Date: Sun, 21 Aug 2005 19:16:00 GMT
From: "aann74@juno.com"
Subject: Missing You, Missing Me Ch. 3
It had been almost a week since April had picked Alyshia up at the
airport. Alyshia had made some progress; she'd found Jade's new address,
which had enabled April to get a copy of the lease agreement. Funny thing
was, Jade hadn't signed the lease, neither as Jade Dupree or Lee Anne
St. Clair. The signature on the lease wasn't even in Jade's handwriting.
There was another woman's signature on the lease, a Lonna Tassin, and she'd
done an excellent job of burying her information.
Actually, April figured Alyshia would have been done several days ago, but
they kept getting distracted. In fact, April was stretched out on the bed
thinking about distracting Alyshia for the third time that day, while she
sat on hold on the phone. Alyshia had found Jade's address three days ago
and April had a copy of the lease by nightfall that same day. Since then,
the two of them had been picking away at the mysterious Lonna, but details
were scarce. Alyshia seemed to think that Ms. Tassin had hired a pro to
bury her information. If it had been your average person, Alyshia had told
April, she'd have mountains of information by now, but this woman's was too
well buried. Finally, John's secretary Linda came on the line.
"I'm so sorry, April. Mr. Dupree is in the middle of a contract negotiation
with a company we're trying to acquire, and my phone's been lit up like a
Christmas tree all morning," Linda said with a laugh.
"That's ok, Linda. I know John's a busy man, but I'm calling in the hopes
that he might be able to squeeze me in for a few minutes today. Any chance
of that?"
"From the looks of his appointment book, I'd say no, but let me buzz him
and see what he wants to do. I know he has you looking for Jade, so this is
pretty important. Would you mind holding a few more minutes?"
"Not at all. I appreciate it, Linda." Once again, April found herself
listening to Muszac, and considered suggesting to John, next time they
talked, that he find something that wouldn't put his callers to sleep while
they sat on hold. Thankfully, Linda was true to her word and quickly
returned to the phone.
"If you can get here within the next twenty minutes, he can give you about
half an hour. Will that work for you?"
"Perfect. I'll be right there." April hung up the phone and leaped from the
bed in the direction of her dresser. She was only wearing panties and an
old t-shirt. She discovered a good pair of jeans and a nice button down
shirt to wear and quickly dressed. Heading for the door, she told Alyshia
where she was heading, and scooped up her keys and wallet on her way out.
Soon, she was riding the elevator to John's office, right on time. The
doors opened on John's floor and April jumped out, running right into
Jasmine who was on her way out of her uncle's office.
"Shit," was all April could think as she felt butterflies in her
stomach. She and Jasmine hadn't seen each other since that day at Trish's
when Jasmine had coldly walked out on her. Suddenly, she felt irritated
that this woman still had any affect on her, and her face turned hard.
Jasmine came to an abrupt halt as she almost bumped into someone on her
rush back to her own office. Looking up, she saw April and felt her heart
rate speed up. This last week, she'd done little but replay that morning at
Trish's apartment through her mind. She wanted to give April a taste of
her own medicine that morning, wanted to show her how it felt to be left
behind without a second glance. She thought April would eventually call
her, or show up at her house in a temper, but nothing happened, and now she
regretted what she'd done. She saw April's face turn cold and felt her
heart sink. Mustering up some courage, she tried to be as nice as
possible.
"Hi, April. How are you today?" Jasmine cheerfully asked.
"Late," came April's flat response, and she pushed past Jasmine, hurrying
into John's outer office.
Jasmine heard the door close behind her with a dull thud and she hung her
head to stare at the floor. She'd really done it this time and she had no
one to blame but herself. She knew April had to be here because of Jade,
who was her sister, after all, and considered marching back in and
demanding to be included, but she was afraid that would only anger April
all the more. Now might be a good time to back off a little, maybe try a
different tactic. A new idea beginning to take shape, Jasmine started
walking towards her office, wheels spinning.
As Linda escorted April into John's office, April tried to get herself
under control. Oh, she knew no one looking at her right now would suspect
anything was wrong, but she was a wreck on the inside. Seeing Jasmine had
stirred up so much. And where did she get off pretending to be so pleasant,
when they both knew Jasmine thought she was the biggest jerk on the
planet. April shook John's outstretched hand and pushed all thoughts of
Jasmine aside. She had business to attend to.
April sat in one of the two chairs positioned in front of John's desk and
updated him. Now, she had a few questions for him. Ever since she'd seen
another woman's name on Jade's lease, she'd had a few scenarios stewing in
the back of her mind, but she needed more information before she decided
just how plausible they were.
