It's almost like he's not even human, but a creature, the absolute most beautiful thing on this world. So smooth, so perfect. Almost unimaginable. Something so perfect about him. And then his personality, everything I would ever hope for. If only I could have him, if only...

I can't believe how much I love you. Every time I look at you I get chills. You are everything I have always wanted in a son. Just to hear you say I love you mommy and call your dad by his first name when you are mad at him LOL. You are so perfect and so precious and I...

You are amazing.
You've hurt me, you continue to hurt me, you are damaging yourself, and doing things I would never forgive if it wasn't you. You are suppressing all the things I love about you and pretend they're not there. You deny all that I know. You make me feel like...