Hi! I've looked all over for this fic, but I can't seem to find it. I'd really appreciate any help.

The main pairing is Brendon/Ryan and it's set in a post-apocalyptic world. The world ended because of genetic experimentation on animals which turned normal animals into giant, hybrid killers. The fic starts out with an established Brendon/Ryan relationship in Brendon's POV. They had been fighting and surviving together for years. They're wandering when they meet Spencer and Jon, who have made a shelter surrounded by a gate. Spencer and Jon invite them to stay and Brendon and Ryan secretly bet each other on whether or not Spencer and Jon are dating (They are, it turns out later in the fic). They bathe in a bathtub in the shelter, and then Brendon and Ryan quietly fuck without waking the others. Spencer and Jon have a radio that they listen to to find survivors and they get a distress call the next day, I think. All four prepare to go help them (Cobra Starship, I think) and they fight off the monsters (giant lizards? It has huge claws) with lots of guns, but one of the Cobra crew dies and Spencer gets injured (his leg, I think).

I read this fic not too long ago. Brendon kidnaps Ryan & Ryan wakes up in a daze in this sort of cell-like room and Brendon uses him for sexual favors and all I remember is Brendon plugging a vibrator into Ryan & teases Ryan for coming on himself.Please help!

Hi! I remember loving this fic a few years ago, but heartscience (then lady-stargazer) is now completely f-locked. i have actually spent the better part of the last two hours trying to find a way to see cached screenshots of old entries with very little success. I was wondering if anyone had it saved on their computer?i can't explain why but i really want to re-read this. (i may have made an account specifically to for this purpose, no joke.) Thanks so much in advance!

Hi guys! It looks like this page is abandoned but I'm desperate. I'm looking for a fic where brendon and spencer (?) start dating and bden is excited and cuddly but jon and ryan say something that makes him think they don't want to see him and spencer cuddle and be a;; relationship-y. So he tones it waaaay down and acts like they're just friends in front of ryan and jon or something like that. I just remember bden and spencer cuddling on the bus and jon comes out so brendon pulls away... any help would be much appreciated, sorry if my details are fuzzy!

So the Fic I'm looking for is a Jon/Spencer one (or at least I'm pretty sure). So Spencer(probably) has a crush on Tom, who's a also a barista, but starts hanging out with Jon. Then he starts to fall for him. I know this is super vague, but I really want to find it again. :)

Brendon was running himself to the ground trying to hold down two jobs. He was working in a coffeehouse to try to earn enough money to keep his small music studio afloat. It was hard, and he would always be late to work. He's trying, but he has no support system, except for Jon, whose efforts Brendon rebuffs because he doesn't want to be a burden. One day, Spencer comes in for lunch with Ryan Ross; both work at MTV or a music production company. Brendon has a crush on Spencer, but feels that Spencer won't waste his time on someone like him.

One day, Brendon finds himself in the same restaurant with Spencer and Ryan. Brendon's uncomfortable because he knows he can't afford dinner; he only planned on bread and water, I think, but people keep ordering.

Spencer finds out Brendon was in love with him for like 4 years and everyone knew it except for him. (Pete says he had the same problem with Patrick but it went away once he met Ashlee or something.) Then Spencer freaks out and keeps imaging ways he could have found out and eventually imagines ways they could have gotten together.Then it gets fuzzy, I think Spencer admits he's in love with Brendon but Brendon is with Sarah(?) and they end up like making out in Jon or Ryan's back yard or something. And Brendon might have like shyly explained that the crush he used to have on Spencer never actually went away. I don't know, but I didn't realize I loved the story until weeks later and I couldn't find it again. I think I saw it on delicious but I can't even remember what I typed for tags (probably Brendon/Spencer though, because I'm not that creative) and I don't remember who wrote it either. If anyone knows what story I'm thinking of I'd love the link. Thanks a bunch. :)