Sunday, 21 March 2010

a complaining post

I realize that everybody has their problems. I realize that everybody has difficulty level on their problems. I know that I have to be strong, tough, and mature to face all shit things in my life. I know that I shouldn't have to complain for every problem that comes to my life. I know that I have to be thankful for everything from Allah. For million times, there's only one thing that I want to do, I want to share all my thoughts, I want to complain all my shit things, I want to ask all my questions, and I want to be listened by someone either with my best friends or my another family member. All I need is someone or anyone who wants to listen my sad songs. All I need is sharing with someone or anyone who wants to listen my trashy sad stories. I'm not a drama queen. I never hope that I would find a happiness like in a romantic tale story. I never hope that my life would be wonderful like every princess in the world. I never hope that my life would be a happy ending story like cinderella. Dear Allah, I want to live with simple living, even though there would be many problems, at least I want to be listened by anyone who wants to listen my trashy sad stories.