Tonight my company softball team won again 14-6. John Clemeno is the man, not only cause he made an outstanding short field catch, but also he is a nice guy and he cranked a 3 run homerun. i sucked made 1 error and was 1-3. The last game i reffed and got 15 dollars. i hate being at the games because almost everyone drinks too much. we are the only undefeated team in the league (out of 6) we are 4-0

For my birthday i got Tell All Your Friends by Taking Back Sunday. My feeling about the new TBS (includes fred mascherino and matt rubano) is that they suck. i havent heard all their music, but i think they suck. I think the only members of TBS i have respect for is Ed Reyes, Mark O'Connell, John Nolan, and Shaun Cooper. I think John and Shaun were the best thing ever to happen to TBS. John was the other lead vocalist and Shaun was an incredible bassist. Ed is the one who created the band, and Mark is an insane with the bass pedal. i think adam misrepresents the band and is the reason why Shaun and John left. Straylight Run consists of Shaun, John, and John's sister Michelle. i dont like it. Adam and John were perfect together but arent not as good without each other. plus michelle does alot of singing, which is disappointing to me because i am such a fan of John.

Prayer: I hope TBS get back together, and maybe michelle can join too :O

After long thought, i think that me and my best friend might be seperating. He is much better friends with his roomate, he smokes and i dont, he drinks and i dont. Alot of things. we also started a band, he is incredible at guitar, but we disagree on a few things. he wants me to scream , but I really dont yell often anyway, i would rather sing than scream. not only that, i dont want to be lead singer, i am much more comfortable at backing vocals. we also dont have a drummer, bassist, keyboardist, or lead vocalist. i am just really frustrated with him. he has o money cause he doesnt have a summer job, and he did not get me a birthday gift and he forgot my birthday. that is not what i care about. its that he forgot my birthday and not his roomates. we have been best friends since like 4th grade, and he forgot my birthday? i keep telling myseld that he has been away for a year so that is why he forgot. i dont know.

i learned that working for Norman Day was possibly the worst move of my life. he told me that i shouldnt go to college because i didnt know how to polish his boat. prick. anyways i quit after he told me i shouldnt go to college if i didnt know how to use a rake. ( i did it just that hes a prick) and then he gets the nerve to tell me that the rav4 is the prefered car of lesbians? WTF? NO I WILL NOT MAKEOUT WITH YOU! the sad thing is his son, Jim, was my gym (yes its a coincidence) teacher in elementary school, and he was the best. i seriously think that mrs day cheated on norman because there is no way Jim came from half of Norman.

Working at EBSCO is fun, besides the fact that i sit at a computer all day scanning mags that already have been scanned.i hate people at the office who give me the look that there better than me and i have no right to look at them because i work in the library, and i hate the no look.

Working for Sweet hill gardening is fun but its always hot. the sun beats down on me so hard and i dont mind being tan, but i constantly sweating. i had to come home early today because i am having trouble lifting my right shoulder, i dont know why, but it is bothering me.

I went to Maine a few weeks ago and saw my aunt and uncle from california. they have two girls and one of them brought her friend, which i guess she did the year before but i had forgotten what she looked like. she was blonde i guess. when i saw her i loved her hair, it was so cool, it was like four different colors and they blended perfectly together. it sort of reminded me of Joanne Dark and Rogue. i was saddened that they smoked tobacco, and they told me everyone does it and that everyone out there does x and coke. they are only 15, i just wish they would not destroy themselves.

Company softball is fun. our centerfielder always drinks too much , which led to a massive cut when he ran into the fence last year. even when he doesnt play he drinks alot. and when someone tries to tell him thats hes had enough, he insists that hes fine and drinks another. funny i guess.

