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Friday, 18 November 2016

Dreams 713 - 725

In recent times, I have not been focusing on my dream practices as rigorously as I would like to, due to bad sleeping patterns and trying to balance a number of different work/study-related deadlines, with my usual disorganised schedule. Where I have recalled a dream, I made notes in my notebook so that I could write them up later when I had sufficient time. Therefore, I have only a small number of dreams for the past few weeks and I have not recorded them in the usual level of detail.

Dream 713

'Hullabalucy'

Date: 16 October 2016

Type of dream: Normal dreamDream recall: Normal recall

Scene 1: A Classroom Interior - Day

I was in what appeared to be a classroom of some sorts. I was looking at a laptop - which I think was mine - with a broken keyboard. The keys had fallen off and the actual keyboard was cracked and broken, beyond use. I was trying to fix it, with someone - a dream character (unseen), behind me, watching me. I wondered if my friend - DC, who is a computer specialist - might be able to fix it for me. Someone was saying - or I somehow heard - the word 'Hullabalucy'. I am not sure of the context of this word or it's meaning (an actual existing word 'hullabaloo' means a loud noise or noisy confusion). I could see the tables in the classroom - which appeared to look like one of the common rooms at my university which we use for training and social events (Crome Court). There were a number of students seated around each table and my colleagues from my student support/welfare job were present, standing around, like myself. We were leading a session or a social event for the students seated at the tables. Something was being handed out - at first I thought it was boxes of chocolates or sweets (which we do hand out to our students in real life), but then I noticed that the boxes contained my makeup/cosmetics. I was annoyed and wanted to reclaim my possessions, but it was too late - the students had taken them all and I could not get them back. I wondered why my colleagues had done this to me.

There was a child - very young, white and I think female. I was tasked with 'balancing her rights' (I am currently doing my PhD which is themed around the balancing of children's rights and welfare interests). The child was really scary and I did not want to be involved with her 'case'. PP - a male I had a crush on when I was doing my undergraduate degree and someone who I have chatted with periodically over the past few years since graduation, despite him now having a family - was present. I was not sure if I still fancied him and was quite annoyed that he was still flirting with me, after all this time. This part of the dream appeared to take place in a hallway, which was on a high level (i.e. a number of storeys up) and had floor to ceiling glass windows. It was day - the first time I realised this in the dream - and outside I could see a cityscape. PP and I were standing in this glass hallway while we had a conversation, which was flirty, but I am not sure of what was said specifically.I was aware that I needed to leave the classroom as I was having 'booty injections' to improve my butt. These were booked by an appointment and I was worried that I would be late and not be able to get my injections. I then saw myself from third-person perspective from behind - I was wearing short red hotpants, which showed off my butt cheeks. I thought my butt looked pretty sexy.I then had a phone conversation with RBA, but I am not sure what was said.

Dream 714

'Bald Hedgehog'

Date: 21 October 2016Type of dream: Normal dream

Dream recall: Normal recall

Scene 1: An Interior (Workplace?) - Day

I was in an interior which was like the shell of a building. There were a number of hallways and rooms, but none of them seemed finished - it was as though this was some kind of half-built building, with no ceiling and just the foundations and temporary walls in place. The 'rooms' were mainly occupied with dream characters, doing some work, although I am not sure what was actually happening. There were no doors, so you could see into each 'room' from the hallways.I saw a bald hedgehog - all it's spines were removed. It was running through the 'hallways' of this weird building. My friend AM was present and she told me to catch the hedgehog. I tried to catch it in a bag - to transfer it to a cage on the floor. I then saw that a number of male dream characters were approaching me. I knew their intentions were bad and I did not want them to see me, so I started to run away. I managed to run to the road near my Nan's house in Sheringham. It was the place where the 'woods path' starts (see Google Maps images). This is a recurrent location in my dreams, often dream or nightmares which involve me running away from a male 'enemy' or encountering some form of negative interaction. I am not sure what happened after this.

