8/12/06

Yes...i finally gt it :) after much desperation.......hav nearly made it, atleast in the MOCK CATs :) m so relieved, rather than being happy, and feel so confident..CAT no longer seems to b a billi out of my reach ;) And who do i attribute my success to..i guess to the Cup of coffee i had with my PM on a Sunday evening..yes i ws called to office that day too, but i wud never regret that day.......

My PM saw me checkin my result on TIME website and asked me how ws my preperation going on..I told him that its nt going good..infact i hav become more of desperate for success...

He asked me to join him for a cup of coffee, and told me that the problem was..i ws nt attacking the problem, i ws just increasing the effort..but in wrong direction..i need to sit and analyse, that is this wht i want and the way i want......m i relaxed with wht i m doing, or m i just pushin myself?

i gave a thought to his words..the whole nite and realised i ws nt enjoyin myself, my preperation....i ws stressed and studying had become a routine, a burden..no more an enjoyment..and i decided i m going 2 enjoy it..every moment of it..

IIM's are still far........but with ur kinda dedication u'll for sure get there.........all the very best for still to come mock cats.............14 of them if iam nt mistaken with something like 92-93 days..............?