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MOST MENTIONED MEN IN THE BIBLE
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1) WHAT MAN, AS IF YOU DIDN'T KNOW, IS THE MOST
MENTIONED MAN IN THE BIBLE. ?
2) WHAT KING, MENTIONED 1,118 TIMES IN THE BIBLE,
IS SECOND MOST MENTIONED MEN.?
3) WHAT LEADER, WITH 740 MENTIONS, RANKS THIRD.?
4) WHAT PRIEST RANKS FOURTH WITH A TOTAL OF 399
REFERENCES.?

I Am Leaving.....Well all good things must come to an end. I will be leaving fubar for awhile, to pursue my dream. So to all my friends, family and fans lift the glasses high and pound one for me. To all of those who want to stay in touch you can reach me on yahoo at dodgetruckparking, drop me aline anytime.

Sex At WorkOne of the worst things about having graduated to the "Real World" some years ago is the thought of work. It used to be that blowing off a class, getting stoned and listening to music all day while sucking down beers was the norm. Now, it's hit that alarm at 6:30 in the "ayem" and crawl to the office. Face it, if you don't do it, you get shit-canned, end of discussion. Sometimes, of course, the things that happen at the office make all the annoyance of having to get up at some ungodly hour and dragging your ass in worth it. Usually, it's something simple like writing a particularly clever program or getting a bonus or single-handedly convincing a customer to buy off a system that isn't quite ready. Then there are the *other* times, like what happened at work last week.
Okay, so it's the summer. Summer used to be a time to hang out at the beach, maybe take a few easy classes (you know, shit like "History of Ancient Civilization" or "Figure Drawing and Painting"), etc. Now, it

I Miss You When..I miss you when
You're not here
I thinkn about you
Even when we are together
Seeing you makes me smile
Seeing you makes my heart sing
I want my life to always
Be inertwined with yours
You may my heart complete
You are my world
As you always will be
I love you more than life itself
My heart beats faster
When we are talking
My heart beats faster
When I see you type
I love you with
Everything that I am
I love you with
Everything that I have
You make my world right
You take away all the sadness
You are the light in my life
When it is full of sadness and pain
I want you to know
Just how much I love you
I want you to know
How happy you make me
I love you dearly
I always will
I love you
Never forget that

That First KissI love all my friends,
and keep them in my heart.
And hope the friendship,
will never part.
But do you ever find,
that special one?
That makes you smile,
and come undone?
I just wonder sometimes,
if it's for real.
Or just another guy after,
my heart to steal.
I think that someday,
that I may find this out.
Then all the passion and want,
will not be a doubt.
When I look into your eyes,
I see hope,
It loosens my mind,
to help me cope.
It would take only just one small thing,
if this is true.
To either be happy forever,
or always be blue.
To live a life with someone,
would be a real bliss.
Just to be granted,
that very first kiss.

Let Go Of Fake An Get RealFeeling fickle in faith
and feeble
yet?
There will be no fanfare
When fear becomes a factor
And you parade through days,
A bona fide actor
Staged equals fake...
And if you are fundamentally false
You cling fiercely to "fake"
Rehearsing life
No give and all take
Foregoing failure
Choosing no stake
Never fighting
For what you believe in
Floating through life
Like specimens of semen
...But at least THEY know where to go
No difference between you and a figurine,
A fallacy of foiled plastic,
I bet your life is fucking fantastic...
Check that, maybe it should be
A little more sarcastic...
I bet your life is fanfuckingtastic ...

Make Me NumbThe Weight of the gun
Heavy in my hand
Dark of the night
Surround my silent steps
An animal stirs in the distance
It cries out
The dead night swallows the sound
Take away the pain
Senses peak
The night grows shorter
Weight of my thoughts
Heavy in my hands
A sound rises from within
Soothingly comforting
Numb the pain away
Fighting the urge to keep going
I struggle with the sound
Fight with all I have
Pain is forever my plague

Have You Everhave you ever just wanted to cry?
to take on all your hurt all at once, to take off this mask you wear and show the world you really arenít that strong at all.
have you ever just wanted to love?
everyone that ever hated you. to say your sorry when you did nothing wrong.
have you ever just wanted to feel? feel love thatís overwhelming that shakes you to your core. the perfection most strive for but never achieve. when its right in front of you but you cant have it.
have you ever just wanted to scream?
to tell the world everything, all your lies and secrets, if only just once.
have you ever wanted to fall?
just to hurt, just to sleep to make everything stop.
have you ever just wanted to bleed?
to cleanse the soul of imperfection, to bare the truth for all to see, to show how fucked up you really are.
have you ever just wanted to lose?
to show them all that you arenít perfect. to spit the logic back in the faces of those who told you that you would succeed.
have you eve

5 Levels Of A Hangover5 Levels of Hangovers...tee hee...go ahead and tell me how crappy you feel now
OK.. the credit for this goes to Shannon..she posted it as a bulletin, but i think its rather blog worthy .... so that when someone tells me that they had WAAAAAY to much, I can diagnose them simply with a 1-5 star rating on their hang over
Five Levels of Hangovers
> One Star Hangover (*)
No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries.
> Two Star Hangover (**)
No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels.
> Three Star Hangover (***)
Slight he

Its Mondaywell its monday..had a week off from work last week. went for a mri on my shoulder ..not good lol looks lke i tore a tendon in my shoulder gonna have to have it operated on . gonna be out 3-5 weeks ughhhh! its also my b-day today turnin 45...gettin old lol. sux i gt sum time off and cant do shit gotta take it easy this week before surgery or try to lol

We Have To Be ApartWe have to be apart, I know...
but thoughts of you are never far from my mind.
Your love still wraps around me
like the warmness of summertime...
but I long to feel your arms around me, too.
Until we can be together again, dream of me,
night and day, as I dream of you...
And remember the love that is
always waiting for you & you alone.

Wasn't Just LuckIt wasn't just luck that you & I met
or that everything went a little bit better, life was a little bit sweeter & I was a whole lot happier when you were around.
It wasn't just luck that right from the start, it was easy to talk to you & laugh with you.
It felt really natural to always be there & come through for each other...and it still does.
Our love grows each day as only the trust love can. No, it wasn't just luck because I believe that you & I were meant for each other.

Pissedwoke up again pissed off at the world with a damm killa headache....allergies are kicking my azz....

Help!!!ok im trying to make a bully for a friends lounge and i have no clue how to do it it would be nice to know how to. so if anyone reads this that knows how can we please chat.
thanks
Mel

Random Thoughts...I had wrote something similar to this awhile back but it seems that i have removed it from everywhere . So i am just gonna try my best to remember what i had wrote lol.
Tell people how you really feel about them whether it is good or bad. They will look up to you for being honest.
When you tell someone that you love them look them in the eyes and sincerely mean it. Don`t say it because you know that is what they want to hear. Say it because you FEEL it.
When a girl says "NO" she means it and leave it at that. Do not bring it back up within the next 48 hrs. Trust me.
Do not put things off for tomorrow that can be done today. Tomorrow is not a given. So do it today.
Smile,even when you don`t want to. Someone somewhere is falling in love with your smile.
Late at night when you can`t sleep and you think no one cares. Your wrong. Someone somewhere is laying there thinking about you.
Take the time to talk to someone when they want to talk. You never know what they are th

A Lucky FewThe lucky few
All they do is push me down when i want up
hold me back but i want out
you can crush my dreams
and brake my ribs too
but your not going to stop me
Ill take the long road
some find its the high road
why cant you except me for who i am
im not that girl that came crying to with all her problems
you held me too tight now my wings are broken
its to hard to fly away
Dreams get crushed or fade away
sometimes you out grown them
but the lucky few who dreams come true
wont be me but it could be you

To My Daughter*Just for this morning, I am going to step over
the laundry,
and pick you up and take you to the park to
play.
*Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes
in the sink,
and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of
yours together.
*Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the
telephone and
keep the computer off, and sit with you in the
backyard and
blow bubbles.
*Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once,
not even a
tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the
ice cream truck
and I will buy you one if he comes by.
*Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about
what you are
going to be when you grow up, or second guess
every decision
I have made where you are concerned.
*Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me
bake cookies,
and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.
*Just for this afternoon, I will take us to
McDonald's and buy
us both a Happy Meal so you ca

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Far BeyondWe were once friends you and I
But now we are left tattered and torn
The rose on your shoulder has decayed
To reveal every deep cutting thorn
Though every promise still remains
They are trees that are too weak to stand
You refuse to strengthen them
Now they're dying like seeds in your hand
Tell me now what does it matter
It's only my time that has gone
Now everything is taken for granted
The story we wrote took too long
Will you ever understand
Everything that I gave you was free
The games you played were just a joke
But the joke isn't resting with me
Now don't misunderstand me
I'd love to work things out
But can we overcome the distance
Far beyond reason and doubt?
Now that the box has been opened
What demons spring free in the night?
Is it your soul you have sold
To make everything else turn out right?
But I am running wild and free
And I won't stop for you to ask why
All that is or shouldn't be
Is a dream that has now passed you by
Does anyone sta

Thoughts To Ponder...and Other Nonsensical ThoughtsI am noticing a trend in the mumm department. It seems that a lot of people have forgotten that a mumm is a "make up my mind" type of post.
A lot of the mumm's I see are just questions in general. There is no asking for help to make up a mind. It seems to me that they're just becoming a way to make points.
Iím not saying Iím blemish free. I did do a mumm to thank everyone that had posted on my other mumm. I was told in no certain terms that I should have done a blog for that. Reflection being, I agree. And I apologize and will try not to do that again.
Sometimes a person does need a nudge to make up their mind. When there are two or more options available, and all are good, it helps to have input.
Letís get the mumm's back to what they are supposed to be.
Letís make up my (our) minds more

DeleteI'm thinking about deleting my account again. Just wanted to get my friends' opinions on that.

What Should I Doheres my problem iam with this girl who i love to death and she loves me but the problem is theres no sex at all every once in a while we fool around but no full on sex. i just dont know what to do any more. now i know yall are gonna say oh she is cheating on you. well she isnt iam with her 24/7 so there is no way she can. but i just dont know what to do to spice it up or what not hell i dont even know what a bj feels like she hates giveing them. can anyone help me?

My So Call Life.You know during my lifetime since i started school to right now i been a lonely single guy.During my school life i been some how a loner.Never had that best friend that will follow you to any kind a trouble you get in,or follow you to the ends of the earth.My dad was never their for me,to talk to me about girls,or have my first beer.Actually he had beer,but with his friends,and also been with women,which something i never had.He never taught me how to drive either.I had to teach myself at the age of 24.Anyways my Dad is not the problem here,even thou he wasn't their for me i hold no grudge,nor i am angry at him.He is just who he is,and my mom well she was the sweetest person,and very friendly,but lost her to diabeties like 5 years ago,so i miss her.The thing is that i had some opportunity in my life with women,and well i look back to what i did and i pretty much blew it,cause i froze,or didn't know what to do.Right now i sit here and just think of the girls i used to have a crush,and W

KnowledgeTHE LOST TOMB OF JESUS
If you are unaware what this blog pertains to -- recently archeologist Simcha Jacobovici and film director James Cameron believe they have found the tomb of Jesus, his wife Mary, his mother Mary, and his son Judah. Hardcore Christians have attacked the theory as satanic and/or an obvious attack on their faith by a malicious and greedy pack of Hollywood Liberals. I disagree.
None of these Christians ever broke ranks to oppose the "obvious attacks" on the ancient Pagans, on the tribal peoples they encounter, or on any of their sibling religions (Judaism & Islam) that now segregate the world and its nations by the Christian church. I think there are many obvious flaws in the thinking of those that accuse anyone who discovers or offers an alternative theory to the stories and belief systems they embrace but yet no one really ever openly discusses it.
It is, in effect, the inability of these Evangelicals to take their own medicine. From the Egyptian gods

A Walk In The ParkAfter a walk through the park, we took a little break at the picnic tables behind the tennis
court. We talked for a moment be neither of us could keep our mind on conversation.
She was sitting between my legs facing me, running her hands up and down my legs,
up to my crotch. She ran her hand over my harding cock. She stopped. She begin to un buckle my belt, but it seemed to me she couldnít get my belt off fast enough to suit me.
I reached down and gave her some help, I couldnít wait.
She took my cock from my pants and begin to stoke me hard, then taking my cock all the way in to her throat. I could feel my cock growing harder as she sucked harder, faster.
Both of my hands on her head pulling her hair, almost using it as a guide for her wonderful mouth up and down on my cock. Suddenly she takes me all the way and begins to hold it down the full depth. Moving , shaking her head. I start to moan in
my pleasure. Then I erupt with a full load of cum while she still has

HollaThe Girl Im currently seeing is a sweet Heart, An her Daughtes is Precious... But My "Old Lady"-She be getting Trashed!
Yo got'a Go 4 Now But ask Me about, The Night Owl, story.Sunday, June1,2008
You;s Truly: Tra An Love all Da way around for all the Newbies, Everyone get fine As Wine, An Show {Baby J} Sum Love An Miss Cherry, Damn You'r still smoking Hott...
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DramaDrama what is it really?Is it something that burns in us.Is it something that makes our days go easier.Who knows really?Especially when there's more important things to do with our besides cause shit.Is cuz of greed or jealiousy.It's not glutiney,this I know when your devil you hang on to the 7 mortal sins.Because how are you supposed to see tarnished souls that lurk the earth.To me there's only one way to go is up,and well you know the rest.But though what i'm sayin is who gets off on the drama.We all know what drama is fueled by.It's how you deal with it that only makes you stronger.Cuz all drama is,is a bunch of words that's mixed together to piss you off.If this gets to you then your not strong at all cuz you let it get to you.Me who gives a fuck.I'm on the outskirts of town listenin to the birds sing the nice through my hair and no worries.I have all i want in life and nothing more.

An Awesome Friendplease show this wonderful person all the fu love you can she is a true friend who will help when help is needed most!!!!!!!!!!!!PebblesinAZ- FAN, ADD and RATE, RATE, RATE ME! xoxo@ fubar

ThoughtsWe go through life,excepting things that come to us,
with open arms, but then only to late we realize,
that the choice's we made were the wrong ones.
We go through life giving people around us only
passing glances, never truely looking into thier soul.
never knowing if they were the one.
We go through life, hoping to find the right one.
and when we finally do, we never let go.
always knowing they are the one.

CritiqueComing from the bottom my emotions,
These words just come flaring,
Flaring like fire in vaccination potions,
They seem like they have evident meaning,
However to me not all have any notions,
Try to get and go with the flow,
Critiquing but not demeaning,
Fit your self in these words, Act like you know,
No care if you care,
I care what I care,
But still if you have these feelings please share,
No effect or chip on a rock,
On my feelings and esteem,
Just a trip around the knowledge block,
A journey to the extreme,
So I can think outside of the box,
If not,
Kick rocks,
Dock docks,
Lock locks,
Check stocks,
Annoyingly there like rocks in your socks,
Unwanted but wanted is your opinion,
I want your outlook,
But don't pick it apart,
Don't write a book,
Just put the groceries in the cart,
Leave quickly,
Don't act picky,
Pick the canned goods not the cuisine,
Whatever is the simplest,
Just say green,
And not aquamarine...

ImaginationThe flickering of thy brain
Is but a wonder
Flying through oblivion
Thy everbeating soul
Races to the path
Of sublime
Crimson lips of they face
Curl into happy wickedness
I am passed the point
Of insanity
And stepping
Into and eternal bliss
Locking away thoughts
Into a darkened heart
Don't call me crazy
For I am genius
The wiseness of my mind
Is questioned
But never
Forgotten
The petal that falls
Upon thy awakened heart
Is not a reality
But a thought wasting away
Into infinity.

