Hot CherryShe is getting ready to be GodMother! Can I get some help to get her there tonight???? PLEASE With CHERRIES on TOP!!!!!!!!!
~H♥t~Cherry~Lici♥us~*♥*~Club~F.A.R.~♥~@ fubar

You Glass Son Of A Bitch!Sometimes it weighs so heavily on me I feel as if the world is on my shoulders. It would be easy to just put it down. Or so I tell myself constantly. Putting it down would be quitting though and that's just not me. I get so tired of the bullshit games and rules that everyone pretends to follow. Rules are for lazy selfish people who need to be told what to do because they can't do it otherwise. Fuck rules. Everyone knows what they have to do to make life possible. If someone doesn't want to do it then life is not possible for them. That's the law of nature, which we continually tell ourselves we're better than.
Why aren't we more like the Romans? At least they were honest about their politics. Conquer, then democracy. We may as well go to the colloseum and watch gladiators kill each other for the violence and gore that's on tv. Because it's not real it's less bad? Since when? Is that why it's okay to put cancer causing perservatives in our food? Don't try to tell me it's not related

What Do You Think?My boyfriend and I have been together almost a year now..He recently asked me to marry him and I said yes...I wanna know what you think 'should we do it now around the holiday's or wait until June...Thxs for your time....

Gossip GirlThe worst feeling isn't being lonely, it's being forgotten by someone you could never forget What is the best engine in the world?
answer- A vigana. It lubricates itself. Accepts any piston. Takes only a finger 2 start it & changes its own oil evey month. lol fake ass hoes
go blow your nose
on your dirty ass cloths
stay out of my shadow
get your own
jealous you must b
to hate on me
to talk b hind my back
you must b smoking crack
it must kill you to c
you cant b like me
that is y you are a fake ass hoe
talk the talk
but you cant walk the walk
i would luv to knock you in your block
but you have to play hide and seek
it's ok i will find you with out a peak
its ok i dont play thats why you
are
a
fake
ass
hoe

Beer V PussyBeer V Pussy
Its time to do a comparison between two things treasured by men, beer and pussy...
A beer is always wet.
A pussy needs encouragement.
Advantage: Beer.
A beer tastes horrible served hot.
A pussy tastes better served hot.
Advantage: Pussy.
Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied.
Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton.
Advantage: Beer.
Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones.
Pussy does not.
advantage: Tie
If you get a hair in your teeth
consuming pussy, you are not disgusted.
Advantage: Pussy
24 beers come in a box.
A pussy is a box you can come in.
Advantage: Pussy
Too much head makes you mad at the
person giving you a beer.
Advantage: Pussy.
If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is
still edible.
Advantage: Beer.
If you come home smelling like beer,
your wife may get mad. If you come home
smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad.
Advantage: Beer.
6 beers in a night and you better not
drive

Sign My Guessbook.to all, right under about me you'll see my frapper map just click on stats,pic,map members.,and follow the links.

Baby Grls Naughty Fantasiesbaby grl is a new nurse working at an outpatient clinic. The doctor
is "showing me how things work". While we are
in his office doing paperwork, he catches me bending over
the desk. I feel his hand slide up my thigh and under my skirt.
As I protest, he insists I need to learn how things work.
I feel his fingers guide my thong to the side as he begins
caressing me softly. I can't help it and I start to swell
and get hot. The gentleness of his fingers brings me to life
and my body instantly betrays me by responding to his probing
fingers. When he feels this he slides his fingers inside
of me, increasing my heat and making me catch my breath.
When he asks me how I feel I can only let out a moan. "Good, "
he says, as he pushes down between my shoulder blades until
my breasts are touching the desk. He unbuttons my blouse
and while he is massaging me, he tells me he thinks I am ready.
I turn to look at him poutting wondering what he means. He
explains that he is going to fuck

Over ThereThe day is comin
The drums are drummin
If you know one say a prayer.
Theres mothers cryin
And fathers sighin, uh hum
War is in the air.
The trains are fillin up with boys
They've left behind their favorite toys
They're goin over there
Over there
Where someone has to die
Over there,
Where ours is not to reason why.
Over there,
Where someone has to die!
Over there..............

Random ThingsThis is just i was inspired to write while viewing a friends profile, and i hope it's not a sin to like ones own work.
-------------------------------------------------
Seen but not seen
The alarm sounds, you wake,can you see it? Just there! No you can't, how can you, it doesn't exist. But wait! How can somthing be seen if it doesn't exist? You wander slowly as it draws near.Do you notice? No. It's all around you, but what is it! Two words+ Self-Hatred. Things said or done to you that cause you to hate your life, which is part of you therefore hate yourself, and this not known by you everyone else sees or has forced upon them, and this as is always the case causes things to get well... uncomfortable. ya know what i dont get it! what the hell are these blogs for ne way, so you can let other know what your thinking, i mean come on if half the time i dont wanna know what im thinking what makes you think your going to. its like those people who write blogs about what thei

SchoolWell it is official i passed my classes that i was taking this semester. I was waiting to get my schedule for next semester but when i got it today i wasn't very happy. The 3 classes that i signed up for aren't the 3 classes that i got. I got 2 out of 3 but this semester looks like it is going to be a very hard semester... Just what i need. It seems that i will never get thru school. It is taking forever!!!! Well here we go again.. Classes start back up tomorrow. I have to get up at 5am to get to school. However, i get done by 1pm.. i have to find out tomorrow what time my clinical are.
Well school is going well. About done with this semester and looking forward to being done and starting with next semester. I just wish i was closer to being done with school.

How To ReactIt's the major C..
How do you react when someone tells you they have CANCER?
Do you freak you? Do you start to cry? What emotions do you use in this case? How are you going to handle knowing that one day that person is no longer with you?
Im not to sure on how or what emotions to use. Or to that fact even think.
Although this person who I am talking about survied Breast Cancer, now is diagnosed with Colon Cancer. She is a stronger fighter, but how is she keeping her head up high. Knowing what she has. How do I be strong for her? What can I do?
We all have a loved one or someone near and dear to our hearts who has Cancer or who has gone through it. Show your support for them.

Lonely & Depressedhi look im really not looking for anyone but im bored and depressed so i need to get stuff off my chest....
well im single as of today, the reason is, is cause i was accuse of cheating which never happened.....i really love him and i cant get him off my mind....im not eating or sleeping to well and im 7 months preg with his baby....i dont know what else to do but sit here and cry all night....but i guess my tears arent going to help me out so i dont know what else to do about him...its said to love someone so much that u cant get him out of you mind.....well pls comment on this and let me know what u think i need some support...

I'll Be ThereI'LL BE THERE..
♥-When no one is there for you
♥-When you think no one cares
♥-When the whole world walks out on you
♥-When you think you're alone
ILL BE THERE..
♥-When the one you care about most
could care less about you
♥-When the one you gave your heart to isn't
♥-When someone throws something in your face
ILL BE THERE..
♥-When the person you trusted
betrays you
♥-When the person you share all your memories with cant even remember your birthday
ILL BE THERE..
♥-When all you need is a friend to listen to you whine
♥-When all you need is someone to catch your tears
ILL BE THERE..
♥-When your heart hurts so bad that you cant even breathe
♥-When you just want to crawl up and die
ILL BE THERE..
♥-When you start to cry
♥-Or when hearing that sad song
♥-When the tears just won't stop falling down
ILL BE THERE..
♥*So you see I'll be there un

Contestin a contest. i need all the help i can get, please if you can or are willing, come help.....
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&albumid=669802&i=2536775680

WooriedTo all of my friends who read this most of you allknow that i live Mo but am from NY last week ifound out that i have growth on my brain. i will be flying home on tuesday to see what my dorctos back home say and what my options are. i will be missing all of you i will have laptop and internet access in one of the two places i will staying. This really worries me because last november my fathr past away and i have been lost without. well that is all i have for now more might follow if you all need to reach me of of fubar my yahoo is fcs4500@yahoo.com that is both e mail and messnger
i hope to talk to you soon
xoxoxoxo
Frank

Time Is Coming.well i have decided that this year my familly will be getting a familly gift from me for christmas. I am going home it will the first time in five years that I am home for any holidays. I plan on knocking on my sisters door while dinner is being served i can not wait to see their faces when they see me this will be my best christmas in years. I just wanted to let you all know that I am leaving on wensday morninng to back to NY for a week on my mini vacation i will be attending a party and also the baseball all star game i will be on here some and on messnger if you dont have my messnger it is fcs4500@yahoo.com
talk to you all soon
Frank Yes the leaves are turning colors,the weather is getting cold, the deer hunters are out and most of all the holidays are coming The most joyuas time of year . Well for me at least i just wish that it would fly right by. On novemer 16 of last year i lost my best friend my biggest suport person my idol yes i am talking about the passing of my fathe

Life ComplicatedWhy does life go on the way it does. Why can't people be honest and why do people let things go on and on then when they are done it just hits ya like a ton of bricks?
I try to understand....I guess I can't really. When someone knows your feelings, you give and give and give and get little in return and then just totally act like you never meant anything. At least this is my interpretation of it. They say they made a mistake....but am I really the mistake??
Is there a way to get over it...I don't know. I keep ending up in the same situations. I guess I need to block everything out and keep to myself. I feel thats the only way I can keep from getting hurt. I don't get it. Why does life have to be so complicated.??

Me, Myself And Ii have a boyfriend and his name is josh hes my baby and i love him so much, and i stay with him the majority of the time!

AliveSo i kinda droped off cherry tap for a bit but im still here and alive !To all the horney guys sorry yes im sexy yes I like to have a fun time no I dont wana cyper sex ya or meet up.my heart is on over flow and lost as it is. why im here who doesnt like to get drunk and have fun?Do I have awhole bunch of pics no what ya see is what ya get my jobs not to jack ya off . Anyways hope to hear from yall soon and heres to a good time :)

Precious MomentsThe birth of a child, that perfect wedding day. The first love of your life and your first kiss.
These are just a few of those precious moments.
Getting those divorce papers from the one you use to adore.
The photo's of loved ones from the past and present.
The loss of your virginity that you held for so long.
These are just a few of those precious moments.
Sidelining as a cheerleader or out on the field.
Wiping those tears when your child falls down.
Going to the dance and doing your thing.
Moving from home for the very first time.
Knowing that you learned what your parents did share.
These are just a few of those precious moments.
Giving of yourself because you really do care.
Last but not least something you should know, those few precious moments happen everyday that you grow.

Just A PoemLove starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over someone
who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to
forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST
thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else .DON'T let the past hold you back,
your missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORt. If you dont look around once in a while you
might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is life a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE.
Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God
forgot to give us.When it HURTS to look bac, and your're SCARED to look ahead, you can
look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER ENDS".
Friends are FOREVER.Good friends are like STARS You dont always see them, but you know
they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
What do you do

Its Always About The Penisimportant tax information
just about the only thing the IRS has not
yet taxed is the penis.
this is due to the fact that:
70% of the time it is hanging around,unemployed
13% of the time its pissed off.
12% of the time it is hard up.
and 5% of the time,it is in the hole.
it has two dependents,and they are nuts,completely nuts.
issues still under consideration are as follows:
are there penalties for early withdraw?
do multiple partners count as a corporation?
are condoms deductible as work clothes?
effective jan 1,2008,penises will be taxed according to size
the brackets are as follows:
10"-12" luxary tax
8"-9" pole tax
6"-7" privilege tax
4"-5" nuisance tax
note: males exceeding 12" must file under
capital gain.
anyone under 4" is eligible for a REFUND.
"PLEASE DO NOT FILE FOR AN EXTENSION"

LiveCome join DJ Baby Boy in the Git-R-Done lounge!! He plays great tunes and is open to requests!!

Little About Me.I need some help to make my profile better. I know, its lame.
If you are interested in helping me, let me know. I am open to about anything, but I am lazy so I want your idea and you to put it on my profile. lol
Be creative. Hey there. I am a fun loving guy that works too much and plays to little. I like to have fun no matter where I go. I love to chat and meet people. I have a cam and love to chat on cam. I do not plan to try to show anyone my stuff. It is not that impressive until in use. lol
Gimme a shout, or mail if you want to chat on Yahoo with your clothes on. (not gay, just would rather see it in person than on cam)
Have a great day/night or what ever.
Peace out!
Wes

Attn Ladies!i am going to hold a sexiest woman in fubar contest! i will post all entry pics at the end of the contest. NSFW is not required but recemended. you can either send me the image in my private messages, send me the location of the pic and i'll get it (make sure i can get to it), or message me for my email. i'll run the contest untill atleast dcember first. any questions please message me.

My Mumms!!!I am so hooked on making mumms that I reached my limit for the day and now Im fiendin' Why is there a limit? DO people get sick of seeing the same person mumm? Not of me? Im special. SOmeone help me!

Can't Blame FubarUgh I am so tired of seeing bulletin after bulletin BITCHING about bouncers and the fact that we can no longer fast bomb. When we were able to fast bomb it was because we HAD the bouncer. Ya'll bitched so much then that they changed it up and now you get a new bouncer each time you try to power bomb. So power bombing is out and now ya'll wanna cry like little kids and blame the bouncers? LOL I find that funny. It seems as though no one is ever satisfied with the way things are and no one wants to blame them selfs for the way things are. They wanna post bulletins blaming FUBAR and claim that with power bombing out we will eventually lose contest hosting etc. Hmmm funny...how many bulletins have we all seen before that ability was taken away complaining about it? No one seemed worried about all this THEN.
Don't get me wrong, I am not happy that we cant power bomb. We are only allowed so many comments per user level and so what if you sped through them or went slowly? It still was the sa

MeI just wanted to say Hello I have just moved back to the area from Fl. Looking to make friends to hang out with on here and maybe meeting. Lets have fun Peace Out

Yay Finally Found AntispywareFinally foudn a program that actually properly works without compatability mode in windows vista.
its called registry smart.
link is below for anyone who needs. it does cost small fee but it does work excellent.
Click Here!

UpdatesLikely that you didn't notice...but I've been *busy*. My kid went to Hawaii with my stepsister and her family for a week (returning tomorrow), so on a lark (and about 36 hours notice) I accompanied a client-friend on a business trip to Our Nation's Capital. Spent all of Monday getting there; Tuesday was cold and clear and gorgeous; Wednesday it snowed, which was absolutely beautiful. I had to check my bag on the way back to preserve ownership of a cheap commemorative snowglobe, and even after a two hour delay the suitcase didn't make it onto the plane, so i had to wait until it arrived at SFO at about 1:30 a.m. on the next flight from Dulles (with a little card inside from the TSA proclaiming they'd hand-searched it. I feel safer, don't you?).
Fortunately I had the best possible company for my vigil...at long last (two plus years) I got to meet an online suitor who lives only a few hours away (yes, he's here on Fubar). Emergencies and mutual stubbornness had kept us from consum

Gifts HereToday.. I was talking to someone.. and I changed my status to .."Headache" and I got seven bottles of aspirin.. then I said...
If I ate.. drank..and used everything people has ever given me here.. I would be a 1000 pound, alcoholic, sex toy using girl covered in chocolate.
LOL!!!

Poemread it if ud like and rate it as well if u would like please and thanks
http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12590504

Riddle Me This....ok everyone, heres another riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right
i have 100 doors, i'm going to number them 1 through 100....how many times am i going to wright "9" ok everyone, heres a riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right:D
i have a bag of apples, i give half of what i have plus 1/2 of an apple to a guy........i see another guy, and i give him half of what i have left, plus 1/2 of an apple......i see another guy, and i give him half of what i have left, plus 1/2 of an apple, when i get home and look in the bag, i have 1 apple left.......how many apples did i start with? ok everyone, heres a riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right
i have 6 bills, that = 63 dollers, but theres no 1's(and theres no change)......what do i have

Bloggycan completely brighten a soldier's day!
Something cool that Xerox is doingIf you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services.How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second.Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these?Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them.
spread the word!! i plan on sending some everyday :)

Mmmmfuck the haters . yes but i love the ones who hate me it makes me smile

Life Or Something Like It 11Wow, what a mistake I made on the color (cloUr) of my trim on my house! I went out there earlier today and didn't like it when they first started painting the trim. I should have had them stop if I had used my brain. No...I think that maybe it will darken and look better when it dries. HELL NO! It is uglier then before.
It is really bad around my beautiful front door. It ruins it. The guys painted part of the door that they weren't supposed to paint. They also got trim around the garage door they weren't supposed to get. I want to scream! I just hope it is fixable.
I am going to go with a nice blue color for the trim instead. More subtle then BRIGHT PURPLE! I can't believe it turned out like that. Sometimes the color of the paint doesn't look like the chip you see.
The only bad thing besides having to prime over it and then paint all the trim again is that we will have to wait. It is supposed to rain and we all know you can't paint when it is raining so we ar

From The Depths Of The HollowsFrom the depths of the hollows,
The darkness creeps in.
With the light cast away,
I don’t know where to begin.
Too much to say,
The story’s untold.
I try to speak out
Before the shadows take hold.
Desperate to escape
The penetration of night,
Lost and tired
Of the continuous fight.
Frantic to be heard,
I scream out loud.
As I claw my way out
Of the deafening shroud.
I lose my center.
My frustration grows.
But the only reply,
Is the chilling echoes.
Too much to lose,
Blindly I grope.
In the infinite search,
For the ray of hope.

For My BabyI CANT TAKE THIS PAIN ANY MORE
TO HAVE EVERYTHING TAKEN FROM ME
LOSING THE THINGS THAT MEAN MOST TO ME
I CANT STOP CRYING
I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE
I FEEL AS IF I AM DIEING
ONE MORE THING AND ILL BREAK
I LOOK ALL AROUND
REACHING OUT FOR HELP
BUT EVERYONE KEEPS KICKING ME DOWN TO MY DEATH
I CRY OUT AND BEG
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME
BUT PEOPLE JUST WALK ON JUST LAUGHING AT ME
IF YOU KNEW THE PAIN THAT I FEEL IN MY HEART
YOU WOULD HAVE STOPPED AND HELPED FROM THE START
BUT HERE I LAY WITH NO HELP TO BE FOUND
OH GOD I CANT WAIT TO BE PUT IN THE GROUND anytime anywhere any place you could be anyone today maybe I recognize you on a crouded street maybe you take me by suprise will you be the one I had in mind
there come a day when you walkedout of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be unmistakable
people say I'm watching life through a glass desprately waiting on a chance I know you lo

Just Me Lolso i was with this guy for a while all was great but we lived in seperate states. he wanted to move in with me i freaked thought it was a little fast. i have been there and done that before so jumping into things scares the hell outta me. we broke up kind of i mean we where still talking but i told him i didn't want him to move in with me just yet. so yesterday i found out from him that he is dating someone else but that he said he still loves me and wants to be with me and i am the only one for him and then he asked me to marry him and broke up with this girl. he still says he wants me and wants to marry me and all that. so i get on here today after telling him that i wasn't sure that was part of the whole jumping into things and see on his page that he is still fuengaged to her and hers said the same and said that they were still together i overlooked it knowing it takes me a while to change things too. so i go into the room where he dj's and both he and her are in there and you know

My SuzyMy Suzy
I was alone and sad
Miserable and tormented
Then I met you
You uplifted me to new levels of happines
You fill my heart with joy
A joy that I have not felt in years
Your voice is that of an angel
It soothes and calm my heart
Your words inspire and enlighten my mind
Your beauty blesses my eyes
You may be the part that is missing
The part that makes me complete.
From,
Nook Nook Suzy Suzy Suzy
I love thee Suzy
I cherish thee like no other
I love you as much or more then life its self
I cherish your smile and your spirit as we are kindred
Kindred souls intertwined
Mingling in and out almost as one
Thinking and breathing as one
As one person though we are two
Two souls longing for one another
Wanting to merge and become one in spirit and mind
Suzy Suzy Suzy
How much I love thee
From my heart to you!
Nook Nook
I just got back Monday from spending 4 days with my Suzy. It was great. We went to an awesome place called Cedar Key and shopped and had

Heads Up Friends And Confederate MembersThe Watcher is getting closer to the next level, only 63,293. Any one who can help I would appreciate it so much. Please show some Love and help him buy rating his pictures or stash.
Here is his link….
Do You Want a Tag?
Heads Up Friends and Confederate Members! The Watcher needs 136,388 to Henchman. We need to get him leveled, PLEASE HELP. For ONLY TONIGHT the First 20 people to rate at least 30 of his pictures and 30 of his stash items gets a new personal or Confederate made by me. If you are out of rates you can rate 60 stash items. If you want to check out some of my work first please do so. You want be disappointed. Please leave me a comment in this blog so I will know who you are and The Watcher will let me know who is rating. Thanks Everyone! Peace!
Here is The Watchers link…SHOW HOW WE ROCK!

