You're Not Alone (Niall Horan/One Direction)

Mia Alexandra, prefers to be called Alex because she got bullied because of her unusual name, now she doesn't just get bullied because of her name. No her life was ruined by her father, he got arrested and put in prison for murder. Her family left her on her own when she needed them the most. Her two best friends turned against her and started bullying her. Will she be pushed to complete destruction? When One Direction turn up at her school, will she let them in and allow them to fix her?

Contains: bullying, self harm and suicide attempts but it also contains crazy moments, sleepovers and love

6. I Think I'll Take My Only Ticket Out Of This

- chapter 5 - It's been a week since I got out of the hospital, nothing much has changed apart from the fact I now live with my God father Paul and his girlfriend Helen (a/n I actually have a God father called Paul and his girlfriend is called Helen) I'm a little happier than I was at home because I'm loved and cared for here. I have asked myself so many times are you sure they aren't your parents because they seem to be happy to do anything for you. School on the other hand is a completely different story, Laura and Charlotte have taken the bullying up a notch, they've started to physically bully me. No they don't do it themselves they might break a fake, manicured nail, no they get the strongest guys that are willing, to beat me up. Cowards isn't the world. I'm covered in bruises. The boys you may ask, they are as loyal and caring as they were in hospital, they are so sweet. Niall found it hilarious that I had a brother called Niall James, and he had to meet him and was amazed to see that he to had blonde hair and bright blue eyes (a/n this is also true). They have become my own bodyguards throughout school but it is at break and on the way home that they can't help me as we're in two different places so they can't save me then. But such is life. I've told nobody about the bullying and the bruises, they know about the mental and emotional bullying but that's it. I had to tell them because the hospital needed an explanation to why I was starving myself and none of them would leave so they found out. I think the worst thing I have done, is that I've started cutting. Now I know I said that I'm squeamish around blood but I need to get the pain out of my system and I feel this is my only way to do it because talking doesn't help at all! I don't cut my arms because that becomes too obvious, I cut the tops of my thighs and my hips because if you are normal you cover those anyway so it isn't as obvious. I'm disappointed in myself but it has become addictive almost as if the razor is a drug, you end up craving more and more. I was thinking about all this whilst the usual dumb-ass thugs beat me up! I don't know what came over me but I had a sudden wave of confidence pass through me. I stood up from the ground and slapped both of the thugs round the face, it felt good so I did it again, they were still in the state of shock from me standing up. "leave me alone. I have never done anything to you so there is no need to beat me up" I hissed at them and ran away to the roof of the school. It was so peaceful up here it was like it was a parallel universe, there was no drama, conflict, fights or arguing just silence and beauty. I could see everything from up here. "Going to jump? No one would miss you. Go on do it! Jump!" a venomous high pitched voice said. I knew who it was Laura. "wow. You're on your own. Without your team of minions, not even Charlotte is here, you usually do everything together. Why are you here Laura?" I was taunting her but I knew it would end badly for me. After all it always does. "I'm capable of doing things on my own. Unlike you, those boys you are so 'friendly' with now they see you as a charity case so hanging round with you will make them look good" she sneered. Wow she was right, I am just a charity case that's why they are nice, it's all an act to make them look good. My God father doesn't want me, he just wants to feel good about himself and to look like this amazing person for his girlfriend! "See you know I'm right, I can tell by the look in your eyes that you know I'm right" she stated. Of course she's right. With that I took off running. I know what I need to do now. Take my only ticket out of here. Away from this life. Away from my family. Away from bullies. Away from fake friends. And most importantly away from myself. I'm a threat even to myself. I have everything that I need. I know what I have to do. ------------------------------(°~°)-----------------------------