My tits are twisted!

I think, because people say they’re grateful because I did / am doing ____ that I’d get repaid in kind.

There’s my problem.

Why should they?

Sure, they’re over the moon when I don’t let them down, when I’ve gone out of my way, when they can always count on me! But they have busy lives. Don’t I know this? I should remember this. They can’t just drop things and make time. Who do I think I am?

An idiot.

I’m a selfish idiot. Forgive me. From now on, let’s only do what you want to do.