Have U Ever Felt ....Have you ever felt that the world was closing in on u? Felt like no matter what u do u just can't get out of the rut u r in? My husband just went back to work in California while me & the kids r in Oklahoma ... my car is trying to break down & i have only the money from my job ... I know that we are working to make things better but it so seems like things are against us ... I just feel as if i dunno what to do when there's no money to take care of things when they break down or just stop working ... i guess basically i feel helpless ... but i do go on. I just wanted to write so ... if u r reading this thx for reading my whining rant...

A Poem For A FriendI am joining the army.
And yes I am scared.
I will leave my family, friends and anyone else who cares.
I am going to survive, I hope so at least.
It just feels like my mind is starting to cease.
Everyone thinks im crazy.
I guess it is true.
But ya know what?!?! I gotta do what I gotta do.
My mind tells me no.
But because of that I do not follow.
So you gotta suck up and swallow.
For this fear is now gone, I have moved on.
Its really not that bad.
I just missed that time we've had.
Running, jumping, and hiding for fun.
Now I do that but add a few guns.
So now I am home just to hear you all say.
I hate this country and all that is here.
So I think to myself you have never seen fear.
To shoot a man is hard.
But for a life in America thats who we are.
Killers at heart.
and Warriors in mind.
Listen. The Government takes away what to us was IS so kind.
But who gave us land I think I know who you have in mind.

Movingjust wanted to let everyone know that come the second week of march i won't be on for a while. i'm moving to va and won't have access to a computer for a while. but i will be back on as soon as possible for whom ever cares laters all

Auction Is Open For Bid And Entry!!!I've been thinking about this for a while, and I've finally decided to go ahead and do it.
I'm going to hold a FuBar auction!
Anyone who wants to be a participant,:
just send me a message and let me know which picture you would like to represent you, and what you are offering the winning bidder.
I WILL NOT be taking any percentage of the winnings, I am only holding this auction for the fun of it.
The minimum bid is 15k.
LET'S GO HAVE SOME FUN!!!
here is a glimpse of some of the auctionees

Easter Bunny Has Near Death Experience3) Easter Bunny has Near Death Experience
An eagle and rabbit have become the best of friends. Here is an unlikely Easter Bunny story from Zhengzho City, China. It was feeding time for the eagle so the owner put the Easter bunny in the big bird's cage. Amazingly, instead of following its predatory nature, the eagle befriended the rabbit. Can you put yourself in the grateful bunnies socks? I had a near death experience, now I am a pampered star.
The owner said, 'The rabbit very humbly combs the eagle's feathers with its mouth. The eagle is four-months-old, and I threw him the rabbit for food, but apparently he doesn't know how to enjoy his meals.'

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yourself,then other members will not bomb
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contest. That way, we can ensure that
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Bunny Becomes Mum To KittensBunny Becomes Mum to Kittens
Six kittens abandoned by their mum have found an unlikely replacement - a pet rabbit. The tiny kittens were left all alone after their mum decided she couldn't be bothered feeding them. They were taken in by veterinary nurse Melanie Humble, who thought her own cat would mother them, but instead they're being cared for by her rabbit, 'Summer'.
Now, they've fallen in love with their surrogate mum and refuse to leave her alone. Melanie, 29, from Aberdeen, Scotland said, 'It's amazing to see, for some reason they just took to the rabbit instantly and thought she was their mum. They started climbing all over her and were looking to get milk from her. She just sat there and let them do it. Now they follow her everywhere. They can't bear to be without her. They're all so lovely together.'

Funny Easter Bunny StoryFunny Easter Bunny Story
A man was driving along the highway when saw the Easter rabbit hopping across the middle of the road. He swerved to avoid hitting the rabbit, but unfortunately the Easter bunny jumped in front of the car and was struck by his car.
The basket of eggs and candy, the rabbit was carrying, went flying all over the place. The driver, being a sensitive man, as well as an animal lover, pulled over to the side of the road, and got out to see what had become of the rabbit carrying the basket. Much to his dismay, the colourful rabbit was dead. The driver felt so awful, he began to cry.
A woman driving down the highway saw the man crying on the side of the road and pulled over. She stepped out of her car and asked the man what was wrong. 'I feel terrible', he explained, 'I accidentally hit the Easter rabbit and killed it. Children will be so disappointed. What should I do?'
The woman told the man not to worry. She knew what to do. She went to her car trunk, an

Seriously...So how does it feel to know that someone's kid in the heart of America has blood on their hands fighting to defend your rights so you can maintain the lifestyle that insults his family's existence, Well where i come from we have a special salute we wave high in the air to all those pompous asses who spend their days pointing fingers.... FUCK YOU!
think about it...you know its true

Party In Greeley Co!!!Hey everybody in Greeley! I'm coming to see you!!! I'll be at the 8th Avenue Arcade this Saturday night :-) I'm taking my girlie Jayden with me, and it's her Very First live event. So come out and show your support!!! We'll be there at 7pm, and we'll be signing my DVDs-Jayden stars in MistysXXXgirls Bring Your Own Bitch Volume 5-and we'll be taking FULL NUDE polaroids with you guys. I hope to see you there!!!

Meeting The Easter BunnyMeeting the Easter Bunny
On Easter morn at early dawn
before the cocks were crowing,
I met a bob-tail bunnykin
and asked where he was going.
"Tis in the house and out the house
a-tipsy, tipsy-toeing,
‘Tis round the house and ‘bout the house
a lightly I am going."
"But what is that of every hue
you carry in your basket?"
"Tis eggs of gold and eggs of blue;
I wonder that you ask it.
"Tis chocolate eggs and bonbon eggs
and eggs of red and gray,
For every child in every house
on bunny Easter Day."
He perked his ears and winked his eye
and twitched his little nose;
He shook his tail -what tail he had
and stood up on his toes.
"I must be gone before the sun;
the east is growing gray;
"Tis almost time for bells to chime."
So he hippety-hopped away.
Written by: Rowena Bennett, 1930

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2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?
3. Do you drink/smoke??
4. Do you like the beach?
5. If so...would you go with me late at night?
5(1/2)Do you like candlit dinners?
6. Do you like movies?
7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie?
9. If not what would we be doing?
10. Do you play an instrument?
11. If so...what?
12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?
13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?
14. Favorite body part on a girl?
15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?
16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)?
17. Would you give me kisses just because?
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Vampry LustA sexy story
Lustful Vampyr Night
I am on the hunt tonight not for my hunger for blood. I am hunger for passion and lustfulment this night. I spot my prey for the evening an extremely gorgeous woman fair skinned hair as black as night and eyes or emerald green.I a spot her from across the room in a large crowd in a ballroom. I glid smoothly through the crowd on my way to introduce myself. AS I approach her I begin to grow slighty faint. I have seen gorgeous women before but no mortal woman has ever done that to me before. I introduce myself to this woman of magnificent beauty. I am Dredric and your name my lady as I kiss her hand. She looks deep into my eyes almost paralizing me with her beauty. She said my lord my name is Litith. Amost amazing name for an amazing beauty. She smiles and blushes and bows her head as if she was trying to hide something. We continue the cnversation to the wee hours of the the costume to ball. As the festives end I ask her if she would like to stay t

History Of Saint ValentineSaint Valentine, according to romantic legend, was a kind-hearted Roman priest who married young couples against the wishes of Emperor Claudius II, and was beheaded for his deeds on the 14th of February. In truth, the exact origins and identity of St. Valentine are unclear. According to the Catholic Encyclopedia, "At least three different Saint Valentines, all of them martyrs, are mentioned in the early martyrologies under the date of 14 February." Two of these men lived in the third century A.D., one being the bishop of Interamna (now Terni, Italy) and the other a priest of Rome. (Some speculate that these two figures were actually the same man.) Both seem to have been persecuted for their beliefs; the Roman priest reportedly was beaten and then beheaded on the orders of Emperor Claudius II, on or about the year 270. Legends vary on how the martyr's name became connected with romance: the date of his death may have become mingled with the feast of Lupercalia, a pagan festival of love,

Happy Hour ContestI need your help. I'm in a contest, and I have a life, so I can't sit and comment bomb and promote myself throughout the entire thing... so help? Puleeeeease?
Just click the picture below, look for the same pic in the album and show me all the ♥ you have time for! Be sure and rate it too.
If you comment on this blog and let me know you helped me out, I'll be sure and hit you back with tons of ♥ and rates in return. Also leave a comment to let me know if you were so kind as to repost my bulletin so I can show you extra ♥!
Thanx a bunch!
Wish me luck...
Skitz aka Jess
at
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History Of The Easter BunnyThe Easter Bunny is a jaunty symbol of the annual Christian holiday of Easter. (Easter marks the day that Jesus of Nazareth is supposed to have risen from the grave after his crucifixion.) According to tradition the Easter Bunny makes his visit every year, scattering brightly-colored eggs as he goes. The origins of the Easter Bunny aren't clear; the first recorded references to him (as "Oschter Haws") are generally agreed to have come from Germany in the 1500s. In ancient times the rabbit was a symbol of fertility, equated with springtime and renewal of life, and the hare was also associated with the moon, whose cycles determine the precise date of Easter each year. Over time these traditions presumably merged with the annual celebration of Easter itself, and now the Bunny is associated with Easter in much the same way that Santa Claus is the secular symbol of Christmas.

Would Like To Be Wrong For A ChangeI have this nasty tendency of looking over a situation, looking at the subtle cues, and seeing things others can't or wont see. I can also see how things will play out with a frightening degree of accuracy. With this comes a level of arrogance, but I'm working on curbing that. If I have a good working knowledge of the people involved the accuracy just goes up, as well as the depth of time that I can see into things. Now if i could only get this to work when I'm filling out my damm powerball ticket!!!
On to today's lesson....As most of you know, for some time I've been maintaining that the Ex has had a relationship with 'a really good old friend from high school', Most everyone saw through that screen in a heartbeat and called it what it was. A relationship in disguise (most of those close to me key in on the same things as well). It seems that a couple months ago that when she was upset at me for some reason or another, she decided to go out and get full on wasted and slept w

The Legend Of The Easter BunnyThe legend of the Easter Bunny is far from a modern invention. Long ago, the rabbit was the earthly symbol of the pagan goddess Eastre, and was worshipped in the pagan festival of Eastre.
Germans brought the legend of the Easter rabbit to America, though Easter itself wasn't widely celebrated in America until after the Civil War.
The hare has long been a symbol of fertility and renewal of life -- which fit in with the Christian tradition of Easter and the tradition of Easter eggs.
In the United States, the Easter Bunny is fabled to lay the eggs in the nests prepared for it or hide them for children to find

Plz Vote!!!Plz help me in this battle and vote green for my daughters in The Best Looking Battle and I will return the favor...Thanks

1 Question1 question 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. Any question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No catch. Just between me and you. No one else will ever know. Leave me a private message and I will answer..

~me~Just wanted to let everyone know how i'm doing. I realize it's been awhile since i've been on here, but alot has been happening... i recently broke up with my love of a year patt, and am single again... don't get me wrong, it's been hard but hopefully time will heal the hurt i'm feeling.... My best friend sean is my roomie now and we are living in an apt. in oklahoma until early summer when we hope to pack up and move to colorado... i'm wayyyy excited about this, since i've never lived anywhere but oklahoma. I have friends there i cant wait to see.... Anyway, just wanted to let you know i'm doing alright and hopefully you'll start seeing me on here again more often.. you can always email me or add me to your messenger.. i'm neomaoklahoma@yahoo.com...... i heart you all!!! ~Patrice~xoxo

Cant Get Weedevery time i try to get any good bud you can only get shite, when i do get some half decent shit you cant buy in bulk, we need a skunk dealer in this town who is reliable and can get loads ov gear, my mans ok but wont sell bigger bits £20 bags only what ficking good is that you only get a few spliffs and its gone, sorry for ranting a bit just pissed off ( willie )

My WifeMy wife joined FUBAR please stop by and show some love(not too much she is my wife lol). She is the best friend I could ever have. Love you hon have fun. Some great people here.
Her name is Coppertop GODDAMMIT aka Sue

FunnyCAKE OR BED
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A
FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS,
HONEY,
COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY?
IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW.
HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY,
FIX THE LIGHTS NOW?
DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE
GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD?
I DON'T THINK SO.
FINE,
THEN THE WIFE ASKS,
WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR?
IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT
TO WHICH HE REPLIED,
FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR?
DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE
WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD?
I DON'T THINK SO
FINE, SHE SAYS
THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS
TO THE FRONT DOOR?
THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK
I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T
WANT TO FIX STEPS
HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE
ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD?
I DON'T THINK SO
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU.
I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!!
SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A
COUPLE OF HOURS...............................
HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW
HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES
TO GO H

New EnlightenmentSo is everyone else. It's planet-wide. No one is feeling like doing much of anything. Things which seems so exciting or promising a few weeks ago now hold little or no allure at all, and people are wondering if they'll ever feel GOOD again.
I've been having people come to me and tell me how 'depressed' they feel, or how 'unmotivated' or 'lost' or 'lazy', even people who are not my clients or students! Friends, family, everyone is feeling this one. I wrote out an explanation to a client this morning and then I was guided to expand upon it and share it on the list, here.
Something very BIG is happening. Sensitives KNOW the world is literally and dramatically about to CHANGE. The waves of it are everywhere, and people who aren't yet awake are letting this incite FEAR in them. And then of course, those of us who pick up what everyone else sends out are drowning in this fear, working triple-overtime to transmute it.
Birth isn't easy for anyone.
What is coming is the true BIR

The Rules.Alright. Listen up. This is important.
I WILL NOT HESITATE TO BE A HORRID BITCH TO YOU.
My name is not: "sexy", "hun", "yum", or any other adjective.
I will be cold and mean if the following occurs:
*You call me one of the aforementioned words without any kind of prompting.
*You ask me for naked pictures, or offer to show me yours.
*You're an ugly, pathetic old man who can't get any, and is therefore trolling a website so you can beat off to pictures of teenage girls who will never give you the time of day. You know who you are.
*You display no ability to form a coherent paragraph.
*You can't take 'no' for an answer.
*You don't show any respect for me *or* you.
I am not a piece of meat. Do not speak to me as though that's otherwise.

Beer PoemBeer is for me, beer is for you,
First I'll have one, then I'll have two.
After three or more, I'll find me a whore,
I'll drink till I'm drunk, and I'll even have more.
I'll get up and dance, I'll get down and dirty,
I'll hit on a fat lady 'cause, "She's so damn 'purty"
Seven, then eight, nine, and then ten,
The drinking don't stop till the puking begins.
I'll get really tired, be ready for bed,
Then fall on the toilet and crack open my head.
There I will stay till the sun comes up,
My friends will all tell me, "Man you were snookered up!"
"Screw you!" I say, "I had a good time."
"Until you got naked for quarters and dimes."
"Even that was fun," I'll say with a sneer,
Thanks to my friend, that cold case of beer.

Too FunnyA cowboy walks into a bar, and two steps in he realizes it's a gay bar.
"What the heck," he says to himself, "I really want a drink."
When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your willy?"
The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that. All I want is a drink.
"The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your willy. Mine for instance is called NIKE, for the slogan, 'Just Do It.' that guy down at the end of the bar
calls his SNICKERS, because 'It really Satisfies.' "
The cowboy looks dumbfounded, so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?"
The man looks back and says with a smile, "TIMEX."
The thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" the fella proudly replies,"Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin!'"
A little shaken, the cowboy turns to the two fella's on his right who j

Not My Time!!Well, things turn out badly few weeks after I had a broken heart and now glad it's over therefore I will be fine after that!!
But again I hate to mention many things to say. But I will manage few things thru my life again whichever I had enough being on bumpy road and steady I go straight forward and looking for new life as hell I wouldn't know! Hope God help me guide the right direction!!! :-)
Your truly
Wolfie ^_^

Angry White ManIn election 2008, don’t forget Angry White Man
Gary Hubbell
February 9, 2008
There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two groundbreaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain.
Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special-interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians.
There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that will decide the election: the Angry White Man. The Angry White Man comes from all economic backgrounds, from dirt-poor to filthy rich. He represents all geographic areas in America, from urban sophisticate to rural redneck, deep South to

I Am Never AloneThanks to those that have tried to break down my walls
Micheal Jackson - You are not aloneAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Music LyricsGoing through my closet the other day
Found an old yearbook, flipped right to the page
Of that senior trip down there on that Panama strip
We all started yelling when we smelled the beach
Just couldn't wait to try our fake ids
We only had a few days, and a whole lot of memories to make
Oh man we were livin, didn't waste one minute
We talked and drank and danced and said goodbye
We laughed until we cried
This past year my family
Was sittin cross-legged 'round the Christmas tree
Listenin to granddad, we all knew it would probably be his last
He was crackin jokes and we were takin turns
Tellin stories bout fishing or lessons learned
Out on the porch with him we all felt like kids again
2nd chorus
Oh man we were livin, sittin' there reminiscin'
Yeah, we sang and talked and traveled back in time
We laughed until we cried
Bridge
It's like the best days under the sun
Every emotion rolled into one
A little of this, A little of that
Kinda happy, Kinda sad
Just t

A Little Assistance.. ? Plez? ~ Silverpixi!!Just Flying by to ask for your help....
Please help our friend SilverPixi in her giveaway she's almost half way home. She only needs 25,000 comments to win a 30 day blast.
She is always there when we need her , now its time to return the Luv!
Click her picture below to go to her contest page and show her some mad Fu Luv!! She is also working steadily toward GodMother and her Birthday is February 24th! All good reasons to make this beautiful lady's dreams come true!
Be polite Rate/Fan/Add the hostess the awesome Stephanie Lynn!
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Well Nowim bored and figured i should relese some pent up aggression
but i dont wan to anger anyone or make them laugh so hard they cry
so woohoo for cha cha panties!

Your A Fag HagYou Are A True Fag Hag If...
-You are a straight girl who has a best friend who is gay and spends a lot of time together
-You would rather go to a gay club than a straight club
-Your fag gave you your own drag name
-You know all the gay guys at the local gay bar
-You fag takes you shopping for mac makeup and then puts it on you
-Your hair and makeup are always flawless
-You dress up in his drag gear on saturday night or dress in drag together
-You even dance with all the fags on stage when Britney Spears comes on
-You learned to vouge from watching your fag
-You fall in love with your fag (which is a bad thing)
-You try to convert your fag (this will only ruin your relationship with him)
And lastly... you find your self not being able to live without him because you have so much fun with him.

