Monday, 29 March 2010

This week will be my last week working in Phileo Damansara , So by then i swear i'm gonna change my whole freaking wardrobe even if my mum is gonna kill me.New job , new peers, new dresses , new bags and shoes !

Sometimes i gave myself a 100 reasons to live in denial that its ohkaay to dress like crap just because i woke up extremely late in the morning , or when my clothes are piling in the laundry basket because i am lazy. Its Not OK and i wont let it happen anymore

Been reading way too many vintage fashion blogs lately , i think im gonna end up broke or crazy trying to look as good as all those fashion bloggers ! But alas i just wanna be me , i might not be original but at least ...well i wont use the word copycat , i prefer to the word 'Inspired'Plus i've always had this special love for vintage fashion i just never really know how to put all the pieces together and rocks it !

And as for the boy , i 've decided that he's no big deal after all . Not that i don't like him , i just felt that its time to end all this madness. There's a weird pleasure in wanting things that i cant get but its getting way too foolish , it starts to makes me sick of myself .

Saturday, 20 March 2010

Mum woke me up this morning to record a Birthday song with her celly to MMS it to my monster Jacynthia . Its her Birthday YAY !
My monster called me not long ago and said '' I received your song , 'Very FUNNY ' Jasmine fatasssss''
Well , Sounds Familiar ? haha Its in our family genes, that's how we talk .
She's turning 10 today , that was fast , my grandparents would be very proud of her .
She's a miracle baby , born with a hole in her heart. When she was little , her lips and fingernails are blue because she's doesn't have normal blood circulation .
Our strong little princess undergo major heart surgery at the age of 3. Her heart stop beating once during the process but look at her now , Just like what the doctor said ' she's a miracle child '

Tuesday, 16 March 2010

In your heart of chamberswhere you sitwith your picture booksand your ancient witIn that nook I found youso old and tiredwould you be the one to carry me?I'd like to be someoneyou could finally learn to love again

Made our iron bed sidecold as gravesso we stoke the organsthat may comfort graceand they conjured spiritsto make you smilewould you be my long time baby?

I'd like to be someoneyou could finally learn to...We've put our words downby our sideslet's take the timeto mend these smilestogether we could make it homelove is a prizelive our own lives

In our beds we're the lucky onesfilled with the sunIn our beds we're the lucky onesfill us with the sun

Thursday, 11 March 2010

I wanted my own DSLR , but its way beyond my budget So I've decided to GetBlackBirdFly, At least then i can re activate my Tumblr with my own collection of photographs

Still hunting for my vintage photo locket ..I regretted not getting the one i saw in Diva last December , not forgetting to mention it was in the bargain corner ! sigh

This is the heart shape photo pendant that Fang got me :) Thanks♥I've inserted my late grandparents wedding photo in it

Still searching for Dead Poet's Society and Cruel Intentions DVD :(

Thinking of changing my current Sony mp3 player to a 16gb one ( 4gb is never enough for me ) In my current work desktop, i think i had almost 5000 songs ! Believe it !

Feel like getting a new tattoo, i already had the picture in mind ..Its gonna be a black bird , its either a swallow or robin . And i want it so badly on my wrist , but then on second thoughts i might have it above my ankle. Or maybe gotta have it somewhere else less visible just in case if im going to try my luck to become an flight attendant again

Inspired by this . But i wont get the exact same thing of course

At the same thing i hope i score my new job , just went for interview this morning.The interviewer seem impressed but cross fingers !

Wednesday, 10 March 2010

Will you say you like someone when you don't really know that person ? ( its like you felt that you knew him but at times you felt like you hardly know what kind of person he is at all )

And will you like someone who is so near yet so far, It seems so unreal , or should i say it is Unreal . Weird huh ? Makes no sense right. What am i saying..

Will someone actually like you for who you are? Someone who made you flawless by accepting all your flaws ? Or such love only existed in chick flicks. All guys are shallow , so stop creating imaginary Mr Perfect.

and

Will u say u like someone that you know you're not gonna see just because you've changed and you're afraid that you're gonna screw things up and he wont like you as the way you are right now. Have you ever feel not good enough for that person?

What kind of nonsense is all this ? I don't know why am i writing this at first place ..Crazy confusing crap..And please excuse my bad grammar, its getting rusty

Wednesday, 3 March 2010

John Lennon: But I can be alone without Yoko, but I just have no wish to be. There’s no reason on earth why I should be alone without Yoko. There’s nothing more important than our relationship, nothing. And we dig being together all the time. Both of us could… survive apart but what for? I’m not going to sacrifice love, real love for any whore or any friend or any business, because in the end you’re alone at night and neither of us want to be. And you can’t fill a bed with groupies. It doesn’t work. I don’t want to be a swinger. I’ve been through it all and nothing works better than to have someone you love hold you.

Monday, 1 March 2010

I hate Mondays , because its the brand new week, but same old routine, same old piles of crap on your work desk, My only motivation is by telling myself , its only 4 more days to Saturday !
YaY? I'm so Lame...

I can name a million simplest things that can make me happy Once in a while we gotta push away the thoughts that we're adults with commitments, because to be happy is to find the kid inside of us, A child don't need any reasons to be happy :)