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With the Spotlight increasing daily, Blueroses needs QUITE a few million more
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Blueroses is a very awesome FU who always shows love to those who love her.
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Own Mejnail
for the person that owns me
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temtations playhouse is having its first ever auction
JUST CLICK ON THE PIC of the ppl being aucioned to go bid on them
MEMBERS UP FOR AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWS:
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KatKat wants YOU to come see her!!!! She needs 10,000 comments in ONE week to get an AUTO 11....
Any and all love shown.... will be returned!!
Click on the pic below to share your love... and she will share hers!!

The Darkness Of An Angel.Once in a while, howevr, re are moments for whch the burden seems worth carrying: moments of transcendent joy, of inexpressible beauty, of wonder that overwhelms the mind ith awe, or in this case a moment of such piercing charm that te world seems more right than it really is and offers a glimpse of what Eden might have een before we pulled it down...

Fall Fu FestivalBID STARTED OUT AT 250 K BUT THIS IS MY 1ST AND MAYBE MY ONLY . WHO EVER BUYS ME GETS ME 2 DO BUNCH OF STUFF FOR THEM ON HERE AND IM OPEN 4 MORE IDEAS . SOMEONE IS GOING 2 END UP WITH ME THO SO HOPEFULLY I KNOW MY NEW OWNER .
ANYWAY HERES THE LINK 2 MY AUCTION .
ITS ON JANE DOES PAGE IF U DONT KNOW JANE U SHOULD SHE IS A SWEETHEART . SO R/F/A/ HER AND LEAVE A COMMENT WITH UR BID ON ME . WISH U ALL LUCK REMEMBER IF THERES SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE ME MORE VALUABLE LEAVE IT IN WITH THE BID . THANKZ

Job CorpsTo all my friends,
Tomorrow November 11th I am on my way to Cherokee NC to start my Forrestry/Firefighting training. I will be in the job corps possibly for three years. I dont know if I will have access to a computer. I hope to talk to everyone as soon as I can.
Goodbye my friends.......
Love you all!

Tiredfirst i'd like to thank my new friend old jar head uncle ted semper fi.....all my new friends here at fubar ..........i dont have much but dont need much and dont want for but one thing .......thats neither here nor there but the last need i needed b4 my unattainable 1 thing has been fulfiled by the folks here i look forward to meeting new friends and getting to know you all .........seliiiiiiiii ty for the invitation ........de de.....ty for your weclcome and my first bling!!!!!!!!!!!! i got lots of wants but those cant hurt me .....cloudy / overcast / 65 today here in sac

A PoemI had a dream but it turned to dust
I bought a bike all it did was rust
I wanted bread all I got was crust
Sold some dope that was one big bust
Ain't found nobody who I can trust
I'm 80 yrs old all I can do is lust
Stop all this whining it is a must
So I will eat those green eggs and ham
Prolly kill me me who gives a damn
JUSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT KIDDDDDDDING
SMILE REAL BIG

Take Life ForgrantedFor those of you who live life just from day to day. Stop and smell the roses. There is more to life then what meets the eyes. The sound of laughter from a child, the feel of rain drops on your skin, the taste of fresh bread right from the oven. These are just a few things in life that are taken forgranted. Stop and appriciate the little things in life. It can make all the differance in the world.

A Waste Of Tax DollarsThe final chapter in one of DuPage County's most haunting crimes won't unfold as soon as planned.
The Jan. 20 trial of imprisoned killer Brian Dugan in the Feb. 25, 1983, murder of a Naperville girl is expected to be delayed several months to give his defense team more time to prepare.
DuPage State's Attorney Joseph Birkett objected Monday to the delay. He argued more than half the prosecution's estimated 50 witnesses already were contacted. Some of them live out of state.
Dugan, 52, formerly of Aurora, may face the death penalty if he is convicted of the abduction, sexual assault and fatal bludgeoning of 10-year-old Jeanine Nicarico. Three years ago, prosecutors indicted Dugan citing improved DNA technology they said links him to the crime.
His lawyers made an oral request for a continuance during a Nov. 3 closed-door meeting. They are expected to make a formal one in writing by Dec. 1.
The issue will be debated Dec. 9, but DuPage Circuit Judge George Bakalis said Monda

My PromiseI promise I will be your strength
Whenever you fall weak
When you cannot find the words
I will be your voice to speak
I promise I will be your eyes
When you cannot see
I will be here forever
If you'll be with me
I promise I will be your hands
Whenever you cannot feel
When you want to hear the truth
I will tell you what is real
I promise I will be your ears
When you cannot hear
I will be your dream catcher
And chase away your every fear
I promise I will be your smile
When you have to frown
I will always cheer you up
When you're feeling down
I promise I will keep you sturdy
When your not feeling safe
And when your feeling insecure
I will give you faith
I promise to listen
Whenever you need to talk
I will stay with you
When you want to walk
I promise to tell you
No lies, just what is true
And I will always have a shoulder
For you to cry unto
I promise I will hold you
When you need someone
I will not interfere
When you need to get work do

6th StoryWe had talked together online for sometime now and thought of you as a good friend. After a while of talking about it we finally decided to go to dinner one night. I got to the Italian restaurant early as I am known to do and waited outside in the cold weather for you to show up. Finally after what felt like an eternity I see you coming toward me from the parking lot. You are dressed in a form fitting blue and black dress that really shows off your gorgeous body. Your hair is wavy and flows around your face and neck. You have on black stockings and high heel shoes and I can not help but marvel at how sexy you look. You notice me by the door and smile at me as you get closer to me. The scent of your perfume fills my nose and is so intoxicating. Looking into your gorgeous eyes I feel drawn into them and the sparkle in them stuns me speechless. You just stand there waiting for me to say something and finally getting control of myself I welcome you with a friendly hug. Feeling the soft cur

ZeitgeistI have seen many videos discussing many theory's including 911 and the Illuminate. This video discusses Religion, 911, and the Current Banking System. If you have ever had any skepticism regarding any of the preformentioned items or you are going through any financial difficulties. Then you must watch this. For parts on religion watch the first 45 mins. Watch part two for 911, and watch part three starting around 1:15 for information on the banking systems and involvement in current wars. If you are not open minded, or feel very strongly about any of the above do not watch this video!This movie starts out black for the first 3 mins, hang tight is well worth watching!
- CLICK ABOVE TO WATCH "ZEITGEIST, THE MOVIE" -
I have seen many videos discussing many theory's including 911 and the Illuminate. This video discusses Religion, 911, and the Current Banking System. If you have ever had any skepticism regarding any of the preformentioned items or you are going through any fi

Thank You My Friends.....I just wanted to take a minute before I headed out to work, To say thank you for all your thoughts and prayers. Alex had a very good Dr. appt. today. He is doing so much better. They put him in new bandages that get changed once a week, instead of daily, and he gets to go back to school Wednesday, he has restrictions of course, But he can go back, Which is so much better than the 4 weeks out that they first said!!! Please help my friend Art out, Like me he has been stuck at level 21 for what feels like forever! Show him some love!
art@ fubar

Read My Profile!!! Omg Its Not That Hard!!Ok Im starting to get sick and tired of people sending me friends requests with out reading my profile. My profile says when you send me a friends request say something in it or it will be denyed. Im tired of fake people on this site who one send you a freinds request to have a shit load of and most of the time they dont even talk to them ever.
So far I've had blank friends requests and people sending me P.M.s hitting on me. My profile says point blank im in a relationship, hell at one point when i came back to fubar my statues said Getting Married March 17, 2009. Do people on this site not know how to read omg.
Im going to be cleaning out my friends list in the next few days. If i sound like a bitch then im sorry. But like i have said im sick of this shit. Do not ask me for my YIM you will not get it. only those i consider friends on this site have it and you all know who you are. I will not accept a blank friends request no matter who you are and will not reply to any P.M.s if

Confessionsok, everybody here should post at least one secret, sin, or confession...bring it on...let's keep it going.
I'll go first...old transgression.
I once made out with a girl because our guy friends offered us 20 bucks. however, she was drunk and i kept all the money. more to come... Today, i want to know random things about everyone...at least 1 but hopefully more.
Jenniy random # 1: The scar on my ass in my nsfw pics came from a kid hitting me with a bicycle when i was 11. It took 14 stitches, I think. I need to scream. Instead, I'm going to make a list of complaints here like a whiny little bitch in hopes that I can get some things out and get some momentary internal peace. Peace of mind? no. I realize it's doubtful I will have that especially this evening.
Please don't feel the need to inundante this blog with i'm sorrys, it'll get betters, look on the bright sides, or stay positives. While well intentioned, I just don't give a fuck about that. I just want to complain

Sad DaySo...the weekend was good...went on a short overnight camp trip with friends...came back to
work...all was good..then the phone rang....I don't
know why...before I even picked it up....thoughts
rushed through my head like something was wrong...but I could not pinpoint it...then...the trembling voice of my friend in New York's mom greeted me on the phone...shaking...then to tears..telling me that my friend had unexpectantly passed away from what they are saying was an aneurism.
Just another wake up call that you never know..and today just could be the first day of your life...so enough of the b.s. drama...and tell those you love that you love them..whether it be a friend..or family...or enemy that may have once been your friend.
Please keep my friend and her family in your prayers.
With Love,
Eleni

Auction Starts 11/15what i am willing to offer
fu owned in name for the month that person owns me
rate all pics and stash during happy hour rate pics 11 if bought a vip
make personal salute
give 1 gift every day for the month they own me
add to top friends for the month
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A Special FriendJuly 1, 2008 @ 1:29 am
Because i hate being cliche' i will not say "hey, your eyes are amazing!" because those are a given. I will not say "that sparkle in your eye is a godsend" or "your lips are amazing because" that...is a given.
I will say...you have a fabulous sense of humor that i love. I dont need "lines" or "cliche's" to say as much. Youre beautiful. You know as much darling.
You laugh at the retarded things that I say and that is enough for me. Because, at the end of the day, what does a guy mean if he cannot make you laugh?
-RM

Walking RavenThree weeks ago I had the unexpected visitor seek
shelter from the wind in my ditch.I had thought it was a crow but after returning and findind him gone I figured it was gone .The next day I once again saw this black bird but after a good look noticed he could not fly .He just walked with a hop every so often,He possibly hurt himself in the high wind,maybe on a power line?This Raven has hung around better than three weeks now.Roosting just off the ground.This fellar is doing quite well despite all the predators and probably has not ate much.The thought of bing able to fly every where and then only able to walk.Last night on a stroll to the pond and came across the walking Raven,startled him to th point
where he walked all the way across the swamp and into the forest,thought he was gone for sure.This
morning found him on this side of the pond and quite some distance from last seen.With any luck
his flight capabilities will return and he may return with his buddies who fly over of

Thats It.. I'm PissedToday I basically had my financial aid for school pulled out from under me because of how many credit hours I've attempted versus the ones I've completed. To make a long story short about those.. I dropped a couple times not sure what I wanted to do. I've changed my major a couple times. So here I was earlier today thinking everything was going to be ok for school and BOOM! They fucking yanked my financial aid away from me.
I still really can't make sense of why or how... but right now I'm just fuming and I needed to vent about it.

For My Baby GirlMe and one of best friends have a special favor to ask of all. His name is Canadian aka Mr. Sweetness. He has helped many on here and now he needs us. His girlfriend is getting close to Prophet. She has auto 11's running nonstop. So if you could please show her tons of love. It is greatly appreciated. Thank you all in advance.
~cruel but cute~K-Man's Gurls~RL GF to Canadian~owner of AARON@ fubar
This brought to you by
Canadian ® - Mr. Sweetness - Sweetheart ♥ RL BF 2 ~cruel but cute~@ fubar
And
Shadow Leveler Team Leader~Passionman71~Proudly owned by ~Bebes~@ fubar
(repost of original by 'Shadow Leveler Team Leader~Passionman71~Proudly owned by ~Bebes~' on '2008-11-10 16:25:35')

*own Me*for the person that owns me
fu owned in name for the month
rate all pics and stash during happy hour and rate pics 11 if given a vip
personal phone call to me
make them a personal salute
one gift a week
*******if cash bid********
make them a nsfw salute for cash bid winer
daily comments
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promote the lounge of their choice
added to fam for access to nsfw while owned
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~Pastel~

Pissed Off Zombie Bs!Fango threw a contest for a new PC game called Left for Dead. The 4 top pictures submitted of you as a zombie were chosen.I did NOT win and I am very dissapointed. You can see the 4 finalists and 12 runner ups here
http://www.fangoriaonline.com/features/horrorcade/462-fangoria-a-valve-announce-left-4-dead-winners.html
You tell me if these 4 winners are that good and Im just buggin

Life As We Know Itthe tears fall like rain
on my soul
acid eating
thru me
as i learn
that all i know
is a lie
love is just a joke
at my exspense
tearing me apart
so i welcome the rain
that causes pain
to erase you
from my soul
the only problem
is to erase you
i will have to erase myself
so may it rain
hard and fast
so im gone at last i kiss and hold you
my sweet darkness
to heal what is wrong
and make you strong
my heart is yours
as your will be mine
as i hold and kiss you
till the ends of time
no other will there ever be
who can reach
where you can
to touch
the deepest ,darkest places
within me
and make it brigth
with your ever present light
to own me
to love me
forever yours alone
My Dark one

Life As We Know Itthru the dark
search for dreams
reaching for those
bright beams of light
that peirce the night
that false hope
of sweet thoguhts
while high on dope
as really we die
and choked
on the reality
of what we can't see
thru the darkness
we think it will end
or does it just begin
evil is in all that we find
no matter
if it 's dark or light
as our screams fill the night stars falling
as you turn away
Darkness invades
all the corners of my soul
stealing the light
in all of my life
as my thoughts of you fade
my blood slows within my veins
i hear all again
over my disappearing heartbeat
i seem to shrink
away from the world
getting smaller and smaller
every second
my vision is blurred
now gone
like my life without you my heart was empty
the days were long
no place at all to call my own
i was all alone
than i saw a name
and could not stop
myself from thinking of it
i heard your voice
and i wanted to hear more
to know that person
who held me in a

Danfor 23 years
i have walked alone
without you
to love me
and sing your dragon song
now that my walls are gone
i am hearing you again
my dragon love
are you here
to protect me or to show me
who will sing for me
in the future
will he love me like you?
completely and true?
how do i know
if i can trust again
my dragon , my love , my friend
guard me well, dragon
for my heart is still weak my lips ache
my breasts beg
my heart beats
for your touch
i miss it sooooooooo much
to be in your arms
to feel like i belong
to be loved
you make me want
these things
to share them with you
it what i live for
to be held
to be kissed
to feel your heart beat
your hands on mme
your arms around me
to know
that here is where i belong

My Heartmy heart beats
slowly goin faster
at the thought
of your arms around me,
my sould bleeds
when i think
you might want another,
i am shattering insdie
from not knowing
what is going to happen,
are you truely
going to be with me?
or is it some crazy
fuckin game that you play?
i want to run
but i stay,
i cant seem to drag
myself away,
as i watch you play
with my heart each day,
im slowly losing my pride,
should i beg
or let it die.
rainmaker- 0109
the pain i feel rippin thru my soul, to live with out u or ur love , to know the eternal burnin of ur lose, beyond all one knows . i beg for the gods to make you see just what u r doin that is killin those who love you , and help you get thru it . but it beyond the stars the pain i see when ur gone, and i completely alone . my only heart ripped to shreds by the sheddin of ur mortal shell ...you will leave me in eternal hell. i would give anything to make you see just what u r to me . i feel your pain from mil

Up Fpr Auction Again!THE HIGHER THE BID THE BETTER THE OFFER....SO COME GET YOUR XMAS PRESENT EARLY!!!
Show BlondePrincess and Jane N Doe both lots of love....They both Rock!!!
I'm on the auction block again.....come place your bids and let me make you very happy!!!!
Click on the pic below to take you there....show the hostess sum love too please!!
Also Check out this awesome chick....you can own her too.....come place your bid...she'll make it worth it!!

Wish ListIn a MuMM today the topic was about slavery and whether you would want to be someone's slave.
I know I would make a bad slave, and commented that I would like someone to wrestle with.
The following have so far offered their services.
1. Xena
2. Peacey
3. Imy
4. AzMephisto
5. phnortgner
6. Psyche (in Choc Pudding Pool)
7. Crazy Lips
8. Lord Spinoza
9. Zardio
10. JD Wendy (in the Jack Daniels flavored Jello Ring)
11. Greek Goddess (in the Jello Ring)
12. irishgirl
Any other takers. The rules are ... THERE ARE NO RULES. Anything goes. LOL
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTT
We need to come up with how to declare a win ... What are the ideas ??? (Oh God I ask stupid questions at times but go on perves ... lay it on me)

Head GamesOkay, based on the mumm that I just ran, I have to say that its pretty much what I figured. Men and women are equally guilty of playing head games, and each likes to point the finger at the other one. Why can't both just take responsibility for their own actions?

Own Me!Rayne is up for auction.Wouldn't you like to own him?Hurry to the auction and get your bids in!Click on the pic to make your bid.
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Birthday Bash!!!!!Hey my bday is dec 2! Its a tuesday! I will be at starlight in killeen, around the pool tables on the second floor! I will be in the same spot on friday as well for those of you who cannot be there on tuseday! Let me know if you will be there and which day or both!!! So come and try and get me drunk!!!!

Work12 Tips for Maintaining Your Privacy at Work
Kate Lorenz, CareerBuilder.com Editor
From key card technology that provides access to the office parking garage to computer systems that monitor incoming and outgoing phone calls, today's employers are keeping tabs on their employees.
According to a 2001 survey by the American Management Association (AMA), more than 75 percent of U.S. firms record and review employee communications and activities on the job. This includes monitoring employee phone calls, email messages, Internet connections and computer files. Most monitoring takes place because of increased technology available to employees, such as email and advanced online capabilities. In fact, this percentage has doubled since the AMA first conducted the survey in 1997.
But companies are not just watching employees online. More than 37 percent of companies said they participate in video surveillance for security purposes and 7.8 percent store and

Reading For WealthYou are invited to check out a web sight for readers of all ages.For a look go to www.mallpros.com/store/facingforward you may be surprised at what you may find.

