Would YouWould you still give anything for just one touch?
Would you still give anything for just one kiss?
Would you still give anything for just one breathe?
Would you still give anything for just one moment to be one?.......................................................................................................................................................................................................... I WOULD!!

Moving DayAs those who already know,and to those who don't Sandy and I are moving house shortly...so please dont worry if we dont get back to you as the meyhem will begin,as we are packing and stuff as we go.
Many thanks...

~★forever Dreaming★~I am a 24 year old female just recently diagnoised with lupus, but have had symptoms for years. First was joint pain that could not be explained. It was so bad it took me 15 minuets to even get out of bed I was so stiff. Then this past summer my hair started falling out. The dr only said to use rogain, which of course didn't work. In May I had to go to urgent care because of the pain again. Luckly the dr I saw did blood tests, which is not normaly done there, and sent then to my pcp. It took almost a month and 9 tubes of blood to figure it out. The hardest part was having my supervisor force me to take a lower postion with less hours and less pay. But I am lucky in the fact that my family help and support me, and make sure I take care of myself. I have been taking meds to help, but still have days where I hurt. The only problem I have now is a burning in my fingertips, which can get so bad they turn bright red you can feel the heat. All I can do is pray I wake up in less pain than when

Why BotherThis message is for those in my friend and fan list. If you concider yourself a true of mine please respond with a messege to me please. Otherwise i will be removing ppl from my lists. reason behind this I rather have ppl who are my freinds on my list than point grabbers i will start spring cleaning June 1st.
thx
Bobby What's up I am looking for anyone who is looking to become a lounge staff need to fill all positions if interested hit me up on private msg. You know I have been in many relationships but we all know that there is always one that just destroys us. Then we spend a great deal of our life try to get over that pain. Then one day you think you have and find out you haven't. I am here and they are not, I am here and my heart is not, I am here and my thoughts are not. So I say relationships WHY FUCKING BOTHER!!!!!!!

10-year Old Boy Arrested For Mom's MistakeThis definitely rates a 10 on the old weird-meter:
MUHLENBERG COUNTY BOY ARRESTED FOR MOM'S MISTAKE
GREENVILLE, KY - Amy Mercer and her ten-year-old son thought they had settled a 2007 lawsuit in which Mercer agreed to pay another family's medical bills. But after failing to make a payment in March, she says her son suffered the consequences.
"I asked them why they would take me. I hadn't done anything," says Mercer's son, Timothy Stephens.
"I got to the Sheriff's Department and they were just pulling him out of the car like he was some kind of little criminal," Mercer says.
Monday afternoon, a Muhlenberg County Sheriff's deputy showed up at Timothy's elementary school, saying he had a warrant for Timothy's arrest.
For what? A restitution payment his mom missed in March and planned to re-pay in April.
Timmy Stephens was at school in Longest Elementary School in Muhlenberg County when he was called to the principal's office. Waiting for him was a police officer the

FuweddingsUNITING AS ONE
CAJUN DON
Cajun Don~Security@Sunset Cafe~All invited to Kitty and I wedding on May 10th, 6 pm CDT, the first@ fubar
AND
KITTY KITTY
Kitty Kitty ~Promoter/Greeter@Sunset Cafe~MRS. DON THIBODAUX, THE MAN....@ fubar
on this the 10th day of May, 2008,
at 6 o'clock pm (CST)
on the shores of the Sunset Cafe!
Come one!
Come all!!

Mothers Daysunday is mother's day remember your mother this sunday because everyone of us on this sight has a mother. if any of your friends or fans are mothers show them alittle extra fulove this sunday. if you think about it you would not be viewing this blog if it were not for your mother. they do not get the credit they deserve in this world. so everyone this sunday remember your mother. mother's day should be 365 days a year not just this sunday.

Where I Come From...First, you must learn to pronounce the city name... it's "Bur/min/ham."
Driving Information: Burmin'ham has its own version of traffic rules...
1. The truck with the loudest exhaust goes next at a 4-way stop. The truck
with the biggest tires goes after that (Note: Blue haired ladies driving
anything have right-of-way anytime.).
2. To find anything in the city, it is required that you know where
Malfunction Junction is. Which is the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and
the end. It is one of only two "cloverleaf" formation interchanges in the
world. We invented it and only one other city was stupid enough to
implement it again. > > Atlanta, Georgia - making them dumber than we are.
3. The morning rush hour is from 6:00 AM to 10:00 AM. The evening rush hour is from 3: 00 PM to 7:00 PM. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning and
runs thru Saturday at Noon. If the term "merging delays" is ever used by the person reporting the traffic, even in passing, call in

LifeThere is no such thing as a good person or a bad person. There are choices and actions that lead us in different directions, and it is through those choices and actions that we create our realities. Sometimes we choose or do something that takes us in the opposite direction of the reality we want to create for ourselves. When we do this, we feel bad—uneasy, unhappy, unsure. We might go so far as to label ourselves "bad" when a situation like this arises. Instead of labeling ourselves, though, we could simply acknowledge that we made a choice that lead us down a particular path, and then let it go, forgiving ourselves and preparing for our next opportunity to choose, and act, in ways that support our best intentions.
Many of us experienced childhoods in which the words good and bad were used as weapons to control us—you were good if you did what you were told and bad if you didn’t. This kind of discipline undermines a person’s ability to find their own moral center and to trust and

Just Thinkingdiscourteous goddamned freaking trash!
ooooo
i wanna kill my new neighbors
children and all
my god.
anybody know of any rentals in savannah because if i don't move somebody's gonna die alison june
noble kin, born to usher in the sun
precious one
adored
beloved
brought to life
to save my own
you are my soul
and i will
always
love you
and hold you
and keep you safe
my daughter
my friend
the one who makes me think
and smile
and wipes my tears
when i am frustrated
how our relationship changes
day to day
and never becomes a burden
with the laughing eyes
and brilliant mind
and beautiful smile
you are the greatest of my works
darryl martin
noble, war god
strong and silent
you were born
knowing
and seeing
i remember
the first time
i held you
you watched me
and i knew
that you knew who i was
and that you were my beloved
son
heart of my heart
you grew
to a man
oh, such a man
no mother could hold more pride
a soul should explode

Read This=== 'Squirter Kayla: Member:Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club ~Club F.A.R~PLEASE RATE PAGE & BLOG, TU' wrote the following at '2008-05-08 00:58:05'..
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> The following is an email I received recently. Whether or not you think this pertains to you, please read it all the way through. You are guaranteed to know at least one person that can benefit from reading this. After reading it, please send it to EVERYONE on your list... male or female. And ask them to pass it on, because they will know people that you don't, and if it is sent out enough, maybe it can save some lives.
> ~Erica
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> I will repost this a few times in the future. It WON'T bring you luck or make you rich BUT It just might save YOUR LIFE!
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> The crying baby thing happened to me once, and the police told me the exact same thing.
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Anarchy Burger!!!!!!!!this is my second fubar page.i deleted the fuck outta my first.ill new pics up soon, im kinda in the middle of moving.uh ill prob update alot i have alot of free time at my new job.any ways i look forward to making new friends.not shitty ones.so please dont suck!!!!!! why do people try to be so different? i was reading a girls profile and she was going on about her dyed hair and piercings and tattoos.. and how she was so different from everyone else, because she listens to metal. this person goes on to explain how she is so different because she parties like a rockstar...how? by drinking jager,jack daniels,crown royal and jagermeister..
well fuck my ass my mom drinks that shit.i drink that shit and my 16 year old sister drinks that shit. everybody and there mom does.....anyway my point..your piercings,tattoos,green hair,bitchy attitude,and your dreams of being a rockstar or whatever doesnt mean shit if you are a douchebag.
your still not any different than any other douchebag. trust

The Seeker's VaultWell, hello all! I'm starting my new blog up and just getting settled into things on this site.
Hope all are well and eager to see whats going to be posted up soon. I'll have to think about the direction I want to take this blog.
Toodles,
Kiznick

Pc Toys ...Hey all i need some ideas, i have been wanting to mod my PC for a while now, but can not deside what to do.
Here are some examples of a modded pc, i do not want to repeat anything i know has been done. So throw out any ideas, think of your PC tower as something youd want to look at.
Notice this one looks like a Chopper.
This one looks like a old vietnam era military radio.
You can see what this one is ...
a bug mod lol...
anyways any idea will help, and any idea would be cool. i have seen cases made liek the Alien Face, and one of the hulk ripping things out.
SO please help me out give me some idea, provide a image if you can. And if i win in any contest i might enter, ill be sure to mention who inspired it by name :) Ok for the first review i will cover 3 items i use all the time.
1. My Mouse this does not sound to cool, but the one i use i love.
2. The mouse pad, sounds unimportant till you try it for yourself.
and finally.
3. The grea

Songs I WroteThis song was written by me for how my BF feels about me and how he feels when he is with me. Mind you this is only my interpretation though. Enjoy.
Written By Lora A.
(chourus)
My evil intent of wicked desires,
rage on in my mind.
Taking me to dreams,
of the lustful kind.
Take me to heaven,
show me the way.
One night with you,
makes me want to stay.
(verse 1)
I get lost in your eyes,
wanna give love another try.
I don't know what it is,
that makes me feel like this.
Every waking moment all about you,
my queen you know just what to do.
The stars in the sky do not compare,
to the shining gleam in your hair.
The lips of my angel never say no,
hold me close and never let me go.
(repeat chourus)
(verse 2)
I'm falling so fast,
and having such a blast.
Rage on in my heart with wicked desire,
my angel's eyes fill me with deepest fire.
In all the world I could never find,
love as rich as yours and mine.
Never wanna leave your side,
searching again to

A Few Of My WritingsChina hated her name, hated having the same name as a country. A country who's heritage she didn't even share. She hated the way she looked even more. Plain, plain brown hair, plain nonstriking features, plain figure.
If she disappeared she doubted anyone would even notice for months. She could hear it now, "Hey what happened to that plain girl? You know the one named after Korea or something."
China lay on her bed feeling sorry for herself as usual. It was summer and she was 17, she should be out having fun. This was her last year as a carefree teenager. There should be parties, swimming at the lake, cookouts, camp outs.
Instead she was here in this horrid old house with a grandmother she didn't really know. Her friends, what few she had, a million miles away. It wasn't fair! Why did her parents have to die in that stupid car accident!
Tears threatening to spill, China turned on her side and stared at the wall. I miss them so much. I wish I had died with them, she though

This Could Save Your Life ! Please Read And Repost !The following is an email I received recently. Whether or not you think this pertains to you, please read it all the way through. You are guaranteed to know at least one person that can benefit from reading this. After reading it, please send it to EVERYONE on your list... male or female. And ask them to pass it on, because they will know people that you don't, and if it is sent out enough, maybe it can save some lives ~Erica
Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke)
This is important information for females of ALL ages
When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone I know. My male friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along
A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts :
1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are mos

My Lifewell so far i finaly got my new apartment its been a month now since i have it for the most part everything is going great iam trying to get into school and finaly found someone willing to teach me how to drive the reason why i never drive before its becuse i dont no how to all becuse i have a very bad temper and it got me in all kinds of problem but i dont have to worry abount that so thats one thing down on my what to do list the next is looking for work not really sure on what i want to do probly go into beta testing i can make anywhere from 50 to 80 a hour doing it in my own home so iam thinking of doing that it be another good thing so i can watch out for my cat stretch he likes to nock over the trach can you think i never feed him the way he eats lol anyways my roomate is somewhat helpful more now since we moved and as for my grandmother she lives with my dad and his gf so its just me mostly here and iam fucking bored out of my head you no i thought liveing by my self

Personal SafetyThe following is an email I received recently. Whether or not you think this pertains to you, please read it all the way through. You are guaranteed to know at least one person that can benefit from reading this. After reading it, please send it to EVERYONE on your list... male or female. And ask them to pass it on, because they will know people that you don't, and if it is sent out enough, maybe it can save some lives.
~Erica
I will repost this a few times in the future. It WON'T bring you luck or make you rich BUT It just might save YOUR LIFE!
The crying baby thing happened to me once, and the police told me the exact same thing.
Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke)
This is important information for females of ALL ages.
When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone I know. My male friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along .
A group of rapi

~~keeper Of The Gate~~Welcome to my world!
Where the darkness is alive and many dangers come for those that do not belong..
Becareful my new friends don't tread where you sholdn't be.
~Wicked Giggles~

Easy RiderLive djs on staff
We are now taking requests for music please leave request in comment section and it will be played in the order that it was received. Any comments or suggestions will be appreciated Dj Psycho Killer Klown Owner Of
Psychos Pagan Playground
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Beat Boys@ www.twitter.com/subzerofilms AND www.facebook.com/prince.julian1 and www.youtube.com/supersubzero1 AND www.myspace.com/subzeropromotions TODAY!!!!
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Sometimes I Just Need YouSometimez when I'm alone I Cry.
Cause I am on my own.
The tearz I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form.
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
I would cry amoung my treasured friend.
but who you know that stops that long.
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast.
and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see whut makez one Cry.
so painful and sad.
And sometimez...
I Cry
and no One carez about Why..

Written By FriendsNo matter what happens,
No matter what you do,
I hope that you will stay the same.
I hope you’ll always be you.
God made you special,
No one can take that away.
So when the problems call
And the darkness falls,
Never forget that someone cares about you.
Never forget your dreams;
They aren’t as far away,
As you might think they seem.
Let nothing get you down,
And when the times get rough,
Simply smile like a circus clown...
> Words form beautifully through your fingertips from the mind> > Men envy the gift you have been given, your words easily entrancing a woman> > Never have I thought I could be swayed by someone so kind> > Your spellbinding poetry quickly spews from your mind and enchants me> > How lucky I am to befriend such a poet as you> > For now I see> > Poets like you are so very few subject: 9-11 Inside outside,written by lesli Johnson My best friend missys daughter
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Inside I cry helpl

Tonight I Can WriteTonight I can write
Tonight I can write the saddest lines
Write, for example "The night is starry and the stars are blue and shiver in the distance."
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines I loved her, Sometimes she loves me too
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endlesssky
She loved me.. Sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines to think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her
To hear the immense night, still more immense
without her,
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture
What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is starry and she is not with me
This is all, in the distance someone is singing in the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer my heart l

Lord-phase's Bdsm CornerIf whoever will contact me first and help me level up I will be there slave for a month..... I need to level up fast I want a lounge.....
Just leave me a private message I will tell you all the details............. I need help leveling up whoever can send out 5 bulletins each day for 3 days then rate and comment everything on my profile will get to own me for a month or I own them however you wana do it if you are interested let me know send me a message...... Do you think I have what it takes. Am I cute enough? Just wondering because I lost my other account do to a goof up and I need to level up fast so Instead of auctioning myself off as a slave (I am not good with orders lol) I was going to auction off myself to be someones Master for a month so I need to know if.
1. Would you let me be your Master?
2. If yes then tell me why you think you would make a good submissive/slave for me?
Allso can anyone help me setup the auction I suck at typeing but I can make the graphics for

LifeSo True About Women
1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)
6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how

RambleR A M B L E II
VI
The sun went down again, the same way it had when we first got off that metro, when we descended into hell, to those pearly gates that weren't pearly, to the handguns and to the crazies and to the judges. The jury was out, but that judge kept sitting there in his throne, staring you down, makeing you feel small in comparison to the scale of existence. Everyone's a judge, eventually, and everyone makes everyone else feel small. I just hate it when real judges do it. When the time comes to stand in front of the entire world and let the judges judge, who's really man enough to say "I'm scared?" I would. I'd say it until i was blue in the face and dying.
I'd whisper it on my dying breath, even if it meant staying alive that much longer to curse out one last syllable.
VII
How many times does the sun come up? How many times does the sun go down? How many times do we stand here? Does this end? Do we ever get to see tomarrow? Will I wake up? I swear t

The Silent EncounterThe Silent Encounter.
Written by : Louise Depot
She had never met this man anywhere before in person, yet she was so intrigued by this man. She became familiar with him through a chat room, online. They chatted on a nightly basis for several months and even became cyber intamate. Although she knew this man was married but seperated, she just could not help herself with this man Each time they would chat, she grew more and more intrigued by him. She wanted to know more and more about him. He seemed so lost in a world of his own. She wanted to save him from all the pain and sorrow he was going through with the seperation of him and his wife. She wanted to make a difference in his life.She chatted with a few men online and yet there were none that could even come close to touching her the way this man did. He made her feel somthing she had never felt about herself before. She was afraid of the feelings that were growing inside and even feeling silly for having these feelings.

Mortality ... Early Exits... Etc...INNER TRAVELLER
Speak to me-
Shaman of the Cherokee!
As one seeking knowlege
Of the Sacred Formulas-
Prepare me for my journeys;
Inward and outbound travels.
Though I know the Sacred Cloud
Will hide me from my enemies,
What can protect me
From myself?
With my spells to follow,
I can command Rabbit and Fish-
Yet I sometimes have no self-cotrol
Over some wicked, wayward wish!
Though I can cleverly conjure
Spider's seductive and winding web,
I am helpless- if not hapless-

Naivetyyou meet someone on line and you think, wow that person is nice, you im them for awhile and then you are talking on the phone. they say everything that you want to hear, know all that you desire. they give you this nice little nickname that when you hear it it makes you smile. then one day you meet them, already half in love, then you look into their eyes and you know that you are beyond help. they treat you so nicely, act as if they really care. and when you separate from each other after spending time you feel as though you are drifting on air...eagerly you await word from them, surely they care? so finally you break down and call them and you feel as though you are only bothering them. as the days pass by you hear less and less, the conversation isn't hardly there, and finally you see someone else where you used to be on their page, so when you become upset and ask them about it they blow up on you and quit talking to you completely, only to reappear out of nowhere just a few days l

I've MovedHey all fubarians and/or fuheads. What's shakin'? I have moved from my former housing in St. Louis, MI to sunny Spring Lake. Yes I now live 10 minutes from the beach and I'm loving it lol. Since this is my first blog I guess I should give out my yahoo messenger ID so if people wanna chat with me they can. Here it is: Mitch_Piotrowski2@yahoo.com. See ya!

Ok Lets Do This Fu-bee'sOK HERES THE DEAL NATURAL WITCH IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND IN NEED OF FU-BUCKS SHE IS STILL TRYING FOR THE SPOTLIGHT AND IT WOULD BE SO AWESOME IF WE COULD MAKE THIS HAPPEN FOR HER.... ALL IT TAKES IS A FEW OF YOUR BUCKS TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN SHE IS SUCH A SWEET FRIEND TO HAVE ... CAN WE PLEASE HELP HER REACH HER GOAL OF GETTING SPOTLIGHT WE CAN DO THIS BY SENDING BUCKS OR RATES COMMENTS AND THING TO GIVE HER POINTS WILL HELP HER BUCKS ADD UP SO PLEASE SHOW SOME LOVE .
HERE IS HER LINK LETS SHOW THE LOVE
~Natural_Witch~ *Club F.A.R.*@ fubar
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@ ¢¾ Cherokee God Mama ¢¾ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.@ @ fubar
(repost of original by '¢¾ Cherokee God Mama ¢¾ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.' on '2008-05-07 18:35:29')
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Blast DraftSANI RAWKS FUBAR
Fuluv me and my owner YOYO,
we are the HAWTEST chicks on FUBAR.
We are page linked...at the hips...lol
Check out my lounges cause I only RAWK the BEST... Thx to my owner, YOYO u RAWK!!!
Give her fuluv from link on my page!
FAN/RATE/ADD me and my owner,
we are the two hawtest chicks on fubar.
FUBAR RAWKS.
Check out my lounges...
i only spend time at the best...that's right!

