In a bad situation

I am in a bad situation, the only thing keeping me from harming myself is the fact that I live with my parents and they are almost always here.
I hate myself and want to punish myself for all the wrong I have done and for just being me.

Hun we all have done things we hate ok we all have regrets but your parents h un love you and they would not want you to ever harm yourself please know that you do not need to be punished you are suffering enough ok

Hi there, in life I am sure almost everyone you meet will have done wrong things, our approach in dealing with is can vary greatly though. I am sorry you are feeling so bad right now, my advice to you is keep and keep talking, let it all out.