Who Is It!!!I would like to know who is the person with a crush on me PLEASE!!!

Being True To OneselfI have spent my life trying to please the world, it is who I am, I please everyone around me except for one person, myself. I did all I could growing up trying to please my parents, my teachers, my siblings, my friends, that is who I am. I kept things to myself that I shouldn't have, I let the world do my thinking for me. I always have. I am not saying my life has been one big disappointment because it has not been. I just spend a lot of time wondering what if. I mean some aspects of my life, yeah they were for me. I have had some say even though my parents weren't the biggest fans of it, one example being joining the Army. But anyhow I got married to a guy who in all honesty has a great sense of humor and has some real southern values, we had 3 awesome boys together, but there were so many problems through the years. He just never really listened to me and he really wanted everything his way. Yes he did let me get away from time to time but he would call non-stop and make me

New Month New Company New FaceOk well I guess to start I have been workin as a web designer, office manager for MESSCO USA. Honestly its been quite a wild ride. However now there is a whole new face turning. We are revamping the company. Which should be fun seeing as I am Office Manager which means most of the new things going on have to go through me as I am the main contact between customers and our company. So today at the morning meeting I got a list of my new objectives. Lol I came home called my mom and was like omg I wont be able to take a dump with out having the computer on my damn lap and the phone in my hand lol. She's the one that got me all the extra work. So yea thanx to my mom I'll be booked solid for the next 3 weeks unfortunatly. But it'll be worth it when we start expanding. More expanding means more money and more money means a lot with the gas prices today. So yea!Either way... if you're interested in a job... or are looking to make extra income in the near future please let me know cause i'll t

Bethlehem Hears Shots Fired In The Night SkyGunfire has filled the evening air as the time is 8 pm. Something tells me my plans are about to change lol. About 20 rounds have gone off so far and I have the feeling that tomorrow will be very tense here in Bethlehem. I have a meeting tomorrow, rescheduled from today and then I am hoping to be on to Jerusalem again. I am sitting here watching CNN to see if the news reaches home. It’s been totally quiet for the last 20 minutes so whatever was going on seems to have abated. Plans have been so goofed-up this second week! The schedule is going out the window I suspect.
In the end those words were true in a very interesting way. One of the professors at the University of Bethlehem invited me to go to Petra and Bethany. It will be a day long trip and very exciting for me.

Spiritual ThirstMark 1 – The Baptism of Jesus
1The beginning of the gospel about Jesus Christ, the Son of God.[a]
2It is written in Isaiah the prophet:
"I will send my messenger ahead of you,
who will prepare your way"[b]—
3"a voice of one calling in the desert,
'Prepare the way for the Lord,
make straight paths for him.' "[c] 4And so John came, baptizing in the desert region and preaching a baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. 5The whole Judean countryside and all the people of Jerusalem went out to him. Confessing their sins, they were baptized by him in the Jordan River. 6John wore clothing made of camel's hair, with a leather belt around his waist, and he ate locusts and wild honey. 7And this was his message: "After me will come one more powerful than I, the thongs of whose sandals I am not worthy to stoop down and untie. 8I baptize you with[d] water, but he will baptize you with the Holy Spirit."
9At that time Jesus came from Nazareth in Galilee and

NewHello I'm new to this bar I just wanted to say hello to everyone!! Hope you have a good time!!

Fleetwood Mac - The ChainListen to the wind blow...
Watch the sun rise;
Run in the shadows...
Damn your love, damn your lies!
And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
We would never break the chain.
And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
We must never break the chain.
Listen to the wind blow...
Down the comes the night.
Run in the shadows...
Damn your love, damn your lies!
Break the silence,
Damn the dark, damn the light!
And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
We would never break the chain.
And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
We must never break the chain.
And if you don't love me now
You will never love me again;
I can still hear you saying
We must never break the chain.
Chain......keep us together....
(Running in the shadows)

JokeA woman scanned the guests at a party and spotted an attractive man, standing alone.
She approached him. "My name is Carmen," she told him.
"That's a beautiful name," he replied, "Is it a family name?" "No," she
replied. "I gave it to myself. It reflects the things I like most --
Cars and Men."
"What's your name?" she asked.
With a smile he replied, "B.J. Titsenbeer"

Writing Is My Passion...Writing is one of the ways i express emotions. I love it. Its an outlet. Sometimes i just write and whatever comes...comes out!
4am...
The hours continue and yet im still mad at you. As with all things, this too shall pass with time. The question remains...how much time? Perhaps in the next few minutes, I will forget why i'm mad at you. Perhaps in the next few hrs once i close my eyes and drift off into my dreams, i will forget. Or will i meet you there, only to awaken mad yet again. Hmmm, the tricks of the mind. The psyche...so strong, yet so vunerable. Does vulnerablility weaken the heart? Or perhaps it strengthens the soul? Why am I up at this time of night pondering such questions? Do I dare ask the questions of you that I know i dont want the answers to? They say there are no stupid questions, but does that mean there are stupid answers? My mind, playing these tricks. Like a magician pulling a rabbit out of a hat, you know not where that came from. But do we question the m

PassionJust look into my eyes
and tell me what you see
and if you know me well enough
you'll see you're the only one for me
If you put your head to my chest
and tell me what you hear
you'd hear my heart beating way too fast
and it's just because you're near
Baby, just touch my soft body's skin
then tell me what you feel
you'd feel the heat, burning like flames
you'd feel I want you for real
Like a volcano, erupting with pleasure
when your hands find mine
when your fingers glide down my back
and run it up and down my spine
together we will go to that place,
wehere you and I can be alone
to that world of passion and desire
where your mind will be blown
Just close your eyes, just give in to me
and I'll give you what you need
i want you near, I want you here
I want you to feel all my heat

Mission In Life.No damn wonder my five attempted suicides have failed. I've heard that I have to complete a mission in life before I die. Now what the fuck is it? SOMEONE TELL ME DAMN IT!!!!

Just A Little Story...lolTee pressed her lips against Sweet's and slipped her tongue from her mouth as she let her hands wander over Sweet's body. Sweet's tits were so big and Tee felt them harden at her gentle touch. Tee wanted to please Sweet more than anything, her body lusted for her and her tongue ached to taste her sweet pussy.
Sweet had already slipped her little hands into Tee's half shirt and underneath her bra. Tee felt her nipples grow hard as Sweet began to roll her nipples between her fingers. Tee caught herself moaning before she even knew she was doing it. She smiled at Sweet and began to pull up Sweet 's shirt, revealing her flat tummy and then her perky large breasts as Tee pulled the shirt over Sweet's head. Tee leaned forward, kissed Sweet again, this time breaking the kiss off short, and began to slowly move down Sweet's body, first kissing her jaw line down to the nape of her neck.
As Tee reached Sweet's chest she made her way to one of Sweet's large breasts, then reached up with he

Keepin It Real...real SexyLet you kiss me on my neck start to gettin me leakin
lick da back of my knee right in da place u want me weak in
we be in
all different shapes and sizes
i mean position all positions where i'll feel u risin
realizing
dat we alone un plug da phone
cuz now your bone it needs a home
it needs to roam jus like cellular phones
if my friend there ill tell her go home
we in dat zone
and i need you here to fullfill all my dreams
and your dreams
doing things to make me wan scream
out in pain
don't doubt da pain wont last, it wont last
jus for a lil while as we get dat dick in dat ass
u kno wat i want and wat i like so no need to hold back
u cum dat first time take dick in my mouth and swallow....no need to
hold dat
i love the things we do
the things we say won't bugdge or go no where
these are the moments in love and theres so much love in the air.

Call WaitingI'm lying in the darkness, I cannot fall asleep.
I wonder where my husband is, I wish he'd call or beep.
I saw him leave thismorning, the black boots on his feet.
He said he had to run now, and I know he's on the street.
You'll know him when you see him, his truck is very loud.
He has no time to stop now, he doesn't want a crowd.
A caller said, "Please Hurry!" Come quickly if you will.
A young man with a motorbike is lying very still.
A mother calls in anguish, her child limp and blue.
HURRY! Come, I need you, and I don't know what to do.
I hear his key turning, he's coming in the door.
I hear him drop his boots, then footsteps on the floor.
I hear him in the kitchen, I can tell him from his walk.
He'll soon come and wake me, and ask if we can talk.
We'll sit out in the moonkight, and listen to the night.
He talks about a shooting, a street gang in a fight.
A car crash, a drowning, a small child hurt at play.
The things he needs to tal

The VibeWhat does it mean to be a Juggalo? It means you're down with the clown, till you're dead in the ground. It means you got your Homies back no matter how blazed they are, no matter what the consequences; you got their back, not because you don't wanna look soft, but because we're all FAMILY. TO be a Juggalo means that you follow the Dark Carnival no matter how many times Jay and Shaggy are put down the Media, no matter how many times mainstreamers like EMINEM preach about killin tha clowns.
To be a Juggalo means you're a part of a GREAT FAMILY, and whenever you need inspiration, healing, or just need to sit back and vibe, you throw on one of the Six Joker's Cards, crank the volume up to the proverbial 11, no not to 11, you crank that shit up to SIX-HUNDRED-AND-SIXTY SIX and sit back and chat along to THE UNVEILING because you don't think the Dead Juggalos sold out, you only think they OPENED UP and got MORE HARDCORE.
But most of all, to be a Juggalo means to be one of the Elite, and

Old FolksThree sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96- year old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, 'Was I getting in or out of the bath?'
The 94- year- old yells back, 'I don't know. I'll come up and see.' She starts up the stairs and pauses, 'Was I going up the stairs or down?'
The 92- year- old is sitting at the kitchen table having tea listening to her sisters. She shakes her head and says, 'I sure hope I never get that forgetful, knock on wood.' She then yells, 'I'll come up and help both of you as soon as I see who's at the door.'
___________________________________________________________
'I CAN HEAR JUST FINE!'
Three retirees, each with a hearing loss, were playing golf one fine March day. One remarked to the other, 'Windy, isn't it?'
'No,' the second man replied, 'it's Thursday.'
And the third man chimed in, 'So am I. Let's have a beer .'
____________________________________________

An Old NewnessA respected author and educator, Sowell is a magna cum laude graduate of Harvard with a Masters in Economics from Columbia and a Doctorate in Economics from the University of Chicago........................................... here is his personal perspective.
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An Old Newness By Thomas Sowell Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Many years ago, a great hitter named Paul Waner was nearing the end of his long career. He entered a ballgame with 2,999 hits -- one hit away from the landmark total of 3,000, which so many hitters want to reach, but which relatively few actually do reach.
Waner hit a ball that the fielder did not handle cleanly but the official scorer called it a hit, making it Waner's 3,000th. Paul Waner then sent word to the official scorer that he did not want that questionable hit to be the one that put him over the top. The official scorer reversed himself and called it an error. Lat

A Fireman's WifeChasing flames and saving lives is a firefighters thrill;
And I'll do this job, the best I can, with the Lords grace and will.
But even though I love the flames, the excitement, and the roar;
There's someone waiting back home for me, that I love even more.
My best friend, my soul mate, she is the love of my life.
I am so very grateful that she is my wife.
She understands the job I do, but how she hates it so.
I hear her cries, and see her tears, each time I have to go.
As I race to the fire, to battle the beast, I wonder how she is;
And pray to God, to let me return, to feel her tender kiss.
I know she won't sleep, with her heart filled with strife,
She knows why I must leave her, to go and risk my life.
She would only have to say the word and I would walk away;
And never fight another fire, or keep the beast at bay.
But I know that's something she'll never do, she loves the man I am.
She's proud of me for the lives I save and for my helping

Headlines From The Year 2029 - FunnyHEADLINES FROM THE YEAR: 2029
Ozone created by electric cars now killing millions in the seventh largest country in the world, Mexifornia, formerly known as California. White minorities still trying to have English recognized as Mexifornia's third language.
Spotted Owl plague threatens northwestern United States crops and livestock.
Baby conceived naturally. Scientists stumped.
Couple petitions court to reinstate heterosexual marriage.
Iran still closed off; physicists estimate it will take at least 10 more years before radioactivity decreases to safe levels.
France pleads for global help after being taken over by Jamaica.
Castro finally dies at age 112; Cuban cigars can now be imported legally, but President Chelsea Clinton has banned all smoking.
George Z. Bush says he will run for President in 2036.
Postal Service raises price of first class stamp to $17.89 and

Closing My Account!Sorry everybody, I just got here and now i'm leavin, well these sites have been a bit of a distraction so im leaving u wanna get a hold of me yahoo: moorenterprises2005 Holla @ ya boy!
TMO

Back Home Again!!The pager makes it's beeping noise,
The scanner comes to life.
You see excitement on his face,
As he goes off to fight.
Regardless what you're doing,
Or whatever the current plan,
All you hear is "Later Hon,"
As he gets those keys in hand.
You say a little prayer,
That God will keep him safe,
That with all the pride and bravery,
No one will make a mistake.
You know those men are brothers,
And fiercely will protect,
The lives of eachother and others--
They will truly give their best!
You and your family,
Are both loyal and true,
You keep eachother company,
Waiting for him to return to you.
And when the front door opens,
With "Honey I'm home" again,
You thank the Lord he's back OK,
Your brave and strong fireman.
--Author Unknown

Captains Log 7I’m not sure how many times I have to keep telling people that I am the messenger. I don’t have all the answers, He does. I was told by Christ that a particular person near me is riff raff and to get rid of her. At first I questioned Christ because I don’t dislike her, but I did observe that she is always nearby on prize day, but never around on donation day, but I wasn’t angry or any such thing like that. So, when I asked Christ if he was serious or really meant it, Christ asked me if do what he says or not. I said yes I do. He said what are you waiting for then? So, I knew then that I needed to clear out the riff raff.
In an attempt to not be talking smack, I’m leaving the names out. The names don’t make a difference anyway.
I made the decision to make an announcement telling the people who were not pulling their weight to start pulling it, or get out. I pretty much knew who was going to get huffy, it was just a matter of what time she got home from work and found the messag

About LoveSometimes your at home watching tv and just thinking to yourself.. "how did i just finish watching the whole show and not remember what it was about" cuz the whole time your not thinking bout the tv,, your just thinking about that special person, thinking about them, what they're doing, wondering if there thinking about you too.. or maybe wondering if they're even think about you at all.. it hurts to feel like your putting everything you have into that person and then wonder if they are putting that same feeling into someone else.. love can kill you that way, it doesn't let you choose, it doesn't let you breathe, it doesn't let you think.. it overpowers you to the point where you cant eat breathe or feel anything but love, its crazy that someone can have so much power over you and not even try at all.. its crazy how girls let them selves get abused and stay for love.. its crazy how girls can run away from their homes to live with the one they love only to find out he has someone on the

Another Quiz. Cool. :-/Have you ever...
[X] been drunk (Uh... haha.)
[X] smoked pot (I'm a bad kid.)
[X] kissed a member of the same sex on the cheek
[ ] been to Japan (That would be bitchin'.)
[ ] rode in a taxi (That's sad, I know.)
[X] been dumped (Suckiest thing alive.)
[ ] shoplifted (That's one thing I'm scared to do.)
[ ] been fired (I'm a diligent worker.)
[X] been in a fist fight (With my brother; we were violent growing up.)
[X] had sex (No explanation necessary.)
[X] snuck out of your parent's house (We've all done it.)
[ ] been arrested (Not yet. Haha.)
[X] made out with a stranger (Technically, I didn't know him. I do now though.)
[X] stole something from your job (A pen.)
[ ] celebrated new years in times square (I wish.)
[X] went on a blind date (Worst time of my life, and I'll never do it again.)
[X] lied to a friend (I'd like to know who hasn't.)
[X] had a crush on a teacher (Haha. My TA in 9th grade.)
[ ] celebrated m

Clean JokesYUK YUK
1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit?
Unique Up On It.
2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit?
Tame Way.
3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest?
They Take The Psycho Path
4. How Do You Get Holy Water?
You Boil The Hell Out Of It
5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall?
Dam!
6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long?
Polaroid's
7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work?
A Stick
8. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours?
Nacho Cheese
9. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers?
Subordinate Clauses.
10. What Do You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand?
Quattro Sinko.
11 What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow?
Spoiled Milk.
12. What Do You Get When You Cross a Snowman With a Vampire?
Frostbite.
13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches?
A Nervous Wreck.
14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup?
Anyone Can Roast Beef.
15. Where Do You Find a Dog

Squirtsooo another day another euro. slept in a bit (niice), rain had given up flooding us so took the boo to the woods. shopped, cooked (green lentil and veg soup), drank some beer, cycled to town for grass (got white widow but noticed that it's really dry but seems okay), spoke to my bro he's having a bad time again already (sigh), walked the dog again scared a woman (dunno why i'm not gonna mug her or summat, few beers now, waiting up for C (at the pub with G) blah blah. x

Drapery Rods - ClassicShe spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases.
On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things.
On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table by candlelight, put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of spring-water. When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar into the hollow of the curtain rods.
She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly, the house began to smell.
They tried everything; cleaning, mopping and airing the place out.
Vents were checked for dead rodents and carpets were steam cleaned.
< BR>Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters, during which they had to move out for a few days and in t

Real Woman..thats Me!Did you Ask wheres the REAL WOMEN...
MY ANSWER:
Let me tell you where she at,
A real woman that is
One who knows what she wants
And who's not afraid to give.
One who's not standing on a corner,
or hustling on the hill
Blinded by the gleam of gold
chrome rims or shiny grills.
One of who aint falling for fake smiles
or any of those thangs
But looking for a real man who's
not into playing games.
A woman who stands before you, clean from head to toe
Looking good, smelling good, feeling good fa sho.
Hold a conversation, a problem that is not,
Know what "big words" mean, education she has got.
Just call her college girl...living in her own world.
You say that you dont play the game,
yet so many do.
Makes me wonder where they are
Real men, such as you.
Can you handle a real woman
surrender, hands by your sides.
Whats the chance that a real
woman stands before your eyes?
Don't over look the one who perhaps
ble

Just About Me. If U Dont Love Yourself, Who Else Will?about me...that's all. (LOL)
Hey peoples, thought i'd take a break from the traditional bloggin and let my brain run lose on the playground. So as always, i just type and whatever comes out, comes out. Have a great day all!!!
Today im going back to bed,
clear these thoughts within my head.
replace them with a real sweet dream,
or real sweet someone so it seems
thats on my mind, night and day
more than enough, should I say.
perhaps to much is what I meant
missing the time on him i've spent.
beginning to wonder, thoughts in haste
if my time was simply waste
day by day as time goes on
i think ive takin just too long
to see him for what he really is
someone who takes more than gives.
How i know he's not for me
is by the company he keeps
one, two, five, ten
I cant keep up with his friends
and in turn i now see
he cant give me what i need
I require so much more
I deserve to have the floor.
Not have to push and st

Mum Part FourThe air is fresh and cool, birds are singing and the sky is blue. People are out walking dogs or jogging before work, but me I am thinking, thinking what is best for me, what is right for me?
“Hello again” I look around to find the kind stranger
“Oh hello” trying not to show my embarrassment, after the last time we met.
“Morning walk good for the lungs, you ok?” and he sits beside me.
“I don’t know really, don’t know what I’m thinking right now” I wipe the tear that slowly falls down my face, trying not to show my pain and frustration.
“Have you had breakfast yet? There’s a really good café down the road, would you like to join me?” and he smiles
“I’m not hungry to be honest” and I smile back
“Ok then, how about a coffee, on me”? And he rattles the change in his pocket.
“Sounds good” and I give a little laugh.
We talked about all different things from hair to weather; we laughed and laughed until we cried. The café was just down the road; I could smell the smoothness of th

A Poem About His DieingI Did Not Die
Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow;
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain;
I am the gentle Autumn’s rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush.
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft star that shines at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry.
I am not there;

Words I Couldn't SayI have so much that burns inside, So much I wish to show, The love, The smiles, The laughs, The simple pleasure that life has to offer,Thats so many take for granted..I want to share with you for the days I have left apon this earth.There would never be a day that passes that you wont feel this love that burns in my heart, But how can I do this when we are so far apart..I have so many words I just can't say..

QuickieAfter a little idle chitchat, he kisses me deeply. He grabs my legs, lifting me up, rubbing my pussy against his bulge. I say, "Mmm baby," holding onto him tight. He kisses me more as he holds me tight, pressing his chest against my hard nipples. I moan softly as we kiss, enjoying the sensations. He moves my pussy up and down fast against his hard bulge as we approach the couch.
I say, "Ohh baby?" He pulls my thong to the side, right away slipping 2 fingers in my pussy. He works them hard inside me, leaning down to kiss my hard tits. "Ohhhh godddd," I moan, breathing hard, hips pumping against his fingers. "Baby, you don't have to... If you don't have time..." He takes out his hard cock, rubs the head on my wet pussy, and says, "Mmmm I want it bad."
"Oh god yessss," I moan, "Take me now!"
He walks backwards, sits on the couch, and impales me on his cock deep and fast, moving me up and down his cock hard and fast. I moan and pant, trembling, holding tightly to him, moving with

Love Note From A Naughty GirlMy Beloved Darling…
I like the way you look at me
When you want it bad.
I like the way you plead for it
When your cock is in my grip.
I like the way you watch my fingers
Slid up your thick heat.
I like the way you throb against my tongue
As I lash at your mushroom tip,
And lick pearls from those tiny lips.
I love the way your fingers tighten in my hair,
When I gently squeeze your love sack.
I love the way you thrust up
And greedily fill my mouth.
I love the way your eyes beg for release,
And you helplessly moan my name in litany.
I love to tease you longer…
I love to drink your bittersweet milk
Until you’re sapped.
I love the way you thank me
By French kissing my mouth,
And then worshipping my sodden pussy.
I love the deliciously naughty boy inside the man.
With My Eternal Lust,
Your Naughty Girl

Thanks XoxoThanks To Everyone Who Has Rated Me And Faned Me And Added Me ... Much Love To Everyone And I Will Get Back To Yas .... Just Thank You Very Much Love Gettin To Know New Ppl And Makeing Friends ... :D MuAh XoXo

Bbq RulesWe are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved.
When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion:
Routine...
(1) The woman buys the food.
(2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert.
(3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand
Here comes the important part:
(4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL.
More routine....
(5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery.
(6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he deals with

GenealogyA little girl asked her mother, 'How did the human race appear?'
The mother answered, 'God made Adam and Eve and they had children and so was all mankind made.'
Two days later the girl asked her father the same question.
The father answered, 'Many years ago there were monkeys from which the human race evolved.'
The confused girl returned to her mother and said, 'Mom, how is it possible that you told me the human race was created by God, and Dad said they developed from monkeys?'
The mother answered, 'Well, dear, it is very simple. I told you about my
side of the family and your father told you about his.'

