Thoughts of a MS victim

Having mood swings Changes you But taking depression pills Is all that I can do

It can’t be cured I can’t wish it away All I can do is pray And hope for a better day

Feeling the needle Go in is painful But what I have I consider shameful

No feeling of my face Puts me in a dark place That no one can get me out I wish to be normal And be up and about

Every time I Get a flare up I cry and ask myself “why?” “Why me, what did I do to not be free!”

I stop and think Is God hearing my prayers? Why is he letting me suffer? And live in the devil’s layer

Not being normal Is a punishment And my punishment is not to feel I guess God doesn’t want me To feel any pain

But what good would that do If I can’t live a normal life I may look normal on the outside But I’m a mess on the inside The best thing to do Is to stop whining And take it in In the end I won’t lose nor win

Just keep on living life And do what I can do Not let it bother me Is all that I can do

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