Wow, there’s a lot of guilt to go around in these two new sneak peek clips from May 1st’s next Shadowhunters episode.

“Salt in the Wound” will see Clary, Alec, and Isabelle taking off to Alicante in a last ditch attempt to find a way to stop Jace, now that his identity as the Owl has finally been revealed.

Shouldn’t have gone after Ollie, Jace!

Meanwhile, Luke and Simon team up to track Lilith’s latest possible victim, and Maia reflects on her past.

What past, you may ask? The first clip should give you a major hint.

While we open with Simon feeling guilty about his treatment of Heidi (you really shouldn’t, Simon!) a much needed blood delivery from Maia reveals a secret past between her and Simon’s hot Australian super surfer werewolf pal. Because of course it does.

Meanwhile, an equally guilt ridden Magnus (ok, he’s actually one thousand times more guilt ridden) confesses to Alec that he will “use the last drop of my power, if it’s the death of me” to fix the problem he inadvertently created in providing Lilith with the potion to alter Jace’s perception of Clary.

Gulp!

The “Salt in the Wound” episode of Shadowhunters airs Tuesday, May 1 on Freeform.

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