Forgiveness is not supposed to be a hard thing to do. When your situation only involves hurt and disappointment, you should just let go and get over it. Your time is supposed to be now. Your life is now. Don’t let the past take over your now moment. But if you are still feeling the hurt and your mind is racing with scenes and words in your mind, you need help. The longer you live like this the worse you will feel. Talk to someone or for angel therapy with an angel and then forgive yourself so you can move on and get well.

I am back to work now after my vacation that didn’t take place as I had hoped for and I had made myself miserable over this situation. When you make plans with someone and suddenly that person starts to make other plans that totally turned everything upside down for you, this is the time to blow the whistle! I made the mistake of trying to make the person happy and not for me as well. I lost two weeks of dragging my inner child around that didn’t serve us both. I learned something valuable.

As I went on feeling miserable and disappointed, the angels were around me in a circle waiting for me to speak up and ask for help. I thought I did but not in the right way. I was asking, “Why, why, why.” Whereas I should have asked, “What should I do to resolve this?” They would have shown me angel guidance in resolving this matter. I knew they were there but I certainly wasn’t. I allowed my mind to race around with all the past scenes and conversations that didn’t lead to the retreat that I desperately needed.

Archangel Michael is always my driving buddy when I travel and I noticed that he had been tossing signs at me to help me open up a conversation. He told me three different times to turn the radio on and listen to the message of the third song. It was the same song on the third try each time and I cried each time as well. The song was “My Love” by Petula Clark. He broke the “quiet spell” that I had with the angels and I started my angel therapy talking away with him.

Archangel Michael told me that the most important thing right now is to feel good. Don’t try to justify why you don’t feel good, how you should feel or who is to blame. That is all wasted energy and the time to feel better is now! If you are looking for forgiveness, it may come later from the other person. In the mean time do forgive that person and forgive yourself for taking on so much of this wasted energy. Do take the time to learn from the situation and move on. The time to be happy is now!

Yes, I have heard this before, in fact even preached it. Ego has a way of sneaking in and keeping you at misery as well. I have learned that I need to step in when I need something to be resolved. It’s important to have clarity and understanding of what plans are taking place when it includes yourself. I clearly understand now how my inner child feels when you go along waiting for something good to happen. I am so sorry inner child. Let’s feel good today and I’ll let you pick the activity!

My Love by Petula Clark

My love is warmer than the warmest sunshine
Softer than a sigh.
My love is deeper than the deepest ocean
Wider than the sky.
My love is brighter than the brightest star
That shines every night aboveMy love is warmer than the warmest sunshine
And there is nothing in this world
That can ever change my love

Something happened to my heart the day that I met you
Something that I never felt before
You are always on my mind no matter what I do
And everyday it seems that I want you more

My love is warmer than the warmest sunshine
Softer than a sigh.
My love is deeper than the deepest ocean
Wider than the sky.
My love is brighter than the brightest star
That shines every night above
And there is nothing in this world
That can ever change my love

Once I thought that love was meant for anyone else but me
Once I thought you’d never come my way
Now it only goes to show how wrong we all can be
For now I have to tell you everyday

My love is warmer than the warmest sunshine
Softer than a sigh
My love is deeper than the deepest ocean
Wider than the sky
My love is brighter than the brightest star
That shines every night above
And there is nothing in this world
That can ever change my love

My love is warmer than the warmest sunshine
Softer than a sigh
My love is deeper than the deepest ocean
Wider than the sky
My love is brighter than the brightest star
That shines every night above
And there is nothing in this world
That can ever change my love.
Written by Tony Hatch
Lyrics Copyright Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, EMI Musci Publishing, Universal Music Publishing Group

Archangel Jophiel has been a delight in helping me recreate my sanctuary. The project had been a slow process with the added work schedule that I had picked up. I was so excited to see my almost finished project.

The Divine Power Within You

Archangel Jophiel didn’t mention about any upcoming upset to my project and I was starting to feel something coming my way. I came home from an errand and found that my husband helped the cable man replace new wiring throughout the house. Then I saw the mess of boxes that had to come out of the closet area and I just cried. I knew it was going to take longer to see my finished project. My husband felt terrible for me and yes it is only a temporary mess but with my frame of mind it was going to take eternity to put it all back.

The next day I looked at the mess and I just couldn’t get to it. Archangel Jophiel put his arms around and gave me a soothing hug. She tried to inspire and cheer me with some colorful angel dust in the air and of course it was an instant delight. Then I looked down at the boxes and saw items that I hadn’t seen in years. I knew many of those boxes were not going to serve me any more. It was time to declutter to help bring in new opportunities. And yet I was suddenly overwhelmed with exhaustion of the work and the time it will take.

