Tuesday, October 13, 2015

the 7 year itch

As it pertains to relationships, "The 7 Year Itch" implies that after 7
years, there is a decline in happiness and satisfaction.

Colt and I celebrated 7 years on October 10th and I would say that this year has been challenging. It's been the most challenging. Adding our 2nd child into the mix and dealing with the stress (and excitement) of a job change resulted in full plates. For several months last year, we were both running on empty and it was just enough to keep ourselves going, let alone be concerned with the other. We saw the affects of this, worked hard to get over the hump, and are more in love and respect each more than ever before. These are some of the things that were highlighted for me in this past year of marriage, either through the lens of our own marriage or by examining the idea of marriage as a whole.

MARRIAGE IS A TEAM EFFORT

In our philosophy of marriage, there aren't many things that are viewed as "separate." There is no yours and mine. The kids are ours. The house is ours. The money is ours. The decisions are ours.

One of my favorite
things Colt says is, "Hey Team!" as he bursts in the door from work every day. It's an instant reminder that this is not a me against him kind of scenario. It's not about who had the hardest day or who is shouldering the most stress. It's not a competition. I don't have to defend why staying home with our kids full-time is an actual job that requires actual work. He doesn't have to defend why running a company, while exciting and filled with some great opportunities, is hard and holds a lot of responsibility.

When you have husbands and wives who are loving and respecting each other, there's no need to pull
rank or prove worth. No role is more important than the other. We are a team.

MARRIAGE NEEDS (THE RIGHT) COMMUNITY

Most marriages we see in Hollywood are short-lived. A lot of marriages
we see portrayed on our TV screens are boring. (Except for marriages on
Parenthood. That show wins the real life portrayal award.) And beyond
that,
sex in marriage on TV is
portrayed as comical, completely lacking of passion, and possibly even non-existent. It matters who we listen to and who we watch. If you
take your cues from pop culture, you'll probably see your marriage as
mundane and unexciting. If you're surrounded by other couples who are
loving each other fiercely and experiencing the satisfaction that
comes with it, then you'll be encouraged and pushed in your own
relationship.

One of my most favorite moments in our marriage will forever be when we went to California with the Watsons back in February. We had a good, long talk about our marriage. Things were fine, but they could've been better. We weren't okay with okay. This conversation was the perfect example of why community is important when it comes to marriage. We were not designed to be happily married on our own without any help or accountability. That's just asking for problems. They asked us hard questions, we heard each other say things we didn't know the other thought, we apologized, and we talked about what was next. (If you've never talked about the deep parts of your marriage with another couple, I strongly encourage you to do so. We have several couples in our lives in which we can mutually confide in one another. You'd be surprised to know what you find yourself and your spouse expressing in the company of other married folks you love and trust. There's a safety and freedom that comes from that kind of conversation that you sometimes can't get to when it's just the two of you.)

While there is a certain privacy that should be kept between husbands and wives in marriage, there is also plenty of room to invite others in. I would maybe even venture to say that community is not just a good idea, it's a necessity to having a beautiful, functioning, loving marriage.

MARRIAGE IS A CHOICE

I love the easy, perfect times of marriage but those don't come without being willing
to fight through the hard, frustrating times. Difficult things get thrown your way, but the bottom line is that marriage is a choice and love is a choice. (This is not an
anti-divorce statement. There are plenty of circumstances when that is
the best thing for all involved.) You either push through or you give
up. You either choose to love someone else or you choose to love your
spouse. I know that's not popular in our "do what you feel and do what
comes natural" society, but it's the truth.

MARRIAGE IS HARD WORK

We are surrounded by convenience in our world. Sometimes I think we let that bleed over into relationships. If this relationship is hard work, then maybe it's not meant to be or maybe I just shouldn't be a part of it anymore. But anything great and rewarding in life requires a fight. Our marriages are worth fighting for.

