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Thursday, January 31, 2008

New address, new surroundings, new responsibilities.. everything new. It is a new feeling altogether.The new place has brought along some excitements, nervousness, surprises and some sad feelings as well. Many of the things I used to do earlier are being missed and I keep running to my old familiar nest.. .. just to be there for some more time but then I had to move. Time had come to go to my own place, a place which is mine in true sense. Needless to say it comes with a price one has to pay.

Ok, long story cut short.. those who have blogrolled or linked me, kindly change the address (URL) of my new place. Change the RSS feeds on your readers, change the favourites on your browsers and so on.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Today morning, fortunately there was an agreement to flip TV channels only between two .. the ongoing India-Aus cricket match and the direct telecast of Republic Day celebrations and we enjoyed both. Today again it was a day to be nostalgic.I don’t know about other Indians but having spent most of my life in Delhi, I have been witness to Republic Day parades and Independence Day speeches since my childhood. Live and telecast both. And they always hold a very special place in my life for many reasons.

The Rajpath, India Gate, Vijay Chowk, the parades, the jhaanki, the chilly foggy weather, unfurling of national flag, singing of national anthem and the fly past.. they all look part of my life, a part of my very own place. Today also I felt the same emotions and sense of pride running through my veins which I used to feel when I was a little girl and today again I wanted to be in Delhi !!

Won’t write much here. If anybody wants to know how I feel about these days, it’s here, a very nostalgic post written by me.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

LIAR. The word has been haunting me since I received that sms of yours. I am utterly shaken.. beyond words.Must have read it zillion times. Every single word is etched in my heart. You called me; we were extremely happy speaking to each other after many days and suddenly within a few hours you labeled me a liar.

WHY ??

I am at a loss.You owe me an explanation. Are you listening ? You just can’t get away like this. I don’t want to call you a coward because you are not. I know you are equally pained by this act. Why ?

I always try to give my 200% to any bond, any relation and still leave some space for forgiveness but not here. You were too close for any space between us.

My cell has some of your messages including the first one sent from VT station and it will have this one too.. ... to constantly remind me in case I tend to forget.

And I will not try to get over it. From my side nothing has changed, you’ll remain the same person; will have the same place as before.

But no, you don’t deserve me or my friendship.My dear, you have lost me.. possibly forever…

And in times like this I always try to pep myself up by the lines once told to me

“Fortunate are the ones who are your friends”.

God Bless you. Be happy and be yourself, always. Enjoy your secured world of self-beliefs. I am with you, as always.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Is this the new year wish I wanted from you ?? Tell me, don’t I deserve anything better ?? Oh, why I keep expecting something propitious when I know nothing, absolutely nothing can change your sick mind.

Oh, what a way to start the New Year ! Look, what I have received as a new year gift from you. A tattered and terrified me, a naked me in front of the whole world.

In my entire life I never felt this frightened, disturbed, raped and lonely...not even at a time when I lost my dear someone. But today, I lost everything.. my faith, my trust, my openhearted laugh, my honour and above all, myself, which I so wrongly thought are safe. Today I hang my head in shame. You proved me wrong. At least today it looks like so.

Try as hard as you can. You can’t kill me with your demeanors. From that loss of mine in the past, I had emerged and I’ll emerge again. I know it won’t be easy but I promise you that.

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