Point TwoFeel my lips between your hips
Feel my lips against your skin
Feel my tongue between your pink lips
Feel my tongue as it slides in
Gently licking you
Softly sucking you
Slowly fucking you
Until I taste you
Feel my hands slide up your skin
Feel my hands caress your tits
Feel my cock as it slides in
Feel my cock inside your clit
Gently fucking you
Softly fucking you
Slowly fucking you
Until I come inside you
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Younger YearsI stand and I sit and I think~Think of how I can help myself~Should I cut to ease the pain~To understnad the confusion~Should I take the razor blade~And slice it over my wrist?~So I stop and look around at my surroundings~All soaked in deep red, rich blood~I glance downward~And scrape it across my wrist quickly~once~twice~again and again~The memories~The past fading~I begin to bleed~To slowly feel free~No more, No more I chant silently~I fall down on my knees~Watching my blood flow like a beautiful river~I begin to cry~The involuntary tears streaming down my face~Down my arm the blood flows staining the floor I stand upon~These involuntary tears simply fall like rain drops from the sky~Splashing down to my veins~Feeling oozy~fatigued~I leave the world in vein~Remembering to cut one last time~deeper the scar of life~slipping into an eternal abyss and funeral forever~
They say high school is tough, But I think that it's fun. It's where we make life long friends. Where we meet our fir

MirageMirage,
vision challenged
mental want recognized
the things longed for
Reflection,
of true reality
forced upon us by life
genetics sealed our fate
Ripples,
running across time
magnify the ware on ourselves
all experiences resurface
Miracles,
come out
renewing our imagination
forcing us to return to youth
Creativity,
will emerge
from deep inside our souls
bringing all emotion to surface
Sensitivity,
is unleashed
breaking the boundaries of aggression
releasing the strong power of want

Liquid BeingDripping strings of emotion
A melting web entangling my mind
I have ceased to be
Yet here I am
I am nothing
And everything
All at once
Fade to shine
Raw blue fingers
Painting valleys
Red eyes
Such anger and rage
Painted with life
Soaked with feeling
And now
Liquefied with pain
Longing to be whole
Though I am all I need to be
Secrets locked away
Trembling with anticipation
One day
No longer a puddle
The sun will caress me
My eyes will be opened
Nothing can touch me
For I am nothing
Yet everything
And I fade to shine

MoodsTell me my estranged one
How the colors holding crimson change to dawn
Why sky is blue sometimes & sometimes Red or Dark
Why the same sky is soothing, magical, loving, beautiful,
& At times dreamy, scary, Painful or black.
Tell me my estranged one
why everything that begins on a happy note
Ends on a sad note
Warming anger, than boiling temper
Releasing heat, torching & scorching by mid afternoon
Than cooling down gradually as evening comes
Showing suddenly from nowhere all of your love & care
Turning everything you touch to golden
As our kiss sends up flares of colorful rainbows
All around showing the world that Love exists
As we pass in our paths
Lighting up your evening skies.
Tell me my estranged one
Why We let go off our hands to part ways
With tears in our eyes
Some shown some hidden
As we begin our walk
We leave each other in sadness
Hurt, in Pin drop silence
Thinking that this time & circumstance wants for now
One Sacrifice, one misundersta

HourglassOur life, nothing but grains of sand moving through an invisible hourglass of time.
Every moment,
everlasting and ever-changing,
slipping through my fingers,
as I turn the pages of my journey
into unwritten eternity.
To the moments of love and pleasure,
to nights of question and pain.
To those who have changed you for good,
and events that made you who you are today.
To the past and our memories
of time spent together and alone.
Our cocktail of accomplishments
mixed with how we`ve become known,
awaits a final toast
to our existence
and our passing

Summer SweatSilky sweat on skin-
internal humidity,
he's on my mind again.
I'm dreaming summer stroking,
on blankets hidden
in grass-green groves-
that no one knows
but us.
Lips that whisper-moan
words unheard but felt,
and twisted by teasing tongues
that make breathing hard-
and thought unthinkable.
My eyes are closed
against too-bright sun,
and too-sharp eyes
that delve deep into places
I keep hidden even from him.
Then weight disappears-
and hands that held mine trapped
are pulling me higher,
as earth and air and self
explode-contract
and I'm crying-
as my eyes open,
and my hands reach
for a face that's not there.
Only my bedroom ceiling,
and the air-conditioner is broken again.

In Her DreamsHe cupped her face in his hand
Looking at her longingly, a soft gentle kiss he gave
In that moment, right there with him was all that mattered
Her heart received him, her soul opened up to his
In a crowded room he came up behind her
Blew soft kisses on her bare back and neck
Awakening feelings she didn't know
A light sweat he noticed on her neck
He sensed it all from the way her body responded to his
He has her dreaming
The mind fascinates her,
His voice has her heart beating like an African drum
She is swimming in the deep end and dosen't want to stop
He has a body that makes her see future generation
Every time she sees him she can't help but marvel at this
Beautifully, wonderfully, and fearfully made creature
Of God
How beautiful they are together, in her dreams

GardeningI awakened a short time ago very hot and turned on. It was a dream about hands, tongues, eyes and you in my head.
I am in my herb garden feeling the plants tickling my legs as I walk among and through them -- crushing some leaves in passing. The scent of the rosemary, savory and lemon thyme is thick and cloying. The air is still and heavy with humidity. I am drawn to the lower part of the back yard. In my dream there is a stand of trees and undergrowth that is left wild for the birds, rabbits and squirrels.
At this hot time of the year the wild area can be in deep shade and some parts are totally hidden. It's almost like a little cave in my dream. Thinking I hear someone call my name I turn and a figure is before me. All I can clearly see are his eyes and hands. There is no fear because somehow I know him, so I smile and walk forward. It is you.
Who arranged this? How did this happen? Suddenly, I am next to you in your arms. Your fragrance is as mine, only stronger, as if you

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You scored as WolfYou are the Wolf. When you are with someone, your allegience never falters. Your family is very important to you and you will protect that family with all you have, no matter what.
Wolf
100%Eagle
92%Deer
92%Salmon
92%Fox
83%Dragon
83%Snake
75%Dog
75%Horse
75%Bear

Name Goes HereHouse is right. Everybody lies. Even the trivial shit where truth is the simpler proposition. I've had it. Let's dispense with the truth entirely. What have you got? Navy SEAL? Miss America? Slept with Angelina Jolie? Impress me. I already know that's not your truck, you had nothing to drink, and you've never seen that pot before. And death threats? Old. Been there, done that. At least be creative if you're going there.

Naughty BoyHistory Mystery
Have a history teacher explain this----- if they can.
Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.
Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.
Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.
Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head
Now it gets really weird.
Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln .
Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson.
Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.
John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.
Both assassins were known by their three

Life Moves OnHave you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadnít? or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Donít
be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you donít, you might break
theirs.
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesnít.
You canít tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when
you least suspect it, or even when you donít want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that
other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too
much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at
all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of
rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
donít know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of wha

BoredNothing really of interest to say. Mostly bored & tired w/a headache & wanted something to do so I decided to do this. Also decided to play on here for a lil bit but about to go give my son his meds & finish the book I'm reading. Nothing good on tv & Chuckie doesnt wanna watch a movie... not sure I'd be up to it anymore anyway lol. Aiden is yawning so I guess not taking a full nap today he'll pass out soon. Might be a good thing for the both of us.

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So SadMessage:
MOMMY
I am only 4 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.
Month Four
Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.
Month Five
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I

A Serious Note & Possibly One To Drink OnSo Shocking!
One of the best passed away. Tim Russert of Meet The Press passed away at 58. I loved to watch him. I did not always agree with his opinions but I felt he brought years of experience and knowledge to the conversation. It was always interesting to hear his perspective.
So full of life one day & then gone.
He was a true talent.

My Daddy My Hero!JUST WANNA LET MY FATHER KNOW THAT I LOVE AND MISS HIM MORE THAN HELL EVER KNOW. HE WAS THE ONLY MAN WHO WAS EVER REALLY THERE FOR ME. ALWAYS SUPPORTED EVERYTHING I DID. MOST OF ALL TAUGHT ME THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE GETS DONT FORGET TO LAUGH. HE ALSO MADE ME SEE HOW YOU JUST NEVER KNOW WHEN UR LAST DAY ON EARTH WILL BE SO DONT WASTE A MINUTE. MY DAD DIED IN 1985 I WAS JUST 15 YEARS OLD SO AS U CAN IMAGINE I NEEDED HIM ALOT DURING THOSE TOUGH TIMES. HE WAS A GREAT SOLDIER AND EVER GREATER FATHER. HE NEVER GOT TO MEET ANY OF HIS GRANDCHILDREN BUT NO DOUBT WOULDVE BEEN GREAT AND IN SEPT. WOULD'VE HAD HIS FIRST GREAT GRANDCHILD, YES IM GONNA BE A GRANDMA. I JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT NOT A DAY GOES BY I DONT THINK ABOUT HIM OR MISS HIM AND ILL OF COURSE NEVER FORGET WHAT A GRAT MAN ROBERT LEONARD STRICKERT MY HERO MY DAD WAS. I LOVE YOU DADDY! AND THANKS TO ALL WHO TOOK THE TIME TO READ AND CELEBRATE MY HERO! R.I.P. DADDY

Pepsimancr Studio BlogHey Friends~!
Just would tell all fans and friends. I was real, real, sick got bit by spider. But i am okay everyone .

AnnouncementsSo I have this announcement to make:
Fuck you. Fuck all of you. Fuck all this bullshit. And more importantly, fuck Fubar.
I'm done with this. I'm done will all you. I'm just fucking done. If you're looking for me I'll be six feet under a pile of shit.
**Account is being deleted Monday evening. Ways to keep in contact will not be provided.**
Have a mint fucking life.

The Adult Abc'sA is for ASS
B is for BITCH
C is for CUNT
D is for DICK
E is for ERECTION
F is for FUCK
G is for GENITALS
H is for HOOTERS
I is for INTERCOURSE
J is for JUMBO HOOTERS
K is for KINKY
L is for LICKING
M is for MASTERBATE
N is for NAUGHTY NIPLLE
O is for ORGASM
P is for PUSSY
Q is for QUEEEN OF PUSSY
R is for ROUGH SEX
S is for SEX
T is for TONGUE
U is for URANUS
V is for VAGINA
W is for WETNESS
X is for XTRS PANTING
Y is for YES YES YES
And finnallyÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖ.
Z is for ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz

EpiphanyEpiphany
I'm going to take this out of my journal entry that I wrote in last night word for word -- even if it might not make sense to you. Most of my thoughts don't make much sense.
It's a strange feeling when you begin to understand who you are and who you are not. And an even stranger feeling when you begin to see that some of the choices you are making are "not who you are". You begin to become so aware of yourself that even in the moment you make the choice you will hear a voice telling you this might not be the best choice to make. But, until you have perfected the practice of staying true to yourself, you will make the choice anyway. I feel I am there. Slowly trying to honor the voice inside me and not make the choices that don't serve me to be a happier more joyful person.
All of life is energy. And everything has a certain vibration. Choices and people INCLUDED. The vibrations are either DARK or LIGHT. Some obviously are darker than others -- CRACK for instance wou

LifePeople are fucking stupid. But hey, I don't want to just look at society as a whole and point any fingers because a lot of people are actually cool and they don't deserve to get blamed for shit that other people do around them. So maybe I should rephrase the fact that "People" are stupid. Well they can be but we have different situations and scenarios going on all the time so I don't want to point any fingers at anyone without knowing what they're really going through. What pisses me off is that why can't more people understand and look at things the way they should be and not assume, not judge, and not listen to what other people have to say, without bringing the issue to that particular person, or group of people? All depends on the situation I guess. We just have to be smarter at how we take certain things. Like don't take things harder than what they really are, just let things ease by and if we take them harder than what they really are, we get too stressed out, we get piss

Got Blindsided....gee... responded to a photo rate... then i received some shouts, and after what, i thought, was a fairly "jovial"exchange of banter, i was told that, because of where i live i must be some "trailer whore".. nice guy eh? as i tried to respond with " gee i sure am, if you would wipe the cum outta yer eye you would have seen me on the Springer show"... it wouldn't send... he must have blocked me... what a man/PUSSY!!!

Castle In HeavenDedicated to loved ones I've lost!
I am out walking in the moonlight, watching the stars. I am trying to relieve the tension from my pounding head. I've been working sixty hours a week, doing doubles to fill in for slackers. The four classes I'm taking this semester, I'm already behind in. My three boys are home for the summer and I have no time to be with them. I am just so wound up I feel like I might explode any minute. My fiancť never sees me anymore, I never see my friends, and my life is falling apart. I wish for just one moment I could be free from all the problems in life. Just once I wish to be in a place were everything is so perfect and peaceful. I stop by the big oak tree that sits in my horses' field. It is about a quarter of a mile from my home, I walk to it every night and just sit and think about life.
Tonight seems different than other nights, though. There is a slight breeze and the smell of freshly mown lawns and flowers in bloom fill the air.

Getting StatedGetting started? Looking thru the double eyed glass, across the distance, I can see the new uncharted territory! The vessel that carries me though is still in need of repair before I can explore what lies ahead!
The thought of setting foot upon the mountains, the valleys, and reaching the volcano that boils under the surface engulfs my thoughts and enticing the pleasures that awaits my every sense.....hearing with extreme intensity, touching all that is around, the smell of my skin with the days heat rising, the taste of new fruits, seeing the wonderous beauty of the uncharted territory my eyes have yet to behold!

No Love Lost In This Worldwhen it all comes down
whipping down, around your feet and crumbling
know the love is the world is reaching out
reaching out to save you from yourself
and as you reach, it crumbles like Ash in a breeze
blowing so cold, so hard through you
cutting through the bones and sinew
the breeze is coming, storm on the horizon
-tell me have you ever,
--seen the end of forever?
the world, it's growing wary and dark,
wearily closing the eyes of the people
closing the hearts with a padlock
there is no love left, in a world lost
can you see the darkness as it clings to her eyes
bleeding her dry of all her understanding
as the world crumbles beneath her feet
it's collapsing and she's lost and flailing
failing like a thirteen day week
weak and trailing like a ghost in the dark
the world crumbles, collapses and bleeds
bleeding through the hole in the heart
bleeding through the soul in the eyes
this is the world as it ends,
leaving us all alone and failing, flailing
reaching out

About To Delete Pagewhats the point in adding friends and taking time to create page if no one wants to converse?

PrayDear Lord, I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness..
Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.
L et me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through Your eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth of my wrongdoing, and receive forgiveness.
And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example -- to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I

Updates And Need To KnowHey everyone, just wanted to let people know that I am going out of town for the weekend, as of tonight, and I won't be home til monday night. I will be up in the mountains, and so unless I can get online up there I won't be online at all this weekend. Also, I am officially a night greeter for The M.O.D. Lounge, so people please check it out!!! I don't know how to link to the lounge, so just go to my profile and click on the link there under my lounges!!! Have a great weekend everyone.

Hmmmmyou know i haven't been on in a long while only a few have talked to me but if you think your going to waste space on my reinds list you can think of something else i'mma toss your ass like fuckin nothnig tireed of being nice if you don't like it kiss my fuckin ass

Ye Ole BlogI'm up at 5 a.m.!! Today our entire community crowded the streets to mourn the loss of a local Marine. At the young age of 21 he was shot and killed in the war against terrorism. It was a very hot day but a lot of people showed there support. It was the largest gathering of this kind I have ever seen in our town. A 25ft flag hung over the main street and a huge train of cars followed his casket to his final resting place. It was moving and rather amazing. I need to upload the photos but it was something I won't soon forget.

In Loving MemoryTyler Turner,
We love and miss you.
You lived life to the fullest
took chances and became the best at
everything you did. A loving father
and husband and loyal friend to us all.
We know that you are in a better place
and I hope I get to see you again someday.
Through all good things and bad.
I learned so much from you and thank you
for being there for my all my life.
I miss you and love you, your were my
support when I needed it most and took
care of me when I had no where to go.
you were like my brother and my best
friend. May you rest in peace.

What Kind Of Seducer Are YouYour Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.
You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.
Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Funny JunkOn the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old
> pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two
> boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the
> tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts.
>
> 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for
> me,'
> Said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the
> fence.
>
> Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. AS
> he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the
> cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he
> heard, 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for
> me.'
>
> He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and
> rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a
> cane, hobbling along.
>
> 'Come here quick, said the boy, you won't
> believe?what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the
> cemetery dividing up the souls.
>
> The man said, 'Beat it kid, can't you see it's
> hard for me to walk.' When the boy insisted thou

Harvey Dent Update6/13 DENT VICTORIOUS!
Harvey Dent wishes to thank all of the people of Gotham who helped turn a grassroots movement into a resounding success on Election Day.
Harvey Dent's landslide victory means great things for the city of Gotham. Because of your belief in Harvey Dent, Gotham now has a District Attorney who will make war on crime and corruption.
The real work, however, is just beginning. Harvey Dent now moves on to City Hall, where every corrupt force will try to tie his hands and weaken the people's will to destroy organized crime and snuff out corruption. The movement to take back Gotham still needs your help.
We hope you continue your support of Harvey Dent. More than ever, he's going to need every citizen on his side to ensure victory over the destructive forces that are wreaking havoc on our city.
6/9 YOU CAN VOTE OVER THE INTERNET FOR HARVEY DENT!
If you can't make it to the Gotham polls on Election Day you can still vote in the election! With the election ju

Sag?2 TrueSagittarius (November 22 - December 21)
You can't stop yourself; if the temptation of pleasure is near, you sign up for the experience, whatever the cost. Your desires are unquenchable today. When you are given a taste, you want more. If you can get a second helping, you might consider a third. But remember that true satisfaction is not based on anything outside of yourself. Increased self-awareness can help you moderate your needs.

