Here I am posting my second message; Nonetheless, feeling somewhat hopeful for the future. My hubby was dx with Aids about a month ago, CD4 75 & very high viral load. I find myself surfing the web for info re: life expectancy and so forth.., I know with all the new advances, he may have a long life but i cannot seem to stop thinking about death. I am skeptical b/c he was just diagnosed & already has had acute toxoplasmosis., Actually, that is the way we found out; in the ER! I have no idea since when he's had it because he cheated several times in the 12 years with been together., SInce he's trying to recuperate, i dont nagg him cuz i want him to focus on getting better rather than guilty. Luckily, my 10 yr old daughter & my self are negative. I will retest again in 3 & six mnths. I guess, I just want a lil more reassurance that he will b ok or atleast to know what to expect in the years to come. Dont know the future or what d outcome will be with our relationship but I will def b here for him. I am very upset that he's cheated several times but at this point think he needs my support. He is my husband, daughter's father, & other than his well hidden cheating exp, he's been a good person to me. Dont know if i could forgive for it, but thats another post..., Okay, thx for reading & I'd really appreaciate anything comments, posts, etc.., Even negative critism., Thx BTW: already is taking meds for both AIDS&Toxo & will start Atripla(1 day pill) next mnth since he has the req genotype)

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