Saturday, May 24, 2008

a short pause

It's funny how even when you have been expecting a bad phone call for a while, it still throws you off completely. I'm not very good at dealing with death in an open and talky manner so while I should be writing how I feel about Grandpa, I just can't.I'm heading home with Mert tomorrow morning to be with everyone; I just got back here last night, but I had a bit of time to recharge (and I got to go to work this morning and have a thoroughly bad day at work, which makes me less sad about not dealing with it any more) and it's good to feel a little more grounded.

2 Comments:

Jill said...

Me again Stephanie,I am so sorry to hear about your grandpa. He was such a funny man. He tried to make everyone think he was a grouch, but really he was just funny. I am glad that Mert is taking you home. It is important to be with family when you lose someone you love. And don't worry about the way that you grieve. Everyone does it differently. Only you know the way that will be right for you.