these last momentsthese desperate attemptsclinging to loveshrouded in darknessto smileto breatheto spin in the airbut then like all thingsto diethe first crack in the paintingthe first chip in the sculpturelet things be stillas the earth shakesand hell risesswallowing us upinto little bitty piecesand then shitting us outall in one fell swoopkilling everythingfor everything must diewe live and we diefrom the leaf to the atomwhen you split the atomyou get a raging mushroom of deathdown to the last dropthe very last sensationblack and whiteblind witnessesevery one of usevery last stinking one of uswatch him danceand laugh at us allas we whither awaywatch him mock us and blow kisseswaving us ingiving us breadwaving our debtstotal annihilationthat's what we were bred forraise the flowerto see it's colorsurvive the winterto shine anew