I want to sleep

Maybe it’s the weather. Maybe it’s getting up early to see my in-laws off and the builders in. Maybe it’s the beginning of ‘official’ maternity leave. Maybe it’s the dust from the insulation board. Maybe it’s the constant worry that I’ve forgotten something important. Maybe too much is happening and my brain needs to shut down for a little while. It keeps doing this while I am awake, in any case.

Will I let myself sleep? I’m not sure. I might have forgotten something.