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Friday, April 17, 2015

Sometimes It Just Fits

Ever get the feeling that somethings just fit? Are literally meant to be on so many levels?

My husband and I are definitely meant to be. After almost 14 years together (married and not) I have no doubts about that. We fit.

My best friend. It was an immediate connection. For 10 years, we've been by each other's side for times of sadness and times of triumph. We fit.

When we met Kelly and her family last summer and the communication that followed, I knew that things felt right. But in my wildest imagination I never thought I could connect with someone on this level. But we do. We fit.

What makes our story even better, is that with all of the kindness and love that is surround everyone involved in our journey, there are even more and more people that are adding their piece to our puzzle and just "fit".

Kelly had her 20 week OB appointment today and all went great. Dr. Bradford was so very reassuring. He knew I was concerned since the MFM appointment and the echogenic bowel diagnosis. It was hard not being there in person. This was the first doctors appointment that I've missed. I can't be at them all, I know this. But to have such support for Kelly and me...I know that we are in good hands. We fit.

I will always look back on my infertility and the years of struggles as a dark moment in my life. It's hard not to, we had a lot of loss and a lot of challenges. I'll never really beat infertility. I'm forever an infertile. That doesn't mean I'm not overcoming it.

10 comments:

I'm so thankful for all the things that have fallen into place, worked out better than we expected, and fit together in this last year for you... Not to say it hasn't been difficult, no there have been a lot of scary moments, and days filled with worry. But things have certainly come along way... heck, IUIs were the plan last summer, and now your just a few months away from meeting your TWO sons! So thankful Kelly fit into your story!

I agree, keep the title-it's still a baby bump that is holding YOUR babies. Lol, I always planned to be one of those annoying people rocking a bikini when I became pregnant-Becky did this for me once with the boys and let me put on sun screen on it. It was my bump! The other fun thing is when you carry them in baby wearing devices you get a bump, and they kick your stomach (just on the outside this time). half way!! wooo hooo

About Me

This blog is my outlet to share the hurt and pain of my infertility. DOR, Endometriosis, and finally Asherman's Syndrome have plagued our past 4 years with loss and heartache. We ultimately turned to Donor Eggs at CCRM to create our miracles. With the help and love of one of our surrogate, our twin boys were born on July 16, 2015 and just 5 months later, our miracle baby girl and natural surprise was born on December 11, 2015. Life is most definitely complete!