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Saving Time while Avoiding Anger

So here is a little ‘story’,and as with All stories, it has Very Happy ‘ending’. Stating the obvious up front… and here we go…

As With Life… horizontally speaking… I became involved with my life, ‘my projection’, if you will. It resulted in fear in the form of ‘anger’… and recently… I observed ‘my anger’ being expressed out of another’s mouth. ‘I’ was Definitely ‘observing it’, therefore, ‘I’ WAS Projecting it…( I Am At Cause for All of it… another blog)…

So My IMMEDIATE PROCESS… immediately… was to go to God….

Holy Spirit… Where Am I Blocking The Light!!!!???? Help Me See This Differently!!!

And during the minute while ‘God got back to me’… ‘I’ rationalized ‘why I could not Be the Cause of somebody else’s anger’. LOLOLO… Thank God…. God Answered… before ‘I’ started to ‘be LIEve’ myself.

‘I’ (calico) did something ‘in hast’, and have been for awhile… God was not involved in ‘these decisions’, ‘I’ made… and the decisions ‘I’ made involved, “SAVING TIME”…and ‘avoiding anger’…

I have a ‘FB page’ entitled, “A Course in Miracles Workbook Lessons in FB Picture Posts”… and the funny thing… I have always disliked this title as it is too damn long and no body reads the ‘whole damn thing’…lololo (and I do like having a page that is JUST the workbook lessons in pictures…just me)

And the reality is that ‘many’ post material that can not fall into this category… and up until NOW… ‘I’ would just ‘delete’ the articles without notifying the ‘sender’… because ‘many’ (me) would take this personally and get mad… so ‘to avoid’ anger… I would just ‘delete’ articles quietly… and ‘save time’ by not Sharing this information with ‘authors’.

Each time I ‘deleted’ them… I thought to my self… “It would be Nice to send them a message and either ask them to delete it or let them know of ‘my intentions’… all very ‘neutral’… and ‘I” decided to ‘save time’. This resulted in ‘rationalizing’ each ‘time’ ‘I’ deleted a post. “Well ‘they’ did not read the ‘title'”… to “What are ‘they’ thinking…this isn’t even acim”… all thoughts NOT OF GOD… so back to ‘my original problem’… feeling the ‘need to ‘save time’…. and avoiding anger…

One of the ‘authors’ of a post… got ‘mad at me’… and I Got ‘My integrity With God’ was off… so ‘this anger’ was my Wakeup call to ‘clean up some ‘thinking’… and away to God We Go…All my silly be LIEfs and desires, came forward… “do it my way”, “need it my way”, “want it my way”… “No Way”… “Yeah Way”…lolol There is not a lot to ‘tell’ about this process at this point… It occurs as ‘scrambled egg brains’…I just Hold the Line… ALL ANGER(fear) IS MINE TO CLEAR…With God… no exceptions.

and btw…saving time is Never A GOD IDEA (or even a good one)!!! There is No Love in ‘saving time’… I set my self up for ‘observing anger’ or some other ‘upset’ that would have ‘entered my screen’.!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Created this block as with All Blocks that ‘occur’…