What can change the nature of a man?

I guess out was not so bad after all. The future seems so fuzzy here, and always as soon as it seems to be reaching the end, something slightly better happens and some light shines. I don’t know yet if it’s good. At times I think it’s like keeping am animal in captivity, you have to give him a reward from time to time or he’ll run away. But there are still a few good reasons to stay, so let’s still see where this ends.