Life As You Know It

How do you get by, when there's nobody there for you?
How do you manage to live, when nobody cares?
You thought you had a friend, and then they disappear.
You thought you had a good life, and then its torn away.
Your dad is never home, he's off with his other family.
All day long you sit alone, wishing for someone to hold you.
There's nobody to love, nobody to like, nobody to care for.
Life as you know it is no longer so.

Sometimes I think of all the s*it I been through and going through hoping and praying for better days to come but only seems too get worse wanting to give up, trying to keep my head but its hard when I'm all alone not even my own family there for me. So I give up trying, so I just let day by day pass by leaving me trapped in this pain that is hard to maintain. I gave up on life and trying when its never good enough