Leaving FubarSorry to say that I'm leaving fubar ..There was alot of cool ppl that i got to meet herebut my time has come to leave all you ....But if you want to keep in touch you can find me om myspace or yahoo...
Yahoo id name is sexy_eyes_girl74
myspace me look me up under sexy_eyes_girl74@yahoo.com
Hope to hear from all my friends that i meet on here ...I will be closing my acct on 6-17-2008
Lve yall Peanut

ConfusedRECEIVED THIS, AND NOW I AM MORE CONFUSED THAN I WAS BEFORE ....
LET ME SEE IF I HAVE THIS STRAIGHT:
HIS FATHER WAS A KENYAN, MUSLIM, BLACK - WE HAVE SEEN PICTURES OF HIS 'AFRICAN FAMILY'
HIS MOTHER IS A KANSAN, ATHEIST, WHITE - WHERE ARE THE PICTURES OF HIS KANSAN, WHITE MOTHER AND HIS WHITE GRANDPARENTS WHO RAISED HIM?
HIS FATHER DESERTED HIS MOTHER AND HIM WHEN HE WAS VERY YOUNG AND WENT BACK TO HIS FAMILY (WHOSE FAMILY ?) IN KENYA ?
HIS MOTHER MARRIED AN INDONESIAN MUSLIM AND TOOK HIM TO JAKARTA WHERE HE WAS SCHOOLED IN A MUSLIM SCHOOL
HIS MOTHER RETURNED TO HAWAII AND HE WAS RAISED BY HIS WHITE KANSAN GRANDPARENTS ?WHEN ?
HE LATER WENT TO THE BEST HIGH DOLLAR SCHOOLS, HOW?
HE LIVES IN A $1.4 MILLION DOLLAR HOUSE THAT HE ACQUIRED THROUGH A DEAL WITH A WEALTHY FU ND RAISER.... HOW?
HE 'WORKED' AS A CIVIL RIGHTS ACTIVIST IN CHICAGO < /SPAN>- HAS NEVER HELD A PRODUCTIVE JOB.
THE PRESIDENCY IS NOT A CIVIL RIGHTS POST, NOR IS IT SUBJECT TO AFFIRMATIVE ACTIO

9 Words Women Use9 WORDS WOMEN USE
(1)Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument, when they are right and you need to shut up.
(2)Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3)Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4)Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5)Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6)That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and

A Concerned And Thankful Wife...The pastor asked if anyone in the congregation would like to express Praise for answered prayers. A lady stood and walked to the podium.
She said, 'I have a Praise. Two months ago, my husband, Jim, had a terrible bicycle wreck and his scrotum was completely crushed. The pain was excruciating and the doctors didn't know if they could help him.'
You could hear an audible gasp from the men in the congregation as they imagined the pain that poor Jim experienced.
She continued, 'Jim was unable to hold me or the children and every move caused him terrible pain. We prayed as the doctors performed a delicate operation. They were able to piece together the crushed remnants of Jim's scrotum and wrap wire around it to hold it in place.'
Again, the men in the Congregation squirmed uncomfortably as they imagined the horrible surgery performed on Jim.
She continued, 'Now, Jim is out of the hospital and the doctor's say, with time, his scrotum should recover completely.' All the

Michelle Obama Should Be Ashamed2 MICHELLES, 2 AMERICAS & SHAME vs. PRIDE
By Michelle Malkin
Syndicated Columnist
Like Michelle Obama, I am a "woman of color." Like Michelle Obama, I am a working mother of two young children. Like Michelle Obama, I am a member of the 13th generation of Americans born since the founding of our great nation.
Unlike Michelle Obama, I can't keep track of the number of times I've been proud - really proud - of my country since I was born and privileged to live in it. At a recent speech in Milwaukee on behalf of her husband's Democratic presidential campaign, Mrs. Obama remarked, "For the first time in my adult lifetime, I am really proud of my country, and not just because Barack has done well, but because I think people are hungry for change."
Mrs. Obama's statement was met with warm applause from other Barack supporters who have also apparently been devoid of pride in their country during their adult lifetimes. Or maybe it wa

Shut Up Bitch, Swallow1) What would you like to say to the first person you kissed this year?
That would have been...CHAD! I wanna say: I heart you. Lets make babies.
2) What was the last reason you cried?
Devon
3) Where is your cell phone?
On my bed.
4) What was the worst mistake of your life?
He has a name.
5) Did you like NSYNC or Backstreet Boys?
BSB! They are coming to T.O. and I HAVE to go!
6) were did you sleep last night?
my bed.
7) What time did you go to sleep last night?
I donno...I dont remember falling asleep. I remember being with Ben then being in my bed...
8) What woke you up today?
the stupid cat sitting at my window meowing
9) What is one thing you wish people knew how to do?
In London: DRIVE! London has the worst drivers ever. Fuck.
10) Are you excited about the future?
Meh.
11) Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
I say "Mitch there is some asshole trespassing on our property. Get your gun."
14) Your boyfriend/girlfriend ch

You Thought You Were SlickWELL GUESS WHAT SWEET ~*Red*~, ANGELA. YOU ARE NOT SO SLICK. STOP TRYING TO TURN ALL THIS AROUND ON ME. YOU HAVE BEEN STALKING ME FOR YEARS, I JUST SEARCHED YOU LONG ENOUGH TO FIND OUT WHAT I NEEDED TO KNOW........ LIKE YOUR DAUGHTER OVER DOSED AND YOU ARE A LIAR ABOUT LANDON HAVING AUTISM. HOW SICK IS THAT. WELL I HAPPEN TO KNOW THAT YOU LIKE STEALING ALL MY PICTURES FROM MY PROFILE AND THE EMAILS AND PHONE CALLS ARE GETTING OLD LITTLE GIRL. ERNEST DOES NOT WANT YOU. HE NEVER WILL. YOUR HUSBAND CAN NOT SUPPORT YOU. YOUR OWN FAMILY HATES YOU. WHY ANGELA.... WHAY DO YOU HAVE TO ACT THIS WAY TO EVERY ONE. DONT YOU KNOW YOU WILL END UP LONELY ON THIS PATH. SO I HAVE THE SCREEN SHOTS TO MATCH UP WITH MINE NOW. THAT WAY THE JUDGE WILL SEE YOU ARE PATHETIC. YOU KNOW. GOOGLE IS A FUN WAY TO FIND OUT ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW. LIKE I FOUND OUT YOU HAVE BEEN SLANDERING MY NAME ALL OVER THE WEB. WELL. I HAVE ALL THE COPIES I COULD EVER NEED. LEAVE ME ALONE AND I WILL LEAVE YOU ALONE. BYE BYE NOW. :)

Coldplay - Speed Of SoundHow long before I get in
Before it starts, before I begin
How long before you decide
Before I know what it feels like
Where to, where do I go
If you never try then you'll never know
How long do I have to climb
Up on this side of this mountain of mine
Look up, I look up at night
Planets are moving at the speed of light
Climb up, up in the trees
Every chance that you get is a chance you seize
How long am I going to stand
With my head stuck under the sand
I'll start before I can stop
Before I see things the right way up
All that noise and all that sound
All those places I got found
And birds go flying at the speed of sound
To show you how it all began
Birds came flying from the underground
If you could see it then you'd understand
Ideas that you'll never find
All the inventors could never design
The buildings that you put up
Japan and China all lit up
The sign that I couldn't read
All the light that I couldn't see
Some things you have to believe
But othe

06/12/08"Oftentimes we think that if we can only choose just the right person, profession or town, we will be happy. But in truth, it is how well we relate to and take care of what we have that will ultimately matter."
From: The Soul's Companion

I Feel Very ObstinateMarked NSFW because I may fly off into fits of swearing...I never know when I write blogs....
I don't do blogs very often...but Im bored trying to kill two hours before work and none of my friends are online to flirt or chat with.....I feel very obstinate today....ya know...not very caring of other people's opinions or feelings...maybe its because I didn't get a good night's sleep, or had to go clear into work for a lame corporate orientation of sorts just to have 4 hours to kill before the start of my shift (I couldn't start early). I had the last three days off, the weather mostly sucked so I couldnt do any of my outdoor hobbies. I had two friends express interest in hanging out and then either baled or one hasnt event bothered returned any of my messages for the past three days.....on the day we had something planned from the week prior they were unreachable...so I think Im just going to totally wash my hands of that person....just got my work schedule for the next 6 weeks and

To Gain Entryask and ill see if i like you, they are all pretty much what my name is so only ask if you wanna see my junk...

Well Im A DadYa i found out im going to be a dadyy so im kinda freaked out about everything

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I Miss Herwell iam sitin at home on sunday mornin its 2:34am waitin for my wife to call me but i think she is sleepin and thinkin about alot of things we are not together right now but iam tryin so hard to get to her you see she is in the usa and iam in canada and at this time i cant get to her but she is goin to come see me soon i hope!!!!!!! You see she is the best preson in the world NO joke she is and we will be together soon i hope it is verey hard right now b/c she works all day and i work all night so we get to talk like 5 min a day if that so the only thing we have is myspace to talk so baby (christine) if you are readin the i hope you know you mean the world to me and i love you sooooo much that me yes me CRY myself to sleep at night b/c i cant be with you in your arms right now................... BABY I MISS YOU !!!!!!!!!!!

Chasing The Dream...Growing up I had this wonderful dream, I saw myself being graduated from college and working a well paying job that I loved. I'd have a wife that every man was jealous of and perhaps a kid or two that loved me and I loved them just as much in return. We had money, we had understanding but most of all we had love.
Nice dream huh?
Well, here it is ... I'm 29 now and I have nothing to show for the ten years that I have been away from home. I've had a multitude of jobs doing various works and about the equivalent number of women and failed relationships.
It seems that somehow my employment and relationship histories are attached. I can't seem to hold on to either one for very long.
With the jobs, it seems that I always start out at the bottom and I do my job well, I take pride in it in hopes that someone will notice. But it seems that I am constantly getting passed over for that big pay raise or promotion, simply because of the fact that I do my job so well and without any compla

Two Of The Hardest Working People On Fubar!!!These two people work endlessly to help people on fubar and ask for nothing in return. They have helped countless people level from fresh meat all the way up to Oracle. Please stop in and show the both of them the love that they deserve!
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Adult Party Games 61-12060. QUESTION - ANSWER. ( Questionnaire. )
Get ready 60 cards (10cm long 4 cm high). On 30 of them write the questions on 30 others write the answers. Hold the cards with the questions like a fan in one hand and the cards with the answers in the other. Ask the first guest whom would he/she like to answer his/her question. The guest answers that he/she wants to ask, c.f., Anna, draws out a card with the question and reads it aloud. Anna draws out the card with the answer and also reads it aloud. Then Anna says whom would she like to ask the question. She draws the card out and reads out the question. The person who is asked, draws out the card with the answer and reads it out. The game goes on until all the questions are asked and answered.
Questions:
1. Would you like to be a millionaire?
2. Would you like to find yourself in a harem?
3. Do you often visit restaurants?
4. Do you go to work with pleasure?
5. Can you give birth to an athlete?
6. Do you wear a wig?
7. Have you any

Any Reason I Shouldn't Implode!?So the company my husband has worked for the last 10 years tells him 2 weeks ago that his full time position was being eliminated by the company to put in place a new system. Which means, he has the end of THIS MONTH (June 2008) to find another full time job, or a part time job to fill in what we're not making with the part time bull shit they're giving him at his current job.
He has applied to over 30 places, and you know what's fucked up?? They are mostly over the internet. Because for some godforsaken reason businesses have completely relied entirely on the computer to file through applications. Which sucks, because whereas before, you could go in fill out an application and possibly speak to a manager... now you have to fill out the application online..
WHAT THE HELL Is my ears ringing for!?
Anyways... now you have to fill out an application and wait... tap your toes, and maybe possibly call to find out how the application is going... yarrrrrrr right.
He fills out an ap

Kanye West - Jesus WalksI need to recruit all the soldiers
All of God's soldiers
We at war...
We at war with society, racism, terrorism
But most of all...we at war with ourselves
(Jesus walks)
God show me the way because the devil trying to break me down
(Jesus walks with me, with me, with me, with me, with me)
You know what the mid-west is?
Young and Restless
Where restless (niggas) might snatch your necklace
And next these (niggas) might jack your Lexus
Somebody tell these (niggas) who Kanye West is.
I walk through the valley where the shadow of death is.
Top floor of the view alone will leave you breathless
Try to catch it ... it's kind of hard
Getting choked by detectives yeah yeah now check the method.
They be asking us questions, harass and arrest us
Saying We eat pieces of shit like you for breakfast
Huh? Y'all eat pieces of shit what's the basis?
We ain't going no where but got suits and cases.
A trunk full of coke, rental car from Avis.
My momma used to say only Jesus can

Courage To Move On!!They had been together for many a year,
Now all she can feel is fear.
She gave all that she could give,
It just wasn't the way he wanted to live.
He left without a backward glance,
Not even giving their love a chance.
She often wonders what she could have done,
To keep him from going on the run.
Now she is living all alone,
With nothing she can call her own.
She can barely make herself eat,
Wondering if her life will again be complete.
This woman is now moving along,
Building her courage, and becoming strong.
Time will heal her broken pride,
Toward the sunrise her heart will glide.

Poem 2I see before me a path
A long and narrow path
A dark path is seems to be
I know this is the direction I must go
I know this is the one for me
I know that with You beside me, I cannot faulter
You have promised to walk with me, each step
You have told my heart this is the way to go
You have assured me that only going forward will give me the desire of my heart.
Together we will be
Together we will climb the highest mountain
Together we will cross the deepest ocean
Together forever is what we will be
I am ready to surrender myself to this narrow path
I am ready to follow Your guidence
I am ready to be with You, no matter where it takes me
I now take my first step on this new path of my life
I now leave those things behind me that hold me down
I now look to the future, a future with you
This path may be unknown to me
This path may be long
This path may be life changing
I am ready and willing
Into this way I go....Come let us start this path, You and I

Raw EmotionsSo it's been a long ass while since i have blogged anything here let alone have been on fubar. so i do miss talking to everyone but i don't have the internet anymore as much. so here it goes for the update.. go get a drink, take a leak this is going to be a long one... you ready??
okay hear it goes, last time i was on here was around my birthday and i was inviting people to come out and drink with me... did anyone really show.. nope not even drako and he really wanted to... so i had a few.. took a shot with my own hair right at the edge of my hand and the shot glass, hair in your throat when you take a raw shot of tequila with out any training wheels will make you throw up. i should know i did, all over my skirt i wore that night and my shirt had a lil bit on it... i went into the bathroom cleaned my self up and continued drinking durning the night till about 4 in the am... yes i drink like a champ no i am not some pansy ass bitch that needs to run crying because i embarrassed m

Coffin SyrupCOFFIN SYRUP: IF YOUR IN THE CHARLESTON AREA DONT FUCKIN MISS THIS EVENT.

11/15/05Often Chris brings up my drinking and says that I’m only attracted to her when I’m drinking. At first I would get upset about it and let it frustrate me, but I sat down and thought about if there was any validity in her statement. I don’t believe that I am only attracted to her when I am drunk, because I have been drunk and seen other attractive females with no urges to fuck them. In fact, now days it seems like Chris is the only one that I find myself attracted to sexually. I truly think that some drinking allows me to open up more and be more affectionate towards her because of the release of the stress for the time, among other psychological factors.
Either way, I have found that I also become more submissive towards her as I open up and I truly enjoy the feeling that comes with it. I found myself gazing into her eyes for the first time in a long time and felt myself getting lost in them. Could it be? Could Chris be the one? Did I finally find the working combination to “reign me

The Girl Without And The Girl WithinLike diamonds in her eyes her passion shines through. Love, understanding and compassion is what she holds for me and you. Passion undying, inside crying. She holds her ground without moping around. Her zest for life enchanting, she refuses to be seen ranting. Hurting inside and running out of space to hide, she must confide.
Injured soul with thoughts spiraling out of control, too much crying leading to thoughts of dying. Nowhere to turn and scared that he'll burn. he searches high and low before landing that final blow.
By some unforseeable action there is sparked an attraction.
two souls both aching, what are they making?
aren't they aware? Danger! Beware ...

The Early Beginningso this is my first post in my first blog. Feeling like I'm base jumping for the first time, looking down the wall of the building seeing people look up expectantly. Sorry If I disappoint any of you- but I have no clue what Im doing. sticking with the 'base jumping' analogy- its like I know how to jump, pull the chord, and scream prayers to any deity willing to listen. But am miffed as to how to put them together.
Since you are not expecting anything anymore, I guess I need a topic. bitchin. as in anything weblike that I find bitch(in)(like) so...
Bitchin'

SecretsAfter 13 years of marriage, 3 kids, countless memories, both exsquisite and painful, my wife and I have split. I've spent the last week or so pondering all the things that I should or shouldnt have done. I've tried to be mad, been heartbroken as I am sure she has been. We have talked, and she will always be my best friend in the world. But in the last few days, Ive realized something. And I've never wanted to admit to this before. The truth is, we both had secrets. We both kept some deep dark secret from each other. Which of us had the worse of the secrets is arguable. They were both a resultant of the other. The problem, we couldn't admit to ourselves the secrets we kept were so harmful. And if we could not admit them to ourselves, in what reality would we be able to admit them to each other. We know the pain that our secrets would cost. Even more than that however, is the realization of admitting to ourselves that these secrets could have very well ended our marriage muc

The Usual Gametypical bull$h*t we all get to deal with. I've deceided to F*ck it all and 4get men exist, less i fall in love at first sight and vice versa. I am not touching another man for a long time...well maybe-If i can get up to SF...hehehehe....well my vacation starts tomorrow and I get to spend the next umpteen days in palmtucky and DRY TOWN whoohooo!
^have the balls to tell the truth so we don’t wonder^
********friends saga below************
Subject: What do you think??
The last time Joe sent me a text message, he had a seafood poisoning, do you think he died from food poisoning? Is it possible?
Subject: What do you think??
I highly doubt that he died. And unless a doctor diagnosed him he made up the food poisoning-it is just a really bad stomach. A parasite would take a long time to kill a human-slowly but it would take longer than a year id think…=) don’t call….stay STRONG!
Subject: RE: What do you think??
No I won’t call that bastard.
Subject: RE: What do you t

Bye ByeThis is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face

PoemFriends
A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

The Lady Of ShalottThe Lady of Shalott *By Alfred Tennyson*
On either side the river lie
Long fields of barley and of rye,
That clothe the wold and meet the sky;
And through the field the road run by
To many-tower'd Camelot;
And up and down the people go,
Gazing where the lilies blow
Round an island there below,
The island of Shalott.
Willows whiten, aspens quiver,
Little breezes dusk and shiver
Through the wave that runs for ever
By the island in the river
Flowing down to Camelot.
Four grey walls, and four grey towers,
Overlook a space of flowers,
And the silent isle imbowers
The Lady of Shalott.
By the margin, willow veil'd,
Slide the heavy barges trail'd
By slow horses; and unhail'd
The shallop flitteth silken-sail'd
Skimming down to Camelot:
But who hath seen her wave her hand?
Or at the casement seen her stand?
Or is she known in all the land,
The Lady of Shalott?
Only reapers, reaping early,
In among the bearded barley
Hear a song that echoes cheerly
From the

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Heartbreak HotelThis is the heartbreak hotel (9x)
You said that youd be here by nine
And said you took your time
You didnt think to call me boy
Here I sit trying not to cry
Asking myself why you do this to me
Chorus 1 (sung by faith evans)
Since youre not around for me to tell you baby face to face
Im writing you this letter, and this is hat I have to say:
All I really wanted was some of your time
Instead you told me lies
When someone else was on your mind
What you do to me
Look what you did to me
I thought that you were someone who would do me right
Until you play with my emotions and you made me cry
What you do to me
Cant take what you did to me
Now I see that you been doing wrong
You played me all along.
And made a fool of me, baby
You got it all wrong to think that I wouldnt find out
That you were cheating on me.
How could you do it to me?
Chorus 2 (sung by kelly price)
This is the heartbreak hotel (9x)
Chorus and ad lib
I aint goin to take it no more (4x)
(kelly price

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Thank You Letter..This letter
was sent to the principal's office after an elementary school had sponsored
a luncheon for the elderly. An old lady had received a new radio at the
lunch as a door prize, and was writing to say thank you. This story is a
credit to all human kind. Forward to anyone you know who might need a lift
today!
Dear Faculty and Students,
God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizens'
luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at an assisted home for the aged. All of
my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know someone is
thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady. My
roommate is 95 and always had her own radio. Before I received this one, she
would never let me listen to hers, even when she was napping. The other day,
her radio fell off the night st and and broke into a lot of little pieces. It was
awful and she was in tears. She asked if she could listen to mine, and I said
fuck you.

