Menino sold this city out to the globalist agenda by turning a city historically known as The Hub Of The Universe into a supposed modern ideal of the 'world class city' in the globalist era. This means that developers win bigtime and entire cultures and neighborhoods have to be destroyed so that the city can be remade in a globalist image. Which also means getting rid of anyone inconvenient.

It also means cozying up to the elements that are involved with construction: the Masons (globally- the heavy hitters), the mafia and all the other cultures that the NWO tries to clean up and hide in thier new squeaky clean image, specially formed for the public.

In the NWO, both parties and all elite connected people are building what essentially is a new fuedal system...IF you are stupid enough to buy into it.

Look at the scum that ruined by cities, my home..and in the process over their administrations: my life and potential.

Tough, greedy, sexist assholes serving special interests, organized crime and the elite. Nothing has changed in the northeast. Just look how insane NYC has become.

They have simply streamlined their ol boy network for the 21st century...and a good ol Liberal Elitist agenda assures that all looks fair, progressive and PC- as long as African Americans and women (all dedicated to the same agenda of course and loyal to the system) appear to be 'moving forward' in society.

These are nothing but house slaves. Malcolm X claimed that certain blacks were house slaves due to thier exhibiting white DNA. I disagree-its any African American who wittingly or unwittingly aligns themselves with the corrupt power elite in this society.

Dont be fooled by two party systems or Boston/Cambridge's progressiveness. Liberal ELITIST means just that- its elite first. Everyone else can go drop dead.

Actually its amusing to look at many of the African Americans serving the elite agenda either as politicians etc or disinformation agents, who clearly possess European DNA.

Any African American who is truly rebellious against the system was taken out during COINTELPRO or in the 90s. Rap is owned by the privatized corporate prison industrial complex.

America is completely infiltrated and run by NWO loyalists. Boston is still violent and sleazy- instead of outright violence they now use mass mind control and psy ops to target anyone who is a problem to their agenda. Its done in a way the public cannot see. And all the untouchable career criminals in Boston remained untouched during the 'for the public' show of federal investigations during Bush and beyond.

I can testify to that.

Obviously, Whitey Bulger is a symbol of poor white uprising in this city and is a scapegoat as well as a diversion.

All crime is not connected to government, intelligence, military and global organized crime as well as the private sector (corporate).

BTW all I recall about Menino being in office is, like Mitt Romney my life started to suck and become very difficult during his time in office and of course upon his leaving office, life has been markedly improved. In fact, during the time of Romney, Bush, Giuliani, Menino and even Obama as well as Patrick, I was almost killed. And of course along the way I was tortured and my life destroyed.

There is a conspiracy in this country and its part of the globalist agenda to create a new feudal system where the elite and their servants live in a reality far above us in a castle on the hill in a very small, limited kingdom. Mass mind control is the only thing making this possible. Technologies, progresses in chemical sciences and the use of military and intelligence like psy operations.

This is what the perp advocate at On The Rise- Benny, meant with her directed conversation content of describing a process of "rebuilding humanity from the ground up".

There is also definitely a conspiracy to utilize peoples of African descent or African extraction against anyone and everyone in this process and at this juncture, I dare call it a black conspiracy unto itself to take over and dominate society- all for their elite bosses of course. But the public doesnt see that, they only see blacks slowly taking over.

Part of retaining your power no matter what race you are if you are targeted or aware of the NWO plot is to realize that these people, no matter how much they serve or seem in the White Club, are only serving an agenda or more powerful people who do not see them as equals. Perhaps they do at this point due to they SHARING THE SAME DNA.
Then that means they are no longer 'black' in the same sense but a ethnic extension of the elitists. Which also makes them totally full of sh*t.

Which ever way you chose to look at them, remember that they are not truly in power nor do they have power over you. They are house slaves or they are an African racial extension of the bad guys- whitey. They ARE The Man.

Preserving their ghetto images or down to earth African American culture or African ancestral connections are only smoke and mirror tricks.

People like Menino know just how to hang with the naive poor of Boston in thier low income projects while stroking their true allies in the private sector and other special interests.

This city is one of the most gang stalking active and electromag/microwave technology strong areas in the country. There is nothing good or noble about it.

