But Getting There!

How I need you, oh how I need you…

“The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.” Exodus 14:14

I don’t think I have posted about this yet but I am currently 7 months pregnant. 10 and a half months ago I posted about my husband and I needing to do some heavy prayer about a decision we were needing to make, well this was it. I was starting a cycle in my life that I thought I was too young for but my doctor wanted to test me for Menopause anyways. Unfortunately in order to test me we would need to risk getting pregnant. Well as you all have seen, by our family picture, we have four girls whom we love but to be honest we were not willing to chance having another girl. After much prayer and a few discussions with my love we decided to go a head with what the doctor said to do and rely on God for his will to be done with my body.

Fast forward three months to discover I was in fact pregnant. Skip ahead a few more months to discover we are going to have a boy, yes you heard me correctly a male! We are so excited but I am noticing my great desire to seek and lean on God’s face during this time. We have had a lot of complications and things occur that have not happened in past pregnancies so this little boy is giving me a run for my money.

Currently, I am sitting in a hospital bed waiting to be seen for one of these such issues and listening to K-love radio. I just heard the song Lord I need you by Matt Maher and it made me think about how I need Him ever hour and not just because I am going through pregnancy stuff but because we were designed to need and long to be in relation with Him.

So Father God, “teach my song to rise to You….where grace is found there You are!” Where does your song go?