Here's a quick 7 min clip I made of @VanderPulaski from yesterday. He just woke up so I need to take him for breakfast, then go to the gym, then tie his ass up again later on, so I will be busy. Please be patient, his suffering will be your "reward!"

My beloved @VanderPulaski is arriving tomorrow, so I am posting this 20 minute video without edits. I have other versions of this and the more I try to edit them, the more I find that I like each one as they are. That's not normal... usually I want to trim all kinds of stuff out, but this was such a great session that it kind of speaks for itself. What I love is the silent parts, where it's just Vander struggling, trying to find a comfortable position, It's beautiful. I wouldn't do this to him if I wasn't super duper into him.

Watching this reminds me of how much I love @VanderPulaski and how I can't wait to have him here again. Truly a sweet person to have in my life. And look at his behavior. SURE, I have something to do with it, but he is a masterpiece. I love him.

FINALLY!! I have edited this first video of jimmyUSMC from our time together. This was from Friday. He stayed Saturday until the evening and flew back home... So, I got him again one more time before he flew back. I can't wait to show what we got up to, it was so fun with him. He feels like he's truly in my inner circle now. I love jimmy.

Here are 7 minutes with this incredible sub I had to great fortune of spending two days with while in Pasadena. He proved himself to be loving and genuine, which is really what made our time together so magical. A definite keeper, and one of the people I was referring to earlier about circling the wagons around the very best people who I could find to settle into. This guy is one of those people. And this scene was insanely good. I filmed it non stop, there were no breaks as far as psychological intimacy. It was a really great zone.

This is now posted in its entirety on my Justfor.fans front page under free posts. It is just there for those of you who are wondering what a video of mine is likely to look like. Have a look. You don't need to subscribe, it's just free. Subscribe if you want, but this is free.

Before I close the book on my sexy otter, I wanted to go over everything I did with him, and then I realized it would be kind of nice to stitch it all together so I could see what we did. I have GOBS of pictures of him still that I will make selections from and try to be concise... but this is really fun to see for me. I end up having these really personal emotional connections to the men I meet. And of course, some of them come and go... the heterosexual ones especially go on with their lives, but usually they all do. I am sort of like the Charlotte ('s Web) of bondage players. But then again, new ones come into my life. Currently, I am building a new "family" of subs that I want to sort of focus on for however long I can. Mostly, that would be the men you have seen recently. But there are also a few I have heard from on social media too that have never been into bondage really, or the power-transfer risk you take emotionally, who have reached out. These will be the people I divide my time up with. Looking at the calendar and the number of weeks available in a year... and the fact that some of them stay with me for days, I have to pare down the size of my "playlist" because I genuinely get super attached emotionally and psychologically to each one. So... you should probably expect to see me focusing my love on guys like Jonah Fontana, Blake Hunter (I'm excited about him and he's visiting in a couple of weeks for 4 days), Vander Pulaski, Jack Vidra, JimmyUSMC, Devin Franco, Wolfie, and a few others who work in the porn realm, and then there are others who have approached me, like this hairy sexy submissive male in Pasadena who messaged me while I was there, I intend to transform him and bring him under my umbrella. I can think of a few others like this. Mainly because I think all these men have the capacity to love me back, and keep it all within the comfortable realm of family values.

In terms of using my time wisely and being pragmatic, this makes more sense to me than to pursue every hot porn star who might be open to doing sessions with me. I can then build on what I have already with those that have let me know that they love what I do and what it means to them, and to all of us gay bondage babies. It just feels more potent when this type of play goes hand-in-hand with the right motivations, which is to love and be vulnerable with each other.

So that's the plan folks. Be on the look out for me to have a "Heavy Rotation" of players that I have invested in, and then don't be surprised if the occasional big name porn star hits me up, or if I hit one up and it works out. But in the meantime, I want to focus on quality connections. As many as I can responsibly manage!!