Feelings: Heartache

Well if you can't figure it out by the end of the poem I wrote this after a pretty rough breakup. I know, I know, "one of those!" But I've found it easy to express myself and easier to cope with if I put it down in words. Otherwise I bottle it up and... well I don't get anywhere!

No more good mornings, no more good nights,no more "I love you" as I turn off the lights.Feeling so empty, so unfulfilled,that once which held me,has suddenly spilled.Wanting and waning, hurting or paining,regardless the sensation is there.

These sensations; the scent of your skin, the feel of your hairthe despondence in your smile,the steady breathing... a comfort, such simple things I'd grown used to for awhile.The giggle and smirk, the cry, the cough,the moan and those airs,nuances had become routine as we'd become a pair.

Perpetually underestimated, eventually undone.The desire for me was lost. I miss you and I'll miss you.I hope that you find what was misplaced because I cannot.As well this cannot convey the time we shared, the memories we made,the content I felt.But know that my being has been imprinted by a persistence,this pressure almost unbearable.But I am strong, I'll continue on,this passage without that which once held me.

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writinginalaska 5 years agofrom southeast Alaska

very nice, good job and cadence. thank you for following me.

sajad hussain 5 years agofrom India

very nice way of expressing ones love

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CodeMaster 5 years agofrom Alaska, Anchorage

I appreciate the concern Ardie. WIth every word I found myself a little bit closer to accepting reality. It was also my little way of conveying to her how I had felt about everything. Mostly it was for me though :P

Sondra 5 years agofrom Neverland

It hurts...I can feel that from your words. I hope getting them out has brought you some closure.