Thursday, 31 December 2009

Ok i spent whole evening remaking my jacket. xDi love it *-* Its so MJ <3.thats how i wanted it to be well i still dont know which heels to this but i will choose something i hope.

thank you god for the last day of this year. im so happy for it. and im looking forward till 2010oh last hours of being child. haha thats kind of sad.but stilli wash you al nice party and hapy new year.i will party with my friend in central London. so see you in 2010!!!!!!!

Tuesday, 29 December 2009

aaaaaaaaa oh god i have finnally ordered hh & obi tickets.im so happy i dont have to be woried about it anymore XDlets just wait for them to come and i just need paris and im done with tickets hahahawell and today is such weird day oO, its so boring, and rainy and no one is here and god -_-'hahhahaa i heard there are rummosr about bill having GF buahaha what a rumor hahahahapeople should calm down hahahhaa

Friday, 25 December 2009

i watched Home Alone i was waiting for it whooooooooooole year hahatomorrow i will watch Home Alone 2i ate so much . we made sooooooooooooo much food for just 3 people dont know why hahahabut well haha.oh and i got nice presents *-*well its not what i actually wanted for now but i wanted it before and i have it <3its all cosmetics and makeup from M.A.C <3 and Revilon mirror. i love those make-up mirrors im so happy to own it xD well 6 more days till this year will end im so happy about it from few reasons hahaand ohthank you XX for the best xmas present EVER!thank you thank you cant wait to see you here <3333333333333

oh one girl said i copy kenza ! because of my Pic's, style, blog, make-up and my hairhahahahahahahhahahaaso to make it clear i dont even watch her blog, i dont even know this girl and i have my own style , and my own style of taking and edit pics and oh god what a lame thing that is to blame me for this haahhahahaa

Thursday, 24 December 2009

so everyone have wonderful Christmasi wish you all great time with your familiesgreat presents underneath your xmas tree!!!dont eat too much hahaha. (well i will eat so much today! hahaha)

For TH fans i wish you all to meet them or i wish you all Bill, Georg and Gustav...I will keep Tom for myself hahaha!!!!what else. for those who will go on Humanoid Tour see you there and lets have great time once again!Also all of you have great great New Years Eve! Dont drink so much!make it as much fun as you canand have nice hangover healing on first day of new year hahahaa.i wish you all the best thank you for visiting my blog.i love you all.

Tuesday, 22 December 2009

yehey this is my little Christmas tree on my desk i dressed it up today xDi love it hahaa. Marti gave me ideo of putting TH to it so i did hahahaai also put some decorations on my wardrobe and shelves and window xD .so my room is full of Christmas haha same as my house. today i dont all the decorations in the house xDtomorrow we going with my dad on shopping. but well i wont buy anything cause i want to save my money on tour hahaa. its gonna be haaaaaaaaaaaaaaard!oh and today i will watch last episode of my series sad i dont want it to end! what im gonna watch?oh and i have to say again i love POLAND i just love my country so much hahahaha!!!!!

Sunday, 20 December 2009

So yesturday was kind of hard day, i cleaned up the house, i put the decorations on, i did xmas shopping, i still need to go with my dad to buy things for our xmas supper.well this year we have small christmas, just me my dad and his GF (Y)but well haha i didnt had to spend bilions on presents haha.i just wrapped them and i will put them tomorrow under the tree. as we decided to dress up just 2 trees this year one in my room and one in living room, maybe my dad will put some lights on christmas tree outside our house but well lets see tomorrow xDi wish i could spend this christmas and new years eve in poland. but well i have to be happy with what i have ;]oh and as presents i bought my dad armani diamonds giftset *-* smell so good, for his gf i bought CK perfume and some coconut body washes, creams, butters etc xDhaha and as always i bought something for myself...i will keep it secret :P

