I got an update from our caseworker before she leaves the agency. Nice little jump over the past couple of months but still a pretty long way to go before we're close to our best chance at being profiled.

Currently I'm feeling pretty good about things. I feel like we're on the backside of the waiting curve, we have several tasks that need to be accomplished around the house, and I'm so busy at work I can hardly see straight. Not too much time and energy is available for me to stress out over the wait. Besides, I think my What If? post was especially cathartic and I've felt somewhat relieved since I wrote it. Almost as if I'm coming to peace with the infertility. S and I's intimate life is finally getting back to "normal", you know, before all the TTC scheduling-waiting-only-to-fail madness and I think that's signaling a change in both of our attitudes. It's like, "oh yeah, this is supposed to be fun and spontaneous!" It sure wasn't for a very long time.

Check back in a couple months to see if I'm still feeling the same way. ;-)