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Tuesday, July 7, 2015

Hypnotized and Humiliated - Chapter 32 Part 1 of 3

Hypnotized
and Humiliated

By Karen
Singer

Chapter
32 Part 1 of 3

A large fried onion appetizer, salad
with extra dressing, the largest medium-rare steak on the menu, a loaded baked
potato, coffee before dinner, Coke with dinner, and chocolate cake with vanilla
ice-cream for desert.It was Jim’s usual
meal every time he ate at that restaurant.Heather had two pieces of the onion appetizer, a salad with the dressing
on the side, a small baked chicken breast with sweet potato for her meal, and
coffee.No desert for her, but that
didn’t stop her from enjoying her evening with Jim in anyway at all.The fact that he kept ordering food to eat
and prolonging their evening together only made things better for her.She didn’t want the evening to end.

For most of the evening, they talked
about everything but company business, and for most of the evening, Heather
even managed to put Phillip, and Marian, and Vivian out of her mind.But only for most of the evening.She didn’t want to bring the subject up.In fact, she wondered if she dared bring the
subject up, especially considering that the FBI wanted her to stay completely
out of it, but as she watched Jim shoveling the last of that enormous piece of
chocolate cake into his mouth, she really felt like this might be her last
chance.Did she dare?But her worry and curiosity were simply too
much.And…this might be her best
opportunity.

“Um…Jim…” she began tentatively.

“Yeah?” Jim replied as he happily shoved
the last forkful of the cake into his mouth.

“Um, I know I’m not supposed to ask about this…”

“About what?” he asked with his mouth full of cake.

“And I know the FBI doesn’t want…”

“The FBI!”Jim almost spit
out the cake in his mouth.

“Well, yeah.That’s what
I’m wondering about.”

He swallowed quickly.“The
FBI?What do you know about the FBI?” he
asked.

“Me?Only that their
investigation working with our company is supposed to be kept totally quiet.”

“What investigation?”

She looked at him.“Okay, I
understand.Don’t mention it.I promise I won’t bring it up again.”

“No, what investigation are you talking about?”

“You mean there are more than one?I guess I should have figured that was a possibility.”

“As far as I know, the FBI isn’t investigating us at all!”

“Yeah, I know you’re not supposed to talk about it.I was just wondering that’s all.”

“Heather, to the best of my knowledge, the FBI isn’t investigating
anything at all about our company.”

“Yeah, I know you’re supposed to keep it quiet.”

“But Heather, there’s no investigation that I’m aware of.What are you talking about?”

Heather glanced around, then leaned across the table and
whispered.“The investigation into
Marian, Phillip, and Vivian.”Her eyes
darted around to make sure nobody had listened, then she leaned back in her
seat.

“Are they company employees?”Jim asked.

Heather nodded.“You’ve got
to know who they are!”Her eyes went
totally wide as she realized something.“Oh no!Maybe you’re not supposed
to know either.They must be keeping
this really quiet!”

“Keeping what quiet?As far
as I know the FBI isn’t interested in the company or anybody in the
company.Not that I know of anyway.And if they’re investigating someone in the
company, then most likely we’d never hear about it.How did you find out?”

Heather was confused.“But
Felicia said…”

“Felicia?Who’s Felicia?”

“She works with me…in out department.So do Phillip, Marian, and Vivian.”

“So you all work together.”

“Of course.”

“So what’s going on?”

Heather shook her head.“I
don’t know if I should tell you or not now.I mean, Felicia said the FBI wanted us to keep it totally quiet so they
wouldn’t know they were under investigation.”

Jim nodded.“Okay.But what are they being investigated for?”

Heather shook her head.“That’s just it.I don’t really
know.But I do know for sure what’s
really going on with those three – which isn’t anything like what it looks like
is going on.But Felicia told me to not
mention it at all or I could upset the FBI’s investigation.”

Jim was confused.“Maybe
you better tell me all of it from the beginning.First of all, who are Phillip, Marian, and
Vivian?You said they work with you
and…Felicia?”

Heather nodded, but she just looked at him for a few moments.“Um…since Felicia said I shouldn’t mention
this to anyone, then maybe I shouldn’t be mentioning it to you too.”

Jim wasn’t sure about what was going on at all.“Look,” he said, “I can’t help you, if you
won’t tell me anything.”

“Well, they didn’t tell me.I told Felicia and she went to you security guys in the company, but the
FBI was already there and they told her, and she told me.”

Jim felt like he was falling further behind in the story now.“Your friend Felicia, came to someone on our
security staff and told him, but he said the FBI were already on it…whatever it
was?”

“Kind of,” Heather replied.“But she told me the FBI was there in the building and they kept her
there for a real long time and even came and talked with her about it.That’s how she knew about their
investigation, and they told her not to let anyone know about it at all.”

“The FBI spoke with her at our company?”

She nodded as her only answer.

