For those reading this who don't know me or haven't read about my 'case' my name is Barbara Hartwell and I'm a survivor of CIA black ops and mind control programming under the infamous MK Ultra Project. Code name: Black Angel.

There's quite a story behind that code name, one which I have not even begun to tell, perhaps which I will not live to tell. But I'll give you a hint: Some greedy TV executives stole my true story, souped it up, sensationalized it and made it into a series called "Dark Angel".

This was after I had refused the offer of a 'documentary film producer' (really a CIA asset) to make my true story into a movie (fictional, of course). You'd recognize the names of the Hollywood scavengers who wanted to get their hot little hands on my story.

I told the producer (who approached me after one of my lectures at a conference) that I was not interested in having everything I had been through and fought for trivialized, sanitized and sensationalized. He wanted to fly me out to Hollywood to meet with the big-name producers. I was offered a lot of money.

But as God is my witness, if I ever DO get any money from the CIA, it will not be for prostituting myself and selling out my country and fellow patriots. No, if I ever do get the money I have earned through blood, sweat and tears, a fighting spirit and by the grace of God, it will be from damages awarded in a lawsuit against the bastards who used and abused me, stole my childhood and destroyed my life. Fat chance!...no lawyer will touch my case with a ten foot pole.

I broke out of the CIA's operations in 1994 after many years of battling with my handlers and decided to go public with my story in 1996.

Some people have asked me, Is there REALLY life after the CIA ? Something along the lines of asking if there's life after death, I suppose. The answer is a qualified and conditional 'yes'. That is, if you can consider relentless harassment; brutal persecution; isolation, alienation and deprivation; constant surveillance; crippling poverty and debilitating chronic illness to be a 'life'.

But from all indications, it looks as if this 'life' (such as it has been) is about to come to an end. The reason is not hard to fathom: I have been driven into a state of such extreme financial destitution and illness that it now appears there is little hope of recovery. And there is no help in sight, at least not of the type that would make a real difference in saving my life. There is no cavalry riding up over the hills; no knight in shining armor; not even a lone commando to serve as backup in my hour of need.

My adversaries have done anything and everything they thought they could get away with to neutralize me and to stop me from speaking out about the tyranny and atrocities committed by the U.S. government in the name of 'National Security'.

We now have a band of ruthless, tyrannical warmongers in the White House. For those who haven't yet woken up and smelled the coffee, we have a de facto dictatorship. President G.W. Bush does not even RECOGNIZE the Constitution, much less has he kept his sacred oath to DEFEND it against all enemies foreign and domestic, so help him God. And I seriously doubt that God will help him, since he and his cabal of cronies and minions are among the most spiritually and morally bankrupt people in the course of human history. Bush calls himself a Christian. Say what?! A Christian, my ass.....

What is only just now beginning to happen to the average citizen (and so far in a much milder form) since the 911 terrorist attacks and the advent of the USA Patriot Act and Homeland Security, had been happening to me and other survivors of government black operations for many years. Airport searches and seizures. Electronic surveillance. Police check points. Bogus arrests simply for being in the 'wrong place at the wrong time'.

In the past, a targeted individual such as myself, deemed a high profile subversive; loose cannon; rogue operative; dissenter; enemy of the state; threat to National Security; or terrorist (and I have been called all of these things) at least had the dubious protection of knowing that the perpetrators would have to use 'plausible deniability' in their neutralization campaigns. Now, they can harass, persecute and spy on American citizens with impunity. Defenders of the Constitution, or those courageous enough to claim their natural rights bestowed by God are actually deemed 'terrorists' by the powers-that-be. And the tyrants are marching us all into the Twenty First Century New World Order Totalitarian Police State. Or at least they're doing their damnedest.

For those who survive it, simply because they choose to step into line and go along with the program; those who choose NOT to fight for their rights, I say, enjoy it, you'll get exactly what you deserve! But they'll never march me into their Gulag Amerika. I've already been there, done that. Unless I can be free to live on my own terms, to preserve my dignity and human rights, they can best believe they'll never take me alive.

