Wednesday, November 21, 2007

i've decided to give my future some freedom.which took a lot for me to do.

i've been planning my future since i was 5.it's changed a lot, but i always worked it out.

i was going to live in a box in manhattenuntil i made it big on broadway.then i decided i'd rather live in l.a.in a roach-invested apt until imake it big in the film industry.

i also planned on going to berklee...i mean, emerson.wait, i mean mt. ida.wait, no, aib...

i stopped living here...at 21.i started doing everything thatwould aim me in the direction of25...30...50...

photography hasn't even brought meto where i planned it would.it set me on a path in the right direction,but now i'm looking at a new career focus.

things change. plans change.i don't know where the helli'm going to be next week...let alone in 5-10 years.i have the typical hopes:steady my career, get married, have kids.

i've been dreaming of california,and maybe that's where i'd end up.or maybe i'm not supposed to live there.maybe i'm going to end up in colorado.maybe i'm going to raise my kids in mass.there's no way of telling,but i'm going to stop guessingand let things happen as they will.