My life is an endless stretch of unforeseen, predictable, tumultuous and incredible events. Some things I can't control, some things I can, I make decisions and I take actions. And here I can look at it all.

The power of a single event to either ruin or make a day is astounding.
One bad thing and the day is ruined.
One good thing and the day is rescued.
And it's all down to the actions of other individuals; we're helpless.

Ever wanted something so much you were terrified to think what it would be like if you did get it? Thinking about the scenario were you don't get it isn't nearly as painful, because you're preparing yourself for the worst, and no matter how depressed you get thinking about it, at least you aren't building up your expectations. But thinking about if it happens? That world of dreams and opportunities and ideas and lives is too terrifying to look at.