Wow, I've been absent for a while! I'm horrible and I seek Carlisle's forgiveness. I hope everyone is alive and well and I belatedly wish all my happinesses to our blessed holidays that have passed. OY!

"And if you ever kiss her again, I will break your jaw for her," he promised.Team Edward, Alice and Cullen! Swoonist. Mrs.Edward_Cullen<3's brain twin!

My gravest apologies, my faithful. I have been carrying the word to the faithful in other areas and have missed many the days here. I have begged the forgiveness of blessed Carlisle, which he has graciously given without question. He is the embodiment of forgiveness and good. I strive to be like him.

Our next holy day is June 20th, Edward's Feast. By the grace of Carlisle, RL will not be so hard on me for the next several months and I can, by your desire and with your permission of course, return to my duties here.

Just popping in to wish all the faithful a wonderful and blessed week.

I'm in an odd place at the moment. I am listening to our holy text, Eclipse, in the book-on-cd format and it's effecting me more than I thought it would, given that I have read it more than a dozen times now. First, I am not a fan of Ilyana Kadushin, the woman who does the reading. I completely understand having a woman read the novels, given that it is a woman whose head we are in. But, her voices for the other characters, Edward in particular, grate on me to no end. And, I will be the first to admit, it is harder to hear about Bella's betrayals, hear her voice her carless thoughts, than I am comfortable with.

I shall pray to Carlisle and to Edward for their understanding and forgiveness for doubting Bella's heart.

It seems that RL is never forgiving, even for the most devout of followers.

Today, we celebrate the Festival of Edward & Bella. We celbrate the day that they came together before man and heaven and sealed what we know was a union created by destiny, by fate, by the universe itself. So, raise a glass, fellow devotees.

May each of us find a love that rings of the devotion, the truth and the eternity of Edward & Bella. And to our favorite couple, many many many many many many happy returns.

It seems that RL is never forgiving, even for the most devout of followers.

Today, we celebrate the Festival of Edward & Bella. We celbrate the day that they came together before man and heaven and sealed what we know was a union created by destiny, by fate, by the universe itself. So, raise a glass, fellow devotees.

May each of us find a love that rings of the devotion, the truth and the eternity of Edward & Bella. And to our favorite couple, many many many many many many happy returns.