lie... doubt

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i am so angry that i cannot express or communicate my emotions to anybody especially with my partner because like what happened it turned out cold environment. I'm suppose to stop whining and nagging or complaining about what i saw in my partners mobile pictures. a good looking man in a table of restaurant solo and not posing, its like stolen picture. it hurts, because i tried not to be jealous at first, stayed calm and just simply ask interrogative questions, but my partner show anger and seems don't want to be doubted. it was not proven lies yet. but in my heart it screams that i hate it! i know it was an obvious lie... i feel like i want to prove i'm correct. i know i can prove it. but i feel weak and i feel it was just a waste of efforts.

i am just trap with... stop reacting and start being a stone. but how... i can still feel it...