I So Win!I successfully burned water... I should get some sort of medal or a cookie or something for that!
Left the pot to boil and totally forgot about it ...I'm addicted to this stupid thing already ...
oh man lol

Gotta Love Our GovernmentWASHINGTON - The Pentagon has abandoned its limit on the time a citizen-soldier can be required to serve on active duty, officials said Thursday, a major change that reflects an Army stretched thin by longer-than-expected combat in Iraq.
Until now, the Pentagon's policy on the Guard or Reserve was that members' cumulative time on active duty for the Iraq or Afghan wars could not exceed 24 months. That cumulative limit is now lifted; the remaining limit is on the length of any single mobilization, which may not exceed 24 consecutive months, Pace said.
In other words, a citizen-soldier could be mobilized for a 24-month stretch in Iraq or Afghanistan, then demobilized and allowed to return to civilian life, only to be mobilized a second time for as much as an additional 24 months. In practice, Pace said, the Pentagon intends to limit all future mobilizations to 12 months.

In This Blog...In this blog Iím mostly going to say how I think things need to be done, hence the name, but I hope that it may bring some light to my personality and some new ideas that you may not have thought of or a different way of looking at things.
Iím huge on politics. Iíll start with this joke. Only in America can they describe something so well, poli-from the Latin word meaning many, and ticks-meaning blood suckers.
We will see what comes of this blog, but I hope you can enjoy it.

Dance If You DareThe passion of my life
Dreams where I would die for
The rythm in the night
And nothing's left to cry for
Your arms around me
Hip to hip
Fire in our eyes
A kiss on my lips
The music in our hearts
Dancing through the world
Forgetting all our sorrow
Dancing is the world
Only one thing in common
A passion to share
But strong enough to die for
Dance if you dare!!

Where's All The Sexy Peeps At??Hey everyone,,
Divorced white female and very open minded. Love to chat and meet new people. I like ladies as much as I do men, I like best of both world.
I am a flight attendant so likew to travel a little bit as well.
If ya dont find me here I am prolly in the chat on f2m --- www.free2mingle.com or im on here.
These are the only two places you will find me if im on line.
Talk soon,

You.What did i do to deserve this?
Why did you have to do what you did to me?
Is that what you wanted?
To destory me?
Everytime i think about it,
It hurts,
It tears me apart,
To have known what you did, to me.
I should have known earlier,
But how could have i blamed myself?
I was young.
How was i to know.
I blame you, always will.
(C) Copyright. Angel

Tears Belong To LifeTears belong to life, theyíre not wrong
Crying is a thing every one should do
Cause you have to savour to be strong
A great model of that all are you
We should feel pain and see death
We should fight for all our goals
So we can cry tears of joy and hurt
So we can enlarge our souls
Youíre not tough when you donít share a tear
Youíre not tough when you donít cry
Youíre human to cry about the passing years
Youíll be respected the day youíll die
Share a tear for your family
Share a tear for your man or wife
Share a tear to fill up the sea,
of all the tears that people cried in their lifeís

Tide Waits For No ManTide Waits for No Man
2005 Darwin Award Nominee
Confirmed True by Darwin
(23 May 2005, Texas) After surf-fishing on Crystal Beach, John was fatigued, but unwilling to call it a night. The full moon threatened to disturbed his nap, so John curled up for forty winks in the darkest place available: underneath his truck, which was parked on the beach.
The next morning, a pickup truck was reported abandoned in the surf off Crystal Beach. A tow truck driver was called in, and had barely moved the pickup a foot, when he found the body of a 37-year-old man embedded in the sand beneath it.
It turned out that the truck was not abandoned, after all. As John slept, time passed and the tide rolled back in. The wet sand shifted beneath the truck's weight, and John was trapped beneath it, unable to escape. The beach became his final resting place.

Man Drowns In Kitchen SinkMan Drowns in Kitchen Sink
2004 Darwin Award Nominee
Confirmed True by Darwin
(26 May 2004, Wolfsberg, Austria) The manager of an apartment house was surprised to find the legs of a corpse sticking out an apartment window. Police entered the apartment and found the deceased man's head soaking in a sink full of hot water.
Apparently the out-of-work Austrian had returned home after a night of drinking and drugs. He decided to slip in through the kitchen window. The window was fixed at the base and tilted out, giving him just enough room to squeeze his head through as far as the sink before he got stuck. While flailing around trying to escape, he turned on the hot water tap.
Police were not sure why he had not turned off the water, pulled the plug, or--perhaps most important--entered through the front door, since they found the keys in his pants pocket.

Fyi For All The New People!For those who have messaged me!
I am 30 years old
I am a full time mom and college student
I do not "Yahoo"
I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network.
I am not a stupid girl :)
I am not here to "hook up"
YOU will not see me naked
I am shy
I drink Pepsi
I love music
My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now.
I do not think I am anything special.
I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything.
My Birthday is April 30th
I have 3 computers
I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture
Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply!

~my Freedom~MY FREEDOM HAS COME WITH A PRICE
AS IT ALWAYS HAS BEEN
I HAVE PAID WITH THE PAIN OF LOVE LOST
AND PAID IT WITH THE LONLINESS I NOW LIVE
MY FREEDOM HAS OFFERED ME A PRODUCT OF HAPPINESS TOO
WHICH I GLADLY ACCEPT WITH GREAT PLEASURE
MY FREEDOM HAS GIVEN ME TIME TO SHARE MY THOUGHTS
AND HAS LET ME LEARN FROM THOSE I CHOSE TO HEAR
MY FREEDOM HAS GIVEN ME A NEW LIFE
AND HAS HELPED ME TO LEARN FROM MY PAST
MY FREEDOM HAS GIVEN SO MUCH
THAT I AM FOREVER GREATFUL AND IN DEPT ... AS IT SHOULD BE

I'm Worth $78.00!>>X-RATED RIDDLES
>>
>>Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker?
>>A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again.
>>
>>Q. What's a mixed feeling?
>>A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new
car.
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>>Q. What's the height of conceit?
>>A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name.
>>
>>Q. What's the definition of macho?
>>A. Jogging home from your vasectomy.
>>
>>Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball?
>>A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball
>>
>>Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex?
>>A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick!
>>
>>Q.Why is divorce so expensive?
>>A. Because it's worth it!
>>
>>Q. What is a Yankee?
>>A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.
>>
>>Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common?
>>A. They both like a tight seal.
>>
>>Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common?
>>A. Their balls are just fo

Love EffectHow do you have that effect on me?
I mean, you calm me down in an instant.
Baby you just amaze me.
When we first met,
I didnít know what to think of you.
And when you asked me out,
That made me so happy.
I know I tell you this practically every day,
But this is the happiest Iíve ever been.
I mean, you donít judge me, and you stick up for me.
You treat me so well.
I donít need fancy things to let me know you love me.
I can tell by how you act that you really care.
And I hope that my actions say the same.
Iíd be lost without you in my life,
Thank you for saving me.
You are my world,
My life,
My everything.
And I know that you love me just as much as I love you.
I will never break up with you.
That would shatter my soul.
When I think of you,
My mind goes blank of everything.
I forget where I am sometimes,
Or what Iím doing.
You erase my mind and leave me with this feeling,
This wonderful feeling of belonging.
I know that where I belong
Is in

My Car Was Stolenok so i just filled up my car with gas. full tank, brand new tires, new water pump, alternator, my debit card, slim jim set, and a box of cheezits in the back. i let my friend use my car to go to work and went to sleep. around 11 30 pm i got a call sayin it was stolen..... fuck me.... so who ever has my car, they got a sweet fuckin deal, full tank, new tires, and even a box of food. shit.... oh well

The Most Functional English Word!!!Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit!
Shit may just be the most functional word in the English h language.
Consider:
You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains.
With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot.
You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit,
and tell others to eat shit.
Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference
between shit and shineola.
There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit.
You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan.
You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle.
You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.
Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit,
and some days are just plain shitty.
Some music sounds like sh

Theres Always A Place For You..
Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures
"The blue sky is an illusion created by the sun to hide an infinite black void. When you die the worms eat your brains. There's no God to save you and Jesus Christ couldn't even save himself."
Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures
Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures
Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures
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Evil, Satanic, and Horror pictures
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Secret Crush Thingok this secret crush thing started yestday i have one all ready cant figure out who did it. be easier if they showed us the time and day so who is mine come on people tell me plz. muah. rain.

Hating My Exok so here im tryin to be the good one. let him take our daughter to NY to see his friends and parents. asked him to have her home this afternoon...now hes not answering his phone or anything Im about ready to lose it. almost flipped on my uncle for sum stupid shit cuz im so pissed right now. why the hell do ex's have to be such a pain in the ass. god help him if he thinks hes keepin my lil girl

Funny ShitAn elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money.
After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office.
The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit.. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets.
The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?"
The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square."
The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that.
The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the president and said, "Would you like to take my bet?"
"Certainly", replied the

DontThis is for a very special man and he knows who he is. If your not him and your reading this just know that its not too ofter you find this kind of feelin between two friends and its more then you may ever understand.
I know you feel this is somehow your fault. You think that opening up about your true feelings for me has hurt me or caused me more drama but it hasnt! Dont blame yourself for anything thats going on with me right now. I knew what the situation was when you told me your feelings and Im the one who choose to let mine get deep, and Im the one who controls my feelings not you. If anything you have brought a better person out in me! Each night when we talk I go to bed happy because I know you are real and speak only the truth. When we dont talk I feel as if something is missing because you fill that gap that I've had for so long. Please dont blame yourself for the days I feel like my life is a mess or anything else. Its not your fault at all. Please dont worry abou

The Rebound!2-0, and I called New England beating the Chargers!!!
Guess that's not too bad...
I like Da Bears for some reason this year!

My HeroYou are my hero and my reason for life
You were the on I ran to in the middle of the night
You taught me right from wrong
You taught me that nothin is free in life
You taught me to get respect you must give it
For now i know that you are my hero
Even though you are gone
I will always and forever be strong

What Kind Of Soda Are You?hahaha...and I married a Mt. Dew man!
You Are 7 Up
Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly.
But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!
Your best soda match: Diet Coke
Stay away from: Mountain Dew
What Kind of Soda Are You?

Dyas Gone ByWith the new year come new thoughts i was bummed for alot of last year but its time to stop worrying bout what i cant do and start haveing fun with what i can do so thanks to all my friends and family for your love and support with which i wouldnt have made it through the dark times

Just A Think I Thunk.The light at the end of the tunnel is always a train.
You are always bound to the tracks.
Nobody will throw the switch as there is no other set of tracks.
I'm grumpy as hell. So nuts to you. :-p

CreepingHello, creeping through the tree's.
Is it all you've learned,
Of all your life
Is it only how to please

BeautyWhen I look at a beautiful woman,
my mind dreams of a passionate love,
but when the lust for passion subsides,
I am still looking for the beauty in love.
Beauty is in the eye of beholder,
some sees it in the beauty of a woman,
some find it in the glory of nature,
some discover it in the unselfish love,
some detect it in the revealings of a passionate heart.
The color of skin is only skin deep,
the sight of a beauty is only eye deep,
the inner beauty is real and lies in an intimate heart,
the real beauty itself is the reflection of a virtuous soul.
The external beauty lasts only for a few years,
It gets tarnished by the ravages of time and age,
The inner beauty lasts for ever,
It leaves its marks on the hearts it touches.

Am I The Only One???Is anyone else lonely?? The downfall to my job is having WAYYY to much time to think :( Or am I just a loser?

The Miserable World Around Me :(Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love we only fell apart
I'm getting lonely, i need somebody to hold me
I thought i'd never miss her
She cut me out of her pictures
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation?
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life your living?
Somebody tells the truth, somebody lives a lie
I can see right through, the story is in your eyes
I know what they're saying, there is no need for explaining
There will be nothing better than when i burn all your letters
We never fell in love we only fell apart
We only fell apart
So we pick up the pieces and put 'em together
We said this was gnoa last forever
We never fell in love we only fell apart
Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love we only fell apart

2008...Cmon, I want some comments here....
who's your leading presidential candidate in 2008??
Don't be shy.

Room NumberA man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room
221."

How Bout A Coment And A 10how bout a coment and a 10 from people that dont give any wink wink nudge nudge give give give all i frickin do and to people that have rated me alot ty u ladies and few guys kick ass and ty very fuckin much

Just A PoemTime slides passed unseen, unfelt
Play the cards that life has dealt
Just a visitor to the place and time
Paying the prices of others crime
Unsure that I follow the path
Does my life deserve gods wrath
Seeking meaning in all ,wanting more
Tired of being bought and sold like a whore
Fucked and paid and left without care
Going home to have no one there
Existing and surviving each onslaught
Over coming all the life has brought
Yet left alone with unfulfilled desires
Ashes of the past left behind in the fires
Seeking that one heart felt soul who knows me
Believing in what is yet meant to be
Trusting in an unseen force to guide
Stepping out on that faith unwilling to hide
Breathing each day in hope of love
Is it illusion or sent from above
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

How Smart Are You?how smart are you flat out geniusOk, theres not much I can say here accept congratulations! There is noone smarter than you. Well, except the few others who made it here. I mean Im just gonna leave it at that. Im sure your much too above what I could say. Take this test

The Perils Of The PicturesI'm seeing a lot of my friends on here specifically the lady's who are having some difficulties with others either using or getting their pics ripped off without permission to do so and although this is regrettable, it's a peril we all face when were at a public site like this.
as someone who does a lot of work with pictures, both enhancing and designing graphics I would recommend to all my lady friends that you start putting an embedded copyright on your images, even if it's just your name and profile link on the bottom of the pic to show that your the rightful owner, you have to protect yourself and your work and this is a positive step towards that direction.
programs like photoshop and paint shop pro allow you to add text to images.
and I just want to re-affirm that any images I use for designs are always used with permission and I won't do it any other way, it's the proper thing to do and it's also a sign of me showing respect for those that are my friends.
later all

For Jackie: My Heart N Soul SistaFRIENDSHIP is a single soul dwelling in two bodies.
A friend may well be reckoned the masterpiece of nature.
A friend is one who knows all about you, and still likes you.
A friend is a present you give yourself.
A friend is a push when you've stopped, a word when you're lonely, a guide when you're searching, a smile when you're sad, a song when you're glad.
A true FRIEND is a gift from God.
Jaxs, you know whats in my heart and what your friendship means to me. You are nearer and dearer to me than anyone here or there. Love ya lil sis.

When I Close My EyesThis is a poem dedicated to soeone I love very much but can't be with cause I messed up...
When I close my eyes...
I can see your face..
My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place..
I can feel your arms holding me tight..
I long to snuggle close and feel all my fears take flight..
I can see your smile..
Reminding me to be patient for just a little while..
I can feel your gentle touch..
Shivers run over my skin, I miss you so much..
I can see the love in your eyes for me..
Shining brightly where all who care to look can see..
I can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me..
And I know deep in my heart our love was meant to be..
I love you...

Worth ReadingWORTH READING
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two
1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have..
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be t he world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you..
9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

The Distance There Is...Who are you?
Luster in the dark
As I kneel before you
A slave to your desires
In this tiny room where you locked me in
Yet your eyes are not to be recognized
Breathing against the walls, I am waiting
My mind moves to where all lights are dimmed
So helplessly lost to your excess
Conscious of dissolution
And the danger within...
No regrets...
You come deep inside me
I can feel how you burn to my defeat
Delicious strength of life to be consumed
Your velvet voice and words so deep
As you reach out for my heart confused
The greatest danger of them all
I'll be waiting, a kneeling servant to your needs
As you touched my frozen soul
Always
Locked up here...
With a heart that bleeds...
Who are you?

I Believe.I believe that the sun shines after the rain
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain
I believe in not doing things the easy way
I believe that being selfish doesnít pay
I believe in a second chance
I believe in a life long romance
I believe there is life after death
And standing up to a life of mess
I believe in love at first sight
I believe that revenge isnít right
I believe that first impressions last
And there is nothing better then a good laugh
I believe that dreams do come true
I believe there's destiny for me and you
I believe that good things come to those who wait
I believe love never arrives too late
I believe something good comes from something bad
I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad
I believe everyone has a guardian angel
And the good you do will be rewarded well
I believe sometimes there is no explanation
I believe money can't buy people's affection
I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone
I

Am I AloneAM I ALONE
I GET A FUNNY FEELING,
IT COMES FROM DEEP INSIDE.
I GET ALL MAD AND ANGRY,
WANTING TO GO AND HIDE.
MY DOCTOR CALLS IT DEPRESSION,
MY FAMILY SAYS IT'S JUST ME.
BUT THE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS,
NO ONE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO SEE.
I GET REALLY EDGY,
I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE REAL BAD.
THEN I GET A HEADACHE,
FOLLOWED BY FEELING SAD.
I WISH I COULD GET HELP,
I WISH IT WOULD GO AWAY.
MAYBE IF I KEEP PRAYING REAL HARD,
IT WILL SOME DAY.

Meeting! JokeI was in the airport VIP lounge en route to Seattle a couple of weeks ago. While in there, I noticed Bill Gates sitting comfortably in the corner, enjoying a drink. I was meeting a very important client who was also flying to Seattle, but she was running a little bit late. Well, being a straightforward kind of guy, I approached the Microsoft Chairman, introduced myself, and said, "Mr. Gates, I wonder if you would do me a favor."
"Yes?"
"I'm sitting right over there," pointing to my seat at the bar, "and I'm waiting on a very important client. Would you be so kind when she arrives as to come walk by and just say, 'Hi, Mark'"
"Sure."
I shook his hand and thanked him and went back to my seat.
About ten minutes later, my client showed up. We ordered a drink and started to talk business. A couple of minutes later, I felt a tap on my shoulder. It was Bill Gates.
"Hi, Mark" he said.
I replied, "Fuck off, Gates, I'm in a meeting."

Wait Until' Fri..A business man got on an elevator. When he entered, there was a blonde
already inside who greeted him with a bright, "T-G-I-F."
He smiled at her and replied, "S-H-I-T."
She looked puzzled, and repeated, "T-G-I-F," more slowly
He again answered, "S-H-I-T."
The blonde was trying to keep it friendly, so, she smiled her biggest
smile and said as sweetly as possibly, "T-G-I-F."
The man smiled back to her and once again,> "S-H-I-T."
The exasperated blonde finally decided to explain, 'T-G-I-F' means
"Thank Goodness It's Friday". Get it, duuhhh?"
The man answered, 'S-H-I-T' means "Sorry, Honey, It's Thursday".....L-M-A-O......

What Song Should You Strip To?Your Stripper Song Is
Master and Servant by Depeche Mode
"There�s a new game
We like to play you see
A game with added reality
You treat me like a dog
Get me down on my knees"
Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice.
What Song Should You Strip To?

2007 On Fire!!I just want to note...
New goals, new objectives, new momentum!!!
2006 was successful...2007 will blow 2006 out of the water!!
I'm on a mission...I have my goals....
Doggie testify!
Their time is up....my time is NOW!!!

Manda Had A Little Lamb Who Fucked Her Up The Ass.....Manda Had a Little Lamb Who Fucked Her Up the Ass.....
Current mood: horny
A view into the state of my thoughts lately............
So dude hits on me and I just thought he was being really nice maybe a little flirty....naw my girl says he made it known he'd do me. He's part of a couple...when did I start doing couples?
I had this fucked up dream..and I do mean FUCKED UP.............
So I'm re-reading Kiss The Girls..so that may have helped with this dream sequence lol Anyway, it was me and some chick I dont ever recall seeing. We go back to her place, she's got guys waiting for us, right before she opens the bedroom door...I freak. I'm like "Oh hell no they'll kill us! Don't you know they're the maddog casanova killers???" It gets better :P So we go in bc stupid ass girlie doesnt listen to me and there sits Rich..he's so hot yummy. I hate to think of him as the killer but...he a little freaky if you know what I'm sayin lmao. So as far as I remember here's what go

Moving OnU HEAR ALOT OF PEOPLE SAYING U NEED TO MOVE ONE WHAT THEY DONT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND ITS NOT ALL THAT EASY. THIS HAS BEEN ONE HELL OF A WEEK FOR ME. LOOSING THE ONE MAN THAT WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NO MATTTER WHAT OR WHO I WAS WITH. THIS TIME IT IS SO DIFF. ALL BECAUSE OF ANOTHER MAN AND THE DECISION I HAD MADE WICH WAS A MISTAKE I LOST HIS LOVE AND HIS FRIENDSHIP. I HAVE BEEN A COMPLETE MESS THIS WEEK. I FIND MYSELF CRYING OUT OF THE BLUE FOR NO REASON. THERE FOR A TIME WE THOUGHT I WAS PREGNANT BUT THEN THE BLESSED TIME HAPPENED BUT ONLY FOR ONE AND A HALF DAYS. SO GUESS IT LOOKS LIKE I WILL HAVE TO TAKE THAT DAMN TEST YET. I WAS TALKING TO ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS YESTURDAY AND OUT OF THE BLUE ASKED ME WHAT MY FAV POSITION WAS AND THE TEARS STARTED ROLLING DOWN. I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL. I COULDNT TELL HIM WHAT IT WAS CAUSE I WAS LOST FOR A MOMENT IN TIME SO TO SAY. TODAY IS GOING TO BE VERY HARD FOR I HAVE TO TAKE SOMETHING TO HIS TRUCK WHILE HE IS AT WORK AND THAT WILL BE H

Kids... God Help Me.So i get home yesterday to Sibi & Luvy fighting over a picture. Unlike King Solomon I can't cut them in half and throw them somewhere so I had to get Luvy to relinquish the photo because I knew Sibs would forget about it in a few minutes which she did.
Then later on that night Luvy walks up to me and asks me something that shocked me.
Okay mind you she's ELEVEN YEARS OLD.
*ahem*
"What color are your eyes?"
In eleven years she's never looked?! I love that kid but she's too flighty sometimes.

