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Sunday, May 28, 2017

If
you read the May newsletter, you might know that today we’re going to talk a
bit more about what the difference is between a disciple and an apostle, and
that we’re also going to be celebrating this weird thing called Ascension
Sunday. Ascension Sunday isn’t exactly one of our highest holy days. It probably
isn’t anyone’s favorite day in the liturgical calendar. There aren’t a lot of
well-known Ascension hymns. We don’t have special Ascension decorations, and no
one exchanges Ascension-day presents. Many years, if I have been in the middle
of a sermon series on Ascension Sunday, I’ve not even bothered to focus on the
Ascension during worship. It’s easy to skip right past.

But
it’s an important part of our liturgical season. Right now, we’re still in the
midst of the feast of Easter, the great fifty days of Easter. Although many of
us could talk a lot about the last days of Jesus’ life - the Last Supper, the
foot washing, the trial and crucifixion, and I hope most of us could describe
the events of Easter day - Jesus’
resurrection, I don’t think we spend a lot of time thinking about the sort of
ambiguous time after Easter. Maybe we know about Pentecost - which we’ll
celebrate next Sunday - when God sends the gift of the Holy Spirit on the
disciples, that violent rushing wind that rests on them like tongues of fire
and sets them speaking in many languages. But I don’t think we give much thought
to the time Jesus spends with the disciples after the resurrection, and perhaps
even less to how that particular time draws to a close. The Ascension is the
celebration of the day Jesus leaves earth, after the resurrection, returning to
God’s realm, leaving the disciples behind to wait for the coming of the Holy
Spirit. This happens forty days after the resurrection, and in worship we
celebrate it on the closest Sunday to that count.

I think another
part of our holding the Ascension of Jesus at arm’s length in our hearts and
minds come from the fact that the scriptures depict Jesus literally rising up
into the air, into the clouds, to return to God. This makes sense for a first
century audience, for whom the realm of God would have been literally up. The
heavens were where God dwelt, in the sky, above the earth, hovering over all
creation. But most of us don’t tend to think of heaven as a physical place that
you could get to if you got in, say, a space shuttle. We know about the planet
and the universe and the stars, at least enough to know that God isn’t just floating
around on the other side of the clouds. So this image of Jesus ascending isn’t
particularly compelling, I think. Or at least, it might be more confusing than
compelling. Here it is, though, ready for us to study, interpret, and decide
how it impacts us - or not.

We find the
story of Jesus’ ascension both at the end of the gospel of Luke and at the
beginning of the book of Acts. Luke is the other of both of those works, and
Acts is a sequel of sorts to Luke – the story of what happens to the disciples
after Jesus is no longer physically with them. And even though the very same
author tells us more or less the very same story in both Luke and Acts, the
impact of the Ascension at the end of
Jesus’s years of preaching and teaching the disciples is different than the
Ascension as told at the beginning of
the years of the apostles being sent out in the power of the Holy Spirit to
build the church of Jesus. Disciples, apostles. As I said in my newsletter
article, disciple literally means “student.” We are students of Jesus Christ.
We try to learn from him, follow in his ways, be as much like him as we can. We
are definitely meant to be disciples! And we always have more we can learn, as
we seek to mold ourselves more and more into Christ-like ways of being in the
world. And yet, we are also called to be apostles, which means literally, “ones
who are sent.” We are sent-ones. We don’t become disciples just for our own
benefit, but so that we are equipped to serve those who are lost, on the
fringes, desperate, and unaware or unconvinced of God’s abiding love for them.
How will the good news be shared if we, disciples, never are “sent out”? If the
gospels, then, are about our journey as disciples, students of Jesus, the book
of Acts is about our call to be sent-ones, people sent out in the name and with
the mission of Jesus.

