Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Like they say, all the good things come to an
end. I can feel you fading away in front of my eyes. There is nothing I can say
or do to make you stay. When did this happen, where did »us« go? Every minute
you seem further away from me, a shadow that fades away with time. I try to
understand why, is it me or is it just you or it was all just an illusion in my
head? We seemed to be perfect together, maybe it was all too good to be true. I
pretended that everything is as it was and stuck to the reality I knew while my
world was crashing in front of me. Confrontation is not an option at this time.
If I say it out loud, it will become real so I keep my head down and let time
pass. A wise woman said to us once:« Relationships are work every day.« We
smiled and and didn't pay attention to it. I ask myself if it's all just for
keeping up appearances or is there some love left in this story? I am trying to
find a way to get to you, to get past this thick wall you built around
yourself. We are so alike but so different in the same way. Go figure. My fear
of loosing you is killing me and slowly damaging us and slowly I will loose
you. Every word you say, every look and every glince at your face is killing me
peace by piece. You have the power to destroy me with just one word.

About Me

I like to sleep very much...I study administration in Ljubljana. I always wanted to be an architect but it wasn't meant to be. I am talented but in this cruel world it is not enough. You have to be tough and not look back to reach your goal, but my astrological sign is cancer, so I'm nothing like that. We cancers worry too much and we often turn tiny problems into gigantic disasters. We are very caring and love looking after people. We even like too feel needed, that's definitely my characteristic.