Gah, I'm normally not so doom and gloom. Today is just one of those days.

I have lots of those days too

I just wanted to tell you that you are often in my prayers, and I fervently hope that you have your rainbow baby. Your courage has really helped me find the strength to keep trying, even after 3 undiagnosed losses myself. Please don't give up hope, as hard as that may be. Miracles do happen!

Me too. I finally bought a coming home outfit for her around 26 weeks because I figured we could at least need it for the burial. Feels sooooooooo morbid! I try to change those thoughts, but in some ways I feel like I have to prepare for an outcome that never would have crossed my mind before! So hard when your innocence is lost.

I just wanted to tell you that you are often in my prayers, and I fervently hope that you have your rainbow baby. Your courage has really helped me find the strength to keep trying, even after 3 undiagnosed losses myself. Please don't give up hope, as hard as that may be. Miracles do happen!

Just checking in. Hope all you mamas are doing well and had a great weekend!

AFM: I have my 1st OB appt this afternoon. Sorta excited, sorta ho-hum about it. DH is taking a half day and coming with me. He says he's going to insist on an u/s scan (bc of our late loss), and I say why bother? It is really nice to see that tiny little baby and HB though...
I'm at the feeling miserable most of the day stage. I need to eat every few hours to feel better, but I'm never hungry and I have to force myself. I refuse to complain about anything with this pregnancy though. During the last one I complained so much about my sinuses for the first month and how I couldn't take anything good, blah blah blah. I felt absolutely awful for complaining when I found out I'd lost the baby.

Good luck today, Trace! How far along are you? And don't be too hard on yourself about the complaining thing... If you feel miserable, you feel miserable. It doesn't mean you're ungrateful or anything like that

P.S. Can someone come pry the doppler out of my hands? Please. I love love love love it so so so so much but I keep imagining the baby being hit in the head with thunderous doppler waves... (THANKS HEATHER for that imagery .

Good luck today, Trace! How far along are you? And don't be too hard on yourself about the complaining thing... If you feel miserable, you feel miserable. It doesn't mean you're ungrateful or anything like that

P.S. Can someone come pry the doppler out of my hands? Please. I love love love love it so so so so much but I keep imagining the baby being hit in the head with thunderous doppler waves... (THANKS HEATHER for that imagery .

Dude so sorry! You know there's always controversy about everything and the safety of them. So I compromised and did it just a couple times a week for like 5 mins until I started feeling movement.