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Lakshmi Maa's diary: April 20th, 6500 B.C.E.

The best play in the universe is going on right now... and lucky me, I've got the best seat in the house! No wonder they call me the Goddess of good fortune That 'play' is my Pati's - a.k.a. the Jagat Pati's - earthly leela, which at the moment has just begun its blissful baby stage, and my seat up here in Vaikunth is giving me the perfect view of everyone's reaction. Of course, it would be even more perfect if I was right there with him in a human form too but that day will come at the right time. We've had this conversation many times before, like every single time our devotees undergo difficulties and I wonder when good times will come upon them again... He always tells me that it will happen at the right time and we've gotta be strong and patient as we look over them so the devotees themselves can be strong and patient... so until it's time for our sweet reunion, guess it's time to practice what we preach!

Until then, I really can't complain - because like I said, I have the best view of my Naathji's naming ceremony, from where I can see the delight on the faces of so many great devotees all at once! Look there, Kulguru Vashisht is preparing the saamagri for the ceremony and beaming with excitement at his good fortune. And awww, there's Pitaji! That smile of coupled with those tears of joy... so much love those tears... it's making me also cry! Why aren't there any tissues in Vaikunth!

Oh gosh, ab toh I have to control myself - it was just announced, the Maharanis are coming in! And you know who's coming with them?! Yesss!!!!! There she comes there she comes there she comes... Mata Kaushalya, Mata Kaikeyi, and Mata Sumitra with Naathji times four in their arms! Matlab I'll also have to come down times four... sounds like fun, na? There I go thinking of the future again Back to the present... the matajis are glowing with pure motherly affection on their faces... that indescribably warm and loving gaze with which they are looking at Him in His captivating infant form... wow Naathji tells me that I pretty much always have that same gaze on my face as I watch all of our children live and learn on this earth, but somehow it still looks so new and special each time I see it reflect on earthly mothers that I can only watch in awe

Onto Naathji... wait, who?! It's so ironic that I'm still calling Him that, look at the form He's taken! He looks just like a normal adorable human baby... or, actually 'babies', since there are four of Him. He's got just two arms instead of the usual four, and he looks so tiny and delicate... and that mouth in which the whole universe resides, He's using it to suck His thumb? Is it... is that even Him? Kya leela hai Naath, in your maya even your Mahamaya has been entangled. I haven't been this bewildered by your leelas since Mohini avtaar, that was a real riot But you know what? I don't even mind. Every form you take, every leela you enact gives me such bliss that whether I'm watching it or taking part in it alongside you, I am perfectly content. Jaise tu rakhe, vaise rahungi. Today you're being named Ram, tomorrow they'll call you Shyam... today you're being called a symbol of Dharm, tomorrow you'll redefine it... today itself, you've come in the forms of both swami and sevaks. Each and every one of these illusions of duality you put out there, I admit I'll probably fall for them and consider you a separate individual in each and every one of them. But all of them, I will love beyond limits, that much I promise you. I already do, hence my diary also has turned into a letter for you. So until we meet again...

Really sorry for not exactly following the assignment Sema, maaf karna yaar... kya likhne gayi aur likkha kya gaya... there's hardly any mention of the actual naming ceremony I will try to do a better job on the next one

Urmila11Goldie

The following entries are written by all our creative dear devotee friends of this forum written for the well known Janmashtami contest "Govind aala re" Since this thread was created for writing diaries on different events of RS shows, so I thought to post them here. Now I am posting only the Lord Vishnu diaries by different percipient as I'm a bit busy with my schedule now a days will post the character diaries as soon as I can I will try to reserve some posts for this purpose & then you friends can start your discussions here about the entries as this thread is like a second FanFic Junction & our main FF Junction is locked just now But you feel free to express your ANY thought & comment regarding the entries here too I am going to start with Vishnu entry of Deepika di first Dear friends, I have a request to you, PLEASE CHECK ONCE whether your usernames are put under your creations perfectly If you find any mistake, please forgive me for that unwilling fault & let me know the correct information

Urmila11Goldie

Another
day ended on the Dharti Lok and I, while resting on my die hard devotee
- the Divine Sheshnaag, noticed Devi Lakshmi very tensed and sad.
Before i could ask her the reason for her saddness and tension, Indra
Dev along with his chief Devtas and Brahma ji with Narad came to
Vaikunth,

They all too had the sad worry and saddness on their
faces.On asking them the reason for their visit they pleaded to me to
save the Dharti Lok as I have bear the responsibility of preserving the
entire universe. They emphasised on the day by day increasing level of
brutalitiy, cruelity and jealously of some of the Rulers on the Dharti
Lok and also about the sufferings of the innocent people who are the
victims of such rulers. YES !! Am talking about rulers like Kans of
Mathura and Jarasandh of Maghad. Their ill deeds are crossing all the
limits day by day.

