Sober, not negative thoughts come to mind.

Joy inexplicable, not emotional upheaval. Sober, not negative thoughts come to mind. Power to love. Wisdom from on high.

What more could I ever want for?

The Kingdom down on the new earth. United Kindred Spirits by the power of love and wisdom from on high?

That’s what more I want for!

For that I wait in faith and in hope. Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

O my Father! You have empowered me to wait with patience and composure, for that Kingdom, to wait for You to unite us by the power of Your love.

Patience? Composure?

Wow! Two things that I not yet see. The Kingdom and the United Spirits. Patience? Composure?

That was a mountain totally out of my reach. Patience and composure was out of my reach no matter how hard I tried to be patient and compose.

Now, by the power of His love? Patience and composure is spontaneously and effortless. Truly? Peace like a river flowing from my soul. Joy inexplicable, not emotional upheaval.

Sober, not negative thoughts come to mind. Power to love the lovely and the ugly. Wisdom from on high. No more ‘try’!

It’s still Friday, May 11, 2018 at 4:22 pm.

What Do I Do My Father When I Feel Like Doing Nothing?

When I have that nagging feeling that I should be doing something, but! I just can’t get motivated to do anything?

What do I do when I see everybody so busy with their own agendas and I can’t understand those agendas? So many out of kilt with You and Your ways. Alas! So sad.

What do I do when I see so many people pushing themselves or their wares on each other? Am I doing the same thing?

What do I do when I see somebody pushing a list of super books to read ? Ha! It came to me to check the list of those books. Next?

You quickened me to check the first two book’s titles that attracted my attention. Wow! Not at all what I had in mind.

Exalting the Human Being to the Highest is the Now Thing ….?

Been reading a lot. In all that I read the author of those writings is central to the book or article or whatever. This whole insanity ridden world is intent in exalting the human being to the highest.

Self-love.

Self-discipline.

Self-worth.

Self-sufficiency.

Self-divine are now household words.

The human mind reigns, no question about it.

Me? You know how You compel me to look around and be astonished!

Well, astonished I been to see the frantic wave for success, success, success! I mean each one of us wants to succeed, to see our name in print.

I can do it.

You can do it!

Take control of your life, but myself?

I have swung the control of my life under the feet of the only One Who can control this life of mine far better than what I ever dream of controlling it myself—that’s Yahushua, my Master.

To my Shock ….?

So? This issue of this insane world’s drive for success and self-exaltation has hit me hard, but! To my shock, what did You showed me as I checked one of the sites You inspired to me? You showed me my own drive for self-exaltation:

First visible noticeable word? thiaBasilia and the legend as to what thiaBasilia is doing since 2006. Hoopie! Give me a star!

O but the treachery of our carnal nature. I quickly found a forbidden sign and stamp it on my self-exalting logo.

Father digging deep. No spot or wrinkle within me ….?

Why not just do without the logo? That’s coming next. Never fear dear Reader. Father is leading me all the way. He is surely digging deep. There shall be no spot or wrinkle within me by the time of Yahushua’s return.

Humility And Heaven.

Anyhow, what did I read in the couple pages I read in those books? I read about the same truth that You, my Father are revealing to me about humility and heaven.

What Did I Gain By Reading Those Pages?

Ha? I gained a confirmation of the words You spoke to me just yesterday: “Rejoice! Be glad! Your redemption draws nigh. Sooner that you could expect or hope for?

I will reveal to you the progress of My plan of restoration to the original intent for your creation, in ways that have not crossed your imagination.

Go on! Fear no evil! I am with you. I am your Shepherd. I protect and lead you. I am always with you in this valley of death you are all traveling on.”

Even More Gain.

I gained the power to overcome the disturbance in my soul that I could not overcome earlier today, and?

In recalling other things, things I have read about the present obsession with mental health and the world’s system to overcome it?

Somehow Fear Knocks At My Door. Fear?

Indeed! Fear that evil is coming to me as it happened to Your disciples in ancient times. Fear of rejection or even of approval, but!

Do I Panic And Run To Any Human Source For Advice?

That’s a thing of my past, but! To run to any human source for advice or comfort seems to be the biggest purpose for the Internet. The advice in most of what I read on the subject?

‘Get in touch with your Mental Health caretaker or with a friend or anyone willing to help you. Take your medicines!’

Been there, done that. Not anymore! Emphatically! When I find myself in such predicament?

I come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in my time of need, O my Father. For You are the only One able and willing to deliver me from my own fearful state permanently—for good, but!

What Does Permanently—For Good Means?

Permanently—for good does not mean that I am free from those fearful moments to come. Instead? It means that those fearful moments cannot any longer take control of my head. Why?

You Are In Control Of Every Minute Detail Of My Life, And?

Indeed! You are in control of every minute detail of my life, and? In no way shape or form will I ever take that control again.

All in all? The point of the matter is: You, my Father are in control not only of my life but of Your whole creation. I have nothing to fear.

Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, your sister, not thiaBasilia anymore. Why? Because I am not the Author of the message in the posts.

So much goes on around the world. So much amid us here in this family. Still, so much of the same. Over and over the same. Either glee or gloom big time goes on and on. Indeed! The cycle continues. At the end of each cycle? There is power and love and wisdom and peace and joy inexplicable and full of His esteem bubbling and bursting in my soul. […]

Father, I am weary of words! So many beautiful words! So many disgusting, grotesque and plain offensive words as well as many just plain dumb and vulgar words!

