30 January 2008

Hmmm...did i'm going too excited? Maybe... All what i'm doing today, from the morning until now is browsing on bridal links. Yeah, i want everything to be well planned. It's not cause me any harm for early planned everything, i gak yang lega nanti. Suddenly, i thought bout just sewa baju for my tunang... hmm..tapi macam tak seronok je. I nak jugak buat baju untuk tunang tu.

Dari tadi i try to find any design for kurung moden by lace and satin tapi tak gak jumpe-jumpe.. Lagipun quite pricey lah kain-kain tu. Maybe untuk Nikah nanti okay lah. That when the idea of just having songket for my baju tunang is crossing my mind. Murah pun murah, but still nice. This Songket Bunga Tabur looked nice for me.. What the color to call? Brown kot...

It been decided to be on this MAY 08, after a few delay. But the exact date is not being pick yet. As Zek and Nurul (my housemates) are having their big day on early and the end of May, maybe mine have to be somewhere around in the middle May. Will discuss it with Ekwan later. How bout mom and dad? Gotta tell them... But how? My mom macam x bersedia je lagi nak lepaskan i..HER ONLY DAUGHTER... and her 1st child...

Sometimes i just questioning myself, what make mom so berat hati nak bagi i tunang.

I just get in..just sit on the chair... But my eyes just feels like to be close... I not having enough sleep!!! Ye ke? Or i'm just being lazy again...

There is nobody...Where is everyone go, ada meeting tergempar that i missed out ke? Or just everybody pretending to be busy...Hahaha... Ita and Dollah Cantik is going to 'poncho-poncho'... So they is not going to available the whole day, boss lak nak gi audit kat kuantan jap-jap lagi... So, i'm all alone in UPP7

Usually, he never say NO. That make me love him more and more even sometimes dia la punca i bengkak-bengkak mata dan jadik macam pompuan giler kat umah. Spending almost 6 years with him make me immune to all his annoying attitude. Yeah.. 6 years.. We have been dating for 6 YEARS...

28 January 2008

As it already almost 4.40 and Ekwan still no gimme any call or sms... I teramat la marah, bulan ni je ntah berapa kali dia buat macam ni... Dah la suppose we have to go to her sister at Bdr Putra Mahkota,as her mother was there.... Dah lambat macam ni, nak pegi apa nyer...

Dayu...please be more patience(nak sabar apa lagi...he's ignored my call and sms for almost 2 hour, there anybody who can stand it? Don't think so...) I tried to call him again.. The same result.. So it final, i trus grab my bag, pick pairs of shirt..sumbat dlm beg and get out from my house.

Where to go? I give Aziah a call...ask if it possible for me spent my weekend at her place...she just say ok. So, i make my way to stesen Bank Negara, beli tiket to Kuala Kubu Baru.. Nekadnya... On my way to commuter, Ekwan did called me... I malas nak jawab, sakit ati.. He should understand it.. He sms me, and tell me that he is on his way to me... Datang la ko, aku takde dah kat umah... Ngan mata bengkak akibat menangis bagai tadi...kena poyo2 ber'sunglass' di ptg yg redup itu menunggu komuter... Lambat lak komuter ni, ade gak dekat 30min aku kat situ. Suddenly rase macam nak on Hp... Hmmm...melambak2 msg ekwan... But this one really make me going crazy

" x payah la awak...tau la org uruskan idup org. I still can entertain my life even without u"

He called me later, and we started the best malay movie ever..Ahakksss.... After took almost an hour, i decide to tell him where i am... I was at Stesyen Putra, Komuter.... He asked me to wait for him, but i acted so stubborn. I walked out the station and ahead to The Mall...

Few minute later he arrived at Putra Stesyen. Ngan selamba i cakap i kat The Mall. Maybe he don't feel like to quarrel with me anymore...so he going straight for me without asking anything.

When the car stop, i just get into the car without even looked at him.Geram sangat kat dia. Tapi dia tanpa rase bersalah try to make a joke...while checking my bag

Okay.. Sejuk nye la Genting that night. Both of us keep walking to First World Plaza. We have a drink at Kenny Rogers. Kat situ, we discuss everthing... He did explained what make can't answer any call or sms from me.. He was actually at Sunway Lagoon...(pegi mandi-manda x ajak aku...siap ko nanti..) His phone is in his friend's bag... And then he came out with this question

Last saturday(26 Jan 09) Min is coming home, setahun dia kat UK... So we did planned to give her a surprise... Everyone agreed nak berkumpul kat umah Salwa by 6, coz Min is expecting to arrive by 6.30-7.oopm...so bleh lah borak2 dulu kat umah Sal kan... One more thing, as min already told Sal that she has something for all of us for our last year birthday, it make me to find something for her... xkan dia je nak bagi present kan..

