Tag: Wegziehen

Ahhhh! At the moment I feel like time is almost flying! Thinking of the fact that I moved out 1.5 years ago seems as if it was only yesterday, it’s so surreal. I remember how confused I was back then; Living in a new city with new people filled me with excitement, but on the other hand just the thought of leaving my hometown broke my heart.
Yet after all this time, and especially during the last couple of months, I realized that this place feels a lot more like home than my hometown does. It makes me happy to be here. Ironically I’m in the throes of planning to move to Scandinavia right now. The flight ticket is already booked and the application for the university is under way. Somehow this makes me feel really lost, yet in a beautiful way. My heart bursts with joy but in the very same second it’s bleeding since I have to leave everything behind – at least for a while – just like in 2015. For some reason the wish to study abroad started to grow uncontrollably and I know that I have to follow this dream. Isn’t it strange to fall in love with something unknown? In the end I’ve never been there, I don’t know the people and I barely speak their language. Therefore I have no idea what to expect but I guess this is actually a really good thing. No expectations lead to more surprises. Thus I will go with the flow of life to figure out where it’ll take me. I trust it. Whatever is meant to happen, will happen.