Fantasy, Reality and Rape:
A Journey Through the Dark Side of the ASSTR

Although most erotica publishers, online or off, make it clear that
all sex must be consensual, there are a number of women's erotica
sites out there that have sections devoted to rape fantasies.
These sections are not as large as they might have been thirty or
forty years ago and some of the content isn't what you'd expect, but
there are enough stories of women being forced to have sex against
their will so that some male readers have come up puzzled. "If
this is what women are fantasizing about," they ask, "how
can we believe that they really don't want to be raped?"

To a woman, especially one who has been the victim of sexual
violence, this question is absurd. Rape fantasies are miles away
from real rape, which actually has very little to do with sex at all.
Rape is a crime of power, the asserting of dominance over someone
smaller and weaker, the behavior of a baboon who is trying to batter
his way to the top of the pecking order or keep his place at whatever
height he's managed to achieve. Rapist don't care about the
damage they inflict on their victims because rape isn't about
pleasure, at least not for the recipient. It's about doing
exactly that damage and there's nothing about it that women find
erotic or appealing.

So what are rape fantasies about then? Mostly, they're a sort
of mental short-hand that allows a woman to explore options that
aren't normally open to her, either sex of a kind she can't or thinks
she shouldn't indulge in or sex with someone who is off-limits in real
life. The infamous rape scenes in older romance novels were a
way of letting the heroine be the kind of bad girl the genre didn't
allow her to be, and to let the reader enjoy a sex scene without
guilt. Alternatively, rape fantasies can be a way for victims of
rape and sexual abuse to regain control over what happened to them.
Either way, it's not about being the victim of a violent crime or even
a date with an inflated sense of sexual entitlement. In real
life, women do not want to be forced to have sex they don't want.
No means no means no.

To me, this all seems logical and obvious, but I've heard the above
question from enough men over the years so that I thought it was worth
looking into. After all, enough women are raped so that most men have
to be acquainted with a rape victim or at least familiar enough with
the after-effects to have some idea of how devastating the crime is.
How could they possibly think that rape fantasies were related to real
rape at all?

Luckily for me, porn doesn't have the same restrictions that
erotica does and as a result, rape-related smut has proliferated on
the internet. It's everywhere, and every possible variation on
rape has its own website, including so-called rape webcams, where
"real" rapists are recorded with "real" victims.
The fine print is well-hidden and usually indicates pretty clearly
that this is all acting, but the idea seems to be wildly popular.

The written stories are just as grim. Rapes of celebrities,
virgin brides, girls next door and even pre-pubescent children clutter
the alt.sex.stories text repository [ASSTR], and most of the emphasis is on
the physical or emotional suffering of the victim. Either they
just plain hate the whole thing, or they respond physically and hate
themselves for it. Every once in a while, the victim
"awakens" sexually and falls in love with the rapist, but
most of the time, the idea is to inflict maximum misery on the hapless
women involved, and that's when it hit me. Men often do not
understand the difference between real rape and fantasy rape for
women, because their rape fantasies match up pretty closely with
reality.

The implications are disturbing, especially to someone who has done
even a superficial study of military history. The invasion of
Eastern Germany by the Russians, the systematic rape by the Serbian
forces in the Balkans and events in Rwanda and Darfur all indicate
that the average Joe has the potential, if the circumstances are just
right, to commit rape.

However, the explosion of internet rape fantasies is corresponding
with a decrease in actual rape rates, and although rape is still
underreported, there's no reason to believe that that problem is
getting worse. There is even some grounds to believe that the
correlation isn't coincidence. Other countries, including
Denmark, Germany and Japan, have found that liberalizing the more
offensive forms of porn either had no effect on sexual crime or
decreased it. So what on earth is going on here?

I wasn't willing to pay to join the pictorial sites. I've got
far better uses for $14.95. The alt.sex.stories text repository,
on the other hand, is free and easily perused, and I found some
interesting similarities in the fantasies. The stories revolved
around a handful of themes, most of which amounted to some form of
frustration with differences in male and female sexual psychology and
expression.

I used to think that it would be fun to be a man for twenty-four
hours, just to see what it's like. I later amended that to say
that I would only do it if I had a guarantee of getting laid, mostly
because few men can be quite sure of that at any given time. I
don't think I can say that the male sex drive is stronger, but
observation has led me to believe that it's more urgent and far less
cautious. Women turn on to a wider variety of stimuli, but seem
less inclined to act on arousal alone, and while restraint is strongly
encouraged in women, it's opposite is supposedly a mark of
masculinity. Men also tend operate under the perception of a
perpetual sexual deficit. No matter how much they're getting,
few men ever think they're getting enough and when you add to that the
fact that modern rape laws give women the absolute right of refusal,
there's a lot of grounds for anger. In fact, there's more than
I've listed here, but I think what I have is enough to start looking
at what male rape fantasies are about.

