So as you can see being wrong is something that rarely happens to me… Okay okay I know.

There is no excuses why a grown woman should treat her king like he needs guidance. After all he is the man of the house. The king of his castle. The head of this household. Too much fluff okay okay.

So let me explain how this happen to me with my husband, my king, the one that complete me, the father of my future children, the only man that understands me,…. Okay so I still have a lot of apologizing to do hello! My husband is somewhat new to some American ways. Although my husband has been in America for a couple of years he stayed true to his African culture. We discuss almost everything with each other in the decision making process. But a lot of things he does now is base on suggestions from some-what friends. So I may not always be on board with some of the things he’s doing. So in my way of trying to protect him from harm way I started blocking opportunities.

I wanted to help my husband. It’s hard to trust others intention when they offer help. It was something I learn the hard way myself. In my actions I was unprepared how this would hurt our marriage. My husband need time to learn some thing on his own. He needed my support to just be able to trust his opinion.

Like a chick flying for the first time my husband wanted to trust in his own wings. I just wanted to put him in a big bubble for the rest of our marriage life. I can see how wrong I was by doing this. It’s hard saying your sorry when protecting someone you love very much.

I realize just how strong my husband really is after all he is a lion. He has survival skills that goes beyond an American. His instinct on the nature of people is so much better than mines. On top of that he always planing things out to the fullest.

Plus on top of that he’s very forgiving with me when I make mistakes when it comes to this stuff. Now if he could just forgive me for spending a hundred dollars at Macy’s. What was more like two hundred but who’s counting. I need shoes and makeup. You guys know the drill so sue me. Talk to you next time maybe I’ll be off my “no shopping rule” because it’s killing me lol.