WaterfallsI sneak up close behind you,
It's almost reaching noon,
I kiss your neck just gently,
Someone will come home soon.
You place your hands on my breasts,
And gently push me against the wall,
Pull off my clothes in a rush,
I watch them as they fall.
You take your hands in mine,
As you lead me to your bed,
Take off your clothes and lay me down,
I gently stroke and caress your head.
You slowly explore your new wonderland,
The mountains, the cave, the waterfall,
I close my eyes and let you,
Wanting you to touch me all.
Soon enough I lose control,
Need to feel you inside me,
Guide you in and pull you close,
We're one, connected we finally be.
I rock against you slowly,
As you push inside me deeper,
The feelings getting intense,
This memory is a keeper.
You gently start to kiss me,
And I moan softly in your mouth,
I can feel the feeling growing,
A feeling coming from down south.
I grind against you harder,
As the wat

Hello Y'allSo the way I found this site is because they are trying to find a model or something. but yea, this seems like a pretty cool place to come n "drink" ha. yea, so i was told i need to get as many ratings as possible so have at it all!!!!
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Juelz

Gone 4 The 4thI'll be camping out this 4th of July weekend. I'll be back Sunday sometime. I'll MISS Ya'll. Show me some FUBAR LUV while I'm gone & leave me a PRIVATE MESS. saying u did. TTYL & HAVE a GR8 $th of JULY WEEKEND!!!

Somewhere I Belong... From ArleeneSomewhere I Belong...I'm watching strangers passing by,
They can't see me stare,
Trapped inside my shaded world,
Hoping one does care.
Step on, step up and get ahead,
That's what's wrong today,
Why no one feels like they belong,
Why nothing seems okay.
Not all are so exclusive,
The truth is seen by some,
Just where it is we came from,
And what we have become.
Nations pointing fingers,
People placing blame,
Even though we're slowly dying,
We feel no hint of shame.
Each one stands as right,
Judging all they see,
I feel like I must disappear,
To truly live and be.
Somewhere out there, I belong,
Or why would I be here,
Inside this twisted web of truth,
Within this plane of fear

Older WritingsIm here writing this, and really I don't have anything to say. Im writing because I have nothing to do at this moment in time. In the coming days, weeks, and months I suppose I will write more. If not here, then somewhere. For those of you reading this, Im sorry to disappoint you. I write for me. I write because I have to. I wont pretend to do anymore or any less than that. I may write something directly pointed at someone. The intention is simply just to comfort myself. You can post whatever comments you wish. I dont neccessarialy care if you agree or not. Its not for you. SOme people write to find that one soul out there that may understand them. Some write to vent, to release whatever anger, or pain or fear they have. I write because I have to. Even when it is about nothing. The words you read here are honest. From my side anyways. Wether you agree or disagree with what I write, what you read is what you get. A friend once gave me wisest piece of advice. Strange

The Change!!!!!Why is it people think they can get away with lying to me. I have seen some things lately that have led people I care about to lie to me. Things I have seen with my own two eyes. These two people have a very special place in my heart and now my heart has been broken....AGAIN!!!!
Why is it that my life is so full of heartbreak?? Why am I not given the chance to prove myself before another?? Why is it I don't have a shoulder to cry on?? Don't I deserve the truth?? Don't I deserve that respect??
I've been walked on too many times. Starting at the time I wake up, whenever that may be, there's gonna be a new Mark. Some people might like him, some may love him and some may hate him. I just don't care anymore. I'm just fucking tired of all the hurt!!!! I'm tired of all the PAIN!!!!! My life is just me now. The fuck with trying to please everybody else. I thought for the longest time that's who I really was but that's who I turned into over the years.
THAT'S NOT ME ANYMORE!!!!!

Inside The Mind Of LeeleeA survey to help the boredomDo you know anyone who has a homosexual parent?:Yes What kind of color eyes do you like best?:Blue :) What's the taste in your mouth?:Chicken Do you dream in color or black and white?:Color What is the last thing to enter your mouth?:Water When was the last time you went out to eat?:20 mins ago Where did you go?:Wendys Do you like feet?:No, I think they are nasty. What is your current myspace song?:One Step At a Time What are you doing tonight?:Nothing... as usual Have you ever painted your nails?:Yah Do you fake and bake or get a tan naturally?:I don't tan... I burn!!! Have you ever moved? If so, how many times?:Yes, 4 What do you hear right now?:The AC in my office Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?:None of the above Do hate it when people are hypocritical?:Yes! Who was your last IM from?:Kim Do you find it cute when dogs burp?:No Can you do a backwards london bridges?:Never tried What type of music could this world live without?:Rap Would you rathe

MovingWell, I finally get a chance to leave this miserable state called Florida that I have spent most of my life in. For once in my life I am taking a chance on myself. Reaching for what I want. I may not get it, but at least I can tell myself that for once in my life I took a chance. I will do what I think will make ME happy. All my life I have done everything I could to make people around me happy at the cost to myself. I never thought about me or what I wanted. Only how I could make others happy. A close friend said to me a few days ago "What about what you want? When does that become important?" The more I think about it the more I am looking forward to starting my life in a new place. Will things go the way I want them too? Who knows. But I fully intend to find out. There is nothing keeping me here in Florida except for my business and the sale on that should be finalized by Aug first. I fully intend to start a new business when I get there. I am so looking forward to being back in Tex

Music 2Do you hear it
Its the pounding of your heart
The thump of your foot hitting the pavement
Its the rythym
Its the song in your head
That tune your whistling
The jingle on the TV
Its the music
Its the rap kicking with the subs
The rock that show you how to stick it to the man
The blues with that soul
Its the music
What is it
Its the music
The heartbeat of the world
The rythym that brings us together
The only universally understood language
Its the happiness
The sorrow,
The guidance,
The inspiration
Its the music
It lives in us all
Its the music
The power
The Life.

LipglossOur lips meet.
Sticky and sweet
Taste and savor,
Guess the flavor
Breakaway gently
You'll still have me
Lingering on your lips
Never let you forget this kiss.

A Pray Before SleepingA Pray Before Sleeping
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray for a woman who'll love me deep
With sparkling eyes and silky hair
who knows my faults and doesn't care
who will watch my movies and put on a smile
who will take my word with out a trial
the kind of girl who's wild but sweet
who's heart and mind can never be beat
who knows what she wants and how to ask
no games, no lies, or truth covering masks
who loves to have fun and isn't a tease
and a single red rose puts her mind at ease
who can look into my eyes and know that it's true
when I hold her tight and say I love you
who can touch my face and know how I feel
who doesn't take bull and gives it to me real
Who can stand up tall on her own two feet
but can still dance with me in the middle of the street
Who will cry on my shoulder when she is pain
But I can wash it all away with a kiss in the rain
who lets me watch sports and loves to watch too
who just wants me not expecting I do
A girl

My Facetake a seat on my face
and you'll know you in the right place
just leave a little space for me to breath
I still need to be able to reach
while I suck on that beautiful peach
as I stick one finger in
I feel the juice start to run out
yes baby feel free to shout
call my name like we playing a game
it's no shame in what we doing
the sexual tension is brewing
you tell me to put it in
but I am not done getting your sweet nectar
just relax and enjoy the moment
as I slurp and smell that beautiful low scent
it taste so good I wish you would try and get up
I am so hard I start to get the hiccups
you reach around and grab my stick
as I slowly continue to lick
your flow of juices start to drip
good to the last drop as I drink
not a drop is wasted
as my face starts to get pasted
you start to moan and groan
and then I know its time for you to sit on this dick
you ride me like a pro
and I hold your hips real tight

When I Am HurtingWHEN I'M HURTING
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me.
It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair.
It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me."
It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care.
It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen.
It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand.
It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted.
It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain.
It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul.
It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes.
It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk.
It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection.
It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held.
I

The Military TrainPLEASE HERE AND SIGN THE GUEST BOOK AND LEAVE A VOICE COMMENT TO THE TROOPS THANKS
Military train
who support the armed forces??
This is a Military Salute to the troops over seas.
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MESSAGE ME VIA THE PIC AND EMAIL ME L

Utterings Of The Derangedwished upon a star only to be burned by a hot knife pressed to the throat
the unspoken venom seething beneath the surface not forgotten but left remote
awaiting the proper tie to be unrestrained
let loose upon the world till vengeance has been fed
these dark hours upon the face of gods cursed earth reminding me to be aware at all times
the second you turn your head,evil steps in to ruin your happiness
this world makes me sick to my stomach,and am unable to vomit it forth
god has forgotten me in my time of need and left me alive to suffer some more
infinite compassion?whats the point in a finite system
nothing and no one can explain my condition

Hello!!I was going to delete my account but I decided not to. Well, its been awhile since I have been on but I am back, single, still hot as ever, and ready to have some fun so send me a Shoutout!

Urgent Pls ReadMe & my gf are splitting up. she pulled a fast 1 over me & got the house with a lease acouple of days ago. since i'm not on the lease, she can kick me out 2day even though i have a phone & net bill saying that i have been here 4 awhile. so i might have 2 get a cheap motel or something until i can afford 2 get my own place. i think she's doing me pretty dirty after i took care of her 4 @least 6 months when she can't even work. if this is the last time 4 awhile that i get 2 talki 2 any of u, i'll miss ya'll & i will ttyl. ASAP so pls keep showing me luv until then. i'll return it when i get back xoxox i'm VERY SAD NOW

Making The Best Of A Bad Situation?Don't you ever get tired of making the best of a bad situation? Fuck that, I wanna find a good situation! I'm tired man, all the drama and bulshit is getting old. Its time to just uproot and run off without looking back. I wanna grab whats good in my life and flee somewhere better, start over fresh, and try my best to forget some shit ever happened. Life is way to short to spend mulling over the same old shit, it doesn't have to be that difficult. I truly believe that drama is self induced, things only get to you because you let them. Just let go of the bullshit and enjoy yourself!

You Want To Much!Think about what you've done first before you say anything to me! Just look at what was once a dream of yours but became my F#CKING NIGHTMARE! Its not what I did that hurt you so much that day ITS WHAT I DIDN"T F#CKIN' DO THAT HURT YOU! Lets be for real now IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME,so don't think it can!

Random ThingsBlack eyes
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days.
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Blue Eyes
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best

Startwell, i've just started here.
please excuse me - i need some time to understand how it works...
more info about me:
http://sad-wolf.deviantart.com
thank you!

I Have A....that exists outside the computer. I will be gone for a day or two. Miss Me... haha ... I know you won't.....
oh I'm in an auction, if you are one of the ones that DO miss me, go rate me (i can win a bling pack) AND / OR leave a bid and you OWN me for a month!!

Holyroller At It AgianShattering your Strongholds
(binding&loosing prayer)
"In the name of Jesus Christ,I bind my body, soul and spirit to the will and purposes of God. I bind myself to the truth of God. I bind my self to an awareness if the power of the blood of Jesus working in my life everyday. I bind my mind to the mind of Christ that i can have the thought, poupose and feelings of his heart in me. I bind my feet to the path you have ordained for me to walk,God,that my steps wll be strong and steady. I bind myself to the work of the cross with all if its mercy,truth,love,power,forgiveness and dying to self.
In the name of Jesus Christ, I bind the strong man and I loose his hold on everything he has ever stolen from me . I rebuke his works and loose the power and effects of every deception,devices and influence he wants to bring against me.
Lord, I repent of having wrong attitudes and thoughts. I renounce them now and ask forgiveness. I loose every old pattern of thinking, attitude, ide

Don't KnowI honestly have no idea anymore who people are. Honesty and respect, one of the last things that so many people have for one another. I can't imagine anyone wanting to purposefully deceive someone they don't know just to create a point that is not even there. I had thought that life was hard picking up the pieces from a life shattered with lies and purposeful hurt, prospects of things better only a mirage hovering far in the distance, appearing to be oh so close. A heart destroyed, honor no longer a care that can help to move on, but something less to be trusted. The pieces scattered out among the soil, like a photograph that has been mutilated. A heart being less than a heart, ones soul less than a soul, as the feet stomp away on through.

Naughty Aplication"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!
Your Name:
Age:
Location:
1.Favorite position:
2.Do you think I'm cute?.
3.Would you have sex with me?
4.lights on or off?
5.Would you have to be drunk?
6. Would you take a shower with me?
7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
8.Would you leave after or stay the night?
9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
10.Condom or skin?
11.Have sex on the first date?
12.Would you kiss me during sex
13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?
14.Would you use me as a booty call?
15.Can I use you as a booty call?
16.Can we take pictures of the act?
17.How long would we have sex?
18.Would you tell your friends about me?
19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"
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If Im Not Online Herei dont plan on being here twenty hours a day like i used to, especially since fubar will not lift the restriction of having to have at least 1 referral to get past level 10
my myspace:
http://www.myspace.com/bryannewitt
my yahoo:
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Give Me Time, PleaseMy tears flow free.
I'm drowning in my grief.
I know you understand, accept my pain,
But still, there's no relief.
I'm sorry I've confused you,
Bewildered your emotions,
With silly schemes, wishes, dreams,
And other crazy notions.
I ache for what?
I do not know.
Perhaps for what I'd hoped we have,
A budding love to grow
I am so very lonely now.
Ashamed at how I feel.
Your quiet mood a sign, I fear,
Of words you must conceal.
Words you cannot tell me,
For with their pain I'll wilt.
But how much longer can you hide them,
With your need to free your guilt?
I worry how much longer,
How much longer you can take,
My mournful moody cries of love,
With your family at stake.
I am so very sorry love
For any pain I've caused,
My love for you will never cease,
But my selfishness will stop
Give me time,please.
I'll be your friend,
A friend you'll always trust.
Just give me time
To make things right,
Because I know I must.
I must because
If I do n

Application"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!
Your Name:
Age:
Location:
1.Favorite position:
2.Do you think I'm cute?.
3.Would you have sex with me?
4.lights on or off?
5.Would you have to be drunk?
6. Would you take a shower with me?
7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
8.Would you leave after or stay the night?
9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
10.Condom or skin?
11.Have sex on the first date?
12.Would you kiss me during sex
13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?
14.Would you use me as a booty call?
15.Can I use you as a booty call?
16.Can we take pictures of the act?
17.How long would we have sex?
18.Would you tell your friends about me?
19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"
Also
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Morp FunniesOps I did it again, i didnt do any funny... lots of joke i have told i belive! =)

Purple Starfish!Hey all,
Just wanted you to know my #1 Hit Single "Purple Starfish" has made its long awaited debut on iTunes, Amazon, and other music websites. Check it out and please support me! I love to share the gift of Purple Starfish with everyone I meet.
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Ms*katThere are days when
bubbling from us comes
the innocent child within,
who giggles at the little things
and wears a silly grin.
There are days when
melancholy comes to
visit for a while;
the mind feels tired, the body weak;
we have no strength to smile.
There are days when
joy abundant
grabs a hold of you and me;
wraps us up in all it's splendor,
lifts us up and sets us free.
There are days when
sorrow wraps us
in its cloak of grief and fear,
'till our hearts ache to the breaking,
'till our eyes can't shed a tear.
There are days when
love bestows us
with its wonderment and light;
with its beauty and its mystery,
its power and its might.
And there are days when
life rewards us
and seems to make amends
by granting us a marvelous gift,
the precious gift of Friends.

