I'll take my chances

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I don't feel like coming back here after this post.I'll probably do up a new blog skin, new url or something. Been ranting about it since a month ago but I'll only have the time to do it during the up coming holiday.Thats if I could survive till the holidays.

I have a bad premonition.Very bad.I just cant shake that feeling off. Its quite unnerving and worrying.I better start hibernating at home and (like about time) do my landslide-sized pile of homework.

And during the holidays, I'm sure that my life will change by quite a bit.Shes counting on you to help, Alvin. Be good now.

I kinda dislike Msn most of the time. Its definitely not appropriate for "serious talks" when you want truthful answers as people could take their time to think of a fanciful lie to reply you or the tone of the conversation might be misunderstood. But there was one night I actually enjoyed a long conversation with a good friend of mine. Haha yes I guess we are similar in some ways but very different in others. And trusting me with much of your personal life. I feel much better and fresher after that.Thank you girl.

Funny how sometimes hearing a part of a song could make it stuck in your head.I was in a lift and this kid's phone rang.

You’re scaredIt showsBeen thereYou’re not prepared to beIn loveWith meSo soon cause you've been through enough to haveSomething hold you backWe don’t need to go that farLet’s hold on to where we areIf it’s real we’ll make it throughCause all I need is you

I think its a soothing song.I would like time to stop so that we could hold on to where we are.Not because of love but the freedom that we'll soon begin to lose.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Things have been rather ... unproductive lately.Alvin is a lazy boy. Alvin is a stupid boy. Alvin is a crazy boy.Boo ya.

Okay I shall not whine and rant.

Oh just some random thoughts to share.

Do you believe in Karma? Yes yes laugh your head off qing.I personally don't really believe in it.People shouldn't not do bad things because they are afraid of karma.They should know that it is wrong because it is not the right thing to do.I think its kinda a lousy reason that "Oh I didn't want to harm him cause I'm scared of retribution." (random speech)Why harm him in the first place?Its kinda a selfish thought isn't it?Bear the consequences and responsibility of your actions.Not that I'm in any position to say that.

Given a chance, would you rather be extra-ordinary?I think being ordinary is better.Life would be rather ... suffocating if you weren't ordinary.People will be forever keeping an eye on you.You'll have expectations to keep up with.Yadah yadah yadah..

Its better to stay hidden and blend with the crowd.Observe from a distance.The view is ... breathtaking from there.So what if you are ordinary? You'll be extra ordinary to your loved ones.

Sorry mag we didn't go out with you today.Alvin is a lazy boy.(refers to top)Qing too.Ah I remember the times we had during history lessons.I bet Mr Yee wanted to kill the 3 of us.We sat together and crack loads of lame jokes at what the teacher said. It had us laughing until our sides split.(omg appendicitis!) He would always punish the 3 of us but like gave you the lighter punishments probably cause you are a girl. Qing and I would joke about it and say that Mr Yee has a crush on you.Those were the times.Now I understand why my parents said "Your secondary school friends will be the ones that you will stay closest to."

Some round friend of mine tagged me to do this quiz. Since Alvin is finding reasons not to do school work (refers to top "Alvin is a lazy/stupid/crazy boy"), he shall try to answer this quiz to the best he can.Heh.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?Utterly devastated. Even a close friend doing that to me leave me feeling shocked and all. Cause I treasure true friends alot. True Friendship aren't just formed in just days or weeks or even years. It is being tested by the things we go through together. And after all that, to be betrayed is rather nostalgic.

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?I'm not too sure what I want too. Probably it would be wishing that I could go back in time to correct my greatest mistake.

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?I've just attended a wedding dinner not too long ago. I can practically remember the whole menu as its darn standard. I'm pretty fine with anything as I'm the type that rather let my woman chooses what she likes.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?So long as there is love, I think its counted as a blessing. But yea I hate answers like these which is neither a yes or a no so I shall go with 'loving someone'.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?It depends. (Shut up people. You know who you are). I'm kinda a sentimental person so yea I can wait for quite sometime.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?I'll do nothing and give them my best wishes. If you truly love someone, you'll want he/she to be happy so why go break them up?#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?School. Its killing me. I even have dreams about my assignments. Oh the horror.

