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Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Yesterday on auspicious
day, towards 8:00 am, all the families of SamcholingMiddle Secondary School,
gathered in MP Hall to mark the death
anniversary of Zhabdrung Ngawang Namgyel and to offer our
sincere prayers and butter lamp to all the victims, families and all Nepalese, In fact the devastating earthquake and series of aftershocks has
made vulnerable the serenity of thousands of minds.

Let me pray for Nepal…

To the soul of lost
lives,

To the lives in pain and
people in woe…

I pray for you dear
people of Nepal…

I am sorry for all
mishaps..

Let this tragedy not
return in days ahead in Nepal…

Let this disaster not
return in days ahead in any nation…

All grasses are crying out
of sadness,
All trees are crying out of loneliness,

The lands are crying out of
calamity,

The peoples are crying out
of difficulty,
Everything is just so sad in Nepal.

I know, time wipes tears
from all faces

I know, time wipes fears
from all places
Buddha Blesses to all Nepalese.
Till from sadness they're removed.

May death souls shall fly
perhaps from star to star
Reaching their destination
and find Heaven’s gate ajar.

I know, time wipes tears from all faces
Whose hearts are tuned to sorrow.
Those that cry a thousand tears
Shall be blessed by tomorrow.

Buddha
Bless all the people of Nepal…

In fact Buddha blesses us
always.

Dear reader, you can make
good virtue

By praying and supporting
them.

Let’s not wait…Let’s act

Liven up your humanity.

When life is too short
and dear,

Have a humanitarian
heart.

<3 <3 <3

Buddha, please bring back
the peace soon in the minds of thousands of Neaplese…
_/\_

Friday, April 24, 2015

Adopted a Rose in Earth Day... I hope it will grow well to give me immense contentment...I feel every flower is a soul blossoming in nature...

World Earth Day is
celebrated every year as an annual event by the people all across the world on
22nd of April in order to increase the awareness among people about
the environment safety as well as to demonstrate the environmental protection
measures. First time, the world earth day was celebrated in our school.

International Mother Earth Day
provides an opportunity to raise public awareness around the world to the
challenges regarding the well-being of the planet and all the life it supports.

International Mother Earth
Day is celebrated to remind each of us that the Earth and its ecosystems
provide us with life and food. Whenever I enter
to the environmental science class to educate them, the first thing that I tell
is, ‘Our planet is ill and reaching critical condition. We individual are
engaged in matricide!’

Chief
Seattle’s wisdom comes to us in the phrase “The Earth doesn’t belong to us. We
belong to the Earth.” The Earth provides us
with all we need to exist and asks for nothing in return. We have taken
advantage of this and exploited her for profit. The abuse and destruction of
the earth has increased to the point where we have not only poisoned the earth
and it’s creatures, but also ourselves. We are all part of the environment and
what we do to the environment; we also do to ourselves, as well as to our
future generations.

Each
being on Earth depends on clean water, clean air, and healthy topsoil. It’s
time to realize that our most threatening enemy is our ignorance.

This year I sense myself
fortunate, as I have given an opportunity to be an environmental science focal
person, nature club coordinator and also I am coordinating the SUPW for class
PP, II and IV. So, that we collaboratively visualize the situation of our
mother earth. So, on particular day I
thought of involving whole school at least a day to participate and appreciate
what our mother earth is doing for us, but I couldn't. However my environmental science students and nature club members remained dynamic to
initiate the program by them and we did the following activities:

Our earth day started with the display of banner, speech by Kezang Tempa(Captain:Nature club), adoption of flower pot,
then whole day junk food was prohibited. We also performed outdoor activities
related to the earth safety like new trees plantation (planted charinuma and
roses) , picking up roadside waste materials, recycling of wastes, energy
conservation and so many.

Starting form, 22nd of
April, school management made a set of laws that no
student are allowed to eat junk food!
When it comes to girl’s hostel, it’s strictly prohibited. They are not
allowed to carry junk food in hostel; I don’t mean that they cannot consume at
all. They can have in cafeteria, dump wrappers in proper place, that’s
environmental friendly, but girls are junckholics and wild too…. More waste comes from junk food, thts my observation... I also stopped burning the waste, instead I borrowed sacks from kitchen and I asked girls to segregate the waste and put it inside the sack so that we can recycle it. “Earth Day should encourage us to reflect on what we are doing to make our planet a more sustainable and livable place.” – Scott Peters. We find the courage to initiate the changes we wish to see in the world, the wisdom to carry them out wisely and the heart to love with generosity and compassion. May we recognize that we are falling apart so we can come together, and respect each other.