For years before I was finally able to break out, once and for all, of the enslavement of being 'utilized' by CIA under one of the most nefarious operations in the history of the United States, I ran for my life from place to place to place..... just trying to escape the ubiquitous government goons and spooks who surrounded me everywhere I went.

I endured two (2) years of 'house arrest' in motels from 1995-1997, after being driven out of one home after another in different states, by the machinations of the perpetrators. Several attempts were made on my life through poisonings, arranged car 'accidents' and assaults with so-called 'non lethal' weapons. Needless to say, I survived them all, but there has never been a time when I could really say that my life was not at serious risk, particularly after I decided to go public with my case.

It took me six (6) years of hard work and numerous failed attempts to finally get my own website on the World Wide Web. Six years of computer sabotage; the destruction of five (5) computers along with all the files; theft of documents which served as evidence for my case; intimidation tactics against my webmasters (the first of whom had his apartment looted and trashed and his life threatened by goons); and heartbreaking betrayals by people I once considered friends and allies, some of whom are family members.

My articles were first published on the Internet in 1995, on a website called AlterNetReality, sponsored by some people from the Phoenix (Montauk) Project, one year after I had broken the mind control programming. That site didn't last long (sabotaged by gov't infiltrators) but I moved on a few years later to publish some of my story on Mind Control Forum in 1999. Since that time, through sheer persistence and grim determination, I have managed to get my work published with some regularity on several of the most prominent 'alternative media' websites. And I have never been paid one red cent, over the past eight (8) years by anyone who published my work.

Nor have I ever been paid one red cent for the cases I investigated; nor for the extensive research I have conducted. Mostly, I have survived off the charity of friends and family or contributions from the public. Due to disability and chronic illness, a direct result of the abuses perpetrated on me in the black operations ( and just try PROVING that!) I do not have the capability to be employed for wages or working regular hours. I am not eligible for disability benefits or social security, since I have no employment history. I have had no reliable source of income for many years. And now, I have no source of income at all.

Worse, I do not have even ONE person I can rely on for any kind of concrete support, financial or otherwise. 'Rely' being the operative word.

I am financially destitute, my health is deteriorating rapidly and I am completely alone against the escalating persecution. True, I have some people I consider to be close friends. But only a few, and none of them have the material resources to offer the assistance necessary to save the day, as far as my situation is concerned.

To date, I have done all that was in my power to do, and given all I have to give. I have shared what resources I had with others who needed help, even when it meant I could not pay my own bills.

I cannot continue doing my research and writing without being paid, without being able to earn a living and support myself and my cats. I cannot rely on contributions from supporters, they are just too few and far between.

Some so-called 'supporters' have made it clear that they have some agenda or other regarding me and that their 'help' will only be given if I cooperate. Strings attached...... Others have had a hidden agenda which they think I don't see. Anyway, no help is forthcoming from these folks once they see that I am not for sale, not my mind, not my body, not my loyalty. My loyalty is only to God and to doing the right thing, no matter the cost or the consequences to me.

Today, my rent was due and I have no money to pay it. The phones will soon be shut off, along with the electric. I have no money to pay my car insurance. I'm living mostly off peanut butter sandwiches. I've been ill for over two months with the 'CIA flu'; can't afford vitamins and I'm almost out of allergy medication and painkillers. I can't sleep at night from the severe anxiety.

As I write this, my e-mail has been down since last night because of technical problems at my server. I have Internet access, but can't send or receive e-mail. I am neutralizing over 10 viruses a day and repelling many more hacking attempts.

I pray every day for a miracle, but my faith is wearing thin. Believe it or not, I haven't lost my sense of humor, since I don't have much else to lose. And no, this report is not satire; it's not hyperbole; it's the true state of affairs in my life.

If nothing else it helps to know I must be doing something right. I must be on the right track. I KNOW I'm telling and exposing the truth. Otherwise why would I be Wanted, Dead or Alive, the Black Angel : Enemy of the Police State.

