Do you feel called by God but not sure what you are supposed to be doing? Did you know that the bible says that God’s desire is that we belong to Him and serve Him on Earth? What does that mean for how we are supposed to live our lives? Why do we feel pulled by two opposing forces? Let’s look a bit deeper and see what the scriptures actually say:

God Calls ALL People to His Kingdom of Heaven (Not Just Spiritual People)Early life specialness programming via gifted education programs and other efforts at social conditioning have led many sensitive people to think themselves special agents of light sent by God to secure a new world for humanity. This way of thinking is in line with the antichrist philosophy that we shall be as gods (or saviors) Genesis 3:5. Study the following verses to see how God has called every single human being to salvation, repentance & heaven. And read on to see why so many sensitives feel “called by the light” today.

By the Grace of God, I have been led to uncover the experimental interest in highly sensitive people by the United States Central Intelligence Agency and its well funded programs (which can be investigated by anyone through a search of the CIA’s online electronic reading room for published records. Search the terms CREST, PROJECT STARGATE, MKULTRA, HOLLYWOOD.)

By the evidence and by my personal experience, I’ve compiled a list (that is in no way exhaustive) that indicates a person may have been a victim of some variation of MKULTRA funded ritual abuse, drugging, unauthorized clinical hypnosis or other technique resulting in trauma based amnesia in the victim. By my estimation, it appears that hundreds of thousands if not more highly sensitive children and adults worldwide were unwitting victims of this experimentation and programming — and have yet to remember!

It has been known by those who run this world for a long time that 10-25% of the population is highly hypnotizable (suggestible). Young women and children are reported to be especially prone to even the slightest hypnotic suggestion. Included in this category are people who had invisible friends as children, kids who were tested with high IQ’s, kids who were labeled gifted as children, families with mental illness, family members with pop culture fame, or family members with high level government or military posts, leadership in religion, or secret society membership in the family line.

If you or your family fits this above description and you were living in the United States, Canada or Australia at anytime since the 1940’s, you might very well be one of the targets of the unethical government programs that formed today’s Project MKORDER.

With so many false converts and false teachers in the world these days, people often ask me, how can I tell if this person is a true believer? How can I be sure I’m a true believer? And what are the benefits I will see in my life from believing vs. the drawbacks of believing other gospels. Let’s look inside the bible to see the effects of various beliefs, including how believers and unbelievers will act, and what a believers’ and unbelievers’ values will be. (The internet version with hover verse references below is followed by a printable version with attached verse references for use in your bible study.)

A suggested way to approach this study for the best effects:

If you’re confused about a person or teacher or pastor, make a checklist to see where the person you are wondering about falls in the area of biblically-defined belief. If you want to grow in the things of God, use the 24 signs of a believer as a guide as you mature in the faith. It doesn’t all happen immediately, sometimes deliverance is necessary to see the fullness of the signs. If you know you’re a sincere believer but your life indicates some signs of an unbeliever, it is vital that you go for Christian deliverance as soon as possible.

Let’s begin!

24 Signs Showing in the Believer of the True Jesus Christ, Son of God:

Are you a spiritual seeker? God has put it in every person to seek Him, but far, far too many of us get lost on the way.

It’s so vital that we all know how important it is to our Creator that we keep seeking Him until we find Him, so that we all will be rewarded with eternal life. Because those who fail to seek Him (and instead seek other gods or false gospels) do so to their eternal loss. I will tell you from personal experience that God compelled me to seek Him my entire life. It was hard to find Him but I never gave up. I wish somebody had told me about the rewards of seeking the true Living God. And I’m also mad that the churches I attended (and there were many) never instructed the congregation on the biblical warnings for spiritual seekers!

This para-ministry was created to supplement support where the churches are failing believers. Here, I’m sharing a collection of bible verses as a study for you. May it strengthen your understanding of how our Creator operates and how the enemy snares those without Biblical knowledge into confusion, rebellion and idolatry. Keep fighting for your faith. I am fighting with you. God bless you!

Welcome to those new to this blog. For this post, I’d like to educate sensitive empaths and anyone working with them on how to identify various trauma symptoms. Focusing on traumatic symptom education helped me personally tremendously as a sensitive person. Talking about the reality of trauma actually opens the eyes of sensitives and empaths (and their support providers) so that empath’s deep needs can be addressed. The fact is, highly sensitive people commonly express many PTSD symptoms. There’s no shame in that. It makes sense.

Traumatized people have a tendency to deny, forget or avoid even the suggestion that we might have buried terror, shame, loss, harm, abuse, violence, or extreme neglect. Therefore it’s important to gently encourage sensitive empaths to slowly become educated on the symptoms of trauma. And to offer comfort and encouragement that there is no shame in admitting to having trauma symptoms.

