It has been good news with my mom.I was already ashamed of myself for losing trust in God while it was still in the air. God kept being amazing for me, while I still struggle.I know I am not alone in how I feel. My mom has expressed feeling the same way. The best I can describe it, is that this whole cancer ordeal, whether or not it is nearing its end; Has deeply affected our lives. Even when it is all behind us, we will remain changed from it, both positively, and negatively.