Just My ThoughtThis was written the day after Darrell was killed. Ive had alot of people ask me about him and what happened. So here it is. Thanks Cody
Dimebag Darrell Abbott, guitarist for metal pioneers Pantera and his more recent project, Damageplan, was shot dead last night in Columbus, Ohio at a Damageplan concert when a gunman wearing a hockey jersey and hooded sweatshirt rushed the stage at the Alrosa Villa nightclub just after 10 p.m. and opened fire on the band and the crowd of approximately 250 spectators. Apparently many people initially thought the gunman was part of the act. Three other people were gunned down, though some reports put that number as high as five, before the gunman was tackled by a security guard and killed by Police Officer James D. Niggemeyer. Two other victims have been identified as Nathan Bray and Erin Halk, both audience members. It has also been reported on NBC TV that a second member of Damageplan was killed, but his name has not yet been released. A witnes

PoemsI looked acrossed the room
I knew with just a glance
her feelings for me were true
and I was thrown into a trance.
Her eyes told me all I needed to hear
not a word needed to be said
for I knew before the night was over
I would end up in her bed.
My heart began pounding
trying to leap out of my chest
seeing behind her smile
the tonight there'd be no rest.
I casually walk over
and take her by the hand
and lead her to her room
with lust in command.
Not a word was spoken
as i slipped off her lacy dress
with soft kisses on her shoulders
as her soft skin I caress.
Our passions growing stronger
emotions in a rage
savagely taking each other
like the rustling of a page.
Still not a word spoken
and wanting written on her face
her eyes burning a hole through me
as we reach that blissful place. Does she know
how much she means to me
Does she know
how much I care
Does she know
that when she needs me
I will always be there.
Does she know
that she

PoetrySEVENTY-FIVE YEARS
Ladies and Gentlemen: We are gathered here to join in the celebration of the year… Most commonly marked by the presentation of diamonds. This by the way is what we wanted to do for you today; but thought that Ford, Chrysler or GM would do just as well.
I guess in our wee little minds
The only way that we can comprehend time
Beyond that redundant tick, tick, ticky
Of our classic Mickey…
Mouse clock
Is to reach for the oldest thing we think we see
Because the wisdom of time is truly the greatest mystery
It’s strange how most of the tie we don’t understand
But wee too have seen it slip through our hands
Leaving us with what could have been
And remembrance of all those days when
Yeah it was good way back then
No doubts and I remembers for a dear old friend
But this is now and the challenge of today
Is to figure how
As time keeps slipping away
How do you remain so spry?
And keep that delightful twinkle in your eye
The pessimists woul

Fuckiddy Shit Makes No Sense.written for Ris...because, she likes it.
freaked out while the moon man came,
and sat upon the post.
to whom he thought, the rythem flew,
he counted each sand of coast.
faraway, the crooning cry,
of menacing moose are seen.
for time and money, cannot shine,
like the liver and the spleen. WHOO HOO FOR WHINEY AND DEPRESSING! hahahah, nothing like being emo:P
i'm in love w/ this one thing, that i can't have, that i can't touch, that i can't see.
it eludes each step i take. switches those arrows i drew in the forest. throws daylight into screaming paths of birch.
touches me in my sleep, w/ hands, the body it contained long gone. presses my shoulder, holds my elbow. guides me to the next play in.
i favor those i can't redeem. those whom fall. those that challenge me, when i try to challenge them.
shining the polish on this heart. sqeeky clean comes down the river. flowing south, hands taken in mine, to drown in the waterfalls bustling mists. (Roosevelt Franklin)

Grand Opening Of Clubhouse Cherry TapWELCOME TO CLUBHOUSE CT LOUNGE FOR BIKERS
If u have ever been to a Bikers Motor Cycle Club house then u would understand and I have been to tons of them and they are all the same a clubhouse is not a BAR u can't sell booze but yet u can drink and give a donation to the club.The clubhouse is a place for bikers and friends to hang out in and discuss buisness people stroll in and out of the club, there is no sit hours at any Clubhouse in this world.Club house cherry tap is not a bar it's a clubhouse. if i forgot a name on the list please let me(irma) know and i will add u as a member to the bullentin.it will also be in my stash and/or blogs.
JUST CLICK THE UPPER PIC & WE'LL SEE U SOON !
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Poetry* Mother is the name of God
On the lips and eyes of all children*
Ma`thair, my rock
My safe haven from
My demons.
You soothed my pain
And wiped my tears away.
Ma`thair.
You had your calling
And left without a good-bye
Now I kneel down
And cry.
The clay strewn-ed earth
Soaks up the tears
As my pain fades to
Numbness.
Your face only a picture in
My mind.
Ma`thair.
Ar dheis De` go rabih a hanam.
I pray to you daily
Hoping you will give
Me strength to get by.
I float in the world
Of the living
Half dead.
Expecting the
Unexpected.
Your scent lingers
In the house.
And it tears my heart apart.
I'm lost
And I don't know
Where to start.
Ma`thair
Ar dheis De` go rabih a hanam
you sired me
Helped shape my heart
What do I do now?
Where do I start
Now that you are gone?
Ma`thair
Ar dheis De` go rabih fa hanam.
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Mother is the name for God
On the lips and eyes of all children- line from movie T

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Ok So I Messed UpOk I don't understand what the deal is with people on here I didn't do a damn thing wrong and yet they think they gotta block my ass.. Hello I am a nice person and don't usually step on toes... My friend Jow un-blocks me then turns around and re-blocks me the next day for no apparent reason.. Ya know if your gonna block me have a reason why... I didn't do nothing to you and if I did then I would understand but whatever obviously your not someone I need to be friend's with if you do that kind of shit to a so-called friend Peace out peeps
Always and Forever
Heather There Is No Arizona (Back to Top)
He promised her a new and better life, out in Arizona
Underneath the blue never ending sky, swore that he was gonna
Get things in order, he'd send for her
When he left her behind, it never crossed her mind
There is no Arizona
No painted desert, no Sedona
If there was a Grand Canyon
She could fill it up with the lies he's told her
But they don't exist, those dreams he sold

Just Out ThereThis is sooooooooooooo funny!
Turn up your sound and click on the website below.
This accident happened in the Dallas-Ft. Worth area and you must listen to it.
It is a phone call from a man who witnesses a car accident involving four elderly women. It
was so popular when they played it on CHUM FM that they had to put it on their website.
The guy's laugh is contagious. If you close your eyes and picture what he is watching, it is
even better than a video clip!
http://www.chumfm.com/MorningShow/bits/march24.swf Yes U Can Own The CoCo Diva. Check me out in these two auctions & own your favorite Diva
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My LifeOkay so it's been a while since I have been on fubar. I've missed alot on here, but alot has been happening for me as well.
I recently got engaged :) and mine and my fiance's wedding date is April 23, 2011. Very excited! I'm also planning on going to college in January.
My mother had neck surgery, alot of deaths has happened with in the past year and I got a new dog.
So alot has happened, but I summed it up and it seems alot less then what truley happened. That's an update for ya'll.
2 more days until I get my tattoo. I am so happy! This is what my tattoo is going to be except it is going to be done in blackwork.
Their will be picture's and I will put them on here. Promise!

Mine :)You are a Self-Discoverer
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans.
What's Your Religious Philosophy?
You Would Choose Love
Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it.
Would You Choose Love or Money? You scored as Elegant dark. You are "Elegant Dark".You regard darkness as something not depressing,but beautiful and elegant.You are most likely a reflective,pensive person,and you like "pretty" dark things like darker poetry, literature, music, and Victorian clothing. A good band for you to listen to would be Nightw

Just Some Stuff I WroteCan You Feel My Flow?
Can you feel my flow?
Kissing you nice and slow
Hands gliding up and down
Touching you all around
Against the wall or on the floor
I’ll have you begging for more
In the bedroom or in the shower
Making love to you hour after hour
By soft candle light
Or under the full moon out of sight
Holding your body close to mine
Licking every inch and taking my time
Right down to that special spot
Having you beg me not to stop
Tasting you like a fine bottle of wine
Teasing your body making it mine
Over and over will come together as one
For early night to the morning sun
With me I will show you the true meaning of the word fun
Can you feel my flow?
Rocking your body nice and slow
Grinding all night long
Song after song
Beat after beat
This summer we make our own heat
Can you feel my flow?
Poetry In Motion “Mario”
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Fire and Passion...
Fire and passion burning de

Nice Things>This is a story of true lovee.Little mandy and billy were younggg kids who lived next door to each othereveryday they would come out side and have a teddy bear picnic and eat there pb&j's .They would play afternoon after afternoon and always have funntheyd go to the beach hold hands and colllect shellsss andd make sandcastless even though they were young this was a start of somthing neww but one day after mandy's 6th birthday day billy came up to her and saiid will you be my girl frreind and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and there mom and dad's new they were perfect.everyday as they grew older there love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better thn eveerthey spent there summers togetherrthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work ma

Hellyeah InfoBy Andrew Depedro
Having listened to this CD on almost a daily basis over the past couple of weeks I decided to ask myself this question for no other real reason than to come up with at least something remotely introspective as an intro to this review:
What did Pantera, Nothingface and Mudvayne mean to me?
Well, for starters, Pantera, to me, were clearly the better band of the three and were undoubtedly one of the most important heavy metal bands to emerge in the last 20 years or so, having weathered as many musical fads as they had thrown at them before internal strife and Dimebag’s still-incomprehensible murder effectively ended them as a solid touring and recording band. Nothingface were one of the few bands in the early stages of the nu-metal genre with some potential in the form of some of their songs like “Bleeder” and “Here Come The Butchers” and I used to confuse their guitarist with KNAC.COM DJ Spyder back in the day (I think it was the cowboy hats that did it; then

Bealzes General JunkCoworker: You know what would be good?Me: Yes, but I don't have any high explosives.Coworker: You know what else would be good?Me: Yes, but I don't have access to a fast acting, undetectable poison.(I had several other things I could have added, but he finally told me what he thought would be good. It wasn't as good as my ideas.)tag: work, conversation, funny, humor-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com
I was on messenger the other day when this conversation happened between me and a guy my wife hangs out with:(04:02:09 PM) The_Other_Guy: HOWDY(04:04:34 PM) BealzesBud: Hey.(04:04:46 PM) The_Other_Guy: HOW ARE YOU DOING?(04:04:54 PM) BealzesBud: Not too bad. You?(04:05:06 PM) The_Other_Guy: PRETTY GOOD (04:05:35 PM) The_Other_Guy: JUST CHATTING AND RELAXING ON AN OFF DAY

ThinkingI was shocked.....Michael Jackson is not much older then my own father.. but i wasnt as shocked as when eddie guerrero died.The king of pop dying is a great and tragic loss to music even if he wasnt pumping out hits anymore or doing world wide tours the king of pop will always be remebered. Unlike today's musicans He had skill and talent not only on the stage and in the recording booth but his videos were pure amazing. With the exception of the great Steven Tyler.. Jackson was a man i knew from my birth from the jackson 5 to his solo career i know it all its a tragedy to lose such great talent. Love him or Hate him YOU ALWAYS KNEW who Michael Jackson was.I can go years without listen to him but once i heat the beat of beat it the sounds of remeber the time all the words flash before my brain. He was an impecable man. Great. People seem to remeber...oh he was a child molester...GUESS WHAT HE WAS PROVEN INNOCENT BY A JURY OF HIS PEERS ON ALL CHARGES..Can you blame him for being strange?

~~lady Red Tiger~~I finally got a new guestbook today!
Please come sign it so i can get rid of the old map.
Thanks bunches...XOXO
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I'm not back yet but hopefully should be later in the week.
It might take a little bit to get everything set up and running but I am quick.
I just wanted to say thank you to everybody for all the love and support....
I will get back to each and everyone of you as soon as I am able.
Kisses to you all
Lady Red Tiger

My Wallwhy do i feel like this i cant breath i am never happy any more i don't what to do any thing i don't want to get out of bed i cry my self to sleep every night i miss the one that i love but dosen't love me anymore some days i just feel like dieing going to sleep one night and never awake but i can't i have a son that needs me and dosen't have any one to care of him why can't i keep the guy i love so much that i had a son with him and all he did is leave me with nothing i lost my job my home my life and the only one i realy loved with all my heart and he didn't care as long as he got away and find some one new to be with i hate feeling this way i just want to know why was i not good for him i gave him every thing and only asked for him to be true to me and he couldn't do that i was true to him and in a way i am still in love with him but i know he will never love me and he never did he just wanted something that i had but if i know that he dosent love me then why do i feel this way i wa

Misc.- A hacker can get into the most sensitive computer in the world before intermission and guess the secret password in two tries.
- Any PERMISSION DENIED has an OVERRIDE function. (See "Demolition Man" and countless others)
- Complex calculations and loading of huge amounts of data will be accomplished in under three seconds. Movie modems transmit data at a speed of two gigabytes per second.
- When the power plant/missile site/whatever overheats, all the control panels will explode, as will the entire building.
- If you display a file on the screen and someone deletes the file, it also disappears from the screen. (e.g., "Clear and Present Danger")
- If a disk has got encrypted files, you are automatically asked for a password when you try to access it.
- No matter what kind of computer disk it is, it'll be readable by any system you put it into. All application software is usable by all computer platforms.
- The more high-tech the equipment, the more buttons it has

Life, What A Wonderful Thing To Have!!!You know it is for fun that NORMALLY people come on the internet that is. So why is it that the fun turns into people showing their asses by calling people names, making fun of or just showing flat out stupidity? Has me wondering did we ALL that are not a teenager anymore truly grow up? Some criticize due to they may not like what someone else you like or you are friends with are doing so they want to get on your case! Truly you are just showing stupidity on judging and last I remember we are not suppose to be judging so please keep your ignorance from a FAR DISTANCE from me & you know who you are!!! This is not anything meant for a statement back meaning in plain clear point of view I AM DONE LISTENING TO YOUR EXCUSES AND SAYING THAT IS ONLY GOING TO MAKE YOU LOOK DUMB NOT OTHERS!!! Some of us have REAL LIFE FAMILY ISSUES AND DON'T WANT NOR NEED TO HEAR ANYTHING FROM YOU!!!! So hopefully if you are reading this maybe you might clear your mind to take in these words not EVERYTHING is a

PoetryFor You
As the warm sun sets into the cool water I turn and look into your face
and there I see the bright smile and the soft, gentle eyes that I love, and
your eyes have a spark in them that makes them seem as stars in the sky
which we look at night after night on that same beach where the sun sets
and where the warm, summer breeze brings me close to you, and cool, calm
waves caress us and push us together until we are one with each other.
The touch of your skin feels as silk against mine, and I want to hold you
close and never have to let go, for you are the only one I want to be with.
Your heart is a locket to which you have given me to the key and I in turn
have given you the key to my heart.
Those keys of love and kindness will be with us in everything we say,
everything we do, and every moment we share for eternity. I grow weak
With the absence of your love
I remind myself to breathe
Emptiness, invades, pain resides
Within me, without you
I hear only your gentl

Jenna's DrabblesCurrent mood: creative
Category: Life
How to be an artist
Stay loose. Learn to watch snails. Plant impossible gardens. Invite someone dangerous to tea. Make little signs that say Yes! and post them all over your house. Make friends with freedom and uncertainty. Look forward to dreams. Cry during movies. Swing as high as you can on a swingset, by moonlight. Cultivate moods. Refuse to 'be responsible'. Do it for love. Take lots of naps. Give money away. Do it now. The mooney will follow. Believe in magic. Laugh a lot. Celebrate every gorgeous moment. Take moonbaths. Have wild imaginings, transformative dreams, and perfect calm. Draw on the walls. Read everyday. Imagine yourself magic. Giggle with children. Listen to old people. Open up. Dive in. Be free. Bless yourself. Drive away fear. Play with everything. Entertain your inner child. You are innocent. Build a fort with blankkets. Get wet. Hug Trees. Write love letters.
-SARK
you know its strange. In this life,

KinsblogSo, it transpires that the good folks here at the place where I work out are on the warpath about folks being on teh internets when they should be working... so looks like kins might have to go into hiding or lose his job, if it ain't too late already. Now how do you like them apples? I love that movie. I just wanted to share that with you. ...I don't think I could ever be with someone who didn't like the movie 'Empire Records'

Poems I WroteWaking from the truth of sleep
I watch the lies of day grow deep.
Intentions not to deceive,
for no lie our mind perceives.
Words of kindness lips do speak
while teeth bite thoughts of anger deep.
The hidden truth of our trials
lie behind deceptive smiles.
Praise delivered to those in need,
though undeserved we hope it seeds.
For return to our own plate,
good deeds done in the name of fate.
Truths we twist to rationalize,
excuse behaviors most unwise.
Webs of illusion can grow deep,
if not cleared, tension we'll reap.
Exhausted from days deception,
truth is found in sleeps reflection.
9-25-07 I am here and you are not..
Hit and miss is all we got..
I call you and you call me..
subject lines have lots of Re:
Now I see you! There you are!
I'll call you now or you'll be far!
Nikki L. Ok, I'm bored, so I'm going to write a poem to attempt to alleviate this situation, atleast momentarily, I've no idea where it will go...so lets find out...
I

Random Stuffbored and missing someone (they know who they are). so i made this.
Or is just english to me ,and fucking gibberish to everyone else?
OMFG arghh!!
everyone go away was hoping someone in particular would be on tonight. walked away from my desk and missed her.. fuck...
maybe tomm then, night cupcake..

Going Backfelt the need for a snack :P
Have you noticed that most people you cross paths with online are really nothing more than a waste of time..... I mean you spend countless hours getting to know people develope a realtionship with them only to be fogotten when the next best thing comes along.....As I look back and think about how much time I've spent online and I have to ask myself........what for where are those friends now? Moved on to what they find entertaining to them now....yea huh its cuz its because im another year older and im venting because im getting older and still continue to learn life lessons.........just saying its funny when its all said and done what you really mean to people after all I dunno I just wonder why I continue to hang around....I mean what for yanno..... ""Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so LOVE the people who treat you right, FORGET the ones that don't and believe everything happens for a reason. NOBODY said it would be

ThoughtsLove is a battle
We fight, throw things at each other
Things flying here and there
The battle lost or win
There is no glory
In the end, it was just a silly step
Love is a war
We does ugly things
To piss at each other
Humiliation,insults and in many other forms
The war itself is ugly
When its over
We wonder is it worth it
Love is a growing up
We see ups and downs
We see hopes fades
We make mistakes
But, that is part of growing up
We had no idea what it leads to
We take risks
We fail and we pick up
We learn as we grow up
Love is hard
It is even harder when
You stop trying
Some things don't last forever
But some things do
Love is that kind of thing Do I love thee
Its not something I can tell
Forgive me for leaving
Its thy love I don't deserve
Do I love thee
With all my heart
Leaving
Is sadder than words can tell
Do I love thee
Yes. I do love thee
I have wished it wouldn't end
The fault have been in me
To wanting to stop
Do I love thee
My love ha

Karra's BabblingsA man was driving down the highway, and he saw a rabbit hopping across the road. He swerved to avoid hitting the rabbit, but unfortunately the rabbit jumped in front of the car and was hit.
The driver, being a sensitive man as well as an animal lover, pulled over to the side of the road, and got out to see what had become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, it was dead. The driver felt so awful, he began to cry.
A woman driving down the same road came along, saw the man crying on the side of the road, and pulled over. She stepped out of her car and asked the man what was wrong.
"I feel terrible," he explained. "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it."
The woman told the man not to worry; she knew what to do. She went to her car trunk, and pulled out a spray can. She walked over to the limp, dead rabbit, and sprayed the contents of the can onto the animal.
Miraculously the rabbit came to life, jumped up, waved its paw at the two humans, and hopped down the road.

My BlogsYou here about it all the time at other tracks, people dying in a car crash or something similar. If you have ever read my profile, you will know that I am the photographer at a little dirt track south of Dallas. Doing so, I meet alot of people. Not by name, but by face. Alot of people come up to me and talk. This weekend was the last weekend of racing of the year. A special two night event that happens every year after the season is over called the black/gold shootout. Tonight, I finally saw something I never thought I ever would. A driver was killed while racing. He flipped over onto his side and was hit on the roof and it caved in on him. It ws a sad thing to see, the races was cancelled for the night and we were all told that racing would resume tomorrow night. The driver who died was a good person, he loved racing and just always seemed happy. I talked to him a couple of times and never got any negative vibes from him. I think, although this was a total accident, it was a terrible

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Something From The HeartA Red, Red Rose
O my Luve's like a red, red rose
That's newly sprung in June:
O my Luve's like the melodie
That's sweetly play'd in tune!
As fair thou art, my bonnie lass,
So deep in love am I:
And I will love thee still, my dear,
Till a' the seas gang dry:
Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt with the sun;
I will luve thee still my dear,
When the sands of life shall run.
And fare thee weel, my only Luve,
And fare thee weel a while!
And I will come again, my Luve,
Tho' it were ten thousand mile.
I love you enough to fight for you,compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if need be.Enough to miss you incrededibly when we're apart,no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance.Enough to believe in our relationship,to stand by it through the worst of times. to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us.Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,be there for you when you need

My PoemsHe's supposed to love me:
I sit alone in my room
and wipe away my tears
Hiding beneath the covers
hoping that no one else hears
I wrap them tightly around me
to shut out all the pain
And pray that if there's a god
That he make me safe again
I snuggle deep into my bed
holding the corners tight
Cuddling my little teddy bear
and leaving on the light
I wait for the assurance that
all has gone to bed
Then try to settle into sleep
so that I might dream instead
I awake at the sound of footsteps
walking down the hall
Then he stops outside my room
and opens up my door
I shiver with childlike fear
as then I start to cry
Knowing what he came here for
but not understanding why
He tells me I am special
that I'm his little girl
As he pulls back the covers
and into my silent world
He says it our little secret
the special game he plays
That no one else would understand
they would just take him away
I wonder why he comes to me
in the middle of th

Tomkat's Ramblingswhen you give your girlfriend the nickname snuggleboo, sometimes extended to snuggleboobear.
My Godz, I have lost all my hardcore points!! Well I practice Orwellian BDSM. I punish my submissive for thinking about doing bratty things.
Thoughtcrime is doubleplusungood. I just spent 64 dollars on crap for my costume at the Halloween store. I am gonna be an evil, sadistic, vicious devil. And I might even wear a costume.

Check This Outalcoholic beverage anyone? (with pics)malibu coconut rumYou are malibu coconut rum. You love to chill, take it easy and smooth. If this was an outdoor party I could just see you skinny dipping. Sip this drink you prefer taste than to making a total ass out of yourself, by taking shots. I think that's totally rad and cool, at leaast you would be more capable of driving people home?Myspace Quizzes Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start. How Do Men See You?

Decending Into MadnessRight now, at this very unique moment in time, I am trying to conquer a nose bleed that has lasted for the past three hours. I only get these when I'm completely stressed out and on the verge of a complete breakdown. So I know what's coming and if I don't write it out I'm going to be screwed. See, I can't take an hour to calm down or regroup. I have to pack. Of this 13 room house, no one room is finished. I'm under the gun because the lawyer/executor of my mother's will is a real cocksmoker. I stand to lose EVERYTHING belonging to me and my mother if I don't move.... FAST!
This weekend is the big move. I've got several friends coming to help out. No, they are more than friends, they are my family. These very few people are the people who are always there for me. ALWAYS. They know me the best and always have my best interests at heart. They all calm me in their own ways, which I need right now.
It's not that I have to move that is stressing me to this point. I've moved a zillion

Random PoetryThrough these eyes
Can you see
The pain that lies inside
My soul crying for help
From all the wounds Ive received
All the battles that Ive lost
My heart is broken
And I struggle to fix it
Reaching out to someone
Anyone at this point in time
To help me out of this cell
I wasnt looking when I found you
Someone who makes me smile
Constantly picking me up when I stumble
Leaning on you I found something
Not intending to
I found myself falling for you
Day by day
The more we talked
And the more you comforted me
The more alive I became
You stimulate me more than anything
Making me want to believe in myself
I'm far from being perfect
The scars on my arm prove that
But it doesnt matter to you
I dont have to be anything more than me
For you to like me
To want me
You welcomed me with open arms
And cradle me with warmth
But now,after all this time,you want to leave
I'm begging you to stay
Dont leave me alone
We waited so long to talk one-on-one
And you want to let

Imagination's Imagination Creative EroticaSomething new I thought I would add. I cannot recall when I wrote it, I think a few years ago. Anyways, enjoy, and please I love feedback, could care less about the points or the rates on my blog but I love your feed back.
Oh and be fore warned this gets a bit sexually graphic, so if you are easily offended please consider not reading further.
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He was lying in a room, high ceilings, and a thick carpet. Circumstances unknown to him at the time had brought him here, and his friend was most kind to give him a place to crash for the night. They had been friends for some time after all, and he had spent many a night there in the past.
This night was different however. He could hear her moans in the next room. Her boyfriend had been out of town for the weekend, and she was surely alone. He shifted to the other shoulder, apparently she had forgotten hospitality, and failed to provide him with a pillow. The moans of self pleasure

RandomOne day while on patrol a police officer pulled over a car for speeding. He went up to the car and asked the driver to roll down her window. The first thing he noticed, besides the nice red sports car was how hot the driver was! Drop dead blonde the works. "I've pulled you over for speeding ma'me.....could I see your drivers license...? "...Whats a license...???" replied the blonde. instantly giving away the fact that she was as a stump. Its usually in your wallet... replied the officer. After fumbling for a few minutes the driver managed to find it. Now may I see your registration!!! Asked the cop. Registration....whats that...?asked the blonde. Its usually in your glove compartment said the cop impatiently after some more fumbling she found the registration. Ill be back in a minute.. the cop said and walked back to his car. The officer phoned into the dispatch to run a check on the womans license and registration. After a few moments the dispatcher came back. Ummm is this woman drivi

Babydoll's ChatterDear family ,
Show me some love ...
Make a salute to me ! Everyone that makes me a salute gets one back in return ! I will show you just how much you mean to me! I'll go that extra step for you and give you a pic, a voice comment anything of your choice (but with in reason of course.... Let me know who wants to participate thanks :)
~ much luv to all ~ BabyDoll
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I will no longer be adding men to my friend's list at this time THANK YOU ... women are still welcome :) Please do not Add me as a friend if your going to ask me " Can I see your dirty pics ?" Its a nakie boob picture I'm sure everyone has seen boobs before lol.... My family only gets to see those pics ! why you may ask ? Those are the people I feel that I have a close connection to!!!They have taken the time to get to know me and rate/comment/fan ME... They talk to me everyday or just about ! So Please stop asking ! If you wanna be friends then thats cool, If

