I was going to get the mrs a bottle of that when she was pregnant. Reviews seemed to swing between people loving it and saying it's the worst thing they've ever tasted, so I left it. She tried it in a restaurant and said it was alright though.

ArcadianWell done mate. First month is a cunt. 90 days and the brain is rewired apparently so aim for thatHow's the missus?

Its not been too bad so far this week. Like i said though the first week was a fucking nightmare.

The mrs isn't giving up herself but she didn't really drink half as much as me so she doesn't really feel the need.

We are going to a rave on the 13th. Not really sure how that's gonna pan out or if i should sack it off altogether, in all honesty though i dont want to be some sad cunt who cant go anywhere for the fear of possibly having a drink. Its the habitual stuff i want to cut out, not the going out and having fun stuff.

Coming up for 2 years without drinking and I recently did Outlook festival on caffeine alone. I find going out to listen to dnb fine, as I'm there for the love of the music and I can focus on that. It's everything around the music, house parties and pre-drinks where it's about nothing but the drinking and getting as fucked as possible. It makes you feel excluded from being involved and makes me feel a bit anxious and generally don't enjoy it. Where as once I'm at the rave it's fine it's all about coming together for the music and no one even knows, cares or notices you're not drinking and therefore doesn't come in conversation.

That's the other thing, if it comes up at pubs and house parties you're not drinking it becomes the centre of conversation as some people can't wrap their head around it. A few times is fine but after a while it gets boring and jarring and you wish people would just talk about something else. You try and talk about something else but I've had people just go on and on about it.