Wild Angels World Tour~ Check Out These Wild Angels ~
They may show you another piece of heaven you have never seen.
Please show these Ladies & Gents some fu-luv
if you would like to be a Wild Angel or tour with them plz let me know but first rate add
and fan these lovely angels and these gentlemen
BBW Goddess
Tulsa's Angel
˚*♥ŦЯÏÑ♥*˚
*ST Giggles*
ST3PH4NI3
in your dreams or mine
sweetpeabayba
Sarges Bad Girls

Baby Dollssummer deakins: i want to make a bully
summer deakins: telling everyone what a lier she is
summer deakins: and so much more
summer deakins: but i dont know how to make them'
What a lovely lounge owner over at baby dolls....
Sizzle AKA Summer Keep in mind i hear and see all!!!!!!
DRAMA BASKET CASE no wonder I quit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry Drama and Games END HERE FREAK

Right To Be WrongRight To Be Wrong
Joss Stone
I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings, though I've never flown
Got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
No, I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
Got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
Got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing outta key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back, I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm gonna face it willingly
Got a right to be wrong
My mistakes would make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings, though I've never flown
I got

Deleting Fubarhello all.. and thanks for checking out this blog...
I just wanted to let my friends and family know that i will be deleting my fubar account at the end of next week.. too much drama and all the B/S on here. i have met some really great ppl on here and then some others... i would like to keep in touch with some of my friends on here.. some of you have my number or yahoo.. please stay in touch
i know 95% of my friends on here wont come look at this and that kinda suck cause i know they really arent a friend... but for those of you that do and dont know my yahoo or myspace send me a PM and i will send it to you..
I hope to keep in touch with most of my friends on here.. but if not.. i hope you have a good one.
Nate

Looking For Some Good Life-savers!Hello Everyone!
We are looking to increase the size of the family (to make up for those members that chose to leave us). So I am opening it up to all of you, and adding a little twist to things at the same time.
Do you have a friend who shows awesome love? Think perhaps they would enjoy being a Life-Saver? Well send them over! IF the friend you recruit is voted as a Life-Saver of the month, YOU will receive 100 (10s) picture rates from myself, Dee and Emily.
As always thanks for reading this blog!!
Donna aka GEM

What Obama Thinks Of Himself!TALLAHASSEE, FLIn a campaign gaffe that could potentially jeopardize Sen. Barack Obama's White House bid, the Democratic presidential nominee told nearly 8,000 supporters Tuesday that, if elected, he would be a terrible president.
The blunder, captured by all major media outlets and broadcast live on CNN, occurred when the typically polished Obama fielded a question about his health care policy. Obama answered by saying he would give small business owners a tax credit to help them provide health care for their employees, and then added, "Now, I'm not completely certain that my plan would work because, overall, I think I would make a bad president."
According to sources, before those on hand could fully process what Obama had said, the Illinois senator continued to stumble, claiming that, were he to win the general election, he'd have absolutely no idea what to do.
"My youth and inexperience would definitely make me an awful president," said Obama, whose seven-minute misstep

2nd Chances Or No?do you think everyone deserves a second chance? or does it depend on what they did to screw it up the first time? Just wondering the opinions of the people who care enough to read my shit :)

If You Like What You See.....Hey guys thanks for all the comments and adds. If you want to see more of me, naughty pics and videos come check out my other page, it is www rude dot com/bigpainintheass. sign up there and when you do i will give you a pass to my live house cams that are on 24/7, i will be notified when you sign up, cant wait to see you there.

Why Can't I???Ok so I hate to ask people for stuff, cause I don't think that is how friends should be. But at the same time I really have been eyeing this item in the gifts section. So I am wondering, why can't we get gifts for ourselves?? Why is that??

Life-saver Of The Month For OctoberHello Ladies & Gents! Introducing your Life-Saver for the month of October....here's UnknownCowboy!
UnknownCowboy
Cowboy you will get Dee's, Emily's, as well as, my 11s for a day.
Please help us in saying congrats to Cowboy by doing what we all do best...showing love!
Thanks to everyone who took the time to place a vote (and then revoting to break the tie). Who will be the next Life-Saver of the Month? Could Be YOU!! :)
Thank you for reading this blog !!
Donna aka GEM

Queens & KingsWhat ever happened to the treat me like a king & ill treat you like a queen concept in relationships??? it kinda goes along with the june cleaver issue i have. I like to SPOIL and I do mean spoil my men I only ask I get the same luv in return. So how do you ask did i end up where im at??? Men are pigs , no offense, lol but Im in man hater mode today :)

Auto 11'safternoon all my fubar friends and family starting Friday at 1pm est time and will run till Saturday afternoon,i will have auto 11's on so come hit me really hard and enjoy your self, thank you one and all have a great day

Animated Profile PicI have recently learned how to make animated gif images... you know, the ones you see, with where people have a series of images for the profile pic...
If you would like one made for you; check my "Created by Me" album, as well as the albums designated for specific users, to see the ones I have made so far...
All I need is a few ideas, and some pictures of you!
Now, since I am using my own time to do this; there will be a COST to you... it can be various fu-gifts, some fu-bling, fu-bucks... heck, maybe even REAL bucks... We can discuss it.
Send me a private message, if you are interested.

June Cleaver??Im just curious isnt there a real man out there who wants a June cleaver type woman??? I swear lol I think men have grown out of wanting a woman who is perfectly happy taking care of them...

11.06.08 - The Outfield - Your Love (you'll Know It When You Hear It)SONG VERSION BELOW
YOUR LOVE - THE OUTFIELD
VIDEO VERSION BELOW
Your Love - The Outfield
LYRICS BELOW
Josie's on a vacation far away
Come around and talk it over
So many things that I wanna say
You know I like my girls a little bit older
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I ain't got many friends left to talk to
No where to run when I'm in trouble
You know I'd do anything for you
Stay the night but keep it undercover
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
Trying to stop my hands from shakin'
Somethin' in my mind's not makin' sense
It's been a while since we were all alone
I can't hide the way I'm feelin'
As you leave me please would you close the door
and don't forget what I told you
Just 'cause you're right - that don't mean I'm wrong
Another shoulder to cry upon
I just wanna use your love tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
Yeah
I just wanna use

UgggI DONT KNOW ANY MORE BOUT ANYTHING. BUT WHAT I DO KNOW IS MY LIFE IS TURNING ROUND FOR THE BETTER. TRYIN TO GO TO SCHOOL WHICH THAT IS NOT TRYIN IM GONNA GO TO SCHOOL.
AND FINALLY DOIN SOMETHING TO MAKE SOME MONEY UGG I HATE IMMATURE PEOLPLE THO THEY NEED TO GROW UP

Song LyricsOh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
So if you're mad get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
And when, when the night falls on you, baby
You feeling all alone
You won't be on your own
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
I Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in

Supreme Court Debates 'f-word' Without Using ItBy Michael Doyle | McClatchy Newspapers
WASHINGTON - A clearly divided Supreme Court on Tuesday debated indecent language for an hour without anyone using the words in question.
Circumlocutions like "the F-word" and "the S-word" sufficed as the court considered the year's highest-profile free-speech controversy. All signs now point to a tight decision over whether broadcasters can be fined for allowing use of so-called "fleeting expletives," which are swear words used in passing.
The court's conservative justices showed sympathy for the Federal Communications Commission members who want to punish broadcasters. Associate Justice Antonin Scalia denounced the "coarsening" effect of swearing, while Chief Justice John Roberts warned about "impressionable children" being harmed by inherently dirty words.
"Why do you think the F-word has shocking value?" Robert asked rhetorically. "It's because it's associated with sexual or excretory activity; that's what gives it its force."

Broken?Wake up to a sunny day
not a cloud up in the sky,
and then it starts to rain.
My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around.
So open and exposed.
But, I found strength in the struggle. Face to face with my trouble.
When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin' but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in your self. When you're broken.
Little girl don't be so blue, I know what you're goin' through. Don't let it beat you up. Hittin' walls AND gettin' scars only makes you who you are... only makes you who you are.
No matter how much your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking... yeeeaaaahhh.
When you're broken in a million little pieces and you're tryin' but you cant hold on anymore. Every tear falls down for a reason. Don't you stop believing in yourself. When you're broken.
Better days are gonna find you once again every piece will find its place!
When you're broken.

Why Is It.....we spend so much time trying to find love.
Why is it falling in love is so easy to do
yet holding on is so hard.
Why is it when love ends it's always one sided.
The one who ends it moves on so quick, as if you meant nothing.
While the heartbroken wish not to ever know pain like love again.
Why didn't I try harder to understand.
Why did we hurt each other so.
Why can't we be that again.
I know we wont
I know we can't.
Still holding on to all these feelings for you.
Not knowing how to just let them go.
Tried dating nothing works.
They're simply not you.
Can't seem to get that complete feeling, that feeling of utter happiness I had with you.
No one compares to you.
I know I need to move on forget the past.
It's just so hard to only be friends with you.
I write this not for you or for people to understand why it is I'm having a hard time finding someone.
I write it for me, I write it in hope of finding closer to something I never wanted to loose.
I love you

I Am Nothing SpecialI wish I knew magic
So I could cast a spell
To win your heart
And protect it well
Keep you from danger
And all kinds of harm
My love for you
A protective charm
Use myself as a shield
Guarding your life
From peoples animosity
Stabbing like a knife
Though I sit here alone
Wondering if its true
These words I feel
Baby, I love you
I wish I knew magic
Or some incantation
I will not give up on you
For I have determination
My love for thee
Is the purest of form
Just your glance
Keeps my heart warm
A smile, a touch
A soft tender kiss
For it is you
I truly do miss
I wish I knew magic
Or something enchanting
My love for you
Is true and everlasting
Though miles be between us
Keeping us apart
Please tell me my love
What can I do to win your heart
Written for and inspired by Untamable

Contest Help Needed. Please!!Hi all my Fu-Friends!
My wife Animainiac1973 is in a contest. I am asking all to lease go to the link below, and help her out! thanks to all
http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=809506926

How Was Reduction CalculatedWaste
We based our estimate of the environmental impact of household waste on data from the EPA, with 1010lbs. per person annually being the average. This average was obtained by dividing the tons of waste deposited annually at US landfills by US population.
Emissions = number of people in household * average lb CO2 equivalent. generated from waste per person per year [Source: Based on EPA's Inventory of U.S. Greenhouse Gas Emissions and Sinks 1990-2004, Chapter 8, Table 8-3]
How Was the Reduction Calculated?
Home
Replacing incandescent light bulbs with compact fluorescents: assumes that lights are on for 4 hours per day.
Replacing old refrigerator with an ENERGY STAR® model: assumes old model uses 820 kWh per year; ENERGY STAR model uses 440 kWh per year.
Turning up thermostat for central air conditioner: assumes average household electricity use of approximately 900 kWh per month, and that air conditioners account for 16 percent of residential electricity consumpti

My PoemsYOUR EYES
Your eyes. Are hypnotic. Put my in a trance like state.
Are you my destiny. Can it be . Your my soulmate.
Your eyes. A pretty. Sexy. Blue Flavor.
Ready to kiss. Your lips. Sothe taste. I'll savor.
Ready to touch. You. Squeeze you. Feel your thighs.
Most of all I can't wait. To look in to your eyes.
P.S. I LOVE YOU
P.s. I love you. Heart felt between the twoof us.
These words I speak with honest and trust.
Let me whisper in your ear.
My lover, My wife, The one I hold dear.
P.s. I love you genuinely, sincerely, spokenstraight from my heart.
To have and to hold til death do us part.
TEAR DROP
Tear drop. Fall like. Rain from the sky.
Like water in a puddle. I can feel it buildin in my eye.
A tear drop. Like a pain. So deep in my heart.
I'm hurt, sad, want to cry. Where do I start?
Please help me. Can you make it stop.
My life is in a bubble. Better yet a tear drop.
TIMES WE SHARE
Some good some ba

How To Calculate Transportation Enery UseVehicle Emissions = (number of miles driven per week * weeks in a year) / average vehicle fuel efficiency * pounds of CO2 emitted per gallon
We used an emissions factor of 19.564 per gallon of gasoline [Source: Energy Information Administration Fuel and Energy Source Codes and Emissions Coefficients]
Air travel emissions per passenger mile are significantly affected by the length of the flight because a high percentage of fuel use and emissions occur on take-off. Therefore we ask for number of short, medium, and long flights.
The calculator input is the number of each type of flight, defined as each leg of a flight. For example: a round trip flight with one stop each way has four legs. We began with values from the GHG Protocol Initiative, a widely recognized international accounting tool for government and business leaders to understand, quantify, and manage greenhouse gas emissions.
GHG Flight definitions:
short haul: less than 452km*1.6094 = 727.45 miles (1.6094 is the co

Something SillyThe part of my
Brain
In charge
Of concentration
Must have
Called in sick
The temp must
Be inexperienced
As it has
NO idea
At all
What to do
I would share
Some details
But I forget
What I was
Writing about
I am sitting
At my desk
But the rest
Of the morning
Is blacked out
Maybe all the
Beer I drink
Has finally got
My think tanked

Ehhh.....I have a friend who I completely adored.
Though she's quite bitter and a big gossip, me and her got along so great.
I would listen as she told me what her friends would tell her about their lives, and I'd listen as she'd mock these people that would call her "friend".
For some reason, I thought I was immune...that I could trust her.
And then some asshole on here, with a new fake profile tells me my friend has said shit to them about me.
This person even mentioned something I'm pretty sure only my friend would know...
What's fucked up is, I still adore this friend...for some reason there's a little bit of me that luvs her... but I can't trust her...
Ehhh, this shit sucks............

Women SuckWomen suck and not in a goodway. My ex called me to tell me that she is seeing someone and hes better than I every thought about being. She left her husband moved this guy in and all that. She wouldnt do that for me. This guy drinks, does drugs and likes to beat women, and hes better than me! Now people might understand why I just don't want anything to do with women. That was uncalled for. First off my only flaw is my mental illness, which I wrote a blog about. I dont drink or use drugs, or beat women. I did that my mom would rise up from the grave and get me, along with my grandparets!!!! I just don't get it anymore, and I just give up trying. I will be your friend, I will talk to you, but other than that I am done.......

Delerius!He has auto 11s and is under 800k to Prophet!
Please help!!!
 Delerius @ fubar

Picture RequestFor all you photoshopping dudes :
1. My head on Gunjack's body (you know, off of 'Tekken')
kthnxbai
2. Thanks Crisis, knew there was something else. ANYTHING THAT SAYS, IN THAT TEKKEN FONT, "ENTER TEH TEKKINS"
That shit would rule.

@>-;---I've been hurt and heart broken.
But your teaching me to trust you.
When my heart was broken and shattered.
You were there to pick up the pieces.
When i couldn't tell you about my past.
You showed me i didn't have to hide from you.
When i was having doubts about you.
You told me you needed me even more.
When you look me in the eyes i realize how much you mean to me.
When you tell me I'm everything you need.
I believe your everything i need to get on with my life.
I can't keep my eyes off of you there is just something about you that gets to me.
You always say the right words.
And sometimes you might get on my nerves.
But I'm learning to love again.
It might be taking me a little longer to love you.
But trust me.
I'm starting to realize that i do.
I will do anything for you.
You don't realize how much your love means to me.
And how much i want you in my life.
One of these days I'm going wake up beside you.
And I'm finally going get to say I LOVE YOU to your face

SadWell today my mom told me she couldn't hold it in anymore. Yup that's when she told me my cat Cleo was killed 3 weeks ago. Cleo was an outside cat so I never questioned why she never came in, but she always came around at night to sit with me on the porch, or to just lay around. Blah, this really sucks.

-You've made my tummy flutter,
My heart soar and fly.
Never would I have guessed,
that this amazing man would be mine.
Love songs can't hypnotize me anymore,
only your voice can be music to my ears.
There's nothing I really would want,
than to have you with me here.
I want to hold you close,
kiss all your troubles away.
Hear that sweet laugh of yours,
and forever by you, I want to lay.
You're the reason I'm always smiling,

Spicy Portabella Mushrooms In Balsamic VinegarIngredients: ------------
2 Portabella mushrooms (they are Xpensive!)
2 large sweet red peppers
2 cherry tomatoes
1/2 red onion
1 tsp olive oil
1 tblsp fresh, coarsely ground black pepper
Coriander leaves
Sauce: ------
1/2 capful *very good* BALSAMIC VINEGAR (this is the key - get one from a specialty store, the supermarket ones are too watered down. A good Modena type is good)
1/4 tsp Hungarian paprika for flavor
salt to taste
Preparation: ------------
1. Whisk the sauce ingredients together
2. Wipe the shrooms with a moist towel and slice long.
3. Chop the onions along the grooves.
Cooking: --------
1. Place whole peppers and tomatoes on a foil in a preheated oven at BROIL. Keep turning them until the peppers are charred. The tomatoes will bleed into the foil...don't throw that water.
2. Remove peppers and make long slices. Remove the core and the seeds.
3. Mix the cherry tomatoes and the fluid they exude, into the sauce. Mix well until the tomatoes are crushed int

FarewellIt's the end of the working day holding frustration at bay
I know that happiness is coming soon
'cause I'll be listening to your tune
My friend, you're my lighter side
you're the moon to my tide
now it isn't so bad
it is not what you think
You're a friend the best I've had
And it's friendship I want to gain
because I'm the desert and you're the rain
All my beautiful friends have all gone away
only wish you could stay
wherever you go
I have to let you know
you have a friend in me
I'll send you my best
no good-byes
no sad-sighs (circa 1993)

-There is a flower,
It doesn't grow at night,
It doesn't grow during day,
It grows for the Love
of those in pain;
webs of fear,
freedom encased,
It's truth never lied.
So loving,
the dark and the light
interfaced
so sad,
it must be torn
by its own thorns,
with blood tear
it will reflect,
from its hidden smile,
It is caring never died.
It is ever so lovely
it is the rose
for whom the Pierrot
truly cried.