And remember most important of all, all of this is to cover up for the 70's debauchery of the elite and powerful that finally became evident and in danger of being exposed via the Boys Town, Nebraska scandal, Presidio featuring Michael Aquino (co-author of MIND WAR), Iran Contra and various other examples all with Bush and friends as well as the military at the center.

The public was finally seeing just how the elite networks operated through the intertwining of organized crime, govt and corporate as well as secret societies, ritual abuse and extreme perversion. The 90's proved that the internet and personal technologies could put power into the hands of the public.

Everything they have done since Bush in earnest and are doing now is to restructure, streamline and re-hide if you will, their elitist agend network so the public are intimidated and dumbed down and no longer interested in true patriotism and gaining a real improvement in American quality of life and justice.

Its a beat down and then when you comply you are rewarded with an iPhone and a YUPpie job. You are not a terrorist, psychiatrically diagnosed as disordered- you belong. You are socially acceptable.

Whistle blowing is no longer socially acceptable. The public now believe that its bad for them and their economy even their country.

This is why Fukishima was and still is leaking radioactive waste into the ocean polluting the entire planet. Because Oriental-Asian culture is very similiar to this. Maybe this is the payment of our debts to the Chinese- become very much like them. Why not? They are using their time tested methods used in prison camps for behavior modification.

Whats more interesting is the common practice of scouring the internet nowadays to ensure not a bad word exists about your darlings who serve you. Years ago I probably could have Googled "Menino and mafia connections" or something about any of his crony developers with the same and gotten some small article or thread from a pissed off victim of corruption.
Not nowadays.

The take over of the country is complete. Boston is a horrilbe place full of people who worship thier house slaves more than their own people because it makes them look good as opposed to the more overt methods of f*cking over the public like thier Republican Conservative buddies.
Thats all.

Its a fascist police state no matter where you go and Boston is a major player in this and center of NWO power in the USA. No dissent is allowed and if it exists it will be blocked and the person cut down and behavior modified to serve the agenda.

The only difference between Boston and other places is that this area will destroy you and remake you into a useful, lobotomized, gentle caretaker where as St Louis for instance will just get you killed off or TX will try to make you into a corporate working super consumer. The Northwest will just try to kill you off via homelessness. Either way, the elite control dissent in a way that the public wont or cant believe and its right here in Boston.

YUPpies who are conformist in the extreme, non expressive and hateful are way worse than Whitey Bulger and the past corruption of the old days because they simply represent worker bee drones destroying anything in thier path that doesnt register as conforming to thier environment. Actually they resemble flight drones used by the military and this is indeed a militarized society. Its just done covertly specifically through mind control and behavior modification.

MK Ultra served many purposes. Rebuilding society from the ground up and an inhuman, robotic, slave state is one of them.

After all these years of suffering I am now going to go sleep in the snow..becuz I have too much respect to force myself to go to a black ghettofied insane asylum known as a homeless shelter specifically in Boston. Lest I have to subject myself to a seasonal shelter in an elitist Cambridge that obviously doesnt want to built shelters, run by the kids of the totally f*cked elite Harvard students, mostly faith based zealots, with only 4 beds for women in a little room where you suffocate with the door closed and the shelter is mostly full of middle aged, sexist obnoxious men who for whatever reason cant afford thier own places even though they stay at the shelter for the entire winter becuz they have jobs. You never see these men in the area outside of winter and they are very into my gang stalking cover story- they are total assholes working for the system -probably mostly sex offenders who cant get housing.

I cant travel due to my leg being injured probably permanently, due to traveling for 6 years with a back pack.

I sleep outside in the elements and freeze. Becuz real heroes sacrifice for good, justice and even whatever revenge we can get. Not cozying up to powerful figures or developers. No new low income housing is going to be able to house me. And with the kind of a-holes that are going to take over the place in this area- I wouldnt want to lose any remaining self respect anyway by doing so.

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Why are immigrants from the most vile, dirty, ignorant, violent, screwed up countries being allowed to settle in every single country around the world at this time in history?

It seems to be being done on purpose as its so common and the results predictably so destructive. These are not people who want to become part of communities. These are not people who can run thier own countries.

