Soooo i started this whole blog thing then my work blocked the site haha with a 1 year old at work was the only time i had to do this but now i quit my job... well till march i start again at the same job unless i find a new one. idk what i'm doing with my life things are getting kinda crazy... Read More

i'm so nervous about tomorrow. i'm going to visit my..... well i don't know what to call him cuz before he went to jail we were trying to work things out but idk.... he only has 90days for a damn dui but i just don't know how i feel about him even before he was in jail...... my heart says i... Read More

I feel like smashing shit..... I think i might start a fight just to get the rage out....
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ahhhhhhhhh..... ok i feel a little better... how the hell do the stupidest things just keep happening.... seriously... what the fuck.... alright i'm done bitching....

ok i work in a hotel (insert jokes here) as front desk on night shift... i can honestly say i never imagined some of the daily activities i'd encounter, could you imagine not laughing when a guy comes down to get a refund on a porn cuz he didnt get off..... maybe you need to work your wrist more or something..... idk....

Yeah i waited till he walked away tho.... had to act like a manager hahahaha... he was wearing pj pants and no shirt.... and i mean its not like i work in a dump its 139 dollars a night here its like really dude what are you bitching about a 20 movie for???

I hate being new to things. like on here i feel like the new kid in school... oh well.... i like to let my freak flag fly a little tho.. i like to act like a fool and not care what ppl think... haha dancing is my favorite even tho i suck.... music makes me happy. all music. different kinds for different days.

haha i like dancing on my car in the middle of a field at 3 am..... there isn't much to do around here... you just gotta be careful the frost can make it slippy... lol case in point my purple hip/butt.... it was still a good time....