Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

adding to the SH*T that is my life

been stressing over the mortgage. company called thursday to inform me that they would be foreclosing on tuesday. freakin out since it is where i live and i have no other place to go. tried everything to get money together and could only come up with 500.00. panicked for days. just now my sister calls to offer the rest of the money provided i could pay her back within 30 days. i knew i had that covered because insignificant other settled a case so that we could get the money in time to pay whoever would agree to help. i call up the insignificant other to tell her the good news. she had been crying and fretting cuz she is my roommate and did not want to have to move and had demanded i work something out. anyway i work this out and what does the selfish beawchy say to me? "oh, i decided to cancel my settlement. i want more money". what the hell do i do now. my sister already put the money on the mortgage. i have no hope of paying her back in time without that financial help. i hate this world and most of what's in it almost all of the time. im sitting here balling my eyes out wondeing why it wasthat i agreed to "hang in there"?

you agreed to hang in there cuz its gonna get better. and cuz you dont want me to follow you to the afterlife and kick your ass.
well i am so so glad your mortgage is paid - although i know its horrible owing your sister this money now. at least you will still have your home. as for the insignificant other - grrrrr ! will your sister be ok with you paying her some now and some later ?
xx

im gonna keep my trap shut. the way we sent the payment may not work so if it does not go through then ill not ask again. if it does go through ill have to sell some ass or something to get the money to her. i wonder if i can join a whore house that specializes in people with a fat fetish. i fat ass would make a mint in just a few days...lol

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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??

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