MARRIAGE IS KIND OF A BIG DEAL

Okay, actually marriage is one of THE biggest deals. When I think about important decisions, I think about
choosing to follow Christ first and then I think about marrying Colt. You do not want to mess this "who am I supposed to marry?" deal up. You do not
want to marry someone because everyone else is doing it or because it
seems like the next step or because you think it will fix your
problems. Those are really bad reasons for getting married. I promise
you - the heartache of calling off a wedding, sending back presents,
and explaining what happened does not compare to the heartache of a failed
marriage.

I knew at 22 when I married Colt that he was my person. I knew with my whole heart that God was in it and that I would never find anyone else like Colt, and I didn't want to! But now, I know all of that even more. I can't imagine a better partner and I'm so thankful for Spirit's guidance and the support/encouragement from my friends and family back then. They affirmed my decision over and over. If you don't consider it a big deal when you tie the knot, then it will become an even bigger deal years later. We must choose wisely.

MARRIAGE NEEDS A CENTER

I've got quite a guy. A man who is the president of Walrus Audio and
works hard at what he does. A man who is a youth pastor on the side at
our church and cares for those students deeply. A man who comes in the
door from work, ready to change the poopy diaper that I haven't had a
free second to change, ready to keep an eye on the boiling noodles on
the stove, ready to wrestle with kids on the couch, ready to hear about
my day and encourage me.

Of course, to me, he's the
best. But I know many of you men out there
who walk alongside some of my best friends in this same way. There's
only one common denominator and that is the Lord. He holds marriages
together. He holds people together. Maybe there's nothing "sexy" about
60 years of marriage, but there is something strong, intense,
passionate, enduring, and refining about it. And that sounds a lot
better to me.

I'll admit, when we got married,
"keeping God as the center of your marriage" seemed like a cute
tagline. A good idea. I didn't necessarily grasp the weight of it, but
I understood it to somehow be important. While I think I will continue
learning what that means in marriage, I will say that in 7 years, it most definitely is crucial in order to have a thriving marriage. Same hobbies? Cool,
but not imperative. Same musical taste? Fun, but not important. Same beliefs in God? Hands down, a must.

Life will fall apart, things will crumble, and sin will try to creep its way into our marriages. And when all of those things happen, it matters where each of us run. It matters that you and your spouse
are on the same page spiritually. Where do you place your happiness? Where do you place your trust? Is it you, your spouse, or God? That makes all the difference.

MARRIAGE IS MY DREAM

Although we are not perfect by any means, I do feel like we've learned and grown a lot in these past 7 years. This year has been the hardest and my most favorite year of
marriage so far. It seems counter-intuitive for something to be the best
and the worst, but with marriage it is true. The more challenges we
overcome together, the closer we grow. The more opportunities we are
faced with to trust in God and only God, the closer we grow.

When I think about my 22 year old self walking down the aisle on October 10, 2008, what I want to say to her is this:

"Wow.
You kind of have no idea what you're doing, but you are making the
absolute best choice. You have no idea the kind of integrity this man
has. You have no idea how many times he will rescue you. You have no
idea how often he will cover you with prayer. You have no idea how painfully honest he will be. You have no idea how
faithful he will be to you and to God. You have no idea the kind of
father he will be. While this version of Colt is still quite the catch, you are marrying just a tiny glimpse of who he will
become. Get excited and be so very grateful."

Colt is my dream. I knew it in 2006 when we started dating and I still know it now. 7 year itch, 7 schmear
schmitch.

2 comments:

Hi, I'm glad I stumbled across your blog today. After reading your 'about me,' I see that we have a few things in common. I am also a follower of God and I play the piano, too. Although here lately, I've been trying to learn the guitar.

I also agree with a lot of your advice about marriage. My husband and I celebrated 6 years this summer and staying happy is definitely a team effort. Hard work... oh yeah. You made so many great points and your hubby sounds like such a wonderful guy. By the way, it was so nice to 'meet' you. I always enjoy coming across fellow bloggers, especially other Christians.

This was beautiful Claire. I couldn't agree more and I'm so thankful for Godly marriages. This post humbled me and made me so thankful for my own hubby. They deserve to be celebrated. Godly marriages are so hard to find and such a blessing to see. Thanks for writing!!!