Just RamblinsHeres the deal, I have 2 teenage boys one will be 14 in less than a week, then the other will be 16 in Feb....both of them want phones for christmas...can any of you tell me of some good cell phones( preferable the flip phone style) of which ones are good, there are so many to choose from, just thought yall might give me some ideas of which ones may be good for them.......any suggestions will be greatly appreciated.................I also want to wish all my friends and family a safe and very Merry Christmas
Hugggzzz & smiles always,
~~~~~Leah~~~~~~~ To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
T

Thinking BlogDAMNIT I NEED SLEEP LOL N I CANT SLEEP
HELP LMAO
MY HEAD KILLIN ME AND IM STRESSED OUT
I NEED TO GO GET REALLY DRUNK AND STAY THAT WAY A COUPLE DAYS LOL
LORD HAVE MERCY IM BABBLING AGAIN OK IM DONE LOL my family just needs prayer , we were told today that my cousins one yr old daughter might have cancer in the lymph nodes in her neck. i raised her mother so this is really breakin my heart..so if u could please keep them in your prayers i would appericate it thank u all for reading this
here is a pic of the baby and her parents
kelly n adam - her mom n dad
kayliegh
my life is cursed with sadness and loneliness...i sit and ponder my tortured soul and cry why always me ,what have i done so wrong... as i look inward i slowly die more everyday as the empty sadness eats at my soul...seems the more i love, the more i lose....i think my soul is forever cursed to be in darkness .. only bright spot in my heart and soul is my childern... they always bring brightness

PoemsAll the times i sat an cried,all the times they'd ask me why but i could never give them a reason for my pain never a reason for my tears could only sit there an cry some more, i dont know what is wrong with me and i dont know why i just wish it would all go away all this pain all this anger all this sadness i wish it would just all disappear i feel like im nothing, nothing at all nothing to anyone, not even to myself im so tired of feeling this way i wish i was happy, i wish i knew what happiness was but im to the point now that i have forgotten now all i know is pain an sadness i feel like im slowly going insane an no one can help me, i wish someone could help me.....i wish someone would help me, i wish someone knew but no one does, maybe no one ever will maybe this is my destiny, my fate I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
and I kick

Here Is A Little About MyselfHere is my url to myspace if anyone wants it and besides my page there is pretty sweet myspace.com/gottalove69style Well I am just being stupid and thought what the hey you know...Besides I am guess what I am about to do that I am right on...So I thought I would be nice and ask and see how right I am on this...How many ladys out there would sleep with me? I am just wondering cuz I am guess maybe if I am lucky there might be 1 or 2 and thats its...Come on now don't lie be honest with yourself cuz truth doesn't hurt you know... Life is full of surprizes...Look I know what people say, but the thing is you can't judge a book by its' cover until you read it right or wrong? Well I am sorry if me telling the truth isn't right, but you know a person can only hold things in for a period of time before they can't take it anymore...
Like one people say I am not ugly...Heres what I have to say to it. Quit lying cuz i know I am and

Quotes & Random ThoughtsTo all of the guys on here that know and adore me (and why do you, by the way? lol)....I am officially taken.....be nice to him...lol. I will just come right out and say it: I want to be a mother. I have spent the last decade of my life being lovingly refered to as the "Family Nanny", but as much as I love my nephew and dozen or so cousins and second cousins, I just want to start my own family. Well, as fortune would have it, my darling one feels up for the challenge as well (poor guy...lol). However, despite several attempts at conception...well, we have yet to get any "positive" results. So, today, I was a bit excited upon realizing (and forgive me if this proves to be too much information) that I am "late". So, of course, I rushed off to purchase a pregnancy test. I frowned at the little window as only one pink line appeared on it...I am not pregnant.
Now, at this point you may be wondering about the title of this blog, "It Is Just Not Fair". Allow me to explain:
I have a c

My Favorite International Music!The man who wrote this song committed suicide and his wife soon followed. In history many have ended their lives to this beautifully sorrowful song. Hope you enjoy and please do not let life get you down. No one truly loses until they stop fighting!
xoxoxoxo...much love to you all!

Pictures I LikeREPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........
Your Name:
Your age:
Favorite position:
1. Do you think I'm cute?
2. Would you have sex with me?
3. lights on or off?
4. Would you have to be drunk?
5.Would you take a shower with me?
6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
7.Would you leave after or stay the night?
8.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
9.Condom or skin?
10. Have sex on the first date?
11.Would you kiss me during sex?
12.Do you think I would be good in bed?
13. Would you use me as a booty call?
14.Can I use you as a booty call?
15.Can we take pictures of the act?
16.How long would we have sex?
17.Would you tell your friends about me?
18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
19. Number please (yes, i WILL call it):
Add this effect to your own photos

Cooters Crazy Ass WorldI just have to love/hate this old dear, she does make me laugh with her attempts to recapture her youth....... (for the joke, read the bottom) and yes, this is a real bulletin the old git made.
SEXYGIRLBLONDES 1st time, and maybe last, to be auctioned off
Sample some sweet southern charm, SexyGirlBlonde style
Click on my pic, and have fun bidding
I’m offerring
1.A VOICE MESSAGE TRANSFERED TO YOU WHERE I SAY YOUR NAME
2.A SONG I SING FROM ONE OF MY CD'S TRANFERED TO YOU.
3. 10 SFW PHONE CALLS AT THE TIMES YOU WANT THEM
4. YOUR NAME ON MIND FOR A MONTH
5.I WILL RATE YOUR PIC'S WITH MY 100 11'S FOR A WEEK
6.PIMP YOU OUT IN MY BLOG
7. 1 NFW SALUTE.....
8. ADD TO YAHOO MESSENGER
9. YOUR PIC RIPPED TO MY DEFAULT WITH A NICE CAPTION ADDED
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auction starts JAN. 11TH and end JAN. 18TH
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More Poems For My One And OnlyI’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you
I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep
I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony
I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace
I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace
I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry for my every blue
I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry of being myself
I’m sorry that I’ve failed
I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry o

Caley's Inner Thoughts, Ramblings And FindingsTOWSON, Md. — A Maryland teenager calmly admitted in court Monday that he beat his mother to death with a baseball bat after an argument over his grades at a prestigious private school.
Lewin C. Powell III, 16, wore a dark suit and showed no emotion as he answered questions from Baltimore County Circuit Judge Kathleen G. Cox about whether he understood the significance of his guilty plea to first-degree murder.
Prosecutors are seeking a life sentence with the possibility of parole when he is sentenced April 3. Powell's attorneys plan to ask for all but 15 years of the sentence to be suspended and to have their client sent to the Patuxent Institute, a maximum-security psychiatric facility with a program for young offenders.
Powell did not stir when a prosecutor read a statement of facts that detailed the prolonged attack on his mother and a similar beating of his father, who survived.
"He's always taken responsibility for what he's done," Shanell Kathleen Harleston, one of

TriviaNo not that easy.
The first video on MTV was "Video Killed the Radio Star" the second was "You Better Run", here's the question: What was aired in between these two videos? What Briton had 2 of the 3 #1 singles issued after his death in the U.S.? Ok this one will sit for a while.
These are items you can buy at any hardware store.
"1" costs .50 cents "12" costs $1 and "144" costs $1.50.
What are they?
Good Luck with this one. See you in the mumms :p

Hott Bombers Of FubarI am so disappointed..:( For Master Feather, who has put everything he has into this contest hes in and he has not received even a bit of the help that we as a team can give. I have been moving...and I am still..I will be off all day tomorrow and will have to wait for them to reconnect my service at the new place. Thats my excuse..what is everyone elses? Are we ready to give up being a team, cause if thats the case please let me know ok? I need feedback from everyone in HOTT...If you can spare a few minutes to write. :( Those that have been helping and doing the best they can I thank you, and I am sorry I havent been here. I would love to know what is going on though..:( Anyone out there? We are way behind on this so far, and we still have a long way to go..lets try to stay within a comfortaqble distance please! We need all members to comment bomb asap!
We stopped helping this team member out, and she has since proven that she has tried to bomb herself, so lets finish this

Todayi'm wasted. lol and i just thought i'd write myself a blog before i go to bed. i'm in such a great mood right now, it's not even funny. and i'm loving it :) anyways i'm in a very flirty kinda mood. and i would love for some people to flirt with me, so i can flirt back. lol. jk, all. im fittin' ta go to bed right now. so sleep sweet, i know i'll be writting another blog sometime. lo because soemtimes i just feel like it. so...whatever. lol sleep sweet y'all.
love ya's!
*xoxox*
Miranda so...it's friday again :) and i'm glad. i'm about to enjoy my 3 day weekend :) i got my hair cut last weekend. it's about an inch above my shoulders now. i'm going to take some pictures pretty soon so everyone can see it. lol it looks nice. and i get to go out tonight, and watch my favorite band, FLESHSUIT!!!!!!!! lol i

~fünny Chït!~Johnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office...
but she belonged to someone else...
One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, 'I'll
give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you...'
but the girl said, 'NO.'
Johnny said, 'I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend
down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up.'
She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her
boyfriend...
so she called her boyfriend and told him the story.
Her boyfriend says ask him for $200 then pick up
the money very fast...
he won't even be able to get his pants down.
She agrees and accepts the proposal.
Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to
call. Finally after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what
happened...She said, 'The bastard used quarters!'
Management Lesson: Always consider a business proposal in it's entirety
before agreeing to it, and getting scre

An Authentic Unoriginal1) The front of your scrubs reads "Nurses... here to save your ass, not kiss it!"
2) you occasionally park in the space with the"physicians only" sign...and knock it over.
3) you believe some patients are alive only because it's illegal to kill them.
4) you recognize that you can't cure stupid.
5) you own at least three pens with the names of prescription medications on them.
6) you believe there's a special place in hell for the inventor of the call light.
7) you believe that saying "it can't get any worse" causes it to get worse just to show you it can.
8) you wash your hands BEFORE you go to the bathroom.
9) you believe that any job where you can drive to work in your pajamas is a cool one.
10) you consider a tongue depressor an eating utensil.
11) eating microwave popcorn out of a clean bedpan is perfectly natural.
12) you've been exposed to so many x-rays that you consider it a form of birth control.
13) you've ever heard a patient with

Passion Of The Wolf - EroticaI can hear the first few drops of rain
No thunder, no crash of lightening
Pouring rain, just beautiful pouring rain
And I stand naked in it
As it washes away the shackles
I am free
And you appear, naked and wet beside me
Your bronze skin glistening, inviting
Your magnetism drawing me near
through unconscious movement
into your arms, into our love
Eyes lock, bodies entwine
consumed in fire and water
The rain subsides
We lie spent in dew of earth and passion
I smell the rain even now, even now
Let it rain, let it rain
Leather and lace and steel and chrome
Dresses and nylon, a lady at home
All women, all man, in passions throes
Riding like the wind wherever it blows
Wind in her hair and steel underneath
Arms wrap her man with pure body heat
Woman to man with turbines a roar
Riding the wind with love to explore
Your scent is sweet like a summer breeze
Let me feel your soft skin with a subtle ease
Let fingertips linger on see through lace
Let lips

PoohbearGentle is your touch as I close my eyes and imagine
I breathe ever so deep, filling my insides with thoughts and uncovering passions
Full is my heart when I think of how I long for you, your smile, your touch, your embrace
I inhale and anticipate you in haste
Exhale and feel the ecstasy that comes from the mere remembrances of your lips touching mine
The gentle suck on my tongue, your kiss so divine
Ever so complete a feeling that comes deep and inward with just the mention of your name
Everything about you, about us sets my soul aflame
Love of my life these things hold true, whilst I am I and you are you
All that we have now and all that is to be makes my heart smile constantly!
I wrote this (poohbear) I love you my dearest flower,
You are my gentle rose,
Fragrant and lovely,
To be truly desired and adored.
You are adorned with the deepest of red velvet,
Soft and supple, smooth to the touch on my lips,
I will gen

BlogsChoke
the author of fight club funny book.
The Unbreakable child
orphan who was abused by catholic officals
Heart shaped box
about a rockstar who buys a ghost and then has to kill him ends up survin 1. write a new blog everyday
2. lose weight
3. go to nationals fro track
4. stop drinking soda
5. find a better bf
6. find a better job this is why i hate myself and i know its true no one will ever like me..
burnthe.priest: Have fun with that. ruthie !: i dont care about any stupid man off the internet burnthe.priest: Then why post your pics? ruthie !: BECAUSE I FUCKIN CAN ruthie !: trust me tons of desperate yahoo fuckers JUST LIKE U burnthe.priest: I'd rather jerk-off. ruthie !: jack off to them burnthe.priest: You are nasty. ruthie !: im nasty burnthe.priest: No ass. ruthie !: im not the one on here lookin for a women to jack off too burnthe.priest: Nor am I. ruthie !: uh huh ruthie !: im sure burnthe.priest: I'll jack off to porn... not your nasty ass. ruthie !: i

Neuro-surgical Blog. Fit Free? Maybe, Time Will Tell. Heavy Going & Technical)I had a letter yesterday from the hospital, namely from the Neurosurgeon instrumental to my having surgery. It read that following the EEG tests to ascertain electrical activity in respect of future seizure activity, the results showed that although they were aware of a small number of sharper waveforms, during the over-breathing exercise test, they were on the right temporal lobe. These however did not constitute ongoing epileptic activity. Therefore it would appear that further medication reduction could take place in a year's time.
This will be my next appointment with the Neurologist and hopefully he will write the prescription for reduced dosage medication and the reduction can begin, slowly of course.
These results are good news and I wish those who matter to me were still alive for me to share this happy news. The struggles over the last four years have been worth putting up with although it has to be said that maybe the worst struggles encountered following surgery occur

Whateveri love being a mommy
love watchin her grow
but its so hard
not having anyone help
and trying to have a life
she fights sleep
and gives me problems
ever time i try layin her down
nobody really understands
even though they try to
they arent the ones
up with her at night
and any hour of the day
when she feels like wakin up
i love being a mommy
but im getting so tired
all i want to do is sleep
getting so tired... it usually takes a lot to make me feel comfortable...especially with a guy. but not him. he somehow just does. and i honestly dont think he tries to. i feel completely comfortable openign up to him about everything and i know he would never judge me from anything he learns. hes willing to accept me for who i am and understand all the things i have been through. if something doesnt make sence to him he wont ask but thats oly becasue he is afraid of making me uncomfrtable. he does such a good job at making me feel comfortable. i have no worries when im talkin

ErrataMOUTHOLOGY:
What is your salad dressing of choice?
Blue Cheese of Any Sort
What is your favorite fast food restaurant of choice?
Dollar Menus? Ya'RLY!
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Buffets kick ass. Us Fat Fucks gotta Eat. Though, Sakuras in baltimore was the first place i went to wher they cooked food at the table
On average how much of a tip do you leave at a restaurant?
Pen15
What food could u eat everyday for two weeks and not get sick of?
Sushi(eel sushi kicks ass), but, for ME...straight ol' ground beef patties, you can do anything with beef
What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Im a MEAT Lover...in a non gay way. Anchovies and peppers now and then too
What do you like on your toast?
butter, cinnamon and sugar
TECHNOLOGY:
What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A F'n Tree. It WILL be goatse on the other account
How many televisions are in your house?
2
What color cell phone do you have?
Zero. Fuck You. I USED to

Anyonehomeget ur bid in own me for a month dont miss ur chance see profile commentsfor the link ty and take care come level ur up
bomb me if u gottem

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About AnythingMy husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. . I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.
"Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times.
My feeling of dis

My Everyone Blogjadelotus and I were arguing over that cheating whore SherryMH, because it's her birthday today.
We want her to make up her mind whether she's going to take my m00bz, or jadelotus' b00bz.
We need people to decide, and maybe even enter their own, to see who SherryMH is going to choose.
The winner, decided by SherryMH, will have to give SherryMH a personalized b00b/m00b salute.
So, show em, fuckers!
and here's me, for the fuck of it.
*hops on bandwagon*
The perfect breakfast: Morning lovemaking session, then coffee, bacon & eggs.
The perfect date: Something spontaneous, creative, memorable, and fun, but not too much - don't want it to take my attention away from the person I'm with.
The perfect kiss: Spontaneity is key, starts out gently, winds up almost drawing blood, ends with staring into my lover's eyes for what seems like forever.
The perfect argument: One with no victor, only new understandings.
The perfect man/woman: Hard to say, I haven't found

My Songsso confussed, so out in space don't know where to go, don't know what to think
life comes at you like a speeding bullet dodging it is so hard to do
lookin left and right not knowing where to go
sees everyone lookin at you like something is wrong and you don't know what to think, not knowing where to go
the heart shows so much that we don't listen to at times when we know we should
it shows us the true way to love and care
and it's up to us to listen to it
sleep my baby dream of things to come
upon the twilight hour you shall see
what my love means to you
holding me oh so thight never letting you go
sleep tight my baby don't you cryi'll always be by yourside
sleep tight my sweetheart our love will grow and grow
sleep tight my love we'll be married soon enough
as i watch you sleep i drift off myself
dreaming of things that i'll never have
thinking of someday when i get the things i need
sleep tight my baby don't you cry i'll always be by yurside
sleep tight my s

Thoughts From The Padded Roomall you have to do to join is put "Member of Wicked Kitties" in your profile and make a salute with your fubar name and that as well... see no flaming hoops here so callin out to the tattooed and pierced sex kittens....and callin out to the bbw and the thick chicks...and anybody who thinks they can show the group respect...no long list of rules....no voting in....just a real group with real ppl.....
SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???? BE THE FIRST ON YOUR BLOCK TO RUN TO THE WINDOW AND SAY" IM A WICKED KITTIE"!!!!!!!!!!!! (ok dont really do that they might call someone) hey ladies AZ's angels are back....if you wanna join just put Member of AZ's angels in your name...and make a group salute as well....WE DO NOT TURN ANYBODY AWAY we call out to the tattooed pierced and the outcasts......but ALL ARE WELCOME
so what are you waiting for?????????? well first off i wanna say this....TO FAT SONNY YOU MIGHT THINK ITS FUNNY TO CALL ME A RAPIST AND AN PEDOPHILE BUT THERE IS A LITTLE THING

TestingARE YOU
YOU SHOULD BE !
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LyricsYou take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a really really lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step).
Then your friends do their part: in the comments section, try to identify what songs the lyrics come from. Oh, and Googling is cheating! And so is looking at my other blogs.
So here's my top 10 of the moment:
1. Time to light the fires and spill the waste
2. Moonlight is about to transform some people into strange creatures
3. My disposition is in a possition for all to see.
4. I secretly crave, crave that scent again
5. pull - steamroller rollin' through
6. And if you see me losing ground
7. Hold it together, birds of a feather
8. Some will learn, many do
9. I dont need your forgiveness
10. Come On, Grab the bull by the horns
If you look at the other blog you cheat

My Poetrylooking up at the sky,
rain drops rolling down her cheek.
she knew then.
it was him and no one else.
and there she stood on her patio,
wrapped in her bed sheets,
overlooking her memories.
their memories.
what was and could of been.
now, dust in the wind.
her eyes stared out into the grey distance.
the only sound left: pitter patter.
rain against her naked sin.
her soaked hair carried by the wind
became waves in an ocean.
she was vulnerable.
unaware of the night's talent.
it could change her.
a woman of the past
would beome a woman of the future.
through the descending rain,
she spotted it.
one she had never seen before.
they met and it made her wonder.
she had waited her whole life to find this:
a skillful stranger that could tame her heart.
she knew then.
it was him and no one else.
his slightest look opened and closed her
as when the heart of the flower she held
in her delicate hand perceived the rain falling.
only something in her and her alone
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Don't sweat the petty things, and don't pet the sweaty things. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. One nice thing about egotists: They don't talk about other people. To be intoxicated is to feel sophisticated but not be able to say it. The older you get, the better you realize you were. I doubt, therefore I might be. Age is a very high price to pay for maturity. Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday. Women like silent men, they think they're listening. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day.
a friend sent this to my email
think I've finally found my soul matewas it destiny or was it fateyou touched me softly and reached my soulwe are as one, we are as wholeI love your touch and tender kissand your loving arms is sheer blissyou're my miror image my inside outit's definitely kismet, of

In The NewsSwine flu may sound nasty. As of late Thursday, there are 236 cases of swine flu and eight confirmed deaths worldwide.
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But in every flu pandemic since, the numbers have luckily dwindled. The 1957-1958 pandemic flu took 70,000 deaths above the normal flu season, and the 1968-1967 pandemic flu caused 33,000 more deaths than the average flu season. The virulence of the virus does matter, but public

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The children are sick and when they are I can't help but snuggle with them because I feel so bad. Yeah, i know; good job.
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My mother said I looked like an old hooker.
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AdoptionWhen my book Death By Adoption was published in New Zealand in 1979, it caused quite a stir. There were many reviews, some supportive, others downright scary, but one that stayed in my memory was printed in a Catholic publication. The reviewer berated me for what was described as my "angry and bitter" stance against adoption, that sacred cow that had always been off limits to criticism. You would have thought that I had burnt the national flag or otherwise committed an act of unforgivable sedition, instead of simply exposing the traffic of adoption for what it was; a wholesale oppression of unmarried women and the children born to us outside of formal marriage.
Five years previously I was asked to address a group of social workers to present my views for single mothers and against adoption. By the time I finished speaking, some of those social workers were on their feet and screaming at me. One even cried real tears as she tried to process what I had said. I could see how very

SongsHello me...meet the real me.And my misfits way of life.A dark black past is myMost valued possession.Hindsight is always 20-20,But looking back its still a bit fuzzy.Speak of mutually assured destruction? Nice story...tell it to readers digest!!!/chorus/Feeling paranoidTrue enemy or false friend? Anxietys attacking me, andMy air is getting thin.Im in trouble for the thingsI havent got to yet.Im chomping at the bit, and myPalms are getting wet, sweating bullets.Hello me...its me again.You can subdue, but never tame me.It gives me a migraine headacheThinking down to your level.Yea, just keep on thinking its my faultAnd stay an inch or two outta kicking distance.Mankind has got to knowHis limitations./chorus/Feeling claustrophobic,Like the walls are closing in.Blood stains on my hands andI dont know where Ive been.Im in trouble for the thingsI havent got to yet.Im sharpening the axe and myPalms are getting wet, sweating bullets.Well, me...its nice talking to myself,A credit to dementia.So

Everythingwhy am i here?
my heart feels so troubled
why am i here?
is it to love
or is it to fear?
to love is so beautiful
but it scares me so much
i wait for the pain
as i wait for your touch
i've heard all the lies
and i'll hear them again
thats why i'm fearing, inside
i'll be hurt in the end
should i be brave
and let my heart go?
could i trust you enough
to let the love show?
and if i gave in
would you give too?
is it really safe for me
to fall in love with you?
am i to love
or am i to fear?
Please God, what’s the answer?
why am i here?
that is, until I met Danielle. Now I know that it's to love. Thank you, Dani. Thank you for answering my question, my love. another day lost in her smile
so many things there's yet to say
how much she makes me feel alive
how I seem to love her more each day
so thankful that we made it thru
so many trials in our short past
but now we're here, against the odds
we've showed them all, that we will last

Random RamblingsHole. Bloody hole. We aren't supposed to talk about the bloody hole, but there's a bloody hole winking me in the face. I want to c-u-u-t it off, ch-o-o-p it off, and make guacahole.
This blog...is for Witchie. The hole thing. Not just part, the hole thing.
What can you do with a hole?
You can fill a hole.
You can tongue a hole.
You can gaze into a hole.
You can enlarge a hole.
You can stick something in a hole.
You can take something out of a hole.
There is a hole lot of things you can do with a hole.
You can build a barrier, so nobody falls into the hole.
You can lay branches over a hole, so people do fall into it.
Holey crap...I'm running out of ideas.
HOLE!!! HOLEY HOLEY HOLE...we aren't supposed to talk about the hole. Well, life is chaotic.
New job, and they are pushing me to get a promotion already. I had 4 jobs lined up...3 of them decided to not hire me because I failed the background check....whoops.
So now I'm working Hometown Buffet, and only Hometow

EmsWhile you slept
A child cried
While you slept
A mother died
While you slept
A father bled
While you slept
The sirens wailed
While you slept
Bright lights did flash
While you slept
I did speed past
While you slept
Life did go on
While you slept
So peaceful & sound
While you slept
We made our rounds
I wish you could see the sadness of a business man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only too find their house and belongings damaged or lost for good.
I wish you could know what it is like too search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns.
I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everyth

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You are a very idealistic person. You have so much compassion for the world that it can be a bit overwhelming at times. There are so many things that you want to do to make a difference. It bothers you that you can't do them all at once. You are quite creative. You are especially good at thinking up innovative solutions to problems. You may have high ideals, but you also have the tools to achieve them. You are practical when you need to be.
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You Would Do Most Things For Love
You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!
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From MyspaceI know she shines in your eyes.
I see it through mine.
Your eyes sparkle more as she grows.
With that child golden is the time.
Always hold it dear.
Years will pass like momments.
Hold all your memorys close.
I hope you never forget.
You to bring joy in life.
I hope forever you shine.
And I hope forever.
You will shine in mine. She smiles at my words.
Even when they are true.
I say these words.
Only to you.
Your beauty amazing.
Your smile I long to touch.
To much distance between us.
An ocean to much.
I will look at this sea.
And see your face.
In my heart always.
Your smile has its place. Halfway across the world.
Her beauty I still see.
God has given me a gift.
Bringing her smile to me.
Even when she is down.
A sparkle still glows in her eyes.
When she does not smile.
My heart wonders why.
Her smile to me priceless.
Like a days sunshine.
I hope to see it forever.
And warm this heart of mine.

WHEN U SMILE, I SMILE. WHEN UR SAD, I'M SAD. WHEN U CRY, I CRY. WHEN U JUMP OFF THE BRIDGE, I'LL SAY U WAS A DUMB ASS!!!!!!!!!!
Hang me on your cross
Cut into my flesh
Call me all your wicked names
Burden me with your best
Unanimous they shout
Burn him to the ground
That fucking sinner is going down
Im not a gladiator
Never been a slave for the fight
But I'll never give up
Wake me for a 1000 nights
And their eyes as gorgon would
Turn me to stone
They surly should
And the harlequin makes them laugh
As my blood washes my legs
In the home of the faithless
Amongst the swine
They feast themselves on red meat
And drown in the finest wine
Hosanna I shout be free
Hosanna I shout for me
Hosanna I cry for them
Hosanna will they repent
Incontrovertible you know my faith is
I will fucking bleed for you
I will die for this
You weak amongst a man to praise
Meek how they gaze
The judiciary of your lawless land
Point the fing

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Wtf?I HATE EMO POEMS
I'm sick of poemsthat that talk of deathand how your stupid boyfriend leftlets not get upand get a lifejust grab your paper, pen, and knifelets talk of bloodupon the floorand lovely darknesswe adoreall you sayis "my life rots"and then you write your emo thoughtsno one caresabout your dreadsand how you justwish you were deadthey aren't as deepas you might thinkwhen you say in them"my life will sink"

My PoemsPeering out,
through a frosty window.
Watching the snow slowly fall,
to the ground.
A sea of whiteness,
is all that appears to be.
Just sitting here thinking,
where you are now.
Remembering the days,
when you and I spent in the snow.
Building forts and snow men,
chasing each other around in the snow.
Laughing and smiling,
having a great time.
But now I sit here,
all alone thinking about those days.
When we were going to be,
a loving family.
Your son is here,
a beautiful little boy.
Two years of age,
with your amazing blue eyes.
Now why is it every year,
I sit and think about you.
This year is the last,
you left us,
and don't even want us.
I have the best of you,
and he is sitting right here.
I have new,
brighter memories to cover yours.
My son and I,
playing in the snow.
So today I'm finally,
letting you go.
Forever this time,
no need dwelling on the past.
Me and you are done,
and its about time i get on with my life.
( new poem i just re

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My ThoughtsI Dont Deserve YouIll always love youNo matter what comes our wayI will protect youCome whatever mayI want to hold youThe way you so dearly deserveI want to show youEverything this life has in storeIll always love youJust know this is trueI dont deserve youSo I will do all I can for youBy: Robert Date: 5-2-10 They say love is just a gameThey say time can heal the painSometimes you win, sometimes you loseAnd I guess I'm just a foolI keep holding on to youI told you once you were the oneYou know that I'd die for youAlthough it hurts to see you goOh this time you should knowI won't try to stop youDon't you forget about me babyDon't you forget about me nowSome day you'll turn around and ask me, why did i let you goSo you try to fake a smileYou don't wanna break my heartI can see that you're afraidBut baby it's to lateCoz I'm already dyingDon't you forget about me babyDon't you forget about me nowSome day you'll turn around and ask me, why did I let you go Don't te

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~stories~Ali opened her eyes, the pine smell was greeted with the warmth of the cabin. A loud thud audible through the fog of her grogginess. She sat up and looked around, the sun’s rays beamed through the cabin through it’s moderate number of windows. She stood, still in nude and searched around; Tim no where to be found in cabin. She walked to leave the fire but the impending chill greeted her, stopping her from advancing. She searched the floor behind her to see one of the throws they used the night prior, she cloaked herself and left the warmth circumference of the fireplace. Heading past the table, and to the area that looked to be the kitchen counter. Another loud thud outside drew her attention, she walked to window and peered outside, and saw Tim. Fully dressed, jeans, flannel shirt, jean jacket, chopping wood with a hatchet. She smiled warmly, turning to sink, she drew water and began to make coffee.
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Real StoriesCrazy folk songs , and vegie mite sandwiches , blokes , sheilds and beer , are just some of the things other people think australians are known for , but there is so much more to this beautiful county , so much more to its kaliedoscopic landscape , so much histiry so much culture.. there are so many stories to tell about the hearts of the people there . Living in Australia all my life until i finally left home at the young age of 20 ..
Then spending my twenties traveling the world, in love with a soldier .. a small child to raise mostly on my own , while the man i loved was off fighting the war on terrorism .The baby grew up fast , being a first time Mum away from all that i knew and still being young and spoilt myself i made alot of mistakes but i also did some good things i taught her how to read , i taught her some basic german .. I taught how to talk to people to tell stories .. i did my best to be a good mother ..
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Alil Bit Of EverythingMade a wrong turnOnce or twiceDug my way outBlood and fire