Double Standard LoiteringI walked into a Speedway gas station to get a pack of smokes.
There were 2 cops standing at the counter, and talking to the cashier. I guess they knew her.
The cops looked back at me, stepped to the side, and one said to me...go ahead we're just loitering.
I looked at the 2 cops and said...well loitering is illegal isn't it? :D
They told me thanks for the laugh as I walked out.

Daddy DomsDaddy Doms
Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman.
He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides.
So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom?
A Daddy

Soul DreamerBest graphics, layouts, and more for your profiles! Click Here! my name is ladyjokerjay!I juggle life as it comes.jokers dnt understand how to put up with heartache for to long we just push keep moving on.we love to be true to life and have fun .and live life like a movie.we dont like liers.but we could deal with them thats for sure.we could be great friends but we can also be revengfull if you cross us.were unpredictable thats for sure.were soul searchers.we cry AS HARD AS OTHERS IS JUST THAT WE BASICLY DONT SHOW IT WE RATHER JUST ACT LIKE IT DINT MEAN ANYTHING AND JUST DONT LET NO ONE TAKE ARE IDENTITY AS BEING THE JOKERS IN THIS CRUEL WORLD....WHAT KIND OF JOKER ARE YOU MY PEOPLES??LADYJOKERJAY Best Graphics - Top Comments Return The Love Click Here!when they do you wrong and want to leave dont hold on just let it be.for they will realize what they had and will want to come back and when that time comes instead of suffering for there love you show them tha

Cam ShowsI am a 44 year old mother/grandmother who also takes care of my 84 year old mother... So my Vibe in life is never boring! lol ! ....I LOVE doing my Webcasting Shows it's an awsome hobby and because of my strong personality you can't help but Feel My Vibe as I discuss the Topics Of The Day and You and I can share Our Out~Look on Things in Our daily Vibe in Life!
My FEEL THE VIBE SHOW is about ALL OF US !! So.....Rejuvenate Your Mind With The Dimensions of Your Vibe!
COME GET YOUR VIBE ON !
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Because....LIFE IS BETTER WHEN WE VIBE TOGETHER !!
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Useful AdviceLove is patient
Love is kind
Love does not envy
Love does not boast
Love is not proud
Love is not rude
Love is not self-seeking
Love is not easily angered
LOVE KEEPS NO RECORD OF WRONGS
Love always protects
Love always trusts
Love always hopes
Love always perseveres
LOVE NEVER FAILS When i was a child, i talked like a child, thought like a child, and reasoned like a child. When i became a man, i put childish things behind me.
Do not love with words, but with actions, and in truth.
A bad habit is first a caller, then a guest, and at last a Master.
Hatred is like an acid, it can do more damage to the container in which it is stored than to the objecton on which it is poured.
No man is free if he fears death.

..................Lost Without You
Lying here alone
Staring out the window
Wishing on my special star
To take this pain away
Here I sit and wait
Letting the time pass me by
Wanting to be where you are
I hate feeling this way
I am so alone
I long to feel you next to me
To feel your heart beat with mine
I miss you
I want you
I am lost without you
Unable to breathe
I can't find my way out of darkness
I need you here
And to never let me go
Everywhere I see you
In my dreams, in my head
My heart cries out for you
To see you
To touch you
Always on my mind
Forever in my heart
Longing to be with you
To look
Into your eyes
I am lost without you
Unable to think
I can't find my place in this life
I need you here
And to never let me go
Come back for me
Love and adore me
Put your arms around me
And take me away
I miss you
I love you
I need you
I need you here
Because without you
I am lost
What is this I'm feeling?
This sudden intensity.....
For t

Ramblings And Nonsenseim just going to use this potion of my profile to place little thoughts, writings and nonsense.Just whatever is in my mind at the moment.
so here is what my scrambled thoughts are creating today.
Boredom
Its twists around my soul,
like a hangmans noose
strangling all interest in lifes little television show.
Thoughts twirl though a demented mind
pushing past clouds of maniacal depression
A self imposed prison?
maybe.
can this wall of tears be dried?
will i ever know true laughter again?
what is wrong with me?
does anyone have the answers?
Sometimes I think only I hold the key to unlocking this door of pain I created
As my mind busies itself with thoughts racing down my arms, to my finger tips and finally the keyboard i realize i am in search of something. with each keystroke I find There is only one problem with this, I feel it is a neverending hunt only because I am not sure what I am looking for. so how will I know when I find it? A mind compa

I Am Leaving.....Well all good things must come to an end. I will be leaving fubar for awhile, to pursue my dream. So to all my friends, family and fans lift the glasses high and pound one for me. To all of those who want to stay in touch you can reach me on yahoo at dodgetruckparking, drop me aline anytime.

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Nsfw StoriesWhile driving on a street in Fort Worth I am pulled over. The officer steps out of his vehicle and slowly approaches my car with his flashlight The officer asks for my license and insurance and I say, “What’s the problem officer? “
He responds, “Miss Do you know you were going 50 in a 30?”
I smile and hand him only my license “yes”
He looked directly at me with that response and said, “So you were aware you were speeding? Can I have you insurance card?”
“Officer, I’m sorry I fail to have my card with me what will you do with me now?” and I wink at him as he looks at my license.
“Just a moment” he walks to his cruiser for a bit and then comes back to the car “Miss you need to step out of the car.” Please step behind the vehicle lean on it forward with your hands on it and spread your legs. I asked, “Am I being arrested?” He replied, “You are being detained”
As I leaned over my car with my legs spread and my ass out, he began at my ankles slowly moving up my legs

About Me.Who am i?
I'm very complecated.
I don't under stand myself sometimes.
The other times i do.
There is no reason why anybody.
Is alowed to know who i am.
It is something that i only know.
Whel i'll tell about me in here.
My name is Adem Sungur.
I'm a 50% 50% blood.
Half turkish.
Half dutch.
About me:
I can't keep my emotions under control at al.
When my body wants me to cry i cry.
I can insure you i don't cry at al.
If i do it wil be for 1,5 sec.
I can smile but am i really happy?
No i am only happy for that min.
Am i sad?
Don't know.
Don't know that feeling.
Am i in love?
Who knows i don't.
Do i ever get mad?
No i can't get mad.
I did try but it won't happen...
I can get very pissed if i need to.
Why can't i get people close to me?
Because i learned my self to work on my own learn on my own live on my own.
What do you know of your mind?
Not much really.
If you dream what are those dreams about?
I don't know.
I forget straight away.

Empty InsideSo on monday the 5th was the hardest day of my life. I had to say goodbye to my husband for the third time bec he went to Iraq. The first day of him leaving so stressful and didn't think I could get through it. Just looking at my kids especially because they are going to miss him too so now im gonna be mommy and daddy. Been there done that before though. It was really hard for him with our youngest because he is going to miss everything about her. I am so use to this but it doesn't get any easier really. It does get easy sometimes bec like I know what im gonna do without him being here bec I have gone through this before. I know how to handle myself without him here. The hardest part is him missing out on the kids and the cuddling with him. Its ok though because I know I am strong and I can get through this. I have a lot of great friends now up here in NY and his family is only an hour south of us.
Its nice to have all these friends and family but there still not him. Without him i

Here In My RoomThis party is old and uninviting
Participants all in black and white.
You enter in full blown Technicolor
Nothing is the same after tonight.
If the world were to fall apart
In a fiction-worthy wind
I wouldn't change a thing now that you're here
Your love is a verb
Here in my room.
Your love is a verb
Here in my room.
You enter and close the door behind you
Now show me the world as seen from the stars.
If only the lights would dim a little,
I'm wary of eyes upon my scars
If the world were to fall apart
In a fiction-worthy wind
I wouldn't change a thing now that you're here
Your love is a verb
Here in my room
Your love is a verb
Here in my room.
Pink tractor beam into your incision
Head spinning as free as Dervishes whirl
I came here expecting next to nothing
So thank you for being "that" kind of girl.
Kind of girl that...(
Kind of girl

RantAsk anyone, most of them will tell you I am a people person. Miss Mary Freaking Sunshine.
That is until, yes until, someone phucks with someone in my family or one of my friends.
Someone did that today. My best friend, my sister, the one chick in this entire world that always has my back no matter what. She is an angel and the best friend any gal could ask for. She is having some trouble lately, so she posted a mumm, some nasty, evil, mean heifer decided to take out her own issues with low self esteem on my friend.
I hope you read this. Girl and I use that term loosely, because I am not even sure you have a heart. Take your vileness somewhere else and LAY OFF my friend. I am sorry that you hate yourself so much that you want to spell your wickedness all over someone that does not deserve it. Treat yourself to the beauty treatments that you so unkindly offered my friend and take a deep look inside yourself. Get yourself a new attitude because it sounds like to me you desperately

I'm BackWhat's up people I'm finally back on the site so give me a little time to get it together but in the meantime show some luv and i will do the same in return..................
The Faceless Man

Alonelife without you at first was dark, my soul so quiet like a single swing at a childless park, my inner self still clutched in your heart waiting to release me as if afraid to be apart only hurting me more being dragged by your string no longer will i hold on time to let myself free so as i fade into the distance that park begins to fill im now not alone although that single swing remains still.

How To Use Your Hand For Your Man’s PleasureAbout Green Tea
This is something that has been gaining popularity over the years. Though born in China, green tea has had all kinds of incarnations in different parts of the world. Made exclusively with the leaves of Camellia sinensis (haril chai), green tea is quite popular in the west. Science turned its focus on this recently and found that it is highly beneficial for health without having any side effects. And this accounts for people switching from the warmth of regular black to green tea.
How does it vary from black tea?
Tea in general is made from the leaves of Camellia sinensis. Predominantly, there are three types of tea -black, green and oolong depending on the way tea leaves are processed. And there is the not-so popular white tea too. Green tea is the least processed of all and thus retains the antioxidant, catechin polyphenols called epigallocatechin-3-gallate (EGCG) along with caffeine. This is the main ingredient responsible for the health benefits. Remember,

My Owner :o)I HAVE A NEW OWNER!!
TY ♦CinDragon♦ FOR BUYIN ME. YOU WON'T REGRET IT.
WHY NOT GO CHECK HER OUT? MAKE SURE TO SHOW SOME LOVE WHILE YOU'RE THERE :)
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Woo Hoo!! I'm owned by Gary
Go show my new owner lots of love :)
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Pimp Out Time!!!!I has a new OWNER! Whoot!!! Well, Well Well, Its true I tell ya! And he is one of a kind! He has been so sweet as to let me out to roam around for a bit, (just long enough to pimp him no doubt hehehehe) But he’s worth it!!
You all know me. I HATE to share!!! But this guy is so sweet!!! I can’t keep him to myself. And the way I see it, if everyone will fan and rate him too, then maybe he’ll let me play on the fu more!! So everyone go and give TONS of luvies!!! Fan Rate and Add this awesome master of mine and hell, while you’re at it, CRUSH him too! Who doesn’t love a secret crush? He deserves it!!!!
Even though he's my new owner, he really is an awesome guy and deserves to be pimped. He really is ALL THAT! He's sweet and shows love back. He is caring and truly a special Fu!
Joe
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Big AssesCHICAGO (Reuters) - A type of fat that accumulates around the hips and bottom may actually offer some protection against diabetes, U.S. researchers said on Tuesday.
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Love> TURKEY RECIPE > > I thought this sounded good! Here is a turkey recipe that also includes > the use of popcorn as a stuffing ingredient -- imagine that. When I > found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who just > are not sure how to tell when turkey is thoroughly cooked, but not dried > out. Give this a try.
> > 8 - 15 lb. turkey > 1 cup melted butter
> 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is Good)
> 1 cup un-popped popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER'S LOW FAT IS BEST) > Salt/pepper to taste
> > Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush turkey well with melted butter, salt, > and pepper.
> Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan making sure the neck end is toward the front of the oven, not the back.
> > After about 4 hours listen for the popping sounds.
> > When the turkey's ass blows the oven door open and the bird flies across > the room,.... it's done. Feeling pressured,
Feeling like a tiger in a cage.
Needing away to let loose some major en

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*u Don't Deserve Me*I need to just be a bitch from now on...well to one person specifically....I can't believe I let him come over to watch the game...I felt sorry for him and when he asked for food, I feed him. And when he wanted something to drink I gave him something other than water...and then when he asked if I wanted to turn off the light I said NO....I'm being nice to you I said...I am not trying to do more...I just thought you could be civil, things don't just jump back to the way they were, esp after the way things ended with us. So he left without saying good-bye like a 2 yr old who has a fit, when he doesn't get his way....and today what do I get? A nasty don't ever try to reach me for as long as you live email from the fucking bastard....yeah....okay don't worry, I am NEVER gonna feel sorry for you...and as far as me trying to get ahold of you? Ha, I already erased you from my phone. Why can't you just leave me alone? I don't deserve being treated so badly by you....yes you told me you LOVED

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Courage To HealI need to find the courage to heal
I've been through so much
I have over come so much
I need peace of mind
I need to find the courage to heal
Please point me in the right direction
wait I need to do that
I'm trying to find the courage to heal
Please be there for me because finding the courage to heal is so difficult
Help me through this for I can find the courage to heal
Alls I ask for is a friend
Someone to hold me when I need it
Someone to talk to when I need to talk
Someones shoulder to cry on when I need to cry
Someone to laugh with when I need to laugh
Please help me through this for I am on my way to finding the courage to Heal

10 Thingsok this isw how this works. if you want to do it you have to put ten things that most people dont know about you.
1.) im 6"4' and 215 ibs
2.) i use to be a Millitary cop in the NAVY
3.) im scared to fight people some one always gets hurt
4.) i love games that has cars, guns, or sports
5.) i like any type of music but country
6.) i love working on computers i fix them or tell people over net how to fix them
7.)im a rely sweet guy that is just misjudged all the time
8.) i have two dogs, two water turles, ns one rat
9.) i currntly like a girl dont know if she knows it are not
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Aply In Person LolREPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........
Your Name:
Age:
Favorite position:
Do you think I'm cute/ pretty?
Would you have sex with me?
lights on or off?
Would you have to be drunk?
Would you take a shower with me?
Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
Would you leave after or stay the night?
Do you like cuddling afterwards?
Condom or skin?
Have sex on the first date?
Would you kiss me during sex?
Do you think I would be good in bed?
Would you use me as a booty call?
Can I use you as a booty call?
Can we take pictures of the act?
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Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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# A Spot:An erogenous zone located in the anus near the prostate.
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# Abuse:To cause physical or psychological harm.
# Acquaintance Rape : Forced sexual intercourse by someone familiar to the victim.
# Acrophilia : Sexual arousal from being in high places.
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# Adult Toy Cleaner : A special cleaning solution, usually with antibacterial properties, that is used to clean sex toys.
# Adulterer : A person who commits adultery.
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DivorceI need a good woman psycho's liars and cheats need not apply. OK so this is my bitch, WTF do I have a please fuck me over sing on my forehead? All I want is to meet a good woman who I can enjoy spending time with who isn't already in a relationship. Is that so hard. If there are any good women out there I would love to hear your opinions tell me are there any left or what is wrong with me.

Only YouWith you, it's all about
voiceless communication-
always knowing exactly what to say,
but never actually having to say it.
When no one seems to be listening,
you hear.
When I hurt but don't show it,
you know.
When I turn away to hide my tears,
you see.
When I feel like I can't get through to anyone,
you understand.
Your eyes glow just for me,
and I know you're proud.
You flash your magical, healing smile my way,
and I know everything will be all right.
You know everything there is to know about me.
You know what worries me,
what keeps me up at night,
and what shames me so badly
that I can't share it with anyone.
Most importantly, though,
none of those things bother you.
You've restored my faith in people
and proved that there is a thing
called true friendship.

Fck NutsI am bottled anger.Violence burns within me; A potent drug, rage.With it, I could toppleThe mountain's height: How much more could I destroy you, Pitiful worm.I am danger incarnate: Death personified.Be thankful I am sane, And controlled; -Bottled anger-If I were not, You would cease to be.
Anger is a virusThat needs not even airTo propagate contagionWhenever it is shared.
Anger can't be placed in quarantineTo contain its vicious spreadFor anger feeds upon itselfAnd burns a flaming red.
Anger is all consumingAnger does not desistFrom destroying sensibilitesIn that haze of its red mist. FUCK YOU I'M THROUGHI WANT NOTHING MORE FROM YOUMY SANITY IS WEARING THINI RATE, I HATE

Mere Words.. For My Best FriendMERE WORDS....
I searched among the card displays,
To see if I could find,
A little something that would say
Just what was on my mind.
However there was not a one,
That captured it just right,
For no one else can understand
Just what I'd like to write.
I even find it difficult
To try to write it down,
For how do I portray to you,
The love that I have known?
I close my eyes and what I see,
Is someone I adore;
A person who is beautiful,
Right down into their soul.
Mere words cannot describe
The many qualities you show,
The love and caring nature that
You share with those who know.
Your kind and gentle temperament,
Your sweet angelic smile,
Your softly spoken sentiments,
That reach across the miles.
Your smile and laugh that sparkle with
The softness of your sighs,
The way your face lights up a room ...
That twinkle in your eye.
The loving gestures through the years,
That quickly come to mind,
For always you've a gentle word
To calm and sooth

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IntroHello fubar friends... I'm a 39 yr old male who has 2 great teenage kids.. I am very computer literate and also love to chat and make new friends.. I make friends easily and am true to heart.
Give me a shout and introduce yourself.

Coming To Terms>Went I was a little girl I knew that something was different with myself. i thought it was just being a weird kid and going thought what kids usually go thought, but when I got a little older I started drawing pentacle for no good reason. Plus when my grandma die I was about nine or ten I knew that she was going to die about week before. Then I just went through life like normal then I married, about year into my marriage I started to research the idea of wiccan and witchcraft the description of it sounded like me every bit of it.
So I started to follow it i love it then my husband at the time said that it was him or wicca. So I gave it up until he died, then I started to get back into wiccan, and I was like I finally came home I felt at peace and free, I told all my family and my co-worker (came out of the broom closet) i now wear my out proudly and everywhere. I found out that I am a physical empathy, so I am finally myself at the age of 40.
Peaceful and free

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Trying....Hey guys and gals.. Just wanted to keep you posted on the process of my book entitled, Her Best Friend's Lover by, Cee Brooks. Everything thus far is moving smoothly. The book is still due to be released this August. My Fubar family please support it. This book was written with as much passion and love that I could muster up.
Until next time....
Much Love and Success
P.S. I have another book I am working on now entitled, Zoned. Keep a look out...lol
IT'S MY 26TH BIRTHDAY.... YEAH! I WAS A LITTLE COMPLASIVE THIS MORNING BUT, WHY? IT'S MY BIRTHDAY.....

