I Got Myself Kicked Out Of Personality Cafe On Purpose

I was getting bored there and I'm too lazy to frequent 2 forums at once.

I created a thread arguing for the ultimate freedom of expression and its vitality. Then I demonstrated it.
It pissed of the moderators. Scared some people. Angered even more...

It kind of scares me to openly write it, but...
There is a chaotic, aggressive, wild side of me no one outside of internet would even suspect is there. I appear so innocent/childlike and feminine in real life, that at this point I feel like a full blown liar with a sociopath's capacity for acting based on calculated self-deception.

Well welcome, @lapa83. I feel weird even commenting in this thread since it seems incredibly attention-seeking, to be honest. You could have just posted a normal welcome thread,

You mean I could have spammed this section with a boring mindless thread?

but I get the impression at some basic level that you're looking for acceptance.

Of course I am. I'm human, aren't I?
Also, I'm really annoyed by these self appointed pocket psychologists like you.
There's too many of you people in this world.

Looking for acceptance of your past deeds, of who you really are as a person.

Like all humans you mean?

I skimmed your PerC thread, just read the 1st page. You make a couple good points about people who are passive-aggressive. I'm neither #1 or #2 anymore, or at least I don't try to be. I'm aware we all have different perspectives - I find when people do exactly what you described, telling other people to "re-read" what they wrote, or 'only if they see it my way!', what they are really suffering from is a lack of understanding other people's perspectives. Often I find, 2 people can both be perfectly rational within their own argument, and still arrive at a disagreement, simply because of different personal values and experiences. And honestly I hate those illogical, passive-aggressive posts as well, so that's something we have in common, I guess.

I love your maturity and IQ here. Wow. Even though you start of a bit condescending and obviously have an issue to pick with me, I love how you objectively and intelligently explain this shared perspective among the two of us. Hell I love that you even have enough brain to see the perspective. Props.

You also make some good insights into the differences of male & female. How the aggression/cruelty of guys is attractive to girls, ie. 'makes them wet', and as a girl you are "blessed with the gift of being allowed unconditional kindness and gentleness, yet to still be loved for it and listened to." You kind of give me an impression of a female BnD so far, who was another member here. But you strike me as younger yet, still looking for acceptance, like I said above.

What does looking for acceptance mean to you here?
Now I get the impression you think it's some kind of a defect one should outgrow?

Please don't parrot hippie idealism unless you explain it to me.
Most of it is sickening and dumb as shit, so I don't want to make assumptions about what you're saying.

Or maybe not? Is the '83' in your username for '83, the year you were born?

Don't mention age please.
I've met far too many retards twice my age and the most retarded ones reach for it once they can't back up their argument and explain themselves. It's insulting and condescending to mix reasoning and discourse with: "hey I'm older than you, so keep that in mind".

In any case, if you were asking just out of genuine curiosity, I was born in '94 and am 20 years old.

In any event, welcome.

Thank you.

Originally Posted by consentingadult

It seems creepy to ILEs like you, but then again you have a dual that doesn't understand the things I said. And as to the OP, she probably is too young to know yet that her own behavior serves to invite someone that will make her submit herself.