Acts opens
with the author addressing someone named Theophilus, saying, “In the first
book, [which we know is the Gospel of Luke] Theophilus, I wrote about all that
Jesus did and taught from the beginning until the day when he was taken up to
heaven.” We don’t know anything about Theophilus. The name means literally
Lover of God, and so Theophilus might be a person who was interested in
becoming a follower of Jesus, or really just a broad name addressing all who
claim to love God. The author recounts that forty days pass after the
resurrection, during which time Jesus continued to appear to disciples,
teaching about the kingdom of God, and directing them to stay in Jerusalem
until they received God’s promise of the Holy Spirit. On the fortieth day,
they’ve gathered together with Jesus, and they ask him: “Is this the time when
you will restore the kingdom of Israel?” Essentially, they are asking if Jesus
is going to rid Israel of Roman occupation, return it to its glory, and rule
over it as king. They have been asking him this throughout his entire ministry,
and throughout his entire ministry, Jesus has been teaching them that that is
exactly that kind of ruler and lord Jesus is not. The kingdom of God is not
this rule of power and might that will come in and conquer the occupying Romans
by violent force, and further, Jesus certainly
isn’t interested in talking about dates and times that things will happen. And
so I can only imagine that here, even now after the resurrection, even after
another forty days of teaching about the kingdom, how very exasperated Jesus
must be to have to tell them yet again that that is not what’s all about, or
what he’s ever been all about. Still, Jesus moves on quickly, and reminds them
one last time that the power they will be getting is the power of the Holy
Spirit. What the disciples will be, Jesus says, are his witnesses to the ends of the earth.

While Jesus is
saying this, we read, the disciples realize that he’s being lifted up, and
taken out of their sight. They stand, a bit frozen, staring into the sky,
gazing up towards heaven. But while they’re still looking up, two men in white robes
suddenly appear, standing with them. They say to the disciples, “Men of
Galilee, why do you stand looking up towards heaven? This Jesus, who has been
taken up from you into heaven, will come in the same way as you saw him go into
heaven.” And that’s where this scene and our text for the day conclude.

There are some
parallels here between this account of the Ascension and Luke’s account of the
Resurrection. On Easter Sunday, Luke records that the women came to the tomb
and found it empty. But as they were wondering over the empty tomb, two men in
white appeared, even as the women were gazing at the emptiness, to ask: “Why
are you looking for the living among the dead? He is not here; he is risen.” At
Easter, the messengers of God help to direct the attention of the
Jesus-followers away from wherever they gotten stuck at, and instead to
redirect it to getting moving, getting the message out, getting the news
announced - Jesus is on the move, not stuck in a tomb of death! Jesus is on the
move, and the women have to get going to help tell the story. I think the same
thing is happening a bit here at the Ascension. The disciples are gazing up at
heaven, because the only thing they can focus on is that Jesus has left them.
Yes, he’s resurrected. Yes, he’s conquered death. But in that moment, when he’s
leaving earth, not going to be with them physically any longer, I can only
imagine that they are overwhelmed with anxiety and fear and loneliness. And so
they gaze up at the sky, hoping perhaps to catch one last glimpse. The
messengers of God appear to pull their gazes from where they are stuck, on the
sky, and pull them back into their present reality. Why are they gazing up at
heaven? Jesus’ work on earth - at least in that way - is done. Now the work of
the disciples is about to begin, and it’s time for them to get moving, get to
it.

A good group
of us have recently been participating in a study called animate Faith. During our first session, we talked about two fancy
church words – kataphatic, and apophatic – two ways of thinking about God.
Kataphatic means that we can find
meaningful ways of talking about God, like through the images of God we find
throughout the scripture – God as rock, God as a mother hen, God as a shepherd,
God as love. Apophatic means that we can’t
grasp the fullness of God with our words – God is beyond our description. We talked about finding a balance between
these ways of understanding. And as we talked about the apophatic tradition, we talked about whether or not we are people
who are comfortable with not knowing
things. I can tell you that I have always liked to know the answers. When I
got to seminary, and was suddenly confronted with reading and learning a lot
about faith and following Jesus that was totally new to me, for a while I was
overwhelmed to the point of inaction with all that I didn’t know. It was, frankly, a pretty new feeling for me – not knowing
– and I did not like it. Eventually,
though, I found not that I could simply study enough to be able to know
everything I wanted to about God and my task of discipleship, but rather that I
could grow in my faith even in the midst of
all that I didn’t know, that perhaps coming to terms with how much more God was than I could comprehend was
a sign of my maturing faith, rather than of my ignorance. God is so much bigger
than any box I can make to keep God in. And even still, we’re called to trust
in what we do know, and follow God,
even when we don’t know where God is leading, what will happen when we risk it
all, and let ourselves be sent out to do the work of Jesus in the world.

