Kim, 31, tweeted to fans during the show, but it seems as though she didn’t actually have it turned on. She took to Twitter during the Jan. 29 broadcast to chat with her faithful, but the most telling response came when a fan asked where she was watching the show. Kim responded with, “Makes me sad reliving this. Not sure I can.” We’re pretty shocked — she must be so broken up!

What do YOU think, HollywoodLifers — did Kim end up watching her show or was it just too painful?