The Tide Began To RiseI don't belong here
I never saw the sun
The path I walk
The blood-stained walls
The lines of chalk on the floor
It's getting so hard
I never saw the backlash
When the tide began to rise
I can't remember
The way it was when everything felt right
My mouth held shut
And eyes sealed tight with control
So I remember on the inside
I found
A dark, infernal place I don't wanna face anymore
Somehow
I must stop feeding the pain
My heart's just the same as before
I found
A dark, infernal place I don't wanna face anymore
And somehow
So now I'm stuck here
Between the guilty and the insincere
The words I've spoke
Have left me here all alone
I should've known this
I never saw the backlash
When the tide began to rise
I wish it all gone
I could've burned it when I had that choice
Now I've done and killed this noise in my head
So I remember on the inside
I found
A dark, infernal place I don't wanna face anymore
Somehow
I must stop feeding the pain
My heart's

In A ContestI am in a contest for a 3 month vip and would love to win! If there is anyone out there who is bored and needs something to do! Come on by!
Thanks everyone,
Jennifer
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Get Your Plates Ready! This Is Incredible!GET YOUR PLATES READY! THIS IS INCREDIBLE!
Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a
stuffing. Imagine that! When I found it, I thought it was perfect for people
like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly
cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try.
BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN
6-7 lb. chicken
1 cup melted butter
1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is good.)
1 cup uncooked popcorn (Orville Redenbacher's Low Fat) Salt/pepper to taste
Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter, salt,
and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn.
Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven.
Listen for the popping sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door
open and the chicken flies across the room, it's done.
And you thought I couldn't cook.........

AloneHere in this solitude
I hear my inner thoughts
I not only hear,
The thoughts in my head
But the breath of the Gods
Whispering through the trees
This freedom is rejuvenating
While my spirit floats about me
My entity leaks
Into the surroundings
Providing me with
A new form
My hair becomes the grass
My limbs are now roots and trees
My breath mixes with Gods
To become the wind
I have lost myself completely now
To become one with nature

The Latest Hhappenings With Rebbi, Wbrk, The Noize Network, & The Rambunctious Noize Radio ShowOk it's been a few weeks since I posted anything ..s and stuff regarding the show in general. Yes I have left WorldRockRadio.com and I am back to my duties on my own internet station WBRK 96BunniRock.com. I recently upgraded the streaming server and got a new host through Spacial Audio. I am still updating website coding as well as doing a few other things with regards to the radio show. I am finally finished with updating The Rambunctious Noize MYSPACE Page and I hope that you'll like the new look I've been slowly working on. It's been so crazy in my life lately with leaving WorldRockRadio and The Krush Radio Network. I am finally able to get some of this stuff done now that Samhain is now finally over.
I am also proud to finally & officially announce that I have signed on at WFLMRadio.com and am now going to be syndicated on their station as well as K94Rock.com, V-M-U.com, and MusiciansAddict.com. See below if you are interested in becoming a Noize Network Affiliate below
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New Poem I Wrote 2 Yrs AgoToday And Yesterday!!
I have loved you all. So Much
I've cherished . Every moment , we shared
Deep in my heart.
But , if I leave . This world tomorrow.
Will you know how much. I loved you ALL
And how deep I cared?
I've tried to be here. To be a friend,
And to dry your tears . That would fall.
We talked about everything , Big and Small.
Sometimes laughed And Sometimes Cried.
I can Remember , The First time
I met all my friends . And each one
That Call's me MOM . The first kiss.
From each man in my life . Each touching a part
Of my heart . In different Way's.
The first time I held one of my Children
And I knew , I had a gift from Heaven.
Praying I would love them , the way All Children deserve!

"who Knew"You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss

Difference Between 1977 And 2007Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into
school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack.
1977 - Vice principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun,
goes to his car and gets his own shotgun to show Jack.
2007 - School goes into lockdown, the FBI are called, Jack
is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again.
Counselors are called in to assist traumatized students and
teachers.
Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school.
1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands
and end up buddies.
2007 - Police are called; SWAT team arrives and arrests
Johnny and Mark. They are charged with assault and both are
expelled even though Johnny started it.
Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other
students.
1977 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given a
good paddling. Returns to class, sits still and does not
disrupt class again.
2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of
Ritalin. Becomes

Omg Hes Dying Slowly.. :(OMG HES IN 4TH.. THAT IS JUST TO MUCH FOR ME TO BARE.. I'M ABOUT TO FAINT.. WE HAVE NEVER TAKEN FORTH PLACE BEFORE.. NOTHING LESS THEN 2ND. BUT MOSTLY 1ST.. OMG I DON'T THINK I COULD HANDLE SOMETHING LIKE THAT.. SOMEONE COME QUICK AND SAVE US..
WELL YA KNOW IF YOUR FREE AND ALL.. LOL HES IN FORTH.. DID YA READ THAT? OMG.... DYING A SLOW DEATH.. PAINFULLY SLOW DEATH.. SOMEONE QUICK PUT ME OUT...LOL BUT IM DOING OKAY IM IN 2ND.. YA MIZZ SHADY IN 2ND PLACE.. THIS IS JUST TO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE..
OKAY FIRST 5 OUT OF 10 TO HIT 17,000 I THINK IT IS.. LETS MOVE ON IT BABY.. WAHOOOOOOOOO TIME TO KICK SOME BUTT. WELL AS SOON AS MY COMMENTS COME BACK. I MAXED OUT A FEW HOURS AGO PLAYING THIS STAND OFF GAME WHICH NOW MADE MY HAND HURT.. LOL
THATS HIM MY POSSE BOY.. WE WANT HIM TO WIN..

Networking & CashWant to earn some extra cash & make some new friends
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Witches CreedThe Witches Creed
Hear now the words of the witches,
The secrets we hid in the night,
When dark was our destiny's pathway,
That now we bring forth into light
Mysterious water and fire,
The earth and the wide-ranging air,
By hidden quintessense we know them,
And will and keep silent and dare.
The birth and rebirth of all nature,
The passing of winter and spring,
We share with the life universal,
Rejoice in the magical ring.
Four time in the year the Great Sabbat
Returns, and the witches are seen
At Lammas and Candlemas dancing,
On May Eve and old Hallowe'en.
When day-time and night-time are equal,
When the sun is at greatest and least,
The four Lesser Sabbats are summoned,
Again witches gather in feast.
Thirteen siver moons in a year are,
Thirteen is the coven's array.
Thirteen times as Esbat make merry,
For each golden year and a day.
The power was passed down the ages,
Each time between woman and man,
Each century unto the other,
Ere time and

Hh ContestI'm in a contest for a HH..so if you can take a few minute and help me out that would be awesome!! Please make sure you add/fan/rate him if you decide to help..THanks ♥

How Guys Fall In Love With Girls........Why guys fall in love with girls.
Dont break this; its so sweet! : )
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms.
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on your cell after you just had a big fight.
15. The

These ShoesThese shoes I received on a sunny Saturday, were given to me by the United Way.
a little large, scuffed, and frayed,
I layer my socks in an unusual way.
These shoes walk with me along life's path,
Where there is scarce food and no place for a bath.
These shoes walk and carry all I own,
I sleep under bridges, I am all alone.
Life's journey exposes me to pointing, laughs, and stares
this feeds my depression,
nobody cares.
My dreams are simple, but hard to find
I just want warmth and someone kind.
It was just last night about quarter past ten
I died in my sleep in a large trash bin.
These shoes are available, as of today,
They fell off as the coroner carried me away.
Walk in these shoes, give them a try
Once you have tried you cannot deny
Judging a man before walking in his shoes
Is judgmental, unfair and something we shouldn't choose.
If these shoes could speak They would say,
"The man only wanted love, acceptance and decent pay."

*sigh*My baby boy turned 17 today.:( Im feeling so old. Seems like just a little while ago I was in labor for 27 hours with what was supposed to be a Halloween baby! LOL
This makes me so scared and sad too because now that hes 17 the recruiters are going to hit him all that much harder to join up.I haven't came to any decision yet on permission for delayed entry.(see need military advice blog if you are lost! lol)
On one hand i am totally against it but on another he will only be 5 months shy of his 18th birthday so what can i really do if his mind is made up?I just wish he would go to college FIRST.*sigh*
I miss my little boy!

Give A Big Fubar Welcome To My Prince Of A Dj JimmieHES NOT ONLY ONE OUTSTANDING DJ'S,ONE OF THEE BEST IN THE BUSINESS, HES OUTSTANDING PHOTOGRAPHER, AN OUTSTANDING INDIE ARTIST THAT CAN SANG PURPLE RAIN BETTER THEN PRINCE, HES A DEAR FRIEND, JIMMIE JOHNSON PLEASE ADD, IN MY FANS OF
GLAD UR HERE JIMMIE, XOXO

See You Soon.......See you soon
Coldplay
So you lost your trust
That you never should have
No,you never should have
But don't break your back
If you ever hear this
But don't answer that
In a bullet proof vest
With the windows all closed
I'll be doing my best
I'll see you soon
In a telescope lens
And when all you want is friends
I'll see you soon
So they came for you
They came snapping at your heels
They come snapping at your heels
But don't break your back
If you ever say this
But don't answer that
Cause in a bullet proof vest
With the windows all closed
I'll be doing my best
And I'll see you soon
In a telescope lens
And when all you want is friends
I'll see you soon
Ah Ooooh
And oh, you lost your trust
And oh, you lost your trust
No, don't lose your trust
And oh, you lost your trust

New PixHEY EVERY ONE IO GOT A NEW DIGITAL AND A WEB CAM NOW SO I UPLOADED SOME NEW PIX

The RainbowIt seems was not long ago
that the earth moved
each time you touched me
It seems not long ago
that the sun was only a glimmer
compared to you
It seems not long ago
that my heart was filled
with love for you
It was not long ago
on the dreadful afternoon
your hands defiled my flesh
It was not long ago
that my tears
burned my face
It was not long ago
that my love was locked away
in a black box on the shelf
It will not be long from now
that my bags will disappear
from the closet that has held them
It will not be long from now
that my image will not be reflected
in the mirror stained with mist
It will not be long from now
that my pillow will be unused
in the bed in which gave birth to the one we lost
It will be long
before you grasp the back of my head
in the throws of passion
It will be long
before you hear me
calling your name
it will be long
that you will envision me
as your side
For this journey is complete
the rainbow has fai

You Es Aythe land of shit and money
home of the slaves, land of the weak
other nations, the meek
will inherit
the spoils of Babylon
believe it
walk by faith before you see it
If nothing else, I hope you took a minute to think..even if it wasn't about this fucked up country. (Pardon my English)
peace and serenity,
jai

Sensitivity PizzaWhen we get used to each other some of the awareness that brought us closer together dies.
First encounters are always full of a newness that makes every fiber in our bodies pay attention. Being aware, alive, and exploring brings excitement to the intimacy.
The warmth that fills our head and our loins is our good old friend lust. But, lust doesn't stay around long after the newness of each other dies off.
Why?
It doesn't have to be this way.

Profile Photos And All The BoobsI don't get it. Why is every other woman on here bending over frontwards (or backwards) to show off their boobs in their photos??
All women have them. Some are big, some are small, but it's not like a guy has never seen a pair before. So what, did you pay so much for them you need to advertise them?
For the love of Playtes, keep those things in your shirt/dress/swimsuit or whatever. Have a little modestly ladies!
And no, I'm not blogging this because I'm jealous and flat chested - I've got real, wonderful boobs, thank you very much. I just don't feel the need to share all kinds of cleavage and spillage with the world.
Much love,
Me

Today's HorrorToday's horrorscope...
"You're finding it easier than ever to express yourself -- and that is saying quite a bit! See if you can get a bit more support for one idea in particular whose time has come. Things can move quickly now!"
Now, that I've said that, I guess some will know what that means. Others have yet to find out.
Soooo, I'm cleaning house. Time to delete...
If there's a picture you want, grab quick! I've already started deleting...
Have a great one and smile much, if you have a smile left.
Laterssssssss

Picssssssooo i feel like showin off today... so what yall wanna see? lol i wanna take some new good pix :)

What I LackYou would think a young woman of 23 would be having the time of her life and have a boyfriend or be married. No not me, my life is revolving around my job right now, trying to live paycheck to paycheck. As for love all I can say is this, what love ?? My crush is about my only love so far. I never know if a guy is sincere about his feelings towards me or if he's out to hurt me. I am tired of being hurt, I have done nothing to anybody else to deserve to get hurt all the time. I mind my own business unless someone asks me for advice or bring me into their business.

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My Loungecome on into the best 80's lounge and hear the best of the 80's music and have a good time bring your friends the more people the more fun

Ye Old WoodpileThey tell you that cutting your own firewood warms you twice. It's a lie, but it's a witty lie. It's one of those lies that has truth in its pocket; it's a lie because it's more than true, not less. Therefore, in reflecting on its deception, you can not only avoid error, you can also learn.
As anybody who has done it knows too well, cutting your own wood warms you not twice, but three, four, ten, twenty times. The implication that you work up a mild and pleasing heat in procuring a year's worth of fuel and then forget about firewood until you kindle a blaze to cheer a cold winter night is fanciful. The woodcutter each year pits himself against a level of mass, weight, and inertia that is truly gigantic. Indeed, assuming that you own a chainsaw, cutting your wood is the least of the job. The real work of getting your fuel is in moving the stuff from one place to another. You will lift and shift every stick. And again. And again. And then again. The warming you get from combustion of

Hey Say Nowlet's just say i live out a fantasy on 10.19.07
hehehe
good times!
DJK

AlwaysI'll be there always
till the stars dont shine
day by day
time after time
your always on my mind
I need to run my fingers through your hair
kiss your lips
hold you near
can I hold you close
can I pull you near
may I say the words
I feel you need to hear
I want to tell you i love you
I want you to know i care
and just to let you know
I will always be there...

Look Its My Life In A Song My Love LifeSevendust
Bitch
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through woah
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through
Don't tell me
I can't imagine to be like you
All the pain and the suffering I go through
You surround yourself with evil
Every night that you have is an equal
Don't hesitate
Or you'll live in your own hell
Out of my way
You're surrounded by evil
Don't hesitate
You can get away
Out of my way
Out of my way (huh)
The dark clouds that follow you
The rainy days will always find you
You can never get away
Evil comes another day
Don't hesitate
Or you live in your own hell
Out of my way you're surrounded by evil
Don't hesitate, you can't get away
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through woah
I can't imagine to be like you
The pain and the suffering you put me through
Step up and
I can't imagine to be like you
All the pain and the su

FamilyHow can a child pick and choose who they want in their life. Even though they my have been adopted at a young age and then they found each other again....how can they hurt one set of parents and not want to hurt the other? My husband lost 2 of his children due to unseen circumstances with his ex-wife and they lost the 2 children. Well when the oldest was 18 they found my husband and never the less now the daugther doesn't want anything to do with my husband but to use him and hurt him and her brothers. I just don't feel that it is fair or right for her to do this. I have lost my daughters due to divorce and it hurts every day and every holiday and birthday and mother's day. I know how he feels and I just don't think it is right.

Good Advice...here is one of may thinggs we all should remember
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Let The Shackles...Everyone breathes,but how many can love?
What do we say?When our lover doesn't care?
A broken heart kills,can we go around?
No straight through the pain,raining from above.
Let the pain fall down,the shackles turn loose,
My love is a noose,
Let the pain fall down,for none can see...
This fake smile is here to protect me,
No one looks in my eyes,see the pain deep inside.
Let the shackles fall down,so I can run free.
I just wish someone could see this heart,
that is me.

Im So Scared 4 My Mom :(-Back in 1989 my Dad was diagnosed with lung cancer he was 59. He had his rt lung removed. He has had problems but he is almost 20 yrs post-op with NO signs of CANCER. Now, my mom has lost wt., having SOB, & uncontrolable coughing. She went 2 have a bronchoscope & biopsy done, turned out she has a tumor in her right lung in her bronchial tube!!!! Im scared 2 death, Its hard tryin not 2 le my kids know how scared Im 4 my mom. Shes goin 2 b 73 next month, if she has 2 have radiation, chemotherapy or surgery I dont know how its going 2 affect her. My sister is very worried also, If mom gets sick whos gonna take care of our father??? Hes 77 yrs old!!! He wont b able 2 take care of out mother. My sister & I will do wat we can since we live closer than our other siblings. But Im so scared something is gonna happen 2 her. Im not ready 4 her or dad 2 b in ill health I know they r getting older but I want them 2 c my youngest daughter graduate high school!!! That is their youngest grandchild but

Reality Tv Junkie.Since I had a ton of time to kill and no internet to harass everyone with,I became hooked on reality TV shows.
It started out with an innocent viewing of Dog The Bounty Hunter.Then, I found myself watching Mythbusters,Kid Nation,Survivorman,Ghost Hunters,The Contender and Rock of Love with Bret Michaels from Poison.
I hope to get rehabbed of this annoying habit before American Idol starts airing again.

Cult SuicidesOccasionally the most tragic of events can hit the headlines. When it happens, we all wonder why. But all too often a cult can explode into violence upon itself, the result being mass suicide. Why does it happen? What social forces are involved in this will towards self-destruction? This essay is an attempt to understand. And we need to begin with a few examples. Order of the solar temple: For instance, on 22 December 1995, sixteen corpses were discovered on a plateau in the French Alps in the shape of a star. This was the second mass suicide of the Order of the Solar Temple, a cult formed by fraudster Joseph di Mambro and homeopath Luc Jouret. The first had been fourteen months earlier, involving infernos in two Swiss chalet complexes, proceeded by the suspicious deaths, by fire, of five members including a young mother and child in Canada. The Solar Temple was based on a mix of Knights Templar mythology and new age mysticism, with a distinct apocalyptic nature that would lead to a ne

November 19th, Important To Me.On the day of November 19th 2002, was the day I placed my Grandfather to his final resting place here on this world. For those that know me, he was the only one in my family that accepted me for being me. The only one that I could do no wrong to and saw me do no wrong.
This day following that day that year has been a terribly sad yet important day to me. I will need all my friends around to help me out please. No matter what I do or say, KEEP ME TALKING PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! I will let you know now, I will try to close up into myself, but DO NOT let me please!!!!!!!!
You were an Angel
And so much more to me
When I was but A child
You were my Grandfather
And a Father to me for a while
I loved you so very much
And still do to this day
Never a day goes by
That I do not think of you
You held me together years back
Before you were taken from me
I remember that day so well
As if it were but yesterday
Instead of five years ago
I thought of you like a dad
For that

Do You?Do You ever just crank up your stereo, grab the nearest thing that resembles a guitar or microphone and pretend you're in a rock band and your doing a concert? Then after the CD is over, you grab a cold drink, run to your bedroom and shut the door and pretend your in your own private dressing room and and your listening to your adoring fans scream for an encore?..........No?.. ....................um… … ……..me either.
Voodoo Child
proud member of : WOMBAT DRIVING FORCE

Do I Deserve This?Hows it goin everyone? i miss you dearly and cant wait to see you all again. I have a revelation to make....I have not always been there for my kids, I was a young father and didnt know how to accept the fact i was a dad now. I tried to do the right thing and marry my oldest kids mother and it didnt work when the only time she wanted to see me was on payday....lol. I have realized over the past couple of years is that i am a dad and i do have kids i have to look after and provide for. I got some texts tonight that kinda hurt, well hurt alot, but i want to say that I have been bustin my ass to get back to my kids. I made a promise to my kids that i would visit them every weekend that i had off but when i got here my car broke down.... I have been workin my ass off living off of raman noodles and sandwhiches trying to make a living to provide for my kids. The only reason i am living is the fact that my kids will have a dad to look up too and be proud of....My oldest have another guy the

All I Ever Wanted Is YouAll I Ever Wanted Is You
Dedicated to that Mr Right, (Who I Can Never Have)
All I ever wanted is you:
Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears.
I want to give and to be given to
So I might feel myself flow through the years
Alive in you, the wonder of my tears.
Do not doubt I love you, even though
My actions may have undermined my words.
We could be as connubial as birds
Had I not let my wild longings show.
I cannot help wanting to devour
All the world that comes before my eyes;
But more than all the world is that which lies
Within the precious circle of our bower.
I'll do anything to keep you with me;
Our love will last as long as you have will.
Despite my untamed need, my love is still
A rock against the surges of the sea.

