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Wednesday, January 15, 2014, 2:25 AM

Tsunami

i actually had a weird dream 3 nights ago. i was in the beach with my family then we suddenly felt like a tsunami was coming. we hurriedly ran to the elevated parts of that place we were in and due to the massive panic happening, i lost track of my mama, papa and bro. i was only able to see them climbing up the stairs amidst the sea of people who was also rushing their way up to the stairs to save themselves. and then a scene happened. somebody murdered someone in the crowd but i do not get why. after that, me and my family survived the tsunami and as far as i can remember, only my mom, dad and bro got reunited. i was looking at them from afar and i do not understand why i did not come up to them. i just looked at them..

just this morning, i received a news that papa will probably not be here for graduation. upon hearing the news, i really felt like crying and i did not know how to react. i uttered words out of dismay and out of being desperate and in denial of the thought. i just cannot accept the fact that the person who is the reason behind all the efforts i am putting in all through this and my ambitions of having medals in graduation will not be here during that day. i actually will not mind not having a feast for that occasion or any material gift.. his presence would be the best gift ever and i also would not mind starving for the next months. but i think mama has a point.. i was being selfish. i forgot that i have a younger brother who needs things. a mother. i just thought of the sacrifices i can do and did not mind that they will not be able to give up the things i am willing to give up just to make papa go home.

that's when i realized the meaning of that tsunami in my dream.
it was a premonition of a huge wave that was about to hit my life -- the pain of the possibility of not having papa with us during one of the most important days of my life.

screw being poor. if i was just rich, if we were all rich, families of OFWs will never have to suffer like this. people think we earn a lot but in reality, we only earn enough for us to get by the day to day combat of life. if only the Philippine government system was just good enough in giving good jobs to everyone, no daughter will feel the way i feel right now. i know i am not the only one with a situation like this.
with a plight like this, i know there are also other daughters who are in despair since one or both of their parents can not make it with them on their special days.

i promise i will get rich someday.

Monday, December 26, 2011, 6:23 PM

HEY THERE.

hey!

i just felt like blogging that's why i'm here :))

hahaha. must have been because of the gloomy weather.

Christmas here in Davao has been very gloomy.

ngayon naman, the 26th, anniversary nila mama and papa,

whole day rin makulimlim.

sayang, if it weren't for the weather, we'd probably be out right now

to celebrate their anniversary. every year kaming lumalabas on

the 26th to celebrate eh. but this year, ang lamig kas sa labas

kaya naman the people here at home dozed off to sleep.

as usual, i never got to keep my promise of constantly updating

my blog even though i have a lot of thoughts in mind.

ang tamad ko lang talaga.

hahahaha :))))

ang pangit lang ng araw na to. since kahapon pa ako sinisipon

and i suffered a bad headache the moment i woke up.

blah.

and today, i've been looking forward for the weekly caroling of out Church

para may magawa but then moments ago, our Sir texted me and said

na hindi raw tuloy ang caroling kasi di pa tumitila ang ulan.

OHWOW.

a night of boredom.

wala na ngang nagawa all-day, wala ring fun na gagawin tonight.

i'll just make love to my bed na lang ._.

Thursday, November 10, 2011, 7:26 PM

promise.

i've made this promise for countless times already..

and now here i am making this promise AGAIN.

from now on, November 10,2011, i'll blog about

significant events in my life since i'm sooo lazy to make

a scrapbook page about it.

i'll blog about it since blogging's easier to do and it costs

less. LOL.

SO HELP ME GOD.

**sana matupad ko na to please. i realized that i've missed

lot of events in my life na hindi ko na-i-document. :|

SAYANG.

Saturday, October 15, 2011, 11:15 PM

my FIRST EVER MOVIE

the teaser:

for the past days, we have been busy producing a movie since we were tasked to present the Seven Sacraments of the Church in a CREATIVE way.

me and my friend JODIE, seems to have our thoughts intertwined and shouted "A MOVIE!" and voila! the ideas came flashing in.

i formulated the plot of the story while she formulated

the manner of how we're gonna do it.. so basically, we both w

rote the story.

the story actually goes like this...

