Whats up ?: THE INCREDIBLE ENERGIES OF THE 11/11 PORTAL

It has been a long time in writing, as I have been going through quite a transition. Once the decision was made to physically move to a new area, it involved leaving much behind…people and situations which I did not expect. But now I am connected again to the internet and to a very new space. And as challenging and sudden as some of these losses were, I am feeling better than I have ever felt before. I feel as if I have arrived in Heaven, so to speak. So apologies for the long time in writing, and now on to the newest energy alert!

Up until November 11, eerie energy was still ever present as we found ourselves in a space of holding…in the eye of the storm as much swirled around us. But with the advent of the portal opening of the 11th, we were then able to connect to the new. These pillars of energy that the eleven holds, always give us the opportunity to access the new, or a higher dimension. An opening occurs and the new then begins to fall into place as well. And as transitions go, this has been a great one indeed.

During this time of eerie energy and feeling as if we were in a very strange space of discomfort with nowhere yet to go and nothing to hold onto, it may have felt as though we were existing in some foreign place of darkness and emptiness, or perhaps a feeling that we were out of our groove and had no idea when or where that new groove would be. We were being held back, as it was not yet time to anchor fully to a higher reality. And as we were vibrating much higher than our current surrounding reality, it created a very uncomfortable state indeed.

There is a logical explanation for this empty, eerie and displaced experience that we have just encountered. And all, as always, is in divine and perfect order. Here is what was, and will still be, occurring (only now we are more safe and sound in our spaces of “new”): There is not much for the older and denser energies to hold onto anymore, so they are basically grasping, fighting each other, and going around in circles in a desperate attempt to find an anchor. Bantering back and forth, they seem to continually say, “I am right and you are wrong,” as they need to find a home where there is none. They do not seem to realize that their home is with each other, and that we are all one at the highest levels.

Something to make sense, they are grasping for. But nothing can really make sense now, as what used to be real is no longer real, as the illusions of the old world are now very obviously illusions.

In this regard, much is breaking apart. Anything that was held together from a space of lower vibrating energy will break apart and cease to exist. Relationships that were being held together from energies not of the highest order will very suddenly end, and much else will seem to disappear into a new and different space.

This is all part of the fall, and it can be very challenging indeed. We can feel as though we are desperately trying to hold onto to something, but we may not know what that something is, as it can no longer exist in a higher vibrating space. During this time, the dimensional hierarchies were ever present. As this latest shift unfolded, things once again went this way and that, according to what they were now a match for and where their new and more perfect matches would now be. Some were not allowed access then, into the new dimension, and some were. But there is always room for new choices and for change, and one never knows what will happen next.

If we can focus on and be involved with anything that vibrates as love, for instance, we will have much of that in our space. My mother and daughter and I speak on the phone nearly every day, as we all live in various parts of the US. For me, this love and support has been my anchor for the past few weeks. It seems to grow and grow, as we are so very committed to each other and what is occurring in each other’s lives. I really wonder at times what I would do without these women whom I love so much, and whom I am so blessed to have love and care about me. It is this higher vibration of love that stays ever present now, and holds so strong. This kind of vibration will always remain intact, no matter what shifting is occurring. It breaks through any barrier and through any dimensional hierarchy.

These energies of late are also creating a great fear of being alone. As so much is unsteady and volatile, we need each other more than ever before, and it can be ironic that so much is leaving when we need to come together. But this is the way of ascension. It is an individual journey for each and every one of us, and we part and come together continuously as we shift and change on a regular basis.

When this eerie and seemingly dark energy was so very present, the fear and uncomfortable feelings of being alone were far more pronounced. At some level, we knew that much was leaving, and having no anchor yet, it could be most unnerving to find ourselves hanging out in a space of no space with nothing to hold onto.

