then hikers akan rest for one night kat laban rata. time ni bes sbb bole get to know hikers from all over the world. jadi mcm family pon ade. there were koreans, americans, france, taiwanese n locals. we tend to support each others. hikers will sleep before they continue their 2km journey ut to low's peak at 2am in the morning. target nye was to see sunrise mase atas gunung.

semalam aku da tender resignation letter. i've served Asturi Metal Builders for 2years 6months. i've gained a lot of experience in oil and gas. still i dont think its enough for me. oil n gas is very huge. static, structure, platform, jacket, piping, e&i, offshore hook up, commissioning yg aku pon smpai skang tak paham paham. the challenge working in Asturi? u have to be an all rounder. inspection, procedures, welding, wps, wqt, calibration, qualification all sorts and what not. u have to do everything. at first confirm la akan whining n all. leteh. keje mcm org gile. kne maki tu normal dah. sampai nanges pon ade sbbr ase diri ni da bodoh sgt2. busy ya ampun. balik malam. ot manjang. sabtu ahad keje. u have no life. ur work is ur life......... but somehow in the end i feel very glad coz the result is very fruitfull. my 2years experience is equal to 5 years experience of some people.

i've learnt a lot. i've got two bosses whom i treat as my abang long and abang abang long. whenever i wanna cry konpom cari abang long jugak. i even went to search fenomena 30 tahun concert with my boss. cool kan? well, they've been good to me. susah da nk jumpe bos mcm ni. kne maki pon aku dengar je la. sbb mereka kan org org tua. haruslah menghormati org kertu ni. even after tender resignation letter nanges kot. huaaaa. i handled two big packages totalling 35 vessels for KPOC and SOGT project. i did my own WPS/PQR. sampai buruk muke kne effect welding. i did inspection with my inspectors. i have 7 inspectors to help me. thank you guys! im nothing without you all. n yes. i am the only woman in my department who works just as the same as the guys. leteh like hell but lovin it!

The paradox or our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but we enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine but less wellness.

We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life. We’ve added years to life not life to years. We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We’ve done larger things, but not better things. We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We’ve conquered atom but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce. Fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

Remember, to spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone, who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn’t cost a cent. Remember, to say “I love you” to your partner and your loved ones. But most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person might not be there again. Give time to love. Spread the love!~

i was sexually harassed. yep. physically harassed. i am irritated and upset. i didnt know what to do. that ungka harassed me three times. at first i thought he didnt meant what he did. then comes the second time. i was mute. i didnt know what exactly should i react. i was confused. distraught. disturbed! and then i made a decision to face him if he tried anything on me. yep. this ungka never learn the word respect women! the third time, i was furious and i confront him. i told him not to bug me anymore. or i'll spill the beans to the management. and so yes i did. i told my bosses. i cudnt help my tears came falling down. i cried hard. i was molested. come on dude! respect women la bodoh! and so...he was being sacked from the company. in your face ungka! bodoh punye orang. this is the price u have to pay. never mess with women. we have dignity. treat women as the way u want your mother and siblings to be treated!

the key to success sometimes lies in knowing when to let go. clearly the best option. holding on is always fear driven. these are the times when you should stop and ask yourself if you are in the right place. walking away helps you reflect on what you have learnt. don't desperately cling to something that is no longer working. if you are struggling with something you have absolutely no control over, you will become frustrated and be left feeling like a failure. accepting that there is no more to do will give you a feeling of peace.

this is what i feel after a long mature thinking. one of the hardest decision of life is whether to walk away or try even harder. avoiding something doesn't always mean that you hate it. it could also mean that you want it but you just know it isn't right. it wont get u anywhere but stuck in space of nothingness and empty promises. so here i am. i am letting you go so that i can conquer my inner-self back to its own pace. i wish that you're really the one.