PP: That feel when a friend needs help but I can't think of what to say.One of my best friends called me at 3:30 this morning absolutely hysterical (night terrors as a result of a sexual assault incident that occurred a year ago combined with recently breaking up with her boyfriend--who has become verbally abusive--of 3 years) and I absolutely did not know what to say. I felt like I listened to her just sobbing into the phone for 10 minutes and I felt absolutely useless. Finally managed to talk her down by I guess just distracting her but damn, I feel like I'm just terrible at this shit.

Sometimes people just need someone to be there for them and listen to their troubles. Until you're asked for advice, continue what you're doing. I see nothing wrong with getting off-topic- it probably lessens the degree of anxiety she's having.

pp: I really need to go back to school- I have no friends (or relatives for that matter) who seem to want to hang out with me. Sure, I could take that first step in asking them to hang out, but I'd most likely be rejected or I would have to continually be making that first step, which is pretty uncomfortable for me.

That sounds like a much better idea than it actually is. I didn't have much of a choice when I took last semester off but I really wish I hadn't.

PP: My aunt/godmother removed me from Facebook. A couple of former coworkers were just innocently shitposting on my wall a few weeks ago (it was pretty vulgar) and my aunt took it upon herself to practically lecture these two grown-ass men about "keeping it clean in [my] godson's Facebook." I deleted the whole thing and next thing I know she had removed me. Da fuck.

PP: Trying to build a level in Unity for a group project and the fucking thing isn't giving my platforms textures so they're invisible. I swear, if Unity was a person I'd punch it in the face. Getting sick of it's shit.

PP: Okay so I go, grab a nice big orange from the fridge, peel that shit, get some citrus mist in my eye, continue to peel, take a slice, eat it... What's that sour, bitter taste? OH FUCK GRAPEFRUIT. Fuck you grapefruit, you're a disgusting fruit.

PP: My roommate was sick for like a month and I never caught it. Cool. Hear the same thing she had spread all over my work area. Well fuck. This thing's been going around for almost two months and I now I've just gotten it. So. Fuck you sickness.

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PP: Just ended my 6 year relationship with Sam... I was the one that did it and it was pretty mutual, but it still sucks... 6 years is a long time, going to take a long time for us both to get over it.. I know it's for the better though.

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We may fail alone, but that is better than dying with them, only to be forgotten. I for one, would rather suffer now, than leave this life without passion.

pp: Just when it was just starting to get warm, it snowed again, but it was like Mother Nature ate one too many sugar-free candies and took a massive slippery dump.

pp2: In quickly walking to help my dad and brothers move a broken down car of ours on our property, I slipped and fell on my tailbone and back. Even though I was sitting there with tears in my eyes from the pain, none of them bothered to be nice and help me up.

pp3: I am a vendor for a popular greeting card company, and I can usually make my own hours. Because of the previous day's bad weather, my supervisor called yesterday to tell me to stay home. However, my dad told me to go into work anyway because the weather at the time was much better. I worked until midnight, and headed for home. Because of the darkness and a few other factors, my car ended up in the median between two highways. Tow truck got it out, but now I have a bit of whiplash. My car may be damaged a bit underneath too.

PP: Grandfather got shingles and it caused his renal system to shut down. They got his kidneys to essentially come back online but holy shit it was a close call, and all this while my grandmother is slowly succumbing to the effects of late-stage Alzheimer's, which is to the point where she her body can't even remember how to stand up.

PP: Georgia still apparently has a school with a prom that is partially segregated (one that's integrated and one that's open to just white students). And to make it worse, when a group of students trying to create just one fully integrated prom asked for a statement of support from the governor, he called it a "silly publicity stunt" by the Georgia Democrats.