(C) Directed by: Camille Campos and Jodie Adao

"on the 14th day of October 1988, two babies, Ainne an

d Nikko, were born in separate families but were destined to take part in each other's life.

*Baptism* a few months later, the parents decided

to have their babies baptized. a conflict rose when Ainne's mom forgot about the supposed to be baptismal day of her baby and went to the Church

when in fact Nikko's baptismal was scheduled that day. they met in the church and when Nikka, Nikko's mom, noticed that Ainne's parents were already set, they've agreed to go on with the baptism and included Ainne to baptized on the same day.

so basically, they have the same birthday and baptismal day. when the parents had a chitchat after the ceremony and knew about the babies' birthdays,

they immediately thought that the babies were destined for each other, that their starts were aligned. ♥

the babies lived separate lives, went to school, made new friends and acted as normal kids like how they were supposed to be.

their paths crossed again when one afternoon, both of them were coincidentally playing at the same playground.

Nikko, who had a sickly nature, had to wear a mask to avoid unnecessary asthma attacks. because of this, the other kids in the playground picked on him.

Ainne, on the other hand, was a compassionate girl and couldn't stand

watching other people bully anyone. Kind as she was, she shooed the bullies away and befriended Nikko.

without them knowing, this was actually the second time they met. the 1st one was when they were still babies.

after the said incident, the two of them became close friends and eventually

got *Confirmed* as the years passed.

Because of the long years of being together, Ainne and Nikko eventually became best friends.

They went to the same high school and since Nikko's family was religious, he got inclined in Church work particularly in being an altar boy.

Ainne, as a supportive bestfriend, always attend the mass whenever Nikko gets the chance to serve. Without Nikko knowing, his bestfriend Ainne is already secretly falling in love with him. Nikko feels the same way but has this stronger calling that makes him hide the feelings he has for Ainne.

One sunday, after listening to the *Holy Eucharist* , Nikko brought Ainne to his secret haven. to the place where he meditates; the place where he calms his soul.

Ainne, having been delighted with how Nikko praised the place and how he stated that the place was very special to his heart, assumed that this would finally be the day wherein Nikko will confess his feelings for her.

Nikko then tells Ainne that he's going to enter the seminary -- that he wants to become a priest.

because of disappointment,

Ainne walks away and never shows up to Nikko again.

Nikko then pursues

his plans of entering the seminary

and after several years, he got *Ordained*

under Bishop Greggy.

On the other side of the ranch, even though Ainne was depressed because she lost the man she loves, she went and lived her

normal life.

things were going well until one day, her mother got very ill.

her sick mother then asks Ainne to get her a priest and have her *Anointed* because she feels that her life won't last any longer.

as Ainne went to the Church, she couldn't find any priest available aside from one priest. even though that priest's identity was unknown to her, she sends in their home address and let's the priest come over their house. to her surprise, the priest who responded was the man she loves who's now a priest, Nikko. their

feelings for each other hadn't faded over the years and Ainne still felt that pain in her heart, the day Nikko told her that he want to become a priest.

Nikko, being a professional, set those feelings aside and did his duty as a priest. he anointed Ainne's mom and after a few minutes, Ainne's

mother passed away.

Ainne got really depressed because of her mom's death and because she couldn't believe the fact that the man she's been waiting for all these years pursued going into the seminary and become a priest.

To lessen the stress she was feeling, she went on a vacation.

At the resort wherein she was spending her time, trying to forget all the hurt that happened in her life, she met Angelo, a happy-go-lucky guy who knows nothing but to chill with his friends and just drink.

because of a game, Angelo dared to approach the depressed Ainne and fails his first attempt of getting to know her.

Since Angelo was persistent in befriending Ainne, they eventually got along together and Ainne temporarily forgot all the burdens she was carrying. she saw something in Angelo that made all those bad memories fade away.

after the incident in the resort and a few more dates, Angelo and Ainne became lovers.

just like any lovers, they went strolling in the mall. everything was already going too well when suddenly Angelo and Ainne happened to bump at Ainne's first love -- Nikko.

Ainne and Nikko got so delighted and both of them

couldn't hide the happiness they were feeling at the moment of seeing each other again after all those years.

they had a small talk and some catching up with each other's lives and it's evident in their stares that they were still in love.

