thanks for more pain, I can take it, I can take more and more so now it's 4:50 am and I'm sitting in your park trying to make sense but the only sense is telling me that I'm the sucker and everyone have a laugh on me cuz I fell for the same thing over a dozen times now and I'd really love to be your friend but that seems a day short and 2 dreams away but tomorrow you'll say we are and I'll forget everything tonight has shared hmm, I just wanna leave this place and you and everything I got myself into thinking was pure cuz all innocence here was lost after the first lie I believed and I never noticed till now I want to feel nothing, and the drugs help numb but never erase your smile hurts the most and this walk-away can't seem to wash anything away but tomorrow you'll say we are and I'll forget everything tonight has shared and I'll take it and smile maybe I'll die today no more, no more, no nothing well maybe just a little more moon's light in your park would make feelings feel a little more right enchanting the evening, replacing the empty, searching for hidden flames in our hidden hearts ignoring our judgments in finding these new smiles to be more real, true, a little more full no more reaching for stars or praying on angels, the last of my hope, this will not change us realizing that heaven lay only a stare away, it's fair to say I'm happy now standing so tall and giving you all my best could ever be, accepting to believe these things are true, you were there as well too our first night, our first chance at heaven you're turning your back, running from me, closing your eyes to all that was seen just never forget, I'm begging you please, the way our stare drowned the world