"ooh i know a girl,and all she loves is candy, candy.oh, if she don't watch out,she's gonna get too sweet too soon."

-the girl who only loves candy (the push kings)

i love candy. i want a boy to write a song about my sweet tooth. pity i can't be on the west coast and have the push kings playing down the street every other week. *sigh*

i'm not going back to school next semester. lots of reasons. i was supposed to graduate this may. i am so far off course already. gah. it's not something i'm proud of. it's just something i can't handle right now in my life. i'm looking for a full time job. i've decided that i am going to get a full time job and on the side, write a novel. when i was a kid that was the only thing i wanted to be...well that and a veterinarian, until i realised that i'd not only save animals; that i'd also have to kill them. that was that. even now, months after my dog cindy was put to sleep, i come home expecting her to greet me at the door.

today [tuesday] is a day of sighs. no call from david. niko told me that he smooches mousey girl now. dan told me that it really didn't make him any happier that i liked him. and some bands i wanted to play make-out party #3 got back to me and said "probably not, but definitely next time."

today was also a very lovely day outside + i got to hang out with niko, christina, and oscar at school and then laini + amy came by my house right after i woke up from a nap. what a lovely surprise! lalalaini has been telling me how awesome amy is for like, 2 years, and i just met her tonight! it's so nice to put a face with a name on a screen!

another fun fact: some girl emailed me saying that she saw me at the trembling blue stars in nyc and that she'd seen my mixes on art of the mix. whee! spring is a time for mixtapes. i think i'm going to make a summer mixtape tomorrow. and i think i'm going to philly not this coming weekend, but the next weekend after that. i think i'm going to sleep now.

i used to have a diaryland and this used to be there, but i decided to move all of my entries here.