Sunday, April 11, 2010

i am on my bed reading some notes for my final when he call me and told me that he couldnt call me for this week because he's gonna be so much busy with his work. ya, i should understand him and that is the best way for us now. i'm gonna have my final and i need some space to study. thanks love.

but deep in my heart, i am missing him so bad. i wish i could see him on this coming christmas but it seems never come true. he's still tied with his schedule and we cant do nothing about that. he was far away at Kuching and he will get his break on february next year. it seems like we cant celebrate this coming christmas and the new year together. :(

i have been thinking so much about us. how bad i am and how cruel he had been. how much i love him and how much he had sacrificed. how deep we've been through this journey and how much we had fought! how much we've give and take. then, i realize..i should be someone who could heal his pain. someone who always can make he laugh. we can make this out dear..

we can through this and we will be happy ever after. i had been so much bad to you and i am so sorry..all of this time, im just think about what i want and i forgot that this is not just about me. but this is about us. you and me. i guess i should pay more attention on you. on us. not just me. i have to make you happy dear. and i know that you were always trying your best to not let me falling apart anymore.

in a true relationship, we give and take. we trust each other. i will trust you and i know you're on your way to trust me. for sure, i will be all that you want and get myself together.

HELLO PEOPLE

❤Hi! Pleasure to introduce you my mr.BG. I thankyou for stopping by...on purpose or accidentally. It is nothing here for sure and i am sorry so bad if my writing make you sick, or disgust you or something like that. but this is one of my way to express my feeling i guess. and i am completely not "selling" anything anyone here. so...thats it. thankyou!❤

LIFE'S JUST WONDERFUL

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.:Colin Raye

When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you.:Unknown

He took the bride about the neck and kissed her lips with such a clamorous smack that at the parting all the church did echo.:William Shakespeare

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend.:Albert Camus

If you spend all of your time to judge people, you'll have no time to love them.:Mother Theresa

What do girls do who haven't any mothers to help them through their troubles?:Louisa May Alcot

Where there is a mother in the home, matters go well.:Amos Bronson Alcott

A friend is someone who sees through you and still enjoys the view.:Wilma Askinas

~AGAPE LOVE~

1. WHATEVER THEY GROW UP TO BE, THEY ARE STILL OUR CHILDREN. AND THE MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL THE THINGS WE CAN GIVE TO THEM IS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE: ROSALEEN DICKSON

2.OTHER THINGS MAY CHANGE US, BUT WE START AND END WITH FAMILY: ANTHONY BRANDT

3.THE LOVE OF A FAMILY IS LIFE'S GREATEST BLESSING: ANTHONY BRANDT

4.CHILDREN WILL NOT REMEMBER YOU FOR THE MATERIAL THINGS YOU PROVIDED BUT FOR THE FEELINGS THAT YOU CHERISHED THEM: RICHARD EVANS

5. YOU DONT CHOOSE YOUR FAMILY. THEY ARE GOD'S GIFT TO YOU, AS YOU ARE TO THEM: DESMOND TUTU

~PHILOSOPHY~

1. YOU MAKE A LIVING BY WHAT YOU GET. YOU MAKE A LIFE BY WHAT YOU GIVE.

2. BETTER TO REMAIN SILENT AND BE THOUGHT A FOOL, THAN TO SPEAK AND REMOVE ALL DOUBT.

3. THE TRUE VALUE OF HUMAN BEING CAN BE FOUND IN THE DEGREE TO WHICH HE HAS ATTAINED LIBERATION FROM THE EGO.

4. LIFE WITHOUT A FRIEND IS DEATH WITHOUT WITNESS.

5. THE WORST PART ABOUT LOSING A FRIEND, FINDING OUT THEY NEVER REALLY WERE.

6. THE SMALLEST DEED IS BETTER THAN THE GREATEST INTENTION.

7. DONT TRY TO TEACH A PIG TO SING. IT WASTES YOUR TIME AND ANNOYS THE PIG.