Only a letter.

A LETTER FROM ME TO A FRIEND.

Dear friend, I can’t believe you can judge me and act like everything is okay. It’s not. You’re suppose to be my friend. A friend I can trust and go to when I’m falling apart. Except you sit there, talk bad about me, and judge me. Is that really what you think of me? Is that how you show your friends that you care? I’m not a bad person and you’re not better than me.Yes, I admit I’ve made mistakes. I did things I’m not proud of. I use to be someone else. I’m trying so hard to right those wrongs and to make sure I don’t make those mistakes again. I’m trying to not be that person I hate. I’m trying to show everyone that I have changed. It hasn’t been an easy road.At times people stumble and fall back into their old habits, that’s what I did. I’m sorry for that. I’m sorry that it’s so easy to give into temptation. I’m sorry that I’m not perfect. Your judgement doesn’t make me feel any better. Your judgement doesn’t right my wrongs. Your judgement shows the type of person you are and the type of friend you are.I’m stronger than yesterday. I’ll keep trying to improve until I’m the best I can be. I’m not going to give up, but thank you for showing me where we stand.