This is the
truly amazing message of the Ascension: Even with the disciples asking - let’s
face it - last minute stupid questions, Jesus has entrusted into their very
imperfect hands his whole work, the purpose of his whole life, his whole vision
for the realization of God’s reign on earth, everything that he hopes and
dreams for us to be: Jesus has handed it over and left it completely in the
hands of the disciples. Essentially, the Ascension represents Jesus saying that
he doesn’t have any tasks left that are only his to complete. Everything else
that needs doing - it is for those who are left to do it. And certainly, as the
messengers note, this can’t be done by gazing up into the sky, but instead, by
getting started.

We are the
ones who are here, who are left, who remain to carry out the work of Jesus.
He’s made us his body, his hands and feet in the world. To us, to you, to me,
Jesus has entrusted the carrying out of all of his hopes for the world. I
wonder if we always get the weight and significance of that - how much faith
Jesus puts in us, to believe that we
can carry out the work of God in the world. Are we doing it? Are we embodying
the good news of God’s love and grace in the world? Are we the hands and feet,
the body of Christ in the world? We are disciples, students, always. But
sometimes, the lesson we need to learn is that we can’t keep waiting until we know everything before we’re willing to
go where God wants to send us. If we waited until we felt ready, we’d still be
standing with the disciples, gazing up at the clouds, waiting for more
information. We’re called to be apostles, too, sent out, witnesses of the work
of Jesus to the ends of the earth. So why stand gazing up at heaven? After all,
the body of Christ is right here, in this very room in fact, ready to be sent
out. Amen.

Wednesday, May 17, 2017

Theologian C.S. Lewis’ The
Chronicles of Narnia are some of my very favorite books. You might be most
familiar with The Lion, The Witch, and
The Wardrobe, the first book in the series, but the whole series of seven
stories is really wonderful. In the sixth book in the series, The Magician’s Nephew, you learn about
the creation of the land of Narnia by Aslan, the lion, the Christ-figure in the
books. As a result of a complicated series of events, Aslan sends a little boy
named Diggory on a mission to retrieve a fruit from a special tree in a gated
garden. The fruit will become a tree which will protect Narnia. But an evil
witch is also in the new land of Narnia. When Diggory arrives at the garden,
which is surrounded by a wall, he sees the witch climbing over the walls to
steal and eat the fruit of the tree Aslan has sent him to find. Only, the gate
to the garden isn’t locked – Diggory can walk right in. The witch could have
too, but she chose to enter instead in the way of a thief. When Diggory enters
the garden himself, he sees a sign at the entrance that reads, “Come in by the
gold gates or not at all, Take of my fruit for others or forebear, for those
who steal or those who climb my wall shall find their heart’s desire and find
despair.”

Diggory can take fruit because he came in through the gate,
and because the fruit is not for himself, but to bring back to Aslan. The witch
doesn’t drop dead or become physically ill, or anything like that. In fact, the
fruit she eats gives her unnaturally long life. But her greed and longing for
power corrupts her life until she destroys it entirely. If her motives had been
selfless instead of self-serving, if she had just gone in through the gate…

Our gospel lesson today brings us
another story about gates and who enters by the gate, and who chooses to climb
over walls. Our text from John takes place after Jesus had healed the man born
blind. We talked about this passage very briefly during Lent. Jesus healed a
man who was blind from birth. But rather than being happy about this turn of
events, the religious leaders call the man in for questioning, and want to find
someone to blame, rather than someone to celebrate. The passage ends with Jesus
saying that it is the religious leaders, not the man who was healed, who are
truly blind.

We move straight from those words
from Jesus to this passage, John 10, where Jesus describes a sheepfold in some
detail. At focus in this long metaphor is who is in charge of the sheep, who
really has the best interest of the flock at heart. Jesus says, “Anyone who
does not enter the sheepfold by the gate, but climbs in by another way is a
thief and a bandit.” In contrast, the shepherd is known to the sheep, known to
the gatekeeper. The shepherd knows the sheep, calls them by name, and the sheep
recognize the voice of the shepherd, and follow where the shepherd leads. Jesus
says that the sheep won’t follow the voice of a stranger.

