tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25570668249421627832018-09-17T00:38:25.194-07:00P.J's Battle: Overcoming Cortical Dysplasia Updates and History of a Little Boy and his Journey Overcoming Cortical Dysplasia.Marcie Barnesnoreply@blogger.comBlogger32125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-1904761873009266912016-05-17T21:28:00.004-07:002016-05-17T21:28:53.943-07:00A Long Overdue UpdateThis has been the first update on Paul that we have given since his fourth surgery done in October 2013. He is potty trained, talking in sentences, and has been thriving to learn and enjoy his siblings! His name for mostly everyone is "Little Turd" haha. <br /><br />Pauly was seizure free for two years. In November 2015 my mother and my grandmother noticed his eyes deviate to the right and stay for a while. They asked him what was wrong and he giggled and said "Nothing". They then thought that this was nothing. It was fairly subtle. This happened several times and my family and I continued to pass it off as nothing. I didn't want to believe that this could possibly be seizures. A few weeks later Paul began having these episodes once a day. They progressively got stronger where his head and eyes jerk to the right along with his arm---they even began causing him to fall. Now we are having up to five clusters of these a day lasting up to 13 minutes. The minimum we have caught in a day has been two. His right eye is becoming a nagging problem for him---and he lets us know about it (not fully sure why it is just his right eye---we have never dealt with the seizures bothering them). About five minutes after a seizure he will say while pointing at his eye "Now I can see things again". He has gotten weaker on his left side as well and during his seizures almost all mobility is gone on his left side. The weakness has definitely caused some frustration with his mobility and lots of extra scrapes.<br /><br />We absolutely hate seeing that fogged over look in his eyes again...a look that we all tried to forget and hoped we wouldn't see again. We worry about regression and night time seizures. He has one that we know of around the middle of the night so we stay up and wait for it. His siblings have readjusted, once again, to looking for his seizures and making sure he sits down with them so he doesn't fall and hurt himself. ...even his two year old little sister sits with him and asks if he is done with his seizure. We are a very emotional house right now waiting----impatiently----to see which hospital can see Pauly the soonest and hopefully remove the dysplastic areas of brain so he can enjoy his life without all of these seizures.<br /><br />We will be updating more often as things get along with Paul. We will also try our best to keep up with his overall development in the future in hopes of helping other families!Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-78528346621237243262014-02-20T08:20:00.001-08:002014-02-20T08:30:40.894-08:00Into the Hundreds!!!So we are well over 100 days seizure free now (123 or so days) which BY FAR stumps all of our previous records. We have had a few hiccups along the way. We have been hospitalized once to find that his EEG isn't exactly clean BUT we have seen no signs of the extreme debilitating seizures he had been experiencing. Does this mean he is in the clear for no future surgeries? No, but for now we are going to soak up this valuable time and enjoy it! He is now down to only TWO medications! Yes, that's right two! He takes clonazepam and trileptil two times a day and melatonin at night to help him sleep. Keppra and Topomax seemed to really be hurting him with speech and cognition since without them he has made strides...granted that could also just be lack of constant beating seizures also! Amazing, we go from once taking 32 pills a day and being on the keto diet, to now only being on two meds only twice a day!&nbsp;<div><br></div><div>Right now our biggest battle is dealing with PJ's motor/movement problems. An area where Parkinson's disease is found has been damaged/removed causing some "Parkinson's like" symptoms. They are not extremely drastic but they are definitely there. This is causing his speech A LOT of problems. We continue to work with him but the progress is very slow. He is extremely determined and very eager to receive help and to try which makes me so very proud but can be very heart wrenching to watch. He is very outgoing, which is wonderful and totally new for him, but brings on another obstical --communication beyond the word "Hi". He will initiate a conversation and then quickly will get lost and really knows no other understandable word after that but "yeah". &nbsp;As far as the speech world goes, We are also tackling global apraxia, dysarthria, auditory processing, and possible auditory neuropathy. All of which can make speech very difficult....as of right now we are trying to tackle the apraxia portion of it all. Progress is slowwww and steady but as long as he continues trying and pushing forward then we will keep pushing with him.</div><div><br></div><div>Cognitively there is no comparing the PJ now from the PJ back in October. He is sharp as a tack!! He knows exactly who his brother and sister is. He knows a couple of shapes, he is TRYING to understand colors, he knows how to count to five (not really understandable past three BUT he gets the concept), he understands turn taking during games, he knows around six or seven animal sounds...he also knows what is his favorite shows; Doc MCstuffins, Mickey Mouse, Sophia, and Jake and the Neverland Pirates. He even tries to say their names when the shows come on and tries very hard to sing the songs. I am utterly amazed by how smart he is even with missing over two years, almost three years actually, of development.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>As far as PT goes we do a TON of work at home. Stretching, obstacle courses, running, jumping, dancing, ect...ANYTHING to get that left side stronger and keeping the muscles loose. He uses a night splint every night but during the day we are now not using his orthotic hardly at all. He can jump four times in a row now and is back to running pretty well. He still can not ride a bike yet...he doesn't quite have the strength in his hip to complete the peddle motion. He tires out very quickly also...if he is walking for long distances ongoing without stopping he will start tripping and ask for help. Overall though he is doing remarkable in the physical aspect of it all. We are very lucky he has his brother and sister....those two make him move and encourage him to keep up.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>On the OT side of things he still has a considerable amount of left sided neglect. He can use that side with less accuracy but it is still functional...granted it has taken a lot of work for us to get him to do as well as he has. Constant nagging (us saying both hands or where is lefty?), partial constraint therapy while playing at home, stick on tattoos on that side of his body, massage, among other things happens basically daily at our house...even his brother and sister get in on the nagging haha! We did receive a spio suite which does seem to help with his body awareness on that side. He has compinsated well in terms of vision...there are still obvious deficits but he doesn't have near as many bumps as he once did.