I still love and care about all my old friends. If I see them at parties or get togethers I usually don't say much just a wave or a smile, maybe I'll throw a, "hey" somewhere in there.
They don't understand that I'm happy just being around them and knowing they're okay. They...

I like to act stupid or like I'm not listening because people tend to put their guards down and show their true colors. I remember everything down to the detail. I never use this filing system during an argument however. You can't let the enemy know you....of his you know. Plus...

My parents have been divorced for a year. My mom was getting money from my dad's disability pay and some up front money so that she wouldn't ask for spousal support. Well, my mom is losing that portion of the money because my younger sister is turning 16. Her boyfriend that she...

I leterally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing, I notice the little things that people do, I notice when things change, and when it's no longer the same. I notice every single...

and seem to be getting worse... I pretend not to notice by either listening to music and reading a book but I still hear them all and hide the pain that some people would believe them. Over the years my face has become like a mask and my true feelings are hidden from the world...

I notice everyone making the same mistakes I've made, I understand that these mistakes exist as a lesson and that I can only watch and encourage "you can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink". I see everyone on their different levels of consciousness and...

but don't say anything. And why don't I say anything? Because it's not my place to say anything... Why should I say anything? Some things are better left the way they are... Some things are better left unsaid.
One of these things - a prime example of the point I am trying to...

I am the fly on the wall.
My extremities are not transparent and I am not socially incompetent, but I sure am skilled at becoming invisible. Put me in a crowded room; at a party or even in a bar with friends. Where did I go? I sit still, drink, and become a pair of roving green...

I'm a very quiet, introverted person. Don't get me wrong, I'm friendly and will talk to people, but I mostly just stand in the corner and watch. People sometimes underestimate me; they think that if I don't talk, I don't pay attention. How wrong they are. It's amazing how much...

spare me the secrets
or non-spoken truths that exists
in the ether of your world. I am
not as fragile as you think, nor am
I naïve. This smile is not always in
love but instead in the knowing of
this game. Do you think it's not cute
for me to see you work so very...

shyness as my ignorance. They think I don't get it. Sometimes some people say hurtful things to get a reaction out of me but I stay tongue- tied. I notice their selfishness and manipulations but I don't say anything. I rather ignore than talk rudely to anyone.

I notice things most people overlook. So many people don't notice others when they need help. Or they do, but chose to ignore them and stick with their click( no pun intended).It's a sad commentary but it's true. Selfishness is in the rise, selflessness is fading. Where do you...

I have hypervigilance and analyze everyone around me all the time. My survival instincts are turned on high and I cannot turn it off. I watch people's behavior and try to understand them. I am happy when I meet kind people. I have noticed some patterns with behavior over time and...

I was in a bad relationship, it involved lying, drugs , cheating, I was controlled , and emotionally and mentally abused! So I take a lot of the things I have learned and I use them to detect and decode what others maybe doing or what their intentions are. So I may pretend as if...

I see everything... Everything about everyone. I know that I love her but I can't say anything about it. I know she feels something for me too but I don't know what kind of feeling she feeling for me and that is one of the reason y I can't say something back. The new kid from...

"It's always the quiet ones who are stranger than fiction."
~ Tears For Fears
That's what I am: a quiet one.
In high school I was the one who sat silently and listened as the others (when there were others with me) chattered. I just ate my lunch or scribbled doodles in my agenda...