Bella's thoughts (written by me)

You broke my heart with your words, kissed my forehead and walked away. Now I sit here in front of the window and want something that you no longer want to give. I want everything back.

My future. My reason to live. My happiness. Everything that you took from me, in just a second.

You told me it's over. I guess it was never meant to be. You came to me like an Angel, kissed me as I had never been kissed before. From the first time I saw you, I thought you were too good to be true.

Maybe I was right after all? Maybe it was all just a dream? A dream that I never wanted to leave.

How could you do this to me? After all the moments we have experienced together. All the days I spent with you has been wonderful.

I thought you felt the same. I guess I was wrong about it. Just as I was wrong about everything else.

I love you. I have loved you from the first time I looked into your eyes. I have loved every part of you. Just as I thought you loved every part of me.

You said it would be like if you had never existed. But the memories with you, they will always remain. They will never disappear. The feeling that I felt when I touched your cold skin. That feeling I will always remember.

No, it will never be like you never existed. As if we never existed. Maybe in your world but not in mine.

Every time I remember back to how good I felt when I was with you. Every time I wish that everything would be a nightmare. A nightmare that I will soon wake up from and find you by my side.