My random thoughts.

Letter to Heaven

Daddy,
Apartment 2, Golden Lane
Heaven
19th June 2011
10:15
Hi Dad,
Happy Fathers day, is it fathers day over there? Anyway I wish I could call you or send you a text, guess its not possible, so I just thought to write a letter to heaven.
Just got out of the shower! Lol, how are you? “Uhgboh”? I can almost hear you laugh, lol, how are you? I miss joking with you jor, and your laughter? I miss your angry face *tongue out* , I miss gisting with you, playing you my voice notes, telling you my plans, I miss having a male figure worrying about me, but guess what? I’m glad you are up there, watching over us, atleast now you have super powers, woot woot, so you can still protect us from over there right? You’ll still have the strength to punch anyone in the face for messing with us, right? And I can still tell you stuff, and I can almost feel your presence, it just seems like you’ve gone on one of those your long trips to yankee or jand, guess trips to heaven take a longer time,lol.
I can see your sad face sometimes, your teary eyes, your worrisome face, when you think something is wrong with us, I know you feel bad that you are not here, don’t worry jor, you played your part dad, it was part of the script and guess what I love your role.

Guess what, I’m going into pr, and woot woot, I’m in my finals, see what I did to Ikhaz-Yakubu & Associates *tongue-out* I turned it to M.Ikaz&A, lol, yea I know you are proud of me, I’m proud of you too, I want to be a writer just like you, I want to become president of NIPR just like you, lol.
I love those your golden robes I see you wear in my dreams, chei they are so pretty, especially the one you wore the last time I saw you in my dream, they are prettier than the one’s you had here, we still haven’t decided what to do with your stuff, your room is still under lock and key as its not even one year yet, its been 10months daddy, 10months.
So at the beginning of this letter it was all smiles, but as I type these lines, my eyes are blurred,I can barely see, *sobs* I’m crying again and laughing too, lol, at the same time. I miss you so much I can’t lie about that, I hear I’ll cry more on my wedding day, let’s see how it goes.
I have a meeting at 12 dad, I’ll probably write you much later,
P.s all your newspaper cuttings, all you ever wrote? They inspire me, lol. I just want to be like you.
Love
Zainab Azegbeyele Yakubu
Your little Baby

At about the time I finished writing my letter, I had tears in my eyes, it was supposed to be funny jor, guess it can’t be. Got a meeting in a few. :* :*
Mueh Mueh and Happy Belated birthday to me 😀

I have tears in my eyes right now, a very touching letter to daddy, I’m sure sure hez mega proud of u and ur siblings. And he’s definitely watchn ova u guys n mom….this makes me miss my dad more and more,he wld have been 66 on the 15th….*sniff sniff* great job darl!

Zee nice write up for daddy. May his soul rest in peace. Am sure he is watching ova u and ur siblings. Believe it or not. U guys r, were and will always be his priority. If u know what dat means it means all he is doing naw is watching ova u guys. Go girl u always make me proud. Love u.