O my Father, I know that it is by Your will for me at the moment that I am taking this Blogging 101 course, but, only a couple of weeks and I find myself already fed up mostly with beautiful words!

Absurd? Perhaps!

There is one thing, as much as I despise nasty words, I respect the way OM (Opinionated Man)uses those— by all means, in general some human beings deserve such language, and, that’s the fact not my opinion!

About You Talking To Me Or Vice Versa ….

And Father? You know that so many people do not have a clue about this dialogue between You and me. And I say ‘You’ first, because, You are the One that initiated this dialog way back when You instructed me to write the journal of my daily life in Your Presence.

Why Do Many Drop Me? …

So? This weird statement causes most people to drop me as soon as I make it or as soon as they read that You dialogue with me!

Should I Change My Statement? …

And lots of my friends tell that I need to change my writing style to gain more readers, but, if I did that, I will be doing something different than what You, my Father, have instructed me to do and I am not about to disobey Your instructions!

What Do I See? Rather, What Do You Show To Me …

All in all my Father, for what I see, the great majority of people are intense in joining one religion or another, one belief or another, one group or another: discussion groups, religion groups, entertainment groups and on and on they go—groping along like blind man without a cane or a guide searching for that elusive happiness when it is not necessary to do so!

O My Father, What Am I Talking About?

You know it my Father! You know what I am talking about! You know that I am talking about all the gossamer of beautiful words, including my own that have fill up my mind in the last couple of weeks!

It Makes No Good Sense …

What’s the sense in all the gossamer of beautiful words? I know that we are all intent in helping each other— and it feels good to be a helper and to be admired!

It All Amounts To Enthroning The Flesh/Dethroning Your Majesty ….

Even so, the whole gamut of our words serve no other purpose but to inflate our egos! Moreover, 99% the groups & discussions do nothing else but to stomp our spiritual growth and set us up in the pedestal of self- righteousness & successful living!

It All For What? …

Such living it is not cut up for all that is supposed to be—at the end only the hole in the brown ground is where all humans—rich or poor, smart or stupid, all humans go down!

Me? What Do I Now Do? …

Thus, O my Father, now I bring all my concerns to You because You take care of me far better than an earthly father would dream of taking care of his own child.

You Are The Only Father Unbeknown To Most Humans …

For only You know me better than I now myself and can do for me all those things that are impossible for me to do! Whatever for did I wasted my time faithfully joining to all those groups to help and be helped in the past? Sheer willful ignorance!

Fed Up With Human Goodness? Indeed! …

Furthermore, what is Your purpose my Father for my joining this Blogging 101? I am already fed up with all the ‘goodness’ in it! What on earth am I doing and what am I talking about?

There is not two ways about it! Half of the people are in the POSITIVE pole and the other half are in the NEGATIVE pole! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

What about me? Me? I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole! Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

I Posted, But! Haven’t Got The Slightest Whether It Did Good Or Bad …

Well, my Father, I guess You are finished with Your dictation for today. I’ll post the matter in a little while and see what happens?

Maybe, if nothing else, somebody catches my drift of humor in it all the pitiful spectrum—POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! I am both—BIPOLAR!

All in all I am, like that energizer bunny in the commercial that keeps going and going forever with only one battery.

Yeah! I am the battery because I am connected with both poles, so, I can run & run forever! And none the wiser! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Come into my life and run with me forever!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

Indeed! Day By Day, If Not Moment By Moment? You Reveal Your Ways To Me …

Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 12:50 pm.

O yes! My Father? You are leading me. You have always led me, but now? It’s more obvious to me than it ever been. What is the saddest thing You reveal to me in many ways?

Saddest Revealed? The Way We Humans Impose Our Ways Over YourWays …

It’s now Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 1:34 pm. Been reading headlines—articles—visiting with my friend who came bearing some eggs for my eats.

What do You reveal to me in all these happenings? The lack of knowledge of You. blatant lack of knowledge of Your ways. Adamant stand in whatever we understand to be Your will for each one of us.

What About Me? Who Am I To Record These Matters? …

That’s the ticker! I no longer live for myself. I no longer pay mind to whatever I think, feel, or reject or accept all that I do as being myself. I live for my Master—my Father/Creator, period.

Thus You brought to my remembrance the time that You came to me in a vision with a little sheep on Your shoulder!

In that vision I was looking into the sheep pen when You came and took the little sheep from Your shoulder and You bent over the fence and gently placed the little sheep in the pen—the little sheep was all skinned up and wet and shivering! Evidently the wild beast had gotten a hold of her and You asked me,

“Why do you think that little sheep got out of the pen?"

And I answered, “Because that little sheep heard voices out there and she went to investigate what kind of voices they were different that Yours!"

And as I answered You asked me another question, You said, " Do you think that little sheep has learned her lesson and from now on will never go out from My pen?"

And I answered,
“Yes she has learned her lesson!" And as I answered that question I realized that, that little sheep was myself! And the vision ended!

That happened many, many years ago but it is still with me as it happened yesterday! And so that is the meaning of the smiling little sheep in this picture.