damn. i've been a grumpy old motherfucker recently. good thing i'm in the geezers group, huh? i've been back from afghanistan for a couple months now, and i'm still having difficulty kicking myself in the ass to get out and be social with folks. my own fault, but then i get all dumpy when folks aren't dying to hang out... Read More

well, i'm in transit to afghanistan. as luck would have it, there was a huge prison break in the province i will be residing in about a week ago, so there ought to be business enough to keep my unit busy during our year stay. it's always happy news to hear that all the baddys that coalition forces have been risking there necks... Read More

good fucking god, what the hell? thought i had a nice date lined up for the evening, but as it turns out, i had a nice stand up lined up. fucking women up here in alaska are damn poison. i've got a very few short months lefts before i head to afghanistan, but damned if i can get a bit of fucking pleasant company... Read More

just got home from an unexpectedly lovely evening out on the town. bear in mind that this is fairbanks, alaska. such things are infrequent occurrences, i hit up the red fox this evening, on the recommendation of a friend how showed up a bit later than myself. by then i'd eaten, and gotten a drink or two down the hatch. well, time progressed, but... Read More

it's saturday evening, the weekend prior to thanksgiving. i'm spending my evening airbrushing a few of my firearms. been meaning to for awhile, but the weekends are never as long as i would like. so my nice little home is flush with paint fumes, which is managing to banish the hamburger grill smell left over from the flat iron steak i coked earlier... Read More

It scares the absolute shit out of me. Not only that, but I do know for a fact...because he even told me, that he smokes pot on a normal basis, was addicted to crack for 3 months at some point in his life, and still lives with his parents at 28 right now. He doesn't have much going for him, and this is the guy that my sister is seeing.

well let's see. it's friday night, october 29th. tomorrow we finish up my octopus tattoo, which i'm super excited to see complete. everybody will be celebrating halloween tomorrow night, it's just better to have sunday to recover. i'm reading a really fantastic book right now, called 'the windup girl'. real vivid description in it. made myself a good meal tonight... Read More