Where Am I?I had a serious problem last weekend...my colon rupture a little (Thank God just a lil)and i had to rush to the hospital and heve a cpl surgeries...and i have at least one more to go but not for about 6-8 months they say....Im sure ill be fine, im on sevearal antibiotics and pain meds....Please dont worry if your in one of my giveaways i have plenty of money in my accounts and if for some reason im unable to do so myself i have friends watching for people ready to be paid off...if you complete a give away , you will recieve the said prize directly after....and also as i get better i will be on more ,and will be back to returning all the love people leave me...Dont worry about me ...ill be better soon I do love and miss you all...

John's BlogsMyspace Chistmas Comments & Graphics Myspace Friends Graphics This is great, take a moment to read it, it will make your day!
The ending will surprise you
Take my Son
A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art.
When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son.
About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands.
He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art." The yo

JokesThings To Do On An Elevator
Things to do on an Elevator
1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask “Got enough air in there?”
2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.
3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you’re embarrassed when they open themselves.
4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.
5) MEOW occasionally.
6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: “You’re one of THEM” - and back away slowly
7) SAY -DING at each floor.
8) SAY “I wonder what all these do?” And push all the red buttons.
9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: “I have new socks on.”
11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: “Is that your beeper?”
12) TRY to ma

Odd To My FamilyBand : Cranberries
Song & Lyrics : Cranberries
Doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo, doo...
Understand the things I say, don't turn away from me,
'Cause I've spent half my life out there, you wouldn't disagree.
Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me?
Do you like me standing there? Do you notice?
Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me?
Does anyone care?
Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn,
'Cause we were raised,
To see life as fun and take it if we can.
My mother, my mother,
She hold me, she hold me, when I was out there.
My father, my father,
He liked me, oh, he liked me. Does anyone care?
Understand what I've become, it wasn't my desing.
And people ev'rywhere think, something better than I am.
But I miss you, I miss, 'cause I liked it,
'Cause I liked it, when I was out there. Do you know this?
Do you know you did not find me. You did not find.
Does anyone care?
Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a d

HeartMe (in a tizzy) : God, can I ask you something?
GOD: Sure. Me: Promise you won't get mad?
GOD: I promise.
Me (frustrated): Why did you let so much stuff happen to me today?
GOD: What do you mean?
Me: Well I woke up late.
GOD: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start.
GOD: Okay....
Me: (growling): At lunch, they made my sandwich wrong and I had to wait.
GOD: Hmmmm.
Me: On the way home, my phone went dead, just as I picked up a call.
GOD: All right.
Me: (loudly): And to top it all off, when I got home, I just wanted to soak my feet in my foot massager and relax, but it wouldn't work. Nothing went right today! Why did you do that?
GOD: Well let me see..... the death angel was at your bed this morning and I had to send one of the other angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that.
Me: (humbled): Oh...
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that might have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed): ............

Are You Smarter Than A 4 Year Old1. How do you
put a giraffe into a refrigerator?
The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the
giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple
things in an overly complicated way.
2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator?
Did you say, Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant,
and close the refrigerator?
Wrong
Answer
Correct Answer: Open
the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door
This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your previous
actions.
3. The Lion King is
hosting an animal conference. All of the animals attend... except one. Which
animal does not attend?
Correct Answer: The
Elephan t. The elephant is in the refrigerator. You just put him in there.This
tests your memory. Okay, even if you did not answ

ContestHey guys....please click on this pic and leave as many cooments your heart desires for this contest! Thankyou....smooches

Getting Over HerI am on my way to getting over my ex. She has for the past couple of days, tried to play her game, doing things like calling my work and leaving messages for me and the such. Yesterday she stopped me as I was coming into work and was being all nice and the like. I almost fell for it almost....
I come to work today and stop to talk to her, she was on the phone and got off of it real quick, we talked for a few and I came on in to work. I had to leave to go change my shoes and when I got back one of the fucktards that work here was there and she was just drooling all over him didn't even look my way. After a few I went back out and confronted her, and I let her have it, won't go into details here but I let her know that "I am not going to put up with this shit from her at all" the nice part is the guy that was there I know his wife, and I just placed a call to her friend for her to call me, evil aren't I?? Oh but it gets even better, I have nude photos of her, well I have decided that I

What's The F*king Point?REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........
Your Name:
Age:
Favorite position:
1. Do you think I'm cute?.
2. Would you have sex with me?
3. lights on or off?
4. Would you have to be drunk?
5.Would you take a shower with me?
6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
7.Would you leave after or stay the night?
8.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
9.Condom or skin?
10. Have sex on the first date?
11.Would you kiss me during sex?
12.Do you think I would be good in bed?
13. Would you use me as a booty call?
14.Can I use you as a booty call?
15.Can we take pictures of the act?
16.How long would we have sex?
17.Would you tell your friends about me?
18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? What is the point of having fubar? Why should i keep it? My so-called friends never talk to me...except like 5...and thats rounding. Someone give me a good reason

Woman Should Know BetterA very SMART girl wrote this.......And I think it's PERFECT !!!
This is a tribute to the nice girls. The nice girls made of sugar and spice, who always get overlooked, and who sit and endure endless ranting about the psycho-bitch stalker sluts men are wasting their time with, all the while embodying an angelic, classy exterior that is underrated. This is dedicated to the girls who pick up the phone at 2 a.m. to talk to their belligerently drunk guy friends and listen to them for hours about nonsense because they don't feel like going to sleep. This is for the girls who still say thank you to the guy who hurries to hold the door open for the leggy blonde in front of you, then squeezes in front of you and barely saves the door from slamming in your face. This is in honor of the girls who reiterate how lucky any girl would be to have a certain guy, and then tell him 50 different ways to impress the girl of his dreams who is too stupid and stuck up to notice him in the first place. This

The Lies We Live WithI use to think god was dead, instead I know now god never existed. I was born a different creature then what I was taught to be. Religion is a lie, a poison that has corrupted the true nature of humanity into a race of separatist warmongers. We have been tricked into becoming worker ants for our corporate master for no other reason then tradition. Only through realization of this of these truths can we hope to seek redemption for our ignorance. This closet-dictatorship that dangles freedom in our face while taking the very liberties we pride most is nothing more then a system of hypocrisy. My only real fear is that there is nothing we can do to stop it….
Before sending me hate mail because you’re too stupid to see what is really happening for yourself, watch this and then tell me what u think:
http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

Days Of Our LivesAs today is here we look towards tomorrow
wishing, waiting for it to be better. In the meantime neglecting today, before you know it today is gone. Now you are on tomorrow and what are your thoughts, that would be looking towards tomorrow.
If we took today and used it to the fullest then we would have no time to worry about tomorrow. Imagine how much more of today we would have for the family dinner or helping the children with homework.
Being parents means taking the time for our kids. We are giving our kids to the streets. What we do today reflects on our tomorrow. So why ponder tomorrow before you have lived today.
As the days of our lives come and go what do you want to be remembered for, what you could have done or the legacy of what you did do.
So lets take our kids off the streets and show them how to use today to it's potential since they will have tomoorw to do the same.

About MeI love music all kinds from the extremly weird to the all not to out there. It doesn't take someone smart to see that my music list on my list is here as well as there. Music fules my soul I dont know what I would do with out it. I love to listen to stuff that is mainly underground music. Stuff you most likely will not hear on the radio. Sometimes I'm in the mood for something kind of dark yet danceable so I put on Blutengle, Combichrist, Hocico, Depeche Mode, Synthetic Divison if I want to rock out I put on Bella Morte or 23 Rainy days, Iron Butterfly, Ozzy and so forth, Lately in my car I have been listing to The Buena Vista Social Club ( Cuban music) as well as the Dresdon Dolls (punk Cabaret) The Ditty Bops ( a bit of sixties music with a bit of swing to it) or some other style of music. It's not uncommon to see me in the car singing The Nightmare Before Christmas or Elton John. Lately the child has gotten into Queen and other great things such as David Bowie. If you read this blo

Darcell, Military MomGod willing my son will be leaving Iraq March 28, He had a bomb explode near him a few months ago and was injured with sharpnel in his side and a ruptured ear drum. He is suffering from severe headaches. He also aquired a fractured right had a month ago... but soon he gets to come home.. I can't tell you how excited I am... yea! I think sometimes... It makes you wonder... if this war is ever going to be over.... if it is at all appreciated by those we are trying to help.. I am proud of all the men and women that give their time and lives to try to make a difference there...and to the familys that are without them.... Thanks for the Service and Support

Fugly!Friend of mine at work today told another co-worker I was bein kinda mean to him...Course he was kidding with me........So I told him every time I look at you it pisses me off!...Doesn't it piss you off every time you look in the mirror??........LMAO

Random....i Love These$20.00
Sometimes we just need to be reminded!
A well-known speaker
started off his seminar by:
holding up a $20.00
bill. In the room of 200, he asked,
"Who would like this
$20 bill?"
Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this
$20 to one of you
but first, let me
do this.
He
proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill.
He then asked, "Who
still wants it?"
Still the hands
were up in the air.
Well, he
replied, "What if I do this?"
And he
dropped it on the ground
and started
to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.
"Now, who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.
My friends, we have all learned a
very valuable lesson.
No matter what
I did to the money, you still wanted it
because it did not decrease in value.
It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives,
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground
into the dirt
by the decisions we
ma

My Vents & BsARE WE ALL IN HIGH SCHOOL STILL?? WHAT IS IT WITH "SO CALLED FRIENDS"?? HELL MAYBE I AM JUST IN A "MOOD" BUT THIS BLOG I READ EARLIER WENT RIGHT THROUGH ME... I GUESS CAUSE IT IS DIRECTED TOWARDS A CLOSE FRIEND, BUT FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH....I HAVE TO PUT MY 2 CENTS IN...
THE " " CAME DIRECTLY FROM THE BLOG... AND MY FEELINGS ON IT...
I don't know how you all feel but the word HATE is a strong word to me.. as is LOVE...
I HATE NO ONE... DISLIKE YES, BUT NOT HATE!!!
~~WHEN I SAY I LOVE SOMEONE I MEAN IT.. I DON'T JUST THROW THAT WORD AROUND TO EVERY TOM, DICK, HARRY, JANE, OR SUE..
~~I DO LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, BUT THERE ARE SOME THAT I TRULY LOVE AND CHERISH THEIR FRIENDSHIP (MALE AND FEMALE)
~~THESE FRIENDSHIPS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!! IT HAS TOOK TIME AND COMMUNICATION, TRUST, CHALLENGES, LIFE, BS, YOU NAME IT... FOR THESE FRIENDSHIPS TO DEVELOPE INTO SOMETHING SPECIAL...
~~NOW WHY WOULD SOMEONE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS??? WHY WOULD THIS HURT SOMEONE FEELINGS??
~

Where In The World Is Msmaine~Ok..so this is how its goin to go. Every other day startin Sunday Nov.11, I am goin to changin my location and if sumone guesses the right location you will win 1000 fu~bucks. If no one guesses the right location the money will roll over to the next day I change my location.
As for guessin, you are just goin to have to trust me, most you know that I'm a pretty honest person. I am going to write the locations on a sheet of paper and I will have all the locations picked out. So I guess if sumone dont trust me I could scan the list and show them, but I will cover all the other ones so that person cant tell others. LMFAO IM SO CRAZY..LOL
Anywany, it was a crazy idea I came up with and thought it would be fun. So I will be startin the first contest on Sunday. What you can do is send me a private message and in the subject please put "WHERE IN THE WOLD IS MSMAINE". I would like to have all guess's before noon time. That would be 12pmEST on the day of hte contest. I will po

Cb Weekendwell, it's a three and a half day weekend... so, I've decided to wear my chastity belt all weekend... that's right, no stroking, just being teased and unable to do much about it. this weekend will include a lot of being out and about getting the car worked on, a road trip from DC to Philly, and possibly a play date. so, it should be an interesting weekend of straining erections. wheeee... wish me luck. anyone want to join me and hold onto the key for me? -weg-
saturday update: ok, so, when i'm not being directed by someone i have no will power. 8-(

Awesome!Somebody Misses You
Somebody misses your smile,
the hugs and kisses you share.
The warmth in your heart,
the Love in your eyes,
the way you listen and care..
Somebody misses your laughter,
reassuring,kind and sincere.
The touch of your hand,
the sound of your voice,
and the comfort of knowing you're there..
Somebody misses the majic
of the wonderful things that you do.
The secrets you hold,
the dreams that you reveal,
the way you make wishes come true..
Somebody waits for tomorow;
another day closer to when:
The hoping is ended.
The wishing is over.
and somebody holds you again.
This poem is for the one Truly Love
with all my heart and soul.
She knows who she is..

DownratersI so need to bitch again..lmfao
Ok so I can understand that everyone has different tastes and not everyone finds me as drop dead gorgeous as the men on my page..LMFAO JK JK JK...LMFAO I kill me.. Anyway, but I think that ppl should have to have a default pic to be albe to rate you. This person rated me a 2 or sumthin so I went to his page and he had no pics..LOL WTF So I said, if your gonna downrate at least have balls to post a pic. Then I rated him a 11. LMFAO My grammy says kill them whit kindness... Ok so Im dont bitchin. Just gout outta the hottub and my ass is feelin great. Have a great afternoon..
Peace..MsMaine
PS..If you noticed that I have changed y locatin again today, I am playin this game called where is the world is MsMaine...Everyday I will change my location and if you guess the right one youll get 1000fu-buck. Ok I will post more info in a new blog.
PEACE...MWAH

Bed SheetsAn extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the
last of which had left his bodily systems extremely
upset.
Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the
latest episode was another and stayed put.
He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his
ability to remain rational.
In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the
bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window.
A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him.
He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to
get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets
in a tangled pile at his feet.
As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the
sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his
(laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, w

Little JohnnyOne day Little Johnny heard a noise and peeked into his parents room
to check it out.
He opened the door to see his mom bent over the dresser and dad going
at it behind her. Johnny's dad saw him and gave him a little wink as
Johnny closed the door.
After business was finished Dad went to check on little Johnny. He
opened his bedroom door to find Grandma bent over the dresser and
little Johnny going at it behind her.
Dad yelled, 'Johnny, what the hell are you doing?!'
Little Johnny replied, 'It's not so funny when its your mom is it?!'

The FoolSinger : Gilbert Montagné
Song & Lyrics : Gilbert Montagné
No, no don't let me play the fool
Cause I really can't love you by the rules
For my love is sweet and free
No, no don't let me play the fool
For this thing you ask oh it's so cruel
Can't you see it isn't me
What you ask of me is just to be your clown
Someone you can lead about and show around
Why make of our love a children's puppet show
Can't I simply love you in the way I know
What I ask of you is not to turn away
Listen to the words that I am trying to say
Our love could be a new adventure in the way I now
Cause I love you love you love you love you
No, no don't let me play the fool
Cause I really can't love you by the rules
For my love is sweet and free
No, no don't let me play the fool
For this thing you ask oh it's so cruel
Can't you see it isn't me
All I want from you is a little sympathy
Try to understand who it would be for me
All my hopes and dreams would now be bound and tied
Any ho

Give UpYeah.. so you can't be any more tired of listening(reading)to me whine than I am of whining!
I'm ready to give up :/

Poem,thought I Just Wrote.Go to sleep and forget my woe's
wake up and can't feel my toe's
My blood, my blood, flow's slow.
My heart,my heart,
it beats day by day,
once agin ready to play.
No where to play,here I stay.
Alone once again with nothing but my thought's
wondering when and if my heart will feel truelove once again.
Many loves I've had in my past,but none that last.
shame but true,I just don't know what to do.
If it is meant to be, I know love will find me,and set me free.

Stuff!!Hi...How are everybody on here?? Plz Rated me/rated my picz/Fan Me/Add me Thank you very much!! :) Hi...HaPpy ThanksGiving Everybody on here Fubar...Hope y'all have a great day 2day!!! :)

Lest We ForgetIN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow
Between the crosses row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

(heros On Fubar)~My hero's folder(hero's on fubar) video please take the time to watch this~
Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com
~ These are the hero's from the video please go show them some love for Veterans Day~
thelatinromeo77@ fubar
Jesse RL husband to Hillary ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar
soldierboy2007@ fubar
armyssg@ fubar
Soldier1977@ fubar
Foxy

Horoscope Is Right OnCapricorns are in the middle of a huge growth phase. Both personally and with your career, things are on the move. Be careful that you don't miss opportunities to lift yourself into a higher category, especially when it concerns dealing with emotional baggage. When you consciously take another path when a familiar situation comes by, it will highlight that past lessons have been learned.

What Wrong With This SiteI came on to this site to make friends. Because a friend said this site was cool. But guess what she was wrong!! This site has people that only care about how many points they can get, or I got lots of friends. I bet they don't even know over half the friends they have are even talk to them. So tell me if I'm right or wrong.

Great TuneWHEN I'M GONE [written by Brian Vander Ark]
Another question
Hangs in midair.
There's an answer,
I know it's out there.
Will anyone be aware
When confetti falls on my empty chair?
Like a one, two punch,
A surprise attack come at dawn.
Will they miss me when I’m gone?
Everyday,
The search seems necessary.
A final play,
A desperate hail mary.
There's so many things that I may have missed.
I hope the answer is as simple as this.
Will my friends be brave
'Till someone plays my favorite song?
Will they miss me when I’m gone?
Take a minute from their lives one by one,
And remember everything I had done?
And everything I’d been?
Or will the world just spin on and on?
Will they miss me when I’m gone?

