This sounds more like me than I would wish on anyone! I wish I could write it out as eloquently as you do. That genteel sad madness in the wee hours sucks. I pray for you every day. Keep burning off the demons.

Bro Steve you need to do something about your site! Your getting tons of repllies blocked like mine! Don’t know what you did but you need to turn off them filters, etc..haven’t been able to post anything for awhile now! If this gets through just letting yo know! Cheers, Kraig

well lookie there, somehow this one got through! Been trying fur days! Anyway…was good to actually meet you during the tour! Was fun getting kicked out of the club in Chicago, guess we stayed too late! Ha! Big Cheers

Hi Steve. Just noticed on fb that you guys have new shows coming up
in july. Sorry Canberra isnt on the list. Im going to try and make it
to the factory show. If I cant get bass lessons from you in person I
will watch from the thronging masses. Cheers mate!

Yeah , Steve ,same as Kraig..I sent a post saying how much I enjoyed yr Amoeba set & yr comedic dialogue.This was blocked….can’t see that it’s offensive to praise yr performance ?Anyhow, reading THIS post, glad to see I’m not the only one feeling meloncholie at present.Lennon said (to Pete Shotten,who was having a bad trip)”We all experience the same things, Pete,It’s the same for all of us.We’re all the same.”

I lie in bed 17 hours a day. I see no reason to get up. I don’t have drug contacts like you. Maybe that’d make me feel more motivated. I tried salvia divinorum once but was too scared of cops raiding me to order more from overseas (I have no local contacts). Still my Salvia experience was exceptional, although I had to impress upon a lady in my head that there was no ‘John’ here. She was very insistent. I did make her go away in the end.