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Thursday, December 8, 2016

I feel like I love you guys and I'm so glad that in whatever way this IS, we r connected... that I'm happy this exists like I'm happy that drones are for our own benefit at this moment and that I'm outnumbered when I wana speak my mind and that I wana talk to you guys and that I'm here wondering sometimes maybe why the heck is it like this and why am I always shocked and somehow sometimes not happy bc I'm ok, I'm happy I think as a person but I'm also dealing with the same over all pressures u all are and how I'm just gona keep trying my best... well I just wana say thank you all for being involved in my life and if your not it's alright bc thank you for not. Thank you anyway for whoever you are and I will always accept you.. don't worry ever again... nothing is ever THAT worth getting down about. Be floaty, be free, be happy easily... #winterblossom #dontworry #behappy #love

I feel like I love you guys and I'm so glad that in whatever way this IS, we r connected... that I'm happy this exists like I'm happy that drones are for our own benefit at this moment and that I'm outnumbered when I wana speak my mind and that I wana talk to you guys and that I'm here wondering sometimes maybe why the heck is it like this and why am I always shocked and somehow sometimes not happy bc I'm ok, I'm happy I think as a person but I'm also dealing with the same over all pressures u all are and how I'm just gona keep trying my best... well I just wana say thank you all for being involved in my life and if your not it's alright bc thank you for not. Thank you anyway for whoever you are and I will always accept you.. don't worry ever again... nothing is ever THAT worth getting down about. Be floaty, be free, be happy easily... #winterblossom #dontworry #behappy #love

Friday, December 2, 2016

Asking my angels to help me as I looked down on a pinkie ring I bought at a spiritual shop that was silver w a black stone. I picked the black stone to protect me, I heard from my mother that that's what it does. I added it to my collection of healing stones, Pablo santo sticks and a handmade dream-catcher I planned to put in my living room area to match w the color theme of wood, baby blue rug, white walls, brown couch and pops of orange it was becoming. I was in San Fran for Thanksgiving and it was really fun exploring the cities neighborhoods while scouting the shops that I found possible for my TAMBONITA handbags.

On a plane after much hustle and leaving my wallet behind for my initial flight... just some ridiculousness, I tell ya!

Looking down at my little ring on my pinkie I touched it and asked for help, when suddenly the ring was a deep red! It wasn't black it was actually a dark ruby red when I look now and so it's changed! It either changed or I was wrong about it all along. With my vision and wish I envision the very spiritual people who worked at the store and how their pace in life was like calm and serene like nothing can get them out of the flow of life they were in. It was flowing not jolting. It was calm not flustered or rushed. It was peaceful not full of anxiety. This is sort of what I asked for myself when I envision what I want for myself.

To me the color of the right doesn't matter if it changed or not but that it's a sign of having to move just a bit slower to be able to fully tell the exact color instead of believing it was black to begin with. The color now being red is going to symbolize that it's the color of love although green is the heart chakra we have blood pumping through our veins and it is all inside of us. Red is rich & romantic and sexy and when your sexiest you move slowly. May this story help you and inspire you to look at things instead of just see them. To slow down bc it's the rhythm of a flowing river we must flow with and not anything more. Let's help each other find our unified Rythm. ❤️️🙏🏼✨

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Saturday, July 23, 2016

Walking by the beach w Roxy on this lovely sun set afternoon, the colors of the sky are PROUD now but always changing. I'm in heaven today, This is life! The palm trees are swaying, the rythms are everywhere and it's really delightful as I sit here on the cream colored sand. It's like tender blues and mix of murky purple, this is home and I'm leaving tomorrow. I'm planning to make some big changes. I'm about to move apts and I'm asking God to guide me to a new place which I'm very open to. Where I land will determine a lot of what will and might happen for me. I want to cut a lot of crap out and go towards my more defined dream. I really have to make this next year about my career. I'm going to dive so deep into it that I'm going to let it save me and kill me at the same time. I mean, I'm going to create a strong balance where I am so busy that I can't get bored. I'm going to dive head on into my hobbies, read more, create a schedule for myself where I can stretch and set intentions, perhaps paint, be super organized, just love myself. I think a bike ride from the beach would be good. I think a large studio would suit me. With French doors and a little walk way courtyard that I can leave open to. I'd love a fire place. I want to be the best version of me and stay steady. I wana stop searching so much and just be obedient to myself. I think I am old enough to be my own good guide. I don't want to have the lows anymore, I wana be wise with my time. I want to save money and make money and live well. I want to be comfortable in the place I find and perhaps more reserved. I don't go out in LA and I like the sound of a calm quiet life w candles and home cooked meals and early mornings more than the late nights in Miami. It's going to work, it's going to be positive, it's going to be quaint and charming and about getting rid of the excesses and holding on to what's really important. I'm ready to start over again and prove myself that I can manage. This is it, it's in Gods hands! Wherever I land I just wish for the best! I am happy about the transition and I am going to try my very very best. Here goes...