What it's like to change your surname twice in one year and what to do with your wedding dress/ring/photos, ALSO I am recovering from an eating disorder relapse

Mia came to visit me in Israel – Day 5

She loves me.

She literally came all the way across the world to be with me.

We spent the day having pita breads and ice cream and walking around the city. Then we had pizza and then we had chocolate calzones and then we have more pizza. Then we had Ben and Jerry’s. Now we having chocolate.

She has soothed my anxiety so much today…

I feel alone.

There are voices in my head telling me that I can’t do it. I can’t conquer this journey on my own. That I have to go home. That it is impossible.