Ok In The Few Minutes That Have Just Past...i realize it's even more fun to have someone else be random with you XD haha and apparently now jen and i are getting married and adopting an orphaned eskimo kid who's parents were eaten by seals...
...WTF... ~_~

Us Congressmen Seek To Stop Bush From Starting A War With IranUS congressmen seek to stop Bush from starting a War with Iran
18 Jan 2007
A bipartisan group of US congressmen have put forward legislation to prevent the president [sic] from attacking Iran without the authorisation of Congress. The move comes amid concern at George W Bush's attitude towards Iran. [And also, concern that he's a f*cking lunatic.]
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/6277275.stm

Listen Up It's Rock And Roll Time~ I'm lokking for musicans on CT! ~
I'm having a contest on Rock And Roll and i need musicans for it!
If u want to enter plz send me ur pic link to my inbox and i will add you. this one will be fun
Prizes from Big Pimping Gifts.
comments + rates = total on this one!
so just click on the pic and send me ur pic
starting date unknown for now til i get men or woman doesn't matter as long as they are musicans
or they do it for fun!
thanks
Maria

George Carlin On AgingGood morning and a happy Friday to all! This is a good one to read now and then -------
George Carlin ( Absolutely Brilliant )
IF YOU DON'T READ THIS TO THE VERY END, YOU HAVE LOST A DAY IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED, DO AS I AM DOING AND SEND IT ON.
George Carlin's Views on Aging
Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions.
"How old are you?" "I'm four and a half!" You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key
You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead.
"How old are you?" "I'm gonna be 16!" You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life . . . you become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony . YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!!
But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there?

Alright GuysI've got so many people on my list, I'm needing some help with who's my fan in order for me to become yours as well???
Please let me know something, just pop in...

Closer To YouLoving you madly will be forever.
I see the ocean in your eyes when we're together.
There are no boundaries. There are no limits.
My heart has been embraced now that you're in it.
Hold me closer to your dreams.
Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter.
Hold me when you're close to tears.
Time passes by, seconds into minutes.
Every field and flower fades but love is infinite.
There are no boundaries. There are no limits.
My heart's a bigger place now that you're in it.
Hold me closer to your dreams.
Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter.
Hold me when you're close to tears.
I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to.
All I want is to be closer. Closer to you.
How tight can you hold me?
How long can we stay awake?
How hard can we laugh?
How much love can we make?
Hold me close to your dreams.
Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter.
Hold me when you're close to tears.
I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to.
A

One Day SoonOne day, my arms will possess you,
One day, I will ask for your hand,
One day, the ring will be shining,
In the sun as we walk thro' the sand.
One day, romance will caress you,
One day, the church bells will chime,
And we will go cruising together forever
For the love of my dreams will be mine.

GoodnightGet more at COMMENTYOU.com
I love you all! Still can not post bulletins to help you all out! Wish I could, Goodnight all!~Heather

Ok Look !SOMEONE HIT UR GURL UP
IM SO FUCKIN BORED AND NEED
PIC COMMENTS TO SOMETHING TO DO
SO HIT ME UP U KNO WHO I B
THE ONE AND ONLY
!STRAWBERRY!
LETS CHAT SOMEONE LETS TALK
TALK TO ME I NEED YALL TO SHO ME
SUM MAD LUV TONITE !

Conversation At The DinnertableA family is at the dinner table.
The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there?
The father, surprised, answers:
"Well, son, there's three kinds of breasts.
In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and firm.
In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit.
After fifty, they are like onions."
"Onions?"
"Yes, you see them and they make you cry."
This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said,
"Mom, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?"
The mother, surprised, smiles and answers:
"Well dear, a man goes through three phases - each like a different type of tree.
In his twenties, he is like an oak tree, mighty and hard.
In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable.
After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree."
"A Christmas tree?"
"Yes dear, dead from the roots up and the ball

New To Cherry TapI have only been here a couple of days, but I am really digging this site.. it is more interactive than Myspace, and I have met some really cool and sexy people...
Thanks everyone for making me feel welcome.

It Never Last!!!I've been coming here day after day looking at beautiful women and their hellashis bodies and I must say there has been alot of 20's out there, but what I want to get at, is this. No matter how much we rate each other or how many times we're rated, we still crave for more and more, I'm included in the equation!!! We all love ourselves, but oftentimes we seek the love of others to try and validate or to secure the love we have for ourselves. And, that's usually what happens on here! This is a wonderful place to meet people, but we all know that this is a means of letting go and feeling free to be who you really are. We view each others pictures and see things that are very tempting, but after the day it leaves you temporarily satisfied. There's really no fulfillment in all this. I'm in no way trying to encourage anyone to stop coming to this site!!! But what I'm getting at is, is it really satisfying you or are you being fulfilled? Just a thought!

Preparing Your Altar & Ceremony For ImbolcPREPARING YOUR ALTAR
į Altar candles should be white only.
į Incense should be benzoin or vanilla.
į Circle may be decorated with white flowers.
į Circle candles should always be for the elementals (green, yellow, red, and blue).
į Lay your magick broom (besom) upon the altar.
į Have a white votive candle in the cauldron.
į Have rosemary and bay to burn.
į Have extra wine.
INSTRUCTIONS FOR THE CEREMONY
Sweep circle area; lay out circle and altar items; bathe and robe. Light incense and altar candles. Ring bell three times and say,
"The circle is about to be cast and I freely stand within to greet my Lady and my Lord.
Take center candle from altar, light each candle of the circle moving north, then east, south and west and say,
(N) I call upon light and earth at the north to illuminate and strengthen the circle.
(E) I call upon light and air at the east to illuminate and enliven the circle.
(S) I call upon light and fire at the south to illuminate and warm the

Haha Ew Xdewwww i feels all gross and gungy and sweaty and gross XD haha but i feel GOOD :D haha damned exercising and my being determined to get rid of my pudgums!

Vertical Horizon-foreverTake these roses off of me
Let me live, let me be
For a little while
Let my eyes
See everything and nothing in their time
I do not mind
Who would've guessed I'd have learned
To let the walls around me burn
Light up the hillside
My words, I ate them for so long and nothing changed
It was just the same
And I don't know if you see me here
But I can tell you your face is clear
I will see you...
Forever
Forever
I will see you
Forever
Forever
Call me close once again
Call me teacher, call me friend
Just like the first time
Call my name, it echos in the walls around this room
It's all you
I don't know if you hear me there
When it's darkest, no one cares
I will hear you...
Forever
Forever
I will hear you
Forever
Forever
I wanted you to be everything to me
Now I've got to learn to carry on
I know I cannot hide, this emptiness inside
But nothing is the same since you've gone
Send me letters from above
Send me strength, send me love
Such sweet

Xd Hahaeasy way to disturb jenny, tell her how often mice/rats go into heat LoL which is once every four days for two days XD haha XD

Haha Just For The Recordthe way my hair is right now ((i haven't brushed it out yet, well i've brushed it and put product in it)) but anyway, the way my hair is right now, i feels like a lion XD haaaa -shrug-

The Struggle Has Yet To ComeTHE STRUGGLE HAS YET TO COME
By DSM
The thoughts of equality are pounded into the heads of white youth on a daily basis. Whether it be from a teacher or from a program on television, one is hard pressed to find a show on television that doesnít have a starring black or Mexican, if it isnít a person of a different color it is a Jew. In this day and age it has become harder for a proud man or woman of the white race to show how they feel about those who flood their countries demanding a handout or ruining a city. More and more people are turning to crime in order to suppress burdens placed on them on a daily basis. With the media telling us that black is the exact same as white, or Latin Americans have every right to inhabit the United States legally or illegally. They tell us we should not take action against those who illegally run across our borders and then demand health care and money from our government. They tell us to turn a blind eye when a person of color rapes our

What Creature Of The Night Are You Most Like?You scored as Black Witch. You are a Black Witch, and a very powerful one at that! Beware he who crosses your way, I sure wouldn't want to be him! Just beware who you place your curses on, for they may in turn curse you with an even more terrible curse!Fallen Angel83%Black Witch83%You are a Demon83%You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Vampire58%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

A Really Bad DayWELL I NEED TO VENT SO IF YA DONT WANNA HEAR ME BITCH ABOUT MY JOB GET OUT NOW.
THAT BEING SAID MY FUCKING DAY STARTED OUT AT 3:30 THIS MORNING I OVER SLEPT BY A FEW HOURS BUT NO BIG DEAL. WELL I DIDNT GET TO UPSET ABOUT THAT MY MORNING STARTED JUST LIKE THE REST HAD MY OJ AND CINNIMON BUN CHECKED EMAILS THEN DID MY MORNING THINGS B4 I LEFT FOR WORK.
SO I GET TO WORK GO TO FIRE UP THE TRUCK NOTHING. PISS ME RIGHT THE FUCK OFF. SO BREAK OUT THE JUMPER CABLES HOOK EM UP TO MY PICKUP NOT ENOUGH TO FIRE UP THE BIG TRUCK. SO I GET FIRE UP THE SPARE WHICH IS HOOK TO AN EMPTY FLAT BED DRAG THE SHIT OUT OF THE BRAKES IN A PISSED OFF MOOD. GET IT DOWN TO MY TRUCK CABLES DONT REACH ON ACCOUNT OF A LOADED TRAILER IN THE FUCKING WAY. SO BACK UP TO THE SHOP SLAM THE SHIT OUT OF THE TRAILER BACK WHERE IT WAS DROP IT ALL FUCKED UP CROOKED BUT WHO GIVES A FLING FUCK BASH THE SPARE BACK DOWN TO MY PIECE OF SHIT HOOK UP THE CABLES UNDER THE HOOD STILL NOT ENOUGH OF JUICE SO TAKE EM OFF TO MOVE TH

My Wedding Ringit gives me strength when i need it. it was picked out thinking of me, of a love that would have been. when i wear it i have the strength to break the world in half.
but looking at it makes me sick. cuz i know the other one is buried under ground, in the cold on a finger of bone. she never got to see it and it makes me sad that she never will.
it sparkled like the light in her eyes, even though her eyes were as blue as the sky, her eyes out shined any diamond. and a smile that rivaled the sun. it warmed your heart and soul.
i wear my wedding ring now, cuz i need the strength to get me though but i hate the way it looks so alone.

What A WeekI've been without power for nine days - Everything is restored now though - My front and back yard looks like world war 2 with the trees all over them -
My heart goes out to the ones who are still without power and cold - If anyone can use a 17 gallon tank of propane let me know.

A Little Story For Fun......A night for two loversÖ.
We finally get to meet. I arrange to meet you at the airport. When I see you standing at the concourse, you take my breath away at how beautiful you are in person. Your wearing a spring dress that lets the light through, and I can see what your wearing underneath. I walk up to you, and take you in my arms and kiss you on the lips. You notice that I now have a bulge under my pants that you resist the urge to touch. I look down at you and can almost see your nipples, and I resist the urge to reach down and play with them. You nibble on my ear and say ďletís get out of here.Ē And we go collect your luggage.
You get into my truck on my side and slide over so I can sit next to you. You wrap your arm around my neck and begin to kiss me on the neck and ear as I drive out of the garage. I start to rub my hand on your leg and knee, first circling your left knee with my fingers, and then working my way slowly up your thigh. I slowly flicker my fingers acros

I Love This OneMy dear friend....
You came into my life so unexpectedly..
Little did I know what was to lie ahead
For the longest time you were a click of a mouse, words on my screen
Hugs that warmed my days.. and secured my nights
Within the many hours of our private room,
You showed me strength, when I showed you my weaknesses.
You taught me the importance of believing in myself,
When I thought there was nothing to believe in
You taught me so much, in ways I never knew
You stood behind me when I began to fall.
Along side of me when I needed a friend
In front of me when I needed a guide
You showed me my ability to fly...
How to reach places I had only dreamed of
You saw me with your heart and not your eyes
But more importantly you gave me a piece of you
A gift worth far more than money could buy.
You gave me a floor to dance on..
A song in my heart that I finally understand the words to
And a peacefulness in my heart...where you will live forever..
I hope everyone finds a

What Do You Want Me To Say ?I'm uptight....I have no response.
I push away....I have no response.
I'm the type of girl who pushes away and feels hurt....I have nothing to say.
I'm the girl who pushes everyone away and hurts myself....I have no response.
What do you want me to say...thank you for pointing out my weaknesses, thank you for making me feel like I'm three inches tall and not like everyone else..well I'm not going to, I'm not going to say any of it, because I'm not going to fight, I'm not going to try to explain myself. I took a chance, I became open again and yet where did it get me? I am right back to where I started from, am I supposed to lie? I can't take my clothes off and feel comfortable about myself, I can't have a NSFW photo album, or private...But I try so desperately to please the ones I care about the most, I try too hard period. All I ever wanted was someone real, someone who thought that I was worth a second glance, someone who thought I was someone worthwhile...I wanted so badly som

My Heart Full Of CompassionI cannot ease your aching heart,
Nor take the pain away.
But let me stay and take your hand
And walk with you today.
Iíll listen when you need to talk,
Iíll wipe your tears away.
Iíll share your worries when they come,
Iíll help you face your fears.
Iím here and I will stand by you,
Each hill you have to climb.
So take my hand lets face the word,
Live one day at a time.
Youíre not alone for Iím still here,
Iíll go that extra mile,
And when your grief is easier,
Iíll help you learn to smile

Blahalrighty boys and girls this is a quick update I know Ive been missing for a bit I have a pinched nerve in my back so I cant get around very well I will respond to messages ,ect when I can sit for awhile but thanks for all the luv...play hard and stay safe
xoxo

Summary Of Life...
Summary of Life
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED:
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptise cats.
2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.
3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person.
4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.
5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.
6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.
7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time.
8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.
9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.
10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap.
GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED:
1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.
2) Wrinkles don't hurt.
3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts.
4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the i

Old Ass Poem I Wrote...called "dreams"Dreams
3/19/02
4:02 A.M.
What i hope and wish for often alludes me
there but never nearly close enuff for me to grasp
i ask for the foresight to go foward with my forncation
but watchful eyes never leave and so i keep you in my dreams
amazing technicolor rendations of forbidden acts
fact and fantasy intertwine until my dreams are deferred
perfering your flesh over the coldness of my pillow
my willow weeps when i wake and all that remains is the 'tears'
stuck to me as a reminder of what will never be
exploring the shores of yout seas hoping to see
things that can be viewed in my dreams
these contagious never ending forbidden exquisite dreams
as i careen further into your abyss forever lost in your eyes
and thighs but i dispise the only way that i can have you is like this
your beauty only being fully realized while i slumber
i often wonder what would wondering without waking would be like
slipping further into slumber slowly letting my sexuality set in
the 'stake

Greatest Pleasure..One of the greatest pleasures in life is laughter. I love a good laugh but never at the expense of another. I try to live in the present moment. The past is just a memory, and the future only exist in our imagination. The here and now is what has been given to me and I grasp at every moment to experience it fully. I am a mystery, and few truly know me at all, even those closest to me. I am blessed for the few that are there for me and stand by me, no easy task for mere mortals. Those who choose to stay experience love and loyalty like no other. I never forget those who have helped and guided me through my journey. I like people who are honest, even if it hurts me, please, don't lie to me. We've all been through things in our lives that have bumped and grazed us. I cast no judgement on anyone. We all know what's right and what's wrong, don't we? KARMA is powerful, it's there and there is no denying it so be mindful because you will reap what you sow, firsthand knowledge right here!! I d

If I Let You Hit It...1. Which of us would be in control?
2. Would you whisper freaky things in my ear?
3. Would you talk dirty to me if I asked you to?
4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue?
5. Would you go down on me?
6. Would you give me a hickey?
7. How many rounds would we go?
8. What would you want to do afterwards?
9. Would you take off all your clothes for me?
10. Would you lick and bite me all over?
11. Would you like foreplay or just get straight to the point?
12. Would you take your time if I told you to?
13. Would you fall asleep when we were done?
14. Would you want to go fast or slow?
15. Where would you want to "do it" at?
16. Would you be loud or quiet?
17. Do you think you could make me have an orgasm?
18. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?
19. WOULD YOU MAKE LOVE TO ME TODAY?

Surge In Carbon Levels Raises Fears Of Runaway WarmingSurge in carbon levels raises fears of runaway warming
19 Jan 2007
Carbon dioxide is accumulating in the atmosphere much faster than scientists expected, raising fears that humankind may have less time to tackle climate change than previously thought.
http://environment.guardian.co.uk/climatechange/story/0,,1994071,00.html

I Feel As If I'm Married To His Damn Family...I look at everything around me, and I wonder, "Why?". I look at my husband and I think of the shit we're going through right now, although we seem content for the moment. His mom called yet again this morning. She claims she was only checking up on us; she might have been doing just that for all I know, but I have reasons to believe otherwise. His family only calls when they need money. They ask for big amounts at a time. $100, $200, $300....nothing less. Nothing more, either, thank God. But, who said that we're rich? Antonio and I make enough to keep us satisfied, mainly to keep our two little boys financially stable. Enough to get them the food they need, treats our three-year-old "requires"...diapers, wipes, toys (occasionally), clothes to keep their tiny bodies warm and comfortable, DVDs for our oldest boy (occasionally), etc. At the beginning of our relationship, it didn't bother me that his family called for money. It never irritated me that Antonio would send his family money ra

Off To VegasA man came home from work one day to find his wife on the front porch with her bags packed.
'Just where the heck do you think you're going!', said the man.
'I'm going to Las Vegas', said the wife, 'I just found out I can get $400 a night for what I give you for free!
'The man said, 'Wait a minute!', and then ran inside the house only to come back a few minutes later with his suitcases in hand.
'Where the heck are you going?', said the wife.
The man said, 'I want to see how you're gonna live on $800 a year!'

My First.Was a dream come true. Was the only thing that made me so happy in my life. Only thing that i had ever wanted. Only person that meant everything, anything to me, who meant the world to me...the person who i loved with all my heart... but now can only be a memory. A good memory.
ĎI hope that I am not going to be lateí I said to myself glancing at my watch; five more minutes. I really didnít want to be late, as I paced down the street, heading for the station.
My pace had started to quicken as I turned onto the next street. With the pace that I was going at I could feel the rain spitting onto my face. Typical British weather I rolled my eyes crossing the road.
When I got into the station, I straightened myself, checked to see whether I was presentable and headed for the meeting spot we decided on.
It was our first time that we were meeting face to face. We were really close friends. We talked a lot on the internet, through webcam and on the phone. One night when we were tal

The President's New PlansCAIRO, Egypt - Al-Qaida's deputy leader mocked President Bush's plan to send 21,000 more troops to Iraq, challenging him to send "the entire army" and vowing insurgents will defeat them in a new videotape, a U.S. group that tracks al-Qaida messages said Monday.
The Washington-based SITE Institute said it had intercepted the video from Ayman al-Zawahri, which had not yet been posted on Islamic militant Web sites, where his messages are usually posted. SITE did not elaborate on how it received the message.
Al-Zawahri said the U.S. strategy for Iraq, outlined by Bush in a Jan. 9 speech, was doomed to fail.
"I ask him, why send 20,000 (troops) only ó why not send 50 or 100 thousand? Aren't you aware that the dogs of Iraq are pining for your troops' dead bodies?" al-Zawahri said in an excerpt of the video released by SITE.
"So send your entire army to be annihilated at the hands of the mujahedeen (holy warriors) to free the world from your evil," he said, "because Iraq, land of

Change To The Photo SectionI've changed all the folders to nsfw and made the majority only avaialble to friends, this is so I don't get anymore idiots either down rating them or crying to CT that my images are nsfw, which btw they are not.
I'm not about to lose my account and this has been done to protect me and my account here.
my graphics my get a little spicy at times but they don't go over the edge. so on that note, that is that. and I want to give a big thanks to all my girls that sent messages and gifts while I was sick, feeling much better now and thanks for showing how much you do care.
your all the best of friends.

