Wednesday, October 8, 2014

The
big news in my life right now is that I have accepted a new job.I realize this type of thing happens to
people all the time, and for many it’s not a big deal, but I tend to find a
place and dig in and never leave.The
only reason I left my last job is because the company closed.The job before that I left to have a
baby.The job before that was because my
husband finished grad school and we moved 3,000 miles.I’ve only had 4 jobs in my adult life.I sometimes wonder if I hadn’t gone to
college if I’d still be working in the town library (my much-beloved high
school job.)

All
this to say, this is the first time in my life I am voluntarily leaving a place
I love to go work somewhere else.It is
rocking me to my core in all sorts of ways.

Let me
back up.

Many
of you know, I am currently the director of a school age child care program in
a town about 15 miles from my house. I've been there five years and
really like it. I had no intention of going anywhere.

Then
back in July, I was reading email from the superintendent of schools in the
town where I live - one of those general mid-summer updates to all the parents
in the district, talking about progress on various goals. In
this email, he announces that the long-standing director of the after-school
program has retired, and that the position is being totally re-vamped into a
much larger leadership position for the district. Intrigued, I clicked
through to the details of the job posting, and immediately realized, they are
looking for ME.

So I
applied, and then spent the next two months worrying and feeling guilty and
conflicted, while waiting to get called for an interview. (My family
might point out that “worry” is a bit of an understatement. I was a wreck.) The interview
process kept getting delayed due to more pressing school district issues.
My nerves got increasingly frayed.Finally,
two weeks ago I got the call, and then very quickly proceeded through a series
of increasingly demanding interviews, until at last, I was offered the job last
Thursday.

I will
be doing very similar work – coordinating before-and-after school care within public school buildings – but on a much larger scale.My current company is a small non-profit who holds a contract with a
school district.In my new job, I’ll be
a school district employee, and I’ll have many new responsibilities in terms of
community outreach, collaborating with other town programs, and innovating new
ideas for learning that takes place outside of traditional school hours.It’s a fantastic job, and wonderful opportunity
for personal and professional growth.The
best part of all this?It’s my home
town.The town in which I grew up and
was educated. The town I moved back to ten years ago so that we could raise Max
here. The town I love. This is a dream job, and a perfect
fit.It feels like every choice I’ve
made in my career up to this point has led me to this place. I’m incredibly
excited.

BUT….I
have to say goodbye to a community of people I’ve grown to love, and I’m
terrible at letting go.

I’ve got four weeks to tie up all the loose ends in my
current job, and jump through all the pre-employment hoops in my new job. I
spent all day last Friday telling my staff and my board members.Monday was a day full of strategy meetings,
planning how to conduct the search for my replacement.Yesterday was the email announcement to all
the parents of the kids in the program.The predictable pattern of
response to this news has been shock, followed by disappointment, followed by
“but I am so happy for you” followed by “but I’m so sad for us.”I dance between grief and gratitude all day
long.I remind myself how boring and
empty life would be if I didn’t feel and care so much.

There
will be lots to do in the next four weeks, and I expect my days will be
long.It feels great, after nearly 3
months of worry and secrecy, to be able to move forward.I’m much better when I have a plan.It’s hard to predict what role art will play
in this.The weeks of not-knowing
paralyzed me creatively.I drew inward,
and took comfort in books and movies.It’s no surprise that I finally got my art mojo back the day I completed
the interview cycle.I still didn’t know
if I had the job, but I had given it everything I had, and I finally had room
for something else.

Meanwhile, I bought
frames for two of my favorite pieces, with the intention of hanging them in my
new office.Whether or not I have much
time for art in the next four weeks, the pieces are leaning against the wall,
ready to go, and reminding me that my creative and professional lives are both
a big part of who I am, and are not mutually exclusive.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

There's definitely a similarity of tone to last weekend's collages. I was working on "pushing back" different layers, and partially obscuring others, so most of the pieces have a hazy muted kind of look to them. It's a departure from my usual color frenzy and it was fun to explore.

(Terrie, you were asking about how effective the polymer medium/tack iron technique was with deli papers: both the aqua dots above and the yellow rays below were bits of painted deli paper.)