We read that Jesus’s audience
doesn’t get what he’s saying, and so he continues, describing himself as the
gate for the sheep. Again, Jesus says, others who try to call to the sheep are
thieves and bandits, but through Jesus, through his voice, there is salvation,
pasture. Jesus lays out a clear contrast: The thief comes to steal and kill and
destroy. “I came,” Jesus says, “that they might have life, and have it
abundantly.” That’s my favorite verse in the Bible: “I came that they might
have life, and have it abundantly.” The text continues on after the close of
our passage, with Jesus mixing his metaphors a bit, describing himself as the
Good Shepherd, one willing to lay down his life for the sheep in the flock, one
who knows his sheep, and is known by the sheep, but the themes are similar.
When he’s done speaking, we read that his audience was “divided” because of his
words, and eventually, some try to stone Jesus before he makes an escape.

One helpful book in my ministry has
been a book by Tom Berling and Lovett Weems called Bearing Fruit: Ministry with Real Results. Your purpose, they
argue, should answer the “so that” question. Anything you do in the life of the
church or in your own individual life should have a corresponding so that purpose to it. Here’s what they
mean: think of something you spend your time doing, and then think about why you do it. You might say, “I go
running regularly so that I keep my
heart healthy and strong.” Everything after the words so that is your purpose. Although other things might happen when
you run, the so that is the fruit you
are seeking after. And if your running isn’t
helping to keep your heart healthy and strong, and that’s the main purpose of why you were running, you
need to come up with another plan of action. Berlin and Weems want churches to
be clear about their so that statements.
They want us to know why we’re doing what we’re doing, and how what we’re doing
helps to support our true purpose. In The United Methodist Church, for example,
our official mission statement states that our purpose is “to make disciples of
Jesus Christ for the transformation of the world.” So we might be doing a lot
of great things as a congregation, but if those things aren’t helping us to
grow as disciples, and they aren’t helping others to become disciples, we might start to ask questions about why we’re doing what we’re doing.

Our gospel lesson today contains an
implied so that statement. Jesus is
pretty clear throughout the scriptures about what his purpose is, and we have a
great example here: I came so that people
might have life, and have it abundantly. Jesus’s desire for us is to be full up
of life, overflowing with life, experience wholeness, salvation, abundance.
Jesus wants for us to experience deep joy, deep love, abundant life. Are we? I wonder, if a primary
purpose and mission of Jesus is for us to experience abundant life, how is it
that so many people, and in fact so many of us, seem empty, rather than full?

I think back to the story of
Diggory, the witch, and the garden. I wonder: why does anyone climb in over the
walls, instead of coming in through the gate? And how is it that the sheep, who
know the voice of the shepherd, end
up in the arms of the thief, the bandit, instead of following the Good
Shepherd? How do we end up consumed by things that are taking our lives, rather
than giving us life?

David Lose writes, “I
think that as stark as that contrast seems [between the thief who comes to kill
and Jesus who comes to give life], it gets really blurry really fast. Do you
know what I mean? Take email as a rather small example: I still remember when
email was hailed as a time-saver – “we won’t have to play phone-tag anymore!”
And, indeed, email is incredibly convenient and helpful. But it also sucks more
of my week than I want to admit even to myself. So is it giving life or taking
it?

“Or consider work. I’ve
been blessed to have been given several jobs over the course of my life that I
absolutely love. Yet from time to time, I lose myself in my work and suddenly
find myself so tired and haggard that it’s hard to remember what I was working
at or why…and notice the toll it’s taken on those around me. So, life giving or
life taking?

“Or our kids. There is
absolutely nothing in the world I love more than my children and have for that
reason happily sacrificed time, energy, and money to give them many things I
did not have. But as they approach adulthood I sometimes wonder if they’ve
always been as well-served as I would like to think by these good intentions
and so wonder whether I’ve spent too much time worshiping at the altar of
“giving our children as much as we can.” … Life giving or life taking?

“Money. So many great
things money can do…for us, our families, congregations, neighbors, all those
in need. But goodness how easy it is for money to shift from a means to an end,
from a gift to be used to a god to be worshiped. Life giving or life taking?

“Church ... So many
wonderful, incredibly wonderful things about our congregations and our life
together in the church, and yet I’ve also seen congregations do awful things to
each other and fall far short of being the body of Christ in the world …
So…life giving or life taking?” (1) I ask again, how do we end up consumed
by things that are taking our lives, rather than giving us life? And how do we
fix it?

