New to this thing. Late start on NY's resolution!

I'm 30 and I have put on some real comfort weight since I graduated. Every year it seems harder and harder to get into the shape I want. I feel sluggish in the mornin and exhausted after wok. I had a gym membership once but I stopped going and told myself I don't deserve to be a member unless im actually gonna go. Thought about taking classes, something fun to take my mind off of the boringness of exercising. I have a bike, rollerblades, dance pole, skateboard, surfboard but a ton of excuses. I took a few classes in Krav maga but quit. I think need a committed workout buddy on the same level as me or just a hard kick in the ass. Oh jeez, and im addicted to good food and cooking! HELP!

Look the one thing that u r missing, is to push ur self, don't give up so easy. Did u work hard to get a job? If u did, then that is because u set a goal that u wanted do something. Now go and get in the shape u want too, and I f u need help I am hear.