I'm a junior in high school, I make straight A's (although I slack off in school, I spend the time I should be doing school studying about racial issues and things that actually matter; I still have a firm grasp of the material in school though).

I'm studying for the SAT, and my final SAT scores will probably be around 2100. I come from a non-affluent family, who lives middle class but is actually more on the poor side, so my family ain't paying for college. The money will have to come from loans or scholarships.

Thing is, I don't even know what I LIKE doing, because I have a mild interest in so many things, but really not a passion for anything but racial issues. The second I start to pursue something (like economics, or film, or history) I get majorly bored and move on to something else, and just repeat the cycle.

The only thing I know for sure is that I want to travel the world, and eventually end up doing something for the good of our race. Gods know by the time I'm in my late twenties we'll already be gearing up for a full-on race war.

Thanks to my views, everyone... and I mean everyone I know in my school LOATHES me... besides some close friends who have stuck with me, although they disagree with me.

I just want to live a happy life in service to my people, with a pretty, amazing, Aryan wife and strong, healthy, white children. I want to be a father and husband. A warrior of our people. But I have no idea how to go about doing that...

Please help me get my thoughts straight. I'm so stressed and confused right now.

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Originally Posted by Mjornllir

Basically, I have no idea what to do with my life.

I'm a junior in high school, I make straight A's (although I slack off in school, I spend the time I should be doing school studying about racial issues and things that actually matter; I still have a firm grasp of the material in school though).

I'm studying for the SAT, and my final SAT scores will probably be around 2100. I come from a non-affluent family, who lives middle class but is actually more on the poor side, so my family ain't paying for college. The money will have to come from loans or scholarships.

Thing is, I don't even know what I LIKE doing, because I have a mild interest in so many things, but really not a passion for anything but racial issues. The second I start to pursue something (like economics, or film, or history) I get majorly bored and move on to something else, and just repeat the cycle.

The only thing I know for sure is that I want to travel the world, and eventually end up doing something for the good of our race. Gods know by the time I'm in my late twenties we'll already be gearing up for a full-on race war.

Thanks to my views, everyone... and I mean everyone I know in my school LOATHES me... besides some close friends who have stuck with me, although they disagree with me.

I just want to live a happy life in service to my people, with a pretty, amazing, Aryan wife and strong, healthy, white children. I want to be a father and husband. A warrior of our people. But I have no idea how to go about doing that...

Please help me get my thoughts straight. I'm so stressed and confused right now.

If it helps any, my Myers-Briggs personality type is INTP.

Consider a state school for your undergraduate degree. Go elsewhere with a high GPA to get a masters or doctorate. Freshman yr is mostly electives anyways.

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If you think you can stomach the Marxist bilge of college, give it a go. Get as much as you can done at a junior college. See if Jefferson Davis Community College is still around in Biloxi MS, it was actually a GREAT school. And really close to the beach...

Me, I tried the college route, and despised every second of it not spent off campus. Graduated from a Jesuit college preparatory in the top 10% of the state GPA wise... Had way too much real world experience to keep my mouth shut during classes for my major (Wildland Recreation Management) as I'd been a wildland fire fighter, trail builder and volunteer park employee for the better part of my developing years. Couldn't resist pointing out any flaws, no matter how miniscule, in my courses...

If you NEED to take a year or two between high school and further education, do so. Loan yourself out to PLE communities or SF based charities/projects. Find a fellow member who needs a hand with a trade he is in, then find another one and learn from him/her. Amtrak is fairly cheap, the food isn't bad, and the real world education you can receive is beyond anything you could imagine. Apply to the Philmont Ranch in New Mexico, work one of their line camps for the season...

So many choices, so many options. You have time, and you have the common sense to realize that you can get help from us here. Take a deep breath, get through the rest of high school, and by then, you will know which way is right for you.

I'm a junior in high school, I make straight A's (although I slack off in school, I spend the time I should be doing school studying about racial issues and things that actually matter; I still have a firm grasp of the material in school though).

I'm studying for the SAT, and my final SAT scores will probably be around 2100. I come from a non-affluent family, who lives middle class but is actually more on the poor side, so my family ain't paying for college. The money will have to come from loans or scholarships.

