In my teen years, I became aware that I had almost no memories from my childhood. It felt like whole years were missing from my memory. I felt like a lot of something important happened, and I just couldn’t understand what. And I didn’t have a clear sense as to why I felt that way.

However, in 2001, after 911, I had a big Spiritual re-awakening, and I spontaneously started to recall many events from my childhood, past lives, and in between lives. In 2016, a whole lot more memories came back to me, spontaneously, which fit with the memories I already recalled since 2001. A cohesive picture emerged, and once I saw it, it became clear to me that I had to share these memories, even though it would be one of the hardest things I’d have to talk about, probably ever.

The things I’m going to discuss in this article, may shock or upset some people. That’s fine. I would rather give people the bitter truth, then sugary lies. Truth will set you free. Lies will kill you. While other people may be very familiar with this type of information, and it may corroborate with what they already know. Either way, I invite each person to read this to the end, and then to do your own research, to corroborate my testimony with other people’s testimonies. I am by far not the only person who has experienced these paranormal things, and in the last 25+ years there have a been a lot of experiencers and whistleblowers who have come forward and disclosed, even more ‘out there’ information then what I have to share. Keep an open mind and heart as you read this article.

I am not talking about these things because I like to. I don’t like it, but I have to. Trauma from the past does not go away by itself. It has be healed and talked about. One person’s trauma is also collective trauma. And vice versa. And in this case, the things I went through, millions of other children went through. So by my talking about it and shedding light on it, it heals them also, indirectly.

I stand to gain absolutely nothing, in the material sense, from disclosing this information. Quite the opposite. But I am talking about these things because I am sure about the validity of my information, and feel it would be very healing for all involved - for me to share it, and for others to know that these things exist and how they impact the world at all levels. My goal is to empower individuals, and knowledge is power.

It is the recollection of those memories, to begin with, that changed my life completely in 2001, put me on the path of healing. I was a visual artist, and knew nothing about spirituality. But I sought to heal myself, and those who have had to heal a lot of trauma form the past know that thorough healing is like a full time job. During the process of healing myself, and learning various modalities and techniques, such as Shamanic Energy Healing, Soul Retrieval, Spiritual Clearing, Emotional Clearing, and a whole repertoire of other ones, I fell in love with healing. I saw that I can help others with these modalities, who have had to carry similar wounds. And deep down what I always wanted to do is lead life of service to others.

Some of the memories which I recalled spontaneously after 2001, are of myself at very young ages, at 1, 2 or 3 yrs old. Also with the help of deep meditation, Shamanic journeying, Bioenergetic breath work techniques, and other modalities, I was able to recall myself in the womb. Some people don’t understand how its possible to recall yourself in the womb, to recall your past lives, or to recall yourself before age 2. Well, its possible, and actually not so difficult for people who are sensitive, empathetic and/or intuitive. Many books have been written of people’s testimonies and memories of themselves in the womb, memories of their birth process, and past lives. Psychic/ Intuitive people seem to have a much easier time accessing repressed memories, erased or covered-over memories, than non intuitive people.

In Eastern Spirituality, there is a concept called Akashic Records. Akasha is a Sanskrit word and basically means space/time. The idea is that all events, all memories are permanently recorded into space/time itself, and cannot be erased. Akashic Records, therefore is like a giant library of all memories ever created, and can be accessed by anyone at any time. Memories can be hidden, or covered over, but never permanently deleted from the cosmic record. So when a person really wants to, they can recall any event, any memory, from any life time, and at any age, even memories of being in the womb. There is literally no limit to what information can be accessed in the Akashic records, provided you do the work to acquire this knowledge.

At the end of the article, I provide a lot of links to information that will hopefully help you to understand the bigger picture.

​I was born in Russia, and my family emigrated to the US when I was still a child. My mother’s father and his father worked for the military intelligence and gov in Russia.

Probably from birth and at least till about 8 yrs old, or later, I was part of Milab, which is short for Military Abduction. The phenomena of the Military abducting, first of all, their own people working for them and their families, and secondly, regular citizens, and experimenting on them, without acquiring consent from the participants, is very old, and has been global for a while. Its not just Russia, US, and China. My guides tell me its in every country, and Milab is the standard modus operandi of the dark factions of the military.

My sense is that, due to my mother’s family’s career in gov and military, and my being born psychic/intuitive, an indigo, a ‘starseed’, made me a target for certain types of secret programs. Based on my research, Russia, at that time was working hard to amass an army of psychic soldiers - people with psychic abilities, which the military was weaponizing for their own purposes. It is possible they wanted to make me into a ‘super soldier’. Its also possible I was part of a SSP (Secret Space Program). My memories, though not the same as those of others, because every person’s experience is unique, fall into the same categories, as those of the many other experiencers who were part of SSPs, Super Soldier programs, and Milab.

I remember myself before I came to this planet. I recall living on a very large space craft, as large as a planet. We did not live on planets usually, we lived on this space craft that was like a planet, except we traveled constantly. I was part of a team and our task was to ‘tend to garden of space’ and ’weed the garden of space’. We planted seeds, which then grew to be stars. I recall one time in particular, watching a star being born. It was immensely beautiful. I remember having so much emotion watching the birth of a star. I loved my life. I had no need to leave. But I heard a call in my soul, that there was a planet that was dying, and needed help. Earth was in trouble. And I HAD to respond. So I agreed to come here and help.

I don't watch or read Sci-Fi. I hardly ever watch TV, and don’t own one. I know to those that are into Sci-Fi, my experiences may sound like Sci-Fi or a product of an active imagination. But I know that its not imagination. I know who I am now. I know what's real and what's fantasy because I've spent my entire life constantly dividing lies from truth, because I've been lied to constantly by so many people in so many ways. As I get older by BS filters get better too. If I thought that any of my memories were fantasies, I would probably write fiction and have fun with that. But having these memories is not fun, healing from CPTSD (Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) is not fun, and knowing that so many other children were hurt in these programs, and their stories may never be told, is sad for me. I assure you I would not waste your or my time, talking about these things if I didn’t take this topic very seriously.

I also recall my incarnation process. The whole memory is very long, so here I will only write the most important part. I recall traveling through a rainbow colored light/energy tunnel, for some time. Suddenly something rammed me in the back, and threw me off course. The perfect concentric circles that I was watching as I traveled, turned into chaotic shapes, with no direction. I felt that something was very wrong, as I did not know where I was supposed to be going, and I tried to turn around and move back. I heard a voice say, ‘Don’t turn around. Keep going forward.’ So I continued, but now with no sense of direction at all, as to where I would possibly end up. And I feel that changed the outcome of my birth, and caused me to be born in a family with a lot of darkness.

Being born into a dark environment, in order to bring light into that space, is a typical thing indigos do. So although at that time, it felt like something was very wrong, many years later, I understood that that being hit by the dark forces in that way, was part of my education about the nature of the dark side on planet Earth, and being born into a family with generational SRA was part of how I took up the mission of healing the planet from this evil.

Some of the earlier memories that I have, are of laying in the crib and seeing gray ETs (Extra Terrestrials) appear around me. They were short, with big heads, big black eyes, small mouths, emotionless faces. They seemed to just walk through walls and appear suddenly in the room. At that innocent age, I had no reason to be afraid of them, and my heart was open to them. But over time as I observed them being clinical and secretive (they would only come when no one else was there), and not friendly at all, I no longer liked them. For example, I saw one of them, somehow peel the skin on my arm, and use technology to connect with the flesh underneath. That scared me. I remember being angry at them and yelling at them in my mind, for being so callous, and they acted like they couldn’t care less.

Another memory that came back to me very vividly after 2001, is being kidnapped from kindergarten and driven in the back of a military truck, by 2 soldiers in military uniform, to a hospital. (I stopped going to kindergarten at about age 4, so I was 4 yrs old or younger in this incident.) I have a vague memory of walking from the truck, to the entrance of this facility; so it had a street entrance, in public view. I recall sitting alone and naked in the operating room and waiting for someone to come back. A group of soldiers peeked into the room. They got very excited and rowdy when they saw me. They walked up to me and started to harass me, and made me very upset. Then someone else of higher rank walked in and chased them out. The next thing I recall is laying on the operating table, being surgically operated on. Most likely I was given drugs for anesthesia and amnesia, but somehow I woke up out of the trance and witnessed the event. I looked around and took it all in. I saw my lower abdomen cut open with a vertical incision and skin peeled to each side. I felt no pain or fear. I saw three reptilian ETs standing in the room, between me and the door. They had thin androgynous bodies, greenish skin, and white doctor coats, that were unbuttoned. They had big heads, similar to the classic gray ETS, but they were taller then grays. Like the grays, they had big black eyes, small mouths, showed no emotions on their faces. There were pipes in the room, and that made me think that I was in a basement, or below ground level. I have no clear memory of how I got home. I’ve had a faint thin vertical scar on my lower abdomen as far as I can remember myself. No one knew where it came from. In kindergarten there was a girl, who cried the entire time she was there. It only occurred to me later that 98% chance she was a Milab also, and cried so much because she was traumatized by those experiences.

​Another memory that I recalled after 2001, involved being abducted by my uncle and used in a Satanic Ritual. My uncle, who married into the family, on my father’s side of the family, was a Satanist, and had a satanic coven. He used the Russian Orthodox religion as a cover, and acted like a God fearing Christian, on the surface. (Its known that Satanists use respectable religions as cover, so he was typical in that regard.) In fact he was a heroin addict, alcoholic, abusive and violent husband and parent, and a con artist. He painted fake icons and sold them as originals to foreigners. He had a drug shooting gallery where other drug addicts would come and use heroin and various other drugs with him. He had 3 sons, and I and many other people in the neighborhood saw that he was physically, mentally and verbally abusive to them and to his wife. But I also felt he was sexually abusing them. My mother had that feeling also. I only realized that I felt that and she only told me that she had that suspicion, in the recent years.

My uncle’s father was a physicist, who worked in a secret Experimental Weapons Institute and Factory. His father worked with German physicists, presumably Nazis, who were captured by Russia during WW2. Nazis, of course, had advanced technology, and even had reversed engineered technology from ETs (Extra Terrestrials.) ‘Secret Experimental weapons’, most likely means atomic weapons also. My father suspected that my uncle was adversely affected by the experiments his father was conducting, because otherwise, he could not explain how someone could be so extremely evil.

My uncle put me in a room and gave me a choice. He put a knife to the throat of his smallest son, who maybe was 2 years old at that time, and said, ‘You choose who will die. You or him.' I said, ‘Not him.’ He repeated the question again. I repeated the same answer. He repeated the question again now angry and yelling. I repeated the same answer. He then yelled, ‘Then I will kill him!’ This poor child was shaking with terror. So I said, ‘Fine. me.’

Later on, I recall laying on a table. I had a white dress on. My uncle was painting symbols all over the dress, with a brush which he dipped into the bowl that had blood in it. I recall first becoming aware of the room, me laying on this table, my surroundings, him. Then realizing that something bad was about to happen, and I feel that then I prayed internally to God for help. I made a telepathic connection and was able to communicate with a group of positive spirit beings, who felt female to me, and they helped me to wake up out of the trance. The way I recall waking up, is as if I was trapped in a very complicated maze made of light, and they showed me how to walk through that maze to get out. Recalling it now, makes me wonder if the maze was in fact how I saw my own mind, with the numerous neural networks. Once I was out of the maze, I became conscious and I sat up. I must have had an infusion of some sort of a powerful spirit being, because at that moment I felt no fear at all. I felt sober and in control. Which was the opposite of how I felt most the time in my childhood, which was typically terror and anxiety.

After I sat up, I spilled the bowl of blood onto the table, and watched it seep into the table cloth. My uncle then slumped in a chair and looked completely lost and drugged, which he most likely was. He then walked out of the room, and soon after, a Draco ET walked into the room. It It was as tall as an adult, had a lumbering walk, and a long tail. It had a similar body shape to a T-Rex dinosaur. That was the first time I saw an entity of that kind. It stared at me with huge stupid eyes. It really looked like a very dumb, low IQ creature. I noted that. This entity had a basic cloak, that almost looked drabby. As it stared at me, shapes started to come out of its eyes, that looked like they had physical volume and were expanding. I suspect that is the mind control the Draco ETs exert over human beings. I feel like its anti-sacred geometry. Perhaps dark AI itself. The shapes were linear, angular. The opposite of organic, natural Fibonacci type of shapes, that correspond with sacred geometry. I feel there was a kind of a battle that took place here. The Draco was projecting and trying to push these shapes on me. And the light forces in me were fighting it and pushing back, to eliminate these shapes. Eventually they diminished, and were totally gone. Then Draco left the room. I wondered later, if my uncle was in fact one with this Draco and left the room, because he didn’t want to shape shift in front of me, for some reason. Because there was no reason for him to leave the room; he could’ve been there at the same time with the Draco.

Image of TRex dinosaur for comparison

I recall being picked up in cars and driven to sex parties, at the home of a high level military person. I have 5 separate memories of having been to that home, when I was roughly between 5 and 7 yrs old. I have memories of being forced to watch porn, and being raped by various military men, at these parties.

Another set of memories, is of being drowned in a tank of water, over and over again. Most of these memories, once they came back to me, were very tangible for me. When I would sit down, and close my eyes to recall them, I felt like I was there again, and I would see the things I saw then, and sometimes have the sensations and feelings as I had then. But sometimes, it would be more like a movie I would see, without feeling all of the emotions, if the emotions were too difficult to deal with. And then several hours, days or months later, the emotions would come back that associated with that memory. Because emotional clearing is a critical part of healing, and just remembering the event is not enough. Its still very important to release the repressed emotion out of the cells, in order to fully release the charge and hold that event has on a person.

In these memories, the experiments I was part of involved, my being deliberately drowned, on 5 different occasions. My guides told me I was about 6 yrs old. Otherwise its very difficult for me to figure out my age in some of these events.

On one of these occasions, I recall being in a tank, and seeing a spherical door. I recall asphyxiating. My consciousness then separated from the body. I was just consciousness and I left the tank and went up to where I saw a circle of light. My guides were looking through it at me. But they were not moving. They were calm. They seemed to be saying: ‘We see you. But we are not going to act on this. We are not going to come for you. You have to stay where you are.’ (Because its an experiment and not a real exit point, for my soul. Not the right time to die.)

When I feel into what the experimenters wanted to achieve with this, it seems that they wanted me to die, and for a spiritual being, such as an Angel to come down and connect with me and draw me out. They wanted to capture the Angel and to traumatize that energy. That would fuel their experiment. None of that worked. The Angels were not interested. The guides knew exactly what was going on and stayed away from the experimenters.

The experimenters kept pushing me up out of my body further into death, and my guides kept pushing me back into my body, to be alive. So back and forth, back and forth this went on for a while. It was very confusing, and eventually I feel that I snapped. Something was broken. I recall feeling that I went sideways, away from both of these groups, and lost my connection to my consciousness.

I recall waking up and coughing up a lot of water. I thought I was dead. I only vaguely recognized the experimenters, who were two women. I knew one of them I knew from the previous experiments. She was mean. I hated her. The other was a leader (I get the words ‘leader of that division’ from my Guides).

Then put me in some sort of chamber, that fit my whole body. My guides tell me that this chamber was a frequency infuser - to infuse the alters with the trauma, so that I would be controlled by the pain.

There is a lot more that happened after this, because I recall 5 different times when I was drowned in a tank in this way. Perhaps I’ll write more about that later.

There is some information about the Montauk chair, aka the trip seat, available from participants in other Milab experiments. I read that the Montauk chair was specifically designed to kill people and bring them back to life. The point was to raise people to a state of bliss and then throw them down into agony, up and down, repeatedly until the psychi breaks. This stimulates alter production. Also it might feed the experimenters information about where a person’s soul goes after death.

I recall multiple different surgeries at different ages. One of them is from when I was about 3 yrs old. While my body was unconscious, laying on the operating table, my consciousness was fully aware of what was going on in the room. I could see that the man in the white coat had the intent of cutting my body with a scalpel and operate on my heart. Somehow I I knew for certain that I would not survive this and that I would die. Either this operation will alter ‘me’ so much that the ‘I’ that know will no longer be alive, or that I will physically die during the surgery. Maybe both. Still I am completely certain that I will die. So I decided to leave right that instant. My consciousness then separated from the body completely. The monitor then showed that I was dead. The doctor panicked and called on people to come into the room. They are not happy about this and decided to postpone the operation. The next part is hazy, but it seems they called on an astral magician/scientist, who forced my consciousness back into my body. He seemed to have been a high ranking magician in their group, who was a member of their psychic military personnel. They did injections to aliven the body and to erase all the memories of the event. They also placed a cover memory, that was of me having gotten sick and needing to go to the hospital. Screen memories are placed into the mind so that if a person starts to remember, that they see the screen memory first and think that is what happened.