"The woman who signed Jade's lease, this Lonna Tassin, does that name sound
at all familiar to you, John?"
"I'm afraid it does." John had been reclining in his chair while April
outlined the new information she had. Now, he leaned forward to rest his
forearms on top of his desk. "You see, at the time the girls' parents
died, I was engaged to a woman by that name."
When John didn't elaborate, April pressed on. "What happened?"
"I took custody of my nieces, since I was listed in their parents' will as
legal guardian, should anything happen to them, and Lonna didn't
approve. Well, it's not that she didn't approve of me taking the girls in,
she just didn't like the idea of becoming an instant mother to two girls
she barely knew."
"And why didn't she know them?"
"I guess Lonna was never much into kids. Most of the time I went to my
brother's house to visit Jade and Jasmine, Lonna stayed behind, begged off
for whatever reason. She'd only go with me on special occasions. You know,
birthday parties and Christmas, events like that. When their parents died,
I took custody of my nieces that very night. I had an awful time trying to
get them to go asleep, they were so upset, and then, in the middle of the
night, Jasmine woke up screaming from a nightmare and got sick. The next
morning, Lonna said it was all too much for me to expect her to take on,
that it wasn't fair, and she demanded that I send the girls away, or hire a
nanny." John paused to take a breath and April noticed that John suddenly
looked very much his age, and then some.
Taking a deep breath, John continued. "I couldn't believe she'd ask me for
such a thing. I got angry and, literally, threw her out of the house. She
left town a few days later and I've never heard from her, or of her,
since."
April just sat for a minute while she processed everything John had just
told her. She tried to choose her next words carefully. "John, do you think
Lonna holds any ill will towards you for what happened?"
John gave a hearty sigh and sank back into his chair. "Probably. She was
livid when I tossed her out. I heard through the grape vine that she left
town because I had humiliated her, so yes, I'm sure I'm her least favorite
person. Why? What are you thinking?"
"Well, it's just that, the day Jade made her confession to you about the
embezzlement, you seemed truly shocked. In all these years, you never
suspected Jade held any resentment towards Jasmine, did you?"
John winced, and then sighed again before answering April's question. "No,
I had no idea. Jade was very good about keeping her true feelings hidden, I
guess."
"Did she?"
John's eyes narrowed and he leaned forward to prop his arms on the desk
again. "What, exactly, are you hinting at, April?"
"I spent a good bit of time with Jade when I was first here, and I never
noticed any bad feelings either. Well, not the kind that indicated any
long-term resentment. In fact, Jasmine and I didn't hit it off very well,
in the beginning, and Jade went to great lengths to defend her sister to
me. So, what I'm getting at John, is that I don't think Jade's embezzlement
of company funds was really her idea. In fact, I always wondered how Jade
managed it. She never struck me as having enough knowledge of computers to
pull it off. I know she explained it all, but it never sat right with
me. And now Jade's disappeared, relocating to Baton Rouge with a new
identity, which isn't easy to do. I'm curious as to how she managed to
recreate herself under her mother's name with all the required paper work."
"So, you think that this Lonna Tassin who signed Jade's lease is the same
Lonna Tassin that I was once engaged to? What, you suspect that the
embezzlement was her idea as well, that she somehow convinced Jade to go
along with it as a way to get back at me, after all these years?"
April sighed and leaned forward a little. "Listen, John, I know this must
all sound very far fetched to you, but it's entirely plausible, and would
answer a lot of questions. Sometimes people get hurt, and they spend the
rest of their lives wrapped up in that 'I was wronged' feeling. And that
feeling of betrayal tends to eat at a person, warps them in some
way. Besides, we both know that old adage of 'A woman scorned' and all
that. So yes, to answer your question, I think this Lonna Tassin is the
same woman you tossed out so many years ago."
John looked a little chagrinned. "Well, if you put it that way.Ok, I see
your point."
"Good, because here's another question for you. Did Jade know Lonna well
enough to recognize her, or her name, after all this time?"
John seemed thoughtful for a few minutes, while he considered April's
question. "The girls saw very little of Lonna, and when they did, she kept
her distance from them. Jasmine was so young at the time, I doubt she'd
remember Lonna at all, or even recognize the name. I'm not sure about Jade,
I mean she was twelve when their parents died and I threw Lonna out. I
suspect that would be old enough to remember, especially as traumatic as
those first few weeks were, after their parents died."
April frowned. If John was right, it just blew some of her theory out of
the water, but there was also a small chance that Jade didn't remember her,
or maybe Ms. Tassin wasn't using her real name in public. She shook her
head to clear her thoughts. No, that wasn't right either, because even if
Tassin was dealing with Jade under a different name, wouldn't Jade
recognize her face? Then again, it was a traumatic time for the sisters, so
maybe Jade had blocked out the whole thing, or just had so much going on at
the time, that the quick exit of a woman who was practically a stranger to
her, didn't linger in her memory. April rose out of the chair on a sigh and
thanked John for his time. She started heading for the door when the sound
of John's voice had her turning back around.
"Before you leave, April, I have a question for you."
"Oh. Ok. What is it?"
"What, exactly, is going on with you and my girls? Let's start with
Jasmine."
April just stared at John for a minute. Actually, she really wasn't all
that surprised by his question. If anything, she was surprised he hadn't
asked her sooner. John struck her as an old fashioned gentleman, which is
one of things she liked and respected about him. She could be old fashioned
herself when it came to certain things.
"Between myself and Jasmine, nothing at all. Your niece, John, has made it
pain- stakingly clear that she considers me the equivalent of pond scum."
April maintained eye contact with John. If he wanted to run her out of town
because she'd slept with his girls, so be it. At this point, there wasn't
much reason for her to stay, anyway. But she'd be damned if she'd slink out
with her tail between her legs. Yes, she'd slept with both of his girls,
but there was more to it than just that. She was in love with Jasmine, God
help her, and she cared very deeply for Jade. She knew she and Jade weren't
in love with each other, but Jade was now an old lover who, in the course
of their emails, had become a very close friend, and hell would freeze over
before she apologized to anyone for that.
John sat, studying the defiant look on April's face. He liked the feisty
P.I., even respected her, and God knew she was doing great work for
him. Some how, instinctively he guessed, he knew his beloved nieces were
safe with her, but recently he had started to suspect that something had
happened between April and his girls. A few days after Jade's confession,
he had sat down with Jade and Jasmine, trying to work out their family
problems. April's name had inadvertently popped up during the course of
conversation, and he hadn't missed the weird looks that had appeared on
their faces, or the looks they gave each other. And ever since April had
returned to New Orleans, at his request, Jasmine had been acting strangely,
but he hadn't quite put two and two together until this conversation with
April about old relationships.
Now he studied the woman who stood in front of him, tall and proud, hands
on her hips, almost spoiling for a fight. He chuckled to himself. If she
was getting involved with either one of his girls, she'd need that fighting
spirit, otherwise his nieces would just chew her up and spit her
out. Knowing that they hadn't managed to do that to this woman, he suddenly
saw her in a new light. He was careful with his next words.
"Jade and Jasmine are grown women, and more than capable of making their
own decisions, very capable of taking care of themselves." John almost
laughed out loud at the 'No kidding!' look that spread over April's face,
but he stifled the laugh and went on. "I'll be honest here, April, and
admit that I always pictured them both finding some nice young man and
settling down with families of their own while they helped me run this
company. When they both finally confessed to me that they just weren't
interested in men, I was a little upset at first. I suppose I felt like I
had done something wrong, somewhere along the line, when I was raising
them." He held up a hand, as April was about to interrupt him. "No, I
realize know that how I raised them wasn't the deciding factor, but I like
to think it's natural for a parent to feel that way, at first. Now, I'm ok
with their decisions for their personal lives. I just want them happy, and
to find someone decent to spend their lives with, but because I'm old
fashioned, I tend to treat their female suitors the same way I would if
they were men."
April smiled at John's admission. She gave him points for making peace with
his nieces' personal choices and knew, as old fashioned as he was, he was
handling things the best way he knew how. In the end, he loved Jade and
Jasmine just the same as he would if they were both his biological
daughters, and he was looking out for them. April walked back towards the
desk and retook the chair she had sat in earlier.
"Listen, John, I respect your position so I'll be honest here. Yes, I had a
very personal relationship with both of your girls. When you first hired
me, I was on the tail end of a very rough couple of years. I had a case
blow up in my face and it landed me in the hospital. About six moths later,
my parents died in a car accident and they were all the family I've ever
had. I'd been drifting for quite a while, and when Jade and I got involved,
I was happy for the first time in a very long time. But she and I were
never truly in love with each other and we've worked that out. Now, I
consider Jade a very dear, close friend, someone I care about very much. As
for Jasmine, well, she was angry that I left the way I did. I did it to
give her and Jade time to work things out, but she didn't see it that
way. When I came back, I tried to work things out with her." April sighed,
"Well, she just didn't see things they way I did." April held her hands
out, palms up, and shrugged.