It also recognizes a collective responsibility, to promote harmony with nature and the Earth to achieve a just balance among the economic, social and environmental needs of present and future generations of humanity.

Monday, April 13, 2015

I had fears like when
I was 10 years old where I was diagnosed having a cyst on my kidney. Every time
my father and mother used to take me to a nearest BHU(Basic Health Unit). I was
also referred to Jigme Dorji Wangchuk Referral hospital. I would be happy
despite of the pain that I bear. I still remember the bad
muscle cramp I had when I was invited by my uncle
at his place for dinner.

I was already down on the floor, unconscious… My mom constantly
asks me saying, ‘What was the colour of your urine today.’ I would rather tell
a lie saying it was clear like a water:P. Please do not eat potatoes(Alu khanu
hudaina hai nani), thats what my dad and mom says all the time. They never left
me alone till I completed my primary education.

After that I was placed in
one of the hospitality boarder school, where matron was real Angel (Thank you
madam Tika for your humanity, I will never forget you in my life). My father
visited me every week and he used to reach me to the hospital.
Honestly, I didn’t know that I have had a kidney disorder. I only
knew that I will have a muscle cramp, swelling of face, legs and arms and
tea-coloured urine.

I graduated class seven in the year of 2004, my result was
excellent (that was; what my father said :P) and my mother used to keep all my
documents in a file piled up. In the winter of 2004 exactly 11 years back, I
realized that I am grown up so I wanted to keep all my documents with me. So,
without the notice of my mom I crawled into her bed room. I mutely opened the
wooden box, which was unlocked. I caught a red file. My rowdy childhood photos
filled the front cover of file, I flipped hurriedly: I found all the results
that I obtained in primary education, health card, birth certificate, marathon
race certificate, chocolate race certificate and a huge bundle of papers. I
wanted to read it. Honestly speaking, I couldn’t read clearly as doctors have
scribbled something on the paper, similar like a rowdy child scribbled
something crossly on the book, given to practice ABCD…I flipped the next paper.
It was written: ‘Cyst on kidney.’ There was a mention of, ‘referred( ticked) to
Thimphu. My mom was already saying that, I will be taken to Thimphu this year
as a winter outing and I will be meeting with uncle. whom I missed him more
than two years. I really didn’t like to go away from home. I had missed a lot.
I closed the file, cried and cried alone, recollecting all the the life that I
have.

So, on 31st of
January, I can visualize everything. My mother prepared selroti(bread) to
welcome Happy new year 2005. We celebrated New Year together with families at
home. Next day, on 2nd of January 2005, we had booked two
tickets to travel Thimphu. I left my beautiful village and reached mundane
urban called Thimphu. It was already dark when we steeped out from the bus. My
uncle was already waiting for our arrival.

Next day, we went hospital
for checkup. My mom didn’t notify me saying that you are diagnosed as a kidney
patient. But I already knew that the checkup was meant for me. I was taken in
by my uncle. Nobody actually explained me well that, why I should be operated.
I was so awkward and uncomfortable during the examination and during the
surgery because my surgeon is a guy. You know, I am a shy woman still today.

Last time Dawa Knight
asked me, ‘Are you a shy girl?

I said, ‘Kinda. How did you
know that?’

He simply added,
‘I am reading a book on the description of human gestures, looking at the
photos that you have uploaded on face book, I can make out that you are a shy
girl.’

Yes, it’s true that I
am introvert. And believe it or not as if I have other options because majority
of the specialists trained on that specific area are dominated by males. So,
for a patient who wants to get well, you must prepare yourself to get at ease
because doctors are just doctors. They are there in a position
where they should cure you and you must trust them.

I must suffer the
experience of awkwardness if I would like to be cured. So I brushed off the
thoughts of negativity and I trusted my doctor during the process. It really feels
awkward yet I always console that it was part of the treatment and I have
nothing to be ashamed.

