I feel the need to socialize. I am a shut in. I go to the grocery store and feel like I want to talk to the people there and all the pretty girls but then again I think they would think I was weird for doing that even though I am a good looking tall guy. I also go to the convenience store to buy lottery tickets and to visit the Redbox they have to rent DVD's. Please accept me here so I can shoot the dirt with you guys.

Sometimes I'll grab a case of Milwaukee's Best Light at the Kwik-E-Mart and bring it down to the homeless tent camps on the other side of the tracks.

You are a very nice man. I buy dollar burgers for the homeless dogs I see and follow them in my car because they think I'm chasing them until they stop and I flip them the burger. It feels so good to see them get a good meal!

I feel the need to socialize. I am a shut in. I go to the grocery store and feel like I want to talk to the people there and all the pretty girls but then again I think they would think I was weird for doing that even though I am a good looking tall guy. I also go to the convenience store to buy lottery tickets and to visit the Redbox they have to rent DVD's. Please accept me here so I can shoot the dirt with you guys.

I feel the need to socialize. I am a shut in. I go to the grocery store and feel like I want to talk to the people there and all the pretty girls but then again I think they would think I was weird for doing that even though I am a good looking tall guy. I also go to the convenience store to buy lottery tickets and to visit the Redbox they have to rent DVD's. Please accept me here so I can shoot the dirt with you guys.

You are a very nice man. I buy dollar burgers for the homeless dogs I see and follow them in my car because they think I'm chasing them until they stop and I flip them the burger. It feels so good to see them get a good meal!

That's nice - but for some reason it is more depressing than anything.

Don't make it a routine - then you have to give them a burger or now you are starving them

Sometimes I'll grab a case of Milwaukee's Best Light at the Kwik-E-Mart and bring it down to the homeless tent camps on the other side of the tracks.

that is very noble of you... some of those homeless people are drunks and need alcohol to survive... there are only 3 drugs that you cannot stop abruptly if consumed for years...

1. Barbiturates

2. Benzodiazapines

3. Alcohol

If you consume the above in large quantities for a period where you are addicted, and quit abruptly, you will seize and die... so... whenever you see that drunk in your area and you give him a dollar thinking he will go spend it on alcohol, and says to you " you saved my life".... guess what? you saved him for another day...

I am here guys. My family is safe asleep now so now I can shoot the dirt with you guys. Well not now but maybe tomorrow, I need sleep.

I do not make it a routine for the dogs. Just when I see them maybe once a week.

I feel like maybe I've made a few friends here already. I will maybe print this page and show a psychologist that I went out and socialized and made some friends. Hopefully the psych will accept me for who I am, what if he doesn't? What if he spits on my shoes and tells me I'm a failure like I really am?

I was once surrounded by bullies and kicked for about 5 minutes. It was not fun.

I do like to gamble. I lost my bankroll again though last week. Tampa Bay went under in like 11 of their last 12 games. The one game they went over, I had 10k on the under. It was 8.5 runs and it was 1-1 going to the bottom of the 7th. 2-1 home team going into the 8th. Nelson Cruz hit a meaningless homer in the bottom of the 9th to make the final score 6-3. I tore the house apart. My house needs many repairs. Right before that I had lost a huge bet on Alabama vs SC. Then I lost the rest on SC vs kentucky this past weekend. I had gone from 800 to 17.5 thousand and then just as quick lost it all. Horrible depression.

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