its ben bad night an i cant stop shakin. wish could say abuse is n the past but i would b lyin. y at my age is this still hapenin? y do i let him do what he does? i no he would hurt me but he hurts me neway. y do i freeze an y cant i make this stop. this isnt me but its to much of me. takes to much an kilin me. when will this end

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