Not another crap

Thursday, December 06, 2012

I am always envious of those who chase and live their dreams. They inspire me. They make it look so easy that I want to chase and live mine too. But life has its way of getting in my way and the journey seems a lot harder that I thought it would be. But I am still trying though, I might set it back for a while, or delay it a bit but I really hope to get there someday.

Monday, December 03, 2012

I think taking portrait shots is a very
personal experience. You need to love the subject, even for a moment, in
order to see and bring out the best out of the person. You need to make
them feel that emotion. Give all the attention they (subject) needed.
If the subject and the photographer connect that’s where the magic
starts – that’s when you get the shot.

Thursday, May 03, 2012

When I look into your eyesIt's like watching the night skyOr a beautiful sunriseThere's so much they holdAnd just like them old starsI see that you've come so farTo be right where you areHow old is your soul?

I won't give up on usEven if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my loveI'm still looking up

And when you're needing your spaceTo do some navigatingI'll be here patiently waitingTo see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burnSome even fall to the earthWe've got a lot to learnGod knows we're worth itNo, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easilyI'm here to stay and make the difference that I can makeOur differences they do a lot to teach us how to useThe tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stakeAnd in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intendFor us to work we didn't break, we didn't burnWe had to learn how to bend without the world caving inI had to learn what I've got, and what I'm notAnd who I am

I won't give up on usEven if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my loveI'm still looking upStill looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)God knows I'm tough, he knows (I am tough, I am loved)We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on usEven if the skies get roughI'm giving you all my loveI'm still looking up

OoooohCan you feel me when I think about you?With every breath I takeEvery minute, no matter what I doMy world is an empty place

Like I've been wondering the desertFor a thousand daysDon't know if it's a mirageBut I always see your face, baby

I'm missing you so muchCan't help it, I'm in loveA day without you is like a year without rainI need you by my sideDon't know how I'll surviveA day without you is like a year without rainOoh, woooaaahh woaahh

It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet(Won't you save me)There's gonna be a monsoonWhen you get back to meOh, baby

I'm missing you so muchCan't help it, I'm in loveA day without you is like a year without rainI need you by my sideDon't know how I'll surviveA day without you is like a year without rainOoh, woooaaahh woaahh

So let this drought come to an endAnd make this desert flower againI'm so glad you found meStick around meBaby, baby, baby, ohIt's a world of wonder with you in my lifeSo hurry, babyDon't waste no more timeAnd I need you here can't explainBut day without you is like a year without rainOoh

I'm missing you so muchCan't help it, I'm in loveA day without you is like a year without rainI need you by my sideDon't know how I'll surviveA day without you is like a year without rainOoh, woooaaahh woaahh

If anyone asks,I'll tell them we both just moved onWhen people all stareI'll pretend that I don't hear them talkWhenever I see you,I'll swallow my prideand bite my tonguePretend I'm okay with it allAct like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?Can I open my eyes?Is this as hard as it gets?Is this what it feels like to really cry?Cry

If anyone asks,I'll tell them we just grew apartYeah what do I careIf they believe me or notWhenever I feelYour memory is breaking my heartI'll pretend I'm okay with it allAct like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?Can I open my eyes?Is this as hard as it gets?Is this what it feels like to really cry?Cry

I'm talking in circlesI'm lying, they know itWhy won't this just all go away

Is it over yet?Can I open my eyes?Is this as hard as it gets?Is this what it feels like to really cry?CryCry

Sunday, April 29, 2012

now and then i think of when we were together
like when you said you felt so happy you could die
i told myself that you were right for me
but felt so lonely in your company
but that was love and it's an ache i still remember

you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
like resignation to the end
always the end
so when we found that we could not make sense
well you said that we would still be friends
but i'll admit that i was glad that it was over

but you didn't have to cut me off
make out like it never happened
and that we were nothing
and i don't even need your love
but you treat me like a stranger
and that feels so rough
no you didn't have to stoop so low
have your friends collect your records
and then change your number
i guess that i don't need that though
now you're just somebody that i used to know
now you're just somebody that i used to know
now you're just somebody that i used to know

now and then i think of all the times you screwed me over
but had me believing it was always something that i'd done
but i don't wanna live that way
reading into every word you say
you said that you could let it go
and i wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

but you didn't have to cut me off
make out like it never happened
and that we were nothing
and i don't even need your love
but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
no you didn't have to stoop so low
have your friends collect your records
and then change your number
i guess that i don't need that though
now you're just somebody that i used to know

somebody
i used to know
now you're just somebody that i used to know
somebody
i used to know
now you're just somebody that i used to know
i used to know
that i used to know
i used to know
somebody

Friday, April 20, 2012

The heart breaks into million pieces.
Then the million pieces are breaking again a million times more.
The pieces of once a heart settles like dust in the open air.
The wind can’t carry the sorrow the heart carries.
The tides too can’t wash the longing the heart bears.
The rising and setting of the sun will neither help nor the ever-changing seasons.
The heart knows all too well what has been never will be again.