They fought for me and I fought with them
Together we vowed that we would win
They may not be here for all I know
Forty years counting down the road
I was young and they were old
But, my story it would be told
Maybe not in their lifetime
But, most definitely, in mine
They would pass the information
Down the line
To others just like them
IN MY LIFETIME

Simplified you are a "gaslighter". To make it simple.
("sociopath" would be more accurate)

Your thread on your life experience unknown to you is FICTIONAL.
It is simply "piped" through to your "little mind".

You take to it with your little mind because there is nothing in your life to you
Schizoid you know.

You have no problem chucking out your present life in favour of what you
relate here in your thread to see yourself as a somebody. Nevermind you
have a loving husband and offspring that you plug in favour of time and
time again.

Remember BlueAngel: I don't care what you have to say about anything.
SO KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT.

You mention "past lives??" with a question mark, no doubt because you can't
see "reincarnation" set in present day surroundings. Which makes it not
a reincarnated event being recalled in "a" next life.

BAasked "who is the someone else"?
Someone else = victim/victims (not known by name)
of these other handlers/controllers.
(your question not mine)

Someone else also = "each" of the victims, not "all" lumped together.

I asked about blackouts because:
while you were at the mercy of the handlers/controllers
"the amount of time" that was taken up during your ordeal
would have to be taken out from ---- your day to day life.

Was wondering if there were periods of "missing time",
as you proceeded with your life.
(because of your recalling it having happened, seemingly later in life)

BA: Unless you have something pertinent to add to the topic ofmind control, kindly refrain from engaging in useless chatter withJane Doe or anyone else on this thread or any thread on this forum.

Have encountered your posts all over this forum and you, notice-ably,
do not follow your own advice.
It must have been "useless" chatter, only, in your eyes AND we have
nothing going on between us.

BA: What happened to me....and I'm not in need of any anonymousposters....asserting they know better than myself.

Never asserted that I know better than you about your experiences.
Posts are subject to the interpreter. Not your "absolute" perogative.

BA:My response to Jane Does' post was not out of place.You, however, are out of place for insinuating such.

Seemed like forum etiquette to me.

Please refrain from picking posts' apart TO twist around.
No "need" for us to debate this statement.

I am trying to comprehend your experience that you are "pain-stakingly"
being informative about to others.

Thanks for bringing - What happened to you - Out in the open.
I find it to be an "eye-opener".

You started this thread BUT readers of it, will post in it.
Not "outright subject" to your interpretation of these posts.
There ARE lots of posts in threads that appear to be needless.
(mostly we grin and bare it, some liven things up though)

No doubt, upagainstit and Jane Doe, felt their post was uncalled for.
You, BlueAngel, however: your remarks were not in line.
Obviously, not ALL of BlueAngels' remarks, were out of line,
BUT the ones that were, were noticeable.

You will find my contribution to this forum,
in the story of my life, that I tell:Social Oppression
it's also in the "introduction" section.
Thread is called: Life As I Know It.
Suggestion: go from first to last entry when you get to the blog.

BlueAngels' life experience and mine are not the same.
However, we both found out later, that something was going on with us.
I became aware of "WHAT'S" going on from 1983 to the present.

Looking back, reading up to page 100
will give you the "gist" ofBlueAngels' experience.

Pages 100 on to the end almost
is mostly ranting and raving in
quantity and lacks more quality.

Around page 470 the topic of this thread
appears to be gotten away from
even by BlueAngel her/his self.

Warning:

Pages in the 130 to 140 range:
posters mention pictures here
BlueAngel somewhat "jumps" in
saying the matter will be taken care of.
Not once but twice, the pictures are still there.
The second set of pictures,
is probably the ones they are referring to.
However, the first set - shown twice,
one other time earlier than this,
seem to have no basis to be there.

I suspect BlueAngel has more than, one username.

Posts by BlueAngel between 140 to 170:
seem to be on somekind of "tyrade".
I was "alarmed" at that time.However: fears appear to be unfounded.

Posts around 340 maybe a little earlier and on:
there is increased interaction between
members of this forum and BlueAngel.

Prior to then this thread is heavy on
BlueAngels', something like "documentary".

BlueAngel appears to be tiring of the thread
around December 2008 to January 2009.
From Jan 2009 to today the time
taken up by the thread, speeds up.

OPINION TIME:

BlueAngel states the time of this ordeal,
experience by her/him, started
shortly after the 9/11 of 2001.
When the incident of the
World Trade Center twin towers occurred.

That would date the remembrance of things
by BlueAngel around 2002.

Nearest I could figure BlueAngel was born
around 1956 in June.
The memories start to unfold around 2002.
(maybe a month or two before)

Apparently the 9/11 of 2001 incident,
triggered something in BlueAngel,
real or imagined(?).

Prior to 2002, BlueAngel, seems
to have frequented "rock concerts"
of her "pet peeve".

However: BlueAngel states in the thread,
that the idea, that unfolds here in the thread,
was taken to - more "media" attention means.
The "medias" approached, did not accept.

BlueAngels' life apart from this forum that
is retold "of", by her/him,
ends up - lacking credibility.

The way BlueAngel handles this ordeal,
is "reminiscent" of the way
"psychics" are portrayed on TV and in movies.

Speaking from my own experience, which started in 1983,
such "over-whelmed" by emotionally set back,
when these "memories" are replayed in oneself,
subsides later on: so "continually" taken with
these "experiences" after a while,
no longer "exist" in such way.
In my own case it would go Aug to Oct of 1983
to the early 1990's. Not endlessly on still,
even though this still goes on with me, to this date.

BlueAngel states in this thread, that
what is relayed here to us
was an "idea" that was taken to
more "revealing" far and wide, media.
Seemingly before the memories started around 2002.

Something that was seen by BlueAngel
in the lyrics of songs, thatBlueAngel could go on about.

BlueAngel has gone on and on.....
about it, in this thread.

Lots of quantity, short on "quality".

However, BlueAngels' demeanor, needs to be adrressed.

BlueAngel appears to have "gaslighter", tendencies.
Probably doesn't go to the "possessing" extent.
BlueAngel "wants" to have it on you, in such way, though.

There were some posters that BlueAngel couldn't handle.
Appears to be because, BlueAngel,
couldn't "see" the poster, from his/her post.
The only reason I can see for BlueAngel
being "visibly" upset, by Leonardo.

OVERALL:
BlueAngel, "spun"; a good "yarn".
What was written about, is quite believable.

Simplified you are a "gaslighter". To make it simple.
("sociopath" would be more accurate)

Your thread on your life experience unknown to you is FICTIONAL.
It is simply "piped" through to your "little mind".

You take to it with your little mind because there is nothing in your life to you
Schizoid you know.

You have no problem chucking out your present life in favour of what you
relate here in your thread to see yourself as a somebody. Nevermind you
have a loving husband and offspring that you plug in favour of time and
time again.

Remember BlueAngel: I don't care what you have to say about anything.
SO KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT.

Obviously, you don't know the meaning of the word "gaslighter."

Sorry, pal, but you can't speak about my life experiences.

Only I can.

I would be the person who would know and not you.

I have no clue what is piped through to your "litte mind," but, whatever it is, it sounds like MUSH.