Ok seriously – if you havent ever heard the story of Esther please open a Bible and read about the life of Hadassah/Queen Esther – it’s brilliant full of intrigue, conspiracy, with an incredibly strong heroin. HOW CAN SOMETHING SO GOOD TURN INTO SOMETHING SO BAD. I honestly didn’t make it past chapter 4. I forced every nerve in my body to go that far, but i came to the point that i would rather throw myself under a bus so, valuing my own life, i stopped.