coping mechanism builds ill-logic latticed barrior to the source place of this negative energy/truama. the sugestions here are sound, do not attempted locating this void on your own, and have help in deconstructing the lattice, to avoid strange loops or making things worse. after the shock of void recovery, TAKE CONTROL OF FILLING IT AGAIN, that is the recovery, treatment, and medicine. you have the authority over yourself, no one else, ever :)