After such a long long time of not planning any major outings, just organising a Kbox session for 3 people was a huge headache. Glad that I've got all the details worked out. Jinwen, please don't back out k?

The more I get to know JW, the more I realise how much like her I was in the past. And I honestly can't believe how much I've managed to change over 2 years, and how goddamned bloody patient Dear has been with me. I think if I was in his position, I would have given up long long ago. So now I must persevere; learn to control my temper, remain patient and not flare up so easily. Sorry to JW that I sounded pretty pissed off today, but I think you know the reason why lah.

I'm happy to see from your blog that you actually thought about what I told you today, but I really hope you can actually DO something about it. Regarding army boy and T., you have to make up your mind soon, because its no point dragging and dragging and making yourself miserable. And even you can be together with T., there's no harm being friends right? Its not going to be the end of the world. As for his character, he just IS like this. Not just to you, but to everyone. So why should it bother you? If you think its a tedious process then just let yourself relax!

Anyway, I'm just going to end off with yet another video Dear recommended to me.

For all Final Fantasy fans:

ஜLost in darkest blueEndless labyrinths weaving thoughWill you stagger on, with no star to light your way?Share with me your tearsAll your troubles and deepest fearsI remember when you chased all my shadows awayஜWon't you take my hand?Come away with me from this landLet me give to you all that you have given to me Fly horizon boundFind the moon behind darkening clouds Even far apart, know our souls together will beஜWhen the storm draws nighDreams will shatter before your eyesKnow that you're not aloneWhen the battle startsI will comfort your restless heartYou'll know that you are homeஜWhen your stars stop shiningEndless vines around you windingKnow that you're not aloneI will give my allSo your tears will no longer fallDown, down on sorrow's stoneஜLook into my eyesAll eternity you will findIn this fragile heart, know that you will always belongShout into the nightShow the darkness that you will fightHopeless you may feel, but inside I know you are strong ஜKeep me in your heartSo we'll never be far apartLet the bonds of love break these chains imprisoning youAlways you will findShadows lingering close behind Lift your spirits now, We shall be together soon══════════════════════════════Source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qmbgCBZ86z4All lyrics and voice by katethegreat19. Yes she wrote and SANG the damned thing. Good right? There's more of such of her videos. Look them up yourself if you're interested. Haha.