Dave's BlogsJUST A BIKER
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.
I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.
I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers

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SeductionHer kisses are so sweet...soft and wet. Her lips so soft, pink, plump and warm. Her tongue sliding into my mouth slowly, as our tongues meet I
start to breath a little harder. My heart starts to race..I can feel the blood
pumping...my nipples getting hard, my pussy becoming moist and my clit
swelling. The more she kisses me the more I begin to pant. I want her
down on me... her hair sliding across my chest as she moves herself
down slowly. Finding my breasts she stops to taste...to nibble...to
caress...it drives me wild. My hips start to move...encouraging her to move
down even more...but her soft lips on my nipples is such an incredible
feeling. She can almost bring me to orgasm just by licking, sucking and
nibbling on my huge, swollen nipples. I moan..and moan..every stroke of
her tongue across my breasts I moan even louder. She slides her tongue
over my erect nipple, flicking it ever so lightly. The sensation of her breath
on me, makes me want to quiver. The touch of her

Nor Cal FiresOk I am in the National Guard. And I am sure that some of you know that the wild fires in Northern Cali are very bad. And also know that National Guard troops have been called up to help fight these fires. I was one of about 28 people from my company that were activated to help. I want to send out my thanks to the firefighters that do this all season long year after year. Because it is a very difficult job to do. Not to mention dangerous. For those of you who are familiar with the locations and names of the fires. I was located at the Lime Complex fire camp and cut hand line and mop up operations on the lime fire and and telephone fire. The hand crew that i was on was made up entirely of National Guard Soldiers and on seasoned firefighter to train us and ensure our safety on the fire line. I want to thank all the personnel at the fire camp and other crews on the fires for their suppo

Bearded DragonLOOKING FOR A YEAR OLD BEARDIE DRAGON OR LIL OLDER, I HAVE A MALE AND WOULD LIKE TO GET HIM A MATE...
THANK YOU

A Poem Just For Youi loved you and all you did was say fake shit like you always do, the truth is you cant handle that i'm so true,I'm too real for you to handle.
The truth is again we had nothing in commen we didnt even like the same things let alone talk about the same things. You hated me i hated you and all you could do is be so untrue. one thing i have to say is i'm truly offically and toldy done with you.You pushed me away and theirs nothing left for you to do, U decided to start to care and try and let me in when reality was all their, its was way to late, I'm way to old for this game that you like to play and now i'm done with this game and running as fast as i can because you were nothing but unfaithful and untrue. I'm done being with you.

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The Best Night Everwow this morning was the best day of my life i got to be with my baby i hope i can do it again baby i love u and i really hope u had fun to kisses cant wait until we get to do it again see u soon love u baby ttfn

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He Calls To MeHe calls to me across the miles
night winds carry his whispers
they float on the breeze and through my window
falling gently upon my ears
- Hush-
I hear him now
He calls to me from the heavens
glitterin stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes
when he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire
I see him now
He calls to me thru my dreams
Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep
where we laugh and love once again
I am in his arms
I feel him now
He calls to me
Every moment of every day
distance couldn't keep us apart
when destiny drew us together
I'll hold him for eternity
as long as he keeps calling

FatherFor The First Time I Just Found Out That i have a 5yr old son in michigan named branden, his mother never said anything to me about him, until 5yrs later, i really hope i am gonna be a great dad, i dont wanna let anymore people down expecialy my SON!!

Never Have More True Words Been Spoken.Pasolini is me.
'Accattone' you'll be.
I entered nothing and nothing entered me,
'Til you came with the key
And you did your best but...
As I live and breathe
You have killed me,
You have killed me.
Yes I walk around somehow.
But you have killed me,
You have killed me.
Piazza Cavour, what's my life for?
Visconti is me.
Magnani you'll never be.
I entered nothing and nothing entered me,
'Til you came with the key
And you did your best but...
As I live and breathe
You have killed me,
You have killed me.
Yes, I walk around somehow.
But you have killed me,
You have killed me
Who am I that I come to be here...?
As I live and breathe
You have killed me,
You have killed me.
Yes I walk around somehow.
But you have killed me,
You have killed me.
And there is no point saying this again.
There is no point saying this again.
But I forgive you, I forgive you.
Always I do forgive you.
Morrissey
"You Have Killed Me"

ThornTell me one more time why
Why you removed the thorn from the rose
Don't you understand its necessity?
It adds beauty and texture
It protects what before
Was just a defenseless luxury of the eye
Yes, the thorn may have pricked you a few times
But did it not save you from picking
What turned out to be a dead rose?
Why did you cut it off?
When it's one of your greatest blessings?
So what if it hurts sometimes
If it will save you when it matters?

My PoetryThis is a poem I wrote and a good friend did the graphic for me. Love it!

Feng ShuiYour Feng Shui is Decent
Your home is a comfortable enough place. After all, it is your home.
Truthfully, though, it may be a bit too cluttered and stale.
Try rearranging your furniture, donating unwanted items, and bringing in some natural elements.
You may be surprised how much more relaxed you end up feeling.
How's Your Feng Shui?

SummerI figured I would add my first blog to fubar! My summer is going by quickly between work and car shows! Man, we are in August already!
Went to FL to see parents that was kewl. Check out my pics and by all means RATE THEM PLEASE!
I have two MUMM's too! Go check them out!
Thanks for reading my blog!

Yahoo ChatJust in from Yahoo (via email):
After evaluating our Chat service, we have decided to discontinue a number of adult-oriented rooms. We apologize for any inconvenience.

I Can'tMy thoughts i cant put into words
and
My emotions i cant express.
I cant write what i truly want to because what I feel is so strong that there aren't any perfect words to describe them.
I cant express anything because I never learned how to. All I know is that I feel things, but I cant express them.
All these bottled up thoughts and emotions are coming out, but I really dont want them to. I hid them for so long that I dont want to see what they look like today. It seems like I am the only living thing that has felt and thought like this. No one can relate to my deepest, most inner thoughts and feelings. This is what I mean when I say "Lost in my world, searching desperately for a way out."
These bottled up things are changing me, some changes are good and some are more evil than the devil. I see life for more than it is or is it less than what it is. I've tried to be normal, but there is no such thing as being normal there is basically only you and everyone else.

FubarWell... I am getting used to this Fubar account. I have put some things on my page and I'm having fun with it. I added two videos and a few pictures. I think it looks great. Hope you are all enjoying it. Take Care and thanks for stopping by. Have A Wonderful Day !

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A Moment To RememberA Moment to Remember
A magic moment I remember:
I raised my eyes and you were there.
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that's beautiful and rare.
I pray to mute despair and anguish
To vain pursuits the world esteems,
Long did I near your soothing accents,
Long did your features haunt my dreams.
Time passed- A rebel storm-blast scattered
The reveries that once were mine
And I forgot your soothing accents,
Your features gracefully divine.
In dark days of enforced retirement
I gazed upon grey skies above
With no ideals to inspire me,
No one to cry for, live for, love.
Then came a moment of renaissance,
I looked up- you again are there,
A fleeting vision, the quintessence
Of all that`s beautiful and rare.

Freedom An LoveFreedom and Love
How delicious is the winning
Of a kiss at love's beginning,
When two mutual hearts are sighing
For the knot there's no untying!
Yet remember, 'Midst our wooing,
Love has bliss, but Love has ruing;
Other smiles may make you fickle,
Tears for other charms may trickle.
Love he comes, and Love he tarries,
Just as fate or fancy carries;
Longest stays, when sorest chidden;
Laughs and flies, when press'd and bidden.
Bind the sea to slumber stilly,
Bind its odour to the lily,
Bind the aspen ne'er to quiver,
Then bind Love to last for ever.
Love's a fire that needs renewal
Of fresh beauty for its fuel:
Love's wing moults when caged and captured,
Only free, he soars enraptured.
Can you keep the bee from ranging
Or the ringdove's neck from changing?
No! nor fetter'd Love from dying
In the knot there's no untying.

Passion An LovePassion and Love
A Maiden wept and, as a comforter,
Came one who cried, "I love thee,"
and he seized
Her in his arms and kissed her with hot breath,
That dried the tears upon her flaming cheeks.
While evermore his boldly blazing eye
Burned into hers; but she uncomforted
Shrank from his arms and only wept the more.
Then one came and gazed mutely in her face
With wide and wistful eyes; but still aloof
He held himself; as with a reverent fear,
As one who knows some sacred presence nigh.
And as she wept he mingled tear with tear,
That cheered her soul like dew a dusty flower,
Until she smiled, approached, and touched his
hand!

BreathlessBreathless
I'm not too fit, I'll have you know
I'm overweight and rather slow
But when I run, I manage; though
I'm breathless!
Though in the past it was not thus,
I am not one to swear and cuss,
Except that, trying to catch a bus,
I'm breathless!
When as a youth, I used to play
With sweet young ladies in the hay
The girls would be the ones to say:
"I'm breathless"!
At sport I'd always stay the course
I was as strong as any horse
But now, with just a little force,
I'm breathless!
I guess my life has reached the stage
When these things happen at my age.
If all my passions I assuage,
I'm breathless!
I have my annual body checks
And find out if I need new specs.
But sadly, when I'm having sex,
I'm breathless!
No longer, now, do I aspire
To climb a mountain, walk on fire;
Instead I curb each wild desire -
I'm breathless!

Asylum Of InsanityI've been sitting in this chair for a while,
They've got me strapped down so tight.
Said I'm a threat to everyone around me,
Not knowing my tears shed each and every night.
My nails are long and dirty,
Hair messy and unclean.
Eyes a dark blood red,
Resembling that of a fiend.
At times I begin laughing,
Hysterical and out of control.
The guards are terrified of my presence,
Believing I possess no soul.
Whenever I open my eyes,
All I see is blood dripping off the walls.
Around me surround bodies of the dead,
Bloody, disfigured, they continue to crawl.
Everybody thinks I'm lying,
They can't see what I can see.
I'm just another maniac,
Sitting in the Asylum Of Insanity

The Way It IsI've had accounts before and I just get tired of bullshit. I had 78 so-called friends on the last one and hardly any ever would ever hit me up for comments or 'gifts' despite my generosity of the same. I was at level 9 doing it the hard way, no salutes without a digital camera or cell phone that takes pictures. Even if I attempt to do one, I hear that sometimes, just to be a jerk, they won't give it to you. ok..fine..so what's the point if I'm just a regular joe without abs of steel, a dj, or a body like a goddess? Guess what? I'm not putting up any real pictures of me until people give me props for what I'm into and what I'm about. Get it? Got it? Good!

My BlogIf the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below...
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.
After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked?
No. I'm escorting a soldier home.
Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family.
The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days.
I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.
Upon landing in Chicag

Just Some Thoughts For The DayIs it just another boring day or is this something everyone should envy? I sit back and ask myself do I want to be out there like every Tom, Dick, and Harry and working my ass off for the rest of my life, (to get nowhere I might add, in most cases),or do I want to continue to kick back,relax and enjoy this time that I have, (well technically not really off)to re-coop before real life starts again.....most days I go crazy...but why? MOST WOULD SAY I HAVE IT GOOD. I have a beautiful ocean view the salt air coming through my window,beautiful sunrises that match even more beautiful sunsets, seagulls flying above,the sound of the ocean at night is awesome,butting up against a back drop some of the most spectacular beautiful and largest trees in the world....PEOPLE SAY THIS IS GODS COUNTRY,hmmmm none of them have lived here lol,BY THE WAY MY TOWN IS ABOUT POPULATION 800 OR SO,so im way in the country......I dont know im just restless today,and feel the need to share this with everyone on he

Trouble Maker I Am..yup,the fool i am...i managed 2 get into some deep shit....just got out of jail on bond,barely with the 9,875 bail set.i only paid ten percent..funny thing i got all these charges that i did not know i got..
most defenitely the last time i get real crazy at house party...yup i got evicted too,but i got a new place im moving in at the moment,yea i had to set my cpu up first...
As if shit can't get any worse,i think that my lady is plotting to leave,just a suspicion...shit,[like the worst week of my life!!]

Lifes Little Surprisesis it me or is a lot of the stuff on here pretty funny? i literally find myself cracking up at the content of most of the mumms and such. puts a smile to the face, of course, but its all so random...and unusual. ha. keeps me entertained.

So my first fubar blog. how fascinating.
Okay so for everyone out there thats bored enough to read this.
Have you ever met someone you wanted more than life itself. and everything is fantastic, until out of nowhere seemingly (or perhaps me being naive) you find out that the entirety of your relationship was no more than a lie, a hoax or only as real as a damn unicorn?.
(Just as an FYI i have long since moved on but i have had a couple requests as to what happened)
i will not reveal names. i know, not necessary but still.
I fell in love. He left for personal reasons (left the state). And we decided we would make it work. (i was always hearing, i love you MORE than her, shes not like you, etc etc etc.)
because theres a huge difference between having sex with someone you are with and with someone just to have sex. did you all know that? its okay to have sex with someone you aren't with as long as you are safe?
ew. man i was clueless. anyway, so this person i was with, was

ChattingListen heres the deal, I would love to chat with everyone who hits my shoutbox but I have a hard time doing it. My computer is stupid and has a mind of its own. Alot of the time I respond and it gets lost before it gets to you and then you think I've just blown you off. Not the case. If you are truly interested in chatting with me and want to get to know me better then you can find me on yahoo messenger (bluechilllpn@yahoo.com). I'm not interested in a bunch of BS so if you are wanting someone to cyber sex with look elsewhere, but if you want to have someone to have a mature conversation with and see what comes out of it then send me a friend request. Who knows we may become really good friends. Lots Of Love to all and can't wait to get to know you. MUAH

Fill This Out And Get Back To Me!"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!
Your Name:
Age:
Location:
1.Favorite position:
2.Do you think I'm cute?.
3.Would you have sex with me?
4.lights on or off?
5.Would you have to be drunk?
6. Would you take a shower with me?
7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
8.Would you leave after or stay the night?
9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
10.Condom or skin?
11.Have sex on the first date?
12.Would you kiss me during sex
13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?
14.Would you use me as a booty call?
15.Can I use you as a booty call?
16.Can we take pictures of the act?
17.How long would we have sex?
18.Would you tell your friends about me?
19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"
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Life....it Is What It Is......well ya'll life- it is what it is....
funny how things have a way of biteing you in the ass just when you think they have gone away....
lets see- theres cheating spouses, looseing kids, quiting your job, going to jail, haveing kids, falling in love- and i am sure that there's about a 1000 others that i left out but thats ok.....
life it is what it is even if it bites you in the ass later right.....

SurveysWhat is on your bed right now?
my sister hahaha
When was the last time you threw up?
mmmmcouple days ago
What's your favorite word or phrase?
fuckoff haha
Name 3 people who made you smile today?
Ina,Darko,H
What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
sleeping
What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
haha secret :P
What is your favorite holiday?
haaaaah going to san diego
Have you ever been to another country?
yep
What is the last thing you said aloud?
shit haha
What is the best ice cream flavor?
banananananana
What was the last thing you had to drink?
cocacola
What are you wearing right now?
underwear :P
What was the last thing you ate?
chocolate
Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
tons ahaha
When was the last time you ran?
today
What's the last sporting event you watched?
olympics
If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
oceanside :P
Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?

Obama Vs Mc CainI'm ready for a change and i'm very excited to see who everyone will elect for the new president.If Obama gets in office history will be made with the first black president ever.Mc Cain on the other hand they say is another Ronald Regan.I wanna see someone get in office and actually make a difference.Gas prices need to go back down,food go down,wages go up,taxs go down,bring our troops home.I wish the president could make all the decisions and not everything have to get approved by everyone in office.Why vote for a president if he cant do what he wants.If I was in office I'd help people who need help.Id raise wages and lower taxes.Id tell all these greedy oil companys to lower prices on oil and get this gas back down.Someone needs to fine the oil companys and get this gas back down to a dollar a gallon.People have become so greedy its sad.All people think in office is how to fuck everyone out of a dollar.They wanna screw us with this gas and raise our food,electric,gas and everything e

B And CHave you ever wanted a day to be over so badly because it was ffed up from the start??
That was my day today.

Wolf WinsWolf wins every fight but one.
In that one (S)he dies.
So just remember just because the game is rigged doesn't mean you can win so KEEP ON PLAYING.

