Souls SuicideJust like you he takes the knife and slashes
But I could care less about the bleeding gashes
you say people look up to you
youre not a very good role model
you cant find resolution at the bottom of a bottle
no one could ever tear me to pieces
your dishonesty spreads like a plague of diseases
is this how you go about self affirmation?
you just put yourself in the worst situation
stand up straight and walk with pride
dont let anyone know this is killing you inside
i dont know about your life but for mine take a note
if its somethin good it wont walk up and slit my throat
after you knock yourself out with the first blow
ill tell you theres a lot you dont know
we'll go head to head, one on one
im telling you this now, im never done
how many times do I have to tell you you're a no go
you ask again the answers still NO!
you say im not as good well ill have to disagree
this shit just comes naturally to me
youre nothing but a souls suicide
you make me feel nothing inside

Your Sadyou plan your words everyday
face it you can never find the right things to say
you forgot a step in your misguided youth
at least i know how to tell the truth
i may be young ut who do you think youre talking to
it looks like im always one step ahead of you
ill tear you up in the bitter end
what makes you think id let you be my best friend
you try to hard to be everyones clone
its sad
you have to be someone else cuz you cant be your own
you can beg me on your hands and knees
but im still not gunna let you talk to me

PatheticDon'r come crawling back to me
you look pathetic on your hands and knees
you lost your guts long before we talked
maybe instead of dragging them
you should have walked
you cannot crush me with your voice
I will not let you
its not your choice
I dont want you to know a thing
this was nothing but a careless fling
your pen is the barell of you gun
now its pointing down your tongue
your confidence is filled with unanswerabke questions
i think you could use a few suggestions
as the razor falls from your hand
your scars begin to look very bland

Au NaturalYour Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.
What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Sickness With A MoralOne day, a mom and her daughter are walking through the park on the way to the zoo. As they are walking, the little girl sees a teenage couple having sex in the bushes. The little girl points and says, "Mommy mommy, what are they doing?" The mom wants to avoid this whole conversation so she lies and says, "They are baking a cake dear." The little girl seems happy with this as an answer and they continue with their walk. Then they get to the zoo, they are looking at the animals. When they get to the monkey pen, they see the monkeys are having sex. The little girl points and says, "Mommy mommy, are they baking a cake too?" The mom is all proud of herself because she got to avoid the conversation again. "Yes dear, they are."
Later that night, mom, dad, and daughter have dinner and watch some TV. The little girl goes to bed and mom and dad start to feel frisky, so they have sex on the couch.
The next morning, mom comes out of her room and the little girl is sitting on the floor

Wheneverit seems as time passes by hearts grown fond
fond of memories
fond of happiness
ups and downs circle around us
life as we know it could end
today
in a second
life seems to tell us when
we just cant accept
our fate is sand in an hourglass
dripping away
piece by piece
everyday we have we should be thankful
for lives are torn apart from lies
deception
whatever it is your looking for
hold it
embrace it
whenever it arrives

It's Very Cold Here!!Anyone want to "fool around" tonight? We can keep each other warm, burn several calories, clear out our sinuses and have a much better outlook on life!! Of course I know I'll get no takers. But After you have read this I suspect I'll get a few chuckles out of you!!
It will be about 5 here tonight with 25 MPH winds!! That's plain darn cold!! Several inches of snow tonight and tomorrow!!
It is ever thus as it is winter in Ohio. Please all stay warm!! The "fool around" invitation is open to those I like!!

JokeA man escapes from a prison where he had been kept for 15 years.
As he runs away, he finds a house and breaks into it, looking for money and guns, but only finds a young couple in bed.
He orders the guy out of bed and ties him up in a chair. While tying the girl up to the bed, he gets on top of her, kisses her on the neck, then gets up, and goes to the bathroom.
While he's in there, the husband tells his wife, "Listen, this guy is an escaped prisoner, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail, and hasn't seen a woman in years.
I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, just do what he tells you, just give him satisfaction.
This guy must be dangerous, if he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you."
To which the wife responds, "He was not kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear.
He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked if we kept any Vaseline in the bathroom.
Be strong

Get Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Sorry to all of u who r reading this, if u did not bother then u will not no. I am not feeelin so well, so if i do not get back to u in then next few days don't worry i will finish where i left off........... I was rating pics, giving thumbs up for stashes, and can't think of anything right now, just wanted to let everyone know i will be back. So plzzzzzzzz do not be upset or mad at me if i do not get to u right now. i will i promise and i do not break promises.........if it it takes longer for me to get back up, then u will know i was admitted into the hospital, so send all those prayers and love up so i can get better, and thanks for understanding and not gettting upset with me.
All the thanks and love go out to all of u!!!!!!
Renee...aka Tweety sweety

Celebrity Sex Quotes"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy."
--Tom Clancy
"You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither."
--Steve Martin
"Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd
better have a good hand."
--Woody Allen
"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday
night."
--Rodney Dangerfield
"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal,
particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL."
--Lynn Lavner
"Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the
taxidermist."
--Matt Barry
"Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope."
--George Burns
"Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other e eight are
unimportant."
--George Burns
"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships."
--Sharon Stone

SteamyIn the steamy shower, water spraying my
Lathered nakedness so liberally soaked
We wash, massage and do explore, you and I
Oh, to be washed and thoroughly rinsed and stroked
By those loving, exciting hands of my love's
gentle touch. Sensual thoughts of that evoked
Visions of angels soaring with flocks of doves
Rainbows, fireworks, as the flow floods tongues and lips
Slipping, sliding lathered naked body shoves
As deep exploration causes thrusting hips
And exploding, spraying liquid flows and drips.

Stupid Valentine's DayMy first year without a steady boyfriend and it blows the big one. I now see why people get agitated with this "holiday." If you really love someone, shouldn't you want to celebrate all year long instead of making a big deal out of one damn day?
I'm just bitter....

Wanna Commentbomb Faster..??well then just open up a bunch of tabs on firefox or seamonkey and comment in one tab then close tab and repeat till all tabs r gone and then open up more tabs and repeat
(repost of original by 'Demented_Angel™ {B&A FAMILY MEMBER}' on '2007-02-02 14:59:55')

AyoYO EVERYONE
THIS GURL FLACITA KNOWS THAT I HAVE A GURL N SHE TRIES 2 2 HOLLA AT ME ..... N SHE IS A SHE MALE WHAT THE HELL DO I LOOK LIKE TRYIN TO HOLLA AT HER
AND WHY WOULD I HAVE SEX WIT A BIATCH THAT SAYS SHE FUCKS 3 NIGGA ALL AT THE SAMETIME
I HAVE NO TIME TO BE FUCKING WITH THAT JUST BECAUSE I CHOOSE NOT TO THIS BIATCH WHO WANTS ME SO BAD BECAUSE WHAT DO I DO I TURN THAT STANK BIATCH DOWN WHO LOOKS LIKE A BROKE ASS MISTER T ON CRACK.....
AND BASICLY YOU HAVE NO IDEA YOU ARE REALLY FUCKIN WITH..... I TRIED BEING NICE NOW YOU WANT TO DISRESPECT MY COUSIN AND TO TELL EVERYONE SHE IS CRAZY SHE HAS NO RESPECT FOR HERSELF NOR PEOPLE AROUND HER DONT RATE HER AND IF YOU DO SHE DESERVES A 1

This Goes Out To All My FriendsLOOK THEIR IS THIS THAT LIES ON ME SHE IS MAD CAUSE I HAVE SOMEONE IN MY LIFE......
I PLAN TO GET MARRIED ONE DAY AND I DONT HAVE TIME TO BE F***** WITH A LITTLE GIRL AND IF SHE IS ALL REAL SHE WONT BE DOIN THIS CHILDISH SHIT THAT SHE IS DOIN......
IF ANYONE THINKS IM REAL YOU HOLLA AT ME IF NOT THEN DONT NEED YOU TO BE MY FRIEND YOU CAN CANCLE THE FRIENDSHIP OR SIMPLY LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
IM 26 YEARS OLD DO I LOOK LIKE I HAVE TIME TO BE FUCKIN WITH A LITTLE GIRL
I THINK NOT

I Love YouThe words I love you are very short and simple to say
But there is another side to the words I love you
..
---------------------------------
It is very easy to tell someone that you love him or her.
The words I love you are very short and simple to say
But there is another side to the words I love you
A side that is not so short and simple
It is through one's action
Moreover, when you love someone those actions should appear naturally
You should not have to wonder how the right way to love someone is
There is no right or wrong way
Loving someone comes within
It shows through the person's eyes, their tough
The magic of love is when two people love each other
Those two are bond together as one
Moreover, when those two share intimate emotions in the heat of passion
Their souls (the spirit within the soul) endure together as one
Two bodies within the same mind body and soul

"straight From The Heart"I could tell you a thousand times,
How much I love you,
It still would not do justice on how much I love you.
I leave you without a sound except the beating of my warm heart,
Overflowing with love for you,
True love is like an eternal flame...
It will continue to burn for all eternity.
Love is not blind,
It sees the things that have a bearing in life.
Love lasts forever...
You will know true love,
Your heart will let you know.
If a tear fell from my eyes,
Each time I wished you were with me,
I would have an ocean shore outside my door.
When the wind blows,
I hear your voice,
When I look up in the clouds,
I see your face.
If you truly love someone,
then distance does not matter to the mind or the heart.
If I had a rose for each time,
I thought of you,
I would have a bed of roses leading into eternity…
When I saw you,
I knew you were my true love...
When I held I talked to you,
I knew you were the one…
When I kissed you for the first time,
I immediately f

Dad's ObitJames L. "Larry" Schoenhut
--> Notice Name = James L. ŇLarryÓ -->Schoenhut James L. "Larry" Schoenhut, Cascade, Idaho. Larry ended his journey on Sept. 14, 2006. Larry's journey began Nov. 22, 1930 in Boise, Idaho born to Courtney L. and Hilma Nortune Schoenhut of Cascade. He grew up in Cascade attending Cascade Schools until his senior year when he attended Brown Military Academy. During his teen years he worked on the US Geological team, managed the Warm Lake Plunge and fought forest fires for the US Forest Service. Larry attended Annapolis Naval Academy where he was a member of the swim team and acquired his love of sailing. He enlisted in the Army and served in Korea for two years. Upon his discharge he attended the College of Idaho for pre-law. During this time he met and married Marilyn Gifford. They moved to Salem, Ore. where he received his JD from Willamette Law School. He was admitted to the Idaho State Bar in 1957. Larry and Marilyn then moved to Cascade where he opened

How To Dump The Annoying GirlfriendDo you want to dump the bitch, but you don't know how? Fill in the blanks and drop it in the annoying slut's mailbox! It saves time and you don't have to waste time talking to her!Dearest ________,It pains me to inform you that you've been eliminated from the competition of becoming Mrs. Right, and you've been reduced to a runner up in the competition for Mrs. Right Now. I'm sure you were aware, but you were pitted up against several other contestants, and only one of them made it to the final round. Sure several made it past stage 1 of the Mrs. Right Now competition, but only 1 could make it to the Mrs. Right final, and it wasn't you. However, since you look so good naked, I'll be sure to keep your name on file should an opening become available. So that I may assist you in having successful future romantic relations, please have a look at the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition.Check those that apply ...___ You have more hair on your lip than I have on my h

Needing YouLove, all I need is you in my life,
My life changed when I first met you eight years ago,
You make such a tremendous difference in my life.
My days have so much more meaning when their spent with you.
I am so much happier when I am with you because of the love you show me.
My love and joy for you are reborn each day when I realize that I have you by my side.
It is wonderful to know that we feel the same for each other.
Our life is one happy dream.
You taught me what the true meaning of love is
You set my heart ablaze.
Your love lies in the center of my heart,
Where can I begin to express all the wonderful feeling that lye in my heart,
I will begin by letting you know that you are a part of me,
You are the companion to my dreams,
When you come to me in my dreams all I can feel is the love I feel for you travel throughout my body
I will always love you,
You are a part of me.

Fuck UPEOPLE I AM SO FUCKING DONE WITH THE GAMES YOU ALL CAN KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING ASS AN LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ASSHOLES!

YearningDo you know how it feels like to wait for a kiss from you?
Do you know what my heart endures?
Your ever so soft kisses as you take me in your arms and hold me so tight.
How I long for you to return.
I think of you every hour, minutes and seconds that go by.
I love you and admire your care.
You are my forever love.
As darkness, falls close your eyes and dream of me.
I am forever yours.

About Says It All!I bought a new 2007 Cadillac and returned to the dealer the next day complaining that I couldn't figure out how the radio worked. The salesman
explained that the radio was voice activated.
Watch this!" he said, "Nelson!" The Radio eplied, "Ricky or Willie?" "Willie", he continued and "On The Road Again" came from the speakers.
Then he said, "Ray Charles!", and in an instant "Georgia On My Mind" replaced Willie Nelson.
I drove away happy, and for the next few days, every time I'd say, Beethoven," I'd get beautiful classical music, and if I said, "Beatles," I'd get one of their awesome songs.
Yesterday, a couple ran a red light and nearly creamed my new car, but as I swerved to avoid them. I yelled, "Ass Holes!"
Immediately the French National Anthem began to play, sung by Jane Fonda and Barbara Streisand, backed up by Michael Moore and The Dixie Chicks,
with John Kerry on guitar, Al Gore on drums, Dan Rather on harmonica, Nancy Pelosi on tambourine, Harry Reid o

To All My True FreindsJust a note to say thank you for the prayers for Kiley. And to let you all know she has left the hospital. Shes not out of the woods yet but Im positive it was all your prayers that got her back home with her mom. thank you very much to all of you. May god be with you all and have a great weekend

Thank You To My New FriendsThanks to all my new friends for the help on leveling up. I will do my best to return the help, thanks again

Library BatmanOk now this is serious now, batman knows when you are gonna be late bringing back a book. He helps the librarians enforce the late book charge with this guy here, Lets watch and see

Tough Love Vs. SpankingTough Love vs. Spanking (received in an email)
(a psychological conundrum)
Most of America\'s populace think it improper to spank children, so I have tried other methods to control my kids when they have one of \"those moments.\"
One that I found effective is for me to just take the child for a car ride and talk.
They usually calm down and stop misbehaving after our car ride together.
I\'ve included a photo below of one of my sessions with my son, in case you would like to use the technique.
Sincerely,
A Friend
Scroll down for picture
Disclaimer (before you get upset).....
Notice....
(1) the speed sign is in the distance and straight ahead and is probably clocking someone else because...
(2) the car is in park...and,
(3) the car is on the shoulder of the road.
HOWEVER....
How many folks have thought of some creative solutions for driving in a point, but never acted upon it???? ;)

A True Bears FanA true Bears fan....
A man had 50 yard line tickets for the Bear's game. As
he sits down, a man comes down and asks if anyone is
sitting in the seat next to him. "No," he says, "the
seat is empty."
"This is incredible," said the man. "Who in their
right mind would have a seat like this for the Bears
game, the biggest sporting event in the world, and not
use it?"
He says, "Well, actually, the seat belongs to me. I
was supposed to come with my wife, but she passed
away. This is the first Bears game we haven't been to
together since we got married in 1967."
"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. That's terrible. But
couldn't you find someone else -- a friend or
relative, or even a neighbor to take the seat?"
The man shakes his head. "No, they're all at the
funeral."
Go Bears!!!!!!!

The Wild Flower's PerfumeA sweetness about you life''s fondest retreat,
Orchids and roses I lay at your feet.
Fields of green clover, our passion in bloom,
A bee drawn to honey, wild flower''s perfume.
The beat of your heart as I lay head to breast,
A feeling of warmth and sweet tenderness.
Being surrounded by all that you are,
Together our love outshines any star.
Our magic a bond that shall never end,
A rippling of spasms will perfectly blend.
Riding the wave, each moment a pleasure,
All this we are, all that we treasure.

Childish GamesI have noticed that there are some people an here ,who seem to derive some childish pleasure in rating all of a persons pics as Not Safe For Work . Come on people ,this a site for adults not 3rd graders. I don't even understand why they have the whole not safe for work thing . I always thought that when you are at your job ,you were suposed to be doing somthing like......UMMMM ..... I don't know.... WORKING!!! Not hanging out on Cherry Tap,Myspace,or any other social networking site. I wish people would grow up and act there age. It's Behavior like this that I don't go on Myspace anymore. Repost if you are as fed up with this crap as I am
(repost of original by 'Charlie' on '2007-02-02 17:48:20')
(repost of original by '~CRAZY~F'N~BITCH~ WILL I EVER BE TAMED? ~' on '2007-02-02 17:52:38')

What's Your Southern Sign?Some of us Southerners are pretty skeptical of horoscopes and the people who read them. If we are to ever fully understand all the star signs and the people they represent, we need symbols that all true Southerners understand: See the list below...
OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Are tough on the outside but tender on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. You can do something good each day if you try. You go well with most anyone.
CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, will make something of himself if he is motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful they may surprise you. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with a Moon Pie but Catfish or Okra are O.K. too.
BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - March 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore dee

PamperTreat her like a Queen.
Delve into her tomorrows.
Listen to her sorrows.
Fill her heart with desire.
As you light her soul on fire.
Bring gifts to her alter.
Don't be slack or falter, heap songs of love on her Psalter.
Adore her every sensual movement.
Cherish her quintessential loved filled moments.
Let your lips collide in perpetual bridal bliss
Enter into her sweet lips.
As you enter into her bedroom eyes
Remember to caress her tender thighs.
Dress her anew in your hot flames of splendor.
Basking in spicy savors from her surrender.
Give heart filled praise and treat her like Queen Adelaide.
Make your bed her throneroom accolade.
Remember to move slowly to her rhythmic heat.
Atone for your often miscreate habits of ill deceit.
Love her long and love her hard.

Just Sum Simple ThoughtsI have lived 4 a long time dependent upon no 1, answering 2 no 1 & committed 2 no 1 except myself. During this period of my life, I considered the world mine 4 the taking & truly believed that I was living life 2 the fullest. Then, u came in2 the picture, & all of a sudden, I realized that I was deceiving myself.
I am an incomplete woman in need of wholeness. I find that my life is not all that I thought it was. In fact, it is terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found a special some1 & along with it the 1 person who can make my life truly different. I'll be 4ever greatful 2 u for showing me just how shallow my life was. At last, I have a chance 2 give it depth & purpose.
Until I c u (Sat), I remain totally u'rs in thought .
Darlene

Words Women UseFINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you
need to shut up.
FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five
minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before
helping around the house.
NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should
be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usu ally end in
"Fine".
GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.
LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but it is a non-verbal statement often
misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and
wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over
"Nothing".
THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a
man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Howdy Ya'llNo much new here, so I thought I'd leave Ya'll a little funny....
Brokeback Mountain Lady
A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand.
Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk.
She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy,
figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk.
He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks, the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well.
Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels. " The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night.
He returned around 2:30am, and upon entering the room, he found the

Just When I Thought...Just when I thought it couldn't get better, u prove me wrong! If I could b with u it would b like having every single 1 of my wishes come true. I dont know how a person who I barely even know could make me feel on top of the world but this 1 person does that 2 me....When u change the way u look at things, the things u look at change. I need 2 give this a chance and im worried that im being foolish 2 think that any thing will ever come of this... Should I just be happy with how it has been the past few days and accept it 4 what it is, or do I just sit back and see what happens, or do I run away and pretend it never even happened? I dont know...He just does something 2 me that no words could ever explain or describe...I am not PERFECT and this I don't claim 2 b, but I am as perfect 4 him as he is 4 me. That is 1 of the ways he makes me feel.
Everything happens 4 a reason, whether its good or bad, it always turns out 2 be good 4 something.

Living In The Land Of The Lostits funny, i bartend here in the quarter and my bar gets a lot of foot traffic from people that reside all over the world...
why new orleans?
living here gives one a new disposition on life as it would seem.... we live our lives as we wish...
truly this is the first city i have found where a persons oddities are the norm...
( i should know i walk around with wings attached to my hoody)
tattoos and piercings covering people ranging from their 20's to their 60's even 70's. If you dont fit in somewhere... New orleans is the place to be. I see people that come here for 6 months and are ready to move on ... they have learned to accept themselves and are ready for their next stage in life.
me... im happy here...
yes with post-katrina still handing over our heads all we can do is live as we are...
Most of us are great people with great intentions... ive never felt so loved anywhere else.
But yes like any city we all have our problems... and with

Men Are Nothing But Asses.........If im not good enough move on leave me alone and stop my hurt. I have gave you almost a year and a half. and you have gave me nothing but pain. I gave you a child but you dont care. I have you a home and you want to throw it away. What does it take to make you see. I cant love you anymore then i already do. WAKE UP!!!!! If you want to see the women of the world then do it somewhere OTHER then my home. I gave you every part of me and you broke it. you know that i was cracked (emotionally) when we met. So i guess you saw that as an opening to finsh breaking what was left of me. I dont know how much more i can take from you. The broken spots cant be fixed. The man i fell in love with is no where to be found. I miss him and i realize he wont be back. And i cant see "US" coming back either. I hope when you see this you start to think what you just threw away. I hope the next woman treats you like shit like you have me. I also hope that whatever comments are left are harsh an

BlahThe face of disappointment reflects back from a blank screen,
Faded memories of a love that I had once before seen,
Foolish yes, foolish no, never really sure where this person wants to go.
I've given my best, I've given my all, and yet in return my heart's left
to
Fall.
A whim and on grace, it's torn from this place that I've hidden before.
I can't touch it, can't see it, but please still believe it?
What trusts must I be burdened to hold, while my heart grows so cold?
No hint of desire, no thoughts to conspire my reverence is forced to
behold.
Not captive, not free, what place would this be? Not heaven, not earth,
not
joy and not mirth,
Sheer terror, and dread whirl 'round in my head.
No warm comforting kisses, no "I love you", no "I miss's"
Just bleed me, and lead me around on this string,
No consequences, no regrets, no thoughts of effects,
Nothing, but fading into shadowy absences.
What life is this? What place is this? What feeling is THIS that you
share?

