Some of you may or may not know that I was in a very toxic relationship for a really, really long time. Like 6 years long time. And during that time…I lost myself. I was trying to be what he wanted…stupid, I know! At some point I threw up my hands up and said “fuck this, I’m done!” and had just shut down and pushed everyone away. My heart turned to ice and I just didn’t care anymore. The only thing that mattered to me was my son. My life. My world. My rock. For almost 3 years after Wes […]

Hey, my fabulous peeps! If you are frequent visitor to my blog, you have noticed some changes… Yep! I’m at it again!! I have been doing a lot of soul searching lately and realized… I post too much about fitness :/ I hardly post about anything else. SO… From here on out, I will be blogging about other exciting things! You will still find, clean eating tips, recipes, and fitness tips. But you will also find some tid bits about me and my family. Tid bits could just be random facts, on the rare occasion I do something exciting – […]

It’s amazing the wreck I was 6 years ago. How unhappy, depressed and pissed off I was all the time. Every FB post was something negative. Granted, I had a lot on my plate back then – brand new baby, kicked out of the house I was living in, bouncing around every couple weeks to a new friends house with my baby, no car, no job, no place to call home, a sociopath for a boyfriend, basically just a downward spiral that went on for months – just lots of toxic situations and relationships. So much negativity. After applying to […]

Hey there gorgeous! …or handsome, depending on who’s reading this… Just wanted to talk to you about something… …Happiness is a choice… Yes, it’s a choice and you make the decision to be happy or grumpy. Yes, things happen during our day that upset us and can turn our smiles upside down, but the reality of it is…you can choose to stay in your funk, or get yourself out of it. I was in a really toxic relationship for 6 years. That boy basically turned my heart to ice and nearly killed everything inside me. I just didn’t care anymore. […]

Are you a New Years Resolutions type of person? I’ve never been one myself…I’ve tried in the past but it never worked out. Didn’t care much to do anything about the things I said I was going to change. I guess they were never that important to me. But this year is different… …this year…I WANT to change things. I WANT to accomplish so much! It’s a FEELING I have, not just a want or need. There is a difference. It’s like when someone keeps pointing out your flaws but you don’t see them or care too much to acknowledge […]