Bad decisionsThat's alrightWelcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstoodMiss "knowing it's all good"It didn't slow me down
MistakenAlways second guessingUnderestimatedLook, I'm still around...
Pretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike your less thanFuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike your nothingYou're fuckin' perfect to me
You're so meanWhen you talkAbout yourselfYou are wrong
Change the voicesIn your headMake them like youInstead
So complicatedLook how we all made itFilled with so much hatredSuch a tired game
It's enoughI've done all I can think ofChased down all my demonsI've seen you do the same
Pretty, pretty pleaseDon't you ever, ever feelLike your less thanFuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty pleaseIf you ever, ever feelLike your nothingYou're fuckin' perfect to me
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Mind of ice,heart of coal
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The Ramblings Of A MadwomanThis thing about "Cherry Tap" (which was once Lost Cherry and I will ALWAYS think of and refer to as Lost Cherry) and content on it has gone way out of hand.
The facts:
- when first entering the site (the login/register page) it CLEARLY states no Teeny boppers aloud.
- When I joined LC, it was touted as "on-line nightclub". As far as I know, it still says that.
- This site, I'm assuming, is for ADULTS for fun, making friends, downloading pictures to share with other ADULTS, as well as stash and blog entries.
- This site is for making your page, and the contents you put in other areas kept for you, YOUR OWN. If some people don't like your page, they move on or they rate you with ones or block you.
- LC touted it's not like myspace, you have more freedoms here because it's a adult online nightclub.
- The reason (as I understand it) Lost Cherry's name was changed to Cherry Tap was to make it more clear that it's an adult site.
My opinion:
wtf happened??

Vampire LoveOutside the window
Late at night
Deep in the shadows
But not beyond sight
Illuminated by,
The moon, pale, bright
Stands a figure.
Elegant, graceful,
Tall and fair
With hypnotic eyes
And black shroud of hair.
Inviting, beckoning,
me to his lair.
Whispers my name.
Hollow eyes burning
Murky, dense.
The figure fades.
Nothing but silence
Intense and deafening.
My body tense,
I am afraid.
He's still here. I feel
His hunger.
Chills run down my spine
Heart beats like thunder.
What is this creature that lurks, I wonder?
Pleasure and pain.
The form reappears
Near my bed.
Lord of the Darkness
He rules the Undead,
nourished by blood, fear, pain.
With lips cruel, red,
Stands above me.
Descends upon my
throat. Beaming.
Foul breath in my face
Sharp, white teeth gleaming.
Three drops of blood fall, slip
away, streaming.
Warm crimson tears.
Try to resist, but
Paralyzed.
Cannot fight this thing
so strong, so despised.
Defenseless. No one comes,

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STUPID light bulb would STILL BE IN THE SAME SPOT!! AND UNDERNEATH IT WOULD
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PILES OF GARBAGE THAT ARE A FOOT DEEP THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE HOUSE!! IT WOULD
TAKE AN ARMY TO CLEAN THIS PLACE! AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON WHO
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Life...Just wanted to say sorry for not doing my usual postings, yeah I'm a slacker. I spent the morning in the ER only to find out I didn't have a stroke afterall, just have Bell's Palsy. Yippie. Happy Monday to me! So, enjoy my smiling pics here on LC ...hard telling when you'll see another one :( Thanks for reading and keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
~~Kim Had my follow up drs. appt. today. Blahh. Seems this mess is going to have to run it's course. They can't give me a timeline as to when it will get better. They did increase my meds, so maybe that will help. They couldn't tell me how it happened either - they "think" it's caused by the same virus that causes chicken pox and it attacks the cranial nerve.
The dr. said that in her 12 years of practicing there was only 1 case that didn't have a full recovery. I'm guessing that's suppose to be the upside to all of this.
Yes, I guess you could say I'm feeling a little sorry for myself. I'm a mommy, I'm not use to being sick.

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Alias Name(s): Duane Chapman, Dog
Gender: Male
Birthplace: Denver, Colorado
Birthday: 2-1-1953
Birth Name: Duane Lee Chapman
Raised in Denver, Colorado Dog is the oldest of four children born to Wesley and Barbara Chapman. His father was a welder with the Navy. His mother was a minister with the First Assembly of God. Duane grew up tough and poor and dropped out of school in the ninth grade. Chapman subsequently joined a motorcycle gang. Dog was arrested 18 times for armed robbery. In 1977, Chapman was sentenced to five years of hard labor and served two of those years before being paroled in 1979.
Before his sentencing, Chapman had married and fathered at least one child. His wife, at the time, had filed for divorce while Chapman was in prison. Because of this fact, Chapman owed money for child support. The judge in charge of handling the child support case asked Chapman to catch a fugitive for

Quizes LolYou scored as motobike. motobike100%car88%cars or motobikescreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as pie. dammit, you are nuts! you have no clue about any form of social conduct! i enjoy your insanity!pie70%Darth Vader70%THORAXE THE DESTROYER70%Toph65%YODA50%quiz of evil!created with QuizFarm.com You scored as lana. Lana and luna are twins. lana wears her dark brown hair short and never pays attentionlana

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Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:
I love you, Sorry, and Help me.
Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two-fold?
Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writin

From The Mind Of The Evil Monkey KingOK... You may notice a new folder opened in my pics. Allow me to tell you a funny story.
Once upon a time, before NSFW came into effect, a guy posted two pictures of monkeys. These pictures had monkey penises showing in them. After NSFW came into effect, he was told that they were borderline NSFW, but where they were animals, they should be OK. So he didn't mark them on his own.
Well one day, this guy was viewing the "Recently Uploaded Pictures" and a swastika came on the screen. A CLEAR violation of the NSFW guidelines and just disgusting to the guy that saw it. This guy waited a few minutes and went to see if it had been marked properly. It wasn't, so he flagged it . Then he blocked the user because he hates prejudice people for their narrow-minded views. Somehow the skinhead asshole got to see this person's pics even though he was blocked and flagged the guy's primary pics and the two borderline pics that had gone un-flagged for a long time and viewed by MANY peopl

My MomI'm sorry ladies. Me and my girl decide to get back together and try to make things work. We only broke up because of our schedules. This time we are both goin to work hard to make time for each other. Just lettin everyone know, cause i'm not tryin to play or hurt anyone. You're all great friends and I love and appreciate everyone of you : ) Well guys Cantrell is single again. I think I'm goin to just stay that way for a while. Just hit me and we can talk. Man i swear women do some of the craziest stuff ever. I'm not one to talk bad or anything. I'm a nice person on here and i keep it real, but some women play messed up games. I need to find a girl without the games and puzzles. I'm in college and tryin to make it. I don't have time for games. I need a real woman. Quote me on that : )

Blog PoppingSelling domain names anymore?
A quick glance on greatdomains shows recent sales of certain domain names going for more than $20000. I was thinking surely these are greatly overpriced.
So I decided to go in search of catchy domain names and get some free appraisals. Found one that got the following report.
Marketability: excellent
Clarity: excellent
Memorability: excellent
Link Popularity: n/a
Extension: excellent
Length: very good
Word count: excellent
Hyphens: not present
Numerals: not present
Substitutions: not present
Abbreviations: not present
ESTIMATED VALUE OVER $ 250,000
I know it all depends on the demand and possible future use etc but how can such prices be justified?
(yeah I get the most pointless blog award)
It all began so many long years ago. In a time when I was most content with my life. But things never stay tranquil forever and something was about to happen that would not only change my life but would also change the world as I

Ramblingsscince when are we all in grade school and need a dress code... I wear my corseet as a shit i wear it to work i wear it shopping it is NOT ligerie if you can wear it to a bar what freacking right does fubar have to tell you it cant be your freaking defult pic....scince when id an adult site more anal retentive then myspace and face book?? if your freaking at work you should be damn well working not hanging on freaking fubar wasteing your time and bitching that a girl in a corset has scrolled across the top of your freaking screen ...i understand about nudity i even understand about racist and or sexist usernames but if all your goods are covered NOONE should be able to tell me what im alowed to freaking wear and tell me my everday wear is NSW Im seeing someone it started about 3 weeks ago actually started pretty innocent....i never thought id be interested in anyone else since robbie tried dating and well couldnt find any men at all perked my interest i went for drinks with my best fri

The Word Has Been Spread; My Word!!!!!!!!!!!!The reflection that looks back at me is not of my own.
Its allure is both breath taking and intimidating at the same time.
When I look into the eye’s I see someone so beautiful and a soul so veracious that it makes me turn my head in hopes of not marring it for someone else who may be more deserving of it then me.
Its moves are so elegant and carefree that it mesmerizes me because I’m incapable of such grace.
To look at this image you can see that it’s clearly not me, but to hear the thoughts, views, opinions, dreams, and desires you would swear it was.
I’ve been alone for the most part my entire life and thought that my time had passed me bye before I had met her.
I fear though that I may also share with her the fears of being in love and the hurt and pain that are associated with it.
I’ve never been in love before, never let myself get close to it, but with her strong emotions and intense feelings are there; it JUST HAPPENED and so now I’m stuck fighting the fight.
It’s one

Well Still Here Still Lost LolI came in to this damn all my pics gone lol help u guys plz im soooooooooooooooooooooooooo behind Im going enter big sexys best cleavage contest so yall come rate and comment the heck out of these 36 hs lol

??You Are Somewhat Mature
You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.
Are You Immature? You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

More Of Me!!!!!I dont know I am just feeling a little depressed =( oh well.
Ok I don't wanna step on any toes here or offend anyone, But is the immigration thing getting a little out of hand? I mean really its becoming more like the Flintstones Vitamins commercial (1 Million strong and growing) just with Illegal immigrants is 12 Million strong and growing. It just pisses me off that they come here ILLEGALLY and then think they can get rights of LEGAL people.
Why don't they just do the right thing and go through the process? OR with the way the news and government is making it, why don't the get with Simon Cowell (for those who don't know who he is, he is the creator of AMERICAN IDOL you know the prick of a judge) and make a new reality show, and call it THE NEXT AMERICAN CITIZEN. and the show would revolve around ILLEGALS who are running through the desert trying to make it. And if they DON'T die in the desert and they do make it they can become the NEXT AMERICAN citizen, and make them d

Thoughts From A Wandering MindI can remember being a little kid (yup), and trying to figure out football...on TV. I watched, mainly when the adults were not changing channels on me. I did not understand it...but i liked it.
I got the football bug...i guess...when i was about 11 or so. Living in Thunder bay, the closest NFL team was the Vikings....so...yes...i was a fan. Ahmad Rashad and Tommy Kramer...my favs. I watched alot of games....and it really never did matter who i watched....a good game was a good game.
Then came the Bears. Walter payton is my all time favorite player...in any sport. More heart and determination than any player in the game today.
So....i was a Bears fan...for awhile...till Payton retired.
I had always watched some college ball (NCAA) but did not get too interested until the mid 80s. Ohio St had always been my fav. Coach Hayes....and the absolutely evil ,Jack Tatum....(read...."They Call Me Assassin"). College ball seems to always have more life and passion...than any other foot

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- Get Your Own
Lord I'm praying
That things go well
For me and somebody else
I'll always do
What you ask of me
To be a comfort
To those in need
Give me the words to speak
Bless me from the crown of my head
To the soul of my feet
And I hear in the spirit
Saying to me
Ever so sweatly
Hear my voice
And turn not
Away from me
Do not harden your heart
The word is nigh thee
Even in your mouth
Out of my belly Lord
Is flowing rivers
Of living waters
Lord I hear you
In the spirit saying
Come unto me
Lord hear my prayer
Our father

CosmoUsa/austrian/donkaBomonot There is a woman…
That I turn to when together.
My road gets hard to travel…
My emotions come unraveled.
No need to worry…
Her essence is near to me…
There is one decor to see…
Let it be.
When darkness falls . . .
Along that lonely road…
I need a friend who knows me…
0NE T0 BE W/ ME!
As the trick and treaters leave me w/o…
I cannot hand anymore candy out..........
I call her and we take out chow.............
I have no doubt! I can shout… and not pout!

Some PoemsWhen 2 hearts come together,
nothing in the world can come between.
When 2 hearts come together,
they see things others haven't seen.
When 2 hearts come together,
everything seems clear.
When 2 hearts come together,
no other one can come near.
When 2 hearts come together,
everyone will have their says.
but when 2 hearts come together,
it's LOVE for eternal and always!!
What path we ever should choose,
No matter what the game is, if we win or lose,
i know, you know, WE KNOW!
Knowing all the darkest secrets,
Neither one of us having any regrets,
i know, you know, WE KNOW!
A love so deep and true,
Making you feel good,making you feel blue,
i know, you know, WE KNOW!
Making the world become as whole,
With this special bonding in the soul,
i know, you know, WE KNOW!
Your heart attached to mine,
A feeling that lasts a lifetime,
i know, you know, WE KNOW!
Tho many others do not know,
the bond we have, and we'll never let go.
While they are tal

Things About MeIn November I found out the only way I could have children is by doing IVF so I have been emotionally turned upside down.My inlaws paid for the IVF which we do have to pay back.I have started my injections and getting ready for the second set of injections.looking to trasnfer our embryos the first week in may.I will be on bedrest for a few days so will be on more..take care My friends son passed away he was in a vegatative state for a long time.his heart couldn't handle it and he passed.please keep her and her family in your prayers....
i will be on and off here to be with her and the family....my love to all i am going out with friends and my man.when i get back i will return all love might not be until tomorrow though.....love to all and have a great night

CommentsON SEPT. 12, 2001, the United States received messages of support and condolence from around the globe as this nation struggled to comprehend the previous days terrorist attacks. At home, we vowed to set aside our petty differences and unite as Americans.
Today I struggle to comprehend how this nation squandered the near universal good will expressed then. I wonder how the same population that vowed unity then has become so bitterly divided.
The disastrously planned invasion of Iraq earned us the enmity of much of the world and has divided us at home. The war on terror has scarred this countrys human rights record. Three years ago, the world watched helplessly as an inept federal government stumbled while thousands of people struggled to survive Hurricane Katrinas wrath in New Orleans. Like an exclamation point at the end of the Bush administration, the economy now teeters on the brink of collapse.
I believe this country needs healing internally to end the cl

Personality TestsHornyscopes!!
AQUARIUS
Jan 21 - Feb 19
Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns
Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them.
FAVE POSITION
Mutual masturbation.
BEST SEX TOY
A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this.
AQUARIUS MALE IN BED
He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control hims

Patriotic MusingsThe Protest song was one of the main symbols of the sixties youth culture and was aimed at awakening public awareness of social issues, particularly the Vietnam conflict.
The songs provided the soundtrack to demonstrations against that War and All war.
WAR
War has shattered
Many young men's dreams
We've got no place for it today
They say we must fight to keep our freedom
But Lord, there's just got to be a better way
It ain't nothing but a heartbreaker
War!
What is it good for?
("War", by Edwin Starr was the United States number 1 song in 1970.)
While the war drums continue to beat in the White House, another generation is being sacrificed. This time for oil and blind vengeance devoid of any wisdom.
Because of you, I am here
Because of you, I am able to live freely
Yet I do not know you
And I have not done anything for you
But there you stand, ready to fight
And there you are prepared to die
Fo

Cherryliciousand give me some attention?
CHERRYLICIOUS RADIO@ CherryTAP PLEASE IF YOUR ON MY FRIENDS LIST COME ON BY AND CHECK TO SEE IF YOU HAVE FANNED ME...IF YOU HAVE NOT PLEASE BE SURE TO :) THANK YOU
I Wanna Sit On Santa's Lap & Tell Him My Naughty Thoughts....Who Wants 2 Play Santa With Me?@ CherryTAP
I ALSO PUT THIS IN A BULLI :) about sending me christmas gifts please leave me another message here i accidentally deleted them all and didnt get the chance to reply with the address :)
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My Life For You To KnowOver that last few months ive noticed some subtle changes in my body.
Four weeks ago i weighed 228 lbs. I was a little chunky around the mid section but nothing excessive. Weighed myself today. I weigh 178 lbs.
I find myself weak. Things i use to be able to do no problem now require me to use alot of energy. And i feel sore after wards.
My vision is getting worse. Im not at the 20/70 in both eyes. Those of you who dont know what the numbers mean if you have perfect vision, how blurry things are for you at 70 feet away. thats how blurry it is for me 20 feet away.
I have pains in my chest and get muscle cramps daily. I drink over a gallon of water a day.
And today was the worst thing that scared me. I sat on my couch to watch a movie. Half hour into it i wanted some ice water. I stood up took two steps and instantly had my body fall asleep. Like when your leg or arm does but it was all over. I slammed my face into the floor and busted my nose.
The part that scared me wa

Timothy's BlogGOOOD MORNING TO ALL THE CT PEEPS
THANKS FOR MY NEW FRIENDS AND PEOPLE THAT STOPPED BY TO LOOK.......................
REACHED LEVEL FIVE THIS AM.... HAPPY NEW YEARS TO ALL THE CHERRY TAPPERS OUT THERE...............HOPE EVERYONE HAS WONDERFUL HOLIDAYS..... AND A GREAT NEW YEAR...... GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER X-MAS DAY WILL SOON BE HERE....
WANT TO SAY THANKS TO ALL THE CHERRY TAP PEEPS
AND ALSO THANKS FOR STOPPING BY
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HAPPY NEW YEARS TOO....................
TIMOTHY

Quotes"The eye of the master will do more work than both his hands." - Benjamin Franklin
"It's the submissives that show to others what type of Dom owns them." - Anonymous
"Submissives need to be told what to do. Slaves need to do what they are told." - Unknown
The Master is an artist , His slave the clay, with the whip He will shape her , with humility He will mold her, Some will admire her, But only the Master, not even the slave, will know her true beauty, for her true beauty lies in her love for her Master. -J. Yednak-
"You don't love a slave because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because You love her." -Unknown
"A slave's life is mostly composed of patience and study. Yes, study. If not with actual books, then following the example of greater, senior slaves. Or learning every nuance of their owner's character, so that they can more completely and seamlessly offer themselves at the right time and in the right manner." - Laura Antoniou
There is no more livel

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The name Arthur may be (and according to K. H. Jackson certainly is) a form of Artorius, a Roman gens name, but, according to J. D. Bruce, it is possibly of Celtic origin, coming from artos viros (bear man) - see
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IckSo I noticed yesterday that someone purchased a happy hour in honor of a deceased infant. I also saw this profile scrolling with the picture of the infant as it's default. There was also a MUMM that linked to a blog. I am somewhat disgusted as I feel that this innocent child is being exploited on an adult website that is more of a frivolous popularity contest. Do not get me wrong I enjoy fubar ... I love it ... I just don't think any child should be exploited on this site. I also understand that you may want to honor the memory of this child well there are other sites that are dedicated to memorials you can set up for loved ones who have passed. You can then send the link to your friends. This hss just left a bad taste in my mouth. I have found it to be rather tacky. Maybe I am wrong but it is how I feel. I think that poor infant deserves way more respect than to be plastered all over fubar. When you least expect it
Is when you definately get it
Stop searching and then you will

Slightly Medicated Rants...Lets get a few things perfectly straight here...I don't care who you are.
No, I don't care how big you think your dick is nor do I want to see how small it actually is.
No, most of you will NEVER meet me let alone be my Dom.
No, you can not see me on cam doing much of anything but sitting because NO, I don't show. I don't do shows and IF I ever (in another life) did...you probably couldn't afford it anyways.
This little rant was sparked by the 10 FUCKING pages of emails of pure, digusting, unadulterated, BULLSHIT that just NEVER seems to stop.
I haven't been here a fucking week and already I have offers from people that don't even bother to want to get to know me. The majority on here are fakes. Guys that think that putting "Dom" in their screen name and on their profile gives them the right to smack some ass. Guys that obviously were not hugged enough as a child or were hauled over daddy's knee and liked it. Some...a few...small...extremely miniscule percentage of you

~dark Poems~How we long for nights like these
Where time seems to freeze
In the chilly midnight air
And we have nothing to do
But hold each other tight
In a warm, tender embrace
But as I strain to pull you closer
Close enough to feel your heartbeat
Pounding in my hands
I see that no words are worthy
Of how I feel right now
And close to you
Is never close enough
As time goes by
I've found myself gripping my life
tighter and tighter
clinching my dreams in the palm of my hand
protecting them from the winds that howl around me
Like grains of sand they slip through my fingertips
first one
then another
then another
each of them crawling out of my tight embrace
before finding a trail of wind
and floating into distant oblivion
I feel my fist of dreams get lighter and lighter
I watch my smiles and hopes get carried off in the breeze
and I smell the vapour of a thousand broken promises drifting away
it's as if the grains of my life are marching
marching away to the meter of a q

JokeA stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the
stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go
quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger."
The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and
said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?"
Oh, I don't know", said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?"
"OK," she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask
you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same
stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat
patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?"
The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea,"
To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to
discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?" CURSED FOR UR NEXT 5 BIRTHDAYS! IF U DONT REPOST
JAN.- I'

Crazed TimesAight Some of ya'll already know what's going on and have a lot of details some don't. But i wanted to write this to let my other friends on here know whats going on so they don't worry if they don't see me on here as much for a lil while.On wednesday night i had got news that my dad had died in a car crash. Needless to say i have not been doing good over here. On top of that, 15 mins after finding this out about my dad, i also found out that i have 1 half brother, and 2 half sisters that i NEVER knew anything about. That situation will have to be a whole other blog altogether whenever i feel like writing about it.... This has been the hardest time of my life and this has broken me in every single way possible. i go from feeling numb to breaking down at any given time. Today and tonight i have been better. I just feel detached from everything though. But i am trying my best to keep my head up during all of this and i know me and my family will be alright at somepoint. Well there it is

Buttercup~4~u~blogsA tripy thing happen to me to and I thought it was a funny also in a way cause of my name...Anyways I went downtown to run a errand and had to park my car a bit further down from where I was going to, so I was walking and there was a elderly guy sitting on a bench waiting for a bus talking on his cell phone and just as I walked by him he said "You got a Wicked Heaert and I was stoned at the time and thought nothing of it till about 5 steps or so later then I stopped turned around and I go Hey not real loud but enought for him to look at me a bit strange..lol and I go that's me I got a Wicked Heart and I he looked at me as if i was nuts, lol 8-P then he said something about God and healing as I was proceed to start walking again and I just thought now thats not ever sign of something and what who knows, lol but I thought now that was a trip...

RamblesLove is the greatest obstacle to being reborn. In love, one stakes claim to another human being, incorporating that person into his or her own self image. Lovers not only find it hard to imagine existing without the other, they become a third entity - the couple. This is why love feels so liberating when it blossoms.
But yet is there not in every coupling also a slow death of each individual, a disappearance of the man and the woman into one another? Is this what people mean when they say "loving someone to death?"
I love you to death
Is being a couple truly more worthy of survival than the two individuals.
Yet when you lose the other person who is apart of you that slow death steps in like necrosis taking each and every part of that person you have taken into your own self.
You can love someone to death.
Love is stronger than death.
Yet losing that love may not bring physical death, but the dying inside and loss of that person and part of oneself seems sometimes just as pote

Life In The Quarter...ok so my next drag show is in 2 weeks... (probably going to more with southern decadence coming up) and im trying to get my music together since i have to hand it in a week before the show..
song pick #1
She Wants Revenge "Tear You Apart"
and #2...
thinking of going
Sugarcult "Pretty Girl (the way)"
I really want to do She Wants Revenge.. but not sure about Sugarcult... everyone wants me to do "Crazy Bitch" Buckcherry..... im not sure tho...
any ideas? damnit.. its so easy to get a costume for halloween but one for mardi gras? it takes me forever... sigh.. need some good ideas cause ill be bartending AGAIN! lol... any ideas for this cute bartender? :D
help a gurrl out yall!
♥
PuNkGuRrL Ok so tonight is my premier at the sanctuary bar in metairie..
i just got a call from the show coordinator that she wants me to change my song.. the entire track is 10 mins long but the song is only 4:30....
(remember when cd's had the secret song a

Why I'm So Stressed...check Frequently For What Deprives Me Of A Peaceful Mind...:(Its done, its over with. Now his focus shall be on his wife and his house. And, you know what? He'll be blessed for it. No more pain, no more sorrow. It's done. Also I plan on removing my CT profile because IDC to have it any more. So, yeah. Hey, its been a minute since I last blogged, hasn't it? Well, let's update the CT population, shall we?
I am at my sister's house and it's not a regular "Hey, what's up?" visit. I've been here since Sunday and she's taking care of me. Remember the left ovary pain I've mentioned in previous blog entries? It has grown to the point of my older sister having to care for me and tend to my children for me. That's why I'm at her house. I have to consume painkillers throughout the day to put me to sleep because they DON'T curb the pain. At all. The Vicodin I have doesn't work much. Fortunately, I have an appointment this Thursday. I went to the ER last Monday and was told I either have:
-Ovarian Cysts
-Ectopic Pregnancy
-Ovarian Cancer
-Cervical Can

Hi ThereHey there guys srry i havnt been on here much. I am working and going to school so I am not on here that much but I think of you all often. Wondering how everyone is doing. If any of you want to stop by and say hi to me I am always on messenger. If you want it just let me know. I met this guy last summer out by our pool in our apartment complex. He seemed like a nice guy and he wanted to be friends no big deal so he got my number. He then like a week or so later just showed up at my door and asked me out. I told him I had a boyfriend already. That was cool with him. We talked some after that. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary with him.
Then when Jeff left he was calling me more nothing wrong was going on until like 2 weeks after Jeff left did thinks start to change. He still called me everyday or everyother day and he would come over. I started to get this uneasy feeling when he was around. My body would be tense all the time like it should be ready to run at any moment. He would

Fun StuffI will be holding a contest for the best morph on CT. This contest is open to anyone and everyone on CT. There will be many prizes given out.
It will run for 3 days! Starting on Thursday the 10th at 12pm and will run till Sunday at 12am. Each contestant will recieve a random gift for just participating in the contest.
The Prizes!!!!!
A prize will be handed out for 1st, 2nd and 3rd place!
First place: You will recieve a corvette, a rolex, and diamond ring (female) or a mens ring (male)
Second place: You will recieve a Silver motorcycle, a rolex and a ring
Third Place: You will recieve a rolex and a ring.
A few rules for the morphs:
1. Cannot be NSFW.
2. Must be a morph of you.
Ok, those rules aren't that bad :) You can rate and comment on your own morph also!
If you are interested in participating in this contest, please stop by my page and let me know which morph you want to use for the contest!
DrunkenAcid **Fan me, rate me, add me! :) **@ CherryT

What Is Your Sexual Catchphrase?Whats Your Sex StyleROLEPLAY!!you are always up for jumping into the sexy lil play outfit, and telling your partner what to do!!! your up for anything!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic I was told there are a few kandikanes so here is the link http://www.cherrytap.com/user/909373 lmao ..I just have to laugh it got even better must be his woman who came and rated me a 1 and left the same comment he posted...do not have her link but name is canadian420

Just Stuff1. I've smoked fatter joints than that.
2. Ahhhh, it's cute.
3. Why don't we just cuddle?
4. You know they have surgery to fix that.
5. Make it dance.
6. Can I paint a smiley face on it?
7. Wow, and your feet are so big.
8. It's okay, we'll work around it.
9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it?
10. Oh no... I just got a flash headache.
11. (Giggling and pointing)
12. Can I be honest with you?
13. How sweet, you brought incense.
14. This explains your car.
15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow.
16. Why is God punishing me?
17. At least this won't take long.
18. I never saw one like that before.
19. But it still works, right?
20. It looks so unused.
21. Maybe it looks better in natural light.
22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes?
23. Are you cold?
24. If you get me real drunk first.
25. Is that an optical illusion?
26. What is that?
27. It's a good thing you have so many other talents.
28. Does it come with an air pump?
29. So this is why you're supposed t

My Ramblings
I am going to start a new blog of things that are heard in my shoutbox. This is for entertainment purposes only and names will not be changed protect the dorks. check back often, you never know what you will see. Here is my first entry......
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StrongHeart22: Hello, u look cute and pretty sexy , I like u, hope u don't afraid huge cocks, mine is 11 inches
->StrongHeart22: my husbands is 13 inches. your not worthy of me
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beadman: your ugly
beadman: can you suck cock
beadman: i like your size
beadman: i have a big cock to
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Bigroaddawg69: Ever see a guy snap his cock in a mousetrap??? lol
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JustinWMO: id love to cum on ur glasses
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Stones Fan: i see some one is busty lol
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ASSPAIN!!: Re; MUMM- You, yourself look like YOU probably SNORE like a COW or PIG, tto. Also probably SMELL like either one as well. So then, what's your fucking problem then, SHUT YOUR MOUTH already and QUIT COMPLAINING already!
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Kyiekats ThoughtsOk not really but its tempting :)
Why does god have me stuck in this place I miss home so much and I can actually say I am depressed today. I feel so alone. I am stuck in Arkansas. I am waiting for the money I am spose to get were I can try to get a used vehicle were I can go home.... If I have a home to go to becouse of all the tornadoes..... the longer I stay here the worse I feel ! I have been very sick this last three days I just came on to tell yall why I havent answered anyone these last couple days
Hugs
Kyttie

LifeToday with all it problems I was on the very edge of jumping off this world to never be heard from again. I let problmes, kids, bills, love and the Devil have Victory in my life and I did notallow GOd to regin. I wanted to take the cowards way out. Runn for mall this hurt and vanish! YOu may ask what changed...A specail freind reminded me about God. He uses scriptures and his own battles to show me God is still working and NOT TO GIVE UP!
I let my faith get shaken and doubt come in and I shuld never have allowed that. God has a special plan for me. Only He knows which way I should go. Whenever I detour He is there to pull me back to the straight road.
I have fallen in love with a wonderful man who stays so busy that I feel lucky when he takes time out of his busy sechdule to call me. He has his own worries today so I didn't bother him with this. I should have talked to him but I felt what I was feeling was more self-pity and the path I wanted He woudl have treid to ch

