The Bachelorette for Hannah B is over for the time being. But she faces lots of new opportunities. However, in the aftermath of the events of the last year, Hannah decided to reflect on her life. Taking to her Instagram, in a long post, she mentioned, “I’m not going to struggle to disguise my weakness.” In her post, she also detailed how, for the first time, she’s really alone.

The Bachelorette fans saw Hannah B lose all four men that mattered

For Hannah B, the show revealed how she lost all four of the men who mattered deeply to her at one stage or another. First, she lost Luke P. Much to the relief of everyone, the most dominant member of all the contestants left. That meant the show could focus on the others in the running. Pilot Pete was promising and seemed like a fine young man. But, she gave him the boot to focus on Jed and Tyler C.

The ultimate mess came when Jed and Tyler proposed. Choosing Jed, had television viewers throwing their shoes at the screen, as she made a bad choice. Tyler cried, got taken away after she interrupted his proposal, and moved on. However, at the end of the show, Hannah revealed that the cheating on Jed’s previous girlfriend and his The Bachelorette story didn’t quite match. So, they broke off the engagement. That left us with a rather uncomfortable-looking Tyler C who got invited to a date with Hannah B on national television.

Tyler C, the last hope for Hannah B, Hannah B talks loss

Since then Tyler C had his drinks evening with Hannah B, before dating Gigi Hadid several times. Obviously hurt, Hannah seems to have given up on him as her second choice. In her Instagram on Monday night, Hannah B wrote, “I’ve been in love with multiple people, I got engaged, I broke off an engagement, and I shared it all with millions of people.” She goes on to add, “My faith has been questioned by thousands who don’t know my heart, and my transparency with my decisions has labeled me promiscuous.”

So, for this year’s The Bachelorette star, it’s been a tumultuous journey, and now she’s alone. Hannah wrote, ” I’m living on my own for the first time and shuffling through this life of next steps with press, media, and opportunities galore.” But she notes, ” miss my friends and family that have watched my life explode. I feel guilty because I don’t have the time or emotional capacity to fill each of them in on my life right now. I can’t keep up with the people that matter most, because I can barely keep up with my own life right now.”

Weaknesses and positivity

While Hannah went through a hard time of things, she feels she’s changed a lot. If nothing else, she helped “become a role model for young women and started bigger conversations around faith, and s*x.” While she says she’s overwhelmed, she also takes a positive step. This especially applies to her weaknesses. She wrote, “I’m not going to struggle to disguise my weakness.” In fact, she uses her weaknesses to promote her personal faith, adding, “I’m just gonna give over the keys to my main man Jesus and let him bless me through this ride.”

In conclusion, Hannah B, Bachelorette, said, “I just needed to remind you guys too. Life is beautiful but wild. I think it’s okay to be strong-to know you’re strong-but to still feel weak simultaneously. I believe that’s when the magic happens. My spirit has [the] opportunity to grow and blossom from this place. Healing and restoration can happen.”

What do you think about Hannah B saying, “I’m not going to struggle to disguise my weakness.” Do you think by not hiding them, and by learning to hand them over to her personal savior will help her find her way back emotionally? Sound off your thoughts in the comments below.

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