Angelo, being uncomfortable at the sight of these two ex-lovers laughing like there's no tomorrow, pulled Ainne and left Nikko.

because of that incident, Nikko became confused on whether he should leave priesthood and fight for the love he has for Ainne or if he should stay as a priest.

to clear his mind, he underwent the *Sacrament of Confession* and asked for advices from Bishop Greggy.

even though he went for confession, his mind didn't get cleared out and his soul was still confused on what he should do.

will he fight for his love or will he devote himself to the Lord?

Days passed and yet Angelo couldn't still get over of what happened in the mall. His relationship with Ainne got so shaky because of the unexpected reunion of the two ex-lovers.

Because of Angelo's treatment, Ainne seeks refuge

and found herself coming back to her first love, Nikko.

Nikko then consoles the sad Ainne.

---Ainne then receives a proposal to get married

will her shaky relationship with Angelo get calmed or will Nikko go out of priesthood to be with the woman he loves and marry her? ---

the day finally comes and Ainne finally marries the man she truly loves.

in the story, she weds Angelo with Nikko as the presiding priest of her marriage.

and then the story ends with the *Sacrament of Matrimony* .

** the movie shows us that GOD should be the center of our lives. we should not exchange him for anything and we should heed his calling no matter what. in the end, he will not leave us with nothing. he'll provide us with someone/something that'll make us happy without having to go against the rules of life and morality.

even though everything already seems to be fated or "meant to be" , none of these are assurances of what would possibly happen in our life.

people come and go.. it's just a matter of how deep their impact have set in our hearts.

we should be open to possibilities because it is during the most unexpected circumstances wherein we find the ones destined to be a part of our lives forever.

~end ♫

written by yours truly. :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

so yeah. this was for our RS300 Project. the story just actually came in my mind and the ideas were sooooo random. :))

yes, school`s overr.i finally graduated high schooland will soon be going to college.

but before such thing to happen, i`ll haveto go through one of the most boringperiods in my life -- summer.well, not really plain boring.it somehow gets exciting whenever we leaveand go out of town or whenever there`s a chapelevent that`ll keep me busy. but sincesummer`s just getting started and some schoolsdidn`t have their graduation ceremonies yet, i`lljust have to wait until something exciting comes my way.

help me deal with this and give me something FUN to do!I`M OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS :))

just last night, nakahanap ako ng isa pang gagawin..Camille is now re-reading MAGIC KINGHTS RAYEARTH II SERIES.because i ran out of things to do. haha!soo far, it`s been good and it keepsMr. & Mrs. Boredom away for a while..hahaha.maybe because i really fell in love with the mangaand anime series that`s why it`s hard to get bored wheneveri`m doing anything that involves it. hahaha.after i finish re-reading all the Manga books i have,i`ll probably re-read the TWILIGHT SERIES again sinceECLIPSE will be showing SOON which is on June 2010.for now,I WILL RELIVE MY CEPHIRO && LANTIS ADDICTION ♥ :))

unfortunately,
our section didn't win in the
Eliminations and we even got the 4th rank
which is the lowest.

i feel sooooo bad about it but i don't
really feel burdened or i don't have any grudge with
the section who won (Aila, their composer's even 1 of my closest friends)
but i just can't believe that we got the last spot.

cguro nga, masyadong ng.expect ung iba kong classmates
kaya maxado nilang dinamdam.
some of them even cried after the presentation.
kasi kami, we know in ourselves na we don't deserve the 4th place.
we deserve something better than that because we know
that our performance was a blast, di naman sa pagmamayabang
pero that's how we feel. (i think)

dahil sa araw na ito, may na.realize ako.AYOKO PANG GUMRADUATE DAHIL AYAW KONG IWAN ANG MGA TAONG ITO.
they made my stay @ SMAD worthwhile and i will surely
never forget all the bonds that we've shared. i'll keep it in my heart
even though we'll soon be parting ways.
kahit na hindi nanalo grad song namin, it's still the best coz it's
now inscripted in my heart and it will always be the song of Service :)
let's all be happy nalang. congrats!! :)
but we still love CURTAIN CALL :) ang kanta ng puso naming lahat :)