Friday, 18 December 2009

view from my window xDyehey now there is even more snow. i hope it will stay till xmas *-*there are people who bet if there will be snow in england for xmas hahahahaha

tomorrow i will dress um my xmas trees xDthats a lot of work as i will have so many trees hahaha.and uhm i have to prepare for huge xmas cleaning .and tomorrow i wll go to buy xmas presentsany ideas? i dont know what can i buy for my dad still -_-'

im going to watch some movie and maybe i will clean my room a little xD

Thursday, 17 December 2009

Omg today was such a hard day! I was dressed up with my nice dress and jacket and leather jacket and when i was with my dad in the car it was snowing oOit was so cold, and i didn't had any warm jacket -_-'well its my fault i should put something on but well xDI was 7 hours in the dark room which was even more colder than outside. -_-', hmm but at least i printed some pictures out and they are so nice *-*Danya said it was perfect as for first time so xDI was so tired when i came back home so i went to sleep from 16-22 haha and i said i will go to sleep just for hour haha. what else, now i'm tired again, maybe i will watch some movieoh and i have no idea what can i east, im going down to the kitchen opening the fridge and staring in it... i'm full of food, i dont know what can i eat god -_-'

oh and i dont know what can i buy to my dad for xmas this year oO

oh and the pic haha its my window hahaha it look so funny.and my garden is full of snow hahaa. should i go to make snowman tomorrow? hahaoh and i have my xmas holidays now *-------*no college till new year *-*

Im in such good mood today i have no clue why but its good haha.Im getting ready for college today. I will print my negatives in the dark room today *-* keep fingers crossed for me !

Im in the middle of my breakfast. oO Its a wonder that i actually eat breakfast now oO i never eat so early in the morning, but well my dad made me really nice sandwiches as he said * stop smoking and drinking coffee all the time..eat something* so i'm doing it now xDoh btw. this sauce i added to sandwiches is bit too spicy hahaha.

I wonder how weather will be today. I hope not too cold, i have dress on I think i will put long coat on if so, my dad have holidays now so he can drive me to college xD so i have more time to do stuff at home. I could sleep longer but well....i had to pack up as i forgot to do it yesturday ..upsiii.

And as you see new picture of me xD i love it. haha i know im being selfish hahaha. I also photoshoped some Tom's pics. and i also love them . Oh btw. i had really nice Tom dream today *-*.hmm only thing i can write here is everything was in Paris *-*.I love Paris, its magic for me. especially in christmas time. as in my dream.haha i have to tell isa about it hahaha. I bet she will be happy to hear it hahahaha.in it Isa? hahahaoh and 2 months till tour. oO how fast this time is going oO. I mean c'mon yesterday we got tour dates and we decided wherever we go or not . thats siiiiiick.

ok i'm going to finish my brekfast and than i will brush my teeth and do make up and college i'm comminnnnng hahahaha

btw. such a long post today haha my mood is really good as i see hahaha.

Have a good day people

oh and pleaseeeeee tag my work next time you put it somewhere or any pics i did .

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

Nati: Its recordingHoli: Your sock is to thick I won't put my leg in it.Dredi: Do everything to put it in!...ey I don't see anything!Lena: Ey, is...Nati: ey I don't see anything hahaHoli: Where do I change my pad?...Dredi: Fuck...Here...than we all gonna do it hahaLena: EY GIVE ME THOSE SOCKS!Dredi: I don't see anything Nati...your battery is low..no..we wont...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i love you all so much hahahaha<3and thank you for this night.and night before hahaha!

Monday, 14 December 2009

ok so today finally processed my film. and... i have to say its cool thing to dobut boring as hell. it was first time i processed a film.and teachers said its amusing that all my photos came out on the filmbecause most people who do it first time (and not even!) are screwing it.and i did it right!! :DDon thursday i will print them in the dark room, those ones i edited my processed film in photoshop.but i love it *-*

oh and on the pic's there are my friends from college and my teachers xD

oh and yesturday i watched New Moon hahaand i have to say Jacob *---------* his naked body made me so *-* hahahastupid Bella...

now im gonna watch my series and...i cant wait to see new TH video. they should just put it on site not waiting for it without knowing what time it will come upand i bet they will post it when there will be day in USA and night in Europe -'-

Friday, 11 December 2009

uhm.... i have mixed feelings to this. i really do have mixed feelings.one thing i wanna say...Perinne...you have SUCH A BEST FRIENDS.if i were there and my friend was about to get bitten up by boy i would start to fight him ...picture shows her friends were uhm... like statues there?uhm...he should never ever raise his hand on a GIRL. no matter who she is and what she done...he showed he can....i just hope he will be ok in the end.thats just SICK.