-I went through a long and painful fight
To get my love and dignity back
I gave him my heart and soul
Still waiting for it to come back
Now that someone new has come along
I don't know what to do
Because Ive been hurt so deeply
I have a scar on my heart that will never heal
I thought i could take away the past
But day in and day out it returns
It has nothing to do with you
I'm just afraid
Afraid of getting hurt again
Afraid of doing something wrong
Afraid i wont be perfect enough
For that's the image i hold because of the guy i thought was the one
Trust is a word i don't use to often
Love is a word that shows all meaning
But hope is the word i rely on
You deserve an explanation
Its just to hard to say
But in these words i can explain
That what you have to offer is more than enough
Although i can never forget those tears
But i know how much i don't want them back
My heart was ripped out, shattered and thrown
My tears just kept on flowing
Memories

I Would Live In Your LoveI would live in your love as the sea-grasses live in the sea,
Borne up by each wave as it passes,
drawn down by each wave that recedes;
I would empty my soul as the dreams
that have gathered in me,
I would beat with your heart as it beats
I would follow your soul as it leads
Sara Teasdale (1884-1933)

Baked Scallops And Mushrooms In Garlic Sauce3/4 lb scallops
1/4 cup flour
1/2 lb mushrooms, stems removed and minced
3 tblsp olive oil
1/4 cup white wine
3 tblsp fine bread crumbs
2 tblsp minced onion
1 tblsp minced parsely
2 clove minced or pressed garlic
pinch of red pepper flakes & salt
Instructions: -------------
Preheat oven to 350F.
Brush a shallow baking dish with 1 tbs of the oil.
Bake the 'shroom caps for 10 min.
Combine stems, crumbs, onion, parsely, red pepper and salt mix together well.
Add scallops to the baking dish. (If you really want to be artistic, plan it out so the scallops are a good size to fit into the mushroom caps, and buy the same number of each. Then you can stick one scallop in each 'shroom.)
Add the wine to the baking dish.
Sprinkle the minced mixture over all, and drizzle the remaining oil over.
Bake for 20 more min, or until done.

Dieing WishDieing Wish
If i can Have one wish my love .Id love to have another chance with You.
To make life better for me and my family.
The life im living right now is the life of misery.
Why because need my family "Stormme Hughes" "Andrew Hughes" And The love of my Life
"Jaimee D Rodriguez" .Without You all here. My life is not complete.
So please For my dieing wish is
To have all of you Guys here with Me and my son "Junito Rodriguez".
He does need his mother and there is
Noone out there that can take your place.
You know all the good bad times we had we always got through
It together And There is No Need to give up on life or on us.
You need to understand all that pain We go through the kids feel it . we are all human
Just because we dont show it doesnt mean we dont have feeling.
I goto bed everynight Wondering when you ever gonna come Back And Join us once again.
You Know everynight our son asks me Is Mommi coming and i just look at him hurt like hell
With alot of p

Cold Cold MorningI told you that my love was true
all you said is that we were through
so you left me on that cold, cold morning
you and me we've had a chance at a shared life and true romance
but you left me on that cold, cold morning
here I stand with big soft heart
wondering if I am going to fall apart
since you left me on that cold, cold morning (circa 1992)

Grilled Portobello MushroomsBrush the mushroom with olive oil, balsamic vinegar, and lots of black and red pepper (big mushroom, eh?).
Grill it for 2 and a half minutes on each side, and garnish it with a puree of garlic and parsley.
Serve it with lemon slices on a bed of salad greens with a roasted red bell pepper.
If you have leftover stems and broken mushrooms bits, simmer them for ninety minutes in water with a bay leaf and thyme.
Use the dark brew to add or enhance a mushroom flavour in sauce.

Alone...together.If you've perused enough of this blog, you will know that I am pretty much a person without secrets. I don't hold back very much. I figure that the more people know about me, the more informed a decision they can make as to whether or not to associate with me.
And...associating with me can be a real chore.
The turns my life has taken and the situation that I've found myself in make socialization a difficult thing to say the least. It has taken most of my time and energy. It has changed the person that I am inside. Hardened me. Made me stronger.
And weaker at the same time.
For the most part, I keep to myself. When I get a free moment from the chaos of my daily routine, I hide in my room, bathed in candlelight. I meditate, I write, I lie in intensely steaming hot bubble baths reading and trying to wash away the dirt that seems to cling stubbornly to my soul, I fiddle around on the computer...whiling away the hours until it all begins all over again.
Since Peacey's been

Why Vibrators Are Good For You....Why Vibrators Are Good for You
A vibrator is a good thing that's actually good for you. Yes, it's
true  I'm not just giving you an excuse to buy one. The Berman
Center conducted a study of vibrator use among women, and the
findings were resoundingly positive.
More women have dabbled in vibrators than you may think: 44 percent
of women have vibrator experience. It's not just the singles either!
Nearly 60 percent of women in relationships reported vibrator
experience, while just over a third of single women did.
Whether the woman was single or married, old or young, vibrator use
was associated with better sexual function. Women who used a
vibrator, either in the past or currently, had more sexual interest
and desire; better arousal; easier and more frequent orgasms; and
less pain during and after sex. In addition, better sexual function
was linked to higher levels of sexual satisfaction and even enhanced
quality of life. It doesn't get much better than t

The Rules Of The Drunk Tank Marquee StyleRules of the lounge No bagheads,No link dropping unless approved by staff Only Steven Drunk1 and Jessa are aloud in the coding Just dont be a douche and enjoy,No Emo's
Rules of the lounge No bagheads,No link dropping unless approved by staff Only Steven Drunk1 and Jessa are aloud in the coding Just dont be a douche and enjoy,No Emo's
Rules of the lounge No bagheads,No link dropping unless approved by staff Only Steven Drunk1 and Jessa are aloud in the coding Just dont be a douche and enjoy,No Emo's

Can This Be?Can it be? Is this the real story of you and me?
When I was young I had a dream of meeting someone like you. A kind hearted man who put me first. Who tried not to hurt me. All my life I wished and prayed for this day to come. Now that it is here I am ecstatic and want to keep you. I know that your heart belongs to another but maybe with time you will see how much you mean to me. I dont want to push you away. I will take my time and go slow. I will be honest with you and I want you in my life. I dont know and cant tell you when but I will show time and time again how much you mean to me. So take your time and heal your heart and just know I am waiting for that day where you can say that I own your heart. I have know doubt I have some fears that this will never happen but I know that if I show you all my love something may happen. So lets be honest and show we care and let just take it from there.

The Man I MissThe man I miss always cheers me up and puts a smile on my face as we are talking.
Even through his struggles, his triumphs, his tears, and his laughs I see the man I really love.
I miss his voice, I miss his face, I miss everything even though he's only 7 hours away it's something I can not cure.
When I realized I loved him it hit me like a ton of bricks, we had been friends forever and then one day boom it hit me. The man I was with wasn't the true man I loved, the one I really truely loved was the one that all along I knew but was afraid to admit it to my heart.
Baby I hope you see this and if you do. Know from the bottom of my heart, I do love you. Sure I've said I love many men no doubt about that but this love is different from my mind and my heart.
Kat

Why Am I Here?I'm trying to deal with my gf passing away. Who in the fuck would think that a 53, 107 lb 22 year old who ran 2+ miles and worked out 5 days a week would die from complications caused by impacted wisdom teeth growing in of all things? I got mine at 13 with no problems. WTF? Sometimes I want to fall asleep and never wake up. At others just talk to anyone about anything just to forget.

I Love Colorado In The Fall!!!It happens almost without notice...little by little the days begin to change and the nights get longer. A slight chill hits the air and it becomes know, because it feels different, that fall is on its way. The hot, summer days give way to mild climates, and soon there is a hint of new color in the leaves. The emerging season caresses the clouds, the moon, and the air with cold, but welcome breath. Nature falls in love and begins dancing with sways and dips, as her fashionable dress changes colors before our eyes. This dance is more breathtaking and dramatic in the mountains of Colorado. If one times it right and watches for the proper cues, a simple journey can turn into a kaleidoscope of tasteful scenes crescendoing forth from just around the next curve.

My Arrest!So yesterday i was trippin out cuz i got lied to! over a fucking computer! My brother tried to tell me that i'm not allowed on the computer anymore, and it's not even his, and Megan said i can use it! and so i don't see what the big fucking deal is! I wasn't bothering them, but yet they said it was! OMFG, grow the fuck up I'M 27 FUCKING YEARS OLD!!!!! I DO WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT, WHERE AND HOW I WANT AND I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT ANYONE HAS TO SAY ABOUT IT!!! that is me deal with it!!!! So anyways, his cunt of a girlfriend got up in my face and i told her to back the fuck up off me and she hit me, so i beat the piss outta her, and my brother pinned me down and let her get on top of me and hit me again, so i had her by her throat, and she FUCKING BIT ME!!! I have to go get a tetnus shot now and e'ry thing!!!! I'm telling you!! I have had enough fucking abuse from my family that any one person can deal with!!!! I'm sick and tired of always getting fucked with!! I am who I am, and I will

Venomous Words.You are inside of me.
Crawling through my soul.
Like a disease.
Spreading to the whole of me.
Engulfing all thought;
all reason.
I cling to you.
Relishing the pain and the rapture.
Wrapping myself in it.
I cry out to the heavens.
Begging for mercy.
Longing for solace.
It is all too much.
It is never enough.
It is all that was promised and more.
These words on your lips;
like shining drops of venom.
Coated with sugar.
A powerful toxin;
dripping into my ears.
Lurking in the shadows of me.
A malignancy of emotion.
Open, bleeding.
The stench of hope.
Drowning together;
falling, bitter and forgotten.
Holding on for dear death.
Entwined in a lover's dance.
With destiny.
With eternal damnation.
Ah, sweet bliss as breath escapes.
To linger in the air.
To flow away for eternity.

SoApparantly I said a bad word in a MuMM, and I've had my globals taken away from me as a punishment for being naughty. But I do wonder who might have reported me.... So far I've narrowed it down to 19 suspects...

You Gotta Be Kidding Me...No, nothing's wrong, I just had to mention that my best buddy GraficzGrl has her auto 11s on, and if you don't go rate some of her pics, you'll suffer the wrath of m0p.
Why are you still here? GO!
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Help!As some of you know, I'm being arrested tomorrow to help fight Muscular Dystrophy. I need all the help I can get and if you could all send your friends here that would be great. Below is my home page.
Even a couple of dollars helps!
Thanks, love you guys!
https://www.joinmda.org/geneseoil2008/tanya2816
Real money, not fu-bucks!!
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He Is MineA figment of my imagination?
No he is not, he's much more than that.
He is the thought that gets me through the day.
The voice that makes my heart pace.
He seems to good to be real, yet he's right here.
And he is mine.
His laugh, musical to my ears.
His smile, though I can't see it, makes me smile.
He seems like he is too good to be real.
But he is real.
And he's mine.
Time. There never seems to be enough of it when I'm with him.
My heart beats through my chest just thinking of his name alone.
And when he says my name..no words can take the
place of that feeling.
I count the time until I can hear his voice again.
Does he do the same? I can only wonder.
There's so much to him that only I can see.
But guess what? He is mine. And he is with me.
It seems selfish to want to lock him up and keep him for myself.
But I can't help it. I don't want to share him.
I can say no more, cause all thats left to say is he is real, and he is

Thanks BeachBeach ... thanks so much for the three day BLAST. I am about to post it.
One day we will get our erotic story completed.
Muahhhhhhhhhhhh
36d hugs,
ms. cleavage

Omg!!!!!I am soooo sick of my unit doing all the work for the entire place.....they do nothing and strech us till we are almost broken and burnt out!!!! can't wait for the union to fight them for us!!!!!!!

How To Stay YoungHOW TO STAY YOUNG
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay "them!"
2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.
3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's. .
4. Enjoy the simple things.
5. Laugh often ... long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. .
6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. .
7. Surround yourself with what you love ... whether it's ... family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. .
8. Cherish your health. If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help. .
9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall ...

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Just To Have Some Fun, An AuctionI like to give little gifts to my friends so keeping Fubucks can be a problem lol. I racked my brain to think about how to build my fubucks up and came up with an idea.
I have decided to have an auction to give some things that most people like on here and raise fubucks for my self.
I am going to offer (1) A one month VIP
(2) A Bling Pak of 25
(3) An auto 11
I am going to take bids from today till Thanks giving day. I will post as we go what the highest bid is so if you are interested you can keep up. If at the time of the giving of the prize any of the items on auction is now longer avaliable I will discuss it with the winner and find something of equal value. Please this is a real offer and not just a pitty gift so nothing less than 1,000,000 will even be concidered, I hope you understand.
Lets have some fun and see what happens, Just leave your bid here in a comment and every one can see how things are going lol lets have some fun. Any

Wanna Make Some Quick Fubucks?If you know where the line in my status came from, give me a gift or leave me a pic comment with your answer. It could be from a movie or a song. The first five people to answer correctly get $1000 FuBucks! Just my way of saying thanks for stopping by!!
Have fun, and good luck!
Be sure to play every time the status changes!!

Guts? Or Balls?Guts or Balls?
There is a medical distinction. We've all heard about people having guts or balls, but do you really know the difference between them?
In an effort to keep you informed, the definitions are listed below:
GUTS - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: 'Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?'
BALLS - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: You're next, Chubby.'
I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, however, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Oh Hell!I just smoked my last cigarette...I am quitting starting today. you have now been warned of the future piss off,grumpy bitch I may be come!

SynergyWell i guess people don't change and the fact people still are two timing assholes you see i was dating SYNERGY for a month till just yesterday i called Bruce aka SYNERGY anyways he hung up on me knowing be hold the asshole texted me told me he is dating one of his close friends named Bekah and i had a feeling they were fooling around because he was comfortable naked and she wanted to get laid by him and kept resureing me he wasn't fooling around with Bekah but he was he always told me he isn't a coward when it comes to anything Bruce if you read or any of your friends read this you broke my heart and you are a coldhearted,lyer,coward and a 2 timeing asshole that needs to grow the fuck up and be a man. Hope you to dear god one of these days you will know how it feel to get your heart broken your a COLDHEARTED ASSHOLE!!!!

Intelationshipsok 1st timer frm england. well, tip of ice berg met beautiful, 28 ,looks 17, says childrens' doctor on some website like fubar ,outta nowhere she says in love/besotted wants marriage n children promising a utopian sexlife ! booked tickets paid 4 international passport & she has £500 in 3d to show she can maintain herself here. has 2b shown in dept in moscow. ther are no single tickets ! my name is apparently registered @russian n uk embassies. i am known by the security services(long story)here. i am nearly literally twice her age. am i being scammed or does love@firstsight exist ? in fact she has not seen photo of me ! this email chat has been happening since 21 sept + telephone calls + travel agent email n 1 phonecall. line 2russia is crap. should of joined eu. usa govt fault

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Profile Got Deletedremember PERSIA??? her profile got deleted. please help her get back up to Godfather level where she was. she is the sweetest friend and we have no idea why this happened. xox bunny
¤ Chelsea.Smile ¤@ fubar

Yeah Thats RightSays she as I munch on a bar of turkish delight - i feel the need to diet - I am so fat its not true so here is my new dietary list and I still stick rigidly to it for two weeks.
Monday -
breakfast - 4 egg custard tarts, 1 bottle of coke
dinner - 1 bar of turkish delight, 2 cans of lager
tea - big mac fries, 3 milkshakes, 4 cans of lager
The rest of the week is the same as monday - only might have more lager if I want to
Within 2 weeks - I shall be accomplished - fatter but hey ho my life
(BTW some of you wanna smile more often, it aint that hard to smile, its harder for me to walk than it is for you to smile!)

I Awoke With A Chill...I awoke with a chill,
laying in bed trembling --
aloneness gnawing at my senses.
the coldness of seasons,
like a faithful companion,
crept in while I was sleeping
to remain an unwanted guest!
O Theaza by lighting my heart
you have opened my eyes
to this furtive trespass,
this grim violation!
O Theaza, please come
curl next to me -- please come
let our arms devour one another, please come
let our kisses consume one another, please come
and please gently unwrap me of this dreadful solitude!
O Theaza, please come
permanently infect me
with your Love-Fever!
SR 11/6/08

I Can Make Our Home A Better Place Today.Work is love made visible.
--Kahlil Gibran
Family members show love and concern for others through their work. Parents might build a bookcase or prepare the meals. Children might help by emptying the wastebaskets. All are showing love through what they do. In our lives together, our work is an important way of saying I love you. We will still want to give them lots of hugs and kisses. But our work shows how much we care, and who is important to us. Our work around the house is an investment. It makes a home for all of us, constructed of visible love.
How can I make our home a better one today?

