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Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Where Writers Write: Colin Dickey

Welcome to another installment of TNBBC's Where Writers Write!

Where Writers Write is a weekly series that will feature a different author every Wednesday as they showcase their writing spaces using short form essay, photos, and/or video. As a lover of books and all of the hard work that goes into creating them, I thought it would be fun to see where the authors roll up their sleeves and make the magic happen.

He is also co-editor (with Nicole Antebi and Robby Herbst) of Failure! Experiments in Aesthetic and Social Practices. A native of the San Francisco Bay Area, he now lives in Los Angeles. Author photo by Seth Sherwood.

Where Colin Dickey Writes

I write—habitually, necessarily, endlessly,
pathologically—in cafés. Of all sorts—corporate coffee shops amidst commuters
getting their morning double half-caff venti sugar-free lattes; hipster cafes
with their hand-picked fair-trade small-batch really-expensive pour-over
coffee; and every where in between. Mom and pop cafes that make terrible mochas
and have décor left over from a hellish mid-80’s yardsale. Places packed to the
gills with college students surfing the web. Places that were hip when Nirvana’s
Nevermind was released and haven’t
bothered to update anything since then. I can only spend a few hours at a time
in any given coffee shop, which means that when I’m under a deadline I’ll hit
three or four coffee shops in a day, starting in the morning and going until
the last one closes at 10 or 11 p.m.
Which means in such cases I’m usually over-caffeinated and a little
nauseous.

My writing life consists of wobbly tables, the barrista who
thinks that playing Counting Crows on repeat is appropriate, west-facing
windows that obliterate the world with sunlight in the late afternoon, a mental
cartography of where the most electrical outlets are, and who has the best
pastries.

I can’t write at home, which is a shame. But at home I’m
surrounded by things that make me happy and distract me, and especially in the
late afternoon my house makes me want to nap. Nor can I write in libraries.
I’ve come to realize that places like that—quiet places like my house or a
library or a place suited to writing—all have the same problem: a kind of
stifling quietness, an oppressive weight that makes it more, not less,
difficult to concentrate.

What’s important for me about coffee shops is the ambient
noise and motion, the sense that things are going on around me. I tune most of
this out with headphones, but even in the background it helps to remind me that
the world is in motion, that the day is passing me by and I need to stay
focused, and that someone is watching me play yet another game of Sudoku. It
doesn’t matter if this isn’t true; it helps me to internalize the vague,
disinterested stares of those around me.

The problem with writing at home is that it’s just me. Ditto
with the library, where the goal is to obliterate anybody but you. But reading,
at its heart, is a not-entirely-equitable relationship between reader and
writer, between oneself and one or more perfect strangers. I love being in
cafes because I never forget about that relationship, that there’s always
someone at the other end of the page.

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