This is the story of my life..
My laughs..My tears..My dreams..My thoughts..

For everyone who for the past 3 days have been trying to call me but get no answer in my phone, i'm sorry..I'm currently in Singapore..Not having internet connection *skr aja baru bisa ke lib nya hihi*

I woke up this morning feeling guilty and anxious.I'm sorry that I ever consider that idea *I remember telling you that I'd exclude that idea as an option*I'm sorry for bringing up that topic.Silly me..

Yesterday was "the day."The day I was being introduced to his family..The day he left Indonesia for at least a year..The day I started to count the days left until I can see him again..

Love comes in a very unexpected way.I remember saying to one of my friend that I wasn't going to have any relationship for quite sometime in the future.I felt like I had lost the capability of loving someone..but then came the unexpected..

I was attracted to him the very first time I met him.He called me, we became close..I learnt the fact that he's gonna pursue his master degree for a year abroad.I realized that I'm in love with him..I'm grateful that it's not just a one-way-feeling:)And here I am..smiling..looking back at the journey that I've been through with him..Hoping for the best in the future..and for sure..missing him so much..

Anyway, I'm going to Indocomtech with my brother..Can't wait what to see there hahaha who knows I can find some amazing bargain there..have a nice weekend everyone:)

Don't ask me why I feel what I feel for you,coz it's one of the thing that I cannot explain in any logical sense.Don't ask me why it's you, despite of any other choices I had,coz that is one thing that I cannot force my heart to do.