My name is Nima, im Persian. im a 24 year old man. Im an artist and a designer.

I have always had respect for Buddhist teachings since childhood. I am not worthy of calling myself a Buddhist; for many reasons, one is my lack of proper knowledge in the teachings and another is the main reason that im here. Im in search of a pure soul, and at the moment it is not close to that.

I want a mentor. Someone to guide me, teach me, and help me heal. battle my inner impurities and feel worthy of being a human.

---The trouble is that you think you have time------Worry is the Interest, paid in advance, on a debt you may never owe------It's not what happens to you in life that is important ~ it's what you do with it ---

“No lists of things to be done. The day providential to itself. The hour. There is no later. This is later. All things of grace and beauty such that one holds them to one's heart have a common provenance in pain. Their birth in grief and ashes.” - Cormac McCarthy, The Road

Learn this from the waters:in mountain clefts and chasms,loud gush the streamlets,but great rivers flow silently.- Sutta Nipata 3.725