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Friday, May 22, 2015

Hypnotized and Humiliated - Chapter 27 Part 4 of 4

Hypnotized
and Humiliated

By Karen
Singer

Chapter
27 Part 4 of 4

With the cow costume bought, Phillip had
no place else that he could think of to go for a while to kill more time in
public.But he did still have to go
grocery shopping.Unfortunately, the
store he had just come out of had only taken up about half an hour of the two
hours he needed to fill.He didn’t think
he could waste an hour and a half in the grocery store.So where could he go?

With nothing else in mind, he drove
toward the grocery store, hoping to spot someplace where he could go to wander
around for a while…and feel totally humiliated.Ugh!He hated the prospect of
what he had to do…but at the same time, he really wished he had time to try to
get his hand inside his diaper where he might stand a chance of doing things
that the diaper usually got in the way of.

He spotted a gas station that didn’t
have any other cars there just then.He
quickly pulled in and up to one of the gas pumps. Taking as much time as he could, he and Dolly
filled his car with gas, all the while glancing around to see who might be
watching him too closely…other than every car on the busy road in front of him.With no worries about gas for a while, he got
back into his car and continued on in the direction of the grocery store –
searching for some kind of time wasting thing that he could do – and that
wouldn’t be too embarrassing.As if such
a thing were possible.

All too soon though, he found himself
parking the car in the grocery store’s parking lot.Holding tightly onto Dolly for the moral
support, he got out of the car and headed inside.How could Marian have even suggested that he
have fun while he was dressed so ridiculously?How could she ever think that he could enjoy being out in public being
totally humiliated?It was totally cruel
of her.Of course, as much as he blamed
Marian, he knew that the real problem was Mistress Vivian, yet his brain still
tried to put most of the blame on the stupid cow back in his apartment.

That new DVD of hers had better
work!He didn’t think he could go
through this kind of humiliation again.As he put Dolly and his purse in the child’s seat of the shopping cart,
he was more than aware of everyone within sight staring at him.Why did grocery stores have to be so well
lit?Did any of those people looking at
him know how humiliated he felt?Did any
of those people have any idea how much he wanted to turn around and run…but
couldn’t.And did any of them have any
idea at all how horny he was?Ugh!What a predicament to be in!

With nothing but time to kill, he
started at one end of the store and slowly pushed the cart where he could look
at everything possible.He put very
little into the cart.He had no
intention of doing much in the way of cooking at all.In fact, he had no intention of cooking
anything.He himself hadn’t eaten
anything yet that night.His plans were
to enjoy a sandwich in the privacy of his apartment after he got home.Of course, sometime after he got home, he was
going to have to spend an hour basically eating something else – that he was
not going to enjoy at all.Ugh!He didn’t want to dwell too long on that horrible
prospect.

He looked long and hard at all the fresh
produce, particularly any of it that resembled grass of any kind.He was sorely tempted to buy some to feed
Marian, but one look at most of it that even remotely resembled grass and he
realized he’d be wasting his time and money.The packages were made to be added to salads and there wasn’t enough in
any of them for more than a mouthful for Marian to eat.So he wound up passing it all by.

It was in the cereal aisle that he put
most of the things into the cart.Five
large boxes of different kinds of cereal – that he liked.He had no idea what kind of cereal Marian
liked, but then right now, he knew that Marian had no idea as to that either,
so he went with his own tastes.He
bought so many boxes because it was simply a lot easier to pour Marian a bowl
of cereal to eat than do anything else.He knew the stupid cow wouldn’t complain.Why should he bother doing anything more?And after he had found all the cereal, he felt
proud of himself.By his best estimate,
he had managed to waste at least fifteen whole minute just picking out cereal
boxes before he slowly moved on.