If I Was In Ur BedIf you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do?
1) Go back to sleep
2) Slap me
3) Cuss me out
4) Push me off the bed
5) Just tell me to leave
6) Climb on top of me and cuddle
7) Fuck me
8) Make me breakfast
9) Ask me my name
10) Call the cops

About Me.Well, with the trips to the doctor and fighting about my disability this has been a pretty stressful week. Hopefully things will settle down for a while. I'll try and get some pictures up when I get the time. Thanks to everybody who welcomed me.

Jealousy And The NetSomeone help me here. Why is is when your on a site like this..it creates jealousy?
Someone really likes someone or is attracted or has a fixation on someone..and the drama begins.
They think they "own" you when if fact you've never even met, and chances are slim to none that you ever will because you live a gazillion miles away from each other.. or...even living in a nearby town, they "claim" you as their own?
They tend to "read into" comments left by the opposite sex, or browse the others site to see the comments you may have left there.
I just don't get it.
Yeah so theres an attraction..but for God sake, some act like its a meat market out there where they can purchase their wares off the net for safe keeping..
Actually it gets sickening.
Finding out recently, someone who "liked" me on here, deleted his Fubar profile today, because he saw comments I left someone and/or a Fubar hubby I've had for a few months, he wanted me to delete..OMG...c'mon.. its the net.. no one "

Razor Blade DreamsBite my lip to hold back my words, keep in the shadows, and remain unheard.
Lock it up inside my mind, the makings of nightmares start to unwind.
Thoughts of razors dripping with blood, Keep it inside I wish I could
Scars remind me dream can come true, razor blades keep me feeling good

So Very Very Very Truethis is so very very true.....
this is so very true
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comments welcome plz ty

Love Life AmputeeTitle: Love Life Amputee
By: Shawn Foreman
I used to not care
But I see you standing there
Then I realize, life isn't fair
It's these feelings that haunt
It's these memories that taunt
I never get what I want
It's the story of my life
It's the cause of this pain and strife
This shit isn't cool
This shit makes me act like a fool
How should I feel?
How do I know what is real?
What am I supposed to do?
I can't seem to get through to you
All I wanted was you and me
But that won't happen, it's plain to see
So just leave me alone and let me be
Leave me alone to clean up the debris
Just leave me alone because now I'm free,
I'm free from the things you do to me

ScaredHi everyone. Ive had a pretty messed up day today. I went to go so a friend of mine and he has his door open up it was locked from the inside so i knew he was there. Well i knocked on the door, Yelled and kicked the door and he wouldnt answer so i thought something bad happened to him. I had to call the police and by the time they got there he walked out of the house and i started crying because i thought he had a heart attack or was died. My friends 6 month old baby is have surgery tomorrow and I know thats going to be a crazy day for her tomorrow. I hope everything goes ok with the baby and i hope they come home safe. My sons was with my dad last night after i took him trick or treating. I got some sleep last night. Hes sleeping on me right now because hes use to me holding him for a while before i lay him down. well anyway i need to go but i love all my friends lil red

The Most Adorable Thing Ever...and I Mean Ever.. :d..just aww..
Make video montages at
..for once, I don't know what to say...this amazing creation bought to you by my girlfriend, the one, the only...
A m N e S i A@ fubar
..if you're nice to her, rate her page and show her some love, she might show you how to make one of your own for someone special .. yarly!

Fire & Ice FamilyHello all...I am going to start off by saying that I have just recently left the Quiet Angels...in which I have learned alot of valuable lessons. As well as strengths. I have started a new family in which i have set forth these rules and expectations. Please read them and follow them as they will be our guide to a happy family.
1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!!..I will not put up with any drama from anyone. there will be no exceptions to this rule! You disregard this rule and you will be dismissed from my family! Act your age, if u cant then please do not waste our time!
2)No one but upper management will be allowed to blog about Leveling..unless you have been given the ok to do so. This will only be to minimize confusion in the family! The only ones to blog about leveling are Founder, CoFounder, President, Vice President and Manager. Even so I need you guys to confirm with me before posting Blog.
3) Absolutley NO BOMBING! If you choose to enter into a contest or give away you

Very InterestingIt is amazing to me how many people ask to be fanned and rated before becoming your friend. Am I the only one who thinks that is a shallow request which makes them a shallow person? Obviously they don't want true friends, just want to feel famous. How funny. I seem to be pissing people off left and right because I don't return their so called favor of rating and fanning me. I could care less of my status on here. Well, now that you know how I feel about that, what is your stance?

Sex QuizHow sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com
You scored as Very KinkyYou are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partner
Very Kinky
100%A Sicko
80%Average
50%A WUSS !!
40%

Fubar Bible1. What is fubar?
2. How do I change my personal information?
3. How can I change my email address and/or password?
4. How do I add color, graphics, and sound to my profile?
5. Where do I go for technical support?
6. How do I report someone who has stolen my photos or identity to fubar?
GENERAL HELP:
Is fubar free?
How do I meet people on fubar?
Where do I report underage users?
What is my Shoutbox? Can anyone read it? How do I clear it?
How do I change my password?
How do I recover my password?
How do I change my email address?
How do I change my personal information?
How do I delete my account?
What is the online bar?
What is the mobile address option in my profile?
How do I leave someone a comment?
How do I send someone a message?
What are tooltips?
What is the difference between a Friend and a Fan?
How do I remove a fan?
How do I search for someone?
How can I find help?
How can I read my messages?
What is a bulletin?
How to repost a bulletin?
How

Pregnant!Just found out yesterday that I'm pregnant!!
I'm sooo happy. By my calculations, the baby should be due around July 14.
I will be going to the doctor next Monday or Tuesday, so I shall write about that. I'll maybe start a pregnancy blog and talk about what I go through.
I'm so happy!

You1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Are you a virgin?
5. How tall are ya ?
6. Do you like to dance ??
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush on me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talk junk about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]?
16.Would you let anything happen in that bed?
17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ?
18. If you could change anything about me -would you?
19.Would you die for me?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I c

ColdI'll take the world blow it away
Send all your hopes to outer space
I can't control you and your look
You silly freak you super fuck
I can't believe whose side you're on
Everyone around you layed with dogs
Like a bitter pill that's lost its taste
I'll take the whole thing anyway
I can take another bet
She loves to fuck, I must confess
Everything is so abused
The little things she puts me through
I can't stand to be insane
You little fuck you're so arranged
All the pain is nearly dead, that's in my thoughts
And in your bed
I can't change well guess who came to kill the love here
Every time you fuck guess who came to kill the love here
I won't scream I'll take your bet
She loves to fuck I must confess
Everything is so abused
The little things she puts me through
I can't stand to be insane
You little fuck you're so arranged
All the pain is nearly dead, taht's in my thoughts
And in your bed
Everyone around you suffocates
Think I don't believe in God

Mind Boggling QuestionsCan you cry under water?
How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered?
Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to?
Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity?
Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
What disease did cured ham actually have?
How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?
Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours?
If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?
Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?
Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?
Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway.
W

Ticketsi have an extra ticket for saturday's game... anybody interested in going?

I'm Looking For Dj WorkI would LOVE to be able to contribute to the Internet Radio Era!
I have had 4 different DJ positions...
1. OuterWorlds (approx 4 years ago)
2. PalTalk (2001-2003, 2005)
3. Shoutcast (self-driven, 2005)
4. Hocking Radio (This Year)
I'm now open for DJ work... I have a VAST music collection (more than 800 songs to start) and intend on expanding that collection in the next few months!
If you are either a DJ, or an Administrator for an online station, and are looking for someone to fill a (or some) time slot(s), I could very well be a good asset to your station!

ConcertOK So the concert fuckin ROCKED.. It was fuckin awsome.. And so during Gym Class Heroes the lead singer made a good point.. And I have been finding it true.. There is this angle that woman take pictures at that makes ANYONE look good.. Makes fat chics look thin.. Makes ugly chics look cute.. And it seems like they all know about this angle.. Stop trying to be what you arent and be your fuckin self.. Thats my piece on it.. Peace..

Care Package Ideas?So I know that I've got alot of military people on my friends list and a few that are frequent readers. Anyways, my question is about care packages. My hubby doesn't really know what he needs or even what he wants half the time, so I'm stuck trying to come up with ideas for myself of things to send. And I'm tired of candy & sweets. It gets old after awhile, sending the same thing, which is candy, movies & cigarettes. I have done the jar cakes and they went over pretty well, so I'll do those again eventually. But in the mean time, what were somethings you guys really liked to receive or wish you had received?? (Especially with Thanksgiving and Christmas around the corner :( ) Please help!

Distracted EasilyMy second night on Fubar...finding myself with lots of buttons to click lol..almost too much for my tiny brain:P I think i watched two ppl have sex in a lounge last night..*visuals* still burnin in my head..lmao Does this happen often?!?!?! Ok, well i'm tryin to figure out how to change my homepage skin:D Anything with whistles and bright lights?
Hope everyone had an awesome Halloween!
Thanks for reading, type again soon.

Blah Blah BlahThe Second Chances love story is rooted in nostalgia. Whether you're longing for the ex you haven't seen in a year, or are reminiscing about the crush you never connected with 10 years ago, this kind of searching is indicative of more than dissatisfaction with your current romantic relationships.
Whether you do it consciously or not, most people who migrate towards the Second Chances love story either want to revise a past decision, confront someone you couldn't at the time, or revert back to a specific point in time. Do you ever wish you could return to a different period in your life?
This story is repeated more times than you could imagine. Take the film "Peggy Sue Got Married," for instance. In it, a housewife faints at her high school reunion and wakes up in her senior year at high school with the chance to change her destiny. The root of your story too, may arise from these feelings, that you need to reconnect with a time in your life when love was a larger focus of your

Protests At Military FuneralsBALTIMORE - Members of a fundamentalist Kansas church ordered to pay nearly $11 million in damages to a grieving father smiled as they walked out of the courtroom, vowing that the verdict would not deter them from protesting at military funerals.
Members promised to picket future funerals with placards bearing such slogans as "Thank God for dead soldiers" and "God hates fags."
"Absolutely, don't you understand this was an act in futility?" said Shirley Phelps-Roper, whose father founded the Westboro Baptist Church.
The group believes that U.S. deaths in the Iraq war are punishment for the nation's tolerance of homosexuality. They say they are entitled to protest at funerals under the First Amendment, which guarantees freedom of speech and religion.
Albert Snyder sued the Topeka, Kan., church after a protest last year at the funeral of his son, Marine Lance Cpl. Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq. He claimed the protests intruded upon what should have been a private cer

GaugingSo we tried to gauge my ears...we got one in... so one of my ears is up to 7/16... but this video shows us trying to get the other in...and it was unsucessful... it's terribly fucked up... sadface.

Lost Feelingsi'll do anything for you
no matter what the cost
my body wants you
but my heart is totally lost
i feel your love but you don't feel mine
everytime you cry i say it will be fine
i know you love me but
you don't know how to show it
just come and hold me then i'll know it
everytime you cry and with every tear that falls from your beautiful eyes
another part of me dies
that's when i think what should i do
then i know i should just love you to
so feelings aren't lost or forgotten
just tucked away in a cloud made of cotton
so here is my heart i'm giving it to you
it's a little teared and a little torn but in the end it's loving and warm!!!

It Was A Truibute Made By ~Đj TwyztüĐ ChĹrm§~*~Ĺchďllë§' Hëël~' For MeThank you,
for all that you’ve given.
For giving hope,
when I wanted to stop livin’
Thank you for being the one,
that is always there.
The one who listens,
to all I have to share.
In the times I had nothing,
and thought all was lost.
You were my friend,
no matter the cost.
You’re the one,
who gives light to my dreams.
You also shelter me,
from remembered screams.
In times of laughter,
and times of sorrow,
You give me strength,
to face tomorrow.
What would I do,
without my very special friend?
When the shadows creep up,
and I think it’s the end?
Here is tribute,
to someone I hold dear.
Forever my friend,
through every year.
Words can’t express,
the gratitude in my heart.
Telling you I love you,
is only a start.
If there was a way,
I’d tell you again,
that you are
my very special friend.
I know how we started n i know the mess
that happened in between but i am truly happy
n honored to call you my friend....
I love you Jessa!!!

Fubar MarrigeSO I SEE ALL THESE PEOPLE HAVING FUBAR HUBBYS AND WIFES. IS THIS SERIOUS. I MEAN IF A PERSON IS YOUR FUBAR MATE, DOES THAT MEAN YOU REALLY HAVE FEELING FOR THEM OR DOES IT MEAN ITS ONLY (PLAY PLAY) LIKE IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL? HOW DO A PERSON CLAIM THEY LOVE SOMEONE ON HERE AND BE FUBAR MARRIED TO SOMEONE ELSE. IS FUBAR MARRIAGES BETWEEN PEOPLE THAT ARE ACTUALLY FEELING SOMEONE OR IS IT ALOT OF BULLSHIT ANYWAY...LOL

Yes, I Need Help Out Of This Gave I've Dug.I don't care if I'm a 'significant other,' I don't care if I'm a good friend, I don't care if I'm barely an acquaintance. Just as long as remembering me is a happy thought. I think that's all need, from anybody. At the very least, I want to be something to be smiled about.So hold your head. Hold it up high. Here's to the friends that were alibis. Keep this close by your side. When I come home we will have our night.Oh they told me I was gorgeous in a way, and that fateful day I found who I was. So fill this hole with my prescriptions. I just keep feeding my addictions.And all I can really think about at the moment... is how much I miss that boy. And miss the yahoo conversations. The way he'd write on my arm. The way we never got anything done in art class. The way we use to to be friends.... I wanna go back in time to about a year and a half ago.And all the friends that I have gone through, and how much I deserve the pain. It's a shame.You were the ones that stood

Lil Perviness For YaHot kinky hard or soft, I know a thousand and one ways to get you off.
Beat it up till I'm covered in sweat, Then lick it off cause I'm dripping wet.
Tie me up and make me beg for more, I can go all night till we settle this score.
Cause baby when I'm good, I'm great, but when I'm bad it's even better. Do it so good I'll make you forget her.

Truth Or Dare ............play TRUTH/DARE
(& be honest)
I dare you to tell me the truth:
Four things you want to know about me:
01.
02.
03.
04.
Three things you like about me:
01.
02.
03.
Two things you don't like about me:
01.
02.
My best feature:
01.
Two things you want to do with me:
01.
02.
One word that describe me:
01.
One question for me:
01.
repost this see how many people do this to you
Just copy and send to me...

Thanks For Taking Me To The Movies Keith!This Day Really Flew By! I Want To Thank Keith For Taking Me To The Movies Tonight. We Went To Go See Martian Child. It Appeared Boring At First But It Turned Out To Be A Good Movie. Just Ask Keith About The First Ten Minutes LOL. I Had To Elbow His Butt Because He Started Snoring. It Was Kinda Funny. Then He Woke Up And I Think That He Stayed Awake Through The Rest Of The Movie. We Had Wendy's Before We Went So That Probably Made Both Of Us Sleepy. You Know How It Is When You Get Your Belly Full. LOL. That Theatre Almost Had Every Seat Taken. I Thought It Was Pretty Cool If You Had A Louisville MOJO Sticker In Your Cup Holder Then You Received A Little Martian Pin. That Was Nice Of Them To Do. They Also Gave Louisville MOJO Stickers Away. Thanks David! The Movie Was Kind Of A Tear Jerker. I Didn't Cry Though. I Heard Several People Asking Other People If They Cried Towards The End. I Have To Admit It Was A Great Movie Though. IM Glad That Keith Chose Me To Go With H

I Love You More Than "love" (for Jeff♥)It is impossible to capture in words
the feelings I have for you
They are the strongest feelings that I have ever had about anything yet when I try to tell you them
or try to write them to you the words do not even begin to touch the depths of my feelings
And though I cannot explain the essence of these phenomenal feelings
I can tell you what I feel like when I am with you
When I am with you it is as if
-I were a bird flying freely in the clear blue sky
When I am with you it is as if
-I were a flower opening up my petals of life
When I am with you it is as if
-I were the waves of the ocean crashing strongly against the shore
When I am with you it is as if
-I were the rainbow after the storm
proudly showing my colors
When I am with you it is as if everything that is beautiful surrounds us
This is just a very small part of how wonderful I feel when I am with you
Maybe the word "love" was invented to explain
the deep, all-encompassing feelings that I have for you but s

DisplacementA hole in your pocket unwantingly delivers an adventure impossible to predict, a walk much longer than desired. You were the king of your castle, Scratching your head with disbeleif... entering your humble abode is faint. Where the hell are my keys?

Native American Pride1.THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. ANY VIOLATION OF THIS WILL RESULT IN YOUR REMOVAL AND A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHY.
2.THIS IS A LEVELING FAMILY. EACH WEEK A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHAT MEMBERS NEED OUR HELP IN LEVELING THEM TO MOVE THEM TO THE NEXT LEVEL. EVERYONE MUST HELP THE PEOPLE ON THE BULLITEN AND SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS WE CAN. THIS IS FOR THEM NOT OURSELVES.WE WILL BE CHECKING PAGES PERIODICALLY TO SEE THAT THIS IS BEING FOLLOWED.
3.EVERY MEMBER MUST CARRY THE NATIVE PRIDE LOGO ON THE FRONT OF THEIR PAGE WHICH IS DISPLAYED ON THE HOMEPAGE IN THE FOLDERS MARKED N.A.P. TAGS.
4.YOU MUST HAVE THE NAME N.A.P DISPLAYED SOMEWHERE IN YOUR NAME. OR NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE IT IS UP TO YOU.THIS MUST STAY ON YOUR PROFILE AT ALL TIMES.
5.YOU MUST ADD/FAN/RATE ALL MEMBERS.
6.IF YOU HOLD A POSITON YOU MUST HONOR THE N.A.P GUIDELINES,POSTIONS WILL BE GIVEN TO PEOPLE OF OUR CHOICE.
7. WE WELCOME ALL PEOPLE. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE OF NATIVE DECENT TO JOIN OUR FAMILY

Wtf!ok so i was watching Judge Mathis today & saw the most outrageous thing ever! They say hicks come from AL but i think they missed the number 1 hick in NC (sorry if ya live there).He takes a man to court & sues him because he bought a grill and inside the grill he found this mans amputated foot. Well thinking it might be from a murder he calls the police. The police return the foot to the rightful owner & now the man who bought the grill wants it back so he can charge people to come see it! They call him the Foot Man! WTF????well since technically u buy as in in that state the foot was rightfully his. So the judge had to award him $5000 but let the amputee keep his foot. What kind of world do we live in where u sue someone for their own foot????omg!

