As a lot of you know i have been having a lot of problems over the last couple of weeks. I have been very down and i get very intense on people.If I'm being truthful, things had come to a head, i contemplated finishing with life. This would have been the third time i have tried to finish it all.But a strange thing happened, a lot of you would not let go, you kept on pushing me and trying to get me to see that i had a future after this.I am already on two waiting lists for Therapists and on my doctors waiting list. I also have a T that i can email.I'm finding this hard, but you would not let go, when i talked you counselled me, you kept on talking until i listenedI have contacted my assessment T by email today, telling him i was not able to cope anymore. He emailed back saying that he was pushing me up the list and would contact me on Monday, with a date for my assessment.I have contacted a crisis line that is helping me in my darkest times. I am thinking about going into voluntary inpatient care, i have done this before, if i went back in it would be in a secure unit, until my condition became stable.I cannot thank you all enough, you gave me the push i needed to start the process of getting to grips with my problems.I know it will not be easy or quick, and i know i will have my bad periods, but i am determined to straighten myself out.

Thank you and i hope you can carry on putting up with me until i get my head sorted.

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