The only aisle he didn’t spend any time
in…in fact, compared to the other aisles he practically hurried though it…was
the baby aisle.Baby food, and baby
formula, and baby bottles.Baby care
products of all kinds.He had enough of
those things in his life just then.And
all of them were things he would really like to get rid of – like the overly
soaked diapers he was wearing under his dress.He’d been wearing them all day now and he was pretty sure that they were
getting close to the leaking point.And
that was another little worry he had to deal with.But he hadn’t had nearly enough to drink yet
all day, so they had lasted all day.He
would have to spend a few hours drinking a lot of Marian’s milk before he went
to bed that night, but he was planning on those bottles washing the taste of
that “other thing” out of his mouth!No
doubt whatever diaper he wore to bed that night would be close to leaking by
morning.

He turned up the next aisle and immediately
slowed to barely a crawl.Soup!Soup was easy to fix.No doubt it would do Marian some good to eat
a bowl of soup every once in a while.He
guessed he could cook that much.Actually, he might even be able to cook it in the microwave.Even better!One by one, mostly to kill time, he started examining closely what kinds
of soup were available.

“Look Mommy!”

Phillip turned around quickly.A little girl and her mother had just turned
up the aisle behind him.And…the little
girl was wearing a pink princess outfit – in the store!Panic hit him as the little girl ran
laughingly straight toward him.He
stared in horror as she stopped just two feet away and looked up delightedly at
him.

“You’ve got a pretty dress,” she said to
him with a big smile on her face.

Phillip did his best to control the
panic in his stomach.He even managed
somewhat of a smile.“So do you,” he
replied.“And yours is all pink.”

The little girl twirled all the way
around, letting the skirt of her dress fly out for a moment before she stopped
to stare up at him again.“I like your
crown,” she said to Phillip.“It’s real
pretty.”

Phillip touched the tiara fastened into
his hair.“Uh…thanks,” he replied.“You’re real pretty too.”He realized that her mother had stopped just
out of the way and was watching them closely.He looked up at her only briefly before turning his attention back to
the little girl.

“You’ve got a magic wand!” the little
girl exclaimed next.“I wish I had
one.”She turned back to her
mother.“I want a magic wand too!” she
demanded.

“No Angela, not tonight,” her mother
replied.“They don’t have them in this
store, we’ll have to find one somewhere else.”

“I want one!” the little girl insisted.

“I told you, not tonight!” the mother
insisted.

Phillip realized that the girl was about
to go into a full blown temper tantrum.Quickly he turned around and plucked Dolly from his cart.“Hey,” he said.“Did you see my dolly?”He stooped down close to the girl and held
Dolly where she could see it better.

The little girl’s eyes went wide at
seeing the big doll in his arms.“She’s
pretty!” she said.“Can I hold her?” she
asked as she reached out and tried to take it from him.

Taking a chance, Phillip let go of Dolly
and the little girl hugged Dolly tightly.The fact that Dolly was half as big as the girl didn’t seem to bother
her in the least.“Her name is Dolly,”
Phillip told her.“And she’s real nice
to hold onto.”

The girl turned to her mother.“I want one like this!” she demanded.

Phillip looked up questioningly at the
mother.She looked totally exasperated
with her little girl.“Sorry,” Phillip
said to her.“I was only trying to stop
what I thought might be an argument because of the wand.”

“No problem,” the woman replied, still
looking at him uncertainly.“She does
this all the time.And I’m afraid I give
in to her all the time just to keep her happy.”

Phillip nodded.He was about to ask for Dolly back when the
mother asked, “So what are you doing here, dressed like that?”

Um…“Costume party,” he replied.“I
got tired of it and left soon after it started.”

“I’m surprised that you would be out in
public in an outfit like that,” the woman noted.

Phillip tried to smile.“So am I.But…well, here I am.”

The woman looked down at her daughter.“Give the nice man his doll back Angela,” she
said.Phillip held out his hands for the
doll, but he didn’t get it until after Angela had given Dolly another big hug.But he was nothing but relieved to have Dolly
back in his arms again.