All the Dev gann seeked help from me! And why not !!

Whenever there happens any damage to Dharma, any moral disaster and sins... I INCARNATE !!Whenever my devotees are in need... I hear them... !!

During
the time of the formation of the Universe, it was I who took the MATSYA
roop to rescue the essentials required for nurturing the Dharti Lok.To rescue Devi Dharti from the demon Hrinyaaksha...it was I who incarnated as VARAH.During
the churning of the divine ocean, it was I who took the KURMA avatar
and placed Meru parvat on my back, to help the Devtas in their task of
achieving the Divine Nectar.To teach that God is everywhere...in
each direction...and in every minute molecule of this Universe, and to
end the chapter of the greedy and brutal demon-king Hrinyakashyap, it
was Me only ... who went on Dhati lok as NARSIMHA.Batuk VAMAN, who covered the entire universe in just three steps was also my avtar.Then
in the Treta Yug,in the form of Bhargav Parshuram, I only made the
Dharti lok warrior less 21 times. And the last I went tto Dharti lok was
in the form of RAM, along with Devi Lakshmi as Sita and Sheshnaag as
Lakshman. In the Ram avatar, I tried to set standards to lead a life of
an ideal human being- an ideal son, an ideal husband, an ideal brother,
an ideal student, an ideal father, an ideal friend and an ideal king.I
focussed on how to follow Dharm while living in ones
limitations(Maryada).Now, when I see the situation of the Dharti
Lok and the people there, my heart aches with a lot of pain. The people
are killing the standards, I along with my beloved cosort Lakshmi and
Sheshnaag had established in the Ram avatar period.

Now its time for me to rescue my devotees and the Dharti Lok once again.

After
the Dev gann left, I talked to Devi Lakshmi and found her too being
shattered with the condition of people on Dharti. Though she's the
Maha-Maya herself, but being a lady , her heart cried out at the
condition of her thousands of children who are suffering.She also pleaded for their rescue.

Now
i think its time for me to incarnate for the 8th time. I have now
decided to go to Dharti lok with all my powers (16 Kalaas). this avatar
will be known as KRISHNA Avtar. I will take birth ass the eighted son of
Devi Devaki and Kumar Vasudev of Mathura's Yadav Dynasty.This
avatar will be different from my previous seven avatars. Infact not
different rather it will have all the qualities i had individually in my
previous seven incarnations.Like the MATSYA, Krishna will give
the much essential Guide of Leading Life - Bhagvat Geeta to the people
of Dharti Lok. Like VARAHA guarded the dignity and restored the respect
of Devi Dharti, Krishna will also guard the dignity of the female
society. like KURMA helped the Devas in their task, Krishna will also
help the Pandavas to re-establish Dharma. like NARSIMHA emerged from no
where to help his devotee, Krishna will also protect his fellow Gopas
from several demons. like VAMANA tore the curtains of self-pride of Raja
Bali, Krishna will also teach the lessons to many devtas and humans.
Like PARSHURAM took the revenge of the wrong deeds to him and his family
by Sahastrabaahu,Krishna will also take revenge for the ill-deeds from
the cruels,brutals and cheaters. Like RAM led the ideal human life,
Krishna will also re-establish the standards for the people of Dharti
Lok.

The chief feature of Krishna Avatar will be TRICKING THE CROOKED & CUNNING IS NEVER CONSIDERED IMPIOUS.

Here I am ... all set to incarnate ! To
meet the ones ... who have waited for just one glimpse of mine since
several thousand years...To grant Mukti to them ... who are leading the
pittyful life because of their karmas...To, once again, end the
negativity from the Dharti Lok... To re-establish the DHARMA !!

