Thursday, March 8, 2012

WINTER SHADOWS was just nominated for the 2013 Young Reader’s Choice Award, sponsored by the Pacific Northwest Library Association made up of libraries from Alberta, British Columbia, Idaho, Montana, Washington.

This is a most interesting organization made up of different libraries. In 2009, PNLA celebrated its 100th year. It is "one of the oldest regional library associations in North America and the only one that spans international borders. The history of PNLA is a pioneering story. Started because national conferences were too large and too distance and state associations, at the time, too small or non-existent, PNLA broke up isolation and played a strong and influential role in the development of libraries and library resources in the region."

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

My book, Angels Turn Their Backs, is about a teenage girl,
Addy, who is suffering from panic-anxiety disorder and agoraphobia.

I am very
familiar with this emotional illness as I have suffered from it, as have some members
of my family. There does seem to be a genetic predisposition to it in some families.

Since I wrote Angels Turn Their Backs, I have heard from, and talked to,
many young people who were - and are suffering from this disorder. So I am writing this blog for those brave young people - and for those
who are trying to understand what this illness is about.

Why am I telling you about my own experience with panic/anxiety
and agoraphobia? Because I kept it a secret for a very long time. Because too many who have it, live with it
secretly.

It

is known as “the panic secret.”

We don’t keep many physical illnesses a secret anymore, but
emotional or mental suffering still has many stigmas attached to it even in 2012. It’s time to end
that.

For many years, agoraphobia was described as being
a fear of public places.

But, in fact, it is often the off-shoot of
anxiety/panic disorder. Panic/anxiety,
leading to agoraphobia, often begins in adolescence and the early teen years,
but can occur at any age. I was in my mid-twenties when panic attacks went into full gear for me, but I had always been a very anxious child and teen. More girls/women than boys/men seem to suffer from
it.

Often the real underlying causes of this emotional
illness become so mixed-up and confused,
that all that remains in the person’s mind is the fear of having another
panic attack. All they want is for the panic attacks to go away.

Sufferers might tell their parents and a few close
family members about these fearful panic attacks, but they usually don’t discuss it with co-workers, school teachers,
or most of their friends; generally, because of the shame and embarrassment associated
with it – but also because mental/emotional illnesses still
have social shame attached to them – and some people still tend to judge those who have this problem in a
negative way.

Even when young people tell their parents, or if adults tell their spouses or partners, they don’t
always get the understanding and support they need right away. The problem is, often
there appears to be “no reason” for the panic attacks to occur. They can begin
after certain traumatic events, of course, but just as often, panic attacks seem to come
out of nowhere – and the severe anxiety isn’t directed towards anything – it is just
THERE.

So if you can’t explain why you are having
panic/anxiety to those closest to you, they may dismiss it (in their own
worries about you) and claim you just “acting out”; or they may try to convince you that it will go away if
you would only ignore it ... or that it is not as serious as you think it is.

Nothing is more
disheartening than to try to explain how you feel people to who don’t understand –
especially when you, yourself, don’t understand why it is happening to you!

“Pull up your socks” – an old saying that basically
means, “Stop whining and get on with it!” can often be the first response of
those you confide in. Of course, this only makes the situation more desperate
for you.

Most people close to you will eventually “get it”
and help you to seek help; still others may be very supportive but yet feel
helpless, or perhaps feel a kind of shame, or a belief that no child of theirs is
“mentally ill" - and it may stop some them from seeking medical help for the you for quite a long time.
Especially if they can’t afford professional help. But help is there. This
illness is very treatable.

If you feel you are not getting help from anyone, talk to your family doctor. Not all
doctors are up on this, but you can ask her or him for a referral to a
panic/anxiety clinic or a psychologist. Sometimes there are groups who meet to
talk about this problem. Keep asking your doctor for some kind of help. If
there is a teacher or professional friend you trust, talk to them. They may be able to find you help
through school or work related psychologists. Often hospitals have panic/anxiety clinics you
can contact as well. There are also some helpful books you can read about it available now. (See below)

What does a panic attack feel like?

The symptoms of a panic attack will often be
triggered in a situation where escape is not possible or is difficult. It can
be quite subtle. It may occur simply by going into a classroom, or an office at
work; or as a simple example, -it may happen at a movie where you are stuffed into the middle row. There are many other other places where you may feel locked in and helpless. A panic attack can even occur just by you anticipating an
event like going to school, a concert or a school dance. So often the sufferer stays home to
avoid it.

