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Opps Blogging Day 6

What am I afraid of?

I'm afraid of spiders, giving birth (yes including c-sections, yes I know I've had 2). I'm claustrophobic, and afraid of heights. I'm terrified of chainsaws. I even ran into one at a haunted house trying to run from another. Yeah my friends set me up.

Hey Amanda you go first you never get scared. Oh wait hold on a minute I'm going ahead.

Cue chainsaw and Amanda running and screaming like a bitch. Right into another chainsaw.

I am a klutz!

I'm terrified of surgery, again I know I had 2 already. Each time I literally thought to myself as long as the baby is ok it's alright if I die. Yeah. I'm scared of losing people. I realized I checked out of my normal self over the summer after I lost Grandma. I still get scared sometimes that she isn't here. I hate falling in love cause I'm then terrified of losing that person, though I am desperate to find someone that will prove love exist by not leaving.