I never thought I would fall ... especially not for this fickle and abusive angel...

This cruel and scathing crusher of my own humanity! I never thought he would be my one and only, that I would rather perish than abandon him... Oh Los(t) Angel(es)... how you beat me down and destroy me ... and... Read More

SO, following a wrap dinner and quasi celebration at Jumbo's Clown room and then a quit stop by the Well in the wood last night with Koi Anunta ... on the way to deposit her back to her castle in Beachwood Canyon ... we came across 3 Aussie rocker boys meandering their way up the street. Of course I had to roll down the window and... Read More

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Hello all you strangers and welcome back to my strange land!
i KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN MISSING A LONG LONG TIME.... but now, i've returned.
I am busy as hell though. between modeling, movies, music vids and TV.
I also have a delicious little blog here MY BLOG

omg
so i JUST got back from magiuc only to hear that some twat is starting rumours of me selling lies on the internet about being "internet lovers" with who I really really respect and have a long standing friendship with.
Who are these assholes and how do I dispose of them??
I have not even had internet for a week!

blaaaaaaaaaaa!! Nothing is more irritating than being forced to go to a convention and work. Not only is this a convention but it is the tireless Magic convention which really serves no interest to me. I guess that if i worked for Marc Jacobs i may have a diff attitude? lol.
In addition, I am the one from my office to has to DRIVE there... Read More

well. Thank God its Thursday? lol
Ugh not looking forward to next week when I will be trapped in vegas hell... At the Magic convention.
At least I actually like the UFC... I'll be pimpin at the Tapout booth, yet another testament to my redneck upbringing?
I have to call Chael Sonnen's mgr today (yes that one, from UFC 117 title bout, the... Read More

Well thank god its the weekend!
Honestly though, I feel more like being a hermit than anything.
My shoulder/neck/back/arm thing is acting up and I am in immense pain. I wish I could take the day off the doc gave me vicodin but I can't take that at work!
I have also been dealing with a bi-polar person who I thought... Read More

Thursday is allllmost Friday... buit then ALMOST only counts in horseshoes and hand grenades right??
So waking up with a migraine that is NOT hangover induced really sucks ballz. I am getting tired of this pinched nerve wailing on my neck, shoulder, arm and now gray matter. I should just cut it out with a wee knife.
In other news... The company that I work... Read More

Ok so what happened to the good old days when modeling jobs on craiglist were plentiful!? I need to reap the bountiful benefits of $100 for 30 min over my lunch break again... or $150 for 5 min of looking scared topless in a black and white silent student project...
It's painful really!
Oh and does any1 know what an SG needs to do... Read More