well they say some of the hardest things in the world to do is to get up and moving when your body is not physically able to. or when you are in to much pain to. well thanksgiving was my challenge. you see my mother is a manager at a walmart sup... Read more

well two days ago i was sitting in a hospital. making the staff pretty miserable. taking over 3-5hrs to find a vien to run a iv. i got lucky the ditzy nurse #6 as i called her..the 6th one that had come in and started apoligizing and crying afte... Read more

yes you read that correctly i was in the hospital. had a glorious visit and stay at the hospital which ended with me now on bed rest and me very nauseated and tired. please no that dehydration is a awful thing and its nothing to play with. if y... Read more

at 38 years old you would think i would know exactly what i need to survive. what i need to keep me from ending up in the hospital. well guess what...hahaha i am like a infant learning all over again now that i have my gastric bypass. at a year ... Read more

over a year ago i had a rny gastric bypass. and i loss so many friends over it. i had tried everything else. i was at deaths door. the thought of even walking to the bathroom with out my fiance 2 steps behind me scared me. i was a walking death ... Read more

many years ago. i can remember sittin in my bedroom very skinny an listening to my mother cry. my heart breaking. cause she would shed tears over her size an the lack of respect she got due to her size. i never understood it. cause in my mind. m... Read more

as i sit in front of my comp. i come to realize that my friends and family truely dont understand the pain i feel both physically as well as emotionally. alot of people see a larger size woman and assume that they have always been large. and th... Read more