My Favorite Turn-on

This is my favorite site on the web. I read every message and get turned on, learning about what gets people excited.I suprised myself by having an orgasm at age 13, humping a pillow, which I had done for a year or two without coming. I am 17 now and that's still mainly what I do, though the one time I got to use a vibrator I was in heaven. We were visiting another family and everyone else went out for a walk, so I was free to explore the house and found it. I wish I could have taken it home with me.I get turned on by just about everything connect with sex, including stories and pictures, but there is one thing that sends me up like a rocket and that is very big breasts. I don't know why cause I think I am straight. I fantasize about holding them and sucking on them and turning her on so much that she comes just from that. By that time I have come too, maybe several times. My brother has a porn movie that has one scene that shows two girls sucking on each other's huge breasts. He thinks it is hidden away but I know where it is and I have had dozens of orgasms watching it. I try not to stare at girls with big boobs but I cant help it and some of them probably noticed. Sometimes I have to run to the bathroom and masturbate I get so turned on. At camp we had a group shower and one girl definitely saw what effect she had on me. I think she liked it, cause she kept taking showers when I did and spent a lot of time there with her front exposed to me. Maybe I should have approached her but all I did was think of her after the shower when I found a private place to masturbate in. I have one cousin with big breasts and one time she asked me if I liked them. I guess she noticed me getting interested. That time she let me play with them all I wanted. I humped her leg while I did this and came again and again, five or six orgasms in all. Then she pushed me away and rubbed herself until she came. I wished I could do this again on other days but she didn't want to. There is another girl I know who I would like to feel up but I dont think I will be bold enough to ask her. Now I think of her or my cousin or the girls in the video while I rub my pussy on my pillow.