Aku dan Kamar

Minggu, 31 Maret 2019

You can mock everything. Outfits, faces, ig stories, poets, perspectives, you can make fun of everything. Yet you can be the most serious person, looking at the graph, that will bull that will bear, you are a demi god I can tell.You always say yes to anyone's invitation, until you realize you’re running out of time and you can’t be there for everyone.You’re smart, you can talk everything with everyone at whichever age, talking about peterson and zizek, capitalism and marxism, left wing right wing, darvas and livermore, while I’m here wondering how to resign from being an adult.You’re always right, people have to listen your sayings, people can’t tell you what’s right or wrong because you’re a selfmade man. You decide what’s best for you, and somehow you prove it.Liquor liquor liquor. Why you love drinking so much? Why you always said you would never get drunk when you always did? Said you wouldn’t pass out but ended up made me drove myself alone at 3 am and blamed me the day after because I didn’t wake you up. You. Are always right. Girgir wira and a fight with me is always a perfect combination isn’t it?Why can’t you walk straight and not doing so much movements? Spilled out a cup of coffee, fell in front of konbini, dropped a huge starwars plane, did weird dance at someone’s wedding.. No one would believe you are an introvert man who loves to sit alone at the coffee shop, reading and writing some poetry. Do you really describe yourself as a writer?Don’t you realize that you often repeat words

at least twice when you’re about to tell some story? I guess that’s because you watch every word you say. People will tell i’m the one who’s in charge when we fight, that’s because I speak whatever i want, but you. You watch every word you say (2)

Don’t you realize you can be so childish, doing stupid things, thinking unnecessary things when you get jealous?Don’t you realize your laugh is the worst thing ever? You’re like choking yourself with a koma cheese tea you adore so much.

Gez, i can write a book about you, but if it's something a single book can explain, it's not worth having explained, isn’t?

Happy Birthday, Hosea Hatmaji. A man who loves his family, stubat, and (I hope) his gf with his whole heart, who works so hard and never give up, who never stop learning, who has faith in himself that he can be everything.I wish you all the best life has to offer.God Bless You.