It Is Possible To Work And Enjoy Working Too.Work and enjoy
You never have to choose between work and enjoyment. You can do both.
You can choose to do work that you enjoy. You can also choose to enjoy whatever work you do.
The work you do enables you to create value. The work you do while enjoying yourself enables you to create immense and highly meaningful value.
There is a reason why you have chosen to do the work you do. Explore that reason, connect it with your deepest purpose, and you'll find a way to enjoy whatever the task may be.
One of your most persistent driving desires is to make a difference. Enjoy the fact that you have the opportunity to work at things that will indeed make a difference.
Work with enjoyment and gratitude. Not only will your work bring rewards, you'll also find that your work is itself a great reward.
-- Ralph Marston

666That was the Illinois number in the lottery the next day!!!!
Is God playing with us? Let us know He knows more then we do???

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What Are Your Reasons For Wanting A Threesome?I'm in my curious mode at the moment and since I have some of your attention at the moment...I thought I should pose this question to everyone...
Why do men want threesomes and why do women want threesomes?
I have seen my girlfriends tell their boyfriends...lets have a threesome but the man is not allowed to touch the other woman...What the Hades?! Then why is it called a threesome? Shouldn't it be like a two-somes or a two and a 1/4...since the guy does get to watch?
Anyway, I had an almost threesome...very frustrating.
I want a FMF...I want to watch a woman seduce my guy and drive him insane...anything she does to him...I'm going to learn and understand...I'll do it even better! I'm highly competitive and I do not want to be 2nd to anyone...hey...that's just me!
Now, please tell me what are your reasons?

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11.06.08 - Meatloaf - You Took The Words Right Out Of My MouthSONG VERSION BELOW
You Took The Words Right Out Of My Mouth - Meat Loaf
LYRICS BELOW
BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses?
GIRL: Will he offer me his mouth?
BOY: Yes
GIRL: Will he offer me his teeth?
BOY: Yes
GIRL: Will he offer me his jaws?
BOY: Yes
GIRL: Will he offer me his hunger?
BOY: Yes
GIRL: Again, will he offer me his hunger?
BOY: Yes
GIRL: And will he starve without me?
BOY: Yes
GIRL: And does he love me?
BOY: Yes
GIRL: Yes
BOY: On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses?
GIRL: Yes
BOY: I bet you say that to all the boys
It was a hot summer night, the beach was burning
There was fog crawling over the sand
Oh when I listen to your heart I hear the whole world turning
I see the shooting stars falling through your trembling hands
Oh, you were licking your lips and your lipstick's shining
I was dying just to ask for a taste
Oh, we were lying togeth

Obama & The FutureSo I am finally getting on the band wagon after all these years. I am considering my blogs strictly my opinions and should someone agree with or disagree with my blogs; then that's your opinion and I have always been taught never, ever argue with someone else's opinion.
That said, I know that 51%(+) of Americans awoke on November 5th, 2008 as "happy" hopeful Americans. That said, that means that 49%(+) were very upset; yes I was one of them. As a matter of fact I am sooo upset that I went down this day and applied for a Texas CHL (concelled handgun license) as I believe that America will go to hell in a handbasket beginning January 10, 2009. So President Elect Obama, DO NOT ask me to attend your party as I will definately decline. As a matter of fact, I will be watching ESPN's Best Damn Sports Show Ever since the ability of the next administration will be one of socialism followed by "The Beast".
I ain't wearin the mark folks.

My First PoemI awoke in the holding cell drunk , and dazed
wondering what happened the night before , violence , and rage .
Not a care in the world , drunk, and disorderly. Whiskey whiskey , you are my weakness . I tip the bottle hoping for a way out , only to make it worst as i scream , and shout Fuck the world , and everything its about.
I love my woman , and my 2 kids. This whiskey is killing our relationship within. Its controlling my life and setting off my demons.
I have no control only weekness. I should try harder, but i only fail, losing everything i love, and going to jail.
regret remorse is all i feel. This whiskey will hurt, and abuse my life till the end. whiskey you are no longer my friend.

A True Southern GentlemanCheck Him Out!
Hey everyone
If you dont have this guy as a friends you should
Hes funny and sweet and he does like to talk .. yes Talk!
He has load of stuff to rate
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A TRUE SOUTHERN GENTLEMAN ISN'T IT ABOUT TIME YOU GOT TO KNOW ONE ?@ fubar

Yeah, So...I'm pretty sure my exhusband called my son while drunk last night. My ex has a special ringer on my phone so I know to avoid it whenever I want. But my son also knows the ring so I couldn't tell him it wasn't his dad. I felt kinda bad letting my son talk to him while drunk. Felt weird having my ex drunk dial my son as well...

So This Is What Its Like....so here we go.... winter is here and everyones broke.... but look on the bright side....gas prices came down a lil.
but its still gonna be a rough TG this nov. without mom. im almost sure dad is gonna break down at the table. but we'll make it thru...like we do with everything.
but check this out.
after mom passed on sept 10th....dad was looking in his office closet for something...and came across a bag.....he opened it...and realized it was a christmas gift he and mom bought a few months back 4 my sister linda. so Linda will be getting a christmas gift from mom this year ...3 1/2 months after she passed..... so Christmas is gonna be rough as well.....
it wasn't till like last nite till i realized that this will be the first holiday...besides halloween...without mom and all her cooking and traditions....
i can still see her smile when i walk around the house....when im in the living room watching tv...i see her sitting in the chair like she always had when

ShavingJust a reminder to all people out there that you need to shave your private regions in the next month or so cause BUSH is out!!

Yay!My finals for my classes are next week, and I have not done the first thing to even prepare for them. I hate these classes and will be glad when I am done with them!
I'm training these new guys at work, and it seems to be going well, except the one is majorly annoying and the other one is majorly hot! So I either leave work with a headache, or I sit all day trying not to molest my co-workers...lol
I need help, can you tell?

Hamlet Act 2, Scene 2, 303312Shakespeare Quotes | What a piece of work is a man
Hamlet:
What a piece of work is a man, how noble in reason, howinfinite in faculties, in form and moving how express andadmirable, in action how like an angel, in apprehension how likea god! the beauty of the world, the paragon of animalsand yet,to me, what is this quintessence of dust? Man delights not menor woman neither, though by your smiling you seem to say so.
Rosencrantz:
My lord, there was no such stuff in my thoughts.
Hamlet Act 2, scene 2, 303312
This passage has provoked bitter scholarly battlesover its punctuation. Is Hamlet saying that man is like an angel in apprehension (understanding), or like a god in apprehension? The different placement of commas in the early texts of the play makes all the difference.
We're not going to settle the argument here; you probably get the drift of Hamlet's speech anyway. Man is the noblest of all God's pieces of work, the "quintessence of dust" (the fifth, or

Thought For 11/6Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only steals the joy of today..

Fubling Auctio...get It While It's HotI'm having a fubling auction till Friday at 1pm.
Come bid on these great bling's befor there
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Adding 2 morph's of your choice in this auction as well
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Nsfw's Want To See Them?All right... so you want to see my NSFW? Here's What you do...
Buy me an Auto-11 Bling/Cherry Bomb for 35 Credits... or take the cheap way and get me a Bling Pack for $9.99 or higher!
Bling pack and an Auto - 11 Bling!
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"the Girl"The girl of my dreams she is-Skin smooth and soft
like a silk satin sheet over her body and eyes
with such beauty like the baby blue waters of
Cancun, Mexico just of the coast crystallized in
place-hair, blood red like the pedals of a rose
and a figure untouchable and unimaginably
perfected she leaves you breathless, frozen in
place-people see her so differently they think
she is all for lust without regret heartless and
unkind , but in reality as I know her she is
caring and wise, more loving than hateful, so
heart-warming I can feel her from this distance
afar, very imaginative and incredibly
intelligent, has the greatest sense of humor
there is never a dull moment and always leaves a
smile, yet she feels so numb and hurt deep inside
from everything shes been through each passing
day, faking every smile to hide her true emotions
from the world wanting to give up but knows she
has a lot to live for ahead, she

Activate Auto 11IM ACTIVATING MY AUTO 11 LATER WOULD REALLY APPRECCIATE ALL UR HELP GETTING ME TO LEVEL 24 WHERE I WAS ON MY LAST ACCOUNT IM ON 22 AT THE MO SO WOULD REALLY LOVE TO GET BACK TO FU-KING THANKS

ChoicesIn life, I have discovered that there is no time to waste, and if you want something, you have to try to take it. I don't know if this is right or wrong, but it is a piece of my mind. I have missed too many opportunities to count, and all due to bad choices in the past. I guess, what I'm saying is..... well...... do I have to go against my morals to get ahead?? Anyone??

The Truth Of The Matter......is that this presidential election has shown me two(2)things.First America has come a long way,and secondly we still have a long ways to go.It's sad that the greatest country in the world has a problem within it's boundries.We need to stop the HATRED,Americans

Random Things About Me....Ten Anonymous Things You Want To Say To Different People:
1.
Thanks for being there no matter what and when no one else is
2.
Why cant you love me like I love you
3.
Let the past stay in the past and move on with your future
4.
Dont stay if you dont really feel the love
5.
I love and miss you so much
6.
You are my best friend
7.
Thanks for believeing in me and giving me the strength to believe in myself!
8.
I hate you and wish I never would have met you
9.
I love you, hang in there, life will get better, i promise!
10.
I love you more than you know.
Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1.
BE HONEST WITH ME
2.
STAND BY MYSIDE NO MATTER WHAT COMES ALONG
3.
SHOW ME THAT YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT LOVE MEANS
4.
REMIND ME EVERY DAY HOW MUCH I MEAN TO YOU
5.
LISTEN TO MY WORDS AND THE MEANINGS BEHIND THEM
6.
NOTICE ME WHEN I LOOK MY WORST AND MY BEST
7.
HOLD ME WHEN I AM CRYING GOOD OR BAD T

"goodbye Is Forever"GOODBYE IS FOREVER By Lady Jo
I Cannot Stand The Pain,
The Tears Fall, Like Rain, Continuously.
I Hoped That They Will Help Me,
But Im Drowning In My Sorrow,
I Feel Like Im All Numb,
I Wanted To Be There For You.
Right Now I Feel So Helpless,
Knowing That I Wont, See You Tomorrow.
My Head Feels Like It Will Explode,
I Miss You So Sincerely.
I Know You Had To Go,
Ill Always Love You Dearly.
It Seems Like Yesterday,
That I Listened To Your Stories.
Now Life Is Just A Shadow Of Before,
It Hurts So Much Not Knowing You Anymore.
I Know You Love Me Too,
I Feel It Now, & Always.
I Never Dreamt Id Say Goodbye, Ever,
Because It Feels Like, Goodbye Is Forever.

Fantasy 3the night has been long,and so has my journey.as i arrive to this new city of lights and wonders known as the city that never sleep.my hunger and thirst are great but i know i must becareful.as i stalk the night streets in search of my prey,i am reminded of all the wonders i will soon enjoy.as i have moved here to be closer to my betrothed.i know she will be here in my arms within a few days but i have not feed for days and the blood lust is growing more and more with each passing second.i quickly spot a very easy prey off by herself.i quickly run ahead and hide in the shadows waiting,as she starts to pass by i quickly pull her into the shadows and sink my fangs deep into her neck drinking so much of her blood.i hear her moan softly not fighting me off.and quickly realise she is enjoying this.i let one of my hands drop down to her thighs and work my hand quickly up her skirt and feel that she is so wet and turned on and feel her muscles tighten around my fingers as i thrust a few into

How Do You Show You Care?"Love is not only something you feel. It is something you do."
-- David Wilkerson
In her book, No Less Than Greatness, Mary Manin Morrissey speaks of a research study that explored how family members communicate with each other. Apparently, the most frequently spoken words between husbands, wives, sisters and brothers were "Whats on?" and "Move."
She goes on to say, "We all desire great relationships but often settle for just getting by. Many of us have stopped questioning the fact that we may know fictitious TV families more intimately than we do our own."
The most powerful force in our lives is our ability to love. Indeed, its the most basic essence of who we are.
How do you experience and express your love for the people in your life?
"The whole idea of compassion is based on a keen awareness of the other.... The whole purpose of life is to live by love."
-- Thomas Merton

My Kidshow can i put this for the ones that dont know i have 2 boys and i miss them so much. well on the 31 of oct i got pictures of them in there coustems. well i have not been to happy because i miss them so much so if you guys can put comments on the pictures so that i know people see them i love them and miss them so freckin much and i cry my eyes out every night when i go to sleep if there is anyone that knows somewhat how it feels tll me how you deal with it please!!

Bye, George!Bye, George!
While large corners of the world are busy celebrating Obama's presidential victory there will be some people feeling slightly deflated to see George Bush step down as US president.
Over the past eight years Bush has provided us with endless amusement as a result of his faux pas or Bushisms' as they've been dubbed. Here are twenty of our favourites.
20. "Those who enter the country illegally violate the law." - Nov. 28, 2005
19. "We don't believe in planners and deciders making the decisions on behalf of Americans." - Sept. 6, 2000
18. "If this were a dictatorship, it'd be a heck of a lot easier, just so long as I'm the dictator." - Dec. 19, 2000
17. "Well, I think if you say you're going to do something and don't do it, that's trustworthiness." - Aug. 30, 2000
16. "I think we agree, the past is over." - May 10, 2000
15. "I understand small business growth. I was one." - Feb. 19, 2000
14. "This foreign policy stuff is a little frustrat

Yeah, Yeah, YeahTake any specific time.
Categorize it.
Wow that was something huh? That big snowfall, that chipped tooth. You get where I am coming from, I know you do.
Yes, this is historic in that a black dude is controlling America, ok. Enough with the goddamn tears. Save it for the female inuit president.
Let's just reducto all absurdio out of the ass of this. The presumed villains slink back to their lairs (and one zumed-back to her ice cave moron ice witch!). Can we all now just calm the hell back down and get back to the job of making America work?
Obama is neither the Jesus or Anti-Christ or blah-blah-blah. He is just another leader with a mandate. Our mandates should be taking care of our specific worlds, taking care of those we love and getting on with life.

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Interns Needed, Re-make 'pendulum' Contest, New Videos OnlineListen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST).
Yay...Thursday's here! You know what that means, right? No pants day! Wait, no.
Today on the Opie and Anthony Radio Improv Spectacular, we're going to put Erik, Sam, and most of the staff into a meat grinder and make burgers for the fans... tasty ones. We'll try, anyway. They have to sign big waivers... you know, for legal purposes.
We'll probably comment a bit more on the election of the first African American President... you know, that Obama guy...
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About HerIt's been too long. Yes I was an ass. Yes I said hateful things to make her hate me. Yes she broke my 3 rules. Yet I can't get her out of my fucking mind! She is that lucid dream that happens when you can't sleep. That breeze of air every sunday you feel against your skin. She is with another, yet she can't be with him.
I know that in her heart and my own we feel the same, act the same and know the same outcome. She was my soulmate. She is my soulmate. No matter what has happend or will happen. I know that men lust and yearn for her. I also know that she is true to one man and I know that man.
When the day finally comes that we can overcome our emotional obsticles and accept eachother for whom we are, that will be the day that love will rule. That will be the day that I can look at her and be reminded of Christmas mornings and afternoon rainstorms. That will be the day that we can finally be together.

Possibly The Very Best Chicken Joke EverA chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is leaning against the headboard smoking a cigarette, with a satisfied smile on its face.The egg, looking a bit pissed off, grabs the sheet, rolls over, and says, 'Well, I guess we finally answered THAT question.'

R.i.p. Michael CrichtonMichael Crichton, the doctor-turned-author of bestselling thrillers such as "The Terminal Man" and "Jurassic Park" and a Hollywood writer and director whose credits include "Westworld" and "Coma," died in Los Angeles on Tuesday "after a courageous and private battle against cancer," his family said in a statement. He was 66.
We will miss you Michael, rest in peace!

