How can mere emotions in your head make your body feel so bad? That's what I don't understand. Everything hurts right now and the more I talk to people about it, the worse I feel and the more confused I get.

I'm not perfect and I guess maybe I'm impossible to love.

I can't even focus on anything and whenever I hear a certain song or walk by somewhere familiar, my mind seizes up and I'm unable to shed these unwanted thoughts like he never liked me at all and I played my cards all wrong and I am empty and cruel.

I can't forget how warm I used to be now that I'm left out in the cold.

(Puffy face and tired eyes, sorry. Yes, it's a new tattoo. I wanted something different but the counter girl at Adrenaline told me I needed to book a consultation first or something, whatever. I'm going next Sunday. What am I going to do until then? Eat another 3 bags of chips and Reese bites? Okay yeah sure.)

(Click photos to enlarge them for your viewing pleasure.) Let's celebrate 23 years of narcissism, having been raised by the TV. Achievements Unlocked: obtaining a BA in psychology with a minor in English literature {plus} actively pursuing my dreams. Do not be afraid.