Here is a link to a video repository containing videos i created Mostly from still photos being examined at high magnification, as well as microscope photos of parasitic weaponized insects/life forms encountered during mind control targeting and MORGELLONS sickness http://screencast-o-matic.com/u/ngFB/dimensions2 … Continue reading →

I have a primary care ‘doctor’ as required by my insurance and as most people do. My psychiatrist simply wrote me off as schizophrenic-affective- disorder Even though I do not present with several of the qualifiers in the dsm4 because … Continue reading →

Timothytrespas: THANK THE LORD! LOST AND SUFFERING. HONESTLY STRUGGLING. my attempt at honest (although biased) self assessment and explanations. I am struggling with my understanding of, relationship with the LORD GOD my FATHER and CREATOR. Clearly I have a lot to learn. I pray. I pray for others. I pray for forgiveness of my sins. I try to honestly change my self my thoughts and actions and intentions. I struggle with fear and anxiety and anger and frustration…. Continue reading →

Old videos remembered. FLEEING our Midtown NY SRO hotel as targeted individuals. Petra Schiller and Timothytrespas try to make sense of the torture, abuse, gangstalking, and worse
We must stop the evil with love and unity.
May GOD bless us all and have mercy on our bodies, our minds and our souls.

And may we find a way to reclaim our world from negative influences and powers and then create a peaceful reality for all instead of a fear based nightmare for most! Continue reading →

Targeted individuals, as well as terminally ill patients, the elderly, the mentally ill, and others, sometimes have so much pain, suffering and trauma in their lives that they can see no way out but suicide. One must consider carefully the implications of such a thought, the deed, and its consequences. Do we believe in GOD, the afterlife (heaven/hell) ?
as we are being pushed and tortured and made too sick with toxins, stress, microwaves, and morgellons, forced into homelessness and isolated, we may consider suicide. when we look for help and none is found, only more torture, one may consider suicide.
But REMEMBER: 1.) THEY WANT you to kill yourself- they win!
2.) did GOD give us permission to take our own lives?
these issues require discussion and thought.
and also we must help each other to survive with support and love Continue reading →

an email I got from a targeted individual looking for help and answers.
I have been a victim and target of this for at least 8 months and have no clue who to contact.
Can you please help me, I have been sexually assaulted, tortured, am told it is a hysterectomy and cervadil …but I hear them and feel pain, they seem to have a wiretap in my basement and say I have a microchip and FBI earpiece.
They talk to me and I have reported rape to police, nothing has been done, they call me crazy. Continue reading →

I thought I would share my thoughts and experience regarding an aspect of morgellons: Our blood! I have a friend who claims they went to see a “live blood” specialist. This is a DR. who takes a sample of the … Continue reading →

Here is an email we received from a friend: She stopped speaking to us and began attacking us verbally around the same time we were considering asking her to move in together with us so we could afford an apartment … Continue reading →

Hello to everyone who reads this message. This is a plea for HELP! My wife, Petra and I are going through some brutal treatment at the moment and we are facing some difficult times. We NEED to find a home … Continue reading →

I decided that since I am being murdered slow cook style I would post my thoughts and suffering for all to see because I didnt want to die in secret. I suffer greatly regardless but specially because I speak out. … Continue reading →

Synthesizing nanodevices with MONO-ATOMIC GOLD and Human DNA: NANO-DEVICE SELF-ASSEMBLY/ HYBRID HUMAN DNA/ MONO-ATOMIC GOLD and Human DNA: WHERE ARE WE GOING TO END UP IF WE DO NOT REALIZE WE ARE NO LONGER IN CHARGE OF OUR PLANET NOR … Continue reading →

How Cells from an Aborted Human Fetus are Used to Create Novel Flavor Enhancers that are put into our foods The above link will take you to 60 min to view the video. cells from aborted human fetus are being … Continue reading →

This is a challenge issued to all humanity. A challenge to STOP viewing life through the limited lens of ‘END TIMES’ prophecy, and to OPEN our HEARTS and MINDS to LOVE! My thoughts on ‘SURVIVING SATANIC DECEPTION and MANIPULATION while … Continue reading →