Thursday, 10 December 2009

Stupid in love, hmmmLet me tell you somethingOh, this is stupid,I'm not stupidDon't talk to me like i'm stupidI still love you but I just can't do thisI may be dumb but I'm not stupid.My new nick name is 'you idiot' (such an idiot)Hmm that's what my friends are calling meGuess that's what made me dumbHe don't want it, not like you want itOh girl why do you waste your time?You know he ain't rightThey're telling me this, I don't wanna listenTryna make this workSilly of me to keep holding onBut the dust cap is offYou don't know what you've lostAnd you won't realise 'til i'm gone, gone, goneThat i was the oneWhich one of us is really gone?

omg im packing up o.Oi wont tell anyone where i'm going andf what for but omgi dont know what to wear and i dont believe i will see my girls <3oh and where to the fuck i will curl my hair buahaha.i should i do it at home?will hey last 9 hours? hahahaoh god. tomorrow im going to work so i have to pack up and print everything off today.thank i will work from 9-17 than i will take long bath as always, and than i will go to sleep and than i iwll go to the airportoh god!aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahaha ok enough..i wil write something when i will come back xD

Monday, 23 November 2009

Hmm i've been thinking long if i should post this pic here.but ok i posted it. Dont even look at my face. i dont look good hahait was at 3-4 in the morning. Somewhere in Berlin i dont have to write where ;]haha the best thing is tthat i didnt knew thats Bono and i took rest of the U2 and Green Day as some drunkies hahahaha!but than my friend was like * oh god its the edge, oh god its billie joe amstrong*yeah.

Being from poland can actually have good things about it hahaha.when we wanted to take pics and they didnt know we are from there thay said nobut when we said we are from poland they were like*oh poland , than of course you can have pic * hahahaha!they love Poland and we love them<3

Wednesday, 18 November 2009

Yehey my awesome duck hahahahaa!!!!!!i know you all love it hahahayes this is my Organic Artist Project.i have to search for 7 artists which are making something organic.but not organic that they made something from wood, its about shape something natural ;]i like this project. hmm kind of easy but still a lot of work. and presentation., this is my sketchbook up on the pic one + of it its BLACK which present my work in better way xDoh the artists on this page are Hugo Haring German architect. i love this building thats why i took his as example and drawed it ;]and also Nicola Hicks and i drawed her DUCK ( hahahaha) but im my way hahaa!ok one more painting to do, + evaluation and meaning of organic and organic art and im done for today xD

OMG i love this song *-*and what you think about it?god i think im gonna go back to my hip hop / rap habit hahahabtw.i just made up my biggest wish hahahaawhat is it? throw snowball on Bills face muahahahahaai bet after doing it all bills fanatic would kill me buahaha .

Monday, 16 November 2009

aaaaaaaaaaaaa i finished itand im really happy about final result *-*whole day and half of the nght but it was worth it. ok the eye on pencil half is not so goodbut i tried so many times to make it right and i couldnt -_-'lets see what my new tutor gonna say about it!

and now?BED! ( finally) i dreamed about it since 10 PM ( oO )goodnight

yeah im doing it whole day todayits hard but i need good grade so i have to do it with good detail.the pic above shows unfinished half of it oOnow this half is inished and im in the middle of doing second halfnice in it?haha i like it as well xD

Thursday, 12 November 2009

yeah you probably know i'm obsessed with Andrew Collinge <33today i bought brand new hair dryer and i love it so *-*Also new faux cushion as you can see on the pic. its really nice and fluffy *-*and my favourite tomato sauce that i will eat tomorrow with nice pasta.