Police Answering MachineHello, you have reached the ____________ Police Department Voice Mail.
Pay close attention as we have to update the choices often as new and unusual circumstances arrive. Please select one of the following options:
- To whine about us not doing anything to solve a problem you created for yourself, press 1.
- To postulate whether someone has to die before we'll do something about a problem, press 2.
- To report an officer for bad manners when in reality the officer is trying to keep your neighborhood safe, press 3.
- If you would like us to raise your children, press 4.
- If you would like us to take control of your life due to your alcoholic or chemical dependency, press 5.
- If you would like us to instantly restore order to a situation that took years to deteriorate, press 6.
- To provide a list of police officers you personally know so we will not take enforcement action against you, press 7.
- To sue us, tell us you'll have our badge, that you pa

If You Cant Stand The Heat....then Grab Some Ice!!!They thought they had what it takes,They thought they could be King Of The Hill,They were wrong,In a World where lounges pop up everyday Only One Stands Above the rest CLUB FANTASIA
Club Fantasia is looking for new members, along with new staff...Bartenders,greeters,promoters and Dj's
Come Join Fantasia A Place where the ppl are friendly and the party never stops!!!
Click the link and come join the fun!!
Kerry*Owner of Club Fantasia* Flaws Baby*Too Raw *@ fubar
DJ FLawLess ^Owner of Club Fantasia^ -Fubar's Hottest DJ- *Kerry's baby* Too RaW@ fubar

Inconsiderate PricksTo all of the people here on Fubar..
you all get angry with me if i dont respond back to you within the minute that you write me something, and try to make me feel bad about it.
Well guess what i dont feel bad..get over it..if men werent such pigs i would have time to talk to some of the good ones .
If you cared at all you would ask how i was doing and not lets hook up. For all of you that do care about what happened to me. I was raped last night by my roomate. I think he spiked my drink. He is currently locked up so no worries..but he comes home tomorrow untill a court date.
ugh well back to laying down for me.

Sweet CherokeePLEASE HELP HER WIN A HAPPY HOUR IF YOU CAN PLEASE AND THANK YOU.SHE NEED'S 75,000 COMMENTS TO WIN.
CONTEST RUNS FOR 2 WEEKS STARTING NOW.
THANK YOU SO SO MUCH
JUST CLICK THE PIC

A Message By George Carlin:What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes.
GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...)
Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate.
A Message by George Carlin:
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too o

A HeartA Heart
We all have a heart but some forget what it is for. A heart aches when we are sad or have been hurt. A heart breaks when something in your life has left you forever. A heart is full when someone or something brings joy to your life. A heart beats faster when you feel the pleasure of someones warm soft touch. A heart is there to remind us just how important all of life is. A heart can help put a smile on your face or a tear in your eye. You can give your heart to someone or someone can rip your heart out of you. All in all everyone has a heart but it is up to each person to figure out how they want to use it. mine beats for everyone of my friends as fast as possible because I know that you are very special and will always have a special place inside it. Hope your heart beats with passion and that you find that special thing that keeps it beating strong. Hugs and warm sweet kisses to you.

Napkin Diarys 126.7Three and a half decades, never saw it coming. Passing by like a concord jet stock full of all the memories, good and bad. Surprisingly "they" pack all of my cargo with disregard resembling a bull in a china shop. The good and bad react the same as vinegar and water, who woul have guessed the bad would persivere and float to the top being handed to you with lightning speed.... one after another. Non stop... WHAM! Here's another one, like it or not... BANG, BANG, BANG..., they keep coming. Firing at you with a vicious onslought resembeling a foreign army that happens to have the "Hollywood" six shooter that never ends. Dodge, Run, Hide! it's a greatn idea. Persistance keeps em' coming like a shadow of John Wayne. Could a glass of I don't care fit like a bullet proof vest? The good, Well they are shy and a bit introverted. Seldom do they poke their "being" into a thought alone. Another mind similar to your's with extraction, strenght in numbers is the only account I know of. "Remember

Tattoo ContestI've entered a tattoo contest starting @ midnight the 5th for one week... this is a bombing contest so tell your family and friends... person with the most comments wins and in the event of a tie the person with the most rates will win...
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=165131&albumid=657890&i=1473067213
will be the link to my photo in the contest, once it begins.
thanks Dante0wns

Update 11-01-07 DadSo, Dad's pain is some better and he is now home....we got a second opinion today at UT Southwestern Medical Center in Dallas...pretty much confirmed what the first doctors said....which was that the cancer my dad has can not be cured...they can lessen his pain and give him more time with chemo but it can't be cured.... How long he has depends on how well he responds to the chemo....But they feel like he should respond pretty well to it since the radiation is shrinking the size of the tumors... So PLEASE say a prayer or two that God's will be done in this matter hopefully to cure this cancer, but if not, to make it a painless as possible.... Thanks all....Love 2 my friends.

Glass RealtionshipIf you have to think about whether you love someone or not, then the answer is no.
When you love someone... you just know.
Every night, I hope to forget you,
but every night you're still in my dreams.
You're the one wiping my tears away,
and you're the one muffling my screams.
Then reality is my brutal awakening
when I realize you just don't care enough.
You were never there when I needed you,
you were never there when times got tough.
I remember when I could lie in your arms
and suddenly everything was alright.
Now my pillows leave me feeling empty
and I have to cry myself to sleep at night.
You really were my first for everything-
my first hug, my first kiss, my first love.
It's so hard to simply let go and move on
when you're the one I'm always thinking of.
Giving up means I let you down,
and I'm so sorry that I'm running away.
There's nothing left for me to gain,
and there's no reason for me to stay.
I'll deny that my heart aches for you,

September 11th,2001September 11th,2001
September 11th,2001 is a day that we will never forget. Six years ago, we lost almost 4000 Americian lives to a violent terrorist attack. When it first happened people were in dismay with thoughts of anger,sorrow,guilt,and frustration. People flew their flags proudly displaying ribbons, pictures and signs saying we will never forget. Well months after 9-11, we slowly started seeing the flags, ribbons and signs coming down. have we forgotten what happened to America on that day? Have we went back to our normal routine and back to yelling at each other because we had a bad day at work, stood in line too long to get our groceries or gas, football,baseball, or favorite driver did not win that day. Everyone says they want to remember 9-11 but where is your flag,where is your patriotism, where is your kindness and helpfulness towards your fellow man. You watch the news and all you see is killings, shootings, robberies, and all the problems with overpopulated schools

Scandalouswhy is it that people now seem so damn fake and scandalous. they make you think they are one person but after you start getting to know them or even after a long pierod of time. you find out who they really are. i mean i am who i am and i am never going to change that. i am a pervert why loves to flirt but when it all comes down to it, i am a sweet loving,caring person who will give you the shirt off my back and the last 20 in my wallet if i know it will help you more then me. i am a trusting person who trys to take people for what they say they are. but as of late it's harder and harder. this blog is in part thanks to my soon to be ex-sister in law and also my best friends soon to be ex-wife. if you are not happy being who you are or who you are with. end the shit before moving on

Stay? Or Go? Stay? Or Go? Hmmm Ill Let Ya'll Decide...Ok Shits Just Gotten A Bit To Deep Around Here For Me And Ive Been On Here For God Knows How Long...And So Yeah...Im Thinking About Gettin The Fuck Outta Here...Should I Stay? Or Do You Think Its Time To Go? Feedback Is Appreciated

Annoying People...Ok, this is my first blog EVER. I usually do not take the time to write these blogs but I feel that this must be said. I'm sick and tired of people that feel the need to draw attention to themselves every five minutes. I'm not going to say any names because you should know who you are. Usually I keep complaints to myself, but if I have to read something from another person whining because they feel they do not get enough attention, i'm gonna to snap. So i've given people a chance to stop, but know next time it happens you're getting deleted. Thank you and have a nice life....

Firefighters Are Human TooFirefighters are human too
Firefighters are human too.....We answer the call, no matter what time day or night. We run into the burning house not knowing what we will find on the other side. We look for your family, your pets and try to save all of your memories. We look into your faces seeing the pain the sorrow the helplessness of what has just happened. We strive to put the flames out as quick as possible to save all you have. We pull the bodies out no matter what the age, race, or religion but cannot show the emotions that haunt us every day so we can be strong for the ones around us. The car wrecks, the fires take its toll day after day, for some of those that are lost are friends, family and loved ones. At the end of the day we go home and reflect on what has happened. Some of you call us heros or the bravest of the brave, risking everything but not for glory or fame but for the knowing that maybe the next call you go on can make a difference in someones life. It is not a g

What A Friend Means To MeWhat a friend means to me
What a friend means to me is someone who is always there for you. Someone who will listen to all your rambeling and not putting their 2 cents in. Someone to be there when you are in trouble or in need. Someone who will always laugh at your jokes even when they are not funny. Someone to pick you up off the floor after a few too many drinks. Someone to make you laugh when you are feeling down. Someone who will tell you the truth even if it means hurting your feelings. Someone who will keep your secrets unless it will truely hurt someone. Most of all, someone who will just be a friend. Let me know if you are truely my friend.

**whisper**"You are my insperation,someone I truly love in my life,No matter what up's and down's we have we will take it all in strife,I will be your everything you will ever need..your steady ready boulder"..I whisper this,and "I Love You"..as you lay your head on my shoulder. :)*~Ride Or Die 4 lyfe*~

Im Leaving On Saturdayi may not be online for a month,unless i get on a comp :(
imma miss you guys [u kno who u are]
love you all
xoxo

Jeff Foxyworthy... New Englanders......here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about New
Englanders...
If your local Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you live in New England.
If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you live in New England.
If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you live in New England.
If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed
a wrong number, you live in New England..
If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of New York Cityfor the
weekend, you live in New England.
If you measure distance in hours , you live in New England..
If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you
live in New England.
If you have switched from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day and back
again, you live in New England.
If you can drive 75 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging
blizzard without flinching, you live in New England..
If you install security lights on your house

Empty My Yahoo Tonitedue to the hard ass fuck tards on my yahoo i have removed every fucking person. do me a favour and remove your self from my list.most cant take a joke. it was a mass message. get over your self bitch`s. i`m not after you or your pussy. if you can tell i`m alittle tired of dead beat friends.monday nov 5 i will be removing my fubar account. you all have a great life
mike

~*~nov. 1st~*~thursday Night Throwdown~*~ Michelle~*~~&hearts~Wicked Storm Crew~&hearts~
Welcome to the Thursday Throwdown sponsored by hostesses Stephanie Lynn and BBG. Our Wicked Storm Crew Contestant tonight is Michelle, Lets Bomb Her Silly! and get her a Great Prize!!Below is a link to the pic.
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Wicked Storm Crew Lets Roll!!

Sherriff Joe At It Again!!!Maricopa Countywas spending approx. $18 million
dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department
over, and the County Supervisors said okay.
The animal shelters are now all staffed and
operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd liketo adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs of the street,given them to the care of prisoners, and had them place in dog shows.
The best part? His budget for the entire
department is now under $3 million.
Teresa and I adopted a Weimaraner from a Maricopa
Countyshelter two years ago. He was neutered, and current on all shots, in great health,
and even had a microchip inserted the day we got
him. Cost us $78.
The prisoners get the benefit of about $0.28 an
hour for working, but most would work fo

Dog The Bounty Hunter Is An Effin A-holeOk, here's irony for ya...Dog the Bounty Hunter got caught on tape, trying NOT to get caught on tape saying the N-word. He says that he keeps Blacks out of his circle, because he and those around him still use the N-word...not that we're N*gg*rs or anything, but they still use the term and they don't want a n*gg*r to catch them using it, because it might have negative consequences. So, he fired one of his staff members for dating a Black girl. Whoops! Someone was taping the whole thing... ( just click, then hit play )Click here. Then right click on the black box and press play.

My Nude PhotosSorry guys but I had a change of heart so I deleted the nude pictures. Do not ask me to post anymore as I do not wish to portray myself in that manner any longer and on top of that I thought about the chance no matter how slight of a child getting on here under someones name and seeing them. Maybe you should consider that too. Thank you all.

Passing TimeJust updating, havent been around for a month or so... too busy with work, wedding plans, and trying to get enough sleep that I can actually go through a day without yawning lol...
Just a hello to friends, fans and other people out there, because Im bored and because Im passing time before I have to get off my butt before I go to work..
Speaking of which.. its that time of day again :D
Toodles

GamesI wonder how many women on here play the games that men do. I mean if you are interested in someone on here and yet you are still talking to or going to other dudes/chicks pages that you once were interested in as well...isn't that kind of the same kind of game you are trying to stay away from? Maybe it's just me I don't know...maybe I should just sit back and watch the games be played! LOL...Ahhhh the life of Fubar!

Use Your Strengths......One day, an angel was roaming in the forest. It was a very beautiful day. The angel saw trees touching the sky, and leaves were swinging with cool breeze. Flowers were smiling, painted with beautiful colors, and the birds were singing. Angel was very pleased to see the beauty that God had created; it was a magical feeling.
After walking a little further, the angel saw a rose plant. The rose plant was crying. The angel felt very sad.
The angel asked the rose plant, "Why are you crying, my child?"
The rose plant replied, "God doesn't love me as much as he loves other plants."
And the angel said, "What makes you think that, my beautiful?"
Rose plant then said, "God gave me a thorn."
The angel said, "Awwww, God didn't give you a thorn, you were born with the thorn. God blessed you with a beautiful flower with beautiful carved petals. God blessed you with a sweet fragrance. You are remembered as a symbol of love. God blessed your beauty to live with the thorn."
Live your

Fbi AssassinThe FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done there were 3 finalists, two men and a woman.
For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Kill Her!!!"
"The man said, "You can't be serious, I could never shoot my wife" The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home."
The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home."
Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. Shots were h

Vision Is The Key To Results!!!There are two ways to get to an end result. Only two.
The first is to be pulled toward the result by being internally inspired. The other is to be pushed toward the result through internal or external motivation. There is a huge difference between motivation and inspiration. Few are inspired.
Think about which of these two ways makes for a better, easier to achieve result for you. Why do believe that? Which do you use?
If you have a goal, and you want to complete it with all your heart, how hard is it for you to overcome procrastination, fear and challenges to reach that goal?
On the other hand, if you really do not care whether you get there or not, or worse if you are striving for someone else's goal, how hard is it to overcome procrastination, fear and challenges? What makes the difference?
Having a clear vision of the end result is the most important step to success whether in business or personal growth. Vision brings inspiration. Stopping at the end of the day is har

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Thanx Everybody!I JUST WANTED TO THANK EVERYBODY THAT HELPED ME OUT IN FALLEN ANGEL'S HALLOWEEN PIC CONTEST, IT ENDS IN LIKE 30 MINUTES........ YOU ALL ARE GREAT! LOVE YA ALL AND THANX AGAIN SO MUCH!I'LL LET YA KNOW IF I ACTUALLY PLACE, LOOKS LIKE I MIGHT TAKE 3RD PLACE.
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25 Beautiful One-liners1. Give God what’s right…not what’s left.
2. Man’s way leads to hopeless end…God’s way leads to an endless hope .
3. A lot of kneeling will keep you in good standing.
4. He who kneels before God can stand before anyone.
5. In the sentence of life, the devil may be a comma, but never let him be the period.
6. Don’t put a question mark where God puts a period.
7. Are you wrinkled with burden? Come to the church for a face-lift.
8. When praying, don’t give God instructions…just report for duty.
9. Don’t wait for six strong men to take you to church.
10. We don’t change God’s message…His message changes us.
11. The church is prayer-conditioned.
12. When God ordains, He sustains.
13. WARNING: Exposure to the Son may prevent burning.
14. Plan ahead…It wasn’t raining when Noah built the ark.
15. Most people want to serve God, but only in an advisory position.
16. Suffering from truth decay? Brush up on your Bible.
17. Exercise daily…walk with th

Schooli offically hate my school. i have to drop my math class because im not gonna pass it..i got the wrong book and the teacher failed to tell me until today so because i had the wrong book and never took the training program that goes with the book NONE of my tests counted. well i got an email today saying im on financial aid probation and i dont see why or how. they said i dropped a class over the summer(because it turns out i didnt need it for my major) and that if/when i drop this class ill have to submit an appeal to request further financial aid. i didnt use any aid for the summer so WTF. i swear if its not one thing its another.

I Would Be His Girlfriend Forever/if He Let MeAll I wanna know is if there are guys still like this out there that will let you do this with them????........Cause I do this all the time... This really is me!!!!!
True Girlriend....
What a real woman would do....
• Grab his neck when you kiss him, it's a real turn on. Not his butt/hips.
• Stay on the phone with him even if hes not saying anything.
• When he's mad hug him tight and don't let go. Then kiss him.
• When he says he's ok, dont believe it...talk with him
• Never cheat on him because 10 yrs later he'll remember you
• Call him at 12:00am on his birthday to tell him you love him
• Call him before you sleep and after you wake up
• Treat him like a person and not something to show off for
• Tease him and let him tease you back.
• Stay up all night with him when he's sick.
• Watch his favorite movie with him.
• TRUST HIM WITH HIS GUY FRIENDS
• Let him wear your clothes.
• When he's bored and sad, hang out with him.
• Let him kno

Sex Poem Gotta Readeat me,beat me
bite me,blow me
suck me,fuck me
very slowly
if you kiss me dont be hasty
use your toung to make it tasty
roses are red
Lemons are sour
Open ur legs and give me an hour
Kissing Is A Habit
Fucking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Father Is A Bastard
The Mother Is A Whore
This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!
Sex is like math
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You dont multiply
Roses are red
Grass is green
Open your legs
And I'll fill you with cream
Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style & 69
Just for fun
Or gettin paid
Everyone likes gettin laid
u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!!
roses are nice
violets are fine.
ill be the six
if you be the nine.
roses are red
violets are blue
condoms will rip
now watch you get screwed

Any Suggestionssee men in the past used me hurt me mentally and physically and cheated on me ......im trying to trust my new man 100% hes sweet honest and very careing.....my problem is i worry alot b/c of my past experiences w/ guys.......he tells me not to worry he isnt like the other guys i dated and that he'll never cheat on me its not that i dont trust him i do... i just wanta trust him 100%.....so if u gotta suggestion hit me up w/ the advice.....oh and before u ask we've been daten a month and 3days..........

Fighter- LyricsWhen I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
Cause your bluff time is up
Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing,

The SignsVIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationshi ps. Conservative. Al ways wants
the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart.
Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal.
Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh.
Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.
SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or
possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become
obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive.
Determined. Loves being in long relationships.
Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times.
Passionate and Emotional.
LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind.
Hav e own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very
social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very
loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily.
Procrastinators. Very gullible.
ARIES - The Daredevil
En

The Bitch List About Men LmaoHere is a list of things that me and maybe some other women need or want..
******Before reading these were made out of anger if you agree let me know if you don't oh well have fun laugh or nod wildly in agreement and remember to post with your own if you can come up with any!! ENJOY!!*********
1.) open up and talk we aren't mind readers we don't know what you are thinking and we don't understand hints either...
2.) We aren't here just for your sexual pleasure there's more to life than just sex...
3.) Don't compare us to other women we are who we are you knew that when you got with us so don't try to change us into something we won't be just for you..
4.) Don't accuse me of something I didn't do unless you have facts and proof that you can prove that we did anything wrong..
5.) If we've tried something nice for you atleast tell us thank you or acknowledge that we did try.
6.) saying I love you isn't going to kill you even if you are in front of your friends or f

ImagineHave you ever sat down and imagined..
what you think you might have been,
if you would have said yes instead of no,
or told him now instead of then?
-x-- - - --x-
What if you had the chance,
to change one mistake you might have made,
whether it was running instead of walking,
or maybe you left when you should have stayed?
-x-- - - --x-
If you could go back in time and change someones mind..
would you? or would you just keep living your life,
how your living it,
knowing you could have come out on top,
instead of falling behind?

