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Good morning!

Written By: gracie
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Sep•
19•11

Yesterday, my Sir woke me up by fondling me, then rolling me onto my stomach and climbing onto my back. It’s something I’ve expressed interest in recently, and it was extremely erotic for me. I felt really disoriented, though, and I kept trying to catch my breath, but I couldn’t. Anyway, he went into the dark place with me, and I was ever so grateful. I had trouble getting my head where it needed to be, and he stopped so I could sort out my thoughts, and not feel pressured to continue in the scene.

I feel badly that I broke down a little bit, and I tried to impress upon him how much I liked what he had done. He did tell me that it would be repeated again, so that felt a bit more like victory. I can’t expect to be perfect all the time, right? Sometimes I think I’m harder on myself than my Sir is, though. Maybe I should meditate on that statement, and stop with the judgment. Just a thought.

It’s gorgeous weather today, and we have all the windows open. I had to turn down a spanking a bit ago, on account of the bustling activities outside, but he’ll close up the windows later, and then I’ll get it. I hope!

In the midst of my tired headspace yesterday, I asked my Sir if it might be a good idea to give me a day off from tasks. I know that means fewer strings, but I’ve really just felt overwhelmed this weekend. He adjusted it so that my “tasks” for a Sunday will be recreational items of his choosing. I called him an evil taskmaster after he listed such taxing things as “read for an hour” and “play something on the xbox.” Clearly this man is a monster.