......lifesome recent events have started me thinking again. recently i found out a dear friend of mine was, according to the doctors, about an hour from death after waiting in the ER for some pelvic pain she had been having. come to find out she had a phlopian tube that was on the verge of bursting and had already hemeraged. luckly they rushed her in for emergency operation that saved her life.
then one of the women i love, yes i love more then one, found her dad this morning when she checked on him passed away from a long hard battle with cancer. in a way its relieving that has finally had gone and didnt have to suffer the pain anymore that he had for some time. i only wish that i would have had the chance to meet him.
yet another friend of mine had her father pass away from mutliple battles with cancer the first of the year. i did have the oppertunity to become friends with her dad. he was a strong man and had battle cancer for some time beating it once only to have it come back

Spotlight Saga!So, I have had a couple friends as for the skinny on the Spotlight.
I wanted to do something fun and different, like always ....
SO, I created a sort of picture novella.
It's my newest pic folder. Go take a look.
OH, and earn some money while you are at it!
xoxo

Help The Lady....fatalities Kiss ~ Fu Vivor FinalistMi Lords and Mi Ladies Of FuBarLand!
The survival of the Fu has come down to two,
but there can be only ONE!
One Lady survives, help her to attain her reward.
She needs only 50,000 comments to accomplish her goal.
To gain her Golden Hour.
Mi Lady FatalitiesKiss has battled bravely,
only one test of the gauntlet yet to be met.
Come help her get her first Happy Hour Ever!
Please click on the links below to prepare for battle.
You must first... rate/fan/add the host and hostess.
Lady Rain and Sir Mr Perfect Nice Guy (click the pix this will take you to their pages).
Lastly click the link to Mi fair FatalitiesKiss' contest page...
Upon this page comment till ye can comment no more.
All Love will be returned.
The links you will need...
The Lady Rain Hostess of Fuvivor!! Rate/Fan/Add Her
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If You Would Like A Page Like This....then you need to see my friend Lucreta~Luangel Her pages are the bomb. They are amazing. Check out my page and then go show her some love. If you would like one of your own contact myself or Lu. For a fee you can have an amazing page.
Love ya lu
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Her link is...
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More Picsok so in two days i jstt about maxed out my number of photos again.. but there are more up and if aynone wants to see me in a certain color post a comment and let me know and i will get them ready to put up once i level up and can add more

I Tried.I tried to write you a letter,
I tried to write you a song,
I tried to call you on the phone,
But the words kept coming out wrong.
How can I say "I LOVE YOU"
without breaking my own heart?
how can we stay together ?
now that we've grown apart.
Why does it have to hurt so bad?
to really fall in love,
How can you have the strength
of an Eagle, with the feelings
of a dove.
How can you let go,
of something you want so bad,
how can you forget about
all the feelings you once had.
If you don't feel the same for me,
please let your feelings be known,
if we cant be together,
then I'd rather be alone,
if we can't be together ,
then I'd rather be alone.

Gotta Find A Little Humor In It Allgot the news today that i'm going to be even more broke than usual. between medical bills from the accident and trying to go to school, even with my awesome new job, it's going to be tight. thank GOD i have the body-style of truck i want and it still kicks butt! oh wait, i have a WHOLE FLEET of trucks that are awesome and i do all my work so....:) laugh it up all! life is too short not to have a good time (or to be stuck driving a FORD----just for you Bill!). Wink.

SummerHey guys,
Are you ready for summer? Ready for all the girls in tight shorts. Little bitty string bikinis.
I can't wait to layout and get some sun. Get all hot and sweaty. Do you like dark tan lines? Tell me what you think of a girl being naked and see those lines.
Luv U
Tara

Oh Yes You Are All That...Liar, Liar.... It's just a sad shame !! Why do people feel the need to hide behind something that is nothing more than a figment of their imagination?? LMAO!! Quite humorous if you ask me!! The thought of what is going to happen is just so sad because of the unsuspecting being whose life willl be crushed, changed, etc.
A word of advice folks.... If you cannot speak the truth and be who YOU REALLY ARE whether it's in person or online... then you really should keep your lips together because you never know when what you say comes back to bite you!!
Then thats when you'll find yourself living your greatest fear... alone!

Another Dream Of My Mom & Another Time I Wake Up CryingWell I took a very short cat nap, maybe about 30 mins. Just enough time for me to dream. Well, it started with me singing praise & worship at my grandpa's church. He asked me to sing "Surely the Presence". So I started singing. When I got to the part where it goes "I can feel the brush of angel's wings. I see glory on each face." I looked out into the congregation & I saw my mom on the left side in the 1st pew, right by the aisle. My aunt Thea & my grandmother was sitting on the right side in the 1st pew. They couldn't see her, only I could. My mom was wearing army green dress pants with a beige colored shirt with a Victorian designed that matched perfectly, something that I'm sure I've seen her wear before cause it looked all too familiar. Her hair was long & brown, no bangs, pulled back & pushed a lil up with a clip, just like she always used to fix it. I can still smell the perfume she had on in my dream. When I saw her I started crying. I could not stop. I woke up crying. Now I'm j

Words Of Wisdom!~We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us the hell off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you "you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning", we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong!
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is Confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me. Not arrogance! Confidence!
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
let us pay for you!
dont "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's wat

To My Friends In The Bombers ClansHey yall this is for a friend of mine, plz help her out, and I will repay you some how. Thanks. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=86943&albumid=863736&i=3634305215&idx=5

Why It Appears Sony Won The Hi-def Dvd War,p2Flash and Burn
When Muhammad Ali dismantled an opponent, he didn't just methodically pound him into the canvas. Instead, he danced (some say floated), smiled, made faces, and just plain over acted. In other words, he confused his opponent and he got and held our attention. Sometimes winning in technology requires a little bit of the flash and dazzle. I think Sony got that. For example, Blu-ray drives arrived in PCs before HD players. This might not have hurt Toshiba so much, had the company not lagged way behind Sony in burner availability. Prices for burnable Blu-ray discs are still ridiculously high, but you know geeks scooped them up just so they could tell their techie friends that they just burned 50 gigabytes to one disc.
TV and Smart Marketing
Muhammad Ali was good TV. In fact, if you like boxing, there was nothing better (whether he was talking or fighting). Toshiba and Sony both sell TVs, but ask anyone on the street who sells the best TVs and HDTVs and they'll invariably

People Need To Learn To Stfu When They Don't Know What They're Talking AboutI blocked her a couple months ago for doing this shit running her mouth when she didn't know what she was talking about I tried to be nice and unblock her so she could bid on her friend and this is the BULL SHIT I had to put up with. She doesn't care what the details are she THINKS SHE KNOWS IT ALL and runs her mouth even when she knows NOTHING about a situation.

Why It Appears Sony Won The Hi-def Dvd Warby Lance Ulanoff
I finally figured out why I was so dead wrong about the HD DVD versus Blu-ray format war. I should have analyzed the sides—Sony and Toshiba—not as two countries going to war, but as opponents in a close-quarters boxing match. Had I done so, I would have properly assessed each of the technology's assets and deficits.
Back in the late 60's and early 70's when former heavyweight champion Muhammad Ali was winning all his bouts, commentators extolled Ali's "reach." His arms and fists extended a good 2 or 3 inches beyond his opponent's. This allowed him to inflict stinging jabs to the face and head of his over-matched opponents, including Ken Norton and Leon Spinks. Sony, it turns out, has this advantage, too.
Reach and Distribution
While on paper Blu-ray developer Sony and HD DVD developer Toshiba may appear the same, there are key differences I failed to take into account in my assessment of the pugilistic battle. Sony smartly leveraged its position in a number

I Sometimes Wonder...I sometimes wonder why when I have finished one ordeal, before I have time to catch a breath, I am being slammed with another challenge. I came back from getting several tests run on me and started to ask myself what it was all about? Why me? (Sarcastically:) How did I become so lucky?
Just looking back on the last three years alone: a stroke in February of 2005, discovering over a year I had lymphoma and it was what caused the stroke, went for treatments for that, that goes into remission, months later I find out I have a second type of cancer, treatments weren't working, and I finally get rid of that after two surgeries. Now I am left to deal with migraines that hit worse than when I was a teenager, seizures and a heart condition from all the drugs I had been given over the past three years! I realize I may be feeling sorry for myself, but I would think I have a right to ask why me and when is it gonna end?
It sucks when you don't know the answers to questions like that...

Contact Methe shout box is nice and all but if u want to talk to me u can reach me on yahoo messenger the name is.......bear_assed_biker.......be happy to hear from ya

In A Vip Contest, A Friend Needs HelpHello
I really need all the help I can get on this one... so please help if you can... This is really important.
I have helped many in theirs and I need the help in mine now...
I think You are supposed to fan, rate and add to be able to help in this contest.
Here is the link to my pic that needs the comments...

Candy Or Sexi have always heard that candy was dandy -
but that sex won't rot your teeth -
if that is true then how come i have no teeth -
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Can You Believe This Is, Only In NyWell I had to go on SSI quite a few years ago due to fibromalgia and a few other health complications which cut me down to $594 a month. Thankfully or so I thought I had HUD, they help you out with rent when your low income. Well I stayed somewhere for 9yrs, the landlord was so Happy I was on HUD cause it was a check sent to him the 1st of every month and then the rest by me. By the end of the 9yrs. he didn't want to deal with HUD anymore, why? because they wanted him to keep the place up and safe for my children and me, so HUD gave me 60 days to find a place, which was not an easy task because they only allow a lower amount than most of the apartments around here. Well I thought I got lucky and found a place off a so called good friend, little did I know the place was up for foreclosure. In the mean time I payed my security, fixed the place up so it would pass HUD even though that wasn't my job and signed a years lease with the owner and HUD. Well Last August I had to get out. The pla

Do I Actually Deserve This??K here goes. I know I am probably whining and crap but I need to get this out.
Am I not special?? I certainly have not felt like it lately:
For Christmas, the only thing I got under my tree was a pair of socks and a tee shirt. No exaggeration, really.
For my Birthday I received a big fat goose egg. Oh and by the way I was in the Hospital for my birthday. Not even a get well card. It's the truth I swear!!
For Valentine's Day nothing, zero, zip. I asked for a pink satin thong from Vickies and some chocolates(to drown my sorrows in) But just a big fat nothing.
Am I not worthy of any type of gift for any occasion. Should I not be made to feel special??
This makes me sad, which is why I am taking myself away on a trip, just don't know where yet. Also do not know if it will be a one way or round trip ticket???????????????????????????

My Sexy Friend Dj Bartabhttp://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1232052&i=3101080659 plz help bomb bartab............my sexy friend needs all the help he can get so give him some love and comment...thanxxxxxx

Has It Been That Long???Has it really been 30 years since this preformance.
Its one of the first musical preformances I remember ever seeing as a child and its as good today and blows most of todays music right out of the water.
What do you think??
Heres Elvis Costello and the Attractions from 1978.
Enjoy!!!

My PoemsSo you think your living
But the light is shining so bright here
Ever think of forgiving
Yourself for your fear
It's not your fault
The dark is not for everyone
No need to halt
Production on your makeshift sun
People ask me
Why don't we live in the dark?
Should be asking
Why doesn't somebody start?
Living outside
The lives we are given
In the unknown
That is truly living
Where are the borders
I forgot them so long ago
The lights corners
Remind me of ones and zeroes
For those who live there
Live without any risk
While those who are here
Are what they call virus
People ask me
Why don't we live in the dark?
Should be asking
Why doesn't somebody start?
Living outside
The lives we are given
In the unknown
That is truly living
So don't spit out another word
Unless it is to save the world
We had the plan to live here first
But you may join unless you're cursed
People ask me
Why don't we live in the dark?
Should be asking
Why doesn't somebody st

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Boy Friend Apppp>>>>>>>>>>>>BASICS:
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Location:
Height:
Hair (color and style):
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Piercings/tattoos:
Phone Number( wtf... )
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1. Do you drink/smoke?
2. Do you like the rain?
4. If so...would you play in it with me?
5. Do you like movies?
6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?
9. Would you kiss my neck?
favourite season?
what are you talents and hobbies?
lifelong dreams?
do you like animals or haver any pets?
are you in school?
describe the perfect date?
night or day?
are you a sensitive guy or a tough guy
do you enjoy philisophical conversations
religious beliefs
politics?
do you like coffee??
do you do drugs?
10. Do you play any sports?
11. If so...what?
12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother?
13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10?
14. Favorite body part on you?
15. What would you say is the best thing about yoursel

Newer PictureI was told yesterday that my pic of me holding a rubber ball was a bit old -
n i need a new one
i just updated my primary pic
afterall i am a work in progress
fatman002

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Own Me For One Monthhey all im up for auction bidding has been set at 50k to start if u own me ill pimp you out on air and ill add fan rate all ur pix etc for one month etc anything u want start ur bids asap

Roflmaolady walks into Tiffany's. She browses around, spots
a beautiful diamond bracelet and walks over to inspect
it. As she bends over to look more closely she
inadvertently breaks wind. Very embarrassed, she looks
around nervously to see if anyone has noticed her
little accident and prays that a sales person doesn't
pop up right now
As she turns around, her worst nightmare materializes
in the form of a salesman standing right behind her.
Cool as a cucumber and displaying complete
professionalism, the salesman greets the lady with,
'Good day, Madam. How may we help you today?' Very
uncomfortably, but hoping that the salesman may just
not have been there at the time of her little
'accident', she asks, 'Sir , what is the price of this
lovely bracelet?' He answers, 'Madam, if you farted
just looking at it, you're going to shit when I tell
you the price.

Fyi Is AllJust some FYI so no one will ask me the ?.
I'm not nor will I post a photo file of 25 to a 100 photo's of just me that is just off the fawkin wall I think one photo is enough and that will be my SALUTE. I'm not nor will I add 500 friend's for what? So they can sit on my page and not say Hi WILL NOT HAPPEN I will remove anyone in after aweek if they cant say Hi I'm not havin point whores or what it maybe sittin on my page. If this makes you pissy then you may leave my list I'm real and that's the deal. I dont look at NSFW for what they all look the same you see one you seen all so don't ask me to LOOK will not happen. COMMENTS I don't care for all the bling bling shit not me I leave poem's because I feel they look nice on your page then some TITTIES ass bullshit makes everything look nasty AND I WILL DELETE ANY THAT IS NASTY IN ANYWAY so all will know where I stand. I try to RESPECT all but DISS me and I'm on ya like a fly on horse shit. You will find out I keep to my own I'm not in t

Tag Your ItOnce you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun!
1. I miss my Girls very much!!
2. I have placed in the top 5 in 17 fishing touranments in the last 4 years.
3. Lately I'm not happy with who I see in the mirror
4. I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve
5. ok this will sound pathetic but I haven't been on a date in over 4 years and really have only asked one person to dinner.
6. I drink more than i should on the weekends work at 7am so dont drink during the week usually.
7. I like to cook when i have someone to cook for otherwise I forget to eat too often
8. I'm stuck in Dallas till april at least-
9. I try writting poetry and erotic stories but not really that good at it.
10. Th

Kisses ContestPlease help me with my contest muah!!!
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Nsfw Poem....lol...i Was BoredGood God Almighty! I did declare,
as she showed pics without underware!
On my screen theres a scratch and stink,
shouldn't that thing be a casual pink?
Maybe it would not look so bad if it had more hair,
looking with conviction knowing I'll never go in there.
Why show nasty pics of your thing?,
knowing thats no place for a ding-a-ling!
So delete those pics and do it quick,
save anyone else from feeling this sick.
Now grab a toilet brush and scub with care,
wash away anything that might have died in there!
Next time why dont you try and chat,
before scaring them off by showing them that :P

Sausage FingersThe five days post wrist repair surgery report...
The pain and the swelling are what I would call significant.
The pain I'm controlling somewhat with motrin and percocet, but the swelling...well I'm a sweller.
So I had it on ice for the first 48 hours every minute I was awake and even while asleep some.
My hand and my now sausage-like fingers are the only part I can really ice.
The cold doesn't penetrate the cast.
My faithful loving fur babies are keeping a close eye on me.
Here's the visual...

Job.Fuck dude, why must it be so hard to find a job?
No one is fucking hiring. So it looks like I'm never gonna get my car.
POLSON IS THE UNESCAPABLE HELL HOLE!! lol

A Taste Of Fresh Air....As I sit in My Room and Stare at the wall...all I want is a woman.... that could be a possibility to be with me ... I want her to understand me as I lead the way to many days if I had my way .....Love is a feeling from above...........to love and respect never neglect her or I "wow" I always wonder why....I feel this way....damn do yall ever feel this way about your love? "Is True Love Really a Reality" "Think about it!

TagInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I drink too much coffee
2. I have never been to Europe
3. "Fuck you" to the person who scratched my truck and never bothered to leave a note.
4. I love Peach Pie
5. My 2 Boxers Rule...
6. Airline food sucks, even though they never feed u anymore unless you are in first class.
7. Jamaica was a lot of fun.
8. When I was in High School I got so trashed once I threw an ice cream cone at a Bus.
9. Public transportation sucks.
10. I love the smell of fresh Bread.
I choose as my 5
Raven
Ms.Mona
Steve
Kimmy
Tall Blonde

Texas Or Bust!I've made up my mind and I'm moving to Texas. I leave May 17th God willing. Let's hope I can get a job fast so I don't feel like a free-loader at a friends house. I'm excited and scared! Wish me luck!!

The Strings That BindSTRINGS THAT BIND
THE THINGS THAT BIND ONE ANOTHER ARE THE SAME STRINGS THAT CUT
LIFE CONTAINS MANY BINDING STRINGS
SOME DON'T UNDERSTAND THESE SAYINGS
THE THINGS THAT BIND ONE ANOTHER ARE THE SAME STRINGS THAT CUT
LOVE IS JUST A WORD WITH NO MEANING OR TRUTH
LIES ARE THE TOOL OF THE REALM
MISTREATMENT IS THE EXISTENTIAL MEANING OF LIFE
DARKNESS IS LIGHT
THE THING THAT BIND ARE THE SAME THING THAT CUTS
BOUND TO A CURSE
LIVING THE HATE
PAIN FOCUSES THE FLOW OF BLOOD
BLIND TO THE BLOCK
DEAF TO THE SOUND
MUTE TO SPEAK OUT
THESE ARE THE BINDING CORDS THAT CUT
HEART USED AS A SOCCER BALL
COLANDERS SIFTING BLOODY CHUNKS
CHAINED TO THE WALL WITH NO ESCAPE
HEARING THE EMPTY HOLLOWED ECHOS
TIME DOESN'T HEAL WOUNDS
TIME ONLY EXACERBATES THE LONELINESS
THIS IS THE PAN'S HELL
THESE ARE THE STRINGS THAT BIND AND CUT

.......Today does not seem any better then yesterday. In fact, it feels a little bit worse. How can I learn to hide my crying eyes and emotions? I want to be able to block them out from other people, but it seems I can't. Last night I jumped on a very close friend, and it hurt me more knowing I did that.
I wish I could block things out like he can. Be able to set my mind to different things and have things to do. Unfortunately at this moment in my life, being a puppet on a string I don't have the capability to be doing other things. Last night I took 3 tylenol pm's. Sure they helped me sleep but they didn't stop the pain when I woke. How can I fall asleep in tears and wake up in tears? The walls I once had now are totally dimenished and gone.
This may sound funny but at least I have American Idol to look forward to tonight, something to take my mind off of things even if it is just for an hour.
Rudi you do own my heart and soul..........
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How Can I Be In 2 Places At 1 Time?I had two meetings this morning, one at 9:15 and one at 9:30 and 15 miles away from each other so really impossible for me to make both of them. I opted to send the stuff needed for the work meeting to work with Peter and have him give it to my Dad so they could have it if they needed it.
I then went to my meeting at the high school for Anthony. It was a meeting about his tardiness and absenteeism problem! It was kind of a pointless meeting but they called anthony in there and we talked to the vise principal and he told him to stop going to his locker between classes and just carry his books so he won't be late for class anymore!
Anthony is doing a lot better so I am happy as can be about that. The vise principal told Anthony that he has had good behavior lately and he thanked him for that. Anthony said "your welcome". kind of funny. I just hope this good attitude is here to stay and not temporary. We still have 5 classes left of our Parent classes for teenagers! One is

Wow 4 Years And I Still Can't Believe ItWow its been 4 years now that we buried Joshua and it sometimes still doesnt seem real...On Febuary 16, 2008 was the 4 year anniversary of the death of the love of my life...I still miss him more and more everyday, not being able to see his shining face and his award winning smile...Last week was a hard week for me becasue he was in the hospital on Valentines day so its not a day that I really like to remember but I do my best for those that are still here...It just shows that time flies and it doesnt always seem to go that fast...Josh I love you and you are always in my heart and I know that you and Charlie are getting along great so please continue to watch over everyone and know that I love you vert much!!! To have the love that Josh and I had is the best thing that a girl can ever experience and i hope that everyone out there gets to be in love like that...Its the one foot lifting when he kisses you type of love...The love that you miss him more and more when you are away...Its the

Rating AnonymityI was just reading through some blogs and I noticed that right underneath the cherries depicting the rating system of 1-10, there is a bit that says "All ratings are anonymous". Hm. I did this literally. I'm wondering if they realize the oxymoron they have created. A bar tab that displays rating and rater, anonymously.

