I feel a little bit calm now. (or something like detached) The progression of things around me, things I seems to have no control over, have been affecting me in ways I feel ashamed to admit. I've been having a lot of trouble accepting or even staying detached enough from the decisions my mother has been making. I keep thinking and...

...i don't know about you, but lately i have been getting horrible twitches!
In my arms, legs, everywhere!!

Is it me? Or do other people get them? The only way i can describe them is that it feels like my blood is boiling (although its not hot, just bubbling) or that there is some hideous phat ass monster living under my skin and...

I've been a member on here for a while but I had completely forgetten that it existed. My life is going to hell in a hand basket. The store that I was working at closed, like many stores these days because...

Today I'm bored again. I'm working this night as the cloakroom attendant in the music club . I hope there good music will be played. It's an easy work but I gain a lot of money. If I work as a nurse (my profession) I will gain less money.
Today is cold and cloudy but it 's still...

emulsion of "" anointed" soap "of flour table (1) classification is defined by solution some two or more ghd purple indulgence of molecular dispersed homogeneously together of the mixture.The soup is a kind of soluble liquid, soup is to solute, water is...

I was walking around today and realised that once again I have no home. I was walking but I didn't want to go anywhere, I didn't care where i was, I just knew where I didn't want to be. I didn't want to be anywhere, I didn't really want to be. I've been feeling afraid and exposed. i don't want to wear a jacket because I want to feel the cold and...

I sleep never, I dream of death.
Each night I dance a dangerous dance
with death as my partner.
twirling and whirling with him,
I know my life will end. I fight his grasp,
an unwilling partner, in a dance, a dance that
I do not wish to partake in.
I scream in fear. I hate him.
I wish I had never kissed him.
I wish I had never seen him.
I wish I...

October 8, 2009.
37 days since Ben and I started dating.
40 pounds away from my goal weight.

Ugh, today was blah. It was a half day at school so I only got to see Ben once today. He got checked out for a dentist appointment. First period, Algebra III, was interesting. We went over our exam from Tuesday and I remembered I got those problems...

Liam. I miss you the most. Even though what happened was lame and shitty. I miss talking to you. I miss watching you sleep because you sucked the knuckle of your index finger. It was kind of cute. I miss watching you cry at Saving Private Ryan. I miss how lame you were. I miss how much you'd fall over and...

Just a thought before i start, notice when choosing the date it only goes up to 2009?

So I got a harvest moon game, the grand bazaar ds one, why i dont know but for some reason the game is relaxing. So, I went online to find a some info on what kinds of prices the items sell at so I could increase my profit but there was nothing. I did find...

lol, yeah i think I will start with that, this week has been so fucking weird, haha...

Well to get the ball rolling, I moved out of the house I was living in last Saturday or Sunday, (can't remember).
Cause my housemate decided he wanted a change of scenery and cheaper rent/bigger house you know all that crap.

hey, i was just thinking about love, boy it feels nice when you find someone, but how it hurts when you lose them, though i havent done much finding, i've seemed to do alot of losing, i mean, none of the guys in my age range at my school are single, that want to go out with me, i mean, they would, if i was like, preppy and shit.... but that is...

man its been almost 6 months now since I have been on this site and frankly I have kinda missed it....A Lot has happened including getting married on april fools day but I'll get everyone up to speed soon