Sorry to hear of that but just think you were there to help and try to make things different for him and after all you are not expected to be a miracle worker it just comes with life its not up to us who will survive but you tried all your best and thats all that counts.. well hope you feel better soon just try not to bring yourself down too much.. Take care

will do thanks and hope you also have a safe and happy easter its funny you wrote me today just last night i was thinking about you wondering how you are doing.. its funny to me that i never met any of you but its like i known you all my whole life..