So I tried to stay

So I tried to stay,but the air was thick with chemical smells,the smell of human waste, the acrid chemical cleaners to cover it up,the smell of an atmosphere of resignation,and I couldn't breathe,and the people couldn't talk to me, couldn't make any sense,and I felt like I was losing my mind,and finally I was nauseous, and could barely move.Then I realized,what I was doing,when my lover, Cora, said to me,“Roja, I feel like you're always trying to get me to stay”.I had to leave,and go into the stars,and find a new planet,in a new universe,and let my planet die,and live my own life.