I am sitting on the porch at the rv watching him cut the grass with his shirt off and his arms look so strong yet he is such a tender man, all I can think of is tieing him to the new toy we have which allows you to tie the persons hands and feet so they are spread eagled. You have full frontal and rear views to access whatever part of the body you wish. I have tied his wrists and feet but he could get out of the ties he if chose as they are lose and I only want him to think he has no control but actually does.

I want him to feel that he can do nothing but what I wish him to and he must follow my directions for a change as he is always the leader carrying the load. He starts to talk and I tell him to shut the fuck up but he doesn’t listen so I take a handful of buttered peas and cram them in his mouth as he is a bad boy and doesn’t eat his veggies. He has given me no choice but to spank his bare ass and kneel down and lick his cheeks as I run my hands slowly over his thighs.

He is already hard and I have a surprise for him and I ring the bell and walks in the woman who will take care of his cock while I am busy playing with his ass. Her only job is to suck is cock and lick his balls and nothing else. I stop what I am doing and wipe the peas off his face as he would be embarrassed to be seen that way and I have no intention of embarrassing him. I ring the bell again and she enters the room naked with fuck me pumps on and I know he is liking this.

She follows me into the other room and I take care of her financial needs because when we are done she is to leave without a word. We walk back into the playroom and we are chatting about nothing of interest and both of us become quiet when we get near him. I begin to kiss him lightly on the lips nibbling on his lower lip as she is sitting in the chair close by playing with her nipples. I begin to kiss his neck as he is watching her and he is so damn excited as she begins to play with her clit and finger herself.

I continue to kiss his lower neck and chest and suck on his nipples as I play with his cock and he continues to watch her and I do know this is total enjoyment for him. As I work my way down to his cock she has stood up and bent over as he watches her masturbate with her ass spread. I lick his cock a few times and work my way around to his ass and that is her cue to come over to us and she slowly kneels on the pillow in front of him.

I am licking his ass and working my tongue into his pleasure spot as she begins to suck his cock and he moans as if he is in pain but actually it is pleasure driving him crazy. I lube up his ass and enter him slowly seeking out that spot that makes him totally crazy. She is now licking his balls and he can’t stand it much longer as I finger his ass and she licks his shaft he shoots his wad as he screams out “O God”

I am one disgusting human being and I hate myself for the thoughts I am having, today is my anniversary and he is dead and I am thinking about someone who I want to do many a naughty thing to. I shouldn’t be thinking this way but I can’t help it as I have not been in a man’s arms in so long and the jackoff I am currently seeing just doesn’t have the “it” factor that I am looking for. The man I think of all the time drives me crazy with his strong thighs and his gorgeous smile, I love to hear him laugh and the thought of him gets me through so many difficult times.

I know I let him down by giving away all the money but I have to know if he loves me for me and not the money, that is why I never would want to be rich as I love deeply and it would break my heart if someone was with me for my money or if I were famous. That has got to be hard for people in those positions as there are so many parasites in the world and they will act like your best friend when actually they are a best friend to your wallet.

I am such a tramp as I am thinking of crawling between his naked legs and sucking his cock right this second and I shouldn’t be thinking about him at all. I am thinking of being in a round elevator made of glass that has a round railing that goes all away around and he turns me around and tells me to grab the railing and he lifts my dress to find a naked ass. He fucks me as we are going up to our room and it is these thoughts that make me such a slut and I do not enjoy thinking like this today but actually I do.

I cannot help myself as I am a sexually driven woman and that is just the way it is and actually I wouldn’t want it any other way. I think of him at my rv and we go for a ride on the golf cart into the woods and I start to rub his crotch and he instantly gets hard and I have no choice but to unzip his pants and start to lick and suck his delicious cock and he tells me to bend over the back of the golf cart and he drives his hardness deep into me again and again and he let’s out a thunderous roar when he cums.

We both kiss passionately and he sucks on my nipple and starts to finger my pussy which is already soaked with our juices, he tells me to sit on the back of the golf cart and he kneels down and spreads my legs and start to suck on my clit which makes me fucking crazy, I put my feet on his shoulders and as he is licking I start to cum and cum and cum and holy fuck I cum again. This is what making love is all about, spontaneity and excitement. We go back to the rv and shower and crawl into bed to take an afternoon nap and my head is on his chest and his arm is around me as both of us fall into a sweet slumber.