--Barbara Hartwell
January 7, 2003
8-)

? black or blue? NOTE TO READERS... blue angel THINKS she is Black Angel, this from READING too many 'mind control conspiracy' books, thus there-in lies the confusion on her part, these things happen in life where peoplle get caught up in books. Black Angel (Barbara Hartwell) is the real CIA MIND CONTROL VICTIM.

? black or blue? NOTE TO READERS... blue angel THINKS she is Black Angel, this from READING too many 'mind control conspiracy' books, thus there-in lies the confusion on her part, these things happen in life where peoplle get caught up in books. Black Angel (Barbara Hartwell) is the real CIA MIND CONTROL VICTIM.

Since when do you know what books I have read?

You don't know me.

There can't be two REAL CIA mind control victims in RedRat's delusional world?

So, RR, since you know so much about Barbara Hartwell and I don't, please tell the readers of this forum if she, too, was used in the music industry as a sex slave and if Bruce Springsteen was her main handler/controller/abuser.

Since you know SO much about Barbara Hartwell, RR, and can state with certainty that she is the only mind control victim on the face of the planet, please tell the readers of the forum the names of her published books?

Thanx to Blue Angel and Jimbo for the Links and info. I have been studying the area of blocking signals, altering signals and the such. I am also a person under attack since the late eighties. Though I do seek a peaceful solution to the game, i will and often stand my ground when i am singled out. I will speak up. Thanks again to you both.

I have a connection for you to ponder. I know of the Black Eagle project...I myself am a BlackEeagle. To me that means: Rare Bird(rare as in few, rare as in Microwve oven). I have often gone by Black Eagle in other forums, but this name excites my enemies and i dont seek war.. This is my warrior side and my defiant self that claims right under God to Defend my family and myself. God is my witness.I have a self portrait of my Black Eagle Self...i will try to attach it.
Blue is a color of many meanings. I also go by Blue Star...it is my spiritual side. I have seen the Blue Star(UFO.. WHATEVER IT WAS) and also have RV'd to the moment after my death. What I saw happening engulfed my body and mind into a full rage, and I was glowing BLUE. This is an experiment i really dont care to share.This is the eye opener that causes me to seek revenge.I will expose all that I Must. There are people trying to disrupt the haven of Our Existence.

Blue and Black. The attacks come on when you are blue, You are attacked from all directions. Black is a threat and thus a battle mode in the psycological realm.You will initially be challenged, but will prevail with ease when Black. The people fear darkness.

As a spiritual being(my thoughts on God go beyond religion), I am a human form of Blue...a Star..energy within that just cant find its outlet or release.
As a Black Eagle(MY AVITAR ALL OVER THE NET), I am able to dig deep and go where most wont go.These Both are my creations of my mind...thus maybe proof we are alll programmed...at least maybe I am. Since I have found reference to God implanting humans in the old testament and referrence to him knowing our lot before it happens, I tend to think that maybe all humans are implanted that are part of his great plan(what ever that may be). I still wear my colors in pride.
I am, Blue Star and Black Eagle. BeenThereDone That.I am David (which means Beloved Of God) and I will stand here in the final days and declare what it is that makes me who I am. Yes, trace around the net, you will see how many people call ME the anti-Christ. My faith is Jesus died many years ago when he failed to aid me, failed to comfort me, failed to be my Rock. I did find God after that. He is behind all of this..thus there is no conspiracy.

People are tracked because of their mental qualities, and they are teageted when they interupt the grand scheme of things. We all will be chippped and tracked...against our will or under complete submission. How you Get chippped, where and when, and Why you get chipped is up to you. When you wake up...you will see the power of your chip. I own mine, since it is in my body..and I did not ask for it.
The reason i am researching how to Block the signal of chip is for my own reasons. I plan to be invisible for moments at a time to prove my point when the time comes. I will be in ARIZONA on a MESA on December 21, 2012, to activate...or Blow my Star from the sky. In order to find my place in the cosmos,,as a non-slave...I am ready to be erased should it come to that.

