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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

My Heart Melted!

Today has been an emotional day for me. It seemed to be the domino effect kind of day. Were one thing falls, and then the next and then the next, till at the very end, its almost impossible to get back up!

No worries I'm fine. Its mainly my job, things are changing and I use to be soo good with change, but I'm finding it harder and harder to adapt . Maybe it's cause I'm getting older, or maybe its because I now have a voice with opinions, but I have to remain silenced because I really need this job. I have learned today that I have to change, or Ill be looking at a dead end road with no job.

Tonight I was sitting on the floor playing with Landon, he brought me a book, he got a little excited when I was reading to him. He jerked the book from my hands and slung it back, hitting me in the eye. It HURT!!!! It was the kind of hurt were you really want to cry, but think you'll be silly if you do. Well folks, I cried, and I couldn't stop. The whole day came crashing down on me in that moment. Landon just looked at me, crawled in my lap and hugged me tight, he put his little head on my shoulder and on my chest and just let me hold him. He was so still and quite. My heart melted! He knew I needed the comfort. I can not put into words how that moment made me feel, I never want to forget it EVER! Thank you sweet Landon!

Please look past the sweet little sick nose!

BIG thank you to sweet Katie@ Love is everywhere! For the honor of being one of the first blogs of the week!!! Thank you Katie you helped make this day not as awful!! -----> Look at the cute little button in my sidebar!

Found you on Katies blog of the week. We all have days like this sometimes weeks, months, years. And then that little person reminds us to keep it all in perspective, why we often do the things we do i.e. censoring our selves to keep our jobs to help support our family. I am in the same position. Tomorrow is a new day! Newest follower.

Aww, what a sweet guy you have. I have done that too many times. I have had toys thrown at me, hit in the face, hit on the nose where it instantly makes your eyes tear up. And on bad days those things can make me just breakdown.

I want to kiss that sick little nose's cheek AND I want to give you a hug. I completely understand those days. I think we avoid crying because we try so hard to stay strong for everyone else, to show we're not weak. For some reason I find comfort crying in the shower. I have no idea why. I can't remember the last time I cried, I'm sure I"m due and it may not be a book hitting me in the eye to trigger it but I can feel it coming. Work is such a huge cause of my stress so I completely, without a doubt understand where you're coming from. I think we need to find us time.. just to cry :) I think it cleanses our system, hehe. I hope you have a beautiful night. Make sure you put your feet up at some point and say.. 'I'm taking a break!'

Sorry you had that kind of day. But isn't it sweet how loving our kiddos can be. Whenever I cry my boys rush to me...I think they are truly trying to make it better...and my oldest is kind of protective of me. I'm sorry about the job thing....that sucks. I don't like change either. **Hugs**

Sorry you had a rough day, I hope things are going better for you. Isn't it amazing how our children can make everything so much better? The little things that matter the most. Wishing you luck with your job situation.

I'm so sorry it's been a rough day, Heather! I remember I got a black eye once from my sweet 2 year old accidentally lifting a heavy table decoration while I was sitting with her on the floor..and I cried too!Hang in there! Things will surely be better tomorrow!

it's amazing how moments of pain can turn into moments of gain... Oliver and I had one not to long ago... I was laying in bed with a headache and he was playing with my hair... the next thing I knew I head butted... Hard.. it hurt, and I cried(so did he, but not as hard as I was). He too, snuggled his head on my shoulder and patted my back.. it was so sweet of him to comfort me the way I comfort him when he's hurting... :0) Our sons are so sweet!!

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