Serves Him Right!http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070123/ap_on_re_us/girls_gone_wild
LOS ANGELES - The founder of the "Girls Gone Wild" videos was sentenced Monday to two years probation and 200 hours of community service for violating federal laws designed to prevent the sexual exploitation of minors.
Joe Francis, 33, also was ordered to pay a $500,000 fine as part of a plea deal he made with the U.S. Department of Justice in September, when he plead guilty to failing to document the ages of young women engaging in sexually explicit acts in the tapes.
Under the deal, Francis acknowledged he included footage of two drunken, underage girls shot in Florida in the videos.
Francis said he was targeted because the "government needs to make an example."
"The FBI investigated me for five years ... and this is the best that they could come up with," he said.
Last month, a federal judge in Florida ordered Francis' Santa Monica-based company, Mantra Films Inc., to pay a $1.6 millio

The Lost LoveThe Lost Love
Is it Over,
I am Fine,
Thank You Dearly,
For Your time,
I'll Be Leaving,
Donít you Cry,
I'll Be Back Soon,
At least I'll Try,
Cant You See
There is No Time to Think,
Selfishly,
Yesterdays Gone,
Tomorrow's Here,
Cant Turn Back Now,
I Wont Quit,
I Still Love You
I Swear
I Always Will

Sex PoemsSky is blue
Water is wet
I'll make you cum
I'll make you sweat
Pressed up against my body
Movin up and down
Slowly but firmly
We'll move the ground
Kissing Is A Habit
Fucking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Baby Is A Bastard
The Mother Is A Whore
This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!
Sex is like math
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You dont multiply
Roses are red
Grass is green
Open your legs
And I'll fill you with cream
Hickory dickory dock
This bitch was suckin my cock
The clock struck two
I dumped my goo
And dumped her to the end of the block
Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style & 69
Just for fun
Or gettin paid
Everyone likes gettin laid
Sex is evil
Evil is a sin
Sins are forgiven
So stick it in!!!
roses are nice
violets are f

Version OneShe stands so solid,
on a sea of gold corn,
fields stretch for miles
in the place she was born,
he stands there hovering
over a sea of blue,
endless horizons
and plenty to do.
Waves enter both realms
washing their presence,
with delights of love
and human essence,
hers' whispy and light
in autumnal breeze,
his dancing and playful
despite winters freeze.
Combine harvesters plow
through that field of gold,
Ships hew the deep blue
with bowsprits so bold,
Dust and spray jump
and mingle in the air
and compound in unison
love, devil may care.
Hearts in the cornfield,
hearts in the sea,
hearts together,
a rare unity,
eyes that observe
each others domain,
both visions dance
in summers' warm rain.
The sea ebbs and flows
and stays the same place
The golden corn grows
in that special warm space,
Their hands never touch
yet their hearts are one,
like sea and field,
natures' work done.
A Five Course Meal
Starter
Like a bowl of soup,
warmth to m

Restless DreamRestless through the night
Tossing and turning
Stirring~ a hand laying
gently on my body
Caressing every inch
of my hard manhood
Slowly I eclipse
entering this hot molten
honeycomb
Wet like morning dew
Lips swollen with anticipation
Yearning for a deeper sensation
Peeking her arousal
Hips surge to abyss
Flesh hot with desire
Our senses numb
But knowing
Intensity everlasting
Bodies trembling
Passion evoked
Spellbound by her beauty
Spent to exhaustion
reaching out to cover her up
She''s not here,where is she
Alone in my bed
Realizing, it was just

PoetryBelieve in your heart that
something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers,
and your own potential,
and in your own innate goodness.
Wake every morning
with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent,
awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself
and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own specialness.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you
to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit
that you are less than perfect;
this is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
for today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Create your own rainbows.
Be open to all your possibilities;
all possibilities and Miracles.
Always believe in Miracles.

Venting Just A Touch About The Whole 'rate/fan/add' SpielDisclaimer: I'm not in this game for the ranks. I'm here to support and defend Bella from the creepy ass son of a bitches who hit on her, to enjoy chatting with people, and meeting interesting folks.
So you know this whole 'fad' that's going around? People sticking on their profiles, 'rate me // fan me b4 u add me!' thing?
Well okay, I do all that for you.. where is the common courtesy to repay the kindness?
I understand some of our top cherries have a SHIT LOAD of people fanning, adding, and rating them.
But for many of the less-swamped individuals, how hard is it to return the favor?
Anyone that is on my list, prior to 1/23, is exempt from being deleted.
Anyone after : If I do all that for you, I expect at least a return. If you dont, i'll go back and take it away.
Yes, in a way this is slightly petty, but seriously.. just be fucking courteous.
Bella, my fiancee, has nearly 9000 friends. During her last blast, she returned ANYTHING that was given: a ra

Please Don't Use Certain Personal Items Of MinePlease don't use certain personal items of mine
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Date: 2006-05-24, 1:15PM EDT
Dear Roommate,
I know you were expecting me to be gone for the day. I know that I donít usually come back to the house 15 minutes after Iíve left, but I forgot the document I was proofing last night and although I do have an e copy of it, I needed the notes I made on that copy while we watched a movie together last night. So, I had to come back home to get it.
It was in our living room that I noticed a familiar sound coming from my side of the house and figured I might have bumped it while getting something out of my drawer this morning and it turned itself on. I was not very prepared for what had really happened.
Now, I know that weíve become closer over the last month or so then we ever have been. We both lost our significant other at approximately the same time. Weíve been doing more things together, like s

Health Update: Test Results/new DiagnosisYep, yet another medical blog. But, that's the story of my life. If it's not one body part having issues, it's another! ;)
Well, today was the day for my re-check with my GI doctor about the results of all the tests he did. Since I've been sick since November, it's quite obvious that whatever was going on wasn't going to go away on it's own. He had the chance to go over all my test results by now. The ultrasound did show gallstones, but at the moment that is the LEAST of my problems. My gallbladder, while screwed up obviously, is NOT what's making me stay sick. The endoscopy shows major signs of GERD (gastrointestinal reflux disease) which is no suprise since they diagnosed me with stress related ulcers wayyyy back when I was 14. But that's not the problem itself, just a "side-effect" of what's really going on. As fas as my GI system is concerned, I'm a freaking mess.
Apparently, as if the cystic fibrosis (in the case of my GI tract means my pancreas dosen't work properly), the GE

Im Deleting My Cherrytap Account.Ill be giving everyone about a weeks time to add me somewhere either it being my AIM, Yahoo messager, or my myspace.
AIM/AOL - ABAD V6 ON ROIDS
YAHOO! - XXTHEENDOFHEARTACHEXX
http://www.myspace.com/theskyweepstonight
If you add me on myspace, be sure to message me first to tell me who you are. so i wont just delete you.
Im just not feeling this place anymore... Tis all.
-John

Sad Nfl NewsOk...Im a die-hard Packer fan!
Born and raised in Wisconsin..But....
I thought this was fuckin funny!
Enjoy :)
The NFL announced today that for financial reasons they had to eliminate
one team from the league. So they've decided to combine the Green Bay Packers and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers and form one team, causing many
layoffs but saving millions of dollars in costs.
They will be known as the..........TAMPACKS.
Unfortunately, they're only good for one period and have no second string...

Damn It...so, i got measured for new bra's as i do every couple of years.
I thought it was hard getting my previous size, but now??
Damn it, its near on IMPOSSIBLE to get them now.
So, if any of you sexy ladies (or fellas, i'm not biased) wanna buy me some underwear, feel free, and i will send you some personal pics of me wearing it, and maybe slowly taking it off... ;)
oh yeah, and i should mention, i was a 40G, i'm now a 38H (UK sizing)...

Spell To Dream Of The FutureDream divination is the power to see the future and enhance clairvoyance through dreaming. To foresee an event in the future through a dream, try this powerful dream ritual.
Decide what subject your prophetic/psychic dream will be about:
* Does it involve you, or someone else?
* What is the subject you need information on? (Money, love, etc.)
* How far or near in the future do you wish to see?
* Do you have a specific question to ask, or just a general topic?
* How do you want the question answered- by a guide, symbols, emotions, etc.?
Once you are sure you know what exactly the prophetic dream should be able, you can gather your items and prepare your working. Lay out a square of pale blue cloth. In the middle, places a mixture of ash leaves, bay leaves, cinquefoil, heliotrope, holly, jasmine flowers, marigold flowers, mimosa, mugwort, onion, and/or yarrow (however many you can find). Bring the corners towards the middle and tie it all together like a small bag with a st

Are You A Girl Or A Grown Woman?Grown Women
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.
Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits.
Girls want to control the man in their life.
Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.
Girls check you for not calling them.
Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.
Girls are afraid to be alone.
Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.
Girls ignore the good guys.
Grown women ignore the bad guys.
Girls make you come home.
Grown women make you want to come home.
Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.
Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends).
Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even

Women's Fashion...what the fuck is this?
why the hell is it fashionable to look like you dropped kicked a grizzly bear in the ass
seriously...i see chicks with shorts on and them shits..in the summer and shit...
you look like fucking idiots
and then you got this shit
this is not janet jackson rhythmn nation...i promise you i dont find these attractive
and yes i know every woman is not put here to appease me with her looks...but damnit you look like a damn idiot

The BuildingI feel frustrated with the continual hindrance
At times imposed emptiness exasperates me
And hovering, is that false sense of loneliness
Though I am so filled with love, happiness and joy
A little sadness sometimes flits like a hummingbird
Who's drawn by the nectar; that sustains its energy
I swallow those bitter pills you lace with untruths
And they ease through my being causing no ill effects
Yet ironically I notice you seem more affected than I
As you prolifically spin and weave bristling yarns
Youíre designing garments to suit your own needs
And textures and colours seem obscenely obscure
My comfort resides within my solid foundations
My honour enhanced by the trust I have earned
But you weaken yours every time you build on!

UmmmmmmmOk, I've been on the Tap for real now for about a week. I signed up back in June but never really got into it until I heard my friend Jeremy Crow keep raving, ranting, and talking it up. He has ways of doing that y'know.
Anyway, I've met some of my friends from my PSP (Paint Shop Pro..not a drug) groups. Serenity, Miss Evil, NightOwls, JC, Lioness, and Kira. (if I missed someone, please knock me over the head) I'm glad to see y'all here. :) It helps to have some familiarity when starting new. I've run into some real nutz (in a good way) and some real just plain nice people. I'm trying to get my creations out there for all of you to enjoy.
It's taken me a few minutes (days) to figure out how this place works but, as far as I can tell, it's worth it. I look forward to meeting more friends.
Have a ball y'all
CSC

Deathtoday Jan25 at 10:00am i died from being bored and horny. it was a sudden death that i could not keep from happening. please pray for me. my funeral will be held oct 15 2008 under the old oak tree. be there or you can kiss my ass.

Family And FriendsIt's good to hear from old friends.I was so happy that one finally contacted me.Yes finally I got to talk with Andrea.She was like I didn't forget you.I missed my old friends.It's great to know they still care.Anyways the other night Sarah finally came up to see me after year or so.She has grown up.She got in a wreck the other night got a broken arm, her bf got a Broken nose.I started another drawing of my little cousin emma.I am going to try and to draw shawn too.The new year was good.Things are the same.i can't wait til i can drive again.I will be happy when mAy comes around.

Words Of WisdomWhat are words?
But spoken emotions,
That cannot equate;
To a lovers touch!
What is touch?
But passion you convey,
Through senses unseen,
Manifested this way!

Read Me, Please!!!I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident threw it away. I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away.wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. Send this to everyone you love including the person that sent it to you. If you send this to 10 people in the next 43 minutes then tomorrow will be the best day ever!!!!!I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends.
I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends!

Sexdown on your pillow,
And turn the lights down low,...
Let me take you to the garden,
Where the passion flower grows,....
Close your eyes and enter dreams,...
As love's emotion sets the scene,...
And flitters through the garden,...
Where the passion flower grows,....
Touch the tender petals,...
Of the flower as she grows,...
A tentative endeavour,...
As your feelings overflow,....
Let me draw you to the place,...
Where ecstasy can be embraced,...
The beauty of the garden,...
Where the passion flower grows,....
Feel your mind exploding,...
In the heavy scented air,...
Experience the shiver,...
As your captured unaware,....
A little touch of heaven,...
Where imagination flows,...
The valley in the garden,...
where the passion flower grows
A moment of Passion Shared with You...

WomanNOW thou hast loved me one whole day,
To-morrow when thou leavest, what wilt thou say ?
Wilt thou then antedate some new-made vow ?
Or say that now
We are not just those persons which we were ?
Or that oaths made in reverential fear
Of Love, and his wrath, any may forswear ?
Or, as true deaths true marriages untie,
So lovers' contracts, images of those,
Bind but till sleep, death's image, them unloose ?
Or, your own end to justify,
For having purposed change and falsehood, you
Can have no way but falsehood to be true ?
Vain lunatic, against these 'scapes I could
Dispute, and conquer, if I would ;
Which I abstain to do,
For by to-morrow I may think so too.

|g|r|e|e|n| |e|y|e|s||B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|
-People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days.
|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S|
-Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.
|H|A|Z|E|L| |E|Y|E|S|
-People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. T

Unanswerable Questions* Why does round pizza come in a square box?
* Why are you "in" a movie but you're "on" TV?
* Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing?
* How does the guy who drives the snowplow get to work in the mornings?
* If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors?
* Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways?
* Why is it that when you transport something by car, it's called a shipment, but when you transport something by ship, it's called cargo?
* Why does an alarm clock "go off" when it begins ringing?
* Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"?
* If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends?
* Why do you wear a pair of panties and only one bra?
* Why is it called a "near miss" when you don't hit something?
* Why is abbreviated such a long word?
* If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still w

Dumbass #2HERE IS ANOTHER ONE...DUMBASS
WTH IS GOING ON HERE??
I HAVE NOT HAD ANYONE SAY ANYTHING LIKE THIS TO
ME IN MONTHS. I GUESS TODAY IS MY DAY....
ASSHOLES
My Shoutbox
trible_xxx: u know u are so sexy i want u now
trible_xxx@ CherryTAP
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE IF YOU CAN'T SAY ANYTHING
RESPECTFUL!!!

NewEYES OF AN ANGEL
Entranced by an angels eyes of blue
Held captive before I even knew
That the soul was a match to mine
A match made by god in the divine
Fitting in place like two puzzle pieces
And with her eyes my fear she releases
And makes me surrender to her alone
we have been one long before we had known
That our soul is shared and we were meant to be
Made to be together through out all eternity
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

CommentsAS SOON as this site gets back to as close to normal as possible...I will return comments..and start voting again..

The Car Of Her DreamsThe Car of Her Dreams
A woman walks into a Lexus dealership. She browses around, then spots the car of
her dreams and walks over to inspect it. As she bends to feel the fine leather
upholstery, a small fart escapes her.
Extremely embarrassed, she looks around nervously to see if anyone has noticed
her little accident, and hopes a sales person doesn't pop up right now. But, as
she turns back, there, standing next to her, is a salesman.
"Good day, Madame, how may we help you today?"
Very uncomfortably, she asks, "Sir, what is the price of this lovely vehicle?"
He answers, "Madame, I'm afraid I can't say.... If you farted just touching
it... you're going to shit when you hear the price."

IntroductionsOne should always begin at the beginning...but that wouldn't be any fun, so indulge me for a few brief moments. It's rather late, I'm a little sleepy and actually jones-ing for a cigarette. I gave up smoking fourteen months ago, the urge to light up almost always hits me when I'm plugging away on the computer.
I think to begin, I will fall back upon a story I have been working on as a means of introduction. I'll try to continue to writing, though I make no promises as to its quality. I've never claimed to be good at it. I do however enjoy it.
Eden's Story
Eden Pirelli was always a rebellious young woman. She hadnít ceased to rebel once she reached adulthood. The daughter of seemingly ďwell to doĒ conservative family in the lower Midwest, she was out on her own by the time she was barely seventeen. Home was just too much to handle for her. The faÁade of her family shattered when she finally broke free from them after having suffered an adolescence of sexual abuse at the hands of he

To Be Loved.Something which touched me when i saw this music film video. My cousin sent me it, she fell in love with this song...so did i.

Primer 55-this LifeYou've got no selfesteem, and you think you're so mistreated.
you can't stand your face, and you cannot,
cannot believe that you cannot control your fate
(chorus)
this isn't what you wanted
someone to break you down every motherfucking day
it's not the life you wanted
someone to break you, someone to make you
bruises on your face, i guess you fell down the steps again
and that's such a shame, cause you let it,
you let it happen over and over again
(repeat chorus)
it's just another day, the last day he touches you again.
but that's the price he'll pay.
you pull the trigger, it all goes away in one determind flash
(repeat chorus)
(b-verse)
PAY!! close you eyes, you better, hold em' tight, you'll never,
don't keep telling yourself it''ll be alright, don't keep telling yourself it'll be alright.
(solo)
(repeat b verse)
Primer 55 - This LifeMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com
Primer 55 Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure
HOLY FUCK! I love

Emergency FlashersSubject: A blonde's car
A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day. So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road.
She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. Takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic.
The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers...
Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It wasn't very long before a police car arrives.
The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?"
"My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly.
"Well, what on earth are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the Officer...
"Oh, those are my emergency flashers!" she replied.

Rye Bread????Two old guys, one 80 and one 87, were sitting on their usual park bench one morning.
The 87 year old had just finished his morning jog and wasn't even short of breath.
The 80 year old was amazed at his friend's stamina and asked him what he did to have so much energy.
The 87 year old said "Well, I eat rye bread every day. It keeps your energy level high and you'll have great stamina with the ladies."
So, on the way home, the 80 year old stops at the bakery. As he was looking around, the lady asked if he needed any help. He said, "Do you have any rye bread?"
She said, "Yes, there's a whole shelf of it. Would you like some?"
He said, "I want 5 loaves.
She said, "My goodness, 5 loaves...by the time you get to the 5th loaf, it'll be hard"
He replied, "I can't believe it, everybody in the world knows about this shit but me."

John Lennon, Album: Double Fantasy (1980)'Watching the Wheels'
People say I'm crazy doing what I'm doing,
Well they give me all kinds of warnings to save me from ruin,
When I say that I'm o.k. they look at me kind of strange,
Surely your not happy now you no longer play the game,
People say I'm lazy dreaming my life away,
Well they give me all kinds of advice designed to enlighten me,
When I tell that I'm doing Fine watching shadows on the wall,
Don't you miss the big time boy you're no longer on the ball?
I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round,
I really love to watch them roll,
No longer riding on the merry-go-round,
I just had to let it go,
People asking questions lost in confusion,
Well I tell them there's no problem,
Only solutions,
Well they shake their heads and they look at me as if I've lost my mind,
I tell them there's no hurry...
I'm just sitting here doing time,
I'm just sitting here watching the wheels go round and round,
I really love to watch them roll,
No lon

Just For Fun.HELP US MEN LIVE LONGER!
As I grow older I fight what most men do, the middle age spread.
I too see the poles weekly with the USA being obsessed from fast
food which gives convenience and fits the time for the USA working
schedule. So this is what I propose!
That the fast food places should have a healthy fat burning meal available
at drive through. Label it as a value meal #69 so us males can remember it.
Burning calories as we eat, and builds muscle as we drive!
Just put pussy on a plate!
￼
Warning! This meal comes in many flavors and dressings. You only want the freshest.
Make sure it does not look freshly used, have a side of tartar or cocktail sauce with it, no corn flakes, no cottage cheese.
Smell it for freshness, and play with it. Yes, itís a food you can play with at the table!
This way you can see if you missed anything that you did not see before!
If you have swelling of the tongue, itchy throat, go see your doctor ASAP!
Use your abs and

Letting Go!Written four years ago after a divorce and meeting the newest girlfriend...That lasted for three years....Ended Christmas of 05'
"That's it, I've had it with you".
The door slams and all I can hear are Jesses feet stomping the down the plush carpeted hallway. And so, another night of loneliness creeps ever steadily towards me. Once again we have had the same argument.
"Nothing ever changes" I say out loud, as if the walls were listening.
You see, I spend an hour each way driving to work and another ten to twelve enduring the constant stress of retail sales. Jesse, on the other hand, has only been at home. I know watching three kids is no easy task, but how can it compare with a full time job and being the breadwinner. And there it is, the argument that has erupted ever so often. When I come home I just want to relax, watch a little TV, or play a movie or video game. All Jesse wants is to have a few minutes of piece and quiet and "you know, pitching in around here pro

Dreamer-ozzygazing through the window at the world outside
wondering will mother earth survive
hoping that mankind will stop abusing her sometime
after all there's only just the two of us
and here we are still fighting for our lives
watching all of history repeat itself
time after time
i'm just a dreamer
i dream my life away
i'm just a dreamer
who dreams of better days
i watch the sun go down like everyone of us
i'm hoping that the dawn will bring a sign
a better place for those who will come after us ...
this time
i'm just a dreamer
i dream my life away oh yeah
i'm just a dreamer
who dreams of better days
your higher power may be god or jesus christ
it doesn't really matter much to me
without each others help there ain't no hope for us
i'm living in a dream of fantasy
oh yeah, yeah, yeah
if only we could all just find serenity
it would be nice if we could live as one
when will all this anger, h

I'm Getting Into The Trend.....and throwing a comments contest! I'm taking entrants, whoever is interested let me know!
If you get 1600 comments on your pic, you will win either a diamond ring or a men's ring (your choice).
Send me a message if you are interested! No time limit for joining either. Comment bombing allowed and you can comment on yourself..