Random CrapWhy the hell is it soo hard to find a bi girl who lives in Jersey and is interested in meeting me? http://www.nbc10.com/news/15202228/detail.html?rss=phi&psp=news I've been thinking about this for a while, and I've finally decided to go ahead and do it.
I'm going to hold a FuBar auction!
Anyone who wants to be a participant,:
just send me a message and let me know which picture you would like to represent you, and what you are offering the winning bidder.
I WILL NOT be taking any percentage of the winnings, I am only holding this auction for the fun of it.
The minimum bid is 15k.
LET'S GO HAVE SOME FUN!!!
here is a glimpse of some of the auctionees

Cherie's BlogFirst blog didnt know what to write so figured just wish every one a great friday!!!!!! 8-)

LifeWHERE EVER YOU GO ,
WHERE EVER YOU ARE ,
NO MATTER HOW FAR,
YOU ARE IN MY HEART,
YOU ARE IN MY MIND,
ILL TAKE YOU WITH ME,
THROUGH THE DEPTHS OF TIME,
ILL WALK YOU THREW
THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD
YOU CAN LEAN ON ME
WHEN YOU ARE SAD
ILL OPEN MY DOOR
WHENEVER YOUR COLD
GIVE YOU A HUG SO
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LOVED
BE THERE FOR YOU
WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS
COMFORT YOU WHEN
YOU HAVE WENT THREW HELL
SHOW YOU THERE ARE
BETTER THINGS IN LIFE
THAN THE ASSHOLES
THAT BROKE YOUR HEART
SO JUST KNOW YOU ALWAYS
HAVE ME WHEN YOU ARE AT
THE END OF THAT BROKEN ROAD
CAUSE I AM YOUR FRIEND..
THIS IS FOR MY GIRL, CRYSTAL.. ILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU .. LOVE YOU GIRL

Dragoness TRUE LOVE
True Love is hard to find, when i found my true love , i could not think it was real,when i talk to him all i think about is him and me nothing else, when i see his face, his eyes i know that he is everything i wanted from a man and noting else, his voice makes my heart ponder, and it skips, and my eyes have that glow in it that i have never had happen before, i prayed one night to God, asking him what i should do, i was looking outside when i was praying and it was sprinking in rain, and i seen in the woods, 2 wolves, one had green eyes, and the other one had blue eyes , they looked at me and just nooded for some reason, then i seen the moon how full it was and i heard the wolves howl as i go outside wondering what i should do i had tears in my eyes, and then i heard a weird voice in the background going do what your heart tells you, my heart tell me to tell this wonderful man how wonderful he is and how he makes me feel, wh

Surviving Deployment 7Ten Commandments for Military Wives
1.Thou shalt not write in ink in thy address book.
2.Thou shalt not covet choice assignments or other branches of service.
3.Love thy neighboor ('tis easier if thou livest on a corner).
4.Honor thy Commissary and Exchange as long as they both shall live.
5.Thou shalt not ridicule a local politician, for mightly senator's from local politician's grow.
6.Thou shalt look for the best in every assignment even though the best may be "Most Childhood Diseases in One Year" or "Record Snow in One Months Time".
7.Thou shall remember all thy friends from all thy assignments with greetings at Christmas, for thou never knowest when thou may wish to spendeth a night with them while enroute to a new post.
8.Be kind and gentle to retired, white-haired Exchange and Commissary costumers, because thou too will be a retiree someday.
9.Thou shalt not curse thy husband when he is TDY on moving day.
10.Thou must never arrive at a new

I Need Some Advice!!!!I have been seeing this guy for the last 4 months and then two weeks ago he started acting a bit strange and now I havent seen him in over a week. I don't cheat but I am interested in someone else and I dont know what to do. How can he be my man if he doesnt come to see me or reply to any of the messages that I text him? I really care about him but i dont feel that I should just let him string me along!! What should I do?? Help me out please!!!!!!!!!

VeteranSunday is Veteran's Day. On Monday, everyone gets a day off from work, banks arec losed, and most people will sleep in.
I will not.
I will get up at five and go for my run. Then I will call my Father around 6:30. I will say; "Thanks for serving Dad. Happy Veteran's Day."
He'll say much the same back to me. I have about 20 of these calls to make, plus a few emails for those that are still active.
In Seattle, there's no parade, no special recognition, as far as I know there's not even a John Wayne movie on TV this weekend.
As a soldier I was shot at, cursed, spit on, written off, poisioned, relied upon, underestimated, tested, allowed to grow, and occasionally even thanked.
As a veteran I've been cursed, spit on, threatened, ignored, and occasionally even thanked.
I don't sleep much.
I often don't get along with people.
I have flashbacks and nightmares.
I have PTSD and am a disabled veteran because of it.
I'm pretty much ok with all of that, because I se

The Heart Has A Mind Of Its OwnSometimes it amazes me that we can be rational in our minds but our hearts seem to be the ones in charge. I know he is not good for me anymore and that loving him hurts more each day but my heart just won't let me stay away.

Going Home SoonIll be going back to va like the first week on dec im so happy i finally get to leave here i do feel kinda bad fro everyone else left here but it is my time to come home ill let ya know once im back and all set up i will post a new blog

Jam On ToastI hope everyone is having a wonderful Holiday season. Things are looking pretty good on this end. I just found work a couple of weeks ago and I'm enjoying being productive once again. I've noticed that I'm feeling much better about myself and I feel like things are turning around for me. I want to thank everyone who's stuck by me through my darkest and kept reminding me there was light waiting for me at the end of the tunnel. I'm lucky that it wasn't a train coming at me lol. Merry Christmas (or whatever particular holiday you celebrate this time of year) I just want to let everyone know, why i haven't been myself today...today would have been my dad's 51st b-day...so i just have the added reminder today that he isn't with us anymore. I apologize for me being a bit down today, and i'm sure i'll be back to being my typical self again tomorrow. I apologize for any inconvience this may cause. Have a great day! Hey ya'll... i just want to thank all of my friends on here who did an

Funny StuffThings Men Need to Know
1. The reason our bras don't always match our underwear is because
WE actually CHANGE our underwear.
2. The next time you and your buddies joke about armed women in
combat, take a poll to see which of you successfully aim at the toilet bowl.
3. If we're watching football with you, it's not bonding. We're watching because of the butts.
4. If the truth hurts, ask us those ego-sensitive questions on your payday.
5. Whenever possible, please try to say whatever you have to say after the movie.
6. Don't fret if you find out that the postman delivers more than once a day.
7. Please don't drive when you're not driving.
8. Lay off the beans several hours before bedtime.
9. Our bedtime headaches are inversely proportional to the number of baths that you take.
10. If you were really looking for an honest answer you wouldn't ask in bed.
11. The next time you joke about female drivers, research the number of accidents caused by rubberneck

Away For A Few More Days!Just wanted everyone to know I am doing much better! I have been away for a couple of weeks...had to help a friend out with some house sitting. Since I have been gone, I decided to take a mini-vacation with my daughter. I will be back on Wednesday. Thanks to all my friends who wrote and left comments. I love each and everyone of you dearly!!! I look forward to chatting with ya'll Wednesday...Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend! Oh yeah, and to The One..you know who you are..Lots of Kisses!!
Hugs to all..miss you lots!

LustWho gave Yourself to the death of the Cross to save sinners,
look upon me, most lustful of all sinners
.and I did love him with every inch of my flesh
burning with his fingertips and the sound of his voice
My body upon his made me feel angelic and his kisses;
so seductive upon my neck to my lustful lips
it started so easy as he held me tight against his frame
but as the candle dimmed his breath hastened as he touched me
my eyes shut tight with the biting of my lip
tasting blood as he kissed his way above my heart
the paleness of my ample breasts stained pinkish blush
his tongue surrounding the stone buds as I whimpered softly
hands all around my curves as if sculpting the glass of wine
the scent of the vineyard arousing his cravings as the kisses dwelled
down the slope of my midriff to a decadent yet mysterious valley
candy raindrops softly reflecting off the folds as he explored
taking into him that which I hold sacred and cherished
and oh God did he touch with such

WritingsSexy Comments Galore! October 2007
Well it took me a while, but im back again. i just moved from harrisburg, to a little town up north called HALIFAX ) just this side of the Schuykill county line. its nice quiet & a great place to start over, which is what i needed after the first half of the year.
To all my CHILDREN, i haven't forgotten you, even tho you may have me; but i have been working on some new photo albums (which will be up by the end of the month) and some new writings, (which will also be up by months end). i have also been working on a demo CD as well as an indipendant VIDEO production, so suffice to say i have been a busy little gal since i was last blogging.
August 24, 2007
ODE TO MOTHERHOOD (parts 1,2 & 3)
ODE TO MOTHERHOOD ..
PART I - CHERISH THY MOTHER
Last Friday, the 17th of August, my mother would have been 91 years old. Sadly she passed away in November of 1989, when I was 21. I lost a best friend when that happened, but something more

Is "he" Really Out There,somewhere?Have you ever loved someone so much that fear takes control of every emotions.
Fear of loving.
Fear of losing that felling of floating on air.
Fear of one day hearing the words…goodbye…
How can love & fear be twisted in one so that you can't even tell them apart.
Maybe, loving means risking everything for that one person who makes you feel larger then life.
I feel that with you, fear.
Fear of feelings I promised myself I would not feel again.
Fear of giving myself to be hurt again.
Fear of saying goodbye and never loving again.
Where do I go from here?
Do I let my fear of not being enough drive me away?
Do I let go now and let fear win?
Do I hold on and allow fear to drive you away?
Or do I hold on and shut fear out and know that real love will win?
Whatever path our love leads us down one thing I know is true.
Your love had made me realize what it is to love so much that fear takes control.
Whether that is good or bad remains to be seen.
Love knows no

Stupid PeopleFor anyone that reads this...this may make me look like the bad guy, is he not in the wrong as well? Comment are greatly appreciated!
(sorry for all the extra stuff headers and what not)
Hide header
Date: Fri, 09 Nov 2007 10:10:47 -0700
From: Size: 5 KB
To: fu1313918@fubar.com Reply-To:
Hmmm yeah that is what I thought. See maybe you should learn to talk to
someone first, before you just start mouthing off. Not everyone is
"like you" or thinks like you...obviously you have not figured that
out. Just because someone grows up around "white people"( as you put
it) does not mean that they have "forgotten" whatever it is that you
seem to think that people forget. I am proud of who I am. I am a
mother, educated, and self sufficient ... on top of that very happy
with every aspect of my life.
You have shown your ignorance and intollerance of the differences that we have in this world. Come on, we live in the world largest melting pot...or do you not know that.??
Yo

The Haters On This SiteIts funny how a site thats supposed to be set up for everybody to have a good time getting to know one another and socialize, can have so many people on here that get off on starting a bunch of bulls@#% on others peoples pages, inparticularly the "woman" on here, with people trying to tell them what they should and shouldn't have on their page or in their photo albums, when on some real rap all that is is jealousy and spite cause they either got turned down, rejected, hate all the attention someone else gets all that simple minded dumbs%*!!! They can monitor whats "NSFW" pics, but not monitor these simple ass haters on here that have some of the most beautiful and cool woman on the site wanting to delete their profiles, thats crazy!!!

Help My Sweetie LevelFUBERLORD OR BUST
~LuAngel~Ozzfanatic2 RLGF/FuBetrothed~CoOwner of Wicked Storm Crew~@ fubar
Stop By and show my sweetie LuAngel some luv she is trying to level to Fuberlord
Brought to you By Ozzfanatic2
~~Ozzfanatic2~~LuAngel RL/BF~Wicked Storm Crew~~WSC Bus Driver@ fubar
Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Purgatoryclose your mind forget your hate
drink until your numb
falling down on your face
smoke until your dumb
lipstick collar for a dollar
get a helping hand
go home and wash for face
ruler of the land
slithering like a snake
stepping on its tail
a man wants everything
takes him straight to hell
hurry up and wash your face
glitter and a smell
in a chair assume your place
it's your prison cell
make your bed and sleep in it
lay awake all night
watching life pass you buy
until Friday night
slithering like a snake
bringing it on home
a man ruins everything
he is in his hell I think lately
I've been feeling ok
I often stay awake til dawn and sing the night away
I think i seen ya
just the other day
and I was wondering if you still feel that way
I think about all those nights
when you'd watch me play
then wed make love 'til the light of day
ill bet you didn't even know that I moved again
I picked up my guitar and took that train
you know the one that always

Cam Site And Updateshttp://imlive.com/waitingroom1.asp?host=y&hostnick=Voluptuous_BBW if ya wanna see me play or be nude go here it costs money to but not as much not nearly as much i should be on soon

Mind TheatreThe way you look at me
Makes me wonder what you see.
Has my mask slipped,
Paint begun to drip?
Wating for the gasp
This facade can't last.
Holding tight to the ledge
Forever dancing with the edge.
One false move
Will only prove
What I see in me
Is all there can be.
Your smile makes me hide
Die more inside.
Studying my reflection,
For signs of my infliction.
I walk through the mirror
Hoping the other side is clearer.
Praying this is the place
I can bare my face.
That I can finally be
Free.
K
I have little to offer unbroken,
Perhaps only words unspoken.
I give you my thoughts,
Though long ago lost the plot.
I give you my shell,
I'll not need it in hell.
I give you my mind,
Though only a maze you'll find.
I give you my soul,
In life it was never whole.
I give you my heart,
Though already shattered apart.
Yours though you never thought to ask,
I am left with a final task...
I give you my last breath,
In

Letting GoI walked with you today---
with you and the One inside you
Who beamed light through your eyes.
Your voice seemed more than your voice
and held meaning beyond your meaning.
Who was in you speaking?
I walked with you and mystery today,
and now I need to learn Who dwells in you.
Perhaps the One inside me knows.
This my friends is one of my favorite poems I hope you enjoy it....Have you ever had that moment with someone right then and there you knew there was so much more that you wanted to know about them and you realize how little time you have to learn.Like for for that second you begun to understand them more than you ever have and your intrigued.
Ok so here goes lets just get this out in the open and off my chest.I Do Not Like Feeling Used.My feelings are really hurt right now.I am a real person with real emotions so please treat me like it.Do befriend me and then just push be away to the side like im not even here.If you need points and thats why yo

Man LawMAN LAWS
1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.
2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances:
(a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.
(b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse.
(c) After wrecking your boss' car.
(d) When she is using her teeth.
3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies.
4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.
5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her.
6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.
7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is
strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the birthday boy's c

Rate N Comment For The Contest My Firsthttp://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=154913&albumid=550486&i=2558790939
THE CONTEST WILL BEGIN 9PM EST ON 11-6-07 AND END 11-20-07 AT 9PM.
COMMENT= 1 PT. RATE= 2PT.

Angie Is CraazzyHi You guys! I need your major help here! ok so here's the deal. I need you to pick 1 picture of me in which you would consider that I have a really nice smile. Its really important so please help me :D thank you!!! Ok, so i watched American Psycho (yea kinda late) but now I have no idea what it is about! I'm so confused. What the hell happened to him? Ok so can someone kindly explain it to me? without being a jerk? I'd really appreciate it :D *kisses*

Hahahangel_jose...: Hello there how are you doing today i hope all is well with you there,my name is angel i am still single and looking, am 30 year old i am from USA IN HOUSTON ,I am sending you this mail with the regards of your profile I viewed, immediately I read your profile , it sounds very incredible to my expection because you really smell like the man i have been hunting in the past of my life , ever since out my mother womb. which implies to me that we,re ment to be together. however , i propose for a strong relationship with you if you don,t mind cause through relatoinship we can get to know each other better, therfore I am a woman of my words . I am pretty, responsible , i dont like publicity , i rather prefer privacy , and I think you may be the one my heart desire , who love me for who i am not

No Yahoo AnymoreSo, someone hacked my account, and I cant get into my yahoo mail or log onto my messenger. this blows.....alot

Sorry FriendsI haven't been on here to Yak with anyone for the last few weeks , Sorry bout that . I've been up against some extreme shit, long story short ,my youngest son was on trial for a car wreck & the courts found him guilty & sent him to prison ! I will never believe this wreck is all his fault , nor does the rest of our family believe this . In the mean time , I've had my oldest son back to the veterans hospital & we need to go back again.For now I'm just trying to stay focused & on track , Not an easy task. I have 2 wonderful boys that are now screwed up by the systems & hopefully some way I can help both of them, with all of this . I hope everyone is doing OK & I'm looking foward to Yakking with you all again. Take care ,Lakoda

New Artworknew art in the artwork section...stop on by and let me know what u think

Life Or Something Like It 10I got a phone call this morning from Visa asking for Peter. I had to have them call them back. Someone has used his Visa Debit card online and it wasn't him. They didn't get the card number from Peter being on the internet because he doesn't use it over the internet. It had to be someone writing his numbers down from some store he went to.
This has happened to us 5 times this year between him, me and our daughter! It is just ridiculous how insecure places are with visa cards. They really need to get control over this. It is an inconvenience to us because now he is without a debit card for 2 weeks and a cost to the visa! Somehow I think that it is going to happen again, especially since it is that time of the season....buying time!
I just really would like people to stop stealing for a living and go out and get a job! People are so lazy that they want everything for free. Kind of just makes me sick.
ciao

Bone Thugs-n-harmonyT.H.U.G.S.
(Trues Humbly United Gatherin' Souls)
I am looking for Bone Thug fans among this Fubar Community to join the T.H.U.G.S. online clicq. A Bone Thug Fan Fam of sorts.
Too join you'll rate, fan, & friend me, (Family space is limited by Fubar).
Then add "of T.H.U.G.S." to your current screen name like this
"(Your Screen Name) of T.H.U.G.S."!
So, I'm calling out all trues to unite & represent. Are you down?
IF YOU HAVE JOINED, LET ME KNOW SO I CAN ADD YOU to my family list! What's good ya'll?
ThaBoneCollector has got tha hook up fa ya
Bone Thug, Mo Thug, Thugline, 7th Sign,
U-Neek Ent., & Bone Thug Records.... Music!
All at FreeBoneMusic.com
With a vault collection of over 4,000 songs.
I ThaBoneCollector as compiled the dopest albums
to release to the world you'll ever hear anywhere!
That's right ya'll!
So, ta get you this great music
through FreeBoneMusic.com, ThaBoneCollector will
be dropping a NEW album every couple days.
From Oct. '08 to Oc

Where's The Love...Well first off, I'm really worried about coming off as a bitch here ( not my intent at all! )..but I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm sorting through my friends list. I really don't want to delete anyone, because there must have been something about me that interested you in the first place, or you wouldn't have requested my friendship, or accepted my request. But if it takes too much out of your day to slap a friendly.. hello, how are ya.. on my page once in a while..then you're only interested in one thing in my opinion. And that's only to hover and wait to see my NSFW pics that I post. Yes, I have "risque"..lol.. pics on my profile, but I only show what is seen on a beach, and really not even that much. But I agree with all men, that women are beautiful creatures, with beautiful bodies, and as long as you share it tastefully..it's all good ;)
So anyway, if I take the time out of my day, to find a cool, pretty, funny or sexy comment graphic, ( I always send out a graphic

Leveling UpIf YOU _______ Me?
Body: If you like me.................leave a comment.
If you wanna date me.......leave your number.
If you think I'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics.
If you care about me ....................leave a caring message.
If you hate me........................send me a message & tell me why.
REPOST THIS & SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET.
If YOU _______ Me? FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS
Body: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of monkey shit... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you.
So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"
The rules are simple...if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours".
If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it".
SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies.

Help Is Neededplease show some love to the greatest person i know she needs about 6000 comments to get vip all love will be returned she is always helping everyone out so now please show her the help back
please give this girl so fubar love she is new at this and needs some love from all the wonderful people on fubar
tyg3rcub@ fubar please come help a very good friend get a vip

Death Of Copsi find it funny when a cop dies and everyone is all upset about it. i mean the person chose that career and knew that one day they could be killed. there should be no memorial fund for them what so ever

Sick And TiredI am so tired of all the shit going on...cant people just get over themselves and let things go. Or just figure out that people are different and let it be. Damn, I do things differently than others and I dont shove my thoughts and beliefs down their throat. Get over yourself!!!

