I'll be the one last breath before this deathI'll be the final glimpse of truth when there's none leftAnd if I shame your face, degrade your faithI'll be the first to hide behind disgrace.Blood loss on account of my failing aim.Treason, at the root of my shameful name.

I found my way to fall.I never meant to break your heart.

[Chorus]Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am)I hear you cry again (Is this my final stand?)Before I go (Before I lose it all)You should know (I hate myself for hurting you)

I see the burn of the light from within my graveI feel the pain of contradiction despite decayAnd if the shadow of doubt will betray this gainThen put an end to me now while hope remains Blood -loss- on account of my failing aimTreason- at the root of my shameful name

[Chorus]

This is not my lifeThis is not our lifeEvery day I dieThis is not my life