When you think “atheist”, what picture enters your mind? For me, it’s a bitter and pessimistic white guy in his twenties who smokes a lot of pot and plays far too many video games. But then there’s me. An optimistic and easily excitable 32 year old suburban homeschooling mom who loves life, nature, and her high school…

Welcome to the Blog

Grab a cup of coffee (or a glass of wine!), and find a comfy chair. My name is Nicole. This is my story of feeling lost, finding hope, discovering myself, and changing my body along the way. It's ugly and raw, yet powerful and gorgeous. Most of all, it's real. I hope you choose to start from the beginning, but be kind in your judgments. The girl who started this blog was nervous and vulnerable. And I'm happy to report that she's (mostly) confident and proud today.