About Me

Hey there, I'm Tula. Well, that's not my real name, it's taken from a book, but I have a very recognizeable name and wouldn't want people from real life to find me here, that would hurt them.

I used to be a member back a few years ago, but life got so cluttered I just cut all strings to most things.

I don't have a diagnosis of any kind, probably because I've never sought help for any of the things I feel.
It started out with low self esteem. That part got better over the years, and took a lot of the feelings of depression away, but there are still days when I can barely function.
For the past, what now, three years I think, I've also had problems in dealing with food. They're why I'm back. I want to get well, but it's like I'm not letting myself. For a while I was set on destroying myself, until my boyfriend came along and saved me from the path I was on, but I still don't have control of it all. I eat now, more than I used to, and for the most part I've stopped purging, but it's not for me as much as not to hurt him. I want to feel normal again, and I'm doing my best, but I don't think I can beat this on my own.

If you want to talk about anything at all, I'm here for you. Just drop me a message.