Life Sux..........Eh I really don't like father's day anymore. I guess cuz I have no real reason to be kinda happy about this day anymore since my dad has passed. Just a day to bring up stupid emotions...But ne wayz I haven't posed in awhile. I went to the Zoo yesterday it rocked. I'm going back friday LoL I'm such a kid at heart I tell ya. I think I'm ready to get back out there in the "dating world"...I kinda miss having a man even though the last one was a low-life douche bag. I don't even know why I spent 4 horrid months with that cock sucker. School is good and I'm actually doing good. Yay go me!!! I hate the heat it totally sucks. I wanna go play in the fountian but it's no fun alone. Nicholas is getting so big I can't even believe it. He's my little man. Honestly I don't know what I'd ever do without him. I think I might be getting sick which really blows. I hate being sick. Hmmm I don't think I have anything else to say....and this blog made no sence just random crap put together.... Gotta Love

LifeWell fokes I have the flu I have the chills,stuffy nose, fever and I just don't feel godd gonna shower and go to bed....night all!!! Ya know what's sad women who mess around with married men now don't get me wrong men sometimes start it but u would think women would be smarter and step back and say i can do better who am i to finish breaking up a broken family if u ask me they are desparate for affection and will do anything to get it but ya know 9 out of 10 men end up going back to their wifes anyhow and where does that leave u sitting there lookin like an ass...also another thing that pisses me of is when after the break up is done the other women always has to look at his profile and his wifes to see what is up like.... do they comment and, has she written a blog, or are they fighting here is a clue...u know who u are when u read this....get a life and move on it is over go find something new and better and leave me alone!!!I am sorri he hurt u but u knew going into it that he was m

Lifei started reading the second book in the twilight series but i had to put it down. i don't think i can emotionally handle reading that book right now. i'm almost over ravyn, but i still think of her every day i still have flashbacks and it's too much to put myself through the pain of her turning cold and walking away from me. and i feel sick. i've felt lonely and out of sorts the last few days well on and off for the last few weeks really and to be honest for the last 4 years if not my whole life. but i don't feel good my head swims anytime i sit up my face has been bright red and feels really warm like i have a fever and my mind has been overwelming me the last few days. i couldnt sleep on monday and some reason i kept thinking of my friend in NC thinking if she's the one cuz she's always been there and such, i despise feeling like i can't trust my emotions anymore they switch at times so suddenly in my desperation.
liking more than one person and caring for so many people is tortu

Lifeomg i have no idea what im going to write here. but im bored so i figured i would mess around a little bit.life....is hard. its been really hard lately. surprisingly im taking all pretty well i think. im not blowing up and im settling back into a depression. at least i hope not. im eating and sleeping. im not crying all the time. which is good. im working a lot though. which is probably helping a lot. it gives me something to take my mind off whats going on in my personal life. weee ok im done being a freak.

Life Is Funny!!Let me ask you this, why do guys think that the bbw's of the world are not worth dating??? What the hell is up wih that? We have feelings just like those skinny ass barbie wanna be bitchs do. And most of the time we are smarter then them! Sometimes men can be pigs and it's pissing me off. Wake up guys see that there is more to us bbw's.
To those guys that like the bbw's much love, you know a real women when you see one!!
Just when I thought things were going bad, things have gotten better. It's amazing what happens when someone talks to you and lets you know what is going on. So all is well with the guy that I meet on here, he had things he needed to work out. I can understand that, so he called and we got together and talked it out and now things are good again. I think my heart is going to be ok. Well thats it, I'm off to bed it's 2:22 a.m and I'm sure my kids will have me up by 8. Goodnight, much love to all. Hugs and Kisses
And Yet I Die
I see the stars

Lifeand now i just found out my dr wont see me because its a workmans comp issue and i called the dr they told me to call and he wont see me till the workmans comp is approved by my work mind you they let me go early do you really think there gonna approve it (NO!) moms then the gym to try and take my frustrations out call the cell if u want maybe ill call you back

Life...funny Thing Isnt It.Its been a while since Ive just let my feelings spill all over the place and I really need it right now. I havent talked much to anyone about whats been on my mind,its to the point just thinking about it makes me physically ill. I guess its because Ive only been through this once in my life and it wasn't anything like this so I really dont know the best way to get through it. What Ive been doing isnt healthy,just holding it in. Putting this fake smile on my face and hiding behind weed smoke,anything to cloud my messy mind.
See my grandmother died a few weeks ago and up until that day she had been the single most important,loving,graceful,strong,wonderful person I have ever known. She has taught me so much in my life that I will forever be grateful to her. She taught me to be strong. She taught me to be respectful. She taught me how to use my mind to reach every goal I set for myself. She taught me that no matter how bad you have it,someone else has it worst,never complain about what

LifeToday I had to put my cat(Kate)down. It is a sad thing when you have to say goodby to a family member but Kate lived a long(20 years) life.
MARRY MEET, MARRY PART, MARRY MEET AGAIN.

Life In Hell Is It So Bad I Think NotLISTEN TO IT ALL THE WAY AND U WILL SEE IT TELL THE STORY OF A REAL FUCKING LOOSER DONT LET YOUR LIFE END UP LIKE THESE GUYS
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LifeHave you ever just wondered why life can seem so freakin tough sometimes? I mean what have you done to deserve one thing after another hitting you an knocking you back down knowing you just got up from the last hit. Just one of them thinking nights obviously and before ya even read on NO I am not suicidal(sp)lol. Seems like everytime I have a positive outlook on something, something seems to go wrong. Guess that would be the story of my life right now. All the stress that I have built up seems to never set free. If its not work its my personal life. When does it ever end? or does it even? I'm begining to think not.
The work stress really is stupid. Its not my job that stress's me really, its the atmosphere around me. Always having to be on your toes. Not knowing whats gonna happen next due to the people in the work place around you. The freaking cowards an hypocrites that the are. So nice to your face, and talkin shit behind your back. The only solution I even see to this is for me

Life Of A Fallen AngelI'm strong, but I break..I'm stubborn and I plenty mistake. I'm hard and life with me is never easy..Please don't ever try to figure me out. I'll make you fall in love with me and then push you away from my heart. Cry for hours and always be smiling. Laugh about my life, but worry about step I take. There is no apologizing for what I do to the ones around me. If I've hurt you, I'm sorry. I just don't want you to see my heart and the glumly appearance it has from all of the pain.. To the ones who still love me. I can't promise who I will be in 5 mins, 5 months, or 5 years from now. You can choose to wait till there's something or you can enjoy the moments of you life. Someday when we are at the same place or on the same road it may be ok for you to hold my hand. And I will let you love me again. But for now...I set you free...
Today-I close my eyes, take a deep breath and pray that I will make it day by day. I choose to be on my own. Stand up for what I want. Have fun and live...I'm

LifeThe Music Plays...Sensual
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The music plays a romantic tune, softly creates the mood, We gaze into each other eyes and smile, all is right, scented candles lights the room it sets a real romantic mood..
Rose petals on the bed, satin red sheets, the feeling of satin caressing our bodies, the room smells sweet, on the table strawberries and a can of cream..
Honey on the other side of the table, makes me realize the passion and the delight she has in mind, Red wine on ice, one long stem rose placed in her hand sealed with a gentle kiss from my lips, a soft caress on my cheek, a sweet smile on her face makes me feel truly unique, I'm weak at the knees..
My passion arises as I look into her eyes the music plays, our favorite song, as she kisses my lips, I seem to want her more and more..
She feeds me, I feed her, strawberries dipped in cream, we sip the wine ~Oh how divinely~ The taste on her lips excites me, as I nibble on her bottom lip as she holds me tight, the mus

Life...Just wanted to say sorry for not doing my usual postings, yeah I'm a slacker. I spent the morning in the ER only to find out I didn't have a stroke afterall, just have Bell's Palsy. Yippie. Happy Monday to me! So, enjoy my smiling pics here on LC ...hard telling when you'll see another one :( Thanks for reading and keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
~~Kim Had my follow up drs. appt. today. Blahh. Seems this mess is going to have to run it's course. They can't give me a timeline as to when it will get better. They did increase my meds, so maybe that will help. They couldn't tell me how it happened either - they "think" it's caused by the same virus that causes chicken pox and it attacks the cranial nerve.
The dr. said that in her 12 years of practicing there was only 1 case that didn't have a full recovery. I'm guessing that's suppose to be the upside to all of this.
Yes, I guess you could say I'm feeling a little sorry for myself. I'm a mommy, I'm not use to being sick.

Life Lesson LearnedToday i went and seen david. I know i wont see him for awhile. i will miss him when he goes to iraq.
People come and go out of your life. somewhere there is a reason for it. there is no explaination or anything it just happens. each person has a trait that you were attracted to and made ya click, some people will disappoint you no matter what. those are ok. just knowing who you are and how you treat others has a place of its own.
I, myself, have done some thinking. soul searching what ever ya want to call it. The drive back from Minnesota made me realize that people are not perfect. i know i am not, but it also made me realize how crucial it is to be honest with someone.
i also realize i dont belong. i know alot of people dont and wont understand that. i feel like i am on Earth for a reason, but i dont fit. i tend to step back from crowds, let people go before me, and just sit back and be quiet. i also feel like i am interrupting people, even when it is one on one. i am not s

Life In General......fall arrives at three after midnight tonight. This is a good but bad things i like fall to a point the world is beautiful. The colors are so awsome and clothes are easily found and there is always enough material to cover what I need covered.
other than that I have changed my major. I am offically an English major. YIKES!! I also have a graduation date (sorta) I will be done spring 08 then its time to get a real job!!
Well I think thats it for now just wanted to update all those who care! Enjoy life!

The Lifetoday i wished my life was differnet, it is the same as every other day and has all ways been! i want more to life, to my life. i want more for my son. i want more for the sake of my sanity!

Life Suckswell guys have the surgery scheduled now and talked to the surgeon and we ahve come to a descision that if for some reason the tumor they are taking out comes back as malignant then he is going to wake me up and we are going to talk about removing the breast that it is coming out of. this is the best thing for me, and for my girls. it is also better on the body. so any prayers you guys can pray for me will be appreciated very much. i know that i will survive either way because i am just too damn stubborn to let anything happen to me that i dont want to happen. lol thats the southern thang coming out now lol. thanks guys and i mean this from the bottom of my heart. you go through life trying to hide and side step feeling pain, have you ever stopped and wondered what would happen if you stared pain in the face so to speak and got over it? pain makes you realize if not but for a short time you are alive. how else can we honestly know that we are alive or living without pain? let me know

LifeAlright... Wednesday is Valentine's Day... and I just had a few words to say about it... I'm sure all of u know how rediculous I think it is... people put too much importance on relationships... like u cant be happy if ur not in one... "What's life without love?" shit like that... well u know what? I'm very damn happy without a relationship... I'm so sick of people getting all excited about what they are getting their boyfriend or girlfriend for this one stupid day...
If u really are in love... then u should celebrate it every day... not just this one day a year... it shouldnt take a holiday for u to let someone know just how much u care for them... and it sure as hell shouldnt take a lot of money for u to "prove" ur love... another thing... love shouldnt be proven... it should just show... and if the person u "love" doesnt know how much they mean to u already... then there is obviously something wrong with the relationship...
I dont mean to sound like some anti-love bitter perso

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Life!!Have we ever thought about the purpose of our life?
If we stop and think, you will be surprised to see the kind of answers we will get!

LifeOk. i have a confession to make....
I color my hair. There I have said it and now I must go and rinse this stupid stuff out of my hair.
Oh, the price to be so darn cute!!! Well today is my baby's birthday and unfortunately he is sick with a really bad migrane right now. I feel so bad, but being the stubborn man that he is he won't let me take him to the er to get him a shot. He is more concerned with my health and wellbeing than about his own. that is what makes him a totally wonderful person and I love him with all my heart. Well it is hard to believe that 2006 is coming to an end and fast. I only wish that I could look back on this year and say that i have accomplished something, but alas I can't. I did meet a wonderful man and I have met some wonderful friends here on cherrytap, but as far leaving my mark and doing something that i can be proud of, i haven't. I am not one to make resoltions for the new year as i will never follow them or keep them so i guess the next be

LifeI have been at 99.99% for the last week. Can anyone tell me what I need to do to move on to the next level. Thanks Kira

LifeMy Babii Went to jail last night && I am soOo Upset I miss him like crazyy!!! I hope he gets out soon:((
Love,
Sheana

Lifehmmmmm well this is a good subject to start with isnt it......but I dont do blogs ha ha

LifeSo we went camping over the weekend in the mountains of WV. It was freezing outside for the overnight hours and we froze our asses off. Now I think I'm sick from all of it and I feel like shit even though I had some fun at the time. We bought a new tent for our trip and my hubby wouldn't help put it up so my friends did, and it was funny, they called it the hotel because it was so damn big! It's official, I hate men! Ok so my in-laws are in town for a week before they leave again and go to California. They are keeping my little boy pretty much ALL week and weekend and I feel completely lost! This weekend wont be so bad cause we'll be camping and more than likely getting drunk, but until then I have next to nothing to do! My friends are either in school(college) or working or out of state and my hubby is working so I can't even spend some alone time with him. I'm lost and wish my friends would come and rescue me!

Life Rt Nowok im starting to feel so fkn duped i think maggie has a new boyfriend and isnt telling me bc they are always hannging out together and now she isnt answereing my phone calls and shes acting wierd and i dont like feeling as if shes lieing to me and she will be here in less than a week and i dont want this to be hannging over my head i cant act normal around her if im thinking shes w this guy i need help and if shes going to keep telling me that shes not dateing him and i feel like she is i dont know what im supposed to any ideas? ive been a royal bitch the last few days unintestionly and my x has gotten the worst of it and i didnt mean to b so harsh and abrasive as she put it imunder a bunch of diffrent stressers and really not dealing very well i told her last night that it was always odd to me that shed fall asleep when we were talkig and she was drunk when i was trying to get her to answere a ? wich in retrospect is stupid bc by then normaly weve been talking for a while and drinkin

Lifeso anyways, me and my fiancee went to my moms last night and we were just chillin down there for a while. when time came to return home, my woman had a back pain that had her in tears so I rushed her to the hospital. I called my mom and they came to the hospital too. we stayed the night at my moms. I really don't know what this mumm is getting at other than the fact that I put my pregnant woman before me which goes to show my righteous, unselfish ways. I've diagnosed myself cuz I was lookin up stuff and I ran across this and it turns out it is exactly what I am
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Hypomania (literally, below mania) is a mood state characterized by persistent and pervasive elevated or irritable mood, and thoughts and behaviors that are consistent with such a mood state. People experiencing hypomanic symptoms typically have a flood of ideas, and sometimes mildly grandiose thoughts and visions. It is distinguished from mania by the absence of psychoti

Life Of A Traveling ManToday we went to the TES festival! I am including some video I shot (did it with my digital camera, so the image may not be all that clear)!! This robot is the whole reason I am in Japan. I am training on it, and when I come back to the states, Jim, David and my self will be responsible for maintaining, repairing, and showing it!!! Hope you all enjoy the videos. You may have to let it play once to buffer it, then it'll play smoothly if you play it again...I hope, at least it does on my machine! Okay well enjoy the vids!!!
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I put all of the vids in my stash, including two others! ....it was taking to long for my blog to load with 5 on here, so I took 3 off...sorry!
I hope you enjoyed those clips!!! take care and have fun!!!!
Later Gators,
-Fred Jr. Hey All,
Okay well things got alittle messed up but it's all good. I made it home from Japan on the 4th of November safe and sound! It was a good trip over all. Th

Life?!Why does it seem like when everything is going wrong, and your life starts to change for the better, somethin happens to Fuck it up all over again??

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Life Crazy Wonderous LifeI want everyone to hear me in the dead of the night. When I write the things I cannot forget or remember to hear out loud. There is truth in the world and in family. The most wonderful aspect of life is living and loving and experiencing things you didn’t think you ever could. The strongest part of me is in the truth of my mother, she is so hopeful and loving even when she is not treated well. One day I hope I am just as good and beautiful as she. I am preceded in death by my most amazing family members (may they rest in peace) I am with-drawn and enlightened by their wisdom and love, to stay around so long when nothing works for them anymore. How precious our life is and how long it takes the average Joe to realize it. I have been licked by the death tongue and thank god, lived another day to see how I am loved and cherished. My best friend was out of town and when she got back home was completely lost in finding where I was staying. I am grateful that she would even try and know she

LifeThe Lonely Life I Lead
I walk the this cursed earth alone in the dark
I have nobody to spend eternity with
I bite the fragile mortals and leave a mark
I float through my excistance like wood thats adrift
Maybe someday i will have happiness instead of death
But i have to give someone my curse so that i wont be alone
I need to feed on someone and take their last breath
And i think about the decisions that i have blown
I live in the shadows where nobody sees me
No friends no family just cursed by myself
Maybe i should not care and just let this dark life be
To have someone to hold and care i would give up my wealth My prayer
This is my prayer to help me get through
Im grateful for my one and only baby
I have made mistakes in life know matter what i do
But through my kid i can live right i see
I love everything that i have in my wierd life
My parents have left me hurt and alone
And with my friends i have felt stab me with a k

Life In EmsI will be posting was intersting stories of both past and present real life happings of life in the hospital and out on the streets as a medic. It was a Thursday morning, I worked the night shift Wednesday night, and my relief and I were Bullshiten over some coffee before I went home. Our radios went off for a motor vehicle accident with ejection. This is the shit I live for. We dropped our coffee cup and sprung into action. On the way to the scene we received an update from the police that CPR was started on one of the victims. We pulled up and I seen number 6 worst accident I have seen in 20 years. One vehicle was in pieces across the road with the passenger side of the car about a foot from the driver’s side and the other vehicle was 25 feet into the weeds along side the highway. The driver of the car that was in the weed were trapped inside their car, and the of driver was laying on the pavement 200 feet from their vehicle in cardiac arrest. I went too the driver in the wee

Life...another week ....
where does the time go .. its like just over 2 months till xmas.....wow gotta start shopping !!
my weekend was ok went out wiv the girls saturday night which is normally always fun but i hate coming home early the nights never long enuff for me.. and despite the drinking comencing at 12 noon the girls wanted to go home early and i wasnt impressed !!
lol how old am i 12..lol !! no just act like it .!!
but had a reall lazy day yesterday got up a few times but then ended up back in bed which was great i like veging out in bed .... rarely do it anymore what with the kids etc..
hehe!!
so anyways not a very intresting blog dont have much to say ....
im in a better mood this week i think!! last week i was a bit to thoughtful and that just gets me into trouble ..over thinking things is not good !!
already planning next weekend coz nothing really happens in the week not in my life anyways ....
but should be all good !!
loves hugs and kisses to you all

Life Goes OnGeez this week has been long. But then again that's okay. The kid's are in school! My girl has her 15th b'day this weekend and I get to have a bunch of teen's over. Woohoo for me! She want's her belly pierced so were going for it! No chickening out for her. i ahve heard nothing for months except that she wants it done! So were getting it done. I may even take the option while i'm there and have me a piercing done! What ya think?
Okay well bored ya enough! See ya's lata!!
Jess Well, I think I finally figured out how to do this Last Cheery thang! So leave me a comment or something! lol!

LifeThis entry is about me and my love of sex. I had to come back and add a comment. What I am writting about below is not about relationships. It is simply a few of the things that i think make sex fun. It is not all inclusive of my life and opinions. It would take a large book to cover everything. So, if you don't like what you read, it is ok with me. I am just giving you a small insight into my mind. I love sex, and I am open to any everything.
My 100% known limits are Scat, extreme pain, and permanent marks. I am open to just about everthing else. My view of sex is non-judgemental fun. If it feels good do it.
To me sex does not always mean orgasm, sometimes it is just about having fun, on the low end of the scale have you ever masturbated just because it feels good but did not do it to completion?
One of my favorite fantasies is to be naked in front of two or more women and have what ever they want done to me, to include strap-on sex. I have, and do use toys on myself. My wife got m

LifeThe day you came in my life i was scared to let you in at firts i was just scared to let some one love me and love some one but now that i know that your true and your not fake i can let myself love you but i dont know if i love you yet i try to tell my self that i cant love you yet but its like i cant hold it back but i know deep down inside that i cant love you untile i know that this is not all a lie untill then i rather try to get to know you better and see what makes you happy and laugh but till then youll just be my "Baby Boy" but if i cant have you as more then a friend i rather have you just as a friend but four right now i rather just think of you as ............................ well idk what to say here but idk guys are just not something i want to deal with right now i just hate it and cant stand it so bad

.life.I'm sure nobodys gonna read this..but I need to vent, so this is where its happening =] dont wanna read it? then please..be my guest..and dont. A lot of people think they have me "figured out" but that's so far from the truth. Nobody really knows me..not even my family. Truth is, I dont even know myself anymore. I went from being a happy person, to being a fucked up and confused person. I dont even know why I do half of what I do..but I do it anyways, maybe I'm just rebelling because of all the shit that's happened to me in my life. Everybody can say that they can "relate" to having problems in their life..but everybody also deals with things different. I've been in and out of counceling, I've been in and out of doctors trying to help me..yet, nothing seems to work. Depression meds, just make me sleep, Not dealing with my stress gives me migraines, leading me to take medication, which I've been addicted to, although I did fight the addiction. I've never thought about suicide, However I

Life In Machinegun BulletWell, this is it. seven months after touching down at Camp Baharia Iraq and living at the entrance to Fallujah I am finally going home. I caused many problems on this trip but thats what I am a mischevous little punk and if you don't lov e me for it then you will hate me. I have been writing a murder mystery novel out here I am a little over 100 pages in, maybe ill post some of it for all you to comment on. no idea what to think about going home to cold temperatures (its 112 right now) and freezing my balls off. I am going to see my son Gabe for the first time at three months and hopefully get locked in the room by my wife...but who knows. Anyways to all you in 1/24 have fun and to the country
PEACE BITCHES IM OUT!!!!!!!!!

Life Passes You By, If You Don't Speak UpDo not walk away
when the road is rough,
It is true what they say;
crossing boundaries is tough.
Never say goodbye
when you have wings to fly.
Follow your scheme
in the morning light;
live your dream
through a starry night.
Never say goodbye,
just give up or cry.
It is wise and smart
to seek the truth;
listen to your heart
the leader of youth.
Never say goodbye
and be deaf to every lie.
Pursue your goal
though the journey is long;
free your soul
from all feelings, bad or wrong.
Never say goodbye
and YOU'LL WATCH YOUR LIFE PASS BY

LifeAll men can't be as shallow as they seem can they? My husband wants me back but he sure doesn't seem to be trying very hard, I think he just doesn't want to be lonely. I think the only thing he must ever thing about is sports, beer, sex, and work. He doesn't seem to have any real thoughts or feelings, dreams or fears, goals or aspirations. Can he really be so shallow?
Do men not have deep inner thoughts and feelings? I keep trying to post comments but keep getting a gawddamn error message!! So I just wanted to shout out to all my lost cherries and send sum love!! Have a great day everyone!! xoxo
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I feel so lonely lately. It breaks my heart that my husband isn't even trying to win me back. But at least he was jealous when he found out a man with a kick ass Harley was flirting with me and gave me his number!
I've been able to keep my mind occupied most of the time but sometimes I get so lonely at night, I hate sleeping alone. I

Life Couldnt Get Much Better Than That!You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Marius92%Dracula92%Armand50%Blade42%Angel33%Spike33%Akasha25%Louis25%Deacon Frost25%Lestat17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

LifeHere it is,that time of year.time again for my birthday,another year older.....none the wiser i guess....lol.When i think back to when I was a child things were so much more simple,not being rushed taking things in stride basically taking life as it comes with no worries.Now its how do I get this paid,how am I gonna get through this.All in all I'VE had a pretty good life I think anyway a few bumps and bruises but no wrse for the wear. Im a liar,straight to the point,Ive done some things in my life I didnt like but this one takes the cake.I do have a girlfriend,dont know why I lied but I did,so any of you that I lied to Im sorry,I dont know why I didnt say anything.I hurt someone very badly that never deserved to be hurt like that(you know who you are)So everyone,I wouldnt be suprised if ya hated me.As for the reason I didnt tell the truth,I cant figure that one out,I will have to live with myself for this one.Which will be very hard! I would like to ask all of my friends to please keep

Lifes Complicatedwell were still tryin to get situated in our new place livin with my sis in law for now. still unpackin and this is the sucky part i hate unpackin or packin for that matter. were always babysittin so dont have too much time to do anything either. then on top of all that lookin for a job and tryin to get my license. anyways still tryin to get things straight maybe eventually. plz help my gurl out in this contest comment the hell outta her page plz at ....
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what the hell i don't come on here for a couple of days and now its gone from lostcherry to cherry tap for sexual reasons i guess like theres any difference what the fuck this is some stupid shit next it will be sexforfree.com or somethin who cares if people think its sexual or not were all grown ups grow up..

Life As It StandsI finally proposed, she said yes, I'll give more details later when I'm not at work, but needless to say, I'm estatic and happy and about to burst I'm so crazy in love and have been for years now. She's still beaming from ear to ear, I'm excited :D

LifeFor those of you that know me I work with Adults with developmental disbilities. I love my job very much and develop strong relationships with our consumers. for the last two weeks we sent this one lady home twice for being sick the day after she was sent back to us in no better condition. Her sisters said she was putting on a show nothing was wrong with her. She came in two days ago and started complaining of not being able to breathe. (keep in mind she is in a wheel chair) We had to call the ambulance to come and check her oxygen levels and so on. She was transported to the hospital where she was diagnosed with pneumonia. Infection so bad in here lungs tubes couldn't be placed. Now she is on life support can't breath on her own. her lungs have collapsed twice. And infection in her lungs in severe they take so much out and it's still just full. They tried to take her slowly off the life support today but she couldn't handle it.
Her family called today and said if we wanted to see h

Life, Love And The Pursuit Of Happiness??I just don't know what's up with me anymore.
Soo busy working the 3rd shift, and all that FUN stuff...have to get used to it, have to take care of my new kitty, callie...
there's just too MUCH going on right now in my life.
I need to slow down, take some time for myself, and THINK!!
really think about what I want.....

