First of all , I don't know if this is the right section to write my sad story Well my story started when I first time met a swedish mate in a class in the college . She was fine , beautiful , tall , smart and kind . I wasn't go to the class every week because it was hard for me to do more subjects . So after some week I decided to not going to the class agian . After two months , I've changed my accommodation to one of the halls of residence , and she was living there , so I met her again . I am always shame , so first 3 months I don't speak with her , but I was love her . Then I decided to speak to her to be friends , so I done . But until she go back home yesterday , I was trying to told her to come out with me for a dinner or anything , but I shame , so everytime I decide to say , I cancel. I'm alone now , and I don't know if I'll meet her again because she finished her studying her and will not come back !!

thank you very much for your reply , ye I was shame , but it was because I don't know her feeling about me , and already I don't know if she has boyfriend in her country or no . but what to do now , I'm trying these days to get her email and I don't know if I'll find it or no .