ShangriLa

I hate this. I hate it so much. Tyra won’t even talk to me and I wish she would. I didn’t do anything– but then again, no-one will even let me explain. I’m going to leave and just… just not come back. Thats what everyone here wants. Tyra wants me to fuck off and die and so does Eric. I said I was sorry. I’M SORRYI’M SORRY!!!!!!. No, you know what, I’m sick of being walked all over. This isn’t my fault. Amanda agrees with me, Aaron agrees with me, Melissa agrees with me. I did the right thing, whether you’re willing to even hear me out and hear what REALLY happened or not. I have real friends… and if thats hard for some people to deal with then screw them.

Will you guys please just talk to me? Our friendships aren’t over and I never said anything bad to Amanda. Don’t give up so easily. This isn’t the end of the world and I’m unwilling to let Amanda’s boyfriend issues and your issues with him get in the way of that. I’m your friend. She’s your friend. Aaron WANTS to be your friend, just give him a bloody chance will you? Please?

You can’t give me some sunlight and then take it away. I need to know that you’re okay with us. Okay?