Well, Me? I’M NOT With A Big Smile Now …

A big smile to see the multitude acting like big spoiled children with grandiose ideas of power even to create a new earth. Really?

How Long My Master? How Long Is This To Go On? …

Sunday, 5 May 2019 at 12:49 pm.9:26 am.

No telling. In the meantime? Please give me the power and ability to let be and be still for You to do the rest, or otherwise? Give me the power to speak up. I wait on You.

So Far? So Good! No Water? No Panic …

Sunday, May 5, 2019 at 5:24 pm.

Done a lot today. I’m ready for a break. Heading for bed. Perhaps You give me to sleep for a few hours. I wait on You to see what You develop next.

Nothing In This World Can Guarantee 100% Security …

Monday, May 6, 2019 at 1:10 am.

Even so? In Your Secret Place? O my Master! You have brought me into Your Secret Place to remain stable and fixed under Your shadow. Your power no foe can withstand.

What? Where Is Your Secret Place? …

It came to me a long time ago. Based on Yahushua’s words in John 15:1-5? Your Secret Place is Yahushua Messiah. Quote:

John 15:1-5

I AM the True Vine, and My Father is the Vinedresser. Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit.

You are cleansed and pruned already, because of the word which I have given you [the teachings I have discussed with you].

Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you. [Live in Me, and I will live in you.] Just as no branch can bear fruit of itself without abiding in (being vitally united to) the vine, neither can you bear fruit unless you abide in Me.

I am the Vine; you are the branches. Whoever lives in Me and I in him bears much (abundant) fruit. However, apart from Me [cut off from vital union with Me] you can do nothing.End of quote.

Response To The Frightening Moment I Just Experienced …

Ha! There is my comfort to respond to the frightening moment I just experienced. I was almost asleep. Suddenly! The black beetle on my face! Talking about a fright?

Sleep at last! Slept from 1:30 am. To 4:30 am.

Guess My Worst Fright? My Master Not Watching …

Monday, May 6, 2019 at 4:49 am.

O my Master? You know that I still don’t understand Your ways. I still fear my whole present life it’s all in my imagination.

Just A Feeling. Not Reality. What Is The Reality? …

Back to bed it’s 4:54 am. Up now at 6:50 am on Monday-May-6, 2019.

What is the reality? The reality is You, my Master! No matter what I feel or think? You are present, aware of my situations, and in control of them all. So?

What About The Bugs That So Frighten Me? …

O mine! Bugs? Both physical or not frighten me big time because I realize despite all means to destroy them? They keep multiplying!

People Have Not A Clue As To The Depth Of My Fright …

To the most? My fight is only entertainment. They find hilarious my fright of a tiny little bug, but! Most people have no conception either of the implications of bugs in our midst.

Why Bugs In Our Midst? Could It Be …

Could it be that we have lost all respect for the examples written in the Bible? Even the seat of lots of scary fairy tales? Could it be that we have lost respect for the authorities over us? More serious, yet?

Could It Be That We Have Lost Respect For The Highest Authority? …

It’s obvious that such is the case. Even the most devoted souls? At lost on what to do they come up with all kinds of doctrines and theories far from the reality of You, my Master, but!

Again And Again? The Master Is In Control Of It All …

Thank goodness! Me? I for one? I know now more than ever before that is the absolute truth in my daily life experience. So?

Why The Ugly Bug In My Face? …

O man! Automatically? My hand swept that thing away. I sprung up. I sat on the side of my bed just in time to see the ugly thing disappear under my desk.

Talking About A Serious Talk To My Master? …

In utter despair? I called on my Master.

“Why on earth would You allow such monster to land on my face?

You promised that no evil shall come near me.

Is that the truth or is it me imagining things that are not so?

What to do now?

I can’t risk to lay in bed and have that ugly thing bite me.

Please help me. I need sleep. You know that.

I called Ahmad but he is not answering my call. Anyhow? That’s stupid to call Ahmad because, what can he do except either laugh at me or get angry for disturbing him.

Unless You help me? There is no other way.

And how am I to sleep in safety from now on?

This apartment need repairs to plug up all entrances of those bugs. How that can be done?

It’s all about money that we don’t have.

Where are You my Master?

I have no one but You. Would You leave me at the will of those varmints?”

Just At That Moment? I Looked To My Left. Wow! The Ugly Thing Creeping Out In My Reach …

Astonished I watched it until it came in full view where I could smash it to death. I did! With a big thanks, I threw a couple of tissues on the mess, pick it up. Bagged it in a plastic bag. Dumped it in the rubbish bin, and? Washed my hands to make sure the mess was gone for good!

What Did I Learned? What Did You Teach Me, My Master? …

Wow! What a way to teach me the reality of Your loving Presence in every minute detail of my life’s existence. What a way to cement that matter forever in my soul. So?

What About The Bugs Attempting To Frighten Me To Death? …

O well! I refuse to come up with a general answer to such question. For me? The incident describe here is the second one lately.

The First Incident? Comical, But! Didn’t Learn …

That was the incident with a roach. That happened several months ago. Since then? Not a roach or any bug in sight. I felt pretty smug about it until last night.

Last Night? I Got The Message Big Time! …

I cannot get smug about anything! This is a temporal life. Circumstances change without notice. I must be flexible in the hands of my Master.

And That’s The Message Now Engraved In My Soul For Good …

So? The stage is set for my Master to do His number. No telling the marvels forthcoming in my world.

