OK, now that I have access to my photos again here are those comparison ones I mentioned.

First from 149

and then same outfit at 138 Please forgive stupid morning-face

And then an NSV I guess, these are the white capris I bought for my Graduation party from HS (see grad photo) I thought I was a fat pig in HS and ever since I've wanted to look that good again. (probably 157)

So today I tried on all of the clothes in my closet and everything fits. That actually made me mad b/c now I don't have anything else to try on and to aspire to get into. So I decided to go to the mall and try stuff on haha. That was bad b/c I ended up buying some stuff.
174.6 today
I bought this top. Those jeans are True Religion... the first time that I could actually fit into and button up some designer jeans

I bought this dress. Since I can fit into everything in my closet, now my goal will be to make this dress look nice on me

I weighed in with a 30 pound loss today so I decided to finally post some pics. The one of the left is from mid-October 2010, about a month before I started my weight-loss project. The one on the right is from this afternoon. My high weight was 172.6 lbs and today was 142.6 lbs!

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I lost 40 lbs between Nov 2010 and Nov 2011 doing low-sugar for my "50 Pounds in 50 Weeks" project. I bounced halfway back up so I'm back for more!

Well...This is a picture that I posted in the 20 Something Photos Round 3 on page 9 I think...

And the sad part is I'm back up to 231 now. I haven't taken a picture, but I'm pretty sure there would not be much of a difference from that 243 picture. I am so disappointed in myself. 187 Was the lowest I could remember being since middle school. I felt great, and I was only 37 pounds away from my goal. Now I'm 81 pounds away. I've more then doubled the amount that I have to lose to reach my goal in less then a year. I am so extremely disappointed in myself. Hopefully in the next month or so I'll be able to post some good comparisons of how I am now to how I will look then...and maybe that will help me feel like i'm accomplishing something...but right now I feel like I've already lost this weight and that it shouldn't even count until I get below 180...I can't think of a better way to explain it. It's just so frustrating.

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“People are always blaming their circumstances for what they are. I don’t believe in circumstances. The people who really make it in this world are the ones who get up and look for the circumstances they want and if they can’t find them, they make them.”