useless doctors

wtf do you have to do to get some help, i went to the doctor told him everything, severe mood swings, not sleeping for days, not eating for days, suicidal thoughts. what does he say, 'oh your back to feeling the same as before, keep taking your meds and come back in 6 weeks'. fuck sake i really cant take feeling like this anymore, im tired of fighting these fucking feelings. you think ' oh i will go to my doctor and he will help me'. does he fuck, arrrggghhhh. never felt so fucking angry.

Can you start seeing another psychiatrist ASAP? The experience you just described sounds terrible, and that p-doc sounds like he's not worth anybody's time. Hope you don't take it from him personally; some docs are useless like that, but there are caring ones out there!