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Here this one is again. Speaking about love, and yet feeling nothing. This one made a resolve to not date for a while, to get used to feeling alone... This one says to always have hope and always believe that love will come to you. But... Lately this one has had trouble believing it, this one tries so hard not to feel anything for anyone, but it hurts. It hurts trying to pretend like its okay, it hurts saying I have hope and trying to be hopeful. It hurts trying to act so strong, but feeling like I cant do anything. I feel like I have no one to lean on, and I just need help... I don't know, I just.... Need help.... And I don't know who to turn to....