Monday, January 18, 2010

Sorry everybody ! I haven't been on here much. It's beeen a while. I just wanted everybody to know were doing goood ; missing Anthony , but it will be like that for the rest of our lifes. Sometimes I sit here and think that he's just staying the night with my mom or Tonys mom . But its not like that. When I sit here, I know he's not coming back to be in my arms, and it gets me upset. I'll never get to hold him in my arms untill I pass away and go to heaven and meet with him again ! The other night Tony&I watched the video we had done for the viewing, where is shows all of Anthonys pictures, and we couldn't help but cry ! It's not fair that we wont get to have Anthony in our arms again ! ITS NOT RIGHT ! We want him back; I dont understand why it had to be US ? There is so MANY questions I have, and they WILL NEVER get answered . Life just isnt right with out Anthony ! He'll be a year old in FOUR MONTHS ! Time went by to fast. I wonder how much he weighs, who he looks like now ? This is the HARDEST thing we will EVER GO THROUGH !

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Welcome to my page. As you know I am a mommy to an angel with anencephaly. Things are really hard without him, but trust me you can get through it all when you know that precious angel is looking down on you. All through out my pregnancy I was scared to death, and I told myself I couldn't do it, and all that, and while I was waiting on Anthony to be born, I was scared, I thought it was all a dream, but as soon as I heard my lil'man cry, I knew everything was okay. I didn't get to watch Anthony grow up, but holding him and talking to him was the best thing ever. He is my first baby, and it was terribly hard to loss him, but Anthony is with my uncle Kenny;If your pregnant now with an anencephaly baby, don't get me wrong it is going to be a really hard and scary thing, but when you hear that angel cry you'll know everything is going to be okay, or even if you get to hold your little angel. God Bless You All!