“To the best of my knowledge,” Jim said, “I don’t think anyone
from the FBI has ever set foot in our company here.But tell you what, let me make a call and
find out.”He pulled out his cell phone.

“Do you think you should?” Heather asked.“I mean, if the FBI doesn’t want anyone to
know…And I don’t want to get in trouble
for telling you too.”

“Oh,” Heather said as she realized that.“No, I guess I haven’t.Not really anyway.Just about the FBI.”

Jim nodded and pushed a button on his phone.He had to wait a few moments until someone
answered.“Ed?This is Jim.Listen, I’ve got a young lady here who…”He paused a moment to listen.“Yeah, that’s the one.”He smiled
at Heather as he said that.“We’ve been
out to dinner.”He listened for a moment
then smiled at Heather again.“Yeah, it
was great.But listen, are you aware of
any FBI investigation into any of our employees?She’s asking about something she claims the
FBI wants kept hushed up.I don’t need
to know any details, just if you can confirm if the FBI is interested in anyone.”He listened again, for much longer.“No,” he said, “I haven’t gotten what it’s
all about yet, but she claims she knows all about what’s really going on.”Again he listened – for an even longer
time.“Okay,” he finally said.“Will do.We’ll see you there as soon as possible.”He hung up his phone and looked at
Heather.He nodded, then said, “Okay,
let’s go.”Then he got up from his seat.

“You didn’t get in trouble did you?”

“Not at all,” he said.

She was about to get out of her seat.“I’m not in trouble now, am I?”

He laughed.“Definitely
not!But we’re going back to the company
to sort this out and find out what you’re talking about, because he has no idea
of any FBI investigation either…and he’s the chief of security.”

Blessed relief!That was
the biggest thing on Marian’s mind, even as she finished getting herself
dressed again.Relief – now that the
pressure and strain from all the milk in her udders was gone.But she knew that all too soon it would be
back again.And this time, it had been
worse than ever.Phillip had emptied the
bottles on her machine twice before she had finished being milked.The amount of milk she was now giving each
time was still increasing.She had to
get out of this predicament she was in…if for no other reason than to get off
of those stupid pills that were doing this to her…because she knew that all too
soon, all that weight and pressure in her udders would be back again.In fact, she had no doubt it was already
starting to collect.Fortunately, it
would be a long time until it started to get really bad again. Not until tomorrow morning…or actually
sometime during the night while she was trying to sleep.

She pulled her jacket on and checked her reflection in the mirror.Not bad, except for the stupid cow bell
hanging around neck.She turned to
Phillip.“Are you sure this is what you
want me to wear tonight?” she asked.

Phillip shrugged.“You seem
to like the cow costume too much, so I thought you may as well wear this
instead.”

Marian nodded.“The costume
is kind of fun,” she admitted.“I’m just
surprised you want me to dress like I did for work, that’s all.”

“You may as well,” Phillip replied.

“Fine with me,” Marian told him.“Actually, since I really don’t know what I want to wear, anything would
be fine,” she added with some frustration.

“I know what you mean,” Phillip replied.What he didn’t tell her though, was that he
had decided to let her dress like – an adult – because it went better with his
fantasies…and he was already dressed as a little girl.He picked up Dolly and held her in his
arms.“Am I ready?” he asked.

“Just fix your lips and make sure you’ve got a bottle in your
purse, just in case,” Marian told him.“How about me?”

Phillip sighed.“Just fine,”
he told her.

It only took Phillip a moment to redo his lipstick and grab
another bottle, while Marian let out a few moos for the benefit of the
apartment, then to the clanging of Marian’s bell, the two of them walked out
the door.The two of them, plus Dolly,
plus Phillip’s balloon that was still tied around his wrist.Well, actually, Marian walked, and Phillip
waddled.All the diapers he was still
wearing from earlier that morning were now very soaked.But the three diapers were probably enough
that if necessary, they could last all night.Phillip hoped he wouldn’t be stuck in them all night.

“Where are we going?” Phillip asked as they headed for her car.

“I’m not sure yet,” she replied.“I think we’ll just drive around and see what we find.”

Not having a better idea, Phillip said nothing.

Despite the late hour and the darkness, the company parking lot
was well lit.Heather’s nervousness
increased as they approached the company building. “Are you sure I won’t get in trouble for
this?” she asked.

“Trust me,” Jim replied, “it’s going to be just fine.”

The one thing that Heather realized though, was that ever since he
had placed that phone call back at the restaurant, Jim had been all business.He was certainly nice enough, but all the fun
had gone out of their date.

As they walked towards the entrance doors, a balding, rather heavyset
man in a sport jacket held the doors wide open for them.“Good timing,” he said.“I just got here myself.”

Jim made the brief introductions.“Ed, this is Heather.Heather,
this is our Chief of Security, Ed.”