Thing is, I don't even know what I LIKE doing, because I have a mild interest in so many things, but really not a passion for anything but racial issues. The second I start to pursue something (like economics, or film, or history) I get majorly bored and move on to something else, and just repeat the cycle.

The only thing I know for sure is that I want to travel the world, and eventually end up doing something for the good of our race. Gods know by the time I'm in my late twenties we'll already be gearing up for a full-on race war.

Thanks to my views, everyone... and I mean everyone I know in my school LOATHES me... besides some close friends who have stuck with me, although they disagree with me.

I just want to live a happy life in service to my people, with a pretty, amazing, Aryan wife and strong, healthy, white children. I want to be a father and husband. A warrior of our people. But I have no idea how to go about doing that...

Please help me get my thoughts straight. I'm so stressed and confused right now.

Well I'd suggest your first step after high school would be to go to a community/junior college, these are cheaper and you can get your "general education" classes out of the way for whatever degree you want to get.

For instance if you do general ed (the math, English, science, etc) at a CC/JC then when you transfer to a 4 year school, you're already a junior and all your classes at the university will be related to your major or electives.

This gives you a couple more years of exposure to education to decide what you want to do.

Also CC/JC typically offer vocational/skilled trade programs as well, so if you decide not to go into a typical academic path career, you can still learn to be a craftsman.

Try to find a job like loading trucks at UPS, the hours are pretty simple and I believe they still offer a tuition assistance program.

You can also consider the military, the post-911 GI Bill is a pretty good deal. I know the popular thing to do for WNists is complain about the military, but seriously where else are you going to get paid to learn a skill, and get money for college.

As for wearing your beliefs on your sleeve, stop this immediately. Remember the 14 words, "We must secure the existence of our people and a future for White Children."

You should be focused on obtaining a useful trade skill or academic education, and gainful employment, by doing this you are not just simply talking about WNism, you are securing a future for your own White family.

When all else fails, volunteer to do something, at least it gets you references and demonstrates a history of reliability.

Agree. Go the community college -> state u route to keep up the highest possible GPA. Believe me, if you were some kind of supergenius you would have already solved some big science problem. So enjoy being who you are and lay back and have a good time.

I'm a junior in high school, I make straight A's (although I slack off in school, I spend the time I should be doing school studying about racial issues and things that actually matter; I still have a firm grasp of the material in school though).

I'm studying for the SAT, and my final SAT scores will probably be around 2100. I come from a non-affluent family, who lives middle class but is actually more on the poor side, so my family ain't paying for college. The money will have to come from loans or scholarships.

Thing is, I don't even know what I LIKE doing, because I have a mild interest in so many things, but really not a passion for anything but racial issues. The second I start to pursue something (like economics, or film, or history) I get majorly bored and move on to something else, and just repeat the cycle.

The only thing I know for sure is that I want to travel the world, and eventually end up doing something for the good of our race. Gods know by the time I'm in my late twenties we'll already be gearing up for a full-on race war.

Thanks to my views, everyone... and I mean everyone I know in my school LOATHES me... besides some close friends who have stuck with me, although they disagree with me.

I just want to live a happy life in service to my people, with a pretty, amazing, Aryan wife and strong, healthy, white children. I want to be a father and husband. A warrior of our people. But I have no idea how to go about doing that...

Please help me get my thoughts straight. I'm so stressed and confused right now.

If it helps any, my Myers-Briggs personality type is INTP.

Before you make any decisions regarding your future academic career read this:

Also, remember, if you go to college you're likely to spend the next 20 years paying off college loans so you'd darned well better make sure that college trains you for a VERY well paying job--or prepare to live like a pauper for a long time.

The best advice I can give you is this: Before you make ANY decision about what to study do your homework and find out what jobs are in demand. Humanities and fine arts majors are going to starve on top of having a lot of debt.

Also, remember, if you go to college you're likely to spend the next 20 years paying off college loans so you'd darned well better make sure that college trains you for a VERY well paying job--or prepare to live like a pauper for a long time.

The best advice I can give you is this: Before you make ANY decision about what to study do your homework and find out what jobs are in demand. Humanities and fine arts majors are going to starve on top of having a lot of debt.

Healthcare might be a good option because no matter what people need it. Even with Obangacare.

Problem with construction I see is the sh*tty economy. I hear it's really hard for carpenters to find jobs right now.