About nilla

I live IRL as a lesbian–in the same relationship all of my adult life. I’ve always been bisexual, but pushed that side away….until Master came into my life as Sir B.

Master found me very early on my D/s journey, not long after I started this blog in 2009, but we couldn’t manage to hook up until early 2010. Here we are, still happy together despite knowing each other very intimately! He is exploring (exploiting?!) the depths of my love of pain. And sex. And orgasms. 🙂

I like snow. And Autumn. And Spring. Summer is my least favorite –I don’t like heat, or beach sand on my body parts–even my toes– but I do like being outdoors the best. I love mossy waterfalls that twist and turn down the hills of the White Mountains, the scent of pine, the way the earth gives underfoot as I walk and explore outdoors.

I’m a writer. My fantasies are mine–my characters not generally based on people I know–but really–aren’t all our life experiences part of our story? Only logical that they’d wind up here..right?! I think about sex and being beaten and tied up, used and loved. I’m a romantic at heart, and 99.9% of my stories will be happy-ever-after. You have to believe in something–and I do believe in being happy with the one you’re with.

I like to look at tits, and asses, cock shots and, bald guys (they’re the sexiest of all)…and am really drawn to older men. Did I mention that I like sex? Like–a lot. Maybe love? Maybe a bit obsessed? 😀 Well….there are worse addictions…

…started with a thought about a soft hand… thoughts of the gentle fingers tracing an invisible path out of sight… is it sliding across a warm surface, tickling tiny hairs, lifting gentle bumps of excitement… what is the destination, the goal, the beginning of the end… on the way, will thoughts of pleasure, thoughts of slick warmth guide it… will the pressures of desire dictate it purpose, allowing only one inevitable conclusion…
pussy honey? keyboard? both? why not? how not? damn these chains of need… are they never satisfied… are they never to loosen… is there never freedom… I pray not 🙂

Why is it that some secrets just seem to have a life of their own? You know, you try and keep them to yourself but no, the cheeky little things jump right out of the bag and go dancing merrily down the street!

Charlotte checked out your blog because I explained that it is a wonderful bit of work by one of my dearest friends. 🙂

She too is on that email list of people who don’t always ‘get it’. (oh… damn! said that in my outloud voice! ) :):):) And either both of our mamas taught us to be real polite, or there is someone with a big ol’ whip out there threatening us, because we are so polite on that list. LOL.

Hi Wordwytch, I have to thank you for telling me about your friend’s blog. She is so naughty! Naughty people are so much more fun that unnaughty people!

You’re spot on about the “be polite” upbringing. And I have to agree that whip-wielding tends to have the same effect. Or maybe I’m just a really nice, polite and well-behaved young lady anyway. Hmm… Or maybe not!

You were flirting? Oh no! I just thought we were having a nice little conversation between two girls. Um… oh dear. I don’t quite know what to say now. I mean, I do enjoy chatting with you and… um… well… hmm. I think perhaps I need to go away and think about why I am feeling all nice and warm and…

Im always happy whenever someone takes time out of their day to leave a comment or stop on by . The fact that you’re a sex blogger made things all the better, every time Im here I get proof that the plumbing still works and that’s always helpful to say the least

🙂 I’m VERY glad your plumbing still works (that made me laugh out loud!) My reading time has been greatly curtailed, but I’ll be hopping over to visit you when time allows. Thank you for making me smile.

Huh,
Hi, I’ve seen your comments on Mr.Md’s OverfortyMarriedSex blog for some time, but never really checked out your blog…
So after your comment today, I thought I better check you out better… lol.
You suprised me with the Wife… all this time, I had always thought of you as Divorced…. not sure why, and of couse its non of my business….
Anyway…. I did appreciate your concern and caring for MrMD…. I’ve followed his blogs for sometime, and have done the same. He always says he’s fine, but I think he really does appreciate people that care.
It’s great to know you better… lol

Nope, not divorced. Been with my wife for over 30 years, and we’ve adopted our 4 kids, the youngest is 6. I figure, I made a committment to them, as well as her. Our marriage is based mostly on our kids at this point. I have my own room and we have a sexless marriage, and have for 10 years now.

Thanks for the nice words about Mr. McD…I do like them so much, and fret about Him when he’s down like this. I appreciate that you care for him as well.

Hi Nilla
Just love your blog☺. I’ve been reading it for a while now but just noticed in your about Nilla, you say your a witch. What type of witch are you? My wife natural healer and a shaman (a witch ).

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BDSM themes abound...
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