A journalist’s quest to find a wild Asian arowana — the world’s most expensive aquarium fish—takes her on a global tour through the bizarre realm of ornamental fish hobbyists to some of the most remote jungles on the planet.

A young man is murdered for his prized pet fish. An Asian tycoon buys a single specimen for $150,000. Meanwhile, a pet detective chases smugglers through the streets of New York. Delving into an outlandish world of obsession, paranoia, and criminality, The Dragon Behind the Glass tells the story of a fish like none other. Treasured as a status symbol believed to bring good luck, the Asian arowana, or “dragon fish,” is a dramatic example of a modern paradox: the mass-produced endangered species. While hundreds of thousands are bred in captivity, the wild fish has become a near-mythical creature. From the South Bronx to Borneo and beyond, journalist Emily Voigt follows the trail of the arowana to learn its fate in nature.

With a captivating blend of personal reporting, history, and science, Voigt traces our fascination with aquarium fish back to the era of exploration when intrepid naturalists stood on the cutting edge of modern science, discovering new species around the globe. In an age when freshwater fish now comprise one of the most rapidly vanishing groups of animals, she unearths a surprising truth behind the arowana’s rise to fame—one that calls into question how we protect the world’s rarest species.

An elegant examination of the human conquest of nature, The Dragon Behind the Glass revels in the sheer wonder of life’s diversity and lays bare our deepest desire—to hold on to what is wild.

When I read the above blurb – a pet fish that people commit murder over! – I knew I had to read this book. What with life and babies and all I didn’t read this right away, but when I read mention of an arowana getting plastic surgery in Rich People Problems it sparked my memory and I knew I had to read the Dragon Behind the Glass soon. And I learned Kevin Kwan didn’t make it up – people really are that extreme about the Asian Arowana!

Once I started reading I was hooked! (Also I’m clearly hilarious) What started as one story in New York let Voigt into places that very few people travel to try to find the story of the wild arowana. She follows both the collectors who want the fish for the prosperity it can bring and the scientists trying to study a possible new strain. I know I am not such an explorer so it was fascinating reading how far the quest to see something new and wild would take Voigt and the biologists that she worked with. I know I wouldn’t try to get into Burma just to catch a glimpse of a fish in its native environment! Especially for such an odd looking fish. Fish conventions, fish nicknames, fish theft – quite a world out there.

Voigt also left me thinking more deeply than I expected about how we treat endangered or threatened species and how those animals end up on the list in the first place. While I fear without an endangered list we would drive even more species to extinction she has me wondering if instead we do even more harm than good. When my daughter and I took our usual turn around the fish department at the local pet store last week I definitely was looking at all those tanks differently.

Thank you Scribner and NetGalley for this advance copy in exchange for an honest opinion!

I’m still reading the amazing Roxane Gay’s Difficult Women. I’m moving through it now, but for every story that I read quickly the next one basically guts me (see Open Marriage) and then I’m stuck. I saw Roxane speak last week and she was just as amazing as you would hope. Funny and honest and way more open than I could be.

I’m finally getting into Severed: A History of Heads Lost and Heads Found which is not as highly entertaining as I wanted. Interesting but fairly dry so far. I think I am going need something pretty ridiculous to read at home. Maybe I’ll be the last person in America to read The Girl on the Train. I’m basically stalking my library hold list waiting for The Windfall to come in – Catherine’s review at The Gilmore Guide to Books got me even more excited!

What are you reading this week? Thanks to The Book Date for this check in!

I finished my reread of Nevernight – and I still loved it- and am now bouncing between some very different books!

Still Roxane Gay – who OMG I AM GOING TO SEE TONIGHT!!!! Difficult Women is amazing but slow for me.

For a library book after reading Burntown (a total disappointment,) I started Severed: A History of Heads Lost and Found – which is going to be delightfully fascinating. I apologize in advance to everyone I’m about to share severed head facts with, it’s a compulsion to tell people all about my nonfiction reads.

For lighter reading I started Hold Me Like A Breath by Tiffany Schmidt. Teen angst + mafia style families dealing with selling organs seems right up my alley this week.

What are you reading this week? Anyone else catching the amazing Roxane on tour?

In a land where three suns almost never set, a fledgling killer joins a school of assassins, seeking vengeance against the powers who destroyed her family.

Daughter of an executed traitor, Mia Corvere is barely able to escape her father’s failed rebellion with her life. Alone and friendless, she hides in a city built from the bones of a dead god, hunted by the Senate and her father’s former comrades. But her gift for speaking with the shadows leads her to the door of a retired killer, and a future she never imagined.

