Repentance

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If I die tonight couldn't be nothing but transparentAnd apparently you care for me like a parentI swear it's the coldest winter ever upon my shouldersDays are long my nights are even longerThe weight so heavy on my back I can't moveCould somebody help me where do I turn toSince I was a youngin I been gunningAnd all along ain't asking for help I just carry it on my ownAnd turning to God was for the weak listAm looking at life through a weak lensI can't see clear but it ain't tears in my eyesIt's sweat pouring down from the years I done triedTo be my own savior said I'd never failBut never had the righteousness it took to save myselfSo this is where I turn confess believeThat Jesus is the only savior that I'll ever needI repent tonight

Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch meCan you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone trying it on my ownI know I can't do it but still I'm just holding onAnd when you see me up yeah I'm really downAnd when you see me smile there's really no one aroundSo if I let it go promise you catch me nowYa just catch me now promise you catch me now

There I go ya catch me I'm fallingTrying to stand on my still I'm just crawlingTrying be the man I should be that's my callingBut no matter how hard I try I don't ever really drive that stopI'm one the verge of bawling still I'm feeling like I'm hopelessFeeling like I failed I'm pwnedCause I grit my teeth and I strive each momentTryna be strong but daily I've blown itI don't know what's go'n happen I seeSome change gotta happen in meI'm weak and some kinda power's lacking in meI need grace that'd be sweetIs there anyone to turn to give grace and peaceDo I really gotta earn you?Can I be forgiven for the time that I burned throughI wanna learn and be freedBut I hear I gotta turn to believe please

Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch meCan you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone trying it on my ownI know I can't do it but still I'm just holding onAnd when you see me up yeah I'm really downAnd when you see me smile there's really no one aroundSo if I let it go promise you catch me nowYa just catch me now promise you catch me now

There I go again yeah I blew itEverything I don't wanna do I keep doingSteadily feeling stupider instead of making excusesI just need to face the music I need youI lean on my own strength but it's uselessCause healing only come by them stripes and them bruisesI chump deuces and turn towards youBut sometimes I turn back to itWhy do I abuse all the grace that you given meIt's like I can't win man I still got sin in meAnd I struggle just believing you forgiven meCause if I was you I would've been done finished meBut we're not the same I really thank GodYour grace is amazing look where you went for meOn them wooden beams took responsibilityFor sin that you never did to call you a friend to meYour ways are so high but you bent your kneeI keep falling but you calling to get on my feetKeep walking just what you started you will completeImma keep repenting til the day I leave

Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch meCan you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone trying it on my ownI know I can't do it but still I'm just holding onAnd when you see me up yeah I'm really downAnd when you see me smile there's really no one aroundSo if I let it go promise you catch me nowYa just catch me now promise you catch me now