Tuesday, December 9, 2014

Raw Edges and Emmanuel

I stood in line to check in at the urgent care Saturday
morning. A few hundred yards away, Christmas floats lined up for the annual
parade through the center of town, but the people in my line were miles away from
Christmas cheer by the misery I saw on faces.

I took a seat in a room packed full of folks barely hanging
on. Across the aisle, a woman, maybe in her seventies slipped down and put her
head in her husband’s lap. A college-aged young man stifled coughs. A baby
wailed as his weary mother tried to comfort him.

After a month of dealing with a respiratory illness, and trying
to manage its symptoms, the pain I had when coughing reached a new plateau the
evening before, and I knew I had to do something. So here I was. All of us
strangers together on this float of suffering.

“It’s going to be awhile,” the receptionist said when I
turned in my paperwork.

When I sat back down, I looked at the time on my phone. The
parade would start in few moments.

For the next couple of waiting hours, I sensed His presence
so strongly right in the middle of human frailty, of all going wrong. Though I
would miss the Christmas parade passing so close, I would perhaps, leave the
clinic that day with a greater measure of what Christmas means than if I had
attended.

Emmanuel means God with us. And God is with us not just in
our Christmas parades and parties and plays and musicals and worship services,
God is with us in ugly, hard places—like back alleys, mental hospitals, bankruptcy
courts, prisons, and sick clinics. He is on the backside of nowhere and he
proved it by being born in no more than a barn.

I left with a diagnosis of acute bronchitis, infection, and
some seriously strained ligaments in my chest, but I also left with a peace
that surpassed anything I’d had in awhile. Often God uses our brokenness to help
us draw near to him, and He draws near to us in our brokenness.

Yesterday, I had lunch with someone who related the story of a thirteen-year-old
girl whose mother had recently sold her into human trafficking in a nearby city. The mother did it to get three hundred dollars for an electric bill. The
girl went through untold atrocities in just two weeks before a Christian group
rescued her from the clutches of the man that had bought her. With such a
fractured soul, how would this girl ever find healing?

But then I thought of Emmanuel—God with us. And if in this
world there is a way for a thirteen-year-old to find the pieces of her life, it
would be through the God who is with us in all of the sorry, low-down places a
child can be—the One who lived on the raw edges of this world himself. And I
had hope that He would help this girl, this baby, find a whole life. A
real, whole, life.

“Behold, a virgin shall be with child, and shall bring forth
a son, and they shall call his name Emmanuel, which being interpreted
is, God with us” (Matthew 1:23).

He is present with his peace, his comfort, and his restoring
power in any raveling margin of life you may find yourself. No matter how desolate, no matter how seemingly hopeless.

God with us. Emmanuel. In all of our raw edges.

If you're puzzling over what to give for Christmas, might you consider Home to Currahee or Give My Love to the Chestnut Trees?Both available for purchase HERE.

And I thought my situation was bad and impossible. How short-sighted I can be. From the precious broken heart of an innocent girl to any other hurt or pain I'm comforted and reminded that the Lord came and sat down in the midst of it. Wonderful words today.

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Beverly Varnado is an award winning novelist,screenwriter, and blogger. Her screenplay, GiveMy Love to the Chestnut Trees, has been a finalist for the Kairos Prize and is now under option with Elevating Entertainment Motion Pictures. Her novels are Home to Currahee and Give My Love to the Chestnut Trees, which placed in the top ten for Christian Writer's Guild Operation First Novel. Her blog, One Ringing Bell, is now in itsseventh year with almost seven hundred posts. Her work has been featured on World Magazine Radio, The Upper Room Magazine, and she was recently featured in Southern Distinctions Magazine as one of seventeen authors writing about Georgia.Find out more at www.BeverlyVarnado.com

Why "One Ringing Bell?"

From Ezekiel 28:33-35, "Make pomegranates of blue, purple and scarlet yarn around the hem of the robe, with gold bells between them. The gold bells and the pomegranates are to alternate around the hem of the robe. Aaron must wear it when he ministers." The pomegranates symbolize the word of God and the bells, the going forth of that word. As the sound of the bells was heard when the priest, Aaron, ministered, my desire is to ring out the word wherever and whenever possible--to be "One Ringing Bell."