My greatest accomplishments go beyond the relief I have experienced with the guilt for my transgressions gone as weight off my shoulders. I used to blame myself and punish myself for those transgressions and some of them I could not even fathom. Somehow I lived with that guilt, I made do. I bore my “cross.” I got used to the idea that some things were unexplainable, they simply existed and that was that. I seemed to know how to do the right thing but some force dragged me the other way. I was angry with myself, even helplessly enraged at times. Then I learned to resist the negative, suppress my anger and annoyance and "control" my conduct. I learned to let go of the fault of others, to forgive. Forgive myself and forgive others. Or I closed my eyes on the shortcomings, or justified them. That was my life—a constant restless struggle.

However, as a result of Grade II, I am truly freed. The understanding of WHERE FROM and HOW the impulse to commit transgressions came over me replaced my guilt. By reaching the source I was able to dissipate the black magic—much as the morning fog dissipates under sun rays. Step by step, we would find and pull out the roots of evil. First, second, third, fourth… And suddenly at some point I felt light and calm. I felt a joyous and peaceful RELIEF. The subconscious (reactive) feeling of intolerance that would come seemingly from nowhere, anger toward myself or others, whose conduct was incorrect, harmful, bad... - you name it, because the wisdom of understanding of the true causes now envelops them (and you), not just me.

In general, I would say that my ability to love others and myself has increased tremendously. I no longer have to forgive because now I UNDERSTAND.

And there are side effects, too. My eyesight has improved, some extra pounds melted off my body without any effort on my part. My relations with others have improved. Life is better - LIFE IS FUN!

I look for answer, hit bank confusion, throw in some spin, disbelief, a bit of
" What the F is this", then hit the wall of utter unknownness, and here comes
Trillions of Trillions of years of Blackness building up and for the
life of me I can't
make my Body talk, the mouth is moving but no words are coming out,
I'm in utter
disbelief of what I now am confronting. Then, Oh My God!!

A strange and wonderful thing occurs at the moment when the item is found
it is called As-Isness and the resulting Cognitions just roll and the
changes start
happening, faster than the speed of Thought.

Here is a great Success Story from the Global Freedom Network. SK has been receiving Student Auditing from Mike Dee, who by the way just finished Level One Theory and could use another Student PC. Mike did a wonderful job of auditing, and received consistent Very Well Done Session Grades and SK will be continuing up the Grade Chart.

"While doing ARC Straightwire I realized several important things. First, there is much more to life than the eye of any aberrated person meets, or the eye of a hurt person meets (however one wants to put it). Even though one is sad or does not see what's around him and has most of his attention stuck on threatening, hostile or upsetting things, the life goes on around him.

There are sunsets and flowers that he could see, but he does not. There are people around with whom he could have been friends and could have great adventures, but he does not. There are things he could like, things he could communicate with, things he could understand, but he does not.

The interesting thing is that he himself is still being liked by others, being understood, being talked to, but he does not respond to it in a right way. He can just wake up one day and start having a great life, if he would decide to.

Instead, he dwells on things that overshadow his life, and he fights them, and fights them, and fights them, thinking, "I am going to handle and defeat them." What he should do, instead, is to say, "The hell with those things" and leave them alone for a while and put his energy on what he wants to work on, on people with whom he really wants to be and help. And he might discover later that those things he had been fighting before disappeared, or are much easier to handle.

There is so much more to life than those things. For one thing, there is that person. And even he, himself, is much more important than those evils, because there is life in him and he can create beautiful things, he can bring joy to others, he can occupy space and be and let others admire his creations.

Just because he is alive and has this potential, he is already more important than any failure he previously had, any harm he had previously done, any rejection he previously got. It just does not matter. He can rewind his clock to zero and start again. Any moment is as good as the one that has just passed.

Is he going to smile or cry? -- it's up to him. Is he going to be a burden or joy for others? -- it's up to him. Will things get worse? They might. But even if they do, they can present another opportunity for a man to just get better."

