Been thinking about you all dayAll of youHurting little boysAlmost lost it a couple of times at workAlmost had to talk to someoneWork at a church, so plenty people around to talk toBut how do you tell them?How do you tell them that you were just thinking about this kid who....The stories are so hard to hearYou want them to knowYou want everyone to knowYou want everyone to know that it's going on somewhere right nowSome little boy, some teen-ager, some grown up man is being abusedAnd it hurts insideAnd you want to tellAnd you want to cryBecause sometimes the sadness pulls at youAnd you remember what someone saidAnd you feel it at your deskOr as you walkOr as you have a conversationAnd you need to get awayNeed to processNeed to save the little boy in your mindNeed to save yourselfNeed to let the hurt work through youLet it comeOvertake youAnd then passYou fight it offBut it doesn't go awayIt just sits there waiting for another chance

I love you, little boyI don't know who you areOr where you areBut I know your fearI know your dreadI know how it feels to accept what is going to happenI know what it is to reject yourself and take that last precious part of who you are and move insideThe only way to save yourself from what is going onAnd I know how your life is going to feelThe lonelinessThe numbThe things you'll do to fight off the blackness that surrounds youAnd I want to hold you in my armsAnd coax you back to lifeAnd let you know yourself againYour beautiful, beautiful selfBefore it's too lateBefore you're gone

shadowkid
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Registered: 11/18/05
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bobby its beautifull if you delete the last sentence, someday i hope you will want to adam

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