I was listening to Conceived Sorrow by Dir en Grey at the start of drawing this up, so that's why it's named after the song.
Anyway I like it, took about 3 1/2 hours in Photoshop elements and a wacom graphire tablet. I really like doing bigger things like this, so I'll have to do them more often.

In a way he kinda reminds me of Ruki from The GazettE in the video for Taion.

I'm sorry I brought this up, I was going to use it for a profile pic sense I felt really bad and it seemed to really sum up my emotions and put it on fb as my profile pic, but it's changed now so you don't have to worry, I'm sorry for wasting your time, my bad. D: