You sound pretty much like me! Except i would never have come up with such an awesome phrase, a paradox personified! The loss of your children? Believe me, I have been there. I have them back now. The journey to that moment was horrendous. Don’t give up.Never give up.

Wow, thank you…I really needed to hear that. I know they will come back…The journey has been a bitch and it’s not over yet. Thank you for the encouragement. Knowing that you’ve taken the journey and seen the light gives me hope. Thank you.

This is greatness as are you glad you wright about your stuff not glad too read it but it’s a great read that you wrote your pops is a fool of a woman cause you are amazely beautiful mind story body and all

Hey! I’m not sure what your policy is on awards, but I think you deserve the recognition so I’ve nominated you for the Very Inspiring Blogger Award! =]
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I lived with and was married to a female malignant narcissist for 12 years who has BPD and HPD. I endured significant trauma, gas lighting, degrading comments and was left feeling worthless. Now I'm out, living with C-PTSD and watching my kids be treated like textbook Golden Child and Scapegoat children. My daily struggle to get them the hell away from her claws. Have questions, comments, advice? Ask, tell, share. I am here to recover.