Bigfoot7/27/2008: We've gotten several reports recently and gotten a few new faces here at the W.V.B.I.G..(West Virginia Bigfoot Investigations Group) and Dennis recently spent 3 days in Tucker County, but found nothing of interest. Among the recent reports was one Adam received of an 18 wheeler allegedly hitting a Bigfoot about 18 months ago in Pendleton County. But the last time I talked to Adam, the witness hadn't returned the call he made to do a follow up interview. Big surprise!! lol. It really ticks me off that some people think we are stupid enough to believe anything they tell us without questioning it.
8/09/2008: The "Blue Ridge Outdoors" article I was interviewed for awhile back is finally out & you can read it at http://www.blueridgeoutdoors.com/content/August-2008/In-Search-of-Bigfoot/ It's a good article, even though it didn't mention my organization, which was the reason I did it. I was hoping to get the word out to all the people in WV who have seen a Bigfoot or evidence of

Fear Of Loseingcantunderstand why be this way.u promised me evrything but u took it all away. i love u but guess i dont deserve a answer why. i love you jennifer

Deleting Friendskinda sick of ppl just adding to have a huge number of friends.and never saying hi or returning rates and gifts.so if you wanna stay in just let me know and you will be one of the lucky few.hope to here from all of my real friends here on fubar

MummsWhy don't people understand that mumms are more about making points than actually getting advice from a bunch of total strangers(In the case of global mumms)? That's why Fubar gives points for them.

Naughty Application"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!
Your Name:
Age:
Location:
1.Favorite position:
2.Do you think I'm cute?.
3.Would you have sex with me?
4.lights on or off?
5.Would you have to be drunk?
6. Would you take a shower with me?
7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
8.Would you leave after or stay the night?
9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
10.Condom or skin?
11.Have sex on the first date?
12.Would you kiss me during sex
13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?
14.Would you use me as a booty call?
15.Can I use you as a booty call?
16.Can we take pictures of the act?
17.How long would we have sex?
18.Would you tell your friends about me?
19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"
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IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Stupid StormsThis isn't going to be a long one but this has to be said. Hurrican Gustav was so pumped up and the weather people made it sound so bad and then it came into the city and knocked out power! Are you kidding me? I left town for a week for that? I use to live in Chalmette,LA and Katrina flooded us for about three weeks with at least 14 feet of water. Gustav..you are a bitch!!!

Skin LinksHey yall,
I need some assistance...I am looking for webpages that have Pre-made Fubar Skins and also links so I can make my own...
CAN YA HELP???

Good Bye GrandpaFinal Good bye Grandpa
Sunday we gave our finale fareweels to our grandfather. Wescattered his ashes along the edge of Hyatt lake on some open range land.Weather was beautiful, a few clouds, blue sky low 60's. Geese on the lake, couple hawks flying around.We all brought helium ballons that we wrote messages on and released them as we scattered his ashes. we all said our good byes , and then went to lunch and told stories about him. Jack Shmidle was loved very much and will be greatly missed.
Good Bye Grandpa
Current mood: depressed
Wendsday morning @ 929 am I lost my Grandfather. Jack Shmidle died in his home of heart failure at 90 years of age. Loved my grandfather very much, he was a wonderfull man and lived a life many wish they could have. Raised 3 Grand champion Appaloosa horses, wrangler and stunt man for Roy Rogers, old drinking buddy of Merle Haggard among many things. I must look at the bright side of this ( yes there can be a bright side to Death). His legs no l

DramaJust a venting session!
I understand that people enjoy playing games, but play games like football, basketball, or soccer. Stop fucking with people's head and acting like it's a game you have to keep getting better at, it's not cool.

Hmmmim sorry but why in the fuck would a guy check out another guy out on this fucking site? especially if ur in the pic with ur girlfriend? obviously i dont go that way

Photo Bombing!!!come bomb my photo i have a blast on the line which would be my first one ever. bomb for my birthday present if you feel like needing a reason to do so. the link is:
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=888520&albumid=1195889&i=1366874819
thank you to all my friends that do this for me

Lifeso im a single guy now. 32 and divorced.
why is it so damn hard to meet ladies?
i mean im in the bar seen all the time but
they are all just players, what the hell?
this must be our new population control.

Darkmartini(poems)As I sit outside I see the silver mist intwine with the Autumn moon while the orchestra of stars play the song of twilight.
While the wind makes the audience below clap it's branch's and let's the spirits of past dance, echo Bravo!! into the night.
It's ashame for those who sleep and miss such serene serenity ........... that detail or any more would be better suckled out by the great Homer the greek or the mighty Poe.
But I will say if the night or the spirit of the night wanted to be my LOVER OR THE WHOLE HALF MISSING FROM MY HEART I WOULD GLADLY ACCEPT IT OR THEM,!!! who ever the spirit of night maybe or what it maybe .
Only because I believe the night would understand me the best.
In the mean time I'll just listen to the song.

My BlogHey everyone, just trying to get the hang of Fubar. I do love it :) I always want to chat so feel free to shout/message me. If anybody every wants to talk just send me a message. And please rate/comment my pics and I'll return the favor

You Are HereJust learning to manuever in this place...THanks for inviting me awhile back CorwinNighthawk...

My ShitThe following questions and answers were actually collected from SAT tests given in Springdale, Arkansas in 2000 to 16-year-old students! (Don't laugh too hard----one of these kids may be the President someday.)
Q: Name the four seasons.
A: Salt, pepper, mustard and vinegar.
Q: Explain one of the processes by which water can be made safe to drink.
A: Flirtation makes water safe to drink because it removes large pollutants like grit, sand, dead sheep and canoeists.
Q: How is dew formed?
A: The sun shines down on the leaves and makes them perspire.
Q: What is a planet?
A: A body of earth surrounded by sky.
Q: In a democratic society, how important are elections?
A: Very important. Sex can only happen when a male gets an election.
Q: What are steroids?
A: Things for keeping carpets still on the stairs.
Q: What happens to your body as you age?
A: When you get old, so do your bowels and you get intercontinental.
Q: What happens to a boy when he reaches puberty

Rantings Of A Madman Part 1Remember me?
The forgotten one with the penchant to help lost souls; even though I, myself am lost. They say that that which does not kill you only makes you strongerÖ.or makes you mad enough with a vengeance to find that which tried to kill you in the first place.
Am I mad? Am I mad because I have tried so very hard to find that very thingÖDeath? Death is no stranger to me. He comes in the middle of the night to steal away the only ones that I have truly loved. My mother, my father, my precious, beautiful, princess Carrie. He stole them right from under my grasp.
Yes, I mourned for my mother and my father. But not nearly as deeply as I mourned for my Carrie. Some say circumstances change people, sometimes down to the very core. And I am not the same man that I was in 2005. Not the same gentle, kind, loving soul who would literally give the shirt from his very back to someone in need. No. I am much different now. More callous and cautious. All the deaths death sa

Easy MoneyClick on one of these pictures if you would like to help,,
DON'T FORGET TO E-MAIL ME FOR YOUR FUBUCKS
Mizzzz Brat"~Johnny Chimpo.~ My Fu slave & Personal Body Guard...Must have salute & read profil@ fubar

BrowsersIf you don't want to have to keep restarting your browser on Fubar & you don't want to use Firefox, try Internet Explorer 8 beta 2 I've been using it for two days without crashes. It also has to other great features that I don't believe Fubar has:
1)It doesn't keep track of the sites you visit.
2)It automatically blocks sites from sharing details of your recent visits with other websites.

Thanks!Thanks to all those who have commented... welcomed me to fubar... sent me gifts... and friend invites! I appreciate all of you! :)

Fubar VirginWell I'm here poking around seeing what this is all about! Anybody wanna come show me around?

Leaving!I fucking hate life sometimes!
Me and some friends, are leaving for saskatchewan,
for a wedding, that my buddy is having... and i hate that we leave on a friday night, where we can't even go to a club to where were going!
life sucks sometimes, lol

Intoxication Of A ManI'M RELAXING ON YOUR BED WAITING FOR YOU TO EXIT THE SHOWER
YOU ENTER THE ROOM
I TURN TO SEE YOU
YOUR SKIN SILKY SHINEY SEXY WITH WETNESS
YOU SMILE BUT STOP AT MY STARE
I SIT UP MY EYES NEVER LEAVING YOURS
I WALK TOWARDS YOU MY HEART POUNDING IN MY EAR
I WALK AROUND YOU MY NAILS GENTLY TOUCHING YOUT SKIN
I FEEL THE WETNESSS WITH MY FINGER TIPS
A MOAN EXCAPE MY THROAT
MY FINGER TIPS TRAIL YOUR SHOLDER I CIRCLE YOU
YOUR SCENT FILL MY NOSE I CLOSE MY EYES ANTICIPATING WHAT COMES NEXT
MY HAND TOUCHES YOUR BACK AND SLIDES DOWN TO YOUR WAIST
I FEEL THE TOWEL MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT
MY BREATHING DEEPENDS
I START TO SWEAT
STANDING BEHIND YOU MY FINGERS TRACE THE RIM OF THE TOWEL
MY NIPPLES HARDEN
I TRACE THE RIM OF THE TOWEL AROUND TO YOUR BUSH
THE TOWEL FROPS TO THE FLOOR
I SNIFF YOUR SCENT AS I SNIFF MY HAND CUPS YOUR MANHOOD
A MOAN EXSCAPES YOUR THROAT
I CLOSE MY EYES MY UNDER BUSH MOISTENS
MY OTHER HAND JOINS THE FIRST AS I GRIP YOUR MANHOOD
YO

The Fu In FubarI come to the realization there always has to be someone in your way when it comes to things. I told myself I would use my father's web cam to get a Salute simply because I'm having no such luck on meeting people on here and it would prove that I'm really me. Thinking I did everything that was required for a Salute I get a message from a bouncer. Said my Salute photo has been rejected because I didn't follow exact regulations. Give me a break. I looked up my account number to write the confusing numbers down and now I have to write the website and make certain it's not in a folder of any kind. I swear I've seen other users with just the numbers on here and this bouncer is literally being just a dick. It was like talking to a brick wall. Saying sorry that's regulations. Sorry that's regulations. He doesn't care or give a shit that I have to take an airplane and fly all the way back to my old man's house just get another photograph. I really don't see the point in buying fuBucks. Girls d

About VolleyballWhen life knocks
you down to your
knees remeember your in the perfect
positionto prey.
The End

FlowersIn the summer time there flowers that grow in the granden and some in the tall green grass the smells so good. U have all good kind of them to pick through.
The End

One For The Ladies!SING to the melody of 'I Will Survive!!!' OUT LOUD
At first I was afraid, I was petrified.
When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died!
But I ' d spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on...
But there you are, another lie,
I was ready for a Big Mac and you ' ve brought me a French fry!
I should have known that it was bullshit, just a sad pathetic dream
Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans!
Go on now-go! , Walk out the door,
Don ' t you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4!
Weren ' t you a brat to think I wouldn ' t find you out!?
Don ' t you know we ' re only joking when we say size don ' t count??!!
[Chorus]
I will survive! I will survive!
Cuz as long as I have batteries,
My sex life ' s gonna thrive!
I will always have good sex,
With a handful of latex!
I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey!
It took all my self control

Doingok am i doing the right thing here three woman are asking for money which i do not have everytime a girl is intrestid they come to me for money am i doing the right thing on telling them no i think its a scam am right on doing this im getting tired og being played comments are welcome

TasteI've tried to fight the devil inside me, the evil in my heart
But when I see you, I want to tear you apart
Predator in the night, I won't stop until you're found
Built up so high, I want to wear you down
Just looking for a little taste
Something deep, in a haunting place
To sacrifice my yearning would be a waste
Drowning in dark fate
Shh don't struggle tonight
It's a losing fight
I promise I will hurt you right
I'll tell you now I'm not really jaded
Just feeling a little sexually frustrated
No idea how long I've waited
I'm just looking for a little taste
Something deep, in a haunting place
To sacrifice my yearning would be a waste
Drowning in dark fate
The moon is full and I'm like an animal
Hungry for the blood on your lips
This entity constantly haunting me
Makes me loose all sense of self
And all I want is you now
I will get you somehow
Cause I just want a little taste
I'm starving for your taste
Somewhere deep, in a haun

BoredLearning all kinds of things about this site and its kinda fun. But still completely bored! Quickly learned how seriously fu people take their picture ratings! Better be a 10 or higher or you'll hear about it! Lol...

About Myselfwell im 20, 110lbs, 5'2 1/2 lol yes the 1/2 matters!!! I am not short! Im funsized!!! lol I have two daughters, and a hubby. I love making friends and talking to people. I dont care what people rate me on here. be honest....I know what I look like, and I accept it so its all that matters :) neways...be happy!!!

Fubar Is A ContradictionOk about a month a friend told me to check out some site called FUBAR, me being prior military i knew exactly what it meant, little did i know that fubar was anything but fubar. i have become so hookes on this site i am spending countless hours on it and im meeting so many cool people. to whoever created fubar, i tip my hat to you. fubar is the shit.

Wtf Our Societyok folks.. my first blog.. got to get this stuff off my chest. As i see it now that our government has and is still going to, screw us over, it will not matter who we vote for( one vote makes a differance? what?) the majority vote always takes our place of who should be president not just that one vote.. bull!! also...looking through a empty glass..i see how we are so impressionable on what's on t.v. they put questionable shows on sunday ( day and night) and wonder where our kids go so south on attitude as well as thought prosess. ya we all say sex sells..but why should it.. show more ethical possibilities of our world and less on how to be a whore or screw your fellow man over on him or her for doing better then you. please don't take this as a insult to you who read this but ponder on what's really around you and see what really is going on.. by the way, the bible are words in a book and if you read the good book and take it for every word that's put into it, then you might as well

Sadtoday has been hectic well i can't really get to discuss uit but well i am sad and missing my son i might lose him and well this is heart breaking my fiancee desides to put a restraining order on me and thats all i know so now my mom wants me to file one on him and i don't want to so now i am sad and lonley for missing him i will update later
dark warrior

Sad Little JuggaloMercy Kill
if you woke tomarow and found me gone, would you weep at tha loss, if you no longer had my back to sharpen your blades would you just find another, brutaly casting aside the memory of me, then filling tha void of my agony with its sweet realese, somehow more final than anything before possible, a horrible reality, choking, tha tears run to mingle with tha sad face of a little boy painted, fucking clown, stop to hear my tourtered cries on the distant winds, dose it even matter, would i matter more once silenced, my breath on your neck, my lips tattooing thier impression of my first real and last kiss, a gift, could you caress tha child inside of me as it withers and fails, this sadistic gift, tha body i have grown to protect, robbed of its innocence, tender and weak, no longer pure, unable to exact tha mercy kill, this brings me no shame, my final request, love, if such a word excists, intangable and hollow tha heart left in his wake beats still, draw your blade and show

The Single LifeWell I am finally single and it feels kind of wired not having the x there to rub my back and you know do what we do. I think it was a good move on my part and now I am back out on the prowl looking for more energetic ladies who like to have fun go to Cedar point and things like that. I will never date another lazy woman it has been a void in my life because of it and I am hoping to fill it with many friends and family. I think that lazy people should not exist, what a waste of human life. Don't get me wrong the X lady was a great person but she just never wanted to do anything we could not go hiking, bike riding, tennis, snowboarding pretty much nothing out doors. I hope if anyone is in a relationship like this that they have the balls to save their self because it will never change when that person does not want to change no matter what. So just leave them on the couch with their pizza and get your happiness back.

BreatheIt's hard to see around the sweat.
Blurred silhouettes of beauty,
Meshed with dark masses of anguish.
I close my eyes to center myself,
To find the balance to stand.
To speak.
But the wind is knocked clear out of me.
The mind zones into auto pilot.
Numb to the fight
Just to breathe.
To find myself,
To find the serenity of my voice,
To find the words out of reach,
Is lost in the murky haze of reality.
I fight the deadened mind.
Squint, to make some sense
Out of the chaotic mundane blur
Of the world whirling by.
I struggle to find a streak of magnificence
Just so I can declare it.
Though unheard in the sleeping swirl,
To find the serenity of my voice;
To find the words out of reach,
Is to wake from the droning machine.
To exist beyond the rhythm of breathing.
I close my eyes to center myself,
To find the balance to speak,
But the smog of the unconscious realm is smothering,
And the wind

My Birthdayso its my birthday... not to brag or post it out there like i want everyone to show me love.... but...
every birthday last five or so years i have made an effort to hang out with as many of my friends as possible...cause family and friends are so important to me.... and i usually make an extra effort... but this year im tired... im tired of making that effort to (some what) make people who i consider friends... to hangout...
and im happy... its starting to make me feel like im lying to myself though... i consider the two most important things in my life to be my family and then my friends... and now im happy that im not hanging out with my friends on my b day... whats up with that?
however, so far its only a few hours into my b day and my mom and sis took me out to a wonderful dinner... gave me great b day presents... and my bestest friend gave me two pairs of earrings, a tie, as i lay dying shirt, a new ring, and earlier this month she bought me a ticket to a show that im dying

Four FriendsFour friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party.
After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room.
Those who remained talked about their kids.
The first guy said, "My son is my pride and joy. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday."
The second guy said, "Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, then went to flight school
to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday."
The third man said: "Well, that's terrific! My son studied in the best universities and became an engineer. Then he s

Cindyim looking nice guy if you are interested to me chat me in ayhoo or msn im here to waiting you all guys im nice girl and i like to gout if you like to me come and get me....

