The Sword of Truth does not draw itself to battle men with the same consciousness that creates their illusion. Instead it cuts through the density of the false so one can see the light within it and know their Truth.

I AM The Sword of Truth

My speech at The Billy De Frank LGBT Center, 2015

As a woman, I am not saying the battle up until now has not been necessary, or important for it has brought to the attention of the world a reflection of their own separation and opportunity for wholeness like never ever before. It has shone a bright light on what is not only unfair, but what seeks to oppress and control.It has expanded the truth beyond GAY rights to the fact that they are HUMAN RIGHTS and opened the door for all spirits of humans to be free in their unique expression.The voices of women and men who have had the courage to be themselves are helping destroy the barriers for every human that they may express their rainbow souls fully.It is a great time for all spirits as gender takes a back seat.

The consciousness and the system we have been forced to work within is CHANGING more now than ever.The old structures will not be able to sustain that which is taking place in the evolution of human consciousness.

The fight has been about the liberation of the female spirit, much more than the female body, God’s most beautiful vessel.I am saying we are now moving beyond that fight.

Women are finally becoming or “coming into being “ the truth of Spirit which blurrs, levels, dissolves all barriers that mother, father, society and religion have previously kept her contained wthin.

Taking the higher road of wholeness we become that for ourselves, our children our communities our country as the Spirit of Woman in the western world leads the rest to freedom.

"The nature of woman is for the essence of spirit to work through her heart and in her heart is the power to address all that is man".

It is not in celebrating diversity we will find acceptance, but rather in the celebration of our sameness.Spirit of Woman is not one thing she is everything. Not one color of god’s rainbow, but every single color. We are growing beyond the limiting concept of gender which seeks to limit and separate from that which is not separate from any one thing.One must not forget the truth of the spirit they are, or they will forever be fighting on the battlefield of duality and ignorance.

Nature itself is showing us how to get over the differences and suspicions of each other and love. Did you ever stop to think that maybe it was “the human perspective of separation” imposed upon them that made us believe they didn’t get along in the first place???It is the limited human consciousness that says men are from mars women are from venus.

Today is my daughters 25th Birthday and I stand here today doubly empowered in her mention. Her father encourages her not to speak or articulate her political insight with his family because she is a woman.

This man is not an asshole, this man is not a pig, this man was programmed deeply and fearfully when he was small by his parents and his culture. He couldn’t muster the strength to find the courage to break away from others beliefs and come to his own truth at that time.

I pray for his awakening and all men like him, for they believe they have found certain freedom from their pain by hearing nothing in their words. I bless all in their ignorance, I came into my compassion through my own healing and raising my girl to love and see it for what it is and see it through the eyes of compassion and truth even when it broke her heart.

My daughter, this being of infinite intelligence and wisdom encased in the form of Spirit’s most ancient classic beauty is working her way up the ranks of politics to be what her Spirit is, not the bitter feminine against the man, but a wise force that can navigate her way around it seeing the whole picture not just her piece of the puzzle.

Its time to heal and learn to lead from the altar of your undivided heart and the world will change reflecting your wholeness.The only way to lead anything out the darkness is by reflecting the light unto to it, not in opposition to what you judge its stands for, for the spirit of man is also the spirit of you. It is everywhere, un definable, cannot be contained or confined. It is the courage and the freedom that leads with no barriers in the confidence of its knowing ness .

Senator Wendy Davis is a great example of The Spirit of Woman standing in pink tennis shoes speaking her truth with respect and grace to the super sized men of the old way who sought to knock her off her mark with comments and facial gestures for an eleven hour fillibuster. Not pushing back from her pain or judgement but leading from Spirit in her heart.

As the paradigm continues to shift, men will serve supporting through the heart and service of the women, rather than the women serving with their heart through the ego of the man. When the paradigm shifts completely and one aligns with the sovereign self, there will be no more role playing of any kind accept among those whose choose to cling to their outdated identity.

I chose Queen Elizabeth Rex to be the image of what represents the power and the peace a woman can sustain in her life and the lives of others with her undying connection to her in dwelling Spirit. It is your Sovereign self your only true self that rules all that is The Spirit of Woman.

"Learn to see the difference in no thing,, for it is within your capacity to see beyond the symbology, the colours, the outer appearances even the vibrational interpretation of that you then decide you dislike or like and then give it meaning. Dispel all separation by loving the self and recognize the perfection living within ALL things." . .

"Prepare now for what you will inevitably meet face to face. For it is not about the part of yourself you will discover, but your ability to respond when it looks you in the eye."

Gender does not create competition or resentment among others. Ones unconscious or conscious struggle to break free from self imposed limitation creates this conflict. All conflict begins and ends from within.Only those who love can stand and observe, stand and be whole.It is within your wholeness that others are whole. In your division they are condemned.

