Paroles de Everything she touches turns to gold

When i was a child the world was very very big and very strangeNow nothing seems to have changed since i was a childNervous, shy and insecure i stumbled into adulthood and it hurtIt hurt so very much, more than i could feelBut mother didn't want me so she gave me to my sister like a toyA frightened little boy, big sister's little toyBut my eldest sister was the apple of my father's eye she did no wrongWith her i did belong, she gave all her love to meI could never forgive you, but i'd never forget youI could never forgive you although you did me wrongMy sister felt my father's hand, my father's belt you know i never didAnd in the strangest way they make me feel unlovedCatholic school the pain the guilt my story is no different to tellEvery young man's hell there just waiting for the bellAnd confidence came fleetingly and left as soon the same way that it cameSlowly out the way and left me deep in shameI wish i could love myself and tell myself there's more to life than thisI held it my in my hands, i had it in my handsI could never forgive you, i could never forget youI could never forgive you although you did me wrongMy parents said i wasn't planned, nine and eleven years between sisters and meThey nearly gave me away, i think they did too, anywayI never thought i would forgive (__________)They put her in a cage, i was seven years of ageAnd it could never be this when she let me stay up late she let me stayShe cuddled me and said "you'll be too big for this one day.""you'll be too big for this one day."Everything she touches turns to goldMay i be so bold, let me know just how it feelsMay i be so bold, let me know just how it feelsEverything she touches turns to goldMay i be so bold, let me know just how it feels