What Do You Want In Life?As we reflect on our day before we go to sleep what can we say about that day? Did you do anything to someone or did you look the other way? As you looked the other way you did not see the pain and tears you left in their eyes. Did you accomplish anything or did you go through the day like it was just any other day. As you lay there just remember that tomorrow is a new day. So make use of the new day and make a difference.
What do you want in life?
Do you want a life full of pain? Your heart full of hate and anger. A life full of sadness and mistrust. Always losing out on things. Do you want to spend you years crying your heart out and reach out to someone who doesnt care. Why do you want to be so stupid. There is an angel that can keep you from going down that road. So why not keep her. She is reaching out and you are pushing her away. She is trying to help heal your pain. So why are you throwing it away? Are you scared that if you admit you care that you are admitting that yo

~ Once ~Once You've Loved....
There's a Part of Your Heart
that Simply belongs to
That Person......
It Can't be Sold...
Or Rented Out.....
It's THEIRS....
YOU gave it to Them...
And They Live in it...
Claiming It's Space...
For ALL TIME...
I Know........
I'll Love You Forever.
Peace.

Review From My ConcertNovember 10. 2008 12:00AM
Splendid Requiem singers foiled by St. Pauls acoustics
MUSIC REVIEW
By John Zeugner Telegram & Gazette Reviewer
Picture
The Salisbury Singers perform Brahms German Requiem. (T&G Staff/MARK C. IDE)
Heres a fact few people know, and perhaps only music critics need to ponder:
For about a dozen years, before he was a famous playwright, George Bernard Shaw paid the rent by writing concert reviews. Shaw had a very nasty way with words. Heres what he wrote June 21, 1891, reviewing Brahms German Requiem:  unrestrained by any consciousness on his part of the commonplaceness of his ideas, which makes his tone poetry all but worthless, or of the lack of constructive capacity which makes his absolute music incoherent. He is quite capable of writing half a dozen more Requiems, all as insufferable as this one. ...
Given the strength of Shaws acidic convictions, its doubtful even the magnificence, ambition and professional sheen of the Salisbury

Yes I Know Yet Anotheryes i know yet another.....but i just love this, don,t worry i will do a funny one in a sec...of course lol

New AuctionClick on the pic & go bid!
I'm in the Mr. & Mrs. Winter Fubar Auction.
Click on the pic to get to the Auction.
If you can't bid please rate my pic &
leave a comment that you are voting for
me as Mrs. Winter. Thank you all.
xoxoxox
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Rocks In My HeadRocks In My Head
My head is like a rock polisher.
Raw ideas, thoughts, emotions, possibilities (Rocks) go in, all rough and dirty, unrefined with potential. To that you need some grit (sand), the experiences of life over time broken down into little bits. Get some water in there to help things move around easily, (flow of thoughts), allowing them to bump off and rub against each other. They tumble around, sometimes slow and relaxed, other times so fast that it's hard to make sense of them. If anyone was able to look in on my thoughts during this time, they may get snippets, but can not even know where my thoughts will end up.
Eventually with time and patience, the thoughts are finished, shiny and polished. Occasionally there will be a showpiece, something to share, but mostly it will be little nuggets for my private collection, only shared with a few.
Yes, that analogy works.
Im in rare form tonight can't seem to get my mind to rest..

Can You Feel The Beat?Can You Feel The Beat?
Are you aware of your heartbeat? In moments of reflection and meditation, I can become so aware of my heartbeat, ba-boom, ba-boom, and it pumps blood throughout my body. Often as I sit quietly my heartbeat can begin to rock my body. Now not to confuse this with comfort rocking, this is when i am sitting quietly most of the time leaning forward, my body can rock with my heartbeats.
Do I have such a heart that is so strong that it can do that? Is it a large heart capable of moving a person? I wonder.
Tonight on the way home, as I sat in traffic, my back pressed back against the seat, I felt it moving me. I looked down and literally saw my body moving from the beat of my heart. It looked very surreal, but more importantly, I felt it. I imagined the movement inside of my chest, keeping rhythm with the movement I saw on the outside.
Hearts break, they heal, are given and taken...but to feel one beat, aware of your own inside, is something magica

Thanksgiving Blessing!!Just think - if the Indians had given the Pilgrims a donkey instead of a
turkey we would all be having a piece of ass this Thanksgiving!

My LossI recently lost my husband of 22yrs to pancreatitis. He fought a 3 1/2 month long battle! I have been gone for over a month from fubar, not just to take some time for myself to get adjusted to the changes in my life but also due to my pc crashing. I was overwhelmed at the messages of kindness and love that have filled my mailbox. I never realized I had so many wonderful friends here on fubar. It touched my heart so that my eyes filled with tears. I just had to write this and say thank you to everyone who has left me a message & who has called me personally offering me thier shoulders, ears to listen and hugs! You guys know I love you all, miss you all and I am trying like hell to get back to fubar!!
Until I can return here's hugs and kisses for you all!!

Kicking HeroinKicking Heroin
The day was October 13, 2006 and I was in jail for a slew of felonies that were a direct reflection of how bad my addiction had gotten. When I went before the judge and he issued a no bail/ no bond order I was so high I could barely hold my head up. The knowledge that a day of reckoning was coming had been with me for a while. I had just been expecting to stand in front of god instead of in front a judge.
Every since my mothers death I had been on a mission to destroy myself. Six long years had gone by since she died and the pain had not gotten any easier to bear. I say my mother but technically it was my grandmother that passed. My birth mother had never really been there for me or my brother. It was always my grandparents who swooped in to collect us from various foster homes, when my mother took off on another run (she had a drug problem) or went back into the hospital. Hospital is inaccurate it was actually mental hospitals that she was in and o

Online DramaTell me why is it that there is always gotta be these damn Drama Queens and Kings online. The ones who are ot happy unless they are starting shit with people. And worst of all why is it you get these asses who think it is funny and let the shit keep happening. I am sick and tired of it all and about to say fuck it. This site and all the meddlesome asses like this are not worth the head achs. Neither are the ones who keep thinking it is cute. Messing with these people. If everyone cared who says that they do they would get rid of these asses playing these game. instead of helping egg them on.

Winthelotto.netSome people freak out when I tell them that people pay me for lotto numbers...
How can someone get paid for giving out lotto numbers?
Here is what I told my customers 2 days ago...
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PostForum: Real Lotto Data
Posted: 02 Feb 2009 06:25 pm
Subject: Right side page 2....
If I ever put the newsletter online you are going to see that 015 has made its way to prominence...
It is 2x on the right side now....
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015 just hit straight in the Michigan Lotto. Thus my customers all over the world are doing a Happy Happy dance because they played with me and won lots of money...
Not a bad income for one day sitting on my butt playing internet lotto...
11/18/2008 25407971-54 MI 6:53PM Pick 3 1 $0.50 $0.50 Y 2-8-6 6-2-8 $75.00
11/18/2008 25407971-3 MI Midday 12:24PM Pick 3 1 $0.50 $0.50 Y 0-2-1 1-0-2 $75.00
11/18/2008 25408065-84 MI 6:53PM Pick 4 1 $0.25 $

Time!!!me on the street.... I smiled but you did not notice.... my heart raced at the site that is you.... my body quivered for you embrace.. There we stood inline with seperate purpose, but similar desire........ you look so lovely and gentle..... On the outside I am cool, confident and secure...... Some where inside there is a young man who feels that he is not worhty of your attention. Perhaps we share the same feelings of want, passion and desire. Perhaps the attraction is the same but the timing is wrong. Perhaps all it will take is for two eyes to meet..... perhaps that will be all it takes and then suddenly there is a distraction and as the two eyes are about to connect............ Perhaps...... but alas the moment is snatched away unfairly by the distraction and the moment, that oh so very special moment is gone........
Don't even let those moments be snatched away, smile at the stranger and take a chance that perhaps, just perhaps he will be the one.
A kiss a touch how it I wan

My Blogsthere is a great lounge, its: we support our canadian and us troops. please stop by and check it out. ok, hopefully this link works if it doesnt, i'm sorry, i found this on youtube this morning and got a kick out of it, hopefully you do to, and i hope you pass it on, its kinda funny....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMhuAtyFCrw
you'll have to highlight it and copy it into your url box at the top of your web browser. anyone know where i can have the information retrived off of my hard drive, for extremely cheap???? my hard drive took a shit this morning, and i have 3 threes worth of pictures and all my training information for my EMS service. any ideas would be great and also where do i get a new hard drive for my lap top?

AuctionAUCTION TIME
ENTRENCE FEE IS 100K
STARTIND BID WILL BE 200K
IF YOU DONT GET A BID YOU WILL GET YOUR 100K BACK
AUCTION WILL OPEN ONCE 10 PEOPLE HAVE ENTERD IF YOU WANT TO ENTER THE AUCTION HIT ME UP WITH THE ENTRENCE FEE UR OFFERINGS AND THE PIC YOU WANT TO USE THE AUCTION WILL LAST ONE WEEK WILL NOTIFY YOU WHEN IT WILL OPEN WILL START ON A MONDAY
AUCTION IS BEING HELD BY
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Fall Festival AuctionHere we go again!! I'm up for auction! I am an awesome fu-slave, just ask any of my previous owners. So if you wanna be spoiled with attention and fu love, come bid on me! Let's get those bids high!
Here is the auction link, come show me some lovin!!
I am also in a contest for an auto11. This is a comment bombing contest, so any comments you can leave would be great!
Here is the link to the Golden Ticket to bomb:
And of course, don't forget to show the auction and contest hostesses MAD lovin!!!!
AUTO-11s Jªne_N.Ðº³@ fubar
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Ecr!!!Come Jam and invite your friends too!
HE'S THE GOD OF THE AIR WAVES
IN EAST COAST RIDERZ!!!!!!!!!!
4pm - 6pm EST
Come hang with the cool kids!

Forget Me NotHEY
IMMA MISS ALL YOU GUYS,.............ILL BE HIBERNATIN FOR THE WINTER.........LOL.....WELL ILL BE CHECKIN MY STUFF TOO..........ON AND OFF...............HOLIDAYS ARE A BUSY TIME.....FOR FAMILY....AND STUFF....YALL KNOW WHAT IM SAYIN........THOS WHO KNOW ME WELL...KNOW WHAT I MEAN...............SORRY ....HOPE TO SEE YA ALL SOON..........AND LEAVE ME LOVE....VISIT ME.....AND I WILL LEAVE MESSAGES TO THOSE WHO DO..................XOXOXOOXOXO...........
LOVE ALL YOU FUBAR FREAKS....................XOXOXOO Heya,
I wanted everyone to know i am going to be concentrating on my classes and kids this summer....ill be checkin in(mail).....and takin pics all summer...imma miss fuin....and all my fu friends...but ill be back...top priority is callin.......xoxoxoxoxooxoxo....have a good summer fus....................xoxoxoxox
B Heya,
I am going to be gone again for a hott min, but please don't forget me, show me love , ill retur

Come And Own Me :)If you would like to own me, here is your chance. Im up for auction in the Fall Fu Festivall. Click on either one of the links below to check it out.
Thank you
[ fubar.com photo: 3754532857 ]

Auction!http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1672178&albumid=1314499&i=2354501533#4217961572
The above is the link to bid on me! BE MY MASTER!!!!
In addition to 2 SFW salutes, I will also include 2 NSFW salutes, and if I have a VIP for 3 months, you will get 11's from me instead of 10's. And I will Fu Marry !!!!
Bling packs, VIP's , HH , Blasts all accepted!

ContestI need some rates and comments on this here pic...So please as always show the hostess major love.
I am in a contest for rates to win a bomb. I could use just one rate from each of my friends please. Please be sure to click my linkand while you are theremake sure you show the host some love as well. Howey ☠ The Vagisnorkel ☠ Feltersnatch¢â¢¾'s My Mels@ fubar
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Research Files LolI am interested in what it means to people.
The saying
When Love and Hate Collide. Below are a set of beliefs taken from the LightWorkers website. It discusses what they believe and what they are here for and to do.
This is an explanation that fits in very well with my own set of beliefs, and, the way that I live.
It is at the very least food for thought.
**We believe that we are spirits playing a game in a human body and as such we have difficulty re-membering who we are and why we are here.
We believe that we are all connected as spirits pretending to be separate from one another when in fact we are all a part of each other. This game of pretending to be separate is the nature of life on Earth and one of the most difficult parts of being human.
We believe in the creative ability of the human spirit as a powerful force in the universe. Now as humanity takes giant steps forward in evolution, holding your true power as a creator in human form is more important

Golden Ticket And Auction!!! Come Own Me....I am offering 10k 4 100 comments PM when u r done!!
I may not be right at the computer but I will send as soon as I get back..
Thank you in advance!!!
Please click the pic above and help me win auto 11's!!!!!!

I Need Some HelpOK Im in a contest i need 10k of comments to win a auto 11 can everyone please help me ..
Brought To You By :

Menmy thoughts of you
will never end
my heart remains true
i know life will go on
after you're gone
i will love you forever
never ceasing to end
after we are gone
it begins again
thru the centuries
i will love you
my soul will always see you
and know that that is it's place
i will love you ofrever
in and out of time
we are forever one i could look into your eyes
and lose myself forever
wondering how a man so beautiful
could see me or even notice
that i exsist
i want ot walk into your arms
and never move
can this be my place
i want time to stop
so i will never have to leave
this haven of peace
that you are for me
so hold me, my hon
for time will go on

Do I Ever?I cant remember why we fell apart
From something that was so meant to be
Forever was the promise in our hearts
Now more and more I wonder where you are
Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?)
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?)
I miss you
Still have your picture in a frame
I hear your footsteps down the hall
I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane
How I wish that you would call to say
Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?)
Do you ever wake up reaching out for me
Do I ever cross your mind (anytime?)
I miss you,
I miss you,
I miss you
No more loneliness and heartache
No more crying myself to sleep
No more wondering about tomorrow
Wont you come back to me (come back to me)
Ooohhh woo ooo

Back...I am back, and as a slight warning, I have grown a lot in the past few months, I am alot stronger and less likely to care about the judgements set forth by other people. I have an amazing best friend who I spend a hell of a lot of time with and who keeps me strong, and a man.
We all learn from past experience and both myself and hopefully my friends have learnt a thing or two. Never allow an internet person to seep into your real life and destroy it, it is pointless...
I shall leave with two pondering thoughts...
I have learnt from beggers and thieves as much as I have learnt from doctors and schlors.
Focus on the future, but do not jepordise the present. In my diploma in criminology I have studied John Does... this one I find fascinating...
a man left a Grateful Dead concert in 1995 with no pocessions. He hitch hiked and the car crashed, him and the driver died. The family of the driver did not know who the passenger was. He was between 18 and 24 with long brown hair.

WhateverI made a good friend and I thought we were cool.Until today. We got into a fight over the simplest thing. Now I have to get over it. I am a really sensitive person and that really sucks heres what happened.
RE: mnw1989 (aka Mitch)
He says :just finished your photos have a good day
I replyed: (a...: aww ty sweety
He says :(a...: sweety?
I feel bad so I message him although his page said in quote "terms of endearment are ok once you get to know me " obiously I didnt qualify but he can look at my pics all fucking day...
This is what happened next
I messaged him..
Thanks abounch, sry if you dont want to be called sweety ; )
> > > === 'mnw1989 (aka Mitch)' wrote the following at '2008-11-10 09:44:31'..
> > > >
Then hes got the audacity to stammer
> thats why I put my name on my screen name in my profile but most women dont listen so Im used to the rudeness and disrespect and thats why I tell them to read my profile something else they never do
> >
WTF ok what e

BradCollege
University of Wisconsin Madison '04
Mesa State College '10
IntelliTec College-Grand Junction '07
brad
im a outgoing guy iam very sweet im about the Heart very compassionate very loving Person a sweetheart & tons of respect trust, openess iam down to Earth, respected very soft spoken i have never cheated on anyone Ever.iam also very respected person once u get to know me. kind, compassionate, carin im also Deathly honest blunt and to the point! its in my nature to be this way this is how i raised myself. not many people can say what i can.!
Music
80's hair bands Metallica Dave Matthews Band, neil young, warren haynes, nickleback,cinderella, poison, motleycrue, defleppard,molly hatchet, megadeath, yes, vanhalen, the who, foofighters, grandfunk railroad,red hot chili peppers, bon jovi, warrent, faster pussycat, gordon lightfoot, doors, pinkfloyd, deeppurple, aerosmith, whitesnake, alice cooper, white zombie , jefferson starship,
Movies
the matrix 1-2-3,Law & Orde

True Love?I always forget how sensitive I am when I really put my heart and soul into something or someone..ive been really careful not to let me guard down for a while.. so i've always been somewhat detached.. until recently when i opened my heart once again.. i've forgotten how much it hurts and once again i feel as though i am in a void. empty. half me is missing. a grip on my heart. what once began with butterflies in the stomach ends with them. except these are not warm butterflies. its cold and dark. my whole mind is filled with one subject making it hard to do other tasks, let alone eat or sleep.everyone at work says i am spacey today and they would be right. i hate this. i think i should give up.
-Blah.

