oh, it's what you do to me...

so I need the space to be as honest as I can with myself and record my feelings and stuff without judgements or having people who arent trust worthy knowing my every move or the thoughts that are my most personal. so yeah, sorry to those who find themselves among this list of people, you have to understand the degree of intimacy this journal documents and respect that if something happens that you should know about--i will tell you.

1. Name:2. Age/Birthday:3. Single or Taken:4. Favorite Movie:5. Favorite Song:6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:7. Favorite Book/Comic Book:8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:9. Favorite TV Show:10. Favorite Video Game/Board Game:11. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal?12. Would you give me a kidney?13. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:14. If you could change anything about your current life, what would it be?15. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?16. Post a picture of you:

portishead is perhaps the most beautiful music ever to exist. when I grow up and have furniture upholstered in deep green and deep red velvet and the wooden statues of naked people from ptown. I will burn incense and play portishead in the evenings and wear a slip dress, drink tea and enjoy life with my little dog.

Tupac was a feminist. I want to write a heavily analysing his writing, songs, actions, history arguing that he is, in fact a feminist icon and above all a feminist or simply a feminist sympathizer. "Keep Ya Head Up" is a feminist anthem for the third wave, I truly believe this. Sure there was objectification of women but thats part of society and I will explore his videos and the director's previous/future videos. I could additionally just explore feminism within rap music, I mean I could do the obvious question whether the average female rappers are empowering women or being further exploited by a society that pushes the idea of Black women as sexually lascivious, a stereotype built on victorian ideals. Of look at Snoop Dogg's participation in the lesbian/woman friendly television series the L Word which has had cameos by such well known feminists as Gloria Steinem and others. However this might be too broad and exploring Tupac as an individual who may or not realized himself as a feminist. This would be going against the very idea that all rap is detrimental to feminism and explore men's participation in feminism.

Anyone think this is a worth while idea?bogus?interesting?would you read it?

1. I’ll respond with something random about you2. I’ll challenge you to try something3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you4. I’ll tell you something I like about you5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours

I have made this journal "friends only" due to the personal content. If you would like to be added, comment and I will add you. But be prepared to read alot of stuff that I refuse to censor about my life and what's going on with it. Thanks!Nif!

Loose lips might sink ships but loose gooses take tripsTo San Francisco, double Dutch discoTech TV hottie, do it for ScottyDo it for the living and do it for the deadDo it for the monsters under your bedDo it for the teenagers and do it for your momBroken hearts hurt but they make us strong and

We won't stop until somebody calls the copsAnd even then we'll start again and just pretend thatNothing ever happened

We won't stop until somebody calls the copsAnd even then we'll start again and just pretend thatNothing ever happened

We're just dancing, we're just hugging,Singing, screaming, kissing, tuggingOn the sleeve of how it used to beHow's it gonna be?I'll drop kick Russell Stover, move into the starting over houseAnd know Matt Rouse and Jest are watching me achieve my dreams

And we'll pray, all damn day, every day,That all this shit our president has got us in will go awayWhile we strive to figure out a way we can surviveThese trying times without losing our minds

So if you wanna burn yourself remember that I love youAnd if you wanna cut yourself remember that I love youAnd if you wanna kill yourself remember that I love youCall me up before your dead, we can make some plans insteadSend me an IM, I'll be your friend

Shysters live from scheme to scheme and my 4th quarter pipe dreamsAre seeming more and more worth fighting forSo I'll curate some situations, make my job a big vacationAnd I'll say Fuck Bush and Fuck This War

My war paint is sharpie ink and I'll show you how much my shit stinksAnd ask you what you think because your thoughts and words are powerfulThey think we're disposable, well both my thumbs opposableAre spelled out on a double word and triple letter score

We won't stop until somebody calls the copsAnd even then we'll start again and just pretend thatNothing ever happened

We won't stop until somebody calls the copsAnd even then we'll start again and just pretend thatNothing ever happened

We're just dancing, we're just huggingSinging, screaming, kissing, tuggingOn the sleeve of how it used to be