From an age of innocence to a time of flagrant debauchery; from finding love to losing hope, this is the life journey of a Chinese gay guy born in KL, Malaysia where he tries to make sense of his homosexuality, his life and the world around him.

23 April 2006

The Pinnacle of Porn

There come a time when you are watching hardcore porn and suddenly a weird thought creeps in, where is the storyline? It is then that you realized you have reached the pinnacle of hardcore porn where two, three, four or N people having sex are no more enticing. You long for a good storyline amidst the sex. Beautiful scenary instead of the 4 walls, one bed and two person making out. The mindless act of sex become a little too uncomprehensible, where the correct response was no longer easily called to hand. Eventhough you realized that hardcore porn are as it is - people having sex, yet some part in you hope for more depth not deeper thrust. Because you know that in the end, you are not thrusting anything besides your member and your hand.

It goes for sex too. There will be a time where sex is no longer about getting hard, putting it in somewhere then cum and go. You long for intimate moment but not the long term relationship kind. You still long for the no string attached one night stand but hope that it was something more then ONS, less then love-making. It should be a mixture of sex and love, where both party's aim is to fulfill the other person's lust. The whole point of sex is to be high and enjoyable, not cum and get tired.