amy complains that she was 'brainwashed'? for 7 years? get the fuck outta here... take some responsibility for your own actions. you saw rich, a big semi-famous (in bb culture anyways) tatted bodybuilder and you became EXACTLY what the other girls he was bangin... a GROUPIE. you were both co-dependant. you were both in the relationship for for own benefit. you were the side-piece of that big, semi-famous, tatted bobybuilder and got your self-worth from playing that role.... until (7 years later!) you realized "hey, this guy isn't exactly a knight in shining armour... and he doens't make his money in a kosher way..."

news flash woman! bber's sometimes have 'issues'. sometimes they're insecure... maybe they were skinny kids, and insecure... and once they got some muscles, even though they were the same person, all of a sudden they've got girls/women/groupies/sluts fawning over them for no other reason than their appearance. don't think that we don't pick up on that. you were attracted to an image.. that's it. and you were sooooo into the image that you ignored everything that told you it was all an illusion.... now you're angry, hurt, and very very bitter. it's an ugly look, amy... but very common for people like you.

you make fun of Rich because he gets PMMA injections, tattoo's eye liner, trains gay guys and bimbo's follow him around..... just what the fuck was he doing when you met him?

you were 'abused'? LEAVE! shouldn't take you a year to figure it out.. let alone 7. you didn't like being expected to eat and sleep and train with him, why didn't you leave? are you slow? stupid? unemployable? handicapped? move back to your condo... or your parents... or a friends. be an adult, pack your shit and leave.... But you didn't. why? because you associated yourself as being the 'girlfriend of a semi-famous bodybuilder', you're co-dependant... which is nobody's fault but your own.

you're a pathetic groupie, nothing more. just like SOOOOOOO many other gf's of bodybuilders.

Amy, I am disappoint. You assured us you were so over Rich you could barely be bothered to spend two solid days writing 'War and Peace' length manuscripts about him...but as soon as he makes contact with you and whispers a few sweet nothings, you become his possession once again.