Description:he know so much thus far into our realationship this i reget yet I wish to still tell more I can't understand why...

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I long to stay up at night with you
tell you all my fears
express to you my deepest desires
tell you the things I long to get off my chest
I wish with all my might you would/could still accpect me as I am...
But this I will never know
For I can not share all these things
If I did I'm willing to take that risk
The risk of loosing you
For you may not take me as I am

Therefore, I will keep my dark bleak past to myself
I'll keep on dreaming such a man exsits

well its quite sensible to assume people will avoid u,when they get to know of your past,but some people have had an uncommon upbringing,and it makes them more percept of the pains others feel.

life might have brought crtain things his way, or someone his close to but getting to know urs might arresthim to harsh realities, either positively or otherwise. of course one can always broach such matters (if need be) by talkin as if it happened to another just to sample reactions, but be wise like a serpent says the bible.

This deals with gambling on a relationship in life that may not be what your searching for through a long period of time.

The ending is if you were saying you were ready and prepared for disappointment due to the fact that it has happened before but it is something you really want to bank on and put as much hope in it as you can but the trails of these bad signals that play on throughout relationships in the sense of couples or two ppl that
love each other, especially when there is one of them who has been more hurt than the other and is willing to take the risk of dealing with a wrong result or conclusion from it.
Makes me ponder even though I am a 'single'
individual.