LifeMy Angel
Sweet tender child of mine,
How you make my soul shine.
You fill up all my days
With Joy, in all your ways.
I love spending time with you,
It matters not what we do
To hear your voice so bright,
Fills me with a great delight.
I see you look up to me,
Wondering what it is you'll be.
Seeking my admiration,
In your life's exploration.
You touch my heart more than you will ever know,
With all the love you sweetly show.
Butterfly kisses on your face
Keeps my heart in a warm embrace.
I watch you grow before my eyes,
With each month that passes by.
You become more of a pleasure,
Each year with you I treasure.
You'll always be an angel to me
My heart will hold you tenderly,
Even when you are all grown
And have children of your own.
OLIVIA YOU WILL ALWAYS BE NANNY'S LIL' ANGEL
Feelings
Current mood: stressed
As I lay thinking on my bed,
A trail of thoughts run through my head.
My pillows wet from tears

LifeOk I've been thinking on something. Why is it everyone has there guard set so high? Yeah I know we've all been hurt and don't want to go through it again. I can understand that. Then again what if you find someone who you can talk to. You enjoy their company and so far they have been honest with you, why do we always run away? Or back off. Why not take that chance of just hanging out? Talking and just see what happens? If anything you'll have a good friend out of the deal. Something great could happen. You could find that your friend is also the one you love. I believe that's the way two people should be together. You should be best friends, lovers and protectors of each other. To hold each other up and face everything together. To do the little things that mean so much... like place your hand on their leg when sitting close to each other. Curl up on the couch and watch tv. For the guy pick her up and take her out in the rain and play. Girls who cares if your hair gets wet it will dry.

LifeI HAVE CAME TO THE CONCLUSION WHY I DONT LIKE FEMALES ALL THAT MUCH!!! THERE ARE ONLY A FEW FEMALES THAT I CAN ACTUALLY STAND TO TALK TO. I REALLY HATE IMMATURE FEMALES. THE ONES WHO SHOULD PROB ACT THEIR AGE! OH WELL BUT NO THIS TIME THERE IS A FEW ON THIS SITE WHO ARE TAKING THINGS WAY TO FUCKIN FAR! IF YOU GET BLOCKED HMMM GOOD SIGN IS THAT WE DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE DOESNT MEAN YOU NEED TO MAKE A NEW ACCOUT SO YOU CAN HARASS THE SHIT OUT OF US. WOW.. ACTUALLY IM NOT EVEN REALLY WRITING THIS ONE ABOUT ME BECAUSE YEAH EVEN THOUGH THE GIRL THAT WAS HARASSIN ME MADE A NEW ACCOUNT AFTER I BLOCKED HER. I THINK SHE GOT THE POINT THAT I DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO HER... OR MAYBE SHE DIDNT WANT THIS ACCOUNT TO COME UP MISSING, I NOTICED THAT...I DONT PLAY GAMES ANYMORE I GET IT DONE RIGHT AND RIGHT TO THE POINT FUCK ALL THE MONKEY BUSINESS!! ITS STUPID YOU KNOW JUST BECAUSE YOUR MISERABLE DONT MEAN YOU HAVE THE FUCKIN RIGHT TO TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE ELSE MISERABLE, ESSPECIALLY MY FRI

Life...whateverRules of Engagement
Personally I hate the 1-10 rating system on Cherry Tap. It is bullshit and too complicated. That and super special people who payout too much money to the rocket scientists who run this site having the ability to rank 11’s… Which at best is a 10% improvement over a 10. It also adds some ratings inflation, but given the hininess of the site it probably does not mean much… But I suspect not one person who runs CT has taken a statistics class.
It should be like the stash ratings… thumbs up and thumbs down. The super special people who pay more, should have their ratings equal to two thumbs up. That would actually mean something statistically.
So we have ratings and that is the way of it. I appreciate 10’s and in turn I will always give a 10 back… usually more, as I surf though a profile and like the pictures. If for some reason the person is exceptionally fuggly, has limited pictures or god awful pictures… I will give their profile a 10. That is how I

Life~bitches~hoes~money~and Fast Cars~lolWe reach that point when ~ Its Eitha You rise above, Or continue to be INVISABLE~! Time to get D.U.R.T.Y~ and what exactly is that... what does it mean.. shit.. it can mean what you make it.. to me it changes on my situations and moods... some days when I wanna ~Be Durty~ it stands for.. Devislish~ Unforgettable~ Revolutionary~ Tempting~ and Yummy!~ other days when I feel simple and sweet~ its when Im Delightfull, Useful, Relaxed, Tasty, And yup.. Young! there are many ways you can define DURTY.... it should be based on who you are... Most Days I am Dazziling, Unique, Remarkable, Thrilling, and... Yummy... lol..
But WHEN you reach That Point... AND shit Has jus GOTTEN to ya... ITS time to break out that DURTY, which for me is... Devious, Unnatural, Radical, Twisted... yet still Yummy!~ lol.... As I said before, deception plays a part in love, and finding who you are within.. So I say.. FUCK the double standard~ Fellas, You go head n run the game, leavin no place for a lady up in i

LifeI just bought the new Nicholas Sparks book on Monday and I have already completed it..which is normal for me. It is called Dear John and about a military man.. made me tear up and it is a great book. I would suggest anyone to read it as I would with all his books. They are so true to life and I have felt like the guy in the book has before.
If you get a chance read it or any of his books..his more popular ones are Message in a Bottle, The Notebook and A Walk to Remember..all made into movies.
He is a great author who writes about things that happen in real life each and every day. Just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't been around much because I have been moving. I am about done but I am going out of town next week with no computer. I put up a new photo of my soon to be new kitten...help me she needs a name.

Life Is GoodDamn life is going good. I'm back with the love of my life Ashley. things are starting to come together at work. and I got the day off with pay. I cant bitch to much if you want to see my dirty pics, just ask I dont mind if you want to see them

Life Is A Bowl Of CherriesCan u see me? as i stand here alone
Can you hear me as we talk on the phone
Where i sat and i cried. Where a part of me died
But you never cared. You watch me in a blank stair
So now it's back on you and me. But i'm not happy
I may fake this smile. Only for a short while
Untill you leave me here. So i can lay in fear
NEver was i important to you. You jsut do want u wanna do
I'll sit here making new friends. and then our world will end...
I wish i could say thoes three words and mean them...
I look around
No one is here
I can't move my body
Petrafid in fear
I've watch the sun
Fall and rise
And when i dream
All i can see our his eyes
Wishing i was wiht him
Dreamin of that day
Where i can be wiht him
Forever and in lvoe we'll stay
But when a wake
And open my eyes
I'm trapped in this dundgen
What a surpirse
If he could read this
I feel terrible inside
He feel i hate him
And that though makes me cry
I don't hate you
And i don't think i ca

Life Suckswhy is it thet everytime u need ur friends they never there for you but yet you drop everything to help out your friends....hmmm

The Life And Times Of MeSo I just joined the site and I really love it, with the acception that there is no place to search for Bi girls. I am BI and I am looking for a girl but I cant search for one on this site. Anyways. I love the site and keep coming back to it.

LifeLove him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head...
By Rush Limbaugh:
I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the
entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million.
If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable.
Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for eac

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Lifethis is my third marriage and i wonder will this one finally work.........i have found someone who knows me all my bad doings and still loves and accepts me for me and lets my play too......but how much love does it take to make a marriage work i dont know... or i wouldnt be on 3rd one.....i dont know i know control is not the answer...that happended in the first one.....the second husband i loved with all my heart and i=got it stomped on......still part of me loves him.....and this one will it last only time will tell if we have what it takes

Life....YOU'LL NEED:
1 PART OF KNOWING WHO YOU ARE
1 PART OF KNOWING WHO YOU AREN'T
1 PART OF KNOWING WHAT YOU WANT
1 PART OF KNOWING WHO YOU WISH TO BE
1 PART KNOWING WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE BEFORE YOU
1 PART CHOOSING WISELY FROM WHAT YOU HAVE BEFORE YOU
1 PART LOVING AND THANKING FOR ALL YOU HAVE (BAD INCLUDED)
MIXING INSTRUCTIONS:
COMBINE INGREDIENTS TOGETHER GENTLY AND CAREFULLY.
USING FAITH AND VISION MIX TOGETHER WITH STRONG BELIEF OF THE OUTCOME, UNTIL FINELY BLENDED.
USE THOUGHTS,WORDS AND ACTIONS FOR BEST RESULTS. REPEAT.
YIELDS UNLIMITED SERVINGS.... AFTER BEING WITH SOMEBODY FOR 11 1/2 ALMOST 12 YEARS YOU LEARN A LOT ABOUT ONE ANOTHER......
I HAVE BEEN WITH THIS MAN FOR MORE THAN A DECADE AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVEN'T BEEN ALL THAT I COULD BE IN MY LIFE..... I TRIED FOR MANY TEARS TO BE HAPPY AND NO MATTER WHAT I DID I FELT LIKE I WAS ALWAYS A FEW STEPS BEHIND..... DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVED HIM WHOLE HEARTEDLY BUT IT NEVER SEEMED LIKE IT WAS ENOUGH WE

Life Suxsthings are goin way different then thought only time will tell to many changes at onetime to much 2 handle

LifeI've been doing a lot of thinking here lately. Mostly about the past. Past relationships, past friendships, The way I used to be... There has been so many people in my life that I actually cared about, hell you could even say I loved them... Where are they now??? The only people that are still in my life that I have cared about are my family... I will always ove them no matter what... But everyone else seems to move along like the wind...
I have found myself with no friends that I can talk to about problems... No shoulder to cry on when I need it... No one there to just talk to about stupid shit... It's like everyone makes everything about themselfs... Why??? I'm always there for everyone whenever they need me to be. When I need them, they're nowhere to be found. They always have something else going on or they made plans that they need to rush off to. I'm tired of being invisable...
Everyone that I know calls me a friend. When are they going to start acting like one... Oh yeah I

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Life Has Now Been ExplainedOn the first day, God created the dog and said: "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years."
The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?"
So God agreed.
On the second day, God created the monkey and said: "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you a twenty-year life span."
The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years. That's a pretty long time to perform. How about I give you back ten like the Dog did?"
And God agreed.
On the third day, God created the cow and said: "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For this, I will give you a life span of sixty years."
The c ow said: "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. How about twenty and I'll give

LifeWell that had to be one of the hardest things to see ... to see your cousin laying in a casket and to be able to see faintly the stitches that held his head in place because he was decapitated during the accident. I don't know what to do no more without him I will always love him and nothing will change it. I will always remember the memories that me and him had shared and always remember him being there with me. i wrote a poem for him that was read and not a dry eye was in the place here it is
Living On
Dedicated to: Ryan Alamond 11/27/06
How could it happen
He was so young
All this because he had a little fun
I couldn’t believe it
When I heard it myself
All his dreams completely gone
He’s gone to live in spirit
Remember yourself
He’s always in your heart
When you need him the most
Think of him and he’ll be there
Always in love and memory
He will be there
By: your loving cousin Rhonda
Loving Ryan,
You may be gone
But will always live on
In our hearts an

Life Is Seriously A Fkd Up MessWhy is it that losing a drummer feels like someone died? We had the tightest little group and now we have to go through the whole process all over again. The human wonderbra is retreating into himself and leaving me to deal with the aftermath. Sometimes I feel like we're close enough to taste sucess and then it's just pulled away like the proverbial carrot. There's so many good bands out there especially here in cali but you have to cling to the hope that your band has something new, something untapped and speacial. I can't help but believe that, otherwise I'd just throw in the towel. Wrote 2 new songs this week...both thuroughly bathed in feminine angst and served up cold with a side of bitterness. Lovely...just fucking lovely. Bad things always seem to come in threes. First of all a guy gets killed where the human wonderbra(aka my bf) works...then a friend gives me a rabbit which i dont want, and my drummer leaves the band ten minutes before practice. Fk me running. Since this is my

Life LessonsMost people do not understand why i am the way i am, I found out that i care to the sum of zero about what others think about me. We dont have to impress others we only have to impress ourselves. So to all of you out there
Throw your fists into the air and repeat after me " I RULE" Its your life take it back.

Life And Thoguhts And ShitFuck the World
Current mood: Kill em All
Category: Kill em All Life
I hope you die. and i hope your death will come soon
Bob Dylan
Well , ok , i feel like a jack ass falling off the cliff!
NO BOMB
better, Russia ATTACKS!!!!!
Lady's and Gentle Men
LADIES n GENTLE MEN
we would like to threaten you on a two front war in Mesopitainia
TGFN
T hank G od F or N ukes
World War Three
I don't think it will matter who you Vote for. the Union will dissolve soon. United Seclatory Agendas will prevail. The one thing a black man, white man, and mexican man hate most; a yellow man, or a God damn Russian!
GOOOO USSSR!!!!!
if Iran and the Sov's attack through Turkey and East then let them fly!
I will personally strap a nuke and walk into Moskow
and ya little yellow fucks
might be in columbia, might be in Ukraine
take on Montana
Good luck with Minnesota
Kansas ... kiss it
Cali, HAVE IT!
Orego

Life A Messwhat do you do when the pain consumes
what do you do when the hate consumes
what do you do when the fear consumes
what do you do when the love consumes
All i know is fear all i know is hate do i know love what is love, i think love is dreaming, knowing when to say goodbye, love is compromise, love is not being able to breath till i know your ok, love is not knowing what will happen tomorrow but being ok with that as long as your with me, love is not caring what you did yesterday but caring what you've done since we met, love is no matter where you are your still in my heart, love is painfull but im willing to deal with it, love is fear, love does not have any name but yours, will love consume me will love overtake my pain and hurt my fear and my hate love knows no time but i will have to wait and see.

Life, Work And Everything ElseHello everyone, Sry we havent been by to see y'all lately. We have both been working like crazy and are getting ready to move to the great state of washington next month. We hope you all are doing well and we will be back soon :) 2006 sucks ass.. this has been the worst year of my life.. Donnie and I moved in together in January. Things were going very well. Then in the beginning of Febuary we found out i was pergnant. I started having problems right from the start. I kept cramping and hurting really bad. I went to the emergency room and they told me that the test came out positive but they didnt see anything from my ultrasound and my HCG level was very low. so they told me to come back in a few days it i was still hurting or started bleeding. 2 days later i started hurting really bad and went back, they ran test and then informed me that i had lost the baby. I was completely torn apart. I was left to believe that I would NEVER have children. my ex husband and I tried for years and wen

LifeIt has recently come to my attention that I have two choices, I can either go back to Mississippi, or stay in Tennessee. I love both places, but at the same time I want to get out of both.
I have made a little list of the pros and cons of each state.
Mississippi:
Pros:
Family.
Friends.
School/work.
ROPERS
Cons:
A little bit more strict.
Kinda feel trapped.
Too many memories.
Tennessee:
Pros:
Tod, Jen, and their family.
New start in life.
A chance to be free so to speak.
Cons:
Not sure if I'm ready for the commitment of this move.
Feel trapped here too.
Not much to do.
Please give me your thoughts on this...some of you know the novel version instead of the cliff notes. Any advice would be appreciated. I'm so frustrated right now. It seems like no matter what I try to do, it's not good enough. I'm trying to do what's right, but due to certain PMSing women, I can't do so without my ears getting burned off! My friend is getting sicker, we'll know m

Life In GeneralSo why is it that we desire the unattainable?? Lets say you're in a great relationship thats been going on for about 3 years... Everything is great.. the sex is great.. you hang out and do stuff together... sure you argue but what couple doesn't? And then.. (queue the dramatic music!) you meet someone that totally blows your mind... This guy is everthing you've ever wanted in a man and then some... He's good looking a total sweetheart, he can cook (whoa baby major turn on!), he's got a great sense of humor, and you get along better with him than anyone you've ever met... so herein lies the problem.. he's way older than you and married for a very long time... AND you yourself are in a relationship... but you cant help but wonder... could this be a soulmate?? what if this was meant to be?? but then you think if it was meant to be then why are you both in relationships?? maybe it just wasnt meant at this time... or maybe it just wasnt meant to be at all... *sigh* The thought of you

LifeLets see...I am 20 years old. I am engaged to Curtis Kelley. He is in the military and over seas..I cant wait till he is home. I am going to college at savannah tech. I love it! I never thougth i would say that, but its the best thing i have ever done. I have 4 tatts and 9 pericings: star tatts on my ankles, chines symbol on my right arm, and the gemini sign on my upper back.. viper bit on my lip, tonuge ring, two in left ear, both ears gaged to 12, and my nipples. Yea thats great! I am getting married on Aug 4th, 2007. I have been working hard at school and trying to get my wedding planed out. So far i have everything picked out and only my invitations bought. Sad....I know.....I have a brother that is 9 and a step sister that is 12. I am orignaly from Rockford, ILL. I am soooooooooooo glad i dont live there anymore. My step dad has been in the military since i was 13. So yes i am a military brat and i love every second of it! I have two best friends. Nicki and Tara...I love those gir

Life, The Universe, Everythinghttp://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/aint_nobody_telling_me_what_my
You can't tell me you don't know at least one white chick just like this. Vodka is made from potatoes
Whiskey is made from grain
Why do russians drink vodka while the irish drink whiskey?
weird.
Greatest idea ever... nothing worse than random guy #385793 forgetting your name in the middle of stuffin your ass... hoe.

Life's LessonsAs we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Life Sucksi can learn from mistakes
so much to know
i can put on the brakes
or decide to go
though it will break my heart
to leave this place
we must part
for our dreams to face
i can choose to go blind
or open my eyes to see
i could put myself in a bind
or choose to be free
and i know that
your always with me
i can choose to laugh or cry
sometimes its so hard to say goodbye i've recently had an increase in ego seems alot of ppl think i'm hot lol wow where did that come from lol oh well still waiting for that one girl to do something and wisk me away lol might be waitng along time lol.... ok so now i'm back at sqaure one...i have my place but no job in a hell hole... i don't know what i'm going to do i'm about to be drove fucking nuts and i have no one by my side. i really feel alone here in the world again..i wish i knew what to do but then i thought i had control of my life. i guess in the end it doesn't really matter how hard you try to keep afloat only how h

LifeI Want to let all my friends know I am back on LC CT WXYZ or whatever they are calling it these days .. oh yeah its F.U.B.A.R (f'ed up beyond all recognition) LOL
Anyway I have been gone for a year due to my account getting locked and not feeling it worth the effort to recover it until now. I hope to connect with all of my friends again soon! and look forward to hearing from and getting luv from you all! I will of course return the favors or fubors or what have you. If I don't tap.. I mean fubar you first LOL
~~TRON~~

Lifei feel sad today because my son is leaving home despite all the bad things they do in life and to you it's hard we've had our moments alot just lately being bad but i love him and will miss him i just wish he wasn't the way he is and would respect himself and others i never brought him up to be like this and just don't know what went wrong but i do love him so much why do our kids do what they do.
1 is the law and goverment have taken perentle rights away to adiquitly disaplin our kids.

LifeWritten with a pen sealed
with a kiss if you love me
please answer this do you love me.
or do you not ? you told me once but i for got
so tell me now and tell me true so i can
say that i love you of all the
ones I,VE ever meet. you are the one i wont forget if i die
befor you do .I'LL go to heaven and
wait for you if your not here by judgment day. I'LL know you went the other way I'LL give the " angel " back there wings and risk the loss of everything
just to prove my love is true.
I'LLgo to " hell " to be with you .....
I LOVE YOU
More then i can say.
And that caring and that feeling
have a mearing that is more preclous
to me than i can expain.
But let me try to tell you this...
Saying "I LOVE YOU"means that i will
always do everything i can to understand..
it means you can trust me .
it means that you can tell me
what ,s wrong
it means that i will try to fix what i can
that i will listen.
when you n

Life Stinks Right NowHey All! I dont know I just got back with my ex again and now I think he has completely just given up on me all the way. But Screw him I am on to bigger and better things. God has put so much more in my life I dont need Dustin right now. I miss him yes and I feel like crap without him but surely God will put someone new in my life that will treat me better and that is all that matters. I am so upset I dont know what else to say

Life.......Yesterday was a seriously shitty day. I had to drive my kids three and a half hours to meet their father halfway to his house so they could spend Thanksgiving with him and his family. A friend of mine was supposed to ride with me, but bailed on me. That made me mad. Then my ex was almost an hour late. He brought his new wife with him and she was rude as hell to me. I am the one who should be rude because I caught her sleeping with him before he and I split up. In fact, she is the "straw the broke the camel's back" and ended my marriage. When I went to get the girl's coats, the ex and the skank had already loaded the girls and wouldn't let me hug or kiss them goodbye. All I could do was just wave and tell them I love them. Broke my heart. Then I ran into serious storms on the way home, realized my windshield wipers didn't work, had to drive really slow, and coughed my head off the whole way. I decided to stop and get a Dr. Pepper and as I pulled back onto the interstate, the

Life Of An Asheville Roguewell the first blog to be posted not sex related... but anyway.. Went to see Paul stanley last night in atlanta.. what a friggin show it was amazing.. any one who is a fan..see him it rocks... here is a quick setlist ..not in the correct order but i think i got all the songs he played
live to win
hide your heart
a million to one
got to choose
move on
magic touch
do you love me
tonight you belong to me
struttereverytime i see you around
love gun
wouldn't you like to know me
bulletproof
i still love you
i want you
lift
detroit rock city
goodbye
his new album comes out tuesday.. get it ..it's awsome... anyway.. enough of that .. back to the debauchery..... oct 18th
Met am-6 this night and brought her home... this is what she had to say.... we ended up going at it from about 2:00 am till 4-4:30 am....
"The sex last night was amazing. The best part was watching you, poised perfectly upright, fucking in and out of me. You've left me wonderfully sore.
Feel free t

Lifeya life really sux sumtime but u gotta learn to live from ur mastakes

LifeWell isn't it funny how the world works... I never thought i would see the day that i'd be filled with so much hate... but ya know it was only a matter of time... I learned when your at your lowest point and you start to come back the only thing you feel is hate.. Right now thats whats keeping me going... To my friends and family thank you for being there i do love you... to the ppl who hurt me the most and i know you know who you are fuck off get a real life and grow up..yea i made some stupid mistakes but the hatred i feel for you only makes me stronger.. So now you see the real me ... You were so full of hate i tried and tried but ya know .. You did it .. You brought me down with you so enjoy this.. I'm the coldhearted Bitch you wanted to see... This is for someone special in my life ....
If you can love each other through sunshine and the storm and keep the flame of true devotion glowing bright and warm ....
If you can give each other room to grow and chang

LifeSo life is being a bitch to me once again! My great uncle passed away yesterday and I'm devastated. I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye since he lives in Texas. The last time I ever saw him was about two months ago I believe. I miss him so much, I'll never forget him. So I've officially kicked my fucking asshole ex boyfriend out my life!!! Go me!!! The asshole has lied, cheated, and used me just like my fucking last ex. He also admitted that he was going to dump me for his ugly ass 12 year old looking new gf. I'm so happy he is out of my life, and if I ever fucking see him I'm going to beat his ugly ass face in. It seems lately that I've been making a lot of mistakes in my life. I can't seem to make anyone happy. Sometimes I think no one would really care if I left this world. But I know I can't give up, I have to be strong for myself. I seem to be the only one who I can really trust. I hope I can make it throught life. If not, I want to go down with a fight.

Life And Times Of Angela!Hey everybody I just thought I would say hi. This is my first blog here. I don't have much to report right now. I'm hoping to get my 6th tattoo soon. I am totally addicted to the ink! Anyway other than that I am moving to the Houston area in December. I can't wait to get out of this shitty small town that I live in now. Well that's all I got for now. I will definately be blogging more soon!!

Life In GeneralThese past two years have been hard on me and my family. It feels like god is trying to put us threw a series of challenges that almost seem unbearable. The good thing is that we all stayed strong and bonded together to keep strong. We kept getting hard blows, and almost fell down, but we were all there to stay strong and pick each other back up. This poem that I recently read seemed like it was something I was going threw or was something I was thinking. When I read it the poem just hit home closer then expected. I hope when you read it that it’ll help you understand me a little bit better. I know I have been a bit snappy lately and a bit mean. I guess it is just a way for me to but a shield around my heart. If I did offend anyone of you please forgive me, because I didn’t mean to.
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LifeDear Daddy,
I can't believe that it's been a whole year since you were taken from us so suddenly. I think of you everyday and wish that I could spend just 'One More Day' with you.
To be able to hear your kind and gentle voice, giving me word of advice and 'Pearls of Wisdom'. To listen to your silly jokes, that only YOU! could tell. To be able to sit with you at your Piano, listening to you play all those Old Love Songs that you played so well. How I wish I could do those things just once more.
You always had a smile on your face and a "HELLO" for everyone you met. You never said an unkind word about anyone. You respected everyone you met, no matter who they were. How I wish there were more people in this world like you! If, there were, then this world would be a much better place! Even on the cloudiest of days, the Sun always Shone when you were around, because of your sweet smile and gentle nature.
I could not have asked for a more loving and kind Father and I

The Life Of Me....I hate people that say that they are your friends and then they stab you in the fucking back!!!!!
My so called best friend is going around telling everyone all these fucking lies about me and then haveing her boygriend call me and tell me that I cant talk to her no more over a bunch of shit that happened over a year ago before she even met him and the motherfucker is going to sit there and threaten to fucking kick MY ass the next time he sees me. I am a very nice person and it takes alot to really piss me off and this motherfucker has pissed the the fuck off. Anit no motherfucker going to sit there and threaten me. People need to grow the fuck up, the past is the past and you cant go back and change it. Yeah shit happens but what the fuck are you going to do about it!!!
okay this is my first blog entry on here....
Why do guys tell you that they like you and want to be with you but then they tell you that they dont want a serious relationship????
This guy that i have b

Lifemy life suck's at time because its like the harder i try i can get kno where i my life i got a house , money , power , wet air an heat , but i dont have any body to send time with an have fun with all i have is my brother an his freinds an my freinds but i wish i had a women to chill with an enjoy send time with her i have a good time with all my freinds but a part of my life is miss i feel like but i set in my house on my compter every night think an every time i get depressed i getin sick of bein by myself im 23 an im fixin to be 24 an im still single people ask me every day just about why i drunk so much an i tell them im just tired of bein by myself . so if any body reads this i kno it sounds crazy but its true

Life Is What You Make Of Iti only been here for a few days and have grown to love this site and want to thank everyone thats been so sweet and awww hope you keep sending the comments there so kewl and have fun and thanks to everyone patty

Life Skills Of The Poor And PinkAre you tired of people who bring drama out of the fucking blue? I am. Seriously. If you're gonna play with me, naturally, you may get the shaft sometimes. But its all in fun, never out of malice. Ever. But when you have to be a tool about it-- then you've got fucking problems. The Scooter Bar is by and far the biggest drama fest I've EVER known. They claim not to have any dramatic people and are friendly. While most of them are, they still keep around the people who have proven themsevles to be little fucking drama queens. The only reason I ever visit that shithole anymore is because TalkSic asks me to see his shows. I help him put on the make-up, joke with him, and generally enjoy the music. But now? The only time I will ever go in there is during his shows and I won't say a fucking word.
So, I can safely say that I am happy once again! Just when I thought all was lost, someone came by to be my SuperMan (not like I needed one). He makes me laugh, and all we do is talk about... wel

Life SucksToday we went to look at a truck. It is a 2003 Chevy 1500 4x4. I can't wait I really hope that we get it. I don't know though. We will know more on Monday. As soon as they run everything through. They said that if we had a couple of more points on our Creidt Scores that we would be able to get them without any problems. But not everyone is perfect. I hope we are making the right choice. This one kid that Curt played high school football with said that it is the right choice. I don't know. You only live once. You will never be happy in life if you don't take chances. Well more later. Have you ever been so happy because you can do something special for a group of people. Well.... I have. I was going to cook homemade pop pie for my family tomorrow but my aunt is coming up and she doesn't want to be around any kids. It isn't my fault that she told her kids that she would baby sit. And I am not a kid. But anyways, I am not going to be able to cook for my family and I won't get to enjoy any

Life Is Short So Live It Well!The porno of Robbi Nics's life will be called ...
"Black and Blue Erotica"
'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com
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LifeWhat a cool weekend it was... had a great time and my mates 21st birthday party... I had a great night and worked my way through a bottle of Jack Daniels finest... and even ended up getting lucky (for once) but unfortuatly it just ended up being a one night thing.
There was only one downside to the party... I suffered the after affects of the whisky and I still have sore back and a sore dick from the "after-party".
However the party itself was really cool... was awesome to catch up with so many people.
Hope everyone else had a great weekend
Andy
Have you ever had one of those days where you go out to celebrate and you end up not being able to remember much of it. Well thats what happened to me yesterday (sunday) for my 24th birthday...
I went over to my mates place about 3pm to celebrate my birthday... and from the time I arrived I had a very placed in my hand. I think I drunk more last night than I had drunk this entire year...
The things that I can remember was dr

Life Is A Two Way Street: Hard Or Easy. You Decide...I'm back! I had a great time camping in Idaho this weekend, despite the cold lol. I would say more about it at this time, but I'm completely exhausted so I'll be making another post later on with all the details and I've already posted a couple of pics to go with it lol. Hope everyone had a great weekend!!! *hugs all* Yeah, it's my first blog here....wish it could be a better one, though...
These past two weeks have been hell. I have Volunteer work to do on Thursdays, had a test on Tuesday, had to go to Tucson yesterday AGAIN, and today......*mock laughs* Today was just the cherry to go on the top of the Sundae.
At work today, the department head, Bonnie, called Teri, Jess, and me over and said that Julie, my boss, wanted to talk to us. Right when she said that I had a bad feeling. I had it since Wednesday when she said the whole Medical Records department had a big meeting next Thursday. So we all go upstairs and go over to the confrence room up there. Right when I walked in th

Life How I See It!IF YOU KEEP DOING WHAT YOU HAVE ALWAYS DONE
YOU WILL JUST GET MORE OF WHAT YOU HAVE ALREADY GOT........