And it seems to be coming from the same countries and cultures repeatedly. People the elite can depend on to destroy their hosts' cultures, rape the women, rob the men, cause chaos and unrest and anxiety and eventually in time- dumb down the entire culture (hopefully).

It is clearly an orchestrated attempt to destroy the world. To dumb down every country, like mafia-drug cartel-private corporate prison systems have created glorified ghetto culture to destroy and dumb down America.
America would never tolerate this destructive violence from foreigners specifically Muslims. We tolerate it from the former slave population and from Mexican immigrants (who, I have to admit I cant say much about because the southern USA was partially their land to begin with but thats my personal view. The most bothersome thing about Mexicans is, through thier partaking in Gang Stalking so heavily its obvious they work for Bush and friends as well as the drug cartels and the military. They are the house slaves of the southern border of the USA, just as blacks serve that purpose in northern cities and the southeast
whites, sorry to say, I simply expect them to take part in something like GS because they are so brainwashed from all thats gone on in EU history. Which is why they are putting up with thier countries being ruined by immigrating garbage.
But there has to be some decent, informed people left because I am still here writing this.)

It might also be a way to get them angry enough to start taking up arming themselves or to become police states like the USA. Creating chaos will ensure that order must be restored. Create the problem- solve the problem.
And we know what fun those private security companies are to deal with.
Every TI knows by now that there is a direct link between the security camera surveillance systems and mass mind control. The surveillance systems seem to be used to observe and then other means of control are used on whatever subject(s) are being observed usually in public spaces.
For TIs especially Survivors who might be chipped, it has been experienced that in some locations the security camera system seems to emanate electromagnetic harassment in itself. Examples are Walmart, Target and supermarkets. Also, some Targets will notice that specific businesses always effect them adversely, in a certain location forming a pattern of being effected repeatedly and in repeated time frames.

Perhaps it equates more security systems of the police state=more mass mind control over an area. Certainly, these immigrants cause unrest and misery for the people in thier host countries.

As long as the NWO is in power, there can be allowed no true peace on planet earth.

Unless you decide to live underground somewhere with people you actually know, like and trust who you know are going to live according to a reasonable system of law and order.

Which is probably what the elite are planning for themselves once they turn us all into slaves who have been broken down by these obvious military based prison camp cult mind control tactics.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

lately been plagued by heavy remote influence causing me to become very doubtful of my project and lose confidence.

Ideations that Ive been discredited so why bother continuing to try to write my book or get legal help.

Heavy on the discredited idea. I never considered main stream society's opinions before. I was writing my book for my own satisfaction, for revenge and to see if I could get something to support myself out of it as Ive been kept from working for years, going to college and now my health is bad directly from being kept on the road for years.

Why now, should it matter what people in general think of me or a work I might produce?

What is happening here? Why am I being urged to flee the country and why am I being so blocked from blogging or working on my book?

Its been really bad since Obama got re elected but definitely since the past month. Terrible in fact. It weighs heavy on me. Its a very heavy and almost unbeatable harassment.

Also, daily I am getting unbearable disturbances in thought processes. I never had this before, only in the past few months. WHY? Its specifically a problem of being in eastern MA. (Of course).

There is an ongoing campaign to wear down my confidence and cause social anxiety and insecurity, utilizing perps constantly, daily here in public spaces here in Cambridge/Boston. I only feel some relief when getting outside the city- I know that the same parameters are there just as they were measured out by me years ago when it was torture being used as opposed to wearing me down like this. Its the same physical parameters- getting outside of JFK on the red line is a great improvement as opposed to in the city and getting to the end of the line in Braintree provides what seems like total relief. I know its not total as long as its not a holiday or a Sunday but its so markedly different than in city limits.

As usual the gang stalking harassment never stops. Now however there is much more shaming and making me feel awkward as opposed to aggressively trying to piss me off and make me act out or tell someone off.

There also seems like there is a total full on attempt to get people to forget about anything that led up to this- 9/11, the Bush era all of it. I have to keep reading up on that stuff and looking at pics and vids to relive that its actually real and is still relevant.

This is a next phase in nothing more than a behavior modification program. Me leaving the country, and it seems to do with before next year, seems very important.

