I sense you're out there... You MUST be real. When seeing your smile gets my heart racing, how when I feel your touch I am complete. I ache for you to be real. Are you out there searching for me? I am incomplete without you, I rushed and settled for less and that's only torn us further apart. Yet I have hope...hope that we are meant to be together and in that we will find each other..Until then I am left to dream of you...hope to be with you....plan for an escape out of the current hell I live in.Until then...we're left waiting and dreaming of each other....

All I have is the fantasies I create in my mind of us together....these are my love letters to you....