if all this fertility stuff works, or you get to adopt, just wait and see how tired you feel lol. i know you want to feel that tired and join the diaper brigade, as you said before. it really is a blessing! i'm not going to say, don't worry, it will all work out. i hated hearing that when i was single! but i will say i love you!

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"The calendar advanced, and there was no baby. The English language lacks the words 'to mourn an absence.' For the loss of a parent, grandparent, spouse, child, or friend we have all manner of words and praises, some helpful, some not. Still, we are conditioned to say something, even if it is only 'I am sorry for your loss.' But for the absence, for someone who was never there at all, we are wordless to capture that particular emptiness. For those who deeply want children and are denied them, those missing babies hover like silent, ephemeral shadows over their lives. Who can describe the feel of a tiny hand that is never held?" - Laura Bush