I decided to give it another shot...I'm not as nervous about meeting people as I used to be, and I live in a town so small and shitty that there are only 5-7 people worth knowing and I am friends with them all already...

I've had a headache for 3 days straight now. I'm trying to be old-school about it, not taking any medication or smoking any marijuana, because I am trying to cut that shit out. I'm about to cut off my fucking head though, so I may yet cave on that one.