ouch that's bad.....but i know how you feel......at least you don't have to take giant vitamin pills...

_________________i am the one who shall fight the mods, i am the one who shall find the loop holes and hidden ways, i am the one who shall lead with the flag, i am part of the rebellion, and i am its weapon.

it seems i now need to take vitamins for a few weeks or ill start passing out...doc said my body has been deprive of most of the essential vitamins....and the fact im a teen in the middle of his growth spurt doesn't help matters at all....

_________________i am the one who shall fight the mods, i am the one who shall find the loop holes and hidden ways, i am the one who shall lead with the flag, i am part of the rebellion, and i am its weapon.

Wed Apr 03, 2013 2:24 pm

Sleet

Bringing Foxy Back

Joined: Thu Apr 29, 2010 1:32 amPosts: 16891Location: Nephelokokkygia

Re: Joys And Sorrows

Mickey the Luxray Wrote:

Extreme sorrow: Even though I spen my entire Easter doing LA work, I still failed that class for the quarter. There goes my hope of getting into high school...

Well I kind of expected it but I'm still disappointed: I got financial aid awards from my two safety-safety schools (Chapel Hill was my safety school). Western met 55% of my financial aid and UNC Charlotte met 65%. That... kind of sucks when your EFC was zero. But I honestly wasn't looking to attend either, so it doesn't hurt my feelings. I should be getting State's letter within the next two weeks.

Sorrow: We got to go on a field trip to the Museum of Flight, and I expected it to be barrels of fun. But luck would have it that they gave us a packet of notes to take on the way. Now, I can sort of see why they would want notes but come on... We only got 30 minutes of to look around (and we spent two-thirds of it doing what our chaperone wanted, which involved staying in one room).

Joy: In the WWI exhibit, they have a simple flight simulator. There was this one activity that required you to keep a plane in a blue circle (representing your sights) for as long as you can. I got the "Potential Ace" ranking with around 46.3 seconds out of what I assume to be a 50 second run. So I might make a pretty good pilot.

joy: one more week of pills!!!! sorrow: still one more week of pills....

_________________i am the one who shall fight the mods, i am the one who shall find the loop holes and hidden ways, i am the one who shall lead with the flag, i am part of the rebellion, and i am its weapon.

Joy: I got 96% on my Neuroscience test! Sorrow: I still have to write two papers...

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Fri Apr 05, 2013 10:21 pm

Beagle

Joined: Thu Jun 24, 2010 10:09 pmPosts: 1641Location: North Carolina

Re: Joys And Sorrows

Super duper ultra Joy: I was getting rid of some old clothes today, and in the process, I found my French Club hoodie! I thought I had lost it at school two years ago! Haha, I was dancing around my room I was so happy.

Other joy: I remember how it used to fit, and I also have old pictures of me wearing it. It used to be the best-fitting hoddie I owned, fit snuggly, fell on me the right way and everything. When I tried it on today (it smelled a little musty but I love it all the same and I can wash it), it was a kinda baggy on me. Hehe, there's a big difference between sophomore year and senior year. X3

Sorrow: There was this girl on dA who was really nice. I was making a gift piece for her and I was going to look at a reference for her character, Aiko. When I clicked on her icon, it said her account had been deactivated...

sorrow to the max..... something bad is going to happen to me....i can just feel it in my bones, something terrible. have you ever had that feeling like a black cloud mood but you have chill's in your bones....im ranting on i think but i just cant shake that feeling, its gotten so bad that it's affecting my writing....im not the paranoid type but this is starting to get bad.

_________________i am the one who shall fight the mods, i am the one who shall find the loop holes and hidden ways, i am the one who shall lead with the flag, i am part of the rebellion, and i am its weapon.

Sun Apr 07, 2013 8:32 pm

Sleet

Bringing Foxy Back

Joined: Thu Apr 29, 2010 1:32 amPosts: 16891Location: Nephelokokkygia

Re: Joys And Sorrows

"Feelings" don't predict the future. You have no reason to be upset because of something that hasn't happened and very easily never will.

well, the feeling that something bad will happen to you, whether or not it actually will, is a pretty bad feeling in itself, and is deserving of sorrow. But you shouldn't go out of your way to avoid something that may never happen. Hopefully you get over this feeling and everything's alright.

_________________I'm a shape-shifter. I'm currently in whatever form I feel likeParadigm Shift by meI do not actually believe any of what I'm saying.RP character sheets

Sun Apr 07, 2013 9:44 pm

ChewyChewy

Joined: Wed Feb 24, 2010 3:23 pmPosts: 5460

Re: Joys And Sorrows

Sorrow: I'm a mirror.

I don't feel free to be myself, so I wait for someone else to act and then I react accordingly.

This is not healthy--I want to be myself and not care so much what others think!

Last night when I came back from Liturgy I was so happy I actually sang--out loud--"Won't You Be My Neighbor?" I loved that! I don't expect to be happy all the time but I'd at least like to be that open about who I am and how I'm feeling, to present my true self to the world and not take it personally if other people think the wrong thing about me or react in a way I don't like. If I love myself more I can love other people more, and I want to.

"We have to do this take again! HAL, do it with a LOT less emotion!""I'm sorry Stan, I'm afraid I can't do that."--Phoenix

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Tue Apr 09, 2013 4:50 pm

Beagle

Joined: Thu Jun 24, 2010 10:09 pmPosts: 1641Location: North Carolina

Re: Joys And Sorrows

Joy: It was 82 here today. Words can't even describe how happy it makes me to walk around in bare feet, shorts, and a tank top. My overall mood and happiness also increases drastically in warmer weather.

I think I might be part plant: I'm at my best when I have sunlight, water, and people talking to me.

