Broken open

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Drawings

Best friend An and nephew Frank came to see me today. And their sweet kids Lotte and Jelle. And Jan and our wonderful kids Wolf, Paulien and Hanna. The room is small but big enough for everybody. They bring stories from the outside, cheer and laughter. We joke about the stupid halo. They have chocolates and sweet little drawings

The kids tell about their school exams which are going well and for a short while, Guilt plays my mind again. Cuts like a knife but it feels allright.

Jan is just fantastic. And my mother is awesome. They take care of the kids in such a tender and devoted way it lights up the entire hospital.