Jay Hoodys Bs BlogOOOONG WEEK EVERYONE, WHAT UP? ALRIGHT IT'S 3:36AM HERE AND IM BEYOND FUCKING TIRED BUT HERE GOES...SO I LEFT FOR ARKANSAS LAST SUNDAY AFTERNOON AND GOT THERE MONDAY NIGHT AT ABOUT 8PM PS...FUUUUUUUUUCK GREYHOUND I DONT RECCOMEND IT TO ANYONE THE SERVICE IS SHITTY THE EMPLOYERS HAVE PISS POOR ATTITUDES, FUCK IT YO TAKE A PLANE OR TRAIN! ALRIGHT BACK TO THE TOPIC ON HAND. SO I GO TO MEET MY UMMMMMM GF THE XANAX FAIRY AND ALL IS GOOD, WE SMOKED A LIL WEED AND SHIT THE 1ST NIGHT AND HAD TACO BELL "A STONERS DREAM" ALL IS GOOD FOR A WHILE BUT THINGS I NOTICED...I WOULD BE ON THE COUCH WHILE SHE WOULD JUST BE ON HERE OR ON HER CELL OR CONVERSATING WITH HER JUNKIE FRIENDS WHO WOULD COME IN TO SCORE WEED OR PILLS FROM HER. BUT YEAH SHE WOULD SHOW MORE LOVE TO HER COMP AND JUNKIE FRIENDS THEN HER BF WHO PAID $312 AND TOOK A 30 HOUR BUS RIDE TO SEE SOMEONE HE LOVED...THE 1ST ISSUE HAPPENED WHEN WE WERE IN A CAR AND WE DROVE BY A FEW BLACK DUDES AND ME BEING ME I STUCK MY HAND OUT AND BOBBED MY

Jay Hoody The Bipolar BitchJAY HOODY , OR WHATEVER YOUR NAME CHANGE IS IN THE NEXT 5 SECONDS.
FUCK YOUR BULLSHIT BLOG ..... I KNOW YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO LIFE , SO WHAT ELSE COULD YOU DO FOR ENTERTAINMENT BESIDES WRITE ABOUT SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD !!!
1 - YOU DON'T MAKE FUN OF BLACK PEOPLE FOR BEING BLACK. I'D LOVE TO DROP YOU OFF IN THE REAL HOOD . I ONLY WISHED THEY WOULDA FOLLOWED US. I WOULD HAVE GLADLY PULLED OVER FOR THEM TO BEAT YOUR ASS. YOU SAID A BLACK MAN BOUGHT YOUR V.I.P. , YET YOU INSIST ON SCREAMING NIGGER AND NIGGER LOVER AT EVERYONE. AND THE STATEMENT YOU WON'T BE WITH A GIRL THATS BEEN WITH A BLACK MAN.
RACIST ? 2 FACED ? CHECK !
2 - THE ONLY BODY PART OF MINE THAT TOUCHED YOU WAS MY LIPS YOU POSED FOR THAT STUPID DEFAULT PIC.
WHAT FUCKIN SENCE DOES IT MAKE THAT I'D GIVE YOU HEAD AND I NOT GET OFF. IF I AINT BUSTING A NUT , NO ONE ELSE IS EITHER. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK HOW THAT SOUNDS COMING OUT OF A FEMALES MOUTH BUT THAT'S THE DAMN TRUTH. I KEPT YOU ON THE

My SonHEY THOSE WHO KNOW ME MY 5 YR OLD ALMOST 6 YR OLD HAS AUTISM AND HAS BEEN DIGNOSED WITH MENTAL RETARDATION AND TODAY HE WAS ALSO DIAGNOSED WITH A.D.H.D IM MOMMY AND IM DADDY AND YES IT IS HARD TO DEAL WITH SO IF ANYONE KNOWS WHAT IM GOING THRU GET AT ME AND OFFER ADVICE THANK YOU

Barak Obama, The Eu And The Bible ProphecyBarack Obama, The EU and Bible Prophecy
Barack Obama, The EU and Bible Prophecy
by Michael G. Mickey
(11-7-08)
Since the election of Barack Obama to the office of president of the United States and somewhat even before, there have been a whirlwind of developments taking place of interest to those of us following current events in the world pointing to the soon-coming return of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. In this commentary, I would like to share with you a few of these events, along with links to various articles you can read that will make it clear to you that, although many of us are upset that a man we feel is going to lead our nation further down a path that takes it out of God's will, there is a reason for all things and God is still in control.
A Beast Looking For Teeth
In Bible prophecy, the rising of a revived Roman empire is foretold that will ultimately become what most of us today refer to as a new world order.
In Daniel 7:23, we get a glimpse of this

Useless ShitWhy the fuck does it have to be cold outside?! I need a gigantic heater, so I can keep that shit up north where it belongs. End rant.

Thoughts About The ElectionThoughts About the 2008 Election
Commentary By: Dr. David Reagan
http://www.lamblion.com/
Our nation has just elected the most pro-abortion, pro-homosexual, anti-Capitalist, and anti-Israel president in our history. In short, God has given us the kind of leader that we deserve  the kind we have been begging for. The new President now has the power to put his radical secular imprint upon this nation for decades to come through the appointment of activist liberals to the Supreme Court. I fear that our nation has been irrevocably changed for the worse.
Two factors in this election were particularly disappointing to me. First was the fact that only 59% of eligible voters bothered to vote. That was less than in the last presidential election. How could people be so apathetic in an election so important? The second voting statistic that hit me hard was the revelation that even among self-identified Evangelicals, the majority voted according to economic considerations rather than m

Nothing...Thought for the day!
I love this - I hope you do to.
An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a
pole which she carried across her neck.
One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and
always delivered a full portion of water.
At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot
arrived only half full.
For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only
one and a half pots of water.
Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments.
But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own
imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been
made to do.
After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the
woman one day by the stream.
'I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak
out all the way back to
your house.'
The old woman smiled, 'Did you notice that there are
flowers o

Back To WorkHello friends,
Being that I will more than likely starting work Nov.11th on 1st shift, I won't be able to send morning messages. I have to be at work at 6:30 am. but I get off at 3:30 pm. Better than 3rd shift I must say but less pay. I'll manage since I have an alarm clock on my Moto razr and Fossil digital wrist watch. I'll be sending my love to my lovely lady friends after work during the week. You can reply if you want. I don't expect anything in return. I'm here to try an please my friends. I'm known to get wordy and sorry I just know how to write and I go into detail most the time. Thoughts can come quick. So thats it for my rare blog. Take care and talk to you all later.
Spanish Archer

To Write Love On Her Arms*ANYONE ANYWHERE ANYTIME ANY COUNTRY ANY CITY ANY MAN AND WOMAN EVERYONE EVERYWHERE CAN WRITE LOVE ON THEIR ARMS, TAKE 5 SECOND TO WRITE IT THATS IT, DONE!**
On November 13 write LOVE on your arm in big letters. Be creative spread the word. This is for all the survivors and all the innocent. All of the people who are hurting and who think that suicide is the only way they can turn. Also, don't forget to donate so all of the kids in need can get the help that they deserve.
As someone who suffers from depression and has struggled with suicidal thoughts, i think this is an absolutely wonderful idea. I would do it once a month if it meant raising awareness on the dangers and how severe this disease really is. Depression and suicide have an impact on everyones life, whether it's through having depression, or knowing someone who suffers from the disease or knowing someone who has committed suicide. It's such a simple thing to do. If you can dress up for spirit week at your school,

FriendsI was going to be leaving fubar this week. I have been very down on my self lately and was spending 4 to 5 hrs on the week days on fubar to leave comments and rate people and just thought I needed to do something else with that time because most of the people i was rating and leave comments for everyday just wasn't bothering not to get me wrong I have met some pretty wonderful people on here and I hope you know who you are. Because of those people I have decided to stay but not have so many people i try to please. My friends list is going to shrink in numbers this week and i am just going to keep the friends that I want. I will stay for those great friends but I am not going to be putting anymore pics up I am not in this for a proularity contest. in this for the great people i have met and to help others lvl . Love and thanks for all those who made me want to stay a little longer ~*~*SEXIWOMBAT69*~*GF*~*TO*~*RATTLEHEAD*~*~@ fubar
Help her lvl really nice lady a href="http://fubar.

Read Up All U PeopleHEY YA! I WANTED TO INFORM U ALL ON THIS SUBJECT~
AND WHAT I KNOW
NOT ONLY DO I HAVE BIKERS FOR BOTH SETS ON PARENTS BUT I ALSO GREW UP ON THE BACK OF A BIKE SINCE I WAS 2 YRS OLD... THOSE WERE THE DAYS LET ME TELL U ....THE WIND IN UR HAIR AND FEELING JUST SO FREE... I LOVE STILL TO THIS DAY LOVE IT
BUT ON MORE SERIOUSE NOTE:
A MEMBER OF THE GROUP WAS KILLED IN NC ON FRIDAY DUE TO A CAR NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO US BIKERS
HE WAS 30 MILES FROM HOME AND ON HIS CHOPPER CAME TO A FORK IN THE ROAD HE HAD THE RIGHT AWAY ... A CAR WITH A FEMALE PREGO AND TWO OTHER KIDS IN THE CAR RAN THE STOP SIGN AND MADE HIM T-BONE THE CAR HE WAS SEPERATED FROM THE WAIST DOWN THE UPPER HALF FLEW OVER THE CAR SNAPPING HIS NECK AND THE LOWER HALF STAID ON HIS BIKE WHEN HIS WIFE ID THE BODY AT THE SCEAN OF THE ACCIDENT HIS BOOTS WERE STILL ON THE BIKE ... THE DRIVER OF THE CAR CLAIMS THAT SHE NEVER SAW HIM...HOW THE HELL IS THAT POSSIABLE? EVERY BIKER KNOWS THAT THE LIGHTS ARE ALWAYS ON... THE PIP

Lostwhy is it that i miss u so much but i never get to see u in real life how can my feelings be so strong for a person i've never touched... why is it the min i hear ur voice my whole day turns around why is when i dont hear from u my heart feels like its dien do u not see the hold u have on me i dream of the day that we finely get to meet and i can show u how i feel but everytime i think about it i sit and wonder will it really happen will my dream ever come true i could of had anyone here but i picked u cuz u choose to show me something no know ever spent the time to show me but then i wonder have i pushed to hard have i took over ur space i hope and pray i didnt mess things up for me and u cuz i dont think my heart will ever be the same again without u

MehWell I am a single parent. I love my daughter and she is the number one priority in my life. I don't need or want someone who wants me to drop of the hat take off with them. I won't leave my child behind. I am a responsible parent. I love spending time with a good women but I love spending time with my daughter too. I don't think I need to explain anything else about that. I also don't put my priorites above my childs. My child means more to me then a stupid night out or spending money on myself. I love being a dad, it is the most worth wild gift and adventure i could of ever expected. I also hate how parents smoke around their kids. My daughter won't experience that from me. and my child will never see me stoned or drunk. I am showing by example how a good person and a good parent should be like. I do like to drink but I see no point in getting drunk while having my child in my care.

Corruptors Insane PlanetPretty good response so far to the Corruptors Insane Planet. If you like jokes, weird news and stuff check it out. It's marked NSFW just so you know and don't get offended.
Party Hard
Corruptor
Newest entry under Corruptor's Insane Planet
http://fubar.com/blog/258365 NSFW blog http://fubar.com/blog/258365/1006108
Your kids might have inherited your kink if....
The neighbors complain that your kids do full body cavity seraches when playing cops and robbers.You go in the playroom and find an interrogation chair built entirely of Legos.
You come home and find the kids tickling a bound and gagged baby-sitter.
You tell your daughter she's old to spank, and she assures you quite firmly that she isn'tYou yell to your daughter to do her chores, she answers she's tied up right now and she really tied up.The kids favorite game is Cowboy and Dominatrix
Your son earned his merit badge in tying knots...twelve times
You notice your son's G.I. Joe has Barbie on a leash
You bought a clot

And So It BeginsWell as we move closer inauguration we begin to see that not only does Mr. Obama The Messiah is not only an economics 101 failure himself, but so is his appointed Treasury Secretary Timothy Geithner. In four years this brilliant choice managed to miss paying 34,000 dollars to the Federal Government. After recent withdrawals from other appointees due to scandal, it has become apparent that Obama has NO clue how to pick people for any type of office. He has managed to pick some of the most idiotic, leftist, fools a president has ever chosen. If a man cannot pay his federal taxes, how can we expect him to handle our billions properly? This is just another window into the piss poor selection of our president. Is this what we can expect in years to come? Should we be on the look out for more corrupt, lying, cheating, self absorbed, greedy politicians from the left....I'd say so....Hold on to your wallets folks...You may have to pay your taxes, but Obama's friends don't... Well the ride ha

InfoIf you don't celebrate Christmas, then Happy Holidays.
I do celebrate Christmas, and this to me is what the season is all about. I hope it touches you as it has me.
Updated 12/22/08 I found a similar video, the scenes are mostly the same but it's better because it's set to Josh Groban's "O Holy Night." It's lovely, I hope you'll enjoy it.
You Can Only Type ONE Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? Pocket
2. Your significant other? Working
3. Your hair? Long
4. Your mother? Heaven
5. Your father? Heaven
6. Your favorite thing? Affection
7. Your dream last night? Sex :P
8. Your favorite drink? Water
9. Your dream/goal? Singing
10. The room you're in? Den
11. Music? Varied
12. Where do you want t

DeploymentAlot of ppl been asking for my mailing address, but the easies way to get in touch with me is kilo0861fo@yahoo.com and when i get there I will find out the best way to send stuff
SSgt Wilson LV
3/8 H&S Co
Unit 73275
FPO AE 09510-3275 Wanted to thank all my friends and new ones i meet while on here....I'll be leaving tomorrow for my deployment and wish all a safe and great holidays...thanks for all that ask for my address to write and keep in touch

Hotties Of Fubarim looking for pics to put i a folder of all the hottie women of fubar let me know if you want me to put a pic of ya i my folder

Maybe I Want One??I was just sitting here trying to not think about what is going on in my life at this moment.So this is what I come up with.
So many have ask for salutes from me to them or just another salute and for the most part I have done it,so lets turn the tables.How many can send one to me.Who can do the wittiest or the sexiest or the funniest to make me laugh kind of salute.
I have never ask for anything on here so indulge me.
Lets see what you can come up with.

Update Time!!!!!!!Life is changing so much and I am honestly loving it! Back in July/ August things went south with me and Jeremy and we just weren't able to get it back so after ten long years of marriage we are calling it quits.....don't get me wrong in some way shape or form I will always love and care for him we shared three lost angels and a lot of time we are just no longer in love with each other and are moving on to better things, I do wish him all the happiness in the world and would hope he would do the same for me but who knows! I have been spending a lot of time with new people and loving every minute of it. Crissy is teaching me to for lack of better words to grow a set and be aggressive! Matt provides comedy and kind words when needed. But the person I owe the most to lately has been Larry, he hasn't run away screaming yet....and always makes me smile and feel safe! I can be myself and let loose and not be afraid to say something wrong or do something wrong! My old friends are still here f

SouthernbitchThis will be fun. Think of a movie title and replace one word with "pussy" and see what we all can come up with! This is going to be HILARIOUS.

Women Over 40THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE BODY
My mother used to ask me what is the most important part of the body.
Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought was the correct answer.
When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us as humans, so I said,
"My ears, Mommy."
She said, "No. Many people are deaf. But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon."
Several years passed before she asked me again. Since making my first attempt,
I had contemplated the correct answer. So this time I told her, "Mommy, sight is
very important to everybody, so it must be our eyes."
She looked at me and told me, "You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct
because there are many people who are blind."
Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge and over the years, Mother asked
me a couple more times and always her answer was, "No. But you are getting smarter
every year, my child."
Then one year, my grandfather died. Every

Best FriendsIf you care about me you will read the whole thing.....what would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So I just wanted to say even if I never talk to you again in my life your special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you and truly cherish you.
Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them and tell new ones you never will...... remember everyone needs a friend.

Guardian AngelThis morning when god opened a window to heaven, he saw me, and he asked, "My child what is your greatest wish for today"? I responded, "please take care of the person reading this message and their family". Guardian Angels exist but sometimes since they dont have wings, we call them True Friends!

Guardian Angel 2People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provideou with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are there for the reason you need them to be
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn..
They bring you an experie

The Battle Of Verdun - The Greatest Battle EverPhase 1 - The preparations before the Battle
The Great War in 1914 and 1915
The Great War, or as we now call it - the First World War, began on 4 August 1914. By the end of that year all movement of the armies had ceased and the war had become an immobile trench war. In 1915 several attempts were made to forcibly achieve a decisive breakthrough. However, these attempts all failed and only lead to terrible losses. Both parties were convinced that 1916 would be the year of their crucial victory. Germany expected to have this at Verdun. The allies tried to realise their victory through a joint operation at the river Somme.
Click here to see the map of the Battle of Verdun 1916
The German plan of attack
The German commander-in-chief General Erich von Falkenhayn considered England to be Germanys most important enemy. He believed England would collapse as soon as France, their most important ally, would be defeated. That is why a target had to be found that would be so impor

The Reason I Was Away....(First off I don't want your sympathy.. or anything just expressing myself) Rated if you want comment if you care to.. doesn't bother me.
There are a lot of people out there that have the opinion that if you really want to kill yourself you will. I will have to say that you are right, but then you know there are some that have the luck that someone or something intervenes in time to save them. I happen to be one of those people. Yeah me, for those of you that think you know everything about everyone and about everything step back look around because you really don't know shit.
First of all again I would like to Thank all the people that has stood beside me in my time of need and during my darkest hours. The support of my family and friends is what has brought me through this nothing more. If it wasn't for this I would have given up and would not had the strength to continue. "THANK YOU each and everyone! Especially my loving wife with out you I am no

My Immortal~ EvanescenceI'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

J JThis best explains how I feel right now its from slipknots new album.
Snuff lyrics
Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence
And leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage
For what resembles rage again
So if you love me let me go
And run away before I know
My heart is just too dark to care
I cant destroy what isn't there
Deliver me into my fate
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you
My smile was taken long ago
If I can change I hope I never know
I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light
But all of that was ripped apart...
When you refused to fight
So save your breath I will not hear
I think I made it very clear
You couldn't hate enough to love
Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a Saint
My

Govt New Or Like Last 3 Demowell if history shows us anything when we have a democratci pres and a democratic controlled congress the country goes into the shitter!! FDR.....CARTER....AND WILD BILL CLINTON..ALL HAD CONGRESS CONTOLLED BY THE DEMOCRATICS ....ALL 3 HURT SOCIAL SECURITY.. FDR STARTED SSN AS A VOULNITARY OPTION AND WONT BE TAXED...WELL 85% IS TAXED....CARTER MADE IT EASIER FOR IMMIGRANTS TO COME IIN THE US AND ALLOWED THEM TO COLLECT SSN WITHOUT EVER PAYING IN....AND WILD BILL....ONE OF THE FEW TIME CONGRESS WAS TIED ON A VOTE SO THE VP...GORE SITS AT THE HEAD AND HAS THE TIE BRECKER VOTE...WERE THE ONES THAT PUT THE TAXING ON OUR ANNUITIES .....I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT LBJ HE ALSO HAD A DEMO CONTROL AND THEY PASSED WHERE SSN WENT FROM THE independent 'Trust Fund' and put it into the General Fund so that Congress could spend it? SO WHAT WILL HAPPEN NOW WITH OBAMA AND THIS DEMO CONGRESS....THEY ECOMONY WAS COMING BACK UP AFTER 9-11 THEN THEY DEMOCRATICS TOOK CONTROL IN 2006 AND WE STARTED TO GO BACK INT