Drunkenesshey ppl tonight is the night im going to take the cam out and see what the night life is all about i hope i dont get punched in the face for it but it shall be fun wish me luck

Out Of Townsku11dagg3r and i will be going out of town this weekend and we will be back monday so please leave love on both of our pages we will be going crazy without fubar please show love while we are gone thanx to all our friends
skulldagger {Member of Blazin Hell Katz}@ fubar
the1anastasia {member of blazn hell katz}@ fubar

Which One?i am going to enlist for the military, but where should i go? Ary or Air Force?

Pictureshey probally not gonna be here much longer.....Thinking about deleting my account..Yay or nay.... new pics rate or comment if u want to and ill return the favor

UntitledWhen I am around you
I can never be blue
Being with you makes me happy
but can it continue; i don't know sadly
you have alot to think about
I don't want to make you pout
when you do you are day
when you do, i become sad
I wish i could make things better
everything does get better
you never know when or how
it could actually be right now
I wish that I could see
If there could ever be something between you and me
I will always remember you
I hope that you will always remember me.

Me"Be very careful not to make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal to".
I have herd for the past week about cheating, possible cheating(if you consider meeting an ex for the weekend cheating) do you consider a sex act cheating if its just a one nighter! Or if its with another girls is that cheating? Or is oral sex cheating? Come on Where do you people come from. If you are in a comitted relationship then its cheating! I dont care if you just started going with the person or you have been with them for 100 years. You dont say when you meet the person when you become comitted oh by the way babyI want you to be my gf/bf but once in awhile I want to go fuck someone else no you dont cuz you know they wont go for that. ITS CHEATING. No matter how you look at it. I think todays morals suck. The problem with society today is that the love that one holds

Late Mothers Funeral(poem)The angel's in heaven are lucky today.
since the good lord has taken the pain all away.
now you can join them and spread your wings wide.
your free up in heaven.
shed not a tear and grieve not a day, for the angels have taken the pain away.
We last saw your smile so bright and so grand while waiting for jesus to give you his hand.
your body was weak but your spirit was strong the angels were with you to help you along.
now your in heaven so happy and free.
oh what a sight we would all love to see. you'll always be with us in spirit and mind.
you were loving and gentle and so very kind.
your life has been full and very complete.
you had 5 lovely children, your one greatest treat we'll cherish the moments forever we had, you made us so happy when things made us sad.
we always will love you, it's never goodbye only so long till we meet by and by.
on the wings of an angel your spirit will soar youll always be missed till we meet again but never forgotten not now not then.

Free Spiritwe all as poeple go threw life trying to do all the good that we can for other poeple. in my point of view for only one reason , to be remembered . we all want our loved ones and others to remember us fondly , as being a carring loving person . some poeple dont see this as i do and dont help when they can , thats up to them . but my point of view is this , if we all took a little time to just stop and think about how we want to be remembered , we would help those that need our help . its like this if you help one person they feel good that you did , and well maybe they will help two poeple . and it grows from ther nutill your helping that one person has become a movment that helps thousands of poeple . i hope you all that read this have a great day , and thank you for taking the time to read it .

What Is WrongI want to die
I want to die right now
I want to die
but I don't know how
I feel like shit
I look like hell
I can't take it
As you can tell
I hurt real bad
I could use some drugs
I feel a little sad
I could use some hugs
There is so much depression
I don't know why
There is so much depression
I just want to cry
At times I feel like giving up
I get only bad luck
I want to throw up
even though it will be yuck
All my friends are dying
by their own hands or cars
Everyone is crying
It is leaving deep scars
I wish that it would end
everything would be all right
I just want to comprehend
And dream that its a bad night
Everything will be fine
everything will be ok
I will walk a thin line
and tomorrow will begin another day
Before I go to sleep
I wish to say good bye
I don't count the sheep
I just shut my eye

Mad Mixture ShowHello, and I'm Mr.Slappy host with Wayne of the mad mixture show, monday through friday 9 am EST on www.nowlive.com come check us out and shoot us a message

Demon Crew Points To LevelToday tues 16th, I may not be around we have just been informed that mum is going for further amputation on her leg since the infections not been healed after last amputation,, they are now going amputate to mid thigh and with mums state of health its only a 40% chance her pulling through..
the outcome of operation depends if im on later or taking few days off ,, tc love n respects Claymore aka GYPSY
Update 17th,,,, mum didnt get op yesteday due to falling + rising blood sugar levels, so we are expecting it happen later today, so another frettfull day coming up ...
Updated 17th 23.20pm BST... mum got further amputation ( its now about 5" above knee) she pulled through afer small hiccup and waiting near 5 hrs for blood sugar levels and insuline hypo to subside, then a further near 2hrs in prep and the op took just over 1.5 hrs.
shes doing well and its now hopefully just a case of recovery and healing,,thanks all whom showed / sent love for her mosy obliged ..

Couple Looking For Fun In Toledome and my wife are looking to meet some new people to have fun with if you know what we mean :) so if you are close to toledo or are in toledo pls drop us a line and we will get back to you don`t be shy trust me you will have fun :) ya show me some love :)

69,000 To Godfather..Too those of you that get my bulletins i need some help on reposting. Not all levelers see our bulletins now. If you will repost and dont see my bulletin shout me and i link you too it!!!
We have 4 back too back Happy Hours coming up .Hes got 69,000 to go. Lets help him get too GodFather.Stop by show some love and rate his pictures and stash. He has worked hard too get too Fu King lets top it today and make him a GodFather!!!
-Rich-@ fubar
This God Father pimp out is brought too you by Shadow Levelers!. We try and help everyone level up and get too GodFather!
¢¾BooBoo¢¾@ fubar

Thinking Out LoudOk so I have been working a lot at my current job and not making much money in it, with also going to school to get my degree I don't really have tons of extra time. Some one came to me the other day and asked me to do some computer side work which is what i used to do before my current job. I did the job and made a good bit of extra cash for it. So I started thinking that I could make some extra cash on the side but it may hurt my current job, and school work due to the time it cost to do the work. I'm just going crazy on what I should do about all of it. Should I do some more side work and hope that it doesn't hurt my school work and job, or should I just forget about it and do what I have already? Guess I'm looking for some advice...anybody got some? Ok so I am sitting here trying to do some of my college work and I notice that with the colder weather out side how many people just sit around and do nothing. I know that I should focus on my project so that I can pass this class but I

Repeated But Useful AdviceLadies and Gentlemen...wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be IT.
The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked.
You are NOT as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing every day that scares you.

Happy Hour Tonight!!!THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS WHO HELPED ME SO MUCH ON MY CONTEST I DID WIN FIRST PRIZE I WON A HAPPY HOUR!!!
I WILL KEEP YOU INFORMED ON WHEN I WILL BE HOSTING THE HAPPY HOUR. I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE TO THANK.
THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS!!
LOVE YOU ALL
MINA My beautiful dark friend Dark Queen has bought a Happy Hour tonight 8:00 pm est time. So for all of those you are online tonight let's burn it up!!!!
She's one of my coolest friends!!
I know I will be officially drinking my wine tonight celebrating great friends and contest over, lmao!!
Bloody kisses to you all!!
btw if you want to stop by and see this beauty here is her link!!!
MINA!!!

11/9/07Well I'm home with lots of equipment to help me toooooooooooooo much equipment lol but hopefully will be able to get rid of some of it soon. Dr. says I will be in pain for awhile as well as swollen for quite awhile. Have also been running a fever, so am hoping that's nothing serious. Hubby will be home later today thru sometime on Sun. so will have a little more help around here. Prayers are still needed so would appreciate any you can say. Thank you all. Blessed Be
DJ Wiccanlove is live and taking all your requests.Stop in and visit with her.
Click on the image

What's HapenedAs I look into the mirror
All shattered and stained
I am filled with terror
And over come with pain
What have I done
it is the worst
Nothing was won
As I'm carried off int he hersch
My friends wonder why
Why I left this place
I can see them from the sky
I can still see their face
The barrel was cold
The end was quick
I wanted to grow old
The last I heard was a click
The bullet went through
right through my head
all I really knew
was that I was dead

Special Who??Im so in the typing mood this morning. I got a great night sleep and my ass is feelin much better. I just wanted to say THANKS to one of my friends on the FU.
SpecialK is such a great friend he is always there for me wen i need to bitch, cry or laugh.
Even when there is times that he says "I told you so" I dont get upset like I would from anyone else. He says it in such a way that makes me clam and happy. SpecialK has got such a sweet tone in his voice, he can calm me down with just a simple "Hello". So I just wanted to say thanks for being here when I need you.
MsMaine

DilemmaI have known this guy for 8 years and have worked with him for 4 of those in the beginning! I liked this guy back then and he was a little bigger then, however he had a girlfriend and I kind of knew her so did nothing about it.
We lost touch for a few years and have just recently started seeing each other again as he comes into the club I work at>
I stupidly told him last week (when I was drunk) that I had fancied like mad back then and still do! He couldn’t believe it as he thought he was not attractive because he was a little bigger (he has lost some weight now and still he is attractive to me.
He responded by saying that he has liked me for that long and only wishes I had said something sooner as he is now married to someone else (not the girl knew)!
He has confessed that he is not happy in his marriage. Nothing has happened between use and nothing has ever been started!
What should I do! We get along great and are clearly attracted to each other! It is a bit o

Why Does Love Have To Hurtwhy is it that the person u are in love with hurts you so bad. The man i thought that loved me just asked me today. If i still want him in my life or do i just want him as a friend. I hate feeling that he doesn't want me anymore.

Thank God!!!I JUST TALKED TO MARK WHO IS GIVING THE TATTOO CONTEST AND THANK THE LORD IT ENDS SATURDAY NIGHT AT 7:00. HE MESSED UP, WANTED IT TO GO UNTIL SUNDAY BUT THE FOLDER SAYS 11-10 SO I CALLED HIM UP AND HE IS OFFICIALLY CLOSING THE FOLDERS AT 7 PM SATURDAY NIGHT.
THEN I CAN FOCUS ON MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND NOT BE SO STRESSED, LOL!!!!!
dAMN!!!!!!!!I PROMISE TO NEVER DO THIS AGAIN!!!!!!!!
THANK YOU SOOO MUCH EVERYONE FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE:) LOVE TO YOU ALL AND IM HAPPY AS HELL NOW!!!!!!!!
BLOODY JUMPING FOR JOY!!!!
MINA

Notice Melmao... my confession to codependency...
my greatest obstacle
to being who i know i am
a strong independent woman
capable of anything
and everything
Its not all on you
my love
I would never wish that
amount of pressure
We work so hard
just to make it
survive
one day
we'll know happiness
what it feels to be truly okay
until then
don't stop
holding on
trusting me
being you
my everything
my motivation
to be a better woman
and i promise
we'll make it
Artist SiteMore Videos
Music Video:RUNNING (by No Doubt)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone I won't let you.
know how fragile
sensitive I am.
I won't tell you my history right away.
you don't care yet anyway.
You will never see how much i heave in pain.
after walking away.
from you.
with a smile
I may not have the answers.
what u need

Sick And Stuffok bad girls heres the deal im sorry i havent been here like i should be for you all the problem is i have been seriously sick and still am. will be back in full swing before long i hope... if i have not added you to my friends please let me know so that when i am back i can do so..... once again i am sorry if i have let you down and hope for your forgiveness... hopefully be back into swing before long. thank you ok my friends as you know i havent been here. i have been down with a back injury and the flu.......i miss you guys will be back in full force soon

Lyricsto let your light shine bright
to let the one who shines so so bright
let them go and be free
falling from you like leaves from a tree
give them the air and the time they need
so they will come back to you
back to you
if you have that someone in your life that calls to you
shows you the way in the darkest of nights,
the one you go to like a boat to a lighthouse
do what you can to keep the light shining brighter than the brightest star no matter how far you both may fall
look inside and know you will both survive and look for each other in the darkest hours,
through the sunny days and long long showers
use the time to try, try to see what they see within you,
to see why they love you so
to see if you are truly that person
learn to love yourself as you are loved by her
look inside, know you will both survive, survive to look for each other in the darkest hours,
through the sunny days and long long showers
hold her tight but let her go
give her gifts then

Working LateYou've had to work late again and slip into the bedroom quietly trying not to wake me. I'm not asleep just pretending to be. You go into the bathroom and turn on the light, I watch as you open the shower and turn on the hot water then start to undress. I watch like a voyeur, I love your body; you adjust the cold and hot water then slip into the shower. I lay there listening and watching as the bathroom fills with steam, waiting for you to finish your shower and come to bed. I'm watching when you get out and start to dry off ,wrapping a towel around your waist, that just makes you look even more sexy, you towel dry your hair, flip off the light and come to bed. You ease in ,so thoughtful still trying not to wake me. Once you're settled your back is to me, I slip close up behind you and slide my arm around your waist and snuggle as close as I can. You place your hand and arm over mine" I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you" "You didn't I've been waiting for you" I say and press harder aga

Day To Day Ongoings!I promised myself I would never post songs and song lyrics :P lol...but this has pretty much been my mindset over the past month or so.
TOBY KEITH
A Little Too Late
Written by Toby Keith, Dean Dillon and Scott Emerick
It's a little too late, I'm a little too gone;
A little too tired of this hangin' on:
So I'm lettin' go while I'm still strong enough to.
It's got a little too sad, I'm a little too blue;
It's a little too bad you were too good to be true.
I'm big-time over you baby: it's a little too late.
No, I don't wanna talk about,
What we can do about us any more.
Only time you would be wastin',
Is the time it takes to walk right out that door.
Yeah, talk about water under the bridge:
You should know by now, girl, that's all this is.
It's a little too late, I'm a little too gone;
A little too tired of just hangin' on:
I'm lettin' go while I'm still strong enough to.
It's got a little too sad, I'm a little too blue;
It's a little too bad you were too good

Pimp OutI would like to introduce you all to my new owner Seamushardcore! Please drop by and show him mad love. I promise you will not regret it.
~Seamushardcore~
While your at it please make sure to drop by and show these four lovely ladies some love also. It will be well worth your time!
Èvîl Àñgël †Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш ÀΜ Šhïƒt Lëâðë®†{Shadow Leveler}«Mad Hatter»-Owned by Seamushardcore-
broken_hearted420 proud bbw~{shadow levelers}~ owned by Seamushardcore
Lucie in the Sky
Sinful Pleasures - SBC - Pu$$ycat Playmate - FU Bomber - Owned By Brett & ~Seamushardcore~
This has been brought to you by:
Èvîl

Random *b* BabbleFor a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination...
~souza
I was sitting in the airport in Phoenix in January and found this quote on a card that was blank inside. As I read this, it seemed to me that it was the perfect way to describe the way I should be living my life. It is so true that happiness is the journey and to always make the most of the time you have with your family and friends and those close to you. The ones that you know treasure with the same equal power as you do them. When walking your path in life, try to keep in

Remembering WhyHEY ALL..I NEED A MGR,BARTENDERS,SECURITY,AND MORE MGR MUCH BE ABLE TO BE ON FOR MORE THEN JUST A COUPLE OF HRS A DAY TO TAKE THE TIME THAT I NO LONGER HAVE TO PUT INTO THE HALL ALL OTHERS WILL BE NNEDED AS THEY CAN BE ON. AS MANY OF YOU KNOW I MOVED TO PA TO BE WITH CHUCK AND WE SPEND MOST OF OUR TIME TOGETHER WHEN HE'S NOT WORKING OR ON A CALL...I WILL STILL BE HERE FOR THE HALL DOING WHAT I LOVE TO DO BUT JUST NOT AS MUCH IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEE JOHN OR ME MY YAHOO IS MERCI_1973_33@YAHOO.COM HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL IN THE HALL TO MAKE IT THE GREAT PLACE IT ONCE WAS THANKS-MERCI FIRST AND FOREMOST I'D LIKE TO TAKE THE TIME TO SAY THAT I THINK
THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL AND THE GUNS N HOSES LOUNGES ARE BOTH GREAT PLACES TO HANG OUT AND THEY BOTH STAND FOR SOMETHING
GREAT THEY BOTH STAND FOR OUR TRUE AMERICAN HEROES AND YET THE LOUNGES FEUD WHY? IS IT NOT THE POINT OF HAVING A PLACE
AT THE END OF THE DAY TO GO TALK ABOUT YOUR DAY OR NIGHT WHETHER YOU JUST CAME HOME FROM FIGHTING A

How To Catch A Wild PigSubject: How to catch wild pigs
How to catch wild pigs
There was a chemistry professor in a large college that had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab, the Prof noticed one young man (exchange student) who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting communists in his native country, who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new communist government.
In the midst of his story he looked at the professor and asked a strange question: Do you know how to catch wild pigs? The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line.
The young man said this was no joke. You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the fr

New LoungeHERES THE LINK http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51742
EVEN IF U DONT PARTICIPATE IN IT. AT LEAST JOIN. WE ALREADY HAVE 4 MEMBERS. OH AND WHEN U JOIN. IF U HAVE ANY IDEAS ON LAYOUT OR MUSIC. LET ME OR ANUBIS KNOW!!! THANKS EVERYONE.

PreambleNEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION
This is probably the best e-mail I've seen in a long, long time. The
following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye
from GA. This guy should run for President one day...
'We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help
everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more
riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure
the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our
great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain
and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny,
guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold
these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are
confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of
NON-Rights.'
ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a n

"sorrow"I know things happen for a reason and there is a time for it all but when one is unexpecting it very hard to get thru and I know alot of you my friends has been rating my page and pics and sending me comments and showing my page love the reason I havent been returning all the attention is the lady I took care of passed away Tuesday night and I have been dealing with handling everything as soon as I can move on with this I will return all rates...Hope everyone is all safe and has a wonderful weekend.

Ooopsie...lolSo Im driving to work yesterday...running a lil late. Alarm went off at 4:15am..I rolled outta bed at 4:45am..heh
Anywho..Im blowin up the back road to pick up my partner for the day, it's about 5:15 am and I need to be 2 1/2 hours north of where I am by 7:00am..
Im just passin a big truck, when I see the hint of reflection from that keystone logo that can be none other than a PA State Trooper...I look down at my speedometer...
FUCK!..Im doin 76 mph in a 55! O_O
Yeah so before I even have a chance to hit the brakes his lights are on...Im busted!
So I pull over..knowing Im in BIG trouble..(Im in the company truck..oops).. Get my license and shit ready..
The officer looks at me and asks me for my crap then asks why was I flying up HIS highway at 76 mph this morning? Told him I was late for work..He asks where Im headed..I tell him..he looks at his watch and says...
Youre gonna be late! .....haha, funny guy :p
So he runs my tags and shit...Comes back..looks a

Just A Thought AwayI often sit in darkness,
with just a candles glow,
I hide from the light,
in hopes the pain won't show,
everyday I awake,
I try to set a goal,
just one thing I can do,
to let a child know,
he will not go hungry,
the gifts are on there way,
my hero is the mother,
with bruises on her face,
just protecting her little ones,
from the man she gave her love%

MeWELL ANOTHER GLORIOUS WIN BY MY BOYS AHHA. KICKED THE SHIT OUT OF GREENBAY. WELL, IT WAS A GOOD GAME. I HAD TO WATCH IT ON NFL.COM FUCKING COMCAST. OH WELL WE WON AGAIN HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT THIS IN A RECENT IM FROM A FRIEND
SEE WHAT YOU RATe!
1=asshole 2=bitch 3=brat 4=hoe 5=fun 6=cute
7=sexy 8=funny 9=my baby 10= id hit it...

