I lost my wife and my family life about 7 years ago when she abandoned me and left me and my two girls. I can sort of understand you. There are a lot of things you could do to fill that void in your life but the only one I can recommend you and the only one I can guarantee works is looking to God.
Pray, read the Bible, make Jesus you friend, tell him how you feel, allow him to hug and console you, He can understand your pain as much as you feel it since he also lived the disgrace and the rejection of those who he tried to save.
He cares for you, he loves you and he wishes to make you feel better, death and suffering was never in their original plans to us but sin made this world what we see now.
Jesus saved me from desperation and he can save you from desperation as well. I will be praying for you, God bless you.

I lost my wife and my family life about 7 years ago when she abandoned me and left me and my two girls. I can sort of understand you. There are a lot of things you could do to fill that void in your life but the only one I can recommend you and the only one I can guarantee works is looking to God.
Pray, read the Bible, make Jesus you friend, tell him how you feel, allow him to hug and console you, He can understand your pain as much as you feel it since he also lived the disgrace and the rejection of those who he tried to save.
He cares for you, he loves you and he wishes to make you feel better, death and suffering was never in their original plans to us but sin made this world what we see now.
Jesus saved me from desperation and he can save you from desperation as well. I will be praying for you, God bless you.