Controlling minds and thoughts (this cryptid may be the cause of suicide)

When I first saw it:

I was trying to fall asleep, but I couldn't. So I got up to get some tea (its really good for when you cannot sleep). When I headed back to my room, I felt like something was watching me. I turned around to catch a glimpse of two glowing red eyes. (I am very paranoid) I ran as fast as I could to my room and covered myself in my blanket (as everyone knows, blanket's are the ultimate protection against the paranormal XD). When I woke up the next morning, I had a terrible headache and was even more paranoid.

The next time I saw it:

Again, I could not fall asleep. I stayed in bed that time, because there wasn't any leftover tea. I just sat there until I heard a breathing noise to my right. I turned to my right as I almost jumped out of bed. And what I saw was paragon, in the corner of my room, staring right at me. It was whispering something, but I couldn't make out what it was saying. I eventually ignored it and fell asleep. The next morning, I found an old looking note at the end of my bed. It was written in a strange code that I'm still trying to decode.

Some other times:

I was on my way to the mall. when I got there, I went straight to Barnes and noble. But, I just felt very uneasy about the place (mostly because there was nobody there). And I saw what seemed to be paragon in the science fiction section. But when I turned to paragon, he was gone. And ever since, I sometimes see him in random places.

Most likely only a mare. Nasty little bastards, they are. You mayn’t view them by day and of sound conscious, however when the mind’s senses are heightened to the point of submerging reality, the beasts are in view. Think of “sleep paralysis” for an instance. Presences, gladly, are only felt by myself at the moment, along with a deeply seated feeling of paranoia and demise. I admire your name choice for the particular mare, however, as paragon means something representing or of an excellent or perfect quality, possibly shedding light on possible issues of self image within yourself at a point. The style of your depiction, though, is rather off, I take it, from the true visual description of your Paragon.