Hello everyone..

I stumbled upon this forum on a random google search, and decided it would be prudent to register. In the past 5 or so years (I am currently 18), I have been faced with suicidal thoughts, and dealt with them (poorly) on my own. I reached the realization yesterday that solitude has become so normal for me, that I am beginning to not even bother with people anymore. It will come as a nice change to not feel (completely) isolated anymore.

Also, if anybody knows the band to which my name refers, let me know (I love talking about music). :smile:

I stumbled upon this forum on a random google search, and decided it would be prudent to register. In the past 5 or so years (I am currently 18), I have been faced with suicidal thoughts, and dealt with them (poorly) on my own. I reached the realization yesterday that solitude has become so normal for me, that I am beginning to not even bother with people anymore. It will come as a nice change to not feel (completely) isolated anymore.

Also, if anybody knows the band to which my name refers, let me know (I love talking about music). :smile:

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welcome to the forum..hopefully here you will find the support you need and you won't feel so alone.

:welcome: to SF. You definitely do not need to feel alone. Arcturus is actually the fourth brightest satr in the sky and the brightest in the constellation Bootes. It gives off a soft orange glow. I doubt you are referring to this, but rather the metal group.