I am desperate

I am desperate,
I see no hope,
I stare at the ceiling,
I hold the rope!
I wanted to talk,
I went to my mother
She was busy with her work,
She does not bother!
Oh girl I loved you.
You were my life,
You left me alone
I hold the knife,
I went to my father,
I wanted his love and case,
He was in an angry mood,
I did not dare!
My grades are getting low,
But I’m improving as a singer,
‘The world will not accept you’,
I pulled the trigger!
Saket Suman