I know this looks intimidatingly long but please endure especially if you have white light experiences or knowledge.

I've mentioned this experience in passing a few times on this site but this is the first time making a thread for it. I just want to say this is the most extreme "supernatural experience" that I ever encountered in my life. I have received validation for this experience (as you will see if you have an open mind) so I am not looking for people to try to help me figure out if what I experienced is "real" or not, I know that it is.

I am looking to see if others have experienced this white light phenomenon. Before coming to this site I told a few people about this but nobody seems to be able to relate. But since coming here I see that some experiences are similar at least to a certain degree and hope to hear from some of you concerning this "white light". I've seen pictures of people with heads glowing with this light, I've read about 'imagining' the white light, and I've read twice about it manifesting in the natural world, once in a carlos casteneda book, come to think about he may have been in astral when talking about that, i forgot. and another time in the fiction book "Mists of Avalon" in a scene when the holy spirit was present and placing a cup to everyone who was presents lips.. that was a fiction story but i believe the author was very spiritual. I am convinced the white light I witnessed was indeed the holy spirit. I've tried finding out more, but for as much reading as I think I do I have to be honest and say I rarely finish books..

anyway please let me know your experiences or knowledge on this. Really and Im asking please.. dont try to debunk me, skeptics please read with an open mind.. this is my life and stuff like this can be hard to share.

Note: it may seem by my posts that Im always seeing stuff etc... thats not true. I have had several experiences but they have been few and far between.. I am just an ordinary person.

This is a summary of what I encountered and most of it was in my youth:
2 religious visions
1 spontaneous astral projection
Several ghost sightings all occuring in one neighborhood
A few demon sightings (including shadow cats - very interested about other peoples stories concerning these - one day I will probably make a thread about this as well.)
Three audio sounds (two growling sounds over the phone and one doppleganger voice)
2 doppleganger sightings (of my mom)
poltregeist activity in four different houses (spirits following me but I couldn't see them)
demonic nightmares coinciding with the poltergeist activity (lots of reports on this site with similar phenomenon linking poltregueist to demonic dreams - further backed up with multi-witnesses - one reason I know its impossible to be 'mere imagination'.)

(This is not the entire list but pretty much.)

And then this phenomenon that I am about to explain.

So the back-drop is that I had been enduring the poltergeist activity (not nearly as bad as the dreams) and demonic nightmares which were horrific for three years. These happened nightly, they were vivid and lasted all night long from the moment I closed my eyes until I woke up. It was very much like Freddy Kruger except it wasnt the same bad guy, it would always be something new, monsters (and bad guy humans - girls and guys or teams of bad guys) of all kinds... and a lot of times I was a merciless killer. I was defending myself yes, but I would kill them in the sickest ways. These dreams were awful awful awful. I tried not to sleep during this and would sleep in class at school or in the bathroom (which had a seperate room with a bed like a nurses bed) I would not have the nightmares there so it was safe for me to rest. This is when I was in college. I was in my early 20's. I failed the same science class three times although I had always been a good student because I slept during this time...

So... the experience with the White Light goes like this (sorry if you read this before but I am still looking for similar experiences, I feel like they must be out there).

I went to my room to lay down, it was dark. I did not close my eyes, I was not asleep this happened immediatly after getting in the bed, I did not travel to the astral realms, this was not a vision, this was real and happened right there in my room. My body lifted up off the bed and tilted forward, I was suspended in the air with my feet just a little off the bed. I looked around and the room was FULL of demons. I would say there were 20 - 30 of them, they were all different sizes, short, squat, tall, lean, but there was a massive one in the middle who was so large he had to scrunch down because of the ceiling. My mouth started talking on its own accord, I was praying and saying something about God, note that I had not become a Christian yet and had only visited a church like 4 times in my life up until this point (although I had already had my religious visions - I just hadn't put two and two together yet). The same words kept coming out of my mouth over and over again and had something to do with God but I forget the rest. A flooding bright white light came out of the center of my chest. In a thick, strong beam it would concentrate on one demon at a time. After a while that demon would disappear and then the light would go to another demon until that one too would disappear. None of them were moving, it was as if they were patiently waiting to be destroyed. Some demons took a few minutes to destroy, some took like 10 or 15. The biggest and most massive took the longest, probably 30 minutes just for him.

The whole thing took more than two hours, I know this because I heard the phone ring and the door bell ring while it was happening but couldn't do anything about it, I had no control at all over what was happening. I checked the caller id after it was over and saw that more than two hours had passed, and I had already been way into it when it rang. (I recently ran into the guy who was calling and trying to come over that day. I wonder if he still remembers the strange reason I gave him for not being able to answer the phone and the door! He was the first person I talked to afterwards and it hadn't sunk in yet about how odd it all sounded. While we were talking recently I wanted to ask him but I didnt.. he asked me for my number again, but hasn't called..)

Anyway.. so when the last demon was destroyed I was lowered back down and had controll over my body again. Like I said before, I wasn't asleep, so there was no waking up about it. I just stood up and left my room to go check the caller id.So the proof that all this is real is that my nightmares were totally gone after that and the poltergeist activity had ceased... gone, it was done..... Please remember I was not the only one who experienced the poltergeist activity, my ex boyfriend, my friends, and my poor cat was also witness to this. My daughter was still a baby and she doesn't remember any of it, I think god protected her, I was the one with the nightmares thank goodness.

