Docs stopped making size 14 Wide a decade ago. They also fit my feet weird. The heel thing is kinda funny, in a "fuck my life" sort of fashion.

When I walk I strike my heel. Not so bad when you are young and fit. When you are old and large, it starts to hurt after a while. I do have a pair of sneakers without the padded heel. I paid to get fitted so that the shoes match my feet, and even still the heel and lack of arch hurt after 12 hours in the shoes.

I'm probably going to have to nut up and go to a podiatrist and a therapist and relearn how to walk and not fuck up my feet.