Dream 715

'Frenemies'

Date: 24 October 2016Type of dream: Normal dream

Dream recall: Weak recall

Scene 1: An Unknown Interior (it may have been my house in Norwich) - Time Unknown

I was looking at some handwriting - I am not sure of what it said or the context.A colleague CR was present. I knew - or suspected - that she was trying to make my housemate SC hate me, or at least create bad feeling between us. She was laughing at the situation and I felt uneasy and angry with her.I was performing some kind of work-related task: I am not sure if I was working alone or as part of a team, but I was worried that my performance was not good enough.

Dream 716

'Bad Chocolate'

Date: 26 October 2016

Type of dream: Normal dreamDream recall: Weak recall

Scene 1: An Unknown Interior - Time Unknown

This dream took place while I was in Glasgow, Scotland, UK. I was given a chocolate spread sandwich by a male dream character who was my friend in the dream. We were standing in front of something which looked like a drinks cabinet or a shelving unit of drinks that you might see behind the bar in a pub. I was asked by the dream character to eat the chocolate spread sandwich. The taste was really bad - as if it was spoiled. There was a male rapist in the location - an old white man.

Dream 717

'MM the Drug-Addict'

Date: 30 October 2016Type of dream: Normal dream

Dream recall: Strong recall

Scene 1: My Nan's House, Sheringham - Time Unknown

I was in my Nan's house, in Sheringham. My Nan was present. MM - an online friend from USA - was sitting on the floor in the doorway of the 'front room', with my Nan and I standing there looking down at him. MM had dyed his hair rainbow colours and I was aware that he was a drug-addict and homeless - which is the reason he was now staying at my Nan's house.I then was informed that my ex-boyfriend (although I am not sure if he was my ex-boyfriend in the dream) was now considered to be a menace to society. I saw an image of him standing outside, leaning against the wall of a building. It was clearly SL (my university boyfriend, who is of Asian heritage), although my Mum told me (in the dream) that his last name was 'Singh' (the name of a different boyfriend, who was half-Asian). I was confused about why SL had PS' name in the dream, although this did not lead me to realise I was dreaming. SLPS was involved in some form of theft.I wanted to buy some cannabis - the cannabis was being stored in my Nan's front room.I had a video call with RBA.

Dream 718

'Cousins'

Date: 2 November 2016

Type of dream: Normal dreamDream recall: Normal recall

Scene 1: A Bedroom - Time Unknown

I was with my cousins, HM and CAJ in a bedroom, where there was a huge bed which we were all laying in. HM was curled up in a foetal position. We were all on some kind of family holiday, but the details were unclear. There were 3 men present - all dream characters, but one was a composite between RBA and someone else. My cousins and I were supposed to be 'given' to these men.

Dream 719

I had been given a Brian Harvey calendar. * Brian Harvey is a British celebrity, who used to be in 1990s boyband, East 17. He became a national joke in 2005, following an incident where he managed to fall out of his Mercedes and reverse over himself after opening the door of his car to vomit - as a result of gorging on a number of jacket potatoes.

Dream 721

A little girl - white with blonde curly hair, approximately 8 - 10 years of age - had been blinded by some kind of monster (not seen in the dream). This was really scary, because I feared that the monster would return and try to blind other people. I was with other dream characters (unrecalled) and we wanted to find a cure for the girl's blindness. I was then in an unfamiliar bedroom, sitting on a bed with my former friend EB. We were discussing something and almost arguing, but not quite. We were disagreeing passionately, but not in an angry way. However, I was not happy to be in the room with EB. He was trying to make friends with me, but I was unwilling. I then received a message from RBA, which had an angry tone. I was trying to read the message, but it was written completely in text-speech/slang and was barely legible. One phrase said: 'You murked my GF' which I perceived to mean that I had caused her some form of harm. EB wanted to see the message, but I was not showing it to him, There were many pieces of paper spread out on the bed.