Bikini ContestClick on beach pic below to link to contest
Looking for friends to click on the beach pic, follow the link then comment on the linked page.
All help is appreciated.

PoemI fall hard for the man of my life.
I thought everything was great.
Until one night he told me that
it wasnt alright that he was wanting
out or to have two girlfriends.
I didnt want to lose him and i
wanted him to myself but that didnt
happen so now he see her more than
me and It is really killing me inside.
Because he says I am the one he
wants but I am very scared that
I am losing him. This is how I feel
sad and very scared. Because he is my
joy and it would kill me to lose him.

Kind Of Makes You Want To Run Through The House With Scissors, Doesn't It?!Those Born 1930-1979!
TO ALL THE KIDS
WHO SURVIVED the
1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant.
They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.
Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints.
We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we
rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.
As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags.
Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.
We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.
We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and
NO ONE actually died from this.
We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with

Something Isnt Working!OK SINCE I CHANGED MY ISP IVE BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS ON CT NOW THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS POST BULLETINS AND BLOGS OH AND VIEW MY HOME PAGE.CANT EVEN READ MY COMMENTs! SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I DONT KNOW WHY ITS NOT WORKING.SO AS SOON AS I CAN GET SHIT BACK TO THE NORM, I HIT HITTINIG EVERYONE BACK WITH MAD LOVE! HAVE A KICK ASS WEEKEND EVERYONE, I KNOW I AM, CUZ I QUIT MY JOB AND I DONT HAVE TO BE UP EARLY! FUCK YA I ROCK! IM GONNA ROCK OUT THE NEXT MONTH TILL I EVEN THINK ABOUT LOOKING FOR ANOTHER JOB! SO FAR ITS NOT BEEN MY YEAR BUT I GOT A LONG WAYS TO GO YET! SHIT CAN ONLY GET BETTER NOW! LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL! BLESS UP! ONE!

Here I Gook well, i leave in may for iraq. dunno were though we are kinda gettin screwed here so im told. butt here are 3 options for my brigade. 1: we deploy and get stuck int he middle of the desert somewere and set up our own FOB(base) whch were we set up tents and fill lots of sand bags. 2: we go to kuwait and wait till some 1 needs support from us and 3: we get out brigade split up and sent to other brigades and units to help and support them. but our Col is wanting to do option 1, but we will jus have to see
but May is my deployment date..should be interesting

The Quick And Dirty Career TestYour Career Personality: Independent, Insightful, and Ingenious
Your Ideal Careers:
Architect
Artist
Business strategist
College professor
Computer programmer
Mathematician
Neurologist
Philosopher
Photographer
Video game developer
The Quick and Dirty Career Test

UpdateOk as most of u know the Dirty Lil Secret will start tomorrow morning at 9am est....alot of pics i have not recieved. Plz try and get them to me tonight. I will not accept any late entries and would hate for anyone to miss out....

"dead" Linesthe other day as i was fussing with my hair (something i do quite frequently considering my cosmotology training) i noticed a slightly off tone shimmer amoung my level 5Rv permenate hair color.... apon further examination of this phanaminon (and a few minutes of calcualted picking through various strands) i discovered the horrifing evidence of my slow but sure decent into old foogie-hood.... my very first gray hair. now granted its just one gray hair... right? its not a big deal. im 22 its normal... nothing to be stressed about. i still have a good, oh i'd say, 40...maybe 45 years...left...may..be...? if i take my vitamines and work out manage to quit drinking and smoking *sarcastic cough* maybe wear my seat belt more often and avoid falling into a meat grinder... i should make it that long. oddly enough, as much as i hate to admite this, i feel like my life is on a ticking clock... and there are so many things that with in the next 8 years i have to complete... after all when your you

This Doesn't Matter.Whazzat? New guitarist has old leather pants that don't fit him, but the fit me. Pics to follow...

Where Is Everybody?did you happen to catch
or did it happen so fast
what you thought would always last
has passed you by
is everything speeding up
or am I slowing down
just spinning around
and I don't know why
all the pieces don't fit
thought I really didn't give a shit
I never wanted to be like you
but for all I aspire
I am really a liar
and I'm running out of things I can do
I'd like to stay
but every day
everything pushes me further away
if you could show
help me to know
how it's supposed to be
where did it go?
pleading and
needing and
bleeding and
breeding and
feeding
exceeding
where is everybody?
trying and lying
defying denying
crying and dying
where is everybody?
well okay, enough,
you've had your fun
but come on there has to be someone
that hasn't yet become
so numb and succumb
and god damn I am so tired of pretending
of wishing I was ending
when all I'm really doing is trying to hide
and keep it inside
and fill it with lies
open my eyes?
maybe I w

Another PoemLake of Drowning Souls
Journey into the darkest recesses of your mind
Far off chants signal eternal doom
You try to get away
Swimming through a dark, poisonous substance
Which seeps into your skin
A million drowning souls claw at your body
You desperately head for the shore
And scramble out
Onto an island you know not where
Witches and goblins stare back at you
With a hideous intensity in their eyes
You are their prey
A soul for the taking
An inner awakening
Onto a whole new world
Of evil and torment
Again you run
The sky is dark
And the shouts and screams are close at hand
They are ready to pounce
You must get away
You wake up
Safe for another day
But when you sleep
They will enter your dreams
Oblivious to your screams
One night they will take you away
To their world
And untold evil and torment
Will be your daily toil
“Sweet dreams!”

It Was A Good First Day At Cherry TapAfter completing my first day here at Cherry Tap I have to admit, I'm liking it here a little better than MySpace. If you want to see my MySpace page goto myspace.com/magicdiablo I've made more friends here on my first day then a month there, which is pretty damn cool in my book. It might be because of the Cherry points here, but honestly i don't really care about that. Yes having the ability to upload more shit with each level is cool, but as you can tell i don't have much to upload right now anyway. I will be eventually porting several of my items from myspace to here. I will keep my MySpace account open. But i will stick here for quite some time. Hope to see you all around CT and have a great night.

DamnI had to work all this weekend and i still have to go to work later today. Man i wish that i had this weekend off. But i dont so not fucking biggie. I can live without one weekend. I have been around my baby all weekend so that has made it tolerable. But that still dont mean shit i am still locked into my room or working my nuts off. But who cares this the life i chose to live and so i shal live it.

Ugggg WorkDon't get me wrong I love my job, in fact until the last couple of weeks I woke up with a smile and couldn't wait to get there to begin my day. Sure like everyone else I loved weekends, my days off, but I liked going to work! So what changed? My boss who I really, really liked and got along well with resigned. She moved onto greener pastures, a good move for her. It left me with some people who live for drama, and with out her around to tame it, it grows daily to new heights.
I know I don't have to like my coworkers, I just have to play nice while I am work. Gotta tell ya I have stress from doing this, this last week. I am sure it would be easier to tell them all to .... well you get the picture. Would not make things better however.
Anyone got some stress busting ideas, or how to play nice in the sandbox with the kids that throw sand at you?
On the lighter side I have gotten a few giggles at their expense. I don't feel entirely good about that, but it has been am

Bed Timesweet dreams everyone. i AM working tomorrow..soooo...i'll see ya after work ;(

Dont Fuck With Me People....because you're not going to fucking win.
here is a warning to everyone who just doesnt get that i dont give a flying hell what anyone thinks of me or how i live my life. because its just that...my fucking life...not yours...so keep the negative comments to yourselves.this is the last time i will explain myself for listen up.
this is my life & i live it as i see fit. i have no regrets. i take life one day at a time. i live for my husband. everything i do because of my pride in my married life. im sean's wife and it is the best thing i have ever done.
i was born into the military. i was raised army brat. i moved from base to base. i asked the cpt. if thier daughter could come out to play. i married a military man. i cried when he left for the marines. i count the weeks, days, minutes till he comes home to me. i bake cookies for the sargeants. i will always be an army brat but i'm also a marine wife. i bleed scarlet, gold & green.
my past fucking sucks. just because ive fa

Is Being A Dirty 'old' Man Bad?You know for many years I have heard men of all ages and women for that matter talking about being or knowing dirty old men. As I reach my mid 30's ... where I don't feel old... or act it... LOL... I am sitting here wondering if it is a bad thing to be a dirty 'old' man.
I turn 34 in 2 weeks and I am to a good place in my life... on both a professional and personal level. I never got married as a young man. I didn't want to get married too young and have to struggle financially. Now, I have a successful career, a nice house, decent car, money in the bank, and just about every toy that I have ever wanted. So the struggling financially thing is pretty much a forgotten issue.
So, as I sit here on my idiotpc and surf around here on CT and other places... I look at these beautiful girls and DAMMMMNNNNNN. I have decided I have to have one. LOL. Now... being nearly 34... I have dated a lot of women. Most of them nearer my age and some several years older. Now, I am sitting her

Women And Me... Must Read! LolLooking back on life so far... I have had a good time. Dated the sexually aggressive women and the more... ummm... prudish ladies.
Now though I have come to a place in life where chasing everything hot wearing a thong or not is really not my full time job anymore. However, I have come to grips with who I am and what I want.
Here are a few of the DO NOT WANTS... lol:
1. I do not want a woman who is anti-sexual.
You know the type. Sex is ok but it should be in bed only and not for recreation or fun. BS! Sex should be had often and in new spots as available. Get a new chair... sex. get a new car... sex. etc. LOL
2. I do not want a woman who thinks a guy going down on her is gross. Now, I know the old saying.. it just hasn't been done right... etc. I mostly agree but amazingly enough I have met those who tell me they don't like it and mean it before I have ever gotten to it. So very sad but true.
3. I do not want a childish, bitchy, and emotionally crippl

Quality Of Life2007-2-3 0:42:5
Hope, faith, love, charity, compassion these are qualities that make a difference.
I Wish that my faith in the love that I have for my brothers and sisters of the world lends compassion to each that I meet and will spill over charity and a simple smile gives hope.
Gegi/2006

Honeyed Words Can`t Sweeten Evil / Algonquin LegendBig Blue Heron was standing in the marsh looking at his reflection in the water. He raised his black-crested head to listen.
Two little White Weasels had come along to the river. They were mother and son. When they saw Blue Heron, they stopped to look.
'What a beautiful big bird-person!' said the son.
'He is called Blue Heron. He carries his head high!'
'Yes, Mother, he is tall as a tree. Were I so tall, I could carry you across this swift river.'
Blue Heron was pleased to hear himself so praised. He liked to hear other say that he was big.
He bent down low and spoke to the two. 'I will help you go across. Come down to where you see that old tree lying in the stream. I will lie down in the water at the end and put my bill deep into the bank on the other side. You two run across the tree. Then use my body as a bridge and you will get to the other side.'
They all went to the old tree lying in the water. Blue Heron lay down in the water at the end and stuck his bil

Im Back...well i had to take some time off to get my head straight from a lot of bs and drama here on ct but after a few days i realised it wasnt ct but my own attitude and thoughts on things. seems like i lost touch with reality for a while and it took me some time to get back. i guess a person needs sleep to keep their grip on reality lol anyways im back and refreshed.

My All { Karulvinth For Life }I'd give you everything I have
My heart, my soul, my mind
To always have you in my life
And walk with you through time
My love for you goes on and on
I see no end in sight
You're more than just a name to me
Through your eyes my path has light
The way I feel when we are talking
Is hard for me to explain
But this I know in my heart
I wanna feel your pain
I wanna know you're every move
And feel your heartbeat
To always have you close to me
Would make my life complete
Please read these words that I have wrote
And think about what I've said
And keep them safe in your heart
Your mind, and your soul.
As the morning becomes the day and the evening becomes the night, and everything in between, I love you.

Add My Sisterto all my friends on ct... add my sexy sister,, she is hotter so after you rate her dont forget me here is her link suzie@ CherryTAP

From The Ashesout from the ashes a baby phonix arises to emerge in life, like that phonix i rose from the ashes of pain and strife. a new love a new chance to live like i once had before, she came and picked me off from the floor. she has givin me a new reason to face each day with new ambitions and dreams, so together we'll just go down togher the unknown life stream

In Case You Missed It On 60 Minutes, This Is What Andy Rooney Thinks About Women Over 40:60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS)
As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why:
A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell

What The Flag Draped Coffin MeansShare this with your family, especially children.....
What the Flag Draped Coffin Means
Understand what the flag draped coffin really means. Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many survivors.
Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776?
Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we learn something new every day!
The 1st fold of the flag is a symbol of life.
The 2nd fold is a symbol of the belief in eternal life.
The 3rd fold is made in honor and remembrance of the veterans departing the ranks who gave a portion of their lives for the defense of the country to attain peace throughout the world.
The 4th fold represents the weaker nature, for as American citizens trusting in God, it is to Him we turn in

Helpplease someone tell me how to delete from the tap site????? ive searched and there is nothing:( i want out of here

HelloSo I thought I would take a moment to introduce myself.
Hiyas.. I'm James.. Im 36 and single here outside of Detroit.
I would love to make new friends and it would be nice to talk with everyone.
Please feel free to introduce yourself.

Thin BandI saw you walking from across the street the other day
I saw you but you didn't see me
I laughed a little, you're still wearing that old coat I kept telling you to get rid of
But seeing you kicked up dust in my mind
A torrent of memories swirling, swirling in my spirit
I recall the night we were sitting on the docks talking
The moon was shimmering on the water
You got on one knee and put a thin silver band on my hand
It was so plain and ugly I thought to myself
But it was all you could afford
Even that took three months of overtime for you to pay off
But you wanted a symbol of your love for me on my hand
It meant everything to you to see it there every day
You told me life with you would not be easy
You didn't lie, you never did
But your love for me was rich, pure, honest, and danced in the sun
I was a princess of love
But my love was a spoiled, demanding and selfish princess
And so blind it would not come out into the sun with yours
One terrible day I woke up and yo

A Love For All TimeBreathless kisses,Burning touches,Soft-spoken words of love Urgent spoken words of passion.A man and a woman,One complete love,Since time began,Predestined to be as one.We've been together before in other lifetimes,we've fought dragons,And have been torn from each others arms,Yet our love is prevailed.We've walked on this earth many times together,Perhaps for a moment,Perhaps for years,But our heart is one heart,And we were meant to be.So when our time on earth,Once againcomes to a close,Have no worries my dear,For we will find each other again,And again And again.For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time .

Addicted To.....Love is the obsession that casts my likeness in ruins
Love is the painful instant locked deep in my heart
Love is the uncontrollable passion that burns unending in my soul
Love is my addiction

The Storm And The .....My heart has always been a storm
Waves crashing against my soul
I stand on the balcony and
The wind laughs in my hair
I look out and see the moon shimmering on a black ocean
I am a sentinel
Standing watch, waiting for Loves embrace
But as morning cries out and the candles have grown cold
My spirit is once again laden with sadness for I witness
Traveling souls that pass unseen
The darkness of my blood will shed light upon the wilderness
And tomorrow night, I will stand watch again
My heart has always been a storm

Please Keep Them In Your Prayers!!!A horriable accident has happend in Arkansas. Two underage teens were drinking and ended up losing control of the truck. The truck fliped over three times.The passenger wasn't wearing a seatbelt and ended up getting thrown out of the truck, which caused him to die. Now the driver could be faced with involuntary manslaughter.
I have went to school with these two guys for the last 13 years and now I will never get to see one of them ever again. Please keep Brandon, Dustin, and their families in your prayers.

The Mighty Midget Lives To Fight Again.I was worried for a while thou. With my temp jumping up to 102.4 then dropping to 96 then up again with in the same hour. Then there were the dizzy spells and horrible headaches. Body racking coughs and nausea, only to be told by the ER, it's nothing but a cold. Sorry nothing we can do. Even thou you just lost a large amount of blood from a nose bleed, nothing to worry about. So 2 mass nose bleeds later, pissed off parents, terrified husband, and one furious doctor I was sent to an ears, nose & throat doctor.
Guess what!!! In a rare but very serious case I was born with a bunch of vessels that work and join both nostrils instead of having them separate, not really the norm but hey I'm not really normal. Well they were ruptured and pumping out blood, like a little motor in my nose, so I was losing blood faster then I could replace it. B/c it would bleed for at lease an hour. So now I have one side packed till Monday, so they can see if I have to go and get more extensive surg

Kiss Me?Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Lover'sthere's an uncomfortable silence
between two lover's eyes
when one knows something
the other denies
---
and maybe it's more
than just love or that letter
or words unsaid
that are keeping them together
i sit and watch them
walk in the garden
waiting for one word
that maybe he'll pardon
the letter's in my hand
with blood on the page
and i'm still unoticed
while she's smelling the sage
he leans over
and whispers into her ear
"you know the truth.
i'll always love you, dear."
she smiles and laughs
as she falls for the lie
yet i'm still here
waitng for the cold night sky
the letter was for me!
and the love was mine!
but he flew away from me
like a second in time...
and, oh, the pain!
that i felt deep down inside
with the letter in hand
and their death on my mind
the knife in my hand
the letter of demise
and a quiet nervous sigh
as the moon did arise
she looks over her shoulder
ah! the look in her eyes
as the blade did twinkle
i

Up The HillWoohoo, I'm going up the hill today (Blackhawk, Colorado) to do some gambling with my cousin for her birthday. It's been awhile since I have been gambling in a casino, I think my last time was when i turned 21 and my family took me to Vegas. That was a blast, hopfully this is a blast as well.
So i'll be leaving today and i'll be back sometime tomorrow night, we are staying the night up there, and don't worry, I'll be DVRing the super bowl so i don't miss any of this years commercials, lol.
Hope you all have a great weekend, and i'll post a blog when i get home to let you know how it went.
Bye for now!!

EverythingI'd give you everything I have
My heart, my soul, my mind
To always have you in my life
And walk with you through time
My love for you goes on and on
I see no end in sight
You're more than just a name to me
Through your eyes my path has light
The way I feel when we are talking
Ishard for me to explain
But this I know in my heart
I wanna feel your pain
I wanna know you're every move
And feel your heartbeat
To always have you close to me
Would make my life complete
You do to me like no one has
Your beauty I see it shine
The way you walk, the way you talk
I want to make you mine
Please read these words that I have wrote
And think about what I've said
And keep them safe in your heart
Your mind, and your soul

The Dance (revised)I gazed across the room I saw you sitting there
your eyes wandered around as if I didnt exist
you think my dreams dont mean nothing
but I know what I think isnt a dream
you stole my heart
you broke my mind
I hope your life is a spiral that never gos up
I lust, I love, I lost, I fell,
I wont ever come back
where did u come from
where are u going
I hope things change but destiny has set its mind
my days are far gone
my love is lost
I lost the spot where you should have been
I hope your life is a depressing one
I hope you dont return
I hope I never gaze upon your sight again
and pretend I didnt exist

One Day After SchoolSo check out this story, I went to school one day wearing a shortened whip as a belt I really was just wearing it to let anyone who pays attention to me what I am into and the way I do things and of course to be doing something different. Well midway into the day a teacher of mine noticed it and thought that it maybe used as a weapon so she sent me to see the dean of discipline. Well let’s shed a little light on this lady 40 years of age or so red hair and so fucking hot it was a wonder she did not choose a different path of employment. Anyways back to the story so I go and see her well the first thing she asked was why I was wearing such a belt anyway well I explained to her it was a lifestyle statement and that she would not have any idea of what I was talking about (little did I know what was in store for me later that very day) and I assured her it was nothing of the sort meaning was not meant as a weapon. So she told me that was fine and she believed me to leave the belt with her

My SisHey all My Sister-in-law just joined CT yesterday.. stop by her page and give her a nice Cherry Tap Welcome.. rate her pics.. fan her and add her.. she is a really great person.. :)stacy@ CherryTAP

SpecialYou are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.
Special, accepting, exciting and wise
Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes
Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright
Yes that's you... not one bit of spite.
You're one of a kind, different from others
Generous, charming, but not one that smothers
Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game
But not just another... in the long chain.
Appreciative, warm and precious like gold
Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old
You'll always be there, I know that is true
I'll always be here... always for you.