What is going to occur beginning in Jan that I am being driven out to avoid? Or could it be that my chances of legal action improve the longer that I am steady, disciplined and work off my years of hard work and dedication- knowing they have GOT to pay off?
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Its unbelievable how powerful and constant the Truman Show Effect is and its really only within the city limits I mentioned. Its really bad here.

Its obviously part of the behavior modification. Every few seconds I am convinced that there is some important person, watching me or in psychic contact who is then guiding me or approving/disapproving of my thoughts or actions. I know its bullsh*t as it disappears in locations where microwave etc cant reach like underground or hospitals etc and it disappears outside city limits. I need the resources here though and I think they know that.
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Got hit hard with total body anxiety or like an electrical current through the muscles yesterday night when I thought of the idea that medical and psychiatry are using these technologies to create ill health and mental illness so they can make money. Its obvious thats whats happening.Terrorism and Mental Health: The Issue Of Psychological Frigidityhttp://www.jpma.org.pk/full_article_text.php?article_id=1837

Monday, December 9, 2013

"Hi Rachael,
Well at least I'm hoping this is you.
I have some sad news to share.
Grammy passed the other day and I thought you'd like to know.
Here is her obit:
http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/metrowestdailynews/obituary.aspx?n=helen-m-howland&pid=166298391&fhid=20778#fbLoggedOut

Your also mentioned in it.
Please keep in touch. You have my email and my cell is:xxxxxx
______ Howland"

Alot of the people I was separated from by the gang stalking campaign...were people who were toxic family members of my mother's side I grew up with, bio family I did not really know growing up who seemed also toxic or outright insane (my father's family) or my foster family who strangely I got alot out of growing up with for five years in that foster home from age 1-6 yet..I can say honestly that this is when alot of the strange ritual abuse happened per what memories I did recall or still can recall.

I dont trust the connection between my foster father working for Raytheon which I posted with his obituary and my paternal grandfather (Chester O----) working for Raytheon, which I only learned by reading his obituary due to that family lying to me years ago telling me that he worked as a carpenter.

Its not unusual for the Targeted Survivor to be lied to by people or given information where they then claim they did not say such things or change the information later. Just recently at On The Rise I recalled that one of the glorified babysitters there, someone mentioned or she did that she worked in the prison system in counseling, which of course added to my trauma years ago while going to that place as a day drop in. Just recently, she claims she never worked in such a capacity and that no one made such a claim. Yet I recalled other memories from that time period about here and OTR accurately.
I am still mildly messed with when I go there but its more subtle and about keeping me subdued and controlled. The guilt they emanate is increasing as my health deteriorates and I age without any improvement to my situation. I know damn well they will continue to serve the system by covering up for covert activity, psychiatry and corruption/crime because that is part of their job working with homeless people.

This woman's and her husband, my foster father were older people more like grandparents. My mother used to be mean to me and tell me that they spoiled me in the foster home. Probably because I wasnt brutally molested by him and my foster siblings as she was and I was coddled on. The reason given for my being 'special' there was that Mrs Howland had 8 children one of which died as an infant and I was like her replacement.

Again, themes of death and switching places with the dead.

The real reason I was coddled and also isolated much of the time from other children is thats what you do so experimentees and ritual abuse children who are for a specific purpose or part of a classified project. She often smothered me with safety and wouldnt let me do things other kids could do or go with my foster siblings and their children to do things. The children I was allowed to befriend were very specific. And i recall that there were some very strange neighbors-people with candy that liked children a little too much and she stopped me from going to that house.
There were also some very nasty girls in the neighborhood who at summer camp one year kept calling me "whore" when I was nine and didnt know what it meant. Calling me a "whore" as a child was a recurring thing and it just goes to show that the children of perps dont just help gang stalking adults- they gang stalk targeted children also. (I left the foster home at 6 but my mother wanted to hang out with her rich gambler boyfriend Buck, so she sent me back to the home without child services knowing for a year when I was nine. Nice, huh? She went to Disneyworld with him..and brought me back a hat. I am probably better off never having gone to Disneyworld anyway, now I realize lol.)

