i show no emotion if i do i show fear i'm always brave the one that will not back down with out a fight i will do anything for my flock a.k.a family and friends i will die for them i love them all with me around we are brave strong we won't back down while i'm here but if my...

I am just indescribable I guess. My husband and I have had problems for several years.
Husband is an alcoholic. I know this is anonymous - so I am putting this out there.
I go to Al-Anon meetings, at least I try to once a week.&nbsp...

I know people who openly express how they are feeling to everyone and they constantly get attention. As much as I wish I'd get attention like that sometimes, most of the time I'm glad that I don't. The problem is that people don't leave you alone if you are constantly...

I have always hid my feelings my whole life. I never know how to express myself so I never have. I had a weird childhood. I come from a broken family although you probably wouldn't think it because no one in my family ever showed it...

i never tell anyone how I really feel.
I mastered not to cry and hide those tears, like my heart is going to burst for hiding so much pain, grief, sorrow.
And even if I want to cry, no tears are coming out.
I want to be strong for my family 'cause we are in the...

Never wll I hide my feelings or anythig else. I am drumnk. What the hell, I am drunk as hell. I dont any of your who are not drunk. To eacjh his own. I can not hide my feeligngs because they are out there for all tro see. What...

I do - I hide my feelings. I am not sure when this started, but as I grew older, the worse it became.
I have started to acknowledge, accept and feel my feelings -- It's a *****!
I'm having ups and downs .. seems like my downs when speaking...

I always just bottle up my emotions. I still do but my friend has gotten me to open up some.
I seem to just cry all the time now when I get home from school.
I rarely used to cry honestly.
I don't hide my feelings here or I try not to but its not easy...

I am known as the happy, smiley girl at work but that's so far from the truth.
I HAVE to be this way as I work with kids and I also don't want others knowing how I truly feel as I don't trust them. I don't trust them enough to let them in. I feel I have so many secrets and pain...

Every day I feel as if a little part of me dies. The darkness seems to close in on my life, and I have started cutting my skin to make sure that I can still feel. I put on a facade during the school day, but during the night I cry and feel as if something is tearing me apart...

i wish i could tell how i feel but now i cant a few years ago i always blabbed about everything that bothered me which wasnt always great and caused drama now i dont tell my feelings to anyone even when i try to i cant say it when im face to face nomore and idk howto fix it! i...

I hate the darkness and dread the nightWhen my body is still and my mind wakensThe thoughts begin, soon followed by the tearsSo alone, so quiet, as what if thoughts consume meI try to push them in to the back of my mindBut they come with such force I cannot silence themAnd how...

i cant really tell if i hide my feelings or not...i mean alot of the time im open and honest about what i think and how i feel but other times im hiding in the corner, not letting out to anybody about how hurt i am or how i REALLY feel about something. i guess most people...

I really miss talking to my friend, just about everyday things. I write on here, and with this we keep up to date, but I do miss them.
So - if you are reading this (which I am sure you aren't) -
I come off as cold sometimes and do not allow...

I`m not quite sure how it happens but after leaving the service over time vets that experience PTSD become numb and have a very hard time with trust, love, caring and exoressing their feelings. I don`t know if it is hiding my feelings it is just that inside I feel cold and I have...

I can hide how i'm feeling from others easily, but the problem is i also i hide my feelings from myself. It's really weired, it's like i block most of them out until someone says something that kinda brings down the block i guess. If i'm thinking a lot, that also brings it down...

Especially when it really matters,... later on I spend so much energy and time thinking about what I should have or could have said,... maybe it's a learned behaviour,... maybe I want to reach out and communicate on another level,... I'm fascinated with the non-verbal...