This is my son Spencer after the last game, on the field with his little sister.

Don't know why he's wearing #51--he's listed as #52 in the program! He's redshirted, but they get to be on the sidelines with their jerseys. He's facing some tough decisions about whether or not he really wants to stay with football, but we're proud of him for making it this far!

It's a hot night. The mind races. You think about your knife; the only friend who hasn't betrayed you, the only friend who won't be dead by sun up. Sleep tight, mates, in your quilted Chambray nightshirts.