Urmila11Goldie

Lord Vishnu DiaryThoughts
by Shri Hari before the appearance of Shri Krishna on Earth

(by Debipriya)

The
Creation! It is such a mystery! The way it is created and the way it is
maintained and nurtured by utmost care! Seeing Myself in all the living and
non living things make me Happy and Contented. I want the creation to flourish,
to spread goodness and virtues all around, but sometime that does not happen,
as I find some of the beings become forgetful about the 'essence of
existence', forget about the 'Truth' and dwell in personal world, which in turn
disturbs the balance of the Creation. Then I have to take a step to eliminate
that 'being' from the Creation, to bring back the creation in its right track.
This was done many times in the past, now again the time has come for me to
take part in the happenings of the particular place called Earth. Innocent
beings are being hurt by the strong, which itself is adharma! This Creation can only
survive in the peaceful atmosphere of Dharma,
as it gives everyone a chance for Uplifting the Self and finally to Merge in
Me. So, my chief aim has always been to 'protect Dharma' and to 'protect
the beings who LIVE in Dharma'. As it is those persons only who carry forward
my 'True Nature' in them and bring Welfare to the whole society.

I
feel sad when I look at the beings who are in a wrong path, who takes wrong
decisions inspired by 'personal motives'. It really pains me a lot when a being
falls in a difficult situation due to its own 'ignorance'. I feel Compassion
for them and try my best to make them 'Aware' of the Truth, to make them realize
the mistake and retrace their steps in the right track. But after repeated
opportunity, when they fail to make it, then only I go and save them by ending
their lives. Only this is the way they can be stopped from doing any more
mistakes, which would have led them to more and more misery acc to the 'theory
of Karma'. My aim is to destroy only the 'vices' from a soul and make it a
'Pure' one, so that it can go back to its 'original' form.

This
time as I will incarnate myself on Earth, my name will be Krishna. I will be the
'All-attractive One'! Knowledge, Devotion and Salvation- I will give all these
three to my devotees. In this Dwapar yug, people have become much more complex,
often they are leaving the path of Dharma'. To bring back these people in the
path of Dharma, I need to possess all the 16 gunas in me, so that all the beings will get
attracted to the 'Purity of the character', which will reflect the 'real
essence' of mankind in it. I need to show them the 'height' a man can reach,
the 'True Potential' of a human being, I need to teach them how to lead a life
with 'Completeness'. 'Enjoying
each moment, yet staying away from it'! Yes, Renunciation is the very core
of our existence! I will be considered 'Yogeshwar' by them! The person, who
will Enjoy all the pleasures of life to the fullest, yet will remain Aloof from
it! This is the 'skill' I want to teach the mankind. Without this, no one
can lead a peaceful life.

During
my last incarnation- when I appeared as Shri Ram in Treta Yug, the situation
was different! People were still very 'Pure' from their heart, emotions were
genuine. But now in Dwapar Yug, the situation has deteriorated; 'Aaryavarta' is in a very complicated state right
now. People have become corrupt, 'adarma' has become stronger. To
eradicate it, I will have to be very 'tactful' while handling the different
persons having different 'natures' (prakriti'). I need to Influence
the people to follow me, to Surrender to me, otherwise they won't be able to
bear the difficulties (or challenges) of life. For that, I need to appear in a
'Really Powerful Self' in front of them. I need to perform Miracles so
that they can have Faith in me, which will eventually bring Devotion in them.
This way they will be attracted to the 'Ideologies' of this incarnation,
which will be narrated in the form of 'Shrimad Bhagwat Geeta'. My deeds and
philosophies will guide them to lead a 'Righteous and Contented life'. Doing
our own work without expecting anything in return is the only way for 'True
Happiness', I will tell them about it through
my life that ' 'Nishkaama
karm ki maarg par chalte hue jeevan vyateet karna sambhav hai'.Each
and every being has different image of Me in their mind and they worship that
image with sincerity, with the way their heart guides them. I will Respond
to each image, be it a lover, a husband, a friend, or a baby. I will
confer the feeling of Bliss to ALL whoever worship me in any form. Thus they
will feel Elevated and gradually Surrender themselves to me, that is, to
'Dharma', beacuse I AM DHARMA ' Without Dharma, nothing can sustain.
Like all my previous avataars, this time also, it will be the 're-establishement of Dharma', which
will be my chief aim. After that the creation will be Peaceful again, it will
shine with all its glory, which will make me happy by 'perceiving' My
image in all the creatures'

Urmila11Goldie

While continuously performing the function of
maintaining the order of the universe every time after Brahmaji creates it, by
residing in the hearts of every living beings, I also do take every opportunity
to manifest myself on the planet earth time & time again to play with my
devotees, who are also my own form, with my 10 or more aspects, whenever my
other countless manifestations having my relatively lower aspects, under my
illusion, experience imbalance of justice and start losing faith. I myself
assume the human or other form depending upon the requirement of the situation
on the planet earth with a divine body often taking a divine birth through an
honorable mother devotee's womb to perform divine deeds or plays. It is like in
the world of all robots created by me only having emotional intelligence
applications software inbuilt, I myself enter among them with master system
software and robotic get up.

