Tuesday, July 06, 2010

My wishes...

I'm bored, so I'll write a list of my wishes. Just for because...

1) I want to be average looking. I don't care about being beautiful, but I want a somewhat neutral face. :D
2) I want to score above an 1860 on my SATS...that was my score last time.
3) I want to be 140 lbs. I don't want to be super thin but...I want to be medium sized.
4) I want to be a good person. I want to know that I've helped somebody when I go to bed at night, even if it's just my little niece who needs company.
5) I don't want my siblings to look at me and say "She's the stupid one..." I want them to be proud of me.
6) I want to prove that atheists are NOT bad people.
7) I want to feel comfortable showing of my scars in a bikini...I just have to lose weight first.
8) I want to adopt 2 or three children.
9) I want to get married to a wonderful, intelligent man...I just need to find him first. I don't want to be a spinster!
10) I want to have an interesting story to tell at the end of my life.

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This Is Me

My name is Adelle. I'm an nineteen year old girl, autodidatic, smart (I hope) and a little bit messed up- but who isn't?
This is not a pro-ana or pro-anorexic blog. This blog does not promote any eating disorder. It is only a blog to talk about what I'm feeling. Do not take anything said in this blog as advice, a tip, a trick, or whatever.
I am not responsible for any harm you do to your own body. However, if you are harming yourself, find the strength to seek medical help. Any eating disorder or desire to develop an eating disorder is serious and very harmful to your health.
I've been through a roller coaster ride when it comes to eating and weight loss/gain, and my attitudes have changed several times. All I can do is keep writing, keep living, and keep trying to be what I want to be. I believe that everybody is beautiful, and I am not disgusted with what I see in the mirror. I don't know what I see.
Current- 136.5
Goal 1- 148 (April 11, 2012)
Goal 2- 145 (April 2012)
Goal 3- 140 (May 2012)
Goal 4- 138 (June 8, 2012)
Goal 5- 132
Final Goal- 128