Bush Seeks $130 Billion For U.s. Army - 42 Percent More Than This Year.Bush seeks $130 billion for U.S. Army
03 Feb 2007
The Army would get a sizable increase under Dictator Bush's 2008 budget that would help ease the strain from the demands of the Iraq and Afghanistan wars and 'meet equipment needs' [Halliburton, Blackwater USA]. The $130 billion would include more than $46 billion for personnel, an 8 percent increase, and nearly $24 billion to buy weapons and other equipment, 42 percent more than this year.
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070203/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/army_budget

The Suck For Your Solution..Your mouth is like a suicide
Talkin like you never died
Automatic charisma
For your chemical mind
I'll suffer for you
I'll suffer for you
You're kissing me like benzocaine with your sleeping pill eyes
Melting me down and suck suck sucking my brain
I'm gonna hate you tomorrow
Because you make me hate you today
I'm gonna hate you tomorrow
Because you make me hate you today
I can be the one that you believe in
I can be the liar in your bed
I'll be the suck for your solution
Tell me that your sex isn't dead
Dead
Your sex is dead
I've suffered for you
I've suffered for you
I've suffered for you since the day I was made
I've suffered for you
I've suffered for you
I've suffered for you since the day I was made
I am the center of your hate
I'm gonna be you tomorrow
Because you make me hate you today
I can be the one that you believe in
I can be the liar in your bed
I'll be the suck for your solution
Tell me that your sex isn't dead
Dead
your sex is dead
All so

Wont YouAnother valentines day but with a boy to love and something to say. Finally the day I've been waiting for the lovers day. I have something to give and something to ask. I can finally complete my dream and my task. Won't you be my Valentine? I'll be yours and you'll be mine. I'll give you my heart, give me the papers and my signature I will sign. Won't you be my valentine? I love you and you love me. We'll be together forever and make a little family. I'm your sugar and your my Honey. We will share smiles, tears and laugh at things that are funny. Won't you be my valentine? With you by my side I won't need the sun to shine. Put together by magic and fate, we both found our sole mate. I knew I always said I didn't need anyone but I do. I need you. So won't you be my valentine?

B.u.s.h Can't Prove Iran Link To Iraq StrifeB.U.S.H can't prove Iran link to Iraq strife - LINK - Defense Secretary Robert M. Gates seemed to concede Friday that U.S. officials can't say for sure whether the Iranian government is involved in assisting the attacks on U.S. personnel in Iraq.
http://www.latimes.com/news/printedition/front/la-fg-iran3feb03,1,2524049.story?coll=la-headlines-

Most Of You!!! (tee Hee)Pass This Lick To All Those You Wish To Taste….If You Get 1 Back Your Lickable……..
If You Get 3 Back Your A Tasty Treat……..If You Get 10 Or More Back....Your F*****
LickTastic!!! Have A Kick Ass Day :o)! Now Ya'll know that I would send U all back
one of these sooooo consider urself offically " LICKED ALL OVER TO THE FULLEST."
Which means that 'UR ALL LICKTASTIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Snow-klahoma...C'mon and * SING* with me!
SNOW-klahoma,
where the Cold Front's sweepin' down the plain; And the piles of sleet
beneath your feet Follow right behind the freezing rain.
SNOW-klahoma,
Ev'ry night my honey lamb and I
Travel home from work
and hope some jerk
Doesn't wreck our car in passing by.
We know we belong to the land
But it could use much more salt and sand!
And when we sayyyyyyy "YEEEOW!"
"Ay-yip-ay-yoh-E-ayyy!"
We're only saying "Two feet of ICE?!?!?!"
SNOW-klahoma!
SNOW-klahoma
Snow-K? No way! Not more, today...
Snow-kla-HO-ma!!!!! YEEOWWW!!

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?Your Eyes Should Be Brown
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart
What Color Should Your Eyes Be?
By Changing 1 answer this is what I got. I could have answer the question 2 ways.
Your Eyes Should Be Violet
Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure
What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion
What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

These Ladies Need Some TlcPlease help these wonderful ladies! They would do it for you! If you don't have time to comment bomb can please just repost this. Thank you very much!!
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Going To Gamblewell every weekend (just about) I make a trip to the boats to gamble (play poker mainly). I just think this is funny because if I did not usually win people would say I had a problem with gambling but since I win alot it is a good thing lol! Let me know your thoughts please!
Chris

Just A BikerI grew up with the love of motorcycles and bikers. I wanted to share this with you and hope it will make you think twice next time you see a biker.
Just a Biker by Dove.
I saw you; hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.
But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate
last Sunday.
I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other on the
sidewalk.
But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you; change your mind about going into the restaurant.
But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the
hurricane relief.
I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by
But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your
cigarette butt out the car window.
I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.
But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to
the homeless.
I saw you, stare at my long hair.
But, you didn't

JokeA secretary, a paralegal and a partner in a city law firm are walking through
a park on their way to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it
and a Genie comes out in a puff of smoke. The Genie says, "I usually only
grant three wishes, so I'll give each of you Justone.""Me first! Me first!" says
the secretary. "I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a
care in the world." Poof! She's gone."Me next! Me next!" says the paralegal.
"I want to be in Hawaii, relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse,
an endless supply of pina coladas and the love of my life." Poof! He's gone.
"You're next," the Genie says to the partner. The partner says,
"I want those two back in the office after lunch."

Someone Like YouForever Mine, I'm not quite sure
Past conversations are just a blur
you know that feeling of weak at the knees
like you could be that one for me.
Forever it seems that I have searched
to find someone just like you.
Someone to share my hopes and dreams with,
Someone to brighten my days.
Someone to wipe the tears from my eyes
if I was sad,
Someone to hold my hand.
Someone who'd be there to hold me tight,
Someone who understands.
This newfound feeling inside me,
it's almost more that I can take.
A feeling I have never felt before...
A feeling I'd like to get to know more.
Baby, I just want you to know...
I think you are that someone
that I've been searching for..
who could make my life complete.
I think you are that someone
who would love me endlessly
and would show me what life really means.
And I hope I can be with you
day after day.
Because I'm falling for you more
than my words could ever say.

Ozzyjust booked two tickets to see Ozzy Osborne live at the wembley arena london 19th june 2007 with black label society in support.so looking forward to it.

What Type Of Writer Should You Be?You Should Be A Poet
You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.
What Type of Writer Should You Be?

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?Your Personality Is Like Cocaine
You're dynamic, brilliant, and alluring to those who don't know you.
Hyper and full of energy, you're usually the last one to leave a party.
Sometimes your sharp mind gets the better of you... you're a bit paranoid!
What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

What Is Your Seduction Style?Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover
You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.
What Is Your Seduction Style?

Are You A Good Kisser?Your Kissing Technique Is: Passionate but Aggressive
Hey, slow it down a little!
Yes, you've got some killer kissing moves...
But that doesn't mean you need to show off ten minutes worth of technique in ten seconds.
Take your time. A little passion goes a long way.Are You a Good Kisser?
Are You a Good Kisser?

Rating PeopleI hate it when you friend, rate, and comment people and they never give the love back to you. Just a little frustrating thats all. haha. It is okay. Come rate, comment, and friend, and fan me I will return the favor. (and I don't just say that I actully do)

Mary Had A Little Lamb 2Mary had a little lamb
she tied him to a heater
he lifted his leg and took a piss
and fried his little peter.

Best Breast Contesthelp me out in the contest i can win a diamond ring and my own calendar
rate and comments needed

Rules For Women (as Shared By A Man!)We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules!
Please note ... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!
1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again!
1. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it.
1. Sunday equals sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
1. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her.
1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this on

3x'sBefore the morning's light chase shadows from my room
You left three kisses on my lips
So that when I awaken
My soul will be embraced by your faraway love
My heart wants to remember what I dreamt of this night
But dreams drift away as if blown like thistle-down before the wind
My Dream Spirit toils to capture the shards of lost thoughts and emotions
And once it collects all the fragments
The world suddenly blurs
Images of you flower into beautiful shapes around me
Charming my soul
My heart falls before your feet, rejoicing in our love
And when your dream lips meet mine my spirit is engulfed in flames
You sing to my Passion with whispers
For you know how fragile and delicate is she
Anything greater than a faint echo would turn her to dust
And the evening breeze would carry her away from my soul
My dream finally fades
Dissipating like gray phantoms surrendering to the emerging Sun God
And I am left tasting the warmth of your three kisses

The Norse Belief In The AfterlifeAsatru & the Afterlife
Five thousand years ago our ancestors (Indo-Europeans) surged across land and sea in a wave of conquest, trade, and exploration that has come down in story and in legend to stir our imagination even today. Asatru is essentially their cultural legacy, now worldwide, wherever their descendants roamed. Scandinavia is simply the last place this culture existed in it's purest form, untouched by the influx of Semitic and Oriental religion and culture. The Norsemen took part in this drama, as did the related Germanic tribes on the European continent. We, their descendents - whether Scandinavian, English, German, Dutch, Frankish, or related peoples - can draw upon these mighty forefathers for our inspiration today.
Asatru places the highest value of human freedom and individuality. This is true in both secular and religious matters, and is so strong that while we honor our gods and goddesses, we will never grovel before them. The Shining Gods and Goddesses (the Aes

Deep Water Fording W/ A Humveemy deep water fording experience w/ a humvee,the water was freezin cold if you can't tell the expression on my face..... at this point i grabbed on the rail cause i noticed it was alot deeper than i thought it was,that definetly wasn't 5 ft of water....

Picsif u dont like my dirty pics then dont look at them, lol. every girl has tits and a pussy, who cares, they are just pics,all the same,just different color and sizes, geez people its just parts so what if they are private, they are mine not urs,later

YesterdayYesterday was forever ago,
when it was only just a day,
but it still lingers and with,
every breath it starts to slip away.
Further in the past it goes,
And slowly my heart aches,
I don't know how long I can keep doing this,
Theres not much more I can take.
Tomorrow is so far away,
but I can feel it in my hands.
Tomorrow will feel like yesterday,
and fall though my fingers like sand.
So take the days as they come,
but hold them warm and tight,
cuz before you know it before your eyes,
your minutes make the night.
Written by my friend Alana and me.

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Check out this game site!! Great game to play. I am not a big gamer and I love it!!!
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An Unusual Questionis there anyone one on my list that would want me to post NSFW pics of myself(by myself and with others remember im bi)??

The Real DealTest ur Vampire IQ Real dealSo either your a nerd and learned a lot about vamps or u claim to be one! Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Adult Jokes1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S PUSSY FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here".
2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS?
A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under.
3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS?
A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear.
4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN?
A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet.
But when they go, they take your house and car with them.
5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING?
A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch.

Makes Sense To Me.Someone sent this to me in my email, I thought I'd share it with everyone. Its so true IMO.
THE TWO WOLVES
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson
about a battle that was going on inside himself.
He said, "My son, it is between 2 wolves.
One is evil: Anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity,
guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego.
The other is good: Joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness,
benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith".
The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his
grandfather, "Which wolf wins?"
The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one I feed."
Author Unknown

You Are Your Own BeautyYou Are Your Own Beauty
What a strange place to be in,
this world of beauty,
but also misery.
Have you ever reminisced over your life?
Of all the trials and tribulations, that you been through
and you came to realize all the beauty that was given to you
was to balance out all the pain
that would proceed along with you.
Have you ever loved and been loved?
Have you ever lied and been lied to?
Have you ever disliked and been disliked?
Have you ever cared and been cared for?
And through it all,
did you ever think
that there was a very important lesson
to be learned?
Hopefully yes!
“Treat others the way that you want to be treated!”
written by:
she-leopard

Would U Do Anything 4 $All for the moneyI would do things for money 20% of the timeTake the Would You Do It Quiz at JokesUnlimited.com

Twenty Nine Lines To Make You Smile :o)TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE
1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't.
2.. I don't suff er from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it.
3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them.
4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke.
5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive.
6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me
7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder.
8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe.
9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing.
10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes.
11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine.
12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many.
13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine.
14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps.
15. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again?
16. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under

~mother~I OWE MY MOTHER!
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE.
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside.
I just finished cleaning."
2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."
3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you
into the middle of next week!"
4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
" Because I said so, that's why."
5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck,
you're not going to the store with me."
6 My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear,
in case you're in an accident."
7. My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about"
8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."
9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
"Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"
10.

Our NightTaking your hand
Fingers to my lips
I want to love every inch of you
Taste every part of your body
As if I can drink your loves blood
Through your very pores
I want to get lost in your eyes
Consumed by your kiss
Set my body on fire
Quench the fire in my blood
With sweet caresses
Touch my soul with your passion
Lay down beside me
Feel my body crying for you
Let's get lost in each other
Touching, exploring, tasting
We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss
For this is our night
Want me, like no other
Need you, like the air that I breathe
Together, one mind, one soul
Fused in the heat of passionate love
Existing in this moment
Forever

You're Never Alone...A poem I found, it is for Andrew (Zeldan Master)
You're Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm
always near,
When your troubled, down or
blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always there for you.
It doesn't matter where I'm
at,
When you need someone to
talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.
If you need someone to hold
your hand,
or a hug to say I care,
If you need a shoulder to cry
on,
for you I will be there.
So never think you are burden,
when the weight get to be
to much.
You might find if you look hard
enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.
You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.
By KC
I kept this for you... when you were feeling blue and needed me... and thought now since you found Nichole and she found you... I would share it.
I LOVE YOU!!

Oh My!!!Roses are red
Violets are korny,
When I think of you
Ohh baby I get horny,
Eat me,
Beat me,
Bite me,
Blow me,
Suck me,
Fuck me,
Very Slowly,
If you kiss me,
Don't be sassy,
Use your tongue and make it nasty!!!
Pass this on to at least 8 people and 1 back to me... If you get it back at least 5 times, you know your a SEXY beast!

Bulletin For Me By Dontcha!!!MY SISTER NEEDS SOME HELP IN THIS CONTEST PLEASE....SHE HELPS ALL OF US OUT WITH COMMENT BOMBINGS EVERYDAY SO THE LEAST WE CAN DO IS SHOW HER A LITTLE LOVE BACK.. THE CONTEST RUNS FOR A WEEK... SO GET UR AZZEZ IN THERE AND SHOW HER SOME LOVE...THANK YOU "DONTCHA"
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Little RedLittle red came out today
The game she chose she shouldnt play
The moves were wicked
Their intentions cruel
The pawn this night the one named Wolf
Unspecting he sang his tune
They flocked like sheep
Their cries his sheer delight
But what was this that caught his eye ?
From a distance back she stood with her little red hood
Eyes as dark as night and lips which held the secerts of treasures yet untold
The lights would dim.... his flock cried soft protest as his words called to her
Trapped by the longing in his grey eyes
She moved with the seduction of the song
The hunter becoming the hunted
The softest tremble traveled along her spine
as he extended a hand.
The was no fear... the time for that had long since passed
She took too long he could not wait
He pulled her to him the hood was lost
All fell silent..... None dared move
His touch was fire....
His kiss like the sweetest breath
A gentle sigh ......
An then he knew
Little red became his

Fun Schtufftoday was a crazy day.
was gonna go to the movies with Ma and Luvy, but I then remembered I had to take my sister to AAA to get her liscence renewed, which didn't really work cause they closed when we got there. So we just did a little shopping and I took her back to Ma's house.
Anyway I felt bad about her going straight back home so I decided to give up the movie and me and her had a sister day. Which consisted of my shopping and her trying to control the babies. LOL fun, fun!
anyway now i'm at her house listenting to her and ma talk and Sibi giggle behind me uncontrollably.
What a day! =)

Sad News----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: SUPPORT TROOPS,(SSG SORENSON,(DIESEL)JUSTIN)
Date: Feb 3, 2007 5:36 PM
Subject: sad news
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment
community.
The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma
complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71.
Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities
turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs.
Butterworth,
HungryJack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess
Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours.
Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a
man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in
show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not
considered a very sm art cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked
schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a cru

A New Strategy!!!I just found a way to make the kids behave.
Play ETID videos on YouTube.
They were calm and they loved it.
SCORE!

I Have The Best HusbandEVERY morning for the last 2weeks i've been woke up by my husband kissing on my neck & whispering in my ear "You are sooo damn SeXy" & "i can't help but touch you* then he proceeds to bite & kiss my neck while he slips one hand between my legs & starts to gently rub my clit .....Mans got majic hands i tell ya lol.......Then i ask "What brought this on?" he says "how i can i lay here next to you with you naked & being sooo damn hot & not wanna touch you & make you cum" i hope this continues ;)

Lonely....I have never been one to really desire any sort of companionship. I was always sort of independent and I was happy with that... even when I had a boyfriend (2 1/2 years together and I never felt like I missed his ass when he wasn't there) I could handle going without talking to them for a day or two... ive just always been kind of a do it myself, be by myslef person. But lately it seems like all I want is someone to be by me. I'm kinda sick of this single life shit that everyone is trying to tell me is SOOOOO great. I don't think it's great at all, I think it's shitty. I've been happily single since 2004 (of course there was the occasional asshole... but nothing serious)
But MORE then I am sick of the "single life" I'm sick of guys who think they're "grown ass men" who can't make grown man moves... OR better yet pull some PUSSY shit on me.
Example one Rob we were together and when he tried to have sex with me and I said no he was like I don't think this is going to work (THEN W

Witches BirthWitches birth
White and black one on her back laying on a stone so cold
Mystic sings with Celtic rhymes with moonlight shining below
Firelight that glows warm and bright soothing her soul
Coming of age so she can engage the only spell she knows
The bride that’s right with the covens might will help her grow
With spoken lines and ivy vines she prays with all her soul
For seeing the light the witches birth tonight as the group grows
Tranquil being is all she seeks as the circle begins to meet
A prayer answerwd at the hour now she is a enchanted flower.
Scott Baker

Lol All About Asses!!We all know those cute little computer symbols called
"emoticons," where:
:) means a smile and
:( is a frown.
Sometimes these are represented by
:-)
:-(
Well, how about some "ASSICONS?"
Here goes:
(_!_) a regular ass
(__!__) a fat ass
(_/_) a Liposuctioned ass
(!) a tight ass
(_*_) a sore ass
{_!_} a swishy ass
(_o_) an ass that's been around
(_x_) kiss my ass
(_X_) leave my ass alone
(_zzz_) a tired ass
(_E=mc2_) a smart ass
(_$_) Money coming out of his ass
(_?_) Dumb Ass

No Mercy !!Well hmmmm, Let's see, we had the best time on Thursday night. Kicked ass on the other team which is always great but the Calendar girl & I shred a drink & compared titties! lol She won that match besides the pool match she kickes ass in !
Can't wait till next Thursday when we do it all over again! Sine we are 8 matches ahead in 1st place !!!!!!!!!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Tattoo ContestI'm in a tattoo contest. Not sure when it ends (didn't even know it started 'til a little bit ago). I'm pretty sure it's by comments, but I'd just appreciate it if you'd go and drop a vote ... Thanks!

Hey Hey HeyI am new to this thing called CherryTAP. If anyone can give me some pointers on how this fucker works, that would be awsome.
Thanks all and HELLO.

The Lost *****to All The Men And Women That Serve Us In The Us Military*****To war you march, trained in what you must know you hide your fear well adorning a face of bravery no one can look through when deep inside your breaking. They tell you at the barracks you might die and leave everone behind the thoughts of your love ones morning chills you to the bone. You fear becoming one of the lost to a war that makes no sense all you can do is follow the war order of a lame leader with a mind for violence. Fear turns to energy in your body befor you know it you are on the fields of war your friends dieing around you but what for you ask yourself. Yet your loyalty to your contry rings in your heart and the kinhood to your fellow brothers and sister to fght to save them and keep them safe burns on, you stride on with a purpose greater then any and that is to stay alive. So to all our men and women keep safe and come home the yellow ribbon is up on that old oak tree. OOH RAH SEMPER FI !!!

