Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Saturday, January 8, 2011

This is my year in many ways.
I'll turn 19 which is weird for me to think about.
I've always been older than all the other kids my age. Maybe it's the shit I've been through that has allowed me to skip all the immaturity and naivety that some are just growing past. So now my physical age is catching up to my mental age.

I'll graduate high school and go to college!
Ekk. I can hardly wait for this one! I'm through with the same biased school and materialistic people. I want to meet people from all over. All different races, cultures, ages ect. I need a cultural change rather than 90% privileged white kids around me.

Becoming vegan?
I usually believe New Year resolutions are useless, or at least for me, but this year I have actually resolved to research veganism. I'm currently reading Becoming Vegan: The Complete Guide to Adopting a Healthy Plant-Based Diet, which is often referred to as THE vegan bible. Basically becoming vegan won't be an overnight thing like becoming a vegetarian was. I just need to equip myself with all I can know about it, so that when I do eventually transfer over, I'm more than sufficiently prepared.

So why wouldn't my body fit in to "my year"
This will be the year to reach my goal. To workout as much as possible, and eat the very necessity and nothing more.

well I'm off to read Hamlet for school. I really like it more than I thought. Perhaps it's cause he's a mentally struggling character. Ah Shakespeare, thou doth written in a way that most still cannot.

About Me

I created this blog so I can share my feelings. I am a self injurer and have very disordered eating (I have both restricted severely and binged and purged ).
No one that knows me know so I'm going to keep it that way. Know if you read this that you can comment and I will always reply and you are NOT alone.