Well I Did It Again Pinched A Nerve In My Lower Back Man This Hurts So Bad!! I Think I Rather Have A Baby Then To Feel This Way!! Hey there well I have left this morning from Illinois got to Michigan and noticed my front tire pulling to the right and acting funny. I Pulled off the side of the freeway to check the problem there was smoke coming from my tire. I decided to drive to next exit and pull in a gas station and explained to the guy what was happening. He told me not to drive it any more that my wheel barring went on my car. Man if I would of droven it any further I wouldnt be here right now! I am now stuck in Stevensville Michigan 235 Miles from home 50 Bucks to my name and thanks to my dad he put me in a motel room for a night so this is how im on the comp until I get my car fixed in the morning. I know im cursed and hopefully this aura I have around me will disappear. Sometimes I wish I was better off dead then to put up with any more stress in my life. Im going to try to send

Missing My SoldierSometime's I wonder what to do with my day's. Sometime's I can't come up with anything. There are time's where I just don't care, and then there are time's that I just get myself into trouble. LOL. There are times where I just don't care. Here lately, I have not been giving two shit's about anything(with certain people), and these certain people just might know who they are. Well, for those of you who don't know, I will fill you in, in a nice way :) *smart ass grin* I am very sick and tired of the damn drama. Take your drama else where. I have enough of my own. For those of you who listen to me, I will return the favor. I don't care for two faced bitches, lying whore's, and cunt's that have to make other people look out to be what they aren't due to the person who is talking the shit. NO MORE!!!! That will eventually get your ass kicked!!! You know who you are. Suck it up. Get a life. I don't care about you, don't talk to me. I will not talk to you if you even try to succeed!!! Sorry

!golb Patyrrehc A EtaercSo, I was doing some thinking and, y'know, I thought that __________ with __________ might be fun. It is, after all, what I would do with you if ________.
Whilst I had you ______________, I would ____________ and let __________ __________ ________. After that, I'd invite __________ [ and _______ and ________ and _________] _______ to _________. And by now, you'd ________ ________ __________ with _______ all _________ _________! Hi, my name is name and this is my story, letter, article, prostitute, whatever:
I was having a marvelous time time noun, when I suddenly realized whatever. At that point, I just knew that I had to Verb whomever. "Oh," I whispered huskily, "have I got put something here!"
Acting upon my impules, I smiled coyly and verb noun. I quickly scribbled a Post-it™ note on the door for when name got home. It said:
adjective person: verb me at place. I'm going to verbal phrase Oh, and I'm bringing People, things, all of the above so some phrase here

LyricsWhen I look into your eyes
I see sunshine
The coulds are blown away
I hope you're here to stay
'Cause I've got me needing more of you
Guess I'm falling for you
You walk away
My eyes caress you
Then you turn and smile
You've caught me thinkin' of love with you
Guess I'm falling, I may be falling for you
Since I met you days are brighter
Life's uneven loads are lighter
When I hear you whisper the words I long to hear dear
Now I look into your eyes
I'm lost in knowing that you are all I want
My need for you is growing
Guess I'm falling, I think I'm falling for you
Think about falling for me too Never know how much I love you
Never know how much I care
When you put your arms around me
I get a fever that's so hard to bear
You give me fever when you kiss me
Fever when you hold me tight
Fever in the morning
Fever all through the night.
Sun lights up the daytime
Moon lights up the night
I light up when you call my name
And you know I'm gonna treat you right

PoemsEvery time I hear that song on the radio,
It reminds me of you;
I get the same old feeling,
And I don't know what to do.
Every time somebody says your name,
I get the feeling I always used to.
Every time you smiled,
Oh, darling; it reminds me of the times with you.
Every time I see your picture,
I think back to when it was you and me.
When we weren't just a couple,
And it wasn't hard to see.
The memories of our past,
I can't help but think,
Wonder if you miss me,
Longing for one last wink.
Maybe a kiss goodbye,
As they play another song,
Dance the night away,
Pretend like nothing ever went wrong.
But every time I think of you,
I begin to cry; and I don't know if I can make it through.
Everything in this world, everything;
baby, it reminds me of you.
Written in blood,
Sealed with a kiss,
Just a memoir of us,
For you, I did this.
I'll fade into the light,
Reflective glasses shatter,
Taunts of anguish, whisper;
it's getting hard to think past th

My BlogCupid's Arrow
A desire that so grew
So wild and free
But yet so hidden from view
All buried inside
In a tangled web
A desire to be
Just who she wanted to be
To live life
To feel love
To taste freedom
But all was buried
And hidden away
Until one day
Out of the blue
Flew Cupid's arrow
Straight and true
It struck her in her heart
The center of that web
And all at once
Out flew it all
The overwhelming passion
The ever burning love
It all flew true
At the one she love
He released it all
Unlocked her heart
And set her free
With only a kiss from his lips
A touch of his hands
A look from his eyes
A whisper of breath
And with that he unleashed
A storm so full
Of fury and love and desire.
Last Chance
I gave you a chance
But you just looked me in the eye
And kept telling me your lies
I said last chance
One final try
One last go
At this thing with us
And again
You looked me in the eye
And told me your lies
So I told you goo

Random BullshitWell I went to my first appointment in Florida for the surgery Im gonna have. Yes all yall know im a fat bitch, but thats gonna change. I found out today that I should have my approval for my gastric by pass surgery in 7-10 days! So by the time i get everything done that they want me to do I should have it by the end of October! WOOOO HOOOO! Ill put before and after pics up. So that way everyone can see the progress I make from unhealthy to healthy! Love yall xoxox
Lmao one of my favorites lol cause its so true sometimes:P
IM IN AN AUCTION! MANY MANY MANY EXCITING THINGS FOR A WHOLE MONTH!! SO COME PLAY WITH ME!!
Hey everyone Im leaving tonight for Nebraska. Ill be gone for 7 days, and then Ill be back. So if I dont respond to any emails or comments dont get mad ill message ya back when i get home. Hope everyone has a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!! LOVE YOU ALL JENNI

My Reality ShowIf you come to my home and see my many books about Magick on my bookshelf, and you ask yourself if I was studying witchcraft. You could have a tremor of fear in your voice. When you ask me.
Yes, I will answer
Oh, don’t do that, you might plead, your understanding of the word “witch” coming from the usual channels of misinformed media and vested interest pulpit.
But I’ve always been a witch, I will say, and so have you. The day you pulled your children out of church, took them to a field of flowers, and told them they didn’t have to go to church to find God…you were a witch.
Every time I pick an herb to make a tea for a sick friend…I'm a witch. I sit in my garden, realizing I'm part of nature, a child of Earth…I'm a witch. I take a moment, focus my intent, and dream. When that dream manifests…I've made magick. Magick is the art of changing the visible with the invisible.
Pagan, ancient Earth religion, of the Earth, about Goddess, Gaia, the Earth Mother, about Communion,

Fubar'd InformationGIVE THE GIFT OF FU BLING!
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Layouts using this tutorial are very basic. This will change the background, the opaque to transparent and the font color.
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After choosing and putting in the URL, SIZE and COLOR choice, go here http://www.fubar.com/create_skin.php erase EVERYTHING that comes up when creating a skin and replace with this code.
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LifeSo I guess this is where I tell you what I learned - my conclusion, right? Well, my conclusion is: Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it
When you see the one you love..
with the one they love
Telling someone how you feel about them,
and they dont feel the same about you
Wanting someone so bad,
but you just can't have them
When you'll do anything for them and they dont even care.
loving someone for a long time
but they just want to be friends
trying your hardest to get their attention,
but it just didnt work
Being rejected
Going to sleep thinking about them
knowing theyre thinking about someone else
finding out they love you less then everything in the world.... people are mean and just rude they dont care about how somthing they might say may hurt the persons feeling what ever some people just need to die they are a waste of skin and air i dont understand why they open there pie holes if

Musicals And BroadwayKristin singing a song about her scumbag husband whom she kills and then harasses his dead body.
Self explanatory.

Song LyricsKingston Let’s Go Hey, hey, hey Red One Hey Hey Shawty got that super thing Hotter than the sun of south in spain Got me soon as I walked through the door My pocket started tickle-ing The way she dropped it low that thang Got me wanna spend my money on her, her She get it pop it lock it drop it, That birthday cake, Got a candle, need to blow that crazy flame away Now take my red, black card and my jewellery Shawty is cool like the fire, Cool like fire Somebody call 911 Shawty fire burning on the dance floor Whoa I gotta cool her down She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor Whoa She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor Shes fire burning fire burning on the dance floor That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor Fire burning fire burning That body is a masterpiece The order is one in every hundred years But ain’t no doubt i’m taking i

GazzaHER DIARY:
Thursday, 24th June 2004
Saw him in the evening and he was acting really strangely. I went
shopping in the afternoon with the girls and I did turn up a bit late so
thought it might be that.
The bar was really crowded and loud so I suggested we go somewhere
quieter to talk. He was still very subdued and distracted so I suggested we
go somewhere nice to eat.
All through dinner he just didn't seem himself; he hardly laughed and
didn't seem to be paying any attention to me or to what I was saying. I just
knew that something was wrong.
He dropped me back home and I wondered if he was going to come in; he
hesitated but followed. I asked him again if there was something the matter
but he just half shook his head and turned the television on.
After about 10 minutes of Silence, I said I was going upstairs to bed. I
put my arms around him and told him that I loved him deeply. He just gave a
sigh and a sad sort of smile. He didn't follow m

My Sucky Ass Poemsrubba dub dub i sit in a tub
my wrist are slit
its filling with blood
my worlds at end
i whisper to friends
i leave a message for my love
im getting laughed at
from the skies above
the room is spinnig there not much time
i close my eyes and hear a whine
what happened daddy whats with the blood
her tears start to flow just like a flood
i love you daddy
with this i found
to my body my soul was bound
here we go she saved me again
while my son let the paramedics in. i spent my time waisting in hell
a humanly body became my jail
a dream walker for the man upstairs
im a demon that grant wishes with some scare
make your wish but watch what you say
the prince of the jinns that loves to play
a werewolf of sorts with a hunger for pain
an evil soul for you to claim
a nice guy but twisted in fucked up ways
drinking the blood of my enemies
lost my sword back a few centuries
tell truth cause its always funnier than fiction
it wont be believed even if said with convi

Im Just Confused!Alot of times when I log on I see messages in my shoutbox like people trying to talk to me because they think I am signed in. I check the times and I know i am not signed in. So either my husband is signed in and it looks like me because we use the same computer or it is just a fuck up so don't feel upset if I don't respond. If I am online I always change my status from online to just something in general so that would be a good indication that it is not logged in if it just says online. Also if I am in a tournament it is very hard to concentrate going back and forth between screens so again don't be offended. I like PEPPER! Thanks, xo chuckman71113@ CherryTAP
Damnit I don't know maybe this is the link I thought I had it in the other one. Anyway please visit the page and show love........ I should have some new ones by this weekend.

Me Being MeMAN THE FRIST DAY AT MY NEW JOB WAS STRAIGHT IAM NOW IN A UNION IAM A CARPETNER NOW AND MAKE ABOUT 13.40 A HR AND I FUCKEN LOVE IT SURE BET'S FUCKEN BK.... BUT ON THE OTHER NOTE IAM TIRED AS HELL SHIT MAKEN CABEINTS ALL NITE WILL MAKE YA BODY SORE BUT I LOVE BEING A APRT OF THE ARMSTRONG FAMILY life is shitty right now no job no bread in my pocket. shit is like a rollercoaster, like i know i aint prefect and i try my best. but's hard around here to be in a postive mind when i either get attiude what annoy's me when i get a salty look or a vibe when i don't know what's wrong, i stay off this fubar shit so i dont hear a problem. i fill more depress each and everyday sometimes i fill like u fill like i owe you something out of life. yeah i admit i have done wrong in some shit but i dont like when im trown under the bus still i dont talk to nobody i play the ps3 and try to stay out of ur way. hell im lucky if we sleep in the same bed sometimes and lately that aint been happening why i have

What I DoFriday~went to the track n worked got all the races in but the limited stock tht make up feture is for next Friday.
Saturday~went to the track n worked there was two scramble make up fetures for tht nite n for the first make up feture Brad Kress won n Lee Redman won the second make up scramble feture. im not sure who won the 4 or 6 oval race.i know wes won but i dont remember what class he is on saturday nite. thn the scramble fetures were up for the first feture everything went fine. dont know who won tht tho.thn the second scramble feture came out n all things didnt go to well in tht feture. the first lap some people took out Brad. n he didnt do nothing about it.he left it go. thn i believe the 40,27 took him out n the 27 was on Brads hood so if Brad wanted to he could of fliped him but he didnt. thn the 0 spun Brad out on a fucking yellow flag. so tht nite wasnt good cuz there was alot of people up at the office bitching about him.i dont know what all they said about him n i d

.Doc appt went okay and Im dilated to 3! She said since my first she is gonna wait till May 5th and I have a appt at 9am if I haven't had Korin by Monday Morning that she is going to admit me on Tues May 6th, for inducing!
Will let you all know by then if any changes have occured! My Ultrasound done 3-19-08 ITS A GIRL!
Yea, Yea, I know havent been on much except for this past week but just been worn out and pretty tired. But have some good news!
Okay just a bit of a update went to the doc's the other day and what is going on is that my due date has jumped forward a whole month now due April 28th instead of May 28th.
So far everything is going great and just waiting on my little angel to get here. As I was told she is in position and ready...timing is up to her now.
Will keep all posted as soon as I know more or when the time is that she comes :)
So you all will get to see me a bit more now too till the arrival....cause Im no longer working full time till my m

Ralph MarstonEven the most pleasurable experience can become dull and unpleasant if it continues on and on with no end. Even the most magnificent surroundings can feel like a prison if you're unable to take a break from them.
Life thrives on variety and change. When you keep yourself stuck in a rut, no matter how satisfying that rut may be, it gets old and can be very draining.
When you're constantly fighting against change, even if you succeed in keeping things the same you render yourself unable to enjoy them. Because you're always worried that they will not last.
When, on the other hand, you accept that change is part of life, you will enable yourself to enjoy and to fully live every moment you're in. You'll also be able to look more confidently and enthusiastically toward the future instead of dreading it.
Yes, with change there is risk, yet there is also enormous opportunity. Change gives life richness and meaning, and makes possible all sorts of achievements that no one has yet ev

To My Ladies.....:)THIS IS AN URGENT BULLETIN FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO ARE FRIENDS WITH OR FANS OF KINGDRAGO. MY NAME IS AMANDA AND I AM HIS SISTER
KINGDRAGO (JEFF) WAS ON HIS WAY TO A CONFERENCE IN WINNIPEG YESTERDAY ....WHEN THE VEHICLE HE WAS DRIVING WENT AND ROLLED. I AM NOT GOING TO GET INTO THE DETAILS WITH YOU FOR THEY ARE PRETTY GRAPHIC.
HE HAS SUFFERED MASSIVE INTERNAL BLEEDING FROM HIS KIDNEYS AND STOMACH, 4 BROKEN RIBS, A BROKEN LEG AND IS NOW IN CRITICAL CONDITION...NOT TO MENTION HE IS PRETTY BEAT UP WITH MASSIVE BRUISING OVER HIS FACE AND HIS BODY.
I KNOW THERE ARE TWO PEOPLE INPARTICULAR THAT NEEDS TO KNOW THIS INFORMATION, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO I WONT NAME NAMES.
FRIENDS ARE UNABLE TO SEE HIM UNTIL HIS CONDITIONS IMPROVES AND IT IS JUST IMMEDIATE FAMILY ONLY.....RIGHT NOW HE IS IN WINNIPEG GENERAL HOSPITAL I BELIEVE. THERE HAS BEEN NO CONTACT FROM THE FAMILY AS TO HIS CONDITION, BUT I WILL TRY TO KEEP EVERYONE POSTED..
I HOPE ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS AND WISHES EXTEND TO THIS MAN

Even In Death There Is LoveMy father passed away on sunday oct 5 2008 three days after my birthday he was buried with full military honors in north ga after serving 26 years in the us coast guard even though life has seemed to stop since he passed away and i tell people i know how to "pretend" well life will contuie to go on weither i choose to go out and live it to the fullest or stay at home and cry and boo hoo and stay in bed how ever bad i want to. Now i know it seems weird that a woman of my age would seem that out of wack but if u know me well u would know that my dad and i were extremly close and shared everything I would not be at the point in my life that i am if it wasnt for him and he was my rock. But i know that even though he has passed on he is some where watching over me and my family smiling because we have pulled together to get thru such a hard time and even though he has died life must go on....
thanks for reading my way of venting....
Blessed Be Sorry I'm so late, but I've been out walkin

Stryker_beyonds Lil RantsHey everyone and hope all my friends are having a good weekend so far. As everyone of you know by now I have been dealing with my grandfathers hospital stay since May. He had surgery and as you know it has not been good ever since. We have had little victories here and there but overall its been a battle day in and out for grandfather physically and mentally for my sis and I. We have watched the man who raised us go from being jovial,hardworking(at 85 years old mind you),loving and the remaining monarch of the family to a shell of weakness,inability to communicate, cannot eat foods and so many other things that if you have kept up with my blogs well then yanno.
Yesterday would be considered a victory day. He had a good day. We arrived at around 10 and they had already had him in a recliner for a hour. Of course there has to be alot of special cushions for him. His body is so frail and frankly covered in skin tears that anything can cause him discomfort or cause another spot on his s

My PoetryRelieve some pressure
Just sit and think
Consentrate on the task
And make it stink From your tender rosie lips
To your soft entransic eyes
I declare to thee
I will love you as the heaven flies
From your smooth encondecent skin
To your sweet smelling hair
I declare to thee
I will love you as long I breathe air
From you corsid yet beautiful feet
To your caring and loving hands
I declare to thee
I will love you until gone the grains of sand
From your button red nose
To your short quiveing fingers
I declare to thee
I will love you as long as time lingers
From your tears of sadness
To your tears of joy
I declare to thee
I will love you forever more
No matter how much distance is between us
We are only seconds apart
I may not be able to hold you
But my love for you is where I can start
I may not be there beside you now
I may not be able to whisper in your ear
I may even be to far to hope for
But my love for you is nothing to fear
We will one day

StrippingI ask if I may kiss you.
You just smile; no answer is necessary.
My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips.
My tongue lightly flicking -
Like I am asking, "Do you want me?"
The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips.
Touching every part,
Inside and out -
Over and over again.
Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue.
Now I press my lips gently to yours.
Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine.
My kisses are hot and fast.
I cannot rest long in any one place.
I have such a need to go on.
I trail kisses of passion all over your face.
Then back to your mouth.
Our tongues dance together.
We are exploring.
I circle your tongue with the tip of mine.
You echo the pattern back to me.
I lick the sides, underside and the top.
You echo back.
I suck your lower lip.
You echo back.
We repeat, repeat, repeat.
The sensations are driving our emotions.
We are wild for each other.
You thrust your tongue in and out.
The movements are rhythmic and stabbing.
S

Random Comments/thoughtfor the 1st time in a long time things are going really well for me. i am dating a wounderful woman named tiffany*love you baby* my ass hole father hasnt been around, and im about to get a new job and say f*ck off to my current manager. i hope things keep going this way ok grandparents are stayin one or two more nights. and i just noticed a really bad smell coming from the couch that i was sleeping on. one of the 5 cats that we have pissed on the fu*king couch...NOW I HAVE TO CLEAN THE COUCH. and its not even my cat or my couch. man right now god really did drop his pants and shit on me never talk life to seriously. none one has ever gotten out alive

What's Been Goin OnHi all, Tonight was an awesome night, went to my mom's and did a Birthday dinner for my sister who is graduating with a Master of Divinity!!! She will be having a ceremony July 15th, so Darryl, my sis, Joy, Me, and all of our kids are driving up there! Kinda excited about that, will be a fun trip! Also got offered a job today, but had to turn them down, cause at this time I can't leave the house for a job, and it was a Executive Manager too :( Booo Hooooo! Well I applied for one job that is hiring here in Guthrie, as a customer rep, and also helps with bookkeeping and such, I think I could do pretty good at both. Still waiting to hear from them, hopefully soon. I had to ask my brother for a loan, which I hate asking people to borrow money, but you do what you gotta do ya know. So I figured we could borrow enough to make it til the 5th and will pay him off asap. I just need enough to make it til then, and hopefully we can work out something. I am hoping so, we need money for Darryl when

Spirit's ThoughtsThis is truth, for all things happen for a reason and as does those whom cross our path. Life is good. It is about learning and always being in the process of becoming...what do I mean by that? Simply put is this: If we do not learn as we go through life and grow with the experiences that we have come across, then until we learn the lessons at hand, they will continue to come back until we do learn them.
Life is simple, yet we as humans and by nature complicate even the simpliest of tasks. I know first hand! So I speak not without experience.
Take time to see the simple things we take for granted every day. Stop and look outside as if through the innocent eyes of a child. For a child has not yet been taught how to hate, how to judge another, they have not been taught that we much justify our existance by the amount of work we do. They are the happiest people in the world!!!When is the last time you went a park either with someone or by your self and sat on a swing or went down a sli

Inside The Horrible Mind Of Erik Dagger...i think its dirty
all the things you do
I cant believe it
but i know its true
i feel the pain
of the night
in bloody rain
i gain my sight
in turn it speaks
through my skin
it kills the pain
from the hell im in
return each night
and see my scars
to everyone's delight
its gone too far
i dont think the world will be the same
i remember feeling only shame
ive watch the sky lose its blue
i deal with pain of loving you
i know its in me
i can feel it there
i cant control it
and i dont care
ill bet ill make it
another day
but if i dont
itll be ok
cuz either way
im dead and gone
i dont care
about right or wrong
ill see it again
as blood spills
a red moon
can only bring you chills
and i know that things wont be the same
cuz i still can feel the shame
ive watched the sky lose its blue
no more pain of loving you ive got a violent twitch
and all i can see is red
i think im carvin my niche
with the things in my head
you know ive wasted my twen

My SayingsWell as always everyone want something,but when i need help.Their is not a single damn soul to help me.I am just getting tired of this fucked up bullshit.People ar like fucking spoil brats.Help mr level up,Oh Monster i need a design for a tattoo,Oh i need help rate my picture,rate my profile.Need this,need that.My family is the same,Buy the grocery,help me with this bill,buy me this buy me that buy,need.I fucking had it with this bullshit.I had it with life.I had it with women also.I just give up.I'm to damn tired,and stress out.I draw,cause i love to draw what i want to draw.I want people to like my design,not just leave it as if it was a piece of crap.Oh don't judge a person until you met him or her.Then you be the judge of it.Was he or she a good person,or a good friend.Accept them for who they are,not the color of their skin,or how fat their wallet is,or how they look,or do they have something missing.Thats why the world is so fucked up,cause they pray on ignorance.Anyways i am dis

Hey All!the contest will start at 12 tonight and end on august 2 comment bombing is good im not taking no more entrys
the prizes;
1st-diamond ring
2nd-furry handcuffs
3rd-sex on the beach
the link to photo's
I am in a contest on here. The point of the contest is to be the most rated and comment bombed person out of the contestants. I enclosed the link for it. I was wondering if you would pass the word around to all your friends and comment bomb the hell out of me. You can comment as many times as you want, the more the better I also posted a bulletin for the contest, would you please repost? Rates and comments only are accounted for at the link below. That is the contest link. They are not counted for if they are on my page itself.
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QuizesWhat is your Sexual Obituary?
At the height of pleasure, tina died while in the sack with their lover, Fergie.tina will be terribly missed by Scarlett Johansen.
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Using your mind
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere.
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Your BishopBondage PositionThere is no screaming, no struggling, no getting free. Will someone come by and let you free? If not, you will be bound there a very long time. But then, maybe that's what you deserve.How would you be tied up?Take the Bishop Bondage Test(only 4 questions)

PoetryPlease forgive me,
For doubting your love,
I'm so sorry,
I can't say it enough.
Please forgive me,
For being a fool,
For thinking you changed your mind,
That was totally uncool.
Please forgive me,
I was scared,
Thought I had lost you,
Thats my worst nightmare.
Please forgive me,
Now that I know the truth,
That you love me very much,
I'll never again question you.
Written by Me...Little Lee You have no idea,
What I feel inside,
No one knows,
My true feelings I deeply hide.
You have no idea,
Who I am,
The real me,
But I don’t really give a dam.
You have a no idea,
You think its all right,
To judge when you have no clue,
One day the tables will turn and the joke will be on you.
You have no idea,
What it’s like to be me,
I am who I am,
That is all I can be.
You have no idea,
Everyone is blind when it comes to me,
Not knowing who I am inside,
I however have my eyes wide open for all eternity.
You have no idea,
One look at me

Chaos! In Blog FormatJust when I think that I get something good, its gone before I know it. Why does that always happen to me. Its like I dont even deserve to stay happy. Yes, I still think that if you're not jumping in with both feet that you're not living, applying to my rushed emotions. But that's always been the way I am. Quick to feel. Quick to get hurt, and hurt I am. I felt it coming for a few days now, but didnt realize it would be quite like this. Now its all darkness again. For a while I had hope of love again, but no. I should be foolish to think that I will actually end up with someone. All they're interested in is sex. And I give it all too freely. Now I sit here with tears in my eyes wondering what dreams I will have tonight. Sad disturbing things, I'm sure. When all around me my friends are engaged and married, and I sit here alone with not an interest in the world. The tears are rolling down my cheeks now, but no one will see because I am alone. No one will hear my stiffle

All For Fun...You scored as ouch.., hmmm i think you could do better than this, maybe just a bit more and you'd reach your peak..ouch..65% Almost kinky but not quite..40% YES! Fat computer child Molester20% As kinky as it gets10% How kinky are you!?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Kinky Cooter, You are one kinky bitch!Gentle Genetalia100% Dirty Dick

Surveys...cuz Why NotA really cool countdown survey.
Be completely honest with yourself and you just may learn something.
Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now (don't list names):
10. Don't talk to me like that. You don't know me and I have given you NO reason to suspect I'm "that" kind of girl. Show some respect.
9. You confuse me.
8. Please stop crying at me. I've done everything I can for you and I can't pay attention to you 24 hours a day.
7. It's none of your damn business!
6. This is so not going anywhere. I know you want it to, but it just isn't. Thank you...drive through, please.
5. We're not really close. We pretend to be close, but we aren't really, but I have to let you live with the delusion that we are so you won't go insane.
4. OMG...that is the ugliest damn necklace I've ever seen! I'm not wearing that...ever.
3. You are the most pretentious, affected person I've ever come across and I think you have a lot of hard lessons comi

Loon's RamblingsAlrighty Mumms are rather bad (with a few exceptions) ;) My SB is dead...
Sooo...
Ask me any 5 questions you want. Doesn't matter what they are. Hell, make things up I don't care. Be serious or have fun with it :D
I never thought I'd participate in ONE let alone two LOL But Bri made the contest and he's my friend, so I entered :)
It's for "Hottest Eyes"
Starts today 4PM Central (which is now) and ends Sunday, September 16 at Noon Central.
The most comments wins (with rates only counting as the tie breaker)
Here is my link:
Good luck to all! :D I stock up on Chiquita brand and other brand snacks at the store for myself. Chiquita has apples, apples and grapes, carrots, snap peas... Usually I buy the apples and carrots. This time I bought apples and grapes and another brands bag of apples (cause it was a larger bag)
This woman was standing behind me and breathing really heavy on the back of my neck. So I ask her "Am I in your way or something? Cause you're

StoriesShe dressed in the morning in a short, casual jumper. She'd made it from a fine wale corduroy in deep, autumn tones. She wore a green turtleneck underneath, but no panties. She put the black panties into her pocket.
No one would even suspect such a thing. Not about her.
She'd been awake most of the night. Her mind was floating into the realm of the unknown. Into possibilities of fucking the forbidden. She wanted that guy at work so bad. But he worked on the docks. She worked in the office. There was this interoffice no-no at The Company about being friends with those from "the other side of the tracks" even though they worked at the same place. She was the college graduate, he was the felon. Everyone upstairs would die if they knew she was interested.
It wasn't even daylight yet. He arrived at his job at 4:30 a.m. She walked from the bus to The Company, crossing city streets, into the industrial end of town. She doubted she was going to be able to go through with what she'd i

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Sex Ed:Waiting impatiently for his scheduled meeting with his son's ninth grade history teacher, Hobson Evert paced back a forth outside of her class room while she finished up a meeting with the parents of another student!!! He looked at his watch for the tenth time and muttered to himself, "What ever that kid did is no excuse to drag me down here at eight o'clock at night for a goddamn meeting, jesus christ, what the fuck are phones for anyway!!!" He was just about to stalk off in a huff when a gentle voice from the doorway called, "Mr. Evert, I can see you now, come in please and have a seat!!!" "Finally," he thought, "let's get the fucking show on the road," while sitting down at a table set up over in the far corner of the room designed just for these parent teachers meetings!!! While the teacher was perusing a sheet of paper on her desk and marking off some names, Hob gave the middle aged old biddy the once over and agreed with his son, nice tits but a little on the dowdy side, but I'd

Sin's Ramblings-poetry And Erotic WritingThere's a second me
inside of me
this second, of course,
only you and i see.
she's in a black box,
curled up and crying.
she knows, this second me,
that part of her is dying.
lying in the dark,
afraid and alone,
she wonders why even in bed
she wishes she were home.
she wonders why she's alive,
with all her days filled with sadness,
wondering how to survive,
in this emotional madness.
she wipes tears from her eyes,
realizing with dread,
her hands are coated in blood,
this second me is dead. I started posting my poetry in my "dunno" stash, feel free to run by there and read/rate them... i was getting yelled at because blogs can only be rated once... i will be moving these from here into the stash as well later on this week, only the NSFW's will remain/be posted in this blog I'm not your whore.
Stop touching my body
i'm not just a piece of meat
there is a head on these shoulders
please acknowledge i am complete
i have more to offer
than is found between my t

YOU KNOW YOU TELL PEOPLE THAT YOU CARE N LOVE THAT YOU BEING SENT BACK TO IRAQ AFTER CHRISTMAS N THEY REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK, AND THATS REALLY FUCK UP CUZ THEY ARE CLUELESS TO WHAT GOES ON OVER THERE AND HOW MANY MEN AND WOMEN ARE LOSING THERE LIFES OVER THERE FOR THIS COUNTRY AND THERE FAMILIES LOSING THERE MOTHERS, FATHERS, BROTHERS, AND SISTERS OVER THERE. I SHOULD KNOW I HAVE LOST 15 OF MY CLOSES FRIENDS OVER THERE AND IM HAVING TO LEAVE MY DAUGHTER BEHIND AGAIN TO GO BACK OVER THERE AFTER CHRISTMAS. THOUGHT I WOULD WRITE THIS N GET THIS OFF MY MIND. My heart is a treasure chest
locked deep within
A key that you may enter
is yours to keep
so whenever you should
open it,inside you shall see
stored in a special place
how much you mean to me
Wherever I go it is with me,
In the night where dreams
are sweet ,I see us in a
horoscope of stars,
a future to be ours
Each dawn I awake I see you
in a sunlight of happiness
to be my very own keepsake
You are a treasure I sha

Random-nessOkay guys.. stop asking..
You are not gonna get them...
I am married..
I also lost 100lbs.. I have alot of extra skin.. I look much better with my clothes ON! I am doing you a favor.. lol..
Thats it folks.. lol
Yesterday my 20 year old daughter gave me the news.. she is pregnant.
I am so not ready for this.. omg
