what does a self-portrait mean? Is that what I see in a mirror or think about? While people long for reply, the received statements influence them like an assault, stimulate the defense ... thus the questions become the heralds of peace - they embellish even the most discursive story. Yet is that the art of self-portrait?

I am definitely finding myself, my talents and things I need to work on.

I will be the first to say I haven't been great at keeping my social life where it was. But I miss you all and that is my current goal.

I am learning to find the balance of Family, Friends and Designing.

As you can see I have finally upgraded my Design to something that really represents who I am. I couldn't be happier, it has really taken me quite awhile to find "me" again. How Children can and DO change things!

Through the last several months I have met some great people. Clients have turned into great friends, I never expected that.

Friday, February 4, 2011

I would name this digital painting My Supporter, because while painting (writing the diary) I was looking at a home on the other side of a street and the visualization of its inhabitants helped me to question myself "Why should story of my illness interest you?'" Thus the complaining was changed to visual poetry and Art by Tomaswas healed from the mourning.