Trust me. I used to work as hard as I could to accomplish my goals. In fact I know I won't ever accomplish my dreams yet I still work hard towards them. I don't expect change to fall out of the sky. That's why I'm not religious. I prefer action over rhetoric. My thing is that I realized I can work my ass off and get nothing in return, meanwhile other people jut have opportunity handed to them. You won't ever see me advocate against working towards your dreams instead of idly waiting, but sometimes working isn't enough... sometimes you are just dealt a shitty hand. I'm not trying to say my way is right... I'm saying my way works best in the real world where the ideal doesn't happen.

I'll be dead soon anyway. You all will be happy. The world will be happy. I won't waste your air anymore.
Sorry for talking too much.... I didn't know I was the one who made all these threads about me.

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Wahhhhhhhhh, woe is me

You're running around the fucking internet in circles screaming for attention and help, go see a fucking psychiatrist already.

also, nobody uses private student loans, because stafford and perkins and school generally will cover most, if not all of the costs. and again, you've written books and sonatas and all that, pretty sure you should be able to get a scholarship for writing something, right?

The more you try to justify this, the more you make yourself look like an idiot in this whole process.

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Because the other loans were not enough... do you understand now? What other option would I have? Thank you for proving my point. I think you guys just try to attack everything I say. Sorry my life wasn't perfect like you guys.

@Leotard Stanks can you diss me some more? I love when people insult me. When I feel that people are not evil and cruel I remember comments like yours and they justify my disdain for the human race. And when you insult me... it justifies my disdain towards myself.

Trust me. I used to work as hard as I could to accomplish my goals. In fact I know I won't ever accomplish my dreams yet I still work hard towards them. I don't expect change to fall out of the sky.

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Do you know what a self-fulfilling prophecy is?

It's one thing for me to say, I probably won't ever make with music, it's another thing to say, I know I never will.

You're killing possibilities and opportunities before they ever arise.

I prefer action over rhetoric. My thing is that I realized I can work my ass off and get nothing in return, meanwhile other people jut have opportunity handed to them.

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You can also eat and not feel full sometimes, should that stop you from eating?

Failure and unrequited work are character builders. They prepare you for when you succeed and your work is appreciated.

You won't ever see me advocate against working towards your dreams instead of idly waiting, but sometimes working isn't enough... sometimes you are just dealt a shitty hand. I'm not trying to say my way is right... I'm saying my way works best in the real world where the ideal doesn't happen.

also, nobody uses private student loans, because stafford and perkins and school generally will cover most, if not all of the costs. and again, you've written books and sonatas and all that, pretty sure you should be able to get a scholarship for writing something, right?

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Again... getting a scholarship for that is hard. Very hard. I have a better chance getting eaten by Unicorn.

Don't make assumptions about me. How do you know I'm a wigger? You haven't experienced what I have in life. I have written 34 movies 194 plays and 12 books and starred in 4 porno movies and have 3 techno pop albums out.

Because the other loans were not enough... do you understand now? What other option would I have? Thank you for proving my point. I think you guys just try to attack everything I say. Sorry my life wasn't perfect like you guys.

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Uhh, if your loans weren't enough, do what I did.

Bus tables and build stages so you can pay off the rest. WORK.

I had to WORK. I MADE MY OPPORTUNITY. You're using circumstance as an excuse for laziness, and that's unacceptable.

It's one thing for me to say, I probably won't ever make with music, it's another thing to say, I know I never will.

You're killing possibilities and opportunities before they ever arise.

You can also eat and not feel full sometimes, should that stop you from eating?

Failure and unrequited work are character builders. They prepare you for when you succeed and your work is appreciated.

And what I'm trying to say is, I used to feel the same way.

Then I learned the ideal will happen, if you only let it.

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The ideal doesn't happen by you letting it happen. It might have for you, but not for me. Once again I'm not saying my perspective is THE perspective. I know all about self-fulfilling prophecies. It's not that I don't believe in myself. It's that I know things never go how you plan them to... at least they don't for me.
When I have a reason to believe in that nuts && berries, everything is always going to be perfect bs then I will... but I don't.... but I used to.

And I'm sure the African next to him with no arms will say he was dealt a worse hand than the one in the pic. And the one with no arms or legs will say the same. That strawman argument is perpetual and useless. I'm not making excuses...

@Leotard Stanks can you diss me some more? I love when people insult me. When I feel that people are not evil and cruel I remember comments like yours and they justify my disdain for the human race. And when you insult me... it justifies my disdain towards myself.

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i think this is the first time you've said anything and I've laughed at it.
creative with the name.