God's Beauty Tips..God's Beauty Tips
Please consider . . .
* For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
* For beautiful eyes, look for the good in other people.
* To lose weight, let go of stress, hatred, anger, discontentment and the need to control others.
* To improve your ears, listen to the Word of God.
* Rather than focus on the thorns of life, smell the roses and count your blessings, giving thanks for each one of them.
* For poise, walk with knowledge and self-esteem.
* To strengthen your arms, hug at least 3 people a day; Touch someone with your love.
* To strengthen your heart, forgive yourself and others.
* Don't worry and hurry so much. Rather than walk this earth lightly, walk firmly with determination and leave your mark.
* For the ultimate in business, casual or evening attire, put on the robe of Christ; it fits like a glove but allows room for growth. Best of all, it never goes out of style and is appropriate for any occasion.
* Doing these things

Cherrytap's Littlest Valentine Contest!!!!Love My Words
Ok... I am going to hold a contest for our littlest valentines.. i will be accepting pics of children ages 0 -11, the pic must be of your child or granchild!!!!(neice nephew ect..) I will be counting rates and votes.. so comment bombing is ok!!! Also use of sticky's and blasts are fine as they generate money to keep this place going!!! ;p
the contest will run from 9 am on feb 7th to 9 pm on feb 14th!!!
all entrants will receive a gift... a teddy bear!!!
1st place will receive $20,ooo... in gift/s of their choosing
2nd place will recive $10ooo in gift/s of their choosing
3rd place will recive $5ooo in gift/s of their choosing.
I reserve the right to pull your photo at anytime if i suspect cheating or if i find that the photo you use is not your relative.
If you are interested please send me a private message containing link to your photo. I will rip the photo to a prvate album till the contest opens. I will relaese all pics once the con

Storry Oneyou come over, i'm in the shower. you decide to strip down and joing me in the shower. when you step into the shower and i see you for the first time, all i can say is, "mmmm." I push you so you are under the water and start to was you, soaping you up and running my hand down to your manhood and slowly stroking you. Feeling and stroking your shaft and taking my other hand and fondling your balls. You whisper in my ear, " i have to sit down or I'm going to fall down." I help you get into a sitting position and then i straddle you, squatting right over your hard cock. Slowly, I sink down filling my pussy with your hard throbbing cock. "ahhhhh mmmmmm," is all you can manage to say as your cock is enveloped in hot slippery pussy.
I'm so wet, there is almost no friction. My hips slide toward your head and then reverse themselves in an almost alarming violence. you put your hands on my breats as i ride you. you squeeze them, lick them, suck on them and tease them. I lean forward and whips

The Art Of BesosSensuous lips move across your lover's body
as he waits the kiss that is bound by love
Opening his heart to express all he feels
you join with him as lovers should
Sweet kisses are rained upon his face
his glorious touch you cannot wait
Gently touching and caressing your breasts
his pulse quickens deeply upon your intent
You caress his chest with your sweet loving lips
he beckons for you to continue with this
You want to make his wishes come true
He reaches for you and your heart skips a beat
This is the moment that your heart has been waiting for
He touches your face and caresses your neck
and gently runs his fingers down the length of your back
The feel of his tongue inside your sweet mouth
sends fireworks straight to your heart
He loves you, you know its true
He opens is heart to love all of you
He looks into your eyes and the love that is there
is by far what he desires above all
He touches your hand and moves towards you
Showin

Cant Find Lovewhy is it so hard to fine love and then when u do they alse cheat and break ur heart

The End Of HeartacheI feel mistrusting of the human race right now. I guess building people up to only push them down is the new cool thing to do. Some days it seems like I'll never find anyone decent to form a friendship with.

By My Princess Its Hot Baby"First Round!"
( ADULTS ONLY PLEASE!)
I will take you now by the hand,
Lay down damn it, I push you on the bed.
I strip my clothes off doing a dance instead
Revealing my nice breast you take it all in.
Ill feel your arms giving you a chill,
Make you so horny ,Please be still.
Removing your shirt over your head
Kissing and sucking your pecks, over and again.
At this point you will be so hard
Yearning for my mouth to be on your bod.
Unbuckle your pants and off they will go
My mouth makes its way to the base you moan.
I kiss and suck the base of your dick
You continue to moan uummm suck it suck it.
I do what you say without hesitation
I cant wait, my mouth waters with anticipation.
I slide my tongue all the way up your fat cock.
Inserting it slowly, starting to suck
While tasting pre-cum, the whole thing in my mouth
I grab it firmly and up and down.
I wont let you cum no way no how
I want to enjoy it longer soaking in my mouth.
I move f

Random Things.45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:Einifffit. What did you do last night?:Play in the snow. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:A picture I guess. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:No. Last time you swam in a pool?:This summer. What are you wearing?:PJs. How many cars have you owned?:None. Type of music you dislike most?:Country. Are you registered to vote?:No. Do you have cable?:No. What kind of computer do you use?:HP/Gateway. Ever made a prank phone call?:Yes. You like anyone right now?:Yes. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:I'd maybe go bungee jumping. Furthest place you ever traveled?:That'd probably have to be Wisconsin. What's your favorite comic strip?:There are so many, but I guess Cyanide and Hapiness or Orneryboy. Do u know all the words to the national anthem?:I think so. Shower, morning or night?:Both/either. Best movie you've seen in the past month?:Blood Diamond. Favorit

In The Spirt Of Valentines DayIn the spirit of Valentines Day, although I'm not a fan of it, I'm tired of bashing on it. As I sit here w/ my tequila, a smoke, and nice slow music playing in the backround, I am reminded of what started me on the road to the sexual world that I live in.
I saw my first porno mag when I was around the age of 6. I had this next door neighbor kid named Donald that use to steal his brothers boobie mags and horde them in this vent at the old middle school in our town. One day while we were on the swings, he was like "ERIKA! I have something to show you!" I reluctantly got up, cause at that age all Donald was, was trouble.
Now this is back in 1984, so remember the chicks where full on bush back then. He opens up this magazine and it was like *BAM* Pussy! I was freaked. I didn't know what the fuck it was. I was informed from Donald that I had one of those, and that I should let him see it. At that age I was scared cause I was always told by my parents that you don't let an

Leaving The DarknessShe had disobeyed everyone. She had done everything in her power to leave the world of the undead.Monroe could no longer stand it there she was chained in the dungeon of darkness.She was bleeding and battered but it didn't matter she would join the world of the living once again. Oblina had had it with this little one though she was young she was stupid. As the dungeon door open she found Monroe had still not broken yet.The chains were once again raised.Monroe was lifted off the floor her arms were sore and felt as though they would come out of there sockets. Oblina smiled at her and wondered when she would break. As she stood there came the one they called Gar. With him he brought the crucifxes that would be embeded in her hands. They glowed the fiery red of a branding iron.Monroe stood he ground she feared nothing.She herself had face the grim reaper so she was not afraid.
Before the deed was done Oblina gave her one more time for her to break. Monroe said nothing as she was whipped

A Sad Day......A friend of mine from here lost her husband to enemy fire in Iraq Friday. The helicopter he was flying was shot down, killing him and one other soldier. She was 38 weeks pregnant and went into labor this morning after getting the report of Jason's tragic death. I spoke with her mother earlier today and she said that Genni is doing as well as expected. She said the only peace that she has is knowing that Jason died doing what he loved doing.
Please take a moment and whisper a prayer or send some thoughts her way. She is only 26 years old and such a sweet girl.

What Bill Gates Said......all Teenagers Should Read ThisBill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school.
He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world.
Rule 1:
Life is not fair - get used to it!
Rule 2:
The world won't care about your self-esteem.
The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.
Rule 3:
You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school.
You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.
Rule 4:
If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.
Rule 5:
Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.
Rule 6:
If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.
Rule 7:
Before you were born

On American Women And Their God Awful Taste In MenAllright, so looking around CT it's not hard to figure out that women, especially the American versions, are cursed with several fatal flaws. Chief among them is this: Not just that their taste in men sucks really bad eggs but more importantly, they seem to have no taste at all.
Today I picked on the guys, the wank jobs who like hurting women, want to tie them and beat 'em, and the ones who like 'em way too young. But now, I'm asking myself, why do said guys have so many women on their fan lists. I'll tell you the answer, just to save time, and hopefully provoke a fun argument. The women on MY list are completely exempt from these observations since the women I hang out with are a) cool b) tough c) sexy as all get out, and d) THINKERS.
My proposition is this: American women, though completely loveable, are plagued by certain things that set them at a disadvantage. Firstly, Americans as a whole are notorious for their naivte. This is both a good and a bad thing. In the men

The Beauty Of A Woman!The beauty of a woman is not in
The clothes she wears
The figure she carries
Or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman
Must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman
Is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman
Is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows,
The beauty of a woman
With passing years - only grows.

Wtf Is Going On?!?!?!Honestly, tonite, on the eve of my baby brother's 18th birthday, I've begun to ponder the real reason behind my own pitiful existance.
I mean, My little brother Is such the model student, the model son....
Me?!?!?
I'm a semi-alcoholic ex-con who failed miserably in school and almost everything in life, save for getting fucked up and playing guitar and shooting tattoos.
My brother?
He's going to college for a $100,000 + a year career.
I dunno.
I think I just need another drink

Wtf?How do you delete people from your family while on a sidekick iii?
Someone tell me!

EmiliaA man sits in his study, he is locked away from harm
He ties a strip of rubber, ties it tight around his arm.
In one hand is his enemy, the other holds a pen.
He floods his veins with heroin, and scribbles without end.
"My darling love Emilia, how long these months have been.
I'd trade my sight to see you, wait, that doesn't make much sense..
See, I've missed you, sweetheart, endlessly, I swear it's been so rough..
To fall asleep just wondering when I'll finally feel your touch..
We both know the pains of distance, we have felt it's sting before..
And we've always made it through, somehow, but this time hurt me more..
I don't have the nerve to call you, and I know that probably hurts..
But what I have to tell you love, would only make things worse..
Last week or so in New Orleans, I think it was Thursday night..
When after all that time my call got through, and I'd only called to fight?
After that, I went out walking, just to take you off

What I SawA freind asked me to tell her what it was that I seen a good time ago that still fucks with my head today. I was 14 and me and my freinds hung out at a large park with lots of picnic tabbles close to a wooded area . Most people in the park stayed clear of the area due to the rep. it and us had . They told there kids not to go there that was where the druggys and freeks play . They where right at that age I had a habit and a love for acid , pot ,pcp, and hash, we all did and that place was ours even the cops did not go there unless there where 5-10 to back them up. I was a puppy and most of the peeps there where about 20+ croud one day we all where seting around and haveing a good time drinking smokeing just another day . A guy that only came around to score and split showed up and stuck around for a while and got a little out of line . But in no way did he deserve what soon happened . He started to get a little to messed up and started breaking beer bottles on the tables . Another frei

A Pirate Weeps For Her Ship....the S/s FranceThis was sent to me by one of my fellow crewmembers, Bjorn, whom I served with onboard the Norway. I absolutely cannot express the sadness I feel, so I won't try. Instead, I'll just invite you to come aboard, and see for yourselves. Afterward, I will show you her glory days...
The Norway was the only ship in the world that was permitted to fly the flag of the United Nations. She was truly the perfect expression of the beauty of France, the country for which she was built in 1961....later, she came to symbolize a commitment to peace, by all the nations of the free world. Every week, her crew represented every country, every continent, and every language known to mankind.
The sweetest sound I know....
Here's what happened. The loss of the ship is indescribably sad. But the loss of my fellow crew members makes me weep. Here's what happened:
After watching all three in order, I'm feeling very sad. I will post a separate blog with some of my thou

My ViewGenerals gathered in their masses
Just like witches at black masses
Evil minds that plot destruction
Sorcerers of death's construction
In the fields the bodies burning
As the war machine keeps turning
Death and hatred to mankind
Poisoning their brainwashed minds... Oh Lord yeah!
Politicians hide themselves away
They only started the war
Why should they go out to fight?
They leave that role to the poor, yeah
Time will tell on their power minds
Making war just for fun
Treating people just like pawns in chess
Wait 'till their Judgment day comes, yeah!
Now in darkness, world stops turning
Ashes where the bodies burning
No more war pigs of the power
Hand of God has struck the hour
Day of Judgment, God is calling
On their knees the war pigs crawling
Begging mercy for their sins
Satan, laughing, spreads his wings
Oh Lord yeah!

Hi AllSo here iam new to this site and have no fucking idea what im doing????? hi to jaderepo though... thanx for the tip about this site!!!!! come check me out.. in need of action...

Late Nights Seem To Make My Libido Go CrazyAnd I basically hate it a lot
I'm sitting here at 4:40 in the fucking morning
This is one of those times where I'm really wishing I lived somewhere other than here
Or at least didn't have my computer's hard drive go "FHOASIFHEOFUEYF(WE*death*"
P.S.
The blog name is a song quote, and I bet NO ONE can tell me what song it is XD
P.P.S.
It's interesting how even when I'm in this mood I want you to run a zoo with me

Believe In LoveBeing around with you is great dear
Each moments spend with you seem sweet and wonderful
Loving you and longing for your touch from far
Is real tough dear, but I will always love you
Even though I don't know what the future holds, but
Valentine you will always be in my heart
Everlasting with my love for you
I am insane in loving you? You may ask
No. You'll always have a special place in my heart
Lasting with my love and devotion
On the hidden paradise deep inside my heart
Very special you will always be
Endless loves for you till the end my dear.

The Death Of A Best FriendIt's been all most a year since one of my best friends died right be side me. i can't believe how fast time goes by, it seems just like yesterday we where driving around and listening to music. His death was sudden and the causes of his death are still unknown. So as i remember him and think that he is in a better place, i also know now how short life really is and how fast it can be taken a way. i live my life one day at a time and try to do as much as i can in one day. i know that he is looking down on me and i hope he is smiling. and i want him to know not a day goes by that i don't think about him. the song that plays on my profile was his favorit song so as i end this blog i say to "my self rest in peace john you are and never well be forgotten"

What Is LoveWhat is Love?
Love is a slow Kiss goodnight.
(It's Anticipation)
Love is an Imperfection
in yourself not bothering you.
(It's Acceptance)
Love is passing up an Opportunity
because the Time isn't right yet.
(It's Patience)
Love is a Back massage that starts above
the hairline and ends around the insoles.
(It's Exploration)
Love is not having to say
"Let's make love"
because you know what to do.
(It's Humor)
Love is being told
"Stop and I'll kill you"
(It's Desire)
Love is reviewing the damage
to your living room
and realizing personal effects
are strewn in a clockwise pattern
from the front door to the bedroom.
(It's Abandonment)
Love is seeing what your lover
really looks like for the first time.
(It's Truth)
Love is knowing what time it is
and not caring.
(It's Joy)
Love is the arms around you
tightening their embrace.
(It's Ecstasy)
Love is seeing a new side
of a person you thought you knew.
(It's Re

Another Stupid OneTaking Life By The Horns...
An Army Ranger was on vacation in the depths of Louisiana and he wanted a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the "no haggle" attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the Ranger shouted, "maybe I'll just go out and get my own alligator so I can get a pair of shoes made at a reasonable price!"
The vendor said, "By all means, be my guest. Maybe you will run into a couple of Marines who were in here earlier saying the same thing."
So the Ranger headed into the bayou that same day and a few hours later came upon two men standing waist deep in the water. He thought, "those must be the two Marines the guy in town was talking about." Just then, the Ranger saw a tremendously long aligator swimming rapidly underwater towards one of the Marines.
Just as the aligator was about to attack, the Marine grabbed its neck with both hands and s

Replyfrom: NinjaSabby~Ct Bouncer-
date: 2007-02-04 06:27:07
subject: mumms
read receipt: Yes
replied: 2007-02-04 06:29:20 block user
i really dont know why you got banned from doing mumms since there are about 19 other bouncers on the site.so i really dont know but i think it last for about 24hours or so.and we look at every mumm stash that is posted to verify things. and the person that you just referred to scott and whoever has just been warned by me to stop posting comments that are unappropiate and demeaning to other members and they will lose the risk of having their comments taken away if they keep doing that. so sorry if i cant be of much more help

Second Replyfrom: NinjaSabby~Ct Bouncer-
date: 2007-02-04 06:31:51
subject: RE: mumms
read receipt: Yes
replied: No block user
the bouncers have all been told to double check the mumms so things should be better. it will still be only whoever bouncer happens to be checking the mumms at the time. and all the bouncers knows the rules for mumms and stuff
=== 'Hammie IfUDn'tWntCmnts ThnDn'tWrtMums& ShtThHllUp!!!' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-04 06:29:20'..
From Hammie
> So through no fault of mine, I am banned from mumms for 24 hours? Man, you need to institute new safeguards...my suggestion is that it take at least three designations to delete something. This is a great site..and you're being taken over. Ohhh...and I am now seeing that she got to some of my friends as well...mine will not be the only complaint.

3rd ExchangeThat is an absolute travesty...
i can check you out but i cant undo the bann since the ban was done by one of the owners of the site you will have to sit the bann out sorry not much i can do there
=== 'Hammie IfUDn'tWntCmnts ThnDn'tWrtMums& ShtThHllUp!!!' spewed forth the following at '2007-02-04 06:34:57'..
>
> So there's no way you can check me out, find me not a threat to the public tranquility...and take this ban off?

AnnoyedI am distgusted, at the news in the UK this week, several Muslims who say they moved here to intergrate with this society have been arrested this week. As a plot allegedly by them to kidnap a number of soldiers returning from Iraq after there service there. These so Muslims arrested intended to servere the heads of these brave soldiers, and publish this on the net for all to see. I only wish that these people whom come here not intending to intergrate stay put and dont take the trip here, dont bother coming to a country that has differnt values on things, with the intent on trying to change them.
To finsh off those arrested if charged are cowards, I have yet to see these terrorists ever show their face when carrying out thses acts. If you are that brave and such a marter stop hiding behind, innocents and veils.
THIS BLOG IS NOT RECIST IT IS A POINT IN WICH I FEEL I SHOULD MAKE. TO SHOW THE WORLD WHAT IS GOING ON.
Thank you
JP

Fishing> Subject: Gone Fishing
>
>
> Boudreaux been fish'n down by de bayou all day an
> he done run outta night crawlers.
>
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> He be bout reddy to leave when he seen a snake wit
> a big frog in his mouf.
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> He knowed dat dem big bass fish like frogs, so he
> decides to steal dat froggie.
>
>
> Dat snake, he be a cotton moufed water moccasin,
> so Boudreaux had to be real careful or he'd get bit.
>
>
> He snuk up behine de snake and grabbed him roun de
> haid. Dat ole snake din't lak dat one bit.
>
> He squirmed and wrapped hisself roun Boudreaux's
> arm try'n to get hisself free. But Boudreaux, him,
> hada real good grip on his haid, yeh.
>
>
>
> Well, Boudreaux pried his mouf open and got de
> frog and puts it in his bait can.
>
>
>
> Now, Boudreaux knows dat he cain't let go dat
> snake or he's gonna bite him good, but he had a
> plan.
>
>
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> He reach into de back pocket of his bib overhauls
> and

ConfessionsA boy and his date were parked on a back road some
distance from town, doing what boys and girls do on
back roads some distance from town.
Abruptly, the girl stopped the boy dead in his tracks.
'I really should have mentioned this earlier, but I'm
actually a hooker and I charge $20 for sex.'
The boy reluctantly paid her, and they did their thing.
After the obligatory cigarette, the boy sat in the driver's
seat, staring out the window. 'Why aren't we going
anywhere?' asked the girl.
'Well, I should have mentioned this before, but I'm
actually a taxi driver, and the fare back to town is $25.'

Just Sayin...BEARS ARE GONNA KICK ASS TODAY!!!! WOOHOO
Oh...& if you haven't rated my pics please do so...when I jump another level I can add more ;)
I always have more pics to add. ;) ;)
XXXXOOOOOOO

Love&mindPeople today have been confused for a long time. They do not know that their own mind is the real deal. They do not know that their own essence is the real Dharma. Wishing to seek Dharma, they attribute it to remote sages; wishing to seek true.love, they do not observe their own mind.
bryan.aKa.the writer

Im So Lostyea so i have been on this cherry tap for about 50 minutes now or more and i have idea wtf im doing everything is so damn complicating what happened to everything being a little more easier then this..i will get used to it sooner or later..
So who is everyone goin for tonight...im hoping the BEARS win..."GO CHICAGO"
YA''LL HAVE FUN AND STAY SAFE TONIGHT

Broken WingsNo Prayer For Me
Angels in humility before man
Put here by His hand
Ever watching, ever crying
Wailing well unto those upon high
Is there a prayer for me?
Stumbling thru darkness,
cutting myself upon stones of life
Knowing it to be all a lie
Unto the Lords they cry O how they cry
But Angels in humility are known by all
for their crimes O God, as am I
No prayer for me, I dwell for naught
And upon deaf ears, do they cry
For in darkness there dwells a pit
Covering the abyss with more lies.
For in His eyes we have all died.

Right Time And PlaceWe say there is a right time and place for everything.It's easy to say, but
hard to understand.The Elders tell us there is a right time and a right place. Don't plant
seeds in the fall- wrong time. One way we find out about the right time and
right place is our experience. If we are lucky, we have a few friends who
will share their experience; this will help us too. The best way is to let
God guide us. Only He knows the right time and the right place. So we need
to pray and ask Him for guidance.
Great Spirit, show me patience so I can live in the right time and right
place. We say a right time and right place? How can there be if we do not wish to
give things a chance? Mans impatience is is truely astounding. You do not
believe it? Try standing in a busy store and watch people, It is like a
lottery when a cash register opens up.Everyone shuffles to see who gets
there first. How can we have a right time and right place if we are always
in such a hurry to not tak

The Wonderfull F WordWhile rateing profiles I ran across this on someones profile.I agree with all that it says
so here i post a copy so that it gets noticed.
Perhaps one of the most interesting words in the english language today, is the word fuck. Out of all the english words that begin with the letter 'f' ...fuck is the only word refered to as 'the f word... It's the one magical word. Just by its sound can describe pain, pleasure, hate and love. Fuck, as most words in the english language is derived from german ...the word fuieken, which means to strike.
In english, fuck falls into many grammatical categories:
As a transitive verb for intance ...John fucked Shirley.
As an intransitive verb...Shirley fucks.
Its meaning is not always sexual, it can be used as...
An adjective such as ...John's doing all the fucking work.
As part of an adverb ...Shirley talks too fucking much.
As an adverb enhancing an adjective ...Shirley is fucking beautiful.
As a noun ...I don't give a fuck.
As

Support Our First Wiccan Army ChaplainFrom http://www.witchvox .com/vn/vn_ detail/dt_ gno.html?&id=14456
Support Our First Wiccan Chaplain
Proclaimed by: Tim Grimalkin
Proclaimed from: Sandy, Utah
Proclaimation. ..
The U.S. Army is in the process of accepting it's first ever Wiccan Chaplain, but much as the issue of Pentacles on headstones has been belabored for some time, it seems so is the recognition of Captain Larsen.
The Army's ad hoc Wiccan Associate Organization, The Sacred Well Congregation, has been the standard by which military Pagans and others have been able to become certified as local coven leaders. CPT Larsen had fulfilled these requirements through Sacred Well, in addition to many other hours of collegiate level scholarship as stipulated by the Army.
Just recently, CPT Larsen's recognition as a Wiccan Chaplain was defeated, though perhaps just for a short while.
To help expedite his recognition, I am calling on all of you here who have a few moments to post some support for him on t

Wishnever think that a wish is such as silly thing,alot is to be said for wishes our wishes,and the wishes of others,there is alot of hope that comes from a wish.it is in all of us.because sometimes wishes come true.so never stop wishing.
thank you.

