eat organic real foods, drink clean water - you need to get out into the countryside to access these affordably.

I had a 92 ducati 851 with a giant K&n filter in place of the top of the airbox and supertrapp racing cans, sounded like nothing I've ever heard before or since.

1199? damn, I have a 1150 gs adv, but can't imagine the desmo 1199.

Don't fall to much for that psychology shit, either, you and I and the rest of our kind have been the targets of an extermination program ( see lack of real food cf. above etc ) and don't blame yourself. The chemical alteration of women's hormones and brains since the 1960's has eroded their capability to pair bond, which occurs naturally, a girl for every boy is normal. That has been disrupted and diverted intentionally. By people who are very real.