Saturday, March 31

JUS WHEN U TOT TAT THE BLOGGIE IS YOUR ONLY SALVATION....JUS WHEN U TOT TAT BLOGGIE GT NO POLITICS....

ish....tak suka!!

some idiot/idiots is spamming me blog real bad...geram... tak suka...i cant even use back my old nick...*or mayb i'm sleep walking? and i happen to love to curse while sleeping?*eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....spilt personality....scaaaarriieee...

neways...gt too much...i dun even noe whose who...plus i have loaaaads of work to do.....soooooooooooooooooo....cbox tempo no more!!feel free to put down comments tho.....*at least i can screen thru tat wan*

the eeerie part of my week....some one let out the air of my kancil's tyres tat day!!!i went to coll for copywriting...and i balik wit one flat tyre...i found out only when i reached home!!i tot "waliu!! pancit ka??!""then i brought to the work shop...uncle tested say no leak...!!!yeeeeeerrrr....tak suka!!!

it bugs me that u care,how u always give me tat face.it bugs me tat caring for me has brought so much trouble for u.how u go all out, do extra work, waste so much time, waste so much effort.jus for me.but u being so tired and all...noticed tat u've never ever yelled at me nor have u ever throw ur bad mood at me?while i unconsiously hurt ur feelings again and again and again?heven't u ever tot tat... mayb its not worth it?

Wednesday, March 28

it feels like....one of those vcr tapes that got stuck in the player...when u pulled it out...okay, the player is saved! *no big lost*but everything else?everythings a mess....the sound dun sound right...the video all scratched and torn...and in the end?it'll get stuck in the player again......

:: emo ::i thought we had smthg.i really did.i thought tat this relationship would be diff.i'm aware tat its hard.i din even mind if u took a longer time.but wat hurts the most is tat...u din tell me about it till now.if u knew tat its hurting me.y couldnt u stop right there?and there u go on n on n on about protecting me.about nt wanting me to get hurt.when its u tat hurting me the most.i believed i've been sensible.and rational.after all these years...i thought u of all ppl shud've known tat i'm tough.i thought u of all ppl shud've known tat i despise being in the dark.i still think u shud've told me n discussed.

:: jealous ::i've always thought tat we were a match...i dun know y am i feelin this way...when u told me about it...it din bugged me much...but it started to soon...the thing is...i was bummed for the fact tat i was left out...as i always am... left out of the picture....mayb i din do well enough?mayb results aint jus all....c'mon... she had cheer n leo n random...all with posts wey...u would've jus died on the job....perhaps...mayb i had my hopes up too high....mayb wat i did was jus he tip of the iceberg for them...mayb i thought too highly of myself...yea... i gt over confident...and i started to compare....who doesnt wan a lil' bit of recognition?i think i gave more den i shud....and i failed to get it back as i deserved.

:: sad ::it is now 28th of march, 3.05am...in 2 days time you would've been 84 years old.u would've.we could've been eating cake...and by now i would've been buzzing around looking for the perfect bday gift.yea...i could've.instead... i'm here drying my tears...sitting on the floor in the middle of the night.wishing tat somehow...it din happen...somehow, its was jus a bad dream.tat i could jus wake up and everything would be fine.but no..the truth is staring right at me...ur not here...u'll nvr be...it'll be jus me....all by myself.....in 8 days time...i'll be standing at ur grave...paying my respect.

its all mixed up...three major issues..three diff colors...

on a lighternote...i found out tat ppl arent always as they seem...

serene seems to be pretty sweet...hui min is actually from my primary school...

Tuesday, March 20

we were all having a meeting...a little discussion....wat to buy to the newlyweds??wat wat wat????bed sheets?? tupperware??photo albums?? photo frames??whats the budget??wat bout the performance?? wat song?? which song??!!how long?? ....blah blah blah....

"this song can a???" "play and see 1st...""ok..can please play a??"she was talking 2 me...so i walked over...bend down... took the cd....and walked to the cd player.....

squatted down... it was on the floor...and i was trying to make it work....not really pro wit these tehcno thingamajiggys...but then....

"urhm... hey babe?" his voice was right behind me... "yea...??" he bend down... tucked his head right by my shoulders...."mmm... i din know u wear thongs...." he chuckled...."whaa???!!" instinctively, i place my right hand behind me....shit!!! my thongs are showing!!! oh the embaressment!!!"oh crap!! ehehh... there werent suppose to be seen.....!!!"but it was too late.. i couldnt wipe that smug look on his face!i quickly got up from my position... pulled my pants...face all purple red..."dun u dare....." but his idiotic playful grin was so freaking obvious...he walked up to me...slowly pulled me to him... "....pink lace ....." he whispered....SHIT!!!!"idiot!!!!" i rebutted!!!

i usually despise mondays...but this monday...it was exceptionally good!

dragged my tired body to the faculty briefing...drove up coz i was running late...met up wit allie...betty was missing...*sigh... jus the two of us again...*allie was looking so tired....hectic cheer practice...

