Someone who isn't necessarily shy, but never really tells you a lot about themselves. They observe almost everything and listen to everything you have to say without criticizing or judging. These people are often the most sincere, kind, and wonderfully interesting people, yet fail to be attractive to the opposite sex for some reason.
so this is my life, and i want you to know that i am both happy and sad. and i still trying to figure out how that can be

Friday, February 3, 2012

this has to stop,
this obsession of mine,
racking everything,
enjoying every bit of it,
spun fantasy and defying reality,
am i that lost,
to hold on to something so superficial,

this guilty pleasure i indulge,
will soon burn me,
but no matter how i tried,
i just could not stop,
for everything of it is madness,
like falling in under the rabbit hole,
now i know how Alice must feel,

i need help,
i thought i can control it,
but now it control me,
this obsession,
it aren't healthy,
and i am so afraid,
what if i got in too deep,
and i can't get out,

i need to stop,
leave it,
put it to rest,
lay a stone on it,
get on with my life,
try something else,
it can't be my drug anymore,