I am returning after several months of absence. This site previously has helped me be accountable for ME( as long as I maintain daily to weekly contact.) I need to stop blaming chronic. family illness, consruction and other daily stressers for "making poor choices". I currrently define myself as a failure although I am not only educated, but educated in the health field who is also 70# overweight.

I am able to write grants, establish new community programs, participate in the ...

I am returning after several months of absence. This site previously has helped me be accountable for ME( as long as I maintain daily to weekly contact.) I need to stop blaming chronic. family illness, consruction and other daily stressers for "making poor choices". I currrently define myself as a failure although I am not only educated, but educated in the health field who is also 70# overweight.

I am able to write grants, establish new community programs, participate in the rescue & care of horses along with involvement of various fund raisers & charities close to my heart. Yet I find that I am unable to love myself enough to be healthy and happy. I need to find "it". The "it" to love myself enough to make the changes deemed necessary for a healthy lifestyle.

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I am married to my best friend for over 30 years.. I love animals, with horses being my lst love. I am actively involved in horse rescue I love traveling & hope to travel to other countries in the near future as a volunteer in the medical field.

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If you live long enough, you will understand that none of us are defined by our mistakes. You are defined by getting the lesson from the mistake. (unknown)

Maria’s Onderland Party!! We are throwing Maria (Fusion Fitness) a dance-a-thon party on Friday Feb. 22nd at 6pm Standard Time, At Maria’s web page. So same time as California in the States. She likes music from the 70’s so we will be having a Disco Party. It won’t be a party without her great Spark Friends stopping by to celebrate, dance a bit and offer Congrats to her for all her hard work to get to this awesome goal. I am giving a week notice so you can save up some spark goodie points if you don’t mind to share at the party. We will have Video web addresses for the songs we will be dancing to, so everyone can get some fun partying in, and cardio at the same time. It would be great if you can take a picture of your dancing and if you are up for it throwing in some Hippy outfit or maybe just a Peace sign and post it on your page or a blog so Maria can see everyone having fun at her dance-a-thon. John Travolta will be there you can count on that! I am looking for some bell bottom pants and some flower power, maybe even a cool peace sign lol. Wouldn’t it be great if we could all Skype a dance party. That would be a blast, but unfortunately not an option yet. I wouldn’t be surprised if that creation was just around the corner. Anyway please come if you can and make it a Special time for Maria!! Hugs Susan and Peace

Christmas gift suggestions: To your enemy, forgiveness. To an opponent, tolerance. To a friend, your heart. To a customer, service. To all, charity. To every child, a good example. To yourself, respect.

T for time to be together Turkey, talk and tangy weather. H for harvest stored away Home, and hearth and holiday. A for autumn’s frosty art, And abundance in the heart. N for neighbors and November, Nice things, new things to remember. K for kitchen, kettle’s croon. Kith and kin expected soon. S for sizzles, sights and sounds, And something special that abounds. That spells THANKS – for joy in living And a jolly good Thanksgiving!