My life is turning
So monotonously and quietly
Drawing a circle
Circle of eternity

I cannot escape the feeling
I was a permanent guest
The gold of this world
Is worth nothing
Is burning my skin

How far do I have to go
To see
That night is trying to find an end
How much do I have to give
To feel
Am I accursed
Shall I dare it
Is it okay
Or am I yet accursed

Why am I sad
Why am I sad when I have more than I ever had

My life is lonely
I am to weak to get up
Racked on the ground as if I was paralysed
The sky is too heavy

My own rules are my enemy
Like the torpidness in me
And it's so difficult to change something
A war that I loose

How far do I have to go
To see
That night is trying to find an end
How much do I have to give
To feel
Am I accursed
How strong is the longing
Which drives me
Am I loosing my courage
Shall I surrender
Or do I live
The life after the flood
Shall I dare it
Is it okay
Or am I yet accursed