After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered for 4 years and i use my blog to help others in the same situation i once was.
I am now a happy and positive person who wants to inspire those struggling to choose recovery and to take control over life and happiness again!

Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.

And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Mornings when all you want to do is lie in bed and drink coffee

Good morning!

It's Tuesday morning and just under 2 weeks until my birthday ^-^ though I really don't have time to think about it. I have other things on my mind to think about and to plan and truly to figure out. I don't even know what my plans are for my birthday celebrations! Oh well they will be figured out someday anyway.

This morning my alarms didn't go off... and i had set 5 of them. I hate when thus happens especially as I am worried that my alarms won't go off tomorrow when it's my test and I need to wake up early it feels like sometimes my mobile just decides that I need to sleep abd so doesn't set my alarm... though I woke up 7.30am on my own but I wanted to get up earlier so that I can maximise the use of my day.

Anyway this morning all I wanted to do was drink coffee and lie in bed. It actually I got out of the house in record time - for not actually having anywhere to be or anything to do! First up its a stretch and foam roll session at the gym then study study study and then crossfit.

Now its time to buy myself a protein bar before my stretch session because I am super hungry, despite eating breakfast only a while ago. Oh well hunger = feed the body. And food is delicious so I have no problem with that!!

Have a lovely day and I will try get around to writing another post today, but if not... well then you know I'm busy and there will be posts tomorrow hopefully!

Can you post a picture of your tan in daylight? Are you happy with your tan? I am a bit afraid to do spray tan, would you recommend it?I know that feeling when an hour after breakfast i am looking for a food again:D

I am happy wuth it :) and if you want a tan for a special reason then I would recommend it. And make sure to have no plans after the spray tan so that you can put on loose clothes and wait until you shower. It's a much safer option than tanning beds though it doesn't last long and it can turn patchy if you don't do the right preparations or take care of the tan. Apart from it being expensive and not lasting long it is good :)

I don't weigh myself so I don't know. I don't feel different or think I look different so I don't know ;) but because my stomach and digestion problems at the moment it is posible that I have lost weight but I don't feel any different.

I also thought you look like you lost some weight but thought I was just imagining it until the above comment. Do you think you did? Your tan looks great though and the hair dye doesn't seem to have come out weird like you worried.

I don't weigh myself so have no idea. My sister has mentioned that I look like I've lost weight and now with all or these comments maybe I have but I don't feel different. And for me personally it doesn't look like I've lost weight, but I don't really focus on that either. I'm not spending alot of time looking at myself or looking in the mirror so I don't even know if I would notice if I lost weight.

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Hello :)
I have had Anorexia and depression for c.a 5 years and been in and out of hospital for 2 years. But now im living my life like a normal teenager, I still have my ups and downs now and again, but i still stay positive and never give up.
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