After all the crap I have been through. YES. I was told I wouldnt live to see 20. After 20 I was told I wouldnt live to see 25 because of my job in the military. I'm still alive and kicking and I have learned alot about life in my short time on earth. Yeah, Im proud of myself. I could be dead or in jail. Instead I'm a college student and I turned out to be a pretty kick ass person.

I'm not hung up on myself in any way, neither hating nor adoring myself. It wouldn't matter anyway, because I am who and what I am and that is inescapable.
I am pretty thrilled with my life, though. I am doing exactly what I want to do, even when it's a pain in the ass, and only do something I don't want to do if it helps me to get closer to my long-term goals. I adore my child and love sharing my life with him. Anyone I dislike I ignore completely. I can't imagine being happier about my life.