How To Restore Your Trust Again After Narcissistic Abuse

So another delivery is on its way.

At some level, we sense this and we try to hide out from it, and this is what the protection, backing away and focusing all on the perpetrator but not coming inside ourselves to commit to our own healing is all about.

And this doesn’t work … because our soul is on an agenda … it knows it’s time to heal this … meaning that we cannot evolve to our next Highest and Best version of ourselves with these Limiting and False Beliefs still on board.

They have to go .. and that is why they have been brought to our attention. And they will not let up until they have their way with us … so either the “abuse trauma” is going to find us again from the outside, or/and it is going to keep smashing us from the inside …

That is until we accept the Fed X parcel.

This is the delivery … The awakening of the unconscious wounds into our conscious – so that we go within, find our original wounds, up-level them and graduate beyond them … freeing ourselves to our Next Highest Version of ourselves.

The beliefs such as “fear of abandonment”, “I’m not enough to be loved”, “I have to earn love and approval”, “I am not lovable unless I do or am (conditional love)”

And until this is healed we are a diminished self – we are limited in our abilities to be radiant, large, magnetic, empowered and fulfilling our greatest joys, aspirations and missions in the world – and this is NOT how our soul intended to be living.

Ironically, getting on-board with what our soul wants is the only thing that WILL ever truly gratify us or fill us with joy.