I HAD to choose between you and corvi. Going back, it seemed when zaro cleared you was before he was recruited. Corvi was the last cultist. I'd had no suspicion of twc, til corvi brought it up.

I decided jays probably wouldn't be merciful enough to make more blue guys than red guys in the cult, so I went for corvi.

I almost went for MIkeEnIke, knowing he'd be protected, and that I'd be killed, to give you guys the next day to vote. But, what if he didn't protect himself?

Upon becoming enraged by my lovers' death, I HAD to kill every night (twc's the only one who noticed this pattern), but I was still a green rper.

I never had any power other than kill. I never received any scroll, and I was forbidden from revealing my actual role, by penalty of death. I had to lie my ass off to stay alive. Thanks to bhaw, Pavel, Corvi, Senka, canaan/juice, (and apparently twc) for the previous examples, which helped me know what to do. It never occurred to me to lie as a good guy, and I've never been a bad guy.

We may not have 'lost', but I'm sorry I made the wrong decision and we didn't WIN.

There's no pressure in this game like having the whole shebang on your shoulders, and not being able to tell who you really are.

jaysmiter wrote:So, was Senka the only one that noticed the screw up we made when we put every cultist in the same PM?

If you're talking about the one that Malks sent, then yes, I noticed.

That's how I knew Zaro, Senka, and TW were in it when I made the announcement. I did not know Troy was in in though.

I thought the cult was fantastic. I remember telling jay that this is kind of like the Zombie Infection we were thinking about during JI I, but ended up scrapping it because things were weird enough as it was.

This needs posted. I got it regular villager PM, then this before the day even started. First line is win.

jaysmiter wrote:Congratulations! You have killed your parents and have been selected to become a cleric in a cult! Your goals have changed. You are no longer pro-town. You are pro-cult.

If the cult outnumbers the village, the cult wins!

You may not know who recruited you and you may not PM anyone.

You may receive orders from the Cult Leader, if you do, you must obey the Cult Leader’s orders.

If you are investigated you will turn up as a regular villager.

If the Cult Leader dies, you will receive further instructions DO NOT POST OR PM ME/MALKS ABOUT IT. I will let you know ASAP! IF YOU ROLECLAIM, YOU WILL BE AUTO-KILLED! I repeat…DO NOT MENTION YOU ARE IN “A CULT” or you WILL BE AUTO-KILLED.

TWC, THANK YOU FOR KILLING CANAAN! My enemy's enemy is my friend, for that day(night).

To canaan and TWC, I could not have asked for better adversaries. This is how I like the games to be, challenging. You two, and jays, did not disappoint!

And, great job to MIke, staying under the radar. As we discussed in the chat, I don't really think he's dumb. Almost everything I said was calculated. Almost everything was a lie, because I could not tell the truth, and because I had to convince the darkness that going after me would be a waste.

Hence, all my ambiguous posts about protection, until I was sure the Angel HAD to protect himself.

jaysmiter wrote:You are one of a pair of Lovers. You can PM with your lover. You and your lover are both good guys. There are two catches to this role: If you are investigated you will show up as a regular villager.

AND (pay attention, this one is important)

YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO ROLECLAIM. I repeat NO ROLECLAIMING. It doesn’t matter if you are on the verge of death or not…if you roleclaim you will be AUTO-KILLED along with your partner. Understood? Good.

So, dagny and Azkar...get ready for some HOT action

You have no PMs to worry about with me, so...good luck and have fun! We should be able to start the day session by 9am Monday morning. If anything changes, I'll let you know!

After Azkar died:

jaysmiter wrote:dagny,

with the death of Azkar, you become enraged that your lover has died.

You now have mage powers, with one catch...due to your rage, you have to kill every night.

the wicked child wrote:BTW, the reason I chose to kill you the other night NAN was that I expected dagny to kill wallflower or no one. If I knew she was going to gun for Zaro, I would ahve killed Corvi instead and tried to get you or Mike out the enxt day.

In a way, it's too bad I was so busy at work the last couple days that I couldn't really contribute... I might have been able to come up with a strategy to get someone other than wf voted out yesterday... we only needed 1 stray vote.

Oh well. I'll take the draw because I was 100% convinced we were toast when Zaro was killed and no one bought my ISK theory on dagny. (she was a killer though obviously).

I didn't know if the baddies had any kind of protection, or if the angel might protect the wrong person, so I purposely made it look like I would kill wally that night, knowing I was going after Zaro, and planning to push for wally the next day. If we didn't vote her out, I would've killed her next, if I lived.

crayz wrote:Game would have been so different if we were able to recruit Troy. We wanted to do it again the next night, but we wanted to be safe and at least get another member (mac). If we would have got Troy, he would have given up zaro...

Now it makes sense why canaan was so sure that I was lying after i died once and said I was a JOAT....zaro was i his pocket

Personally, your JOAT claim was completely unbelievable from the first letter of the first sentence of your post.

That claim is actually what made me believe you were full of *charcoal*.

Yeah, that was weird. And then when the vote happened the next day and it was determined that there was a double voter, it pretty much made him stand out along with the other 4 people I named.

One of those 5 had to be a double voter.

One of the reasons I pushed for pfidc out of those 5 was because I just dont' understand the people in the early days that just do a random off the wall vote when there is a bandwagon rolling. If they have a legit reason and belief, that is one thing, but just to do it, I hate it. So I focused on him first out of the 5.

And then his reaction kind of sealed it for me to stick with him.

I think in the long run, it kind of hurt you too, because fair or not, it put some spotlight on you.

In the end, it hurt him.

I absolutely hate a bandwagon vote and not because it is usually on me. I will never take part in one.

That's another thing I've learned, that you need to learn, is that there are no absolutes in this game. You have to be able to adapt.

I've said I'd never do this or that, and I meant it when I said it. But, I learned circumstances play a big part in the decision.

I actually think i've only voted for you one, maybe twice. One when I suspected you as a rper, and another time I think when you just needed to go.