The 19-year-old reality star and cosmetics mogul said as much in the first trailer for her Keeping Up With the Kardashians spinoff, Life of Kylie, released Monday at the NBC Universal 2017 Upfronts in New York City.

In it, Jenner talks about being on her family’s show since she was 9 and feeling a lot of pressure to keep up her glam image as footage of her striking sexy poses, walking past flashing cameras, and applying her Kylie Cosmetics lipstick plays onscreen. (She also promises to show viewers another side of herself and to use the show “like a therapy session.”)

“I am not totally innocent, because I am keeping up this lifestyle,” she says. “I can’t do it forever.”

Jenner has teased before that she might walk away from the spotlight someday.

“I know I don’t want to be famous forever,” she told Allure in July 2016. “There’s gonna be a time where I feel comfortable, I’m at a good place in my life, and I just stop.”

Of course, that time is not now, not when she has 93 million Instagram followers and not when they are buying up her makeup as quickly as it goes on sale. It’s not time to quit when her every move warrants not only a crowd of fans but a pack of paparazzi. And so, naturally, her eight-episode reality show premieres July 6 on E!, the Kardashians’s home network.