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Help with psychic attacks?

I am not sure if I am allowed to speak of all of the things that have been happening . I have been attacked a lot lately. I have been channeling and tapping into a lot of things . I opened a new chakra recently the 7th and have found i have a lot of problems with it. Many people have been calling me , my compassion has been attacked . I have been being pulled from . I have tapped into the rose crucians and met free masons lately . I have met pagans, druids, and the like lately. Many energies have been calling me. I used to only work with psychic abilities but since I have been seeing energy and was taught to feel energy 2-3 months ago . A lot has been happening. I have had people walk completly through my body .I have had a person make a voodoo doll of me . I have had people try to drainmy energy. I tried to pull a demon out of a person and he tried to attack me with it afterward. I have been praying a lot lately . My psychic abilities are turned off sometimes .I am able to move things a little now . I can't work with healing yet. i need help . i am afraid of peoples motives i have met lately. I can feel negativity on high levels but i am still confused about a lot of things. i had a man ask me if I wanted to be guided last night . i do not know if I can trust him. today I feel more negative after speaking to him . I question his connection with God because he channels through light instead of wanting to channel purely through God . What does it mean when a person prefers to channel through light .He calims that the old is the numbers and the new is the light. I use numbers more often but also feel electricity in high amounts. I get shocked a lot . And have interfered with lights and electrical things for years.
how do i shield. I know how to ground myself but do you mean with earth ? I grounded myself with earth once and deer started following not to mention the cats that have been following me ,i also grounded myself with a trinity once inside of a druids shop he told me i should and i felt off balance afterwards he was stabbing my compassion with a static grey energy that burned and hurt and another time with god . I want to do gods work so grounding myself with god would be good or would it be out of my league i am getting so many different answers from all of the different groups that want me.

The process you are going through is more than normal, it is natural.
What I feel happening is you have not become an observer and are still participating in the energy exchanges.
You must learn to recognize, but not participate in these energies, unless they feed your strength. When you are young in the ways of The Spiritual Path, it is most important to learn the way of the Peaceful Warrior.
Take a moment and ground yourself in your basic paradigm of service to others. Claim the protection of your guardians that you be protected from your own ignorance that you might better learn to serve.
Then, you will find yourself walking these paths much more peacefully, as well as to channel goodness into the planet, rather than trying to push the evil out.
You cannot do battle with the enemy and win. The instant you decide to fight, you become their ally.
Love and its growth within our hearts is the only answer to the suffering.
Feed this energy and grow strong.