175Today's Quote
Relying on God has to begin all over again every day as if nothing had yet been done.
-C.S. Lewis

My MattchewAs most of you know we threw a great party for our Brother and our friend Matt...So with that being said I wanted to post a few words about him...Matt has you know you are one of the easiest people to have as a brother and a friend and your one of the best and big hearted people that anyone could ask to know...As I speak for most of us as I can say that we love you and you will be greatly missed...I want to say that you are so brave to be out there fighting for us and our country...It is so hard for some people to understand what is like to be away from family for so long till you have a person that you love in Iraq...I told you last night that you better come home to us and there is a difference in coming home and coming home safely and comin hom in a coffin...You promised that you would be home in a year and that is not a promise that we can hold you to cause we never know what is going to happen form one day to the next...But I have all faith that you will come home safely...As you

BlogsThe place to write shit down.
So, do I just tell you what I'm really thinking?
The fact or the fantasy?
You pick it, believe it or not.
Swervin Mervin was born in the backwoods in the mid fifty's. "Swervin" got his nickname while riding bicycles around the trails as a child.
He could drive anything.
He could have been a champion.
His love of the ladies and his taste for the night life turned his path away from the big time.
Not much more than a small track clown, He could still race and win sometimes. Always riding his motorcycle around the pits and talking to everyone. If he couldn't get in the race he would hire out to do motorcycle stunts.
Always on or near the track, he always found work doing the bike stunts.
He always had one special lady at each track. Some say they had him... ya know, like he's gigolo or something.
In the days to come "The Mystery of Mervin" will continue.

Donald...Well lets see...It time again to give a lil bit of insight to what is going on and trying to understand and thank those that serve our country but I am going to focus on one person inparticular this time as I did with matt...I have a friend by the name of Donald (nickname Duck) that I met about 5 years ago and he was in the navy and he was getting out when i met him, I met him thur my ex husband...I guess he did one thing right, Donald is a person that is so hard to describe but I think after 5 years I can do a lil bit of explaing him...Donald is a man of little words unless you piss him off...Donald is a caring and loving person but he won't hardley show it and when he does you know that you are a friend for life...Donald has some of the same views on things that most of us do when it comes to carrying about friends, family and loved ones and if you cross him on those values he lets you know...He recently made the decision to sign back on with the navy and now they are sending him to

Woooow!!!!!!!what A Bully!!!!!!!!alright ladys you know you wanna be the owner of a big time pimp so get your bids in befor its to late if you cant bid just rate the pic and he is the greatest friend that anyone could want so lets do it big time check it out and get them bids in on him and 50,000 fubucks to sticky just let sky know when its sticky
click the pic below to bid if u cant bid just rate it

The Way You Dotheres a soul that has been hurt
that shes hurt in everyway and bleeds
that sees herself in the mirrors of flesh
and doesnt folds or gives up
the way you do love that gives me life
the way you do love that gives me life
the way you do
theres a soul that is preganant
suffered the biggest disapointment in her life
shes looking for a place to hide
her mortal wound and just waiting to see him
on his knees and bleeding
the way you do love that takes away my life
the way you do love that takes away my life
the way you do
and its just so easy to harm you
that not even in your last breath
you let anyone love you
broken love
the way you do love that gives me life
the way you do love that takes away my life
the way you do

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Dramalike everywhere i turn its drama drama drama ppl either cant let shit go or just wanna start new shit.then theres the lil kids who like to play ppl and start more drama hexes backstabbing cheating yes thats my town port huron every where u turn its all about drama tried to rid my life of it but it jsut seems to keep following me.and its other ppls stupid shit which mind u me and my soul sister have some great laughs over but its like damn grow the fuck up ok thats just a lil makes no sense rant damn puppet masters ewwwwwwwwwwww much love to a.c

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The Cellthere are times i dont even wanna see you
there are times i dont even wanna touch you
there are times i wanna drown you in a scream
and forget about this sweet image of you
but i just dont have the courage
there are times i cant stop dreaming you
and caress you till i cant
there are times i even wanna die with you
and forget about every element
but i just dont have the courage
there are times i dont know whats wrong with me
i dont even know whats happening with me
we are like horny cats
we are an exploting cell
and those we cant stop
no one can satop

The Dream!!!! By Jimmy Badeauxlove, if i weep it will not matter.
and if you laugh i shall not care.
foolish i am to think about it
but melissa, it's good to feel you there.
love, in m sleep i dream of waking white and awful with the moonlight reaching over the floor, and somewhere, somewhere there was a shutter loose, it screeched.
swinging in the wind and its snowing.
i was afraid and turned to you.
put out my hand for comfort, and you were gone.
cold, cold as snow.
under my hand the moonlight layed.
love, if you laugh i will not care.
but if you weep, it will not matter.
but melissa, its good to feel you there

I Love You BobBob Johnson
28.01.1947 - 20.02.2008
I remember the first time we met you gave me the biggest hug, I thought you were going to crush my ribs, but then that was just you..always ready to hand out the hugs and kisses when they were needed...You took me into your heart and made me feel so loved...and I want to thank you for the Onion lessons you gave me I never knew there was so much to learn about the humble onion but you made the stories so interesting and then we cooked them on the BBQ and you told me even more stories
Thank you for being the best Step Dad anyone could ask for...I know distance made it hard for us to keep in touch but our times together over the past 7 yrs were just that much more special...when ever I hear a poker Machine go ka-ching I will think of you and smile as l remember the fun times we had trying to guess how much we would get on the free spins..somehow you were always a better guess than me
I will miss you greatly but you will live in my heart for ev

Lets Get This Done :)Stop by and show my dearest...closest friend Micki lots of love, shes been stuck on level 21 4ever, lets get her leveled...Tysm xoxoxox
307,171 Points to go!
Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}@ fubar
Tell her Jen sent ya :)
This pimpout brought 2 you by the one and only.......
~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~*DSC* Fu Owned By "Sexymedic4u" & "SexyBabyBlueEyes"@ fubar

Add In CraigslistHello! I'm looking for an expensive loser!! Could this be you? I don't ask for much these days. At my age, the fish that used to be in the barrel are dwindling in number, so lets see if you stack up to my extremely high expectations:
1. Please do not have your own mode of transportation. I expect to pick you up and drive you everywhere, including dates that you can't afford to take me on, work, to see your kids and to deliver you to your drug dealer's at 3 in the morning.
2. Please have at least three addictions! I prefer alcohol, pot and cigarettes. Cocaine habit a plus! Please do not share your substances with me as I prefer to buy my own. In fact, please borrow my money to purchase yours!
3. Please live with your mother. If this is not possible becasue you don't know who she is, then please live in a big house with five other guys and a six foot graffix bong you call "chewbongka". Please have no furniture except a pool table and a kegerator. Your bed, if you have one, sh

Need Washing??NEED WASHING??
A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target.
We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child, came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day.
The little voice s so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in, "Mom let's run through the rain," she said.
"What?" Mom asked.
"Lets run through the rain!" She repeated.
"No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," M

John 13:34-35A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. By this shall all men know that ye are my disciples, if ye have love one to another.

Texas Gurls Do It BetterTEXAS:
Ahem... So.. Um.. yeah... I read this, and thought I would reply...
Hey... California listen up... Texas is where its at!
- I too can wear sandals all year long... plus I can put on boots to stomp your toes and I won't even stick out.
- You may be able to go to the "beach" instead of the "shore"... but can you go to the drive thru "Beer Barn?" What now surfer boy?
- You're chicks aren't way hotter than ours... they are almost equal... and thats only due to silicone, saline, botox, lasers and hair dye... We have the real ones and they can beat yours up.
- We're taught to say "Yes Sir" and "Yes Ma'am" and respect our elders because of it. We also say "Howdy" and "fixin" and "Yall" are pretty much recognized right away anywhere in the world :) We're famous
- You may know what real cheese and avocados taste like... but I know what 100% Grade A Angus Beef tastes like. Who wants avocados and cheese when you can have steak and potatoes?
- Haha... who do

1 Timothy 2:5For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus;

Just A Quick Note Ladies...I am in dire need of a sub/slave to serve me. If any of you sweet ladies would be interested in the position, please feel free to send me a message. I will respond ASAP so we can get to know each other better and more. Locals prefered, but all will be dealt with accordingly...

Want Some Graphics Done?Alrighty folks business is slow as usual and well hopefully some folks will read this and pass it on.
I'm look for graphic editing requests for my graphics page, Dark Soul Graphics.
At the moment I can mearly do physical edits and I cannot do gif images or animated for now but will hopefully get that part up and running soon.
Examples of works are posted in my Edited Pictures folder here on Fubar and my graphics page is located on Myspace.
I can do different works from what my examples show and I have 2 other people I work with that can do more advanced graphic requests if I cannot do your request myself.
All details are on Dark Soul Graphics and links to the other members are also located on my page.
http://www.myspace.com/darksoulgraphics

Shaving My Head!!in solidarity of children with cancer, while requesting donations of support from friends and family. If you could help me out with this or at least visit the website it would be greatly appreciated. The first link is my personal Shavee website and the second is my team Shavee website. Thanks guys!! Love yall!! Jamie
https://www.stbaldricks.org/participants/shavee_info.html?ParticipantKey=2008|30949
https://www.stbaldricks.org/members/teams/index.html
Please do what you can to help my raise money for this amazing cause!!!

A Poem I WroteHe's the one I say I love, But you are who i see.
I hear you talked to other girls, And I wish It was me.
I know you could do better, But you've never left my mind
I just wish you'd say the same, or give my just one sign
You say you care about me, but I hear that everyday
I want to hear you say the things no one else would say
I've said more then you could know, but you can't seem to hear
You close yourself off again, while I'm wishing you were near.
I want to know what's in your mind, but I can't get through that door
I know you think I'm beautiful, But I wish that there was more.
Is it something you can't say? Or is there nothing there?
I wish you actions spoke as words, because THEY show you care.
I can't just live my life like this. I need you just to talk
But every time I wait for you, You tell me just to walk.
What is it you expect from me? What is it that you feel?
I can't just try to sift through this, and find out what is real.

As Told By MeHave you ever thought about getting your lip pierced? No I have my nose pierced that is enough for me
Does a kiss make you feel better? Yes
Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? Those were wild times
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in? Before
What did you do today?A bunch of nothing
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower? Yep I tend to run late
Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time? no that is way too complicated for me
Ever been in love? yes
Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field? At this point I would rather play and see what happens from there
What is your favorite sport?Is typing considered a sport??
What color is your shower curtain? Blue
Have you ever had stitches? a few times
Did you believe that boys/girls had cooties?I was positive that some did lol
Do you know how to use chop

Hear Ye, Hear YeNotice -- Those of you on my fam list may not be any longer.
If you don't talk to me, then you're off. If we've not spoken in months, peace. Nothing personal, just how it is.
Take care.
-TLL-

5000 Fubuck ContestThere are two wolves fighting in the heart of every man..One is Love..the other is Hate..Which one will win?
First to replky with correct answer wins 5000 Fubucks

Samsung-built, Google-branded Phones Later This Year?According to man-about-town, Robert X. Cringely, Samsung is readying not one, but two separate Android-based phones, one of which is due in September, with another model following around Christmas. If you believe what you read (and what his tipster says), these phones will not be labeled Samsung, rather they will be released as Google-branded gPhones. The model released in the Fall will be a "higher-end" model which apparently looks "somewhat like a Blackberry Pearl" but with a screen that flips and "a keyboard for texting" (though to be honest, that description makes little sense, as the Pearl has a keyboard). The second device will be a cheaper model (under $100), and will likely be released after the holidays. Of course, right now this is just speculation -- given the large gap of time between now and September, these plans could be completely rearranged or nixed altogether... even if they are accurate.
[Via IntoMobile]

Auction Almost Over!!!AUCTION!!! AUCTION!!
I am on the Auction Block!
Domking123 has been a wonderful and amazing owner. It has been a great month, but it's coming to an end.
I offer more than I have ever seen anyone offer; and with each and EVERY bid I add a new benefit!
So, if you want to OWN someone that's going to bust their butt for your FU success (and a good friend) then you have found your girl!
Be sure to Fan/Rate and Add the Host while you are there. He is my owner and an Amazing Person!
xoxo

FublingGIVE THE GIFT OF FU BLING!
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Do Something Real For Our TroopsIf you want to do something REAL today to help support our troops, Go to this website:
American Center for Law & Justice
and sign the petition supporting the
Semper Fi Act of 2008!
> You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He

Lost AngelThe day you were born, the whole world was blessed
These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess
The time has come for me to express my true feelings
You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being
What you have brought me I never thought I could procure
The gift of comfort, with you I am secure
For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow
And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow
It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way
I love you more and more with each passing day
You brighten my days and lift my spirits
I have felt this so stongly and now want you to hear it
So you may know the place you hold in my heart
You are always with me even when we're apart
I truly believe what we have is meant to be
Just open your heart and soon you shall see
What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face
Just know that I'm here and will be always

The Appoligyto all those people who are my friends and family on fubar my last blog i wrote was things im worried about and things that bother me and my feelings i had to get out and i am truely deeply sorry if i hurt anyone feelings or said anything to make someone mad but sometimes i have to get out what im feeling and let people know and too my fuhubby i love you so much and whould never want you to think different you mean a lot to me baby so to all my friends and family please read this and let me know you will except my appolgy if i have said or done something wrong thank you so much
lilly

How Tv Will Change In 2009 In The U.s. And BeyondWe asked two Circuit City experts, Forums Manager Doug Hess and eBusiness Manager Matthew West, what they see ahead for home entertainment.
The future is now
Until recently, Hess says, consumers waited to be told what was next for their living rooms. VCR? Check. Surround sound? Okay. Today customer demand determines what’s offered. “People are now saying, ‘I wonder how I can do that?’” Hess says. “And they never asked that before.”
The big “I wonder” is “How do I transfer music, movies and photos from my computer to my TV?” Several solutions exist:
USB network adapter A USB network adapter plugs into your TiVo or other form of digital video recorder (DVR) and enables it to access content from your computer—wirelessly.
MediaSmartThe HP MediaSmart receiver, introduced at the 2008 International Consumer Electronics Show (CES), and the Netgear EVA8000 automatically fetch movies, music and photos from your computer—wirelessly. See how these work here.
SlingboxSlingbox lets y

Philosophy Of Housecleaning!Especially for the Ladies !
PHILOSOPHY OF HOUSECLEANING!
I don't do windows because ...
I love birds and
don't want one to run into a clean window
and get hurt.
I don't wax floors because ...
I am terrified a guest will slip and get hurt
then I'll feel terrible
( plus they may sue me.)
I don't mind the dust bunnies because ...
They are very good company,
I have named most of them,
and they agree with everything I say.
I don't disturb cobwebs because .
I want every creature to have a home of their own.
I don't Spring Clean because .
I love all the seasons
and don't want the others to get jealous
I don't pull weeds
in the garden because ..
I don't want to get
in God's way,
HE is an excellent designer!
I don't put things away because .
My husband
will never be able to find them again.
I don't do gourmet meals
when I entertain because .
I don't want my g

Rede The Fallen One - Part 1Walking through the ashes of a once powerful kingdom of vampires Rede stands at the center of the fallen ones. Body parts strewn about like candy fom a parade, he peruses the carnage for a clue as to the cause of such destruction. Not that he didn't like it.. he was grinning ear to ear. he just hated that someone beat him to the job. Rede looks at the bodies and chuckles. The scene reminds him of a puzzle he once put together.. where the king was emolating in the center... At that point Rede had an epiphany. He didnt see any body parts that resembled that nasty little cornhole leader... where was he... had the little coward run? Had he gotten away?
Rede was sorting through somthing that vaguely resembled the leader of the guard when he was approached from behind. "Hello Gabriel. What brings your all seeing eye out here." He asked glancing up.
"I heard the task our master has set forth so... where else would you be Rede."
"Hmph. So much for the eternal family. Wiped out before

Show Some Love...Show this sweetie some love...she only needs 129K to level.
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and while ur at it show him some luv too cus I heart him
Cripton@ fubar
k thnx bye :)

DreamI had a dream about you last night. As with all dreams it was chaotic, confusing. Glimpses of skin, flashes of you. My hands running over your body, trailing across your skin. My mouth exploring every inch of you. Pinching your nipples, biting your neck, kissing your thighs. Flashes of excitement. Feeling you on top of me, under me, next to me. Feeling myself inside of you, hot and wet. Kissing you deeply, filling you with my cock. You moan against my neck, I breathe heavily in your ear. You thrust against me, I press you against the wall. Face down, standing, kneeling, laying. Every second a new position, a new vision. You fill my thoughts as I fill your body

Dreams RealityAre we in the shadows of another's dream living the life they are dreaming about or is it that we are the dreamer of another's life?
I have to ask myself that or something to that effect more each day I wake up from the nightmares. Is this another's reality or is this the life I really am to lead on a sub-consciouses level. This morning I woke up in sever pain as my dream became my reality. I was being chased from something and was shot in the leg for some reason I really can't remember right now. When I woke up in the spot I had been shot in the dream I had a Charlie horse so bad it had me in tears.
Could a dream really manifest itself into the realm of reality? Why would it is it trying to tell me something I refuse to see in reality that my sub-consciouses mind had to tell me in this painful way?
Dreams are the reality we refuse to live in a reality that does not believe in dreams.

SleepI lay down, kiss your forehead. I put my arm around you, you lay your head on my chest. I pull you close, squeeze you tightly, and hold you near to me as we sleep. You breathe evenly, slowly..passing off to sleep next to me. I smile as I doze, content and comfortable to know that you are with me.

Re: Willie Nelson Spills Beans On Toll Road RejectionRE: Willie Nelson Spills Beans On Toll Road Rejection
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 19 Feb 2008, 17:43
Willie Nelson: I'd Rather Have an Electric Chair Named After Me Than a Toll Road Country music icon Willie Nelson said it would have been "one of the dumbest things" he could have ever done to accept an invitation from the state of Texas to have a toll road named after him. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021908_toll_road.htm

New Rapist Trick! Girls Please Read And Pass It On!!!!I dont know if this is true or not, I dont get on here to spread baseless rumors. But this sounds credible and in the event it did happen, PASS IT ON and BE CAREFUL OUT THERE!!!!!
Paul
I found this on here, PASS IT ON!!!!!
NEW RAPIST TRICK! GIRLS PLEASE READ!
Subject: A Rapist's New Trick Please take 3 minutes and read this...then
pass it on....
When I think about it...I probably would have believed him and opened
the door..... RAPIST TRICK Know what money you are carrying. You will
see why as you read. Be sure every woman is aware of this M.O. Share it
with your wife and daughters. Know what money you are carrying... This
was the first I have heard of a scheme like this.....I wanted to pass it
along. Be safe! Something very serious to pay attention to.
Criminals are coming up with craftier, less threatening methods of attack, so we have to be extra cautious. ********* I live in Alexandria ,
VA , but I often work in Lafayett

Re: Thug Cop Beats Up Defenseless Handcuffed WomanRE: Thug Cop Beats Up Defenseless Handcuffed Woman
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 19 Feb 2008, 17:45
Thug Cop Beats Up Defenseless Handcuffed Woman Shocking police station video of an argumentative woman who ended up unconscious in a pool of her own blood with two black eyes, a broken nose and broken teeth did not lead to criminal charges against the cop after officials claimed the woman "fell over." http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021908_thug_cop.htm

I Fubarred!Recently I put together a some comments that offended a couple I am/were friends with. Just so you know...when I leave comments I decide on the theme...I pick a few comments out and leave them. I leave them for men and woman alike. They are just comments and not intended to hint, suggest or encorage anyone to do anything at all. I realize some are sexual but that is just me. I am a sexual person and will admit to there not being a whole lot I will not discuss. BUT AGAIN THEY ARE JUST COMMENTS.
Fubar is a place to meet, mingle and make friends. I am a huge flirt but completly harmless. I have no desire to hurt anyone. I have only met one person from here and that turned out to be a very enjoyable meeting but as I said the comments are all meant to be fun and flirty nothing more.

