Ugh. Here we go again.

Melissa • Sun, Feb 09 2014 • Baby #1 born February 24, 2015

AF arrived this morning and I can't help but be sad, frustrated, annoyed, and confused.

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​If someone would have told me it would take 6+ months to get pregnant I wouldn't have believed them. For 15+ years I prevented pregnancy like it was my job! I'm so tired of everyone asking when we're having babies as if that's up to me. I just wish people would perhaps consider the notion that maybe we are trying and having a hard time.

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​I understand that it's only been 6 months but I'm 33 almost 34 and always feel the pressure of my age. I will always do my best to stay positive and try to believe everyone when they say "it will happen when it's meant to happen" but today, that seems impossible.