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Day 53: Sweet Love/Hate Relationship

I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to form a relationship toward sugar.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to exist as parents that train children to become addicted to
sugar/sweets from a very early age, which can have lasting and permanent
damaging effects.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to blame my parents for my sugar addiction, when it does not
matter how it started as I am here and I am responsible for how I live/what I
eat, and I was blaming my parents so that I could use that as an excuse to
continue consuming sugar.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to as parents choose the ‘easy way’ of using sugar to control my child’s behavior.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to believe that I could just stop consuming sugar, not realizing
that the dietary habits I’ve existed as from a young age have become actually
programmed into the physical and thus one can cause great harm by making sudden
drastic changes without taking the actual state of the physical into
consideration.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that in believing I should stop eating sugar
because it’s ‘bad for you’ is a belief made in separation of the actual state
of the physical, as what is best for one to consume depends on the actual state
of one’s physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to not realize that the information and science that I
investigate must be put into context of the individual and the state of their
physical, otherwise to apply information that is not in context to one’s
specific body and it’s specific programming can result in great harm and adverse effects.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to accept and allow a society and medical system in which an
individual’s physical is not fully considered, where individuals are treated
‘in bulk’ according to a symptom that is experienced but not considering all
the factors that are taking place in an individual’s specific physical human
body, as one’s diet, environment, genetic programming, and who the being is and
their relationship to themselves, which has a direct and significant effect on
the body.

I commit myself to investigating where and
how I’ve formed a relationship toward sugar, to stop separating myself from
what is here within judgment, so that I can see what is here for what it is and
not colored by a judgment in my mind.

I commit myself to realizing that blame is
always me attempting/trying to hide my responsibility from myself, and thus
when I find myself blaming I immediately stop and investigate where/how I am
responsible so that I can correct myself and live as the example of correction.

I commit myself to not take the ‘easy way’
but to always do what is the best possible action in a given moment.

I commit myself to consider the entire
state of the physical and not to impose dietary habits in separation of the
actual state of the physical.

I commit myself to not form beliefs
according to what is good/bad to eat based in separation of not considering the
condition of one’s actual physical body.

I commit myself to make sure I put all
information into context of the state of the physical, to ensure that I do not
cause unnecessary adverse effects/harm.

I commit myself to showing the common sense
of considering the actual state/condition of the physical of a particular
individual must be taken into consideration to ensure that no
unnecessary/preventable harm is done to any being, and that this should be the standard for all medical practice.