Legend Of The Taotaomona Of GuamThe taotaomonas (people before recorded time) are the apparitions of the ancient people of Guahan. The Spanish-Chamoru War between April 2, 1672 and July 1695 resulted in the deaths of over 150,000 native inhabitants which included the manmakahnas (ancient medicine healers later dubbed suruhanos and suruhanas by the Spanish). Many of the ancient Latte Stone sites were once villages burned and destroyed by the Spanish soldiers. Roaming the jungles are ancestral spirits with unresolved but determined purpose. Historian Benigno Palomo writes, "While it is often said that the ancient Chamorro had no organized priesthood, no temples and no defined religious creed, therefore, no rituals, according to Padre San Vitores 1669, the Chamorros worshiped the spirits of their ancestors, called aniti. The aniti were sacred and powerful spirits who could help them. When angered, however, they could do harm. As a result, the spirits and relics of the dead, especially of one's ancestors, were feared and

Painful Medical HumorLet me tell you about my doctor. I call him Groucho. He is very good. If you tell him you want a second opinion, he will go out and come in again.
Another time he gave a patient six months to live. At the end of the six months, the patient hadn't paid his bill, so the doctor gave him another six months.
While he was talking to me his nurse came in and said, "Doctor, there is a man here who thinks he is invisible." The doctor said, "Tell him I can't see him."
Another time a man came running in the office and yelled, "Doctor, doctor, my son just swallowed a roll of film." The doctor calmly replied, "Let's just wait and see what develops."
One patient came in and said, "Doctor, I have a serious memory problem." The doctor asked, "When did it start?" The man replied, "When did what start?"
I remember one time I told my doctor I had a ringing in my ears. His advice: "Don't answer it."
My doctor sure has his share of nut cases. One said to him, "Doctor, I think I'm a bell." The doc

Nsfw PhotoApparently one of my photos was flagged as NSFW. I'm going to move the photos into another album still viewable to everyone since there is no real nudity in it.

Pissy Little Ex'sYou know.....
I Am SO fucking pissed off! UGH , my bitchy little ex is still blaming me for her crappy little insecurities. Like her shitty relationship is my fault!
FUCK THAT! she left me i didnt leave her she left me! I moved my ass half way around the fucking world for her sorry ass, and she cheated on me, she lied to me. Sure i could of been better but i was stupid because i let her rush me and i made mistakes but she is so not a fucking angel.
I swear I am so ready to go back to Arizona and let her fucking see the damage she did to me and how long its taken to get over all she did to me, and then i'll knock her fucking loser boyfriend out cold.
Bullshit about him being ex army, i fucking doubt it, Army has repsect for other army, He's just another fucking bitch who thinks because he's big and tall he cant be touched. I wonder when he will learn that size doesnt always matter. Maybe he'll come to his sences once i knock his ass out!
They better fucking NEVER set foot

Womens WorthOne Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they
think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you
to show how muc

Heyso whats up everyone?? I dunno what to write lol... Can't wait for the end of this month..

Birthday TrainHEY EVERYONE I AM TRYING TO START A BIRTHDAY LOG.SO WHEN ITS SOMEONES BIRTHDAY I WILL POST A BULLENTINE AND ALSO SOME SURPRISES.WOULDNT IT BE NICE TO HELP YOUR FRIENDS CELEBRATE THERE BIRTHDAY.SO PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR INFO ON IT AND WHEN ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY WE WILL CELEBRATE.

Snowflakes Whisper Your NameSnowflakes Whisper Your Name
by BlueWolf
Mist upon the window
Awoke with an early morning wish
For you my pretty lovely
To gaze into your angle face
Midnight madness
Has kept me awake
A new day
Every one keeps you far at bay
Watching the snow
Swirling round and round
Like the dance of love
That you and I have found
Soft falling snow
Whispers call your name
Snowflakes as they fall
Each echo "I love you"
How gently they fall
As the way I have fallen for you
Pretty lovely
Snowflakes whisper your name
My heart is cold and empty
While you are far away
My pleading encouraging you to stay
In this lonely moment
The memory of your smile I embrace
Sending you my pretty lovely
Snowflakes that whisper your name.......

Sorry...Sorry for not being around. I lost my job around the second of the new year and have been at a different job, which I am not to thrilled with. I did receive a phone call in which I might be getting my old job back. I will find out tomorro.
Hopefully I will be around more often than before.
Hugz

Phenomenal Woman: phenomenal women , pretty women wonder where my secret lies i'm not cute or built to suit a fashion models size but when i start to tell them they think i'm telling lies i say, it's in the reach on my arms the span of my hips, the stride of my step, the curl of my lips. i'm a women Phenomenally . Phenomenal woman, thats me . i walk into a room just as cool as you please , and to a man , the fellows stand or fall down to their knees . then they swarm around me , a hive of honey bees i say , it's the fire in my eyes and the flash of my teeth the swing in my waist and the joy in my feet i'm a woman . Phenomenally . Phenomenal woman thats me . men themselves have wondered what they see in me they try so much but they can't touch my inner mystery when i try to show them they say they still can't see. i say it's in the arch of my back the sun of my smile the ride of my breasts teh grace of my style i'm a woman .Phenomenally . Phenomenal woman . that's me

AmazingLife Is A Constant Up And Down Ride, As We Walk Aimlessly Til We Find That One Person That We Want As A Partner For Life. Once We've Found Them It Seems Like Nothing Could Remove Them Or Take Their Place. Its What We're Put Here For And What Makes Life Bright. Hugs And MUAHZZZ To The Sweetie In My Life.

Are You Ready For Some Football??I'm sooo sad my EAGLES didn't make it, but GO BEARS!!! *giggle*
I will be LIVE on cam after the game! I'm also uploading TONS of new pics and 2 new videos. Tonights free fanclub show will be at midnight eastern. See you there and have fun watching the game and of course the commercials!!! xoxoxo Cass

Ok Another ContestSomeone nominated Me for This..So I guess I'm going for it.
Help out if you can...Thanks EVIL

One Of My Most Favorite Player Morris BradshawMorris Bradshaw of the Oakland Raiders
Q: Who were some of your favorite teammates?
Morris Bradshaw: I would probably have to start with the guys I was drafted with in 1974. Henry Lawrence was our first round draft pick and I ended up rooming with Henry whose nickname was “Killer.” Dave Casper and Mark van Eeghen, I ended up becoming fairly good friends with all of them. As I got more entrenched on the team I ended up becoming friends with guys like Clarence Davis, Jack Tatum, Cliff Branch, Willie Brown and Fred Biletnikoff. These were guys, as far as your teammates were concerned, that I ended up having very good relationships with.
Q: Do you still keep in touch with any of your teammates?
Morris Bradshaw: Because of what I do here with the Raiders now, I stay in touch with all of them. Some more so than others because of geography and things of that nature. Mark van Eeghen lives in Rhode Island but our families were pretty close with our kids growing up, they are all adul

Walmart WinesWal-Mart announced that, on February 14, 2007, it will begin offering customers a new discount item ... WALMART's own brand of wine. The world's largest retail chain is teaming up with Ernest & Julio Gallo Winery of California to produce the spirits at an affordable price, in the $2-$5 range.
Wine connoisseurs may not be inclined to throw a bottle of WalMart brand into their shopping carts, but "there is a market for inexpensive wine," said Kathy Micken, professor of marketing at University of Arkansas, Bentonville. She said: "But the right name is important."
Customer surveys were conducted to determine the most attractive name for the Wal Mart wine brand. The top surveyed names in order of popularity were:
10. Chateau Traileur Parc
9. White Trashfindel
8. Big Red Gulp
7. World Championship Riesling
6. NASCARbernet
5. Chef Boyardeaux
4. Peanut Noir
3. I Can't Believe it's not Vinegar
2. Grape Expectations
1. Nasti Spumante
The beauty of Wal-Mart

I Bought In!!I was surfing around CT when I noticed a small green link for the CT Super Bowl Pool.. so I clicked it.
I went in for the bears... see
So who did you go in for??

Thinking Of Leaving The TapI never thought I would have to say this but I think now is the time to bring it up, I am Very Seriously thinking of Leaving Cherry Tap, I cannot Handle certain things that have been happening lately.
All the Mixed Signals that I have been getting it seems like I have been thrown from Pillar to Post a Million times.
I am Sorry To all my Friends and Family,and to all my Much Loved Internet mums out there but I just do not know how much longer I can Stand this Pain inside, I AM FALLING APART RAPIDLY

Wear YouI long to wear you like a softly-scented cologne,
to smell your essence around me when I'm all alone, to inhale you with each breath from the moment I wake, to taste you on the wind with every step I take.
I long to wear you like a satin or velvet glove,
to run your hands across my skin, yearning for your love, feel you play my body like a harpist on his strings, lightly touching my flesh with the brush of angel wings.
I long to wear you like a sparkling golden band,
always look upon you like a jewel on my hand, see the star-light in your eyes as you look up to me and know that you are exactly where you long to be.
I long to wear you like honeyed sunlight in my hair, to feel your touch upon me, your kisses in the air, to have you wash over me like a wave from the sea and to feel your wet tongue as it savors all of me.
I long to wear you like the joyous curve of my smile, to wear you like the laughter which echoes all the while, to dissolve in the mist of you, the beat of

Ohhh,i'll Know What To DoWell, Dear, Dear Venusians, and Fellow Martians, I can guarantee one thing - you WON'T find this in the AMA Journal!
If there IS any moral herein to prove, it is that while we are DIFFERENT, once in a great while (usually MONTHLY for some ODD reason?) we people from two distinct Planets do find a COMMON ground - SEXUAL DESIRE! Albeit RARE, can be quite SATISFYING - when BOTH parties are attuned, that is! ..
Once upon a time, in a Land far, far Away,
Let’s call it the Lower Region, Okay?
It was Empty and Barren; there was no Life.
Then along came Tester, from Testosterone, seeking a Wife.
A Spaceship landed with Ester, from Estrogen, a town in Venus,
She had really nice “Hooters” but Alas, no Penis!
Tester, a Martian, lacked any Luster inside his Head,
Being most Horny, he thought with his “Member” Instead.
Ester was Earnest, and Eager, just like a Beaver.
While Tester was Sly and Slippery, a Great Deceiver.
One had a Void, like The Great Divide,
T

I Love The World!!JUST HAVEN A GROOOOVEY DAY!!! WANTED TO SHARE IT>>> BLESSED BE TO ALL>>>> LOVES HUGS SMOOCHES

More PicsI just got an increase of 5 photos.... WOO HOO ( not really but ok) So I have posed a few more pics of the Camaro project. And I posted one more pic of me. So check the pics out n leave me some love.

Signs Of Maturity1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.
2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question.
3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge.
4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed.
5. You hear your favorite song on an elevator.
6. You watch the Weather Channel.
7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of hook up and break up.
8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14.
9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up."
10. You're the one calling the police because those damn kids next door won't turn down the stereo.
11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you.
12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore.
13. Your car insurance goes down and your payments go up.
14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonalds leftovers.
15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt.
16. You no longer take naps from noon to 6 PM.
17. Dinner and a movi