Hollywood InbreedingAhhhhh life. Its all about status. You're so worried about what people think of you that your willing to risk/ruin your life whether it be sexual, social or professional. Now I know you're saying to yourself; "Self, what the hell is he talking about?" Well fret not, I'm going to tell you.
Think about this. Celebrities date/marry other celebrities. Why? Its all about status. God forbid if they are seen in public with someone that is "beneath" them in the status pool.
Well I say HORSEPUCKY!!!!! These people date each other and its like hollywood inbreeding. All because they can't be seen on the wrong side of the tracks. Well I am here to tell you. Jennifer Aniston, Alyssa Milano, Kate Hudson and all you other single hollywood hotties, come look me up. I don't want your money. I don't want pics of us arm in arm walking the red carpet together. I don't even want any charity from you in trying to better myself. I just want to see if we mesh. Its true that I don't

BetrayalBetrayal comes in all shapes and sizes. It is not measured by the person doing the betraying but by the one recieving it. If you are the person on the recieving end of this, at first there is shock, then comes the sting. The strange thing is that no matter when you find out about it, whether it be the same day, next month , or 10 years down the road the result is still the same. You are crushed. How could this person that I believed in and trusted do this to me is usually the question that comes to mind. Or even how could I have not seen? The most important thing to remember in this situation (as hard as it is when you are faced with it sometimes) is that the problem is theirs and not yours. The betrayer needs to carry that cross. It is not our burden to bare. We need to pick up the pieces and put it behind us and chalk it up to a learning experience.
W.Redwing Copyright 1-22-2008

At The ParkAt the park i met a boy,
I loved him like a babies toy.
Until one day he set me free,
He had another girl upon his knee.
He told her things he never told me,
She is wearing the ring he once gave me.
I ran home crying to my bed,
Not a word to my mother i said.
My father came home late that night,
He searched my room from left to right.
He found me hanging from a rope,
And all he found was a note that said:
TELL THE WORLD I DIED OF A BROKEN HEART

A True And Loving FriendTrue friends
Will always stay with you
Through the good times
And the bad
They always have,
the time to listen
When something’s
Made you sad
Friends
Are like a ray of sunshine
When grey sometimes,
cloud our days
Just the magic of their company
Can brighten up
Our day
They help guide us through
The bad times
They wipe away
The tears we’ve cried
A true and loving friend
Is always
By our side
When happiness eludes us
And everything is going wrong
They walk with us each mile
Even though the road
Is hard and long
They walk with us
Along life’s path
Every step of the way
And when our loads are heavy
They will carry half for you
Because
That’s just what
Friends do
Good friends
Will be in our futures
Just like they were in our past
Friends joined by hearts
Are friendships meant
To last
You will share special moments
Throughout the years
Some days will be filled,
with

A Poem For The One I LovedI wrote this poem the first night my boyfriend was in the hospital and i couldn't sleep it has been published thought I might share with yall.
Sometimes life can be so unfair. But I remember the time we shared like the time you were on your bike looking at me making me feel beautiful and free. I remember the time we first kissed. My knees got weak my heart soared through the air, and I knew that there was definitaly something there.
I've never felt this way before you gave me a reason to open the door. Break down the wall I've built around by heart to make me realize I don't want us to part.
But then I got that call that said that our time together maybe short lived. But the power of love is strong enough to pull us through. I need you so you must come to.
I remember the night we first made love. Your soft and sensual touch. Made me tremble and I knew it was more than just lust. I look forward to the time we will spend together.
The lord works in mysterious ways. And th

Cheersto all of my old & new friend & family. thanking everyone for the help & luv to get me back up to lvl 24 again. everyone has been of great help & support. hope to keep seeing everyone. also let me now that you have been by so i can make sure to get luv back to you if i missed you comeing by .
Muah
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Alon In Big Spring TexasBIG SPRING - A massive explosion rocked the Alon refinery in Big Spring Monday morning. Residents reported feeling a large blast just after 8:00 a.m. Monday morning.
Plant officials reported a total of four injuries. One person has been taken to a Lubbock hospital with burns on his legs. All other employees were evacuated from the plant. Also, a woman passing by the plant in her vehicle was struck by flying debris, however she was treated and released.
Alon officials tell NewsWest 9 that the fire is under control, and is no longer a threat to the city of Big Spring.
All schools in the Big Spring I.S.D. have been closed. Classes have been cancelled for Monday. Howard College also cancelled classes for the day.
The refinery employs about 170 people and produces some 70,000 barrels a day. The number of injuries may have been reduced, because Monday is President's Day, and some workers were not on the job at the time of the explosion.
NewsWest 9 has learned that the f

My Thoughts.Lost
lost within
the darkness
lost beneath
the light
lost without
your love
lost
in plain sight
lost without
a hope
lost
no way
to cope
lost
A Love For All Time
Breathless kisses
Burning touches
Soft-spoken words of love
Urgently spoken words of passion.
A man and a woman
One complete love
Since time began
Predestined to be as one.
We've been together before
In other lifetimes
We've fought dragons
And have been torn from each others arms
Yet our love prevailed.
We've walked on this earth many times together
Perhaps for a moment
Perhaps for years
But our heart is one heart
And we were meant to be.
So when our time on earth
Once again comes to a close
Have no worries my dear
For we will find each other again
And again
And again.
For our love is ageless
Eternal
A love for all time.
- Dawn Choike -

I Have Hazel Eyes. What R Urs?Blue Eyes
People with blue eyes last the LONGEST in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are REALLY hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and DON'T CARE what people think or say. They LOVE to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.
___________________________________________________________
Black Eyes
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you don't repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within

One Republic ConcertI got 4 free tickets to see One Republic, Josh Kelley and The Daylights.
The Daylights were first up. Awesome band I am totally in love with now. I bought there cd and cant stop playing it.
Next up was Josh Kelley. I have never been a big fan of him and last night changed nothing. He is ok but just not something i listen regularly.
One Republic ROCKED. Except I almost went to jail. This short fat drunk bitch decided to try and get closer right in front of me. I had been at Pops since 6 pm stood outside freezing my tatas off for 1 hour and 20 minutes before they let people in and stood in high heels the whole time in the same spot. Feet killing me I was not gonna have this bitch take my spot. You know how drunks get jumping up and downing all over me. Resting here arm on my boobs. Then she had the nerve to tell me to move my big ass chest out of her way. Well that set me off. I was there first now u are gonna insult my breast. I am sorry if u werent there the day God handed

About My Screen Name- F1rstascentIt's derived from a rock climbing term for a pioneering route up a pitch, first ascent. I find this a fitting match for my personality & ambitions in life. As we all search for what we want in life, we all find different challenges, paths or solutions to those challenges, and hopefully our own first ascent to a higher place in life.

Profile Of An IntpEverything, and more, that you ever might want to know about what makes me, me...
It is actually VERY accurate.
A description of the INTP Personality Type
by Paul James
Original version: April 5, 1999
revised and published on the web: March 12, 2000
INTP is one of the 16 personality types defined in the Myers Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI). I will assume that visitors to this page already have a basic knowledge of the MBTI system for I wish to concentrate on describing the INTP type as best I can. The descriptions below are based on personal experience combined with knowledge derived from other MBTI sources and I hope that other INTPs and non-INTPs alike may find some of this material illuminating. This page may be updated and expanded when appropriate.
For a general introduction and overview of MBTI temperament analysis, visit Robert Winer's excellent resource at Gesher.
INTPs are about 1% of the general population, making this one of the rarest of types. The bas

Dont Ever Letwhen i look through the glass
i look through the time
where senses dislocate
where fears evaporate
and i take advantage of that to unfold
and come out f the glass
through the walls i see your trace
through my memory i look for your face
and i dont know why
dont really care why
dont ever let
the devil eat our love
tht he swallows your warmth
him burp on my pain
when i look through the smoke
i go flying and youre my guide
between worlds we'll grow old
where someday we might be safe
and i dont know why
dont really care why

You Know U Wanna!!WHO WANTS TO OWN THESE LOVELY PEOPLE IF YOU WANT JUST CLICK THERE PIC AND PLACE YOUR BID IF YOU DONT WISH TO BID THEN JUST DROP BY AND RATE THERE PIC HIGHEST RATED PIC WINS 150,000 FUBUCKS
CLOWNIN
PONYBOY1966
RICHFINK
LAURALEI
SWEETPEA
FRAN3270
PATTIE
KID SyN JUGGALO
HAIR METAL MADMAN
MRS T.
SWEET AND SASSY
BROUGHT TO BY AND THE HOST OF AUCTION
PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI@ fubar

Profile Of An IntpEverything, and more, that you ever might want to know about what makes me, me...
It is actually VERY accurate.
A description of the INTP Personality Type
by Paul James
Original version: April 5, 1999
revised and published on the web: March 12, 2000
INTP is one of the 16 personality types defined in the Myers Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI). I will assume that visitors to this page already have a basic knowledge of the MBTI system for I wish to concentrate on describing the INTP type as best I can. The descriptions below are based on personal experience combined with knowledge derived from other MBTI sources and I hope that other INTPs and non-INTPs alike may find some of this material illuminating. This page may be updated and expanded when appropriate.
For a general introduction and overview of MBTI temperament analysis, visit Robert Winer's excellent resource at Gesher.
INTPs are about 1% of the general population, making this one of the rarest of types. The bas

Awww Rocked My Socks OffWent to show at Studio 7 on sunday! saw bands Wednesday 13, Alabaster, the a.k.a.s, and Creature Feature. Some of there music is posted on my page. Check them out! i will post photos soon. It was amazing!!!! so yeah check out the bands and let me know what you think!

Dont Ever Leave Mewherever you are
from today and on
i want you with me
i need u to care for me
i need from you
if i leave anywhere
i take you with me
dont let me go alone
i need from you
you know how to take care of me
you know how to guide me
you do everything right
being so good to me is a virtue
how can i ever repay you
all the things you do for me
all the happiness u give me
and all this inmense love
only with my life
well take my life i give it to you
but dont leave me ever ever
i beg you to never leave me

Where Are These Kinda Guys?We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us the hell off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you "you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning", we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong!
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is Confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me. Not arrogance! Confidence!
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
let us pay for you!
dont "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."
Kiss us when no one's wat

Maintaining A State Of Inner CalmnessCoolnessMaintaining a state of inner calmness protects me from becoming a slave to my emotions. It also helps me to keep a cool head when I see others becoming heated or angry. Coolness is not to be distant or uncaring; rather it requires that I develop the deeply caring nature of a peacemaker and serve others in the best possible way.
Thinkin of someone when posting this : )~

Well The Auction Is In Full Swing....It starts to today and runs for like a week or two...here's the link to my picture....
Good luck and good bidding ;) and don't be shy...i want to be owned ;) and i hope it's by YOU

ApplicationApplication.
About You
Name:
Age:
Height:
Hair color:
Eye color:
Favorite color:
Favorite food:
Whats your YAHOO screen name:
Tattoos?:
Piercings?:
Drink?:
Smoke?:
Any Other drugs?:
Would you care if i did drugs?:
Would you care if i drank?:
Are you a virgin?:
Do you have sex?:
(if so) How Often?:
Is sex all your looking for?:
Do you have any STD's?:
Would you kiss me anytime?:
Anywhere?:
Do you like to cuddle?:
How much?:
Have you ever been cheated on?:
Would you cheat on me?:
Have you ever cheated on someone?:
List your top 3 bands
1.:
2.:
3.:
Top 3 movies
1.:
2.:
3.:
Do you like to party?:
What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?:
What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?:
Are you spontainiouse?:
Willing to try new things?:
Like your picture taken?:
Do you drive?:
Go to school?:
IMPORTANT QUESTIONS!
Would you hold my hand as we walk through the mall?:
Would you push me up

Episode 4Sorry about the delay in production but Shekky got lost in the land of dust bunnies under the couch again.
It took almost a week to fish him out this time
As I walked hand and hand with my new voluptuous friend through the seedier section of Ball Suck. (actually the alley behind Jack’s bar) I heard the sound of glass breaking and noticed movement from behind the dumpster. The bedraggled form of Ruth Buzzy emerged wearing a tin foil hat and holding the neck of a broken bottle.
“Beat it bitch. I need to talk with the Nun” she told my raven locked cutie.
“I’ll wait for you around the corner.” the corn fed beauty said her eyes caressing me as she continued on.
“Listen and listen good.” Buzzy began when we were alone in the alley.
“You need to get your midget friend and leave right now.” She continued.
“If not you’ll be trapped in this town as an undead zombie movie usher forever” She went on to relate a story right out of a low budget “B” movie. It seemed she had stopped in Ba

I Know My Friends Will Do ThisAnyone who wants to own me for a month go let it be known make it good if its worth my wild I will up the offer. So go show me love and while your there please rate me .

Long Timehowdy friends and friends i have yet to meet.its been a good while since i been able to log on.these last few weeks between school and work full time each,i think ive hadabout 12 seconds to scratch my ass.

Bling Contest~ BLING CONTEST ~
NO FAKE ACCOUNTS ALOUD
I am hosting a Bling contest
1st - 70 credit bling pack
2nd - 25 credit bling pack
3rd - 12 credit bling pack
( minimum of 20k comments for 1st prize)
and for the most rates over 200 will get a
12 credit bling pack
Contest will start August 13th at noon Fu Time and end on September 3rd at noon Fu Time.
Bombing family's are welcome and self bombing is encouraged.
Send me (DJ OLDS) a private message to enter. I will take entries up till the start of contest. If there is any whineing u will be removed from contest and that includes DRAMA.
Brought to you by ....
~DJ OLDS~Owned by Sparkeling deb~Shadow Leveler ~Owner of THE UNHOLY GRAIL@ fubar

A MirageI thought love was just a mirage of the mind, it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find. But the day I met you, I began to see, that love is real, and exists in me.

Help Me Get My 1st Happy Hour>
I am so close to getting my Happy Hour I could use a little help.. I have 42,7xx and need to get 50,xxx please come bomb with me...Yesterday we were able to do 12k and today isn't looking so good...I can use all the help I can get...XOXO to everyone who has busted a$$ so far....

Y Do They Liewhy do some ppl have to lie to others...
why cant they just come out and say stuff
why do they try to lie to get out of things that they know they are caught with

Help Me Level My Man >>>Jimutawbag@ fubar
My awesome guy..rate the heck outta him..he does so much for me he deserves the very best !!

Hates Being..................have you ever felt like your being played for a fool...
have you ever felt like you will never be the 1st in someones life...
i hate being made to feel that way
yet i get it all the time...
so why do i let it happen
cause for some reason I STILL LOVE HIM!!!!!!... even if he :loves: a CHEATER!!!! PLAYER!!!! of a person ...

Anger Insidemore times than not all i can feel is the anger inside. built up through the years from different things. letting go would be the best thing, but when things keep coming up to add to it, it's hard to catch up and let go of the older. just when you start to believe one thing, something comes along to show what a fool you're being. you come to realize you're way of thinking was stupid and foolish. trust--- not something easily given or kept after being proven otherwise. don't want to continue being the joke. ignorance is not bliss. lies do not help build a relationship of any kind. it just tells the other person how little you think of them.

Rawr!!!Yesterday was the day I really can say I wanted to kill someone.
I was minding my own business walking to class, head down, looking at my feet making walking motions. This guy named Joe was standing outside with his girlfriend. Then he goes "what no hello...WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!". I was so pissed. I dont understand why he had to be a d***. I was minding my own buisness and he had to act macho infront of his girl and say crap to me. That really isnt macho at all starting with me. I am not afraid of anyone. He pulls that shit with me again..I will knock him out. I never say hi to him before nor anyone in my class, why should I then? Wait till Wednesday after class..I wil get in his face and threaten the bastard. No one starts with me. I was minding my own fucking business. He is a coky dick he acts like the whole damn class adores him. All he does it talk the whole time and all you can hear is his obnxious fat fucking mouth. I am not going to college for friends. fuck everyone, they are

Subject? Idea? Help?Some of you may have noticed in my blogs i am working on a book. With a new MuMM i just did, i asked if beyond my poetry if i should include more things. The overall responce was add it all. So What i would like is some help from those who read my blogs. I would also like to ask you to pass this blog on and ask them to respond to it as well.
What i need is some ideas for Subject matter, or just ideas of things to write about. I may not use your ideas directly but they may help me to spawn new ideas to write on.
So please comment and give me some kind of idea of what to write about, or make some kinda statement that might breed a thought for me. Recently i wrote a blog based off a MuMM and it spawned a idea that i ran with. I love my poetry and i have at this time my greatest inspiration from one person ever.
However writing outside poetry, about my random thoughts on things, well that is a diffrent story, it takes outside influences for me to write about that kind of subject.

Still Feeling BlahSo I have been at a point in my life where DRAMA and people who have drama, I cannot stand to be around. I also find myself getting rather annoyed with people who constantly go on about either themselves or their significant other. I mean hey its great if you have someone you think is completely wonderful and great, but come on people do you ever stop and think that JUST MAYBE we don't want to hear about how wonderful they are every 5 seconds.
I have one friend who is completely obsessed with her ex. They are still friends in a sick kind of way and I would get so tired of every other word out of her mouth was her ex's name that I would just hang up on her without warning.
Maybe I am being too harsh. Who knows! I do know that I am tired of drama, bullsh*t and conceited people and people who talk about their ex or significant other 24 hours a day.
Don't get me wrong I have all the values and morals in the world. I also have respect for everyone, there just comes a point in eve

Why ...Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ?
Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?
Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'?
Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word?
Why is it that doctors call what they do 'practice'?
Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons?
Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?
Why is the time of day with the slow est traffic called rush hour?
Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?
Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes?
Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?
You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whol e plane out of that stuff?!
Why don't sheep shrink when it rains?
Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?
If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress?
If flying is so safe,
why do they call

Only In AmericaOnly in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the wa y to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.
Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.
< /SPAN>Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.
Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the
driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.
Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.
Only in America ... ...do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.

Some PeopleI guess it is common practice not to read people's pages because if people took 5 mins to read mine they would see I am in a state of shock/mourning, and would not be so dam obnoxious with me.
Do you honestly think I care if you rated and fanned me right now? DO you honestly think I care if you find me sexy as hell right now and want to chat on yahoo?
DO you think it is funny to down rate me because I didn't just run right to your page and rate you after you came to mine?
I am not on here 24/7 I have a family to deal with.
To my friends and even strangers that have left me love and heartfelt words over the last week I thank you from the bottom of my heart. To those close to me that let me cry or text on their shoulder I thank you. And to those of you I thought were close to me and just didn't give a sh*t to send me words of support when I needed it most ....yeah you can kiss my a$$ because i don't need you!

Grrr...It's taking me some time to get used to running out of picture rates less than one hour after being online.I know as my level increases it won't be a problem.It's just the patience it takes in getting there.I am sure I will be out of stash rates in 2 seconds too.All my friends that I haven't loved on yet I will get to you.Right now I am in a traffic jam of rating.Have a great day!
Cross your fingers my power stays on since we were supposed to have an outage from 9 to 5.It went off for a while and came back on.Maybe it will stay that way

6 Days To GoLess than a week to go and i will be seeing the one person that will make me whole again. I miss her so much and i cant wait to see her walk off that plane. There is a change of plans though and it is a wonderful thing. Hannah has decided to come here to Arizona instead of myself moving to Ohio... It is a wonderful feeling to know that not only would I be willing to move to Ohio for her but that she is willing to move here for me as well. I love you my Hannah.... We will be together soon.

