In another email sent on May 2, Oksana writes, “Until this morning I was still missing you so much and secretly wanted and hoped for us to be together again. I still believed that you loved me, but now I dont. I think you knew what was going on,” adding, “I see now, that you seemply (sic) growen (sic) tired of me a while ago, but you were too weak to tell me.”

The emails are important because they show a facet of Oksana that is warm towards Mel even after the violent argument she claims they had on January 6. Oksana appeasrs as a woman who wants to reunite with Mel, not one that is trying to keep herself away from the man she claims abused her.