This Crazy CountryI've never done this in this space before, but something today just nauseated me. I hope each person that attempts to read this will read every word because its going to get a little messy in here. What I'm about to do is intended to provoke thought, not attack any religion or belief system. What I'm about to do will still, unfortunately piss people off. But isn't that what I'm good at? I will say, though, that if you start this thing, finish it. Once you get past this sentence, you're in for the long haul.
I'm sorry folks but we're going to have a little discussion about politics. Actually, we might not even call it that, this is bigger. This is a fundamental values kind of thing. This is a humanity thing. This is about what separates us from aarkvarks or halibut. My goal isn't to impose my opinion on you, and in fact I won't even mention it. I just want to challenge some of your grammatical definitions. Let me explain...
Living in Indiana - the cradle of smallt

An Ojibwe Saying"Sometimes I go about in a great pity for myself, and all the while, a Great Wind carries me across the sky."

Update 1-29-07Sorry I haven't been around much. I got a new job and I'm training. I hope to have more opportunities to come on Tap soon.
-Ari

Injury Count In Iraq Disputed --some Say Bush's Pentagon Hides Lies About Full Impact Of The War Toll*Please Rate This Message - just use the red box to your left
Injury count in Iraq disputed --Some say Pentagon hides full impact of the war toll
28 Jan 2007
Officially, more than 23,000 U.S. troops have been wounded in combat in Iraq. But if the Pentagon also counted soldiers who were hurt in crashes or circumstances not directly involving skirmishes with the enemy, and those so sick that they required air transport, the figure would come to about 50,000, the Pentagon's own figures show.
http://www.cleveland.com/news/plaindealer/index.ssf?/base/news/116997684835860.xml&coll=2

Im A Moon PieWHAT'S YOUR SOUTHERN SIGN?
Some of us Southerners are pretty skeptical of horoscopes and the people who read them. If we are to ever fully understand all the star signs and the people they represent, we need symbols that all true Southerners understand: See the list below...
*OKRA*
(Dec 22 - Jan 20)
Okras are tough on the outside but tender on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. You can do
something good each day if you try. You go well with most anyone.
*CHITLIN*
(Jan 21 - Feb 19)
Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, will make something of himself if he is motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful they may
surprise you. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with a Moon Pie but Catfish or Okra are O.K. too.
*BOLL WEEVIL*
(Feb 20 - March 20)
You have an overwhelming curiosity.
You're unsatisfied wit

More Of Me...Hey guys:) 'n' gals;)...Have you had a happy week?...hhhmmmm...I am enjoying this funn site:)...I'd love it if saw my MySpace page:)...Maybe, we can be friends there as well!:)...You care to see?...
http://www.myspace.com/gemmamadison
Let me know your thoughts, My friends and FANS?!
Kisses, Gemma ;)

Isnít A Teacher The Student Too?Isnít a teacher the student too?
Donít read me wrong people. I do have an open mind and my quest is always for
new friends, knowledge and a life of happiness. With my wife at my side,
I could care less about all the talk and rumors, its all B.S. and life is too short for that.
I am human first, I do have faults and know them well. I donít need anyone to point them out,
no one knows them better then me!
But as we grow older and with experience we learn that school is never out !
Its just the classes that change for us.
So I guess you could say even a master is still his best student in life and a Dom his.
The only thing one can master is that the decisions made in life, good or bad is his as are the results
So in this line of thinking we are Domís and never a master in the full circle of the life we live.
What is right for one is not always right for someone else .
I donít know why you are here, but I do know that I am here to live my life the best and fullest as

Husband StoreA new "Husband Store" has just opened in New York City that sells husbands.
When women go to choose a husband, they must follow the instructions posted at the entrance:
"You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the husbands increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any
husband from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down, except to exit the building!"
So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor, the sign on the door reads: "Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs."
The 2nd floor sign reads: "Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids."
The 3rd floor sign reads: "Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely Good Looking."
"Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.
She goes to the 4th floor and sign reads: "Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Good Looking and Help With Housework."
"Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I can h

Writing And PoetryBlow the sprinkles of glass off the table
The excitement of variables
Enchant follicle thought,
Inside this apparition
Is the cleverness in dots.
One step, leads to countless murmurs of pediatric help.
Vividly searching for freedom in unauthorized kind.
Moments making
This incapable,
And dramatizing each candle lit.
Non to the checkpoint
Fire grazes the plastics,
Pleasure reaches the ceiling high.
Freezing itself to watch and ponder is own movement,
Within the ghostly conscious.
The tension strikes matches,
Hearts beat repetitively faster and faster,
Each split second, the sweat measures ounces,
Transforming in gallons.
cold and itchy the skin realizes self.
Tripping down the stairs
Cracking every possible noun
Inside the aquarium.
By: Ocean

FuryStanding on the edge
Of my known world
Trembling and alive
Hopelessly human
Unable to think
Unwilling to resist
I want to feel
Your glistening body
Launch me into this abyss
Of dripping fury
And raw desire
I dream of being torn apart
By your graceful arrows
Lithe spears
And rippling swords
Being carried away
By surging waves
Of our unbridled pleasure
Being thrown into the midst
Of a great erotic fire
The crushing spasm of
My liquid desire
Unrestrained
Irresistible
I dream of being struck
By the lightning
Of our brutal passion
Being shaken to death
By a giant earthquake
Of screaming release
And falling
From thousand-foot cliffs
Of unattainable nirvana
This love will descend
At the moment of perfection
Like the cherry blossom

Where Is My Fuckin Bat!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry...fucking computer...either I am going to kill it or it is going to kill me! FUCK!

Picsin case anyone is wondering why I put teddybear pics as "my sidekick", well this is the reason. Back in 1998 I was going through some times which werent so good, so I was met someone back then who I thought was nice and she and I grew close. She sent me a teddybear and a savage garden cd.
well she left me because she was going into drugs and other problems. So I dont associate the bear to her, but as a 'sanity' bear for myself and my life.

UghI'm flippin bored and its too cold to go outside. I can only rearrange this house so many times too. OMFG its only 1:30 too wtf.

Stepping BackTuesday, January 30, 2007
Stepping back
Imagine that you can a step back from yourself, far enough back to get a good, objective look at the way you are. What do you think you would see?
You already know what it's like to be you from the inside. Think for a moment how it would be to encounter you from the outside.
Consider how your words, your actions and your priorities look when viewed objectively. Think of the advice you would want to give if you were to observe yourself for a while from the outside.
Stand back and watch the way you spend your time. Look closely at what really works for you, and at what really doesn't.
Though it is unwise to become obsessed with what others think of you, it is smart to regularly consider your life from an objective viewpoint. It can give you a new appreciation for your strengths and will help to point out areas where you can make valuable improvements.
In your imagination, every now and then, take a step back, and then take a go

SunburnOk so maybe its not a good idea to *redo* one spot with a tanning bed more than once in the same day...and NO the TURBO one...yah it kicks ass alright, fry your ass cheeks in less than ten YAY! NOT! just to fix a freakin line!Never again Man. Sunburn is almost gone thank god...my ass is still itchy tho and that sucks donkey shit.anyways hope all you um peaches are doing great and stuff and hopefully will get off my ass soon and check everyones pages out, some of you people are worse than me LOL KUDOS!!!Toodles and crap til later!

Chris Tomlin - IndescribableChris Tomlin - Indescribable
From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by

Today Jan. 30th 2007This is my first blog on CT. Im going to try to do one everyday....you will learn about my life,music,friends,ideas(good and bad). I will never name anyone directly in a bad way. I hope you'll be able to learn my moods, and maybe even try to understand and make sense of my heart,wit,chaos,random thoughts....and somewhere along the way..maybe, just maybe have a bit of fun. The things I write here are all ideas and opinions.
To all the people that might read this...enjoy!
***Disclaimer***This blog that you just read is strictly my opinion. It contained my ideas, random thoughts, half-ass comments. And maybe even some hair brain remark that I might regret later. This blog is in no way meant to offend any race, color, sex, or sexual orientation. Iím just ramblingÖ.youíll know when Iím serious and when Iím notÖ..hope you enjoy. Please comment!!

Lamb Of God-laid To RestIf There Was A Single Day I Could Live,
A Single Breath I Could Take,
I'd Trade All The Others Away.
The Blood's On The Wall,
So You Might As Well Just Admit It.
And Bleach Out The Stains,
Commit To Forgetting It.
You're Better Off Empty And Blank,
Then Left With A Single Pathetic Trace Of This.
Smother Another Failure
Lay This To Rest
Console Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself,
See Who Gives A fuck.
Absorb Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself.
I'll Chain You To The Truth,
For The Truth Shall Set You Free.
I'll Turn The Screws Of Vengeance,
And Bury You With Honesty.
I'll Make All Your Dreams Come To Life,
Then Slay Them As Quickly As They Came,
Smother Another Failure
Lay This To Rest
Console Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself,
See Who Gives A fuck.
Absorb Yourself,
You're Better Alone,
Destroy Yourself.
See Who Gives A fuck
see who gives a fuck
see who gives a fuck
FAILURE
If There Was A Day

The Hungry BirdI asked her
"Why do you send out
Your voice in sad song
Each morning
Like a hungry Java Sparrow
Singing sadly in an empty rice field"
And she said unto me
"Sad is the song
Of that hungry little ricebird
Because it has
No grains of rice to eat
And likewise, sad is my song
Because I am a hungry little lovebird
Who has no grains
Of manly love to eat"
So in her backyard, I planted
Some cereal grass, that produces
The edible seed called rice
And now that Java Sparrow
Only sings happy songs
Because it hungers no more
But I told her, "I cannot feed
The little lovebird in you
For the women in my pass
Were like vultures
And have eaten up
All my grains of love"
So in my life, she planted
Some warm affection
And romantic tenderness
That produced a fertile field
With countless grains
Of manly love
For her eating pleasure
So now she is
My little lovebird
And happy are the songs
She sings for me

The Legend Lady LoveLegend has it
That King David
Hung his wind harp
In an open window
So that he could hear it
Throughout the day
As it transformed the energy
Of the wind
Into sounds of ear-pleasing music
But
Reality has it
That this Kingly Poet
Likes to have his lovely lady
Hangout near his open heart
So that he can hear her
Throughout the day
As she transforms the energy
Of her windy-soft voice
Into sounds of romantic love
Travel now I must
To the mountain top
And cast my voiceful words about you
Into the echoing winds
So that all the inhabitants
Of the earth will know
That you lovely lady
Are my heart-pleasing wind harp

Nursery Rhymes We Didn't Have As KidsNursery Rhymes We Didn't Have as Kids
Mary had a little pig,
She kept it fat and plastered;
And when the price of pork went up,
She shot the little bastard.
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MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB
Her father shot it dead.
Now it goes to school with her,
Between two hunks of bread.
************ ********
JACK AND JILL Went up the hill
To have a little fun.
Stupid Jill forgot the pill
And now they have a son.
************ ********
SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair.
Said Simple Simon to the Pie man,
"What have you got there?"
Said the Pie man unto Simon,
"Pies, you Dumb Ass"
************ ********
HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the kings' horses,
And all the kings' men.
Had scrambled eggs,
For breakfast again.
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HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE

The Death Of A FriendWritten with a pen
sealed with a kiss
there is one thing
I do know this
she was mine
and I was hers
gods fate chose
her over me
with love and compassion
I loved to give her
my loss was great
and the pain hurt to
but the lies of
what people saw in
her(breed)
Cost her, her life
and my heart to break.

Stomach In KnotsScared and stomach's killin' me. I wish that I could re-do time...

~i Wish You Enough~Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.
Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough".
The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom".
They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?".
Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?".
"I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said.
"When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?".

Random Thoughts Iithese wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

Please Explain!!!!!!!!!!!I Never knew there was a limit on the number of pictures you can rate for each level, Daily limit anyway,just when I had nearly finished them too

CanadaCanada revisited
I write about the land up north
Where its all so clean and clear
No extremem campaigning, no iraqi war
No blame games, no states
Provinces spread through the land
It seems so far away
You never hear of which country hates
Not saying its all heavenly
Its more like a time we once knew
Where it seemed all so simple
simple like a maple leaf
Like a picnic on the hudson bay
Its more like a dream I had
Of more than just working and complaints
More like just me and you
Timmy~~~~~~~

RomanceYour Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Luv Is AmazingLuv is ... going 2 sleep feeling good about everything, even when so much is going wrong.
Luv is ... luv'in those who luv u & 4geting those who forget you.
Luv is ... taking risks.
Luv is ... not being sure.
Luv is ... everything u were scared of.
Luv is ... a feeling u can't explain.
Luv is ... never knowing what'll happen next.
Luv is ... painful.
Luv is ... having the courage 2 let them love u back.
Luv is ... crying & smiling @ the same time.
Luv is ... never looking back or forward.

Saying GoodbyeSorry Cherry Tap close and persoanl freinds. Mo has been going through some rough times back at home. Thank Goodness for all my loving freinds and their support on Yahoo 360. I know some are on here as well..
Just wanted to let you all know on Cherry Tap that MO has not been around lately because I have things that need to be sorted out in my personal life with my mother in law passing away Saturday 27. She fell which dislocated her shoulder which in turn severed her left arm artery and then things went downhill from there.
Please be patient with me and as soon and things are ironed out I will be back on again..
REALLY NOW I CAN SEE NO ONE REALLY MISSED ME LOL.. tis ok I understand.. TAKE CARE ALL OF YOU IN CHERRY TAP (my regulars) and I shall return soon..
Keeping it real
MO

Affection Of My Heart { Karulvinth For Life }Having thoughts of you
As I am writing today
I do care so much more
Than my words can say
Still it's through my pen
Where I try to provide
The warmth you give me
From the feelings inside
It was from the first hello
To loving you no less
My feelings have grown
Into pleasures I express
Those constant thoughts
Words I often impart
So special you became
In affections of my heart
"Love is being able to reach the sky even though you're afraid of heights.

Benefits Of TantraWhat is Tantra and the purpose of Tantric sexual practices? On the benefits of Tantra (emotional, spiritual, healing).
What is tantra?
As a result of recent media hype, many people believe that tantra is a collection of sexual techniques to heighten pleasure. Actually, tantra is much more than that. It is an entire philosophy for living that helps you integrate your physical reality with your spirituality so you can experience bliss on Earth. It is a path of inner union and ultimately union with divine. Inner union occurs when you unite the divine male (Shiva) and female (Shakti) energies within yourself.
What are the benefits of practicing tantra?
There are many, many benefits. The greatest benefit is the awakening of an inner joy that you may have never known was there. You become able to open your heart to yourself at a deep level and make changes in your life that are aligned with your heartís desires. In addition, by gaining mastery of your sexual energy, you manifest

Types Of FriendsOver the last few days its become very clear to me there are three types off friends on here. 1 Those who dont give a dam about you, but want fanning, and voting for etc , 2 virtual friend who want to talk with you votes etc, but once you go off the computer thats where it ends, and people who genuinely want to make real friend. These are the people that care about others and there feeling. Who realize theres a person on the other end off the keyboard. To the other 2 groups this is a cold virtual world where there only concern is themselves.

My Grandad's PoemThis poem was one that my grandad had writen and he suffered with Alzhiemers which eventually killed him (along with a nurse puncturing his prostrate gland (cathater) which caused internal bleeding which eventually led to his death) but even in his last days, he remembered this, but not his family, (he didnt even know who is son was) even though it has been 5 years now i still hear him from time to time saying this peom to me. In his gruff scottish acent,
Which offers some comfort knowing that hes watching over me.
Anyways here it it.
When your sitting all alone,
And thinking of the past.
Remember that you have a friend,
That will forever last.
Thought many miles may part us,
Your face i cannot see,
Remember it was Jock,
Who wrote these lines to thee.
In Loving Memory of my Grandad Jock (John Burke)
Born in Glasgow Scotland
Died Barnsley England
Oh how i miss him.
Born May 25th 1931 - March 17th 2002

George Carlin New Rules For 2007New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days -- mowing my lawn.
New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Lobster?
New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: "Lucky bastards."
New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men.
New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: Do you have two of them?

He Knows Who I Wrote This For....In seperate lives you find us, whirling in our worlds alone. The beauty of life is all around us, an echo of haunting oneness that the universe used to offer everyone, and now no one pays attention. We look to each other for solace, for the comfort of another like us, and find depths we have never imagined hidden in each other's eyes. Come walk with me in the torment of my heart, the cyclone of my mind, and we will find the steady walkway, the eternal peace that everyone has forgotten. Selfishness, greed, anger, everyone has those, and it makes them just like everybody else, when all they need to do is embrace the unnatural, the inner self they have denied for so long. Walk with me, and we will find this place, this solitude and silence that has waited for us...

Majestic EyesMajestic eyes so loving
caring
looking down upon us
To see how we're faring
Our eyes may try as much
seeking
To see with love
Show affection to the weeping
Though only these eyes do their duty
To a soul so vulnerable
In it's weeping beauty
Yet majestic Eyes
be them promising
No one can behold
These enchanting Majestic eyes

Goodbye AmericaYou carry your authority
With two hundred years of skill
Your voice is louder then ever
But it seems that your heart has gone still
Can't the tide of the times
Bring about change in you
Can wealth mean so much
That you would pay the cost
With the red,white and blue
Found on the virtues of freedom
You held your banners high
Now the flag is tattered and worn
And at two hundred years
It seems your about to die
"Goodbye America"
Jimbo/07Copyright

Sickness With A MoralOne day, a mom and her daughter are walking through the park on the way to the zoo. As they are walking, the little girl sees a teenage couple having sex in the bushes. The little girl points and says, "Mommy mommy, what are they doing?" The mom wants to avoid this whole conversation so she lies and says, "They are baking a cake dear." The little girl seems happy with this as an answer and they continue with their walk. Then they get to the zoo, they are looking at the animals. When they get to the monkey pen, they see the monkeys are having sex. The little girl points and says, "Mommy mommy, are they baking a cake too?" The mom is all proud of herself because she got to avoid the conversation again. "Yes dear, they are."
Later that night, mom, dad, and daughter have dinner and watch some TV. The little girl goes to bed and mom and dad start to feel frisky, so they have sex on the couch.
The next morning, mom comes out of her room and the little girl is sitting on the floor

How To Properly Place New EmployeesHOW TO PROPERLY PLACE NEW EMPLOYEES
1. Put 400 bricks in a closed room.
2. Put your new hires in the room and close the door.
3. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours.
4. Then analyze the situation:
a. If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department.
b. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing.
c. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put them in Engineering.
d. If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them in Planning.
e. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations.
f. If they are sleeping, put them in Security.
g. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology.
h. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources.
i. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sales.
j. If they have already left for the day, put them in Marketi

Thinking Of YouAs the sunrises never forget how much I love
As the sunsets never forget how much I love you
As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens
..
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Even when i'm not home I can still see your beautiful eyes, your soft hair, your warm smile and your sweet voice.
I can hear your voice whispering in my ear saying,
I love you
Never forget how much I love you
As the sunrises never forget how much I love
As the sunsets never forget how much I love you
As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens
Never forget how much I love you
Your love lives inside me
Your love goes wherever I go.
I love you always and forever.

Online Scams BewareI am Mike Rod and I am a managing director and head of international
private banking I have contacted you in search of a partner who can
assist me in recieving funds as a next of kin to a deceased client of my
bank. I have studied these funds for over a year now.
Being the deceased financial consultant before the untimely and sudden
death and since i am the only one who has the knowledge where these
funds ($30million) was moved to when the deceased demanded it be moved
from our office SMITH &WILLIAMSON to a security company,i can move this
deal forward to it's successful end once we conclude to work
together.What I expect from you is trust and commitment.There is a reward for this
project and it is a task well worth undertaking.According to practice,
the Security firm will by the end of this financial year broadcast a
request for statements of claim to SMITH & WILLIAMSON Private Bank,
failing to receive viable claims they will most probably revert the depos

Just When I Thought...Just when I thought it couldn't get better, u prove me wrong! If I could b with u it would b like having every single 1 of my wishes come true. I dont know how a person who I barely even know could make me feel on top of the world but this 1 person does that 2 me....When u change the way u look at things, the things u look at change. I need 2 give this a chance and im worried that im being foolish 2 think that any thing will ever come of this... Should I just be happy with how it has been the past few days and accept it 4 what it is, or do I just sit back and see what happens, or do I run away and pretend it never even happened? I dont know...He just does something 2 me that no words could ever explain or describe...I am not PERFECT and this I don't claim 2 b, but I am as perfect 4 him as he is 4 me. That is 1 of the ways he makes me feel.
Everything happens 4 a reason, whether its good or bad, it always turns out 2 be good 4 something.

What Does Ur Birth Month MeanYour Birth Month is November
Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years.
You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian.
Your soul reflects: Compassion, friendship, and secret love
Your gemstone: Citrine
Your flower: Chrysanthemum
Your colors: Dark blue, red, and yellow
What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

What Type Of Weather Are You?You Are a Rainbow
Breathtaking and rare
You are totally enchanting and intriguing
But you usually don't stick around long!
You are best known for: your beauty
Your dominant state: seducing
What Type of Weather Are You?

