The name of my book has been suggested by my dearest friend Rosaria, my dearest and best friend that I met in Salerno (south Italy) in the spring of 1991 I was 24 years old. MY BEST FRIEND of great adventures , the last time I saw Rosaria was in June 2003 and unfortunately I lost all contact from her, since I moved to Virginia, I lost her phone number and address too . But one day I will find her ... ... ...

My name is Sonia, 14 February I will commit 45 years, I was born in Naples, a beautiful city of south Italy, where I lived up to my 14 years. Then with my family (and I will tell why, since for this transfer was becouse me ) we moved to Pescara in June 1980. At 21 years old ,I moved for 6 months in Nice(France), when I return I turned slightly to the South Italy, went even in Sicily too . I live in Pescara until 1990, then I moved deliberately in Salerno. In the summer of 2000 I left for Europe and 5 October 2000 I moved to USA, had to be 3 months for a residence permit, apart from a year in Italy (2002/2003) are still in USA. Journey started in the Florida, to finish in San Diego, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, and currently in Virginia. This to tell you that I'm a WANDERS!

From the moment that I can't write well, in italian and more then less in English , this book is written in my way, I speak (as in italian we say I speak how I eat,) in practice I write as I speak. Why ? IS simple, for having traveled often and almost everywhere, I have assimilated different sayings, dialects and languages. Today then I think in english from 10 years and now I writing in italian . In English I help myself with the translator because when I arrived here in THE US ten years ago didn't even say hello, I never got to go to school (well I did 3 months at the ITT INSTITUTE for net work system, but I could not continue ... why ? You'll know BY READING) and then my English is self-paced.

Also everything you read ARE ALL TRUE STORIES, which fortunately have happened or unfortunately to me! But on particularly I always had the QRG WILL ONCE AGAIN TO INCUR/HIDDING/COMBINE serious problems, disasters, and adventures to as strange that might seem absolutely incredible .But, the nice thing is that of many that they been reading YOU HAVE BEEN to many my stories,as witnesses .

MORAL VALUES: which unfortunately incenturies and with the advent of technologyare lost.

I am what I am and I like my way of thinking, to beand I don't have any problems to let anybody know me, certainly notfor reference, I am not afraid of criticism, that will bedefinitely made, because everyone is free to thinking and have their own ideas.I respect a lot and all was others, I hope that the otherrespect me, although not always the case (I don't know why).

Instead of my biography I appear thus:my name is Sonia, my age you know, I don't have abig culture at school, their my culture it was ' living anddo it experience.My family is formed by simple people of CetusMiddle bourgeois, of great values morall, enoughunlucky.Today scattered, for a variety of many problem.In fact, I began to live alone by the my 20 years.I state that whoever knows menot be surprised to read this book.I always thought of doing itand I was often also advised. to write it.Only today, I assume to have my ideas clear and I feel ready to put down on paper what I think.I assume to be a person. particular that anyonehad the ventura or misfortune to knowing me,he/her could not forget me. for sure Ileft to them a mark. Not because I am special, but because I combined or I have done something definitely very good or very bador both that will be difficult for HE/HER might have not forgotten me

To describe me? :Don't be easy at all , because I am too complicated andthen shouldn't be me to doing it.Let's say that for a series of events arebeen, also , what I am not.

Anyway, I presume to be smart!I am a person too good and naive like no otherand I trust always way to much all the people. [o my goodness not TODAY no anymore , year 2011 ] {when i will learn ? year 2014}Sincere as nobody ever, but also a great comedian, alwaysWhen circumstances have requested to be or only for gameor because I needed the attention of others.A woman, even a little girl and whimsical. [Less child and more WOMAN today year 2011] {year 2014 mmmmm i don't know still both, i think }

Very nice and good, but even very bad when someone have lead me to and thenbe also vindictive. [Well today I try not to be ever anymore bad, but be vindictive remains a nasty flaw 2011 ] { i did change it or i tray to not be nasty and tray to control this flaw 2014 }

too impulsive and reckless driving, so much so that in somecases have been evil and dangerous, ambiguous and shocking.[Well are still in this way , but no more reckless driving, 'cause now I am MOM andthen I want my children to enjoy me as better person and longer life , before for me not mattered much 2011] {2014 , with the bike I took a step back, i am reckless again }

Are sensitive and human to make the problems ofother , mine, and that often I tried to solve it, and manyhave also taken advantage of me, when I want give help .[Uff that's stayed the same, equal even today year 2011]

Romantic as eras now remote to our times. [Diam even today year 2011]

Very open and especially blabbermouth and in somecases even intrusive [Beh today depends, I go to periods , are periods and periods that I am closing completely and DO NOT SPEAK naaaa it's hard to believe it, I know, but it is true!]

