Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Jitters!

I’m leaving in a little bit to go get my shit together. Or undo it all. I haven’t decided yet.

So this is my last “official” blog post before I get married. Do you think my blog will be different after I’m married? Hmmmm?

Starting tomorrow the family starts coming in, dinners happen, rehearsals happen, bags need to be left in hotel rooms, to do lists start getting longer, my head starts spinning and I turn into some weird thing people call “a bride”. Huh. I still don’t know what this “bride” thing is, but I’m totally psyched about all the food in my future!

I can’t believe that a year ago I was finishing Apes this week, had my last one and told John in no uncertain terms that I was really looking forward to people not looking at me anymore…

That a year ago this week I didn’t know John was carrying around a beautiful ring in his pocket that was just for me.

That a year ago this week I got so drunk at that Apes finale I came home on Friday and slept for hours, until John made me get up so he could propose to me…

That this whole year, one whole year, has been in preparation for this ONE day. One day. My lord. All this work, no matter how easy you try to make it, but all this work for one day.

Shit, I better enjoy myself huh?

I’ll be off and on the blog I bet, getting it in when I can, but this is my last official “workday” blog post until the 29th of September!