I agree with saidguidenc on her book recommendations. As well as the Phil Hine work she has mentioned you should also read all of it. He is an insightful man. If you can get hold of them, the judika illse's books are very informative. Also more on chaos i would suggest reading psychonaut,the Liber null and the liber kaos and liber KKK by peter j caroll

Also to add and to edit, liber kaos and liber kkk same book doh. Right my additions are as followed. The book of law by Alister Crowley and a few books by Dion Fortune,The Mystical Qabalah, Psychic self defense, the training and work of the initiate and one her novels sea priestess. I'm sure I'll think of more later but its a place to start.