We are coming into a time where we must learn to lead from the intelligence and wisdom of Spirit and not from the wounded ego. Love yourself, heal yourself . . . don’t just begin anew . . . .become anew .

New pathways to the heart cannot be created with old words from the mind.Do not look outside yourself for approval, acceptance and validation but in your heart. Your external focus leaves your heart empty and your search for love ending. You are enough. . . the Spirt of you is enough.Parents are wise to raise their children as the souls they are instead of the children they want them to be.Unfortunately with many of us this was not the case. But when you learn to parent the child within you, nurture the wounded one with the spirit within that she really is, you become the divine expression of the rainbow soul that dwells within. See beneath projections of love and you cannot be fooled by the fear residing within it. For it is not the actions from which one professes love, but from the source from which one extends it. For he who loves others is loving He who loves himself is whole. Thank You.

​Great is as always a matter of perception and one's perception of "great" when compared to what others, society etc. call great, is where "great" not only diminishes their service in this perception, but diminishes the light within from whom the comparison comes. No one is called to serve the same.

Alexander the Great was Great for what that meant then. Tutored by the most awesome philosophers , his soul path to become King and leader. He was the great example of how people were led and influenced by the consciousness of the time.It takes courage to align with what is your mission and bring it about for the benefit of others. No matter what your calling, no matter how you will your spirit, no matter how it looks to others, it serves. . . someone is always being served no matter what.

Great is what most often has been put in place by the ego and not your own. One is Great because of how many followed him or her, how many people benefited from its service. Or by how many elevate this person above themselves not recognizing their own greatness. Then when they are disappointed finding those they put above themselves as human, they seek to tear them down through their own veil of unworthiness.

Sometimes "great" is measured in how softly one walks in the world, and to those who feel this type service is somehow more worthy than that of those who express themselves from the same source in a different way, do no not what it means to serve.When one who serves as a beacon of a love that inspires growth through truth, it is only considered great by those who have the courage to love their own resistance. It takes perhaps more humility to serve God from a larger more dynamic platform because the ego must constantly surrender in the face of resistance in order to do so. The connection to the self must be held strong and able to fair the relentless storms of criticism, comparison, and ignorance projected upon self from others.Immense compassion is required here because to love all faces from which this darkness is cast, is to understand their pain from the other side of your own, How you love yourself is how you are able to love others.

What makes someone "great" is the amount of light they hold and exude. Their words then carried on the frequency from which they are aligned, goes out and touches everyone in their path.For most people the vibration of the Christ, unconditional love, is what is most sought after because people have not yet aligned with that source of love within themselves.They follow and seek external love because they need to feel love they need to feel loved. Even when presented with the tools to nurture this connection, they do not want empowerment, they would rather gather more around themselves who need love and try to be that for each other.

However, when one is aligned with the love within themselves, they seek not love, acceptance or approval from external reality, They have moved beyond the need to be loved, to being the love and a shining example for others.

"The days of the Guru are gone" came to me years ago , in those exact words. This wisdom came at the beginning of the age of true empowerment which is now upon us.

I suppose one must ask "what makes a guru a guru"? Or even better who?

Not reading my whole life on any subjects and of spirituality especially and purposefully, I have deduced through the excavation and integration of my souls rich history that WE make the person a guru or not.I understand in literal terms it means "one who brings another to light", so that could mean your therapist or mother, priest or even Yeshua..

Is a guru defined by clothing? The colour of the clothing? What food they eat or not? If they do yoga? The geographic origin of the body? Economic status? By how many people choose to sit around them and listen/ learn? What criteria does one use? Or is it merely the old structure of dis-empowerment that need be recognized, transmuted and rebuilt as the sovereign self?

Guru in this day and age means dis empowerment depending on YOUR definition of what following ones teachings means.If you identify the teaching with the person, there can be a trap, a co-dependence instead of a steady stream of appreciation that is reciprical.. One who is aligned with spirit is more powerful than millions who are not. The millions who do not take the time to nurture their own connection fall into these ruts.

Most people still cannot or do not want to hold their own space beyond the church or temple, so they must keep going back wanting the teacher to hold the space for them. THOSE days are gone. A teacher ideally gives you tools that teach you how to feed yourself for life, not feed you for a day. A teacher who can relate to your process has wisdom to impart as you climb the rungs of your soul's destiny.

Throughout time there have been those who were able to access higher consciousness beyond the density of this dimension and dazzle others in the stark contrast of reality. They were followed and gathered around because people felt something in them that they were disconnected from within themselves. It is very easy to remain at peace sequestered on a mountain top void of all reflection and feel like a holy man. It takes a different kind of spirit to be that love and light among the masses within the human condition.

Even the days of the middleman are coming to a close. Once one learns to love through the integration of their divided mind and heart, one accepts and sees themselves AS that love and wholeness is realized. Then the middleman or Yeshua must be disregarded as something with another name. You share the same consciousness in your wholeness and in truth.

