Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

Do you ever feel this way?

Like you could drop off of the earth and no one would notice...more less care?

I actually think about this...it really bugs me. Like if i died...who would come to my funeral? would i even have one? would people be like...oh her...i think i remember her. or would they remember but not care. or would they be like..oh her...she was crazy, oh well...

I mean, when i'm perfectly "normal" i can't imagine thinking these things...but when I'm manic like right now...i have so much rage that I can't control. Makes me wanna turn my back on everyone and anyone and move to another state.

I also can't sleep at night, i'll go on 5 hours and be perfectly fine for another 19-20 hour day... only prob. is i'm grouchy and feel like i've run myself ragged.

yeah...making no sense now i can tell. guess i just needed to vent. i hope this is shortlived. for the first time in prob. 3 weeks or so i feel a panic attack coming on.

thankfully i have an appt. for a med. uppage on friday. woo, it can't come soon enough.

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