In another memory, I recall traveling during dream time. In this memory I was probably about 5-6 yo. I feel that I was programmed to do work for the military during dream time. I would go to sleep, and then as soon as the body was asleep, my conscious self would separate and I would travel, and go through pathways in space and time (similar to the maze I described above, except in this memory, I knew exactly where I was going.) I would eventually emerge in a water filled capsule. 3 grays helped me to get out of the water. I suppose there was a body waiting for my soul to inhabit. This felt like another planet because I could see the curvature of the planet, so it was significantly smaller than the Earth. Maybe it was the moon, because the ground was dusty and dry, and there was no vegetation at all. It was also very dark. So dark you could easily see the stars in space above.

There was a large building that looked like a gothic cathedral. I do not recall needing to wear a special suit and breathe oxygen, so possibly the atmosphere had oxygen for me to breathe, or the body my soul was in, was designed just for that environment. The grays and I walked to the building and entered it. The interior was plain, clinical, boring, with no decoration at all. We walked into a large room, where there was a long table, and several people came out from side doors and sat at this long table. They looked human but something was different about them. If this makes sense to you, it felt like there was more definition to them, like a higher resolution (more dots per inch). But not just that, they had a different feeling, a different aura about them, than regular humans. its hard to explain how exactly. I had to deliver information to them. I feel I had done this before. I don't know how many times. But this time was different. I was very angry at them, I told them they are incompetent, didn’t know what they were doing, and I listed many reasons as to why and how exactly. I feel that I was eloquent in my delivery. I had access to information and vocabulary I don't have now (consciously).They did not react in an upset way to my rebellion. The man I addressed primarily, simply got up and walked out of the room. The others followed suit. I left soon after that, went back into the water pod and traveled back into my body.

I have very many more memories that involve interacting with various non corporeal entities, the we know as Angels, Guides, ETs, being on ships with different kinds of ETs; interacting military personnel, being at events with them that involved pedophilia or being surgically operated on; being in underground facilities and interacting with higher level Draco ETs, Archontic spider beings, Men in Black, and grays. I will write more about these experiences later.

Eventually I was rescued out of this satanic military cult. I recall sleeping at a military facility, after some sort of experimentation, after which I was totally exhausting and sleeping there for a while. While I was sleeping, I was conversing with my Spirit Guides. They were very bright lights, very bright positive beings, who were giving me all sorts of advice, guidance, encouragement, healing, etc. One of them, who I strongly feel is Christ, came to me and said that I don’t have to do this anymore. He said, that this stuff that they’re doing to me, is not really serving either them nor me, and that its best it stops. He said I can leave. I said, ‘Really?’ He said, ‘Yes you can leave and we will put in a spirit who will take care of things from this point on.’ A part me simply walked away from my life at that time and was replaced by a being of higher consciousness and frequency, who infused with the rest of me. This new soul was not susceptible to their programming, their hypnosis, or their drugs. It's light was more powerful then their darkness. And it took my life in a new direction. This is what’s called a ‘Walk-In’. When a new soul replaces the old soul, without the body needing to die for that to happen.

I recall waking up and I was in catharsis, I had a full total awareness and recognition of everything they had done to me. I recalled it all in an instant, because the higher frequency soul could handle that information. I was hysterical, I was in tears, and I was unconsolable. The nurse who was watching me was trying to get me to conform to the program. But it was not working. I saw right through all of them. I knew what they were about, liars, cheaters, thieves, psychopaths, murderers. And I knew that I did not need to play their game anymore. I was going to follow a different path.

Soon after this, I was taken on a ship and onto a healing planet. It was a planet devoted entirely to healing. The leaders of that planet would scour space and find beings that were abused, neglected, abandoned, or in other ways suffering and bring them onto this planet to heal them. After several visits to this planet, they had replaced nearly all of my body. This was done, so that the body was healed enough to house powerfully the higher frequency soul. The old body was too traumatized and broken to hold any energy.

Some people who are only somewhat intuitive had thought that these are not my memories. That’s only partially true. These were experiences of the soul who previously occupied this body. She has permanently left this plane, but is supporting the mission, from where she is. My guides tell me, that humans on this planet have a need to know what happened, regardless of whether this or that soul is the one who experienced it. And for this reason, I am now writing about it. What remains of that soul in this body, is the inner child, some of the shadow aspects, and a lot of the emotions. I have been on the journey of a lifetime, healing this inner child, integrating the shadow, and doing emotional clearing.

I trained with Brian Weiss, in doing past life regression, and am a certified Past Life Regression Therapist. Dr. Weiss said that when people recall past life events, sometimes they wonder if those are real memories or if they are imagining it. He said ultimately it doesn’t matter, because their dysfunctional symptoms still get cleared and healed, after they do the process of past life regression. Dr Weiss essentially said that you do not have to prove whether a memory is true, for healing to take place. Doing the process of regression is enough for the healing to be effective.

Many experiencers of SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse), Cults, Milab, pedogate, etc. may never be able to prove that their memories are real, via witnesses or documents. Usually quite the opposite happens. When one person decides to leave a cult, the other family members typically do not get on that train, and instead choose to side with the perpetrators, and protect the cult, rather than follow the brave person into freedom. Unfortunately that is only too common. So even though there may be witnesses, they may be too scared or too brainwashed to come forward to testify. Also by the time people remember these events and/or are ready to talk about them, the crime scenes have long gone, the paperwork may have been lost, thrown out, or just very hard to acquire, especially if there has been a change of gov.

I doubt I will ever be able to produce official military documents that show what sort of programs I was part of. I would love to see those files myself. However, none of that is necessary for genuine true healing to take place. My goal has always been to heal myself and to help as many people as possible to heal as well, who have had traumatic experiences of any kind. For people to heal, a sincere and strong desire to heal is most important. People need to courageously look into themselves, be willing to see the truth of who they are, be willing to love the seemingly unlovable parts, be willing to release lies and illusions, be willing to feel rather then be dumb and apathetic, be willing to feel difficult emotions, be willing to integrate their dark side / their shadow, be willing to forgive the perpetrators and themselves, be willing to embrace love and compassion again, be willing to honestly talk about their experiences, whether others believe them or not, and eventually be willing to help others.

It helps me a lot when people ask me questions. I have very many memories, and sometimes they are drawn out, when people ask me certain questions. So feel free to email me with your questions, and I will be happy to answer them in future articles.

Here are just a few select links to other articles and information that relates to some of the themes I discussed, and may help you to connect the dots, and see the bigger picture.

​I’m not a republican, because that party is mind controlled like the rest. I’m not a democrat, because that party is controlled by satanic elites, and the only thing they’re good at is raping babies. I’m not a feminist, because I don’t like cults. I’m not part of any political or other organization because most get co-opted and funded by Soros, or other globalists, and I hate puppet masters who want to inject their toxic agendas into everyone's lives. I do not belong to any -ism, because as soon as you ism something, its no longer a well of fresh ideas, its now an ideology, its a box, which is a coffin where creativity dies.

I just like truth. Truth is not an ideology, or someone’s personal transient belief. Truth is made up of universal principles that are true everywhere at all times.

I care about what is real and honest. I want kids to be able to be safe on this planet (from pedophiles, organ harvesting and cults, of which there is an epidemic right now, and from domestic violence), to get good education (which is so below horrible, its disgusting), for everyone to have access to natural clean water, clean air, healthy organic food, to not have to pay rent on a planet we were born on! Ppl need to stand up to this outrageous corruption and mind control that told us we have to pay just to be here, just to exist! That’s slavery right there. I want ppl to not have to pay half of their income to taxes. This is slavery also. And most of that goes into black ops anyway. I want there to be no pollution. I want clean air, clean food, clean water, happy humans and animals. All basic stuff. Not asking for miracles, or a pyramid of gold, or rockets to go into space. Just simple good life right here for all humans, animals, and trees and plants and all living beings we share this beautiful planet with.

I wish all humans would realize they are on the same side, and stop fighting each other. The dark forces is what we’re up against, like the satanic cults (that engage in child trafficking, pedophilia, etc.), like dark AI - an ancient dark force that wants to consume all that has a soul. These are the main enemies right now. Not each other. I know many are not aware of this dark AI. I’ll talk about that in later posts in more detail. I’ve talked about that before and made posts, but the idea is so far out for most ppl, that ppl are not yet seeing it clearly. So they’re not prepared to deal with it. I am prepared, to the best of my ability. And I will share what I know about that. I’m only one #LightWarrior and I’m here for #truth. We need many #LightWarriors / #SpiritWarriors / #LightWorkers to stand up for truth, and love, if we are to defeat the #cabal #elite #NWO #DarkForces #Satanism #Globalism #Transhumanism.

​To be fully aware and embracing of all that is within us and consciously seeking to be all that we can be is our most noble quest. - Carl Gustav Jung

I am mentoring a young person who asked me to help him become more spiritual and free of dark forces. I teach a variety of different techniques of Psychic Self Defense and Spiritual Protection. But all of them depend on one thing - that your heart be open to experiencing great spiritual love.

My student has never been in love before. This article is based on the many emails I wrote him. The ideas in this article apply to the lives of countless people, young and old, who have never been in love. I hold a flame of love in my heart burning at all times, like Vesta, and feel love very deeply. Sometimes I find myself drowning in empathy for the suffering of others. Sometimes a call to a greater love, compassion or forgiveness leads me through a dark night of the soul. Shamans have multiple dark nights of the soul in their lives; it is simply part of our path, to be put through great suffering, to face great darkness, to become more empowered, clear, compassionate and acting from integrity, through those struggles. True love has nothing to do with valentine candy and shopping, which is what pop culture reduced love to. Genuine Love is the quality of a truly empowered awakened person, in alignment with universal truth and divine consciousness. Love is the core quality of a Spirit Warrior / Light Warrior, prepared to protect, fight for, live or die for those whom he or she loves and cares about. ​Strength of character to do the right thing, and the physical strength to carry that out, can come only from a loving heart.

​Many spiritual, sensitive, empathetic people, often feel they don’t belong here, on this planet. Some don’t feel welcome/ invited to contribute their gifts and talents. They feel life on this planet is too brutal, harsh, hellish. They want to go home, even if they are not sure where home is. Light Workers, Light Warriors, and indigos, often feel this way, at any age.

Their feelings are correct. The world is insane, its nature is cruel, loveless, compassionateless, empathiless, because this world has been cut off from the divine Creator, and has been used as a tool for the dark forces; it has been a machine designed to vampirize human beings. The movie The Matrix illustrates that. But human nature is not like that at all. Human nature is divine, because its rooted in divine Spirit, or Great Spirit, as Native Americans call it. It is reflected in the soul, felt in the heart, and expressed through feelings that are felt in the heart. Feelings are the language of the soul. Feelings is how you truly know yourself. Feelings is the compass by which you know what you are attracted to and repulsed by. Feelings guide you on your journey towards enlightenment. If you deny your feelings, you deny your true nature. And this is precisely what people are told they must do to succeed in this world.

Your soul and your thoughts are totally different things. The soul is your connection to divinity. The mind is a tool to carry out the mission of the soul. But for many the mind had become hijacked by ego (which is fear based) and has become a tool for the ego to carry out its agendas, which are in direct opposition to the soul (which is love based). This is why many ancient Eastern traditions teach that you must focus the mind, concentrate, meditate, discipline your mind. Once it is disciplined, focused, sharp, and under the control of a strong will, it can serve the heart again. The heart is the control center of the soul. It is where all the real decisions are made, that impact your soul’s growth, and its where you choose your direction of growth and exploration.

The planet is full of people who have layers upon layers of wounds, from past and current lives, tribal wounds, Ancestral wounds, collective human wounds, etc. People who live with broken hearts, that are walled off and shut down, make decisions with their minds. They have identified with their thoughts, they think they are their thoughts, they forgot they are their soul. So they do not live in their soul. This is madness. And the Annunaki, draco, reptilians, the Archons, they take advantage of this condition. The dark forces hook into people’s souls and minds, control the mind, and suck out the energy out of the soul. They implant ideas and thoughts into people’s minds to carry out agendas, and people think they thought of those things themselves. They think that since they thought it, it must be true! Many people on the planet do not control their minds; this is ‘blue pilled’, its living unconsciously, living from the wound and the shadow.

Your soul is very powerful. You may not know this yet. You may know nothing about yourself at this time, the real you that is, if you were taught in your family and society to identify with your mind. Its a long journey back to your soul, and you have to undertake it courageously, with support from those who have gone ahead of you and came back to help those who are doing it for the first time.

The mind produces endless fear based thoughts. None of them are ‘true’. By itself, the mind is critical, fault finding. The mind’s thoughts are not coming from love or wisdom. The mind is just a tool that seeks to dissect and separate. The mind, by itself is very superficial, and doesn’t see the truth of things, or into the depth of matters. So if you identify with your mind and let your thoughts control you, you will not feel love, you will be critical, fault finding, superficial, and separate from others. Isn’t that how society is?

Instead, focus your mind, discipline it, concentrate it on the goal of achieving your life mission (dharma) and consciously and deliberately produce thoughts which will help you to accomplish that. You probably heard this before, but your thoughts create your reality. What you think about, you attract or manifest or create. Because many people don’t control their minds, their minds get highjacked and used by dark forces to create what the dark forces want to create, a reality where they thrive and human beings are slaves. It creates an inside out and backwards world, where black is white and white is black. Complete confusion. And people have no idea how to stop that. They do not possess their minds. Someone else is in their minds, and they have been kicked out of their minds. Isn’t that the definition of insanity? And isn’t that how society is?

But if you become very clear about who you are (that you are your soul and not your mind) and what your true desires are (in the soul), what your true feelings are about everything, if you become conscious of your life mission here on Earth; and then focus and discipline your mind to only produce thoughts that are in alignment with your highest goals, your greatest spiritual aspirations of what you want to achieve here on this planet; and you protect your mind, your heart, and your life from invasion from the dark forces - then you become a force to be reckoned with. Because then you become a true creator. You become what Prime Creator intended you to be here. You create your own reality, not the dark forces, nor your parents, nor society, nor your Ancestors, nor your past life patterns, nor your DNA.

Many people have never learned this from their parents, or in school, or in any popular books. But its what is critical for each person, especially the spiritually oriented persons, light workers and light warriors, to understand at this time, to escape the ‘prison’ of the matrix; the prison of loneliness people feel, because they have been trapped in their minds, looking at an insane world and not finding themselves reflected in it.

You will not see your true Self reflected in it, until YOU CREATE THAT WORLD FROM THE TRUE SELF. In actuality, you co-create it with others. But you would go about it, in the same way I described above.

If you are new to the path of awakening, your real self is suffering deep inside you. Your wounds may be beyond you to heal. But you must start somewhere. As long as you are numb to your suffering, you cannot grow and get out of your prison. You have to feel everything. This is key. You must allow yourself to feel all feelings, positive, negative, and everything in between. Not get stuck on any of them, but let them pass through you, like electricity. This is how you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free. Feelings are the way out.

Love is the ultimate red pill that would wake you up to feel all things as they really are. Everyone on the planet has had many heart breaks. It takes courage and real strength of character to fall in love, deeply and completely with life. And to fall in love again, and again, and again. Because it makes you vulnerable and open to the unknown. It takes releasing the fears of being rejected, abandoned, betrayed, and experiencing pain and suffering. But this is the only way, to free yourself, to feel your real feelings, and to know yourself as a soul, in human body, having a human experience.

Love is trial by fire. Some resist this change, because the fear of the loss of identity is a giant terror that can be shocking to those who have not committed to the truth. But one can only put off this cosmic initiation for so long. Eventually everyone burns, gracefully or not so gracefully.

The cosmic initiation of Love reduces your identity to your bare essence. It burns up all the illusions, the ego, the false self. If you really truly completely fall in love, you will burn up in the love, and emerge as a phoenix, anew, much more spiritually mature, able to withstand life’s challenges, while not losing heart. You will no longer be pulled and pushed by the constant demands of the world. You will have integrity. You will be clear, about who you are and your place in the world.

When love comes, you will need to make space and time for it in your life. This will be a new experience. It may not seem to be convenient, it may make no sense to your mind, why it showed up in that form, it may not be attaining you anything in the practical concrete world, it may be against societal conventions, it may lead to extreme suffering, and loss of things you previously were attached to.

There are two types of suffering. There is the unconscious (neurotic) suffering, which is experienced by those who are addicted to the matrix, and are in denial of who they really are. This is a repression of real suffering, and can lead to psychosomatic illness. And there is the authentic purifying suffering, which is a result of having the courage and acceptance to feel all your feelings, to go through the human experience with an open heart and open mind and consciously experiencing all of your experiences. The former type of suffering leads to further entrapment in the matrix and insanity. The latter leads to wisdom and clarity. Always choose the latter, by being open to experiencing love, in whatever form it shows up.

