Thursday, November 29, 2007

...most of the time. Sometimes they just drive me crazy. I don't know if Jocelyn is just a dramatic female, sick or just plain needy. Half the time this is what my two kids look like, Samuel torturing Jocelyn:

In Paris we had a "pet" pigeon who flew into our window and ate the crumbs (that I hadn't vacuumed up yet) off our carpet. Well, Jocelyn is sort of the same way (except that she doesn't fly). She is our little vacuum cleaner. Most of the time it is the food she threw from her high chair, so usually it is edible. But she always seems to find the tiniest bit of trash in the corner where I missed w/the broom or vacuum. I'm not a bad mom! She just loves to EAT!

Samuel, on the other hand, is our anorexic child. He is so resistant to eating healthy food. And actually he doesn't even like all desserts like ice cream. He's strange. What have I done to my child? I'd rather him starve than eat an unhealthy snack. Is that right? Or should I let him eat fruit snacks if he absolutely refuses to eat fruit, even if he is starving? I don't know.....

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

I can already feel the weight of the holidays creeping on. My new jogging regime is needed more now that the holiday gorging has begun. What I don't understand is that I have been jogging for the past three weeks now and I think I've noticed a difference, visually. But I still cannot fit into my old size 12 jeans! Yes, I just admitted to everyone what jean size I am not! Which means I am bigger than size 12!

Anyway, perhaps the following picture explains why....

I need to curb my diet and not eat so many gosh dang sweets!!!! I made 5 batches of sweet breads in preparation for Thanksgiving! Yes, 5!!! That's approximately 15 loaves of chocolately, citrusy, fruity goodness. I gave several away to my visiting teaching group and Tyler's home teaching group, froze some and the rest went to Thanksgiving relish tray arrays.

But I did enjoy the holiday! It was even a little too short! Usually I am anxious to get back home, allow my kids to take their normal naps and be in a quieter place. But I enjoyed my time at my parents and didn't want to leave! Part of it was because Tyler was fully invested in this weekend. In other words, he didn't do a stitch of work or homework! I had him all to myself (and the family, of course!). Plus I was able to be a little lazy. We played a lot of games (and Tyler and I didn't even fight!)

and ate A LOT!!!! of yummy food. My favorite was my cornbread stuffing, Jennie's pomegranate jell-o salad, Marci's rolls, and the most interesting award goes to my dad--we had smoked lamb! Not the most traditional but yummy nonetheless. Plus we had yummy pizza on Friday night w/french bread and Italian seasoned olive oil. THEN my aunt and uncle Draper and their kids (my fun cousins) came over and cooked Persian food! Yum Yum!

Also, what made this weekend special is that we got to spend some more time w/ Jennie and Grant who are moving to Denver in a month....sad...and so we won't get to hang out w/them as often. PLUS, on top of all this, we had constant babysitters. Tyler and I were able to go the temple!!!!, a movie and a bike ride/run all by ourselves! It was so nice! ahhhhh. It was a nice holiday! I love my family! I love my husband :)

Monday, November 19, 2007

I just wanted to send a shout-out to my cousin, Sarah Jane! I am so proud of her right now. Sarah is only one year older than I but I have always looked up to her. She has always been artistically inclined, something I only dreamed of being. She is an artist! A painter/graphic designer?/illustrator. Check out her art! http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=5317715. She became an artist at a young age and studied at some famous academy one summer in the midwest--Interlochen???? and she painted me this kitty painting which is now in my bathroom:

But a little back story. Micaela, Sarah and I (all cousins)created this little club that we would re-visit each summer when we were young. It was called "the three dolphins club". We each bought a silver ring with two dolphins intertwined. And then we had a little box that had "valuable" things and we were going to make it into a time capsule and bury it in Grandma Knell's backyard. Did we ever end up burying it? I can't remember.

One of my favorite memories w/Sarah was when I spent time with her at her home in MD. We toured Washington DC (right--scary...). We watched the summer Olympics together and took walks in the forest behind her house. We also drew a lot, well, mostly Sarah drew a lot. We drew pictures of our favorite gymnasts, our favorite Olympic event to watch. I loved visiting her!

Below is a picture, though, of when her dad brought her on a business trip to Colo Springs.

I got to meet up with them down there and stay at the grand Broadmoor Hotel. a 5-star Resort Hotel. We thought everything was on the business's tab so we ordered in breakfast. We went all out. We ordered fresh strawberries, french toast and eggs. It was nice. But later that trip when Scott, her father, found out what we had done he kindly told us that he had to pay for that and not the business. Oh, we felt so bad. I still remember not wanting to buy anything after that. But then we decided to take this train up to Pikes Peak and they told us it would be cold. Well, it was the summer time and I hadn't brought any warm clothes. So again, Scott, had to fork out some money to buy us each a sweater from the gift shop. They were like $45 each! We're wearing them in the picture below. We had fun, didn't we? I felt so rich and fancy when I stayed there. We kept imagining we'd bump into a celebrity and practiced what we'd say to them. OH, the memories.

But since those childhood days she decided to go to the performing arts realm. And doing very successfully. She majored in Musical Dance Theatre at BYU and went on to the lead role of Mary in the Church's production of Savior of the World several times.

But after having two children she has stayed at home and been able to go back to her roots as an artist. She debuted her Etsy shop in October and as Micaela put it, her art is "flying off the shelves." I am so proud of her! And I know she is trying to balance her dreams of being an artist and a mom, and all at the same time! Go Sarah! I am so proud and happy for you!

Here is one of my favorites. She illustrates children's art. I love it and can't decide which ones to buy!!! Check it out for yourself. I am sure you will see something that you will connect to and bring you back to your childhood!

