July 31, 2015:

sleep deprivation (wake me up, keep me awake) by a variety of methods
shock my anus repeatedly, shock my face
a series of offensive and humiliating (programmed) dreams*, that prevent me from anything more than to begin to fall asleep (because YOU WAKE ME after each)
taunts: in my head, from strangers, media, shrinks, in my dreams...

HOW IS THIS NOT CRUEL & UNUSUAL PUNISHMENT?
HOW DOES IT NOT VIOLATE DUE PROCESS?
HOW DOES IT NOT VIOLATE MY PRIVATE PROPERTY RIGHTS (MY BODY, MY HOME)?
MY 1 EMAIL AND 1 LETTER ARE "AGGRAVATED HARASSMENT"?
PIECE-OF-SHIT DISTRICT ATTORNEY!
INVOLUNARY SERVITUDE
INTENTIONAL INTIMIDATION OF FREE SPEECH
" " " " FREE ASSOCIATION

WHY IS THIS ALLOWED TO HAPPEN? WHY IS IT ABOVE THE LAW?
IT IS A VIOLATION OF MY CONSTITUTIONAL RIGHTS AND ESTABLISHMENT CLAUSE!

YOU PEOPLE SHOULD BE CHARGED WITH TREASON AND
REALLY!
NO JOKE!

HUMILIATION: it's now 2:30pm... do I keep trying to get any rest? or do I let you jerk off on me????!!!!

*plus, the dreams are designed to be remembered, e.g., just now, when I put my broken headphones on.
HUMILIATION, NIGHT AND DAY!

• NON-CONSENSUAL

SPIRITUALLY ABUSIVE

• Shitting on love forcing my girl to shit on love shit on me shit on herself shit on our past together

• No honor, no one will stand up for honor, you won't let me stand up for honor (dueling was outlawed 200 years ago... villains hide won't even talk to me)

• Forcing us (ALL) to languish for years (I believe our time on earth is finite and sacred... it doesn't matter so much what you do with it, so long as you are living... this is more like dying)

• Being systematically refused your rights, and when you need them most... not just refused them "now," this is FOREVER: What good is a right if it's only there for you when you don't need it? I have no plans of every getting arrested again... I needed my due process rights (etc.) 2012-2015!

• Justice-minded people can literally never put this behind them; burdens our souls

• Years of effective solitary confinement... that no one will even acknowledge to your face... YEARS without having an honest conversation

• Relentless harassment of all kinds, especially the daily sabotage and manipulation, and when harassment pertains to the spiritually-devastating aspects of this experience

• Forcing (coercing) girlfriend to work against her own life dreams for years on end (you cut her off from her only support network and seemingly anyone capable of coherent thought... I say, "if you isolate a girl, you can convince her to believe in the Tooth Fairy, or to invade Poland, or anything in-between)

• Forcing girlfriend to play a character she doesn't like, never breaks character in my presence for more than a year (before I'm thrown out like garbage)

• State-sponsored misogyny

• You give up your human worth to try to uphold the dignity of your love... and fail

• The only way my girl can get me to dance is to threaten to burn my Koran... and then she burns it anyway!

• Exploiting your loved ones, especially dependents

• When you try to find help instead of helping, they hold you down and make you watch

• Keeping lovers and families apart for years on end

• Forcing our beautiful life through a star-shaped hole (although I call it "star-shaped hyena birth phallus," because it's more like a tunnel than a doorway)

• Scraping down our relationship

• Replacing our beautiful life story with a hateful anti-love narrative

• Being prevented from meeting sacred obligations, especially caring for dependents, knowing NOTHING about their experiences for years on end

• Not knowing when/if you'll see loved ones again, if there is anything you can do

• Send my girl to Hate School teach her suppress compassion for self others to internalize her helplessness

• Years we're forced to live in hypocrisy

• Too many years, too much shame

• SPIRITUALLY ABUSIVE

LANGUISH

Years stolen from the prime of life our one pinball of life~ Approaching SIX summers gone ~ Killing all our life momentum and wasting all our hard work and preparation and planning ~ Pushing all our happy memories into the past replacing them with horrible memories~ Killing my enthusiasm for existence ~ The "Sword of Damocles" that prevents those who know "the big reset" is drawing near from truly living in the present ~ Thwarting our ability to meaningfully plan for the future