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The time of my true test is near. For all of you who are new to this page, after 3 years of being spider-man for children fighting for their lives and close to 10,000 kids worldwide, I was faced with tremendous adversity. From the tail end of June to late July I endured the loss of 5 children I was closest to (and held two of them as they passed away). Just one month and 5 kids. I attempted to go on but as of late August I took a much needed break because out of nowhere I began battling severe anxiety and depression as a result of being diagnosed with PTSD. I didnt feel myself and the thought of visiting more children (plus social anxiety) nearly had me faint. Something I've never experienced. What I loved doing for 3 years now brought me fear. I took the entire month of September off and I begin suiting up again October 1st (our 3 year anniversary event). I feel better than I did a month ago but I still have my days that are a struggle. I'm nervous and anxious yet hopeful to see if im really ready to get back in the trenches for these children. I've learned so much about self care the last 30 days and plan on keeping those routines as I wage war against all the sadness these kids face. I pray to God for strength resilience, courage and bravery. Please pray with me and for me. Thank you 🙏🏼 #HeartOfaHero#SpidermanIsHuman#Human#ImHuman#Anxiety#Depression#PTSD#GoingOn#Dreams#Adversity#Love#Spirit#ClearChakra#Hope#EvenHeroesNeedHelp#PrayForMe#RidMeOfTheDoubt#WalkStronger#TogetherWeStand#ForHumanity#ForTheKids#God#Prayers#Light#Faith