Saturday, September 6, 2008

if i.....shoulnt stay....i will only be you way....so i'll go....but i know...i'll think of you every steps of...the way...and I....will always lovE YOU....will always..lovE YOU...YOUU...my darling you...you...bitter sweet..memory...thats is all..im taking with me..so goodbye..pls dont cry...we both know im not what you..you need...anD i...will always love you...will always lovE you...i hOpe life treats you kind..and i hope you hot what you dream of..and i wish you joy and happiness..but above all this i wish you LOVE...And i will always lovE YOU...i will always love youuu.....==================================================================THis is what are my feelings now...even do i wish that he could know what i think...but its impossible....but nevermind...i wish him from the bottom of my heart...even though i tell him i didnt love him....its fake....i still love you...from the bottom of my heart..but we are not meant to be with each other....so im here wishing u...have a better life...than suffering with me....i will always love you...as i say....i'll be here...if and only you needed me....but ....that day wont come....if and only.....miracle comes.....and find me....and cure my heart...i wont be sticking with you that often anymore...u loVEd her...u should be with her...and not me....i will find my better life...if could....or...its more easier to end it....its not because of love...but its my LIFE....

Friday, September 5, 2008

i finally understand...tat im the interupter....y am i so stupid??i make ppl stress out...i make ppl hard 2 survive..bt im there watching him evryday...he dont wan me 2 b hurt....he wanted to be with her again...but im there blocking their way...why am i so stupid??

i finally understand the feeling nt being lovE...i love the wrong person...why....why have i choose the wrong person to love??im really so stupid...this world is not worth for me to continue live....because..i dony know whether i can survive..without u.....

as in a song...how do i live without you...i want to know...how do i breath without you...if you ever know...how do i ever...ever SURVIVE....how do i...how do i...how do i live.......