Thursday, June 25, 2009

I LOVE IT BUT I AM SAD AND I PRAY

I love it, that my new job is so interestingI love it, that there are so much new things to learnI love it, that it's not only technical, i am into commercialI love it, that it will take me to travel all over the worldI love it, that I'll develop more cabling and networkingI love it, that Beijing will be the locomotive..

BUT...

I am sad, that it's going to start soon... when my son is only 4 months oldI am sad, that it's gonna be frequent... even 1 trip is less than 10 days. It's too long for me!!!I am sad, that I feel so much guilt to Kidd and Oman... even they're really supportive to meI am sad, that Dadda has to be Mr Momma... even he's ok with that. I'm sorry Kidd..:(I am sad, that i love it and feel sad at the same time... you know what i mean?????

AND...

I pray, Oman is going to be ok without her momma... Please baby, please..I pray, Dadda is going to be ok without her wife... TQ for being such an amazing husband & daddaI pray, I'll be strong and patient menghadapinya... xkiralah mata bengkak-bengkak nangis hari-hari kat sana pun kan..

I pray, we are always gonna be fine, and i promise that, even i have to go, i'll always coming back to serve them the best.....I pray, i'll be among the ladies, who excel in both. Family and Career. Dunia and Akhirat.

coincidently our post is similar plak today...but the diff is I'm gonna be away for a day only (itupun dh tak senang duduk ok..huhu.

We @ E also the same. One assignment will take 3 months abroad at least!Dats why I request to be in the Remote Delivery Team, xyah travel. Can't imagine myself in your shoes. However, I know ur a strong lady, that's why they pick you to be in ur position now. U'll make it through, insyaAllah... I doakan semuanya berjalan lancar :)

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ABOUT ME

Salam.
WELCOME to the piece of me, a SURI with full of dreams and interests, who also loves everything that makes her life all positive and colorful.
Primary in life, I would always remind myself to learn more and practice Islam better, at the same time keeping my life moderate and wasatiyyah.
I'm very grateful that i belong to such wonderful people around me. Being a SURI in their hearts, i feel a completion. May us living happily & blessedly ever after.
Aamin.
XO XO,
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MOMMAHOLIC TIED THE KNOT

MOMMAHOLIC AND BABY

27 JAN 2009 : THE DEBUT

Today is the day! i'm writing my own blog!! :) and this is me until today:

I am happily married to a guy who never fail to make me love him more and more everyday :) We've been on honeymooning since 2006, and soon, we gonna have a baby!Me and him are majorly excited and counting the days of the arrival. Doc estimates that the 'war' will be on this coming 18th Feb, and it could be early..wohooo!!!!

My dream is to be the BEST. Best for Encik Armi (my hubby ler ni) and our future kids. And that's where 'MOMMAHOLIC' comes from. A supermomma. Hehe..hopefully bukan konon-kononla :)Aamin.