Life!!Alot of things have changed over the past few months. Brian is now traveliong out of state for his job, my kids are now 3, 2 and 10mos. They are growing so fast. It is harder everyday to attend to my older 2 fighting all the time and my youngest crawling and climbing steps. She is still cutting her teeth, so that leaves her cranky. She also has asthma, acid reflux, and colic. That is all for now, but everything can change at the turn of a head. Things have gotten a lot better since I last blogged.
My daughter will be 2 next thursday, the 16th, my son will be 7mo on the 20th.
We are doing much better and have not had issues, but then again anything can change quickly. LOL! Hopefully they just leave me alone.
I have been spending most of my time getting my daughter's birthday party ready and spending time with my son.
I also deliver local papers as a job. So that has also changed since I last wrote. We are also moving into my father's trailor. That has also changed. I just hope that

LifeThe Prophet (PBUH) said
"Whoever guides to good will be rewarded equally"
and "Pass on knowledge from me even if it is only one verse".
Lead such a life
that when you die people mourn for you,
and while you are alive
they long for your company.

Life As Of LateWell here I am sitting on my ass around 3:00 in the morning, was going to go out to the coffee shop.. But I lost my keys and although I have a spare car key I'm now too tired to go out. So I've been pretty pissed about not being able to find them for the past hour, but I've had a cigarette and am sipping my tea.. So I'm not really mad anymore.
Friday night I went to Spike and Mike's sick and twisted festival of animation. It was the first time I went to their 18 and up festival, I have gone before as a kid.. But that was when they had the all ages films. It was fun, they had some really funny movies and I got to get Weird Al's autograph, along with Spike's. For those of you who have never heard of it, check out www.spikeandmike.com They are basically funny outrages perverted short films that usually feature nudity/sex, violence, drug use and other adult themes.. Some of which are just utterly wrong.
Earlier today (yesterday actually) I picked up a nintendo ds lite, along

Life ?Click tha pic new dance musichttp://www.rhapsody.com/#artist/starinmycar/album/starinmycar-starinmycarmusic
Of all the things money can buy, freedom is never cheap.
Once you have freedom, you must feel free to say what you feel.
One should never make decisions under stress or while upset.
We can live with the different opinions of others.
This is how we can come together to fix or change any situation.
Freedom is....CherryTap, Myspace, YouTube, and more..
Never react to words that may offend you. Look at the whole picture and come to a logical conclusion.
I love all of you..No matter what your opinions are.
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Life Is Great!!!!Well, so far life is still going great..I'm hoping that I'll get to chat with my Knight in Shining Armor more now that my computer is working again..lol... I am now single, but I think it's better this way since I will be starting nursing school in the Fall and won't really have time for relationships, other than my true friends of course and spending time with my children will be the number one priority when I have any free time.
I won't have time for all the head games that people like to play, and really don't want the stress anymore..I kind of like being single, I can go and do as I please, and don't have to worry about anyone telling me what to do..it'd kind of nice for a change. Not that I really ever let anyone except my parents tell me what to do and they haven't done that since I was 16.
But once again.. Just saying hello to all my friends out there..and wanting to let everyone know that I'm still ok and doing well. Take care everyone.. hope to hear from ya'll soon.

Life From A Wheelchairliving my life from a wheelchair
which seems really unfair
i just feel like i want to hide
and that i have lost my pride
wheel down the street
only to have people stare
makes me feel like have been defeat
and now i feel bare
i just want to cry
cant hide the pain i feel
but dam it hurts cause its so real

Life And StuffHEy all, did not expect such an outpouring of love from ya all on here. So I apologize at being so slow to respond to your love, but I will as soon as possible! Please keep leaving it for i shall return it all! haha. I am just incredibly busy with school right now and a lot of family issues. So just if you could keep your thoughts and prayers with my family, friends, and me I would greatly appreciate it. Take care and luv ya all!

Life Of Sir William WallaceWhen darkness cast its spectre's hand,
A tyrant's strangle held the land,
A man determined he would stand,
His name was William Wallace.
When Lairds and Lords would coorie by,
An' common folk were feart tae try,
A man gaed oot a battle cry,
His name was William Wallace.
When gruesome deeds were commonplace,
An men o' God wid hide their face,
A man stood for his Ancient Race,
His name was William Wallace.
When freedom's voice they tried tae quell,
An'demons gaed there battle yell,
A man kicked at the hounds o' hell,
His name was William Wallace.
When fortune's wheel had rolled a chance,
An'foreign knights had cried advance!
A man said "noo's yer time tae dance!"
His name was William Wallace.
When captured by a traitor's tongue,
They cried "yer rebel's race is run",
He said "oor fight has just begun",
His name was William Wall

Life's Lessonsalright so what does theese two have to do with one another? Here is my ex drinking away his chance to be around anyone he love's to have any kind of life all becuase he's been told by some doctor that his life is over, so he went out and ended it while people who care are reaching out offering him help and begging others too do the same becuase maybe he'll listen to me, so here is this guy that could be with his family and living out the rest of his life making happy memories with the people that care about him, and he is drinking it away, since he'll never have the chance to live out his dreams, while in the meantime on the other side of me, I have this doctor who has everything, who has lived his dreams and more, firebirds, corvettes, trucks, a house almost like a mansion, and he's drinking till he passes out and every night and why? Becuase his ex wife won't let him see his children, I know he had them at the begging of the year but I don't know what has happened since. On one sid

Lifebut thats for right now. i'm hoping that will change in a few months. seeing i just got my dissability. if you haven't read my front page yet then you don't know that i am deaf in both ears. and that suxs alot. but i'd rather be deaf then blind. don't know what i'd do if i was cuz i rather like to watch. you see so much shit. from funny shit to you know what. lol. ;)but then like i say lifes a bitch get over it

Life Is The Flower Of Which Love Is The HoneyPassions revealed
desires sedated
never once believed
such pleasures awaited.
Romance claimed lost
desire now greed
no estatic long nights
just fullfilling a need.
But with lingering glances
on satin smooth skin
through the night we languish
in the erotica of skin.
A candle lit dinner
alone to test our will
champaine on ice
inhibitions to chill.
A fire in the hearth
our only light
yet hold back the urges
as passion fills the night.
Caressing your hair
a masage designed to please
your breathing grows soft
a sensual tease.
Lips finally meet
so tender and hoping
tounges intertwine
searching not groping.
Finger tips trace
from your neck down your spine
awakening nerves the pleasure
devine.
Cloths whisper as they fall to the floor
bringing pleasure in the skin they show
no rush no hurry all night
to take it slow.
A trail of kisses
the soft backs of knees
bodys aching yearning
eager to please.
By the light of the fire
two bodys j

Life"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September
11th, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not
brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac
from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly
three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or
crushing death that day, or didn't they?
And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when
an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't.
I don't care at all.
I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for
incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11.
I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start
caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in
Saudi Arabia .
I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry fo

LifeLife is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
Mother Theresa

Life's Up's And Downs'Hey Fubar... Wow life sure does have it's ups and downs... I'm looking for a special someone to fill my lonely time... I signned on to Fubar in hopes to make new friends and I'm still looking for those but maybe this isn't the place to find that Special someone?
I was talking with this guy and he's AWESOME except miles of earth seperates us from going any further...
Why can't life be easy an send me a soulmate?
Anyone have the same thoughts or advice on what I'm doing wrong?
Please if you don't have anything nice to say then just move on and leave me alone, I can take advice but if you think I'm ugly or shouldn't be on here, GO AWAY...
Wow, life is crazy with what gets thrown at you everyday... I know everyone has similiar issues but come on, when do you get cut a break? I just want to be happy and not so confused... I don't understand why i'm dealt the cards i'm dealt and who's shuffling the deck cuz, holy shit it's a little rough right now... ce' la via!!!!

The Life Story Of Cassandra Lynnso yea i am thinking about coming on ct more often again.... i am pissed off.
cheer me up? talk to me or something....i am bored

Lifehey to all i have really not blog alot on this page but i want to tell my baby thank you for puting a smile on my face. so thank you sam you are the best i could not see myself with anyone differnt you mayed my weekend the best thank you honey well i just wanted to let you you know that sam and that my family loves you and is so happy for us well got to go hey all iam new here just wanted to say hi and let you all know that tonight is my b-day so we are haveing a get togather at the bar anyone can come . thats right can not wait tell tonight drinks fun and gods now what. after the bar all going back to my house and keep going wel hope you all are having a good day later. ok so we went out me and annie it took me three hours to get her dressed but when i was done she was one hot bitch. there will be pic in the next two days or so.
but we got way to drunk and both of us are at work still drunk good thing i have any easy day today.
ok so the new name will have a pic with it to that is

Life In The 2000'sThis was originally a bulletin I posted, but since it will probably be obscured by all the many "Red letter reposts" and such, I decided to also enter it as a blog message...
Actually, this bulletin has nothing to do with boobs....it seems though that it's one of the few ways to have anyone to view your bulletins nowadays. That, and I guess being a "red letter" member. Which, btw....EASE UP GUYS....So many reposts and hundreds of posts every day....often by the same ones....and maybe take the time to actually READ someone's bulletins now and then...we just might have something to say.
So the other day, a friend was telling me how he completely turned his life around. "Yep", he said, "I managed to turn a complete 360."
Well, I'm not one to piss on this guy's little accomplishment here, but if he did a complete 360... uh... wouldn't he be right back where he started? Perhaps he did a 180. Hopefully it was more than a 45...
Anyway, ever hear someone talk about something that

LifePS I finally gave in and admitted that I am bi!
I am really scared right now. My Aunt Cathy which is who I live with has Chondrosarcoma Cancer. She has been on radiation and chemotherapy and it isn't working. Instead the tumors have been growing. Now not only are the tumors growing but she is falling all the time. She has fallen 10 times or more in 3 weeks. Last night she fell and hit her head on the floor extremely hard.
I am really scared for her and scared that she might die or be comatose. She would hate that more than almost anything. She is scared too which means that she takes it out on me. I don't mind helping her at all but sometimes it is just so overwhelming. What if one of these days she falls and I am not here to help her? Or what if she falls and gets seriously hurt.
She needs to have surgery because if she doesn't she might be paralized but if she does have the surgery she might not walk again and if she does walk she will probably have to have a walker. I don'

Lifehello all it has been awhile i just wanted to say that we are all doing good and that the boys joined cub scouts they love it hello all i just wanted to let everyone know that my life is great and that me and my family are doing wonderful hope fully i will be getting married real soon

Life In GeneralI found out today that insurance wont cover my CD player because it wasn't the one that came in the car. Im pissed. I expected them not to cover the camera though. I wasnt surprised about that. Well, it was Sunday and I went out to eat lunch sometime in the afternoon. I enjoyed my food and to my surprise when I got back to my car my cd player was stolen. Not only that, but about 700.00 worth of cameras and and lens all together. I had my car locked and I didn't have all of this stuff out in the open except the cd player cause its attached to the car. The only way they would have known about my camera was if the little freaks plundered through my stuff. It was NOT in plain sight. I waved down an officer and he wrote my information, which basically meant that he wasn't going to do anything about it but put it in a file somewhere. Needless to say I'm pretty pissed. I just lost over a grand plus out of my car and now have no music when I drive. I have to look on the bright side though...ho

Life Is To Shorti found out life is to short to let the one you love go. thats why i live my life to the fullest!!! there is someone in my life, but i hardly see her!!! if you have someone in your life and they are around you all the time, give them a big hug and kiss!!!

Lifewell I'm going to tell you a story about my friend "Luke"...Luke has been taking some sleeping pills for a while...I'm not for sure how long he has been taking them but it's been a while...so anyways Luke took his sleeping pill the other night and had one drink...we were on the phone and he told me he needs to get off the phone because his sleeping pill was kicking his ass...so we hung up and we both went to bed...so the next morning I called him to see how he was doing and he told me he had a hard on from hell and he needed help...yea well I tried and he was working straight thru lunch so "Wonder Cunt or Clit Girl" couldn't help him out....so by the time lunch is over he tells me its hurting real bad so I tell him to go to the bathroom and jack off...so from what I know he tried cause then he called me and told me that he was at the hospital...so anyways yea needles in the penis and shit and blah blah blah...doctors told him he may never be able to get a hard on again...damn that woul

LifeFUNNY ISN'T IT? SOMEONE CAN DO YOU SO MUCH WRONG EVEN THREATEN TO KILL YOU AND YET YOU FIND YOURSELF STILL CARING ABOUT THEM. THATS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. I FILED A PFA AGAINST THE GUY OF COURSE AND WELL I FOUND OUT I DIDNT MEAN CRAP TO HIM BECAUSE HE DIDNT EVEN TRY TO FIGHT IT. I KNOW I SHOULD BE HAPPY I GOT THE PFA BUT I CANT HELP REMEMBERIG THE GOOD TIMES AND I CANT HELP MISSING HIM. THE GOOD KIND HIM THAT IS NOT THE MEAN NASTY ONE HE BECAME. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CANSAY THEY LOVE YOU WITH ONE BREATH AND THEN SAY THEY WANNA KILL YOU WITH THE NEXT I WILL NEVER UNDERSTND. I KNOW I CANT SEND HIM TO JAIL JUST FOR TALKING TO ME BUT AT LEAST WITH THE PFA I KNOW IF HE TRYS TO HURT ME OR MY FAMILY I CAN PROTECT US. I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE GOOD SIDE OF HIM AND YES I CAN FORGIVE BUT NEVER WILL I FORGET.

Life As It Isi want to apologize to Aall my friends here. Right now real life is needing quite abit of my attention lately. So i have not been here very often. That doesn't mean that i don't think about Yyou and wonder how Yyou Aall are doing. Especially the Oones that i talk with individually. Hopefully, things will settle down soon and i will be back pestering Yyou.
i do hope that Yyou Aall have had a wonderful Halloween. Know that i am wishing Yyou Aall the best right now and still think of Yyou often. Hugs.

LifeWell I am so happy in my life right now other than my career. I would love to be a RN already but well got to have the patience and time for that. Well I have this wonderful boyfriend named Adam who is 24 and well he is good to me. He has made me really happy and I LOVE HIM to death. Well I guess thats it bout my life other than I am an EMT and I am at work right now missing my baby and getting paid.

LifeI don't know what to do anymore. I'm not sure if i should go to Florida and live with friends down there or do I stay here with the friends that I have been staying with? I don't know what to do.I don't want to continue to feel like I'm a burden on everyone here. I like this Girl and I wanna talk to her but I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do about anything any more. I have a friend who wants me to come and stay with her down in Florida but then I have friends here in Ohio that don't think that moving is going to help me any. I have friends in Ohio that think that I am being stupid and making rash decisions b/c i'm afriad of heart break. I don't know what to do. I have to think about so many things and everything that I seem to think about points me into the mind set that I am just being a burden.
The friends that I am staying with now tell me that I'm not a burden but i KNOW better. Ever since I moved in with them everything has been so different. I don't know what

LifeI feel like everything I do is never right. I post at some blog and I wrote something as a joke (should have said it was a joke) and the person who is my friend and is the admistrator emailed me saying that I wrote to make people feel guilty for not commenting on it and that is NOT true. I shouldn't be upset or crying but honestly everything I say or do comes out wrong and it upsets me greatly.I sound like I'm whining and I'm not, I've been holding this in for a while and it finally came out. I normally keep all my feeligs locked inside and that is not healthy but when do let it out, it is wrong.
That is why I don't speak to people and stay quiet. I hurt people's feelings more than make them feel better. I GOT ACCEPTED TO MIAMI-DADE COLLEGE!!!!
WOOT WOOT!!
Liesl I am so sick right now...my temperature is at 37.5°C or 99.5°F!

Life...I usually don't try to get people down with my problems, but it's been rough these past couple weeks. My grandfather has been in and out of the hospital three times in the past two weeks. It's so hard watching him suffer and be in pain, cuz he is my papaw. And this is really hard on my mother and grandmother as well. For those of you that do, keeps my family in your prayers, for those that don't, well wishes and kind words are always welcome. Thanks people =) To those of you I haven't talked to in like 2 weeks or so, I thought I should explain why. I was put in the hospital last week, and just got out yesterday. I have a blood clot in my right lung, and am now on blood thinners. It's going to take a couple weeks for the blood clot to completely dissolve, but I'll be ok. Happy Holidays everybody!!! =) Hope you get whatever you wish for...I know there is something I wish I could have wrapped up in a bow under my tree, hehe ;) For those of you that read about my grandfather the l

Life SucksEach of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but
ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we
are.
If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. If you're surrounded by people who you
love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are at peace with
who you are, why would you ever feel trapped? You wouldn't want to change yourself, you
wouldn't need to try.
If you're a happy person, hey, you got lucky!
I am not a happy person. Maybe you're not either. Maybe you're too fat, or too thin, too old,
or too young. Maybe you're ugly and nobody wants to sleep with you. Maybe everyone
wants to sleep with you, but nobody loves you and it's all meaningless. Maybe your body is
fucked up and you're in pain all the time. Maybe your mind is fucked up and you're in pain
all the time.
So you struggle with all these problems year after year, and you're getting nowhere, and
you

Life QuestionsCaution: this is a long post. Basically a rant about my life. Read it, don't read it. I don't give a fuck. This has been building up for a long time and if I don't get it out i'll break down.
This is for anyone who has ever known me. Anyone who has even known the health problems I have gone through.
Ya know, normally I'm an upbeat, good mood, go with the flow kind of person. This all changed on 02/9/06.
Basically I was born with multiple health problems, kidney trouble being one of those. All my life has been filled with Dr's. I don't think there has been a yr that has gone by that I haven't had some sort of "major" problem. I was born with a blockage in my bladder that destroyed my kidneys. I was hospitalized numerous times as a child. Almost dying quite a few of those times. I always knew growing up that I would have to have a transplant and was told that it would probably have to happen when I hit puberty. Ok.. So no big deal. I thought I would get the transplan

Life/love/hate/deathi just eh Hi every one i sell AVON now so if you want any thing contact me and i will let you know how to do it or by for me contact info will be sent o u via email just leave your fully name number and i call you and work with you and i have a nother job interviwe tues then next tuse a class for avon so ya it was great i am happy where i am in life if i dont have a reguler job i can work at home when free and make money when i want and do partys and more so it great i hope to do it for the rest of my life say if i have a kid preg and off of my norm job i can still be working i can breast feed and do every thing i am happy this is what i need and i have sexy bf and my fav show is on now alot more THE L WORD i want to say hey to sam and cara and ioann for helping me doring the ruff times of life and rest are lil moma that in heaven and every one else
OH YA OCT IS NATIONAL BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH DONT FOR GET TO CHECK YOUR CHEAST AND EVER ONE WHERE PINK AN TAKE A PIC AN

LifeLife is full of a lot of surprises.Whatever mistakes you have made and whatever drama you go through only makes you a stronger and wiser person than what you were.Even when you think that you are at a breaking point becase of everything that you are going through,things do get better.It just takes time.My best friends' husband,who was also a good friend of mine had passed away 9 days ago,RIP to him.My girl Alina is much stronger than we all thought of her.She has been through way more unfortunate and very serious events in life then I've ever had.I thought that I was going through a lot of shit but it's really nothing when I compare it to what she has been through.Well my point is that her husband was only 28 years old and had cancer for 2 years before he died.They were so perfect together,the nicest people I know.If u were in any kind of trouble they were ALWAYS there!!! Life is too short to wallow in self pity and to hold grudges.You never know when something like that can happen to

Life's Little Lessons...Well here I am, sitting at work.. Nothing to do, bored, hurt and angry. I think the first thing on the list is pretty much self explainitory, but let me expalin the other two. I'm angry because I'm sick and tired of people getting preferrential treatment becasue of the way they look. Anyone that treats anyone differently because of the way they look needs their heads read, just because they're deemed as being 'beautiful' by society's standards doesn't make them any better of a person than anyone else. We're all the same on the inside, which is what really counts anyway. I couldn't care less about looks or material possesions, give me someone with a good personality and a good heart and I'll show you the makings of a great friend. Okay now on to point number 2. I am hurt because someone I love and care for a whole lot has been taking forgranted everything I have been doing for them lately. I haven't slept a full night in almost 2 weeks because I have been using that time to help this pe

Life!!!Sometimes i just wish i wasn't even alive anymore cause i since life is getting harder and harder but i guess theres nutting i can do about it but just live it...my b.f. is a butthole to me all the time he think im cheating on him and i think his cheat on me...he has always said something about me cheating on him which i don't understand why does that but he does and i really don't like it and i know that im not cheating on him cause if i was he would know it...but i love him so much and i don't want to lose him but i don't know what to do about him saying i that i cheat on him and i know im not....Thats all i have to say bye!!!
Thanks Britt

LifeI got some bad news recently.
My mom was diagnosed with inflammatory breast cancer. She has to have her breast removed and go on chemo. She has a 50% chance to live the next 5 years.
I am super close to my mom and this is killing me. It's so hard. I can't really think...I've been in a daze. I'm going with her to the doctor tomorrow, maybe we'll hear some good news.
I'm in this, come vote for me by leaving a comment please!!
Hottest Eyeliner/Fishnet Contest Is Now Open For Voting. Come By And Vote For Your Fave. Winner Will Be Decided By Total Comments. Best Of Luck To Everyone Who Entered.
I'm not a huge fan of summer because it's HOT and I sunburn really easily. But...I do like going to the beach and just the laid backness (not a word, I know) that it brings. I remember being a kid and just playing outside all summer with NO worries. God, I miss those days so much. Then I remember being a teenager and sneaking beer and hanging out late all summer.

