I actually felt better today, then something weird happened and the day quickly went to hell! I was already irritated by some phantom mold or mildew source in the apartment. I suspect that is what is aggravating my migraines. Today, as I was getting ready to do my card draw, I thought I should have a cup of coffee first. So, I pulled a mug from the cupboard. It had a lid on it, but loosely. I pulled off the lid and a blast of stink hit my face. The cup had been put away, with coffee in it, by accident, under the assumption it was clean. The cup was halfway full and it was all mold spores, but no liquid was left so it must have been there a while. I got a pretty big whiff.

Headache came on almost immediately. I decided to go ahead and pull a card before it got too bad. I drew this one, from The Triple Goddess Tarot

The problem is, it has been a long time since I used this deck and the book is in storage. Lerner only has definitions for the Major Arcana online and while I had some general intuitions based on the imagery, the pounding in my head was interfering quickly. Because I do stupid things when I have migraines, I found an ebook company online that appeared to have the text. They had a free trial membership and I thought, what the heck, I'll check it out. I couldn't find any scam alerts on the site.

Part of the way through the process, I changed my mind. I had entered my card number, but had not confirmed. Evidently, they captured it. It's one of those damn things where to cancel, you have to call M-F. Tomorrow's a holiday. And, it was a total catfish. Once my membership was confirmed they did not actually have the book I wanted to read.

So, I was going to say, without knowing who this card represents, something about freedom, energy and being joyful but then I started to throw up and that's where I have been all day: migraine and puke land. And I am still breathing phantom mold so I am not optimistic about tomorrow.

I am going to be a little sarcastic and say this card was telling me, don't be a silly, impulsive dolphin dammit!