"I wanted to leave half way through," the 37-year-old Perth truck said at the time.

"His kids were crying to him on Skype: 'Please come home daddy, we don't really know why you're away for so long'. And I said, 'No, you need to go, we're just friends, you need to go'. And he's like, 'Nah, I need the money, I'm going to New Zealand in April on my first overseas trip ever. I need some spending money'."

Contestants were paid $200 per day to participate in the series.

Despite her claims, Rawlings said she didn't hold anything against Hollands and that they still genuinely cared for each other.

Both Rawlings and Hollands agreed to leave the relationship during the vows on the show.