PP: I'm stuck in a rut. Mental and emotional rut, that is, in that everything I do, everything I see, everyone I'm around, in some way or another reminds me of HER. God dammit, I'm sick and tired of this bullshit. She's got me doing emotional barrel rolls every time I think of her. Fucking damn. I saw our prom pictures sitting on my dresser and turned them upside down so I don't have to look at her each time I go in my room.