11.25.2012

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever be able to settle down. Not just in the sense of a relationship but in life in general. There are still so many things I want to do, so many things I want to experience, so many things I want to see. Yet I feel that in my search for experiencing, doing, seeing everything, I've done nothing. How is this possible? How can one want so much, yet achieve so little?

I haven't lived in the same place longer than 2 years since I graduated high school. I haven't dated the same girl for longer than 2 years since right after high school. I've never held a job for longer than 2 years (though I've never been fired or been jobless). How does one become content with staying in one place? Doing one thing? Dating the same person? Is there a name for this? Is there a solution?