Lifeare you all the same?
the game that you play.
the lies you spit as truth to our souls.
we take it anyways. even as our minds say no.
our hearts continue to trust your ways and words.
for love is life. it's who we are. made to become.
it can kill or resurrect.
heal or wound.
a game of russian roulette we are most happy to play.
out of the ten times it kills us we are hoping for that one time it saves us.
give us meaning to our lives.
it's funny tho...we always go after the same lies. thinking they will become truth at some point because they love us.
will if they're spittin' lies they're love is nothin' more then dirt beneath your feet.
who knows, maybe the one who has truth of love is the one we choose to overlook for the more eye pleasing liar.
lies dressed in money or beauty is worth nothing more then a bag of sugar coated candy..sure it tastes good at first but in the end it rotts away your teeth.
the truth is....
we are all the liars at some point...
the diff

Life...How can you feel everything and nothing at the same time?
How can you be standing on the ground, but be floating on thin air?
How can you be breathless, and still be breathing?
How can you be the strongest person, but oh so weak?
How can you have all these words in you head, but my lips won’t move?
How can I miss you when you are not even gone yet?
How do I stop this feeling before it’s too late?
Never mind, it’s already too late…the feelings I have are too strong for words.
I can only be floating, breathless, weak, and feel nothing and everything.
Why does life have to be so complicated? Why can't it just be as simple as falling in love with somebody, and staying that way forever? http://realworldcasting.com/people/EricW

Life On The Peanut FarmI had some computer issues and then I move3d so I have been away fro awhile and while I was gone Lostcherry changes its name to cherrytap!!!! LOL
Anyways I had forgotten just how fun this place can be...way better then myspace and hey I was able to update my email address with ease unlike myspace where I still cant get them to send me a email onfirming my email change..grrrrr
anyways I am so glad to be back at lostcherry errrr cherrytap :) So it's Nov. 4th and its already begining to look a lot like christmas..retailers have all their christmas merchidinse out on the shelves.
ThE Santa Clause 3 is out at theaters
Radio stations are a;ready getting their christmas music out of the mothballs
christmas parties are being planned
plane tickets being bought for family get togethers.
perhaps working 8 straight christmas seasons in retail has made me a little bit cynical..but isnt it a bit too early to be getting ready for christmas...lol
I mean we still have 52 more da

Lifeso this is my first blog on here. Don't really have much to say. Just been busy working. Right now I am working 2 jobs.... it is kind of crazy but hey it gives me money to pay my bills and have fun.
I am really tired and it is not even 11 on a Saturday......
My friend Tiff is getting married next weekend, I am so excited I can't wait.
I really don't have anything to say so I am going to end this here.
I will write/type more later LOL

LifeYou scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Angel100%Faerie100%Mermaid67%WereWolf25%Dragon17%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com Why is it that when things start going great something blows up in your face, or everything gets screwed up. Thats how it is in my life. I start feeling great and then every things topsy turvy. Sometimes I wish every thing would go my way. Even if its only once. Sometimes life alone feels

LifeI remember watching the Friday Night Fights with my Dad when I was a kid. The Referee always admonished each boxer: "defend yourself at all times". If you take boxing lessons, the first thing you are taught is to never drop your guard. They also tell you, never lead with your chin. Unfortunately, way too many people live their lives this same way: Never drop your guard! If you don't drop your guard and reveal your true self, how will anyone get to know you? And if no one knows you how can anyone love you? And I mean the true you, not the persona that you choose to project to the world. So don't live your life like a boxing match. Drop your guard sometimes so you can reveal the true you. I would still suggest not leading with your chin but you might try leading with your heart sometimes. Sure you may get hurt, but that pain is the one true way to know that you are really alive and functioning as a human being. And once you do find someone willing to accept the true you, the joy and happ

LifeI wonder when people will realize that the "scene" has become homogeneous. It's full of 14-year-old girls with uneven bangs, black and white striped shirts, and tattered low-top black Chuck Taylors, who swoon over homosexual kissing and pathetic whiny lyrics and overuse the symbols.
Their favorite quote is, invariably, "The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" because it like, so totally describes their relationship with that one HAWT sophomore who totally ripped their hearts out when they were like, SO in love with him.
Their favorite type of music is, of course, "emo, screamo, and hardcore," three terms which, in their minds, invariably include the bands Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, and Hawthorne Heights.
Their AIM screennames often include "x"s, the words "electrikk," "disaster," or some play on their favorite song from their favorite band, you know, the one they saw on MTV like a couple times, but sh

Life IssuesI really should get to bed, but I can't sleep. not that I'm not tired, I am exhausted, but I have so much going through my head tonight. I can't shut it off. I don't know why not. I have to be up in 7 hours..... including eat too much junk food. I can't stop eating. it is so wrong to put rocky road ice cream on chocolate hostess cupcakes...right? what a night to be out of champagne...
took lots of pics this afternoon, they are posted. and other than that, did nothing today but edit them.
Chris' carpool has decided to leave in the morning since they don't have to be back until 11 tomorrow. so yay! I get an extra night with him. Just when I thought I was handling him being gone, the fates throw a wrench in my life. hopefully this week will be better.
work-ways, I have a tea party to start planning with sissy. invites need to be given and sent. Kit-kat should be in soon....
..must..not......cupcakes..... **from the thoughtful mind of a dear friend ~ mooney**
Okay, I understa

LifeI Think This Is A Needless Accident,I Want To Know What The Hell The Police Were Doing? If Anyone In The Jacksonville Area Has Any Info Please Call The Jacksonville P.D. Thank You.
JACKSONVILLE, Fla. -- Jacksonville authorities are searching for a hit-and-run driver after finding a man dead in the middle of Beach Boulevard early Sunday morning.
The incident took place at about 3 a.m., and 21-year-old Tyler Beggs was found in the westbound lanes of Beach Boulevard near Desalvo Road.
According to authorities, Beggs had been lying in the road before he was struck.
Rescue personnel responded to the scene and pronounced Beggs dead.
After losing his youngest son, Beggs' father, Michael Beggs, is on a quest for answers.
"Because of the circumstances, I don’t know if it could have been avoided but at the same time we want to know what happened," Beggs said. "He was definitely hit by a car on Beach Boulevard and died instantly, they said, of massive upper body injuries."
T

Life And Times Of A Female DrummerWhy should people have to die
when the birds are flying in the sky,
and there is music everywhere,
makes you wonder in your heart if its real or if its not.
We have joy,
we are free,
but there's no one left for me,
for the ones that I love,
are all going up above.
Yet there's darkness in the wind,
I wonder when it all will end,
when the ground will all turn black,
I will always want you back.
You were summer you were smiles,
you were such a shilly guy,
we'll all remember you,
you were something special too.
For I know our time will come.
I will find you were the special one.
You were one we all could trust,
for a laugh you were a must.
He was winter he was rain,
he was such a cherished thing...
He's gone up above,
I will cherish him with love.....
This was written in 1985 the love of my life had died in a motorcycle accident.
I was supposed to be with him on that day, different events happened, I was late, I missed the bike ride.

Lifewent better then i expected getting a decent amount to help raise my son on from his father. let him see his dad for a little bit after court was a very tearful time on my part after it was all said and done. i told him straight out at the court i will not keep his son from him but he better start doing what is needed and i don't want him back and that i am happy and getting married when our divorce is final.
the only thing that hurt me was that my son even though i show him pics of his dad that he didn't say that's my dad when his dad picked him up to hug him
okay first it was my blood pressure being high but now they took my blood the other day at the doctor after i got a good bill of health on the bp i now get a letter in the mail that my sugar is high and i hadn't ate or drank anything before i went to the doctor that morning they came up with it at 133 so now i have to in for a glucose test and i hate them took them carrying my boys each time i got pregnant with one of

Life..I think I've come to the conclusion that I'm fake, that I'm a false person at times. Now, things will always bother someone, the only difference is how you deal with what's going on. I usually come out of situations with my head up high, acting as if everything is fine, as if I wasn't bothered at all, but could that be exactly how I feel? Things bother me as much as the next person, I just have a weird way of hiding my true feelings, rather than show that I am affected somehow. People ask me all the time, 'Why are you so calm? Why are you not bothered?' Thing is, I fake being ok. Things eat at me like crazy, I just choose to push it off at the moment and try and focus on something different. Then suddenly I'm alone, and all I do is recall the times I said that 'I'm fine, I'm over it', in which case I never really was. I think I act as if I'm ok so I'm not starting trouble, so I'm not causing problems. Yes, sharing your feelings can be a good thing, but we all know sometimes it can be a

LifeTher eare some people out there that if given a chance they wll surrpsie a lot of people. Well those are the people that need to be given a chance. The majority of society is blind to the help othersw need,. IF they open there eyes they will see that the others are not differetn, but rther they are the same. People can change and it will surprise others if that person is givne a chance. Freidns they come and go, you never know who they are.
When you least expect it, a special someone will come into your life.
That special someone will be there for you more then anyone.
At that point in time, you realize that you have more then a friend.
You have a best friend.
A best friend for life.
This poem was wrote back on September 11 of 2000 shortly after I joined the military. I did not know why I wrote it until recently. To my best friend, I wish you the best of luck in your new life.
i had made a friend over 10 years ago. She was a great person,. She accepted me for who

The Life Of A SoldierGoing into basic training i knew, or thought i did, what was going to happen. in truth i had not idea, at first for me it was less stressful then i had thought, the drill sergents didnt yell, they talked to us like we where human. what was going on here? i was asking myself, what happened to the drill sergent that was suposed to be yelling at me insulting me my mother and everything i held dear? this wasnt the basic i was ready for...i decided just to go with the flow. they inprosessed us which means but all our information into the computer system, so they could keep track of us, and start paying us. then after it was all said and done, they moved us from the inprossesing center to the real basic training, it was the the hell i had read and invisoned opened up on me.
first off they stuffed my class about 30 people at the time into whats called a cattle car all 30 of us and all the things that where issed to us and all the things we brought (some people had 4-5 bags total)where stu

Life Is AllI love the way my life is going at the moment. I have found the love my my life and i can't get enough of him. We are talking about making future plans with each other and i couldn't see my self with anyone else. He is the only thing that is keeping me in school and keeping me happy. I just hope that i am doing the same for him. I don't know what i will do if i lose him. Another thing about him is that he has the mot beautiful little two year old girl, which gives me one less kid to push out. lol We both want a son now and i think in about a year we will start to try for one. I'm soo happy and i just hope that everyone out there will have a chancve at what i have now. I can't wait for the rest of my life.
I love Rj Carpenter!!!!! Well i know that i don't have much to offer someone. But i want what i can get from only one person. He tells me he wants me and then doesn't call. I don't know whether to tell him how i feel or to just let it go. I'm hanging out with him this weekend and i

Life SucksWhy do people build your hopes up, them shit on you ?
This person knows who they are ...
But i cant understand why, or what ive done .
Tell me... PLEASE The day is horried ,it's not stopped raining all fooking day ...Ive had a row with my ex, and im feeling pretty shit..
And to top it all my insurance claim has come in a lot less under price . Fooking ******** OMFG ive just had a belly full . I wanna go curl up in bed and die . Well first off all , this is a huge
(((((((( hug))))))) for a very dear friend of mine.
In her hour of need.. Im with you baby , and your in my prayers.
Secondly .... Im so in love with someone at the moment .. But i dont know how the F**K , i can carry on . He's so very far away from me... And my heart feels as though . It's at breaking point .
Why does life have to be so mean .....
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Life And Times...GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP
GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM
POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP
REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF"
About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care):
Is taller than you: ON
Is shorter than you:OFF
Wears braces:OFF
wears a grill: OFF
Dresses Preppy :ON
Dresses Ghetto: OFF
Dresses Gothic: OFF
Has blue eyes: ON
Has green eyes: DC
Has hazel eyes: ON
Brown eyes:ON
Drinks alcohol:DC
Wears glasses: OFF
Plays sports: ON!!!(SOCCER IS HOT)
Call you to say hi: ON
Compliments you: ON
good dancer : ON!!!!
Wears jewelery: DC
Smiles when you walk in the room: ON
Has brown hair:ON
Has Black hair: DC
Has blonde hair:ON
Has red hair: DC
Makeup: OFF
Can make you laugh at any given moment:ON
Loyal:ON
Laid back: ON (NO ONE WHATS AN UPTIGHT GUY)
Plays guitar:ON
Plays drums: ON
Sings:DC
he's buff (muscles):ON
He can draw:DC
Easily jealous: ON( I THINK ITS CUTE)
Doesn't eat meat: DC
does drugs: OFF
is bi: GROSS, OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life's UnknownsWhy are some of us complete fucking morons and wait to say shit to others WAY after the fact? Why do we dance around subjects that should be addressed right than and there, whether or not it would either destroy us or heaven forbid, make us the happiest we've ever been in our life?
I find myself being one of those fucking morons more and more each fucking day. Taking a step back and saying to myself, you should really do or say this to this person because I FEEL the need to put it out there once and for all. But ONLY with the past.
I feel like addressing shit that happened in the past might help me understand the present. But so far it only makes me wish that I would have done that shit back then, when it was happening. And yet, I still find myself dancing around shit that is happening now...shit that should be addressed NOW. Why the fuck is that?
Am I the only fucking person on this earth who is doing this? Or are there other people like me? Just hoping, needing to know, ne

LifeAS THE WORLD TURNS,
I SPREAD LIKE GERMS.
THIS IS MY TESTIMENT TO THOSE BURNED,
PLAY MY POSITION IN THE GAME OF LIFE
STANDING FIRM,
THIS IS THE PESTILENCE
THE HOT HEAD NEVER LEARN.

LifeIn times of stress is when you find who really has your back. My favorite saying to cheer up my friends is: " When life gives you lemons through them at someone else who deserves them." This is so that you remember that life is hard but you can always turn it in your favor a little bit. So if you feel down do something to cheer yourself up. We can not always find someone who has the answer we need but we know what we get a good laugh from. Friends are those when your in need just show up at your door or call without being asked they just know when they are needed. They will tell you that they may not know what to tell you but will let you yell, scream, holler, and cry at them if need be. Then they will give you a hug and ask if you feel better. That is just what a friend is for.
Truth can always help in bad times. If you tell someone the truth when they ask you strait out the question then you can usually straiten out any problems with the least amount of fighting.
You do not lie to

LifeLife is weird at the moment. Every road I go down seems to have a dead end.
I have a lot of fun, but I feel like I don't make any progress.
I have been dating all of the wrong women.
One girl who I would drop everything for, forgets that I exist, and has this other guy she is dating. Bad times.
The girl who does my hair, who I dated a few times, is crazy and shouldn't date anyone. She wanted to date me, likes me, but won't date me. grrr. too bad, she is way cool
Another girl who I am quite fond of, happens to be married! I hang out with her every weekend, and god we get along great. Something about her I can't resist. But shit, she is married. I can't tell if she is happily married or not. I don't know. Then again, I dont know if I want to be just part of an affair. Sure I might get laid, and have fun. Eventually, its a dead end. It may even lead to more problems than I actually care to deal with.
The last one, was a bitch to me over the summer. Then we saw each

LifeYou Are The Fool
You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world.
Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead.
You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world.
Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith.
Your fortune:
You are about to embark on a new phase in your life.
This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status.
You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry.
You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path.
What Tarot Card Are You?

Lifehay my life sucks cause i every one is afread of me and i wish they were not afread of me and i just what them to love me i hat people cause the dont take the time to know me or get to know me and in nt that bad of a kid but if people are going to lie to me and tell me bullshit for get it i have enought of that in my life and i dotn what aney more

Life's ExpectationsAnonymous Americas
I Saw Three Ships
I saw three ships come sailing in
On Christmas day, on Christmas day;
I saw three ships come sailing in
On Christmas day in the morning.
And what was in those ships all three,
On Christmas day, on Christmas day?
And what was in those ships all three,
On Christmas day in the morning?
Our Saviour Christ and his lady,
On Christmas day, on Christmas day;
Our Saviour Christ and his lady,
On Christmas day in the morning.
Pray whither sailed those ships all three,
On Christmas day, on Christmas day?
Pray whither sailed those ships all three,
On Christmas day in the morning?
O they sailed into Bethlehem,
On Christmas day, on Christmas day;
O they sailed into Bethlehem,
On Christmas day in the morning.
And all the bells on earth shall ring,
On Christmas day, on Christmas day;
And all the bells on earth shall ring,
On Christmas day in the morning.
And all the Angels in Heaven shall sing,
On Christmas da

Life And Sexlets see i hate life and i hate people. . .most people just wanna get wit ya to get in ur pants and frankly i aint about that shit. . .sex is kool but its not a game. . .i hate people who think it is!!

The Life And Times Of A HorndogI hate working 10 hour shifts...but hey the extra hours help out alot. I know this much. my feet hurt, my legfs hurt, my back hurts, I'm just sore. and tomorrow I gt to gon in from 4 to midnight getting to close again. God I can't wait for the Pizza to get here. I'm fucking hungry. April 12 I make my MMA debut in Hazard, KY against Steven Barger. Wish me luck.xed Martial Arts. its pretty much like UFC. So I've been single for a while now....it sucks beyond compare honestly.IO go from having this wonderful person wiht me all the time to finding out she isn't much fo what I really thought to begin wiht and am now alone. I mean my roomate is here but she and I aren't romantically involved in any way. So I'm lonely. I dunno why I'm even really writing this blog. I mean I guess just to vent. No one ever reads these anyways.
I just wish I had someone to hang out wiht where there is a chance at being romantically involved. The Last three gals I've spoken to have either gotten interested in

Lifeone day u feel like crying.... call me. I dont promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-- dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop......but i can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no anwser.....come fast to see me. Perhaps i need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if u break the chain. you will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to 15 people. if u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about u!"
People all around you
Have to stop and stare
Some will even wonder
How those scars got there
I have bad scars too
Except mine a

Life In Generalthe worst part about being alone, is you have no one to share your good news to :( as of 12/02/08 i lost my baby sister,she never complained about being ill, and the way she was you never knew she was ill, and quess what the dr's said she never knew, she pasted because of a artirial stroke (a vein busted in her brain)what i'm tring to say is pay more attention to your family and friends, cause they may be here today and gone tommrow,please stop by and say goodbye to shaggy46072, i love you sis, miss you if anyone would care to just chat hit me up if u c me on line

LifeThe love of my life called me tonight.... and I couldnt say anything. Our history together is long and ackward. We play games on each other. We both love each other and want to be together but we just cant seem to get to that point. Its almost as if fate is pulling us apart with circumstances. We both make stupid mistakes and cant quite get it right.
How do you stop the games and just.... be? Or is it just destined for us to not be together and be happy?
grr i got another new piercng today :D yaya me! hehe yaya i know...what can i say im addicted :D I start my internship tommorow!!!
yay im excited and nervous :) :)
wish me luck yall! and ill let you know tommorow how it all goes!!

Life In General...Well it is finally the weekend. In the past seven days I have worked 113 hours so I am just about drained. Now I can finally answer all my mail and comments here and get some rest! Show some love :)
- J

Life ChangesTO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTHING ELSE BETTER THAN TO PUT THEIR BODIES ON DISPLAY FOR THE WORLD TO SEE YOU MIGHT WANT TO BE A LITTLE RESPECTFUL OF OTHERS AND READ THEIR PROFILES BEFORE YOU SEND THEM THINGS THAT ARE UNSUITABLE. IF YOU DON'T HAVE RESPECT FOR YOURSELF MAYBE YOU NEED TO HAVE RESPECT FOR SOMETHING ELSE LIKE MARRIAGE AND KEEP YOUR NAKED PHOTOS AND UNWANTED UNSOLICITED COMMENTS TO YOURSELF. THERE ARE THOSE OF US WHO DON'T APPRECIATE IT AND DON'T WANT IT IN OUR FACES. IF YOU WANT TO SOLICIT SEX DO SO ON A STREET CORNER NOT HERE. IF I SEE IT I WILL REPORT IT WITH THE QUICKNESS. IF YOU THINK I'M BEING AN ASS THAN MAYBE I AM BUT NO ONE VIEWS YOU AS ANYTHING BUT A QUICK PIECE OF ASS WHEN YOU POST YOURSELF ONLINE FOR EVERY TOM, DICK & HARRY IN THE WORLD TO SEE. IF PLAYBOY HASN'T SNATCHED YOU UP YET THAN MAYBE ITS NOT WORTH LOOKING AT AND YOU PROBABLY NEED TO KEEP IT HOME FOR THOSE WHO REALLY APPRECIATE IT. IN LIFE WE WERE BORN WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD. BUT THOURGHOUT THE TI

Life As It Passes By! ! !Life As It Passes By
You start life as a baby
Which then you are so cute
We give Our Parents a Hard time
In other words a run for there Money.
Soon it is time for us to go to School.
Parents Cry as they say good bye
For the First Day Of School.
Before you know it you are a Teenager.
All we can think about are Boys and Girls,
School Dances, and so on.
Before we know it we are in High School.
Look it is Homecoming who will We
take to the game and the dance.
Then you get a Steady Boyfriend
and they are your life so you think.
You put down your guard to let them in your Heart.
Time for Prom what will you wear, who will you go with
oh that loving boyfriend is with who.
You plan for Months what you are going to wear,
How to do your Hair,
What will happen?
So many things to think about.
Then the night comes you look so Pretty.
Your boyfriend tells you look very nice.
You take losts of Pictures for the Parents
then

LifeLove is a great and powerful thing to cherish and want in your life, but it also is dark and hateful things that can tear two people apart. It is wonderful knowing that youre loved, and to love someone back, but at the same time, you're also cautious because you don't know what to suspect from your significant other. I'm only saying what I know from personal experience. I'm trying to tell everyone that you need to be careful who you love and who you keep in your life. Sometimes you just have to let go and other times you just can't and just be friends which I think is the best way to go because if you completely exile the person, you lose a little bit of yourself, which is not right. A lot of times its usually adolescent love that happens, and I mean like a lot. I know a bunch of kids younger than me who are dating and having sex when they're like fucking 12! I know I shouldn't say anything myself because I was like 10 or 11 when I first had sex, but now I regret the fact that I did, i

LifeWELL TODAY WAS KIND OF A SHITTY DAY. I GOT UP THIS MORNING AND PUT OUR DOG OUTSIDE. SMD WELL IN THAT TIME....SHE CHOCKED HERSELF TO DEATH. :-((((( MY DUAGHTER'S DOG IS DEAD. SHE IS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD. SHE HASN'T SEEN THE DOG ALL DAY.

LifeOk so there is a nasty virus going around here. My mom had it for a while. My little brother came over Friday, and that night his voice started going in and out. Saturday it hit him like a ton of bricks and he got it. Now I have it too. My voice is gone. My head is pounding, and I am aching and hurting all over. I have a sore throat, a nasty cough, and my nose is stuffy, running, and draining all at the same time. Needless to say, I wish someone would just shoot me. Rob came over real early this morning to take care of me since I can't even stand up long enough to make a sandwich for myself. Hunter and Fluffy are sticking close to me. I am not sure how long this will last, when my mom had it, it laasted a few weeks. So if you call and I don't answer or return your call, or if a guy answers my phone, you know why. I am not able to talk on the phone right now. I have resorted to having to write it down every time I want to say something to Rob. Anyway, I hope everyone else is doing bette

LifeWell I have come to the conclusion that being alone sucks! Being single is really hard! It's like you go from having a "normal" life to being an outsider all of a sudden! You don't really want to go out with your frineds because then you feel like a third wheel but you don't really want to sit at home either!It's pretty boring, too! I mean who wants to just hang at home all alone....AND you have no one to text just to say good morning and wish them a great day or just to tell them that you are thinking about them through out the day! You have no one to pick something up at the store for just because it reminds you of them! AND you have no one to cuddle up to and just be held! No warm arms to hold you, no shoulder to cry on when you need comfort, no chest to lay your head on and listen to the heart of the person you care about beat! No lips to kiss and no eyes to get lost in! I guess the thing that I miss the most is the feeling that someone really cares about me! The feeling that when

LifeLife is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will.
Jawaharal Nehru
The geat blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it.
Seneca
(7 B.C. - 65 A.A.)
Govern thy life and thoughts as if the whole world were to see the one, and read the other.
Thomas Fuller
Life is short, art long, opportunity fleeting, experience treacherous, judgment difficult.
Hypocrites
After the game,
the king and the pawn go into the same box.
Italian Proverb
Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think.
La Bruyere
Life is like a library owned by the author.
In it are a few books which he wrote himself,
but most of them were written for him.
Harry Emerson Fosdick
The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live.
Elbert Hubbard
Life's a voyage that's homeward b

Life Sucks?Hi hi, it's time for that unusual update. :D
I know I returned and all to fu not long ago and the scene these days keep on growing and growing. Oh how has the cherry bore so much fruit over these past few years. Let alone the amount of people :D
In a few months, I don't know when but in a few months I will take a leave again out of fu...after all I gots a life outside here. I need to spend some time again but I'll be back....hmm Fu might evolve again but if you need to contact me, Come find me on facebook at Emmanuel Fabic. I'm usually there if not then I'll catch you all on the flip side but I gotta be back, I want to have my 5th anniversary acheement (inside joke) here just like WOW! :D
That is all, if you need my YIM hit my shout box. I am not giving it to everyone here... :P Is it psychologically possible for man to hold back such violence?
We look upon one person and say to them that we're friends but to that limit WE'RE only friends yet inside we look at them inside our m

LifeLOVE is the LAW
LOVE under WILL
I am above you, around you, and in you.
My ecstasy is in yours.
My joy is to see your joy.
Thus at the moment of ones doing, be in it.
Identify completely
LIVE IT
Ipso volunta me, sic ipse

Life And Times Of An Internet Junkie.Let me tell you about an old man named Santa Claus. You may know him as Kris Kringle aka Saint Nick aka Sinter Klauss or aka Papa Noel. Whatever his nom descript, he has been widely commercialized and widely misunderstood. When you see Santa Claus, you see a man with an infectious laugh, rosy cheeks, jolly belly, snow white beard, and a bubbly joyful personality. You see this cause you are blinded by the spirit of christmas. I will tell you what is really there, a man with roscea (hence the red cheeks), an obesity problem, hygeine issues (thats why he doesn't shave), and a crack problem (joyful personality explained by the crack). He is a pervy old man, with a sweatshop full of immigrant elves. You don't ever see Mrs Claus, and do you want to know why? Cause Good ole Saint Nick doesn't let her out of the house. He has a dominating personality and likes to control her. He runs his sweatshop full of elves, making them work all hours of the day and night, with no Overtime and no holiday p

Lifes GiftsAll you lovely men who wanted to be added to my page, I don't mind adding you but I really like to get to know you all. Know you as a person not some testosterone LMAO. And ladies plz do the same I am a real good listener for your man troubles or girl troubles.. I am very outgoing, bubbly and I do have a sense of humor. I don't judge others, I am a very humble person. I am witty and sarcastic and I like to think I am intelligent but that is just my perception. I have been around men all my life and I work with men so I am used to the locker room talk and yes I can hold my own..Feel free stop by and chat
Keeping it real
Hugs and Smooches
MO WOW what can I say. I want to THANK EACH and EVERY ONE of YOU PERSONALLY but it's so hard when they come as fast as I blink.. I am not doing this for points trust me..The kind words and gestures means a lot.. SO THANKS YOU LADIES AND GENTS FOR THE COMPLIMENTS from the BTM of my HUMBLE HEART since I can't reach out to you all individually

LifeIt's time for some change.
I know that for most "normal" people, Wednesday is classically considered to be "Hump Day" as it is in the middle of the week, but after carefully considering a couple of factors, I am going to lead a movement to officially remove the label of Hump Day from Wednesdays.
Here's why:
Factor 1
Many people now work non-traditional jobs and have to work shifts. This typically means that they work odd hours and more importantly, have to work weekends or part of the weekend.
Take my jobs for example. My regular job is Wednesday through Saturday and I work nights. My part-time job is basically on-call and I work it on my "days off". So some weeks I get one day off, or worse, none. Meaning I have no set "Wednesday" or a single day that can be defined as my Wednesday. I guess if I had to name one, it would have to be the first 12 hours of Friday, but that's only during those weeks that I only work my regular job.
Factor 2
By its literal meaning, (besides being th

LifeWhat is the point of cheating on someone you love????
I quote in the "olden days" there was no word as a cheat
really u had one or two but now its like a fase everyone is going through i dont get it what is the point because one day it will back fire on them, they will find someone they really do love and the partner they are with will cheat on them and they will now how there ex felt when they did it to them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
People in this generation arent very sincere im not saying women are perfect because we are not!!
But it is hard to find someone that will truely love you for the rest of your life, treshish you and you can trust with all your heart. I dont Wanna
Current mood: depressed
I dont wanna do this anymore.
I dont wanna give away my heart
to have it handed back to me
shattered in a million little pieces
I dont wanna hurt any more.
I dont want my eyes to fill with
tears. or cry all night long
wondering what i done wrong.
my future looks so

LifeLife's a Ride, so take it for all its worth and ride it till the wheels fall off :-)

LifeSINCE I CANNOT ADD ANYMORE PIX OF MINE ILL JUST PUT IT HERE.. I JUST WANT TO SHARE THIS TO ALL MY GOOD FREN HERE...
311 Love Song
THERE COMES A MOMENT IN EVERY WOMAN'S LIFE WHEN SHE REALISES THAT SHE DOESNT ATTRACT ANYMORE ATTENTION.
SHE MAY NOT NOTICED IT FOR A WHILE,
PREOCCUPIED,PERHAPS, W HER CHILDREN GROWING UP YEARS. THE CHANGES WILL BE SUBTLE AND GRADUAL, BUT ONE DAY SHE WILL AWAKE AND REALISE THAT A NEW PHASE OF LIFE IS UPON HER.
SHE HAS BECOME ONE OF THE OVERLOOKED.
THAT MOMENT, WHEN U REALISE THAT UR YOUTH HAS TRULY ABANDONED YOU, MAY TAKE YEARS TO GET USED TO IT...
IT MAYBE AS TRUE OF MEN AS IT IS W/ WOMEN.
SO, PERHAPS TO DELAY THE INEVITABLE, WE ALL WANT TO BELIEVE THAT 30 IS THE NEW 20,40THE NEW 30 AND 60'S THE NEW MIDDLE AGE.[marketeers believe they dont have to do that much to convince ppl its true]
according to a new researchby AC Nielsen more than half of the worlds internet users agree on this, so this is so, its less clear why..

