There only been 3 girls that I have truly had a crush on 2 of them were in school and I never asked them out as I was scared. Looking back I had no clue what I was really doing as I was young. My 3rd crush and most recent one is the hardest to get over, like the same as before I never asked her out. I feel like she would have said no anyways as she didn't really send any signals back to me. As i'm older I now have more respect for a relationship and she seemed perfect!

She left where we used to work for another job and I'll most likely never see her again now. Since she left we have snap chatted and messaged each other but not that much.