Why am I irrationally angry/hateful towards women when I might be MTF?

November 11, 2014

Edit: please check out my post history for some background, TLDR of that is that I’ve had trans thoughts, on and off, since I was 4.

Hi everyone, I’m back. I’ve been bouncing between “accepted-that-I’m-trans” and “lift-swole-bro-cis-mode” for the last few months, and around June I was basically preparing to come out. A few weeks ago I got a girlfriend, and the trans thoughts flatlined a few weeks after.

They’re just gone right now, but my knowledge of them still exists, and I’m afraid they’re going to come back.

I’m not sure why, but it almost feels as if those thoughts are being suppressed.

Right now, I hate women, and I’m not sure why. Maybe it’s jealousy that I’ll never fit their clothes, maybe it’s because I’ve been rejected so much by them, maybe it’s the view that it’s “easier” on the other side as a cis woman or whatever.

Fuck, I was on /r/theredpill for a while to try and convince myself it was just weakness or not getting laid, and now that I am getting laid things are changing. Maybe if I manned up enough, these thoughts would go away, maybe if I had sex, they would go away. They did. But I can’t tell if the trans thoughts are dead or hibernating or just suppressed by this hate of women.

Right now, the main argument my brain spits out when trans thoughts come up is: “you might be happier in cute girly girl clothes, but what would people say? Would you even fit them with your broad shoulders and giant muscles? What would all those girls who rejected you say? Don’t you want to eventually be the one to reject them back, and get your revenge? Is the chance of happiness as a woman really worth denying yourself the chance to be a buff, eligible bachelor who fucks all the girls who once rejected you? Yeah, you’ll get to break their hearts and use them like they used you… You’re already 19, by the time you pass you’ll be ugly and old, plus you aren’t even into guys all that much…”

I don’t know – sometimes when I go shopping with my girlfriend I mentally imagine my female self wearing those clothes and saying this is what I’ve wanted since I was a kid. Then I start attacking that image, because she’s a betrayal of everything I’ve ever worked towards.

32 Responses to “Why am I irrationally angry/hateful towards women when I might be MTF?”

You hate women because you sometimes think you want to be one when you’re not hewing to hardcore misogynist male groups. Wouldn’t it be great if you could magically become a woman and then get to deal with hateful young men such as yourself! Oh teh freedomz that are being withheld from you!

Get some help. And not the kind that comes with hormones and knives. That’ll just screw you up even worse.

Dude, I can assure you that the women who rejected you, who by the way were either lesbians or put off by the jealous rage you exude or both, aren’t going to flock to you no matter how much you modify your body.

Coming soon to a changing room near you. Get his mugshot now, so we can help i.d. him after the inevitable. Better yet, may vigilantes stop him before he rapes. Though given what he’s shown us already, he’s probably already offended.

This dude needs some serious help. He is projecting his hate of himself on to women, since its easier for his mind to hate women instead of himself. The problem is, he hates himself. I hope he can get some real psychological help (although I know he probably won’t), for himself and for all the women who must deal with his hatred.

Men in their own words. Always very telling. Young women should pay attention to what men say about themselves. Not the myths of their heroics, not the myths of how terrible women are, but the truth that outs when they’re talking about women in this way.

See also mras, puas, nice guys and the rest. The misogyny and rape apologism is always there.

‘I’ve had trans thoughts. ..’ what does that even mean? You’ve had hateful thoughts – haven’t we all? – so maybe think about working thru those and finding a calm place in yourself? Instead of projecting.

Related: Men are building a video game where they play as a “Transwoman assassin” who fights against Feminists while trapped in an all-female Lesbian Separatist “post-feminist dystopia”. Only he can save womankind! By defeating the dastardly feminists!

The world of Aerannis features the planet’s only surviving city, Plovdiv, which appears to be a thriving all-female utopian society, but as the Kickstarter details, things aren’t quite right in Plovdiv. During a series of seemingly routine assassinations, Farhi uncovers an organized revolt against the government that could throw the surviving world into chaos, which poses an interesting dilemma: “in a society where being a woman is a prerequisite for being human, does someone who’s often not considered a ‘whole woman’ have any duty to save those who hate her?”

The article said: “You’ll be able to sneak through areas utilizing varied methods of stealth, only to sneak up on your potential aggressors or targets, and take them down with a clean execution.”
So just to be clear, the “game” is about biological males assassinating (i.e., murdering; i.e, killing) feminists who don’t believe that biological males are women. Is that right? So in other words, this “game” is about males murdering females who disagree with them politically? Am I understanding this correctly?
If so, it reminds me of the “game” I read about a couple of decades ago where the gamer was supposed to be a white person raping an American Indian.
This is all disgusting, and of course standard propaganda inciting violence against women.

Lol, that’s fucked up. Yes, like we need dudes to rescue us from our own liberation movement.

I know no one will take this bet since we already know the answer, but what if we made a video game where the feminist heroine went around killing MTTs. The cries of “twanzphobia!!!” would never cease.