Will You Stand ?Last night was probably emotionally draining for many people as they saw one of the most rabidly pro-abortion candidates ever get elected as the next president of the United States. Some are even saying that the pro-life movement was set back at least 30 years last night.
Last night I watched the acceptance speech of Barrack Obama. I watched as Jesse Jackson and Oprah Winfrey were trying to hold back the tears of joy and hope. I listened to interviews with pastors and civil rights leaders and my heart broke as they talked about Obama like he was the Messiah. I understand that this is a monumental event in the history of our nation. I also understand that our hope lies in no man.
While some people were ecstatic last night, others were in deep mourning, feeling utterly defeated. It almost seemed as if they thought John McCain and Sarah Palin were our only hope. I can't tell you how many times I heard people trying to convince me that Barrack Obama is the Anti-Christ, as they pray

I'm Thinkin...Well, today was one of those days that you hear everyone talk about. It started out a regular crappy day. Of course, I was still feeling bad over the "loosing the love of my life" thing. It was an average day, nothing exciting or dramatic happened. I was still slumped in a mess when a friend of mine got ahold of me. It was some of the things he was saying that opened my eyes. I had an epiphany. I am not going to let this pot-hole in the road ruin my life. I have my family, I have my friends and I have someone I met here while back that has taught me so much about myself, its unreal. I have learned that I am stronger then what I give myself credit for. I have learned that yea, happily ever afters aint real, but thats okay. Life is what you make of it. I am young, I have a beautiful healthy son, I keep hearing I am cute, What more could a girl want?
Sure, I miss him, sure I still cry, sure, I am lonely, Sure it feels as though I am never going to find anyone out there for me... but yo

Jane GoodallDame Jane Goodall, DBE (born Valerie Jane Morris Goodall on 3 April 1934) is an English UN Messenger of Peace, primatologist, ethologist, and anthropologist. She is well-known for her 45-year study of chimpanzee social and family interactions in Gombe Stream National Park, Tanzania, and for founding the Jane Goodall Institute.
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Jacques-yves CousteauJacques-Yves Cousteau (11 June 1910  25 June 1997) was a French naval officer, explorer, ecologist, filmmaker, scientist, photographer, author and researcher who studied the sea and all forms of life in water. He co-developed the aqua-lung, pioneered marine conservation and was a member of the Académie française. He was commonly known as Jacques Cousteau or Captain Cousteau.
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Cousteau liked to call himself an "oceanographic technician." He was, in reality, a sophisticated showman, teacher, and lover of nature. His work permitted many people to explore the resources of the oceans.
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Dream.
My best friend saw you beside me
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Black spectacles closing
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Unready to precipitate offense.
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I am at a loss then;
Where lies the bifurcation
Between a friend and my friend?
Jude, I do not know.
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Mohandas Karamchand GandhiMohandas Karamchand Gandhi - (2 October 1869  30 January 1948) was a major political and spiritual leader of India and the Indian independence movement. He was the pioneer of Satyagraharesistance to tyranny through mass civil disobedience, firmly founded upon ahimsa or total non-violencewhich led India to independence and inspired movements for civil rights and freedom across the world. He is commonly known around the world as Mahatma Gandhi (Sanskrit: महात्मा mahātmā or "Great Soul", an honorific first applied to him by Rabindranath Tagore) and in India also as Bapu (Gujarati: બાપુ bāpu or "Father"). He is officially honoured in India as the Father of the Nation; his birthday, 2 October, is commemorated there as Gandhi Jayanti, a national holiday, and worldwide as the International Day of Non-Violence.
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Einstein's many contributions to physics include his special theory of relativity, which reconciled mechanics with electromagnetism, and his general theory of relativity, which was intended to extend the principle of relativity to non-uniform motion and to provide a new theory of gravitation. His other contributions include advances in the fields of relativistic cosmology, capillary action, critical opalescence, classical problems of statistical mechanics and their application to quantum theory, an explanation of the Brownian movement of molecules, atomic transition probabilities, the quantum theory

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The Sanctity Of MarriageAlong with voting in a new president, voters in multiple states voted on whether or not to amend their state constitutions so that marriage would be defined as a "union between a MAN and a WOMAN" in order to preserve the 'sanctity of marriage.'
In the states where this has passed, gays & lesbians shouldn't get upset, but actually use these legal decisions to their benefit.
Gay & Lesbian marriage does not affect 99% of straight couples (the 1% are in the wedding industry). Since this is something that doesn't affect them, they don't care as much.
However, and this is the whole 'using it to their advantage' part, the possibility of couples not being able to get a divorce DOES affect them.
The first step in protecting marriage was to limit it to a union of a man and a woman only. Gays & lesbians now need to come together and take the issues of divorce to the courts. How can we protect the sanctity of marriage if we allow anyone to just go to the courthouse, sign a few paper

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Human Rights CampaignDear Victoria,
Unfortunate news has dimmed the exhilaration of this historic, life-changing election.
I am deeply disappointed to report anti-LGBT marriage bans passed in Florida and Arizona, and in Arkansas voters voted to bar all unmarried people, LGBT or straight, from adopting children or serving as foster parents.
Meanwhile media outlets have begun to report bad news for marriage equality in California. However, the Human Rights Campaign just participated in a conference call with our coalition partners and we firmly believe that all votes should be counted before calling the race. Several million votes in California have yet to be counted. Now is not the time to speculate on somebodys fundamental rights. So we are waiting to see the final results from those ballots and will be issuing a statement after the race has been called. Please stay tuned.
While this news certainly put a damper on such a historic election, we should celebrate the fact that our movement came to

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DarknessWhen you are drawn
To a light,
That you cannot escape,
Your future just at once deteriorates,
You follow its path,
Nothing else can be seen,
Then the light turns,
To complete darkness,
And on your hope it feeds,
When a spring of light
Finally breaks through,
The darkness keeps it hold,
You grab on,
Trying not to let go.
But the dark
Always follows,
And tears you apart.
(March 21, 2007)

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Shedding The Hatred......I'm not good at this whole "blog" thing, so please bare with me...
=P
I'm a news-hound, I admit it.
I especially like to watch the BBC news.
Nice to see some "real news" that doesn't concern the latest winner on "American Idol" or who the fuck shot 50-Cent THIS week...
As I watched the global news, I DID feel even PROUDER of being an American!!!
It seems the world has seen America as a country built on the backs of slaves...
...though I could easily point the finger back at MANY of "civil" countries, it's not my point...
The world was proud that one of it's youngest countries (yet oldest democracy) has risen up beyond the darkest time in it's short history.
"America has a BLACK president".....
Now, I hope we can shed the hatred...
Now, I hope we can get back to the issues...
....oh wait, it never WAS about the issues, just history right?!?
See me in four?!?
JAI 2012!

Gothic NightMoon light
As bright as the sun
Glowing on your face
Illuminating the milky white skin
Of a hidden race
Your fangs
Dripping with the
Crimson tears
That I have cried for you
My body
Mingling with your
Fiery poison
The waning moon
Disappears behind dark clouds
As you whisper
Your enchantments
Into the biting wind
As I fall
I see
The dark moon
Leaving it's nocturnal throne
As it's sister
Takes it's place
Into the world of the living
The moonbeams
Fade away
And so does the captor
Of my heart
Leaving
Only to rise again
Into the gothic night
(This one was written on August 13, 2007)

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Till Next TimeIt seems just like yesterday i was holding ur hand telling you how much i love you and seeing you grin . Time has gone by so fast its going on 4 months since you passed but it seems like yesterday that we had a good laugh . On the day when you took ur last breath i lost my grandpa my dad and my bestfriend . In the end when the eyes was closing all i could say till next time .....

Same As Blog TitleFirst and foremost I am just an outsider looking in. I spent 4 years at an American University where I heard differing opinions on a lot of things from republicans and democrats. I've come to this conclusion: It is not united we stand divided we fall. It is divided you stand divided you fall. Now this blog might piss a lot of people off and that's fine, everyone is entitled to their own opinion just as I am voicing mine right now.
Here's the big question: If no one was registered anything, would there still be so much division in the US? If Bill wasn't registered democrat and Susie wasn't registered Republican you just voted for whoever you wanted and it didn't matter if it was republican or democrat, would so many people be saying "he's not my president"? Or people booing the other candidate. Another question is, do you even know why you don't like the other candidate? Or is it just because the other candidate isn't from your party? And be honest with yourself when you ask that ques

All My Dj Homies Check This!The Juggalo Community Network is lookin for a DJ!!
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My StoreI have a great ebay store I hope will become even more popular. I have left my link for my store below. Come visit me. You may like it.
http://stores.ebay.com/amiracleofart?refid=store

It's All About Sexy Here Guys DamnRATE THIS PIC PLZ!!!!JUST CLICK THIS PIC HERE..
PLZ JUST CLICK THAT ONE PIC UP THERE AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HIS CONTEST. AND THEN YOU JUST RATE IT A TEN FOR US PLZ. TAKES JUST A SEC AND THATS A SEC YOU SPENT PUTTING A SMILE ON MY FACE. THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!
DOWN HERE YOU SEE IS THE EVER SO SEXY DJ KIDD. OMG THIS MAN IS SO HANDSOM. HES GOT ACTIVE 11'S RUNING ON HIS PAGE AND TIME IS ALMOST OUT.. LETS MAKE IT A BIG ONE FOR HIM GUYS PLZ LETS GO.....
SO ITS A TRUE WIN WIN FOR EVERYONE GAIN A NEW FRIEND- AND LEVEL YOUR SELF AT THE SAME TIME. YOU CAN'T GO WRONG.
DJ THE KIDD
CLICK THE PICS UP THERE AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HIS PROFILE.
PIMP OUT WAS BROUHGT TO YOU TODAY
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HI GUYS..

The Secret CrushShe'd known him her entire life
She always dreamed to be his wife
Just his smile made her heart melt
But she never told him how she felt
Forever hoped to have him here
Always dreamed to hold him near
Time passed and they both did grow
But still she never let him know
Perfect chances passed her by
But she just couldn't tell this guy
No matter what she'd ever do...
He still didn't have a clue
But one day her whole world did end
When she heard news from a friend
About the wreck he'd gotten in...
She'd never see his smile again
Now at his grave she softly cries
The tears running from sad eyes
This hurting girl whose heart is broken
All because of love unspoken

I Promise BabyI promise baby I'll love you
with you forever I'll stay
I'll do anything and everything
To keep harm to you away
I promise baby I can give you hugs
That only I can give
I'll honor and protect you
As long as I shall live
I promise baby I'll give you kisses
So sweet forever you'll taste
I'll kiss you until tomorrows here
No kisses for you to waste
I promise baby I'll be here with you
Like I know you'll be there for me
I'll bring happiness to your eyes
Love deeper than the sea
I promise baby I'll never hurt you
forever have no fears
I'll give up everything
To see you cry no tears
I promise baby you can trust me
I'll give you the world and more
I'll be your fairytale suitor
You shall be my Cinderella girl
I promise baby I'll treat you
As every women shall be
My beautiful royal princess
Show you off for everyone to see
I promise baby this to you
Promises so deep
than he said, " But I'm truly sorry,
there isn't one that I did keep."

Batte Of The Sexes Auction ~ Round Iv & VBattle of the Sexes ~ Round IV
This will be a Fu-Bucks & Cash Auction
There is no entry fee for entering the auction!!!
The entry with the most rates for their picture will receive a Bling Pack
Battle of the Sexes ~ Round V
This will be a Fu-Bucks ONLY Auction
The top 5 Males along with the Top 5 Females will be auctioned off AGAIN in a LIVE FU-BUCKS ONLY AUCTION in Dirty Deeds Radio Lounge.

Lying To ForgetThis lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear her name
Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For her are somehow gone
Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs
But last night when I saw her
For the first time since she left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath
When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let her go

New Family For Former HottiesWith the deletion of the Hotties a counsel of former hotties was formed and have provided a homepage for former Hotties and other women who would like to be a part of a sisterhood.
We will vote on prospects
Please feel free to come request us and in your request state that you wish to be a prospect...
We love the girls that we worked so closely with and want to provide a place to continue the friendships that have been developed.
The Pegasus Project@ fubar
PLEASE DONT LET THE SISTERHOOD END WITH THE DELETION OF THE HOTTIES HOMEPAGE!!!
THANKS AND MUCH SISTERLY LOVE
JUDES

Apple AnnoucementAPPLE ANNOUNCEMENT
Apple announced last week that it has developed a breast implant that can store and play music. The i-Tit will cost from $499 to $699, depending on cup and speaker size.
This has been hailed as a major social breakthrough,
because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.

I Lay Here With You Until The Final GoodbyeSky is gray like a shard of dirty glass
Dew glistens off newly mowed grass
Stars hidden behind angry storm clouds
Eerie silence covers the night like a shroud
Babies shrill cry of pain wakes the night
Soon the house comes alive with hurried light
Like a needle of ice piercing her heart
A mother screams and the sobbing starts
Sirens are heard, terror filling the night
Sip of personal horror is a fathers plight
An angel so small laying frail and weak
Infant is dying and the mother shrieks
Needing to hold her baby she's filled with alarm
Unplugs the monitor and takes him in her arms
She'll lay by his side till the last good bye
Black resentment grows as she wonders why

Just Some Private ThoughtsLife was living Hell
so I went to sit by the ocean
feel the sun burning in my face
the wind in my hair
and listen to the sound of the waves
Now I could feel lucky
Lucky to be alive
Alive and free
Free from everyday problems
Problems that makes life difficult
Difficult to survive when you`r sick and tired
Tired of fighting your everyday wish
Wish to lie down and die
Die and find peace
Peace is to sit by the ocean
feel the sunshine burning in my face
the wind in my hair
and listen to the sound of the waves

New Relationship (too All Nightshifters)I just wanted to spread the great news. Last night I asked Jewell W. to go out with me although we live far away from one another. She said yes, to my supprise. I am very greatful to have such a wonderful and beautiful girlfriend. I could not ask for a better person.
P.S Night Shifters ROCK!

DepressionHow do you describe the emptiness inside you as your heart breaks? A void full of depression, hungering for more? Does it feel like a light has been turned off?
What happens to a persons soul when that fire is gone? For some it more than they can bear, others, are so closed off they feel nothing.
This dark endless pit called depression, aren't those who have escaped lucky? Those of us still stuck here are tortured every second, it never letting up.
The more it hurts, the darker the void gets.

Own The GirlzzzOWN THE GIRLZZZ.
THE HOTTEST FU COUPLE ON FUBAR ARE UP FOR SALE..
THIS AIN'T NO REGULAR AUCTION CASH BIDS ONLY. BUT AREN'T THESE HOTTIES WORTH IT?
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Sexy Legs Contest =]Hey ya'll! im entered into the sexiest legs on fubar contest! Would ya'll please go vote for me and my legs!
the contest was re-opened!
1 rule! you have to fan and rate the profile of the contest holder for your vote to count!
please leave a comment or completely bomb the comments!!
Thanks ya'll for all the support! much love!!
Kayla
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Ahhhhh, The Times We Had....Ahhhhh, the times we had...
Its been a wonderful 8 years, George, but the time has come for us to part ways. I'm sorry its come to this, but...well, these things happen. I want to wish you luck in your search for a new career. I hear there's an opening in Congress, but perhaps something in the environmental services field would be more to your liking. (I know you have a hard time with those big words, so Environmental services would be like a janitor.) Come to think of it, cleaning up messes wasn't one of your strong suits; was it? Well, I'm sure you'll find something.
Your father can probably get you the number for the unemployment office, if you think you'll need it. If you wouldn't mind, could you make sure the White House is in the same condition it was, before you moved in? I know you probably didn't put down a security deposit, but, really, its just common courtesy. (This includes cleaning up any droppings your dog ~our yourself~ may have left in the yard.) Also, you might h

Got A Friend Auto-11 On Woot Woot!Hot N Cold - ¿­µÙÅÉÈð Katy Perry
IT ME DJ SEXISOUL WITH A AUTO-11 ON FOR THE NEXT 24 HRS AND LOVE TO MAKE FRIEND, OR JUST GET ALL THE POINTS TO LEVEL.......................!
STOP OR CLICK ON PIC BELOW TO GO TO MY PAGE
~DJ SexiSoul~ @ Lonely Hearts Radio@ fubar

Omg Fast Everyone Fast Not Much TimeWE DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME I'VE BEEN IN BED ALL DAY WITH ONE OF MY LOVERS AND THIS CONTEST STARTED AND I DIDN'T KNOW.. THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU HAVE TO MANY LOVERS. ITS HARD TO STAY ON TOP (OK WELL NOT THAT HARD REALLY) BUT YA HARD TO STAY ON TOP OF MY FUBAR LIFE.. HE NEEDS RATES.. THIS ISN'T HIS CONTEST THIS IS MY CONTEST.. HE WINS I WIN SO GUYS RATE THIS PIC WITH ALL YOU HAVE. OMG FOR REAL HURRY I'M ABOUT TO DIE HERE WE ARE BEHIND.. (YES SOMETIMES BEHIND IS GOOD) JUST NOT NOW AND HERE WITH THIS CONTEST.. SO GET ALL YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND PLZ RATE RATE RATE.. HURRY SUPER PLZ JUST RATE.. THIS ONE PIC

Every One Needs Some Security... Dont You ThinkYou, naked, laying there,
Your legs behind your head
Securely bound, your ankles are there
And your lips are painted red
Looking down into your eyes
You smiling back at me
Loving the way you are exposed
Open For all in the world to see.
Leaning down, I kiss your cheeks
And whisper, I love you
Kissing you softly on the lips
I wonder what you will do.
Slowly tracing from your lips
My tongue sliding gently over your chin
Nibbling gingerly on your neck
Biting a little and then
I run my hand from your shoulder
And, in awe, I touch your breast
Watching your nipples growing hard
As they softly are caressed.
Looking back up to your eyes
Pinching your nipples firms
Loving the way you bite your lip
And slowly start to squirm.

