Prayer Circles

I am embroiled in a legal matter that involves my heart and soul, and it is tearing me apart. I am praying so hard that this all be resolved quickly. My boyfriend committed a crime against me while high, and I reported it to the police. I have since dropped any charges against him, and have recanted my testimony, however; he still remains in jail. I have not testified in court, but have made statements to the police. He is threatening to kill himself in jail, and I am so afraid. I have put myself in legal jeopardy by recanting my statements to get him out of jail. My heart is breaking, and I of course have forgiven him for anything that he's done to hurt me. He says that he is petrified in jail, and it is breaking my soul in two. I have not worked for weeks, and I am trying to put my life together. I just want this to end so he can get treatment for his drug problem, and we can get on with our lives.