32.
As to your charge of perjury, since you refer me to your book; and
since I have made my reply to you and Calpurnius31983198 Possibly a nick-name for one of Rufinus’ friends: or
‘to you even when you pose as Calpurnius.’ See above c. 28,
note. in the previous books, it will be
sufficient here to observe that you exact from me in my sleep what you
have never yourself fulfilled in your waking hours. It seems that I am
guilty of a great crime because I have told girls and virgins of
Christ, that they had better not read secular works, and that I once
promised when warned in a dream not to read them. But your ship which
was announced by revelation to the city of Rome, promises one thing and
effects another. It came to do away with the puzzle of the mathematici:
what it does is to do away with the faith of Christians. It had made
its run with sails full set over the Ionian and Ægean, the
Adriatic and Tyrrhenian seas, only to make shipwreck in the Roman port.
Are you not ashamed of hunting up nonsense of this kind and putting me
to the trouble of bringing up similar things against you? Suppose that
some one had seen a dream about you such as might make you
vainglorious; it would have been modest as well as wise in you not to
seem to know of it, instead of boasting of other people’s dreams
as a serious testimony to yourself. What a difference there is between
your dream and mine! Mine tells how I was humbled and repressed; yours
boasts over and over again how you were praised. You cannot say, It
matters nothing to me what another man dreamed, for in those most
enlightening books of yours you tell us that this was the motive which
led you to make the translation; you could not bear that an eminent man
should have dreamed in vain. This is all your endeavour. If you can
make me out guilty of perjury, you think you will be deemed no
heretic.

3198 Possibly a nick-name for one of Rufinus’ friends: or
‘to you even when you pose as Calpurnius.’ See above c. 28,
note.