Isn't it very unfair? We're different the moment we're born
I can only look enviously at your back that's distancing away
"You're a genius", there's no way I can catch up
I wilfully set my limits on a meter by myself

I really know it, I know the truth
I know I worked hard more than anyone else
I'm just pretending to not see
I know it, I know it, but

I say it won't work or be like this and
so and so and so on
Fooling everyone and myself and myself
and myself skilfully
What in the world can I be proud of?

Will that me someday laugh at the me right now?
The sky is supposed to be much much bluer
Now, start it right away!!

It's not an excuse, doesn't it make sense?
Someday it will work out just fine
...When is "someday" anyway?

I say and spout it concerns nothing, nothing
and nothing
Completely, completely neglecting
the important things
The actual problem here is why I am breathing
The dream I dreamed is still just a dream of a dream
I can't believe today is just the same as yesterday and tomorrow
I won't stop anymore

It doesn't matter however it is
Even the eyes of people or the unusual pride
I know it even if you don't say it
My lower back won't move with just fancy talk

What should I do?

Don't say "do your best" in a light-hearted way
I want to do my best too, you know?
My brain has went over it's capacity
"What should I do?"
I know it, but

I say it won't work or be like this and
so and so and so on
Fooling everyone and myself and myself
and myself skilfully
What in the world can I be proud of?
Will that me someday laugh at the me right now?
The sky is supposed to be much much bluer
I look up at the sun and won't look away
Now, start it right away!!