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>He throws fits like any other typical three year old now. Not fun but I'm glad to have something normal and totally expected and age appropriate out of him. It's so hard not to laugh at him sometimes when he gets opinionated and headstrong about doing something. We try really hard to keep the rules the same for all of them as far as punishments go but I still really struggle with it..I'm getting better about it now but I still find it hard sometimes to punish him when I am just so happy he is able to do the things he is doing.&nbsp;</div><div><br></div><div>The hardest thing for us to deal with right now is PJ's new found love for sports. This kid will watch a whole football or basketball game with full on amazement and enthusiasm. Not only will he watch it but he will run to his room, get a ball (whichever sport is on is the ball he will get) and start copying the guys on the TV. My hope is that we will continue to work really hard with him and one day he will get to play. I don't doubt at all that with as much determination as this kid has that one day he will find a way to do whatever he wants. I swear by looking at him you would never ever know the trials this little guy has been through. I have some pictures I have taken over the last couple of months! Sister, as you can tell, doesn't get in the pictures much HaHa! She is just as stubborn as PJ! :)&nbsp;</div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-HYimx36oq20/UwYtaU7Kn1I/AAAAAAAAAPM/gp4MeUbQXdA/s640/blogger-image-1468132572.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-HYimx36oq20/UwYtaU7Kn1I/AAAAAAAAAPM/gp4MeUbQXdA/s640/blogger-image-1468132572.jpg"></a></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-k2WyL88Es2M/UwYtd_PiC_I/AAAAAAAAAPk/frPQEMKx4vk/s640/blogger-image-42415080.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-k2WyL88Es2M/UwYtd_PiC_I/AAAAAAAAAPk/frPQEMKx4vk/s640/blogger-image-42415080.jpg"></a></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-RkpyaeY7sFQ/UwYtbT4QdDI/AAAAAAAAAPU/6sUD35rBeaA/s640/blogger-image--1391890809.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-RkpyaeY7sFQ/UwYtbT4QdDI/AAAAAAAAAPU/6sUD35rBeaA/s640/blogger-image--1391890809.jpg"></a></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-ghUVFTmhyJU/UwYtfgEhpQI/AAAAAAAAAPs/4LCcvV9jDhs/s640/blogger-image-2069263894.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-ghUVFTmhyJU/UwYtfgEhpQI/AAAAAAAAAPs/4LCcvV9jDhs/s640/blogger-image-2069263894.jpg"></a></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-OPZ7WPePwJg/UwYtg7OL_8I/AAAAAAAAAP0/rIIgxhggxAU/s640/blogger-image-1245276114.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-OPZ7WPePwJg/UwYtg7OL_8I/AAAAAAAAAP0/rIIgxhggxAU/s640/blogger-image-1245276114.jpg"></a></div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-PMLUa874NCs/UwYtcoOHRKI/AAAAAAAAAPc/dV8Vx3ZcyIU/s640/blogger-image--85951219.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-PMLUa874NCs/UwYtcoOHRKI/AAAAAAAAAPc/dV8Vx3ZcyIU/s640/blogger-image--85951219.jpg"></a></div>Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-20828140013210989162013-11-25T14:12:00.001-08:002013-11-25T14:12:12.901-08:00Month and a Half Post Fourth Surgery!Life has been really nice these past couple of months without seizures. PJ is making huge strides cognitively, it's amazing! His memory was so bad prior to this surgery and now he knows what a cat, dog, lion, and pig say. All correctly...not only is that an awesome accomplishment in general for him buuut it's super awesome for a kiddo with global apraxia! His receptive language has sky rocketed as well, he is right in the middle of the normal range for his age....again amazing. His speech is still not there yet but we are working through that. He can make sounds and say a few words but those words have been programmed in to be used all the time. We are hopeful that now knowing he has apraxia and dysarthria we will be able to get him up to speed by approaching him correctly in ways that will help him develope speech. Right now prompt is a huge part of speech therapy. &nbsp;He is off of his Topomax now, we are very relieved to be down to three seizure meds....THREE never in two years has he been down to only three. Without need for emergency drugs,Very happy parents over here!! We are having a hearing test scheduled here soon to make sure his hearing is good, just in case. Hopefully it's great and that'll be one less hill to climb for PJ. Although there is a concern that he may have some high frequency hearing loss. We will worry about that when and if there is a need too after his hearing test.<br /><div><br /></div><div>His Hemiplegia has caused him to be, what I like to describe, jellyfish like. He is very sloppy in his movements but we are working on getting that a bit better. His leg, arm, and hand are doing as good as they can. His leg is in worse shape then anything else. He can get around but trips a lot without his brace on. He actually likes wearing his brace...I think it is because he knows it helps him quite a bit. He still walks "sloppy" with it on because of the weakness in his knee and his hip. We are just thankful he is moving on his own :). &nbsp; His arm gets postured sometimes, bends it at his elbow and cradles it some, but he still uses it when he has to....sometimes without being prompted. His hand is working marvelously. I don't see much of an issue with it although we haven't "compared" it to the other too much and haven't "pushed" it to do tedious tasks. His lack of support though is thought to be contributing to his apraxia so we have to keep trying to strengthen him up! There are plans on getting him into a physiatrist to see if medication may help reduce the tone in his shoulder and arm.<br /><br /></div><div>We aren't sure what PJ sees at this point. It's obvious he has left sided peripheral loss in his eyes but to what degree is unknown. He has to turn excessively to really see what's going on towards the left causing his posture to get crazy! Most the time, at home, I can't tell there is even vision loss. &nbsp;Therapists though have found it to be causing him some subtle problems. We will be seeing a developmental pediatric ophthalmologist soon though...hopefully!</div><div><br /></div><div>Emotionally PJ is becoming a bit of a wreck and very unpredictable. He can be set off so easily and sometimes there seems to be no reason for it at all. He will throw himself down, kick, scream, hit, and is completely unconsolable. He wants me to hold him but doesn't at the same time. It can be pretty chaotic! &nbsp;We have found that he has SPD (sensory processing disorder) which may be a huge cause to the fits. What is hard is he goes from being an extreme sensory seeker to shutting down and needing very very little stimulation. It varies from day to day. On top of that I'm sure it is extremely frustrating having things to say and not knowing how to say it.</div><div><br /></div><div>Trick or treating went soooo well for him this year. Finally the kiddo was able to enjoy it and really seemed to finally understand what was going on. I loved seeing how happy he was!! I'm even more happy to see him this thanksgiving and Christmas eating all that good food without limitations from that awful ketogenic diet!! :)<br /><br />Hopefully there will be no more seizures and no more surgeries for him. He really seems to be making such great improvements! &nbsp;Now to find time to add some pictures in here!!