Don't sleep you know me. You. -- -- you struggle. You struggle. And you know but. I do believe that what doesn't kill you makes you stronger that's been very very tough time professionally but the toughest part of my life but certainly the toughest on my life professionally. -- -- -- could do it today. That aides and appointees. Would. How about personal. Annoyance. And therefore they shut down the biggest bridge -- -- world. When things were first reported -- said this can't possibly be true because who would do something like that. Some times people to inexplicably. Stupid things. And so that's what makes it so hard to -- to it as as the guy in charge. He'd none -- -- made any sense to me and and to some extent still does not.

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