With this new opportunity now before us to finally find our new anchors, things will feel much better. When opportunities arrive, it is usually best to take them. If we choose not to, we can know that more opportunities will always arrive again, if we are not ready now, but as a personal rule, I always want to jump into them when they arrive, even if I am fearful, and I have never been sorry. I suppose it takes a great amount of trust and a good guidance system, but when we surrender to a higher knowledge, we are usually fairly safe.

These new spaces we can now find ourselves in are quite varied indeed. Some souls are living smack in the middle of highly populated areas, and this is right where they need to be. Higher vibrating pockets of energy can exist anywhere…within our homes and even within a very small space in a larger space of lower vibrating energy. If you are one who will be residing in this type of situation, know that you will not be seen by the outside world. If you are vibrating higher, you will be virtually unnoticed and safe, unless you choose to be seen or unless you choose to venture out on a mission of love and service. The dimensional hierarchies always keep us safe and sound, as one cannot venture into a higher vibrating space unless they are vibrating that high themselves. We can always go lower than we vibrate (but not for long), but never higher than we are vibrating. We are not allowed access unless we are truly being that vibration is some way.

Some will have a different situation and reality. The nearest services to me now are about an hour away. Yesterday I ventured out to a larger nearby town in New Mexico to try out a Wal-Mart, for some needed supplies for my new home. I became so discombobulated and rattled, that I could not figure out what I was doing. I ventured around and around in a confused state, lost and scattered, and eventually came home in a very uncentered and unbalanced state. I could not find any healthy food there, nor much of anything else that I needed or which made sense.

All was in perfect order though, as it became evident that I would need to bake my own whole grain bread, and survive on local produce and the like from the many avid growers in my area. All my needs could easily be met here, as I had always known, but this experience really brought this message home. An existence here totally removed from the outside world. As perfect as it was intended to be. All the supports which are needed will be met here, very effortlessly. My old habits of fulfilling my needs from the outside had indeed met a space of “No! No longer…”

So then, the holding pattern and the wait is finally over. We have now been granted full access to a higher dimension, and in the physical as well. In this regard, we can now move forward and more completely reside somewhere.

Here are just a few basic guidelines for a new residency in the higher realms:

We need not step out of our center. This means that we need not “activate” anything, heal any one or any thing, help those who do not ask, save anything, and so forth. It is not our place, nor has it ever been, to save anything or anyone. This type of arrogant meddling has no place now. When we are able to stay in our purpose and passion, in a state of creativity, then everything will arrive for us effortlessly. When we extend or make an effort, we then leave the space of the higher realms. The higher realms is the space of being. When we are moving forward, pushing, or trying to make things happen by using our energy, then the higher realms misses us completely, as we are not available. We cannot be found, even though the door is right there.

Creativity is the mainstay in the higher realms. Life consists of nothing but creating, having compassion and love for those who are still suffering (when we leave a higher realms residency), and embodying a continual state of connection to Source while we are living our lives (not while we are meditating….sorry meditators, but this is how it is in a higher realms reality! J) Creativity is the main focus while being in the higher realms. The compassion experience only exists in the lower vibrating realities, as it is not needed in the higher realms, where there is no suffering. Opening to higher energies through creativity keeps us involved in a world, in a life, and in an on-going reality.

Support is ever present in the higher realms, as those who reside there have transmuted much of their density, and are then able to support each other through creations and purpose, as not everyone will create the same thing or have the same soul purpose. The blockages of lower vibrating energy, or seeing things from mis-perceptions are basically gone to a degree. This leaves one with a direct utilization of energy…a straight shot without all the hoops and excuses, etc.

Those residing in higher realms realities cannot relate to the old and outside world. In makes no sense to them. In the higher realms, we need not go around the block to get across the street. Much is pure and simple…easy and effortless…very peaceful and light. Our little ones and even those with autism know this and have had to try and exist in this old energy…I cannot imagine the challenge it must be for them.