&nbsp;</div>Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-27316550018882070762013-10-16T23:15:00.001-07:002013-10-16T23:15:42.020-07:00Surgery Four Complete..With Some Minor TweakingWe have had so much stuff go in every different direction it's been chaos! PJ had his fourth surgery last Thursday. It was delayed due to them squeezing in an MRI to see if they could visibly see the malformation. In the areas that were left there was deeper tissue still left behind that his surgeon wanted to try and see if, hopefully, it would stop the seizures without having to resort to the full hemi. We were very very leery of this as a fifth surgery just made our stomachs turn BUT we do truly trust his group of doctors and agreed it would be worth a shot. The surgery went very well and for once no blood transfusion was needed. He has more deficits now, which we expected and honestly they are not too bad at all in the grand scheme of things. PJ has some issues with his left arm and hand. He has a little tone throughout it and has caused some motor planning issues along with some left side neglect...all of which we should see some improvement on. He has some left side peripheral vision loss and possibly some visual neglect. &nbsp;He has already began compinsating for the visual changes and doesn't seem to mind too much. His left foot has more tone in it and we are looking at possibly getting a night time splint and a better fitted brace for extra support. Another change is PJ has started the thickened liquids diet...he was having a lot of problems tolerating regular drinks and fought us every time we offered it to him. Well come to find out he needed thinkened liquids, now he is a much happier boy. Oh the drool this boy can put out now with the weakness on his left side being more predominate...it is rediculous and he is hilarious with his sneaky ways of trying to wipe it (usually on my clothes when he conveniently buries his head with a hug). Good news, so far, no seizures....and trust me, I watch for them! More good news, PJ is officially a make a wish kid they accepted him about a month ago and we met his sponsors...who were so very sweet!! Overall I think he is a very blessed kiddo and we are even more blessed to get to say we are the parents of this strong willed little guy! Hopefully more good news posts to come. :-)&nbsp;Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-23633959525094101612013-08-31T14:16:00.003-07:002013-08-31T14:16:56.494-07:00Round Four??I feel like so much has happened since our previous blog entry that I don't feel like it is possible to even put it all into words. We had an overnight EEG that turned into a two night EEG. The results were not easy to read for his doctor with healing and things going on but PJ is having subclinical seizures as well as his other episodes. It is all right sided and isn't spreading to the left which is really good to know. Unfortunately the area that is showing as dysplastic is an area that will impair both his vision and his motor if removed. We are still weaning off of Topomax currently and maybe keppra but it is too dangerous, at this point, to take his clonazepam away. &nbsp;He has been on it for nearly two years twice a day and taking it away could trigger seizures not related to his condition just purely from the withdraw. His trileptil is slowly on the rise though in hopes, that eventually, it will be his only medication. We talked to his neurosurgeon last week and he feels that the next step is a hemispherectomy for PJ. Our latest date for surgery is October 3 but he is amazing and said that if he can he will do it sooner. I am going through a lot of conflicting emotions regarding this decision, although I know it needs to be done. &nbsp;I always have said "I'm not worried, I just want him seizure free." Deep down though I feel horribly sickened that we will have a new set of difficulties for PJ to overcome and suddenly all of this has become very very real to me. I am kind of feeling it is a lose lose situation but when thinking of what I would want I would pick better cognition and communication with no or drastically reduced seizures and impaired mobility over good physical mobility with multiple seizures and very impaired cognition and communication. Making the decision for my child though is nothing short of heartbreaking. Of course I am a worrier so I also can't help but worry about the left hemisphere which has always been perfect on tests but that "what if.." Always creeps up on me and gets me wondering if that other side is as good as the tests have shown. Ugh. My husband is so relaxed and together and keeps reminding me that just because PJ has a good day doesn't mean it's gone, and he is right. We were told numerous times that once this type of dysplasia becomes active it doesn't stop...we have always found this to be true even on good days he was having subclinicals and even more unnerving seizures not even readable through the EEGs. It's just tough and has proved to not get any easier on any of us. All we can hope and pray for is a successful surgery with no complications, that he does become seizure free, and that he has a speedy recovery.Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-59041504826397404142013-08-19T07:53:00.000-07:002013-08-21T10:35:08.691-07:00Pushing ForwardAfter speaking with Paul's doctor we are beginning to wean him off of all but, hopefully, one medication. We have upped his trileptil and significantly lowered his Topomax all the others are staying the same for now. We did find out he is having up to 8 seizures a day. All the extreme fits I have seen of him crying in pain that I thought could be pressure is in fact seizures from the motor/sensory area. They are wanting to do an overnight EEG but want to try to get him on one medication first but if things get really out of control we will go in sooner. Along with his fits from his seizures triggering pain he is having tonic clonic appearing seizures every other day (except for this weekend he had one every day). Not sure what the next step is but at this point the medication has made absolutely zero difference. What is most frustrating is knowing there is something causing this yet we still try to medicate the issue...I know we have to try but we know it isn't the answer as it has never previously worked so why in the world would it now?<br /><br />We also put in to see if PJ could get a wish through the Make a Wish Foundation. All his life at this point has been seizures, tests, medication, surgeries, therapies, and doctors....I would really love to have him have something done for him that is full of fun and far from all the things he has become accustomed to. He needs some fun times with his siblings!Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-7054896635956263172013-08-10T14:16:00.001-07:002013-08-10T14:16:04.524-07:00Spoke Too Soon...PJ is back to 0 with his awesome record. Had a seizure during nap time. :(Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-54892656371875563162013-08-10T11:30:00.000-07:002013-08-10T11:30:56.630-07:00Five Weeks Seizure Free!We are coming up on a new record!! Post op with his first surgery he went six weeks seizure free so we are almost there. It has been a very nice break for all of us in this household! We did go in a week ago for some concerns regarding hydrocephalus (extra fluid on his brain). They did a haste MRI which is done just as the name says...hastily. &nbsp;He was swaddled and the MRI took a quick two minutes tops. The results came back with him having extra fluid but not enough to cause concern right now. We go in again here soon for another haste MRI to check on the fluid. &nbsp;Most importantly what we discovered from that trip from Dr.Oxford (an AMAZING neurosurgery resident) that we were totally informed incorrectly about PJ's EEG. It was, in fact, abnormal but only from the all the empty areas which should be abnormal. He said in the thirty minute read there wasn't anything that seemed seizure related!! Big, HUGE, relief!! So for now, he is good to go! :-D<br /><br />He also gets his orthotic this coming week to help his left foot. He is a little tight still on that side and is turning his foot in again until it has been worked out...then it straightens out but then the muscles are exhausted and he can't clear his toes from the ground with every step so he is accident prone right now. He is very very smart though and has already learned to compensate for his left "apraxic" side...it really looks to be causing him minimal difficulties, from what we see anyway.<br /><br />In the speech world PJ has made improvements. He is making tons more sounds. He has "words" but not all are exactly correct words for things. &nbsp;He can make most single sounds (a,b,d,e,h,I,m,n,o,p,s,t,w, and y) he struggles with a couple of them but can do them. Putting two sounds together is very very tough for him right now. He has a handful of words that are more complex but getting him to say new things is like pulling teeth. We have started using Talk Tablet and it seems to help...he repeats whatever button he pushes (as best as he can) and with every repetition he does sound a bit better. &nbsp;It has also helped us test his cognition by asking him to find a certain picture...best App we could have gotten (Thanks Mom and Dad!!!). <br /><br />Overall, we couldn't have asked for a better outcome for PJ with everything he has been through. Next hurdle is keeping an eye on his fluid and seeing how his body responds to it...hoping it will start regulating it.Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-24775261754718274892013-07-29T09:37:00.000-07:002013-07-29T09:37:34.327-07:00EEG Spot Check ResultsWe got the results from PJ's spot check EEG and in the 30 ish minutes of recording he had no seizures that they could see. It unfortunately still showed abnormal on the right side. &nbsp;It also showed signs of some swelling which doesn't come as such a shock to us with the surgery being done about three weeks ago. &nbsp;We were told that it had improved...I had to chuckle with that being said as nearly all that side was removed so it better had improved! We have an MRI and an appointment with his neurosurgeon in a month and in the meantime we will watch and wait for seizures since with it reading abnormal we are thinking that it is most likely due to more dysplastic brain---at least until we are told otherwise anyway. I was really hoping to have them begin lowering meds but with his EEG not being clean I am not thinking that they will...who knows what will be said next month though..got to try and be a little optimistic!! :) Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-66346745983728284552013-07-19T16:55:00.000-07:002013-07-19T17:15:02.519-07:00Two Week Post Surgery Neurosurgery Check UpPJ had his two week check up today and his wound looks great, no concerns there. There are some concerns however with his twitches happening throughout the night more frequently, predominately on the left side from facial twitches all the way down to his toes. His right leg is now also showing random bouts of extra tone causing him to trip which is odd. &nbsp;He is getting an AFO soon, for now as he heals, for his left leg and we were told that it looks as though,now, he may need one on both legs as his usage of both of his ankles seem pretty unpredictable (left more then right). He is being scheduled for an EEG to see if his motor strip is acting up any and perhaps causing some of these issues (twitching and right ankle tone). &nbsp;He is also complaining of his head hurting towards the back and is unconsolable at times and these episodes stop abruptly. &nbsp;They are not too concerned about this right now though as it could be a result of the recent surgery and could happen up to a month after surgery. &nbsp;Even still though if his occipital (visual) lobe was/is acting up an EEG would (hopefully) pick up the abnormal waves. We are hoping his reading comes back clean but also know that if it doesn't its okay because we know there are other options to get PJ to lead a more normal life. &nbsp;Blah, tests. They are so great for getting answers but such a pain for a two year old.<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-iHkxDT_IsuY/UenTYKF3VjI/AAAAAAAAAOU/QQbPm6r960U/s1600/image.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-iHkxDT_IsuY/UenTYKF3VjI/AAAAAAAAAOU/QQbPm6r960U/s1600/image.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: x-small;">PJ and his "sissy" holding hands while he sleeps :)</span></div><br />Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-54701870496132820792013-07-08T12:31:00.001-07:002013-07-08T12:31:51.764-07:00Home 40 Hours After SurgeryThe surgeon made his rounds yesterday morning and was so impressed by PJ's accomplishments that he released us home. It is so shocking the small amount of deficit he has physically compared to the large amount of improvements we already notice in other areas....now, like last time, we know to keep a close eye on things since he showed tons of signs last time that he was still seizing. &nbsp;For having nearly all his right side removed he is just blowing us away! <br /><br />Physically what we have noticed: He walks with a bit of a lean to the left and has still been consistently dragging his toes on his left foot. We are working hard at getting him to use his left hand but at this point he is doing a great job of forgetting about it being there. When he uses it he is able to pinch at things but it seems considerably weaker then his right hand. But we are only two day out of surgery so we know things could get a little better quickly as he heals.<br /><br />Positive things we have seen: PJ is not flushing so far and his twitching during his sleep is very minimal. He has already started saying the few words he spoke before surgery and his response time has been very quick when answering "uh huh" (or nodding) or "uh uh" (or shaking his head). He is also saying thank you (more humming it then pronouncing it, but he does it consistently when somebody does something for him or we tell him to say thank you). &nbsp;He has started more "baby babbles" which is a good sign of him trying to communicate more. He is also back to using two words together. We are hoping since he is doing this so soon after surgery that soon or at least eventually he might start spitting out some more words! <br /><br />It is so amazing the amount of trauma a child can go through and still pull through without skipping a beat.<br /><br />&nbsp;This kid is our miracle.Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-84803413679094991932013-07-06T21:24:00.000-07:002013-07-06T21:24:51.185-07:00The Day AfterPJ is doing remarkably well. His surgeon came by to check on him and told us that by looking at the post op scans it doesn't look like PJ should be using his arm and leg yet he was moving around all four limbs. &nbsp;Today Paul took things even further and WALKED! He is dragging his toes pretty bad but is still walking unassisted. His grip has improved a bit but is still weak with his left hand. His surgeon is not worried about the seizure PJ had since the motor strip left had quite a bit of trauma during the surgery, he seemed to kind of expect it. This does not mean we stop being on our toes....we know now that only time will tell us if this surgery did the trick or not. On another great note, he hasn't thrown up at all, which makes us happy and he is eating and drinking well. Now we wait for him to poo. We are so amazed at how well he is doing :)Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-38112927367920537392013-07-06T04:05:00.002-07:002013-07-06T04:05:45.578-07:00Surgery Three CompletedPJ came out of surgery today like a trooper! He heard my voice and said "momma up" reaching towards my voice (his eyes were already swollen shut). They wrapped his head this time around which is kinda nice also. Sadly PJ had a seizure about two-three hours after surgery. It showed all the signs of PJ's old seizures minus the staring spell before it. The areas he has remaining on that side is his motor area and his occipital lobe. &nbsp;He did get as close as he could though to his motor as he could without totally wiping him out. Unfortunately we knew that there was a decently high possibility of &nbsp;more surgeries but will wait in high hopes of seeing nothing more---but also totally accepting the possibility of needing another. &nbsp;we were told during this surgery once they got through to the insula(r) lobe that it appeared to be the most obviously malformed. It was all scar tissue from "burning itself out"-- it was also constantly firing off deep in there. &nbsp;They also let us know finding dysplasia there like they did was very rare. Good news is PJ didn't stroke from what they could see on his scan after surgery but the vessels supplying blood to the motor area were, from how I understood it, pulled away from abnormal tissue so we are hoping they don't start "spazzing out" on him. &nbsp;The deficit on his left side currently is more pronounced but we anticipate it getting a little better before we see his new baseline since healing will take a bit of time. Will be updating as PJ comes around more, thank you to all our friends and family for the support and prayers!Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-16184883180509541642013-07-01T13:36:00.000-07:002013-07-01T13:36:14.059-07:00Round Three...Seizures have increased to up to 20 visible episodes a day. Most of them occurring at night and during nap time....Leaving PJ, daddy, and I to be horribly sleep deprived. We have been giving midazolam almost daily and sometime twice a day with little relief. They upped his Topamax drastically to try and slow things down which has worked a little allowing us to give him a break from his midazolam. &nbsp;Paul's neurosurgeon wanted to see him ASAP last week to discuss another surgery so we met up the day after I called letting them know the severity of things (so thankful they moved so quickly). He let us know upfront that this may take four or five surgeries (depending on whether or not seizures return again) to get the dysplasia as it "acts up" because &nbsp;he is really wanting to try and spare as much of that right side as he can. The only lobe that will be left alone this time is his occipital lobe (vision) and maybe a part of the periatal lobe depending on whether or not it reads clean once they are in there. &nbsp;The temporal, part of the periatal, and an area really deep in the brain called the insula lobe has to be remove. The insula lobe puts him in a very high risk for stroke which will essentially cause the same damage to Paul's physical abilities as a full hemispherectomy would cause but there is still that chance that he won't stroke and he will have fewer issues physically and that is what his surgeon is aiming for. We aren't afraid of any of this though because we know he is in very good hands and these seizures must be stopped so he can cognitively and verbally progress. Every day is one day closer to helping PJ. Our other two blessings are taking everything so well. They have sacrificed so very much during all this...makes me happy that they are all so young I think they don't know any different right now and don't have a clue that this isn't normal.<br /><br />PJ's third surgery is scheduled for this Friday the 5th. Praying hard that my baby comes out of surgery as well as he has in the past. My only fear, with either living with seizures or surgery, is losing my baby. I hope and pray this gives my little PJ some relief from all these seizures.Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-75123571083521601632013-06-16T14:35:00.003-07:002013-06-16T14:35:52.407-07:00And We Start Again..<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-0hIo-bGUBmE/Ub4tX3a2vYI/AAAAAAAAAL0/81kuzwSHxVI/s1600/blog52.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-0hIo-bGUBmE/Ub4tX3a2vYI/AAAAAAAAAL0/81kuzwSHxVI/s320/blog52.png" width="240" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">It has been a while since I have updated...We had an overnight EEG last week that turned into a two night EEG. Sadly PJ is still seizing from the right side. He had multiple seizures the first night we were recording with one physical episode. They asked us to stay to try and get more information and information they received...PJ had his worst night, with seizures mimicking the ones he use to have before his first surgery. &nbsp;It was long and stimulation set him into a hard physical seizure. Needless to say, I was a petrified mess. We were told that his seizures are remaining on the right side and, at this point, not spreading to the left. His flushing episodes are seizures and his extreme fits could be seizures or repercussions of a seizures. Right now the big bulk of his seizures are happening at bed time and nap time but abnormal waves remain steady from everywhere remaining except the occipital lobe (or at least from what the EEG reads anyway). Right now there is a possibility that he is seizing more deeply in the remaining right side making it also undetectable on regular EEG like before. &nbsp;Right now we are at a place where a hemispherectomy is Paul's best shot at living a normal seizure free life....We are very aware that chipping away at that side doesn't seem to be doing the trick and we don't want to put him through more surgeries then necessary and our gut is saying this is PJ's cure. God has a big plan for this sweet little boy. He has taught us so much already and I pray that PJ and all of us can look back at these couple years and smile knowing how far we have come. We should be hearing back from the hospital this week for further appointments and are really hoping that things roll as quickly as they did last time. We are also, possibly, going to be taking away some more medications sometime soon...but we will see how that all turns out.&nbsp; It just breaks&nbsp;our hearts seeing PJ suffer.</div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-H8-TlJlX5YU/Ub4tZJOuqtI/AAAAAAAAAL8/uGB1-O9w-4o/s1600/blog53.