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That I hurt you. You think my actions signify that it was all BS, that I was never your friend. I understand but I do not know how to tell you that it’s because I was developing feelings for you. So, I’m not sure what to do now. I should have known the gods would not let me out of this so easily…

What’s with those hostile comments? How’d you even know this was addressed / meant for you?
I actually think those sentiments are kinda sweet – just go tell your person how you feel and they’ll understand. Only idiots wouldn’t 🙂
Well wishes to you, author.

I am hurt and broken by you. I thought you were my friend. I loved you. I cared for you. I supported you. I wished you well but to you I am nothing. When I found out I couldnt believe it. It gutted me to the core of my whole being and soul. For you to have done what you did is beyond words. But deep down I know you are happy with what you did. You did it intentionally. I know you dont regret what you did. It hurts. It hurts like hell. I guess its time for me to cut ties and escape while I still can. I hope it was worth it. Thank you for hurting me.

I’m not sure what to do because I took advantage of a change in my life to cut things off between us. I was developing feelings for her and this made me feel ashamed. We were friends going through tough times who were supportive of each other. We parted on good terms but due to a snafu, we bumped into each other and it was clear that I hadn’t been honest. She was clearly taken aback. I’m not sure how to tell her that I’m avoiding her because of my feelings. I can’t tell her this, you see. But I don’t want her to think I am annoyed with her at the same time. So again, not sure what to do.

Yes AU, I have given up on him completely, I have no choice but to, all he does is hurt me. I don’t even believe he ever cared, he thinks he did, but he didn’t. Just some sad, sick, twisted game I always lost, that was inevitable, I served my heart up on a platter to have it mutilated. I did so, more times over more years that I’d like to remember. I’ll never get over the way he hurt me. I used to delight in loving him, near or far. But now its just a bottomless well of hurt that resides within me. It refuses to vacate. No matter how I try. It’s as if I’m living in another timeline now. I thought we were both reconciling. I was wrong. I just got hurt again.

I cried so much the tears don’t come anymore, and yet, the pain is greater than it ever was. I lost hope inb believing that it will ever separate itself from me.

The words you use are ever so similar that it’s no longer beyond belief.To see you still hurting again isn’t whst I’d wish or want on anyone. Your far from broken. I believed in you for who you are. I always have. Yes you’ve been hurt. Most of us have. One way or another. The only person who can change this is you. Never forget you’ve more than likely broken anothers heart too? She is beyond beautiful & forever will be says me.

@ Author,
Whats her initial? Do you really love her? Would you give your heart if you knew it would spare her a lifetime of misery? Would you save her?

You say that you feel that everything is right with your situation now but deep down you know that you destiny lies with her. The gods have deemed it so. It has been decided. You look down on her because even though you see her as beautiful she is not what would normally attract you in a woman. But she is your soulmate. Your heart yearns for her. One day you will have to answer to your heart and hers. The question is will it not be too late then. She is willing to take all of you, who you are. She loves you. Everytime you take a peek at her profile pic and look at her status and when last she was online your heart speaks volumes. You yearn for her and she yearns for you. Her smile, her lips unkissed by you, her big eyes. You love her.

you fucked up. I guess if you notice that her attitude towards you has changed, as in does she contact you like she used to, does she still talk to you the way she used to? is she smart? If she is, then she is probably, as you say questioning your friendship, I mean everything, every little slight you’ve done that she’s forgiven, now adds up to BS. I’d say she will be already if not soon distancing herself from you. You probably should just let her go and find someone else who is not ashamed of her.