“”A DREAM”” (SWASAN SS by Kakali) part 19

See Sanskar, Swara is no more… ! Our Shona is no more.. !! We have lost our old Shona.. ,, d girl who is sleeping there is not our Shona.. she is someone else … someone else who has no hope, who is a failure of her own life… who is just breathing ,waiting for her death to come n take her with n making free her from all sorrow,all darkness of this bright world.. !!

Look na Sanskar,, what has happened to our Shona.. !! Plzzz say her to come back to us.. !! Plzzz Sanskar say naa.. !! Say her not to loose hope.. !!! Plzzzz Shona come back… come back to us… ur Hippo,, ur Simmu, ur family is waiting for u… Plzzz ” saying this Simin cries bitterly n breaks down in a friction of second….. !!!

Without saying anything Sanskar moves to Swara’s cabin,where she is sleeping peacefully. !! But no doubt her sleep is not peaceful,though she has d sence of emerging from a word of dark,haunted places where she traveled alone all this years n may b she would has to travel alone for all her entire life.. !!!

{Without any limits,the heart has loved you only
I have wished for you alone in every prayer of mine.
Your going is like some curse,
if you go far,I’ll die..
I swear on you, my beloved..}

Sanskar slowly sits beside her taking her palm in his shaking plam n calls her name lovingly yet with a fearful voice “Swara”…
He waits that she will say with a bright smile “HAA!! SANSKUU”…
But there is no reply.. neither she is replying nor looking at him.. !! N now he is badly carving for her reply.. he just want to hear her voice once ,calling him Sanskuu once…

{what condition I have reached
that my patience has left me,
I have never lived for even a moment
away from you..}

He trembles with his words “Swara,, plzz wake up naa… i know i have hurt u a lot… but plzz Swara u can’t give me this punishment… !!! U can’t do this with us Swara.. !!! U don’t know what had happened to me after that incident.. u don’t know Swara.. u don’t know..

{All night, my tears have called for you only,
in every prayer I have asked for you only..}

But u know what, I have realised something… I missed u when something really good happened, bcz you are d one i wanted to share it with… I missed u when something was troubling me, bcz u r d one who understood me so well,,, I missed u when i cried n laughed… bcz u r d one who made my laughter grow n my tears disappeard…. I MISSED U ALL D TIME… !! but i missed u d most when i laid awake at night n thought of d wondering time s that we spent with each other…. Those were some of d best and most memorable times of my life……. & i want to live it again … With u… !!! Only WITH U SWARA… !!! He says caressing her hair qith lots of love …

But i know d truth now..!! U have figured out I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH U .. n u ,,, u just trying to make me stop by hurting me this way… bcz i hurt u rit¿… Well it won’t work… one day or another u have come back for me .. for us… for our LOVE… for our DREAM..

Swara slowly opens her eyes n looks around… !! Her eyes sight catches d 1st view of her Dream boy… her Sanskuuuu.. !! Who is weeping like a kid which nose is flowing with tears… he is just sobbing sobbing n sobbing… it hurts Swara a lot.. !! He feels her hand is doing movement… so looks up to her face… !!!

Their eyes locked intensely… her hand reaches to cup a side of his face making sure that he is here.. with her, close to her….it’s not any of her DREAM.. !!! She had lost all hopes that her Sanskuu would ever love her back n she had to live with d pain of one sided love all her life till her last breath which is she going to take in few hours… Some droplets of tear escapes from her eyes seeing d same amount of love in his eyes as well as.. She desperately wants to be in his embrace ,wants to threw herself on him n hugs him tightly praying to God not to break her this beautiful “DREAM”… !!
But seems Destiny has kept something else for her… !!

Sanskar smiles brightly with tears seeing Swara but his smile is just for some seconds … bcz after this may b he loose his all reasons to smile for forever….. !! He looks at her shockingly where Swara is breathing heavily… !! She clutches d bed sheet tightly unable to take breath.. !!!

