She sings her song
An innocent elegyIts discordant
melodies slowly chant my obituary

The bitter taste of my own ashes

Already dead to you so dead to you

If I ask why
Was mine a question with an answer
Beyond my understanding
This unfamiliar touch

Torn between my morals and my will Is it still?
Insatiable desires

Beaten and bruised at the hands of my own muse
Shackled by the deafening silence that follows

Mirroring my darkest imageDead to you so dead to you

If I ask why Was mine a question with an answer

Beyond my understanding
The wait wasted
Replaced by hatred

The silence echoing in dark cadence
The images I created

Encroaches on my last patience
Fallen victim of my own conjuration

Realized the poison that I once spewed
Has become my salvation

The sound the silence
The questionings new beginnings

The fear
This fear

Is this what I want or is it merely
A craving for what doesn't belong to me

All this time have I been praying
To a god that seized to exist

Mirroring my darkest image
Already dead to you, so dead to you

If I ask why
Was mine a question with an answer
Beyond my understanding

Still no reply
Is that the answer to a question

Of my misunderstanding
The scene is over or has it just begun?
Evolving over the years
Replicating the SOUNDTRACK OF MY FEARS

2. Fractured / Patterns (4:19)

Lyrics by Sebastian W. Suh
Music by Sebastian W. Suh

Running away over and over
Over and out but again
I'm caught under
I desperately throw my life
back into reverse

And drown myself in this irresistible curse

Nothing will change

Hiding behind this beautiful smile

My self-denial grows cold day by day

I swallow my question and
I spit out my pride

As I lay here FRACTURED
The voices echo in my mind

What are you? What am I supposed to do?

Read the lines between the PATTERNS

Soon, too soon It all happened too soon
So late too late It's all gone to waste
My pride
My youth
And my faith in you

How could I read
These broken PATTERNS I see
When what's broken is in me
How could I know
There's more to you than
what showsHow could I know

Possessed by the fear of being disposed
Intent on misinterpreting all signals disclosed

Tired of wondering if it makes any sense
Resonating with the sideXeffect of your presence

Who are you? Who am I to you?

Read the lines between the PATTERNS
Soon too soon
It all happened too soon
So late too late
It's all gone to waste

My hopes
My fears
And my desolate tears

Read the lines between the PATTERNS

Soon too soon
It all happened too soon
So late too late
It's all gone to waste

My hate
My last kiss

And this emptiness that

Nothing will be changedNothing ever
Nothing can be change

But the best is yet to come

3. Sell-Soul-Sold (5:09)

Lyrics by Sebastian W. Suh
Music by Eric Moon

Useless till I sheltered you
with my breathAsk and you shall receiveUnited
by indignities you've committed
Thou shalt not refrain

Burn on your skin the devil’s mark
And be fully aware
Solo Sean SebastianOur bond grows stronger
With each scar that we share
Be careful what you wish for

Come on come on just suicide along
Come on come on

Now you bleed through my veins
Come under my protection
Now you breathe through my blood stains
Become immortal with one immoral decision
Careful what you wish for
SOLD for a price
Eternal scars you shall sustain
And promised eternal life of fatality
Spiritual death replicated

Now you bleed through my veins
Now you breathe through my blood stains
Careful what you wish for
Eternal scars you shall sustain

Worthless penetrated by sin
Infected by the desecration of your own skin
Now you know what it means to be
On the receiving end of your own atrocity

Now you bleed through my veins
Now you breathe through my blood stains
Careful what you wish for
Eternal scars you shall sustain

4. Itch for the Cure (8:01)

Lyrics by Sebastian W. Suh
Music by Young "The Ultimate" Sin

You are my INSPIRATION
You're my INTIMIDATION
You're who you want me to see
But obscured is your insecurity

Frustration soon manifests
And obsession shatters upon me

Don't need this ITCH FOR THE CURE
I'm sorry
Don't need this ITCH FOR THE CURE

You see that I'm still smiling
Looks can be so deceiving
I'm who you expect me to be
But don't believe all that you see

'Cause you let me speak in silence
And may listen to every word
Still my SOLILOQUY remains UNHEARD

Don't need this ITCH FOR THE CURE
I don't need it
Don't need this ITCH FOR THE CURE
So sorry
Don't need this ITCH FOR THE CURE