Blog accident

Hello support. I accidentally created a blog with the name spelled incorrectly. When I realized this, I created a second blog with the correct spelling. I then accidentally deleted the blog spelled correctly. Is there any way to have this URL made available? I just want the URL, there is no data or anything with it. The correct URL should be jkhnelson.wordpress.com. Please let me know if there is anything you can do to help.

Sorry to keep commenting, but I've been digging through my email to try and figure out what happened. I didn't delete the blog, but it's not showing up in my dashboard at all, even as hidden.

I also have no delete confirmation email, in any of my email boxes. I have no idea what happened. If anyone has ideas or if there is a staff/tech support person who could look into this I would really appreciate it. I will also bake you cookies.