one anonymous dieter's experience with trying "the beck diet solution" on the advice of her therapist, tossing it, and starting again from scratch.

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Friday, September 04, 2009

all or nothing

why can't i seem to find some balance? the past two nights i've been so tired, i mean SO TIRED, that i haven't worked out. shit, i've barely gotten up in the morning for work. so have i failed? i hope not. am i going to weigh 165 in less than three weeks? maybe. probably not. did i need pizza and fries and cake and chips last night? no.

i'm sort of scared right now. i'm scared of a lot of things, and worried about a lot more.

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i wrote a long post about all the shit i'm worried about and felt like a whiny little bitch. i've seen the man who had no feet. i know better.