I feel bad... My mom wants me to be pregnant again so the baby can carry on a part of my brother'a spirit. You see, my family believes if someone dies, the next baby born in the family will have traits of the deceased person. She even asked if I'd name the next baby Kevin if it was a boy. I said maybe for a middle name. But I'm not pregnant and I feel bad for her. I feel a sense of urgency to conceive now more than ever