Im In An Auctionok, so i did it
Purplesky got me in an auction
so someone bid on me
so she dont have to
heres the link
go bid now
Santa will put you on his nice list for it
even tho i prefer to be naughty

Really Long ArticleThe American Penis: In Circumcision We Trust
by Paul A.
In the mid 20th century the vast majority of males in the English speaking world were circumcised shortly after birth. By the end of the century the percentage (excepting the U.S.) hovered in the single digits. In New Zealand and Britain the neo-natal circumcision rate is below one percent. It is a stunning reversal, a medical about-face in the same league as Thalidomide. But it didn't happen overnight. It happened in different times and places for different reasons.
In Britain, the procedure was de-listed by the National Health Service (NHS), following the publication of Douglas Gairdner's article, The Fate of the Foreskin, which was perhaps the first substantive criticism of prophylactic circumcision. The rate of circumcision dropped sharply after the NHS stopped subsidizing it, suggesting that while parents might have been comfortable with hacking a chunk from their baby's penis, they weren't actually prepared to pay

Part Of An Article Written About Circumcision...the baby let out a piercing scream - his reaction to having his foreskin pinched and crushed as the doctor attached a clamp to his tiny penis. The infant's shriek intensified when the doctor inserted an instrument between the foreskin and the head of the penis, tearing them apart. Then the baby started shaking his head back and forth - the only part of his body he could move - when the doctor used another clamp to (lengthwise) crush the foreskin, which he then cut. This made the foreskin opening large enough to insert a circumcision instrument designed to prevent the head of the penis from being severed during the surgery. During the last stage of the operation, the doctor crushed the foreskin against the circumcision instrument, and then, finally, amputated it. By that time, the baby was limp, exhausted, spent. To see part of a baby's penis being cut off - without anesthesia - was shocking. Even more shocking was the doctor's comment, barely audible under the piercing screams of th

The Hormone Guide.........Women will understand this!
Men should memorize it!
Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other!
DANGEROUS:
SAFER:
SAFEST:
ULTRA SAFE:
What's for dinner?
Can I help you with dinner?
Where would you like to go for dinner?
Here, have some wine.
Are you wearing that?
Wow, you sure look good in brown!
WOW! Look at you!
Here, have some wine
What are you so worked up about?
Could we be overreacting?
Here's $1,000 dollars, go shopping
Here, have some wine.
Should you be eating that?
You know, there are a lot of apples left.
Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that?
Here, have some wine.
What did you DO all day?
I hope you didn't over-do it today.
I've always loved you in that robe!
Here, have some wine .
In ca

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SET YOU ON FIRE, WHEN YOU THOUGHT IT WAS SAFE THEY HAVE COME TO TERRIFY N WRECK THE AIRWAVES
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Male CircumcisionOk, so I actually have seen how they do it... and for the record, i don't care... I'm not doing that shit to my son! fuck that crazy bullshit... only people who do it AROUND THE WORLD are jews and muslim... which thank god, i'm neither. And i've read both pros and cons to it, and there is no scientific evidence either way of it being good or bad... it's a bunch of opinions... so fuck that shit... not happening... I know a lot of guys who have it done.. it's more of an appearance thing in the US... only 30% of the men in the WORLD have it done... Jews, Muslims, and some psycho idiots in the US... so, for the record, my son is NOT having that horrific shit done to him.

MsnFor anyone who cares...
I just downloaded msn, so if you want to send me obscene or abusive messeges, by all means do. My address is disassociation@live.co.uk
Don't tell everyone they'll all want a piece :P

Awesome Tunez Inc BullyOMG OMG ITS DJ HEFTY!!!!! WONDER WHAT TRICK HE IS GONNA PULL OF TODAY??? THEY DON'T CALL HIM THE INFAMOUS 4 NOTHING!!!!! PLAYING ANY N EVERYTHING THE OTHERS WONT PLAY AND KEEP YOU SALIVATING FOR MORE!!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO FIND OUT

Birthdayhappy birthday my baby you are now nine years old and hopefully you can come home to me as soon as i can get back onto my feet.

Salute Me.... Or You?I would love for someone to create a salute for me. I am open to what the "price" shall be... obvisiously the better the salute the better the price. Let me know what you think. If you want a salute back, I can do that!

HiatusSome things are better taken with modesty. Why? Because it saves you from getting fed up with it, out growing it, and when you come back to it you're reminded more clearly of the joys you've had with it... a prime example of this is Fubar... I've been spending less and less time here (ok so in reality this is the first time I've actually logged in to my account in weeks now). It's not healthy to spend all of your time here, there is too much drama, too many fakers and way to many liars... So Dr. Phil's lesson of the day... LOG OFF AND GO HAVE COFFEE WITH A REAL LIVE PERSON OR FRIEND!
(Moral: This place is a cest pool that is sucking you dry and draining your brains of valuable resources, of you can't bare to spare.)

Just Wondering Why...I'm just wondering why it is that when a married woman sneaks around with other men and hangs out at bars and parties without her husband...why is it she is surprised when he finds out and leaves her? I contemplate this on a regular basis and just can't figure it out.
I hope no one was expecting anything profound...lol!

Castro Steps Down As Cuban LeaderCastro steps down as Cuban leader
Cuba's ailing leader Fidel Castro has announced he will not accept another term as president, ending the communist revolutionary's 49 years in power.
The 81-year-old handed over power temporarily to his brother Raul in July 2006 when he underwent surgery and has not been seen in public since then.
Cuba's new parliament will meet on Sunday to elect a new president.
Washington has called for Cuba to hold free elections, and said its decades-long embargo would remain.
This should be a period of democratic transition for the people of Cuba
US President George W Bush
Reaction in quotes
Cold War to thaw?
Send us your reaction
President George W Bush said the US was ready to help the "people of Cuba realise the blessings of liberty".
A senior US state department official, John Negroponte, added that the 1962 embargo would probably not be lifted "any time soon".
The European Union said it hoped to relaunch ties with C

WelfareHere, read this: "By the mid-1930's, thanks to the New Deal, all that self-reliance had changed, prompting Mencken to declare: 'There is no genuine justice in any scheme of feeding and coddling the loafer whose only ponderable energies are devoted wholly to reproduction. Nine-tenths of the rights he bellows for are really privileges and he does nothing to deserve them.' Despite the billions spent on an individual, 'he can be lifted transiently but always slips back again.' Thus, the New Deal had been 'the most stupendous digenetic enterprise ever undertaken by man.... We not only acquired a vast population of morons, we have inculcated all morons, old or young, with the doctrine that the decent and industrious people of the country are bound to support them for all time. The effects of that doctrine are bound to be disastrous soon or late.'
This is from a Biography of H.L. Mencken. Now look at the current elections. Both parties, all candidates always telling you what they will

Drunk1 Pimp OutHey everyone get your asses over to this guys page and rate him like mad crazy.
He is one of the sweetest guys on Fubar and "REAL" he isn't a fake I just wanna be your friends to level type person.
Come on Ladies he is gorgeous so go show him some love and you guys yeah it's ok to add guys to your friends list he is really cool.
Drunk has been on Fubar for almost 2 years now and still trying to reach Godfather status so everyone who reads this go help him out.
Drunk1.:Fu-Owner of Hope & Purest Of Angels:.:Fu-Owned By Ms Mojito:.@ fubar
Drunk1 your ass was just put on the corner by Ice
Love ya babe

More PoetryThere is room for only one
In this heart of mine
Her beauty leaves me stunned
Making my words hard to find
Her sweet smile brings me joy
Beyond the mere thoughts of man
No deceptions in her ploy
This I now understand
I have found pure peace
To calm my weary soul
My fears have seen defeat
Her gentle spirit has made me whole
My empty heart is filled
With a joy that cant be undone
You may try to break my will
But in this heart there is room for only one

Dexter?Did anybody catch this show on Sunday? I love it, he's a freaking weirdo. lol.I have a new show now! yay me!

Who Wants 2 Own An Amazing ManWHO WANTS TO OWN A FAMILY FOUNDER? WELL HERE IS YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ONE. IM BEING SOLD TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER. SO COME ONE... COME ALL AND BID ON ME.
ENDS ON MARCH 3RD. LET THE BIDDING WARS BEGIN. STAY CLEAN AND HAVE FUN.
Just click on the pic below

To My Kitty CatThere are so many things we never said
so many feelings unshared.
And now your gone
i can picture you up there
with beautiful flowing long hair
Never another day of sadness
Never a day that goes by of pain
Now you are with fox
and our friends and family lost to us down here.
I hope every day you hear our thoughts
I hope every day you feel how much we love you.
I hope you know this isnt goodbye
I hope you know we'll see each other again.
I hope you know that you will never be forgotten.
You will live on in our hearts and souls.
So until that day comes that we can all be together again
sleep sweetly kitty cat, Lay your head on that pillow and rest.
Let no nightmares reach you where you are. Let there only be
the best of dreams that come true. Remember that we love you.
And most of all Kitty cat, Please remember that your wolfie loves you
always and forever. until we see each other again, sweet dreams Kitty cat, we love you.

Open Your F*ucking Eyes PeopleAnd while I'm in a rare mood today, I figured why not get some more off my chest. Another thing that royally pisses me off is people that can reach a certain level after being on here for like a week. Ummmm last I knew it took some time to become certain levels. Oh I know what it is, they come on here and flash everything to anybody, and any moron with a credit card will kiss their asses, with hopes of someday being able to get in their panties or what have you. MORONS I tell you, how shameless is that? But I see people on here, some of which I have gotten to know a great deal, get shit on because they chose to bust their asses to get where they are, never once have I seen them beg for anything from anyone. They have so called friends that don't pay a fucking bit of attention to anything they do unless they are (and forgive me for being repititive) showing their goodies to the world. Bullshit, it shouldn't matter what they show or not, friends don't treat you like shit and then

HeroesTurn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

Bullshit!!!Yanno...after paroosing the top members again today, I realized something, it must be a pre-requisite for all of them to show tities, ass, and whatever else so people will come look at them, wow, how lame is that? Top members based on how many friends they have, how many fans and what not. Hell I think it should be based on overall SLUTTINESS. Cause thats what some of them come off as. I wonder who I gotta blow around here to become a top member? Maybe I should ask some of em. Think this blog will piss people off? I do, and yanno what...I could careless anymore, peoples opinions of me aint worth the toilet I piss in. Only people that matter to me are my true friends, not ones I gotta buy, or flash my goodies to, TRUE friends.
Your not welcome, and please DONT drive through,
FTW
Travis

Having Very Nice TimeA black guy, a woman, a minister, a duck & a Mormon walk into a bar. The duck orders a Bloody Mary. He drinks a sip. The woman stands on her head. He drinks another sip. The Mormon juggles. He drinks a third sip. The minister dances. He drinks a fourth sip. The black guy says: "Hey you white folks will do anything to humor a drunken duck, won't you?"

Need FriendsHello everyone, I am fairly new to this site, don't know a great deal about ut yet! Have been away for awhile! I would love to make some awesome friends, so if you are interested, show me some love!! HUGGSSS to all!!!!

On Hiatus............well, SortaWats good yall, dis iz Benzi. if u dunno me by now, ur jus lost on this site. Especially if u go on Afterhours. I got good news and bad news. Good news is that i signed a payin contract to 3DAccessRadio, were i have my own mixshows and even get to travel. With droppin mixtapes, thats me steppin on another level. But the bad news is that my stay on Afterhours or any lounge in that matter will have 2 be on hiatus. With what im doin, the time i have for broadcastin or even on here is very limited. wit dat i apologize but i gotta do wha i gotta do
Ben, Mystik n all are still my homies so watever nu Benzi Musiq i got,they get. so my shit will still b in rotation.Be on Afterhours 2 listen to any nu shit comin from me. (or centerfolds cuz i send shit 2 Ryot) i owe some of my success to u fans, listeners n my homies here. good deal of my success wouldnt b possible w/o yall.
so yea. Catch me on 3DAccess or my myspace
myspace.com/rkyve
(ill still b on fubar n in lounges. jus dat

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Just follow the instructions regarding the contest and private message Heartistic Soul to order Shamrocks for me! You will need my Fu name and Id!
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Thank You All So Very Much!
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Calling All Leveling CrewsHelp her get to Rockstar. She has 30,000 to go yet.
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Meihem In Ce Klasrum (mayhem In The Classroom) By Dolton EdwardsMeihem In Ce Klasrumby Dolton EdwardsFirst published: 1946
Because we are still bearing some of the scars of our brief skirmish with II-B English, it is natural that we should be enchanted by Mr. George Bernard Shaw's current campaign for a simplified alphabet.
Obviously, as Mr. Shaw points out, English spelling is in much need of a general overhauling and streamlining. However, our own resistance to any changes requiring a large expenditure of mental effort in the near future would cause us to view with some apprehension the possibility of some day receiving a morning paper printed in -- to us -- Greek.
Our own plan would achieve the same end as the legislation proposed by Mr. Shaw, but in a less shocking manner, as it consists merely of an acceleration of the normal processes by which the language is continually modernized.
As a catalytic agent, we would suggest that a National Easy Language Week be proclaimed, which the President would inaugurate, outlining some short cu

IslamAlright so this is funny. There is a cartoonist that makes a Muhammad cartoon which a Danish newspaper carries. Now this is bad for Muslims for a couple of reasons. First it is a picture of their prophet and this is a no-no. Second it has him in funny situations, one of which is him wearing a turban that is a bomb.
Why do I think this is funny? Well the Danish newspaper and the artist are getting threats like mad for it. Seems they have upset some people. But let me ask you this. If the hard line fundamentalist Muslims are upset by this then why do they do what they do? You see, in Islamic laws and traditions, including the Sharia, their Holy Law, It is a sin to do a lot of the things that fundamentalists do.
What are these things, you might ask. Well for starters committing suicide is a very bad sin. Funny enough there are distinctions in Islamic law between putting one self in harms way for God, and actually committing suicide for him, seems the later is a s

Am I The Sexiest...go And Bomb Me Then!!!!!!!!1DO YOU THINK I'M THE SEXIEST MEMBER AT DIMENSION=X? COME LET ME AND EVERYONE ELSE KNOW.
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A Former Marines PerspectiveWell many times on this very site ive had people ask me why is it that I and many others have joined the military and it got me to thinking. well ill try to explain it from my point of view.
Im a people person plain and simple I love humanity and offten times i see thing and think those things just plain suck. well as a bit of a history buff I also know as a whole we as human have offten times have done some very stupid things to one another becuase some people are just plain selfish and could care less about their fellow man.
Well heres how all that ties into the military. way i look at it if we as people just sit on our collective asses the world is doomed to keep on repateing the same mistake. and i myself would be very saddend to see that happen so that being said im willing to go to any lengths to change the world not just for me but for everyone even those that hate me becuase isnt life all about making this world a better place for those that come after us.
Matt

Please Help Me Make GodfatherOk this is nothing fancy! But i need 730,000 to hit godfather pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee help me get there!!!
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I Am SorryI posted something I shouldn't have and said some things that were taken wrong because people don't know me. I won't repeat what I said but I will say this...I am disabiled. I have both emotional and physical problems. sometimes I do things and I don't think first how someone else might see it not knowing my situation. I say things that sometimes hurt people I love because they don't understand either. SO to all those I have hurt with my actions words and deeds I am sorry from the bottom of my heart I am sorry.

Im In A AuctionHey evevryone Princess is up for auction press the link and Bid.... This is what you will get....If the bid goes hi enough Ill toss somemore stuff in..
1) Add to family for the month
2) A personal salute photo to the winning bidder
3) Pimpout in in my profile
4) Pics rated during Happy Hour
5) One Fubar gift a day
6) 2 comments & Drinks a day for 2 weeks
7) add to my yahoo
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What Mixed Drink Are You?You Are a Margarita
You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party!
You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down.href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatmixeddrinkareyouquiz/">What Mixed Drink Are You?

If I KnewIf I Knew
If I knew how to write a song
I’d write one everyday
It would say that I’m in love with you
And why I feel this way
It would have to say you’re pretty
And as rare as a desert rose
It would say you’re a looker
From your head down to your toes
You are funny, dainty, fragile
And as feminine as can be
You’re smart charming lovely
And everything to me
You’re my comfort when I’m lonely
You’re my peace when I need rest
Of all the women I’ve known
I must rate you the best.
You’re the orchard in the jungle,
you’re the better half of me
You’re all of this and so much more,
you mean the world to me
Still so much is left unsaid,
It would take me far to long
I know how much I love you,
If only I could write a song.

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3. Absolutely no drama will be tolorated.
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( This pimp out will run through St. Patricks Day 2008 )
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One Sad Day- Myfriendi remember when
we sat and talked
drove all night
drank and thought
about what was good
and what was new
the notes alive
kept them true
it was one sad day
you left this earth
it was one sad day
for me
you gave me strength
when i was weak
you kept me high
when things were bleak
you were my friend
the notes were one
I miss the music
and the fun
it was one sad day
why did you go
it was one sad day
they'll never know
I could have been
there with you
i could be dead
or i could have saved you
but in this life
you never know
when one sad day
will take its toll
i'll see you again
in the notes
theyre in my head
theyll never go

Laydee'z Dnt B Fooled ...for All You Cheaterzzz!!!!1. BE HONEST (and blunt) FROM THE DOOR. Let her know if you have a
girl,
if you have 2 girls, if you have a baby's mama, if you just want sex,
if
you are looking for a wife, etc....don't build up false hopes i.e. lead
her on. Let her know what the deal is, if she's not looking for that
right now, she'll keep it moving. Don't be an Oscar Winner like Denzel
for 3 months and get mad when she finds out all your dirt later....they
will find out! Time always reveals the truth. And when the truth comes
out then you got drama and who wants that?
2. TRY SOMETHING DIFFERENT, INSTEAD OF ASKING FOR HER NUMBER, ASK HER
FOR HER EMAIL ADDRESS ...That way, you can learn about her, dialogue
with her, while building up the anticipation for the first phone call
and/ or meeting in person. If your written skills are tight, she'll be
anxiously waiting to talk to you and dead the email shyt real quick. Or
if she starts talking crazy, can't spell, or if half the yard, the
block, or the

Pitchers Of The Refinery After It Blew Up In Big Spring TexasBIG SPRING - A massive explosion rocked the Alon refinery in Big Spring Monday morning. Residents reported feeling a large blast just after 8:00 a.m. Monday morning.
Plant officials reported a total of four injuries. One person has been taken to a Lubbock hospital with burns on his legs. All other employees were evacuated from the plant. Also, a woman passing by the plant in her vehicle was struck by flying debris, however she was treated and released.
Alon officials tell NewsWest 9 that the fire is under control, and is no longer a threat to the city of Big Spring.
All schools in the Big Spring I.S.D. have been closed. Classes have been cancelled for Monday. Howard College also cancelled classes for the day.
The refinery employs about 170 people and produces some 70,000 barrels a day. The number of injuries may have been reduced, because Monday is President's Day, and some workers were not on the job at the time of the explosion.
NewsWest 9 has learned that the f

LifeGood Morning all....
Well, last night at work was one of the toughest that a nurse has to face. We had a patient whose health was declining for about 5 days. She lived a good life though, she was 100 years old. It was a very difficult night to say the least. It was my first work realted death. No one ever prepares or teaches you how to deal with this when you are training to be a nurse. No one tells you how best to deal with the patient or the family or your peers for that matter. The lonliness I felt for this woman was almost overwhelming. I notified family, but suprisingly no one wanted to come and be with her in her final moments. So, who does that leave....ME. I stayed with this woman all night and made her as comfortable as possible. Really, how comfortable can you make one who is facing death? Better yet, how comfortable can you be when faced with taking care and providing comfort to the dying? Lets just say that I made it through. The crying came as i watched h

My Lovei want to let you in on a secret im not who you think i am in fact my disguise is so thin im surprised you havent seen right through me im the guy of your dreams masquerading as your friend sometimes i want to rip off this facade like i did when we were together but i cant because you'll run away again so i decided that its better to live with the lie than to expose my true feelings my parents told me there are two types of men the ones you grow out of and the ones you grow into i really hope im the latter i may not be the one you love to day but i will let you go for now hoping that one day you'll fly back to me because i think your worth the wait

Please Bomb Me :) Going For 5 Million Fu BucksYou will have exactly the time specified from the day your pic is loaded to complete the contest.
As your friends need to add me (and rate and fan would be nice too!) before they can bomb you, I encourage you to share my bulletin or you may copy and re-post it as a new bulletin or blog so everyone you want to help you fully understands the rules.
Comments count as ONE rate. Any evidence of blasters or other forms of “cheating” will result in automatic disqualification. No exceptions.
Please private message me with any questions or concerns. And remember to PM me when you are finished so I can send you the Bucks!
Good luck and have fun!
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I need 45,000 comments in 6 weeks
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Blind DateAfter being with his blind date all evening, the man couldn't take another minute with her. Earlier, he had secretly arranged to have a friend call him to the phone so he would have an excuse to leave if something like this happened.
When he returned to the table, he lowered his eyes, put on a grim expression and said, "I have some bad news. My grandfather just died."
"Thank goodness," his date replied. "If yours hadn't, mine would have had to!"

