I am an active member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. There are two sides of me--I call them Alex and Rachel--but they are both me. They both have ideas and desires that life is teaching me to understand and control. While sometimes they are at odds with one another, I think I'm figuring it out.

You should watch her new indie film "For Lovers Only" then. It's available via cable On-Demand, Itunes, and Amazon Instant Video. In a 60" screen? Wow. If it's possible, she's even more magnificent in black and white.

about me

I am not in denial. I'm probably just confused sometimes.I am physically attracted to (some) females.I am emotionally attracted to (some) females.I am physically attracted to (some) males.I haven't been able to establish an emotional connection with a guy.That's my quandary in a nutshell.