What Ya Think Of This OneThis is one i wrote about someone i knew... Its been a while.. But u can tell me what u think.....
Left, Right, Up, Down Everywhere you look loves all around.
Smiling, happy, regretful, sad alot of people think about what they had...
Wishing, hoping for a second chance remembering old love, man what a dance.
Remembering how he held you so tight and making love way into the night.
Flowers and gifts are things of the past wishing and knowing in your heart it lasts...
Everytime I get online I look for you to be here.... and when ever your not I sit and wait wishing you could be near.
Just to talk and listen to you calms me deep inside, helps me grow strong and understand that I dont have to hide.
You have always been part of my heart and I long to see you waiting and hoping that you'll come around and make my old love again new...
That the love once shared was never over. But to regain the relationship would take

Yeah Another OneI lay here in my bed tonight thinking of the morning light.
Hoping and wishing I could see you knowing how I feel is very true.
No matter what the mood, you make me happy when i talk to you.
I could be sad, mad, frustrated, or angry but as soon as I see you that all goes away.
You make me grin, you make me smile, you make my life seam worth while.
Theres something special between you and me.
Something special we both can see..

I'm So Sick...I'm just so sick of not ever having anyone that I can trust, and someone I can love at the same time... It seems they are either one or the other, and I can never seem to find anyone... I have recently found someone I am interested in, but the kicker is that they are in a completely different state... This person says that they like me as well, but hell I don't know... It started off as a friendly flirt, and then I started falling for her more and more everytime I talk to her... She likes all the stuff I like and vice versa... Hell she seems almost perfect in every way, but I will prolly never get to be with her... Who knows I guess only time can tell, but I do know that if she does give me a chance then she will definitely be surprised at how much she can be cared for... I plan on spoiling like there is no tomorrow... Breakfast in bed, gifts/flowers delivered randomly for no reason at all, massages, poems/love letters, homemade candlelight dinners since I love to cook, and if it can b

Another PoemI think about you night and day. Morning and night always the same way. Woundering, thinking, wishing, and hoping these are the things i do everyday. I say I love you but how do you know? Love is more than a word. It is a special name, an action, a feeling, a special phone call and much much more....
Love is more than a word... It is a special name. I am a little giggle box and blush when i am called that. Special name is something between us. No one else shares love like ours. Special names add to the mix and help passion and desire build.
Love is more than a word... it is an action... Like walking through the rain getting drenched just to say hi. Risking getting sick to talk to that someone special. You make me blush, you make me see just how much you love me. Love is an action like buying a cd for one song because you wanted it.
Love is more than a word, it is a feeling... When i talk to you, I have a feeling that is new. I get tingly and warm and some

Story #2Story #2
Pru is a girl I had only seen her a few times with my friends. I found Pru a distraction at times because she had a sexual aura about her as well as a dynamic personality. She had a very sexy look to her that made me excited every time I saw her. She had this killer body that made it hard for any man to resist. You see, she had long, beautiful hair surrounding her stunning eyes and this really cute face. She would look good in anything but when she would come over in a tank top and shorts she had all of my attention that I could give without me drooling like a puppy dog. Pru had a natural, flirtatious style about her that had me spellbound, yet I had kept my distance out of respect.
The news came that she was selling her house and moving 200 miles away and I disappointed needless to say. Her realtor had made some suggestions to dress up the house. She called my friend and asked if she could come down and stay at his house while she took care of these house necessities. H

Just A Poem I WroteListening to the slow pain in my head...wishing at times it were dead...Woundering when you will make the pain go away... And u here to stay here close to my heart.. We love each other thats plain to see but right now a force is working against us trying to keep us apart.. If were strong we will survive, this force is no match for the love we feel inside..
When you said u wasnt coming it hit me hard inside.. Tears welled up deep within me then started out my eyes... Hurt and fear filler my heart scared you were running away... That the love we once felt was fading everyday.. Now sitting here not knowing what to do.. Its like my life dont make sense when i dont see you... Tears running down my face wild and untamed. The fear inside that of loosing you is like a bird in a cage. No where to run and no where to hide this fear is taking over my whole life..
I sit here and i think of you trying to stop my tears. Being unsuccessful with so many fears.. fears of loo

Distorted Perspectives?this up coming weekend marks the beginning of the "i hate this time of year" thing for me.... (something which few people know, because I'm usually just down on 4 specific days, and fake a smile thru the rest during the period from 11-3 thru 12-15) but I think I'll explain since well.... I feel like it I guess.
November 4th, 1947 - my Mother (Lynne)'s birthday
December 13th, 1994 - Mom passed away. ((12 days of christmas....))
November 3rd, 1998 - my daughter Ashley (my "bright eyes") was born
December 11th, 1998 - Ashley passed away from SIDS (sudden infant death syndrome)
December 13th, 2006 - I watched my grandfather pass away (literally minutes -seconds even?- from being 12 yrs and 12 hrs after my mother's aniversary)
((see blog titled "a life lived well" for the full details.... I just don't feel like getting into it right now.))
anyway, a friend of the family, Daniel Wolfenbarger passed away on Tuesday of this week.... I've known him since I was a baby. I saw him

Problems With LoungesOkay every one of you that have firefox and internet explorer. I have noticed that firefox doesnt let you keep the page open as it freezes, so what I have done is I use Internet Explorer for the lounge and the firefox for everything else

Story #1Story #1
Pru,
We have been acquainted for a period of time. We enjoy and look forward to our time spent chatting online. Chatting online we have revealed our personal thoughts on so many topics both serious and playful. I find this to be an extremely sensual quality of yours. It’s an opening up that strengthens our friendship. I smile at times when you seem to be so shy about what it is you want to express and when you finally say these things you appear so sexy to me.
You tell me in one our chats that you will be traveling alone up to my area. I am so pleased because we both agree to finally meet. At my urging you agree to let me pick you up at the airport and give you a ride to the hotel you will be staying at for the next two days.
The day arrives that I will be picking you up. To my surprise I am not the least bit nervous. I feel that I know you so well. As I park my car, my anticipation is growing. My thoughts of you become intoxicating. I check the arrivals and see that

Cupid's Arrow Went Too DeepI wake up and the first thing I do is pick at. I pick pick pick at it. It itches and hurts all the time. It’s a nasty scab. The pain from the injury fresh in my mind each time I pick it. Some say that I should just leave it alone and it’ll heal. That’s easy for them to say. It’s not causing them misery. Don’t they know I would love to just let it be. Let it form a scar. Let it fill the gaps between the torn pieces with connective tissue. Scar tissue can actually be a wonderful thing. There are no nerve endings. Did you know that? I do. After the scar forms you can’t feel anything at that spot. Yet I‘ll pick pick pick at it until it bleeds. You’d think I’d stop. But no…not me. It’s consumes me. It’s defined me. I’ve thought of putting a band-aid on it. But then that’s all it will be. A band-aid on it. Whatever happened to, “Time heals all wounds”? Maybe it’s really, “Time wounds all heals”? I don’t know. About a million years ago, when I was a nurse, I learn

Never AllowedMy mother always said that privileges come with age. At 15 I got my permit and started driving places with them in the car, at 16 I got my license and was allowed to drive wherever but I still had a curfew. Well 2 years later she still refuses to let go of me as a little girl. I'm still stuck with a 10 or 11 o'clock curfew because I live at home and have to follow my conservative mothers rules still. It sucks, here I am still having to sneak out as if I was still 14 and wanted to go to a party or out with friends. It's pathetic really, the way she thinks that controlling my main money account which the bank wont switch over to me until I'm 21 because when I was 13 I signed a waiver to keep her as the guardian for another 8-10 years and the loop hole is that I could only change it before I turned 16 so now it's stuck. So if I break my curfew I'm cutoff and without a car ( Although I pay my own insurance I'm on hers ) so she technically still owns the car. I did this agreement because I

ContestI need your help Im in a contest and would appreciate your help by commenting you also earn points towards leveling...
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Chicken OreganoChicken Oregano
This fragrant chicken dish is wonderful right out of the pan, but it also freezes well, for those nights when you just can't bear to make dinner from scratch. So why not whip up a double batch?
Credit: Holly Clegg's Trim & Terrific Freezer Friendly Meals
Servings: 4 to 6
Ingredients:
* 1 1/2 pounds skinless, boneless chicken breasts
* 1 onion, chopped
* 1/2 teaspoon minced garlic
* Salt and pepper to taste
* 1 tablespoon dried oregano leaves
* 1 (16-ounce) can whole tomatoes, crushed, with their juices
* 1/2 pound mushrooms, sliced
* 1/4 cup dry red wine, optional
Directions:
In a large nonstick skillet coated with nonstick cooking spray, brown the chicken on both sides over medium heat, about 5 minutes in all, cooking in batches if necessary. Add the onion and garlic and cook 5 minutes more, or until the vegetables are tender. Sprinkle with salt and pepper and oregano. Add the tomatoes, mushrooms and wine. Cov

HHEY HOTTIES WE KNOW HAVE A PLACE TO CALL HOME.. IT'S THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL.. PLZ REPOST THIS BULLY.. AND COPY THE PIC CODE TO PUT ON UR PAGES... TY

Grrrrr Stupid People!Hi all....... man this company is really going down the drain. Well Darryl calls last night to tell me that he won't be in til late tonight. He was getting unloaded in Waterloo, Iowa and he was supposed to be in Effingham, IL by 3pm...... well he didn't get unloaded til 1:45 or so and it's an hour and a half - two hour drive there, so he gets to sit all night....... oh what fun! NOT! So then this morning he gets up around 5am or so, kinda overslept, got to the place to get reloaded and no one is there! They don't show up til 8am and there is one truck on the dock, and one in front of him. So he ended up sitting about 15 hours or so......... Well with most trucking companies they pay you for sitting, well NOT this company! They consider you sitting as part of the job! NOT!!!! So when he talked to Warren today and asked him to be paid for the sitting, cause he ended up sitting last night, and he will sit tonight, Warren said " What, I consider that part of the job, and we don't have to p

Let's Show Some Love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ONLY 200,690 TO GO BEFORE HENCHMEN LET'S SHOW SOME LOVE SHE IS SPECAIL TO ME !!
angel eyes CT wife to Jay 'bob vila' ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

Health Type StuffSo, as most of you know I've been battling a seriously severe headache for the better part of a month. It started with a pain at the base of my neck and spread to my forehead.
Step 1 - Saw a GP, was told it was a sinus infection and given antibiotics
Step 2 - Saw Neurologist, told it was a migraine and was given blood pressure meds and migraine meds. Still no relief.
Step 3 - Went for MRI. Those are scary.
Step 4 - MRI reveals abnormal mass at the base of my earbone next to my brain.
Step 5 - Today I saw a specialist ENT who has determined that the "mass" is sitting on a nerve and that's what's causing the headaches. He gave me a cortisone shot IN THE FUCKING FOREHEAD. Let me tell you, that shit hurts. Gave me Imitrex, Ultracets, and Neurontin for pain and such, and decided the "mass" is one of 3 things. Either a -sever- infection, a cyst which will have to be drained, or a TUMOR.
I get to go for a Cat scan next Friday. I'm sorta worried.

This Is Me!I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you...
*i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant...
*i'm the girl who says, ok, but you owe me... jokingly not because i actually want something, but because it means i get to spend more time with you...
*i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you...
*i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...
*i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me...
*i'm the girl who remembers ALL the sweet things you tell me...
*i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you..
*i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with

This Is My Son, AndrewHE JOINED A WHILE BACK BUT GOT LOCKED UP,HIS OUT AND JUST REALLY GETTING STARTED ON HERE,I'M JUST ASKING FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO MAKE HIM FEEL WELCOME,THANK YOU
Spaze@ fubar

Couldnt SleepI couldn't sleep...
I spent a half an hour in the bathroom just staring at myself in the mirror...
I don't understand what I want in life...
I'm unhappy about everything it seems, and the bouts of joy I feel always feels synthetic to me.
These past couple of months have confused me greatly. There is a constant flunctuation in my moods, but I've noticed I have grown more depressed than usual. I've been thinking a lot. In the past I usually could think clearly and just dig myself out of any rut, but this time I seem very disorientated. I don't know where to begin or if I want an end...it all is just very confusing. I don't even know what I'm typing...my mind's half not here.

A Real ManR U A REAL MAN?
Body: R U A REAL MAN? I AM
Body: .) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first.
2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either.
3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself.
4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN.
5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises
6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck.
8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS.
9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you.
10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you.
11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you.
12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because.
13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real.
14.) A REAL MAN should be treat

Chase Your DreamsHave you ever just had one of "those days"? You know, the kind where you wake up and realize that life, for some reason, just hasn't really been going the way you thought it would. I recently had that happen to me and I still can't quite put my finger on what causes that feeling. I'm leaning towards the idea that maybe it has something to do with growing older. The new experiences that life brings do seem to effect the path our life takes. Even the smallest of things create ripples in our lives that spead constantly outward. Something as harmless as a simple comment from someone you've never even met before... it changes you. I was talking with one of my friends the other day and they said something that really hit the nail on the head. They told me that, okay now I'm paraphrasing here because I don't remember their exact words, anyway they said, "where does life go if it's going nowhere at all?" It was such a simple statement and yet so profound. This seems to be so many of us... alwa

New Album To SeeHello..
I posted a new album today..
It's called.. "Lucifursphereit........"
Come by.. and check them out..
Thank you

Major Update From Fu-friendsAs some or many of you have noticed the fu-friends site has not been accessable for the last couple of days now.
There has been a big database problem on their end therefore i had to start taking stuff down.
In the process of that i've been working on putting it together again in a much cleaner way.
The navigation will be much easier and user friendly.
All the Hot Spot members have been put back up on the list so no worries there.
Please check to make sure i didn't miss anyone, if i did let me know.
The last fu standing will be extended from 2 days ago to the day it gets back online.
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Click here to view the site

Heres The WinnersFirst place winner of
a million dollar mansion
SWEET & SASSY proud member of the sunshine fan club / Sweet Peach Bombing and Leveling crew@ fubar
Second place winner of
a yatcht
lucy ~ (AMC) ~official L.U.V. club co- founder~@ fubar
Third place winner of
a porche
Faithful1~~SBG BOMBER ~~@ fubar
Congratulations to all these fine women.
And Thank you so much to all the friends
who voted for them :)

Who Do I Wanna Talk To!Ok ya'll i'm bored of being online and chatting in the shout box and IM. Here's the deal give me one good reason why I should call and talk to you and I'll call 1 of you. I know I'm really really bored ... can ya tell? hehe! :D
I know I have some of your numbers, but I haven't called anyone lately so umm if ya wanna chat let me know.
You can respond here, in a private message or my shout box.
This is crazy, but hell crazy is good lmao!
HUGS
Jackie

Forgive Your EnemiesForgiving your enemies
At the end of the church service, the Minister asked "How many of you
have forgiven your enemies?" 80% held up their hands.
The Minister then repeated his question. All responded this time, except
for one small elderly lady.
"Mrs. Jones?" said the Minister "Are you not willing to forgive your
enemies?" I don't have any." She replied, smiling sweetly.
Mrs. Jones, that is very unusual. How old are
you?"Ninety-eight." she replied."Oh Mrs. Jones, would
you please come up in front & tell us all how a person can live to be
ninety-eight years & not have an enemy in the world?"
The little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle, faced the
congregation, and said very sweetly: "I outlived the bitches."

Naughty ApplicationREPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........
Your Name:
Favorite position:
1. Do you think I'm cute ?
2. Would you have sex with me ?
3. lights on or off ?
4. Would you have to be drunk ?
5.Would you take a shower with me ?
6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
7.Would you leave after or stay the night?
8.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
9.Condom or skin?
10. Have sex on the first date?
11.Would you kiss me during sex?
12.Do you think I would be good in bed?
13. Would you use me as a booty call?
14.Can I use you as a booty call?
15.Can we take pictures of the act?
16.How long would we have sex?
17.Would you tell your friends about me?
18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
19.Your Number please:

Just A Little UpdateSo for my stalkers I wanted to leave a little explanation as to why my friend's list seems to be shrinking...I am removing people for their lack of interest. If you don't appear to be my friend no more...well chances are you aren't reading this blog LOL..der..
so I do have to get in gear and take my silly ass to work..I think I still need the paycheck...Bill really needs to hit the lottery for us:p ((bill))
also...there are new pics...if you wanna look if not well its cool...i'll probably be posting nudes tomorrow..j/k :p
ok thats it for now...oh and i updated the PPIV blog too...wishful thinking on my part oh well!
Alana

Spankies??? LolAighty guys this is the first time i've ever done anything like this so lets do it up right~!
This is my girl Lizzy! She has been spanking me all day with love as well as putting me in her blog so that others will give up the luv'ns too Lets give a lil back. She only has 28,050 to level and she is one of the ones that actually returns luv'ns ...Who's holding the paddle?????
}|{~Elizabeth~}|{~*~Club F.A.R.~*~@ fubar
Thx everyone,
Chrissy

Check This Out Noww, Ill See U All There I HopeWANT MONEY$$???? REAL MONEY NOT FU MONEY.. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE TRY IT,I GOT AN ACCOUNT THERE IT'S PRETTY KEWL ACTUALLY
CLICK ON THE ONE HUNDRED DOLLAR BILL TO ENTER,THANX TO ALL WHO DROP BY

TommorrowI know I have said this before, but things on my mind make me want to write it again.
If something happened, to you or to someone special to you, what would be left unsaid or undone?
If tommorrow my profile was gone...
Would you have told me everything you wanted to tell me? Would you have shared a part of you that let me know we were friends? Would you have told me how you felt, what you thought, what I mean to you? Even if you thought I knew would you still tell me? Would you have let down your walls or would they have shut me out till the end? Would you have forgiven me for things said and done? Would you have trusted me?
I could go on and on all night.. so many questions. I know I fail to do these things so often.. and often when its too late, when that person is gone, I think back to a conversation, an email, anything.. and wish they were back, and I wish I had taken the time to say things, or do things to let them know I cared, or that they were special,

Thursday NightIt is 5:30 pm here on the west coast and I am only home for a quick dinner and then head out at 6 pm to head 75 miles south to attend another late night meeting.
I have another 3 meetings tomorrow... one for lunch with a teacher at the local high school, another meeting with a mother of a boy who wants to help me, and my last meeting tomorrow will be at the local fire station for an emergency training with other adults.
But, tomorrow I am going to play a quick round of 9 holes at the local city golf course.
I could use whacking some balls around the course with the frustration I have had with all my meetings all weekend long.
But the problem will be that it is actually a meeting with a city councilman while we play the round of golf.
Cannot even have fun without it being a meeting.
Would anyone like to be my caddy in the morning.

