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I used to fear the same thing what you are fobic of. I couldn't eat rice at all, it was too disgusting. Now i can eat rice and spaghetti if i don't think about what it looks like. I've had nightmares of wasps as long as i can remember but my new irrational fear is the worst ever. It started when i had to remove a tick from my dog few years ago. I've done it couple of times (shaking) but now i have really bad nightmares of them and it feels like i just want to throw up. I'm always cleaning myself when I'm going walk with my dog (and him. He has to stop and wait until there is no suspicious 'things' on him) or being somehow too 'dangerously' outside...

Having a fear that plagues you like this is an aweful thing to have to live with, it's like having demons taunting you that will not leave you be. I wrote an article on my blog entitled "Unwanted emotions and the human mind" and I believe you and others would benefit from reading it. http://piper-of-pipers-lair-blog.blogspot.com/2008/07/answers-about-unwanted-emotions-and.htmlI will pray for you, and send Reiki. I am sorry to know that you are going through this.Sat Nam, **(-_-)**Piper

omg poor you ;_; sounds really hard. somehow i can not sleep when the door of my closet is opened. really i don t know why...but i think there will something in there which watches me when i sleep. so i always have to close it!