Gas In BedIf this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and
>I'll pray for you.
> This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years.
>The only friction in there
>marriage was the husband's habit of farting
>loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and
>the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every
>morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off because it was
>making her sick.
> He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She
>told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow
>his guts out.
> The years went by and he continued to rip them out!
> Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for
>dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where
>she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the
>spare parts and a malicious thought came to her. She took the bowl and
>went upstairs wh

SorryOh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you

Dear DadA FATHER PASSING BY HIS SON'S BEDROOM WAS ASTONISHED TO SEE THE BED WAS
NICELY MADE AND EVERYTHING WAS PICKED UP.
THEN HE SAW AN ENVELOPE PROPPED UP PROMINENTLY ON THE CENTER OF THE BED. IT
WAS ADDRESSED, "DAD." WITH THE WORST PREMONITION, HE OPENED THE ENVELOPE
AND READ THE LETTER WITH TREMBLING HANDS:
DEAR DAD:
IT IS WITH GREAT REGRET AND SORROW THAT I'M WRITING THIS. I HAD TO ELOPE
WITH MY NEW GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I WANTED TO AVOID A SCENE WITH MOM AND YOU.
I'VE BEEN FINDING REAL PASSION WITH BARBARA AND SHE IS SO NICE EVEN WITH ALL
HER PIERCING, TATTOOS, AND HER TIGHT MOTORCYCLE CLOTHES. BUT IT'S NOT ONLY
THE PASSION DAD, SHE'S PREGNANT AND BARBARA SAID THAT WE WILL BE VERY HAPPY
TOGETHER
EVEN THOUGH YOU WON'T CARE FOR HER, AS SHE IS MUCH OLDER THAN I, SHE ALREADY
OWNS A TRAILER IN THE WOODS AND HAS A STACK OF FIREWOOD FOR THE WHOLE
WINTER. SHE WANTS TO HAVE MANY MORE CHILDREN WITH ME AND THAT'S NOW ONE OF
MY DREAMS TOO.
BARBARA TAUGHT ME THAT MARIJUANA DOESN'T

Funny StuffA FATHER PASSING BY HIS SON'S BEDROOM WAS ASTONISHED TO SEE THE BED WAS
NICELY MADE AND EVERYTHING WAS PICKED UP.
THEN HE SAW AN ENVELOPE PROPPED UP PROMINENTLY ON THE CENTER OF THE BED. IT
WAS ADDRESSED, "DAD." WITH THE WORST PREMONITION, HE OPENED THE ENVELOPE
AND READ THE LETTER WITH TREMBLING HANDS:
DEAR DAD:
IT IS WITH GREAT REGRET AND SORROW THAT I'M WRITING THIS. I HAD TO ELOPE
WITH MY NEW GIRLFRIEND BECAUSE I WANTED TO AVOID A SCENE WITH MOM AND YOU.
I'VE BEEN FINDING REAL PASSION WITH BARBARA AND SHE IS SO NICE EVEN WITH ALL
HER PIERCING, TATTOOS, AND HER TIGHT MOTORCYCLE CLOTHES. BUT IT'S NOT ONLY
THE PASSION DAD, SHE'S PREGNANT AND BARBARA SAID THAT WE WILL BE VERY HAPPY
TOGETHER
EVEN THOUGH YOU WON'T CARE FOR HER, AS SHE IS MUCH OLDER THAN I, SHE ALREADY
OWNS A TRAILER IN THE WOODS AND HAS A STACK OF FIREWOOD FOR THE WHOLE
WINTER. SHE WANTS TO HAVE MANY MORE CHILDREN WITH ME AND THAT'S NOW ONE OF
MY DREAMS TOO.
BARBARA TAUGHT ME THAT MARIJUANA DOESN'T

FriendsSorry I havent been on,and not sure when I will be back,I am moving and have so much packing to do.lol what a mess.... My daughter will be on my page to rate pictures for me now and then,dont want to lose my friends!!I hope everyone has a wonderful christmas and a Happy New Year!!!!
Love you all,
My Friends
Vicki Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you...
1)I was born in 1961
2)I had a twin brother who died when he was 3 months old
3)Married at the age of 16
4)had 3 girls and 1 boy
5)Lived in Delaware until 1972
6)Work for Days Inn motel for 16 yrs
7)have 16 sisters and brothers,c

Since Im DepressedLost alone in this broken world
left behind to struggle and cry
failing to live
failing to die my heart reaches out but fails to grasp
any sign of how long this will last
I patiently wait day to day
for signs of an end drawing near
an end to this pain i feel inside
an end to this lifelessness
this sadness
this demon i try to hide
try as i may
to live day to day
i cannot advance
i cannot move forth
im stuck in this place
im pinned to a wall
a place of suffering
like burning in hell
im trapped there
im trapped here

Advice Pleasewell this should be a granddaddy of a first blog...here goes
I met the most beautiful and sexiest women ever playing darts for a friend of mine one night and it got to be a regular deal me playing with them on sunday nights.We quickly became friends and we talked about alot of things over the course of 5 months.she is divorced with three children but damn i tell ya she looks more 22 than 42. Finally we exchanged numbers but we never really talked on the phone just texted one another from time to time.She had a business trip to Florida so i wrote her a letter so that it would be at her house when she got home i just told her how i felt about her. But then things got stupid i would call after a night of drinking but of course she wouldnt answer...eventually she sent me a text telling me that all the texts and calls where freaking her out..and i havent seen or talked to her in a month BUT i would love to at least say i am sorry cause the last thing i wanted to do was to freak her out...

Poemhatred fills the voice unheard,
a life that's passed unnoticed, absurd
a twinkle in a young boys eye
just thinking, wishing, he could fly
but hopes are bent, dreams are shattered
a wounded heart cannot be flattered
the sky above holds no truth,
yet the hell below will never move
a final gaze an upward glance
a dark man forever holds his stance
and protects himself from the wind
realizing that he has sinned
the fine line between hate and love
is broken with no god above
a stunted world with feelings unknown
and hatred is the only shown my knuckles tighten, i release a sobering sob
it's of no worth to me to press this agenda:
a twisted mind knows only to twist and contort
i'm forced to accept that which is beyond my control
and be reacquainted with one sole truth
even when no one is watching, no one else can see
when the truths been hidden from every last eye
i am who i am; i'm who i chose to be
this doesn't require approval, nor understanding
perspective doesn't

Let The Beatings BeginTHIS IS NOT SO MUCH A BLOG AS IT IS A RANT....
I was asked the other day if I was voting for Barack Obama and my answer was "I have not decided who I was voting for". I was then asked.."Wasn't I going to vote for him to help support MY black people"? I said "Just because he is black does not make him the best candidate, nor should anyone assume that I would vote for anyone because of their color or sexual gender".
I was then called a "racist against my own people and should be ashamed of myself".
1st of fucking all I will support anyone that I feel is the better person ALTHOUGH THEY ALL SUCK ASS IF YOU ASK ME.. Our government are fascist criminals and we are only going to go deeper into debt and deeper into government rule. Our rights have slipped so far into nothingness all the while they are more concerned with that fate of other countries while our own is becoming a third world nation. Yes, we need control to stop crimes against humanity and yes we need to help those who ca

For The NewbiesWELCOME TO FUBAR!
What you need to do is upload some pictures! The more pictures you have the more points!
Until you are a level (1), all you can do is rate profiles and pictures.
So right now, upload pictures. Then what you can do is rate people's profiles and do friend requests.
You ONLY rate people 10 (or 11 if VIP). NEVER rate any profile or picture under a 10.
To view people's pictures, you click on their profile picture. It will take you to their folders. I have some folders that people can't see unless they are my friend. So you need to be sure to rate the profile and send a friend request.
When you become level (1), you need to rate the profiles, FAN them, and send a friend request. Some people will not accept friend requests unless you say something in the friend request so keep that in mind.
Some people do not accept friend requests unless you have a salute photo. A salute photo is a picture of you holding a piece of paper with your fubar name and id number on it

Graduation Party!ok....I am going to my college graduation in 3 hours. I am freakin nervous! LOL
I hope everyone wishes me luck...I am gonna need it! I just know I am going to fall off the stage! lmao
Oh,,,for all my local buds, my graduation party will be on May 17th (tomorrow) at CW's in Vincennes IN. I will be there around 9:30pm Indiana time.
I hope everyone has a great weekend!!!!
Michelle

For All Of You Wonderful MothersBefore I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having

Me Me Me.........Just sending this out to let everyone know i'm moving back to Texas my last day here is the 26 then i'm gone i just wanted to say that i have made lots of friends and i will miss you all but i'll still be online and i'll still have my cell. so i'll see you when i get back online..my friends from the springs i will miss seeing and hanging out it's been fun. you all take care i'll miss you.....

A FriendA friend is someone that is there for you when you need them.
If you are down they are there to help you back up.
If you have a problem they will listen and help you work though it.
A friend is not afraid to tell you what you need to hear versus what you want to hear.
A friend will help you and not expect anything in return.
A friend is willing to forgive you for your mistakes.
A true Friend is worth more than any physical possession.
Friendship is the most precious treasure anyone can give you.
If you have a friend you are truly wealthy.
So treasure them more closely that all the gold in the world, because in the end your friends are what makes life truly worth living.
If we would all take this to heart the world would be a better place.
To my Best Friend ( my wife ) and the fellas you make my world a better place.

Calendar PlaymateDO YOU KNOW THIS WOMAN?
WELL YOU DO NOW!
BOO BOO IS THE CALENDAR PLAYMATE FOR THE MONTH OF MAY!
This month was very hard for me to decide on who I thought was worthy to be This Months Calendar Playmate.
Boo Boo is The Founder of The Shadow Leveling Family!
One I am Proud To Be Apart Of.
Boo Boo works really hard at making sure that all who need to be leveled is leveled. And helps out where ever is needed on Fubarland.
And very rarely seldom asks for help in Return.
That Alone Is Why I choose BOO BOO For The Calendar Playmate for May!
So If You Haven't Stopped By And ...Fanned, Rated, or Added Boo Boo to your list....
Then Start Now!
She is Totally Awesome and I have Tremendous Respect for this LiL' Boooo
¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar
I keep a eye out for those that are just too helpful and shows being a TRU-FU..Its getting harder for me to choose.
WHO WILL BE JUNE'S CALENDAR PLAYMATE? Could It Be You?
THIS

Life Without YouFirst of all, I love you. I never meant to be so hard and I don't think I honesty never told you I loved you. Now its too late. I feel lost in this world without you. It was suppose to be you and I to the end. I will never truly understand why you had to die that night or even comprehend the pain you were in. When did this become my life? I cant stand it without you, I know that I must go on but its feel almost unbearable. i just wanna turn to your arms but then realize that will never happen again, not in this life at least. I have become filled with hatred not understanding why you have to be gone, wishing I could have done something to help you. I honestly feel like part of me will never be same it cant be until I have you back, that reality came crashing down on me that horrible night. A day, that will haunt me for the rest of life, I try to get the images of your lifeless body out of my head. Why did you leave us like this? That was the only night I didn't check on you. guess it

Okay, I'm trying to understand things in this fucked up world but every time I think I've got something figured out, things get changed. I never really realized how conceited this fucking world could be. A world where what you look like matters more than what type of person you are. Honestly, you can look sexy as hell but you might as well be a stuck up snob. Which is how most good looking people think. (That just may be my opinion, but most of them I've met are like that.) You have to be thin, you have to be blonde, blah blah blah. Things can't always be that way, and people need to wake up and smell the coffee. I never thought of myself as beautiful, but I thought of myself as an awesome person. People I guess dont want that in someone. But honestly, I dont really care anymore. I'm happy to be who I am, and if people dont like that oh well, they're missing out on something that is really great. I may not be a model, but what I lack in looks I definitely make up for in personality. Ju

Admission To HeavenThree men, stand before St.Peter awaiting admission into heaven, however St. Peter has been informed that heaven will only admit 33% of applicants today.
The admissions standard: Who died the worst death?
So St. Peter takes each of the three men aside and in turn, askes them about how they died.
First man: I'd been suspecting for a long time that my wife was cheating on me, I decided to come home early from work one afternoon and check to see if I could catch her in the act.
When I got back to my apartment, I heard the water running, my wife was in the shower. I looked everywhere for the guy, but I couldn't find anyone or any trace that he had been there. The Last place I Looked was out on the balcony.
I found the guy hanging from the edge, trying to get back in, so I started jumping up and down on his heads and he yelled but he didnt fall. So I ran inside and got a hammer, crushed his fingers with it until he fell twenty five floors screamming in agony. But the fall didnt k

Random RamblingsReally do have more fun :)
I am sitting here trying to figure out how the h**l to use this site, with bleach on my hair... so far I have found the blogs... lol thats it... Im new here, so drop me a line or add me as a friend....

HurtingDo men really think with their brains or with the thing in their pants.. My conclusion is the thing in their pants and its totally not fair.. I see girls everyday throw them selves at men that they think they can trust they fall in love and what happens men either break up with them because they found a bar whore or they think they are so big and bad and they dont want to feel any emotion.. Just wish there was more men out there that actually admire love and having the great butterfly feeling in their belly when they see or talk to the on ethey love.. But lately it just seems that the thing in their pants just wants one thing and leaves.. anyone got a comment fot this?????

Doctor Of Demonicswhats up bitches lmfao.
yo im new at this site so i wanted to put up my first blog up so yeah any who lately ive been wondering around dayton to find no hot ass chicks around i mean im a horny as 19 yr old guy man and most of theese chicks now or day or either tooken or they got something and its like what the fuck moment.
so i chcked out this site hopeing i find somthing but yeah im a sexy beast so i should get some maybe but i dunno im kinky as fuck so i hope that helps out but you can only do so much.
mini poem
the pleasure
as i feel her rubbing down my chest feeling the her cold hands down my pants it gives my the chills and makes me want to bite her neck as i look into her eyes raming my toung down her mouth she wants more begging and pleading for the pain as i bite harder sucking on her neck it makes her go crazy.
The sick thoughts going threw out heads is like no other so she sticks her hand down my pants and as i go down her chest useing ice in my

Life Is BeautifulYou can’t quit until you try
You can’t live until you die
You can’t learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie
You can’t breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you’re the joke
There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
I know some things that you don’t
I’ve done things that you won’t
There’s nothing like a trail of blood
to find your way back home
I was waiting for my hearse
What came next was so much worse
It took a funeral to make me feel alive
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.

Frustration.........In the last couple of weeks, I have been going through so much in my own life and online life, and I'm gonna pull my hair out I swear....
If I have offended you somehow that you are now ignoring me, guess what...this is my new stance....IT'S THE EFFIN INTERNET, GET OVER IT!
If I have said something to you that you didn't like, well then I can't/won't appologize for that because I am the type of person that I don't take crap from people and I say what I think. SOOOooo if you don't like that...the kindly REMOVE yourself from my friends list.
I don't have time for this imature high school BS which is just what it is. I am here on Fubar to HAVE FUN...not see who is the most popular, or to find some guy to tell me I'm pretty beautiful whatever...I don't believe that anyway.....
The fact of the matter is that if you can have fun, and make some NEW FRIENDS then what are you doing here? I swear this confuses me at times. I can be a point whore when I want to be, and I try to help

Why Do Iwhy do these tears fall down my face
why do i wish for ur warm embrase
why do i still feel the firey love
why do i have this lost turtle dove
why can't i hate you
why can't i run
what am I holding onto
when its all said and done.
By: Elizabeth Pennington

"naughty Application"REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........
Your Name:
Age:
Favorite position:
Do you think I'm cute/ pretty?
Would you have sex with me?
lights on or off?
Would you have to be drunk?
Would you take a shower with me?
Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
Would you leave after or stay the night?
Do you like cuddling afterwards?
Condom or skin?
Have sex on the first date?
Would you kiss me during sex?
Do you think I would be good in bed?
Would you use me as a booty call?
Can I use you as a booty call?
Can we take pictures of the act?
How long would we have sex?
Would you tell your friends about me?
Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
SEE HOW MANY PE

Applications (fill Out And Fu-mail Me)46 unknown facts/secrets about yourself:
1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
2. What were you doing this morning at 8 am?
3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
4. What are you wearing?
5. Are you mad at anyone right now?
6. Last person to say they loved you?
7. Last time you kissed someone?
8. Do you know the words to the song on your fubar profile?
9. Last thing received in the Mail?
10. Have you ever gotten naked in a public place?
11. How long is your hair?
12. How many different drinks have you had today?
13. Are you any good at math?
14. Do you have plans on Saturday night?
15. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
16. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
17. Do you like the lights off or on?
18. What are you excited about?
19. What did you do last night ?
20. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
21. Where do you keep your change?

This Is How It IsI logged on today to see I've been called a liar...Just because theres this one female that is really into me...but just because I talk to her doesn't make me ANYONES bf....I belive you can have stronge feeling for someone by talking to them on here or over the phone but you can be in love with someone untill you meet them in person....just because 2 people get along online or over the phone doesn't mean theyd get along in person..I mean if and trust me...love is a feeling that has to devolped over time and probilly longer than a week or 2....I came out here to fun and meet new people and make new friends and see what happens from there....am I looking for the right one ?, yes...but when i find her i wanna take my time and get to know her and not feel smuddered... Im sorry I have hurt anyone feelings with this but this is the way it is

Midnight Special!!!Come join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast ..
Exp..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift..
This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift.
To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductors, or Engineer.
Conductor
Carnie@ fubar
Co-Conductor (2nd in command)
~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar
Engineer (3rd in command)
Abby ~Screw the r

Fu-stuffMy autos are on!
I've got money with your name on it!!!!
It's so easy...so here's the deal.
Rate all of my Random folder to enter a drawing to win one of the following prizes!!!
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Rate all my pics to get entered TWICE in the drawing!!
PM me when finished and let me know what you did.
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Click here to go straight to the Random Folder and don't forget to repost! XoXo
hey all cause what the devil has done 9, 10, and 11pm PST The Devilish One Himself is Hosting 3 HH's in a row so R/F/A show me major ass love make me GF or Pretty dang Close And Pls Repost and Pls Sticky

Help Is NeededI could use some help getting 4500 comments to get a bling pk please click the link and help out thanks a bunch.
My good friend needs 6k in comments to get her vip back please click the link and let's help her.