Best FriendSomeone I can talk to
Someone I can trust.
Someone who will be there
When my relationships rust.
Someone who will save me,
When everything goes wrong.
Someone who will comfort me
And help me to be strong.
Someone who listens
At any time of day.
Someone who will brighten
Any sky that’s gray.
Someone who will always
Want to be my friend.
Someone who will fight for me,
Until the bitter end.
Someone who will cry with me
Whenever I am sad.
Someone who will laugh with me
Whenever I am glad.
Someone who will understand
My every weird emotion.
Someone who will always be
At my side with their devotion.
Someone who will always think
Of me before themselves.
Someone who will care for me
And put their own worries onto shelves.
Someone who will always let
Me act like the true me.
Someone who will always be
Just like I want to be
Someone who will always remain
Incredibly beautiful and true-
Someone who is my best friend.
Someone just like you.

Love Is Just Pain, Y Do I Even Try To Deal W.itWHY R MEN ALL THE FUCKIN SAME, THEY BE TELLIN ONE PERSON ONE THING WHILE LAYIN NEXT TO ANOTHER...IM TIRED OF THESE PLAYERS UP IN THIS GAME THAT IM SUPPOSED TO CALL LIFE...WHAT IS LIFE W.O LOVE, IF I CANT FIND LOVE AT ALL...EVERYTIME I MET SOMEONE NEW ITS LIKE I GOTTA FIND OUT SOME SHIT THAT THEY TRYIN TO BE SOMEONE THAT THEY TELL ME THEY NOT. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND THE WAY OF LIFE. WHY DO I HAVE TO FALL FOR ALL THE WRONG GUYS, WHEN IN MY HEART THEY ARE THE RIGHT GUY, WHY CANT ANYONE EVER BE TRUTHFUL...U SAY THAT U ARE, WELL HOW COME UR ACTIONS DONT MATCH UP TO UR WORD...THIS IS WHY I DONT TRUST IS CAUSE PEOPLE LIKE THIS BE TRYING TO CAPTURE A WOMENS HEART, BUT YET AT THE SAME TIME SETTING THAT PERSON UP TO FALL...IS THIS WHY U SAID DONT GET ATTACHED?? WHY CANT I EVER JUST OPEN MY EYES AND FIND HAPPINESS, Y IS IT ME THAT GIVES MY HEART OUT TO SOON, AND ALL I GET IN RETURN IS A FAILED HEART. NO WONDER MY HEART IS BLAKK, I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED, JUST LIKE U DO..WHY DO U HAVE TO PLAY THESE

H Or H?When faced with tough decisions, you're selfless and kind. Yeah, sometimes you have a weak moment or two - who doesn't! But your good deeds outweigh your bad ones. When the time comes, you're sure to be fitted for your very own pair of Angel wings
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Ow!I am so fucked up! Why won't I ever get over him? I still love him like it was the first day I kissed him. But what am I to do? I run. I hide. And for what? Just to keep running and stealing.
Yeah, damn meds again. I still hurt pretty badly. My jaw doesn't hurt so much, but arm and side terribly bruised. Well, a tiny fracture on the arm. I thought I was gonna lose a lung or a spleen or something. My insides just churn from the pain AND meds.
Nothing seems to work but hashing out the shit I am going through.
Groan! If I could sever that love... maybe my life would be better? I don't know. Years of loving him and I still feel the need to hide.

Taking A Breakgoing deleting this account for a while
if you have yahoo and want to add im bustybee31@yahoo
thanks bee.
all my friends have been the best
talk agin
xxx

When You Say Things.....When you say you love me, I believe it
When you say you trust me, I want to see it.
When you say you need me, I can see it in your eyes.
But then I found out it was one big lie.
You didn't love me, you just said that to make me feel special.
When you said you trust me, yeah that flew out the window.
When you said you needed me, what the fuck you didn't.
You just wanted me that one time, that one place, and now look.
We are both in positions we can not change
We are both stressed, both crying, both in pain.
Both want to believe each other, both want to love
Both want to find something that we crave yet never get enough of.
But remember when I say this:
I do love you and always will
I do trust you and never will fail
I do need you and you need me
Together we can make this work.
But remember this once and for all:
In the upcoming months things will change but you hurt me in a way that I can't explain. You hurt me in my heart and m

And I Stood Still...Waiting for him to come back into my arms, i cant wait to be back in his warm embrace. I miss him with everything i have and i still am here sitting and waiting for that day he tells me "baby, im coming home." But i dont know when this day can possibaly be. I will just wait, and atleast try to be patient for the day my love coems back to thee. My eyes well up and here comes the tears as i lay in my bed and my make up starts to smear...I just wish so badly you were here. I miss you more then you could ever know. I know this hurts you too. I know that you miss me and love me so much. Baby, im right here for you. I love you more then i have ever loved anyone and that does include myself. I will just take the love in my heart i have for you, save it in a jar and keep it safe on my shelf...I love you more and More, the more i dont get to see your face or feel your sweet breath on my skin. Tim, i love you. I know that you know that i do deeply so. but like i said to you before, i dont think

How Far Would U Go?I have been puzzling a nasty puzzle within my mind for about six months trying to piece together why things turned out the way they did. I sorted through the past yesterday and finally realized that some people will go to great lengths to get back with the ones that left them. Would I be willing to hurt myself so bad that I couldn't walk again? No, I doubt it. I remember my first love. Ahh...don't we all and how he was made to drop me over a new truck. Yes, sad, but true.
I ran into him the other day and thought how old and tired he looked. Well his momma didn't get what she wanted and he got what he wanted because he's still with the one he was with when I graduated years ago. So maybe it's true God or the fates don't answer all our prayers, but put us in the right place to accomplish more without our 'excess baggage.'

Turn On's And Turn Off'sOk here goes.........
-Turn Ons-
1. Thick/chubby girls
2. light color eyes
3. White girls lol
4. Honesty
5. Open about your feelings
6. Kinda clingy... I know most guys don't like it but I do
7. Short finger/toe nails, but a big polish fan either
8. Well pedicured feet
9. Shoulder length hair or longer
10. Curves
11. Redheads are a plus but not needed
12. Good smelling hair
13. Speaking of hair... I like some hair "down there" lol
14. Good kisser
15. Good sex drive. I don't want a nun lol Adventureist sex is a plus
16. A girl that knows what she wants
17. Caring and loving nature
18. A girl that can sit down and watch the Simpsons with me
19. Biting. I like nibbling and a little sucking on a girls neck
20. A girl that is content staying at the house lounging around
21. Realistic girls. Your not a princess. Everything and everyone isn't perfect
22. A girl I can take to mom and dad
23. A chubby girl that likes a ch

Seeing Life In A Whole Different WayI was watching a tv show about my old and always favorite artist group, tlc. Watching that show, brought back so many long and old memories of myself, my beautiful cousins Amanda and Katie. As we grew up we portrayed that group as something for us to look up to when we were younger. Their songs gave us insight when we we younger that made us really think about our lives. And now, I'm sitting here writing to you guys tonight, because it's has got me thinking about where I want my life to go. I'm still a little confused on what I do want in life. And I'm probably sure everyone still is, whether they be 80 years old or 10 years old. But me hearing the vocals of the song "waterfalls" by TLC, especially the rap part by Left Eye, and this is what is says.....
"I seen a rainbow yesterday, but too many storms have come and gone. Leaving a trace of not one God giving ray. Is it because my life is ten shades of gray? I pray, all ten fade away, seldom praise him for the seven days."
"And like h

Apologizing Is A Form Of WeaknessWhen you apologize, you show people that you are fallible and that you make mistakes. In a world of hyper-productivity, success means everything and failure is nothing. Whether we like it or not, the truth is that an apology is admitting to the world a weakness and that you failed.
Good. Be weak. Show you’re human. Make mistakes. Make them early and make them often. Learn from them. Grow.
When you fail, say, “I’m sorry. I’ll do better next time.”
And make sure you back those words up.
Failure is Overrated
I have not failed, I’ve just found 10,000 ways that won’t work.
- Thomas Edison
Sometimes there’s too much attention spent on mistakes and failures. We don’t remember the 9,999 times Edison failed to invent the light bulb. We only remember the successful 10,000th attempt.
Failure doesn’t define you (and neither should success). The fear of failure should not stop you from what you want to do, or perhaps what you need to do. You’ll still be the same person

BlehWahoo!! One more day of work then I'm on vacation for 10 days! Bleh, wish I didn't have to work. I don't wanna go to work. Pleh!! My mouth is still sore....Right now it feels like when you bite the inside of your mouth, then a bite more. Can't wait to change out these piercings so that they're smaller.
So yeah...blah blah blah I have to be at work soon. Noooooooooo. yep...yeah....
Can't wait till today is over....
woooo ta

A PreludeSo ladies and gents.. I'd like to welcome you to this window of opportunity for myself. As few of you may know I will be leaving within the next 4 days to begin my new extraordinary yet temporary alternative lifestyle. For two weeks I shall be exploring the Southern and Midwestern states. And I'd like to be able to share my many experiences with you all. Also this would be a great opportunity to run into a few of my favorite Fu's since normally distance would be a factor to us not seeing each other.
Wish me luck... Life starts in 4!

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Are You A Wolf Spirit?ARE YOU A WOLF SPIRIT??
If you relate strongly to the "Spirit of the Wolf" you are very loyal --
to family, friends, principles and ideals. You will protect your loved
ones, especially your children, with strength and conviction.
Like the wolf itself, you do not like to fight unnecessarily -- you will,
in fact, go out of your way to avoid that
type of situation.
Wolves use body language in communication and many people in tune with
this spirit have expressive eyes, hands and posture and use them when
communicating with others.
You believe in a strong family structure and realize that your elders and
your children all have something to teach you, to share with you. You take
the responsibility of teaching your children to respect the rights of
others
very seriously. You want them to be loving and kind, but strong in life.
You seek knowledge, new ideas and new advent

Ramblin'i want things to go my way...who doesnt l think if i want to go to camp in the middle of the night i’m gonna...i’m the person that you can call for anything i got it you can have it i dont own anything that cant burn down to the floor that i’m gonna give two shits about...i will go fishin’ all day and not catch anything...and be happy why is it so hard to get a boat in the water...why if i’m in town is nobody there but when i get home everyone calls to see wgere i am...i’m the person that hates a big deal being thrown...about anything...if you tell me something it wont be repeted unless the info. hurts someone close to me...dont give me shit about my family i’m related to them...i know them and i dont need people thinkin’ i can do shit about it...dont put down my friends or family the only thing in the world that will make me knock the teeth out of your mouth is that shit...dont tell me gossip it deserves a slap or two also...if i stay home and dont visit people or dont call dont give

Wondering??Do any of you know what its like to love someone for so long that after awhile you give up altogether and then out of no where the person you thought u were just getting over comes back into your life. You realize at the point that you never gave up on him.her. They impacted your life in so many ways that you are glad to have them back again and you hope they stay this time and do run away cause they are afraid.
Well I do. I have been in love with person for so long but never told them till just recently because I was afraid and I was told by a family memeber not to let him know that he had that kind of effect on me. I am just so glad he is back in my life again. I hope he doesn't runaway.

Good Quotesgood quotes......."if you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours if not it never was." "wanting and wishing aren't gonna get you anywhere doing and pursuing will.'' Listen to the logic side of your heart" "over 1,000,000 times I have failed, and that is why I suceed." "Dare to be different" "take a walk in the pouring rain" "don't get an STD" "don't trick people into doing something they don't want to" "be kind" "always believe in yourself" "use others doubts as fuel to your fire" "Set goals, achieve them, and then set more goals" "always have a direction to follow, but if there are flowers along the way make sure you stop and smell them" "be aware of our priorities, be responsible, have respect" "Fall in love, but only when your ready to be able to give them your heart and give them the ability to crush it but trust them enough not to" "love the life you live, live the live you love" and when someone calls you wierd simply enjoy the fact that you are not the typic

Our Lifes Leading Us....You finally think you have it all figured out, and that it all makes sense. The hurts and mistakes of the past finally washed away to bother you no more. But the sad truth is the past always has a way to catch up with you, the pain and hurt is never truly gone just hid away for a bit. Hid away in moments of happiness and longing. Longing for that future you always thought you would have but always stayed just out of your reach. Thinking perhaps this time you had found it, found just what you wanted and just what you were looking for. And for that brief moment of time you probably had and it was real, but only for that moment in space and time. Each day, each minute, each second brings with it new challenges and new discovery’s into who we are and what our lives have become. Sometimes they are good revelations, other times they are just the opposite. We can never tell what each moment will bring and if that moment will be a good one or a bad one. Sometimes it is so hard not to get caugh

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I'm Getting Dark........My dark side is popping out and it hasn't been since high school. I've suppressed it since then.
Tats I love and I want more
Dark music
Dark clothing (we are talking about a whole new wardrobe of nothing but black, red, etc.)
My attitude (I don't give a fuck about anything) is coming back.
Now I'm trying to take a psychological view on this......it could be my emotions coming out in a coping way. Idk but I hope I break this soon.
I feel free when I'm doing this because I'm bringing my natural self out but it's not what I'm used to so naturally I'm fighting it.
I know I have a lot of anger/sadness built up inside (from other things I would rather not talk about) so maybe that's the reason. It's finally releasing itself out of years of building up.
Who's knows but I got to find some way to deal with it.

I Hate This Shit!I really don't like running. I don't. It's just when you have an EX like mine, there is nothing else to do but run. I never get the chance to fucking sit still.
Ah, but he did love on me again.... And then he hurt me, AGAIN. I don't know how it is I can succumb to him like that.
It's just too overwhelming. I still love him so, but hard to walk away from him.
Goddamn, I am so fucked up! I need some new serious meds. Theses damn pills make me so weak and so fuckin' vulnerable.

Pick Up Lines1. Can I borrow a quarter? I want to call my mom and tell her I just met the girl of my dreams.
2. Is your daddy a theif? Then who stole the sparkle of the stars and put them into your eyes?
3. Will you go out with me?.......... to McDonald's? +
4. Can I flirt with you?
5. Blonde, James Blonde... Jr. =
6. I looked up the word BEAUTIFUL in the thesaurus taday, and your name was included.
7. I've had a really bad day and it always makes me feel better to see a pretty girl smile. So...
would you please smile for me?
8. Hey, somebody farted. Lets get out of here!
9. You've got the whitest teeth I have ever seen!
10. Excuse me, but what pick up line works best for you?
11. Hi, what's a girl like you doing in a nice place like this?
12. Hi, can I buy you a car?
13. Excuse me, I seem to have lost my phone number, can I please borrow yours?
14. Do you have a boyfriend?
No?! Well do you want one?
Oh, you do? Well, when you want a

So Soon? Wow!Wow! I'm here again. Lucky me? I don't know. Yeah, at least this time I'm actually chillin' out in a nice motel room. It's not too bad compared to what I've been sleeping in. So, when will I stop running? I have no idea. When I'm dead? Oh, I hope not. I hope it doesn't come to that. Anyone care to fix my EX? Make him better so I can be in his arms again? Without him hurting me? I just love him too much!
Ohh! Goddamn meds are giving me shit! Need something new and that won't get me to feeling this way!

Are You Her???Hey here is the goblin, you see me but then you don’t. Reason for that is just because, Just a goblin that’s enjoying every day as it comes. What I like and what turns me on is a woman that is fully confident of here self. Without any doubt, Someone who not afraid of letting me going down on her very slowly with pieces of ice in my mouth along with my vibrating tongue ring. Ensuring that a complete wet and stratifying orgasm, but as she is having this wonderful orgasm; it’s required that she either has her legs spread eagle and she is pulling my head deeper inside her soaking wet pussy as I extend my tongue as far as possible. Her other option would be as she locks her legs around my head, I lick and suck on her clitoris as she rotates her hips and pulling her legs in tighter around my neck I insert my middle finger in to her pussy and my ring finger in her tight ass. As she starts to climax I began to suck harder on her clitoris and begin to pump my fingers deeper and faster into her

Naughty AppREPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........
Your Name:
Your Phone Number:
Best Time To Call:
Age:
Favorite sexual position:
Do you think I'm cute?
Would you have sex with me?
lights on or off?
Would you have to be drunk?
Would you take a shower with me?
Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
Would you leave after or stay the night?
Do you like cuddling afterwards?
Condom or skin?
Have sex on the first date?
Would you kiss me during sex?
Do you think I would be good in bed?
Would you use me as a booty call?
Can I use you as a booty call?
Can we take pictures of the act?
How long would we have sex?
Would you tell your friends about me?
Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!
EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND -IT'S ALL IN FUN-
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Look At What The Bats Dragged InI'm dying from my own disease
I'm a villian, I'm a murderer and the victim is me
I've got a date with fate and I just can't wait
I'll see you all down at the morgue
I need some coffee, a corpse, and a cigarette
Just in case that I get bored
Red, white and bruised and bathed in sin
I've been through hell and back again
Bury me now and say it's the end
Oh my god, look at what the bats dragged in
I'm pissing into the wind
I got a face full of it, lick my lips and do it again
My claim to fame is I've got no shame
A corpse is a corpse of course
I've got a handful of nails and a crucifix
Just in case that I get bored
Red, white and bruised and bathed in sin
I've been through hell and back again
Bury me now and say it's the end
Oh my god, look at what the bats dragged in
Red, white and bruised and bathed in sin
I've been through hell and back again
Bury me now and say it's the end
Oh my god, look at what the bats dragged in
Oh my god, look at what the bats drag

About Daddy DomsI didnt write this. A wonderfully insightful lady did. Her name is Kendra.
about Daddy Doms...I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometim

Song For The DumpedSo you wanted
To take a break
Slow it down some and
Have some space
Well fuck you too
Give me my money back
Give me my money back
You bitch
I want my money back
(And don't forget to give
Me back my black T-Shirt)
Wish I hadn't bought you dinner
Right before you dumped me
On your front porch
Give me my money back
Give me my money back
You bitch
I want my money back
And don't forget
And don't forget.

BdsmBDSM
A silhouette on my bedroom wall
You linger like the morning after
You beautiful disaster
The ghsot of what we had
Watching my every single move
It's so perverse and so very, very lewd
You sick voyeur, you dirty angel
Nothing I do saves me from your brown-eyed Hell
That bed that we laid in still keeps your sordid form
But I can't do anything until these tethers are torn
A crushing pressure in my head
From all the weight left by you
And now my spine is growing black and blue
The crucifix you nailed me to
Burns my skin like boiling acid
As your figure stands there; torrid, spiteful, acrid
You sick voyeur, you dirty angel
Nothing I do saves me from your brown-eyed Hell
That bed that we laid in still keeps your sordid form
But I can't do anything until these tethers are torn
This sick fetish, this fetid kink
I'm kept on a collar, attached by a link
This cage that I'm in now still smells of your form
And I can't do anything until these tethers are torn

45 Ways To Love A Girl1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly
Are you remembering this?
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
Keep reading
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it.
fight back
15-when her friends say I love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends.
it makes her feel loved
Are you thinking about someone?
16-always hug her and say "I love you" when you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her she's beautiful!
20-tell her the way you feel about her!
Oh, and on that last one...u need to show her you mean it too
21-open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurt to act like a gentleman
22-tel

So He Says To Me.....I cant resist you..I want to make love to you...
You are standing, looking out a window. I silently come up behind you and wrap my arms around you. My hands go to your breasts, and I cup them lovingly in them. My thumbs stroke your nipples thru your top. You have no bra on and your nipples become hard and taunt. I use my forefingers and my thumbs to grasp and roll them between my fingers. You lean your head on my shoulder, exposing your long, lovely neck. I kiss your neck, then run my tongue up and down it's length. My mouth finds your bare shoulder, and I kiss it and nibble on it. I grow hard and I step closer to you. You can feel my bulge resting between your asscheeks. You push back against me and massage my bulge by bending and straightening your knees. You let out a slight moan. You raise your arm up around my neck and pull me tight to your neck. I bite down and suck your flesh in my mouth. I suck hard, then release. There is a "beauty" mark now at that spot.While my left hand

TagInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. Im extremely self concious about myself
2. Im afraid of large groups of people
3. I hate the color red
4. I hate people who treat others badly
5. My weakness is being sweet talked and cuddled
6. I love to Bmx
7. Afraid to be around drunk people
8. Loves necklaces
9. Hates players
10. And absolutely hates cheaters
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1. Raziel~Assist Manager @ Devils Playmate
2. Jus4fun777
3. Loves illusion
4. Sensei-Milla
5. You My Boi Blue

Poetry/writingThe Trees of Nevermore They fly against the wind, in flight, going through the lines of truth, in the dreams of forevermore, the trees of evermore. Their hands in the wind, embracing, feeling the grace of hopeful wishes, their beliefs are forevermore, the trees of evermore. Their emotions move with the wind, melancholy, a passion for the virtue that no longer is. Their hopes are forevermore, the trees of evermore. Their bodies struggle against the wind indignation for the iniquity. Their skin is blackened by sweltering in the inequitable fires of the unjust. Their faiths are forevermore, even though, the trees are nevermore. By: Kathleen

Passion Without FleshPassion Without Flesh
All day I picture curves arching under me
Dripping the sweat of passion, the heat
Jeering at the bodies we use to strain for pleasure
Equaled by no other. We quest together for the
Coolness and calmness that follows it.
Tonight I must make this image into reality.
I cannot live on images. Sustenance craves
Veritability of pleasure, not phantoms of fever.
Each moment stretches into eternity; I
Long to run my hand down the spine, cup
Each buttock in turn, lick a line of
Shivers along the spine hiding behind you.
Soon I will make love to you.

