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I have an update on what I know to be true about Quantum Creation. When I last posted part 5, I was speaking to you of the Nexus, a magnetic personal creation field that is our own personal and individual expression of the One Particle. The One Particle being the single sub-atomic particle that makes up everything in existence because it has infinite speed. Literally it is creating everything at the same moment. You can catch up on parts 1, 2, 3 and 4 if you haven’t read the background to this post.

I am taking another amazing class with Soleira Green. A few days ago, during a group meditation, I was working with the Nexus of new landmass. I was prompted, if I desired, to take the history of that new landmass and change the magnetics of all other Earth lands to reflect the NO history of the new landmass. Essentially I was given the opportunity to change the magnetics of historical memory that the land can carry. I decided to do it and took the magnetics of NO history all over the globe. As I watched the Nexus’ change there formed a matrix of connecting energy between them. This was the first time that I had seen this, but I had never worked with more than one Nexus before.

When I had time, I asked the All about it the next day. The All called this energy field a Vector. A Vector is a pre-ordained configuration of energy that enables the transfer of energy between similar magnetic points. There are many different Vector arrangements but the thing they all have in common is a shared energy transfer. Think of it as a party line that gives instant/same time distribution of current energies. For example, humanity has an overall Vector that connects us all, so does land as I was shown, and so has water everywhere. These are very large Vector examples and there are very small ones as well. The group of people in my current class has their own Vector, as does any group that chooses to work or play together. There are also Vectors that overlap between many different states of being. An example given to me to illustrate this is the Vector between humanity and the birth of the New. Humanity is simultaneously reaching for the New and cautiously distancing themselves from it at the same time. This is because a caution has been built into this Vector to give humanity time to address the concerns of Love, because there was a time when they did not do so. The following is an excerpt for my journal of my conversation with the All to discover more about the Vector.

All: “A Vector creates a magnetic field that is on one hand always stable and on the other infinitely variable. It is always in a state of flux. This field cannot be broken but it can be modified to reflect a fundamental change. Your work through the collective brought a fundamental change to the lands of this planet. The Vector already existed between the Nexus but the notion of having No History was a radical injection into the base expression of that Vector.”

Esther: “So when a group comes together they can consciously create a Vector between them if they decide to work together?”

A.: “Yes, the desire to be the sum of your parts is the formation of the Vector.”

E: “Why is a solar flare biased in its attraction to Vectors?” (This had been mentioned earlier to me.)

A: “It is an easy way to influence a contiguous array of individual points within a context of community. The Vector fields bring a strategy for inclusion, providing support during a time of great change.”

E: “So we have a single sub-atomic God Particle that creates everything simultaneously. Each individual Nexus that creates the magnetic field for each being or creation has a magnetic attraction to several different magnetic fields that are called Vectors. Each Vector provides instant communication for every Nexus in its array, providing support and community to the group.”

A: “Yes. The advantage of this set up is two-fold. First the resonance with the Vector creates a stronger magnetic field than any individual Nexus could achieve. Second the distribution of energy that is attracted to that magnetic field is shared equally among all the Nexus individuals. Not spread out sharing like sharing the load, but an ability to capture the FULL magnetic attraction of the group and express that individually.”

E: “So how is the Vector quantum?”

A: “The Vector is a Quantum attribute. It is the beyond space and time link up that enables communication instantly.”

E: “Like the current DNA and particle experiments?” (A number have been published by the scientific community)

A: “Yes, exactly. If all created life is One Particle than communication is instantaneous. What the Vector does is create a field of energy between all conscious members of a group or life experience. That One Particle, because it is the same, moving at infinite speeds, creating everything at once, has instant ability to transfer knowledge. However since the 3D paradigm is based on separation and individual experience and thought waves, the Vector came into play as a support system for the individual. A Vector replaces the God Knowing of All that Is with the magnetic resonance of specific Vector fields. The Nexus of all of creation are individually linked magnetically with many different energy fields of collaboration. Many of these are unconscious. But to consciously use them is to your advantage. The release of energy through a Vector field is an enhanced way of transferring information. An individual can also create a Vector by aligning purposefully with others. This gives the group as a whole a transformational ability for both what they choose to work on together and for each individual as a whole. In this case, the Vector is no longer simply sharing magnetic information but is used as a mirror, reflecting back the greatness of the Whole instead of the magnetic signature of the individual Nexus. This is why it has been imperative for people to meet up and gather together. The Internet has been instrumental in facilitating this for many many people around the globe. The magnifying aspects of the Vector are truly what brings about the Quantum Leaps of not only the few but of the many.”

