So it's a weekend and I've been home since January because I graduated early. Long story short I stay inside all day I'm 17 years old and my dad just gave me money to go outside with my "friends" because I kept going inside his room to talk to him and stuff, I'm scared to tell to him. My parents know I'm not very popular or pretty but I don't want them to know that I'm a loser too. I just need t find a way to get to stop bugging me about it. I have outside activities that I don't have friends in sure I talk to them but ..I don't want to make this very long.?

I understand how you feel! I think the best way is just to avoid the issue until college, then have a fresh start. Until then you should try joining some sports teams or an art class or something like that to get out there a bit.?

I'd love to and I tried but there aren't any sports teams for girls my age where I live. Especially outside of school. I'm in a writing class but I don't really vibe with the people there. I did make alot of friends with the people who were in it 2 years ago but they graduated and went to college. Most of the kids in it are than me now and everything just feels forced when I try to talk to people. I think I like being alone now just because the friends that I want don't exist. Since I'm a writer I like to make up alot of characters and sometimes I make up friend groups and put myself in them and I write about these little adventures they go on and at least that way I don't ever have to worry about anyone leaving me. I haven't had friends since middle school and ever since high school they all got the'r own friend groups