John leaned a little further over his desk and looked April straight in the
eye. "Are you sure about that?" he asked softly.
April looked at him in shock, for a minute, then lowered her eyes and
sighed. "Yeah, unfortunately, I am."
John just nodded and April thanked him for his time and left. John waited a
few moments, giving time for April to leave his office, then buzzed his
secretary. "Linda, could you ask Jasmine to come down here for a minute?"
He had a feeling that, where Jasmine was concerned, April was on the wrong
track. He liked her, and suspected that his niece did as well. Loving his
girls as much as he did, he thought it wouldn't hurt to give Jasmine a
gentle push in the right direction.
##
April stood around waiting for the Chinese takeout she had just ordered and
mulled over her conversation with John. She had to decide if her theory
about Lonna Tassin was valid enough for her to pursue, but John's parting
question kept interfering with her train of thought.
Climbing into her car, she carefully placed the bag of food on the
passenger seat, and then just sat there, watching the people of New Orleans
shuffle home. "Was she sure?" That had been John's question. When she
answered him, she had been, but now. "Oh, hell!" she thought, twisting the
key in the ignition and feeling the car come to life around her. Shifting
into drive, she carefully pulled into traffic and headed towards her
apartment. A picture of Jasmine, smiling at her with the sun sparkling in
her hair, popped into her mind, quickly followed with one of Alyshia, who
was waiting for her at home. Next came Jade. God only knows what she was
in to, or how much trouble she was in if April was right about Lonna using
her to get revenge. A car streaked across her path and she jammed on the
breaks. Swearing, she tried to clear her mind. If she didn't focus on the
traffic in front of her, she won't have to worry about anything at all
soon.
##
Fifteen minutes later, she strolled through her front door to find Alyshia
asleep on the couch. She walked closer to the couch, the take-out bag still
in her hands, and watched her sleep. She really liked Alyshia, and they
were having a good time together. Maybe that was the best she was ever
going to get, could ever dare to hope for. "Maybe I need to just learn to
be happy with what I've got right now, instead of getting messed up over
things I can't control." She decided she and Alyshia were due for another
distraction, and she walked over to the kitchen to stash the Chinese food
in the fridge. They could nuke it later, after April woke Alyshia up,
properly. A smile on her face, she walked back towards the couch.
##
Jasmine had spent so much time talking with her uncle this afternoon; he
had ended up rescheduling the rest of his appointments. She appreciated the
fact that he had always put her and Jade first. As far as he was concerned,
work could wait, family always came first. It had felt good to finally
have someone to talk to, to help her sort out her feelings. Now she was
finally sure that she was in love with April, and wanted to work things out
between the two of them.
She felt a little nervous as she climbed the steps to April's
apartment. She thought she heard voices and paused, halfway up the
steps. Deciding it was just her imagination, she finished climbing the
stairs. Reaching the screen door, she raised her hand to knock, but her
hand froze in midair.
April felt Alyshia's hand slipping down towards her clit and she quickly
flipped her onto her back. She was enjoying this sweet tension that was
slowly building inside of her while she made love to Alyshia, and she
wanted to hold on to it a little longer. Trying to distract her, April
began trailing kisses down her body, but only made it as far as the valley
between Alyshia's breast, when Alyshia arched her hips, trying to grind
against her. She groaned as their clits hit each other perfectly, and she
tried to pull away.
Ever since April woke her up by sucking her nipples into hardened peaks,
Alyshia felt like she was on fire; she couldn't get enough sex tonight. She
knew April was trying to prolong things, but she wasn't
interested. Tonight, she was in the mood for hot and fast, and as many
times as possible. April tried to roll off of her, but she wrapped her legs
around April's waist, holding her in place as she arched against her.
Unable to get away, April felt her clit rub against Alyshia's one more
time, and finally gave up fighting the inevitable. Bracing her hands on
either side of Alyshia's head, she pushed up; angling herself so all of her
weight was pushing her pelvis into Alyshia's, and started to grind back,
the friction between their pussies quickly pushing her to the edge.
Alyshia's eyes gleamed as April arched into her, conceding defeat. She
arched her back and blindly reached out. Finding a nipple, she started to
pinch and roll it between her fingers. April's groan of pleasure spurred
her on. Deciding this wasn't enough, she rolled April onto her back, and
then changed her position so that they were facing each other on the bed,
their legs scissored together. Alyshia used her arms, stretched out behind
her, to give her more leverage, and she pushed even tighter into April's
sopping wet pussy, as hard as she could.
