As I read your poem, I find myself wishing that you are not truly that sad, but that if you are, you can find someone who will listen and help you see that this is just a turn of the wheel, and that life, with all of its ups, downs, trials, tribulations and above all, joys, is ultimately worth every second!

It might be cliche, but they say sorrow brings out the best in a poet. I think it has in you. It also helps to put some of the sorrow out of your mind, so I feel things will become normal again. Here's hoping soon, there'll be a poem titled "On the peak of happiness"! Take care.