I feel so bad for her.. the guy she is with pretty much a loser in my opinion. I know she has no clue how hard this is going to be. I had my kids young, when I was poor, and life was very rough. It was so hard sometimes that I lost touch with how wonderful it was to be a mom. I was too stressed out over where the money for the next months bills was coming from. I love my kids so much. I never wanted to see them go though any of what I did. Granted, she is older then I was when I started. And she has a pretty good head on her shoulders. But she is still all happy, excited and not really thinking ahead at all. I told my best friend today that she acts more li

My PoemsEveryday I wander what my life is worth.
I wander why I am here on this Earth.
Will there be a day where I can finally understand?
Or will they always stand there and make a demand?
My days are wonderful and full or fun.
But when night falls, the pain throbbs my heart making me want more of that warm sun.
Will there ever be a day where I receive praise?
Or do they beleive that I am not fazed?
I am not a walking peice of armor, I feel the hurt too.
My body wants more of such love.
Every night my heart shivers with lust.
With his gaze down at me, I smile to him above.
Having him hold me within his arms is a must.
For it pains me not to feel his touch.
His fingers trail gently down my pale, soft skin.
While he grace's my throat with gentle kisses, but not too much.
Why is it that passion sometimes feels like a sin.
Though deep within it feels like heaven.
My heart wanting more and more of him.
He's almost like a sweet chocolate craiven.
I will do anything for him, eve

Men Vs WomenWhat a woman says:
Cmon...This place is a mess!
You and I need to clean.
Your pants are on the floor
and you'll have no clothes
if we don't do laundry now!
What a man hears:
C'MON....blah, blah, blah
YOU AND I blah, blah, blah
blah, blah ON THE FLOOR
blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES
blah, blah, blah, blah, NOW While on a car trip, an old couple stopped at a roadside restaurant for lunch.
The old woman unfortunately left her glasses on the table, but didn’t miss them until they were back on the highway. By then, they had to travel quite a distance before they could find a place to turn around.
The old man fussed and complained all the way back to the restaurant, telling his wife she needs to be more responsible about her belongings.
When they finally arrived, as the old woman got out of the car to retrieve her glasses the old man said, “While you’re in there, you may as well get my hat, too.” 1. Doctor. Because he says, "Take off your clothes."
2. Dentist. B

Vnv Nation Videos & LyricsA million points of light
Ascending to the sky
Monuments in darkness
Standing watch
Until the sun will rise
Screaming to an emptiness
Of how we once defined ourselves
With our hands over our eyes
Claiming all of creation
What inspires in us this madness
That out existence should be defined
By a light that can't be seen by anyone
What inspires in us this madness
That out existence should be defined
By a light that we can't see
By a light that can't be seen
A million points of light
Ascending to the sky
Monuments in darkness
Standing watch
Until the sun will rise
I can't see this all as progress
How did we come this far?
When we see ourselves as deities
Claiming Nature for ourselves
By our actions we betray
The instincts in our race
By our blindness and stupidity
We kill everything
We kill... everything
Can someone see our self destruction?
Are we reminding ourselves
That our existence is
So delicate
That without this light we are no more
That wit

Fubar Madnessok i had asked why the bartab was set up like this it was told to me that the "owners" that being Baby Jesus and the others wanted it this way, the only way to fix this is to set the bartab to "actions for me". now the VIPs can change it back to what it was like before and not us standard members. Also now get this....They said that if we didnt like this we all can go back to Myspace. for every 10,000 members that leave another 10,000 will join. I kinda think that is way off.
Feel free to comment here and lets hear what ya all have to say She needz
400k to win
come on guys lets give comments
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=723743&i=1857361814 ok guys and gals and Fubarians all over the world
i just made apic for TEW....which she thought was very cool, using a program called COMIC LIFE i didnt make a full one but its like a profile pic
done comic style! ican do the same for you as well
just gimme apic and name u think that fits the person you are....and poof! you too

Facts!An octopus goes into a bar and says "i can play ANY instrument you like"
Englishman gives him a guitar which he plays better than Hendrix.
Irishman gives him a piano which he plays better than Elton.
Scotsman throws him a set of bagpipes.
The octopus fumbles about for a couple of minutes and the Scotsman says "whats wrong- can ye not play it?
The octopus says "play it?-Im gonna fuck her brains out once i get her pajamas off!!" Programming today is a race between software engineers striving to build bigger and better idiot-proof programs, and the Universe trying to produce bigger and better idiots. So far, the Universe is winning.
Microsoft: "You've got questions. We've got dancing paperclips."
"Computer games don't affect kids; I mean if Pac-Man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in darkened rooms, munching magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music."
Failure is not an option -- it comes bundled with Windows.
Want to Make $$$$ with your C

Song Lyrics That I LoveGonna close my eyes
Girl and watch you go
Running through this life darling
Like a field of snow
As the tracer glides
In its graceful arc
Send a little prayer out to ya
Across the falling dark
Tell the repo man
And the stars above
You're the one I love
Perfect summers night
Not a wind that breathes
Just the bullets whispering gentle
Amongst the new green leaves
There's things I might have said
Only wish I could
Now I'm leaking life faster
Than I'm leaking blood
Tell the repo man
And the stars above
You're the one I love
You're the one I love
The one I love
Don't see Elysium
Don't see no fiery hell
Just the lights up bright baby
In the bay hotel
Next wave coming in
Like an ocean roar
Won't you take my hand darling
On that old dancefloor
We can twist and shout
Do the turtle dove
And you're the one I love
You're the one I love
The one I love The minute I heard this song,it took me back a few summers ago and

It's WhateverIf you are confused about anything and need to know what the hell you are going to do a good thing to try is to well weight the pros and cons. that is it how hard is that really. if you are wanting to tell someone to back the fuck off and to leave you alone then just come out and say it. don't beat around the bush don't make that person think nothing is wrong till you can't stand it. The worst thing you can do is keep everything locked inside and not let anyone know what the hell is going on. I am not saying become a person that pukes out there feelings constantly but if you need someone then tell them if not do whatever you have to do. There is no reason for confusion really cuz there are always ways around it and if you are just now realizing it then it is no longer my problem. I know this one isn't as good as my other 3 but hey I am getting sleepy and trying to get all of this out before I do fall asleep so I might actaully get some sleep tonight. well like I have already said jsut

Thanksgiving Or The Day Of A.i.r.Auction will start on May 19th 5pm EST and will end on June 2 5 pm EST
Rules are as follows:
1. No NSFW pictures or comments.
2. No drama
3. 25,000 Fu Bucks fee to enter
4. Bidders must start with a bid of 50,000 fu bucks,
that way you get ur 25,000 fu bucks back.
5. You the person being auctioned, has the right
to turn down any bid.
6.Bids must be higher then the last one.
Cash bids are higher then fu bucks
7. I'm the host I'm not responsible for
what is being offered or what one bids on u.
The Auction will starts a few days after
I get 10 ppl a min.
If you are interested send me a private msg.
with a link to the pic you would like to use
(SFW), 25,000 fee and a list
of what you are offering. No shouts Plz!
Thanks.
(PS) If this goes off good maybe I'll add a little twist to auction #2

My PoemsThis a small poem about fears I used to have:
The fear of been Lonely.
ME.
Questions without answers,
“How does it feel when you feel
That you are nothing for someone? ”
Anger, accidents...
The misfortunate always
Crawls alone...
The stigma you gave me,
I wear it with pride,
Your eye is always
Watching me,
I am still here,
Crawling,
Surviving!
I am a loaded gun,
Always ready to shoot,
Always ready to hurt...
But I never do,
Because I know
How much
A wound hurts!
Sadness, loneliness...
The misfortunate always
Dies alone...
In the death bed,
I’ve seen myself,
Yes, I will die alone,
I will scream and cry,
I will bleed alone...
No warm and loving arms
Will be around me,
No one will care for me!
“Why in front of my pain,
You remain indifferent and cold? ”
The misfortunate always
Dies without an answer!
And so be it.
I am alone…………
MRRCP 2007
Angel
by me
You are a wild flower
the sun that

A Bit Of My PoetryA gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole
There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still
And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof
So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Beautiful, Darling Wife.
gmw2mlw Key To My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in,
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But, that would never happen again.
I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard, and as far as I could,
Love would never enter there again,
My heart was closed for good.
Then you came into my life
And made me change my mind,
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find.
That's when you held out your

Want A Woman 2 Stalk MeSince I'm bored as shit I decided to post this crappy blog. I know there are quite a few people that hate me or can't stand my ass. So I'm giving everybody the oppurtunity to bash me, attack me, or hell just rip me a new one..LOL. All are welcome, hell whoever is on my friends list can comment and bash as well. Then again I do know some of my friends on here dont like me for shit too..lol. So if you wanna rip me a new one, please don't be afraid, say what you want, I dont give a shit.LOL. And btw I wont block or delete comments, so be as harsh as you want
Now let i rip people..lmao So yesterday some fuckface whining crybaby, or may I say crybabys bitched to the bouncers bout me and my girl getting it on in a mumm,lol.Obviously I was given a warning, but like I give a shit.Anyways we welcome all women regardless of shape or size to join,lol. AND WOMEN ONLY!,no men allowed,lol.Fuck it I dont give a shit whether your 18 or 58,lol.Oh and to you asshurt crybaby snitches, come get some

ThoughtsI never dream,not till last night.It was vivid and still in my mind. I don't really read into dreams,they are just dreams to me,nothing more and nothing less. My best friend believes our dreams are telling us something. I have no clue. I never dream about people or friends,I did last night and it was just strange to me that i would dream about him. If what she says is true then I should believe in this dream and be happy.If it is what i believe dreams are then it means nothing at all and was just a dream that will never come true,as so many of my few dreams have. I like her way of thinking but why get my hopes up over a dream.It was just a dream after all,wasn't it? There is someone very close to my heart.He makes me smile,laugh,cry and feel good about myself.He makes me think of things I want and need.That I could be happy again. He is my best friend and lover,but I will never completely have as my own. I think about him everyday and what he is doing and thinking.What he smells like.I

Sam Aka Ms Mojito Aka Mo Aka Duckie Aka Et AlAs of this moment right now, when I started writing the blog....it's only 57 hours and 22 minutes until my Love's plane is scheduled to land.
YAAAAAAY!!!
Holy fucking shit I can't wait. 2 days, 8 hours and 21 minutes......
Can you tell I'm excited? I hate hate hate getting up early. However, sometimes it's worth it. Today I'm in an awesome mood, everything is perfect. I don't know what is better though..
The mist is flowing through the mountain-tops, barely concealing the snow and trees. It looks like a snow-covered wonderland of magic.
The dew is sparkling on the grass, shining bright with all the colors of the rainbow in a thin sheen over the fresh-cut grass.
The sun is peeking over the hills, sending rays out between them, slowly lighting up the morning sky in reds and lavenders.
The lake is full of baby ducks fishing and playing. The sun is reflecting off the broken surface of the water, dancing off the waves in patterns of childlike fancy.
I woke up to a

Dont KnowToday I gave you a boxfull of bricks.
Whatthis ? You asked......................
you see, this was built around my heart.
A wall to protect me from harm
My heart was beyond repair.
Ducking and dodging ,from everyone's stare.
Hiding my feelings, Keeping them within.
Not knowing where to begin or where t

GeneralHunted Prey
I have watched you from afar for many, many years. Now is the time to make my move And to show who I am. I want to take you in my arms And never let you go. You are my all, my everything And I will make you mine.
Captive Passions
I wish to possess you I wish to entrance you I want to make you mine. Let me be your captor Let me bind you up I’ll show you wonders divine.
Unleashed
Now is the time to show you just what you do to me. You have made me what I am And I love you for it. You’ve unleashed the demon And you have set him fee. One day we will be together Forever, you and me.
Willing Slave
Your love has me trapped. I cannot move, I cannot breathe. But I don’t want to be let go Please don’t ever set me free. You are my jailor I am your slave. I am yours forever Until I go to the grave.
Plotting
Watching, waiting, stalking Searching, skulking, smiling. Love is not all romance Love is mystery, love is misery. Love is

LifeI smoke.
I drink.
I`m not a natural blonde.
I smile all the time.
I`m short.
I`m kinky.
I could spend a fortune on boots and lingerie.
I watch porn.Everyday.
I speak 6 languages.
I`m gonna be a maxilofacial surgeon.
I sing in a band.
Music is my life.
I adore animals.
I have one tatto-so far.
more yet to come..
Taj Mahal-India
Prague
Rio De Janeiro
Madrid
New York
Dubai
Rome

PoemsI need to let go
My anger is growing
And theres nothing I can do
She has so much power
Controlling our relationship
Im trying to stay calm
But my patients are wearing
Cant stand her at all
I need to vent, get rid of it all You guys are seperated
We are together
She shouldnt have any say
But she has plenty
She controls our relationship
More than I like
Almost more than I can handle
Really wish she would back off
She had her chance
Now its mine
Im not letting her ruin it
Whe the divorce is final
I want nothing to do with her
Minus custody she will have NO say
If she does
Then Im not sticking around
I lvoe you
But refuse to deal with her forever
So when this is all over
You better tell her where to go
Or I will and she wont like it
You two are seperated!!!! Days seem long
Nights even longer
Waiting for it to be oer
You to truely be free
I knowyour mine now
But it feels like Im sharing
Always changing plans
So she doesnt find out
When this is over
You

My Evil TwinWell, I got quite the interesting comment on my entry "Strong Lesson to be Learned" tonight and decided that instead of finishing up my previous entry I would take the time and address this comment. First off I would like to say that I realize these blogs are strongly one sided and that anyone who reads and comments on them must remember that they are only getting one side of the story.
Ok, first point of order, "Chris has a point, in away you are as selfish as her."
All I can say to this is, as James I have allowed Chris to walk all over me time and time again with little or not complaints for the sake of our relationship. Don't believe me? Consider this then, when I inherited $30,000.00 from my grandfather's death I had a plan of taking half of that amount and paying off what debts I had outstanding and investing the other half so that it would continue to generate an income for me and perhaps allow me to set up a "nest egg" for the children's futures (not only my children, but

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I Dedicate This.. To..The following is my Yahoo conversation with Elle
Then after Elle its My yahoo With Kben
Elle McFadden: hey
Jessa Farris: Apprently i did something if i lost my mods LOL
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Lyrics, Other AuthorsI had a mumm about eating nickel, there are few who would remember.
But maybe it's time. I'm sure there's a Saturday Night Special with my name on it.
And if that's not open to me, I have a length of rope and places to attach the other end. If there's not an anchor for the floor, there's a doorknob on the other side of the room.
There may not be time to change the course of the tides, but I wouldn't mind going out on a high note.
If you care to stop by, tell me from your experience with me, what it was that was important to me? No holds barred now. Just out with it.
I look forward to hearing from you all, but if not, I always liked flowers.
Skye Boat Song
Sir H. Boulton
Speed bonnie boat like a bird on the wing,'Onward' the sailors cry!Carry the lad that is born to be King,Over the sea to Skye.Loud the winds howl, loud the waves roar,Thunderclaps rend the air,Baffled our foes stand on the shore,Follow they will not dare.Speed bonnie boat like a bird on

Surgery/hospitalsorry to tell everyone this but ash has passed away this morning u all know she was in the hostipal for a long time well she doing good so she was moved into a hospice to finish healing well she got the flu real bad n she couldnt fight it off but if u have any questions ask n i will try to answer them as i can this is sammie so lets please have a moment for her
Ashley's funeral will be Monday, Oct 26 at 1:30 pm - George Boom Funeral Home. There will be visitation on Sunday from 1 pm to 8 pm, with family present from 6 to 8 pm. Her obit will be posted later today @ georgeboom.com and will be in the Satu...rday Argus Leader (originally posted by a family member of Ashleys on one of her facebook pages) I say we all keep an eye out for her obit on georgeboom.com and when it comes up they usually have a guest book that you can sign online and write something, I say we all make an effort to show our support to Ashley and her family
Well, the hott and cold flashes have offically stopped

Daily UpdateI have found out that recently the homepage has long time periods where it is left unattended. The family is so big now and we get so many levelup requests and questions to the homepage and stuff that its hard to keep up with. Honestly with stuff I have goin on in real life I admit Im not able to be on the page as much as it needs. So I have decided to move Wizards enforcer position up to where he will be over the crew leaders kinda like a crew leader leader lol. Alot of times myself enchanted or the crew leaders are busy and cant be here, then the levelups get missed and that is the main purpose of the group to help people level. When there is nobody on the homepage then we are not doing our job!! Mainly my fault because sometimes when I log off the homepage I cant get back on til the next day and in that time I have missed so much!! I apologize to anybody that I have been late responding to or late getting to the levelup requests!! We need somebody in charge that can be around m

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She Needs Some LoveOK. Heres the thing. Some one got me my first AUTO 11 bling. I'm turning it on at 6pm EST. The good news is a friend of mine also has AUTO 11's but she isnt turning hers on til tomorrow. She also has a Happy Hour tomorrow at 6pm EST. This is what I need my friends to do. Today at 6pm rate me like you love me. Help me hit Godfather. Tomorrow at 6pm go rate my friend during her Happy Hour and help her shed off some points. I'm already set to rate her.
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DoneMY BROKEN HEART
HIDDEN FROM ALL EYES
MY BANISHED SOUL
HAS BEEN GONE FOR DAYS
MY BUSTED SPIRIT
SCATTERED WITH LIES
MY EMPTY HOPE
COVERED BY MY STUBBORN WILL
MY CUTTING PAIN
SO HE HOLDS THE KNIFE
MY UNCONTROLLED FEELINGS
LIKE HE HAS THE RIGHT
MY COLLAPSED FORM
HE NEVER HELD ME IN HIS ARMS
MY ENTIRE BODY
LYING IN A RIVER OF BLOOD
as the day dissolves in the darkness
there goes time
as the night nudges away from the day
there goes time
as the heart flutters when you speak
there goes time
as the eye blinks back tears of you
there goes time
as the mind breaks from thoughts of you
there goes time
as my soul bleeds because of you
there goes time
as the day comes near to you
there goes time
as the moment we are together
there goes time
as the year yearns for lust
there goes time
as the time passes i wait to see you
there goes time
I'M HOME FROM WORK
AT THE DOOR I LERK
STARING

PoetryYou were always searching for a place to stayWhere special emotion is bestowed everydayWhere you can find love that can never be wrongWith a person you've been waiting for so long...If you can't find the right place you're looking forIf love you're expecting is always closing it's doorJust turn your head back to where I standI'm here to catch you, just take my hand...Let me show you the love you've never had beforeWhere pure love resides and acceptance forevermoreClose your eyes, hold my hand, I'll show you the wayYou only have to choose if you'll stay or walk away...In this place of mine there is no fancy thingsOnly love that is beating, you just feel the rhythmThis place I call my heart, I reserve to someone trueSo if you can't find love, I'll open it and share with you...I hope someday, all your pain will subside....I hope someday, you know the love I have inside...
I want to share it with you..because right from the start....You've always had a special pl

PoetryI'm yours
My dress creates a silken puddle at my feet.
My vulnerable flesh bared for your eager eyes.
Using your eyes you caress my naked flesh.
Your heated gazes makes me want to run and hide.
Frozen in place I tremble in anticipation and fear.
My heart beats like the wings of a bird trying to escape it's cage.
As you draw near I become drunken on your scent.
It is intoxicating making me weak in the knees.
I fall trembling into your strong embrace.
I feel the warmth of your breath against my cheek.
I turn my head to meet your hungry mouth.
As greedy hands roam my burning flesh.
A moan burst forth from my kiss swollen lips.
I can no longer resist you as your lower me to the softened bed below.
My head spins and I can not think as you slip between my silken legs.
I cry out against your devouring mouth as you take me in one thrust of your hips.
Burying yourself deep inside me branding me as yours.
I writhe in pleasure as you claim me

VideosReminds me of my EX Husband, Thought I would never get over him tearing my heart into shreds. :D

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Random ThingsEver have one of those days where you just want human touch? Nothing sexual but just someone to cuddle with. I feel that way today. Which is rather odd for me. Maybe I have been single to long, I don't know. I am bored as hell tonite and to lazy to mumm soooooooooo
do I want an ice cream float for a late night snack or oreo cookies and milk??
entertain me damnit :P This saturday I am going to post a blog to spark some intelligent conversation. Well at least I hope it will spark some decent conversations. Hope to see you all there.

The PoemThe end is drawing near,
You must start understanding.
I'll clear you a path,
In order to give you a clear landing.
I got my mind out of the gutter,
I gave my thoughts a cleansing.
I give you all of my mind,
yet still you aren't listening.
Giving up is a good idea,
But I don't want to go blank.
For all of my morbid thoughts,
I have you all to thank.
You give me such an inspiration,
I can't even begin to describe.
If this was mid evil times,
I think the only thing I'd be is a scribe.
Do you love it of hate it,
I don't think you believe in,
What I have just stated,
You are all going to burn for sin.
Wether it is sins of the flesh,
I don't know the answer yet.
I don't think that I can,
Start to forgive or regret.
All of the things that I've done,
I did it all in fun.
But some things may get evil,
Maybe, perhaps I am really the devil.
The avid unbeliever,
The true deceiver.
Where as you are the receiver,
I happen to be the dealer.
Of th

Hellcast TriviaLast night's trivia turn out was very good and into the 20's but not everyone got questions correct... this trivia was definitely harder for most people, but here are last night's results...
Sweet Sin---------------38
Tor----------------------28
Topfueler---------------20
Sheena-----------------18
AnitaDick---------------18
Lost---------------------17
Molly--------------------17
Warmachine------------17
MammaHelle------------15
Redlar------------------14
JennyFerFer------------14
Dayanara---------------12
Mchgn-------------------10
Cory---------------------10
CMoney------------------7
Kerry---------------------4
Moose-------------------4
Jheax-------------------4
BrandyMae--------------4
Congrats to SweetSin for winning her first weekly event! Way to go!
Now please pay close attention as the leaderboard is slowly changing with Tor the big mover over the past couple weeks... and Mch has closed the gap to only a 10pt deficit!
Xanrose-------------------641Mchgn---

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My Quizzes!You Are 90% Tortured Genius
You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood.
Not like you really want anyone to understand you anyway. You're pretty happy being an island.
Are You a Tortured Genius?
MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity
Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.
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PoemsI knew at once
That you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I knew
You were my destiny
Yet I was so unsure
But I thought why fight the tide
Dont think so much
Let your heart decide
I see your future
And its tied with mine
I look into your eyes
You're searching for a sign
But you will never fall
Until you let go
Dont be afraid
Of what you dont know
You have someone on your side
That person can set you free
Just believe in yourself
And believe in me
Why second guess
Something so right
Just trust in me
And you will see the light

My PoemsBASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke?2. Do you like the rain?4. If so...would you play in it with me?5. Do you like movies?6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?9. Would you kiss my neck?10. Do you play any sports?11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother?13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because?18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents?20. Would u have sex with me?21. If so, whats the soonest into our relationship you'd have it? 22. Would you tell your friends we had sex? 23. Would u let me touch u wherever? 24. How smart are you?25. Do u have a specific body type that u like?26.

StoriesTerms & Conditions
“Come sit with me Edward” Bella said beckoning me.
I stood there for a moment, and then slowly took the chair next to her.
“I’m sorry that I kept you in the dark, that I never answered you when you asked me” she said and sighed.
“Look Bella, you frustrate me sometimes, but I really do love you” I said so softly that I didn’t think she heard me.
“Edward I know you love me, it’s not you. I just needed some time to think” she said as she raised my chin to make me look at her.
“There’s just so much going on right now, but I have thought about it since you left”
“Bella you don’t know how much that broke my heart. I know I don’t have a heart, but it hurt like hell when you just stood there and didn’t say a word”
“I have come to a decision Edward. Would like to hear it?” she asked me.
“Not if it’s going to hurt Bella, I don&rs

Ramblings Of An Insane ClownI lay in bed, thinking of you. I'm on top of the covers, gliding the tips of my fingers along my smooth, slender body. Tonight I need to get off, whether you're here or not, it's going to involve you. I smile to myself as I get a wicked little idea, peeling my body off the bed, I make my way over to the window. My long, brown hair tickling my bare back and breasts as I walk. Opening up the window, I find that our neighbor is already asleep, yet the bit of exhibitionism mixed with the cool breeze wrapping around my hot body is enough to make my slit moist. Placing one knee on the window sill and using the curtain for leverage, I let my free hand roam. A soft moan escapes my lips as my middle finger targets my mound, My mind wanders back to you and how hard you get at the sight of me. Heat is now radiating from my sex and it's dripping onto my inner thigh, I figure it's time to lay back down and really get things going. I waste no time as my back touches the blanket, my fingers have fo

Old Stuffsitting here in stolen skin
I can't believe I let you win
no one believes me, nor do they care
to them it was like you were never there.
I'm old enough, strong and wise
so how could I fall for your lies.
I thought you were a friend
so I reached out and tried to lend a hand.
You

Shut Up And ListenHe can’t feel the pain
The wounds have turned into scars
the scares make his skin thick and numb to the pain
This makes a man hard
It makes him cold
The world loses its taste Morality, civility is all irrelevant
Can’t feel the pain, do not fit in
The sweltering jungle calls his name, the mosquitoes miss his thick cold blood.
The sky does not let rain pour; there is no reason to, he is not there.
The ground begs for his sweat. The desert is empty without him; it needs him. The dust storms go unnoticed. The sun has no one to bake. The inches of shadows found under a large boulder goes wasted. He is no there.
The cold misses his cold blood. The frigged air has no one to cut and cause blisters. His skin can’t be cracked. The snow can’t melt about him; it can’t blind him with the reflections off of its surface. The morning cold misses the sound of his bone snapping and his joints popping.
He can’t feel the pain
His wounds have turned int

Some Of My WritingsI SIT HERE DAY IN AND DAY OUT THINKING OF YOU AND WISHING HOW I HAD YOU BACK IN MY ARMS. YOU LEFT JUST CAUSE I MADE A MISTAKE AND SAID SOMETHING THAT WAS TOOKEN THE WRONG WAY TO SOMEONE ELSE. INSTEAD OF BE UNDERSTANDING AND LET YOU COOL DOWN I KEEP TRYING AND TRYING TO GET YOU TO TALK TO ME SO WE COULD WORK IT OUT BUT NOW YOUR GONE AND MY LIFE IS SO EMPTY AND MEANINGLESS. I DO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL AND NOR WILL I WALK AWAY OR GIVE UP ON ONE DAY US TALKING AND WORKING THINGS OUT. BUT UNTILL THE DAY COMES I WILL BE SITTING IN THE DARKNESS WIHT THE MEMOREIS OF HOW HAPPY WE WAS GOING THREW MY HEAD AND THE TEARS OF BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY FACE. I STILL CAN FEEL YOUR SOFT LIPS WHEN I WOULD KISS YOU AND FEEL YOUR LIGHT TOUCH ACCROSS MY ARMS AND BACK TELLING ME IT WILL BE OK . I STILL HEAR THAT HEAVENLY VOICE IN MY EAR WHISPING I LOVE YOU MORE THEN ANYTHING AND I WOULD FALL APART IF I LOST YOU. BUT AS I LOOK AROUND YOUR NOT THERE SO I DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK ANYMORE ALL I KNOW I WI

Led Car LightThere are three kinds of LED car brake light by its location, LED car tail brake light, LED car dashboard brake light and LED car third brake light.
Sockets of tail brake light:
BAY15D LED car tail bulb light is also called P21/5W or 1157, the structure of this kind of socket has a double-wire. This kind of LED car bulb owns the function of warning and position-indicating. When in the brake function, power is 21W; when in position-indicating function, power is 5W. Generally, the position-indicating function is open.
W21/5W(7443) has a double-wire, with warning function and position-indicating function. Power is 21W when in brake function and 5W when in position-indicating function. Position-indicating function is usually open.
P27/5W(3157), double-wire, with warning function and position-indicating function. Power is 27W when in brake function and 5W when in position-indicating function. Position-indicating function is usually open.

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January 22 2012( ), Holocaust Remembrance Day: April 19 2012 is for Students an Occasion to Express their Views on Holocaust, Holocaust Remembrance Day and how this Day should be Celebrate.A Special Poster will be Displayed by The UN all around the World to announce the Iniciative.The Next Holocaust Remembrance Day will mark the Seventieth Anniversary of the begining of the Millitary,Social, Historical and Political Process leading to the Creation of the State of Israel and therefore to Our Nowdays Israel: Discribed by the PM Netanyahu during His announcement Speech for the Event: The year 2012(5772) Holocaust Remembrance Day.
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It is a type of Neuron: the Neurons are the cells of the Nervous System, there are two major types of Neurons: The neurons producing the phenomena

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Q: What is gastric reflux and what natural remidies are there for it? - Clayton Morris, San Antonio, Texas
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Gastroesophageal reflux disease, commonly referred to as GERD, or acid reflux, is a condition in which the liquid content of the stomach regurgitates (backs up, or refluxes) into the esophagus. The liquid can inflame and damage the lining of the esophagus although this occurs in a minority of patients. The regurgitated liquid usually contains acid and pepsin that are produced by the stomach. (Pepsin is an enzyme that begins the digestion of proteins in the stomach.) The refluxed liquid also may contain bile that has backed-up into the stomach from the duodenum. (The duodenum is the

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My WritingsArise the soul in me
before it's to be unwoven
Open these eyes to see
before they're to be blinded
Touch this heart hidden beyond
before it's to be truly numb
Flow the blood within these veins
before it's to be forbidden
Breathe into this battered body
before it's never to be alive
Unwind these mazes interlocked to elude
before they're to lose an incoming light
Wake the spirit living within
before it's to be never woke--
forever laying dormaint and cold He held my hand
when I rose my first bike
He held me
when I got my first scrape
He followed behind me
when I tried to take my first step
He guided me with caution
when I rode with no training wheels, being brave
He smiled at me proudly
when I achieved a goal
He gave me that look
saying things would be ok
He listened intently
when I needed him to
He sat by my bed
every time I was in the hospital
He gave me support
in decisions I made
He gave me a lecture
when he felt I needed one
He s

Blahi posted a new folder named "captions!" if u guys/gals have the time, i'd love to hear ur responses to some of the pics!
*muah* much love!
-nessa786 i am really bored...is anyone else?? If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man Before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not Treating you
as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better. " You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a realationship is you. Avoid men who've

All About MeI gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
my daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep
in perfect contentment, or so it would seem.
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know,
Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
and I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.
A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old
perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.
Alone in the dark, he looked up and smiled,
standing watch over me, and my wife and my child.
"What

WowWhy the hell is my computer monitor doing this?
And How do I fix it?
If anyone knows, please help me.
As I organize this MILF Contest, daddies keep asking about themselves. I am feeling like I am being a little discriminating! haha
So I know there are lots of fathers out there!
Come join my FILF Contest. I don't know when it will start cuz I only have one contestant so far. But I will let you know when it does.
