These are the things that are contained within my own mind. That I'm unable to verbally express. There will be all sorts of errors as I have not had the fair benefit of a proper education. If you leave a comment. Please be nice and clean. You are welcomed.

Monday, May 27, 2013

Mocking Bird: (Unedited): 27 May 2013:

The mocking bird who becomes everyone all of the time, forgets it's own identity.
C.J.MacKechnie

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The person who has been labeled bi-polar with zero factual proof for the existence of any brain damage or brain defects, may in fact be an empath. Just think about what an empath is and what the capabilities of being an empath to varying degrees. An empath should be very compassionate and passionate. An empath should be a very caring and considerate person. Most good people like to focus on those feel good and nice fuzzy wuzzy descriptive words to illicit smiles of comfort. But, being a true empath also means all of the feelings on the opposite end of nicety niceness. Those other bad and sad feelings you feel can also trigger those psychologically selfish and self protective feelings. Such as hate and anger which can cause a person to decide for themselves to take the wrong actions in life.
A person who does not know they are empathic can actually lose themselves in other peoples feelings and thoughts. An empath is a human emotional vacuum cleaner. sucking up everyone's emotional content and even thought fragments. Just step back and think about that for a moment. You are a person having your own thoughts and emotions involving cute fuzzy wuzzy kitty kittens, then suddenly hate and anger fills you. Could you be feeling your neighbors secret feelings about working with an undesirable person. As your neighbor is zooming off to work. How can you know? Walking in the mall you always seem to be just a little happier. But, for some strange reason you feel brief bouts of hurt, then loves lust and then the sadness associated with abuse, and then I won't get ripped off by them again, and happy happy and excited and then exhausted and tired. Your probably an empath. But, then again your unaware of any such thing as an empath. You only know there is something wrong with you. Again, you are not even aware that in our society we all are conditioned to find what is wrong and never ever even consider what is right.
Without ever even considering that what is right with you. You go to the psycho doctors who profit from those very powerful and very addictive mind altering medications. You tell them what is wrong with you and from your own incorrect self evaluations. They diagnose you from your own false assumption and telling of stories how you love to bake everything but sometimes you just start crying. You could have that person whom you love deeply and they have been keeping a secret of continuing/on going hurt. But, you have no idea. All you know is you love to bake goodies.

The on going emotional conflicts that seem to curse the unaware empath causes them to seek help from the wrong sources. Thus, begins their journey down the medicated road of a bi-polar diagnosis. When the medications do not work and the patient commits suicide. The doctors and pharmaceutical companies are never ever to blame. When the medications do not work the psycho doctors prescribe electro-shock treatments. Turning you more into a permanent feelingless zombie. What was once a gift has now made you a drug addicted and brain damaged person with zero hopes for any normalcy in life.
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The empath is the mocking bird. The mocking bird never forgets to fly and think itself to be a car horn or a video game it mimics. The mocking bird never crawls and scampers around as if it is a cat or squirrel. The mocking bird has it's own feelings as it chases a squirrel around a tree or screams angrily at the crow who gets to close. The mocking bird may even risk everything to stand on the steering wheel of a rough looking truck driver. The curiosity and wonder of the both of them over the other. You looking at me? Happened to me.
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My empathic friends. Find that which is right with you. Discover the best methodology to train up your God given gift. If you have zero factual proof from all of today's modern medical test equipment. If you have zero history of brain trauma, brain defects and brain damage. Then work with a doctor who can ween you off of those powerfully addictive mind altering substances. Ween yourself even from alcohol, cigarettes and any other mind altering substance which is probably illegal. Get the help and support you need to get this done. Once you accomplish this. Then you can truly embrace your inner mocking bird and re-discover your true identity.
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If you have a belief system which has a focus on the power animals. Research for yourself if those power animals get drunk or get high or get zombified?
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Words become real when you ink them into your own dictionary. really?

Wuzzy, Feelingless and zombified can now be words in your dictionary.
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How incorrectly I write isn't as important as the content. Please focus on the content.
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To avert all of the coming bad and sad prophecies. We each must decide
to do the following everyday, every hour, every minute and every second.

To Love one another.

To live in peace with everyone.

To exist in harmony with all.

To Cherish all life.

To be obedient to the Laws of God.

To become righteous and holy by the accepting eyes of God only.

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I was born to an unwed teen aged mother. Spent 5 months in foster care. Where I endured some kind of abuse. I suspect this how I ended up with 20/900+ vision. I was then adopted by what appeared to be the perfect couple. Then after a few years. The abuses and tortures began by the adopted mother. Tested with an IQ of about 70. This ended my education before it even began in the first grade. Ive been taking care of myself since about 8 years old. Then back into Foster care. Where my first night was in juvenile jail, My only crime was being adopted by bad parents. Endured other various kinds of abuse by shelter and foster families. I began a journey of self discovery early in my adulthood. The realization of certain spooky things which seem to benefit me from time to time or not benefit me. Which all seem to involve the various gifts of the spirit and mind. This is when I became a Christian. Although the change from a bad man to a good person took more than a decade. The change is still on going. So, to is my growth in wisdom, knowledge and understanding. Early in 2012 I achieved 2000 quotes written and I stopped counting. Ive been married to one wife for 23+years now and all of our children are genetically ours. That's my dime.Briggs Myers Type test Results "INFJ" http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/INFJjohn