Life Lesson. Lived Or Learned?Sometimes in life you come across some bumps. Well what do you do? Do you live your life day by day on it or do you learn from it? Well in my opinion you learn from it. There are going to be many mistakes and bumps that come and go in your life. This can be anything from family to people that u meet on the way through life. The internet has become the biggest way of people meeting new people. In my opinion it is a good way of meeting people, but at the same time it could be a big mistake. There are many people that have come to be "good and true" friends and then there are some that have just become a big bump in life. The whole point of the internet is to get to know people. Well the one and most inmportant thing that people need to know about me is that I am a very honest person. Honesty plays a big part in my life and that includes in my friends and family.
There are some people out there that like to have the drama. Well that is not me. They want to get things all s

LifeMy thoughts:
Wow this is the worst day ever.
So like your regular insomniac five am rolls around and I am of course wide awake wishing that more new episodes of Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Family Guy, Robot Chicken, Futurama, I mean I dunno something good would be on cuz quite frankly that Inu Yasha shit doesnt make sense.
So I'm like I need strawberry applesauce because my supply was diminished and you know that shits like SEX so addicting. I decide to wait til 6 to head to Walmart hoping I'll miss some of the crowd. Yeh fucking right. Ugh I hate people, I mean the stupid ones. Anyways so I walk around wallyfuckmemart and I dont find any lower than normal prices like you would think so I decide to get my applesauce except the lines are not worth the wait for two cases of strawberry applesauce each valued at 1.98 so I leave Walmart cursing their nonlowerthannormalprices.
I take a gamble and decide to go to Alderwood Mall after taking five minutes to find parking and cruising the whole

The Life And Times Of The Fabulous PfbREAL MEN
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first.
2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids.
3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself.
4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN.
5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises
6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck.
8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS.
9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you.
10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you.
11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you.
12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because.
13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real.
14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one.
15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

Life Live ItAs we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t
Supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once
And it’s harder every time. You’ll break hearts too,
So remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You’ll fight with your best friend; you’ll blame a new love
For things an old one did. You’ll cry because time is passing too
Fast and you’ll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you’ve
Never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset
Is a minute of happiness you’ll never get back?
Don’t be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will
Never begin.
Life’s journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well
Preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways,
Totally worn out, shouting
HOLY COW --- WHAT A RIDE!!!!

Life Is Hard...yes life is hard when you get so flippin drunk on yer birthday that you can't remember all the fun you had.. apparently i have a dark side ..lol.. too bad they didn't get it on video cuz that woulda been the shit to watch.. gotta luv gettin old! .. when you have hiccups. Have you ever had hiccups so bad that you can't type? I'm messin up on keys and havin to start over.. life is hard when you have hiccups.. and that is my blog for today children..tomorrows lesson.. How to ride that bull for more than 60 secs. yep life is hard when it's hot as hell outside and you have no ice for yer piss warm can of coke..

LifeEverything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.
Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again.
Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your head up b

LifeFor a few days now, I've been thinking about life and family and friends. My mother died when I was 7. My grandmother died before I was concieved. My grandfather died a few years back. My other grandparents are getting old and the things they are capable of doing are slowly diminishing (if you ever meet my nana, don't get her started on politics). My father has had several bouts with cancer. My aunt went on disability back in the beginning of this year because of a screwup when they did surgery on her a few years back. I hope the years she endured working in pain did not worsen her condition. I have not seen or spoken to my uncle, his wife or his children since my mom died. We don't talk about them. My other aunt was there for 9/11, and it hit her hard. She has had psychological problems since. My best friend has been having horrible nightmares since our rollover. These are just a few among many. I've sat and thought about what I want out of life...
Basically I came up with these: my

Life Has Invaded....I wanted to apologize to the people that I talk to for not being around more often... as stated in my subject, life has invaded, and I don't have the time to sit at the computer that I once had... I don' thave the opportunity to get on here from work or anything like that, and when I get home, I still have to function as "Mommy" I will try to get on here periodically to send a note or whatnot, and hopefully things will settle into a routine here shortly. I miss coming around and talking to you all :)
Much love!
Becky

LifeSometime life is funny. It can bring you good and back.But i like to live as is there will be no tomorrow.I am happy go luck person and i have fun in life.

LifeYou try to schedule days off around the phases of the moonYou have a bumber sticker that reads “Stat happens”You are the only one at the dinner table not allowed to talk about your day of workDiscussing dismemberment while eating a goumet meal is perfectly normalYour pajamas and work clothes all look alikeYour ringtone on your phone is a sirenYou’ve ever muttered “nice veins” to a complete strangerYou think it’s funny to tell a patient “I know how you feel. It’s my first IV too.” You have a pet named “comatose”You think the world is going to come to an end if someone utters “Wow, it‘s really quiet”You can drink 5 cups of caffeinated coffee before noonThe stop-in-food-store manager down the street from your crew hall knows you by nameIt’s a miracle if you ever get to sit down and eat a full meal without any interruptionsYou follow random ambulancesin your POVYou carry a pair of sheers with you ever

Life Sucks!I'm a single mom with no finacle help from my kids dad. I got a stack of bills I can't pay. My cell phone is turned off and I'm risking my electric being turned off no too, cause it's due by the 29th and I don't get paid until the 1st. Don't know how I'm going to afford Christmas for my kids and the ex is talking about coming down here to El Paso to visit for a week. I just want to pull my f-in hair out sometimes.
Ok I'm done for now.

Life After Near Death November 28th 2006ive been around it so much i can feel it coming close to me i dont know what to do any thoughts from anyone would be appreciated I am petrified of alcohol... i want nothing to do with death and i am scared and weak....i dont want to be involved in anything bad anymore... please let me know if your here for me and ill always be there for you... I sit here and wonder where im going.....im supposed to be going to visit people i got money problems im slipping into the siccness of reality and i dont know if im coming bacc.....i could be going to jail soon......i need help im slipping into depression i dont feel i can beat depression away this time......its taking all my energy to control my rage........someone please help me i really need it and i dont know if anyone is able to but please try.....my eyes are glazing and i dont even want to be alive anymore please save me.......from this rain of pain........im not tough enough anymore too much pain around me.....im so hurt......it wont end..

Life/love/happinesshave you ever loved someone so much that you thought you would never get over the way that you felt about them no matter what?
well i thought that was what i was feeling up until about march... and now i can honestly say that i'm over him... I'm over hurting and over thinkin about the stupid everyday bullshit that i had to put up with because of some cheating asshole who doesn't know how to treat anyone!!
I'm just trying to say that i'm ready for a relationship... i'm ready to have fun and love someone else... the place in my heart that i thought was still filled by this (cheating bastard) is defenitly empty now and ready for someone knew!!
Its really amazing how one person can make you see so many things differently and not even realize they helped you at all! and how close you can get to someone and realize how you truely feel about them!! How that one amazing person can't get off your mind... and you're not even sure why. All you know is that when you think about them you h

LifeWe can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them.
-- Albert Einstein.
Never have words been so true.... Today I begin working on myself...
You have shown me a better side of you, one I have not seen in so long... I hope to get back to who I was.. for you, for our kids... They deserve the man I could have been, not the one I have let myself become...
Regardless of the words said, and things done... I am ready to lay down the weapons and become a better us... together or not, we still exist for the sake of our children....
I promise to try...

Life, The Universe And EverythingI've discovered some interesting things about myself since my divorce and my last shit canned relationship, especially some new insight into this whole adult children of alcoholics thing. I've tried to alter my friend base by associating with people less inclined to be as fucked up as I am as a sort of test. Turns out, I'm too fucking wierd for these people. Unless I radically change myself into someone I don't particularly care for, I'm more or less in it for the long haul. I guess I'm in a state of confusion. I'm always hearing that I need to associate with more successful people than my past friend base has been and people that won't take advantage of me and drain me emotionally and psycholigcally, but that broad stereotype seems to be the only people I like and can stand for more than ten minutes. For instance: I have recently become aquainted with an amazing woman. She's absolutely beautiful, great personality, sense of humor and we're almost exactly alike. Problem is, that lil fu

LifeThey had a plantwide meeting Monday at Peterbilt. They told us that due to the new federal 2007 heavy truck emissions regulations that production would be cut from 68 trucks per day to 30 trucks effective Jan 29. . I watch my 80,000.00+ job go down in flames. Feeling rather numb , I drove home in a stunned silence and proceeded a rather pathetic attempt at sleep . Of course , with the state of things , that didn't work very well . I then made 30 minutes worth of phone calls , called in a few favors and lo & behold, scored an interview with a musclecar restoration company as the head of parts dept. Went yesterday after only getting two hours of sleep and scored it! The money will stay about the same as Peterbilt but the totally insane work hours will cease and no more turning of wrenches except on MY cars. I actually have a new job that will be exciting to go to instead of this zombie state with fat paychecks as the only plus.
Moral of the story: Never sweat the small stuff and DON'

Lifeits kinda nice to have a day off in the middle of the week, it almost fells like the weekend but then reality hit me and i relize that i still have to work tomorrow. I dont think i would hate it so much if i didnt have to deal with old people all day. who knows maybe i just dont like people in general. i never really know or maybe i dont like working. i wish that i could be rich so that i didnt have to work. or i could just marry a 94 year old millionair. he would have to be on his death bed tho, or else i couldnt do it.

LifeIM NOT SAYING THAT I HAVE A BAD LIFE, IM JUST TIRED OF WHERE IM AT IN LIFE. IM TRYING MY HARDEST TO FURTHERY MY SELF AND SET UP A BETTER FUTURE. BUT IT SEEMS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO THAT IT JUST DOESNT WORK, I PLAN ON ONE DAY GETTIN OUT OF THIS SMALL ASS TOWN AND GOING SOMEWHERE BIGGER... IT JUST SEEMS WHEN I GET TO THE POINT WHERE I CAN SOMETHING ALWAYS GOES WRONG.. I MEAN ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY AND IAM FOR THE MOST PART BUT THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS I WS HOPING TO ACCOMPLISH BY THIS POINT IN MY LIFE I KNOW IAM STILL YOUNG BUT I FEEL AS THOUGH I SHOULD BE DOING MORE... I DUNNO.. SORRY I JSUT HAD TO GET THIS OUT OF ME... Well its a new year now.. time for change
Im just fed up with the way my life is going right now, im going to be making some major changes over the next few months .... 2006 was just a bad year all together,
I have learned not to trust anyone,, even if u think they are ur best friend in the world...
most guys are after one thing girls and thats sex so do

Life's Little AnnoyancesOkay - I don't get it.
I understand the "haters" on here that feel like they have to rate people 1 to try to make themselves feel better, but to rate a picture of my *cat* a 1 ?
What's up with that? Is someone a closet cat hater? No comment recently about her, just a rating of 1. Should I be offended? Should I take insult? My cat is absolutely stunning, by all standards, including her CFA Persian registration.
So, what's up with the rating of 1 on my poor Gwen? *laugh*
I guess it's better that it wasn't one of MY pictures that got a 1 rating, right?
Anyways... just had to put a little rant about that up. Anyone else have some photo haters? Either ratings of 1 of their own pics or some other odd pic like a cat? Okay - I *really* am having fun with this site - it's quite addictive. I don't have the best and the fastest computer, but I do run on a cable modem and most websites load very quickly.
This site.. however. OMG. If I do anything (User Comments, Ratings, Views

Life Is HellWell for the past week or so i was actually happy i thought things were going right for a change, then i find out things tonighr that push me into depression and tear a hole in my heart, why am i hurt? i don't know by all righta i shouldn't care having only recently met someone how could i feel such pain because of them?

Lifetake a look around.......thing are pretty fucked up right.....we are in a war based on lies.......nature i getting more fucked by the min.........everything anymore is is based on 3 key factors power,money, and lies.....i mean corporate america runs everything....promoting this be this look this way bullshit......so basicly it comes back to live free and be at one with yourself i mean never back down never give in..........dont let people take your rights.........and as far as music gos kill pop stay underground.....and never sell out......so fuck the mainstream....im out.......... in the end dose anything matter.......looking back through a shoot glass......things came and things whent........some good some bad.......ive had good friends......and worst enemys.......things changed and some thing stayed the same......so gusse life just rolls on........to the beat of a scilent scream.......so i gusse live or die........do what u want just live right............

Life In IraqHello every.
I thought I would tell everyone about life in Iraq. Not sure if anyone would be interested in how we live or anything. It's the holiday time and depression is setting in with some people. So, this is my outreach to other people and hopefully I won't get too depressed like I did last time. Well here we go.
6-Dec-06
Today was just as any other day here in Iraq. We did some of this and that getting ready for the mission tomorrow. There is so much excitement in the air. We are getting ready for the WWE comming to our camp on Friday. I am with the 1st Calvary Division out of Fort Hood Texas. Our thing is the Calvary. We used to ride into battle on horses but we use tanks, and helicopters. Well, we have a horse (not real) in our main division (D-Main), and with the WWE comming, they want to see if they will put Trigger (the horse) in a head lock. That would be awsome to see. Just hope I get a chance to see the WWE when they come. With me being the

LifeA recent event in my life of a couple made me ponder some issues we as men have and need to first admit and then fix. Mate being either your wife or Girlfriend. Selflessness in the dictionary is defines as "without a thought for one's self. So men we need to ask ourselves in my relationship's with women wether there friends or companions do I practice this act of selflessness. What do i mean? Well, First and foremost we need to realize having respect for a women is the only way they will respect us. I believe one of the most awesome feelings in this world is the respect and trust of the women in our life. It's something we can be proud of because that's one thing no matter what women give us freely, is something earned not given. I believe in trusting someone until they give you a reason not to but respect comes in the form of how they view our fruits. If we are living everyday as a man of integrity and value, and when we do slip and fail how we deal with the failure. I'm not saying we

LifeA year has passed since I was traped in a hospital room. Remembering back, it was probely the worst thing about being pregnant, the high blood pressure and giving birth. I was confined to bed and was depressed. I was also about an hour and a half away from home. My older two children could not come and see me every day and I hate being away from them. I don't even remember everything, because of the magnisum they had me on (to control the blood pressure and contactions). All I really remeber was the "vampires" that came in my room every hour to draw blood to check the mag levels. When I left the hospital it looked like I had shot up heroin in the past. I still can see some of the scars. I remember my husband being there, my MIL, and some other family seemed to be wondering in and out. After awhile the contractions stopped and I was taken off the mag and had that awful cathiter taken out. That is another thing I can do without, I drove those nurses crazy, I was still hooked u

LifeA favor to ask, it only takes a minute....
The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click
on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free
mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a
minute
to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink
window in the middle).
This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use
the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for
advertising.
http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ Man, a lot of this stuff is amazingly accurate!
Cancer is a Cardinal water sign, ruled by the moon. As the fourth sign of the zodiac, the Cancer individual is a deeply emotional person inside, but is smooth and confident on the outside. Their first love is of home and family and they are nurturing and caring in the family setting, creating a cozy, comfortable, safe existence behind the doors of their own home. Famous historical characters s

A Life UnwastedI hate this. We havent talked in a week. I feel like its over we are just both too scared to say it. We sit together alone in the house and say nothing, its awful. I am so upset and depressed, I cry myself to sleep, but he doesnt know, he doesnt listen to my sobs and doesnt see my tears. He doesnt notice that he's killing me slowly and painfully, I am so broken. ♥Dont put me down
♥Dont tell me to do things
♥Dont just sit there
♥Dont take your anger out on me
♥Dont be selfish
♥Dont treat me like i'm invisible
♥Dont put other things before me
♥DONT make me hurt anymore.
Just dont, my ♥ cant take it Invisible. Thats how you make me feel sometimes. Why can't you ask me before you do something but I must ask before I breath? Why do you have so much freedom and I am a slave? Sometimes I feel like it isnt fair, but then it only lasts for intervals, short ones. Dont put me throught this ever, why dont you talk to me about things?

LifeWhat is love???
That is the ultimate question we all want answered but not quit sure how to describe it so that others can understand it the way we see it.
I read a blog that described love as all the little things, glances, moments together were silence speaks for its self. And that is like chaos ever flowing and shapeless without a true form yet there but not tangible.
Love acts on its own or do we have to work on it? Do we believe we are in love and fall? Is there more to it?
There are many books out there that try and tell you what love really is but you really can't put it into words unless you have experinced for yourself.
Love can be wonderous or it can be painful.
It can bring you the greatset joy or your worst sorrow.
Having had both I know its meaning when I say these words. You can be in love or fall in love and not have the one your heart is set on feel the same as you do.
So, what do you do then? Do you cry? fight? run? give up?
The optio

LifeI'm Tired
I'm tired of people telling me how to feel,when to feel and when it's ok to stop. I'm tired of being told how to act, what to do, and what I'm doing wrong. I'ts my life, my mistakes and my feelings my memories NOT YOURS! Let me deal with it my way not yours! Your not in my head, my heart or my life, you say you understand what I'm going through but you have no idea. When you see through my eyes, with my heart and my pain then you have room too talk. The first time you kissed me you stole my heart and soul, from that time on my life was no longer my own. Every breath, every beat of my heart was in sync with yours, every breath you took consumed every aspect of me and i was no longer one person but two entwined. Your dreams were mine and nothing stopped me from helping you succeed in them. The young girl you met would never be the same ever again. You planted a seed in me that grew with every minute of time . The seed grew like a weed that spreads through a rose garden unt

Life....well chris gave me his ring to wear and i havent taking it off my necklace since he gave it too me to wear well last night me chris and smitty went to drink(a club) nd he asked for it back nd i asked smitty y do u thinkk he took it back ? he said he didnt know well 5 mins later my baby says come with me so i went w/ him nd he got down on his knee nd asked me to marry him on mic so everyone can hear it smitty said damn that voice sounds familiar wait thats my boy we got our pic taken u can see it on drinks website just look up murfreesboro drink
well im so happy about it i love him w/all my heart nd i bgeleive my son does too
I LOVE U CHRIS into the aitrforce. i think imma go crazy when he leaves but i hope not . i know imma miss him like mad crazy. its ok though.. i hope well ill holla atcha all laterz peace out

Life And LoveNext time you feel you have the perfect love, the perfect life ,the perfect job sitt back and remember why ,PAIN , HURT ,LOST LOVE, LIES ,DEATH, LOST JOBS,LOST FRIENDS, becuase without those things we would not know how to LOVE ,LIVE ,LAUGH,OR BE HAPPY so if youve been hurt and your not trusting your own feelings and your a little scared remember you cant be truly happy without a little hurt Love Hurts
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness

LifeOk so i just got back from the local store,i went for some cheese and movies,lol.My mind kept telling me to get a lottery ticket so i did.I won $5 bucks!!I was so happy..lol.Yes things like that amuse me.Then i went to get the movies and i got one Free!I rented the new "Pirates of the Caribbean 2" & some other movie which i can't remember the name lol..all that is important is that i get to see "Johnny Depp"*blush*!!That was the highlight of my day. Ok i am so damn sick of the Fucking LADYBUGS!WE can't get rid of the damn things.You have to watch what u eat...or u get a bug..or in your drink.They get o n ur legs..*cries*We suck them up with the Vaccum but they come back!They this wretched smell. Ok so today was my brothers payday,I usually go with him cause ihave nothing better to do.We picked some food up went to Subway then xmas shopping this took forever.We were walmart.My parents to.My brother was getting them gifts so it took a while for them to make there minds up.My mom gave my

LifeDear Dr. Phil,
When I retired this past summer, I could hardly wait to spend time enjoying my favorite pastime -bass fishing. I got my own little fishing boat and tried to get my wife to join me, but she just never liked fishing. Finally, one day at the Bait & Tackle Shop, I got to talking to Sam the shop owner who it turned out loves bass fishing as much as I do. We quickly became fishing buddies. As I said the wife doesn't care about fishing. She not only refuses to join us she always complains that I spend too much time fishing.
A few months ago Sam and I had the best fishing trip ever. Not only did I catch the most beautiful bass you've ever seen, only a few minutes later Sam must have caught his twin brother! So I took a picture of Sam holding up the two nice bass that we caught and showed the picture to the wife hoping that maybe she'd get interested. Instead she says she doesn't want me to go fishing at all anymore! And she wants me to sell the boat! I think she just doe

Life!Or is this CT becoming a pick up site? I came on here to make friends and don't get me wrong I've met some really nice people. But some take it too far and put rude comments in my shoutbox like: You wanna F*** me..and in that nature. What is wrong with people? Do you walk on the street and say that to every woman you find attractive? It's just bugging me, makes you feel like a piece of meat. So do you Guy's experience the same from Women on here? I'm just curious.
Well, I just needed to vent a bit. Thanks for listening. :P
~Marlies~
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+ Life Svcks ++ Friday. A 19 year-old and his girl, walking by my house. The dude got pumped full of lead four times, his girl got hit in the legs. Right outside my house...we heard the gunfire and hit the floor.
I can't get the sounds of her blood-curdling screams and moans of pain out of my head. He was silent.
The guy died at the hospital, the girl made it.
I remember the assailants yelling "I got him!!" when they ran back to the waiting get-away car.
First 48 dudes knocked on our door for interviews and some leads...we didn't answer. I feel bad for not helping, but the fear of being fingered as a snitch trumps that. Besides, we know NOTHING.
Right now there's a beautiful altar constructed in Dude's honor on our fence. I wonder, will the poor kid haunt my sidewalk now?
Maybe I should perform a Ceremony of Rest. Any Wiccan reading this, please tell me something, a spell I can do perhaps.....
+ So, you got your greasy little plotting hands on

LifeFirst off this is probably weird to say on here but I just thought I would start off by saying that I have a great life I have a good job and a girl who loves me...don't get me wrong I am happy that she loves me but I have put her through some rough shit as well as she has me!!! We are meant for each other!!! Sometimes we fight so much and it gets really bad and I feel like giving up and know she does also!!! But somehow we are able to stick through it!!! I love her so much and i wish she can see how much I do love her!!!! Baby I know you probably won't see this but I LOVE YOU!!! With all my heart and soul!!!! Thanks for giving me the chance out at the bar that night!!! almost 4 years ago!!! I love you and always will!!!!

LifeWell it seems someone copied all of them and started posting them on an site I'm on called Orfay without my permission. This devastated me and I finally got the assholes account deleted from there for misuse. But it forever clouded my faith in people. I no longer trust so easily. So I will no longer post compromising pic's. And if all you friends were only interested in those kinds of posts.. Sorry. I have not been on here much for that reason as I'm just so hurt that someone would do something like that. I'm not ignoring anyone, I;m just trying to cope with the embarrassment of it all.
Thanks for understanding....
Suzie
So sorry for not being around much this week. Sunday I was very sick and went to the Dr. Monday and found out I have Bronchitis and Asthma. I'm on steroids, antibiotics and 2 different ihalers to keep me breathing correctly. I just wanted to let all my tap friends and family I'm not ignoring you. I'm just very sick. I hope by this weekend to be better a

LifeSo we were supposed to go to court today for the custody modification that we are going for, for my step daughter. However we got the phone call yesterday saying that it is delayed till next week because we didn't respond. I was PISSED because we didn't respond again because the damn paralegal said I didn't have to. Turns out she is stupid and we had to talk to the attorney. But the ex whore thinks she wants to settle. HA! If that goes anything like when the divorce was going we would never settle because she is too damn set that she should have everything that she wants. But on a plus note she didn't get an attorney, and the one we have is one of the best in Spokane. He plays hardball and he is damn good at it. I have seen him work. So if she thinks that she is going to get anywhere with him then she has got another thing coming. Even if she retained an attorney, they bump up their retainer requirements when they are up against our attorney. I just think it's funny that her

Life Can Really Suck And Get Ya Down In The Dumps!So I read a blog done by the wonderful Ms Stang!! And it was letting us all know about a certain someone being fake!
This aggrivates me to no end!!! I've been almost two years!! Im level 21 Finally. Never had a spotlight or anything....
This chick joined in January, Is a level 21 and has the spotlight today!
I think the spotlight should be reserved for salute holders only!!!!
Fake person:
Simplicity@ fubar
And if you know and have the lovely Ms. Stang added go check out her blog!!!!
~SexyMel~ 5000 comments Is the lowest amount to get a prize the grand prize is 20k comments please stop by and leave me some love!!!!
♥Mel
WOW ARE YOU KIDDING ME? IM GIVING AWAY 10,000 FUBUCKS FOR JUST A HUNDRED COMMENTS! SEEMS I CANT GET ANY HELP UNLESS I PAY SO HERE IT IS! THATS MY OFFER! I NEED YOUR HELP IN A BAD WAY!
I NEED 45,000 COMMENTS TO WIN MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR, SO PLEASE STOP BY THE PIC BELOW AND DROP ME AT LEAST 100 COMMENTS.

LifeSo rather than explain what happeened to everyone individually, thought i would let you all know at the same time, and the longer i am sitting/standing iy hurts s lot more, with my brokn ribs long conversations are out of the question being it it hust so badly.
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So here is he short version,
Went out with friends wed night for few drinks on west side, on way home changing tunes and looked up oyslledand the light was red< and there was a dump druck in frony of me. I vever had a chance to hit the brakes and was doing around 40mph.
The dump truck won in case you were wondering :) My GMC Jimmy is totalledd though. I smelled gas, and climbed out and passed ut on the median from a concusion. rst of the right is a blur, but ended up with broken eye socket, both naasal cavaties broke, broken nose, punctureatrial broken jaw bone, multiple broken ribs, i can personally couny 4, broken right wrist, broken right ulna, broken clavickle, and a punctured right knee, something went

Life SucksIm outta here. It has been short but fun. Death takes away everything you care for in life. See you on the flip side all you sexy people. I cant take this shit anymore.