My manifestation with my all 16 aspects is a
humanlike form in devotee's eyes which also has countless names which cuts all
attachments and bondages and gives salvation to ignorant souls and hence known
as Krushna. In this form only, I enter the planet earth in a divine manner
in Dwapar era of various Kalpas between different bodies in which I only reside.
I make entry with my own part Shesh as elder brother and lot of Gods &
Demigods also take birth before or after myself to support my incarnation in
the divine plans. Sitting from Vaikunth dhaam in Ksheer Saagar ' the milky
ocean, I receive vibration signals from my own sending transmitter in hearts of
beings, which is being activated or aroused or called for and my divine
manifestation responds to those calls and plans to help my other manifestations
who are crying for help.

I can see all the times and all the places in the
space from here. For me, every era is NOW. Nothing is past and nothing is
future. Everything is present wherever and the way I look. Time is the element
binding for those who remember me and come to me. Currently, one of the countless
pairs of eyes of my universe form is looking at 28th Manvantar
of Shwet Varah Kalp Planet earth of Aakaashganga galaxy ' the milky way the
ultimate destination of which is milky ocean. All Gods of planets and 5
elements along with the creator Brahmaa are praying for and signaling the time
for them of my play which has arrived and transmitting the message of saints to
me.

A
soul is constantly remembering me with my fear and enmity and by its very
nature -the built in software application- is knowingly & unknowingly
making many other souls hurt & suffer and who are therefore remembering me
with cry deeply with their hearts in connection with me. A bit more remembering
or meditating effort to get the full marks and they will discover me and will
get merged into me or find my eternal company here. A tyrant ruler rakshas
origin soul in Yaadav dynasty is harassing saints & cows and sacrifice
activities and disturbing Gods. He has made his father, sister and brother in
law captive. He is killing his own nephews due to fear of his own death, which
has still not happened as per the time on the earth though I can see that as
well. Evil powers and dictator lusty kings are spreading their supremacy on the
earth kingdoms. People's faith on me is facing its extreme test and gold is
being melted to become the ornament. These souls have reached the time when
they see my presence on the earth with a body growing by age and giving them
bliss as their savior!!!!! Their rescuer!!!! The adventurous warrior!!!! Their
son!!!! Their lover!!!! Their master!!!! Their friend!!!!! Their teacher!!!!!
Their guide & leader!!!!! The philosopher!!!!! In their own different ways
of looking and perception and belief and faith!! This is my 8th out
10 major famous manifestations. My 7th incarnation ' Ram '
giver of bliss ' is the one, which they have seen with pleasure & joy to be
the one having set all the ideals of relationship obeying all the social norms
& traditions. Ideal son!!! Ideal brother!!!! Ideal friend!!!!! Ideal social
servant!!!! Ideal warrior!!!! Ideal husband!!!!! Ideal enemy!!!! Ideal king!!!!
Ideal father!!!!! The 8th incarnation doesn't bind himself into the boundaries
of human limitations and social norms and setting examples by conduct
generating respect but enjoys a complete personality by teaching the lesson of
devotion/love, knowledge & duty to the world in different era through his
authoritative convincing words and influential charisma. He incarnates not only
to balance the justice, save the saints & punish the evils like all other
incarnations but also incarnates to fulfill mercifully all the promises given
by him to all his devotees in the previous incarnations, to fulfill their
wishes all at once, to become their lifter by killing, to become the son of
many mothers, to become brother of many sisters, to become lover of many loving
hearts, to become husbands of many dying hearts all together. He teaches the
world politics & warfare & time appropriate policies & duties but
most importantly he teaches the world that LOVE is the summary of life in the
universe ' it is the ultimate teaching ' the supreme duty. And like all other
incarnations, he hammers the message yet again that TRUTH only wins to
re-establish the faith. The only thing he and my other incarnations can't do is
to resist self for long and ignore a devotee's call forever. Don't cry my
beloved ones!!!!! Here I come!!! Feel me with you!!!