I came to the MWTC a broken reactive being and left not broken on the road to being at cause. It wasn't so much what happened immediately but it is what happened as time went on. Also not just how it changed me but how it changed my 2D.
So I came to Frank a complete wreck afraid of everything. I had recently had a major break up with my long term 2D of 8 years. I was caved in, alone, near homeless, almost broke and driving a car that had no drivers door handle(I had to exit the passengers side). To say the least I was a mess. Well Frank didn't seem to mind my circumstances and so away we went to auditing. I would have to stop sometimes because I was crying too much I couldn't talk. But Frank just plowed away. After a week of auditing I left, worked a little on life and returned for more auditing. Things were getting better and better. But the weird thing was after our last auditing session my 2D called me. he apologized for how things ended. As time went on he started to call regularly and we would talk and laugh. He then asked me on a vacation and proposed to me. We went over something in auditing and it blew for me. But I truly believe it blew for him too. That was about a year and a half ago. We are getting married in the Spring. I am working steadily. I am not broke and I have a new car....... And I'm getting married!! So life is definitely repaired. Thanks Frank and hope to be back for some more auditing as soon as I can get to Indiana.

Kate had a series of blow out wins recently on her L10,
culminating in her achieving the state of Clear OT!

Trey Lotz

I am TOTALLY in present time, like never before.

NOTHING can shake this.... NOTHING!

I have spent the week getting used to myself and myself in relation to everything else in this universe.

I have had to get used to everyone all over again I deal with on a daily basis as well as my new self. One thing that puzzled me was WHY do I have to do this? What changed? I cogged that within the last couple of weeks I have grown used to being exterior and being myself and because of this I am looking at others as themselves not their valences. I can KNOW someone instantly because of this. Obviously a person needs to know the tech of tone levels to know the correct manner within which to deal with others but it is a great joy to communicate with others as themselves and not talk to a valence. I fall in love with everyone I meet.

My ability to reach has increased tremendously. I can see clearly that PTSness has caused my reach to be blunted. The PTSness has come off of me in layers. The abilities I've lost due to the PTSness have returned. I am taking chances now that I never would have done in the past and having tremendous wins because of it.

Because of this increased reach my intelligence has increased. I am more willing to see what is there not what I think is there. My ability to solve the little problems in life has increased beyond what I ever believed possible.

I acknowledge the opinions and concerns of others but just do whatever the hell I want to do anyway. (giggle) This his such a relief. I had to really BE myself before looking at what I can "DO". I understand now why the Ls are laid out the way they are. Don't stop at L-12. You will do yourself a great disservice. Really! Through L-10 the beingness I addressed on L-12 has just expanded exponentially. There's just more ME now. I am stably exterior without an identity now. This condition is AWESOME.

Thanks to my wonderful auditor who has helped me every step of the way.

Finished the life repair process at about 1 p.m. today, Nov.22, 2011. Part
of the large win involved the clearing of foundation words and gaining new
insights into their meanings. After taking a break I realized that the
size of the win was on a scale with that of going Clear many years ago.

The wonderful thing to me about your style of processing is that it truly
seems a team approach. Secondly, is that I am aware that you understand
my words, my feelings, the thoughts I express, as fully as anyone ever has,
probably more so. It is wonderful to have a true communication "teminal",
something I have not had for a couple of decades. I find the auditing
process much cleaner than any past auditing, and I must say more thorough.

I don't feel a gushy form of gratitude, just a very present ungiddy
gratitude for what you are in the midst of doing to help me gain more
understanding of who and where I am and also a sense of genuine hope that
there is more to come based on the progress thus far. I think I am far
more realistic than when I was audited many years ago. I know that I am
far more trusting of the integrity of the person in charge of my case,
i.e., you. I totally lost trust in the delivery organization from which I
obtained my earlier auditing. I have always admired the tech, but my
experience with the delivering organization left me, sadly, with much
distrust of its overall integrity. I look forward to further progress, but
for now I simply wish to continue enjoying this win.

Thank you for helping me make progress. Thank you for being there for me.

Thank you for being an ally. Thank you for giving me hope for improvement
and growth, as a being.

"I gave birth to twins in 1999 across from the A.O. in Hollywood. Two years ago one of them walked up to me and asked me to get him to a mind clearer. I brushed it off until he asked at least three more times. I did connect my twins up to an auditor with the help of Frank Davis and they have been getting auditing for a few months now. Two days ago one of my kids sat down at the computer and turned out a professionally written screenplay by industry standards in 48 hours. Until now, I have managed to reduce the miracles in Scientology with the idea I was tripping. Not anymore."
For more information on services in the Freezone,
mail me, Terril Park, at basic2basic@yahoo.com

To find out more about us and to join our
forums see our websites at :-

One of the good things of recent events is I get to hang out with Trey. He's a real cool dude! Very funny, young at heart, and full of interesting info.

LRH once said something along the lines of " all abberation is self invalidation."