LifeI have been gone for the past week on a mini vaca with my family. Its good to be back. I really needed a break from all the bullshit in my life. It seems like I missed a lot on here, though... Thats ok. I'll catch up. Anyway, I just wanted to let everyone know I'm back. I'll have some new pics on here soon! YAY! :) Christmas wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be this year. I was at a party until 3am and had to get up at 8am to go to my parents. I got tons of stuff. It was awesome! Then, I went to another Christmas party tonight and I just now got home... I am completely worn out! I am SO ready for bed, but I wanna take my tree and decorations down first. I have been going non-stop and it's just gonna get worse. This weekend there's gonna be a big party at my house thats going on the whole entire weekend. A lot of drinking, laughs, and fun. I'm excited, but I need to really rest up before then! I have been getting a lot of new friends lately, and its been great! But, there's a few

Life & Naturerahu ketu
No planet is entirely bad who so ever it is on the subject of life and its effects on to life, in fact its time or time period which make one good or bad as per the respective mode or association their in, so is the case for Ketu.
Ketu and mars belongs to same category while to inflict in life with a difference of pace, mars is super fast to interact with where as Ketu has its own pace and game plane for life.
If Rahu or Ketu placed in zodiac at Kendra may be taken as 4th, 7th, or 10th house happily including very first and links the lord of trine houses in any of its mode then they inflict extremely fine result or out come in their reflective period in life, as it form a kind of raj yoga, very auspicious all the way.
Much other yoga also has the similar impact on life through Rahu & Ketu.
One can expect any thing good as inflicted by the benefic planets by Rahu and Ketu n their transit but based in their zodiac status and forming yoga’s their.
May god bl

LifeDedication to the memory
Of my waste of time Chanty
If she were to die
I would not shed a tear
Only thank god
She's no longer here.
You gave me all the heat
Still wanting me to take you off your feet
You would love me
Then you'd hate me
Then you blame me
For the way you've made me
I hate the fact of what you ment
Full of regret
Was it real
or was it the attention
Oh I failed to mention
You would love me
Then you'd hate me
Then you blame me
For the way you've made me
Fuck you
Fuck your black heart
Fuck your Laffs
Fuck your fake ass plastic self
So many words
From your mouth
Your talk is cheap
Like your heart
Where I really never had a part
You would love me
Then you'd hate me
Then you blame me
For the way you've made me
It was all a dream
I've left your drama scene
It my fault
For letting myself
Get that extreme
Feelings of happiness
To help your selfishness
So people close to me know my health isn't to good and I have alot

LifeI have aske dyou to read this because YOU are now or were at some point a very important part of my life. The past few weeks have been very dificult for me and I have come to the point wheer i have got to say this and try and move on. Last year I went thru a divorce,losing my best friend, and finding out that I am adopted and everything I thought I knew about me has been a lie.The man that i divorced has meet someone new and I am happy for him but I have pretended that I am ok with it to just keep peace in the family well I am not ok with it and from this moment on i am leaving it in the past. I have not spoken to the man I called daddy now for almost three months and that doesnt bother me anymore. I have not forgotten my best friend I worry about her everyday. I have listened to other people and done what they thought was best when dealing with her . To her I am sorry for that. We have all done wrong and no one is perfect especially me. There are two things I know for sure and t

LifeYou never know what your life will turn out. They tell you to plan for your life while your in high school, or at least college anyway. But you go to college, then like a fool I got married, and he joined the military, and I traveled all over the world with him, and after 22 years he just threw me away. But at least I got three wonderful children out of all those years.
My son, who is my hero, and has kept me going through all of this, came into this world fighting for his life. He came two months early, without lungs to breath for him, and he was to stay in the hospital for the two months, or until his original due date, but he proved them all wrong and was out of the hospital in 19 days, and has grown into a awesome young man.
My baby girl who is now 12, is my little angel. The divorce was hardest on her, because she didn't want her mama and daddy to be apart what kids do, but she see's now it is for the best.
As for the oldest, my 21 year old who has my grandson, L

LifeMessage to seller about their (cheap & shitty) repaired fossil shark tooth being sold as all natural
you know that's a repaired peice of crap, right?
That ebayers responce
CRAP? Hey f*uck*er, retard, piece of shit, take me on....until you buy and have the tooth anolized, you don't know shit do you! I buy, dive for and sell over 3 million teeth a year. You have been on ebay for 2 months? I WIIL SUE YOUR ASS FOR DEFIMATION WITHOUT CAUSE! Know the term? I already know your inp, and ebay is being notified as to your accusation. Ready for a law suit? Hope so, As I am going to sue your butt off in federal court for false claims and defimation. Get ready to bend over and ........
Kinda makes you laugh your ass off eh?
I just had 3 auctions ended by ebay because they can not tell the differance between extinct fossils and modern animals. This is the tenth time tehey have done this to me. it realy fuck with my income.
eBay Listing Removed: Animals, Plants, and Wildlife (=

Life Is Hard, Get Over Itwe go through life not ever really knowing just what the fuck it is that we are here for. and the sad thing is that people let that get to them so bad that they just take their own life and say to hell with it all. life can be complicated at times but we are never given anything that we cannot handle. hell, even i don't know what the fuck life is all about, but to me life is about my little girls, about my beautiful wife, and about all of the things that matter the most. and when times get rough and everything comes my way all at once, i just sit back, smoke a little reefer and say what the fuck. nothing is ever too hard to handle, we just think that it is. but the next time that something happens that you think is the end of the world, just think of all the little kids who go to bed hungry every night, some who won't even see the next day's light, and realize that your life isn't that fucking hard. so quit your bitching and thank your lucky stars that you have the things that you do,

LifeMan blogs are stupid no one really then unless they are your really good friend which is very few on here.... i have about three maybe that really do care.... other then that everyone else seem fake.... anyways so much for a blog that no one wil read except probably Jay cause hes a true friend and maybe Dan if he notices or Rick if he notices but on one e;lse will read it... but oh well its a good way to just vent and i have been needing to do aolt of that lately.......Anyways laters OK SO I AM TIRED OF EVERYTHING THAT IS GOING ON..NOTHING SEEMS TO GO THE WAY I WANT IT AND I AM SICK OF BEING SAD AND FEELING UNIMPORTANT..IT IS GETTING OLD..I HAVE VERY FEW FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY REALLY CARE AND I THINK THAT YOU TWO KNOW HOW YOU ARE AND I LOVE YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALWAYS...SOMETIME I FEEL THAT THE ONES I NEED THE MOST ARENT THERE WHEN I NEED THEM...I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS SITE AND THE DUMBASS PPL THAT ARE ON IT...I HAVE MET SOME REALLY COOL PPL ON HERE BUT THINGS NEVER END UP LIKE

Life And DeathI do not the title of this or who wrote it. A friend found and I feel at this time it expresses how I feel. It is on my profile.
Love is when you shed a tear and still want him
It's when he ignores you and you still love him
It's when he loves another girl but you smile
and say "I am happy for you"
When all you want to really want to do is cry.
One minute the world is in front of you. The next it is gone. Life is funny that way. We go all our lives in hope to find someone we can be close to and then when we are given the chance we take it for granted and then before we know it is gone. I have felt this. Now it is to late. I never had the chance to tell him how I felt. I want to telll him I never stopped caring and now it is to late. I was scared to feel. Afraid of getting hurt. I didn't know what I wanted. Maybe it was our personalities were to similar and it was our stubborn streak or other people's meddling that kept us apart. I know this much I never lied to hi

A Life Unlived....Its your choice but let me remind you both will lead you wrong....
So choose..........
verbal abuse or enternal darkness?
it's your choice...
The screams or forever silence??
it's your choice...
to be hated or to be forgotten?
it's your choice...
take the path thats laid before you
or
be laid to rest?
It's your choice now choose....
LIFE....
or
DEATH.... YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU MADE ME CRY
FOR THAT I WISH YOU WOULD DIE
THE PAIN YOU CAUSED WAS JUST TOO MUCH
AND NOW THE ONLY THING TO DO IS FUSS
YOU DID IT TO ME ONCE
YOU'LL DO IT AGAIN
WHEN WILL YOUR STORY EVER END
YOU MADE A PROMISE THAT YOU COULDN'T KEEP
ABOUT THE LOVE YOU HAD FOR ME
I GUESS I SHOULD JUST SAY
SO WHAT
YOU USED ME
Are you sure I am not looking past you,
at some twisted little vision of a person tied down screaming from a painful deadly incision?
Am I laughing at these wicked thoughts?
My soul is dripping with sin. I have so much anger t

LifeWell it has come and gone and I am so tired from all the running around. We went to his brothers house on saturday for a get together and visited one of his friends and styed up till 3 am baking for christmas. Sunday we went to his brother's for another gathering and did the present exchange there. Stayed up until 2am wrapping presents and cleaning the house. Monday we went to see my grandpa and Chris's kids and then had to get home and get dinner started at our house and finish cleaning we had my family thing at my house. Finally at 10pm we got to relax. And then of course i got sick yesterday so I have been battling a cold ughhh! And here we are coming up on new years my favorite holiday! I have learned a lot in the past year. I had a bad relationship and stayed single for 8 months to just be me again. Along this jouney I found a great man that is everything i was wanting in a man. Now I had to re-adjust to life again and being with someone and not let my past relationship interfere

LifeWhat I did for my birthday...
I went to northern IL with my sweetheart and while we there...
He took me to the county fair...
We took a few pictures...
I hope you enjoy them. It's not quite the same as being there...
Lots of things are changing around my house....
I haven't been online as much as I used to be... In some ways that's good and in others I feel like I've deserted some of my friends. For many years the net has been where my friends were, after we moved from Michigan this was the only link I had to other people that I felt I knew in some small way.
We were so isolated in Kansas and everyone I knew {3 people} had lives of their own and I felt like I was intruding. So I turned to the internet...
Since we have moved to Kentucky, I have made more friends outside the net, as well as being coser to my family. It makes a difference, I'm not having the anxiety attacks near as bad, and I'm getting my life back on track.
I start a new Job on Tu

Lifecan u imagine that this weekend i actually go out to dance!!! i bought my lil outfit and all lol....i cant believe it ive been to clubs before but now im acting like a lil girl who never has gone out...well actually its been a yr that i havent gone dancing or more then that.. isnt that sad??? well cant wait to go hope i have fun i know im getting DRUNK thought lol well here i am in Korea....2 weeks and nuthing pretty exciting goin on lol just me to live a boring life though...oh well it might get interesting who knows...it stinks around here though everywhere you go it does...i dont knw how the ppl here can live with that type of smell...anyways things r a bit cheaper here then in usa..dats like da only good thing about it lol.
i hope ya'll didnt think i was actually going to write something really interesting lol thats in my book lol...
well hopefully something good will come up today.

LifeA 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready.
As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window.
"I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy.
"Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait."
"That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied.
"Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged .. it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it." It's a de

Life In Generalby my mom...
Today is the last day of Fall....
Tommorrow is the first day of Winter...Altho with the fluky weather we all have been having you would think Winter started back in September in some places...
Its the reason for the season....Barf.. I dont know the whole behind this little girl being laid to rest tomorrow but please say a short prayer for her and her family...
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=503526&albumid=146622&i=1610204950
Shes the TRUE angel here....Not me....And I am more than happy and proud to relinquish that title to her...I can tell she was a special little girl and that will be missed by friends and family alike....
All I ask is that you take a moment out of your busy schedule to remember her tomorrow at some point...
Thanks,
Alison
P.S. I found out more but here is the link to the blog of her uncle...Please go read it and leave a message of prayer or whatever...
http://cherrytap.com/blog.php?blogid=34880&pid=133044# I have jump

Life.. Love And Everything Else.You know ppl can sometimes fall into a fake reality of life and love. One day everyone one of us will fall in love with someone for some reason or another. Then the world changes things happen life becomes hell. You find yourself hating where you are in life and whom you are with. You stay in the relationship for different reasons, maybe a kid is involved maybe the person your with is just depended on you and you can’t leave them. Maybe you just don’t have the freaking courage to make the change that you need because you don’t have a safety net. For what ever reason you sit there and think you may find many a different reason that you just stay put and not try to make yourself happy.
I have recently gotten the courage and the strength to make myself happier. I will be leaving a lot behind and I know I will be hurting some people in my wake. Do I care, yes because if I didn’t I would have done this long ago. Life is about choices, life is about happiness, life is about livin

LifeOk it is 10:30 am and I am so damn tired I went to bed at like 3:30am and had to be up at 7. Ugh Why is it when I need to sleep I can never get there. So much has been going on lately that my mind just will not let my body rest. In the begining of Nov. I lost my best friend who was more like my brother to we are not sure but we think a drug overdose. We will not know until the police release the information it has been under investigation. Thanks to his mom who to put it truthfully his twin brother and I think made sure that he was to far gone before they called the EMT's. She has for years tried to get custody of his daughter. We think she let him die so that she could try to get her. Sad but true. So things have not been all that great lately and I would love to get thru the holiday's and into the New Year without someone else I care and love dying. I have had a hard time with letting this go. It was a senseless death that could have been prevented if only his mom had called the EMT'

Life....in Generalwhy is life so complicated where when u wanna add love to it, it gets way out out comtrol, love is what makes the world go round, well in my case my head is spinning......when u love someone its suppose to make u happy, but i guess they r suppose to love u back....darn.,...oh well...life must go on whether someone loves you or not....

Life & DeathLeaving for boot camp Jan. 8,08
I will be gone for awhile to basic training in South Carolina, then I will be going to Virginia to finish my training Life & Death
To live is to die
To die is to live
To live is to walk in the shadows
To die is to walk in the light

LifeI'm crying as I write this, because i'm sad. I'm sad and i'm scared. things with him aren't good. rather.. they suck. I don't want to lose this family, but this is killing me so badly. If it wasn't for Dakota, i'd be long gone. No I wouldn't. I haven't been alone in years, and i might be too scared to be alone. and then what? jump from one meaningless relationship to another? what would that be worth.
I want that first sweet kiss again. I want the raw passion. I want that first little bit.. getting to know every inch of someones body for the first time...
I don't know, maybe I'm just hopeless. but my love for him just fades every time he yells. I don't know if i know what love is anymore.... He might have changed, but its more likely i did. maybe i just grew up. actually i know i grew up.
I whine a lot.
Leslie
sinfulvampress Sometimes, I don't sleep.
I'll go for days without eating. I'll cry when no one is watching, and I'll re-read romantic and sex scenes in Harlequin bo

Life In General....Well it is now January 5, 2008 ... I am now located in Coalgate, OK starting a new life ... I will be having a 3 bdrm 2 bath place with my family ... so far this year is starting to be a good one ... lol lets just hope it stays that way! I miss chattin with all my frenz online & such but i will be back very soon! thx to all of you who care & have listened to me. But i am gonna go for now ... see everyone real soon!!!!
much luv, Deja Lately i find myself chillin and surfin the web...no
excitement although i found some really cool friends
but the drama needs to go! seems like there is more drama on the net than there is in life...unless ur in high school! we are all adults & know how to hadle ourselves...don't we...?? anyway, i wanna send out much luv to my friends!! take it easy and have a happy holiday season!!!! As we walk along life's path today
take time to remember & pray
for those that lost their lives
As i remember the day i watched
sitting helpless on my couch .

Life Is...I didn't pick these...who would you have picked? The people who spend their whole lives caring for their own well-being are not loving themselves...they're embalming themselves. Drop thy still dews of quietness
Till all our striving cease;
Take from our souls the strain and stress
and let our odered lives confess
The beautiy of thy Peace.

LifeYou know, when you sit back say I f-up, and the words "I Let Myself Down" come out your mouth things have hit bottom. And the only thing you can do after that is put your head in your hands cry. Because you know you have to live with the fact that, 1) you have destroyed all forms of redemption & self preservation, And 2) you know for a fact that you have lost 1 if not 2 values that you try to hold and keep close to your heart. What values you ask, well that I can not answer because everyone is different.
"Why is it that now all is lost,
I've learned to show my emotions.
The end is in site,
I've learned to say how I feel.
All hope is lost,
I fear to live on(but I must).
A blackened Heart,
By your own hand.
The worst heart to have,
Because you can no longer stand.
On your own two feet you'll never regain,
The ba

Life In Generalß æåëàþ ÷òî âû ïîíÿëî êàê ÷åãî âû äåëàåòå ïîâðåæäåíèÿ ÿ è äåëàåò ìíîé ÷ûâñòâî íåâàæíî. ß äåéñòâèòåëüíî èíòåðåñóþ åñëè âû çàáîòèòå î ìíå èëè êàê ðàç ñåêñå. We are heading to coyote ugly this new years eve not only to ring in the new year but the first is also our boy dannys b-day so come out and party with us. If you get your tickets by friday they are fifteen after that they are 25 but the cover gets you 2 drink tickets snacks and a JD shot at midnight, The theme is black and red so please come join us and have a ball love ya all MUAH
nicole

Life At Its Greatestwell, coming back to japan sucks. i didn't want to, but leave was up. now i am back to work. back to the same routine. i cannot wait until feb of '08 when i get away from here. to a better command. better life. no more depression. guess that's enough bitching for now. thanks for listening.
-kevin

Life Is Easy Some Times And Hard As Hell Sometimesso I ask myself what is love is it just a feeling or is it something bigger is it a way of life I do not know but I was in love once and its a crazy thing I miss that it was like my life was different not the same almost in-between real and fake but I know I was happier than I ever was it was like I was living someone else's life then it went all bad I got engaged and then I found out she cheated on me and I dumped her and ever since then I have been questioning myself I closed myself out and now I need to open back up and start living again its like I have changed to some one I do not know I want to love again and its hard when all I do is kickit at home on the computer its interesting to meet people on here but I don't expect to find miss right on here its fun talkin to females on here but you never know what kind of person some one is until you hang out with them for a while and still that isn't always show you who some one is unless they open up and let you into their mind I am a g

The Life Of Marvin Jackson Aka DragonblazeIF YOU DON'T KNOW MY NAME BY NOW ITS MARVIN EDWARD JACKSON JR OF FLUVANNA COUNTY, VIRGINIA I'M 24 YEARS MARRIED AND A YEAR OLD SON, I HAVE LIVE WHAT I WOULD CONSIDER A NORMAL LIFE BUT MOST SEE MY LIFE AS NOTHING BUT MISTAKE, BUT I JUST BRUSH IT OFF EVERY TIME BUT THERE IS SO MUCH BULLSHIT THAT ONE PERSON CAN DEAL AND I THINK I HAVE PRETTY MUCH REACH THAT POINT SO AS THE DAYS GO I FIGHT, I STRUGGLE AND I OVERCOME EVER LAST MISTAKE THAT PEOPLE THINK I HAVE MADE AND ONLY TO PROVE THEM WRONG AND THAT MY MISTAKES ARE SOME OF MY GREATEST MOMENTS IN MY LIFE NOW I WILL SAY I HAVE DONE SOME DUM SHIT THAT I CAN NEVER LET GO OF BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER BLOG, THE THINGS PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND IS I'M NICE VERY EASY TO GET ALONG WIT AND HARDLY EVER GETS MAD, I LOVE TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES PS2, PS3 XBOX, XBOX 360, SPORTS I LOVE TO PLAY ANY SPORTS BASKETBALL FOOTBALL ANY THING YOU CAN THINK OF DOING I'LL DO IT AND LOVE DOING IT BECAUSE THATS WHO I AM UNLESS ITS SOMETHING REALLY FUCKIN DUM I DOIT AND HAVE

Life Or DeathIf you havnt heard i lost my mom the 6th of Dec.She had a fight with Breast Cancer years ago,and had won.Late Nov. she woke up and told my dad her side hurt.Whent to the Dr.'s office to fine out her Ball-Bladder had to come out(sorry forgot what was wrong.Well during the sugery they noticed her liver was 98% eaten up with Cancer.After more tests the found more around her heart.What started off as being Breast Cancer ended up all over her body.They gave her 6-8 weeks.Try that was a day or two after T-day.I could go on and on....But this is to let EVERYONE know...PLEASE GET CHECKED OUT LIKE YOU SHOULD IF NOT FOR YOU FOR YOUR FAMILY..............

LifeHave had soooo much going on the past couple of months...Even though Im not online as often and sending comments like i used to doesnt mean i dont think of my friends on here...Just life can be full of thousands of trials and tribulations and it just seems as soon as you get over one hurdle you have a ton more waiting on you...I try to send my love as often as i can...Muah Love ya and I hope that you have a safe and Happy New Year
My brother and his wife are CT members and have not been on in like 6 months or so due to the fact that he went back to driving over the road again and his wife went with, and some of my friends were friends of theirs too.Heres the link to my brothers page 348354@ CherryTAP
unfortunatly I have recieved a very upsetting phone call from him that his wife has passed. Apparently she had a heart attack this morning. She turned his life around for him and totally changed him for the better. My brother and I have always had the kind of relationship to where w

Life Is I Am People Are...There comes a time in all our life’s when we need to think outside the box. This is an understatement. We all should view the world as a corporate body. Life comes at from so many different angles and we all gain abstractions or judgments. I understand your method of teaching although I don’t agree with all you believe, I do respect what you’re trying to do. As a result of your class I have learned to think more outside of my own box and get past my abstractions.
You have discussed so many different topics and they all have a correlation, which is the crazy world we live in. I am not going to comment on every discussion, if that is okay. There were always a few of these topics on my mind, even before I had the privilege of attending your class. In this paper I will explain what I agree with as well as what I disagree with. You were always open to our views and this is a good thing. We always agreed to disagree in your class and this is a good thing.
The decline of family morals in

Life Sucks SometimesOKAY SO I WAS WITH THIS GUY WHO WANTED NOTHING MORE FROM ME THAN A PIECE OF ASS AND A FREE RIDE. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I KNOW THAT I WON'T EVER TRY TO BE WITH HIM AGAIN... BUT I STILL MISS HIM... NOT SO MUCH HIM BUT THE FACT THAT I WASN'T ALONE WHEN I WAS WITH HIM... I KNOW I CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER AND I CAN FIND A GREAT GUY WHO WON'T USE ME I JUST HATE BEING ALONE....
MARISA

Lifeyminpkn@ CherryTAP I'm lost in time and in my mind,eight hours feels like minutes....My lifes sound track plays endlessly it all seems so real....Lucidly I wake less then myself each passing minute more like you each passing day....Why can't I find my place,why can't I find my way....Standing still yet moving fast.... Times are changing....Tides are Rising but I make sure to catch the glimpse of things yet to PASS!

Lifeim am so sick of not haveing money. worrying weither our bills are gonna be paid on time or if this check or this check goes thorough with out haveing to pay overdraft fees. and i cant get a job because my grandmother in law cant watch my daughter 24 hours aday, and im not goning to quite school ill be in even more dept then we are now. i just cant win for fucking loseing. im so stressed im staying sick to my stomach when is my life gonna get easier when do i get my break im starting to think that the gods have just shit on me and forgotten im here
its really getting to me, if it wasnt for jasons grandmother we wouldnt be eating or even have a car or place to live. shes the only reason weve made it with out hitting rock bottom, and now thats caught up with us and were still going there. the rain keeping him our of work and the days he dose work gets sent home early and doesnt get any hours we cant live on 600 sometine 800 dollars a month and then also us have a life and fun we do

Life Goes OnWell everyone it's been another interesting year and I am sure like many of you I have made a few resolutions. 1st one is I will be a better Person, no more being ugly, no more being hard on myself for no reason. 2nd I will start placing my needs, wants, desires, feelings, dreams and just me ahead of what everyone else wants. I dont know that it will work but I am going to try...what choice do I have?
As far as just talking I have afew things I want to say so that I can feel I had a fresh start... here goes:
I feel that some of you have used me and yes I am sure that I have used some of you... I have and still do love some of you... some I thought I could spend the rest of my life with...some I wanted to, some I hoped wanted to do that with me. But that didnt happen however, I did learn that I love to much to quickly and it bites me in the butt sometimes, I do not regret how things happened because it is going to make me a stronger better person. I will carry both the joy and

Life Before ChrisWell, Chris did a blog about his life before me and what he has gone through, so I thought I should do one too.
As Chris said too, I had been through my share of failed relationships. Got married the first time at a young age... had my son Ryan when I was 22. When Ryan was 9 months old I left his father as he was abusive. From there on I had a few more (more then I want to admit) relationships that seem to go sour for one reason or another.
The hardest time in my life began in 2002 and my life has never been the same since. In December of 2002 my only child was diagnosed with Cancer. Ryan fought the disease for a year and a half... tragically and sadly, he passed away in May of 2004. After Ryan passed... I was lost. Thinking I was ok, trying to be strong, brave etc. I neglected myself and it all caught up with me a year later. Depression, panic attacks etc. I was a forever changed person. My marriage started falling a part and before long he told me he didn't want to b

Life Before TrudyBefore we met I had been through failed relationship after failed relationship. It started when I met the boys mother and we had my oldest son Corey(can't believe that boy will be 20 in August of 07). WE had two boys together then she ran off and left me to raise them alone. That was my first marriage, I was young and stupid,don't regret the boys a bit though.
I tried marriage a few years later and the day she told my youngest she hated him I walked out. Three and a half months on that second attempt.
I was going through my second divorce when we moved from Slidell, Louisiana to here. Here would be Fort Worth,Texas. I remained a single dad till Sept. of 04. I tried my third disaster of a marriage and again found someone who was abusive to my youngest boy. After a few attempts to fix all that was wrong I finally tossed her out on her ear.
I am awaiting final papers right now, I am just thankful I kept my heart open to the possiblity that there was a REAL woman out there. I m

Life SucksHey everyone!!! Whatz up? Nothing much here sick of life. It seems like i cant do anything right anymore. The guy I truly love just left me cause he found out i have a new BF. But what was i suppse to do when he tells me i can date anyone i want. IF you think you can help me out please give me a shout.

LifeOnce again....
I'm single...
The fucker cheated on me....
I hate being single with a passion.....
I've been single for bout a week....
Why cant I find a respectfull,nice guy, that nows how to treat me???
Guess I never will.....
It will always just be a dream..... I got a court date in 3 weeks....
Im proably going to be sent away....
I dont know 4 how long....
It suckz but u gotta do what u gotta do.....
I'll keep u guys updated....
If u wanna know why....
Ask in a message....
Ight...
Keep it real,
CaiTLiN I was sent away...
Im back ...
Time to pardy...
Hit me up on her...
Maybe we could hang out or somethin if u close...