In many, the victims are women who are unobtainable or
inaccessible. Not many virgin brides out there these days and
Hillary Duff is unlikely to sleep with a fifty-year-old plumber from
Iowa. Even the pretty girl next door is often out of reach, if
only because a lot of men find themselves fumbling around in the dark
when trying to impress a woman they're infatuated with.
Fifteen-year-old girls are heartbreakingly beautiful and utterly out
of reach, and small children are free of the guile that women start to
develop out of sheer self-defense as soon as they hit puberty.
No way will the average guy ever manage to have sex with any of these
types except by raping them, so rape them he does, at least in his
head.

Another popular theme is bringing down the bitch. These are
the autocratic women bosses, prick-teases, domineering wives, snobs
and other women who make the lives of the men around them miserable.
Here, rape is a simple matter of establishing dominance in the most
primal and humiliating way possible. Rape puts the bitch in her
place, turns her into a cowering dick receptacle who no longer has
power over the man.

A third approach is the "I will fuck her and she <i>will</i>
have an orgasm, Goddammit!" fantasy. These have their roots
in clash between how society says women should orgasm and how they
actually do. The orgasm-via-penile-thrusting is so enshrined in
our culture that even though most men have now figured out what to do
with their fingers and tongues, there's still this nagging suspicion
that there's a better way if only their dicks were bigger, harder,
faster or more enduring. Since they're not all that, and since
on some level a lot of men seem to think that women are withholding
their orgasms on purpose, this variation of the rape fantasy ends in
earth-shattering female orgasms no matter what mood she's in to start
with or what he does.

So male rape fantasies seem to be an outlet for the frustration
inherent in the fact that men and women think about and engage in sex
differently, and they seem to be based, if not in reality exactly, at
least in something that might be possible if it weren't for the
aforementioned rape laws and the fact that most men try to be decent
guys. Nothing glamorous about being a sex offender. Again,
whatever masturbatory daydreams men have about rape, fewer and fewer
of them are committing the crime itself. Clearly, most of them
can keep their revenge fantasies safely in their heads.

There is a kind of male rape fantasy that is a better match to
women's, and that's the homosexual rape. It's a way of either
experimenting with gay sex without asking close questions about one's
own sexual orientation, or blaming impulses religion and society frown
upon on someone else. It's the same "He made me do
it!" that women have been hiding behind for generations. A
variation on this is the cautionary tale, in which a boy or a man is
supposedly turned gay by a male-on-male rape. In any case, it's
about shifting responsibility for the unacceptable or the frightening,
and it's a very normal part of sexual fantasy.

One would expect, given the increase in sexual freedom for women,
that their rape fantasies would decrease and that seems to be the
case. Rape fantasies are still around and still, under certain
circumstances, very popular, but they're not quite as ubiquitous as
they were. Once a staple of romance novels, rape has been
replaced with consensual sex that is becoming racier almost by the
minute, and the tables, in terms of rape fantasies, look not only like
they're leveling off, but even like they're starting to turn. Women's
fantasies of control and domination are leaving the more ritualized
realm of BDSM and heading into the informal and somewhat loopy world
of the alt.sex.stories text repository. Women, in these
fantasies, call the shots to a degree that would be prosecutable in
real life, terrorizing and humiliating their imaginary lovers into
doing what they probably want their real lovers to do but aren't sure
how to ask without offending. It's women overriding the
supposedly fragile male ego with enough force to make it clear that
men aren't the only ones frustrated by gender difference. Women
get irritated, too, when sex doesn't go their way.

I've said it often enough so that I'm starting to feel like I harp
on it a bit, but I also feel that someone needs to so I'm going to say
it again: sexual fantasies are only dangerous in someone who has an
existing problem with low impulse control. Some of them are
things we'd like to do, but others are things we would never want to
do in real life and still more are physically impossible. I do
not think that men should be held accountable for rape fantasies, no
matter how realistic they are or how brutally they're written or
photographed. I think what we need to worry about is actual
rape, which seems to be becoming somewhat less of a worry, if a no
less traumatic experience. For this, men deserve considerable
credit. Thanks, guys, for being a critical part of changing
attitudes.

As far as rape fantasies are concerned, the point I'd like to make
here is this: Women's sexual daydreams are by no means an indication
that they want to be victims of a violent crime, and if you've ever
secretly imagined being forced to take it in the ass, you know what I
mean.