Kristen Bell loves sloths. Not the lazy-friend kind, but the South American mammal variety. Being physically near one has been a dream of the actress’ for a long time.

Bell’s fiancé, fellow actor Dax Shepard, made the dream come true for her 31st birthday. When the moment came, it was almost too much for her to take. Lucky for us, Shepard filmed the “full fledged panic attack” and Bell shared it with the world on the Ellen DeGeneres Show.

Earlier this month, Bell admitted to The Insider,“I Google baby sloths maybe two to three times a week. I’ve been obsessed with sloths for as long as I can remember. They must be my spirit animal or something.”