heniweys I remember a very bad love story just recently when I opened my multiply.

I have this friend who had a boyfriend and they went to europe for a tour. At a certain time they argued and ended up fighting where the girl decided to go out and drink to her hearts content in bars with her friends. She ended up bringing to bed a hot guy and she had a one night stand with him. The next day after all is said and done she and her boyfriend got back together but after a few days she noticed something.

She's not having her period anymore... She's pregnant.

She called the guy whom she had a one night stand with and the guy is more than willing to take responsibility for the child.

She told her bf about it.

fast forward to the future.

She's now married with the guy she had a one night stand with, they also had another child.

Up to now she still loves her ex bf and it was also said that her ex also loves her til now.

How does it feel to be at 180lbs? it was just last saturday night that I found out I was 180lbs. The last time I checked it I was 150 hmm.. what the hell happened?

I asked people around after that "Am I fat?"

Thank God all of them said I'm not fat. In fact My body is proportioned and well intact.

Come to think of it the only thing I hate about my body is my seemingly endless supply of belly fat. Yes I have tons of them and the last time I saw my abs was waay back in high school when I used to play basketball for 6 hours straight hahaha. yeah those were the days until my aunt was already short of sending me to the hospital for a drug check (Im glad she didnt!) but seriously i'm not an addict. I just love sports also at that time my hormones are raging (wink2x)

But what is that scientific explanation for my being heavy?

Look I can say perfectly say that I am one of the most active people around I think I already posted it sometime here in my blog the things I do everyday and that is yes go to the gym and play brazilian jiu-jitsu. in my spare time I also watch instructionals and ride my bike. Other times I just travel and go someplace where It doesn't entail spending much money. Either way I work out almost all the time. And Its been a year already time does fly.

My instructor in the gym told me that Its muscle weight at the same time It has fats. I think I'll agree I really eat a lot. Like four eggs per lunch plus the viand and rice and another one at 4 in the afternoon and another one after practice.

Yes I really do eat a lot the sport demands me to eat or else i'll blackout.

themore the better. and now that the competition is drawing near im keeping up with my cardio.

I'm really nervous shet!

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Floyd talk about yourself share something about what you think right now?

Ok... Its like this I really don't know where to start but let me first share to you my idea of friends who come and go.

Friends are good and worth keeping but I had some friends along the way whom I lost and sometimes wish I hadn't.

I fu*&ed up a number of times but the heck shit does happen and I admit that its my fault.

yah admitting is the hardest part. It takes a lot of maturity to really step up and say you're wrong.

But these are people that cannot be reached or even if you say your apologies they'd rather cower back to their caves and keep it.

I say there's courage in admitting your wrong but it takes double the courage to do something after admitting it.

But anyway sometimes things are better left undone and perhaps one day if fate does exist we'll see each other and talk as normal human beings should.

Age and time are factors really in knowing a person as well as hurting them and telling them your sorry.

is this post vague? perhaps... I don't know you asked me something right? uhmm.. I'm really not good in speaking my mind.

pasensya na...

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Last night I watched URCC 11 and the good thing is my teacher won! yes he did won he broke the nose of that iranian who's damn strong!

A good lot of their statements have been talked about at length at ANC but mostly on the side of NPC.

the problem here is I just can't seem to stick the right pieces together and determine what really happened. But for the record I would like to quote the statement made by an angono collective member.

“We worked on this for two months. And we gave them three weeks to look at the production process before the unveiling, as spelled out in the contract. They failed. They can’t just ask us to go there on short notice,” Gappi said.

If this is true then certainly it took a lot of time for NPC to study carefully the artwork and if they don't agree to the standards then perhaps they could've done something about it and not just deface anything or change the artists interpretation.

"Likened to a commissioned speech"

A statement made by the NPC representatives are as such that they compare the art to a speech commisioned for a certain speaker and all the rights for the writers has to be waved.

For one I don't see the comparison between a speech and a picture. You see words are symbols but a picture is a replica/interpretation of a period, action, situation, feeling.

An art is different from the written word for a written word may create images in the mind while an artwork would look for words to describe what the person sees.

they are entirely two different worlds and cannot be compared to each other. But being a commissioned work is a big enough reason to do something to the painting in case it did defied certain terms in their contract, nonetheless to make it as a reason to completely defile an artwork is what I would subjectively define as an abomination for the artists rights.

There is a catch here though, I have never seen the contract between the two groups but by virtue of elimination that if indeed the artists gave license for NPC to change its work then perhaps they will never cry censorship or the like.

Like for example what is too leftist for a tattoo sporting the old alibata letter K used by the katipunan on the arm of a character in the painting merit changing it to a heart with a cupids' arrow?

or whats' too leftist with having a lot of people congregate in a certain place that according to NPC interprets having a rally of some sorts, I mean who gave them the license to interpret it and defile it if not just to give it back to the makers of the mural? Tell me? Does it make sense at all? Even ferrari for goodness sake gets' their cars back if something is changed in it.

In my opinion if you don't like what you ordered then give it back as it is, and don't you ever change it or do something bad at it.

Or else be like the moron of a club they really are.just imagine how many journalist are being killed every year. tsk tsk

"Gusto ko na makatapos ako sa pag-aaral at gustong-gusto ko na makabili ng bagong bike," she added. [I would like to finish my schooling and I would like very much to buy a new bike.] - Mariannet Amper

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Look kid you're not an "isolated" case as Malakanyang said short of making your death as irrelevant as hunger and poverty in this country.

I will never judge you nor tell you how wrong you are. No. I will never say that you don't own your life or that you owe it to your parents or the creator above.

