Hey mom and dad. I dedicated this song just for the both of the very expensive you.

I may look like I didnt care even a rat`s hair; going in and out from the house like some kind of a hotel, sleep for decades, never talk so much, make fun of your sarcastic sentences, live during the night/sleep during the day, worsen things up, etc etc whatever shit i`ve done. But the real thing is, I dont know what I should do and even how to give the best words for what you`ve been through lately.

Because I know eventually, people will get old. People would get ill and fall sick. And lately, I`ve been content with observing you going to the hospital and brought back some piece of x-rays showing what your real problem is and reading all your "sigh" status in Facebook.

And I have had enough with all your "bila ayah mati nanti...." or "suatu hari nanti ibu ayah dah takde..." because I know everyone will die someday and I wish I could go on first before you people, so that I can watch my own funeral. And even yours. Without any emotions.

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Helos :

Notice how different I am in my blog than I am in real life. That's not my mask. This is something I suppress and cloaked, because in real life if I show to you this side, people will laugh like a hyena on hundred bongs of weeds because it`s totally opposite of who I am. Since someone is responsible for adding a little crack summore, spreading diseases, I`m just gonna smoke some ciggies, drink hot tea, and have fun because I know someone else are having fun too, somewhere, somehow. Let's shake hands.

Everything started to make sense, somewhere somehow, doesnt it?

I'll show you a tiny micro of sense.Because Allah has full sense.

And hmmmm it's alright to be perasan. But its not alright to think that you over-excessively fit-in as some jigsaw puzzles here. it's like watching a Geli-Mat video. because my brain, and some dozens of similarly close brain of mine knew the real Berita Harian, Harakah, Metro, Mastika, Mangga or whatever you call the real true newsflash. let's not forget about God. I think I should end things here with a smiley btw :D