Wednesday, March 19, 2008

And it Keeps Coming…

OK, I swear it couldn’t get any better, I’m not kidding. My g-friend tells me that while she was at work at the airport this cute TSA guy I’ve had my eye on (he looks like bald Russ Crowe-yum!!!) for quite some time, heard I was attracted to him and came into our store looking for me. My g-friend tells him that I work every Weds and Thursday evening if he wants to come in and talk to me. He asked my name and said his flight comes in at 8p and he’d try to make it in to talk to me. While this sounds ideal and all, someone else told me that this guy was married so I’m sort of at a loss as to approach this since I don’t typically ask guys out anyways. I figure what the hell, I’ve managed to humiliate and embarrass myself enough lately, why not take two more opportunities?He didn’t end up making it in so again, I was disappointed…

AND…

The “Crush”, who doesn’t know I liked him and who I’d given up on now knows who I am. Apparently some of my friends approached him at a recent show and he wanted to know what I looked like and my name so he could approach me next time he saw me and at the very least he suggested that approach him at his next show this weekend. Great! So I can be blown off or humiliate myself or be disappointed. I swear after all of this I’m immersing myself in work, house and competing and never coming out. This is why I hate dating!!!