at my most beautiful

this one is dedicated to my most beautiful. although I did meet you. and lost you.
and met you again in a very different person. and lost you again.
and did meet you again.

it always seems to be the same person satisfying my very needs in that very moment.

hopefully you’ll understand.

i’ve found a way to make you
i’ve found a way
a way to make you smile

i read bad poetry
into your machine
i save your messages
just to hear your voice
you always listen carefully
to awkwards rhymes
you always say your name
like i woulden’t know it’s you
at your most beautiful

i’ve found a way to make you
i’ve found a way
a way to make you smile

at my most beautiful
i count your eyelashes secretly
with every one whisper i love you
i let you sleep
i know you’re closed eye watching me
listening
i thought i saw a smile