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I feel like I should post something, but I don’t know what. I always come up with the most awesome ideas for what I should write about, but when I sit down to write, all of it just flies out of my head.

I’m trying to make a beautiful garden in my yard – the kind you see in a Better Homes & Garden magazine. I don’t know if that’s ever going to happen, but hopefully this weekend I’ll finish on getting it started. I’m excited by the idea of having beautiful flowers in my yard. Flowers make me happy.

I want to go to Vegas. I’ve never been, and I think it would be a lot of fun. My birthday is coming up in July, and I’m seriously dreading it. The big 3 – 0. What a nightmare! I’m dreading it. All I can hope is that my husband plans something fun enough to make me forget how much I don’t want it to happen.

I’m seeing a new chiropractor. I really like her, but I can’t help hoping that all of this was over, and I could just be pain free. Here’s hoping, right?!

Life has been hard lately. I’m working at a flower shop and looking for opportunities elsewhere. I’ve been dealing with a higher depression level on a daily basis than usual. It’s hard to make myself get up and go when my life isn’t where I want it to be. I just keep trying to remind myself that so many people are in worse situations. So many people are without a job at all. So many people are struggling to pay their bills. Hubs and I are blessed to have all that we have. … But on my bad days, it’s hard to remember that. On my bad days, I struggle a bit. Luckily, I don’t have as many bad days as good days, though.