Repeatedly in the text, Jesus talks
about how the sheep listen to his voice. Are we listening to Jesus’ voice? Amid
the cacophony of other voices clamoring for our attention, how do we hear Jesus
calling to us? “And the sheep follow him because they know his voice.” As I was
reading over our text, my mind kept flashing back to a favorite movie from my
childhood, Annie. In the movie,
orphan Annie rescues a stray dog from a group of bullying boys, and gets ready
to sneak it back to the orphanage with her. A dogcatcher from the pound wants
to take Sandy in, but gives Annie a
chance to convince him that the dog should belong to her. He’ll let Annie take
the dog if Annie can get Sandy to come when she calls. Annie and another
passerby both try to call to the dog, but Sandy is smart enough to know the
voice of the one who has protected him already, and he goes with Annie.

How will we know Jesus’ voice?
Thankfully, we already belong to Jesus, and Jesus knows our name. In the midst
of many voices, listen for the voice of the one who really knows you. We can
follow some of the advice I gave to the children today: we can study, learn
about Jesus, learn about what he teaches us, so that it is even easier to hear
what he has to say, because we know his teachings so well. We can be as smart
as Sandy was with Annie: Sandy only knew Annie for a few minutes, but already
Sandy knew to go with the one who was protecting him. The good shepherd is
willing to lay down his life for the sheep. A thief won’t do that. Notice who
is willing to lay down their life for you,
contrasted with all the voices who are looking, instead, to take life from you. Ask yourself: which voice is
drawing me closer to God, and which voice is leading me farther away? Which
voice is setting my heart on fire, and which voices are leaving me burned up
and burned out? And whose voice is calling us to live our lives with purpose, rather than leaving us
wondering why we’re bothering to do what we do?

Friends, Jesus wants us – all of us
– to experience abundant life. And thankfully, we just have to follow the voice
of this good shepherd who knows us by name, who calls out for us, whose voice
we know. “The thief comes to steal and kill and destroy. I came that you might
have life, and have it abundantly.” Let’s follow that voice. Amen.

Sunday, May 07, 2017

“Remove
the sandals from your feet, for the place on which you are standing is holy
ground.” Today we’re celebrating Camp Sunday. We’ve heard from some folks in
our congregation about the impact of camp on their lives, spanning through the
generations. I want to tell you about some of my experiences at camp too. I
suspect, in fact, that if you surveyed pastors, you’d find that a lot of us
could point to an experience at church camp as part of our call story, part of
how we came to understand that God was calling us into pastoral ministry. But I
want us to start today with our scripture text, and reflecting together on this
phrase that comes up in our reading from Exodus: holy ground.

Through
a series of events that unfolds in the Book of Genesis, the Israelites ended up
living as slaves in Egypt. And, for a variety of reasons that would make another
good sermon series, God chooses Moses to be the person who will lead the
Israelites to freedom, into their own home, their own land, promised by God.
But before Moses can lead the Israelites, he has to meet God and be convinced
of God’s plans. That’s where we enter the story today.

Moses is minding his own business, doing the everyday duty of keeping the flock
of sheep for his father-in-law. And then, God breaks into the scene, and Moses
sees a bush that is burning with fire, but the bush doesn’t seem to be consumed
or burned up. Moses decides to take a closer look, wanting to investigate the
strange sight. And as he draws closer, God’s voice is heard in the bush coming
from a messenger. God speaks to Moses, calling him by name. Moses answers,
“Here I am.” God says, “Remove the sandals from your feet, for the place on
which you are standing is holy ground.” God proceeds to remind Moses of the
relationship that has gone on for generations between God and Moses’ forbearers.
God has heard the cry of the Israelites and now God is sending Moses to lead
the Israelites out of Egypt. Moses questions God’s plan. “Me?” he says. “Who
am I that the ruler of Egypt, the Pharaoh, would listen to
me?” God responds, “I will be with you. Isn’t that enough? I’ll give you signs,
you’ll know for sure.” But still Moses raises objections. “Who shall I say sent
me? Telling them that it is our ancestors’ God won’t be enough.” God, perhaps,
has had enough. “I AM WHO I AM. Tell them I AM has sent you.” Apparently Moses
does not find this answer helpful or impressive, because he continues to
complain and doubt and ask questions for another chapter and a half. But our
passage today closes here, leaving us to dwell in this mystery of God, I am who
I am.

