A word to the wise: finish lunch before watching this clip. The newest offering from the Xiu Xiu camp—who have a full-length out later this month—is the video for “Dear God, I Hate Myself” (Via Stereogum).

It features brand-new bandmember Angela Seo, who spends the duration of the clip showcasing her skills at self-induced vomiting while Jamie Stewart waves a chocolate bar around. It’s as twisted as the goth-pop synths on the song, and you can watch it below.

Pre-orders for the album are available here. Dear God, I Hate Myself is out February 23 via Kill Rock Stars.