Waiting For Life To Start

ITS another November just like the last one, only this time i have a pc that i can break out a little and experience ermmm other things that are not as boreing as nothing at all. So what im saying is, i watch the years go round and nothing is changeing and i have even less of everything. Im in my fifties and i still only make new friends when i get a sentence of community service. That sparks my life up, and gets me outta my carravan with a free lunch too.

The computer is a great communications tool that I use a lot. Now a pensioner living alone, with no good friends at all close to my location, it keeps me in touch with what's happening and how people are getting on.<br />Hehe... Pity that electricity and computers may have only a limited time to be available!

is it ever. I am hooked on who has written to me, and wat can i comment on, and wat shall i reveal today about me. And i love reading others stories from all over america and how life is for them. And i can say things and kno that other people have heard me. Isnt it marvelous.

My shyness kicked into high gear by the time I was 10, so since then I haven't really gotten out and up to much of anything. Other than going out to eat or to the movies with my parents, I pretty much stay home. I'd like to get out more, but most places I feel weird...

I've pretty much been a lone wolf all of my life. Even when I had friends to hang out with I still preferred to be alone. Now that I'm older my outlook on life has changed and I'm starting to realize how much of a freaking hermit I really am.
What's worse is that I don't...