No NSFW Pics. Thanks!
I want to have another contest.
This one is going to be a HOTTEST MILF Contest!
Most comments wins. I will use rates to determine the winner if a tie occurs.
Please spread the word and ask your friends if they want to join!
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In My Own WordsThe plan, walk clockwise around her holding a candle which burns like it has life,
the moment draws nearer when my loneliness will be at an end and I'll be a husband paired to my wife
With she as my bride & me as her groom,
The time drawn near when we shall jump the broom.
From history's own admission
I've taken this slave honored tradition
It was time & distance which kept us apart,
The feelings born for her have always resided here in my heart.
I Love, Miss, & Need her dearly
these are facts I need for her to see clearly
I hope she knows and is aware
I promise to be the best friend & Husband I can be, Beyond compare
I promise to remain in her heart & by her side
and provide passion that refuses to subside
Like anxious children on Christmas Eve, we can hardly wait,
Until it's our Love, our Marriage, our Union that we consummate.
Will we be patient or under stress as we take the time to undress,
Will we be drawn into the flames of passion as we caress ???
We kis

Funny Things :dCamel Toe
A few days ago I was at the auto parts store when a blonde came in and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. No one had any clue what the part was -- even the manager.
"Come on!" she said, exasperated. "Every car I've ever had has one! But mine fell off, and I need a new one."
Finally, I stepped in. "Would it help to look under my hood, and you can point out what it is you want?" I asked.
"Yes!" she exclaimed, and I led the blonde to my car with a parade of parts guys right behind.
I opened the hood. "Is there a 710 on this car?" I asked. She pointed and said, "Of course, it's right there!"
And here's what we saw:

Strange colors are all around
the patterns make no sense
who would think that bronze and green
would create a beautiful sun
or cream and red come togther
to make a lovely tree
I see blue and orange here
they make a warm blanket togther
yellow and silver are over here
they make up a vast night sky
how strange it seems that these
things are made here
where I need them most
a whole world of colors come togther
they create my resting place
where I come when the real world
stark and cold gets me down
I come here to recover myself
and prepare to start again
in a world I do not enjoy
this place is dark and still
yet there I must always return
until once again I am depleated
then I can return to this land of dreams
where strange colors are all around. THE EMOTIONS OVER COME ME... LIKE A TIDE THAT EBBS AND FLOWS... NEVER QUITE RECEDING AS FAR AS YOU WANT IT TO GO... I BUILD UP WALL TO PROTECT ME SELF... BUT LIKE A SAND CASTLE BUILT TO CLOSE TO THE EDGE... THE EMOTIONS FL

The Ramblings Of A Chaotic, Never Sleeping, Gemini MindWhat do you think of me now
What do you think of me now, now that i've found my way
This is me saying goodbye & walking away
You used me in your little game you play
Snap your fingers & down i'd lay
Took what you wanted then tossed me aside
But I rode the emotional tide
And found my way back
The pupil has become master & I find you lack
You've regressed to the pathetic humanity inside you
Deny it all you want we both know its true.
This is me laughing in your face
But i'm not done you've given me a taste
A taste of the darkness within
I've found someone new & now Ill teach him
But I won't leave him feeling the pain
Crying diamonds in the rain
It's time to build my army
And soon you will see
You shouldn't have underestimated me
For things aren't always what they appear
And soon you will shed a tear
When you learn who & what I truly be
You will beg for me to forgive you on bended knee
What if you don't want a new wo

From The Mind Of A BonerI'm the guy that everybody loves, but few really know.
I'm the guy that everybody likes to have around, but few miss me when I'm gone.
I'm the guy who women love to have as a friend, but not a lover.
I'm the guy that is shy, unless you're one of those that really knows me.
I'm the guy that usually doesn't speak until spoken to.
I'm the guy that's always cute and never sexy.
I'm the guy that will do a favor for a friend when asked, and doesn't get angry when the favor isn't returned.
I'm the guy that wants to make a difference, but doesn't know if I even matter.
I'm the guy that rises above adversity and lives to fight another day.
I'm the guy that doesn't let my limitations stop me from doing what I need to do.
I'm the guy that laughs in your face when you say I can't do something.
I'm the guy that gives my love, 'cause that's really all I have to give.
This only scratches the surface of me, so if you haven't already....Why don't you come find out m

FunnyAn old lady was standing at the rail of the cruise ship holding her hat so that the wind wouldn't blow it away in the wind. A gentleman approached her and said, "Pardon me, madam, I do not intend to be forward but did you know that your dress is blowing up in this wind?" "Yes, I know," said the lady. "But I need my hands to hold onto my hat."But madam," he said, "you must know that your derriere is exposed!"The woman looked down, then back up at the man and said, "Sir, anything you see down there is 85 years old, but I just bought this hat!"
Philosophy
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED:
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.
2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.
3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person.
4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.
5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.
6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.
7) Never hold a Dust-

My Thoughts, Dreams, And FantasiesToday marks a very special day in my life. 2 years ago today I started talking with someone online and well little did I know that was the mark of a beautiful friendship.
Shad words cannot even express how much I appreciate you. You always put a smile on my face and keep me laughing for hours. You also seem to make a negative situation look positive. You are the biggest sweetheart I have ever met. Thank you so much for not turning away from me like so many have done. I definately found a new strength with you.
Shad hunni thank you so much for putting me back on the right track and for reminding me how special I am. You are a special man a rare kind. The kind that still has a heart. I could sit here and write forever but I already got enough tears in my eyes...LOL. However I will say this, I truly feel as if the Lord blessed me the day he made you my friend and I pray he keeps us friends forever. Thanks for caring so much it means so much to me. Loves ya always Hun.. Well for tho

Festivalhi everyone,
u usually don't see me on here much, as i don't want to make a pest of myself to anyone. but i really need a favor, i m with a local renaissance group, and we do re enacting of the king arthur's time.we are a non profit organzation and we have put togather a festival to help raise money for the american cancer society, and united cerbal palsy. does anyone out there know of any orgazations that would be willing to donate to our cause, we go around doing live steel displays with our knights fighting, and go to local schools but use padded weppons, if anyone knows of any orgnazations please e-mail me, and thanks hi there i agree with the gal that said , if you can't rate a persons profile right then stay the fuck away, that is complete crap, i had this guy jason rate me a 1. come on moron you have the nerve to come to rate my profile a 1? i don't know you from a bag of turds, and u do that. well u shall not do it again. cause i blocked your stupid ass. people like you hav

Comments, Love, PointsWell I see everyone wants to be added me to be added, etc etc. Well I leave comments, rate pics, rate profiles, etc. Whats the point in all that if u don't plan to do the same in return?! I go to EVERYONE I HAVE on my list and leave comments, try to rate and comment pics etc. Where are you? I will give credit to those that do, but there are alot out there that don't even say BOO to you when I say BOO back. Come on now people, if ya want friends and to be given all that in return, you gotta do the same. Am tired of tryin to stay in touch with people and they just blow me off like am a piece of paper in the wind. If you don't want to talk, stay in touch etc, at least have the courtesy to let me know and will leave you alone, delete you off my list etc. Oh by the way, am not in it for the points, cherry bucks, whatever. I like to make friends not anything else!! Would someone please tell me why is it so wrong to fall for someone you meet on the internet, yet when with them it feels like

QuizzesTake the quiz: What does your birth month reveal about you?AugustLoves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: ARE YOU A BITCHSWEETIE PIEYOU ARE SOO SWEET ARE YOU AN ANGEL IT SEEMS THAT WAY WELL KEEP IT UP PEOPLE LOVE YOU!!!Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! Take the quiz: WHAT ROCK BAND R U?? (COOL PICS)KORNHEAVY METALER!! KORN KICK ASS!! THERE A GREAT BAND AND

Don't Ask For Many Just A Rate And CommentDuh!!! we wish!! :D
nahh just trying to grab your attention for the following.
all friends know i have many special albums open for them to view.
I never ask for stuff like blasts, blings, fu-bucks or whatever from my friends to see them.
only i would appreciate in return is that those that view them to also please rate my profile and fan me.
yes i even accept people that lower my profile rating by giving a less then a 10 and request to see my private pics.(why?? because i am like that!!)
i also rate and fan each new friend and it takes out lots of my time.
so why would it be so damn difficult for you to do it?? it takes less then a minute.
and to my surprise i see people fanning high ranked people that don't even fan or rate back!!!
now realy! there are a few that realy show the love back and others are just stuck up to only want to get,get,get and not give.
please think about that!!!
also there are a few that won't accept your request if you haven't f

My Poem"Without You"
Without You Every Morning Would Be Like
Going Back To Work After A Holiday,
Without You I Couldn't Stand The Smell Of The
Easr Lancs Road.
Without You Ghost Ferries Would Cross The
Mersy Manned by Skeleton Crews,
Without You I'd Probably Feel Happy And Have More Money And Time And Nothing To Do
With It;
Without You I'd Have To Leave My Stillborn
Poems On Other People's Doorsteps, Wrapped
In Brown Paper,
Without You There'd Never Be Sauce To put On
Sausage Butties,
Without You Plastic Flowers In Shop Windows
Would Just Be Plastic Flowers In Shop
Window.
Without You I'd Spend My Summers Picking
Morosely Over The Remains Of Train Crashes,
Without You White Birds Would Wrench
Themselves Free From My Paintings And Fly
Off Dripping Blood Into The Night.
Without You Green Apples Wouldn't Taste
Greener,
Without You Mothers Wouldn't Let Their
Children Play Out After Tea,
Without You Every Musician In The World
Would Forget How T

Bullitens!Beep. Beep. Beep. The sound of the alarm clock setting on the night stand next to the bed wakes him up. Dread fills him as he realizes that its exam day! He pulls the covers up over his head wishing this day had never come. But as the alarm starts to beep at him again he realizes that there’s no getting around it and he is only wasting precious time. Slowly he rises and sits on the edge of the bed wiping sleep from his eyes. Stretching he stands and heads for the shower thinking might as well get ready for his exam.
Showering quickly and dressing even faster for time is wasting and traffic is going to be horrible during the morning rush hour. For the first day in a long time he wished he were going to work instead of the doctor for a full physical. He hated the doctor’s office and even more then that physicals!
Leaving the house with no breakfast because he didn’t have an appetite this morning he heads his car in the direction of the dreaded doctor’s office. As he is driving his

LifeI HAVE CAME TO THE CONCLUSION WHY I DONT LIKE FEMALES ALL THAT MUCH!!! THERE ARE ONLY A FEW FEMALES THAT I CAN ACTUALLY STAND TO TALK TO. I REALLY HATE IMMATURE FEMALES. THE ONES WHO SHOULD PROB ACT THEIR AGE! OH WELL BUT NO THIS TIME THERE IS A FEW ON THIS SITE WHO ARE TAKING THINGS WAY TO FUCKIN FAR! IF YOU GET BLOCKED HMMM GOOD SIGN IS THAT WE DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE DOESNT MEAN YOU NEED TO MAKE A NEW ACCOUT SO YOU CAN HARASS THE SHIT OUT OF US. WOW.. ACTUALLY IM NOT EVEN REALLY WRITING THIS ONE ABOUT ME BECAUSE YEAH EVEN THOUGH THE GIRL THAT WAS HARASSIN ME MADE A NEW ACCOUNT AFTER I BLOCKED HER. I THINK SHE GOT THE POINT THAT I DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO HER... OR MAYBE SHE DIDNT WANT THIS ACCOUNT TO COME UP MISSING, I NOTICED THAT...I DONT PLAY GAMES ANYMORE I GET IT DONE RIGHT AND RIGHT TO THE POINT FUCK ALL THE MONKEY BUSINESS!! ITS STUPID YOU KNOW JUST BECAUSE YOUR MISERABLE DONT MEAN YOU HAVE THE FUCKIN RIGHT TO TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE ELSE MISERABLE, ESSPECIALLY MY FRI

Ur So Vain; U Probly Think This Blog Is About U **if U Cant Open Ur Mind, Dont Open My Blog**I just wanted to take a second to thank you for your prayers...
My biopsy results came back today and I have a clean bill of health thus far :)
Tho the mass in my mouth will need to be monitored over time, all tests came back negative.
I still have to go for the mole biopsy and see the ObGyn but I am feeling so much more positive about the outcome of those tests!!!!!
I will keep y'all posted....
Thanks from the bottom of my LP heart!!!
Christina
xoxoxoxox
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General Thoughts And ObservationsFor all who Know Motorcycle Riders
____________________________________________
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.
But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.
I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.
I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.
But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.
I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.
I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats

font color="yellow">Friends of mine (BestToy2Have) PLEASE PLEASE vote for "The extraordinary Mr Charming", he's the teddy bear picture.. he truly is one of the sweetest people I have met, here or otherwise... So since I dont enter contest, I wont need your votes for me, so help me like I do my best to help you byt voting for him. Its awarded both on ratings and comments so leave LOTS of comments.... THANKS you guys.. You Are the BEST!!!
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Just For Fun!!!!So after hanging out with Broken Angel and Witty last weekend and then again with witty tonight, I was wondering who is the one person in the mumm world you would want to meet....but here's the deal...you can only pick one person. So be very careful who you pick. lol I find it funny that people you haven't spoken to in almost a year track you down through your friends. I was supposed to meet this guy named Bryan...he stood me up...I wrote him off. Now he's telling my R/L friends that we met and hung out several times. Just wanted you guys to laugh with me.
CrazyWildA...: Okay->CrazyWildA...: Allen isn't that smart...bryan isCrazyWildA...: Okay, you would know best, better than it bein' Allen or war be breakin' out, lol->CrazyWildA...: I bet you money it's Bryan...all of his former haunts are on his profileCrazyWildA...: Okay->CrazyWildA...: That's why he sought you outCrazyWildA...: He had to know I would talk to you!CrazyWildA...: *hugz*CrazyWildA...: Okay->CrazyWildA...:

Personal Life.One day I won't be someones JOKE. Someones "entertainment" used to fill the void THEY feel and disregarded for my OWN emotions.
Hello ass monkeys you're NOT the only one who hurts, or has been hurt. You're NOT the only one with problems. Neither am I.
One day, I will be someones ALL. and those ppl will be the lesser for having LOST me.
I am SO tired of being nothing. So i am my own everything. Got a problem with that, I just heard a new sucker was born try next door, you'll get nothing but my scorn.
Fake ass Doms. 26 I am 26, for the record I am 26 years old. I appear younger. I live carefree and FUN. Why does everyone got to nail me to the damn floor.
My dad is telling me I can hang out with my friends once a week, wtf? who the fuck is he to tell me WHEN and where i can go at my age. Bitching about gas. But won't let me have any control over my own life.
Furious as hell right now. I give the fuck up, no matter what I do it's never enough. When i care I get yelle

Crazy Little Thing Called LoveIs there such a thing as an honest relationship
Is it wrong of me to want my man to be honest
Is it wrong to be disappointed when he lies to me
Is it wrong to be bothered when he crosses the line when he talks to girls
and be even more pissed when he gets pissed that I am mad
I am tired of being told what he thinks I want to hear
I am tired of being disrespected
He told me he would stop the inappropriate sex talk
he said he could do it
he hasnt
some think its no big deal, its just words
but its a big deal to me
so shouldnt that be enough?
If he loved me and respected me, wouldnt he respect how I feel, and how it makes me feel?
Am I wrong?
Or does he just think I wont do anything since I wanted him back so bad
thereby giving him free reign to do what ever he wants
what are your thoughts
I cant
I cant
I cant
I tried
I tried
I tried
but I just cant give up on you
I cant just stop loving you
I cant let go of you
Somewhere I read that if it is this hard t

Regina_helenaGood morning ;)))
Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash
I go to be travelling per 3 day...
Have a wonderful week !!!!
Kisses and take care my lovely friends!!!
See youuuuuuuu ;)))
Hello my lovely friends !!!
I will be on vacations for one week, in a beach.
I wish for all my friends a wonderfull week and see you all when I back: 11/18
I will not have as to use the computer,
I will answer everything in the return;(((
I love you Always, take care!!!
1000 kisses for you ;)))
Have a wonderful weekend ;)))
No cheating. If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose? Pick your dessert, then look to see what Psychiatrists think about you! After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the subject box above. ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TOYOU! (Sorry you can only pick one!!)
OK - Now th

Krissy's PoemsApril 19th 2007 it was around 1:30 p.m. and i was in the Lewistown Hopsital for some kind of infection that found because i let some asshole pierce my eyebrow! (that's another story for another time) when little did i know while i was visiting with my Mom and her friend Martha, that i would see the one and only man that makes my knees shake everytime he looks at me and smiles at me. His name is Matthew Wayne Crosson. He is the love of my life and everything that i have ever asked for in a Husband, and he asked me out on April 20th when i was released from the hospital, and asked me to marry him the next day! At first i thought he was joking and that things were moving way to fast but the more i got to know him and spend some time with him the more i realized that he was the one that God had sent to me for me to love and spend the rest of my life with. We were together from then on up until we got married on June 9th 2007 and every day since we have together has been so special to me ge

Day In The Life Of A Pine-appleIts never worth it in the end loving someone how doesnt love you. Protect yourself from the pain and suffering. Protect your self. Dont not be consumed. Consumed by the jealousy. The jealousy of not having her love.
This vacation has shed alot of light on my life. Helped me define what is real and what isnt. And alot of the things i hoped were real arent. And alot of other things have become more real to me than they were before.
This fantasy we call cyber space, the internet, online, whatever isnt real. You cant even say the people you meet on here are real. Ive done it before and i may do it again.
end the fantasy.
Well i doubt ill get to talk to all of you much in the next couple weeks. some of you i really enjoy talking to others i love talking to. Ill be working up until i leave to go see family up north. sad i wont get to hear from yall in two weeks. funny part is most of yall havent heard from me much in the last two weeks anyways.

Dear HeartA MEMORY HUG
Your loss has left a hole in your heart.
That hole never goes away...
you learn to live with it.
With acceptance of the loss
and changes in your life,
the pain lessens.
Eventually memories fill up the space,
but it never goes away.
Then, when you least expect it,
a memory spills out
of the hole in your heart
and washes you clean again with tears.
Think of it as a "MEMORY HUG
Im always thankful for people who stay even if I show them the real me, coz I cant be someone others pressume or expect me to be.. it's nice to know you remain while I can just be me..
Saying I love you doesn't only mean loving someone coz you like someone, but for friends, it's the way to show concern and how much you care, so let me send this message saying I'm here for you coz i love you.
It's unfair to think so much of you when you're not missing me at all. To cry when you never shed a tear. To love you when you say words that hurt my heart... and to live when you breathe

The Strange & Unusual...So...I have been living in the same apt. on and off for about 20 years now. When I was little, I saw my first spirit/ghost here...a little boy. After that the strange goings on kept happening...I would see more spirits, objects would be moved, electronics would go on by themselves, I've heard disembodied voices, and have been touched by unseen hands. This went on all through my childhood...once I came into my teen years, the activity pretty much died off...but now it's started back up again...Only my Mother and I live here now, my sister has moved to her own place...Lately, I have found curtains open that are always kept closed. I have been woken up by the faucet in the bathroom being on, get up to turn it off, then later its back on again. I keep both windows in my bedroom open...I'll wake up in the morning and find that just the one above my head is closed. I asked my Mom about it this morning and she insists that she is not the one closing my window or the curtains or leaving the fa

JokeMan goes into a cocktail lounge and approaches Maxine sitting by herself.
Man: "May I buy you a cocktail?"
Maxine: "No thank you, alcohol is bad for my legs."
Man: "Sorry to hear that. Do they swell?"
Maxine: "No, they spread."
A blind man wanders into an all girls biker bar by mistake.
He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter:
'Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?'
The bar immediately falls absolutely silent.
In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says,
'Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is only fair -- given that you are blind -- that you should know five things:
1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat.
2. The bouncer is a blonde girl.
3. I'm a 6 foot tall, 185 lb. blonde woman with a
black belt in karate.
4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter.
5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler.
Now, think about it

Wicked SoftnessSo, apparently people notice what goes on with my page more than I ever thought they did. I decided to use my “crush” feature again today on here for the first time in over a month and many of you noticed right away. I appreciate that kind of attention for what it is, attention, but the questions about it have gotten a bit out of hand. I was asked no less than probably 80 times today who my crush was on or if it was on them. Let me explain here that I have my crush on someone right now that I do have an actual “crush” on and he knows who he is. Now let me explain why I chose him, ok follow me here it’ll make sense eventually I promise.
I chose someone that I actually do like, not someone I just find attractive, or just want to fuck. I chose someone who can carry on an intelligent conversation with me without it being all sexual. I chose someone who I felt an instant connection with the first time we spoke. I chose someone who understands me on a different level, who sees thing

Real LifeTwenty-four hours ago, I had several problems that were worrying me to the point of dysfunction. It was another bad day in another bad week on a whole string of them. Then I got a phone call from a friend. I knew it was her from the caller ID, but she didn't get a discernible word out for several minutes. She didn't have to say anything - I knew what she was calling to tell me.
My friend George, who I had talked to online nearly every day for the last ten years had passed away after a long battle with cancer. Now, none of those earlier problems meant anything at all. I can't even remember most of them today, and maybe that's the best way to honor George. The last time we talked, almost two weeks ago, George did not tell me anything about his failing condition. All he said for our last few minutes together were, "Remember that time we were taking pictures in Phoenix?" and "We sure had fun that night at Hooters!" and brought up other god times that we had. It was as if he was giving m

Just A Thoughtok friends, I am asking all of you to take some time to go introduce yourselves and give some of the warm welcoming you all gave me when you joined. here are the 2 links..
1 is my friend Ed, great guy, sweetheart and a dear close friend!
etc663@ fubar
The other is Mary and she is an absolute doll!
sweetmomtwinz@ fubar
both are semi local friends to me from the Mass area and I have hung with them both many times.. so give them love, and trust me on what good peeps they are!
ok so a friend of mine on here posted a blog and I must tell you, I loved it and he couldn't have said it better.. So Jim I hope you don't mind if I quote you in a few area's.. If so please let me know and I will edit or delete the blog..
As Jim so succinctly puts, "I hate the fucking stash. I almost NEVER want to see it. I certainly don't care that random friend "A" updated it, and invariably anyone that updates his stash does so with about 150 files at once so that "My Bar Tab" ceases to

CancerR¢¾I¢¾Peace¢¾ Lavone
Current mood: sad
Separate accidents claim lives
Friday, April 13, 2007
by Kristina Grossheim Staff Writer
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Lavone Lamoreaux, right, and his brother Javone.
[Click to enlarge]
..> Child succumbs to lack of
oxygen after pool accident
Miranda Lamoreaux has made the toughest decision of her life - to have her child taken off of life support.
..>
Kailey Burgess
..> Yet the Chapel Hill woman summoned inner strength on Wednesday to talk publicly about the chain of events that led to such a difficult decision on Tuesday afternoon.
Miranda's twin 3-year-old boys, Javone and Lavone, were playing outside Friday afternoon as active youngsters will, but the silence was broken by Javone's cries to help his brother, she said. During the short time the boys were left alone, they managed to climb up the water pump to the above ground swimming pool in the backyard.
"They had been sick for days with the flu and got better Friday," Mi

~*my Blog~*Another thought of you has passed through my mind. I have lost count of how many thoughts of you I've had in the last hour alone.
It's as if you've become a part of me; and with that feeling, comes another one that tells me that we are one.
Since the day that you became mine, I have thought us soulmates, each other's counterparts, the same person in two different bodies.
I try so hard, but I can't explain what you mean to me.
All I know is that my only wish is to forever be by your side, through good and bad, highs and lows.
My only desire is to be your shelter from the world. To be by your side, making you braver as you face your fears. Being your net if ever you should fall.
I want to be your world.
I want you to know that no matter what may come, I will never abandon you, never stop loving you. That would be impossible, my love.
You mean the world to me. You ARE my world.
Hearing your name or just thinking of you makes me smile as if I have the world in the p

JudgedWoooow so it's been a loooooong time since I've been on here. Been engaged, been cheated on, and walked out on by my kiddo's father. Life has been very interesting over the last 2 years since I've posted on here. It's so different and I feel like I know nobody on here anyone...weird... so yeah. Extremely freaking bored... someone message me!!!! curvybeisha85@sbcglobal.net on yahoo and BeishaLady85 on AIM Ok.. I know the whole point of this thing is to get as many friends as possible, basically... But I'm not wanting that. I don't give a shit if you give me points or what not. You wanna stay friends with me, you gotta add me... cuz I'm gonna start deleting soon...so let me know!

A Poem By MeMy body is out of control there is a fire in me that I can’t seem to put out. I have tired several times with no luck, this fire I can’t put out . . I get lost in the moment each time I’m with him, each time being more intense and powerful than the last. My breathing gets hard and passionate each time I’m around him or I brush up against him. One dewy night not so long ago I laid down beside him gently, a man so appealing, eyes so stunning they cut right through me. His kiss igniting the passion in me. The only thing between us was the crisp cool night air. I slowly caressed his manhood and clutched it tightly in my hand, he was so hard, he softly moaned with each motion of my flicking tongue on his stiff penis as it was growing erect. As I felt the firmness of him in my mouth I then wanted more, meaning I wanted to make love - but he had other things on his mind. He lightly turned me over and positioned me on my back as his finger tips began to play with me softly, making small chill

Bbw Relatedwow so much BBW Bashing lately on the mums, way out of hand in my opinion, granted a big girl isnt for everybody, but just remember someone does find her beautiful and I have to say to the bashers is remember the saying "those that live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones" found while surfing the net.....
I am big and beautiful,
and I don't care what you think about me.
My body may not be perfect,
but I have strength in personality.
Too many people like me,
let people like you bring them down.
Well I won't stand for it,
not ever and not now.
We are all different.
We come in all shapes, sizes, and colors.
No one is inferior or better than another.
So what makes you think,
you have the right to criticize me?
If you don't like me,
you are welcome to leave.
I may not look like barbie.
I may not look good in a bikini.
I may not be able to wear a size five.
I may be a little round in the middle,
and have thunder thighs.
But when I look in the mirror,
I know I l

Lovers FireTake off your shell along with your clothes. --Alex Comfort
One thing I've learned in all these years is not to make love when you really don't feel it; there's probably nothing worse you can do to yourself than that. --Norman Mailer
It is better to be silent than to say things at the wrong time that are too tender; what was appropriate ten seconds ago is no longer, and hurts one's cause, rather than helps it. --Stendhal
Do not rush into your own bed after it. Talk a little bit, hang around. --Mel Brooks
Sex and beauty are inseparable, like life and consciousness. And the intelligence which goes with sex and beauty, and arises out of sex and beauty, is intuition. --David Herbert Lawrence
The omnipresent process of sex, as it is woven into the whole texture of our man's or woman's body, is the pattern of all the process of our life. --Havelock Ellis
Is sex dirty? Only if it's done right. --Woody Allen
Give me chastity and continence -- but not yet. --Saint Augustine

For All To Enjoy!We need to take a long hard look at this man.
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> Subject: What a Black Columnist has to say about Obama.
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> Ken Blackwell - Columnist for the New York Sun
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> It's an amazing time to be alive in America . We're
> in a year of firsts in
> this presidential election: the first viable woman
> candidate; the first viable
> African-American candidate; and, a candidate who is the
> first frontrunning
> freedom fighter over 70. The next president of America will
> be a first.
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> We won't truly be in an election of firsts, however,
> until we judge every candidate by where they stand. We
> won't arrive where we should be until we no longer talk
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> the front of the Democratic field, we need to stop talking
> about his race, and start talking about his policies and
> his politics.
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RamblingsOk, so, yesterday I did pretty well... eyes teared up for a split second and I held back the flood... refused to cry AGAIN. But then, today, HERE THEY FUCKING come. I start talking about my ultra sound appointment and I cry. I swear, it must be my hormones. I've been dumped before dammit, but I guess it does make a difference when this time it's the father of your baby. I know I'll be ok and I know that just because he doesn't love me, I'll get by. Being so emotional sucks... at least if I've got to be all emo, I could be angry and not this pitiful sob story. Heh, today my goal is to be pissed off all day instead of sad. Sounds good, right? j/k. Once in a house on a hill
A boy got angry
He broke into my heart
For a day and a night
I stayed beside him
Until I had no hope
So I came down the hill
Of course I was hurt
But then I started to think
It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind

PoetryA good man once prayed with me
held my hand
spoke the words, sincere
that i may forgive those who've done me wrong
The anger for some fell
And he wiped them gently from my face
dried them from my eyes
Forgive and forget, he said
i can do one
but never the other A summer day
4 years old
a campground
a pool
my father
my mother
my brother
...screaming at me
keep my head above the water
his lips move
his voice drowns
my life fades to black
...as i sink
a ton of bricks
to the bottom
a summer day
4 years old
beside of a pool
my father
my mother
my brother
...standing over me
asking if i'm ok
the sun blinds
the sounds deafening
...as my mind erases the memory
of the image of my soul
fleeing my body
a summer night
23 years old
a lake
my best friend
my cigarette burning
my nudity
...exposed for all the angels to see
as i was when i was thrust into this world
the moon bathes
the glow warms
...and i wonder
if my soul
ever returned
some

Cherrytapok...I sorta understand why they did the nsfw, but at the same time i don't. I mean someone showing their ass covered without their face is a lot better than someone showing their crotch without a face that is uncovered, but now I believe that they have gone overboard with the nsfw in the comment box. You mean to tell me that I now have to sit and wonder if my account is going to get deleted because of some comment that might be mistaken as not safe for someone at work?
I understand a lot of people like to look at cherrytap at work because they get bored, but don't punish the rest of us for what they shouldn't be doing at work.
I am sorry if i stepped on some toes, but this whole shit is getting out of hand. Are they going to start controlling our blogs and whatnots? this isn't a blog to get people upset, but more of curiosity.
I was sending my comments to my friends on my fans list like i do every morning and came across a profile for Trish Stratus. yes, I know who she i

Mostly Mj Legalization RelatedRead and repost and if you enjoyed this reading look up Jack Herer on myspace he is the author!!!
A Brief Summary of the Uses of Hemp
Our Challenge to the World: Try to Prove Us Wrong!
If all fossil fuels and their derivatives, as well as trees for paper and construction were banned in order to save the planet, reverse the Greenhouse Effect and stop deforestation;
