What the fuck happened to erwt anyway? Update on my end, I went on 10 internship interviews in various places across the country over the past month. Now I'm waiting for it to go through a ranking system to see where I'll end up living for the next year.

Just tried to look up what's up with erwt. He hasn't updated his blog in a decade. Has a twitter he hardly uses either. Until a year ago, he did some WoW toons as commissions on his DeviantArt, and some DJ beats on SoundCloud. Seems like he likes doing DJ stuff. I don't know what he actually works as, what's his priorities, how he's making a real living. Games? I just don't know. We were never close.

I'm kinda itching to reinstall War3... What's up with SC2 these days though. From what I heard, b-net is pretty much fixed now, it has all the features of the past plus all the new stuff. I don't know if there's any dedicated modding community in the sense of wc3c.net, but there's tons of custom maps anyway. Don't know if any good.

Ahahaha, I think I figured what happened to erwt... he has taken on another name and makes a pornographic web comic now, for which he designs some roleplayish world with its own lore. I think this grew out of his WoW roleplay experience. He has a tumblr for that comic, another for commissions, and a patreon... which currently earns him over 600$ a month from over 40 patrons, with the hopes it will eventually be enough to make it a fulltime job.

A couple telltale signs make me think he kinda sorta drank a sip from the sjw cool aid. Maybe just pandering to the tumblr crowd he's making a living on. Or his new GF pulling him over. I don't know, he seems immersed in this weird culture now, maybe not the really bad stuff, but he's yet another casualty lost. How things went down makes more sense now. Life spares you nothing. Prepare yourself.

What fascinates me is how deeply cooperative capitalism actually is. From childhood on you learn the benefits of integrating with groups of common interest and common goals to achieve a shared prosperity. Competition is not actually its core value, but the pooling of resources to produce goods. Competition is just something that naturally arises from the circumstances of life. And learning how to deal with it is part of growing up. What socialism does is not introduce cooperative behavior, it only removes the choice in it. It doesn't even remove competition, it just stifles your personal development in handling life, keeps you dependent on government support, and has you continuously lose out to government competing with you for your life. Because the same mechanisms of power you endorsed to remove the choice of others in how they want to contribute and cooperate for your benefit, will eventually always be used to remove your own in how you want to live your own life. The result is a greater poverty on both individual and communal level, as it ends up fundamentally counter-productive and counter-intuitive of how life works. Meanwhile, charity, non-profit organization and friendly philosophy greatly prosper privately embedded in christian capitalist reality.

Though the Soviet Union doesn't exist anymore, I believe that Islamic theocratic nations have taken over that role, playing us by the same principles, allied with socialists for Ideological Subversion and destabilization as described above.

It's one of those strange dichotomies I noticed in the past. The end game for socialist equality is total conformity, anti-individualism, anti-ego, the submission of self-interest. Yet the kids running around spreading socialist ideas are usually very individualistic and even egomanic. And highly encourage you to explore your own individualism. Encourage you to fight for your individualism. Your individual rights. What ever that may be, in equality to every other right. Actually, your own individuality in prime importance above any other person's rights.

To understand this, you must realize that Social Justice socialism operates in stages of subversion.

This is the business of the socialist program, create discontent in people with their current situation, divide them into ever smaller groups of uncompromisable issues, most of all by creating new and arbitrary individualist desires in people, combined with the notion that not you have to adapt to your environment, but the environment must adapt to you. To whatever whimsical notion you come up with. A hundred people in a room, everyone with a different, unique and awkward conception of self, believing everyone else should respect your own concept of self, and should avoid offending your self. The social justice strategist seeks to elevate this to such an absurd degree that the status quo of society cannot function properly anymore. An example of this is the socialist subversion of feminism, with the creation of dozens of weird pronouns, genders and orientations to identify with. In general there is an effort to greatly complicate language. The language confusion creates a situation like in the biblical story on the Tower of Babel.

People have a harder and harder time relating with each other, it creates tons of unnecessary dissent and friction in communication. Instead of finding an understandable compromise and common ground to make relations easier, people alienate themselves to others, become frustrated and unhappy. This happens with all kinds of matters on all levels of society. The goal in all these affairs is to prevent people from successful integration in the current society, so as to not validate the status quo. People are not supposed to keep the current system running, but deprive it in preparation for the next system into which people are integrated by force.

The moment a society is destabilized and in crisis, confused and defenseless, a higher power of order can come in to normalize this chaos. And that means first of all to destroy the biggest enemy of a "good": dissident individualism. After having seen all the chaos individualism can bring, people have grown tired and sick of it, having an ego means being "evil", all that matters is not your own opinion anymore, but the greater good of the people. This is the gameplan all along, knocking individualism out of the natural balance to lead it ad absurdum. And with the total destruction of the ego, ideological oppression is unopposed.