My mom told me that when I was born she started saving money for "plastic surgery". My older brother came out gorgeous and was the cutest baby--I, as a girl, was not and she was worried I'd be uglier than my brother.

after you go to the police (please get this skeeve's ass sued--along with the security guards), please get rid of your friends. no matter what they've done for you in the past, what they did to you last night is unforgivable. They didn't do shit. Also, if you find that guy who distracted the asshole, thank him :) !

this is the truth! (unfortunately)
I speak from experience as "that" girl.
After I broke up with my ex (he cheated on me) a really nice guy kept "taking care" of me but in a way I felt like he was taking advantage of my frailty. As nice as he was, I was not attracted to him.
Then another guy comes along, tells me to toughen up (I was still talking to my ex etc etc) and even calls my ex up to leave me alone. I am now with this guy and I love that he is not so easy on me.
Maybe I'm a masochist but he reminds me I am a stronger person.

Wow...its an honor to be able to ask you questions at such a time like this. What you are doing for your family is selfless...
Two years ago before my friend died of breast cancer, she was so adamant that God would heal her that she didn't get any treatment for it. Her family and church completely supported her. When she passed away, she left a young daughter and her husband. Even at her funeral her husband and family kept saying she was going to rise from the dead. It was the most traumatizing thing that has happened to her family and for me as well. I think when you can face death the way you are, you bring more peace to the people who love you so dearly.
I admire what you are doing and I wish there was a way we could all remember you and honor you. Thank you for letting us into your last hours here. See you on the other side!

My friend, who is Kyrgyz, said this is one of their national sports called "goat grabbing." The point of the game is to
grab a goat from the opponent while chasing each other
on horseback. looks badass!

She does sound like the responsive type--but did any of them get far enough to captivate her whole attention?
What is she like around you and does it differ from how she is around the other "sleazeballs"?
You've been very respectful, I don't see how you could come off as a sleaze ball if you confess. I'm the responsive type too--admittedly, I like the attention but I only ever wholeheartedly respond to a guy whose intentions I know are good. I hope she sees that in you. Perhaps you're too caught up about whether or not you will rejected. These sleazeballs had the balls to do it and I'm sure you're 100x more of a man than they are.
You're kind of in a stale mate right now by not doing any thing at all. I think its a risk worth taking.