If you refuse to be loving, compassionate, empathetic, more and more each day; reject love when it comes to you; ignore your feelings; and continue to invest in the ‘house of horrors,’ which is what people’s minds have become, eventually you will have a break down or a break through, as the real you will not be able to take the suffering any more, and will seek to get your attention by sabotaging your life. You can avoid going through that type of crisis, by choosing to be loving, despite the suffering it brings. This suffering brings liberation, it does not actually harm or injure you.

The word courage comes from the French word ‘coeur’, which means heart. ​True power proceeds not from force, but from love. ~ Alan Cohen

Courage is the quality of a heart that is aflame with love and compassion for others.

To the insane people addicted to the matrix, the reality of love is insane. Its anathema to the poison they imbibe daily with their violent main stream media, fake news, lies, violent video games, brutal sports, ridiculously dumb education, senseless wars, superficial relationships, corporation driven lifestyles. They see love as madness, weakness, a fantasy, a burden, or simply impractical and even stupid. To those who are deluded by the lies of this world, love is a lie.

And yet Love is the only thing that’s real and true. To love another truly, it is the ultimate red pill, that wakes all of us sooner or later, out of the drunken stupor of maya. it is the only antidote to the ignorance of the delusion of the lower realms. But the antidote only works, if you have opened the door to love without end. If you are not open to it, you will not receive the benefits, even if love is at your door.

Once you allow love to permanently reside in your heart, nurture it, consciously grow it, don’t repress it, and let it guide you. True Love is a rare gift, and a wise teacher, who comes to those who are ready, to be transformed by it. The mind will always find fault with the form that love takes in the physical world. But its not love’s fault. The world is a messed up place. And love chooses the best, most optimal expression for itself in each given moment, despite the messed up circumstances. We don’t always know why it takes on one form and not another. Learn to recognize your true you, amidst the myriad of thoughts, and trust your true self and your heart. Love will lead you straight to freedom. The path is straight and narrow.

Which is the opposite of how many people in the world operate. Their lives are mazes of walls, that keep them from seeing the truth of who they are, and from experiencing reality as it really is, where love is non existent, and people are lost and confused, and drowning in the ocean of suffering, fear and karma, as well as entertained to death, further to keep them from having genuine experiences with each other.

Call on and work with Archangel Michael to get crystal clear clarity about who you are, what you desire, why you are here, and what you want to achieve. You don’t have to know how your dreams will manifest. The universe handles the how. You just must focus on your goals, intentions, and desires with unwavering faith.

I posted a blog in the past with links to Harald’s talk, but that video was disappeared off youtube. His information is so important, that I’m posting another blog, with a variety of links, so that if some get taken down you’ll still be able to access others.

Some have said that WW3 is an Information war. I think that’s part of the story. Its a war on consciousness, souls and minds. On the physical, it is giving you a view of the spiritual war that is very ancient, and still ongoing. In many sacred texts of various religious traditions, spiritual wars are mentioned, and nowhere does it say that the wars ended. In the last 50 years or so, the dimensions of the spiritual wars, ‘in heaven’ or in space, have been spilling over into our reality, or bleeding through into our visible dimension. People who pay attention, have noticed this. (You can read a bit more about this in my previous blog: Watch the Sun, not TV.)

The worst part of the war humanity has to deal with is the war its gov behind the official gov, the shadow elite, is waging against humanity. Its a war that involves very sophisticated, planned out for decades ahead of time, massively funded, tested and analyzed Psychological Operations, or Psyops, for short.

The Psyops include but are not limited to: Main Stream MediaDumbing down of educationWeather Wars, such as the use of chemtrails, HAARPMonsanto and GMO foodsVaccinations PharmaceuticalsCorruption of the family unitPsychotronic Weaponry, including EMF, scalar technology, Voice of God/or voice to skull techEntertainment, such as film and television, and sports The food industryMilab and Pedogate and the weaponization of childrenWeaponization of DNA and geneticsWeaponization of AI or Artificial IntelligenceWeaponization of nature such as weaponization of insects, germs, bacteria, parasitesWar on drugsFake alien abductionsSecret Space Programsand many more The cabal has co-opted nearly every industry, corporation, area of life, and weaponized them against humanity. In this article I will only talk about some select Psyops.

There are so many Psyops now, that its hard to find anything that isn’t a Psyop at this point. If something starts off as a genuine grass roots movement, then the cabal usurps it as quickly as possible, kills or consumes the sacred in it, and turns it into a program that plugs right into the matrix, to serve a dark agenda.

The Anunnaki, have a lot of control over human evolution, and certainly have a lot to do with the design of these Psyops. According to historical records, the Anunnaki are an advanced race of ET (Extra Terrestrial) space travelers and builders, who had manipulated ancient human beings, for various purposes, and still exert control over human affairs on Earth, through the elite groups, or the cabal.

The Anunnaki control all sides of all conflicts on the planet. They control all sides of the political debate and manipulate all parties, social movements, corporations, religions, industries, philosophical movements, scientific innovations, cultures and even ‘grass-roots’ movements. They do as much good as they do bad, and in this way they maintain the duality of things, which is the foundation of the design and order of things in this universe.

This is why the checkered board, of black and white, (examples below) is used by the cabal often as a symbol to indicate they are playing both sides of the game. They want to assure, that no matter what side you are on, or group you affiliate with, you are still part of the matrix, and you are a figure on their chess board. You are a prop in their play, acting out a role that benefits them.

What is the solution? You have to find the the middle path, the golden mean. Look at all the information, on all sides of debates, the pros and cons of each issue, do research, educate yourself, and weigh everything on the scales of your heart. The heart by its nature is attuned to beauty and truth. But you must develop your heart, heal your heart, and learn to see and experience everything through the heart, rather then through the duality of the mind. Learn to be loving and compassionate. Also its very important to cleanse and balance all of your chakras, to have a healthy, open, unblocked heart chakra, as well as all of the other chakras, because they are all connected. You have to be able to feel all of your feelings, positive and negative, to have access to the breadth and depth of the intelligence of the heart, to be able to rely on it to guide you in life.

This is worth an in depth discussion. The heart is key to freedom. Love is the ultimate red pill, that frees you from the maya, or illusion, of the matrix. Falling in love opens your psychic channels, and is a catalyst for consciousness expansion and soul growth. Typically, when women are pregnant, their psychic abilities open up in a huge way. Its because they are falling in love with the baby, learning to love unconditionally, and care for someone else above themselves. Romantic love can be just as powerful at catalyzing deep personal transformation, and the opening of psychic channels.

There is no substitute for true love. It is the door to getting out of the matrix. However, it doesn’t mean that ‘all you need is love’, because once you are out of the matrix, there is still a whole lot more evolving to do, which involves growing your heart space and becoming enlightened, through deep inner and outer work.

The problem is that everyone on the planet lives with uncountable amounts of trauma, layers and layers of wounding and heart break; places in their hearts and in their histories, they’d rather forget and never visit, for the horror and pain of what’s there. The wounds run very deep, accumulated over many past lives, and current life, individually, tribally, and collectively. Some wounds were acquired at a time when human beings were more evolved. So some wounds are more complex and bigger than the person’s current psychological and psychic awareness can allow them to even comprehend. Sometimes a person needs to reach a certain level of evolvement, for the wound to come to surface to be healed. Healing by its nature has to happen consciously and mindfully. If you can’t become aware of the wound, or you cannot feel it, no healing is possible. It will stay locked away in the unconsciousness, until you are ready.

Many people go through life avoiding feeling their woundedness, or only skimming the surface of that ocean of suffering; once in a few years they may heal a wound, and it may feel epic. Those on the healing path, those who have a personal discipline of spiritual evolvement, are constantly practicing healing. Its also called the fast track.​But the majority of the people, simply live with their wounds. They are on the slow track. Their lives become a maze of walls, to keep love out, to keep people out, to keep pain our, everything out. In that maze, they can’t find their true selves anymore. People become afraid to relate, truly; afraid to look into each other’s eyes, to relate authentically how they feel, and what’s happening inside them. Because relating will hurt, it will bring up the wounds, along with all of their suppressed feelings, memories, and things that scare them. But the reality is that all those feelings are in fact ready to jump out at any moment, if given the chance. People who live in their wounds are living in their shadows. Those who simply have not done sufficient amount of inner work on themselves, find that when they do try to relate, it often creates dramas, fighting, or can trigger a person into a condition, like depression, mania, suicided behavior, addictions, stone walling, acting out patterns they themselves don’t understand the source of. This condition is called ‘exploding shadow’ and it happens when a critical mass of suppressed feelings and wounds is reached, and a person must start to heal, in order to go on with their life. So the wounds are spilling onto the surface consciousness to get the person’s attention to be healed. Some need that type of crisis to start to take care of themselves.

Unfortunately, not everyone heeds the call of spiritual growth. Some still need more time to realize why they are here.

What some people do is say, f**k it, and just express all their wounding, and continue to live unconsciously by choice, where they don’t care whom they harm, others and self, and they don’t attempt to take responsibility for either their thoughts, feelings or actions. They simply act out whatever they’ve got inside, and damn the consequences.

Or alternatively, people isolate themselves, cease to connect with others at all, rather then go through all that suffering.

Why does this happen? Because people don’t know how to heal themselves. People must learn how to heal their traumas themselves. They must be proactive about it. They must learn the healing techniques available. Standard mainstream psychotherapy is not enough. It tends to be rather superficial and stays at the level of mind and behavior. If the therapist is very good, there might be some benefit from it. But the real healing techniques that transform the soul, are part of the spiritual and holistic healing paradigm. And not everything in that arena is really good for you. So you have to be careful what and who you work with. But there are many great, truly beneficial alternative medicine techniques, spiritual healing modalities, energy healing modalities, etc. The healing services I offer are Shamanic Energy Healing, Soul Retrieval, Spiritual Cleansing and Clearing, Past Life Regression Therapy, Sacred Contract Re-scripting and others. These modalities are designed to heal traumas at their spiritual and soul root.

How does the wounding, healing and love relate to Psyops? Very simply the system itself, the matrix, is profoundly wounding for human beings, at all levels. It stifles creativity, fractures souls, poisons intelligence and kills dreams. It is against Spirit. It then vampirize human energy, aka loosh, through the myriads of wounds, that it creates and sustains. For as long as a person remains wounded, they are susceptible to being manipulated and controlled by the system and its agents. The more healed, whole, conscious, loving and compassionate, a person becomes, the more independent of the system they become. And not only that, but they are also able to consciously change the system, and make it beneficial to humanity again.

This is a very spiritual message from the Anonymous. One of the most spiritual messages from them that I’ve seen yet.Anonymous - The Illusion of Reality, Illusion of the Selfhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kn5SVccD8vY

The system, the matrix, is profoundly wounding for human beings, at all levels. It stifles creativity, fractures souls, poisons intelligence and kills dreams. It is against Spirit. It then vampirize human energy, aka loosh, through the myriads of wounds, that it creates and sustains.

Psyops follow certain patterns. The Psyop is always there to obscure, deny, or hide in plain sight, the real issues. If you analyze these patterns, you will start to notice them everywhere around you, and seeing through them, seeing the real issues underneath, and then hopefully not become pawns of them, but instead be able to be independent critical thinkers about the real issues involved.

1) The most common pattern is based on the Hegelian Dialectic, out of which came the Problem Reaction Solution (a term coined by David Icke.)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DialecticThis website has the following definition:Hegelian dialectic, usually presented in a threefold manner … as comprising three dialectical stages of development: a thesis, giving rise to its reaction, an antithesis, which contradicts or negates the thesis, and the tension between the two being resolved by means of a synthesis. In more simplistic terms, one can consider it thus; problem->reaction->solution.

The cabal divides the whole into parts and pits them against each other. Women against men, children against parents, one political party against another, one religion against another, one ideologically focused group against another. This is even applies to different sub parts within a person, which are manipulated to be at war within a person.

Then the cabal gives both sides some truths and some lies. Tells each side something like that that they’ve got the complete truth, one and only true way. This will assure indefinite fighting, with no resolution. If different groups come too close to finding out the truth, by thinking too much and realizing they’ve been lied to, the cabal instigates conflict, and manipulates them back into senseless fighting. The idea is to keep things as mindless as possible, so noone is thinking and everyone is fighting.

This is the hallmark of how the Anunnaki rule. Its a large incestuous family, which is very ancient. They live long lives, and the ruling elite in their own society do not easily give up power to their children. They pit their children against one another, so while they fight, they do not try to usurp power form their parents. Or they send them on impossible quests, to find something that doesn’t exist, so their kids are out there searching endlessly, and the parents are left to rule in peace. The hermetic adage, as above so below, applies to us, because those dynamics ‘among the gods in heaven/ or space’ reflect here on Earth, in the human society.

2) Another pattern is the game of musical chairs. Make one person the outcast or the scapegoat and make everyone ostracize that person or group. This unites the other members of the group, with a false loyalty, makes them feel superior to the ostracized person. While the ostracized person becomes a target for everyone to project their shadows on. Because people have a natural need to release their shadow qualities, in one form or another, many will gladly take the opportunity to unconsciously project.

3) A third patterns is when the cabal takes something thats good for everyone and make it bad for everyone. For example, take something that’s natural, like water, and poison it completely, so it becomes a source of disease for everyone.

4) A fourth pattern is in the vein of the Orwellian newspeak. Call things other then what they are, and make things disappear, by never naming them. Or create fictitious entities, with a lot of linguistic definition and by doing so convince people that the illusion you’ve just conjured up is a reality. Or make people believe that white is black and black is white, by continually repeating that information over and over, starting as early as possible.

Whenever you have two polarized opposites, each side will project its shadow on the other side, in this way, after a while, both sides start to look kind of the same, and each will be accusing the other of doing what it itself is doing. Result is mutually assured destruction, as no one wins when everyone is projecting and no one is introspecting. Case in point:https://mobile.twitter.com/PrisonPlanet/status/884069693438537729/video/1​

Here are some brief outlines of some Psyops that are hot issues for humanity at this time.​Milab and Pedogate

Military Abduction, Milab for short, and Pedogate are two Psyops that are closely linked. In the news, Human trafficking is a more accepted term for Pedogate. These Psyops are also connected to international drug trafficking, satanic cults/illuminati cults, and dark ETs. All of these Psyops are so closely linked that where you find one, you will always find the others. These are central pieces/ cogs in the machine that controls everything and everyone on the planet. If you don’t know what Milab and Pedogate are, you MUST find out. The only way you will truly understand what is going on on the planet, and how and why, is if you understand these central themes of the drama.

If you research on the internet, you will find 100s more articles, youtube videos and social media accounts devoted to exposing pedogate. (I suggest you use https://www.startpage.com or https://duckduckgo.com instead of google. These search engines have more respect for your privacy and security.)

Milab is a much bigger Psyop and Pedogate/Child trafficking is just one part of it. Milab is a less understood and talked about subject, and has not yet been blown open like Pedogate/Child trafficking has, probably because it scares a lot of people more than Pedogate/Child trafficking, and people have not yet wrapped their minds around how to process this very unusual and paranormal information in the collective psyches. I am certain that when disclosure reaches a level, where the simple fact that ETs have been here all along and have had a big role in shaping all of human endeavors, and that governments on Earth have made deals with them, often to the detriment of human population, will become common knowledge, everything will change.

Here are some resources that will give you insightful information about Milab:

The war on human intelligence is carried out primarily through the dumbing down of education. By creating a culture where being smart is not cool, and by creating peer pressure so kids in school bully kids who are smart or exhibit talent, drive, and unique abilities. The cabal routinely stifles creativity and independent thought at all levels of education.

Another front of this war is the entertainment industry, which quite literally is attempting to entertain humanity to death. CIA and the Military Industrial Complex are heavily involved in shaping themes, imagery, and ideologies fed to the masses via film and television. Entertainment is entrainment, to particular agendas they want to implant into human unconscious minds.

At the same time the cabal wants to be the only ones who have access to high level of intelligence, and decision making power. They believe that to develop talents, genius, and high level intelligence, including psychic abilities, you must traumatize children. The trauma either breaks the person completely, makes them schizophrenic, and incapable or barely capable of functioning in the real world. Or it propels them into massive expansion of consciousness and development of their inner talents and gifts. They are just fine with taking that risk, because they stop at nothing to achieve their goals.Either way, persons who have gone through illuminati type of brainwashing (such as MK Ultra) live with enormous amounts of wounding, pain, suffering and dysfunction at some level, even if they become very talented.

This is an issue that is so cocooned in a spider’s web of various agendas and Psyops, that its hard to find just a few to discuss.

