Packing sucks. Packing with a 2 month old sucks more. I can't wait to be all done with packing and unpacking and in our new place in Bloomington, IN. This will be an adventure for sure. Born and raised a southern California girl...about to move so far away! MEEP!

w00t! I totally got the job! As long as I passed the drug test which I will. Starting rate at 13.75/hr which is fine by me! w00t! yay!!!! I'm so excited. Especially since it's the swing shift and now I'll have money to get a new car. NO MORE DAEWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

For one day I'd like to feel good about myself. Don't get me wrong I have my moments but they usually only last about 1 minute max. WTF is wrong with me. ARRRGGGGGGG depression sucks and I need to snap out of this shit grrr >.<

Why is it I can ask and ask and ask my boyfriend do to simple little things for the benefit of us and he doesn't listen? He says he forgets and then wonders why I get so mad. You know I didn't believe his ex girlfriend when she wrote me that letter...now I know that a lot of what she was saying... Read More

I just had to delete my pathetic blog from earlier. anyways...I just finished reading The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold and I cried at the end. Partly because I was going to miss reading and connecting with the characters and partly because I'm nuts. Books, movies, lyrics from songs can be powerful and teach us great lessons, but only for those who let... Read More

don't hate me, but i couldn't stand The Lovely Bones. i had to read it for a lit class. it made me want to poop everywhere. girls get mad at me when i say this, but then i remind them that that book is totally a chick book. it's like a guy watching Oprah.