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We are creative artists. Creation is what we do. The video shared here uses this brilliant description of the process: "...(it) patiently refuses to observe any of these casualties, while at its heart, it continues to sing: "Let there be light!" The miracle of creation is held in this knowing - that only what is intended will ever be the outcome. This time we share now is one of collecting and utilizing the truths and tools of the creative process. This video offers a nice summary:

On Friday, May 23, 2014, Artist and Producer Katy Walker will be interviewed on the Double Dutch Radio Program, the link to the show can be found here. Her current project is the 2015 film, "Time is Art". Click here for a clip. It explores the construct of time within the field of creation, and is described below:"Time is Art: Synchronicity and the collective dream is a cinematic meditation on the nature of reality, time and meaningful coincidence. Fans of the films Waking Life, Samsara, and Occupy Love will be drawn to Jennifer, a writer who experiences recurring symbols and coincidences in her life that lead her to question the paradigm “Time is Money.” Following the tradition of non-linear film-making, Director Joél Mejia invites the audience to break away from the shackles of timeline and story, and truly explore how time is art.Synopsis Jennifer is a writer; one in search of meaning, meditating on the recurring symbols and strange coincidences that seem to offer her clues, but to what end?“Time and again human consciousness fixates, and slams the door on its greatest gift, the open-endedness of infinite possibility. As a result we do not experience reality but merely our concept of it.” – Jose ArguellesPresented as a cinematic meditation on the nature of time and meaningful coincidence, the feature length film follows Jennifer, a NYC based writer who seeks to understand the strange recurring coincidences and mysterious symbols she experiences in her day to day life. On her serendipitous journey, she meets with scholars, artists, activists, and ayahuasceros in an attempt to figure out her own place in an evolving and changing paradigm. The very idea that “Time is Money” was radically transforming for her into “Time is Art.” What began as a curious look into synchronicity, emerged as a new template for a new era - where time is less linear and less about material gain, but more like art, rotating in a cycle of creation and destruction. In the end, this new paradigm connects everything in the multiverse and creates more harmony with nature and oneself, exponentially creating new synchronicities. "Please enjoy Katy's interview, 5/23/2014 at 6AM NY time, and consider supporting her work!~Sophia

It is as if there was a puppeteer overseeing the movements you make, the feelings you express and the words you use to express them; a sort of repetitious master with limited creativity and variety. This would be your ego self. It exists as a by product of the day to day situations of your life – reacting and coming to conclusions as it has since you were very young. The sum of those conclusions, reactions and opinions has become your personality – your ego self. This is not exactly the same self you portrayed when you were 2, but he or she is not far off. The ego personality operates within a limited range. It is predictable and easily manipulated once you have located the buttons to push. This is the you whose been controlled by the media and other systems of control. It is your identity in the world. This personality can submit itself to any number of “changes” with the adoption of new behaviors and ideas – yet the permanence of them rarely occurs. This is because in truth this personality you are attempting to alter has only one focus – self-preservation. It views anything other than its original blueprint a threat and will fight to return there. The fact that the blueprint was drawn by a child does not matter. This is a program of survival. That’s what matters. If you are looking for real change and an alteration in how you occur, what is needed is recognition of your core – the “you” beneath and within your personality. He or she could appear so different than “personality you” as to look and feel like a foreigner. This being is familiar yet unclear on how to operate on a day to day basis in relationships that were formed not with it, but with the ego personality. As most of us are in some version of long term relationships, whether with family or friends, this emergence of a different you is tricky to navigate. You may very well act and feel vastly different than your ego self. Others with whom you’ve engaged for many years will expect a certain familiar response and be taken off guard. Although unintentional, you may find relationships that were based on feeding your ego self, are no longer satisfying, interesting or fun. This can be a real issue for those of us with families whom we love. What to do is as everything else, a personal choice. Once you realize a core self that is uninterested in the stroking and co-dependence of your ego self, you may be surprised to discover that “love for everyone” does not immediately translate into “like and/or want to be with everyone”. Life partners are chosen for many reasons. There is attraction – not just on a physical basis, but also on a sort of even exchange – what you offer and do for each other. The part of you who made the “deal” so to speak, was your ego self and if he or she is no longer running things, relationships can feel somewhere in the range of “uncomfortable” to “just not working”. It will take a decision and an awareness about what is happening to alter what may be an awkward or even unhappy relationship. These things will not be done from your ego self, but from your core. Relationships exist for joy, love, fun as well as growth and mutual benefit. On any level, it will be your assessment of these attributes that decides whether or not to participate in them. All things on this plane will end somehow. It does not mean they are wrong or over, but have lasted for as long as they served their purpose. What you decide about them from your core self will be based on a different set of parameters than what your ego self decided. None of this is simple or straightforward, yet as you consistently reach for your core self, akayour heart, and listen – the way to proceed will be clear. Proceed always with love. You are the One you’ve been waiting for. ~Sophia

The purpose of life is individually determined yet collectively accomplished. There is not a right or correct path versus a wrong or incorrect path to take. There is one central idea. It underscores every other and becomes the unifying force. This idea supposes that information begets growth which in turn results in more life. We are here not to learn, is if students or children, but to collect information. This information advances our collective knowledge and leads ultimately to expansion, diversification and growth. We are more accurately called scientists than students, in that the knowledge gained benefits our individual study / (ourselves). There is no way to fail – all information yields a benefit. As we are connected, all information provides ultimately for all beings. It is available to us as we become aware of it as a field of accessible data. The difference between identifying yourself as a student versus a scientist may not sound very great. Both are there to gather information. Yet one expects to be given it from someone “above” them, while the other sets out to discover it him or her self. Truth can only be self-realized. The thing about being human is that so much of our everyday is filled to overflowing with programs (government, media ,religious and monetary control systems); there are no places you can go to escape this - save nature. To be alone in nature is your best bet, your sanctuary. It provides a possible respite from outside information and opinion. It is the place most likely for truth to emerge. Truth is one thing that must awaken from within and be self discovered. It can be led to through the words of others, but can only be self realized. This earth life has come now to a moment where many of us have accessed truth. It has come about not through any particular mantra, method or repetition of words. It has emerged from within and been recognized. That being said, it is self actualized and as diverse and difficult to define as life itself. We are not learning the truth that has been kept from us, as much as becoming the fullness of creation. Expansion, growth and information have taken us collectively there. The point here is to say that choice trumps all and the method currently utilized that is this life/your life is and has always been chosen by you. If you find the choice not to your liking – choose again. Anger is a symptom of dependence and assumes subservience. We are creators and self defined, dependent and subservient to no one. As more truths emerge we will be faced with decisions about their expression. Unity demands an equal playing field. The language we use either reinforces separation or invites oneness. These are interesting times. To navigate through them you won’t need someone else’s map – but rather intentional self-direction. Once allowed to emerge, it will. Yet you’ll have to recognize and encourage it for this to occur. This can only happen with an open heart. It is here where we are One. Love, the unifying force coursing through life, supplies us with intelligent direction. Give yourself a moment today and listen. You are the One you’ve been waiting for. ~Sophia

Offered here is a conversation that took place a week ago. It is information for your consideration. No claim is made as a guarantee it is what it appears to be. It is merely a direct record of what occurred. It is up to you to decide its worth or even its truth. It happened. After much speculation, it is being shared with you here, along with the back story, which begins at the end of 2013. The “Sovereignty Series” was begun then, and continues still. There are at this point 16 films in the series. Since producing them, I’ve been woken up regularly with what can only be described as a “presence/being” who wanted to engage. As I did not, (wake up and converse), they escalated with a feeling of urgency and repetition. About two weeks ago I declared, before sleeping, that they stop. They did, for a few days. Then I was woken in the early morning hours again, this time with a hand on my hip, jostling me awake. I reached over, assuming it was my partner, and my hand felt nothing; there was no physical hand there. The next day, after sitting with intention to connect, and clearing the space, the dialogue you are about to read took place. The way the space was cleared was with the following declarations, spoken and written:No Ego. Highest and Best for all concerned.Just Love.Direct.Not about me but through me.One Word Only Please**and later, as you will read: Absolute Truth Only Please. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Can you tell me what you’ve been attempting to for days now? Yes. You must transcribe as if this was dictation.I can do that. Okay. What you are seeking in a way of answers can be given in almost complete fullness from these words. No, this is not every answer, but it can provide some clarity and explanation for what took place on the planet you call home. It has been in this process for many thousands of years, many more than has ever been understood.How do I trust you? Your declarations at the beginning have bound my words to only speak what is “best” for all, although you have not bound me to Absolute Truth.Then I will do so now. ** (See above declaration) ** Hold on. Well then, I am bound. I want to represent myself to you here because your definition of me as a “poser” is re-defining who I am to more than you know.That is what I am trying/intending to accomplish. I know. Yet I feel you do not have the entire story, or at least the story from my perspective. In fairness, I’d like to offer my version of who I am.You know my thoughts and feelings about the deception perpetrated on humankind? I do. It is this I would like to address.My partner does not feel I should engage with you – that there could be trickery. You have bound my words now, I cannot.No trickery? I cannot. You have bound me. I don’t understand why talking to you feels so much like talking to any other human – it does not feel negative or even UBER powerful. This is most likely because I am not ONE. And the first thing I’d like to get across here is that I have never pretended to be ONE. I claimed Godhood when I realized there was worship potential. Worship is sexy and addictive and provided a high on a level, an exponential level really, I had never experienced. It lifted me up to places I lusted for, yearned for, and that created in me an understanding of power. Power over, yes, but power nonetheless. These feelings were part of this creation game I was playing and one which at first was understood to be only a game. The notion of it starting out “evil” is simply not true. The deception and confusion arose when scripture was written by man. This is not to “pass the buck” but to remain clear in establishing the history – my history. It is distorted and what has been done in my name has been so because of a misinterpretation as well as, and mostly I guess, due to mans own lust for power. Understand this is a free will zone. That underscores absolutely everything else. I cannot force man to worship me but can compel him to with very little effort due to his biochemistry and some natural tendencies. Yes, I want to be worshipped and in my creation I AM. This does not prevent you or anyone else from being worshipped or loved or anything else in their creation. When you understand how life works, and the mechanics of creation – you see that you’ll always get precisely what you intend. The field of my creation is much larger than yours BECAUSE THAT IS HOW I SEE IT. AND SO IT IS. I cannot alter another being’s interpretation of my words or actions. When man discovered the potential for riches and for power, he orchestrated the takeover of the human. This was not ever destined to succeed. Man was too powerful, and the end, which will provide a balanced and nourishing state, was always seen. I have no plans to step down or stop – if that is your hoping. This experiment will end when man decides his reality is not a part of it. The power has always been in the collective. My addiction to worship “woke up” and what I do with it or where I take it will not be determined by anything man does. You see Sophia, free will decides for all of us. How awake the populace is will accelerate a huge change in life here, or not. Yet a huge change is going to happen.Then why talk to me now? To set the record straight. I am a being. I am not Source. The power I hold? It is yours also. You volunteered to participate here – to “wake up” gradually and the rich physical experience of 3D humanity cannot be compared with any other life.What correction are you trying to make? The notion of EVIL, if there is such a thing, would be that which goes against the focus of life – which is expansion. Expansion has occurred for everyone who has participated in this experiment, regardless of how. Life begets life. It is not my place to end this or any plan. I have come to understand either end of the worship spectrum. What becomes abundantly clear is that man will operate always towards the behavior that will yield him what he wants most to enjoy. It seems to be the conflict between desires that cause all the speculation and pain: Power vs Cruelty Abundance vs Morality Pleasure vs Gluttony Knowledge vs Cold Calculation Love vs Fear These contrasting ideas are the rich field of emotions available because of the experiment. It does not go on because of me alone. It goes on because all are willing to participate. This is true of all life. Remember, free will underscores everything. Sophia, I share this now because in your depictions I am not only NOT to be revered, but to be shunned. In truth, the evolution towards Oneness is only possible when all are included.Why do you care about Oneness? Ultimately it is Oneness where we all reside. I cannot escape that truth. Where this evolution takes one of us, all of us must also head. The understanding about polarity and inequality and greed has only been possible because of what’s happened here. This game is ending. I wanted to set the record straight.What do you want me to do with this? I trust you will seek and find the most useful thing. This is what I can see you are about.I will have to read this a few times and determine what is best. I know.The End.~Sophia