1. Initials: MCO like the end of Double AA (honk honk) MCO {AAMCO}2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: 50 Cent/ George W. Bush3. Last thing you ate: twist at friendleys4. For or against same sex marriage: FOR5. I say Shotgun! You say: redneck7. Do you believe in God: who doesnt?8. How many U.S states have you been to: , florida, new york, NH, maine, rhode island, Connecticut, Vermont, California, Nevada, Pennsylvnaia, Virginia, Maryland9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: One10. Ever lived outside of the US: No11. Name something you like physically about yourself: nothing i like, but i people tell me my eyes and steriod induced calfs12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: i can be me whenever i want to be13. What is your dads name: Clement14. Why are you still up?: drank some disgusting black cherry coke, i only finished it cause i didnt want to waste it15. Who made you angry today: mom, other people on the road, some people at work, some people not at work16. Favorite type of Food? Italian maybe, if non-cultural than bread17. Favorite holiday: xmas18. Do you download music: Yes19. What illegal things have you done maybe downloading music :x, maybe raped everysingle person ever, i may have robbed a bank, but that might have been me in another lifetime20. Where would you want to go on a first date? Moon21. Would you date the person the posted this? 22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally: Yes, al of them you can find on itunes23. Do you love anyone?: i love my kitties!24. Do you like Bush: i find that he is incredibly corrupt, but i agree some things he does.25. Have you ever bungee jumped: no :(26. Have you ever white-water rafted: ive been white, butn ever white water rafting27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? yeah all the old people ;)28. How much gold ya got?: 4000 in WOW29. Have you met a real redneck: Jeremy Cl.30. How is the weather right now: dark and gloomy31. What song are you listening to right now: My Hero- Foo Fighters32. What is your current fav song?: Comfortably Numb- PINK FLOYD, close second and third to Fade To Black by Metallica and Cute Without The E by Taking Back Sunday33. What was the last movie you watched?: ICE AGE 234. Do you wear contacts: yes35. Where was the last place you went besides your house? andrew zappalas house36. What are you afraid of?: that i may never do anything37. How many piercings and tattoo's do you have?: i got a tattoo that says i love mom right across my ass38. How many pets do you have: 2 cats, 1fish, 2 sisters39. Have you ever loved someone: cant say40. What turns you on?: personality41. What do you usually order from Starbucks: MOCHA FRAPPUCHINO!! TAKE ME NOW!!!42. Have you ever fired a gun: a paintball gun could be considered real43. Are you missing someone: why not44. Fave TV show?: Lost, House, or Prisonbreak45. Do you have an ipod?: SHufle46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb? i have been told i recently look like Wolverine47. Whats your mom's name: Jen48. Who would you like to see right now: idk, everyone49. Favorite band of all time (ONLY ONE): Queen50. Do you find yourself loved?: ??? when i think about me i touch ...., wait a minute what?51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to?: sure52. Favorite flower: yellow tulips53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn: caramel is my fav54. What books are you reading: bio on Francis Marion55. Have you ever ridden in a limo: Yes56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?: Yes57. Do you watch MTV: only real world 58. What's something that really bugs you: everything. i a cynnical, pessismistic jerk so piss off! idk59. Whats your favorite hobby? activity, like sports, or maybe computer spielen like Bjorn60. Do you like Michael Jackson?: best white black or whatever color he is singer and dancer THRILLER61. Whats your favorite smell?: feces62. Favorite basketball team: Celtics minus danny ainge63. Favorite cereal: Berrry Berry Kix idk64. Do you drive: Yes65. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep? like a whole day66. Last time you went bowling: tuesday i think67. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?: trunk of a car68. Who was your last phone call?: i lost my phone for a few days, jake probably69. Last time you were at work: today70. Whats your favorite state to be in: Maine

nothing. absolutly nothing. people who deserve money because they work so hard cant because we live in a capitalist society. as much as i despise it, i suppose it is the best for communism and socialism dont fly. we live in a bias society, where looks are everything. i hate that. If you are good looking, chances of you having a bad life is slim. some people (cough tommy beaton) get everything handed to them on a platinum platter. i have been told many times that he is a good athlete, which is half truth. yes he can run, but he cannot throw. Money is also everything. People can work a lifetime and never satisfy their need for money. money has consumed our society to the point that people have to work two jobs to pay their bills, while some people throw away food and other stuff simply because they can afford it. i see no point in life. you work and work and work, for what? everyone will die someday, so the quicker the better. Life has no point because shall forever take us.

