Singer August Alsina released a dark video for his single “FML,” featuring Pusha T.

Alsina directed the gritty video with Payne Lindsey. In the movie like video, Alsina faced his demons and commit suicide by hanging as Pusha T witness himself bloody and being carried away on a stretcher.

“I’ve been where you are,” August Alsina wrote at the end of the video. “Through the struggle and through the pain. It’s what makes us stronger than most. When there seems to be no way forward you have to make a way.”

The R&B singer also gives out the telephone number for the national suicide prevention lifeline.

Watch the official music video for August Alsina featuring Pusha T “FML” (F— My Life) below.