Veterans DayALTHOUGH VETERANS DAY IS NOT TILL SUNDAY. TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY, TODAY THROUGH MONDAY AND THINK ABOUT WHAT ALL THAT VETERANS, PAST AND PRESENT, HAVE GIVIN TO US. SO,IF YOU KNOW OF A VETERAN NOT ONLY THANK THEM. GIVE THEM A HUG. WITHOUT THEM THERE WOULD BE NO U.S.A
US Military tributeAdd to My Profile | More Videos

Younger Men And Older WomenToday is the first day of the New Year and Iam going to change alot of things about myself. As of today I am no longer going to post any pics that show alot of skin. I will no long be the type of female that has to use her body to get man. I want a man that will respect me for who I am inside. I am a good person and I am someone that deserve to be treated like a QUEEN and like a lady and not a whore. If you are looking for a real lady then you can hit me up, if not then you can keep walking. Thank you to all my true fans that want a lady in their life as a friend or otherwise. To the others then it was nice knowing you but I am NO longer going to be what you want me to be. I have just got out of a relationship with a younger man and "yes" it hurts like hell, but i will be fine. If any ladies read this blog PLEASE stay away from them. They are more troble than they seem to be. If there is any older men looking at this and are looking for a good heartd woman hit me up. I need a re

Rodeo Cowboy Jim Shoulders 1928-2007THEY SAY HE PUT THE "RODE" IN RODEO. COWYBOYDOM LOST A LEGEND ON JUNE 24TH WITH THE PASSING OF A FIGURE WHO WAS WITHOUT A DOUBT IN MY MIND THE MOST ACCOMPLISHED RODEO COMPETITOR OF ALL TIME: JIM SHOULDERS.
TO MANY OF US HE DID RODEO BETTER THAN ANYONE: 16 WORLD CHAMPIONSHIPS BETWEEN 1949 AND 1959. SHOULDER INFLUENCED THE BEST OF OUR CURRENT RIDER TOO INCLUDING 2005 PROFESSIONAL BULL RIDING WORLD CHAMPION JUSTIN MCBRIDE. HE WAS QUOTED AS SAYING "JIM SHOULDERS DEFINITELY HOLDS HIS OWN PAGE IN THE HISTORY BOOKS OF OUR SPORT," MCBRIDE SAID. "HE'S SOMEBODY THAT WILL ABSOLUTLEY BE MISSED AND REMEMBERED."

Nikki SixxAugust 27, 2007 - Nikki Sixx is an icon. There aren't too many rock musicians who can lay claim to having sold 45 million albums, started trends, headlined the biggest festivals, written a bestseller, married a Bay-Watcher, launched a fashion line, redefined the power ballad and…oh yeah, died and come back to talk about it. Sixx is everywhere these days with a new band (Sixx: A.M.) and his upcoming literary release of The Heroin Diaries.??Enduring a troubled upbringing that saw him grow up fatherless and shuffled back and forth between various family members, Sixx's only solace throughout all the turmoil was music. His vision of the ultimate rock 'n' roll band consisted of Kiss theatrics, Van Halen swagger and the sneering bravado of the Sex Pistols. This childhood fantasy came to fruition in Motley Crue some 25-plus years ago, the band that he masterminded along with Tommy Lee, Vince Neil and Mick Mars. Hitting the scene about the same time as the LA-metal boom of the early '80s, The

My New Hideout!!!http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51726# Well finally reached level 10...made a lounge anyone and everyone is welcome. Lookin for anyone who wants to contribute.

Important ReadsNew Virus ALERT!!!! Not every one effected But most of us In Des Moines Iowa can't get yahoo or aol and it has to do with both them site
Anyone-using Internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on.
This information arrived this morning, Direct from both Microsoft and
Norton.
Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet.
You may receive an apparently harmless e-mail with a Power Point
presentation " Life is Beautiful"
If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, and
delete it immediately.
If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying:
"It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful."
Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC, And the person who
sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password.
This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon.
AOL has already confirmed the
severity, and the anti virus software's are not capable of destroying

Who's To Blame?!What is wrong with young people today
All we have seen is violence and dismay
We hear, see, and speak of violent acts
It is as if we walk on a thin line of tacts
there is good in children today
You just don't hear about it everyday
You only hear about our violence and miscare
It has even been classified as to what we wear
It is not alright
The TV makes us see fright
For we are not that bad
We do have feelings and do get sad
TV is giving us shame
It is giving us one person to blame
Parents are shocked with surprise
Over this brand new demise
Parents and TV are to blame
For TV shows us killing is just a game
Parents think it's a charm
It doesn't do us any harm
Some it does affect
Some just don't forget
When it comes to blame
We are all really put to shame

All WomenSubway Miracle: Hero Beats Long Odds To Make Save
Columbia U. Worker Leaps Across 3 Tracks During Rush Hour To Save Much Bigger Man
Reporting
Cindy Hsu NEW YORK (CBS) ¯ You're about to meet a subway hero, who jumped onto the tracks to save a man. But as CBS 2 HD has learned, his leap of faith was just the beginning.
Veeramuthu Kalimuthu -- or Kali – is a mechanic at Columbia University. His recent actions make him a hero in the truest sense of the word. And if not for someone else coming forward to tell his story, the public would never know what he did on March 14.
At around 5 p.m. that day he headed to the downtown No. 1 train at 116th Street in Morningside Heights to go home to Jamaica.
"I heard everybody was screaming, you know, and everybody was running in different direction," Kalimuthu said.
A man had fallen onto the tracks from the opposite platform, all the way on the other side of the station.
"People were getting their cell phones out trying to call t

Crude Sex Jokes # 1Crude Sex Jokes # 1
Q. What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common?
A. The longer you play with them, the harder they get.
Q. What does an old woman have between her breasts that a young woman doesn't?
A. A navel.
Q. What is the difference between a woman and a washing machine?
A. You can bung your load in a washing machine and it won't call you a week later.
Q. Why did god create Adam before he created eve?
A. Because he didn't want anyone telling him how to make Adam.
Q. What is a lesbian's favorite thing to eat?
A. A Klondike Bar
Q. What did the elephant say to the naked man?
A. "How do you breath through something so small?"
Q. Why don't women wear watches?
A. There's a clock on the stove!
Q. What doesn't belong in this list : Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob?
A. Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob.
Q. Have you heard about the new super-sensitive condoms?
A. They hang around after the man leaves and talks to t

PoetryWhat is love?
Love is the feeling I get when I look into your eyes
The feeling I get when I am with you
Holding you tightly in my arms
Love is the feeling I get when I'm with you
Just talking to you and listening
Hearing about your problems
Telling you about mine
Love is built with trust and faith
Both of them grow with time
They grow with time apart and together
For they all go together
Love is more than a word or feeling
It is a combination of many things
Love is a powerful word to use
Most people don't understand it
Love is a word you need to use
Carefully and understand the full meaning of
For when you find love you why
And can say it with trustfulness When I look at you you seem so sad
I wish that there is something I could do
I feel really bad
I want only the best for you
I wish for you so much
I wait everyday for you to be near
I miss and want your touch
I wish so much that you were here
If I die
I want the whole world to know
That I woul

MovingThe Joys of Moving (Part 1)
The only part of moving that is fun is the end result! I am only moving about 6 miles closer to the beach (WHOO HOO!) but it is still pretty intense! Oh, nothing like the move from Michigan here last year....but still stressful!
The first hiccup was yesterday-- got a call at work from the leasing mgr saying the apt that they told me was going to be mine, wasn't ready! Yes, a whole day before I am scheduled to move in... They WILL make it right today. Either a bigger apt for the same $$ or a comparable one at the same rate. I am not letting it get me down...this move is going to save what is left of my sanity!! lol
Another great realization is how many great friends I have that volunteered to help me move. I didn't even have to ask....that blows me away!! For those of you who know me well, it is very hard for me to ask anyone (even family) for help of any kind....I'm working on that one!! LOL
Anyway...stop by my page and show me some luv this w

Peering Into The Heart Of A Black HoleGiant-sized telescopes such as Hubble, Spitzer and Chandra offer unprecedented views of the cosmos, but astronomers are eager to put more powerful tools into orbit around the Earth. Without the extra help, said Rachel Somerville, an astronomer at the Max Planck Institute for Astronomy in Germany, it may be impossible to resolve some of the universe's greatest mysteries. "We need better observations to make our models better," Somerville said, noting her search to understand galaxy formation and mysterious quasars. "... If you just put theorists in a room for the next 15 years with the biggest supercomputer you can find, it will never happen." NASA expects the James Webb Space Telescope (JWST) to launch in 2013, and many scientists are already pondering their future observations of tiny extrasolar planets, elusive black holes and distant galactic arms. Somerville and other astronomers laid bare their sky-watching hopes—including telescopes beyond JWST—at the recent Astrophysics 2020 con

Wont Be On Much...i would love a blast, just beggin here.lol if u get me one ill do you a sexy salute.... or if beggin could get me anything else, let me know....
MUAH!!!! my husband came home we had a great night, woke up this morning and he just started going off on me. i went to the doc today and she suggested couples counsuling we are going to try to fix this, or im gonna go crazy! i love all of my friends on here, i could never express just how much you have helped me.
i guess im not going to win that contest but i want to thank every one that helped. i love yall and ill see u on tues!
Muah! *Kimberly*

My Drinkin Story....well i started drinkin when most kidz were still playin in the sand box... i was prolly 5 or 6 when i started stealin my first beers... my folks would go over to a friends and skeet shoot, while the adults were down shootin some of us kids were up by the house gettin cups of beer out of the keg... this went on for a few years till my father quit drinking... i still drink but switched to hard liquor cuz that was all that was in the house... when i was a freshman in collage i alreadyknew i was an alcholic but didn;t care, shortly after that i had my first dui... i was trippin on acid and drank bout a case of beer, was headin to the woodstock reunion in 1997... i drove down a road that didn;t exist and rolled my car... that was the accident that landed me in the marine corps.. i came home on leave one weekend and was in the pocono's driving around got my second dui, luckily it was a friends dad that arrested me and since i was a service member he let me go the next mornin.. all the rest o

The Master....baitsIt's 1:00 pm and I'm checked in. It's surreal, I can't believe this is happening. I text him: "I have something for you, come see me at the hotel next to the mall". I know he will come, I've been teasing and tantalizing him for over 3 months. Meeting him at the gym in the wee hours in the morning, taking him in the sauna when no one is there. As I sit in front of the mirror fixing my makeup I reminisce about my rendezvous with him two nights ago at the gym. We met at 12 in the morning, I wet my lips subtly at the sight of his biceps pumping the metal bar up and down to his chest. A light coat of sweat covers his swollen arms, his thin muscle shirt clings to his broad, defined chest and his deep brown eyes... The intense look on his face makes me think naughty thoughts about him. He sees me in the mirror and smiles at the sight of me. I cleaned up pretty nicely for the gym. I wore tight, black shorts, that barely covered my plump, round ass.
My form-fitting shirt hugged my perky brea

I Just Dont Know AnymoreYou know someone who went to Chaminade.
Jones Beach Theater is the best place in the world to see a concert. CASE CLOSED!
Is it just me, or is every girl from Rockville Centre a bitch?
Billy Joel said it best, "Either you date a rich girl from the North Shore, or a cool girl from the South Shore."
What's the big deal about the Hamptons?
If you're not from Long Island or NYC, you're not really from New York.
You don't go to Manhattan, you go to "the City"
You know the Belt Parkway sucks!
You never, ever want to "change at Jamaica..."
You never realize you have an accent until you leave.
You know where at least one strip club is.
You can name at least three bands that came from Long Island.
You curse. A lot.
Is Huntington really that cool?
You've been to Utopia at least once.
The goddamn geese are everywhere!
If your parents didn't, your grandparents lived in the city.
At some point in your life you or someone you know has owned an anima

Blue BallsBLUE BALLS
(Dedicated to Dr Maxsmart)
"I think I have a problem, Doc," says the patient, "One of my balls has turned blue."
The doctor examines the man briefly and concludes the patient will die if he doesn't have his testicle removed.
"Are you crazy?" bursts the patient, "How could I let you do such a thing to me?"
"You want to die?" asks the doctor rhetorically, and the patient has to agree to have his testicle removed.
Two weeks after the operation, he comes back. "Doc, I don't know how to say this, but the other ball has turned blue, too."
Again, the doctor tells him if he wants to live, his other testicle must be cut off, too and, again, the man is very reluctant to the idea.
"Hey, you want to die?" asks the doc, and the patient has to agree with the operation.
But, about two weeks after he is testicleless, he returns to the doctor.
"I think something is very wrong with me. My penis is now completely blue."
After briefly examining the patient

It Is......It is the voice in the back of your mind
that whispers all the things
that seem too cruel to say.
It is all that is locked up tight.
Never to see the light of day
It is not a husband....
It is pain.
It is not a father....
It is failure.
It is not a son....
It is hate.
It lies drowning in a pool polluted
with frustration and self loathing.
It is all my hatred pressed down
to the head of a pin.
It's heart is black...Beating in time with mine.
It is not a leader....
It is useless.
It is not wanted....
It is black.
It is not needed....
It is worthless.
It is everything and nothing, all at once.
All it has is darkness.
It needs to feel.
It needs to hate.
Keep it locked up inside of me,
so only I can feel the pain.

Hot TamaleHOT TAMALE
There was this couple who had been married for 50 years. They were sitting at the breakfast table one morning and the old gentleman said to his wife, "Just think honey, we've been married for 50 years."
"Yeah," she replied. "Just think, fifty years ago we were sitting here at this breakfast table together."
"I know," the old man said. "We were probably sitting here as naked as jaybirds fifty years ago."
"Well," Granny snickered, "What do you say...should we?"
Whereupon the two stripped to the buff and sat down at the table.
"You know honey," the little old lady breathlessly replied, "My nipples are as hot for you as they were fifty years ago."
"I wouldn't be surprised," replied Gramps, "One's in your coffee and the other one's in your oatmeal."

Im Effin Freezing!dude wtf.. im so freaking cold.. i have long sleeves on and two sweaters on plus thick yoga pants on.. and im still cold.. haha one of my pics looks like my hand is blue. which if you reading this you should comment those pics.. i dont take pictures too often. do you think why im so cold is because i have been fasting for so long? its starting to scare me a lil..

The Aging PenisTHE AGING PENIS
(This is what we have to look forward to girls)
My nookie days are over;
My pilot light is out.
What used to be my sex appeal;
Is now my water spout.
Time was when of its own accord;
From my trousers it would spring.
But now I have a full time job;
To find the blasted thing.
It used to be embarrassing;
The way it would behave.
For every single morning;
It would stand and watch me shave.
As old age approaches;
It sure gives me the blues.
To see it hang its withered head;
And watch me tie my shoes.

Our TroopsCELL PHONES FOR SOLDIERS (CPFS)
Cell Phones for Soldiers, a national nonprofit started by two Massachusetts teenagers, partnered with AT&T, which takes used cell phones and recycles them. With the proceeds, Cell Phones for Soldiers and AT&T buy phone cards for deployed soldiers.
The national recycling program began on July 4, 2007. Already, Cell Phones for Soldiers has raised more than $1 million and has given out more than 75,000 phone cards to troops deployed overseas.
In 2004, Brittany Bergquist, then 13, and Robbie Bergquist, then 12, founded the program to help members of the armed forces stay connected with their friends and family in the United States. AT&T's involvement in the program has helped broaden and expand it.
Used cell phones can be donated at AT&T locations in Florida or mailed in a postage paid envelope. IT IS ABSOLUTELY FREE!!
DONATE A PHONE
It's simple and FREE – every phone you donate can help increase the amount of talk-time CPFS is

To The FartTO THE FART...
At times it is silent, at times it is not
at times it sneaks out and burns oh so hot!
When you'd like it to happen, it just won't come out
it hides and it waits till you're out and about!
The evil ones reek and embarrass us so
then laugh as they trail us wherever we go!
I know it's a function we can't live without,
but on a first date must they really come out??
Men light them on fire - it amuses them so
women fight to be quiet so that no one will know.
I can't figure why after eating good food
the smell that results could kill many a dude!
So here's to the fart, our warm smelly friend
you begin in my tummy, then come out my rear-end!

Poetryto one and all happy thanks giving...to all my family and friends across the pond
~ Love's Sacred Bond ~
When I lovingly look into your eyes
I see the bond of love that ties
A Sacred bond that none can sever
that binds our two hearts forever
Our two lone souls met by fate
Two wild hearts that could relate
with wild spirits others could not tame
our love burns like a fiery flame
The key to my heart had disappeared
until you, my forever love, appeared
You take my heart places it's never been
Our spirited passions flying on the wind
Unlocking love's mysteries of old
as their great secrets to us unfold
Their splendor is now ours to hold
Mysteries of love more precious than gold
Our nights filled with ecstasy's bliss
Mornings greeted with passion's kiss
I love you in so many ways
You ever fill my nights and days...
Everything our hearts ever dreamed of
Strong as the eagle who soars above
Soft and gentle as the purest dove
This is our Sacred Bond of love

Korea.....We are Soldiers,
We live and Die
just like you,
We Fight,
We love,
We drink,
We Live,
So Why is it,
Protests happen,
Against us,
Turn to your neighbor
Look at what you see,
Hatred for your fellow man,
Why?
We Die at such a young age,
A boy just 19,
Could be your brother, your son,
Your mother, your daughter,
Your uncle, Your Father,
These people give all,
Just for your "freedom of speech"
Slander us,
call us names,
like, "baby killers" "War machines"
You see the negative,
The harsh conditions
in which we live,
in which we cry,
missing our family,
Could be your brother, your son,
Our mothers, Our daughters,
Our uncles, Our Fathers,
So just think about this,
Before you call us names and hate....
"Greater Love hath No man than to lay
his life down for his brother"
We give ours to you, all we ask is for
a prayer....
For your Brother,
For your Son,
For your Mother,
For your Daughter
For your Uncle
For your Father,
Bring our boys

The Defective ParrotThe Defective Parrot
A man is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch.
It doesn't have any feet or legs.
The guy says aloud, "Golly, I wonder what happened to this parrot?"
The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot."
"Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!"
"I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent, thoroughly educated bird ."
"Oh yeah?" the man asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?"
"Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers."
"Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?"
"Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, and philosophy. I'm especia

My LifeI don't even know where to begin: My life is what I make of it and yet I've been messing it up every since I've learned that little tidbit of information. From pushing people out of my life to cutting on my arms hoping to ease the pain I've caused myself, Both self inflicted.
So where does this all go after I tell you all my personal victories? How the hell should I know? I'm just sitting in front of a computer spilling god knows what to whom ever reads my myspace page.
I mean I'm just sitting here hoping and praying that everything will get better. At the same time I don't really want it to. I just keep asking myself the same questions daily hoping that someday the answer will be different then be for.
Will everything be better tomorrow?
Yet why can't I be happy?
Maybe b/c I want everything to be given to me on a silver platter. Or should I say, "For my own selfish reasons." I'm jealous b/c I don't want Anyone else but me to be happy. I want everyone to loose and

My HeartPurity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way. I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking dee

Meet My I.b.i.c. Sistas!I.B.I.C. is looking for more members! We are an all female group! I.B.I.C. stands for Insane Bitches In Command! If you would like to join all you have to do is go to my blog and add, rate and fan all the members listed!When you are done with that add I.B.I.C. in your name somewhere then let me know so I can add you to the blog and the home page!
Rules
1. You must have I.B.I.C. added to your name!
2. You must treat everyone of the sistas with the respect that you would like to be given to you!
3. If you have any problems with another I.B.I.C. member come to me with the problem!
4. No Drama!
5. Repost any I.B.I.C. bullys you see!
6. Please help the sisters level when they ask for help!
Thank You,
~Mydnyte™~Founder of I.B.I.C.~D.S.C.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~ And Mystêfyï☼I.B.I.C. Owner☼D.S.C.☼»Fu wife to Jim«☼
~Mydnyte™~Owner of I.B.I.C. ~D.S.C.~D.T.B.~Real Wife To Jayrod874~@ fubar
Mystêfyï☼I.B.I.C. Owner☼D.S.C.

