- Well , it’s almost 2012. i’m excited , but nervous for whats to come . during 2011 , i’ve experienced many things . when big bang won an ema award . when i did a gig in front of lots of people . where i talked to people i never thought i’d talk to . i’ve meet new people . [ Chylynpark ] [ nikaylaaa ] [ Bananoemi ] [ Oliviasbored ] i’ve shed tears over stupid things . i got published in a book . i was a thearapists for my friends . when tumblr became my life . haha . when music hit me hard in the chest . i dance more than anything else with my partner [ nikayla ~]. . i sing like a boss now . where im a pro soccer player . where i fought with my parents . shit happens . where i auditioned for region orchestra . where i started speaking spanish . where i burnt my finger from STEAM . where i started to cook . when i started to rap xD . EVERYTHINGchanged .