Twilight Zone - Golden Earring (thanks Mark, U Got That Stuck In My Head Lol)Twilight Zone - Golden Earring
Somewhere in a lonely hotel room
There's a guy starting to realize
That eternal fate has turned his back on him...
It's 2 A.M......
It's 2 A.M. the fear has gone
I'm sitting here waiting the gun still warm
Maybe my connection is tired of taking chances
Yeah there's a storm on the loose
Sirens in my head
Wrapped up in silence all circuits are dead
Cannot decode my whole life spins into a frenzy...
CHORUS:
Help I'm stepping into the twilight zone
Place is a madhouse feels like being cloned
My beacon's been moved under moon and star
Where am I to go now that I've gone too far
Help I'm stepping into the twilight zone
Place is a madhouse feels like being cloned
My beacon's been moved under moon and star
Where am I to go now that I've gone too far
So you'll come to know
When the bullet hits the bone
So you'll come to know
When the bullet hits the bone
I'm falling down a spiral--destination unknown
Double crossed messenger-

UnknownCuts down through her wrists,
The blood flows ever softly
As she slips off in a coma
And dies. It's because of me.
Smoke fills the room acloud.
White lines on glass of coke
With drugs all about, she dares
To relieve the pain, gives up hope.
Only drops remain in the bottle,
A staggering body about to ground.
Blurred and double vision now
Echoing screams are her last sounds.
Plagued by disease, in bed dying.
Sided only by her boyfriend's son.
Him pasted, her soon to join with.
There were three, now there's one.
Abused by one while younger,
Scarred now for life she is.
Taken advantage of yet again,
And she's now carrying his.
Prude to the highest extent,
But ever so sexually curious still.
Raped, beaten, and now dead
Because she listened to his will.
Two lovely loves, bound with each.
But all too trusting and then, alas,
With the wind and rain all wild like,
Over they went, into the waters crash.
Controlling much, yet mind never sure
That of whic

The Life Of A FirefighterA Fireman's Life
Body: Body: It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about.
You stay up for 16 hours
Hes been for 48 straight
_________________________
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake.
__________________________
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He's chilled to the bone, hasnt eaten all day, has the flu, and then runs into a burning building
__________________________
You drink your coffee on your way to the mall.
He pumps on a five years olds chest on the way to the hospital.
__________________________
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He makes sure the pass device on his pack is working.
__________________________
You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.
He watches his buddy fall through four floors.
__________________________
You

Poem For Me From Firestar T Y Hun MuahRain
She cries upon the world with her tears of pain and sorrow.
A heart so full of love and compassion for all,
But
Lost to why all doesnít see her or feel her hidden desire for love to belong within all.
I stand under her tears like rain,
I feel and know her pain, so I cry to her pain.
Rain, oh sweet rain forgive me not caring enough.
Let me show that life is truly can be free from all this death and destruction of reality.
Let the sweet rain fall no more from your heavenly eyes.
If rain must fall than
Let it fall for joy and hope.
Rain oh sweet rain forgive those, who can see.
Touch them with your loving embrace with your sweet tears like rain.
Guide them back to the path of reality.
Sweet rainÖ
Oh sweet rain,
Please cry no more unless its for happiness and rejoice that love has a found a way.
Rain upon me.
Let me hold you close to my heart.
Let me know that your tears embrace me with love and happiness.
Rain falling from her heavenly eyes of sorrow,
Please

Cable Tvwe recently got cable (my parents living in the stone age, since my father died theres more freedom now, sad to say) and I was watching John Q. (Densel Washington)
What really gets me is that is how todays health system is. Its overburdened and over exhausted and it depends on what your social class is to get health care. Now I know I am a liberal, but this is how it is. President Bush wants to keep the rich, rich...and the poor, poor. The social status of people and health care has gotten worse.
Whats worse is when your in a city thats packed to the gills and not many hospitals. You are in trouble. I know this first hand when I was in the hospital when a 70 yr old woman t-boned my car and I was waiting in the ER to get stitches in my head. Waited 3 hours.
It just amazing sometimes how life is.

My HealthIm not doing as well as what I was.Since the accident I have been in lot of pain and now I am running a fever and bleeding.I might be going to the hospital soon to be checked out.It might be nothing or it could be an infection.I dont know.Thats all I can tell for now.

LmaoBody: In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name.
For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen.
Aleve is also called Naproxen.
Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin
Advil is also called Ibuprofen.
The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After
careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of mycoxafloppin.
Some of the other names also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin.
********* The New Pepsi Drink *************
Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer.
It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highball

Shadows" Shadows "
When I finally learned to take a look
At something other than countless books
When I finally started to see the shadows within
It was then and only then
That I begin to learn
For only when I begin to turn
And look to my shadows deep within
On my path could I begin
For too many years
I studied the shadows of my peers
Hoping to find the path where I belong
Only to realize my path could not be shown
For as long as I was searching othersí shadows
I could not see the answer lies in my shadows
For it is my shadows that I must see
If Iím to see where my path should be
So for those of you who wish to learn
I say to you itís now your turn
To take a look deep within
See your shadows so you may begin
Begin to learn where you belong
Follow your shadows and youíll be shown
For it is your path you need to see
Not the one that is right for me
Blessed be three times three.
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Copyright 200

~aint Dat Some Shit... Hehe~I, Kolo really really would like 2 suckie suck on Roush's dickie-dick... I'll lickie lick it up & down... Twirl my tongue all around... From da tip of his dick & work my way down 2 his fuckin balls... I'll make him holla out Kolo dont stop until I bust my nuts all up in your fuckin mouth...

This Is So True . . .People come into your life for a reason, a season or a
lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know
what to do for that person.
When someone is in your
life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you
have expressed. They have come to assist you through a
difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are
there for the reason you need them to be. Then,
without any wrongdoing on your part or at an
inconvenient time, this person will say or do
something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met,
our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer
you sent up has been answered and now it is time to
move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because
your turn has come to share, grow or l

Married ManA married man had a small box under his bed, that he had told his wife never to open. One day she was so curious that she broke down and looked in it anyway. She found two beer bottles and $5,000 in cash.
The next night while they were lying in bed, she asked her husband about the beer bottles.
After stammering around, he finally answered: "They're for every time I've been unfaithful to you."
Initially, she was upset but she thought to herself: "Two is not so bad."
But then she remembered the $5,000 in cash and asked him about that.
"Oh, that?" he replied. "That's the money I made from recycling all the other bottles."

Type Of Guy Perfect For Meprovider.
you like that they provide the security and luxury while all you have to do is enjoy it. because spoiling you is what make them happy. they love to show you off and to make you happy. they work hard play hard and fall in love hard. they would walk to the end of the earth for you. tresure this love!
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Kisses An Lots Of Huggess!!!Send this to all of your friends. IF You wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Today. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a bad friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friendur friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..

A Year Old Haunting DreamYour crying in a slightly darkend room, I cannot see your face. Tears are dripping, in this small room, this small place. Your sobbing, why? Is it my fault, I wonder as you continue to cry. I don't know who you are, but I'll meet you in time. Something keeps me going, I'm trying, this woman is who I've been told not to find. Instead she'll find me apparently, but its hard to erase this dream from my mind. I felt the need to tell you this, I don't know what the impact is. Now you know about this dream, the noises have for now, let me go it seems. If it comes back, and happens once again to me, you will know soon and quickly.
*You know who you are,and know this, it confuses me, makes me wonder why I saw you, why I was exposed to this?*

The Southern Survey :)Southern Survey:
1. Have you ever gone muddin'? HELL YEAH! I ALWAYS FEEL THE NEED TO GO AT THE WORST TIMES IT SEEMS LOL
2. Have you ever lived on a dirt/gravel road?
UMM YEAH, MY WHOLE LIFE EXCEPT FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS OUR'S HAS BEEN BLACKTOPPED
3. Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
Hell Yeah, a pool is luxery around here...lol!
4. Ever been to a bonfire party?
ONE OR TWO
5. Have you ever driven a tractor?
YUP
6. Have you ever been on a horse?
YUP
7. Ford or Chevy?
Ford
8. Kissed someone in a pick up?
YUP
9. Whats your favorite country song?
HELLO DARLIN-CONWAY
10. Ever done 90 miles per hour down a dirt road?
UMM NO, I LIVE IN KY, BUT NOT THAT STUPID! LMAO
11. Worked / Lived on a farm?
YUP
12. Been to a rodeo?
NO
13. Do you own cowboy boots?
NO
14. Do you have a cowboy hat?
NOPE
15. Have you ever said git r done?
GET R DONE~ hehehe
16. Country skyline or a city skyline?
defenitly country all the way!!
17. Can you

~~~~~ Isabelle ~~~~~Big brother said, ĒJust wait till you meet her.
Sheís the good kid, sheís perfect.Ē
Isabelle, whose non-father touched her
Whose mother took his side.
No one believed her pain.
Isabelle who is betrayed,
Angry and so afraid Ė fights back.
Hate filled words are quickly spewed
Fierce defiance Ė her protection of choice.
Isabelle Ė still perfect inside
But the world did not know.

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Unhealthy Control - Warning Signs Of The Non Dominant1) Controlling behavior due to fear of losing their partner.
A) Isolating the submissive from family and friends
B) Discouraging self sufficient behavior
C) Not allowing any social interaction which does not include the dominant
D) Out of control jealousy
2) Explosive temper
3) Behaves like a spoiled child when not getting his/her way
4) Abuses drugs/alcohol
5) Does not take responsibility for mistakes
6) Uses unhealthy behavior to gain control over the submissive
A) Emotional blackmail
example: Keeping the submissive in a constant state of fear that the relationship will end if they don't get their way.
B) Emotional Withdrawal
example: Using the "silent treatment" or physically withdrawing and cutting off all contact rather than communicating and taking responsibility for the situation.
C) Withdrawal of affection
Refusing any/all intimacy as a punishment which can be quite damaging and reinforces the fear that the submissive will lose the relationsh

Rules Of Drunk Dialing!Rules of Drunk Dialing:
1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement.
2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you donít remember it, it didnít happen.
3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. ďMom, Iím in McDonaldís and theyíre playing our song. I love you.Ē
4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesnít want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something??
5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come.
6. Drunk texting is alrightÖ if you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober.
7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover theyíve ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night.
8. You can also call this

...I Hid The Bodies... In The House Of 1,000 Corpses...
Blood has soaked the floor and givin off a stench so stale and old, our senses have left us cold. It sqishes beneath our shoes as we cross the blood ridden floor, down the flight of stairs to the basement, and what lies ahead for us is unknown... as the light dims, we slow our pace, waiting, watching, for signs... was there anything to see... or do our minds play with us, toy with us... making us paranoid, uneasy, jumpy... we follow each other one by one, down a hallway that has opened up before us, into a dirt underground passageway... the stench is by far worse than it was when we first entered the house... we grow sickened, teary eyed... what is waiting down this dark, dreary tunnel?

And Yetshe turns to Him, in night-smitten cold,
and looks into His, those eyes so old,
the things they've seen, Eternity,
As Witnessed by a Soul not free,
to move upon this fickle world,
it's ramparts with their flags unfurled,
in places where mans' blood is spilled,
She ponders, as she looks at Him, whose Life has Seen Hope Rise and dim,
whose Journey still is not yet done,
nor will be with this passing sun,
He has walked, yes, even Loved,
the frail mortals His Soul Moved,
For tho He sees within HimSelf,
His bane is yet to doubt the Wealth,
and so she shows Him yet again,
His Love and Journey Not in Vain,
For travelling on the Cosmic Wheel,
His Soul, Immortal, Now Doth Feel.
^Uyraell^
2/03/2007,

FuneralWell, everything started back on saturday. I woke up depressed and I had no idea why. Then when I called my uncle to tell him I was on my way to drop a few things off at his place, he told me that my great aunt passed away the night before. So I figured out that's why I was depressed when I woke up that day. Today I went to the funeral depressed like my mom, my uncle and other family members on my mom's side. It's hard for my family, but we're gettin through it.

Whats Going On In My Life....I am sorry I have not been online alot lately but there is a reason for that. My mothers cancer has come back and its not good at all. They found about 10 cancer cells in her back and 3 cells are hitting her liver. I have not been able to sleep real well since I found this out. My father is so stressed out he is having chest pain. I am very worried about both my parents. I wont be on much here, but I hope I can keep all my friends.

Good ByeBitch mentality on the brian.
nuttin' but hatred running through my vains.
Love from me you'll never again obtain.
Sweet talkin' me won't get you anywhere.
How am I bein' unreasonable and unfair?
When it was you who decided to run and hide.
Actin' like it was a curse to be by my side.
You the one that left me all alone.
So I learned to live without you on my own.
And now that you see that Im doin' jus fine.
You want your life to be a part of mine?
Well I aint havin' it!
Cuz Im through with your punk ass, "I still love you" bull shit.
I'm tired, and I know I deserve better.
wich is why to everything you say I jus respond witha "whatever."
"Whatever" that you love me.
"Whatever" that you care.
"Whatever" that you need me.
"Whatever" that you swear.
"Whatever" that it's over.
"Whatever" that it's done.
"Whatever" that a new life you have begun.
"Whatever" that you're sober.
"Whatever" that you're clean.
"whatever" that you think Im bein too mean.
After everythin'

Need Some Lovin'.....have had a rough time of it lately. About a month ago, I was in a car accident, and yesterday I broke a front tooth. I went in today to get it fixed, and ended up having a root canal on the same tooth, and another cavity fixed :(
Any love you can toss my way, I will return it I promise!
Love you all
XOXOXO
Seana

Korn-here To StayThis time, taking it away
I've got a problem
With me getting in the way
Not by design
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain (bleed, bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
And oh I cannot give anymore
My mind's done with this
Okay, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (vein, vein)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've take

Seek Not My HeartSeek Not My Heart
by Kit McCallum
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?
Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?
Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.
It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.
It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.
No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

Do Notlisten up people.
do not ask for my msn, yahoo or aim. if i don't know you, i'm not going to give it to you. if we haven't chatted on ct for more than a week, i'm not going to give you my screen names.
do not ask me for cam sex. i think it's the grossest thing in the world.
what you see for pictures, is what i have. do not ask for more cause there isn't any more.
okay. my rant's over. carry on with your lives.

When You're Down To Nothing, God Is Up To Something."This is beautiful! Try not to cry.
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it m

Hello My Nawty Onesok kids its time to whore out my wife time again..
here is the deal.. i need ya'll to go vote for her in this most seductive contest.. she has promised one "totaly personal" picture of her...
now i know ya'll will repost this for me too cuz ya'll love me and Tara...
here is the link kids
thanks
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=221414&albumid=213546&i=2664838068#
JOn

Rules Of The BarBody: RULES OF THE BAR
There's more to it then tipping a glass and acting foolish.
1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour.
2. Always toast before doing a shot.
3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast.
4. Change your toast at least once a month.
5. Buying someone a drink is five times better than a handshake.
6. Buying a strange woman a drink is still cool. Buying all her drinks is dumb.
7. Never borrow more than one cigarette from the same person in one night.
8. When the bartender is slammed, resist the powerful urge to order a slightly-dirty, very-dry, in-and-out, super-chilled half-and-half martini with a lemon twist. Limit orders to beer, straight shots and two-part cocktails.
9. Get the bartender's attention with eye contact and a smile. NEVER yell "Hey you", or pound on the bar, they take great offense to this.
10. Do not make eye contact with the bartender if you do not w

Do People Change? Part 2Now if people really DO change....
Why is it when someone who is a criminal.. or a drunk.. an abusive person... seems to change, we doubt it? We say people never change. We don't believe they can become good.. and honest.. worthy parts of society. We doubt they found God or some other religion.. we doubt they gave up their vices.
Then comes the good poeple in our lives.. who suddenly turn away.. they hurt us.. their values are different. They turn to alcohol or drugs.. they lie.. they steal.. they cheat. Why then do we say "They changed".
Why do we only believe people can change for the worse.. not the better?
I think I have too much time on my hands..lol

The DanceTwo souls searching
for something unknown
Find one another
destined not to be alone.
After much talking
he asked her for a dance
she was uncertain
but decided to take a chance.
He knows how to make her smile
make her laugh with glee
holds her close for a while
then he sets her free.
He makes her face reality
tells her how to make things right
greets her with a smile every morning,
sends her off with a kiss at night.
He is everything to her
including her best friend
one she knows she can depend on
and comfort her until the end.
Two souls that had been searching
found a friendship and romance
all because of one question...
"May I have this dance?"

UntitledI am driving down the road,
In the early morn,
The breeze is biting at my skin,
With it's breath so cold.
I am fighting these aches again and again.
I am forgetting where everything begins.
As I wipe my mind clear.
Nothing but the morning air,
The sunlight hits my eyes with a blinding glare,
And I'm winding down the same road over again.
I'm reaching for you like Iv'e always been.
I know you'll catch me when I fall,
You've done it many times before.
I need to stand on my own.
God forbid me but I don't want to be grown.
God forbid me but my soul is worn.
I'll hide just a little longer,
No fuck it I'll come out and bite,
Brighter and stronger,
Maybe I'll slice like a knife.
Can I handle this life ,
Can I handle the big stuff.
Please help me try to decide.
I need to learn to be strong in my soul.
Just driving down the same road again,
Clearing my head so i begin a brand new day,
In my own I have caged me within.
The sun promises a new light,
Yet the

Still Like The PicYes, the country is going thru one slow moving cold wave. for days now its been single digit temperatures, and blowing snow causing white out, and or just plain heavy snow. My husband has been doing double shifts because of it,and he works outdoors. tonight he will be running the jet if they were able to get it here. Yes a jet engine adapted to a railroad car, with all the ice and snow on them the switches tend to stop working, and of course we all know what would happen, up till today the yard crew was doing them by hand, dig out 1 to 3ft of snow, and make sure the switch was working, wind chill making it -15*! When you go thru my photos and see the pic of my hubby, he looks pretty old and weather beaten, nights like tonight are the reason why. The trains can't stop running, they are freight of all kinds, and many mail trains, so some people should be happy they got their mail in a very timely fashion. My house and view of the lake is still very much the same as my profile pic, so I

Motivation From A Sister! True Too!Wednesday, February 7, 2007
Take an active role
There is no scarcity, only the perception of it. Abundance is the true nature of life.
Life is abundant, but that doesn't mean it is free of effort or responsibility. On the contrary, effort and responsibility play key roles in making life's abundance real and accessible.
Your life is incredibly rich, but that doesn't mean you can be lazy and complacent about it. It means that you have something truly valuable to sustain, to express and to continue nurturing.
Your blessings are many, and yet if you fail to put them to productive use they will be of little value to you. Your skills, knowledge, abilities and resources will take you anywhere you wish to go, and yet you must be the one to do the going.
Take an active role in life and you will make it great. There are always countless opportunities for worthwhile effort and responsibility, commitment and competence.
Life has so very much to offer. Offer yourself full

Night SingsAs the dying night sings
dance with me
in my crumbling chamber
of malevolent grandeur
to strains and fragments
of blasphemous passions
amoral and barbarous.
Let me stroke your soul
with leprous immortality
smoldering and raw
as I seduce your mind
with vaporous phantasms
and serpentine monstrosities
tremulous and nocturnal.
As the dying night sings
come dwell with me
in the catacombs of a false Valhalla
bow low to my hollow promises
of an eternity of desire
as I feast upon your nightmares
and watch you fade into obscurity.

~~~ My Lady ~~~she combs her hair as if
each strand contains a piece
of a prophecy:
noble and purple and green,
surrounding screeching trumpets
with the sublimity of how
her mouth moves
when her words move into me;
each strand forcing me into a
rainbow-colored shoot
with twisted limbs
landing in a room of plastic balls,
a seraphic wonderland.
each and every strand
of which i could count those very nights
i spend kissing that beautiful,
adventure-ridden mind.

Best Girlfriend Everthis past weekend i left home and traveled to fort lauderdale to visit a girlfriend i havent seen in 4 years. my man had to stay home and work, it was good to get some time apart. the morning i left i told him to check the kitchen table for a suprise...
i left him a pack of cigarettes, a love note and some money in his wallet. he wasnt expecting any of this. the note directed him to the computer, i had posted all my "home alone" pics for him to see. yes yes, while all my cherry tap friends have seen these naughty photos taken last week, he had no clue they existed. he was greatly suprised since it had been months since i'd taken any pics for him...
my weekend was great, but what happens in fort lauderdale, stays there as far as i'm concerned...
upon arriving home sunday nite, just in time for the super bowl, i brought many treats with me. i stopped and bought a case of beer, 50 wings from bw-3, and i also had a cooler of gourmet foods left over from a party i attended the day

Illusia... Even Kids Get ItListen to the MUSTN'TS, child,
Listen to the DON'TS
Listen to the SHOULDN'TS
The IMPOSSIBLES, the WON'TS
Listen to the NEVER HAVES
Then listen close to me-
Anything can happen, child,
ANYTHING can be.