That's pretty much true for me. And Scientology and auditing has been stripping such away since I started, including L-11.

I think that people's experience on L-11 will be quite varied, according to their experiences, position on the bridge when they do it and where they want to be heading.

On OT2, my favorite bridge level, I found myself experiencing this from " Factor 28:-

" Certainty in all three universes must be regained, for certainty, not data, is knowledge."

This has been somewhat expanded upon in L-11, and includes what to me seems to be a re-experiencing of fractors 1&2:-

"1 Before the beginning was a Cause and the entire purpose of the Cause was the creation of effect.
2 In the beginning and forever is the decision and the decision is TO BE."

One of the best actions ever for me was a self elected FPRD, and on this I went whole track big time, running among other things pre physical universe events. L-11 dosn't seem to be aimed at going way back track, but
one at times gets the usual question " is there an earlier time....."

So it seems I recalled the start of my track. Well perhaps its just another way station on the train journey of life, but for me, yes it was the start of track. And also it was a revelation about my relationship to the eighth dynamic. Definitely a part of MY dynamics.

So life can sometimes be surreal. This auditing has been taking place in a Los Vegas casino, and I wouldn't have wanted it to have been anywhere else. Me and my fellow members of the "2011 Los Vegas convention
L-11 club" have enjoyed it here so much. So sometimes, in session breaks, to get some havingness I go out to the casino's wild life garden, full of exotic birds and even more exotic fish, an oasis in this desert, of moisture laden air from all the pools and waterfalls.I usually run across a few wedding parties here also. Not really trying to promote the Flamingo Casino, and no I'm not getting paid for this. The rooms are cheap when you go mid week.

When I go out the other door, and walk down the strip its a completely different experience. Every 3 yards there is someone wearing a T-shirt saying-

" GIRLS Girls girls, delivered to you in 20 minutes."

And giving out cards with pictures. Wondering if there's any connection with all the weddings? Then another casino's PA system tells one that non stop strip poker is playing inside. [ think I'll have to go check that one out!]

So people come to Vegas to have fun, be entertained and play, and they mostly seem happy.

This brings me to some more of my wins, an increase in happiness, and
the spirit of play, the latter including irreverence, iconoclasm and humour.

An outpouring of joy from an angel which seems appropriate, despite all the villagers apparently having to die. Guess its my dark side.

Then I'm reminded of the final stanza of my favorite poem. Here a Hindu
priest is waiting for possible death for dallying with the royal princess. He is not mourning, seeking forgiveness, trying to square up things with his maker or anything like that. His irreverence of accepted standards, his iconoclastic breaking of the rules and his love are an expression of his spirit of play - he just want's to remember the fun parts.

"Even now
I know that I have savoured the hot taste of life
Lifting green cups and gold at the great feast.
Just for a small and a forgotten time
I have had full in my eyes from off my girl
The whitest pouring of eternal light....."

I completed these OT Levels this last week. These are the original OT levels and were delivered until (1982) when Miscavage pulled them off of the bridge as they were a threat to him.

I cannot stress how liberating 4,5, and 6 are. They are short levels and really just show you the abilities you have regained.

I hope with all my heart you get to these levels very, very, soon. They are exactly what you are looking for.

These levels were quite short for me mainly because of of the great setups I had prior and being a past lifer with a lot of ACC auditing under my belt from then.

Cheers,

Johan

Original OT IV - (From 1973 Bridge). December 3, 2011

I feel, and am proofed up as a Being doing the original OT IV. Having NO drug
history helps!

After all the dealing with other's cases on OT II and III it was a relief to
have some polish on me as a Being. It was a huge amount of fun and anyone who
says there isn't other's cases to handle beside yours doesn't have any idea what
really goes on, it's there. And I'm ready to erradicate it after this wonderful
level.

Original OT V - (From 1973 Bridge) December 6, 2011

I've done OT V –the original today. I cannot convey the change, in words, to my abilities, in, and most especially outside of the body. It is like driving an old clunker car and the sitting in or shall I say sitting out of a Lamborghini sports car as far as exterior abilities. Un-be-fricking-lievable! The ability to perceive, be in or out of objects, spaces, time, to sense the state of beings and too many other things to list are realized on this level. What an acknowledgment of what Theta really is!!!

I can see the postulates of others from long ago and sense their purpose even in the persistant creation or even something as short-lived as a one time flow. It is obvious why the Church no longer delivers this level. Why? Because you are now AWARE and DO KNOW and CAN CREATE, PERCEIVE and VIEW AS A TRUE THETAN and be others views as well. What a threat to suppression! LOL.

