Even though there is nothing I have to do today, and this would normally be a good thing, my host mom is home and I always feel a weird pressure to do something when she's around. Either to clean, interact, or go out and do something. Even when I just want to stay inside on the computer or read.

_________________"So...does anyone know if animals engage in incest in the wild? Like pack animals. I'm just watching the Lion King and thinking about things." - Fee

A couple I know who just got married in March just said they are pregnant. I am very happy for them but it is hard bc for 2 years we have been trying without success. Sucks. I know I should not feel like my weekend is ruined, but....

YOU DO?! you lucky forker. i visited portland this summer. oregon air is so...clean and pure. you live in a beautiful place.

Thank you! Sometimes I get a bit down about it but mostly because the cold in the winter makes my muscles hurt more. It is so pretty right now with all the leaves turning. My goal for this weekend after groceries is to go out and take pictures of the trees before they lose all their leaves. Then again, any excuse to take pictures of the trees is all I need!

_________________...the momentum of the present hurtling into the future..."Are we just talking about babies generally, or eating babies in tires with guac and salsa?" ~Fizzgig

A couple I know who just got married in March just said they are pregnant. I am very happy for them but it is hard bc for 2 years we have been trying without success. Sucks. I know I should not feel like my weekend is ruined, but....

I have a headache so intense that my shoulders even feel like they are on fire. The bright side being this is the first headache this bad I have had in months, when I used to have them like this weekly.

Going to eat, the cafeteria roasted a pig today, and while I normally don't find it hard to just ignore their meat selections, they closed down everything and if you ate there, had to walk past the guy carving the pig. The head was emptied out and sitting there, for everyone to see. Was like a dried pig ear, except its whole face. Did not eat tonight...

_________________Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile. - Einstein.

I took today off to lounge around, bake, and all that. My internet was down all day though, so no lounging with my laptop and no baking because the recipe is online. Urgh.

_________________Did you notice the slight feeling of panic at the words "Chicken Basin Street"? Like someone was walking over your grave? Try not to remember. We must never remember. - mumblesIs this about devilberries and nazifruit again? - footface

I went to the grocer and they were all out of bulk cashews except for salted, roasted ones. I can't make alfredo with those and I really don't want to buy 80 million little snack bag things of them :(I really didn't want to go to another store tomorrow but I've been craving that sauce for a week.

_________________...the momentum of the present hurtling into the future..."Are we just talking about babies generally, or eating babies in tires with guac and salsa?" ~Fizzgig

I went to the grocer and they were all out of bulk cashews except for salted, roasted ones. I can't make alfredo with those and I really don't want to buy 80 million little snack bag things of them :(I really didn't want to go to another store tomorrow but I've been craving that sauce for a week.

I went to the grocer and they were all out of bulk cashews except for salted, roasted ones. I can't make alfredo with those and I really don't want to buy 80 million little snack bag things of them :(I really didn't want to go to another store tomorrow but I've been craving that sauce for a week.

I maybe, might, maybe know a place you could borrow some from.

You maybe, might, may be a saint!

_________________...the momentum of the present hurtling into the future..."Are we just talking about babies generally, or eating babies in tires with guac and salsa?" ~Fizzgig