Narcosis Lyrics

Submit to the numbness of narcotic sleep
It dulls my eyes and dilates under the expanse of grey skies

The dark comes to surface
In my dreams the world burns
Falling like prisms
Turned numb to the pain

Like the father spit on me
Tell me how worthless I am

As daylight filters leaves
She wept so many tears for me
Of desperation

Forgive me father
Forsaken have been left to die

The walking dead surround me
The hubris of our shame
Sleepwalkers and the lemmings of modern day

...and I’m sorry I always pushed you away
Please let me go

Cradled in its grip and a gun up to my head
Stomach aches
Skin is white
I’m always back for more

You wanted to live
Time lapsed while I couldn’t breathe
Inspiration has died
(You cannot open my eyes)
Nothing makes me feel alive
(For years of the torment left covered in shame)
Time lapsed while I couldn’t breathe
(Cut from your pride, born from your pain)
As we slowly fade away
In the end your all buried to me

If calloused hearts collide
Could I re-open the wounds left scarred?
To let those emotions bleed
Of the ghost that’s left of me

You wanted to live
Time lapsed while I couldn’t breathe
Inspiration has died
Nothing makes me feel alive
Time lapsed while I couldn’t breathe
For the years of the torment left covered in shame
You’re all buried to me