Winn, Albert J.

In 1999, Light Work presented the exhibition desire, Contemporary Photography from the Visual AIDS Archive Project curated by Ernesto Pujol. Albert J. Winn was one of the fourteen featured artists in the exhibition. Two images from his ongoing series My Life Until Now were presented in the exhibit and reproduced in Contact Sheet 103.

Winn's photographs are concerned with his identity as a gay, Jewish man living with AIDS. In the series My Life Until Now Winn photographed himself alone, and with family members, friends, and his partner in simple, everyday moments - relaxing at home, preparing a meal, observing Hanukkah. In each case the artist meets the gaze of the camera unabashedly, under-scoring the continuance of life, relationships, and rituals.Winn's connection to his Jewish heritage is not only a predominant part of his daily life but has become a critical component in his work.

In an installation at the Judah L. Magnus Museum entitled Blood on the Doorpost, The AIDS Mezuzah, Winn used a vial of his own blood attached to a doorframe with accompanying religious texts filled with references to blood and plague. The work generated controversy for the museum because it incorporated the artist's blood, what some considered to be a dangerous substance. In the image and text piece Akedah, Winn draws a parallel between his AIDS treatment and the ritual of prayer, and how both activities leave their mark and require their daily observance.

Winn, along with a number of other individuals living with AIDS, has been fortunate enough to return to a state of improved health as a result of the 'cocktail'-antiviral medications and drug therapies that have helped individuals living with AIDS keep the disease in check. However the drug cocktails have also created the illusion that the AIDS crisis has passed or is near its end, which is furthest from the truth, each day another 16,000 individuals are diagnosed HIV positive. While the cocktails have helped a number of individuals return to their lives, they yield varying results for individuals taking the medications and require a strict regimen of how and when the drugs are taken.

One of the side effects of the medication taken by Winn is that it actually reduces his body fat, inviting unsolicited compliments on his appearance and perceived good health. He remarks of this irony in his artist statement, 'In recent years with the advent of the 'cocktail,' many people with AIDS have had an apparent return to good health, yet live everyday with the contradiction of knowing that a deadly virus still circulates inside of our bodies. Compliments on a regular basis on how good I look only heighten the contradiction for me. Illness becomes an issue of appearance, and the question arises, 'Am I sick, if I don't look sick?' I have come to realize that these compliments, however well meaning, are a form of measurement, similar to the numerous blood tests and other monitoring rituals regularly performed to check the progression of the disease.'

In his most recent work reproduced here, The Band-AID Series, Winn photographed himself removed from his personal, familial, and religious identity and instead used a grid pattern as a backdrop to map out his body in a progression of detailed photographs. By placing a Band-Aid over each location in which blood was taken or an injection was given to treat his illness, Winn has provided a detailed survey of his own condition.

In discussions of the AIDS pandemic the prevailing metaphor is that of the battle-where attacks are waged inside the body and strict regimens of medication fortify the individual's defenses and halt the disease's advance, but where research and drug therapies have helped some this is only a temporary truce. Winn's photogrammetric images act as reconnaissance photographs that reveal positions of attack and defense illustrating where the lines are drawn and battle goes on.

GH

Albert J. Winn lives in Los Angeles, CA, and participated in Light Work's Artist-in-Residence program in July 1999.

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In 1999, Light Work presented the exhibition desire, Contemporary Photography from the Visual AIDS Archive Project curated by Ernesto Pujol. Albert J. Winn was one of the fourteen featured artists in the exhibition. Two images from his ongoing series My Life Until Now were presented in the exhibit and reproduced in Contact Sheet 103.

Winn's photographs are concerned with his identity as a gay, Jewish man living with AIDS. In the series My Life Until Now Winn photographed himself alone, and with family members, friends, and his partner in simple, everyday moments - relaxing at home, preparing a meal, observing Hanukkah. In each case the artist meets the gaze of the camera unabashedly, under-scoring the continuance of life, relationships, and rituals.Winn's connection to his Jewish heritage is not only a predominant part of his daily life but has become a critical component in his work.

In an installation at the Judah L. Magnus Museum entitled Blood on the Doorpost, The AIDS Mezuzah, Winn used a vial of his own blood attached to a doorframe with accompanying religious texts filled with references to blood and plague. The work generated controversy for the museum because it incorporated the artist's blood, what some considered to be a dangerous substance. In the image and text piece Akedah, Winn draws a parallel between his AIDS treatment and the ritual of prayer, and how both activities leave their mark and require their daily observance.

Winn, along with a number of other individuals living with AIDS, has been fortunate enough to return to a state of improved health as a result of the 'cocktail'-antiviral medications and drug therapies that have helped individuals living with AIDS keep the disease in check. However the drug cocktails have also created the illusion that the AIDS crisis has passed or is near its end, which is furthest from the truth, each day another 16,000 individuals are diagnosed HIV positive. While the cocktails have helped a number of individuals return to their lives, they yield varying results for individuals taking the medications and require a strict regimen of how and when the drugs are taken.

One of the side effects of the medication taken by Winn is that it actually reduces his body fat, inviting unsolicited compliments on his appearance and perceived good health. He remarks of this irony in his artist statement, 'In recent years with the advent of the 'cocktail,' many people with AIDS have had an apparent return to good health, yet live everyday with the contradiction of knowing that a deadly virus still circulates inside of our bodies. Compliments on a regular basis on how good I look only heighten the contradiction for me. Illness becomes an issue of appearance, and the question arises, 'Am I sick, if I don't look sick?' I have come to realize that these compliments, however well meaning, are a form of measurement, similar to the numerous blood tests and other monitoring rituals regularly performed to check the progression of the disease.'

In his most recent work reproduced here, The Band-AID Series, Winn photographed himself removed from his personal, familial, and religious identity and instead used a grid pattern as a backdrop to map out his body in a progression of detailed photographs. By placing a Band-Aid over each location in which blood was taken or an injection was given to treat his illness, Winn has provided a detailed survey of his own condition.

In discussions of the AIDS pandemic the prevailing metaphor is that of the battle-where attacks are waged inside the body and strict regimens of medication fortify the individual's defenses and halt the disease's advance, but where research and drug therapies have helped some this is only a temporary truce. Winn's photogrammetric images act as reconnaissance photographs that reveal positions of attack and defense illustrating where the lines are drawn and battle goes on.

GH

Albert J. Winn lives in Los Angeles, CA, and participated in Light Work's Artist-in-Residence program in July 1999.