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Wednesday, March 12, 2014

On the 13th of february, at 7 o'clok in the afternoon. I got hit by a motorcycle while I was crossing the street.It was 8 days before my birthday.I broke both of my legs and had to stay in bed for a month, and tomorrow, 13th of march, I'll finally remove one of the two plasters I have on right now.I've always been a grateful person. Always. I was aware that I was lucky to live under a roof, to have water, to walk, to eat, to buy the stuff I needed. So I just see this accident like another reason to be grateful. I've been living in my bed for the last 29 days. Had to skip school, and basically, to skip life.But I'm not sad. I'm very happy about this situation. It's just another experience, right?I remember that 10 days or so before the accident I had told my mom "I want to hibernate! And wake up when it's spring!" and it happened! My wish has come true, haha! Now outside the weather is warm and the smell of nature is entering my room from the window as I'm writing this. Crazy! Right!?Nonetheless, this is my life right now. I'm pretty cool and happy with my situation! Hope all of you lovely people are good too!Much love,Gizzy.

Sunday, January 19, 2014

One day I was out with a friend, and we started talking about dreams in general. When she asked me what my biggest dream was I automaticly assumed it was visiting Japan, although I wasn't pretty sure back then. But today I realized that indeed it is. My biggest dream is to travel Japan. When I'm sick or I feel low, I always find myself searching informations about that beautiful country and it has a calming effect on my mood. It is just so relaxing. It's like if I had a costant something in my heart that tells me “you don't belong here, you belong there”.
This takes me to a quote of Rumi that I found a while back that really expresses what I feel:

“My soul is from elsewhere, I'm sure of that, and I intend to end up there.”

It is really nice, having something to look forward to.
By the way, reading my blog again I noticed that I sound very depressed (I'm not), I'm going to try to change that because it's just false.