Sorry for not posting much. But much has happened. I told my beloved about my guy sexual encounters when I was growing up. Having sex with my father, sisters boyfriends. Lately (Nov 2011) have sex with unnamed and unknown men at bookstores. She told me that I was going to get tested. Just my luck my test returned and I'm HIV+. Thank god that she is negative and please God lets keep it that way. I start Meds next week

Thanks for keeping us in the loop, but sorry to hear of your results. Self-care is essential for all Survivors, and especially when dealing with health issues. It may be tough in the days and weeks ahead, so keep talking, and feel free to vent. You are not alone with this either.

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"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho

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"Tell your heart that the fear of suffering is worse than the suffering itself... And that no heart has ever suffered when it goes in search of its dreams, because every second of the search is a second's encounter with God and with eternity." - Paulo Coelho

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