I’m not sure why but I feel fat today. I’ve let myself go, I don’t feel good I’m bloated and I feel like crud. I don’t know why I let myself get to this place again. I work so hard to lose and then it all comes back. I wish there was a magic pill or I could just snap my fingers and make it all go away. But I can’t. I need to do something about it but I’m not 100% motivated to do it. I’m discouraged. So much has changed in my life (job, pets, house, etc.) but my motivation and determination to take care of me hasn’t.

Hmm…I think I need to think on this. This blog helped me before, maybe it can help me again. Let’s see.