Sunday, June 12, 2011

I don't care how much you HATE me right now, its just.. Uhm, let me say something out here for you, aight?
Prefer to say this today, hope you cool down sikit walaupun BANCI brabis like brabisly! x'D
And me buat ni since you really mean for what have you said tu. ;')

I've told you at the first place I need time kan? Yeah, its about my ex coz i am trying to forget about her. Yourself tau kan its really hard to forget someone that we love? So, yeah.
And at the same time i want to know more about you, like maybe for couple weeks or more? But then we cant wait,

I just go with the flow since you makes me feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel happy! :')

Mmmmkay, awal2 tu I feel like.. Me sayang kan you lah, ada jua rasa jealous tu, remember? Bestfriend konon~ Haha.
Nadalah, jk.
And of course, me sayangkan you jua but maybe not as much as you love me awal2 we've been together tu.
Day by day with you tu, me makin sayangkan you lah. Macam, entah makin sayang lah makin makin. Apakan. :P

Uhm, I dont know how much you really care for me but what I can feel is I am being fully love by this girl, Ayuni. Eh apakan? :P
Yeah, me tau you takut losing me and how much you takut that I change. But i try my best to not, but maybe yes I've changed?
Yeah, that time I hurt you jua because I can't promise you if Im going to change or not. Me pun inda dapat tantu kan atu, apa macam you cakap, people change lah itu lah ini lah. :P but its true. :S

You did a lot things to me, just to make me stay the same, feel better, happy and not bored at all.
But me? I seems not really appreciate for what you did. SEE, how bad am I? Its not you, its me!
I am so sorry, and now I really mean this 'SORRY' for the last time I'm here. Lapas ni Im gonna back off because I dont belong to here anymore, kan kan kan? :(
I know apa me buat tu, you can't forgive me. I hope one day, you will. Yeah, hope so..

HEY KEEP TALKING SHIT OKAY?! IM NOT GOING TO FALL FOR YOU AGAIN,I MEANT
WHAT I SAID TO YOU EARLIER!!! IT SUCKS TO KNOW THE TRUTH!!! AND IT SUCKS TO
FALL FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESNT APPRECIATE ME AT ALL!!
YOU KNOW WHAT? I NEVER THOUGHT THAT THE ONE I REALLY LOVED HURT ME SO BAD! THIS PAIN KEEP TORTURING ME,AND YESSSSS ITS

I hope you find someone better than me who treat you better, who will treat you good, better, who care for you, and will bright your day everyday! And of course I am going to get jealous kalau me tau. Hehe. ;')
Good luck with your life from now on without me. But just remember this one thing, keep it in mind.
I never expect this thing happen jua, macam entahlah banar2 me inda sangka you will leave me. :')
Since you banci me now, its chance for you to delete everything related to me, mmmmkay? ;')
Those thing me buat, the post or whatever lah yang me buat tu. It doesn't mean anything for you anymore~ ;')
And maybe this one jua, just delete it kalau sudah bacaaaaaaaaaa mmmkayy? x'D
Sudah me baca balik apa yang you buat on this blog jua, heheh senyum2 tapi sedihhhhhh laaaaaaaa~ x'(
And all things i got from you will be my memories, i'll keep it with me. Inda me mau or sanggup kan delete. :'(
Me mau you tau yang me inda nyasal for knowing you, even not even 1 month sama2 tu, Im happy for you. ^^
I've got something kan bagi tapi inda sampai hajattttttttt hahah. x'S

Oh ya, before that.. Me masih ingat lagi, you said you hate all of your ex so don't be one of em. Damn it, I FAIL. :'(
Sorry dearrrrrrrrr. x'(
Im not good enough for you, right? T_T
If me macam bibun apa di atas tu annoyed you sorry.Doesn't mean I am feeling happy now.Yknow, i feel like.. ENTAH, SOMETHING CAN'T BE EXPLAIN BUT IT HURTS TOO, AND IM SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRYY! :'(
Love you. You you you.

I love you always, I never forget how you care, love, treated me so much. I'll never forget about everything we've been through together tu, hehe. Especially part2 yang sweet~! Eseh. ;")Lalalavs you~! <3
And remember, I NEVER EVER WILL HATE YOU EVEN HOW BAD YOU TREAT ME TADI.
Thanks again. ;")

Anddddddddddddddddd I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSING YOU NOW SO BAD~ANDDDDDDDDDDD IM GONNAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU LIKE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MORE SOOOOOOOOON~! x'(INDA ME SANGKA I TREAT THE ONE WHO LOVE ME BRABIS BRABISAN MACAM APA, AND I HURT YOU SO BAD!!! :'(((SORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY BRABISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :'(((((((((Rindu me kan your smile tu, tawa2 lagi brabis! Cute! Heheh, everybody deserved a second chance? Tapi this time me tau its TOO LATE.

So, i guess thats all~ You don't need me no more aight. As you said 'FUCK OFF' yeah right Im not gonna bother your life anymore. ;')

If fate says we are meant to be together, we'll meet again one day~ ;')

Goodbye, ayang ayang ku~ ;') <3
Lotsa love from meh!

-NSR.

This one is for you~ hehe. Tata, WhiteClover, Ayuniku~

This is what i want to tell you that time. :s
Then now its different. I dont know what else can i say, its just i dont want to hurt you anymore.
Im so sorry for everything. :')
I dont know where are you now, you removed me everywhere and fb pun nada maybe you blocked me sudah. Its okay.
Uhm, i dont mean to do this to you. Entahlah. :(
Do take care jua d sana aight.. ;')
And i did read your previous post jua..

for the last time.. i just want to say the words yg makes u so special. "Yayang" it means " You Are mYAnother half aNd you are my everythinG"