Wtf Is Promblem HereWHY IS IT I SPEND AT LEST 4 TO 5 HOURS BUSTEN MY ASS RATING MY FRIENDS!! ONLY 1 OR 3 OF YOU RATE ME THIS IS BULL SHIT!! YOU ALL BUGG ME TO HELP YOU LEVEL! WHAT I GET NOT DAMN THING OUT OF IT!!
GUESS WHAT YOU RATE ME THEN ALL RATE YOU, IF YOU DON'T RATE ME THEN FUCK YOU!!

NinasfirstWell everyone as u know I am new 2 all of this but it is so nice to check and see people that i dont know have bought me a drink or checked my pic and rated me a 10 i think they need glassesd though but it is nice. Love the feed back when i get more time I will do up my page with skin and all just bear with me. Well just wanted 2 say thanks 2 u all! When I get 2 know this better i will return the favors. Love ya all Nina Ps I have never written a blog before

Thank You All!Thanx everybody for all the birthday love you showed to me , you all are so wonderful and such great friends. from the bottom of my heart, I love you all and thank you for making this day truly a special one for me....... big hugz & love......Jade
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Help My FriendHEY EVERYONE I DONT USUALLY ASK FOR HELP WITH THINGS BUT MY FRIEND NEEDS YOUR HELP SHE NEEDS 60K COMMENTS TO WIN A CONTEST IF YOU CAN HELP AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS TO HELP I KNOW SHE CAN DO IT HERE IS THE LINK TY SO MUCH
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1753264&albumid=1241199&i=1848465395

Obama/mccainHey ya'll! i am neither a democrat nor a republican, but look at what the republican's have done over the past 8 years! we were in a $13 TRILLION budget surplus when Clinton left office. now, we are almost double that in deficit! how is this possible? As soon as he took office, we went to war with Afghanistan. That war was warranted, but hiding Osama bin-Laden in Texas wasn't! The second thing he did was to go over to Iraq searching for WMD*'s. We never found them, but we did find Saddam Hussein. What does he have to do with anything? he planned to assassinate Bush Sr. BTW, we still haven't found any WMD's. I personally am tired of Republicans in office. lets see what a democrat can do.
tell me what you think.
*Weapons of Mass Destruction

Failing Economy. A Real ReasonLet's look at some facts concerning illegal immigration in this country. According to the American Federation for Immigration Reform (FAIR), 18% of illegal immigrants fall below the poverty compared to 11% of native born Americans, and they are twice as likely to try to obtain some form of taxpayer based assistance. Did you realized that between $11 billion and $22 billion dollars is spent by state governments annually to provide aid to immigrants? That's our hard earned tax money NOT at work, at least for us. Approximately $2 billion a year is spent on WIC, food stamps, school lunches and the like. $2.5 billion is spent on Medicaid for illegals, while $17 billion is spent on "anchor babies"; that is, babies born in the States to mothers here illegally. Thus the child is automatically a US citizen, and "mom" gets to stay here, in large part at your expense, as the caretaker.
The Center for Immigration Studies in Washington DC estimates 1.1 million illegal children attend taxpayer fu

On Death And DyingI am standing upon the seashore. A ship at my side spreads her white sails to the morning breeze and starts for the blue ocean. She is an object of beauty and strength. I stand and watch her until at length she hangs like a speck of white cloud just where the sea and sky mingle with each other.
Then someone at my side says: "There, she is gone!"
"Gone where?"
Gone from my sight. That is all. She is just as large in mast and hull and spar as she was when she left my side and is just as able to bear the load of living frieght to her destined port.
Her diminished size is in me, not in her. And just at the moment when someone at my side says: "There, she is gone!", there are other eyes watching her coming, and other voices ready to take up the glad shout: "Here she comes!"
And that is dying.
-Henry Van Dyke
These words have provided me with so much comfort for what is comin

Physical Flirt LevelYour Physical Flirt Level: 70%
You are a major physical flirt. You definitely can't keep your hands to yourself!
Whether you're playing footsie or giving a lingering hug, you're known for touching.
And while some people may welcome this flirting style, not everyone likes it.
Don't stop touching people, but make sure your advances are appropriate and welcomed.
Are You a Physical Flirt?

A DissertationI'll try this explaination
As my own interpretation
From gathered observations
On mankinds infatuation
With God and with creation
I'll use for illustration
A modern adaptation
Of ancient publications
Found in every nation
With many alterations
But in each variation
There is but one summation
That we all seek elevation
And our own soul's salvation
- L.L. 2008

SoulClose your eyes to see with your heart
Close your ears to hear with your heart
Forget your mind and think with your heart
For your heart will see
When your eyes fail
And your heart will hear
When the voices are confused
Your heart has the answers
When your mind falls short
Remember your heart
For it is the key to love
Remember all love
For love is the key to your soul
Remember your soul
For it is your foundation
- L.L. 2008

Day To DayOkay well my day on Hilton Head is almost over, Thank GOD! I don't mind working over here but I have nothing to do from 7:30 am to 4pm :( I got sick of doing surveys on myspace so I've been listening to my iPod for the last 5 hours and playing around on different sites! Bad this is I've got to be back over here Friday YEPPIE! I'm so going to take a nap so I'm ready for Friday night!
Well I'll post things here and there go take a look at the poems blog I'll post more as I get time! Leave comments if ya wish! I know I'm no poet but I love to write. Well back to my office I go talk to yall later!

Just a quick Hi to you all! Still learning more here and looking to meet others. Fun loving lady with a variety of interests so say Hi!

The One I LoveDo you ever still think of me? I can't get you out of my head. I know i should just get you out of my head and move on but i just can't.

Update?I only have two friends on here, sooooo, you two know whats going on with me I think lol. Its been about 6 months since I even logged on to fubar, I was surprised to see that I still had an acct. I don't work for NW Airlines anymore, but I do work for Avis / Budget Rent a car, just washing cars, only real perk about that is, it doesn't matter if its a pt cruiser or a H3 I get it for 20.00 a day. not bad. I guess thats really it.
Ttys

Why Can't They Communicate?Why is it that most men cannot communicate? I have nothing but problem getting him to let me know how his daughter is who has muscular dystrophy. Been together for 8 years and still he cannot let me know what is going on and when I ask he tells me nothing. I found out today they she is going to have to be in a wheel chair if she does anything on her feet for more than 2 hours. I mean come on I love the girl as my own and he just doesn't get it that "I" care about her. It hurts that I am left out when it comes to her. Now his other daughter I know everything about its just the one. Can anyone answer this for me? Am I just not suppose to care?

Just An Ambulance DriverJust an Ambulance Driver
Standing in chest deep water, freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free---
BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER
Comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor---
BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER
On scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady---
BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER
Called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers, no porch light on, nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away f

My Addictionyou
my addiction
I awake in the night, hand hovering
covering in the sheets silken maze.
I reach, thin air catches,
casting images into dreams,
demeaning this angel to call out
in pains pleasure. I know,
can feel you there,
somewhere.
But not right next to me,
where life passes, preserving
pickled memories with amazing accuracy.
Your smell I inherited,
still lingers down deep,
deploring definite daydreams to cease
and detain, just one more moment,
one more second,
of you
my addiction ...

Night SongsEach day as dusk approaches,
and nighttime settles in
You can hear the sound of sweet romance,
on a tiny violin
He searches for his true love,
he plays into the night
At last, At last, she hears his songs,
and answers to his plight
Play for me; my Romeo, play for me
My True Loves Pet.
Iím the one youíre searching for,
Iím youíre Juliet
He played for her till night did end,
and twilight let the morning in
He played for her, loveís sweet surrender,
For this night was theirs, to forever remember

Comment Contest!!Come help me get an Auto 11.. Leave a comment any kind works show some love!!

Halloween Time!Any of my friends on here going to the exotic erotic ball, in Sacramento for halloween??If so, we should meet up and give kisses and rub our naughty parts in glitter :)) tee hee
Halloween is my favorite holiday, wish we had more then one day to dress up like grewsome demons... If anyone knows anyother stuff in the bay area let me know...Id love to be informed on partys and haunted goodys in my area.

HiI hope to meet some friends, please message if you want to chat just rember that I am married Hi, I am happly married so on this site I am ONLY looking for friends, again I am ONLY looking for friends NOT friends with benafets. I just wanted to make that Clear to everyone.
Let me know if you want to chat, message me.
Have a nice day. :) Why doese no one want to talk to me? Is it because Im married? I just want to make some friends. :(

Choice1.People who lack the courage to follow their own dreams will always find a way to discourage yours.
2.I refuse to tip toe through life only to end up arriving safely to my death.
3.Live your life the way you want as long as you don't step on others who may have a bigger Boot size then you!

Poems I WriteI CAN'T MAKE YOU LOVE ME
I can't make you love me
You can't see how I feel
When I say that I love you
And your heart's cold as steel
I can't make you love me
When I'm begging to stay
And all you can tell me
Is just go away
I can't make you love me
As I stand here and cry
And you really don't care
If I live or I die
I can't make you love me
And for years we've been apart
I can't make you love me
But you still own my heart
ROBERT EDWARD HAMES
July 18, 2008
YOU CAN
You can do anything
That you desire
Just kindle your mind
And set your spirit on fire
You can be anything
That you want to be
Just hold your head high
For all the world to see
You can go any where
That you want to go
Just hold tight to your dreams
And never let go
Like a mighty ship
With its sails unfurled
If you really want to
You can rule the world
For the best things in life
You should always thirst
And above all others
You should love yourself first

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My Life As A Momi am a mother of one little boy he is a the greatest thing that could have happened to me. God was nice enough to bless me with my son when i was 19yrs old and i have had the best 2 yrs i could ask for other than the fact that my baby daddies walked out on me and doesn't want to be there but i am over that. He is just missing out and it sad because how do you not want to see your son grow up. but god blessed me with a good best friend that doesn't mind being there and raising him as his own son. Being single is okay and all and the guy that helps me raise him and is there for him is my high school boyfriend we stay friends after we broke up. maybe oneday i will have more kids ecause i would love too

HalloweenMan this years halloween was crazy. So much shit happen around and I still can't believe half of it..

StuffI'm trying to deal with my gf passing away. Who in the fuck would think that a 5í3, 107 lb 22 year old who ran 2+ miles and worked out 5 days a week would die from complications caused by impacted wisdom teeth growing in of all things? I got mine at 13 with no problems. WTF? Sometimes I want to fall asleep and never wake up. At others just talk to anyone about anything just to forget.

New SingerRecently the lead singer for my Nephews band (Lost Endd) went to another local band. He didn't like playing in the nightclubs, bars, etc....
They are a great band, you can go to www.myspace.com/lostendd to hear thier music.
He is not the only singer, my nephew and one of the other guys do also. It would just be nice if we could get some new recruits.
These boys have opened for Night Ranger, 38 Special and Lucero.
Anyone interested or knows of anyone interested please leave me an e-mail and a way of contacting you.
Thanks, Have a great day

Strippers?"How about here?"
Simon Laws looked at the building his friend, Stephen Clark, was pointing at. Lurid red and blue neon tubes ran along the fascia of an otherwise innocuous old warehouse building. The same tubes twisted into the shape of a heavy breasted girl twirling around a pole. The name, "SATAN'S HOLE", was emblazoned above a narrow doorway.
Subtle, it wasn't.
"Looks a bit tacky," Laws said. The vodka buzz was fading a little and he wouldn't have objected to heading back to the hotel if the truth be told.
"Let's check it out," Clark said. "We can always fuck off if the girls are minging."
After paying out a small fortune just to get through the door, Laws thought to himself.
It was no use. The conference was over and it was their last night in Moscow. Clark had set his vodka-blurred mind on finding some lithe piece of Russian totty to squirm in his lap and wouldn't go home until mission accomplished.
"Can't be worse than the last place," Stephen Morris said.

Obama Kenyan Birth CertificateMore on the Obama Birth Certificate.
More evidence of forgery on his Birth Certificate that is posted on his web-site.
Could his possible adoption to Lolo Soetoro in Indonesia as a child be the reason Obama refuses to release his "Vault" long form?
The ONLY witnesses who have come forward to say they were at his birth, are HIS relatives from Kenya, who state he WAS born there.
Hence, if adopted his origional birth certificate would have been sealed and a new one issued with his legal name, Barry Soetoro.
The State of Hawaii considers a Certification of Live Birth is a secondary source of identification for the purpose of establishing Hawaiian ancestry; a Certificate of Live Birth is considered a primary source. To respond to challenges as to his eligibility for POTUS, BO first posted and then removed from his web site, a Certification of Live Birth, claiming this was his Birth Certificate. But such Certification is only issued when a birth certificate cannot be located in the

Never ThoughNever Thought I'd
Fall in Love with You
I never thought I'd fall in love with you.
I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love.
But what it felt like, I just never knew;
I'd no idea what I was thinking of.
And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure,
Walking neither overjoyed nor sad,
I looked into my heart and saw a treasure
Worth more than anything I'd ever had.
Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted
To give my life to see your happiness.
Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted,
Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed.
My love for you has brought me out of me.
The beauty in your heart has set me free

QuestionsQuestions
The night the outside came in
It was like the me with out the e
Could hear your screams of pain
The darkness spread over me
Why did you promise me the light?
But put me in darkness
I believed you I followed you I loved you
Right in to the worming hole
Still your blue eyes haunt
Tainting my soul
Making my life hell
I dig under the fence
Trying to make sense
But the razors of truth
Only make me bleed
You have left me
As free as a caged bird
Gagging on the ashes of technology
Why was I a game to you?
I gave you all of me
And you took me with you
In to that deep grave of yours
Your death left me alone
In a cold dark world
I can hear you laugh
At night when I cry
You said it in your letter
You left for me
My anguish had pleased you
My tears feed you
My fears made you happy
While you said those three
Unforgettable words
Now I am left with only one fear
The fear of love
The coldness of your heart
Has sunk deep in to my bones
I he

Sad Song Of The HeartNot pleasing to my mind
now the hurt surges through
to forget that dream
to swallow not chew
the crop of my whole life
the one who started to fall
to be with you
was that all?
your beautiful profile
and smell when you pass
something I can't have
forever at last
emotions deep within me
tell me true love can't be true
but the circle of my life
says my heart will wait for you
needing this feeling
is something I cannot bare
but knowing you exist
tells me how much I care.

Why Hate?!?!?!?!Why do we have people that love to hate on the military? We put our lives on the line eveeryday whether we are deployed or we are trainning for deployment! Dont ever come to me and tell me that I have not given to my country ever! My battles and I will never stop fighting for the American Freedom!!!!!! The Military is here for you American, SO DONT EVER BAD MOUTH US!!!!

