Save Me, Kill Me

Here I stand aloneAbused by myselfScenes of suicideLike a solid wall of fearNegativity overcomesPositivity in meSelf pity, laughingScreaming in my ears

The fuse is litThe fuse that makes me explode

These questions I askWho gives and who takes?If the answer is god, wellWho am I? His mistake?An endless battleAgainst depressive thoughtsBrief moments of victory'Cause you know there is always more to come

The fuse is litThe fuse that makes me explode

I amAloneSave meKill me

Save meSane me

Spent some time in myself to find out who I amAll I found was painCan I ever be saved?Kill me please, set me freeSave meKill me