Erica Husain - Outreach

Once upon a time, I set out to build a career in the way that I thought adults did; I chose a subject to study - law - and got myself a degree. I wasn't sure I wanted to practice law, so found a job that liked the degree, but didn't actually need it - industrial relations. Then I met and married someone whose own career took an unexpected turn and sent them to the Far East, and I went too, as what was known at the time as "a trailing spouse" - and, as career turns go, being described like a genus of ivy and denied employment opportunity is not a high spot! - I can see that now. But then I was young, and starting a family, and it was an adventure. And I made lifelong friends while there and, with three beautiful babies to have fun with, it was a magical time, and maybe career paths don't have to be predictable. Seven years later, with three young children in tow (two girls, one boy), I returned to the UK and have been based ever since back where I grew up, south west of London. I "retrained" - as a cook and teacher - and can still be found in shady corners of the internet blogging monthly cooking articles for a niche local publication and doing contemporary research on all things culinary via Twitter. Hardly a good look for the mother of a child who went on to develop an eating disorder, maybe, but nevertheless that is what I am, and where I was, in my potted career history, before I had need to find F.E.A.S.T.

Falling down the Rabbit Hole…

Laura's Book, 2015 edition

In 2008, my middle child was diagnosed with an eating disorder. She was 16; we were clueless. I went through three stages of diagnosis within the first fortnight.

Stage 1: Technical acceptance - ie acceptance that, technically, symptoms fit with the label, but with a side helping of denial - of the “but my daughter isn’t like other “anorexics”…” variety. I didn't yet know what I didn't yet know.

Stage 2: Dawning realisation - that not only was I out of my depth - in dangerous waters, and without help in view - but my child's future now didn't look at all secure. The question before us was could she recover from this? That the answer might be "no", began to eat away at all of us. Much of stage 2 was, of course, accompanied by inappropriate googling of worst-case scenarios, attendant catastrophising, and rising waves of panic.

Stage 3: Action - “What can I do? - I can feed her! - right?

And at Stage 3, I thought to google “how to feed an anorexic”, which brought me, eventually, to the wisdom of Laura Collins (as she was then known in this world). Namely, I was brought to the back page transcript of Laura’s seminal work “Eating with Your Anorexic” - recently re-issued and still with everything to recommend it. Titled: “Parent to Parent: What I’d Say to You Over Coffee (And a Slice of Baklava)”, anyone who hasn’t already read it - go back to square one, now! - it changed everything for us.

Finding ATDT

Laura Collins (now aka Laura (Collins) Lyster-Mensh) founded the Around the Dinner Table forum, and it is there that I first met her properly, along with a group of other broad-shouldered confidantes who were prepared to listen to my woes and offer me the benefit of their hard-won wisdom “for what it was worth” (and for the record - it was worth rubies - it was worth my daughter’s recovery, and it was worth her life). They gave me hope, they gave me reason to believe in treatment and recovery, they gave me a job to do, and they helped me and my family ask the right questions and figure out how to work with our treatment team to form a plan that would work for us. And more, they helped to hold my hand and keep me focused, facing forward, on track: every; single; day, through that process.

Out of the tunnel

Recovered health: poetry in motion

My daughter recovered. In spite of my misgivings at the capacity of our particular “team family” to be able to pull all in the same direction, all of the time, all together, and doing all “the right things”; in spite of my British style of parenting believing in encouraging early independence and a tendency to hero worship, and unquestioningly follow the opinion of, anyone telling me anything in a medical setting; in spite of the particular personality of my daughter (much smarter than me - a trait that an eating disorder can turn to its very best advantage!). In spite of all the weaknesses that I perceived in “us” or in our system, she recovered - and has stayed recovered - since 2010. By which time I was cemented in place on that forum - as a moderator, as a member, as a friend of many who were there. I have since then taken on a little more responsibility - as a board member for F.E.A.S.T., as secretary to the board, as chair this last year as we manage a period of change, and now as acting Outreach Director while we work to make transition and find the priorities for the next phase of F.E.A.S.T.

Charlotte Bevan - advocate rock star

Charlotte's Helix - planting a flag

I have also been very proud to work with the team at Charlotte’s Helix these last few years - Helen Missen, Sue Shepherd and I started out as the "three musketeers" tasked with making the Charlotte's Helix project an official UK charity after we lost our dear friend, and ATDT stalwart, Charlotte, and with co-founder Laura stepping into an advisory capacity back home in the US. We planted a flag with Charlotte's name on it, and carried on the work that F.E.A.S.T. had been supporting her in pursuing; to enable the UK to be included in ground-breaking, global, biological research.

