Today was overall a terrible, traumatic day for me. first i was dealing with the threat of marshalls dragging me away again. That took up the entire day. After things stabilized, i checked my mail box. Two letters to me. One was my acceptance letter for a free vision exam and eyeglasses with the Lions Club and the Old Town Mission.

The other was a court-ordered court date with a fee of $1000 on top.

I did have to slink into bed after that last one, but i am at least glad the eye care thing finally finally came through.

good lawd jilly i think id slink into bed on that one also...did you know it was going to happen tho...and my gosh i simply can not picture you being dragged away by marshalls ...what on earth for...lawdie we have all sorts of harden criminals out there is this the best they can do for their salary...sigh and then you say ...dragging you away ...again...how often does this happen...

Don't worry about the court date for now. It will work out somehow. Focus on your small victories. You have the cars organized so that is no longer an issue for the neighbors. Today came and went without further issue in that area. That is the main thing.

yep one positive step at a time...you just dont let it ALL overwhelm ...just keep picking a bit here and there at the issues...it will all fall into place. im certain the light is right there over yonder...do you see it???

there is something about court that does that to everyone...i think , mind you now i said think, its a sense of losing control and what happens is decided by someone else...a certain loss of what we consider our freedom ..if you will.