Friday, January 16, 2015

I would like to start by thanking a bunch of Atheist “Pagans”
for elevating me to the position of the Great Grand Poopbah of
Paganism. By reacting to one of my blog entries as a decree from on
high that is essentially what they claimed. Interesting. Let's
take a closer look at what they actually were doing. If you wish to
elevate your own position and you are in opposition to someone else's
position, it makes sense to elevate your opponent to make your own
position more important. That was one element of what is going down
in a backwater of Pagan blogs right now. By labeling the position of
another a decree from on high, you are also attempting to silence an
opposing position by attacking the very right to even hold that
opposing viewpoint, or in other words expressing an opinion contrary
to your own.

I've been around Paganism a long long time but because I rarely
attend the “conferences” I wasn't particularly well known outside
of a smallish group of Pagans. Until our somewhat epic battle with
the Town of Catskill over basic religious equality, most Pagans never
heard of our tradition, the Cybeline Revival or the Maetreum of
Cybele. Hell, until we founded the Cybeline Revival, Cybele as a
Mother Goddess avatar had pretty much been erased by the Catholic
Church for 1600 years to the point neo-Pagan Goddess women had
forgotten Her as well and never included Her in the recital of
various Mother Goddess avatars.

“True Believer Pagans”

This was one of the first labels applied to me by the opening
salvo. Let's look at this one closer as well. First of all, yes, I
absolutely believe in the Great Mother Goddess, belief in Her is
literally the oldest religious practice in the world. So as far as
that goes it is accurate. But what about the word choice? Ah, now
that is a horse of a different colour you've heard tell about. Words
have literal meanings, that is what you find in dictionaries but they
also can carry emotional associations, especially in certain phrases.
In Western Judeo-Christian world view, “true believer” is
emotionally tied to fairly radical fundamentalist religious thought,
very ridged and unyielding. Given this emotional loading it is not
particularly surprising a person pushing atheism would go there. It
carries a clear emotional context of belief the Mother Goddess is
sitting up there on the third cloud over from Yahweh. Now there are
plenty of Pagans who do in fact believe in the Goddesses and Gods in
this fashion as it is basic human nature to personalize complex
thoughts. As it happens, and as a mere fifteen minutes of reading
the material from the Maetreum's website would have revealed, this is
not how Cybelines view the Goddess. We see Her as eminent in all
things in the Universe and teach that She is already part of you so
you do not come to us for answers, but rather to learn how to connect
with the Goddess part of yourself. Consistent with this, I
personally, do not proclaim edicts from on high but make it clear if
you want my opinions on spiritual matters, I am more than happy to
share them but my opinions carry the same value as you paid for
them....... and I do not charge anything.

So calling me a true believer Pagan was a duel edged deceptive
sword. First it was done within the context of atheism to view any
belief in the Divine as uneducated and unscientific as proclaimed by
Mr. Atheo-Pagan, take a very real shot at those Pagans who do believe
in personified Deities in that same light and then, having ridiculed
that position, place me within it. This is about as dishonest a
method of “debate” as it gets. To then go on and say I am the
one tearing Paganism apart by expressing an opinion they do not
approve of is just icing on the cake at that point.

What exactly is Atheism Then?

Apparently some of those declaring themselves Atheo or
Naturalistic Pagans do in fact believe in some sort of intelligent
Universe if I parse their writing correctly and that is the basis of
claiming membership in Paganism. To that I say fine, I have zero
problem with that position but
what it is not is atheism by any meaningful definition. You
believe in something, no matter how nebulous, that is greater than
yourself and you are not an atheist,
though you may be agnostic.
If you don't believe in something greater than yourself, no matter
how nebulous, and you cannot call yourself a Pagan. That is
what my position boils down to. Why does it matter? It matters
because the Maetreum just fought a long long legal battle to define
Paganism within the law as a legitimate religious path. Atheism is
the opposite of religion (I am not addressing radical atheists who
are so hardcore they look like a fundamentalist religion) Why am I
personally entitled to an opinion on this? I have occupied the
identity of Pagan for more than fifty years, long before those
attacking me have been on the planet, so yes, I get to maintain that
identity and it's meaning. And it is a damn broad identity already
covering Theists, Deists, polytheists and yes, even those like us
Cybeline who are essentially monotheists. I stood up and was one of
the few “out” Pagans back in the day when the police around the
US had “Occult Squads” and you actually would lose your job if
you were out at work. I reclaimed an ancient religious tradition,
did original historic research along with my sisters in the process.
We Cybelines fought a major legal battle on behalf of all Pagans. So
yes, I have the right to hold and express an opinion on Paganism
because frankly, I earned it.

