sometimes i wonder

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

someone distract me

so distracted already by the recent events (sliding into the deep apathy mode, attracting very dark energy, the next day a lying cop gave me two tickets, the first two in three or four years, and the next day, no more job... pow, life just became so much more challenging because salaries like that one are seriously rare around here and giving so much money away all through this life leaves me looking at living on social security when i can no longer work and i am getting so tired of trying to balance work life and pleasure and i really don't think i deserve to struggle when senior years get here because i've been so generous all through life and did i mention i could really appreciate distraction about now?) that i had to pull myself out of the game in the second inning and did ok at second and i didn't pitch the second game and was pretty sloppy at second not misjudging two balls because i was too tired and distracted by blues to bend properly and life is seriously sad at the moment and the inner well of hope for fairness and kindness is so dry i am probably going to project so little positive expectation that i may spiral deeper and deeper into dark energy that will bring even more negative events and just letting go of the rat race and trusting anyone and moving into a tent in the woods while i can still afford to stock up on bug spray sounds so good to me right now if jackson was not sharing daily life and needed me to share expenses i might just head into woods (or ask a friend if i can put a tent in their backyard and use their shower) and retire rent-free...

musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...

to keep in touch

it took about ninety seconds to type and send this message to you to let you know i am here and i care about you... to let you know what i am up to at the moment and to remind you that i want to keep in touch (can tweets {huh?} be far behind?).. what small world?... it is a wonderful writinglife (and fun) for me, after all... how about yours?...

one of many

i am, you are, but in the case of this text blurb i am pointing out that this blog is one of many, 86 here on blogger dot com at last count, and this one is where the mostly mundane daily life blurbs and reflections are put (which could bore you)... the other 100 (plus) have other purposes that might hold more interest for you if this one does not, i mean, in case you are interested or, bored even :)

if you already know me

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