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UPDATE: HEY I NEED EVERYONE'S HELP

long story short my dad has lymphoma on top of leukemia...im raising money to participate in a triathlon in March in Hawaii!!! Im selling these awesome t-shirts! id LOVE for YOU to buy one! Lets start a PURPLE army! lets find a cure...and save a lives folks!

I'm doing my bike ride through Team And Training...and the Leukemia Lymphoma Society.

I will be raising money to help find a cure for leukemia, lymphoma, and other blood cancers.

This will be my second 100 mile bike ride with the company, (did one for my senior project in high school at the Seagull Century Ride in Sals MD), but for this ride, not only do i know people with these devastating cancers...The cancer has hit close to home.

So yeah, that's basically what's been going on since i last left something up here...oh the school thing...switched majors....AGAIN....i'm gonna be an undergrad FOREVER lol.

So fixing somethings here and there, making things new again. Trying to be a better and more efficient me.

Went to school in Reading Pa for my freshmen year, also swam for the college as well, had to unfortunately retire...shoulder injury...decided to not only switch schools...but also switch majors from psych to Pre Med Bio...

The switch has its ups and downs...but happy to say, i made the right choice...

So still on that crazy boat...who am i?...Yeah I guess like everyone says, "You will find your self within time,"....Right??????

But not only am i trying to find "me," im also trying to better myself, after my shoulder injury, i'll admit, i let myself go a lil, im working on getting that back...and trying to do better than the last time...i know i'm not THAT amazing to look at...just you wait and see i always win ;)

There are sooo many things I want to do..i have a goal checklist... everything from simple things like, clean my room, and be organized and be early for class...to the most outrageous find a cure for cancer...so yeah...I got a tough road ahead of me, but I got it :)

Im human, which means i am FAR from perfect, (psst...no one is :) ive learned you need to love yourself, accept yourself for who you are, and if someone doesn't like you...well there's the door..

I wana start this off with...PLEASE PLEEAAASSSEEEE be better than 19...is it to much to ask for?

I would like to think now since i've passed the golden line of childhood...into the WAY more confusing side of...*dun dun duuuuuunnnnn* ADULT hood.

Sure things are different on the other side...greener?? Well two each their own...or something like that...

Here i am...one year older...and i have to say...another year wiser??

yeah...

I've learned a relationship....is not a "oh, your cute," "Your cute too..." We all know where that would lead to.......

Nothing....

A relationship requires communication..and does not ALWAYS work with a 100% attraction...

There might be a party downstairs....but if there is no light on in the attic...sorry..i need a light to see the real you, and if there's no light, then how can I find the one im really looking for?

If you're with me this far..congratulations! not only can you follow someone in a conversation...but you can also learn to deal with my spelling and grammar issues... ;)

Thats my next topic...can people learn to open their eyes?????? Honestly it's not that hard...

If you use that "L" word, make sure you really mean it...

And if you "L*!#" someone....Who gives a crap what someone else says or thinks about it...it's between you and I... Or you and him...or whatever..

Relationships come with pain... What do you think? You can have your cake and eat it too?? Last time I checked, "You gotta wana!" So don't listen to your best friend(s). I have those too...trust me...I listen and take into consideration what they say.. :) moving on :)

o and if you want something, you need to work on it. Did you learn to ride a bike in one day? Did Michael Phelps brake records after he was born? NO NO NOOOOO (wouldn't be surprised if he came close ;) )

I've learned to laugh...laugh at the little things that may piss you off...you need to laugh.. Live life. But do not go around doing things that would jeopardize your life.

I leave you with this quote...

“May you never steal, lie or cheat.But if you have to steal, then steal away my sorrows.If you have to lie, then lie with me all the nights of our life.If you have to cheat, then cheat death because I don’t want to live a day without you”

That's who im looking for....

Guys I'm Looking To Meet

I'd REALLY like to meet someone who won't talk about their threesome they had...in another country...and BEG me to go BACK there to meet...the other two...little shady and pathetic....OH! Id also not like to hear said individuals names...EVERY FIVE SECONDS....thats annoying as you know what..and no...you don't just "love the city!"....sorry but hate to say it...i wasn't raised yesterday ;)

I want someone who will move mountains for me, like I will for him. Not just me doing 100% of the work....And him taking trips to see his "friends" we ALL know what that means...you're not fooling anyone but your parents...well maybe not even them ;) ..... I'd rather date a man, not a stair climber...exhausting

I wana meet a guy....no not a guy who is two hormones short of a woman...but a guys guy.but yeah i too have that want and need for that "L" word, i would like to find someone who is fun, has good deep personality..not sure....

ask me...maybe you're the one ;)

Like I mentioned, I have a list of goals...I hope you do too!

Have fun! Be you! Love, live, laugh!

I want someone I could say this too.....

“May you never steal, lie or cheat.But if you have to steal, then steal away my sorrows.If you have to lie, then lie with me all the nights of our life.If you have to cheat, then cheat death because I don’t want to live a day without you”