More About MeI am sooooooo laid back and easy going that not much bothers me. If ya want to fan me or add me as a friend that cool, if not thats cool too. I am having a blast here on FuBar I hope to meet some really cool people on here.
Till next time chillens be safe!!!
And Oh yeah I'm also addicted to boobies!! LMAO Thought: Letter From Santa
>
> TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,
> HE LIVED ALL ALONE,
> IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF
> PLASTER AND STONE.
>
> I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY
> WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
> AND TO SEE JUST WHO
> IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
>
> I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,
> A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
> NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,
> NOT EVEN A TREE.
>
> NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,
> JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
> ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES
> OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
>
> WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,
> AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
> A SOBER THOUGHT
> CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
>
> FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,
> IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
> I FOUND THE HOME OF A SO

Friends ForeverFriends are friends forever together 'till the end.
You promised me that you would always be my friend.
One day something changed I'm not sure what it was.
I lost you on that day and the reason was because
it was a late dark night and we had a stupid fight.
And for some reason, I don't know why, we couldn't make it right.
We went our separate ways.
This went on for days and days.
I made new friends and you made yours,
but that hole in my heart could not be filled for that hole was only yours.
Times got really tough,
my road of life was, oh, so rough.
I needed friends, not the kind you see from day to day,
but the kind that will always and forever stay.
Memories were all I had
and just the thought of them made me sad.
I cried every night wondering how to make it right.
I wish you could erase that day and that fight.
Would you please forgive me? I don't know where to start.
It hurts me so bad to have this hole in my heart!

Pizzawhat is your favorite pizza? what is your favorite topping on a pizza

Blah!Hey everyone so this is my new profile the other one just wasn't cutting it anymore. So yeah this past three months for me have been going awesome. I have a wonderful fiance that i am so in love with him. I couldn't be happier with anyone else in my life. I feel me and him have the best relationship i have ever had in my life. Well i guess thats it for now i will be back to write more at a later date.

UpdateI know this may upset some people.... and I apollogize 4 that. 4 others... it may be a relief...lol. I have recently made a life decision.... kinda a New Years resolution. After the New Year... I am pretty much gonna seclude myself. I indend to focus on work and getting my life back in order. I sincerely hope that every 1 understands. If u r at all close to me and have been in touch recently.... then u will understand what I mean. There has been alot going on in my life lately. And I need to get it all straightened out. Which means in a nutshell..... that from the New Year... on to about Spring (about 2 - 3 months ) I will be out of contact with every 1 . I know that this may sound wierd and all..... and I really don't care n e more.... but... I need to find myself...lol Sounds wierd I know... More like I need to find who I am in a way. Call it a mid-life crisis....lmfao.... bit YOUNG I hope for that still.... but. This is just something that I need to do. I WILL b

Oasis... Been There Lately?If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! Click this link to visit us in CLUB OASIS ,,: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50173 -the management ----------------------------- If you wish to no longer receive messages for this lounge, click this link to unsubscribe: http://www.fubar.com/mylounges.php?leave=50173

My Twisted WorldThe Stupid Things I Cant Get Out Of My Head
Just An Outlook:
27 years isnt really that long of a time to live, considering atleast(if not more) 5 of them where years that were beyond your control where you didnt live just learned. I know you neer stop learning but those first five Where the most absobrent. Where You where pretty much Running On instinct, and depended on people th most. so yeah experencing life for only 27 years is just a drop in the bucket looking back as you grow, like loooking at 16 from 27 and laughing your ass off and crying inside about how wrong you where about life. Im Sure Im Wrong about what i think life is at this age as well, and ill probably always be wrong about what i think i want from it and what i think it should be.
About Myself:
As Youve Probably guessed (or already knew) im 27. Im A girl, i wont say woman, i havnt earned that title yet and probably never will. Sadly i would love to be tho, id love to be the person you can turn to when in n

Everyday OccurrencesI got to meet Belladonna today. What a thrill. I talked to her about fubar. She promised to get back online and say hi to friends and fans.
Let's hope she has the time to do it.
In person she is delightful and charming - not to mention stunninly gorgeous. this is my last post, [cue violins]
I have a busy summer ahead and have vowed to stop drinking and chasing naughty girls.
Goodbye fu-friends, thanks for the fun.
PC

In Our DreamsI'm three thousand miles from home tonight
But I can still hear your voice.
I think you know I'd never leave your side
If only I had the choice.
This job is my personal ball and chain;
Against it love seems to lose.
In spite of it all, there's still one more
Thing we can decide to use.
In our dreams,
We lie next to each other.
In our dreams,
Tonight I am your lover.
In our dreams,
I can see your smile,
In our dreams,
We'll stay here for a while.
In our dreams,
We can share the laughter
In our dreams,
It's happily ever after.
In our dreams,
To you I give my heart.
In our dreams,
We'll never be apart.
I know how hard it is to be my girl,
When my job seems to come first.
This army career's like an awful dream,
I can't wait for you to burst.
But through all the hardships and all he tears
I'll always stand by your side.
But if there's a time that you miss me too much,
Fall into your dreams and hide.
In our dreams,
We lie next to each other.
In our dr

Wanna Make Money???????HEY PEEPS WANNA MAKE SOME MONEY WHILE CHATTING WITH UR FRIENDS AND MAKING NEW ONE, UPLOADING UR PICS ETC, THIS IS UR CHANCE , GET UR BUT OVER HERE AND JOIN AND MAKE SOME MONEY, WE ALL LOVE MONEY RIGHT, CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND JOIN, SEE YA THERE

I'll Be Yo HuckleberryI'm in and out, and partner you ain't knowin this
She loves you goodly but she's all on a player's tip
Cause you ain't givin, somethin that she really needs
And that's that good ass lovin, partner can't you see
She's bored no trust, she sits in the house all day
While you out there ballin, tryin to have it the kingpin way
She gets no time, your schedule way too deep
You leaves out the house everytime you get a beep
To all you ladies, sweet dark and lovely
See players like me, I likes to taste the Easter bunny
I likes to lick you down, give you self esteem
I'm the playboy you want, on your under team
Yo' huckleberry, mackin fast Sc
One of them type of ballers on the same level as Gotti
So all you tenders, it's all to the good
So page me on the under and I'll creep through yo' hood
Lookin at my oyster perpetual Rolex, browsin through my Rolodex
Baby done left a verbal, want me to hit that girdle
Come through on a tuck, while he's in the shower
Get in on the ease wi

Oh What A Day !Well the day started out pretty darn good, then received a phone call saying that a lodge here by where we live was on fire. I was told get there and get there quick, gotta save the dogs. get there and everyman and dog was there already. at least 5 firetrucks, ambulance, oh everything.
I work there part time cleaning up after hunters and fishers, and there isnt much left of it now, its burnt up!
Was trying to make cookies, my cookies that usually only took 40 min all together ended up taking 3 hours to make. Boy howdy what a day, is it over yet ??

Its Just Meim fun, loving,careing, respectful, trustworthy, honest, open minded, get along with others,down to earth , i love family, dont put myself before others needs, gives spave when needed, not jelious of better halfs friends being male or female, i dont judge i work, i love to help people i am wanting to open a texas lounge for texans if u r intersted please hit me up rate fan what ever it will take to get one started.cavemannnnnnnnnn HELLO ALL LADIES:
MY NAME IS KIR AKA CAVEMAN AND MY FINECE IS LOOKING FOR A GIRLFRIEND AND I WOULD LIKE THAT TO WE ARE IN AMARILLO IF ANYONE WANTS TO CHECK US OUT HOLLER AT US !!!
KIRK AND SEXYGIRL

Blue LoungeIF SO BRING IT WITH YA & COME CHECK OUT YA BOY L.O.C. LIVE @ THE BLUE LOUNGE
DJ L.O.C.~~Owner/DJ
JUST CLICK HERE AND ENTER THE (BLUE) LOUNGE
(repost of original by 'DJ L.O.C. ~Blue Lounge Boss~' on '2007-11-09 12:51:06')
(repost of original by '.::Juggal3tt3 Princ3ss::.Bartender@Blue Lounge¢¾Wiccan Wifey' on '2007-11-09 12:53:14')
(repost of original by 'DJ L.O.C. ~Blue Lounge Boss~' on '2007-11-09 14:27:02')
(repost of original by 'evil angel ~Drunk Goddess & Manager of the Blue Lounge~' on '2007-11-09 14:56:26')
(repost of

ShamelessPeople say she's only in my head
It's gonna take time but I'll forget
Say I need to get on with my life
They don't realize
Is when you're dialing 6 numbers just to hang up the phone
Driving across town just to see if she's home
Waking a friend in the dead of the night
Just to hear him say it's gonna be alright
When you're finding things to do not fall asleep
Cause you know she will be there in your dreams
That's when she's
More than a memory
Took a match to everything she ever wrote
Watched her words go up in smoke
Tore all her pictures off the wall
They ain't helping me at all
'Cause when you're talking out loud but nobody's there
You look like hell and you just don't care
Drinking more than you ever drank
Sinking down lower than you ever sank
When you find yourself falling down upon your knees
Praying to god, begging him "please"
That's when she's
More than a memory
She's more
She's more
'Cause when you're dialing her number just to hang up the pho

Check It OutBANGKOK (AFP) - Thai Customs officers said Saturday they have rescued more than 100 pangolins and arrested three men attempting to smuggle the endangered animals to China, where they were destined for the cooking pot.
Customs officers Friday intercepted three pick-up trucks of pangolins, or scaly anteaters, which were to be smuggled across Laos to southwest China.
The pangolins, worth an estimated one million baht (29,400 dollars), were trapped in the Indonesian jungle and smuggled via Malaysia and southern Thailand.
"We investigated and found out that those pangolins are from Indonesia," Rakop Srisupaat, director of southern region Customs, told AFP by telephone.
All trade in Asian pangolins has been illegal since 2000. Their meat is regarded as a delicacy in China and their scales are believed to cure a wide range of ailments.
Rakop said the three suspects had declined to give details of who owned the pangolins but admitted they were hired to transport the scaly mamma

Cryso if ya red some of my other blogs you would come to know this situation....my husband has left me yet again for my ex best friend....yup the same one he left me for the first time! only this time it is OVER! now we have a son together...i feel sooo stupid for even thinking things could work out....i knew it! deep down inside...i knew...but i was in love....love..y does it have to turn the smartist people into dummies? he knew long before our son was born...he didnt want a family with her...so i was used...now he thinks our son needs to be around her all the time...like hes gonna change her...you cant change someone...they are who they are...you cant change something that doesnt want to change...and according to her shes perfect soooo what is there to change? he came to me a while ago telling me how unhaooy he was and how quilty he felt about everything...and now he wants me to feel sorry for him...he says he wants to be ther for me and help me thru all the pain i feel....how can t

Mudvayne"Cradle"
Breathe...
Push...
...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now
you were never there for me never there to carry me,
26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look
what you've done to me realize what you've done to
Me
I can't bleed,
I can't bleed,
I wanna break for the life that walked away from me
I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the
bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment
It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering,
What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to
guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by
myself
Look at me now, a piece of shit like you.
Look at me now, you left me so fuck you.
Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone.
Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left.
Feels like I've never been loved.
Everybody leaves me, never gave a shit about me.
Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head al

Poems ... Mine ... Or Otherwise ...ok so i decided to open up a bit and put myself out there ... damn this is scary. *takes a deep breath* but here are a couple poems i wrote looooooong time ago. enjoy?
Ami
Ami sat waiting.
Waiting for someone to care.
Someone who would never come, and who would never care.
She spent all of her time just waiting.
Never understanding why.
Just waiting Written
All the letters I never sent
I should have sent
litter the floor
All the
apologies
explanations
HEY! how are ya's
get mixed together
until they become one big jumble of the past
for me to sort through.
Which
I do
eventually
and by that time
I just laugh at myself
and think of how big of a deal it was
and how every word i wrote
was so painstakingly thought out
made perfect
for you to throw away
put out there for you to laugh
as you rip up my pain
in my face
now you are back
telling me you want me
asking me the impossible
wanting a life that is no longer ours
and i look
sadly
at

Come Help Us Outgo check him out hes an awesome guy!!! and does morphs lol
~Templar Knight~ "THE BOSS"(DSC)/FuBaRs "After Hours" Promoter@ fubar
and me cuz i like gettin some love lol
SeksyOrator@ fubar

Special ThanksI WAS RECENTLY IN A CONTEST AND I DIDNT THINK I HAD A CHANCE OF WINNING. THESE PEOPLE WENT ABOVE AND BEYOND MY WILDEST IMAGINATION AND SHOWED ME THAT IT WAS POSSIBLE TO WINIF I EVER NEEDED ANY HELP AGAINTHESE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD CALL UPON~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *DEMON CREW* & * W.I.S.E.U.K.F*@ fubartxmom of 5~ Always blessing never losses~SPB~~ Fusista's~club far@ fubarlogmaster200@ fubar~~Sam's Seductive Angel~~ Fusista's Bombing & Leveling Crew@ fubar~Tina~Member of~ TheFlyByNight Family~IBN~Fusista's ~And anyone else who needs help !~!@ fubarchoppie@ fubarDAGWOOD-Bomb shell family@ fubarWill~~~~~ {{{after hours greeter}}}} fu fiancee to SouthernbiPrincess@ fubarFøøkêdµÞføøkê®@ fubar

Naughty ApplicationREPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS!
LET THE FUN BEGIN........
1.Your Name:
2.Age:
3.Favorite position:
4. Do you think I'm cute?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8.Would you take a shower with me?
9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10.Would you leave after or stay the night?
11.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
14.Condom or skin?
15.Have sex on the first date?
16.Would you kiss me during sex?
17.Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Would you use me as a booty call?
19.Can I use you as a booty call?
20.Can we take pictures of the act?
21.How long would we have sex?
22.Would you tell your friends about me?
29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!
TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

The Ice Girls LmfaoTHESE LADIES ARE AWESOME LADIES AND THEY ARE ALSO THE ICE GIRLS
THIS IS MY FAVORITE BOUNCER AND A VERY SWEET YOUNG LADY SHES VERY HELPFUL
SiN DeReLla™@ fubar
I Have just met this young lady very nice girl and very awesome check her out
slrigym@ fubar
this is a very beautiful young lady who like to shake her bootay look her up but be nice
Jourdin~ Dirty Addiction's Manager & Bar Dancer@ fubar
shes funny and a real sweetheart and a good friend look her up
~Margarita~ {Dirty South Crew} ~N~ {I.B.I.C.} ~N~ {Blazing Bombers} ~ N ~ {Dancer of Country Love}@ fubar
shes awesome very sexy and just a all round sweetheart check her out
IRISH SWEETHEART&hearts~*DIRTY SOUTH CREW*~CLUB F.A.R.@ fubar
THIS IS MY SEXY FU WIFE AND GIRLFRIENDS MAUHZZZZZZ BABY
IceAngel ~Dirty South Crew~ ~Ice's fu wife~ ~CO-Owner of D&DC~@ fubar
THIS IS MY GOOD SEXY FRIEND CALLIE
~SiMpLy AmAzInG {DSC} Fu Wife to Tim~Dirty Addiction Greeter~I.B.I.C.~S.B.A.B@ fubar
THIS I

AliveTime goes slowly now in my life
Fear no more of what I'm not sure
Searching to feel your soul
The strength to stand alone
The power of not knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way
It's simple when it's right
Feelin' lucky just to be here tonight
And happy just to be me
And be alive
Love in and out
of my heart
And thou life can be strange
I can't be afraid
Searching to feel your soul
The strength to stand alone
The power of knowing and letting go
I guess I've found my way
It's simple when it's right
Feelin' lucky just to be here tonight
And happy just to be me
And be alive
I guess I've found my way
It's simple when it's right
Feelin' lucky just to be here tonight
And happy just to be me
And be alive

Social Networking For Opportunity Seekers!Internet millionaire Armando Montelongo of armandomontelongo.com
launched a new site called Armando Montelongo.com.
This site is catered to one market,
entrepreneurial people and business opportunity seekers.
"The site is there for all types of people who want to
meet with other who have some of the same business
interests. It caters to any type of
opportunity, investment clubs, franchises, Network
opportunities, Day traders, you name it and the site caters
to it.
With so many filters on the internet, even legitimate subscriber
email is getting blocked, which unfortunately rendering
newsletters somewhat ineffective leaving opportunity seekers
no valid or cost effective way to find or communicate with each
other.
ArmandoMontelongo.com is very different in that it allows
people to communicate in real time audio and video conferencing
in a secure environment.
People can join free knowing that others on the site will enjoy
hearing about their opportuniti

What I WantOk so I sat down today I thought What do I want in my life. What is missing . I had a wonderful childhood. My marriage didn’t fair to well But I have 3 wonderful children that I am very proud of Yes it was/is hard being the mother father figure but we have to do things that are hard in out lives and when you look back and view the outcome and it’s a pretty good site you realize that all the hardship and heart ache was well with it. In a material sense my children and I want for nothing. I have a great job that I love, and a family I would not trade the world for. SO what am I missing?
What I am missing and I think I always have is to MATTER to someone What does that mean well the definition for the word matter in this sense is (count: have weight; have importance , carry weight.) And in a way that sort of explains it. What I want goes deeper then that. I want to Matter to where I for once am the major thought, care, want, in someone’s life. I want to be in their every

Weekly Rantok im back and this weeks issue? people. yes people the wonderfull randome fuckheads that try to run everyone elses life to cover their own short comings. what the fuck man! cant you like just go eat a granola bar and sip you moca latte and just leave everyone the fuck alone? if i think i can fly who the fuck is anyone to say i cant? maybe i can huh? what then your gonna look dumb huh? screw it. people i can understand trying to help but by saying i cant do something thats not fucking helping anyone so just let me do what i do and fucking back me up every once in a while, cant be that hard i mean come on! oh well im out and remember readers if you have requests put them in my fumail ill getthem asap for you. ok so your semi absent minded author here ready for another round ... OF RANTING! the subject is ego. not the yummy breakfast waffels eggo but holier than thou better than thou ego. now we all have ego. thats not the issue the issue arises when this ego runs your entire person. now

Women FriendsTHIS SAYS IT ALL:
Time passes.
Life happens.
Distance separates.
Children grow up.
Jobs come and go.
Love waxes and wanes.
Men don't do what they're supposed to do.
Hearts break.
Parents die.
Colleagues forget favors.
Careers end.
BUT.........
Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how
Many miles are
Between you. A girl friend is never farther away
Than needing her can reach.
When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you
Have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life
Will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on,
Praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on
Your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the
Valley's' end.
Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk
Beside you...Or come in and carry you out.
Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters,
Daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers,
Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended
Family, all bless our life!
The world

Where Evil Came From The True Story Of The Book Of GenesisAll through out the history of man there has been an evil seed that spawns evil into the world. More and more we see mothers killing their children, or abandoning new born babies in dumpsters. In Europe cannibalism is on the rise in the news. More kid's are getting into self-mutilation and blood drinking. Little boys of ten years old are beating other children to death with baseball bats. Torture has become the latest form of deep love making. It's getting to a point now where is it almost impossible to separate the so called normal people from the serial killers and satanists!
So where did this intense evil come from? If you say the Garden of Eden then you are correct. But if you say that all the untold suffering of mankind is a result of a bad choice in fruit picking, then you are very wrong and have been deceived. Now some will say that the evil came from the fall of man and the curse of God. Well this is interesting because evil is not mentioned in the curse. God declares that

My PoetryShe walks slowly
along the quiet street
cars passing now and then
a cigarette between her fingers
and music in her ears
to the left
houses (Spanish style) and swaying palms
to the right
a body of water rolling lazily along
all look quiet
peaceful
yet
all hold their secrets
the houses
full of closets
skeletons
secrets
the water
nurturing life of predator and prey
and she holds the secrets of her heart
tumultuous emotions
sugar sweet
and
blood red
crashing together
rolling along on the waves of sadness
she stops and sits
hoping to draw peace from the river
not knowing they are the same
full of secrets
and hidden passions
not yet ready for the world to see Walking through the door
another new opportunity
terrified and shy
quiet
testing the waters
before jumping in
getting to know people
slowly letting them in
into her life
and loves
her stories
what she's seen
who she is
until finally
she feels able to open her mouth
like a store room
tha

Friendsfriends can be your worst enemy they can stabb you in your back.........

