Things were going so well

Boarding school is wonderful. The best thing that's ever happened to me. And I've been feeling pretty great, a reason why I haven't been on here in a while.

But then a few days ago a couple little things sent my mood spiraling downwards.

Someone insulted my house and the people in it. I can deal with people insulting me, but I hate it when people insult those I care about. Just don't be a sore loser and use the fact that you lost TWO house competitions as a reason to accuse my house of being terrible and of cheating. We never have and never will cheat- ESPECIALLY not for something like house competition. Yes, we had a slight advantage because we're the largest house and we had a large turnout on those competitions, but the others can put in more effort. We usually lose- we've won like two competitions.

And then someone accidentally took my umbrella- probably mistook it for theirs. And it was raining. Had been raining for the past week.

And I don't even know why- it's not even that bad from my own perspective, but I cracked. I was actually ready to cry. To just crawl into bed and never come back out again. I wanted to SH, even. Stupid, isn't it? I'm so pathetic.

I'm not even upset anymore. I don't even know. It scares me a bit that something so small and insignificant could cause me to slide back down like that.