Depression Apology

Whew…I *have* been taking it easy these past few weeks. Just barely starting to get into coloring again. This is awful, it’d be like being unable to enjoy eating ice cream or something due to an illness. But I’ll make it through. Thank you.

A few years ago, I developed a bunch of allergic sensitivities which gave me a chronically inflamed throat that then triggered sleep-apnea which then totally wiped out my energy. I would often wake up in the morning more tired than when I went to bed.

At that time, I had been working on video projects for my youtube channel, but without restful sleep my stress levels just kept building and building and building until I began to dread and avoid things I had previously been eager to do.

Having no energy is a pain in the butt, and I totally understand its impact and consequences.

Depression’s not a thing I suffer. Anxiety on the other hand, well, I can’t recall the last time I didn’t feel a tightness and tension in my chest. Not sure that gets better, but at least a person can get used to it.

Anyway, best of luck to you. Wait, what the heck? This isn’t my email address. Who left themselves logged in this computer? Too lazy to change it.

I hope you’ll get better soon, Speed. If you getting bullied at workplace, maybe it’s time to change job? That what I would do. But probably it’s because I’m a weird, weird sqid. Maybe, I don’t know, start making videogames? There are lots of tools that require very little programming (unless you can code, then I’d recommend getting Unity – it’s awesome).

Anyway, I hope you’ll get better soon. I’d hate if you’d kill yourself because some idiot was insulting you and putting you through hell.

Protip: Whoever makes that depression stronger, wants you to kill yourself. Make him or her angry by living despite of it. Go outside. If you’re near some park or forest, plan going to it all day long, nature helps as well. But most importantly, keep on living, darnit!