Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Lazy or not my gift?

I struggle to work hard at the desk. I just can't sit down for long. I get fidgety after ten minutes and want to talk to someone or do something. I have the concentration span of a puppy. 1st Semester of a 4 year degree and I think I've had enough. I spend more time on the ping pong table than I do studying while I'm at colllege (I know it's a worry when I'm thinking more about the ping pong player I'll be at the end of four years than the theologian).

I'm wondering if it is because I am lazy or studying is just not my gift. I'm probably lazy, and just need to put my head down and hit the books. I don't desire to be an acedemic, nor do I think I'm capable, but I think it's time I quit procrastinating and just do my work.