Wednesday, November 13, 2013

I'm overwhelmed with all the holiday bargains, but my kids don't need any more toys and Mia just had a birthday and I don't know what to get them for Christmas and waaaahhhh...not real problems.

There are nights where if it weren't for my glass of wine I'd go completely bat shit crazy. Honesty folks.

Once cold weather strikes I'm never on time for work, but I'm here so let's do this...

I went crazy at Old Navy over the weekend (who can help it when the entire store was 30% off) and put Marlow in one of her new outfits that was almost too tight to get on. At 6-12 months. Not ok.

I can't decide where to buy my fall boots. I've been looking and searching and I just don't know what I want and I refuse to pay more than $40. I do this every year and by the time I decide there is nothing left in my massive foot size.

I bought more Scentsy bars last week. I don't need them, but I'm a sucker for a school fundraiser and holiday smells...Christmas Cottage anyone...on my second bar of that goodness.

I'm still way hormonal...I would think by now that post-partum business would have passed, but I've cried about three times in the past week...on Mia's birthday, yesterday when I realized Marlow is 8 months old and she's our last baby and it makes me sad and I don't want to get rid of the baby things (is it ok if I just keep the lamby swing in my house forever) and she's growing too fast and then I cried last night while watching Michael J. Fox on Letterman. I watched my Grandpa struggle through his battle with Parkinson's that eventually took his life several years ago and it made me happy and sad for Michael's gracious spirit and all that he is doing for research.

I will admit each and every day that children are exhausting. They are lovely and I wouldn't change them for the world, but they are exhausting. One night last week, after we got through our bed routine with Mia, she started crying. I asked her why she was sad, she said she didn't want to get bigger, she wanted to stay little forever. Que broken Mom heart and more tears...

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Your smile, personality and most importantly those cheekies light up every room.

You're a perfect addition to our little family and we are so thankful for you each and every day.

Today you are 8 months old.

I cannot believe how quickly these past 8 months have gone.

The past month has been a month of changes for you:

You're crawling

You're pulling up on things

You need your Momma 0.234 seconds after I've walked in the door

You stare at your sissy ALL.THE.TIME.

You want to cuddle and wrestle with the dogs, not sure they're the biggest fans of that idea

You've stood, without holding onto anything, for seconds at a time multiple times. You, my love, may be an early walker.

You sleep 11-12 hours a night and you appear to be taking after your Momma in the sleep department - early to bed, early to rise. Sorry sister. You take two great naps almost each and every day.

You're starting to give hugs. Each and every time I get you out of your crib or pick you up, I feel you grab a little tighter each time. When you rest your head on my shoulder or fall asleep in my lap I melt into a million mushy pieces of motherly love.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

So as per usual, it's fall and therefore time to go a bit darker with the hair color so I'm not in the salon every 4 weeks and my Hubs doesn't take away my wallet.

He's not a fan of the darker hair, which he pointed out last night. But I really like it for this time of year. I will be back to my blonde self next spring, no worries Husband. Saw a ton on "bronde" while perusing Pinterest for hair color inspiration. I'm loving it!

I'm not that wife that doesn't cut or color her hair because her Husband doesn't want a different hair color or shorter hair. My hair, my deal. It's kind of all I have left that is 100% mine at this point.

Before

After

Day After

Early morning robe shot, bags included, you're welcome.

Video

Sidenote: as much as I "see" all of you through your FB, IG and blog feeds,

it's always interesting to actually hear your voices; also this is super corny,
but that is me 90% of the time and Mia is just like me in the
goofy department...reason #413 that Hubs thinks he needs a man cave....
"I need a space to get away from 3 girls." Whatevs. Funsucker.

What my stylist really wants me to do, which I love for long hair, but not sure I want to go much darker.

She's beautiful and I'm quite the fan of the tossled look - it's way easy.

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Today you turn 4. I cannot believe it. 4 years ago this morning, at exactly 1:57 am, your Daddy and I welcomed you into this world for the first time.

You have been nothing short of amazing since that very moment and you have taught us so much about patience and understanding. You've shown us the world through your eyes and that is one of the greatest gifts.

You are spunky, sassy, witty, goofy and oh so very smart. You are an amazing big sister and you often tell us just how much you love her as you cover her in your hugs and kisses.

And your heart...it is as big as the ocean. You care deeply for those around you and hate to see people sad or upset. Your I love yous and those wonderful hugs you give are the best! Your smile is contagious and your silly sense of humor is something I hope you keep around forever.

You're growing up too fast. You're no longer my baby, but now my little girl. You have changed so much in the past few months. I'm not sure if it's because you are not in preschool or if it is just because you are getting older, but I want you to know something. I will never stop telling you this...

Never Stop Being YOU.

You are wonderful, beautiful and perfectly sassy just the way that you are.

We can't wait to see where this world takes you, but I have a feeling you will go far...

I'm so proud to be your Momma Mia Jane. I hope you don't ever question that. I hope you know just how much you are loved each and every day.

And even though you are a little girl now, you will always be my baby.

Who's That Girl?

I'm a full-time working mommy to two adorable little girls, wife, sister, daughter, aunt and cousin. Trying to balance parenthood, wifehood and a full time career in real estate. Lover of all things that involve my family, wine, the spa, a good mani/pedi and of course, St. Louis Cardinals baseball. My Midwest world is busy, but I'm learning to embrace the chaos. Follow me along on my journey through the ins and outs of my daily routine. I'm talking all things family, friends and mostly random happenings and thoughts. It's a crazy train, but I wouldn't have it any other way!