i hate the fact that this day is here and i see people happy and im misrable inside. i miss my son so much he would have been 2 months now a perfect size for the xmas pajamas we bought him that i found my wife clutching and crying over 2 days ago i feel so helpless. i must push on with our daughter layla being 3 yrs old she knows exactly what xmas is and she loves santa claus and the pretty houses, she keeps me putting one foot in front of the other. i am greatful my son saved my wife i dont what i would do with out her my rock. i hope everyone that is feeling the same way i feel can find some way to cope.

P.S is it weird i just bought my son a pair of sneakers i know hes not here but my plans where to buy them for me my wife and layla and i did but i would not have been able to exclude SJC ill save them for his return.

I Love You Lil Man and miss you endlessly with tears on this keyboard....

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Christmas is a hard time for many of us! Especially the first time around. Two years ago I was hospitalized on the 23rd of Dec. only to bury my son in mid January! It is a tough time, nevertheless I put up a tree this year and trying to participate in the celebrations. Thinking of you and your family, and especially your little precious Scottie!