Mother's And Father's Day Gifts By Heartistic SoulThese will be available until midnight on June 13th. Anyone wishing to participate MUST have their rates in by that time in order for them to be counted in this gift offer. Please read the entire blog before you order or ask questions. :) Thanks!
F.A.Q.
1. Who can I order for?
You may order for ANYONE on Fubar, with the exception of yellow staff, and anyone that has me blocked (only 3 people that I know of).
2. Can I order more than one at a time?
Yes, you can order as many as you want, for as many people that you want. After rating the appropriate number of photos to cover your order, please send name, user ID, and photo for each person.
3. How long does it take for them to receive them?
That depends on a few things. First, it depends on your order. If it wasn't placed correctly and I have to reply for more information, it will add to the delay. In addition to this, it depends on the number of orders received, and my personal schedule. Usually though, it take

Wiccan StuffThe 13 Principles of Wiccan Belief:
1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters.
2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with nature in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept.
3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called ‘supernatural’, but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all.
4. We conceive of the Creative Power in the universe as manifesting through polarity – as masculine and feminine – and that this same Creative Power lies in all people and functions through the interaction of the masculine and the feminine. We value neither above the other knowing each to be suppor

~ The Hormone Guide ~~ The Hormone Guide ~
The Hormone Guide
Women will understand this! Men should memorize it!
Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other!
~DANGEROUS: *SAFER: **SAFEST: ***ULTRA SAFE :
~What's for dinner? *Can I help you with dinner? **Where would you like to go for dinner? ***Here, have some wine.
~Are you wearing that? *Wow, you sure look good in brown! **WOW! Look at you! ***Here, have some wine
~What are you so worked up about? *Could we be overreacting? **Here's my paycheck. ***Here, have some wine.
~Should you be eating that? *You know, there are a lot of apples left. **Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? ***Here, have some wine.
~What did you DO all day? *I hope you didn't over-do it today. **I've always lov

Fu-lifeTo all my friends and family. I have found that Fubar in their infinite wisdom has decided I have violated the TOS and I have been banned from commenting for a week. I apologize, but it looks like I'll be unable to send comments to everyone for a while, so I wil just leave one for you all here until I get removed from the banned list.
My friend, Little Italian Nymph is having some serious internet problems, but hopes to be back soon. She wanted me to post this to let everyone know she hasn't forgotten you.
Little Italian Nymph ™~Spankers Club~Part time Staff @ The KRYPT Lounge~@ fubar Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I was born in New Orleans,LA
2.I wa

Love...pfft!“If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will.”
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“To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.”
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“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.”
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"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into

Dj Luckys FansWell I quit SER today....had to be the hardest thing I have done in a long time. I was with that lounge from the beginning, when the only concern was fun and anarchy, when torturing listeners, booting emo ppl and telling it like it was reigned supreme. IT WAS A FUKKIN RIOT lmao. Times change though and ultimately ppl do, your listeners change, your lounge members change, staff changes, and ultimately so does your shows, and ultimately fun is replaced with boredom and loathing.....I love Djing, I love making ppl laugh and smile, and I lost that love somewhere along the way....so time to hang up the mic and headphones for a while....time to leave SER while I still have the good memories....SER is my family, always will be....but just cant be part of it anymore I get questions all the time from ppl that listen to me all the time I figured what better way to answer them than in a blog. I am going to leave questions as anonymous, but this way if you have a question with merit that you want

Wow People Are MeanI just wanna say thank you to my FRIENDS who have been so sweet and supportive. I had a moment and i'm slowly recovering. I have been living with vitilago for 18 years now. So you would think that i would be use to the rude comments and looks. The truth is until this moment i have never had supposed grown folks be so rude and mean. All i can do is pray for those people and move on. Holding my head up high knowing GOD created me this way. And he never makes a mistake. I AM ONE OF HIS MANY BEAUTIFUL CREATIONS. I AM BLESSED.
YOU DO YOU AND I'M GOING TO DO ME What makes a person say mean things to a total stranger. I created a mumm and i got quite a few people to comment on my appearance. Compareing my pics to monkeys and micheal jackson. That was so rude and disrespectfull. I am fully aware that i am not attractive to most people. I has taken me years to adjust to my changing appearance. People often make fun of things they don't understand. Do you really think i wanted to turn white

LifeWell here I sit a very happy woman, I have taken a new step in my life, recently I seperated from a long abusive relationship. I have been through hell and back. I was with him for ^ years of my life and one of them I was married and that was the worst mistake of my life getting married to him. I should of listened to my gut instinct i guess, but its my own fault for not listening. But now that i'm out i'm so much happier. I have started over, and im in a brand new relationship with someone very special, someone I couldn't be without. He means the world to me! Hapiness is a good thing finally!!!!! Well here I am again ready to complain about my life and my hopeless marriage. But it seems like this is my only way to vent about it and if you don't want to hear it please don't read on. My marriage has come to a point where I don't even want to be in the same room as my husband. He makes my skin crawl. This man is a very mean person. He is very emotionally abusive towards me and my son. He

Chiks Stuff1. What are you listening to right now?:
tunes from Howl @ the Moon
2. What was the last thing you ate?:
Dinner
3. If you were a crayon what color would you be?:
multi coloured cant decide
4. How is the weather right now?:
f.........ing freezing
5. What color is your underwear right now?:
damn forgot to put it on
6. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?:
My Sister
7. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?:
their sense of humor..........................nah i lied
8. Favorite type of food?:
Anything savory
9. Do you drink?:
ooooh yes please
10. Ever got so drunk you dont remember?:
Cant remember......................................hic
11. What color are your eyes?:
Hazel
12. Single?:
No
13. Favorite month?:
December
14. Last movie you watched?:
can i be arrested if i tell u LMFAO
15. Favorite day of the week?:
Sunday
16. Are you too shy to ask

I Am Proud!I have been trying to better myself and have gone back to college! That's a big step for me being a mom of three. I tried once before right after high school but I quit like an idiot for reasons I'm not going to get into. But I wanted to share with every body my good grades! I made an A & a B this semester! One of those courses was part of my acedimic probation but what does it matter? I made a freaking A! I made an A on my humanities exam but passed the course with a B. I'm happy for myself and have found a new since of pride knowing that after 6years being out of high school and 3 kids later I make better grades than when I was in high school!

Special People In My LifeTHIS BLOG IS ABOUT MY BEST FRIENDS. THESE ARE PEOPLE WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT. FIRST IS MY SISTER LIBERTY, SIS U KNOW I LOVE YA. SINCE WE BECAME SISTERS WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH. WE CAME CLOSE A FEW TIMES TO LOSING OUR FRIENDSHIP AND I WOULD HAVE LOST MYSELF IF THAT HAD HAPPENED. ONE OF THE BEST TIMES THIS YEAR WAS MEETING U IN TEXAS. THE TRIP WASNT WHAT WE PLANNED, BUT ALL IN ALL MEETING U WAS THE BEST PART AND I WILL LOVE U SIS FOREVER. NEXT IS MAMAS, U HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR ME. SOMEONE I CAN GO TO AND WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT. SOMEONE I CAN BE MYSELF WITH AND NOT WORRY WHAT UR GOING TO SAY OR THINK. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U MAMAS, NEVER WILL OUR FRIENDSHIP END. NEXT IS BUNNY, ONE OF THE NICEST, SWEETEST PERSONS I HAVE MET. YOU HAVE BEEN WITH ME SINCE BEFORE I STARTED DJING, AND U HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE. I LOVE YA BUNNY AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U. SHERI I HAVE KNOWN U SINCE I WAS 16, AND WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH ALOT. WE HA

I Am Sofa King! We Ta Did!Chain letters… Make me crazy… OK, today I will be slapping the religious right in the face.
Subject: FW: Something to think about
-------------- Forwarded Message: --------------
Subject: Something to think about
Date: Fri, 16 May 2008 00:35:28 +0000
Subject: Something to think about
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful.
Truthful to who?
They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating

Inside My MindWell here's a quick breif and I'll bring you right into the present. So I've had a lot of bad shit happen lately. Start back in '08 my friend died after an accident on his Harely. He had severe brain damage and wasn't going to make it, he died 10-20-08, the day after his accident. I got the call when I was in my night classes for college. Then as I believe I have posted my dogs death already on here. She was a great dog and she was pretty much my world, she got hit by a car and passed 10-22-08, just two days after my friend Jeremy passed.
July 2009 came around my grandmother had cancer was getting treatment and she ended up not making it either, she passed just a couple weeks before my 20th bday. My grandpa told me at the funeral not to cry because I needed to be strong for the cousin's so I've to this day never cried. If it wasn't for her cosigning for my loans I wouldn't have been able to go to college. She had a big heart she helped me. I seen her almost every single day for two ye

I Am LostI AM LOST...
I am lost without you here
I don't know what to do
All i think about is you
until my head start's to hurt and inside start's to cry
I keep telling mself how lucky I am
To have someone so special and true
And yet i don't want nobody but you
If i ever lost you i'd be lost,
My eorld ,My heart i don't think that I could love again
So i am still lost without you here and my heart cries for you to hold you near
But no matter near or far i will always love you always and forever..

ShortyI had every thang until i lost it all,i know life isnt so post to be pefect.i wish i could go back and chang thangs like it used to be,but i cant.

Aloneuntitled..
I feel so alone
without a shoulder to cry on
I fell like everybody turn their backs on me
But yet I want to be free and take these chains off me
Can someone reach out and hand for me to grab
And stop this hurting of me being so sad
I feel so alone with no one to hold and to talk too
For life seems so unfair to me
and all I want is to be Happy and Free
So i don't have to face the world alone..

A Message To My HaterSomeone had just made a new profile the name is devil::eyes...just to let you all know that is not me...it is my pic...someone pretending to be me..this is the only profile i have..please do not add...
what do we say....
HATERS WELCOME !!!
AGAIN THAT NAME DEVIL::EYES IS NOT ME ITS SOMEONE OUT TO GET ME....
AND TO MY HATER I AM SO SORRY YOU CANNOT BE LIKE ME..THERE IS AND ONLY WILL BE ONE OF ME SO QUIT TRYING GET A LIFE AND MOVE ALONG WITH YOUR SORRY LOW LIFE SELF ...I AM SO SORRY YOU HAVE TO PUT ME IN THE CENTER OF ATTENTION ONCE AGAIN..BUT THIS IS TO INFORM ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT YOU ARE JUST FAKE...AGAIN YOU WILL NEVER BE ME...EVER....
HUGS AND KISSES TO MY FRIENDS.....
He is always changing the name if you enter devil eyes, stephanie courtland angel eyes the other one will come up...all my pics but is not me..

New PhotosHEY DOLLFACE!!!!
i finally posted some new photos. my hubby got click crazy the other day and snapped a few of me. the other 1 w/ my kid sis was taken today. i still can't believe she colored her beautiful natural blond hair. but hey she look sexi as a burnette. i guess she finally came to the understand of big sis's reasoning. burnettes ALWAYS have more fun!

Another Senseless Death!Published Tuesday May 6, 2008
Missing Atlantic, Iowa, man found dead along highway
BY KEVIN COLE AND SUSAN SZALEWSKI
WORLD-HERALD STAFF WRITERS
A body found in a culvert Monday has been identified as a missing 26-year-old Atlantic, Iowa, man, a family member confirmed.
Justin Eugene Hoeck, 26, of Atlantic was reported missing Saturday by his fiancee, Cassie Weeks. Authorities said they can account for his whereabouts up to 3 or 4 a.m. Saturday, when he was at an Atlantic residence.
Hoeck was a stay-at-home father for his daughters, ages 5 and 1. His talents as a cook helped him in that role, said his grandfather, Wilbert Hoeck of Atlantic.
The younger Hoeck was an avid fisherman. He graduated from Atlantic High School in 2001 and worked in construction before a disability kept him from working, Hoeck said.
"He was pretty happy-go-lucky," his grandfather said. "He had a good attitude, and we'll miss him."
Authorities are investigating, and an autopsy will be perf

My RamblingsI Am A: Neutral Good Human Sorcerer (5th Level)
Ability Scores:
Strength-14
Dexterity-14
Constitution-16
Intelligence-15
Wisdom-16
Charisma-17
Alignment:Neutral Good A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
Race:Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.
Class:Sorcerers are arcane spellcasters who manipulate magic energy with imagination and talent rather than studious discipline. They h

My SecretsHere is how the Rate Party works you go out and you rate people and your reword for doing so is the joy of helping others and to gain points it is unlimited 11's all day foreveryone so go out help someone and have loads of fun.
Rules.
DO NOT LEAVE RUDE COMMENTS ON PEOPLES PAGE
MUST ADD ALL PARTY MEMBERS TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST :)
BE NICE TO EVERYONE :)
TO JOIN
leave comment on blog add me to your friends list and go out and rate everyones page an 11 if someone is close to leveling rate at least one folder of the persons with the most pics do not rate least amounts because that is just being unfair :) How do you tell someone you still love them even though you know they don't feel the same about you :( this is just so confuseing. It don't help he has a girlfriend but she's so awful to him it is unreal. I wonder if i tell him if he mite still feel the same just hides it. I dont understand it :( I feel lonely and confused my bf tells me he loves me but he's never th

ApologyIt was just brought to my attention that I had myself posted as a male, I did not realize that and I was not trying to decieve anyone.
I am most definatly a woman and have changed my status to reflect such.
If anyone was confused by my mistake and my not taking more time to look my profile over, I truely do apoligize.

Misrable Is The Man Who ..AGE DON'T MEAN A THING ,AS LONG A WOMAN IS DESIRED BY MEN SHE NEVER GET OLD . I am a word utterd by Nature,Then taken back And hidden in her heart,And a second time utterd .I am a star fallen from the blue sky Upon a green carpet.Iam a daughter of the elements:Carried in winter ,Born by summer;And Autumn lays me to rest.Iam a gift to lovers And a nupeial crown.Iam the last offering of the quick to the dead .Iam a flower . You seek to know my life's essential theme?i answer :love and death are both supreme.love's eyes are blue ,but Death's deep eyes are dark ;These are the pair that fire me with their Spark.Through skies unstarr'd ,across the black night cast,They ride the interplanetary blastin endless grief of soul and joy of the flesh .

DarkHello to all of my friends...I am leaving fubar for happier places...I have made some wonderful and dear friends, and you know who you are. I would love it if you would leave me a addy so we can stay in touch. Its been a ride for sure. I am leaving in one week so please you special friends, I would like to hear from you...thanks Momster aka Patricia are u afraid of the dark or whats in it?

Fallen FriendsIN 2006
55 Law Enforcement officers where killed due to criminal actions.
80 Law Enforcement officers where accidentally killed. ( CAR CRASHES, HIT BY CARS, EST)
IN 2007
186 OFFICERS WHERE KILLED NATIONWIDE AS OF DEC. 26 AND WAS THE DEADLIEST YEAR FOR LAW ENFORCEMENT OFFICERS.
AS SOME OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN A POLICE OFFICER FOR JUST OVER 4 YEARS NOW. NEXT WEEK IS NATIONAL LAW ENFORCEMENT WEEK AND OFFICERS FOR ACROSS THE NATION WILL COME TO WASHINGTON D.C. TO REMEMBER THOSE THAT ARE NO LONGER WITH US.
THIS YEAR I AM TAKING PART IN A 200 MILE BIKE RIDE OVER THREE DAYS TO RAISE MONEY FOR THE FAMILIES FOR FALLEN OFFICERS
STARTING SATURDAY MORNING I WILL START MY LONG RIDE IN THE MEMORY OF THE OFFICER THAT HAVE GIVEN THERE LIVES TO MAKE OUR STREETS SAFE.
BY THE TIME I REACH D.C. AT LEAST ONE OFFICER WILL HAVE DIED IN THE LINE OF DUTY. ON AVERAGE AT LEAST ONE OFFICER WILL BE KILLED IN THE LINE OF DUTY EVERY OTHER DAY. I JUST ASK THAT YOU KEEP THAT IN MIND NEX

PoemMy Mind Is The Tool
..>
This muscle between my legs
is good for fertilizing your eggs,
but it will never make or break
our love affair.
Although it gives you great pleasure,
and those moments I do treasure,
it will never be the main
way to show I care.
Thus, revealing the fact,
that sex is just an act,
and love is never
anything one should fall into.
I may sound like a fool,
when I say my mind is the tool,
that I'll use
to make love to you.
It may be big, firm, thick, strong,
it may even last long,
but never as long as the images
I leave of me, in your thoughts.
I feel you sister,
when you say all the other misters,
never took you there,
but it ain't my fault.
I love to touch, I love to feel,
but first and foremost,
I love to keep it real -
you know this to be true.
Although our physical acts,
bring you the ultimate climax,
my mind is the tool,
that I'll use to make love to you.
Wondrous emotion
in a mixed up lov

TatIm looking to get a tat in a month or so and I know I want some kind of dolphin with my god daughters name involved now I cant draw so I am hoping someone can draw me something my god daughters name is ava please comment on this if you have ideas or drawing you can share thanks

Application For DateHow many of you have been out there in the dating scene? All of us right! How many have gone out on those dates where it just went terribly wrong, or your date turned out to be some freak,stalker,mass murderer, or just was a cross dresser that liked the same sex. not that there is anything wrong with any of these. To each their own.
How nice would it be to pre-screen your soon to be dates with an application. with all the information that would be on a normal job application. social security numbers, last the addresses, full name, referances, so on and so on etc.
I think it would be great!! do a full background check on these prospective dates..just to make sure you will be safe for the night. giving you a piece of mind...not only that, if anything was to happen..you would have all the info. on that person and well. you could use this to your advantage.
So since I have talked about this great idea to have an Application for date. I will make one.
I will accept these application

I Am BoredDo you Beleive?
Well I truly dont want to think were the only planet in the whole galaxy that has a Life! And with all the incounters, its kinda spooky! I would rather beleive theres something out there, But I dont want to think they abduct People or do horrible things!
But what do I know, aceppt for I am bored! lol

Calendar ContestThis is a contest for the
Fubar's Flaming Hottie's
& we need your help.
This is a rate contest
(comments are welcomed).
Jeanne Marie needs help
choosing a top 12 for a
calendar she will be making.
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My Mind Is A ToolMy Mind Is The Tool
..>
This muscle between my legs
is good for fertilizing your eggs,
but it will never make or break
our love affair.
Although it gives you great pleasure,
and those moments I do treasure,
it will never be the main
way to show I care.
Thus, revealing the fact,
that sex is just an act,
and love is never
anything one should fall into.
I may sound like a fool,
when I say my mind is the tool,
that I'll use
to make love to you.
It may be big, firm, thick, strong,
it may even last long,
but never as long as the images
I leave of me, in your thoughts.
I feel you sister,
when you say all the other misters,
never took you there,
but it ain't my fault.
I love to touch, I love to feel,
but first and foremost,
I love to keep it real -
you know this to be true.
Although our physical acts,
bring you the ultimate climax,
my mind is the tool,
that I'll use to make love to you.
Wondrous emotion
in a mixed up lov

