Monday, March 30, 2009

So lately I've taken notice to how much music actually means to me and, when I don't have the ability to listen to it ( or music that I actually like listening to), I feel like coming apart at the seams. Two weekends ago, my Ipod disappeared out of nowhere, which is depressing in itself, but while I work, I always have music (music that I actually want to listen to) going on in the background. Well last week I didn't have it at all and was stuck listening to hip hop and rap. Now I'm not bashing that genre of music in the least bit, but when the same 12 songs are played on the radio over and over, it becomes a bit redundant.

Where am I going with this you may ask. The answer: I really don't know. Venting maybe? All I know is that this week, I gotta do it all over again. God help me.

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I am not the man of God I want to be. I am not the friend I want to be. I am not the son and brother I want to be. I am not the worker that I want to be. I stumble. I fall. I break. I am fragile. I do not like what I can't control. I have a hard time believing what I can't see. I have a hard time giving up and giving in. Regardless of all this, my God loves me, my God knows I will mess up, and forgive me for it anyways. My God knows I will let him down just as I know my God won't let me down. My God loves me. My God cares for me. My God knows me better than I know myself. This blog is all about my struggles and progress in my life. The things that I will try to notice through the day that spells out God.