Now, Mia is apprenticed to the deadliest flock of assassins in the entire Republic—the Red Church. If she bests her fellow students in contests of steel, poison and the subtle arts, she’ll be inducted among the Blades of the Lady of Blessed Murder, and one step closer to the vengeance she desires. But a killer is loose within the Church’s halls, the bloody secrets of Mia’s past return to haunt her, and a plot to bring down the entire congregation is unfolding in the shadows she so loves.

Will she even survive to initiation, let alone have her revenge?

Let me just say Nevernight was bad ass. I loved it so much I’m rereading it right now to get ready for the sequel. I am not going to minimize things, Nevernight was violent and it was vulgar but it was fabulous. Kristoff himself sums the book up on twitter as #stabstabstab. That’s accurate. As I am remembering what’s coming in the book I’m cringing a bit waiting for the blood to start flowing.

Mia is on a mission for revenge over her the deaths of her parents which takes her to assassin school out in the desert. This is no Hogwarts – the teachers will kill the students as soon as help them in some cases. Mia is also a darken – which brings powers she doesn’t fully understand herself – but one thing Mia can do is to manipulate shadows. She can seemingly manufacture the dark and pull off some scary things. She has her own shadow companion with the misleading name of Mr. Kindly. I didn’t know I could like a cat so much! Mr. Kindly lives off Mia’s fear which enables her to be both extra brave and extra stupid at times. She needs to be brave while living among assassins but I did question her judgement quite a few times as well…

So in a brief summary Nevernight has a young woman learning mad murder skills, friendships and kissing, backstabbing and gore, all in a world with three suns and fabulous new magic. I was obsessed while reading and I loved it! I cannot wait to see what Mia goes on to do and who she goes on to kill in the future.

I thought about trying to be clever and footnoting this – but that just seemed silly. I’ll simply say that the footnotes made me snort laughing on a few occasions. It seems snarky footnotes are a way to my heart – see also Jen Lancaster, Kevin Kwan.

#stabstabstab

Thank you NetGalley and Thomas Dunne Books for this review copy in exchange for an honest opinion!

Hosted by Kathryn from Book Date, I almost titled this check in “It’s Monday What the Heck Should I Be Reading” but then I was inspired when flipping through my kindle. Thanks to the reference in the fantastic Rich People Problems [review to come] I started The Dragon Behind the Glass: A True Story of Power, Obsession and The World’s Most Coveted Fish by Emily Voigt – because who doesn’t find the idea of a pet fish that people commit murder over kind of fascinating?

I’m also reading Difficult Women – very very very slowly because Roxane Gay is brutal and beautiful and amazing. I’m finishing a reread of Quintana of Charyn – which is also brutal and wonderful. I definitely need to start something on the fluffier side for night time reading. Any suggestions?

Things have been busy to say the least. But oh so happy with two little girls to read to in my house! Thankfully I’ve figured out how to hold a nursing baby while also holding a kindle and I’ve finally been reading as much as possible. I’ve been doing some YA reading – Throne of Glass – and lots of light romance because honestly I don’t know how long I’m awake at any one period. I am almost done with my leave and I am hoping to find time in the awake hours to talk books again soon.

I am LOVING Rich People Problems by Kevin Kwan. If you haven’t read Crazy Rich Asians yet get on it! You have time before this third book comes out.

I’m determined to read Library of Souls by Ransom Riggs and Dreamland Burning by Jennifer Latham. I’m hoping this baby girl naps in her own bed long enough for me to try to review some books that I loved including Nevernight and Three Dark Crowns. I also need to do a giveaway of the sweet summer read It Started With Goodbye!

I have a ton of blogs to catch up on and books to find out about. What have I missed? Any great books I need to check out?

Hello from a long absence. I wish I’d been buried in a book for the last month or like my beloved Thursday Next trapped in the book world itself. Instead, Holly and I lost our dad at the beginning of December. That I won’t go into but to say that he was the absolute best in every way and nothing is going to feel quite right for a long time. He’s half the reason we’re both the readers that we are and absolutely the reason I love fantasy.

So time has passed, even though it feels like everyone should be frozen in grief and I keep finding myself at a loss for what to do with myself. Immersion in a new book is always my comfort – but I just don’t care. I don’t want to admit how many hours of Food Network I’ve watched rather than find anything that makes me actually think. I’ve read some smutty romances but even those are kind of meh.

I’m afraid to pick up a book that I want to love because I don’t want my whole mood to color the experience. Babycakes has actually found a new series WORSE than the Rainbow Fairies – it involves Royal Ponies. Maybe I’ll read with her so I can get my hate reading out and move on to something of my own…

I think I started out wanting to ask for a magic book that would make me feel better and lighter and ready to read anything I want and think about anything without being sad. Too bad I know there’s no such thing. So instead I’ll just say that we’ll be back eventually.