My dearest Mariannet I believe It is your freedom to do so-to take your life is your greatest freedom. I believe that It is equally courageous to kill oneself as well as to live it.

They might say that you are a demented child a lonely girl looking for attention, that with your broken dreams and weak heart you choose to cut asunder your future.

How would they know? Have they experienced yor pain? Have they looked into your eyes? And why is it that moviestars and famous people have the right to de depressed and get treatment? But alas not you my dear Mariannet you have to face this life astride the back of poverty. Oh poverty that great killer which our government has kept mum about.

That while the government could give "Cash Gifts" left and right It has never given you and your kind a farts notice. Yes the government has thought that your poverty doesn't concern them. That your death is an "isolated" case.

I think that wherever you are you will never be hungry again. You will have food on the table and you will play with angels. I know you killed yourself because you love your family. That you would rather give them peace than have them look for something to give you. I know you don't hate them but you hate what this government and this society had driven your demise.

It is ok to die now Mariannet this country and this world doesn't deserve you. I would've followed your example if not for the hope of making more sense in this world.

But i find you brave and admirable.

Rest in peace my dear one. Rest in God and never be hungry ever again.

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I remember that this friend of mine had a boyfriend before and she had to break up with him because he's not muslim. Well short of saying her father disallowed it.

madami akong lam na stories like this like my friend who's chinese who had been keeping his relationship with a filipina for two years and eventually had to break up with her because his mom won't allow it.

But the Filipina told her not to, and asked him to go back to his family, she said that she'd rather see him happy with his family than being disowned.

My friend spent nights crying in church after that, as for the filipina she married and had a family.My friend also got married to a chinese and with his family's blessing they are both happy.

Well you see I really don't see the point why these certain human rights violations are not being put to light. I honestly believe that every person has a right to his/her own happiness regardless of race, social status, color & gender.

we fail to see that even though we are fighting for our human rights we give enough loopholes for tradition to overrun our sensibilities and small things like these are either pushed aside or accepted as the norm.

Minsan naisip ko that if the chinese wants to marry kapwa nila chinese then let them go back to china. Or the muslim let him/her marry somewhere in the middle east.

I feel that inspite of all the well being and hospitality our country had given them parang ang babaw naman na they will discriminate towards us or anybody.

That is whats lacking in this God damned country, we lack laws that would make our lives better. Like for example its a crime to not let children go to school or be irresponsible parents in other countries.

But anyway it has always been a problem in other countries and worse is their killing each other off by simply the color of skin, or religion.

was about to finish a whole lot longer than usual post about ghosts and anything of the unlikely when my computer shutted down and I wasn't able to save the file (F$ck IT) >_<

Anyway so the story goes that I was writing about the not so ordinary phenomenons that happened in my life.

The unexplainable and the skeptical.

First of all I do believe In ghosts, ghosts proves that there exists another life aside from what we have.

Life after death.

May mga brushes na rin ako with ghosts or what i think are ghosts.

You see I've met people who don't believe in them some being scietists trying to debunk the idea na meron ngang mumu.

A proffessor in UP cebu who's a renowned scientist and Psychologist had experiences with the paranormal.

Like while giving an exam to a number of students in the afternoon she would see a guy acting like a proctor only to see it pass through the wall of the classroom. The students also saw it and immediately the exam was stopped in short of panic.

Another story that she told the class was about the time she went inside a toilet in the new building in the campus, upon opening she saw dozens of small kids walking towards her smiling and giggling noisily. she closed the door again out of fright and upon opening it again the kids all vanished.

There's more than enough reason to doubt the so-called "scientific" results given out by the government.

1. The results were given out only after a week, God knows what they did to the evidence. (Remember Vizconde Massacre?)

2. Different opinions from different specialists but no independent body to announce the real facts other than what the Government wants us to believe.

3. The lack of statement from Ayala corporation to solidify and give credibility to their claims that it was indeed their mistake that prompted the blast to eventually take place.

It has always been the practice of the government to either plant evidence against suspected dissenters or cover up evidence as they bluntly did after sealing off all of Glorietta.

Now do I want Glorietta to be open for everyone after the blast? No, but I believe they should've given the task to more prolific scientists and experts on the matter. Like, for example why say that it was caused by a bomb in the first place by PNP bomb experts only to deny everything in the end?

Would it mean that this becomes a question of credibility, and whoever has the information (as of course they only have) has the last say?

What bothers me most is the way the investigation took place as if it was all planned to discredit all of the people who would refuse to believe the results of the investigations.

Government: "Look we told you it wasn't a bomb, experts says so! You should trust the government more or else become the idiot that you guys already are trying to blame the government with all the bad things happening to our country. Why not blame the opposition or better yet blame yourselves and not just blame us all the time"

People: "Like Duh?! You have the evidence and you have the final say on everything how the hell are we not going to doubt you? besides you guys have been lying to us ever since so don't blame us if we don't trust you at all."

Government: "You like facts then you have the facts here they are from the scientists and bomb experts!"

People: "What we need is credibility and not facts given out by a government who could change results in elections and murder people out of whim to keep themselves in power!"

I can swallow the idea that it wasn't really a bomb if and only if the evidence will be presented without bias. If the government that investigates it is as clean as the victims of the tragedy.

Granting without admitting that indeed it was an implosion and a faulty engineering decision made by Ayala corporation then they should really pay the price for the lives of the ones who died.

The thing that really bothers me though is there's no fire.

'Til recently Ayala land has still refuted the findings of the police and the government.A very convincing result of the investigators hired by Ayala land could be seen here