First of all....a funny little story. So, I was downstairs, at about 9pm, visiting my friend, Melissa, and I heard some footsteps above. And I was a little surprised because I knew Tyler wasn't watching TV (he was playing his computer game instead) but I decided not to worry about it. When I came home I found this:

It was Samuel's footsteps that I had heard above! When he wants to eat something or knows he is in trouble, he hides underneath the table. And so he must have gotten out of bed (and no, Tyler, didn't even notice....typical...), found his favorite, poppy seed bread, and hid under the table to sneak his little treat. He eats the center out of this bread because it is the best part--the gooiest and sweetest part. But he did not do a good job of cleaning up his mess. He left a trail of evidence. He also left his juice cup, empty, next to the fridge. So then I knew who was the culprit! Silly boy!

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Back in the day when I was an acting student at BYU we were taught to use tactics to achieve or goal or objective. One of the popular tactic choices of use was "to guiltify" which is obviously not a real word. But we used it as an easy way to say "to guilt trip" someone. Well, today, I had an experience with this woman who was almost a pro at it. I went to Ikea to do some Christmas shopping but first I needed to return something. I saw the huge line and could tell people had been waiting a long time and were growing impatient. Well, I went to take my number and had found some extras laying on top of the little machine that people had either left because they didn't want to wait anymore or some kid pulled too many out and they were placed on top. Well, the number I chose was 14 before the one next out of the machine, and about 5 numbers away from the next in line. So, obviously I took the one from on top, #600. For a second, I thought to myself, "I should give this to a person already in line." But I dismissed that thought because I didn't know what numbers everyone else had anyway. There were people in line and scattered among benches so I would have had to ask everybody what their number was which was which would have been dumb. So I kept my number and took my place on a bench in line to wait. It did take a while. Well, when I was about 2 numbers away from my number being called and this lady, we'll call her lady #1, turned to me and asked, out of curiosity, what my number was. I told her "600" and she looked at hers and hers was "608". She then looked at me strangely and asked "How did you get a number before ours? Weren't you in line after us?" I said, "Well, perhaps." And then she asked, "Well, how did you get it?" I told her, "I found it on top of the machine." and then another, nicer lady in line said, "someone probably left it on top because they didn't want to wait." Then lady #1 asked, "So you haven't been waiting as long as the rest of us?" and started asking everyone else what their number was. And then she looked at me, not knowing exactly what to say next but without any tact whatsoever. She came up with this, accompanied by another very nasty glare, like worse than any of my glares, "Would you actually feel good about going ahead of us?" WHAT THE HECK!?!?!? Did she just say that? Oh, that made me mad (and sort of embarrassed for her and me at the same time). So, I said, "Well, yes. Who would I choose to give it to?" and trying to avoid any contention but wanting to keep my number in line. I was thinking about giving it to the nicer lady with a child, but honestly, would that be fair to everyone else? And do I need to be fair? And honestly I thought I deserve to keep my number because I was smart enough to look at the ones on top and realized they would come up quicker than 614! Wow! When my number was called about a minute later I could feel her eyes burning into my back. Just glaring at me thinking I was such an uncompassionate person for not giving hermy number 600!!!!! I got over it quickly but was afraid I would have to confront her in the monstrous Ikea and that I would be trapped there to face her amongst the piles of rag rugs and handmade baskets. Ugh. Well, I don't feel guilty now. I think I handled the situation quite well. I only hope she got over it.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Top picture: Before when I was a little frumpy and pastey looking, didn't wear make-up and didn't get out much.

Bottom picture: After I lost some weight and after I started caring more what I looked like and actually did my make-up and still have some color left over from the summer.

Before: Left: the sippy cup lid.

After: Right: the sippy cup lid after it fell from the top rack of the dishwasher. And after I called my neighbor, Melissa, asking her if she had left a candle burning because I smelled this awfully sweet waxy smell. Come to find out it was melting plastic mixed with dish soap! oops!

Before: Jocelyn's little mullet and overgrown bangs.

After: Jocelyn's first haircut!

Top: Before I left Tyler with the kids. Bottom: After I came home from leaving Tyler with the kids.

Friday, November 2, 2007

10 Years Ago: Tyler and I started dating. This photo is of our first dance. Homecoming, October 17, 1997. And I was in the school's production of The Tempest, my first official lead role.

5 Years Ago: October 17, 2007. I got married! It was a beautiful day. I was nervous and very excited at the same time. But notice the solo picture. I'm thinking, "What have I just done?" Looking back, I realize I really didn't know what I was getting into. But I am grateful for that naivety because if I had the choice, I probably wouldn't be brave enough now to get married.

1 Year Ago: Halloween. Look how good I looked! I was 7 months pregnant and I look fatter 10 months AFTER Jocelyn was born. Oh, sad.

Yesterday: I cleaned my house all day in preparation for my mother-in-law coming. Then the kids, my sister Jennie, bro-in-law Troy and Grandma Stoehr went to CornBelly's at Thanksgiving Point! It was cold but really fun! I think I traumatized Samuel by subjecting him to the giant blown up dragon. It was scary even for me. Oh, sad again.

5 things I would do w/a million dollars: buy a house, go on a shopping spree at the GAP and Gymboree, travel to Europe again and again, go to NYC and see a bunch of Broadway shows, and give my family some nice presents!

5 places I would run away to: if only....:) Paris, somewhere in nature when it is warm outside and quiet and I could be alone, Mt Pleasant (my parents), my bedroom where I could sleep for a LONG time, some exotic place like the Caribbean w/Tyler.