Thursday, 6 April 2017

Yup.. the title said it all..
i know it's almost half way thru 2017, maybe i'm a little bit late to rant about what happened early this year.. but who cares.. well, maybe there's some people who cares and still come and visit my humble blog, for that, i can't thank you guys enough.. it does means a lot.. like really really a lot..

so.. what exactly happened in my life right now? of this past month? u wonder..

maybe some of u guys knew that i'm in new league..
no longer in O&G field like some people call it..
i'm taking a breather and change field, for the sake of seeking new challenge..
new challenge my a$#.. hahahaha
oppss, excuse the words, but yeah, let me tell u, new challenge, not pretty sight..
not in this wide range lovely world.. nope, nadaa.. *sigh*

see.. i told u, it's not pretty sight.. make me happier but also more stressful in some term...

let me take a breather again, i continue later yeah.. i'm just tired.. i donno.. i just did..

Wednesday, 24 February 2016

It's 24th February 2016 already..
the month going to end in few days..
My journey to Kajol doesn't seem to be smooth tho...
Getting busy with Chinese New Year at workplace..
then getting sick about a week afterwards..

I'm trying.. but maybe not as bad..
Sue me.. but i just don't have any drive to do it anymore..
i dunno what happened...
the accused keep coming..
i've reason with myself all the time but i cannot find the answer, yet..
i hope i find it fast.. like really fast...

Viper Challenge will be here in 2 month.. same goes for the holiday..
please Fila.. wake up!!!

Wednesday, 6 January 2016

Fine.. same old story line..
there's always love.. comedy.. some action.. and more dancing..
still.. hat off to the director, actors and actresses and the crews to provide us with the most entertainment movie to date..
This is personal..
No offense if u don't find it awesome or whatever..

The exact reason i went to watch the movie..
Dating with Mum..
She seem pretty excited when i told her there's new SRK and Kajol movie at the cinema..
And I bet u will find it so fulfilling when u saw her smile after the movie finished..
She like it so much.. you can't describe the feeling when u can make ur Mum smile with simple action..

Then, there's Kajol and Shah Rukh Khan..
did u even need another reason for this???
like seriously??
The best Couple on Screen ever..
and the best friendship off screen too..
22 years of relationship and going strong...
the emotions just spark everywhere..
watch it with your heart..
and u will feel it..

wait.. what?? need another reason?
orait orait..
it's the song and the view in every scene..
i need to put it together..
since the view in the song be made just spectacular...
u really can't denied it..
please go watch #geruaand i bet u won't blink your eyes with the scenery..
as #kakitravel (yup.. traveller when have money only.. hihihi) that's also the reason to watch the movie..
i already draw in my mind, that one day, one sweet day, insyaAllah.. i will go to those place that been shown in the movie...

and the song are such a sweet and nice-to-hear song..
give it a try..
hope u won't be like me who can't move on from this #diwale 'sickness' LOL

and i'm happy this will be 1st post in 2016..
such a heartfelt story / movie to feature on my blog..
i will take it that my 2016 will be awesome like this movie.. aminn insyaAllah..
so until later lovely people...

Sunday, 29 November 2015

Here we go again.. After few month hiatus.. I'm back.. for good this time...
I'll do my best to work on this blog..
Now i realized, after all this time, when i get back and read the older post, it did makes me smile...
Doesn't matter if it's a sad entry, or the happy one.. both makes me relive the moment..
It's true the memories still alive even after u forget about it for a long time..

So.. for celebrating the new comeback..
I have a new look for my blog.. hope u like it..
It's not as fancy as others.. but hey, i did it myself, well using some clip i found from google.. TQ a bunch anonymous owner.. nonetheless, i can pat my own back.. hell i still know how to use photoshop.. the struggle is real.. hahahah

Shoot.. that's it.. short entry for my comeback..
until later lovely people..
much love.. tq for still reading..

Thursday, 10 September 2015

and i accept that...
i accept that as a challenge..
i accept that i've been doing wrong thing all this long..
that's why Allah 'nudge' me..
so i can get back to my own two feet...
to my own reality...
i've dream too bloody much..
but the thing is..
it's too much to handle...
i'm just this lowly human being..
yes.. my self-esteem kind of down the drain right now...
suddenly i lost my confidence.. i lost my strength..
i don't feel good to just been alive..
i lost my feel for happiness..
i just lost...
tried hard to back on track.. but damn if it's not easy...
and then i realize.. i really do lost hope..
i just wish everything just stop..
i had enough...