Because eye'm diluted & perfectly flawed I shall live by passion & not by law and eye'm insecure ... I need aggression to feed the spiders of perception and eye'm supposed to be strong & have all the answers a cannibal in the new church of cancer but eye'm nothing special eye'm not unique I have many secrets & I eat the weak and eye'm at an end eye'm at an end ..... and there's ... NO WAY OUT!!

II. and I think about it all the time eye'm volatile & afraid to cry but eye'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anesthetics slowly wearing thin & I need to talk to someone new I need a different latitude & eye'm in this void all alone! feeling needy ... hungry to grow but eye'm suffocating -- can't come down and .... no .... THERE'S NO WAY OUT!!!

Eye need to find my sanctuary .... someplace safe gotta get this outta me! .... THIS IS MY ESCAPE!!! --- all I see is sadness all I see is sadness .... what's left? -- this will teach them. this will teach them, ......you've got to...... push. Push. PUSH.... YOUR WAY OUT!!! FOLLOW ME! FOLLOW ME! THIS IS YOUR WAY OUT!! ........you are not alone

- this is where I hide my power - this is where I become free - this is where I take control - and slowly choke your fantasies - I want to know my day is coming - see my enemies be punished - shed my skin again - this will be my best revenge!!