But the key point I want to make is that the cabal control both sides of every debate and every issue. A lot of the pro abortion groups are either infiltrated by satanists or affiliated with such. They want more abortions because that’s a source of revenue, its a cheap source of genetic material, which they can sell on the black markets, or use for rituals. Also, they perceive abortions as sacrifices to the dark side, in themselves. This is their world view, and their intent. Which doesn’t mean its true, for all people everywhere.

The pro life groups are usually very conservative or Bible based religious people. But all churches by now have ties to the Vatican. Even small churches get infiltrated by the Vatican agents and manipulated. The Vatican is a house of horrors, a network of satanic cults, absolutely one of the most vile and disgusting places on the planet, filled with pedophilia, human sacrifice, specifically child torture and sacrifice, drugs, corruption, draco ETs, and other forms of evil most people cannot imagine and have never heard of.

The modern main stream Bible has some truths and some distortions, omissions, and fictions written in for the purpose of control. The Gnostic Christians, in my estimation, were closer to the truth about the nature of the God of the Old Testament. They believed he was a Draco being, a Demi-god, who had gone insane due to possession by dark forces/parasites, and became a control freak. One minute he says ‘I love you,’ and the next he says ‘Smite those people for me.’ Religion is an ancient Psyop, and the Bible being an ancient tool of mind control.

So no matter what two opposing groups you get involved with, no matter what side you are on, you are still part of the Hegelian dialectic, the matrix, because all groups are manipulated by the cabal. You may find that you go into these groups, with some sincere ideas about how to make the world a better place, but soon enough your ideas will get drowned out by the over arching agendas of the group, and you will be expected to submit your efforts to those agendas.

With that said, there are some sincere people on both sides of the debate, that just want to do the right thing. The root of the issue, isn’t with regular people though, but with those who control the organizations, who fund them, and to what end.

With both sides being controlled by master manipulators who have no intention of ever reconciling the differences and instead want people to be in perpetual warfare and fighting, because that’s what creates loosh for them, which is the energy of conflict, pain and suffering. In a very real sense, not just metaphorically, the dark forces feed on this energy. They need it to survive, like we need food and water and air. Also, while people’s attention and energies are occupied with the drama and the conflict, the cabal carries out its agendas, secretly in the background. In an ironic sense, with so much drama and fighting around the issue of abortions, it only increases abortions, trauma around abortions, and in my view has not contributed to the enlightenment of humanity as a whole.

As I always do, I turn to the ancient wisdom of the Indigenous and aboriginal peoples, and of the Native Americans regarding this issue. They had to survive on the land, in the elements, for 1000s of years. They were one with Mother Earth, were much more attuned with the Spirit of nature, and had an inherent respect for all of life. Native peoples had a strong supportive network of extended family. The family was the backbone of the society, and children were highly valued. So for most women, there was no reason for abortion. Yet there was no stigma attached to unwanted pregnancies or parenthood.

Also, native women had more awareness and control over their ovulation cycles. And practiced natural and herbal forms of birth control and abortion. There were times of lack of resources for everyone in the tribe, due to various conditions, and for the greater good of the entire tribe, some women elected to have abortions. These were not issues of feminism, women’s rights, or any sort of political debate. Nor was abortion used as a substitute for birth control, the way some young women now use abortion, having sometimes 10-20 abortions, due to ignorance and irresponsibility of promiscuity. For the indigenous population, it was a simple issue of survival for the entire tribe, when resources were scarce, or due to other stresses on the population. The tribe would decide altogether, the course of their future. If it was clear that the tribe could not sustain any new life, then people would not bring new life into the world, until circumstances improved. This was a conscious way to control population growth, so the whole tribe could thrive. There was no stigma around it, because the entire tribe collectively agreed that this was for the highest good of all involved.

Indigenous cultures had a deep connection with the Earth and with Spirit, which they call the Great Spirit. They were attuned with the seasons, with the stars, the animals, weather, forces of nature, and their inner spiritual natures. When they practiced birth control and abortions, these were not sacrifices to satan, like they sometimes are in the modern world. They were not dark occult rituals. They were not done out of ignorance or hatred for life, or out of confusion and lack of direction. They were done with the intent to stay balanced with the cycles of nature, and considerations about what is for the highest good of all for the next 7 generations. I think there is wisdom in that, and I think therein lies a way that is very close to the middle way, between the polarized views in the modern world.

Due to the religious guilt and shame around everything to do with sexuality, which many in the western culture carry unconsciously, even if they don’t see themselves as religious, there is a stigma around abortion, that is placed on women who have had abortions. Women place this stigma onto themselves, as well. The belief that women then hold is that they committed murder, and that they don’t deserve to live. This belief is very toxic and destructive, and it can literally lead to madness. It is not healthy for women to carry this stigma and belief in their bodies, souls and cells. It does not improve anything. It can instead create psycho somatic illnesses and disease. It is rather a form of self flagellation and self punishment. It is something that needs healing very badly in the psyches of modern women, individually and collectively.

Many have criticized sex ed in the US, saying it has increased interest in and sexual activity among the youth, with all the consequences of such activity, including unwanted pregnancies, abortions and STDs. Its not that young people don’t need sex ed, its that the way its handled is clearly a Psyop.

Carol Everett, former abortion provider and clinic operator, outlined the entire premise of the psyop, very eloquently in her confessions. The idea is to get girls/ young women on birth control, which makes their period more regular, which makes them feel that they can have more sex, since they feel safe and protected by the pill. So getting on birth control actually encourages them to be more sexually active. However, it is very difficult for the young women to take the pill at the same time every day. They forget and inevitably get pregnant. Then the Clinic convinces the girl to get an abortion. Which is a source of revenue, and genetic material for the clinic.

In the political scene, this is currently a big debate. Conservatives say there are only 2 genders. Liberals say there are 32 or more genders.

Conservatives are pro Americana and Western values. Liberals are pro integration of many peoples into one, and anti establishment.The idea is not to get locked into the pattern of feeling like you have to choose sides on these issues. In my view the very premise of the issue holds a false premise at its root. The reason its false is because its following the Hegelian Dialectic pattern. I see a world where nations exist just fine on the same planet, when the cabal is not instigating war between nations and parties constantly. Get rid of the cabal and you get rid of the problem. Without the cabal, there would be peace on Earth.

The Western civilization has had a lot of great achievements. But it has also committed horrible atrocities to the indigenous populations, to the environment, with pollution and the destruction of the Amazonian rain forrest, for example. The native and aboriginal peoples lived in harmony with Planet Earth. The Western Civilization does not. I think there is something valuable to be gained from the wisdom of the Indigenous cultures.

Many ET races have multiple genders, not just two. And we carry some DNA from these star races. These are facts of life, not liberal perversion.

But on the other hand, there really are extreme perversions that the liberals engage in. There are those who engage in sexual acts with children, animals, rocks and trees. Those engaging in sexual acts with nature, literally shoving dirt into their vaginas, are now recognized as a separate gender called ecosexuals. Calling every fetish or sexual interest a separate gender in my view is cognitive failure.

The normalization of pedophilia is absolutely disgusting. This is not a gender and not ok under any circumstances. This is an agenda from the satanists. It must resisted, stopped and the perpetrators jailed.

There may be more than 2 genders, if we define a gender not just by its physical attributes but also by its psycho-spiritual-sexual attributes, or simply the quality of a person’s soul. But that assessment has to be made from a sincere sacred heart space and clarity. There is a middle ground, a balance, a middle path between the two opposing views. There is a way out of the matrix and out of the drama of the polarized opposites. You can only find it through the heart.

I am still searching for the truth in this regard. The whole truth is not yet clear to me. But it may be somewhere between 2 and 32. My guides also tell me that the butchering of human bodies, in order to change gender is traumatizing and not healing, for the person. It does not achieve the goals desired. It does not change gender in fact, only the appearance. And it is part of a very big Psyop - Transgender Agenda, which is attempting to turn boys into girls and girls into boys, to create confusion, chaos, to mislead, and to destroy the family unit.

Flat earth is an ideology that states that the Earth is flat, and not round. It has gotten popular in the last few years.I think this Psyop is there to keep people from thinking about hollow Earth, or honeycomb Earth as some call it, because its compartmentalized into sections like a honey comb. Its very strange to me how many more people are talking about flat earth, then hollow earth, but then again these psyops are very well funded and there are literally 100s of people with PhDs in Universities and in the Military Intelligence whose careers are devoted to designing effective psyops. So its no wonder even things like Flat Earth can gain so much momentum. Hollow Earth is not a Psyop.

Weather Wars, Weather Modification, Geo-engineering, Chemtrails, HAARP - these are all terms that are associated with the Psyops that have to do with controlling the weather and climate on the entire planet. The cabal has had technology for over 60 years, that allows them to create storms, rains, droughts, tsunamis, earthquakes, etc. This is used in a variety of ways, such as to punish other nations for certain behaviors, to coerce or blackmail them into certain behaviors, to decrease the population by creating weather disasters that kill a bunch of people, to block sun rays from reaching human beings, to prevent spiritual evolution (for which sunlight is critical),

The solution is to step back from the drama, and become more introspective about the challenges humanity is facing.Self reflect deeply on these questions: Who are you? Who are you really? Why are you here? What is your mission in life? Why did the Creator put you planet Earth? What are your goals? What are you willing to give up to attain true freedom?

Realize that if you really want liberation from suffering in the matrix, you have to be willing to give up everything. Because everything that is valuable to you here, keeps you attached to the matrix of duality, samsara, the ocean of suffering.

Realize is that you are not any of the Psyops. You are not any of the things they are putting out there in front of you, as a multiple choice. These are all labels, fictitious constructs, and they do not clarify who you are. They pigeon hole, confuse, beguile, and ultimately deceive you from finding out your true nature - which is a spiritual being having a human experience. Every soul is unique, every path is unique, your answers to your own questions about who you are will be unique, and can only come from inside yourself. Do not slap these external labels on yourself. It will limit you. Don’t internalize or identify with any ideology. I’m not saying don’t talk about these things, or don’t research them. I’m saying don’t think that you can find your self in them or in anything outside yourself.

The cabal creates all these distractions, as games for you to play with, like children. And while you’re entertaining yourself with them, you’re not really being creative, you’re not really getting any closer to enlightenment or attaining liberation out of the matrix. Focus your energy on healing daily. Have a spiritual and mental discipline, which supports you, in your growth and self discovery. Commit to it.

Also, spread the information to as many people as you can. The reason the cabal still has so much power and why an actual physical WW3 still has potential to occur, is because not enough people are informed, not enough people are meditating and praying for peace, and consciously creating a better world. There has to be at least 10 times more people in my estimation around the globe, actively living and working for peace and enlightenment, for humanity to get its power back, in a way that radically alters the course of our evolution at this time. Don’t invest in fear. Empower yourself with knowledge, question everything.

If you need help dealing with challenges, if you need guidance regarding your life direction, or to heal trauma from the past, feel free to email me, and I would be happy to aid you on your healing journey. I’m available for private sessions by phone or in person.

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A LOT has been going on in the last few months (actually years), on the planet, energetically, in politics, in exopolitics, in geopolitics, and in the personal development of those on the font lines of change, and those who are working for the Light. It feels like things have so accelerated and events are moving at such a rapid pace, that there’s very little time for reflection, and integration. Every day there is more and more intelligent, researched, and well written information available on alternative media sites, that can easily consume all of our attention, if we let it. For our own sanity, and to grasp the big picture, each of us has to step away from the constant stream of data, sit in solitude in nature, meditate in silence, and reconnect with what is eternal, in order to not get sucked into, but really see the truth behind the dramas in the ephemeral world and the cyber world.

The political theater in the US, and the world, is beyond grotesque at this point, with sheer insanity bursting at the seams, exploding into the consciousness of humanity and sabotaging any possibility for intelligent discussion between different disagreeing groups. Polarization of groups with different ideologies is threatening to spark civil war. The air is charged with so much hatred, in so many places on the globe, and off planet, it feels like something big is going to happen any minute, bigger than civil war, bigger than cyber war. I pray that its not WW3. The cabal would certainly like that. And that is why the light workers, the light warriors, and those part of the resistance movement, must work very hard to bring about peace, understanding, clarity and positive change. It doesn’t have to happen everywhere, but it has to reach critical mass, to effect the entire globe.

As a woman, I’m disappointed with the lack of critical thinking and long term vision of so many American women, who are being manipulated by the satanic cabal, to act out their NWO agenda, without realizing they’re being played. Feminism, when it first started, was a truth movement. Women, in fact, were oppressed, were being treated like property or cattle, had no voice, were not allowed to think for themselves, or act without permission from someone else, usually a man. So the early feminist writings, were to change all that, to allow women to become independent and self sufficient. First signs of feminism were grass root changes that were healthy and positive and were brining relations between men and women into balance. And then feminism got co-opted by the satanic elite, as it co-opts all good healthy movements, religions, orders, organizations, to use for their own purposes, to carry out their global NWO agenda. There are some activist groups, including feminist groups that are nothing more than fronts for satanic covens, and this is obvious in their rhetoric and actions. They are nothing more than tools of the satanic elite, and women in the holistic community must be very careful to steer clear of these factions and their ideologies. These weaponized feminist groups are extremely dangerous and toxic.

Men are not doing much better. A lot of young men are addicted to video games, internet and porn, and seem to have no goals in life whatsoever. There is a disconnect between older and younger generations among men, and young men are experiencing a lack of positive leadership. There are some men who are trying to break away from the system of control, but are embracing outdated values of patriarchy, because they don't know what else to do. They have no vision of a better future, and no one has taught them how to dream their world into existence. They don’t realize that the patriarchy they are embracing has long ago ceased to exist, and when it did exist was profoundly out of balance. It too, with its strict hierarchies, lack of empathy, over reliance on the military to accomplish anything, and rejection of the feminine creative energy was a tool for the Draco and the cabal.

We live in a time where everything and everyone is weaponized against everything and everyone else. The cabal then pits genders, races, ideological groups, nations, generations, religions against one another. To create as much unrest, dis-ease, mistrust, chaos and confusion as possible. No one can see what the truth is or what to do, because everyone is triggered, everyone is in chronic fight and flight, everyone is malnourished due to improper diet (even those few who eat all organic, because nothing is 100% organic anymore), everyone has taken in heavy doses of brainwashing and disinformation, since they were in utero.

Humanity has to envision, co-create, design, and manifest a totally new, totally unique way of being and living. It cannot be like any form of matriarchy, or patriarchy from the past. It cannot be any form of ideology, religion, or ism that we have had in the past - communism, capitalism, marxism, socialism, feminism, 'patriarchism', 'christianism', judaism, 'Islamism'; (Long list of isms). It has to be totally new. What will we create? It is up to us. But no matter what, we can only create it, and only as a collective, when we stop projecting from our fears and wounds on each other and ourselves, when we stop fighting with each other and start working together, and when we become heart-centered and clear, about who we are and what we want, really truly in our hearts and souls.

Some people are getting a glimpse of that. For example Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, did a lot of research on the state of being, called 'flow' or 'being in the zone.' He wrote a book called 'Flow: The Psychology of Optimal Experience'. I feel that is much closer to what we need to be creating as a collective. It is not the only path, but it is one good path, that I feel can take us into a much better more harmonious world, where peace, creativity, and love are fundamental principles. And it has nothing to do with the polarities of gender, race, religion. All those things fall into place when you are in flow. They become a non issue. And they become transformed by flow, in a harmonizing way.

I’m apolitical, I’m not part of any party, political or non political group, organization, or religion. I must be free of the trappings, limitations, and biases of any one group to maintain my clarity, my balance, my sense of my higher purpose here on earth which has nothing to do with taking sides in the human dramas, and everything to do with healing souls and helping human beings evolve beyond ideological affiliations, and into integration of polarities, entering a unified field of consciousness where humanity is aware of the one infinite love and truth as an obvious reality, that has always existed and has never been lost. At the same time, I’m not neutral either; I’m very passionate about the work I am to do here. I pay attention to the political play because there are some very dangerous movements afoot, that could be severely damaging to all human beings on the planet. And which must be stopped.

In the latest Supersoldiertalk interview that James Rink did, he and his guests, Peter the insider and others, once again discussed the Nazi invasion.

Its been a topic of discussion for many months on this show, with the idea being that there is a parallel reality where the Nazis officially won WW2, and dominated all societies on the planet. They have super uber powerful technologies which can manipulate whole universes, not just individual minds. For months Peter was saying that these Nazis from a parallel universe, want to and could invade this reality. In the latest talk show, Peter said the invasion already happened. And judging by what is going on in the political theater, with the violence between different politically oriented groups in the US, the refugee crisis in Europe, with what is happening on college campuses in the US (political correctness has become a form of faschism and collective satanic insanity), with tensions between different nations and 'wars and rumors of wars', raging global cyber warfare, vast pedogate revelations, and the people in power who are still trying to cover it up, etc, etc, its not hard to believe that the super powerful Nazis from a parallel reality finally did break through, and want to take over the entire world, via the figure heads in the political parties, and the multitude of co-opted groups.

