It wasn’t until later in my life that I could actually recognize how exposure to this Revelation had revolutionized my life—you know, like how crystals form. It’s like a sphere around me that brought everything together, and I’m not just talking about the unity of the earth’s people, but the sciences and arts and any knowledge I had collected was crystallized, given meaning and purpose. It is like an amazing framework was laid that I can use to cruise through life with... focused and assured. If I was to stop to imagine life without it, my heart literally feels this heavy weight of loss. Immense loss.