will put you down
And it’s up to you whether
you want to float or drown.

At times you think
You’re unimportant
But imagine in a world without J.K Rowling
Literature would be so dormant.

All the world’s a stage
And every one has a role
The movie A Christmas Carol
Would be incomplete without a north/ south pole.

I watch a show
It’s called Doctor Who
It taught me that you’re important
Because you are you.

]]>https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/08/i-wonder/feed/0notionsatnightAn Ordinary Introductionhttps://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/08/an-ordinary-introduction/
https://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/2015/11/08/an-ordinary-introduction/#respondSun, 08 Nov 2015 22:15:13 +0000http://notionsatnight.wordpress.com/?p=2]]>Hi guys. So this is a blog I made at 3 am(legit) so that I can compile my thoughts. I’m a girl of age 17 and I love to write. The problem is that I do not posses the talent to write at any time. I can only write when my thoughts flow and that’s usually when I’m upset, overjoyed or at night. I hope you do like the stuff I write

I really like to watch TV shows and absolutely love Taylor Swift. I’m v hyperactive and am sensitive towards other peoples’ feelings. I sort of am funny and I think I am good company. I love school and am really glad for my friends and family. They are my strength. I am also a secret keeper.

Hope you like the poems/ write-ups I post here. ❤

Also, my life motto is “Never regret anything you do because at one point of time it was exactly what you wanted.”