New here, been through IT ALL and want to help

Hey, here's a little about myself...

I broke up with my girlfriend around a year ago after 5 years together. She said it became faar to ROUTINE. I searched long and hard, tried everything to get her to give me another chance to prove I could make it exciting again...TRUST ME. She just acted like I wasn't even there, as if she wasn't hurting at all! Long story short I ended up getting back with her...

I just think that maybe I can help a few people here. Now things are actually better than ever with my girlfriend and I proposed to her last month and SHE SAID YES!!!

I really have been through it all in the past, been cheated on many times (years before my current girlfriend, sorry FIANCÉE hehe). Been hurt so many times which made me, quit frankly a scared of getting in another relationship. But I slowly built up my confidence and was ok again.

Anyways HELLOOOOO to you all and hopefully I can chip in on this community.