Sanskar is horrified looking Swara in this State… he is not getting what to do… !!! “Swara.. !! Swara.. !! Ohh God.. !! What happened to her.. !!”

“Don’t say anything… i know nothing will happen to her.. !! She has to come… n she will”…

Doctor nods n makes her wear d oxygen mask n gives a injection.. !!! Sanskar looks at Swara’s face n feels her pain.. !!! He just can’t able see her in this state n runs out where Simin is crying bitterly holding her mouth with plam for not doing any kind of noise.. !! She knows if she doesn’t do soo she may brust out crying … !! But she has to stay strong.. She has to for her SHONA.. !! For her BEST FRIEND cum SISTER.. !!!

Sanskar looks at Swara from out n tightly closes his eyes letting go his all tears flow endlessly.. !!. He remembers his dreadful DREAM n it shakes him again.. !!

After half n hour Swayam comes with Lucky …. Lucky’s condition can’t b described in words.. !! His eyes look so tired n red due to continuous crying… hairs r messy… !! He is actually in a devastated state … As soon as he sees Simin in no time rushes to Swara’s room… !! (When he got d news about Swara,he directly come from Indonesia for his Koala)….

He opens d door without disturbing his Koala.. !! He is just starting Swara.. !! Unable to move he comes to sence when Swayam keeps his hand in his shoulder.. !! He looks at Swayam teary eyed n hugs him.. !! Swayam is also in same state …

For Lucky,Swara is not only his best friend… !! They indeed best friends .. but at d same time strength of each other.. !!
Swara always comes first for him after family.. !! She is his Shona, she is his Koala.. !! Who is now sleeping .. !! Not even responding him … !!

Simin n Sanskar also come to d room.. !!
Lucky goes to her ” Aee Shona.. !! Utth naa.. !!uthh… how much u will sleep.. !!? See na this room is so small like nest.. !! I know u don’t like to stay in one place for more time… soo now get up ..(wipes his tears) r u not tired? Look i came .. i came from Indonesia.. !! Now u get up n fulfill ur promise.. !! U said na when i will come u would welcome me with chappal n smelly socks… !! Soo do it na.. i won’t say anything.. !! I will not Chase u… bass tu utth ja.. !! (Tears r endlessly flowing now)… “says n again cries silently…

{My close ones get angry,
others get angry,
The beloved shouldn’t be angry..
Dreams break, promises break,
The heart shouldn’t break..
{If He gets angry, even God can get angry,
but I shouldn’t get away (from my beloved)}

Simin takes few steps back n run to d temple to pray for her Shona.. !!! She is not in her sence .. just running dashing with ev1 whoever coming on her way..

Lucky leans back against d wall remembering their beautiful moments … when he 1st time meet Swara … he snatched her Tiffin but in return Swara land in his back n pulled his hair so tightly that some of his hairs came in her tiny hand.. from that day he never took any panga with her… n they become best friends as HIPPO N KOALA.. !! A small curve appears in his lips… he smiles in pain also … after all this is d special quality of his best friend who can make anyone smile in worst situation even.. !!!

Udte patangon mein
Holi waale rangon mein
Jhoomenge phir se dono yaar

{In flying kites,in the colors of Holi,
Once again we’ll both dance together,
O beloved..}

Swayam takes a sit beside Lucky n remembers how Swara helped to find his feelings towards Simin.. !! How she always teased him saying Simim loves someone else… !!! Now he just wants that bubbly Shona back in his life.. in their life … !!!

{The life long wait,
No peace for even a moment,
The story makes u moves in his fingers…}

Finally our Sanskar is standing in one place looking aimlessly at d door.. !!! Nothing is coming into his mind expect he n HIS SHONA.. !!
Their cute fight,,, Diwali celebration , 1st friendship,,, n those words that he used for Swara..his dream to kiss Swara.. that Slap ,that horrible day n d horrible Dream.. !!! But he touches his cheeks n says himself “Sanskuu u r soo cutee “… he smiles n whispers ” I LOVE U SHONA”…

All four of them’s chains of thoughts r broken by a sound ,,,, Dr. Hemanshi comes out with tears in her eyes,, nobody moved nor Lucky nor Sanskar..both just looks at Dr n wait for her answer. Swayam asks her ….

