Have you ever felt immensely unstable at work?

In brief, I work abroad in a company that has a very high firing and quitting percentage than other places. The reason is the bad management and the lack of transparency.

I have been trying to look for a job for long, but now I feel very alert. feel I am going to get fired any time, especially after I was indirectly warmed that I should accept all decisions (even if they are unprofessional).

This made me alert- in a fight or flight status- and now I live in this country and got used to my life- and suddenly I may get fired.I have recently met a nice guy- and it's so upsetting that I get fired and end a nice relationship with him.