cheesy ass love letter to my love

This is going to be one of the most cheesy, typical, love letters you will probably see so if you get “grossed out” by PDA, then stop reading here.
T, this is for you.

Hi,
I just wanted to let you know how thankful I am for you. You have helped me through really tough times. I love you so much. You have been my window in an endless dark hallway. I have had two suicide attempts in the this year, and I would have had two more but I talked to you and you talked me out of it, probably without even knowing it. Sometimes I think I don’t deserve such a thoughtful, caring, and beautiful human being. You have helped me figure out what kind of person I want to be. You helped me through the rough patches with my family, and not to mention those times I was bullied for my outer appearance. I feel like I have not done enough for you. I want to give you the world. I know that is what everyone says. They say that even though it is one of the most cheesiest things you can say and we all think that ours actually means something but I really do believe that. I don’t want you to just be another one of those breakup and move on type of people and even if we are, I just want you to know that I will remember you.