i'm drowning in your
faithlessness
my eyes closed feeling
hopeless
in the shadows of
tonight i'll be paranoid
why don't you just
shut up and listen, boy

say what you want
when you want
but i'll never be
there to hear you
not ever cause it's
nothing real, just taunts
nothing fair or deal,
just lies
you'll never learn
will you
so,

watch me as you please
gaze at my wounds
watch me bleed
watch me go, see
through me
and know that there's
nothing left
no matter, no care,
just know that there's
nothing left.
take my hate and desire
and
set it on fire,
make it burn, hot and
anxious
running back for more
clawing at me till i'm
raw and sore
i don't blink

if you made a cut on me
for every sin i've
done and made
then my body would be
red, crimson
black
looking as if turned
inside out, but really
personally, i think i'm
innocent.guess i thought
wrong

if i could change i
would
just wished i could
erase all the shame
and forget about all
the pain
you know,
it's easy in your
eyes
but in my heart and
soul it'slike.impossible

A//N::Credit to Faithless Juliet for the line "i don't blink". Check out her amazing and inspirational poem, "Justin".

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