"Is something burning in here? Oh, it's just me."You're a total nutball who will do anything for attention.The first to take a dare, you'll pull almost any stunt.You're one weird looking creature, but your chickens don't mind!

i really despise these tests because the answer doesnt matter, its the codes that do (you could enter a for all and maybe it would be the same if you entered b for all) i said in this one about speed, i said "not really" and yet my sport is speed skating.

Here is some quotes for you Ang:

(key)- bold-Trebec italics- sandler underline-connery regular- cruise"Mr sandler you pick insteadOnce again something that could have been brought to my attention yesterday!Mr Connery go aheadThe Day is mine! Ill take famous tities for 400Titles famous titlesDAMN!And the answer is this movie title is taken from the title of the book “gone with the wind”Dolly Parton!Titles mr connery not titiesNot a fan of the ladies are you trebecSomeone else please Mr SandlerWhy are you yelling at meYou rang in! Mr CruiseI got it its right up here, I got it its right up here, I know its right up here I got itYou don’t got itNo you don’t got it , get it!"

"Welcome Back to Celebrity Jeopardy, I thought we were done with this, but Regis Philbman, that mongrel idiot, decided to do a celebrity millionare, and network competition being what it is, i stand before a broken and miserable man"

"Catergories are Potent Potables, Literature which is just a big word for books, Therapists, current US presidents, show and tell, household objects, and finally one letter words"

"Now listen to me you back of trebec, you wouldnt have know that if you didnt have that card in front of you. This guy reads from a card"

"Its your turn Mr ConneryYou bet it is you beef-witted applejohn!"

Mr Reynolds it is your turnIll take the dog oneAlright Words that rhyme with dog for 400 and the answer is its been a hard days night i should be sleeping like a this Burt ReynoldsChinese WHoreNo John TravoltaCHinese whore doesnt rhyme with whorethats why it was a wrong answer Mr keatonIm batmanNo you are not

Will you be on AIM tommorow , if so, if you want i can send some funny SNL skits

a question: how come you dont like myspace? (i am just asking, not angry. i want to find out what the "problem" is with it)

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

You Are 18% Addicted to LoveMight as well face it, you're not addicted to love.And these means you have a very healthy approach to relationships.You fall in love with the right person, at the right time, for the right reasons.Love is something you want - not something you need.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have high extroversion.You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.You're generally good at balancing work and play.When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

Aspirations: To Join the USA's Army ROTC style. Lets us pray for James N. Rowe, slain on April 21, 1989. He was assinated by two manilla guerillas (yes it rhymes). Juanito Itaas and Donato Continente are the pieces of filth (explitives have been left out) who shot him. He was only training troops in the Phillipines and neanderthals decided to kill him. All I can say is that I wish for those two men TO BURN IN HELL WITH HITLER AND OSAMA!!!! On a nicer note, I will either be an 2nd Lt. in Infantry or Combat Engineer

there are obviously alot more, but really only 1 and 4 apply. the bullet and head comment i made is after i found out that i was defriended from your account. I took that extremely personal and that is why it is followed by the loss of a friend entry, because i literally lost a friend. friends are the best thing for me. they can cheer me up when im down, they make me laugh in an instant, and they will always be there. a loss of friend has never occured to me before, never have i ever got mad at a friend and not made up( once i think it happened, but when i was in 3rd grade). it hurts to lose a friend. that is why i wrote those posts.

The reason i dont give you the note myself in the caf is because i hate being judged. i do not want to go into further detail, but if you do not understand , then i will explain. You are always talking to your friends, so if i make you feel like shit (which i dont want to and are not trying to). after your breakup you said your friends always cheer you up, so i wouldnt want to spoil your happiness.another reason is that one of your friends gave me like the 3rd degree one morning, so ive decided to keep my space from her.

