I think its about time
You had a conversation with yourself
The one you never see
I think its about time
You figured out who you wanted to be

Are you going down this road alone?
Its been a traitor filled world to date
But there's nothing more they can take
Unless you give in

The demons reside inside you
Purge yourself from the cold
They destroyed your life, you can make it again
But you won't let me in
I think its sad because I know you
Better than you do
I have to laugh because you made me cry so many times
You are the only one that made me notice
That I don't have to stay
I'll burn my past to ashes
I never liked the warmth anyway

I wish you could let me in
To the see the demons and help you not to fall
This time, unlike the rest
I'm not your doormat I am your friend this time
Undo you shirt, and fall into my arms
I hope you like the calculated cold of my chest
I'll lay you down, but I won't help you up
I hope that you enjoy the view
It's not meant to sting
But the pain will ring
Loud and clear
I will not give you my ear

I think its about time
You had a conversation with yourself
The one you never see
I think its about time
You figured out who you wanted to be

It cracks through my skull my friend needs me
But she pushed me away, she no longer wants me around
And I sat back and watched her falling down
I offered you a hand, you gave me fears
I offered you a heart, I broke down in tears
Nothing will sustain you until you crawl back into the world

I think its about time
You had a conversation with yourself
The one you never see
I think its about time
You figured out who you wanted to be

If this has to be the last time we speak
Let it be the feelings not the words that we'll remember
Sorry if you took me at face value, I know that it was low
I could've tried? "Well now I'd rather die"
I wish I could break this cycle over your head
And let you see there's no reason to wish you were dead

Blink the dust off of your eyes
Wake up in the misty day time
Look at the pictures on you desk
One is missing, its buried in your chest
You slept all of your life hugging out my light
Whisper thoughts into the picture on your ceiling
You promise "I'll be fine again"

I asked you all these questions
Answers were not your strong suit
I asked you lots of questions
I realize I don't need the answers to make me happy
I just need you to see
What you once meant to me
You stare into my back, the note falls from your hand
The paper unfolds on the floor
You'll hear these words from me nevermore
Words on the paper crushed under your shoe
Explaining that I used to love you

I watched her fall
Into the abyss
She was smiling at me
I doubt she knew what hit her
That light of hers went out

I think its about time
You had a conversation with yourself
The one you never see
I think its about time
You figured out who you wanted to be

I sat there and I watched her fall

The author would like to thank you for your continued support. Your review has been posted.