Mandabach's novel for audacious teens and other young adults is fresh out of print.
Please look for it, ask for it, find it at a local indie book store:
http://www.indiebound.org/book/9780738711003
Or at Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/Or-Not-Brian-Mandabach/dp/0738711004
Contact Mandabach through https://www.facebook.com/brian.mandabach