Let it OUT and Feel good about it

The one-and-only time I strayed from my wife, I had a sugar baby. It started as a way for her and her boyfriend to spice up their love life (he would watch on-camera; not live there in the room, so I never actually met him) and for me to get some much-needed nookie. After about two months, the boyfriend got super jealous and took her on a road trip (he was an interstate trucker.) On that trip, he murdered her. I never told my wife or cheated again.