That's part of the reason Sapora posted a photo of herself on the beach, in a very sensual pose with a man, to Instagram. But she also posted the photo so that other women who look like her could possibly see it and recognize themselves.

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"It’s a given that this photo will turn into fat-shaming memes, misunderstood by those who see it without the perspective of my story," she wrote. "I don’t share pictures for them. I share them because somewhere there is a woman who needs to see a body that looks like hers. She needs to see a woman who is daring to EXIST in her imperfect, in progress-beauty. She needs to see a larger woman comfortable with a man holding her hips, her stomach. She needs to see cellulite and stretch mark and skin that is visible."

Sapora is very deliberate to use the word "sensuous" to talk about this photo, rather than the word "sexy."

There's certainly nothing wrong with feeling sexy, but for Sapora, "sexy" doesn't feel right. She shuns the idea of being "sexy" as it relates to how other people see her and her plus-size body.

"Sexy is something that's external," she tells Refinery29. "That's [someone else's] perception of how you relate to others. It's an easy and fast label, especially for plus size women who come with body curves that are treated in a certain way."

"I found that I wanted to uncover more. It wasn't making me feel my worth or empowered," Sapora says.

Sensuality, she says, is something that starts from the inside. It's all about how you feel and how you take control of your sexuality.

"This was about my sexuality and my strength," she says. "This is about standing in my sensuality."

As a larger plus size woman, Sapora says that she has often felt fetishized for certain body parts.

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"Having a large ass. Or larger chest. Or shapely thighs. These are the parts of plus size women that get talked about," Sapora wrote in a blog post about the photoshoot. "These are the 'acceptable' parts of our body. Except… I’m more then these parts. And I’m more than 'acceptable.'"

This photoshoot was all about taking her power back.

And while the image does involve a thin, conventionally attractive man (a model named Keith, and good friend of Sapora's), it isn't about him.

"Keith is auxiliary to me," Sapora says. "It was very important to me to show a woman who was not being sexualized by the men, but woman who was in control of her sexuality."