So, I know this may sounds cryptic but I need to vent and this is a safe place for me to do it.

You know how you are saying that you have boundaries, well I get that, but I do also. I have boundaries, emotions, and feelings, even though you think that yours are more important than mine doesn't make mine any less real. I hurt too sometimes. So please, just leave. Go on your vacation and take a break from everything, then when you get back I fully intend on removing myself from you and your situation as much as possible and that being it. I am tired of having you try and outshine me. We are different people. I love you and would be lost without you but you need to realize that I am an adult and need to live my life.

On that note. I have an audition to be a bar dancer at a local bar here next Wednesday. Learning the routines for it currently. Cayote Ugly type shit. Super fun. Wish me luck.