Today, and not feeling welcome in my own home anymore :(

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Today I went to spin class again. I survived. lol. Actually, I'm getting stronger and stronger every day.

I also went in to see the room in the library where I'll be teaching my gluten free baking class in just over a week. I'm so excited.

TOM is kicking my butt. Cramps are bad today.

My ex called me a couple of nights ago. He's really sick. He asked me if I'd take Mickey - my dog - back. If you don't know, my kids begged me to leave Mickey with my ex, and I agreed based on the fact that if my ex ever couldn't take care of Mickey, Mickey would come back to me.

My ex didn't tell me exactly how sick he is, but it's not good.

My new hubby and I are going to "talk tonight" about it. We talked a couple of days ago and had a tentative plan. That plans changed - gone from picking Mickey up in a couple months, to picking Mickey up ASAP. I'm not looking forward to a fight, but this is one I'm going to fight for. Lee's already made me feel like my kids are not welcome here. That was bad, but the issue worked itself out. Now if he's going to do the same to my pet, there's no way I can feel like this is my home.

Anyhow, he'll be home soon. No use worrying about what will happen. It's time to deal with it. Wish me luck.

These are my tips....When dealing with this, try not to be caught up in everyone's dramas. Just be patient & Loving, whatever is going on....if you continue to emanate Love, this will help, ask your Soul presence to help get you through the 'talk'; and speak your truth, always with Love and compassion. Tell how you FEEL, not how you dislike what is going on, or in a 'blame game' way. Ask him to show Love & Compassion, if at all possible, appeal to his better nature. This is supposed to be a partnership, Yes? I am sending you Love & Healing energy to help get you through. Remember, what is upsetting you, in your face, sorta, is also a lesson for you. Ask Soul (Higher Self) to show you the lesson here....I suggest doing a short meditation on this before it happens, (always supposing this is still possible...lol...).I wish you well....stay centred, in the Love Vortex....all will be as it should be eventually, you are where you are meant to be at this time. Much Love & Blessings xxSylvia {{{ ♥♥♥}}}