From the very low, lows of ivf to the highest high of it actually working out.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

check and check.

86! I'm still in the game. Got through the next checkpoint... would not have minded a bigger number but since doubling time is 48-72 hours.... 86 is good. A nice hearty number. I have another beta on Monday and if all goes well it should be my last before my first ultra sound. How do people do this? Waiting for each thing is so stressful. Though... it's less stressful than I thought. My mind can still drift and focus on other things... I think I am still in shock... the looming threat of a phone call to tell me I'm still stuck in ivf world is so scary... and I've escaped it for the whole weekend. And today I learned for $25 they'll rush my bloodwork so it comes in a couple hours earlier. Why didn't they say this before!!!!????

This feels not-real. But I'll take not-real over gut wrenching upset any day.