A Burning Touch Of LoveA Burning Touch OF Love
My love,
Are you still mine?
'Cause there are many...
Fantasy thoughts going through my head,
As all I do is think of you...
As I've hungered,
For your loving burning touch,
As I need your love so badly,
Now till the end of time,
I am waiting for you with open arms
To embrace you with wings of love,
To hold you deep within my soul,
To kiss you without control.
Just being near you,
And be able to behold your touch,
Takes me to another dimension,
But, time just moving so slowly,
To feel the heat of your passions.
I do want you to know...
I will always love you,
That you are all I have ever long for,
And crave, and yearn...
That you are the man of my dreams,
The one I have searched all my life,
That every day, more and more,
I'm falling deeply in love with you!

Time On My HandsTime On My Hands
Time on my hands, so much time on my hands
Remorse and sorrow fill my days
Since she returned the golden band
Time to reflect, so much time to reflect
On the bitter words spoken
Causing tears I now regret
Long lonely hours, Such long lonely hours
Spent alone with my thoughts
About a sweet love turned sour
Long empty days, such long empty days
Seeing people and places
We had seen in happier ways
Long lonely nights, such long lonely nights
Sadly waking cold and alone
In the dawns unfriendly light
Time on my hands, so much time on my hands
Spending the hours of my solitude
Trying hard to understand.

Loving You In SilenceYou came into my life
Quietly, simply, tenderly...
The world stood still
I could not say a word
Nor a single gestured showed.
The feeling kept in my heart
So I've loved you in silence
Worshipped you from a distance
And dreamt of you so often.
I want to say I Love You,
But I'm afraid...
Afraid that you'll just take it for granted.
In silence then, I'll just love you.
In silence I'll find...
The fulfillment of my dreams.

Kinds Of DickLadies.....ladies.....LADIES!
When I read this I knew I had to share this with all of you. I think at some point in your sex lives you may have come across some, if not all of the types described below. Enjoy!!
Kinds Of Dick
MISERABLE DICK
When the guy is extremely handsome. He says the right things and does the right things. When it comes to sex, he is lacking in this department. He sucks your tits too hard, kisses your mouth too long, stays around your neck forever, fingers you like a GYN Doctor, licks your pussy like he's in a track meet and has a very small dick. You try to give him some head, only to find that you are actually sucking a pacifier.
This is so miserable. You think, "how can a guy so fine, so polite be so weak" To top everything off ladies, how about just when in your mind you're going to try to get the best out of this, even if you have to make yourself cum, and he beats you to the punch. DAMN!
TOLERABLE DICK
This is funny dick. He eats major pussy.

Cedar TreeTradition holds that the wood of the
cedar tree holds protective ancestral
spirits for the Cherokee. Some carry
a small piece of cedar wood in their
medicine bags worn around the neck.
It is also placed above the entrance
to homes to protect against the entry
of evil spirits. Also, traditional drums
and flutes are made from cedar wood.

1st Annual Bygie Awards! October 12,2008FIRST OF ALL FOR YOU TO EVEN COME BY AND READ MY BLOGS IS A BLESSING AND I THANK YOU THAT I PEAKED YOUR INTEREST.I FOUND OUT THERES BEEN A BBW MODEL SEARCH AND I ENTERED TO STEP OUT MY BOX AND TO SEE IF I CAN EVEN DO IT. WHATS NEEDED IS NOMINATIONS AND THATS WHERE YOU LOVELY PEOPLE COME IN.THE BIG EVENT IS GOING TO BE ON OCTOBER 12TH.MORE INFORMATION GO TO WWW.BBWHONORS.COM. MATTER OF FACT HERES THE INFORMATION ON HOW YOU CAN NOMINATE ME,IT ONLY TAKES TWO MINUTES.I DEEPLY APPRECIATE IT!
Considerations for nominations can be e-mailed to
bygieawards@yahoo.com. List of categories can be found at
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/bbwhonors considerations can be
submitted from now until July 20, 2008. Please be as specific as
possible when submitting possible nominees.

UnkownShe sits at her desk watching her crush
Watching him laugh, sing, the way he says her name
Making her smile as well just from hearing him
Wanting more than friendship
But knowning she can't have him
He loves another...another friend of theirs
Letting her heart break and mend again
She watches on being the unknown
All the things she feels for her crush
He may never know how she feels
Not wanting to ruin the friendship they have
So she sits an is silent saying not a word
For she is the unknown

Silent TearSilent words across a screen.
How could they mean so much to me.
I promised myself I would not cry.
Then a silent tear falls from my eye.
What did I do, what did I say,
To make you change your mind, the day you went away.
Everyday, waiting for a sign
To let me know, you might still want to be mind.
Andother day comes and goes,
I want to write, but I can't, I know.
You said you needed me more than I needed you,
Why would you say that, if you knew it wasn't true?
Why did you say you loved me?
Then turn around and set me free?
I love you and want you,
But I know I can't make you love me.

Unexpected YouYou walked into my life unexpectedly,
i never thought i would fall for you.
So hard and so fast.
I figured i wasn't your type and you weren't mine
but just something about you was appealing.
I don't know what happened,
one minute we hardly knew each other then the next we were like a couple.
Even though you didn't want a relationship,
we kept playing these games,
which confused everyone.
I tried not to get attached because i knew it wouldn't go anywhere
but i couldn't keep myself from wanting you.
You then invaded all my thoughts.
I wanted you and wanted to be perfect.
I fretted if i was doing something wrong or not.
I wanted you to want me.
I guess i might have tried too hard but
i knew u liked me and that was all i needed.
You became my drug.
i craved you and wanted more of you.
It was hard to know that i couldn't always have you.
Even though our relationship doesn't make sense to others,
we understand it perfectly.
i never imagined to meet you.
I was

So Uberly SweetOkay, so something majorly bad happened on Sunday the 22nd after coming back from Chamber ( a goth club in anaheim, california ). Well I called a friend and instantly came over and made me feel all better.
Well last night I called said friend to see if he was going to Chamber or not and I didnt get a hold of him and I didnt bother to leave a message because you gotta love Caller ID. Well I never heard from him so I called him after Chamber to see how it went, again, not getting ahold of him.
About 5 minutes later I got a call on my cell and the home line from him. Our ringers are off so I noticed a light on my phone blinking and I checked the Caller ID, and it was my friend.
I called him back, and first thing he said was, "Are you okay?" and I said, "Yeah, Im fine, why?" He was very concerned especially when he couldnt get ahold of me, so we talked for a little and I asked if he wanted to IM me when he got home and he said, "Yeah, when I leave here:" And I was like, "Wh

SecretsMotionless and fleshless
With hollow eyes and constant grins
My companions greeted me daily.
No eyes to see with, no voice to speak with
No ears to hear with and no life to live with.
I hated those skeletons, fragments of life gone by
They were my hidden secrets,
Their presence repulsed me and
I concealed them from the world.
I tried not to look at them, to hide,
To dress them in dreams...
Their hideousness still crept through.
Tears from empty eyes, cries from silent mouths,
Oblivious to my screams and sapping me of
My strenth, they demanded my attention.
The winter came and wanting to see no more
I wrapped my skeletons in a blanket of denial and
Definetly locked them in a small dark room.
The wind howled through that winter of my life,
Bringing with it an odious smell.
The door began to crack, my house grew cold
As the chill from that door took its hold.
I padded the gaps, still the wind blew, there
Was no way through and the door began to crack.
I trie

We Love Our Booboo :)THE QUEEN HAS RETURNED. SO LETS GO SHOW HER HOW MUCH WE ALL MISSED HER AND SEND LOTS OF LOVE HER WAY!!!!
♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat & Happy Country Girl@ fubar
THIS BULLY BROUGHT YOU BY
Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar
AND
LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar
(repost of original by 'Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~' on '2008-06-30 19:35:52')

SexRoll me over gently
caress my back and legs
your touch will send me closer
and closer to the edge.
Touch my horny body,
do with me what you please
linger with your appetite,
OH, so good to tease.
I long to feel you fuck me,
but first you must explore
with fingers deep inside me
I'll be your dirty whore.
I want to make you feel good
my mouth belongs to you
I want to suck your cock and ass,
your balls and nipples too.
Orgasms building quickly
My body's all a shudder,
Oh my God, that was wonderful,
Now, Could you get me some water!?

I Knew You WellI knew your dreams
Because we used to talk
For hours at a time.
I knew your friendship
Because you were always there
When I needed your comfort.
I knew your pain
Because you trusted me enough
To share your past with me.
I knew your fears
Because you helped me
To see that mine were the same.
I knew what was important to you
Because you were always
So honest with me.
I knew your goals
Because I felt the enthusiasm
In your words when you talked of them.
I knew your guidance
Because you patiently explained
The things I didn't understand.
I knew your heart
Because I saw right into it
And felt it a part of my own.
I knew your honor
Because you let me go
When I fell in love with you.
And I knew your love
Because you wouldn't let me dream
of us together.
Cindy

The Strings TightenRight so over the past few months since I have been on here I have made some awesome, delicious even tasty friends and I love each and every one of you in special ways.
Now on to business - again I have being rather shall we say over generous with bling and gifts etc.
I discovered last night how to donate fu bucks and donated a few. this afternoon I made a decision
PLEASE READ CAREFULLY
From tomorrow I am going to become a miser - start saving my fu bucks like mad, cos ta da, like the majority of fu Im gonna do something awesome, so I cant spend as generously as I have been doing!!!!!
JUST THINK DEAR FRIENDS - i might be your owner soon, how good will you feel????

Model Search (please Repost)I'm looking for the hottest glamour models to enter the Sweethearts modeling contest. One monthly winner will be awarded her very own free membership website (which we will help you manage) and a non-exclusive contract with Bella Valentine. No previous experience necessary. You will need to submit your best bikini or lingrie pictures (no nudes please). In order to enter the contest you must be comfortable posing at least topless (it will be required if you are the winner).
For contest rules and to submit an application go to http://www. BellaValentine. com
Guys: Tell all your hot girl friends about it!!!

So...Waaayyy to tired to think of a meaningful first blog post. I just wanted to set one up. Check back in a day or two and you may find something interesting here.

LifeLife
What is this thing that we call Life,
It's laughter and joy and sometimes strife,
Life is Love, but also it is Hate,
Standing in Hell, or at Heaven's gate.
The joys of birth, the sorrows of death,
At both of these my eyes have wept,
Losing Love and then finding Hope,
Through all of these things we must cope.
Even when Life has knocked you down,
Others will be there to bring you 'round,
And so I tell you straight from my heart,
Don't give up on Life, you have your own part.
It might be that someone will need,
Your words of guidance that they will heed,
Yours might be the shoulder that they need to cry on,
Yours might be the Love that they need to live on.
Facing each day is what you must do,
Deciding what course is the best one for you,
Through all the pain and strife that comes along,
Don't let it break you, it will make you strong.
These have all been part of my Life,
The joy, the pain, and the strife,
And because of all the Friends I've found

Volume Xlviii - Fourth Of July ObservationsGreetings, friends....just wanted to write this blog for a two-fold purpose.
First, I wanted to express my gratitude for those who made this great country possible. Not only the big guns (Washington, Jefferson, Adams, Hancock, etc) but the ones that actually went out and fought---and died---in making this nation possible. Among these are my many forebears, of whom the list is long and I won't trouble you with details---
Joseph Anderson (1753-1848)
James B. Bennett (1760-1841)
John Burnside (1753-1820)
James Burden (1740-1806)
James M. Cartee (1759-1837)
David William Coy (1756-1833)
Hardy DeLoach (1735-1827)
John DeLoach (1762-1818) (Hardy's son)
William Batchelor Denmark (1745-1805)
Welcome William Durrence (1737-1808)
Francis Fontaine III (1747-1783)
John Groover (1739-1780)
John J. Hendricks (1759-1837)
John Holloway (1745-1818)
Robert Kimbrell (1734- )
Thomas Kimbrell (1760-1840) (Robert's son)
John Lastinger (1740-1803)
William Miller (1759-1837)
William

Snow White & The Seven Dwarfs﻿ Snow White & The Seven Dwarfs
(A Political Fable)
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The seven dwarfs always left to go work in the mine early each morning.
As always, Snow White stayed home doing her domestic chores.
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As lunchtime approached, she would prepare their lunch and carry it to the mine.
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One day as she arrived at the mine with the lunch,
she saw that there had been a terrible cave-in.
Tearfully, and fearing the worst, Snow White began calling out,
hoping against hope that the dwarfs had somehow survived.
'Hello!...Hello!' she shouted. 'Can anyone hear me? Hello!'
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For a long while, there was no answer.
Losing hope, Snow White again shouted, 'Hello! Is anyone down there?'
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Just as she was about to give up all hope,
she heard a faint voice from deep within the mine, singing ....
'Vote for Obama! - Vote for Obama!'
Snow White fell to her knees, crosse

Love Is ...Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

Time Stands StillTime Stands Still
Time moves so slow, my heart beats your name.
A wind begins to blow.
Trying to hold on to this dying flame.
I'm reaching out, but I don't know.
Time stands still when you need an answer.
Time stands still because I'm all alone.
I feel it still.
I'm here now, and I need to show you how.
Can my love be to late?
The time stands still, but the time we spend
will be worth the wait.

You Tell MeHeartbroken And
My heart feels like it’s torn in two,
Why can't I just be with you?
Everyday another tear,
Everyday a lot more fear.
I want to hold you in my arms,
I want to keep you safe from harm.
I act like things are all okay,
But I really want to run away.
I act like things are all alright,
But always end up in a fight.
I cry more tears than I can count;
Why won't they just let me out?
I tell myself these things won't stay,
But I don't think they'll go away.

NothingWell they've been writing your name on a bathroom wall
But it don't mean nothing, it don't mean nothing
They wanna ruin your life, they wann see you take a fall
But it don't mean nothing, it don't mean nothing at all
Chorus:
Stupid people say stupid things
And it'll drive you right up the wall
Sometimes I feel the same way too
But it don't mean nothing at all
You're mom and dad don't care about the way you feel
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And you just can't take it, you just can't take it
You got the short end of a shitty deal
Just can't take it, you just can't take it no more
Chorus
They put alot of effort into making you feel like a clown
You gave it your best shot and they shot you down
Stupid people say stupid things
And it'll drive you right up the fucking wall
Sometimes I feel the same way too
But it don't mean nothing at all
Well it don't mean nothing at all
It just don't mean nothing at all
Well it don't mean nothing at all

PicturesI just don't understand that it seems that females think they won't get talked to by males or other females for that matter if they don't have a boob shot!!! Or they show more. If you want to get laid there are tons of those sites out there.
I have those photos but they are not to be shraed with the entire world. No one needs to see those unless more is going on. To me and probably to most ppl your saying you wanna get laid, Again there are sites for that, plenty of them.
And most of these pics all someone has to do is lie and say they are 18......
Personally I dont want my son or his friends, or my family to see THOSE pics of me!! Wouldn't that make them proud of MOM to show everything she has here for the world to see?
No I am not a prude, Damn so far from that you have no idea. And innocent - in ones dreams but not reality.
Lived the drugs, drinking and wild sex - been there dont that....Innocent hahaha ....
But I just am trying to get why women to this? I dont g

I'll Be Leaving Fubar SoonIf you're interested in continuing a friendship with me, add me at myspace.com/deathly_pallor before I delete this page. If not, it's been nice knowing ya.

NightmareI look outside all I see
Is hate in this world
Where did all the happy loving people go?
What ever happened to my life?
You tack it away from me again
Why do you do this to me?
I want to go back to my world
I want to see my purple skies and green ground
One more time
I want to see all the happy and loving people
One more time
I pray to you god
But you don’t hear me
I scream in pain and fall to the floor
I grape a knife I'm going to end this tonight
I'm crying to you god and you don't hear me
I take the knife and put a one inch cut down my arm.
I see the blood running down my arm
I'm getting weak and I'm going
back to my world with purple skies
I wake up and all it was a nightmare.

10 Signs That You're Dating A Commitment-ready Guy By Caroline Presno10 Signs That You're Dating a Commitment-Ready Guy
By Caroline Presno, Ed.D., P.C.C.
Special to Yahoo! Personals
Updated: Jul 2, 2008
Are you ready for a relationship that is going to lead somewhere without you being led on? It's time to start weeding out the commitment phobics and put your time and effort into men that are looking for the kind of relationship you want -- one that has a future. If you're interested in getting married, ignore these at your own risk. Here's what to look for:
1. His friends are married
If you are interested in a guy, check out his friends' left hands to see if they have wedding rings on.
Research has show that if his friends are already married, he's more likely to get married.
Research has show that if his friends are already married, he's more likely to get married. If all of his friends are still single and in the "party-with-the-boys" phase, that's a bad sign.
2. He's financially secure
Studies show that men who own a home are

Gave This Poem To My Son On His 16thMother to Son
Well, son, I'll tell you:
Life for me ain't been no crystal stair.
It's had tacks in it,
And splinters,
And boards torn up,
And places with no carpet on the floor --
Bare.
But all the time
I'se been a-climbin' on,
And reachin' landin's,
And turnin' corners,
And sometimes goin' in the dark
Where there ain't been no light.
So boy, don't you turn back.
Don't you set down on the steps
'Cause you finds it's kinder hard.
Don't you fall now --
For I'se still goin', honey,
I'se still climbin',
And life for me ain't been no crystal stair.
by:Langston Hughes

Lesser Banishing Ritual Of The PentagramTake a steel dagger in the right hand (or use the index finger). Face EAST.
Perform the Cabbalistic Cross as follows:
Imagine, at the first word intoned, a brilliant white light descend from above.
Touch the forehead and vibrate ATEH (thou art)
Imagine that same brilliant white light form a 6 inch diameter sphere just above the crown of your head.
Touch the middle of the solar plexus and vibrate MALKUTH (Kingdom)
Imagine a shaft of light descending from the Crown Sphere and descend to the feet where another 6 inch sphere expands just under your feet.
Touch the right shoulder and vibrate VE-GEVURAH (and Power)
Imagine a 6 inch sphere of brilliant white light appear just next to the right shoulder.
Touch the left shoulder and vibrate VE-GEDULAH (and Glory)
Imagine a shaft of light emerge from the right Sphere and cross your breast to expand and form another Sphere at your left shoulder.
Clasp the hands before you and vibrate LE-OLAHM (for

Mighty Little ManA tired man in his chair
He doesn't move he only stares
At the machine across the room
There's nothing there it's not getting through
He shakes his head
Finally stands up
Throws his hands up
In the air
A blinding flash across the room
A sudden crash
A sonic boom changes everything he knew
It's everything he's never seen
The biggest deal there's ever been
Described in light upon the screen
It said
Nobody else is stronger than I am
Yesterday I moved a mountain
I bet I could be your hero
I am a Mighty Little Man
I am a Mighty Little Man
I am a Mighty Little Man
From way up here you can't look down
As of now there is no ground
The microscope is turned around
Don't be alarmed don't make a fuss
He's still like you he's one of us
and he'll come back before too long
He takes a breath and clears his mind
Grabs his coat and steps outside
An empty street there's no one there
He lifts himself into the air
A billion thoughts expressed as one
Etched in words

I PromiseI promise you my care.
I promise, for you, I will always be there.
I promise you my heart,
I promise we will never be apart.
I promise you my soul.
I promise, you are the halt that makes me whole.
I promise you my love,
I promise you all the stars in the sky above
I promise you my life.
I promise you everything will turn out right.
I promise you the world.
I promise you your my one and only boy.
I promise you my everything hoping it will be enough.
I promise you this rose that explain all my love.
And even if the rose dies my love never will.
And my feelings will never fade as each pedal fallos on the window ceil.
So heres a rose for you to have and to hold.
And remember it as a token of my love as the future unfolds.
And as hours days weeks and years go by.
You will forever be my everything, my world, but most of all my life.