David ADavid A (born December 11, 1971, Winfield, Illinois, USA) lived in Carol Stream, Illinois until August 1978. He moved to Georgetown, Florida and attended Crescent City (Junior-Senior) High School, where he graduated with honors on June 8, 1990. At Stetson University, he earned a Bachelor of Arts in social science-education with history and political science minors on May 15, 1994.
After several years working in convenience stores and at several other retail occupations, he moved from Florida to North Dakota in August 2002. He married Martha F of Minot, North Dakota on July 12, 2003 and has been employed as office manager at Fast Cash North, a payday loan provider in Minot, since that September.
Beginning in November 2004, David A embarked on another career as an author of science fiction and fantasy novels as well as an ongoing series of Christian devotionals known as An Ensign on the Mountains. The latter are available by request through the author's email at the end of each wee

Touch MeTOUCH ME WITH YOUR THOUGHTS
WHEN YOU ARE MILES AWAY
AS I TOUCH YOU WITH MINE
ON AND OFF THROUGHOUT THE DAY
TOUCH ME WITH YOUR SMILE
AS YOU WALK INTO THE ROOM
YOUR SMILE HOLDS MANY PROMISES
YOU INTEND TO BE KEEPING SOON
TOUCH ME WITH YOUR EYES
THEY SEE INTO MY SOUL
MY HEARTS NOW A DIAMOND
THAT YOU CARVED FROM SIMPLE COAL
TOUCH ME WITH YOUR BODY
AND BRING PASSION TO ITS PEAK
KEEP THE LONLINESS AT BAY
AND GIVE ME WARMTH I SEEK
TOUCH ME WITH YOUR HEART
WHILE I TOUCH YOU WITH MINE
THIS IS HOW I FOUND YOU DARLIN
ONE SIMPLE STEP AT A TIME

The GuideMy blue satin delight
covers the warmth with ties that bind
aching for release
I feel the beat
thrusting with your fury
Feel my body full of life
touch me here
and cup the supple hardness with your mouth
I feel butterflies sexually charged
Slow and delicious
the power of your touch
from your finger to my mouth
in and out
under this woman you desire
Each inch of flesh is fresh
as the huntress
awakens your primal desire
in this pleasure zone
may i share this space with you

Positive Side Of LifeTHE POSITIVE SIDE OF LIFE:
Living on Earth is expensive,
but it does include a free trip
around the sun every year.
How long a minute is
depends on what side of the
bathroom door you're on.
Birthdays are good for you;
the more you have,
the longer you live.
Happiness comes through doors you
didn't even know you left open.
Ever notice that the people who are late
are often much jollier
than the people who have to wait for them?
Most of us go to our grave
with our music still inside of us.
If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day,
how come nothing is free yet?
You may be only one person in the world,
but you may also be the world to one person.
Some mistakes are too much fun
to only make once.
Don't cry because it's over;
smile because it happ

DiscretionBeing discrete is something that many of us take for granted; I however, feel that it is necessary to include this subject.
Some individuals feel that if you behave in a discrete manner that you are afraid or ashamed of whom you are. In the same sense this type of individual would be rather flamboyant about his or her life choices, due to the fact that he or she is proud of who they are.
There are individuals that are unable to be open about who they are and what life choices they have made due to his or her occupation or standing in the community. There are those that feel as if their family and friends would not accept them for who they are, and hence masquerade as the average citizen in order to keep up a standard of appearances.
Which approach is better? That is a question that should be left to the Master. A slave should not expect the Master to tell all his or her friends about their new acquisition, or expect the Master to introduce the slave as such at anytime other wh

Redneck Pick-up LinesRedneck Man's pick up lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away.
2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special.
3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in.
4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out.
5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em.
6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer
hole.
7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a
light
switch away.
8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to
say
something that would break the ice."
9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer
bed-rock.
10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he
went
inta this cheap motel room.
11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner.
12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til
afternoon.
and.... the best for last!
13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my
nuts
tighten up

Kottonmouth Kings-full ThrottleNo turnin back now going out full throttle Puffin crazy mad herb with our hands on
the bottle.. We some Stoners Reaking Havoc we ainít no role models- No turnin back now no turnin
back now daze tensions high seems everyoneís on edge walking over pits of fire on a skinny ledge
now daze you loose control its take what you can get where anarchy reigns supreme you ainít seen
nothing yet now turnin back now we going out full throttleĒ
Watch out, back up, cause this is the fast lane
I got a lead foot, heavy boots, and 3 hoots on my brain
Ride looks like its on fire, but you know my engineís clean
Iím just smoking the tires, racing off every green
Step up, Step up, If you got a little somethiní
But your rev better be louder then my system that is bumpiní
Donít come round me talkin shit if youíre not built to the brim
Cause now you gonna get whipped, I never lose, I always win
Where you at, right here, and thereís plenty more cominí
See when the Kingsí is in the house, everybod

I'm Back!Hey all you cherries! Just wanted you to know that I am back online and got all moved in! Can't wait to catch up with all of you!
Much love...your friend,
Sarah

Female Ejaculation?When it comes to turning a woman on, thereís wet, and then thereís wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation.
How It Works
Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. Weíre talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Donít let this gross you out, though; its not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the female prostate, or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys semen, right?
While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral sponge to become engorged with fluid, which is then expelled dur

What Do You Want From Me?What do you want from me in this time of transition?
What will be your final decision?
Am I just a roof and a warm bed for now?
Until she says "come back" and you start again somehow?
You spend your days pretending it'll be alright
But pass out in my bed each night.
The tables have turned, now I've become her
And you fight to become the couple you both once were.
But where do I fit in?
Will there be any room
Or will the end come for me way too soon?
Your heart is full of hurt
I see it in your eyes
The alcohol doesn't numb it
No matter how hard it tries
You miss them and it tears me apart
Do I have any piece of your heart?

It's February 8th!!!Alright, this is only important to me and one othe person on Cherry tap, so guess what, I'm going to rant and rave about it anyways because I'm so excited!
Offically one year ago today I met the man that is now my fiance for the first time! Wow it's really hard to believe we've been together for a year and now we're taking the plunge to get married because well, we want to spend the rest of our lives together. So much has happened in so little time! Wow, I'm getting married to a man that I've only known a year, but someone who I feel like I have known forever.
Yes, I'm very happy, and plan on having a wonderful day today. It's sunny outside, there's a big pile of fresh fluffy snow on the ground, and la de da de da, I'm in love.

Voting For MarchSO ITS THAT TIME AGAIN TO GO AND VOTE FOR ME ON THE RAW GIRLS.... I ENTERED FOR THE MARCH CONTEST!!! IM IN LIKE 4-5 CATAGORIES U CAN VOTE ON ALL OF THEM AT ONCE AND YOU CAN VOTE ONCE A DAY OR AS MANY TIMES AS IT LETS YOU, SO GO VOTE FOR ME AND VOTE OFTEN!!! HEHEHEH I WANT TO WIN THE MARCH ONE CAUSE MY BIRTHDAY IS IN MARCH AND IT WOULD BE FUCKIN AWESOME!!!! THE VOTING STARTS FEBUARY 14TH!!!!! OKAY WELL THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS WHO SUPPORT ME AND GO AND VOTE I LOVE YOU ALL :* MUAH:*
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ALWAYS,

Could I Request Some Help Please?COMMENT BOMBERS REALLY APPRECIATED!!! I will give gifts to those who help!
10,000 comments and I will win a 7 day blast! I can't afford one at the moment, and I've been wanting one for awhile, so please help me out! And I will help bomb anything you post also, like I try to always do!
Thanks and please repost!!
Seana

Time For Me To RantI'll say this loud and clear to anyone who's on my friend's list, fan's list or is a fan of me (not that most of you will even bother reading this)...
If you think I'm too negative a person to have a conversation with, go ahead and delete me immediately! I do not want you on my list! Do you ever consider that my negativity comes from being the only one making a concerned effort to be a friend to most of you (there are some exceptions and those people know who they are)?
If you consider me a friend, a fan, or anything else, make the attempt to talk to me or else I will delete you myself.
I really appreciate all of those who make an effort to rate my pics, stashes, blogs, etc... and you will remain where you are. I do my best to get around to rate your additions as well. If I haven't been there yet, just ask me and I'll take the time to do so. I am not perfect, I forget but the best way for me to rate your items is to be posting new additions to those places.
If I see pic

When The Door Of Happiness Closes, Another OpensHave you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them... and when the moment you can't feel them under your fingertips you miss them?
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish them, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head...to no more than living size when they are brought out...
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...but if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell
your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect

Archaeologist Tired Of Unearthing Unspeakable Ancient EvilsArchaeologist Tired Of Unearthing Unspeakable Ancient Evils
HASAKE, SYRIAóWhen archaeologist Edward Whitson joined a Penn State University dig in Hasake last year, he did so to participate in the excavation of a Late Bronze Age settlement rich in pottery shards and clay figurines. Whitson had hoped to determine whether the items contained within the site were primarily Persian or Assyrian in origin.
Edward Whitson waits while yet another tortured wraith rises from a dig site in Syria.
Instead, he found himself fleeing giant flying demon-cats as he ran through the temple's cavernous halls, jumping from ledge to ledge while locked in a desperate struggle for his life and soul for what seemed like the thousandth time in his 27-year career.
"All I wanted to do was study the settlement's remarkably well-preserved kiln," said the 58-year-old Whitson, carefully recoiling the rope he had just used to clamber out of a pit filled with giant rats. "I didn't want to be chased b

That's Only 51 Years Ago!That's only 51 Years Ago!
That's only 51 years ago!Comments made in the year 1955:
"I'll tell you one thing, if things keep going the
way they are, it's going to be impossible to buy a week's groceries for $20."
"Have you seen the new cars coming out next year?
It won't be long before $2000 will only buy a used one."
"If cigarettes keep going up in price, I'm going
to quit. A quarter a pack is ridiculous."
"Did you hear the post office is thinking about
charging a dime just to mail a letter?"
"If they raise the minimum wage to $1, nobody will
be able to hire outside help at the store."
"When I first started driving, who would have
thought gas would someday cost 29 cents a gallon.
Guess we'd be better off leaving the car in the
garage.."
"Kids today are impossible. Those duck tail hair
cuts make it impossible to stay groomed. Next
thing you know, boys will be wearing their hair as long as the girls."
"I'm afraid to

One Like Me (an Old One)The touch,
The feel.
To love,
And be loved.
Its just a dream.
Who would want,
One like me.
We joke,
We play.
Never taken,
Seriously.
Always lightly.
Who would want,
One like me.
Afraid to touch,
Afraid to be too close.
This feeling
Or your scent,
That lingers around me.
Never,
Goes away.
Never to be loved,
Not in that way.
Always a dream,
That lingers.
Never reality.
Why would someone want,
Someone like me.

Poem: A Dominant ManA Dominant Man
Author: Unknown
I am a dominant man.
I am just that.
I am not dominant because of any superiority on my part.
Not because I feel I am more intelligent, or wiser.
I am not dominant because of the strength or mass of my body.
I am not, nor would I want to be dominant with all women.
Yet to you, I am Master.
I am your Master only after earning your trust
and I embrace your submissiveness.
I have looked into your heart and mind
There I clearly see your desires and passions.
You have thrown away your fears and inhibitions.
You tell me of the needs of your heart and body.
You have given me total access to your soul,
and I accept the responsibility and honor.
You are a woman.
You are not weak or inferior because of it.
You are a treasure to be cherished.
We are not equal.
I have the strength of body and mind,
the instinctive need to protect, possess,
defend and provide for you.
You are a woman,
instinctively stronger of will a

What Is Sexy...What is Sexy...
Is it the look in your loverís eyes
Is it the curve of her breast
Is it the flush on her skin
Is it the caress of her hair
Is it the rapid pant of her breath
Is it the racing beat of her heart
Is it her moan of pleasure
Is it her complete surrender
It is.........
By Enah Rose

My Friday!!Just for "shits and giggles" today, I'm going to do something I very rarely do!! NOTHING!!
Today will be an HBO 50"HDTV day. The first and second "Star Wars" movies are on the boob tube. I'm watching/listening to "Antz" right now.
By midnight my eyes will be bloodshot but body recharged!!
Have a great day everyone and a fabulous weekend!!
NFL Pro Bowl on Saturday PM and then it is "NFL Withdrawl" until the first regular season game in September!!

It Is Over!!!!You said "You cared"
You said "I was sexy"
You said "I was not like any other woman"
You said "Our time was done"
You said "It was time to move on"
Ya, you made me feel good
But maybe not good enough
So FUCK YOU
You know, people told me to not be with you
Maybe I should have listened
I know how you think
You think you have hurt me
But you are dead wrong
So FUCK YOU
It is MY time to move on
So FUCK YOU

Now I Want To Know What's In That BoxI do know how the myth goes, sorry if it seems distorted, kinda just felt like being silly
Pandora, let's see just what's in your box,
what is it you are hiding?
treasure that sparkles like diamond and pearl,
or something as dark as coal?
come, come Pandora, we've waited too long,
the light in those eyes betrays you.
it must be something, a mystery solved...
or perhaps a vision or two?
tell us the secret Pandora, let's hear it
why do you torture us so?
we kno that u want to say it - go on,
Pandora, uncover the box...
a peculiar mystery this be, dear Pandora,
what cause for such secrecy?
if there be no lies, no fraud or betrayal,
why fear, just share with us please...
be careful Pandora, just listen to me,
see if not wisdom this be.
if the box is not opened,
the world will still wonder...the treasure to legend
will flee...

Management LearningManagement Learning......
Lesson #1:
A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A small rabbit saw the crow, and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long? The crow answered: "Sure, why not." So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped the rabbit and ate it.
Management Learning: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up.
Lesson #2
A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy. "Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?" replied the bull.
"They're packed with nutrients." The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it actually gave him enough strength to reach the first branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fortnight, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. So

Vicwhat is a vic? just curious.. i don't know if I should buy it or not. I also need to know what cell phone everyone uses. luv you guys and gals.
timmy~~~~~

Only 2 Days LeftThere are only two days left in the beauty contest I have come from behind and made it to 6th place I would like to try and make it higher. I need all the bombers I can get. I thank everyone who has given me love and commmented my photo, but an extra special thank you goes out to tbone3209 for really getting me this far. Please everyone help. the link to my picture and the rules are below:
THE RULES AND INFO FOR THE CONTEST:
1.Comments decide the winner, Comment bombing is allowed, get votes anyway you want except sticky bulletins. Rates will break a tie.
2.You can NOT vote for your own photo.
3.If there is anything bad said about another contestant by you or anyone voting for you, you will have to be removed from the contest.
4.The most important thing about my contest is to have fun.
5.Everyone gets a prize just for joining, but the big prizes go to the top three.
Come and have fun with us, you won't be sorry!!

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?Ok, I'm procrastinating doing these....
You're an Passionate Kisser
For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble
What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Poetry7AM I EVIL
Am i evil for believing what i do?
Am i evil for not agreeing with you?
Can't i be right and you wrong,
maybe your weak and im strong
Am i evil for having dark skin?
Am i evil for not being your twin?
Can't i be white and you black,
maybe i have what you lack.
am i evil for not being like you?
am i evil for being a nail... and u a screw?
Can't i be the screw and you the nail
maybe i'll succeed and where you fail
maybe your the evil one and im the good
and ur the one whos misunderstood. ......
LIVE NO EVIL
Say no evil; refraining to bring even the most
inconspicuous of hatred to your immaculately divine
lips,
See no evil; closing your eyes as they lecherously
wandered; casting their diabolical glimpse upon
innocuous entities trespassing through this mighty
planet,
Propagate no evil; disseminating only philanthropic
benevolence from your palms; in every entity you
encountered; during your impoverished existence upon
Mother Ear

What My Eyes Tell About Me :-)You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious83%Eyes full of Pain67%Passion67%Diamond Eyes17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Mythological Creature I AmYou scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Dragon92%Angel59%WereWolf50%Faerie42%Demon25%Mermaid25%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Need...new barbells... both for my tongue and eyebrow LoL... i also need a backrub XD

Naked Pics!The IDEA is to VOTE FOR BOTH OF US!
Create Your Glitter Text
Immortal Love and Jellybean are in Orlyís Friendliest Cherry contest! THIS IS A RATES CONTEST. So we would love it if all of you our wonderful friends would go to each of our pics and give a rate!!! You can leave a comment as well if you wish!
Keep in mind if we lose we will get pwned with dirty weeds and that will make us VERY VERY Sad!
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What World Do I Live In?You scored as The world of child. You see your world through the eyes of child. Everytying is fresh and new, and the small things alway fancinate you. To see a world much different clickThe World of Mystery80%The world of child80%The world of a romantic80%The high rollers world70%The fantasy world65%What world do you live in? (PICTURES)created with QuizFarm.com

My Hands Are Freezing ColdAn Amish woman and her daughter were riding in an
old buggy one cold blustery day. The daughter said to her mother, "My hands are freezing cold."
The mother replied, "Put them between your legs.
Your body heat will warm them up."
The daughter did and her hands warmed up. The next day the daughter was riding with her boy friend who said, "My hands are freezing cold."
The girl replied, "Put them between my legs. The
warmth of my body will warm them up." He did and it warmed his hands.
The following day the boyfriend was again in the
buggy with the daughter. He said, "My nose is cold." The girl replied "Put it between my legs.
The warmth of my body will warm it up." He did and it warmed his nose.
The next day the boyfriend was again driving with
the daughter and he said,"My penis is frozen solid." The following day the daughter was driving in the buggy with her mother, and she says to her mother, "Have you ever heard of a penis ?"
"Yes," said the mother, "why do you ask

Valentines Dayhearts and roses, kisses galore
what to hell is all this shit for?
people get mushy and start acting queer
it is definatly the most annoying time of the year.
this day needs to get to hell over with and pass
before i shove a dozen roses up cupids ass.
after i spend the day so drunk i can't speak
and wear only black for the rest of the week
guys act all sweet and soon it will fade
for all they are doing is trying to geet laid.
the arrow cupid shot at me must not of hit
cause i think valentines day is a crock of shit.
so here is my story what else can i say
love bites balls, fuck valentines day.......
heard this a while back. ive spent the last 4 valentines basically aloneso.......

F-a-m-i-l-y..Do you know what the word FAMILY means?
FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU..Love and Respect ALL Families..We all have LOVE to give.... 'HAPPY VALENTINES DAY' To all Moms' and Dads'..God Bless the FAMILY..
'

The More Things Change,the More They Stay The Same...BLACK SABBATH LYRICS
"War Pigs"
Generals gathered in their masses
Just like witches at black masses
Evil minds that plot destruction
Sorcerers of death's construction
In the fields the bodies burning
As the war machine keeps turning
Death and hatred to mankind
Poisoning their brainwashed minds... Oh Lord yeah!
Politicians hide themselves away
They only started the war
Why should they go out to fight?
They leave that role to the poor, yeah
Time will tell on their power minds
Making war just for fun
Treating people just like pawns in chess
Wait 'till their Judgment day comes, yeah!
Now in darkness, world stops turning
Ashes where the bodies burning
No more war pigs of the power
Hand of God has struck the hour
Day of Judgment, God is calling
On their knees the war pigs crawling
Begging mercy for their sins
Satan, laughing, spreads his wings
Oh Lord yeah!

Pluto's SeizuresPlutohad his first seizure in awhile today. Most times they are at night after I go to bed. Today it was about 15 minutes ago. They are short and the vet says he doesn't need meds yet.. but I still hate to see it happen.

Love?A TWITTER IN YOUR STOMACH
A FULLNESS FEELING IN YOUR HEART
YOUR MIND STARTS SWIMMING
YOUR STOMACH TIGHTENS WHEN YOU HEAR HIS NAME
YOUR HEART BEATS RAPIDLY
YOUR MIND GOES NUMB
YOUR KNOW YOUR IN LOVE WHEN...
YOU CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM
YOU CAN'T STAND BEING ALONE
YOU CAN'T STAND BEING AWAY FROM HIM
YOU CAN'T FALL ASLEEP AT NIGHT BECAUSE YOUR REALITY IS MUCH BETTER THAN YOUR DREAMS
HIS HAPPINESS MEANS MORE TO YOU THAN YOUR OWN

I ThinkI will spend the evening with Ben and Jerry. Chubby Hubby ice cream and bad 80's movies. I have such a headache. That happens when u cry.
So who wants to come watch movies?

