I am cursed with a heavy burden because whenever I walk into the room I realize that I am the strongest and most physically capable person there. I know that those other people are like children comepared to me and I feel as though it is my duty to protect them. I can never relax around other people because they see me as some kind of anabolic jacked huge beast monster...or some kind of super being. when they look at me I see fear and awe in their eyes. I know that it is my duty to protect them from any harm that might come there way. sometimes the gravity of the situation and the realizations just come crashing down on me and I become overwhelmed to the point of tears, and I must run into the bathroom and loose my bowels in privacy to avoid them realizing that I am human just like them. I feel like I have gone down a path of no return and that I am becoming something I dont understand. does anyone else feel this way?