If they said "Yes, we did this, yes it was or was not deliberate, yes, there is no removing it, yes we were doing it for science...blah blah
I think that it would help me in some way to come to grips...deal with it better...like when someone disappears - if you knew they were dead it would be so much easier to deal with. It's the not knowing that is the insanity driver. Please, in the name of God, tell us what was done, and what are our options?

Bell Labs/Lucent - Im still sticken w/it.

London,
I do not know why I just know they are....Pandemic coming, who the Hell knows....but they are stalling. You know, all that paperwork - all those agencies that Rutz mentioned...speaking of Rutz....anyone hear from his sorry ass?

Also London,
I don't give a flaming flicker about Rense...YOU need to listen to it...they have concrete EVIDENCE which is the only friggen' toe we have at the moment and I am sure they didn't just throw it out there....even if they are the bad guy, maybe they are trying to break it to us easily, slowly, so we won't try to blow them into the next century...you know...some people wig out, mad as hell, ain't taken' it anymore...God I need some Jack.
Mm

Even 100,000 people is still a subpopultion number and probably not even a drop in the bucket....nanospecks inthe scope of things, they'd probably calculate....Oh Lord help us to extract the truth from the perpetrators...Amen and amen.
Mm

Well, sleep derivation is one of the problems we face with this affliction. I woke up this morning and read my positive affirmations and thought they might also help others so I am posting them here. I know they help me IF I read them everyday.

6 STEPS TO ASSURE A POSITIVE ATTITUDE

There are six things you can do to assure that your attitude is the very best it can be under all circumstances
1. Whatever challenges you face, focus on the future rather than the past. Instead of worrying about who did what or who is to blame, focus on where you want to be and what you want to do. Get a clear mental image of your ideal successful future, and then take whatever action you can to begin moving in that direction. As the New Testament says, "Let the dead bury the dead." Let the past take care of itself, and get your mind, your thoughts, your mental images on the future.
2. Whenever you're faced with a difficulty, focus on the solution rather than on the problem. Think and talk about the ideal solution to the obstacle or setback, rather than wasting time rehashing and reflecting on the problem. Solutions are inherently positive, whereas problems are inherently negative. The instant that you begin thinking in terms of solutions, you become more positive and constructive.
3. Assume that something good is hidden within each difficulty or challenge. Dr. Norman Vincent Peale used to say, "Whenever God wants to give us a gift, he wraps it up in a problem." Lloyd Conant said it this way: "You don't earn the right to solve big problems until you have solved the small ones." In other words, the bigger the gift, the greater the success you have coming, the bigger the problem you will receive and must surmount.
4. Assume that whatever situation you are facing at the moment is exactly the right situation you need to ultimately be successful. Thesituation has been sent to you to help you learn something, to help you become better, to help you expand and grow. What good is it to think anything else?
5. In every challenge, look for a valuable lesson. Assume that every setback contains a lesson that is essential for you to learn. Only when you learn this lesson will you be smart enough and wise enough to go on and achieve the big goals that you have set for yourself. Again, since you can think about only one thing at a time, if you are busy looking for the lesson, you cannot simultaneously think about the difficulty or the obstacle. You will always find the lesson if you look for it.
6. Whenever you have a goal that is unachieved, a difficulty that is unresolved, or a problem that is blocking you from getting where you want to go, sit down with a pen and paper and make a list of every single thing that you could possibly do to resolve the situation. Write down every idea, ridiculous or not. The more you think on paper, the more you will take control over your conscious mind and focus it where you want — on the solution.

Everyone, let's try to do what we can to be winners...I myself, being a human, imperfect, and scared have been quite negative with regards to many things in life, especially this challange. It's never too late to change.
Mm

"The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company ... a church ... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ... I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me, and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you ... we are in charge of our Attitudes Mm

