"Day by day I think of you, even after this long. Just the thought of you makes me cry, I never even got the chance to say goodbye. Every picture, every memory, So many things I never got to say, I never imagined you'd ever be so far away. You were my brother, And I loved you like no other. In my heart you’ll always be I'll never forget your soothing voice. I miss you with all of my heart, I wish we never had to part and a lesson I will not forget is “A time will come when time is no more and all that'll be left was once before”. My memories are what I have left, the memories so dear and true, all the times when your heart shined through are the greatest memories I have of you. I will always remember you brother of mine, in my heart I will keep you so I will be fine. I will go forward with my head up high, it will be hard, I will not lie. There is so much I wish to say. I think about you every day, I miss your laugh I miss your smile neither lost nor forgotten... I imagine them often. It just doesn't seem real that you're not around I still find myself looking for you Until I realized what is true... I will never again see you and your smile... One year later.. Seems like forever.... I'm always missing you. I think about the joy and laughter, and try not to have any fears. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, But once again I start thinking about your death. You told me you would only be gone a little while, but it's already been longer than a while, I know you will always be in my heart, But it is slowly breaking apart. I always loved having you near, and now I wish you were here. It feels like it's been forever, since I've seen your face. I miss you so much, in my heart you will always hold a special place. All the good times we've shared, the memories we've made. Every day I think about them all, From my mind they will never fade. You were a blessing, you were perfect in my eye. You will be on my mind, every minute, every hour, every day. I love you and miss you and this is how it will stay... Heaven has called upon you one year today, leaving so many words left to say. Regrets and wishes are there too, but lasting forever are memories of you. There have been many times that we disagreed, but we were there for each other in time of need. It's been a while since you've been gone Things just haven't been the same, I miss you so much; I have so much to say, Every time I go somewhere they always mention your name. Such a good person, a caring brother and a great friend. You are in a much better place now, God chose you for a reason, I know that this is true, but it's so harder than I could ever imagine. You tried so hard and you fought with all you had, The days have gone by, and it still hurts like hell, But your memories are all that I have and a precious time in my life when you were still around. The days they get easier but they will never be easy, how can they when you’ve lost a brother and a friend? I have never for one second quit loving you. I miss you and know that I will see you in heaven one day. Your life had meaning and you were loved by people here and God above. For so long you were in pain, suffered so much from the strain. I will miss you to the end. The amount of tears I've cried, is nothing compared to the pain inside. The time I've missed you has gone so quick, A year has passed and I'm still ticked, that you're up there and I'm down here. Brother mine, you were always there We bickered and argued like all kids do, but our love for each other was always there. I knew I could always rely on you and that you would never cease to care. You gave your family so much love. From the day you left, I was lost, broken, and confused, Times I was low, times I felt weak. Why does death have to make me cry even after so long? His pain is gone, but the love for My brother lingers on. But why does the pain have to hurt me so? The day you left, was a day no one expected. That day was very hectic. No one could understand"

"Hey love,it's been a year. Time flies like particles in the wind. With all that is going on in this world, some times i envy the rest and peace that you have now. I miss you dearly,the tears can't stop rolling. Keep watching over us from heaven. God bless your soul"

"I thought of u today,but that is nothing new I thought of u yesterday and days before that too. I think of u in silence I often speak ur name. All I have are memories and ur pictures . Ur memory is a keepsake from which I will Neva depart. God has u in his arms, I have u in my heart...rest on my BEST FRIEND"

"Bigpoppa, I just came here to say I dreamt of you last night, it was as though we were in 100L again. Do you remember that Rev. Sister that lived next door who accused us of "loud noises"? Lol. You left us with so many memories and I'm happy they are all wonderful ones. God bless your soul Abije"

"My big gwaza!!! it still doesn't feel like you're gone so I'm just gonna keep hoping I'll come back home and you'll come visit like you always did. I never told you how much I appreciated that but I'm sure you know now. I know you're good where you are and making everyone laugh there. I'm kinda jealous of them you know, they get to have someone chill as you and we're left to miss you. However I'm consoled we'll meet again and we'll have a lot to laugh and talk about. Please gwaza, take care of your family, friends all those who are hurt by your transition.remind us that we still have you and you really havnt left us. Let us know that your absence in the physical form only means we have an angel in heaven interceding on our behalf. The best connection there is. Remind us that we'll all be reunited soon. Till then, We'll be missing you. See ya!"

"You always put a smile on my face no matter how mad I was.All I had to do was call and you would make everything better.If someone were to describe you so many words would come to mind.Words that I can't even begin to describe.You could easily light up a room when you walked in if someone felt sad you could easily make them grin.I wish I could give you many more years I wish I could erase all our tears. But time they say heals and I hope they are right because I ain't done much healing.Its getting easier I believe but every time I look at your picture my eyes start to water.I miss you so much Big Poppa and I know we all do cos you've impacted our lives in one form or the other. Your memory lives forever in my heart dear friend.I will never forget you."

"Everytime I think of you tears fall rolling down my cheek ,my heart is filled with fear that I won't be told it's a dream ,but when I hold on to the lovely memories we shared it puts a smile on my face, and I am so happy that no amount of death can give a huge pace away from the memories we shared . And I am so glad that whenever I look inside my heart you are always there smiling and making me laugh. I love and miss my captain my abije my friend my brother"

"I can still listen to the words you said to me. Always good kind and encouraging. Still wish we weren't separated this soon. I miss you bro you the best. We still got u and our hearts and hope to meet you some day. I miss you bro"

"I am still short of words Bcos till now I don't know how things will go on with me. Ur my younger brother, ur my friend, ur the only one I could offend knowing that u will forgive me and take what ever I do. U were my driving partner, u meant alot to me. U ran and I can't learn from u again. Still missing u, but I know I will meet u at the feet of our Lord Jesus Christ, which is the only comforting words to me.RIP MY ABIJE ADOGA."

"Words can never be enough to describe the pains, grief and agony of your transition. It been a while but I still cannot come to terms with this ugly reality and rude shock. Your memories lurks in every nook and corner. Every sounds is a reminder of you, be it those of a voice or a footstep. You will continue to live on in the most sacred and secret place of my being cos I don't know how to let off. Wait, even if I know how, would I want to? Not for anything in the world my prince, my love, my confidant. The name MUMMY that you first gave me and adopted by all and sundry now is a constant memorial of the initiator- YOU of course. I tried comforting myself with the fact that you will be a youth in heaven for ever but the pain of separation be clouds even that. I have resorted to waiting on God and time to heal me of this indescribable pain. As I wait,one thing sure thing is I LOVE YOU and FOREVER will. Gudnite."

"It's still like a minute ago, memories still fresh...Young and strong you were taken from us but not for long cos we will soon join you as death is inevitable to us all. The moments shared will forever be remembered; your memory will never fade. Glad to have known you brother."

"Another day dawns bright and blueAnother day when I'm just missing youUre right there wen I close my eyesIts stil u in my blue skiesIts been a while since tfns were fineIts been a while since you were goneIts been a while we felt ''a lifetime aint to long"There is notin I can do not even waitEvrytfn but my hrt tinks its already to lateEvery dawn I define as another day without youAnd every day is a struggle to get thruIts getting harder and harder by the dayTo blive ure never gon come back anywayEach passing day confirms my worst fearsAnd if its true, den amidst the tears I'll force myself to finally let goThough U'll always be in my heart till the very end"