The various atheists blogging about my little old essay are
essentially saying they are entitled to express their opinions and I
am not. That is the essence of their position.

Friday, January 9, 2015

You just got a book of spells and cannot wait to bend someone else to your desires. Carefully you get all the required ingredients and gather it all together and learn the proper words to say over them as you mix and blend and light the candles and then....

Nothing.

If you are today's neo-Pagan Crystal Liter, you try a couple of more times then go online and beg an answer from some other witch wannabe in a chat room. Maybe eventually you decide magic is bullshit or the witch you asked is bullshit and you start to badmouth her. “Why oh why won't it work for me?' you cry out. The reason is contained in that action.

You left out the most important parts, will and intent because you don't have a freakin' clue what those two words actually mean. Ah, yet again we have failure to understand the actual meanings of words gumming up the works.
Will and intent doesn't mean staring at something and popping veins in your forehead concentrating on it. It is a state of mind and one you probably have been taught from birth not to obtain.

For Magic to Work, You Must Live a Magical Life

Will is not wishing. That is where we start. That dirty word faith comes into play but not in the fashion you probably think. Faith in yourself. In order to have faith in yourself you first have to keep your word, especially to yourself. Do not make commitments you cannot keep because doing so tells your subconscious you aren't serious. Do you joke about Pagan Standard Time when you cannot seem to show up anywhere on time? Every time you do that you send a message to the Universe and that part of you that is the Universe that you are not a serious person, that you lack willpower. How on earth can you expect to visualize something to make it manifest if you cannot meet a simple obligation to be somewhere when you say you will? Simple answer, you can't. Magic begins with self respect and empowerment and you have to do the work on that yourself.

Most people attempt spellwork hoping stuff will magically appear, sorry it doesn't work that way. You wish for a pile of money (and we'll get into motives next) and it doesn't appear and you are pissed but someone told you of an opportunity for a great job and you blew it off because better the devil you know. The magic worked and you blew it because you were hung up on the Hollywood witch concept.
And your motives sucked. You want a pile of money but never asked yourself why you want it. You need to take the next step and figure out the why because what you need probably isn't money which is basically just a concept, but something else entirely like a decent place to live and food and basic comforts. Because you were looking for a pile of money, you miss the opportunities for those essential things that presented themselves that Universe provided you. You have to grasp the opportunities. And to do that, you first have to just be able to see them.

And sometimes not getting what you wish for is the kindest thing the Universe can provide.

I teach what I call the paradox of magical power. If you seek power, you will rarely get much, if you obtain power (through living a magical life where you can manifest into to world your “will”) you will rarely use it. (because you won't have to)
Within that lesson is your answer but that's all you get from me for now.

3. esteem for or a sense of the worth
or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or
something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or
ability:

I have great respect for her judgment.

4. deference to a right, privilege,
privileged position, or someone or something considered to have
certain rights or privileges; proper acceptance or courtesy;
acknowledgment:

respect for a suspect's right to
counsel; to show respect for the flag; respect for the elderly.

Disrespect: noun

1. lack of respect;
discourtesy; rudeness.

verb (used with object)

to regard or treat without
respect;
regard or treat with contempt or rudeness.

