Despair and Loneliness

By Anonymous, harrisonburg, VA

Image Credit: Kelly Z., Niscayuna, NY

The author's comments:

i lost my girl because another man came in between us.

I feel so sad in this world. I feel like there is no one there for me. At night I lie in my bed &amp; i cry for the fact i have no body &amp; no life worth living for. I wake up in anger; and i fall asleep in anger, all in hatred for myself. Just living from day to day is a challenge for me. It's just that i thought you were the one for me. Life was so perfect, you were all i had and all i needed. But after he came in between us it all went upside down. Why would you pick him. I can't forgive you for what you did. He doesn't deserve you, your to good for him, for me to. Did you even care? Did you even love me? Didn't think so.

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