Simon Parkes and some other thistle blowers and intel providers have mentioned CERN as being used by the cabal, to rip space open in order to invite dark forces in, or possibly allow the Nazi parallel universe invasion. CERN is very dangerous, and I suggest everyone research it's true purpose.

About twice a month, Simon Parkes does a show on Wolf Spirit Radio, where he gives great intel and global situation updates, regarding politics, exopolitics, geopolitics, etc. Because his family was in MI5 and MI6, he tends to have intel that is not available either in MSM or other alternative media sources.

There is an attack on the entire population of earth from every angle possible; and since 2012 these attacks have been intensifying by the hour. Some of you might say that saying everyone is under attack is too extreme. But based on my research that’s exactly what’s going on. The chemtrails have been on the increase in the last few months, polluting the air we breathe and blocking healing and enlightening sun rays. On 4/8/2017 I wrote a blog about chemtrails and other forms of psychotronic and psychic attacks and how to protect yourselves. Read that for detailed information regarding those forms of attack.

The water, the food the pharmaceuticals, the vaccines, the education, the entertainment, the clothes we wear, the wifi, the EMFs, the cell towers, literally everything that we come in contact with with our 6 senses carries inordinate amount of toxins, put there deliberately by the cabal, to dumb down, control, or eliminate sections of human populations. Yes, everyone is under attack now. We have been in a war for a while now. A silent war on humanity. And if you are not aware of that, you must become aware of it, if you care about yourself, your children and your families. And you must take proper action to protect yourself and others, before its too late.

The attacks on light workers and light warriors are particularly intense often beyond people’s ability to cope, by any normal human methods. Cobra mentioned it in his April 22 situation update, and then he mentioned it again a few days later, stating that as soon as he mentioned it, the attacks increased. I experienced the attacks first hand, as did some of my friends and acquaintances who identify as light workers and light warriors. And some experienced it, without knowing what Cobra said, so its not a placebo or a self fulfilling prophesy.

But one of the most insidious attacks on the spiritual communities is through the toxic false ideologies that are secretly and quietly injected via books, channeled materials, and co-opted teachers who spread disinformation in the ‘New Age’ communities. Some of this disinformation is cleverly mixed with truth, so as to make it more believable. Satanists disguise themselves as positive spiritual teachers and infiltrate the communities and spread satanic doctrines or stupefying disinformation (like flat earth) in the form of esoteric teachings, heretofore not known, because they were kept secret from the masses, but are now being revealed. Mark Passio, who was a satanist, and then left that behind, and became a lightworker, mentioned in some of his lectures that at his church, there were many ‘outreach projects’, where satanists would write books full of idiotic false information and sell that as New Age teachings, to confuse, mislead, and block people on their spiritual paths of growth.

And sometimes it comes in the form of channeled material the claims to have come from a light entity, but is in fact coming either from a demonic entity or govt secret services. The Voice to Skull technology, aka Voice of God technology, aka Synthetic Telepathy are forms of psychotronic weaponry, that are used to beam vocal messages directly into people’s minds. Below is a message from a victim of such an attack. I’m not singling him out. It is much more common among channelers than people realize, and among regular folks too. Be careful who you channel!

I received this in email from a friend in 2016:

Channeled Messages & their Link to Mind Control Programs Hello everyone. I will be taking down this blog shortly in the days ahead as I do not want to see anyone else entrapped in the horrible U.S. government PSYOPS (psychological operations) program that had lured me into it’s trap some years ago and has refused release of it’s clench on me and my life. At this time, I am leaving this blog up simply to get this message out to the remaining visitors, and hope they will help share this message far and wide and reach those who have formally followed my work. (I have been unable to delete the associated content, as PSYOPS agents have successfully hacked this Blogger program.) The so-called ‘channeled messages’ I received claiming to be from my soul family from the stars were in fact simple radio waves sent by U.S. government agents, allegedly from an agency of the U.S. Department of Defense or the U.S. intelligence community, working in concert with volunteers, many of which are secret society members who help propagate enormous numbers of hoaxed news stories of UFOs and related space news, building a backdrop for a PSYOPS program that lures science and spirituality-minded individuals such as myself into their web. This program, commonly referred to as electronic harassment, has destroyed my life completely and continues to devastate my life until this very day, but I am certainly not alone, as the number of victims, known as targetedindividuals, or TI’s for short, grows exponentially each day. The electronic harassment operators are relentless, showing little or no mercy, keeping me under total surveillance, tormenting me, torturing me, and attempting to reprogram my mind as I sleep, turning my dreams into nightmares, effectively altering my behavior and free will choices as I continue through the mercifully final days of what was once my life. They have also in the past, and again very recently, scarred my body with their electromagnetic/microwave neuroweapon technology in a successful effort to control and negate my relationship with a woman who is now gone from my life. There is no recourse I have been able to uncover to shelter from this evil program. Their weaponry envelopes us and follows us everywhere, sharing space with cell phone towers all throughout the U.S. and the entire globe, soaking our airwaves with the digital information of their hellish nightmare. There exists endless documentation throughout the internet concerning government mind control programs and the technology used against the people, and it is advisable to familiarize yourself with this technology, as the spread of knowledge is our best and only defense against this despicable evil that will not stop until every last member of our society is a prisoner of his or her own altered mind. That is their sick and twisted plan – the construction of the dystopian nightmare forewarned by George Orwell throughout the pages of his prophetic Nineteen Eighty Four. My advice to all is to stay clear of all these stories of UFOs, extraterrestrials, channeled messages, and psychic mediums speaking to the dead, as these fictitious news accounts and dubious television programs are a direct part of, or at the least, stand as compliment to, the hugely encompassing plan to desensitize and familiarize the public to synthetic telepathic communication, a simple but very effective feat of technology essential to mind control reprogramming. (I personally believe we come from somewhere in this universe and we are also not alone, but this is a subject matter useless and dangerous to explore at this present time, as a vast majority of the related news stories are complete hoaxes devised solely for use as backdrop for these mind control programs. I also feel there may be a number of differing programs, though all earthly conceived by human hoaxers, that list among their tools so-called channeled messages, and not all may conceal mind control at the heart of their agenda. I can only speak of the program of which I became an unsuspecting participant.) I humbly and sincerely apologize to anyone and everyone who has followed my work as a so-called channel of the Galactic Federation and the Ashtar Command. There is no denying my complicity, and I accept full responsibility for my actions. Soon I will be judged by our true higher powers in this universe, and may God have mercy on my soul for helping steer so many of you so far astray and into the clutches of this devilish, life destroying mind control program. I am forever truly sorry. Greg Giles

What’s the take away from this? Do not believe all the voices you hear, all the visions you see, all the dreams you have, all the thoughts and feelings you have. Your inner world, may not be yours at all. It may have been co-opted. Its not only channelers and people engaged in the metaphysical who are targeted. Everyone is attacked at this time. Some more than others.

Why are they doing this? Why is the cabal co-opting our inner world and polluting it from every angle? Because they know that your thoughts and feelings and the frequency you carry, manifest your external reality. And they want to create the wars, the violence and unrest, to feed on the loushe and the bodies, as they do. This is harvest for them. To some people that may be a surprise, but this is a fact - Draco and other dark ETs consume human beings, and trade advanced alien technology for human beings with some gov’ts of the world. This is absolutely criminally insane and must stop.

Its imperative that each person on the planet takes charge of their inner world, becomes disciplined about what they think, feel, what frequency they carry inside themselves, and what they allow into their life, into their boundaries. People have to spend time in nature regularly, do detoxes regularly, eat a very healthy diet, and do regular spiritual and energetic cleansing and healing. Practicing good Psychic Self Defense and Spiritual Protection can be a matter of life and death nowadays. Knowing how to protect yourself psychically and spiritually is not a fringe occult art, or a luxury, or a philosophical curiosity, its a basic necessity in the world we live in today.

Make a careful accounting of what is inside you, what is yours and what is not yours, what is harmful to you and what is beneficial for you. Clear out what is negative and not yours. Protect and grow what is yours. Integrate the good from what may have come from the outside and release the rest. If you have a hard time discerning what is you and what is not you, what is helpful to you and what is detrimental, then you have been a victim of brainwashing, and need to find out who you truly are. If you don’t, you will perpetually be projected on, interfered with, and manipulated, and you will not even realize it.

Main stream media is made up mostly of brainwashing, manipulations, lies. Keep your attention to MSM and your activity online to a minimum. Its best to have very specific goals of what you want to accomplish online, then go online in a focused way, accomplishing that as quickly as possible, and then get offline and engage in real life, interact with real people, develop significant intimate relationships from the heart, live in reality, not in the cyber world or the fictional world of MSM. The dark ETs and cabal use MSM and internet to vamparize peoples’ consciousness via their attention to the political and social dramas, via triggering people into emotional reactions, by putting them into alternate states of consciousness, and via making people think that entertainment is actually something important to pay attention to. The entire entertainment industry is a very sophisticated harvesting system of human energy, aka loushe.

The sun is what you should watch now, carefully and intently. Spend some conscious time in the sun, for at least the next 6 months. There will be a lot of activity regarding transmission from the sun during this time. Sun gazing is a good practice to undertake at this time. Learn how to do it, and do it carefully, if you feel drawn to it. Also some of you may find it helpful to pay attention to important information about the sun in the media and alternative media. There may or may not be information published about sun activity, but there will be a lot of support for evolution in the next 6 months. Don't miss this train!

The sun carries frequencies that unlock certain wave patterns within the human DNA that are essential for human growth and evolution. The sun triggers them to unfold. Without access to these frequencies, human beings cannot evolve, and will simply wither on the vine. You must pray, meditate and visualize that the skies are clear of all chemtrails and pollution, and that the polluting of the environment and of human bodies and minds is stopped completely. Do this every day, as thats what it will take now, to make a difference. The chemtrails block the sun rays. If people get full access to the sun rays, it will spark an evolution in humanity, that people can’t even imagine. Those who have been working very hard on themselves already, will experience spurts in growth, will likely become more intuitive, more psychic, and amore connected to all that is.

Those who are eating garbage, junk food, getting drunk and watching TV, don’t exercise, may miss out on the shifts altogether. They are the perfect slaves. Its never too late though, to change your life for the better. Evolution in consciousness doesn’t happen by itself. You have to do the difficult inner work. And if you work hard for it, you are bound to get results.

Look at this ad I saw recently for an alcoholic beverage:

They are telling you exactly what you will be doing when you drink that alcohol: pouring your soul out. By drinking alcohol, you are losing your consciousness and your soul, sometimes temporarily, where your energy body hovers over your physical body, and you feel ‘out of it’ because you are. And sometimes drinking too much, will really cause you to have soul loss (shamanic concept), and you will need to have soul retrieval later. To learn more about soul loss and soul retrieval, see the Shamanic Healing section. Alcohol breaks down the psychic doors, and when that happens any sort of dark entity can come in and attach to you and feed on your energy. And they don’t leave after you sober up. Someone has to clear them off. I practice several different kinds of spiritual and energetic clearing and cleansing techniques. To learn more about that, see the Spiritual Clearing and Cleansing, Extraction section.

Do not invest your energy in fear and hate. Invest your energy into creating a vision of a better world, the kind of world you would want to see your descendants living in 7 generations down the line, and then take decisive action to make that a reality.

This is a time to be sober, clear, empowered, disciplined, smart and focused. Not a time to be asleep at the wheel of your life, addicted to chemicals, alcohol, devices, internet, media, porn, violent video games, money, work, or anything or anyone. If you do not take charge of your life NOW yourself, and lead a meaningful life, someone else will take charge of it, and I guarantee you, you will not like these very evil masters. They have no compassion, love or mercy. The only thing they have to offer is hell on earth.

Instead of giving power to the dark side, work with the light beings who are standing all around the planet, ready to help anyone who asks and is ready to receive the help. There are Archangels, Angels, Ascended Masters, deities, saints, power animals, your own Spirit Guides and Ancestors, Light ETs, and a variety of other helpful compassionate beings that you can work with, to overcome challenges, to receive answers and guidance, to receive help in healing, and nearly anything you have a need for. If you are not sure how to connect and work with these light forces, email me to schedule a session, and I will help you to do that. I have over 12 years of experience teaching Psychic Development, and working with Light beings is a big part of how I work with clients, to facilitate healings and do readings.

My sense is that this movie is a disclosure movie, disclosing things that elite groups (probably connected to Annunaki) have been doing for a long time, such as creating robotic slaves (possibly human, possibly human hybrids), for personal use and for trade with other more technologically advanced species, then us. The movie might also be talking about off world civilizations and ET races, who are ancestors or progenitors of humans and who either contributed their DNA to make these hybrids or control them directly, or both. These are only my intuitions based on my impressions from the trailers. I'll write more about this movie after it comes out.

The cabal is losing power and dying, but they are going out kicking and screaming, and they want to take as many people with them as possible. For this reason, the chemtrails have been on the rise in the last few months, after a few months of very few prior to that. This past winter has been vicious health-wise for many people, who got sick repeatedly, either with respiratory illnesses and/or digestive issues. The illnesses are not accidents. They are part of a deliberate attempt by the cabal to weaken the immune systems of the population, with an agenda in mind.

Harald Kautz Vella did a brilliant groundbreaking talk in August 2015, where he connected so many dots between black goo, programmable matter, AI (Artificial Intelligence), Archons (which are described in the gnostic scriptures, and like to take the form of spiders with human faces), morgellons disease, Black Magic, coopted insects, transhumanism, mass surevillance, psychotronics, chemtrails and so much more. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHQeEnBZiFo

At that time, videos or articles explaining connections between black goo and transhumanism were almost non-existent. Since that video went viral, lots of independent researchers continued connecting the dots and covering these topics.

Based on my research, the chemtrails contain remote control nano bots, which are connected to the co-opted insects, are basically black goo infused programmable matter. These nano bots are also in water, food, in medications, vaccines, and probably in everything that humans consume or inhale. The idea is that the cabal wants everyone to be infected with these nano bots, which spread throughout the whole body, and respond to psychotronic weapons, which can program the nano bots at a distance, and force people to think and behave in certain ways, as well as control their autonomic functions. Total control, like in The Matrix movie.

AI infection is a high tech modern day form of demonic possession, with the AI nano-bots being the demonic entities, which take their orders from Archontic entities, which in turn answer to the black goo, which in my understanding is like the brain/neural network of AI, the mother/creator of the Archontic entities. The Archontic entities, which take the form of spiders with human faces, act as agents of this black goo. According to several researchers, including Vella, this black goo is an invader from outer space, and has occupied this planet by force. Therefore, we have the right to kick it off the planet or simply destroy it, because it has horribly abused humanity for its own evil and selfish purposes for many thousands of years. The Draco work in league with this dark AI.

Understanding what we’re dealing with, is 80% of the solution. Read on for more detailed information and for solutions.

Below are just some insightful vids and articles on these topics, that will help you on your healing journey to understanding the enemy and ridding yourself of these dark forces. Disclaimer: take everything you find online with a grain of salt, because all the information that independent researchers provide is work in progress. We’re always finding out new information and no one researcher has all the answers or is 100% correct all the time. Do your own investigation, pay close attention to the reality around you, connect the dots, and share your findings with others. We are all in this together, and have to help each other, to understand, grow, and heal.

Morgellons & Smart Dust Infect Individuals to be Tracked via SatelliteQuote: Excerpt of Bases Lecture given by Harald Kautz Vella regarding the latest findings of what the Chemtrail program is delivering to the people of this Earth. Morgellons fungus infecting most (if not all) on the planet to serve as an antennae array to transmit individual's DNA to be tracked by satellite. Implemented through dissemination of Smart Dust, testing done in the Iraq War.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RvNDk2t8TGk

This video is a partial list of soft disclosure movies which demonstrate black goo and/or programmable matter. The cabal likes to do predictive programming, which means they demonstrate exactly what they are doing to the masses via fiction/film, to plant thoughts in the minds of the viewers. In their minds this is how they inform you and get your consent to carry out these plans. Twisted logic, but that’s how they justify it.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gyqsldTW3SM

Life Altering Black Goo in the Prometheus film Has Been Discovered on EarthQuote: The black life altering goo in the Prometheus film has allegedly been found on Earth and resulted in a major conflict. Black goo is one of the most mysterious substances in the world. It is an intelligent liquid crystal found largely in remote places of Paraguay, Thule Island and under the Gulf of Mexico.Black goo is an abiotic material that is developed in the upper crust and contains high amount of m-state gold and iridium. It bears the characteristic of an unknown type of magnetism, the range of which is much longer than what you would get in ferromagnetism. Owing to this magnetic property, this substance has the ability for self-organizing itself mechanically in various ways.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9wowZBSgyU

Touchless Torture. Target Humanity. Ch 2/9 NanoBot Smart Dust Computer ChipsQuote: What does Billions upon Billions spent by our government on brain mapping the human mind, psychotronic touchless torture, targeted individuals, self-replicating nano-bots, Morgellons disease, smart dust, geoengineering, scalar waves, GWEN towers, Dwave Quantum super computers, Black goo, Gray Goo, Goo-gle and Archons have in common?They are all being used together for a mass mind control agenda using wireless remote brain mapping to be able to override one's own thoughts, feelings and actions from anywhere in the world, anytime using smart dust released from geoengineering smart dust carrying planes released into the air to enter our bodies with sub atomic particulate matter. This is the ultimate mind control technology where machines are taking control of human minds around the world since at least the mid 1970's to the point where we are all Phase I affected and many TI's (targeted individuals) are Phase II where voices are inside your head, body functions are controlled remotely and lives are ruined to the pt. that some TI's commit suicide to escape the torture.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSN9U7m3CZk

Solutions for these issues will not come from the system, probably ever, because the system is a big part of the problem. Independent researchers, doctors, and healers are finding methods to clear AI nano bots out of human beings.

