Lately Ive been feeling really... well... horny. Its very shameful and Im worried that if by chance I end up alone with my boyfriend in his apartment, I might regret it. I'm no troll by the way, its just a feeling Ive noticed recently.

There's nothing shameful about it. Obviously, if you're going to have sex then safety and contraception are most important. If you'd rather not go that far right now and don't want to do something you'd regret, then masturbate maybe? Might help take the edge off a bit.

Kinda sounds like you wanna get pregnant if your so impatient to go out and buy some condoms, it's easy enough to go on the pill, or get an implant, then you can rape him all you want without getting knocked up.