The Best Of George Carlin....George Carlin's Best
1. Don't sweat the petty things and don't pet the sweaty things.
2. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor.
3. Atheism is a non-prophet organization.
4. If man evolved from monkeys and apes,
why do we still have monkeys and apes ?
5. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the naughty girls live.
6. I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman,
'Where's the self-help section?' She said if she told me, that would defeat the purpose.
7. Could it be that all those trick-or-treaters wearing sheets
aren't going as ghosts but as mattresses?
8. If a mute swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap?
9. If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him... is he still
wrong?
10. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill
himself, is it considered a hostage situation?
11. Is there another word for synonym?
12. Isn't it a

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Bleeding HeartA bleeding heart does not yet mourn,
Though waiting for death to unpleasantly dawn.
Circles of revelation may prove a truthful decline,
Let limestone now claim this place a new shrine.
You wept upon a soul now silently rest in peace,
Did you once believe you'd beg upon your knees?
Had anyone answered such an event would not have occurred,
And you wouldn't be echoing in a voice unheard.
Unpleasant memories are what they always bring,
To relive what once had passed - In a shrill cry they sing.
You thought they'd understand what it felt to lose someone close,
But all they know is to turn a blind face as though they feel they shall impose.
Deceit is the only word that comes to mind,
You can try and run but your blood is what I'll find.
For every bit of hate that fills an entire being,
It's a new wave of another that you shall soon be seeing.
You may have wept for those now fallen,
As their residual emotions spread like pollen.
Upon your feet they would bear their

The Sound Of MusicThe sound of music gives us so much emotions
and that plays a melody deep in our heart greatly
All the sound on the earth are like music
and the music brings love and enjoyment to our life
Music expresses universal language of the world
and brings people together where ever they live
The music is the best gift of God to all of us
where its fills our soul with peace and mind with creativity
Every music has its own rhythm
and it's creates a great sound of music
Music in the mountain brings peace in our heart
and music in the ocean fills our soul with love
When I hear the sound of music
then I begin to write a song as a soul of music
If you don't love the sound of music
then your soul will be unsung
Because music can put life in to a dead man

Something A Friend Wrote To MeMy heart burns ,my soul yearns, my mind turns;
Is this love I feel?
So afraid to open my eyes;
To afraid to see what some one might steal from
Me, what I feel deep inside.
My heart burns with this feeling I'm to afraid to see.
I feel it in my soul, it burns in my mind, so afraid that it will be stolen from deep inside.
Do I open my eyes?
Will you be there?
Or will you only be imaginary?.
thank you Phoenix Xx

Mother To Son (just My Ramblings)From the day you were born to this very day we have this special bond. An unconditional love we share.
From smiles and giggles to laughter and fights as time went on. Still we had that 1 thing we both cherrish.
Never apart for any length of time, I have to say, since that early morning rise, the solomn drive into town, I knew it would be tough on both of us. Still I stayed strong, fighting back the tears that wanted to fall upon my cheek.
To see you there in formation line beings you were the 3rd one there, it was the pride and joy that held my heart from crumbling away.
The sound of silence is deafening to my ears. Every door that opens n closes my brain still thinking it's you comming in and running back out.
Dreams of you so vivid and clear I wake up thinking was it just a dream or is it real. A quick run down the hall only to have reality set in as I walk to your bedroom door and see an empty made up bed.
Doing what I can to keep you close to me, I lay upon that

New J.o.b.So money's tight for a bit and I'm bustin my ass workin to maintain my quality of life that I enjoy so. You know the stuff- cable, pedicures, movies, internet, other various forms of indulgence for entertainment purposes. The basics.
Sooooooo, I've got a new job. I'm now working full-time at a daycare. It's amazing! I get to play with the kids all day, make em laugh- teach em how to talk, walk, potty......well...and I clean ALOT of diapers too! LOL
It doesn't bother me though- I mean, it stinks- YUCK- but DOING it doesn't bother me ONE BIT!! I love to do it! To take care of the kids- I like them depending on me, it's neat.
It seems a job like this will help tame that beast of a ticking-bomb....that STRONG desire to reproduce- when I can't. A fluke of nature or just some cruel joke, I don't know. Either way, I'm less than par. An underdog, a misfit, a fuck-up- I'm barren. This is a good as it gets boys and girls...until i'm 35 and adopt a daughter! ;) But for now, I'm

My ImmortalI'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
CHORUS:
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Chorus
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Chorus

Have A Nice DayWhy, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? Try to understand.
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man.
My daddy lived the lie, it's just the price that he paid.
Sacrificed his life, just slavin' away.
Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day
Take a look around you; nothing's what it seems
We're living in a broken home of hopes and dreams,
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand.
Everybody, pray enough to take a stand,
I knocked on every door, on every dead end street,
Looking for forgiveness,
what's left to believe?
Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I do

R.i.p Grandma"Grandma"
God saw she was getting tired
A cure was not to be
So he put his arms around her
And whispered come with me
with tearful eyes i watched her suffer
and saw her fade away.
although i loved her dearly
I could not make her stay
a golden heart stopped beating,
hard working hands went to rest
god broke my heart to prove to me
he only takes the best
a million times i think of u
a million times ive cried
if love alone couldve saved u
you never wouldve died
in life ive loved u dearly
in death i love u still
in my heart you had a special place
no one could ever fill
it broke my heart to lose you
but u didnt go alone
for most of me went with you
when god called you home!

Hate The Way I FeelLately I've been wandering
Off the narrow path
You’ve given me so many things that I've never had
And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through
If you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is true
‘Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
The world I know is pulling me
More and more each day
I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray
Spiteful eyes are watching me
With everything I do
In the midst of darkness Lord
My spirit calls for you
(You know sometimes deep inside)
I feel like this
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
'Cause I hate the way I feel tonight
And I know I need you in my life
Yes I hate the way I feel inside
And I promise to make the sacrifice
The Way I Feel Yeaah
The Way I Feeeel

Runaway TrainCall you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
CHORUS
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there
Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it
CHORUS
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman l

Things;...Hello all. I hope you're all doing quite well. I, personally, am growing slightly bored with the whole experience here. I try and try to start up conversations with people and they just don't seem to give a damn. Am I that boring? If so, someone please tell me so I can try to change that. I'm just looking for people to talk to for heaven's sake.

Studio 54NEWS FLASH Studio 54 IS STILL HERE.. It has just been moved to a new location that's all.. So if you were a member of the old lounge and would like to come back and chat with us, or if you're a new member looking to find a place to come chat and make some new friends than click on the 54 logo and we will see you there....

Saw Me In Your Bedif you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do?
1) go back to sleep
2) slap me
3) cuss me out
4) just tell me to leave
5) climb on top of me and cuddle
6) have sex with me .... details please!
7) make me breakfast
8) ask me my name (lol)
9) call the cops
10) kiss on me
Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!! and see how many ppl reply...reply in a private message and be surprised with the answers!!!

And That's When The Fight StartedWhen I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplace
expensive.... so, I took her to a gas station.
And that's when the fight started....
************************************************************************
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for
Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's
license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my
wallet at home.
I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home
and come back later.
The woman said, 'Unbutton your shirt'.
So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair.
She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me'
and she processed my Social Security application.
When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the
Social Security office.
She said, 'You should have dropped your pants. You might have gotten
disability

The HotelI picked you out of the crowd. Out of all the pretty women, I could tell that you needed me, my firm hand. I didn't flirt with you or seduce you. I simply gave you my card when we were in the elevator, my hand on your ass like I owned you already, squeezing and pushing at your asshole inside your slacks.
Stunned, you say nothing but take the card as I sweep out of the elevator onto the executive floor. You see I am tall, handsome and powerful, one of the leaders of the firm. And you are wet.
The card has a private address on the back and a time.
Your mind desperately wonders what to wear, what to bring, what to do. You take off work early to rush home, shaving smooth, bathing and perfuming, your pussy dripping with need.
You dig out the sexiest underwear you have, black satin bra and panties, black satin garter belt with thigh high stockings. You find a red dress for over and matching high heels. You hope I will like it as you rush to your car.
You arrive twenty minutes

5 GuysIt was a cool fall evening and she was putting the last touches to her hair and make up. I watched her from around the corner of the bathroom as she fluffed her hair. I could see her big blue eyes surrounded by black eyeliner, her lips were pouty, pink and shined like there was a layer of pre cum on her lips. I felt my cock begin to harden as I continued to look at her. She caught me staring and I smiled back with a guilty face. She caught me. Rolling her eyes with a smile, she went back to her last touches, making sure her large, perfectly round breasts were sitting as high and together as possible. The skirt she had on was long and flowed like silk around her ankles. Her neck line was down to the depth of her cleavage.
Ready to party, we stepped out the front door on a mission to have a great time. First there would be dinner and drinks, then we would hit the club. On the way to the restaurant, we made small talk just as we always do, tickling each other and flirting. I told her

Found On FubarShe lay back on the firm bed carefully. Her wrists were chained behind her and she didn't want to become bruised. Her long auburn hair was cast over her shoulders and draped around her breasts. Her eyes were blue-green but concealed behind a silken scarf. Pale, freshly washed skin blushed in the morning light. Her black bra and panties were all that were between her and the man that stood over her. She could feel his presence, his eyes, his power over her. Her lips parted in a silent, quivering moan as she thought about pleasing him. She squeezed her knees together, squirming on the bed, as she felt the throbbing insistence of her sex. She wanted him inside her, stretching her and filling her, but even more so, she wanted to please him with her mouth. Her lips and tongue, and yes, even her swallowing and gagging throat were her most useful gifts to her Master. She knew he was prowling around her, watching her, enjoying her anticipation. She felt his breath on her neck and his lips tick

EavesdroppingShe was standing there with nothing on as I glanced around the corner. She was delightful yet arousing to watch. She had long stunning red hair with a light completion that would light up a room with excitement. The young women looked like she was about to enjoy herself as she began to touch herself.
I began to stand there with a amazing gaze in my eyes wanting to join so bad yet waiting for her to get started. She began to place her hand slowly on he breast watching herself in the mirror. Exciting herself as she licked her finger and slid it back down to her slightly thick hard nipple and circling them one by one. Her breast was so perfect along with her beauty. She began to slowly turn around and place her hand upon the bed and look in the mirror at her tight little ass and begin to slide her hand over it opening it ass she watched through the mirror. I felt my pussy just dripping juice out of it. She began to slide her finger in her ass slowly in and out moaning a bit adding a fi

Please Stop ByHEY EVERYONE HOW HAS YOUR WEEK BEEN? MINE HAS BEEN A VERY BUSY ONE BUT GOOD. IM STOPPING BY CAUSE I WANT TO MAKE SURE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS ARE UPDATE WITH ME AND MY PAGE AND THAT i AM UP TO DATE WITH THERES.
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TrueHit the nail on the head! An incident occurred in a supermarket recently, when the following was witnessed: A Muslim woman dressed in a Burkha (A black gown & face mask) was standing with her shopping in a queue at the checkout. When it was her turn to be served, and as she reached the cashier, she made a loud remark about the English Flag lapel pin, which the female cashier was wearing on her blouse. The cashier reached up and touched the pin and said, 'Yes, I always wear it proudly. My son serves abroad with the forces and I wear it for him'. The Muslim woman then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing and killing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. At that point, a Gentleman standing in the queue stepped forward, and interrupted with a calm and gentle voice, and said to the Iraqi woman: 'Excuse me, but hundreds of thousands of men and women, just like this ladies son have fought and sacrificed their lives so that people just like YOU can stand here, in Engla

Friday, July 11 2008A quiet evening spent at home in the company of your significant other might be just what the doctor ordered for today, dear Gemini. You're feeling less concerned with passion than with simply basking in the comfort of your beloved one's presence, and you might be in a very domestic mood, wanting to cook and bake. Your friend may at first want to go out, but could decide otherwise very quickly, so don't push. Enjoy your evening.
We know this one is far from the truth. Quiet evening with kids..lol..no way that would happen.

QuotesEnglish Language
TAKE A FEW MOMENTS AND READ THIS LETTER. THESE ARE STRONG, POWERFUL AND COURAGEOUS WORDS COMING FROM A RETIRED COLONEL.
AND READ WHAT LINCOLN HAD TO SAY AT THE END.
WOW!
33 Senators Voted Against English as America's Official Language on June 6, 2007.
On Wed. 6 June 2007 23:35:23 - 0500 Colonel Harry Riley , USA , Ret.
wrote:
Senators:
Your vote against an amendment to the immigration Bill 1348. .....to make English America's official language is astounding.
On D-Day, no less, when we honor those that sacrificed in order to secure the bedrock, character and principles of America , I can only surmise your vote reflects a loyalty to illegal aliens.
I don't much care where you come from. What your religion is, whether you're black, white or some other color, male or female, Democrat, Republican or Independent. But I do care when you are a United States Senator representing Citizens of Americ

LoversLovers
Lying there, our bodies entwined,
What's this thing that we did find,
The look in your eyes, the touch of your hand,
You are the one that makes me a man.
The there is the taste of your kiss,
The way you complete me, I surely would miss,
More than just passion, more than just lust,
Keeping you forever I know is a must.
You give me a life that is fine and dandy,
The love that you give is sweeter then candy,
You are the only woman for me,
My love for you in my eyes you can see.
Forever and ever there by your side,
Showing the world with nothing to hide,
As we lay here now under the covers,
I know in my heart that you are my Lover.
Lovers for now, Lovers forever,
My love for you will never waiver,
Know right now as you take my hand,
That I will be forever your man.
DQA

What A Week !!!what a massively busy day. first tuesday night friend has mass seizure an is rushed to ER, they let him go home. again wednesday night he has it again but this time they keep him. he is till having small random seizures

My Collar FantasyWe are at home, watching a little bit of nothing on the TV, neither of us is really interested but we are not tired either, I am lying with my head on your chest, curled up against you on the sofa. My hand idly strokes your chest while yours strokes my hair and neck occasionally increasing the pressure around the back of my neck. I snuggle down closer enjoying just being near you, your musky scent and the feel of the scars on your chest, I close my eyes and smile knowing that we were meant to be.
You feel me relax more and know that if you are going to put your plans for tonight into action it will have to be soon, before I fall asleep... not that you have any problem with waking me up for you to play with but it is better for us both if I am alert, at least to begin with. Your hand rests on the back of my neck as you say my name; I look up with the tone of authority in your voice and know you want more than a drink or the remote control, I look up into your eyes and see the need an

Are U A Part Of ItFirst Chapter
'The Nasty Bits'
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I STUMBLED ACROSS MY first reference to the mysterious and sinister-sounding System D in Nicolas Freeling's wonderful memoir of his years as a Grand Hotel cook in France. I knew the word débrouillard already, having enjoyed reading about the concept of se débrouiller or se démerder in Orwell's earlier account of his dishwashing/prep-cooking at the pseudonymous Hotel "X" in Paris. But what sent chills down my spine and sent me racing back to my weathered copies of both books was a casual remark by my French sous-chef as he watched a busboy repairing a piece of kitchen equipment with a teaspoon.
"Ahh ... Le System D!" he said with a smirk, and a warm expression of recognition. For a moment, I thought I'd stumbled across a secret society-a coven of warlocks, a subculture within our subculture of chefs a

My Poems That I Turn In To My SongsMy guardian angel, once careless and free,
flew into the clouds and lost touch with me.
Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face.
Her smile had left us without a trace.
Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared,
I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare.
I knew that angels, often content,
were very special presents that God had sent.
To see one so sad,
so afraid,
so alone,
had made me weep while the cold winds had blown.
Her wings lost feathers,
comforting and soft,
falling from the stars,
floating aloft.
Her pain was felt throughout the land,
to feel true misery is impossible to stand.
I prayed so that when her hurting stops,
I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

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Im HopingHere I am again,
on the edge of something,
that is the edge of everything.
I'm thinking I might feel,
that toxic floating feeling,
that I've felt so many times before.
Maybe this time I won't fall,
flat on my ass,
like every other time.
Why won't my heart just let go?
Why can't it give up?
Why do I come back,
to that heart wrenching,
nerve wracking situation,
I swore I'd never relive?
But I am again,
letting go of security,
letting go of sanity.
I put my happiness in your hands,
and my heart on my sleeve,
or at least the pieces I can find.
I'm hoping you will be something,
more than what I've had.
Hoping you'll be the one,
that loves me back,
instead of throwing me back.

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Interesting Personality Test. . .The Banana Test
There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals,
A Lion, a Chimpanzee, a Giraffe, and a Squirrel,
who pass by.
They decide to compete to see who is the fastest to get a banana off the tree.
Who do you guess will win?
Your answer will reflect your personality.
So think carefully . . .. Try and answer within 30 seconds
Got your answer?
Now scroll down to see the analysis.
If your answer is:
Lion = you're dull.
Chimpanzee = you're a moron.
Giraffe = you're a complete idiot.
Squirrel = you're just hopelessly stupid.
A COCONUT TREE DOESN'T HAVE BANANAS. Obviously
you're stressed and overworked.
You should take some time off and
relax! Try again next year.

Hear You MeHear You Me Lyrics
There's no one in town I know
You gave us someplace to go
I never said thank you for that
Thought I might get one more chance
What would you think of me now?
So lucky
So strong
So proud
I Never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
What would you think of me now?
So lucky
So strong
So proud
I Never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
And if you were with me tonight
I'd sing to you just one more time
A song for a heart so big
God couldn't let it live
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angel

Bedroom Personality...i Have Too Many Stashes So I Have To Put These Here NowYour Bedroom Personality: Healthy
In the bedroom, you are open, honest, and giving.
You are the ideal partner in many ways! Anyone is lucky to be with you.
You see physical intimacy as an opportunity to grow and connect.
You are up for experimentation, but you don't require it.
What's Your Bedroom Personality?

Will PowerYou Have a Fairly Strong Willpower
Temptation doesn't get the better of you all that often.
If you set your mind on a goal, you'll do your best to achieve it.
And while you don't have a perfect record with willpower, you do okay.
If you fall off the wagon with something, you're usually not off the wagon for long.
Is Your Willpower Strong?

Dangerous DanIn a small town in a house on a small hill lives Dan, now Dan is not exactly careful. So far Dan has fallen down the stairs twice, got two pencils stuck up his nose and fallen over so any times that his mum has lost count. Today was like no other day, Dan was playing outside as normal until you hear Dan’s famous words.
“Mum I’ve hurt myself, it’s bleeding really bad” so mum comes running out only to find a little graze.
“Oh Dan please there’s nothing there” so mum walks back inside.
Dan’s biggest dream was to be a superhero but Dan knew he could never be one of those. He always played outside with his tablecloth tied round his neck, and his goggles on for that added superhero look.
“I am Dangerous Dan, and I will conquer evil” and he flies around the garden whooshing and swirling.
Dan’s friend Barry was always the princess and he hated it,,
“Oh Dan not again, I don’t like the dress” but as always Dan got his way, Barry would come back with a dress and make up on looking like

Pretty Pink PollyPink is not a colour that some like but you haven’t met pretty pink Polly. Pretty pink Polly is like any other girl, she likes dolls, and playing games but pink is her most favourite colour.
Polly likes everything pink from frilly dresses to clothes for her dollies, even Polly’s room is pink which drives her mum mad. When Polly sits at the table to eat the plate Can not be red, blue or yellow it has to be pink because nothing else will do. When Polly has a drink her cup not be red, blue or yellow it has to be pink because nothing else will do.
Today is a special day for Polly because she is ten years old and mum is going shopping to find s present which mum knows will have to be pink.
Polly looks at mum and asks
“Mum can I come, I want to come” but mum shook her head.
“Why can’t I come, I want to find something for pink, because it is MY birthday” but mum still shook her head.
Polly watches as mum leaves and waits wondering what pink thing mum will bring home.
Driving a

Spoilt SophieMost children have to fight to get what they want but not Sophie, Sophie could get anything she wanted just by asking her dad.
“Daddy, can I have a new dolly” asks Sophie and dad just buys one.
“Daddy, can I have a new coat” asks Sophie and dad just buys one.
But there was one thing that Sophie wanted, and she would try anything to get it. And that was a tiger, a real tiger.
One day Sophie and dad were going to the zoo, and Sophie wanted a tiger more than anything in the world. But Sophie didn’t want a teddy tiger she wanted a real tiger, and that was something that dad would not let her have.
Time after time Sophie kept asking “I want a tiger daddy”
But dad said “NO”
Sophie wondered if playing ill would get her one so she tried it.
“Daddy I’m not feeling very well I need something to cheer me up” but dad was not falling for that one
Sophie wondered if having a bad would change dad’s mind, so she tried it.
“Daddy I’m having a bad day I need something to cheer me up” but dad

Unwantedhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gT67pctOcms
All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face
and I sat up straight
Oh yeah yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
~*Chorus*~
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No i just don't understand why you
Wont talk to me it hurts that i'm
So unwanted for nothing don't
Talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
~*Chorus*~
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong
My head aches
It's been so long
I write this song, that's what it takes
~*Chorus*~
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just

Amusing To An ExtentI always find it amusing how guys can say how they don't like the "games" females play.... excuse me?? You're kidding right???? Cause if/when we try not to and just be straight with you, you lose interest. It's all about the chase and game of it for you. Yeah, I'm sure there are females out there just as bad, but when it comes to this, you guys win hands down. All the sweet talk is enough to give someone a stomach ache. Lord knows I have one. So guys, cut the crap. The game is what you live for. Without it, you don't know what the hell to do. The female tries to cut through it and say what she is feeling, and you're all thumbs. Stop trying to tell us what you think we want to hear or what you think is the best to say to get what you want at the moment. Cause let's face it, it all boils down to the same thing...u wanna get laid or see something NSFW. So cut the crap. And if she says no, don't get all pissy...move on. There are PLENTY of others who will either say yes, or

Persuading Your Woman’s Freaky Side To Come Out To PlayPersuading Your Woman’s Freaky Side to Come Out to Play
Category: Romance and Relationships
Lack of sex from your woman making you hungry with envy of all your single buds who seem to be putting their cock to use every night? Wishing there was a magic button you could press to bring out your girl’s inner sex kitten?
Unfortunately men, women just aren’t hardwired like you to crave sex every ten seconds. This isn’t to say we don’t think about it or want but for a lot of women, they have to be in ’the mood’ which means you’ve got some work to do. Lying on the couch and beginning to whisper naughty phrases while caressing her breasts in the middle of Grey’s Anatomy isn’t your golden ticket to sex. But cooking her dinner, doing the dishes, and making sure the house is quiet during her favorite show is.
Despite women’s badass independent attitudes these days and their spouting off the ridiculousness of romance and love, deep down all women still want their knight in shining a

Just For Some Fun...I am taking my very first plane trip EVER! And I am super excited and super nervous. Not exactly sure what to expect. So hopefully it'll be good.
Anyway... My trip is due to the fact that I will be turning 21 on Saturday FINALLY! lol
It's a little crazy, but I know it's going to be amazing... getting older is always made out to be such a big deal, but I believe this is going to be the start of one amazing adventure!
So here is to the beginning of a wonderful rest of my life :D

What Your Eye Color Tells...Black eyes
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days.
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Blue Eyes
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best

Water Your RoseIt's utterly amazing. How just a short while ago, You could never get enough, no matter how much you worked,. No matter what was going on, There was always enough time., Now., Hell I'm lucky to get to hear your voice maybe once in 3 weeks.
Before it was Hey beautiful, Hey love, Hey Dahling.. Hey something.. Now I'm left with a simple Hey.
You blame it on being tired, & with that you tend to distant yourself from others,... But since when did I just become ., Yet another.....
Have I become that unnoticable, that unwanted,. That.... easily removable?
I know 'cause You've told me... That You used to think about me every min of the day,. Has it become that painful? 'cause I believe.. You don't even think of me at all anymore.,
I know you told me,. You love me, & It's just the way you are,.
But....
This is me, I'm needy,. and I don't like when someone acts one way,.. Then goes to acting another..,
This heart is ticking slower.... & When it stops., I doubt you'l

Triathlon Pt 1why oh why did i sign up for a triathlon?
tomorrow, i'm out to prove that you can succeed without spending tons of money.
i despise those god damn gear queers. they are convinced that blowing hundreds, even thousands, of dollars on the most advanced gear will make them better athletes. because everyone knows you need maximum moisture-wicking technology to curl 25 pounds at the YMCA or waste an hour on the treadmill. nevermind that the gear is actually designed for world-class athletes for whom an advantage of even a few seconds means the difference between gold and obscurity. which is part and parcel of the mindless consumerism problem in america: thinking that throwing money at pointless things will make your life better, instantly.
you've seen a gear queer before: overweight dudes at the gym dressed head to toe in nike and underarmor, screaming and grunting while they heft miniscule weights, convinced that their vocal efforts will make them Spartans in a week. house m

Not Much Going Onnot much excitment going on
Ya all probably been thinking.................Man he hasnt been blogging,e-mailing or nothing he must be doing some exciting things and having fun and being busy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Naw not really just havent been having anything really interesting to say,LOL. Have been busy with work and the FD, went to a Lesbian wedding last sunday.......couple weeks before that worked fire and ems for a road race/climb, and spent july 4th 3 day weekend on the coast.....thats about it

Adventure Of Oddness.So, it all started yesterday. Pickles and Brendan picked me off. The three of us headed off to newburgh Lake where we had planned to venture into a water drain and see where we ended up. Well, we found the end. Didn't explore it, need better gear first. Then we someone idk how, but somehow managed getting out and driving to this bridge. We heard music before we got to it. We walked down and seen some kid sitting on the other side. We walked along the side of the river, climbed up to the top of the bridge, rock climbed down, followed that side of the bridge to the kid. He was playing on a little wooden box, sounded like a xylophone for trance music. Was trippy as hell. He explained the bridge to us, we left. We went topickles house, and Brendan cut his thumb off with my Leatherman! He didn't actually quite cut it off entirely. Just kinda in half, idk. It was really bad. He went to the hospital, got it fixed. Then we went to Hippies, where idk. the rest of the night doesn

Bid'splease if you are reading this go place your bid's on my friend moon walker's default pic. she is being auctioned off to the highest bidder she is awesome and a great friend to have in your life !!!