So, i pun confirm kan la ngan Mr. ekwan whether dia nak join or not for this gathering(sebab selalu dia prefer i gi sorang)... He did agreed to go with me. He promised to come to me around 2.oopm as he has already make a promise with his frens for their monthly gathering(nyampah lak aku...)..So i just agreed, there still lots of time kan...nak window shopping kat OU pun sempat... So while waiting for him, i just watching TV at home(so boring...dear where r u?)... I did called him to check whether he can come early or not.... Hajat di hati nak jumpe awal,tapi hampeh...so frustated.. he changed our meet time to 4... Rase nak nangis... Nak x nak i masuk bilik, belek2 magazine till i fall asleep.

Pa'a call wake me up... Hmmm..it already 3.15pm... i trus call ekwan...no answer... I gi dapur jap, minum air and try to reach him again...still no answer(dia mula dah...) I just sms him,hoping that he will give me a reply... It have been 5 minute, so i just decide to be ready. Kalau tetiba dia sampai, i'm ready... I pun mandi lah,iron baju...blow-dry my hair...and it already almost 4pm..but still no respond from him... I dah mula hangin.. I try maintain cool and do my make-up..sambil i keep calling him,agaknye dh bape banyak missed kat his phone...

What u can't live with? Ur mobile phone? Can be.. it become an essential for all today. I also seem going to be crazy if i left my phone at home, as i reach home the evening, the first thing i looked forward is my phone..there must be lots of missed calls (..so glamor hah?...) But, what is actually u really appreciate in ur life? Family..of course, does it another things more important than this? Your LOVE OF LIFE....? Another YEAH from me... And not forgetting my best buddy..my girlfriends...

Top from left: Hana, Salwa, Zuray, Jong, Ummi

Bottom from left: Wawa (not hear from her for so long...), Min, Faiz, Pijan, Pa'a and ME.

We know each other in UITM,Shah Alam... Everything started there. Kolej Teratai..there is the place stranger become mate. Not knowing each other... With a warm smile..a conversation is started. We shared our days together... Day and nite, we been together for almost 5 year..and it keep continuing till now. Lots happened, there a year...it seem our FRIENDSHIP is going to be ruined, we start not believing each other...we talked bad bout other... All is caused by that girl, until now i don't know, what is actually she wanted, what she gained from try to destroy our friendship. Fortunately, we realized the stupidness we had done toward our good frens.. we confront each other... Warrrgghhh!!! I would never forgot the nite... lots of tears is dropping down... What had happened, taught us lots, we appreciate other more and i know i will never have such a good frens like u all... Muaahhsss!!!

Playing around with the picture arrangement.. Being creative in designing the layout for the album. That is how i spent most of my free time..clicking the mouse, and move around the picture in the canvas. It most likely Scrapbooking, what we used done in school... Cropping the pictures, memorabilia and journaling it, with my own choices of colors and theme.. I love Purple and light blue...

~ One of my Layout Design for my Own Collection ~

It just another in display the picture in the album.. it might be boring to view the pictures in the same arrangement for every page... It must be interesting to have a groups of picture placed in individual page with it own themes. Everybody can design their own album layout, with a basic skill of Adobe Photoshop... Your pictures is a Masterpiece...Have some examples of great album layout design.. (wish to design something like that)...

It have been my favourite ID for quite long... A user name for any registration, my email's account, online subscription..anything that require a username... Day_uYuna will be the choose... It ease me in remembering only one ID with one password...Actually it's a combination of my name and my favorite character in Final Fantasy X, the heroin in the game..YUNA... I love the game so much. I can stick in front the television without moving from morning till the next day, holding the joystick playing the game. I did also name my cat with that...

Yuna: The Lead Character of FFX & My Black Kitten

Yuna is the summoner from Final Fantasy X. Yuna is a japanese name. It's pronounced with a long U and short A. It's a girl's name, it means "night" and also is the name of a flower, a hibiscus (hibiscus is a tropical flower) that can be found in places like Okinawa. she is a Summoner and daughter of a Great Summoner . Summoners are people who decide to bring peace to the Spira people , by defeating Sin and they learn how to invoke sacred Beasts called Aeons. Yuna has a large number of web shrines.