My 2yr Old Sons PhotoEveryone Please Vote for my sons pic... I just entered him in this contest here is the link where you can go vote for him THANKS LUV YA ALL:-)
https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/
index.aspx?referid=EmailFriends&p=522121&x=.JPG Everyone Please Vote for my sons pic... I just entered him in this contest here is the link where you can go vote for him THANKS LUV YA ALL:-)
https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/
index.aspx?referid=EmailFriends&p=522121&x=.JPG

Give And Take.I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I've got to take it on the otherside... you're a smart girl. and if you've read my last two blog entries here, which are lyrics to songs that have been beating my head, because of you, then you've already realized that i'm going through an agonizing time. and at the same time, some truths and realities are becoming very clear and obvious to me. the trick is to accept it. and im not very good at that.
we tried, and that's a fact. we each made plans and sacrifices to accomplish our goal, to be together, finally, and to share the love we promised ourselves. but failure was always there. not because of our own doing, more like circumstances. life. fate. god. whatever the fuck you wanna call it.
so we kept trying, and kept trying, and kept trying. until one of us couldn't take it anymore. and so it happend, it was over, and you moved on to your own

Allen Oklahoma The Worst Place To LiveAllen Oklahoma has got to be The worst place to live in oklahoma or any other state for that matter,it is a town that is racially discriminatory(the population is majority whiter with a few native indians)any other race is treated like dirt ,harrassed by city officials and law enforcement until they move out of allen. Allen has absolutely no recreational or fitness centers (most the population is either overweight or close to it)allen also has no bars, movie theatres, bowling alleys ,the only video rental is inside the one mom and pop grocery store(which does not have many common items)the law enforcement in the town is substandard and many times not accredited by the state as law enforcement (they use their badge for harrassment or to solicit sexual favours from females in exchange for looking the other way or just not writing a ticket they deserve)the city council makes ordinances to make it difficult for anyone to live and own a business in allen(new ordinance :there are no semi

Poeta : ChokaShapers of the Realm (Inspirations)
(utilizing the rhyme scheme of a Luc-Bat)
What part is madness?
What part the genius of Man,
Expressed best it can?
And what part insanity?
What part the poppy,
The milk of honey and sin?
(let the dreams begin!)
Or the fungus in the grain
affecting the brain?
What stress and what strain torments?
What is Heaven sent
and what is Hell bent or worse?
A soul grown too coarse.
Perhaps the converse is so...
How is one to know
that what is is so for sure?
Delusions de jure!
Does anything pure survive?
Anything alive?
What gives forth the drive to see
through reality,
beyond misery and strife?
To cut like a knife
the meaning of life in two,
looking for what's true...
A way to construe this mess,
a way to see through to bliss.
Prophets and Madmen,
Philosophers and Poets,
Shapers of the Realm;
What their inspirations be
and just how the world they see? Resolution
Scene: An argument
between two sides of a coin;
Po

PoemsWhen our eyes meet, I can feel them touch my heart
When you stand, I can feel the tremor of the floor touch my feet
When you walk towards me, I can feel the vibration touch my legs
When you stand in front of me, power touches my whole body
When you touch, your hands into mine it makes me feel whole
When you reach to touch my hair and slide it away from my face, it tickles
When you touch my cheek with your hand, you send electric chills
When your cheek touches my cheek, I wrap my arms around you
When your breath touches my skin, it makes me shiver
When your lips touch my lips, I open my mouth with invitation
When your tongue touches mine, I respond with zealousness
When your kiss ends, I feel loss
When your breath touches my neck, I shudder
When your arm reaches and touches my lower back, I lean back to it
When your teeth touch my neck, I reach for you to pull you close
When my blood touches your throat, I am one with you
Searching for

Show Some Loveshow some love buy a drink, rate, add and leave some comments people

Poeta : Rondeau RedoubleDesire
Dice your desires up into bite-sized bits.Dine on desire, the sweetened loaf of dreams.Dive into desire with a reckless bliss.Dire, this desire; it threatens to choke me!Price your pleasures, your faith and belief.Vice is the sanction of succulent sin.Entice your passions with hope of relief.Dice your desires up into ite sized-bits.Combine in my mind the ingredients;Divine in conception a passion theme.Mine is the hunger of the innocents.Dine on desire, the sweetened loaf of dreams.I've had enough! I'm bursting at the seams!Strive as I might, it remains hit and miss.Alive, I witness miraculous scenes.Dive into desire with a reckless bliss.Conspire now to consume my innocence.Empire, my world of words and poetry.Pyre, oh pyre, consume these passions intense!Dire, this desire, it threatens to choke me!It's hit or miss on the roll of the dice;Relief in the feast as you deign to dineOn the theme of dreams into which you dive.Intense innocence betrays passions dire...

The Name's Amber Bitches!Hello Everyone, this is my random "About Me" blog that is inspired by my friend Nicole. First of all, My name is Amber. I go by Amber- on Fubar by either Amber or PinUp or Passion. I love my job- I'm a dental assistant which means I specialize in oral =D I love Trans Ams... and I eventually will have one again someday. I love vintage 50's era things [including pin ups] and Marilyn Monroe and Elvis. I also like watersports... I just wish I was better at them... like wakeboarding. I don't go out enough. And I don't see anything wrong with it and I'm proud of it so I'm gonna say it- I love sex. I'm the girl that will fuck night and day it doesn't matter what's going on I'll bang. I just love me some good sex. Whether its "making love" or a good "screw" or a good old fashion "fuck" fest I'm totally down. And yes, I've had a threesome or two. Not bi- just know how to have a good time. Hey, you can't expect to get pleased if u can't please anyone else ;)
Back on track here: I have one sib

If I...IF I.....
IF I TOLD YOU THAT I LOVED YOU WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME?
IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WANTED YOU FOREVER WOULD YOU WANT THE SAME?
IF I TOLD YOU HOW MUCH I HATE GAMES WOULD YOU RUN IT ON ME?
IF I CRIED RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU WOULD YOU WIPE MY TEAR'S AWAY?
IF I TOLD YOU THAT YOU CAN TRUST ME WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR ALL?
IF I TOLD YOU THAT I AM AS REAL AS IT GET'S WOULD YOU QUESTION IT?
IF I TOLD YOU THAT YOU MAKE ME THE MOST HAPPEST PERSON WOULD YOU SMILE FOR THAT?
IF I GRAB YOUR HAND WOULD YOU HOLD MY HAND BACK?
IF I KISSED YOU WOULD YOU KISS ME BACK?
**ALL THESE THINGS I WHAT MAKES ME THE PERSON THAT I AM AND EITHER YOU CAN TAKE ME THE WAY I AM OR DON'T TAKE ME AT ALL...I HAVE BEEN THROUGH TO MUCH PAIN CAUSED BY GETTING INTO RELATIONSHIP THAT TURN OUT BAD AND CAN NEVER SEEM TO MEET THAT RIGHT PERSON AND IF I DO HE IS NOT ON THE ISLAND AND THAT IS THE PART THAT SUCK BAD**

WhySaZZaPhRaZe trying to stay on the top for monthly trophy for largest pack isnt easy please add me to your pack: http://lnk.ms/1ZfMn
FOLLOW THE LINK AND SEE WHERE IT GOES. NEW EMAIL:
sazzaphraze@rocketmail.com WE SPEND A LIFETIME IN SEARCH OF THAT ONE TRUE LOVE, ONE THAT KNOCKS OUR SOCKS OFF,OR SWEEPS US OFF OUR FEET.WE WANT IT SO BAD THAT IT GNAWLS AT US,UNTIL WE GET VIOLENT ILL.AND THEN WHEN WE HAVE IT,WHAT WE SHOULD BE DOING IS HOLDING IT GENTELY IN THE PALM OF OUR HAND,AND TENDERLY CARRESS ITS ESSENCE,INSTEAD WE CRUSH IT,DISOLVE IN A POOL OF WATER,AND THE ENGULP IT UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT.WE PREYED UPON IT UNTIL IT IS OURS,THEN DECIDED TAHT REALLY IT WASNT.WHY DO WE FEEL THE NEED TO HURT THOSE WE CARE SO MUCH FOR,AND CARE FOR THE MOST THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WE EXIST.AND IT IS SO SIMPLE,DON'T DO IT IF YOU DON'T WANT IT BE DONE TO YOU.WHAT IS TRUE LOVE,IT IS THE NOTS,THE DONTS,OF VOWS TAKEN,NO INFIDELITY,NO LUST.DONT HURT ME,ALL I ASK.IF TWO PEOPLE LOVES EACH OTHER, TRULY LOVE

FamilyTo be apart of a family like mine
is so divine
where love is shown
hurt is shared
our love for each other is never impaired
we talk
we laugh
we cry
but we are a family
and we do it all together
for as a family
we do it all as one
you hurt one
you hurt all
and as a family unit
we will all stand tall
for we are family
a family full of strength
a family full of love
a family no one can touch
that's why I love my family so much.

Tomorrow!Who likes Bling Packs? Tommorow during Gary's Happy hour at 6:00 p.m. Fubar time. Hes having a Rate-A-Thon. For those that use 100-11's will be entered into a drawing 3 times. For those that rate it with 100- 10's you will be entered into a drawing 1 time.
If he God Fathers during his happy hour the person that levels him will recieve 500K IN Fu-Bucks.
So stop by and show some love and help him level.
GARY~SHAD~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar
This Happy Hour pimpout brought too you by:
♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar
Please repost often
(repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.' on '2008-05-06 19:01:43')

PoemsForever Cold Alone Nothing Will Change My Pain Your Laugh I Can Hear Everywere I go It Never Leaves Me alone You Dont Know Me But You Hurt Me Trying To Change Everything I'am Never Again I'll Be Fooled..I'll Even Write It In Blood Apon Your Grave When You Die I Hope You Never Find Your Place In This World Feel What I Feel Never Again
Whisper
I lay here apon your grave waiting for you .. the one who will save my soul the one who will make everything alright.. i watch as night falls i hear you whisper I call out to you i then smile feeling your touch I now know I'm not alone,,
The Last Glance
You Reach Out For Me Our Fingers Now Touching You Slowly Turn To Dust The Last Glance You Give Me Your Eyes Full Of Tears I Scream Out Your Name Reaching For You As The Blinding Light Steals You Away From Me ..
Waiting
A Whisper I Hear Through Out The Night I follow Until I Come A Cross A Young Man In Black He Looked As If He Was Awaiting Somone I Asked Him Who Do You Wai

Meaningful--Woman killed in Lawrence County crash
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
By Daniel Malloy, Pittsburgh Post-Gazette
A woman was killed when the car in which she was riding pulled out into the path of a tractor-trailer in Lawrence County last night.
Northwest Regional Police Chief James Morris said Whitney Jo Maguire, 21, of Ambridge, died in the crash shortly before 7 p.m. at Routes 551 and 422 near Edinburg.
The driver of the car, Shawn Geisinger, 22, of Tarentum, and Ms. Maguire's 2-year-old son were taken to a hospital for treatment.
The truck driver, Daniel J. Hill, 33, of Brackenridge, was not injured.
The crash closed Route 422 for five hours.
First published on September 24, 2008 at 12:25 pm
http://www.pittsburghpostgazette.com/pg/08268/914646-100.stm
Kept In Corsets - Fu-owned by SexySavior & Pedro El Loco, Fu-owner of KatieMae
@ fubar I wanna wake up each morning
With you for the rest of my life
I wanna feel your heart beating
And just get los

Bleeding LoveClosed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone aroun

StoryWARNING!!!!!!
This story is filled with graffic details, and violence sex, if this offends you, please stop here!
An assignment by Lord Fury
A NightMare
She checked all the doors, and the windows, to make sure they were all locked.
She went into her room turning off all the lights behind her, and turning on the one in her room, on her bedside table.
Slowly peeling off her white dress shirt and bra, next her black long skirt and matching panties.
she started the shower in the bathroom, feeling the water to ensure that it was warm enough to climb into,
she pulled the glass door open and slipped into the shower, slowly closing the door behind her.
She began to wet her hair and slender body, savoring every minute of the nice warm water , as
it soothed her aching muscles....It had been a very long hard day at the office, and she could not think
of anything better, than getting cleaned up and laying down for the night. She worked some shampoo into a lather
and began to wa

Inner DemonsMay 9th~Inner Demons Live @ Doozer’s Pub located at 7636 North Main Street Jacksonville, Florida 32208. Formerly known as the Kountry Tavern.
great

Lyrics To Some Of My Favorite Songs.Love Bites
If you've got love in your sights
Watch out, love bites
When you make love, do you look in the mirror
Who do you think of?
Does he look like me?
Do you tell lies?
And say that it's forever
Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see?
Ooh babe
Ooh yeah
When you're alone, do you let go?
Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show?
Ooh c'mon
I don't wanna touch you too much baby
'cos making love to you might drive me crazy
I know you think that love is the way you make it
So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it
No!
(love bites, love bleeds)
It's bringin' me to my knees
(love lives, love dies)
It's no surprise
(love begs, love pleads)
It's what I need
When I'm with you are you somewhere else?
Am I gettin' thru or do you please yourself?
When you wake up will you walk out?
It can't be love if you throw it about
Ooh babe
I don't wanna touch you too much baby
'cos making love to you might drive me crazy
Oh
Ooh yeah
(love b

The Chronicles Of EdFinally demobilization is complete and I'm back home! Now back to the job that I love and picking up on all the ways that my daughter has changed in the year I've been gone. They sure do grow a lot from 1 to 2!
I also need to catch up on what's been happening on TV and everything else. Lots of things can change when you're gone. It's almost exciting to go out and discover it. Well that's all I've got for now. I'm probably going to go catch up on some drinking. That's right. We came to Camp Bucca to do a detainee operations mission, we served for 9 months at a compound doing some really boring work. As of today, we have turned it over to our relief, and thus we have completed our main mission. The only thing left is redeploying back to the United States.
All I can say is thank God that this is over. I guess no one likes coming to Iraq, and this mission is a lot safer than many. It will never cease to amaze me about how much was done to take comforts away from soldiers,

Lifeyou read it right i am in an auction. Come bid on me. Please make me feel specail
CLICK ON PIC TO GO AND BID. I'M WORTH IT
Well at what point does life start?? Does it really ever come to that point? I have a love for walking on the edge of life. That is my way of bringin me back to life. If that makes any sense at all. Sometimes when you think life is over it takes a miracle to revive you. Do you friends hold you onto that edge. Is it god. Or is they shear hope that if you get down things will be better. To me walking on the edge is like flying as weird as that may seem. Everyone has a dream of beeing able to do abnormal things. What are yours? I love to feel free. And freedom is about the only thing we have left somedays. Im not a person who likes to tell people how i feel. Have always kept that part of me to myself. But i figured this is a start. Time to leave it on the field so to speak. Time to play the game like you got nothing left. As qouted in a good movie. Get

Fu*ken Idiots!!This is a convo between me & another girl on here when all I did was report her picture to a bouncer when it was NSFW. She took it upon herself to take it out on me when she was in the wrong.
**->Me: i'm not, a bouncer is taking care of it right now.
**Girl: are you joking? hahaha so many people have seen me and nobody has tattled... its being moved dont get your panties in a bunch
**->Me: no, that's being mature & NOT getting my butt in trouble for NOT reporting it
**Girl: thats adult like
**Girl: so your gonna fucking report me when i did nothing to you
**->Me: because i got reported when i didn't even have MY nip showing like yours
**Girl: oh thats why! LMAO
**Girl: dont report me i will just delete it! why do you have to rain on peoples parades

Lets Talk About Sex!!!!COME TO THE hOTTEST lOUNGE ON FUBAR!!
CLUB G-SPOT IS GOIN OFF RIGHT NOW!!
McLOVIN IS TEARIN IT UP LIVE ON AIR...
COME TO CLUB G0SPOT WHERE THE LADIES ARE HOTT AND THE DRINKS ARE COLD
(repost of original by 'McLovin {Owned by *§èX¥_£î£_ßµg*}-Owner of CluB G-SpoT' on '2008-05-06 13:01:26')

Levelin UpI just wanted to say thanx to those who helped me Level up so far and to those who will help in the future......

My PoetryLong Ago...I Met A Lady
Long ago as my mind begins to retrace,
back to a time and a strange little place.
I met a woman just full of evil and brash
said what she thought, then gone in a flash.
Folks were left standing, still and entrance,
as she left her mark; they never had a chance.
Until that faithful day, as she would embark
and found herself standing alone in the dark.
She realized it was her who would obtrude
thoughts of her mind, regardless how crude.
It left her without a friend throughout the town;
she stood there as her smile went to a frown.
The woman vowed she would only forfend
and given time she knew she could amend
all the hurt, by the words she used to offend.
Written by Michelle Harrison
May 6th, 2008
Copyright through Allpoetry.com

Every Body Come And Check Out The Southern Pride Bar 2Welcome to fubar!
click to enter
Your friends at Southern Pride every one is welcome to come and visit my bar its fun an relaxin with no drama allowed in it yall please come yall wont be disapointed Every one is welcome to come and check out my new look of the SOUTHERNPRIDE BAR 2 come and relax and make new friends and listen to some good music and have fun in my bar.

Stripped Of LoveAnother romance
Of mere
Circumstance
The combination
Of 2 lonely
Hearts
And empty
Bottles
Caused something
To flutter
But not the
Hearts
To dance
Names are
Not
Remembered
As you give
A puzzled
AM Glance
I recall
Pieces of
Our conversation
So I try
To think of
Something nice
To say
You slowly
Get up
To walk away
The only
Thing
That hits
My mind
Is
'See you
On a pole
Someday'

From A 6-year Old...A Dogs Purpose
From a 6-year-old
Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a
ten-year-old Irish wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his
wife, Lisa, and their little boy, Shane, were all very attached to
Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle.
I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the
family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the
euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.
As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it
would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt
Shane might learn something from the experience.
The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker's
family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the
last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a
few minutes, Belker s lipped peacefully away.
The little boy seemed

Please Just 1 Rate=)imikimi - Customize Your World
OK,I AM IN A GIVAWAY,NO TIME LIMIT.SO ANY HELP ANY TIME YOU ARE BORED OR HAVE A FEW MINUTES WOULD BE GREAT.I WILL BE HANDING OUT BLINGYS FOR HELPING METHE MORE YOU DO THE MORE BLINGYS YOU GET=). SO COME 1 ,COME ALL.LOVE YA ALL
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imikimi - Customize Your World
imikimi - Customize Your World
OK,I AM IN A GIVAWAY,NO TIME LIMIT.SO ANY HELP ANY TIME YOU ARE BORED OR HAVE A FEW MINUTES WOULD BE GREAT.I WILL BE HANDING OUT BLINGYS FOR HELPING METHE MORE YOU DO THE MORE BLINGYS YOU GET=). SO COME 1 ,COME ALL.LOVE YA ALL

Lights On Or Off?WHAT DO U PREFER? DO U LIKE FULL LIGHT, CANDLES,BATHROOM DOOR OPEN JUST A CRACK(LOL)OR PITCH BLK?

