Thursday, November 6, 2014

I quit reading blogs about the same time that I quit writing this one...

four long years ago.

A lot happens in four years. On my 29th birthday, I wrote a post in this blog with a list of things that I had done in my lifetime. Well, here it is five years later and I am 34. Wanna know what I have done in the past five years?

Here goes...

...asked for a divorce.

...was granted a divorce.

...cried as my baby boy turned into a teenager.

...slept in the desserts of New Mexico, again.

...rekindled old friendships.

...began to learn how to fight in armor.

...been diagnosed as bi-polar and depressed.

...left a group of friends behind for good.

...lived on my own for the first time.

...got a boyfriend.

...moved in with my boyfriend.

...had family pictures taken with just me and my kids.

...dyed my hair.

...shaved half my head.

...shaved my daughters head all except for her bangs.

...taken trips with friends.

...taken trips with family.

...taken trips to see family.

...got scared of the ocean.

...connected with new family.

...connected with a stranger.

...started a new blog.

...abandoned my blogs all together.

...watched as my babies hit puberty.

...sent naked pics via text.

...had the Shamu experience at Sea World.

...visited California...twice.

...developed an addiction to iced coffee.

...continued to lead my daughters Girl Scout troop.

...allowed my sons girlfriend to sleep over.

...quit a job.

...started a new job as an office manager.

...moved into a house.

...started being with my children every other week.

...was on a bowling league for two years.

...subbed for a bowling league team.

...started a couponing hobby.

...saved my family money.

...spent my family money.

...decided I was Taoist.

...accepted the fact that I am not perfect.

...became a better person.

...became a more me-er me.

It's been a crazy ride for the last five years. I quit writing this blog around the time that my marriage began to end. I am back again because I have gotten medical help for the mental issues that plagued me throughout my life and I want to write. I need to write. I need to just be me.