Then Archangel Uriel came forward and said, “There is power within us that we can depend upon no matter what is happening around us.” I love when he talks like this. I can never disagree with him. Ironically my vacation starts tomorrow. I need to leave and I want this mess gone. I feel torn and the only one that is happy is my inner child! She will have fun going through the old boxes and is very excited about the vacation!

I felt like a young child trying to adjust from a summer vacation schedule to a new school year schedule. That first week was rather gruesome if you are one to enjoy sleeping in late. It was Archangel Jophiel that was on a mission of reviving me into the decorating mood and into a happier person with my inner child.

I did set my alarm clock one and half hour earlier than usual so I can slowly drag my one leg out of bed for a half hour. With Archangel Jophiel and a pot of coffee I was walking around my home waiting to rearrange for some new serious chi energy. I did manage to toss out a handful of items that no longer served me. Many items were put back in their place. For one hour, I accomplished that much!

Getting up one hour earlier meant that I would be falling asleep earlier at night. This night owl found this hard to live with! I am sitting in my office and talking myself out of this early to rise business and no more fun hour of the night. This was against my nature. Yet Archangel Jophiel is coming forward waiting for me to say the wrong thing again. You will find that Archangel Johpiel tends to show up in your life when you need to slow down and take a rest. Archangel Jophiel will help heal your body, mind and soul through the beauty of God. The meaning of Archangel Jophiel’s name is Beauty of God. Archangel Jophiel will help us open our eyes, offer inspiration and encouragement to those with low self-esteem. I personally like to call this angel the Feng Shui Angel. If ever I need help with changing energy around my home, I can count on his help. I promised to try this routine out to accomplish this goal of recreating my sanctuary and my office and that meant earlier to rise. It wasn’t really a killer but I wanted my night owl routine.

It’s been only a week and half and I have learned that I am more productive in the morning light. I work faster and I am happier. Even though I am moving slowly with this, I am proud to say that I am seeing and feeling progress. The power of what one hour can do so far. I love Archangel Jophiel’s energy. I wouldn’t be surprise to see pom poms shaking and perhaps a quick cartwheel from this wonderful angel! The persistence and encouragement is awesome. I wouldn’t want to disappoint this angel as well as my inner child.

Speaking of Inner Child, I have noticed that I am craving more vanilla ice cream. I never was one to have to eat it too. In fact, today my husband treated me to a vanilla ice cream cone and I smiled real big for me and my inner child. How’s that for nice progress?

I found myself sitting in my office doing absolutely nothing. The stillness was too eerie to bear. I found Archangel Gabriel standing on one side of the room and my inner child on the opposite side of the room. I waited for awhile to see who was going to break the silence. Then I knew it was going to have to be me. I was doing it all over again. I could ‘see’ and ‘hear’ what was said before about not being there for me. I knew better, in fact this is what I preach!

Still, it was quiet in the room. No one was going to put in their two cents worth to what I was thinking. I knew better and yet I am not being there for myself. I feel that I can amaze myself after doing the work that I passionately love doing. Well, it isn’t hard until you find yourself alone in a room that you feel you lost sense of connection. You can see what is around you and you can see what the clock is telling you to do. As long as I can do it why am I feeling this sense of lost connection?

Not too long ago, Archangel Chamuel worked with me and I know that the only thing that is real is LOVE. The angels are still around me, so LOVE is still around. My inner child is still around, she still tolerates me. Yet my family is busy with their lives and my husband is very busy with his work schedule. I in turn got angry with the world. I felt that I have lost so much for myself for giving so much to others. I’ve been angry for a couple of weeks and it was just too hard to find any happiness for myself. I was so off balance and I needed guidance.

It was going to take me to make the first step and I just couldn’t do it. I called upon Archangel Raphael to help me feel better. A vacation was in order and yet I really don’t know how to do vacation. In the past, it was a wonderful time to catch up on all the chores and projects that were temporarily put aside. I always felt better when the list was finished. And yet my inner child never took a vacation. Little things meant something to her, if it wasn’t vigorous enough to rejuvenate soul and body. It was always the inner child that was put on the list of to do.

Taking baby steps are fine but it has to be long term to healing. It has to make a big difference. I would tell my client that today is the only day that you have. Yesterday is gone and tomorrow is not here. What are you going to do today to make a diffrence in your own life. Not your family, friends or work place. What you do today makes a difference for tomorrrow. What makes you truly happy today? This is where your inner child starts to talk.

Archangel Raphael assured me that I was eating healthy. I need more nature and time for inner child healing. What would make me truly happy today? My inner child said, “its time to do some interior decorating”. I like that idea. Build a new sanctuary. I love creating and decorating new spaces. Wow, the new energy that I can do with Feng Shui. My inner child will be way ahead of me in decorating!