thank god! faculty briefing was a mere 30 mins short torment...by 10.45am we were out of the teatre hall...and class was canceled... *how fun...another day wasted....*later when we went down to the lobby... i wanted to jus depressingly drive my sorry arse home liao...den allie asked if we wanna makan abit.. since i have nthg to do....OK LO!!!!....

we walked to summit...due to the fact that it was 11 smthg in summit... as we walked in the only shop that was open was Subway...allie said tat we nvr ate there b4.....hmm....it was dead eerie owhkaaay??!!yikes...allie was suddenly in a mood to watch a movie coz she had cheer practice at 4...she needed to de-stress anyways...

akakkaka...after some random talks...*whoopdedoo!!*we bought tickets for 300 at 12.20pm in the thx cinema!!den in a rush we ran downstairs to subway for lunch...as we went down allie suddenly spotted Edmund..walking in his typical "america- nex- top- model- style"....and knowing the dungu of us...we ran after him..literally screaming his name..."edmund!!"he continued walking..."edmund taaaaann!!!"he stil walks!! wtf??!!"EDMUNDDDDDDDDD TAAAAAAAANNNN!!!!!!!"and he still walked off!!!out of deperation we yelled.... "TAAANNNN CCCHHHHEEWWWWW HHHHHUUUUIIII!!!!!"

and den he turned... and pulled off his freaking earphones from his ear...waliu....-_-" u on how loud la?!!!haih...anyways... he went to get eddy and his new fren...joo heng...i tink... hope i din say it wrong..and they teman-ed us to eat at subway...*awwww....how sweet!!!!*

ish... they jus gotta play wit my phone!!not tat i mind but some things are personal...*paisehnye~!* they heard mushy recordings and other whacky stuff....and as usual, their visits ended up wit edmund stuffing my cam wit his pictures...the truth.. i think he's better looking now....and i dunno why??less la-la..... i only mean the FACE ok...maybe coz less pimples....wahahaahha.....

ok...ok....300!!300!!!it was gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood!!!

Based on the epic graphic novel by Frank Miller, 300 is retelling the ancient Battle of Thermopylae in which King Leonidas (a snarling and sexy Gerard Butler)*i like him!!! despite the facial hair...please...but FUUU~UH the macho-ness!!*and 300 Spartans * all hot!!* fought to the death against Xerxes *he looks like a freaking akua!!!* and his massive Persian army. Facing the odds, their sacrifice inspire all of Greece to unite against their Persian enemy.

the cinematography was good.... it din look half as fake as i expected....gory blood was goood.....the story itself was remarkable...yunno whats so cool about this movie... the colors...the director.... he uses striking color helps to emphasize and enhance the mood of each scene. the blue depressed... red brown for battle scenes... yellow-ish for the emo emo scenes... it was all so good... the plot that’s both simple and deep, 300 blends bloody violence *good good*, sensuality*aaaa...gooooo~d*, brutality *yup!!! so the kejam * but good!!*, and moments of true beauty * i love the ending!* .

and the half naked-8packs-hot dudes werent tat bad after all.... *horny grin*whhhaaaaatt?? u where pain now??!! it was nice lerrrrr.... ekekeke....While the film fills the majority of its running time with nearly naked men with 6-pack abs and testosterone to spare discussing battles or actually engaged in them. there's actually also a fair amount of time explaining the Spartan culture and focusing on Spartan’s Queen Gorgo (Lena Headey).The relationship between the King and Queen from the graphic novel was so unique, with Queen Gorgo portrayed as a strong leader on the same level as her husband.as spartan women were one of the earliest being seen as an equal... (for only a spartan women can give birth to true men)but in Sparta, being soft was a flaw...caring was a weakness...as in this movie, the queen and the king 's relationship was deep and yet....un-voiced.king leonidas nvr did call upon his wife, his queen as his love until the moment he died.its stated in the novel...

all and all...300 was beyond my expectations...i loved it!!!must watch....

:: 3niGma ::edmund shud be happy...akaka... his pic is bigger than the hot casts from 300!!!

i asked y am i wearing the wrong bra...she literally said that my breast were SPILLING out of my bra....eh?? -_-" blurrr..."urrmm....is there any way to determind wat is my actual size?""dang ran ke yi la!!!" "of course can looo...!!" she gave me a look.... a look tat tells me i'm soooo gonna regret doin this.... she pulled me into the fitting room..."OK.. tuo yi xian la!" "OK... first u need to take off ur shirt!"wtf??!! i stared at her...wide eyed!! huh?!watthecrap?

anyway... long story cut short...i did as i was told...i took off my shirt...the auntie wit cold hands measured me up...once around my ribcage (which is right under my breast!)... and its stated 27"... this is called the frame size....once more around my boobies.... the fullest area (ahem! the nipple level leerrr....)....and that is 36"..... this is called the chest size....

den she took out a table (jadual la).....

and it states that.. to get the actual bra size:

frame size means the size of my ribcage.... to get the correct bra size, add 5" to the frame size...

dont u think i'm aware of it?i noe he's slightly above average...and i'm not...but i still dun get y do u need to rub it in my face all the time...its not such a missmatch okay?physical isnt all!!u shallow biatch....

guess what?it doesnt matter how tiny ur waist is or how flabby my thighs are..it doesnt matter how well-permed is ur hair and how mine always looks like a lion's mane...it certainly doesnt matter how big n gooooogly ur eyes are that they remind us of that stupid doll horror movie with "chuckie" in it....

