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Have you accepted that you are loved?

I went through life for many years never knowing if anyone on earth loved me. I can say now after many years of learning to accept that I am loveable, there is one person who loves me just because I breathe.

Family no longer counts when you're born and wasn't wanted or what was expected. I was a twin and I lived and my brother didn't. I lived trying to fill the shoes of a boy that never lived. Harsh much? Yes, I lived it.

I have spent my entire life trying to imagine how it might feel to know one person who loves me. Everybody so far acts like I have a responsibility to ACT loved. You know, so it's not so obvious that they have shirked their responsibilities.

So Mr Randy...As you're Ppsychiatrist,I feel compelled p to ask you....Are you still having these abnormal fantasies about this same Blonde cutie from across the pond......You do realize that this rather pointless obsession with her will not get you an early release date.....and the Straight Jacket and restraints are purely for you're own protection as well as the staff that are caring for you here.....:(