Through scies of charming beauty, up to the stars devine,
my mind lifts up enchanted, casts of all earthly chains.
Subdued by nights sensation, engulfed by sweet temptation
I kiss the seals of slumber and let my spirit dream.

Doubtful thoughts pull back my heart.
The flame of delight chases to burn.

For every smile shall wither, the hopeful laughter fade,
the cup of joys illusions bashed from the craving lips.
And as all hopes are shattered, the last of passions scattered,
the gale of bitter failure is all that shall remain.

Cursed be my creator and the spark of existence,
so unvoluntary bestowed.
Come forth spirits of my solitary past,
emotions of havok and destruction be unleashed.

I wonder if I ever could regain the virtues
I have cast off long ago.

I wonder if my eyes will ever catch a token
of the sympathy I still crave.

And all emotion of my former days dilute.
For I shall learn how to live with the truth.
Soon I shall strip off the boundaries of hope.