Welcome to the world of Jenniffer Wardell, author of “Beast Charming," "Fairy Godmothers, Inc," "Fighting Sleep" and more. It's a place where fantasy runs smack into reality (after which they both exchange business cards and hope no one calls the insurance company). Perfect for fans of Terry Pratchett and Mercedes Lackey's "500 Kingdoms" series.

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Monday, June 27, 2016

Down but not out

No matter how bad your mistake is, there's no possible way itcan be as bad as Hugh Jackman's decision to look like this.

We all backslide sometimes.

No matter what goal we've set for ourselves, there will be
times when we trip and fall flat on our faces on the way to achieving it. It's
not the same thing as not trying – we all know when we're only pretending, and
when we give it up it's almost a relief. Most goals never make it past wishful
thinking, or conversations with friends or co-workers.

It's when we're actually trying that it really hurts. You
have to have covered some ground before backsliding becomes noticeable,
fighting your way through that first hump of "why did I say I'd exercise
every single morning" or "I'm still counting the hours since my last
donut." It usually hits when you've finally gotten into the swing of
things, when that early frustration and despair over what you're denying yourself has faded into something
almost like hope. When you find yourself starting to think that, somehow, you
might actually be able to do this.

But then something happens.
The day gets so busy that suddenly you're going to bed and you realize
that you missed your exercise routine for the day. We swear to ourselves we're
going to stop smoking, but then work turns into a nightmare and we get so
stressed out there's suddenly a cigarette in our hand. We're at a party
surrounded by all the fats and sugars we were so careful avoiding, and our
self-control finally snaps like a twig. Between one breath and the next, it
feels like we've undone every bit of the progress we've made.

Here's where it gets tricky. Maybe the reason is because you
feel guilty that you've stumbled, and the thing that you usually use to comfort
yourself is probably the thing you're trying so hard to stay away from in the
first place. Or maybe the guilt turns into a shame spiral, and you decide
suddenly that you were a fool for setting whatever goal you were trying for.
You tell yourself you were a fool for ever trying it, that all your hard work
has just gone down the drain, and there's nothing left for you but to give up on
all of it.

The bravest thing you can do in these moments is ignore all
of that and keep going. Yes, you screwed up, but the truth is that you're
probably going to screw up several more times before you make it anywhere close
to your goal. Even the best baseball players don't hit the ball every time
they're up to bat, and even the best actors and actresses in the world will
occasionally go out of their way to make a really, really terrible movie (I'm
looking at you, Hugh Jackman). Everyone fails.

But you can't let that stop you. It's not the fall that
everyone will remember, it's what you do next – you could lay down on the
ground and bemoan your fate, or you could get back up again and keep charging
forward. If you get knocked down – even if it's by yourself – don't stay down.