got lost in you for a while cause it was easier than being myself somehow this all got stronger funny how you knew it was all fucked up but still alright funny how i couldn't make it that way when i wanted i was mad but not insane i hated everything that day

i didn't want to lie it was just something to do i didn't have to cry it just felt like i wanted to you say you understand how could you

your mouth threatens a smile catching in the corner of my eye blink twice try to wash it out feels like sin, tasts like nothing, spit it out it lingers black in your art a tapestry of lines and hours

i didn't want to lie it was just something to do i didn't have to cry it just felt like i wanted to didn't want to admit it was bigger than me you say you understand how could you

no daylight no wind here no breathing now stay still just for the while there's no more trickery