I really enjoyed this level (grade) it is a must do for any Pre-OT.

Thank you to my C/S Pat Krenik and LRH for this returning of my ability.

Original OT VI - (Also from 1973 Bridge). December 8, 2011

I am very humbled by this level and what it acknowledges in my universe. I
first touched on the abilities possible on this level in 1956, last lifetime.
(If we only knew then what level we were actually on!)

I am amazed at it's simplicity in pointing out how to use OT abilities. No
space is too wide, no comm line unreachable. There is no such thing since the
laws of the physical universe don't apply. <Be they time, distance, or someone
you haven't known in lifetimes, you can still get in touch.>

True OT abilities are made available and you will demonstrate them to yourself.
They are not stuff of legend or fantasy. You must do this level and we will be
OT as a group. If you think OT abilities are fake, you just aren't there, just
yet. {Keep going, it won't be long!}

Here are two more write ups of the hard working Vladivostok Org. Also very many pictures. Sorry about the not so good english translation.

Their original property burned down, but they are very busy building again.

One can't keep these Vladivostokians down!

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Dears,

We won the grant for the project "Sun energy instead bake smog"!

This is a first level grant for 700$, the fund officers said, with our plans we save the real hope for the next level grant for 3000$ this summer and we want to continue the game for three level grant, to 5000$.

In short, the idea is: we can warm the water by sun and use it for warm the house and warm water in it. This is not a new idea, but the stats of (sun-water) batteries rise in the world very markedly few years ago. There are:

15 millions of square meters of the batteries in the world,
include 5 millions in China,
1 million in Japan and for compare -
5000 sq. m in Russia, the last one
include 3000 - in Krasnodar region, (the same latitude with Primorie) and for compare -
only 120 sq. m in Primorie!

(BTW, there are the big governmental program of sun energy in Germany.)

It is too expensive, about 300$ for sq. m, for our house we need about 15 m and this is not real for us and for all other public.

With our project we want down this price to 100$ for sq. m, build the batteries on our house and than start the Big Promotion Program. So, our friends, made the batteries, could take a credit and set up the factory for the batteries, and the price down more with the number of it.

The goal is - price of batteries, comparable with the price of coal for 2 years. This is very possible! Of course, our project have a great success in fund, in some newspapers, radio and TW programs.

And the next level project we name "Ecological house in Vladivostok", this is something about conceptual model of such house. Last year we bought the house on the hill in the central part of our city. Vladivostok is a city of hills-mountains and our street is the highest street in Vladivostok, we see about a half of our city under our place. We see the smog under us, but there are a lot of birds and butterflies in our garden. It was the picture of a place, now - the idea.

We want to live in the central part of the city and "in the nature". We want stop our dependence of "the government" and of it's our very usual problems with water, warm, electricity, canalization and garbage nets and so on. In reality this is the reactive mind problem, you know.

We already drilled to 40 m deep for water and we have our natural water (very good analysis). We want warm the house with sun and we have some ideas about wind-station for electricity. We want to establish our garden and kitchen-garden with the tech of our good friend and the writer Nik Kurdumov from Krasnodar. His tech is: establish with his ideas and than only take off the harvest, it's for us;-).

We want set up the hothouse and eat our vegetables around the year. We want set up the Detox program in our sauna (May, 1), we want rent the rest of our hill and set up a good garden for all city (for fund money and volunteers job, why not?;-)). In future - garden for all city over the city - it will be very good promotion for our Org!

We want build the next floor on our house and it will be something about aquarium of steel and glass, without water. And there will be the sun batteries on the housetop. And all city will see our house over the city. And in our handouts we'll write: aquarium with sun batteries on the hill over the city, welcome!

And all our project include the Big PR Program. And (you already guess;-)) in all our texts we'll pull the basic idea: any ecology starts with an ecology of the mind!

We can't say in our papers about scientology now, so we'll disseminate it the way we can. We have a lot of ideas about New Civilization game, this is really our good game and we start it!

We want set up the model, collect a lot of tech and show the possibility live in the city center, but “on the nature”.

In the very beginning I won the grant, bought and set up the sun batteries and in an exchange for the grant made very good promotion of this sun warm collectors. There was more than 10 papers in newspapers, 7 TW programs (1 to all Russia), we made the Internet site eco-dom.narod.ru, I run a lot of dissemination and so on. I became the member of Ecological Council in our city, we had a talk with our mayor and now I have the hearsay, he want put $600 000 to set up the production line of this batteries!