Heather nervously nodded.“Nice to meet you,” she replied.

Ed smiled and laughed, then looked at Jim.“Why the heck did it take you so long to ask her
out?”

Jim blushed and shrugged.“I didn’t know if she was…involved with anyone.”

“So what if she was?What’s
it hurt to ask?”

Jim only shrugged again.

“Come on back to my office,” Ed told them, then led the way toward
one of the hallways instead of heading for the elevators like most other people
did.Heathers eyes automatically went to
the three other security guards now on duty in the lobby.Her nervousness increased.

“Hey, now that might be fun!” Marian decided suddenly as she
headed for the bright lights ahead.

Phillip looked to see what she was talking about, and nearly had a
fit.“Oh no!Not there!”

“Why not?” Marian replied as she pulled into the same fast food
restaurant where they had eaten lunch the day before.

“Because they all know me too well.”

“All the better,” Marian told him as she parked the car.

Phillip was hesitant about getting out of the car, but they did
have to spend two hours being humiliated in public again, and he supposed one
place was as good as another.So he got
out.Marian was waiting for him in the
middle of the parking lot with her hand held out toward him.A minute later, with Dolly tucked in his left
arm, Marian took his right hand and led him like a child into the restaurant –
to the constant clang of the cowbell around her neck.

With the hour being after dinner now, there were very few people
inside, which only let the workers behind the counter notice Phillip that much
faster.

“Hey!” one of them called brightly only moments after they had
walked in.“You’re the guy they told us
about from the earlier shift.You came
back again!”

Phillip was trying to think up a reply, but Marian, still holding
his hand like a child, was much quicker.“Of course he came back.You
don’t think he’d pass up an opportunity to visit all his friends, do you.”

Phillip could feel his face turning red as Marian again fielded
all their questions.And now with her
holding his hand like a child, he felt even more childish.Damn he couldn’t wait to get inside of his
diapers again!

“What’s the balloon for?Any special reason?” one of the girls asked.

“Oh, little Phyllis here got that for being such a good girl in
the mall a few days ago now.And she
just loves it so much I let her keep that with her too.”As the workers all laughed, Marian lowered
her voice to a loud whisper.“I had to
tie it to her wrist so it wouldn’t float away!You know how careless children can be sometimes.”Her remark brought more laughter.

“Phyllis?” one of the girls asked.

“Sure!” Marian replied.“This is Sissy Phyllis everyone.”She turned to Phillip, “Can you do a nice curtsey for all the nice
people here Phyllis?”

Phillip nearly had a fit.Curtsey?Like a…But she was holding his hand like a
child.He was dressed like a child.And this was right in the middle of all of
his greatest fantasies.With Marian
still holding his hand, he put one leg behind the other and bent his knees a bit
before standing up straight.He wasn’t
surprised at hearing more laughter. He was surprised at the applause he
got.

“Are you eating tonight?” one of the girls behind the counter
asked.“Or did you just come out to give
us a little treat?”

Marian was caught off-guard by the question.Eating had never even entered her mind.But the mention of it made her realize that
she was hungry, and Phillip hadn’t fed her before they left his apartment.She turned to Phillip, “Are we eating, or
not?”

Phillip had to consider that for a moment.They had eaten lunch here the day before and it
had been a major humiliation for him.Fortunately, there were a lot less people there now.“Uh…sure,” he finally said.“We may as well.”He dropped his voice to a whisper.“And it will eat up a lot more time.”

“Sounds like a good idea,” Marian agreed.

“Why are you wearing a cow bell?” the girl asked Marian before
they had a chance to order.“I mean,
it’s nice and all, well the bell anyway, but that collar it’s attached
to…um…isn’t the best.”

Marian wasn’t at all pleased by the question.“I’m wearing it because I’m nothing but a
stupid ugly cow,” Marian told her almost automatically.And then she mooed just for emphasis.The girl laughed…somewhat, but it was obvious
she didn’t really know what to think.

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About Me

For those of you who might remember me, I’m the same Karen who used to have the website My Sissy Rules Fantasy that Yahoo suddenly deleted several years ago. I still miss my website and really hope to have one back again someday, but, well, I guess I procrastinate a lot – plus, I think the internet has been doing a lot of growing lately.
Other than that, what else can I tell you about me? As I said, I’m male. An older male to be exact. One who has wished very hard his entire (and I mean entire) life that he had been born a girl. Seriously! You have no idea how much that aches in me – always.
I’ve always been small and skinny, except recently my stomach has decided it wants to be large and fat (Arrgh!). Oh yeah, I’m also very married to a wonderful woman who knows nothing at all about this side of me… and I intend to work very hard at keeping it that way.
So for me, life is good, and life is bad, and life is worse, and life is horrible, and life is great. But that’s what life is – you take what it hands you and you do the very best you can under the circumstances. And you enjoy what little bits that you can, wherever and however you can manage it.