Urmila11Goldie

Scholars
often describe me as beyond pain and pleasure, but trust me, it is my pleasure
to join my devotees on earth yet again. To receive their love and affection and
reflect it back at them tenfold, to take on whatever form they desire to see me
in and witness their delight upon seeing it before them... it is worth every
difficulty of the mortal world and more. Anyways this time around the mortal
world won't pose me any difficulties... in Ram avtaar I wanted to set an
example of how to live within limitations and make the best of them, so I
willingly bound myself in mortal constrictions. But this time will be
different. I am not going to keep my identity much of a secret, so I am free to
teach them directly, rather than just by being an example.

What do I
have to go there and teach? Well for starters, there is this Kans kid and those poor misguided losers he
hangs out with, thinking they are very smart even though they've forgotten the
S of smartness. That Jarasandh, that Banasur, that Chanoor' they have been
drawn to one another's material riches and political power, and so they have
begun to call each other "mitra" ' friend. So one thing I have definitely got
to teach them, is how to make friends ' that is, not on the basis of wealth and
status, but out of pure, spontaneous love. I will show them this by befriending
the poorest of the poor and making that friendship so strong, that it will
become a legend in itself. And then, they need to learn about maintaining that
friendship. After calling each other "mitra" they drag one another further and
further along the path of evil' what kind of friendship is that? I will have to
teach them that true friendship means guiding your friend when he/she goes
astray, and patiently working on bringing them back to their dharma even if it
takes an entire 700 verse discourse to do so

I've noticed a lot of them
also make oaths and vows liberally, though they are destined to get trapped
under their weight and side with adharma because of them. So I will have to
teach them how to chill out a bit and approach each situation of life as it
comes' different times call for different measures; sometimes one duty has to
be prioritized and sometimes another. This also I will have to teach them. How
to live, how to love; how to fight, how to make peace; how to behave in the
assembly hall, how to behave in the family room; I will leave no lesson
untaught.

But' what
fun would it be, bringing down my full set of 16 kalas and allowing myself to
demonstrate my power no matter who's watching, if all I was going to do was
teach? Those who love me have waited long enough and sacrificed hard enough'
time to shed all the Godliness and almighty-ness to give them the bliss they so
deserve. Kaun Ramapati, kaisa Ishwar? I, who am ever awake and watching over
them, will fall asleep to the sweet sound of their lullabies if it makes them
happy. I, who administer justice for every crime, will become a thief myself
for their entertainment. I, who am the support of this earth, will eat its dirt
to please them. I, who make the world dance according to my will, shall dance
with them with full fervor if they so command me. Tribhuvan ka swami bhakton ka
das hai. In this incarnation I will grant every pending wish my devotees have
asked of me over the course of all my incarnations. I will leave no stone
unturned in giving them the bliss that they have earned by loving me so much
for so long. There will be enough beauty of emotion in this incarnation of mine
that poets and painters for the rest of eternity will find inspiration from it.
This incarnation will be so full of love, that coming generations of devotees
will prefer drowning in that love, even more than liberation. With loads of
love, here I come, heading straight for my devotees' sweet embrace!!!

Urmila11Goldie

I don't know whether I will be able to finish this entry in
my diary, yes, in spite of being the Almighty, I don't know this! Because while
writing this I can hear all the distressed people on earth are calling me with
an intolerable agony in their hearts, 'Come, Lord, come, save us!' Oh! How
melancholy their voices are! I'm Omnipotent, but I have no power to ignore this
call. I'm feeling an irresistible pull towards earth, & it's surely the
power of their prayers! So I may have to reach to earth as a human child at any
moment, even leaving this diary-entry incomplete!

I'm still in Vaikunth, & Lakshmi is besides me. She is
silent. She looks too gloomy to describe! We will be separated after sometimes,
but I know she is not thinking about our separation at all! Her eyes are fixed
on the jail of Mathura. She is
thinking about the sufferings of our poor devotees. True, it's very natural for
her, being the mother of universe, how can she tolerate her children's pain?