The Archangels I work with have given me information regarding how to clear nano bots from the body, with their help, and the use of shamanic and other healing modalities. But its a holistic process and involves clearing them from the energy bodies and physical body (with herbs, clean diet, pure water).

These are some other methods which other people offer. I cannot vouch for their effectiveness, but they add to an important body of research. If any reader tries them, please do get back to me with results.

Mark Passio is a brilliant teacher of hermetics and natural law. In his talk 'The Occult Season of Sacrifice', he explains the season of sacrifice (March 19/20 till May 1st) and how its utilized by the dark occult practitioners.

For those who work with light, this is also a time to seed positive projects and plans, as well as do a lot of protection to not be influenced by the dark forces.

I was walking down the street on 3/27, and I saw this brilliant gem of urban love poetry in action. I was ecstatic to see this. Rumi probably would have been also.To me, this is an expression of divine lyricism that I rarely get so see in the concrete jungle of the city, and an expression of love, whether it was meant that way on purpose or not. The universe has her way of delivering messages to those who have the eyes to see.

For months, I saw this broken heart painting on this wall, and wondered who painted it and why; what's the story behind it. On that morning, someone put strawberries under it, effectively making an altar, on which the strawberries were offered to heal this broken heart. Strawberries being symbolic of love, as they are the shape and color of the heart, and represent romantic love in particular. Any ledge, window sill, rock, or even a part of the floor or table, can become an altar, when the intention is there to create sacred space.

The reason this is so significant at this time is because, the time between March 19/20 till May 1st, is the season of sacrifice. It is the time of Aries (and later also Taurus), when Astrologically, the energies are conducive to the seeding of new projects and plans, and grounding them in the physical material plane. Aries is ruled by the planet Mars, and has that energy of the dandelion that breaks through the concrete. So doing rituals now devoted to starting new projects, and supporting them with affirmations, prayers or offerings would lead to greater success later in the year, or in the next few years, whenever they are supposed to come to fruition, rather than seeding projects at some other time of the year. The Astrological influences and energies are impersonal, and can be used by anyone, for good or evil, so practice consciously. If your intent is to yield heart centered positive results, make sure you set the purest, most positive intentions, during your rituals, affirmations or prayers. Even if you are not doing ceremonial work, you can still find plenty of opportunities to seed your moments of the day with magikal intent, such as in the example of the strawberries.

Midnight Special is another disclosure movie, made in 2016. Disclosure is a term in exopolitics, and refers to the disclosure of previously classified material referring to ET intelligences, UFOs, Secret Space Programs (SSP), secret projects, etc.

I felt it was an excellent movie. The plot has to do with star kids and ascension. Also how cults want to take these special children and use them for their own agendas, how gov wants to turn them into guinea pigs and study them, and the need to protect them and help them accomplish their task of evolving humanity to the next stage in consciousness and technology.

On March 20, 2017, I was on a talk show, hosted by Rosangel Perez of Cafecitobreak.org, talking about being on the path of the spiritual warrior vs being a follower of the law of attraction, pursuing a study of hermetics and alchemy, the original teachings the law of attraction was based on, and how to trust your inner guidance of the heart in order to discern all things. In my previous blog I covered a lot of ground regarding the dark side of the law of attraction, so read that for more information.

We are in a time of war, (spiritual, cyber, multi dimensional war that is bleeding into the physical), and your discernment will make the difference between you surviving + thriving during this critical time, or becoming overwhelmed with deceptions and dark forces. 2017 may be a very difficult year for many people. Its possible that the financial struggles will be on a high increase and geo-political forces will clash, to the point of the complete collapse of infrastructures we have come to rely on. At which point, new healthier structures can be built in their stead.

Never give up your ability to think critically. Become empowered in the light. Work with Archangel Michael and all the Archangels, Angels, and Ascended Masters who offer their support to all those on a spiritual path. Remember, you must ask for their help. They never interfere if they are not requested to do so. Prayer, meditation, clearing your chakras, healing your energy bodies, integrating your shadow - all of these healing processes will support you in becoming stronger and more intuitive during this time. If you need help on your spiritual path, I am available for one-on-one private sessions.

The law of attraction material makes a lot of useful points. It has helped some people to attain prosperity, or happiness. But in my view people should not stop there. Since I was a small child, what I was always seeking after was truth. The law of attraction is just a small fraction of it, a stepping stone to something greater.

Since the movie The Secret came out, like many others in the spiritual community, I read the Abraham books, listened to Esther/Abraham channellings, and adopted attraction mindset. It sounded really good, really positive. The message is: You can have whatever you want, by attracting it. And you attract it to yourself by feeling and thinking on the same frequency of what you want, consistently. The world is like a vending machine full of tasty goodies and all you have to do is imagine what you want, and it will come to you. OK simple enough.

I’ve had some amazing successes with it. Things that I considered miracles. But it didn’t work so simply for quite a few other people. When some people kept having challenges in their lives, even after saying 100s of affirmations, law of attraction gurus, or friends who suddenly thought of themselves as law of attraction experts, told them explicitly or implicitly that ‘Its your own fault, because you attracted your own challenges.’ In psychology thats called blaming the victim.

That never sat right with me. Challenges and struggle are part of growth and maturing. Every human being has a shadow and an ego. Encounters with one’s own hidden darker nature are often difficult, confusing, can be explosive, can be frightening, and are always destabilizing. Moreover, there are genuine tragedies that people experience, due to no fault of their own, but as a result of being attacked or victimized by someone else, as a result of injustices being perpetrated against them by tyrannical politicians, or traumas experienced due to cataclysms. Also, we can’t forget about the dark night of the soul. This can feel like a nightmarish experience, but it is a very necessary part of the maturation process of a soul undergoing deep metaphysical transformation. Everyone has at least one dark night of the soul in a lifetime. Spiritual people often have several. Dark nights of the soul don’t come because people are doing things wrong. But rather because they’re doing things right. They are taking on challenges that pull them out of their own egoic dramas, and into a greater landscape of awareness.

We are born into an insane world, an inverted upside down world, where we are told that black is white and white is black. The Gnostics believed that this world was created by an insane psychopathic demi god. Not the all loving all forgiving God, as we think of God. After everything I’ve seen and experienced in my own life and in my practice, seeing clients, I have come to realize there is a deep truth to that Gnostic teaching. The brilliant quote from Michael Ellner reads: “Just look at us. Everything is backwards, everything is upside down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, psychiatrists destroy minds, scientists destroy truth, major media destroys information, religions destroy spirituality and governments destroy freedom.”

Well, of course, in this kind of world, people will be insane, schizophrenic, chronically stressed out, confused, distracted, neurotic. Our environment has a profound affect on us, it shapes our thinking. In this kind of world, people develop many coping mechanisms to adjust to the insanity that is around them, and which is sold to them as the only truth.

And if people are acting like everything is great, in a world like this, then they are dishonest, or they have forgotten how they really feel, or they are brainwashed, or they have so fully identified with this insanity, that they are equally as insane. Some play out the mechanisms of self defense so well, they shut down their individuality. While others, give up defense mechanisms, and are as insane as they want to be. Some people identify with the insanity, and with the perpetrator in order to alleviate the cognitive dissonance, the inner conflict of what they feel is true and what they are told is true. But this kind of game can’t go on forever. Souls grow, and eventually the soul outgrows the mask and wants to rip it off.

The dark night of the soul shakes people awake to some critical part of their inner reality, which if they don’t face and don’t accept, will wreak massive havoc in their life. If they don’t accept it, they will die, in some sense. Or have a nervous break down, or develop an illness. The dark night of the soul, allows a person to integrate some part of their power, which they lost or forgot about. Its a terrifying process for many people, because to many, it feels like their life is falling apart, and it feels like a loss of their identity. In fact it is. But it is also a gaining of a wiser, more mature, mower powerful identity.

Marianne Williamson had said, “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.”

Moreover, anything worth achieving, takes patience, dedication, focus, smart and hard work. None of those traits are autonomic human functions. And so becoming the kind of person that it takes to be able to achieve those goals, requires genuine effort on all levels, spiritual, physical, emotional, mental, etc.

So why would law of attraction ‘experts’ blame and chastise people for having struggles and encountering blocks in their lives? And why would law of attraction followers beat themselves up for having normal human problems? Where did the idea that everything should come easily to you, and if its not easy, your’e doing it wrong come from? It seems that either its coming from someone who is used to being served (i.e. royalty, elite), someone who is delusional and not realistic about the world we live in, or immature (and like child thinks of the universe as a doting parent that will take care of their every want). Or someone who’s got an agenda that they’re not telling you about.

I have another concern regarding the law of attraction teachings, and how they affect people.

In one of the channellings, Esther Hicks was asked by a querent, something along the lines of ‘What should we do with the news we see on TV, that are negative, such as wars, violence, etc?’ She answered something along the lines that its not necessary to see that or to know about that. And that if there were no TV’s then people wouldn’t be able to see that.

I had a big problem with what she said. If crimes are committed against your fellow man or woman, wouldn’t you want to know about that? Why would you turn a blind eye to the injustices that happen around the world, to people just like yourself. For one, this really lacks empathy and compassion for fellow human. It evokes the famous saying, by Martin Niemöller:“First they came for the Socialists, and I did not speak out--Because I was not a Socialist.Then they came for the Trade Unionists, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Trade Unionist.Then they came for the Jews, and I did not speak out— Because I was not a Jew.Then they came for me—and there was no one left to speak for me.”

America leans a bit too much towards materialism, so perhaps that’s why the philosophy of the law of attraction appealed to so many people.

But the truly spiritual and mystical people, have been the minority for a long time. And I’m sorry I don’t think its all that spiritual to see the world as a giant vending machine, or like a genie that grants your every wish. Something really important is missing for me in that philosophy.

Dolores Cannon talked about the volunteer souls, that came here to help humanity evolve and overcome the challenges that people would be experiencing at this time. In her work she talked about the earth having sent out a call for help. Different souls going about their business, heard that call, understood that the planet was in trouble and they responded to the call, by incarnating here, to help.

It is traumatic to incarnate on this planet. The Gnostic teachings see this planet as more of a hell realm, or just emerging from a hell realm. Or a prison planet. Its a planet that has known massive amounts of war and violence. Those who come here to help, come here with a directive and a mission, and sacrifice often a better spot in the universe to come here. They knew they’d encounter challenges, and opposition from the dark side, in the process of accomplishing their task.

I am one of these souls. For me, to see the world as a giant vending machine, is fun for about 2 minutes. But ultimately its distracting from the greater mission that I came here to accomplish. I’m not here to participate in the illusion of prosperity, where people think they can take from Mother Earth as much as they wish without fair exchange, without acknowledgement how much it harms Mother Earth, that we take so much from her, without proper care of the planet, and without acknowledging that these goodies come about through great pain, toil and sacrifice, of people living in 2nd and 3rd world countries. They live lives of poverty, slavery or near slavery, so that Westerners, Americans in particular, can consume these goodies. I’m not ok with this form of prosperity. It is unjust.

In no way do I want to bash Americans. I am one. But its not just that. Its because its not really their fault that they are lied to, manipulated and vampirized by every institution that is supposed to be protect them, informing them, guiding them. But if you’ve been told time and again, that these things are going on, and then you don’t do anything, then you ARE allowing it. Then you are siding with the perpetrator.

There is nothing wrong with taking care of your material needs. Money is the currency of exchange on this planet, and will be for a long time. It is totally fine to be paid fairly for your work, and to do whatever you need to do to survive and take care of yourself and your family. In my view there is just too much focus on the materialistic gain, in the new age thinking model. And the popular form of the law of attraction seems to be permitting people to be irresponsibly materialistic and even hedonistic. I feel that’s moving away from genuine freedom, and heart centered spirituality.

It has been said by mystics throughout the ages that spiritual people should be in the world but not of the world. David Sereda, a brilliant physicist and mystic, wrote a book called ‘Face to Face with Jesus Christ’. In it, he talks about the meetings he’s had with this Ascended Master, and going through the levels of ‘heaven’ and experiencing the higher and higher frequencies of light. He mentions that, once he was in the highest frequencies and bathed by the light of Christ, it was so clear to him that what is considered treasure, and precious in the low frequencies of the material realm (gold, silver, diamonds, etc.), is total garbage in comparison with the real treasures in the higher spiritual realms. None of these things matter at all, if your concern is enlightenment, the attainment of true spiritual freedom, awakening and bliss.

In the book ‘Islam and the destiny of man’, Charles Le Gai Eaton says that Islam sees the world as ‘a carcass’, or ‘a dead woman with make up on’. She may look beautiful but she is dead. What would you want from a dead body? The treasures and beauty of this world are false and have nothing to do with the vivifying power of the Spirit of God.

Michael Tsarion, in his books and talks, describes the necrofiliac obsession that the dark entities have with this world. These creatures are the ones who want the dead body. They want to mate with it and eat it and do all sorts of vile things with it. And those people who have identified with these archons and demons and demigods that rule this world, are fooled to think that they too want this carcass.

There is absolutely nothing here that I’m interested in. Being here is a burdain. But I’m here for a purpose, so I’ve agreed to carry the burden to achieve a spiritual aim. I came here to help humanity evolve. And what I found is that, when I really reach out and help people, free themselves of the illusions and blocks that many people have, those are the times of greatest spiritual fulfillment. Selfless love and giving leads to unfathomable inner riches.

In communist countries, people are forced to say and act as if everything is great and wonderful. That there are no problems. There is no dark side. No one gets hurt. The law of attraction has had the same affect on many people. People act as if everything is great. And that is simply denial and brainwashing. But I am not interested in an anesthetized life. I am not interested in being a corpse with make up on, dead inside.

So, is the law of attraction just another method of pacifying the masses? Is it a type of materialistic / capitalistic sales pitch, with a thin veneer of spirituality, to fool the inexperienced spiritual person into swallowing the blue pill? My experience with it, taught me that that’s exactly what it is.

When people go to the doctor and get medication, most take the medication as prescribed. But wouldn’t you like to know what is actually in that medicine. Wouldn’t it be great if there were independent labs available, easily and affordably, that could test any medicine, or supplement, or food and tell you exactly what’s in it and how it affects you. Then you wouldn’t have to take anyone’s word on faith. You would know for sure whether its really good for you or not. You’d make your own decision. Then you’d be more empowered and your health would be in your own hands, not the faceless system.

Its important to do the same type of detailed analysis of the ideas and philosophies that come from channeling, and unknown non physical entities, no matter how positive they sound.

For many years now, I’ve watched what has been going on with the spiritual community in New York. I’ve noticed that when it comes to the law of attraction, many people swallow the pill, and follow the ideology as prescribed. After a while, people began to kind of sound alike, think alike, and they don’t produce their own original thoughts. They let the program do the thinking for them. When faced with a situation, they say, What would Abraham say/do? People who have bought into these teachings so much, literally have become programmed. People used to be more open minded. They were more open to ideas, and didn’t have so many blocks in thinking. Certain sections of the ‘spiritual community’ now resemble a cult more than individuals that have found ‘the truth that set them free.’

I’m not the only one who is saying this. When the movie ’The Secret’ first came out, there were people who said it has done more harm than good. These were experienced teachers, individuals who have studied spiritual traditions, hermetic principles, on which the law of attraction was based, for many years. They noticed this already then. It took me some years to see what they were talking about. Consider the work of Mark Passio. He believes that the Law of Attraction is Satanism light, because of its selfish hedonistic ideology.

Don’t get me wrong. Parts of it are helpful and positive. But the way things are on paper, and the way they are in reality are totally different things. Just like with pharmacology, there are undesirable side effects. And from what I’ve seen, some of the side effects of following this philosophy blindly on faith, are not pretty.