Dr. Nodes her head …..

At that time Lucky collapses in d floor,,, Sanskar falls on his knees n Swayam moves back whether Simin is froze at her place…

Precap- Blank…?

#Ignore my all outstanding mistakes.. ?

Hello ev1? … see today even i couldn’t complete.. ?Soory.. but what to do i wanted to make this chappy a lil emotional…was it so?did it reach up to ur expectations..?. urghh hope u all like it.. !! Do let me know through ur cutee cuteee threatening comments… !! I know ev1 ready with something..
-as Arshaa is ready to kill me with her beautiful eyes,,.
-Chanduu already booked a bed in Apollo for me.. !!
-Navi is ready with her 32…
-Chanu is ready with Gas stove..
-Deekshuu is reafy with water gun…
-Shaluu is ready with Broom… !!.
-Mica is with crying red puffy nose ready to curse me.. !!

Thnk u sooo much Riaaa !! sorry to make u cry dear but i guess it was needed … mainly for Sanskar .. he has to feel his Shona’s pain.. sooo it overloaded all d emotions.. !! happy to see ur comment?.. !! ;-*

I blasted submarine…!! You are going nowhere…and you can’t escape from us..!! This time before opening your episode…I arranged myself hanky….and as I expected…I used it soo much efficiently…!! _/\_ _/\_ And sanam teri kasam song is my favourite..!! I couldn’t help out in controlling my sadness…going through that song…!!

Kaku today no doubt I am going to kill u for sure…I am already crying that I must submit a lot of assignments and even records this week and u made me cry again with ur chappy…*poor me…
It’s too emotional sissy and u make everyone smile with ur comments but u r making us cry with ur chappy…This is not fair…Now i want happy ending otherwise I am sure i will kill u..Anyways loved it …Thank u…Bye

Kakuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.. i hate you.. i hate everything now, crying crying crying..
thank god, all gathered to company Swara..
ciiihh.. how can i live without them..everytime i replay their dance, hear janam janam, i just crying and curse myself why i’m falling in love with them..
why Kakuu.. why ????? how can i live without them when i always feel restless to facing weekend cause of their absence.

Micuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!! now u don’t plzzz make me cryyy… !!! m controlling my tears somehow since it flew yesterday all d night watching their old beautiful IVs.. !! i just dun know what to say.. !! it’s painful dear.. !! my heart is paining like hell.. !!
Even now i regret to fall in love with them more n more n more.. !! they r my habit n without them what will i doo.. ? why all this happening ? why whyy whyyy?? *hug Mica tight n cry … !!!

Kakuuu….!!!!!! ?????hate u….!!!!!! Hate u…..!!!!!! Again u made me cry….!!!!! I have my exam tomorrow and u….!!!!!!!! If u can go to pulto in submarine then I am gonna come there in ship and kill u….!!!!!!! And if you escape from there also then I am going to chase u……!!!!!!

Beware anything happens to shona then you r gone in our hands…!!!!!! World War 10 is on the way….!!!!!!!!!

A big sorry from my side Kaku Di …. I m commenting? so late although I read it long back… Actually I had to go somewhere so couldn’t comment and at present M really very upset … My mind is blank at present I decided so much that I’ll write this and that but c… Well never mind Episode was awesome … Ty

Awesome part di ……. U know what I know u will not make swara die so why to threaten u ……… Har koi hath do kar apke pechee pad gaya. No worries when u make swara all right than they all will be happy and give u lots of love instead of treating. It is also their love just the way is different. About the part its just amazing and the emotional part is just amazing and same pinch its my favourite song too I was thinking to add in my ff but now will add some Punjabi friendship song……… Love this song to the core……. And the way u describe the emotions what to say u r just amazing no one can describe the emotions so good u just nailed it. And laksh coming back and the way u show his condition is …….. Awesome and swara how much she made everyone cry comecome back soon yr. We are waiting for u. And the dream boy scene loved it and the emotional scenes just out of words u describe very well we can feel their feeling.
Loved the part.
Take care di from all the things……….
Loved it and hope next precap is also next part ..

