Acrostic Poetry Using the Word: ILLNESS

I hate myself. And, then, I hate myself for hating myself.
Loathing; Lapactic; Lethargic; a
Labyrinth of poison; a labyrinth of levothyroxine augmented with citalopram
Nervous; Naked; Nightmare
Even as I hope for Nirvana
Suffering in silence
Searching for the me I think I used to be