After reading your post and your profile, I thought I'd do a friendship request. It seems we have a lot in common and I just don't find that often in my day to day life. I consider myself an ex-christian right now, after small disillusions led to huge cracks in my faith. I've been trying to reconcile my questions with reality and find my way back somehow, but just haven't figured it out yet. Anyway, I'd like to keep in touch if you don't mind.