I could not find myself a better decision at that moment. The moment I tried to fly away. After my fail attempt at committing suicide, just about one week later, Chester Bennington also took his own life by hanging himself with a rope. That was a haunting picture for anyone who witnessed. We all struggled. Rest in peace, Chester.

If you notice, there is an image with a rope in the poem. You know…

The darkness still lingers around me but I will keep on fighting until my very last days. The outcomes I don’t know. Winner or loser I don’t care. Let’s keep on fighting, my friends. Let’s venture out into this crazy world again.