Thursday, 27 August 2015

Poorly Cuddles

I’m struggling
to write this week and I’m not completely sure why. It could be because I’m
happier than I have been, which always makes it harder to write. Or it could be
because I’m sick and when I finish work I just want to cuddle up in a ball and
die but whatever the reason it’s starting to irrigate me. Or I’m sick irritable
one or the other.

When I’m
sick all I want is cuddles, there is no other mind set, I want cuddles and to
be felt alone, which really doesn’t go together well… but I’m a female and I don’t
have to make sense.

I’m missing
the old place right now for one reason only, when I’d get sick there, I’d cuddle
up to Justin’s arm, put my head on his shouldn’t and quietly die all night. I
can’t do that here. Justin was awesome for that stuff, but there again I didn’t
have to worry about how those actions were perceived there. At least not by
him, everyone else thought I was sleeping with him…. But if I believed every
rumor about who I was sleeping with in that place, I’d never be upright.

Maybe I’m
reading way too much into this. I am going to go and sleep because I really need
to. But before I do I have this question for you; what makes you feel better
when you’re sick? Let me know in the comment box below and as always stay and
play safe.