McCain’s Character

This prisoner’s legs were atrophied and he weighed under 100 pounds. Day helped scrub his face and nurse him back from the brink of death. The fellow American was Navy Lieutenant Commander John Sidney McCain III of the Panama Canal Zone. As his health improved, McCain’s rants against his captors were sometimes as ferocious as Day’s. The North Vietnamese tried and failed, through torture, to get McCain to accept a release for their own propaganda purposes: The lieutenant commander was the son of Admiral John McCain Jr., the commander of all American forces in the Pacific. “Character,” writes the younger McCain, quoting the 19th century evangelist Dwight Moody, “is what you are in the dark,” when nobody’s looking and you silently make decisions about how you will act the next day.

No one of good character leaves behind a wasted life — whether they die in obscurity or renown. “Character,” wrote the 19th Century evangelist, Dwight Moody, “is what you are in the dark.” Your character is not tested on occasions of public scrutiny or acclaim. It is not tested in moments when the object of your actions is the regard of another. Your character is what you are to yourself, not what you pretend to be to yourself or others. Although human beings often attempt self-delusion, we cannot forever hide the truth about ourselves from ourselves. It will make itself known to us by means of our conscience despite our most strenuous effort to suppress it.