Date: Thu, 17 Jun 1999 20:20:29 -0400
From: bsb_brok1@hotmail.com
Subject: B-rok's 10,000 Promises part 8
HELLO! Man it's been a while huh? I guess this is an experiment. I received
about a million e-mails begging me to continue my story. And I finally have
time to try doing it. Now the question is, is do you still want me to? I
need to know if you the readers would like to see more of Chris and Brian?
E-mail me bsb_brok1@hotmail.com
If you want to see more the story or if you want it stopped. Please let me
know or I will have to just give it up at this point. Thank you for all of
your comments before and I hope you enjoy this part as much as the others.
Chris
B-Rok's 10,000 Promises Part 8
My eyes fluttered open filled with tears, as I lifted my head they poured
down my face. It was all a dream, I caught my breath. I looked beside me as
I felt the tight arms wrapped around me, I saw Brian's face squirming and
twisting, his eyes leaking small tears as I fought with myself on if I
should wake him up.
"Brian?" I whispered.
"Bri?" I asked as I kissed his nose."
"Babe?" Brian said as his eyes lifted and the tears dropped.
"Oh my god I am so glad it was a dream, I can't imagine losing
you." Brian cried as his strong arms pulled me even tighter.
"What?" I was confused.
"Brian? Did you have a dream that I died?" I asked thinking about
my dream.
"Yeah, babe it was horrible, we got in an accident and you were the
only one who got hurt, and you, you, we lost you." Brian cried as I brought
him into a slow kiss.
"I had the same dream," I said sounding scared to death.
"Well what does that mean?" Brian questioned as his bright blue
eyes pierced my face.
"It means we will stop at a hotel if it is ever snowy out," I tried
to laugh but choked and fell silent.
"That's for damn sure." Brian wiped the tears from his eyes.
We both got up out of the bed awkwardly not knowing what to think
about both of our dreams. We walked to the balcony and looked out over the
city. We are leaving today to head to Orlando and have a little time off
from the long hectic tour. Brian wrapped his arms around me and leaned
against the rail. I felt his warm heavy chest against my back. Feeling him
so lose wanting to take him back to the bed so bad and try to knock all the
bad thoughts out of both of our heads. The phone rang.
"Damn phone, always seems to disturb the most precious moments,"
Brian mumbled as he turned and walked back into the room.
"Hello?" Brian grumbled into the receiver.
"Yeah we'll be there in a minute Nick, just give us a few," Brian
said very rudely into the phone.
As he hung up he looked toward me and sighed deeply.
"You ok babe?"
"Yeah I'll be fine," Brian said under his breath.
We threw some more clothes on and headed out the door. We came upon
Kevin's room and walked in.
"Hey there sleepy heads." Kevin laughed. "Or weren't we sleeping?"
Kevin patted me on the back and then hugged me.
"Unpleasantly sleeping, yes we were," Brian complained.
"Bad mood this morning?" Nick asked.
"Just leave me the fuck alone," Brian threw back.
"Bri! Stop being a jerk and apologize," I yelled to Brian.
"Sorry," Brian said sounding very sad and remorseful.
"Well, what's the problem cuz?" Kevin asked as he sat beside him.
"Just a dream," Brian stated simply.
"Well it was only a dream what's the big deal?" Howie asked.
"Chris had the same one." Brian sniffled.
"That's creepy," AJ said breaking the eerie silence.
"What's creepy is that Chris died in it," Brian said in a low
voice.
"Babe, can we just drop it? I don't want to think about it
anymore," I said as I threw my plate down from a lose of appetite.
"Ok, sorry hun. Pick that plate back up, you need to eat, you're
getting too skinny and I haven't seen you eat a thing in two days." Brian
handed me the plate.
"I'm not hungry," I said as threw the plate and it smashed on the
floor.
Everyone jumped as I looked up at Brian and then ran out of the
room. And heard Nick follow close behind me. I walked into Nick's room, I
turned and saw Kevin and Nick enter, I turned back around and sat on the
bed. As I sat I noticed a condom wrapper on the floor. I looked up at Nick
and left the subject alone.
"Chris? Are you ok?" Nick questioned.
"Yeah, sorry I came in here, I just, god I'm scared." I started to
cry.
"Stop crying, you'll be ok." Kevin hugged me.
"I know, I know, I just need to forget about it." I stopped crying
as the bathroom door opened.
"Babe, is everything ok?" A young handsome guy walked out in a
towel.
"Babe?" I questioned with a shocked face towards Nick.
"Um, uh, Tony this is Chris, Chris, Tony." Tony shook my hand.
"Brian's Chris?" Tony questioned.
"Yeah, um, babe you think I could have a few minutes with Chris?"
"Yup, I'll get ready." Tony grabbed clothes and went back into the
bathroom.
I looked silently at Nick.
"You dog!" I smiled.
"He is HOT!" Nick smiled back but stayed silent.
"How long has this been going on?" I asked.
"For the past month of the tour." Nick bowed his head.
"And he has been following the bus, look Chris don't be angry with
Nick it was me and Howie and AJ who made him keep it from you two." Kevin
looked nervous.
"Why keep it from us?" I questioned.
"Well I didn't want to create any problems for you two." Nick
looked sadly.
"Nick if you ever keep something like this from me again I will
kill you. I am so happy for you." I smiled and hugged Nick.
"Is it safe to come out?" Tony questioned.
"Yeah hun, come on." Nick grabbed Tony's hand as he exited the
bathroom.
"You two look so cute together." I smiled.
"I better get back to Brian." My face changed to a frown.
"Please don't say anything yet ok Chris?" Nick grabbed my arm.
"I won't," I said as Nick pecked me on the cheek.
"I love you Chris." Nick smiled.
"Love ya too Nick." I smiled then walked out.
I went back and sat on Brian's lap as I kissed him and said sorry.
"Bri? You think I could talk to you alone for a minute?" Nick
yelled.
Brian stood kissed me then sat me on the couch. The room stayed in
an awkward silence.
"I know about Tony guys," I said to Howie and AJ.
"Oh, cool!" AJ yelled.
"They are so good together Chris, they really do have a
connection," Howie said sincerely.
"I know they do look good together," I said with a smile.
Brian walked back in with a huge smile.
"Aren't they the cutest?" Brian asked talking about Nick and Tony.
"No I think the two cutest are right in front of us," AJ said to
Howie.
I hugged AJ then kissed Brian deeply.
"I'm sorry," I said as Brian grabbed my hand.
"No more about that." Brian looked at me as we walked to his room.