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Thanks for stopping by at this blog that tells stories about life of a simple woman who is ambitious and always wish to be the best.A wife, a mother, a daughter, a sister and a friend.A woman with a lot of dreams.A woman who loves and needs to be loved. A woman who cares and need to be cared of.

Today, I'm staying at the lab, to study and do the assignment.. Mode INSAP, sebab I messed up with the 1st quiz... 2/10 kowt!!!

/*selingan...kowt -> adalah ejaan budak2 zaman sekarang.. Honestly, don't understand why they purposely add up some alphabet in the spelling..?? Maybe to make sure the impact is there?? KOWT!! Hehehe..*/

Back to the vibration.. I personally think, this subject is a combination of everything.. System Dynamics, Mechanics of Material, Signal & System, Control system (pardon me for those yg tak bape nak paham pemenda yg I ngarut nih.. Those are some of the subjects in mechatronics engineering masa I undergrad dulu..). It's like, a subject with everything!!

Hadoi....

Dah la today is the last day of adjustment period (if I want to drop the subject..). But having 2nd thought, dropping Vibration and taking Mechatronics System Design (b'coz this is the only option left!) dengan Dr. tuuuutttt itu, hmm..., naaah.., I don't think so..So apa yg perlu saya buat ialah, WORK HARDER!!!!!

Maybe I need to allocate more hours for Vibration... So that I can feel the Vibration.. Huhuhu..Jangan sampai vibrating to resonance frequency and make me collapse of heart attack dah la..

Oh ya.., did you guys know, that, each one of us have our own resonance frequency.. In fact everything in this world has its own resonance frequency. And if, the our body resonance frequency, match with some other thing's resonance frequency, it can cause harm to us?? Like, heart attack... Sounds scary right?

Sometimes we fight Sometimes I cry Why don't I Just tell him goodbye Sometimes I should But sometimes I don't Build up the strength to Say that it's wrong Sometimes I hate Sometimes I love Sometimes I hurt Sometimes I don't Sometimes I wait For him to change But it's okay I've disguised the pain And I don't ever wanna leave him alone They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love With this man Yeah

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream No way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare Perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool Sometimes I let him know Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door Sometimes I feel safe Sometimes I really don't Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go But I don't ever wanna leave him alone They say i'm brainwashed but i'm in love With this man

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Yesterday, on the last day of Dec, hubby n I went to KL. Just the 2 of us.

At 1st, I wanna bring Fatin along. But she is just recovered (in fact not fully recover pon..) from fever, so Mama didn't allow.. So Fatin was left at home.. Sob..sob.. Nasib baik she was sleeping when we left, and woke up only after we were back home.. So she never found out that her parents left her out.. hihihi..

Actually I wanted to buy some text books. Carik kat Darul Kutub, out of stock, so the mission was to find the books la..

I rasa, we need to find a way to enable us to hold hands even when Fatin is around... Hmmm.... (*thinking......*)

Haha... Apa ke jadah la tulis entry pasal holding hands nih?

Oh btw, plz don't perceive it wrongly. I'm not saying,hanging out without Fatin is better than when she's around. That is soooo NOT true. Jalan-jalan without her is like berjalan with spoiled tudung. Just want to do things fast, and go home.. Haha... Macam tuh la perasaan nye..

Another plus minus 60minutes for us to stay in 2010.. Then we are going to be in a new year of 2011...

So, before 2011 comes, I wanna list down the interesting events of 2010...

Of course, the most memorable ever is to have FATIN AMANI yang sangat comel (mama perasan) in 26th Feb 2010. Alhamdulillah, I'm so grateful to Allah for giving me the lil angel... She is such a blessing for me, in fact for the whole family...

1st day of her life.. 26th Feb 2010

Fatin dear, mama love you so much... Mama pray for you every single second for you to be healthy and have a good life, Ameen..

2ndly, To be part of IIUM family again, as a student and InsyaAllah as an academician later on… Again, I'm so thankful to Allah for giving me the 2nd chance for me to be offered the fellowship scholarship by IIUM. Why 2nd chance? Panjang cite nye.. Hehehe.. Tak dela.. Actually, after graduated in 2007, I did applied for academic trainee position (what I am now la..) at IIUM. And Alhamdulillah, I was offered. But masa tuh, I have started to work as a Test Development Engineer in Flextronics Shah Alam (such a beautiful experience though…Miss that place and my colleagues there.. Huhuhu..). So, I dah syok kerja, having the opportunities to improve my hands-on skill, so I neglected the IIUM offer.. Sedar-sedar, dah lepas the validated time for the offer. Kira terlepas la the 1st opportunity.

So in this year, right after the confinement (in fact belom cukup 40days pon), I went to IIUM tosend my 2nd application. The intention is actually to cubanasib je.. Coz masa tuh I dah dapat offer from UiTM as the Tenaga Pengajar Muda (something like Academic Trainee in IIUM gak la..). Alhamdulillah, I regarded UiTM's offer as rezeki jugak! Oh in fact, about the same time of the UiTM offer, I received another offer as Research Officer for Agensi Angkasa Negara. Haha.. It was on February 2010. Sometime before Fatin was born.. memang rezeki melimpah ruah masa tuh.. Bersyukur sangat.. Bak kata orang, rezeki anak dalam perut… Hehehe

However, despite of the offers, I was still hoping, that maybe I can get the IIUM Academic Trainee… No heart feeling, tapi memang I prefer to serve IIUM rather than other Uni.. Hehe..

So my friend, Dyana, and I, gigih la pi IIUM untuk hantar application. Yang bestnya, masa tuh, both of us were in confinement! Dyana at that time baru a week after D&C sbb miscarriage at her 1st pregnancy ( L ).

2010 is the starting year of my journey as a studying mama & wifey…! And YES, it is very challenging. So not the same with studying as single lady with no commitment and responsibility. It's not that I'm complaining ek.. In fact, I'm grateful that having the chance to experience this!

A lot need to change! The attitude, the discipline, the level of focus and passion towards study and of course, the most important over all, the TIME MANAGEMENT!! (and sadly, I masih fail bab nih.. Haishh.. Masuk list azam new year.. Huhu).

There is times when I need to choose either to be a mama or a student in that particular time..Hahaha.. Example, I have midterm the next day and need to stay up late to revise. And it is sooo happened that Fatin chooses that particular night to be cranky and tak nak tido and only me can let her calm.. So, I have to choose to be with her and neglect my revision, or vice versa... Haaaa…, jeng,jeng,jeng..! Challenging kan?

If u'oll in that situation, what will u'oll do? Believe me, the situation happened and in my case, Ichose my daughter of course!! Sebab tuh la midterm I kantoi… (alas an…. Sapa soh tak study awal! Back to basic, TIME MANAGEMENT! Haha).

Super-Mom, perhaps??? Hehehehe....

Ok, I dah penat nak tulis panjang2… hehehe.. 2010 is also..

* Starting point of my breastfeeding journey.. Mestila kan.., sebab Fatin pon was born this year.. Hopefully the journey continues until she is 2.. May Allah permits me to do that.. Ameen..

* My beloved grandmother started to show sign of Alzheimer and the other grandmother had stroke attack…. :(

* Started to berjinak-jinak with online shopping…

* The year of I 1st created this blog!!! ;)

Actually, there are still some events happened in 2010, but can't remember it now.. But I guess, I listed quite a lot already.. Cukup la tuh.. Hehehe..

So, with all the memorable events, I would like to say, BYE-BYE 2010… And 2011, welcome aboard!! May 2011 will bring us more blessings from Allah and healthy and happy life ahead, InsyaAllah…