Let me make this pretty clear for all of ya. I fucking HATE not eating whatever I want, whenever I want. In all reality, I have the easiest body to take care of but I'm crazy lazy when it comes to preparing meals and making good choices. Please don't tell me I'm being too hard on myself because it's all true.

I want to lose weight for the obvious reasons. I want to look better, feel better and be around to annoy the shit out of my husband and kids for a very long time. My bigger motivator though is my Mother and Grandmother. My Grandmother had Altzheimer's and, unfortunately, my Mother is now experiencing Altzheimer's, Dimensia and Depression.

It's so sad to watch someone deteriorate but even worse is knowing you can help yourself prevent the same fate from happening and doing nothing about it. I know that eating healthy and exercising won't guarantee that I don't experience the same disease but it will certainly help my chances.

So, with all that being said, I begin my journey today to stop making stupid choices.

I had a veggie scramble for breakfast, I should have lost like 10lbs by now...right? ;-)