sometimes, i wish dat i'll be more patient, more realistc, in other word, BETTER than what i appear to be.and first of all, i feel sorry for those who often being my " victim", the one who used to listen to my harsh words, and sometimes, when i increase my voice.i didnt mean to do so.

but yes, when i said no, means no. doesnt mean i dont want to listen other people advice, but it just, ..hmmm.. i just HATE when someone keep asking me to do things that i dont want to do. :( i hate DIKTATOR. sometimes you maybe dont realize it, but, i just love that i'll leave in peace. i mean, try to be tolerance la,ok.!!soe, my bad..