I have an altar set up in my room. On it I
have placed my crystals, the many little stone friends that I have collected along the
way, some resting in a tray that my son Christopher made. Others, like the pink heart
shaped one you gave me, around my offering shell. There are my feathers, four
candles, a braid of sweetgrass, some cedar,sage and tobacco. And
in the center is our picture. In front of it is a white prayer candle.

After my
evening meditation and decrees, I turned out the light and sat
reflecting on
the picture, the candle reflecting itís golden rays upon your beautiful
image and
feeling the love and joy in my heart.

The light of the
candle started to diminish, to the point where I thought it might go out. It then
started to pulse, slow steady pulsations.

With each pulse, your face and hair began to
change. I witnessed a dozen or more distinctly different faces presented to me.
The only similarities were the eyes. They were always your eyes. This
went on for some time. Each face manifesting in turn numerous times.

I realized that I loved them all and with some
thought concluded that they were some of the faces of your many incarnations.

The candlelight returned to normal. I sat in
awe and gave thanks.

To confirm that they were indeed the many
faces of my beloved, I asked for the face that was yours when you were my daughter
in Ireland to present itself.Your face again changed and then returned. It
did this five or six times, each time presenting the same new face. I knew that it
was you, as you were then.

I again gave thanks and reflected on the
blessing of the experience. I did not feel that I knew all of the
faces, but I did know the essence of those faces. The essence that is
you.

A precious gift, part of which was the
perception of time or rather no time. The ever present now and
the bond of eternal love that we share.

Tonight, as
the candlelight grew dim, I looked at you and saw only me.I looked at me and saw only you.Blessings of the DivineI am your love.To you I send blessings of Eternal love.Blessings of the Light above.May the winds of Heaven dance between us.