Schizophrenia (by my sister Katherine Flordelis)

A nightmare of deemed reality haunts,That's delving in my peeked sensesBurdened, I tried to intrude the cycleEven scared of losing strengthDry and shallow I know this isTo escape, fight, and hopeBut still as wintry cold waterAt night it reigns a noisy holler.

Reputing God why sodden am I with this,Battling against the chains of claimed fears?Felt desolated, broken, an angered soulTemptations of death inspired the chokeGrieved through years of wave regretsFelt like drowned with rude secretsWhen will this life end the pain?For this jaded soul, with tears never sane.

I refuse the agony from threshold to under,It's getting worse and a sore.Damned with life besieged by the ugly,Indeed a scar that leads me to the fury.