My Curls Don’t Determine My Psychological Problems

There was that day I wanted to cheat, that day I wanted to steal, that day I wanted to do whatever it takes to get that promotion.

That was the day You reminded me You don’t allow Your children to cut corners.

When the pressures are escalating, the lack of popularity is robbing my confidence and the temptation to jump ahead of Your will rises, that’s when my internal convictions must command my external decisions.

Oh, this moulding process. The discipline to wait and not give in to the easier way.

Is this delay to test my heart and loyalty to You? If it is, am I failing this test miserably?

When Saul jumped the gun and disobeyed You, You said he had done a foolish thing, then You left and sought for a man after Your own heart.

Let me be one after Your heart.

Lead me in Your truth and teach me,For You are the God of my salvation;On You I wait all the day.

Psalms 25:5

It is worth the wait.

It is worth swimming against the current, especially when the current is flowing away from You.

They’ll call me crazy, but my reality is You and Your promises over my life.

Inspired by Ps. Ryan

On a side note: Happy Belated Fluffy Chicken Day!!!

Thinking of: How a lifetime’s not too long to stay as friends, Thalia feat. Fat Joe’s I Want You, C2C’s Down the Road, Karmins’ Hello and this little light of mine.

SPEAKING OF

Hi my name is Sumi, and I’m currently looking for a job after life. I have 29 years of work experience. I have a bachelor’s degree in procrastination. I raise money, eyebrows and concerns. I think dancing should be in the Olympics and jeans in every girl’s closet.