This Was FunSo not to waste a blog, I'll just write something else. What I don't know.
You'll just have to all help.

How Long Will You Stand Aside?How long will you stand aside?
I have stood aside and watched while the once greatest, most civilized, and most humane nation in history was being converted into a jungle.
I have stood aside and watched white the greatest good will the world has ever seen between multiple white nationalities within one nation, was being deliberately changed into suspicion, dissension and hatred.
I have stood aside and watched while this land of the free and the home of the brave was being conditioned by traitors to seek peace at any price-even at the price of independence and freedom.
I have stood aside and watched while our courts encouraged and our press glorified the perpetrators of crime who have spread riots, vandalism, robbery, and murder across our land.
I have stood aside and watched while our colleges have been taken over by misguided children without the slightest understanding of the civilization they have inherited, or of the evil forces by which they have been duped by.

Why You AskSo you ask why I am closing Hells Revenge.
To get right down to it, I really dont want to
Being on here making sure DJs show up, do there jobs
(Not saying they didnt) inviting, promoting, looking for help
thinking I found it and then it not working out or
them just not showing up for the job they were hired for
then having to cover it, cover any shows that djs could not make it to
due to personal reasons. Yes I am one of the few that realize fubar is not a life, its a hobby, vise, nightly fix, what ever you want to call it.
If you dont under stand that you need to get off your computer and get a life, not a second life, a REAL life!
I love to DJ, and enjoy everyones company I have met on here.
Hell I started off in a small little lounge called Scatters World. Some of you have known me long enough to have seen me start off there. I was shown how to DJ by 2 of the best I have heard and seen on fubar! DJ MAGICMAN and SILVER.
Any way back to what this is really about.

My Only Love..I lay my head against your chest
And hear the steady beat
Only a month down the road-
The sound is still as sweet
You make me feel so safe
And feel so loved
A love like this
Has to be from above
You send shivers down my spine
Spirals of joy in my heart
All throughout life
Loving you is the best part
Tears come to my eyes
Whenever your not here
Feelings so desperate
I want you always near
My body becomes whole
When I am joined with you
No matter what you think
There is no wrong you could do
Your my life, my everything
My breath, my completed goal
My existence, my angel
My only love, my soul!!!

BurnnnSo, I got totally burnt in a way, but can't feel the burn. I am not surprised, since I was expecting it to happen. I guess thats a good thing about being a pessimist: you can see shit thats about to hit you in the back from a mile away. I am not shocked, or hurt. When you see something coming, it much easier to control your feelings.
I have no hate or disdain for that person. Just curiosity. And the good ole "I saw it comin" feeling I always get when I meet people.

The Answer To, How Are You Today?well as i am me, im great, and thats what everyone will see, as i deem it such, but in all truth i loathe myself, where i used to have confidance, there is nothing anymore. where there was hope, there is nothing anymore. where there was love, is dust from what used to be a heart. where there used to be a soul, is an empty shell. all that remains are thoughts and memories. although the face smiles- as happy as the eyes look -the happier i am, the more missery has welled. behind my eyes there is nothing but pain.

Letting GoOne day I was praying for something to happen to me. As I looked there I saw something falling from the sky. The she was in my lap wings was torn and I looked into her eyes I she saw my soul. My heart felt full for only a minute. Then she began to speak with soft spoken words. She said the things I needed to hear. To fill my heart for only a season. As she helped with her grace I thought I new what I want was her. The came up from the ground a spirit so dark. I felt her breath clear my face and I forgot my saving grace. Before I knew I was in a spell and then woke up and found myself in hell. How I got here I will not know expect that I let my angel go.

My New Owner ;-]Now that I've gotten your attention, I'm thinking it's about time I introduce my new owner, StormyParks.
Is it true that you haven't visited his page yet??? That can't be!!
SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?? HE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART. PLEASE VISIT HIS PAGE NOW AND LEAVE HIM LOTS OF LOVE!! AND TELL HIM Tennisgirl1987 SENT YOU. ;-)
StormyParks owner of Tennisgirl and Staff Owned by Addictive @ The Playground@ fubar
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*insperational*No one knows what the future may hold, live one day at a time and never be afraid to get bold. You may get knocked down, you may even lose control, you may feel like you can't get back up but that's just the way life goes! Hard knocks come everyday, but you determine the path you take, are you going to make a difference or are you going to sit there and wait? Blessing don't come standing still you have to have faith, determination and will. Many days may feel like stormy weathers but storms blow over and don't last forever. The sun will always shine, it's up to you to open your eyes and accept the blessings that the Lord provide! Remember the good always out weigh the bad. Live a little cry a lot it cleans the soul and pures the heart, our bad times are only life lessons, stumbling blocks put in our way to teach us to do things better. We go through things for a reason, to build us up rather then to tear us down, not to weaken us but to make us stronger in mind body and spirit, e

What Do I Do?I don't know what to do anymore! I find myself lost in life miseries, how can i still smile when my heart hurts so bad? the thoughts i think about everyday kills me slowly, i feel trapped with really no one to turn to, I'm scared to let go because the intentions of people you will never know, I want to give but something stops me, i want to live but how can i when i don't know which way to go or what will be best for the long road, lost is what i am, trying to regain focus but there is heartache all around, I'm standing in the middle of a crossroad, left, right which way, behind me or do i keep straight, on bended knees i pray lord stop my agony, help make me, I'm in search for something but i don't know what I'm looking for, where do i look, how do i begin picking up the pieces of my broken life, I'm sooooo confused, how can i still be standing with emptiness inside my soul, i wish that i were a bird so i can pick up and leave when the weather turns cold, clouds surround my life and i

Do We Truly Know OurselvesWe look in a mirror every day of our lifes. Nothing new to us as we begin the day. Our lifes literally rot every time we wake up. From our hyper teenage years we move to a slow paced and bitter adult.
Our hearts get broke, and we never love like the first time! We will never have that special first memory and or that first exciting big moment.
It's sad that we resort to what just is there and never rise above it! I wish to all those who read this that you reconsider and evaluate a new way of living.
Take a chance that you've never considered! What will it hurt, and it could be what you need to make that new and big memory that has layed in the dust-covered bowl that you call a brain.

Watch If U Dare To Accept The Real Emotions U Will Feel And Make A Differencethe following video was posted in victorias stash, this is a real portral of man kinds DARK cruel reactions and portral... there is graphic images that when u watch u ask ur self..
"how can any one be so cruel"
simple... it is a real and accurate emotion and reaction that MANY people have within each and every one of us..and some..not many choose to act on this ... now... instead of sitting there and saying oh this is inhuman... do u dare to really take a look at ur self and then turn and look around u and make a simple and SMALL difference in YOUR CORNER OF YOUR WORLD...
get involved w ur local animal shelter...local battered womans shelter.. local homeless shelter.... it dosent take much...

Updates To My LifeWell the last time I wrote here it was around Valentines day. This last one that passed he sent flowers. Yes I did get something from him and a promise to be better next time. Ok well we are no longer together. I was asked not to wait for him to get back from a 9 month cruise. Even tho I have already waited a year and nine months for him. Anyway I am single. No it hasnt sunk in yet that I wont have him when he gets back. I am still waiting for him even if he doesnt want me to. I guess I still have hope. Is that so bad? I mean I had a special weekend planned for him. Took off a week from work. He never showed up. So I took the planned weekend for myself and enjoyed New Orleans.
Ok the update is over... enjoy your time with your loved ones..

I've Loved You AlwaysI've loved you always, and I hope you know
I've never been the type to let my feelings show.
I've loved you always, it will never end
You are and always will be my very best friend.
I've loved you always, and know when we fight
I don't get much sleep, I toss and turn all night.
I've loved you always, and when your around
All my sorrows are lifted and I can't force a frown.
I've loved you always so never forget,
I've loved you always, since the day we met.

I Choose The Grey.Wouldn't it be nice if life was as simple as what's black...and what's white?
If it were a clear cut decision between what's wrong... and what's right?
If all things were as certain as knowing that day...turns to night?
Sure, it would be nice, but that isn't the world we live in. And there are too many people who can't take this, and simply give in.
Between black and white there lies that ever changing shade of gray. The place where most quickly leave, but a few choose to stay.
It's within that "fog" i find myself living. A place of constant change of taking then giving. There is so much there that's unknown or uncertain. And yet so much more still waiting just behind the curtain.
I suppose it's easier in the "black" or in the "white", where you know everything is either wrong, or everything is simply right.
I sometimes wish things were "clear as day" or "set in stone", but i chose the grey... i chose the unknown.
..........(work in progress 11/05/08.........

Beautiful ButterflyWings of different colors,
How you struggled to become who you are,
A measley little worm is how you started your days,
My how you've come so far,
Trapped in a cocoon of white,
Did you know how beautiful the world would be,
After crawling from tree to tree?
Spread your wings and fly away,
You've earned the right to have this day,
Fly into the bright blue sky,
Your fellow creatures looking on in awe,
Wondering how such an ugly worm could turn
Into the beautiful creature they see today,
You went through many steps,
Often wanting to quit and die away,
But your determination transformed you,
Could this be?
Yes, you are now a beautiful butterfly of many colors
For all to see.

Destiny's HandHow can I begin to explain what my heart wants you to know
I stumble over my words and can't express it even though,
You make my world revolve around a picture perfect dream
That in itself is more I know than maybe what it seems.
Gathering the many thoughts of you I write it out in verse
I have fallen victim of the final soul mates curse.
To be in love and be apart is the hardest thing to do
I wish for a time that I can spend eternity with you.
And though you tell me patience is a virtue I should learn
Its not the being impatient part that holds to my concern
Its the distance that we strive to close each and every day
It's knowing that you want me and love me the same way.
It's the way you've shown me how to smile no matter what the time
The way my heart has found a way to say to you in rhyme
The way you always seem to know exactly what to say
Oh how I wish that in my heart forever you would stay
I know that we have just begin this journey of our soul
But I had

Action Alert Letter To Be Amended And Sent To Political Representatives For Hcv FundingAction Alert!
As part of our activities around World Hepatitis Awareness Day, a sample letter has been created for people to use to write to their Senators/Representatives urging them to take leadership on HCV issues. Please consider sending to your networks, friends, family, etc. and ask them to take a few minutes to write a letter. They can email the letter to their Senators and Congressperson or mail to the district office. Mailing to the DC office is not recommended because of delays in delivering mail within the Capitol......:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O />
We will soon send an Action Alert preparing for our 5/19 "Call Congress" day.
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Date
The Honorable ____________
United States Senate/United States House of Representatives
Washington, DC 20515 (for Senate)/20510 (for House)
Dear Senator/Representative________________
As we approach World Hepatitis Awareness Day, held on May 19th, I urge you to take a le

Why Is It??Why is it that some people who find love,
handle it with such carelessness?
Some people search for love all their lives.
When it is found, why put it down and forget about it,
only to realize how much it meant when it is gone?
When you find love, hold on to it,
celebrate its feelings,
drown in them every day,
be consumed by them...

I'm Cheese Wiz, You Know You Want It!*looks around* You guys just missed it!! TO SLOW!! Anyway I got some awesome news!!!I Am Up For Auction!!!! Click on the pic to place your bid!!! Or atleast rate the picture for me! If you do rate it msg or shout me and I will give you loving!!!

Screen Shots N Fu Buxim try'n to build a folder of screen shots so will pay 500 fu bux for a screen shot wit my screen name or my real name in ur status wit a hello or sumthing simple like that ( Jenny or Jen ), u dont have to leave it all day, just long enough for u to screen shoot it n send it to me thru prvt msg, any questions pvt msg me :D

Downrating "truraters"No fancy bully tonight just a note to let you know this is my night to be downrated these people rated me a 1.. How rude that they think they are better than every one else ..so do me a favor show them what downraters get
also this person too he blocked me before i could get his link
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Leo- Wild In BedOnce you have opened this blog, there is no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist perdictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this u will have bad luck for as long as its says in the description!
LEO- WILD IN BED!
Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at alot. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal. Addictive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found! 7 years bad luck if u do not repost.
TAURUS- THE FREAK IN BED!
Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as... u...no...Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser, very funny. Awesome personality, Stubborn, Sexual as...most carin

PleaseHI MY SWEET FRIEND NEEDS YOUR RATE IT TAKES A COUPLE CLICKS AND THATS ALL THANKS AND PLEASE HELP HER

Final Thoughts On Your New President.......so the election is over and we have a new president of the United States of America. Not surprisingly, it is Barack Obama. John McCain ran a doomed campaign from the start, as he was up against 8 years of George Bush's Republican policies , combined with a faltering economy, an unresolved and unpopular war, amoung other things. People wanted "change." Understandable. Almost. But at what expense? ...
..now that the speech giving is over, the dead Mickey Mouse voters in Florida, Virginia and Pennslyvania have cast their votes many times over, it's time to see the action this glorified messiah black liberating president will actually do...are these views racist? What about all of this "Anti Christ" stuff going around? Is it true? Or just merely coincidence?....
Are the troops home yet? Does every family in America have it's socialized health coverage? Is everyone ready for the year end stock sell off that will send the economy into depression
..because no one will want to show

11/05 Thoughts For The WeekThey say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world; Someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for.
~Tom Bodett~
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
~Eleanor Roosevelt~
When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves.
~Victor Frankl~

Prop 8 Help Out Our Califorina Family!!!!!!*************SPECIAL BULLETIN*************
Proposition 8 Protest Rally & Street Closures
Wednesday, November 5th
As deeply disappointed as we all are that California voters passed Proposition 8, we must not allow that disappointment to linger. This vote is a temporary defeat in the long march toward equal rights for all citizens in America.
Please join me for a protest rally tonight at 7 pm on San Vicente Blvd between West Hollywood Park and the Pacific Design Center (647 N. San Vicente Blvd. West Hollywood CA 90069) as we move forward towards restoring equality for all in California.
San Vicente Blvd, between Santa Monica Blvd and Melrose Avenue will be closed tonight starting at 6 pm. San Vicente south-bound traffic will be directed to make left or right at Santa Monica Blvd. Signs have already been posted to help divert traffic.

Hypothetical QuestionSo someone who you thought was your friend disappears for a coupla days, does not answer the phone, messages, etc.
You start worrying, since thats the only way to reach the person. And ask some people if they have seen him.
He views it as "talking behind his back"

RelationshipsWhen I was growing I was raised to treat women (I was taught this by my grandmother) with the upmost respect that they deserve. I was raise to treat them as equal, caring, honor and loyality. And to treat them like a queen that they are. But everytime I start dating someone I treat them excatly how I was raised. They always tell me that they aren't used to being treated that way/ But they said they can get used to it. But after about bout 2 to 3 months of dating , they tell me that they aren't used to someone treating them the way I treated them. So, they end up breaking up with me cause of it. I am not about to change how I was raised and my morals when it comes to women. What is it with woman when they say that they are all looking for the guy to treat them the way I treat them. But when it comes down to it, they are used to having someone treat them like crap and lie to them, cheat on them etc.. I don't understand. Do women acctually want to be treated like crap, cheated on, lie t

Yes We CanCurrent mood: contemplative
Category: News and Politics
Posted: 6:48 PM Nov. 4, 2008
I find myself, this first day after the most historically significant election since, in my humble opinion, the election in 1932 of President Franklin Delano Roosevelt, filled with emotions that are hard to discern.
AS of 11:00 EST last night, all major broadcast and cable-based news networks declared Senator Barack Hussein Obama (D, Illinois) the apparent president-elect of the United States of America.
This morning, at 5:50 AM EDT, the same networks, and newspapers all over the country, confirmed that the American public, with 349 confirmed electoral votes and 52% of the popular vote, had indeed spoken, and they said, "Yes, We Can!"
How do I put into words exactly how I feel? I have, for nearly 2 months now, railed against the attacks and lack of coherent message sent by Senator John McCain (R, Arizona), a man I admire as a Senator and as a war veteran. How could he do that? How could h

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The Sack LunchesThe Sack Lunches
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.
Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.
'Chicago - to Great Lakes Base. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Iraq '
After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached Chicago, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.
As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get

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I Hates My Advisor :(My dumbshit adviser at school was supposed to email me my pin number when registration started... well.. almost 2 weeks later i finally get the damn thing...
Now.. most of the classes I need are full... sooo I am having to beg to be admitted...
Not fun...
right now I am taking
Math113- MWF at 12pm-1250pm
TTR at 140pm-230pm
EDUC216- MW at 1pm-215pm
I have a TR night class (HISTORY) scheduled but will likely have to get out of that because I don't know if I will be able to get my work scheduled changed...
WHAT I WANT!
Math113- MWF at 12pm-1250pm
TTR at 140pm-230pm
English221- MW at 1pm-215pm (classical myth woohoo)
EDUC216 online...
and MAYBE the history night class if i can get the work schedule changed...
i am considering a 10-1150 art education class that i need as well.. but that will likely have to wait a while because I don't want to take it yet lol

If You Don't Vote, Then Don't Complain About The GovernmentAh, the election is upon us again here in the United States, and what a day it does. I was literally glued to the news show that hosted the election numbers coming in from all over the country. At first, it started to look like 2004 all over again, McCain having a pretty fair lead over Obama. But then, in a course of a half hour, Obama took the lead from McCain and literally did not look back for the rest of the night. Then, at 10PM the news came in, Barack Obama has become the next president of the United States. Wow, that was amassing to see it, finally after years of struggle from the civil rights movement and eight years of disillusioned leadership, this country has its first African-American president. I was thinking, was that the reason for the change, for this country had to deal with such an incompetent leader that represented this nation as a band hicks and bone headed numbness. Is that what made people change their views so dramatically? Oh well, this was truly an h

WisdomThe wisdom of the cable guy . . .
1. A day without sunshine is like night.
2. On the other hand, you have different fingers.
3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot.
4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name.
5. Remember, half the people you know are below average.
6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest.
7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
8. The early bird may get the worm,
but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap.
9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have.
10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines.
12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments.
13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand.
14. OK, so what's the speed of dark?
15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane.
16. Hard work pays off in th

YeaI DO NOT CARE IF THIS MAKES A LOT OF POEPLE MAD EXPECIALLY ALOT OF THESE IMMATURE MENS. PLEASE DONT COME TO ME TALKIN SHIT CALLIN ME NAMES AND CALLIN ME FRAUD THAT ONE YEA U KNOW WHO U ARE. NONE OF YOU ALL KNOW HAVE OF WHAT I GO THRU IN MY LIFE IF YOU ALL DID YOU ALL WOULD LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE AND BE SOMEBODY AND TALK TO ME LIKE A HUMAN BEING IM NOT A HOE SO DONT LOOK AT ME LIKE I AM THATS ALL I GOTTA SAY DAMN'

Gotta Be Help Somewhereok i dont get it..ex took my 3 boys and wont give em back to me..i have raised my 4 children for 13 years never did anything to endanger them..yet he is the one that has a bunch of girls coming in n out of his place..has maggots in his sink garbage everywhere so i try to get help..i called d.s.s and i dont get any help..my boys want to come live with me.we go to court this month but it seems to long for my kids to have to wait..i have to make it look like everything is ok for my daughters sake even though she misses them just as much as i do.how can i live a normal life without them.i dont get how its all across the news to help kids like this living in this environment and worried about them but when u do call for help they shove u to the bk burner..what is wrong with these people?

