On Holiday?

well my boyfriend bought me my ticket for new years eve...yay i get to spend my holidays on the frozen island...

oh and for the record i'm still not sleeping... its like i'm dead tired..but i keep waking up every half hour or so..i'm starting to feel numb..and my mind is starting to be less coherant... as a matter of fact i can't really speak correctly... a phenomena all my friends have seen at least once..hahahahha

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