Honest Conversation Is Overrated

In line at the CVS, the teller I’m most friendly with says hello to a customer. The customer puts down a bag, and she asks “What’s in here?”The customer says “Cupcakes.”The teller says “Oh, I love that cupcake place.”"Me, too." The customer says. "My friend is having a bad day, so I thought I would get some cupcakes.""Oh, that’s so sweet. You’re a good friend."The customer angles his head. “I am?”"Hell, yeah. If I was having a bad day, and my friend brought me cupcakes, I’d be psyched.""Oh." The customer says. "I didn’t get them for my friend. They’re for me. I am trying and balance the universe by having The Best Day Ever."The teller shoots him an odd look, laughs, and hands the customer his change.I laugh at the exchange and head back to my store.The cupcakes are delicious.

A very fashionably dressed woman walks into our store. She walks from shelf to shelf looking excitedly at various books. “This store is great!” she says.I smile. And I actually mean it.Fahsionable’s friend picks up our last copy of Saga Volume Two. “I don’t usually read comics, but I’ve been loving this series.”Saga is one of my favorites, too, so we spend a few minutes talking about it. Fashionable, overhearing us discussing the most recent issue, walks up to the counter and says “Oh, don’t buy that! You can totally torrent it for free. I never pay for comics anymore.”I squint my eyes at Fashionable, hoping to give her a horrible migraine, or, better yet, the common sense to not come into a store and encourage potential customers to illegally download product, thus stealing from the store, the artist, the writer, the distributor, and, you know, everyone.I don’t think people who torrent comics or music or tv or movies or what-have-you are, necessarily, terrible people. But I do think that the people who claim to love independent stores who go in to those independent stores to research what product they plan to steal online are slightly awful. And the people who say, out loud, to customers and retailers that they only steal the product they could purchase in independent stores are almost definitely terrible. And, often, in many varying ways.Her friend seems appropriately ashamed and walks to another section of the store. But she doesn’t say anything.A few minutes pass, where I do paperwork, and Fashionable chatters away in a voice which I may have found annoying BEFORE she talked about torrenting. “I can’t believe you’ve never heard of Adventure Time, it’s only the best show on television, like, ever, and anyone who says it isn’t it a complete” and hear she says a word I just couldn’t understand. I think she made it up. I don’t think it’s derogatory to any group of people, and the only reason I’m not repeating it is for fear that it IS a horribly offensive word that I’m just not familiar with.

(Aside: When I was in third grade, I had a “friend” who loved to use ridiculous but inoffensive words to make fun of people. Words like “Frappefoot!” “Potatobrain!” “Glorp!” and “Mogwai!” One day, I was excited about something, and bumped into him and he got this very intense look on his face and said a word I had never heard a before. A word which rhymes with “grunt” and is a disparaging word for female gentalia. And I, very loudly, in the middle of the library said “Ooooooooooooooooooooh, Ricky called me a” and I said that word that’s so popular in England. And the librarians eyes exploded, and she kneeled down to my level and said “That is not a word you should ever use.”)After she said whatever it is that she said, I must have let out a sound because she started glaring at me.I glared back. While smiling. (And this time, I definitely didn’t mean it.)"It’s really cold in here. You should turn down the air conditioning."I continued to smile. “Maybe you should consider torrenting some heat.”She continued to glare.I glared back.She glared. And then she left.She did not buy anything.

Dude comes into the store looking nervous and irritable. He walks to the section where we keep most of the non-Marvel/DC comics by popular creators and lets out a massive sigh."I ordered a book from you guys a week ago and nobody’s called me.""What book?" I ask.He tells me.I smile. “Let me check the order book, here. Huh. Ok, it says your book came in on Friday, that we called you but your phone was out of service.”He continues looking perturbed. “Yea. My phone hasn’t been working. Do you have it?”I smile. “Yes. I have it right here.”He grunts. “Next time, you guys should call.”I velociraptor my head. “You just told me your phone hasn’t been working.”He grunts again. “Yea. Fine.”I smile as he hands me the money. “Would you like a bag with that?”He rolls his eyes. “No.”"Ok." I say. "Have a good day."He shrugs his shoulders at me. “COULD I HAVE A BAG PLEASE?”

