I am desperate for love, I think it is difficult for me to find true love, because I don't love myself, have grown up in very unhealthy abusive alcoholic back ground. Have always taken care of others and never learned to care for myself. I have simply been surviving.&nbsp...

honestly...im desperate for love...cause i want to feel wanted...not by friends...not by family...but by a lover...im tired of being the one who is in a one sided relationship...i want the girl to come up to me and say baby...i love you with all of my heart randomly...i want love...