Creatures Of Darknesspain and suffering is part of the game
if you play the game right it won't happen to you
never believe what people tell you cause you'll suffer
never take anyone for granted cause it's pain you'll feel
shatter these chains of life
break free from the terror in your mind
pound, pound the door down
get away, get away as fast as you can
here they come from all directions
gotta run... run faster for your life
pain and suffering is the last thing you want
smash the window of opportunity for them
destroy the mirror for it is their portal from realms
hide where they can't find you
oooh no there they stand in front of you
quiet... quiet or thy're gonna get you

Burial At SeaBurial at Sea
Betty and Barbie, two blonde sisters had promised their uncle they would bury him at sea when he died.
Their uncle had been a seafaring gentleman all his life and it was to be his final wish.
Of course, in due time, he did pass away and the two blondes kept their promise. They cast off from Fort Lauderdale with their uncle all
stitched up in a burial bag and loaded onto his rowboat.
After rowing for quite some time, Betty says, 'Do you think we're out far enough?' Barbie slips over the side and almost immediately says, 'No, this will never do -- the water is only up to my chest.'
So they row on some more, and Barbie slips over the side once again and disappears. Quite a bit of time goes by while Barbie is under water and poor Betty is really getting worried. Suddenly, Barbie breaks the surface, gasping for breath. 'Well is it deep enough yet,
Sis?' Betty inquires. 'Yes, finally! Hand me the shovel.'

We Get A Birthday In The House !!HAPPY BIRTHDAY 'T'
'T'@ fubar
SATURDAY JULY 19TH IS HIS SPECIAL DAY,,
THIS AMAZING GENTLEMAN, HAS ALWAYS BEEN A GREAT FRIEND AND SOMEONE TO TALK TO.
HE'S GONE OUT OF HIS WAY, TOO MANY TIMES, TO HELP ME AND OTHERS IN EVERY WAY HE CAN...
I WANT TO ASK MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, TO MAKE HIS DAY AS AWESOME AS HE IS...
PLEASE STOP BY HIS PAGE AND WISH HIM A WONDERFUL AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY ..
FAN, RATE, ADD, AND GIVE HIM NICE GIFTS
With Much Luv:
ψDark Dreamψ Taken By []♫EDlokiEN[] & 'T'@ fubar
Happy birthday to you remix -

Sandy And Jana[B]Lifestyles of the Horny and Famous[/B]
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Welcome friends I'm world famous celebrity wannabe Robin Leecher and in today's episode of Lifestyles of the Horny and Famous, we are paying a visit to porn superstar Jana Jordan. On our show today, we spend some time with Jana as she lays out by the pool on a rare day off from her hectic career.
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So just what does a world famous porn superstar do on her day off? Well as you can see, she loves to strip strip off her little swimsuit and get down and dirty for our cameras. Jana gave our camera crew quite a treat

Auction Time...I'm in a auction....wanna own me?
RATES...the person with the most rates gets a Bling Pack...Comments don't count except for bidders....
So... Ya wanna own me? Click below to go bid!!

Livejournal, Anybody?Anybody have a livejournal? Anybody want to read my ramblings on various subjects that I care about? Message me and I'll give you my LJ account, because I'm not on here very often and I feel bad ignoring the few people on here that I like.

Endless Summer NightsSummer came and left without a warning
All at once I looked and you were gone
And now you're looking back at me
Searching for a way that we can be
Like we were before
Now I'm back to what I knew before you
Somehow the city doesn't look the same
I'd give my life for one more night
Of having you here to hold me tight;
oh please
Take me there again
Oh, oh
Chorus:
And I remember how you loved me
Time was all we had until the day we said goodbye
I remember every moment
of those endless summer nights
I still recall the walks along the beaches
And the way your hair would glisten in the sun
Rising in the afternoon
Making love to you under the moon;
Oh-uh-oh
Do you remember all the nights we spent in silence
Every single breath you took was mine
We can have it all again
Say that you'll be with me when the sun brings your heart to mine
Oh, oh
Chorus:
And I remember how you loved me
Time was all we had until the day we said goodbye
And I remember every mome

Would You Tellok dont what happen with my other blog wont let me read comments people left for me so if you did can you please leave on here so i can read,,
so would you tell someone there husband is cheating on them even thro that person would think you lrying about it or just let it be and let her think her husband is the best ever what would you do//

I Always KnewI saw it before you were born,
I knew it when you were born,
Threw years of searching and understanding,
I always knew but never interfered,
I always believe in you whether you believe me or not,
I always knew the possibilities you can achieve,
Remember to always follow your heart and believe,
Never give up because I never gave up on you,
Always remember you can accomplish anything you want, just believe,
Whether I am here or not, I will always be with you,
And I will always believe in you!!
By: Antonio A. Arriola
I wrote this a while ago for a friend of mine who lost her father, now i as read this poem again i realize this poem has a lot more meaning to it, please remember your loved ones who has past away, they may be gone but they are alive in our hearts and to my best friend who just lost her bro smile! because he is smiling at you!

MiðaldkveðskaparMiðaldkveðskapar
- What it means to 'me' to be Asatru Pagan.
In my opinion today spirituality and faith have been pressed to the edge in our society. They are almost at the edge of the absurdity, because something you can't touch, can't count and cannot be proved by science simply doesn't exist at all.
In my study of old religions I strive for the whole which fulfills all religions, trying to be one with the Goddess.
For I am moved by the same inside powers that moved the people in the past. In accepting that I am not the crown of creation but a part of it, I realize what my duties are: Taking care of mother earth, its creation and handling all things (living and so called dead things) with the respect they deserve.
It is the deeply felt perception that we don't stand outside nature and her laws. I feel we should always pay tribute to our ancestors and I mean all past cultures as ancestors and the ones of today.
My spirituality permits to let others come to w

Volume Liii - Blood MoonThis past Saturday night (20 July) was spent with a few friends with whom I haven't spent much time with in recent memory---Charlie, Adam, and Jenna. Charlie has played in a few bands with me on and off for the past 11 years; Adam is his cousin, an excellent guitarist in his own right, and also a good friend; Jenna is Adam's girlfriend.
I drove down from my house in Covington to Charlie's in Griffin, Georgia, close to an hour away. As always was the case, I purchased the necessities: Two Little Caesar's "Hot-n-Ready" pepperoni pizzas, an order of Crazy Bread, a 2-liter bottle of Mountain Dew; and a 12-pack of beer.
By 8pm, I walked in. Charlie, one of my closest friends, always leaves the door open for me. I placed the beverages in the fridge, and the food on the table in the main room. Adam was already there too, and we began talking about the debacle that was our seemingly final gathering at Toby's house.
(A little background--Toby, also a guitarist, and I have been involv

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhok heres the scoop im a struggling mistress who has my own site and its going ok but could be alot better. i cant work a realy job right now cuz im on disability. im trying so hard to go to fetish con i know its what i need to do to make my name. if any of you know of a way to help please message me back.
thanks
Mistress Adalin
P.S. and if you are interested my website is mistressadalin.com i have photos on now and i am also offering cyber session. hope to hear from you all soon thanks again.

Love,lifeAll I did was ask him when he got home if we could do something like maybe go bowling..Thats it at first he says when he wakes up,but he gives me a hard time about it..Then he says we dont have the money to do that or go to the movies but he wants me to go get my nails done..he rather spend $30 on me geting my nails done than taking me out..he never wants to do anythingng or take me any where and its no fair...I dont know I guess im asking him for too much..

LifeIts not often that I blog about the things goin on in my life, but I thought that I would give it a shot.
Someone once asked me what I thought about my life and where I wanted it to take me. As I sat there with a dumbfounded look on my face, I was unable to anwser. It was then that I realized that I haven't been living my life for me. Ive been trying to live it the way other people tell me. Ive been living it trying to please other people. Making other people happy, when I contiune to be unhappy. Trying to fix other peoples problems, and when I come home at nite and cry myself to sleep because Ive been avioding the problems in life and not being able to fix them or not having someone there to help me through them. Doing things to myself for the exceptence from others. The enablity to say no when I know that I should, but the fear of hurting someone or upsetting them parallizes me. There again seeking the exceptence!
I put myself out there and for what?! Only to get hurt, and I

Time For A New CarAs much as I hate to do it.. and as much as I can't afford to do it.. I think it is time for the old car to be put to rest. It's a 1999, so not THAT old. But it has over 205,000 miles on it.
This month has been expensive though. The compressor on the AC went. Estimated cost on that is $700. That was bad enough and had me thinking of looking for something else.
BUT... last night as I was leaving to take David home, I went to put the window up a little when my phone rang, and there was a loud crack. The wondow fell down into the door. So I take it to the garage today. Parts will be over $400 and with labor around $600.
It didn't help that it poured last night while I was driving.
The good news is the garage did put the window back in place though its just taped there. And they did not charge me anything.

Anyone Wanna Chat With Me ?Well i'm not saying anything about fubar, actually i really like it, but sometimes it's just too saturated. So if anyone with Yahoo messenger wants to add me here is my SC liddadaniels.
See you there
XOXO

Has The Country Gone Mad?Today I walked into a UPS store to mail a package containing a book and a C.D. I approached the counter an employee who was a young man maybe 25 years old asked me how he could help me. I told him that I wanted to mail this package and I wanted to have it marked fragile. He said, "Fragile?" I said yes, Fragile. He said, "Oh no, you don't want to mark it fragile. If someone here is having a bad day and they see that your package is marked fragile they may intentionally step on it or kick it." I said, "Excuse me, would you mind repeating what you just said?" The young man reiterated what he had just said in an attempt to dissuade me from having the package marked fragile. I said, "So, if I put the contents of my package in a box would one of your employees run it over with a car?" He said, "No, I am just saying that some times people are in a bad mood here and when they see "fragile" written on a package they will take their frustrations out on the package. I said, "I tell

Eyes On FireEyes on fire,a passion burning on your lips
my heart like ice, melts deep inside your finger tips
our shadows dance beneath your graceful light
your whisperiging sweet breath on me as I hold you tight
we are one here you and I, there's no way we can deny
The passions burning in our souls, as it heals and makes us whole.
(chorus)
Rapture sweet the warm embrace
Like laughters glow upon your face
I'm stricken by your lips your angels kiss
Awaiting you and evenings bliss
Is it wishful thinking to love you this way
A dreamers reality hopes you dont fade away
The wanting and yurning that I feel
wants only to hold you so I know that this is real
Lips like wine I'm drunk on you, Whats this broken soul to do
All my passions burn like flames , Leaving me screaming out your name.

IssuesI wanna wake up
I've been walking in my sleep to long
Wake up
So sick of dreaming
I wanna slow down
I wanna be part of what is happening around me
Without breathing
Without feeling
Without screaming
So I'm leaving
[Chorus]
I'm unconsiously unconsious
Why am I filled with hate?
I'd like to blame my parents
I'm sure you'd do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's to afraid
I turn the page
To a chapter that they thought was just a phase
But it consumed me
You're right I am a failure
And when my life turns to shit
It won't have anything to do with the fact that it's all you ever taught me how to do
So you can relax!
Without feeling
Without breathing
Now I'm leaving
[Chorus]
I'm unconsiously unconsious
Why am I filled with hate?
I'd like to blame my parents
I'm sure you'd do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's to afraid
Turn the page
I've been hiding,
Drowning,
I've been running,
Starving,
I've been feeling noth

Why?What do you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought would love them through it all...saw them for who th

100%hondureña Y Beliceñahola,
my name is natasha.i'm 19yrs old and i have a awesome boyfriend.so i am here to make some new hot friends and it doesn't matter who u are but if u want to be my friend it's cool with me because thats what i want

Daddy's Little Girl FetishSo, I finally figured out that I have a Daddy's little girl fetish.
I don't see anything wrong with it but I wonder if that is kind of strange to others. It's in no way dealing with pedophilia or some weird unresolved childhood issues.
Maybe, it's because I still look like an 11yr old and have a baby face. heh,
blah.. so that's all I have to say about that.
Heres the wikipedia link..it explains it well.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Daddy's_girl_fetish

Warding Off The Evil Eye/blocking Black MagicContact Emmanuel with any questions about this spell: Aarainbowman@aol.com.
What you need
rosemary, lavender, black pepper, cinnamon, ginger root, and 6 white candles and one black candle.
Directions
This spell should be cast during a new moon phase
First cast a magical circle (hail to the guardians)
Next face the north and sit and meditate
Get up and light your candles clockwise all except for the black.
Then when you have lighted your white candles, use a white candle to light the black candle.
Then light the mixture of herbs and spices.
Say:
Spell
Whatever evil comes to me here
I cast you back, I have no fear
With the speed of wind and the dark of night
May all of your harboring take flight
With the swiftness of the sea
And all the power found in me
As I will so mote it be
Then in a loud voice say ''I cast you out''
and blow out the black candle as hard as you can.
let the mixture burn, then draw an eye on the candle and wrap it in a white cloth and

Laughin My Ass OffI feel so privilaged that some idiot still feel the need to have to write comments to me even after he has blocked me ..I continually get these funny things left with bad spelling and all .I mean really spending that much time to worry about what I am doing ..boy oh boy do I feel important .lol just look at these comments
KinkyMaste...: hello piggyfatcowcunt ... did you fucked any guys lately or is toy master you love to fucked and get pregnant
KinkyMaste...: what do i smell oh yes fatcowcunt ........moew
so well thought out and what he expects me to do block him well why would I ..I love to laugh and what is the best is he trys to be all smart ass but i read them and move on ..probably giving him a bit of entertainment by posting a blog but i guess since he blocked me its what he wants because I really dont know the point of it .outside of he has no balls to say it to me and let me reply ..what eles could it be .. I guess he must really care what goes on in my world to alw

Tshirt Help, Lolif you haven't already- go to my pics, in the t-shirt album and help me decide which to pick! thanks. it's great to be polish! lol

Song Of The Day 7/24/08 - Nickelback - Savin Me(extra Innings)Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
H

Who Knowsif our thoughts came to reallity would they help us or would that destroy us?? we all see life as dull boring some just cover it up with lies...
can any one tell that every one doesnt like the truth but accept the lies cause we're affraid of the truth.
this might be a meaningless blog but its just a start (first blog)

My LetterThis is my letter to you
We started following a certain description.
We started simple and fair once again
Before there wasn't any need for an answer
Things were much different then
But now you question who I am.
Who I am inside
Now there's nothing left to hide.
So here it goes
This is my letter
Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me
thinking all night. About the places I'd be
If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've
Let me, become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern it seems an
issue. All day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn
Engulf myself into a permanent mystery.
No one day just as the next.
not for me
It's so confusing when I look at my history.
I just can't handle that yet.
No
One more friendship ends.
And then for awhile.
I can breathe again

"naw Man... You Can't Live On My Sofa, Go Home"I had to say it. I just had to let it be heard... or that is, in this case... seen. I turned Kelvin around after what seemed like weeks of creeping into my campus apartment sometime during the night ... before my son left for college. The problem is that MY SON graduated from high school and LEFT FOR COLLEGE. Right. It was an acquaintance of my son; introduced to us by his high school teacher as her "...prior student who had gone off to college in Los Angeles, California. "He had come back to Michigan uneducated and down on his luck. Now he was parking is butt on my sofa overnight instead of at his brother or sister's apartments ...also in town. He had a girlfriend on campus who drove a beat out green Volvo... but he didn't stay with her, she lived in the dorms. I don't think my husband... Hamzi... ever bumped into him there... or I would have had all hell to pay... if I didn't get killed over it; our marriage wasn't well over one year yet. He was, to me, what seemed to be a younger ma

Fubar Soon I Will Be Gone!FUBAR NEW AND OLD FRIENDS,AND OLD CHERRYTAP FRIENDS. SOMETIME BETWEEN SEPT AND DEC I'LL BE LEAVING FU FOR GOOD. I'M DONE WITH THE DRAMA... IT'S BEEN FUN WHILE IT LASTED BUT DEC WILL BE 2 YEARS I'LL BE ON FUBAR... HAD FRIENDS COME AND GO SOME ARE STILL HERE SOME LEFT SOME WELL NO COMMENT...SOMETIMES THIS PLACE IS WORSE THEN SOAP OPREA I LOVE IT BUT. COME DEC MY MAN OF MY LIFE MY SOULMATE THE ONE THATS MADE ME WHOLE AGAIN WILL BE HERE. AND THEN PERMAITLY HEAR IN APRIL OR SO. SO I'LL BE WORKING HE'LL BE WORKING. MY KID BE IN HIS SECOND YEAR OF HEADSTART.. AND MY FAMILY COMES FIRST WONT HAVE TIME FOR FUBAR OR INTERNET PERIOD JUST ENOUGH CHECK EMAIL. ANYONE IMPORTANT TO ME HAS ME ON MYSPACE AND OR MY MSN AND YAHOO MESSAGERS. IF U DON'T AND WANT TO JUST ASK I'LL GIVE IT TO U. AND THE REAL IMPORTANT PEOPLE HAVE MY CELL NUMBER OR ALREADY IN MY CELL SO.SO ANY MY FRIENDS OR PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY LIST. IF U WANT ANY OF MY PICS ON MY STASH OR ON MY PHOTOALBUMS LET ME KNOW ILL MAKE THEM WERE U CAN R

Immaeok ppl aug.1st-3rd is the weekend of the international mma expo in long beach..come on out and support the fastest growing sport in the world!!there will be celebs. and fighters making appearences..also there will be a grappling tournament on sunday....so anyone that is interested should check it out..

Letter From SoldierOBAMA'S VISIT TO AFGHANISTAN
I GOT THIS EMAIL FROM MY COUSIN THIS MORNING.
THEY HAVE A FRIEND SERVING IN AFGHANISTAN .
I WANTED ALL OF YOU TO READ IT TOO.
FW: From our friend who is serving in Afghanistan
Hello everyone,
As you know I am not a very political person. I just wanted to pass
along that Senator Obama came to Bagram Afghanistan for about
an hour on his visit to 'The War Zone'.
I wanted to share with you what happened.
He got off the plane and got into a bullet proof vehicle, got to the
area to meet with the Major General (2 Star) who is the commander
here at Bagram.
As the Soldiers where lined up to shake his hand he blew them off
and didn't say a word as he went into the conference room to meet
the General. As he finished, the vehicles took him to the ClamShell
(pretty much a big top tent that military personnel can play basketball
or work out in with weights) so he co

August 25th!I'm just putting it out there that RED will be opening for Shinedown at the New Oasis in Reno on August 25th!
I'm so there!
U should seriously see this band!
RED...they're awesome!
k
that's it!