That is the beginning of agoraphobia.

The panic attack you feel with agoraphobia, is like
any severe panic attack. The symptom/reactions may include intense fear, poundingor racing heart, shaking hands, sweating,
dizziness, fear of throwing up, gulping, finding it hard to breathe, a feeling
of disorientation, and sometimes diarrhea or nausea. You may also feel as if there is a band tightening around your head.

And to repeat, panic attacks that seem relentless might cause you to avoid certain situations where you feel you could be “locked in” socially.

This can lead to avoiding school, or work, and
other social situations– even shopping or
going for a walk alone (in case you faint or run down the street out of control
– which will not happen by the way!). And in severe cases, it becomes
harder and harder to go anywhere at all.

It is no wonder that agoraphobia and panic disorder can lead to depression, another offshoot of the illness.

It might help and reassure you to know there are
many myths that tend to circulate around panic attacks and agoraphobia. It’s VERY
important to understand some of these “myths” when learning about this illness.

Myth 1 - Panic attacks can make you go
“crazy” and lose control of yourself.

Not true. Be
reassured. This will not happen. Even though panic attacks can be very scary,
they will NOT make you go crazy. You may have many frightening thoughts and
weird physical reactions while it’s happening, but you must always remember this.
You are not crazy – and you are not going
crazy. You will not go berserk and embarrass yourself publicly. In fact, most people with
this problem actually become more
controlled, not less, so that even their intimate friends and family don't even
suspect their condition until they are told about it! The
physical symptoms you are feeling are a reaction to the fear you are feeling. With
help, you can learn to ride through them.

Myth
2 - Panic attacks are a sign ofweakness
and a lack of control over your emotions.

Not true. It is not your fault you are having panic
attacks. It is an emotional illness and is recognized as such by all mental
health professionals. Just the words “mental health” scares people. But
mental/emotional illnesses are no different than any other illness.
Like diabetes. There is no known cause of panic disorder. It seems that often a
series of triggers are involved. But you CAN learn to live with it,
control it.Most people do get well again. Once you understand this,
it will help you to come to terms with it by learning to recognize that this is
an illness that can be helped – once you learn to understand it and control it with
guidance from a skilled councillor.

Myth
3 - Panic attacks are destroying you health and body

People
with panic attacks believe very strongly that the "attacks" they are experiencing mean that
something physically harmful is happening to them.

There are many
frightening symptoms that can occur while having a panic attack. As I say
above, these can include an accelerated heart rate, trembling, shaking and
sweating. Not being able to take a deep breath, called shortness of breath, is
also very common. It can sometimes make you feel lightheaded and nauseated. You
may get a headache also. None of these things are life-threatening,
according to the experts. And I know this to be true from experience. Many people who have panic attacks are sure
that the shortness of breath will make them faint. But it is extremely rare.

Myth 4:I will never get
over the panic attacks. There is no help for panic disorder.

This is a highly treatable illness. With the right treatment, you will be
able to learn to control your panic. It is very possible to effectively manage your symptoms through
one or more treatment option. But you need to get expert help. However,
sometimes just knowing you’re not alone – that many people have this problem -
and that you are not going crazy will help a LOT!

Myth 5 - If I use self-medications like alcohol or the illegal drugs,
the panic may go away.

This is absolutely
not true. This is referred to as “maladaptive” behaviours which can cause many
more problems in your life. Things like alcohol may mask the fear for a few
hours, but when the effects of the alcohol wear off your panic attacks may come
back three-fold. And you’ll need more and more alcohol and then your life and
health truly will be threatened. The same goes for illegal or recreational drugs. Your doctor
may give you anti-anxiety medication,just
while you are coming to grips with the illness, but eventually many people with
panic-anxiety disorder learn to get along without any chemical help at all.

You are not
alone. My character Addy realizes this eventually. You will, too. But life is
not a fiction story, is it? Life is something that is very tough and frightening at times. But you will
get better with the right help. Knowing I was not alone – that others had these
same feelings - was a huge help for me. I hope this has helped you understand a
bit more what this illness you are suffering from is all about.