Imaginary ~ EvanescenceSwallow it up for the sound of my screaming
cannot cease for the fear of silent night
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
the goddess of imaginary light
In my field of paper flowers
and candied clouds of multiply
I lye inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me
I linger in the doorway
our alarm clock screaming monsters calling widening
let me stay
where the wind will whisper to me
where the raindrops as there falling
tell there story
If you need to leave the world you live in
lay your head down and stay awake
though you may not remember dreaming
something waits for you to breath again
In my field of paper flowers
and candied clouds of multiply
I lye inside myself for hours
and watch my purple sky fly over me

At The End Of The Day...It doesn't matter what your friends or family think about you or tell you, or what they want. It doesn't matter what your brain knows or tells you. It matters what your heart wants. And who you think about first thing in the morning and right before you fall asleep at night. Who you dream about, and who you long to be with during the day.
If your soul truly longs to be with that person and that's what makes you happy, you will do anything to be with that person. You will risk losing all your friends and family and tell them to fuck off if they say anything bad about that person, even if you are fighting with them. You will miss the little things that you did with them. Everything will remind you of them. You will miss just sleeping next to them and cuddling on the couch with them, and you would do anything to get them back. If you really felt that way about somebody.
If not, I guess you would stay away from them, ignore them, and not care if they're mad at you and how you hurt

DeployedFirst off I won't tell you the places this happened at or the names of other people who were involved. If you don't know what VBIED is it stands for Vehicle Born Improvised Explosive Device or a car bomb. I'm posting these incidents because it helps to get things off my chest so don't ask me where when or who were involved because i won't tell you. If you have any other questions feel free to ask.
It's a cloudy day Cars all over the place My team a three vehicle motorcade is rushing through the streets trying to get to our next location. I'm in the passenger seat because I'm the one calling out the treats. my driver is reacting to everything i say coming up to block the vehicles from getting to our motorcade. The roads are packed with cars, trucks, crazy people on bikes it's insane. I'm calling my Threats out. Vehicle left... Car staged right... Vehicle oncoming left side...intersection coming up. I saw the Vehicle it turned quickly through the break in the median. Vehicle oncoming

This & ThatVICKS VAPOR RUB
During a lecture on Essential Oils, they told us how the foot soles can absorb oils. Their example: Put garlic on your feet and within 20 minutes you can 'taste' it.
Some of us have used Vicks Vapo rub for years for everything from chapped lips to sore toes and many body parts in between. But I've never heard of this. And don't laugh, it works 100% of the time, although the scientists who discovered it aren't sure why. To stop night time coughing in a child (or adult as we found out personally), put Vicks Vapo rub generously on the bottom of the feet at bedtime, then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about 5 minutes and stay stopped for many, many hours of relief. Works 100% of the time and is more effective in children than even very strong prescription cough medicines. In addition it is extremely soothing and comforting and they will sleep soundly.
Just happened to tune in A.M. Radio and picked up this guy talking abou

Songs To Send A MessageA blonde walks into the hairdresser with headphones on. She asks the woman working there for a haircut. The blonde sits
down in the chair. The woman takes the blonde's headphones off and cuts her hair. At the end, the woman asks how she
likes her hair but, to her surprise the blonde is dead! The woman picks up the
headphones and listens. She hears: Breathe in...breathe out...breathe in...breathe out." We've been together for so very long
But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong?
Seems you don't want me around
The passion is gone and the flames died down
I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem
That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice
Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist
Oh, why did you disconnect the brakes on my car?
That kind of thing is hard to ignore
Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore
I knew that we were having problems when
You put those piranhas in my bathtub again
You'

Lyrics That Mean SomethingSee the animal in his cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And it's all
Right where it belongs
What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks?
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afraid to see?
What if all the world's inside of your head
Just creations of your own?
Your devils and your gods
All the living and the dead
And you're really all alone?
You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the woods
While you're hiding in the trees
What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the w

Just Chattin Lolsups everyone just tryin to get the hang of this site so it may take a sec to figure stuff out so yea lol cya!!

Application1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Whats your sign?
5.Phone Number:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:
HERE COMES THE FUN ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16. Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18. Would you dance with me?
19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
What Do You Think Of My...?
1.Personality:
2.Eyes:
3.Face:
4.Hair:
W0ULD Y0U...
give me your number?_______________
kis

I Will Be....(dedicated To My True Fufriends--u Know Who U Are*hugs)I will be the rock on the shore
when you are drifting away
I will be the gentle breeze
when you need to cool off
I will be the bandage when
your hurt and bleeding
I will be your sanity
when your world goes crazy
I will be the hand out stretched
when you are sinking
I will be your sunshine
when you only see the rain
I will be your ears when you can not hear
I will be your eyes when you can not see
I will be your voice when you can not speak
I will be your shoulder when you
need someone to lean on
I will carry you when you no longer can walk
I will help you up when you fall and dust you off
I will be your clarity in a world that's unclear
I will be there with a needle and thread
when your heart needs mending
I will be there standing in silence to
hold your hand when you want to be quiet but
need a friend
I will be there with open arms
when everyone seems to turn you away
I will be there with a smile when all you
have is a frow

My HappeningsWell now I am living on the street with no place to go and now I am sitting in the state library of Victoria and listening to some of my favourite music. Not much happening today just sitting here trying to chat to people on the internet.

FunnyIf they ever come up with a swashbuckling School, I think one of the courses should be Laughing, Then Jumping Off Something.
When you're riding in a time machine way far into the future, don't stick your elbow out the window, or it'll turn into a fossil.
It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man.
At first I thought, if I were Superman, a perfect secret identity would be "Clark Kent, Dentist," because you could save money on tooth X-rays. But then I thought, if a patient said, "How's my back tooth?" and you just looked at it with your X-ray vision and said, "Oh it's okay," then the patient would probably say, "Aren't you going to take an X-ray, stupid?" and you'd say, "Aw fuck you, get outta here," and then he probably wouldn't even pay his bill.
One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance, I was going to take my little nephew to Disneyland, but instead I drove him to an old burned-out warehouse. "Oh, no," I said. "Disneyland burned down.

Why Does This So MuchWell here it is on September 15 I was sent Arizona to help raise my other daughter and maybe restart a relationship back with her mother and go on with life.
What I left In Oklahoma was a wife of 25 years and a 18 year old my wife said it was time to raise my other kiddo We divorced on great terms she is and always will be my best friend so i flew to Arizona and started a new life and in November of 07 Terrie was diagnosed with stage four breast cancer and then and on December 3rd they took her left breast and 21 lipnoids and 14 were infected with cancer and then we started chemo and it was under control in June it was under 6 for the cancer count in great shape and then in September she had a problem with her Gaul balder and found it was not working and they said that if it wasn't working it might be the cancer in her liver and it could be flaring back up. Which we knew this would happen and then she went into severe pain so i put her back in the hospital and then the next day the do

Soul SearchingShe sits alone and in her thoughts
Where has being a sex symbol gotten her
She still carries a heavy heart and has no one but herself to blame
When will she not determine her self worth by the sexual vibe she has always given off
Why does she feel she has to be sexy for people she has never met
How did he see through all that, how did he see the real her
She is confused and unsure how to be
For so long she has been able to hide behind a facade of flattering words and meaningless fun
It was second nature for her to turn heads and then to keep them turned
She has always been told that she was pretty but never believed it herself
Why does she not trust
She turns her face towards the light and lets the peace of knowledge rush over her
No longer will she be someone she is not
She will stand firm in this new change that comes from her
No more will she objectify herself to being a play toy, an outlet for ones sexual desire
She walks through the door and closes it behind her
T

DrowningSo dark is this soul in me
Searching to find the light
I am clawing my way back to the surface from this pool of sorrow I drown in
I see the air bubbles slowly escaping me
I sink deeper within the darkness
Until I watch the last reminisce of air float to the top...

Dark AngelHis words touch my soul and give me what I have been missing
The sound of his voice makes my spirit soar
He sees through my barriers and brings down my walls
I know deep within myself that he is good for me
He is the one that can help me discover myself
I embrace my true form with him
I leave my body and my mind when we talk
I close my eyes and can feel his touch upon my skin Can feel his kiss upon my lips
I am complete

Another PoemWill I ever find the person I am meant to be
Will this pain inside ever subside
I lay in a pool of sorrow drowning on air day in and day out.
No one can see me slowly dying, confused and hurt, will there ever be someone that truly understands this sorrow
Will there ever be a happy ending for me
Whether with someone or by myself, I need to find myself.
I need that understanding from myself to be at complete peace.
Will I always feel as if I need someone to complete me
Or will I find the missing pieces of my soul within
I yearn for complete freedom from this confusing world I live in.
I envy those that are at peace
Is it not for me
Will that day ever come,or is that only in my dreams
When I can determine the outcome

Reenlistmentwell everybody i just reenlisted for 6 more years. i got $9,500 and i'm reclassing to 15W(Unmanned Aerial Vehicle Operator. school starts Sept 11 2009 @ Fort Huachuca, Arizona.

To Obama SupportersI wish Obama the best of luck. I hope he is a good President. But I won't hold my breath. Thanks to all that voted for him. Now we will have 4 more years of crap.

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What I'm About!!!Hi my name is Holly, I'm about to be 25 on the 17th. I have a son who happens to be my pride and joy. I would do anything in the world for him. I also have a significant other named Mike, which I have been with for 3 years now. I'm new to Fubar and would like help to leatn the site so I can understand it better. So anyways if you would like to know more about me hit me up

Meidk how to start this but to jus say whats on my mind...
I thought that I had met the woman of my "dreams" (dare i say). I met this person here on fubar abt 10 months ago. we hit it off really well and it continued to go well over the span of time....until recently that is.
well she lives in LA, thats Louisiana (not to get confused with cali) and I am here in Missouri. She told me that she would come and see me for thanksgiving wk since she had that wk off from work.
Originally she was to come up and see me for a couple days and then I go back to Louisiana with her until I was suppose to be back in Missouri.
Well needless to say those plans didnt really work out like I wanted em to. She never showed up like she said and thus ruined my plans.
Heres the twist...prior to all this I have told her that I have a really big issue with ppl tellin me that they are gonna do something and then never do it.
And here is where I'm cought up on...I love this person, more than I ha

Let Me UnderstandI need you to let me understand the pain you are in. Help me see through your eyes what you feel. Show me what I can do to help you heal. I just dont understand the pain. I know you want to push me away because you are scared. I know that you dont want to hurt me. Please let me in and let me help. You dont need to do this alone. I am here for you. When you cant go through the pain let me help take it away. I am strong and I will hold on.

Flee This PainI wish I could flee this pain. With my eyes all I see is a world of pain and sorrow. How can people laugh and smile when there is sorrow around them. My heart breaks everyday to see such pain going on around me. How can one hurt someone in ways that you can not heal. The worst thing to see is someones soul broken. The pain of that I wish not for anyone to bare

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Why Always Me?!?!?!So... there's this guy... there's always a guy right... but anyway we started dating and then he tells me that he enlisted in the army... he's been gone for months now and every once in awhile i'd get a phonecall from him just to tell me that he's alright... i don't have the net at home so it's a bit difficult for me to get online... i get online today and check out his fubar page and there's new pics up and there's another girl... i feel cheated and betrayed... i really thought he was the one for me... you know who you are if you take the time to read this... i just want to know why... just why... what did i ever do to deserve this kind of treatment from you... i'm not doing it anymore... i've given too much of my time to be waiting... on nothing that's gonna happen... i truly do/did love you... but now i've seen otherwise... just tell me why

Steven's Love Is So AmazingMy Profile Comments
~ nov.s...
I can't wait to be hugging
& kissing my fu-bride!
Always, Steven
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~ nov.s...
Sweet FEVER,
Will you take me as your fu-husband?
I love you, your Steven
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~ nov.s...
9 days to paradise
and counting down!
and how long weve traveled
this cyber highway --
replete with its virtual pot-holes,
crashes, rubber-neckers, traffic-jams,
dazzling billboards and sparkling mirages --
and all the tolls we did pay,
and all the fuel burned away --
and all the speed-traps we luckily sped passed,
and all the drunken-drivers we safely swerved around --
and all the breakdowns we needed repair,
and all security measures gnawing at our freedom and wallets --
and all the storms we endured,
and all the faulty maps handed us to follow --
all only to find
this miracle of love
that weve finally found
a

Suggadaddy's Sweet SensationsAs you can see on my page there is a Folder called Suggadaddy's Sweet Sensation...anyone interested in being one of daddy's girl simply link me your photo u wish displayed and a tag will be made for u...just simply allow my tagmaker a day or so to get the tags made....all pics must be sfw...thank you and lets have fun with this

Hiring ,bully7th Circle of Hell
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And you want a Drama free Zone...
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My Feelings For You..I never really knew you
You were just a screen name, another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to find a way,
to give love another try,
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You! That is my feelings for you...

Have I Ever Told YouHave I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent,
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
in time with mine?
Have I ever told you
that when I watch you speak to me
through lines and cords,
and bytes and ram,
I imagine
your voice,
whispering into my ear?
Have I ever told you
that I wait out each day
in anticipation,
wanting
only an hour or two,
just a second in space and time,
to feel close to you?
Have I ever told you
that there has been times,
when I ached for you,
ached for you so badly,
that the emotions overwhelmed me..
Have I ever told you
that sometimes,
I will reach out,
touching your name
on this cold screen before me,
wishing
I could reach in
and pull you to me?
Have I ever told you
that after the first time I heard
the sound of your voice,
thousands of miles away,
I sat up all night,
turning the conversation over and over
in my mind,
examining it,
like some newly discovered species of flower?
Have

Ratingnot everyone likes everyone nor is everyone everyones type so if someone rates you dont get huffy and puffy just because things dont go your way. and dont leave rude shouts to me it makes you look like a crying didnt get my way child so sorry to those of you i dont rate high mainly i just didnt like that certain photo show me some more and i may like them who kows nothing personal

Until We MeetUntil we meet,
My nights will be a little colder
My days a little shorter
My heart will beat a little less rapid
Until we meet
I know that my arms will be empty
My mind hurting from the constant thought of you
Minutes will seem to be hours
Hours will seem to be months
While months will seem like eternity
Until we meet
The stars in the sky will not affect me
with its gleaming sparkles of life
Until I am gazing at them in your arms
And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing
Until it is you that I share the my food with
And Until we meet
I will not feel whole
My world will seem incomplete
Until that wonderful day
When our eyes make first contact
And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind
The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song
"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you

It's Like Tryin' To Hide A Fire In The DarkFrom the thoughts that I've been thinkin'
I should think of an alibi
Thought I'm innocent, I've still got a guilty mind
There's no place that I can turn to
When she turns out the lights
To keep her from seein' you
burnin' in my eyes
Carrin' around this torch in my heart
I cannot conceal it I cannot put it out
It's like tryin' to hide a fire in the dark
Tryin' to fight a flame I never meant to start
It's out of control and nothin' can help me now
At first it was no problem
Flickering thoughts of you now and then
Nothin' intimate that she could call a sin
Then you sparked my imagination
Temptation bout to drive me wild
These flares of desire you can see for miles
It's like tryin' to hide a fire in the dark
Carrin' around this torch in my heart
I cannot conceal it I cannot put it out
It's like tryin' to hide a fire in the dark
Tryin' to fight a flame I never meant to start
It's out of control and nothin' can help me now.

E.e. Cummings - I Carry Your Heart With Mei carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and its you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder thats keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

When Promises Made . . . Were BrokenYesterday's goals, dim memories.
Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears.
Painful scars borne; Love's history.
Futures crumble when doubt appears.
No brightly lit hope envisioned,
When following after harsh words.
Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned.
Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured.
Apologies made, never bought.
Price paid turned out far too costly.
Though never known what would be wrought -
Must walk into the night softly.
One wish, only to be released.
Granted - now receive this token.
Words written in rhyme, love's deceased.
When promises made . . . were broken

I Am Lost And BrokenI am lost and broken
The nights are wearing me down
And it`s hard getting through the day
`Cos I need you right now
And right now you`re so faraway
I guess I should have known
That I`d end up this way
But I swear I`ll come home
And then nothing will drag me away,
Now that some much time has passed
I know that this love of ours will last forever
Cos we feel it, tast it, hold it and believe it
You need me like I need you
I know you do, I'm sure you do
And I`m all alone feeling the tears
Falling down from my eyes
I was forcing myself just walk through the day
When all I really wanted to do was curl up in a corner and cry
Nothing had any meaning
And I just thought let's give it another day and see if anything happens
Then you came along like my own ray of sunshine
Made me feel warm, safe and alive again,
Don`t you ever leave me baby
I am lost and broken

Not A Day Goes By.Not A day Goes By.
All I have are pictures,
just visions on a screen,
I have no way to hold you,
no way to show you,
just how much you mean,
but in my heart and soul,
you are forever apart of me,
you ask me if I think of you,
if my love is real,
you have only to open your heart,
and inside you will feel,
with my every heartbeat,
every breath and every thought,
I think of you always,
love you more then words can say,
when don't you cross my mind,
a million times a day?
Not A day Goes By...

