A Mother's Journey Through Grief

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Painful Reminder

I was at the store today looking at books and when I saw this, my heart sank. Bella is about to become a big sister. I should be talking to her about babies and teaching her what it means to be a big sister. I should be buying her dolls and watching her play with them as she practices taking care of her new baby. But I won’t ever have those opportunities and instead her baby sister will have to learn about Bella from me. That’s a difficult reality to accept. I wasn’t sure if I should buy the book or not, so of course I bought it. For Bella. The best big sister ever, in heaven. #StayStrong❤️