Today i went to college for the first time i actually wanted to go there and it was really fun i have to say.,new tutor. yes Simon is gone ;(but she is nice, and fun so i hope course will go on fun as well.rebbeca killed me today with her nice gangsta picatchu hahah

and WTF?! i never thought someone can be THAT rude and unfaithful like them oO nice nicei hate it !

ok now. i will do my front page to my new sketchbook and i will go to shower and my bed is calling meso good night <3

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

I'm Back.It was AMUSINGwhatever happend there gonna stay betwen us.I thought I messed up...i was so wrong.. i didnt knew that after bad time something can come and light the darkness up.Thank you for nice Drinking, crying, ASP, laughing, making crazy thing and everything .<3

Lass Uns Laufen.

btw.

I still wonder why? why and what was HE doing there on THIS time at night oOok never mind oO

I'm so tired i had 394885943234 messages on my MSN and i need my bed so much.I really really missed it.

Thank you to everyone I meet in Germany

T + U2 + Green Day + David Hasselhof + Jesse Metcalfe and Others.and everyone from my friends and those I meet.Your support mean so much to me .

So this year i did not celebrate Halloween.I'm at home drinking whiskey and trying to relax a bit before my flight tomorrow.yes it is so stressing going for tour. everytime i go to see him i have weird feelings.but the one i have today is strange and unknown to me ;]

i tried to watch movie Trick r'Treat. But of course i was too scared to watch it. so. i didnt finished it. and yes it was scary and disgusting .

OMG thats my suitcase from not even minute ago.yes i'm packing up oOI still have to pack so many thing but as you see i have no more space oOHuge pink bag is my make up bag so full of make up stuff oOgod god god.I love this time when we have to pack our suitcases and start to get ready to go to airport and stuff like thisbut its so stressfulbut im so happy. yes im so happy whatever gonna happen there it will happenwe know just that we will meet one band we also wanted to.TH? no idea

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

OMG hahaa i laughed my ass off today hahaha.can you see what i see and what we see and what we laughed about almost whole evening?

WTF!

oh god haahhaawe had funny conversation on msn hahahaa.

*that WTF company is the best xd*man this concert gonna be like one big WTF*rofl you are riiiiight haha*on polish ticket it should be OMG ha2*rofl thats great ideaLOL*on french tickets it should be STFU ha2*what means that?*shut the fuck up ha2*oh and on polish that also should be LMAO- laugh my ass off ha2*and on german eee no idea ha2*yees*maybe r o f l*lol*ha2*LOL*ha2*thats a conversation on high level xd*haha i know ha2*http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_jzSssxRhTko/SudTyxTQ43I/AAAAAAAABRg/4J4fI56pAx4/s1600/1.bmp*hahahahahahaa*CARREFOUR HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA*are you KIDDDDING me?LOL*no*maybe they will also sale LIDL or BIEDRONKA tickets ha2*TESCO*rofl*ha2*no polish BIEDRONKA is the best hahaha*cool name rofl*http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/d/d3/Chojnow_012_biedronka.jpg*ha2*omg imdead*dskasůld when im laughing it hurts so muchroflstop it*oh my god... thats so CUTElol*my tummy dies from laughing now ha2*ha2*im sorry hahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaha*loli just saved that converstaion*hahahaa*yeah

HAHAHAHA you are my hero of this night Jana <3i still laugh about it so much.we all should name the cities where we going haha. like WTF, STFU, ROFL, LOL, LMAO, OMG. etc. hahahaai mean for real i never had ticket for TH konzi like this hahahaa.its gonna be so special WTF ticketoh god hahaha

now. from couple of days im one bag of nerves.I'm so stressed about this whole thing, and i dont know if i can get on like this. okafter buying those tickets i feel much saver but still i have 4 to go with .uh uh uh uhpray for me tomorrow.i wonder whats the cost of Lodz tickets *-*huhu its gona be fun in it?andin 4 days im gonna wait or have my last 2 hours of sleep till my flight.omgTime is going so fast.

Natalia Ja.

19-years-old Fashion design & Textiles student. I'm Polish, but since 2005 I live in the UK (outer London) Started this blog to express myself in some way, I hate writing about myself so if you've got any questions leave me a comment or email me : nataliiaja@gmail.com