The sun is setting on the life of a precious life that WAS my sun for so many years. My heart is broken and just when I thought it could not break any more, I see his light dimming, and the pain becomes stronger. So... this is grief. I want no part of it.

.it.is.(un)important.that.you.know.

"Coming home from very lonely places,
all of uo]s go a little mad: Whether from great personal success, or just an all-night drive, we are the sole survivors of a world no one else has ever seen."
~ John le Carre