Tuesday, August 08, 2006

BUMMER

i didn't make iteverything i said i wouldn't feelI DO FEELtrying to stay positivebut it is so hard

part of me thinks YOU SUCKand you should never submit anythingever again -- and then the POSITIVEside says -- get up - dust yourself off -and have another go at it

it reminds me of a time when i was bucked offmy horse (Dutchess) and my dad wouldn't letme just go up to the houseHE MADE ME GET BACK ONhe knew if i walked away there was a goodchance i wouldn't ride againat the time i didn't really understandbut my dad knew what he was doinghe made sure i was OK and then withtears in my eyes i climbed back into the saddle

So tonight I am again a little sad - I LOVE TSRand really thought I found a place that would bea perfect fit -- but i am gonna dust myself off and try again

CONGRATS TO ALL THE LADIES WHO DID MAKE ITTO THE NEXT ROUND -- GO GET EM

You do GREAT work! You have NOTHING to hang your head about! Look at it this way... you will have more time to teach me now.. hee hee hee.. there is always a positive side to everything!!! You will get it the next time! Get up back on that horse!!

don't worry about it....you are a great scrapper and truly...i think 1/2 the people who do make....nevermind...i'll be nice...you dust yourself off and try again...just please remember to not get caught up in the whole getting published mentality and forget why you started scrapping to begin with....you'll get it sooner or later....hold your head up high!!