Tuesday, June 2, 2009

I got the G!

Today I got something from hub.Thank you for the G! Though it was a *rush* buy,I am glad that I got it!

Anyway, I am into my 30 weeks.The gynae said that the baby is small, and he weigh at 1.1 kgs now.Nevertheless, the baby is growing well & healthy. Alhamdullilah.The only concerned is about the *water* around the baby is thick.Same syndrom I had with all my 3 childrens. No cause for any alarm.But still I am quite worried about the baby.Cause this time, we are really a slacker. I mean Me.This time round, I am more *bo-chap*.As in not taking the medicine deligently.Not taking the blood test on time.Not drinking the glucose earlier.I am a slacker this time.But, InsyaAllah, everything will be fine.

The only thing that bothers me now ismy sleeping pattern.I have broken sleep EVERYDAY.Wakes up every hour at night and wishing itto be day quickly.Feeling anxiety, scared most of the time.And I can feel my heart beats very fast..I will starts to get panic.And breathless.sigh...

During the day, I am much better nowcause I have a helper at home.With her around, I dont feel that I am alone.I have her to talk to.And i felt better knowing that is someone at home with me.Otherwise, I will feel lonely and start to get anxious.Thanks hubby for getting me a helper.

Now the time is 11:53pm, and EVERYONE is sleeping already.only me still surfing the net.How i wished I can have a peaceful sleep.I wanted to watch the movie *The house on the left* from the lappie,but too afraid to watch alone. chet

Before I end this, like to wish Amir Johan, a Happy 7th Birthday to you! Hope you had a great day with your family and May you are bless with good things in life.