Tere dar par sanam chale aaye Tu na aaya to hum chale aaye

Yep! it’s always been me. I who had come begging crawling back to apologize n make up even wen it was not my fault. Sometimes i was mad at myself for being so weak. I was so humiliating not to stay away as proclaimed in the heat of the fights. I should have been stronger. But back then it didnt matter if my ego was shredded into a million pieces. The only thing that mattered was to be back with him. In retospect i believe i should have been stronger. maybe then we wouldnt have ended the way we did today. Maybe then i wouldnt have been considered inconsequential flimsy whimsical. Maybe…