Some widgets have options that are only available when you get Core Membership.

We've split the page into zones!

Certain widgets can only be added to certain zones.

"Why," you ask? Because we want profile pages to have freedom of customization, but also to have some consistency. This way, when anyone visits a deviant, they know they can always find the art in the top left, and personal info in the top right.

That old t.v. show The Prisoner, they had it right. A man is his own warden, he builds his own walls, forges the bars that hold him back. He can convince himself there's nothing he can do, no place he can go, no one...who will love him.

People look at me and see the above-average. Smart, capable, etc etc etc. But I don't let them see the chaos. I open up to someone and they're consoling, happy even. At first. But over time they start to see me as a freak.

Why? they ask. What can I tell you? I don't want to be like this, but I am.

But you can change. they say. Of course I can, and I do. But I don't know what I'm supposed to change into.

Oh. Neither do I.

And things usually go down hill from there.

I travel so much, read so much, *do* so much, and it no longer brings me joy. I'm so alone sometimes it hurts. What's the true Path? How do I fix myself? I'm probably just saying this because I'm depressed, but lord it's so hard to figure out what to do sometimes.

Guess I'm a little behind in responses. I was aspiring to be a comic book artist, but all the backgrounds just didn't excite me. I was really passionate about the figure, so sculpture help to focus on subject. An article in Wizard magazine that highlighted Randy Bowen also help launch my journey.