Out of sight out of mind

After one month of not thinking of him as often as I did, I’m beginning to feel that Rugger Dan was just one of my crushes. Yep, I’m pretty sure he’s just a crush.

Out of sight out of mind, my heart no longer flutters at the sound of his name.

I really dunno if I should be glad or sad that what beautiful moments we had didn’t amount to anything material.

It would have been nice if it had turned out beautifully, but my love (or so I thought) was nipped right at the bud before it had a chance to blossom into a rose. Sigh!

Should I cry? Naaah, if he makes me cry, he’s not worth my tears.

Guess what, life goes on, I must move on. Hey, no regrets, I’m pretty sure, Allah knows what’s best for me. I have faith in Him.

You know what? One thing for sure, being heartbroken many times has made me tougher, wiser and sober. When it comes to love or so I thought was love, I think I’ve built too many sandcastles in the air…

Oh bugger it! If one can survive a major heartbreak, what is a silly crush? Zit!

Despite a string of bad relationships that ended disastrously in the past, I think I’m blessed. Imagine what misfortune it would have been if I ended up with any one of those jerks? Would have been even more disastrous than the break-up, me thinks.

Well, some are really jerks. Some are just…whateva! I would probably be miserable.

Isn’t it better to be single but happier than being in a relationship that makes you miserable?

I think I will optimistically be patient and take my time to find a worthy relationship that makes both me and my partner (whoever that is) much happier people than when we were single. We’ll be Mr. & Mrs Happiness J

Oh yeah…Mr. Happiness is sure to come my way very soon. He’s probably lost somewhere out there under the big blue sky, trying to find his way into my life.

Sigh! Boys will be boys, they will not ask for directions J

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About Nel Fahro-Rozi

I’m an avid reader, prolific wordsmith, cat lover, and passionate foodie and traveler. When I’m not in a world of my own with any of the above, I am an entrepreneur, communicator and writer.
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