It was a trade off. I got alot out of being in a semi rural setting with farm animals present and my foster father was from Massachusetts hillbillies. I was taught how to change a tire by the time I was 6, chop wood and survive in the woods across the street. I played in the snow, swam in the lake and communed with ever animal we had each year from a horse to a pig to pheasants, sheep, bob whites. I learned about hunting, guns and animals being mercifully raised and slaughtered for food only. I got a bit of country this way.
I would ride my bike along the dirt roads on dangerous hills behind Dudley Pond in Wayland, often taking a swing around Devil's Curve to see the spot where so many cars ran off the roads (common in the 70's). When you learn about danger, you vow it will never happen to you and learn caution.

A house built by early YUPpies on the dirt roads behind the neighborhood is where a little girl Sarah disappeared. It could have been any of us and I had survivor guilt for years...I also saw her grave covered by leaves as a psychic vision for years as an adult. When the day came that the cold case was solved and the authorities finally discovered her grave-the visions stopped.
I always felt the presence of the man who had taken her. As if it was just another one of the threats that surrounded me as a child- the ritual abuse people always around you but you don't see them. A scare tactic. Another way of making me feel kept by evil forces, yet 'special' enough not to kill physically.
This is a recurrent theme in keeping mind controlled slaves who are survivors of ritual abuse under control. Killing a little girl down the street is the threat: my not being killed is the bonding to the perpetrators.
In case you dont know by now, these people have no problem murdering human beings for these projects. Pieces on chess boards are easily removed- and thats all humans are to these people.

This home and this part of my childhood is primarily where my Satanic Ritual abuse memories come from. Its where some faint recall of Michael Aquino, or people like him or involved with him arise from. Its where I recall being locked into toy boxes (by someone like Aquino who was visiting) and closets (by my foster mother)for sensory deprivation, being taken out to attend rituals and to be with my mother her sister and their creepy friends, usually some powerful men and I faintly recall being taken on an escort call with my aunt but I don't know what happened. Perhaps kiddie pictures too but I cant be sure.

It was a foster home in Cochituate, a part of Wayland, MA. My mother had a breakdown after my birth-natural for an incest survivor to start remembering but also, she claims doctors gave her experimental hormones before she lost it. I suspect that it was to force me into foster care.
They had one son still living there, a man with epilepsy, prone to seizures who seemed a bit off basically. He lived in the basement.

I recall going to stay there in the first few days and weeks. The first thing he did was take me for a ride in this adult tricycle, the ones with the big wheels and had me ride in this basket in the back. He purposely went over bumps and dumped me out of the basket, made me cry then was mean to me about it and told me not to cry or tell.
Looking back this was the indoctrination into this place where so much RA was going to go on.

As long as I lived there, my foster mother took care of me and seemed fair and I got alot out of being away from my sick mother's family in the care of a mother of 8 who understood children. But what was going on with her husband and her son in the basement wasnt fair. Nothing too brutal but still traumatic and it came to a point where he was baby sitting me one night and stuck his tongue in my mouth and I told on his ass. My foster mother just scolded him not to do that and of course he was pissy about me telling. He didnt do it again.

Its been a common theme in my life to not take shit from people trying to mess with me and doing something about it. Its probably why I am targeted so hard. Too bad.

My foster father used to take me to this garden, a community garden across from a cemetary (again death!). He would do things as we were hidden behind the tall sunflowers and towering plants so no one could see him. Some other places too like the shed in the yard. His son would call me down to the basement alot.

So I was dealing with this nonsense and my mother one day notices that I had a really horrid look on my face when I had to go back to this house when my foster brother was there. She tells me "You had such a horrible look on your face, I felt bad. Dont ever get into a car with that guy!". Typical of someone who cant face up to her own abuse by her brother and father: I LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE WITH THE FRICKIN GUY YOU IDIOT. And that is more dangerous than getting into a car with him.
I saw what getting into a bike ride with him did, he only used it to terrorize me and teach me to shut up about being abused.

My mother genuinely has done her best even with all the evil she's pulled. She's so controlled, so targeted and so terrorized from a young age. And the system is always nicer to her especially in hospitals where I have been abused and humiliated by staff for decades- becuz she complies and I refuse to.

Mrs Howland was always rather dismissive and snooty towards my mother which I realized was some sort of power trip. Many many children of poor women are put in foster homes that are in on these projects and these networks.

