Confused, scared, and in a lot of emotional pain.

21 October, 2005 - 7:10pm — Natasha Duchenois

I don't know what to do...I know that in the end it is all up to me but I have grown up with a certain thought and that is who I am is wrong. In being Bi-sexual and finding myself more attracted to other females, I am going against everything I have been brought up to believe. It's hard...harder still after the death of one of my best friend's and his boyfriend due to blind hatred. I find myself wondering, scared. I know that I have to accept who I am first and foremost but that might just destroy everything I am. It is the most difficult thing to deal with. I know who I am...it's not up for question. I am just afraid...so very, very afraid.

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i know its hard. just hang in there, and be true to yourself. remember, it doesn't matter what other people think, just follow your heart. its ok if you decide not to be open to others about your bi-ness. just know wats right for you, ok? i hope i helped some....

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