Friday, July 26, 2013

Missing you Mama...

Man...over 6 years now...and there isn't a second that goes by I don't miss you mom...your voice...your smile...your constant support...My strength today comes from you...I know that EVERYTHING I do today would make you proud...going after my dreams...embracing my body and confidence...staying active and healthy...laughing...keeping family close...taking care of my sister..making sure dad knows how much we love him...tradition...culture...always learning...and learning how to improve...healing others...healing myself...taking care of my husband...don't worry..I will take care of him...he takes care of me...I can't wait to be a mom...but I get so sad thinking you won't be here to be with me...I still find myself reaching for the phone to call you...I wish I could tell you I am dancing again...ughhh I know it's my blog and its the internet...and I am currently talking to myself...but I have to believe there is some sort of connection right? Love you always.
Shana

Your Mom was gorgeous. Clearly she was an amazing woman and a incredible influence in your life. I'm so sorry you lost her so early. It is so hard to miss a person so dear to you. She would definitely be so proud of her Shana.