Just MeJust Me
I usually do not put my TRUE feelings and emotions out there in a blog for everyone to see and judge....But today I feel like doing just that!(so bare with me if u will.)
I have made many many MANY mistakes in my life, and have paid some serious consequences for the idiotic choices I have made...
But, I have also made some wonderful friends along my path to self destruction, that I cherish (even if they have never been exposed to anything more than the “me” I have created or allowed them to see.)
So here it is folks..I am just me. The Good, The Bad, The Ugly.....accept me as I am, forgive me if you can, or continue to seek vengeance if u must....but starting right now, my slate is clean and ANY of those I have ever hurt with my mistakes can either accept or disreguard my apologies...nothing MORE, nothing LESS....You’re choice...PERIOD!
I am moving on, and letting go. I am gonna be the strongest woman I can be. I am gonna believe in myself (the TRUE me) and not c

Owned!!I am owned again!
So I need you to do me a huge favor! Stop by my loverly master's profile and show him some love! He bought me in my own auction! He's got me for the rest of May and is aiming to godfather by his HH tomorrow!
GARY~SHAD~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar
This pimpout brought to you by a very proud ownee
lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥Owned by Gary@ fubar

Find Level UpsSeriously I wasnt allowed too rate for 12 hours.... help me all of you.. look around your friends list and see if you see anyone needing level please and thank you.. Please make sure they want leveled.. We just ran across one that decided he didnt want leveled ...
Use this as a basis in what you are looking for
Are you close to leveling and would like some help? We would like to help you get to the next level.
Do you got less then 20K to level, have 150 pictures non ripped and over 50 stash? You are required to fan, rate and add all that help. You must be online to get help.
Please leave a profile comment with the amount needed to level and we will help you.
SHADOW LEVELERS..
Please repost

Holy ShiteGuess whos back...yup thats right Sexyboy :s If he honestly thinks that my "finger" folder pics means i want to F**K him hes F**cked in the head. He only left 5 comments today...but i am sure he will be back :P
Many Smiles
April ♥

Picscome see my new pics..... rate them and comment them... i always return the favor!!!!!!

Untitled For NowWhile being enticed by someone who is very rousing when we talk all sexy to each other. This person has this obsession of a sexual fantasy that has been on his mind for a while and as we talked the thrill of him inducing his way to get me to partake in this fantasy of his was great. It involved something that had to be sent to him, but never in a million years would i have ever done this at all, but his charming ways got me thinking that it would be exciting to do something that wild and senseual.
His fantasy was phenomenal which made him and I lust for each other out of enjoyment of actually making his fantasy a reallity. Once he got me to approve of this outragous fantasy and actually going through with it the satisfaction was unbelievably rewarding and i was very enthusiastic and Stimulated in giving into this very wild and crazy but yet awesome fantasy.
i will give the first person that can guess the name of this lil story that i put together myself...50,000 fubucks.. there a

Morphs............OMG!! I'm so excited............ I finally was able to make my first morph!! I'm so proud of myself!! LMAO.......... Well, tell me what u think!!!!!!
Thanks!!!

Eyes Wide ShutYou want to be known and respected as a different type of man, who's words are stronger than anything else. You say you don't care about naked pics online, but yet take a look at your friends list...hmmm...and the women you leaving comments for...all half naked in their profile pic so what's to say what's inside their page? Statuses screaming "I'm horny! Please cam with me and make me cum" yet you want to be known for your words and for being a different man. Practice what you preach...

More Picsjoin http://ratemeveythingaboutme.co.uk and you can
see my tits
hope to see some of you on there and maybe more

Cleaning House!!!!Ok.. Here's the thing. I have close to 1800 people on my friends list. I MAY talk to 20 of you all. So, I am going to start deleting people. Throughout this week up until Friday that's what I am going to be doing. If you wish to stay on my friends list then I suggest you either start talking or let me know that you would like to continue to remain on my list.
Thanks,
Shawty

Another Poemfinding within myself a part of me that shouldn’t be
molded out of pain and many sufferings
shadowing in the darkest corners of my soul defining me
capable of compassion and many ugly things
scratched upon the walls of this box are my insecurities
there is a sense of security in being lonely
that velvet box that once contained my soul is
crumpled up like tumble weed and rolls when pain blows
all sides frayed and torn, like a flag after the storm
it no longer keeps me warm

Hh Contest A Big Pain In A$$Well the contest is over and since many were so concerned about who was doing what to win the Happy Hour none of you will get it. I will give fubar gifts to any who entered the contest that feel they deserve something so please contact me if you would like to know more. I should have canceled the contest when the drama and complaining first got started. Its not like the points and seven pics is worth a HH when most are complaining about everything. No matter what I tried to do people were upset. My last contest had drama but not like this. I try to come up with fun ways to give stuff away and I have done a lot for many people on this site. Everything from blasts bling paks and tickers and VIP I have bought for people. Everyone always wants more its never enough. I am sorry I didn't put enough though into this contest to see what people would come up with. Giveaways are much better because there is no competition that way so I have learned that much. Anyone who has beef with me let me k

Video GamesA couple friends of mine and I play online a lot. Well most people suck. I am one of them lol but one of my friends is the ISH on the drums...
So, if you can play any songs either on drums or guitar tier 8 and above on expert and get 95% or better, PLEASE, send me ur ps3 name and we can play together!!!

The Diary Of Janethis is also breaking benjamin...
Sing it for me
I can't erase the stupid things I say
You're better than me
I struggle just to find a better way
So here we are
Fighting and trying to hide the scars
I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly say goodbye
The lonely road, the one that I should to try to walk alone
> I'll be home tonight take a breath and softly say goodbye
You wouldn't like me
Keep moving on until forever ends
Don't try to fight me
The beauty queen has lost her crown again
So here we are
Fighting and trying to hide the scars
I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly say goodbye
The lonely road, the one that I, should to try to walk alone
I'll be home tonight take a breath and softly say goodbye
Goodbye
So why are you so eager to betray?
Pick the pieces up pick
Pick the pieces up
so why are you the one that walks away?
Pick the pieces up
Pick the pieces up
Pick the pieces up
So here we are
Fighting and tryi

Seek Not My HeartOh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?
Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?
Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?
Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.
It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.
It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.
No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

Taylorology: Chapter 1Ok, I need to blog this out. It's been driving me insane for like a week now.
Recently, I was told by someone I had just met, that apparently, I play games and ignore people intentionally....which (I don't know if any of you know me at all) is something that is a big deal to me. I'm not sure if you could get any further from the truth. I like to relax.....talk to people, get to know their story, grow, learn....I'm not fake, I don't ignore people, I try to respond as quickly as possible, and I am not a tease. I don't like "the chase" - being on either end of it actually. Like I said, if you like someone, you do. If you don't, you don't. I know with things it really depends on the gray areas and how you feelin that particular circumstance....but....I was watching Boy Meets World in the middle of the night last night when I couldn't sleep and Topanga said the most appropriate thing to how I was feeling afer all this contraversy, "I AM NOT A PRIZE AND I HATE IT WHEN GUYS CHASE ME. AND

MusingsMany times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special SINCE THERE ARE NO SHADOW LEVELER BULLETINS UP RIGHT NOW I WAS CHECKING THERE HOME PAGE FOR REQUESTS FOR LEVELING HELP. THERE WERE TWO THAT I HELPED, BUT TWO THAT I DID NOT! WHY? BECAUSE THEY HAVE NOT TRIED TO HELP THEMSELVES. YOU MIGHT ASK WHY I CAME TO THIS CONCLUSION, AND I WOULD ANSWER THAT THEY HAD MINIMAL STASH TO RATE AND NOWHERE NEAR THEIR MAXIMUM OF ALLOWED PHOTOS. ONE GIRL HAD ONE BLOG, 94 STASH ITEMS, AND ONLY 64 PHOTOS OUT OF AN ALLOWED 250.
ACCORDING TO THE REQUEST SHE HAS "TRIED SO HARD TO LEVEL"! (?) I FEEL THAT IF YOU CAN'

GiveawayI'm going to host a comment contest,this is my first one, anyone that would like to enter pls private message me and let me know...
What is going to be given away you ask...
One month VIP or 7 day blast-6,000 comments
Bling pack or 3 day blast-4,000 comments
1 day blast 3,000 comments
What do you need to do??? You need to send me a link to your pic you want used in it...It's going to start Saturday at 9am fubar time...The first person to reach their goal wins...Just private message me when you've reached the comments for the prize you're going for...Thank you
You may want to check out my other blog about the bling packs...

Mothers DayBefore I was a Mom, I never
tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous..
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child so
doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over
a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just
because I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when
I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect
my life so much.
I never knew that I could love
someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom, I didn't know
the feeling

Best Email Everhttp://americancomedynetwork.com/animation.html?bit_id=25239 Three women: one engaged, one married, and one a mistress, chatting about their relationships and decide to amaze their men....that night all three will wear a leather bodice S&M style, stilettos and mask over their eyes .
After a few days they meet again...
The engaged girlfriend said: 'The other night, when my boyfriend came back home, he found me in the leather bodice, 4' stilettos and mask. He said, 'You are the woman of my life, I love you, then we made love all night long.'
The mistress stated: 'Oh Yes! The other night we met in the office. I was wearing the leather bodice, mega stilettos, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat, he didn't say a word. We just had wild sex all night.'
The married one then said: 'The other night I sent the kids to stay at my mothers for the night, I got myself ready, leather bodice, super stilettos and mask over my eyes. My husband came in from work, grab

Sin Wagonhttp://fubar.com/blog/212779/779892....just follow the instructions to join..hop on board

AuctionAUCTION WILL START MAY 6TH @ 2PM EASTERN TIME
AND END MAY 16TH @ 2PM EASTERN TIME!!
WHAT THE OWNER WILL RECEIVE FOR 1 MONTH:
1) ALL PICS RATED
2) ALL STASH RATED
3) BLOG DONE ABOUT THEM
4) A SFW SALUTE PIC UNLESS THEY WANT TO DO A NSFW
5) DAILY PROFILE COMMENT
6) THEIR NAME PUT IN YOUR NAME
Click the pic and it will take you there.
Yay for Drew!

Wanna Own Me???????check out drew's auction and bid on me. there's a nsfw pic in for ya lol or bid for no nswf pic.

~ See You In A Million Dreams~~ See You In a Million Dreams ~
Baby when I look at you
You know it breaks my heart in two
How beautiful you are
I've seen you in a million dreams
Now you're finally here with me
We will never be apart
I wanna hold you forever
That's all I'll ever need
You are my love
You are my life
My heart and soul
The truest friend I've ever known
You are my world
All of my dreams
My fantasy, my reality
I love everything you are
Every time I close my eyes
It hits me so deep inside
How real this feeling is
I'm intoxicated by your touch
It's a sweet, sweet rush
I'm in love with your kiss
You're the one I trust the most
You changed me.....
Peace

~ Hunger For You ~~Hunger for You ~
We live far apart
And have never met
Just talked on the phone
And chat on the net.
Yet, I feel for you
As I've not felt
This love is so strong
My heart may melt.
I want to hold you
To never let go
Be together forever
And feel the love grow.
I'm trying to show
The way that I feel
Yet words can't describe
This love is so real...
Peace.

For Sale - Me, Ends 5/16/08Alrighty, i caved and entered my friend Drew's auction that officially started at 2pm eastern on 5/6/08 and ends sometime on 5/16/08, lol.
If you would like to place a bid, please follow the little linky below. Besides taking you to paradise, it will take you to my specific pic inside her auction folder. Also there are other pieces of meat up for sale, as well as, the rules.
oh, i make good slaveboy material!

Never KnewI thought you were different,you said you were,
I thought you really cared,you said you did,
I thought for me you would always be there,you said you would be,
I thought I could always count on you
to turn my frown around,
I never thought you would be the one to let me down,
I thought you would always be true,
I guess the problem was I thought,
I never knew....
PROFILEDESIRE.COM

Auction Timehttp://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=531154&albumid=1006626&idx=3
Please come help me out friends and family. I have put myself in a private auction would love if you all would hit the link and come place a bid on me.
Thanks and hugs and kisses all around

My Choice 4 President LolMy candidate for President in 2008
For those of you who would like another choice for President, I have the best solution: It is probably time we have a woman as President.
My choice, and I hope yours as well, is a very special lady who has all the answers to our problems.
PLEASE give it a thought when you have a moment...
MAXINE FOR PRESIDENT!!!
Very eloquently put..........don't you think?
Maxine on 'Driver Safety' 'I can't use the cell phone in the car. I have to keep my hands free for making gestures.'.......
Maxine on 'Housework' 'I do my housework in the nude. It gives me an incentive to clean the mirrors as quickly as possible.'
Maxine on 'Lawn Care' 'The key to a nice-looking lawn is a good mower. I recommend one who is muscular and shirtless.'
Maxine on 'The Perfect Man' 'All I'm looking for is a guy who'll do what I want, when I want, for as long as I want, and then go away. Or wait nearby, like a Dust Buster, cha

Thoughts Out Of An Unstable MindThank You to all of my Fu-Friends and Fu-Family who have helped me get this far and actually get my Birthday Spotlight.
Everyone needs to take the time out and go F/A/R/C all these wonderful people who helped me out in any way they could.
It is not everyday that you find amazing people to interact with.. . Here They Are:
The Love of my life who has had to put up with my Fubar addiction:
bew1769(Master of Firechick728)
@ fubar
And of course all of my Awesome Fu-Friends and Fu-Family:
DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper~ Owned by Stitch and Cherry Princess
@ fubar
Texxas***OWNED BY brian perkins ALSO OWNED BY DJ COUNTRYBOY SUPERMAN..
@ fubar
Steve ~Club United~
@ fubar

~ Amaze Me ~~ Amaze Me ~
I've seen the seven wonders of the world
I've seen the beauty of diamonds and pearls
But they mean nothing baby
Your love amazes me
I've seen a sunset that would make you cry
And colors of the rainbow, reaching cross the sky
The moon in all it's phases
Your love amazes me
Don't you ever doubt this love of mine
You're the only one for me
You give me hope
You give me reason
You give me something to believe in
Forever faithfully
Your love amazes me
I prayed for miracles that never came
I got down on my knees out in the pouring rain
But only you could save me
Your love amazes me
Peace

Funny StuffSometimes i just dont understand the wiring of some individuals...I thought i was weird, But there are definitely some flippen wacko's out there. They camouflage themselves well...But im here to tell you my friends...at least im psycho on the outside..im 100 percent hard to handle Bitch on wheels...But im proud of me. These individuals ( yes more than one ) Have some serious issues at hand, and ignoring them is not helping..its only making things worse. Oh well...maybe ill get lucky and a bus will hit them mid stride. And to think...These people BREED!!...God help us all...At least i had the common sense not to breed and reproduce another me...these fuckers are breeding like rabbits.

Stop The AbuseTeddy, I've been bad again,
My parents told me so;
I'm not quite sure what I did wrong,
But I thought that you might know.
When I woke up this morning,
I knew that he was mad;
Cause she was crying awful hard,
And yelling at my dad.
I tried my best to be real good,
And do just what they said;
I cleaned my room all by myself,
I even made my bed.
But I spilled milk on my good shirt,
When he yelled at me to hurry;
And I guess he didn't hear me,
When I told him I was sorry.
Cause he hit me awful hard, you see,
And called me funny names;
And told me I was really bad,
And I should be ashamed!
When I said, "I love you, Daddy,"
I guess he didn't understand;
Cause he yelled at me to shut my mouth.
Or I'd get smacked again.
So I came up here to talk to you,
Please tell me what to do;
Cause I really love my Mom and Dad,
And I know they love me, too.
And I don't think my Daddy means,
To hit me quite so hard;

Deep ThroatSuck my cock you insist as you pull my head back by my hair and force me down onto your erection. I begin to suck as i grip the base with my firm hand, you rip my hand away. "Now deep throat me, can you do that" you say... I assend and take you into my mouth further. You grab my hair with one hand and push my head down with the other until i start to gag, then you pull me back just slightly mmm...good you growl. Now a little deeper this time. I go down again slowly you keep exacting pressure on my head and pull me back again just as i gag. I take you out of my mouth for a moment as you pull my head up to see me. You ask me expectantly "are you okay, you like that, you like sucking my cock" uuhhh i nod and you quickly grab my hair and push me back onto your huge dick. You shove me down just a touch deeper this time holding me there telling me to breath inhale okay now exhale mmm good breath then you push me down a touch more and make me gag. I let you out of my mouth again. Tha

~i'll Bleed For You~~ I'll Bleed for You ~
Let me be the bandage for your bleeding;
Let me be the ocean for your tears.
Let me be the secret of your healing;
Let me be the song to still your fears.
Love isn't love that cannot love in darkness,
Nor is it love that turns away from pain;
Nor would I love would I not hold your sadness
And with my love your love of life sustain.
So do not think your malady a burden,
And do not think my willingness deceit.
Just let your sorrow flow into my garden,
And I will share with you the harvest sweet...
Peace.

~ Opposites Attract ~~ Opposites Attract ~
I am of the desert, you of cultivation:
Simplicity to me, to you is desolation;
Heat, thirst, and agony I seek out on vacation,
While you look for elegance and quiet restoration.
I am of the ocean, you are of the shore:
You want fewer waves, I manufacture more;
You like tranquil bays, I love the rollers' roar;
In me, a wild emptiness; in you, a quiet core.
While I am like a stream, you are like a lake:
I babble over boulders, you reflections make;
I rush forward heedlessly, as bones and branches break;
You part before the piercing bow and then absorb the wake.
That such extremes should not be mingled might seem elementary;
But love can make the wildest contradictions complementary....
Peace.

Familyfamily
Happy Mother's Day.
I Probably won't get to see but a few of my babies today.
My John, is probably lost to me forever.
My Kristi, is probably not going to find herself any time soon.
My Branda, is busy living her life and chasing her own babies.
My Megan, she is busy in her own fairy tales.
My three sweet young babies, Whitney , Leah and Hunter, will be busy puting smiles on my face.
Sweet,but temporary ,are the joys of motherhood, Treasure them, because before you know it, you have to let them go. My father, who is not a very nice man, is in Houston for tests. While there they find an embolism the size of five fingers side by side in his stomach. Before the scheduled operation time it begins to rupture, they perform major surgery instead of a simple stunt. Now he will be there in icu for the rest of this week, and in the hospital for possibly two weeks.
My mother calls and tells me this in 30 seconds flat, because she needs to call My sister and talk wit

~ Faith Of Friends ~Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics
~ Faith of Friends ~
How little in me is not touched by you!
A friendship is a light that fills the heart,
Painting with its gold each darkened hue,
Providing warmth to each sequestered part.
You are the mirror of my better self,
Verifier of the best in me,
A bridge across the unsuspected gulf
Lodged between what can and ought to be.
Expectations can be wings, not bars,
Necessary to sustain our flight.
The faith of friends in us is wholly ours,
Incoming to uplift us to its height.
No soul can see itself, but must depend,
Each on each, upon a trusted friend...
Peace.

