So it all started with a lump under my jaw. Went to the drop in and advised to make an emergency app with GP.

Various bloods, chest x-ray, ultrasound, referal to endochronologist and referral for a biopsy.

My symptoms are - extreme fatigue

- hair loss

-yellow finger nails

- palpatations

-excessive sweating

-weight loss

-migranes

-leg pain

-very dry skin

- night sweats

The findings of the tests are - low t4 ( they went back and found I have had low t4 since 2013 but was never treated,doc seemed concerned by this)

- high TSH

-high antibodies

- enlarged lymph nodes

-enlarged thyroid gland

- abnormal thyroid tissue

- clear chest x-ray

The doctor gave me levothyroxin but this caused my lips to turn blue!

So I guess my question is does anyone have ANY idea whats going on with me? I'm so confused and I have 3 children and I'm struggling to cope with the symptoms and stress of not having a clue what is wrong. GP said he doesn't know because I'm showing signs of hypo and hyper? Is that even possible?

Any advice is really appreciated.

Also I have just had an app come through for ENT, will this be my biopsy?

Thankyou so much in advance and I'm sorry if this post isn't relevant.

I'm sorry you are feeling so unwell and of course its a worrying time. Thyroid conditions are generally very treatable and worrying won't help but of course that's easy for me to say.

You will need to have all the investigations done to get a proper diagnosis and find out what the problem is.

Keep a copy of all your blood test results and ask the hospital for copies of any results of tests they do so you can keep track of things. There is often a lack of continuity between hospital and GP so keeping a record of all results is helpful both for yourself and informing various doctors of what tests you've had done.

I have registered with patient access so I have all results available to hand.

Any idea if my ENT appointment will be for the biopsy?

I'm trying to keep calm but new GP (I have just transferred to this surgery) personally rang ENT dept and endo while I was there because he said he was concerned that I haven't had treatments for 4 years despite bloods showing thyroid problems every time ive had a blood test and my appointment was through within days so although I am pleased things are moving quickly I'm worried by the urgency.

I just want a clue of what it may be so I can stop my mind racing, and was wondering if anyone has suffered similar symptoms. But your right I should try to keep calm and let them do their investigations.

If you have high antibodies, then that means you have Hashimoto's Thyroiditis - aka Autoimmune Thyroiditis - so, yes, it is possible to have symptoms of both hypo and hyper. However, be very careful when talking about symptoms to doctors, because they just have no idea! A lot of what they think are hyper symptoms, are in fact symptoms of both high and low thyroid. There is no sharp dividing line between the two sets of symptoms, they cross over a lot.

What happens with Hashi's, is that your immune system is slowly destroying your thyroid a few cells at a time. After an attack, the antibodies move in to clean up the mess, and that is when they are highest. And, as they die off, the cells dump all their thyroid hormone into the blood stream, so levels of FT4 and FT3 can swing wildly. And doctors have no idea about that, either! They usually accuse the patient of 'abusing their meds', and drastically slash the dose. It would be funny, if it didn't have such serious consequences for the patient! So, be aware of what can happen. The high levels are only temporary, and drop as the extra hormone is used up/excreted, and you go back to being hypo. But, in between times, levels can swing a bit.

The best way to keep things stable, is to take enough thyroid hormone replacement (levo) to suppress your TSH and keep it suppressed. This normally freaks out doctors, but you have to be firm. It won't do you any harm.

How much levo did your doctor put you on? Lips turning blue could be a reaction to the fillers in the tablet. It's not a response I've ever hear of before, but I doubt it's anything to do with the hormone content (T4). Ask your pharmacist to change the brand of levo you're taking.

You clearly have a good knowledge of the subject and from what you have explained it would make sense why my symptoms are irratic.

I was put on 50mg of levo and was only on it 2 days ( not long enough to cause effects I would think) and was told to stop taking it because of my lips, so they cant blame my results on meds because ive never had any.

But what you have mentioned about hashimotos destroying the thyroid would that be why the tissue is abnormal and its enlarged? and could it be the cause of the swollen lymph nodes?

Yes, the Hashi's would indeed be why the thyroid tissue is abnormal and enlarged. But, I don't know about the swollen lymph nodes.

Did they just tell you to stop taking the levo, without any suggestion of anything else you could try? If so, very remiss of them! You are going to need something soon. As I said, ask to try another brand.

Yes gp just told me to stop taking them, I have an appointment this week with the doctor after I have a 24hr ecg fitted, so I will mention different brands and make sure I'm on something soon because these symptoms are unbearable.

I will take a look at the links and introduce and eliminate things where needed and hopefully this helps! I'm so glad I'm here I feel like I'm getting knowledge on self help aswell as medical advice and I'm having a much better understanding of whats going on.

Is the lump like a broad bean size slightly to one side under your chin?

If so that's a saliva gland. It can swell up with Hashimoto's (mine's still swells up even now!)

But they should scan thyroid too. Hashimoto's can just turn whole thyroid granular in appearance or you can get a few nodules too

Feeling hyper and hypo at same time is typical, especially early on.

Getting on to steady dose of Levothyroxine to bring a TSH down, improving low vitamins (assuming they are low) and pretty likely strictly gluten free diet will help too

Hashimoto's is as much gut related as thyroid.

Levothyroxine has to be introduced slowly, retesting after 6-8 weeks on each dose. Increase in 25mcg steps maximum, this continues over many months until TSH is around one and FT4 towards top of range

All thyroid tests should be done as early as possible in morning and fasting and don't take Levo in the 24 hours prior to test, delay and take straight after. This gives highest TSH, lowest FT4 and most consistent results