Everything in hindsight seems easier and more managable looking on from our current persective.

The future seems so hard and unknowable in comparison.

But if we could instead look at now from a future prespective, I know we'd be saying don't worry so much, don't sweat it, it'll pass. You'll get through this. And maybe you'd advise yourself to work a little harder, make better choices.

Day to day living is hard, but soon, it'll all just be memories, so just live it sueray, don't spend it worrying and panicing all day everyday.

Will you pray for me, so that I may find strength to fight the sickness?
Will you stand with me, in silence if not in sight, as I go through this journey?

It is difficult, I do not know how to reach out during hard times.
Now with people so busy living their own lives and chasing their own careers, it is easier than ever to hide my problems away..

Regardless, if you have taken the time to read this, won't you pray for me?
To be human, to live, fight and eat everyday without giving up.
It doesn't sound like much, but sometimes, prayers and thoughts count for the most.
More than words, more than public conversations for all to see.

Hello

the LoSt

She tells me to wake up and stop dreaming of a world that does not exist, to not be selfish and care more about others, and be more independent for once.. But she does not know the pain I carry in my life, she is not me..