As my journey of understanding the Quantum continued to bloom; (part 1 and part 2) I could not wrap my mind around how I was supposed to create in an energetic space where I loved everything in it. I realized that removing my own personal desires brought into existence all created fields at once. But then what to do! Let me give you an example that I was walked through regarding my desire to teach one of my children to swim. This shows you the complexity and simplicity of quantum thinking. (Paradox again!)

All: “Let us begin with the belief that he should know how to swim. Love this belief and also recognize that this is not true. And love that belief too. You want him to enjoy water. Love that belief. He is afraid. Love that belief. He will never learn to swim. Love that belief. He will be an Olympic style swimmer. Love that belief. Now we take them all and realize that they are all the same energy, expressed differently. All are the One. The One is not held accountable to any of those outcomes because the One loves them all too. So then, as you just did, you consider the consequences of DIVERTING the All into a certain frequency, a frequency that has many expressions. From there it is a short walk to Becoming the diverted energy. By simply allowing it into being.”

There is no separating the personal creations from EVERYTHING else in the Quantum. Nothing is on a small-scale. Continuing with the example above. In order to divert the All into a frequency that would affect my son, this is how I would do it if I chose. I would create clean water for everyone and everything. I would create the love of water by all. I would bring joy to water everywhere so that everyone could experience it. This would not create a specific outcome for my kid, but it would alter EVERY available expression that he is living. It would clearly alter it for everything and everyone else. Think Big? It’s HUGE! One particle change (becoming the diverted energy) is like a snowball rolling down hill…only the hill is the Universe. It is rather mind blowing!

But I was still so unsure of what to do about the Neutrality of the All. Here is my journal entry where I got clarity on that.

Esther: “If the All is neutral, then where is the line between being neutral myself and creating what I want? I have become more and more neutral along my journey. Which really is neutral in judgment, so I love all. But obviously I do not choose or desire certain things. Should I be such a blatant creator, biased in my own desires of what I think is good for all?”

All: “You do not become a creator without making choices. What I think you are struggling with is the shouldering of the idea that your ability to create shifts the neutrality. As you point out, neutrality is loving everything. And you don’t want everything. And yet you have discovered that you cannot open up to grand outcomes if you do not accept grand failures as a distinct possibility. You do not desire the failure, but to not include it in the quantum soup would not be correct. Every time line, every moment, has an infinitely vast way of expressing. So to be the grand creator, you must be aware of them all and know that they all exist and know that none of them exist. Breathe into it. Explore the vastness. See it all before you. There is a neutrality to it all from me, but not from you. You are allowed, not only allowed but also encouraged to choose. To not choose out of fear but out of love. This is humanities biggest challenge, how to love everything for its very existence while choosing a benevolent path for it all. The person who chooses out of love reflects their choice onto all the possibilities available. The person, who chooses out of fear, narrows the creational field so significantly that all grand work in nearly lost. It is my job to be neutral, always. It is your job to embrace the love of all and use it to CHOOSE BIG.”

