RealGM Wiretap

Dwight Howard wants to avoid anything resembling a repeat of his departure from the Orlando Magic last year as he deals with his impending free agency with the Los Angeles Lakers.

The situation was frequently called the 'Dwightmare'.

"I'm not a crybaby," Howard said. "I didn't try to cry my way out of Orlando. That was never my intention, or not what I did at all. And I understand everybody thought it was that way because of what was being put out there. I'm not indecisive. I love this game. You know I play it because it inspires me; it inspires millions of kids around me, adults and all. And, I'm going to have fun while I do it."

The Lakers have publicly said Howard will not be traded, and Howard wants to focus on getting the Lakers into the playoffs.

"I understand, you know, what the Lakers want," Howard said. "And I also understand that right now, there's no need for all the circus, and all the stuff that happened last year to start back up. I don't want it, my team doesn't need it, I don't need it, and frankly, our fans don't need it neither."

Howard is adjusting to playing with Kobe Bryant.

"You play with Kobe Bryant you know, he's going to get them up," Howard said. "But, at the same time, I have to find ways to still be effective. I can't allow that to affect how I play. There were a lot of times early in the season where I would get upset you know, because I felt like he shot the ball a lot. And you know, I wanted some touches down low. Do I want touches, yeah. But, whatever I have to do to help this team win, I have to keep my mind in that area."