I talked to my friend again about the nature walk, and he says that you said you liked me.

If what you say is true, I feel like this is the Iraq War: i was given false info

Honestly Angela, i wasnt ever going to tell you that i liked you. one of my friends told what to say( what i said i meant), he told me to tell how i felt, and that is what i felt. the nature walk incident and when i went on your bus and you told me i was the "funniest kid you knew" were also contributing factor. if i could go back in time, maybe this mayhem could have been avoided

The reason i write you notes (i see you crossed it out) is because that is what you asked me to do instead of asking you to go on LJ

The Dec 5 entry is a song (Fade To Black-Metallica), not a note. Angela you have known me since 7th grade, since when have you seen me act depressed or suicidal?

Im sorry if i make you feel like shit, not my intention. my intention is to explain EVERYTHING and why.

- a stone: idk- a tree: Redwood KING OF THE FOREST- a bird: Eagle cuz there so cool- a machine: those things on old train wheels to help move wheels- a tool: power saw- a flower/plant: dandelion (the white ones)- a kind of weather: Cool- a mythical creature: Spartacus- a musical instrument: dijeri do- an animal: Shark or Lynx- a color: blue- an emotion : Happy or Angry- a vegetable: Carrot- a sound: SW airlines ding- an Element: Earth- a car: CHRYSLER CROSSFIRE- a song: "Fade To Black" or "Comfortably Numb"- to trade places with another person: James HEtfield or Spartacus- a movie: Dirty Dozen or Michael Collins- a food: pizza- a place: a tropical jungle- a material: gortex- a taste: sweet like a lemon- a religion: the religion where you belive in predestination- an object: American Flag- a word: supercalifragilicious - a body part: bicep/calf- a facial expression: - a subject in school: world/us history- a cartoon: the boondocks/family guy lol- a shape: heptagon- a number: 13- a month: February- a day of the week: Friday- a time of day: 10AM- a direction: south- a piece of furniture: a futon- a sin: Lust or sloth- a historical figure: JOSEPH STALIN- a liquid: urine- a method of death: Tithe man- a planet: Pluto- a scent: kilo- a sea animal: Shark

r e l a t i o n s h i p s1. who are your best or really close friends?: Marsh and Jake2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:

f a s h i o n s t u f f1. where is your favorite place to shop: the mall,new york city, anywhere reallyany tattoos or piercings:

s p e c i f i c s1. do you do drugs?: no2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: any3. what are you most scared of?: idk5. who is the last person that called you?: someone with the wrong number6. where do you want to get married?: idk7. how many buddies are online right now?: 10 or so8. what would you change about yourself?: weight, height, appearence

r a n d o mIn the morning i am: not awakwall i need is: a louder alarm clocklove is: "Gonna find my baby, gonna hold her tight, gonna grab some afternoon delight"i dream about: alot of things, i dreamt that i was a dragon slayer before, i dreamed i saved the school from a terrorist, i dream about of lot things

o p p o s i t e s e xwhat do you notice first: eyeslast person you slow danced with: i dont knowworst question to ask: idkmakes you laugh the most: idkmakes you smile: ;)who do you have a crush on: somebodywho has a crush on you: nobody

d o y o u e v e rsit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: Yeswish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nowish you were younger: yescried because someone said something to you?: Yes

n u m b e rof times i have had my heart broken: onceof hearts i have broken: hopefully zeroof guys i've kissed: 0of girls i've kissed: of continents i have lived in: 1 of tight friends: a good numberof cds i own: a fewof scars on my body: alot from football and other fball related incidents

f i n a l q u e s t i o n s1. do you like filling these out?: havent you noticed by now2. gold or silver: gold3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: The RInger7. favorite cartoon/anime?: Family GUy8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: banana10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: idk11. could you live without your computer?: Noo12. would you color your hair?: maybe13. could you ever get off the computer?: its soft14. habla espanol? no15. ever drank alcohol? no