LifeI have a question for everybody out there that had realationship problems ...This is a random question ok ..
What have you done to try to fix everything that was wrong ..
And what Do you guys realy think when your with a girl that is around you 24/7 and your in love with her ...But you cant stand it .. when she is with you ..
And girls when your with your guys what are your manger problems that you had with love issues .. ?
I got a few of mine but this is about everyone expt me ..
Just tell me what you guys to solve the problems in your love lifes..
What Happened? At first I thought this was funny...then I realized
the awful truth of It. Be sure to read all the way to the end!
Tax his land,
Tax his bed,
Tax the table
At which he's fed.
Tax his tractor,
Tax his mule,
Teach him taxes
Are the rule.
Tax his cow,
Tax his goat,
Tax his pants,
Tax his coat.
Tax his ties,
Tax his shirt,
Tax his work,
Tax his dirt.
Tax his tobacco,

Life SucksWell, yesterday wasnt such a good day for me..
First i started hell week, which will last 5 days, than, as i was taking the garbage out, i was stupid enough to try n walk down the stairs (which btw had been snowing) well as i went for the second step, i slipped n than i tried to brace myself with my right hand as i fell all the way to the bottom...i rolled over, tried to catch my breath, n walked slowly back up the stairs, told my mom, looked at my wrist, n man it started to swell. My mom put some ice on it, gave me some pain meds, got me a new pair of pants n socks to wear to the hospital thinking my arm was broken for the second time in my life. As i waited for the doctor, i went thru 3 ice packs, got some xrays, pain killers finally kicked in, all for the doctors to tell me i just badly sprained my wrist, so now im wearing a wrist brace to help support my wrist so it doesnt hurt so much. But as i write this, im sore, my wrist is killing me.... cries Lets see, where to begin, i have

LifeWHY IS WHY IS WHY IS WHY , I WONDER WHY IT IS THAT SOMEONE CAN SIT THERE AND AGREE THAT ITS OVER WITH BUT YET DRAG IT ON FOR ETERNITY AND DRAG OTHER PEOPLE INTO IT AND EXPECIALY MOMS, THATS FUCKING WRONG TO BRING MOMS INTO SOMETHING THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM. AND WHY IS IT THAT THE FRIEND THAT THIS KIND PERSON TALKS TO ALL THE TIME CHEATED ON THE PERSON TOO SO WHY DO YOU THINK SHE KEEPS GETTING CHEATED ON HUM I WONDER, THINK ABOUT THAT FOR A MINUTE , AND HERES ANOTHER THOUGHT IF U HAVE A CHILD IN THE ORDEAL AND ARE ALWAYS FIGHTING AND THE ONLY REASON YOUR STAYING WITH THE PERSON IS CAUSE THE CHILD PLEASE PLEASE FOR GOD SAKES THINK OF WHAT THE DAMGE COULD BE IF U STAY ANYLONGER CAUSE THE KID SEES THE FIGHTING AND GETS CONFUSED TO ALL BE AND TRUST ME I KNOW well went out today and hung out with a friend and had fun, took pictures and relaxed , it was peacefull , been long time since i went out and had fun i dont know y but it seems to me i can get along with gals over 30, i jsut

LifeWhy are guys so complicated?
I ask cause I was seein a guy and things were goin good even though we were in different states ( me in Oregon, him in Washington). Then all of a sudden tonight he says that things aren't workin out. I know that hes busy with the ARMY and all but even though he says that I didn't do anything wrong I still get the feelin that its some how my fault. Why is that? Is it wrong for me to feel that way or is it a normal thing.
Well thats enough for now... feel free to comment if you want
okay so I've been seein this guy for the past oh I don't know say 6 months or so and about 3 months ago he started goin to Hillsboro, Or to see a friend who is in the hospital... no problem. Well then I don't hear from him but once since then and he has been avoiding my calls, texts, IM's and so on. And now I'm hearin that hes with someone else or that he's single and I'm sittin here goin wait a minute that can't be, so I ask him and now he's pissed at me for askin what th

LifeTo our daddy I know your not here right now daddy ,your still in our hearts to you will be missed daddy because we still love you ,daddy we look for you and we know your still around ,we miss you daddy and we are so proud,we love you daddy we miss your smiles and you laughter to ,we know you’re around us daddy we feel you kiss us to ,you will be missed daddy but our hearts are open to you ,we love you daddy and our love is all for you. By Richard Rushing In Loving Memory of my Wife father Marvin Loyd So if you thik your the SEXIEST let everyone know

Life,love And The Pursuit...ahhhhh What The Fuck Was I Searchin For Again...Truely wonderful!!!
Kenny Rogers - The Last Ten YearsAdd to My Profile | More Videos 1 question
I will be totally honest alright
You get:
1 question.
1 chance.
1 answer.
100% honest.
That's all you get.
You get to ask me 1 question.
(TO MY INBOX)
ANY 1 question
Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly.
The catch is,
you have to repost this
and see what people ask you
I will be totally honest alright
smiles...
Subject: : E-mail from God
One day God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the rascally behaviour that was going on.
He decided to send an angel down to Earth to check it out. So he called one of His angels and sent the angel to Earth for a time.
When he returned, he told God, "Yes, it is bad on Earth; 95% are misbehaving and 5% are not."
God thought for a moment and said, "Maybe I had better send down a second angel to get another opinion."
So God called another angel and sent him to E

Life About Roy!Well, I'll put more later. But basically what you see is what you get. I'm not that special, handsome, important, and I don't try to impress anyone. If you wanna know something just ask.

LifeHey guys, I just wanted to let you know about this wonderful program to help people escape poverty in developing countries. I urge you to check out this site and read some of the profiles of people who have great ideas to expand or develop their businesses, but just need a small loan to get started. Here's the canned info:
I want to let you all know about a cool non-profit that is doing great things: Kiva.org
Kiva.org allows individuals to make $25 loans to low-income entrepreneurs in the developing world (microfinance). By doing so, individuals like you provide affordable working capital for the poor (money to buy a sewing machine, livestock, etc.), empowering them to earn their way out of poverty.
It's a new, direct and sustainable way to fight global poverty, and the way I see it, I get a higher return on $25 helping someone build a future than the interest my checking account pays.
Anyways, if you have a minute, please check out the site: http://kiva.org. If you n

LifeAs if things couldn't get any better in my life.... (and I mean that sarcastically)
This evening, one of my dogs, Pike (after a firefighter's pike pole) Died in my arms tonight. Pike was about 9 or 10 years old and I have had him since he was 7weeks old. He was a wonderful dog with a great personality, and I will miss him very very much. But I also have to worry about my other outside dog who spent his entire life with Pike...and that dog is Mickey. I can only pray that Mickey will be ok, other than his broken heart from missing his partner in crime. Of course my son is also very sad but he is a strong kid, much stronger than I am.
Pike was laid to rest in my back yard this evening with the help of my father. "Thanks Daddy"
I will miss my Boo Bear...*Tear* Another great loss to my life, and family. Last night I lost another one of my babies...Noah. I had him for 12 years, and he was a wonderful friend. I will miss him very much and this has been a difficult time for me. Was on

Lifelife can be lonely or life can be great its all in how one wants there life to be so im out here today to make life great so lets all be freinds

LifeWELL,SON,I'LL YOU:
LIFE FOR ME AIN'T BEEN TO CYRSTAL STAIR. IT'S BEEN TACKS IN IT, AND SPLINTERS, AND BOARDS TORN UP, AND PLACES WITH NO CARPET ON THE FLOOR- BARE. BUT ALL THE TIME I'SE A-CLIMBIN' ON, AND REACHIN' LANDI'S AND TURIN' CORNERS, AND SOMETIMES GOIN' IN THE DARK WHERE THERE AIN'T BEEN NO LIGHT. SO, BOY, DON'T YOU TURN BACK. DON'T YOU SET DOWN ON THE STEPS 'CAUSE YOU FINDS IT'S KINDER HARD. DON'T YOU FALL NOW- FOR I'SE STILL GOIN', HONEY, I'SE STILL CLIMBIN', AND LIFE FOR ME AIN'T BEEN NO CRYSTAL STAIR.
LANGSTON HUGHES

LifeI SIT BACK AND I LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU JUST KEEP DOING IT.I END UP LATE ON MY MOUNTHLY THINGY AND WE THINK WERE HAVING A BABY BUT YOU STILL WITH THE DRUGS AN THE LIES AN THE PARTYS I SIT IN MY ROOM WAITING BYE THE PHONE CRYING HOPING YOULL CALL ME.FINEALLY YOU SAY IM DONE THE DRGS ARE OVER IM DONE TONYA IM DONE I BELIEVE YOU AND WE JUST GO ON WITH OUR LIFES NO BABY IT WAS A FALSE ALARM BUT A CLOSE ONE.YOU CHEATED ON ME AND I STAYED WITH YOU I CRYED AND I YELLED BUT IM STILL HERE I HOLD ON TO YOU AND TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU SMILE AN TELL ME IM YOUR WORLD AND HAPPY THAT WE ARE MAKING THIS WORK AND YOUR SORRY.FINEALLY GOING OUT TOGETHER WITH NO WORRIES OF GETTING COUGH.AND THERE IT IS THE DRUGS AGAIN YOU LIES TO ME FOR ALL THIS TIME YOU LIED AND LIED SO WHAT DO I DO!DO I LEAVE OR DO I STAY??? WELL IM STILL HERE RIGHT

LifeWhy do we fall for someone, who really isn't for us?......should we blame ourself for falling the wrong one,..or.....should we blame the one we fell for, because...they made us believe that they are the right one for us?
ANOTHER 5 TOMMORROW I TO THINK OF MORE MOMENTS IN LIFE
There are moments in life
when you miss someone so much
that you just want to pick them
from your dreams & hug them for real!
When the door of happiness closes,
another opens; but often times we look
so long at the closed door that
we don't see the one, which
has been opened for us.
Don't go for looks, they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone that makes you smile
because it take only a smile to make
a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.
Dream what you want to dream;
go where you want to go;
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life
& one chance to do all the things
you want to do. May you have

Life Is Good Let's Make It Better !!Hi, guess I better read up here not navagating thru this site too well !! lol This is my blog for the site since I really didn't see a what I'm interested in etc. I'm a good guy who likes to keep it on a even level for the most part but enjoy alot of activities and open to most anything!! Been single for just over a couple years now for the first time in many years and now ready to start enjoying life again with a special lady!! My best enjoyment seems to come from doing for others and having them happy and enjoying themselves!! Very much into family but time to add to that!! lol Sound like anything you're looking for as well, get in touch!!!

LifeSometimes this job really sucks. Last night I witnessed something for the first time in my short career that I never want to see again. Not long after I got to the hospital for my shift (I am on call this weekend)I was called to the ER, when I got there, the ER doc told me we had an admission and also a pediatric code in progress. I went to the room with the pediatric code. The other ER doc and the pediatrician among many other people were already in there working on the child, so I stayed out of the way and watched.
It was a 4 month old baby boy. He had already been intubated and they were doing chest compressions and other PALS procedures. Looking at his color I already knew things were not gonna turn out like we all wanted them to. Preliminary diagnosis is SIDS, Sudden Infant Death Syndrome, that has no good reasoning and happens more than any are really aware of in everyday life.
When the ER doc looked up and shook his head to the others and they all stopped, my heart lurch

Lifestyle Funniesnever hear a sub say to their Owner
10: How was I supposed to know I wasn't supposed to put your leather pants in the washer?
09: Yeah, right... SPANK THIS!
08: Tomorrow night, I get to tie you up, right?
07: God, you Dom's think the world should bow before you!
06: And just what do you think you are going to do with that paddle?
05: Sorry, I got a date tomorrow night. Some other time, perhaps?
04: Spanking? I-THINK-NOT!
03: Who died and left you in charge?
02: Do your own damn laundry!
and the #1 thing you will never hear a sub say to their Master...
01: What do I look like, your maid?
HOW DO DOMS KNOW??
Psst....
There is a super-secret school all Doms attend. Knowledge of this kinky institution is a closely guarded secret. Revealing its location is punishable by death!
Nah, you say?
It must be true. How else would they all know?
Know that exact tone of voice that turns the simplest request to a command. No matter

Life..a Way To Live...They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know....and may not like.
You start feeling a little insecure and wonder where you will be in
a year or two, but then you get scared, because you barely know where you are NOW.
You start realizing that people really are selfish and Maybe those
friends that you thought you were so close to, aren't exactly the
greatest people you have ever met, but the people you lost touch with are some of the most important ones.
What you do not realize, is that they are realizing that too. They are not really cold or catty, mean or insincere, but are merely as confused as you and a little caught up.
You look at this job you have. It is not even close to what you
thought you would be doing... Or maybe you don't even have one. That's even better.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you lov

LifeA woman came home to find her husband in the kitchen, shaking frantically with what looked like a wire running from his waist towards the electric kettle. Intending to jolt him away from the deadly current she whacked him with a handy plank of wood left by the back door, breaking his arm in two places. A shame, as he had merely been dancing while listening to his Walkman. Today I went mountain climbing. Although I have tackled steeper and loftier inclines in my lifetime, I have never encountered one that elicited such emotions.
You see, out of necessity, I climbed the Brown Car. The Brown Car that has been parked-buried-in our garage for the last five years. During that time it has metamorphosed into a giant shelf, a shelf like a ship buried at sea and covered with barnacles. Barnacles that turned this once-cherished spiffy new vehicle into a flat-tired, dead-batteried, broken-windshielded, heaped-up sore spot in our marriage.
The reason for my daring climb? To get to the other

The Life Cycle Is BackwardsI think the life cycle is all backwards.
You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home.
You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school.
You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating in a sea of relaxation.and you finish off as an orgasm.
Now that's life!

Life And DeathI am not sure if everyone had read my blogs about this matter but I just wanted to show you what my mother in law looks like, Now you have to remember she is only 60 years old. She has been sick for about 20 years. She refused to quit smoking saying that you have to die from something, I wonder every day if she knew that dying from this included the suffering she has went through the past year?
Here she is and this was just taken last weekend. Its so sad because she was so full of life at one time. She actually looks good here too.
Ok, I wrote this once and it deleated so here i go again
I just returned from sitting with a very ill woman. She is 59 years old and cannot do anything for herself. It is so hard to sit back and watch someone you care about suffer so much. This woman is my mother in law. I have been married to her son for almost 19 years. We had our ups and downs and falling outs but we became close eventually. And the reason she is so sick is because she smoked

LifeLIFE
STRUGGLE
CRAWL
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YOU MAKE THE DECISION THE CHOICE IS YOURS STRUGGLE,CRAWL,NEED,WANT DO I CHOOSE ONE OR-ALL UPS,DOWNS,THIS IS LIFE WE ALL WILL FALL,STAND UP FIGHT BACK, COWBOY UP,BE A SOLJA STAND TALL.A YO IT'S A LONG HARD ROAD THROUGH LIFE'S CORRIDORE'S FULL OF HARDSHIPS,PAIN AND POTHOLES GALLORE, BUT YOU CAN SOAR HIGH ABOVE THE CLOUDS,THROUGH THE WINDOW OUT THE DOOR, WITH THE LOVE OF JESUS OUR SAVIOR AND FATHER GOD ALL THINGS WE CAN ENDURE.
STAY STRONG NEVER STOP TRYING AND DEFINITELY PRAY HARD IT WORKS PLEASE BELIEVE. PEACE.....PAPI

Life Love And SexThe tree grows and on the tree is a leaf
The leaf is content to grow in the love and shelter
Feeding off the tree giving the tree life
The leaf lives its whole happy life
Something happens something changes
The leaf feels a bit cut off something is wrong
An anger comes over the leaf
How can you take that away
How can you leave me alone
The leaf's anger forces its way to the surface
The anger beats red in its veins
The anger begins to turn to an ugly brown despair
A suffocation begins
Its connection to this life it has known becomes tenuous
The leaf feels a falling sensation
Will it recover will it live can it regain its grip on reality
A slow descent into an unknown underworld
Falling with no control over where it lands
No control over what it does
It falls catches a deceptively gentle landing
A river of hope... no, a river of despair
The swirling waters take hold of the gentle leaf
Forcing this lonely traveler at the

Lifetime RelationshipsA true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do
it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE.Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
SIX.Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you w

The Life And Times Of The Little Black Dressok, so i HATE monopoly the board game. i like the cpu version, but i HATE the board game. so there. MEGGYMMischievousEEnergeticGGorgeousGGloriousYYouthfulBy DollieLove.Com
who'd have known...

Life In The Quarter...ok so my next drag show is in 2 weeks... (probably going to more with southern decadence coming up) and im trying to get my music together since i have to hand it in a week before the show..
song pick #1
She Wants Revenge "Tear You Apart"
and #2...
thinking of going
Sugarcult "Pretty Girl (the way)"
I really want to do She Wants Revenge.. but not sure about Sugarcult... everyone wants me to do "Crazy Bitch" Buckcherry..... im not sure tho...
any ideas? damnit.. its so easy to get a costume for halloween but one for mardi gras? it takes me forever... sigh.. need some good ideas cause ill be bartending AGAIN! lol... any ideas for this cute bartender? :D
help a gurrl out yall!
♥
PuNkGuRrL Ok so tonight is my premier at the sanctuary bar in metairie..
i just got a call from the show coordinator that she wants me to change my song.. the entire track is 10 mins long but the song is only 4:30....
(remember when cd's had the secret song a

LifeThings are not good, momma has decided after talking to the drs that she will no longer pursue treatment; she was told that it would not decrease the tumor size, only keep it from getting bigger. She is losing her memory, not eating well and staying sick alot. Its really hard to see her deteriorating this way. She continues to be in good spirits though and wants to do as much for herself as possible.
The stress is monumental but we are all just taking things a day at a time... On June 12,2012 Sara Hart, mother of 3 and pregnant with her 4th child, was murdered just 2 miles from where I live... She was jogging early that morning and pursued by Chris Allman..drug off the roadside and killed, for no reason. Yesterday morning 2500 + people in the community and other states joined to " Run for your Hart" in order to raise scholarship money in memory of Sara. Over $ 70,000 was raised, 20,000 over the hoped for amt.
I am so proud of everyone for their efforts, it truly goes to show what

Life SucksOK OTHER THAN HAVING TO MOVE 2 TIMES IN LIKE 3 MONTHS,MY HUSBAND QUIT HIS JOB AND BLAMES ME HE GOT A NEW ONE.HES BEEN BEIN A REAL ASS,AND HE SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR BEIN AN ASS BUT THEN HE KEPT ON BEIN ONE.HE WONT HARDLY TALK TO ME OR BE NEAR ME AT ALL,HE SAYS HE HAS A SURPRISE TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT ON THE 15TH HE WONT TELL ME IF ITS GOOD OR BAD HE BEEN TALKIN ABOUT IT FOR LIKE 3 WEEKS,BEFORE HE EVEN QUIT HIS JOB.I DUNNO WHATS WRONG?CAN ANYONE GIVE ME THIER IDEAS.ANYTHING OTHER THAN CHEATING CUZ HE HASNT BEEN ANYWHERE BUT HOME OR WORK.

LifeLife is funny, life is sweet, but it can also suck from week to week. To succeed in life, we all wish for, and fail at times, to want it more.
Love and friendship can take its toll but it dosnt mean you can't have a ball. So enjoy your life while its here for u and make the best of what it offers u. Because u don't know what the future holds. U could turn around one day and lose it all. So if one day u lose all hope just think about what ive wrote! Smile a smile that can light a room, and make the best of everything u do!
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"life In The Fast Lane"I'm 100% all american male...just ask any female that knows me..lol..I'm an over the road trucker..(owner opperator)of a 80,000lbs rig,(when fully loaded)..so you little 3,000lbs 4 wheelers need to keep your eyes open, and your phones outta your ears..lol..I may have 10 brakes,but it takes me a mile to stop!!!Anyhow..welcome to my world,where all i need is a good cup of joe,good freinds,and a few hooter shots from time to time:)(Thank you ladies for the wake up calls):)P.S..Be nice to us truckers...we keep america running...Hooligan.

Lifeimikimi - Customize Your World!
Such a wonderful mother, wife and friend. I couldn't have asked for a better mother. Sweetest lady ever. Miss her so much and can't believe she's gone. Don't know what I'm gonna do wothout her. Will forever be in my heart. For those few that may not know already, I'm in the process of moving. I lived and grew up near Chicago and moved down to southern Missouri 3 years ago. Now, heading back up north for a bit to the wonderful state of Indiana. I must be crazy, huh? lol Long story but have my reasons. I'm hoping this will be a good thing for my daughter and I. I better make sure I pack my winter clothes.
I'm all packed and just about all ready to go. So after tonight I will be gone for a bit until I get settled in and get internet service up and running again.
Will miss you all. Keep the love coming and I will catch up and return all the love when I get back.
Just wanted to say thanks to all who sent me such wonderful birthday wish

The Life, Path And Journey Of Poppa Dizzom! The World Is Going In The Wrong DirectionPLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT ON WHAT MAKE YOU SEXY!!
Hey there sexy, just wanted to stop by & show you some love on your page!
Here's my music i dedicate to you..
Add a myspace jukebox to your profile.
Dizzom's current project is gaining momentum among the club scene. Written by TONY CHRISTIAN and POPPA DIZZOM, “DAMN U LOOKIN GOOD” and "I WANT YOU" is a celebration of todays urban women of all shapes, sizes, and color. Produced by TONY CHRISTIAN aka AUTOPSY for RHYMES OVER MATTER and featuring Miami R&B sensation J-Shin ,“DAMN U LOOKIN GOOD” & "I WANT YOU" is one of those songs that everybody loves, from the hardest gangsta to the most sophisticated lady. Heavy bass, strong hook and aggressive vocals combine into a southern-crunk crossover classic. For years Poppa Dizzom has collaborated with several industry heavyweights. Working with such top acts as Trick Daddy, Trina, Michael Sterling, JT Money, and King Sporty (writer of Bob Marley's reggae hit Buffalo Soldier) has

Life Is A BookIs fate driven by your inner desires to keep control of your life? is it driven by unknown forces that you have only input in? If you believe then will you recieve what it is that you hope for?
what makes you stronger is what makes your fate. be it emotional or sexual craving desires that bring you to a soul that wants to be fate. do you open up and explore or do you sit back and watch? do you have it in you to take the chance and open up new dimensions of excitement? if no one likes you for who you are, they are the ones missing out on you. :) is a state of mind. if u believe in urself that u are sexy, u are. one should never under estimate themselves. never let another tell them otherwise. big, small or in between, sexiness is in ur mind, who u are and how u carry urself.

LifeSo, I haven't been on for awhile. We don't have the net right now so the only time I get on is at Liz's and that's not very often. I thought I would get on here and give everyone another little update. The doctor decided to go ahead and keep the 21st as my Due Date. He says that since the Sono said the 7th, that just means that she is growing EXTREMELY well. So she will probably be a pretty big baby. Jason says she'll weigh atleast 8 lbs...my mom says 8.5 LoL. I'm guessing a little over 7. I guess we'll be finding out before too long. I only have 3.5 weeks left until my due date, but the doc says that it would be perfectly fine and wouldn't suprise him at all if I went a week or so early. I have another appointment tomo and then after that I'll be going every week until I have her. Sucks for gas prices driving that far, but it means I'm getting close. It has went by SO fast. I can't believe she will be here any time!!!! I can't wait!!! I'm doing really good. Been having

Lifethere once was a man that was silly
his name just happened to be billy
he worked all day
came home to play
but his lamb gave him the willies life is short and so am i live your life and dont
ask why

Life50 short questions Survey!
Sleep with or without clothes on? NOT TELLING
Prefer black or blue pens? NOTHING
Dress up on Halloween? YES
Like to travel? YES
Like Someone? YES
Do they know? YES
Who sleeps with you every night? JEFF
Think you're attractive? YES
Want to get married? YES SOME DAY
To: SOMEONE
Are you a good student? YES
Are you currently happy? YES
Have you ever cheated?? Been cheated on? NEVER CHEATED ON ANYONE BUT I..'VE BEEN CHEATED ON
Birthplace? DALLAS TX
Christmas or Halloween? CHRISTMAS
Colored or black-and-white photo? COLORED
Do long distance relationships work? SOMETIMES
Do you believe in astrology? HUH?
Do you believe in love at first sight? YES
Do you consider yourself the life of the party? SOMETIMES
Do you drink? YES
Do you make fun of people? NOPE
Do you think dreams eventually come true? YES

A Life Worth Living?fuck this shit. im done.
Nice Guys Always Finish Last.
fuck that.
im tired of losing the race.
im going to gain some ground.
i apologize in advance if me being an asshole offends anyone.
this is just an angry blog.
im not so sure i should write these after twelve hour shifts of non stop hard labor. and for what, for who?
money is nice-but not if you have no one to share it with.
not that i want anyone.
im thinking i might just stay single as long as i can.
maybe some dating here and there.
no marrige, no kids, no commitment, no drama.
i use to want kids, big house, family, dog, fireplace....
fuck that noise.
thats just a fancy long phrase for drama.
girls NEVER know what they want.
even if they think they do.
i think most of em want 5 differnt guys at the same time.
each one to answer one of their needs.
im tired of girls being attached to me like im the hottest thing since sliced bread, and all of a sudden decide they don't like carbs or some shit.
i like friend

Life Shtuff...Just an update for all who knew, and a thank you for the well wishes.
My grammy took a fall earlier in the week, and broke her hip. She's 82. The fracture was somewhat below the ball joint, in what they call the neck of the femur. She had bypass few years back, so has been on coumadin since, and after tests at the time of her admission the surgeons met and decided her blood was too thin for surgery, and they had to wait for the medication to dwindle out of her sytem, and estimated a couple of days fopr that. Theyve had her sedated heavily so she would be comfortable, as possible anyway.
Today they said her bloodwork was suitable for the procedure, and they scheduled her for 1pm. An emergency case came in and backed her up to 430. They were able to put a rod in successfully despite its location, and she was out about 7pm. They said everything went quite well, and that she didnt need any blood to supplement her loss during.
She's still not really coherent tonight, but should be c

???life Sucks??I don't know about you but I believe there is a thing called RESPECT in life! What one person likes is not always what someone else agrees with!!To the one who loves to diss ICP fans GET A LIFE if you don't like to rate the pics ffs (and from what I seen you don't have any room to talk I seen your pics and DAYUM as a friend said my comp ram can't handle yer pics LMAO so as I said if ya don't like them) STAY OUT OF THAT FOLDER!!!!! duh........I know I will get slammed for this but hey YOU JUDGED ME 1ST and well thats it thats all have a crappy life!!!! Hey Hun Yer my Jugg 4ever no matter what....Let those lameasses say what they need just to make themselves feel better at night.....as far as I go and I'm sure you go.............. THEY CAN FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFF (tha hatchet) heres to the real Juggs Dont ya wish life was just a bit easier?Maybe you wish the sun would always shine and the breeze was always cool, but lets face it thats never gonna happen so,I guess life is what ya make it right

LifeSo, I got in a car accident at the night of the NYE.
And my insurance car company decided that my car was totaled loss.
Here is the mortal rests of my 2004 Dodge Neon SXT (LOL):
My insurance car company will be paying me a really good money for my car.
And I already bought a new car.
Actually, it is a brand new car, Babe!
Here it is:
It's a 2007 Chevrolet Cobalt LS.
It's not the car that I was looking for but..... It is a nice car. I really like it!
And I bought by my own, with nobody's help. That's awesome!!!
A moment of happiness is going on in my life...... Good!!!