Two years before there were no sun collectors in Vladivostok, can you imagine! And of course, to tell the true, I started all the program with only goal – disseminate scientology!

Now we continue the next program: "The model ecological house in Vladivostok". Our house take place on the top of the biggest hill in the center of a city and the most part of the city can see it.

Our house has own bore to 40 meters for water, it have very small volume of garbage (we use organic for compost, scrap the paper, wood, metal and plastic), we want set up a lot of details, it's "clever house in Bill Geits style": computer will control the temperature, the water, the ventilation and so on.

Here in Vladivostok we have many companies, building and delivering different services for private houses. We call sponsors for this project and it seems very possible, they have a big interest to such promotion and to such model for their prospects.

So, we want to be known for all our city! They will see it, speak about it, take part in the project. They will like it, they will create the same houses. And they’ll ask: who live in this house, who create this clever idea? And we’ll answer: scientologists!
I wrote this text few years ago. In this year 2011, May, 12, fire completely destroyed our house, you can see photos here: http://foto.mail.ru/mail/ronsorg.nor/30 All that was a big lost – but now we see, that in total, this situation gave us much more profits, than losses. We really wake up and started to build the new house for our Org, it will be three times more, than old one, and it will be really very good new house! We will buy or print all new books, and we know, how fulfill the house with new peoples!

Our ecological project continued too, it will be the passive house, it will need no external warm, and of course, we will do a lot of PR about it! We will put on the roof in this year!

> 11/16/11
> Well I came to the Life Enhancement Center in Coeur d'Alene, Idaho, for a quick visit, and ended up having probably the biggest cognition of my life. It was buried pretty deeply for a long time but after Frankie "The Great" Freeman got done with me, in a Review Session, it came up! I looked at it and ended up line charging for a very long time. We rehabbed a state of being that I had achieved long ago, but had invalidated. All I can say is, WOW!!! Thank you, Frankie and Mary, for putting this program together for me, and thank you for allowing me to participate in being "me" again! Love you both! PS, I think I'm going to move into the neighborhood, if you guys will have me. CP

I have just completed Grade 3 and I am very happy. I have had quite a few wins, realizations and cognitions and did not realize how many negative postulates I had made against myself until I had completed this grade. I am now more able to face the future and life because of it and have a better attitude towards life. Thanks Ron and Chris.

Mary Freeman is class VIII under LRH. This program can be done by phone, its not auditing, and she is very reasonable price wize.
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Since starting the Ethics program with Mary Freeman I have experienced the following results:

I have achieved a renewed understanding of my personal responsibility for ALL areas of my life.
I discovered that when one fully and willingly reaches into a persistent problem area, the problem aspect of it goes away! An astonishing and ultimately simple truth!
I experienced 'rolling realizations' on my responsibility in the areas of communication, relationships and identity.
I experienced a huge increase in my ability to be present in any challenging situation as the Solver, not the Problem.
I have discovered the basic truth about my role in the creation and persistence of my problems and my ability to resolve them.
I understand how my willingness and ability to be present and accounted for is vital to my health, sanity and well-being.
The changes in my awareness are well worth noting, but I have realized that these changes are actually a return to my own basic viewpoint. That is a stupendous discovery!
My communication has improved greatly, with more focus on listening, and others have commented on it.
I learned how to take back my power by showing up powerfully as true self.
I have increased my ability to grant others their own beingness, and that has provided me with an enhanced degree of peace, generosity and awareness.

Summary
I feel like I am in a position of power. I'm comfortable in the environment. Life is changing, and my wife confirms it all the time. I've handled the financial matters, and everything is happening the way we both wanted it to happen. We're very happy to be with each other. It's a new life for us and it's really wonderful. When an obstacle comes along I just fix it. These feel like permanent improvements as long as I remain vigilant and keep applying what I've learned, like being the Solver, which takes out the seriousness in playing the game. And I am enjoying it!

I have anticipated studying Level IV for a long time as the topic of how and why people make themselves right and others wrong (service facsimiles) to their and other's detriment and how to uncover and handle such case so that one doesn't react unthinkingly to life due to his past computations.
I'm very much looking forward to doing a lot of auditing on this level as it puts the pc into a self-determined state and allows him/her the stability to reach for clear.