Bomb ContestsI need 45,000 comments in 6 weeks, How I got into this, I don't know but I need some big time help, I have no clue as to how to get a bulletin or to spread the word, if possible can you please pass the word around!
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This Is Not MeTake the What Mixed Drink Are You Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

Why?!?Why is it that I can't have one day go by without having to clean up some catastrophic mess? Most days it's even more than one mess. My lovely 3 yr. old son is so into torturing me by seeing what he can get into and make a mess with.
My girls NEVER did or pulled the kind of stuff that he does. Is it just boys or is he REALLY out to get me? lol.
I'm going insane.....CALGON OR SOMEONE...TAKE ME AWAY....HA!

021908 Fluffy Starr BlogGuillermo Del Toro, I love you.
Current mood: awake
Because you are unstoppable. And I will name my first puppy after you. Can you feel the love?
[Explanation]
So I'm chopping and cutting, and dicing and slicing, and even julienning, for a salad today. And I have a knife in one hand, and a yellow pepper in the other. And The Megatron (my giant TV's name) beckons me. I near... I look up... And like a ray of sunshine over my face, there is Guillermo Del Toro's next film trailer. "Hellboy ll: The Golden Army." OH. MY. GOD. Wicked special effects. And these tall elf-like beings who are totally kicking ass.
RAWRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you know who this amazing dude is? Besides having a totally rad name, he directed the first Hellboy. And is rumored to have been courted for "Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince" (which I would have died and gone to heaven over) which he turned down. Also turned down "I am Legend" and "Halo." Because he w

Poem~Norman~
I hear my mother
Her voice familiar but faint
She tells me I am her's
And I will be there for her always
Yet I feel alone
Her words have become so distant
Its as if they aren't coming from her at all
But instead from an empty, demanding shell
I've come to dispize attending to her needs
She takes and takes and takes
But what does she give me in return
Love?
I don't know
I would like to think so
But how can I know
When throughout my life she's told me I'm nothing
And will never amount to anything
Other than her little boy
But mother
I am not a little boy anymore
I am a grown man
And wish
No
Demand
To be treated as such
I want to leave you
And return only to visit your grave and smile
Knowing I was able to
Knowing I was free
~
What have I done
I've hurt the only one who ever loved me
Cared for me
My only friend
My reason for living
My mother
She was right
I am nothing

Phat Phat And All DatYeah, I'm BBW. Kind of bothers me to b dat way, but u know wat......I'm beautiful inside and out and I don't give a shit wat anybody say. There are men out there who would luv 2 have me.

Blah Blah Blah"MOSCOW (AFP) - The Russian prima ballerina Natalia Bessmertnova, a leading star of the Bolshoi Theatre for three decades, has died aged 66 after a long illness, the company said on Tuesday."
I found this extremely ironic, since her last name means "immortal"...

Come Visit Us At Dazed & ConfusedCOME BY CHECK OUT THE BEST DAMN FAMILY ON FUBAR, ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA, ALL FUN ALL THE TIME.. SO COME BY CHECK OUT DAZED AND CONFUSED .. CLICK ANY PICTURE TO DO SO. WE ARE ALSO HIRING DJS CHECK WITH THE OWNER OR CO OWNERS OR JUST COME BY THE LOUNGE AND ASK!!
(repost of original by 'DESS' on '2008-02-19 07:37:30')
(repost of original by 'DJ IRISH BUTTERFLY- Freak Show of Dazed & Confused & Mike's Bratt..Woot!!!' on '2008-02-19 07:40:07')
(repost of original by 'DESS' on '2008-02-19 07:44:24')

Help Help! Only 10 Comments!COME HELP ME WITH MY NEXT VIP!
I am in a giveaway for my next V.I.P. I need 15,000 comments/rates. If EVERY ONE of my friends would just go and leave 10 comments , we could wipe this out. THAT'S ALL. JUST TEN! Anybody that bombs and spends extra time will be made a personal salute. (and sorry for the silly pic, hosts choice. HAHAHAHA)
Please & thank you!

I'm Going To Disneyland!!!!Who *hasn't* always wanted to say that?!?!?!
Well, there's a conference coming up in March at the Disneyland Hotel. I have such an awesome job that I'm being sent :) I have 2 days of seminars, a day off, and then a day of expo... and come back in the middle of friday. Plus I get to spend a week not being in the office ;)
Looking forward to seeing more of that nice warm Cali sunshine after the bleak winter here in MI...

SlaveryWe are all Sons. Sons of Slaves, Sons of Slave Holders, and Sons of People who looked the other way. We are the Sons of the South. We have come a long way down a very long road. We have a long way to go.
Slavery was evil. Robert E. Lee once said, “There are few, I believe, in this enlightened age, who will not acknowledge that slavery as an institution is a moral and political evil”. In Abraham Lincoln’s second inaugural address he attributed the incalculable suffering experienced by our Nation during the Civil War as God’s punishment on a Nation that had tolerated slavery.
The purpose of this site is to provide you with original source material on the topic of slavery. We do not attempt to edit, distill, or interpret; we simply present the historical resources, for you to read and reflect upon. Are you the descendant of a Slave? Should you feel proud, angry, or ashamed? Are you the descendant of a Slave Holder?
Should you feel proud, angry or ashamed? Are you the descendant

Feeling Blah!I woke up feeling pretty good this morning. Logged on to Fubar and now I feel blah. So much emotion and feeling going through me that it has left me with a sense of being confused.
Anywho~ I need to shake it off whatever it is , cause in the END~ the only thing that matters is My Son.
You learn as you are growing up that some people wont be true~then you get older and learn that somethings just never change.
Words to live by:
~DON'T MAKE SOMEONE YOUR PRIORITY WHEN THAT PERSON ONLY HAS YOU AS THEIR OPTION~

Help Johnny D Level Pleasejohnny only needs 46 k to disciple... PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HELP HIM IN ANY WAY U CAN.. HE IS A GREAT PERSON !!!
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LET ME KNOW IF U CAN OR CANT HELP ... THANK U ALL..
CASEY

Tag Your It!Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you...
10. Never been off of the East Coast
9. Drink Mt Dew all the time
8. Getting Divorced
7. Have 2 kids
6. Favorite colors : blue, gray, black
5. Listen to Rap, and Country music
4. I am Italian, German, Scotch Irish, Cherekee Indian
3. Have traced family tree back to King Robert de Bruce
2. Love being outside
1. Love my friends and family

Hemorrhage (in My Hands)Memories are just where you laid them
Dragging the waters til the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was it something you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said when I said,
[Chorus:]
Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
And leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding
Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you've left to go?
She cries her life is like
Some movie in black and white
Dead actors faking lines, over and over and over again she cries
[Chorus]
And I watched as you turned away
You don't remember, but I do
You never even tried
Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again, oh

Illegal AliensThis is what We the People have been trying to get across to WHOM IT MAY CONCERN!
This is worth reading:
Tina Griego, journalist for the Denver Rocky Mountain News wrote a column titled, 'Mexican visitor's lament' -- 10/25/07.
She interviewed Mexican journalist Evangelina Hernandez while visiting Denver last week. Hernandez said,
"They (illegal aliens) pay rent, buy groceries, buy clothes...what happens to your country's economy if 20 million people go away ?"
That's a good question - it deserves an answer. Over 80 percent of Americans demand secured borders and illegal migration stopped. But what would happen if all 20 million or more vacated America? The answers may surprise you!
*In California, if 3.5 million illegal aliens moved back to Mexico, it would leave an extra $10.2 billion to spend on overloaded school systems, bankrupted hospitals and overrun prisons. It would leave highways cleaner, safer and less congested. Everyone could understand one another, as E

RealityLive vicariously through
Someone else
Drown yourself in their world
Pushing your existence down
Embrace the fantasy life
Escaping
Surrendering to it
Reality is futile
Wrap yourself in every scene
Blocking out
The truth behind the mask
Watching as it falls apart
Trap yourself for a season
Covering
The bitterness inside
Losing yourself when it ends
The remote control of life
Breaking you
As you channel through time
Searching for the lasting peace
Step out of the fantasy
Release the truth you hide
And relish the life you have

PeckerheadTat-tat-tat
Tat-tat-tat-tat
I am standing outside. My hair is loose around me. I have not tied it back as of yet.
A rainbow coffee cup is cradled in my left hand.
Between my fingers I hold a cigarette.
The morning holds only a small chill, and I watch the sky pinken and turn brilliant blue.
It is spring in California. The buds on the Ash tree that I planted 5 years ago stretch and curl outwards.
I smile at them. Ever so proud that my tree is thriving.
I imagine it is due to my fingers that brush the bark every morning.
Rat-a-tat
Rat-a-tata
A woodpecker.
I look up to the top of the phone pole that sits in my yard. Trumpet vines hug it. Orange flowers. I planted those as well.
I watch the small bird hop about.
He drills his beak into various spots and as he does his body quivers and shakes.
He hops lower and tries again.
Every so often his head peeks left and right. down then up.
He looks as if he is on crack, and I wonder if he found a sack some

The Spirits' CryThe spirits' cry is a forsaken sound,
Recalling the ail of a broken life.
Suffering are souls from the burdens' strife,
When emotions hide behind flesh confound.
Woe greets the courage that's forever bound,
Speculating a time when strength was rife.
Once a spirit of light, now shadows' knife;
Cuts the silence inside that is profound.
But a wailing soul can retreat and heal,
When mans' humbled pride understands its grief.
Slumbering lives shall overcloud in brief,
The true vision drowned in a hearts' appeal.
Flightless spirits rest on wings of relief,
While freedom lies in the cries we reveal

IdiotsWhen you call Tech Support, it helps if you have the PC turned on because it's kinda hard for me to help you without it being on!!

I'll Be Alright Without YouYour burning gaze,
Sent chills up my spine
For a love that's true,
I believed all your lines
Fed me your deception
My heart's torn in two
I can't reach anymore,
When all I do is lose
You ignited a fire,
Passion running deep
Move in and out of my life,
Our vows no longer to keep
Your games of love and lies,
No longer taking the blame
It's time to stand on my own,
It's time to end this game
I'm ready to leave,
Another door's been closed
I'm ready to live,
I can stand tall on my own
Moving on is hard,
I'm used to being two
But I can handle this pain,
I'll be alright without you

I Don't Want To KnowI don't want to know
That his smile brings sunshine
That he shelters from the rain
That his heart is pure gold
I thought our love was strong
I don't want to know
How his glance is tempting
How he's like a gentle breeze
How his eyes are soft and tender
How could I've been so wrong
I don't want to know
If his hair smells like a something sweet
If he's a man like no other
If his touch brings endless pleasure
How could I misconceive
I don't want to know
That his love's an endless fountain
How he's everything I'm not
If you've never felt this fire
Respect me when you leave - I don't need to know

Be Without YouI wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo
Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby
I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to

JobWell i finally got a job start feb 25 woohoo after looking for sooooooo long im so hapy maybe things lookin up now . now i can work on getting place of my own and get car which will help alot so im excited things starting get right

Check Out Our Spotlighter!!!Ok so today's spotlight is the awesome Ozzy! If you don't know this man; stop what you are doing & go meet him now! He's one of the sweetest guys I know on this site & I simply demand you go say hi & show him some love. (Even if you're a guy you can at least go rate his profile! However he does have some of the nicest pics & images on Fubar)
Ozzy@ fubar
I'm off to the gym, I'll catch everyone in a little bit! *MUAH*
~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

VoicesWhisper in my ear
While my name is said out loud
Cry upon my shoulder
While my mood is taken down
Crawl upon the floor
While my heart and soul tremble
Listen to my words
While the voices are in limbo
Breathe into my life
While my tears fall towards the floor
Hold me as I shake
While the knob turns on the door
Leave me all alone
While the voices just get louder
Let my heart break
While my spirit's drenched in shower
Rain upon my life
While I hear nothing you say
Close the door behind you
While the voices make their way
Shatter my existence
While the voice is coming near
Cut me like a knife
While my body stands in fear
I cannot continue
If my life remains this way
For the voice is never ending
And my spirit's gone astray

All Around MeMy hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place
The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
T

I Just Woked Up Survey1. Name and middle name?
LAUREEN....AND IF I GAVE YOU MY MIDDLE NAME..ID HAVE TO CUT YOU.
2. What holiday is your birthday closest to?
UMMM 4TH OF JULY.
3. Favorite flavored pie?
I HAVE NO IDEA. DIDJA KNOW I JUST WOKE UP?
4. Does it bother you when someone says they will call you and they don't?
WELL...YEAH. IT BOTHERS ME WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THEY WILL DO SOMETHING AND THEN THEY DON'T. BUUUUT I HAVE DONE THAT TOO. SO...
5. Are you allergic to anything?
DRAMA AND CHILIBALLS METHINKS.
6. Is there something special you wanted for Christmas?
YES. FOR MY BILLS TO MIRACULAOUSLY GET PAYED.
7. When was the last time you went swimming?
LAST SUMMER SOMETIME. IF SOMEONE ACTUA.L.Y GAVE YOU A DATE I WOULD LAUGH AT THEM LIKE THAT SIMPSON KID. "HAAHAA" AND POINT.
8. Do you like cheesecake?
I WANNA HUMP IT.
9. How many of the U.S. states have you lived in?
JUST THE ONE
10. Have you ever traveled outside of the country?
I HAVENT. IM 75 PERCENT SURE THAT IF I DID I WOUL

All You WantedI wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away
I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someone
to show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the tide comes
I'd take you away
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares
Plea

Contesthey y'all mr pibb is in a contest, tina is doing awesome in her contest please leave some comments on the link below
thanks
Dee

Totally SmittenThat's it. It's official, I'm totally in lust.
Well, not lust, I'll say lub. Because it goes deeper than superficial lust.
Jonathan was joking about the fact that when I'm with him I simply cannot stop smiling, but then I busted him out, cuz he can't stop smiling with me either. I do a lot of stupid MySpace surveys, and yesterday he read one I did. One of the questions was, "Where is your bf/gf?" And I put "He's not my boyfriend... yet". All night we were hangin out when finally he tells me he saw that. Sort of embarassing, but I made sure he felt the same way.
It's like an unrequited high school love, although I don't think he ever noticed me back then.... I feel like I'm 17 again.
Boys and girls, it's official : DJ Daily is rocking my socks off, and I'm rockin' his off 8-P
Best part is - he LOVES my son...

I Have Cancer!Yeah, I said it..............Cancer. I found out yesterday when the doctors office called me that I have cancer. There is good news believe it or not! There is nothing in my blood work yet. So they are not sure how bad it is yet. The caner is cervical. They are not really sure about anything. Only the fact that they want to do a $600 test that I can not afford. I have no insurance, so I can not get the test done to find out how bad the cancer really is. Please pray for me as I go through this. This is not the only thing going on in my life right now, there is a lot of stress on me right now. I love you all and please do not take your health for granted! You never know when it can change!

Satan's Letterby Mark Twain
Now then, you have the facts. You know what the human race enjoys and what it doesn't enjoy. It has invented a heaven out of its own head, all by itself: guess what it is like! In fifteen hundred eternities you couldn't do it. The ablest mind known to you or me in fifty million aeons couldn't do it. Very well, I will tell you about it.
1. First of all, I recall to your attention the extraordinary fact with which I began. To wit, that the human being, like the immortals, naturally places sexual intercourse far and away above all other joys -- yet he has left it out of his heaven! The very thought of it excites him; opportunity sets him wild; in this state he will risk life, reputation, everything -- even his queer heaven itself -- to make good that opportunity and ride it to the overwhelming climax. From youth to middle age all men and all women prize copulation above all other pleasures combined, yet it is actually as I have said: it is not in their heaven; praye

Just VentingExxon made $1300.00/ minute last quarter.
and the great bush administration still gives them subsidies
Afghanistan is going to hell in a handbasket while we continue to to dump billions of dollars in Iraq, and our brave service people are killed, maimed and injured.
while bush wants to listen to everyone's calls in the name of "Nation Security" our borders are more porous than ever.
bush tried to sell our ports to Dubai remember~ great national security
while bush starts more and more crap in the world in the name of freedom~~ OUR FREEDOMS become less and less.
John McCain who once was a straight talker~ has become a bush minion
Obama can not deliver on his promises~~ he means well, but is selling snake oil.
at least if Hillary is elected there may be a chance for some change~ and maybe the middle class will begin to re- appear.
Plus the venom spitters like limbaugh, hannity et. al. will have a jobs spewing at Hillary
oh yeah, the tv and print press

Off To IraqI am going to Iraq in July. I should return in January. I was asked to go by my former boss to go work for him over there in Al Asad. This is a rare thing to be asked to go. Usually it is more like "Hey, you are going in 3 months, get ready." I agreed to go. The pay over there will be good and also I am planning on re-enlisting while I am over there. Hopefully I will pick up Sgt too.

Working On Creating The White StagI need to make it to level 10 soon, so that I can start my lounge. I am going to start a pagan lounge for the coven of the White Stag. Also if you are interested, I would love to hear from you too. I just wont to create a place, were people, can go to be there selves. I am not sure on the music choice yet, because I haven't figured out how to use it yet, but this is going to be a fun experience.
I hope everything works out. Let me know if you would be interested in something like that. I look forward from hearing from everyone on this subject. It is going to be a fun adventure. Thank you for listening to yet another blog.

Sexual IqYou have a Sexual IQ of 144
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Are You Happy NowNow, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin' up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,
Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now? yeah, yeah, yeah.
Do you really have everything you want?
You can't ever give somethin' you ain't got
You can’t run away from yourself
Could you look me in the eye?
and tell me that you're happy now, yeah, y

Tea For DaddyOne day my mother was out and my dad was in charge of me and my brother who is four years older than I am. I was maybe 1 and a half years old and had just recovered from an accident in which my arm had been broken among other injuries.
Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was one of my favourite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the evening news and my brother was playing nearby in the living room when I brought Daddy a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. After several cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home. My Dad made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because it was 'just the cutest thing!!'
My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up, then says, 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place that baby can reach to get water is the toilet??'
And sure enough........!!