All I See Is YouI remember us,
the way we used to be,
I'd hold you in my arms,
your smile so sweet to me,
But now when I see you,
you look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
The love we used to share,
gone up in whirl winds,
will I ever love,
or ever live again,
I am tired of crying,
and I am done trying,
To remember all about you,
but when I close my eyes...
...All I see is you.
All the love I am sending,
the memories I won't sell,
I know there must be an ending,
to the story I will tell,
I dream only of your love,
and happiness in life,
I try not to think of you,
but when I close my eyes...
..All I see is you.

30 Day Blast Contest HelpppppIN CONTEST FOR 30 DAY BLAST PLEASE HELP JUST NEED 7000 COMMENTS FIRST SO PLEASE COME BOMB AWAY HERE IS PIC TO CLICK
THANK YOU ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED REPPIN THE DSC, D&DC LETS DO IT DIRTY STYLE

Rip RichardI just lost a good friend of mine i just met online a couple days ago.yesterday afternoon his parents took him off life support.He was only 35 years old.He was in a real bad car accident.The dr said he has 25 changes to live.His family and friends are gonna miss him alot.My friend megan left me an offline message on yahoo saying that he was in a real bad car accident.
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Contest!!!!!I am in a contest for a 30 day blast!! I need 35,000 pts to win. comments count as 1 pt and 5 pts per rate!!!! I got a late start to the contest due to moving into our new house!! Any and all help will be appreciated!!!!
thanks!!!

How EmbarrassingMY GOOFY KIDS ASKED IF THEY COULD GO TO THE PLAYGROUND OUTSIDE SO I TOLD THEM COOL BUT HAVE TO BE IN BEFORE DARK. THE KIDS AND THEIR FRIENDS WENT TRUCK OR TREATING AROUND THE APARTMENTS AND TOLD THEM THEY COULDN'T YESTERDAY AND BROUGHT HOME 3 HUGE BAGS OF CANDY. OMG!!!!!!!!!

I Knew It My Sin Is ....{drum Roll Please}lust is my kryptonite
you're less sinful than the average person. Still, everyone has their weaknesses, and the sin you're most guilty of is
Lust
In this context, Lust is defined by an unrestrained, insatiable expression of sexual desire, fantasy, and conquest. Lust is in overdrive if you find yourself thinking about or pursuing sex so much that your work life, your relationships, and your self-actualization suffer.
Historically, the sin of Lust has often been seen as any sex act other than that between a heterosexual married couple who has intercourse with the intention of procreation. In a traditional religious context, masturbation, talking openly about sex, or even fantasizing were seen as sinful. This was because instead of focusing on the spiritual aspect of the self, a lustful person was seen as focusing on earthly, fleeting, self-indulgent, physical pleasure rather than moral and virtuous pursuits.
Modern-day psychology tends to see sexuality quite differently,

MomsWHY GOD MADE MOMS
Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions:
Why did God make mothers?
1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is.
2. Mostly to clean the house.
3. To help us out of there when we were getting born.
How did God make mothers?
1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us.
2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring.
3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts.
What ingredients are mothers made of ?
1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice
in the world and one dab of mean.
2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use
string, I think.
Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom?
1. We're related.
2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me.
What kind of little girl was your mom?
1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff.
2. I don't know

My GranddaddyI'm pretty down today and yesterday i guess i'm going to be down for the next couple of days or so. I just found out yesterday that the man in my life that has raised me since the day i first came home is going to have Bypass Surgery soon.I'm talking about my Granddaddy. I was in tears and still am just fighing back right now. I can't imagine anything happening to my granddaddy; he's my Superhero my Super Man. The reason why he's having it is because his 4heart veins are blocked. Thats why he hasn't been himself. I Don't know what I would do if something happens to him(((knocks on wood))) But as soon I know when this is going to happen I will be flying the next flight out of here. Walter already told me I can do this last nite I hate to leave the kids but they are in school(Angela is ).
I'm reallly bummed right now I have to call my granny and see whats else is going on and see how she is doing.
Clifford James Hussey I love you granddaddy
Janie Mae Hussey I love you too gran

The Wallwhat ever you do, what ever you say,
when ever you write "i love you" on a wall...
it's still on a wall...
when sometimes,
you know you meet the ONE,
when you think that all would be beautiful,
without this wall...
when you refuse to realise,
when you try to repaint all the bricks,
when you dream about a window,
opening to a better something...
and you see this wall
you put you ear on this wall,
you listen, you feel..
that someone is just doing the same,
there, on the other side
of that wall
you look for hammer,
you look for TNT,
you look for what ever,
you call for any help,
you wait for a sign
from both sides
of the wall
when you get so tired,
when you get so hurted,
when the sun is in your back,
calling you for rest and peace,
your feet go in the light,
but you can't help keep an eye
ON THE WALL

My TreatCum quietly.
Bite your tongue.
No words exchanged,
Just a sweet little 'mm'.
Cum quietly,
Its the best way you can.
Stay strong
Be a good girl.
Cum quietly,
grasping the sheets,
Cause oh sweet girl,
this is only my treat.

Amatuer VideoI made a sexy amatuer video awhile back with a Fu-friend. Can you guess which Fu-friend? It was a fantasy of his and he was excited about it. Put your guess in a private message to me if you known or dare to guess.

Fuckin' Love You GirlsMan this fubar shit seems to be pretty cool so far. I really have'nt seen a site like this where the women are so amazingly beautiful and friendly as hell it kinda makes you feel good to be an Americian male! I hope my male bros. in this fubar shit show these hot ladies proper respect by not acting fucking stupid and show some love to the ones (here or at least the ones on my friends list)that make our world go around. So ladies of fubar shit heres to you (downing dlb. shot petron)and to the ladies in my friends/family list MMMuuuuah! Love You!

A Creed To Live ByLet me be a little blinder
To the faults of those about me,Let me praise a little more:Let me be when I am weary just a little bit more cheery,let me serve a little better those that I am striving for.
Let me be a littler braver when temptation bids me waver. Let me strive a little harder to be all that I should be:Let me be a little meeker
with the brother and sister that is weaker, let me think more of my neighbor and a little less of me.
Let me be a little sweeter make my life a bit completer,ey doing what I should do every minute of the day:Let me toil without complaining,not a humble task disdaining;
Let me face the summons calmly, when death beckons me away.

Updated Family ListFounder of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar
Angel of Seduction***Crew Leader of The Order of the Dragon***@ fubar
DJ Crimson Regret~Abyss Lounge~~Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew~@ fubar
(~:{tempt®e$$}:~)of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar
Ranees_Baby~Order of The Dragon Leveling Crew~@ fubar
King Of Kings Member Of The SCF Bombers@ fubar

Shaykee's Screen ShotsOk, for those of you who don't know, I just got back from a long weekend with my monkeys, Banana Rama in KC. The following statements were all made by monkeys, and not one of them were meant in the sexual way they sound.
Don't point that at me, it might go off!
Ever see a mussel farm?
Every day in the mirror baby *flexing*
If mine were any shorter I couldn't get it around my head.
Our turn to get the whip in the morning.
I don't have anything hard.
Can I plead the 5th on that?
No, but you can drink the 5th to it.
Well if it was up my @** I'd know where it was.
The virgin saves the day.
You dirty dog!
You better quit calling me that, you have to sleep with me tonight.
Poker in the front, Poker in the rear.
You gotta stick the tail between the bags.
It always gets stuck on the bottom.
To all you virgins our there......Thanks for nothing!
I don't have anything to offer to drink *hiccup* ...but I can attest to how good it was.

British Army Tests Invisible TankNew technology that can make tanks invisible has been unveiled by the Ministry of Defence.
In secret trials last week, the Army said it had made a vehicle completely disappear and predicted that an invisible tank would be ready for service by 2012.
The new technology uses cameras and projectors to beam images of the surrounding landscape onto a tank.
Now you see it: How the tank might look with background images beamed onto the side
The result is that anyone looking in the direction of the vehicle only sees what is beyond it and not the tank itself.
A soldier, who was at the trials, said: "This technology is incredible. If I hadn't been present I wouldn't have believed it. I looked across the fields and just saw grass and trees - but in reality I was staring down the barrel of a tank.
How the technology works in a combat situation is very sensitive, but the MoD is believed to be testing a military jacket that works on the same principles.
It is the type of innovati

Sex And The InternetI'm curious about the thought processes of many people on here...
For instance, I just had a man message me, who I do not know, asking me if I wanted to come over after work for a "massage". What kind of a bullshit question is that? HIRE A FUCKING HOOKER, DUDE. The internet seems to have become nothing more than a place where these LOSERS think they can get a piece of ass just by asking for it. What the fuck?
What kind of IDIOT is actually going to consider showing up at some stranger's house for sex? Am I the crazy one? What if I had shown up at his house with 20 of my biggest fucking friends for a party? This moron doesn't know me, and I don't know him.
HIRE A HOOKER, QUIT BEING CHEAP PRICKS. IT'S WHAT THEY DO FOR A LIVING. I DO NOT.
Assholes.

QuotesI love my job. I get to go to a lot of oversea places... like Canada.
-Britney Spears
I see your playing stupid again... Looks like your winning too.
Two muffins were sat in an oven.
One muffin said to the other, "Ooh, gettin' a bit hot in here don't you think?!"
The other backed away in suprise, "Oh My God!! A Talking Muffin!!"
-Clairey Fairy : )
If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation or a murder?

Old Computer TalkMemory was something you lost with age
An application was for employment
A program was a TV show
A cursor used profanity
A keyboard was a piano
A web was a spider's home
A virus was the flu
A CD was a bank account
A hard drive was a long trip on the road
A mouse pad was where a mouse lived
And if you had a 3 inch floppy ..
. . . you just hoped nobody ever found out!

Please Double Check!I know hardly anyone even reads these but it looks as if im NEVER getting comments back on this page so just wanted to remind everyone to follow me to the new profile- its in my about me and also in one of my blogs!Im very slowly getting my friends and fans back.I dont think many of them realize im unable to do much on this page anymore :(
and somehow i only have 2 crushes now from like 30 :( and one of them is my bf! how sad! LOL
anyhow I miss you guys! hit me up!
♥SASSY BUT SWEET AKA TEMPTRESS♥~ CLUB F.A.R.~C.W.O.F member~@ fubar
and before i get bitched at about the pic HEY! Its hard with NO blasts and only 4 more days of VIP left so HUSH!8-p lol
*smooches*
~Temptress~
PS if you were wondering about the name change its because so many THOUGHT they already had me with the SAME name so changed it up a bit.I so miss the temptress at the front though :(
PS_ rate this blog if you havent already! and of course do the F.A.R. thing on my new page too! THANKS SO MUCH!

The Struggle ContinuesSo as its been really well documented between friends and stuff after many years I've finally decided to re-enter the whole dating/social circle. Last night I had my first bit of moderate success. For the first time in awhile, hell maybe for the first time ever in my life if I think of it, had a random girl in the bar call me sexy. Not only that but I did flirt back and seemed to not fuck it up.. course I think the amount of alochol that was consumed helped in her judgement but hey I'll take it where I can get it. My two failings of the night were not getting the number and when Abby asked me to dance, yes Abby the curse of the rhyme scheme continues, I declined but perhaps that was a good thing. Somehow though I got some hand holding out of the deal as well as giving a quasi shoulder massage. I know its not a lot and most likely not enough to get excited over but for those who know me and my constant struggles with self esteem and everything this is actually a major step for me

2 My Friend's Please Read2 my friends this poem from my heart is poured jus when i think im alone and bein ignored thanx 2 u my faith has been restored 2 my friends you know who you are the friendliest bunch here on fubar

11 DaysMy name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict.
I have stopped nicotine for 11 days, 3 hours, 12 minutes and 41 seconds (11 days).
I've not smoked 223 death sticks, and saved $38.99.
I've saved 18 hours and 33 minutes of my life.
# 10 days to 2 weeks
Your body has physically adjusted to again functioning without nicotine and the more than 3,500 chemical particles and 500 gases present in each and every puff.

Women Are Wierd!!It is really stupid!! A guy comes in here and all I see from the folks already here is "FAN ME, FRIEND ME, RATE ME!" Ok, so you do that and you get a few points. The women accept your friend request because (I think) they get points for that. But do they send you a request back? Do they rate you? Hell no! You'd think if the broad lives in California and the guy is in New york, that she wouldn't be afraid of him being a stalker, wouldn't you? But she won't talk to him or friend him, or rate him, or anything else.
Well, I say to hell with them!
I am going to send a note to each woman in my friends list and if I don't get an answer, she is going to get deleted! F***'em!!!

Please Do This For Me?MY VERY DEAR FRIEND TIMMY NEEDS 17,000 COMMENTS TO WIN A BLAST. PLEASE STOP BY, RATE HIM, AND LEAVE A COMMENT OR TWO. I ALWAYS HELP YOU NOW PLEASE DO THIS FOR ME?
THANK YOU
LOVE YA MEAN IT

New L.u.v. LoungeWe created a New lounge for all our members and
friends. Come check it out!!!!!!!
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51487#
If you have a favorite song, let us know! we will add it!!!

Rememebering My Baby Girl...lacy...Today still saddens me. Today is the anniversary of Lacy's death. When this day comes, I feel so sad. I have no idea why I feel the way I do about her. To some she is just a cat. To others they hate cats. But to me she was everything. Dont get me wrong...I loved each and every one of my cats. But she was extremely special. We were told she wouldnt have long to live. She also had Addison's disease which was extremely rare in cats. She was given meds by the vet to keep her alive is what he said. But she would be zombiefied. She looked worse with the meds. I looked at her one day and I asked her if she really wanted them and I felt from her a no...so...I stopped giving them to her and she was more normal and happier. When we first got her, you could tell she was abused. She wouldnt want any human contact whatsoever. When she finally came out of her shell, she came to me first. We held a special bond since that day. Then when she sick, she was bleeding from her vagina from a disease that i

Again I Don't Know Wherei Was Going With This(i didn't know what to write so i wrote this)
as i was sleeping i awoke to the sensation of finger tips lightly brushing the small of my back. though still somewhat asleep i slide in a tad close to feel more.... finger tips suddenly became a whole hand going from the nap of my neck to the small of my back, gentle yet manly.
as i move with the feeling, lips glide along my shoulder, and a light prickly feel soon after. i could tell he had not shaved yet. a warm touch, a hand runs down my inner thigh, my heart races,
afraid to open my eyes, because of it is a dream, i do not want to wake up. as those lips i feel at the nap of my neck. soft and moist, as each kiss sends sexual tingles up and down my spine. the other hand appearing from no where, suddenly cupping my breast and fondling my nipple, i can feel my self get moist with excitement and...................

The Key To The Future"The future is not some place we are going, but one we are creating. The paths are not to be found, but made. And the activity of making them changes both the maker and their destination."
-- John Schaar
We’ve been taught to look forward to our future. Somehow, we believe, things will be better then. But the future is not available to be lived – we can only live NOW. So what are we doing to live best right now? What are we doing now that will bear fruit when we reach some future now?
"Let him who would enjoy a good future waste none of his present.”
-- Roger Babson

If Your A Guy, Ya Might Wanna Skim This.lolIf I don't call you
[ Its because I'm waiting for you to call me ]
When I walk away from you angry
[ Follow me ]
When I stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]
When I push you or hit you
[ Grab me and don't let go ]
When I start swearing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]
When I'm quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong ]
When I ignore you
[ Give me all of your attention ]
When I pull away
[ Pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me I'm beautiful ]
When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will be alright ]
When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]
When I'm scared
[ Protect me ]
When I lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me... or kiss my forehead ]
When I grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When I tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
When I don't answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When I look at you with

I'm Back!!!!!!!!!!!Been awhile. I see alot you have leveled very well. I guess I have some work to do . Look forward to talking and having fun will all again. feel free to stop by and say hi. I will return the favor.

I Wrote This Song. It's On Cd And It Means Nothing Anymore How SadSATURDAY
SUNDAY MORNIN COMES TO SOON
HIT THE SNOOZE UNTIL ITS NOON
TIME TO START YOUR DAY
GET UP SO WE CAN PLAY
YOU CUT THE GRASS I'LL FEED THE BIRDS
TRY TO FIND THE PERFECT WORDS
TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL
MAKE SURE YOU KNOW IT'S REAL
"SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND ENDLESS DAYS
TRY TO FIND SO MANY WAYS
TO SPEND EVERY SATURDAY WITH YOU
I'M SPENDIN ALL MY SATURDAYS WITH YOU"
START YOUR WEEK IT'S 9-5
JUST BE THANKFUL YOUR ALIVE
TO STRUGGLE EVERY DAY
SO WE CAN HAVE OUR WAY
SOMEDAY SOON WE'LL HAVE A CHANCE
TO HEAR THE SONG AND START THE DANCE
NO MORE 9-5
STILL GREATFUL TO BE ALIVE
"SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND ENDLESS DAYS
TRY TO FIND SO MANY WAYS
TO SPEND EVERY SATURDAY WITH YOU
I'M SPENDIN ALL MY SATURDAYS WITH YOU"

Oh Yeah...and Then,my dick head boss comes back here before he leaves.....'hey rock, now what arent we doing anymore?' um. i....uh.......i dont remember. 'the doors are to be....' oh. locked. 'thats good rock. lets see if we can keep it up.'
*rubs temples*
man.
i dont even know what to type.

HalloweenHalloween was interesting this year.
You should have seen me I was wearing this green little headband with green -n- sliver poms -n- a black dress..it was kinda flashy looking but it pass for my costume, I was a alien dress up as a human..silly huh.
it was fun esepcially when I got to hang with my bffs..we always have fun together we watch scary movies-well they was suppose to be but it takes alot to scare me. Well anyways we went to this church festival -n- got tons of candy -n- free krispy kreme donuts. We just walk all over the place -n- laugh at people when they stare at us.

Bleh...My friends found all the old pictures of me and my ex. D:
x] And yes, he does look like a total douche in all of them. Lmao.

Please Click On The Picture And Join MeWANT MONEY$$???? REAL MONEY NOT FU MONEY.. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE TRY IT,I GOT AN ACCOUNT THERE IT'S PRETTY KEWL ACTUALLY
CLICK ON THE ONE HUNDRED DOLLAR BILL TO ENTER,THANX TO ALL WHO DROP BY

Love Is BlindLove is blind. Love is complicated. You can't make someone fall in love with you. You have to let nature take its course.
All of that is, in essence, true. But while you can't make someone fall in love with you, by understanding the basic psychology of most normal human beings, you can certainly do things that will make it more likely to happen.
When you are in the early stages of love, just the nearness of that other person brings certain physical reactions. Your heart races, your palms sweat, your hands shake. Your adrenaline is pumping and your body is producing something called endorphins -- those feel-good hormones that also come after a good workout or really good sex. (Or, if you're feeling less ambitious, they also come from eating really good chocolate.)
A good rollercoaster or a really frightening horror movie can elicit the same reactions. Your body does not know the difference. There's only one way you can differentiate between eating chocolate, watching a horror mo

More Shit.so. last season we had all these problems with gettin paid on time. because people are lazy. whatever. so this season all these new rules were instated and such...like you have to email your hours a week prior to the pay date (1st and 15th, also new). however, i usually jsut email my shit in a few days prior cause it helps me keep things straight and i know other people are busy and forgetful. but honestly. i sent my shit in monday. wedsnday was the payday. but checks still havent been written. now i have to drive like 30 minutes or so to pick up my check @ 11 tonight. i reallllllllllly dont mind this...usually. cause, well...im an understanding cat. but when ive emailled and called the past two days to find out anything, and get no reply, and THEN find out they havent even been done yet, that sucks. im a broke ass. i dont have to be. but im young. and stupid. and immature. and i like buying shit. nothing big and crazy. lots of music. and ebay. ANYGAY. thats come to a stop. i need to s

New Yahoo Id!!! Plz Addhey everyone i made a new yahoo id i need u all to add me... just tell me who u are when u add me so i can put u in the right spot...the new name is
theoneandonlyblades04
thanks everyone
mad luv to my POP sistas and mad luv to my scooterbar family and mad luv to all my friends...

