“When I’m not with you”

ou know that feeling you get in your chest when something bad happens?

“…So selfish and unforgiving”

It kind of sorta feels like it’s coming from your stomach. Wait, your heart, and it moves through your body starting with your arms…and it doesn’t quite hurt but, it aches. When I’m not with you that’s what it feels like.

And I’ve tried to train my self that time alone will make it stop because God knows no man is allowed to have that kind of hold on me. God knows not again not anymore. I can’t handle another man’s grab. So selfish and unforgiving. Like a child who’s gone days without super.