Day 31May 6, 2008
(Day 31)
Well today is the day I have dreaded for about 2 weeks now. This evening at 5pm I have my MRI. I am not going to lie, I am scared to death...not only because of the way they will position me in that tube/coffin (as I call it) but am fearful of what they might find on the reading of the test. I need lots of prayer and support today people...come to my aid if you can either through prayer or a little pick me up note to get me through this test. I appreciate every little thought.
On a good note....my Muga Scan results came back late yesterday afternoon and they were negative...woohoo! At least I know I won't be having a heart attack anytime soon! lol No, seriously, this is a good thing for chemo purposes...you definitely want a healthy heart and I got one...thank god!
Feeling: Am scared as hell today about this MRI...I am gonna trying think about good things to get me through the day.
(4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mam

Day 30May 5, 2008
(Day 30)
It's been 8 days since I last smoked. I haven't even had to use my script yet. I can't believe after 30 yrs. I did it. Even though it took me to get breast cancer to quit...but I still did it. I am proud of myself so far.
Today is the Muga Scan for my heart. They have to make sure my heart is working properly because the chemo affects the heart somehow, so it has to be in good working condition in order to take the chemo. I am little scared simply because I don't know what this test entails (I could walk over to our Nuclear Med dept and talk to Robin, but I don't want employees knowing my business that is why I choose York Hospital over Memorial, I wanted some privacy). Anyhow, I suppose I will find out what it's all about when I get there.
I did some thinking over the weekend and I talked myself into just doing all these tests this week and get them the hell over with and try and have as little anxiety as possible, it's just one step further

WiccanWhat Kind of Empath Are You?
You scored as a Judge
You are a Judge Empath, one who is a "truthsayer". You can tell truth from lies, good from evil. You do not tolerate wrong doing. You are a defender of the good and the innocent. You are kind and merciful but do not play foolish games. (from "The Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/)
Judge
80%
Healer
70%
Precog
65%
Artist
65%
Universal
55%
Shaman
55%
Traveler
35%
Fallen Angel
20%

Aces UpDUE TO SOME PROBLEMS AT HOME IM NOT GOING TO BE ON THE COMPUTER FOR A WHILE. I JUST WANT TO SAY BYE TO A FEW OF MY FRIENDS AND TO LET YOU ALL KNOW YOU CAN CATCH ME ON YAHOO MOBILE. HOPE THIS ISNT GOING TO BE A LONG TIME BUT TILL THEN BYE BYE................
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Why Are People So StupiOK LET ME SAYS THIS FIRST IM NOT SAYING ANYTHING ABOUT PEOPLE I KNOW OR PEOPLE I LOVE TRUELY IM JUST MAKEING A GENERAL STATEMENT OMG SOME PEOPLE ARE INNOCENT ABOUT SHIT I MEAN PEOPLE WHEN SOME DOES SOMETHING THERE LIKE WELL WHY DID YOU DO THAT AND WHY DO WE HAVE TO EXPLAIN OUR SELVES ON FUBAR I MEAN THIS IS AN ADULT SITE AND WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE SO IN THE WHORLD ARE WE ACTING LIKE CHILDREN WITH THIS HIGH SCHOOL BUBBLE GUM BULLSHIT AND I LOVE HOW YOU GO IN LOUNGE ANS IT SAYS NO DRAMA AND THERES ALWAYS SOMEONE IN THERE CAUSEING SOME SORT OF IT AND ITS USALY SOMEONE WHO WORKS THERE WHICH IS REALY FUNNY
WELL I JUST WANTED SAY GROW UP AND ACT LIKE ADULTS FOR A CHANGE WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE ALL IM SAYING IS ACT UR AGE FOR A CHANGE AND HAVE FUN WITH THIS PLACE STOP ACTING LIKE BABIES AND LITTLE KIDS I MEAN OMG WELL THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY FOR NOW TY FOR LISTENING AND TY FOR UR TIME

Just A ReminderI just wanted to remind everyone to keep love in ur heart always for those near and dear to you and never EVER pass up the chance to show them or tell them how much they mean to you and how much you love them. Life is way too short...

Monthly Birthday PimpoutGo To This Link And Comment With Your B-Day
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Some of sarge's bad girls are having a birthday
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show them lots of birthday love!
Rate Fan Add Bling Crush them.
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were the best and baddest on fubar!!

Friends(who Need Help Or Just To Show Love)This girl
Besseme Como LoCa@ fubar
Needs your help she is in a happy hour giveaway and she needs 50k comments to get the happy hour in only a few weeks, she is only at 17,387 comments. So if you have a chance please go by and leave some comments. she is a sweet girl and returns all love. Hell she is even willing to show her bewbies on cam to anyone who helps lol. She is willing to do anything for your help so go leave some comments and help her get the happy hour.
Here is the link to her giveaway
Thanks
♥ Ashley
Please go show this man some love. He is very sweet,kind and caring. Rate,fan,add him. Rate his stash and pictures. But if you go to his page at least rate him. He is the coolest man you will ever meet so go love him. :)
Here is his link.
$ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby)-{Fu-owned by Ashley}-[Demon Crew recruiter]-{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar
He is 71k from Rockstar. Please stop by his page.

Contestsinstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I graduated highschool in 1998
2. I have a car with several dents that are NOT my fault!
3. I was married for 8 years.
4. I love Hypnotiq!
5. I have 2 girls. 8 and almost 5.
6. I am easy to get along with till you piss me off!
7. I love every vegetable imaginable!
8. Im not really a bitch like everyone thinks I am!
9. I take 14 pics of myself to get 1 thats just right!
10. I have lived in TN all my life!
11. I live with my parents!
12. I want one man in my life to prove their not like every other guy out there!
13. I went to college!
14. I love reality tv shows!
15. I hate the way

TrueNever make someone a priority....
If they only see you as an option....

Tappinit's First ContestMY DEAREST FRIEND TAPPINIT IS IN HIS FIRST
BOMBING CONTEST EVER!
HE IS A TRULY AWESOME MAN AND I AM HONORED WE ARE SUCH GREAT FRIENDS!
HE HAS NEVER ASKED ANYONE FOR HELP BEFORE!
AND HE ISN'T ASKING NOW...I FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZ IS...HE NEEDS ALL OF YOU TO HELP BOMB HIM!
HE'S MADE YOU SOME UNBELIEVABLE ANIMATIONS
AND HAS HELPED US OUT ON MORE THEN ONE OCCASSION
SO CLICK ON THIS PICTURE AND SHOW HIM ALOT OF LOVE IN RETURN
THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY:
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Dont Drink N Drive Anythingwell about 2 yrs ago i was in an atv accident i rolled it doing 50.. so needless to say i got pretty fucked up.. broke my arm which needed a 4 inch screw and a 6 by 3 inch plate to fix it all.. broke my feamur which took a 13" steel rod and 4 pins to fix.. i also had to have a chest tube inserted through my rib cage to drain blood out of my lung.. i broke 5 ribs on my right side.. cracked my pelvis.. broke my collar bone and my shoulder blade and also broke my tailbone.. the docs told my mom she had to get there within the next 24hrs if she wanted to say goodbye.. i spent 5 days in a comma and 14 more in ICU now that i look back at it.. it really wasnt worth it.. but what dont kill you only makes you stronger.. 2yrs of recovery dont drink n drive.. lifes too short the way it is.. dont push ya luck

The Knight's Code~A KNIGHT IS TRUE “BLUE”...AND IS AT PEACE WITH HIS/HER GOD!
As A Knight, You Will Be Honest & Just In All Business And Personal Relationships!
~A KNIGHT CAN BE TRUSTED FOR A KNIGHT HONORS HIS/HER WORD!
As A Knight, You Will Do What You Committed To Do, When You Committed To Do It,
OR MAKE OTHER ARRANGEMENTS.....OR DIE IN THE PROCESS!
~A KNIGHT HAS A PROFOUND SENSE OF SELF RESPECT,
Paving The Way To Fully Love And Honor His/Her Beloved.
~A KNIGHT OWNS HIMSELF/HERSELF- NO INFLUENCE OR SUBSTANCE DICTATES
OR RUNS THEIR LIFE AND THE LIVES OF THOSE AROUND THEM.
As A Knight You Overcome All Your Addictions. The True Armor Of Knighthood Is On The Inside, Not The Outside.
~A KNIGHT THINKS BEFORE SPEAKING, FOR ONCE WORDS ARE SPOKEN,
As A Knight, You Are Bound By Your Words!
~A KNIGHT USES WISDOM AND DISCRETION IN WORD AND ACTION,
As A Knight, You Are Considerate And Compassionate In All Things!
~A KNIGHT TAKES DAILY ACTION TO FORTIFY AND STRENGTHEN
Your Body, Your

Im Up For Auction!!!HEY EVERYONE!!! THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION AND I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!!JUST CLICK THE PIC AND COME CHECK OUT WHAT IM OFFERING!!!
AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE DROP THE AUCTION HOSTESS SOME MAJOR LOVE SHE IS AWESOME!!!
~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ Kidd Rock~I Love My BF Tappinit!@ fubar

Greenpix Zero Energy WallGreenpix is a Zero Energy Media Wall in Beijing created by Simone Giostra & Partners and the Arup folks. It’s been added to the curtain wall of the Xicui entertainment complex near the site of the 2008 Olympic Games. It mixes the largest color LED display technology with a photo voltaic system which means that the wall burns the only energy it harvests during the day.
The wall should go live in May 2008, with a series of video installations and live performances by artists from China, Europe and the US.

LyricsListen up destiny
I know you want to get pressed to me
So don't be such a stone when I call you on the phone
Or I won't be using that number again
Maybe what you had was broke
You want to get high and they don't
So I had a drink, Cause it helped me think
Now you say I've been drinking too much but
My hands start shaking and my hearts starts quaking like a nightmare making its cool
And I want to tell you
Wait a minute sister
I know I ain't your Mr. yet
Just me a chance and see
That you won't even get next to me
Whatcha you want to do now
You're going to have to get somehow
And I got that thing you need
But you won't even get next to me
Once I get you in my grip
Follow my eyes to your hips
Don't you call away
You done it everyday
Just stay, Why don't you stay? Why don't you stay baby?
Put away your old disguise
You don't want no other guys
We're having so much fun
I know you shouldn't run, but you run you just run, you just run baby
Wait a minute

First Bombing ContestIT's my First Bombing Contest ....
I've been there for you .... Now show me some love !!
I'm not too worried about winning ... I just want my good friend (AND the person who invited me to Fubar !!) to get some major points !!! She's the reason I'm here .... Blame her !!
Hit that Eye pic above till your fingers are blistered and your eyes are crossed ! Thanks bunches.
XOXO
Thru_a_diff_i ..oO*Shadow Leveler*Oo.. My "Eye" contest is open thru May 12th @7:30am EST!@ fubar
Thru_a_diff_I .... Truly a Gem of a Lady!

My Son.on saturday during his party,my son fell ill with what i thought was a stomach virus.the usually sick tummy and tummy running off,i went to bed for the night didnt sleep well cuz i felt something just wasnt right..sunday before i went to work i went in to check on him,he was having severe pain in the lower right hip region,i thought thats not a virus something aint right,told my hubby i wanted to take him to the hospital if it got worse to call me at work and i will leave,well i call on every break i had and still no change,you couldnt touch the area and he couldnt move due to tons of pain there,on the last call to my hubby i said were taking him to the er now,im gonna go tell work im leaving.we got to the hospital he got triaged right away and they took him in right away,after a few hours of waiting on the blood results to come back they tell us his white blood cell count was 19,000 which means there is infection,they did a ct scan on his belly a little while later,after the dr came i

SuicideMy brother committed suicide on January 11, 2008 and I have been avoiding dealing with it. I started a new job the week before and after he did it I worked all the time to avoid my feelings. Well, I quit my job a week ago and I am having a hard time because he is always on my mind. He was my best friend!!!! I feel like half of my heart is gone. I wish he had told me things were getting that bad so I could have done something to help him. I miss him sooooo much!!! I have 3 kids who adored him. I am sooo lost right now and I don't know how to deal with it and move on!!!!!!

Ladies Take Notice.This makes so much sense whether you are single, dating or married.....
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat
a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregn

SilhouetteI caught a glimpse of you the other day,
I couldn't help but stare.
You and her, together
Holding each other, kissing each other, caring for each other.
You stood there with her in your arms
And my heart in your hands.
I never meant to love you.
I never intended to let you take my heart.
And look at what I've done to myself,
I let myself fall and I feel like I'll never stop.
Standing there I felt like a fool,
But to walk away would've meant
The termination of myself.
I watched as your silhouette was cast across me.
And in an instant my knees buckled
And I fell to pieces.
I lay in a heap, unnoticed.
And as I lay there motionless, dying inside and out
Someone passing by kicks me to the side.
There I stayed alone and abandoned.
At a time like this I could really use my heart,
But you still stand with my heart in your hands.
I never meant to love you.
I never intended to let you keep my heart
And look what I've done to myself.
But, then again I don't know h

Bible Trivia For FunChristian Graphic Comments
MOST MENTIONED MEN IN THE BIBLE
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MENTIONED MAN IN THE BIBLE. ?
2) WHAT KING, MENTIONED 1,118 TIMES IN THE BIBLE,
IS SECOND MOST MENTIONED MEN.?
3) WHAT LEADER, WITH 740 MENTIONS, RANKS THIRD.?
4) WHAT PRIEST RANKS FOURTH WITH A TOTAL OF 399
REFERENCES.?

What Did You ExpectYou came into my life
As quickly as you left.
You grabbed a cutting knife
And sliced right through my breast.
You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?
My heart now cut in two
It feels beyond repair.
Injury done by you
God, life just isn't fair.
You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?
So here we are, just friends,
But I long to be more.
Desire with no end
Throbbing from my core.
You didn't mean to hurt
But what did you expect?

1 Quick Rate Is All We NeedThis is a contest for the
Fubar's Flaming Hottie's
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This is a rate contest
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choosing a top 12 for a
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Wanna See If I Can Get To Fu-king By My BirthdayMY BIRTHDAY IS MAY 28TH...
I'M GOING TO BE 33..
SO I WANTED TO SEE IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO HELP ME TO FU-KING BY THEN...
I'LL SHOW LOVE BACK TO ALL WHO HELP...
THANKS EVERYONE HUGS, EVONNE
Evonne~Fiesta Tappers~Club Far~RisingStars~`OWNED BY Sam's Seductive Angel@ fubar

My Sign...Walking on this road called life,
Knowing the feeling of pain and strife.
A longing to find that which belongs,
Something that was lost through a horrible wrong.
More precious then gold and pearls,
More important then Kings and Earls.
An emptiness is felt inside,
As if a part has passed and died.
A feeling of sadness encroaches on all,
Hoping that one day the pain will fall.
No words can rightly describe this pain that is felt,
Just a really bad hand that life has been dealt.
So why does it hurt?
Virgo
You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex.You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you.Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio
'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com
You have a Sexual IQ of 146
When i

I Want To Be Your BoyfriendTHIS IS FOR THIS LADY[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your boyfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your boyfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your boyfriend
[Verse 1]
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
(Alright alright alright alright)
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah
your the mother fuckin' princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right
(I'm right I'm right I'm right)
he's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!
[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your boyfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your boyfriend
He

~*~ Thru_a_diff_eye --contest ~*~I am entered into the "Thru_a_Diff_Eye" Contest!
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Fu Gone WildHello Everyone.
Glad to see that everyones reading this. Are You ready to have some real fun & get EXTRA attention & Luv to Your Profile ? It's gonna be an open theme pic contest but no NSFW entries . Well here comes how You can
get extra luv all the way around.
1st the contest is gonna start on May 11th(Sun) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern) & run til May 21th(Wed) at 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern).
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On May 19th I am going back to my old name.
I will keep this one until i get a vip on my other name to pull off all the photos. As far as it stands I will stay on fubar for now. But, in a few months I'm not sure. I may end up leaving There is to much going on in my life, with my father and stuff. Honestly I don't find this site as fun, as it used to be.
So please add my other name(link below) to your list, i made this one so i could help more of you when i ran out of rates.
but, as much as i was doing here i could have leveled on my other name.
If for some reason your blocked there, please let me know so i can fix it. noone should be but, there for awhile
I couldn't get on it kept saying something about password invailed or something.
Anyway, just wanted to give you the heads up
Thanks
~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar

Whatsome people asking what is worse lying or stealing, to me it both lying to someone care and love. stealing that of heart that u never get back no matter what. so if you have both done both so how is any one going truth u again . maybe people should ask that one.
if u hate me for reading this i donot know what to say . maybe what i feel, u maybe feel diffenect.

The Man In The ArenaThe Man In the Arena
by Theodore Roosevelt
(From a speech delivered in Paris in 1910)
It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena; whose face is marred by the dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs and comes short again and again; who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions and spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best, knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who, at worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly; so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory or defeat.

Dat BabyHey all you fubar crazies!! I have a new cell and would love to hear from you. 863-202-0773. I work at chilis in Sebring still. Holla.

Dreami wonder do we dream or back of our mind tell us sometime we have to. do we dream of so many thing that our mind just lets us dream lil bit a night. so we willnot go in sane or are we sane. do we have say what go in our dream or what. and i donot make secne of this maybe my mind have to many thing go on in it .(sorry for the spelling)
half the time i donot dream at all is it that u are so trier your mind cannot think strange. do we try to get away from real world. some people say that what the internet is for.(lol) maybe i'm just nuts or full of sh*t. maybe i dnot care or do i.
day dream i know we all do that i think. some no i do not but we do. is your day dream better then night dream. i'm not go at this i be do this all wrong. some will care and some willnot. maybe i wonder to much.
if u read this tell me what u wonder or not its up to u.

Lost A FriendOK, I know this is only fubar, but its still kinda sad. For real, my feelings are hurt over this.
So I have (had) been talking to someone, pretty much since the day I joined fubar. Eventually we started talking on the phone every now and then. Got fu-married and all of that. And now, that I finally met someone in Real Life, and I am no longer single... he is no longer my "fu-hubby".
I dont even know what to say to him anymore. Im that sad. Just when I was quite happy in real life, I get my little bubble busted. Im still thrilled that I met David and I am his girlfriend, but a little sad that I lost a friend.
Now, I don't know if its really because im no longer single or not, but we haven't really been talking much lately anyway. I just don't know what to think about any of it.
I don't even want to be in the same lounge with him at the moment, because it makes me kinda sad. But I love that lounge and all of the other people in it....

