It’s not for hackers

When they tell you not to use the same password for everything, it isn’t because of hackers, it is for people you trust.

At some point I had Kris use my password for something. Later she used it to gain access to the private entries in my blog. And so she read all the things that I had rolling around in my head. Things that I couldn’t tell anyone because I wasn’t even sure of them myself. Things that I just needed to get out and documented so when I look back on my youthful days I won’t think “Things were easier then”, I’ll know that I struggled with decisions.

She lied to me and said she came up with these things in a dream. And there were times where I felt like she knew things I didn’t tell her. What pisses me off the most is that she has been in situations where her private thoughts, where her emotions were used against her; it was her entire case for not being open with me.

So the trust is beyond gone and I’m done with the relationship. It’s over. I’ll be ok, and she’s a good person, so I hope she’ll be ok too and be able to learn from this.