The agony of knowing
Is unbearable
The agony of remembering
Your smile
Your words
The sparkle in your eyes
The reflection of the light
On your cheeks
Is unbearable.
The agony of knowing
That you exist
And yet are
Unreachable,
Because …
Can you even remember why
We created the agony
To be relived, sadistic,
Is multilayered pain
That is piercing
My heart
Unbearable
Thinking of you.