I was unglued. Completely unhinged to the point of
flipping everyone off and saying fuck this shit, packing my stuff and riding
across the country where no-one can find me.

My heart feels like it’s bleeding wrong, pumping
blood in the wrong direction. Cracked and shattered, it would take a lifetime
to repair.

I may have known Lauren just a few months but she
flew in, wreaking havoc with her bubbly persona, latching onto me like I was
her Goddamn lifeline.

It was all fucking crap. It was just a bit of fun
for her, she told everyone, wasn’t ready to settle down with the white picket
fence and 2.5 kids. Did I ask for that shit? Hell to the fucking no. Never once
did I mention I wanted all that. I just wanted her, as she was, but mine; only
mine.

Lucii is a your typical British girl, hates the sun and hibernates
when summer arrives! She lives at home with her 3 year old daughter, where they
spend the day watching Frozen and playing playdoh.

She started off as a regular person, job, home life, health issues
and a love of reading. After reading the Fifty shade phenomenon, she went onto
social media to seek other authors writing the same or similar genres. She
entered a world she didn’t know existed and went to open a successful blog.

Inspiring dreams took a back burner, while she learned the book
community and met a bunch of amazing authors and readers alike.

A year later she decided to start writing, hoping against hope
that her friends and fellow readers will like what she brings to the table.