About Me

January 24, 2009

I have a foster sis.iman.cute, happy go lucky, indie,ready to rock the world.i love her, n for god sake i noe she love me.but today, i made her cried.yup, she just realize my true color.the real me.the stupid SOB, the dick shit, the bastard..she stil in shocked, she said that she cant sleep all nite cuz thinking bout me,the one n only blood an unrelated bro she had.the one that swore to protect her from danger, the one that promise gonna make her life better.sorry babe.im not who i used to be..yes is been 5 years now.but in that timeline i've changed, a lot.sorry..i wish i cant covered it up last nite, my true self.but i dun wanna lie to u,i dun wanna u to fantasize how great i am, but the truth, i am not. im sorry for the tears i caused u. dun worry.as i promised, this is the far as i go, n i wont go any further.i cross the line, but i wont be too far.i gonna keep my promise.i will protect u, i will hunt the son of bitch that hurt u, cuz thats a part of me that is the same as u imagine.the part which i love u..thats true.

8 bucket of alcohol..40 bottles of Heineken..A club name DREAM..14 people..8 guys n 6 girls..lord RnB HipHop Music..frenly DJ.Gud Lighting.Sensational Dancing.vomiting on the floor..glass breaking freaks action.nice dance floor..crazy people..drunk..10 pack of malboro..a few pills.3 girls strip down..free sex in the toilet..generous dude who want to buy it all..thats all it takes to turn on people.thats all it takes for a gud girl to turn bad.thats all it takes to destroy teen.thats all in takes for everything to went wrong.

is there a different? is there a similarities? i noe its there..based on what i saw, based on my experience with people, there are a differs.still, some people didnt realzie it before..some do now..for me, loudmouth is kinda person who talk a lot, fucking a lot..its just like there no pause or stop in the vocabs.but, all the word coming out their mouth, most of it, r bullshits.nonesense.ussually this type of people, they have ahappy go lucky kinda characteristic, gedik2, kinda bitchy, kinda magnet attracting people to hate the.. what best come out of this people is there will be no arkward silence, at least on one side of the party.but, if is goe on too damn long, its kinda annoying, for some people.this, people, often been hated or loved..theres no middle party or neutral.obviously, we'll noe what type of people that gonna BFF these kind of people, n we definitely noe who disguise them..as for me, i got no probs with loudmouth as long as they dun cross my line.

outspoken..conficent, no afraid of anything, soe not even death, words of wisdom, this is they type of things..usually a de-facto leader, commander in chief.(not pak lah of cos).people like CheDet.someone who is somebody in the society.for those who r not a leader, its only bcuz of the fact that they neglect it..they r man of intel n info..full of them, but choose not to share it unless they have to..silence is gold, the principles they alway choose to hold,talk only if needed..wasting time n hanging around , not their type of routine.some of them prefer being no one cuz of the pressure they have to deal with..ot maybe they noe ita a lost cause so why wasten it?

we are who we are.we are who we choose to be..we can be anyone, as long as we believe in urself..even loudmouth something useful, even outspoken sometimes is a dick..so what?life is unfair.life is unpredictable..get use to it..