Aur mere paas to aise bht incidents h btane k liy jo ye baat prove krte hain, Won't tell a long story, i recall one such incident , i needed a gaumukhi , for the first time,i got a gaumukhi when sai baba came into my life, this was brought from vrindavan for me, but now it has oil spots and it does look very unclean, so i wanted to buy a new one, but I've seen very beautiful gaumukhi in pictures so i wanted a different one.... bhai said that i can get such colorful gaumukhi in vrindavan only, i went to kurukshetra with family, this year and after brahm sarovar and darshan in chaitanya mahaprabhu mandir, i saw gamukhi of different colors , in a shop, i had a lil money with me, because i was travelling with family, but somehow i could not buy gaumukhi .... baba didn't let me buy gaumukhi from anywhere else after that and i knew i need it, my first gaumukhi is very dear to me because its sakshi of my first encounter with spirituality, of all my tirth yatra and a lot more (but others comment on this, me having untidy gaumukhi, nd that i don't take care of gaumukhi etc so i had to buy a new one also because baba said he too wanted me to get a new one).... finally my dear friend with whom i visited shirdi, gave me a beautiful gaumukhi....Yes i argued with baba because he himself had told me to buy one in kurukshetra, yet i couldn't. many such things happen because of asking for baba's permission for different things.... sometimes he would order me for what i don't want to do , but after some time his words always prove to be right and best for me....And sometimes opposite thing happens, i.e. i recall an incident which happened earlier in this year, i was kind of ekantsevi sadhak, it went too extreme and i wanted to spend time only on activities related to sai baba and his worship, may be eknathi bhagwat made me think that way i don't remember what caused that kinda vairagya and i asked baba to cut my hair ,( I've long hair) i asked him to shave my head nearly 8 times and he said 'NO' again and again, thanx to baba because i would have done it even with a single yes of sai whenever i recall this incident it really make me feel so grateful, not for saving me from getting bald out of my shamshaani vairagya but for being so concerned..... Sai is great yes i admit there are times when we can't trust the fact that he is taking care but all we need to do at such time is to keep connected , ask him for what he wants us to do!!! And admit that " we have a moti buddhi that can not see what god can see"Jai sai ram