Lips Of An AngelHoney why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying
is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I don't never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard

~~~~ I Love You ~~~~My love for you has no boundaries.
It has no middle or end
just beginnings
for my feelings for you
grow stronger and stronger every day.
Despite when we are apart
there is a connection between us
that is unmistaken.
I’m on fire
by the sound of your voice.
I ignite from your gentle touch.
Just when the yearning
and anticipation of being with you
is too hard to bear
you’re here
olive eyes half closed and starry.
Your unique scent sets my heart on fire.
And when your fingers glide down my cheeks
I feel a warmness run through my body
that words can’t construe .
It’s a desire that I’ve come to believe
is to be shared just between us two.
The passion that flows between us
is rare and one that will never die.
The day I found you
I realized that dreams did come true .
I thank the Lord everyday
that I have

The Bombing Of Israel...CENTURIES OF WAR, SPILLING OCEANS OF BLOOD. A RODENT-LIKE SPECIES SO VILE AND UNLOVED. THE BOMBING OF ISRAEL, QUITE DELIGHTED TO SEE. THE TOTAL DESTRUCTION OF TEL AVIV. A PERSECTED PEOPLE? A VINTAGE JEWISH CRY. A JUDAIC PROMOTION OF A RELIGION AND IT'S LIES. DESCENDING FROM THE SKIES, GREATEST JUSTICE OF ALL, SEMITES ON THEIR HANDS, BLEEDING AS THEY CRAWL. THE JEWISH WORLD ORDER BECOMES APPARENT EVERYDAY. SECOND AMERICAN REVOLT IS NOT THAT FAR AWAY. ROARING EXPLOSIONS, A DEAFENING BLAST. THE BOMBING OF ISRAEL, WE'RE FREE AT LAST!
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Sweet HeartI'M JUST LETTING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS KNOW THAT I'M THE SWEET HEART CONTEST!!!!! I'M REALLY HOPING THAT EVERYONE WILL TRY AND HELP ME OUT ON THIS!!! I ALWAYS HELP EVERYONE ELSE OUT AS MUCH AS I CAN!! I HOPE EVERYONE WILL DO THE SAME 4 ME???!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! :)))

Fourteen Words...BY THE STALKING IN THE DARKNESS, BY THE STARS THAT SHOWN ABOVE. FOR THE HATRED OF OUR ENEMIES, AND THE PEOPLE THET WE LOVE. FOR THE FUTURE OF THE WHITE RACE, THE WHITE SUPERMAN. FOR THE KILLING OF OUR RACIAL FOES, RIGHT DOWN TO THE LAST MAN! BY THE HOLY CREED OF PROMISE, CALLED RACIAL LOYALTY. BY THE CRUSHING AWESOME POWER, OF THE COMING VICTORY!!!
BY THE SHINING OF THE NIGHT SKY, BY THE REAPER'S BLOODY HAND. FOR THE UNSUSPECTED MASSACRE, OF EVERY ALIEN MAN. FOR THE UNQUENCHED WILL TO POWER, FOR THE HUNGER THAT'S INSIDE. FOR THE SEARING, BURNING ENERGY, OF EVERY OUNCE OF PRIDE. BEYOND GOOD AND EVIL, WE RISE ABOVE THE FRAY. THROUGH DEATH WE SEEK A NEW LIFE, OF A WHITER, BRIGHTER DAY! FOR ALL OF THESE THINGS, WE WILL FIGHT TO THE DEATH! UNTIL WE SECURE OUR FUTURE, WE SHALL NEVER REST! LET ME HEAR YOU SAY...FOURTEEN WORDS TO SAVE OUR RACE.
1488

In My Time!!This is just another something that came out of me,it's not as good as my last blog but it's whats in my heart and mind right now.
In My Time .
I have love you.
I have lost you.
I have found you.
In My Time.
I have killed you.
I have believed you.
In My Time.
I have wonder about you.
I have asked about you.
I have accepted you.
In My Time.
I have given you up.
I have stood by you.
I have fallowed you.
In My Time.
I have lead you.
I have longed for you.
I have pushed you away.
In My Time.
I have held you.
I have watched you.
I have touched you.
In My Time.
I have grown from you.
I have learn from you.
I have needed you.
In My Time.
I have asked for you.
I have beged for you.
I have missed you.
In My Time.
I wonder what you want.
I wonder what you need.
I wonder what you long for.
In My Time.
I now ask you,
what you want,
what you need,
what you long for.
In My Time

Things That Make Me Happy Today ♥1. Dwayne for being a sweetie(this one is pretty much every day though!
2. w00t w00t for always making me laugh
3. Cadbury mini eggs
4. Pepsi Slurpee
5. my PS2 because it's gonna entertain me tonight

Favortie PicsWell, I think once I get some points here, and have more photo room, I am going to add some pics that I like of people on my friends list. I will ask the friend if I can rip their pic, and put it in a folder on my page. It might be a private one, but I am not sure yet. If you read this, and do not care if I get one of your pics, leave a comment and let me know. Also, you can PM me, or comment my profile page. I know a few of my friends pics that I like already, and would have to look at ALL the friends I have for others. I will not take any NSFW stuff. Thanks -Matt-

Can't Wait To GoMy husband and I got into it again. I swear, like three times a week we argue...EVERY week. That isn't good. I can't wait to go to Houston, I'm so excited. I have one wish concerning me leaving to Texas, and I hope it comes true this year. Will you make it come true?*

Hi To My FriendsWHAT OR WHERE TO i HAVE TO GO TO DO MORPHING CAN SOME ONE TELL ME THIS

Girlfriend Application!BASICS:
Name:
Age:
Location:
Height:
Hair (color and style):
Eyes:
Piercings/tattoos:
OTHER:
1. Where would we go on dates?
2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists?
3. Do you drink/smoke??
4. Do you like the rain?
5. If so...would you play in it with me?
6. Do you like movies?
7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?
8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?
9. Would you kiss my forhead?
10. Do you play an instrument?
11. If so...what?
12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?
13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?
14. Favorite body part on a girl?
15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?
16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)?
17. Would you give me kisses just because?
What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
We got in a fight:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

ForgottenCOME ON I KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF NICE PEOPLE HERE ON CHERRY TAP GOOD FRIEND BONNIE'S 21 TODAY AND SHE GOT STUCK AT HOME WITH NO LOVE PLS SEND HER A GIFT ANYTHING IF U CAN PLSS SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE IS A SINGLE MOM AND ITS HARD ENOUGH ON HER
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/493452
THATS HER PROFILE SEND HER A GIFT

He Is MineAs I roam this world
I search
With my eyes wide open and heart searching and my spirit free
I feel what others choose not to feel
I touch so I can see all that there is too see and feel
some souls so dark that the fear in me wants to run
but run I must not
I have to stand and fight
in a simple look I see more than most
in a smile be in real or fake
and with just one touch, I know
I have a demon deep inside of me that wants to come out an play
it wants to show itself
but I must search for the one who can control my demon
not break it’s spirit,
just join it and live.
The man I seek is the beast within
who has no fear of my spirit
he rides the night we me
and we are one
The beast can touch my soul
and I will not resist his touch
he can lead me to the path of union
he will know my touch
I will touch him like no other can
he will never hungry for another touch or soul
he is mine
06kb

Why Love HurtsExplination: I've been feeling really emotional today, and just feel like venting. So I don't know where it will go, but I kinda feel like writing poetry. Take it as you like.
There is nothing as painful or as confusing as telling a friend that I'm in love and it hurts.
-Why they ask, if it is love, does it hurt.
Because I love him, and I know he loves me, but he does not listen to what I need.
-What I need they question me?
Yes, what I need, the emotional stuff, the petty stuff.
He gets mad, and thinks I'm asking for sex.
-Sex? They ponder?
Yes, the horizontal swing, erotic limbo, except you replace cha cha cha with Oh oh OH!
-Oh! They reply.
That is what he is thinking, but that is not what I am wanting.
Oh the things I want, I didn't think they were much. Even now I do not know how to ask for more.
-Ask for more?
Yes, more, I want more. I want love and emotion, to be wanted and needed, cuddled and kissed. Is that too much to ask for?
-No.
Then why is it too much for

Snowflakes Whisper Your Name { Karulvinth For Life}Mist upon the window
Awoke with an early morning wish
For you my pretty lovely
To gaze into your angle face
Midnight madness
Has kept me awake
A new day
Every one keeps you far at bay
Watching the snow
Swirling round and round
Like the dance of love
That you and I have found
Soft falling snow
Whispers call your name
Snowflakes as they fall
Each echo "I love you"
How gently they fall
As the way I have fallen for you
Pretty lovely
Snowflakes whisper your name
My heart is cold and empty
While you are far away
My pleading encouraging you to stay
In this lonely moment
The memory of your smile I embrace
Sending you my pretty lovely
Snowflakes that whisper your name...
Our love is like the Northern Star, it outshines all the rest.

Who Knows How To Sing {well}?Who knows how to sing {well!}? YOU KNOW YOUR MUSIC!!!You know how to sing and what you’re doing! Singing is your passion and you have the perfect skills! Take this test

Take My HandTake my hand and lead the way:
tell me all you want to say
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin:
bring out the passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away the pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you’re nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
It’s time for me to watch it fall.
I’ve been a prisoner, can’t you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you’ll find I won’t put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within.......
I’m ready now, let love begin.
2006 Bruce

Colt's Win Supre BowlMY COLT'S WON SUPER BOWL WOOOOHOOOOO I AM SO HAPPY NOW ALL YOU BEAR'S FAN'S CAN GO HOME AND CRY AND KISS MY BLUE AND WHITE ASS....

ShhhhShhhh, hold tight for I hear what I can not see,
For there is no light only sound by which to guide me.
Shhhh, there it is again, like the beating of a snare,
It sounds so familiar yet has its own style and flare.
I hear it oh so clearly like an old favorite song,
I am yearning for it, this sound I seem to long.
Shhh, cant you hear it the sound is oh so clear,
I seem to be drawn to it, its calling to me I fear,
Shhh, listen with me, I need to know what it could be,
I feel as though Im floating to it, its setting me free.
It is unlike anything I have ever heard before,
I wonder could I truly be who this sound is for?
This sound is of your heart calling out to mine,
Like two souls lost in the intricate sands of time.
Though distance may seperate us, its only miles you see,
For nothing can ever really keep apart those who are meant to be.
Through wind, rain, sleet or snow this sound will keep going,
Longing to once again be with that person that is all knowing.
The

Love And Steel (poemLove and Steel
I stare into this mirror,
Like it’s the only reality I'll ever know,
I walk through shadows alone,
Unfeeling,
I reach inside and feel the hearts of strangers,
And still they’ll never know I held their life,
I felt their weakness,
Making it my weakness,
And even more, making it my strength.
And then I met you,
My knuckles slamming into steel caressing the cold metal,
I want inside,
I want to feel you moving through my veins,
And as I look into the deep eyes of a stranger
And shivers race down my spine,
I know,
I know I've met my one,
My flame in the darkness when my body grows numb,
And I just stare,
Not sure what to do, what to feel or not feel,
now I start to fall,
Fall into the black abyss,
Fall into a desolate world,
A world of hurt a world of love,
Somewhere I visited only once and barred myself from ever returning,
Yet I can look at you and whisper,
In one simple breath...
I l

Smile (poem)Smile
Jealousy, like bile rising in my throat,
I swallow it down replacing it with a smile,
A happy glow hiding the sinister hatred in my eyes,
Like a shadow,
A shadow gone as quick as the passing wind
Leaving nothing more then a distant memory,
And still I smile, hating this, hating you,
Wanting nothing more then to break the fingers that touch what I love,
But this feeling, this feeling isn’t me,
These demons flowing through my veins aren’t mine,
But yet I still hate you, and I still I let theses conniving thoughts fill me up
Like a gas tank and soon...
I’ll light a match.

How Much Do Teachers Make?How Much Do Teachers Make?
The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life. One
man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, "What's
a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to
become a teacher?" He reminded the other dinner guests what they say
about teachers: "Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach."
To stress his point he said to another guest; "You're a teacher,
Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?"
Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, "You
want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...)
"Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could.
I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor.
I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents
can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental...
You want to know what I make?" (She paused again and looked at each
and every person at the

BabyI have always thought baby's were sent from heaven...
But this baby is sent from heaven....
I know my husband and God are looking out for him

Lovehave you ever been so in love that you lost sight of them yourself and everything that gave you that feeling in the first place. well i did i have heard that you never know what you have till it's gone well let me tell you you never want to know how true those words are. she is my other half and now i am incomplete half of what i was after blaming her i realized that it was my fault and trust me it is. if i only listened to her really heard what she needed maybe i wouldn't be writing this i would be reading it. if any of you learn anything from what i am writing good for you if not belive me you will learn loss and i wouldn't wish that pain on enyone....

Confused ChildLittle johnny came home from school with a
note from his teacher saying that johnny was
having trouble telling the difference between
boys and girl,and would his mother please sit
him down and have a talk with johnny about this.
So johnnys mother takes him quietly by
the hand upstairs to her bedroom and
closes the door."First johnny,I want you
to take off my blouse,She said,So johnny
unbuttons her blouse and takes it off.
"Ok now take off my skirt" now take off my
bra,which he does. "And now johnny please
take
off my panties"johnny finishes removing these
too.!
His mother then says,
((JOHNNY ,PLEASE DON'T WEAR ANY OF MY CLOTHES TO SCHOOL ANYMORE)) !!

Questions (quiz) I Want You To Answer, Please...Please answer the following quiz questions...
1) What is your favorite color?
2) What is your favorite outfit or type of clothes to wear?
3) What is your fav food?
4) oddest place you ever had sex?
5) who was it with?
6) how long did it last? how come?
7) did you get cought? what happend if you did?
8) when was it (date)? what time of day was it?
9) how old were you? how old was the other perosn?
10) how old were you? how old was the other perosn?
11) what more do you want to tell about it?
12) would you do it again, why or why not?
13) why did you do it in that place?
14) where would you like to have sex that you have never had sex be for? with who? why? how come? what for?
15) What kind of person are you?
16) favoret food(s)?
17) oddest place you ev had sex?
18) would you have sex with the same sex as you are...why or why not?
19) what do you do in your free time?
20) what is your middle name?
21) turn offs and turn ons?
22) what kind of car do you hav

Lifelife, is so, unfair sometimes I wonder if the bad things that happen to us in life is just a test to see how much we value life,
there was a time in my life when I thought that there was no point in life, but time has showed me that I was wrong, I have learned a lesson with every thing that I thought it was a bad experience
I learned that like is like a school
you live and learn.......and keep moving on!!

Buh-dunk-a-dunk1. Name all the people that live in your home.?
my, my mum, julius (fat puppy),
2. Besides the state you currently live in, how many OTHER states have you had sex?
4
3. Do you watch “24”?
nope.
4. Favorite beer?
guinness
5. Do you take your shoes off when you walk in the house?
nope.
6. Pepsi of Coke?
Coke please
7. Regular or Diet?
Regular. Diet reminds me of childhood.
8. What’s the most embarrassing product you had to buy at the grocery store?
*scratches head*
i dont know....i mean, i bought chick stuff before...but it embrassing to me really....
9. Where is the nearest Sonic?
Gary...like 20-30 minutes...in the gheeeetto.
10. What’s the strangest thing you ever ate?
i eat wierd shit for others amusement all the time....usually, not so much weird stuff as gross...like olive juice, shit of the floor, well not SHIT but like a fry that been there for a WHILE, or a fry that was on the ground in an alley in Hammond for like an hour....ya know. w

Seether Feat. Amy Lee - BrokenSeether feat. Amy Lee
Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

Are People For Real?????Yesterday i came across a profile that i was totaly sick to my stomach to read....so I left a comment and here it is........
we are all God's children my brotha......and after seeing your page i honsetly think that you need Jesus in your life. We all have are own opinon, just like we all have an asshole.....if you can read between the lines.......I have rasied my kids to love one another and to cherrish life weather you are black or white or any beautiful colour of the world. Yes I am white, however my children are mixed and I just want to say ...BE BLACK AND BE PROUD....much love to you!!!!!!!!!sugar
I'm not stupid and I know you cant change peoples mind or the way thay think, but this guy is going around rating peoples profile a 1 and leaving nasty comments on there page....here's what he left me...............go check it out on my page!
John #2
Get real. Stay off my profile, you fucking race-traitor!
I wanted so much to comment back at him, but i felt I was much b

Bipolar BearBipolar Bear
Current mood: weird
looking at wedding gowns on Ebay...watching a wedding show on the TeeVee now that the power's back on.
::sigh:: i wanna get married someday...in the far, far future; when everyone has flying cars and we've cured AIDS and cancer. ::scoff::
and eugh! 'peach brandy' is freakin' disgusting. i'll stick to beer, wine, and mixed drinks. i'm just reminded how much i hate the taste of liquor. HATE. HAAAATE! ::gag::
also, i think i might be a little manic tonight...this is pretty new for me, i'm not quite sure what to do (other than stay up all night and chat someone's ear off). any of my lovely bipolar friendicles have any input or ideas?

Hard To Get Next RankIts hard as hell to get next rank cuz I dont have any new pics I am going to buy me a new cam soon to try and rank up.Sorry for not having any new pics up :(

There Sick Lyrics But Dont Cry They Mean Nothing(my clown paint in between your thighs)
as you look into my eyes
your fears become subside
im the clown you always wanted
you know that ive never fronted
you feel the gush of wind
as i thrust it in
becareful what you wish for
cause this clown is the oltamant tormentor
fucking you with razors on my finger nails
watching you as your face tuns pail
going down to eat up the choped up pussy guts
go on put my dick on up
watching the pussy so I can see the bloody nut
as im telling you all thes lies my clown paint is in between your thighs
you dont have to listen to thees lies but the clown paint is still in between your thighs
as im telling you all thees lies my clown paint is in between your thighs
you dont have to listen to thees lies but the clown paint is still in between your thighs
im thusting the guts
im busting the nuts
im still fucking thees sluts
cant beleve there trusting thees nuts
overly trusting
overly busting
overly nuting
overly

DepressionDepression....
Able to look at the world through tear stained eyes,
Knowing that you have been told only lies.
Trying to accept the truth that it is over-
only t express your thoughts that needed
to be spoken.
Keep trying to find hope in what you believe,
And all is found is lost like a ship at sea.
Trying to accept what is real,
And telling the world how you feel.
Wanting to end it all,
Only to make it easier by nightfall.
Keeping it all from the ones who love you,
Seeing that the truth and hiding it so
deeply as you do.
Hurting with each passing day,
When all you need for someone to whisper
"I LOVE YOU yesterday, tomorrow, and forever...
I will stay."
written by: Becky aka naughtyBBWnurse
on o2/04/2007

13 Years Ago...At this time of the morning I was busy in the ER bleeding all over the place. The Dr's were discussing why I was still sucking air. I lived... and they tell me I'm lucky.

February 5thI made it to another year!! About 10 minutes after midnight (I was sound asleep) I was born 65 years ago. I'm now an official "old fart"!! It is minus 4 in Lima with wind. Think I'll just stay inside and be my own best friend today!! You all have a great day and please stay warm!! YEA Colts!!!!

All You Have To Do Is BelieveSo many lies you tell yourself
And so many I tell my own self
That this is right
This is for the best
The best for all at stake
No one will get hurt this way
Oh such lies we want to believe
So many lies as sweet as honey
As thick as honey to cover up the mess
Oh what a sticky mess
So much residue that’s left behind
No one will get hurt this way
Not enough honey
To cover this hole
A hole in a heart
That sang so sweet
No one will get hurt this way
Forever sweet, bitter torment
Tell me some more lies
And I’ll tell my heart too
As they always say
All you have to do is believe

Attention Angel Family MembersWe are currently working on a couple New things for the Family.
One of the new things for the family will be available later on today.
The other New thing will available on the Website as an example only.
Each member will recieve a link to the example early this morning.
As i have mentioned before, the bigger the family gets and the more the family helps eachother out, the more we will be adding to the family.
Cheers to all and have a great day

Think Before You Speakmaybe some of you have seen this? i dont know i just got it and thought it had some funny stories.
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - the last one is great!
Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back...
Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....
FIRST TESTIMONY:
I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly,
"How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?"
I turned around and walked back out and never went back.
My husband didn't say a word...
He knew better.
SECOND TESTIMONY:
I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.
I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using.
After browsing for several minutes,
I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me.
Without thinking, I looked at him and said,
"I think I like playing with men'

Need ContestensPLease Come and join the contest. You have until 5 pm eastern time to join. You can win 1 day free blast. The first one to get to 5000 gets the blast all comments are welcome.Here is my link if you want to join. It run from the Feb 5- Feb 11. Please come and join and have fun.
Sexy Alpha Female Wolf ... Raven Family& The Wolf Pack Family@ CherryTAP

Vacationwhere would u go if it was free any where of your choice and all expensive paid..i go to austruila

A FlowerHeart's ease or pansy, pleasure or thought,
Which would the picture give us of these?
Surely the heart that conceived it sought
Heart's ease.
Surely by glad and divine degrees
The heart impelling the hand that wrought
Wrought comfort here for a soul's disease.
Deep flowers, with lustre and darkness fraught,
From glass that gleams as the chill still seas
Lean and lend for a heart distraught
Heart's ease.

His....He greeted me with a kiss and a hello. It had been to long since I felt his lips on mine, his hands on my body. I have forgotten what it is like to be this happy. He kisses me and stares into my eyes. He loves my eyes, and I love all of him. His skin is so soft and he knows all the right things to say. I don't know how much longer I can fight this feeling, I want to be HIS.......

The Things You TreasureMonday, February 5, 2007
The things you treasure
What are the things you treasure the most? It pays to carefully consider them.
Are the things you treasure things you have taken away from others or gained at their expense? Then those things will soon, in like manner, be taken away from you.
Do you need to be dishonest about who you are in order to have and enjoy the things you treasure? Then those things can surely steal all the joy from your life.
Or are the things you treasure the many ways in which you have given of yourself to the world? Then those good things will come back to you again and again, increasing in value and abundance.
Are the things you treasure things you have worked with passion and purpose to contribute to life? Then those things will grow in power and influence, and will enable you to create even more real goodness.
Look at the things you treasure, and you can see where your life will go. Choose wisely the things you treasure, and they will b

A Prayer Is Neededhay every one this is Lady Rose and i wold realy apreceate it if you
could say a prayer for my 3 year old nice Jessie. We just found out
that she has cancer. any and all prayers and blessings are gratly
aprecated. thank you so much. Blessed be and Merry Part
Lady Rose

HummmFor those of you that don't know me, and those that do. I have been going threw some ruff times right know. You all have helped me take my mind off of my aching heart.
My Father passed Jan 16th 2007, We were very close but lived so far away from each other. The knowing that I have to go back to Calif and collect alot of his stuff is really wieghing on my heart, to rehash all the feelings and heartbreak.
I dont want to seem uncaring or corse, just very confused and knowing I dont have him to bounce ideas off of anymore. Guess I am here alone for the first time and unsure how to deal with that.
You all have help me feel a void in my life, and for that I am deeply grateful.
May you all be happy and full of life!

That Is Right A Warrior.bethany's Sexual Catch-Phrase is...
"Feel the power of the ultimate warrior"
'What is your sexual catchphrase? at QuizUniverse.com

Part 2So, I think I have decided how things are going to be from now on. See I am the person who sends Christmas cards to everyone (I even send out emails asking for addresses) I can, Birthday cards, and if I can't do that... it is an email or even a phone call... WELL... I am not gonna do it anymore. I am tird of being the one person who does everything that she can for everyone but herself and then get hurt in the long run. Wow... I know you are thinking... what is this girl's problem? It was just a birthday? BUT the thing is that it was just a birthday... holidays... yeah everyone can send something out... be it an email or a card...whatever... but a birthday... that is that one special day that means something. It sets someone apart... oh forget it... Sorry to be bitchy... I just need to get this off my chest and since most of the friends that I talk to about it...well... you guys have become them... Thank you to those of you who care!

You Might Be Kinky IfYou might be kinky if you
remove sight by a blindfold.
Own a pair of handcuffs and use them.
Your version of 9 ˝ weeks includes
whipped cream and chocolate sauce.
You have more leather than a cow has hide
and your favorite accessory to bed is 4” heels.
Mirrors are strategically placed
along the wall for optimum viewing.