ExsIM DONE with all the stupid Fake Ass Women in my life. Like my Ex's. IM DONE being the one who always forgives, always sees past ones mistake, waits for them, and helps them when they need somebody. I figure they want me because hes now "taken", so it holds more appeal for them, a challenge, wanting something they cant have. . . . and when they do sucker me back in, its back to the same old song and dance of them hurting me to make there miserable lives better. IM DONE. Theres a song a friend of mine always jokes about to me saying it should be my theme song. It's the Eminem Song "Superman". You know what hes right. IM DONE rescuing you dumb ass hoes. Find another Superman. Fuck you! :)

Directions Of The Medicine WheelSOUTH - Fire - Passion
Growth in the South it is the time of Summer. From the bloom we transform into the fruit of the labors. It is the time of mid-day, the hottest part of the day, the part when the sun is overhead and no shadows are cast.. Maturing and growing into an adult to be that who was are. It is the time to accept the change and learn, to understand.
Red is for fire, passion, time of fertility. The South is the place of passion in all things, sex, fertility, mating - the fires that burn within. The direction of fire, like the phoenix we can rise from the flames, we take and rise again from childhood into being an adult in the direction of the South.
Animals
The animals in the South represent pride, strength and courage. The eagle with keen sight and strong wings. The lion for the strength and courage to speak out and roar. The wolf so proud to be a team member of a pride.
EAST - Air - Flight
Beginings starts in the east - from where the sun rises we begin

Survey1)The reason you kissed the last person you kissed?
He is my world. The love I have is so strong it is scary!!
2) Last person you hugged?
Devin
3) Whats bothering you?
I am 220 miles from my baby
4) What color is your phone?
silver
5) Funniest thing that happened today?
Tripped over my mom's dog
6) Current Mood?
In love and bored
7) Favorite Color?
purple
8) Last thing you drank?
Tea
9) Last text is from?
Don't have text messaging
10) Last person you called?
My brother
11) Are you tan?
lol White aws a gost
12) Currently listening to?
the tv
13) Do you still talk to your ex's?
Ben
14) Who are you mad at?
Angel
15) Do you like or love anyone?
I like alot of ppl and I love devin, my mom and my brother
17) What do you hate in a person?
when they lie, play stupid and don't act their age
19) Longest you ever liked someone?
Ben for 5 yrs
20) Person you would do anything for?
Devin, Aundaly

SurveyYOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans
[] dogs are better then cats
[] its hilarious when people get hurt
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[ ] shopping is torture
[X] sad movies suck
[X] you own an XBOX
[] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you own/owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[] you watch sports on TV
[x] gory movies are cool
[] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[] you used to/do collect football collector cards
[x] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear
[X] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[X] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[x] sports are fun
[x] sometimes you talk with food in your mouth
[] sometimes you sleep at night with your socks on
[x ]you have fished at least on

Because Of YouI'm through with the bullshit
I'm through with the games
if you really loved me
you wouldn't act this way
you wouldn't push me down
and make me feel like dirt
if you really loved me
you wouldn't make me hurt
I'm tired of the arguements
I'm tired of the bruises
I want to live my life
I don't want to hear your excuses
I wish you weren't an asshole
I wish you weren't a drug-addicted
I don't want to be your girl
sorry babe, not anymore
You chose drugs over me
I'm just starting to think
all you love are those drugs
they fuck up your mind
and make you stay away from home
Don't say its not your fault
otherwise you wouldn't leave me alone
why can't you understand
what you do makes me go insane
I hide the tears with a smile
but all i feel is pain
Your just a drug addicted
and that will never change
I hope you don't forget
how my life has changed...
because of you!

Survey-Don't be shy, fill it all out-
Do you sleep in your bra?
Not normally but it happens.
Do you enjoy drama?
Noway I have my own problems.
Are you a girly girl?
Nope I couldn't do it lol
Last person you hugged?
Devin
Small or big purses
Big
Do you dress up on Halloween?
A little old for that don't ya think. lol
Are you double jointed?
Nope
Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Parking garage in Cleveland
Has anyone done you wrong lately?
Yes
Last person who you hung out with?
Roy
Do you call anybody by their last name?
Most of my friends have nick names
How many guys will read this just because it says Lady Survey?
They don't care. Duh!! lol Well unless I would put
LONGEST FEMALE SURVEY EVER AND IT"S RATED X
do you wear make-up?
Not normaly. For special events.
Ever cried at a movie theater?
O yeah!!
Can you put mascara on without opening your mouth?
Yes but now that I t

SurveyWhat Sara Means
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

My CurseI watched you walk away
Hopeless, with nothing to say
I strain my eyes
Hoping to see you again
This is my curse...the longing
This is my curse...time
This is my curse...the yearning
This is my curse
There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
Will you be there?
Your silence haunts me
But I still hunger for you
This is my curse...the wanting
This is my curse...time
This is my curse...the needing
This is my curse
There is love burning to find you
Will you wait for me?
And still I want
And still I ache
But still I wait
To see you again
Dying inside these walls
And I see your face in these tears
In these tears
And I see your face...
There is love.

Sunday BlogRight and away we go - moo haha - I have just taken my meds for now,more due at 10pm, at which time I shall be going to bed!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, moving swiftly on - my ankle is like a freaking hot air balloon (swollen!) but must keep going, cant give up!!!!!!! After all I am doing as the doctor/surgeon/consultant told me - resting as much as I can, only they never told me to stay off Fubar!!!!!!!
(right just off for a quick wheelie - backside going square - brb!!!!!!!!!!).... right daily five steps done!!!!!!!!!
I havent told you about the mad things I was in hospital with - not sure whether I should or not - oh well here we go!!!!!!!!
Ok so you think Im mad to a certain degree - let me tell you about two of the women I was in hospital with.
The one directly next to me - ffs - delighted in telling me her name every morning - like Im gonna forget it in twenty four hours but oh well, that was tolerable, it was the other things that werent tolerable - like eating dinner and

I Am A Quitter!On sunday I decided to quit smoking.
Since then I have had 4 nicotine patches, 4 pills of wellbutrin, and 1 ciggarette. I knew it was going to be hard to quit, but for some reason I decided to anyway. I think that quitting smoking is one of the most challenging things that I have ever had to do in my whole life. I work in a hospital so people are constantly preaching to me the benefits of quitting and how bad smoking is for you. I get tired of it sometimes.
This time I am determined to quit. I have tried to use the patch before but it never worked. The weekday was always pretty easy. As long as I didn’t change out of my scrubs during lunch, and kept busy after work it was easy. On the weekends is when it got tough. I remember the first weekend on the patch, I almost lost my mind. I was driving to work (My second job) and I kept on passing signs that said “Marlboro buy 1 get 1 FREE! ” and ” New Camel Menthols ” and before I knew it my mouth was watering, I lost all control of my b

Life Right Nowi kind of hate being alone right now.
i just think that im in the prime of my life with no one to share it with. im broke right now but fall school hasnt started yet, and with no job, im soo bored. (ive been trying so hard to get a damn job!)
but i dont need money to share my love with someone.
i dont even have a lot of friends really, so its hard to meet new people.
(if ur in pittsburgh, give me a holler!)
things will be different when i start school in the fall... but it seems so far away, and also kinda pathetic that i want school to come!
idk what's going to happen, but i should be trusting in my Lord. i just hope i get paid tomorrow, lol!

Song Of The Day 7/28/08 - Cyndi Lauper - All Through The NightAll through the night
I'll be awake
And I'll be with you
All through the night
This precious time
When time is new
Oh
All through the night today
Knowing that we feel the same without saying
We have no past, we won't reach back
Keep with me forward all through the night
And once we start the meter clicks
And it goes running all through the night
Until it ends, there is no end
All through the night
Stray cat is crying
So stray cat sings back
All through the night
They have forgotten
What binding they lack
Oh
Under those white street lamps
There is a little chance they may see
We have no past, we won't reach back
Keep with me forward all through the night
And once we start the meter clicks
And it goes running all through the night
Until it ends, there is no end
Oh
The sleep in your eyes is enough
Let me be there, let me stay there a while
We have no past, we won't reach back
Keep with me forward all through the night
And once we start the me

Boyfriend Application1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Whats your sign?
5.Phone Number:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:
HERE COMES THE FUN ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16. Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18. Would you dance with me?
19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
What Do You Think Of My...?
1.Personality:
2.Eyes:
3.Face:
4.Hair:
W0ULD Y0U...
give me your number?_______________
kis

Evil B*tchMy best friend’s cousin is getting married in like two weeks, and they have been planning the wedding forever. I’ve known my girlfriend’s cousin for several years now, not as friends but we always hang out when we are both in town together. I always got weird vibes she didn’t like me and the other year I confronted her on it and she denied everything. Well the wedding is almost here and I haven’t received any formal or informal invitation and my feelings are hurt.
I don’t really want to stir up any drama around her wedding so I haven’t asked about it, and just assumed like a good girl that I wasn’t invited but my best friend keeps chatting about it and insist I help get ready for everything like shopping for bra’s, makeup, what type of up-do and quite frankly I don’t want to help because I mad at her b*tch of a cousin who is too jealous of me to invite me to her wedding.
Since I tend to think methodically *sometimes* I am thinking if I should get her a wedding a gift to rub it

Hard On You.I know this must be,
Hard on you.
Anxious, waiting, need,
As is in the heart of me.
Patience is tested,
To the very core.
How much longer,
Before we are bested.
Or is our love,
Sure and strong.
The greatest song,
Is that of a doves'.
Peace in our hearts,
Knowing the truth.
That we love eachother,
And will not part.
Do you wish to end,
This sweet torment now.
Or will you be swayed,
For love to bend.
Never to break,
The bonds of love.
Steady day by day,
For the souls sake.
I know this must be,
Hard on you.
Lonely, wanting, hungry,
But please don't leave.
Is our love worth,
The pain of saving.
A greater joy under heaven,
Promised to be brought forth.
Tell me how you feel,
My heart is your own.
Do I take you for granted,
And you to shy to reveal.
I wish I had my voice,
And tell you everyday.
How much I love you,
For I have no choice.
My heart is with you,
No matter nea

Long Distance LoversTake me there,
My sweet lover.
Into your world,
Full of bright color.
Cover me with,
Tender sweet kisses.
Show me baby now,
What my heart misses.
I close my eyes,
Hear your voice.
Falling in love,
For I have no choice.
You bring me,
To my exstacy.
And sing your,
Praises upon me.
Never had a lover,
Do me this way.
Hanging on every,
Word you say.
You take me,
To heights unknown.
Before you put,
Down the phone.
Left in my world,
And craving yours.
Tears do not fall,
Instead they pour.
Missing you when,
We are apart.
Long Distance my love,
Rip at the heart.

Can I Trust You With My Heart?Many days go by,
And miles apart.
Need to know how you feel,
Have a hold on my heart.
Been hurt many times,
Is this for real?
So hard to tell my heart,
How I really feel.
I stare at the image,
In front of me.
Am I lying to myself?
I cannot see.
Love has me blind,
And in perfect agony.
Everyone talks, confusion insues,
Are we meant to be?
I am as a child,
Scared in her bed.
Afraid to move forward,
For the monsters in her head.
Want to share my life,
And passion with you.
How long must I wait,
To hear your feelings too.
Love is a funny thing,
And scary you see.
Especially when everyone says,
Your not meant to be.
Tell me how you feel,
And why we are apart.
Tell me baby please,
Can I trust you with my heart?

Hard To TakeWell, today my father called me at 7:30 am and told me that my daughter had a siezure. I asked him what had happened and he told me that supposedly she had an inner ear infection that they didn't know about. First of all I want to know how in the hell you don't know if a child has an inner ear infection?
Anyways, so he called me agian while I was at work and told me that on the way to the hospital the parametics lost her twice. I ask him if she is ok and he tells me that she has had 2 more seizures and the are flying her out to Denver Childrens hospital to take more test to determine what exactly is going on with her.
I am really hoping that all it is is the inner ear infection and nothing any worse than that.
But I just wanted to get all this out... and hofully get some good feed back for everyone.
Thanx...

My Ideal Sex PositionYour Ideal Sex Position is...Cowgirl
Fun. Wild. And deep.Saddle up and ride him all night long.Only for those who feel they're strong!
'What is your Ideal Sex Position?'at QuizUniverse.com

Song Of The Day 7/29/08 - Ozzy Osbourne - Hellraiser :dI'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I keep saying that it's getting too much
But I know I'm a liar
Feeling all right in the noise and the light
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser,
In the thunder and heat
Hellraiser,
Rock you back in your seat
Hellraiser,
And I'll make it come true
Hellraiser,
I'll put a spell on you
Walking out on another stage,
Another town, another place
Sometimes I don't feel right
Nerves wound up too damn tight
People keep telling me it's bad for my health
But kicking back don't make it
Out of control,
I play the ultimate role
But that's what lights my fire
Hellraiser,
In the thunder and heat
Hellraiser,
Rock you back in your seat
Hellraiser,
And I'll make it come true
Hellraiser,
I'll put a spell on you
I'm living on an endless road
Around the world for rock and roll
Sometimes it feels so tough
But I still ain't had enough
I kee

Unanswered Question"UNANSWERED QUESTIONS"
01. Why do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections?
02. OK, so whats the spead for dark?
03. Why do psychics have to ask for your name?
04. If a cow laughs hard, does milk come out of its nose?
05. If the #2 pencil is so popular why is it still #2?
06. If Wal-Mart is lowering prices everyday, how come nothing is the store is free yet?
07. The "Psychic Friends Network" went out of business...didn't they see it coming?
08. Is it possible for someone to become addicted to therapy? And If so, how would you treat them?
09. Why do we drive on the parkway and park in the driveway?
10. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?
11. Isn't is it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice"?
12. When sign makers go on strike, is anything written on their signs?
13. Would a fly without wings be called a walk?
14. Why is the word abbreviation so long?
15. If a word is mispelled

Working"WORK SAYINGS"
01. If work is so terrific, why do they have to pay you to do it?
02. God put me on this Earth to accomplish a certain number of things. Right now, I am so far behind I will never die.
03. First rule of acting: whatever happens, look as if it were intended.
04. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.
05. Of course I don't look busy.....I did it right the first time!
06. Nobody notices what I do, until I don't do it.
07. Hard works spotlights the character of people; some turn up their sleeves, some turn up their noses and some don't turn up at all!
08. I always try to go the extra mile at work but my boss always finds me and brings me back.
09. After all is said and done, more is said than done.
10. I pretend to work. They pretend to pay me.
11. I thought I wanted a career, turns out I just wanted paychecks.
12. I used up all my sick days, so I'm calling in dead.
13. Inasmuch as the earth is 2/3 water and 1/3 land, it

I Used To LieI made you smile,
I made you cry,
I dont know why,
I used to lie.
Your smile made me smile,
Your tears gave me tears,
I don't know why,
I used to lie.
I gave you love,
I broke your heart,
I dont know why,
I used to lie.
Your love gave me life,
Your broken heart broke my life,
I dont know why,
I used to lie.
I made you want,
I made you need,
I dont know,
I used to lie.
I changed your life,
I changed your world,
I dont know why,
I used to lie.
You are my life,
You are my world,
I dont know why,
I haven't died.

Requested By Oral Candy Lips Of An Angel By HinderLips Of An Angel - Hinder
Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
i've changed my mind about imeem its fucking awesome..
Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those

Um..yeah..So here's the thing. I talk to people on here, and some of them are cool, weird, flat out funny, or creepy. I've basically weeded through all the retards more or less and if I don't talk to everyone..oops...I'm pretty sure you'll get along just fine if I don't. ANYWAY..
So I'm talking to this person on here and it's actually kinda odd. Odd in the sense that I'm not much for meeting people online, had a bad experience. Don't ask. Anyway, it's nice talkin to her cuz even if I'm bored off my ass like right now, she comes outta left field and says something that completely catches me off guard and I end up laughing my ass off. Is it wrong looking forward to talking to someone you hardly know?

Natasha Bedingfield-pocket Full Of Sunshine LyricsI got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh
Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Do what you want but you're never gonna break me
Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me, oh, oh oh oh
I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine
I got a love and I know that it's all mine, oh, oh oh oh
Wish that you could but you ain't gonna own me
Do anything you can to control me, oh, oh no
Take me away, a secret place
A sweet escape, take me away
Take me away to better days
Take me away, a hiding place
There's a place that I go that nobody knows
Where the rivers flow and I call it home
And there's no more lies in the darkness there

What I Think AboutSometimes I like to think that the life we live has more of an intended purpose than what we may perceive it to be. I hope that with each life we can find it within ourselves to do something great - to break the boundaries and tread upon waters unchartered... unforeseen... unreal... I used to dream of a perfect life where we can set out to do whatever we wanted to. Where no challenge was left untried. As the years passed over, the passion for our invulnerable dreams and desires started to fade away, and catalysed by our surroundings or portions of negativity. Lazyness and doubt is the most addictive drug.
I beleive i'm going to live forever...just watch me. My theories lay amongst the following 2... The first, an outrageous fantasy...
being bitten by a Vampire and receiving the gift of eternal life, the second, more realistic and filled with morale...do something
great in this world. Something that everyone will remember. What keeps the dead alive are the impressions they leave be

Just A Thought..Just a thought...
Did you ever think that perhaps we may already be dead ?
that maybe we're just recycled souls ?
Being spawned in different parts of the world.
And that we get to see flashes of these past lives everytime we dream, which is why they seem so familiar to us, but as soon as you wake up, you think about how unfamiliar that was.
Just a thought i had...
Dreams MUST mean something other than random collaborations of
one's manifested thoughts and life experiences.
I'm sitting here...afraid of death...wanting to live forever...
and now a thought. Maybe i already am dead... all that is left
for me to do is appreciate the life and body i was given this
time around and make the most of it. I may not remember my past
lives, but i sure as hell am glad it didn't just end there.

Real Or FakeOk so today I got told that my wound is infected, so now on anti-biotics (not that fake friends will really give two hoots about that, I know who my true friends are!)
This blog is being typed with much anger and whats more I dont care what you gotta say if you comment on it or not because I am going to say how I feel and to hec with any one's feelings.
So I have been on here about 4 months and I have made some good REAL friends, but on the other hand I have also met a lot of fakes. Today I am cleaning my friends list totally - amongst those that will be going are those that I have not heard from in the past two weeks, obviously some of you aint on here as often as I am (I have various reasons for being on here as often) but there are some that are on here almost as often as me yet dont bother doing anything.
OK rant over - feel free to say what you feel about this because I dont really care.
HAVE A GOOD DAY TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS (if you are in my family you have a s

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Before We DanceForgotten voice of soulful romance
Will you serenade my senses
Come spill your truth upon me
Give me provocative words to tease my ears
Indulge my thirsty lips with the substance
of your passion
The melody I seek is your lyrical tongue
So soothe me
Submerge me in your music
Before we dance again

MirageMirage
Vision challenged
Mental want recognized
The things longed for
Reflection
Of true reality
Forced upon us by life
Genetics sealed our fate
Ripples
Running across time
Magnify the ware on ourselves
All experiences resurface
Miracles
Come out
Renewing our imagination
Forcing us to return to youth
Creativity
Will emerge
From deep inside our souls
Bringing all emotion to surface
Sensitivity
Is unleashed
Breaking the boundaries of aggression
Releasing the strong power of want

UntitledLike the stars in the sky
I am calling to you
From the heavens above
I am looking for you
In the depths of my soul
I will live and breathe for you
Sadness dwells inside you
You have nothing to fear
For I am next to you
I can feel your sadness
Let me be sad for you
So you will feel love once again
Worry not about life
Let me worry for you
You should always love life
For it is a part of you
I'll be there when you fall
To catch you and say I love you

:)Im glad to be back i havent been well and i miss my fubar friends i did my salute pic hope it is approved :) xxxx0

Reborn.Reborn. by LAZR
Although my mind has been lost and found.
This heart of mine will keep waiting.
For you never left me
And despite how many turn away I will be sitting...
Inside your flames of love and judgement
With hopes of a new perception
That I can learn to be a better servant
And turn away from all my mindless fascination.

Just A Lil Insight On Women...lolFor All Those Men Who Believe There's No Reason To Buy The Cow When You Can Get The Milk For Free...Currently 80% Of Women Are Against Marriage, Too, As They Have Wised Up To The Fact That For 7 Ounces Of Sausage It's Not Worth Buying The Whole Pig."

MenIf you all dont think this is funny
you have no sense of humor (lol)
______________________________________
1. Men are like Laxatives. They irritate the crap out of you.
2 Men are like. Bananas. The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Men are like Weather. Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Men are like Blenders. You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Men are like Chocolate Bars .. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Men are like Commercials. You can't believe a word they say.
7. Men are like Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off!
8. Men are like . Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Men are like . Mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10. Men are like Popcorn. They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11. Men are like Snowstorms. You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12

DaredevilYour Money Personality is Daredevil
You spend money like it's Monopoly money. Who cares if you run out?
Whenever you buy something, you don't stop to think if you can afford it.
Yes, you are generous with your money, but you are also very reckless.
Better to give small presents now than rely on friends and family for a handout later.
You tell yourself that you'll spend today and save tomorrow... but you never end up saving.
It's time to start living beneath your means. Or else you are headed for a financial disaster.
What's Your Money Personality?

Rites Of PassageRITES OF PASSAGE
In creating a religion, Wiccans have addressed the various Rites of Passage experienced by all people throughout their lives. This is an area where Wicca is still evolving, and practices vary widely from group to group and Tradition to Tradition.
WICCANINGS (NAMINGS)
"Wiccaning" or "Naming" is the term used to describe the celebration which accompanies the birth of a child. As Wicca is nominally a fertility religion, the birth of a child is seen as a gift from the Gods and a sacred rite in itself. Once the child is born, and the life of the family has settled down a bit, the parents and community celebrate the Wiccaning of the child, the act of introducing the child to the Gods and the Community, and asking the Goddess, God, and Community for their protection of the child as s/he grows. It is not a sealing of the child into Wicca. Wicca is a religion of choice, and where children may be placed under the protection of the Gods, the child is allowed to choose he

You Call "me" RacistFrom: Why Should They Have Lived... and Died
Date: Jul 31, 2008 1:27 PM
All true. This is not equal rights.
You call Me
"Redneck" ,"Hillbilly", "Slaker" , "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" And You Think It's OK
But If I Were To Call You "Coon", "Jiggaboo", "Kike", "Sand Nigger", "Rag- head", "Towelhead", "WOP", "Camel Jockey", "Gook", "Nigger", "Slant Eyes", or "Chink" You Call Me A Racist.
You Say That Whites Commit Alot Of Violence Against You, So Why Are The Ghettos The Most Dangerous Places To Live?
-You Have The United Negro College Fund.
-You Have Martin Luther King Day.
-You Have Black History Month.
-You Have Cesar Chavez Day.
-You Have Yom Hashoah.
-You Have Ma'uled Al-Nabi.
-You Have the NAACP.
-You Have BET.