#10 Is being attached fun?Never been in one. I guesse it must have its pros and cons. In my point of view its like a more extreme way of life as you will experience utmost joy and sadness in a relationship. Actually I'm quite afraid of being in a relationship.#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?That would make me 28. With this attitude of mine right now (refers to top), six feet under. Live fast and die young I say.

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?Family and true friends (right lynette?)

#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?Single & rich. Sorry if i have offended anyone. LOL

#15 What’s the first thing you do every morning?CURSE THE SCHOOL. No joke. I wake up at 7 almost every weekday and swear.

#16 Would you give all in a relationshipAs I have said that I'm afraid of being in a relationship and the reason is due to this. What happens when you give it all but things don't turn out to be good? Life is a gamble I guess. But obviously you gamble with brains too. If I feel that shes the one, all will be it.

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?You obviously can't play around with the two of them. You'll be hurting them. So think hard and make a choice. Beauty or Brains. Thats another question.

(#18 is missing so I'll just randomly put up a question)#18 Ugher Ugher Ugher?Ugher gher gher! LOL (sorry keng but I just HAD to type this)

#19 What are your friends usually like?Guys are stuffed full of crap and bullshit that makes me laugh till I drop. (Once more Ugher gher gher LOOL) Girls are the sweetest things and they are hyper actively funny too. So things are in common: Laughter

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?They wouldn't be called "friends" if I disliked them. They would be called "classmates/ schoolmates/ mates-mates of mine" in polite terms.

Thank goodness its finally done.Alvin has successfully wasted ... some time in doing this.

Web Design.Html. Html. Html. NTUC. Quote "All these are a four letter word."

Motion Graphics.-Nil-

Amazing right.Im pretty worried for Motion Graphics as its already the end of 3rd week of school and Im still unsure of how to use the program.Maybe the teacher should tell us more about the program first before making us do thumbnails. It gives me a very uncertain feeling of what to do/ not to do.

At least I think my timetable is pretty nicely assigned out to me as compared to some others so I guess I shouldnt be asking for more.

Oh well.Lets tighten our ties and straighten our shirt.No one said its gonna be easy.

P.S. I like my title

there are certain people that you just keep coming back to

@ 3:34 PM with

Monday, April 14, 2008

Yes I admit I do like beautiful beaches and tropical island.It gives me a carefree feeling and that theres nothing to worry about.Just enjoy the warm sunshine shining down on you, with your hair being swept away by the cooling sea breeze and the soft carpet of sand beneath you plus the occasional incoming tide that washes your feet.

Not like I want to tempt you with.

Grab a chair

Kick off your sand-filled slippers

Have some drinks and nuts while playing cards with your friends.

He really does know how to enjoy.By sleeping that is.

Just don't ask me about their clubbing style.We just drank.Watched.Amused.

So basically I enjoyed myself very much.Thankfully the weather was beautiful and all.

I just dreaded coming back to this grey and mundane world of ours that we live in.Full of responsibilities that we must bear.Like the reopening of school.And I have a feeling that no one is in the same class as me.So wouldn't it be like freshman orientation again?

Coming Soon : RENDANG TRIP, college crashing, and many other impromptu stuff that might just happen

Merry-making March.I wished.Work ain't that Merry-making.Its Money-making, but fucking boring.Or probably I should just hunt Mas Selamat and claim his bounty. Ka-ching.

Awfully sorry peeps of DMD 10 that I couldnt join you all for dinner (especially to the ladies as they left before I came) but yea it was nice seeing all of you again.

Animation was the specialization that I got into. That means DRAW DRAW DRAW. No boring digital programs please. I should be feeling pretty good about that but Im not sure why Im not.

Mm Im thinking of changing my blogskin but apparently Im EXTREMELY NOOB at this sorta thing as I couldn't be bothered to tinker around with html codes and all.I hate them and they hate me.A little help please Lea? Haha.

And so ends the Merry month of March.Asswipe April up next.Yup.Wipe your ass and prepare to go back to school people.Its gonna be a long semester.

Seriously, wheres the slow down button?

all I can taste is champagne

@ 2:01 AM with

Friday, March 7, 2008

What can I say?Okay this post may sound like some award ceremony but i really have to thank you people.

To everyone who came all the way to the end of the world to party, i hoped u have enjoyed it as much as i did and to those who msged me happy birthday, im sorry that i didnt reply as i was practically spent.