Lonely Road Of FaithLonely Road Of Faith
So many dreams have falling,
somewhere along the way,
so many broken promises,
so many wasted days,
if only I could turn back the clock,
relive this life once more,
would things really be better?
or would it just hurt so much more?
could I find a better way?
or is this all life holds for me,
being lost & empty,
would I find the path,
the way life should be,
would you travel with me?
or would I still journey alone,
trying to find my way,
through this world to you,
would we be together,
would we meet along the way,
somewhere on this,
Lonely Road Of Faith

18th Floor Balcony18th Floor Balcony
i close my eyes and i smile
knowing that everything is alright
to the core so close that door
is this happening?
my breathe is on your hair... im unaware
that you opened the blinds and let the city in
god, you held my hand
while we stand... just taking in everything
i knew it from the start
so my arms are open wide
your head is on my stomach
and we're trying so hard not to fall asleep
so here we are
on this 18th floor balcony we're both flying away
we talked about moms and dads
our family pasts
just getting to know where we came from
our hearts were on display for all to see
i can't believe this is happening to me
i raise my hand as if to show you that i was yours
that i was so yours for the taking
im so yours for the taking
and thats when i felt the wind pick up
i grabbed the rail while choking up these wo
rds to say
and then you kissed me
i knew it from the start
so my arms are open wide
your head is on my stomach
and we

Just Wait For MeJust wait for me
We said wed walk together, my darling come what may
If we couldnt see the path at mid-nigh,
or if ever wed loose the way
If the winds were blowing fiercely and our hands slipped free
Ill wait for you, and if I fall behind
Youll wait for me
We swore wed travel, sweet darling always side by side
Wed be there to help each other make it, stride by stride.
And even though our stories have unfolded so very differently
Id always wait for you, and when I fell behind
Youd wait for me
Just wait for me
Whats on the road were travelling darling who can say?
Weve known both tears and laughter on our journey
night and day
Weve been stopped by swollen waters,
weve been slowed by fallen trees
But I would always wait for you, and when Id fall behind,
Youd wait for me
Now we closer to that raging river that blocks our way
Theres a time well have to cross it, precious darling,
come what may
But when we face that sorrow, and the pain of b

Alicia's What Not'sthat I understood. it sucks trying to read a mind or heart. I dont mind reaching out or being unreasonably patient even but shoot this is silly. Whats a woman to do when everythings not layed and spelled completely out for her. Just walk away, give up. Sounds easy enough. then wny cant I. Im to aggressive and in being so I come off as well, I suppose interested in only one thing? I am a very sexual woman, but Im not easy. Just because I like my mouth doesnt mean Im going to fuck you and if I let you touch it, your not one of dozens whom have been there. Point is I want a boyfriend, I want one man. I dont want meaningless random sex with several people who are nothing to me. Even if I apparently come off that way. I thought I was out of high school. That when two adults do what adults do, it might possibly just mean. I AM INTO YOU. not Im a whore. Dont throw your hands. You should never have to try so hard. Your not alone. When your on your own in this life, someone will find y

Put Your Lovin' On Me"Put Your Lovin' On Me"
There's nothing here to catch me now
I'm gonna fall anyway
It's just that kinda day
You might not know me good but you know me good enough
To make me okay, okay
Just close your eyes and put your lovin' on me
Put your lovin' on me
Take this weight off me
There's a chance that you might see something rolling off my cheek
But don't stop it's not you
Make me forget, be my drug get me high on your touch
For the night alright
Take this weight off me
And put your lovin' on me

You Give A Me ReasonYou give me reason,
to face the cold dark days,
You are the person,
that showed me a better way,
so many miles lay between us,
but you are with me always,
when I am alone and empty,
I always think of you,
and how much I love and need you,
You are the one I live for,
someday we'll find a way,
to change this life and be as one.
You will no longer be to far away..

Dust In The Windwhat will you leave behind?
who's heart have you touched?
how many children did you feed?
how many hurts have you healed?
do the ones you love know that you do?
time passes, things change,
if you care show it now,
tomorrow may never come,
we are all just here for a season,
in the end we are each just,
Dust In The Wind

Lostlost
Is it obvious to you
When you walk into a room
Your face is all I see
And my heart races so fast
I never knew a rush to feel like that
Every time you're touching me
I never did believe in anything
I couldn't hold between my fingers
But the way you make me feel
It's just so real the way it lingers
I get lost inside your stare
Lost when you're not there
When everything I have doesn't mean a thing
If it's without you
If it's a dream, don't wake me up
I'll scream if this isn't love
If bein' lost means never knowin'
How it feels without you
I wanna stay lost (forever)
(I wanna stay lost forever with you)
No, this feeling doesn't end
It's with me everywhere I am
Hope it never goes away
It's like defying gravity
Losin' all control and bein' free
And I always wanna stay
I never thought that I'd let go
Long enough to fall for someone deeply
Who had the power to erase my fears
And find me so completely
I get lost inside your stare
Lost when you're n

Have I Ever Told YouHave I ever told you how much you mean to me?
And how it feels like heaven whenever you're with me.
I just love the way you hold me in your warm embrace.
And when I'm down, how you gently wipe the tears from my face.
The way you kiss, how your lips softly and sweetly meet mine.
The way you innocently look into my eyes, with love and passion
and never cold like ice.
So, you're asking, "How much do I mean to you?"
Words can't explain how I feel, , I love you

Lost In YouLookin deep inside of this world we have created together holdin nothing back when it comes to you Im letting everything out
I want to show you all the feelings I have inside for you all thatz locked away that you have opend up in me..
your something good something different in my life and Ill do whatever it takes to keep you by my side I dont want this feeling to ever leave me..
I smile every time I think about you.. I go to bed thinking about you and when I wake your the first thing on my mind..
Im lost in this book we have opend up I want to write nothing but happiness in the blank pages that follow as we begin this journey together..
I see so much in u that gets my attention and wont let go of it I want to explore everything I see if given the chance and make it something more..
All the hurt and pain drifts away every time I think of you I smile from ear to ear people think i'm crazy Im crazy for you in so many ways..
Im fallin for you I dont understand it but why q

Unconditional LoveDon't explain
Just lay back and watch the rain
Cause darling I'm right here
And nothing's changed
Don't you know by now
I would not even know how
To keep myself from falling for you
I'll be around
Unconditional love
I'll be there when you fall
The one condition of love
Is there are none at all
Why would I
Be a fool and break these ties
When all the dreams that I believe
Are in your eyes
Don't you see at last
You don't even have to ask
I'll give you so much more
Than just a second chance
Hey, my precious one

ShadowsShadows
Shadows
Won't you reach out love and touch me,
let me hold you for awhile?
I been all around the world,
oh how I long to see you smile.
There's a shadow on the moon
and the waters here below
do not shine the way they should,
and I love you just in case you didn't know.
Let it happen like it happened once before.
It's a wicked wind and it chills me to the bone,
and if you do not believe me
come and gaze upon the shadow at your door.
Won't you lie down by me baby,
run your fingers through my hands?
I been all around the town
and still I do not understand.
Is it me or is it you?
Or the shadown of a dream?
Is it wrong to be in love?
Could it be the finest love I've ever seen?
Set it free.
Please kiss me gently darlin'
where that river runs away
from the mountains in the springtime
on a blue and windy day.
Where there's beauty all around
as the shades of night grow deep.
When the morning stars grow dim
they will find us in the shadows fast asleep.

Dream Of DragonsSleep the sleep of a child,
And dream of dragons soaring wild;
Bright of eye and wise of thought --
The Ancients and their magicks wrought.
Lay within a warm cocoon
And dream of dragons as they commune;
Graceful neck bowed as tales are told
Of dragons borne in a time of olde.
Dance within the dream's embrace,
And dream of dragons -- this star born race.
Wise and mighty with immortal soul;
Their greatest treasure -- the hearts they stole.
Smile sweetly; the heart beats deep,
and dream of dragons till dawn does creep.
Our souls they soar on wings above,
As the dragons vow to forever love.

DragonsWhere did they come from?
Where did they go?
Questions to which answers,
No one seems to know.
Beautiful and gentle,
As much as a flower.
They soon disappeared,
Due to man's lust for power.
Only those now
As rare as sages.
Can truely find a dragon
In these modern ages.
Once these creatures
Where the protectors of us all.
Sheltering great civilizations
Until they disappeared, leaving them to fall.
Everyone I know
Is a dragon you see.
I look out for you,
You look out for me.
Dragons will be with us
Through the reaches of time.
In fact there's one sitting here,
Teaching me this rhyme.

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Dragons LiveDragons.
Some say they never were,
And were birthed from imagination.
The same say that fantasy
Is the realm of children and the insane.
To believe in the magical,
the mythical,
And the fantastic
Is to be as a child or a madman.
I am neither and I believe in dragons.
The majestic Lords of skie
Born of fire.
In an averie of flames
The eggs lie
Warmed by mothers breath.
Emerging weak and hungry,
Parchment wings
Unfurl for the first time.
Infant sings
For mothers attention.
Noble, proud and powerful
Lords of the skie
Reach the very stars with
A thermal sigh
And one thunderous wingbeat.
Upon the winds they soar
Swooping, diving
Breaking free from earths hold.
Striving
Higher, faster, beyond the limits.
All nations praise them
Emblems adorned
And they do not exist?
Scorned!
Fools, they are about you!
Dragon, Wyvern, firedrake
Black, white, blue, red
The old bronze
The nobel silver
The regal gold
The death dragon
The luck dragon
Drago

A Love Story**One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You

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I Am A Witch I Am A Witch.(Author Unknown) I am a witch I Am a Witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world, and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats. And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a friend f

PoemsI know an angel with only one wing,
with a song in her heart she has yet to sing.
She wanders without aim between earth and sky,
searching for her soulmate to help her fly.
She asked the Lord one lonely night,
with only one wing, Lord,
will I ever take flight?
The Lord then answered in his mysterious way,
the wing you are missing will find you one day.
I created my angels with only one wing,
each one a queen in search of her king.
When you see him, then you'll know why,
he too is without aim between earth and sky.
Until that time, angel, don't lose sight.
Your missing wing is searching tonight.
And when he finds you, then you'll see,
that your wings joined together will set you free.

My StuffHere are two Auctions that I am currently in! If you can't afford me in the one auction, try the other one!!! :D
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The Brady BunchYou know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone...send a message to me (luBell240) to be added to the list (if you do not message me, I do not know you have completed the list).
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Jacques' Blog!Well ladies and gents! as i said on my pro. i am on an LOA from a certain big-box retailer that starts with a "W". yep thats Wal*Mart.
well the reason why is that due to some disabilities i was not able to handle the position for which i was originally hired. and they had no open positions which i could handle. so i am technically on LOA.
I then applied at the bank inside Wal Mart. they didnt want me because they could not accomodate. How can a bank NOT accomodate? i was even willing to pay for my own chair that would reach the exact height of their counter!
so...This morning I applied for Clerical Team Member at the local Target...if your religious pray for me. Will definitely be appreciated!
Anyway...i'll keep yall updated! So...is the next great hope Seasonal Work during the tax season at the tax places? we'll see...
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Obama In His Own Words... This election had many firsts and many stories that will be told for generations. But one that's on my mind tonight is about a woman who cast her ballot in Atlanta. She's a lot like the millions of others who stood in line to make their voice heard in this election except for one thing - Ann Nixon Cooper is 106 years old.
She was born just a generation past slavery; a time when there were no cars on the road or planes in the sky; when someone like her couldn't vote for two reasons - because she was a woman and because of the color of her skin.
And tonight, I think about all that she's seen throughout her century in America - the heartache and the hope; the struggle and the progress; the times we were told that we can't, and the people who pressed on with that American creed: Yes we can.
At a time when women's voices were silenced and their hopes dismissed, she lived to see them stand up and speak out and reach for the ballot. Yes we can.
When there was despai

StruggleIve listen to every reason why I cant be
Too big
Too black
Too much uppity in me
Too curvy
Wide ass
Hey gal feed my baby
Too strongand
Spiritual
Ill hang your ass from a tree
I said:
All your talk dont mean nothing to me
Ill prove you wrong, one day, wait and see
Ill no longer be feeding your precious baby
My Big
Black
Uppity
Curvy
Ass
Spirit
Will set me free
I will no longer live under your tyranny
Accept me as I am so I can be who I be!

Compman67'sNikola Tesla: Free power and death rays. HAARP is evil.A monument to Tesla was established at Niagara Falls, New York, USA. This monument is a copy of a monument standing in front of the Belgrade University Faculty of Electrical Engineering. Another monument to Tesla, featuring him standing on a portion of an alternator, was established at Queen Victoria Park in Niagara Falls, Ontario, Canada.[106] The monument was officially unveiled on Sunday, 9 July 2006 on the 150th anniversary of Tesla's birth. The monument was sponsored by St. George Serbian Church, Niagara Falls, and designed by Les Drysdale of Hamilton, Ontario. Mr. Drysdale's design was the winning design from an international competition. Tesla's most famous statue is the one erected on 23 May 1879 at Sycamore Peak showing him and Dr. Brian S. Whitecross. Belgrade International Airport is called "Belgrade Nikola Tesla Airport"Nikola Tesla: The Missing Secrets ( part 1 of 4 )
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Holding All The CardsMen want to be the master of their own destiny. They like to take control. They think they can do this with women. They like to play games. In reality they dont know what they are doing. I like to say that you may hold the cards but I know how to play them. Women when are better at playing games. Men are stupid when it comes to thinking with the wrong head. Their brains turn to mush and this is where women has the advantage.

Back On FubarAs you can see I am back on Fubar since my back surgery. But I am not fully up to par...my back can only handle so much sitting right now. So while I like to return all the rates everyone gives me. I will sure try to return them back and as soon as I can. Just please bear with me for a little while please. Thank You!!
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PoemsWhen two hearts meet
When two hearts meet,
Walls of concrete come tumbling down,
Masses of iceberg disintegrate,
slowly melting into streams of hope,
meeting in fusion a ray of glow.
When two hearts meet,
All inhibitions are stripped away,
Stark naked in human form,we stand and look,
eyes lingering at the point of no return,
where my world is built on clay and stones.
When two hearts meet,
Love finds a new meaning in my life,
Joy and happiness fill my days and nights,
peace seeps into the flow of the tide,
heaven and earth meet in the glow of light.
When two hearts meet...
One heart,one beat,one life oh so sweet. Where does the true beauty lie?
Within the heart, not the eye
The eye deceives and the eye is blind
It is the soul where answers you will find
Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace
The beauty within, not upon a face
But what is beauty? It is falsly termed
Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned
Carry the true beauty within your heart
Never

Give N Receivethe secret of receiving,lies frist in giving. the only things we keep are those we frist give away. when we act,the universe reacts. this is the law of causation or karma. what comes to you is the result of w you have given. either through serviceor perhaps as an actual gift, that which enters your experiences is directly equated to the causes you set in motion by the action of head,heart, and hand. as a result,the more you give of that which is benefiecial and helpful, the more you receive....

My WorldAre you...
1.
A bitch?
try not to be. sometimes i have to be cruel when i dont wanna be at all.
2.
A daydreamer?
not quite as much as i used to be when i was younger, but i still find myself lost in world that is not my reality LOL
3.
Shy?
only around new people
4.
Talkative?
i come from a long line of talkers in my family LOL i could talk for hours as long as its an interesting subject and i am enjoying the person i am talking to.
5.
Energic?
dont i wish
6.
Happy?
gettin there
7.
Depressed?
sometimes, even when im not sure why.
8.
Funny?
i can be very animated at times lol, especially when i drink
9.
Slutty?
there is a little "slut" in all of us ;-) LOL
10.
Boring?
nah.... i try to keep it interesting.
11.
Mean?
unintentionally
12.
Nice?
i would say so
13.
Caring?
VERY! sometimes just a little to caring, and those that know i love them should know that.
14.
Trustworthy?
very much so
15.
Confident

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The Chin And Quinn To Win!!Attention Cleveland Browns' fans!! This is a petition to sign to get a new head coach in place. I doubt the organization will take this seriously, but what's the worst that can happen...another season like this year?
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Foot Fetishesim not sure how this works but here it goes anyways LOL why dont like foot fetish guys like mee im funny not bad lookin i work and i have fun all the time but as soon as a girl knows im into feet shes GONE well i hope someone gets back to me on this subject lol

This And That~sweetkittenlove~....76 Nighthawks Leveler@ fubar
Just wanted to update everyone on SweetKitten. Yesterday her youngest had to have an emergency appendectomy. She is back home and doing ok. Having some pain and soreness but kids are resiliant.
Also her grandmother died this afternoon. Needless to say she has had a really bad weekend and needs lots of prayers. Leave her some love too!
We got the news today that my aunt is brain ded. They are waiting for some other family to come in and see her than they will take her off life support on friday. Thanks for the prayers.
You often see someone with a status message about helping them out to the next level. I see it daily. When going to their page, I can understand why they are having a tough time getting that last "only need 5k to level". They have about 10 or maybe 20 pics and stash (if they have any stash at all).
This posting and section is meant to help that. I want to start at the beginning basics and work from there. One

A Quote From One Of My Favorite WritersHatred is a bitter, damaging emotion. It winds itself through the blood, infecting its host and driving it forward without any reason. Its view is jaundiced and it skews even the clearest eyesights.
Sacrifice is noble and tender. It's action of a host who values others above himself. Sacrifice is bought through love and decency. It is truly heroic.
Vengeance is an act of violence. It allows those who have been wronged to take back some of what was lost to them. Unlike sacrifice, it gives back to the one who practices it.
Love is deceitful and sublime. In its truest form,it brings out the best in all beings. At its worst, it's a tool used to manipulate and ruin anyone who is stupid enough to hold it.
Don't be stupid.
Sacrifice is for the weak. Hatred corrupts. Love destroys. Vengeance is the gift of the strong.
Move forward, not with hatred, not with love.
Move forward with purpose.
Take back what was stolen. Make those who laughed at your

LifeIs life a contest that everyone is involved in? If so...why is the outcome the same for us all? Does it make a difference who's at the top or the bottom of a status quote, or is life just one big enevitable story that we play roles in? Whats your thoughts?

About Chaotic And ~bratt~OK ALL, WE ARE BACK AND BOMBING AGAIN, SO ALL BETTER BE IN THERE BOMBING, I WANT THESE DONE, WE NEED A BREAK!! WE ARE HALF WAY THERE WITH 2 THEN THERE WILL BE JUST ONE TO DO. I HAVE MY EYE ON A FEW PEOPLE AND I MIGHT BE LETTING GO OF ANOTHER PERSON THIS WEEKEND. WE ARE ALSO LOOKING AT A FEW PEOPLE THAT WANT TO JOIN SO THE NEXT FEW WEEKS ARE CRUCIAL.
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and only.......................................
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More Pic Ideasok ladies here is your chance to have me put up anykind of pic you request. pretty much if you request it i will do what i can to put it up. but i still have the decision to whether i put it up or not. so all you gotta do is email me a pic idea

Fubar Anonomous MeetingsWhat is up with this place. I sit for hours, fanning, rating and adding people just to reach the next level.
I wonder what happens when I reach my goal. Godfather. Will that be enough or will I have to f/r/c for more?
I'm thinking we need Fubar anonomous meetings!