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-H8-TlJlX5YU/Ub4tZJOuqtI/AAAAAAAAAL8/uGB1-O9w-4o/s320/blog53.png" width="240" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><br /></div>Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-86680556956120288832013-05-31T13:29:00.000-07:002013-05-31T13:29:00.059-07:00Neurosurgery Two Week Check UpYesterday was a flood gate of emotions....pretty common for this house hold! &nbsp;We met with neurosurgery and they were so very impressed with PJ and how well he is doing developmentally...he is really thriving right now which I can't get enough of seeing. &nbsp;I actually am feeling a little bad because my other two young ones are lacking a little of my attention during the day. &nbsp;Still really trying to work out some sort of balance. <br /><br />They also informed us that pathology came back as cortical dysplasia &nbsp;ll b, which was a relief because we were told that it was likely more then just one type in there.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;I did bring up my concern with his face starting to flush again and him twitching again (the twitching has slowed down a lot but is still happening) during nap and bed time like he did before this surgery. &nbsp;I brought up that I knew the brain was healing so I was hoping it may have something to do with it. &nbsp;I was quickly told that those symptoms weren't healing related but were unfortunately signs of seizures. &nbsp;Deep down I knew that the flushing wasn't good. I even watched him do it a couple of times right after surgery....use to though, most of the time, (before the surgery) this flushing and twitching would lead to a full on tonic clonic episode....so I thought in the hospital he was going fall into a big episode but once he didn't and the redness faded I had hope it was nothing...I was in a bit of denial with it all..I think, even though I didn't admit it openly, I had loads of hope that this would be it even though I repeatedly said "I'm not very hopeful". <br /><br />Now we are waiting for him to heal some to see about a third surgery. They told us they typically wait a bit before they go in again--not things we wanted to have brought up after we all successfully survived this second round. This dysplasia will only get worse again though if it isn't all removed, so we got to do what we have to, to give this little guy the best life we can. At this point it is being seizure free and try and reduce the ample amounts of zombifying seizure medications he is on. As of right now we begin waiting again---waiting for harsher seizures, waiting for doctors phone calls, waiting for appointments, and waiting to have our little boy be healthy, happy, and rid of cortical dysplasia. He will get through all this!Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-73835400384488128332013-05-28T13:25:00.000-07:002013-05-28T13:25:48.327-07:00A Turn for the Best! :)<div style="text-align: center;">On the 22nd Paul woke up and surprised everyone. He decided, on his own, that he was ready to walk, nearly run, play, and begin communicating. He even said two words together consecutively! Both totally clear! Amazing! We did move to the rehab unit to ensure that things were going as well as they seemed and he blew them away. </div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-uZCOM-Y-jW8/UaUPrfZWQGI/AAAAAAAAAI0/4DZLTcpk7o0/s1600/blog50.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-uZCOM-Y-jW8/UaUPrfZWQGI/AAAAAAAAAI0/4DZLTcpk7o0/s320/blog50.png" width="171" /></a></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">He does have problems with his left arm and remembering it is still there and will need an orthotic for his left ankle just for outings where he will be doing lots of walking to keep him from tripping. &nbsp;Really though things were not expected to be this well. &nbsp;Unfortunately, PJ did have a "possible" seizure at night in the hospital. &nbsp;His eyes rolled back a few times and he began lip smacking then his jaw went tight, he took a deep breath, then went back to sleep. &nbsp;We were told not to worry to much as it could be the brain healing and not anything related to his disorder....can't lie though, I am worried...petrified actually, but we will see. &nbsp;I have a feeling though that if he has an abnormal EEG again that they will end up graphing him to make sure he is not constantly seizing again deeper in his brain....maybe not, actually I'll word it better HOPEFULLY not...I would prefer his EEG be nice and normal and us not even need to wait to find out what they would do! &nbsp; They released us from the hospital&nbsp;Friday&nbsp;afternoon and we were able to bring all our babies home.&nbsp; I snapped a picture before my oldest had his swim class...which he wasn't very happy about haha!</div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-ER16tV9KvYI/UaUPBNKcfDI/AAAAAAAAAIs/EfMFDuGCunQ/s1600/blog51.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="269" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-ER16tV9KvYI/UaUPBNKcfDI/AAAAAAAAAIs/EfMFDuGCunQ/s320/blog51.png" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">&nbsp;</div><div style="text-align: center;">Since being home I have noticed him still flushing a deep red color during his sleep.&nbsp; I am not too sure what is causing this and will be asking the docs to see what they think....I can't help but fear that the seizures are still at it in there.&nbsp; He has, however, had a HUGE reduction in his twitching in his sleep and has had a&nbsp;big boost in his balance overall.&nbsp; Even with his bad leg he seems to be way more coordinated now then before.&nbsp; His cognition still waivers a bit.&nbsp; In fact, he doesn't understand if we say more then three or four words to him.&nbsp; It has to be straight to the point or he just goes "uhhhhhhhh" and then walks off...which could be a result of many things...he isn't at a very cooperative age as it is! Needless to say we will be giving PJ lots of TLC to try and see how we can try and get him to a comfortable level developmentally.</div><div style="text-align: center;">&nbsp;</div>Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-72289148512814084622013-05-19T23:03:00.001-07:002013-05-19T23:03:52.239-07:00Slower to Recover..Ugh, we have got hospital fever...blah!! Yesterday PJ started having some huge milestones hit. He walked on his own, unassisted, for about 10 feet to grab the handle of the hospital door and pull it with his left hand--this just so happened to be the door that led outside to the patio. He has been spending lots and lots of outside time in hopes of perking him up a bit (so far not much of a change). He is saying his typical words again but more clearly and alternating from one word to another without pause maintaining clarity throughout. PJ has begun giggling again also which is amazing to hear! Today he finally stopped vomiting and was able to, once again, tolerate food. Now for slower to recover parts...PJ is so very lethargic and rests most the day. He does not do anything unless we make him. He literally lays in bed and doesn't move unless it is to reach for his dad or I. His heart rate has been low today and now they are having to watch that a little closer. &nbsp;They are also waiting for him to "do the do". This kid refuses to poop. We're hoping tomorrow he will poop and have more energy...I hate seeing him like this. I worry too that a third resection may be pushing him to the limits if this dysplasia is still deeper in there "hiding out". This NEVER gets easier...I truly don't think it ever will either...I will always worry about this little guy. I don't know if this is because the lack of success with the first surgery but I feel like I can't hold much faith in the thought of my son remaining seizure free, I feel horrible thinking that way..Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-74595534356084802962013-05-17T06:19:00.001-07:002013-05-17T06:19:31.817-07:00Post Surgery UpdateSo we were reunited with our little man earlier then expected yesterday around 6:30 in the evening. His surgeon let us know that they took more then they had planned for but were very pleased overall with the surgery. Once they had the electrodes on the brain during the surgery (the doctors called it ECoG which they do in order to distinguish exactly what is "bad" brain and what is "good" before they resect) they found that, once again, my baby boy was constantly being disrupted by seizures. He told us it was firing off so much that within five seconds of having them on they had enough information to remove and it would have been the same outcome if the would have decided to do the IEEG (the few days of Intercranial monitoring) so thank goodness he chose not to go that route. I will say though I am totally heartbroken that this has went on for as long as it has and that these seizures have been constantly wrecking havoc inside my little baby's brain since his birth. What was so difficult with that most of the seizures he was having were not physically seen by us but was developmentally destroying and holding PJ back. How he is with us today and how he continued to make tiny steps developmentally is nothing short of a miracle. Overall though he did very well in surgery and once he came out the nurse told me he said "owieee" and she asked if his head hurt and he quickly responded with "yeah" this brought me to tears....he has never responded quickly and correctly to questions and he did with her! He is slow to move his left leg but he is moving his left arm pretty well. It will take a little bit to see how he will be as far as weakness and function go. Oh, most importantly...and encouragingly, PJ had his first ever clean EEG reading (from the ECoG) after the "bad" brain was removed...AMAZING! :) &nbsp; Now we set back enjoy time with our little boy we have never really met and pray that the dysplasia was all successfully removed. Thank you to all our friends and family for your unwavering support, love, and prayers....it means so very much to us!! We will update as PJ wakes up...Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-56449527919042271282013-05-16T13:04:00.001-07:002013-05-16T13:04:47.213-07:00Here We Go AgainA quick update for now: &nbsp;<div>Today is the day... Right now our baby boy is in the hands of his surgery team. He was so angry going under it broke my heart! We know this is the right thing but it still doesn't really make this process much easier. He went back a little later then expected so he won't be out until pretty late tonight....his poor surgeon will be putting in quite a few extra hours today I think. More updates to come on this looooonnng day.&nbsp;</div>Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-47619560617552810772013-05-09T08:29:00.001-07:002013-05-09T08:29:49.433-07:00Surgery Date...We got the call! His second resection is being scheduled for next week on the 16th. Hoping that no sickness comes around this house! If he gets sick the surgery gets pushed back.Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-78759009306906090682013-05-08T19:58:00.000-07:002013-05-08T19:58:07.416-07:00Meeting P.J's New NeurosurgeonThe last couple of days have been busy for us with Pauly. We had his Bailey test yesterday and today we got the results of his test and met his neurosurgeon. <br /><br />P.J was not into the testing...AT ALL...in fact he got extremely upset and frustrated towards the end. At first he was pretty mellow and compliant but eventually enough was enough for him. We found out today that he is more delayed then we thought. He is roughly between a 12-16 month old level (averaging out his scores). We truly don't see him being that far behind when he is at home....we know he isn't where he should be but we had no idea he would rank so far behind. That's okay though, things can only get better, right? :)<br /><br />His neurosurgeon seemed to be a wonderful, intelligent, compassionate gentleman. We were relieved to see that Pauly also approved of him, P.J does not try to interact with people if he doesn't "click" with him and P.J was more then willing to reach for things he had and listen to him. &nbsp;We were told that they were not going to bother with the IEEG this time (brain graphing) as he could obviously see the remainder of the right front lobe was an issue. We are looking at only a 50% chance of him being seizure free. If they return they will schedule him for brain graphing and remove further back and if need be will consider a hemispherectomy. At this point his surgeon does not want to remove too much in one surgery anyway. We are already treading on dangerous ground where the dysplasia is. There is a chance of a shunt being permanently placed since one of the areas being removed is near a fluid pocket. The surgery could be next week or the week after....we should be finding out tomorrow. We were told it will be a seven hour procedure and be about a four day hospital stay, maybe longer depending on how much of an impact the surgery takes on his motor functions. The appointment was really a lot to take in and I feel like I should have recorded it just in case I missed something. I got the just of it though and although my wording isn't near as "medically smart sounding" as he put it that was the basics of what I gathered from our time with him. We are hoping things fall in the seizure free 50% for P.J but if it doesn't, that's just fine. Pauly is such a strong little soul and he will power through this---We all will make it through this!Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-73803196873888719842013-04-30T11:01:00.000-07:002013-04-30T11:01:39.402-07:00Manic Monday :)<div style="text-align: center;">Yesterday we headed out to have P.J's FMRI (functional MRI) done. How I understood it, Basically, it allows them to see what areas are working properly by showing the blood flow and oxygen use areas of the brain are using to perform some basic tasks. P.J was sedated during the test and the actual FMRI lasted about an hour. This did give my husband and I the chance to have a coffee date in the hospital, which was nice...sadly when we have time like that we usually end up reflecting on everything going on---sometimes that leads no where good. It's hard to think of anything but what is going on when your sitting in a children's hospital surrounded by children who are dealing with more then I ever had in my lifetime and in most cases more then I ever will experience...it's heartbreaking.</div><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-538Jhob2WzQ/UYADqkn1OsI/AAAAAAAAAH4/r3YDA9srHiY/s1600/blog35.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-538Jhob2WzQ/UYADqkn1OsI/AAAAAAAAAH4/r3YDA9srHiY/s320/blog35.png" width="240" /></a></div><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Pauly came out of sedation very well, thankfully. The only hard part this time around was that now he recognizes the MRI bed....poor kid looked at me screamed and repeated "uh-uh". He use to take things so well but the older he gets the less compliant he is becoming---totally understandable though, I know I would be the same way. We are just happy that this should be the last of the tests before they go "all in".