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Fubar AssholesI can't believe how crude some people can be.
These two are bad news and all they want to do is give people shit. One has 7 friends and the other has 8 and all they want to do is fuck with people. I will probably never post another MUMM because of people like these guys.
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Omg Heaven And Sqaugles A Rockin Songi get the feeling that pouring out my heart and soul here would serve no point so i just post shit that is funny thought provoking or rock out i doubt you guys wanna dig in my soul..

This Is For You Mom. I Love YouFor my Mother Mary who amongst many things was a huge fan of the Beatles.
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be. Yeah
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,

To Dwell Within.So, I started a new story at the beginning of the month, in honor of Halloween. It was based off my poem Nightmare (about a family whose patriarchs are plagued by a dream-stalker, slowly killing them off at midnight every Halloween on their 66th year alive). Well, I was reading one of my old Lovecraft books (one I hadn't read yet), and stumbled across The Hound.Oh, i was furious. SOOO many similarities.
The first-cursed of the family, Nathaniel, brought upon the wrath of an ancient guardian when looting a crypt beneath a cathedral. The corpse he desecrates was the head of prestigious cult a hundred years earlier (in the 1600's). He smashes part on the bones as he exhumes some of the jewels the man was buried with, and before he closes the casket his eyes happen upon the skull, grinning at him knowingly. the man had taken precautions in the event of his death, using his last ounce of strength to curse his remains with the wrath of the Nethervoid. By Nathan's actions, a Voidwolf is

Avril I Love This SongI always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss

The Best And The BaddestWhat can I say?
He's an Amazing Man, and an Amazing Friend!
Sarge's Bad Girls
If you don't know him already,...where have you been? Living in a box? Just playin'
If you don't know him already, YOU SHOULD!
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The Final CountdownAlas, my time at fu is most definitely coming to an end. I have made friends...and they will forever hold a special place in my heart. I have acquired enemies...*shrugs*...to each their own.
I would certainly be remiss if I didn't send a few shout outs to those of you in my family who have shaped my life since I have been here. So thank you to....
to Mike (BMF)....for being one of the greatest friends I could have asked to have found....you truly have my heart and I love you tons
to Travis (Ludakyz)...for proving to me that insanity is fucking fun damnit. you've been a great friend and have twisted my already warped soul in a fantastic way
to Ian (Sir Babycakes)...for being a friend above and beyond on any and all occaision (as long as you are awake :P)...you're special to me kid
thanks also to Smitty....for being a steady friend
to Kevin Jaymz....for knowing just the right amount of perv to mix with your sweetness
to Kreepies....for introducing me to this insan

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In Loving Memory Of My MotherAfter a long struggle with numerous health issues, her body simply could no longer keep up with her strong will. She fought to the end, but ultimately succumbed to illness 3:20 this Tuesday afternoon at Pomona Valley Hospital. Known by many names & beloved in many roles by many people; wife, mother, grandmother, sister, friend, mentor, Nana, Hootie, & Grand High Mother of them All just to name a few. She was, & always will be one who was as Loved for her sharp wit & common sense as she was for her warm generous heart & infamous warm, fresh baked cookies. She was strong minded & equally so in character. Her absence has left a huge hole in many hearts & I already miss her dearly. But I know as long as she is always remembered her spirit carries on & she will never truly die. WE LOVE YOU MOM!!!!!!11/13/51 - 11/4/08

The EndT-
Tachophobia- Fear of speed.
Taeniophobia or Teniophobia- Fear of tapeworms.
Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.
Tapinophobia- Fear of being contagious.
Taurophobia- Fear of bulls.
Technophobia- Fear of technology.
Teleophobia- 1) Fear of definite plans. 2) Religious ceremony.
Telephonophobia- Fear of telephones.
Teratophobia- Fear of bearing a deformed child or fear of monsters or deformed people.
Testophobia- Fear of taking tests.
Tetanophobia- Fear of lockjaw, tetanus.
Teutophobia- Fear of German or German things.
Textophobia- Fear of certain fabrics.
Thaasophobia- Fear of sitting.
Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea.
Thanatophobia or Thantophobia- Fear of death or dying.
Theatrophobia- Fear of theatres.
Theologicophobia- Fear of theology.
Theophobia- Fear of gods or religion.
Thermophobia- Fear of heat.
Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.
Tonitrophobia- Fear of thunder.
Topop

More Of My WeekendLet me start by saying this was not a sightseeing jaunt. I spent 38 out of 57 hours in bed. He is absolutely amazing. I got off a plane thinking I was going to rock his world. Monday morning I was a changed woman. He taught me me more about myself and my sexuality than any other man.
I have never had a whip used on me before. WOW!!!!! Highly erotic and I loved it. I heard oh fuck a lot and oh shit and God damn. I need help finding oh shit and God damn because I know where oh fuck is.
I lit a cigarette Saturday night and had my lighter in my other hand. I can multi-task but I had to drop the lighter and figure which one to put my lips on lol.
We are discovering each other and I am blown away!!!!!

Even MoreH-
Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things.
Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.
Haphephobia or Haptephobia- Fear of being touched.
Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed.
Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
Heliophobia- Fear of the sun.
Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood.
Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia- Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation.
Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.
Heterophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Sexophobia)
Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.
Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things.
Hippophobia- Fear of horses.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.
Hobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars.
Hodophobia- Fear of road travel.
Hormephobia- Fear of shock.
Homichlophobia- Fear of fog.
Homilo

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More PhobiasC-
Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty.
Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.
Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
Carnophobia- Fear of meat.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.
Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting.
Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors.
Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas.
Ceraunophobia or Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia)
Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.
Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.(Frigophobia, Psychophobia)
Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals.
Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety.
Chionophobia- Fear of snow.
Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched.
Chirophobia- Fear of hands.
Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera.
Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.
Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money.
Chromopho

LyricsI'm having the day from hell,
It wasn't all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears I shed)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No
Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do
(when it rains it pours)
And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apar

PhobiasA-
Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
Acerophobia- Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia- Fear of noise.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances.
Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.
Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.
Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.
Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia- Fear of cats.
Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Algophobia- Fear of pain.
Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic.
Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
Altophobia- Fear

The Devil's BreathHer love was spun by the devil's breath
How was I to know she had a hole in her chest
I gave her my love and she gave him her soul
When I gave her my heart how was I to know
The Devil's breath murdered my love
The Devil's breath has taken my all
The Devil's breath only left misery
The Devil's breath is my ghost down the hall
The warmest smile became fits of hate
The eyes of love brought my soul to break
A healing touch turned to cold as death
No way to save her from that bastard's breath
He has taken it all
He has broken my soul
What I once held was true
But now I am the fool

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New Pics That Were Made By The Beautiful Miss Fiona!!!the following pics and morphes were made buy miss fiona, i love the pics the are representations of of the goddess morrigan...
i am a firm believer that pictures are worth a million words, and there are many a times that images can stir a soul to remember or feel long sleeping emotions and memories... yes pictures are very open to interpratations but... the images are still there for one to seek out... what u choose to do with the thoughts and emotions is up u as an indivual...
but for now i am shareing with those who matter what has been given to me as a beautiful present...
thank u MISS FIONA! i do so appreciate this that u did and are shareing w me... a simple person....

The First MistakeWould you mind if I lay here for a while
The ground is cold but warmer than the words
you continually crush me with...
I know you only want to inflict the most
mental damage possible
I have lost my ability to stand up and carry on
I see you havn't miss me its obvious by the
hatred in your eyes..
So dark, black as coal, no light even in the iris
My first mistake was falling for you without a parachute
I freefell into the flames of wanton desire
You are the devil incarnatetaking my soul,
my will, and my helpless heart...
Leaving this shell of a man frozen, empty,
and numb....
I loved you like no one before and never will again

Prop 8 Please Read!!!!!!Even if your not Gay or a lesbian.. take a moment out of your day to read the facts.. keep an open mind.. Do i really have the right to keep 2 people from committing to their love?
Wednesday, November 5th, 2008
As deeply disappointed as we all are that California voters passed Proposition 8, we must not allow that disappointment to linger.
This vote is a temporary defeat in the long march toward equal rights for all citizens in America
Please join us for a protest rally tonight
at 7 pm
on San Vicente Blvd
between West Hollywood Park
and the Pacific Design Center
(647 N. San Vicente Blvd.
West Hollywood CA 90069)
as we move forward towards restoring equality for all in California.
San Vicente Blvd, between Santa Monica Blvd
and Melrose Avenue will be closed tonight starting at 6 pm.
San Vicente south-bound traffic
will be directed to make left or right at Santa Monica Blvd.
Signs have already been posted to help divert traffic.
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Tuesdays things To Think Through Time.All Successful Political Conspiracies are Eventually Called The Government of. . .
And, (the bad ones like this current administration, now rated by its own citizens as the worst in its 232 year history,) after their victory then refer to most whom oppose, or those presenting evidence exposing them... (wait for it...) as conspiracy nuts, and/or un-patriotic and anti-American.
The first such successful conspiracy for our nation was the Founding Fathers take-over of the colonies from the British, creating the United States of America through violent revolution.
The second such successful conspiracy for our nation was/is the current destruction of the Constitution and Bill of Rights by the corporatists through successful cronyism, lies, sycophancy, collaboration, and a hostile take-over of all of this nations regulatory agencies, the re-writing of the regulations to protect themselves from the people, and a successful corporate take-over of almost all of the media of thi

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Sexy Legs Contest!!!I am in a Sexiest Legs Contest starting on 11/5/08 and ending on 11/12/08. Please follow this link and comment and rate me. The woman with the most comments wins. Rates count as 2 comments. Please help me!! Would LOVE to win!! :)

Out With The Old,,in With Whatever.Theyve already illegally made attacks into Syria and Pakistan, where we accomplished killing more innocents than any real tagets-of-interest. They, (the sneering corporatists of the Bush administration,) have already pulled-the-plug on their desperate last minute attempts to push through any-and-all corporatist friendly deregulations, no matter who they hurt, nor how badly it will damage the environment even more than they have so far in their criminal short-term-greed profiteering, that no one sane even attempts to deny any more.
They have two more months of power left to them. If you don't think these sneering criminals, (that have openly displayed their contempt of your allowing of their destructive theft over the last eight years,) will not grab for every single profiteering penny you will allow them - Then you still live within a dangerous denial.
Also, elements of their corruption have retained at least their filibuster power in this election, and if you thin

For YouYou are the angel in the dark the one who stole my heart may our paths finaly meet where we can stay to gether in eturnal bliss. my soul bleads for your touch to hear you speak my name. I long to see you, to hold you , caress you. One day soon my desires will be fulfiled. Till then You are the Angel in the dark stealing my heart.
poem for you my love hope you like it

True Justicehad a conversation with a friend about crime and punishment...he couldnt understand that true justice has nothing to do with serving time...its about suffering the ills that you inflict on your victim...thats what it should be

New Found PowerCurrently i am fighting to get into a highly selective school in Arizona: The Conservatory of Recording Arts and Sciences. It has been a struggle just to get acknowledged and have an interview (which is tomorrow) so here goes nothing and probably the last bit of good sense. \,,/ P.S. IM SO FUCKIN EXCITED I COULD SHOOT A LOAD ON ROSEANNE'S NASTY ASS!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks For The Prayers Update On MeTHANK YOU ALL FOR THE PRAYERS IM HOME AND UPDATE ON ME
FIRST OF ALL I DO THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART PRAYERS DO GET ANSWERED, IM HOME RECOVERYING LOL UNDER DOCTORS ORDERS TO REST O YEAH THAT ALWAYS WORKS FOR ME NOT !!
I AM IN TREMDIOUS PAIN CUT FROM UNDER MY BREAST BONE ALL THE WAY DOWN NOT SURE HOW MANY STAPLES I THINK OVER 20, LOOKING FDW IN GETTING THEM PULLED OUT, RUPTURED HERNIA REMOVED AS WELL AS TUMOR BUT THE GOOD NEWS THANKS TO THE PRAYERS IM NOT FACING CANCER :) NOW IM GOING TO TRY NOT FOCUS ON THE PAIN BUT DOING LIKE ALWAYS WHAT I LOVE LOOKING OUT PROMOTING MY ARTIST AS WELL AS SPINNING GREAT INDIES TRYING KEEP MY STATION GOING, THAT WILL HEAL ME, LOVE YOU ALL TUNE IN ROCKIN ROUNDUP RODEO IS ON AIR, NO SHOWS TODAY THOUGH BE BACK FULL FORCE NOV 6 TH
JODY DICKEY
EAGLE DREAMS PROMOTION
ROCKIN ROUNDUP RODEO OWNER/DJ

-Sometimes I sit and wonder if I am the only one
With so many through your life are you sure I am the one
I sit and think through the night and wonder if I should believe
Do I trust you with my heart
Am I setting myself up
Ive been true to you
Have you been true to me
I wonder
I worry

(rev) Support Dream Catchers For Abused Children.I posted in my blog what I thought was a legit link to Dream Catchers for Abused Children only to find out it was a bad link. So I put together my own Blog on it. This is a legit charity. I have personal daily correspondence with the founder and President Sandy. If you have any Questions just ask me. Lets make a difference Rich
Heres the two links.
DREAMCATCHERS for Abused Children |http://www.dreamcatchersforabusedchildren.com/
Also see!
ADHD Roadmap,
attention deficit hyperactivity disorder.
www.adhdroadmap.com
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You Have Got To See This!!!Now that I have you here!
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Puhleeeeease....Help me make Prophet!
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Auto 11's are active!
Puhleeeeease....Help me make Prophet!
800K points to go!
Click here this link to go to my profile!!
♥Dragonphyre♥
Please repost
Brounght to you by me...
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Chestylicious - About MeHi All
My first blog is just about me - who I am = where Im at
Im a 48year old mum of 3 kids and 2 grandkids. Im engaged to a wonderful guy who lives in the States. Im hoping to apply for my visa soon to move across the pond to be with him.
I work during the week but the rest of the time can be found on cam- I am a camgirl on another site. (rude com/chestylicious) When not camming - Im working on pics and videos for the site and for my own website. (chestylicious com)
You can see a selection of some of my milder pics on my page here.
Want to know more - message me anytime
Chesty x

Ty For Helping Me OracleTHANK you!!
i just wanna say thank you to everyone who helped me make oracle!!
I couldn't have done it w/out all your help!!
The amount of rates i got was unbelievable!!
I don't wanna mention any names because i know i would forget people since i had over 90,000 rates but there a couple people that i have to mention!!!
First and most important, the love of my life, jamie lynn!! i most certainly could not have made it this far w/out her busting her ass making bulletins and shooting links to get them reposted and tons of other stuff she has done to help me!!!
She has worked her butt off to help me get from Rockstar to Oracle.
i love her more than anything in this world!!
so thank you very much princess!!
~JΛmîξ £¥Ññ♥R/L Fiance' of Jãkξ The §Ñåkξ
And I also have to mention my Bro Rickster!! He has rated everyone one my pics everytime I have had Auto 11's on. Which if you know him you would know that he is not a rater at all!!! But slowly we h

Should I Run?!?For many years, I used to sit in on city council meetings of my beloved hometown of Akron, Ohio...
After these meetings, I got to know a few local business owners.
They would joke "Jai, YOU should run for a council seat..."
I'd laugh it off, like everything else...
But, I watched as the most over-taxed state of the Union tighten it's grip...
Small businesses were already leaving Ohio due to the taxes, but now....
...the state was pulling video poker machines...
...banning smoking from ALL buildings...
...
Makes me sick, too much government.
Now, as I stand before you, tongue in cheek, should I announce my candidacy for the 2012 presidential bid?!?
Of course, it's all in good humor, but given enough support...
...I'm gonna run with this =P
WHAT SAY YOU?!?
JAI 2012?!?

