rolling ear to ear and back again

Frankly

It’s just a poke after all. He didn’t even request to be connected again or message me or anything since winter. Which I still think he shouldn’t have done. No way would I have let him stay in my house after last time.

But I want him to leave my life entirely. It bothers me, and it’s never bothered me before, that he knows where I live. I don’t think he’d do anything dangerous or rash or anything, but I just don’t want to see him. I don’t like that he could come see me and I couldn’t do anything about it.

I’m glad he moved. I’m glad in a few days I’ll only be living at my house for part of the week.

I want to tell someone but I don’t even know what I’d say. No one reads this really, and then I won’t have to figure out how to explain myself somehow.

Hey. We’re not friends. I blocked you. Don’t talk to me again. I want to forget you exist. Not out of anger or spite, I just want to. If you ever liked or respected me at all, do the same for me.