autassassinophilia

GayDemon's dictionary of gay slang and sexual practices

The sexual arousal of some, by their putting themselves into danger, in which their actual life is at risk.

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Meaning

The arousal comes from the concept of being at risk, that it could be their last chance. The degree is subjective, of how far they actually will place themselves at risk, or perceive their life to be at risk.

You have to wonder about who named this one too, with the word 'assassin' being part of the disorder name.