Guru has a bad connotation because it has been used as a blanket term to describe one who has people or students who "follow" or gather many other like souls.There are many not so wise who know the power of leading through the weakness of people's minds and need for love and direction. Hilter was one, the Catholic church is another when you consider that in both cases there is extreme control and power over the minds and hearts and no love to be found in the rules.

Humility is a condition often demanded by humans to diminish the power of another. Humility is a feeling when the heart connection has resonated with the essence of the spirit not the human from which it speaks. Gratitude for the channel goes without question, humility comes in the presence of holiness which is rarely completely embodied in a human and never discovered in the ego.I AM The Sword of Truth" I am the lord thy God, put no man before me" is one of the ten commandments that was given to Moses. To me it means a number of things.1) No "man" meaning person, wife, husband, church, holy person2) Anyone who would be a guru worshipping him instead of the spirit within you3) Any statues or idols4) All negative thinking, emotions

All of the above are false Gods, and anything you put between you and your spirit is just that.

Gurus DO serve even in the worst of ways because it is the lessons that go with giving away or misusing power that are being offered in such a setting.

It is wonderful to align with the umbrella of a good teacher for as long as you are serving your personal development with the teachings, for you are enfolded by the consciousness they derive from a concentrated source. It can be quicker for you, IF they are teaching YOU how to align with YOU and not following some sort of rigid belief system. All antiquated structures on every level are being destroyed and crumbling.

"Remember man that you are light and to light you shall return"Rev. Siobhan Nicolaou

The illusion of darkness or evil will continue to manifest until it is loved enough to surrender to the truth of itself.It will never be enough to re mind an unintegrated mind that what it perceives is not real. The point is to re member, or make whole what appears separate by re minding the program of illusion that it is love. One cannot do that reinforcing opposition. Not only the program in the mind must be integrated but the emotions that created the beliefs to begin with. Evil does not consciously know the essence of itself - it has intrinsic value it cannot recognize by being told it does not exist. It only recognizes the truth of itself through love. Darkness is as much light at the truth of itself as the one who came in shining. Shining eyes can't often relate to what it hasn't experienced or recalled on the path of its own evolution. Divine Compassion not judgement or evaluation is the first step to truly understand the loudest cries for love, but cannot be felt unless one can but for a moment imagine or re member what it feels like at the bottom of the deepest crevasse of separation.

Everything was created in the likeness of god meaning consciousness not form. The form only exists through unintegrated perception of duality which gives it power, free will, and a life of its own using the energy of source contrary to the consciousness of love or its true self.

All perceived evil is Unconsciousness. It is as innocent as a lamb. Ignorance and innocence are synonymous. For when evil is under the influence of love long enough it will succumb like everything else. You do not have to dance with it to love it, just do not oppose it and empower its feelings of unworthiness.No energy moves in a counter clockwise direction as an opposing force. Energy or consciousness is always moving forward either in separation or wholeness. Look at a spiral in the mirror, counterclockwise is a matter of belief in opposition.

There are no opposites in truth. . . the essence of Darkness is Light, the essence of Hatred is Love, the essence of Sadness is Joy, the Essence of Black is Gold in this dimension until enough illusion has been integrated to reveal the oneness of spirit at the truth of its being. This supports the consciousness that is rapidly awakening on the planet at this time.

If there were no light within the darkness it could never identify itself and be reborn.It is the light that remains steadfast within the darkness propelling it forward to the discovery of its true self.The paths the ego follows and the choices that it makes while in its progression forward appears to be moving in the opposite direction or away from source when in fact it is always moving in the direction of truth. but on an extremely slow and arduous path.

" For most men darkness is the only path to the light"Rev. Siobhan Nicoalou

Perception

Yin and Yang is a very outdated teaching. . . balanced in opposition within the whole. Black and White. When one comes from an integrated consciousness one knows that it operates from the one consciousness that is beyond male/ female, dark and light. The integrated darkness, the integrated gender. Not operating from one or the other. Most channels today still believe they must bring through that which is already within them from an outside source. You find wholeness within the self.

If you can see only those who walk in the light of service wrapped in white sheets, subdued or wearing orange robes, you will not recognize the light when it shows up wearing black heels and red lipstick. A woman who is considered more humble because she wears no color on her face or nails is a false interpretation of the ego.

Humility is a term often demanded by humans to diminish the power of another. Humility is a feeling felt when the heart connection has resonated with the essence of the spirit not the channel from which it speaks. Gratitude for the channel goes without question, humility comes in the presence of holiness which is rarely completely embodied in a human and never discovered in the ego.

Wholeness is the language of truth, the way of truth and the way of being beyond all shadow of illusion. One cannot get there by solely changing their mind, channeling or learning the words. Without transmuting the ego/ personality within the physical and emotional body, one may be a great knower of truth but unable to experience consciousness completely.