This position was driving her nuts. April knew she wouldn't last much
longer as their movements picked up speed. About to burst, she threw her
head back and moaned Alyshia's name as her orgasm built to a fevered pitch,
Alyshia right behind her.
Jasmine watched through the screen as April and some blonde rolled around
on April's bed, naked. Jasmine could hear their moans as she watched their
bodies tangle the bed sheets. She felt the ground disappear from under
her. Tears in her eyes, she whipped around and rushed down the steps, the
sound of April climaxing almost physically pushing her away from the
apartment. She climbed back into her convertible and sat there, tears
blinding her vision, ears ringing. She knew she couldn't drive right then,
so she just sat there, sobbing uncontrollably.
Minutes later, she heard the passenger door open, causing her head to jerk
up as she hastily wiped tears from her eyes. Her vision cleared just in
time to see Mama Dubois climb into the passenger seat. Mama owned the club
that was on the ground floor of the building April's apartment was
in. Uncle John and Mama were old friends and the bar owner had always been
like an aunt to her and Jade.
Mama brushed a hand over Jasmine's hair. "There now, baby, take a breath."
Mama watched Jasmine try to get control over her crying jag. She suspected
what the problem was, but decided to let Jasmine start the conversation,
rather than ambush the poor girl with a bunch of questions.
Jasmine felt the tears subside and took a jerky breath as she stared at
Mama, who just sat quietly, stroking her hair, understanding and love in
her eyes. "Oh Mama!" Jasmine cried and sank into Mama's arms, curling
against her the best she could in bucket seats.
"Sssshhhh. It's ok, baby girl. You just cry it out. You can tell me all
about it whenever you're ready."
"I screwed up," Jasmine sobbed. "I found the best woman and treated her
like shit, so she left. Now she's up there fucking some blonde," Jasmine
felt anger take over and it stopped the new crying jag she was on the verge
of. "I lost her," Jasmine announced, staring blindly at the dashboard as
Mama held her.
"I take it you're talking about that sexy P.I. I've been renting to?"
Jasmine gave a little laugh and just shook her head yes.
"You know, I can't remember the last time I saw you cry over a busted up
relationship."
"I don't think it ever really mattered before."
"Hmmm. Well, you know, that little girl showed up with a whole lotta
luggage."
"So?" Jasmine asked, her voice sounding pouty.
"Well, maybe it's time she repacked her bags and went on back home."
Jasmine slowly pulled away from Mama and twisted in her seat so she could
face her. "What are you suggesting, Mama?"
Mama studied Jasmine's tear streaked face, her eyes red and swollen. She'd
known John Dupree since forever. When his brother went over the edge and
killed himself and his wife, John had come to her desperate for help. He'd
never raised a child before, knew nothing about it, and had hoped she, who
had five children, could help him out. She remembered that day. John had
been terrified that he was going to mess things up, make some horrific
mistake that would screw the girls up for the rest of their lives. She'd
had to give him several shots of bourbon before he finally clamed
down. Since then, she'd given John all the help she could, and the girls
had become as close to her as her own kids. She even thought of them as her
nieces too, and her family had often celebrated many a holiday, or special
occasion, with the Dupree's. Still did, as a matter of fact. And Lord help
her, because she loved Jasmine so much, she was going to help break up some
couple. She let out a long sigh, stroking a hand over Jasmine's face.
"Come on inside, baby girl. We've got a lot of work to do if we're going to
convince that girl to leave town for another job."
Jasmine looked at Mama in shook. "April?!"
Mama laughed. "No, not April, silly. That blonde she's playing with."
"You'd do that for me?"
"Now, you know it's not my habit to go interfering in other people's
personal lives, but any fool can see you're head over heels for that
girl. And I think she might feel the same way about you, so I'm going to
make an exception, just this once, mine you, and help you clear the field,
so to speak."
Jasmine flung herself across the seat and gave Mama a huge hug. "Thank
you."
Mama laughed and patted Jasmine on the back. "Come on now. Get yourself
together girl and let's get crackin'."
Jasmine wiped her face clean with her hands and started to climb out of the
car. As she followed Mama into the bar, she felt a twinge of guilt over
what she was about to do, and then quickly pushed it aside. After all,
'All's fair in love and war.' This happened to be a bit of both.