Life...??? ♥♥♥Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Look in my eyes, what do you see?
Not just the color
Look inside of me
Tell me all you need and I will try
I will try
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Free for you, whenever you need
We'll be free together baby
Free together baby
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to lo

Life Sucks!!I want to kill myself
But for some reason I can't
I hate feeling this way
'Cause all I do is rant
It's stupid; it's dumb
Why must I always feel this way?
I can't feel now, numb
And its starts over every day
Whenever it's gone
It comes back to bite me in the ass
Whenever I feel happy
It comes back really fast
It's stupid; it's dumb
Why must I feel this way?
I can't feel now, numb
And its starts over every day
It's like a phase,
I'm happy, then I am sad.
I t keeps on going in a circle,
But it always ends up bad. One night these five girls were having a sleepover when they heard
chaos at the end of her street.
they went down to find out what was happening.
they learned that a woman was
raped and the man was on the loose.
so they quickly run home
and bolt everything down.
everything settles down for a while
then they started hearing weird noises
coming from outside.
they let their minds go wil

Life In My World!!!!Take Me To The Cross lyrics
She's daddy's little girl
Only three years old
All dressed up in her Sunday clothes
He held her hand on bended knee
He said
I need to show you how to find your way home
As they walked along
How sweet the sound
Church bells ringin'
People gathered 'round
Remember this church
And the cross way up there
Sweetheart, if you ever get lost say
Take me to the cross
High upon a steeple
The one where Jesus died for all the lost people
If you can't find home
Know you're not alone
Take me to the cross
As the years went by
Daddy's little girl
Lost herself out in a big, big world
And the day her daddy died
She said I need to know why
Take me to the cross
High upon a steeple
The one where Jesus died for hurting people
If you can't find home
Know you're not alone
Take me to the cross
Now that same little girl
Thirty years gone by
She still knows here daddy's by her side
She

LifeHave you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”
This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to fol

LifeLife is like a game of chess
We are it's pawns
No matter how many peices we take out
No matter how far we get
No matter how much we sacrafice
We will still never be able to take out a king

Life SucksOkay, so some of you knew that I have been sick most of the week. I had a bad spell with the flu. I'm still not 100%, but I didn't want to miss anymore work so I went in this morning at 6:30 AM as usual. I walk in and my boss tells me that I have been replaced, that he needs "reliable" employees. I'd brought in a doctor's note and all right after I went the first time. Well, that didn't matter. So now I find myself unemployed, which is something that I've never been. I am a dedicated type of guy.
I'm debating on starting my own business, I have a degree in landscape architecture as well as HVAC install and repair experience. I'm thinking of starting up a landscape company or something. Maybe this all happened for a reason. Well, for now I'll sit here in bed for another day, get well, and start fresh on Monday. I've been comment bombing in a contest, but I'm not getting anywhere with that, had a goal, but my computer is just too slow to get it done.
Hope everyone ha

Life Without Blacks-african Americans Thanks To EmanonA very humorous and revealing story is told about a group of white people
who were fed up with African Americans, so they joined together and wished
themselves away. They passed through a deep dark tunnel and emerged in sort
of a twilight zone where there is an America without black people.
At first these white people breathed a sigh of relief.
At last, they said, No more crime, drugs, violence and welfare.
All of the blacks have gone! Then suddenly, reality set in. The "NEW
AMERICA" is not America at all-only a barren land.
1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was
built on a slave-supported system.
2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black
man, invented the elevator, and without it, one finds great difficulty
reaching higher floors.
3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented
the automatic gearshift, Joseph Gambol, also black, invented the Super Charge

Life Is ShortLife is to short
grudges are a waste of perfect happiness
apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change.
Love deeply and forgive quickly
take chances...give everything and have no regrets.
Life is to short to be unhappy
you have to take the good with the bad
smile when you're sad
love what you got
and always remember what you had
always forgive but never forget
learn from your mistakes but never regret
people change and things go wrong
but always remember
LIFE GOES ON!!!!

Life Love And The Pusuit Of Happinessso, here of late i have been thinking alot about why i am so emotionaly detached. it seems as though i have reached a point were although my face and my actions say "you can not hurt me because i am ammune to it" i am in all actuality hurting all the time. i hurt becuase i feel abandoned, disconnected, distant, used and lied to. i am so easy to accept that others only want me for what i can give (sex, money,connections ext.) and not for who i am that i find my trust and faith in everyone around me failing more and more by the day. if i am not giving a service of some kind im not worth keeping around. i dont understand why it is so hard for ppl to be honest. i am tired of playing games. i feel as though my entire life is a fucking arena. i am constantly fighting for a possion. or trying to tackle a goal or hurdling over another barrier that is... speaking in metaphors for all my emotional and social standings. i never thought i would get to a place in my life where i could stand next

Life Is Like...."Life is not like a box of chocolates, life is like a jar of jalepenos, what you do today could burn your ass tomorrow."

Life According To MeeeeOMFG!!! I just saw Boondock saints for the first time.... Evere see a movie and think... why the FUCK did it take me so long to watch it?
That has to be one of the BEST fucking movies EVAAAAAAA!!!
To all u fans out there.... answer me this in a private message....
How many Languages did the brothers speak and what were they?
answer this and Ill be crushing on ya bIG time!!
Kisses-- Me ppl.... PLEASE dont rate my profile a 10 if u havent read it....
makes no sense..
thanks...
bye... Ill be moving this weekend and will be without internet until next Friday...... Hope to talk then !!

Life In GeneralHAPPY 4th OF JULY EVERYBODY!!! Well finally getting this up and going. Nothing else to do on these cold winter days. Just wish I was down in Florida where it's hot. Will add some new pics once I get thigs sorted out around my desk. They say a clean desk is the sign of a sound mind - well I'm far from sound then :)..but maybe thats a good thing considering where I work. takne care and be safe out there. Cheers

Life..fucking guys.. i hate them all i am done with them i dont even give a shit i could go fuckin drink myself to fuckign death and i wouldnt think twice, it always happens to me, i pick all the fucking "winners" let me tell ya...
the one guy that i truely loved and was suppose to spend the rest of my life with gets [murdered] by the cops bec the cops in the town didnt like him or his family and he is one to tell ya how it is.. so there went my first love,,, then i go out with this other guy and everything is peachy, stands me up for jr prom and is cheating on me with my friend and more depth but we wont go there. then i meet this guy that whatever you want to call it now, he moves in with me a week after we hooked up and all didnt have to pay for shit and baught him everything and anything he could ever want, then supposebly well ig ot proof tonight i went to walmart and put in gift registry and seen his and her name together for marrage and a baby one!! so i hit the fan and then call

Life And MusicMister, mister push button junkie lookin for some dirt to buy.
Landslide, it's a corporation landslide waitin for a kiss from an atom bomb.
This situation's critical, my back's against the wall but we like it.
You're walkin' in our sleep and I can't feel at all.
I said, "Hey man, just gimmie some truth."
See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel.
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid
mother fucker machine.
Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point
of view.
Welcome to the numb, fools.
Welcome to the numb.
Welcome to the numb.
People, did you ever feel like you're going insane?
Sister, I'm feelin pretty safe, dead in this home-made grave.
This situation's critical, have I lost my mind?
And I like it.
There's too much information, can you see it in my eyes?
I said, "Hey man, all I want is the truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you
wanna feel.
I don't wanna know,

Life, Love, Me!!OK ALL THIS IS AN UPDATE!! I WONT BE ON FROM SEPTEMBER 28TH TO OCTOBER 5TH... WHY?? WELL LET ME TELL U WHY... I AM GOIN ON A CUISE T THE BERMUDAS. AND IM GONNA BE EITHER DRUNK OUTTA MY MIND TO GET ON, OR IM GONNA BE LOUNGIN AT THE POOL SIDE ALL WEEK... BUT WON BE ON... IF ULOVE ME LEAVE ME SOME FOR WHEN I GET BACK ON.. AND I WILL TRY TO GET ON EVERY NOW AND THEN... MUAHS TO MA FAM! love can be like a game to some people and they will play with someone hart to they get what they want out of them and when someone do that it can come back to them and they will get what they did to there old lover. One of my friend's gave this to me and i want to share it with all of my friends out there. Here it is:
MEN ARE LIKE
1. Men are like....laxatives...they irritate the crap out of you.
2. Men are like...bananas...the older they get the less firm they are.
3. Men are like...weather...nothing can change them.
4. Men are like...blenders..you need one, butyour not quite sure why?

LifeHey all my cherry friends. Hope ya'll are having a wonderful day. I put a guest map on my profile and I see only a few of my friends added there self to it. I hope and wish the rest of ya'll would add yourself. You can if you want to but no pressure. Have a safe and happy easter. Angela More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com I have a friend here on Cherry tap that has only two friends. She needs people to fan,rate, add and friend her so if anybody wants to help please feel free to vist her page. Thank you and lots of cherry luv.

LifeSo as I sit here wondering If I made the right choice. Wondering IF I tried hard enough to hold this marriage together. If I gave it enough of a chance to survive. I guess second thoughts are normal for any major life changing decision. I do still have alot of emotions for him. Can't honestly say I am still "in love" with him. It may just be the fact that we've been a part of each others lives for so long. A comfort zone. But, then today as I was sitting in my car counting change to try to scronge up enough money to get a gallon of milk and a loaf of bread, and maybe a few other cheap food items to feed my kids til I get paid Friday. I had a total of 6 dollars and some change to manage this task at hand. And you walk into a store with your 8 y/o who of course has no understanding of "we can't afford it" Is asking me for a 99 cent bucket of swedish fish and I get to look into his big brown eyes and say.."Not today buddy" It's a one dollar item and I have to say no to him. Why ? bec

LifeI really don't seem to get it i suppose. People seem to give me all these hints towards things i should pick up on and i just don't seem to catch on; or, else i do and i just choose not to accept the outcome of what it will be. I come across as and asshole most of the time for just the way i talk and approach things. I tell it how i see it with no sugar coating. I also think that i'm a pretty decent guy towards woman. I might say sorry to much to woman only because i care to much and try to show them i actually care and willing to listen to whatever.
Maybe this is my flaw. I just seem to care to much about woman. I try to fully open up to things that are on my mind, even though not everything i should share but i do. It anyone is to truely understand me they need to hear everything, good and bad. I know by opening up i will just get hurt in the end but its the risk i'm always willing to do and take. Most the time i don't get the full respect back or the openness that i am looking for.

LifeThroughout life you will encounter trouble, may it be health wealth or people. The stronger person will be able to see these troubles for what they are worth, stepping stones to a better life and move up and on.

Life In GeneralI have found that family does always mean blood ties, that families can be woven together in many ways. In the last year my family has grown quite large and 2 people impaticular I have grown very close to and am proud to say they are a large part of my life these days. If either of you read this you know who you are and I want you to know how much you mean to me.
As I said my family has grown quite large and I am proud of all of the new people I have gained as sisters, brothers, son or daughters.
I may seem to be rambling but the real moral here is that family is not just a word for blood relatives or relatives you aquire by marriage it is a word that means people in your life that you are want to share your life with, people that you are always there for and who are always there for you no matter what. The 2 people I mentioned above have been a sorce of strength for me during some very trying times over the past several months and I Thank them with al my heart and I love them very

Life Of TbsI'm only... *gasp* .... 992 points off transforming from a horrible wretched patheict Magic Cherry into a wonderful majestic heroic Cherry Warrior. What delights await me in warriorhood? How will this transformation extend out into the real world, changing my life's direction and making me a new man? Can I really be so close to acheiving my destiny....? Every year around this time I like to take a brief haitus from the hustle and bustle of online life. So starting from next Wednesday, I'm not gonna be around for a few weeks. Which is why I've altered the access to my photos. I'm still gonna be around for a couple of days to chat to my friends, but then I'll be gone, and I'll be back sometime in April.
Laters.
TBS
xxx I didn't come online for a while. Then I did. Did anyone notice? Have I missed anything? What's going on?

Lifehey all ill be starting a new contest soon and i need peeps to enter.its called the funniest pic contest so if ya think ya have a funny enough pic to win.just let me know and ill put it in.it is all about the comments.6000 comments wins.and ill give a prize to my personal fav as well.so let me know.it doesnt start for a while.so ya got some time.ill stop takin em on april 24th.enter all who can life as we know it will end someday
life as we know it is short
life as we know it is hard
life as we know it is fast
what now you ask
life as we know it ends
but another life is always beginning as well
and so the cycle continues
life never really ends
its shared between many
that is all

Life Hurts....LOOKING FOR ACTION.....WHERE IS THE HANG OUTS.... Have you every feel you have no one?
I have people around me all the time like family and friends but I can't really trust or get respect from them! Sometimes I don't feel loved but used! I have a soft heart...I am good to everyone and those I love take advantage of me all the time. I get hurt alot from family and friends but yet I am still there for them!
I guess my question is when is enough a enough and just say no and walk away an not look back or not feel guily cause I say no! I am a poet writing of my pain.
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am your daughter hidding my depression.
I am you sister making a good imperssion.
I am your friend acting like i'm fine.
I am a wisher wishing this life wasnt mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide.
I am a teenager pushing my tears aside.
I am a student who doesnt have a clue.
I am the girl sitting next to you.
Can you see my pain if i don't tell you?
And would you feel it

Life...and StuffOkay, so I applied for a company called Cypress Truck Lines out of Jacksonville Florida. Simply put, they screwed me over. I went through orientation and got hited. I was issued my helmet, vest,chains,straps, etc. The next day (Thursday) around lunch time I was told I was being let go. Their reasoning for this is because I do not have my own transportation which makes no sense since it is a TRUCKING COMPANY!!! How stupid is that! I'm gunna be gone 2 weeks at a time but because I live within 50 miles of the terminal, I have to have my own transportation because they're afraid I will try to take the truck home on my off time. Anyway, because of that my cell phone is going to be cut off in a few days due to no money. Well, enough bitching from me. I'll post an update or something if things change.
Yes, I took this from someone else. www.vgcats.com Okay, as some of you know, I have been looking for a new job for like 2 months now. It's obvious I have actually been looking too

Life?sup i guess this is gonna be my first blog....and ireally dontk now wut to right lmao but then again i never know wut im gonna talk about till i really start going and then i just bore the hell outta ppl...so im just gonna spare you guys the pains lol....but i gues im stop right here.....and ill prolly have more fo you guys in the future
mcl
heather

Life, Death, And A Whole Lotta Shit In BetweenHave you ever looked in a mirror and seen someone other than yourself? Like an alter ego, or someone who is not really you? That used to happen to me, but not anymore. The person that I was before is now dead. I no longer think like him. I no longer walk, talk, or act like him. Perhaps, it is my own, personal evolution...or maybe I have become something worse, a monster.
In any case, the Michael Stewart of 5 years ago doesn't exist anymore. The struggle within that has gone the past few years is now over. I have purged the entire concept of monogamy from my DNA. It doesn't work for me anymore...it may never work for me again. For someone who has never cheated on a girl his entire life, it is a pretty difficult change to go to "either open relationship, or no relationship" I am willing to give and expect commitment in the emotional form, but sexually, it's a no-go. I can't do it. I can't settle down and be with just one girl. I can't be told to settle down and be with just one girl.

LifeRecently threw my husband out the house. Don't have to put up with the bitching and the bullshit anymore. Life is good.

Life N TimezWell.. shitty days n night n blah. So Alots changed about me...i got a job and i have a life not to mention i miss alot of people. I now work for the board of Education and i work 5am to 5pm FUN!
I have money now because of my job so I can afford to go ouit which is awsomeness, and i can get myself stuff i wantz.
And as far as people I miss..they're all people that are no longer living. this past summr alone..i like 7 friends/family. in jus a matter of 2 months.
I found out only a few months ago a friend of mine Jessica hung herself. She was like me in the fact that we did the same self mutilation BS and we were depressed. Alot of the time i felt she was the only one who could understand how I feel and why I felt the way I did. We were so similar, Same name, same likes, same dislikes. I miss her like all hell. I just wish we stayed in touch. I feel like her death is partially my fault because i didnt stay in touch. I guess one morning a friend of hers walked into her house an

Life And BeginningsI was hurt today,
I guess I'll get over it.
Not like I have a choice,
I'll remember for a while,
Even if I pretend not to.
It might never be the same,
I don't know how she got back up so many times.
She's stronger than I,
And her strength was just one thing,
Among so much that I yearned for.
Maybe it isn't so bad,
Maybe life isn't so terrible,
Maybe just for today it is.
Perhaps tomorrow morning the sun will shine,
Maybe the clouds will be lined in silver,
Maybe not.
It might rain,
I might cry,
But either way I won't break,
At least not all of me.
My heart will heal,
With saline glue,
And even this in time shall pass.

Lifelife is about choices wether good or bad,we learn from these choices and it makes us stronger.we need to take a second and smell the flowers every now and then ,im not saying im perfect im just saying that we as humans waste our lives on trying to make ourselves perfect and for what,so people will like us or they will hate us and we dont want that.all we have to do in life is die that what we were born for.so y we are her we should try to make the best of it,and have sum fun while we do it,people are always going to be there your never going to truely be alone.we shouldnt waste our times on the matterial things.we need to waste our time on helping to save what we call life(crime,welfare,war,and other such things that bring us down as humans). so in closing were here to LIVE!!!! lets make the best of it! Charlie

LifeLife
By: Mark David Leonard
My door is shut, Cuz I closed it. My window is cracked, cuz I broke it. My shoe is untied, cuz I pulled it. I forfeit my dream cuz I nulled it.
I am in control of my life and still chose not to. I wanted it so bad but still opted not to. Focused my eyes on things I should not do. Just on the things that I want to.
I made up my passions, the one that I liked is the one that I fashioned. I lived a lie that almost came true, doing some things that I could not even do. I liked it at first but then I grew sad, I lived for two things and then both became bad.
Nothing really mattered unless it was fun, and the fun still felt good, but still I’m not one. I still wish I did not let people down, now I just feel low, low as the ground. I feel there is no one that can pick me up, cuz of how deep that I have dug this rut.
I depend on my friends cuz I got no luck, make’n dumb excuses like I stepped on a duck, than fell face up landed right on my butt. It hurt

LifeWell..I am currently in the Army and cannot wait to come home, I have been away for so long, I am normally a outgoing highly active person. I like clubs and shit like that Parties espically , But when I go home it is normally Drama out the ass.I cannot stand it, Between people acting, like they are friends and then stabbing you in the back. Its awesome like really FUCK YOU. I am in honduras and Love the military Basically I am just trying to find a women to share this expierence, rather than bash me for it, I like to vent my emotions through a blog rather than bitch to someone, Cause I think a computer listens better, Well I am donr for now!!

Life"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to.
I love you Christie Lynn Garza.
It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

Life Is A Lil Better When CorrutpedWell obviously this is my first Cherry Tab blog, I dont know if there are rules about these blogs *shrugs*...Haha Im such a newb.
I just wanted to thank all the cherry tappers who have been nothing but nice and helpful to me. To all the people who have rated, fanned, added & commented me. I truly makes someone feel welcomed!
I have met some pretty cool people already and kept in touch with a few others.
Well I just wanted to keep this short and sweet. Take care everyone!
Forever Corrupted,
SnoWhite

Life In RealityI`m an open girl who does not keep things from people. Well I thought I was that girl. Its going to crush this person if I say any thing. I think this person knows what I`m keeping inside. A lot of people in my life think that set of feels was over with. Its never been over with. I wounder what life would have been like if I took path 2 and not 1. Old feelings and thoughts fade over time or do they? All never know cuz it never tells me shit. I want new not old.
I was ment to be in his and her life for a reason. I know the reason why I`m in her life. But I dont know the reason why I`m in his. So much on the mind its making me crazy

LifeSo Yeah.... I went to a friend from works wedding this weekend. Well it was a vow renewal. It was a beautiful ceremony. Her colors were yellow and white, and while the person "officiating" over it forgot to turn the mic off when she left the hall and pointed her mistakes out for everyone, it was awesome. You can tell that after being married 5 years that they still love and care VERY deeply for one another....
While I was sitting there I kept thinking about how much I want what they have. You know, someone who wants to be with me and only me, through the good and the bad. I wonder if I'll ever find that. Don't get me wrong. I love my life where it's at. I have a "new" job with one of the Subsidiaries and have the control that I've wanted. My new boss is AWESOME even when I bug him over the simplest things. Its also fun to bug the accountant....(don't think it fair that the accountant is a cutie, but yeah) I'm the only female in the department hell i am the AP department! ha ha ha! B

Life!I decided to sit down and write this shit, to let you know things I cannot say. I cannot be truly Happy, without you by my side, when I am with you I try to keep my pride, you have moved on, from me, from the past, but mostly from us... and all this time I have been wondering how you are, and now I know your fine. I've been asking myself why... Why did I let you go? and now I know, cuz your happy. Ive often wondered how cute your babies would be, and now I know, cuz you have made them. I also ask myself why sit here and cry, and now I know, its cuz I miss you! I didnt know why I got teary when I hung up the phone, but I know now, its cuz I still love you. Im always happy when we talk, why? cuz you complete me. We were once perfect, which was in the past, now your happy, my only wish was that one day you would be. You openly admit you Love me still, that you could fall for me all over again, your so proud to announce to friends 'I dated her' or 'this is who I'm talking to' You seem to

Lifes JourneyIsn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate.
A Message by George Carlin:
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years.

Life Of TonyaSuppose one morning you never wake up,
Do all your friends know you love them?
I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week,
and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed,
friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said.
Let every one of your friends know you love them.
Even if you think they don't love you back,
you would be amazed at what those three little words and a
smile can do.
And just in case GOD calls me home ...... I LOVE YA!!!
I am a tiny angel
I'm smaller then your thunb;
I live in people's pockets
That's where I have my fun.
I don't suppose you've seen me,
I'm too tiny to detect;
Though I'm with you all the time,
I doubt we've ever met.
Before I was an Angel
I was a fairy in a flower;
God, Himself, hand-picked me,
And gave me angel power.
Now God has many Angels
We become His special tools.
And because God is so busy,
With way to much to d

Lifehi and this is my first day here , i hope to meet some very nice ppl on this site and have lots of friends
everyone have a great day
Sunshine

LifeLove can be portrayed as me and you.
Love can be described as you and me.
Love is a creation only we can see.
Love is a fire that burns for free.
When I sleep I dream of my love.
When I sleep my love dreams of you.
When I sleep I love you dear.
When I sleep my love has no fear.
If love can conquer, it has conquered me.
If love can kill, it has killed me.
If love is wrong then so am I.
If love is heaven I can touch the sky.
The love in my heart is yours always.
The love in my heart will belong to no other.
The love in my heart is yours to keep.
The love will remain in your soul down deep.
Destroy my love, destroy my world.
Believe in my love, believe in me.
Destroy my love, destroy my life.
Believe in my love, become my friend.
I love you always, forever and more.
I love you always, yesterday and before.
I love you always through laughter and sorrow.
I love you always, today and tomorrow.
I will love you until God?s angels are sent.
I will love you until my life

Life Goes OnI am sooo bored today...its too cold for swimming, skiing, or horseback riding. Guess I will go to the Museum Kimbell Art Museum ...here I come. LOL A close friend of mine suffered tremedous losses the past 2 years. I feel for her I lost my grandparents when I was 17 and my own parents when I was 19. I have no siblings so I felt very much alone. If it wasnt for someone very special in my life I am not sure where I would be right now. I have my church and my boyfriend and many close friends that keep my up when I feel sooo down. Now it is my turn, please pray for my friend, she lost her grandmother, father and grandson this year. She has siblings but still feels very much alone. PLease keep her in your prayers. Thank you Looking to invest in some various companies. Anyone have any ideas, I dont know where to start. Should I start with small companies or ones that have been around a while? Let me know what you think.

Life Suckswhat can I say I live in hell, I am always plaged by demonds and lost souls with no hope. I am often refered to as the Devil herself and have come to excepet it in my everyday life. Its not that I am a bad person its just that I have , as close friends say, an evil mind and when I follow threw with my thoughts the consiquences are overwellming to outhers. I dont ever regret my actions due to lack of consions or something like that. I excepet and admit all I do,I realy dont care what outhers think of me. I do have a dark cloud over me most of the time and always have some problem to solve in my life. That realy sucks. I dont have a lot of friends or familly, honestley I have more letters in my last name then I do people close to me, sad i guess to most but to me its safe. although I am unhappy I am content so I guess I will be ruller of hell for eternity.or so it seems....

Life StoryA little time ago we said good bye But my tears still aint dry, every hour, every minute youre in
my head.
Whether I'm at work or laying in my bed. I didn't treat you right.Every day weve had a fight. I had to know everything you did I admit I did But there are things that I can't forget.
Alot of things that I regret so much things I could have done I wish I still was the one!!
You Love another girl now and I know that it's really over But somehow I still have a little faith in us my head doesn't but my heart does. I NEVER Loved someone so much in my whole life like I did Loving you with All My Heart and Soul. I even dreamt many nights of being your wife If you will give me the chance I really will make it up to you. It took time but now I have realized just how very much I am missing you. Hey everyone I am also located on Myspace with the address of www.myspace.com/sassy4u2
yahoo Id sassy078@yahoo.com
msn messenger extc2006@hotmail.com Stop playing scared and realize your worth

Lifesent me the romantic dinner? guys suck period end of story.
god tonight was off to a good start then it went downhill when an x called, fuck i hate ex bfs. I'm bored and its 2 am and i want to do something gahhhhhhh I swear sometimes I hate being off my medicine. I get al shakey and start crying for no reason at all and I cant take it. Everytime something from the past that comes up, I end up crying about it because I know how much I messed up back then. I just wish I could change everything about my past but I cant. I just wish people wouldn't judge me on how I look or how I act or the way I dress. Looks are not everything, personality comes first in my books. I just wish I would of got treated alot better in my past than what I was. I wish things can be different. But I guess that's just how life is and how it's gunna be for the rest of my life. I wish it was all different and people can see the better side of me. But I guess they will never know.