Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Jf: wow.. you sure you want a nohari window done??Jf: those words are pretty harshJf: never got round to doing the johari oneme: hahahahme: why not?me: i'd like ppl to tell me what r my weaknessesme: since they cant say it to My FACEme: hahahaJf: okime: i sent it out expecting the worseJf: hahaJf: okme: i don care who say wat lor...(not true)me: maybe can reflect frm thereJf: i'll have a look laterme: heheJf: that's good...Jf: i commend you that you are starting with the bad stuffJf: most ppl won't be able to handle the nohariAnd the result of my Nohari Test...Jeng, jeng, jeng! I am one fucking hundred percent needy and self-satisfied. Ooookay. I googled the definition of Needy and this is what I have got: need·y adj. need·i·er, need·i·estBeing in need; impoverished. Wanting or needing affection, attention, or reassurance, especially to an excessive degree.I have got to say whoever picked this REALLY didn't know me well. Fact is, everyone needs reassurance every now and then. It is perfectly normal to ask questions like, 'Do I look good in these?' or 'Should I quit my job and join ABC co?' But to an 'excessive degree? I don't think so. Maybe back in nineteen ninety four. Yeah, the nineties. Maybe they think i'm 'impoverished'....hahahaha...is that obvious meh? :pSelf-satisfied? Hummmmm.....I've got no comments *smug* The others are like insecure (i'm human! not God!), overdramatic, chaotic, simple, inflexible, loud (quite agree, agree, agree, semi-agree, agree) ...and, now, this one totally bummed me out: UNHAPPY? I am, just for the record, very happy with my life, really. Especially lately. It's hard to word it out. I guess u3 is right...me: wow not badme: ppl think im needyme: needy means wat ah?u3: i have no ideau3: hahahau3: there are not much choices which i want to choose fromu3: and i dont know your bad side muchme: yeah man!u3: so some are just saja onlyme: same goes for u!u3: maybe THBJ migh thave more to sayu3: ahhahame: yeah as usualBut, I am glad I let my fren did that test for me and pointed out my weaknesses. At least I could tell how they see me. Maybe I should tone down a bit when I laugh lest I'd be called overdramatic. But, which gay men isnt?: )Fast forward today. I wrote this post yesterday after receiving the results from frens. When I read it again today, I thought, gee, so drama wan. Maybe I should not post it. But, it's blogworthy. What the hell.

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I dance to creativity, and I sing to other's. I love colors just as much as i love black. I love hot & spicy food but I dont shun off plain porridge either. some say im wicked but I think I'm just being me. Oh, and I love travelling & taking pictures