Then there is only one known annual renewable natural resource that is capable of providing the overall majority of the world's paper and textiles; meeting all of the world's transportation, industrial and home energy needs; simultaneously reducing pollution, rebuilding the soil, and cleaning the atmosphere all at the same time...
And that substance is - the same one that did it all before -
Cannabis Hemp...Marijuana!
Ships and Sailors
Ninety percent* of all ships' sails (since before the Phoenicians, from at least the 5th Century B.C. until long after the invention and commercialization of

'cause I Can.I'm kinda tired of the comments I get about my pictures so here I am to clear it up. I don't smile often because I have thin lips and when I smile I look like a damn hick. I'm not angry in my pictures, it's just how you see it. And if you think I'm slutty, stop looking at the pictures you fucking hypocrits. That is all.
Laura I deleted the "Sexy Time" album because I was tired of people asking for more dirty ones. First of all, I never posted anything dirty. You could never see anything. I'm tired of guys asking for cleavage pics. Sorry, but I'm not a person you can be wacking off too.
It's gotten so bad that a guy has asked me to be a one night escort. I'm not a whore. Whores fuck everyone. I'm a bitch. I fuck everyone but you hahaha.
So yeah, it's gone, stop asking for these pics because A I just don't have the boobs like you think I do and b a friend and I were texting who is on Fubar and he thinks that I get the attention by posting pics of provocative nature and he's

RelationsAn old man and woman were married for many years, even though they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screaming and yelling could be heard deep into the night. The old man would shout, "When I die, I will dig my way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!"
Neighbors feared him. They believed he practiced black magic, because of the many strange occurrences that took place in their neighborhood.
The old man liked the fact that he was feared. To everyone's relief, he died of a heart attack when he was 68.
His wife had a closed casket at the wake. After the burial, she went straight to the local bar and began to party, as if there was no tomorrow.
Her neighbors, concerned for her safety, asked, "Aren't you afraid that he may indeed be able to dig his way up and out of the grave and come back to haunt you for the rest of your life?"
The wife put down her drink and said, "Let him dig. I had the bastard buried upside do

MicahI am sorry i havent updated much, micah died on November 15 ,2008 .Our hearts are still grieving i got word tonight Micah made it home and is at home til next round of Chemo on the seventh. I know i shpuld keep my spirits up but i see this happening more than once as i told my son this is so familer. Got good news tonight Micah's blood work came back all his levels are up, I am so happy but another round of Chemo is Friday so it starts all over again

Dont KnowOk you all in my friends list or just stopping by my page,please sign my guest book
thanks the last time i posted a blog in here i noticed it was 2008...i did end up with ian..he was a great guy and we had fun..now ian ended up married to this he met after me..chris is getting married with a baby on the way..or did they have the baby..idk...i took a guys virgnity in 2009 and he has a wonderful gf whom he wants to marry...omg am i the real-life good-luck chuck..lmfao...nah...that was just a joke...
also in 2009 i went through so rough times...like having two teenage kids one of them almost landing themselves in jail..buried a couple of friends as well...instead of having only two tattys i now have six..one of them for my nephew who was murdered in july....i miss him soo much....rip aj..aunty misses you......
i ended 2009 remeeting an old friend that lend to romance...donnie...we just broke up not to long ago...i miss him still and want him back...i am awaiting my test results for can

HmmmTHERE S A GUEST BOOK AND A MAP GUEST BOOK TOO ON MY PAGE SO GO ADD UR PIC ON IT IF YOU ARE MY FRIENDS HEHE... THANKS LIKE OTHERS PEOPLE I AM LEAVING FUBAR CUZ I AM TAKING CLASSES AND ALLOT OF HOMEWORK TO DO. BUT I WILL BE ON YAHOO, MSN OR AOL, IF YOU NEED ME YOU CAN BUZZ OR HOLLAR AT ME ON THEM. I WILL STILL GO ON FUBAR NOT THAT MUCH. SPRING AND SUMMER R COMING TOO:). BLESS YALL AND DONT MISS ME ALLOT HEHE...
IT WAS FUN MEETING YALL , I HOPE THAT WE CAN KEEP IN TOUCH EACH OTHER:) .. www.hostdrjack.com

Queens Ranting, Raving, Or Just Bullshittin AroundOk well since certain ppl wanna block me on ct and yahoo without an explanation at all i will try to explain it i don't care if it's to my self or not im gonna vent a bit....yes i broke it off with deth yes i am staying with my husband i love him and might be pregnant but no one will pm me and ask for an explanation they just assume the worse....i never intended on hurting anyone and feel so shitty and am sad about it everyday i hurt 2 ppl and i never ment to but it's just life i guess and that my life story....BUT!!!! i would like to make it clear i AM NOT!!!! in any lounge i hang in alot of lounges i am not a dj in any lounge right now so for the ones that think i am in club inferno you ARE!!! wrong and i am not in twisted radio either i have thought about going back and helping but no djing but i am not yet....i WILL NOT!!! dj for quite awhile now after all that has happend. and i will not go in vampires haven after everything that has happend i feel to uncomfortable and if no one c

Majick Neden's Bloghttp://www.myspace.com/heartbrokenjuggalette82
all my blogs are here..@ my myspace page
Show me lots of love please.
(repost of original by 'Army Vet Big Pimpen representing the juggalo mafia' on '2007-06-29 12:33:00') www.stickam.com
i put a live streaming video of myself in my General interest section of my profile

My Durty Thoughtsacross the table...spread me across the tablelike butter on hot toastmelting over smooth edgesdripping in impish iniquity..ravish me in fruity jam delightscirculating seedy treatsin the appetizing areas ofintimate starvation..pink champagne nipplesfizzing against hot tonguesrambunctious little bubblestitillating the taste buds..sweet sugary lips locked injuicy watermelon kisseshydrating lovers entryfeeding our voracious cravings...
dg
...lets have a feast of each other...i am ravenous for you my love, i want to taste you with my lips and tongue....you are so delicious...
tiger eyes...
tiger eyes glare at me
i know damn well that i should flee,
but fear itself holds me down
in his gaze, i feel bound..
i try to run, but my legs won't move
i know he can kill me, he has nothing to prove,
his shoulders shift, as he gets ready to pounce,
now i flee, with all my energy..every ounce..
he chases me, as a cat would play with a toy
he wants to make me suffer, oh how ver

Swampfoxinsc30 Secrets About Yourself
1. Ladies - does the carpet match the drapes? Gentlemen - Do you "log the forest"?
Only once and that was to impress a girl who liked swimmer's bodies
2. Where was your default pic taken?
In my living room
3. What's your middle name?
Phillip
4. What is one "fetish" that you have?
Not really sure I have any real fetishes. Been told I have some preverted ideas, but that was my ex and she was a very cold fish
5. No names, but would you sleep with anyone on your friends list?
Hm. Yes. 'course, they're all long-distance and/or married/committed. but there's one in particular that I'm waiting eagerly to come and visit like she promised. you know who you are, sweetie
6. What was the name of the person you lost your virginity to?
Cindy, my first girlfriend at 15
7. What color underwear are you wearing?
blue boxers
8. Man on top; woman on top or something else?
woman on top, but would love to try doggie
10. Name of

Pretty Hot BabesI am a member of CT since just a week, but i love it...
It is very hot to see the pictures of the other members. Everyone does it on their own way and it is very cute to see al these somtimes very sexy pictures...
Love you all !!!
xxx
Anton

More Random Stuff1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out.
2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all
the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation.
3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up.
4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault.
5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is
uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable,
but when it'

Debbie's RamblingsThis is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest tofind out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. It won first prize.As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over hisfireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fillthem.What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true becauseevery Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, hispoor pantyhose hung sadly empty.One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses andwent in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those thingsat Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown.If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuseyourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?''You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to theinflatable doll section.I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll that could alsosubstitute as a passenger in my truck so I could use

Darwin AwardsBooby Traps Trap Boob
2002 Darwin Award Nominee
Confirmed True by Darwin
(November 2002, Belgium) A retired engineer booby-trapped his home with the intention of killing his estranged family, but died himself after inadvertently triggering one of his own devices.
At first, police assumed that the 79-year-old had committed suicide, as he was found alone with a bullet wound in his neck. Then a detective missed a bullet by inches when he opened a booby-trapped wooden chest. Police beat a hasty retreat from the property and called in military experts.
They deciphered an enigmatic series of scribbled clues to locate 19 death traps in walls, ceilings, and household objects. A pile of booby-trapped dinner plates was revealed by the clue, "Cheaper by the Dozen," a reference to a film in which a child throws a plate at someone's head. Police speculate that the the notes were intended to assist his failing memory.
Other traps included numerous concealed shotguns triggered by thre

These Foolish Thingsso i've been sick for like the past month, so i went to a clinic that's open on sundays, and they said i have asthma, and gave me an inhaler and this other stuff for asthma... ugh. that explains the shortness of breath while i was playing in that gravel pit the other week...
anyway, now i use an inhaler. attractive.
:P
night I am in need of dental work and if anybody can help or suggest anything that would help, I'd be GREATLY appreciative. *not sexually so don't be a jerk*. thanks. off to go pout a little more and snuggle with kitties.
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PS: notice I NEVER really smile in my pics... my face was meant to smile... :(
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later. googled me. snooping!!! god damn i hate snoopers. especially when they act all high-and-mighty 'i know what i'm talking about it cuz i've been through it before' ... only it really doesn't work when your life isn't as good as theirs. it's annoying as shit actually.
i need a hug.
:(
later.

The Midget..
Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, wild animals attacking humans in Florida.
Not me. I concentrate on solutions to problems. The result is a win-win-win situation:
+ Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border
+ Use the dirt to raise the levees in New Orleans
+ Put the Florida alligators in the moat.
Any other problems you would like for me to solve today???? This picture was taken by a Lifeflight helicopter flying over Lake Istapoka,
(For those of you who are not local, Lake Istapoka is near Sebring, Fl.)
That has to be a HUGE gator to have a whole deer in its mouth!
Are you ready to go fishing on Lake Istapoka ?!
If you ski -- try not to fall.
Date: Mon, 1 Aug, 2006 06:14:24 -0500
The alligator was found between Lake
Istapoka and Pinedale estates... near a house ,
Game Wardens were forced to shoot the
alligator- guess he wouldn't c

Sour Sitrus BlogIf you still haven't voted or would like to help me out in my contest, click the link below & vote "5 STARS" for my design. It would be greatly appreciated. Thank you again for your help.
Going to start posting dowraters here from time to time & adding names to the list as I go along. Below is the list of scumbags that have nothing better to do in their pathetic lives than to downrate for no reason at all. If you can't say/rate something nice, then you shouldn't say/rate anything at all.
· ~~FORSAKEN TWIZTID SOUL~~ rated your photo a '1'!
· The The United States is a nation of laws: badly written and randomly enforced. rated your photo a '5'!
· scattman69 rated your photo a '5'!
· ink rated your photo a '5'!
· dizdez rated your photo a '1'!
· chrisprovorse rated your photo a '6'!
· dan(the)man rated your photo a '5'!
· Nite rated your photo a '5'!
· bigred1199@yahoo rated your photo a '1'!
· mordomer rated your photo a '2'!
· mordomer re-rated your photo a '1' from a '

ImbolcThis is what I am preparing to do for my local groups workshop presentation for Imbolc.
Priapus, the Roman patron god of gardens, viniculture, sailors and fishermen, was a god of fertility, and was always depicted with an erect phallus. In some traditions, a Priapic wand -- phallus-like in appearance -- is made, and used in ritual to bring forth the new growth of spring.
Originally, Priapus was a fertility god from Asia Minor, especially in Lampsacus on the Hellespont, and was the most important god of the local pantheon. He is a son of Dionysus and Aphrodite, and a strong phallic fertility deity. Carved images of Priapus, were placed in the fields and gardens to ensure fruitfulness and protection. He was imported into Rome from Lampascus where Pausanias reported he was supreme among all gods.
The Roman Priapus was far more popular than his Greek version. He was introduced in Greece around 400 BCE but not very popular.
Let us all share in the splendid glory of Moth

Melody's Blog'sAre my testicals black?
A man is lying in bed in hospital with an oxygen mask over his mouth, a young student nurse appears to sponge his hands and feet.
"Nurse", he mumbles from behind the mask, "are my testicles black"? embarrassed, the young student replies "I don't know I'm only here to wash your hands and feet", he struggles again to ask "nurse are my testicles black?" finally she pulls back the covers, raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in her other hand and takes a closer look and says "there is nothing wrong with them", finally the mans pulls off his oxygen mask and replies
"that was very nice but, I asked ARE MY TEST RESULTS BACK? THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY`
YOU CAN BECOME A MEMBER OF THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY ..BY SIMPLY CHANGING YOUR NAME AND WHEN YOUR ONLINE PUT YOUR BEER MUG AS YOUR NAME AND THEN...NAKED DOLL.
WHAT IS NAKED DOLL FAMILY...
WELL YOU KNOW THOSE BARBIE DOLLS YOU SEE IN THE YARD SALES WITH NO CLOTHES ON AND THEIR HAIR IS A MES

Life StoryA little time ago we said good bye But my tears still aint dry, every hour, every minute youre in
my head.
Whether I'm at work or laying in my bed. I didn't treat you right.Every day weve had a fight. I had to know everything you did I admit I did But there are things that I can't forget.
Alot of things that I regret so much things I could have done I wish I still was the one!!
You Love another girl now and I know that it's really over But somehow I still have a little faith in us my head doesn't but my heart does. I NEVER Loved someone so much in my whole life like I did Loving you with All My Heart and Soul. I even dreamt many nights of being your wife If you will give me the chance I really will make it up to you. It took time but now I have realized just how very much I am missing you. Hey everyone I am also located on Myspace with the address of www.myspace.com/sassy4u2
yahoo Id sassy078@yahoo.com
msn messenger extc2006@hotmail.com Stop playing scared and realize your worth

Lets JamWhy Women Cry...
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?"
"Because I'm a woman," she told him.
"I don't understand," he said.
His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father,
"Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.
Finally he put in a call to God.
When God answered, he asked,
"God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said:
"When I made the woman she had to be Special.
I made Her Shoulders strong enough
to carry the weight of the world,
yet gentle enough to give comfort.
I gave her an Inner Strength
to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a Hardness
that allows her to keep going
when everyone else gives up,
and take care of her family
through sickness and fatigue without co

Look Into My Eyes" Untitled "
Untitled this poem seems to be
No words to fit what's inside of me
Conflicting emotions running wild
And that is putting it rather mild
So much turmoil I want to die
Tired of ignoring the perpetual lie
Really needing to take a stand
But then there's the other hand
So much joy and happiness
At this moment I seem to possess
Hold on tight as long as I can
Because there is still the other hand
Turmoil and happiness running amuck
An awful situation in which I am stuck
One moment I'm glad
And the next I'm sad
How do I get out of this rut
Ironically I know, but there is a 'but'
Am I prepared to do what it takes
Am I willing to pay the stakes
The cost is high this turmoil to escape
I will suffer much more than just a scrape
So many things forever lost
Never again, that is the cost.
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Copyright 2007 TLC "I Love You !!!"
How do I begin to explain
The way my love for you just continues to rain
Harder and harde

Toxic Waisthmm...subjectline didn't quite qork out like i wanted it to.
i think protesting is just plain awesome. and it's a right we have that not a whole lot of countries have. sure, they could protest...that doesn't garuentee they won't be taken from their homes and shot during the night afterwards. sure, i might hate what you're protesting, like kitten-eating or something, but you've got that right and dammit if i'm so freakin' proud and happy you've got it.
wish i didn't live in such a pissant state so i could be involved in more protests. i'm ever so slightly bisexual. and so as not to have to explain it every time, i just identify as straight, because i believe that sexulaity is a continuum, not a binary. but i digress. even if i was like....THE UBER STRAIGHT i would still be protesting for gay rights. but i don't travel well right now, and Wyoming...yeah, isn't that the state where those guys killed that gay guy...??
that's what my state is known for, bigots and bad weather. whee

On Going ThoughtsNEW GAS WAR - a new idea that WILL work
Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by the end of this summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea.
This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them.
BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $0.39 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $1.249 for regular! unleaded in my town on Vancouver Island. Now that the oil companies and the OPEC nations have conditioned us to think that the cost of a liter of ga

RamblingHey all! I hope this blog finds you all in a wonderful uplifted spirit & in good health. I'm so sorry for not posting things for ya'll as I normal would. Yes I have been around & have done a few pictures but mostly have been in my own world. If ya'll have noticed I have fell in love with the 3 Doors Down song Let Me Be me. It is a beautiful song & is so my theme song. I have spent most of my life tring to please others and be the person they wanted me to be. As I've gotten older I have realize all I really ever wanted was to just be myself. Even with people whom I thought was my best friends I was being somebody else. That is one reason why I love the best friends that I have now. They encourage me to be the true me. My mom has been my biggest fan through it all. She tells me that at times when I'm at my true self that she looks at me and sees me as the little girl I once was. I guess you could say I have been on a downward journey lately. I have been questioning the two things I'm so

Im Sick And TiredAhh the miracles of life. How much joy it brings to others and mothers. Kids are cool sometimes cause you always have to be on your toes. Always make sure they aren't starting a fire or being crazy with a knife. Personally i hope i have kids one day but you never know.. maybe I'll have a woman that will make me fall completely in love and ill just care about her.
I'm pretty relaxed cause i took a nice drive back from a friends house. Pretty cool hanging around town. Especially when you don't know your way around. I feel bad but thats cause I overwhelmed myself with being happy... idk.. being around people you are attracted to and they don't feel the same
its just how it is cause life is filled with bumps and bruises..
~Timmy~
ps..have a good week..i hope its warm im tried of being here.. this job is just too anal about time and not being able to just take ur eyes off the screen.. I need to go back to accounting asap.. oh well.. another thing to worry about
oh yeah

Just This And ThatEpiphany (from Koine Greek ἐπιφάνεια "appearance", "manifestation") is a Christian feast day which celebrates the revelation of God made Man in the person of Jesus Christ. It falls on the 6th of January or on a Sunday close to that date. The 6th of January in the Julian Calendar, which is followed by some Eastern Churches, corresponds at present to 19th of January in the Gregorian Calendar, which is the official civil calendar in most countries. On this day, Western Christians commemorate principally the visitation of the Biblical Magi to the Baby Jesus, i.e., his manifestation to the Gentiles; Eastern Christians commemorate the baptism of Jesus in the Jordan River, seen as his manifestation to the world as the Son of God. It is also called Theophany, especially by Eastern Christians.
TODAY MARIO NEEDED TO SAID GOOD BYE TO HIS BELOVED REGINA.
AND NEEDS THE LOVE AND SUPPORT OF HIS FRIENDS,
SHOW HIM YOU CARE.
PLEASE

Gods ArtsMy Goddess Chart.
American Goddess,Roman Goddesses, Egyptian Goddesses, and Greek Goddesses.. . . Pantheon of Goddesses arranged according to how they correspond: Moon Goddesses, Sun Goddesses, Warrior Goddesses, and more.
with love,
Myke. When a woman finds a man who give good head,
she's found a treasure she's not going to let
go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and
she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends
about it.
Can we talk.
Most women are shy about their bodies.
Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous
woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about
how you like her body.It's beautiful,I love everything about you.
There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy.
I know.They come in all different sizes, colors and shapes;
some are tucked inside and some have thick luscious lips that
come out to greet you. Some are nested in brushes of fur and
others are covered with transparent fuzz.I Appreciate your un

JokeA blind man was describing his favorite sport, parachuting. When asked how this was accomplished, he said that things were all done for him: "I am placed in the door with my seeing eye dog and told when to jump. My hand is placed on my release ring for me and out I go with the dog."
"But how do you know when you are going to land?" he was asked. "I have a very keen sense of smell, and I can smell the trees and grass when I am 300 feet from the ground" he answered.
"But how do you know when to lift your legs for the final arrival on the ground?" he was again asked. He quickly answered: "Oh, the dog's leash goes slack."
Q: Why don't blind people skydive?
A: It scares the heck out of the dog.
A blind man walks into a store with his seeing eye dog. All of a sudden, he picks up the leash and begins swinging the dog over his head. The manager runs up to the man and asks, "What are you doing?!!" The blind man replies, "Just looking around."

Just StuffGET THE WORD OUT ABOUT CHAD GRAY'S FAN SITE MYSPACE!JUST CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND ADD THE ONE AND ONLYCHAD GRAY FRONTMAN FOR MUDVAYNE AND HELLYEAHTO YOUR FRIEND'S LIST! LET'S ALL SHOW HIM SOME REAL LOVE ....REPOST THIS BULLETIN!YOUR SUPPORT IS MUCH APPRECIATED!! dear God i pray
that my time will be the best today
that you watch over me as i ride
and you stay close by my side
keeping me safe and my faith intact
i know all will go well if you have my back
god it is time to cowboy up and give it our best
i will do the riding and you do the rest a dozen roses i give to you my friend
a gift that seems so small
but they represent so much
our friendship most of all
a rose for the friendship
a rose for the touch
a rose for the trust we share
our sharing means so much
a rose for the kindness
and the deep caring you show
a rose for the comfort given
when ive been feeling low
a rose for the laughter
how it makes your eyes shine
a rose for the dreams we share
its amazing

About MeI JUST GOT A PHONE CALL FROM MY DAUGHTER IN LAW & MY SON. SHE IS GOING TO DIVORCE HIM. CAUSE ALL THE SHIT THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON. I WAS REALLY HOPING THINGS WOULD WORK OUT FOR THEM. BUT I'M AFRAID THAT I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SEE MY GRAND BABY. IN MY HEART I KNOW I WILL BUT I HAVE BEEN THOUGH A DIVORCE AND THE ARE AND TEND TO GET BAD. SO IF I COME OFF AS BEING A BITCH TO ALL OF YOU I AM REALLY SORRY. I DON'T MEAN TOO. BUT I GOTTA GO. I'M WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL FROM MY FRIEND. I'LL STILL BE ON LINE BUT NOT ON THE COMPUTER.
THANKS,
HUGS! I'M FINELY ABLE TO GO OUT & HAVE SOME FUN WITH FRIENDS! IT HAS BEEN ABOUT 5 OR 6 YEARS SENCE I HAVE DONE ANYTHING LIKE THIS. I'M GOING TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR KIM. KIM IS TURNING 34 ON THE 14TH. I HOPE I HAVE A GREAT TIME. I KNOW I WILL! LOL I'M GOING TO MEET SOME NEW FRIENDS THAT I HAVE HERE ON LINE AND I CAN NOT WAIT TILL TONIGHT. I HOPE THAT EVERYONE WILL LIKE ME.
MAN, ITS GOING TO BE SO WEIRD WITH OUT HAVING HUBBY WITH ME. I'M GOING TO MISS H

This Is The Way I Live....That was my st.patty's day. I went out to the place called Atomix here in town and they had the "spank me I'm irish!" party there. Of course i made more connections, and just relaxed. It was nice to see people. Had a DJ there handcuff me and parade me like a prize holding my chin up, and showin off the handcuffs, and a master run these special add ons to your fingers that lightly scratch. Felt good. Now people dont get me wrong im not into the whole beat the person down in pain thing. Its not like that. I like the pleasureable sweet torture. The teasin that makes you ache you know? Fun times. Anyways. Yeah ok now that you know this soldier girl has a freaky side, hope you all are doin well and had your green beer and got trashed good and proper. Anyways gotta run. Bye. Well as you see my life has been in a major loop. I've recently been hurt by a person i cared deeply for and even when every alarm went off i still had tried to persue a future with him. I got dropped from cop school and

My Poems And StoriesMIDNIGHT
midnight...i see the snow thats falling
midnight...still hanging on this wall
im thinking back in time
to when there was still a life
free of misery
oh...but it was never to be
midnight...i see the snow thats falling
midnight...and still your haunting me
im thinking back in time
to the cellar in the darkest night
all the misery
all...the blood i had to see
midnight...midnight...midnight...midnight...
theyre ready for the show
now the blood must flow
theyre waiting above
oh noooo!
"let the show begin"
this is for my friend who's man asked her to marry him then he died the next day
The day you asked me out
I simply said
'I shall think about it'
What a foolish mistake
You loved me
And I loved you
I should have just said yes
When you asked me that question
All I said was
'I shall think about it'
You said
'When will I get the answer'
I told you I'd tell yo

Thustra-bustaI haven't been around so much lately.. been working on my music, and what not.. and so here's what I've been up to:
work in progress
Would love it if you tell me what you think..
it'll likely only be up there for a while.... I'm in a somewhat depressed funk about the loss of my iPod... basically I plugged it into a USB slot on my computer which decided to fry the iPod.. ouch..
This state of affairs, for me, is sorta like the end of the world. Basically my life is built around podcasting and podcasts.. social media.. with this stuff I've come to... well I've educated myself.. I've gotten to the bleeding edge.. which does a hell of a lot to... well its my competative edge, basically...
so now I loose that edge. I was trying to start a business... around this stuff.. and now I have to leave that project to find work to reinvest in gear.. like the iPod.. because I simply can't keep going without it.. I need it to be wired in.. and I need it to promote my work...

I'm Write Herehttp://www.goth-radio.com/main.html DJ's needed! Any takers? LOL The wench I work for kept me running all night and besides that I was running for myself.
Someone give me money so I dont have to work lol

HappyGOD I LOVE IT WHEN I AM RIGHT ABOUT STUFF I GUSSE SHE THOUGHT I WOULDNT FIND OUT SHE TELLS ME ONE THING THEN SHE GOSE AND TELLS OTHER GUYS THE SAME THING BUT WHEN SHE CALLS ME SHE IS LIEK OH I LOVE YOU AND I WANT TO BE WITH YOU AND NOT EVEN A FEW HOURS LATER SHE TELLS A DIFFRENT GUY WHO I MIND YOU WAS A BOGUS NAME I CMA EUP WITH AND I AM RIGHT AND SHE IS THE ONE WHO THINKS SHE CAN PLAY SOME ONE WHO HAS BEEN AROUND A FEW TIMES YEHA I WAS BORN AT NIGHT BUT NOT LAST NIGHT IF YOU ARE GOIN GTO TRY AND CHEAT MAKE SURE YOU ERASE THE MESSAGES YOU SEND OTHER PEPS SO YOUR SO CALLE DSUPOSE TO BE MAN CAN FIND THEM baby this baby that how many more clues do i need to have what do people think i am stupid hell my so called best friend fucking lied to me and theni see some thing that always says oh i love it my baby hell iam just goignto get rid of all my fucking acounts and it has been nice talkignto every one on here so have fun and talk to every one some other time well this is real good drama t

PoetryMy ex cisco wrote this about me. When I broke up with him. Sad thing is this is my favorite poem of his. He has so much talent and it shows unfortunetly in a bad way in this one. lol.
Vengence
Did you think i wouldn't find him,
Wouldn't catch you in a lie?
Did you assume that I am stupid,
And forget that I would try
to unearth your secrets
using the clues from our past?
And now i've got your little bitch
and It's the end at last.
he's ugly and he's broken now
I've finally got my way.
can you hear him screaming now?
What is there left to say?
be glad I haven't found you yet
Your fate would be the same
a painful death in the hands of a lover
And only you are to blame.
See this river that flows from him?
It cleanses him of his sin.
And with his last shuddering breath
My plans for you begin.
First, I think, I'll take your eyes
You cannot covet if you can't see.
After that will come your fingers
that led to your atrocity.
A slice here, a tear there
Your skin

1slickchick's BarnA Woman's heart is in her home.
from the very 1st day she crosses that threshold through the Front Door.
Her artistic sense of self wakes up to creating a sanctuary for her family.
Everything has to be just right in colors, from the paint down to the blinds, chair rail, wall paper, stencil art. etc etc etc...
It becomes her expression of Love for her family who she holds closest to her heart.
It is her sole investment she has created in her heart that is priceless to anything in the world.
A woman's heart is shattered when through no fault of her own that life closes one chapter of her book and moves onto a new one closing the door for the final time in her home.
She leaves a piece of her heart with the house that will forever be there for other women to continue the trend.
She worries for her children, who are dependent on her strength to keep the family safe.
She doesn't worry about the emotional failure she feels from the love lost of a companion for the entire family even

LifeHey everyone. Yes I do have a Myspace page. Come check me out. Search for me under my email adress vampyreprincess1987@yahoo.com My Husband and I are fighting...and here's why:
Kevin and I always used to take showers together...I know it sounds creepy but thats what we did. Anyways, we separated in December and go tback together in February...and since then he hasnt wanted to have a shower with me and I know the reason why. It's because of all the weight I have gained, but he denies thats the reason. But it's true, I look horrible! Why to all the other BBWs look so much better than I do? You know what Kevin said one time? He actually said I would look sexier if I lost the weight! I don't know what to do! You Can Get Wit It Or You Can Get GONE!! lmao

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cuz i cant keep up wit all ppl dat fan n rate me if u dont leave comment in here i guess u get no rate or fan
Juggalettes dont take shit from anyone. There behind all juggalos 110%. You fuck with them theyll fuck you up. being a juggalette is a way of life They don't give a shit about what the world thinks of them. A Juggalette don't think shes better than everyone else. It's a state of mind, a way of life. To truly understand a Juggalette or juggalo you must be a Juggalette-juggalo Anyone can just Like a Band, that makes you a fan. If your a Juggalette-juggalo your down for anything at anytime. A Juggalette and Juggalo are almost the same but Juggalettes are Females. And no matter how pretty, ugly, fat or crack headed they look, Juggalos love them. But if they are a Juggalo or Juggalette they are Down with the Clown for Life.
Down with the cown till im dead in the ground.
HAPPY 420
hehe

My Close Friends!From the heart, I LOVE! We have all been beat down here in some way our another! To stand up and be ourselves is all that matters! Im sad because I cant be with her when she is sad! Im sad because I cant be with her when shes mad!
Im sad because I cant be with her when shes happy! Im sad because I love her and I wonder why all the time! She is so special! CT Loves, 'two'

Dedicated To Those Who Serve, And Those Who Support Them...Today I heard your voice behind me
And turned to you with a smile.
Can't believe I misplaced that sound,
Even though it's been a while.
Yesterday I laughed out loud
And turned to tell you why.
Too late, I remembered the truth,
As a tear came to my eye.
Even now I see your face
And feel your arms holding me tight.
Yet your shadow flees at my touch
For I am alone tonight.
Someday I'll turn and you'll be there.
Your smile - your face - will be real
I'll put my arms around you and know-
This is the way love was meant to feel.
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
u

Messed Up No Moresoo i sitting up again thinking of how i just wanna talk to Rob i should have wrote this last night sighs i didnt even think of that great way to vent but one of my best friends in the whole wide universe is in the hospital and i jsut sending all my good vibes his way hoping he will be ok cuz he meansthe world to me like best friend so if u got some good vibes send them to him to get well.... he one of those truly amazing ppl and ya he needs all our good vibes so pray cross ur fingers well wish do what ever it is u do but he needs it right now
much love Sheila so this year alreay rocks shit over last year
i feel sexy i have nice hair
and i got to be held but someone fab
yep yep all in all good so far i wanna reach out
but i find ur never there
like a shadow now
a ghost lost to the years
almost like u were nver
real
and i still wanna feel u
reach out to find u never there
u didnt come back this time
and i suffer for it
been a long time longing
foo