Discarded NotionsSo where to begin...at the beginning. Sounds reasonable to me. What ever happened to that vision I had for the future? It got back filed or something and I was left open to mistakes. So many mistakes, so little time. It's kind of a wonder I'm still here actually. I just survive I guess. Maybe that's it. Maybe just survival isn't good enough anymore. What was the dream? To do voice acting and stand up comedy, to write stories and poems to educate people and share my experiences with them. What have I done lately that works towards ANY of those dreams? Nothing. I've gotten all caught up in checking shit off the big "To Do List" before I shift this mortal coil.
I've gotten a lot of things crossed off, but for every one I do it seems another two present themselves worthy of a spot. I've climbed mountains, swam rivers, hiked trails that few people on this earth even know exist. I've checked off four of the top ten bands I need to see live in the last year and a half. I can lift 270 lbs o

Lovewhat is love i never knew what love was til i met this girl it was love at first sight i love her more today i know what love is now ever we been though alot but we are making it so i really care for her

MenOMG MY HUSBAND IS SUCH AN A$$HOLE argggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggG

A Little Girl And A Copa cop and a little girl
A city cop was on his horse waiting to cross the street when a little
girl on her new shiny bike stopped beside him.
"Nice bike," the cop said, "Did Santa bring it to you?"
"Yep," the little girl said, "he sure did!"
The cop looked the bike over and handed the girl a $5 ticket for a
safety violation. The cop said, "Next year tell Santa to put a
reflector light on the back of it."
The young girl looked up at the cop and said, "Nice horse you got, did
Santa bring it to you?"
"Yes, he sure did," chuckled the cop.
The little girl looked up at the cop and said, "Next year tell Santa
the DICK goes underneath the horse, not on top."

Random Survey1. The phone rings. What is your ring tone?.. a funk song - came on my phone
2. Did you go anywhere yesterday?..yeah. to work!!! where else on a Wed?
3. Who was the last person you shared beds with?..my little ones
4. Favorite drink?..diet dr pepper (and add rum if i'm not driving!)
5. Does the person you like know that you like them?..yes - i'm not a private person
6. Last time you talked to your mom?.. few days ago as she's 1600 miles away at the mo (in NJ)
7. Where are you right now?..in the kitchen..
8. If you HAD to kiss the last person you kissed, would you?..yes
9. Favorite gadget in the kitchen?..the blender!!
10. Favorite pie?.. pecan
11. How is your hair?..nappy lmfao
12. Where's the last place you walked to? ..my son's room
13. Last time you had a sleepover?..... years ago
14. Latest you stayed up in the past week?.. midnight
15. What are you doing?..this survey
16. Have you been in a car accident?...2 (i wasn't driving)
17. W

Oooh, The Cop ... The LiarOh, I don't know. Let's call him "Bob". Since that's such a universal common name. I'd never deliberatly drop "hints".
Well local ladies. If you have a "nice" cop friend that's telling you everything you want to hear ... Hit me up. Aparantly he enjoys telling us all the same bullshit lies to get in our pants!!!!
I can give you details you're dieing for!!
Loves,
Kandi

~mymaster Is My Foundation~For all those times You stood/stand by me
For all the truth that You made me see
For all the joy You brought/bring to my life
For all the wrong that You made right
For every dream You made/make come true
For all the love i found/find in You
i'll be forever thankful Baby
You're the One Who held/holds me up
Never let me fall
You're the One Who saw me through,
through it all,,
You were/are my Strength when i was/am weak
You were my Voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw/see the best there was/is in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave/give me Faith cause You believed/believe
i'm everything i am
Because You love/d me,,,
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand i could touch the sky
i lost my faith, You gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and i stood tall
i had/have Your love i had/have it all
i'm grateful for each day you gave/give me
Maybe i don't know that much
But i

Zaynes Smile, Poem By MeAlone
I am broken an weak
it is you I seek
take me into your embrace
I want you to see my face
Is it to late?
why is it myself I hate?
I am always to blame
I feel I am living in shame
I scream at my creator
wonder if he is even there
to him without words i speak
it is him I seek
i am wanting to leave this world I have known
never again having to feel alone
regrets have taken my life
as I sit here, I look at this knife
I am tired of being the fool
tired and alone I obey the rules
I am living in a haze
feeling I am running out of days
so I sit here and stare
wondering why I even care
are these feeling I have even real?
or is this how I truely feel?
outside i hear the thunder
my soul, it starts to shudder
I hear the voices mumble
so loud I stand and stumble
I trip and I fall
it is my name they call
oh no the knife, it is to late
I have met my fate
yes its fucked up I know, but at t

Delrays SweetiesU BETTER LOOK GOOD IF U WONT TO FIND GOOD FRIENDS THEY WILL STAB U IN THE BACK FAST IF THEY CAN THEY SAY THEY WILL DO THINGS 4 U AN DONT BUT IF U R A TRUE FRIEND TO THEM THEY HURT U FASTER THEN U CAN TURN AROUND BUT THE ONLY PERSON U NEED IN LIFE IS U I CAN BE THE BEST PERSON. OR THE MOST HATED PERSON. EITHER WAY IT GOES I AM THE MOST RATED PERSON .I COME FROM SOUTHWEST. HERE WE DO IT THE BEST.WE DO IT MORE THEN THE REST.IF U WANNA HOLLA I COME FROM DETROIT WHICH THAT IS SOUTHWEST.

RamblingsPeople seem to forget that I have two main problems with lots of people or even crowds.
1. Too many people.
2. Too much fucking noise.
Now, there is a lot to be said for peace and quiet, and I can even see why some have been driven to kill to achieve that state of existence.
For me, that place that I can at least minimize the noise is my room. And you know the house is too hectic when I am followed into the room by shadow.
Today is one of those days that I really have a hard time dealing with. One more person in the household that seems to go out of his way to keep Cassie squealing and screaming. Okay, so he is playing, and since I am the only one that is getting upset by it, I will make a tactical withdrawal from the area where this noise is occurring.
Unfortunately, I can see myself isolating more in order to prevent any explosive outburst of temper.
The temptation to skip my fourth meal in a row is coming on strong. I would rather be hungry than dealing with e

Is SadEARLIER I WAS AWAY FROM MY PC BECAUSE I HAD TO GO DO MAMA STUFF FOR MY KIDS.
WELL, I JUST GOT BACK UP HERE AND WHILE I WAS GONE SOMEONE CAME TO MY PAGE, RATED AND FANNED ME, RATED A FEW PIC AND LEFT A PHOTO COMMENT.
THEN IN MY FRIEND REQUESTS I HAD THIS.....
well was going to shout to you to say i will rate more later but you have no shout box i friend of mine said you need rated so i told her i would
THEN IN MY MAIL I HAD THIS MESSAGE.....
sorry not going to waste my time good luck
SO I WAS GOING TO GO TO THAT PERSON'S PAGE AND RATE THEM BUT THEY BLOCKED ME.
WELL LIKE 99% OF YOU KNOW, EVEN THOE IT MIGHT SAY YOU ARE ONLINE, IT DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE RIGHT THERE AT YOUR PC.
SORRY I WASN'T THERE TO JUST STOP WHAT I WAS DOING AND GO RATE UR ONE AND ONLY PICTURE RIGHT THAT EXACT MOMENT DUDE

Friends In Need Of HelpPlz help my friend level she is very nice and generous and will rate you back and everything just plz rate her pics and stash and comment her also let her know you heard about her from me okay thank you so much also message me and i will send you a gift and also rate you.
http://fubar.com/user/657162 once upon a time in Ohio a girl was bored and went on a site that was like an
online bar. At the same time in Hawaii, a Navy man was also bored and went on
the same site. The girl's then bf played stupid and made a mumm (make up my
mind) poll about her and him having "fun" on webcam and who'd like to watch. The
Navy man out of sheer boredom left a comment on the mumm and the girl saw it.
The girl went to the Navy man's profile to see his pictures because she thought
he was pretty damn sexy. She left a comment on one of his "sexy" pictures in
which he replied to in her IM box. The Navy man and girl then started IMing back
and forth about common interests and realized they really

Fake ReferralsOk straight and to the point. The cheaters are at it again using there scripts and signing up fake accounts themselves through proxy servers etc...
My sites get over 150,000 Unique visitors a day so that means 150,000 different people see that fubar link per day.
Im not spamming so called other Social Network sites or Forums as some people here say they are and thats how they are getting all the referrals. I say BS to you cause I know the ratio is to get a REAL sign up.
Some even say they get the referrals from a site they have which is really funny cause its from a site that has hardly ZERO traffic. Which would mean almost ZERO referrals. But oh no not with the Math of a cheater. With the Math of a cheater a site that gets 200 visits a day can bring in 200 referrals an hr especially during a Happy Hour.
I honestly know that someone cant advertise themselves or a site to over 150,000 different people A DAY by spamming forums and other Social Network sites. Its IMPOSSIBLE. E

Naughty ApplicationI am thankful for everything I have. A friend just said to me and reminded me of how I have tried to live my life ...."no matter how bad u think the times are going for you at any given point in your life, don't forget, there is always someone out there who is less fortunate than you."
I am very grateful for my family and my friends. I am very very thankful for my new job!! (whoo hoo!)I have been blessed many times over the years and I am trying each day to embrace what is here right now at this moment and enjoy the events that unfold and be grateful for everything I have. I don't worry as much about what tomorrow will bring. Time flies by much too quickly it seems, especially right now!
I don't regret anything in my past, for it has made me who I am today. I have found incredible strength in myself and who I am and who I want to continue to be. I have come to accept that spirituality comes in many different ideas and concepts and I have learned to use them to my benefit. If I fo

Poetry WorldMy mom died last Saturday and here is a poem dedicated to her! Love you mom.
Ken
As I put pen to paper
The tears seem to never stop
For my pain is real
Not something make believe
Mom you were always there
When I needed you and now
You have made that journey
To a better place
The pain is fresh
And hurts real deep
But in the end
We will be together
One last time
No matter how long
Until we meet again
just know your in my every thought
Wish and pray
Most of all know
I love you Mom As I walk through the garden of life
Only certain people will touch
And give you a warm fuzzy feeling inside
When I look inside myself
Thinking of her
Makes me smile
Knowing she has touched my world
And made it a better place to live
If you meet her just once
You will leave with
Something you only dream about
Someone who You can call friend
Her beauty will charm you
Her smile will melt your heart
But most of all
You will have met something
That was heaven sen

Peacefulhi all m/35 here from N H i am very outgoing friendly person with a great personality am very outdoors love the beach the mountains camping and my family and friends am always up for meeting new people

Weird Dreams.I have very vivid, colorful dreams. Sometimes scary and sometimes very ummm not so scary lol. Sometimes I find myself wanting to sleep so I can dream they are like movies. So here is a crazy sex dream I had (I seem to have a lot of them lol) a few nights ago.
Okay so I am in a desert and I am giving head to a guy that I don't even know. In fact I can't even see his face only his pubic hair. I am actually enjoying it. So as time goes on he pushes my head more toward him so now his dick is all the way in my mouth, so I am now deep throating him. As he his about to cum he shoves is dick even further in my mouth and I am taking it with no problem I am loving it.
I feel him cum then cum again. This dude cums like five or so times can't remember how many. So here is the most weird part a take him in my hands and I am pulling him out of my mouth but it just keeps going and going. There is no end to his dick lol. I am getting annoyed that I can't pull this mans dick out of my mouth.
And h

WeatheredI lie awake on a long, dark night
I can't seem to tame my mind
Slings and arrows are killing me inside
Maybe I can't accent the life that's mine
No I can't accept the life that's mine
Simple living is my desperate cry
Been trading love with indifference
yeah it suits me just fine
I try to hold on but I'm calloused to the bone
Maybe that's why I feel alone
Maybe that's why I feel so alone
Me...I'm rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I'm covered with skin that peels and it just won't heal
The sun shines and I can't avoid the light
I think I'm holding on to life too tight
Ashes to ashes and dust to dust
Sometimes I feel like giving up
Sometimes I feel like giving up
Me...I'm rusted and weathered
Barely holding together
I'm covered with skin that peels and it just won't heal
The day reminds me of you
The night hides your truth
The earth is a voice
Speaking to you
Take all this pride
And leave it behind
Because one day it ends
One day we die

AnniversaryWow, this is so great to me. On 11/9/06 I decided that I was gonna take a trip 100 mile's to meet the lady I had been chatting with for a few month's. We had chated every day and even seen each other on our web cam's. We talked on the phone quite a bit also. I made the trip all the way to a town called Mayfield in KY. It was a long trip and I got lost once in a town cuz my map didnt tell me the highway stoped then started again 10 mile's down another Rd. When I got to her town I missed my turn and had to call her. She helped me find my way to her house. When I got their I met her and I was so blown away bye her beauty. I fell into my shy mode and it took a while to get out of it. We sat around talking for awhile and enjoyed eachother's company. We ended up cuddled up on her couch watching tv and talking. I fell in over my head that night and I knew I had found my dream girl. We became a couple that weekend (I went right back up their that weekend) and Have been together ever since. We

Firefox !For those of you who are having to many issues with Internet Explorer (IE), I HIGHLY recommend switching to Firefox. I did today and I'm completely amazed with it, 10x better than IE could ever hope to be with all the extra features makes it a must for anyone. Everything from custom skins and so much more .. everything carries over from IE so you don't loose anything. And its 100% free. Well I just figured Id put the word out!

To All The Girls Who Pass The Nice Guy..I'm sorry
that i bought you roses
to tell you that i like you
I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you,
instead of at a club
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
If I start not being there,
and being used as a door mat,
only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around
I'm sorry
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call,
to listen to you cry for hours,
instead of getting a couple hours of sleep be

Work StuffSo I'm starting this blog about my work stuff... A way to bitch about some of the hell I work at... Let's see if this works...
This week was hell... I know it's not over but my brain has shutdown for the week already. My week began on Monday... Went to work for a normal day... No biggie just a regular Monday... Mondays are never great, are they?? No this day went bad long after it was supposed to be over.
Sometime around 7 pm I got this email on my phone (I have a PDA phone, really neat but keeps me tethered to work). This email basically stated an error had occurred on my email server. So I pull out my laptop, connect into work, and check it out. Didn't look good so I figured it was best to get into work and see what the problem was... When I got there (about 8 pm) the server was limping along with errors... And low and behold my file server was blinking red with a hardware failure... What the fuck!! So I fuck with my email server for hours I had to repair a bunch of shit on th

My Ramblingssometimes i feel like im cursed and now i feel like its gettin passed on to those im close to.
im finally gettin to the point im happy with where my life is going but now the people im close to have some bad sh*t happenin to them
i wish i knew what to do
how to help
how to make it all go away
i dont have the right words to say and im afraid of sayin the wrong thing
i just want those close to me know im here for them if they ever need an ear to listen a shoulder to cry on or someone to go out and get wasted with so we can forget whats goin on in the real world
i worry that everything thats goin good for me will disappear and ill be all alone again i guess thats just my insecurities kickin in
where is my life going?
i wish i knew
i thought i did then he walked away for someone new
i thought i was happy and content but i know see i wasnt
why cant i just get over it?
why is it taking this long?
why cant i find someone else to prove to me he was wrong?
am i

My SacrificeHello my friend we meet again
It's been a while where should
we begin....feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
I remember
When you are with me
I'm free...I'm careless...I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life cn turn around in an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there
When you are with me
I'm free...I'm careless...I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
I just want to say hello again

A Major Clean UpHi friends ,
As yall know I'm a Godmother now & I
thank you all who helped me to get here.
But I realized that I had a lot of people
just sitting idle in my friend list , who
they dont talk to me , comment me , or
ever rate my things . So I just cleaned
out my list , deleted about half the people
in it , because now that I'm a Godmother
I want to help my true friends by rating
them and , helping them level up . I
believe if your my friend please stop by
and say hello to me , stay in touch .
Cause if you just sit idle in my list of
actually what good is it doing me
or you ?
Love yall , my true friends
Lisa

One Last BreathPlease come now I think I'm falling
I'm holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I'm trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm
thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm
thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me
Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking

My BlogsI am freaking pissed, I just got sent home early from work from the movie theatre I work at part time in the evenings when I work Thursdays and Fridays I was suppose to work tonight 5:30-11:00 tonight, but they sent me home early due to slow day tonight and shit. I was hot and heated since no one else wanted to go home, they sent me and three other people home,we were heated. Man I was hot! 1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Whats your sign?
5.Phone Number:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor a

~*how To Join*~Hello, and Welcome to The Pride!
We chose this name for two reasons. First, as a feeling of belonging and satisfaction. Secondly, as a collective number of lions, working together for the good of the group.
Of course, we are a brand new family, but we do have high hopes for the future! We will be participating in several different areas in order to help our members, and hope to become a recognized force here in the Fu-world.
So, let's cut to the chase. What can joining this group do for you?
- Meeting friends -
Our PRIMARY concern here is for our FAMILY. We aren't here to gain large numbers just to have large numbers, but we want a close-knit community of people that are here to join together and help out each other! We would rather have a small group of committed members than to have a large group of people that just come and go, as we have seen from many groups here on Fubar. This does NOT mean that we wish to control you, or to command each of your rates or comments...n

Life Or Something Like It 9What a busy day! My house is almost completely painted. Tomorrow they are going to come back and do a second coat in some areas and the trim. It is looking nice!
Peter and I just got back from a parent/teacher conference for Christopher. She told me his grades do not reflect his ability. That he is very intelligent but just can't seem to sit still and focus to get things done at times so a lot of stuff doesn't get finished. Isn't that just dandy? It is better news then I thought. Highly intelligent but can't focus. Hmmm? Something I have always known but not knowing how to fix.
Now my neck feels like it is just going to fall off, I am in a lot of pain. It sucks. I could barely sit through the conference. I walked on the treadmill today without moving my arms as to not hurt my neck but it must have hurt it anyway. It makes me very sad to think that I can't do that without the pain afterwards. This better be something the doctors can fix!
Have a good night every

SignsThis is not about age
time served on the earth
Doesn't mean you grow in mind
This is not about God
Spiritual insinuations seem
to shock the nation
Come with me I'm fading
underneath the lights
Come with me
Come with me
Come with me now
This is not about race
It's a decision to stop the
division in your life
This is not about sex
We all know sex sells and
the whole world is buying
Come with me I'm fading
underneath the lights
Come with me
Come with me
Come with me now
Cant's you see the signs?
See the signs now
Cant's you see them?
See the signs
You see them
All the signs we see them
Can't you see them?

