Ablation

Originally: surgical removal of an organ or other part of the body; the cutting away of abnormal tissue; an instance of this (now rare). In later use also: localized destruction of abnormal tissue in situ, typically by heating it or freezing it.
“ablation, n.” OED Online. Oxford University Press, March 2017. Web. 27 March 2017.

I’ve been trying to get more organised in hopes to shake off the feeling of being a falling really short of my original plan. I’m far more successful than I intended, but I still can’t feel like poo. I know I’m 184 posts and more than twice that many drawings ahead of most people, but the little voice in my head keeps laughing at my short comings. I said to myself when I started that I would not act like those other art blogs where it is a mix of political rants, excuses for missing days, and sob stories, but I feel like I’m not being honest if I don’t share how hard it is to draw every day despite feeling like I’m not getting anywhere. Today has been this weird rollercoaster. I tried to take a nap, but I’m not sure if it helped or made it worse.