CommentaryI was just a bit underwhelmed with the majority of the matches on this most recent MMA card, but it was more due to a few fluke outcomes and bizarre finishes than to the predictible main event.
After all, we knew it was a matter of strength versus skill, with Lesnar's power and size being almost insurmountable. Couture was better on his feet, in the clinch, and on the ground, with the exception of the very end where he met his defeat at a flurry of blows from the ground and pound position. But for a 45 year old Greco Roman wrestler and boxer to beat the giant (Lesnar cuts substantial weight to make 265) would have been a miracle.
My real beef was the fact that powerhouse Gabe Gonzaga was relegated to take on some no name jobber, which he destroyed with such impunity that it didn't do anything to restore him back into title contention or reaffirm his elite status. I also thought the Florian/Stevenson fight was over too quickly, but with two of the lightweight greats in the octagon, an

Downrating...I don't understand the point of having the whole rating system on here. You people get retarded pissed off when people give you less than a 10... and auto 11's. What a joke. The point is to be honest or at least do what I do and just not rate the person(which I only do because so many of you cry about it). I see some incredibly grotesque hos up in here with ratings OVER 10... wtf? Are you guys so horny that you will give a girl an 11 just because she shows a little leg that makes me... well... throw up in my mouth a little bit. I just think that so much about this site is fake/lame. And before you ask me why I'm still here then. Well, I do know a couple decent people on here. I just don't understand the rest of you crazy &^

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Shooting StarWhen your inlove the world just stands still,
When your inlove you can concure anything,
When your inlove with someone and you see a shooting star it is just another pretty site,
there is no need to wish cause you have everything you need when you inlove.
Love is a funny thing, love is a nice thing,
but sometimes love is cold, love is harsh.
When you love someone as much as i do and they turn their back on you and walk out the door you realize what love really is. How do you move on when you finally find true love, how do you live without that one that you found true love with. Some people would say that it really wasnt true love but in my heart i know he is my one true love.
I love you baby and no matter what I will never stop loving you. You made a black hole in my heart. So the next time that i look into the sky and see a shooting star i will know that its just heading for a black hole somewhere on this place we call earth.
COWGYRL UP!!!!!
Its the only saying tha

Making Progress...This week I began by admitting my mistake to those I love and expressing my desire to get help. With one mistake I realized that I am STILL powerless over my disease of addiction, and I realized how easy it would be to get wrapped up in it again.
I am very grateful that I didn't lose the love of my life, and since making my mistake I have rededicated myself to seeking help again. I have looked into getting help from my church, and I will know more Sunday after I attend church. But hopefully I will be able to get back into counseling so I can get myself balanced out again. A lot of my problem is not being able to deal with the stress and pressure of life.
I am going to start attending my recovery meetings again also, because the one place I went wrong was in thinking that I had my addiction beat. I forgot my purpose in staying clean and that's what led to my slip. I choose not to let it become a relapse though.
So now I'm in the process of re-working my steps and actively see

Awesome Meteor Video From Edmonton CanadaNovember 20, 2008 the night/early morning skies were lit up by an unprecedented meteor crashing there! This video is the most spectacular meteor video I have ever seen! Check it out!

Need More Mifa PplzHEY GO TO MY MYSPACE I HAVE TO ADD U BUT I THINK U LIKE IT THERE IS A GAME ON THERE THAT U WILL LIKE AND ENJOY NO THIS ISNT A FLUKE ITS REAL OR ADD ME ON HERE AND GIVE MY ADDRESS TO MYSPACE AND ILL ADD U OH YA THERE IS A STREET RACING GAME ON THERE TO PLZ COME AND JOIN ME ON THERE

Name And Shamethe papers may be banned from naming and shaming the cruel vile killers of BABY Pbut i aint . they are TRACEY CONNOLLY and STEVEN BARKER of penhurst road tottenham. JASON OWEN is the paedo living with them. can we urge you to pass this this on so everybody can name and shame them. R.I.P LITTLE MAN (BABY P)

ImpressionsI have such wonderful friends on here, that have made a big difference in my life.
I love you all..
This is for you..
A lifetime can be likened to a lonely beach of sand.
a stranger makes a mark one day, an imprint of a hand.
As time goes by the beach once clear is now a cluttered field
of memories and keep-sakes of the ones that we hold dear.
Time does its best to wash away remembrances of those -
the ones we never meant to meet - the ones we never chose.
But as through some odd twist of fate these are the ones we cherish.
The time we spend with these such friends, will never, ever perish.

My StuffThis morning I was doing a survey on MySpace about Thanksgiving. It was nothing special until I came to a simple question. The questions asked me who would not be at Thanksgiving this year. Without even a bat of my eye I burst into tears. A simple question hit me so hard. It reminded me that this year Grandpa wonít be there. I just sat at my desk and cried as memories of Thanksgivings past flooded my mind. I have so much to be thankful for this year, but for some reason I am sitting here feeling crushed cause my mentor and idol will not be there. For the first time in my life I wonít get to hear his strong voice of assurance tell me Happy Thanksgiving. So while I have so very much to be thankful for I have one very large reason to be sad this year. No words can ever say what he was in my life, and nor would I ever try anyways. But this year as I sit at the table I will be thinking of him and how much I hope to be just like him for James.

What To Do Nowi need help. i am told i am loved everyday....but.....he lives somewhere else for work i live in his apartment...but you guessed it my relationship with him out of 3 months is on the phone...do i wait for him? i sit at night most nights waiting for the phone call from him and he always uses the excuse i fell asleep sorry i love you..or he cuts it short when i do get to talk to him...am i waisting my time should i go for someone else be by myself or should i give him the benifit of the doubt and suffer with being alone with a heart that hurts?

A SmileTomorrow's thanksgiving right? and tonight while I was on the phone with somebody who's become very dear to me, I realized that all I want for thanksgiving is for the people I love and care about, to be happy, and to know that they mean the world to me, and to know that I cherish and am thankful for every minute I get to spend in their thoughts, and for every minute they're in mine.

My Great Great Grandfather Lon ChaneyLon Chaney the Original Phantom Of The Opera
Born April 1, 1883 - Died August 26, 1930
Actor
Grew to legendary status as a stage and motion picture figure of the 1910's, 20's, and 30's.
Known as "The Man of A Thousand Faces", he innovated make-up techniques and
integrated them into his varied and challenging acting roles.
Father of Lon Chaney, Jr. His crypt does not have a marker.
Cause of Death: Cancer
Interred: Forest Lawn Memorial Park (Glendale), Glendale (Los Angeles County),
Los Angeles County, California, USA

Hellohello to the world of fubar. I have just been introduced to you by my babe and i think we will get along just fine. just be patient and give me time to loosen up and i think we will have alot of fun together. so please stop by give some tip and help a newbee have some fun:) thanks for the help and lets have fun

Help NeededDa Flirt Unlimited.Comments = 1 point each.Rates = 2 points each.U need to comment bomb to stay in the giveaway!
Help Da Flirt Out He Needs 25,000 Comments

Here I WaitA day without hearing your voice is like a morning without a sun rise,
A night without seeing the moon shine so bright.
Oh I pray to thee to keep you close to me,
Though we are miles apart, I will keep you close in my heart.
A place where its full of Love with a warm hearted soul.
My heart continues to grow,
With each passing day that goes.
If only you knew how you make me feel,
See how my face & eyes glow with glee.
Someday you will realize how much you mean to me,
How I long to be with you and miss you dearly.
I will wait here....patiently,
For the day to arrive when you & I again meet.
We will hug, kiss, and make Love so sweetly.
No need to worry for I will be yours...completely.

Selfishly OpenSELFISHLY OPEN
ISOLATED IN A SPACE OF REPATITION
DOMINATED BY BUTTON PUSHERS AND POWER HUNGRY SOULS
SEPERATED ONLY BY TIME IN OR TIME ON A CLOCK
THAT ONLY EXISTS IN THEIR MINDS
I STRUGGLE WITH THE SINS I HEAR EVERYDAY
OUT OF THE EARS OF PEOPLE WHO LISTEN WITH THIER MOUTHS
CONSTANTLY THINKIN BOUT THEIR NEXT WORD
BEFORE THE ENDING FLIGHT OF THE LAST BIRD
I CAN SEE, HEAR AND FEEL THE IRONY, HIPPOCRACY AND
SYNCRONICTY-
FLOATING IN THE AIR LIKE A FEATHER ,PLUCKED OFF A TURKEY ON THANKSGIVING,
WHOSE BODY MIND AND SOUL ARE ABOUT TO BE SERVED
WITH CRANBERRY SAUCE!
BY DEEJAY

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan! Lol18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan
This is sooo funny and yet sooooo true! LOL
18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!
(1) Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat.
(2) Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (No need to waste a good candle).
(3)Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway.
(4)Sharpen their Athame.
(5)Untie the knot in their cords.
(6)Try on their jewelry for fashion sense
(7)Pick up their crystals for a closer look.
(8)See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this).
(9)Use their runes as extra Dominoes.
(10)Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards.
(11)Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens"
(12)Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch.
(13)Debate with them about "True Religion".
(14)Ask them if they are Satan worshippers.
(15)Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion.
(16)Point to their pentacle necklace, almost touching it, and say "isn

One WordYou Can Only Type ONE Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? pocket
2. Your significant other? Saint
3. Your hair? red
4. Your mother? witch
5. Your father?jack
6. Your favorite thing?music
7. Your dream last night?dunno
8. Your favorite drink? drpepper
9. Your dream/goal?family
10. The room you're in? bedroom
11. Music? all
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy
14. Where were you last night? home
15. What you're not? perfect
16. Muffins? blueberry
17. One of your wish list items? car
18. Where you grew up? indiana
19. The last thing you did? read
20. What are you wearing? cloths
21. TV? no
22. Your pets? Catdogturtlefish
23. Your computer? gateway
24. Your life? blesssed
25. Your mood? Happy

Black Label SocietyFrom: Black Label Society
Date: Dec 9, 2008 12:05 AM
Outside of the "Mother Chapter" (which is theband itself) and the Doom Crew, Inc. which is friends and family thatwork for the band (or people that Zakk chooses to have close tohim).... There are no "official" chapters of BLS. A Chapter is simplythe name that Zakk uses to refer to the many cities, states, countries,provinces, etc. that the legion of BLS fans reside in. BLS fans meanfar more to the band to just simply label them "Fans".The band knows that their fans are huge supporters of what they do andthey want their fans to feel a real sense of belonging to somethingmuch bigger and greater than just being a fan of a band. Thereforebecause of the loyal support BLS fans show the band and each other, BLSchooses to call their fans "family members" of Black Label and/or"chapter members" of which ever city (chapter) BLS fans reside in.As a result of this ideology, anyone who is a loyal supporter of BLS isautomatically considered a

Gave My Eyes So She Can See..There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. she hated everyone,except her loving boyfriend. He was always there 4 her. She told her boyfriend, if i could only see the world, i will marry you. 1 day, someone donated a pair of eyes 2 her. When the bandages came off, she was able 2 see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, now that you can see the world, will you marry me? The girl looked @her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking @ them the rest of her life led her 2 refuse 2 marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note 2 her saying: Take good care of yours eyes, my love, for before they were yours, they were mine. This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations......

Lost A FriendThis time last year she cried three times looked at me and shut her eyes for the last time.
We had nineteen years together and in that time we shared so much fun and so much laughter.
I respected her and she respected me in her very own special way.
She nestled under my chin each and every night and I shared my warmth with her.
I fed her and cared for her as best as I was able to and loved her dearly.
I miss my friend so much and it was a sad day that I lost my cat.....yes MY CAT!!
MITZI....you were a friend....sleep well..!!

Black Heart RantWell hello hello. Just thought I would add something in here for starters. I am goddessAthena slave in the house of The Black Heart Society. I will mostly be the one on this account mixing it up with you all. I am a social butterfly as they say. I love meeting and chating with all kinds of new people young and old. Please be respectful of the fact I have a MASTER and QUEEN. Hits us up we all love to chat just shoot us an email or look us up at www.blackheartsociety.ning.com
Thanx
gA

BitchesOk, im going on the record and stating that i do NOT find anything at all interesting about a woman that describes herself as a bitch. I don't find it exciting, i don't find it attractive and i certainly don't want anything to do with a self described bitch. So what is it with the world today that women find it necessary to state emphatically that they are some sort of a she bitch. Do they honestly think that men and women alike will find them more approachable? Do they honestly think that anyone wants to be around a bitch? I challenge you to look at this very website and see the huge numbers of women that use the word bitch to describe themselves. Man i want to get to know them big time. Come on ladies its so high school to think that men want a bitch in their life. NOBODY wants to be around a bitch. Why would they. I personally like women that can carry on a conversation, that don't go all virgin on me if i use a sexual joke or comment. I like women that reflect their age. I

We Are Not Super HumanSome people think we are super human, what little do they know
We are not any different, we just do not let it show
They do not see the tears when a baby has been abused
They do not see the anger when an abundance of drugs have been used
They do not see the disgust when a bottle of booze has cost
A teen his legs, a girl her pretty face or a life has been lost
They do not see the fear when a loved one has passed away
They do not understand that we deal with this everyday
They do not see the sorrow when we face a broken bone
They do not see the caring hearts when a nursing home patient wants to go home
They do not see the worries when a call comes in that is bad
They do not see the abuse we take and the things that make us mad
They do not see the happiness we feel as a patient gives us a hug
The thanks we get for what we have done to help the ones they love
They do not see the laughter that keeps us going between the calls
They do not see the

Help For Different SituationsGodís words for different situations
God's Healing Words
Proverbs 4:20-22
My child, be attentive to my words; incline your ear to my sayings. Do not let them escape from your sight; keep them within your heart. For they are life to those who find them, and healing to all their
God the Master Physician
Exodus 15:26
He said, "If you will listen carefully to the voice of the Lord your God, and do what is right in his sight, and give heed to his commandments and keep all his statutes, I will not bring upon you any of the diseases that I brought upon the Egyptians; for I am the Lord who heals you."
God's Healing Love
Psalm 107:19-21
Then they cried to the Lord in their trouble, and he saved them from their distress; he sent out his word and healed them, and delivered them from destruction. Let them thank the Lord for his steadfast love, for his wonderful works to humankind.
God Removes Sickness
E

Miss Those Hott Summer Days!Was a hot smoldering humid day again.So what better to relieve the heat then a day at the beach?? I climb up into your truck as you pull up, dressed in my shortest cut offs and tiniest bikini top.And I see your dressed in only shorts and it makes my pussy tingle with excitement.I sit close as I can to your hot sweaty body.And lean over to kiss your lips.And find your tongue eagerly licking my lips to find my tongue and we kiss deep and hard.As we head down the road I place my hand upon your leg and with every shift of the gears my hand falls closer to your bulge that I cant help but notice growing in your shorts.We seem as if we are on fire from the sun and body heat coming from our bodies as we pull into the spot at the beach where no one seems to go....just how we like it! We jump out and head for the water holding hands and we both know how fun and exciting this is about to become....we smile! And pick up the pace till we find the perfect spot. Lay the blanket down and turn to run t

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I have just been told about this new Credit Cards Scam so please be careful it is not a JOKE .
This one is pretty slick since they provide Y O U with all the information, except the one piece they want.
Note, the callers do not ask for your card number; they already have it. This information is worth reading. By understanding how the VISA & MasterCard Telephone Credit Card Scam works, you'll be better prepared to protect yourself.
One of our employees was called on Wednesday from "VISA", an

My RantingNEW RULE:
SINCE PEOPLE NOW FEEL THAT THOSE WITHOUT AUTO 11'S ARENT WORTH THEIR TIME TO RATE I WILL NO LONGER BE RATING ANYONE WITH AUTO 11'S ON ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO DONT RETURN THE RATES
ITS TIME PEOPLE LEARNED THAT PEOPLE WITHOUT AUTOS NEED THE LUV TOO SO I WILL NOT RATE ANYONE WITH AUTOS ANY MORE
IF I AMNOT WORTH YOUR TIME BECAUSE I DONT HAVE AUTOS YOU ARENT WORTH MY TIME RATING YOU BECAUSE YOU DO HAVE THEM!!!

You PeoplesYou peoples
my peoples your peoples, my kind your kind that the kind?
My family your family, my friends your friends, my parent your parent,
my brothers and sisters,your brothers and sisters. That human being!
What we fighting for? Why there so much dislike and hatred in us all?
Is it the pride? Is it the racial? Or because we just too proud?
Of our tongue, hidden fear showing bravery, became an ugly soul.
How much does we really needed? We not enough?
We steals, we lies, We cheat, We robs, don't give a damn you suffers and hurts!
Until we get what we want to fulfil our greediness!
Why there is war around us? War again my-your own country! War again my-your peoples!
War again my-your family! War again each other racial!
War of the colour, blinded with evils, craving for power! To kill to conquer a fellow human being?
You peoples, big and small, tall and shorts running warm blooded though the vain!
You peoples, living on the earth! enough for everyone to

Blood And TearsBlood and tears
Blood and tears
Since you've been gone
I hear you've been crying
Blood and tears
All alone
In your misery
So alone
Could you have
Been deceived
Since I've been gone
I hear you been crying
You cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
There's blood in your tears
All alone
In your misery
So
All alone
You are lost
Endlessly
Since you've been gone
I hear you been crying
You cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
You cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
There's blood in your tears
Yea, you cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
Yea, you cry a thousand tears
Darling don't despair
I know your heart still bleeds
Darling don't you care
There's blood in your tears
There's blood in your tears
Bl

This Is My Kind Of Bar!Wow, this is my kind of bar. I'm on 5 anabolic medications and booze is a huge no-no for me so this is my kind of bar. All the ambiance of a happy place to socialize and my body doesn't have to worry about alcohol overload! Don't get a headache from too much second hand cigarette smoke either.
So, have fun, invite me to do stuff, help me "mingle"!
Party ON!