Thanks to Leslie for the vintage ephemera in this one:

The scan of this one didn't really pick up on the blue-ish nature of the the papers and paint.

This next one was done a piece of corrugated cardboard. The tack iron process didn't work as well on this surface. It didn't provide as firm a surface for ironing, and the pieces didn't stick as well as first. I had to apply more pressure with the iron, which then compressed the cardboard a bit and emphasized the ridges. (You can see the faint horizontal lines running throughout that no amount of paint can cover) Perhaps it wouldn't have mattered so much if collage papers had complete covered the base.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

So after watching all of Laura's tutorials, and seeing the technique she uses to adhere her collage papers, I went right out and bought myself a tacking iron.

I'm in love with this process.

Here's how it works.

You coat your substrate and both sides of your collage papers with polymer medium. You let them dry. You assemble your collage layers in a pleasing manner. The slight stickyness of the polymer medium makes it really easy to stick papers down temporarily. I don't know about you, but when I compose with untreated papers, they are constantly sliding around, blowing off or curling up and it's really hard to plan a composition. These papers are kind of like colorforms. You can stick them down and peel them up again until you're happy with the arrangement. And once you are? You cover the collage with a piece of parchment paper and iron the whole thing down with your nifty little tack iron.

Presto!

All your papers are perfectly adhered without wrinkles or bubbles and without spontaneously deciding to fall off after the glue has dried.

I've done 20 collages this way so far, and they are smooth and flat and permanent. I may never use glue again.

I spent a great deal of time over the weekend prepping favorite bits of collage fodder with polymer medium so I'll be ready to collage at a moments notice.

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

Before last weekend's total collage immersion, I was working slowly and steadily on two different round robin books.

Carroll's book is a spiral-bound weekly planner from 1976.

The original owner kept incredibly detailed notes about her life, and the pages are covered in her handwriting.

On the page below, she had written an appointment with Dr. Southall, then circled it and written "no!" next to it. I adapted my page around that.

I didn't do much to this next page other than glue down and old library pocket and slip an ATC inside. I'm the fourth person to work in this book. Gina is the last stop before it goes back home to Carroll. I'm pretty sure we've all agreed to give the books another go around the circle since we all have plenty of blank pages and spaces left for additions.

The book is a collaborative effort, where we are encouraged to add to each other's pages. The page below came to me with the yellow paint. I added the architectural image transfer. It's nothing close to a "finished" page. It will be fun to see what others add.

This rather busy two-page spread is all me. If these were postcards I'd consider them done and mail them off, but one of my talented friends might see a way to take this to a whole new level.

Talk about minimalist...

This page came to me with the two scraps of painted paper. I added the big letters. (and cracked myself up.)

OH, and speaking of cracking myself up...

The voice balloon says "I don't know if you're my role model, per se, but I have long wanted to be a member of the pants-wearing elite."

Carroll drew this marvelous bunny, and left an inviting smear of blue on the opposite page. All I did was add the invitation to come out an play.

Another minimal contribution from me - all I added was the voice balloon. (many thanks to Max for sacrificing some old comic books.)

"Why'd you bring me to this boring, stinky old swamp?"

Then there's this hot mess. There was a some purple and white on the pages when I started, and it seems everything I added made it worse. The one thing I like about this spread is that the dark squiggly lines are done on a transparency that has been taped into the book as a separate page. (see the tiny polka dots on the right side of the spine? it's a wash-tape hinge.) this way the transparency flips back and forth and you can incorporate the lines into either page.

Finally, I got to use four different elements that have been hanging around my collage folder for ages.

At the same time I was working on Carroll's book, I was also working on Amy's book for my other round robin. The disadvantage of working in books is that you have to leave them open to dry so you can't start working on another page right away. It was nice to have two books going at once so that I could work in one while the other was drying. I didn't do as much in Amy's book because it's smaller and fuller and I wanted to make sure there were plenty of pages for the remaining two artists to work on.

My typical silliness was in high-gear for these pages.

Peggy left a comment recently asking for more info regarding altered books, because she's considering doing a round robin of her own.