Don't worry about making me cryI'm already crying insideHelp me to heal by releasingThe tears that I try to hide.

I'm hurt when you just keep silentPretending it doesn't existI'd rather you'd mention my childKnowing that he has been missed.

You asked me how I'm doing.I say "Pretty good" or "fine"But healing is something on-goingI feel it will take a lifetime.~Kisses to Heaven~

Today I sent a kiss to HeavenI'm encouraging all of you to tryFor if I have shared this with youYou have had a child die.

This kiss came from deep insideAnd I know that it truly was receivedRight after I had sent my kissA calming breeze surrounded me.

Not only that, a wind chime rangFrom where I do not knowBut I felt my children smile at meAnd say they love me so.

Take a kiss within your handsAnd look up to the skyRelease that kiss with loving careNow please try not to cry.

Once your kiss is off to themTo Heaven's gate aboveJust look for any single signOf your child's precious love.

I'll lend you for a little timea child of Mine, He said.For you to love while she lives,and mourn when she is dead.

It may be six or seven years,or twenty-two or three.But will you til I call her back,take care of her for me?

She'll bring her charms to gladden you,and her stay, it shall be brief.You'll have her lovely memories,as solace for your grief.

I can not promise she will stay,since all from earth return.But there are lessons taught down there, I want this child to learn.

I've looked the wide world overin my search for teachers true,and from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you.

Now, you will give her all your love,and not think the labor vain,nor hate me when I come to call,to take her back again.

I fancied that I heard them say,Dear Lord, thy will be done.For all the joy this child shall bring,the risk of grief we'll run.

We'll shelter her with tenderness,we'll love her while we may,and for the happiness we've known,we'll ever grateful stay.

But, shall the angels call for her,much sooner than we planned,we'll brave the bitter grief that comes, and try to understand.

Katie the year we had together was the best year of my life and our time was way to short u showed me a love that i never new i could have, you are my baby girl and i pray daily that the angels watch over you till the day i can once again be your mommy i love so much katie girl you are missed