Below I’ve listed some common physical, behavioral, circumstantial and psychological outcomes of having had traumatic experiences in early childhood. Because trauma based mind control and ritual abuse are well documented but socially disregarded or denied forms of abuse, I feel it’s vital to include these types of trauma as part of this post. If you or someone you love experiences several symptoms on the list of any section below, it would be very important to consider looking into trauma therapy. If you dissociate or get spacey as you read this post, it is highly recommended that you get some trauma support right away by calling a free trauma hotline in your area. With the appropriate focus of trauma therapy, a life filled with good health and rich human relationships becomes an acceptable and possible reality once again.

In Psalm 139, verse 16, the bible shows us that our Creator had a book which contains our life written before we were even in the womb.

Psalm 139:16 King James VersionThine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them.

As a counselor for highly sensitive Christians, it brings me great joy to help others discover how they were made by God to serve Him. One great resource I recommend to determine the type of gifting you are made to express is the Spiritual Gifts Test. Take this test at different times in life and you may see your gifting change and grow as you spiritually mature and strengthen in your faith. I’ll share my 2018 results below to give an idea of how the report looks. The results align very well with my teaching and counseling ministry for people with very difficult pasts and confusing spiritual experiences.

Many sensitives feel burdened by right and wrong, shame and guilt, compassion fatigue and holy superiority. But these are all deceptions of the enemy. Through the scriptures, our Creator shows us who He is and what adoption is, so that we don’t carry a version of Christianity or of Jesus that is a life draining yoke upon us. Shame or superiority will cause us to serve others out of burden or pride. That can feel so heavy. However, Jesus is Life and His burden is light! Jesus restores us with life. This restoration is intensified by reading the scriptures and praying to better understand God’s nature. If we don’t learn to give our burdens to God, we will fall into the trap of trying to BE God.

The Lord pressed upon me recently that being set low before others was required of the true prophet. Wow, I thought. That makes sense because the prophet needed to be very very sensitive to God’s voice, have a heart for God’s heart, but also have willingness to speak boldly from a low place for His cause.

Being set low in humility does not mean taking abuse or being a martyr for a cause of saving someone or something. It means being so humble that when you speak the truth of God boldly to others, your words come directly from the Holy Spirit and therefore it is received.

It’s pretty clear that one job of the disciple of Jesus Christ today is to tell the truth boldly as to make the lukewarm Christian uncomfortable (convicted). At the same time we have to be humble enough to walk about like a servant on the earth. Not because we’re overly wise or holy, but as a Holy Spirit-led way of living obedient to our wonderful Father. This burden is wonderfully light!

The walk on this earth is difficult for many people in these last days, but most especially for highly sensitive people. Our spiritual sensitivity gets bombarded and few of us have been taught the truth about our Creator, His Son, the devil, this earth and spiritual warfare. Therefore we carry a burden that is not ours to hold.

We’re still here and we can learn to trust our Father to show us what is ours to carry and what is His. That’s what this website is for. I hope you stay and read more, and share it with others.

Are you single and patiently waiting for your spouse to enter your life? This post is to address a lie from satan that keeps Christians waiting to be married for years and years. What’s the lie? Satan wants us to believe it’s ONLY a matter of waiting on God for our marriage to come. If satan can have us waiting for things to change, he knows we will eventually get tired and begin to doubt. From that place, the devil tempts Christians to lower their standards and to look into solutions to the problem outside of biblical instruction.

The missing key? Biblical prayer, Christian curse breaking and deliverance from demons, otherwise known as spiritual warfare. The devil doesn’t want Christians to know what the bible says about spiritual warfare because he wants us instead following the weak and worldly guidance of a bestselling Christian author. Better yet for the devil is if he can get us visiting a tarot card reader or astrologer to delve deeply into what is happening spiritually to block our marriage, only to fall more heavily into satan’s snare. Other traps the devil would prefer us falling into while seeking a godly spouse are caving in to the charms of a persistent but ungodly pursuer, or asking a self proclaimed prophet to prophecy to us what person is coming into our life and when.

For Marrieds & Singles Needing Change NOW

I compiled the following prayer to help you win your godly spouse so that your marriage can glorify the Lord. It’s for married people and also for single men and women of any marrying age. This will cover your current spouse in prayer if you’re already married, it will appeal to God to bring you a godly spouse if you’re not married, and it will guide everyone married or single to pray to be molded into a patient, loving, kind and God-honoring spouse. We’ll be standing on the definition of marriage and marriage roles as outlined in the Bible. By standing on God’s Word, not only do we honor God, but we also come under His protection and favor.

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2 Cor 8 13 – 14

…that now at this time your abundance may supply their lack, that their abundance also may supply your lack—that there may be equality.

2 Cor 9 6-7

He who sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and he who sows bountifully will also reap bountifully. So let each one give as he purposes in his heart, not grudgingly or of necessity; for God loves a cheerful giver.