Phillip stood up, wanting to be done
with the girl and get back to his slow motion shopping.He noticed the mother looking at him with a
strange look on her face.He wasn’t in
the mood for any more embarrassing questions, but he knew he was about to get
one.

“Um…” the woman started
uncertainly.“Would you mind if I took a
picture of you and Angela together?Two
princesses out grocery shopping?”

The little girl was suddenly totally
delighted with the idea.“Yeah, yeah,
yeah!” she exclaimed happily as she quickly stood in front of him and turned to
face her mother.

Phillip realized he really wasn’t going
to get much of a choice in the matter.“I guess, go ahead,” he told the mother.He waited while she dug her cell phone out of her purse, stood back,
aimed it, and took a picture.

Phillip quickly divined the answer to
that problem.In his blue princess gown,
with Dolly cradled in one arm, he stooped down and picked up the little girl in
her pink dress with his free arm where his wand was dangling from his
wrist.He cradled her on his hip and
managed to grab the wand in his hand as well.Then, while the little girl laughed, the mother took several more
pictures.

“Totally precious!” the mother declared
as she finished.“Thank you, so much,”
she added as Phillip set her daughter on the floor.

“Um…you’re welcome,” Phillip
replied.A moment later, the woman
dragged her daughter down to the end of the aisle where they turned out of
sight, but the little girl had kept trying to look back at him the entire
way.Phillip breathed a sigh of
relief.He was glad they were gone.But…had he enjoyed himself with the little
girl?As much as he hated to say it, he
realized that it hadn’t been that bad.There had been no “sexual” thrill in it at all, and yet, it had been…somewhat
fun.

By the time Phillip paid for his
groceries, and refreshed his lipstick just inside the door, and actually got
out of the grocery story, he had been seen by way too many people, played with
another “princess,” been subjected to non-stop humiliation everywhere he
looked…and he was as horny as he could ever remember being.And the clock in his car told him he still
had more than half an hour that he had to kill before he could go home.

Since it was getting late, and he was
hungry, he decided he had little choice but to actually go inside of the fast
food restaurant where he would normally have stayed in his car.When he got there, he was pleased to see that
there were only a few cars in the parking lot.Holding Dolly tightly in one arm and his purse and wand in his other
hand, he got out of the car and nervously approached the building.He could see a few people inside looking at
him through the big plate glass windows from the moment he got out of his
car.He had no doubt that the big bright
tiara on his head was probably acting like a neon sign, pointing straight at
him.

He actually hugged Dolly tighter for a
moment as he opened the door and stepped inside.His eyes immediately started scanning the
interior.He saw only about half a dozen
customers, most of whom were now looking at him with either surprised or amused
looks on their faces.By the time he
approached the counter, he figured every worker in the place had come out for a
look at him.

“Oh my God!” one of the girls way back
toward the drive-thru window exclaimed as she stared at him.“It’s the guy from the car!”

Yeah, they all knew about him.Nervously, he approached the cash register,
trying to keep his eyes on the menu overhead while he decided what he wanted to
eat – which he already knew.

Phillip could feel his face turning
red.Coming in here had been a bad
idea.But he was there now and he still
had time he had to kill in a public place where people could see him…and laugh
at him.“Um…yeah,” he said simply.“Can I have…”

“Your doll is adorable,” she said.

“Um…yeah,” he replied, trying to keep
his eyes on the sign overhead.“I’d
like…”

“How come you brought it in with you?The wand too?”

“Um…they go with the outfit,” he
explained before turning his eyes back to the sign overhead.“I think…”

Phillip was tempted to hit her with his
magic wand – turn her into a frog or something.

There were no “good” seats in the place
where he could sit out of the way without being seen…and he did look carefully
before he finally selected a table that was unfortunately next to one of the
plate glass windows.It was either that
where he could only be seen well from one side, or sit in the middle where he
could be seen all too well by everyone.He
quickly refreshed his lipstick and started eating.Nervously.Even more nervously since just after he started eating several cars
drove up and he watched as a number of young women got out of them.College girls he figured.And they all saw him through the window.Just great!

