the memory keepers daughter is finished...i loved it, i really did...the contradictions between caputuring life/capturing memoryagainst the fluidness of living and how it refuses to becaptured in perfection...because life isn't perfect.

a day to myself, in which i am encouraging myselfnot to do dishes, not to sweep, not to talk or make myself busy...today i am trying to just be me...silent and slow,relaxed and letting myself be aware of my aloneness...which does not happen often.

a day in which to daydream about places i want to go,books i want to read next, music to try, magazinesthat i have set aside for months...the weather too dark and wetto entice me outside...a day in which to daydream.