Hello to all of you and thanks for taking the time to look at my profile.

I'm sorry to say that I'm no longer active on FF. I stopped writing on New Year's eve last year and have been coping with an adamant writer's block ever since. Therefore the more I appreciate your reading my stories. I know the characters are all from a bit to very much out of character and the timeline is not always right, but I started writing shortly after I began watching "House M.D." two and a half years ago without bothering about canon. The stories that have been published here after 2010 are "old", so to speak. But I sensed there is too little Chase/House, and if some fans will take benefit of them as pleasantly as I did when I wrote them, I feel very honoured.

The compelling stories and the psychologically twisted and torn characters had been such a great inspiration for me that I thought it wasn't that important whether they act like on TV or not, and I still believe it doesn't matter if you do whatever you do with all your heart. The main thing about writing is to have fun and let your imagination flow. I had a helluva time, and sometimes I wish it to return to me.

On the other hand, I'm the kind of person that quickly turn into addictive behaviour. So for the time being, it's fine with me taking a break. Maybe one day I'll start again, who knows? Anyways, if you read my stories, I will respond to any review that's made. Please don't be shy and just tell me your opinion (as long as you don't flame me) - writers here depend on feedback and if you just read silently and keep your thoughts to yourself, I don't know if you approve my stories or consider them total crap.

I want to say a special Hello and Goodbye to some great friends I have made here. Twas nice reading your awesome stories and to share your thoughts and views about an amazing show and its characters.

xox to Vera, my biggest fan on FF!

Bye-Bye and bless,

Beenie

In case you liked what you've read here, feel free to visit me on LiveJournal for some of my early parts set inbetween "Beinahe geheilt?" and "Luftschlösser".

My LJ: chittibang.livejournal.com

As a Chase/House-devotee, you may also want to check out the FF on the account of "Zuckermund", which is run by my super talented friend and myself. Thank you!

House finds Chase in a dangerous situation. It'll take a whole lot to save him from that. Spoilers loose ones for "Help Me". Please R/R. I deleted this story by mistake and along with it all of my lovely reviews. I'm sorry, if you are still reading.

Crossover between House MD and In Treatment. Sixteen year old Robert Chase becomes Dr. Paul Westons reluctant patient while Chase's father attends a medical conference in Baltimore. Together they embark on a journey through Chase's childhood, discovering similarities in their upbringing, and exploring the ambivalent relationships with both their parents.

James' death hits Davy hard and leaves him in a dangerous and dark place. Consumed with an enormous amount of grief, Davy makes a rash attempt at suicide. Miles races to find Davy and hopefully save him.

The first time it happens, he is sitting in a bar, with some colleagues of his. And as he's sitting there, he suddenly notices something. Dust. Dust, looking almost as if it was tap dancing. - How do you continue after your best friend's death? How do you go on with your life? And why does dust suddenly become important? A Miles one-shot. Rated T for language.

House doesn't show up for work. Wilson tries to figure out why and finds himself in a rather juicy situation when he learns what is causing House's sloppiness. Set in S2. Although it might look like it, this is not exactly a Hilson-fic.

Waking up anxious from a recurrent nightmare, Chase starts to worry about his future with House as his lover and partner. Will their relationship last or is it just make believe? Chase's POV, ER, fluff, implied slash.

Translation of "Nostalgie Trip". What's eating Chase? Determined to find out, House takes his young lover to Paris, the city where they first met by accident when Chase was still a child. Will the trip be successful and reveal some carefully hidden secrets of Robert's past? ER, Slash, HousexChase. Set in S3.