Monday, March 16, 2015

Tears In Heaven - Mother

Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un ( انّا للہ و انّا الیہ راجعون)
My mother in law passed away on March 10, 2015
Exactly a year after opah passed away
the same date
midnight
same time
she was 69 years old

3 days before she passed away, she was transferred from ICU to normal ward
Doctor gave us a slight of hope
by telling us, the infection is gone
she probably remain vegetative so we have to learn how to take care of her in this condition
dia sedar tapi non-responsive
my surfacing teman mak dari pagi ke malam

Masa tidur, I dream of mak,
she's lying on our living room dalam keadaan vegetative
she just stared at me
Then I felt someone touch my leg
it was my surfacing"Mak dah takda..."
he said softly
I immediately hug him
he said wait till morning and he went to mak's house

I will always remember her smile
her warm hugs
her cooking
she made the best creme caramel pudding
masa sebelum kahwin,
bila nak keluar dating ada je benda mak bagi tapau untuk makan
I am so lucky to be part of her life

I know that she's in the best place now
Mak baik sangat menjaga suami yang sakit sehingga lah ke akhir hayat
tak pernah menyakiti orang lain
Oh dear Allah, she has done so much for her family
Please forgive her sins and grant her a place in Jannah

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About Me

She is a strange kind of woman who tells story of her good times bad times, what is and what should never be. She sometimes dazed and confused by the perception and judgement But so comfortably numb with whole lotta love by everyone she cares about. She is just like a free bird with a saucerful of secrets finding the stairway to heaven.