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Day 70: Corrective Statements on the ‘Fear of Failure’ Character

I commit myself to realizing that it is
only a thought that triggers the character of ‘fear of failure’ that comes up
so immediately I do not notice it, and thus I commit myself to when this
character is activated, investigate myself and become aware of what thought
triggered me to go into this character, to identify the thought so that I can
recognize the thought and stop becoming and living as this character.

I commit myself to realizing that thoughts
are not who I am, and that if I am controlled and directed by a thought, then I
am not really here as myself, and thus I commit myself to not accepting myself
as a thought, so that I can be here as myself as an actual being, and not just
living as a thought that isn’t real.

I commit myself to realize that the thought
of me failing does not actually exist, and that the only way I can ‘know’ that
I am going to fail is if I am already creating it myself, as what hasn’t
happened isn’t determined yet, and thus it is me accepting the thought of
failure as real that makes it real, as I’ll then live according to and as that
thought/belief.

I commit myself to realizing that I am in
fact responsible for creating myself as failure when I believe/accept/live as
the fear of failure, and thus it is my response ability to stop creating myself
as failure by no longer accepting/participating in the character of ‘fear of
failure’.

I commit myself to when and as I notice I
am participating in backchat, to stop participating in the backchat as it is
only reaffirming my acceptance of myself as failure, and is the literal process
where I talk myself into manifesting myself as failure.

I commit myself to when I see myself
participate in the backchat of ‘what is the point if I’m just going to fail’,
to realize that I am participating in a self belief of myself as failure as the
fear of failure character which has been activated/triggered by a thought, and
that the consequence of accepting and participating in this thought will be
that I will manifest myself as failure, as if I give in to this backchat, the
result will be that I will avoid doing that which I believe I am certainly
going to fail, within this giving up possible opportunities to expand myself
within applying myself in what I do, rather than sinply accepting myself as
limited and ‘unable’, without actually walking a practical process to find out
what I’m actually capable of.

I commit myself to when I see myself
participate in the backchat ‘Man, I don’t want to go through that’, to stop,
within the realization that I am busy convincing myself to accept myself as
limited utilizing a picture of ‘what it is I’ll have to go through’ which is
actually me projecting what is going to happen, which isn’t actually possible
as it hasn’t happened yet, and thus if I
already know what is going to happen as how I am going to experience myself, it
indicates that I am living as a repeating pattern of reactions as
emotion/feeling experiences and thus am not really living here as life.

I commit myself to when I see myself
participate in the backchat ‘Why do I always fail’ to stop, within the
realization that I am attempting to manipulate myself with my mind to believe
that I ‘always fail’ in order to create an energetic experience within myself,
wherein I become that energetic experience for the moment as it takes me over
as a literal possession where it is all I see/think/feel/experience, distracting
myself from being here and actually applying myself effectively within my world
and reality.

I commit myself to become aware through the
process of self investigation and getting to know myself, of how I accept and
allow myself to be and live as a mind possessed zombie through actually
believing in and accepting thoughts as valid and as who I am, so that I can
stop living as a zombie to my own personal mind-control that I create for
myself within accepting a thought as who I am when it is only a picture in my
mind and not real.

I commit myself to no longer sabotage
myself by accepting the thought of failure that trigger the character of ‘fear
of failure’, to no longer accept my approach to myself and my life to be one of
limitation wherein I create myself as failure through my participation in
thoughts and backchat, so that I can change my approach to rather seeing how I
can grow/develop/expand myself to be most effective and to walk in self trust
and vulnerability to explore what I am actually capable of without sabotaging
myself within thoughts as projections into the future that dictate who I am and
will be, trapping myself in cycles of limitation and suppression, which is not
way to live.

Thus, I commit myself to live a life that
is real, where I am a real actual physical being here and not controlled and
directed by thoughts in my mind that take me away from reality and living what
is best for life, which is to be here as a participant that lives according to
the principle of doing what is best for all life, in living the example of
living a life without fear that I cause myself in my own mind which I allow to
suppress and trap me within pictures and memories to not ever move and apply
and expand myself here.