The Little ThingsThe little things
It only takes a minute or two for you to make a little progress. And a little progress can put you solidly on the road to a lot more.
It only takes a small effort to give a little kindness. And a little kindness can easily multiply itself again and again until it starts to make a big difference.
It only takes a simple adjustment of your attitude to build a little enthusiasm. And with a little enthusiasm you can attract the support of many others.
Small positive changes are easy to make. In between all the things you're already doing, there are numerous opportunities to fill in the spaces with extra treasures.
And the small positive changes do something much more powerful than making a difference in the world. They make a difference in you.
Get in the habit of making small positive changes, and soon you'll be experiencing big, valuable accomplishments. Let the little things put your spirit in a positive place, and that can change your life in magnificent

Alone For EternityThe shine of the blade shimmers in you eyes
As you sit there yelling at me to stop
But your words fall on deaf ears
As I tell you that you are free form me
No more boundaries holding you back
I want to travel the life of darkness
Where I will be alone for eternity
I see the tears running from your eyes
As the blade slices deep into my veins
I feel you grab my wrist as I fade away
With my last breath I say I love you
But my love be free as my soul is watching
Over my lifeless body as you weep over me
Please don’t mourn for me as this is what
I wanted darkness is my partner now

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Qantas Airlines: Repair DivisionQantas Airlines: Repair Division
In case you need a laugh:
Remember, it takes a college degree to fly a plane but only a high school diploma to fix one.
After every flight, Qantas pilots fill out a form, called a "Gripe Sheet" which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft.
The mechanics correct the problems; document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the Gripe Sheets before the next flight.
Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humour.
Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by Qantas' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers.
By the way, Qantas is the only major airline that has never, ever, had a major accident.
P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement.
S: Almost replaced left inside main tire.
P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough.
S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft.
P: Something loose in cockpit.
S: Something tightene

In A Fit Of RageRIPPING THE SHOWER CURTAIN OFF IN A FIT OF RAGE
A DARKNESS POSSESSED WITH IN ME TO DRAPE THE CURTIAN OVER
THE BATH AS I SHARPEN THE KNIFE ON THE STEEL
AS I HOLD IT ABOVE MY HEAD I SEE U UNRULY FACE IN THE MIRROR
LAUGHING AT ME
U NEVER SEEMED TO CARE
U NEVER BOTHERED TO FIND OUT
WHAT MY PAIN AND SUFFERING WAS ALL ABOUT
NOW IS MY TIME TO SAY GOOD BYE FOR EVER
FOR NOW IS MY TIME NOT YOURS
EVENTUALLY U WILL UNDER STAND
AS WE WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER
AS I WILL FADE AWAY
NO MORE PAIN OF LIFE
NO MORE MESS
NO MORE FUSS
AS I PLUNGE THE KNIFE DEEP INTO MY HEART
NOW WHO'S LAUGHING THE LAST LAUGH

EdEd was in trouble.
He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told
him
"Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes
from 0
to 200 in less than 6 seconds, "AND IT BETTER BE THERE!!"
The next morning Ed got up early and left for work.
When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there
was a
box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put
on
her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the
house.
She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale.
Ed has been missing since Friday.
Please pray for him.

Friends"**Friend derives from a word meaning "free." A friend is someone who allows us the space and freedom to be. The friendship that can cease has never been real.**"

Author Is Unknown ~i Have Loved ~I have loved and been hurt by love
I have seen joy and yet there is pain
I have breathed and yet i am breathless
In your presence
Consumed by your beauty the essence of love
I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes
On a road which never ends
Through the driving rains many tears have fallen
Swept up in the passage of time
My heart will linger in the moonlight
As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight
For on the horizon there is a new day
A story still left untold
For the dreamer dreams of hope
And a lover feels with their heart
So why is it human nature
For us to tear ourselves apart??

1,000th Member Bling Give-away!Wow! What an interesting week last week. It was my 2nd full week of DJing on the Blue Orion Lounge (and ever!) lol.. I am having so much fun learning about the world as a DJ and meeting so many new folks each and every day.
Blue Orion Lounge did something different on Sunday and did a give-away contest during DJ Mantis' show. Wow! We packed them in and rocked the Lounge charts. Who would have thought!!! We were ecstatic about the results....and we are still growing fast and strong.
I am only airing twice this week --
THURS 5-8p CST and
FRI 2-5p CST
as I have a mandatory workshop that I must attend on Saturday. I am going to miss not doing it on Saturday because I oh so love the audience that arrives on Saturday; we had such a blast last Saturday with all the special requests that were coming in as well.
I would sooooo love to see that we rock the charts during my show as well. Come one, come all.
We play 80's to current music. I am playing a little bit of

Voice Mail On My Pagehey all i put a voicemail on my page feel free to stop by and leave me a voice comment sometime have a great day everyone

My WishI hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you wanna go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything...
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
[My Wish lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh,

Waiting All My LifeEverybody needs it
Everybody wants it
Everybody's searching for someone
Been down a thousand highways
I never though would end
Baby, I've been
Waiting all my life to find you
Always been one step behind you
Your love babe
I've been waiting all my life
I was tired of waiting
Every night was praying
Everyday would be the day I'd find you
I grew so impatient, how long would it take
To know you were out there somewhere
Somewhre waiting, wondering just like me
I've been waiting all my life to love you
All that time I was dreaming of you
Your love babe
I've been waiting all my life
And did I lose faith, did I lose heart
Maybe I did, but I never lost my way
To where you are - I've been
Waiting all my life to find you
Always been one step behind you
Your love babe
I've been waiting all my life
I've been waiting all my life to love you
All that time I was dreaming of you
Your love babe
I've been waiting all my life
Your love I've been waiting
Your l

While You Loved MeIf I ever write the story of my life
Don't be suprised if you're where it begins
Girl, I'd have to dedicate every line on every page
To the memories we made, while you loved me
I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
(I lived) While you loved me
I'd start with chapter one, love innocent and young
As the morning sun on a new day
Even though I know the end, Well I'd do it all again
'Cause I got a lifetime in, while you loved me
I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
(I lived) While you loved me
I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
(I lived) While you loved me
I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
(I lived) While you loved me

My First!!I am in my very first VIP giveaway!! I am so excited!!!
Of course I have my wonderful CLowns PoSsE helping me out with it, and some fantastic new friends as well!!!
It shouldnt take long at all to get my 30,000 comments!!!
COme help?

LeavingIn my time here have met many great folks, and I wil cherish the memory of you all but it is now time to leave this fair Fubar land.
I will be here off and on until Tuesday, many that have gotten to know me either for my writing or taken the time toget to know me, if you would like to keep in touch let me know, and for those who were acquaintances, if you would like to stay in touch let me know as well.

Daughter's B-dayToday my daughter is 13 wow tweens are gone and teens are here oh joy lol. So today I'll only be around until about 4pm est cause I gotta celebrate my daughter's b-day. We're going to the manderine and all you can eat asian buffet. She'll end up hitting the muscles first, she loves muscles, one thing she don't have in common with me. I hate the texture of muscles it's just gross.

Carbon Copy ScamThe ads for Carbon Copy Pro make some pretty outrageous claims like "a realistic $250K first year income potential." This will really get your attention, especially if you are looking at ways to make money on the internet. It may also cause you to wonder whether or not Carbon Copy Pro is an internet marketing scam.
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Carbon Copy Scam

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Larry The Cable The Guy, O&a Live In Cleveland, New O&a Podcast, New O&a Videos, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New O&a PhotoLISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST)
O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch the boys tool on Steve C's old band!)
Need the O&A Show, but can't find it on your local radio dial?? No problem at all.. GO GET YOUR XM NOW AND HEAR THE SHOW UNCENSORED!
Our own Jim Norton is doing a li'l Comedy tour...see him while he's on the road!
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...speaking of Li'l Jimmy Norton
order 'The Best Of Jim Norton' on iTunes NOW!
The Opie and Anthony Show is now LIVE in Cleveland on WKRK-FM... it's about time, aint it?
Hey there, kids... it's a festive Tuesday, and the Opie and Anthony Show has a helluva show in store for ya. "Do ya?"... Nah, not really. Larry The Cable Guy is hanging with the show promoting his new film Witless Protection. Larry is also

Hangoverwent out with mates on the piss too much jd & cider feel like shit now

Sharing My Pick-up Lines......1) Did you fart? Cuz you just blew me away.
2) Are yer parents retarded? Cuz ya sure are special.
3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea, I can't hold it in.
4) Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to check you
out
5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? Cuz I can see myself
in em.
6) If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel, I'd store my
nuts in yer hole.
7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but
beauty's only a light switch away.
8) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can
make yer bed-rock.
9) I can't find my puppy , can you help me find him? I
think he went into this cheap motel room.
10) Yer eyes are blue as winder cleaner.
11) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin', we kin
sleep til afternoon.
And.... The best for last!
12) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think
of it my nuts tighten up .

The Submissive Mind"The Submissive Mind"
I immensely enjoy watching people's internal struggle while continuing to surpass their own limits. There's nothing more amazing than the psychological dichotomy and accompanying body language of someone who’s voluntarily allowing things to be done to them while their mind is screaming the contrary. They are marionettes controlling themselves.
Copywritten 2008

TaxesSubject: Taxes: Clinton years vs Bush years
Based on using the actual tax tables (see link below), here are some
examples on what the taxes were/are on various amounts of income for both
singles and married couples. so let's see if the Bush tax cuts only helped
the rich.
http://www.taxfoundation.org/publications/show/151.html
Taxes under Clinton 1999 Taxes under Bush 2008
Single making 30K - tax $8,400 Single making 30K - tax $4,500
Single making 50K - tax $14,000 Single making 50K - tax $12,500
Single making 75K - tax $23,250 Single making 75K - tax $18,750
Married making 60K - tax $16,800 Married making 60K- tax $9,000
Married making 75K - tax $21,000 Married making 75K - tax $18,750
Married making 125K - tax $38,750 Married making 125K - tax $31,250
If you want to know just how effective the mainstream media is, it is
amazing how many people that fall int

Things You Are Missing Out On Because Of FubarHave you ever been sitting on Fubar for a while, looked at the time and said, "What the fuck?"
I know... I know. This evil little website can really kill sometime can't it? Well, guess what? There is some stuff in the outside world you have been neglecting, and I thought that I would point some of those things out.
The Sun-
This is the large ball of flame in the sky that provides heat and light to our planet. I know to a lot of you it's inconvenient because it creates a ton of glare on your laptop screen. But avoiding it is the reason why your skin is so pasty and white.
TV-
The television is your typical time wasters ex spouse. For years our brains wasted away on TV... Now, it gets wasted away here. As opposed to places like Hero's, Lost, The Office, and Celebrity Rehab. (Which I LOVE)
Clean clothes-
I don't give a shit what you say. That pile of clothes in your room, would be done if you gave up 1/5th of your time on here.
Your Kids-
I k

BeautyBeauty is a thing seldom seen
No one sees it because no one looks
Or at least not in the right place
Beauty is held by all
Within the soul it lies
Waiting to come out to the surface
Only it can't
Beauty is suppressed by the evils of the world
Only love can bring beauty out
Once seen
Beauty never hides again
Not even hatred can deny beauty
Of it's true design
Beauty although possessed by all
Will only ever be truly seen by few
And fewer yet will ever see
One of the most beautiful sights
The beauty held by you

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From A Frienddont beleave
Dont beleave in me
test me everyday
let me carry your burdens
let em clear your tears away
Let me wrap you when your cold
let me be your rock to lean upon
let me hold you when you fear
and lighten your heart with song
test my every word
check my evry deed
task me with your every doubt
tell me all your needs
I wont mind these tests from you
I know from where they start
I hope I can be what you need
I may just win your heart

ThanksHey everyone thank you for adding me as your friend. I will try and come by and rate and fan yah when I get the chance!

Got Me SussedWell, yeah, yeah, I think you've got me sussed
How I'm scared of stuff
Sometimes I act a little bit too tough
Forgetting that I ain't that buff
And yeah you've probably already sussed
That I'm prone to talk shit when I'm feeling rushed
And it all seems to get on top
And my brain goes mad man, it just won't stop
But I haven't felt well in days
But I did it to myself so I shouldn't complain
Think I'm heading for an early grave
I don't wanna die young man, but i don't wanna be saved
don't wanna be saved...
And I don't wanna be hearing the sound of your voice when I'm wound up
The choices I've been given, keeping me driven
You blank out the sounds that I hear, every time you pull me near
You only confirm all of my fears
They're trying to unveil my disguise
To uncover some truths and a couple of lies
Won't matter every tale told's been wiped
Cos when I get found out man a lie is still a lie
And I feel like they're all sizing me up
I don't know about my punch but

*whimpers*Thanks god I have a doctor's appointment today. I couldn't sleep for shit last night upstairs so I came down and crashed on the recliner. Which wasn't so great itself. I feel miserable and all I want to do is SLEEP! And I can't :( I'm torn between wanting this to be a sinus infection because that means antibiotics but honestly I'd rather it just be a cold because I don't want to take medicine. Chances are though- with the fact that something else is going on, it's neither.
I haven't had my glucose test yet. Which I think normally happens oh about a month ago? I'm thinking I'm probably not at high risk for GD or else they would have made me have it last appointment. Granted I couldn't have drank another drop of anything then since I had to have a full bladder for my ultrasound.
I'm torn on having that test done. It's "painless" but I've heard some horror stories about the orange drink. But it could be useful. I just don't like needles or having blood drawn. Meh. We'll see I guess.

AuctionI am in a auction and would love for you to own me please make it a good bid and by the wat the person with the most rates also wins so if you dont want to own me at least rate my pic . A ll my Love
Click ling to enter

ContestI am part of a contest that is starting at 9 that if I get 25000 comments on my main profile pic then I get a 3 month VIP. If I get the mosst ratings I get a 3 day blast. I have two weeks to get all the comments and ratings that I can get. I could use all the help that I can get. PLEASE HELP. Thank you.

Goondas, I Have Learned A New Word TodayGood morning… Another snowy cold and nasty day in Michigan. I see we are still (Michigan) the worst place to get a job in the nation. With unemployment at the highest rate in the nation 7.6 % and our leading job offerings are in automotive related areas. Oh we do have trade and tourism too… Way to go Jennifer!
It was not only banks in the U.S. that freely loaned money over the last few years, but also those in India, and not surprisingly, many of their debtors have recently run into trouble making payments. Indian banks, inexperienced at collecting from so many defaulting consumers, often prefer to hire "goondas" (thugs) to settle debts the old-fashioned way, according to a January Wall Street Journal report. Though iron-bar beatings are frowned upon, some bankers say it's their only recourse because of the numbingly slow pace of the Indian legal system. [Wall Street Journal, 1-8-08] Goondas I just love that word. It doesn’t sound bad however most languages foreign to me sounds good,

Paper {i Was Scared Shitless} Dunno WhyHOW'D THEY DO THAT? Horse training requires mutual respect
By Derek Meurer, The Daily Courier
Friday, February 15, 2008
When she was 16, JoAnna Carrillo suffered serious injuries because of a bull-riding accident. That has not kept her out of the saddle, however. Carrillo, now 19, lives and works in Chino Valley training horses and offering classes to riders.
"Pretty much the basics are to make the horse respect you," Carrillo said. "It's respect for respect, just like a relationship with a human. If you beat them, you can't expect them to be friendly."
Carrillo said she was "born into" horse training, and began her ranch work around age 5, in Texas. She has worked at numerous ranches since then, but says that when it comes to horses, there is always something new to learn.
"When training a horse, you usually want to start them from the day they're born," Carrillo said. "You give them a couple of hours with their mother, and then get them haltered; let them know the h

Just A WishJust a wish
Just one wish?
To be with you
Unite our love
to be strong and true
Just one chance
to hold you again
just a moment
to last forever
Just one belief
to have your love
perfect
and lasting
till the end of time

What Do Ya Think??Im just wondering what other people think.
When im dating someone I like to talk to them everyday. Like once a while on the phone and texting here and there and on the internet when were both online. What is making me wonder is should I like to talk to them so much or should I let it off a lil. Cause what I got use to was in high school dating a guy for 2 years (full years not just school years) and we would talk like what I was saying I like to do. It just sucks cause I worry that im being ignored when they don’t talk to me for a while…. Like more then a couple hours if im not at work and cant text…. But I wonder if I should trust people more and not think that they really don’t like me and give them a lil bit more space….. what do you think?

Stellar PassionStellar Passion
My adorable princess in the night
I searched the book of the cosmos for you
And there you were, my brightest star
A detailed flame of purest joy
That coalesced the heavens in extreme awe
The world, you have at your fingertips
And all the worlds and stars beyond
Tell me what you know of them
Do they shine from your essence
Or glow from the sight of your dramatic beauty
Do they travel the universe to be in unity with you
Do they wait for their cataclysmic, fateful end
So that the shattering pieces that remain of them
May somehow find their way to the cradle of you
How I wonder what miraculous wonders you be store
How you make me weak in the knees to gaze at you
Hanging high up there in the blissful night sky
How do you think the stars befell enviously
They all want to radiate the systems of galaxies
But you will be the one to teach them the way
As they will follow in your lead to perfection
It's when I come out late at night, and I feel all alone

ReactionsThis is called “FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ”. You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 35 things. You can’t think and go back and change your answers. TIP: erase all of tha other persons anwers first..that way u can think in blank
Here we go:
1. Beer: IS FUCKING AWESOME.
2. McDonalds: BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD FOR YOU.
3. Relationships: WHATEVER, LOL. IF UR IN ONE, KEWL, IF NOT, KEWL TO. ALL U NEED ARE GREAT FRIENDS!
4. Purple: I LIKE SUM SHADES OF PURPLE.
5. Power Rangers: HAHAHAHAHAHA WHO CARES.
6. Weed : NAH, NOT FOR ME.
7. Steroids: YUCK.
8. Cartoons: BOONDOCKS, SHIN CHAN, FAMILY GUY, HAHAHA CRAIG HAS ME WATCHING ALL THE ADULT SWIM TOONS.
9. The President: HAHAHAHAHAHA.
10. Tupperware: I HAVE SUM, BUT IVE NEVER BEEN TO A TUPPERWARE PARTY, LOL.
11. Florida: ALLIGATORS.
12. Santa Claus: IS KEWL.
13. Halloween: MY FAV HOLIDAY.
14. Alice: ALICE IN CHAINS.
15. Grammar: I HAS GOOD GRAMMA BIOTCH.
16: Myspace: NOT AS

Leaving The BarOk folks after some consideration I have decided to shut down my account and will do so at the end of this week. If there are those of you in my friends and family that would wish to remain you will be able to find me on myspace.
www.myspace.com/scarekrowsnest
later ppl

Sins1. Stupidity—The top of the list for Satanic Sins. The Cardinal Sin of Satanism. It’s too bad that stupidity isn’t painful. Ignorance is one thing, but our society thrives increasingly on stupidity. It depends on people going along with whatever they are told. The media promotes a cultivated stupidity as a posture that is not only acceptable but laudable. Satanists must learn to see through the tricks and cannot afford to be stupid.
2. Pretentiousness—Empty posturing can be most irritating and isn’t applying the cardinal rules of Lesser Magic. On equal footing with stupidity for what keeps the money in circulation these days. Everyone’s made to feel like a big shot, whether they can come up with the goods or not.
3. Solipsism—Can be very dangerous for Satanists. Projecting your reactions, responses and sensibilities onto someone who is probably far less attuned than you are. It is the mistake of expecting people to give you the same consideration, courtesy and respect that you na

Statements1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!
5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!
8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
9. Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as He has kept it in business all these years!

