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Is This Mine?

Is this mine? This is a potent question that most empaths and spirited folks really need to reflect on. It has come to my attention, yet AGAIN 🙂 because sometimes it takes me a while, 🙂 the illusion is real and I sometimes forget the basics, as I graduate into other areas of magic and expanded awareness. But the grounded and simple steps are golden and so I anchor this here now, and invite you to consider this as well – WE MUST ALWAYS RETURN TO THIS QUESTION. Is this mine?

In this reflection I want to talk about Ancestral imprints, and how to hone in on what is coming in or up for resolve and what we have the ability to do about it. What is mine? What is collective? As we touch base on what we refer to as collective, and how the martyr archetype is persistent Ugh I lovingly had a burial for mine this morning.

So thanks to my own inner process I have come to a place where there is no where to turn, but to learn a new way of navigating and my life literally depends on it. Life wants to live! (we will keep learning new ways because we are always evolving) So here we go!

Disclaimer: This piece is written in my understanding in this moment and it will likely evolve. So implement what feels true for you. I am not your Mother! 🙂 This statement alone is a song of liberation. Freedom is a choice!

Many of us, who are living our daily lives have forgotten that we are also connected through a lineage of lives. In our humanity we somehow have come to believe everything is about us, but in actuality our existence has everything to do with the WE that we come from. Womb by womb souls birth through the Mother before them and embody programs/beliefs, trauma, emotions, character traits, mannerisms and so on. We even birth ancestral protection mechanisms. We did this purposely in choosing our parents. We generally receive far less from the paternal lineage and of course we do pick up a slew of goodies from our environment. There is a great deal of unraveling to get to know our own intrinsic value. The threshold has been crossed. This year is the year we show up like never before. At the end of 2017, I received some downloads/knowings whatever you call them. ❤ I saw clouds of illusion/global karmic imprints turning into water, and dissolving. My personal karma has and is in the process of lifting in ways I had prayed for all my life. Can I get an amen! This is real deal! Hence another move is at hand. I am seeing it in clients, and in the stratosphere itself, when I use my witch eyes. 🙂

As we continue to soften into the sweet and nourishing embrace of the Divine Mother and Father, which is infusing all of those who are in a state of allowing. We are ultimately releasing the depths of soul deprivation – lack of nourishment which has intrinsically been handed down through what we know as the shitty patriarchy.

For many of us (my hand is raised high) we have been journeying through time, like diligent explorers in consciousness seeking resolve. In this deep devotional state of fulfilling our missions, (often confused with dharma) we have sought out that which is unconscious to shed more light on who we are, why we are here, and where we are going. Being in the flow and showing up when required. This is the path of the soul to find its way to the place we know as home. Continuously birthing itself an dying simultaneously. Full on!

We all know the only way out is in. So many of us on the planet got really busy going in. This was absolutely necessary. We went deep womb/soul diving and some of us never came out. In many ways I feel the experiment went to far. Now we need to learn we don’t have to take on the problems of the world. We are free to live!

We went through hologram after hologram and barrels of trauma and turned over every possibility to explore endless threads because we were so desperate to release all our suppression and sought not only relief from these imprints, but FUCKING JUSTICE with the hope that the next generations WILL NOT HAVE TO EXPERIENCE THIS! This is karma 😉 Day after day I was aware of more toxic threads or old stories seeking me, or was I actually seeking them? I absolutely love exploring Spirit/shadow lands. I am a scorpio and I’m like a female Goddess MacGyver! This world became much more intriguing than my human life and I am now making my way back to a more balanced existence. This was my soul path, no apologies! I move into deeper acceptance daily. There were huge shifts and I have grown exponentially and on most days I am grateful. Then there is the awareness that most of what I believed was mine, was not mine and I have spent a great portion of my precious life on a karmic mission. Martyring was much more dynamic. 🙂 This is not to make fun of myself or anyone experiencing this because it is part of the experience. Really I could lament my whole life, but wait, I already have. 🙂 This is what wants to shift for me personally. We all have our own process. In this next phase I am going to embody the celebration archetype. Dance Bitch Dance! hehe ❤

This was part of my learning and is so, for many of us. It is also training! My deepest learning was held in the archetype of the Mother (which I have felt since my adolescence which also became teenage motherhood for me) and the martyr has been her theme. I have felt responsible for every lost soul and it is exhausting to play Goddess in this way! Retiring! 🙂 I feel its an important message FOR ALL that we take hold of the opportunities provided to us at this time. That means if this message resonates for you, YOU could be done with so much of the relentless spiritual work you felt so devoted to doing before, which will create more room for you to step into your true capacity as a CREATOR. Ahhhhh Exhale!