A big thank you to Yong Quan the man for catering the food AND taking care of me when i just blasted the place with my filth in the early morning and i had to sleep in the toilet. Quoted "Thats the nicest smelling vomit that ive ever seen" LOL . You are truly a great friend to have.

Too bad we didnt have much photos probably due to the fact that we were wasting ourselves away with alcohol so i doubt that any1 could hold a camera steadily.

Drank finish all but this. Tequila and Absolute Vodka Citron & Kurant was our poison. Okay i think i should stay away from alcohol for awhile.

I just love this card.Thank you girls for making this and coming all the way from one end of Singapore to the other. Its too bad all of u have school so just work hard and we'll party during your holidays okay?

Its just the first week of the hols and it has been good i think. And theres still many chalet and birthday parties yet to come. This holiday is going to be a blast (to my wallet too).

Seventeen Ain't So Sweet

@ 10:17 AM with

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Studio project was kinda okaay. Better than expected i would say. Probably the most disturbing thing they said was about "deducting marks due to my hair". And my hand was already at the doorknob about to leave the room.Ah who cares. At least the teacher did say she liked the way my butterfly moved. (she flutters her hands like a frantic chicken and i was composing myself not to go like 0.0)

So it Ends. DMD Class 10.After the holiday, we would be in different classes already. All in our different specialization. I must say im thankful for having you guys as my classmates. It was a blast. The times we had.

One of our very first class outings eh? Rampage at East Coast Park. I remembered i roller-bladed down a steep hill and crash into the jungle. Ate Kenny Rodger's and then starting dunking each other in the sea.

The times we spent doing work together. Or at least we "tried". I swear colour theory would have killed me if i didnt have you guys.

Dressed up in our secondary school uniform. I threw away mine so i just wore a white shirt plus a tie.Ah i kinda miss the time we spent in Visual Audio. Serious. Though we got chased out by the teacher and all, but hey thats what makes it fun isnt it? Probably cause it sorta reminded me of secondary school.

Graffiti at Skate Park. Well obviously we didnt spray that on the wall.

ZOO. Been ages since we went there. Esmond was the most excited about going to the zoo. Thus he was early FOR ONCE.

And not forgetting the birthday parties we had for each other. In my opinion, the best present is my friends being present on my birthday. Thats why "being there" is called "present".

DUDES AND DUDETTES

Clarence and Sam.

Awesome dudes. We talk practically about almost anything. Guys, girls, work, sex, girls, booze, school, girls and girls. Okay the girls and sex part is more of Sam. LOL But yea you guys are the "noise" in the class. And i mean it in a good way. If you get my drift. It wont be the same without you guys.

Weiliang.The first friend i made during orientation. A really nice and quiet guy. Surprisingly he doesnt have a girlfriend all the way until in poly as all the girls were saying that hes cute. I kinda treat him like a brother of mine and im kinda proud that hes not as lazy as last time during semester 1. Diane must be keeping him in line eh?

Esmond.What can i say? He makes me laugh. Innocent and gullible in a way. Pure but also abit blur sometimes. I know it seems that i bully him most of the time but in actual fact, i would really protect or help him when he is in need of it. Deep down inside (okay not so deep as hes pretty shallow LOL), hes a really nice person.

Cheryl.BADASS GIRL. First person to eliminate if you want to be around at the top. Kidding. Amazing drawing skills. Very into Japanese stuff ( not in the cheena kind of way, thats why shes cool). A good listening ear too. If i were to classify you with an anime character, it would be Nami from One Piece as recently you have been snatching Sam's wallet n beating the hell outta guys haha. But hey Round and Cute is Round and Cute after all. Play LoCoRoCo.

Audrey.I've always wanted a big sis. Shes like 1 to me. Although i prefer to call her Mother. I really respect and look up to her. And shes very frank with her words. Thats what i like. Being truthful. Helped me out in alot of ways. I owe you big time girl.

Diane.A sweet little girl. Kinda like the damsel in our group haha. At first when i got to know you, you seemed like you were in a rough patch that time. But hey i rmbr telling you that life wont stay that way all the time right? And now i think its good isnt it? (correct me if im wrong =x). Like Esmond, i find that she cant bear to hurt people. No wonder youre Weiliang's sweetest drug lol.

All good things have to come to an End. Different class. Different modules. It got me really thinking, as i said goodbye to Clarence and Sam on the MRT today. I will really miss this class. DMD 10.

Even if we arnt together anymore,let our friendship still stand strong