Angel said“because i do not want to hurt those who love me..i am sorry, for those who love me..thank you, for those who do not love me..

thin 說" thank you, for those who love me; because i love you so

i am sorry, for those who do not love me;because i do not love you so

sometimes, we do hurt people who love us and those do not love us unconsiously the only difference is"Those who love us will understand and do not mind, so we love those who love us""Those who do not love us will not understand and do mind, so we do not love those who do not love us"

If I were a boyEven just for a dayI’d roll out of bed in the morningAnd throw on what I wanted and goDrink beer with the guysAnd chase after girlsI’d kick it with who I wantedAnd I’d never get confronted for itBecause they’d stick up for me

If I were a boyI think I could understandHow it feels to love a girlI swear I’d be a better manI’d listen to herCause I know how it hurtsWhen you lose the one you wantedCause he’s taken you for grantedAnd everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boyI would turn off my phoneTell everyone its brokenSo they thinkthat I was sleeping aloneI’d put myself firstAnd make the rules as I goCause I know that she’d be faithfulWaiting for me to come home

If I were a boyI think I could understandHow it feels to love a girlI swear I’d be a better manI’d listen to herCause I know how it hurtsWhen you lose the one you wanted (wanted)Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come backSay its just a mistakeThink I forgive you like thatIf you thought I would wait for youYou thought wrong

But you're just a boyYou don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)How it feels to love a girlSomeday you’ll wish you were a better manYou don’t listen to herYou don’t care how it hurtsUntil you lose the one you wantedCause you've taken her for grantedAnd everything you had got destroyedBut you're just a boy…

Monday, December 22, 2008

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

what a busy day i had in the office to deal with idiots and those "stupid stupid acts pandai pandai" and i really got myself into a law sue case. oh ya, yes i did, nearly.

sometimes i really don't like chinapek way of doing stuff.. by working in a chinapek company i got myself burned sometimes..cant help, cant vent, cant do anything much about, not till i leave the company..you know why i cant leave if you know me well. =sigh=

we are going to handover the management of one of the property project now. and this group of ppl include a very-free-till-nothing-to-do unit trust freelance pasar auntie, a so called very-bad-temper IT specialist of one of the foreign bank, a I-VERY-FAMILIAR-WITH STATA TITLE ACT-NOT-PRO-AT-ALL land surveyor.

i thought the handover would be smooth and we would not in chaos like previous project. Well, i think too high for those ppl.

the not-pro-at-all land surveyor starts to act like very pro, teach the pasar auntie and the bad temper IT specialist to do this and that somewhat according to this Acts, that Acts.. (my foot!!!!!!)

so they request this request that, want to act like bosses,already act like bosses actually.

we are trying our best to help them while protecting our information and answer to their stupid questions. but they have an idea that we are trying to bully them (somewhat!)

after management discussion, in order to protect our system & information, we decided to take back our system yesterday. i was the one who went there and took it back.

so this morning, when they report to the office (yes they do. because they want to check on staff), they found out that the system no longer there. they made a big fuss about it. and started to act like barbarian.

they threatened to say that they wanted to report police saying that i took/stole (whatever word it can be) their information, said that they wanted to sue me, blah blah blah..

personally, i dont care. i really dont. if they make a police report, i will have my company solicitor to work out for me and i will sue back them for sure. so when kelvin called, i told him it's okay if they really wanted to report police, because i am not afraid at all. what they wanted to report?? saying i took my company property which do not belong to these 3 idiots?? Fxxx off

kelvin is the one who felt bad that dragged me into this personal attack.

ended up, kel agreed to take back the system just for show because they cant copy or use the system at all. this software licence is under my company, not the 3 idiots group of ppl.

i really have no idea that how come the IT SPECIALIST does not know what you need to PAY for software licence. still called himself IT Specialist (yes he did say that he is an IT SPECIALIST!that;s how he intro himself)

what really pissed me off was that they came to my office to handover a document to me. they even verbally threaten me that if i dont give them back the system, he will make a report and i will stay in jail for 1 or 2 nights.

damn it! he said that to me in my office. i really got very pissed. came to my office and insulted me. bloody hell!! HE HAS NO IDEA THAT THE SOFTWARE DOESNT BELONG TO THEM!!

seriously if this happen one more time, i make sure i report police first!

bloody hell!!! I AM PISSED!

they know they cant talk to me.. because the surveyor has yet to win me for any discussion so far! he likes to say " you are technically right" Actually, i m "professionally and legally right" =p

well, karma will bite them. just wait and see. i will make sure they will have their monkey show soon!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Monday, December 8, 2008

i NEVER have good dining experience with Pizza Hut at Malaysia, both dine-in and delivery. those experiences are so bad that i regret everytime, NEVER FAIL. they are pretty good at disappointing customers, never fail for doing so.

even before i know what is pizza, i could sing the pizza hut delivery advertisement theme song. it's so easy to remember and it's so popular. from old to young, from tv to radio and newspaper, "2353535 pizza hut delivery.." (ps: this is for sg. and the no has changed) Do you still remember this?? i do. and i thought wanna eat pizza, must sure be PIZZA HUT.

