I confess that it's much quieter in here than I expected. It feels a little uncomfortable, even though many have wanted this for a long time.

I also confess that I'm beyond thrilled that olwen and butch are fellow mods here.

__________________"I'm really tired of a fat woman's sexuality being just another fat joke." -- Felicia/Supero

"It's my belief that these sheep are laborin' under the misapprehension that they're birds. Observe their be'avior. Take for a start the sheeps' tendency to 'op about the field on their back legs. Now witness their attmpts to fly from tree to tree. Notice that they do not so much fly as... plummet." -- Monty Python's Flying Circus

IC my heart kinda fluttered when my honey and I were talking and out of nowhere she grabbed me by my waist and said, "I really love your curves, and your lumps and your bumps." She then sort of blushed and grinned at the same time. That TOTALLY made my week.

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Bellydance is my religion; my body is a temple, my dance is a prayer

__________________"I'm really tired of a fat woman's sexuality being just another fat joke." -- Felicia/Supero

"It's my belief that these sheep are laborin' under the misapprehension that they're birds. Observe their be'avior. Take for a start the sheeps' tendency to 'op about the field on their back legs. Now witness their attmpts to fly from tree to tree. Notice that they do not so much fly as... plummet." -- Monty Python's Flying Circus

__________________"I'm really tired of a fat woman's sexuality being just another fat joke." -- Felicia/Supero

"It's my belief that these sheep are laborin' under the misapprehension that they're birds. Observe their be'avior. Take for a start the sheeps' tendency to 'op about the field on their back legs. Now witness their attmpts to fly from tree to tree. Notice that they do not so much fly as... plummet." -- Monty Python's Flying Circus

oooooooh! IC that the title of this thread--"BBW Confessions"--sounds ever-so-slightly titillating to my ears. I imagine a smoky voice-over, sounding like the woman's who does those Milky Way commercials. You know?

I wanted to say it in a place where it could stand on its own, no person from any ' side ' telling me that I should do this or do that ( be bigger or be smaller ). Just felt kind of like sitting in the pit we used to dig in the snow, when I was a kid. Was secure and quiet and was only...me. This makes sense in my head.

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Originally Posted by TraciJo67

IC that I fat, crusty Mossything just as she is.

I confess that I feel comforted knowing that TraciVaJoJo considers me a friend.

I wanted to say it in a place where it could stand on its own, no person from any ' side ' telling me that I should do this or do that ( be bigger or be smaller ). Just felt kind of like sitting in the pit we used to dig in the snow, when I was a kid. Was secure and quiet and was only...me. This makes sense in my head.

It makes sense to me, too.

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Oh, and IC that there is a mouse (I think) in the floorboards of the floor above me, and it's been driving me nuts with its teeny tiny movements in there for months.

IC that it feels good to confess to something that is not necessarily weight related, though I wonder if this is "on topic" enough.

Makes sense to me, too, but when put into context. Before that, yeah, the coma thing.

The thread is on topic, Lizzy, but you wondering if it is or not is off-topic. Bad Lizzy.

__________________"I'm really tired of a fat woman's sexuality being just another fat joke." -- Felicia/Supero

"It's my belief that these sheep are laborin' under the misapprehension that they're birds. Observe their be'avior. Take for a start the sheeps' tendency to 'op about the field on their back legs. Now witness their attmpts to fly from tree to tree. Notice that they do not so much fly as... plummet." -- Monty Python's Flying Circus

I confess that it makes me feel giddy and insurmountably confident when someone who knew me when I was at my physical zenith tells me that he thinks I'm hotter now than I was then. Also doesn't hurt that he was telling me how amazing and sexy I am as he proceeded to f* my brains out. ;D

__________________You're such a strange girl
I think you come from another world

~ The Cure

"She will never submit to any thing requiring industry and patience, and a subjection of the fancy to the understanding."

I confess that I cried about my body recently and I haven't done that in a very long time. I realised I had new stretchmarks, which I understand what with there being a full term baby inside of my tum tum, but I think they are ugly and they really upset me. They are red and new looking and made me cry. I haven't put on any weight, actually lost a lot since being pregnant, so the stretchmarks caught me a bit by surprise.

Oh and I understand there are a lot of people that find new fresh stretchmarks attractive or a turn on, but I don't, certainly not on me when I have never really had them before and I am happy I have somewhere to say that without being told off.

IC that I'm feeling pretty damn sexy today, and the cute courier who I'm pretty sure is an FA has been all blushy and fumbly every time he comes to the window to drop stuff off, and it's totally been boosting my ego (which I fully admit did not need help today, heh). Either that, or I've got a big mark or something on my face and he doesn't know how to tell me. Ah well, I'll go with the interpretation that makes me feel better