but sometimes I'll just be sitting there and then when I look at someone in get this sense as if I'm not there. Like I literally don't exist and I'm just watching everything. I can't explain it but it freaks me out 😶

store clerks are the worst. especially when its a young pretty girl. they usually hate their job so they barely acknowledge you, and when they do, its this fake nice crap. it feels like i could be standing there in a clown costume, honking a horn and they...

Does anyone really see ME? I think my kids see the maid, the cook, the learning coach, the scout leader. At church, they see a potential committee member, a mom, a soprano. I'm a volunteer, a voice.
My husband says he does, but even he doesn't see what's...

I used to have a superpower. I could be invisible. However, this superpower only worked on Sunday nights. The power of invisibility was granted at church immediately after the service ended.
It was most powerful and painful at an inner city church I used to go to five years ago...

but I feel like I don't exist because I have Borderline Personality Disorder and this is a symptom of the illness. It's a strange feeling. It's because I feel empty a lot and like I don't connect to anyone.

nobody really talks to me and I have no desire to talk to them. Whenever my coworkers do strike a conversation it's usually about work and nothing else. I feel left out when I see them all laugh and share stories to each other while I sit there pretending like I'm enjoying...

Lately it just seems as if everything is so far from where I am.
Sometimes I thought I heard something but it seemed so distant that I wasn't sure I did. Anymore it is like I am somewhere else far off from everyone and can't seem to tell...

so many of them treat me as though I'm not standing right there next to them. If I left, they wouldn't know. If I wasn't even there that day, they wouldn't care. Same goes with my family. Maybe I wasn't suppose to exist because that's probably why I'm invisible.

Don't know what to do with myself? I don't know why I exist? I feel angry and confused all the time..do..I really exist or what? I have "No" purpose. I feel no one cares. The Voices inside my head are driving me crazy???..................

I've had an issue with feeling invisible for years. It started when I was in school. Somehow I always magnificently flew under the radar. I was a ghost in the halls. I guarantee you that many of my teachers don't remember me at all.
At my last job I was a cashier. In being so I...

Make friends. I try to engage in conversations with my family and the people around me but it's like it never works. I feel people distance themselves from me.
When I hide my face, people care. I hide it easiest on the net. When I show people what I look like, they pretend to...

People seem to look straight pass me. I'm nice most of the time, I present myself well, I'm just quiet, I just don't know how to spark up a conversation or address them. They always ask other people about me instead of coming to me head on. I don't know why I'm so hard to...

well ive been on my own since i was 14 which is when i came out pregnant with my son.. i have always been strong and independant, i owned my first apartment when i was 16, bought my first car at 16 and have always worked.. i never really ask anyone for help, because the one time...

Growing up, I was always felt as if I was the thrid wheel or tag along around friends. Like many children I was the subject of bullying up until I dropped out of college. Since then, I don't talk to anyone else besides my mum or stepdad. I have 29 facebook friends, whenever i...

I am invisible, No one would notice if I was dead, seriously, they wouldn't unless a junkie friend came knocking on my door but then he would just think i weren't in but then when am i not in unless i'm at college?
anyway i want some attention, would love some but then i feel so...

Most of the time I do really.. it's like I'm not here. People look past me like I'm invisible. People barely even glance at me much. No one really seems bothered by my exsitence. Even on the internet nowadays I don't feel like people are really taking note of me anymore. I'm...

At the moment i feel like this. Like no one can see or hear me. I don't feel like i'm living... i feel like i'm just BEing. Which is no life. I just need to get my life back on track. Sort out the money issues and get back on to a schedual and then i will be happy. I...

Inconsiderate people make me shrink for some reason. Whether intentional or not always seem to make me feel less than what I am. These people are the absolute worse at making me feel as though I don't exist. I don't really know what people are thinking when they treat others the...

Sometimes I feel like I don't exist, life rushes around me. People exchange brief glances, gestures, and general acknowledgment while I seem to stand in the eye of the storm, unconnected and unaffected.
The wind blows hardest downhill as I walk up hill, but it passes right...

I don't know what it is, but I have a fear of being forgotten. Mostly to the people that have been in my life for a significant amount of time. Some of you may have this fear and it's completely normal because if you feel forgotten, you feel invisible which makes you feel worse...

People can see me every day, talk to me frequently, get to know me, and yet I still disappear and become a stranger. I walk through crowds and don't even get a little notice. I have to dodge people so they don't run into me. It can be fun when I want to be alone, but when I want...

I keep to myself and I don't want to change I am happy to give everything I have away to everybody
and I hope to get cancer and died suddenly and quickly
I don't ask a thing from my country or people who I have known - who are all idiots and users
I don't want to know anyone...

I haven't died yet
Oh how I wish I would
I do not like this feeling
Of being eternally cold inside
Of being drowned in the gloom
And doom, sorrow and despair
All I see is darkness
Not a single shred of light
I do not like the darkness
In fact I'm afarid of it
But what can I...

even now, I dont think it matters to write on experience project. No one cares. The situation is a penny to a one hundred dollar bill. When a penny is dropped to the ground, everyone misses it, just walks past it but with a one hundred dollar bill it's worth to fight over, to...

One day reality hit me; i basically have no FRIENDS. I mean..if i were to have a party-it'd basically be empty. If i were to die-nobody would really be there. I'm to afraid/shy to break free and join things on my campus.
*just wanted to share*

I have no hopes and not dreams left. They have all been shattered. I am a shell of the person I used to be. At one time I was happy and had dreams that is all gone. People at work think I am an upbeat happy person and often comment on how they envy my kindness...

Hmm.I have those days.Days when I feel like I'm on my own. Days when I realize that in this life, I'm really not that important. The only person I am of use to, is to myself. If that makes any sense O.o And yet knowing I don't matter that much, I still hold onto life. It's good...

I don't belong here, this place isn't mine. I feel like I'm the intruder, not her.
I used to live with my mum in a flat, just me and her and the two cats. The cats were keep out of my room but it's not my room anymore. My mum's friend was kicked out of her home with her dog. She...

Although I hang around with a group of "friends", it feels as if I am slowly sinking into the depths of an ocean. While they are chattering on about a mindless topic, I am the awkward person sitting off toward the corner. Do they even see me? Think of me? KNOW me? Because quite...