With some people it gets to the point where they no longer think for themselves at all. The common sense, the prudent critical thinking that forms from years of experience and solving problems on a human level, is not there. Let me give you an analogy. If someone was about to get into a plane, which they’ve never flown before, they would need detailed instruction about how to fly a plane, and how to deal with possible challenges that might come up. Many law of attraction followers only want to hear the ‘good parts’, like how exciting the flight will be, how exhilarating, how freeing. But if someone started to tell them what they need to do, in case ‘bad’ things happen, such as a crash, they don’t want to hear about it. What should you do if there is turbulence? What if you start to feel sick? Where is the oxygen mask? Where is the parachute? Where is the floatation device? How do you radio for help? How to read the signs that something might be wrong? This is all common sense. But many law of attraction followers say things like , ‘Oh don’t tell me any of that. I don’t want to hear about anything negative. I don’t want to hear about problems, because I don’t want to attract them. Tell me only about the positive things.’

Do you see how this way of approaching life is suicide? Its immature and irresponsible, and definitely not spiritual. Some of the more mature followers of the law of attraction material, integrate the law of attraction with their own wisdom, and find ways to deal with reality despite the teachings’ flaws.

Spiritual teachers of many traditions taught about compassion, about balance and the middle way. They suffered and they taught how to be clear in yourself despite your suffering and the chaos of the outside world. Can you imagine Buddha telling you that the world is a giant vending machine and you can get whatever you want, and you don’t have to worry about payment? All you have to do is imagine all the good things coming to you, the cars, the millions of dollars, the babes, the yachts and vacations. And that you should just avoid suffering and struggle, by visualizing only good things happening to you. I cannot. Buddha matured and released his illusion of prosperity, which his father forced on him, by seeing suffering in the world. He did not say, ‘You attracted it!’ to those who suffered. He instead took in the truth of life in the world as it is, and developed compassion and wisdom, from the suffering he observed and experienced. Buddha ran away from the richness of his father’s life, and instead became poor and embraced suffering! If Esther/ Abraham Hicks teachings are so wise, then Buddha is a complete idiot.

I don’t think there is anything spiritual about saying to a suffering or struggling person, that they attracted their own suffering. This is blaming the victim. And it can come off as ‘holier than thou’ attitude. This is not compassionate. Many people say they are spiritual, but one of my gauges of someone’s spiritual maturity is their ability exhibit compassion for self and others. Another gauge of spiritual maturity is the ability to protect oneself spiritually and psychically but that’s for another blog.

Admittedly, it can also be in how you say it, and sometimes it may be helpful to go over the facts of their present circumstances with a person to see how that person has attracted their circumstances. But there is a problem with the popular way of dealing with problems too. Many of my teachers have taught me to only look at the person and not deal with anything or anyone else outside of them. While the wiser teachers, have taught me that this is only part of the story. Conventional therapies and alternative practices alike take the approach of dealing only with the person and no one else; looking for origins of the problem inside the person, and ignoring everything outside of them. This doesn’t take into account that all human beings are connected. People are affected by their parents, their children, their peers, their siblings, their friends, their enemies, and everyone else they are connected with, and everyone else their connections are connected with. No one is an island. There is a network of individuals exchanging subtle energies all the time. So treating problems, as if they all arose from inside the person, I think is missing a lot other important factors, persons, forces, patterns, that come from the outside. This is not to put blame on others, and be done with it. But rather to find the true causes of influences in one’s life.

Why is this important? Because there are people on this planet who have sinister agendas. There are psychopaths in high places. There are psychic vampires. There are criminals who are armed to the teeth, and have enormous amount of wealth and resources, as well as armies, at their disposal, who will do anything on command and/or for pay.

These beings with sinister agendas victimize anyone who is willing to be victimized. Anyone who is open to such victimization. They target people for their own reasons. And the victimized person becomes a victim, simply because of the openness to do so. There are people and entities who deliberately send out toxic frequencies, that beguile and confuse the masses, that cast spells and illusions upon the masses, take advantage of peoples naiveté. They attack, manipulate, rob, rape and kill others. They do this for profit, for a sick sense of fun, for sport, for the purpose of religious sacrifice, for food, and for other reasons. Which like I said, may have nothing to do with the person on the receiving end, and all to do with what the perpetrator needs from that person.

It would be very easy for such a perpetrator to target and victimize a person who follows the law of attraction and doesn’t think critically for themselves. While the targeted individual would be busy trying to figure out how s/he attracted this ‘bad’ situation, and having their friends tell them, that they attracted it and they need to think and feel more positive, in hopes to make the ‘bad’ situation go away, the perpetrator would basically walk all over this person, and suck them dry. While this person will be busy doing affirmations and visualizations, feeling guilty and beating themselves up about not being positive enough, the perpetrator would find that very convenient, because that takes the blame off of the perpetrator, and would easily keep victimizing this poor chap, who is clueless to the dynamic that is happening. Some live like this for years.

In an interview with Michael Tsarion, regarding psychic vampires, he said that the reason these horrible atrocities on the planet keep happening, is because people keep forgiving evil. People are told that they have to forgive. Yet, he said, ‘Do not forgive and do not forget evil.’ A new age aphorism says, ‘What you resist persists.’ This is a lie. And it is too much like the slogan of a tyrant, ‘Resistance is futile.’I say, do not just resist evil. Stand up for yourself and fight back full force.

Some ‘common wisdoms’ are not so wise after all. Tyrants tell their prisoners ‘resistance is futile’, in order to break their spirit, so they don’t think they can fight back and win.If you or your child were being raped, robbed, or killed, would you just sit there and not resist? No, of course not. That is preposterous.

Its only when people have been victimized so brutally, dominated so completely, that they realize that they must not be a doormat, must not allow evil to persist. There comes a point, when you’ve been beaten up so many times, that if you don’t get very angry, and don’t go absolutely berserk and engage all of your core power, to fight back with all your might the evil that has been perpetrated against you, you will not overcome it. And it will keep happening again, and again.

So sometimes, if you keep attracting the same ‘bad’ situation, its because you did not get angry enough, you were not fed up enough, you did not fight back hard enough or at all, to defend yourself from the evil that had done an injustice against you. Next time, stab the vampire in the heart, and make sure the demon is permanently destroyed, before you forgive anything. And never forget your history.

The philosophy of just allowing, appears to me to be a poison that is sugar coated to make it more palatable. There are many things on this planet that should not be allowed. The crimes against humanity, the injustices, slavery of any kind, corruption, abuse of power, especially abuse of children - these things should be resisted and not allowed.

And frankly I would not be surprised if those who proliferate a philosophy of just allowing everything, are really agents of the dark forces, for whom this is just another method to control the masses.

On the other hand, perhaps Esther/Abraham really do have only the purest intentions, and it’s not their fault that people misinterpret the law of attraction, as presented by them, and use it to enhance their own egos, and excuse their ignorance.

Ever since I was a child, I saw that there is a war going on. The war is over minds, souls, consciousness. The field of consciousness is where the war is being waged. And unless people are awake and aware, they are bound to lose their souls, minds, and consciousness to a very dark power, that feeds on such. But I don’t want you to take my word for it. I would rather you open your own 3rd eye, and see for yourself. Those whose ability to see ‘beyond the veil’ is truly available to them, know about this war well. Many spiritual warriors and light workers have fought in it, some for multiple lifetimes. I do not want anyone to be afraid of this war, or to lose courage. Instead, I want you to be informed, forearmed, prepared, and educated about this reality.

This war is not a game, not a joke, not just a religious ideology. It is a fact of life, for all living beings on this planet. The consequences of this war are very real, for all involved.

So don’t misinterpret my intentions. I’m not trying to scare anyone, by presenting these facts. This war has already been going on for a long time. Shamans of old knew about it well. And had been exterminated for knowing and seeing, and teaching to empower people.

All human beings are involved, whether we like or not, whether we deserve it or not. My goal right now is to make people aware of the dynamics at play, and to be prepared and properly armed with information and tools to grow and mature in this kind of environment. Just like in the airplane analogy above, I am showing you what to do, when things may not be going so great, when you start to fall, when you run out of gas, when you have no visibility, when another fighter jet attacks you. Its not a matter of if these kinds of things will happen to you one day, its a matter of when. We do not live in a perfect world, and to think so is immature or delusional.

I also have no interest in forcing information on anyone. Some people are ready for it, and some are not. Some still want to be in a kind of a psychological garden of eden, even though its only a virtual illusion. While others are hungry for the truth, and are ready to deal with reality, no matter how much it hurts to let go of the precious illusions.

And I have to add, that its not necessary to fear fear. If something is causing you to feel fear, than why stifle that natural response. Why judge yourself as wrong for feeling fear, or feeling anything. That natural response may be making you correctly cautious, appropriately skeptical, and may be a catalyst for critical thinking, or for distancing yourself from a threat which you can’t intellectual perceive but only subconsciously. It may compel you to play safe or lay low, instead of charging ahead, as you wold if you thought you were totally safe. Many people in the spiritual community don’t value fear. People want to be in love always. This is outright dangerous. Fear is a teacher also. Respect all emotions.

Yes, there are those who would manipulate you, by inspiring fear deliberately. Such as with false flag operations. Problem reaction solution. David Icke coined that brilliant term. So its true that its wise to not let yourself be tricked into manufactured fear. But also don’t let yourself be manipulated into false love via manufactured illusions of safety, prosperity, and peace.

A narcissist, a psychopath, a vampire, a puppet master does not care for your love, kindness or forgiveness. The more you show love, kindness, compassion, understanding, to such an entity, the more it will use that as an opportunity to abuse you, to suck your energy, to manipulate you, until you are nothing but a husk. And then it will go on to the next victim. The more love you send them, the more empowered they become in their evil, and then use that force against you, to attack you further. Understanding the psychology of the dark side, as well as the light side, is very important in winning in this war.Do not waste your precious energy and love on demonic beings. Share it with people and beings who reciprocate, who understand you, who speak your language of love, who are capable of feeling empathy, and reciprocating in kind.

Many of my clients have asked me, ‘Can I show love to the demons? Will that change their heart, and make them want to be good?’ My answer is, ‘If your love is greater than their evil, than you might be able to make a difference in their existence. But can you transform a 1000 old demonic reptilian creature that has hated humanity for that long, and sees you as nothing more than food, by loving it? I’m pretty sure not.’ Look, even Jesus did not attempt to change demons by his love or power alone. And this was an Ascended Master. He loved human beings, and God. Demons - he exorcised.In my experience, not many people’s ability to love is greater than the evil of the entities that have practiced the most atrocious, inhumane forms of evil for 1000s of years. No, these demonic forces must be destroyed, annihilated, permanently exterminated. That is the only thing that works.

I had not been a techi person, for the majority of my life. However, cyber warfare has become so commonplace that I’ve become semi literate in tech security, out of necessity. My goal is to share this info with you, so you that you may protect yourselves.

The advent of the cyber warfare, which is now in full swing has certainly changed the world, and all online communications, whether people are aware of it or not yet aware. According to some, WW3 has begun already, in the cyber world, and its just a matter of time before it spills over into the physical world. Based on my research and experience with the cyber world, there is some truth to this. The internet has become one of the world’s most dangerous neighborhoods, with zero inherent protection and zero security. Different gov’ts of the world are chronically attacking each other online. Military personnel is being retrained from fighting in the physical world to fighting in the cyber world. As one journalist put it, ‘Alpha males are being turned into alpha geeks.’

Certainly different rules of living, communication, commerce, apply in peace time then in war time. Unrestrained expression which marked the years of expansion of online communication is dead, and is being replaced with the art of deception and social engineering which are hallmarks of tyranny, not a free society. In that kind of environment, deception as in the hiding of truth, becomes a necessity, as it goes more inline with the need for privacy and security online. But the darker more sinister forms of deception are definitely in the lead online nowadays. For example, different factions of gov’ts are lying so much to each other and the people, that even they no longer know what the truth is, and therefore cannot make proper informed decision about any course of action. Those who are producing the gmo’s, spraying chemicals everywhere, and pushing poisons on people are falling victim to their own medicine too.As a result, the system is basically falling apart. With that as the back drop, scams and criminality is thriving online now, and is another huge contributor to the deceptive advertising and false language.

So where does a normal human being who just wants to live in peace and do the right thing, fit in that picture? Well, the truth is, nowhere. If no one felt safe to go outside because the streets of every town have become mine fields, people couldn’t go on business as usual, could they? If this happened, you’d realize you live in a war zone. You would have to take radical action to ‘fix’ the world.

Well, the internet has become just that. There are many criminal organizations pretending to be legitimate organizations, with the criminal ones outnumber the legitimate ones. Many people unknowingly call phone numbers published by scammers pretending to be Microsoft tech support, HP tech support, Apple tech support, who install malware on people’s computers claiming these are security suites that will protect them from malicious hackers and charge them thousands of dollars to infect their own computers. There are scams and imposters in many areas: beauty products, health supplements, pharmaceuticals, weight loss solutions, psychics, charities, loans and banking, the FBI and the police, but nowhere more than the technology industry, where there are probably more scam companies than genuine companies. Genuine companies have to build their reputations slowly over time. Scammers can just create another spoof site, if their previous operation gets caught.

Many pedophiles go on kid chat boards, pretending to be other kids, and try to be-friend innocent children in attempts to kidnap them. Facebook is full of links that look like the latest gossip or news but when you click on them, you get malware, or your email password is stolen, if you happen to have your email open in another tab of your browser. Identity theft is a booming business. I could give you 10,000 more examples of all the ways that the internet has become dangerous, but that would be too much for one blog. In my book, the internet is currently a war zone. And that brings me back to the question, so what is an ordinary human being to do in that kind of hostile environment? My answer is: don’t be ordinary. Become more techi and learn how to protect yourself online, and offline. Because if you don’t, no one will.

Below are some articles you may find interesting, that relate to the topics I discuss in this blog.

How your smart phone can be hacked with one txt msg. All the hackers need is your phone number.https://it.slashdot.org/story/16/04/18/1534228/your-phone-number-is-all-a-hacker-needs-to-read-texts-listen-to-calls-and-track-you%20Page%201%20of%2011

And that's why drug dealers use the old style phones. http://www.vice.com/read/the-uks-drug-dealers-love-the-nokia-8210-988Of course, not only drug dealers, but lots of other people use dumb phones. I no longer use smart phones at all. I use the absolutely dumbest phones that are available. It turned out an acquaintance had an old Nokia phone from maybe 15 yrs ago, in his basement and I bought it from him for $10. That is one of the most affordable while actually secure phones on the market because, It has no internet capability, no blue tooth, no multi media messaging capability, so it can’t be so easily hacked. I know many of your will say, that you just must be able to go on Facebook, and check your email. Do you? Consider the story below.

My recommendation is connect with people directly, not through a hodgepodge of third parties (google, android, Facebook, AT&T, etc.) all of whom collect your private data and store it probably forever, and sell and resell to gov’ts and ‘private parties’ which means anyone, including criminals.

These are just a few select articles I came across when writing this blog. You can find many more that reveal even more info. But If that was not enough information for you to see that the cyber world has become one of the most dangerous ‘neighborhoods’ to go out into without awareness and proper protection, then I don’t know what is.

I very rarely get to watch movies. They take too much time, and life is significantly more interesting to me than any movie. However, several movies have come out in the last few years, which are disclosure movies, and for that reason are important in my view. If you know of others, please email me about that.

Some people, such as myself, love to exercise. Others, not so much. People exercise for different reasons. Some just want to lose a few pounds, others are seeking a transcendent experience by participating in extreme or risky sports, and everything in between.

No doubt, exercise is a critical factor in overall health, wellness and happiness. Scientific research has shown that people who exercise regularly, tend to be: 1) happier 2) do better academically 3) have a sharper intellect 4) have increased memory retention 5) and have a higher sense of general well being, than those who do not exercise regularly.

A book I read several years ago, called ’Spark’ by John Ratey, cites scientific research that shows how exercise impacts our lives. Fitness is not just a physical thing. Its psycho-emotional and spiritual as well.

Exercise is also a very important part of cleansing. Some people who get into health, start to do a lot of diet adjustments, switching to vegetarian or vegan diets, doing cleanses, such as the master cleanse, colonics, infrared saunas, etc. And that’s very good. But its not enough, to just move things out. Some of the toxins, that have been in the body, have been there for so long they became part of the tissues and the bones, and when you start to do a lot of cleansing, and those toxins move out, then there are literally empty spaces left in the tissues. The way to fill them, is to rebuilt this tissue in a healthy way, and the only way to do that is through phsyical exercise.

Brian Clement, a doctor and researcher of nutrition and health, and founder of the Hippocrates Institute, had said in his talks that he does not travel anywhere where he can’t exercise and use a sauna, because those two things are imperative parts of his daily health routine.