Ego is predictable, it has a vibrational pattern of constructs and conditions easy to decode.

Love is unpredictable because it allows without conditions, as all outcomes are possible in love. The expectation of that which is yet uncertain and divine, inspires and opens its trusting hearts in the unfolding of its grace.

"It is not "evil" that propels man forward in its ignorance. It is the light force within the darkness that keeps it moving forward creating larger and larger circumstances for its awakening. Because light is the essence of all things including darkness, there cannot possibly be one thing not engaged in movement toward the realization of this truth.

﻿The heart of God has no barriers, boundaries or need for discernment it's love is limitless and extended to all beings. Human hearts discern, sifting through piles of perception discriminating, contracting extending conditional love based in fear.

It is said Yeshua road into Jerusalem on Palm Sunday upon a donkey symbolizing that he came in peace instead of a horse a symbol for war. . appropriate interpretation for the level of consciousness of the time, but I say to you now;"Learn to see the difference in no thing,, for it is within your capacity to see beyond the symbology, the colours, the outer appearances even the vibrational interpretation of that you then decide you dislike or like and then give it meaning. Dispel all separation in loving the self and recognize the perfection living within all things." . ."Prepare now for what you will inevitably meet face to face. For it is not about the part of yourself you will discover, but your ability to respond when it looks you in the eye."

Einstein said:You cannot solve a problem with the same consciousness that created it”"I say consider this carefully when you meet with something you find yourself quick to oppose. Heal the conflict within your divided self before taking action, and you will find at the end there is no action to take, there is only love".

Money does not create competition or resentment among others. Ones unconscious or conscious struggle to break free from self imposed limitation creates this conflict.In the throws of this fire those around it will burn, some with compassion, some with fear, some with judgement. Only those who love can stand and observe, stand and support, stand and be whole. It is within your wholeness that others are whole. In your division they are condemned.

"You see a sliver in your friends eye, but do not see the timber in your own. When you take the timber from your own, then you will see well enough to remove the sliver from your friends".

I say:"You cannot see the sliver in someone else's eye unless you have seen your own".

"I have seen the forest in my own which I cut down to become the timber to which I set fire to become the sliver and in the transmutation of the sliver, I could not only remove the sliver from my brother's eye, but see beyond the sliver to the truth that lies within."

We will not cease transmitting so your sense of self feels safe within the limited parameters of your delusion. This is the time of the great awakening. Your resistance serves to show you what must be overcome to surrender to yourself completely. I am your one, your all, your only self.

I Am The Sword of Truth

We all are being shifted, moved, gathered and tried beyond measure to expand. As you ponder the media remember the truth . . it is propaganda, it is false, it is spewed into your mind and living room with intention.

The more light and truth flooded onto this playing field makes the next move even bigger by our self created opponents. All that is out there is created and perpetuated by the unintegrated emotions that divide your mind. The only way to change this level of the playing field is to focus elsewhere, focus on the truth. Give your unhealed emotions only enough attention to integrate them, then get back to the truth. All conflict begins and ends within the self.

Most have been taught to take on a "personality" created by a false sense of self and identify with that instead of the light being within. Many are taught to hold themselves apart from the truth within and take on the truths of the world. As a result the false gods become the dominant forces in their lives and over power and shadow the essence of the being they truly are.

In the Tanakh God said:

"I am the LORD thy God, who brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.Thou shalt have no other gods before Me. Thou shalt not make unto thee a graven image, nor any manner of likeness, of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; thou shalt not bow down unto them, nor serve them".

False gods literally means everything that is not "whole" anything that is not "holy". Emotions are false gods and humans are slaves to them. Emotions create and run their lives as if they were real. The news is a false god, your ego is a false god, anything you give your power to in the world of illusion is a false god.

Self awareness is of paramount importance at this time as we listen to our words and our emotions realizing they are small unintegrated parts of the whole self. The tools of integration are quick and mighty in reclaiming the light within and move the light of the true being back to center stage. Over time the light becomes the dominant force and perceptions change, there is peace within therefore peace without . . light within you see light and perfection all around . You cease to simply "know" about the light, you instead "become or embody" the light.

Author"I will not apologize or defend who I am or who you see me to be. Those who face me face themselves. I am the projection of your greatest triumphs and your greatest fears. I am not one thing, I am everything. I am the light within your darkness that in truth does not exist. You have called me forth in your most light filled and darkest moments.I am your strength, love and healing fire of transmutation. For it is with me you stand naked to the core of your most undesirable and desirable self.I am your vulnerability and your righteousness, I am the unconditional love of the son, the light of the father the nurturing that is your mother and the powerful love of transformation. I am you personified," I AM Siobhan Nicolaou, The Sword of Truth