The more time we spend in the higher realms reality, the more dis-connected we will become from the old world which is falling and still struggling with the illusions and old ways. Know that this is so. The more removed we are able to become, the more peaceful we will become as well. Yes, it is possible to maintain a state of peace and tranquility anywhere, but the ascension process is designed to create a contrast so that we will be encouraged to create a new world and leave the old behind…the old where we no longer match in vibration. Higher and lower vibrations cannot exist in the same space for very long.

So then, our store-fronts will really kick in now. As mentioned many times before, January will be the month when we will be completely anchored in. So we have some time yet to finalize all our changes. Our financial situations will greatly change and expand in January…we will be very supported with our store-fronts then. And we will most certainly be in a very new reality, as if we had been evacuated and dropped out of a helicopter into a new land (I had a dream about just that the other night!).

These energies that arrived through the 11/11 portal are truly amazing. I have never felt so much love, peace, and serenity. If you have not experienced them yet, try turning on some beautiful music and just being still. Or perhaps focusing on someone whom you love, as your love will become greatly intensified. And know, as always, that we have to go through hell to get to heaven…it is always part of the journey, but one that reaps great rewards.

Apologies once again for the long interval between energy alerts. It is wonderful, as always, to be back writing again. And thank you as always, for your continued support and caring…right back at you!

The Awakening:

A time comes in your life when you finally get it when in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH! fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes.
This is your Awakening
You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and in the real world there aren't always Fairy Tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.
You awaken to the fact you are not perfect and not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are and that's OK. (They are entitled to their own views and opinions.) And you learn the importance of loving and championing yourself and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self approval.
You stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn't do for you) and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn people don't always say what they mean or mean what they say and not everyone will always be there for you and that it's not always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance.
You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are, and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties, and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness. You realize that much of the way you view yourself, and the world around you, is as a result of all the messages and opinions that have been ingrained into your psyche. And you begin to sift through all the things you've been fed about how you should behave, how you should look, and how much you should weigh, what you should wear, and where you should shop, and what you should drive, how and where you should live, and what you should do for a living, who you should sleep with, who you should marry, and what you should expect of a marriage, the importance of having and raising children or what you owe your parents.
You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. And you begin reassessing and redefining who you are what you really stand for. You learn the difference between wanting and needing and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you've outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with, and in the process you learn to go with your instincts.
You learn it is truly in giving that we receive. And there is power and glory in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a "consumer" looking for your next fix. You learn principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a by-gone era but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life. You learn you don't know everything, its not your job to save the world and you can't teach a pig to sing. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO. You learn the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry and that martyrs get burned at the stake.
Then you learn about love. Romantic love and familial love. How to love, how much to give in love, when to stop giving and when to walk away. You learn not to project your needs or your feelings onto a relationship. You learn you will not be more beautiful, more intelligent, more lovable or important because of the man or woman on your arm or the child that bears your name.
You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. You learn just as people grow and change so it is with love and you learn you don't have the right to demand love on your terms just to make you happy.
You learn that alone does not mean lonely And you look in the mirror and come to terms with the fact you will never be a size 5 or a perfect 10 and you stop trying to compete with the image inside your head and agonizing over how you "stack up."
You also stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs. You learn feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK .and that it is your right to want things and to ask for the things that you want and that sometimes it is necessary to make demands.
You come to the realization you deserve to be treated with love, kindness, sensitivity and respect and you won't settle for less. And, you allow only the hands of a lover who cherishes you to glorify you with her or his touch and in the process you internalize the meaning of self-respect.
And you learn your body really is your temple. And you begin to care for it and treat it with respect. You begin eating a balanced diet, drinking more water and taking more time to exercise. You learn fatigue diminishes the spirit and can create doubt and fear. So you take more time to rest. And, just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul. So you take more time to laugh and to play.
You learn, that for the most part, in life you get what you believe you deserve and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy.
You learn anything worth achieving is worth working for and wishing for something to happen is different from working toward making it happen. More importantly, you learn in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance. You also learn no one can do it all alone and that it's OK to risk asking for help.
You learn the only thing you must truly fear is the great robber baron of all time FEAR itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears because you know whatever happens you can handle it and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your terms. And you learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom. You learn life isn't always fair, you don't always get what you think you deserve and sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people. On these occasions you learn not to personalize things. You learn no one is punishing you or failing to answer your prayers. It's just life happening.
And you learn to deal with evil in its most primal state the ego.
You learn negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you. You learn to admit when you are wrong and to building bridges instead of walls.
You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about: a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower.
Slowly, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you to make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never ever settle for less than your heart's desire. And you hang a wind chime outside your window so you can listen to the wind. And you make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility. Finally, with courage in your heart and with faith by your side you take a stand, you take a deep breath and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can.
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May God protect You…

