Edward is a hot up and coming actor and Bella is his ever faithful best friend and personal assistant. Bella's feeling for Edward have changed over the years, but he is oblivious to her feelings. With the help of her friends, will she get the courage to tell him how she feels before it's too late, or will she just stand by and watch him fall in love with someone else? How will Edward take the news of these feelings from the girl he has always thought of as a sister? Will the obstacles along the way ruin even the best of friendships?

this story was amazing. I laughed and cried probably as much as I did in twilight saga! I was so happy you actually made things more difficult and complex. In a lot of the EB stories it's always to perfect...no problems ever. But you made this more realistic in a way...with just enough fluff that it doesn't kill you. I loved Erin a lot! I'm so glad her and Jake ended up together. That's another thing. Your Jake was perfect. He was so sweet...everyone makes him evil. I'm Team Edward but I still love Jake. So it was good to see someone make good use of him! Oh and this: “I just floated a serious air biscuit there, gents. Run while you still facking can.” made me crake up! That was probably one of my favorite lines in the whole story! Hah! You'd think I could have picked a more complex one but no I pick the one with 'air biscuit'! :) Awesome job.

Edward Cullen made Bella Swan’s life a living hell from age ten to twelve. Finally fed up with the torment and teasing, she moved to Phoenix. Now she’s seventeen, beautiful, and has a new sense of confidence. When her mother sends her back to Forks for her senior year, she is determined to shake things up.

NC-17 for sexuality, underage drinking, and language. OOC, just to be safe. Some canon pairings, some absolutely the opposite.

We always want what we can't have, but their love for each other was so much more than just temptation. He was the eager young teacher, Bella's friend and her inspiration in a high school world where she didn't quite fit. She was the bright young woman who took Edward completely by surprise, his saving grace after years of closing himself off from life and love. When their days are turned upside down by their secret relationship, will they find a way to be together?

Rated for subject matter and sexually explicit material in later chapters. Huge thanks to Anne Cullen for the awesome new banner and to m81170 the beautiful fan art/banner below! You are both amazing!

amazing! it's been a while since the last update! (though i can understand things happen...i haven't been very good about updating either.) i love reading your story though! the writing is excellent :)

on a non-story related note... are you still able to beta my story monsters from my past? if not let me know (if you can let me know too because i have a chapter that i tried to submit and well...lol) also if you can't can you recommend somebody? thanks a lot and kudos to a great chapter!!! :D

Author's Response:

Thanks so much for the review, hon ^_^. Next chapter is in queue... not sure when it will go up though.

I am still able to beta. I'm assuming you sent me a chapter? If not then disregard this and know that I'm still here for you,if you did, I probably didn't get it. My email screwed up a few months ago and caused me a lot of drama w/ other's that I'm beta'ing and some of my real life contacts. Not fun, haha. But it's fixed as far as I know. I'm looking forward to reading the next chapter. Although, I may have to reread.I forgot where we left off, lol.

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