Notes From The UndergroundWhen I first got involved in online communities like CT, myspace, etc, it really was all about friendship. It still is. I really and genuinely care about the people on my "friends" lists. And it's also a very cathartic thing for me, because I can stash all my photos, the things that are important to me, voice audition files, monologues, without cluttering my hard drive.
And it keeps me out of the tavern which is always a good thing. I hate waking up with people I don't know, and while I have not done that in a long time, it's something I really don't want to deal with. Don't look so shocked. I'm as stupid as the next person, on occasion. I like to think I've gotten over that sort of thing and that I'm "above" it.
And before you start thinking, "Aww...she just wants to be held..." lemme just disabuse you of that notion straightaway. I don't even like being held. I can't stand it, in fact, and I hate it so much that I am probably the only person you've ever met who has n

Part 4The young lady joined the Navy with all the pride she could show. She wanted to gain some of the dignity back and show her father that she loved him dearly even thought he didn't believe what had happend to her.
So, just two weeks before graduation a terrible accident happend and she cracked her knee and to this day she still has injury to it.
She ramained with her unit as long as possible on cructches she would participate as much as possible. Then came the day when they told her they were going to give her an honorable discharge. Once again this lady failed at something else. She began to slip into a deep dark depression. Once she arrived back home her parents were there to pick her up at the airport. The mother had tears for her daughter was druged up with meds for the pain.
After 6 months recovery from injury and trying to come off the drugs she then took a new path, hanging cable. Talk about a job that was. It was then she fell in love with the father of her second child,

Waiting For YouAs i look at the stars, I see your face.
I see your smile, your elegance, your grace.
Not a night goes by, that i don't look at the stars.
So i can see your face, again, and again.
And as i stand looking at the stars,
It begins to rain, And as it rains, I see your face again.
And in the rain, I see your sparkling eyes.
They shimmer, they shine, they tell no lies.
And then the rain turns to snow.
And in this snow, I feel your touch.
Light and soft, It revives me.
As the snow stops, I notice its day.
And i stand here alone, patiently waiting for you.

Another Day, Another Siteok fine, it's not another day another site. I've been on a few of these types of sites. I'm also R8RFAN on www.swydm.com.
So here I am, yabbering on. Basically procrastinating. I hate studying, got lots of it to do. What fun!
Hi Mel.

When I'm With YouWhen I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

Love...................................Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the girls I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.

My Insight On LoveI thought love was just a mirage of the mind,
it's an illusion, it's fake, impossible to find.
But the day I met you, I began to see,
that love is real, and exists in me.

Perfection In My EyesAll I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Because Of YouBecause of you
my world is now whole,
Because of you
love lives in my soul.
Because of you
I have laughter in my eyes,
Because of you
I am no longer afraid of good-byes.
You are my pillar
my stone of strength,
With me through all seasons
and great times of length.
My love for you is pure
boundless through space and time,
it grows stronger everyday
with the knowledge that you'll always be mine.
At the altar
I will joyously say 'I do',
for I have it all now
and it's all because of you.

Day By DayDay by day
Night by night
Kiss by kiss
Touch by touch
Step by step
I fall in love
A love so incomprehensible
So vivid
So unique
So wild, that not even the reign of God could control
A passion so deep
A need so necessary
A want so strong
The universe would not handle
I love you today
Iíll love you tomorrow
Iíll love you forever

Help Me Out In Sexiest FirefighterHey yall i am in the SEXIEST FIREFIGHTER contest please vote and comment bomb for me Thanks yall
Redlinesx
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The Rest Of The Weekend...Well David is home with his mom now, so once again it is a night that is far too quiet. The only good thing is he will be back again either Thursday night or Friday.
The movie last night was very good.. Night at the Museum. Loved it. So did David.
Today was church, and then lunch with the family. Was a typical group there, about 35 of us. My stepfamily is pretty good to me which I am thankful for.
Other than that did not do much today. The drive to take David home is about 75 miles each way. The way out is not too bad. He never stops talking, unless we are singing songs. We usual sing about half of the drive. The drive home is always quiet and long. I know for the first 3 or 4 years the drive home was one I never made without lots of tears on my part. Yeah, men can cry too. Especially when it comes to their kids.
Guess I will get a movie out to try to occupy the time tonight.

Go Dixie ChicksWELL I GUESS TOBY KEITH AND ALL YOU A**HOLES AGAINST FREEDOM OF SPEECH CAN BEND BETWEEN YOUR LEGS AND KISS YOU A**. THE 3 LITTLE CHICKS WERE RIGHT LONG B4 ANY OF OUR BRAVE POLITICIANS.
ANDTHE DIXIE CHICKS HAVE ALWAYS SUPPORTED OUR TROOPS AS MOST AMERICANS DO AND WILL. IF SOME SLOW BRAINED MORONS DON'T REALIZE THAT THE TROOPS ARE WHAT ARE A LOT OF US WHO HATE THIS IRAQ WAR! IS WHAT WE WERE CONCERNED ABOUT THEN YOU MACHO LOVIN YAHOO'S ARE REALLY SLOWER THAN I THOUGHT.
WHY WE WENT INTO IRAQ IS CONFUSING WAS IT FOR OIL, MONEY,HALIBURTON OR WHATEVER REASON IS/ WAS WRONG!
WHILE THE DAMN TALIBAN, WARLORDS AND DRUG LORDS ARE BUILDING BACK UP IN AFGHANISTAN. WHERE WE DID BELONG!!
ANYWAYGO DIXIE CHICKS

Your Own Joyous PathMonday, February 12, 2007
Your own joyous path
Every joy, every treasure, every fulfillment that you could imagine is available to come into your life. It is only your insistence on continuing to need these things that keeps them apart from you.
The moment you stop needing, that's when you start allowing. Your connection to life's abundance is limited only by your failure to see it.
As long as you think of yourself as needing something, you will continue to be without it. As long as you assume that the road to fulfillment is blocked in some way, you will not be able to travel that road.
But the only thing really blocking the pathway is your own perception. Take the first step, and you will see for yourself that the way is clear for you to move forward.
Stop imagining what you need, and start realizing the true and boundless value of what you have. Allow the abundance that is already yours to express itself as the fulfillment of your most magnificent dreams.
Let go

Back To It AgainYO HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE......
AND I HOPE THAT YOU ENJOY YOUR TIMES ....
AND EVERYDAY SHOULD BE VALENTINES DAY BUT IT SHOULD BE WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE ....... HAVE A BEAUTIFUL V-DAY

What?!? I've Seen Everything Now.. Girls And Corpses Magazine?!?!?!?!Yes, came across it searching for the right address for cosmo... what?!?!?!?! Very... disturbing? Odd? Words escape me.....
The page I found:
(Image in my stash)
Hell-o and welcome to the unearthing of GIRLS AND CORPSES online magazine.
You know you've been thinking about it... dreaming about it... well now, here it finally is!
Why Girls and Corpses, you ask?
Well, if you're like me, you like two things, beautiful girls and rotting corpses. So, I thought, why not bring them together in one magazine?
Still.. no words to comprehend......

This Was For Friday The 9thtoday was pretty awesome...
...considering how much the others days sucked, lol.
i "woke up" at dawn today to go pick up my self proclaimed sister christie in brownsville. i did miss class but i told my profs. ahead of time that i would be absent & he didnt seem to care as long as i turned in my essay. so i had luke turn in my assignment for me...lol...sometimes i think people give too much hype about how hard college is.
anyway...what was i saying? oh yea...i went to go pick up christie...anyway i left home around 7:30 and got to her house around 9 am. we were gonna go to the island to tan so we could waste some time while mike killed his to do list for the day. but we ended up changing our minds and headed to our old high school with the intent of visiting our old teachers & sizing up the new senior class.
though our plan was solid we did run into a slight snag...HOSA ::health occupation students of america:: is huge in our old high school...& i mean the place lives for

Added Some New PicsHey sweeties I added some new pics under my adult pantyhose folder. enjoy...Lorie
http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie

Valentines Day Ha HaLittle Melissa comes home from first grade and tells her father that
they
learned about the history of Valentine's Day.
"Since Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint and we're Jewish,"
she
asks, "will God get mad at me for giving someone a valentine?"
Melissa's father thinks a bit, then says
"No, I don't think God would get mad. Who do you want to give a
Valentine
to?"
"Osama Bin Laden," she says.
"Why Osama Bin Laden," her father asks in shock.
"Well," she says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish girl
could
have enough love to give Osama a Valentine, he might start to think
that
maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit.
And if other kids saw what I did and sent Valentines to Osama, he'd
love
everyone a lot. And then he'd start going all over the place to tell
everyone how much he loved them and how he didn't hate anyone anymore."
Her father's heart swells and he looks at his daughter with new found
pride.

BrokenI sit and wonder why do i feel for you why do i care for you when i know you will break my sprit and my heart why do i put my self thru this tourture is it worth all the pain i will feel it happens time and again and yet i still care my heart will never blacken it will always rebuild though it hurts more and more every time it breaks why do i bother carrying on? Because its what i must do its who i am

The Lighter Side Of MeI hear your voice and my heart races i see your face and my blood flows faster your eyes sparkle like star light on the water your skin is as soft as a feather you smell like roses should you are more precious than all the gems in the world your touch is like that of a goddess you are my everything and my nothing you are my all

And While We're On The Subject Of Billy BraggI hate the arsehole I become
Every time I'm with you
You know you've got me on the run
But let me make it clear to you
It's taken two fools such as we
To make love deaf, dumb and blind
Now you're upset 'cos I can't read your mind love
You're upset Cos I can't read your mind
I hate the arsehole I become
Every time I'm with you
I get the feeling looking in your eyes
That somehow I should forgive you
I know that I'm guilty but I don't know what I've done
You're not about to let me join in the fun are you
You're not about to let me join in the fun
I hate the arsehole I become
Every time I'm with you
I hate the way you try to give me back
All the things I give to you
I know when I leave the room
They say what's up with him
But love is not a game you play to win girl
Love is not a game you play to win
If that face of yours could only talk
The stories it could tell
The chase is always better than the kill, love
The chase is always better than the kill

Male Sweat Can Boost Arousal In WomenFinally my ex boyfriend won't think that i am weird. I used to love when he came home from work because he lifted mail all day long he had this sweat scent and it used to drive me wild. Anyway he didn't see how sweat could make me act like that well here is scientific proof.
Male sweat can boost arousal in women
A chemical in male sweat can boost mood, brain activity and sexual arousal in heterosexual women, according to a new study released just in time for Valentine's Day.
The study offers the first direct evidence that humans secrete a scent that can affect the physiology of the opposite sex, said researchers at the University of California, Berkeley. Their findings were published this week in The Journal of Neuroscience.
"This is the first time anyone has demonstrated that a change in women's hormonal levels is induced by sniffing an identified compound of male sweat," said study leader Claire Wyart, a postdoctoral fellow at UC Berkeley. "There is much more going on t

Ct 's Sexiest Female Eyes ContestHey Cherries~ please go and vote for me im still in the contest for the SEXIEST EYE'S & you can vote more than once......Thanks soooo much love ya! Jo
Go to Scotty D's page off of mine and it's in his pics.....
KISSES

The Shape Of A DaySome days, everything just works perfectly. Not especially because I plan in advance and every detail plotted out takes place at the right time in the right way, but because events unfold the way I need them to. All the parallel worlds connected to all the people I interact with just slot into each other like cogwheels in a well oiled machine. I myself have just a rough idea of what I want to do and just get started without thinking too much about it. Obstacles move out of my way before I even notice they were there, timetables interlock to make everything flow like it had been planned in advance. These days I imagine to be shaped like a circle. Little dents if you look close enough at the perimeter, but perfectly circular when viewed from a distance.
On other days, especially when I have a distinct image of how I want something to take place, and I push too much to get what I want, nothing works out. Even other people get in trouble and don't get their plans going. Things are calle

Trade Deficit Rises To Record $763.6bTrade deficit rises to record $763.6B
13 Feb 2007
The U.S. trade deficit set a record for the fifth straight year in 2006, reflecting a huge jump in America's foreign oil bill and a record imbalance with China.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070213/ap_on_bi_go_ec_fi/economy

Why Couldn't I BelieveSitting at the hotel table
Canít stop thinking bout you
Been thinking bout you since I hit the door
Now IĎm heading back to you
Why did I have to leave
Why couldn't I believe
That you're the only thing I need and more
The only thing and more
Life gets so complicated
The mind gets so confused
Why couldnít I believe
That you were still in love with me
Why did I have to leave
Why couldnít I believe
That youíre the only thing I need and more
The only thing and more
Couldnít see what I would loose
Whyíd I have to make us both so blue
Would you take me back into your arms
Do you still love me any more
Why did I have to leave
Why couldnít I believe
That youíre the only thing I need and more
The only thing and more
Sure hope youíll take me back
Cause thereís one thing that Iíve learned
I donít ever want to be without you beside me
Cause youíre all Iíll ever need and more
Why did I have to leave
Why couldnít I believe
That youíre the only thing I

An Essay Of ClosureShe
I lay there in the back of the decrepit white Pinto in the grocery store parking lot. The icy wind hissed through the cellophane that covered the broken window above my head, and as I pressed my face into the cold, cracked white leather of the seat I pulled the sleeves of my sweatshirt tighter around me. I must have laid there for hours in the cold, I couldnít be sure, all I knew was that I awoke warm in a familiar bed with her face hovering above me with the same concern I had grown to hate her for.
The first time I saw her she had captivated me with those icy, gray eyes hidden behind black-rimmed glasses. She smiled and laughed with people I did not know, and before I could realize what I was doing I had gotten to my feet and wandered in her direction. I tried to stop, to turn around before she noticed me, but she was watching me. Smiling, I tried to play it off as casually as possible, but somehow I felt she knew. She let me sit next to her, and my heart swelled. She let me

Vicky Hooorayy!!Thank you to Vicky for her submission to my contest. I Need more..don't stop submitting your entries
WHO WANTS A CHANCE TO WIN A FREE CHERRY BLASTS?
this is not a comment based contest!!!
~~Timmy~~~

Broken Heart # 50This is actually a song, and was a Christmas Present for a very dear friend. If you would like to hear it,go to
http://www.myspace.com/amrsightandsound
Download it if you like it.
BROKEN HEART # 50
I stop to think about you,
Every single day.
I want you more than I thought I would.
What else can I say?
I miss the way you look at me,
I miss the sound of your voice.
I want to have you close to me,
But I donít have a choice.
I know your heartís been broken,
Stained and blackened too.
Is it so hard to open?
ĎCuz thatís the only way I want to get to you.
And in the midnight hour,
When youíre fast asleep.
Do I step into your thoughts?
You invade my dreams.
I miss the way you smile at me,
I miss the sound of you laugh.
I want to have you close to me,
But time is fading fast.
I know your heartís been broken,
Stained and blackened too.
Is it so hard to open?
ĎCuz thatís the only way I want to get to you.

Such A Bad GirlSo you want me in the kitchen
You tell me you can cook
I hope that youíre not fooling
Or a self-pleasured kind of crook
With a desire that I truly love
And an oven getting hot
I lead you to my table loft
And pray your boasts arenít for naught
Pretend that Iím that bread of French
Kneaded so gently while I stand
Now Iíll lean over on elbows soft
Please be gentle with your hands
Now take your special rolling pin
Lubricate it so it wonít stick
Iíll help you if itís what you need
Boy this sucker sure is thick
Now be sure the oven rack you seek
Isnít the one that I recall
Make sure you use the lower rack
Because the upper is too small
Now my buns are swelling
As my oven spreads its heat
Maybe Iíll do a double cook
And slip in a piece of meat
At last all is ready
Now

Prom Queenprom queen
The prom queen sits
and looks at herself in the mirror
tears streaming down her soft pale cheeks
she stares as she paints away her emotions
ready for another day
she pastes on her fake smile
and steps out the door
everyone sees her
walking gracefully through the halls at school
kids hoping to be her friends
but she longs for a true friend
so she would no longer have to pretend
she sits at the popular table
and the football players all crowd around
everyone wanting the perfect image she displays
but they don't know as she throws up her lunch
and slits her wrist
the only thing she can do to minimize the pain she feels
wanting to shrink away
each and everyday
but what would everyone say
if they knew the truth about this "perfect" prom queen
who lives a "perfect" life
would they whisper and point
staring and feeling sorry for her
or would they glare in disgust
and disbelief
not being able to imagine why this beautiful rich prom queen
cries eve

You'l Never Leave Mi Corazon FernandoYOU'L NEVER LEAVE MI CORAZON FERNANDO
I love you so much I hate you
I'm so angry and confused
I feel so hurt and used
I know our love must have been true,
I know you know it too!
I lay in bed tossing and turning
the thought of you moving on
Makes my heart start churning!
I close my eyes and I see your face
I get so wound up
my heads all over the place!
I look at your photo and I sit and cry
I imagine being alone forever
and I think i'd rather die!
I can't take being so sad!
I cant stand you being so mad!
You act like you hate me
like I ment nothing at all
You act like your not bothered
when teardrops begin to fall!
We can't be together
but we can't be apart
I never want you to move on
because you'll never leave my heart.
I know i'm being selfish
wanting it all one way
but if this is your final decision
There is nothing more I can say!

Back SurgeryWell its been a on going pain since october,when I was hit by a board from a table saw.Its been more of a Mental challenge for the Pain since I have no Insurance an cannot get meds.I have had to Shut my business down for 4 months now.I have been going to Therapy to a Dr. who takes patients with no insurance,three times aweek for spinal decompression.I was contacted today by a Health Service of Saint Thomas,An they have agreed to pay for my M.R.I. that I recieved in a ER in Nashville Tn.& they also told me that they would pay for my surgery,Cause they do charities for the uninsured workers.So I finally get to get rid of this ongoing stressful pain & I dont have to worry about being crippled by my next B-day.Thank God sum one is watching over me,cause sumtimes the pain is too much..

If You Are A Bbw This Is So Worth Reading And Believing!!!Well, to be honest, my confidence comes from knowing WHO I am. There are millions of women out there that are prettier than me.... or smarter than me. However, there isn't one woman out there that is LIKE me. I see myself as an intelligent, caring, witty, sweet, caring, successful individual. While there are many women who are some or maybe all of these things.... none of them have these qualities in the exact same combination as me.... or express these qualities in the same manner as me. This is true for every woman. We are all unique. I'm NOT confident in my looks... but I still have my pride. I think that true beauty is in the way a woman carries herself. If you carry yourself with pride... others notice. So, to help me get over being so self concious about my weight... I started focusing on the things I did like. I get my nails done.. because it makes **ME** feel good. I get my hair done.... because it makes **ME** feel attractive. I wear makeup because of how it makes me feel abou

Fuck Valentines Day And Fuck Youwhy should there be one day to appreciate your lover you should appreciate them everyday . not one day created by companies trying to make more money off people ...not to mention the fact that if you do something really nice the other person will probably just fuck you over a couple days later ... so the and red and the pink ... chocolate, cards , and bullshit diomonds ... blooming vagina roses its all to get one thing ...SEX ... honestly its 1 of the main things everyone wants good ... GREAT SEX... relationships too for most people .. it seems like people are all afraid of commitment these days ..that boyfriend girfiend title ... or hell even the husband wife title ..... they get out of it by beating around the bush and lieing by saying im not ready for a relationship or im afraid and blbalbalba ... everyones a little bit afraid of course but the real reason why dont you just come out and say it .. you want the option to fuck other people ... the fact that your dick should only go in

Happy Valentines Day!!Happy Valentines Day! I hope all of you are having the best times of your life with the ones you love!!!!
PEST3366

Bipolar's Goodbye To A Sucidial WebsiteThis sucidical website says it all the way to end are lifes is the way we make others crash and fall
its not common that i come on here but it common i listen to others problems become like mine the problem of noone to listen or to let your mind unwinde this sucicidal website is what makes me understand why mine are no differnet then any other problems because i am the only one left to hand . because i may live a perfect life but my my problems are more then skin deep i was in the edge of hopelessness but then i herd god speak
he said to me its your time to say goodbye to those who have not herd you yet he also said that it will be a offering that no one will forget i know this sucidial website has everyone at command to wounder who might just end up next on the news of a perfect life that was just abused becasue my life is perfect doesnt mean my problems are not like yours because i have bipolar doesnt mean im not to let you be the controller of my life to because my life is

I Had A DreamLast night I had a dream. I remember it as clear as if it had happened in real life...I just wish it had.
Angela came back to me. She came and found at some place. I think I was camping or something. Alli was with her. She came into my tent and we talked. We were both recalling past events from when we were dating. She came back because she knew that I still loved her more than life itself and she had realized that she loved me too...
College had changed her though. She was different. Darker. She was wearing black lipstick... It was weird, but she was with me so I didn't care. I wonder if she had a similar dream last night...?

