As far as excuses go, Farrah Abraham's one pretty much takes the cake!

The 22-year-old Teen Mom star turned porn Queen is opening up about why she made a XXX sex tape with adult actor, James Deen, claiming she did it because she's lonely, and that she never intended for it to go public!

Farrah Abraham claims she made a sex tape with adult actor James Deen because she's lonely!

She goes on to explain that she decided to make the video with a "professional" because she thought that would insure it stayed private and claims she was "devastated" to learn that her co-star had been blabbing about their caught on camera escapades.

"I was under the belief [that filming with Deen] would help better protect me and my privacy," Farrah says. "I was like, 'If this guy is so professional, and everything is going to be fine, then I was like, 'I'm happier with this choice."

Farrah refuses to confirm or deny reports that she was paid a cool one million dolars for her porn debut

Once the cat was out of the bag, Farrah explains she had no choice but to take control of the situation and that's when she made the decision to sell her video to Vivid.