Monday, December 12, 2011

Christmas holidays are almost here and all around me is full with lights, christmas trees and ... some sad people.I don't know if is because of the holidays or because Mondays always SUCK - but today I also felt so unhappy.

The only thing that can calm me down is dreaming of some other worlds.

Pretending I am walking through a forest and I suddenly go to a different time. There are no houses, no cities, I am in the past - so far away. I could just lay down and watch the trees and the animals around me. I don't have to talk to anyone for days - it is just me and the forest...

Or..pretending I could go to a different planet.Travel around the universe and learn how to fly. I guess it would be great if there is no gravity and you feel so free and nothing is keeping you down.

Sad dreams... I keep on reading about the universe. Will I ever have the chance to get out of this planet?..I know it is funny - but I know it with my heart: there is some other place out there that is especially for me. I truly couldn't care less if there are aliens there. But I want to find this place.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Soo... First semester has started which means there is only a couple of months left till I graduate. (finally!!!) An important chapter in my life is coming close to an end in a nice clean way so I thought of.. what I am going to do after that. What do I want? And here is THE LIST:

1. have a nice place to live with a comfy bed, mattress and bookcase2. start taking guitar lessons 3. learn German!!!!4. finish my comics5. start saving up for a trip to Japan 6. buy a MacBook Pro

There are so many things I would like to see and experience.

I want to enjoy my life, have time for myself, buy some clothes and shoes, go to the hairdresser more often than once every 2 years!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

I couldn't sleep tonight. I was reading a book and then I ate and then ... I found a website where you can share your problems and someone reads them and can send you a song. You know what I found? 3 out of 5 problems were all because we ....are so scared....always so ready to believe the worst.Life is not perfect but it doesn't mean we are going to fail everytime. When something bad happens I try not to think of it... distracting myself with music, art, books. It doesn't make me think I am not good enough.

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

The last semester at the university just started. I haven't had the chance to go to some classes yet but probably during the weekend.And by the way - my name is already listed as an author in the biggest libraries here. I am so proud of this :)That's all for now. You can check out:

Thursday, September 29, 2011

I was out to buy some food and there was an old man outside the supermarket. He was trying to sell strawberries. "Look they are as sweet and beautiful as you"I stared at him and he added:"Ok, you are more beautiful but - they are not bad, too!"