Wednesday, August 14, 2013

My moods very running out of my control lately
Swings of mood has get from bad to worse
And I admit I was kinda upset and emo for the past week
Or shall i say the last post...
I guess even the blind can see it huh?

Well had a long weekend last week..
Family went down to kl and I decided to go to Kampar since I dont need to work this Sunday

He had 2 days break thus headed baxk to hometown in Taiping..
I really dunno how should I react or shall I be eager to meet him on that day or not since I was so emo over the weak..

Things weren't as bad as I thought...
Just us...
While waiting for his mom to be back for dinner..
We were resting and he hugged me to sleep.
Was resting on his chest till I realized my cheeck was wet..
Then i woke up and realized I fell asleep and tears dropped..
He wasnt awakened by that..
Thank god.. and I guess he never knew about what happened...

Went to Kampar on Friday..
As usual.. stayed at his shop to 'help' him out.. lol...
As long as I didnt disturb him.. guess thats the best help from me towards him.. hehe

It's been a month since long distance..
After this trip and we can only meet again in Oct which is 2 months later..

I'm gonna miss you so badly...
Will you feel the same way too?

I'm sorry bii for always troubling you..
Not that i wanted to control nor to checl on you..
I admit..
I was just..

Insecure..

Not that I dont trust you..just that...
The word CONFIDENT never ever exist in my dictionary..

Monday, July 22, 2013

3rd July was my last day at E&O..
yea.. after 8 months in the hotel line I finally decided to move on
but of course.. I do love that industry alot despite all the scoldings I've got from the guests...

5th -8th July,
I went for a trip with my family to Singapore...
my second time being there and it is still so beautiful...

So many thoughts came to me over the trip at SG..
that nothing here we could ever compared...

The trip was fine..
but not as fun if you compared a family trip with a trip with friends..
I didn't play much at USS anyway..
The Q was too long..
We were too huge..
and of course...
I Dint wanna play on a ride alone!!!

~GRC Dragon from Czech Republic~

~nuff nuff~

~Aries's Playlist~

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~lilfootprints stepped in~

~Shout out~

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About Me

i'm a normal girl like every other girl in the world..kinda dark and look like a malay..haha...kinda average in height i guess..haha...157 cm with 44kg of weight..hehe..finally i can maintain..hehe..a girl who like to laugh and smile alot..and i like to help ppl alot..seeing people around me happy and i'll be happy..just that simple but then im a quite emotional girl too..hehe..
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