With
some regularity, people ask me a question that’s a variation of this: why
doesn’t God speak to us today the way God spoke to people in the Bible? In the
Bible, God seems to show up in the presence of angels, messengers from God, or
speaking in a voice that seems clear and conversational, or in a pillar of
cloud and fire, or seen in miracles like the Red Sea parting, or water changed
into wine. Why doesn’t God talk to us that
way, people will ask? Today’s text is another good example. Moses sees a bush
that seems to be on fire and yet is not consumed. This happens while he’s just
out doing his regular everyday thing – he’s a shepherd, and he’s out leading
his sheep. And I think many of us think, “Well sure, we’d know God was talking
to us if God showed up to us like that!”

I
wonder, though, if this is really true of us. Maybe some people would respond
well to a vision of God that came in this way, but I’m pretty sure if someone
came up to me claiming to be a messenger from God, or if someone told me they
could change water into wine, or if I saw a bush that was on fire, but not
being burned up, and I started hearing voices coming from it, well… I think God
has an amazing way of speaking to us in ways that will get our attention, make
us stop and listen, rather than make us think we need to get a checkup. I think
God is speaking to us, calling us all the
time, but I think sometimes when we’re a bit more open, a bit more
vulnerable, in the right place, at the right time perhaps, we’re a little more
aware that we’re in God’s presence, a little more receptive to God’s voice than
we might be normally. That’s what I think of when I think of holy ground – I
think of places we encounter in our lives – literally and metaphorically –
where we’re a bit more open, a bit more responsive to God speaking to us.

For me,
camp has long been a holy ground place in my life. I think I’ve told you before
that one of the things that really shaped me growing up was that my mom really
emphasized to me and my brothers that God calls all of us, and that our task is to figure out what God’s call is
for us in particular. We’re all called to some kind of ministry – be it what we
do for a living or the passion that we work on outside of our working hours.
Our job is to listen for God’s voice as we figure out what that is. So I grew
up with an expectation that God would be calling me for something. The first time I felt like I was hearing God calling to
me was at Camp Aldersgate.

When I
was little, too young to go to camp, when you had to be going into 4th
grade to go to any of the camps, I would go with my parents to take my brother
and cousin to camp. I remember how long
the hour drive seemed to get there, I remember knowing we were close when the
trees changed and the air started to smell, well, like camp. I couldn’t explain it more clearly than that. I couldn’t wait
for my turn to go to camp. To my dismay, the year I was finally old enough to
go, they actually lowered the age by a year – suddenly, kids going into 3rdgrade could go to camp
too, which was obviously very unfair.
Also, my mother was nervous that I wouldn’t like being away for a whole week,
and she made me go to mini-camp, shorter than the full week that was possible.
Despite these injustices, finally, I was able to go to camp myself, and I loved
it even more than I had always dreamed and known I would. Sometimes things we
build up in our mind don’t live up to our expectations, but fortunately, camp
wasn’t like that. I loved camp so much I would anxiously await the arrival of
the camp brochure in the mail, which was better than when the Sears Christmas
catalog came out, and I would imagine scenarios in which I could afford to go
to three or four weeks of camp, instead of just one, and I would start packing
more than a month in advance of my departure date, even if it meant I
constantly had to unpack again to get
things that it turned out I still needed in the meantime.

For me,
camp was a place I could be myself. In the midst of the angst of my tween and
teen years, I never felt much pressure to be someone I wasn’t at camp. Sure,
there were still “cool kids” at camp, but even the cool kids were friendly. It
was a place where it was ok, even expected that you would hug each other, care
for each other, do kind things for each other. It was ok to talk about God, to
learn about Jesus together at camp. I adored everything about camp. I couldn’t
wait to be on staff myself. And I was pretty sure, by the time I was in junior
high, that I wanted to run my own camp someday.