This is NOT an invitation to walk away from your calling but to let go of the way your perceive it and get connected to an even deeper calling. I feel clear this is a juicy acceleration process that we are all being gifted. Remember the longer we hold on to shit, the longer our lineage has to hold onto it. We are the true birthers of our lineage and we need to take care. (feeling my sweet swami)

HERE GOES! Ancestral/Societal imprinting – So as psychic people information streams through us with emotion to be released. Instead of assuming its yours and diving in which can be habitual. I invite you to take a deep breath and just let it move and see what it requires. It may ask you to commune with it as you may see imagery or just get a knowing. I want you to remember to ask: Is this mine? This may take practice but it will come. You are writing the script, remember that. Once you get a read on the information which generally happens through inquiry. Spirit show me what I need to see for my highest good!.. thank you.. We can do this in several ways but really check in what is most aligned for you in the moment.

*Sometimes we can simply transmute it. I used to jump to this option because I was afraid of giving it back. Will the other person be able to handle it? Will they still love me? Will they actually physically die? Somehow eating other peoples garbage felt so natural and let me tell you, THERE IS NOTHING LOVING ABOUT HARMING YOURSELF AT THE EXPENSE OF ANOTHER. (Mother Wound) Forfeiting your life is cruel and never a good idea. I am still learning this lesson fully and I suspect we all are deepening our awareness of this.

*What ever you took on simply give it back! Its never too late to give it back and allow the other person to take full responsibility and learn their karmic lesson. Also its a way of taking up space and claiming your life as a priority. I found when I gave back some of the pain I was carrying for family, this was well received. At the soul level we are much more agile and aware. And if by slim chance the person stops loving you, guess what ❤ Its a miraculous blessing that you will be free of them. Sometimes this actually happens so you can learn and there is no mistake. Its all good!

*HERE IS SOME MORE IMPORTANT MEDICINE: You are super powerful and have access to EVERYTHING in creation. What we are aware of we can utilize. I feel we need to reflect on the under currents of our vocation and service as there is a major overhaul coming through to purify the ways in which we have held our bridges, and found false value in identifying ourselves with what we do, instead of who we are. We are wonderful and the game is changing! There are fields of ancestral consciousness and collective consciousness which you/I – are/have moving through us. When you become more aware that you want to honor your own life and your soul is re-educated and understands that it has the capacity to release it, it will! Awareness is everything! Invoke this now! The medicine is acknowledging your capacity and knowing you can ask this to be done. Thy will be done!

Set intention to release everything that no longer serves you and everything that doesn’t belong to you. Be clear that you are choosing to hand over everything that you carry for your ancestors and the collective to be dissolved. This may not be a quick fix but it is life affirming and the results my clients experience are out of this world. I know we are on the brink of massive freedom. Sit in your power and command with your awareness to have Spirit take what you are offering and give thanks. We all perceive this in different ways.

You can free up vows and contracts and you can further liberate. We have really taken things too far! Again, everybody does need to be accountable and do their own work. But lets work smarter! I have had ancestors say to me, why did you take this on? I could only sigh in disbelief. Why did I? But the answers for us all will come. We have really been f@cked with in many ways but its still all in Divine order. We are in process! Let’s keep allowing new teachings to come through while staying fluid and open to more efficient and faster ways to release 🙂 Here are some hooks to look out for:

Feeling needed and important when I process collective work

Secretly enjoy sacrificing myself because I don’t have a high value of self

Karmically bound to do this so I can learn my value –

Lost in holographic trauma and playing out drama – rabbit holes

Committed to a false idea of service and past life obligatory contracts

I am so powerful and the other person is not, so I should take it on

Entity/Karmic issues

Wishing us all more joy and soul liberation, Over and out! Love, Jacqueline http://www.themysticfeminine.com I am totally happy to work this through with you in a private session so that you can be empowered to fully access this full potential in consciousness. Its a magic show! And that’s how I role 🙂 www.themystifeminine.com (Women’s Circle in Gozo being held on March 10th.)