Has anyone else experienced this white light in any form or fashion? I do have another experience with the white light that I dont really feel like sharing right now but it was brief and no where in comparison to this story I just shared. If you do have a story... please share it openly, I think its good to put it out there, but if you feel more comfortable you can inbox me.. no hoaxes please... also if you have links to resources that would be helpful too I suppose. I really havent found much on my own.... I am also intetested to know if people can create this light with thier wills or thier energy..

Thank you for your thoughtfulness.

Edited by SpiritWriter, 13 February 2013 - 07:37 AM.

The letter kills but The Spirit gives life. 2 Corinthians 3:6

Non-ambiguity and non-contradiction are one sided and thus unsuited to express the incomprehensible. -Jung

I'm sorry I can't argue this with someone who doesn't have a grasp on the fundamentals of the subject.

SpiritWriter, on 14 February 2013 - 03:18 PM, said:

Also I have seen other demons manifested in the physical realm. Not AP.

Yes they can manifest in the physical realm but even then most of the times you see them with your "third eye". It isn't about whether they can or cannot manifest in the physical. It is about your particular experience about which you sought people's opinion and my opinion is that it happened in the other realm.

SpiritWriter, on 14 February 2013 - 03:18 PM, said:

This was the power of god coming out of me for sure..

Then you have already made up your mind and it is pointless to seek other people's opinions on this. I'm sorry I replied to this topic then.

SpiritWriter, on 14 February 2013 - 03:18 PM, said:

and I had no control over my speech or body...

More indictaions towards it was in the other realm and you were going back and forth.

PS: You should probably wait for pagans to answer your questions then maybe you will accept what they say. I don't know why you do this everytime I post in your threads. Sorry I'm done here!

The educated lie can be the most deceiving...gullible people believe them without question.

Posted 14 February 2013 - 03:55 PM

Sounds like a pretty cool experience to me. I don't think the demons were destroyed though. I don't believe that anyone could literally destroy an immortal soul except god and I do not believe that he does this. They probably just vanished from your life for good. Great story!

I'm sorry I can't argue this with someone who doesn't have a grasp on the fundamentals of the subject.

Yes they can manifest in the physical realm but even then most of the times you see them with your "third eye". It isn't about whether they can or cannot manifest in the physical. It is about your particular experience about which you sought people's opinion and my opinion is that it happened in the other realm.

Then you have already made up your mind and it is pointless to seek other people's opinions on this. I'm sorry I replied to this topic then.

More indictaions towards it was in the other realm and you were going back and forth.

PS: You should probably wait for pagans to answer your questions then maybe you will accept what they say. I don't know why you do this everytime I post in your threads. Sorry I'm done here!

You take a defensive tone quite often. It is apparent that you think you have all the answers to everything and no one should question what you have to say much less have a "conversation" about a subject apparently your familiar with. Quit getting mad all the time and let people interpret thier own situations, give them some credit for thier own sensibilities and maybe your point of view will go over a little better.

The letter kills but The Spirit gives life. 2 Corinthians 3:6

Non-ambiguity and non-contradiction are one sided and thus unsuited to express the incomprehensible. -Jung

You take a defensive tone quite often. It is apparent that you think you have all the answers to everything and no one should question what you have to say much less have a "conversation" about a subject apparently your familiar with. Quit getting mad all the time and let people interpret thier own situations, give them some credit for thier own sensibilities and maybe your point of view will go over a little better.

Who is being defensive here? Me or You? You are the one who wants everyone to confirm with your opinion that it was the light of "God" or the "holy spirit" that emerged from you to destroy the "demons". Maybe you feel threatened by the idea of looking at it from the other person's perspective because that will put your "devoutness" into question.... but do I care?

And no I never claimed I have answers to all the questions. But I think I have answer to your particular question here because I went through similar experiences. In my case it was a sort of an experiment and I was curious if I could succeed with a second astral projection within first astral projection and it happened to far extent than I expected. The first one was like as usual and the second one was with little deformed subtle body and then I proceeded with the third one within the second one and it was light. No the light was not god. It was a part of me. I don't care if you agree with me or not. Neither do I ask you to. But you should read the basics on a subject before outright rejecting something from it that others say.

AP within AP and Bilocations in AP, are not uncommon and people who have studied the subject and practiced it know what this is all about.

Anyway I'm sorry I posted in your thread. I will make sure that I won't post in your threads again.

You are the one who wants everyone to confirm with your opinion that it was the light of "God" or the "holy spirit" that emerged from you.

I am not asking for confirmation of anything, I am sharing what I experienced.

XingWi, on 14 February 2013 - 05:30 PM, said:

But I think I have answer to your particular question here because I went through similar experiences. In my case it was a sort of an experiment and I was curious if I could succeed with a second astral projection within first astral projection and it happened to far extent than I expected. The first one was like as usual and the second one was with little deformed subtle body and then I proceeded with the third one within the second one and it was light. No the light was not god. It was a part of me.

Ok that's more like it. I was asking for other people's experience with the white light. I didnt assume that any manifestation of it was God or the Holy Spirit.. thank you for describing your experience. Next time dont assume we experienced the same thing, sounds pretty different to me.

XingWi, on 14 February 2013 - 05:30 PM, said:

Anyway I'm sorry I posted in your thread. I will make sure that I won't post in your threads again.

Oh I guess there won't be a next time.

Peace

The letter kills but The Spirit gives life. 2 Corinthians 3:6

Non-ambiguity and non-contradiction are one sided and thus unsuited to express the incomprehensible. -Jung