The Serial Killer of My Nightmares

I had a great family, awesome friends, a nice house, and I went to a great school. The only thing I was missing was that perfect guy. One who was a bad boy but was sweet to me. You know, those punks with the wild hair, piercings all over, maybe some tattoos, all that. He's gotta be strong and able to carry me around. Also other things. I know, demanding. But it's ok, I have my eyes on someone already. What I didn't know, was someone else had their eyes on me...
Disclaimer:
This is a boyxboy story! Expect sex scenes. Also, there will be scenes dealing with suicide, self harm, and rape scenes. I will put warning throughout the story. I want everyone to know I am against rape, however I have a sick mind as most fan girls do, and I like to take my anger out in my writing. Thus why I write scenes as such. Please keep this all in mind, and I hope you enjoy.