Of great moral and religious. [ALWAYS]

Proud, ambitious, eccentric and particularly stubborn, in fact if I decide to get something I find a thousand talents and pretexts for it, maybe even wrong and by combining trouble.[Ohi !Ohi!Ohi today ARE NOT CHANGED AT ALL ]

During my years I made many mistakes when I understood I was stuck to the guards but often was it ... too late.Today are changed and I owe so many sufferings, experiences and mistakes that I have done for good and maybe I understand. [BETTER AND BETTER AT LEAST THIS, I really understood and I haven't done the biggest MISTAKES,anymore , a part ONE ..., to marry my husband ]{year 2014 mmmmm still, 3 years from 2011 , i haven change much or yes ? }

Perhaps my experiencecould understand and reflect someone.Maybe that someone are YOU TOO.

[Well of the latter sentences are even more convinced, experience teachand maybe actually you can afford to be able to recommend the others, because you ALREADY PAST IT!! Moreover the books that we read , what the do… to understand and study and this is of those books that perhaps can teach someone SO MUCH!!! And well . it does also make understand that it is to DIFFICULT TO CHANGE, but with the goodwill ' can happen also, even not for all! Perhaps among other 20 years {to day year 2011 } I managed it and maybe change ALL'?? Well we all see that ] { year 2014 mmmmm i don't know jet}

CHAPTER 1 (from 1994)We run, we breathless,we do to much,with the smart waywe sow the opponent, the enemy, the buddy for get to the meta.

Many come with success, others later, and other are to the halfway.

Senior shall waive, many do not have the strength to orderthe continue or someone do to not allow us to do it.

The road is hard, but we all want to go .....

But often we not reflected on why we want to achieve this goal.

What drives us to do so?What are our capacity to arrive?

For curiosity, ambition or perhaps,or maybe for thirst of success?For cleverness, for pride or for love or just because we need?

Or because ,we want follows the other?Or because we want to show others?

How many of us take the roads that we do not wanted't go!

How many of us are doing a job that we do not love? But for many more forces majorety, we are compelled to do?

How many of us suffer because we were wrong or not and we can't go back, maybe it's too late?Or simply... because we don't wanth do it ? Or because we do not admitsthe error or we not seeking forgiveness?

Certain I speak to you that you feel hast and the frustrated and the bitterin the mouth, 'cause you're dissatisfied, disheartened and unhappy.

Not believing I speak to you too, that also, the life give everything,all the good that the life could offer to you, but you are missing something?That even thou knowest what and also makes you unhappy, disheartened, frustrated and unhappy.

I am addressing you too that are quiet, that perhaps make you understood, but don't you worry of others and keep your way.

Maybe, or superficially. Many of you did it ... but have you surrender ?Or are still battling?

We are alone!!! Against a force majeure that there does stop to think or don't want to THINK??

And Meanwhile we cover our way without care of where we will end up. ..The important thing is TO GET THERE!

Where?

Is more important:

have a car that will enable us to move? Or a nicecar that everyone can admire and maybe will envyto your friends?

Studying to become someone so as to ensure:

agood position, the future and gain?Or to make happy your parents?Or to prove to someone that you are capable ?Or simply is fro real what you aspiratebecause you feel that you want to be ... ...?

[Or is the society today that requires it, 'cause if you don't have a piece of paper that says that you have studied you are an ignorant and incapable?]

We love someone:

because it is beautiful and handsome ?Or because economically she/hem can guarantee you a future?Or to make happy our parents? For envy to friends?Or simply because we love him/her 'cause reciprocatedour feelings and thinking?

If we reflect and if WE NOT CURED of reality and at the today's society , at theappearances, but WE CURED MORE for our self , for our respect and for the others respect, if we had more confidence in ourselves, [if we wanted it for real and love you self]certainly we would have a better life, more easy and happy!!

But no!We must like to complicate our life.

It is not already complicated live in this society sinful?Where even the good human values? The have been lost and corruptí ?Or however we wanted to lose it ?

It is too difficult to linger and reflect at allThis, right?

Don't do that the rest!Why duty do I , do it myself?

It is lack of courage, of will or trust?

There is no more religion?No! Also not anymore!!!

There's not more respect and trust for themselves and forothers ... ... ... ...

You ever wondered why?

Maybe, but superficially!

Many of you did it but you're stopped ít ? Waived?or are still battling? [Like me!]

We want to go ahead for our street with blinkers on,do our Justice alone by you self, with the presumption that others there can't understand.[and continuous so , always convinced and wondering if it's worth]

today in 2014 I must add that Sonia be a rebel I have always rebelled, especially for the injustices yes, break the rules, I did it and I do it often are rules, not always, I agree They are human beings, who are not always quite right my rules, those of God, the 10 commandments and 'difficult to follow all but the important ones and main I put my heart and soul to respect for my love for God and also I believe in Karma I am a Buddhist but I believe in God, our Lord and that 'only throughout the world for all and when I suffer injustice I rebel, fight, also at any cost not only for me, for other tooYes it is! this is what 'Sonia is