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Saturday, August 20, 2016

While preparing to teach a marriage
conference years ago, Frank and I came across a powerful story.It illustrates an incredible truth about the difference between love
and fear.

After a whirlwind courtship, Sarah
agreed to marry Thomas.He was attentive
to every detail of her life and watched over her in such a protective way.But soon after their wedding, Sarah began to
notice subtle signs of a controlling nature in Thomas.

He wanted to know whom she talked with
on the phone.He planned their weekends
then told her what they would do. Before
long, he even began to dictate what she should do during her free time.

Things slowly escalated until finally
the lists began to appear.Sarah would
arrive home from work and discover a to do list on the kitchen counter.“Please take care of this before I get home,”
wrote Thomas.

At first, Sarah took them as
suggestions and did her best to complete what she could.But Thomas’ displeasure over any items left
undone soon turned to anger then rage.Sarah became fearful of not completing each and every item on the
list.They became the taskmasters ruling
her life.She feared Thomas and hated
his lists.

Sarah became more proficient at
anticipating and then completing the items he enumerated.But her lovefor Thomas dulled and she
trudged through every day with a sense of duty rather than the delight she had
once imagined.

After several years, Thomas died.The liberation Sarah felt knew no bounds.She was finally free from domination, mental
abuse and from the dreaded lists.Fear
was broken and her joy slowly began to return.

Sarah eventually married again.Her new husband, Jonathan, certainly wasn’t
perfect but he had no need to control and their love for one another blossomed.

One Saturday afternoon Sarah sat
absent-mindedly cleaning out an old purse.In the back zippered pocket she discovered a crumpled piece of
paper.As she unfolded it her stomach
lurched; it was a list written in Thomas’ distinctive handwriting.

Tears began to sting Sarah’s eyes as
she read down through the old list.The
yellowed piece of paper contained a to do list that perfectly matched all the
things she had spent her Saturday doing.But instead of doing them out of fear or duty, she realized this time she
had completed each item out of love.And
her love for Jonathan made any type of list completely unnecessary.

We are told in I John 4:18,“There is no fear in love.But perfect love drives out all fear.”(NIV) A
truth well illustrated by Sarah’s poignant story.

Please remember today, our Heavenly Father is not at all like Thomas; although some characterize Him as such. There is no list of rules, no checklist of demands for us to follow. In fact, Jesus' disciples asked him one day, "Teacher, what is the greatest commandment?"

(Funny isn't it? Human nature asks for a list we can check off in order to measure our "goodness." I guess these disciples wanted to skip to the front of the line by just obeying the single most important one.)

Dear Friend, God is Love. It's just that simple. And Love drives out all fear. Don't you want to embrace the Heavenly Father who is able to drive out all fear from your life? The choice for love allows us to serve Him out of our well filled with bubbling, joyful waters; not out of the dry, dusty bank vault of fear.

Let me encourage you today, choose LOVE! It's a much better way to live.

Saturday, August 13, 2016

Writing is a very personal, exposing of one's soul. At least that's the case with writing that moves us to action. And because writing tends to leave the writer feeling vulnerable, I find it difficult to record some things until the raw edges have healed a bit.

That's why I've waited until now to post about a recent funeral. Many people look at my life and suppose that the joke I once heard is true. "Preachers and their wives are for marryin' and buryin' and baptizin'. Beyond that, there ain't much to 'em."

(Yes, someone did express that opinion to me when I was young in ministry. Fortunately, Frank and I now serve a congregation filled with people who are much more thoughtful and observant.)

It's true that we're privileged to be right in the middle of all sorts of joy.

We have a front row seat to the tender look in a groom's eyes as he pledges his forever love to his bride. We usually have the privilege of holding newborn congregants within hours of their arrival on this earth. We sense the utter joy of new converts being baptized. And the freedom that comes when someone prays to make Christ Lord of their life.

These times are like the jet fuel that keeps us moving at the pace necessary for our life-style. Frank and I always feel so honored to be invited in to those intimate life moments with others. It's truly a privilege we respect and appreciate.

But there are also the sorrowing times of people's lives when all we can offer is a shoulder to lean on and a strong hug reassuring them of our love for them and that God has not forgotten them. We often walk back to our car, after sharing in sorrow moments, close the door and weep. We genuinely love the people we serve and their pain becomes our own.

That's how it was for me when we got the call saying Jasmyne was in the hospital and not doing well. Just 31, Jasmyne had been extremely ill for over a year. A car accident eleven years earlier nearly took her life but Jasmyne made a valiant come back after three weeks in a coma. And went on to become a phlebotomist in our local hospital.

Unfortunately, the trauma took a real toll on her body. At 30, she went back into the hospital with pneumonia and just never recovered. But she maintained her positive outlook and her fierce love for family and friends. An email. A text. A phone call. A message on Facebook. Jasmyne was always reaching out to encourage; always acting as a voice of cheer.

Frank went to the hospital as soon as we got the call on Friday. I went up Saturday morning and quickly realized Jasmyne wouldn't be with us much longer. The stroke left her unable to talk or even open her eyes but she let me know by raising and lower her eyebrows, she heard me. Later that afternoon, Jasmyne slipped into the waiting arms of her Savior. I closed my door and wept.

She had only been a member of our congregation for a couple of years. And she wasn't able to attend at all for the second year. But she stayed engaged through our online services; generously expressing her appreciation for every point of contact.

The funeral was incredibly moving. Not just because she was so young. And not just because her life had been such a struggle. But because of the broad spectrum of people Jasmyne had touched.

See, Jasmyne was African-American. And this is the deep south were racial prejudice is supposed to have clearly delineated boundaries which keep people separated. But Jasmyne just didn't acknowledge those boundaries and we all discovered the depth of her beauty at her funeral.

Frank was very honored to be asked by her family to bring the eulogy. The team from our church provided and served the lunch for all the family. Our skin color made us stand out a bit among the richness of Jasmyne's family and 300 closest friends. But no one that day was concerned with color or culture or even protocol - we had all gathered to celebrate the short life that had touched us in long-lasting ways.

Each person there had a story to tell of how this young lady had impacted them; challenged them; encouraged them.

"Jasmyne is the reason my boys are respectful and on the right track today," told one.

"She encouraged me to get my degree," expressed another.

"That sweet girl had a smile and a hug for me each time I saw her," shared her grandmother.

"Jasmyne was always the same friend with everyone," said a high school classmate.

"Jasmyne told me about Jesus. Now I know I'll see her again," testified a cousin.

When her uncle stood to introduce Frank, he asked a simple question. "I'd like to know where all the media is today? All the ones saying that we can't love one another and care about people who look different from us. Look around you today. Listen to the words that have been spoken. Shouldn't they be here to report on this?" His piercing, dark eyes reached to every corner of the packed auditorium. Loud "Amens!" rang out all around me.

And he was right. There were no divisions of color or age or gender there. Jasmyne's love for everyone covered each soul equally and that was the blanket comforting all our grieving hearts.

I, too, look forward to embracing Jasmyne again when I exchange my earthly address for a heavenly one. What a day that will be!

But until that time, I hope my life will more closely reflect the influence she had on me. I'm praying to live in such a way that my own funeral will be a blending of so many different hues and ages and backgrounds that you won't be able to tell where one group ends and another begins.

It's unlikely that the media will report on my passing either. But I do hope there will be some who can testify that my life encouraged, challenged, or impacted them in a profound way for good things. We each matter on this journey; there is someone who needs your smile and touch. May I encourage you to pick up the torch Jasmyne laid down?

Decide to be the voice of cheer for another today. You'll be ever so glad you did.