Month: October 2015

As I lay here in this lonely room staring at the cream colored walls. My mind starts to wander to thoughts of you. I think about you grabbing my waist from behind right before you fall asleep and holding me. Even though I’m not a person who enjoys cuddling I enjoy the action of you wanting…Read more »

When they say to me oh you get to stay home must be nice. Bitch please are you kidding me? I busted my ass for 9 of these 12 years. When he was in jail I held down the house by myself and still put money on his books. I went to school and worked…Read more »

What is sexy? My body was made with joy and pain. Changed by the years, the men, the food and the kids But is it what defines my sexy or my sex appeal? And if it does then does my attitude and intelligent matter at all? When I speak my truth and spit my knowledge…Read more »

How can I ask him to heal me when I don’t know how to heal myself? To want him to put in the work to save my heart when I don’t know if I’m wanting to be saved. Maybe I want to drown in the bottom of this bottle of sin. Maybe I want to fade…Read more »