When the All spoke about reflecting the choice made in love, I got this very cool image. I was standing on a ridge looking down at the land below. Spread out before me, as far as the eye could see, were people standing shoulder to shoulder. Behind them the sun was rising. The people are symbolic of different expressions of life. We occupy the space of the entire universe when we are Quantum. When a choice is made out of love, a section of those figures lit up as if they were made of a mirrored finish. This bounced the light of the sun (Source, God, the All) onto every other figure there. The reflected light lit every figure; the closest one’s receiving a bright light, but even the farthest reaches were transformed into a different lighter shade. It was as if the light kept bouncing, each body reflecting it on and on. Later I discovered that instead of me choosing from what I know of, say if I asked for the greatest new possibility to come forward, the visual was different. Then the Sun left its spot on the horizon and emerged in the center of all the symbolic figures. It was so bright that it was a virtual white out in the center of the field. But most significantly all the figures became a shiny-mirrored surface. Everyone was glowing and reflecting! It was beautiful!

I wondered about choosing new unknown options. There is something slightly intimidating about that. As if I could create challenges that were strenuous for our evolving world. As if the populations of Earth aren’t facing current challenges that are strenuous enough! I was told that there are many reasons to seek the new. Problems can be solved with new ideas and understandings, hearts can be changed with new loves and new friendships, new beginnings and new endings bring surprising changes. There is always a need for the new on Earth currently. We can bring it in, change the particle to reflect it but not change the free will of those alive and living. This can never be controlled. How each life expression chooses to live out the new energy is always up to them. Just because it is new and unknown doesn’t mean that it can’t ease strains, smooth obstacles, and overcome huge quandaries. And while doing so create, by the free will of all involved, amazing and divergent outcomes that all reflect the love of the Quantum choice.

So my first big question after experiencing the Quantum energy was, “How the hell do I do anything from that space?!” Hahaha! I just had the experience of creating Everything! It was all there in front of me, every timeline, every existence, every expression of life and every choice that life ever made and the understanding that none of it ever existed or ever will. That crazy paradox again! I not only firmly believed in both the Everything and the Nothing but also loved both. The first thing I wanted to know was, is personal creation even possible in the Quantum, or is it all Universal.

Through journaling with The All, I came to understand that from the Quantum we affect change on the personal level by creating change on the planetary level. And of course, planetary change affects Universal change. There is nothing that I can do that does not affect the All. So I was asked, “Why should you?” It was not about what I desire, it is about what I wish to achieve in the long-term. “Where will it lead me/us? What will I/we accomplish along the way? What is the reason for change?” I had also noticed from accessing the Quantum that the love that I had for Everything and for Nothing had spilled over into my everyday life. Suddenly it was so easy to love Donald Trump! What?!!!! OMG! Nothing was tripping my trigger. Instead it was total compassion that surfaced when I paid attention to the news. So why should I change anything? I loved it all! I still do!

For me, the ALL (Source, God, whatever you want to call it) is completely neutral. Exploring the Quantum space made that even more clear to me. It is neutral in that there is no preference. All is loved for the expression that it is. So why should I meddle with any of that? It totally felt weird and I could have stopped right there, with the knowledge that the Quantum space existed. But I knew that I had been shown it for a reason. So WHY??? I kept being told to “THINK BIG!” So I kept exploring. Because The All meant Really Big!

I also had realized, with the help of my class I was taking, that the paradox was an engine. The collapse of Understanding, opens up an infinite amount of energy that can fuel anything. It was during this searching that I was gifted quite beautifully a video of Bashar speaking about how there is one subatomic particle. It moves infinitely fast, creating everything from geometric shapes. It moves so fast that where it crosses it’s own path, there appears (to scientific instruments) as if another particle is there. Everything is made up of this one particle. My mind bloomed. I saw the absolute paradox of this. And in that moment my image of the Nothing and the Everything completely changed. It became the Nothing surrounded by the hard physical shell of the Everything, the one particle. A totally paradoxical setup. A single point of Creation. The true God Particle. The All encapsulated in something so small that it is nearly impossible to fathom. A paradox engine. An engine that makes up ME! An engine that is shared by every other thing! It totally gave a new meaning to WE ARE ALL ONE. No longer was there a gazillion particles connecting us all like one giant mycelium mat, but we are literally The One. It was so cool that it blew my mind for days! I realized that is how we affect change in our world and the universe. Simply by changing the particle that makes up this fantastic creation of a human that is me, I gift that out to everything else! It really is SO AWESOME!