You will get
you life back!

Angels Turn Their Backs is recommended reading in the book below:

This book is aimed at parents:

REVIEWSSome reviews:"Problems with anxiety can change the life course for many teenage children. Yet
good and unbiased information is almost nonexistent. This book is written by two
authors who are armed with a wealth of scientific information, extensive
experience, and empathic understanding. Dr. Foa and Ms. Andrews provide a vital
resource for parents of anxious teenagers. The language is clear and
straightforward and the information is accurate and up-to-date. It is a book
that every parent with an anxious teenager must have."--Ronald M. Rapee, Ph.D.,
Director, Macquarie University Anxiety Research Unit, and Author of Helping
Your Anxious Child: A Step by Step Guide for Parents

"An essential read, this book is a clear, concise, comprehensive
resource for parents of children experiencing problems with anxiety."--Louis
Harkins, Founder and Administrator of the OCD and Parenting List

"Easy-to-read, an invaluable resource for parents and professionals
alike. This volume can greatly assist parents as well as professionals to more
effectively identify and help adolescents who are suffering. I would highly
recommend it to parents as well as professional colleagues." --Esther Deblinger,
Ph.D., New Jersey CARES Institute, University of Medicine & Dentistry of NJ,
School of Osteopathic Medicine

"Each disorder is accompanied by a definition, contributing factors,
treatment information, and case studies. Quotes, helpful tips from parents, and
sidebars appear throughout the text. This in-depth, logically arranged book also
contains an expanded table of contents, a useful appendix, a glossary, and a
list of resources. An essential addition to public, middle, and high school
libraries."--Library Journal (starred review)

Review

Speaking directly to teens, the authors
walk readers through recognizing anxiety and its effects, both physical and
mental, then deliver recommended therapies, tools, and resources for overcoming
it. First-person, "real-life" vignettes are included in each chapter, which
allow teens to relate to situations in a peer-to-peer fashion. This title
belongs in every middle and high school library and teen resource collection.
--School Library Journal Extra Helping, March 10, 2010

I've just ordered My Anxious Mind and will be reading it soon.

The books above are can be found at Amazon and are also available in regular book form. You can order them from your local bookstores or online.

The one book I relied on as a young adult suffering from panic anxiety was the one written by the wonderful Dr. Claire Weekes, one of the first people to write about how to cope with anxiety and panic disorder.

It was the only book I could find at that time and I was so fortunate to find it in our library. Then I bought it!

You can buy also Claire Weekes books and audio books online at Amazon.

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Library Book Secrets

In my library books, I often find that people have been scribbling and correcting with busy pencils many works of fiction and non-fiction. Some are very indignant and unable to stop themselves from stabbing exclamation marks at the end of their tirade - while others politely pencil-in tiny corrections, just in case you missed them (and to show they have not missed them.)

I especially like it when the noisy scribblers are wrong. The temptation is almost overwhelming to pencil in one's own view of the scribbler's "error", and I have to say I have succumbed - but only a few times. One of my own library secrets!

I should, of course, only write in the margin of my own books - which I also do at times. But they are my books, and I can scribble in them if I want to.

I have found photos, book marks and recently a letter from one acquaintance to another from a distant city, explaining why she hadn't been able to meet the receiver when the receiver was visiting the sender's city. I didn't believe the letter writer's excuse. I wonder if the receiver wrote back? It was such a weak excuse and this writer had clearly not wanted to meet up with her old friend at all.

Just this week, I found a "Checkout receipt" from a library across the city from me. I always read these slips of paper, as many use these paper bits as bookmarks. This list of books I found particularly interesting. Here are the four this library visitor took home.

"Natural Healing : Herbal, Homeopathic" 615.535 HAY

"Rest: Living in Sabbath Simplicity" 623.3 KEN

"Is God a Mathematician?" 510 LIV

"Pride and Prejudice and the Zombies." Graphic Fiction:LEE ...... WHAT??

I had to chuckle when I saw three such inspirational titles, followed by one MOST non-inspirational one, which I have seen floating around the internet and on half-price sales shelves in bookstores. But as I haven't read it, could I be wrong about it not being inspirational? Doubt it! ;-)

I was told by a children's lit prof once, that some of the students in his class, after reading my books, were sure there were ...

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