So my dad is in the hospital because he had a heart attack and has blockages beside his heart. Tomorrow morning he will undergo open heart surgery and may not make it but if he does my life at home will change big time... And him having kidney disease just adds to it all... If life was a person I would brutally kill him with a sharp and rusty chainsaw soaked in acid. My life is just full of bad news, nothing good ever comes out of it.

Having a family member undergo surgery is never an easy thing I freaked out a bit when my pops underwent surgery to have his bad knee joint replaced.

I hope the heart surgery goes well. I would find it hard to believe in this day and age of technology that the surgery would fail. The best thing to do now is stick by your family and lean on them for support/be there for them. Going through this type of stuff alone can be more difficult, if you don't have to then don't.