Dream 722

I was with a male dream character and we were trying to make a 'Barbie Diarama' - basically we had a cardboard structure with the front open, and were trying to pose Barbie dolls in a creative scene. I think it was for a competition. The one we had done looked very amateur and I was embarrassed about how bad it looked. Everything was very basic and wonky.I then looked at a map of London. London was shown as being on the UK coastline. At the top of the map, right on the coast was a place called 'the Sea of Dogs'. In the dream, I thought this meant 'Isle of Dogs' and I wondered why the name of this location had changed.

Dream 723

I was at RBA's family home. I should note that I have not been to his home nor have I met or seen any members of his family, so everything in this dream was a figment of my imagination. The dream took place in the lounge area - which was a very normal room in a normal family home. There was a woman (middle-aged) sitting in a chair, dressed as Wonder Woman. She was a prostitute, but at the time I did not know it was supposedly RBA's mother. In the dream he lived with his parents, his sister and 2 brothers. Both brothers were very attractive and had light brown hair. His sister had straight, black shoulder-length hair and she was tall and thin. The entire family was trying to arrange a marriage, but neither I nor RBA was interested. His 'sister' tried to hug me while we stood in the centre of the room. I was trying to get away from her. She was urging me to marry her brother, and I was trying to tell her that this was not what I wanted. One of the brothers told me he wanted to take me for a ride in his car. I followed him into a bedroom and he picked up something which had been on the bed. I am not sure what. I was happy to be invited to take a ride in a car with him, because I was attracted to him (as opposed to RBA, who was the only person I knew in the dream, having just 'met' the rest of the family). The other family members were annoyed at me for wanting to spend time with the 'brother'. RBA did not seem bothered, in fact, he wasn't really present in the dream, being somewhere in the background of events and not interacting with me.

Dream 724

Scene 1: Unknown Interior - Time UnknownI was in some kind of interior. I was in a relationship with LM - a male I went to school with, who has one arm. I was sitting or laying on the floor and he was standing over me.

Dream 725

Scene 1: Sheringham - DayI was aware that a boy I went to school with - JS - was holding a party in my hometown. I was desperate to go - I think I wanted to go and have sex with JS (I have actually had a sexual encounter with him, many years ago, when we broke into a building). I had not been invited to the party, but I was trying to figure out a way of going anyway. There were some events in my hometown - it seemed that everyone was getting ready to go to the party, including some members of my family. My friend from school, SVF, was also present and she wanted to come to the party too. It felt like we were teenagers again - at least the events of the dream seemed to be us as adults, but everything else was like my memories of when we were still at school.

I ended up standing on a doorstep, knocking on the door of a house. The door was opened by a white female with dark hair. In the dream she was JS's elder sister. I informed her that I wanted to go to JS's party and she asked me: 'Have you been given the red clogs?' In the dream 'red clogs' were required before you could attend the party - they represented an invitation. I said that I did not have red clogs. JS's sister seemed to take pity on me, She told me to wait at the door and went further into the house, to get something. When she returned she informed me that because she wanted me to be able to go to her brother's party, she would give me a pair of red clogs which she had bought in Amsterdam. I was really pleased and wondered why she wanted to help me.

I somehow got to the party - it was still daylight. The party was being held in a huge house and it was full of dream character guests - including people I recognised as having attended school with JS, SVF and I. I really wanted to have sex with JS (I have no idea why, this is not an experience I have ever wanted to repeat). I went into a bedroom, where there were a number of dream character guests. The room was quite dark - as if the curtains were drawn. There was a bed in the room and I sat on it. I noticed I was wearing a mini-skirt and a yellow top. I removed the top and was shocked to find that my breasts had shrunk and were now very small and triangular-shaped - being not much more than pointy nipples. I worried that this would ruin my chances of having sex with JS if he saw them, but he entered the room and seemed to want to become intimate with me. He was standing beside the bed, and was about to get into it. I was still anxious, but soon we were having sex. The sex was not especially arousing (i.e. this was not a 'wet dream' as some of my sex dreams often are). I cannot recall what else happened in the dream.