Then I stood still and felt all eyes on me and yet still silence. No one was going to help me unless I get busy.

Today is all that matters. I found a spark of life with my inner child when we started to make plans to decorate. Then I stopped. I realized that there are schedules to keep. If I want something bad enough, I would find the hours in the day to do what I want. I want to recreate a new sanctuary in my home. I can try to wake up earlier to put my plan into action. When you want something bad enough you will find the time.

I’m excited and my inner child is smiling. Archangel Gabriel is smiling but not moving away. He is still waiting for me to redo my office schedule. My office is important but it won’t be as effective if I’m not happy. I need to create and soon enough I will be flowing into my office with Archangel Gabriel’s to do list!

I love having Archangel Gabriel around in my life especially in my office and career. Archangel Gabriel always come forward as a manger for any situation that you may find yourself in need of his help. Not just guidance I must say but with a force of telling you this is what needs to get done to achieve the results. Minor adjustments were made around my office such as the use of Feng Shui. My inner child loves the placements of Feng Shui. It is like playing pretend house as a child and you can arrange items any way that pleases you. She is attracted to the red color and I am attracted to the blue color. Moving items around is what pleases my inner child the most and I would rather move minimal as possible.

Archangel Gabriel has been nudging me around my closet of books and papers. I was afraid he was going to say clean this out to help increase new flow of energy but he didn’t and believe me, I didn’t want to hang around a spot when I have other things to do and my inner child chattering away.

I was busy adding more plants to the office to help absorb electromagnetic energy when I found myself standing in front of the closet again. I found myself pulling a pile of old papers off the top shelf and sitting them on top of my desk. This wasn’t a happy moment for me. My inner child was happy simply because she is very nosey. She spotted a red notebook and wanted me to pull it out and take a look.

Wow….wow…oh wow! We were excited to see that this was a ten years ago journal of automatic writings that I had done with the angels! What a timely event to hold a book of wisdom that were much needed for me in my life and spiritual lessons. From a page of my journal, I asked the angels why I was so tired. The response, ‘Dear One, you have grown so much and that can be exhausting. This is why we keep telling you to retreat with nature and play with the inner child. You can do better if you focus on the little things that will take care of the big picture.’

I took a moment of appreciating myself and decided to try a nap. My inner child didn’t go for that idea but she followed anyway.

I love working with Archangel Gabriel. I appreciate discipline in the workplace and any organization. Archangel Gabriel is the one boss that you don’t want to disappoint. He always has many details to share and expects me to pay attention. This is definitely the time for Archangel Gabriel to step in and help me fine tune my business.

The other day out of the blue, Archangel Michael gave me the push to take the leap that I have been stalling to do. This was the leap that was going to benefit my business and my life. I knew this was coming but it was a hard one to do even though I knew I was going to be taken care of. After my business appointment, I came out of the office and Archangel Michael was standing there with his hands on his hips with the look on his face that says, “I told you so….that wasn’t so hard!”. My whole world had changed. The weight was off my shoulder and I was seeing a new world around me! I was so happy, light and smiling all the time! This was so exciting and yet was so hard to do!! Taking big leaps are easier to say than to do! This was a lesson that I know for sure that there are no easy instructions on taking a leap. When you know in your heart that is right, you just do it.

And yet, there is Archangel Gabriel with his clip board. He will be around to help me focus on more adventures of my work with the angels. It is so exciting to work with them. They want so much for the world to know they are here to help us. How can you say no when you have the “force” with you?

Archangel Chamuel continues to support me each day and I was fortunate to have Archangel Uriel step in to help reaffirm my life’s path. Working with Archangel Uriel is like having a professor that expect us to focus on our intellectual pursuits. He is not a chatty archangel and yet when he speaks and/or direct, you pay attention!

Balance was the subject and couldn’t help but feel my inner child was to blame. She has been comfortably sitting beside Archangel Chamuel for quite some time now. Lately she has been asking for an ice cream cone. Of course Archangel Chamuel has been observing my reactions. Balance was given to me by Archangel Chamuel and yet Archangel Uriel made this important meeting to stress this issue. I was taught to literally stop in my tract and say, “What am I excited about?” Many things came to mind and I wasn’t sure which was the correct answer. They were all exciting things and then the word, ‘passion’ came to mind. Of all the things, what am I most passionate about? I saw my inner child open her arms wide apart as I exclaimed, “The magic of Angels excites me very much!” Wow, it was like the clouds opened up and created my new office!

The passion of working with the angels renewed my feelings and of what kind of balance that I had to recreate to keep my career flowing along. I felt Archangel Chamuel take a step back as well as Archangel Uriel and come forward was one of my favorites Archangel Gabriel, my office manager.

