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At least now I know....
at least now it's over...
not like that there was anything ever started
... for you anyways

Didn't know why I went down the same path again...
the one that I told myself not to go into
... I was hurt the last time I went through it
... and it looks like that I'm now hurt

It's not you why I'm hurt
it's not your rejection that hurt me
it's my own stupidity
... that's the reason why I ended up here

When you had your arm around mine the first time we met,
I thought I felt that I was being liked,
I tried to ignore those feelings that I had not have in a while
...I tried to ignore you; but I couldn't resist you

It's my stupidity that I had too much feelings for you
... I felt jealous when I saw you with someone else
... I felt cheated when you cancelled on me for someone else
... I felt sad when you told me you were out with someone else

It's my stupidity that I did all the stupid things that I did for you
not like you would ever know...
not like you would have cared...
not like they would be meaningful for you

All those mixed feelings that I had for you kept my mind troubled…
they kept me awake when I hadn’t slept for 30 hours
they made me think that mentos can be dinner
and 3 pancakes can give me energy for the whole day

I needed to talk to someone… but couldn’t really find anyone…
So I went to you… and you expected me
I sort of expected what you would say, but hoping it wouldn’t be that way
but it was

The drive home was long,
didn't notice what street just went by,
didn't notice what car I just passed;
only noticed that I felt lost…

Tears came down every time I think about how stupid I was for falling for you
… about how stupid I was for expecting dreams to come true
… about how stupid I was having all those feelings for you
… about how you have no feelings for me

as the tears were drying behind my glasses,
I told myself that tears will dry; scars will heal
I guess I’m just at the lows right now;
the highs will come…

I guess this is the ending for this story, for now at least…
As I close this book up,
I begin to wonder how many more sad-ending stories will I have?
when will there be happy endings?

I hate these endings for my stories...
but it seems like everyone of them is the same...
but it seems like everyone of them I end up hurt
Well at least I now have an ending to this story
… at least there's an ending... it's good enough for now.