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Sunday, 17 June 2012

I know its been a while since I have been writing/posting etc etc and so I thought I would drop by and say a few words.

I have now left the Jamaat. Alhamdulillah. After 10 years of being stuck in this sick and twisted cult, Allah the Exalted opened the door and paved the way out for me. Alhamdulillah. I cannot thank Him enough. All praise belongs to Allah. I am now no longer amongst Ahmadis and I cannot be more grateful to Allah SWT for finally giving me the chance to be part of the Ummah-
officially! I left some time back, but was unable to say anything, as
it could have put me in a compromising position. The journey was quite a
long one but I am now out of there and boyyyyyyyyyyyy life has never been better. I am no longer in the UK either..had to get away...far far away!! Alhamdulillah. You will never ever understand how liberating it is once you are away from Ahmadis and their Jamaat. I can't even explain it. My shoulders feel so light, my head de-cluttered and my heart cleansed. My soul has been cheered up. Not that I was tormented by my Ahmadiyya demons before or anything but I was never at complete ease. You know that feeling of 'sukoon'..I never really had it. But Alhamdulillah for everything. Honestly, Allah has been soooooo good to me. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. I cannot thank Him enough for saving me. I cannot thank Him enough for giving me hidayah when I was immersed in Kufr and then for opening the door to let me out of this despicable Cult. Allah is truly merciful. Alhamdulillah. :D

I
have consulted the Cult Team and after much soul searching and
deliberation, I have decided that I no longer wish to write as
Findings/Cult Girl. I think its time to move on. I don't feel I can
offer readers as much as I once could (thats me assuming I offered anything at all.. lol)
and my passion/drive in all honesty, has kind of disappeared. I need a
break but this time, a permanent one. That's not to say I won't be back
one day in the distant future but I doubt it will be anytime soon.
Ideally, there will be no Jamaat in 5 years time so then there would be
nothing to talk about but somehow, I very much doubt that. That is no
testimony to their worth or truth but it is what it is, these
'religions/cults/sects' are to test Man and Allah never stops testing,
so why would they just cease to exist?! I've realised that now. I've
realised that I have been overlooking my own deen and progress for the
sake of people who will probably never see the light. Allah knows best.
The truth is out there for those who genuinely care enough. There is an
impossible amount of information out there- hitting it at every level,
whether its theology/character of the Ahmadiyya figureheads and also Jamaat politics. You only need to type in 'Ahmadiyya'
in the search engine and you'll be sure to find pages upon pages
demolishing their lies in the name of Islam. I've realised that there is
nothing you can do with this Cult. There is no accountability. There is
no real care. They want to keep the system going. Status Quo. Let these
people be. Life is short. It'll be over with real soon anyway and then
they'll have plenty of time to reflect upon their fake deen.

For
legal reasons I cannot say much concerning the Blog. On that note, the
Blog will be on hold until things are ironed out. The Blog is no longer
in my control and I have handed over all information/documents/pictures
to a local group who will take control of it once this legal business is
out of the way. Good luck with them Raffy boy...my friends aren't very nice....you had it easy with me!

That's all from me now. I will be asking the Admin team to formally deactivate my account soon. You wont be hearing from me again or not least in a long, long, long time. inshAllah. I've had a enough of ahmadi/jamaat/qadiani/mirza etc etc. I've had enough of Raf/Mas/Nas and am glad I will never have to see their faces again. inshAllah. I would like to extend my sincere thanks and gratitude to all the Brothers behind the Ahmadiyya Awareness team for everything they have done for me over the years. Big Jzks
to you all! No names necessary! I'd also like to say a special thanks
to all the other members here, it has been great fun and I have really
learnt a great deal from you all.

For those who are Muslims trapped within the confines of the Cult- do NOT give up inshAllah. Your time and your way out will come...just have faith in Allah SWT
and He will find you a way, when your time is right. There is a reason
for everything. Your way out will come in one form or another, so don't
give up hope. It took me 10 long years but alhamdulillah, the time surely did come. I'd advise ex-Ahmadi women to hold off from marrying any Ahmadi man. They are kafir and your religion does not permit marriage with a Kafir
man. Do not weaken. Hold out and your time will come. That's the best
advice I can give you. I did just that and I am really glad I did. Alhamdulillah.

One Allah. One Islam. One Book. One Final Prophet SAAWs.

PS: for those who said I made no impact...is that why your Cult has taken this case to the Highest Court in the Land to try have me brought down?!?!?!?!?! Don't believe me?? Ask Rafiq Hayat for the legal bill for OLSWANG that no doubt, you guys are paying for! Ha. Ha. Ha. If my name comes out...blurghhhhh... I ain't even in the country no more!

To Me:

You executed this with perfect precision. Lured the dogs to their lawyers. Made them rack up huge legal bills. BAM and you left the Jamaat before they could touch you.

About Me

In the interest of the general Ahmadi public, and in the interest of Muslims who are trapped in this Cult because they are unable to leave for fear of the repercussions on their families, I expose the truth. The truth comes in the form of various Jamaat (Community) documents, exposing the real face of this C-U-L-T. I do so anonymously, to protect my identity from them, because they can cause me and my loved ones a lot of harm. I set this Blog up to give Ahmadis a platform to talk out against this CULT and its leadership, something that is actively discouraged by the CULT. I condemn all forms of violence towards the Ahmadis and this Blog is not to stir up hate, but to expose this so called 'saved community' for what it really is: A CULT. This Blog isn't to incite hatred but is to show the Culture of Fear within the CULT.