The Past...Can you imagine how it is, to want to be neither inside or outside... to want to be no where and disappear?
In two years time, my scar became pale and shiny and I had no memory... That is the way it is with a wound. The wound begins to close in on itself, to protect what is hurting so much. And once it is closed, you no longer see what is underneath, what started the pain.
After a while I didn’t think it was a terrible life, no, not really. After a while I hurt so much that I didn’t feel any difference.
A person has very strange thoughts when it seems that life is about to end.
And I want to tell you this: We are lost, you and I, unseen and not seeing, unheard and not hearing, unknown by others.
But now that I am old, moving every year closer to the end of my life, I also feel closer to the beginning. And I remember everything that happened that day because it has happened many times in my life. The same innocence, trust and restlessness; the wonder, fear and loneli

ReflectionAs someone who calls themself an artist... inspiration is hard to come by sometimes. Which leaves me comtemplating... should I... can I... even call myself an artist... Am I worthy of such a title? Is what I do, what I create... what I live for... art?
Then everything with me revolves around this... Everytime I struggle, it comsumes me. And I know everything will be ok.
Starry, starry night. Paint your palette blue and gray. Look out on a summer day. With eyes that know the darkness in my soul. Shadows on the hill. Sketch the trees and daffodils. Catch the breeze and winter chills. In colors on the snowy linen land.
Now I understand what you tried to say to me. And how you suffered for your sanity. How you tried to set them free. They would not listen. They did not know how. Perhaps they'll listen now.
Starry, starry night. Portraits hung in empty halls. Frame less heads on nameless walls. With eyes that watch the world. And can't forget like stranger

HmmWhy is it that that so many people are fake? I mean is it just because they have such a crappy life? Who don't? But damn if you are going to lie, at least be good at it and think on your feet! Cuz people talk trash, and can't back it up. Or some how they forgot they even said anything just moments before..
Damn I swear there isn't honest people anywhere it seems..

Mental ConfusionThoughts racing thru your brain. Is there really hapiness in life. Does anyone ever get a happily ever after? Who ever knows when enough is enough? Thoughts bleeding thru your brain. An addiction you can't seem to let go. Where do you stop and when do you go? Who ever knows the right decisions in life. Why can't god just give us a handbook to this fucked up thing we call life? Does he have a sick sense of humor or do we just fuck it up all by ourselves.? Do we ever completly grow up? We are always under someones thumb? Is this life or just a really bad dream?
You see it in his eyes. Bleeding from his brain. Is he even curable? Or are you just going insane. How much do you help and when do you walk away? You see it coursing thru his veins killing him slowly. Do you watch him kill himself or do you reach out to help? OR LET him go til he helps himself?
SICKNESS......is it curable. Crazy, disturbed, selfish motherfucker.
Well i know i've mummed about what to do? and well guess i

Best Time For Sex: Oh, 3 To 13 MinutesBy MEGAN K. SCOTT
The Associated Press
NEW YORK — Maybe men had it right all along: It doesn’t take long to satisfy a woman in bed.
A survey of sex therapists concluded the optimal amount of time for sexual intercourse was 3 to 13 minutes. The findings, to be published in the May issue of the Journal of Sexual Medicine, strike at the notion that endurance is the key to a great sex life.
If that sounds like good news to you, don’t cheer too loudly. The time does not count foreplay, and the therapists did rate sexual intercourse that lasts from 1 to 2 minutes as "too short."
Researcher Eric Corty said he hoped to ease the minds of those who believe "more of something good is better, and if you really want to satisfy your partner, you should last forever."
The questions were not gender-specific, said Corty (who, it must be noted, is male). But he said earlier research has shown that men and women alike want foreplay and sexual intercourse to last longer.
Dr. Irwin Gol

Lounge Closeingi would like to thank the ppl who helped me with my lounge i am closing my lounge and thanks again for all of ur help.

WorkThis song is dedicated to anyone that has a boss that they absolutely do not like and would like to knock the sh*t out of him/her. This one's for you. Enjoy.
Deck the walls with gasoline fa la la la la la la la la. Strike a match and watch it gleam fa la la la la la la la la. Watch the Walmart burn to ashes fa la la la la la la la la. Aren't you glad you played with matches fa la la la la la la la la. At some point in our lives, we have all encountered a woman
like the one below and wanted to respond. Way to go Wal-Mart
Greeter
WAL-MART GREETER......... A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all
the way through the entrance....
The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly ’Good morning, and welcome to
Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins? ’The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, ’Heck no they ain’t twins....’’The
oldest one’s 9 and the other one’s 7. Why the heck

Genocydal Empyre Omega LogsPEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 8.2.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Saturday shows feature interviews! Tonight we will be interviewing... Lady Misty for a fun Millennium Omega segment covering some controversial info regarding former astronaut Ed Mitchell, an awesome interview between Alex Jones and Dean Haglund of The Lone Gunmen A

Pray For The TwinsPLEASE PRAY FOR THESE TWO PRECIOUS TWIN BOYS. THEY WERE BORN 4 MONTHS EARLY AND HAVE A LONGGGGGG WAY TO GO FOR RECOVERY. BOTH HAVE BEEN HAVING MANY UPS N DOWNS, INFECTIONS, ETC. THEIR MOTHER IS A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE N SO IS HER FATHER. I AM PLANNING ON GOING OUT TO OHIO TO SEE THEM IN A FEW WEEKS. THEIR NAMES ARE GRIFFIN N CHRISTIAN.
HOPEFULLY THIS URL TAKES YOU TO THE SLIDE SHOW TO SEE THE PICS OF THEM.
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My Awesome New Life!I'm so excited, I got the job I applied for last week. Was kinda funny ... she interviewed when I turned in my application and said she was gonna check my references and get back to me. Well she called 4 days later and asked me to come in today for an interview. I was a bit confused, but said ok. When I went in today she offered me the floor supervisor job, said my references were great. So Wednesday I start my job and lots of training. YAY ME! LOL!
Oh and it's not all the way in town only about 15 minutes away. So the driving won't be so bad in the winter time.
I also won a tool set that I put in for at a Barrick Mine bbq last Friday. The bf is quite content with his new RYOBI drill, power saw and rechargeable flash light. LOL
Well anyways I'm exhausted, been a long day and tomorrow i'll be busy cleaning house! I'll be on for a bit so say hello!

My Relationship With Mike LemkeIt's kinda weird how we first met. I went to a goth bar(my first time going)and I really did not expect much a friend told me that it's a cool place to go to so I decided to check it out. I was not expecting the pleasant dark atmosphere. That and the guys that were there were so hot. I wanted to dance up on the stage and there was this hot guy with black vynal pants and a fish net shirt dancing up there to some really good rave music. So I decided to dance along side him just to see if he would notice me. And he did but he did not act on it at first so I did not think he was interested in me. Boy I was wrong. Right before bar close I told him to follow me and he said ok. I walked behind the dart board and pulled him by the shirt close to me and kissed him. He begged me to go home with him but I declined his offer. Because I had already made a previous engagement with someone else.(Which I regret ok.) I spent the night with the wrong guy. Which made my weekend suck. So I called Mike up

Quizzes1) Your name?: 1. Kristine
Noun Kristines are typically strange girls who force people to write definitions about them on Urban Dictionary. Their interests include youtubing, writing stories in first person, and creating endless layouts. They frequently move in herds and take impossibly long showers in the morning, forcing their cohabitants to resort to using the nearby river to cleanse themselves.
Kristine- Verb; kris-teen The action of copulating excessively and in turn, the female partner contracts sore thighs and/or legs.
Kristine- Adj; Kris-teen Describing painful thighs resulting from excessive copulation with one male partner mounted upon the other female sex partner
2) Your age?: 1. 35
1.what you call someone in there late teens and young twenties when college, a lack of excersize and shaving has taken a toll on their body. This causes the freshmen 15, a large gut and hair growth all over the belly. looking more like a 35 yr old fat man rather than a young

Dont Know Why I Botheri am less then 1200 comments away from getting my vip and not one person other then my husband, mel, my sister, her friend, southern discomfort have come to help me..If i missed anyone please let me bc I want people to know who my real firends are.. I have rated for people when they have come to me and asked to me lend a hand to help them reach thier goals. So as far as i am concerned that from now on if the help is not returned i am done rating people when they ask for help.. I have posted several bulletins as well as my friend blueyesmel and not gotten any reponse from anyone hardly.. So thank you to all who have helped me I am very greatful and if you ever need my help let me know.
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It's OkAs I Sit Here And Watch The People Go By Passing In To Say Hi Now And Then Brings A Smile To That Pretty Face.
I Long Live A Exciting Life.
I Wouldnt Know What To Do With All The Special Friends On Here.
I Seem To Mend Broken Dreams And Get No Thanks Inreturn But Thats Just Ok.
When U Cry I Cry And We Really Dont Know The Right Answers To That Tiny Cry.
Your Drama Is Never My Sorrow Or Pain.
As A Friend I'll Always Be Here.

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Always A DreamMy Breath get heavy
heartbeat rises without reason...
head swims and dizzyness comes,
eyes halfclosed but seeing
all you ever wanted - known
and so close, the very taste
on your lips...sweet, savored,
fresh as your heart... new.
She's a distant dream that
brushes your heart within
and finds the smile held hidden
and tight...quietly awaiting...
and gently found, brought to life
and so tenderly traced, kissed
by fingertips with an awesome caring
you've not ever known.
Touched... by your dreams.
Such cannot be, shouldn't be,
couldn't be... but you are -
touched none-the-less,
and so closely held
in arms enfolded tight.
Wrapped round and around you
inside and out.
Held and holding,
and always just a dream.

Funny Stuff My Family Sends Me!!Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife.
A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser
for their anniversary submitted this:
Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop
that sparked my interest.
The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for
a little something extra for my wife Julie.
What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser.
The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no
long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate
time to retreat to safety....??
WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought
it home.
I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button.
Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the
button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd
get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.
AWESOME!!

Vip.Ok so I still haven't gotten my vip from completing my last giveaway so now I have entered a new giveaway I need 20k comments and my friend TinkerbellMN84 is offering to pay 5k in fubucks for every 100 comments done so just pm her after every 100 comments!
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Rate Dreams And Bratts PicThis is a contest for the Fubar's Flaming Hottie's and I need your help. This is a rate contest (comments welcomed). I love
all my girls and I need help choosing the top 12 for my calender that i will be making. You need to F/A/R the onwer of the
Hotties and contest in order to vote. THE CONTEST WILL START MONDAY MAY 5TH 3PM EASTERN TIME TO MAY 19TH 3PM EASTERN TIME.
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The hottie's are allowed to pimp themselves out along with my group pimpouts in my blog and bullies.
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LudacrisWhat's Your Fantasy?

Erotic Writer Doing Research!Hi friends,
Worked for a men’s’ sophisticate magazine writing occasionally back a few years ago, even edited several books…now working on my own soon to be an erotic tale of …
Working on that…I have many tales of my own, but doing research to see if any others want to share their tales of sensual erotica…you feel like sharing some of your most erotic tales that just curled your toes…I’m willing to listen…
Are you bold enough to share?

Poetry!I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,
I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;
Even a rainbow would make me smile,
And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters
Of an untouched sea;
Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,
And try to gaze from afar,
All the diamonds in the night sky;
The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,
As is walking in rainforest;
To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,
As to stand on the highest peak in the world,
And look at the sights below;
I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,
Across the bluest skies;
I’d do anything to see
All the beautiful things in the world,
Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,
Like a river twisting through a dusty land,
All the beautiful things in the world;
But I also know I am looking at
The world’s most beautiful creation,
Every time you smile,
And every time I look into your eyes. Hold my hand through it all
I'll lend you a shoulder to cry o
And a hand to

Insane RamblingsI thought that this was inspirational and sweet. I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too.
The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under their Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma."
The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?'
She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full."
The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and p

My DeviantartMy life’s news
Well what can I say.... I have been confused as of late and I know why but I am not telling you all... one of you knows... probably two... but meh that is not a major problem... I am still looking for work... but I am thinking I should go ahead with this Freelance journalism course... what do you think? Ether way... I do not like this damn Microsoft word... its strange and weird!..... Grrrrrrrrrr
Anyhow... on to my other news I think...
DA news
Well I am currently working on a few good projects’s one is my lovely Demon *Part 2* this is going to be longer then the firs one and I'm also going to be adding my good friend Nekochi20 http://nekochi20.deviantart.com/ fenrir character. and well I am also going to be doing a collaboration with him it is going to be a big project so some of my things will be put on hold like my new yiff fur stories ^_^ hmmm well I'm still working out the details. Therefore, when I start to work I will let you all know how this is wo

This Is Me...I am a proud mother of 4 children. 3 boys, and 1 girl.
I love Soul food, Chinese and Italian food.
I think hot sauce should be on everyone's dining room table right along with the salt and pepper.
I am addicted to flaming hot cheetos.
I would wear sandals/flip flops year around if my toes would freeze off.
I am comfortable in jeans and tee shirts. Anything else makes me feel out of my comfort zone.
In alot of ways I'm a girly girl but at heart I'm a tomboy.
I probably enjoy "guy activities" more than I should.
I have 300+ channels, but I choose to watch only 6 of them. Those 6 are, Nick, Comedy Central,Cartoon Network, Noggin, Nicktoons, and Toon Disney.
Sometimes I will watch Star Trek and actually enjoy it.
I love taking hot baths with lots of bubbles. This is where I find myself burning up my cell phone.
I have been known to use the bathroom while on the phone.
I'm not shy, if I gotta fart, I will do so. I will be nice tho' and leave th

Why Being Alone Feels Sooo GoodI'm in a selfish point in my life right now. I honestly can say that I enjoy having time for me again. Not having to worry about calling a man, doing things for him, or making sure his needs are met. It's actually the first time in a long time that I have been able to focus on me. I have put so many guys needs before my own.
Weird thing is I'm not terribly lonely. I thought I would be. I thought I'd be struggling with not having sex but it has been amazingly easy. I have turned a few guys down, or just walked away from the situation without giving in. I'm pretty proud of myself, as this is not who I was almost a year ago. Me, last year around this time would have gave in because that was what the guy wanted. I was always so eager to "please" and to be accepted.
Now, I'm like "fuck it" either the guy likes me for who I am, or he can find some other girl to fool around with. I refuse to lower myself to have meaningless sex with just anyone. I want to have a meaningful

Rise Of The PhoenixChapter Eighteen
“This should be it.” Marcus said as he stopped and looked up to a manhole cover above them.
“We’re back at headquarters already?”
“No…We’re at my apartment building.” He lifted a foot out of the muck that lay in the sewer bottom. “This is nasty, and I need a shower.”
“I thought you said that werefolk don’t bathe. You just lick yourselves clean.” Phoenix smiled as she climbed up the heavy rod iron ladder. Crawling out of the sewer and into the light Phoenix turned to lend Marcus a hand out. “Boy this smells better.”
“I‘m not sticking my tongue to this.” He said looking himself over then looking at her. “A shower and a change of clothes and you will smell better too.” Marcus said waving his hand in front of his nose playfully, he making a disgusted look.
“Oh like you’re much better. I can only imagine what you smell like after a shower.”
“What was that suppose to mean?” Marcus asked smiling as he stepped onto

Help Save My Kitty!!!Hey guys!! I need your help!! I have the sweetest little kitty who means the world to me. His name is Tyson and he's a year and half old. He was recently playing outside when he stepped and stabbed into his paw and is now very infected. He has to have surgery ASAP. If not the infection will spread into his whole body and will need a bigger more expensive surgery. So this is where you come in. I've decided to share my naughty pics with you guys for a donation that will go towards Tyson's surgery. I'm asking for $30 for a month for some very sexy sexy pics. It totally will be worth it!! I will update with new pics as often as I can. Trust me guys it will totally be worth it and plus you will be donating to such a great cause. PLEASE DO NOT SEND FRIEND REQUESTS UNLESS YOU'RE INTERESTED IN DONATING!! All friends have access to the pictures and the friends are the ones who have donated. If you guys don't care for the pics but still would like to donate you can donate as much

PoetryOne Wish
If I were granted any wish, I'll tell you what I'd do,...
I'd wish my kids were small again,
for just a month or two;
To hear their squeals of laughter,
to watch them while they play,
And when they ask me to join in,
I'd NOT say "Not Today".
To jug again their chubby frame,
to kiss away their tears,
and cherish childhood innocence
that's washed away the years;
Then when it's story time again,
I'd stay a little longer;
to answer questions, sing the songs,
so memories would be stronger,
But time is callous, wishes, myths,
yet God in all his wisdom,
Has given me another chance before I join his kingdom;
The face may not be just the same,
the name is changed, ' tis true,
But yet the smile that radiates, reminds me so of you.
God must have known that Grandma
would need a chance or two.
For many little happy things she hadn't time to do;
So God gave Love to Grandmas to equal that before,
That, in effect, embraces those little lives she bore.
Hiroshi

My Life....We live each day trying to achieve that ultimate goal of happiness. Love, promotion at work, buying that brand new car or whatever it is that you want. Why is it that once we achieve these goals we find ourselves always wanting more. Can anyone ever really find true happiness? The answer is no because we will always want more. If we won the lottery and gained a million dollars, we will always want anther million, why? because its never enough. We will need something to want/need next. I try and live each day for those small satisfactory goals of happiness. I look forward to hearing from an old friend, gas prices going down, getting paid. I dont stop trying to looking for the light at the end of the tunnel, I just make everyday count. Happiness should happen everyday and we should do all that we can to make it happen. So while you are working towards your ultimate goal of happiness, you shouldnt forget about yourself until then. I live each day as if it was my last and without regret. Y

FriendsFriends
Anyone can stand by you when you're right, but only a real friend will stand by you even when you're wrong.
A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesn't have to.
A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life, a real friend says, "Whats new with you?".
A simple friend thinks that the problems you whine about are recent, a real friend says, "You have been whining about the same thing for 14 years, get off your ass and do something about it!".
A simple friend has never seen you cry, a real friend has soggy shoulders from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names, a real friend has their phone numbers.
A simple friend hates it when you call while they are in bed, a real friend asks, "What took you so long to call?".
A simple friend will talk to you about their problems, a real friend will help you with your problems.
A simple friend will act like a guest, a real friend will make themselves a

Whatever Dude I'm Done!!I CAN NOT STAND FAKE PEOPLE!! And I've come to see that there is A LOT of fake people on here...I'm done playing games with people! People need to learn how to grow up!!!! Seriously...I'm sick of fucking being lied to...I'm sick of being played like i'm a fuckin fool! I'm not fucking stupid...I know what the hell is going on...But whatever it's all good..Fuck you, I could careless now..I'm fucking DONE!!!

Our JourneyLife is a very complicated
Hoping we have some control
Always wondering what is next
But never knowing whats in store
We try to do our very best
With good intensions in our mind
Hoping the next decision will turn out right
And our life will be better off
We push forward during bad times
Looking for that one thing
That will turn our lives around
And bring us back to our reality
But no matter what we do
We realize that we do not control
Any part of our life here
It has already been decided
Two things are at work
Fate and destiny
We make choses every day
But we will always end up on their path