Does anyone ever consider that we have been here before? That some of us actually figured it out and know who they are? they are we....US!

Though most of you do not realize it, your fealessness brought you here. Ever feel like you know that to be true? You are daring and fear not the government!
last but not least...the government is owned by us...we the people. We can imagine it to end anyway we like...But the future is now! We must act to install truth as an open forum...all the while...we think we are finding answers that we allready have known all along. we are revealing ourselves.

Time is the distance...earth is the machine.We made it work.

and so you all know, I was in a typing frenzy when i posted all of the above. It just came to me. I am sure to be quoted all day long. Good day to my FELLOW BEINGS.

I have a connection for you to ponder. I know of the Black Eagle project...I myself am a BlackEeagle. To me that means: Rare Bird(rare as in few, rare as in Microwve oven). I have often gone by Black Eagle in other forums, but this name excites my enemies and i dont seek war.. This is my warrior side and my defiant self that claims right under God to Defend my family and myself. God is my witness.I have a self portrait of my Black Eagle Self...i will try to attach it.
Blue is a color of many meanings. I also go by Blue Star...it is my spiritual side. I have seen the Blue Star(UFO.. WHATEVER IT WAS) and also have RV'd to the moment after my death. What I saw happening engulfed my body and mind into a full rage, and I was glowing BLUE. This is an experiment i really dont care to share.This is the eye opener that causes me to seek revenge.I will expose all that I Must. There are people trying to disrupt the haven of Our Existence.

Blue and Black. The attacks come on when you are blue, You are attacked from all directions. Black is a threat and thus a battle mode in the psycological realm.You will initially be challenged, but will prevail with ease when Black. The people fear darkness.

As a spiritual being(my thoughts on God go beyond religion), I am a human form of Blue...a Star..energy within that just cant find its outlet or release.
As a Black Eagle(MY AVITAR ALL OVER THE NET), I am able to dig deep and go where most wont go.These Both are my creations of my mind...thus maybe proof we are alll programmed...at least maybe I am. Since I have found reference to God implanting humans in the old testament and referrence to him knowing our lot before it happens, I tend to think that maybe all humans are implanted that are part of his great plan(what ever that may be). I still wear my colors in pride.
I am, Blue Star and Black Eagle. BeenThereDone That.I am David (which means Beloved Of God) and I will stand here in the final days and declare what it is that makes me who I am. Yes, trace around the net, you will see how many people call ME the anti-Christ. My faith is Jesus died many years ago when he failed to aid me, failed to comfort me, failed to be my Rock. I did find God after that. He is behind all of this..thus there is no conspiracy.

People are tracked because of their mental qualities, and they are teageted when they interupt the grand scheme of things. We all will be chippped and tracked...against our will or under complete submission. How you Get chippped, where and when, and Why you get chipped is up to you. When you wake up...you will see the power of your chip. I own mine, since it is in my body..and I did not ask for it.
The reason i am researching how to Block the signal of chip is for my own reasons. I plan to be invisible for moments at a time to prove my point when the time comes. I will be in ARIZONA on a MESA on December 21, 2012, to activate...or Blow my Star from the sky. In order to find my place in the cosmos,,as a non-slave...I am ready to be erased should it come to that.

Does anyone ever consider that we have been here before? That some of us actually figured it out and know who they are? they are we....US!

Though most of you do not realize it, your fealessness brought you here. Ever feel like you know that to be true? You are daring and fear not the government!
last but not least...the government is owned by us...we the people. We can imagine it to end anyway we like...But the future is now! We must act to install truth as an open forum...all the while...we think we are finding answers that we allready have known all along. we are revealing ourselves.

Time is the distance...earth is the machine.We made it work.

and so you all know, I was in a typing frenzy when i posted all of the above. It just came to me. I am sure to be quoted all day long. Good day to my FELLOW BEINGS.