May God protect you
From scary nights,
from hasty flights;
From too much food,
from a somber mood;
From ringing bells,
from self-made hells;
From sickish pains,
from dishonest gains;
From excessive needs,
from tricky deeds;
From foolish quarrels,
from resting on laurels;
From silly fears,
from idle tears;
From forgotten lines,
And from all bad times.
We pray,
Father, Son and Holy Spirit.
from The Irish, p.55
by Fr. Andrew Greeley

Dawn of New Beginnings

O God,
We thank you for this earth, our home; for the wide sky and the blessed sun, for the ocean and streams, for the towering hills and the whispering wind, for the trees and green grass.
We thank you for our senses by which we hear the songs of birds, and see the splendor of fields of golden wheat, and taste autumn's fruit, rejoice in the feel of snow, and smell the breath of spring flowers.
Grant us a heart opened wide to all this beauty; and save us from being so blind that we pass unseeing when even the common thornbush is aflame with your glory.
For each new dawn is filled with infinite possibilities for new beginnings and new discoveries. Life is constantly changing and renewing itself. In this new day of new beginnings with God, all things are possible. We are restored and renewed in a joyous awakening to the wonder that our lives are and, yet, can be.
Amen.

Earth Day Prayer

O GOD,
we thank you for this earth, our home; for the wide sky and the blessed sun, for the ocean and streams, for the towering hills and the whispering wind, for the trees and green grass.
We thank you for our senses by which we hear the songs of birds, and see the splendor of fields of golden wheat, and taste autumn's fruit, and rejoice in the feel of snow, and smell the breath of spring flowers.
GRANT US a heart opened wide to all this beauty; and save us from being so blind that we pass unseeing when even the common thornbush is aflame with your glory.

Keeping It In Focus

Charles Haddon Spurgeon wrote many years ago:
"There is no place where God is not. God is there in a thousand wonders, upholding rocky barriers, filling the buttercups with their perfume and refreshing the lonely pines with the breath of his mouth. Descend…into the lowest depths of the ocean, where undisturbed water sleeps, and the very sand is motionless in unbroken quiet, but the glory of the Lord is there, revealing its excellence in the silent palace of the sea. Borrow the wings of the morning and fly to the uttermost parts of the sea, but God is there."
His beauty is stamped in all of creation:
The glory of God can be seen
from the smallest raindrop
to the mighty flash of lightning;
from the tiny rosebud
to the huge magnolia blossom;
from the rich, fertile soil of the Mississippi Delta
to the arid, dusty land of the desert.
We can see His stamp of glory in all the world,
from the music of a sparkling brook
to the majestic tumbling waterfall;
from the gnarled, gentle hands of a loving grandfather
to the birth-fresh fragility of a baby’s fingernail;
from the silence of the stars to the peal of thunder;
from the mirror-like smoothness of a placid lake
to the wind-driven thunderous waves smashing on the shore.
In the fresh greenery of the spring; in the dazzling color of autumn; in the joy of discovery on a baby’s face; and in the fulfillment and meaning of the New Birth, we can see the glory of God.