My life is utter garbage. I'm a high school senior and I've never really had any friends, always daydreamed my life away and was ALWAYS SAD not once in my life was I ever happy. Im also extremely lazy with a horrible gpa. Everyone I've met disliked me or looked down upon me. I was never really respected or loved by anyone in my life.

So I ended up getting into astrology (my birthday is July 9, 1998-4:56 PM at Bellevue Washington for those astrology people out there) and as it turns out? im apparently way over emotional, constantly depressed and I will live a life full of failure. My fate degrees indicate that "life will almost always be unfortunate- any attempts by the native to change his or her life will result in failure. Years of prosperity will always be followed by destruction and ruin" "one is unable to control his destiny due to..." and a lot more nasty stuff are in my natal chart. Scorpio rising, Capricorn moon, cancer sun, sun opposition moon, eighth house sun and Mars, and etc.

I was sad but not defeated. I told myself (this is the worlds way of telling you that you shouldn't need a good chart to be successful!!!) I looked into palmistry and was extremely depressed after finding out that childhood was terrible, I would grow up late as well. I would only grow up when something dramatic happened to me (which I'm guessing will be the death of my father) not only this, I have TWO HUGE headlines midlife right next to each other with ALL KINDS OF BAD ASPECTS ON THEM. Traditional astrology also indicates that my life will be full of death and that I'll have a crisis in my mid life. Not only this, after this GIGANTIC crisis in mid life, I have to go through ANOTHER ONE a couple years later? Are you freaking kidding me??? It's also interesting to note the influence lines cutting my double life lines destroying it at the middle life influence. Numerology also indicates that my life will be full of pain and sorrow. By my 7 pinnacles. My life path is a seven, easily the most depressing number of all of them.

WHY IS THE WORLD DOING THIS TO ME? What could these giant crisis mean? If you look at it, lots of horrible things happen especially at the mid life.

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World does not do anything to you. You do it to yourself. Re phrase the below mentioned post into something very positive and see the change. Everywhere you write and blame others but do not look within. Palmistry, Astrology works only 50%. In our country Narendra Modi won elections which was expected -- Lok Sabha Elections but he lost to a new party AAP in Delhi even though every astrologer, palmistry, tarot card reader or numerologist who were asked on T.V. or those who gave their views in Newspaper predicted Mr.Modi's party winning in Delhi handsomely. Exactly the opposite happened and Mr.Modi's party was routed and Congress did not even get a seat. Do you find our Prime Minister Depressed after this rout. Again his party was routed in Bihar elections recently even though his horoscope was much better than the opponents. In both the case in opposite camp were two honest leaders and they won handsomely. Again after this loss do you find our P.M.depressed or unsettled. He won many elections before these last two ones and now lost two of them. So win or loss is there in everyone's life but when you think the negatives even the positives get diluted and you do not feel it in your life.

TheCrazyCancer wrote:

My life is utter garbage. I'm a high school senior and I've never really had any friends, always daydreamed my life away and was ALWAYS SAD not once in my life was I ever happy. Im also extremely lazy with a horrible gpa. Everyone I've met disliked me or looked down upon me. I was never really respected or loved by anyone in my life.

So I ended up getting into astrology (my birthday is July 9, 1998-4:56 PM at Bellevue Washington for those astrology people out there) and as it turns out? im apparently way over emotional, constantly depressed and I will live a life full of failure. My fate degrees indicate that "life will almost always be unfortunate- any attempts by the native to change his or her life will result in failure. Years of prosperity will always be followed by destruction and ruin" "one is unable to control his destiny due to..." and a lot more nasty stuff are in my natal chart. Scorpio rising, Capricorn moon, cancer sun, sun opposition moon, eighth house sun and Mars, and etc.

I was sad but not defeated. I told myself (this is the worlds way of telling you that you shouldn't need a good chart to be successful!!!) I looked into palmistry and was extremely depressed after finding out that childhood was terrible, I would grow up late as well. I would only grow up when something dramatic happened to me (which I'm guessing will be the death of my father) not only this, I have TWO HUGE headlines midlife right next to each other with ALL KINDS OF BAD ASPECTS ON THEM. Traditional astrology also indicates that my life will be full of death and that I'll have a crisis in my mid life. Not only this, after this GIGANTIC crisis in mid life, I have to go through ANOTHER ONE a couple years later? Are you freaking kidding me??? It's also interesting to note the influence lines cutting my double life lines destroying it at the middle life influence. Numerology also indicates that my life will be full of pain and sorrow. By my 7 pinnacles. My life path is a seven, easily the most depressing number of all of them.

WHY IS THE WORLD DOING THIS TO ME? What could these giant crisis mean? If you look at it, lots of horrible things happen especially at the mid life.

Pravin KumarP.S. You are not even 18 and so much worried. When will you enjoy your life?

My life is utter garbage. I'm a high school senior and I've never really had any friends, always daydreamed my life away and was ALWAYS SAD not once in my life was I ever happy. Im also extremely lazy with a horrible gpa. Everyone I've met disliked me or looked down upon me. I was never really respected or loved by anyone in my life.

So I ended up getting into astrology (my birthday is July 9, 1998-4:56 PM at Bellevue Washington for those astrology people out there) and as it turns out? im apparently way over emotional, constantly depressed and I will live a life full of failure. My fate degrees indicate that "life will almost always be unfortunate- any attempts by the native to change his or her life will result in failure. Years of prosperity will always be followed by destruction and ruin" "one is unable to control his destiny due to..." and a lot more nasty stuff are in my natal chart. Scorpio rising, Capricorn moon, cancer sun, sun opposition moon, eighth house sun and Mars, and etc.

I was sad but not defeated. I told myself (this is the worlds way of telling you that you shouldn't need a good chart to be successful!!!) I looked into palmistry and was extremely depressed after finding out that childhood was terrible, I would grow up late as well. I would only grow up when something dramatic happened to me (which I'm guessing will be the death of my father) not only this, I have TWO HUGE headlines midlife right next to each other with ALL KINDS OF BAD ASPECTS ON THEM. Traditional astrology also indicates that my life will be full of death and that I'll have a crisis in my mid life. Not only this, after this GIGANTIC crisis in mid life, I have to go through ANOTHER ONE a couple years later? Are you freaking kidding me??? It's also interesting to note the influence lines cutting my double life lines destroying it at the middle life influence. Numerology also indicates that my life will be full of pain and sorrow. By my 7 pinnacles. My life path is a seven, easily the most depressing number of all of them.

WHY IS THE WORLD DOING THIS TO ME? What could these giant crisis mean? If you look at it, lots of horrible things happen especially at the mid life.

Life is Never a garbage . yes we have good and bad times they come and go but life continue . So should we in Life move on . Moving and thinking positive will not only make our life better but will also make our lines better Nisha Ghai