See, I
had never felt the presence of God so clearly as when I was at camp. I found
God in the hikes and canoe trips we took, in early morning devotions at the
cross by the lake, as we sang a quiet song by the campfire before bedtime, as
we heard the scriptures come to life in the form of stories and skits, as we
formed tightknit communities in just 6 or 7 days – l felt God so deeply, and I
wanted that all the time. It took me
a long time to realize that God wasn’t calling
me to run a camp. I got a bit confused, because camp was one of the holy ground
places where I could hear God calling
me in ways I couldn’t in the business of the rest of my life. And so for a
while, I mistook the place I heard
God calling me for the work God was
calling me to do.

Eventually,
I heard God’s call more clearly, but camp has remained for me a holy ground
place. I did eventually work on summer staff, and I volunteered as a counselor
and office worker and chaplain once I became a pastor. I still choose one of
our conference camps as the location for my spiritual renewal time each year,
and I think I wrote the majority of my doctoral project while on retreat at
camp. I know it is place I can go when I needed to be grounded in God’s presence, in the presence of the holy, when I
need to let myself be a bit more vulnerable, listening for God. What are your holy
ground places? Where do you go, physically, or mentally, when you’re trying to
tune in to God’s voice?

Of
course, our reading today doesn’t end with holy ground. The “holy ground” part
of the text only gets us to verse 5, and then we’ve got 10 more verses still to
consider. So what about the rest of the passage? What happens, then, when we
find ourselves on holy ground? When we’re vulnerable enough to hear God
speaking to us, then what? Well, I think Moses would have liked for his
experience to end at verse 5 as well. Sure, it was his fault. He’d been curious
and come closer to that burning bush. He’d gotten to see God, which was great,
but now I think he wished very much that he could just get back to his flock
and go home. God has other ideas, though, and soon it seems that Moses has
somehow been selected for a very big important mission, even though he’s ready
to make it clear to God why this is a bad idea, even though he has a brother
who is better suited to what God is asking, even though what God is asking will
put Moses in a most dangerous position. Moses must, for the moment, regret that
he’d ever happened upon this place of holy ground, that he’d answered God, “Here
I am!” Still, though his task was tough, demanding his all, I doubt Moses would
have done anything differently, since he journeyed through life with a deeply
personal, intimate relationship with God.

I think
we are like Moses sometimes. We’ve stepped onto holy ground – maybe we were
seeking a holy ground place where we could hear God, or maybe we sort of
stumbled upon it. Either way, we’ve been drawn into places that are holy in our
lives, holy settings, and holy situations, only to find God there, wanting to
ask something of us. And suddenly we have excuses on our lips, and wonder if we
can just leave God there in that holy place, on the mountain, at camp, and head
back to our homes. I think sometimes we treat holy ground like a place that we
happen upon, and happen to find God there, or a place that we must retreat to,
go to in order to find God. Like God was just waiting for me to come to Camp
Aldersgate, but couldn’t get to me until I came arrived in the summer. But, as
it turns out, God is a lot more talented than that. I think God is always trying to speak to us, call to us.
When we recognize God’s presence, we recognize the holy ground upon which we
are in fact always standing. Holy ground is just waiting for
us to recognize its presence, just as
God is waiting for us to answer when God calls. So God will speak to us at
church if we’ll listen while we’re here,
but God will also show us holy ground in the supermarket or on vacation or when
we’re just feeling open and vulnerable, if that’s what it takes. So the truth
is, Moses wasn’t able to say no to God – how can you ‘un-see’ holy ground once
you’ve found it? Even if you try, God will just break onto the scene in some
other way, and suddenly Moses would have found himself to be on holy ground in
his house, or in the fields, until Moses was able to understand what God was
saying.

Holy
ground asks for a response from us. Holy ground wants us to have something to
show for having been there. For me and camp, I can say that my experiences led
me to become a pastor, even if indirectly. I can’t imagine that I’d have ended
up as a pastor had I not spent all that time at Aldersgate, getting to know
God, learning to hear God’s voice. When you think about the holy ground you’ve
been on, what do you have to show for your journey? How did you let God change
you? If you can’t think of an answer, I’d start watching out for the shrubs
around your home, because they just might start bursting into flame, trying to
get your attention. Our God is the creator of all we see and know, of everyone
we meet – and that means that we have a lot of potential holy ground that
surrounds us. Our aim is to start recognizing God’s holy ground when we see it.
And when God calls, we can be ready to respond, “Here I am.” So take off your
shoes – this place is holy ground, and I AM WHO I AM has a message for you. Amen.