Ambient lighting is not just candles,
but black lights, strobe lights and lava lamps.
You have more than one personal massager
hidden in your bedside table or
own or have rented pornography.
Your partner drips hot wax on your body
or your fantasies involve someone
accidentally discovering you like
to give light spanking, or get spanked.
You have done or witnessed a strip tease.
Your condoms come in multicolor,
glow-in-the-dark, ribbed, and spiral
and are sandwiched in your wallet
between ten dollar bills and a photo.
You can take art to the next level
with body paints and a human canvas.
You like to give or take orders in the bedr

Right-wing Radio Host Wishes For Another 9-11 To Silence The LeftRight-wing Radio Host Wishes for Another 9-11 to Silence the Left
Check out this weeks Top 10 Conservative Idiots. At number 10 is
Mike Gallagher.
http://journals.democraticunderground.com/top10/277
Number 10
Mike Gallagher
And finally, after learning that Jane Fonda had appeared at the anti-
war march in Washington DC, right-wing radio host Mike Gallagher was
moved to vomit. "I have been paid to express my opinion for 29
years," he wrote on his website. "Never before have I been driven to
the bathroom, becoming violently ill, over something somebody said.
Not until now."
Good lord, what on earth could she have said? Unfortunately
Gallagher doesn't mention that in his piece. But, er, it must have
been pretty awful.
-----------------------------------------------------------------
GALLAGHER: How long will it be before people are burning American
flags again? How soon before freaks are standing in America's
airports in order to spit in the faces of return

My Social DyfunctionThis can't be right...it says I'm normal???
Your Social Dysfunction:Happy
You're a happy person - you have a good amount of self-esteem, and are socially healthy. While this isn't a social dysfunction per se, you're definitely not normal. Consider yourself lucky: you walk that fine line between 'normal' and being outright narcissistic. You're rare - which is something else to be happy about.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
Please note that we aren't, nor do we claim to be, psychologists. This quiz is for fun and entertainment only. Try not to freak out about your results.

Living Wills> While I was watching football this weekend, my wife
> and I got into a conversation about life and death,
> and the need
> for living wills.
>
> During the course of the conversation, I told her
> that I never
> wanted to exist in a vegetative state, dependent on
> some machine and
> taking fluids from a bottle.
>
> She got up, unplugged the TV and threw out all of my
> beer.
>
> "Sometimes it's tough being married to a smart ass".

Weekend StuffIt was a weekend without my son so was kinda quiet. Thought about getting some housework done, didn't accomplish that though. :)
Sinuses filled up this weekend and have a bit of a cold I suppose. Makes me want to sleep.. which I did a lot of this weekend.
Talked to my friend Liz on Friday night. She seemed ok but I know she is missing Ted. Today she is opening the store for the first time since he died. We talked for an hour or so, until David called me 7 times in 5 minutes or something like that...lol. Yesterday he called my cell 5 times.
Spent the day at my Dad and StepMom's yesterday. Just a small group for lunch. My stepsis had a friend over with her kids. The youngest boy sat at the top of the steps looking at me. I asked what he was looking at and he said you. Andsaid he was going to sit and wait for me to come down and play with him. I think he was probably around 5. So we went down and played until it was time for dessert and then he made me change where I was si

Hrmmm...Well Today Is another day.. Its Feb 5th.. Which means tomorrow is the 6th.. Tomorrow will be a VERY hard day for me so please Please Please If u can do anything to Cheer me up when im on Please do so.. See.. Last Year On Feb 4th I moved back in to my grandparents house.. I Had Everything i owned In that house and Then On the 6th.. My grandparents House Had an Electrical Fire.. and it burned To the ground.. I lost Everything i owned.. My Dog died In the house... He wouldnt leave (Ready for this) Because my uncle was trapped in the basement.. Yes My Uncle Died.. :( At 38 years old.. So To make matters Even better My sons Dad decided to tell me I was in no shape to have my son and He said He was taking me for full custody.. And he did... and won.. So Therefor Tomorrow is Going to be hard.. It will be 1 year Exactly that I lost my life... Along with my uncle and my home... I hope i can handle it...
~*Tiff*~
******R.I.P Uncle Jeff 06/25/67 - 02/06/06********

To All My Sisters Out There... You Know This Has Happened To You LolCAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud...I laughed until I cried as I
could just see this happening!
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of
easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and
now...the wax.
My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner,
play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in
my mind for the next few hours: 'Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out
of the medicine cabinet.' So I headed to the site of my demise: the
bathroom.
It was one of those 'cold wax' kits. No melting a clump of wax, you
just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel
them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull
the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm
not a genius but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out.
(Ya think!?!)
So I pull one of the thin strips out. It's two strips facing each other

For Anyone Who Hasnt Seen Itthe departed was fucking awesome, if you havent seen it go!i havent seen a movie this good since fucking casino. the cast omg i cant believe they got all those people into one cast Martin Sheen, Leonardo DiCaprio, Matt Damon,Jack Nicholson, Mark Wahlberg, Alec Baldwin,Robert Wahlberg, just to name a few great acting and its quite a difficult thing to keep me guessing whats next til the end but it shocked me, some things ere obvious but the ending wow that was something go watch it you wont be sorry

I Want To Be A LegendPLZZZZZZ HELP ME BE A LEGEND BOYS
FAN ME AND ADD ME SHOW AOME LUV
WHEN I BECOME A LEGEND I AM GOING TO SHOW ALL SO SHOW SOME LUV
ALL MY FANS I WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR MY FANS
SO FAN ADD COMMENT AND RATE BOYS BECAUSE YOU KNOW I BLONG ON THAT BOARD

Ha! Voodoo Didn't Work Lolwell i'm back to my office duties >:(
... ya i wanted more free days but oh well, i'll take vacations in sometime and lets hope i go to a very nice place :)
i'm feeling good, my co-workers missed me and that's good :) (they said i lost lot of weight too haha)
tummy doesn't hurt, so it's all cool :) (at least for now) problems started again, too much work to have done, and fingers that didn't do the right things in the servers grrrrr
but oh well...
i'll fix it :) i know i can

Friendship Is. . . . .Friendship . . .
. . . is you.
. . . is love.
. . . is shared.
. . . is forgiving.
. . . is understanding.
. . . is shared secrets.
. . . heals many hurts.
. . . is not judgmental.
. . . is shared laughter.
. . . is slow and steady.
. . . can be angry at times.
. . . is dependable and true.
. . . is more precious than silver or gold.
. . . is meant to be savored like fine wine.
. . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect.
. . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection.
. . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow.
. . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day.
. . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times.
. . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden.
. . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds.
. . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there.
. . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding.
. . . reaches into your

Is It Really LoveAS I LAY APON MY BED I ASK MYSELF THIS...WHEN YOU GO TO BED AT NIGHT AM I THE ONE YOU THINK OF IS IT ME YOU REALLY LOVE...IS IT LOVE YOU FEEL OR LUST...YOU MAY ASK ME WHY I CARE AND THE ONLY ANWSER I CAN BEAR IS BECAUSE YOU REALLY DO CARE
I LOVE YOU WHOLE HEARTEDLY WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING I CAN'T HANDLE NOT HAVING YOU NEAR...IS IT LOVE?? OR AM I DREAMING OF YOU HOPEING YOU CARE I LOVE YOU BABY DON'T EVER THINK I DON'T YOUR THE ONE I HAVE TO HAVE YOUR THE ONE I NEED PETE YOUR A WORNDERFULL MAN AD A GEART HUBBY*MUAH*
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My Continuing "boiler" SagaHere it is, the coldest day of the year. Most of the Midwest is in the grip of Jack Frost and he is nipping more than our noses.
I woke up this morning to the bustling sounds of my family as they prepared for their day. I found myself laying on Eddie's side of the bed answering questions and playing referee to the 2 most emotional souls in the world. Neither one is the best morning person when they are feeling "rushed".
Once the house emptied out and I found myself left to the caress of the silence left in their wake. I worked on some small household projects while I waited for the sounds of the workmen repairing the boiler.
I realized the folly of this thinking when the maintenance man knocked on the door toting the new toilet for my bathroom. I let him in and made the obligatory small talk before I broached the subject. Then he actually made that nervous first step onto the thin ice.
"Wow, you seem to have it pretty toasty in here Sunny" He looks to me from the corner o

We Must Fill The Internet With A Demand For The Release Of The 84 Pentagon 911 Tapes.We must fill the Internet with a Demand for the RELEASE of the 84 Pentagon 911 Tapes.
We need a full court Blitz of the Internet, gang.
You can use some of the stuff from below or just add your own stuff.
Demand The Release Of The 911 Pentagon Plane Crash Tapes !
So What Is The Pentagon Covering Up About The 911 Chash?
The 911 Pentagon Tape Witholding is a Conspiracy Fact !
There is a cover up and a conspiracy by the Bush Administration and the Republicans in Congress and it is a fact, not a theory, other wise the 911 Pentagon tapes would have been released almost 5 years ago. Unbelievable the Bush sheep like followers don't want to see what was on the 911 Pentagon tapes. Now if this had happened under President Gore the Republicans would be demanding the tapes. There is a cover up and a conspiracy by the Bush Administration and the Republicans in Congress and it is a fact, not a theory, other wise the tapes would have been released almost 5 years ago. In short i

I Am An Enigma.I don't like tomatoes... but I love tomato sauce.
I'm a mystery, baby.

Time Again For "im's With Idiots"I'm offline for about 3 days because of illness and this is what greets me this morning....as usual the conversation is untouched (so forgive my typos..I'm still working on my first cup of coffee),I have changed names and my comments are in blue.
weirdo: hi
weirdo: may i ask u something
Oh boy it's monday!
me: sure
weirdo: suppose u are in a bath room stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would u do?
....why me?
me: probably chop it off
me: or burn it with my ciggarett...that would be funny
me: any other questions?
that should shut him up
weirdo: ouch any warning before u burned his unsuspecting penis
me: no...if you go sticking your willy in strange holes it's your own problem
weirdo: i like the way u think
weirdo: youd only graze him right nothing too serious?
me: um....my first response was chop it off....do you think i would be kind?
...alright buddy, you just became my next

CyberWe sit and we type and we stare at our screens,
We can't help but wonder what all of this means.
With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze,
On an infinite search...lost in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes
At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody, to type out our name
We want recognition, but it is always the same. Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know,
But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.
We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt,
In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. Why is it on screen, we are so easily bold,
Telling our secrets, that have never been told.
The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell,
We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must
So we turn to our 'puters ...and to those we can trust.
Even though it sounds crazy...the truth still remains,
Most of my "friends" have no

When Women Drink1. We have absolutely no idea where our purse is.
2. We believe that dancing with our arms overhead and wiggling our butt while yelling “woo-hoo!” Is truly the sexiest dance move ever.
3. We’ve suddenly decided that we want to kick someones ass and honestly believe we could do it too.
4. In our last trip to pee, we realize that we now look more like a Homeless hooker than the goddess we were just four hours ago.
5. We drop our 3:00 am. Burrito on the floor (which we’re eating even though we are not the least bit hungry), pick it up and carry on eating it
6. We start crying and telling everyone that we love them sooooo much
7. We get extremely excited and jump up and down every time a new song plays because “oh my god! I love this song!”
8. We’ve found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to us
9. The man we’re flirting with used to be our 5th grade teacher.
10. The urge to take off articles of clothing, stand on a table and sing or dance becomes s

A Goddess's TouchIn this world of love and woe
Hold me close don''t let me go
Let us love the way we should
Keeping close feeling good
You my lover and my friend
Are the hope on which I mend
Only your passionate touch
Can pleasure me so much
Together let us become one
Under the embracing sun
Honeyed tongues feel delight
enrapt in joy as they unite
Fused as gentle breezes flow
Oer amourous orgasmic glow
Within melodic rhapsody
Euphoric strains of ecstasy

Yes!!!yay!
i get to go to lunch with my dad!!
hooray!
i love my dad...he's pretty much the best.
and it's been like...10 days since i've seen him.
and i'm starving...so lunch is fucking wonderful.
yay yay yay!

Echos In The NightWords softly spoken
In a dim lit room.
Where lovers lie contented
After they have spooned.
The heat of the night
Leaves beads of sweat
On their sun tanned bodies
That remained all wet.
Immortal words are spoken
And they echo in the night.
I love you my darling,
Said under the pale moonlight.
Their bodies blend together
As passion rules the night.
Rhythmic movements pulsate
As moans of pleasure ignite.
The ecstasy of the moment
Seals loves destiny.
For such love is a bond
That will last eternally.

The Words You Long To Hear.Use caution when you speak…
Words of love and want,
You’ve crossed the path,
Of an aging warrior…
The bravest of brave hearts.
Gutsy and strong…
From many a battle,
Where pain was placed…
Into his heart,
By those who cowered…
And ran…
From unconditional love.
Not a boundary,
He wouldn’t cross…
If asked in the name of love,
He’d go the distance…
Every time,
Following his heart.
Few have noticed,
The toll it’s taken…
So accustomed to him,
And his ways.
But in your hour of truth…
He’ll lay it all out…
For you to see.
Let your touch be gentle at first,
Till he comes to trust you hand…
Upon his leathered skin,
Kiss him with eyes open…
So he can watch your soul’s response.
And if it does not fill…
To overflowing…
With the very man he is,
He’ll close his eyes,
And feel your lust…
Till morning light appears.
If you should wake before him…
Speak softly to his heart,
That’s when he’ll take another look,
If then y

One Flaw In WomenWomen have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel
and cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about
a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to sh

My Sexual IqYou have a sexual IQ of 157
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

~my First Contest~Thanks to my good friend Scotty I will be in my first contest (Sexiest female eyes) woohoo...:)
So I guess im asking all my cherries to keep an eye for it and vote for me.....I am very excited. It should be fun!!!! Thanks & Big KISSES,Jo
P.S. I would also like for you to let me know what ya think cuz im not so sure myself....

We Did It!!!!well right now i am sitting here paying the price of being a big fan of the game..and a bigger fan of the superbowl champions Indianopolis Colts!!! for those who said they couldnt do it..well they did it and i have a huge hangover to prove it..lol..hell ya we will be there again next year..like i said in the beginng of the season..i will say it again..superbowl bound!!!!!
and to you Bears fans...you guys had a great year!!
peace

Just,imagineMany years ago
Same great minds
Time changes
Hearts stay the same
Peace is wanted
Then and Now
Actions speak louder than words
I always say...
I hope we all realize this soon
Before the world departs its own ways
With it's own natural destruction and torrid currents
Wrecking havoc not only on our hearts
Health, Death and War
What more is there
We need a detour
A place to get away
From the sadness in these days
Let us not stop believing
Is all I want to keep saying!
Lord... Give us the answers we are all looking for far and wide
Let us hear it and spread it before it's way too late
Secrets in our soul
They say it takes ONE
To move the earth into repentance
What is happening?
What have we done?
Give us the answers we are all looking for
Our ears have been scrubbed clean
We are waiting for the word
(Patience Is all I hear wallowing back)
Let us know and go
Tell the others and let's make a difference
Praying
Everyday
Actions

WingerOK all Florida people if you want to meet me in person I'll be at all 4 Florida Winger dates!
I won't be working just partying my ass off with the guys!
Catch me there!
February 9 at The County Line in Melbourne, Florida
February 10 at The Culture Room in Fort Lauderdale, Florida
Feruary 11 at the State Theatre in St. Petersburg, Florida
February 12 at The Mojo Room in Port St. Lucie, Florida
Lets Rock N' Roll!

Limit Reached Earlyfirst off let me just say thank you to all my true ct buddys who have been taking time out of their own busy schedules to stop by and bomb, i know who u are, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!
all my pals out there i gotta get some bombing for my baby boy done...
ive been bombing since this morning...i am outta comments...but still kurt is very behind in his contest...
please come by and bomb a bit if u are in the mood, and have the time...
click and bomb!!!
the contest will be over this wednesday, and after that expect much love from me to all of you, i know i havent been rating and commenting like i should, but you know, i am very good to all of my friends...stop by and bomb for me, i will be greatful...
anything helps guys...please help out...
much peace and love
ash

1 To 231. My 'ex' is still: A douche bag
2. I am listening to: Season one episode 3 of OZ
3. Maybe I should: Play a game
4. I love: Sean, my kids, those special friends in real life and online that will always be important to me.
5. My bestfriend(s): mean the world to me
6. I don't understand: calculus, foreigners
7. I lost my respect for: a lot of people a long the way.
8. I last ate: Yesterday.. lol
9. The meaning of my display name is: Who doesn't like cookies and milf?
10. Love is: one of the best feelings in the world if loved well.
11. Somewhere: over the rainbow
12. I will always: Be myself.. With my faults, insecurities and sense of humor and empathy.
13. Love seems to be: Stalking you when you least expect it.
14. I never ever want to lose: My ability to take care of myself.. My children, those I love.
15. My mobile phone is: non existant
16. When I woke up this morning: I had to pee!
17. I get annoyed at: lots of people. lol. Just have

Help A Friendplease help steph level up she has just over 2000 points to go and she'll be an uber cherry
thank you to all my friends i will return the favor when i'm needed. steph is a good friend.
Stephylishus@ CherryTAP

Candlemas MagickCandlemas Magick
The tides of Imbolc are upon us—the onset of Spring in the Iron Age “Celtic” calendar. And, with that in mind, I would like to devote this entry to the study of that Sabbat, as well as inter-related Deities and associated Magick:
Imbolc is one of the so-called “Greater Sabbats” amongst Pagan Witches, such as myself (with the Solstices and Equinoxes being the “Lesser Sabbats”). To my Celtic and Irish ancestors it was a date that was endemically associated
with both lactation and motherhood in humans, as well as animals (particularly ewes). The term “imbolc” itself bears apparent denotations with a P-Celtic term for “milk”. Moreover, the pre-Christian ritual foci seem to have dealt primarily with motherhood—connotations with the feminine are also implicate. This probably
results from two divergent streams: On the one hand, ovulation in ewes is triggered, biologically, during the waning phase of the Sun (ie. shortly after the Summer Solstice). Hence, after the lam

WhyWhy was I put on this earth?
Why do I have to suffer?Just when the clouds begin to part,
Things seem to get even tougher.Why am I still living?
Why can’t I just die?
Why is God so unforgiving?
I have no reason for living,
So I shouldn’t even try.

Hey All...........I want to say I am sorry for not showing to much luv to all my friends lately I have been working 12 to 14 hour a day at work and working seven days a week. I go in at nite and get off the following morning. This schedule could continue for the next few months. The company I work for is producing a new line of product for a well known company so we are making the product for them to send to stores. Please forgive me and as soon as I am able to I will show lots of luv again......

A Lover's PleaMy desires are not to capture or hold any part of you.
But to realize and caress your wants, needs and desires.
To enhance your personality,
And romance your sensuality.
To give you room to truly grow,
As high and far as you would like to go.
To help you really and truly find,
All the love you have in mind.
To give you tenderness as long as I live,
Are some of the things I want to give.
I want you to consume all the love that's flowing free.
Explore my mind and body beyond what the eyes can see.
I want to touch you ever so tenderly,
While we're making love so very splendidly,
And feel our hearts beating as one.
It's wonderful to know we've only just begun.
We can touch the sky my dear,
If only you let go of all you fear.

You'll Need A Shower After This?You were reading in bed
but,I felt you watching me
I purposely took my time
undressing at a snails pace
your eyes scorched my skin
standing I slipped out of my shoes
then my pant suit came off
I slowly hanged it in the closet
erect in panties and bra I
bent over, legs slightly spread
to put my shoes on the rack
knowing where your thoughts were
as if my crotch had eyes
I stood up slightly as I slipped
off my panties very sinuously
then I turned and facing you
with my head looking downwards
I unhooked and removed my bra
then walked languidly to my
dresser and got my hairbrush
I stood with my head bent over
brushing my hair towards the floor
but I peeked through the strands
you were hungrily licking your lips
then as I walked toward the bathroom
you were out of bed in a nano second
your hands came from behind to f

Replying To StormyFear and need
between us,
A standing wave
breeding uncertainty
in the silence.
eyes meet,
questioning,
sharing a quickening fire.
thoughts play, expire,
uselessly deployed.
Hearts race
on both sides
of love's abyss.
I have to wonder
I have to know,
can we bridge
the distance
the darkness,
fusing strands
of common soul?
Our touch...
hesitant,
soft,
too-careful.
Relief.
She is mine
though I have
yet to taste her flesh
in mutual
sacrificial
surrender.

Things We Do For LoveYou might stay at home and wait by the
phone for that special man to call. If
He does not,You may get angry, or cry
your Heart out.
When love is good, He will do things for
you, He may not want to, just to be with
you; Sitting by the fire or holding your
hand, give You jewelry or trinkets, etc.
Sometimes, it's just those little things
that mean so much to you, and touches your
heart, that shows or proves, He loves you.
And when you hear his voice, you may no longer
be angry, but filled with longing, and
anticipation, awaiting his presence, his touch,
his kiss.

The Prayers Answered,are My Inpiration.In evening prayer we sought You,
We came before Your Throne;
And though I heard his every word,
He spoke to You alone:
"You know how much I love this woman,
Show her, Lord, for me."
He spoke his prayer like You were there,
His one request of Thee.
"I need someone of flesh and blood,
Someone to hold my hand...
And though Your grace should fill his place,
I pray You'll understand.
I'm learning how to love You, Lord,
I'm trusting all I can...
Please send Your love from up above
And put it in my man."
Though my prayer was so long ago,
And his is so brand new;
Last year, last night...within Your sight,
It's all the same to You.
And in Your love, and in Your time,
You showed what Your way is ~
With methods rare beyond compare,
You answered mine with his!
"For My thoughts are not your thoughts,
neither are your ways My ways, saith the Lord.
For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are My ways higher than your ways

Dawgs And Boy ScoutsSince I have joined CT, I have seen tons of stories in the form of bulletins that tell tales of nasty men. These men prowl the pages of CT in search of women in need of attention. They swoop in on these unsuspecting victims and promise them everything from the moon to the sun and stars. Their ultimate goal is to get the woman to invite into their lives in the real world. When this happens, these women find themselves being used by a man who is doing every female he can get his hands on. Sadly, these women get together on CT and tell tales that would make sensitive types shared a tear. These men, who judge their manhood by the number of women they are banging, fall into one category. These men are "Dawgs." Unlike the 4 legged kind, these "dawgs" simply don't care about anyone but themselves and if that means hurting you, then they will.
However, if there is one constant in the universe, it's the fact that the universe is in balance. Opposites like in and out, up and down, ho

Touching SoulsTis true , love can over come all...even death...
The blackness of my night gave way to your passion
As you stroked the vanity of my heart.
A thousand suns appeared, when you kissed my lips,
And the wall of bitterness that I had built fell apart.
So come again my angel of desire,
And touch me softly once more,
Rekindle loves fire; and restore joy to my soul.
Lift not only this hapless and broken spirit, but
Hasten me to loves eternal shore.
It is there that you and I shall forever reside
And the bitterness of death shall know us no more.

The DevineThough star-blazed skies my mind contained,
The solitude of night my heart concealed,
Love's emotions were so fully restrained,
Thus did I hide behind a self-made shield.
And then you entered into my life,
Bewildering feelings, dazed and confused,
But you continued deeper like a knife,
Until my hardness was thus subdued.
What I never thought possible for me,
You've done and that I'll always treasure,
My heart burns fervent with love for thee,
Our souls delight in each beyond all measure.
And as you now place your sweet lips on mine,
I know for certain I'm enraptured with an angel divine.

V-dayI don't have a Valentine this year. Anybody want to volunteer their time and make a nice girl happy?

A Love Story,and Yousunrise over the bay
sunset on the beach
the stars on a full moon night
soft clouds across a baby blue sky
the first winter cold
mountains allcapped with snow
the smell of the first spring rain
