this is a warning

hi all, regarding conspiracy theories and ancient wisdom and history, i think its important to remind some times that we all like to search
information and ivestigate things..

but keep in mind that we wont probably find out anything truly mind blowing unless they want us to find it.

i am saying this becouse i got way too deep in ancient aliens and all that, many years ago, and i went to extreme measures to find the answers i was
looking for. i cannot tell you how i did it or what i found, becouse it would be inapproriate, and not relevant, well the end result was that i lost
allmost two years of my life, and had to bee taken care of becouse i could not function. just a mess, i should have been hospitalised but i was lucky
enough to have close friends that eventually pulled me back to reality.
i still suffer from panic attacks and sleeping disorder among some more serious conditions.

i got the answers to the questions i asked, but my pathetic human brain sheltered my mind from them, so that i could return to this plane of
existence, it was not worth it, for that kind of information does not concern us as a species.
and i am so thankfull for the fact, that i can safely say, that i am here and i belong here.

hope this will act as a message, so that someone, maybe you, do not make the same mistake, as have i.

Its quite simple really. No human is meant to know all truths. But humans are meant to fulfill their highest potential and that can only be done in
good faith. It is possible to taste the unquantifiable, there are legal and illegal means of doing so, but its nothing that one can 'hang on to'
and make their own.... same goes for this entire life we live, it is given to us for only a moment. To truly understand and appreciate life one needs
faith in their creator.

i almost broke down mentally as well because our minds cant wrap around the concept. part of the reason is because we have been programmed from birth
to not believe anything unless a person in AUTHORITY says its true.

we cant do it alone, our minds cant handle it..we are too weak..and like you said we dont belong anywhere near these things.

also at the end of the day there is NOTHING we can do...but they are there, always were, always will be. haha we were created to be slaves and thats
how we like it. our only freedom is mentally. but once you break free from these mental chains you realize its a very lonely, cold dark world...as you
watch all those around you walk like mindless zombies going nowhere. lol fools in their suits and uniforms, who are we trying to be?...

we are indigenous compared to them, they taught us everything, they made us who we are...but some of us are waking up, and this wasn't their
intention..almost like a robot with A.I becoming self aware and sentient..this wasnt part of their plan. lol

but they have a defense for those that get to close, its called psychosis...and some of us never make it out of that void, and some of us get a taste
of it and never want to venture there again.

Please do share your findings with us at some point if you are comfortable doing so, though given the hostile nature of most people on ATS towards
first person experiences and ancient aliens, I could fully understand why you'd want to avoid sharing anything.

The whole, "we're not meant to know some things" argument is rubbish; accumulation of wisdom is ultimately one of life's purposes. Some things are
shocking, vast, and downright horrendous to fathom, but ignoring a problem is not a way to solve it..

Anyways, I, and perhaps many other members, would enjoy hearing your story and your findings.

I don't think people will ever stop searching for answers to the unknown. That is why we have advanced as a species.

The irony is that you will pique the interests of many people having alluded to the fact that something huge happened to you earlier in your life and
many will want to investigate what happened to you!!

You dont accept faith, you exercise faith. And yes, if you want to reach your full potential you must have faith in your creator. Otherwise you may
play the 'game' with currency and big screen TV's and covering up truth with other materialistic things. The wholesome thing is, once you experience
your creator, you realize your 'ball is rolling' and you gain a 'momentum' that allows you to understand everything you encounter in your life... you
may also call it strength.

EDIT: In essence: Once you are shown the light, you must adhere to what you have been shown or you are disgracing the knowledge that has been passed
to you... disgracing your opportunity only brings grief and temporary pleasures.

i am saying this becouse i got way too deep in ancient aliens and all that, many years ago, and i went to extreme measures to find the answers i was
looking for. i cannot tell you how i did it or what i found, becouse it would be inapproriate, and not relevant,

hope this will act as a message, so that someone, maybe you, do not make the same mistake, as have i.

inappropriate .. possibly but it's absolutely relevant what measure you used that led you to insanity
that is if your post truly is about helping others to not make the same mistakes.
But I believe your post is more aimed towards you being asked this question so i'll ask.
What exactly did you discover?

Your emphasis on 'those who know less are happier' is a sad state to life in. You are scared of knowledge. With faith in god you would understand
that everything you 'know', you were meant to know. And with everything you were meant to know, you are meant to react to in good faith... not
crawl back down your hermit hole in fear.

this was a warning, nothing more,
my brain had to stuggle to discard the information, so i will not retrieve it.
it really wasnt ment to be, nor shall it ever.
and as i said it was irrelevant to our species it did not belong to us.
but do not be worried, all will be revealed when you take your last breath, and you arent a human anymore.

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