I'm equally affectionate to my all children, but am feeling
most pity for them who are suffering the most! I'm completely overwhelmed with
Vasudev & Devaki's immense grief! They are performing much harder tapasya
than that they did in their previous birth to get me as their son! From that
day of Akashwani they are suffering! The newly married couple had to lose all
their pleasures which they deserved! The prince & princess have to spend
their life within a prison! The innocent parents had to lose all their newly
born babies! If there was anyone else in their place, he must start to suspect
in my existence & addressed me as cruel! But Vasudev & Devaki have not
lost faith on me, they still believe that I will come to rescue them very soon,
& are waiting for me! Even in this miserable condition, they are not
thinking about themselves! How pure their faith is! How great their sacrifice
is! How patient are they! It seems that they will even defeat the deities in
greatness! My devotees are entirely depending on me today! The poor
natives of Mathura, who became
comfortable after transfer of Sheshnaag from Devaki's womb, & started to
ignore all the fears in the high hope that I'm coming as eighth son, they are
now in jail! They are being tortured severely by Kans's
guards there! Whoever worships me is being tortured! But they can not forget to
utter my name again & again! They love me; they know very well that I will
surely fulfill my promise. So they are remaining steady in such danger. Poor
Ugrasen is watching the only light of hope in his dark room that I'm coming as
his grandson! All of them are praying to me for tolerance! Otherwise how can
they bear with such intolerable grief?

I'm very pleased with Akrur. He believes me, but he believes
in Karmyog too. Yes, Karmyog is one of the ways through which creatures can
achieve me. Besides, he is worried enough about Vasudev-Devaki & their
eighth child. Unconsciously he is worshipping me as he is now entirely
overwhelmed with only my thoughts! I will surely bless him with my direct
darshan!

Dear diary! Are you feeling bored? I know, I'm filling you
with sad events only, but what can I do? My children are suffering much! I can
never forget this! I'm bounded with my devotees with the inseparable bond of
love; we can never forget each other! They always pray to me, & I feel hurt
when they are hurt! Ok, if you want, my diary, then we may take a little brake.
Let's leave Mathura temporarily to
visit Vrindavan!

Oh! How pleasant the atmosphere of Brijdham is! Fallen in
love with this pure place! The whole Brij bhumi is waiting for me. Nand &
Yashoda are completely overwhelmed with joy! They are going to be parents for
the first time! My Maya has entered into Yashoda's womb. She will be replaced
by me after my birth, & I will come here, in this house of Nand where my
stuti is chanted everyday. & I have to spend my whole childhood here,
because I promised to do so when Nand-Yashoda performed tapasya to see my child
form in their previous birth. In this house I will establish my sweet child
form which will please the whole universe forever. I have to give Yashoda the
complete pleasure of my childhood even by making her angry with me! I will
steal butter from cowmades, they will complain to Yashoda & she will punish
me. Mother's anger will be really enjoyable for me! Thus I will cover her
completely with my Vatsalya bhakti which will help her to attain moksha.
Thought to express my Viswa roop to her too.

I'm bound by promise to Sheshnaag too! In Treta Yug, when he
incarnated himself as Lakshman, I was overwhelmed by his love & devotion to
me & decided to incarnate myself as his younger for the next time. I
decided to serve him as my elder brother just like he served me in Treta. He
has already born & I know, he is eagerly waiting for me! His love for me
knows no limit!

I have responsibilities not only to my devotees but also to
them who are suffering curse as demons & are waiting for mukti. Especially
poor Putana, who wanted to be my mother at my Vaman avater, I have to fulfill
her desire in this eighth incarnation. Similarly Utkaj, Trinabarta, Aghasur
& the great serpant Kaliya, have to be liberated. I have to break the pride
of great deities too & all of these are going to occur in this Vrindavan
only!

My beloved Yamuna! I'm coming to play my flute at your bank!
In this incarnation, I will establish myself as a Premavater, the incarnation
of love. Lakshmi will help me to establish this. She will teach people how to
love me. At my teenage, Vrindavan will become the pilgrimage of love due to her
presence.

& finally, when the crucial time will appear, I have to
leave this sacred Vrindavan in order to kill Kans.
At last, poor Vasudev & Devaki will be able to see me! But how will I
conceal my mother Yashoda? I don't know this!

