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Sometimes when Im feeling blue a lot of what if questions enter my mind Questions like what if I run away from home What if I pretend to be sick What if I just lie What if I go somewhere else where no one knows me And the scariest of all my questions is what if I kill myself Death is my greatest fear It is the fear of the unknown I dont have any idea of how painful it could be to die I dont know if Im going to heaven or to hell I dont know if Ive already done my mission I dont know if the people I love would be okay if I cant be there for them But it could probably be such a relief Being dead would probably mean no more studying no more responsibilities no more pain Being able to leave this world full of evil would seemingly be wonderful But what holds me back from killing myself What holds me back from being able to escape with everything that I have to deal with My number one reason would have to be being afraid to go to hell They say that people who kill themselves go straight to hell I wouldnt want that to happen to me Its better to suffer for a whole lifetime than to suffer for all eternity My next reason would be not being able to bear the pain I would cause for the people who love me When one kills himself he also kills the people who loves him Killing the people who love me means that I dont end their lives but killing them spiritually I would kill all the dreams my parents have for me and everything else My mother risked her life when she gave birth to me and all that 9 months of distress would be so useless if I killed myself And lastly I believe

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