Joy: My college classes are wrapping up in these last couple of weeks! Ahh, getting out of high school classes at 11:05 AM every day<3

sorrow?.....im sick....badly....im not even going to go into detail, just trust me this is one of the worst virus infections that Ive ever had.....blea!

i hate being sick!!!!!!!!!!

_________________i am the one who shall fight the mods, i am the one who shall find the loop holes and hidden ways, i am the one who shall lead with the flag, i am part of the rebellion, and i am its weapon.

joy: im not sick anymore!!!!!joy: the book Feedback is in my schools library.joy: I've made a peaceful forge map on halo 4.....

sorrow.......: i now have nothing to do......

_________________i am the one who shall fight the mods, i am the one who shall find the loop holes and hidden ways, i am the one who shall lead with the flag, i am part of the rebellion, and i am its weapon.

_________________Extraordinary things happen to Extraordinary people!also . . . I'm the Best in the West!

Thu Apr 11, 2013 12:25 pm

ChewyChewy

Joined: Wed Feb 24, 2010 3:23 pmPosts: 5460

Re: Joys And Sorrows

Glad to hear you're not sick anymore!

Sorrow: I don't have a qualified pathologist to diagnose me, but here's my own diagnosis of myself....

I'm a coward, and because of this I have a subconscious desire to control things, so I don't feel out of control. Because of this I have a penchant for the macabre--most of my dreams are either nightmares or neutral, and I tend to gravitate towards scary things (or otherwise unhappy things) in literature and film. That doesn't mean I don't like it if there's nothing like that in it, but that can't be healthy.

"We have to do this take again! HAL, do it with a LOT less emotion!""I'm sorry Stan, I'm afraid I can't do that."--Phoenix

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Thu Apr 11, 2013 1:16 pm

Beagle

Joined: Thu Jun 24, 2010 10:09 pmPosts: 1641Location: North Carolina

Re: Joys And Sorrows

ChewyChewy Wrote:

Glad to hear you're not sick anymore!

Sorrow: I don't have a qualified pathologist to diagnose me, but here's my own diagnosis of myself....

I'm a coward, and because of this I have a subconscious desire to control things, so I don't feel out of control. Because of this I have a penchant for the macabre--most of my dreams are either nightmares or neutral, and I tend to gravitate towards scary things (or otherwise unhappy things) in literature and film. That doesn't mean I don't like it if there's nothing like that in it, but that can't be healthy.

I'm pretty sure berating yourself isn't good for your psyche either. I'm sure this does nothing for your Type A personality, but take a deep breath and stop worrying about it. Your dreams are your subconscious's attempt to work things out that you don't want to admit to yourself, and I'm pretty sure your sense of control doesn't have anything to do with it. If you're anything like me, most likely you are more stressed out with other things than you'd like to admit. If you work in the faith that everything ends up being the way it's supposed to be with time, this too shall pass. Stressing yourself out will only make it worse.

Sorrow: I have to get shots for college today. I hate needles someone please come hold my hand in the doctor's office. ;_;

SorrowExtreme Rage Inducing Hulk Smash Keyboard Thingy: I love Warriors. I've read literally every main book, from start to finish, and the ones in my collection I've read over at least twice. But they just done goofed. I've almost lost my faith in the series (and believe me, it was truly difficult to keep some after The Last Hope, by far the worst book in the series)The new Warriors arc is a prequel. They didn't even want to go into the lives of the Clans after the fact, NOPE. NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE. You're wrong, we're doing a cheap jump back fifty years or so because we don't want to further develop these characters that we stuck with you for THREE ******* ARCS. I can get taking a break, but they said that Warriors was OVER after The Last Hope. Are we left to only view the fate of the Clans as some sort of noodle incident that we'll never really know about? What now? Is this intermediary or is it the next saga? We fans who waded through the crap need to KNOW.

Sorrow: I don't have a qualified pathologist to diagnose me, but here's my own diagnosis of myself....

I'm a coward, and because of this I have a subconscious desire to control things, so I don't feel out of control. Because of this I have a penchant for the macabre--most of my dreams are either nightmares or neutral, and I tend to gravitate towards scary things (or otherwise unhappy things) in literature and film. That doesn't mean I don't like it if there's nothing like that in it, but that can't be healthy.

you are not a coward! from my time talking to you and reading your post you lean more to shyness.

dreams reflect how you are feeling deep down......as for the last four years i rarely have dreams due to the fact that i have suppressed most of my emotions....

and movies.....did it ever occur to you that you may like those types of movies????

_________________i am the one who shall fight the mods, i am the one who shall find the loop holes and hidden ways, i am the one who shall lead with the flag, i am part of the rebellion, and i am its weapon.

Joy: I just needed a meningitis booster and some quick blood work from a finger prick. One check-up later, and my doctor has determined that I'm at excellent health. We also discussed that as I continue a healthy lifestyle, a good target weight for me to aim towards is 135 pounds. ^_^

_________________Let me tell you about Homestuck.

Fri Apr 12, 2013 9:17 am

44R0NM10

Former Mod of the Aura

Joined: Mon Mar 29, 2010 5:52 pmPosts: 4011Location: England

Re: Joys And Sorrows

What is with you and Glee recently Diss?

Joy: I know my alternatives if I don't get my grades for university. Just gotta keep hoping and keep trying for now though.

_________________i am the one who shall fight the mods, i am the one who shall find the loop holes and hidden ways, i am the one who shall lead with the flag, i am part of the rebellion, and i am its weapon.

_________________i am the one who shall fight the mods, i am the one who shall find the loop holes and hidden ways, i am the one who shall lead with the flag, i am part of the rebellion, and i am its weapon.

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