SkinYour skin touches mine electricity surges through me. I wait with bated breath for that one touch. That momentary feeling that I dream about everyday.
Without this touch days are empty...
So I wait willing devoted just to touch your skin.

My Right My Choice My VoteOk Im starting to get the hang of this and i figure blogs are supposed to be about ranting and getting thoughts out of my head and kinda sorting out feelings here goes
1 I worked my azz off my entire life through teasing from others and torments to have a clean record I did day care with my mom for 12 yrs and by law I kept my background SPOTLESS
2 I raised my son to vote and his vote is his alone and no matter what he has the right to vote for whomever he wants
Well we voted my son and my hubby and me and without saying names our choice won last night.
Instead of feeling free to be happy about it I for the last 6 months been daily tormented by my family like (parents and brother) like they were trying to tell me WHO to vote for I thought who I voted for is my choice my right! I know this seems pretty hilarious but this might cause me to be ostracized and separated from my family right now i feel pretty disillusioned by the way my family is its not gonna take much to make me cry to

OldWas in respoce to what i wrote wish it was true
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tired of being sick (i will take care of u) and being treated like shit (i will treat u great). i'm a good person (u are awesome!) and i dont deserve what i've been though in my life (u are ABSOLUTELY right). i have a huge heart (a good thing) and i'm WAY to forgiving (a good and bad quality) and people take advantage of that (i would never...). i only fight for what i believe in and who i believe in (u have excellent strength). finding out not all are willing to fight (i stand by those significant to me) they run when things get to hard (i never run, i fight to the death).

11/5/08What being at leisure means is more easily felt than defined.
 Vernon Lee
Believe one who has proved it. Believe an expert.
 Virgil
Democracy is the conviction that there are extraordinary possibilities in ordinary people.
 Harry Emerson Fosdick

Rihanna- DisturbiaBum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
Bum bum be-dum bum bum be-dum bum
What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now
No more gas in the rig
Can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said
Can't even speak about it
All my life on my head
Don't want to think about it
Feels like I'm going insane
Yeah
It's a thief in the night
To come and grab you
It can creep up inside you
And consume you
A disease of the mind
It can control you
It's too close for comfort
Put on your green lights
We're in the city of wonder
Ain't gonna play nice
Watch out, you might just go under
Better think twice
Your train of thought will be altered
So if you must faulter be wise
Your mind is in disturbia
It's like the darkness is the light
Disturbia
Am I scaring you tonight
Disturbia
Ain't used to what you like
Disturbia
Disturbia
Bum bum be-dum

Xno Opens For Stephen Pearcy 11/22/08DJ PJ Will be at the COACH HOUSE in San Juan Capistrano on Nov 22 with XNO who is opening for Stephen Pearcy!! Tickets are going FAST.. Click the poster for more infoCLICK THE PIC TO CHECK THEM OUT

As Always, The Onion Says It Best"WASHINGTONAfter emerging victorious from one of the most pivotal elections in history, president-elect Barack Obama will assume the role of commander in chief on Jan. 20, shattering a racial barrier the United States is, at long last, shitty enough to overcome."
Link : http://www.theonion.com/content/node/89486 (I forget the html, sorry.)
Favourite quote? "Carrying a majority of the popular vote, Obama did especially well among women and young voters, who polls showed were particularly sensitive to the current climate of everything being fucked."

How's This For Honesty??Well everyone lately is posting blogs about this shit so here is mine!!!
I have tried to keep my mouth shut for the most part to avoid the drama but I am PISSED!!! I normally just take shit and take it but I am not doing that anymore!!
Not gonna sit here and whine and cry about not getting rates back or none of that bullshit. Cuz Honestly I could care less about all that. I admit I like playing this game we call FUBAR but not at the expense of my REAL TRUE friends!!! I have made alot of "Friends" on here. Hell I even met my future husband on here. But here lately I have really found out who my true friends are!!!
Those are the friends that are there for you beyond all the points and levels!! The people that do stuff for you and don't expect nothing back, whether it be on here or real life. I have come to realize that those are few and far between. Someone needs to start a new clinic or something cuz there are tons of ppl suffering from "ME ME ME Syndrome"
I have not minded helpi

President ObamaObama:
Hello, Chicago.
If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.
It's the answer told by lines that stretched around schools and churches in numbers this nation has never seen, by people who waited three hours and four hours, many for the first time in their lives, because they believed that this time must be different, that their voices could be that difference.
It's the answer spoken by young and old, rich and poor, Democrat and Republican, black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Native American, gay, straight, disabled and not disabled. Americans who sent a message to the world that we have never been just a collection of individuals or a collection of red states and blue states.
We are, and always will be, the United States of America.
It's the answer that led those who've bee

Please Help Me!please help me if I have rated your pictures or stashes please help me level up I only need 3,460. please please help

Wow Wow Wow WowI totally can NOT even begin to say thank you enough to everyone that helped me Oracle last night with my auto on... Once again, I was the dingle dork that forgot to do a screenshot prior to starting it but I do know I was at roughly 3.339 mill to go to level. You guys blew it out of the water in the biggest way, I was leveled by 9pm fu time! I cant even begin to name the names of people that were on my page, because it was THAT HECTIC!!!
I love all you guys and thank you again!!
Tawnya *CSCWEM*

Help Dixie Girl!Hey all, a good friend of mine is trying to get back up to her original level. Her account was taken over and deleted by somebody else. She was originally at Godfather
She's a medic and RN so all your EMS'rs out there give her a hand. All the rest of you help her out as well Please!
*~*Dixie Girl*~*@ fubar

Read To Find OutThis is all too fucking ironic!
Less than a month ago, i went, in person, to put in an application to work for Amazon thru Integrity. Normally any place you go and put apply for if you can't do it at that time, due to your own personal schedule, they "hold" your application for 6 months.
The way integrity works is that you have to call and set up a time to come in and fill out paper work and wait to be interviewed. I had all my paper work finished and had to leave before the interview b/c i had to work that day. I called last week to reschedule and appointment for an interview since i had all my paper work completed. I go in today, and the first person looks for my folder, not there. The they tell me to walk around to talk to someone else. The guy looks for my information on the computer... not found; goes upstairs... can't find it; looks in the same file cabinet the first person looked... can't find it. Looks on the computer again... not found. It had been less than a fucking m

Fubar Sucksall my friends if you want to keep in contact let me know i am deleteing my account in few hours these fucking clowns who run it can suck my dick!

3d Is Hard!Trying to learn some new 3D software.It's different from others I've used.Pretty cool features though.There's lots of help online from other CGrs.You can really appreciate an animated movie or short if you understand just how hard it is to make.

Rules For Auction And Statemente!!1. NO DRAMA
2. MIMIMUM BID IS 50K FUBUCKS
3. HOSTESS IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR UNPAID DEBTS!!
SO BE SURE IF YOU ARE BIDDING YOU PLAN TO PAY UP.
4. NO NSFW

WooohoooOut of the 23 Lymph nodes removed on 10-29-08 the biopsy results showed the cancer hadnt travelled through them all!!!!!!! Jess will still need some chemo but this is great news!!!
thanks for all the prayers and i will update more when they remove the drain tube next monday!

ShockingLast night i rushed my daughter in to the emergancy room because at 2:30am she stopped breathing. They were able to get her to breathe again and started treating her for asthma. After many long hours there they finally told me that she does not have asthma but something called ARDS ( Acute respitory distress syndrome). I was shocked. Doctor explained its common mainly in premature babies (which my daughter wasnt) and thats 40% of deaths in children are cause from ARDS. If you want to know more below is just a short description of ARDS.
Acute respiratory distress syndrome (ARDS), also known as respiratory distress syndrome (RDS) or adult respiratory distress syndrome (in contrast with IRDS) is a serious reaction to various forms of injuries to the lung.
ARDS is a severe lung disease caused by a variety of direct and indirect issues. It is characterized by inflammation of the lung parenchyma leading to impaired gas exchange with concomitant systemic release of inflammatory mediators

Omfg This Truly Happens~Leigh~: OMG you will never guess what just happened
~Leigh~: i went in my kitchen right and my dryer was open and..well so i thought nothing of it and shut it..and turned it on to let my clothes get all warm and stuff
~Leigh~: and i heard thie thumpity thnump thump and i went to look and..
~Leigh~: as i opened my dryer here comes Eight ball jumping out
~Leigh~: So i ALMOST dried my cat to death..OMFG
this happened to me like a half hour ago!

And Now A Word From My BrotherThank you America ( please forward to any of your friends who voted for our next President)‏
From: ED R******, Master Sergeant, U.S. Army
Sent: Wed 11/05/08 11:02 AM
Well America has spoken. I just want to say thank you for voting for Obama. Now he is going to pull out of Iraq and all our sacrifices will be for nothing, Thank you America for abandoning 25 Million Iraqis. Thank you for making our children to have to go back in few years and fight again in Iraq and the middle east. Thank you from all those who died there, their sacrifice will be for nothing. Thank you from all those who have been wounded, burned and scarred, who suffer every day, be for nothing. I could have retired several years ago, but stayed in to fight in this war I believed in. Now, every day I am in pain, especially from the injury I received in Iraq. My days are filled with pain from morning to night. Again, thank you America, I am glad I could sacrifice for you.
I have heard people say now they

Def. Fucked Up...!?Well here we are again...I used to be on this site back in the good ol' days when it used to be Lost Cherry...How things have changed....
Within seconds of being in here...and being honest with other peoples rating...i find myself blocked and "bitched at" just cos i rated someone a 9!!
Now is it me or is the whole point of fubar that the people on here don't care what others think. They are a rich, versatile mix of people from all walks of life who just don't give two shits if someone rates them a 9 or a 2. They are happy within themselves, confident that the way they are is the way they are and if you don't like it then "who gives a damn cos i just don't care about your narrow minded thoughts on me".
I obviously got this wrong and, in fact, fubar is full of vain, needy people that thrive on the superficial necessity to have someone else rate them a 10 so that they can feel good about themselves. It's a shame that the core, the heart of this site has been soiled by these

FallingFalling
Each petal withers
Falling to the floor
Each piece of my heart
Aching and sore
Another petal falls
Another piece lost
Another heart piece shredded
Another piece tossed
Each foot step
As you walk away
Caused another piece
Of my soul to break
No one to catch me
Falling like a stone
Descending from the sky
Shattering every bone
Our house torn asunder
Lives ripped in two
Another petal falls
Between me and you
When the door closes
For the final time
Heart given to the reaper
Ending our tragic rhyme

A KissThere are two reasons why this song means so much to me......
The first is, this was the first song I heard just after I laid My Mother to rest some years ago.
The second reason, well she knows who she is!!
"Kiss From A Rose"
There used to be a graying tower alone on the sea.
You became the light on the dark side of me.
Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.
But did you know, That when it snows,
My eyes become large and The light that you shine can be seen.
Baby,
I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grave.
Ooh, The more I get of you,
The stranger it feels, yeah.
And now that your rose is in bloom.
A light hits the gloom on the grave.
There is so much a man can tell you,
So much he can say. You remain,
My power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.
Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?
But did you know, That when it snows,
My eyes becom

Things Going On In My Little World...Lets see whats new with me.. I have been helping my sister non stop... Laundry, dishes, cleaning, and driving her everywhere she needs to go... I DON'T mind doing it all.. I mean she lets me live with her rent free... And eat her food, use her electric and water... But sometimes I just feel like I am not really wanted here... I love her to death and would kill anyone over her or her kids... But I still feel the same way... That I am here for her personal gain... To do her bidding...
I don't know... maybe its me... But that is just how I feel about things at this present time...
Well Thate enough venting for now... Until next time...
~DJ Tigger~

DisappearDisappear
I know what is in me
I know what struggles to come out
I can feel it all burning now
I can see my future in doubt
There she stood before me
There she was an Angel in pain
There was a time of hope
There was a love to gain
Now there is just me alone
Now there is nothing to view
Now I lay awake at night
Now I cant see my way through
Before we finally touched my dreams were full
Before we stood in each others shadow
Before I knew what my heart wanted
Before I lost the love I wanted to know
After all is said and done
After all my fate becomes clear
After you fade from my sight
After you I simply Disappear

Democratic MandateThis election is not a mandate for Democratic policies. Rather, it is a wholesale rejection of the policies of George W. Bush, Republicans, and to a lesser extent, John McCain. But it is not, as poll after poll has shown, an embrace of the Democratic Congress, which has approval ratings that are actually lower than that of the president.
The American people are actually seeking a middle route: consensus, conciliation and a results-oriented approach to governance. We need consensus on how to best stimulate our economy, and how to get a deficit that is approaching $1 trillion under control. We have tough choices to make involving entitlement programs like Medicaid, Medicare and Social Security.
We need consensus on how to provide unemployment relief, mortgage relief and most of all, health care for the 47 million people that are uninsured. And we need a bipartisan energy bill that combines domestic offshore drilling with an increased investment in alternative fuels.
There is som

MendThe sun is shing for the first time in days
Gives me the light I need
To see all the broken pieces around me
That need to be put back togeather again
Everytime you smile, or I hear your voice
A little piece of my broken heart
Is fitted back into its place
I am hesitant
I am scared
But it all is starting to make sense again
My storm is finally over
My sea is no longer rough
I might be able to give my heart again
With a little help
It might no longer be broken and battered
I wont be held togeather by tape
Or have its pieces glued into place
But completely mended.
Is this how it feels to fall
Is this how its suppossed to happen
I don't feel lost or confused
I think for a change this might work
And I will never need to med
A broken heart again
J.E. Znaniecki
[2008]

Lmao @ The Skanky Azz Downraters Out TodayHERE ARE SOME LINKS OF DOWNRATERS THAT CAME BY MY PAGE TO DOWNRATE ME TODAY... LOL THIS IS SO FUNNY!!
GO SHOW THEM YOUR THOUGHTS PLEASE!! LOL
miss mariah rated your photo a '3'!
16 mins ago
miss mariah@ fubar
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pretty leigh rated you a '1'!
15 mins ago
pretty leigh@ fubar
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Sexy Bi Babe Mandy rated your photo a '1'!
9 mins ago
Sexy Bi Babe Mandy@ fubar
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now take for granted after the first one rated me a 3 I politely went to her profile rated her a 3 (she does not have a verified salute) then left her a comment saying "thanks for the 3 here's a 3 for you downrater"
Next thing I know Ive got 2 more coming and rating me a 1.. LMAO what sad sad lives they must have.. apparently they are either jealous or just havent a clue how things usually go on here.. or the way

A Dream " Blind Beauty "I had a dream
and in this dream there was a man
and next to this man stood a figure in the shadows...
Everyone walking by would look in the shadow and be afraid...
but this man only drew nearer
to the presence in the shadow.
Then a little girl came up and asked the man
"why are you not afraid? I have seen what is in the shadows...and it scares me"
The man kneeled down and whispered to the little girl...
A tear drew from her eye and went down her cheek.
She then put her hand in the shadows and drew out what was hidding within.
A figure with no distinguishable face emerged.
Passers by said "why have you drawn that from the shadows...?"
The little girl merely explained "can you not see the beauty."
The people scoffed and gave looks unlike any others.
The little girl then stopped the people.. and quietly stated " You only don't see the beauty in her face, because you choose not to see the beauty radiating from within and so you will forever be blind to all of her be

Upsetting.I was just informed this morning that I am unpatriotic. (lol) That I just basically killed someone I love dearly, (lmao) and that by allegiance to him alone I should have voted for McCain. (lmfao) I also was informed I should perhaps not visit a particular home for a while because of my political preference, from someone I thought very highly of.
This is bullshit. I don't have to explain to anyone why I voted the way I did. I voted for Obama for my future and for those that I love. I feel that this country needs a true change. Needs a radical change. Needs improvement and that we are all in this together. Why can people not see that?
We are all in this together. We are all in this together. We are all in this together.
And yet, I am now being told that I just endangered the life of a man that I would give my own life for. I think that pissed me off even more than anything.
And, AND, the thing that really makes me laugh about it all is that I got told off by someone WHO

Life Is ShortLife is short; no one really knows how long they will be here. Events in my life have change my way of thinking and living. There are a few people who know what has happened in my life. I used to live for tomorrow and not today. I used to live in fear of expressing my feelings to those who matter to me. No longer do I live this way. Life can change or end in the blink of an eye. I do not want to have the regret of knowing I could have told someone how much I care for them or how special to me they are. I dont hold grudges. Some people in this world get enjoyment of playing games with peoples hearts and they get a kick out of it. They do not see the damage they cause, nor do they care. They do it to feed there own needs and desires not worried of who may get hurt. They through out those three words to anyone they see. Those three words used to be something special, sacred. In this day and time, to some, they have lost their meaning. I, on the other hand, only use those words when the

