My name is MARIA but some of my friends call me Buffy and Barbie. I am 19 years young and I am going to the Art Institute of Atlanta and majoring in filmI am IRISH, ENGISH, POLISH AND RUSSIAN and DAMN proud of the Irish and english part. I really do not belong here. I believe in GodAt this time I am trying to find out who I am again and like myself for who I amI love to acting, reading, fliming, editing and writeI'm the oldest of fourI feel awkward in most situationsMy sleeping patterns are way messed upI'm addicted to laying out in the sunI'm probably way too materialistic, but I don't careI usually mind my own business and don't care for your dumb gossipI'm very forgiving and try my best to be loyal to all my friends

I'm a sucker for boys in leather jackets and chucksSometimes I go swimming and work outI work at blockbuster, here in JohnscreekI'm seriously getting out of this townI never mind drinking after people, thats probably a bad thingI want to learn more about film & photography and music theory

I get bad motion sickness so I suck at being the passengerI desperately need to learn how to singdrive a 1999 gold LexusI'm not usually a quiet person, although sometimes - I can be. My friends mean the world to me I'm really weird, but I've learned to accept it. I usually get caught in the moment (good or bad) I have a hard time trusting people. I never follow the rules. rules are stupidI believe I can make my own decisions without people telling me what to do.

I am Very sarcasticI can be serious, I just choose not to be. I believe in "Forgive and Forget. "I don't regret. Regret means you don't like where you are today. Im believe that everything happens for a reason. I try to get along with everyone - although sometimes it doesn't work out that way. I learn from my mistakesMusic defines ME

I'm absolutely sick of being let down by peopleIt seems that I have a different view on life everydayI want to travel the world. . . but right now i'm too poorI'm at the point in my life, where I have to make a lot of decisions and be prepared for the futureI dont have that many friends anymore. I'm sort of enjoying myself though Because believe me, it's better than having fake friends and most people around here are superficial as hell anywayI have a lot of bad habits and it sucksI play music, because everything else sucksI want to learn EVERYTHING about music theory because I have no lifeI'm probably not who you thought I wasI hate to sound so damn pessimistic. . because i'm really notI Feel Like Love Doesn't exists or it just happpens to Never come my way. Im Scared of it now. I Havent Found anyone that makes me feel, higher then the rest, or that treated me that way. I wish I had that look, were when you look at someone you cant help but look down. Because they make you Smile so much. I Like Having fun but also can be serious when I need to be.