About half the things I say and half the things I do are done with a sense of irony. Not a single high five, "whats up crackah" or "Good job everybody, I love working here" is without a little bit of sarcasm and some irony. These things are cliche, but the fact that I am aware of their lameness allows me to say and do those things.

This is freeing. And yet every time I do one of these things it becomes more sincere. Each "Lets run some food" sounds more and more like my boss. I find myself asking people if they have clocked out because I want to get the off the clock so the restaurant doesnt have high labor costs.

This cannot be healthy for a 20 year old male. I'm losing my sarcastic bite and its being replaced with the voice of, shit I cant even think of a good metaphor.

I sounded like my SL managers when I was at the Scene. They taught me everything I know about how to run a store. It's only natural that you take after who you've been around and heard (After all, who else would you learn it from?).And it doesn't change the fact that I'll always <3 you ^^