It is widely stated by many younger
Pagans that they do not have to respect Pagan Elders and then they turn
around and show disrespect believing that is the exact opposite when
it is not. Discourtesy, rudeness and contempt are a far cry from not
holding someone in esteem. To those who say they do not have to hold
me in respect, I say, fine but I do not have to put up or will put up
with out and out disrespect. Managing to survive X number of years
may not grant acknowledgment, but if in doing so you fought the good
fights, stood up for the rights of others, manifested into the real
world real changes and things of worth to many, that should be
respected if only out of proper acceptance or courtesy. It does not
matter if you agree with those accomplishments, simple common
courtesy dictates basic level respect.

Ah, but we live in the internet age
where hiding behind a screen name every troll and his sister can
ignore a disagreement of principles and ideas and go straight to
character assassination, and his or her minions pile on gleefully
ignorant of actual facts. And we do indeed see this played out over
and over online.

Straw Men and Women

Because debating is a lost art in today's world as is teaching
logic and reasoning all too often the response to disagreement on
someone's position is to get up a totally made up profile of that
person and then attack that rather than debate the actual ideas and
concepts. This is what passes for debate these days and pretty much
assures that actual learning beyond what ever prejudices you
personally hold is rendered impossible. It is an extension of the
recent concept of egalitarianism taken to illogical extremes. No,
your uninformed, uneducated opinion is not equal to those of someone
who did the work to be informed and educated. Informed and educated
opinion can be wrong of course but if you believe it is then it your
responsibility to counter in an educated and informed fashion. That
is how things actually progress, learning takes place and progress is
made. Newsflash, if you launch into personal attacks unprovoked
because you disagree with a position they hold, you lost in the eyes
of anyone who isn't a like inclined idiot. You basically just
substituted bullying for discourse. You made sharing of viewpoints
and ideas impossible, you took away any opportunity to actually
change someone's mind or maybe work out a compromise position.
And like it or not, sometimes wisdom does come with experience and
that deserves not to be disrespected, if not out and out respected.

Sexism and Ageism as Disrespect

Crones used to be respected. Once a woman reached an age where
she no longer felt constrained to express herself freely because of
the jeopardy of losing a man no longer applied, she was considered a
Crone. If she spent a lifetime learning healing arts, herbalism and
midwifery she was considered an Esteemed Crone. Many Native
American tribes also recognized that she gained wisdom denied men by
virtue of thinking differently and having a high regard for the
welfare of future generations by virtue of raising them. With the
advent of the Abrahamic religions and a shift from matrilinear to
patrilinear descent these principles were ignored. Hey, if the world
is gonna end any day now, who gives a crap about future generations,
preserving the environment or women as anything other than property?

This sexism still runs rampant, yes, especially in Paganism. Let
some male “elder” get caught with computers full of child porn or
pushing sex with children as legitimate forms of education and scores
of Pagans rise up to debate it and agonize over the “good” they
did being thrown out with the bathwater but let a elder woman take a
position regarding the tradition she founded that empowered thousands
of women, say a Z. Budapest, that runs counter to some
neo-egalitarian idea that you can be whatever you declare yourself to
be, physical realities be damned, rights of physical female women to
restrict their religious practices to with other physically female
women, is oppression, and she is EVIL, everything she touches is
EVIL. Honey if that isn't a prime example of sexism, I have no idea
what would be. Yeah, profess belief in the Goddess and pull this
shit, did you just realize the Goddess isn't grandma with cookies?
That maybe this isn't the greatest position regarding the Goddess to
put yourself in?

And this all goes hand in glove with ageism usually expressed
with sexism. Say you have a choice, having broken your leg for
example, between having a medical doctor set the bone or a kid from
Burger King. Hard choice? The medical doctor learned how to set the
bone and is credentialed as someone who has that knowledge. When
someone who tells you their credentials in the form of years of
experience and battles fought and won do you dismiss that out of hand
because the kid from Burger King may have new ideas on setting bones?
Only if you are an idiot. And this, my darlings, is why you might
disagree with a learned elder but you do not disrespect them.. at
least if you are any kind of decent human being.