Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Hey everyone! It's been a long time since I post on here last. So I thought I'd go a head and post a new entry.

The last few months have been.......intresting........I believe would be the best term to use. I went from days, back to nights at work....Marcus is getting ready to deploy in June, and McKaylee is....well a 3 year old. LOL

I've been having the same nightmare the last few nights though....it's one that I can't quite place. I don't understand it, but I do know that I don't like it. I wake up in a dead sweat. It feels as if someone has been sitting on my chest because I can't breathe. But I can't remember anything about the nightmare..

Marcus finally got his deploma for his Associates Degree in Web design and Animation. It only took freaking Provo College 10 weeks to tell him he actually graduated and then another month and a half to get the deploma...if not longer. I swear on my life, I will NEVER have anything to do with that school again.

McKaylee is finally starting to open up to people. This last weekend, we helped Robert and Debbie move to their new house and McKaylee, who up until friday had never said 1 word to robert, was playing with him and talking to him and having a blast. I'm so glad because I don't know if I can handle her crying and screaming much longer when he never did anything to her. Expecually with Marcus deploying. Also, we've been slowly telling her that in a few months, Marcus is going to go away for about a year....and she wont be able to see him or call him whenever she wants. So far, she's doing pretty good with that...how ever, now only daddy's allowed to put her to bed. I'm not. LOL....which is fine. I want them to spend as much time together as they can before he leaves...