Thursday, February 12, 2009

I Am The Ballerina Girl In The Picture

He looked. He touched. He ran his fingers along my neckline. He loved the pale pink lacy dress on me. I heard him say “Wished those hair was let loose, love the auburn colored locks framing up her face”. “She is pretty, a little touch of white pearls will do wonders on her”, I heard the other man responding. I am never good enough! They always want to see me in everything that pleased their eyes. Appreciate me for who I am, I screamed. None heard, I know, even frustrating. Take me with you is all I ask, give me a house to live in! My thoughts were interrupted when he walked away. I am saddened. I really liked him. Wish he has chosen me. I saw him admiring the salsa lady at the other corner. Then he turned, walked and stood right in front of me. “I will take her!’ he exclaimed. My heart beat faster in excitement. He liked me. I caught his attention. He holds me close to his chest. I felt safe. I am owned , I can proudly say it. I felt his moist lips on mine. He loves me. I did not want to tear and spoil my beautiful complexion. He hung me on a purple colored wall in his bedroom. He admired me everyday. I felt splendid. I know I am gifted. After all, I am the ballerina girl in the picture!

About Me

I am a simple person, I hold my family close at heart !I am quite a chatterbox when I know a person close enough, and love to move to the sound of music and singing.You might need an ear protection, for the fear of torn tympanic membrane , don't say I have not warn you! Haha, and of course love to bake cakes and cook new recipes. I get stressed rather fast, hmm, the not so good side of me, but I am taking initiative to work that one out. I am a good listener. I try to help as much people as possible, hmmm, perhaps not monetary wise, kinda broke myself=)For time being, I am trying to space out some time for myself-listing things that I would wanna do in the future, one of them happen to be blogging, so if you are reading this now, which means I have started something on my list. There are certain things that have happened too fast in my life, that I have decided to take it slow. My motivators-Jim Donovan, Oprah, and myself! I loathe pretenders and backstabbers! Let’s show them it’s our life and we decide it! Plus, I believe that we should learn a good lesson from every misfortune and take it as an valuable experience. Cheers! Let's live life!