In a much-publicized photo op, in which Barack Obama seemingly reached out to Native Americans in May, while he was desperately trying to cinch the Democratic nomination for Presidency, Obama was “adopted” into the Crow Nation, and given the name of “Black Eagle.”

Behind the scenes, however, it seems getting to acutally meet with the presidential hopeful in a townhall setting will be extremely difficult for tribal members who helped him get the nomination.

Indian Country is reporting:

“Before the Illinois senator became the presumptive Democratic presidential nominee, he made a pledge to Kalyn Free, founder of the Indigenous Democratic Network, that he would appear at a tribally focused town hall-style meeting. Initial logistics of the agreement called on him to speak at a reservation or Indian-owned venue somewhere in the Southwest before the Democratic National Convention in August if he became his party’s candidate.

“Obama’s verbal promise was seen as key among influential Indian political activists, and it played a factor for some Native individuals who threw their support behind his candidacy. The promise even partially influenced the decision of at least one of the four Native superdelegates who will attend the DNC to cast their votes for him. All four Native superdelegates, including Free, have verbally pledged their support to the senator from Illinois.

“Now that Obama has all but secured his party’s nomination after a contentious battle throughout the spring with Sen. Hillary Clinton, scheduling the event has become something of a logistical nightmare.

[...]

“Free said that some tribal members she’s queried about the two-week window have found the Obama campaign’s position to be ‘disrespectful’…” (more)

Basically, since the tribal leaders will be coming from all over the country, they are simply requesting a four-week notice, but Obama’s campaign will only agree to a two-week notice, knowing that will make travel arrangements difficult-to-impossible for most.

Hmm…this harkens to back to another “anytime-anywhere” promise he made to debate John McCain - as long as “anytime-anywhere” was on July 4th, the one day most Americans will be away from their Television sets, and will not be able to watch.

If we didn’t know better, we might actually think that Obama doesn’t want to have to answer the hard questions that are sure to arise in a live townhall question and answer session.

In a much-publicized photo op, in which Barack Obama seemingly reached out to Native Americans in May, while he was desperately trying to cinch the Democratic nomination for Presidency, Obama was “adopted” into the Crow Nation, and given the name of “Black Eagle.”

Behind the scenes, however, it seems getting to acutally meet with the presidential hopeful in a townhall setting will be extremely difficult for tribal members who helped him get the nomination.

Indian Country is reporting:

“Before the Illinois senator became the presumptive Democratic presidential nominee, he made a pledge to Kalyn Free, founder of the Indigenous Democratic Network, that he would appear at a tribally focused town hall-style meeting. Initial logistics of the agreement called on him to speak at a reservation or Indian-owned venue somewhere in the Southwest before the Democratic National Convention in August if he became his party’s candidate.

“Obama’s verbal promise was seen as key among influential Indian political activists, and it played a factor for some Native individuals who threw their support behind his candidacy. The promise even partially influenced the decision of at least one of the four Native superdelegates who will attend the DNC to cast their votes for him. All four Native superdelegates, including Free, have verbally pledged their support to the senator from Illinois.

“Now that Obama has all but secured his party’s nomination after a contentious battle throughout the spring with Sen. Hillary Clinton, scheduling the event has become something of a logistical nightmare.

[...]

“Free said that some tribal members she’s queried about the two-week window have found the Obama campaign’s position to be ‘disrespectful’…” (more)

Basically, since the tribal leaders will be coming from all over the country, they are simply requesting a four-week notice, but Obama’s campaign will only agree to a two-week notice, knowing that will make travel arrangements difficult-to-impossible for most.

Hmm…this harkens to back to another “anytime-anywhere” promise he made to debate John McCain - as long as “anytime-anywhere” was on July 4th, the one day most Americans will be away from their Television sets, and will not be able to watch.

If we didn’t know better, we might actually think that Obama doesn’t want to have to answer the hard questions that are sure to arise in a live townhall question and answer session.