Is it wrong for me to be a homosexual incel who likes pedophilic adult anime?!

I am a homosexual Chinese illegal immigrant who is currently hiding in Singapore. I can be called at +6598945012

I am depressed because I am pushing 40 but I am still a pathetic virgin who also happens to be gay and who also happens to enjoy anime and manga, specifically pornographic anime featuring small boys. Boku no Pico is my all-time favourite anime.