What a great day this was and then this voice said again, “Can we get an ice cream cone now?” I said, “Yes, what flavor would you like today?”

Be kind to yourself. This is probably the most important lesson that I have learn from Archangel Chamuel. My inner child have calmed down so much that I have found myself saying an affirmation, “Because I AM.” Those three words says so much to say that I am worth it because I AM. If anyone else has a problem with it, it is their problem, not mine. Whatever I want to do, I can, Because I AM. I am worth it. This feels so calm and yet exciting because, I can do anything that I want Because I AM. I can add anything to the end of the mantra and it makes total sense. I am happier now. More clarity in my life. I now have the desire to plurge any clutter in my home and in my life so that new opportunities can flow in.

I drew this card from Diana Cooper’s Angel of Light cards. Kindness: In order to be kind you must open your heart to the gentle qualities of caring and compassion.
Be kind to yourself. Have reasonable expectations and give yourself due praise. In order to nurture the gentle quality of kindness, cherish yourself.
When you do something for yourself, you automatically extend that same energy to others.
Kindness melts barriers of ice around people and re-empowers those who are afraid. So reach out to the lonely, draw out the shy, include those who feel isolated and comfort the sad.
Your rewards will be a sense of inner peace, warmth and love.
AFFIRMATION: I am kind to myself and others.

Archangel Chamuel has been very supportive in connecting me back with my inner child. Everyday I had been talking with him during my meditation and I would receive steps in strengthening with my inner child connection.

Today, I took a piece of paper and called my inner child to playfully draw a picture of my guardian angel. I let the inner spirit guide me in some beautiful colors of my guardian angel. The first part of the image was the body. I was surprised. Usually the head is always drawn first. Then it came to me that the heart is in the center of the body and most of the energy is from drawn there. My inner child is such a smarty pants. I like her. Then the head came next and the beautiful majestic wings!

The colors came out awesome, a heart was drawn and a circle of green was colored in around the heart. Then another big circle of pink was drawn around the green circle. Yellow aura was colored all around the angel with brown flowing hair around her face and shoulders.

Then a beautiful message was drawn on the front of my guardian angel’s gown. A tree, some birds, flowers and green grass was drawn in a big circle. I glanced at it and smiled. My inner child wanted to go outside to play.

I enjoyed a couple of hours reading an angel book among some trees and beautiful flowers on my balcony. The warm soft wind blew and that felt like angels flying around me. Birds sang some pretty songs and I smiled knowing that Archangel Chamuel was responsible for this great adventure. Thank you Archangel Chamuel.

As you already are aware of my inner child situation, she did a big number on me!
I have been soothingly talked to and acknowledged my inner child since our last play date which was over two weeks ago. I spoke about nice things that we had done and how much fun it was and was able to end the conversation with a smile. Cool. Calmed her down long enough until I had to make a play date with her.

Well….she really took matters into her hands this time and went above my guardian angel that had tried to help, which she did with guidance and it was my responsibility to take action on it. This wasn’t a magic fix from my guardian angel at all! Though, I tried but it wasn’t hard enough to calm that child. What a child!

It was Archangel Chamuel that approached me with his soothing pink light energy all around me. It was up to me to acknowledge him and I did take the time to learn why he came.

If you don’t acknowledge your inner child, that wonderful beautiful soul, it can cause serious physical conditions that you don’t want to have to nurse yourself back to health. You will be too tired to figure out what is wrong with you. Your inner child will have trouble reaching you because you are too weak to hear. You don’t want to have a medical doctor tell you what your inner child has been telling you all along. And to also hear her say, “I told you so!”

Archangel Chamuel’s name means “He Who Sees God.” He is also know as Camiel. He sees the connection between everyone and everything. His holy mission is to help us attain inner peace.
When Archangel Chamuel came around, I kept getting the message, ‘flying light, flying light.’ His soothing pink light hue around me, was comforting and I wanted to learn more. After I learned what he was telling me, I got the message that I had to lighten up and my inner child stood there with her hands on her hips.

When you are facing challenges of staying true to yourself or to your cause, you can count on Archangel Chamuel to help. His energy is awesome. He is very mild mannered, understanding, forgiveness and love. He soothes troubled minds and gives additional strength.

I took the time last night and meditated with Archangel Chamuel. Learning that I am still too hard on myself and not making time was the issue. I learned that I enjoy my work but I have to learn to close the office door like everyone else and find some other play fun to do. Putting it that way, my inner child squealed with delight. What some magic words can do, ‘find some other play fun!’

Cutting back on the work load was the answer and it will happen in baby steps, I promise. I’m sure my inner child will go to the next Archangel for me!
Thank you Archangel Chamuel for helping me and knowing that you will watch over me through this transition.