Tonight, I’m grateful for the beautiful twinkle lights that fill my home and my town during this dark time of year. I’m grateful for all the inventors of the twinkle lights, and the creativeness that goes into developing new and magical ways to celebrate this time of year.

I’m grateful for the opportunity to help a friend do inventory for her store. I’m grateful that she let me do inventory, since such activities energize me to my core. I’m grateful for all the fun I had cleaning and organizing her store, and attending to the details…it truly is one of my most favorite things to do.

I’m grateful for the beautiful red/burgundy/gold/magenta/orange scarf my mom knitted for me. I’m grateful for my sister, who showed my mom how to use this newly developed yarn. I’m grateful for YouTube for filling in the gaps to her learning how to knit this amazing yarn. I’m grateful for the wee bit of sass it brings into my step whenever I wear it…which is pretty much every time I can get away with it.

I’m grateful for all the pine greens in my home that give it such a lovely scent, and the lovely flowers that share their beauty with me unstintingly I’m grateful for my neti pot and for its help in combating the rare smog my town inherits from L.A.

I’m grateful for unexpected financial blessings simply from giving out of my abundance. I’m grateful for the joy and giggles that always escape after bouncing around on my yoga ball. I’m grateful for the newly sprouted leaves on a plant I thought dead. I’m grateful for the fairies for assisting me in caring for my plants. I’m grateful for greetings from a friend through my mom. I’m grateful for all the magical travel vehicles in the form of a Fiat 500C that are now appearing around me every day. I’m grateful for the hope that I will soon get to drive one again.

I’m grateful for magic.I’m grateful for life.I’m grateful for community.I’m grateful for abundance.I’m grateful for support.I’m grateful for compassion.I’m grateful for hugs.I’m grateful for radiance.I’m grateful for love.

New Year’s Eve is a powerful time energetically. This one night holds so much hope, expectation, promise, desire, potential that it can be a bit swirly to experience.

Even though this is one of the biggest party nights of the year, tonight may feel particularly lonely. A relationship may have ended or is ending. You may have had a significant transition such as a move or a family loss. You may have unfulfilled dreams and feel as though you are less valuable because of it. Or, it may not be anything that drastically different…it may simply be that you feel different than you did a year ago. You see things and understand the world through a different lens, and your friends haven’t made that shift with you. And, standing in a room full of partying people, there may be a sense of futility…that no one understands you and that you are all alone.

We are moving into an energy of personal responsibility and co-creativeness and out of an energy of co-dependence. One of the patterns that has to shift as a result of this change is the pattern of support. We have been accustomed to finding support externally…through other people, events, lifestyles, jobs, relationships, wealth, victimhood, and disempowerment. This new energy does not support these patterns any longer. So, while you may try to find support in all the ways you have done in the past, they don’t work…and you will find yourself dissatisfied.

Rather than fall into despair and frustration, come into your Divine Line. Pull all of your energy off of the past and the future, off of everyone and everything in the outer world. Suck yourself fully and completely into your Divine Line, breathing only your existence in this present breath of now.

At first, it may feel as though you have completely isolated yourself and made things worse. Just wait. Stay in that space and let go…surrender to the flow within your Divine Line…like floating on your back in the bathtub…your ears underwater, eyes closed. Then connect vertically to your Higher Self…that part of you that contains the Divine Spark of Love…that part of you that is connected to The All and All That Is. Ask your body deva and team to do the same.

Then, ask at the level of your Higher Selves to connect with each other. Feel that energy flow down the Divine Line into your heart space, filling you up with pink and gold light. Ask your team to come closer to you so that you can feel their support…one in particular will be at your back…so strongly that you could almost lean back and let go. From this place, fill yourself up with your own pink and gold light…surrounding yourself and your egg-shaped cocoon surrounding your body…until you are overflowing with support, connection and love.

Now. Reflect this support, connection, and love…radiate it out on the world around you…and watch the magic happen.

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As blocks are cleared and things, thoughts, emotions, patterns, and relationships fall away, a profound sense of loss, grief, or even depression can arise. You might think that you have nothing to be sad about if there are no present indicators of loss and grief in your life…yet you may still find yourself easily crying over seemingly insignificant things.

Even if you are not aware of any particular loss in this dimension, there is a falling away in other dimensions. And, because we are multi-dimensional beings, some part of you is in tune with all aspects of yourself in all the dimensions where you express yourself.

The most graceful way through this process is to first create a safe physical space for your body to express the emotions. Then, come into your Divine Line and bring all of your attention and energy into the present breath of now…aware of your heart, your emotions, and your sorrow. While it may seem overwhelming, and it feels big enough to consume you, your body can only experience intense emotions for a maximum of three minutes at a time. If necessary, set a timer for three minutes, then allow all the emotion to rise to the surface, fully expressing them all through some sort of vocalization. Stay out of the head, and let the sounds express themselves.

As you surrender to the powerful energy of the emotions, feel their pulse…their flow…their momentum. Allow yourself to let go and ride the wave…letting the emotions lift you up and forward. In this way, you transform the lower energies into higher frequencies, letting them carry you ever closer to your greatest happiness.

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For those who are interested, the full moon energy is about releasing the unneeded and unnecessary in order to make room for the new…the intentions set during new moon. This particular full moon is deeper than most, simply because the release is deeper…the intentions that are manifesting have been thousands of years in the making, resulting in dramatic shifts and restructuring.

One side effect of this process that is particularly strong right now is that of fear of the unknown…the restructuring of something no one has ever experienced before. This can create a heightened anxiety. When anxiety arises, one programmed current reaction is to try to control everything and everyone around you. You may find yourself nitpicking at your family members, your spouse or significant other, children, or co-workers. You may find that everything you set out to do seems to have some block between you and accomplishing that task. After several such experiences, frustration can escalate, expressing itself either through anger or tears or both.

The most graceful way of navigating this time of uncertainty is to bring all of your energy off the external world and back to your Divine Line. Then find that sweet spot of safety, security, self-control, and peace in that Divine Line. Then detach from all outcomes in your life and in society…simply observing from a place of safety, security, self-control, and peace, for it is only in this place that you can know what to do next…which may be simply to shine your light…to be.