So much goes on around the world. So much amid us here in this family. Still, so much of the same. Over and over the same. Either glee or gloom big time goes on and on. Indeed! The cycle continues. At the end of each cycle? There is power and love and wisdom and peace and joy inexplicable and full of His esteem bubbling and bursting in my soul. […]

Father, I am weary of words! So many beautiful words! So many disgusting, grotesque and plain offensive words as well as many just plain dumb and vulgar words!

O my Father, I know that it is by Your will for me at the moment that I am taking this Blogging 101 course, but, only a couple of weeks and I find myself already fed up mostly with beautiful words!

Absurd? Perhaps!

There is one thing, as much as I despise nasty words, I respect the way OM (Opinionated Man)uses those— by all means, in general some human beings deserve such language, and, that’s the fact not my opinion!

About You Talking To Me Or Vice Versa ….

And Father? You know that so many people do not have a clue about this dialogue between You and me. And I say ‘You’ first, because, You are the One that initiated this dialog way back when You instructed me to write the journal of my daily life in Your Presence.

Why Do Many Drop Me? …

So? This weird statement causes most people to drop me as soon as I make it or as soon as they read that You dialogue with me!

Should I Change My Statement? …

And lots of my friends tell that I need to change my writing style to gain more readers, but, if I did that, I will be doing something different than what You, my Father, have instructed me to do and I am not about to disobey Your instructions!

What Do I See? Rather, What Do You Show To Me …

All in all my Father, for what I see, the great majority of people are intense in joining one religion or another, one belief or another, one group or another: discussion groups, religion groups, entertainment groups and on and on they go—groping along like blind man without a cane or a guide searching for that elusive happiness when it is not necessary to do so!

O My Father, What Am I Talking About?

You know it my Father! You know what I am talking about! You know that I am talking about all the gossamer of beautiful words, including my own that have fill up my mind in the last couple of weeks!

It Makes No Good Sense …

What’s the sense in all the gossamer of beautiful words? I know that we are all intent in helping each other— and it feels good to be a helper and to be admired!

It All Amounts To Enthroning The Flesh/Dethroning Your Majesty ….

Even so, the whole gamut of our words serve no other purpose but to inflate our egos! Moreover, 99% the groups & discussions do nothing else but to stomp our spiritual growth and set us up in the pedestal of self- righteousness & successful living!

It All For What? …

Such living it is not cut up for all that is supposed to be—at the end only the hole in the brown ground is where all humans—rich or poor, smart or stupid, all humans go down!

Me? What Do I Now Do? …

Thus, O my Father, now I bring all my concerns to You because You take care of me far better than an earthly father would dream of taking care of his own child.

You Are The Only Father Unbeknown To Most Humans …

For only You know me better than I now myself and can do for me all those things that are impossible for me to do! Whatever for did I wasted my time faithfully joining to all those groups to help and be helped in the past? Sheer willful ignorance!

Fed Up With Human Goodness? Indeed! …

Furthermore, what is Your purpose my Father for my joining this Blogging 101? I am already fed up with all the ‘goodness’ in it! What on earth am I doing and what am I talking about?

There is not two ways about it! Half of the people are in the POSITIVE pole and the other half are in the NEGATIVE pole! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

What about me? Me? I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole! Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

I Posted, But! Haven’t Got The Slightest Whether It Did Good Or Bad …

Well, my Father, I guess You are finished with Your dictation for today. I’ll post the matter in a little while and see what happens?

Maybe, if nothing else, somebody catches my drift of humor in it all the pitiful spectrum—POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! I am both—BIPOLAR!

All in all I am, like that energizer bunny in the commercial that keeps going and going forever with only one battery.

Yeah! I am the battery because I am connected with both poles, so, I can run & run forever! And none the wiser! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Come into my life and run with me forever!

His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia

Indeed! Day By Day, If Not Moment By Moment? You Reveal Your Ways To Me …

Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 12:50 pm.

O yes! My Father? You are leading me. You have always led me, but now? It’s more obvious to me than it ever been. What is the saddest thing You reveal to me in many ways?

Saddest Revealed? The Way We Humans Impose Our Ways Over YourWays …

It’s now Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 1:34 pm. Been reading headlines—articles—visiting with my friend who came bearing some eggs for my eats.

What do You reveal to me in all these happenings? The lack of knowledge of You. blatant lack of knowledge of Your ways. Adamant stand in whatever we understand to be Your will for each one of us.

What About Me? Who Am I To Record These Matters? …

That’s the ticker! I no longer live for myself. I no longer pay mind to whatever I think, feel, or reject or accept all that I do as being myself. I live for my Master—my Father/Creator, period.

Thus You brought to my remembrance the time that You came to me in a vision with a little sheep on Your shoulder!

In that vision I was looking into the sheep pen when You came and took the little sheep from Your shoulder and You bent over the fence and gently placed the little sheep in the pen—the little sheep was all skinned up and wet and shivering! Evidently the wild beast had gotten a hold of her and You asked me,

“Why do you think that little sheep got out of the pen?"

And I answered, “Because that little sheep heard voices out there and she went to investigate what kind of voices they were different that Yours!"

And as I answered You asked me another question, You said, " Do you think that little sheep has learned her lesson and from now on will never go out from My pen?"

And I answered,
“Yes she has learned her lesson!" And as I answered that question I realized that, that little sheep was myself! And the vision ended!

That happened many, many years ago but it is still with me as it happened yesterday! And so that is the meaning of the smiling little sheep in this picture.