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Friday, August 8, 2014

Tonight...

As I start decorating this beautiful white piece of paper
with these beautiful black marks, I have no outline, no points to refer to, no
notes I’ve taken… just a little mountain of memories I’ve accumulated in the
past eight weeks during my stay in Hyderabad. Please pardon the apparent lack
of structure.

Tonight is perhaps THE most important night in the lives
of nineteen young college-goers. It is so critical that most of them have given
up hope of stealing a few winks. While some have chosen to sing and dance
through the hours, others have withdrawn into silent contemplation. People are
alternating between strained smiles and bouts of tears. Why is the night so harsh
tonight? Because tomorrow we’ll get THE news: whether we’ve proven ourselves
worthy of a Pre-Placement Offer from Microsoft.

Never before have had I felt our emotions to be so
tangible. Never before have had I felt their presence with such force. I did
not ever imagine, even in my wildest dreams that tonight is going to be so
charged with nervousness, excitement and stark, naked fear. Every face you turn
to has a strange shadow cast upon it… a shadow of doubt, of uncertainty, of
anxiety.

In these few last moments before the final decision is
announced, I wish to write about my journey and share my experience with
everyone who has cared to read this far.

Ever since our selection for the internship, we had been
accorded the status of demi-Gods in our college. Microsoft (MS) is a really big
deal for students from IGDTUW. It is one of the best companies that offer
campus placements to us. Each year, its arrival is awaited with bated breath.
You get the picture…

I came here with certain ideas, certain assumptions and
certain expectations. All of these were soon turned on their head and here I
was, bang in the middle of GD Sparks (as the interns are called). Within no
time, even before we realized it, our project was in deep red. We were facing
severe team issues. We had a difficult customer. We could find no one to guide
us with the technologies we were using. In short, we were dead meat.

However, I learnt the importance of optimism. This single
trait of my otherwise not-so-interesting personality helped me handle all
situations. Being stubbornly hopeful about the future helps you in times when
all else fails. It is like a self-fulfilling prophecy, you believe in it and it
becomes true. At times when no one else could see even a single ray of hope for
our project, I saw the bright and brilliant Sun.

I learnt the importance of disconnecting from work and
maintaining the quintessential work-life balance. With the kind of schedule the
interns had, it was easier said than done. It took every ounce of
self-discipline that my darling mother had drilled into me in the past two
decades. Mastering your mind is key for maintaining your focus.

I learnt the art of accepting feedback and then working
towards my development areas (not weaknesses, as Sreekanth Sir would always
point out). If any of my juniors happen to be reading this, please underline
this point. It isn’t always easy to accept feedback without clouding it with
your own perception. But honestly, it is one of the best acts someone can do
for you. If someone gives you feedback, it means they care enough about you to
think for you. I was fortunate to have Sunil Sir as my mentor. If you read this sir, thank you!

Not only is getting the feedback important, working
towards improving upon the identified areas is equally important. I did that
with every fiber of my being. It was like I had a single point agenda: Improve.
And improve, I did.

The corporate sector demands you to continuously learn
and apply. That is how you work. You get placed in a project about which you
have zero knowledge. You do not have the time for a ramp-up. So you simply
learn and apply. Learn some more and do some more. You don’t need to be
Einstein. You just need to learn.

I learnt the benefits of good company. Good friends are
there to pull you out of your chair when you refuse to have lunch. They are
there to help you out when you get stuck. They are there to give you sane
advice. They are there to have insane fun.

Looking back, I think all of us have grown as
individuals. These sixty days can never be forgotten. They’re indelible marks
on our character. It does not matter if I get the much-coveted PPO or not. What
I’ve gained here goes much beyond that. It can’t be caged in words, nor shaped
into expressions…

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At first look, I'm extremely normal. Well, I look the same at second look too! (They tell me I don't even look like an engineer!) I love each moment that life offers me, and the people it is filled with. Taking one day at a time, I believe in giving my best. A dreamer at heart, I hope my humble, non-important opinion can someday make even a grain of a difference in someone's life. Till then, it's me and you and our world of words!