Tuesday, 5 June 2012

Choices ...

Hello everyone. Sorry for the delay of My Blog entry. The Chakrabortys came back from Europe on Sunday and I really wanted to rest it out and get back to My normal routine on Monday, so I thought, the best time to write this is today. And yes, Europe was awesome! We really had a great time there! We saw everything that we wanted too and we also saw many historical monuments as well and clicked many pictures there to cherish those amazing moments! It was wonderful visiting three countries in 12 days! It was a Trip to remember and to top it, I also got My Dr.Dre Bluetooth Headphones! They are spectacular! And I heard this Song from Keith Urban. It is called FOR YOU. That song is surely the Song-Of-The-Week as it is dedicated to all those brave men and women in uniforms who put their lives on the line everyday to protect their nations! It is a must hear and the Lyrics are a must-read as well! :-)

And now, we begin ...

As Morpheus said in The Matrix Reloaded, "Everything in life begins with a choice." Life is truly about the choices you make. I know that some of you may say that no, it doesn't because everything in life is pre-destined and we were always meant to do, what we were meant to do. That everything is already written for us. I agree with you folks to some level but I also believe that even though we all are chosen to do what God chose us to do, He also has given us the Power of Free Will to walk that 'Pre-Destined-Chosen-Path' the way We want too. Like for example, He has given us the Ferrari but it is up to us how we drive it. The Choice to Crash it or reach smoothly to our destination. For a while, I, Myself, thought there is no point in making these choices because in the end, we always end up being what we thought we shouldn't be. But I tell you today, We do have the Power to make our own Choices. We have The Power to Stand for What We Believe in or fall in that bottomless pit from where there in no going back ...

Many believe that this is the Year the world will come to an end but for Me, it is the Year that I was re-born. I have changed so much! In the way I think, the way I react and with the way I am with people. And that all didn't happen in an instant. It happened because I chose to change. I made My Choice. To be a better person. To see the Good Things in Life. To find the Kindness in others. To Forgive and let go of all of that Anger. To become the Man I always wanted to be. A Man who doesn't have a Heavy Conscious. Trust Me, it isn't easy. Nope. It isn't easy one bit. But that is the point, isn't it? To Stand Tall when others have fallen. To believe in the Light when you can only see the Darkness. To Hope when there is no more Faith left. To Smile even when you have tears in your eyes. To Love even when all you receive is hate from others. To Choose even when there are no choices left ...

Take this from Me, I have done my share of everything. I have been down that road. I know what it feels like to have a heavy heart. To know what I am doing is wrong but still continue to do so because it was for My own benefit. So I know where I am coming from. And being this New Version of Myself hasn't been all roses. In fact, it has been just the opposite. I think that is Irony or some Sick Joke God is playing on Me. Everyday is a test for Me. Everyday I see Hatred hating Me more and Temptation tempting Me more. Seducing Me into it's Dark Abyss and I know how tempting it is. To say, Screw All These Rules and Self-Rightousness crap and just fall in. But No, I am not. No matter how hard it gets, I am still keeping My Stand. Even though it is the toughest thing that I have ever done, I still Choose to Stand Tall. I Choose the right thing. I Choose to Fight Back because I know that even though God may not be answering my Prayers right now, even though he may be avoiding Me, he has put Me in a place to grow. To Test Me. To make Me Strong. And most importantly, to see, Whether I Stand or Whether I Fall ...

There aren't many good people left in this world. And I am not saying I am good either. But I want to believe that someday I will. This Battle I am going through, is something I will always have to face. That, in a way, is My Fate. I know that Temptation, Greed, Hunger and Lust will always be there. But no matter how much they throw at Me, I will Choose to fight back. I know it will get lonely being where I am and where I am heading. But I know I can fight this. I know I can Stand Tall because in the end, when I die, when I face god, I wanna look at him in the eye and tell Him that I tried. I really tried. I fought back. Not because I had too but because I Chose too. I have made My Choice. The question is ... Have You Made Yours?

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About Me

Hi, I am Mahaakshay Chakraborty. I am an Actor. I am from Mumbai. I love Movies and everything about them. I am also learning Mixed Martial Arts as a Professional Sport and I believe in the Power of Giving. :-)