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Often we misunderstood this phrase with "living life to the fullest" I say, deeply. There's a bunch of things I learned this 2016 but in this blog I am going to squeeze it in 5.

1. NEVER MAKE IMPULSIVE DECISIONS

I am really good at making one. It's like when I don't do things at a certain point when I see/think of it I would always feel like I am going to regret it for the rest of my life although at the back of my mind I know I wouldn't.

2. KEEP MY HEAD ON THE GOAL

I sincerely apologize for all the lost dreams of mine this year. I lost track of what I truly need and settled for just the "wants"

3. STRIVE HARDEST
Our parents would always tell us to strive harder everyday but I would like to correct my mom especially that this 2017, your daughter won't strive harder but hardest! I swear Whatever failure that happened this last year won't make any slap on me this 2017.

4. KNOW MY LIMITATIONS

Aside from being impulsive, I can also be manipulative at times, OC on the other hand, and an over thinker? ALWAYS! These are few of the things I discovered about myself this 2016; bad habits yes. When on this habits strikes the hell out of me I honestly just can't set boundaries to what I would do. Bottom line, back to number one, I always end up making impulsive decisions.

5. SELF LOVE
I guess this is self explanatory already. But don't get me wrong, I don't mean I didn't love myself LOL. What I mean is have an overflowing amount of self love for yourself so you can give and radiate it also to others. There's is nothing more powerful than self love I believe.

2016 might not be my favorite year so far but sure it did gave me lessons to ponder for 2017. I won't say it would be a "new year, new life" or "new year, new me" shizzles. Instead I will claim it that 2017 would be a new year for fresh opportunities for me.

Hey everyone! I knooooow, it has been a very loooooooooooong time since my last post.

Anyway this post is not the typical fashion blog that you usually expect from my site. Rather, this one's a bit deep and personal.

In a society that profits from your self doubt,

liking yourself is a rebellious act.

This past few months was a battle for me. I have to fight against stress, pressures, meet expectations, and deal with "unproclaimed" type of people. 'Twas hard I tell you. Really hard. I was just fighting all the time that little did I know that I wasn't protecting what has to be protected all along, MYSELF. I broke down. Nobody knew expect me and God. I kept my poise up as meet friends and workmates and families everyday so they wouldn't be annoyed of me if I let them see what I was dealing. There were even nights were I doubted my decisions in life.They say some questions need not to be answered. And if ever answers would come, they arrive when you least expect them. God answers every questions just like how He answer our prayers.With the support of my friends, my partner, and my Family, I was healing. Healing with grace.

I am glad I went through that trial in life. I am thankful for all the tears I shed that cleansed my mind from what should and shouldn't be done. I am thankful for all the doubts I experienced for it helped me develop a skill to weigh and understand clearly things when they seem impossible. And lastly I am thankful for the people/person who fought that battle with me. I thought I couldn't get through that battle field yet here I am still living the purpose, but now with a braver mind and a more calm heart.

We are heading unto the second week of May and there's not much enough time to prepare your closet for school! Yeah I know, sadly summer will officially end in 3 weeks? creepier than horror movies I know.

About the Blogger

Blogging since 2012, Vanessa is a 22 year old vivid blogger. She is most known for style and fashion blogging and her Youtube vlogs and dance covers. This blog is the best place for her to set her pace. She hopes you'll enjoy reading as you scroll.