Tess Lauren

Those People

I have no more friends. They have all left me.Or I left them.I haven’t decided yet, If they didn’t like me anymore.Tossed me out Like an old, scruffy toy.Forgotten about me Like that day we hung out at the parkThree years ago.They probably forgot.Or I haven’t decided yetIf I pushed them away.Tired of the flakinessDitching the plans we madeTo smoke and drink with other people.Cooler people.Not me. On the surface, I will smile and laugh when We get back togetherTo laugh and reminisce.But deep down I want to ask why.Why did you ditch me? Left me alone, To my own thoughts.Thoughts that whisper dark suggestionsInto my ears.Thank you Former people I used to know.We had funAnd if I look back in10,15,30 yearsI will wonder whatever happened To those people I laughed with.