Doctor who???? ; )

Friday, October 30, 2009

Went for some CME about doctors leaving surgical equipments inside patients and stuff like that...Went to Forensic department for a briefing.....Went to Infection Control department.....Lunch...Searched for a bed like the one in Vistana (hahahhaha)Walked around till 2.00 pmBack to the hospital...Fell asleep on the sofa at the admin office....*yawn*Got our posting letters and HOME!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Gosh!!! Today I was multitasking to the MAX. Was rushing here and there, getting this and that signed, photocoppied, filled up, arranged the documents needed by the hospital...renewed my driving license which I DID NOT realize expired on the 19th!!!!...rushed to pick up my friend from Likas Hospital....sent a letter to PTPTN.....the list goes on! Went to the hospital's office and got all the paper works DONE by 5 o'clock. =) *Proud of myself at this point hahhahahhaBy the time I reached home, I was left with no more energy...dragged myself to shower, unpacked my bags (actually it was more like throwing all my stuff into the cupboard) AND FELL ASLEEP as soon as I put my head on the pillow....*in heaven*........

"AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH......." Anyways, that's about it for today. Should be sleeping now, tomorrow is "The Day" hehhehehehe actually ever since I'm here, everyday seems like "The Day", gave me the shivers...but when it's over, I realized..."Ehhh..today wasn't so bad" =) The suspense continues........*jeng jeng jeng*

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

The day I'd be going to report duty! hahahhahha so I say, but I still find myself fixed in front of my laptop..hehheheh

Arrived last night with a mixture of feelings....happy to be where i wanted, miss the people I had to leave behind, nervous with what lays ahead, etc etc. And you know what I realized? Coming here for a holiday gives you a TOTALLY different feeling compared to when you know you'd be stuck here for quite sometime! All of a sudden I'm missing everything else i used to have where i used to be....*sniff sniff*

Anyways, I better get my lazy ass off the bed now and get ready. Its gonna be a long day ahead...HOPEFULLY NOT! hahahahhahaha

P/S- something is bugging my mind but I'm trying to push it aside for now, let's see how long I'm capable of doing that coz history showed, I'm not so good at hiding my feelings, always love to deal with things right there and then!

Monday, October 26, 2009

It's been a while since I last wrote, since I got back from induction I've been pretty busy with preparation. Tomorrow is my flight....urghh..! And on top of everything, kinda have a mental block hahhahahha really don't know what to write...hopefully, soon when I start working, the ideas will be flooding =)

Thursday, October 22, 2009

It's DINNER TIME but I'm lazy to go down and eat. The one and a half hour countdown to the next lecture begins now. Me and my roomate are in the room, busy with our laptops hahhahaha we're too lazy to move our asses coz the bed is just soooo so so so soft! =)

1. Cause if the person was thinking I'd be surprise with such statement, then definitely it was a mistake coz I KNOW hahahha and I'm fine with it =) Like HellOOoo, I'm 26, I have a lot of other bigger BETTER things in life to worry about than obssessing on things like do people like me or not, who likes me who don't.

2. The person who said it don't realize I can't stand her perangai as well for so long already so it was 'very the funny' when i read it.

3. We all know that no matter how hard you try to be nice to people, there will always be somebody who don't like you. Even when you don't try, some will still hate you! So, why care? I'm sure even you've experienced it before, you find yourself hating or disliking someone you hardly know. Why should I be an exception??? =) ....and why should I expect others to be any different?

4. I don't know bout the person who said it, or you guys out there, but I find it relieving that people don't like me coz that way they won't come and bug me. Less friends less problem I always say! hahhaa by the way I'm quite choosy when it comes to having close friends, I choose the people I wanna be close with, not that I go out and search for trouble with the rest (unless at some point of your life, u disturbed me in ANY WAY at all!). 5. I'm the kind who will NOT go around pleasing people who means nothing to me. So, basicly if you find yourself hating me, most probably that's because I hate you as well and I don't find the need to be nice to you =) so live with it ok?

6. Unlike some people, I don't need everyone to like me. I don't go pretending I'm ok with things just because that's what people wanna hear. I'd rather live my life my way, do whatever I want. I say whatever crosses my mind but at least I'm truthful, so if you can't handle the truth, it's none of my business.

7. If people can't stand me that's obviously because you can't handle my ways, and I really really have not the time to change myself for your pleasure hehehhehe so save me the trouble people, get away from me. And also to those who hardly know me but hate me for reasons only they know, THANKS coz you saved me the time of 'befriending' you and finding out you suck anyway =)

Last but not least, a msg for people out there who can't stand me. "You are most welcome to ignore me, hehhehe and do me a small favor PLEASE NEVER pretend that you like me, OK??? HATE ME AND SEE IF I CARE! =)"

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

See up there?? THAT'S exactly how it feels like when you sign up for induction. When you first arrive, you'll be wondering what are we gonna do?? Where do we get the timetable? Are we gonna have time to go out and chill?

*Followed the stream of people towards a room cluelessly hoping they will somehow lead you to the place you should be...and.........*

YES! There it is... "Letak borang ni kat sini", "Dah dapat beg?", "Nama dah check? Check and kalau salah betulkan ejaan dan tandatangan." This and that (at this point you'll still be smiling wanting to be friendly and who knows, a cute guy might just notice u smiling sweetly..hahahha)....and scanning through the timetable you notice that Introductory Lecture begins at 4.30 p.m. or so. Then, up the elevator, to your designated rooms, you happily laze around d room enjoying it, wondering...thinking....hmmmm....nice...~!

4.30 p.m. in Pangkor meeting room - Beginning with hello and I'm this and I'll be talking bout..bla bla bla (still back straight)..bla bla you should bla bla...(slowly slouching your back)...we in kementerian bla bla bla (trying your best to act interested)...and bla bla bla (FIGHTING with all that you have not to fall asleep!)...bla bla bla *ZzzZzzzzz*...

All these lectures, speeches n talks from various people with a short intermission of breakfast, tea, etc..it goes on and on and ON AND ON....from 8.00 am till 10.30 p.m. It sucks out all, I repeat, ALL of your energy that by the time you're allowed to get back to the room, you're practically crawling towards your door!!