The truth and who I am when I look at it

The light, and how it changes everything
deep skies full of stars, how it distances me
sad radio music, and what it reminds me of- the truth, and who I am when I look at it
my past, and what I learned from it today
my reflection- how it doesn't match where I am, where I will be

the sound of my voice on answering machine tape-
tragiserious, looking for meaning on a blank slate