Thursday, May 19, 2011

I have been on a trip, out of town, on business for my employer. I left home Monday morning at around 10:00am. I have been knowing of this trip for about a month. I have been looking forward to it because I had the opportunity to learn a lot of information that would apply to my work within the company. At the same time, I was somewhat dreading it because I knew it would take me away from K for five days. On any trip I have been on, separated from K, I always miss her immensely. This time was to be no different. Actually, it was destined to be even worse.

K and I spent a wonderful weekend together. We had lots of loving and tenderness, lots of fun, and lots of enjoying each other's company. We nursed often, enjoying that intimacy at every opportunity. We made wonderful love Sunday morning with me having an orgasm. Monday morning, we enjoyed lovemaking all over again, culminating in an orgasm for each of us. K had informed me that I would be locked for my entire trip, since it was "only five days" and travel was totally by car; no metal detectors or scanners to negotiate. I tried to gently protest, but K would not hear of it: it was certain, I would be locked up for the entire time.

Before we parted Monday, I showed K a possibly better option for locking the chastity key in the key safe. I had purchased a small combination lock that was made so that the combination could be modified at the "locker's" desire. This could replace the keyed lock that K had previously secured the chastity key with in the safe. Now, K could keep the safe locked, but be able to tell me what the combination is in case of emergency, thereby providing a means of unlocking her dick in the time or "real" need. Previously, I would have to get a hacksaw and cut the securing hole open to open the safe when K was not available. K liked the idea, promptly programmed a combination, and locked the safe securely before leaving. I took the safe with me. Yes, the safe is very small and easily packed in luggage, being only slightly bigger than the chastity key.

I'm at this time still on the trip. I return tomorrow afternoon. I am so HORNY. On previous trips, I have been unlocked for the first few days. Then when K decided to lock me, she would tell me to lock up, lock the chastity key in the safe and wait for my next orgasm until I got home. This time, it is not so. I am locked the whole time.
Yes, five days. I know, that is not long at all for many chastity participants. For me, it is.

Five days. Yet, at this time, it is only four. I am wild with desire. I can't get out. I am secure. I am wearing Hairclip. I enjoy the frustration, the waiting, the anticipation, the tease, the uncompromising position of not being allowed ANY opportunity for orgasm. Even though I am locked most of the time anyway, all the other times, I know orgasm does not have to be more than a few hours away. Not so, for now.

I'm wild with desire!!! I want K so badly. Everything about me wants interaction with her. I want to be spanked and whipped. I want to nurse. I want her to squeeze her balls and dick. I want her to make me eat her pussy. I need her, and all her loving actions to me, those mentioned here. They all show me her love, care, and acceptance that the balls and dick do belong to her!

I've been texting K a lot on this trip. In the texting, I have been trying to educate K just how much she DOES own the dick and balls, that she has total control. I have given it to her, totally.

There has probably been over 2000 messages over the past few days. Unfortunately, most of that has scrolled off of my cell phone. The gist of it though was to tell K:

You own my dick and balls. They are yours. I want to be given to you totally in chastity, with you having ultimate control and say-so of when I am to come, or even to announce any time you particularly DON'T want me to come. I give my self totally to you, for your total pleasure. This can include anything;

It may be that you spank or whip me as long as you want, as hard as you want, as often as you want. You can tie me up so that I am not able to resist in anyway, even securing my hands, feed, neck, even balls, to something immovable so as to be certain I do not move my ass, and that I am provided to your spanking pleasure. I give my ass to you for your pleasure and purpose. Do as you wish, even if only for your pleasure alone.

It may be that you want to play with your balls and dick. You can do as you please with them. We have a modified collar that can be locked on "your" balls and provide a Ball Collar, with the availability to use a leash on them. You can do ANYTHING you like, regardless of my pleading or requests to go easy. You can pull, squeeze, or "torment" them to your heart's content. You can put me in Kali anytime you desire, and tease me to ultimate torments. If it makes you happy, then make yourself happy. I LOVE it when you giggle with glee from the pain you lovingly administer to me.

It may be that you want to prevent me from coming during sex. This may be to simply prolong sex, so that you can have as much fucking as you like, as long as you like. You can demand that I do not come, to ensure that. You can do what you need to in order to be sure it happens: pinches, slaps, pull outs,….what ever you need or want to do to make me last longer for you, just in case I am weak and can't seem to prevent my orgasm. You even have the ultimate authority to determine if I may come at all. Even after fucking as long as you want, you can, if you should so desire, deny me having an orgasm at all. (Honestly, hopefully, this won't occur very often, LOL)

It may be that you invent some other way to enjoy yourself by teasing me with pain. Very simply, if my pain, being teased mercilessly, being spanked, being denied indefinitely, or any creation of pleasure you may come up with, pleases you, makes you happy, thrills you, makes your heart smile, or benefits you in any way, then, I give myself to your hand.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

It has been busy as usual around here. After my car wreck on April 1, I spent much time looking for a replacement vehicle. I finally bought one last week. Now, K and I are planning for a vacation, somewhere in the Caribbean. Where exactly, I don't know. I read one person's blog about going to a resort and how that they enjoyed some chastity play while there, even naked, apparently in "public" at the resort. Apparently nudity was acceptable there. I wish I could remember where it was at. I would like to investigate it further.

Hey! Would it be possible to get some input here on my blog? Would there be some kind readers out there that would be to give me some guidance? Here is what we are lookng for:

We don't want the Hedonism resorts: appears to be too much partying.
We are looking for a nice romantic place to relax and enjoy each other.
As mentioned above, we don't want a party place.
We do like the idea of being able to go naked if we like, a clothing optional I guess.
We don't want a "nudist" resort because we don't want everyone nude all the time. We prefer to eat in restaruants where people are fully clothed, thank you. (HA!)
We would like upper scale dining, meaning above average, but does not have to be 5 star.
We want all inclusive.
We've considered Desire and Temptations. Reviews, as a whole, really don't look that good on them.
We simply want a NICE resort that allows for some nudity if the guest desires, with the possibility to have a little romantic risque fun, up to possibly discreet lovemaking in public.

Are there any suggestions out there?

K and I are still enjoying chastity.

I am realizing another desire. I am wanting to be tied up so that K can spank/whip my ass in any way she wants, as much as she wants, as long as she wants. I want to be tied up so that I am totally helpless to move from her spanking, totally at her disposal for her fun, totally at her mercy. Then, I want her to wear my ass out!