No, I'm pretty sure he saw it. I haven't seen him or spoken to him in two years but I was thinking about him this morning. I started crying and I went on his page. I had recently unblocked him after him being blocked for 3 or 4 years. It said he had just changed his profile pic 2 minutes ago. Before that he had his last pic for a long time. I added him on a whim since he didn't have an option to send him a message. Then I was like OMG what did I do he doesn't wanna talk to me blah blah blah. So I said if he hasn't responded by the time the pic said 7 minutes ago I would cancel my friend request. So I did. I'm over it now though. He probably still got a notification though, right? He doesn't care. I don't know what I was thinking.

No, I'm pretty sure he saw it. I haven't seen him or spoken to him in two years but I was thinking about him this morning. I started crying and I went on his page. I had recently unblocked him after him being blocked for 3 or 4 years. It said he had just changed his profile pic 2 minutes ago. Before that he had his last pic for a long time. I added him on a whim since he didn't have an option to send him a message. Then I was like OMG what did I do he doesn't wanna talk to me blah blah blah. So I said if he hasn't responded by the time the pic said 7 minutes ago I would cancel my friend request. So I did. I'm over it now though. He probably still got a notification though, right? He doesn't care. I don't know what I was thinking.

i'm thinking too much. knowing that this feeling won't last is helpful, not comforting.

if you let go of the memories, what's left? my natural thought is nothing.

however, new memories can be made. you won't forget the original; it's just that the original will no longer define the experience. it's up to me to create a new memories, a new definition and a new reference point.

I received a call from a woman about an interview. Iono wth she is or where shes from.

She asked if I was still looking for employment so I mustve applied some time ago. She said to bring my credentials... for what position tho?! I asked twice where she was calling from and I felt like if I asked again.. she'd cancel the interview even tho she mumbled A LOT.

She also asked if my schedule was flexible; overnight, 3-11pm hours, so its not a school lol. She also mumbled something about pregnant so it must be a group home... a group home for pregnant teens... has to be. Its close to my house so imma do a drive by cause I refuse to be unprepared and embarrassed.

After a night of too much everything, I woke up mostly naked next to my friends brother. My first thought was OMG my Jillian Michaels and Yoga has really paid off I looked good in only my leopard panties. Not anything to do with what I should NOT have been doing.

I get so flustered and guilty when people are upset with me. I also feel guilty as hell when I hurt someones feelings. Now I have a hard time telling people no because I don't want to hurt anyone. But Im kinda sacrificing myself in the meanwhile. I know it's not good. Im working to fix it.

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