Jan 26, 2014

I didn’t know it would be so difficult but it was. This year I find myself having to do a
complete purging and minimizing of my belongings. I started with what I know would be the most
difficult… my books. I’m an avid
bookworm and book collector. One of my
dreams in life, for as long as I can remember, was to have my own personal library. I
was well on my way. Then recently came the realization that I had to let
go of a very large fraction of my books, we’re talking probably more than half.

This week, I forced myself to make the first cut. Books I’ve had, some dating back to my teenage
years, found themselves on the floor about to be given away but to whom? It was with heavy heart that I sat surrounded
by my books and in the midst of it all, I whispered a simple prayer… “God you
have to find good homes for my books.” I
know it seems a bit silly but it gave me a measure of peace with having to part
with my treasures.

My taste in reading is very eclectic and my library reflects
that. From the inspirational romances of
my teens, to my Left Behind Series, my Frank Peretti books, to books on Youth’s
Ministry, Sunday School, Self Help, Bible studies, Scripture based books, I
have books that covers a wide genre... I
love to read and I read books according to the mood I’m in at the moment…

I asked around and found people who were happy to take some
of the books off my hands. However, I
was overjoyed when my cousin, who lives next door to me stopped by. She and her daughters love reading so she
left with many of my novels. She and her
husband also has a new ministry so she also happily carried some of my books on
teaching Sunday School and Youth Ministry.
I told her, she was an answer to prayer because I know that the books
will continue to be used and taken care of.

As I go through the process of minimizing my library I feel
my heart getting lighter even as I give away things that I have loved and held on
to for many years. Many times I hold
on to things and don’t want to let go. But I have to let go of somethings in order to get to where God wants to take me. This year, I know that I have to minimize so
I choose to do it with a good attitude and joyful heart knowing that God is at
work on my behalf.

In the main time I have still have many books, some of which are pictured, waiting to go to their new homes...

A bag of novels for some teen girls...

books for friends...

Salvation Army Thrift Store

Two of my shelves after the first cut... Where was I keeping all of those books?

In the midst of dealing with my books I got the news that
one of my favorite cousins had left this world to be with Jesus. I’m sure he had his things that he loved,
family being first of all. However in
order to gain the ultimate prize he had to let it all go. It is no longer a concern to him. He’s not thinking about his favorite possession
or anything he had in this world… absent from this body present with the Lord.
R.I.P my dear cousin.

Jan 7, 2014

Somehow, no matter how many of them I experience I still get excited about beginning a new year. In this New Year I hear the call, to leave the shallow places behind and launch out into the deep places in God. The shallow places have become too comfortable. They have become an excuse for failure because there are no opportunities for success or movement. The shallows give you a valid reason to give up, wash up your net as the fishermen did in Luke 5:4-5.

4 When He had finished speaking, He said to Simon,“Push out into the deep water. Let down your nets for some fish.”5 Simon said to Him, “Teacher, we have worked all night and we have caught nothing. But because You told me to, I will let the net down.”