Honestly that time, I am in
mixed emotions because I feel the fears yet the hope that I’ll be okay feeds me
to stay positive. The thought to die young does occurs as well.

source: google

As the lab-gown dressed it
on me, believe it or not I was injected a medicine for sleeping. I didn’t
know what was happened then. Before I went to sleep, I witness the preparation
for surgery. I was really nervous as the nurses preparing the apparatus for the
operation. I think I had seen more than five different sizes of needle
and really, my heart beats created a hard palpitation seeing them.
You can imagine a patient shivering, that’s how I was then. The surgery
was lasted more than one hour I guess. I went hospital for many times,
each checkup brings me a hell lot of pain in my heart.

I swear my hands
become so cold when I hear of surgery or operation. I constantly visit
hospital. Last week I was said that I have a high blood pressure. So, these
days I am playing table-tennis with my #GirlStudentFriendTeacher every day.
Last year, I did operation of my right eye. I eye witnessed each and every step
of the operation. In fact that was real painful and I cried a lot, unbearable
pain. That moment reminds me of what I feel today, I feel cold. I
feel nervous. I feel upset. I feel the pain I haven’t feel. I am frightened. I
am alarm. I am panic. I feel agitated. I feel deeply the life I have. Please
God bless me with good health. I know, it says that health is wealth. That’s
truly true. Thanks Kenchosum for blessing me with such a caring mom-dad. They
provide me with optimum support, love, care and they always keeps me happy. I
don’t remember the day where my dad spoke to me with an authoritarian voice,
but mom does that( I don’t care…because she is my first lady best friend) if my
dad does that then I will be heartbroken lolX :P. My darling girlfriends
Ganga&Yangchen, cares me to optimum in absence of my parents, thanks a
million darling girlfriends.

People expect me to
be responsible, serious, a grown up. But do we ever grow up? No matter how much
we grow taller, grow older, grow wider, we are forever stumbling…forever
wondering, forever…young.

Ahh, my heart became so heavy, moving
down to the memory lane and recollecting the life that I have had…

Friday, April 03, 2015

My life recently was really consumed by my work because if you
notice the interval of my post, it takes several months before making new post.
March had
just come to an end without my attention at all.

I had no idea realizing how March just marched by without a knock on me. Kidding aside! Of course, it does! My monthly reports reminded me anyway. It only implies how work really worked for me the entire month. Okay, but that’s not the thing.

Yes to my LOVE month! My ever favorite month! Yes, did I ever share with you that APRIL is my favorite month… Some of you might have ideas, why I love this month as some might even have no idea at all. You know, because of so many reasons I love capital APRIL. Nothing to worry, I’ll let you know but not today.

I’m not even sure and clueless what to expect so I rather tend to surprise you. Come again, myself! Surprising you?! Yes, surprising you! What’s wrong of surprises anyway? lol! Seriously, I anticipated this month too and I love the surprises that might be happening on this month. If you happened to read my post previously then you will feel the heaviness of how I dealt my every day. Surprisingly, the approach of April just inspires me a lot and feels me amazingly excited thinking of the reasons that made me to love this month.

My apology anyway for being so transparent lately, I know I should have shared better and inspiring post rather than posting insignificant write-up.

I have brought you some photos of events of the past month which I supposed to post it early sorry for delay. Please have a glace.

The Annual School Rimdro, presided by Khenpo Tempa Rabgay concluded on 28th March 2015. Much to our own relief. It was especially satisfying for me as I was nursing personal bereavement too.

Friends 4eva

The
thought to roam around during weekend really isn’t my cup of tea always. I’m
really not the type who usually goes out every weekend because I rarely have
the passion staying outside. I work straightly more than eight hours a day plus
five hours every Saturday. All totaled to forty five hours, right? Please
correct me if I am not. So how’s that? Definitely my everyday will surely just
surpass on my basically routine as heavy as that, huh!

But I believe that no matter how our everyday runs, the uniqueness to spend our
daily routines is still in our hands. It’s still in us to bring up our
everyday!

So here’s weekend escapade with my friends...

weekend escapade with my friend the most bful Bumthabzam on 21st of March… Explored her place... Thank you zaminn...