I get scared looking at photos sometimes. For instance, photos of abandoned mental asylums. Stuff like that really creeps me out. But then again, it's cool. Old architecture really interests me. Yet, it scares me at the same time.

I was looking at some photos here and they really gave me the chills. I think it's because of my imagination, though. I keep on thinking some insane person is going to come out of those photos and kill me. o_o;; Even though I like looking at ruins and old buildings and stuff like that.

It's because of that image Rachel sent me a while ago. Of that photo and then when you look at it for 30 seconds, this creepy girl pops out of it. That thing mentally scarred me, I swear to god. It's because of that image that I can't look at photos the same way again. Damn you, Rachel. >_>;;

Today was last day of testing. Well, for this week at least. Next week is the NRT, which is easier than the FCAT, and then we're done! Rejoice!

Also, Frank informed me that today is the first day of lent. He gave up video games. Poor kid. =\ I gave up hitting on everyone. XD; It's really a terrible habit I have, and it needs to stop! So..no inflating other's egos for six weeks.

I was about to give up jrock, but that wouldn't work, because I had listened to jrock that morning. Then I thought about giving up yaoi, but quickly reconsidered. XD

Dracula's boring me. =\ Maybe it's because I already read a version of it before and know what happens, but seriously. "Then I had some wine. Two glasses actually. Yeah, that was some wine." I'm sorry, but that's not too interesting to read. ._. It'll prolly get more exciting near the middle, where everyone's turning into vampires, though. >=D And Renfield! He rocks.

Edit: Just reminding myself to rent Wasabi whenever I get a chance. Frank's mom reccomended it to me. =)

In Language Arts today, Mrs. Brand dressed up as the hat in the cat and we read Dr. Seuss books all period, too. Fox in Socks was my favorite. XD

Also, in Language Arts, we got stress balls today. But at lunch, Armand stole mine and put it in his pants. ._.() So, no more stress ball for me.

We're weaving flags of African countries in Geography. Mrs. Beames told us it's supposed to calm us down and relieve stress for the FCAT, but it's giving me nothing but more stress. >>;; I have no idea how to weave, and I keep on messing up and having to do it over and over again and it's really pissing me off. >_<;;;

My parents left for some party, I think. I was invited too, but I didn't want to go because I know I'd just get bored and annoy my parents there.

I'm home alone every day for at least some part of the day. But I can never get used to it. I always have to have the lights and TV on downstairs, because otherwise, it's too quiet and I get paranoid. And I have to have the door to my room closed all the time, because my mind tries to scare me by telling me that someone's going to break in the house and kill me. o_o; Hah, I love living my life in fear of everything.

But anyway. Enough of my problems. XD;

My dad and I went to the Sawgrass Mall today. Don't know why, it's a crappy mall and the Coral Square Mall is much closer. But my dad wanted to, so whatever.

They have Brandsmart USA there, so I wanted to see if they sold all region DVD players. But, conveniently enough, they didn't. They actually had a sign by their DVD players that said, "We only sell region 1 DVD players" =\ Oh well.

I needed a new book to read, so we went to Books-A-Million and got Bram Stoker's Dracula (the unabridged version =D). Then we somehow ended up in the languages section and I decided to buy Teach Yourself Beginner's Japanese. Because, really, it's the only way I'll learn, since my mom isn't letting me go to Pompano Beach High School.

Then we were hungry, so we went to the Hard Rock Cafe, since I haven't been there in ages. I love that place, they have such a great atmosphere ^_^; Plus, omg, they have orange soda!! O_O Like, the only place besides Shells that has orange soda! Yaye! Oh, and I was sitting right by Paul McCartney's bass. :D It was signed by all the Beatles, too. Oooh.

My dad and I went to Blockbuster today. I got Dark Cloud, because they were out of Dark Cloud 2. My dad got Bourne Identity and Medal of Honor. He didn't get it at first, so he was like, "Play it and then you can teach me." XD But I did and I don't like it, so he'll have to learn how to play it himself. =P

The people at Blockbuster can be so clueless. o_O;; One of the guys there had no idea what I was talking about when I asked him if the DVD players they were selling were region free. The other guy did, but he didn't know if they were or not. =\

Hmm. I guess if worse comes to worse and moddedunits.com won't send me that CD I ordered from them, I can save up for that DVD player from yesasia.com. I just don't want my PS2 to be modded. o_o; I'm scared that it might mess it up.

Tomorrow, I'm going to the mall with my mom to look for dresses for Austin's bar mitzvah. And I want to get Fruits Basket. =| I'll blame Elben for making me go broke again >_>

And argh. Moddedunits.com hasn't even emailed me about my order. >_<;; It's been a while, too. Luke said they take a long time to deliver, but still. They should've at least emailed me. I'm getting paranoid about this.

Today, I wore my Nintendo Power Player shirt to school. As I was walking to Spanish, this guy randomly stopped in front of me, help up his arms, and yelled, "Nintendo Power!" Then as he was walking away, he hummed the Mario theme song to me.

