I'm not going to lye, I was very disappointed with my 157 blood sugar average last night. I want to be around 140 every week, I feel like that I failed. Failing is nothing new to me, I have failed a lot in life. I have very high expectations and often fail, that bothers some people but if I wasn't so hard on myself I wouldn't be the man I am today.

Today while at work I listened to the video that is below, it was just what I needed. I needed that little kick in the butt, failing makes you better but sometimes failure gets the best of you. That is where I was this morning, I've been pushing so hard for so long and I can't get my weekly average down, it has taken it's toll. I have also been at the same level on the bike and while I have been running this year. I feel amazing but my numbers haven't been changing when it comes to race day. Again it takes it toll, today while listening to the video I started to think about where I was a couple years ago. I was no where near the diabetic or the cyclist I am today. I'm stronger and working harder because I have raised what I accept as success. Yes I'm failing more now but that is because I'm not happy with staying where I'm at. I want to be better and by challenging myself I will be better. Watch the video below and listen to the words, keep fighting and you will realize your dreams!!