So I stopped writing in my notebook last Friday after a month of writing, the reason behind writing in it daily I’m not so sure is valid now, though I do hold out hope that I can do so again. I love and miss the person I was writing to and for. I just noticed that what I was writing wasn’t really positive and it did make me hurt and a little more depressed. =(

I’ve been playing a lot more of The Division 2 lately, trying at the raid each week to get the Exotic Assault Rifle “Eagle Bearer” so I can do a nice clutch/berserk build around it, I have 3 pieces of armor for it so far just need to get the other bits and hopefully improve them if they aren’t already god mode rolls. It would be nice, but the grind continues and RNG is being a meanie =/

Oh and I transferred my Destiny 2 account over to Steam in preparation for the F2P/Shadowkeep launch in October as well, its nice that it got pushed back a few weeks, that way it wouldn’t compete for my attention with Borderlands 3… though it being an Epic Game Store Exclusive for 6 months, I doubt I will play it because they don’t sell to me in AUD, so it would be even more expensive to buy in USD. Oh and if you haven’t done it already, here’s the LINK to convert your Destiny 2 from Battle.net to Steam

I’ve started to stream on twitch (click the twitch icon in the site menu to reach my channel) a little more recently, it is kinda fun, though because I only use a single screen, it does make it hard to interact with people if they’re talking in twitch chat. I’ve also been playing The Division 2 more of late, I leveled up another character to level 30 to do another build, the reason I didn’t do the build on my first character is to keep things separate so I don’t confuse myself. I’ve also been raiding in the game recently with thanks to Djtickle and friends (click here for his twitch stream and click here for his discord server). Without them, I wouldn’t have been able to get into a raid to see the content or have a chance at the new gear that’s exclusively available in that raid. So thanks!

I’ve been writing in my notebook each day as well, to someone very special to me and I’m hoping that by the time it is complete, I can send it out to them, along with some other bits and pieces that I would like to give them. One thing that I want to send, I got today and is a limited run of it, so I hope they’ll like it!.

It’s just after 0300 now and I’m starting to think that I want to crawl into bed and just watch anime on my phone via Crunchyroll. I have a few going at the moment, like Akame ga Kill!, Say “I love you” and Kaguya-sama: Love is War. I also finished a few others over the last few days, as well as the week or so before hand and I enjoy watching them over again hehe.

Is there anything that you think I should try and watch? (assuming anyone is actually reading this)

So today I’ve updated the landing page with what I’m currently playing, with Dead Cells and Moonlighter being new to my library of games. I’ve got to say though, I’m enjoying both so very much and I haven’t played either that long yet hehe!

I’m also trying to save money to get a Nintendo Switch, but since I do not have a job, this is going to be a very long time goal, the downside of which is no more tasty treat from KFC every so often. This does make me sad but not much I can do about it if I want the Switch.

I’ve been seeing a professional again for another round of counselling (woo joy, end sarcasm), I honestly don’t feel like it’s getting anywhere and my medical exemption runs out at the end of this month which means I either go back to all the fun stuff the government wants me to do or I apply for a disability as my medical professionals have stated. That’s not gonna be fun and will take several months as well.

Acolytes are making their appearance in Warframe later today, so will probably grind them out for rare mods that I either don’t have or can sell a couple months down the road for platinum, which I need! (DE give me 50/75% off plat pls!)