BTS’s Suga Writes Emotional Letter To His Fans

“I’m a person who is weak, but acts strong. Once again I realised that I was a person who’s lacking. Although I’m not religious, I prayed at that place. After all at the end, it was a fated day. Even if it’s ended, let’s not let this heart become numb.” – Suga, BTS

While we often get stuck with our lives, because it just happens, work, school, everyday emotional rollercoasters that are nothing but in human nature, we express them freely in that particular moment. We often forget that our idols go through the same thing everyday, but don’t have the same luxury to do that and they keep it inside and try to find other way to express those emotions.

BTS‘s Suga took on the Twitter and wrote emotional posts to all the fans who supported him and loved him all this time and worried about his well-being when he had health problems and couldn’t perform on their concert stage in Kobe, Japan.

I will paste the translation here for you to read it, and then we can talk about what he wrote, so here:

Hello, this is Suga. Many people were curious as to what I was doing on my break, and to simply put it, I walked a lot, slept a lot and thought a lot. I wanted to go on a trip to organize my thoughts before working on my mixtape. I also had a place I must go to. And

I wanted to do things I was able to do not as a 24-year-old BTS’ Suga, but as a 24-year-old Min Yoongi. It was a time where I looked back at myself. The things I will say now are things I wanted to share not as a Singer and Fan, or as Bangtan and ARMY, but to talk to you as human to human.

The most upsetting time for me when I face a large number of people, is when I face myself who isn’t able to be fair to everyone. I didn’t want to hurt anyone, but there are times I couldn’t do that. I think I’m still a person that lacks in many things.

The second day of the concert in Kobe.. I don’t think I’ve ever slept deeply after that day. Could it be because of the fact that I gave a wound to many people? Whenever I fell asleep, I would wake up with cold sweat.

Because I already once have not been able to go on stage before and have hurt many people, I said that I’ll go up (to perform) no matter what situation arises. Everyone tried to stop me. I really cried a ton at the situation of not being able to go up on stage. And I know crying is losing.

It’s really easy for me to cope with my own sorrow, but witnessing those who love me in sadness is very hard. I made them sad, once again. If I could go back to that day, I would go on stage no matter what.

It was my second time visiting the concert venue after a concert. The first was Ax Hall at late night after finishing the first Red Bullet concert. The second time was the Kobe World Memorial Hall, at where I failed to perform.

I hate becoming a numb person. I didn’t want to take the love and these glorious days for granted. I didn’t want to be a numb person. That’s why I visited the venues again on my own.

(T/N: He’s saying he doesn’t want to take all the love he’s receiving [for] granted, he really wants to appreciate every single [bit] love he gets. He’s meaning ‘numb’ in the way by how he wouldn’t be able to feel what the fans feel about him. He’s basically saying he wants to appreciate every love he gets from his fans)

But after the second day of the Kobe concert when I was unable to stand on stage, I didn’t have the courage to confidently confront the large number of people. So that’s why I visited Kobe, the concert hall again. I kept wandering around the area by the concert hall from the time I arrived there until the time our performance was due to begin that day.

From the ticketing booth to the entrance and the concert hall – I wanted to feel the same emotions as you all from every nook and corner. I felt many emotions. Happiness, the excited nervousness felt while waiting for the performance, sadness, resentment, anger, regret, etc. , I wanted to understand you all, and I do understand. So I’m sorry and apologetic, for I am not a perfect human being.

I’m a person who is weak, but acts strong. Once again I realised that I was a person who’s lacking. Although I’m not religious, I prayed at that place. After all at the end, it was a fated day. Even if it’s ended, let’s not let this heart become numb.

To me, who wanted to spend every moment alone, you all were talking up quite a large part (of my mind). Age and gender, nationality and religion, what language you use – all of that isn’t important to me. The day that we unexpectedly caught a Music Bank broadcast and boarded a plane and returned a day before planned

I returned after organizing my many thoughts.Once again, while feeling that I’m a blessed person, I felt that I need to be a person who lives every moment feeling thankful.Thank you for making me a blessed person, ARMY,Although I’m never able to say this because I’m bad at expressing myself.

이렇게 시덥잖은 글을 통해 다시 한번 제 생각을 전달하네요
부족한 인간이기에 매순간 감사하며 살겠습니다
사랑합니다 아미

Here I am conveying my feelings and thoughts once more through a piece of less-than-satisfactory writing.I will live while being thankful of every moment as I am such a lacking human being.I love you, ARMYs

While its really saddening and hard to read things like this from our idols, but on the other hand it’s relieving because human emotions are there to express them and I’m happy he did that. He’s sad, he is grieving for the missing opportunity, he feels he’s lacking, even if the whole world tells him he isn’t he will still feel that way until he makes peace with himself.

This may sound weird but expressing negative emotions is as good as expressing good ones, so we, fans, what we can do, nothing much but support him like we have so far. He will be fine as he is! Yoongi, being the person who cares the most about his fans and being humble witnessing all of their success, he never forgets to stop and look back and be grateful, he may seem cold and indifferent but this is a man who spent hours on making presents to his fans on his birthday that are creative and unique.

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