The memories of Treta Yug are attacking me again & again
today! In Treta too, being moved with my devotees' pain, I incarnated myself as
Dashrathi Ramchandra in order to stop Ravan's torture on them. But my intention
was not only to destroy demons but also to establish an ideal example of human
life,- so I presented myself as Maryada Purusottam! But in this Dwapar I can't
exactly follow this format. Now the time has been changed, & the nature of
men has also been changed massively. Treta's people believed in the theory of
truth & love, they could be easily attracted by an ideal nature. But now
they have lost their respect towards truth, they have forgotten the lessons I
taught them in my Ram Avater. They don't love even their family members &
friends; the society is full of jealousy & becomes unbearable for my true
devotees. Now it's not a time to show an ideal human again, rather I should
express my divinity to men. If they can't be influenced by the beauty of human
character, then they must be drawn towards me by my direct advices only. I have
planned to give the most precious advices to them which will guide them
forever. If they obey & follow them, they will achieve me easily. Dwapar's
people will know me as Sarva Shaktiman Parameshwar, not as Maryada Purusottam.
I will never suppress my Godhead in this eighth incarnation.

Oh no! Dear diary, are you listening? I can't bear with
people's cry more! Now I MUST reach to earth, immediately! Bye, my diary, I'm
forced to stop writing here.

Urmila11Goldie

Its was the best day of my life. My wife Yashoda and I have waited for this day since a long time.

We
performed all possible rituals - the poojas, yajnas, jap, tap, vrat,
daan and dakshina as and when suggested by the Maha-Rishis and elderly
people of Gokul, so that our prayers are heard by the Supreme Lord. The
prayers for being blessed with a baby.

We have everything in our
life but the happiness of being parents and the feeling of seeing our
expectations grow in the form of our child...

My loving and
caring wife Yashoda, though never said anything from her mouth but I
could see,the pain in her eyes and feel the emptiness in her life.
Whenever she used to see any lady in the village,taking care of her
child and pampering her child, i could feel what she craved for-her own
child. She tried to see her own child in all the kids of our village.
She loves and cares about all of them like her own children.And finally. ..In
the midnight of the Ashtam tithi of Krishna paksh, Rohini nakshtra, God
blessed us with the most precious gift and boon... We could ever ask.

May
be because of Yashoda's selfless love and unconditional affection for
the children, the Param Parmaatma has heard our prayers and blessed us
with a charming baby boy.

Today...our happiness knows no limits. Today I realised what the feeling of being a father is like. I feel complete today...

And
what to say about YashodA. She's on the ninth cloud today. The glow and
happiness which i saw on her face was precious and unique...never ever
saw it before. It seems she has got the most precious thing in the world
and so true it is...For all the parents in the world... Their child is the most precious gem.

As
soon as the villagers heard about the birth of the baby..they started
celebrating and welcoming their Chhote Mukhiya like its some festival
time.The ladies gathered in large numbers at our place and sang
the songs of joy and happiness and showed their happiness by dancing and
cooking different types of desserts. The gents decorated the streets
and all the houses in gokul with flowers and decoratives. The kids
played games surrounding the newbie in their group. The elderly people
blessed the baby with long and healthy life and happiness. Many famous
Maha-Rishis and Yogis specially came to Gokul to bless our child.They wrote the divine word "OM" on the tongue of our boy with honey and the ladies wrapped the baby in yellow clothes.

Everyone
was happy. The aura of the entire village was mesmerising. Today our
Gokul village seemed to be as beautiful as the Swarg Lok. So much
brightness and glow on everyones' face, celebrations, best wishes and
blessings... Everything seemed to be a dream, that has finally come
true!

After the functions wrapped up..everyone left for their
homes in the evening and at last I got some free time to spend with my
little master,my ever affectionate and extremely happy wife and Rohini
bhabhi and her child ,who are staying with us as Vasudev bhaiya and
Devaki bhabhi have been imprisoned by the cruel king of Mathura - Kans.Generally
every child is special and unique for his parents but I felt some
divine satisfaction when I held my lalla for the very first time in my
arms. I was left with nothing more to ask from the Lord. There is some
mystical glow and magic in the eyes of my lalla. Whenever he looks at
me, my heart fills with a divine calmness. When he smiles, it seems all
the devtas are showering flowers on me and the Param Parmaatma is
smiling and blessing me. While he sleeps in the Paalna,it seems Lord
Vishnu is resting on his divine serpent- Lord Sheshnaag!

May be
thats what every father in the worlds feels like, i dont know! but I am
just loving what all is happening. I wish and pray to my Lord that he
bless my lalla with all the happiness, long life and good health and
luck of all the world to him.

Hey Lord! Please keep your divine hand on my child's head forever... Save him from all the negative vibrations.

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