Vip ContestHey Y'all, I am entered in a contest to win a free blast....please...bomb my pic with rates and comments . . .please please please!!!! i love you all bunches!!!
thanks
Stacy
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Did You Know - November 07Did You Know - November of 07
Some Birthday's and Events that most people probably don't know bout.
"Visionary people are visionary partly because of the very great many things they don't see." - Berkeley Rice
*November 1st - All Saints' Day
&
Day of the Dead (Mexico)
*November 2nd - All Souls' Day
*November 4th - Daylight Saving Time Ends.
*November 5th - Guy Fawkes Day (Great Britain).
*November 8th - Abraham "Bram" Stoker born in 1847 in Clontarf, Ireland, a coastal village near Dublin. He was best known for his influential horror novel Dracula.
*November 11th - Veterans's Day
&
Rememberance Day (Canada).
*November 12th - Veterans' Day Observed.
*November 13th - Actor Oskar Werner (Fahrenheit 451) born in 1922 in Vienna, Austria.
*November 18th - Occult writer Aleister Crowley (Songs of the Spirit and The Diary of a Drug Fiend) joined the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn on this date.
*November 21st - Surrealist Ren.
*November 22nd

Thank YouI want to thank you all for keepin me an my family in your prayers an thoughts this week esp today, today was Skylars funeral it was one of the hardest things I have done in quite sometime, I just keep wishing it was a nightmare an i'd wake up..love yall hugggggs an thnx again it meant alot. Toni Renea!~
( my 14 1/2 year old cousin commited suicide this week they found him hangin from a tree in the back yard, I have asked myself wat could go through a young childs mind to think this was the answer.. he left a note n told his mom he loved her an she was a good mom an he loved his brothers an sister, but just couldnt get along with his step dad... I just dont understand..I have a 8 1/2 year old daughter I pray god has given me enough sense to see if something this wrong could be wrong with her at any point an time in her life right now she comes to me with everything this has really bothered me, an the nightmares I hope stop soon I seem to doze off an wake up crying an screamin for m

Life Imitates T.vsuperhero - Ani Difranco
sleep walking through the all-nite drug store
baptized in fluorescent light
i found religion in the greeting card aisle
now i know hallmark was right
and every pop song on the radio
is suddenly speaking to me
art may imitate life
but life imitates t.v.
'cuz you've been gone exactly two weeks
two weeks and three days
and let's just say that things look different now
different in so many ways
i used to be a superhero
no one could touch me
not even myself
you are like a phone booth
that i somehow stumbled into
and now look at me
i am just like everbody else
if i was dressed in my best defenses
would you agree to meet me for coffee
if i did my tricks with smoke and mirrors
would you still know which one was me
if i was naked and screaming
on your front lawn
would you turn on the light and come down
screaming, there's the asshole
who did this to me
stripped me of my power
stripped me down
i used to be a superhero
no one c

Stupid Shit Bout Meok a lil bit about me i guess.....lol i was bored well here we go
1. i laugh when i brush my teeth( i have an automatic toothbrush...it tickles lol)
2.i dont always use crosswalks so...dont hit me if you ever see me crosswalk!!!
3. i collect chapstick ( no idea why)
4. i dont squeeze my toothpaste from the bottom
5. i like the taste of the sticky part of envelopes
6. i write stupid shit sometimes lol obviously
7. i have a short attention spand lol u should see me with a piece of thread
8. i cant watch someone chew on a toothpick....ill gag!!!
9. i have a teddy bear named boo boo
10. i like to watch spongebob
11. i eat kool-aid packets as is
12. i hate feet including i wont eat anything that smells like them (doritos, fritos, parm cheese)
13. im allergic to mushrooms
14. i saw a ghost once
15. lol i also collect pens
there u go 15 useless facts bout me cuz i was bored lol

If You Have A Dog... Please Read ThisIf you have a dog... PLEASE read this and send it on. If you don't have a dog, please pass along to friends who do.
Written by: Laurinda Morris, DVM
Danville Veterinary Clinic
Danville , Ohio
This week I had the first case in history of raisin toxicity ever seen at MedVet. My patient was a 56-pound, 5 yr old male neutered lab mix that ate half a canister of raisins sometime between 7:30 AM and 4:30 PM on Tuesday. He started with vomiting, diarrhea and shaking about 1AM on Wednesday but the owner didn't call my emergency service until 7AM.
I had heard somewhere about raisins AND grapes causing acute Renal failure but hadn't seen any formal paper on the subject. We had her bring the dog in immediately. In the meantime, I called the ER service at MedVet, and the doctor there was like me - had heard something about it, but.... Anyway, we contacted the ASPCA National Animal Poison Control Center and they said to give I V fluids at 1 1/2 times maintenance and watch the ki

Would You?Body: 1.) How many times a day would you kiss me?
answer:
2.) Would you hold me?
answer:
3.) Would you have sex with me?
answer:
4.) Would you take me places?
answer:
5.) Would you love me?
answer:
6.) Would you lie to me?
answer:
7.) If I was sick what would you do?
answer:
8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends?
answer:
9.) Want to have a future with me?
answer:
10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them?
Answer:
11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad?
answer:
12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out?
answer:
13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends?
answer:
14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do?
answer:
15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on?
answer:
16.) Would you give me your myspace password?
answer:
17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail?
answer:
18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back?
ans

The Talented ThirdI don't even like the term "third party" as it relates to politics in the United States; historically they haven't had much of a showing beyond one or two subsequent elections. At best, they present programs denounced by the institutionalized political parties as unworkable or revolutionary in the negative sense. At worst, they're often accused of splitting the vote, guaranteeing one candidate's win by siphoning support from the opposition. The Constitution's 17th Amendment which provides for the direct election of senators (prior to its 1913 ratification, national senators were elected by their state legislatures) began as a Populist measure in the last quarter of the nineteenth century. The year before its passage, former president Theodore Roosevelt led a faction of the Republican Party in forming the Bull Moose Party which ended up splitting the vote between supporters of then-President Taft and himself, paving the way for Democrat Woodrow Wilson to win the election.
A recen

I Am A True "lady"LADIES get respect, HOES get what they deserve
LADIES get catered to, HOES gotta serve themselves
LADIES stand by they man, HOES got another one on the side
LADIES wanna make love, HOES just wanna ride
LADIES tell the truth, HOES lie all the time
LADIES are sexy classy and smart, HOES are just fine
LADIES got they own car, HOES need a oil change
LADIES shoot the target, HOES get out of range
LADIES want a husband, HOES want a thug
LADIES want success, HOES want a car wit dubbs
LADIES have children, HOES get knockd up
LADIES care for others, HOES just don't give a fuck
LADIES goes to college, HOES go to jail
LADIES appreciate this poem, HOES are mad as hell
I AM A TRUE "LADY"

Just A Little Something!HERES TO THE GUYS WHO
LOVE ME..
THE LOSERS WHO LOST ME..
&
THE LUCKY BASTARDS WHO
GET TO MEET ME!
HUGZ N` KISSES
FUCK THE FAKE BITCHES
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Us Becoming One....I feel a piece of heaven is in my life,
I found a guy I can love for life.
We been through it all, good and bad,
But there's nothing else our love can't stand
We know so much about each other,
That I now know there is no other.
I love you more and more each day,
I promise you babe, my love is here to stay.
People may talk and cross their eyes,
Cause they don't know how our love survives.
Love is something that has to grow,
But although I'm young, I already know.
I pledge my heart to no other but you,
And I pray to God he'll help me get through.
I know now finally that we are meant to be,
Because after all, we're a surviving couple, as all can see.
The days may be cold and my nights may be dark,
but that doesn't change my love for you.
And although others may say we're both just fools,
Remember you can depend on your baby boo....

People Who Ought To Be Killedparents that put leashes on there children when they are in stores or at all....there not pets fuckers they dont need leashes, sure there just little kids but come on how do u think they feel on a leash restrained to you...even if there young they know how fucking stupid it is!! you fuckers should be slowly decapitated with a dull rusty butter knife along with those idiots who put costumes on there pets!
also any one who talks on a cell phone while they are checking out at the store! i cant fucking stand those inconsidrate yuppy cock suckers! I would very much like to Dismember you all!

Time To Blow My Own Horn A BitWell i got my first progress report today it was from my first class as of now i have a 3.0 gpa which is a b average im very proud of this being as i have not gotten grades this high since 5th grade im taking my truck brake class which i hope to raise my gpa in or atleast keep it where it is.The baby is not here yet heather says hes haveing a temper tantrum because they wouldnt let him out when he wanted to come out lol.well i have to study yeah me not more later

Love Is Magic...LOVE IS LIKE MAGIC AND IT ALWAYS WILL BE, FOR LOVE STILL REMAINS LIFE'S SWEET MYSTERY! LOVE WORKS IN WAYS THAT ARE WONDROUS AND STRANGE AND THERE'S NOTHING IN LIFE THAT LOVE CANNOT CHANGE!...
LOVE CAN TRANSFORM THE MOST COMMONPLACE INTO BEAUTY AND SPLENDOR AND SWEETNESS AND GRACE!...
LOVE IS UNSELFISH, UNDERSTANDING AND KIND, FOR IT SEES WITH ITS HEART AND NOT WITH ITS MIND! LOVE IS THE ANSWER THAT EVERYONE SEEKS- LOVE IS THE LANGUAGE THAT EVERY HEART SPEAKS-...
LOVE CAN'T BE BOUGHT, IT IS PRICELESS AND FREE, LOVE LIKE PURE MAGIC IS A SWEET MYSTERY!
AND I JUST LOVE BEING IN LOVE. LOL

Beer Batter1- 12 oz can of beer
1 1/2 cups flour
1 t. paprika
1/2 t. salt
oil for frying
more flour to dredge
(I have made this recipe with chicken, shrimp, salmon, onion rings, zucchini sticks, and also mushrooms)
Pour the beer into a large mixing bowl. Sift the flour into the beer, and add salt and paprika and whisk until light and frothyâ€¦ the longer the better. Donâ€™t forget the sifting part or youâ€™ll have lumps! Heat at least two inches of oil for frying. When the oil reaches 375 it is hot enough for frying. Quickly dredge the subject in the flour, then into the beer batter, then into the oil. Be careful to quickly break apart any pieces as they can tend to stick! After about a minute or two, they will be browned, and can be flipped and have the other side browned just as long. Drain on paper towels. Serve hot with dipping sauces and lemon wedges. A garlic sauce of Mayonnaise, dash of lemon juice, and a good amount of garlic powder, makes a nice dip for onion rings. Beer batte

Brown Sugar Shortbread2 cups butter
1 cup brown sugar
1/4 teaspoon salt
4 cups of flour
Bring butter to room temperature. Preheat oven to 300 degrees. Cream the butter until it is the consistency of whipped cream. Beat in sugar. Add salt. Add flour in 4 portions (one cup at a time) mixing well after each addition. Turn out onto a floured board and pat or roll to 1/4 to 1/2 inch thick. Cut into shape desired with cookie cutter. Place on an ungreased cookies sheet and bake for about 20 minutes or until lightly browned. Keep your on eye on them, shortbread burns really fast.

How?How do I tell you how I feel about you
When
everytime i think of you my body shakes
everytime i see you my knees grow weak and
everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.
When
everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there
everytime i see you smile my heart melts and
every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.
I've tried somehow to say:
you're the sun that lights up my sky
the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day
and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high
I want so much to tell you:
that without you with me each day my day isn't complete
that since day one I've always wanted to be with you
that no matter what's going on in my life
you're the reason there's a smile on my face
and that loving you seems to be all I need to know.
But everytime I want to
the words just wont come out
to you it may sound mushy or too cute
you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed
Then to try to tell you exactly whats on

ForgivenessTo forgive
Is not to forget.
To forgive
Is really to remember
That nobody is perfect
That each of us stumbles
When we want so much to stay upright
That each of us says things
We wish we had never said
That we can all forget that love
Is more important than being right.
To forgive
Is really to remember
That we are so much more
Than our mistakes
That we are often more kind and caring,
That accepting another's flaws
Can help us accept our own.
To forgive
Is to remember
That the odds are pretty good that
We might soon need to be forgiven ourselves.
That life sometimes gives us more
Than we can handle gracefully.
To forgive
Is to remember
That we have room in our hearts to
Begin again
And again,
And again.

Sick To DeathI am sick to death of being bullshitted and betrayed. Someone who I trusted and have hetlped out several times has been sharing all my personal information with anyone who will listen. I am sick of it.
Because of one dumb bitch, I will be deleting my Fubar accoun, My yahoo account and myself. After having been betrayed and stabbed in the back for the last time, I cannot take anymore.
Just wanted my friends to know why I am no longer online....Guess it is time to return to work-aholism.
It's been a fucking slice people....See ya in hell
Jim

Dutch Oven PizzaDirections: There are no ingredients listed because this is more of an outdoor technique. I use a packaged refrigerated pizza dough that is pre-made by Pillsbury, and then I use bottled pizza sauce, cheese, and my own favorite toppings.
What a lot of people donâ€™t understand about Dutch Ovens is that you can use the lids of them to cook things, including pizza. So, you use the Dutch Oven upside down in the coals, with the bottom acting as the top in this case.
So, the main thing to think about before going out to camp is how will you remove the pizza from the lid- if the lid is buried in the coals? The best protection is to get welding gloves at the hardware store. You can have your pizza on foil in order to grab only the pizza, and you can then replace with another pizza that way if you are making a few with just the one Dutch Oven. Spray the oven lid and foils heavily with spray oil, and flour your hands to prevent sticking, before patting down the crust. You need a hot oven

Almond Crescent ShortbreadMakes approx. 7 dozen
1 cup butter
1/3 cup fruit sugar
1 1/2 to 2 cups flour
1/2 teaspoon salt
100 gram package ground almonds (approx.1/4 cup)
Put all ingredients into a bowl. Mix together with a mixer. Take by the teaspoon and shape into crescent shapes and place on an ungreased cookie sheet. Bake at 275 degrees for 15-20 minutes. They should not be brown. Roll in some fruit sugar while still warm.

Pudgie Pie (pie Iron) RecipesBasic Instructions for a Pudgie Pie Maker:
1 Place a slice of bread, butter or mayo side down, then place filling between your bread, cover with second slice of bread with butter or mayo side up, then close pudgie and secure. Grill about 3 â€“ 4 on each side for it to be nice and golden brown. The simplest Pudgie Pie would be a grilled cheese sandwich. Also these other treats can be made:
Aluma Fruit Pie: Use any canned pie filling between two piece of bread. When finished garnish with powdered sugar.
Rocky Road Treat: Spread peanut butter on the inside of two slices of bread. Add a large marshmallow and one chocolate bar square per sandwich.
French Toast: Dip 2 slices of bread into mixture of egg milk and sugar and cinnamon. Put strawberry jam in between the slices.
Cornbread: Prepare cornbread according to directions fill cavity of pudgie no more then 1/3 of the way. Bake over low heat until bread is golden brown.
Fried Potatoes: Place sliced potatoes in cooker, add butter,

Down Raterscan anyone tell me what can be done about down raters? i noticed that there r a few people that post a file of "pics" of downraters. . can u tell me how to do that?
Thank u!!
will be back to check . . .on my way out!! see ya!

Cran-maple Burbon Sauce1/3 Cup Pure Maple Syrup
2 T. Sugar
1 Â˝ Cup Cranberries
3 T. Butter
1 Â˝ t. Bourbon
Bring maple syrup and sugar to a boil in a small saucepan. Cook 3 minutes. Add cranberries and cook until burst, and begin to pop, about 6-8 min. Cut butter into 3 pieces. Remove the pan, whisk in butter, 1 piece at a time, making sure to mix it in slowly, and as one is mixed, then add another butter. Once it is mixed, Add the bourbon. Sauce can be refrigerated for up to a week.

GenieThree men - a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden and a Texan are all
working together one day.
They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it.
"I will give each on you one wish, which is three wishes in total",
says the Genie.
The Canadian says, "I am a farmer and my son will also farm. I want
the land to be forever fertile in Canada ."
POOF! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was
forever fertile for farming.
Osama was amazed, so he said, "I want a wall around Afghanistan ,
Palestine , Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Americans or Canadians
can come in our precious land."
POOF! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall
around those countries.
The Texan says, "I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall."
The Genie explains, "Well, it's about 5,000 feet high, 5oo feet thick
and completely surrounds the country. Nothing can get in or out; i

Mug Up Time Hot ChocolateBoil three quarts of water and add four small bars of plain Hershey's milk chocolate, one chocolate peppermint patty and two large cans of evaporated milk. Mix all ingredients thoroughly, then grab your mug!

Sugar Rushing T-dayWelcome my friends!
Anyone else crashing from their sugar high?
My daughter had a nice haul,
I've been munchin - hows bout youz?
lol
Todays comment
(ugh)
I didnt catch a broken link,
so some of you may have recieved
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kisses
Sorry
you'll see the right result below!
or
here
(on black background)
Click here
Well, I've got candy bags to raid & walls to bounce off of ...
I hope this finds you candy high, and crash free!
'Catch' ya in the funny pappers!
with and little extra added explosion!:P Greg 8-p

Those Born 1920-1979TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!!
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant.
They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.
Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints.
We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors, or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking.
As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts, or air bags.
Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.
We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.
We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this.
We ate cupcakes, white bread, and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar,

LighthouseYou stand so tall and mighty...
The thunderous waves pounding you time and
time again. Your walls so high
and powerful, nothing breaks
your well build framework.
You give light to those who seek it,
hope where there was none.
No one thinks about the erosion process
taking place, about your beautiful
strength being disrobed,
your window of light dimming to
a flicker, and hope all but gone.
I stand at your window looking out,
to a valley of my making. I too
have build walls so strong and true,
protection from my world, pounding
hurts and memories.
I once was strong and now I am weak.
I feel disrobed with shame.
My light a breath away from out,
hope all but gone.
I walk my warm sandy beaches, seeking and
hoping for your lovely walls to be restored.
You window of light bright once again,
giving hope to those who seek it.
I wish to feel the wild cool breeze caressing
my freckled skin. Hear the silent cry of
laughter as the waves roll-in, and hear
t

Pumpkin SeedsCooking a Pumpkin
- On a large counter or floor covered with newspaper, slice the pumpkin in
half.
- Scoop out the seeds and soak them in a large bowl of salt water.
- Throw the rest of the pulp into your compost bin.
- Place pumpkin cut side down on a cookie sheet.
- Bake at 375Âş for approximately one hour or until skin is easily punctured
with a meat fork.
- Scoop flesh from skin and puree in food processor or blender.
- Put colander in sink with a thin dish towel or linen sheet scrap.
- Ladle pumpkin into your lined colander and let drain or squeeze towel to
remove excess water.
Use in cooked pumpkin in recipes right away or freeze in zippered bags for
use throughout the year.
Annette takes one day to cook and process all the pumpkins gathered in the
fall. The pumpkin is frozen and used for her Christmas Pumpkin Bread recipe.
Pumpkins Seeds
- Soak in salt water overnight. (1 cup salt to 4 qts water)
- Bake on cookie sheets at 350Âş turning once.
- Cook approxi

Folk RemediesSource: Folk Remedies For Common Ailments
By: Anne McIntyre
~Clove: In Elizabethan days, pomanders were made by studding oranges with cloves and letting them dry out. They were then hung from ribbons in wardrobes for their wonderful aroma and to repel moths, and carried about to counteract bad odors and disease-carrying germs.
~Carrot: Carrots have been used as a remedy for tuberculosis, scrofula, bronchitis, and pneumonia. A decoction of carrot seeds was taken for dysentery.
~ A vital Russian folk remedy was fresh carrot juice with honey and a little water. It was taken daily by the tablespoonful to cure colds and coughs and to ward off wintertime respiratory ailments.
~ Carrots are said to regulate women's menstrual flow and enhance milk production.
~Olive Oil: An enema of warm olive oil was a common remedy to relieve consumption, as it helps to break up the feces.
~ A traditional remedy for a sluggish liver and gall bladder problems was a tablespoonful of cold pr

Help Me Out!I missed my VIP so much that I was searching for a way to get one, I almost even pimped out pics of my feet for one, but, the awesome tattooed marine let me in his giveaway!!!
Go here to help me out!!!