And we had a pep rally today. :O It was teh suck. Except for the drum line. That was cool. ^_^ But the cheerleaders did their routine to WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE BY GUNS 'N' ROSES. Well, they ruined a perfectly good song. x_X;

x_X; Ugh, and I'm really hallucinating now. I wish it would go away. It's bothering me. And I look like a freak when I try to explain something I saw, but no one else saw it. It's like, "I know it was there! How could you have missed it?!" That happened with Rachel today. But the FCATs are next week, and then there'll be no more stress on me, so, hopefully, it'll go away and everything will be fine. =);

The junk mail I'm getting is really starting to bother me. No thank you, I would not like to grow my penis safely and naturally.

I changed my order from HMV. XD; I don't care if the c/w CD has less tracks on it, the songs on it are my favorites. =O;

Today in careers, I was writing with my pen and this kid was like, "That's the kind of pen that records, right? Can I record something on it?" And I didn't let him and he asked why and I said, "Because there's something recorded on it that I want to keep." And he asked me what it was and I told him it was "Don't touch me like that, grandma." XD; He left and I thought he was going to leave me alone, but 5 minutes later, he came back with his friends and asked to hear the message. XD

My computer and printer are out to get me. o_o I swear to god. My printer makes weird noises in the night at random, and when I plug it out of everything, the next morning, it's plugged in again. O_o; And today when I was getting ready for school, I was turning off my computer because I forgot to the night before, and just before it shut down, it growled at me. I'm not exaggerating. o_o;; It growled. I'm scared.

I've also been hearing noises. Like, that aren't there. For instance, I hear my mom calling me, but she's at work. And I hear someone coming up the stairs, but there's no one in the house but me. x_x; I hope this is just because of stress from the FCAT and it'll go away soon.

I burned the palm of my hand with my hot glue gun. It stings whenever anything touches that spot. So it's uncomfortable to type. Ooh, and it's starting to swell up. That's nice.

Lately, this annoying little voice in my head has been insulting me and bringing me down whenever it gets a chance. It's seriously getting on my nerves. Like, I pick up a pencil and it goes, "You know who can't draw, so why are you wasting your time?" *shrug* I guess I agree with it, but I don't need things like that mentioned to me whenever I try to do anything. *sigh* I hate my mind.

I'm crying. I have no idea why I'm crying, but I am. I've been having stupid mood swings like this for the past two months now, I think. That's also irritating me. I wish I could control myself sometimes, but I guess my mind doesn't want me to function normally. Whatever. I'm fine with that.

I finished And Then There Were None by Agatha Christie. Good book, everyone dies. I highly recommend it.

I think I should get some ice for my hand. Yeah, I'll do that. Then I can go to sleep. I'm tired.

Not a very interesting day. :O; Except for the part where I was forced to lick both of Luke's and Chase's hands. >___>;;;; I had a good reason though. Or SO I THOUGHT. But it's, uh, embarrassing and includes obsessiveness of Sean Astin and Elijah Wood. *cough* x_X

And I went to the mall and got the second FLCL. ^_^ Our friend from Suncoast told me it had just came out today. And he told me the Saiyuki DVD is coming out soon! Yaye =D

I should finish my math project. I have two more problems to do. But I'm so tired and out of ideas. x_x;

Waiii, thank you Renny for telling me how to get to the bonus track on my Macabre Tour DVD! Will you ever stop showering me with Dir en grey goodies? Not that I mind, of course. ^_~ Sorry I can't record it for you, though. =\

Yaye, no homework. I did the week's social studies homework in language arts (everyone did, didn't they? o_O;) and there's no math because we're preparing for the FCAT (boooo >=O), no science because of sex ed, and no language arts because Mrs. Brand is away. Yaaaaye.

Ugh, I hate my mood swings. *deleted last entry* That was a bit embarrassing, I hope no one saw that. ._.()

But, oh boy! I'm going to fail the science test tomorrow! That's what I get for having pneumonia and missing half of the chapter.

Ack! @_@ Anita! Renny! Anyone who's going to Natsume Fest! Get online so I can get information about it~~~~~~~~~~~~~

One last thing. I'm selling my three Hellsing DVDs. Anyone want them? I only watched them once and they've been sitting on my shelf ever since. I'm sure we can negotiate some kind of price. I really need the money. T_T;;

Nothing much happened today. Alex and I concluded that viral diseases are very perverted, though. XD

In social studies, we're doing a project on the countries on Africa and we're taking notes and are going to have to weave a flag to represent our country. I got Zimbabwe. :D In the words of the immortal Greg Dean: 'Zim-BOB-way!'

So, I was cleaning out my closet today and I found several interesting things. Like that Japanese painting my grandparents gave me at the end of elementary school. I don't know where to put it, though. There's not much space on wall. =\

And I found the *NSYNC wall scroll. I thought I had thrown it out. @_@ It came back to haunt me. Well, at least those CDs are no more. I burned them good. =)

I want to go to Natsume Fest with Anita, and Renny and her friends. But it's this weekend and I don't know if I'll be feeling better by then. T_T() And even if I am, I have no idea how I'll get a ride. I know my parents aren't going to want to take me. =\

Finally finished Return of the King. Hum. Now I have nothing to read. =\ Maybe if my mom lets me out of the house, I can go and buy another Agatha Christie book. I love her stories, she's one of my favorite authors ever. *_*

I was playing DDR today, and I forgot which song I was doing (I think it was End of the Century..), but I was getting all greats and perfects until the very last step where I got a good. X_X LKASDHSHFDA. And of course I got a B. >_> Damn you DDR, it was only one good! That's just plain unfair. >=|