I Wonderi wonder why you have to be a level 3 to post a salute but you can veiw nsfw pics at level one...hmmmm

Oye !Why do things not turn out the way people plan errr. things just dont seem to go in the right direction here latly and it getes very frustrating !!!!

Choose"You Must Choose:
Do You Wish To See (Perceive) Nothing, Or Do You Want To See Thing As They Really Are?
It Is Not Hard To See Things As They Really Are, It Is Simply A Matter Of Tearing Down Walls,
Ridding Oneself Of Defenses And Presumption, Rendering Oneself Vulnerable, An Idiot, A Fool.
But It Is Not Easy To See Things As They Really Are, Because It Is Painful,
It Is Real, It Requires Response, It's An Incredible Commitment.
To Go Nine-Tenths Of The Way Is To Suffer At Every Moment Utter Madness.
To Go All The Way Is To Become Sane.
Most People Prefer Blindness.
But Most People Are A Dying Race."

GlendaIT DOESN'T MATTER TO ME IF ANYBODY READS THIS. THIS IS SOMETHING I HAD TO DO FOR ME. I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND PEACE IN ANY OF THIS. I'M TRYING TO HOLD ON TO MY FAITH & IT IS REALLY HARD.
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Right now I’m at a total loss for words. My family got a total shock tonight that has left us all distraught. My cousin was found tonight @ her home passed away. As the minutes pass on we learn that she ended her own life. Glenda was somebody you would never give a thought to her doing this. So many questions & no answers. The only thing any of us can think of is that being in amount of debt she was in just got too much for her. I can’t believe she is gone. My family is going heck right now with Uncle Larry getting worse & now we loose Glenda. Please remember my family when you pray.
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As I sit here in my closet suppose to be getting my cloths out & I can't. Picki

Accepting Slaves ApplicationsGood Evening ... I am accepting applications from slaves , they need to pass the followin test to go to next level:
1) they need to understand the rules , and what are the rules are for
2) NO Smokeing & Drinking
3) Need to know the slave positions
4) Can Relocatable when the time is right

Come In~The buzzer on the office intercom sounded harshly, awaking Sarah from her daydream. She'd thought about this moment for months, and was now very nervous about this next stage.
"Hello", she replied into the microphone.
"Ah Sarah, could you come in for dictation?"
"Yes, of course. Would you like me straight away?" There was a short pause, as if Steve's reply was being filtered, or suppressed.
"Er , yes please."
Sarah knocked on Steve's door and entered. He did his usual minimal recognition of her, and motioned her to sit down opposite to him in the lounge area of his office. She had worked for Steve for two years, and since his early and crude attempts at seduction, which she'd rejected, the relationship had been one of 'detached professionalism'. She sat down and awaited his directions. Her choice of today had become inevitable. And her selection of clothing had been made very carefully. She tapped her pencil on her note pad, and crossed her long dark stocking clad legs.

Dabbling With The Leash~I was a bit nervous as I pulled into the driveway. This was it. Pixie's house, my friend from the internet. I was on the road, and just happened to be staying nearby in a big city, so we had arranged to meet up and hit the town. I had suggested driving into the big city and perusing the nightlife there. I got out of the rental car and stretched catlike, then proceeded to the door and knocked. Pixie answered and I smothered her instantly in big hugs and even was so bold as to steal a kiss. I had already told her I didn't have a lot of time, so to be ready. She was so beautiful, even more petite than me. I wasn't used to girls who were actually smaller than me... but she wasn't that much smaller. She said introductions to her family, then quickly to goodbyes so we could spend the afternoon and night in the big city.
We talked about hobbies we had in common and life as we drove into the city, when I got an idea. I decided to take her to a mall and go outfit shopping. We had talked alon

Marking His Property~Chandra giggled and grinned as she wandered through the mansion. She had only been working at the law firm for a few weeks and was ecstatic when she was invited to the monthly party. It was a time to socialize with all the employees and the fact that it was at one of the most expensive homes in Greenvale Acres was even better. Chandra was fresh out of college and had only one thing on her mind – sex. Well, actually, she had two things on her mind – sex and a husband. Chandra was the typical gold digger. She struggled through three years of college to get a diploma in office administration so she could work at a fancy law firm and marry one of the rich lawyers. Chandra struggled through college not because she wasn't smart. She was borderline gifted actually. She struggled because she spent way too much time partying, fucking, and more fucking.
"Beautiful dress Chandra. Is that Alfred Sung?" Nick had paid close attention to Chandra from the first day she started working at the firm.

Lost And Hurting...Sick of living/unwilling to die
cut.
clean.
if red /
clean.
blood spurting,
dripping,
spilling;
all over her new
dress
oh well
it was red
anyway.
life draining into an
uncertain death.
she won't
die.
this time
someone ll find her.
just wait till
next time.

Dreams And LifeThe mornings are lonely when I wakeup all alone. But, I tell myself that before I know it, I won't be waking up alone anymore. She will be here, be in my arms, by my side. Distance is a minor issue with us, but I know, in the end, it is worth the wait. Talking for hours on end, and the constant beating of my heart tell me she is someone special. I fight the insomnia day in and day out. But, it's a fight I am more then willing to go through. I have loved in the past and things have happened to make the love go away. But, when the love for another is returned, it only makes the love that much stronger. One person can only love so much, and when 2 people love each other, the bond is unbreakable. Thoughts of the future fill my head, fill my mind, fill my heart. Dreams becoming reality put a smile on my face. Just seeing her sign online while I am online put a smile on my face. I am a fighter, a warrior. I fight for what I want, what I need. Plans to move, plans to stay, pla

Wrong AgainFrom the day we met
You made me forget
All my fears
Knew just what to say
And you kissed away
All my tears
I knew this time I had finally found
Someone to build my life around
Who'd be a lover and a friend
After all my heart had put me through
I knew that it was safe with you
And what we had would never end
Wrong again
Everybody swore
They'd seen this before
We'd be fine
And you'd come to see that you still loved me
In good time
And they said there's nothing you can do
It's something that he's going through
It happens to a lot of men
And I told myself that they were right
That you'd wake up and see the light
And I just had to wait 'til then
Wrong again
And it seemed to me the pain would last
My chance for happiness had passed
And nothing waited 'round the bend
I was sure I'd never find someone
To heal the damage you had done
And my poor heart would never mend
Wrong again
Wrong again

I Am JessicaI am just me..
Oh and I'm feeling,
Directionless, yes
But that's to be expected,
And I know that best....
I AM Jessica...
I don't have a "ANNOYING" laugh.
I CAN wait to get married.
I believe music is what makes the world go round
I do not enjoy being called a slut.
I could scream at the top of my lungs forever.
I love the feel of dirt under my feet.
I would rather be honest than polite.
People who yell scare me.
I can be disarming.
I am passionate about my life,
but there is little i am not passionate about.
I would rather be dead than normal.
I am Philosophical.
I believe ONE person can change the world,
and I intend to help shape that person
I find jealousy amusing.
I generally give very good advice. (though i very seldom follow it)
I believe in the necessity of uncertainty.
I am a force of nature.
I hate to cry.
I would marry bob marley,
but i wasn't born in time.
I love to dance, and I love dancing in the rain.
I love movies in which no o

Cat People And Dog PeopleSome people prefer cats to dogs and some are the other way around. Some people are like cats while others are like dogs. The differences are fascinating when you start to think about it.
Cats are independent, sometimes moody, can be loving but rarely towards everybody, and pretty hard to train. They do what they want, more or less, and you can't get rid of their behaviors like scratching furniture; you can only attempt to convince them to satisfy their needs in a less destructive manner (i.e. with a scratching post). Cats will be quite happy, left to themselves, and don't really care about approval from anybody else.
Dogs are the opposite. They need companionship and attention and approval from whoever they live with. They'll bend over backwards six times sideways to do tricks for you and do whatever you want them to. They tend to be friendlier than cats, at least if raised well. Dogs are the epitome of a social animal, surpassing even humans in their need for companionship and f

"cupid"the other day i wished
i wished that Cupid could help me out.
now today i'm in bliss
so happy that Cupid could not come down.
for if Cupid saw your eyes
he would fall as i have.
fall far from the sky
and try to take your hand.

"looked At You"i looked at you,
you turned away.
i looked at you,
you darkened the day.
couldn't see me with those eyes.
couldn't give me any time.
i looked at you,
to the see the world.
i looked at you,
beautiful girl.
couldn't see me with those eyes.
couldn't be the one you find.
i looked at you,
and saw your soul.
i looked at you,
we'll never know.
couldn't see me with those eyes,
love never born had just died.
couldn't see me with those eyes,
love never born, just a lie.

A Floor Of My Own....According to the New York Times, the hospitality industry has recently resurrected a trend last seen in the 1980s (and last noted by Broadsheet in 2007): Women-only hotel floors. Originally created with female travelers' safety in mind, women’s floors fell out of favor after they "became a kind of sexist thing instead of a polite offer," says hotel analyst Bjorn Hanson. But today, eager to capture a rapidly growing market of female travelers, many hotels are making that "polite offer" once more.
The Crowne Plaza chain is leading the way, offering a "Women's Executive Level" to compliment its male-aimed "King Executive Level." (Note the difference in the names. Ugh.) On the women's floor, you get "a variety of amenities like a Victoria's Secret robe, a blow dryer and vanity mirrors." Meanwhile, on the men's floor, you get a private lounge and "everything from free cocktails to concierge services.
" Hey, wait a minute!
Granted, women are free to book rooms on the "King" level,

Transformed By TachyonI think you all should truly recognize the truth of my being.
I can go by a thousand different names cross culturally
My force will bring to me unspeakable enchantments, knowledge, lovers, and full comprehension of what I shall not disclose.
Now my subjects, on your knees and bow to your Most High Queen

I'm Not Really OneYou Are 45% Skeptic
You aren't exactly a skeptic, but you're no blind believer.
You doubt what you hear, especially when you hear it for the first time.
When it comes to doing your own research, you sometimes fall short.
Question your beliefs a little more. You might be surprised what you find out!
Are You a Skeptic?

About Me, If U Wanted To Know.... well, 24, pgh, you know that stuff..
i'm totally straight, lol.
i'm at cal-u persuing an education major (i'm a junior)..
i'm a non-denominational christian.
i haven't had the best relationships, but i work harder than ever now! my last one was great, and i was sad it ended..
what else.. i enjoy ps2, wii, and other games..
i like running and working out (i pride myself in keeping in good shape).
i'm a total softy, lol.. i like cartoons and being a kid.. i like to be cute and cuddle. but i do have a man's side to me too..
i'm a veteran of the iraq war- army national guard medic.
is there anything else you'd like to know?? ? ? comment me..

Science:limitationsScience 3 pronged interpretative metaphysics
1. Scientism-the belief that science is the arbiter of all truths.
Rejection of metaphysics, inherently rejecting itself in such a way.
2. Proper Application- science explains the ordered and intelligible
universe, but has no authority to explain, or do away with
metaphysics. Science itself is grounded on metaphysics.
3. Chaotic/Skepticism- that science confirms (though due to it's
implicitly built in method of logical induction) that we can never
arrive at any truths that are certain, and apodictictly true, and
that there are no universals, and absolutes. (of course that this
latter half of the statement itself is an absolute.) That science
confirms through it's trusted method that there are no truths to
be had.
Language-interpretive
1. Language is used in an individual sense, and communicated to
others that are able to understand it.
2. Language

Science Limitations Part 2Science-what it is and what it is for
Since the scientific revolution, and several other stages at which science
had had to endure, we see an overwhelmingly distinct attitude towards science
in this modern age as compared with earlier ones. That attitude tends to
be an attitude of certain trust, and wanting of which those who have this attitude
generally look at science as a way of producing arguments to support their own
ideas. Though this support comes by way of an inference chain which has not
yet been constructed by most people, only assumed. For instance, that a
scientist may well one day create life inside a test tube does not mean that
science has proven that there is no such thing as God. Or that science may
one day produce life inside a test tube does not signify that we have completely
described, and understood human nature and it's essence by way of a purely
material explanation, or description.
It is certainly a resounding positive attitude th

Pepperidge Farm Cookies.THEY SUCK!!! I love cookies more than anyone in this world and i bought a fuckin box and they taste like shit.. subway makes better cookies n thats my last resort. BLASPHEMY!! those cookies are meant to be burned into the furnace of ALL THINGS THAT SUCK.. todays my cheat day and im going to SAMS where they never let me down and be one with my inner fat fuck X)

Jets Cut Ties With PenningtonAs Favre arrives, Jets cut ties with Pennington
Associated Press
Jim Rogash/Getty Images
Chad Pennington threw for 13,738 yards and 88 touchdowns in 69 career games for the Jets.
NEW YORK -- Chad Pennington quickly became the odd man out once Brett Favre joined the New York Jets.
Pennington was released Thursday, ending the quarterback's eight-year, injury-plagued career with the Jets. He was expected to find a new home soon: the Minnesota Vikings and Miami Dolphins were mentioned as possible destinations.
Chad Pennington, QB
Free agent
2007 Statistics
Starts: 8
Att/Comp: 260/179
Yards: 1,765
Touchdowns: 10
"It's a bittersweet moment for us," general manager Mike Tannenbaum said early Thursday when announcing the trade for Favre.
"I have all the respect in the world for Chad as a person and a player," he said. "He gave his heart and soul to this organization for a long, long time. I really appreciate everything he has done."
A first-round pick in the 2000

Frontstretch Newsletter 8-08-08THE FRONTSTRETCH NEWSLETTER Presented by Frontstretch.com
The Best Seat at the Track, The Best View on the Net!
August 8th, 2008
Volume II, Edition CL
Today's Top News
Truex To Remain With DEI
by Kurt Smith
According to several sources, Martin Truex, Jr., driver of the Bass Pro Shops No. 1, will remain a member of Dale Earnhardt Inc. for 2009, with Bass Pro Shops remaining on the car as the primary sponsor. The signing ends rumors that Truex would be the new driver of the No. 12 car for Penske as a replacement for the departing Ryan Newman.
Truex first ran in the Cup Series full time in 2006 after winning back-to-back Busch Series championships. In 102 Cup races, Truex has one win, 11 Top 5s and 26 Top 10s. He is currently 17th in points this season and looks unlikely to make NASCAR's playoff Chase after making it in 2007.
Details have not yet been disclosed and DEI has not yet commented.
Dish Network To Sponsor No. 38 At Watkins Glen
Yates Racing announced on Th

Upcoming Wec FightsAug-9-2008 8:00 PM ET
Jamie Varner defends the lightweight title against undefeated Marcus Hicks
"ALL AMERICAN" Brian Stann defends the light heavyweight belt against Steve Cantwell
Carlos Condit defends the welterweight championship against Hiromitsu Miura
FROM "THE JOINT" INSIDE THE HARD ROCK HOTEL AND CASINO IN LAS VEGAS..
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Date: Aug-11-2008 7:00 PM ET
Event Type: Versus
Chris Manuel puts his undefeated record on the line against Kenji Osawa in a Bantamweight match-up. Then in a Welterweight bout - Alex Serdyukov battles undefeated Ryan Stonitsch. Then in our Feature fight of the night Eric Schambari steps into the Cage with Logan Clark in a Middleweight match-up.
The Last Samurai Hiromitsu Miura versus Blas The Disciple Avena in a Welterweight showdown, then the Brazilians do battle – Jose Aldo takes on Alexandre Nogueira in a Featherweight match-up. Then rivals in the Welterweight divi

MilesWish I could wipe
Your falling tears away
As you bravely smile thru your pain
You see me suffer
Then you break down and cry
Miles apart
In your dreams
I softly kiss you
No one can see the pain
That we both feel inside
Miles apart
You whisper I love you
And I whisper to the skies
I love you too
When will this pain ever go away
Even though we are
Miles apart
To be by your side
Is a dream I can't deny
But I will wish for it to come true
I miss you so badly
My heart is breaking
As we cry
Miles apart

Phone SexMmmm phone sex
It's so hot
hearing your voice on the other end of the line
talking dirty to me
getting me wetter
hearing your moans
hearing you call out my name
as you jack off that sweet hard cock of yours
fantasizing that you are fucking me so hard
I moan back in unison with you
thrusting my hand all into my pussy
getting it drenched in my wetness
fantasizing the same thing that you are
hearing you cum for me
cuming so hard
knowing that you are waiting to hear me cum too
feeling my orgasm approaching
moaning louder into the phone
almost deafening you
then feeling my sweet release as I cum for you
all over my hand
tasting myself as we say goodbye
until next time

The Want To Be Wantedsometimes i feel i just want to be wanted
like i thirst for the attention
but i don't even know why
then other times
i don't want to be bothered
it's not that i'm depressive
i think i'm a lot of fun
i just have changes of mood
lately things aren't satisfying
food is good, but there's nothing i crave
sex is decent, but it's only with myself
i'm not unhappy, but i don't feel joyous either
and i sit and think about what really makes me smile
usually the insignificant things
a surprise phone call
a piece of candy someone gives me
a good story told by a total stranger
and what do these things reveal
i like to be thought of
i want to be wanted

Leaving Fubarim shutting down my fubar account. was nice knowing all of you! hit me on myspace if you have it
http://www.myspace.com/165blocc
BYE FOR NOW!

In My MindWhy is it when I dream of you its always your touch that stands out the most? Its not the overly sexual one, but it's the most affectionate sensation ive ever felt. It has meaning and reassurance. It is safety and warmth. I could dream of rain covering me but its your hand in mine that I feel the most.
Why is it when I think of you its your smile that I see? It guides the rest of the thoughts I have. I can think sad thoughts and I see those expressive lips showing me it will be ok. I can think of happy thoughts and see that smile and I know I have a friend. I can think of something to surprise you and your lips form a circle that your hand quickly covers.
Why is it when I breathe I can see your face in the trails of my exhale? Sad, happy, loved, I can see every change in every muscle in your expressions. I see the warmth of the curves in your hair with your head pressed to my chest.
And yet with every inhale, every nightmare, and every moment I lack an idea, it is always th

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn Vol 1Sugar
I didn't realize that we talked that much on the phone. As much as she
was a stranger in my home she wasn't to me. She knew were the candles
were, and placed them about the bathroom. Filled the bathtub with
scents she brought and turned off the lights. Fingertips pressed
lightly against each button on her while blouse she then removed. Warm
clasp pressed into her back she unhooked and let fall to the floor.
Two buttons against her back undone allowed for her skirt to drop. One
step over the rim and she sunk into the bath. White clouds of soap
sprouted and popped against her chest. Her hands danced in her hair to
keep it dry outside the bath. Falling completely in but her faced, she
closed her eyes, breathed in and waited.
Walking in I knew things had changed. The new sent played heavy with
my eyes. Even the taste in the air seemed different. Not the cold
apartment I had called home alone for so long. I laid down my things
and looked around, fumbling in the dark. A

Bully 5,wedding(repost of original by '¤·.·• KAT •·.·¤ Manager @ Hidden Pleasures ¤ Future Fu-Wife to JRZTodd ¤' on '2008-08-08 13:37:33')
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Song Of The Day - 08/11/08 - Steve Winwood - Higher Love (broken Heart Edition)Higher Love - Steve Winwood
Think about it, there must be higher love
Down in the heart or hidden in the stars above
Without it, life is wasted time
Look inside your heart, I'll look inside mine
Things look so bad everywhere
In this whole world, what is fair?
We walk blind and we try to see
Falling behind in what could be
Bring me a higher love
Bring me a higher love, oh
Bring me a higher love
Where's that higher love, I keep thinking of?
Worlds are turning and we're just hanging on
Facing our fear and standing out there alone
A yearning, and it's real to me
There must be someone who's feeling for me
Things look so bad everywhere
In this whole world, what is fair?
We walk blind and we try to see
Falling behind in what could be
Bring me a higher love
Bring me a higher love, oh
Bring me a higher love
Where's that higher love, I keep thinking of?
Bring me a higher love
Bring me a higher love, oh
Bring me a higher love
I could rise above on a highe

Looking For Places To Shoothey just recently moved to gulfport mississippi and im looking for some places to do photo shoots leave me a comment if ya do help the modle out:(

A Little UpdateHMM So where has my life been the past god who knows. It has been a roller coaster. Not a 100% bad roller coaster because there are a lot of good things that have happened, and with good things you have bad things.
August 9th, I went to see Terry Fator the guy who wont Americas Got Talent last season. Which was amazing. He was so damn funny and super sweet. After the show, i got autographs and a picture taken with him, and hehe i told him he was pretty sexy for being an old guy.
August 21 i turn 21, and way beyond exicted. I think im going to go get waisted on that night.
August 22-24th im going to Jackson, to see my grandma.
Im working 2 jobs, 1 which i love and 1 im not in love with.
School is starting back up Sept 3ed.
Im totaly like loving life right now.

Tattoos: Risks And Precautions To Know FirstTattoos: Risks and precautions to know first
Find out what risks tattoos pose, ways to protect yourself and what to do if you no longer want the body art.
A tattoo may take only a few hours to acquire, but invest plenty of thought and research before getting one. If you first take steps to protect yourself from possible risks, what seems like a cool idea now is less likely to turn into a source of regret later.
How tattoos are done
A tattoo is a permanent mark or design made on your skin with pigments inserted through pricks into the skin's top layer. During the procedure, a needle that's connected to a small machine with tubes containing dye pierces the skin repeatedly — an action that resembles that of a sewing machine. With every puncture, the needle inserts tiny ink droplets. The process, which may last up to several hours for a large tattoo, causes a small amount of bleeding and minor to potentially significant pain.
Risks of tattoos
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