Thursday, January 10, 2013

I hope you all haven't been too worried or disspointed in me. I feel like I must explain what has been going on.

If you follow my Facebook page, you may have seen a explanation post awhile back. Basically I have been struggling with a number of things lately that has been keeping me from blogging and posting. My husband and I have been struggling with finances and trying to make ends meet. It is so very frustrating and crushing to know that you may not be able to pay the electric bill one month.

I have also mentio0ned on my page, and I am not ashamed of it in the least, I have struggled with depression and bipolar for about 12 years now, and the season really takes a toll on me. I have been working with my doctor to find a balance and get myself back in a good place, but at the moment is a real struggle to get through the day. And posting on the blog seems more and more like an assignment or a chore instead of something I used to enjoy.

I still paint my nails regularly, though usually do not go all out with the art portion of it. I still love the world of polish and I still constantly peruse Facebook to see the latest that you all have to offer. You all do such beautiful work and I love looking at it. I even still purchase the occassional bottle and you may still see me stalking your pages and liking or commenting on your posts.

But for the time being, I need to take a break. I am not sure how long this break may be. Maybe a few weeks, maybe forever. I need to focus on me and my health as well as our financial situation and school right now. I know you all will understand. You have been such wonderful followers and you have made it so much fun. I hope you don't go anywhere, just in case I come back.