No matter what, pizza hut at shopping complex is always full. even there would be queue outside.

the service is so bad tat usually you have to wait for a very long time and you will never have you want fine, it's busy. everybody is busy!

however, the service has not improved even for those quiet outlets.

yesterday was not a good time for me just to look for my lunch. i spent almost 1 hour to look for a place to eat. frm old klang road -> OUG -> brickfields -> kuchai lama PIZZA HUT.

this Kuchai Lama Pizza Hut is always quiet, always just few tables are occupied. (i know because sometimes i drive through next door KFC to take away).

it took the waitress 5m to get me the menu and waited ,waited. calls for several times and nobody came to take my order. my hand has raised up several times and they knew it. but they pushed around so that ANY ONE could take my order. still, i waited , waited till i walked to the counter and told the girl that i want to order. she asked me to go back to my table AGAIN and refused to take my order immediately. (FINE!)

once the waiter took my orders, i went straight to KFC and got myself some popcorn chicken & cheezy wedges.

don't mention about the waiting time for the food to come. we were lucky because we got our soup , our drink and our starter, garlic bread, together. (actually garlic bread came first, yes it was)

once i finished my pizza, i went straight to counter to pay because i really didn't want to waste my time again. the girl took my credit card and ran to another counter at the back without informing anything to me. i was shocked and i told another girl that SHE TOOK MY CREDIT CARD.. she was blur for a second (i think she didn't understand for what i just said "she took my credit card" i repeated myself in malay again) and she just told me that the machine at this counter was not functioning.

and again, I THINK I WILL BAN PIZZA HUT FOR A WHILE!! the more i visit pizza hut, the more disappointments i have.

it was 3.30pm when i done my lunch, 2 & 1/2 hours!!

Lesson of the day:1. DO NOT GO TO EAT AT PIZZA HUT (literally BAN PIZZA HUT, BAN BAN BAN!)2. PLAN BEFORE YOU DECIDE WHERE TO GO FOR FOOD DURING RAINING PUBLIC HOLIDAYS (if not you may stuck in the jam and the restaurants are not opened)

Sunday, December 7, 2008

i've never been placed in the first during an exam. and i had mine today.

i took JLPT 4 today afternoon at UPM KL. most of my classmates and i were in the same test room, i thought i would be behind Eilaine.. manatau.. i m the first in the row..

not so get used to face the tutorial roon blackboard during the exam. i only saw exam time and nothing else. wao.. the feeling not so good.. i really not get used to be the first row in class. usually i would choose at the back because you got more freedom to do what you want to do sometimes. of course, in return, you dont get to pay 100% attention to what happen at the back. =p

it is such a long hours exam. from 2pm-6.30pm. we are instructed to be ready in class by 2pm and 1 hour of briefing and waiting time. it's only 25m to end the first paper.

break hour for another 45m. paper 2 for 25m. this paper is the fastest to finish but the hardest to do. you have no time to even think what the previous question and topic. the exam ended when the tape is ended. very scaring actually. you have to pay full attention to what is the question ,the conversation and choose the answer. sorry ah. no time to think if you even miss any single word. you are requested to answer IMMEDIATELY, literally immediately!

i was quite hungry when i done with my paper 2.

another 30m of wait and another 40m to finish paper 3.

that's all! from 2PM-630PM..

whatever it is.. the simplest JLPT 4 exam is over. and more to come!! will sleep and play hard for tomorrow public holiday!

Monday, December 1, 2008

THIS is what you HAD and what you LOVED so much that you didnt even want to leave the car and started to have dreams about car..good memeories???

and, THIS is what YOUR NEXT GENEREATION IS GOING TO HAVE.. and even YOU ARE GOING TO HAVE!

COOL huh???

there is an auction house is going aucts for this RED FERRARI 330P2 at Olympia London. with a size that can fix an adult of 8feet long with a power of 50cc Honda engine..it's expeced to sell for £8,000. wao!

i never be a toy car fan..or i never be a Toy fan.

i was a girl and i did not even have many cooking toys during my childhood. ( i did have, but not many. i shared with my siblings and sometimes we fought over the toys as well.) sound bad?? well, not really. at least i Never fancy about Barbie & soft toys.