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No One Can Live A Lie Without Getting Burnt In The End I would rather be hated and ignored than be a false and fake person and be lying to my family and friends.
I can't keep up a pretense forever even actors take time off the set to be themselves...
I am a person who will not lie to you...

It's A Necessity... ...that's almost like water and air. When I go too long without having some alone time to simply kick back and process the things that have happened in my life...I can get kind of stressed. If I put this need off for too long...I can...

Rip Tide Warning. I would like to warn all my friends at EP about swimming regulations. AGAIN, today I heard police cars, fire engines, ambulances, and the volunteer underwater rescue team heading to the beach and within an hour the television station...

This Illness Is Hell On Earth I have shared many a story with abuse victims who suffer this same terrible torment. I have been to psychology classes and heard the stories about the illness. its not an illness you want to have... no one who has it ever chooses it...

Cadaphos Of Ares They hate what I do
They see me
A doppleganger of the social circles
Where life meets death
It is never more here than it is there
They hate what I do
They see me
A doppleganger of the divided
Giving me the benefit of a missing doubt...

As Long As these are times of uncertainty the absurdity of time,we are drawing blood from one another,committing senseless crimes,no more comparing,compassion has been long lost down the line,each one lives for themselves,damn be the united good...

Day09-day16
day 09 - a song that you can dance to - [crank that - soulja boy]
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep - [waiting for my ruca - sublime]
day 11 - a song from your favorite band - [pardon me - incubus]
day 12 - a song from...

Fundamentalism Fundamentalists have a different point of reference rather than always disagree with anything they don't understand.
So - to a christian fundamentalist, if it disagrees with their understanding of the bible, it must be false.
To a...

I Fell That I Am Wasting My Life Away And Know Where To Go With It I have been told by the Doctor that I can not work because of the stress in my life.And don't feel I have no purpose in my life .If I can not work.I feel that i am wasting my life way and some time I can not deal with it.And it hurts...

Mom I hurt you all the time. I've heard you on many nights, crying in your room or crying to your sister about how much I hurt you. You set standards for me that I don't want to follow. I'll never be a cheer leader. I want to die my hair...

Germany Is The Country Of Civilization And Advancement the first time I have been to Germany t thought that I am in Paradise. although I saw some photos and videos about Germany, but the reality was different and more beautiful. I did not expect that there would be such beautiful and magic...

Eid Mubarak Everyone Today's the day... at least where I live! So here's me wishing a supreb, exciting Eid to wackypunk, lazyangel, San051, beyondrepair, DarkAngel123, moonii, Gyallbetterknow, LordVoldemort and all the muslims in the world and to the rest...

Yeah, I Guess I'm Gay... So I'm pretty sure I'm gay or a lesbian or whatever. I'm also sure that I love my best friend, who may or may not be completely straight. Most of all, I'm sure that, being an athlete, High School is probably the worst ever time to come...

Growing up with a depressed mom (I had to retitle this story, it was buggin me, sorry to anyone expecting a new one..)..My mother had her own battle with depression my whole childhood growing up. In fact the day she found out she was pregnant with me, she was in the...

Errrgghhh I just can't turn my brain off. I obsess about everything way too much, and even though everyone tells me I just think about things too much and I just need to calm down I can't. I just start thinking about how I need to stop thinking...

Candright Montostaphist Gates fill
from hell they drill
into my brain
leaving me restrained
asylum of my head
craving the undead
to rend me asunder
in an endless blunder
of misfortune and mistakes
promptly clearing my days
to the clouds giving way
to...