7 years ago,I dead once.I still can remembered the touch of the blade, so cold so sharp.The moment when the blade slit my arteries, I felt no fear, only excited. I never feel so alive before, that blade gave me hope gave me the feel of freedom.Every time when I look at the scar on my left wrist, I felt so sweet so excited so alive so unforgettable.Maybe if I didn't be rescued, I will feel much better than now.Maybe if I didn't be rescued, Peter won't be suffer with me.

All those years pass, not matter how my parents treat me, I never say a not or say I hate them.But this time, I hate them from the deep of my heart.I never care about they leave me behind, I got use to it, the only thing I can't bear is this time they left Peter behind too.You said I'm a daughter I worth nothing, fine I knew it since I was born. But Peter are your son, you shouldn't do this to him.