Me and housemates + guest did a 'five walls' last night...and to me, it was a re-evaluation. Hanging up my thoughts again on the line and looking at them from afar, then rearranging them to put them in order. Defragmenting my mind. :)

Tis been a greatly difficult year for me. One of mighty challenges, of reform and change. Of upheaval. Of tearing down old structures, throwing away the old blueprints and trusting Him for better ones.It has been like being in a tunnel, dark all around the sides and silent. Long.But He has never left my side, not even for a moment. Even through the examinations of my faith and obedience.

Do what You will, You are the Author and Perfecter of my faith.

It disturbs me to see my own unfaithfulness and inconsistency disturb the work of change in me.I do that which I do not want to do, and I do not do what I want to do. Flesh opposes the spirit.

Make me dead to myself, and alive in You. So I may find myself in You.

Twenty more

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” - Mark Twain