This is PAINFUL!!!!!!!! But I'm keeping it REAL:

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Happy Saturday, SP friends!!

As you can see, I've gotten over my fear of sharing a picture of myself in a bathing suit!! I almost did a shot of me in my bra & undies, but hubby wasn't to keen on that idea, lol! He also wanted to be the one to take these pics of me so he knew what pics were going up. He's not crazy about it all, haha - I guess I should be flattered that he still thinks I'm beautiful and attractive and doesn't want to "share" me with the world wide web! LOL, so I've made my spark page private. At least I hope I did!

So friends, here I am at 210 pounds. I may be a pound or two less than that now that I've been following SP nutrition tracker for a few days, but I don't want to weigh myself until I've been on here for a week!

I'm so ashamed that I've let myself go this far. There really is no excuse! But I'm holding my head up high from this day forward. You will never see this much of me again!! There will be less and less of me to come.