Tuesday, July 27, 2010

started my orientation yesterdayit was just...sucks, ya!because really nothing to do thereseems like they're wasting my time for no point

realize that i'm afraidafraid of what?i know it, just inside my heart...but this doesn't mean that i think a lot againbecause i'm definitely NOTeveryone has their own care and worrysomebody choose to tell out everything;but some of them choose to hide it inside themselveswe have our rights and choices

its time for me to think about my futureerm... may be not future but my life

should I be :more mature? more steady? more certain?more radiant? more confident? more...XX??i think i may need all of these

Friday, July 23, 2010

Forgive them for they don't know what they do LordAnd give them the strength to stay true

Crying everyday,I know I'll never see the day,When the world is caving in I wonder who'll be savedI know that you love me and You know I love you tooEverybody's letting go but lord I found you

I stay blessed with myselfCause it's a test when I walk outI puff my chest at Life's endless challengesI wanna participate and createBut there's a barricade within meWake up and back to sleepEnergy depletesNow I'm feeling'dead like a eulogyThe dualityOf what's real and what's liesI feel the vibesOf chaos and designI got a cup linkAnd I got it straight pimpin'Rock shades at nightCause my loneliness is blaringThe only choice I got is fear or loveSuccess is to be with the L.O.V.E.GeeStylesI dougie'd a visionGod shows me a path through intuitionIt's divine decisionIt's the moment I'm catchingIf it's a battle for the mindThen all day I'll be blasting

I've seen it beforeI never knew the scoreI'm wide awake and watching as the world explodesForgive them for they don't know what they do, LordAnd give me the strength to stay true

Day to day I prayedHoping today is a better daySo many wasted, knocked down, and easily swayedLiving a life of this self hate,how do we beginTo sin,no win, and no openin.Kids getting abused by pills... what a wasteThey take not knowing their life will soon breakLife is too short for that kinna gameit's not worth it,it's so lame and I proclaim that it's no one to blame.

I've lived the life I've loved to liveTaking back all my life I serve to giveSoldier on all the hate I can't feel the blissLoving from the inside I can't feel the kissOne life that's all there isReal life,is where hell beginsMan killing man! Is the main cause of itFight for your right is all of this

Save me lordI never meant to be this wayI'd given up on everything and all I had was painOh why,why do we play these gamesI’ve given up my everything to be with you

I've seen it beforeI never knew the scoreI'm wide awake and watching as the world explodesForgive them for they don't know what they do,LordAnd give me the strength to stay true

Forgive them for they don't know what they do,LordI'm wide awake and watching as the world explodesForgive them for they don't know what they do,LordAnd give me the strength to stay true

Forgive them for they don't know what they do,LordI'm wide awake and watching as the world explodesForgive them for they don't know what they do,LordAnd give me the strength to stay true

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

feel so sad suddenlybecause the problem is always thereit has not disappear after a long time of periodso...what to do isface the problem and think by a bright waychange a different way to face it is better for me(i think so...)i'm not weak at this momentbecause i know what should i do:change my life stylechange my habitschange my mindthat's all...

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

work early in the morningnext is lunch-pastaand window shoppingafter that is movie-toy story 3(finally...)then air brush tattoo-dolphin^^last is dinner + back home

toy story 3 is damn nicefortunately, it didn't disappoint methe storyline is greatthe effect is niceand the toys are cute and funnyit really pulls out lots of my memoriessince toy story 2 was so long time ago

Friday, July 2, 2010

only 2 more days this course will be ended upstill don't have any feeling yetmay be because the exam is on Mondayso... still have some timetook photo with Ms Ranee after the classi think i will miss her when i start my majorbecause she is really kind to ushope to meet nice lecturers in the future studies

today is 2nd July1/2 year had just passwhat had i done during the few months?couldn't really remember at alljust know that i'd joined the AE class in Marchi make many new friendsi have sweet memoriesalthough there were something happened

i'm definitely will miss this classbecause this is my first experience on going towards the societythanks everyone in AE class and also the lecturer^^'