"you know i think im pretty much right, without being "hot", you dont get anywhere, i know that will probly come back and hit me in my face somehow but you know, its true.

hehe so it doesnt look like ill be getting anywhere now does it, but if i cared about it, then maybe id try to become it, somethings just seem to be more important."

Well, you became something you didn't want to become.
A stuck up, hot, jerkface!
Who isn't very nice in front of his friends!

You've become everything you didn't want.
And I hate it.
But I forgot, my opinion doesn't matter.

Sometimes, I get totally confused, about you and life and such along those lines. You're totally nice to me when I have something going totally wrong. Beats me if it's actually friendship or it's pitty because you want me off your back.
I don't know what it is, but do you want to tell me? I would really like to hear it from you, not anyone else.