when people in this country unite they get things done. when it was aids
they gathered and went to congress and addressed the issues and demanded research to be done. it is all about united together and presenting it a professional matter in the numbers too big to ignore.
none of us even know how many people have registered with osu or with the cdc or with Dr. Staninger's team. does any website or anyone who
is testing and asking us to register give a number of how many people are suffering. you would think we would be entitled to a number of people infected? TAMTAM, and those who others who say it is a manmade parasitic organism you have an obligation to people to state
what you know. throwing riddles is not helping us. we know kligman work with microbeads and they are pretty horrible and he worked with hydrocarbons in this product. we know microorganism are in styrene,
methaneiol and that they bind to the carbons, we know retinoids bind to the dna, we know dna is changed to rna and it replicates, we know he used gases and multilayer films that cover over us, he used ligands,
he used dipoles, and all kinds of elctronical elements metals and silicone
what does suspended me in bio and chemistry terminology. is this thing able to sustain in mid air above our heards, what is their terminology stacking mean, are the crystals stacking on each other, it says stacking is like a stack of paper and what does it peel off when the next is needed?
what kind of photographer proves inverted gases and inverted triple
pendulum state, he refers to good year and rubber polyerization and union carbide liguid silicone. you can smell the sulphur and other chemicals. it drops down from above and wraps around the neck, chin,
tongue nose and pulls it is always pulling. they open and shut and are connected, as your film shows there are numerous colors and one of the clips shows the plankton organism as it is shown in a lot of research we know he used crystal seeds it is in the retinoid patent. we have companies overseas like deguessa, john wiley, and siemens all producing these microbeads that used the hair follicles as a delivery vehicle we know they use gels and magnets in them, are they gas droplets that this agent drops down into our faces causing gas clouds? how long before a person dies from this agent they created? is there an antidote? he used methane blue in this product that is used as an antidote for blood poisoning from lead but it is also used as a drilling agent with silica are the black things coming out of peoples faces the silicone as it appears to be very black and gives off a blue tinge. help us for those who know,
being afrain of them is just making it worst and letting them spread this is murder and you are helping them, are thousands and millions dying worth this to you. have you seen a child choking to death have you seen how
it drains them and have you heard their lungs filling with fluids drowning them, we have antibiotics like z pack work for a short time and a month later they are. have you seen a child with acidosis? stop hiding for their sake this is heartbreaking and needs to be exposed today, not tomorrow not next month but today. keep children back their childhoods stolen you had yours let them have theirs. i am begging you as others have begged you. not one person has listed themselves as ready to meet and take it to organization like aclu, who know what these corp. did to prisoners.
if you are serious about getting better then unite or shut up. all the talk all the research gets us know where we needs tests to prove and it was created it can be identified . so enlist for the war against bioterroism
or don't complain they are in reality your only options. they put psuedo drugs in this product and if you are tested and it comes back tetrahydro
which is marijuana or the mnd altering drugs you can be locked up, did any of you know that. they used chemicals that can have you put in jail
if it comes back positive, now how cruel is that, that can lock you in a padded room for going berserk and panicnicking so you have no know choice but to unite in a large group and demand tests we need to identify and get proper medicines to kill it, what s is more important these innocent children grow up and have kids or will they be able to have kids is another question what will their offsprings be like what kind of deformities. retinoids effect the reproductive system and they knew that since 1968. their is no excuse for not warning women on this. now Christmas is in one week, if you are a Christian and you believe in God
and you are a humanitarium then come out today and state what it is.
the reality is tamtam only God can protect you, if these people want to hurt you they will, so isn't better to state what you know and allow people who will be greatful to you and they will protect you. please i am watching too many people having their lives being taken away in a tortuous manner.

Maggie Mae wrote:If they said "Yes, we did this, yes it was or was not deliberate, yes, there is no removing it, yes we were doing it for science...blah blahI think that it would help me in some way to come to grips...deal with it better...like when someone disappears - if you knew they were dead it would be so much easier to deal with. It's the not knowing that is the insanity driver. Please, in the name of God, tell us what was done, and what are our options?

Dear Maggie Mae,

I agree with you...It's the not knowing that is SO HARD TO BEAR!!! And watching my husband and son.....watch me suffer with this disease and become more and more disabled, both mentally and physically.....makes me want to end their suffering, and mine. But then I feel guilty for thinking of taking the easy way out and guilty for being sick.

You know, in this country, we would never allow something like this to happen to our animals....the animal activists would be protesting everywhere, the ASPCA would be on TV news and something would get done!!!

This is a country that calls in helicopters to rescue a moose who had fallen into a ravine......and how many times has the Coast Guard rescued beached whales, etc. We rescue the birds that have been covered with tar and oil....we relocate wildlife that are running out of natural resources. The endangered species are protected by law and have special sanctuaries for their protection....

ARE WE NO BETTER THAN THE ANIMALS? WE ARE GOD'S CHILDREN.....WHY WON'T SOMEONE HELP US? IF SOMEONE READING THIS KNOWS WHAT THIS IS.....PLEASE FIND IT IN YOUR HEART THE COURAGE TO HELP US!! GOD WILL REWARD YOUR KINDNESS!!

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Sky,

I, too, wonder about the "black wind"....it is always in the back of my mind. Do you remember the site posted on LB, months ago, about the shadowdancers? It was so disturbing, because it mentioned Morgellons and mind control. I couldn't read the whole site because it was too scary and too real. Did you read it? What did you think?

thank you Al ... refreshing..
befor ....further research...
let me appoliguise to the RAND corpoation who i have mistakenly referenced in neofacist tone within the concepot head theory..... the brazen remark , for the record, was intended to create a line of division betwixt the Hebrew and the Zionist . Hence any solice minded victim of Rand corp can agree that the agent frequenting this thread "protecting" its patrons clearly belongs to the latter.........
http://www.democraticunderground.com/cg ... CForumID43

msc although we covered the a while ago but these industries ...nano, cosmetics dont have the FDA overlooking not even close to the pharmicutical standards and most could have slipped under the "PHARMGATE".

Hi guys
Greetings from the antipodes.
I confess to not having read all of this, nor can I endorse it's content.
However, I glanced upon it, and will finish it this evening, but I give it to you, for your perusal.
http://www.be-healthy-forever.com/index.htmlIt seems this story is full of the coomonality of symptoms we all seem to suffer.
Well, to another Day! Bloggers!
Keep your chin up!

p.s. Maggie May, I did read those links.
I gotta say, I just love Chuck Swindole,
when I was a kid on an undeveloped farm in rural tasmania, I'd listen to his "Insights for Living" show as I was lying in bed. It was restful, beneficial, and he seldom employed fear in his teachings.
We all need to be able to revert to an inner sanctum, where we achieve stillness of mind.
Thankyou Maggie May