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You know.. dealing with all that stuff all week made me think of things of people Of events in my past life And no matter who I meet How I feel about them.. I I feel soo.. down atm Klas Like nothing makes sense anymore I saw my mom.. very beautiful. Like she was sleeping. Me and my sister were the main ones who took care of the arrangements For 6 whole days I had to be strong. I had to be by my sister and not falter because I know she'll break I didnt cry much at the meetings and gathering for her: But when when they opened her casket yesterday... I broke I stood before her... Looked at her veil covered body and froze Tears streaming from my eyes. oohgod.. I broke My sister.. she came up to me this time and held me up. If she didnt.. I might have fallen