Back fence just fell down..mom freaking out....I'll pay for it. I'm just so sick right now and just trying to be ready for work tomorrow.

~ How can I build Your kingdom if I'm building my ownHow can You be my treasure if I'm digging for goldHow can You be my fire if my heart has grown coldHow can You be my future if I've made this my home ~ Love & the Outcome

~ How can I build Your kingdom if I'm building my ownHow can You be my treasure if I'm digging for goldHow can You be my fire if my heart has grown coldHow can You be my future if I've made this my home ~ Love & the Outcome

The law usually allows for this type of fence during construction process.

Don't have one....we'll figure it out .

~ How can I build Your kingdom if I'm building my ownHow can You be my treasure if I'm digging for goldHow can You be my fire if my heart has grown coldHow can You be my future if I've made this my home ~ Love & the Outcome

posted a reply to something on facebook. feel super exposed. embarrassed. she didnt understand what I said. massive urge to avoid her for maybe a few months. I have a lot of trouble with this, being exposed. should have learned by now, just never post anything on facebook.

i have a crush on the barista near the coffee shop at work. I MUST stop going there immeidately. I can not let it escalate! But my heart wants to go there....But my brain is telling me no.

I know that feel. Happened to me last year and I was lucky that I could avoid the place. In a way it makes it worse though - if I have to go there now, my stomach gets all tied in knots just thinking about it. Maybe the crush will disappear faster if you just keep going there?

It’s 1:15am. I did something dumb - browsed twitter for about 1 hour. Oh God, why did I do that? Now my mind feels scrambled and my mood dropped. I should have gone to bed over an hour ago. Hopefully I will forget most of the useless junk I browsed through when I go to sleep!

I hate the fact that when I wake up from a deep sleep, always in a good mood. Stress hits me. Like I still have to sort out my exam results for college and I can't remember what name. The receptionist is rude and I know I'm going to have to ring back because I think shes got the wrong information. I hate the house I'm living in also. It's so dark and not enough light hits it, I think this plays in regards to my mood. And my mother keeps *****ing at me, bringing up the past all the time, forcing me into her miserable rut. In reality I dream of going to university and getting away from this toxicity. My issues run deeper than this but I don't want to talk about it. Partying isn't the answer anymore. I've become accustomed with being on my own.. Something that doesn't really bother me. But I know I should be more social with the right people.

Great song. Before I played it I was trying to work out what the title was - it started with why don't you get ... and I instantly thought it was going to be ... get a life. (sounds like something I should think about doing again soon.)

Sounds like you're Mum's driving you nuts. I'm very glad my son doesn't live with his mother anymore. I'd have a lot more to worry about than whether her iPad is listening to her or not.

Health services here are ****ing useless. In order for me to see a therapist, I have to do one of the following: 1. get a referral from a GP (I can't get a GP, been trying for months, clinics can't give referrals); 2. go to the ER and tell them I'm planning to kill myself -- except I'm not, I'm trying to ****ing survive; 3. find a private therapist and pay out of pocket, which I can't afford, because I have no health insurance and no ****ing money -- the main ****ing reason I need help.

No wonder there are so many mentally ill homeless people in Canada. No GP, no money, no therapy.

I love Society. It is entirely composed now of beautiful idiots and brilliant lunatics. Just what Society should be.