My Turn To Rant...lolI'm auctioning off Fu Daddy's shirt to the highest bidder. The auction will be held from Sat March7th from 5pm Fu time till Sat March 14th 5pm Fu time. To place your bid, leave a comment but please feel free to rate the pic as well.
I'm not too big on rules so I only have 2:
1. Absolutely NO drama!!!!!!
I get enough of it in my real life so don't need it on here too, if you break this rule you will be block!!!!!!!!
2. No dirty or nasty comments!!!!!
Again if this rule is broken, you will be blocked!!!!!!!!
Note: Fu Daddy will mail the shirt to the winner, Info will be discussed between the winner and Fu Daddy.
We're all here for fun so lets keep this fun.
Link will be posted when auction begins
Have a great day ok guys and gals, u know how shout boxes work, start from the bottom then read up and let me know what u think!!
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->Jimmy B: i am not jealous of no one o

Dumb Peopleseriously?
i once saw a chick asking for money to pay her phone bill....can anyone spot me a $5 i'm almost outa tampons
p.s.
eat my ass · bigfootberry rated you a '2'!
· bigfootberry just checked you out!
he wants my hawt body.
And who wants to go with me to see Michael Jackson's last concerts? I'll bring the jesus juice!!!!
g'morning ya fookers
i even got rated a 2!!!!
i told her to make sure she eats corn before she can shit in my mouth

Have You Ever Been So Lonely,Have you ever been so lonely,
No one there to hold?
Pull me in or disown me,
And then climb inside.
My arms are open wide.
Have a look inside.
It is not that I am scared to learn,
Why I'm empty inside.
hold my hand or show some concern,
If I live or die.
My eyes are open wide.
Help me look inside.
I hear the water drip from the faucet.
It's sweetly falling in tune.
I'm gently closing the closet.
I fall to the floor,
and crawl to my room.
The thought of ending it soon...
Just let me sleep in my room.
Hear me cry! cry! cry!
I hear a knock at the front door.
Don't come in!
I try to look at you
But I can't stop shaking.
Leave me alone. Just go away.
Mother I'm so scared.
Empty bed and all of the sheets are gone,
They're wrapped around me and you.
All is quiet but the drop of a gun.
I want to belong...to someone...
But maybe life's not for everyone

Anything For YouAnything For You
I'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew
If you want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Nothing left to make me feel anymore
There's only you and everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you say just tell me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Anything for you
I'll become your earth and sky
Forever never die
I'll be everything you need
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you

My ImmortalMy Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When You're GoneWhen You're Gone
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you he

How To ApplyHello Sex Symbols Prospects... In order for you to apply to The Southern Sex Symbol Group... You have to go through an application process... Its kinda like applying for a job in a way... We need to know a little about you and why you think you have what it takes to be a Southern Sex Symbol... So send a private message to the group and tell us about you...
Now we know there are Redneck in all 50 states, so if you are New York but you are a cowboy/cowgirl... or just a plain redneck... Still try to apply... Everyone knows that it the person inside that determined a true Southerner...
Oh you must have a regular FUBAR approved salute already in your in order to even apply... So if you dont have a salute... don't apply...
After you apply... The founders will review your apllication and determine if you are can join... If you are accepted you will be sorted out into a team and add to the group...
Now once you are added to the group you will have to follow the rules of the group.

In To The MonsoonMonsoon
I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold
It's making me insane
I've been waiting here so long
But now the moment seems to've come,
I see the dark clouds coming up again.
Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world,
To the end of time,
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm,
Into the blue,
And when I loose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you
A half moon's fading from my sight
I see a vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name, I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?
Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
To the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I loose myself I think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Hey! Hey!
I'm

Recruiting LinksAs the title suggests, these are my Recruiting links
Fallen Sword:
A FREE, browser based, RPG game i have become addicted to.
LINK
... Come check out a simple game i play drunk sometimes called:
SigmaStorm II

Wryns ...this Pasage Has A Lot Of MeaningWyrns are not avaricious we do not desire much,
Pretty, only what we believe is rightfully ours.
We are each part of a shield that protects the
enirety of the world, and yet we do not wish to
own everything in that world. That which is part
of our hoard, our treasure, is not our prisoner;
we guard it jealously, but only because we love
it with everything that is in us. What humans
see as possessiveness, dragons believe to be the
purest form of love. This is true whether the
treasure is a single coin, a living being, or a
whole nation of people

Strippers?"How about here?"
Simon Laws looked at the building his friend, Stephen Clark, was pointing at. Lurid red and blue neon tubes ran along the fascia of an otherwise innocuous old warehouse building. The same tubes twisted into the shape of a heavy breasted girl twirling around a pole. The name, "SATAN'S HOLE", was emblazoned above a narrow doorway.
Subtle, it wasn't.
"Looks a bit tacky," Laws said. The vodka buzz was fading a little and he wouldn't have objected to heading back to the hotel if the truth be told.
"Let's check it out," Clark said. "We can always fuck off if the girls are minging."
After paying out a small fortune just to get through the door, Laws thought to himself.
It was no use. The conference was over and it was their last night in Moscow. Clark had set his vodka-blurred mind on finding some lithe piece of Russian totty to squirm in his lap and wouldn't go home until mission accomplished.
"Can't be worse than the last place," Stephen Morris said.

FunnyOkay, this should be a blast! Let's see how many people we can get to play. The name of the game is, "Penis" and that says it all. All you have to do is leave a comment. Take the name of a movie and replace one of the words with the word PENIS. Don't forget to put your name on it - then we can all see how perverted our friends are.
NO REPEATS!!!
I'll start...
Kim- The Truth About Cats and Penis (Dogs)

Bully For Tha 7thCome and get hot in Hell
Also Hiring staff apply
within
Click to Enter

Need Helpim asking anyone if you can help me get him a vip i will pay fu- bucks yes he is my son and im trying to help him you cam private message me if interested thanks so much
CHEVYDJ82☠ OWNER OF REDNECKS 4 LIFE@ fubar

Can You Imagion...A working class woman likely only had two or three everyday dresses, one Sunday best outfit, and maybe the newest everyday dress reserved for going to town or visiting people.
**can you imagion ladies dressing like this NOW?
Layers of Womens Clothing
Here's a list of the Civil War womens clothing that they wore starting next to the skin and working out in layers:
Layer 1
* Drawers (underpants) made of cotton or linen and trimmed with lace
* Chemise (long undershirt) usually made of linen
* Stockings held up with garters
Layer 2
* Corset or stays stiffened with whale bone
* Crinoline, hoop skirt, or 1 or 2 petticoats (dark color if traveling due to mud and dirt)
Layer 3
* Petticoat bodice, corset cover, or camisole
Layer 4
* Bodice
* Skirt, often held up with "braces" (suspenders)
* Belt
* Slippers made of satin, velvet, done in knit, or crochet
Layer 5 (outerwear for leaving the house)
* Shawl, jacket, or mantle
* Gloves or mitts
* Button up boots

Mindless Ramblingi've always wondered what it was like to go to a foreign country and spend some time there, well, now i know. it isn't all it's cracked up to be. but, i'm getting some realy good life experiences here, and i'm learning a lot of things that i never would have learned had i not come here. also, i've learned some things i never wanted to, and i wish i could forget, but it's all good, because what one person goes through in their earlier years of life is the mold that shapes and forms what they become later on. i am truly grateful for everything i have been able to do for the past year, and i hope there are many more experiences to come, good and bad, because i don't believe my horizens have broadened enough to say okay, i know enough to start teaching, because you never stop learning, thats what life is, one lesson after another. and so far, my lessons have led me to a place i can easily cope with on a daily basis. i can look in a mirror and say to myself, i am a good person, i have enoug

A Forced Rant...For all those 12 year olds out there, get a F*$&% life. If you don't like something don't post your thoughts and an image you stole off of someone telling me off THEN place me on Block so I cant reply. Grow the F$&% up or at least take it like a real man/Woman and allow a reply.
To place a comment/threat then Block someone is so childish. If you whine because someone didn't automatically rate you a TEN without ever talking to you then you run off to their profile to leave a cr"py comment then block them shows only ONE THING, I was right to rate you that way.
There is a very good reason there are numbers in between ONE and TEN, it's a 'rating system' if you can't figure that out, ask someone to explain it to you.
A sigh that shows YOUR immature:
"ERROR: this user's permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list..."
Man, I tell you, there is nothing on the internet that belittles people more than a rating system.
Learn it, an

Obama/gay Menif we can accept obama as president how come two gay man can't dance together? My 19 year old brother is gay and him and his male friend and a bunch of chicks (including me) went out to uncle bob's in elkton to do some karaoke...during a slow song me and the girls danced together and he and his male friend danced together....after the song some very drunk and outspoken men started yelling fucking faggets and other derogatory words at them...so i ask you this...if the whole united states can accept a black man to run our country how come to men can't simply share a dance together? so....gay men on fubar....i ask you this...if you live in the area and you wanna do something about this...join me this upcoming weekend at uncle bob's in elkton to put an end to this bullshit. be there at 9:30pm..5 dollar cover charge. Thank you for reading.
Jessica

Remembrance SundayMy grandfather was sitting in his dining room when an unexploded incendiary bomb ripped through the ceiling, ricocheted on to the fruit bowl and landed on the dining table. He picked it up, put it outside and waited for the bomb squad to arrive. That was during World War II when bombs were dropping all over Europe but there cant have been that many that landed on dining room tables without actually exploding. At the time he was doing secret war work for the government but some 20 years earlier hed been a young soldier in the Great War. He died when I was little although I have a vague recollection of him but Id have liked to have asked him about his experiences in those trenches and the awful conditions hed have to have endured and the contrast between the two wars.
On Christmas Day, the two opposing sides, Germany and Britain, emerged from their respective trenches put down their weapons and called a day of truce so they could play football against each other. I didnt thin

Fire SaleOk not really but I do have exclusive pics for sale. I also have panties and I custom make videos for reasonable requests. My rates are fair and negotiable, All requests can be sent by private message. Payments are handled through pay pal.
*hugs and kisses*
cherrymoon aka zombiegirl

You Know The Big Brother Thing Right?Let me start this off by saying I am not as ignorant as this blog may seem.
I can show degrees that I have from college and that I am cool about,but when it comes to my daughter I am clueless and learning every day.Always something new.I know that is suppose to be normal but not when you didn't raise her and your parents did for reasons I will not go into.
So here it is.I think for the most part we have all heard of Big Brother.My way of thinking is not the reality show,but in the form that someone shows a child or is around a child a lot and does things with them as a big brother does,doesn't matter if it is female or male RIGHT?
I put in a lot of hours doing what I do and my baby for the most I feel is neglected,she says she isn't but my heart tells me different.She has only felt really close to one person but to ask him would be wrong and forget about the father he isn't in the picture for a reason.
She needs someone that will laugh with her,take her places,help her with thi

Musing By MonicaIf I were financially able, I would cover all of my friend's pages with flashy treasure chests and shiny fu-jewels and give those that have my heart (=
if I have told you I love you, I have meant it) an extravagant Fu-Pony. I =
have purchased and given bling in the past for several reasons, to brighten=
someone's day, to give them enough points to level, as a thank you for rat=
ing or creating pictures, or to give myself points (I am happy to readily admit to my point whoring ways).
Recently I have experienced the toxic effects that bling can have on relationships, and how disrespectful I have been when I blinged someone's significant other when they could not, and I have shame for those actions. I can not take them back and I have come to the conclusion that bling can have the negative side effect of jealousy, sadness, and eventual destruction of love.
It has also been toxic to my own psyche as I want it returned when I give it, and this causes me much shame. I do not think

Private MessageSend me a private message telling answering all the questions below. It doesn't matter if you're not single. Don't be afraid, because the person you send it to is as dirty minded as you. ;) lol
1.Your Name:
2.Age:
3.Favorite position:
4. Do you think I'm cute?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. Lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8.Would you take a shower with me?
9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10.Would you leave after or stay the night?
11.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
14.Condom or skin?
15.Have sex on the first date?
16.Would you kiss me during sex?
17.Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Would you use me as a booty call?
19.Can I use you as a booty call?
20.Can we take pictures of the act?
21.How long would we have sex?
22.Would you tell your friends about me?
23.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

NumbHave you ever heard a story, one of a love so beautiful and so real, that you cannot live without that love? Here is a story of that kind of love, the kind that cant even be expressed in words, the kind that if you lose that love, your heart is so broken, that you cannot go on.
If you are not a pet lover, you may not relate to this story. If you have ever loved an animal, then you know that losing your pet, is losing a member of your family.
Heres my story
Amanda Aaliyah was my mothers day present in 2000. I remember responding to the ad in the paper and going to see the litter of mini schnauzer puppies. When I saw the pups, they were all just balls of cute furriness so tiny; they could fit in the palm of your hand. The pups were feisty and giving their mom a hard time, all except one. There was one pup all by herself in a corner; she was the runt of the litter. When I saw her I slowly approached her, she smelled my hand and crawled toward me with apprehension. At

Help 38ddtates Outplease people help out my friend 39ddtates out she needs to win a bet the bet is to see how much bling she and other person can get and she only has 19 to his 35

Contest..pls BombHi all..Im in an auto 11 contest. Pls bomb my pic.
Just an update on the contest...im currently 10,000 points behind. Contest ends November 18th at 11pm eastern time.Thanks to all of the great Zodiac bombers and all the other bombing families who are helping me get this far and of course the individuals who have also helped..We can do this..we can still beat the Fu-Bombers...Bomb! Bomb! Bomb!
Check out my last blog for the my link to the contest.

Here Is A Pome Called DadI LOVE DJCHEVYMAN69 AKA BRIAN GIDCUMB I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH HE IS ALL I WANT AND HE IS THEE MAN I LOVE HE LOVES ME VERY MUCH BRIAN IS A GREAT MAN HE HAS A GOOD HEART AND SOUL. One day A year
Is not enough
To tell my dad
That he's loved much
I watched you work
From day to day
To see us fed and clothed each day
Still this day
Anyone can see
Your still workin hard
For the family
I see my frieds whose dads are gone
They've eighter died or said so long i'm the lucky one
To buy a card
And sign my name
To someone's words
Is not my thing
And so i write
My words and say
I love you more
Day after day!

TestYou came into my fu-life unexpectedly,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Without even knowing it,
you were slowly making a place
for yourself in my heart.
Your warm eyes, your laugh,
the sincere way you speak,
and the kindness you showed me,
all became a part of my life...
I know now that I had never known
what it meant to be loved
until I was loved by you.

New SingerRecently the lead singer for my Nephews band (Lost Endd) went to another local band. He didn't like playing in the nightclubs, bars, etc....
They are a great band, you can go to www.myspace.com/lostendd to hear thier music.
He is not the only singer, my nephew and one of the other guys do also. It would just be nice if we could get some new recruits.
These boys have opened for Night Ranger, 38 Special and Lucero.
Anyone interested or knows of anyone interested please leave me an e-mail and a way of contacting you.
Thanks, Have a great day

The Bear!!Bear Bryant 'simply the best there ever was'
By Mike Puma
Special to ESPN.com
"His nickname was Bear. Now imagine a guy that can carry the nickname Bear," says Joe Namath on ESPN Classic's SportsCentury series.
Bear Bryant
Bryant's first, and only, priority was winning.
After breaking the record for career victories by a college football head coach, Paul (Bear) Bryant called himself a tired old man who never got tired of football. When Bryant finally retired, he didn't receive an opportunity to enjoy life away from the game, if that were possible for him. He died 28 days after coaching his last game.
While Bryant's 323 major-college victories have been eclipsed by Penn State's Joe Paterno and Florida State's Bobby Bowden, Bryant left a legacy that encompassed more than 37 winning seasons overall and five Associated Press national championships at Alabama. No college coach in the second half of the 20th century commanded a bigger presence. Bryant became an icon, a symbol

New Edition To PoemsMusic turned down low
sitting in a chair at the lake
gazing into your eyes
not knowing if its a dream or i am awake
I turn to look at your hand touching mine
knowing now its not a dream
feeling my heart fluttering
nope, it is as real as it may seem
gently i kiss your lips
with a soft touch to your face
never in a life time
will these thoughts ever be erased.
Longing to touch you now
knowing your miles away
knowing that you are in my heart
there, forever to stay
I close my eyes with the visions i have
a soft breeze, a lake with and island and trees all around
i can't believe that i can't feel
my feet touching the ground.
my love for you
in my heart to stay
touching my soul
every single day..
you know who you are.. Love to you.

Graham's Fubar BlogFor those that happen to read this, I am going to explain what is going on and would like for you to give me your honest opion as to what you think I should do.
I have known a special women for the past 16 years which we have been very close. Through out these past 16 years, we have had times of no communication because of each other's life where she has had various boyfriends and for some reason during this time when she has hit rock bottom, we would cross paths, and we would start to talk like we have never lost communication. I have loved this women for all of these years and until recently since she has been single, finely told her how I have felt for her. In her mind, she did not believe me and has not believed any of her guy friend for these past years when they told her that they seen that I was in love with her. Her comment to them is he does not and that is just the way he is. This women is a single parent with a 15 year old daughter. Since I found out 1 year ago that she w

Helping A FriendThis was inspired by a sweet friend of mine (love you, girl) and also by the fact I've been told I need to have more of a blog presence (f-u, hun)
The Name Game.
The rules are simple, we start with a name of a celebrity. The next name in the list has either the same first or last name (phonetic similarities and spelling differences are accepted "Jorge = George" or "Joe = Joel" etc) just keep it in the ballpark..lol.
The next name follows from the one preceding and so forth.
The original name that started this was:
Seth Rogen
So we go from there.
Hey everybody.
This is my first blog, so if it gets a little messed up, well, it's a new thing for me.
A great friend of mine, 38ddtatas (Tonia to her friends) is in a pickle. She made a bet with a guy about collecting bling. You can read her blog here:
http://www.fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=258109&pid=914386
So here is what I am asking...
Anyone who helps her out with bling (cheap bling, she gets cre

Roll Tide!!!Coach Bryant was born Paul William Bryant in Kingsland, Arkansas. He earned the nickname "Bear" by wrestling a bear in a theater. Bear was an all-state high school football player in high school and later played college football for the University of Alabama. His first coaching job was as an assistant coach there after graduating in 1935. His first job as a head coach was at Maryland where he acquired a reputation as a demanding coach and strict disciplinarian. In 1946 at Kentucky, Bryant coached the team to four bowl games and won their only Southeastern Conference title. In 1956 at Texas A&M,, he won the Southwest Conference championship in 1956. When Coach Bryant returned to the University of Alabama in 1958, he revitalized the Crimson Tide football program into the nation's top-ranked college football team. His 1961, 1964, 1965, 1973, 1978, and 1979 teams all won National Championships. In 1981, he broke Amos Alonzo Stagg's record of 314 coaching victories and finished coaching wit

NsfwIn my "all me" album is a picture of me wearing a pair of Tweety pants and some crazy a$$hole marked it as a NSFW. Well I need your opinion is it really or is somebody just haten on me!

