Am I Weird??

Well I am a very affectionate person... and I like holding hands and hugging and etc. But I only do that with REALLY close friends. And when my other friends try to hold my hand, I will ****** my hand away and say nope...or when they try to hug me and I'll pull away and say nope. Me and my friend is really similar in this area...we don't like to be touch only by close friends. And I want to learn how to open and accept them hugging me or holding my hand but since a incident, I just don't like being touched. Especially by girls...except really close friends and of course family but my reaction most of the time to others are pull away or ****** away and say nope. It kinda irritate me a little...

I've been like this for a great deal of my life, I dont like to be touched, hugged, held, caressed, dont like to be kissed on the kneck, dont like to be tickled, don't like fingers running through my hair, dont like a long *** stare, i just dont like to be bothered. period.