dont worry, seriously i can tell you now i went thought the exactt same and it was awful, 3 or 4 years. it did feel like it was getting worse at some points but i promise you soon enough through time you will feel your complete normal self again, i know its hard right now but you'll get there, in fact you'll come out of it twice as strong<3 take my word for it.

Thanks. Its not the first time im going through this.... and it took me 7 years to get over the first guy I fell in love with. But I was also just a kid. I was 16 the first time I fell in love. But this time is different. I actually made a life with this person, we lived together and raised our children together for a while....Its so much harder... especially attatching myself to his child like I did. Its sooo hard. Im fine when I keep myself busy.. but anytime I stop to pause, I feel myself falling apart.

It worse for short while but time heals most wounds as it has for me.Some heart aches take much longer than others but it will fade but once you meet someone it helps to fade that ache even faster.Hang in there.