As lead singer and guitarist of the internationally renowned Souls of the Knight, Sawyer Knight is living a life most men can only dream of. He’s surrounded by music, fame, wealth, women throwing themselves at his feet. He has everything…

Yet he has nothing.

Life as one of the world’s most sought after rock stars is tiring, oppressive and lonely. He spends every day being who the world wants him to be, who his manager tells him to be, who his mother expects him to be… all the while fighting against who he really is. Truth is, he’s used to it. He’s actually gotten pretty good at pretending… at living the lie.

Until Jake Reed, his ex-best friend and the only person who’s ever made him ‘feel’, waltzes back into his life as the band’s new head of security. Jake wants Sawyer – always has, always will. Now, he just needs to get Sawyer to admit that he feels the same…

“You will be mine, Sawyer Knight. The faster you try to run the quicker you’ll fall to your knees. Then, Sawyer… then you’ll be too weak to resist.”Being Sawyer Knight was a really good book that had me drawn in from the very beginning. Sawyer Knight had a best friend (Jake) when he was 17 and he was moving away. Before Jake moved he made his feelings for Sawyer known by kissing him. Sawyer pushed him away embarrassed by having some feeling for Jake by kissing him back and not knowing what to do about that. Jake left but never forgot about Sawyer. Sawyer stopped trying to think about Jake and moved on with his life.

Ten years later Sawyer is a huge music star and needs a new bodyguard. Little does he know that his new body guard is Jake. The guy who messed up his head 10 years ago. Jake still has feelings for Sawyer and is intent on letting him know and helping Sawyer realize that he has the same feeling towards Jake.

As soon as Sawyer starts to understand he is really gay all of these years he is really scared. He doesn’t know what to do about these feelings. He is scared that people will judge him and want nothing to do with him. Jake starts to help him understand that people will like him no matter what and the only people that should matter to him are his friends and Jake who love him. Sawyer has a lot to overcome.

This book was really good. There were a lot of moments where I just couldn’t help but giggle. I really enjoyed this story and can’t wait to read more by Nicola.

I’m a writer of New Adult, contemporary and m/m erotic romance. I’m a married mum of four (six if you include the dogs!) from the UK and can usually be found with a Kindle or MacBook in front of my face, or carrying out housewife/mother/all round slave duties. I’m a little bit mental and a whole lot of crazy with bordering on unhealthy addictions to tattoos, Pepsi Max and the CockyBoys! 😉