clear lakes and gree meadows
Christmas
Thanksgiving Dinner
Easter with the kids
each time a child is born
soft jazz
a romantic country ballad
The Beatles "Yesterday"
a movie that makes me laugh
a movie that let's me cry
a smile
a laugh
a tear brought to my eye
good food
good company
wild flowers - red & yellow & purple
Things I Love
A Love Story
and You
for you

Addendum!Grandson Tim, aka The Jailbird, has been sprung and is home again. Needless to say, he did not exactly enjoy his weekend in the Juvenile Detention Center. Said the food was lousy - big surprise there! Played lots of cards, I guess, lol.
So it will be back to school tomorrow! I would like to think he learned something from all of this. But you never know with teenagers!!
Blessings, all!!

Melting Passionate LipsMy tears have stopped falling
Raindrops glisten sweet in the morning sun
My heart is light and floating upon wings
You have come for me
I will enter your realm and feast on this fantasy
A rose petal fall and cover us with love
Protecting and sheltering from all evil harm
Hold me into your dreams, you are in mine
Gentle touch me with your words of sweet magic
Gentle we are as one as one flower one breath
Love is born and given to us
Over land and sea I’ll fight four you
In my veins are the might of love
The heart of red roses beating in my breast
Candle lights will send my wishes to your heart
Lips of passion melting in the fire of longing dreams
In your eyes I can read billions of sweet wishes
Your heart is like an open book of true romantic love
That will carry me to the homeland of roses
You are a miracle
And an angel of never ending story’s of my feelings an and hopes
A light of love twinkles in your ocean eyes
You made all my dreams com

Forgetting A Promise Is Enslavement By A Lie...by the shoreline on the kentucky side
i stand, and i remember how you
got down on your knees
as if proposing a promise,
and i remember the last time
you knelt down to caressing my thighs
as your knees dug into moist earth,
and your lips would search out
my own sacred mounds
as the vibrations of my own voice
echoed and answered love’s call
and we left fossil prints of hope
near the grimy water’s edge,
and as you spoke to the spirit of the water,
bubbled a kiss, and my name became. . . ohio.
then, we separated.
and you promised! you swore to meet me
by the special blessed place
when the time of our love was fully ripe,
you promised to meet me
where sycamores and willows
were scarred but still survived
the lashes of barbed rusting metal
snapped by gnarly hands
wielding overseers bullish whips
once you promised
but forgot me over

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DramaAll the drama from stupid people needs to stop I care enough to write this so read if you feel. Why is everything falling in around me break the walls of sanity lifeless I lay hopeless I fall and thoughtless I wander around in my mind fubblinhg about with the thought from my past happy goes here I say to my self placcing my heart in a better place sad I hide but dont erase so they're there to remind me lifeless I wander.....

Special FriendsSometimes in life, you find a special friend;
Someone who changes your life
just by being part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
Someone who makes you believe
that there really is good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there really is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.

Just Saying ThanksI just wanted to once again say thank you for the kind comments~ Its nice of you all to leave them~
I have met alot of nice people on here~ But please dont leave me messsages if its just to give or get points. I am just me and I may not be the hottest thing on here~ But just here to make friends~ I am human~ Im not a dumb blonde~
So only leave them if ya are being honest~ Show me some respect~ I have feelings ~ ok i am done rambling ~ tried to get point across but i think i am doing more rambling than anthing else~ If you are a true friend you will know what i am trying to say ~

Having Computer Probs!Sorry I haven't been on much lately, I'm having computer problems. Hope to have them fixed real soon. Miss everyone and will be back on soon.
Keith

Blasthey all, i got another blast from JAK...One of my bestest friends...Watch for it..Has a special shoutout to a few of my faves!

Sacrificial LambMARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB
(it was a sacrificial lamb)
IT'S FLEECE WAS WHITE AS SNOW
(meant to regain her innocence)
AND EVERYWHERE THAT MARY WENT
(mary got around and around)
THE LAMB WAS SURE TO GO
(taunting mary with the words slut.whore.dirty)
IT FOLLOWED HER TO SCHOOL ONE DAY
(making mary cry with shame)
WHICH WAS AGAINST THE RULES
(girls like mary arent allowed lambs)
IT MADE THE CHILDREN LAUGH AND PLAY
(look at mary on miss muffits tuffit)
TO SEE A LAMB AT SCHOOL
(mary should leave her dirty secret at home)
AND SO THE TEACHER TURNED IT OUT
(no inappropriate touching you dirty slut)
BUT IT STILL LINGERED NEAR
(marys secret is never far from reach)
AND WAITED PATIENTLY ABOUT
(it knows what mary wants)
TILL MARY DID APPEAR
(mary has to scratch that itch frequently)
WHY DOES THE LAMB LOVE MARY SO?
(doesnt everyone love girls like mary)
THE EAGER CHILDREN CRY
(my turn next i get the next ride)
WHY MARY LOVES THE LAMB YOU KNOW
(dirty little slut loves the itch

I Dont Know Why Im Posting This But It Is Very Interesting So Umm Yea.. Just Want To See The Response.. Actually Dont Respond Please Dont..Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories.
Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth
The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile.
Having nice sex burns 358 calories.
Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories.
Take off her clothes
with her consent.........................12 cal
without......................187 cal
Take off her Bra
With two hands..........................8 cal
With one hand.........................12 cal
With mouth.............................85 cal
Put on Protection
hard ........................... 6 cal
soft..........................315 cal
Foreplay
Looking for target...................8 cal
Finding G spot ......................92 cal
I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal
Entry
Holding her..................12 cal
On the floor.................8 cal
With Differen

FuneralWell, everything started back on saturday. I woke up depressed and I had no idea why. Then when I called my uncle to tell him I was on my way to drop a few things off at his place, he told me that my great aunt passed away the night before. So I figured out that's why I was depressed when I woke up that day. Today I went to the funeral depressed like my mom, my uncle and other family members on my mom's side. It's hard for my family, but we're gettin through it.

Cold Sweati feel so hot
but my skin is still cold
i begain to fade in and out
the pain started so deep inside
now its just poring out of me
in a cold sweat
to my knees i fall
face is emotionless
feeling so high from the pain
its better than any drug
to be able to kiss the lips of death
then live to enjoy that feeling
by-ME

Another One From My Mom. LolAnother One from My Mom. LOL
Mildred, 93, was despondent over the recent death of her husband Earl,so she decided to just kill herself and join him in death.
Thinking it would be best to get it
over with quickly, she took out Earl's old
Army pistol and made the decision to
shoot herself in the heart since it was
so badly broken in the first place.
Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become
a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called
her doctor's office to learn her heart's exact location.
"Since you're a woman,"
the doctor said, "your heart is just below your left breast..
Why do you ask?"
She hung up without answering.
Later that night, Mildred was admitted to the hospital with a gunshot wound to her knee.

Shadows Of Forsaken TimeShadows of forsaken time
by
Raven NightSpell
Shadows of forsaken time.
Memories of the times gone by.
Holding close to present day.
Trying to remember everything you say.
Knowing what the future holds.
I try to ignore the searing colds.
Holding close to the warmth you bring.
Reviling in how you make my heart sing.
The ever present pushed of till the morrow.
Constantly fending off the future sorrow.
Still I try to hold on to this day.
Memories of the times gone by.
Wells of tears grow in my eyes.
Passing memories of the things you used to say.
The strength I had seams to fray.
The warmth you gave stays in my heart.
Even though now we seem so far apart.
Memories of you seem to turn to shadows.
Memories of the times gone by.
Strength renewed because of you.
Memories of the things you used to say.
Bring me the faith to continue a new day
The horrors of sorrows still come to me.
Wile the memories of you set me free.
The warmth you gave fills me anew.
And th

Foolish LoveI’m a guy and she’s a girl.
I love to listen as she talks to me.
It’s not because I want to listen I want to learn also.
I wanted to know what she’s talking about.
If she doesn’t to talk then let her heart speak out.
If she wants to hear me talk then I’d talk to her.
I want to talk about what she’s thinking
Besides giving her words of comfort
I want to give words of relief as to how she is feeling right now.
If we don’t want to talk then let’s just hug.
Let’s just hold ourselves as our hearts beat because
It’s always so good when your heart is close to me.
The love I give you is beyond the oceans we swim; the skies we fly;
and the clouds we flee in glee.
The love in our hug could lead us into bed so that once we’re naked
a compromise is reached and that compromise is that.
We lost what we wanted to know.
We slipped away from reality but most of all
We wanted to forget ourselves because tomorrow will come
and we don’t want it to come.
We want nothing of it.

The 70'sThose Born 1930-1979!
TO ALL THE KIDS
WHO SURVIVED the
1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant.
They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.
Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored
lead-based paints.
We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we
rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.
As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags.
Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.
We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.
We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and
NO ONE actually died from this.
We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank

What Bullshiti cannot figure shit out...ENLIGHTEN ME PLEASE....
WHY DO MEN THINK IT IS OK TO START DATING ONE OF THEIR EX WIVES GOOD FRIENDS...WHEN THEY KNOW HOW WRONG THAT IS...THEY WOULD BE PISSED IF ONE OF THEIR GUY FRIENDS STARTING DATING THEIR EX WIFE...THAT WOULD BE GROUNDS FOR A FIGHT....SO WHY IS IT OK FOR THEM TO DO IT....
WHAT BROUGHT ALL OF THIS UP IS THAT I FOUND OUT THAT MY RECENT EX HUSBAND IS DATING ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS....AND IT FUCKING HURTS...BADDDDDDDDDD....BUT YOU CAN'T SAY THAT TO HIM OR HER NOW....BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT EITHER OF THEM TO KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS....SOMEBODY HELP ME...I NEED SOME GOOD ADVICE....

ArghIs it bad that i haven't been sleeping...and i feel like shit constantly?

Higher Education Should Be Mandatory In This CountryI can't stand uneducated, mis-informed, narrow-minded individuals. If you can't back up your shit with logical, planned, reasonable proof, or with at least an EDUCATED theory/opinion, don't attempt to debate or argue with me.
Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, but when you can't support your own shit, step down.
That is all.

Yung Scale From 1-10Ok this is your spot to tell mewhat you really think about ..lol so rate me on a scale from1-10...lol

Painsometimes the pain is the only thing keeping me alive. its the only ting that could take you so close to death and remind you that youre still living. blood and scars theyre all reminders.letting you know the pain is real.

The Things I SeeThrough bloodshot eyes I peer out and see an unending pain
The pain of men bound by manacles and chains
Fastened together in the manners of beasts of burden
Bound by yokes and reigns
Because I walk with them I too feel their pain
Victims in the continuing trade of slaves
Locked into the oppression of mental and emotional caves
A confinement perpetuated for years beyond their numbered days
But sadly now it’s our own lust that binds us as slaves
Hearts tainted and hopes of true freedom removed
Like Stella we wonder aimlessly in search of our grooves
Bleeding profusely from wounds no ointment soothes
And it’s the children who truly suffer as a result of those removed
Childhood smiles are replaced by anguished tears
Asks of bravado are worn to mask young men’s fears
While the indecencies of this system age them beyond their years
And oceans of despair form from their families tears
The things I see are mothers’ worst nightmares
And they are not the only ones th

Ahhh Geeze I Don't Even KnowI'm so bored i can't even try and think of a catchy title to get people to look at this or anything. ahhhh yous guys

New Picshey ppl i have new pics up, sorry its been so long, i have been so busy... but now i have shit together and more pics will be going up more often...

This Weekwell work went by quick tonight im glad...and i am only workin 4 days cuz i took off friday for some hella fun...so excited and may have some special company too...it will be a great weekend and its about time cuz im about to go crazy with my usual routine haha well till next time have fun everyone

Survey Says..9 lasts:
Last dollar spent: Conflict: Vietnam for PS2
Last cigarette: never
Last beverage: Mt Dew
Last movie: Jeckyl + Hyde
Last phone call: Anna
Last song played: blink-182 - Miss You
Last bubble bath: ages
Last time you cried: the other night, got thinking about a lot of things
Last thing you ate: tacos
8 have you evers.
Have you ever dated a best friend: yes
Have you ever skinny dipped: no
Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: no
Have you ever lost someone you loved: my grandmother when i was like 4 or 5
Have you ever been dumped: Yes. twice
Have you ever been drunk and threw up: nope
Have you ever ran away: no
Have you ever wanted someone u thought u couldnt have then found out they liked you: Yes.
7 states you've been to.
Illinois, Missouri, Colorado, Washington, Oregon, Kentucky, Indiana.
6 things you've done today: (in no particular order...)
talked to Anna, went to work, came home, went to wal-mart, went to Movie Gallery, came home

Witch One Are YouA Native American grandfather was talking to his grandson about how he felt .He said "I feel as if i have two wolves fighting in my heart .One wolf is the vengeful ,violent one and the other one is the loving compassionate one" .The grandson asked him " Witch one will win the fight in your heart?"The grandfather answered " the one I feed "
BlackHawk

Its LateI am alone as usual.Noone to talk to, bc I am that way. I am real anti-social or is it I jst dont care? Fuk em I dont know NOR do I care. lol
But tis is the days of our lives. So fuk it

If I Take My Heart BackIf I take my heart back, how would you feel?
If I released you back into the world, what would you do?
If I said, "I cannot any more.", would you be sad?
If I admitted fear, would you relieve me?
If I felt I will lose you, would you even care?
If I lost you, would you come back?
I feel as if I'm going to lose a battle against something I cannot control. It's as if I am working towards nothing. At the end of it all, I shall be the one to cry, as I have tonight. My pain will become me and I will become my pain. At the end of the day, I will have lost. And, there's nothing I can do about it.

Valentine FeelingsI love roses..and I know many of my friends also. I had to share this special card ...Bright blessings....check out the addy
http://www.angelrays.com/swf/lvswet.html

For YouWhen I Look Into The Sky My Mind Is Gone And I Don't Know What Else To Do I Try To Block The Stress That Caused This Mess But A Cuddy Still Feeling Blue Been Throught Alot My Mind Is Gone Stay Fresh All Day There's No Time To Play Work All Day And Hustle At Night I Still Think About All Those Fights Tried To Work It Out But Wasn't Feeling It But Then i Looked Up At Sky And Wondered Why All The Things I Put You Through Can't Compare To The Feelings That I Still Got For You When I Can't Be With You I Think Of You Your The One And Only Key To My Heart I Thought Nothing Could Tears Us Apart Still Feeling Down No But I Still Think Of What Could Have Been There's No Time To Waste If You Feel Me In..........

Lost Little PenisI need your help, you see I have a little problem. last night my penis just got up and left me. when I got up this morning there was a note from saying how I mistreated him and he was going to pack up his balls and leave. I dont know where he would have gone, he has never been out on his own before and I dont think he knows what the world could do to the little guy. I am worried sick for the little guy so if any of you are driving down the road or out for a walk and happen to see a penis with a couple of balls reach me right away and I will come get him. he may be hungry and tired but keep your distace I dont know what he is capable of when scared and alone. Thank you all for your help I really appreciate it!

The FearThe Fear of losing you...
each day i fear u to say i not true i love someone else
then each day i feel bad till u arrive
my past haunts me taunts me
but dear i know u would never hurt me
but things happen if they were suppost to happen
i know when i look in to your eyes its true
you do love me
but things u say and do blind me
or do they show me what i can not see.
well dear this means i love you but don't hurt me
my heart belongs to you take good care of it
charish it as i would yours
i love you but my past haunts me help me learn to leave the past behind and open new doors to the better things in life

Stangzine Is Up And RunningWell I know, I've been MIA Again, but this time it's for a great reason. I've started my own online magazine...yay that!! So drop in, sign up for the mailing list and I'll see you here and there too! Just click the pic to see it, I just finished it.

In Awe.Sometimes I'm amazed by the human ability to just throw caution to the wind and do something that goes completely against everything they are supposed to stand for.
Hypocrisy should be punishable by death. What's the point in living if you can't even hold true to your principles?

DreamsHave you thought how big your dreams are, or once were? I see very often that most people especially when they are young will have huge dreams and visions of how they want their lives to turn out. Thats great I'm a dreamer and I would never change that I always encourage those around me to dream as well!
Most people have dreams and goals that are larger than their income, but rather than expanding their incomes to match their dreams what do most people do? They will shrink their dreams and goals to match their income. Its sad but it happens all the time and the reason it happens is because people get into the 'job mentality' Now I'm not saying that there is anything wrong with going to school and getting a good job. In fact most of you on here probably have done that and I commend that! But if you look at society today it doesn't work anymore to do the traditional, go to school, go to college, get a degree and get a good career. If you look at the way things are A students bec

New Lifedestined for something greater.
thats what i felt today.
i talked to a couple of friends and realized that everyone feels like there destined for something important, at least once in a while.
so the question is what can i do that someone else can't.
i guess i am about to find out, or die trying.
oh yeah, i like beer.

Warm Fuzzies...ok so i got that off my chest and feel much better now... hehehehehehehehe. So sending u all hugs and warm fuzzies cause i can... got my pent up anger at toyboy out of my system... Bloody boys... need a real man maybe...my oh my i can dribble on and on with shit... hehehehehe
So if you are reading this entry send me some love to cheer me up.... remember i gave u warm fuzzies....

Friends?IF YOU ARE A REAL FRIEND..DID YOU READ MY PROFILE AND GET TO KNOW ME A LITTLE BEFORE YOU DECIDED TO ACCEPT ME AS FRIENDS...OR EVEN ASK ME TO BE FRIENDS? ON MY PROFILE ITS STATES THAT IM VERY BLUNT.YOU HAVE A QUESTION FOR ME,I WILL ANSWER IT THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE,I WILL NOT!! BEAT AROUND THE BUSH TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.YOU WANT ME AS A FRIEND.KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER FUCKING LIE TO YOU.IF YOU ARE AFRAID OF THE TRUTH,THEN PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME..AND PLEASE REMOVE YOURSELF OFF OF MY FRIENDS LIST.IM A REAL FRIEND,JUST BECAUSE IM NOT THERE PHYSICALLY DOESNT MEAN IM NOT MENTALLY,I LISTEN TO ALL MY FRIENDS.I TALK TO ALL MY FRIENDS.I WILL NEVER FUCK A FRIEND OVER.AND IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT MY PROFILE HAS TO SAY...THEN HELL RATE IT A 1...I DONT CARE ONE LITTLE BIT,WHO IS IT HURTING? IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE THE BIGGER PERSON RATE ALL THE ONES IN THE WORLD....OK?

My List Of Guidelines ~~please Read~~~PLEASE READ CAREFULLY~~~ MY LISTS OF "RULES"
1. I HAVE MAD LUV FOR EVERYONE THAT SHOWS ME LUV AND I WILL DO EVERYTHING I CAN TO GIVE IT BACK.
2. I HAVE A FINACE' THAT I LUV VERY MUCH, AND I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL HOME WITH HIM. YES, WE HAVE OUR ISSUES AT TIME BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN IM GOING TO DISRESPECT MYSELF FOR YOUR PLEASURE
3. IF YOU DIDNT UNDERSTAND #2... LET ME EXPLAIN
- PLEASE TALK TO ME, GET TO KNOW ME... IM UP ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT AND ILL KEEP U COMPANY NO MATTER WHAT UR GOIN THROUGH.
- BUT DO NOT DISRESPCT ME OR MAKE ME UNCOMFORATBLE IN ANY WAY OR I WILL BLOCK U.
- RATE AND COMMENT MY PRIVATE PICS, I LUV TO HEAR FEEDBACK AND LEMME KNOW WHAT U THINK, I MAY EVEN FLIRT WIT U, BUT DONT TALK ABOUT HOW UR BEATIN OFF TO MY SH*T, THATS UR OWN DAMN BUSINESS AND ITS CREEPY !
BOTTOM LINE I AM A WOMAN, I AM MORE THEN A ITALIAN PU**Y. I AM TO BE RESPECTED, AND RESPECTING ME IS KNOWING I HAVE A MAN IN MY BED AND I AM VERY MUCH IN LOVE !
I feel like i really had to get

Good Baythank for being my friends but thes is going to be it for me on bloging . If i lev CT i hope that all of you have go life and know that i love you.

Drama & Life Why Does It Have To Be So Hard & How Do You Deal With It????Well Me and my X are Best friends and are there to talk to but maybe that is the way it's suppose to be but I am happy with that if I can't have him as a Lover then I am Happy Having him as a Friend at leat I don't Loose Him completely
Well Things are going Ok I guess I am happy to a certain extent I Love My Job and I have my Friends and Family & Kids that Love me and Keifer that is my heart and my lil sweetie my 2 year old God Child he is a rooten egg but he's my lil Rotten egg
and X's and their prombles how in the hell do I get pulled in them and end up friends with their girl Friends Hell I just don't understand it is weird and to talk to her and hear her say I Love him and don't know what to do it's just Crazy I don't know how I do it maybe it's just that I am the kinda person that can Listen to PPL when they have a promble but hell X's Girl Friends WHAT THE FUCK ???
I just don't know maybe it's cause I am a good person and I simpathize with others and Have a good

Beats Me.....Last night I had a very odd dream.
I was in a park and was surrounded by swarms of bees. Bees don't bother me in real life. I leave them alone, they leave me alone. Yes, I've been stung before, but I hold no fear when it comes to those kamikazee honey mills. But this dream disturbed me a lot. Everywhere I turned, they were there, hampering my movements.
I guess I'm bothered most by the fact that I don't know what this dream symbolizes. Ordinarily, I'd assume the swarm represents the hustle of my life and the way all of the different things that I have going are making it difficult for me to function. But right now, my life is calm. Work is good, not overwhelming. I'm not involved in a new play or anything else that takes up my spare time. So why this dream?
I do know that I am lonely. My LLW (Lovely Lady Wife for the uninitiated) is working a lot of hours, and I don't see much of her. We did spend a wonderful weekend together, however, so I got my batteries recharg

The Boy!Apparently the boy went to a Superbowl party with his father on Sunday and wound up out lasting most of the grown ups. I was told he was the only baby there and he was walking around and making friends with everyone. LOL.
Such a happy lil guy! =)

Fuck The WorldICP (INSANE CLOWN POSSE) LYRICS
"Fuck The World"
[Violent J]
Fuck. Fuck this shit.
Fuck givin it to me.
[Chorus:]
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
Sya fuck the world! (Fuck the world!)
If I only could I'd set the world on fire
Fuck em all! (Fuck em all!)
[Violent J]
Fuck you, fuck me, fuck us
Fuck Tom, fuck Mary, fuck Gus
Fuck Darius
Fuck the west coast, and fuck everybody on the east
Eat shit and die, or fuck off at least
Fuck pre-schoolers, fuck rulers
Kings and Queens and gold jewelers
Fuck wine coolers
Fuck chickens, fuck ducks
Everybody in your crew sucks, punk mother fucks
Fuck critics, fuck your review
Even if you like me, fuck you
Fuck your mom, fuck your mom's momma
Fuck the Beastie Boys and the Dali Llama
Fuck the rain forest, fuck a Forrest Gump
You probably like it in the rump
Fuck a shoe pump, fuck the real deal and fuck all the fakes
Fuck all

Once She Say's I Do.Why is it Guys don't care who they fart in front of. I know we all do it and its a natural thing.
Here's a question...Why is it when with a group of people...if we burp we say excuse me and its no big thing... but once someone farts... everybody starts laughing their asses off.

Give Yourself A MomentTuesday, February 6, 2007
Give yourself a moment
When there's something that needs to be done, give yourself a moment to do it. When there's a decision that must be made, give yourself a moment to think it through.
When life demands a response, give yourself a moment to find the most positive and meaningful one. When someone is explaining something to you, give yourself a moment to truly listen and to understand.
Life is made up of many moments, one right after another. The big outcomes, results and achievements depend on what you do with all those little moments along the way.
With each moment you can choose to let it pass or to let it bring you down. Or, you can decide to make good use of that moment with positive purpose, value and love.
How many times have you looked back on your life with regret, and wished you had given yourself a moment to do what could have easily been done? Now is your opportunity to avoid such future regrets by recognizing the great value in

I Thank You GirlThe sun is up, the sky is blue,
There’s not a cloud in sight,
I lay awake the whole night through,
Until the early light,
I reached for you, a time or two,
And gently brushed your cheek,
Said how much you mean to me,
While you were sound asleep,
And I thanked you girl,
You moved a little then you smiled,
Giggled like a naughty child,
And it was such a lovely sight to see,
I felt so blessed to just be there,
To hold you close, and stroke your hair,
And feel the love within your heart for me,
I can’t explain what I did right,
To feel the way I did last night,
No, I can’t explain,
But if I could, if I just knew,
My darling one I swear to you,
I’d do it again,
And I thank you girl,
‘Cause there’s a million men would give their sight,
To take my place for just one night,
B