The Deepest Thing You Will Ever Read On Here...A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... When, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out enough!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...Or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither prince charming or cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...And in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. Just as you begin to fathom reality (FathomREALITY is my s/n for a reason) Yo

Nsfw Pics?Well, first of all, thought I am not really new to computers by any means, I have never done a blog before. I hope I can figure it out later. But I am still waiting to see what people think about some NSFW pictures of myself. i am not shy, so I have no problems taking them or posting them. However, I must warn you all, some of you may be scared, some may cry, some may die laughing, and yes even a few my sit and say, "it looks like a penis only smaller....a lot smaller." But truthfully, most of you will be extremely turned on. Ladies only I hope, I don't swing both ways. So anyways, I will leave this up for a few days till I am off again, which will be Thursday and see how many response I get. If I do it, I will update the Blog with them being posted, and then they will only be available for a couple days before being locked away forever. Let me know what you think.

BarbiIf you are looking for Barbi then you might as well just leave...she is not here...I am me and this is what you get. If you dont like it the oh well this is just tough....I welcome all whom want to be friends and once we are friends I can be one of the best you have...hurt me and you might as well just never come into my life again....:) I am easy going for the most part and open minded...other than all of the above well enjoy life it is trully to short.

No More Trains For Me!This is a slight carry on from yesterdays blog, just incase some didnt see it.
I have got a lot on my plate, I am lucky that Porl is here to share what is going on ... I feel so disappointed and let down by the schooling systems and authorities and if your a real friend you will know what is going on.
Whilst I enjoyed the trains I also noticed that for every train of say 100 members out of that I'd say I hear from 2-5 people and keep in contact, I also am strict with the no salute no add, due to issues which again real friends will know why I do this,this is why I am calling a holt to the trains, I still screen every person on the train lists to see if they have salutes, I have come across some in the past that dont have salutes so dont RAF and then get off them " you didnt RAF me" and when I explain why they harrass me, and with things how they are for me at the moment I havent got the time to screen everyone on a train.
So as from today I am hanging up my "train boots" lol .

Is Obama Really The First Black President? Not NecessarilyIt is all in the Library Of Congress. What you are about to read here will forever alter your views on history in our nation. The following information has been researched by David Coyle and many other people have reseached it but Dr Leroy Vaughn, MD, MBA has done the most extensive research. All of these men have black ancesters and Abe Lincoln was half black. There was a picture of the cartoon that Abe Lincolns oponent ran in newspapers. You can check it out at http://www.computerhealth.org/ebook/blackabe.htm
Calvin Coolidge was our 30th president, and he succeeded Warren Harding. He proudly admitted that his mother was dark because of mixed Indian ancestry. However, Dr. Bakhufu says that by 1800 the New England Indian was hardly any longer pure Indian, because they had mixed so often with Blacks. Calvin Coolidge's mother's maiden name was "Moor." In Europe the name "Moor" was given to all Black people just as the name Negro was used in America.
Abraham Lincoln was our 16

...friends?I am usually the one that sits back and hardly complains about anything but I just can't take it anymore. I have helped a lot of people, which I love but when do people step up for me? I was around fubar everyday, helping people level, helping in different contests... Yet, when I post a bully - no one looks. (unless it's a train) I see people offering 50k for something and they get it, for the same thing I have to offer Bling, Rates, and fubucks in order to get it. I'm starting to lose a lot of interest in fubar. Why should I continue to help people as I do when a lot of times I don't even get a thank you. That is all I ask for when I help you! Even my closest friends seem to have no interest in talking to me lately. I've been on here for hours trying to find ppl to talk to... I just get ignored. This breaks my heart... I don't feel like I have but maybe one or two people on here that REALLY want/enjoy to be my friend. When my VIP had runs out (Which I am EXTREAMLY grateful for) I'm th

Crazy NightOMG what a crazy night. Brought on by emoiton. Don't you just hate those :P. lol yeah i'd like to blame the booze, but that doesn't affect me as much as some. Anyways as soon as I logged off and went to bed I started feeling good in a way. Amazing how you tell yourself hey it's all good. Still in heartache, but I believe that practice makes perfect. And this is the third time I have gotten my heart broken so it's getting a little easier. I'm still not sure where I stand with someone, but if things don't turn out the way I want then I can still keep my head high. I don't want to walk away from anything and want to give my full heart to her. Anyways for my crazy night. First the heart ache, then the stomach ache that made me puke, then the booze. Then I tried to get some attention by pulling something out. The only thing the booze did is lower my intellect a little and not realize I would not get the reaction I wanted. But again i don't put the full blame on the booze, only very little,

More About Me....Well, some of you already know me, some of you don't. This is just a bit more then I put into my profile for those of you who may be interested........
My name is johnny! I was born in Illinois and have spent the majority of my life in both IL. and MI. When I was 6, I contracted bacterial spinal meningitis, which tore my immune system down and allowed the ear infections I got during the infection to progress to profound deafness. At the age of almost 8, I received a Cochlear Implant, and have used this technology to interact socially since then. I was among some of the first people to receive the implant, and although I have not exactly kept up with the current technology involved in it's evolution, I am still confident in my everyday activities as any normal person would be. But don't be fooled by what you see or hear......if anyone knows better, the key to observing life is to realize things are not always as out senses perceive them to be. I am far from normal, but I try not

Remembrance SundayA million blood red poppies fell slowly to the floor
And I heard a million voices that I had heard before
Calling from a foreign field, the earth, the sea, the sky
Telling all the story of why they had to die.
Liberty and freedom, motherland and home
These are words to cherish but the dead lie deathly prone.
Have we learned the lesson, all they gave was it in vain?
Is this a better world we live in built upon their pain?
A million blood red poppies, remember them and pray
They gave their tomorrow that we might have this day
We must strive to greater effort for peace and goodwill to reign
Never should one single poppy fall to the floor again.

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Coming Full Circle...he Who Awakend That Within Meyou know how u always have a special one in our lives who really awakens that of our deepest darkest desire, one which we dont even realize even exsists??? well tonight i stumbled across a few pages of an ex, who basicly put he is the one who awakened my sense and understanding of a tru VAMPYRE...and no i didnt misspell it, for those who understand u know what i speak of...
bobby and i oct 2001
aug. 2002
he touch my very soul with the way he plays and sings... he was the first man who lived to b unique and we had so much in common on so many levels... and yes he is the one who awakend me to the pleasure of blood letting and exchanging of this sacred bond...
funny how things come full circle though... back then when we broke up it was due to GOSSIP and peeps who were jelous and caused us to part ways... i never thought he and i would ever cross paths again... i know things happen for a reason... but why he has crossed my path after so may years i do not

MoviesGo rate this pic. If you can, drop a few comments on it also. He is a great guy.
Some of these can easily be placed into other genres. This is simply my all time 100 greatest horror movies. By no means are they in any particular order.
The Exorcist (1973)
Phantasm (1979)
Halloween (1978)
Night of the Living Dead (1968)
Psycho (1960)
The Shining (1980)
A Nightmare on Elm Street (1984)
Friday the Thirteenth (1980)
An American Werewolf in London (1981)
The Texas Chainsaw Massacre (1974)
The Howling (1981)
The Evil Dead (1981)
Zombie (1980 Directed by Lucio Fulci)
The Thing (1982)
Audition (1999)
Black Christmas (1974)
The Blair Witch Project (1999)
The Serpent and The Rainbow (1988)
Ginger Snaps (2000)
High Tension (2005)
Hell Raiser (1987)
Saw (2004)
The Omen (1976)
Amityville Horror (1979)
Re-Animator (1985)
Poltergeist (1982)
Prom Night (1980)
Salem's Lot (1979)
Don't Look Now (1973)
Se7ven (1995)
Pet Sematary (1989)
It (1990)
When a

Steve's Verbal VomitWhile in college, I had the luck to experience a true moment of ignorance....the blissful realization that there is a difference between a jock and a retard.....that difference being, a retard will always have a higher I.Q.
There was a small group of us, holding one of those hallway conferences....a late night brain-storming session over something. In the midst of it, some run-of-the-mill, grid-iron puke...
stepped thru the middle & decided to interject. With only the slightest possibility that he managed to catch more than a few words, he stood amongst us. Wearing an expression of absolute certainty and taking on a tone, that only an expert might, he said...."statistical stats will show...." etc.
"What the fuck did he just say??"...as he stepped off down the hall, with an air of someone that just solved all the world's problems, I don't think he ever realized that he'd still be the brunt of jokes, 20 some odd years later.....

Me And My Manyou all dont need to know much about me but iam engaged and lovin it if you know me then you should know about me iam not the one to fuck with when it comes to my people but i am a good person and can get along with any one

Lost My Best Friend : (WELL FU I AS OF LAST NIGHT LOST ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS IN LIFE....SHE WAS ONLY 8 BUT IN DOGGIE YEARS SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN WHAT 56...I DOESNT MATTER SHE WAS WAY TO YOUNG.....BUT THE REAL FUCKED UP THING IS SHE DIED IN MY SONS ARMS AND HE IS HEART BROKEN CAUSE JUST 2 WEEKS TO THE DAY WE LOST ARE PUPPY( FROM MANDY ARE NOW DEAD DOG)CAUSE MY SON LEFT THE GATE OPEN HE WAS SO UPSET OVER THAT AND NOW HE HELD ARE DOG WHEN SHE DIED....HOW DO I KEEP MY HEAD STRAIGHT AND BE STRONG FOR HIM.....HELL HE IS JUST A BOY AND HAS ALOT OF CRAP COME HIS WAY... BUT LAST NIGHT I WAS SO UPSET ABOUT LOSING MY DOG( YEAH I KNOW JUST AN ANIMAL BUT SHE WAS FAMILY)AND I THINK MY KIDS HAVE NEVER SEEN THERE TOUGH DAD CRY WELL GUESS WHAT IM A PUSSY WHEN IT COMES TO MY FAMILY..... AND IF THAT MAKES ME A PUNK OR A BITCH ASS MAN THEN I GUESS I AM.... BUT ANY WHO HOW DO I TELL THAT SWEET BABY BOY OF MINE AND HIS TWO SISTER'S IT WAS PART OF LIFE WITHOUT SOUNDING LIKE A NON CARING DICK???

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FunniesThis is a Seinfeld piece on trick or treating with a spin to it. It will bring a smile to your face, guaranteed. Especially for those Superman fans.
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1.Dont swim in the ocean.
Ninety-nine percent of all shark attacks take place in exceptionally large bodies of water also known as oceans. The way to determine if you are currently in an ocean is to taste the water, which should be salty.
2.Listen out for the music.
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3.Swim with fat people.
Try to surround yourself with more appetizing companions. If you know them well, you m

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Daddy's PoemHer hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mummy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls..
There were daddies along the back wall,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child

Poems By Jeff HardyDreamed you
Seen you
Met you
Knew you
Wanted you
Touched you
Done you
Loved you
Dreamed me
Seen me
Met me
Knew me
Wanted me
Touched me
Done me
Loved me
Dreamed us
Seen us
Met us
Knew us
Wanted us
Touched us
Done us
Loved us You comfort me better than any chair, bed, room, or house---
You amaze me more than any facts, stories, truths, or lies---
You enhance me more than any drug, drink, pill, or powder---
You predict me better than any parent, coach, counselor, or teacher---
You season me better than any salt, pepper, winter, or summer---
You entertain me more than any movie, show, song, or competition---
You control me better than any school, job, jail, or prison---
You love me more than any person, God, business, or existance---
In my existance..............Believe............I do
In our existance.............I live...........for you
What if you were that overweight person sitting in the corner, thinking everyone in the room has lo

NumberYou made me a number
A cold nothing
An object of amount
not worth
You made me a number
Lured into the mass you
have collected me
Now to forget who I am
So lost am I
Written By: Labyrinth aka Teresa 11/8/2008

My View Of The Electioni marking this nsfw because how i see things can be to radical for some. i sat up to watch the election like so many others around the country or the globe for that matter. even though the this country made history by electing Obama as president. i was also sadden to see how this country was divide. as the polls started to close and the 50 states turnt blue and red. if you have any sense of history you notice that every state under the mason dixon line with the execption of three states went red.sadden because the south is still the south. no matter how far this country has come it seems to be the same. since i live in the south i can talk about what i know.. i seen older white males go up to blacks and curse at them saying dont you vote for that nigger. is this really what the election was about. people made the election about race instead of who is the better politican for the job.McCain was a good choice and i kinda like the way he ran his party.He made a good strategic choice by ch

Rulespictures can be fun, but sometimes they are disturbing and misleading, the following 10 rules should be considered by all of us.
1) if it is private, don't ask to see it, respect the privates. don't beg that is not becoming of a real man.
2)there are a lot of different people out there, some are here for fun, but also there are some people that are predators so please don't post pictures of your children. i know you are proud but this is not your desk at work this is the internet.
3)it is very difficult to appear sexy with a dirty room or a stained mattress, so please tidy up.
4)this is not an anatomy class we do need to see all the way to your colon or your uterus.
5)if you do decide to break rule 4 please remember what decade we are in. so please tidy up.
6) please remember that there are weirdos and freaks out there and do not accidentally have your address or license plate or place or employment in your pictures.
7)most importantly, be real to yourself and

Daddy's PoemHer hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mummy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
a dad who never calls..
There were daddies along the back wall,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats
One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child tur

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Help Her OutHer screen name is 38ddtatas and she is a GREAT friend of mine!!! Anyway she kinda got suckered into a little bet with someone on here about getting points to level......Anyway RATE/FAN/ADD/AND BLING HER PLEASE!

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LifeYes another year is about to arrive & its gonna suck b/c I am alone. Well not really alone alone but without a guy & I can handle that for now as I think I found someone special but he is very far away & for now all we can do is talk on yahoo & thats fine.
There are several other guys out there that I have been talking to as well and I really hope I get to meet some of you b/c you seem kewl as hell & I am sure we could have some fun hanging out.
To those I have meet & you turned out to be disappointing WTF? But hey thats life you live & learn.
Yes I can be jealous & very needy but that goes with divorcing an asshole who never told me I was worth anything. I am learning to deal with it as best I can.
So if I piss you off or bother you too much just tell me don't just ignore me!
Thanks and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!
GO GATORS!
MY Gators are in the BCS Championship game after we KILLED BAMA!
I have been talking to some pretty kewl people on here. Have actually

Dinner For Nov 8, 2008These last few week have been difficult for me and had been affecting me. My family knew it and decided to cheer me up.
They made a wonderful meal for me.
First course was salad of baby field greens, apples, cranberries, walnuts with a raspberry pomegranate vinaigrette.
Second course was home made split pea soup.
Main course was grilled brined pork chops, grilled asparagus and cherry tomatoes and mashed butternut squash with marscapone cheese.
Dessert, what else.....so'mores over an open fire pit!
They table served me, pour wine for me and made it a very special evening.

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Home SickGIVEING OUT NSFW SALUTES TODAY WHAO WANTS ONE TODAY IS JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS . I MISS MY HOME IN LAWTON, OK REALLY BAD. I KNOW THAT LEAVING TO COME TO OREGAN TO BE CLOSE TO MY LITTLE GIRL WAS THE BEST THING FOR ME BUT I MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS. I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR LIKE 6 MONTHS AND HAVE MET LIKE TO PEOPLE WHO R REALLY COOL BUT AT HOME I HAD AT LEAST 50 CLOSE FRIENDS I GUESS I JUST GOT TO DEAL WITH IT

My Friend Needs More Friends!AYY YALL, MY BUD MATT JUST MADE A PAGE 4 HIMSELF ON HERE AND HE NEEDS UR HELP. I'M POSTING THIS BLOG 2 PUT HIS NAME OUT THERE AND GET HIM KNOW 2 EVERY1! PLZ HIT HIM UP AND SHOW HIM SOME LUV, AIGHT! PEACE OUT!

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Cleaning Is For Boring PeopleFor the longest time i couldn't figure out how the downstairs neighbor new in advance that i was having guests over. Until today when I was greeted at the door with her usual "I don't mean to scare you..." Shes always sneaking up an scaring the shit outta me! Anyway today my mystery was solved with the neighbors statement of, "I heard the vacuum going, you must have people coming over tonight" Hmmmm i think maybe i need to either clean more or have friends over more often with translates to the same thing lol, im a slob!

