going through the motions, and then deciding not to go through the motions...

with the stars in your eyes

with the stars in your eyes and wonder on your facethat only this night could bring. you told me i was beautifuland it meant so much to me to hold you so close to my heartfor such a short moment in time. i will remember it forever

i could say that the stars were falling in my eyes, with my heart, for youand you were there with me, so warm and alive and happywith only a shared blanket, on a boat, under the cartoon skyyou were there with me

and i look at you and see your eyes, look to you and see your smilei notice that you have the most kissable lips, and want nothing moreit makes me so alone sometimes to imagine you so far away, but i know...i know that this isn't over, i can see so much more when i let myselfi can see your warmth. i can see your breath.

i can dream that you will never leave, and wake up sad insidei can wish upon the falling stars with our heads so close togetheri can memorize your face and pretend that it could be for me

but something holds me back, and in the sun lit sky it changesfrom my love into my friend, in the shadows you createdi want nothing more than your kissable lips and your soul and your eyes and your smileand all of your complications.