Tag Archives: sobriety

Welp, it’s been almost a year since I updated this sucker apparently. A lot has happened this summer, I almost died from complications to a hysterectomy and I’m still dealing with medical problems 2 months later. I had a complete … Continue reading →

Everything feels like it’s come to a halt today, or over the past week. I feel like I am falling apart and spinning out of control and that the world won’t stop and I just want to get off. I’m … Continue reading →

I’ve been doing some writing outside of WordPress but not much. My mood has been all over the place but mostly sticking in the anger/rage/mania? state. Anger/rage to the point my therapist asked me if I thought I needed to … Continue reading →

She can’t hide no matter how hard she tries Her secret disguised behind the lies And at night she cries away her pride With eyes shut tight staring at her inside All her friends know why she can’t sleep at … Continue reading →

It’s been a while since I posted here… things have actually being going pretty well considering all that I’ve been through in the past few years. I got a case manager and peer specialist, and they helped me apply for … Continue reading →

I want a drink tonight. I want a thousand drinks. One is too many, and a thousand is never enough, right? I crave the taste, the smell, the feeling of my stomach burning as the whiskey slides down my throat. … Continue reading →

(This was written on Saturday, June 26, 2013) I attended a wedding today of two close friends that I met in college. I knew going in there were going to be many challenges facing me. I was going to be … Continue reading →