From Dusk Till Dawn

I am 47 years old and have been searching for my whole life for true happiness an sometimes thinking I may have found it, yet every adventure is short lived and I find myself back at the drawing board. My history has been that of depression, destruction and debt but finally I have found my nieche and wow is my life changing. More

I was born in England, Sheffield in 1965 and my parents immigrated to Australia when I was 3yrs old. I grew up in a place called Mt. Waverly in Melbourne later moving to Wheelers Hill. By this time my addiction to alcohol was in full force therefore making life hard to function in. I carried an enormous amount of anger and lead a life of self destruction hurting many people including my family. After many attempts at different jobs and relationships my life kept taking a downhill spiral at the age of 25 I tried to find security in marriage and having children only to discover this was not the fix to addiction. When things couldn’t get any lower I left my marriage and life of alcohol and drugs thinking that this would be the answer to my happiness, only to discover that addiction and self sabotage runs much deeper taking me into deep debt. Light bulb moments were learning meditation, journeying to India and moving to the beach. I still today journey the depths of the soul with alternative medicine trying to overcome this terrible sickness of depression yet each layer I remove reveals a strength I did not know I had hi, I’m dawn power