Tuesday, April 29, 2014

We are slowly finding a new normal, days are calmer and the kids are settling into routines. We are still swamped with doctor visits and therapists as we figure out exact plans for the two new little ones and meld them into already existing therapy and doctors for the other two littles. Elijah and Ariana are definatly best friends. I love watching them and I am so happy they have each other. We are struggling with him following her lead instead of what we say, but that will come with time. Eva is growing (developmentally) in leaps and bounds. She will be running with doodle soon enough. They have begun to interact with each other and when they do it is always a giggle fest. So cute.

You would think in all the chaos my heart would be closed to adopting. It isn't, and I have come to the conclusion it never will be. I ache for each and every one of the children who have no home. I always think, we could take in one more. I know that is unrealistic right now so my heart is searching for other ways to help them. I have a million ideas flowing through my head. I have to do something or my heart will burst! I cannot bear the thought that they are out there waiting and waiting as I allow life to trickle by. So here is a little something...

If I could say anything it would be this, if you have ever for a moment considered adoption... Do it! If you have made the list of all the reasons why you can't I beg you to look into their eyes and see if that list matters anymore. I promise it won't. Your life will never be at the perfect place to do it. Something will always get in the way. Please hear me... They cannot wait for you to be ready... They are waiting now. Every single moment of every day without a dad and mom is to many. They need you! If you are beyond the place on life where you would consider adopting please pray about a way to help, imagine your child or grandchild all alone in this world, wouldn't you want more than anything for someone to come to their rescue? To love them and hold them and protect them? There are families ready to go get one of these but are struggling with the financial part, maybe you could help them? Do a fund raiser for them or stand beside them in prayer and encouragement. At the very least pray for each child to find a home. Just do something... We are Gods hands and feet, and no God doesn't "need" is to do this, but I can promise you, you will find no greater joy and fulfillment than stepping out and letting God use your hands and feet to bless the least of these.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

Elijah came to us, very unsure. We won him over in the beginning with toys but as soon as his nanny left his world flipped upside down and he was going to fight it. It took a couple hours but he warmed up and began to let us in. Until we told him no the first time :) He would have major melt downs when he didn't get his way. We stood our ground gently but firmly, letting him know that we would love him and take care of him, but that we were in charge. Many parents of adopted kids shy away from this thinking they cant say no or discipline at all at first, I feel just the opposite. I feel that structure and strength help a child that has been on their own feel safe for the first time ever. Some kids fight it, and you have to take different approaches for each child. For Elijah he need it, he needed words and guidance for the first time ever, and it needed to makes sense. He is very Uninterested in learning language. Ariana came to us craving words and learned so fast. Elijah has no time for learning he just wants to play. When we talk to him he stares at us blankly and then nods his head like "ya.. that's great... can I go now?" It is funny but very frustrating to not be able to communicate and to try and teach him things, we do a lot of sign mime sign to get the point across. Mostly he is confused. he is very smart and sneaky and funny and happy and sweet and loving... He is kind to his siblings and loves his daddy very much, me he likes a lot lol. We are working hard to bond with him, and it gets all jumbled up with teaching and correcting and day to day like. Adopting young child is amazing but it does take work to form a bond, it doesn't just happen naturally because they don't need you to do as much for them. I love this sweet boy, I am blessed beyond measure to be his momma. He loves his big sister very much and they run around holding hands, he even laughs when she dresses him up in girly clothes and high heals, he ran around with a purple crown on his head for days. Daddy says he needs some boy activities lol. He plays so well will each of the kids and wants to hug and kiss everyone, which we are working on. So when you see us please don't be offended when we stop him from running up and hugging you. Yes it is sweet, but it is also not safe for him to give affection to total strangers. We have to teach him who it is ok to greet with a hug, and for now that must be restricted to family until he understands the difference. Please help us by not picking him up or asking for a hug, we are allowing him to hug people we know from church and friends but only after we do, we are teaching him to follow our lead. So if you aren't comfortable hugging me and daddy please don't try and hug our new adopted ones :)

Here is a picture of Elijah when we met him. This is after his nanny left and he fought hard to get to here for a while, he was exhausted and clumsy ninja saved the day.

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About Me

We are the Ferguson family, we are on a journey through the world of adoption and orphan care. We are learning and growing everyday. We have six amazing children Ashlyn, Destin , Ariana, Elijah Aubrey and Eva. We have another sweet boy in our family, but cannot share much about him yet :) This blog was designed as a place to share information about our journey. We would love for you to follow us, and maybe you to will find you are called to bring home your own little miracle.

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Orphan Scriptures

Deuteronomy 10:18 He defends the cause of the fatherless and the widow, and loves the foreigner residing amoung you, giving them food and clothing.

Deuteronomy 24:19-22 When you are harvesting in your field and you overlook a sheaf, do not go back to get it. Leave it for the alien, the fatherless and the widow, so that the LORD your God may bless you in all the work of your hands. When you beat the olives from your trees, do not go over the branches a second time. Leave what remains for the alien, the fatherless and the widow. When you harvest the grapes in your vineyard, do not go over the vines again. Leave what remains for the alien, the fatherless and the widow. Remember that you were slaves in Egypt. That is why I command you to do this.

Deuteronomy 26:12 & 13 When you have finished setting aside a tenth of all your produce in the third year, the year of the tithe, you shall give it to the Levite, the alien, the fatherless and the widow, so that they may eat in your towns and be satisfied. Then say to the LORD your God: "I have removed from my house the sacred portion and have given it to the Levite, the alien, the fatherless and the widow, according to all you commanded. I have not turned aside from your commands nor have I forgotten any of them.

Deuteronomy 27:19 Cursed is the man who withholds justice from the alien, the fatherless or the widow." Then all the people shall say, "Amen!"

Ephesians 1:4-6 For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be holy and blameless in his sight. In love he predestined us to be adopted as his sons through Jesus Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will to the praise of his glorious grace, which he has freely given us in the One he loves.

Isaiah 1:17 learn to do right! Seek justice, encourage the oppressed. [fn] Defend the cause of the fatherless, plead the case of the widow.

James 1:27 Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after the orphan and widow in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.

Jeremiah 22:3 This is what the LORD says: Do what is just and right. Rescue from the hand of his oppressor the one who has been robbed. Do no wrong or violence to the alien, the fatherless or the widow, and do not shed innocent blood in this place.

John 14:18 I will not leave you as orphans, I will come to you

Psalm 10:14 But you, O God, do see trouble and grief; you consider it to take it in hand. The victim commits himself to you; you are the helper of the fatherless.

Psalm 10:17&18 You hear, O LORD, the desire of the afflicted; you encourage them, and you listen to their cry, defending the fatherless and the oppressed, in order that man, who is of the earth, may terrify no more.

Psalm 146:9 The LORD watches over the alien and sustains the fatherless and the widow, but he frustrates the ways of the wicked.

Psalm 68: 5&6 A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling. A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling.

Psalm 82:3 Defend the cause of the weak and fatherless; maintain the rights of the poor and oppressed.

Zechariah 7:10 Do not oppress the widow or the fatherless, the alien or the poor. In your hearts do not think evil of each other.'