Shara Osment

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Friday, April 12, 2013

that's what they say.its a good advice, but its not very practical,when someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back.when someone wrongs us, we want to be right.without forgiveness, old scores are never settle...old wounds never heal,and the most that we can hope for...is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget..- Grey's Anatomy

years of bad friendships have reinforced my fear that no matter how much i care about others, i will never means as much to them.. i thought I've met the right person..my best friend..i always thought she is my own family..sometimes we expect more from others, because we'd willing to do much more for them... even u are making mistakes.. real friend is someone who walks in when the rest of the world walks out..its terribly depressing for me when we become strangers..

i thought our friendship will last forever..

Dear F,

thank you for your advise.. your 2 page letter.. now i know yr true feelings..i'll always remember it..u said i will not go far in my life.. n this define who i am..

i'm only human who makes mistakes everyday.. but past mistakes are mean to guide u not define who i am... im learning from my mistakes..

i can never undo what I've done...

now, i'm changing for good and i will go FAR and succeed..

i believe.. friendship isn't about whom u have known the longest.. but who came and never left yr side..

ending something with someone is always hard, always sad.

there's a lingering regret of what went wrong and question that will never be answered..