Thinking of You

I still think of youAs beautiful as you wereWhen I first met youAnd didn't know of your flaws

I still think of youWhen we went to the moviesAnd threw popcorn all overWhat a great time we had

I still think of youCalling me to talkAnd telling me I'm greatAnd me telling you the same

I still think of youAnd how I showed up to your houseTo spend the weekend with you aloneBut you left with someone else

I still think of youWhen I found out your addictionsAnd the pain it caused your familyAnd the downfall of your life

I still think of youWhen you called me cryingWanting me to take you awayAnd that time I refused

I still think of youApologizing for using meAnd promising you'd changeBut hollow promises can't survive

I still think of youOf how you needed me to helpAnd I refused and said I'm fed upAnd we never talked again

I still think of youAfter five long yearsRegretting turning you awayBecause I loved you so much

I still think of youBut not the pain you caused meBut the beauty you wereUnderneath your slimy shell

I still think of youAs the best time of my lifeAnd the worst time of my lifeAnd the love of my life

I still think of youAnd think of how I forgive youAnd I can't forget youOh so much I love you

I'll still think of youWhen I'm growing too old to thinkAnd I'll always wish I kept you closeAnd helped you realize your greatness

For Nicole, I miss you and I love you.

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