This year started out.... okay.... i guess, stuck in a deadend relationship with a
horrible person, and started getting depressed on and off
in about april or something i dont even remember, he broke up with me, which way
EFFIN GREAT! no seriously, ask bill, he was terrible.
and then summer happened and i met ally..... and we had to move... dont get me wrong,
the house is pretty cute, but i still miss my old house in the town where ALL MY
FRIENDS are.... and then the septic broke..... and we didnt have that till about a
month ago, which was fine i guess, we lived with it.
and i guess im backtracking back to august, cuz that was a pretty good month cuz i
met billiam, and then it was ruined by me having to go camping for a week with more
terrible people....
and then school started..... which was effin terrible, except for band, which was
AWESOME, but nobody talked to me, and i got even more depressed and i would cry
everyday before school cuz i didnt want to go.
then about halloween me and my mom were doing laundry at the laundrymat and i kept
telling her that i will be late for pepband (and i cant be late for anything, it
messes me up), and i finally got there right when we were going out to the gym, i got
home and had a terrible breakdown and i think i cried for about 2 days before i
finally made the decision to go back to my old school, so we left the next morning,
got enrolled, and that afternoon i returned all of my school books and said goodbye
to my band teacher sorta, even though i still technically have him.
and now all is well at my school now, i got put in a support group, told bill that i
really really liked him, had a pretty good christmas which was kinda surprising, but
i have 2 left anyways, and then it will allbe over, the new year will start, and i
can start fresh with the people i love C: <3
yeah that was kinda a lot of reading..... but i figured when im old i can just
remember this and be like "ohh that was a great year" or something, i dont even
know...

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