So-called "rules" . . .I really have to rant about this. More out of amusement than annoyance. I've come across a lot of websites where the purpose is SUPPOSED to be (notice, I said "supposed to be") making friends (or connecting with them) – i.e. Fubar, MySpace, Facebook, OkCupid (which is also a dating site), VampireFreaks, and more . . .
And a lot of people on these sites have fairly open, and . . . 'adult' profiles. By which I mean NSFW (or adult, or anything of a sexual nature) pictures; blogs about sex or sexual encounters; "I'm a Bitch and Proud of it!" tags all over the profile; "Sex Addict" tags; "Nympho" tags; and on and on. Or, they have profile names such as "Hot Momma", "ShortNSexy", "LuvMasheen", and on and on with the names . . .
And then, these SAME people feel the need to post a list of RULES for their profile, telling you what you can and cannot do:
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"If you decide to contact me after reading my profile, you had BETTER show me some respect, and treat me with respect

Double Lemon BarsDouble Lemon Bars
1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, room temperature
2/3 cup powdered sugar
2 1/4 cups flour
2 cups sugar
4 large eggs
7 tbsp fresh lemon juice with pulp
1/4 cup finely grated lemon peel (peel from about 6 large peels)
1 tsp baking powder
Preheat oven to 350 F. Using electric mixer, beat the butter in a large bowl until fluffy. Beat in 2/3 cup powdered sugar. Add two cups flour, 1 cup at a time, beating until moist clumps form. Using the back of a fork, press dough over the bottom of a nonstick 13 x 9 inch metal baking dish. Bake crust until light golden, about 20 minutes. Meanwhile, beat two cups sugar and the eggs in a medium bowl until blended. Beat in the fresh lemon juice with the pulp, the lemon peel, and the baking powder. Beat in the remaining 1/4 cup all purpose flour for the filling. Pour the lemon filling over the hot crust. Bake until the filling is set in the center and begins to brown on the top, about 20 minutes. Transfer the pan to

Mom's Applesauce PancakesMom's Applesauce Pancakes
Serve with maple syrup or apple butter."
2 cups dry pancake mix
1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
2 eggs
1 cup applesauce
1 teaspoon lemon juice
1/2 cup milk
In a large bowl, stir together pancake mix and cinnamon. Make a well in the center of the pancake mix. Add the eggs, applesauce, lemon juice and milk; stir until smooth. Heat a lightly oiled griddle or frying pan over medium high heat. Pour or scoop the batter onto the griddle, using approximately 1/4 cup for each pancake. Brown on both sides and serve hot.

Could Anyone Help Me Please?I want a T-Mobile Sidekick III or the Sidekick ID...IF anyone has one they aren't using, or know someone who does, I'll be willing to pay for it. I'm looking to spend NO more than $150.00, hopefully less. I'll even trade. I have a few different T-Mobile phones. But the Sidekick is my PASSION! I want one SOOOOOO BAD! Please let me know!

The Great Pumpkin BreadThe Great Pumpkin Bread
4 oz. pkg. of cream cheese
1/4 cup butter or margarine
1-1/4 cups white. sugar
2 eggs
1 cup canned pumpkin
1 3/4 cup flour
1 teaspoon soda
1/4 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon cinnamon
1/4 teaspoon ground cloves
1/2 cup chopped pecans or walnuts ( optional)
Put softened cheese, butter and sugar in mixing bowl . Cream together well. Beat in eggs one at a time until well blended. Mix in pumpkin. In a small bowl mix combine the flour and spices and salt and soda and baking powder and nuts if you use them, and stir with a fork or whisk to blend. Pour over liquid batter and stir just till moistened. Do Not Beat !!! will make the bread TOUGH. Pour into a greased 9X5X3 inch loaf pan and bake in a 350 Âş oven for 60 to 70 minutes. Test the bread in the center to make sure the tester comes out clean. Cool in pan for 10 minutes before removing to rack to cool completely.

Cheese Grilled Ling CodCheese Grilled Ling Cod
Ingredients
4 fish steaks or fillets (1 1/2 lb)
1/2 small onion, skinned and grated
4 oz of cheese, grated
2 oz. butter
1 tsp dry mustard
salt and pepper
2 tomatoes, sliced
1. Wash, wipe and trim the fish steaks and remove the centre bones with a sharp-pointed knife.
2. Mix the remaining ingredients (except the tomatoes) until well blended.
3. Place the steaks on the grill rack and grill under a medium heat for about 5 minutes, turn them and grill for another 3 minutes.
4. Spread the cheese mixture over the fish and lay 1 or 2 slices of tomato on each steak.
5. Grill for a final 3-5 minutes, until the cheese topping is golden and the tomatoes are cooked.

Guestbookto all my friends who would like me to sign their guestbook I would be happy to,I'm just not to sure of which photo to add,if you look threw my photos and let me know which you prefer I would get it done,thanks ,love you all

Miranda Lambert's "kerosene"Just when you think that relationships can't be conbustable!
Miranda LambertKeroseneMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My WordsA poem,
A conjunction of passionate, emotional words
Mixed together in a forthcoming, confused format,
Only to the eyes of the Reader...
For the Poet, it is revealing their Life.
Their thoughts,
Emotions, Dreams, Hardships, Experiences, and Hopes.
Without Poetry, to all Poets' that are accomplished, or should be,
Makes my World turn, and brings Inspiration to my Dreams.
Desperately wanting to be an accomplished Poet,
Desperately wanting to be a Good Daughter, and Solified Older Sister,
Desperately wishing the one I Love would appreciate my Devotion to him...
The Gratitude, and Respect for those who have enough Aspirations to write, whether the writing is good or just to unwind,
To write their Intimate and Passionate experiences, and Hardships-
Has provided me with more Insight to the World of Literacy and Appreciation, to Empower my Faith that I can write Good Poetry.
To all Poets' and those who are struggling, provides my Predestined Faith to believe that

Changing My Self-imageGod sees me as strong and corageous, as a woman of great honor and valor. Even whenI do not feel it at times about myslef God still sees me this way.
God loves to use ordinary people just like me, faults and all, to do extraordinary things. otice I said extraordinary! He expects me to live VICTORIOUSLY! He is not pleased when I mope around wiht a "poor me" attitude and a "weak worm of the dust" mentality. When I do that, I am allowing my self-image to be shaped by nonbibilical concepts that area contrary to God's opinion of me!
I need to be aware of associating with or adopting the attitudes of people who, throough their negaative outlook and lack of self-esteem, will rob you of the greatness that God has for me.
The grasshopper mentality says, "I'll never make it in life. My dreams will never come ot pass. My marriage is broken; I'm to far in debt. I'll never get out of the hole that I'm in.
I must learn to cast down these negative thoughts and begin to see myse

Done W/ FubarYeah its too much for me right now..
i guess message me ur sn or something if u want to keep in touch.
love u guys!

RatingFor anyone who wants to read this.
I would like to express my thoughts about ratings. I dont downrate anyone. I would appreciate it if anyone who visits my page to please not downrate me. If you rate me, I will be happy to rate you. I dont make it a habit to rate the guys. No real reason, just prefer to look at all of the lovely ladies on here. Sorry guys! But if you rate me and I see it, I will be happy to return the favor.
Well thats it, just some random rambling!!!
Have fun all.....

"my Wish" By Rascal FlatsAndrew... if you ever doubted my love and/or friendship, you have no reason to at all. This song tells you how I feel about you in that regards. I will always be there for you... FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!
Rascal FlattsMy WishMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com!!

Jeff Foxworthy On Illinois:If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Illinois.
If someone in a store offers you assistance & they don't work there, you might live in Illinois.
If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Illinois .
If you have ever worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you might live in Illinois.
If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might live in Illinois.
If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you might live in Illinois.
YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE Illinoisan WHEN:
1. Vacation means going north or south on I-55 for the weekend.
2. You measure distance in hours.
3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once.
4. You often switch from heat to AC in the same day and back again.
5. You drive 65 mph through a raging blizzard, without flinching.
6. You see people wearing camouflage at social events (inclu

I'm Sorry/>i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. I'm sorry I'm not all skin and bonesbut most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would

Friendship And SorrowOnly a heart having broken into, can shed a tear and feel it cut through grieved and laden, my heart at my feet, my friend has been taken no more to compete.
Will the laughter of spring once more arise? Will ever I smile or see with my eyes, the joy abounding the clear blue skies? Life is a sweet fulfillment to bear, I'll go on alone I know not where.
Spring and summer will meet one day, I feel my lost friend would heartily say:
"Life is a joy, give it your most, for I have gone to a greater Host."
As I travel on my heart amiss, my friend you know not the emptiness. Life goes on, each day a bit brighter, the hurt is dulling, growing lighter. Memories of you, recalled in my head, a friend such as you will never be dead. You've left me dear friend tho' I'll think every day, the hapiness you brought in passing my way.
Though tragedy and sorrow came my way, you stood there beside me each step of the day. I'll strive on, as I flounder each sunrise I see, to be the person you want

Letting GoYou put me down, you hurt me and expect that Ill be just fine
You like me, you hate me just please make up your mind
You used to be my everything, you used to be my friend
But we are no longer, because our friendship Im going to end
I know letting go isnt easy, I know because Ive tried
I know holding back tears is impossible, I know because Ive cried
I know goodbyes are forever, that when you say it you cant go back
I know that it hurts a lot, because Ive been under that attack
Whenever someone asks me I tell them Im ok and that Ill be alright
When really my tears are working against me, and Im trying my best to put up a fight
Its all over for you, and all that we used to be
Until you can understand all of what you are doing to me
You like me, you hate me, do you still not know?
Well you took too long to answer, so now Im letting go

SickJust letting you all know I got home from the doctors, I found out I'm sick with diabetic with diabetes, so please keep me in your prayers, I don't want no bullshit, being picked on or antyhing like that because I don't need that especially when I'm sick, thank you. Keep me in your prayers, love you all friends & family.

Please! Could Use Some Help!Hey Everyone!
I’m in a contest where the first 5 people to reach 17,000 comments will win a 7 day Blast or a 30 day VIP. So I would really appreciate any comments you can give to this pic…
If a bunch of you add a few we’ll reach it really fast! And while you are at it, check out the host, Dawn. She’s a wonderful person!
Thanks!
Timmy

BlogingI remember when I first started blogging here. I was "new". I started browsing, was impressed at how Fu was NOT the next Myspace.
Soon after I found inspiration in a random drive-by here on fu. I don't know if I was just lucky that day but finding the fu "user" Exir changed my whole blogging experience, literally.
A new niche in online blogging soon made it into my normal daily routine. I blogged and blogged, re-designed, conformed.
After a year I found myself slowly digressing into the blahs of fubar changes". I really believe it did start with the removal of java use. For myself, what made stand apart from the rest was the freedom it offered. In time that freedom was slowly stripped away leaving many long time bloggers here with very little options for self expression. Allthough many found unique ways around these changes, I still believe it was a hard slap to our intelligence to substitute our freedoms of expression with the likes of "widgets" that ap

MePLEASE COME BOMB MY PIC, I AM IN A CONTEST AND I NEED ALL YM FRIENDS TO HELP ME WIN PLEASE...HUGS
CLICK ON MY PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO IT

Halloween Was Kind A Okay.Well yesterday on Halloween was kind a of bit okay.A bit better then last year thou.I didn't get to dress or go to a party like i always used to do.I just stayed home,and watch horror fest movies.I was kind a haveing a sucky day thou,but my bro just came and bought me a diet coke,and some Doritos to enjoy the movies.He got himself a six pack of bud light thou.Well i don't have friends,and my ex-girlfriend well i send her a text message wishing her happy Halloween,but she never return the message thou.what a bitch,oh well you can't please everyone.like about 10:30 p.m. my bro. went to the store and got me a bottle of Smirnoff,and got himself another six packs of beer.You know me and my bro could never get along during our past days.We would alway get into argument and get into a brawl fight.Yesterday on Halloween i had some beers with my bro and watch Planet Terror,it got okay.Since my mom past away we both haven't gotten into a brawl together.Anyways what does piss me off is that none

Re: Framing The Truth Movement As TerroristsRE: Framing The Truth Movement As Terrorists
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 01 Nov 2007, 12:49
Framing The Truth Movement As Terrorists A disturbing trend has emerged amongst establishment "news" hacks who are raising the same talking point ad infinitum, dubbing the global truth movement as "anarchists" and violent individuals who may be aiding terrorists, and praying for another attack in America so they can blame peaceful activists who are consistently putting the Neo-Cons to shame. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/011107_framing_terrorists.htm

Meaningi posted a mumm earlier and i think some of you took it the wrong way. i am not saying that i think people should post more of themselves, as in bodywise, i'm saying less of the abundant head shots. its just my opinion and i mean offense to no one. but be clear i did not write that mumm with perversion in mind. i just find it hard to believe that people cannot find pictures that represent who they are, what they do, or what makes them who they really are. i realize that some people are not comfortable with themselves showing more than their face. but everyone see's something almost daily that makes them say to themselves, hey thats cool, thats the stuff i wanna see. but thats just me. anyone can surf around here and find cool graphics and funny cartoons, but how about some real life stuff. sorry if i offended anyone it was unintentional.

New Vampy PicsOkies I think all my new pictures are up now. wee!
Hope everyone had a Happy Halloween!
btw If you want me to leave some love on your page let me know

I'd Be Peeused TooA Redneck buys a ticket and wins the lottery. He goes to Austin to claim it and the man verifies his ticket number. The Redneck says, “I want my $20 million.”
The man replied, “No, sir. It doesn’t work that way. We give you a million today and then you’ll get the rest spread out for the next 19 years.”
The Redneck said, “Oh, no. I want all my money right now! I won it and I want it.”
Again, the man explain that he would only get a million that day and the rest during the next 19 years.
The Redneck, furious with the man, screams out, “Look, I want my money! If you’re not going to give me my $20 million right now, then I want my dollar back!”

This A Nice Story.Sam has been in the computer business for 25 years and is finally sick of the stress. He quits his job and buys 50 acres of land in Alabama to be as far away from humanity as possible.
Sam sees the mailman once a week and gets groceries once a month. Otherwise, it’s total peace and quiet.
After 6 months or so of almost total isolation, he’s finishing dinner one day when someone knocks on his door. He opens it and there is a big, bearded man standing there. “Name’s Enoch… Your neighbor from four miles over the ridge… Having a party Saturday… Thought you’d like to come.”
“Great,” says Sam, “after 6 months of this I’m ready to meet some local folks. Thank you.”
As Enoch is leaving he stops, “Gotta warn you there’s gonna be some drinking.” “Not a problem… After 25 years in the computer business, I can drink with the best of ‘em.”
Again, as he starts to leave, Enoch stops. “More ‘n’ likely gonna be some fightin’ too.” Damn, Sam thinks… Tough crowd. “Well, I get along with peo

Thu Perfict Cuple!An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the responsibility to marry an extraordinarily beautiful woman, so they could produce gorgeous children beyond compare. With that in mind he set out on a mission to find the perfect woman.
Shortly thereafter he met a Redneck who had three stunning, gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. So he explained his mission to the Redneck and asked for permission to marry one of them.
“Well,” the Redneck replied, “they’re all lookin’ to get married, so you came to the right place. Why don’t you look ‘em over and pick the one you want?”
The man was ecstatic, and decided to take each one out to dinner to size them all up. The first night he dated the first daughter. The next day the Redneck asked for the man’s opinion.
“Well,” said the man, “she’s just a wee bit - not that you can hardly notice - pigeon-toed.”
The Redneck nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls; so the man went out with the second daug

I Gave Myself To HimI gave myself to him
And took himself for pay.
The solemn contract of a life
Was ratified this way.
The value might disappoint
Myself a poorer prove
Than this my purchaser suspect
The daily own of love.
Depreciates the sight
But, 'til the merchant buy,
Still fabled, in the isles of spice
The subtle cargoes lie.
At least, "tis mutual risk"
(Some found it mutual gain)
Sweet debt of life--each night to owe,
Insolvent every noon!
Author: Emily Dickinson

Desert IslandIf you were going to be placed on a desert island for 10 years...and you could only take 3 things...what would you take and why?
Me personally...I would take a copy of The Odyssey by Homer, pictures of Pam Anderson's boobs and as large a container of hand lotion as I could get.
What about you?

How They All Begin....All Fairytales involve a Handsome Prince, a Gorgeous Princess, a Twisted spell and a long heartwrenching journey of discovery before true love brings them together. Remember, not all frogs are Handsome Princes and not all Handsome Princes are kind and caring.
Stories have a way of twisting in on themselves depending on the teller.
Close your eyes, lay down your head and imagine along.........
Once upon a time, a long time ago in a beautiful land long since forgotten, there was a King, so loved by all the people that peace was held for many years.
Taxes were never raised, crime did not exsist and no one was ever left hungry.
One bright and glorious morning the King and his Queen anounced the coming birth of their first child. All the Kingdom rejoiced in this news and word was sent both far and wide.....
pay close watch and more will come soon, lol....