Covent Garden Concert, 2015

I have been the chair of Charlotte’s Helix since it became a registered UK charity, with a full team of trustees, and it has been a wonderful, rewarding, and educational few years. We have had some great times staging some very specialevents to raise funds and support, and have enjoyed showing up at conferences and gatherings, making new friends, hearing stories, and introducing others to the scientific team that we have been working in partnership with at Kings College London, and to their work as part of the AN25K challenge.

We have been touched by the generosity and heartened by the enthusiasm of all those coming forward to offer their DNA to the project.

Covent Garden, Double Helix, 2014

We have also been lucky enough to intrigue some big names in the media (the BBC has come calling, severaltimes, wanting to know more and to help spread the word), we have raised a signficant sum of money to support UK involvement in research that would not otherwise have happened here, and we are now poised to pass on the early results that are beginning to come in, which are showing that the research is on the right track and is poised itself to change the way the world will look at and treat eating disorders.

Before I go …

So that is a bit about who I am, where I am, what it is that I have done to land up here. I am really looking forward to working directly with Belinda; we have shared conversation, stories, ideas, plans and many laughs already, and all without having had the opportunity (yet!) to meet on the same continental turf. Given that I am based in London, and Belinda in Melbourne, we each spend a large part of the timezone in which the other is awake being asleep - but working with F.E.A.S.T. teaches you how to grab your moments; we are well versed in early and late day chat and we are confident of being able to manage to keep 24 hour coverage of F.E.A.S.T. affairs going fully internationally.

We are going to be ably guided and supported by the top team, whose names I hope you will click through from here and read about - they are a very cool crowd, and we could not begin to do what we do without all those others helping to prop up the table, keep us focused on F.E.A.S.T.'s mission, and accountable for everything that we do.

The shoulders of those that have gone before us, and that we are lucky enough to be standing on, are those of some of the most inspiring people that I have ever met. From this vantage point we have been gifted a clearer view into a future that is better than any of us could have imagined just a few short years ago, but we know that there is more to be done before all that we would like to see is fully achieved.

I have made many good friends in my time with F.E.A.S.T., and am looking forward to meeting many more. This dinner table is as broad as it is long, and I hope that it will continue to serve a wide variety and number of families. I can be contacted via outreach@feast-ed.org - please do get in touch and let us know what you might need or want, and/or what you might like to do for F.E.A.S.T. - we depend on your input and support.

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

MEDICATION I am going to begin this blog with a quote from my own book Give Food A Chance, but I will be
quoting from the only chapter (“Psychopharmacology”)which I did not write.
Here is Janiece Desocio RN, PhD, psychiatric mental health
nurse practitioner (PMHNP) at Kartini Clinic, speaking:“rarely do we think about food as having
pharmacological properties, but in fact, food is an essential source of the
chemicals produced by our brains to stabilize mood, moderate anxiety, induce
sleep, reduce pain, and regulate appetite…… the brain is a natural pharmacy”.
I want to begin a discussion of medication in the treatment
of childhood anorexia nervosa with this quote and its emphasis on food and
adequate weight restoration.Medication
should not be used as a substitute for good food and plenty of it.Without weight restoration you will get
nothing.
Many parents have written in to the Around The Dinner Table
forum to discuss medication in their child’s treatment plan.They cite their experien…

Eating
Disorders are serious mental illnesses with dangerous medical
consequences.Without early intervention,
eating disorders may become chronic or even fatal. Parents are often unaware of some of the
early signs of an eating disorder.Even
if they are aware of early warning signs, they are often uncertain and reluctant
to intervene out of fear of worsening the situation. Maudsley
Family Based Treatment (FBT) is one of the leading evidence-based treatments
for adolescents with eating disorders.Studies are underway to evaluate the effectiveness of early
interventions using an FBT approach. Parents Act Now is a study at Stanford for
early intervention for Anorexia and Family Internet-Based Early Bulimia Nervosa
Study is underway at the University of Chicago. This paper
describes how two clinicians trained in the provision of FBT …

"Wasting Away": A Channel 4 Documentary
To those who have watched, heard about, or who are discussing the Channel 4 Documentary “Wasting Away”, broadcast Thursday August 24, 10pm in the UK …
… a blog post from F.E.A.S.T.'s Chair
I watched the powerfully affecting documentary aired on Channel 4 last week, although I didn’t really want to; not because I don’t care about the story of Mark and his daughter Maddy and the effects of her illness on all of their family, and not because I don’t care about the others who were featured, many of whom have been failed or are failing within the scope of UK healthcare, but because I do care, very much. And because I knew that I would be affected, my family having once been affected by an eating disorder too, and because of what I have seen of how eating disorders have affected many families over my many years of volunteering for F.E.A.S.T.
Anyway, I watched, and as expected it made me both cry a little and shout a bit at the telly - …