I've always loved to write. I enjoy getting to know the characters enough that they lead the story and I follow behind writing it.

After a lengthy break from writing, I got back into it a couple years ago writing NCIS: LA fanfiction. I love the depth of the characters. I was drawn most to Kensi and Deeks, but not to their relationship, as many may guess from my stories, but to their partnership. These are two well developed characters with flaws and pasts, but who were able to come together and build trust and friendship together. And I love that we got to see them from the beginning, and saw the struggle they went through to become partners and build trust together.

I'm currently focusing most of my writing time on a long-term project called A Different Love Story. I've also put out a few oneshots. Overall, I'm overwhelmed with the response from this supportive community.

To every reader to ever read any and all of my Grey's Anatomy stories:

It was always my intention to finish Here We Are (HWA). This storyline unfortunately got pushed to the side when I was working to finish WYB. I've appreciated every PM and review over the last several years showing continued interest in this story. I spent a great deal of time making my way through What I'm Here For (WIHF) and Still Here (SH) to remind myself of the story, nuances and inside jokes that ruled this 'universe.' Unfortunately, as has happened before, the death of one of main characters I was writing about has stopped me in my tracks. More than half of the main characters included so much in this story are gone, most having died. I struggled to continue writing the characters after each death, but Derek was maybe too much. I gave it some time, but I've not been able to move this story line forward at all and have not been part of the GA's ff community in years. I'm so very sorry to everyone who has read, reviewed/PM'd support for this whole storyline, but at this time I just don't think I'll ever be able to continue. If anyone out there is interested in continuing HWA, or writing in the WIHF universe, I'd be happy to see it go forward. Let me know and I'll even send you the basic notes I still have for what I had planned for the future (not that you would have to follow it in any way).

Meredith Grey literally crashes into the wreck that is Derek Shepherd's life. Battling with amnesia while locked in an isolated cabin with a man she has never met, she finds herself believing in him despite the telling evidence. MerDer AU

Post Season 6 Meredith and Derek ficlet. A story that explores what could have happened in those first few weeks following the shootings, but with a very meaningful twist of circumstances. Read and you will be captivated! **Abandoned WIP**

Begins about one week after the Season 6 Finale: Alex and Cristina discover the perils of playing with physics. One-shot. Complete. Standard Disclaimer: I do not own these characters and do not profit from this work. Alex/Cristina.

Ellis Grey's suicide leaves Meredith alone in a world that she is far too young to understand. Passed from home to home, unwanted, she must struggle to find out just who she is and to attempt to move on from the disaster that is her childhood.

Connected, semi-chronological drabbles. / He went to PTA meetings, he was in the first row of their plays, and their life was simple. And then more than two decades later, SHE appeared on his doorstep. / COMPLETE.

MerDer one shot, set after "Suicide is Painless." Basically an extension of the "Whoville" scene, in which they have a conversation that lasts longer than 30 seconds. Spoilery if you haven't seen the episode. Enjoy.

MerDer one shot, set directly after "I Like You So Much Better When You're Naked." Based on Joan Rater's blog excerpt, which sums up the point that even when they fight, they're on the same team, because that's marriage. Enjoy.

Filling in the missing pieces from "Holidaze," like a remembrance of George, a stocking for Derek, requisite MerDer fluff, and how Christmas dinner came about. Festive one shot. MerDer, as always. Enjoy!

What if it hadn't started with sex? When MerDer first meet online, the connection is palpable. But when Derek moves to Seattle, will the realities of working together interfere? An alternate look at season 1 and beyond. AU for people that don't like AU.

Life is a circle. It goes on. Post S5 finale fic. Largely MerDer, but also a bit ensemble-ish in nature compared to my usual MerDer festivals. Some shades of Cris/Owen and Alex/Izzie. Warning: includes character death.

“Her voice came calling to him from out in the hall. Soft and hopeful. The voice of the woman who would be his wife.” Meredith and Derek on their engagement night. A post Elevator Love Letter one shot.

Before Rose, there were a hundred steps to go. After Rose, the path to their happy-ever-after seemed endless, but even the most arduous journey begins with one step. Derek and Meredith need to meet in the middle. M/D. Post 4.11. Reviews always adored

Sequel to "Lost and Found": After nearly seven months of waiting, Derek and Meredith come together to build a healthy, stable relationship and to take steps toward the future they've both been dreaming of. Mer/Der, but includes all major characters.

You love her. It was as simple that. You love her with every fibre of your being and every fibre of your soul even if it’s a full time job. But you’re sure as hell determined to spend the rest of your life doing it. Twenty four hours in Derek's life. M/D!

A MerDer one shot that takes place after the season five premiere, told from Meredith's perspective. I wanted to give her a little hope, since she seems kind of lost and scared right now. Hope you like it. Reviews are appreciated.

What happens when Meredith wakes up from a nightmare and has a much needed late night discussion with Derek? SPOILERS: Follows directly after Season 4 finale up through first episode of Season 5, Dream a Little Dream of Me. ONE-SHOT

M/D post S4 Finale - 'You forget that it’s been two hours and you’re freezing and a little annoyed… and that you doubted him for even a minute. It doesn’t fix everything: there’s still a lot you need to say - but for now you just want to bask.'

One moment, one choice, one decision, can have consequences for all the other moments, choices and decisions that follow. They can also have consequences that Meredith and Derek would never expect. A story of how just one second can change a life.

Meredith and Derek are learning to live their lives together. Alex and Izzie try to understand each either. Lexie is trying to do what no woman has succeeded at yet, understanding George.. Will what they learn help or hinder their relationships? .

Sequel to Nothing Else Matters. MerDer have been living together for a few months and are finally letting their relationship progress. But when tragedy strikes, everything that they've built together gets called into question. Can they make it all work?

"I didn't die," she hissed vehemently, meeting his forlorn expression with a biting glare. "You did." One-shot. MerDer. Post 4.11. Meredith and Derek return to the scene of the crime and search for solace in the wreckage.

Season Four, MerDer. Derek is addicted to Meredith, and Meredith to Derek, but she won't admit it. What happens when one day Meredith's love for Derek is tested, as Derek's love for Meredith is constantly being tested? Rated T for mild sexual references.

A different version of the Kensi/Deeks love story. What if they were married before the show started? Follow a different version of the Kensi/Deeks love story as the rest of the team finds out about their marriage.

Tag to 7x07-An Unlocked Mind. Kensi deals with the aftermath of her experience, which leads to positive change in her relationship with Deeks. "Her knees sag, and when he catches her with an arm around her waist she feels the ghost of a motorcycle seat under her."

Deeks focused oneshot set post-6.14 (Black Wind), but with mention of 2.8 (Bounty) and very briefly 5.3 (Omni). Deeks's trust has evolved over the years since the early days when he couldn't even let Kensi hold his gun and now he's willingly giving it up to Callen/Sam.

When Deeks is accused of being the mole, his team has his back and is prepared to fight to prove his innocence. But when the evidence continues to stack up against him, does he have the right answers? Like why has he really remained a liaison this long? And what really happened in that first case with NCIS?

Post S5. With two characters stuck between life and death, there are four potential outcomes. This fic is a series of four oneshots exploring these outcomes. Tragedy. Friendship. Happiness. Love. Hope.

MerDer progress. 'Her hand returns to your cheek. You venture a glance at her face. Her expression is pensive and unsure. This is new territory for you both. You’ve never done this before. She’s never comforted you. And you’ve never let her.'