That may be a good thing. If you stop growing and changing, then would be a good time to start worrying (I think... for now)

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I tend to clash with everyone on the mat.

Just like me...and like everyone else does or did. NO ONE started out great. I don't know too much about O'sensei, but I'd bet good money he clashed and messed up a lot too (law of averages at work...the more you do something, the more mistakes you will make).