Thats cause Im in a Gnostic Occult Order that does the scary stuff (rather than the formal), watches the alignments, calls down spirits and willingly undergoes spirit possession, (Ibburs, not Dybuks) lol.

Not for the faint of heart.

Also a Kabbalist...

So I will now part from this post so the Brethren can gather, and work on their ladder and temple.