Saturday, November 21, 2015

I belong to loneliness again
I miss Larsy, I miss love
my heart aches, it just won't quit
what do you do?
My heart is open, I know I can love again
sometime, some day, someone
I have to work on me, I know that's the key

About Me

I am the mysterious Gypsy Traveler

This is my healing journey through grief, after loosing the love of my life June 2014....

to read from the beginning start from June, 2015.

I know I'm not alone on this journey, but sometimes it just doesn't feel like that. Sometimes the grief takes over and I ask myself everyday "Where do I belong?"

This is my story, it's for myself, but I have chosen to share this and if it helps or touches anyone then that's a very good thing.

I'm sure most people ask themselves this question sometime in their lives.

I am conflicted with living two lives, I am from Utah, but spent the last 18 years in Idaho, feeling like I belonged some where, now knowing that my life turned upside down and will never be the same.

For now I don't have to decide where I belong?, no one is making me decide? Why am I? I am just trying to belong to wherever I am and have that be my home. Sounds good on paper, but can't quite seem to do it, my heart is torn in half.

I belong to myself, I belong to the wind, I belong to my friends and back again. I belong to the day that engulfs me with sun. I belong to the universe on a path to reinvent myself and have fun.....

Continued on the next pages are my journal entries from April 2015 and up to the now and I will continue my journey forward to see if it's possible to answer my question~~or not?