</div><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-M1gdCjxgBJs/UYADtZwka3I/AAAAAAAAAIA/98FZdSqsnQc/s1600/blog36.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-M1gdCjxgBJs/UYADtZwka3I/AAAAAAAAAIA/98FZdSqsnQc/s320/blog36.png" width="199" /></a></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">Our next appointment is next week with his neurosurgeon and also,next week, for his bayley test through the hospital to get a better idea of where he is developmentally. Until then though, we are going to enjoy this beautiful weather up here in the northwest. A little sun shine and fresh air goes a long way!! :)</div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-8oEYIsuamSA/UYAE2tKLzAI/AAAAAAAAAIM/xlOfuJiR2Vw/s1600/blog37.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="200" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-8oEYIsuamSA/UYAE2tKLzAI/AAAAAAAAAIM/xlOfuJiR2Vw/s200/blog37.jpg" width="160" /></a></div><br /><br /><br />Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-42158913487851059232013-04-20T21:38:00.001-07:002013-04-20T21:38:14.459-07:00"Hanging in There."We received appointment dates for his FMRI and for our meeting with his neurosurgeon all of which will happen next week and the week after that. &nbsp;In the meantime we are just counting down the days till his appointment dates, and trying to get by with as little extra hospital trips as possible.<br /><br />Sweet little P.J is making great strides with his communication (most of the time things he babbles aren't clear at all but we know exactly what he means most the time...makes caring for him much easier) he is also trying so very hard to jump...so cute! &nbsp;The Little Gym has helped him so much physically (and in many other ways) every week I see this little boy learning something new from them! Funny, his new word is "nany" for candy (of course, haha!)...if we happen to say "No" he does a wonderful thing...throws a fit like a typical two year old! :)<br /><br />Recent, not so great, developments......<br />He is now having up to nine hard seizures a day and if what they say about his subclinicals are true, it means he has had at least eighteen all together (on his worse day). They are beginning to last longer as well, around four minutes being the longest so far...you can see him struggle to come out but just can't kick it. &nbsp;His clusters, strangely, seem to have taken a break though...but I can't say that I mind, I really hate days where he has them. His break days have also disappeared...yet another sign that things are heading in a bad direction. He has begun staring off again as well, which makes me a bit sad. I had been trying to ignore it but I brought it up to my husband and he had noticed it too. He doesn't blink, his eyes dilate, he just stares blankly, unresponsive for a minute or so during these spells....we have not seen him do this since his first surgery but he commonly did this before it. Another new development, he has now begun getting very flushed randomly throughout the day....I can't help but wonder what in the world is going on now. &nbsp;The redness looks almost exactly the same as it did while he was on the ketogenic diet when he got too ketotic. Maybe somebody will have some insight with this? It isn't that he is over dressed and he isn't sweating so I'm thinking maybe it has something to do with his seizures?<br /><br />I worry so much for him....it just breaks my heart. We are hanging onto the hope, and trying to keep our faith strong, that things will get better soon.Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2557066824942162783.post-52624514032017915582013-04-10T16:06:00.002-07:002013-04-10T16:06:50.091-07:00So Here is the Game Plan....Seizures here lately have been relentless...Grandma even got to experience one of his "Good Morning" seizures before we left for his appointment today.&nbsp; At this point we were unsure of how much the people at the hospital believed us so we have been recording every seizure with our phones just in case.&nbsp; Thankfully, we didn't need them as his doctor totally believed everything that was going on.&nbsp; He told us that he did get some information from the PET scan and his seizure that he had before the scan itself was at the absolute perfect time.&nbsp; He had just had the radioactive sugar injection about 10 minutes prior to his seizure and any activity in that 45-60 minutes after the injection can be tracked.&nbsp; They found that the seizure that he had was coming further back on the right side of his brain...&nbsp; The only bummer is that it is most likely going to impact his motor skills.&nbsp; To us, right now it is no big deal, he CAN NOT live with these seizures....they are detrimental to his development.&nbsp; They are causing the speech and cognitive delays and at this point, we feel, he can deal with the motor delay way easier then the speech and cognitive delays.&nbsp; He wants so badly to communicate with others and play with others but at this point he just can't and you can see the frustration in his sweet little face.&nbsp; It was so heartbreaking today, he walked up to a woman sitting in on our appointment and stood there staring at her...you could see that he wanted so bad to talk to her. He literally stood there for ten minutes just looking at her right in the face just like somebody would be doing if they were holding a conversation...made my heart ache for him!<br /><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-4-pA-BGD-qs/UWXwBXtvcWI/AAAAAAAAAHo/dwzXvfo8pZo/s1600/photo.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-4-pA-BGD-qs/UWXwBXtvcWI/AAAAAAAAAHo/dwzXvfo8pZo/s320/photo.JPG" width="240" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">&nbsp;</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">&nbsp;</div>Well onto the doctors plan of action.&nbsp;P.J&nbsp;is being scheduled for an FMRI and after that he will have an appointment with the Neurosurgeon and then will have the Grid placement done which will lead directly to the surgery.&nbsp; Grid placement is similar to an EEG but they will place them directly on the brain (brain surgery part 1) he had this done the first time around but it was done on the operating table so he didn't have to sit around with them on...this time he will be monitored in the hospital for a while.&nbsp; This will allow them to see exactly where the problems are&nbsp;and what is "good" brain and what is "bad" brain.&nbsp;It will also tell them what exactly they will be impacting if the area of brain is removed. The doctor said that with as often as he is seizing it should only take a couple of days as opposed to the week or sometimes more it&nbsp;can take (so in this case more seizures are better, yay).&nbsp; After they get the information he will go straight back and have the dysplasia removed for a second time in hopes of FINALLY being able to know the real Pauly....not the highly medicated, seizing, little boy.&nbsp; The guessed time frame for all this is two and half or three months till we will be on our way to recovery....I can't help but hope it happens a bit sooner...totally ready to move forward with our lives as a family....without the dysplasia!&nbsp; So ready or not here we go with our fingers crossed and praying hard....onto a second brain resection!Marcie Barneshttps://plus.google.com/108753868441801121544noreply@blogger.com3