question

i have not used coke for ten years since i woke up one morning decided i needed some only after using it a few times before then so i promised myself there and then that if i needed it first thing in morning then i should never touch the stuff again and i haven't. but the thing is i still think about it has anyone been through the same experience?

that's a spirit coming to test you. addiction is a demonic spirit, suicide is a demonic spirit, depression is a demonic spirit etc... They come to test tempt and try you to drag you down, they want to destroy you. The devil comes to kill steal and destroy. resit them and they will flee