Which One Fits MeWhat Crystal Means
C is for Charismatic
R is for Refreshing
Y is for Yummy
S is for Striking
T is for Tender
A is for Alert
L is for Luxurious
C is for Casual
R is for Responsible
Y is for Young
S is for Sporty
T is for Tempting
A is for Altruistic
L is for Likeable
C is for Casual
R is for Radiant
Y is for Young
S is for Special
T is for Trendy
A is for Articulate
L is for Lucky
C is for Cynical
R is for Radiant
Y is for Yummy
S is for Striking
T is for Trustworthy
A is for Amazing
L is for Logical
Now you tell me which one fits me

Help A Girl Out?Alright my little bug a boo's! My friend here has been trying to level FOREVER! If you're looking for someone to rate please consider swinging by & spanking her! She's good to return the luv too! Do let me know if you swing by so I can show my gratitude!
~Amaris ~ Club F.A.R ~Honorary Shea~Unwanted~@ fubar
~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Hallmark Cards - Outside N Inside ....1. I always wanted to have someone, someone to love. And now that you've come into my life...
(Inside card) - I've changed my mind.
2. I must admit, you brought religion into my life...
(Inside card) - I never believed in Hell until I met you.
3. As the days go by, I think how lucky I am....
(Inside card) - That you're not here to ruin it for me ..
4. Congratulations on your promotion. Before you go....
(Inside card) - Will you take the knife from my back? You'll probably need it again.
5. Happy Birthday! You look great for your age....
(Inside card) - Almost lifelike!
6. When we were together, you said you'd die for me...
(Inside card) - Now we've broken up, I think it's time to keep your promise.
7. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy....
(Inside card) - Did you ever find out who the father was?
8. Your friends and I wanted to do something special for your birthday...
(Inside card) - So we're

Yesterday And TodayI didn't do much today, wen tot bed at almost 5am, got up at 1:30pm LOL
Did some cleaning, made dinner, now just relaxing online.
Yesterday I was with Mikey all day, we went to one mall, then went for lunch to Tony Roma's what I had wasn't all that tasteful, but Itook it home and finished the rest. Then we went back to the mall hung around there,t hen took the bus to a different mall in my area of the city, took us a 2 hour bus ride LOL
we were both falling asleep but I tried to talk to himt o keep him up LOL, when we got to the mall I was soo happy to get on my feet and walk LOL my ass was getting sore and numb. So we then went to dollarama, bought some shit there, then I went to get my nails redone, a fillw hich was $25 YIKES! Then we went to Radio Shack, or Source.
He was looking at a video camera and I saw a mirco SD memory card for my razr for 20.00 it has 512 or 518 MB. Which is fine for me. But I am happy I have one now, and it's sooo tiny LOL.
I can't believe i

If I KnewIf I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.
There will always be another day
to say our "I love you's,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So always hold them dear.
Take time to

Last Kissso here is the colorform(tm) cut out of my head today. i was very drunk lastnight and it may be that I drunk dialed a fubar friend! so being as I don't make the best choices when hung over, I dosed myself with the usual meds (NON OTC) and decided to watch a movie that has been in my vast collection for awhile now "the last kiss" and while this movie suggests that the institution of marriage is disposable. it has a very well scripted point. The entire conversation between Michael and Jenna's father on the front porch is amazing. this movies made me feel the entire rang of emotions in the short time of this film.....maybe cuz my last relationship eneded with me under a doctors care, lol. Am I sharing too much? anyhow i have a short shift today before I start my rotation again in the AM, gotta love those 24hr shifts.....
If I was to die, how would I be remembered? god I need a nap. later.

How The Artwork For Scarybirds Came To BeI managed Stu Smith the artist to update his site with current stuff and hes wrote a brief description of how the artwork happened, which is fun to read
here is a link to the page they on click Scarybirds On how it came to pass

Love Much Care!!will.i would like to talk.for anybody wants like us for we knows!!and something new in my life..

A Bit About MeHey everyone! My name is Steph and I am in the US.
I am married so everyone be nice lol!
I will do my profile as soon as I figure this thing out so please be patient. Thank you!
Steph

Dead!!!!Ok, that is dead now. Now where is that fucking Osama bend ovein???? NEXT!!!!

Who Do I Think I AmI need to develop a healthy self-image. I need ot base my self-image on what God'sWord says about me, rather than on false, fickle standards such as what neighbourhood I live in, the style of car I drive, or the opinions of power-lunch groups. The truth is, I will never rise above the image I have of have of myself in my own mind.
My self-image is not a physical part of my body. It is more a subconscious "governor" that controls my actions and performance. It functions similar tothe cruise control on an automobile.
God wants me to have a healthy, positive self-image, to see myeslf as pricelss treasure. He wants me to feel good about myself. God knows I am not perfect, that I have faults and weaknesses; that I make mistakes. Butthe good news is, God loves me anyway!
God loves me unconditionally. His love for me is based on what I am, not on what I do. Thank God!
God sees me as a champion! He beleives in me even more than I beleive in myself!
He regard

FightMy mom just stopped.
I told her how I felt like shit today, fell down the steps, then had a tooth puttled.
Then she starts to tell me how I should go see some sort of debt consolidation type place. I was sitting there shaking my head. She says.. why you shaking your head.. I said because I'm not doing it. She says why not.. I say because they'll want me to keep track of every little penny I spend for the next 3 months to come up with some sort of budget. She says yeah? So? I said I'm not doing it.. I don't have the patience to deal with it. She starts going on.. I said mom .. I'm NOT in the mood.. and shit escalated from there and BLAAAAAAAAAAM .. she left after I told her to just go home!
FuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuKK
*oh and edit to add.. yeah I'm sitting here majorly stressed freakin out and bawlin like a freakin baby !!

Today Not A Good Daytoday i had a mumm posted about me. It was all drama, all BS and it really pissed me off. i lost it and really gave the person who posted a peice of my mind. anyways i lost a friend today which always sucks. so today is not a good day. also my mouth is killing me

Fly'sHouse is almost 2800 sq ft. There is one Fly in the house. Why in the Fuck does it HAVE to be in my fucking face?!!!! Looks like something in this house is going to die very soon, I will keep you posted.

Diamond Rio's "i Believe"To: Andrew "Resident Rattlesnake" Potter
This is how I truly feel about you! I will love you forever and always.... XOXOXOX
Diamond RioI BelieveMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

No Condom!you must play
or a horny clown will appear by your bed
with a knife and will rape you then peel off all your skin alive.
The only way to save your life
is to pick the condom that
represents your love life.
Oh, by the way,
do not ignore this
because if you do,
He will come at the time of 1:00 A.M.(Yes, that is in the morning.)
and Kill you painfully.
He has a blue penis that is infected with maggots and dead lice.
Clear Condom:
Just broke up with someone, or they broke up with you,
but still have feelings for them.
Blue Condom:
Just confused & sick & tired of your life (just want to die).
Orange Condom:
Taken and about to break up.
Pink Condom:
Single and just having fun
Green Condom:
Taken & in love with the person.
Teal Condom:
Taken and confused about what's going wrong with your relationship
Yellow Condom:
In Love
Red Condom:
I'm a ninja turtle
Tye-dye Condom:
Just taken... and confused ?? about stuff
Black Condom:
Single and

Color Or Colour?? Lmao!Oh, I see my favorite Fubar psycho is doing the Happy Hour, oh joy! haha
Well, yesterday was eventful. I took my son to go take his written drivers test yesterday to get his permit to start driving with a trainer and us. He has to have 3 lesson's with a professional. Not sure how professional they are but...we have to pay $89.00 for each lesson. Luckily I already paid everything up front.
He passed his test this time. Congratulations! I think the questions on the test are so stupid. Why do they feel the need to put trick questions on the test??
So I let him drive the car yesterday after he got it. He did pretty good. The only thing is he takes corners too fast. His first professional lesson is tomorrow night. He will drive 2 hours with them tomorrow. I know he isn't excited about driving my Honda but at least it is a car!
Both boys went out trick or treating last night with their friends. First time Peter didn't take Christopher. I bought a lot of candy to

Prayer For Struggling FinanciallyFather, I thank You that You're causing me to be
at the right place at teh right time. You are
bringing wonderful financial opportunities my
way.
If I start living withthe attitude of faith, like the saints of old, before long God's favor is going to show up, and that situation WILL turn around to my benefit.

Walking On AirTheres a little creepy house in a little creepy place. Little creepy town in a little creepy world. Little creepy girl with her little creepy face, saying funny things that you've never heard. Do you know what it's all about? Are you brave enough to figure out? Know that you could set your world on fire, if you're strong enough to leave your doubts. Feel it, breathe it, believe it and you'll be walking on air. Go try, go fly so high and you'll be walking on air. You feel this, unless you kill it - go on and you're forgiven. I knew, that i could feel that - i feel like im walking on air. She has a little creepy cat and little creepy bat. Little rocking chair and an old blue hat. That little creepy girl - oh she loves to sing, she has a little gift - an amazing thing. With her little funny eyes of hazel, with her little funny old blue hat. She will go and set the world on fire - no one ever thougt she could do that.

My NovelYou should really check out nanowrimo.org!
I'm writing a novel as well.
Not gotten far but I have 30 days! Let's see if I can make it

Canceling My AccountOk friends & family. I am seriously thinking of deleting my account. This site is getting boring and every time I send a e-mail out. Nobody responds back.

Sick And Tired Of Being...sick!I can't breathe.
My nose...one side is stopped up and the other is just running. Running away.
I sneeze every 2 and a half minutes.
I cough every 10.
My head feels like someone took it off my body and played soccer with it for a while. Was it fun?
I'm freezing to death here at work even though I'm dressed well and the heater is on, however, I have a little fan on to provide me with air in front of my face so I can continue breathing on my own!
We are an oxygen provider...if this keeps up I'll be tempted to grab me a tank and some cannulas and do it that way.
My face hurts. My right cheek is bright red and raw from wiping/rubbing/blowing my nose...
My ear hurts from blowing my nose.
I HATE being sick!
It's been a fun day though. :)

Prayer For Being MistreatedFather, I thank You that Your favor is coming on
me in a new way, and it's going to turn this
situation around. It's going to cause these
people to start treating me well.

MoodyThe people you see every day -- fellow students, coworkers, family -- could be more difficult than usual. It's not that they're especially moody, but they may be more resistant to playing along with the group.
MY horoscope today hahahaha how appropriate...

For My Dearest Friend, Greg, Love You!You're...
My friend,
My companion,
Through good times and bad,
My friend,
My buddy,
Through happy and sad,
Beside me you stand,
Beside me you walk,
You're there to listen,
You're there to talk,
With happiness,
With smiles,
With pain and tears,
I know you'll be there, throughout the years!

Send My CrawlIf you see my Crawl at the Top, Plz somehow send it to me. I have never seen my own Crawl(Scolling) at the Top.

Surgeryhey everyone,
just an update on sugery, surgery was yesterday,and its still to early to tell how good it was or wasn't. so we shall see just what there is too it, i will kepp everyone informed. love to everyone
lyle

Nsfw Arena #1So since them mumms have changed and nsfw pics can't get posted until i can think of something for us to do I'll use my blog. So ill use this one in a mumm format cause im shooting from the hip.
Ladies do like to be fucked like this?
a.)
Or like this?
b.)

DebtsKind of a touchy subject for me, but I feel the need to rant about this. When I was a kid, I didn’t have much money. My family was by no means poor, just my dad never gave me an allowance… and was very unwilling to buy us toys. He was one of those grizzled father’s that believed that we should take care of our toys we had, get a job to buy them, and the business better be on top of a hill covered in a constant blizzard that you had to walk uphill both ways to get there and home… blah blah blah.
So when I got money, I was hesitant to spend it. I went a bit crazy during my teens at the arcade, but I got over it. When I finally I got a job, I didn’t understand the value of a dollar. I never really saved my money, mainly because that value wasn’t instilled into me (thanks dad). I never had a piggy bank. I never had a savings account. There was no basis for saving instilled into me.
But as I got older, realizing I was broke all the time sucked… and I started to put a little bit away (

Claliming God's Favor!When I quit living in the poor me attitude and start living in theI have the Favor of God, attitude, God's blessings are going to chase me down and overtake me. I wont be able, or want to, out run all the good things God as in store for me.
I need to learn to speak God's favor over every area of my life.
You might say that sounds great, but you don't know my luck. You don't know the mistakes I've made. I've done a lot of things wrong. I can't imagine God ever wanting to bless me like that." And you're right, it won't ever happen-unless you change your thinking. We all have made mistakes and have had to ask for forgivieness.
Hope to the end for the divine favor that is coming to me. I can't give up! I have to keep on believing, expecting, declaring. Keep living favor-minded, and God promises that good things will come to me!
I need to remember to never give up on God. If I hope to the end, divine favor will come!

A Cocoon StoryCocoon
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.
So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.
Neither happened! gIn fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.
What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the

Wwe Recap, Talent Exchange, Cyber SundayWelcome to this edition of Bethea's Byte. As of this writing we are just a mere 48 hours (give or take) from "A WWE Fan's Dream Come True," Cyber Sunday. In this edition, I will rundown the entire card with your choices. You, the WWE Fan Nation will have the 48 hours that is left before Cyber Sunday to get your vote out. I can't stress this enough but you have the power in your hands. YOU ARE THE GENERAL MANAGER OF RAW, SMACKDOWN and ECW! Also this week in the results section, I will have the result of a match that was shown exclusively on WWE.com. I will discuss the SmackDown-ECW talent trade-off in "What Bugs Me" and when WWE.com gets their 3-Count for Cyber Sunday, it will be added here. Now, here are this week's results!
WWE MATCH RESULTS
Paul London, Brian Kendrick and Mickie James def. Melina and World Tag Team Champions Lance Cade & Trevor Murdoch
Cody Rhodes def. Shelton Benjamin
DH Smith def. Carlito
Hornswoggle vs. Umaga was ruled a No Contest
Ron Simmons def.

Here We Go Guys Heres Another Good Contest..Ok Everyone, time for my second contest. Send me the link to your pics with your best smile or snarl. Either one will work, lol. Now for the rules.
1. No NSFW pics or comments.
2. No one under a level 4 will be allowed to comment. I will be monitoring the contest and it will be up to you to make sure no one level 3 or under is commenting.
3. Rates count as 1 comment, doesn’t matter if it is a 10 or a 1, counts the same.
4. NO DRAMA, anyone that starts any drama will be removed from the contest.
5. No member of the Night Walkers may enter or comment.
Now for the good part, the prizes:
First prize is a 30 day blast
Second prize is a week blast or a month VIP
Third prize is a 3 day blast.
Fourth prize is a 1 day blast.
I would like to start next Thursday, Nov.8 and run one week.
The start time will be at 6:00 PM Fubar time.
The start date will be flexible due to the amount of contestants I get by then.
I will send all contestants the link about an hour before the

Random Thoughttime went by quickly, leaving nothing but scrapes of the past... i stand alone bruised and battered, with my head held high looking at the heavens thinking i need to survive, and move forward

Why I Am Hating LifeLast night on halloween the worst thing happen to me and my bestfriend...We were coming back from trick or treat on the way home...this guy in front us was messing around and was drunk or on drugs one of the two.....Well we had two kids in the car and my bestfriend got mad.. so when we stopped dude started yelling out the window bitches this bitches this....we yelled out the car we have kids back her stop doin that.....He said fuck your kids, well my bestfriend was so mad she got out of the car and approached his car and said we have kids stop....he said fuck ur kid bitch and grabbed her sweater and yank her in his car as he is hittin her in the face....me and her girlfriend ran up on the car and started hitting him and tryin to pull her out of his car...well in the struggle to get her loose he acceralates and drags my bestfriend and her girlfriend 20 fts with his car....she hit the pavement so hard.....over 20 people witness this...cops are telling us they can't find the car......i sp

DotsWELL WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW ME DO A PIMPOUT? HA.. ITS BEEN A LONG LONG LONG TIME, BUT I NEEDED TO DO THIS. MET THIS AWSOME GIRL YESTURDAY, AND IVE DECIDED THAT YOU NEED TO KNOW HER TOO IF YOU DONT ALREADY. SO GO SHOW NICOLE LOTS OF LOVE YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IT!!
-{Dots}- The Beautiful Disappointment@ fubar
BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY:
Drunk1@ fubar
FINE PRINT: ive been gone so long, there seems to be no drama to report on...hmmmm.. wow.. thats amazing

Are People Crazy?I remember alot of what people tell me . To the point that they don't remeber. I also thin the ones that can't remeber are lying in the first place. Witch i would hate them in the firs t place and they need to go kill there self as well. I hate liers. and decievers. Yeah we all do it . but don't do it purpsoely you its not right and not funny.

AssholeI have had to keep moving pics from folder to folder over and over because of some "asshole" marking my pics nsfw..The pics that are being marked are absolutely ridiculous...the one of my t-shirt (he looked good online ( give me a damn break), the one of the woman with the rose between her breast (that i had as a background for a month), the hillbilly gaschamber... come on this is too f**ckin much, I realize I have some risky pics and I put them in thier proper place.. this is an adult site or am I mistaken..HMMMM?!?! I would like to have some input if I could please and sorry everyone I just had to vent GRRRRRR!!!!

I Got Stopped For Speeding...I got stopped for speeding the other day.
I thought I could talk my way out of it, until the COP saw my dog in the back seat.

Wwe Recap Cyber Sunday Votes And PredictionsLadies and gentlemen welcome to this special Cyber Sunday edition of Bethea's Byte. Normally, I would be giving you everything from recaps, to my commentary as far as "What Bugs Me", "Killing the Legend Killer" and letting you fans know What to Watch For. The only thing that will be normal about this column will be the recaps. After that point, I will not only run down the entire Cyber Sunday card, but just to show you how much power we have for this event, I will post my analysis, my votes, my predictions and my reasoning for it. This is what I will consider an MAT EXCLUSIVE! So get ready. This edition of the Byte will really have some teeth behind it. Let's recap the week!
WWE RECAP
Hardcore Holly def. Cody Rhodes
Santino Marella def. Val Venis
Candice Michelle def. Jillian Hall
Rory McAllister def. Brian Kendrick
WWE Champion Randy Orton def. Intercontinental Champion Jeff Hardy in a Non-title Match
WWE Champion Randy Orton def. Mr. Kennedy via DQ in a Non-title Matc

Body (3/12/06)To you, life was perfect, "peachy-keen"
My eyes didn't see it like that
You say, every couple fights now and then
My heart didn't think it was right
I'll try harder, or, It'll get better, was all I ever heard
My ears don't wanna listen to you
I scream my face blue, and you hold me still
My hands don't feel yours anymore
Asking me to stay isn't going to work
My feet are walking away

Please Drive Carefully (03/12/06)My knees begin to falter, my heart palpitates, and my stomach rides a coaster to the moon
I smile like a child who has yet to see the world
Wait!, my brain makes me halt
Can we go through this again?
I want to fabricate a sign to say "Fragile, Handle With Care"
You gaze into my eyes, as if to tell me it's alright
I'm not sure if this is reality, or a farce
My soul unlocked, I reveal every little thing
We prattle on for hours and hold each other like the world will end tomorrow
Returned to my castle, I lapse into a fathomless slumber
Awoken by the newly risen sun I am found wanting

3 Passages (2000)What have I done
To feel all this pain
That you force upon me?
Put the blame where it belongs
The sun's almost down
Where will I turn?
Don't I get a say in this?
Until I figure out what this all means
I can't be around you anymore
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Sitting alone in this darkened place
Looking at everything around
But nobody sees
The way that I cry
The way that I feel
Why won't anyone listen to me?
I scream out, but it goes unheard
I'm in this cage by myself
Why?
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Lying here tonight
In the shallow depths of my life
Trying to reconstruct it
Into something I see fit for it to be
Understanding that I mean nothing
Like a tiny speck in this huge world
Whatever happens, nothing do I affect
Always have been
Always will be
Forgettable

Stay Here, Move To Ohio, Or Move To Mass.??So feel like the weight of the world is on my sholders right now... i have all of these choices to make in so little time... they're all great choices, and they can all lead ro great futures...but the only problem i have right now is what i go w/.... my gut isnt sayin anything... and my brain is on strike... and my heart is already in a mess of its own...
help help i need advice!!!!