Oh Hell!!! Its Just My Thoughts!!!!!HAVING A BIG HEART AND NOT A BIG EGO..GOES A LONG WAY HEARTS CAN BE MENDED EGO'S STAY BROKEN FOREVER... DO NOT HESITATE TO TELL THE ONES YOU LOVE I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY LIFE IS SHORT AND IT FLYS BY WAYYYYYY TO QUICK...... BELIVING IN SOMETHING TO ME MEANS YOU MUST FIRST BELIVE IN YOUSELF SO START TRUSTING THOSE WHO BELIVE IN YOU YOURSELF..... WHEN YOUR SINGLE IT DOESNT MEAN YOUR ALONE IT JUST MEANS YOU HAVENT FOUND THE ONE WHO MAKES YOUR HEART SKIP A BEAT..... AND WHEN YOU DO TELL THAT PERSON EVERYDAY THAT THEY ARE YOURE WORLD AND HEART CAUSE WE ONLY GET ONE CHANCE AT THIS IN LIFE......... PEOPLE SAY BEING A HOPELESS ROMANTIC IS WELL JUST HOPELESS..(H

Ignorant Jacka*@esI have a problem that I just wanted to tell y'all...it didn't really bother me just because I am used to it but when it upsets one of my friend, it becomes a VERY BIG problem. A lil while ago in one of the lounges that I frequent and am staff in, a fubar newbie came in and asked where the "skinny" girls were. Like I said, me being plus size, I'm used to the ridicule and would have left it alone but one of my very good fu-friends was so upset by it. I don't think it's right that he said that and I pretty much read him the riot act via shout box. Women should not be judged by their size. I've gotten picked on since before I started high school, especially by my own brothers, but that is different than some complete stranger saying he dont want to talk to you because your not "skinny". All I'm asking is that everyone is considerate of other's feelings. My friend didn't deserve to be treated that way and nor does any other woman, or man for that matter. I'm not single out women, bec

I'm Out Of Ice & Cigs, Oh No!Well I'm not really into Blogging per say so I guess I'll start off with this:
I'm currently 42, living in Spain. I moved here from Texas less than three years ago and don't think I will ever go back except to visit. Not that I don't miss the USA but there is just nothing there with a strong enough pull to hold me there. Yes, I still keep in contact with all my friends and the women I have come to know over the years, I don't burn bridges. This little town I'm in now (Puerto de Santa Maria) reminds me of San Diego back when I lived there. I'm within walking distance from the Beach here and DAMN is it worth it!, LMAO
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Does The Nice Guy Get A Chance??/WELL LETS SEE IM THE NICE GUY..HENCHE THE BLOG..LOL.. WELL IT STARTED A LONG TIME AGO WHEN I HAD HEART TO GIVE A FUCK.. BUT LOST THAT WHEN I LOST MY HEART.... I'VE WATCHED THOSE CLOSE'EST TO ME LOSE OR GAIN IT DOESNT MATTER..THIS IS FOR ME NOT (MY FAMILY IN LIFE OR ON THIS SITE) FOR THEM I CARE WAY TO MUCH OF THOSE WHO USE ME AND SHIT ON ME(GRANTED IM DRUNK RIGHT KNOW)AND PROBALLY WILL TRY MY FATE AT TURNING IT AROUND NAH THE ONLY TIME OR ANYONE ELSE SPEAKS THE TRUTH IS WHEN DRINKING...HAHAHAHA... WELL WHEN I HAVE AN ISSUE I TRY AND TELL IT..BUT I CANT?? I GUESS THAT MEANS IM A (PUSSY)IN GUY WORLD.. WELL IF THAT IS THE CASE I DONT GIVE A FUCK..I DARE ANYONE TO STEP UP TO WHAT I'VE HAD TO DEAL WITH... AND I GUARANTEE ANY BODY WOULD BE RUNNING FOR THE HILLS... CAUSE IM FOR REAL NOT FAKE LIKE ON THIS SITE...JUST ASK ME OR SEE MY OTHER BLOGS.. I HAVE ALWAYS KICK'ED IT REAL.. NO BULLSHIT HERE.. NOT TO TOOT MY OWN HORN BUT IM THE MAN... NOBODY ON THIS SITE DEALS WITH THE AMOUNT OF SHIT KICKE

When Your Old . And Turning Grey . Think Of Me Every Day . Do Not Do Any Hard Work .. For When You Bend It May Hurthave you ever heard a love song .that you could not understand. then you never knew the love ..between a woman and a man . for love it keeps flowing ..like the blowing of the wind. you keep loving and loving as if there was no end
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true word may be a confort to some ..while to others telling the truth hurts so they like to get back at you.so they will stoop to any level to hurt you . but noone can hurt you unless you let them .just take a blind eye ..and follow on as you are ...the truth will set you free

Things You Shouldn't Say To Someone You've Never Talked Toa_hipps: partying tonight?
perfectly_inked: no
a_hipps: and why not young lady
perfectly_inked: gotta work tomorrow
a_hipps: me to
a_hipps: wheres your son?
perfectly_inked: here
a_hipps: oh so didnt send him to dad's today huh?
a_hipps: when you gonna get unscared and meet me
perfectly_inked: i'm not scared...i just haven't had the time
a_hipps: haha you got the time tonight lamo
perfectly_inked: no i don't. not with my kid here
a_hipps: hmm how can i convince you i am a sane person and not a crazy man
a_hipps: i can drive up in my work truck haha
a_hipps: its a huge ass box truck
a_hipps: with a big wrap of my company on it
a_hipps: haha
perfectly_inked: oh please. dennis rader killed women while on his lunch break from adt securty systems. so that wouldn't do it
a_hipps: im not dennis radar
a_hipps: haha
a_hipps: im adam hipps
a_hipps: and he drove around stalking his victims
a_hipps: i got better shit to do
perfectly_inked: i don't

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Over A Year Ago, But Always Hurt Like It Happened Todayso you have a new girlfriend....i don't even care about that because there is one guy i wouldn't mind spending every single day with...but i just want to know why you can't make enough time for me, to make me feel like i'm worth a damn to you! i know that you love me, and you always will. i just don't understand how you walk away one day, and take away everything that seemed so normal and so perfect to me! i don't understand how you just one day wake up and realize you're not in love anymore! i don't know how to make this seem okay when you can't even make lunch plans with me, if nothing else! i want you to come here one day, pick me up, and take me out to lunch..and maybe go shopping at home depot..and tell me what you plan on making next! that sounds so stupid, but i miss you! i can't even tell you what's been going on recently because you're not here anymore! so many things have changed along the way these last few months. i need your opinions on everything, your guidance! i need to

Bling Meok everyone im back havent been on for a while i moved from chesapeake va to winthrop harbor il so all il friends email me i need friends here i lonely lol anyways hope all yall r doin well crissie1981@hotmail.com i want bling on my page someone bling me please lol

Auto 11IT IS A PITY WHEN PEOPLE WANT RATINGS AND 11,S WHEN NON ARE RETURNED.

Auto 11sI am going to give people bling to rate ALL of my "profile comment" folders. Private message me when you have ALL folders rated and I will check to confirm you do. Dont forget to private message or you will not be blinged! Will go untill I run out of bling or my auto 11's run out...whatever happens first!

Life!!!WELL HERE GOES I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH ALOT OF SHIT IN THE LAST YEAR.. IV'E WATCHED MY GREATEST HERO IN LIFE(MY POPS) DEAL WITH CANCER TO ALMOST WATCHING MY BEST FRIEND IN LIFE... LOSE THERE BATTLE WITH THEM SELF.. AND KNOW IM LOSING EVERTHING ELSE.. I'VE BEEN ON TOP I'VE OWNED B.M.W'S IVE OWNED HOUSE'S...HELL I EVEN HAD A POOL(LOL).. BUT IN RECENT WEEKS I'VE WATCHED MY LIFE GO FROM BAD TO WORSE.. I DO EVERTHING UNDER THE SUN TO STAY AHEAD AND BE A GREAT DAD(BY THE WAY I HAVE THREE KIDS AND THE BABY AINT MINE ITS MINE FROM MY X-WIFES SECOND MARRIAGE..BUT IM RASING HER SO SHE IS MINE)I'VE LOST MY SELF IN TRYING TO BE EVERONE ELSE'S ROCK AND FORGOT ABOUT ME...WHAT EVER ANYONE DOES IN LIFE DONT EVER FORGET ABOUT YOU.... IF YOURE LIKE ME IT TAKES ALOT TO CARE FOR SOMEONE.. BUT ALWAYS FORGET ABOUT YOURSELF?? I HAVE AND IM SLOWLY TRYING TO FIND MYSELF SO IF YOU READ THIS DONT JUDGE ME UNTIL YOU WALK IN MY SHOES...JAY WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE OR SOMETHING DO SET THAT PERSON OR THING FREE?? YES Y

Friendsimikimi - Customize Your World
Hopefully I have included as many friends in this picture as I can - if not rest assured its only cos the pic wasnt big enough - but think about it - does it mean I like you any less cos you aint included in a picture - in my opinion, you have a special place in my heart and that is as good as being included in any pictures.
TO CUT A LONG STORY SHORT - A PICTURE MAY BE PRETTY TO LOOK AT BUT BEING IN MY HEART OS MORE VALUABLE LOVE AND KISSES AND HUGS TO YOU ALL COS YOUR (in the words of Dustin;s version of the FIELDS OF ATHENRY - your beautiful love you all) BECAUSE I FORGOT SOME OF YOU IN MY FIRST BLOG - A SPECIAL DEDICATION JUST FOR YOU
LUV YA ALL XXXXXX imikimi - Customize Your World

Me = Gay - So I Only Respond To MalesHi, I was invited to join this site by a friend. So here I am. I must state first however that I am gay so I will only respond to messages from male persons. If you are female, don't bother as I will only delete and block you. Also, I do not wish to be bombarded with messages for sex or anything pornagraphic. If you are male and desire to connect as friends on line that is fine by me. I will not partipate in stupid games so don't ask. I will however enjoy exchanging jokes and stories as well as chat about nearly anything. I must warn however that I am highly opinionated and do not care if you become insulted or offended by any remark I might make. I am entitled to my opinions and will not shirk from making myself clear when I so desire. One final note, in addition to being a Curmudgeon I am an Arctophile. Don't know the word? Not familiar with it? Go look it up!
Bear.. 32189

For MichelleOkay. I'm not totally sure where to start here. But I'm almost positive that your little status message is geared towards me.
"If you think he loves you...you're an idiot!!!!"
Well, let me break a few things down for you.
First of all, YOU are the only one making that assumption.
Secondly, He was fair game when YOU moved out of the apartment. And from what he says, your relationship wasn't so gravy even before that.
I don't assume that anyone loves me because I've been hurt way to much for that. I'm very cynical. I honestly have a hard time trusting guys. But with him it's different.He's honest about everything. No bullshit. And it's really no biggie if he messes around with other girls because, I don't own him.
And just for the record, you never owned him either. You can't own a human being.
so yeah. I was the girl at the apartment when you came barging in on your birthday. I was actually sleeping on the couch, and then had gotten up to make some lunch for my f

The PatsyPlease check out the patsy and have a listen to their music. Leave them a comment telling them what you thought of the music and tell them Joe sent you. It's the band myspace page of a classmate of mine from college. My favorite is "Rainbow Lips;" what's yours?

"deck Of Cards" By Tex RitterThis is one of my Favorite songs of all time:
Deck of Cards
By: Tex Ritter
During the North African Campaign, a bunch of soldier boys had been on a long hike.
They arrived in a little town called Casino.
The next morning being Sunday, several of the boys went to church.
A sergeant commanded the boys in church.
After the Chaplain read the prayer, the text was taken up next. Those of the boys that had a prayer book took them out.
One boy had only a deck of cards, and he spread them out. The sergeant saw the cards and said, "Soldier, put away those cards.
After the service was over, the soldier was taken prisoner and brought before the Provost Marshal.
The Marshal said, "Sergeant, why have you brought this man here?"
"For playing cards in church, Sir," was the response.
The Marshal asked the soldier, "And what have you to say for yourself, son?"
"Much, Sir," replied the soldier.
The Marshal stated, "I hope so, for if not I will punish you more than an

Newbiemost of my life has been lived at a pace beyond ubderstanding with a flair that few know ......i am going to do my best to write here every day and tell some of the stories a perrels that have become to be the memories that i live by .today it was sunny cool in the 70's here in sac .i am so tired i gave up my cushy desk job to be the line dawg that i am got lots of pics coming soon please rate i guess it takes time to get to know people but do you ever,,,,,,,,,,just when you think you have it friggin dicked there she blowssssssssssss

Pay It ForwardJust when I begin to think that life its self is beginning to suck, I had someone do something that made my day.
I had just got done grocery shopping and had my mom stop over at Dairy Queen so I could purchase an Artic Blast. I had just ordered it, was pulling out the $2.29 to pay for it, and this mentally challenged gentleman jumps up to the counter and said "Wait, I want to pay for it." I looked over in awe, and asked him if he was sure. He was like yes, and pulls out his debit card, and continued to pay for it. The gentleman must not have been any older then 25. I looked at him and said thank you so much as I was walking away. His reply to me was, "You're welcome, and God Bless."
Today I will forget about my problems and what has been weighing my mind down so hard.
Just remember one thing in life:
Pay it forward.
xoxox
Tawnya
Nothing Gold Can Stay
Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf

Emotional EscapeTonight, a restless night for me. Filled with unsureness, unawareness, and most of all, curiosity. My mind wanders away from me, where no laundry or movie watching can side track my mind. I have managed to clean my house, fold laundry, do my dishes, watch a movie 3 times now, and do/or gather all the trash in my home. It hasn't been this clean in forever! I still need to put laundry away, along with dishes, sweep and mop the floors, and scrub the microwave. But on the other hand, my mind still wanders. I'm not sure if this is normal or not being I am young, and a person who anyone could get along with~I wonder....I wonder what is would be like to travel the world, near and far, stay out all night and be entertained by the people of the city, laugh with delight and excitement, look into someone's eyes and just say Thank You for being you. I find pleasure out of watching people have fun, and enjoy life. I'm curious about what that life might be like? I wish to travel to Italy, Paris, Rom

Life Is What It Is ....there are so many questions left unanswered
time has finally caught up and
slowed me down, leaving me breathless
intent to teach me a thing or two;
disturbed thoughts push my dreams away,
waiting to be fulfilled,
my dreams linger around
weighing me down every day;
one by one, i lose sight of
those once around me and
trudge on on my own,
through rain and through sun;
as i pretend to live life,
darkness (silence) engulfs me
painting my heart black
while my eyes continue to
scan the road that seemingly
has no end;

Videos..Ever feel this way LOL
English translation
Each time
Each time that I see him go by
My heart goes crazy
And begins to pound and beat
And it becomes excited(it becomes excited)
It no longer reasons
I can't control it
And it becomes excited (it becomes excited)
It no longer reasons
and it begins to sing to me
It sings to me like this, like this
(Chorus)
Bidi Bidi Bom Bom(Bidi Bidi Bom Bom)
Bidi Bidi Bom Bom(Bidi Bidi Bom Bom)
Bidi Bidi Bidi Bidi Bidi Bom Bom
Bidi Bidi Bidi Bidi Bidi Bom Bom
Each time
Each time that I hear him speak
Even my legs tremble
And so does my heart(and my heart does the same)
And it becomes excited(it becomes excited)
It no longer reasons
I can't control it
And it becomes excited(it becomes excited)
It no longer reasons And it begins to sing to me
It sings to me like this, like this
(Chorus)
When I hear this song
My heart wants to sing like this
(Chorus)
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Way To Go America...you Screwed Up!!!!!...SO TRUE...HERES WHO YOU VOTED FOR......OBAMA
Way to go America, you voted a communist into office.
Are you proud of yourselves?
You voted in a rookie, a FIRST TERM senator with zero military experience, the experience that is needed to be able to truly lead this nation at such a critical time.
You voted in someone who wants to steal from the rich and give to the poor, someone who thinks small business owners should "Spread the wealth", thus putting an end to the American dream. No more "Mom 'n Pop" restaurants, they wont be able to afford to keep their doors open once Obama rapes their wallets.
You voted in someone who wants to disarm our nuclear defense system, a system that WORKS and can defend our country should the war make its way to our shores. Someone who wants to invade Iran, which is a fantastic idea after disarming America.
Leave us as sitting ducks, great!
You voted in someone who associates with KNOWN

In Memory Of....NICOLE JEAN HOARD..
"HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME?"
I ASK JESUS, AND JESUS SAID,"THIS MUCH..."
THEN HE STRETCHED OUT HIS ARMS AND DIED.
TAKE TIME TO THINK.....
IT IS THE SECRET OF PERPETUAL YOUTH
TAKE TIME TO READ....
IT IS THE FOUNTAIN OF WISDOM
TAKE TIME TO PRAY....
IT IS THE POWER ON EARTH
TAKE TIME TO LOVE& BE LOVED..
IT IS GOD GIVEN PRIVILEGE
TAKE TIME TO BE FRIENDLY...
IT IS THE RAOD TO HAPPINESS
TAKE TIME TO LAUGH....
IT IS THE MUSIC OF THE SOUL
TAKE TIME TO GIVE...
IT IS TOO SHORT A DAY TO BE SELFISH.
TAKE TIME TO WORK....
IT IS THE PRICE OF SUCCESS
TAKE TIME TO DO CHARITY...
IT IS THE KEY TO HEAVEN.
IN THE MEMORY OF..
NICOLE JEAN HOARD.
DATE OF BIRTH
AUG 9TH, 1990 IN SALINA KS.
DATE OF DEATH
AUG 07,CONCORDIA KS..
SHE HAD A SHORT LIFE.. BUT WE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US.. REST IN PEACE.. BABE GURL..

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My Crush On HereI have a lot to do today but I will be back on tonight to show love back to everyone who helped me with my auto 11's by rating my pictures. Please be patient with me. I thank you all so very very much.
I will be back on by 5:00 or 6:00 central time hopefully...Bradd

Charmeds FeelingsTHIS PERSON COULD HAVE SAVED OUR FRIEND AND BROTHER AND DIDNT. ALL THAT WAS NEEDED WOULD HAVE BEEN A CALL THAT OUR FRIEND WAS THINKING OF TAKEN HIS LIFE. BUT YOU MAKE THE DECISION WHEN YOU READ THIS MESSAGE...
lucky: we need to talk
dj city girl: What's up?
lucky: what in the hell did you do to jesse
dj city girl: Nothing........he attempted suicide and his brother told me over yim. The day he did that I told him until I got back from here which we are going back the 6th I wouldn't talk to him. He understood doing that is selfish and nothing I mean nothing should make you do that.....of course we've all thought about it no doubt and I understand that but NOTHING should make you do that. He understood we stayed as friends nothing more I heard until that............
dj city girl: Don't you dare be trying to blame this on me, because I did not do a damn thing. Suicide is a person's choice no one makes you do that shit. You choose to do it your damn self.
lucky: do you realize tha

Taken By Master.......once AgainShe was sitting on the bed taking slow deep breaths. They had met online and now it was time to rendezvous with her online lover. Actually they were much more than just online lovers. They were friends, writing partners, and in a dominate/submissive relationship. She had met him while she was out of school in the summer and had liked his charismatic personality, passion and creativity. His tender heart and wicked imagination sparked a desire within her that she had not expected, and since her last Master had broken her heart, she was not really looking for anything real to happen again; but this man sparked desire in her like no one else had. So now she was sitting more than a 1,000 miles away-- in a hotel. She was dressed in a simple black chemise, with thigh high stockings and 4" spike pumps on her dainty feet, with her hair pulled up into a French twist. Her eyes were drawn to the red number display on the alarm clock by the bed, reading nearly six, his time to arrive. Turning back

Angry At LifeI set at home alone crying, wondering when my life will get any eaiser. From the day I was born it has never been simple, always complicated. For as long as I can remember i'm the CAUSE of everything. I can't figure out why I have to be pulled out of a crawd and made sure that I'm tortured in some way. When it rains it pours on me. If anything bad is going to happen it will always happen to me. Will I ever get a break? Probably NOT!! Does my attitude suck? Yea it does. I guess since its been this way for so long I should get use to it, but when you are constantly looking for a break and it never comes getting use to it doesn't come easy. I might as well just say life goes on and get over it.

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