Sunday, November 28, 2010

so maybe all of you had noticed that i had begun my new semester few days ago. it was a very tiring week for me though. i never expect to receive some tasks and works regarding the assignments! this is just the first week, and we all already got our assignments that shall be completed in few weeks! what the..haha. some of us maybe flabbergasted, but for me, this is just too much. haha. we never expect things like this will happen in the first week of our very new semester. all i was thinking was some ice breaking with the new lecturers, or a few classes might be cancelled due to some reasons. to get the assignments is last thing i've ever thought in my mind. but, what should i say, the new semester is more challenging compared to the previous one. i gotta take it, or leave it (who would ever just leave their assignments behind? u'll fail later!).

so here is the list of subjects that i'm gonna learn this semester:

bel 332 ( english for pre degree law I) - madam puspa

bel 342 (english for pre degree law II) - sir harcharan singh

mtc 037 ( intro to law II) - madam atifah

mtc 039 ( intro to social psychology) - madam fazlin

mtc 087 ( intro to law III) - madam nazida

mtc 088 (contemporary global issue, lecture) - madam rafidah

mtc 088 ( contemporary global issue, tutorial) - madam nurul huda

mtc 099 ( economic issue and problems) - madam jan ng

for this semester, some lecturers from the last semester are still continue to teach us ( madam puspa, madam fazlin, madam atifah). this is a good news for us as we don't have to be worried about not knowing the lecturers. all of us known them very well on how they teach us and conduct in giving the carry marks for the subject. it's a bonus for us (yeay!).

and for the another five lecturers that we never see or know how they teach their students before, here it comes the new challenge for us. some might be excited, some might be scared. HAHA (i don't why i type the haha with the capslock on). for me, this might be right time for our class to get know with other lecturers. if we keep getting the same lecturers for every semester, it will make our learning sessions become bored (sorry, but no offence). and i hate to be struck by boredom. it's like another hurdles that avoid me to from being focus and get a better result.but personally,i missed sir helmi's classes so much and i'm so sad that he's not gonna teach our class this semester.i envy the other class that got him teaching them.though he's so sarcastic,but that's the way i like him. haha. ("i'm a legend"

nevertheless, getting new lecturers also mean that the business is risky. like i said before, we all don't know how the lecturers behave and either the gossips are true or not (students love to gossip about their lecturers! don't be shocked about that). but honestly, i'm keen to see how madam nazida gonna teach us later. are the gossips that we've been heard before are true? or it's just a dud? (some students bruit false gossips).

well, gotta go now. get some shower and perform the maghrib prayers. after that, i'm (reluctantly) going to finish the homework that sir harcharan gave to us. ( OMG, i'm so stressed!)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

i think it's not too late for me to wish a very happy eid adha to all muslims in the world. thinking that maybe some of you have spare their time to visit the relatives and friends on this lovely day. but to me, myself, it doesn't come up in my mind to celebrate this festive like others do. slaughter the cow and goat, or something bigger like the camel. having fun together cutting the meat into pieces. reminisce the old times. that is so not me this year. i don't know why. but maybe for some reasons, it affects me to behave that way.

reason 1: no one is coming back to kelantan this year. abg long and abg ja celebrate raya haji at their wives' village. our house is quite boring and quiet. there's only five of us in the house.mom just prepare some rendang and pulut kuning. at least there's something for us to eat before went back to the village.

reason 2: mom and dad is not doing the korban this year. it's clearly because we're going back to shah alam tomorrow (a day after the raya) and the time will be really short.

so,i guess, i'm hoping for a better raya haji next year. the more, the merrier, right?

yeah, so i'm like sort of going back to uitm this saturday. and we will start our journey tomorrow. did i say we? well, yeah. my parents and my brother. they are sending me back cause i brought so many things back home. haha.

so, tonight will be the last night for me to be here. at my lovely room. to feel the last damn cold room. haha. i'll miss the tv. i'll miss my mom's food. i'll miss my little kittens. i'll miss my time being a full time couch potatoes. haha. but the one that i'll miss the most is my family (aww!). i love them so much. no matter what. cause they're the only thing that belong with me. the priceless family. love you, mom and dad. and yeah, big brothers. though sometimes you asked me to do your laundries. haha.

i had pack some of the things. clothes especially. the're A LOT. haha. tomorrow will be our long journey. need to get some sleep now. night people. :)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

i would like to wish a very happy 55th birthday to you. hope that Allah will bless you with everything that you've done. i wish that you will always in the pink of health and stay strong, like a superwoman. haha. getting older doesn't render you to became weaker. you're getting stronger. 55 is just a number. you still look fabulous, ibu.

be tough, be beautiful. you know that i didn't know how to show my love and affection to you, but trust me ibu, i love u and i'll always will do.

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathingJust praying to a god that I don't believe inCos I got time while she got freedomCos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worstShe finally met a man that's gonna put her 1stWhile I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleepingCos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always youWhat am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your okI'm falling to piecesI'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reasonBut not wise words gonna stop the bleedingCos she's moved on while I'm still grievingCos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always youWhat am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your okI'm falling to piecesI'm falling to pieces(One still in love while the other ones leavingCos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the painYou took your suitcase, I took the blame.Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remainsCos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathingJust praying to a god that I don't believe inCos I got time while she got freedomCos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always youWhat am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your okI'm falling to piecesI'm falling to pieces(One still in love while the other ones leavingCos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)