I got into horrible car crash. I lost my bestfriend who was driving at the time and I was in coma state for solid 3 months. I had a concussion and lose some memories. They didn't know I have recovered some of my memories. I remember watching my friend dying. She was crying saying that she don't want to die. I saw parts of her on the road. I saw my other friend 'flew' out of the car and went under the lorry. I saw everything and I wanted to die everyday bcos of that.

I am sorry you have to go through this, It must be very hard for you, but all of this is beyond your control, there is nothing that you can do at that time. Please don't blame yourself, stay strong and stay safe.