For Some Reason

All of a sudden there’s nothing more to saySo I just sit back and watch the dayObserve and wonder as it passes away

A maiden’s grave; A tidal wave

Of such magnificent forceThat all of a sudden there’s no alternate courseTo accepting my fate(it seems; sitting here was the biggest mistake I ever made)

All of a sudden I’m scared of going underTo sink of swim has become just meaningless wonder

I couldn’t hold my head up even if it was lighterMy hearts made of lead and has always been the fighter

No codes left to decipherNo logic left to applySimply a question of how it passes by: Psychotic or vacant?That look in my eye

And for some reasonI no longer understand:

The avalanche in snowflakes andThe hourglass in terms of grains of sand

I have a kaleidoscope of broken memories making picture perfectBy indiscernible accident

It’s likely…

That I’d push the big red button and end up with world peaceAnd it would seem all along that that is what my intention had beenBecause even in moments of self destructionMy subconscious creates beautyIn perfect conjunction

That is,

If I can understand

The love hidden behindMillions of tiny raindrops converging together to make the oceanOr hundreds of ingredients making a chemical reaction and becoming a potion

Or two people evenInteraction n scientific motionMaking tranquillityOr commotion

Through no fault of their own except the choice to pursue mutual devotion

All of a sudden

I understand

The weight of WordsNot even comparable to a grain of sand

And….For some reason…

We lie here on her beaches Listening to the Glistening feathers The sandcastles teach us.