A Chaotic Catch Up // Exams, Slump ft. Poetry Being Chucked At You.

lbhefgsbgd I don’t even know that this post is about.* My life is like: yeuwipxmk and exams are going: ycjkwxalmlkx. brilliant see you later.

*I never know,tbh.

Pre-warning-warning: I was really tires when wrote this and TBH I’m feeling a little drowsy like I could pass out.

Warning: im tired and this probably makes no sense. Have fun kids!!

Recently I’ve been so absent from blogging AND I’M SORRY, but I’ll be bad soon since I only have 4 more days of examsssssssss.

whoop whoop.

however. .. that’s still eight exams to go and I’m not gonnnnnnnaaaa make ittttttttttt. I have absolutely no idea what I’m doing. I’ve been revising loads, but there are just so many quotes I can’t even. I need to refer to my own freaking post and get motivated. GUYS I’M JUST TOO TIRED TO REVISE.

I should be okay. . . rightttt??????????

And I think that they’re going okay-ishhhh at the moment?? Really, I’m just focussing on getting them OVER WITH so that I can blog and read again after. . .

. . . IF THIS DARN SLUMP REMOVES IT’S PRESENCE FROM MY TIRED LIFE.

Guys. I’ve literally read 1 book this month. But that’s not even the sad part. The sad part is that I haven’t wanted to read in so long, kind of. I mean I want to read, but I feel so guilty.

And I know that I’m allowed to do what I want, and I should be able to read and study, but with all the exams, I’ve just felt too guilty to take a break longer than 30minutes, thinking that those 30 minutes can be the make or break of my exams when I know that it cant. reugiblncjksamgrbenvs why can’t I just be a person who had BALANCE. I still need to find this revision/relaxing balance.

Anyway, so the one book that I read this month was an ARC from Michaela Haze, called The Devil’s Lullaby and it was the sequel in a trilogy. I really enjoyed it, but I used this app where it can read it to you rather than read the pages from the screen, so I listened to it rather than read it. You can check my Goodreads review for it here (bc im all ‘bout that self-promo*)

GUYS I’M TIRED.

*runs away forever.GUYS I’M TIRED. And there was snow everywhere in the UK. . . BUT NOT WHERE I LIVE #NotBitterAtAll.

ALSO THE NEW CASSIE CLARE BOOK. I’M SORRY BUT IM STIL TALKING ABOUT IT.

HGBJDKVSMLXZRBHVJNDM MAGNUS MY ABSOLUTE QUEEN.

QUEEN OF GLITTER

QUEEN OF MAGIC.

QUEEN OF SASS.

^^^^^ yep, that’s the poetry I was gonna show you today. Whoopee!! ^^^^^

and like… YAY FOR THE HOLIDAY BEING SOON. I honestly need sleep for about. . . idk roughly 43* years.

*thousand

So like. .. poems.

These haven’t been edited at alll and you can probably tell and I’M just going to chuck them at you rather than talk about it because I’m NERVOUS OKAY!

SOOOO YEP. These are like 4 poems not one, in case it seemed like they were one. . .

I was gonna share three. . . but then I sent one to ILSA and had to add another because. .. IT MADE SENSE AT THE TIME OKAY?

OK. BYE.

*jumps off boat*

What do. . .you.. . think of my poetry? What have you been reading lately?? Have you met you good reads target? ARE YOU GUYS HYPED FOR THE HOLIDAY??? LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENTS!!

AGHAHGHAGH I’ve already told you how much I love your poetry but I’ll say it again: I love your poetry SO SO much, Lu!!! and omg “four more days of exams”?? HOW MANY HAVE YOU HAD ALREADY??? four days of exams is literally all I have. and I’ve definitely been feeling slumpy lately too!! it was first because of NaNo and now I have no idea… but I AM rereading one of the best books ever (Six of Crows) and that’s motivating me A LOT to read!!

rehjfdg vfkdbv YOURE READING SOCCC. OMG TGFNDKJVC *dies* i love it sm.
ahhhhhhhhhh I hope that you de-slump soon!! it’s jrngdfbc not very nice to be slumping : ((((((((
yeahhhhh ahaha i had 9 full days of exams, with two or three each day!
rhejggjk AWW THANK YOU SO MUCH MAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU POSTED OMG HOW DID I MISS THIS GIMME A SECOND TO READ THE POST *scrolls back up*

AGHH I HATE THAT YOU ARE IN A SLUMP. Hopefully 2018 is THE RAVEN KING! A GATHERING OF SHADOWS! THE YOUNG ELITES! ALL THE OTHER BOOKS! be slumpy LUUUUUU and good luck in your exams. if you are ever feeling stressed we can talk. you know that…thing I’m really bad at. yeah haha.

Again your poetry is just amazing Lu. Honestly I can’t wait for you to post more of it! 😀
Also I’ll wish you all the luck in the world with your exams, it’s only understandable you’re getting a little behind on blogging because it seems like you have so much going on in your real life at the moment. Eight exams in four days sounds intense but it’ll be over soon and then you’ll be able to relax I’m sure.
Good luck Lu, great post and amazing poetry as well. 🙂 ❤

This post is a mess and it’s the best mess I’ve seen. It represents my internal screaming innthe void atm completely because wut is life even now huh.
Also your poems are beautiful and I’m glad you shared 4 it makes perfect sense it’s an even number the universe is aligned.
Good luck on your exams you’ve been visited by the supportive exam dragon that gives you determination in your exams! YOU CAN DO THIS ❤!