im down my landlord gave me 500 to leave a day earlier instead of getting forced to leave following day and paying 3 months of rent owed thatnice now im livin in a shared room on a fuckin bunkbwd this is laame wonbe masturbating anytime aoon all got is my pda right now

At 1/31/13 06:41 AM, aListers wrote:
Tomorrow is February so once again it's no fap February. Basicly if you fap this february then you lose. If you go the whole of February without fapping then you win. Sex doesn't count.

Well I lost, you guys. It felt so good though.
It was magnificent, but yet so shameful. I thought I would make a week atleast, but at my third day I couldn't resist it.
But holy shit it felt so fucking good. 3 days is enough for me to gather a pretty large amount of my love-water, you know. So the eruption happening at the tip of my dick was quite a fine sight, indeed. I'm both proud and ashamed of myself.

If you don't masturbate for a while, I think you can feel your sexual energy more fully than if you keep having orgasms (as long as you make sure not to repress it). It just becomes part of the background, and instead of experiencing peaks and troughs of vitality, it becomes more constant. But the ongoing experience can be intense physically, emotionally, etc.

The knee-jerk reaction is to just try to get rid of it. But you can just let it do its own thing, not fighting it and not fixating on it either.

Btw I'm not doing no fap February, this is what I remembered from before when I went 2-3 weeks without. Also I could extol the virtues of masturbation but since this is a no-fap thread I will maybe do that somewhere else.