Things didn’t improve at all for Phillip
as the girls all came inside – ignoring the counter where they would have to
order their food.Instead, they all
seemed to head straight for him.

“Such a pretty tiara,” one of them said
laughingly as she came and sat down right across from him at the table.She was soon joined in the booth by another
one…and another girl shoved him over and sat in the same seat where he was
sitting…and he couldn’t count the number of girls who were standing at the side
of the table.

Phillip really wished he had decided to
stay in the grocery store instead.He
could have simply started shopping all over again.

“So where’s the party?” the girl who had
spoken a moment earlier asked.

“Right here,” the girl sitting next to
Phillip replied as they all started laughing.

“Oh look at the doll!” One of them
exclaimed as she caught sight of Dolly down by Phillip’s side.“She’s adorable!”

“Let me see it!” another of the girls
asked.

Phillip’s eyes searched across a few of
the girls, then nervously, he reached down and pulled Dolly up onto the table,
keeping her way back from where the girls could reach her…but not quite far
enough from where the girls on the other side of the table could
reach…unfortunately.The girl closest to
Dolly quickly reached out and grabbed her.

“Oh my God!” she exclaimed as she hugged
the doll to her chest.“This thing is so
soft.”

“Let me feel!” another of the girls
exclaimed.

Phillip watched in horror as Dolly got
passed around to each and every girl there.Dolly was certainly getting a lot of love, Phillip was simply too scared
to know what was going on.

While the girls were all mostly focused
on Dolly, Phillip suddenly felt something pull at his left wrist.

“Hey, what’s this?” the girl sitting
next to him asked as she pulled his wand up that had been dangling from his
wrist.“It’s a magic wand!” she
exclaimed as she held it straight up and started laughing.“How perfect!”

“Did you do any magic with it tonight?”
another of the girls laughingly asked.

Phillip didn’t bother replying.Instead, he grabbed the wand out of her hand
and held it so they couldn’t try to pass that around too.Of course, they would have had to untie it
from his wrist first, which wasn’t all that bad an idea.

“Hey,” the one sitting next to him
exclaimed as she suddenly scooted in closer to him.“Somebody take my picture!”

Horrified, Phillip had to endure being
photographed with the girl…then with another girl…then with another.By the time they finished taking pictures, he
had not only been photographed with each of them, but there had been a lot of
group shots as well.

“Hey,” one of them said, “I can’t stay
much later.”

Phillip was so relieved when all of them
finally left him alone.Most of them
headed for the counter to order some food, some of them headed directly out to
one of the cars.Phillip left most of
his dinner untouched.He quickly
refreshed his lipstick, grabbed his purse, wand, and Dolly and hurried out to
his car.Whew!He’d never go there again!He checked the clock in his car.Way past time to be home.He wasted no time at all in heading back to
his apartment.

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For those of you who might remember me, I’m the same Karen who used to have the website My Sissy Rules Fantasy that Yahoo suddenly deleted several years ago. I still miss my website and really hope to have one back again someday, but, well, I guess I procrastinate a lot – plus, I think the internet has been doing a lot of growing lately.
Other than that, what else can I tell you about me? As I said, I’m male. An older male to be exact. One who has wished very hard his entire (and I mean entire) life that he had been born a girl. Seriously! You have no idea how much that aches in me – always.
I’ve always been small and skinny, except recently my stomach has decided it wants to be large and fat (Arrgh!). Oh yeah, I’m also very married to a wonderful woman who knows nothing at all about this side of me… and I intend to work very hard at keeping it that way.
So for me, life is good, and life is bad, and life is worse, and life is horrible, and life is great. But that’s what life is – you take what it hands you and you do the very best you can under the circumstances. And you enjoy what little bits that you can, wherever and however you can manage it.