I had a really bad nightmare last night. I woke up and I was crying and sweating, even shaking it was so bad. I had a nightmare, that I was young again, and my father got drunk, and forced himself on me, than he beat me up to the point that I was inches away from death. I kept...

I woke up after a dream, where I dreamt that we were talking again. You were ignoring me. I went out on the porch. You followed me and asked me what was wrong. I started to tell you about my feelings lately, about us, and about you. I started crying - and woke up crying.
I'm...

But it revolved around my dad.
I shot him, but the bullets had no affect.
I was trying to stop him from abusing a young girl, sexually. Just as he did me .......................
Much more happened but I am keeping it to myself as the...

I woke up, and was due to be to work in an hr. I decided to think about all the reasons i shouldn't go and how pointless continuing this mascarade of an exisitance. (my life) then i rolled over to see my beautiful daughter (2 yrs. old) sleeping soundly and more beautifully than...

college lecture hall, and I was counting the steps as I descended. (I do have a tendency to count things, among them the steps I walk up or down). When I reached the bottom, I approached a pass-through counter where I thought I was supposed to pick something up. There were...

Today, I not only woke up with a heavy heart, and a feeling like there was something missing in my life, but I woke up with tears falling down my face, and really just wanting to go back to sleep.
Last night I had dreams about my Daughter, about my Beautiful, Emily, about how...