Messages - etxbear

Wanted to post an apology before this account gets banned. Nothing in return. I disregarded the childhood experiences of everyone and I'm really disgusted at myself for doing a really splodety thing. Then I think making an excuse for it was tasteless.

The damage has been done and not everyone on the site has returned, although I am still glad the site exists in some form, not justifying my actions.

I'm not asking to join the site again because I beliebe that anyone who did the actions I've done should never be allowed to stay on the site, so cya :/

Have any of you thought of the idea of members actually dying? I mean, it's not like everyone who comes online is going to live a full life. In truth, you, and neither do I, know if she's alive or dead. It was ignorant on my behalf to blantly assume that, but not everyone here is lucky.

I believe that there are people here that still keep in contact with her.

I've had trichotillomania ever since I can remember. It's something I've struggled with my whole life. I've been made fun of for having bald spots. I'm scared of getting hair cuts because that's what would reveal my bald spots and get rid of my calming mechanism.

I'm insecure about my trichotillomania and my bald spots that I had before.