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Monday, January 21, 2013

'Lessons From a Dead Girl' by Jo Knowles

From the BLURB:

Leah
Greene is dead. For Laine, knowing what really happened and the awful feeling
that she is, in some way, responsible set her on a journey of painful
self-discovery. Yes, she wished for this. She hated Leah that much. Hated her
for all the times in the closet, when Leah made her do those things. They were
just practicing, Leah said. But why did Leah choose her? Was she special, or
just easy to control? And why didn’t Laine make it stop sooner? In the
aftermath of the tragedy, Laine is left to explore the devastating lessons Leah
taught her, find some meaning in them, and decide whether she can forgive Leah
and, ultimately, herself.

Friendships
are meant to drift, not haunt. But since Leah Greene’s death, Laine is haunted
by the memories of their childhood friendship – by the signs Leah left, the
questions Laine didn’t ask and the pain of a terrible cycle that was inflicted
on both girls.

‘Lessons
From a Dead Girl’ was the 2007 young adult novel from Jo Knowles.

I
owe big thanks to Nicole for recommending me this book – but for also forewarning
me of its disturbing brilliance. Even with ample warning, I wasn’t prepared for
‘Lessons From a Dead Girl’ – but, then again, I don’t think any reader will be
guarded against the terrible events explored in this book, and that’s probably
a good thing for the impact Jo Knowles leaves behind.

We
meet Laine the day she is told that her childhood best friend, Leah Greene, is
dead. They haven’t been friends for a long time now – not since Leah developed
a reputation she seemed to revel in. But one last explosive confrontation
between the girls is haunting Laine as much as the memories from long ago, the
ones that are resurfacing with evil intent in the wake of Leah’s death.

Laine
was never quite sure why Leah chose to be friends with her – Leah was beautiful
and popular, her parents were rich and everyone wanted to be her friend, but
she chose Laine. But what started as an idyllic friendship, and entry into
Leah’s beautiful life, soon soured … Laine’s memories take us from the
present-day tragedy; to the slow-burning devastation that was Leah and Laine’s
‘dirty’ little secret.

Jo
Knowles is a beautiful writer, who writes sinister and moving stories. In
‘Lessons From a Dead Girl’ she takes us back to Leah and Laine when they are in
primary school. Knowles starts by showing us a normal, healthy friendship … and
then slowly but surely introduces us to feelings of unease as Leah’s little
girl games with Laine become something truly disturbing and over-sexualised,
clearly hinting that this young girl has been exposed to abuse for much of her
young life.

The following weekend, Leah comes to my house.
She pulls me straight into the doll closet. She doesn’t ask or even tell me
what we’re going to do. She’s rough and angry. It doesn’t feel like practice.
It feels like punishment.

I hold myself as still as I can, my eyes
squeezed shut, feeling like I deserve it.

The
build-up to Leah and Laine’s inappropriate play is sickening, both for
Knowles’s masterful foreshadowing and her expert narration in letting Laine
talk about her memories with creeping sense of unease in the present (and new
perspective gained in her teenage years). What’s equally disturbing are Leah’s
reactions after what takes place in the doll closet - when we, as readers, see that she is clearly
mimicking the actions of her abuser in letting Laine think what they did was
normal, and their little secret.

More than 90% of juvenile sexual abuse
victims know their perpetrator in some way, and that’s true in ‘Lessons From a Dead Girl’, when Laine meets the family
friend who started this awful cycle for Leah. What’s also disturbing is the
fact that about 30% of abused children will later abuse their own children,
continuing the horrible cycle of abuse.
These are two statistical facts that Jo Knowles communicates through the
narrative of ‘Lessons From a Dead Girl’. There are so many reports out there on
child sex abuse – but Knowles’s book is about cutting to the quick and offering
a tangible story of how far-reaching that abuse is, like a ripple affect that
continues to widen.

I struggled to get through ‘Lessons
From a Dead Girl’, because it’s such a disturbing story, so powerfully written
by Jo Knowles. Despite its darkness, I would recommend this book to anyone and
everyone – because it’s a story that must be read, especially by young adults.
There are consequences laid out in this book, repercussions explored and
victims given a voice as they admit the abuse that shaped them. I cannot
recommend this book enough.

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