or
fear of a commitment...been together 2 years and last
few months have been very hard on me...he changes
his mind so much I have no idea what to think...If any
one would like to hear more I would love to share my
story with you so you can understand more what I
am saying...

All seem to summarize how I've dealt with my emotions. They're strong and have always seemed to have a death grip on my well-being. I've wanted to control them, stop them and have wished for them to physically manifest, so I can destroy them.
There's seems to be a continual...

I don't exactly know what "awakening of my emotions" means, but I am definitely become more in touch with them. And man, some of them REALLY SUCK. Like anger. Feeling anger makes me feel so bad, like I shouldn't be having it. And any negative...

Over the years i have become more in touch with my feelings. i've learned to hide some and keep them to myself. Others have burst forth and at times well received and once in a while a shock to others.
i'm moving in a direction that i do allow myself to show through and becoming...

All truth is being given at all times. It is our job to see and be open to that awakening. Sometimes you have to walk through the murky swamp before you actually feel lighter. This is certainly true for me. I had an interesting incident yesterday with my health. I fainted and...