After finding out Tommy Lee Royce is still on the run from police, Catherine spirals into a deep depression while on medical leave in this penultimate episode of Netflix’sHappy Valley.

The aftermath: After Ann is rescued, Catherine is fighting for her life on the operating table having taken a beating from Tommy Lee Royce. When Catherine wakes up from surgery, Ann visits her to thank her and ask if she can be the one to tell her father she was raped. “I’d rather have my mom die not knowing,” she begs Catherine. After being gassed, Tommy manages to escape the police and calls Ashley for a ride to which he replies, “You’re on your own, pal.” Tommy then calls Lewis. The two hide out at a mutual friend’s place. Ashley and Kevin are immediately arrested by police for suspicion of abduction, and the Gallagher’s can finally breathe a sigh of relief knowing their daughter is safe.

Flash forward: It’s been a month since Ann’s rescue and Catherine is holed up in her house, replaying the events over and over again. Clare has been taking care of Ryan, who continues to lash out at school. In a moment of weakness, Catherine blames Ryan for ruining her life and her marriage to Richard. Later that night she meets Richard for drinks and confesses she can’t stand looking at Ryan anymore, as he’s the cause of all of her problems. Richard, who hated Ryan until recently, surprisingly replies she should keep in mind that while Ryan is half Tommy, he’s also half of their late daughter, Becky and that he’ll turn out just fine.

The police continue their search for Tommy and Lewis by going door-to-door in Yorkshire. The two manage to hide during the rounds but afterwards, Lewis has a change of heart and goes to bolt out the door and confess everything before his friend stops him. Poor Lewis should have gone with his gut because he paid the ultimate price for betraying Tommy. RIP Lewis, you were the only kidnapper with a conscience.

Kevin, meanwhile is still in jail and has come up with the grandiose idea that none of it is actually his fault; if Nevison gave him the raise in the first place, he figures, he wouldn’t have had to go to extreme measures. The nerve! Ashley, however, is cooperating with police and is released on bail, but not after he gives up all of his drug contacts he’s met through his construction business.

Drug update: Catherine’s detective colleague, Phil, tells her that her rescuing Ann helped them uncover the complex drug trade that’s overtaking Yorkshire impoverished areas through Ashley Cowgill’s confessions. Yet, by ratting everyone out, Ashley has put him and his family, including his wife and two boys in huge danger.

Tommy update: After Tommy kills Lewis, he makes a run for town to disguise himself. After he ditches the rapey look for a swanky hipster makeover, he boards a bus to Catherine’s part of town, clearly making his way to see his son, Ryan.