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Welcome To My Worldhey everyone its me again and i just wanted to let u all know that me and memori r still hangin in there and we had a new baby , her name is stormie and she is 2 months old now and we will post pics soon. well this is jodie again and im posting a new one today cuz the old ones didnt seem to work.good morning to all of the fubar family, thats right i said famiy cuz thats what yall r to me.all i ask is that u drop by and leave a comment or two. im not a point whore first of all i just wanna make lots of friends.i only have a few friends aside from fubar friends and i get real lonely.i do want yall to read this cuz it heps me,you may not have faith in fate but fate has faith in you, thats my philosofy.please take the time to read this and maybe it will help u too.life is a journey and there r several obstacles in the way, you either jump over them or u go right through them like i do.i have had a lot of terrible stuff happen to me over the last year like my loving mother dying in a car ac

This Is Me...Well.I joined CT about a week ago maybe? lol I dunno...I have to say though I love it on here.
I started my new job this week and it's kicking my ass...But I love what I'm doing so.it's worth it and it pays well...I don't know what else to write at the moment...I have one hell of a headache Well,the time has come.I'll probably be deleting my account within the week. Too much going on and i just really don't wanna be here anymore.I may change my mind,but It's doubtful This is a poem I wrote way back in 1999..My Grandma passed away on her birthday..8/23/99
Grandma
She left us in a heartbeat
I was so sad,I couldn't speak
I thought about all the time we spent
But to keep from crying
I thought about where she went
An angel came down that heaven sent
And up to live with God my grandma went
She is in a better place now
Living a better life
And she would want me to move on with my life
But it is so hard
I miss her so much
I'll never forget
How my life she touched

Imagine ThisProfile Tools Are You the One?
How do people stay together blissfully? Is there a protocol that I can follow to achieve such? In the real world where lies and deception are rampant, is it possible to stay faithful to just one person? The geniuses do not have the answer I suppose.
They say two people end up together because of fate. So it means even if I don’t lift a finger the cosmic thing will arrange everything for me and tadah!!!...my perfect someone is standing right in front of my face.
How about prayers? I asked God for someone and somehow this person came into my life expectedly..Well, yes, expectedly because I asked for him, right? Until this very moment I think he’s the one-God sent. But, does it stop there?? Nah!
Life goes on. Each day, new trials. Each and everyday I still ask God- Is he the one? Not because he’s God sent makes him perfect. Imperfections manifest every single day. All his shortcomings are recorded in my mind.
For how long will

The First Time Insanity.Click this banner to be taken directly to our website. I highly recommend all of you who read this do this. We here at Subversion Radio want you to join our movement. If you ever have felt that the world is fucked up, the system is trying to control you, or you have been screwed by "The Man" then this radio station is you place to be to listen to our LIVE! DJs 24 hours a day 7 days a week 365 days a YEAR!
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Subversion Radio - UNDERMINE THE SYSTEM This is a Rant, and it is my own personal feelings on the matter. I can give a rats ass who feels differently then I do, and I can give a rats ass what you thin

Personally MeJUNE 2007. Well I am nervous to be opening up like this. I am a bit shy at first believe it or not, but I love to help and was told that sharing my story might help encourage others. So here goes... Some say being overweight is a sign of laziness & overeating. I hope that this will show that this is not always the case. There are medical reasons that people gain & lose weight. I have always been very active. I love the outdoors - walking, camping, quadding, hiking, playing games like volleyball, baseball, etc. When I got pregnant with my son that didn't stop me. I kept going for long walks and even played Frisbee and tether ball at 9 1/2 months pregnant lol (thought it might help him come out faster - it didn't lol) This first picture was taken June 24, 1999 at about 11:30 am with my son. This was the first time I got to hold him; he was born the night before. My sweet angel baby. Two months ago, I finally met one of my goals by reaching this weight again and presently am work

Just Crazy StuffWhat do you see,nurses,what do you see?
What are you thinking when you're looing at me?
A carbby old women,not very wise,uncertain of habit,with faraway eyes? Who dribbles her food and makes no replay,when you say in a loud voice,"I do wish you'd try!"
Who seems not to notice the thinks that you do,and forever is losing a stocking or shoe
Who, resisting or not,lets you do as you will,with bathing and feeding,the long day to fill
Is that what you are thinking?
Is that what you see?
Then open your eyes nurse;you're looking at me.
I'll tell you who i am as i sit here so still,as i do at your bidding,as i eat at your will.
I am a small child of ten with father and mother,brothers and sissters,who love one another.
A young girl of sixteen,with wings on her feet,dreaming that soon now a lover she'll meet.
A bride soon at twenty-my heart gives a leap,remember the vows that i promised to keep.
At twenty-five now,i have young of my own,who need me to guide and secure a happy home.

StuffJust found this amazing vid, would love to hear what y'all think.
Majorly Tired today, spent last night at what was a great pub with the worlds worst bar staff. Beautifull outside seatng area, but it was taking half an hour to get served so off we went to the Good Mixer and sank a few pints... fast forward a couple of hours, and I find myself in a Karakoe Bar in Soho with no clue as to how we got there, singing Britney Spears and playing some insane drinking game, the rules of which appeared to be A- roll 5 dice, B- drink. Then the longest cab journey home ever, and the nightmare of removing full Zombie make up whilst horrendoudly drunk at 6 in the morning. I finnaly passed out watching Teen Wolf.
Then I log on here to find out that I still cant comment on anything, and none of the tools who run this site are answering my email requests for information as to why and how long for. I was even on the verge of "offering" myself to Baby J if he'll let me mumm again. Then I sob

†нέ΅ƒяąģιſέ΅яσċĸso much silence on the line static echoes in my head quiet like white noise its defeaning and i cant think so many ways to hide away i want to feel numb, now so i can shut me out like water roaring down a mountain side i have to scream so i can hear myself i dont want to hear these thoughts that creep in when i'm asleep i dont want to wake up Back and forth, I sway with the wind Resolution slips away again Right through my fingers, back into my heart Where it's out of reach and it's in the dark Sometimes I think I'm blind Or I may be just paralyzed Because the plot thickens every day And the pieces of my puzzle keep crumblin' away But I know, there's a picture beneath Indecision clouds my vision No one listens... Because I'm somewhere in between My love and my agony You see, I'm somewhere in between My life is falling to pieces Somebody put me together Layin' face down on the ground My fingers in my ears to block the sound My eyes shut tight to avoid the sight Anticipating the end, los

Blog Blog And More Blogfor those of you who actually read what other’s put in their profiles, i have some pretty amazing news! if you read my other blog (My Injury) or even my profile you’d realize that i’m wheelchair bound. although i’m not complaining about my disability there was one downfall: i wouldn’t be able to have children. yeah, i could conceive, but to carry a pregnancy to term would endanger not only my life, but that of my baby’s as well. well, to make a long story short, i’m a mommy!!!!! gave birth to a beautiful baby girl at 1:39 am Mother’s Day! needless to say i was in shock…due to misdiagnoses by both my primary doctor and pool therapist, i was lead to believe that i had developed fibromyalgia (arthritis of the muscles and joints) and the excruciating cramps i was experiencing was due to my muscles spasming in rebellion to my attempts to walk again. for the entire duration of my pregnancy i was on 5 different medications to combat the pains and symptoms of my “alleged” condition. i had n

Inner DemonsDrowning, wallowing and fading fast...I am cold, scared and confused. I want the answers. I want to be in control. Stop the spinning. Stop the voices. Stop the world I wanna get off. Yet here I am, still hanging on. Why??? Now that is the ultimate question!!! Will I ever find the answers. So many people tell me no. But in my past I do find answers. Are they the right answers? Who knows???!!! I sure as hell don't. But I continue searching, hoping for some clarity in the swirling abyss of my mind and emotions. Am I really letting fear control my life? Maybe, maybe not. I ask for time, time to sort through the layers of crap my life has built up. Well I asked for it and I got it!!! But is it what I really wanted...only time will tell...I do know one thing for certain, this emotional rollercoaster I am on is killing me, and puking up blood is not a good sign.
And on that note I am running to the nearest bathroom... Well as I embark on yet another Friday night with my girls, I ask myself

Extra, Extra!Recently my husband (Tony), my 2 daughters (Sierra & Peyton), and I were involved in a auto accident which occurred on 1/8/08. The other driver was at fault & was cited for "failure to yield on left turn". The accident happened so fast that we could not avoid it. Due to the accident our vechile has took a total loss in value. It is only driveable during the day as it has took damage to the front end affecting the...headlights, has no heat, the frame (bent), and it is missing the front passenger side fender.
The accident has really hurt us not only physically, but emotionally as well. It has also been draining on us w/ money. We have been under alot of stress dealing w/ the Insurance company and everything else in regards to kids, school, housework, bills, etc., that we barely have time for ourselves to rest. We ask everyone to please be patient with us while we try to feel better and recooperate from our injuries.
Thanks,
Shelly
Hey yall,
Just wanted to let a

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Someone had once told me about serendipity....i was not sure what to think of this...(and had to google it lol). I guess life has many surprises at many different angles.Kinda like "serendipity" looking for one thing and finding another.I have found this statement so true.I have thought i found what i was looking for ..for about 2 months...come to realize that it was not at all what i was looking for.I have this awesome person in my life that has been there all along and i just have been over-looking them....but now i have finally stopped and took a closer look...and i have found the most caring and gentle "giant" anyone could ever ask for...i thank you! and you know who you are w/ out any names being named.....much love for you hun! muah! i am not going to be online very often anymore....i am moving and until i get internet hook up i will be taking a long break....i hope all of my favorite people on fubar(all of my friends fans and family) have an awe

You Gotta Love Drunk People"An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the responsibility to marry the perfect woman so they could produce beautiful children beyond compare.
With that as his mission he began to search for the perfect woman.
Shortly there after he met a Redneck who had three stunning,gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. So he explained his mission to the Redneck and asked for permission to marry one of them.
The Redneck simply replied, "They're lookin' to get married, so you came to the right place. Look 'em over and pick the one you want."
The man dated the first daughter. The next day the Redneck asked for the man's opinion.
"Well," said the man, "she's just a weeeeee bit, not that you can hardly notice...pigeon-toed."
The Redneck nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls; so the man went out with the second daughter.
The next day, the Redneck again asked how things went.
"Well,"the man replied, "she's just a weeeee bit, not that

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NaughtiesI am going to adding naughties at lvl 15 and every five levels after that I am hoping that this will get things rolling for me lol. Please help me get some up on Wednesday. Plz help me much love If you are a fan tell me

Hii.fructose.love.Last Night was The Video Music Awards.
I wanted to watch it because Lily Allen was nominated for best artist ..of the year..so was amy winehouse and gym class heroes :)
but really..everybody else..I didnt give a flying fuck about..
what really ended up...an intriguing night was the fact that I expected good-all around performer Britney Spears to deliver.
As much as Im not really fan of the bouncy blonde, I admired her talent, and she DOES..OR should I say..did deliver greatly in the past.
I didnt feel much for her...but last night was a different story..last night wasnt good for her at all.
Yes, some may argue.." eh britney again ? Blah..trashy..ehh.."
I've seen past performances of ms. spears growing up..she epitomized the blonde bombshell..the queen of sugar hyped-sexed up pop ..maybe a mediocre voice compared to others..but an excellent perfomer, nevertheless...the confidence, the grandiose dance moves..she did pretty well. Always being able to dance her a

How I FeelWell this month didn't start off well my car was impounded... which cost me 1500 to get it out..... ten days later i was fired and my car totalled...... today being February 1st things are looking up.... i have heard they are gonna pay off my car.... they want to settle the bodily injuries part but i'm waiting. they offered my brother $1020..... and he took it.... they didn't offer me anything yet....... IF A MAN WANTS YOU
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. I

PimpinAuction time peoples!! Come bid on me please!
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Wow..I seriously don't even know what to say. Rio IS lovely and amazing and generous and wonderful and so many other things.
She bought me a HH and I don't know how to thank her.
You are an amazing person and I'm glad I know you.

Hello Want To Make Friendshappy birthday to me hope all is well at fubar xx i would like to say thanks to me friends and tanks for all the rates im getting really bored now maybe ill come back in a few week xxx laters sxy people id like to know what people think of fu marriages are they taken for real or fun ????

Lost FriendsDo you love me?
Or do you not?
you told me once, but i forgot.
So tell me now, and tell me true, so I can say that I love you.
Of all the girls I've ever met, you're the one, I won't forget.
And if I die before you do, I go to heaven and wait for you.
From the moment I saw you i knew this was true
So damn beautiful my eyes fixated on you.
I wanted to hug you, hold you so tight,
I wanted to tell you this feels so right.
Now i have a voice, my feelings out loud,
A smile on my face so happy and proud.
A man with a dream and a dream come true,
A man who has found the one, the one is you!
When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you,
When I first met you i was afraid to kiss you,
When I first kissed you I was afraid to love you,
and now that i love you i am afraid to lose you.
Love is like a river, or maybe a deep blue sea.
Love flows on forever, always and endlessly.
Love is something special, something you can't touch or see.
Love is amazing, this thing I feel

The Lighter Side Of WhiskeySo in trying to prepared for my working and the next few jumps in location over the next 5 months I decided that it would make sense to sign up with an online bank since I will not be in any area for an extend period until I get to my final stop.(Woohoo Tolkien run on sentence)
I was informed by one of the banks that they can not verify that I exist. I then did a little research. It seems that since I have been off the grid for about seven years that I no longer exist LOL.
So for all of those people that used to bitch about how hard it was to find me.....well it just got harder.
Of course that also means any unpaid fines from traffic tickets,parking tickets,bills,credit cards and so on are now gone. Of course when I finally file taxes next year I am going to get audited since I have been off the grid for so long but oh well what can you do.
I feel the need to say this folks. Just because you mom bought you a shiny new computer and you can point an click you are not Neo fro

Dark Poetryopen your eyes to see ,
its no longer you ,
its now we
step into a new fresh host ,
now in control iz the enemy ghost .
awaking not quite the same,
darkness before me iz the blame,
ripping, tearin shreading my soul
dark lord and master now in control.
creep past the masters keeper,
only to find the soulz reaper,
no way to escape this hell
watchin how the angels fell
one by one ,here to earth
a dark kingdom they will give birth
sometimez spirtz speak thru me
will they ever set me free.
~Grim Alone in my dungeon is where I must go
My face to the world never again want to show .
Uselessness and nothing is all that I feel .
No ones heart will I ever steal .
Scar of the human race ,
dont look into his face
To the master hes a disgrace
In this world I have no place
Why im here I do not know
But same with the pleauge and diseases unknown
I feel im a bother to everyone I know
Sometimes in there eyes
These f

Okay Everyone,To all my friends and family and Spanker's.I will not be on here for awhile.Taking a break from fubar.I will miss you but I will be back soon.Love to all. Hugs, LoraBFREAKY.COM I got this Sexy Comment from commentsplanet.com!Thanks to Everyone who gave me gifts and Birthday comments.You all are very special,a Thank you for thinking of me.You made my Birthday a special one. Love you all,Lora HEY EVERYONE,I'M IN THE PROCESS OF FIXING MY HOUSE AND GETTING READY TO MOVE SOON SO I WON'T BE ON MUCH.I WILL DO WHAT I CAN IN BETWEEN WORK AND MOVING.THANKS SO MUCH FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING.LORA

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THIS WILL LAST 1 WEEK,AND STOP ON THE FOLLOWING SUNDAY AT 12CT Fines for parking in wheelchair accessible parking without a permit here is now $150 instead of $75 or whatever it was. NICE! Get out of my spots, people! Unless you really need 'em and have what you need to park there... Let's hope the fines are really given out, too. Someone working fo

Yay Me!I recorded this a while ago but i wasnt sure if i was going to post it or not. It's just a recording of me singing My Immortal by Evanescence. Its not professional or anything... i'm just singing over the original song on a karaoke machine.
My Immortal I'm offering this for the first person to buy me a happy hour!
I will rate ALL your pics, no matter how many and I will buy you a 1 month VIP or 7 day Blast! And i will give you the #1 spot on my friends list for the week or month of your Blast or VIP and i will add you to my family so you have access to my NSFW folders!
I will love you forever!
Me singing So Small by Carrie Underwood...enjoy and comment please!
SO SMALL

Freedom To Fascismthanks horny...you rock In 1865, Henry C. Welles, a druggist in the village of Waterloo, NY, mentioned at a social gathering that honor should be shown to the patriotic dead of the Civil War by decorating their graves. In the Spring of 1866, he again mentioned this subject to General John B. Murray, Seneca County Clerk. General Murray embraced the idea and a committee was formulated to plan a day devoted to honoring the dead. Townspeople adopted the idea wholeheartedly. Wreaths, crosses and bouquets were made for each veteran's grave. The village was decorated with flags at half mast and draped with evergreen boughs and mourning black streamers. On May 5, 1866, civic societies joined the procession to the three existing cemeteries and were led by veterans marching to martial music. At each cemetery there were impressive and lengthy services including speeches by General Murray and a local clergyman. The ceremonies were repeated on May 5, 1867. The first official recognition of Memorial

Yesterdayi understand
i have accepted
grown
and moved on
forgiven
and forgotten
i've given
and recieved
loved
lied
been deceived
ran away
but circled back
breath you in
realized
sinking heart
honest eyes
i am here
just
where i belong
why are you always there
just when im walking out the door
on someones lips
in my dreams
in black and white
i am singing your songs now
i am looking for the way out
i am ready to forgive you
and dying to hold a grudge.
you were just what i needed
at exactly the right time
now i think about it
i cringe
yet the longing doesnt fade
i still taste you
god you were sweet
and i became so sour
tainted and wrong.
why are you never here?
when im looking for you?
when i want you
your fingers
your strong arms
the salt
the see-through smile.
im getting in so deep.
salt on my lips
i just can't lick clean
oil on my fingers
glitter in my eyes
air in my lungs
fingers on my thighs
feet off the ground
head somewhere else

SongsThey say things happen for a reason, but thats hard to believe,
when everyone in this world is set to deceive
its a dog eat dog world, a fight to the top
whenever someone rises, another person drops
with some its fam priorities, others its moving kis
others its making gs, me I'm just real you see
no hollywood highlights, no claim to fame,
no millions of fans screaming out my name
chorus-you don't deserve respect, you earn what you get,
live fast, live hard, live with no regrets-end chorus
I'm not a hustla, and I'm not a g,
I dont pretend to be anything but me
in the cold world today, its hard to be real
got so many fake fuckers like its no big deal
but I'm true to my friends, loyal to my fam
cuz they always got my back, and thats no scam
see in this day to day world, gotta watch who you trust
some wanna help you, some wanna help you bust
chorus
Some blame it on the future, some blame it on the past
I say live for the present, is that too much to ask?
we dont know a

My BlogsYou Meant So Much
by Cassie Mitchell
You meant so much to all of us
You were special and that's no lie
You brightened up the darkest day
And the cloudiest sky
Your smile alone warmed hearts
Your laugh was like music to hear
I would give absolutely anything
To have you well and standing near
Not a second passes
When you're not on our minds
Your love we will never forget
The hurt will ease in time
Many tears I have seen and cried
They have all poured out like rain
I know that you are happy now
And no longer in any pain.
♥♥♥
I LOVE YOU JOHNNY!!! Bows head in great respect ...
Taking a break from "The Fu" ... Just touching base with my friends and family to let you know I am taking a lil break. I will be on and off to check in on you guys. I got alot going on with my aunt being sick and taking care of her. Have fun and enjoy ... "life is too short - love from the heart and only say what you truly mean" ...
Love and hugs!!!

Fu Tabloid And Newspaper,Welcome to the One n Only, (for now since we know how the fu works) FU TABLOID!!
So.. lets start with the celebs on fubar,
this weeks top members are.
with close running behind,
We all know this. with n easy click, to "top" but I just felt this was an easier way to show, all.
Let's move on to the Fu lounges,
the #1 lounge on fubar, (in my personal opinion the top lounges may have the most people in it but also carries the most drama, but hey don't let my opinions sway you.. go find out for yourself)
Snake eyes radio.. feel free click the banners if you wanna go to the top lounges..
the second lounge is The play pen
Ok. i dont know about you but naming a lounge that is supposed to have an adult club feel, "The playpen" just makes me think of kiddie jail, hence the pic.. but. don't take me wrong the atsmophere in there is wonderful, dont believe me? go check it out.!
The #3 lounge. has to be,
Go there. If you have a dispute to settle, Need

Am I A Fireman Yet??
In Phoenix , Arizona ,a 26-year-old motherstared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia.
Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determin-ation. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams.Now that was no longer possible.
The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true.
She took her son's hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?'
Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up.'
Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if wecan make your wish come true.'
Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart asbig as Phoenix .
She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ride around the

The Darker Side Of MeSickness so deep
it seems there's no cure.
For something so empty
such beauty so pure.
The world is so open
it's empty and cold.
Why be so selfish
lonely less bold?
Wish you could see
all that is there.
All of the beauty
you truly could share.
Open your heart
and close off your mind.
Such goodness and hope
inside you could find.
One selfless act
to show it all mattered.
Instead it's all maimed
it's torn and is tattered.
How could this happen
and me not have seen?
Not read all the signs
not known what they mean.
Showing it's over
and the end is now here.
Not one word to be spoken
not emotion nor tear.
Empty I'll be
when my angel takes flight.
In moments I know
she'll be gone from my sight. I pretend that you're not here,
listening to what I say
But really you're the only one,
that can make everything okay
I pretend that I don't care,
when you don't talk to me
But really I'm dying inside,
I just wish you could see
I pretend that I

Things On My Mindyou act like you have it so bad
like everything wrong is someone elses fault
you think your so perfect
yet you act like an ass
treating everyone like shit
from time to time say your life is hell
well you aint seen hell yet
you still have a family that loves you
a beautiful daughter
people who wanna help
so if your life is hell
you did it yourself
you wanna see hell
keep your shit up
you are going to lose everything
Everyone makes a big deal of it
Wants you to stay in a certain limit
But I dont understand
Just cuz of a number
Doesnt mean you cant find love
You were worried
Scared it would push me away
But to me its only a number
You make me feel special
And always try makin me happy
Im sick of what the world thinks
And Im not letting it bother me
If they dont like it too bad
You have touched my life
In a way no other has
If we find it to be true
Age doesnt matter

All About MeASAYINGS:
All generalizations are false, including this one.
All I want is a warm bed, a kind word and unlimited power.
Always be sincere, even when you don't mean it. - Irene Peter
Always remember no matter where you go, there you are.
Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else.
Ambition is the last refuge of the failure.
An unbreakable toy is useful for breaking other toys.
Angels can fly because they take themselves so lightly.
Any fool can criticize, condemn, & complain. And most do.
Any technology distinguishable from magic is insufficiently advanced.
Anything good in life is either illegal, immoral, or fattening. - Pardo
Anything that is designed to do more than one thing can't do any of them well.
As I said before, I never repeat myself.
As long as I can remember, I've had amnesia.
As soon as the stewardess serves the coffee, the airline encounters turbulence.
Be nice to your kids. They'll choose your nursing home.
Better to understand a lit

Song LyricsWho is the Loved One? Allah
Who is Ar-Rahman? Allah
Who is al-Mannan?
Chorus
La ilaha illa Allah
Muhammadun Rasulu Allah,
Muhammad is the Messenger
To Allah is our return
La illaha illa Allah
Muhammadun Rasulu Allah (2)
Allah; Allah;
Allahu Akbar (2)
All praise is due to
The One and the Only
He is the Master
Of all creation (2)
He’s the Sustainer
And the Maintainer
Of the whole universe
Chorus
He gave us life
He gave us light (2)
He sent to guide us
Rasula Allah
Allah
Rahmanun Jabbarun Mannanun Tawwabun Karim
Allah
Ghafurun Raufun Saburun Shakurun Halim
[Some of the names of Allah]
Who is the Loved One? Allah
Who is al Basir? Allah
Who is al Khabir?
Chorus
Any one who fails
To see all the signs
Of His existence
That He has spread around
Will be completely blind
Walking in the desert sands
Having no peace of mindWho is the Loved One? Allah
Who is al-Majid? Allah
Who is al-Hamid?
Chorus FUUUCCK!!!
I have told you things need to chang

Poetic Expressionsi am addicted to the way light shimmers on his skin
the pulse of his heart when it's next to mine - dare i even begin
the look in his his when they gaze into to mine - i tell you nothing compares
the trace of his fingers across my face - the tickle when he twirls my hair
the way he gets all my little jokes and things that mean much more to me
i adore the little things he does - the things you'll never see
the curve of his smile as he plays with my child
the flutter of his lash as he dreams
the smell of his skin warm and fresh as he exits the steamy shower
the taste of his kisses upon my lips - and the feelings that they empower
i experience a million memories each day we are together
i'll have them forever and always i will treasure
no one could ever be what he is to me -
no one could take his place
he will eternally be something special to me
and i cannot be replaced you are there
i am here
alone inside this shell
black mascara stains
upon my pillow
where ever

HelpHelp Scarlett in this giveaway
You know you want to so Away and to it ..
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Just For The Hell Of It!I'm so broke my bologna has no first name!
So now I have to hook! What can I do for you and what will you pay! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Do not forget to leave them a comment that says..."You're It!" and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I am a submissive but I like to be forced into it
2.Kiri isnt my real name but its what i want to go by.
3.I hate feet!
4.I am a rocker but still have the country in my blood.
5.I get very lonely.
6.I crave attn.
7.I can put ranch dressing on anything.
8.When I was prego i ate watermelon and sweet pickles together.
9.Most think I am a bitch but I really am not...only when i fell backed into a corner!
10.I'd like to bite Rebbie for makin me do this.
11.I secretly like women lmao.
12.I am obsessed with Emanon butt lmao...

Things Done For OthersPic I did for the Wildside2 lounge: http://fubar.com/lounge/70897
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MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity

Amy's RantOk here is the thing. I posted 3 new nsfw pics and they are really good ones. I have also decided to open them up for my friends instead of just family. It seems to be working and people are treating me with respect. So I thank you for all your comments and rates. I truly do appreciate them. So cheers to all of my friends. Send my a shout and I will shout back. If you know my yahoo address you can IM me there and if you don't have it just ask for it. All I ask is that you don't abuse the priviledge to show yourself to me. Just remember that I have 2 beautiful girls that are usually up until 9:30pm. I really appreciate that. MUAH!!!!
Ok well thanks again and Many kisses and hugs to everyone!!!!! I am not a mean spirited person and I refuse to change my values or beliefs for ANYONE. I don't think anyone should give up theirs either. I don't like being called disrespectful. I will never post any names on here as I think that is just wrong and really none of your business. If I have an

Random ThoughtsOur wishes for Childbirth
We are looking forward to sharing our birth experience with you. We have created this birth plan in order to outline some of our preferences for birth. We would appreciate you reviewing this plan, and would be happy to do so with you. We understand that there may be situations in which our choices may not be possible, but we hope that you will help us to move toward our goals as much as possible and to make this labor and birth a great experience. We do not want to replace the medical personnel, but instead want to be informed of any procedures in advance, and to be allowed the chance to give informed consent. Please feel free to ask if you have any questions or comments. Thank you!
Please Note
My bloodtype is Rh- (Rhesus Negative)
I would like to wear contact lenses or glasses at all times when conscious.
Labor
Please perform no routine prepatory tasks (shaving, enema, etc.), unless requested.
I expect that doctors and hospital staff will discus

Favorite ThingsA short music play list which I am compiling as we speak.Below is the player enjoy more will be added later.
Electronic Music
Boom box classics
Some breakdancing videos my favorites

My Humorous Side...I was walking down the street when I met a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner.. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it? 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me.'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food.'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay ! alive.''Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?' I asked.'Are you NUTS!' replied the homeless woman. I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!''Well, I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.'The homeless Woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting.' 'That's okay. It's important for him to see what a woman looks like after she has giv

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About MeSomeone help me stop the "could have beens"
Could you help me create a present moment
Even just a hug or going through my hair.
ANd tell me "I am here now
the others are long gone
they will never hurt you anymore".
Most importantly "you are forgiven
And young and alive
This too shall pass". A chamelion allows me to see him.
On the path where I walk
When others pass by he moves just a bit.
I rest my eyes upon him softly
Vulnerable except in the ability
to be overlooked
because what is of larger form shares its color
and he takes shelter.
He hides
from everyone it seems but me
And I think toward it
with a tear in my eye
We are kin of a similar fear
I wish I could disappear
into something larger than me
that I too
would be overlooked
instead of standing out awkwardly
As I always do.
Because certain people notice in such a way
That they scare me too.
And I nod farewell
Pretending that the golden sunlight
Shares its glow
In the light around me
And I am

Words From My HeartThe art that flows from her pen
makes the casual viewer complete and whole
A smile that wakens the sleepy soul
Grace and charm that lifts the heavy heart
simply lovely a goddess some would assume
no need to look in the heavens you can find her
in the Boom Boom room.
Eyes tell a story of an old soul, deep beautiful green and wise
A smile more than just simple expression, the power of her smile chases all pain away, eases every agony and makes all darkness go away.
To some just another lady, to others an angelic figure who makes the world a lovelier place
To this one much more than any of those things
She is precious much more than any man made word can describe.
Her name I may never know,
Her face is the only glimpse of heaven I will ever have.
Crushed spirit tangled mind
another day in the life
Feeling the knives from those walking
up from behind
Hate seething from their hearts while
approaching with a smile
walking all through life nothing more
wipe your feet

Meh.. Who Really Cares?WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?!!! Yes, I said TGIFF. Thank God It's Fucking Friday!
This week went by quickly but had some snags. My fucking health insc is trying to say they're not going to cover my surgery (from back in Oct.) without a referral from my primary doctor. But I have yet to even SEE my primary because I was put on an 8 week waiting list. Besides, it was emergency surgery. It had to be done to save my fucking life. Why the hell do you need a referral for something that's already been done and was a matter of life and death? Isn't that what the damn insc is for to begin with??
Ugh, some people. That's the fucking government for you.
I still need a damn job. Every good prospect is 30 mins away meaning I'd have to take the commuter which = 15 bucks round trip. I'm starting to run out of things of value to sell.
I wouldn't even BE in this situation if I wasn't so damn nice and actually made the ex pay what he should instead of the pathetic amount he does. WHEN he do