You haven't been diagnosed with it, that is self diagnosing & it can be quite dangerous to do.

I'd seek professional help for a proper assessment.

Go & see your doctor & discuss this issue with him/her, & they should refer you to a mental health professional for an assessment.

You can't go on the assumption you have OCD because you have the symptoms, you need 1) a diagnosis made by a professional & 2) to see a professional for treatment options for the symptoms and/or the OCD if you have it.

You can't really do this alone, if it's that serious for you right now, I'd recommend getting an assessment & finding out what the problem is, and then treating it as necessary.

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I agree wit the above post. self diagnosis is a dangerous thing you should avoid it and seek help

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But you see you have self diagnosed and this may be convincing you have it the more and more you think about it when you may not even have ocd

A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. ~ Friedrich Nietzsche

“I contend that we are both atheists. I just believe in one fewer god than you do. When you understand why you dismiss all the other possible gods, you will understand why I dismiss yours.” ~ Stephen F. Roberts

I have a friend who has OCD too but hers was a minor case. She seem natural in whatever she did. There were no repetitive actions or silent counting she did that I could notice. I talked to her once on this and she said people with OCD try to blend the behavioral compulsiveness with everyday actions such that they 'fulfill' their compulsiveness while not seeming out of place.

So my advice would be to seek a professional's advice if its serious. If its a mild case, you could probably live with it. Many people do as far as I know. Also one thing I found out that helped my friend was that building self confidence greatly helps with the treatment of OCD.

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Wnt to the psychologist, and I do have OCD, but my parents wont give me any medication, quoting them: "thos kind of meds will just ruin you r head and make things worse, its better if you stay like this"

Assuming you did actually get diagnosed, your parents would have had to go against their beliefs to allow you to do so. It's evident you require medications, you know that, the supposed psychiatrist knows that and so the question is not whether you need medications as that's been answered. The question is are you willing to abide by your parents' beliefs or are you willing to breach them in order to reduce the symptoms and get treated? You have to decide this first because advice on treatment is going to be useless if you are unwilling to seek it.

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