My BlogI had a very rough day and I can't sleep tonight.
But one of the nicest things also happened to me today. Inkman bought me 3 bling and a blast.
I have been on here since 2006 and I always saw all those other chicks getting blasts and I was so jealous. I was just whinning to my best friend "exotictemptress" that I must not be a big enough flirt or something. Its hard for me to be something i am not. I always thought I was a pretty big flirt until I came on this site. I am nothing compared to some of these woman. Anyways I can't sleep and I just felt like rambling. I was so excited tonight to get my Bling and my blast I almost wet myself..lol. Inkman is a sweet gentleman...show him some love. I am sorry if i ever deleted you while I was pregnant...was a hormonal thing!
Well I am going to try this sleep thing again.

BeautyBeauty
Your lips, your eyes, your soul
Are like a work of art,
The most creative thing of all
Is your beautiful heart.
If you were a painting,
No colours could express
The beauty deep inside you,
A rainbow, nothing less.
If you were a sculpture
The clay could hardly make
Your figure of an angel
Without one mistake.
If you were a euphony
No choir could really sing
All the beautiful music
Your eyes could possibly bring.
So here I am, an artist,
With inspiration beyond belief
But to capture such rare beauty,
I'd have to be a thief.

Pledge Of LovePledge of Love
I've made a vow, to no one but you
I pledge my love to forever be true
I'll take care of you and treat you right
I'll lay beside you all through the night
I'll feed you and clothe you and keep you warm
I'll hug you and kiss you and give shelter in the storm
I'll help you and guide you and clear a path
I'll protect you and shield you from an angry man's wrath
I'll listen to your problems help you solve them too
I'll make you a rainbow and let the sun shine through
I'll take your side even if you're wrong
Just to prove our love is strong
I'll plant you flowers and make them grow
They'll be a symbol of love that only we'll know
I'll whisper your name when no one is near
So low that only you can hear
You'll feel my love even if we're apart
You'll know that we are one in heart

"the Human Soul"The Human Body hath many a face,
Colours and languages but only one race.
The Human Soul is a single unitary whole
Experiencing heat, warmth, suffering or just cold.
Together, the Spirit and the Soul joineth to form One;
A bond as eternal and everlasting as the Sun.
Death. Death hath th' power to destroy the Body,
A mere shell containing Life's primal essence.
For Death, there is no remedy;
It suddenly arrives with an invisible appearance.
When th' Body falls victim unto Death;
The Soul lives into immortality.
The Body may have breathed its final breadth,
But the Soul continues Life eternally.
And because Life is short, like a breadth of air,
The Spirit doth move on; a peaceful Dove
Traversing through Life with much sorrow and Love.
And without any other Earthly care.
Through Death, the Body breathes no more.
But when th' Soul doth return,
Filled with Love and Sorrow, in's very core,
Its Will to live shall forever burn.
____________________________________

For You Are The OneFor You Are The One
For you I would climb
The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.
For you I would cross
The rivers most wide
Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.
For you are the one
Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.
For you are the one
That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope
Showed me what love means.
For you alone
Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.
You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you
My heart skips a beat.
For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face
More beauty I'll ne'er find.
For you are the one
God sent from above
The angel I needed
For whom I do love.

The MeaningThe Meaning
To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and encourage
with smiles and sincere words of praise
to take time to share
to listen and care
in tender, affectionate ways.
To love is to have someone special
one who you can always depend
to be there through the years
sharing laughter and tears
as a partner, a lover, a friend.
To love is to make special memories
of moments you love to recall
of all the good things
that sharing life brings
love is the greatest of all.
I've learned the full meaning
of sharing and caring
and having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
of being in love
by being and loving with you.
To love is to share life together
to build special plans just for two
to work side by side
and then smile with pride
as one by one, dreams all come true.
To love is to help and enco

Rules/laws1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.
2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.
3. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there.
4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.
5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.
6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved.
7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.
8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.
9. Do not harm little children.
10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.
11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does n

A MirageI thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.

Six Six Six Revealed(one)
Love brings war
Love breeds hate
Love births peace
Love begats death
Love blossoms life
(two)
Life blossoms love
Life begats death
Life breeds hate
Life brings war
life births peace
(three)
Peace births life
Peace brings war
Peace begats death
Peace blossoms love
Peace breeds hate
(four)
Hate breeds peace
Hate brings love
Hate births war
Hate blossoms life
Hate begats death
(five)
Death begats hate
Death breeds life
Death blossoms love
Death brings peace
Death births war
(six)
War births death
War begats peace
War blossoms life
War breeds hate
War brings love
Misconstrued
never ending or beginning
One last bringing of war
Begatting death of the cycle
Blossoming life as it is meant to be
Bringing cataclysmic profound love
Birthing true peace and tranquility

Id Give You My Heart If You Would Take Me As I Amcutest song ever! if only i was lucky enough to have someone who felt that way. lol. maybe one day.
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You were always changing clothes
Torn some dress and panty hose
Crumpled up upon my floor
And you'd abandoned all your dreams
Give them up, or so it seemed
For the chance to be my girl
And the world won't ever change
If you always stay the same
And I'd give you the moon if I could
And I'd give you the stars if I could
And I'd give you my heart if you would take me as I am
And you were always switching roles
Now you love me, now you don't
like a lover in disguise.
But I was always chasing dreams
Without an end, or so it seems
But I guess that's how it goes
And the world won't ever change
If you only stay the same
And I'd give you the moon if I could
And I'd give you the stars if I could
And I'd give you my heart if you would take me as I am
And if only stars could shine as bright as you and I
Maybe then I'd

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Finish The Sentence....FINISH THE SENTENCE....
1. My ex... IS A GAY HOMOSEXUAL, LOL.
2. Maybe I should... GO TO BED.
3. I love... MY HUBBY
4. People would say that I'm... WEIRD
5. I don't understand... WHY SO MANY STUPID PEOPLE EXIST?
6. When I wake up in the morning.... I GO ONLINE, LOL.
7. Life is full of... FUCKTARDS & IDIOTS
8. My past is...JUST MEMORIES OF MY YOUTH, AKA 21 TO 23 YEARS OLD, WHEN I USED TO PARTY PARTY, AND NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING. THOSE WERE THE DAYS.
9. Parties are... KEWL, IF I EVER GO TO ANY. JENNY JENNY NEEDS TO THROW ANOTHER COFFEE PARTY ;)
10. I wish... I WAS 21 AGAIN, HAHAHA. WELL BE THAT AGE, AND HAVE MY LIFE THAT I HAVE NOW.
11. Tomorrow... GOING TO THE GYM.
12. I have low tolerance... FOR STUPID BITCHES, AND FAST FOOD, HAHAHA.
13. I am totally terrified of... NEVER BECOMING A MOM.
14. If I had a million dollars... ID TRAVEL ALL OVER THE WORLD, AND BRING MY CLOSETS FRIENDS WITH ME, AND WE WOULD PARTY PARTY!!!!

How Do You KnowHow do you know when you are really in love? I mean the kind that makes you melt when you see him. When you pick up the phone and just his voice alone makes you melt.
I want that kind of love. I guess everyone does. But how do you know whenyou find that kind of love and if you do will you push it away because it scares you?

Tagged!I was tagged by:
§AMANTHÅ®™♡FORNICATES' WIFEY♡(ஐFU BÅD B*TCHஐ)@ fubar
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1...I love my fubar friends, alot I consider *real life friends* (you know who you are!)
2...I hate Oysters!
3...I LOVE the KC Chiefs (I know... they sucked this year *sad face*)
4...I am Irish, German & Cherokee Indian, but mostly Irish... kiss me dammit!
5...I have an electric box in my tushy!! Yes, I set off detectors everywhere!!
6...I am addicted to lotion!
7...I am a PC NERD!
8...I am a forgiving person...once.
9...I LOVE watching MikeS do the streak with our doggie Pugsly! (hahaha ask him about it!)
10..FUBAR - th

Publication"In Other Words", a book of my writings will go on sale the latter part of may. Some of which may be viewed via my current blogs. Amongst other stores it will be found at Amazon.com & Barnes & Noble. Or of course you can order it directly through me. It will aslo be added to the library of congress for posterity. My thanks and apprecition to those who may have read my excerpts as well as commented on the ones viewed. Wish me luck and hope you all enjoy my works. Horror Romance novel in the works. ;)

Very True!!"A Man has 4 different types of girls..
1. Wifey
2. Boo
3. Bitches
4. Ho's
1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always love, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again..
2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey and is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO)
3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or

Moving Foreward..with PurposeHatred is a bitter, damaging emotion. It winds itself through the blood, infecting its host and driving it foreward without any reason. Its view is jaundiced and it skews even the clearest of eyesights.
Sacrifice is noble and tender. It's the action of a host who values others above himself. Sacrifice is bought through love and decency. It is truly heroic.
Vengeance is an act of violence. It allows those who have been wronged to take back some of what was lost to them. Unlike sacrifice, it gives back to the one who practices it.
Love is decietful and sublime. In its truest form, it brings out the best in all beings. At its worst, it's a tool used to manipulate and ruin anyone who is stupid enough to hold it.
Don't be stupid.
Sacrifice is for the weak. Hatred corrupt. Love destroys. Vengence is the gift of the strong.
Move foreward, not with hatred, not with love.
Move foreward with purpose.
Take back what was stolen. make those who laughed at your pain pay. Not

*this* Is What "nuwaubu & Nuwaubians" Are *really* About!Regardless Of What The Biased And Racist Media Says About Us.You Decide For Yourself!Ques: Who are the Nuwaubians? Ans: Firstly be proud of yourself and your accomplishments and all others will be proud of you. Nuwaubians are people, male and female, worldwide, of diverse ethnic backgrounds, races, and religions that come together and agree in the search for facts on issues that affect humanity. We call ourselves Nuwaubians and our doctrine or science is called Nuwaubu. Nuwaubu is the science of Sound Right Reasoning, and its followers are the sons and daughters of Sound Right Reasoning. It is important that we express the meaning of words and how we use them so that we are not misinterpreted. We use the word sound as an adjective meaning Having a firm basis; unshakable, free from defect, thorough. We use the word right as an adjective meaning In accordance with fact, truth, correct, proper. And reasoning is used as a noun meaning The capacity for logical, rational, and analytic though

A Thought For A New Short StoryFor the past month some people, who ever has read my blogs have known i've been dealin with love issues. Although I have not finished my recent short story I think its time to write so i can try and get it off my shoulders a bit. I recieved a email from cousin whos in his 30's and he brought the idea up. So i think he is right. I hope the woman that i love will understand and will be supportive because even though she doesn't feel the way i do, we are still friends.

Sometimes Lieing About Your Age Is GoodBob, a 70-year-old, extremely wealthy widower, arrives one evening at
his country club with a breathtakingly beautiful and very sexy
25-year-old Japanese woman who knocks everyone's socks off with her
exotic sex appeal, beguiling accent, and oriental charm. Demurely, she
hangs onto Bob's arm, listens intently to his every word, and caters to
his every whim -- preparing and then lighting his cigar, bringing him
cocktails from the bar, rubbing his temples when he complains of a
slight headache, etc.
His friends at the club are all aghast and green with envy. When she
excuses herself to go to the powder room, they corner him and ask, "Bob,
how did you get the trophy girlfriend, order her from match-maker website?"
Bob replies indignantly, "Girlfriend? She's my wife!"
They are amazed, but continue to question him. "So, how did you
persuade her to marry you?"
"I lied about my age", Bob replies.
"What did you do, tell her you were only 50?"
Bob smiles and answers,

Wal-mart HumorAfter Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men--he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women, and loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart.
Dear Mrs. Fenton,
Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras.
1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking.
2 . July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals.
3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the women's restroom.
4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in

Is It Work?The Commanding Officer of the US Marine 26th Regiment was about to
start the morning briefing with his staff and Battalion and Company Commanders.
While waiting for the coffee machine to finish it's brewing, he
decided to pose a question to all assembled.
He explained that his wife had been a bit frisky the night before and
he failed to get his usual amount of sound sleep.
He posed the question of just how much of sex was 'work' and how much
of it was 'pleasure?'
The XO chimed in with 75-25% in favor of work.
A Captain said it was 50-50%.
The Colonel's Aide, a Lt., responded with 25-75% in favor of pleasure,
depending on his state of inebriation at the time.
There being no consensus, the Colonel turned to the PFC who was in
charge of making the coffee and asked for HIS opinion?
With no hesitation, the young PFC responded, "Sir, it has to be 100%
pleasure."
The Colonel was surprised and, as you might guess, asked why?
"Well Sir," began the PFC, "if

Happy Birthday John "goon" ThorneTODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR 29TH BIRTHDAY, WE ALL MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! I WILL ALWAY HAVE THE GREAT MEMORIES OF YOU IN MY MIND AND IN MY HEART! ONE DAY WE WILL SEE YOU AGAIN, PLAYING YOUR GUITAR AND SINGING THE ROCK AND ROLL YOU LOVED SO MUCH!

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Only Like 4 Of You People Read This AnywaysYa know what's super awesome cool?
Knowing that love doesn't do shit.
It doesn't make people wait for the other person.
It doesn't make people move to other places.
It doesn't help people overcome their fears.
It doesn't pay the bills.
But it does make you feel like crap! woooo.

When?I sit here wondering Why we Grow
Wondering When today is going to be tomorrow
How I let you walk on me
Why Was I too blind to see
When did things go so bad?
I didn't do nothing to make you that mad
Yet you went all out
Everything you said, you had to shout
Is it because you got older?
Or is it cause your heart got colder?
When did this happen?
I can't believe this happened.
I was ontop, had It all
You set me up for the biggest fall
Now I sit back with nothing,
As I wonder how this happened and When.

What Have I... XiiThere's nothing wrong today.
There are no mice in my ear.
No last call. No piano playing softly in the corner.
Absolutely nothing went wrong today.
My apologies for being so uninteresting.
My apologies for being so uninterested.
Nothing worse than an apologetic narcissist.
I'm sorry for not hating god today.
I'm sorry for being so fucking average.
I'm sorry my dad didn't molest me.
I'm sorry your uncle didn't think I was hot.
I'm so fucking sorry that I'm nobody to you.
I'm sorry you would have never given me the time of the day.
If not for a trick of the eye, wicked troll magic.
I'm sorry I don't validate your existence.
I'm sorry there's nothing wrong.
And I still have the magnum loaded,
and the gin unloaded.
The quietest night in seven years.
Sorry for not being exactly who you needed.
I got what I deserved.
I'm sorry it's nothing beautiful.
Like a male underwear model falling backward silently
arms out
eyes closed
off a highrise apartment into

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Please Help Studio 54Hi I just wanted to invite you all to Studio 54 lounge the biggest and ONLY CELEBERTY OWNED lounge on fubar, we are trying to reach our goal of 10,000 members so stop in and say hi and have fun oh and dont for get to subscribe to the lounge while your there.

Something To Think AboutThe value of a woman - This couldn't be said more beautifully......... The Value of a Woman This is written in the Hebrew Talmud It says:
"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God Counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet To be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, But from the side To be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be Loved."
Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know... And to men too - so they know the value of a woman...
TY Eric for letting me steal this and pass it on!

One LifeIt's late at night and the lights come on, I open my eyes but somewhere someone cries.
I climb in the truck, we rush out the door, and we arrive to find a young mother cries.
As I look down in the crib, there lies a sleepy head, and someone shouts their child is dead.
As I look in close, I see no breadth no hope, oh my god how will these people cope.
I scoop the baby up, I put her lips to mine, I check for life, and I give her a breadth.
Out the door I run, with the baby held tight, I think to myself, oh my god let me save this one tonight.
We drive real fast as I breathe and hope, a young mother cries; she thinks her child has died.
As I look at her face, I wish to ease her pain, but there are no words that can relieve this strain.
I check for life, and a teardrop falls, when suddenly there is a sound of hope.
The baby cries, the mother smiles, oh thank god we saved this one tonight...

For What Reasonwhy do ppl find it necessary to talk trash bout other ppl???? im jus curious maybe i was brought up right and u were i dont know... but certainly dont feel the need to put ppl down does it get you off or make you feel better about your self... cuz i know when i talk shit bout ppl i feel like an asshole for it...
its pretty sad that im only 22 years old and im 10times more mature than ppl twice my age.
fucking scummy losers....
:)

What Super Hero Am I???Your results:You are Wonder Woman
Wonder Woman
95%
Supergirl
95%
The Flash
95%
Green Lantern
85%
Superman
75%
Robin
70%
Spider-Man
60%
Batman
50%
Iron Man
50%
Hulk
40%
Catwoman
35%
You are a beautiful princesswith great strength of character.
Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test
HAHA being a single mom, being on my own since I was 15 and being very independent is being a superwoman all in itself!!

A Good Democrat Is:Beliefs of a Good Democrat
1. You have to be against capital punishment, but support abortion on demand.
2. You have to believe that businesses create oppression and governments create prosperity.
3. You have to believe that guns in the hands of law-abiding Americans are more of a threat than nuclear weapons technology in the hands of Chinese and Korean communists.
4. You have to believe that there was no art before Federal funding.
5. You have to believe that global temperatures are more affected by soccer moms driving SUV's than cyclical, documented changes in the earth's climate.
6. You have to believe that gender roles are artificial but being homosexual is natural.
7. You have to believe that the AIDS virus is spread by a lack of federal funding.
8. You have to believe that the same teacher who can't teach fourth graders how to read is somehow qualified to teach those same kids about sex.
9. You have to believe that hunters don't care about nature but loony activists who

TiredI've always believed that love would find me. One day, I'd look up and realize I trust this man completely, I can depend on him, he's "the one", I can spend my life with him, he's my best friend, I can share all my quirks without fear, and can't wait to raise a family with him. But, all of a sudden I'm thirty and "the one" hasn't come.
I don't think that waiting for something to click and feel right is impossibly unrealistic. I'm not waiting for perfection or prince charming to come along and sweep me off my feet. I honestly don't think I'd enjoy participating in a fairy tale. I'm too used to taking care of myself and those around me to play the princess. I guess I'm just wishing for the man with the right set of imperfections to come along, a partner in crime so to speak. I'm not willing to settle. And I won't give in to a guy that doesn't light me up, because the worst thing I can imagine is the heartache of a failed marriage and the break up of a family. But right now, after hav

Djingso heres the deal,, ive djed on and off for over 4 yrs and have a very eclectic taste in music and im looking for a home to Dj in a part time setting
i just purchased a new pc and have SAMS and alot of music, i like to talk on air and give shout outs, once committed i stay committed
if your staion only plays one genre then im not the one for you, im available mon thru fri from 6 to 12 est and sat and sun mornings and early afternoons
if your interested in hiring me please send a private message to me leting me know and ill come by and check out your lounge, because im not normal and need a fun place to hang
randy

Little Goth DollLong dark hair and black lip-gloss,
She likes red nail polish and a spiked collar.
She writes poetry and she likes to dream,
She dreams of the dead and what they mean.
She's my little Goth doll,
Yeah - She's a living dead doll.
A short black skirt and a red corset,
She likes combat boots and dark tattoos.
She don't do cocaine but she drinks slow gin,
She doesn't care for you, She don't care for me.
She's a little Goth doll,
Yeah - She's my living dead doll.
She has a bar through her tongue and a ring through her lips,
She likes the feel of steel pressed against her tits.
She'll take off all of her clothes, through the graveyard she'll roam.
If you treat her right she’s gonna make you moan.
She's my little Goth doll,
Yeah - She's my living dead doll.

Sherrif Joe Kickin Azz 'ginSHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN!
DON'T KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS MAN, BUT HE HAS BEEN A "WONDER MAN" FOR THE STATE OF ARIZONA! THIS IS JUST ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF HIS SMARTS.
Oh, there's MUCH more to know about Sheriff Joe!
Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay.
The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs off the street, given them to the care of prisoners, and had them place in dog shows.
The best part? His budget for the entire department is now under $3 million.
Teresa and I adopted a Weimaraner from a Maricopa