59.

Today is my grandparents’ 59 wedding anniversary. I’ve already had two good cries this morning and it’s only 8:30 a.m. I love you, Rosie and Louie. Thanks for teaching me about love and family. I hope Jay and I can follow in your footsteps and live by your examples as we start our own family.

I really wanted to have a baby today. It was the only day I had my hopes up about. Oh well. Can’t always get what you want. I also wanted my grandpa to be alive to celebrate his own 59 wedding anniversary. Life sucks like that sometimes.