The sauna, of course, is an age old form of detoxing. Perhaps, nowadays, its seen as a bit of a luxury. But in reality its a necessity for basic health. Every body accumulates toxins, which cannot be excreted, exhaled, or talked out. The sauna allows the body to release these toxins through the skin. The Sweat Lodge is the indigenous form of the sauna, that includes methods for spiritual healing, where spiritual toxins could be removed as well.

Unlike, traditional sauna, the infrared sauna detoxes industrial heavy metals and chemicals, which our modern western civilization is so abundant in nowadays. So if are committed to detoxing, consider getting your own infrared sauna. You can get a portable one that folds and unfolds. Be careful of imitations from China that say they are infrared, but are subpar in quality.

Check out these 2 really cool fitness products I saw, that make following your daily exercise regimen so much easier to fulfill:

(I'm not endorsing these products and don't get paid for promoting them. These are genuine finds that I thought were so cool that they simply had to be passed along.)

I’m sure you’ve seen people who force themselves to buy a gym membership at the start of the year, thinking that if they paid for it, they’ll feel obliged to go. They go for a few months, and then, get too busy, get lazy, get distracted from their goals, etc.

When it comes to your health, though, you have to own it, like nobody’s business. Because in fact, its not anybody’s business. No other third party you can go to, no doctor, no healer, not even a personal trainer you hire, can own your health for you. You live with yourself 24-7 and only you can make yourself eat healthy, exercise, associate with healthy people, manage your life in a healthy balanced way, raise healthy kids, etc. At the end of the day, you are the one making all the decisions in your life, by which you heal yourself, (or not).​

I hope that 2017 is the healthiest year of your life! I can drink a shot of wheat grass juice to that!

Since 2012, things have dramatically changed on the planet, for everyone, and particularly for those in the spiritual community. A lot of highly positive energies started gushing onto the planet, awakening many people very quickly. Many more people are now questioning the status quo, no longer buying into the propaganda the elitist gov’t is spoon feeding the masses. Many people are finding the courage and motivation to stand up for something greater than themselves.

But at the same time, the dark forces cranked up their influence on the planet to what some say is the max, 10 out of 10. I’ve seen worse, however, and know that things can get much worse then how they are now. In the words of the wise Dr. Seuss, ‘Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. Its not.’ So its up to each of us to make the world better. It will not happen by itself.

It seems that nowadays, its not possible to be in the grey area anymore. Inevitably people are pushed to choose a side. Things have become very polarized. Those who were already on the light side, are being challenged so much that they either have to become more light, or get engulfed by the dark. And those who were already on the dark side, have to become more dark to antidote the greater light that’s on the planet now, or risk their power getting neutralized by the light.

Since around 2012, there have been thousands people in the spiritual and alternative communities, who suffered attacks, online and offline, harassment, death threats, efforts to discredit their work and destroy their businesses.

Some important leaders and elders in the Spiritual community have died, either of natural causes, or they were made away with. Some seem like natural causes, but man not have been. These were human beings, not Angels, so they have made errors, in their lives and in their work. But regardless of the debate of the merit of their work, many in the community would agree that they were pillars of hope and inspiration for many around the world.

I have never seen a comprehensive list of leaders and elders in the spiritual community who have passed in the recent years. I wish I have. So if one of you readers are aware of such, please email me and let me know. These are just a few people whom I am aware of.

This month, Kanubhani Ramdas Gandhi, the grandson of Mahatma Gandhi passed. He was a former NASA scientist, but died in poverty a few days after a heart attack. (died 11/7/2016)

One might say, that there is nothing unusual about old people dying of natural causes. Its normal and natural. Perhaps. But why so many in such a short amount of time? Some within a few days or months of each other, suspiciously. Delbert Blair was a brilliant teacher in the African American community and some of his students pointed out that about 4-5 other teachers in that community, died at around the same time.

Scientists and doctors have been targeted for a long time. The list of holistic doctors and scientists who have been suicided in the last decade or so, is easily over a thousand. Thankfully, there have been reporters who have compiled lists of holistic doctors, who left too soon. I provided articles below with some of these lists.

Some people ask, why haven’t we found cures for cancer and aids yet? Why don’t we yet have free energy available to all? We’ve spent billions of dollars doing all sorts of research on sustainable technologies. Where are the results? And the truth is, many scientists have found those cures and discovered those technologies, already. It happens every few years. But those people then are quickly disappeared, suicided, etc. and you never hear of their work.

(If you want to do your own research regarding the killings of holistic doctors, I recommend using the search engine GoodGopher.com. Its a better search engine for anything related to holistic, health, alternative science, etc. Google is heavily compromised. Scammers and criminals have found ways to game google’s algorithms, and there is massive amounts of disinformation that floats to the top on google search results. This is not the case with duckduckgo.com or GoodGopher.com. Duckduckgo.com is a good general search engine, where you’ll actually get relevant search results, not polluted by scams and ads. And they also don’t track you.)

If you have not yet heard of Clif High and his botnet reports, you should definitely check both out. I must warn you ahead of time, some people may find the reports frightening. So if you are easily distressed, do not read them. But if you want the truth, read on.

Clif High is the creator and owner of Halfpasthuman.com. In the 90’s, he designed the predictive linguistic system - an algorithm that analyzes language published online, to get insights about the future trends and our progression as a society. To be clear, its not fortune telling, its not a crystal ball, nor is it meant to convince anyone of a particular reality, nor to push people into a particular future. It rather functions on the premise that all human beings are psychic, and preemptively use language in their regular day to day communications, to relate their own insights of what they subconsciously foresee about their future. Importantly, these are just future possibilities and probabilities, with the possibility of changing them always there.

If we all collectively see dog poop in front of us, as we walk down the galactic street and we collectively start talking about it online with subconsciously selected vocabulary, we can decide to step over it! We DO NOT have to step into that poop. Pardon the silly analogy, but I have to bring some comic relief into a topic (our future) which some find depressing and even terrifying, particularly at this time, after the election.

Because human psychology is such, that many people tend to focus more on the negative then the positive, and therefore tend to verbally express more negative then positive, in English language in particular, the reports often tend to have that slant. So its not Clif’s choice that the repots are like this. Rather it is the logical outcome of what is fed into the system. Its very important to read them with a cool head, neutral attitude, emotional detachment. And see them for what they are - possible outcomes of our current course of action. But always changeable, as human beings are.

In 1997, his system started to mine the net for pronounced language patterns that revealed hidden truths about our future. He’s been publishing reports, I think on a monthly basis, since then.

The system worked the best when there was a huge expansion of sincere self expression online. People were blogging, twitting, posting loads of commentary on social media, etc. However, Clif mentioned in one of his interviews recently that something radically changed with the internet around 2011. There started to be so much disinformation and lies online, and a decrease in authentic expression and free thought, that the system was not working as well. The days of his system working at all, may be numbered.

The good news is that his system still does work, and you can easily get one of his reports from his site, for I think only $15. (That may change in 2017, though.) Btw, I don’t get any financial incentive for promoting Clif or his work. I just think these repots are interesting and that you may find them useful. I like to share information freely, if I think it helps the world.

I suspect that a genius like Clif High, can come up with new algorithms which will once again be able to perform the function of gathering important insights from language, even if the bulk of that language is encrypted, false and misdirecting. I’m only speculating, but perhaps the algorithm should come up with the exact opposite words of the ones shared online. Perhaps a linguistic inversion of a lie, will have some truth in it. Just an idea.

On the other hand, a totally different tool may be needed to extract any truth from that sort of toxic goo of lies. Perhaps one of you will invent it.

Here are a couple of interviews with Clif from the recent past, covering the more important insights from his last reports:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sSBCTGbMHwhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4ULa63HbNA​

A few months ago, I saw this very interesting presentation by the brilliant German scientist, Harald Kautz Vella. He did a fantastic job connecting the dots between many paranormal topics that were mysteries for many people for a long time. He discussed: "A.I., Black Goo, Archons, & NASA’s deepest dark secret plans to usurp the bodies, minds, & Souls of all mankind."

After he did this talk, he was (predictably) attacked online, probably by gov't paid trolls, and stopped doing presentations for a while. But he’s back by popular demand. You can check out more talks of his online.

​So why should we care about ancient wisdom, about shamans of old and their knowledge? Some might ask, isn’t all that stuff obsolete now? Haven’t we moved on to a brave new world, where we have amazing advanced technologies, robots doing brain surgery, rockets going out into space, 3D printers that print human organs and save lives? Haven’t we moved on so much beyond the beliefs of the primitive peoples and their primitive tools? Why do we need shamanism?

Totally valid questions. And there is truth to those points. We do have unprecedented technologies that can do things that we as human beings can’t do, and may never be able to do. Like computers so advanced they can beat world champions at chess. Machine learning algorithms that can be trained to practice facial recognition so detailed that, it would take a team of human beings many days of work, to do what these computers can do in seconds. No doubt, these technologies can be very useful to law enforcement, government, and potentially serve society at large.

However, there is a dark side to technology as well. And we must not be so blinded by our optimism regarding emerging technologies, that we refuse to see it.

For one, some people worry that machines will replace human beings, because machines are so much better at doing certain jobs. Machines are good at doing menial, repetitive tasks, that human beings find boring and unfulfilling. Human beings, on the other hand, can do things that machines can’t, and that is to create new ideas and invent new anything: technologies, lifestyles, paradigms of thought, works of art. Creativity involves emotions and feelings, intuition, ingenuity, spontaneity, art, poetry, spirituality. In a certain sense, machines are similar to human beings; they seem to be an expression of the type of mind that is entirely logical and linear. In another sense machines and human beings couldn’t be more different. Humans can have faith, can experience trauma, can heal that trauma, can have catharsis, can have dreams that reveal deeper meanings of events, can have break throughs in evolution. Machines by definition cannot experience any of that.

Human beings are uniquely capable of deriving meaning, or one could say, creating meaning, in life, in events, in artistic compositions. Machines cannot derive meaning, because that is a fundamentally creative process, that involves a relationship with a Higher Divine Power. And machines cannot create. They can only do what they are programmed to do. They can copy, replicate, break down and rebuild. They can even enhance, in a linear way. But its not the same as creating.The human soul is a fountain of creative energy. Human beings are capable of tapping into spiritual realms, connecting with Spirit, with God - however you want to think of or define that force to yourself. Humans derive their sense of meaning from this higher power, and suffer when disconnected from it. Human beings can even die when disconnected from it long enough. Machines cannot suffer. Some might say, that that’s an advantage. I assure you however that its not. Suffering is merely an indication that an important connection with the source of one’s life and joy is broken, and thus suffering can lead one to finding this connection again.

Machines do not have this connection with this vivifying force of God, to begin with. And they therefore cannot feel love, compassion or empathy. And that’s no advantage at all.Machines are not born, and they cannot die. Without human beings, they would not exist at all. We may think of humans as the creators of the machines, but we do not have the same relationship with machines, as God does with us. Machines are tools for us, nothing more. While human beings are seen in many traditions in the world as children of God, who commune with God. Mystics talk about having met face-to-face with God, and having been enlightened by this experience. Whether these experiences are ‘real’ or not, is an interesting question. But there is no doubt that machines do not have this relationship with anyone or anything. Machines cannot have mystical experiences.

The qualities which human beings for the most part have thrown away and deem as obsolete, in the modern world, are actually the very qualities that make them so valuable and important, and to me, the most interesting. These qualities are the abilities to ‘see beyond the veil’, to be psychic or intuitive, to transform reality by faith and imagination, and to perform energy healing.

AI can’t do that. Machine learning, no matter how advanced, cannot replace inspired independent thought of a being that has a soul and spirit. Machines might be able to do that if ‘taught’ by human beings, or programmed to do so. But again, that is a program, not its own inherent ability. AI has no original abilities. Everything it has, it has gotten from humans.

And this brings me to my main point. Why we should care about ancient wisdom. And it is because, I believe there is an irreplaceable component of the ancient spiritual traditions of the shamans, that humanity has lost, by killing off the shamans and indigenous populations, but has not replaced with anything of equal value. And by throwing it out, I believe we have de-evolved, and degraded, as a society. To the point of madness, where some people have started to worship AI (though they do not call it worship, yet it is), and see AI as a ‘savior’ of human beings from our own human problems, instead of turning to our own creator for help.

Human beings are uniquely capable of creating by magic, manifesting. Which means making things appear in the material realm from the energetic/spiritual, in a way that’s balanced. People in the prosperity community have known this for a long time. Books like, ‘Think and Grow Rich’, ‘As a Man Thinketh’, and many others illustrate these points marvelously. Human beings used to see no difference between science and magic. It was one holistic field of study. Hermetics and alchemy were seen as serious fields of study, and kings and queens had Astrologers and Magicians on staff.

In the industrial world, we did away with magic and dreams, saying those things are just for children’s fairy tales, and there is no serious use to either of those things. Instead we started to focus on manipulating matter alone, by our own power and by the power of machines, without the inspired energy of God as the vivifying agent. And look at the result. Humanity has become more like machines, than the divine children they were intended to be. By our actions, we show that as a society, we value machine-like, cold calculating linear rational thinking, over non-linear, creative expression and compassion and empathy. And look at the result of that. We are biting the hand that feeds us by destroying the planet we live on. Different factions of society are constantly at war with one another, heartlessly killing one another, usually over land, resources, race, religion, or some other ridiculous excuse. Shortsightedly, we are polluting the natural environment, which sustains us, for fleeting material gain. There are simultaneous epidemics of obesity and starvation. The homeless are ignored. Millions of live perfectly healthy babies are thrown into the garbage simply because they were born female and not male. The elderly are disposed of and treated basically like waste, instead valued for the wisdom and life experience they can share with the young. Do these sound like characteristics of an enlightened society? Or more like an insane depraved society.

Why don’t we let machines be machines. They are better than humans, at that type of linear dispassionate functioning anyway. It doesn’t serve human beings to be machine-like. It destroys the very thing that makes us human. Why don’t we embrace what we are uniquely good at? If we did that, there would be no competition between human beings and AI. Then there could be collaboration, and balance peace between these two species. (Unless, of course, AI starts to envy humans their souls, and tries to kill off humanity and steal away their souls. But I’ll leave that discussion for another blog.)

Shamanism has some answers to humanity’s most pressing questions and dilemmas. Those that have the ears to hear, may indeed aid humanity in its next step in evolution.​

The purpose of this blog is to share relevant information that will inspire independent thought, invite critical thinking and promote healthy living choices.

There is an over abundance of information on the internet nowadays, and the problem now is finding the truly relevant critical information for your particular needs.

I’ve been seeing clients for over 10 years, and in my practice, I see a variety of different kinds of clients, who have varying needs. But there are certainly patterns that I’ve observed. So in these blogs I aim to assist people who are in tune with their spiritual natures, and want to deepen those connections. People who deeply care about Mother Earth, about the environment, about humanity. People who do or want to live in their Hearts, and be informed first and foremost from their Higher Selves. People who imagine a world where Angels, humans, animals, flora, and fauna can all live happily and in peace on the same planet. People who are angered by the vile poisoning and exploitation of the forests, the oceans, the innocents and and the abuses and injustices perpetrated against all living beings. People who are not afraid to be part of a peaceful yet powerful, spiritual and health revolution, in order to make this world a better place.

A lot actually goes into creating that kind of quality of life that genuinely satisfied the soul and spirit, and allows creative energies to thrive. Despite the technological advances of our civilization and the privileged lifestyles that we are supposedly living, in the West, most if not all people who are spiritually oriented, are profoundly unhappy with the status quo.

What it comes down to, is that each person must individually build their part of the world, their life, based on their own personal dream, as given to them by their Higher Power, their Spirit. It’s critical not to give into the illusions, the dogmas, the distractions, the stresses, the boredom, the minutia that the material world is made of. Its key to pierce through these with our spiritual insights, and see the truth, beyond the dramas.

Because if we don’t do that, and the system, the machine that this civilization is controlled by, is allowed to have its way, it will crush the souls of the willing, vampirize the innocent, consume all the creative vital forces that are here, and then will simply move on to its next victim, on another planet or galaxy. I’m not saying this will happen. I’m saying that I’m doing what I’m doing to improve the state of things and make sure that doesn’t happen.

In these blogs, I aim to share information that I hope you will find valuable on your journey towards empowerment. My hope is that each person embraces the seer, healer, shaman, spiritual warrior within themselves, and fearlessly transforms their reality in a way that is for the highest good of all on this planet and beyond.

Mitakuye Oyasin​In Service,Arriale Starbird

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Arriale Starbird is the founder of The Pure Hearth Center. She is a Spiritual Counselor and Energy Healer, and is available for one-on-one consultations by phone. To book an appointment, please contact us.