Glad that my comment make u smile di.no worries about late n all u know na di not sry for late things. I know this time paSs away so fast. Hmmm i know u know that’s why only I say that they r showing their love as we show anger on them whkm we love na.hmm thats the beautiful feeling that we have so many persons that care for us.hmmm di i trust u na di. Thats why. Dont jump too much di .hmmm u r my cute di that’s why.hmmm waiting for it. Hmmm hoping the same.
Aww u find it cute.ur welcome di. And thanku for such a cute reply. No di u r not worth u r the best just have confidence on u. Than this words are also small for praising u di.live u too di.hmmn taking it. U too take care di.
Hmm will come back soon like that
Hmmm oko.
Ur welcome di.
Love u????

Waaaa Vyshuuuuu !!! where were u? i was missing u.. *hug
Thnk u soooo much dear !!! hehehe does miracle happens? even though i will try to convince God ji.. !! but haaa no more rona dhona from next part… promise haaa. !! ;-*

Vyshuuuuuuu !!! Sorry for late reply dear !!! actually i m not being able to open my inbox n can’t even reply anyone’s msg since yesterday.. i dun know what had happened.. !!*sob Sooo..
waaaa Simmu’s b’day is tomorrow dear !! ;-*

Di I was like bache ko aur kitna rulaogi , while reading this …. I was literally crying…. But seriously I just loved it …. I love ur hippo also and Simin Di u also gave so emotional scenes… Oh my god Simin Di …. U do such a gr8 acting ….

Kaku Di I know u will surely rock with the next part so post it soon ,m already crying cause of swaragini …
Huh today it was a emotional day well never mind waise I think wat Swara did today I mean when she caught hippo’s hair … I guess u must have also done this with someone or the other , cause u r also a foodie….

Oh..what an emotional episode…I am crying so much…? ? ?…shona will not leave her sanky…no it can’t be happened…I know even kaku will not do so…so why should I threat you…i am already sad because swaragini is ending…hope you will not increase my pain…please unite my swasan…and love you kaku and take care ???

Halimaaaaaaa !!!! reading ur comment i myself feeling Dizzy.. !! goshhh Thnk u sooo much dear !!
Nope don’t b sorry dear !!!even same is happening with me.. if i start to say sorry huhh it will never end.. !! sooo*hug…
sure dear i will try to upload as soon as i will get time.. !!! n biggg sorry fir not replying in msg box… i dun know what had happened to my inbox.. i m not being able to open it.. !! *cry…
take care…God bless u dear !!! ;-*

Halimaaaaa !!! i m on earth Itself.. !!! huhh it’s my special fav home made submarine by my own hand.. !!! there is lots of space… n u can accompany me.. !!! yeiii even u can bring chocos to have in Space…. *drag Halima to my submarine to take off to Pluto.. !! ;-*

God….Kakali..this is amazing…allah waariyan..my fav song dear..I love when they play in KKB…you brought it amazing…am like frozen at last part…Shona should be back..but why he crashed on his kneess….see…I came here as you said..now post the next one soon..like real soon….You write so beautiful…I loved the song part…love you loads..TC

Jesssiiieeeeee !!!! my frnd we r same.. !! even me2 love this songgg very much !!! but i can’t feel or interact it’s lyrics when it plays on KKB.. !! i dun know why… !! my crazy heart.. !!
Waaa i will try to upload soon as soon as i get time… but now seems it impossible.. !! though i will try my best.. !! Thnk u sooo very much dear !!! Love u a lottt.. !! God bless u.. !! ;-*

Haww dii..am I that heavy?? *crossing my arms
Yeah I’m a bad mash. .u can ask from himmi di..??
Even I’m crying thinking about it..how will I lI’ve the.n..
Pls give a happy ending..hoping u will do that only