Am I paranoid ? Please tell me anyone. I laugh at people who say „Trump“ will not win anyway, and even if he will not be able to change anything because of the „laws“. But haha, you don’t see everything. They were laws before, they got broken.

And people didn’t expect the Brexit to happen. And it did and all were shocked but this is what is happening. And Turkey.. I don’t know. We don’t need to talk about. I am happy I live in Germany, it seems to be one of the strongest places still in the world today (first will be the last and last will be the first).

I worry about international companies suck up small ones with money (money rules the world with pressure and force and threatening, corruption, this is true) and somehow getting richer they become more robbering. WordPress.Com is a free homepage still but it has less chances and possibilities then the place I was before (German homepage). And.. at the same time it is much more complex and complicated to understand. You need to be very concentrated to understand and built up your profile and page. They make it hard for people to understand all things easily about privacy, intimicy, options, settings, anything, so the basic settings are inacceptable for real but people don’t mind because they are too lazy to understand what’s meant between the lines.

And this is something I worry about. I don’t feel comfortable in a place which is going to be ruled by US-Americans who are going to be ruled by Nazis maybe.

There is something going on. I feel it. Yesterday I was with my family (I have the supersmartest family like Mom and Dad and bro and sis and my sister’s boyfriend and some more), they all reflect. We took the Mom of my sister’s boyfriend with us, it doesn’t matter that she grew up in Poland, it matters that she wasn’t taught well there. And once you are with people, any time there will rise a speach about intolerance and political situation. I see from the very beginning by acting and talking which person is intolerant and not open and so she is. And she only said one sentence and I rolled my eyes, I felt I got very very sick and tired. And after I thought, damn, Lisa, if you always feel like this and don’t use your powers and strength to argument with those intolerant people, then those will be the winning. And you lose.

I’m in a special mood about this, yesterday I watched a long, long documentary about the end of World War II the whole night long until early morning. I almost know everything about but I still watch because you can always find out more things. SEE them. See the pity and the sorrow that war brings to human kind. And it’s that easy, fucking easy, to manipulate people (I could as well, I know how it works, how to make people follow you, but I’m passive aggressive and I would never force anyone to do anything like in supermarket if I can’t wait and get impatient if someone is not able to decide on sth. I try to focus on sth. else so he or she has got enough time to decide. Alright?), therefore you need to teach pupils the same books and analyze, please, books like „Mario und der Zauberer“ (Thomas Mann) oder „Demian“ (Hermann Hesse). Those authors, they were friends and they lived during second World War and their books were censored/ forbidden by the Nazi regime. Never ever try to think that this is a solution to rule a country or rule people in general.

We are not more people today than in WWII, but we have a good connection, so we are much stronger now. Thanks to web but please be sure not to control the web. Please. Think, man. It’s noone’s fault that you have anger inside of yourself. Don’t project to someone else. Be smart.

Damn, and I read the fucking book „Mein Kampf“ and I understand why he became the way he did. And I will say his name, because I’m not afraid. It’s Lord Voldemort. No, man. Adolf Hitler. His parents should have loved him for what he was.

And there must be a good reason why there is a rhyme for „Trump“ and the rhyme is „dumb“. The ironical thing is, he even said it, the dumbest are the easiest to make you follow. Go to school and listen. And there must be a reason for his first name reminds of Donald a duck, even though the duck is much smarter and would be a better president for the United States than the Trump.