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i feel on edge. i feel like i want to get in a yelling match with someone to yell out my skin-crawling aggravation. i feel like i want to go spend all of my money on crap because 'treat yo self' and 'you can't take it with you when you go'. i feel like i have reached the pinnacle of my particular brand of crazy. maybe i'm an aspie. maybe i'm just crazy.

i made some weird cabbage dish and it effed with my stomach. every time i have to step back into the bathroom sets my teeth on edge even harder.

my skin touching my skin does too.

i am working on 1 and a half diet dp. i had 1 and a half green teas. i think it may be nap time.

i want to hire a personal assistant/chef/do-stuff-with buddy. but i can't do that if i spend all my money on feel better crap.

beautiful
yeah you are

Baby if you time travel back far enough you can avoid that work because the dust won't be there. You're too pretty to be working that hard.

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food. scrambled eggs with a side of peaches. apple, tuna, sliced pickles, mayo, a big wad of lettuce, milk.

i've decided to stop worrying about the oil in mayo until such a time as i have my shit together and try making my own again

a surprise wind storm knocked my cherry tomatoes over, which landed on the dogs' strawberry pot, which made dirt but not plants fly out of pots

i picked cookie up to put his escape deterring collar on and his armpit was wet. like wtf why.

my sleep deprivation/stress eye twitches are much gentler since i started mag

father parental witnessed the dogs eating hibiscus flowers, my half of the conversation went thusly

(internal) what the..
(external chipper face) yeah, they can eat hibiscus(internal) why are you offended? ):<
(external cheery voice) yep, they eat it every year. you probably could too(internal) STOP TALKING TO ME LIKE I'M STUPID D:<
(external) the flowers bloom, open and wilt within the same day

the end of that conversation was him saying 'oh'. he seemed highly offended that 1, they were eating a flower and 2, that i'd pick a flower off for them to eat.

i need a drink

but my stomach is too full of food

beautiful
yeah you are

Baby if you time travel back far enough you can avoid that work because the dust won't be there. You're too pretty to be working that hard.

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What's up with all the commercials staring female youtubers aka the most annoying people on the planet?

heeeeeeeeeeeeey guuuuuuuuyyyyyyyyyyyyyyssssssssss!! i'm going to show you this thing but first i'm going to talk about another thing for TWO WHOLE MINUTES! then i'm going to make random faces because i'm totes presh and you always like my videos when i'm liek soooooo random lol! *heart smile heart sparkle star* LOOK AT MY PUPPY/KITTY/NEW PURSE/BOOGER

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we could yell about you ONLY AGREEING WITH ME 99.9% OF THE TIME. I DON'T FIND THAT ADEQUATE. IN FACT, I FIND THAT INADEQUATE.

WELL FINE, THEN! I FREAKIN' AGREE WITH YOU 100% OF THE TIME! (See? I suck at arguing with people I like.)

I SHAVED COOKIE DOWN TO 1 inch of uneven fluff. forgot that capslock. he still looks a million times better, but there are still some small stubborn butt tangles.

I originally read that as, "I shaved the cookie," and thought it was going in a whole other direction, then wondered why you would call your 'cookie' he, then got to the butt tangles and remembered the dog. *chuckle*

"Right is right, even if no one is doing it; wrong is wrong, even if everyone is doing it." - St. Augustine

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I originally read that as, "I shaved the cookie," and thought it was going in a whole other direction, then wondered why you would call your 'cookie' he, then got to the butt tangles and remembered the dog. *chuckle*

I'm so glad you went to the dog instead of any other "he" that could be refered to as "cookie."

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WELL FINE, THEN! I FREAKIN' AGREE WITH YOU 100% OF THE TIME! (See? I suck at arguing with people I like.)

you and bay, man. you guys are not good at this game

I originally read that as, "I shaved the cookie," and thought it was going in a whole other direction, then wondered why you would call your 'cookie' he, then got to the butt tangles and remembered the dog. *chuckle*

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That dog tackle looks quite painful. Years ago one of ours dogs was running around with a bunch of other dogs at a dog park and they ran right into my husband's knee, no fun. I always wonder why dogs never seem to run into trees but I've seen several people hit by dogs.

Life is death. We all take turns. It's sacred to eat during our turn and be eaten when our turn is over. RichMahogany.

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your stomach starts feeling sick. you get hot. you feel slightly weak. your hands start to shake. and then you say 'ahhhh shit..' blood sugar crash. it's dumb. it's my body's way of kicking me for being dumb with dumb emotional wheat eating. it'll take a while to settle down.

and impatient me being all indignant, i've been cutting down on wheat for 5 whole minutes! you shouldn't be doing this anymore! calm your tits and work like i want you to!

and then i think about what i ate today and it's another ah shit moment. 1.5 medium potatoes. a tomato. a bowl of jello. and it's been so long that i counted carbs that i don't remember how many that equals to and i really need to track what i eat because my memory is so fuzzy

but i slept for many many hours, but i was sleepy after i woke up. is it magnesium? is it caffeine reduction? am i bored?

i don't know

beautiful
yeah you are

Baby if you time travel back far enough you can avoid that work because the dust won't be there. You're too pretty to be working that hard.

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because perfume of the day is the britney spears cotton candy one. damn i smell good. and preteen-y.

i'm huuuunnnnngryyyyyyyyyyyyy but food won't be ready for another hour. i ate all my boiled eggs and did not get around to boiling more.

cookie's newly exposed under coat is pure cotton. i will never get his butt tangles detangled. he is going to receive some unsightly sheared areas but the drafts he will feel should make up for it. he looks strangely.. elongated with short hair.

breakfast was gluten free meaty spaghetti and some cheddar slices. supper will be a mess of fried meaty cabbage.

lipstick today was bright, and i felt fancy.

beautiful
yeah you are

Baby if you time travel back far enough you can avoid that work because the dust won't be there. You're too pretty to be working that hard.

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so the last time i tried making fake bread that didn't taste like flavored omelet, it tasted like whipped egg whites

if you don't know what whipped egg whites taste like, how have you lived?!

i've never tried making oopsie rolls though. so oopsie rolls are my next experiment. i'm slightly concerned though, as many of the recipes have 'flavorful' and 'great tasting' in the title/description. those involve dumping a load of spices in this mix which makes me wonder if these will suck plain.

the recipes also call for low fat cream cheese. low fat tastes like jiggly chemicals to me, so i got regular.

and yes, i'm still stuck on sandwichy food. i will probably forever be stuck on them.

i woke up after about 6 hours and couldn't go back to sleep. my brain was/is wide awake, my body.. however.. is not.

my new go-to natural, every day makeup look

beautiful
yeah you are

Baby if you time travel back far enough you can avoid that work because the dust won't be there. You're too pretty to be working that hard.