I need you to understand something. I wrote this for you. I wrote this for you and only you. Everyone else who reads it, doesn’t get it. They may think they get it, but they don’t. This is the sign you’ve been looking for.
You were meant to read these words.

I've been searching for that place, and have even - in flashes of seconds - entered it. To realise that it is, after all, the pain that makes me feel alive; as much as the joy and pleasure do. I dislike the hurt with a vengeance when it tramples down my door. But, sure, I wouldn't want to live without it. Well... maybe a little less would be nice!

Silence is the only place I find peace and that is enough for me. The wind serenades me with the most beautiful songs. It is there I hear you. Listen to it closely and you will hear my whispers. Love Me.

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be". I will come back for you, I will knock your name at four ones, and I will love you better than ever before...

I don't ask for much and as you know I don't really 'need' much. These last few years have been somewhat 'challenging' and I continue to learn wonderful and real things, amazing breathtaking beautiful things, every precious moment that goes by. I agree I'm 'fairly' stubborn and things take a little longer for me (but I'm trusting the right things will happen at the right time. I have to). I promise to be a good girl or at least try (cough).

I wish for... long talks, even if it's about sweet nothings, a call, a personalised letter, a text chat (but I understand, trying to/ well kind of);

I wish for... trust, motivation, I've got your back and vice versa, a deeper meaning, a mutual love language, cryptic clues, puzzling puzzles, I am learning and bare with me knowledge. Sharing. Caring. Time. Patience. An abundance of wealth in unconditional love... (sorry I'm not a writer, but I am a lover) <3

I could wish for so many beautiful moments but none would be the same without you.

I simply wish for YOU my LOVE*I wish wishes come true xxx

Stay beautiful beautiful, stay safe and have some time off for you. Tomorrow is a new day with fresh new beginnings. I look forward to a new year with new beginnings too. Thank you for all you do, all you are. Thinking of you. Always xxx I love you*