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It is so good to be able to talk to you all again. Oh my, it has been an awesome year for me in acting and in ministry. Wow, I had a lead role and the link I will put below. It is a non-union feature film. We had an awesome cast and crew and it was so much fun. The name of the movie is called To Be You and the Director is: Chad Eddy. It was a lot of work but as the saying goes if you are doing something that you love to do then it is not work. We had very early days and late nights. I met some of the most energetic people in the acting industry. It has been over a year for me being a full time actor. Starting out as an older non-union actor is not easy and is so much work. It can be unbearable without the right support behind you and I am not just talking about the moral support I am also talking about the monetary support.

I drive as an independant contractor for Uber so that I am able to make auditions and for work that I land either as a Background performer and/or as a principle. I must thank Hollywood Original Talent who represent me. They have been working hard for me and yes they get me work. I enjoy working with Hollywood Original Talent (HOT) they are awesome. I am still not where I want to be and I do get discouraged sometimes and yes I do feel like I be driving Uber more than doing acting jobs sometimes. I also can't forget about the haters, and backstabbers, and the nay sayers. They almost wrecked me. I was so low at one point I didn't just considered giving up on acting I also considering giving up all together and that is not a good thing, but God, sent someone to encourage me and to show me that I can and that I should keep going. I don't know, even now, I don't know how to make it in acting. I don't know how to reach the right people to get roles and to be a working actor. I don't know how to get myself to the point of making a living as an actor. I submit myself every day for acting roles and every job that I am a good fit for. Sometimes, more often than not I come up empty handed and that is a hurtful feeling. I put everything into my acting and I know that so when I come up with nothing more often than not it is discouraging.

In may ignorance I may say something that would be considered not smart and yes, maybe I am too stupid to quit, but maybe, I am a fighter and yes, maybe I can see myself there. Maybe I know that if I keep on pressing Also maybe, that maybe is just enough to keep me going, maybe. I am also with Uncut Talent, and Central Casting LA they get me work as well, and I love them for it. Keep me working, please, please, please.

So, here is my take on acting as an actor, as a person of color (a black man) and as a Pastor. If you think that being an actor is an easy road no you are wrong and if it is easy for you then you are blessed and you need to realize that. They are many actors that are out there struggling and crying every night because they are giving it everything that they have and some of them have been doing this full throttle for many years and still nothing. So, if you have any degree of success don't, do not marginalize yourself. Keep going and keep pressing on. Some actors are working but there income is coming from other areas such as bartending, waitressing, drivery driving and/or uber. So, yes, you know how hard this industry of acting is to get into and to a level where you are working enough to make a living at acting, doing acting only as your source of income, or at least making more money as an actor then an uber driver. As a person of color (a black man) they are not a lot of roles out there for me, and as I get older even less, so, I am so happy to see that more roles popping up for us. I don't care where you are from if you are a successful person of color in acting then, thank you so much for your hard work and for opening the doors for people like me. You're awesome. Now as a Pastor, here is where it gets tricky because I have to consider more than the norm. So, in that they are certain roles that I cannot take but also in that, that doesn't mean that I would be any less effective in the role that I do audion for just because i am a Pastor, besides I can put more money into the Church, so, I am happy about that and yes I am happy to give to the Church. Sometimes, I do feel like I am eliminated from a role just because I am a Pastor. However, that can both be good and bad depending on the situation. So, across the board I like acting and I think that if someone enjoys it and are willing to work at it then it is possible to become a working actor where your income is of acting and such, and not uber.

Lord knows I have cried many tears and that I have thought about this issue for some time. As I said before I am not there yet and yes I am giving 100 percent. I would be the first to tell you that I don't know the pathway to acting and I am also the first to tell you that this is not an easy industry for most. However, I will also say, keep going and don't give up, never give up. I started acting many years ago, doing plays in church. For real plays and that continued through elementary, middle and high school. I stopped for a while but then I came back and I started doing plays again and background in Veronica Mars. I attended the Actors Workshop studios and the Rehearsal Room, and City College and later San Diego Christian College. I am still going because I am not there yet but I refuse to give up because I enjoy this and I have put too much work into this. I digress, I want to say that you can do it too but it is going to be a lot of work. The old saying goes is that if I can do it then you can do it too but I am going to add to that after talking with some naysayers and the part that I am adding is, if you are willing to put the work in, then yes you can do it too.

I am going to close with, I am submitting myself every day and you should too. Submit your self for every job that you are a good fit for and that you feel that the job is something that you can and want to do. My friends always tell me to focus on three things at a time and my three things now that I am done with college for now. My three things are acting, fitness, and Pastoring in that and in those is a lot. So, yes I have a full plate right now but that is okay and I am plugging away at it every day and you should too. Thank you for much for reading. Have a wonderful and blessed day. If you want to do this (acting) then know that it can be done. You just got to remember that it is going to take hard work and dedication. Stay Focused, Stay Strong, and Stay Motivated!

Hello friends, fans, and family,I hope that you are having an awesome day, no matter what time of day it is for you. OK, today I decided to talk about the The JB&I Show. We have been around for a little more than two years now. I am so happy that I have had and having the experience of being the host, producer, editor, co-writer of the JB&I Show. I have learned so much and I have net some awesome people. The JB&I Show is a San Diego, Ca based talk show. We talk about everything entertainment. This includes but is not limited to movies, TV shows, books, video games, live events, music, bands, award shows, and the list goes on and on. We have had interviews through Skype and in person. We even started talking about fitness and health in an entertaining way. We are doing specials mostly every week and in this small snippets as it is known we talk more personal stuff like health and fitness, the troubles of working out and trying to start and stick to a fitness goal.

We understand how hard it is to be consistent in something and to change direction from an all you can eat thing to a more scaled and don't eat everything all of the time type of a thing. These snippet special is to track and entertain you as you follow the FireHawk in his efforts to improve he fitness level. The Fire Hawk, aka Isaac M/Isaac Middleton is the host for the show. My journey to a better fitness body and position is riddled with obstacles and issues. Me Isaac M, has started a 21 day program where I am supposed to workout every day to develope better workout habits.

This 21 day program has been adjusted by him because he needed a confidence builder so, he said he will start over when he has missed three days or more in a row Other than that he will continue to workout and move forward. He will track these days and the missed days will be noted. Listen, even with this restart as it were I had to start over, again, because something always got in the way and is getting in the way. Whether it is work, traveling from one area to another and/or something else. I either end up not working out for one of these reason or I just can't get over my laziness at the moment that I get some time to do so. And yes I feel bad about it but these are the thing that happened. I may not be disciplined enough. Even though this maybe true I am too stubborn to give up so I see myself in a constant battle with myself. It does not end there I battle myself with my food intake as well. I am just now getting around to eating right.

​ Things are just now starting to work in my favor. What I am really learning is that I must do it for the right reasons or I am not going to do it. Every body is different so in that what motivates you may not motivate me, you see. I have joined some fitness groups and I am posting my efforts and failures online which is keeping me honest and focused. That is how the JB&I Show is allowing me to get to a better fitness level. It is all because of you all, who support me and asking me if I worked out and regardless of what I say, yes I worked out or no I did not you stay encouraging me. Thank you. I want you to enjoy the JB&I Show and I want your feed back and I will do what I can to keep you entertained and happy because of your support to me and the JB&I Show. So, I say with a love Enjoy the JB&I Show! We also can use your support, become an IME Patron Support, they are many perks and I know that you will enjoy every moment. With your help we will create music, movies, YouTube Shows, Twitch Streams and much, much more: Patreon.com/8010az