Wanna Know More About Me... Read On...Hi there, my name is Kelly, half french and half Irish I love cheer leading, swimming and surfing the net. For those who may not know of me, I am a very kind, sweet, caring, independent, a leader and a loving person. I enjoy helping others. I would like to think I have always been an over achiever. I'm in the adult business and it started when I won in my first bikini contest. I started modeling bikinis and lingerie. I loved it. I couldn't get enough. I was showed a website and I immediately wanted one for myself.
So I started a solo site and for those who doesn't know what a solo site is, let me enlighten you, lol, a solo girl is a term we use in the industry to describe a girl like myself. Solo meaning, her website only. No men and the main focus is she. Solo girls started the real girl next-door look, because we were just that. Real girls next door.
I'm currently single and looking for someone who is on my level. A hard worker. Good looking, polite and has a good positive at

WritingsHeart is heavy
Mind is clouded
Wishing for it to make sense again
One memory
One face appears
One voice tantalizes my ears
One smile that takes my breath away
Hoping to have the memory remain
One day
One week
Hoping to turn to months and beyond

The PuzzleSharon is a 29 yr old with the love of science and frenetics and she
loves her sugar, she loves wearing black, and has a very sparky life
and loves all thats near her....
john
a 51 medical examiner that looks at dead bodies is a quiet but kind
hearted man that looks for the evidence in the bodies even the ones that are
close to him he seen to much in his days that some times hurt him alot...
Ameila is a 25 agent that is very wise but also has an attitude that sometimes
over whelms her and interferes with her work at times.
armando is a 32 and is an agent but follows the example that the head of them
all, but at times is stupid and doesn't listen well when he is not
concentrating.
Barrett a 27 hes an agent smart and well educated, and has 3 hobby's, one hobby
is war of 1812 battlefield scale models, 2 hobby is medieval weaponry and armor
and the 3rd one is anything on dragons....
and the head of that team is caden hes 41, a serious man and strong headed m

Happy New Yearhi all
i wanna wish evrybody that is in my list friends fans and family a good, happy, loveable, healthy new year

Trembling Confessions.....write Dirty To Me!!Ęĺ My erotic machineĘĺ
seems my head is filled with such warm delightful thoughts of you.
I can not wait until the days come that I see you sitting in my tattoo parlor chair.
~Loud music pumping
stripping away the cares of the day~
~Comotion and chaos in the background~~
Hypnotic sounds of the machines in the air
all attention on me
Seems thru all the excitment my voice is the only one heard
ĘĺShirt off & relaxedĘĺ
~~Anticipations filling your thoughts and easing all reality away~~
I would Ęĺ to feel your eyes on me watching everything that I do
Watching my hair the way it falls around my face
so long and dark
The way it brushes up against and almost covers my warm full chest
ĘĺI can feel you eyes taking all of me into your sightĘĺ
The one single small breathe and focused attention unfilinching heart
strong arm reaching out to me.
Pulling me out of the darkness into your range with one touch soft stroke of my redden cheek
Hands running through my hair soothing my

The Hot SpotGRAND OPENING - NEW - THE HOT SPOT! HIRING ALL STAFF POSITIONS - BARTENDERS - SECURITY - GREETERS - PROMOTERS. ONLY SERIOUS NEED APPLY!
BE ONE OF THE FIRST NEW MEMBERS!! - MUSIC - FUN - THE HOT SPOT TO BE!

My Slumbering Bitchwhy can't you help me keep her sleep???
I try with all my might to keep her sleep
my laughter turns to anger, anger turns to revenge
why must you say things that you "think" i want to hear???
if you know me...it's not that serious
before the meet, things are good
you call and call ad call
the meet...things are not what you expected
you walk ahead of me
no words, no eye contact
the pretence...she'll do for the moment
if you know me...it's not that serious
the encounter...
better than i've had before
kissing, touching, exploring
things change...no eye contact
everything stops
things your have to do, places your have to go
the lies you tell
you move so quick i hurt my neck trying to keep up
if you know me, it's not that serious...i've told you this before
why couldn't it have stayed the way that it was
if you know me, it's not that serious
you get ghetto, your words, your actions
why not just leave me there??
it's not that serious
my bitch stirs, i lull h

A Place For Lost ThoughtsI've been feeling down and pessimistic lately. Nothing seems to be going right anymore. So much family drama. Fighting. Yelling. Shit.
I read this poem in college and it sums up my mood.
Acquainted with the Night
Robert Frost
I have been one acquainted with the night.
I have walked out in rain -- and back in rain.
I have outwalked the furthest city light.
I have looked down the saddest city lane.
I have passed by the watchman on his beat
And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.
I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet
When far away an interrupted cry
Came over houses from another street,
But not to call me back or say good-bye;
And further still at an unearthly height,
O luminary clock against the sky
Proclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.
I have been one acquainted with the night.
yeah just, yeah
Rhonny My father...I love him but sometimes...most of the time...he can be a real asshole. I wish I could get away from everything...

Leaving Fubar...Hey to all my friends that I have made in Fubar,,,it has been fun, but I think for now I am going to give it a rest...I have met some great ppl on here and to those that would like to keep in contact and chat with me sometime,,,i do have a yahoo and my screen name is fun_luvin_girl_01 and i have two emails which are fun_luvin_girl_01@yahoo.com or susan13601@gmail.com...It has been great getting to know those of you that I have met and hopefully you will keep in touch! I will be deleting my profile prob. by Friday...Thanks for the loads of fun guys and hope to see you around...
Love to all,,,
Beautiful Chaos
AKA Susan

More Poems *i Wrote* Please Don't Rip/copyWHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF
IT WAS EARLY EVENING AS I SAT THERE,,
WAITING FOR YOU TO COME HOME
MY MIND DRIFTED AWAY FOR A MOMENT......
WE WERE AT THE BEACH, LATE AT NIGHT
THE COOL BREEZE TASTING OUR SKIN
YOU WARM HAND WAS CARESSING MY BACK
I COULDN'T STOP STARING AT YOU , YOUR EYES JUST
KEPT DRAWING ME IN
IN THE MOMENTS OF SILENCE, OUR EYES & TOUCH WOULD SPEAK
MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER EXPRESS
WE COULD HEAR THE WATER, IN IT'S PEACEFUL TRANQUILITY
SPLASHING AS THE WAVES ROLLED IN AND BACK OUT....
YOU HELD MY FACE SO TENDERLY AND GAVE ME A SOFT KISS
I CLOSED MY EYES AND THOUGHT TO MYSELF ABOUT THE
LOVE & PASSION I FEEL FOR YOU,EVERY TIME YOU TOUCH ME
AS YOUR HAND SLOWLY SLID DOWN MY BACK, YOU GRASPED MY BUTT
I LET OUT A WANTING MOAN AND KISSED YOU DEEPLY
WE WERE TOUCHING , SQUEEZING, NEEDING EACH OTHERS LOVE
OUR PASSION WAS OVERFLOWING WHILE WE KISSED AND FELT ONE
ANOTHERS BODY
YOU LAID THE WARM FUZZY BLANKET ON THE BEACH FOR US TO LAY ON
I LAID DOWN

Q And AI did this last year and got to know alot about the people on here as they did about me. I am allowing a unlimited amount of questions this time since so much has happened this past year. Anything goes and I mean anything. Looking forward to getting to know you a bit better.

Life Long Freindsso im sitting at my computer and an im pops up its a great girl that i have known since i was twelve,let me start it like this a week ago she rights me and tells me that she went to the doctors today and she was told that she has a disease in her heart that they cant cure,theres things she can do to slow down the disease but she wil have complications as she get older,today the im pops up and me being a smart ass asked her how her and her sexxy body are doin today and she replies not so sexxy with a sad face.so i ask whats wrong and she replies that she went to the docs again today for the follow up and they give her a lady physical and tell her there sorry but they found a lump in each breast,she has a long line pf cancer in her family and they know this they said that she will prob have surgery but ussually where these lumps are its bad so she is gunna have to have her breast removed.i am a grown man and i broke out in tears becuz she is only 29 and has three kidsshe doesnt know how

My PoetryFilled with anticipation,
Gently fondling her ignition,
She purrs to life
Seductive, Sleek
Full of Passion,
Slowly easing into her throttle
She trembles at my touch,
She begs to be pushed to her limits,
Holding back, I let the tension build,
Slipping out of first into second,
She moans a little as the pace increases,
Then to third, she crys with pleasure
Smoothly going to fourth,
She begs for more
As I slip into fifth, she begins to scream
FASTER......... FASTER
No longer in control,
I push her past her threshold
She screams in Euphoric Bliss
Suddenly, stiffens and comes to a screeching halt
Holding her as we both tremble,
In her throathy voice, she begs for one more ride
So it begins again..........

Truthfirst of all , if you are in married or relationship its called love honor trust communication ...
see if you go out and pick up someone off AFF meet them and have sex with NO pretecting , come home get dress go to work and then while at work have sex with empolyee while on duty , come home , hide this stuff from your partner and then doin your partner havin your partner use cane on your body where you know you have health problem and use it on that area that is pushin the limit ...
anyone should know , if you have health problem , you dont use no cane , paddle , flogger o anything on that area of the body , but hey people dont care about it ...
worse part of all , havin sex with no pretecting and already have kids yes that is pushin the button cause you dont know what kind of STD you have out there ...

Forever - Part 3And no murmur of a voice to
say "I love you" and "good night"
Yes, if eternity has to offer
a way to prolong this pain
I feel as if a dying flower,
waiting for the rain
sorry - it is raining, no pouring
to be exact - forever seems
to have taken it's toll
not in heart but mind
oh well who lives forever
since it's our love that stands
the test of time
so for you my life and love,
for you I will always wait
and if eternity wants me to
wait forever
to see your darling face
forever is how long
I suppose it shall take
forever is a long time darling
but you are well worth the wait.

The HunterIt is the spring, the season of my hunting,
And I'm awaken from the winter doze,
I'm a volcano which begins erupting,
The smell of love fills my perceptive nose!..
I lose my peaceful reasonable mind
And any pretty woman makes me thrill,
And though I have a half a life behind
I can not stop to pay my passion's bill!..
I like to chase ignoring any troubles,
The path of love will always fascinate,
'Cause I was born to be a king of loving,
It is a crucial but very happy fate!..
The only problem is to choose the target
'Cause any woman's charming and unique...
And in the ocean of my wild desire
I'm alone though heart of mine is big!..
****
Let us enjoy ourselves, my baby,
Forgetting sorrows till the dawn,
Let our eyes be blithe and happy
And days of boredom won't return!
Let's be delighted like two children
By streams of kisses and caress,
And let's forget all boring lectures
Of those who never really guess!
They can't imagine even partly
The feelings d

My PoetryTo Come Home To
PEOPLE A;WAYS SAY THINGS LIKE "DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE GETTING AWAY FROM IT ALL"?
AWA FROM THE LUXURIES OF THE RUSH ABOUT DAYS THAT ALWASYS SEEM TO BE?
I KNOW THAT I DO.....I NEED SOMETHING IN MY LIFE THAT IS SOLID AND SECURE AND SOMEPLACE THAT I CAN ESCAPE TO WHERE I CAN CLOSE OUT ANY WORRIES AND OPEN UP TO MORE PEACEFUL THINGS.
IM LUCKIER THAN A LOT OF PEOPLE I GUESS FOR I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE...SOMEPLACE TO GO WHERE MY HEART IS ALWAYS HAPPY TO BE AND WHERE I HAVE SOMEONE TO TURN TO....SOMEONE WHO IS AN ESSENTIAL PART OF ME AND THE BEST PART OF ALL IS ALL I HAVE TO DO IS JUST COME HOME TO YOU.....

Wanted: A Sexy GirlfriendI wish I could find a girlfriend. I want someone I can hang out with and still be as sexual as I want. I don't even have to share her with my boyfriend. If you wanna be it, message me.

AnnoyedI don't get why people can't deal with life and spend weeks crying while others can lay around dying or have had a real rough life....It just annoys me because we all have issues and most of us pick up and move on with our lives. I guess I am just being a heartless bitch. I've had a hard time but there are those who have it so much harder. Those are the people I admire for their courage and their strength, Not the people that leave their husbands for their ex-boyfriends who in return a few months later leave you...How do you think your husband felt..how do you think I felt when you betrayed me.? hmmm

NsfwSome F'Tard just squealed on a pic...OK, that's their opinion and I'm fine with it. The individual is obviously too uncomfortable with the sexuality of others - and themself; because a quick, repeating clip of a well-endowed, but FULLY clothed/topped girl bouncing up and down (in a teasing manner) was turned in to the Fubar NSFW Gestapo Group, who agreed with them...Again, I'm fine with it.......My issue with the whole NSFW concept can be summed up with a few questions...(1) Is there really an employer out there that wants their workforce (hourly or salaried) messing around on Fubar (or ANY other site for that matter???)...(2) If so, are things really flagged as "NSFW" so that these liberal, 'payroll-spend-aholics' might go as far as to monitor (via their IT Dep't. or standing over the surfers' shoulders) exactly WHAT on Fubar they're looking at?...In a word A-B-S-U-R-D!!!...THanks for "listening" kids!

Rangers Lead The Way!!!!Recognizing that I volunteered as a Ranger, fully knowing the hazards of my chosen profession, I will always endeavor to uphold the prestige, honor, and high esprit de corps of my Ranger Regiment (or of the Rangers).
Acknowledging the fact that a Ranger is a more elite soldier who arrives at the cutting edge of battle by land, sea, or air, I accept the fact that as a Ranger my country expects me to move further, faster and fight harder than any other soldier.
Never shall I fail my comrades. I will always keep myself mentally alert, physically strong and morally straight and I will shoulder more than my share of the task whatever it may be, one-hundred-percent and then some.
Gallantly will I show the world that I am a specially selected and well-trained soldier. My courtesy to superior officers, neatness of dress and care of equipment shall set the example for others to follow.
Energetically will I meet the enemies of my country. I shall defeat them on the fi

Life Is Like A Black RoseI've been through hell and back loving every minute with no regrets. If I had to do it all over again I would. I don't back down from any challenges and welcome any that come my way. My husband knows I don't tolerate anyone's bullshit, never have and I never will.
My husbands name is Denver, he's 31 and such a great man to the kids and myself. He has 2 kids from a previous relationship whom I love as my own. I call them my kids because I have never thought of them any other way. To some people it might be viewed as a bad thing but if they knew what I knew then chances are it would be better understood. My daughter is soon to be 11. My son is soon to be 10. I have been in their lives since 2005, watching them grow up more and more each day. They are both jewels in my husbands eyes as well as mine. The love I have for them all can withhold anything.
This is my family and my life. I'm taking things one day at a time making it better each day.

What Is The Value Of Ones Life?What is the value of your life? How do you measure the value of your life? Do you measure it by what you have done, by what you haven't done, by who you love, by who has loved you, or do you measure it by who will miss you when you are gone? What is the value of my life?

ChitooHi I am chit oo from Myanmar and seeking many friends from over the world.plz, join me

Brinkies Blogs Of DarknessI am a writer of ultra-short stories. I have almost 115 of them. You can say the genre is this: Stephen King, wearing a strap-on, while he stays at HOSTEL, and dining with Hannibal Lector.
They might be gothic, many are vampire and most are erotic, with one or two just down right porn!
I will begin posting them as I can!

Son's LoveSonís love
A poem by Mark Cavalli
Tiny meaty arms wrap my neck
Smiling big with golden wavy hair curling to the back
Unconditional love is all that is felt
In his eyes there is no one else
Father and son man and toddler
Calming and soothing
For him all is well he is with his father
His love flows through his baby blues
The boyís sanctuary and strength immanent
A love indescribable as he tightens his grip
Giggling he closes his eyes and pretends to sleep
Dangling beneath my arms he kicks his feet
Desperations of the world no longer matter
I feel his heart beat and his love radiates
As I gaze my soul he illuminates
My heart swells as I try not to weep
My baby boys love makes me complete

Kiss CollectablesI have many kiss (the band) collectables from comic books to matchbox cars that I am getting rid of my collection...anyone interested?