has opened up in regards to the devastating leg harm hesuffered in his rematch with

ChrisWeidman

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Silva talked in regards to the harm this week in an interview with“Fantastico” on Brazilian network Rede Globo.

“I’m enhancing. I’m not going one hundred-%, however I’m already takinglittle steps with a crutch,” mentioned Silva. “It’s a pain that I do notwish on anyone. Since I came from Las Vegas, I left the hospital, Ican’t sleep all evening. It’s very troublesome.”

In the interview, “The Spider” confessed that he remembers themoment of the injury all the time, and that he is still making an attempt tofigure out why it occurred.

“I see a film of every little thing that occurred before that second ofthe accident. The entire time, I’m trying to know, why?” Silvaremarked. “Why did I've to interrupt my leg? Why did I have to gothrough this situation? I’m attempting to understand the message thatGod is making an attempt to ship me at that time.”

In reviewing his second fight in opposition to Weidman, the former champanalyzed the mistakes he made in the bout, together with the precise timeof the strike which brought on his leg to fracture.

“I received to see some details and technical mistakes that I made inthe fight. To provide the perfect shot proper there, I needed to diverthis consideration with a punch to the face. So, I completely diverted hisattention from the low-kick motion. What you'll be able to tell is thathe’s protecting the shot line from the waist up,” Silva famous, “andhe lifted his leg instinctively. The kick was strong at his pointof unbalance. I consider that if folks understand these technicaldetails, they'll see that it was an instinctive factor. It wasn’tsomething he had trained to do. I believe what happened wasinevitable. I’m pretty certain I'd have won [if I hadn’t beeninjured].”

Silva also shared exactly what went by way of his mind at the momentof the injury.

“After I noticed that my leg was damaged, I was terrified. I couldn’ttell if the fracture was exposed or not. Then, I spoke to the judgewho was there with me so they may put my leg in place as quicklyas potential, and the ache was absurd,” Silva said. “I only thoughtone thing: Is it over? Will I ever walk once more? Am I alright? But, Iam confident that I will succeed. I'll return.”

Since leaving the hospital, Silva has been spending his days withhis family in Los Angeles. The Brazilian mentioned he's living throughthe most tough second of his profession, primarily by returning homewith his harm.

“My children are waking up each day to my screams of ache, andit’s a very dangerous factor for them. These days, I’ve been crying in thecar so I don’t wake them,” Silva lamented, discussing the toughestaspect of his damage. “I never before had to come house bruised. Nota lower, nothing. It was the saddest factor to get house and look at mywife, my kids, and be harm. It’s the one factor that saddened megreatly and it’s something that vastly moved me. It was the worstmoment of my life and my profession.”