Monday, August 25, 2008

exams

Here i am, surrounded by lecture slides and handwritten scribbles trying to register the fact that I have an exam to study for. My Sportsci 104 mid term test is on thursday and I seem to be taking it rather lightly. Could it be that I have outgrown exams? I mean i've sat for it like 1,211,2763,274 times, it's only natural to kinda get immune to exam jitters. Then again, I spent most of my exam periods in Metro blasting my winamp in my room, surfing Facebook, increasing my running mileage, and enjoying the courtship between me and Dennis. haha...

I am one who is very very rarely stressed up by exams and assignments. Never was. I don't know if that's a good thing or not. Critics (namely my parents) think if i knew how to stress a little I'd do better in my exams. Peers seem to think it's good that I don't go through the hair pulling moments they endeavoured.

Trust me, every year i'd make resolutions to be a little more concern about my exams. And every year I fail to fulfill those resolutions. It's not that I don't care. I just can't find the capacity to invest all my energy into studying. I am unable to do it. Like a disability, i could never muster it.