forever

The event changed everything, but a story can’t have a central theme unless there are walls to support it, roads that take you there and on, because I can’t just give you a fact and you understand it fully until I explain it. So here it is; I love Harry Styles, but the roads that I take you on to understand may not be one’s that you really want to travel, so heed the signs on the barren roadsides, and understand. I’ll tell you about the days, thirty before and thirty after, encompassing Harry’s attempted suicide.

46. 8 days after

8 Days After:

Calm and yielding, Harry's immediate progress shocks the doctors, but I don't trust it. He was happy the night he almost-and I believe technically-died, and I fully expected another mood swing.However, Amy Lee hung close to him, and he admitted to us that she had really changed everything. I don't trust in him miraculously being better though. His mental health had deteriorated and it couldn't be fixed, just like that. He may have been woken up by Amy Lee's situation, but he was still drowsy. Still unsure, so when Simon arrived and told us they wanted to take him to an institution for clinically depressed teenagers, and I gave my firm approval.I expect him to look at me with a betrayed look, but instead, he nods and agrees."Thank you," he says.