Wednesday, August 14, 2013

JAUH PERJALANAN, LUAS PENGALAMAN

Hi muggles (oh wellz macam la dunia ni wujud witch or you know other creatures that exist selain manusia kan oh wellz idec i just like to say hello just a simple hello to humans well muggles is actually referred to humans so fullstop)

Ikr the last time I post was a long long time ago, several decades months la kan. Sebenarnya banyak benda yang berlaku since after spm. Oh yes, I've got 6A 3B 1C and no comment. So lazy nak cakap panjang lebar sebab past is past. Referring to my post title, I know you guys must be wondering apa la agaknya budak tok ('tok' means ini) merepek kan. Actually dah lama fatin nak post pasal ni but memandangkan fatin agak busy and not into blogger, well sebenarnya sekarang pun tengah busy ada courseworks tapi entah la, rasa nak luahkan apa yang terpendam, I mean apa yang I have been through these days, it is not easy.

Things are not going to be easy. Future is never meant to be easy. Decision is always meant to force people having critical thoughts on how to make or fix things right. So, that is it, that is what I'm going to tell you right now... from A to Z.

I am not good at making decision. Never good enough. I don't know. Firstly, after result spm keluar, memang dah jangka la result 6A's, so automatically nak apply Form 6 at St. Joseph. Meanwhile, fatin pun dapat jugak tawaran for matrikulasi but I rejected sebab masalahnya I tak minat science. If only I minat science pun, I memang awal awal apply asasi unimas but I didn't want to, instead I applied other courses in UiTM. Then, I successfully dapat course Diploma in Office Management in UiTM but that course was the one I applied as third option if I'm not mistaken. So, I guess I'm not really interested. I was actually in dilemma either still nak stay Form 6 or quit and then go for UiTM sebab kat UiTM member banyak. Tapi sampai bila nak belajar sebab member so I turned down the offer for UiTM.

I was thinking to quit, and at the same time dad suggested me to apply ipts (this was my very last option after form 6 and maktab perguruan). Oh yes, masa tu I tak dapat maktab so, I didn't have choice lagi. Then, I thought nak pergi enroll to SeGi College nak ambil diploma hotel management but I had this second thought yang I memang never meant to do diploma sebab hati fatin memang tak nak diploma. Entah. So, then I terus enroll Unitar (berdepan je dengan Swee Kang ok). Tadaaa I officially studied in Unitar for Foundation in Management. I'm telling you memang banyak memories best and unforgettable moments sepanjang belajar kat sini. Everyone was so nice and memang very nice and down to earth especially seniors memang pergh gila happy-go-lucky and friendly la. I even masuk Kelab Seni Tari. I sempat belajar tarian zapin, until now I ingat step ni because I buat this tarian as my exercise everyday 15 minutes punya exercise. Sumpah I miss unitar a lot. Also fatin dah habis buat all assignments for the individual and group. Tunggu nak buat final exam lagi which is lepas raya. Time really flies so fast, semester 1 punya duration only less than 3 months. But suddenly on that sunday morning, everything has changed after a call from this officer..

"
Spread your wings and explore what other cultures have to offer, as well
as what you have to offer to the world. Spread Love and Unity to each
and everyone you meet. Simple People, Doing Simple Things In A Big Way." - Bobby Roghubir / Choka Lyme