StoryA Night in front of the Fireplace
Tonight I am going try something new with Lady K. Lady K had let me know in no uncertain terms that the spark was fading and that if I did not rekindle the spark she was moving on . It was up to me to change her mind. So I decided that I had been to complacent in the bedroom and I needed to take back control.
I called Lady K at home that morning and told her that I would be over to her place at seven o’clock that night. She cut in saying that she had plans to go out with the girl tonight. I told her I would be there at seven o’clock and she would be waiting for me. She again tried to cut in but I stop her. I let her know that if she wasn’t there that we’re though. I described what I wanted her to be wearing when I arrived. She was to have on a pair pink thigh high stocking with the matching pink lace shelf bra and panties that I had bought for her, as well as, her black mid calf skirt with the black two inch spaghetti strap pumps. Along wi

What She Means To MeI go through life thinking about her. As each day passess I don't know whether to be sad or happy to have her. My love is strong, but I feel as if I have failed. She believes in me more than I believe in myself. She completes every part of me that isn't whole. I wake up thinking about her and I dream of her. When I talk to her, she makes me feel so young. When I can't see her I feel so lost. I ponder what did I do so right in my life to achieve such a beauty. Then I think, who the hell am I. Does she want or need me or am I just a step. She is my world and I would gladly give my life for her. She is my everything. Her tears are like rain and she shines so bright. Days become weeks and then turn to months, can I live without her. As I go through the motions wondering what to do, she is always close to guide me. Whether I'm wrong or I'm right she does not falter, she is my strength, my power, my life, and most of all my love.

"rock With Me"There was once an elderly, sad woman in a nursing home. She wouldn't talk to anyone or request anything. She seemed merely to exist - rocking in her creaky old rocking chair.
The old woman didn't have many visitors. But every few days, a concerned and wise young nurse would go into her room. She didn't try to speak or ask questions of the old lady. She simply pulled up another rocking chair beside the old woman and rocked with her.
Weeks or months later, the old woman finally spoke.
'Thank you,' she said. 'Thank you for rocking with me.'
Just reminding you that in life there are times when we are meant to talk and be supportive, and there are times when we can help by just showing up. Actions, as we are told are often more important than words. The next time you know someone in need, just be there and be supportive.

This How I Am Feeling To Nighti really falt dond to night caus i could not help a goos friend have all been there and help me so damn much and everthing i am really down caus i did not w what to say are anything to her but i was there fro here and i allwe will me..

Who's Got My BackRun....hide
All that was sacred to us
Sacred to us
See the signs
The covenant
has been broken
By mankind
Leaving us with no shoulder...
with no shoulder
To rest our head on
To rest our head on
To rest our head on
Who's got my back?
When all we have left is deceptive
So disconnected
So what is the truth now?
There's still time
All that has been devastated
Can be recreated
Realize
We pick up the broken pieces
Of our lives
Giving ourselves to each other...
ourselves to each other
To rest our head on
To rest our head on
To rest our head on
Who's got my back now?
When all we have left is deceptive
So disconnected
So what is the truth now?
Tell me the truth now...
Tell us the the truth now
Who's got my back now?
When all we have is deceptive
So disconnected
So what is the truth now?

"rock With Me"There was once an elderly, sad woman in a nursing home. She wouldn't talk to anyone or request anything. She seemed merely to exist - rocking in her creaky old rocking chair.
The old woman didn't have many visitors. But every few days, a concerned and wise young nurse would go into her room. She didn't try to speak or ask questions of the old lady. She simply pulled up another rocking chair beside the old woman and rocked with her.
Weeks or months later, the old woman finally spoke.
'Thank you,' she said. 'Thank you for rocking with me.'
Just reminding you that in life there are times when we are meant to talk and be supportive, and there are times when we can help by just showing up. Actions, as we are told are often more important than words. The next time you know someone in need, just be there and be supportive.

FakesNothing pisses me off online more than when someone steals a pic from someone & uses it to try & pose as themselves, I've found 1 so far,
I left a comment on her picture, then instantly she sends me a shout saying that "of course it is really her" When I know for a fact it isn't,
The funny thing is I have seen this womans pics before on her website, does the name "Ann Angel" ring a bell? & she looks nothing like the fubar faker who tries to pose as her, people make me laugh.
Pathetic.
So if any of you are one of those impersonators, fuck off, & don't bother adding me as a friend, my whole purpose here is to meet real people.
Cheers

Stand Here With MeYou always reached out to me and helped me believe
All those memories we share
I will cherish every one of them
The truth of it is there's a right way to live
And you showed me
So now you live on in the words of a song
You're a melody
You stand here with me now
Just when fear blinded me
You taught me to dream
I'll give you everything I am
And still fall short of
What you've done for me
In this life that I live
I hope I can give love unselfishly
I've learned the world is bigger than me
You're my daily dose of reality
You stand here with me now
On and on we sing
On and on we sing this song
'Cuse you stand here with me

The Special DinnerThe Special Dinner
by P-jizzle Kamai
A special dinner,
That's what he set out to do.
To show her how special she was,
To show her his love was true.
A candle light dinner,
He made for them to eat.
Looking deep into her eyes,
Their souls did meet.
After they ate dinner,
To the couch they did retire.
Curled up together with a movie,
And the sweet glow of a fire.
So relaxed and content,
A feeling of heavenly bliss.
On the back of her neck,
He placed a sweet soft kiss.
It sent a shiver down her spine,
And she turned and held him tight.
Whispering softly in his ear,
Make love to me all night.
He said I'll be right back,
As he got up off the couch.
Into his bedroom he went,
Then pulled out a pouch.
He pulled out rose pedals,
And laid them all over the bed.
Hundreds of rose pedals,
White, yellow, pink and red.
Around the room,
Candle after candle he did light.
Making a soft glow in the room,
That flicked in the night.
He went to the couch,

Poem "i Can't Sleep"Every now and Again I get the urge to express myself thru my writing, I hope you all enjoy. This poem I wrote about a year and a half ago.
I can't sleep I toss and turn
My heart races as it burns
I hear echos of your voice
Listening as it fills me with joy
Thoughts of you in my head
How I feel scares me to death
I can't sleep I toss and turn
My breath stops when I yearn For you
Images I have are so Great and True
That when we meet, we come unglued
Every Inch of me Screams Your name
I hope and pray you feel the same
I can't sleep I toss and turn
My Heart is tainted for you
We don't know how the ending will be
But I truly hope it is with me
The only Question I have for you
Does your heart yearn for me too?

Lifemy friend was fount dead this afternoon... they dont know if it was natural cause, murder, or suicide... he had a family: wife n 4 kids... who in hell would want to do that to a person if it was murder?

The InffectedI send the crew on ahead to scout out in the hum-v
I stay behind and patrol on foot. The recorder haunts me teasing me to find out whats on the other side . I move on as i press play and listen on .
"Those bastards i told them i told them i would make them pay.... They didnt listen ..... Fuck my skin is still burning my mind is lost ,but i know what i must do , I have killed four of the doctors so far i used my bare hands choking the life out of them. Then the hunger took over i couldnt stop . Once my teeth sunk into thereflesh i just continued to eat . I dont know whats going on but im finding my self enjoying it......
That bastard gaurd shot me but its funny i dont feel any pain ,and i dont seem to be bleeding that badly ................
I thought i killed that doc what the hell is he doing up .HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA looks like hes joining the party now ....... The ones that havent been completly been devoured seem to want to play as well it looks like im finally makijg frie

Something To Think AboutWell went to my granddaugthers birthday party today, she turned one; now this is all well and good, but my youngest daugther lives with her mom at the moment, so.....I have to deal with looking at my ex, and her girlfriend, which was my former one....go figure, real Jerry Springer shit. Now I'm out of love with my ex-wife, and really have no feeling towards my ex-girlfriend....shorter relationship made for an easier time getting over her; but....I felt like....hell I can't explain it other than I feel that my ex-wife did me wrong from the start of the marriage not telling me she wanted to be a man!, but getting together with my ex-girlfriend?!?....and every time I see my ex-wife I do remember the good times.....Hell I guess I feel sorry for my own damn self....I almost left there early before the birthday party....my ex-wife talked me out of it......I told her....him now I guess I hate her guts, and if I could help it....I would never see her again, but my daugthers.....both and my gra

FriendshipSORRY I WIL NOT BE ON THE NET FOR A FEW DINGY ME FORGOT TO PAY MY BILL SO BEAR WITH ME AND I WILL RETURN AROUND THE 1ST OF THE MONTH AND HOPE TO CHAT WITH ALL THEN, I WILL BE ON OFF AND ON AT FRIENDS HOUSES WHEN POSSIBLE SO CHAT REAL QUICK WITH ME IF YOU SEE ME ON, OTHER THAN THAT MISS ALL OF YOU AND WISH EVEYBODY A SAFE AND HAPPY MEMERIAL DAY AND WEEKEND AND REMEMBER THE FALLEN SOLDIERS THAT HAVE LOST THEIR LIVES FOR US TO HAVE ARE FREEDOM. SIMPER FI, ALWAYS FAITHFULL! AND TO THE OTHER BRANCHES OF THE MILITARY THANK YOU ALSO, GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU, HUGS AND KISSES, EVILTAZ247, HAVE A GOOD ONE AND STAY SAFE Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God laid for me'I took His Hand when I heard him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day to laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way I found that place at the close of the day.

The StoryThe Littlest Christmas Tree
T'was a blustery and bone-chilling night that Christmas Eve. The snow was piled deep and there seemed to be no relief in sight. And yet it was beautiful. They didn't have much, but they had each other. Ever since Little Tommy's dad passed away four years ago Christmas Day, he had been a very depressed child at this time of year. His Grandfather, Otis, tried as best he could to help, but with the arthritis, this time of year was difficult for him, also. There were no presents under the tree this year, times had been very hard on Tommy's family, in fact, there wasn't even a tree. Grampa Otis suddenly had an idea!! He had saved a little money, it wasn't much, but maybe, just maybe it would be enough.
He said, “Come on, Tommy...we're going to get that Christmas Tree...what's Christmas without a tree?” So, they grabbed their coats, which were very old and worn fairly thin and went out into the snow and cold in search of a Christmas Tree lot, knowing that t

My Familythis is new to me!!so am just looking around and see whats all here!it is soo diff too!

Putting The 'laughter' In 'slaughter"...1. If you had to delete one person off of your top friends, who would it be?
No one. I already deleted the 'unworthy'...
2. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
Wipe the tears from my eyes, try to compose myself, take a real deep breath.... and then continue to point and laugh.
3. Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction?
"I saw this movie. That makes me Danny DeVito! This SUCKS!" (Am I the only one that remembers Junior? http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0110216/ )
4. Name one thing no one can ever take away from you?
No one can take anything from me that I don't let them take.
5. When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
-- EVERY THREE SECONDS.
6. What is the last thing you spent money on?
-- Uh. Cheeseburger. MMM MMM.
7. Who is the most attractive female in your Fubar friends?
-- Chastine, hands down.
8. What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it?
-- DAMN THE ONION.
9. Do you

Don't Stop DancingAt times life is wicked and I just can't see the light
A silver lining sometimes isn't enough
To make some wrongs seem right
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again
But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way
Children don't stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away...away
At times life's unfair and you know
It's plain to see
Hey God I know I'm just a dot in this world
Have you forgot about me??
Whatever life brings
I've been through everything
And now I'm on my knees again
Am I hiding in the shadows?
Forget the pain and forget the sorrows
But I know I must go on
Although I hurt I must be strong
Because inside I know that many
feel this way
Children don't stop dancing
Believe you can fly
Away.....away
Am I hiding in the shadows?
Are we hiding in the shadows?

AgentsAgent halo was a go send so to speak . She was ex millitary and a hellicopter pilot. Needless to say she was an essintial part of the team. She allowed us to get into a heavily infested area with her famous halo drops. On top of it she could manoves that bird through the toughest terain as well as the most ransacked city. SHe would come to serv a major asset to the group in many tough situations. Able to fly in and extract a team with in minutes. Unlike some other agents she was sent to us after her terms of duty were up shes been a member for a good while now and were greatfull for her contribution to this team
log entry111907
end transmission ..........
Graves was an out standing soldier from the get go .He picked up quickly on the skills he needed to stay alive . We at the bureau saw great potential in him . Thus why we appointed him lead agent in the field . His main weapons to side throwing hatches two desert eagle 45s and one spa shotgun . He has the ability of a

SnapvineI Just Added Snapvine To My Profile..So Stop By And Leave Me A Voice Message ..Hope To Hear From You Soon...

LyricsThe tears of a crowd of very old children
I string them on a white hair
I throw the wet chain into the air
and wish that I had a mother
No sun shines for me
there was no breast that cried milk
there is a tube that sticks in my throat
I have no navel on my stomach
Mother
I was not allowed to lick any nipples
and there was no fold to hide in
no one gave me a name
fathered in haste and without sperm
For the mother who never gave birth to me
I have sworn tonight
I will send her a sickness
and afterwards make her sink in the river
Mother
An eel lives in her lungs
on my forehead, a birthmark
remove it with the kiss of a knife
even if it causes me to die
Mother
An eel lives in her lungs
on my forehead, a birthmark
remove it with the kiss of a knife
even if it causes me to bleed to death
Mother
Oh give me strength
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, out
Everyone is waiting for the light
be afraid, don't be afraid
the sun i

Dontcha KnowA little while ago here at work a co-worker asked me if I like soup and I said, "Yea I'm soupy kinda guy" and he gave me a top ramen won ton soup and he said, "I got alot of these dontcha know." he's from Wisconsin dontcha know.
Isnt that an uplifting story? Didnt that just make for day? Now please give me some fu-bucks, I need to make a mumm.

BoredI need some ideas as to what to make for dinner tonight. I gotta go grocery shopping so nothing too too fancy.. but I am so sick of the same ole same ole.. lol...
So I am emailing my FU GF Persia to try to not be so freaking bored today... I told her that I had two words to describe her: A HANDFUL...
She replies: No I'm not.
I dunno how many of you know her... but I am sure those of you who do will agree..lmao This kinda goes with the whole Persia is a handful thing from yesterday. I saw this and thought about her... and I know it is true!
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Annoying ThingsEver think about the little things that annoy you? Recently I've been thrown a few that annoy me so I thought I'd send out a little blog.
1. When someone adds a new roll of toilet paper and they put it on so that the toilet paper comes from the bottom back side... When common sense says...Hang it so it rolls nicely from the top front side!
2. When you ask someone a question and they turn to you and say "HUH" or "what" and before you can repeat the question...They start answering what you asked!
3. When you go into a public restroom stall (Bars excluded) and there is piss on the toilet seat. Noone wants to see or smell your piss...if you dribble..wipe it up... You are one nasty freak if you leave it. In a bar? Drunk chics should NEVER attempt to lean over a full toilet bowl and try to wipe anything! I've seen it done, its NOT pretty!
4. When people smile and talk all sweet to someone they dont like. If you dont like the asshole.....Dont fake it... Why do some people feel

10 Reasons To Have Sex !!1.Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth.
2.Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don't need special
sneakers!
5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the
opposite sex crazy!
7. Sex is the safes

10 Things To Know About Men1.) You give us entirely to much credit, we don't think that elaborate.
2.) Stop comparing us to dogs, dogs can go down on themselves and we can't or we would never leave home.
3.) Remember we are men, we don't celebrate the same anniversary as women. We remember when you first gave it up not when we got married.
4.) The quickest way to our hearts is through our pants not stomach.
5.) When we tell you how good you look it usually means we are horny.
6.) Bringing that good looking girlfriend of yours into the bed will get you those diamonds faster.
7.) When it comes to women we do most of our thinking with our little heads not the one on our shoulders.
8.) If we are watching the big game don't bother us unless you have a T.I.V.O.
9.) You get the best sex out of us before marriage after that we have nothing to prove and no reason to show-off.
10.) If we get fat and ugly we still expect you to love us but if you get fat and ugly it's time to move on.

Wash Away Those YearsShe came calling
One early morning
She showed her crown of thorns
She whispered softly
To tell a story
About how she had been wronged
As she lay lifeless
He stole her innocence
And this is how she carried on
Well I guess she closed her eyes
And just imagined every thing's alright
But she could not hide her tears
'Cause they were sent to wash away those years
They were sent to wash away those years
My anger's violent
But still I'm silent
When tragedy strikes at home
I know this decadence is shared by millions
Remember you're not alone
For we have crossed many oceans
And we labor in between
In life there are many quotients
And I hope I find the mean

Bored!I love my family and I hated working so I quit. NOW I AM BORED! I can only clean house so much and play on the PC for so long! What else is there for a SAHM to do? I am not a PTO/PTA type of mom. I am no good at sports and I already have two college degrees and feel that more college would just be a waste. So now what is there?

Wrong WayWhat makes you touch?
What makes you feel?
What makes you stop and smell the roses in an open field?
What makes you unclean?
Yeah,Yeah
What makes you laugh?
What makes you cry?
What makes our youth run
From the thought that we might die?
What makes you bleed?
Somebody told me the wrong way
What if I died?
What did I give?
I hope it was an answer so you might live
I hope I helped you live
I hope I helped you Live
Somebody told me the wrong way

Till I See Jason AgainSeptember 22nd
was the day that changed my life forever
i will never forget how blessed i am everyday to see my angel wake up with her pretty blue eyes and stare up at her pretty mama ... She makes me want to be a better person to live a longer better life allready she has been born into chaos but damn i plan to make her life better.... Shes gorgeous and beautiful everything i could have ever wanted...Shes my mini- me and my heart. Everyday i will surround her with love and give her strength that she gave me thru those difficult 9 months . I will always love u my baby angel nadia I dont want to cry anymore i dont want to say how i feel I dont want to feel this painthat devours me whole. Kryptonite weakens my spirit and sucks me hollow and things i want the most just can not be now hear i am in a wooded forest and i see shimmers of glimmering light trying to show me the paths and im stepping on jagged daggers of glass and pierces into ,my skin like a dagger twisting and shifting .

Project Z.e.r.o.you to can become a member of the Z.E.R.O. program
1 you must be uninfected
2 you must allow a picture to be used for a membership badge
3 you must not mind having fiction stories writen about you
4 you mus have a scence of humor
5 you must want to stop the undead and not become one ( kinda of a duh there )
6 you must realise this is all in fun and do not start drama
7 you must be able to give me some imput about the charecter i help creat for you
these are all the rulles its simple if you want to become a Z.E.R.O. Thats right Z.E.R.O. has been started many of you may ask whats is Z.E.R.O. ? Well friends its simple we make the un-dead re-dead . So lets lock and load and put a few of those brain eating bastards back in the ground . It only takes one to start a revolution so who is to join the fight