For a long time, my older brother has been out of the closet. He came out probably around 3 years ago, or when he was 15 ish. Before he came out though, he told me, and asked me a question. "Do you want me to fuck you and see what its like?" and I said sure. Becasue of this, I know I am bi, but mostly gay, because of my attraction for men. My brother and I did it many time, but not any more. Im now 15, and he is 18, but we never speak of it. He knows that I am gay though, so we talk about guys.