Monday, March 12

how was tday like?well... it was nerve wreaking in the morning...den it was gooood all the way...

i finally got to see allie n betty tday....missed them sooooooooo much....i hate rotting in the house, dun get me wrong... its not like i buntut gatal gt nthg to do...but hanging out wit betty n allie jus makes my day....allie wore shorts tday!!!!! wahahaha...so the cute...cracks me up... betty was kinda quiet tday... guessed she felt abit left out as we din keep contact during the hols... allie n i went for a movie during the hols... we also chat sometimes.... nvm... sayang betty.... we still love u!!!!

edmund din come tday...i was hoping that we could have lunch together gether... but he din show up...i guess there'll be more of ur three musketeers more than we expected in sem3...*sighs*

anyways, allie said that we gotta "eat big big" as its results day- we all did pretty well and its our 1st meeting after soooooo long the holidays...so we went to secret recipe for lunch...betty belanja-ed us our mid-breakfast-brunch-snack ... so she ate icecream...which bytheway melted sooooo badly coz she was trying to eat "politely"... in the end it was jus creamy vanilla... wahahahha.... she's so adorable...btw!!!! betty soh upgraded herself into using a PDA!!! a freaking O2 PDA!!! whoa... akakka... but noobnye~ we're both stil adjusting to our new phones... we drove allie nuts with our "eh how a??" "y liddat wan??"....akakkaka.... i had macaronni n cheeeeeeese... excuse me...loads of cheeeeeeeseeeee.... betty gt disgusted looking at my slimy, cheesy *fatty* lunch... allie ate grillled black pepper chicken...and ooooo it was yummy!!!!! well, at least it smelled yummy la... i was too indulged in my mac n cheese i lupa mao taste!! *shrugs*

hangin out wit the gurls was uber fun....

new subjects for semester3....

1) copy writing2) art direction3) moral studies

note that there's only THREE subjects... woot!! jus like sem1!!! but moral studies is gonna be a drag as its on fri eve... from 4-7pm!!! means bila balik rumah i'm already dead tired.. no more friday outing i guess... *sigh*...

Wednesday, March 7

i've been thinking alot since nash tagged me....partly also becoz i had toooo much free time and no mood or transport....but i realised this tiny little thing i like which ppl think is weird....

i like....guys in colared shirt and vest!!!kinda like those prep school uniforms... just not so uptight... ppl think its dorky, some say its nerdy... and considering malaysia's climate, no one in the right mind would dress up like that...

BUT... i like!!!!!!!!!

i tink its cute.... like nice, smart, casual-cute....nelson thinks i'm whacked....coz he wears that everyday when he was in australia...doesnt look tat good on him tho...*heee heee...* naaah... he's cute too...

shan use to wear em too... wahahah... i told him it was cute....he said i'm looney....

akakkaka....

but seriously ppl... its cute... its so cute... its a plus point and a turn on!!

wahahahahahahahahahah...

btw, i'm hooked on american idol again....my favs?chris richardson

jared cotter

blake lewis (as above the vest photo)chris sligh

gina glocksen

melinda doolittle

noticed y so many guys not-so many gurls??akakka..knowing me... i only follow the guys' epi...the gurls... are occasional thus the lack of names....they're good nonetheless....

SAVING FACE, the first American theatrical release film featuring an Asian American lesbian couple.

For 28-year-old New Yorker Wilhelmina "Wil" Pang, life is a juggling act between a promising career as a surgeon and her responsibilities as a dutiful daughter. One night, Wil comes home to find Ma on her doorstep--pregnant. Disgraced by the Chinese community, and with no where else to go, Ma moves in with her daughter, making it difficult for Wil to nurture a budding relationship with gorgeous dancer Vivian. Wil is forced to find her mother a husband, her girlfriend, and choose between breaking a cycle, or risk losing the girl she loves.

its a very big controversy... asian.... a lesbian couple and a widowed mother who got pregnant.

this is a show about "face"..... in the asian culture.... how ppl talk about "virtue" and "honour".... how this family went agaisnt all odds jus to do wat their hearts desire...

wats with the taylors ppl?? i tot SOMEONE having their mid terms..yet they still manage to create this "tag wave"....ish....anyhoo......

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people which i dun tink i haveto be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!a fan of flat shoes