What Do Your Eyes Say About You?What do your eyes say about you? ShyYou have a certain shyness about you. Not saying that there are times when you\'re outgoing, but for the most part you like to lay low and keep unnoticed. You don\'t always have to be the center of attention, but try to make some witty banter now and again. Take this test

Broken HeartsTHERE IS NEVER A TIME THAT I DO NOT WONDER WHERE THIS LOVE OF MINE WILL LEAD ME I THINK IM IN LOVE THEN SOMETHING FALLS OUT FROM UNDERNEATH ME AM I BORED TO EASY I WONDER CAN ONE MAN PLEASE ME I WONDER THAT TOO
IS THERE SUCH THING CALLED LOVE OR IS IT JUST A PART OF OUR FANTASY BECAUSE WE ARE TAUGHT AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE THERE IS A PRINCE TO RESCUE US WHY LIE TO US ALL WHAT DID WE DO WE GROW UP BELEIVING WE WILL FIND OUR PRINCE LET'S BE REAL WHY LIE TO YOU RSELF AND EVERYONE ELSE LOVE MAYBE LUST NOTHING MORE THEN A STRANGER PASSING IN THE NIGHT SAYING ALL THE RITE THINGS AND THEN ITS GONE ONCE AGAIN JUST FOR A NOTHER DAY TO COME UPON US AND WE DREAM ONCE AGAIN IM SLEEPING WHAT ABOUT YOU I HAVE NOT WAKING UP FROM THIS FAIRY TALE WE AL;L LIVE TO FIND THAT MR, RITE OR WRONG IT DOES NOT EXIST IN THIS LIFE OR THE NEXT SO LETS BE TRUTHFULL TO OURSELF DO WE EVEN LOVE OURSELFS GOOD QUESTION CAN YOU ANSWER THAT HONESTLY AND CAN YOU ANWSER IT NOW NO IS THE ANSWER TO IT ALL
LETS JUST LUST A L

Hot...imma hot biatch.. you cant stop me so dont try. haha.. in a weird mood...
this is why im hot.. this is why.. this is why... this is why im hot!
holla at me people... =)

The AftermathSo we all survived V-Day. I didn't get much love :(
Of course Ct was down most of the day..way to go!
I won't be here tomorrow. I have to go back to Yale with my Daughter for an MRI of the brain with sedation.
I have the flu and sound awful. After I get the kids off to school I am going to set Ventrilo back up. Its a voice chat program. Later I have to move my gentoo drive to a different box...loads of fun...YES imma geek!
Lets get the day rollin with some music!

New Babymy cousin hanna had her baby today at 1045am... so i have a new cousin to play with... but that is one down and another to go.. in April

LibraZodiac Maiden Libra by *JessicaElwood on deviantART
"A warrior maiden of The Cosmic Order and the Cardinal Sign, Libra on the surface seems sultry and seductive. Her manners, even her voice barely gets above a purring whisper and she moves with artful grace, every inch of her either in combat or at rest is something to behold.
At about the same time as Capricorn was introduced, Libra graduated to the ranks of the Cosmic Order, a darling of her instructors and caretakers. She joined almost on accident, simply venturing into the realm of the celestial guardians as though it was a pre-destined event; the guardians were as much angered by the intrusion as they were mystified by how easily she accepted their explaination and how readily she asked to join.
Libra is a specialist and probably the Celestial Order's best informant, taking on solo missions as easily as she does a full deployment with her sisterhood. And her sisters even on the worst days count on the breezy Libra to give

What Is Your Soul Mark? (quiz)You scored as Guardian. Angel of the universe, protector of the weak, defender of all that is good and real, you shield the inhabitants of your world from the perils of damaged dreams, broken hearts and bad advice.Guardian83%Torch Bearer75%Impressionist67%Philosopher67%Celebrity58%Guru58%Star Child58%Maverick58%Navigator58%Designer50%Sage50%

Billy Talent-red Flag(Chorus x2)
Cast off the crutch that kills the pain,
The red flag wavin' never meant the same,
The kids of tomorrow don't need today,
When they live in the Sins of Yesterday.
Well I've never seen us act like this,
Our only hope is in minds of kids,
And they'll show us a thing or two.
Our only weapons are the guns of youth,
It's only time before they tighten the noose,
And then the hunt will be on for you.
We dont need them
(Music break 10 Seconds)
(Chorus x2)
Cast off the crutch that kills the pain,
The red flag wavin never meant the same,
The kids of tomorrow don't need today,
When they live in the Sins of Yesterday.
Like the smallest bee packs a sting,
Like the pawn checkmates a king,
We'll attack at the crack of dawn.
Build a ladder if there's a wall,
Don't be afraid to slip and fall,
Speak for yourself or they'll speak for you.
We dont need them.
(music break 10 seconds)
(Chorus x2)
Cast off the crutch that kills the pain,
The red flag wa

Bush And Republicans SuckIt has Mutated...the dreaded Pandemic
Sympotoms of RAIDS include forgeting about meetings in which you are warned of impending terrorist attacks in July 05' personally by CIA director, forgetting to investigate when one of your buddies is seducing boys through IM and and email, forgeting that Henry Kissinger was the architect of Vietnam and making him a leading Policy guy for Iraq.
Republican Amnesia Induces Delirium originated originally in the jungles of SE Asia and was considered wiped out. The most recent outbreak originated in Iraq given poor intellectual hygene and hysteria. No know cure is know, but moderate and sane Republicans not residing in DC and Democrats seem to have natural anibodies to fight off the bug.
Given that there is no known cure, all that can be done is to make the patient comfortable. Suggested pallative care includes: playing Toby Keith Records backwards, quail hunting at a canned hunting site, clearing some brush, and target shooting using Cindy Sh

Stupid Peoplehttp://www.geocities.com/SouthBeach/Sands/7085/stupidtest/page01.htm
i dunno just had to post and say something on the level of stupidity around me lately its getting very rediculious already delt wit it this mornin and it ticked me off lol but as for the link above its just is to a test thing to take for fun to find out how stupid one can be lol no pun in tended its just for fun but im done for now so talk to you all lata

Up,up And Away! Off To Kuwait!!!!!!Hello all! I am off to Kuwait tomorrow 17Feb07! I am not sure how long it will be before I can check my Cherry Tap page, but add me rate me! I will miss all my CT comments! I want all of my friends to stay safe, John you better stay safe for me!

=) NiceI got this from a bulletin and I thought it had a wonderful message:
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on
the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck.
One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was
perfect and always delivered a full portion of water.
At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the
cracked pot arrived only half full.
For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman
bringing home only one and a half pots of water.
Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.
But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection,
and miserable that it could only do half of what had been made to do.
After 2 years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it
spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of
myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out
all the way back to your house."
The old woman smiled, "D

Matchbox 20~leaveIt's amazing
how you make your face just like a wall
how you take your heart and turn it off
how I turn my head and lose it all
It's unnerving
how just one move puts me by myself
there you go just trusting someone else
now I know I put us both through hell
I'm not saying
there wasn't nothing wrong
I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me
I'm not saying
we ever had the right to hold on
I just didn't wanna let it get away from me
But if that's how it's gonna leave
straight out from underneath
then we'll see who's sorry now
If that's how it's gonna stand, when
you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
the one you're leaving out
It's aggravating
how you threw me on
and you tore me out
how your good intentions turn to doubt
the way you needed time to sort it out
Tell me is that how it's going to end
when you know you've been depending on
the one you're leaving now
and the one you're leaving out

#5Well I am still slowly going through all the shit to join the Army but Im starting to think twice about it due to my boyfriend. I just found out some things that really are making me wonder if joining is worth it or not. I mean dont get me wrong I would love to join but at the same time I dont want to chance of losing my baby or stopping somehting good from happening...so right now I really dont know

Matchbox 20~unwellAll day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me
I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind
[Chorus]
But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy,

Stevie Wonder~i Just Called To Say I Love YouNo new years's day
To celebrate
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away
No first of spring
No song to sing
In fact here's just another ordinary day
No april rain
No flowers bloom
No wedding saturday within the month of june
But what it is
Is something true
Made up of these three words that i must say to you
I just called to say i love you
I just called to say how much i care
I just called to say i love you
And i mean it from the bottom of my heart
No summer's high
No warm july
No harvest moon to light one tender august night
No autumn breeze
No falling leaves
No even time for birds to fly to southern skies
No libra sun
No halloween
No giving thanks to all the christmas joy you bring
But what it is
Though old so new
To fill your heart like no three words could ever do.
I just called to say i love you
I just called to say how much i care
I just called to say i love you
And i mean it from the bottom of my heart.
I just called to say i love yo

I Got My Tattooyay i got my tattoo and i posted a picture of it go check it out

"bring It On Back""Bring It On Back"
SheDaisy
What if I said I wanted to hold you
For more than just one night
Oooh, what if I said, I said
I wanted to show you
It all, it all, it all
Is gonna be alright
I'm a good thing
Make sure you know it
You only get one shot
Baby, don't blow it
I'm the green, green grass
As far as your big brown eyes can see
And if you leave
You'll wanna bring it on back to me, yeah
I know, I know, I know I ain't easy
To get a handle on
It don't take more than enough to please me
But I don't wanna wait, don't wanna wait to long
'Cause I'm a good thing
Make sure you know it
You only get one shot
Baby, don't blow it
Yeah, I'm the green, green grass
As far as your big brown eyes can see
And if you leave
You'll wanna bring it on back to me, yeah
Oh, oh, yeah
Open the door your ready to walk through
I'm where you prayer was meant to land
Oooh, give me the holes in your heart
I promise that I will do anything, everything
You know I can
Look

How To Cut The Amount Of Gas We UsePlan A: Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down.
If you think this is a good solution to both the problems, forward it to your friends. I just did.
__________________________________________________
Plan B: Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq .
Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it.
After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better

Hair...Well this blows
The salon dosn't have time for me today
So I get to get done on Tuesday
Oh well
I guess I'll just play with it till then
hehehe
Any ideas for cut colors anything?
I'm think about more layers and...blonde
Wahahaha

Angel Of Hope, HmmmmYou scored as Angel of Hope. You were and Angel of Hope! Before you were sent down to Earth to be tested and live like a human, you were what gave hope to people and made them feel secure. When humans felt hopeless and as though their world was going to crash on them, you cheered them up and filled them with hope. They felt your presence even though they could not see youAngel of Hope100%Angel of Prayer93%Angel of Guidance79%Guardian Angel68%Angel of Good Fortune46%Angel of Death0%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

ScorpioSCORPIO
Drinking style
Don't ever tell Scorpios they've had enough, for they'll smirk at you and quietly but intentionally keep tippling till they're hog-whimpering drunk, out of 100-proof spite. Scorpios like to drink, and screw you if you have a problem with that. Most of them see the sauce as something to savor in itself, and not as a personality-altering tool -- though if depressed, self-loathing Scorps seek total obliteration. But generally, they're fascinating drinking pals, brilliant conversationalists and dizzying flirts. They also remember everything -- especially what you did when you were blitzed. Only drink with a Scorpio who likes you.
Trademark cocktails
Just as a Scorpio can look you in the eye and smile while secretly plotting your demise, so does the brandy-laced stinger's sweet taste hide a potent amount of alcohol. If you want to get literal, serve them a scorpion -- they may not love tropical drinks, but it shows you're paying attention. Scorpio rules

Why Men Are Just Happier PeopleYour last name stays put
The garage is all yours
Wedding plans take care of themselves
You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park
You can wear "no" T-shirt to a water park
Car mechanics tell you the truth
The world is your urinal
You never have to drive to another gas station because this one is just too icky
Same work, more pay
Wrinkles add character
Wedding dress $5000; Tux rental $100
People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them
The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected
New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet
One mood - all the time
Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat
You know stuff about tanks
A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase
You can open all your own jars
You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness
If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend
Your underwear is $8.95 for a three-pack
Three pairs of shoes are more than enough
You almost never have st

Penis Statistics....(for Those Of You Who Didnt Know----fyi)Average number of times a man will ejaculate in his lifetime: 7,200
Average number of times he will ejaculate from masturbation: 2,000
Actual amount of semen per ejaculation: 1-2 teaspoons
Average total amount of lifetime ejaculate: 14 gallons
Average amount of water it takes to fill a bathtub: 35 gallons
Average speed of ejaculation: 28 miles per hour
Average speed of a city bus: 25 miles per hour
Average # of calories in a teaspoon of semen: 7
Average # of calories in a can of Dr. Pepper: 150
Average length of penis when not erect: 3.5 inches
Average length when erect: 5.1 inches
Smallest natural penis recorded: 5/8 of an inch
Largest natural penis recorded: 11 inches
Largest penis in the animal kingdom: 11 feet
Height from court floor to the rim of a basketball hoop:10 feet
Most arousing time of day/season! for a man: early morning/fall
Best ways to improve sexual function: quit smoking, start exercising, lose weight.

Note: These Are From High School, A Loooong Time Ago!I found all of these old poems I wrote in high school. Boy! Was I fucked up back then! Some of them were pretty good, albeit dark and somewhat deranged. It's much easier to write in such a state, which explains why I haven't written any since those days! Enjoy.

Lysergic DelusionsFrom: March 2, 1996
Interwoven patterns of moonbeams twist the myriad of light blade formations.
My mind wanders freely
In this land of beauty and illumination
While my crumpled withered body aches to be freed
From the decades of sorrow and confusion it has endured.
A lifetime of pain to be felt.
This, my eternal escape
My escape from a world that brings my deepest, most bitter unhappiness.
I drown myself in this sheltered, unblemished place.
Images of gleaming dewdrops
Casting pinnacles of light.
Refracting and reflecting the light from the stars.
My expanding mind
slinks back
Into the encompassing depths
from which it came...

NeverReally
What's the point of it all
Eventually you're going to let me down
You say you love me That you care
But none of your actions support this
In fact they are contrary to your words
You never loved me Never cared
Much like everyone else
you broke down my armor
and got made a home in my heart
Then, you left that home
For whatever reason you claimed
What's the point of loving and caring when
everyone that you do leaves you
Alone in the darkness with nothing
but tears and broken memories
to hold onto like a ragged teddybear
whose stuffing is all but gone
You never loved me You never cared
And here I am broken forgotten unloved
There's nothing but a shell left inside
the man I once was
The pain overwhelms like the cold of winter
leaving me numb and cold
You left me like those before
Had you told me you were going to do this
I would have never said hello
Because you never loved me You never cared

Random Sunrise ThinkingWell it`s time for a new one of theseÖ
Blogs that is..
I should give a lil more info
ya know
where I`m tryin to go.
I like the nightÖ it just feels right
I wake upÖ the sun goes downÖ
Or is itÖ the other way around
Anyway about the time that I come around.
I`m not just nocturnal I`m a bit tropical as well
this snow is killing meÖ. & it killed my car as well ..
It`s half my fault & I made me make it worse
Ö it`s not that bad it`s not like I`m in ..(L0L)
,,, the back of a hearse
It`s like sometimes $H!T goes badÖlet`s choose when we get cursed
If my ride don`t wanna runÖ then isn`t runnin` it worse?
Leave it parked there Ö with the snow on the hood
I`ll still get to workÖ
I`ll kick it on hoof
Peeps be lookin at me like I`m some kinda goof
Anyway that`s me I`m me I`m a fool
Ask anyone I never claim that I`m cool
Need a lotta polish
To make me like a jewel
Bling ain`t no thing
That`s my general rule
You on the high horse
With your head a twirl
Think of t

Valentines Day / Cute Kidson friday this little girl i teach her name is rochelle shes so cute shes 3 she came up to me befor class and handed me a little fake rose with a white teddy bear on it ..it was so cute.and on saterday this girl i used to teach shes 2 her names ruby i was teahcing her brother and when his class was done she took her shoes off and looked at me and said my turn it was so cute she ran towards me and her mom started laughing she was upset she couldnt get in but when i got out she ran up an gave me a hug and kiss it was soooooo cute

Cut, Scratch, Carve And BurnTake me by the hand
Wipe away my tears
Take this pain from inside me
Cut away my fears
You see my friend, you're an enemy
Challange me....but there's no match
You think you cut me down to size
But inly left a scratch
My hearr you have ripped right out of my chest
Upon it you did carve
The words,"I hate you and wish you were dead"
Will always be a scar
Some may ask and never understand
Why cut, scratch, carve or burn?
It's never the pain caused from the act
It's the RELIEF in which we yearn!

Day Three: Real Lessons July 29th 2006Day Three: Saturday Morning, July 29th, 2006
Location: Santa Monica - Lesson with Malibu Long Boards, a reputable Surf Camp with private lessons, located under the Black Hurley tent on the East side of the pier.
Parking: $6.00 for the day, with many parking spots extremely close to where you want to be.
Conditions: Tame, smooth waves, one to two footers at most
Risk Level: Very Safe
Safety Personell: Many trained surf instructors with CPR and training in saving your life. the same cute but anal Life guards just love to yell at you with bullhorns or whistles if you drift to the SWIMING ONLY AREA. A lifeguard on jetski is deployed if you are too far out to hear their stupid whistles. Lifeguards are on duty until sundown, with vehicles deployed every hour or so which included beach patrols and helecopters flying by every so often. Main Lifeguard control tower located high above the beach that surveys the entire area, able to dispatch necessary personell if needed.
Wildlife: seagul

More Adult Surveys....enjoy!Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself!
1. Would you have sex with me?
Answer:
2. What positions would u want to b in?
Answer:
3. Would u suck/lick me ?
Answer:
4. Would u sex me hard?
Answer:
5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me?
Answer:
6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you?
Answer:
7. Would u do me in the shower?
Answer:
8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me?
Answer:
9. Would u have 3-some with me?
Answer:
10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me?
Answer:
11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed?
Answer:
12. Where would you do me?
Answer:
13. Would u do me in front of people?
Answer:
14. Would u do me again and again?
Answer:
15. Would u do me in the rain?
Answer:
16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star?
Answer:
17. Would u have phone sex w

You Are WorthyMonday, February 19, 2007
You are worthy
You are worthy of the best in life. It's not because anyone tells you so or gives you permission to be, but because you know deep down that you are.
You have every reason to feel great about the good and valuable things you have done. You have the ability to expand on that goodness, on that value, on your own special gifts.
Where you are is a very good place to be. For you are in a position to truly make a difference by expressing and fulfilling your most deeply held values and dreams.
Certainly things are not perfect, and your world is filled with difficult challenges. Yet there is real treasure hidden within those challenges, for you have what it takes to move successfully through them.
You know how great it feels to accomplish something positive and meaningful. Listen to that feeling, for it connects you to your purpose and your ability to do great things.
Whatever you can imagine, you are worthy of reaching. Choose to ma

So With The Cash We Got On Our JourneyWe had him invited us to a giant trip all around the world, it started out real cool, at the airport, i order to join the Queen mary II the big big little boat,y'know.

The Party 's Just StartedAs you could see.. we couldn't possibly not start our trip without starting it in Paris.. so we just got to the Eiffel Tower and visit a little this beatyful city

Well, Where To Go Next?in fact, we found quite easily where to go next, we went through the euro tunnel , and just went visiting the city

I Love YouI found this and I'm not sure who wrote it but I really like this a lot.
As the grass is green,
From what I have seen,
Will you always be with me?
As the clouds are white,
Even though they don't show their faces tonight,
A cold breeze blows so keep me in your arms and hold me tight.
As the sun always comes up for the sunrise,
While we live in this wonderous love pardise,
Will you always remain mine?
As the sky is blue,
And our love remain true,
I will always love you.

My Experiences At The Bondage Show Called The Rack.My Experiences At The Bondage Show Called The Rack.
I and my sweety Dan arrive at Heartbreakers at a little after 9pm on Saturday night, the 19th of Febuary. We sat at the bar at first and ordered our drinks, then went to the far side of the room right in front of the DJ table.
After we has sat down a strange man with one eye sat next to Dan and after a while he started talking to him. He seemed to be interested in Danís spikes and then Dan showed him my collar that I was wearing. The strange man grabbed one of the rings of my collar; I thought to look at it. The he grabbed it a second time just a moment later then released it. It gave me a cold feeling and I didnít like it.
I believe the actual show started about 10 or so. They announced that they will be needing volunteers. And with that I looked at Dan and started bouncing in my seat. They had someone up there already and then one of the mistresses with brown hair looked and smiled at me and so I smiled back. She then ge

BibleRead all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottomhighlighted in green, IT GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS!!! you don't want to miss this! ((*_*))
VERY INTERESTING-
1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq .
2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization!
3. Noah built the ark in Iraq .
4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq
5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq !
6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq !
7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq .
8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq .
9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel .
10. Amos cried out in Iraq !
11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem .
12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq !
13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!)
14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in

Naturism And Nudity"Naturism is a way of life in harmony with nature, characterized by the practice of communal nudity, with the intention of encouraging respect for oneself, respect for others and for the environment."
Naturism promotes a wholesomeness and stability of the human body, mind, and spirit. This comes most easily to those who shed the psychological and social encumbrance of clothing, to see and respect the human body as created.
Naturism also promotes optimal health through complete contact of the body with the natural elements. It is practiced as much as possible in environments free of the pollution and stress of modern society. It is therefore associated with an enlightened, holistic approach to nutrition, physical activity, mental health, and social interaction.
Naturism is founded on family participation. Children in naturist families learn to appreciate the body as part of their natural environment. They grow up with healthful attitudes and accept the physical nature of

Stuff From MeBroken dreams and shattered hearts
have been on my mind, since you've deciced you wanted us. Once two as one, now separate and apart
You are my falling angel,
the love and admiration from you is never enough, that's why it's always been so tough.
I just wish that someday we will be always and forever, All my life love has been like roses cut from jagged glass,Yours is starting to chip and shatter, like so many in the past.
And now I have no balcony from which to declare my love, And my heart begins to overshadow me like a curse from above.
And yet, you still remain my angel, Far apart from this man, even though I've done the best that I can.
Your happiness, Your pleasures,
Mean so very much to me, But so does keeping myself whole,
So instead of fickle love, I choose to free my soul