I believe I was taken out of the foster home by people, specifically my mother, for tasks, ritual abuse and programming but much of the actions of the Howlands were part of my programming and ritual abuse experience.

Its so hard to try to understand who is conscious of what they are doing and who, themselves, has MPD and is programmed to do what they do to us. My own mother broke down once and told me that she never wanted me to know about her father abusing her, told me a story about how he pushed her down the cellar stairs once then 20 min later could not recall the story or flash back of memory she had just told me. My mother often outright denies saying things or actions, I believe becuz she cant accept that another part of her can do things like that to her own daughter and doesnt want to be responsible.

I recall clearly that as I began to become rebellious at around age 6 due to being abused in the foster home, my foster mother made a call to either my mother or someone else and said it was time to take me out of the home. IT WAS TIME. I was becoming a problem due to acting out and probably had to be returned to my birth mother who, being of my same DNA and also programmed, could 'handle' me, which she did- by abusing the hell out of me, neglecting me and basically making my life a living hell until I was 14 years old and old enough to party with friends and get the hell away from her.

My being in that foster home brings up memories of Satanic ritual abuse specifically- but not the other programming I have strangely. I also recall having an out of body experience as a baby when my grandmother came to visit me. she was holding me and I recall looking up at the chandelier in the center of the ceiling but then I got a view of seeing her holding me as a baby. I told my mother this as a child and she calmly, systematically interrogated me about this experience.
This is the same experience that occurs when you disassociate but dont lose memories of your actions. You might do something in an alter ego but you have memories of it- its just like someone else's memories. You are outside yourself. You see yourself doing stuff.
Since the brain damage and gang stalking I dont have those experiences anymore. Gang stalking Survivors is just a way to erase memories, abilities and prevent us from healing properly and naturally. The system would rather destroy us and our talents and basically create mind controlled slave robots that are controlled by the tech used in public spaces for mass mind control and the actions of the gang stalking system.
I am suspicious also that misguided religious people might believe that these sort of programs are going to save our souls or create non satanic people out of ritual abuse survivors thus they believe they are improving the world. Which of course makes them useful idiots for the perpetrators becuz one of the things gang stalking does is erase all memories via brain damage- no names, no faces and no more opportunities to go to a hypnotist and recall anything else.

One of the things that has been beneficial over these years is that I have been removed from the people around me who were keeping me prisoner from childhood like my foster parents, my screwed up friends I had and my birth families. Continuing to know them would have just meant continued toxicity and control over me from childhood.

It pisses me off that alot of these perps like my mother's father, his wife who has one foot in the grave and my foster parents all get to die without having to answer for what they did. Its like the system is trying to preserve some sort of peaceful solution by protecting these families (urgh) and their children who are in denial while giving the Survivor some sort of life outside of the sick network of people that controlled them.

I recall that one perp I travelled with in New Mexico slipped and said .."provide these children with some sort of life.." outside of being mind controlled slaves he was referring to survivors of the black projects and ritual abuse.

The problem is that whoever is decreeing this 'some sort of life' or life after mind control slavery, is denying every Survivor a truly great life where they are healed and they can fulfill their true potential. Also, note, that he turned out to have a statutory rape charge on his criminal record, like many many gang stalking perps I have gotten info out of. Most of these people have some connection to military as well as sex offenses.

So perhaps this is the sort of life after mind control that THEY want us to have, becuz it suits all of them and people like them that we dont remember and cant get any credibility...but they arent doing us any favors thats for sure.

I felt slightly a twinge of emotion reading the email about her passing but I know that she only gave me a safer home than my mother would have, while still doing me harm. Just like the homeless industry does to us every time they provide services while staff are in on the gang stalking. There genuinely is NO SAFE place to go when you are a Survivor or targeted.

But its good to be freed and aware of these people being no good in childhood, instead of staying deceived and brainwashed.

I recall that Mrs Howland sent me mind controlling symbols in holiday cards a few times. And when I started these blogs she sent me a veiled threat basically that she and her family had cred and no one would believe me. A newspaper clipping that raved about her many children and foster children and long time standing in the community.

Another person escapes with important information and without paying for their crimes. Another perp dies.