I hear ya, I just want to start a new slate...I wanna keep some of my strengths and erase someone who doesnt love me out of my heart. Or love someone who loves me. I wish I could separate the mind from the feelings.....why is it so hard? I hope I can soon find a way to make the things that haunt me disappear...someday. Hopefully soon.

I'll admit there are some things in my life i wish that i could forget.... I want to forget all the painful memories, all the hurtful events and most importantly all the fake friends that i had in the past but somehow forgetting all of that is very difficult... I really want to...

Betrayal... Doesn't only break you heart. But also darkens your soul. You'll never forget the pain. Like a fog that never lingers in the depths of your mind. And it's sad because betrayal never comes from your enemies but from the person you loved the most...