Tuesday, April 19, 2016

Where to begin? As you can see there are some changes on the blog (thanks to my best friend, thank you sis yet again, you're amazing :*) :) This blog is like my baby, I love clothes and creating outfits, I love to pose for photos showing my beautiful city in the pictures at the same time with the help of many photographers that I've had an opportunity to collaborate with. And one in particular, Piotr, thank you so much for all the work you've done! :)

What can I say? It helps so much to have something that distracts you from your everyday issues and I have some of those ;) But I just continue fighting to lead a normal life which is hard for me due to growing up in a dysfunctional home...

Sometimes I think I'm just a walking paradox because I love my life so much and on the other hand I'm so effing depressed. It's indeed funny to exist in such a weird form as myself, trust me ;) But I like my weirdness anyway. Lol, maybe that's why I look the way I do :P And a lot of people can't actually believe that me, such a smiley person, is coping with depression but well, I am.

However, I hope I'm gonna fight that bitch one day!

It's just like someone once said: "The funniest people are the most depressed."

Monday, April 11, 2016

My beautiful city (of Wrocław, Poland) changes so quickly! This photo shoot took place at this brand new boulevard (and so did the next ;)). A perfect place for spring and summer walks actually. It makes me so sad I'm gonna have to leave it all behind :(

I kinda have no other choice than to move to the other country since the political situation in my own is only getting worse and I also have some family issues. And I want to help my family but I can't do that here. Sad but true. Nevertheless I try to think positive, that maybe change is a good thing but still it doesn't make the whole thing easier. Because it's devastating when you think you found the place you belong and everything just goes to hell in one second.

All I know is I need to be tough no matter what, that's why I'm in therapy. It helps me deal with all that stuff, depression etc. I'm gonna make it, there's no other option :)