Father Shawn F. Ratigan is far from heaven. He's locked inside the Clay County jail accused of storing child pornography on computers. When approached for comment, his brother Patrick struggled to find words.

"I don't know what's going on yet," Patrick Ratigan said. "I'm heart-broken and I really don't want to discuss it at this time."

Heather Edmonds knew Ratigan before he became a priest.

"It's almost an outrage to me because I never knew or saw anything like that about him ever," Edmonds said.

Thirteen years ago, Edmonds' parents were Ratigan's landlords.

"He rode a motorcycle," Edmonds said. "He was a really nice guy. He really was a "bible thumper " in a way. He talked about God a lot."

More than words, his faith led him to work at St. Patrick's Church , where officials never suspected wrongdoing. He was friendly on Facebook. However, in December, Kansas City police said a repair shop found images of underage girls on Ratigan's computer. Church officials were notified. The next day, Ratigan tried killing himself, police said.