It’s been a long, quiet month or so in Comicland. I took a week off, and during that time all the insane people in this neighborhood either moved away or were finally confined to institutions more suited to their needs. The remaining irregulars have been sweet, hilarious, and other adjectives that haven’t provided me with any blogging opportunities.Today, though, the tourists have arrived.I usually shoot for getting to work a half an hour early when I’m scheduled to open the store. This isn’t because I’m a stellar employee, it’s because I know public transportation is awful and giving myself an extra half hour USUALLY means I’ll be less than five minutes late.Because today is the first of the month, I had to reload my monthly pass, a process that can take anywhere from 30 seconds to about a minute. There are three cash machines and five credit card machines in the station near my house that allow you to add value to your card. I don’t use credit cards, so as I came down the stairs I did a quick eye check of the machines. In front of one of the cash machine was a line of, I am not exaggerating, thirty people. The other two machines had been opened up for maintenance."Excuse me." I said to the one person who was, presumably, going to fix one machine with his hands and the other with telekinesis. "Is there a reason why both of these machines are open?""It’s the first of the month. I have to put in lots of money." I assume this meant he was loading those horrible dollar coins into the machines."Shouldn’t you just do one machine at a time? And maybe not during rush hour?" I try and be polite to people dealing with the public because karma is a real thing, but this guy was about to add at least twenty minutes to my commute for no logical reason."Just use a credit card." He said. "Those machines are working.""I don’t have a credit card." I said."That ain’t my problem."I returned to the thirty person long line to find it wasn’t just thirty people, it was thirty students who were being instructed, one at a time, how to use their card as a monthly pass. The woman next to the machine was giving them step-by-step instructions including “You take your index finger and press it against the screen like this. Now you take the money out of your purse or wallet, making sure it is flat.” She repeated this info between every perplexed idiot student.After, no exaggeration, eleven minutes, the repair guy finished loading one of the machines and nodded his head at me. I was glad I hadn’t wished he got his tongue caught in the bill accepter. But before I could get to the machine, one ninety year old woman descended from the ceiling Mission Impossible style (this seems hyperbolic but I have no idea where else she could have come from) and stood between me and the machine. There was a two minute archaeological dig through her purse to find her fare card. She pressed it against the machine, it beeped. She went on another dig, looking for money. It took her so long to find quarters that the machine reset, and she had to fumble for her card again, press it to the machine, and then she turned around and stared at me. “NOW WHAT?”"You have to" take your index finger and "press one of the amount buttons." She did, but her finger was not strong enough for the screen to register it, so I pressed it for her. "Now you can put in your money."She let out a horrible sigh, and went digging for more quarters. Trains came and left, the thirty people in line at the other machine whittled down to four people, humans evolved flight-like abilities, parachute pants came back into fashion, her great-great-great-great grandchildren turned seventy.I was now going to be late for work.When she was finished, it took me about forty-five seconds to update my pass. I walked down to catch the train, just in time, of course, for one’s doors to close as I arrived on the platform.I got to the store at 10:04. There was no one there. Tumbleweeds passed, crickets chirped and then died of old age, the sun rose and set, rose and set, rose and set.At 11:30 a family came in. Two parents, and two hyperactive but very friendly girls under ten. They, of course, all beelined directly for the Adults Only section."Excuse me," my phrase of the day, and I’m not even gassy, "but that section is for Adults Only.""It’s ok," said the dad. "Look at this book, honey, The Little Book Of Butts.”Fine, they’re not my kids. And it’s not like he picked up “Oh, and look at this one! Housewives At Play!” (It’s a NSFW book, but the link just brings you to Amazon, though you can probably guess the type of book it is without clicking the link)I exhaled. Deeply. After a few minutes in the Adults Only Section, the mother asked “Do you have any books on Greek Mythology?”"Yes." I said. "We have them right over—" She was not listening to me. She was glasses deep in The Little Book Of Butts. “here.”Leaving their children to scan the porn, the parents made their way to the back issue section. They flipped through X-Men and Wolverine and all of the mutants at the end of the alphabet. “Are any of these about Treasure Island?” the father asked."Not those." I said. "But we do have some old Classics Illustrated, and I’m pretty sure we have a copy or two of Treasure Island in there." I led him to the appropriate section.The mother asked “No Greek myths?”I smiled. “Yes. Over here.” I led her to the Greek myth shelf, pointing to aPercy Jackson book."Do you have any Percy Jackson books?" she asked, looking directly at my index finger which was pointed directly at the words "Percy Jackson.""Yes." I said, picking up the book and handing it to her. "Right here.""That’s all?" she asked."There are only two graphic novels in the series so far, and we’re out of the other one. I could order it for you, though."

She smirked. “We’re not from here.”I said a silent prayer to whatever Greek deity was in charge of where people live. Then I went back behind the counter, where the father had a handful of about twenty Classics Illustrateds. “Could you open these?” he asked."I can open a couple of them, sure." I flipped through the pile and found the Treasure Island one. I took it out of its bag and handed it to him."It’s old." he said."It is." I replied. "It’s from the 1950s.""This page is loose." he said, starting to fidget with it."Please don’t pull on the pages. It is a very old issue.""You should glue it together better." He said."Yea, we don’t glue comics here. If it was in better condition, it would be much more expensive."He nodded and flipped through the pages. “The English in here. It is not modern English.”"Well," I said, "it’s a comic from the 1950s retelling a story written by a Scotsman in the 19th century. It’s not a modern story.""I don’t like it." he said."Ok." I took the comic back from him."Show me Tom Sawyer." I opened up the bag with Tom Sawyer and passed it, carefully, to him."I do not like the art." he said, almost immediately."Ok." I took the book back and returned it to the bag while the father wandered to the sci-fi section.While the father scoured some old sci-fi paperbacks, the mother asked reasonable questions and seemed satisfied with my answers."Open this." the father said, handing me a copy of Galaxy from 1973.I opened it and handed it to him. As he thumbed through it, the kids made their way back to the Adult Section to ogle The Little Book Of Butts some more."This book is not accurate." He said."Excuse me?" again."These stories are about the future but the future is now the past and none of these things have happened." I sighed. “The curse of speculative fiction.”"I do not want this one." he said. "Did any of these stories come true?"I shrugged. “Probably not. I haven’t read all of them, though.”"Why not?" he asked, smiling."Infinite amount of books, finite amount of time."The family spent another half hour meandering around the store before the father left, and the mother presented me with one Simpsons comic. “That will be $3.99.”She handed me a $100 bill."I can’t break that." I said."Your loss." she said. "You should be more prepared to do business. Your store won’t last very long."I smiled. I didn’t mean it. “It’s not my store. But it’s been here for over forty years.” And I think we’ll survive without your $4 and your shitty attitude.She wrinkled her nose. “But probably not for another forty.” and walked out the door.