Poemyou fill pushed aside
and theres nothing left in side
you might as well be dead and not alive
you are dark and empty deep down inside
you wish you could cry
but you would rather die
then to feel the embarrassment
as the shame consumes you
your soul slowly starts to fade to black
its far to late you cant turn back
but you try and fight back
your blood boils
your thoughts are isostatic
why does life have to be so dramatic
as the panic fades
you snap back from your frightful nap
you wish to never go back
but as you come back
you realize
that what you had thought was a nap
was that you really snapped
your hands are covered in mud and dirt
your pants are stained in red
all you can think is he really dead
as your heart flutters from the shock
you realize the pain from inside
and you see that the person you were fighting
was your other side
you look to your wrist were the cuts should be
then you raise your head to the sky
then ask why
why did you spare my life

Warriors FireI sit on my cloud up high
so what if I should die
I made this my time
I marched with the front line
with my sword up high
I release my battle cry
my heart flutters from the sight
of my enemies that whom i should fight
as I hear one cry as they slowly die
as my sword breaks through and goes deep inside
i wonder what if i should die
then i hear another cry
as the man beside me get stabbed in the eye
I snap form my thoughts
in time to block
as I killed
my thrill seemed to build
upon the blood that i have spilled
as i turn i meet the gaze
of a man who had bested my skill
as my sight flickered and faded
i bowed my had and prayed
that this would not be my day
I felt a new energy on that summer day
as my wounds seemed to heal
i raised up my shield
and there did a dragon appear
I am by your side and you should not die
for ever i will be by your side
as we fly into battle
i hear the men shriek with fear
as my new found stead appeared
as the battle trumpets cried

Acid Flashback?i was at a friend's house last night, helping him do some work on his house. it's an old house, with a really cool dirt floor cellar. that's where i was doing most of my part of the work. when we finished for the night, i went outside to smoke. i was walking around in a circle, stretching and trying to regain circulation in my legs after being crouched down for a couple of hours, when i noticed a huge, bright orange maple leaf laying on the ground. it was very out of place because there are no maple trees nearby. it was the only maple leaf that i could see. i went to pick it up, and as i was bending down, i saw out of the corner of my eye a bright speck of light whiz by. i can only think that it was a meteor. my depth perception isn't all that great, especially in my peripheral vision. it seemed like it flew right by my head. that was such a surreal moment. it felt like i had been transported to another world for just an instant. inside of that moment, time seemed to stand

Yeah... Fuck This BusinessMy 7 month old daughter was taken from me, taken 2,000 miles away... I'm in a perpetual state of shock.. I can't believe I don't get to wake up and hear her rustling around in her crib, I don't get to hold her or feed her or watch her smile... She was MY girl, a DADDY'S girl for sure, she smiled every time she heard my voice, she stared at me whenever I was in her line of sight, she loves me as much as I love her. I'll get her back, but not in time to see her first tooth poke through, to see her crawl for the first time... Not soon enough to satisfy me. How do you cope with that? Losing the only person in your life you've ever really cared for, losing your heart... How do you get up every day and work, how do you deal with well meaning coworkers asking how your daughter is, having to either fake a smile and say she's fine or try to explain that she's gone... I guess drinking is the only thing I can think of... And how do I talk to her mom evey day, how do I try to remain friendly? I wa

Barack And Michellenow this is one President(elect) that Loves his First Lady. congrats! and Yes They Can....

No Loveno love on fu it seems anymore!!! hit me up some time and prove me wrong

See MeI tense up when your around
I feel like a fool but you knew I knew
Trying to play - I'm in the way
I avoid your eyes, your angry
Not exactly with me, just with what I see
I can smile and joke... inside I'm choking and dying a death
Your anger covers your eyes, it makes you blind
I wish you could see
I wish you could feel how I do
You would understand then
You would understand how you hurt me
How I hurt myself
I wish you could...

1990Street lamps of hell
Blood on the run
Cry for your life - it hasn't begun
Time is so still
You wait until
Pray comes forth
You battle to kill
Don't stop short
He's almost upon
Fear in your throat has you stunned
Cry for your life and time will fly by
Blood in their minds
Death in their hearts
Pressure so great, barely can you talk
But you run for your life
Nowhere to hide
Dawn is upon
Night is almost gone

A MistakeMaybe it was a mistake, letting you know how I feel
You walked by, I want to cry but force a smile
Your beauty can charm and it throws me off guard
Shivers to my very being
I wish you could feel what's pulling me to you...
or was it intentional?
I wish I could stand in front of you and express from the heart how I want to be a part of you.
I'm shaky inside, I want to hide but I can't do that to you.
I write a note... to a joke... The words where said
The ones you read
Never too seriously did you take them to heart
but they were said
saying I love you

The Call And The AnswerThe votes are in and someone won
A time of change has begun
With many tasks that lurk at hand
Different direction is taken place on this land
Around the world people watched and heard what has taken place
This country has a new face, electing someone of a different race
Obama raised money at levels that were never to be seen
Ran a perfect campaign that was mostly clean
Yet negative voices can be heard
Talks of a potential assassination is absurd
Obama talks a good game
Thets see if his skills of running a country are the same
With a solid staff at his side
Questions of inexperience, odds he will have to put aside
Visons and ideas, are the things that are needed in times like these
This can be the answer to solve things here and overseas
The stress and demand is high
Can easily send many politicians to hide and cry
Here this man stands in front of this nation and a task that is tall
With little fear and much determination that will prevent his fall
MCcain t

Week 10Hey all. Here is the schedule for Week 10. Picks aren't due until Saturday, but don't forget there is a Thursday game.. so if you want to just get your Thursday Night game pick in now or tomorrow, and the rest to me Saturday that will be fine.
Thurs, Nov 6th
DEN @ CLE
Sun, Nov 9th
NO @ ATL
TEN @ CHI
JAC @ DET
BAL @ HOU
SEA @ MIA
GB @ MIN
BUF @ NE
STL @ NYJ
CAR @ OAK
IND @ PIT
KC @ SD
NYG @ PHI
Mon, Nov 10th
SF @ ARI
BYES: CLEVELAND, DALLAS, TAMPA BAY, AND WASHINGTON.
GOOD LUCK ALL. I WILL BE AWAY FROM FU FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK, WILL CHECK IN FOR THE PICKS WHEN I HAVE TIME.. ALSO WILL BE POSTING STATS FOR WEEK 9 WHEN I HAVE TIME.
LATER.

A Pillow And A BlanketA long time ago, a young, wealthy girl was getting ready for bed. She was saying her prayers when she heard a muffled crying coming through her window. A little frightened, she went over to the window and leaned out.
Another girl, who seemed to be about her age and homeless was standing in the alley by the rich girl's house. Her heart went out to the homeless girl, for it was the dead of winter, and the girl had no blanket, only old newspapers someone had thrown out.
The rich girl was suddenly struck with a brilliant idea. She called to the other girl and said, "You there, come to my front door, please."
The homeless girl was so startled she could only manage to nod.
As quick as her legs could take her, the young girl ran down the hall to her mothers closet, and picked out an old quilt and a beat up pillow. She had to walk slower down to the front door as to not trip over the quilt which was hanging down, but she made it eventually. Dropping both the articles, she opened th

Fuck Yea My Vote Counted!!!I Am So Excited...I Did NOT Vote For Bush. So You Can Imagine My Hesitation To Vote This Year...But At The Same Time I Felt Like Obama Would Win...So I Voted And It it Worked Out To My Liking...FUCK YEA!!! GOODBYE BUSH YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!! Happy Day Everyone. I Love America

EyesOnce I was lost
Lost in your eyes
Never saw it coming
I was lost
Lost in the blue
Lost in the thought of you
You took my heart
I never felt such emotion
I felt lost in the ocean
But it was you
I was lost, lost in you

Started A New Gp For CouplesSTARTED A NEW GP FOR COUPLES
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/CA_COUPLES_FOR_CAM_FUN Check it out if you want to cam only with other couples and you are a couple

Up For Auction!I'VE DONE IT AGAIN
I'VE GONE AND PUT MYSELF ON THE AUCTION BLOCK AGAIN
SO IF YOU WANNA BE SPOILED, COME ON BID ON ME!
IT'S A REAL MONEY AUCTION ONLY = HH'S, BLASTS, TICKERS, BLING
SO IF YA WANNA BE ABLE TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO FOR A MONTH (AND WHO WOULDN'T :P)
CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW AND BID BABY BID
AND IF YA CAN'T AFFORD TO BID ON ME CAN YA DROP A RATE ON THE PIC
THE PIC WITH THE MOST RATES GETS A PRIZE!
AND WHILE YOU'RE THERE, STOP BY AND R/F/A/C THE HOST IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY.
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THANKS, I LOOK FORWARD TO SPOILING YA :)

President Elect Barack ObamaIt feels so good to hear those words, President Elect Barack Obama. I am beside myself with relief and joy.
We finally have a president who cares not of his own agendas, but of the American people. Who cares about the working class people who struggle to keep a roof under out heads. Who cares about real change and believes that this country can overcome anything. And of course, history has been made. We have our very first black President. AAnd not only that, but I have hope that he will be a great President. He will restore the faith in this country and help to pull us out of the downward spiral that Bush put us in.
All I ask of President Obama is that he remember those of us who elected him. He remember not only the wealthy, but the poor who despite our financial troubles, contributed to his campaign. That he always remember us when he is in the White House. And that he be the President we all hope he will be.
For the first time in 8 long years, I am proud to be an American. I a

True?My tears fall like rain
My heart in so much pain
I loved one untrue, now I'm so blue
Wishes and dreams, so painful it seems
To be true to you, if only you knew
Midnight can fade
I'll hide in the shade - of yesterdays dreams
Oh so sad it seems
To be true to you, I wish I new
Why can't you stay to play one more day?
This I knew, you'll never be true.

Life....rejuvenated....pure....when one loses something of value it is upsetting...the loss seemingly insurmountable.
when referring to a love lost, the anguish is as great as when there is a death involved....indeed there is, for the heartache is real and the loss profound.
who knows the grieving process...timespans by the second seem eternal. time slowly seeps by and the hurt is fresh and raw throughout...
but....
when least expected....never would i have thought this possible...to live...to breathe...to see the stars and the trees and the sun's warm light nurturing all around me...myself included...
...a friendship from before...has anchored itself as a beacon...love and desire kindled, setting forth flames within the two of us...as real as the fires issuing forth from middle earth...
Jeanne....merci....nous deux...devenu un....

Little Poem I Did..to live or to die.
you fill pushed aside
and theres nothing left in side
you might as well be dead and not alive
you are dark and empty deep down inside
you wish you could cry
but you would rather die
then to feel the embarrassment
as the shame consumes you
your soul slowly starts to fade to black
its far to late you cant turn back
but you try and fight back
your blood boils
your thoughts are isostatic
why does life have to be so dramatic
as the panic fades
you snap back from your frightful nap
you wish to never go back
but as you come back
you realize
that what you had thought was a nap
was that you really snapped
your hands are covered in mud and dirt
your pants are stained in red
all you can think is he really dead
as your heart flutters from the shock
you realize the pain from inside
and you see that the person you were fighting
was your other side
you look to your wrist were the cuts should be
then you raise your head to the sky
then ask why
w

Riphttp://www.cbc.ca/canada/story/2008/11/05/crisp-body.html
Body found by Barrie police may be teen in video-game dispute
Last Updated: Wednesday, November 5, 2008 | 1:30 PM ET Comments42Recommend278
CBC News
A body found northeast of Barrie, Ont., on Wednesday may be 15-year-old Brandon Crisp, who disappeared from his home last month after a dispute with his parents over a video game.
Hunters found a teenage male's body on Wednesday morning, said Sgt. Dave Goodbrand of the Barrie Police Service.
Police are not yet confirming the body is Crisp's, but it was found in the area police had been searching since Oct. 20.
The Crisp family has been informed that a body was discovered and an autopsy will be conducted to determine the identity, Goodbrand said.
The teen disappeared on Oct. 13 after arguing with his parents over a favourite Xbox video game. They had taken the game away from him because they felt he was playing it too much.
Officers have been searching the Shan

I RememberI remember the touch, the feel, the embrace
I remember the feeling of satin and lace
I remember your heartbeat steady with mine
I remember the heat, the sweat, the sweet red wine
I remember your face and the words from your lips
I remember the sweetness of each kiss
I remember the love we made that day
I remember the way you called my name
I remember why I loved you each and every day

Adding Fuel To The Fire!I just saw someone's status as ....so..how long before he gets shot. So I have always thought the same thing, except I figured someone would do it before he ever could say he became president, which there is still time since he is only president elect, but thats not the point. Everyone says the same thing, I am not racist and yet I still say that, but I honestly believe everyone saying stuff like when and who is going to shoot him first, only adds fuel to the fire. I am sure it gets all his haters even more gumption to go after him. They probably seem themselves as some hero, stupid ignorant people...get over it. I did NOT vote. It has nothing to do with my vote, he is a person none the less with a family. I am just saying maybe we should think about the things we say and advertise, this is someones life here, he doesn't deserve to die because some people are just too ignorant to see the man for who he really is, not his skin color. So I don't know about anyone else but I know I am goi

Happy?I want to let you know... I want to make you happy.
I want to make all your dreams come true... So tell me what I should do.
Tell me again, again, and again how can I, one simple little I make all your dreams come true?
I could count the stars in the sky or climb a rainbow way up high... to shout your dreams to the moonbeams up above. I could swim out in the sea, telling every fish I see... Will that make you love me a little more?
Just tell me again, again, and again how do I, one simple little I.... How can I one simple little I make all your dreams come true?

Just...stopTo those who wish to "help" me..Don't
I've come far enough in the years after being medicated without help..and damn it I was fine

Just A Little Fyi -Most of my friends on here know I've been going through a tough time. The worse part is.. I let it all get to me and ended up becoming this depressed person. I'm now trying to get back on my feet and thanks to some help here and there from some dear people.. I am going to be able to do that.
If any of you want to know anything more about my situation, just ask. Otherwise know, things are okay right now.

His LoveHis life was my blood
His tears were my fears
I loved him too much that death slowly neared
My heart in so much pain, it joyed him to see
Blood from my hand to cradle with need
With hard times gone, never to see
I loved him too much and it killed me

New PseudonymK guys and gals, as signed under a new contract I will be writing under the name, Bonita.
As I like to include my friends and readers with some decisions, I've written a bio and tag line and would greatly appreciate your comments and/or suggestions.
So come on! Give it to me, baby! lol
FYI- Bonita will eventually take over Bonnie Clarke's work.
Bonita-
Sexy fiction to moan over...
"Doors should be left open while having sex" says Bonita, with a seductive smile, clad in a checkered work shirt and nothing else.
When discovered by a team of rugged bush workers at her tiny cabin in the woods, one look at her hungry eyes, and a reading of her handwritten erotica, they whisked her away to Bonnie Clarke's house where there is electricity and internet connection. Her life has never been the same since.
The men still visit. The erotica is flowing as rampant as an erection, and it's all really damn good.
** please be honest, I can handle it. :)

Please Read If You Voted YesterdayI hate to tell all of you who went out and voted yesterday this but -- YOU ARE ALL A BUNCH OF SUCKERS!! I cannot believe how many people REALLY think their vote actually means jack or shit...
THEY GET ELECTED BY THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE AND NOT BY POPULAR VOTE! That means all the hoopla of going out and casting your vote is just a form of mass placating. Yep, they get you all riled up, jerk ya off and then don't even let ya cum...Don't believe me?
Try doing a little homework! [In otherwords, please look it up yourself &/or read the whole article provided in this link] Here's some facts I found at
http://history.howstuffworks.com/american-history/electoral-college.htm:
Every four years, on the Tuesday following the first Monday of November, millions of U.S. citizens go to local voting booths to elect, among other officials, the next president and vice president of their country. Their votes will be recorded and counted, and winners will be declared.
But the results of the po

Gay Marriage, Should It Be Legalized Or Not?LOS ANGELES  In an election otherwise full of liberal triumphs, the gay rights movement suffered a stunning defeat as California voters approved a ban on same-sex marriages that overrides a recent court decision legalizing them.
The constitutional amendment  widely seen as the most momentous of the nation's 153 ballot measures  will limit marriage to heterosexual couples, the first time such a vote has taken place in a state where gay unions are legal.
Gay-rights activists had a rough election elsewhere as well. Ban-gay-marriage amendments were approved in Arizona and Florida, and Arkansas voters approved a measure banning unmarried couples from serving as adoptive or foster parents. Supporters made clear that gays and lesbians were their main target.
In California, with 95 percent of precincts reporting Wednesday, the ban had 5,125,752 votes, or 52 percent, while there were 4,725,313 votes, or 48 percent, opposed.
Similar bans had prevailed in 27 states before Tuesday's