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It's a little odd that I came across this in my Newsfeed when just about a half hour ago I was sitting here thinking the same thing. I mean, these exact thoughts people were sharing.

I have lost a sense of who I am. Everyday I seem to function on auto pilot, and my memory is horrible. Days, weeks, and months have been blotted out of my memory just to become a huge blur.

I currently take Viibryd, Lamictal, Klonopin, Adderall, Abilify, and Wellbutrin. I am 28 years old.

I suffer from severe depression and anxiety. I am currently on Social Security because of my conditions.

The drugs offer me relief from sadness and self destruction. I get intrusive thoughts badly of death and dying. Yet, my life is passing by me so quickly because my head is clouded.

I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I have thought so many times what it would be like to have a clear head, yet I'm afraid to leave my meds behind, because I fear those horrible thoughts. I fear the panic, and the darkness. This is a dark place that I am in, but I am numbed to an extent. I function better, but I am unable to LIVE.

Maybe in my case this is the right thing for me, to live numb instead of in fear. They are keeping me physically alive, but mentally numb.