‘Binetsuka de Shajitsu Shita Shinsou wa Atesaki Fumei no Tegami to Naru’
{‘Under Slight Fever The Depths Made Real Become A Letter of Unknown Address’}
by RENTRER EN SOI

Around me is crowd of cold people,
The warmth I longed for is hollow

Will the letter I inscribed here reach and resound?
Deeply, deeply, to the heart

The reality reflected in these eyes, see, it can’t save me,
I’ll let it out and compose it with my voice, the future of this blank paper, right here…

But for some reason I can’t stomach living,
even though I want to feel my body temperature

Before I know it I’m alone, see, no one will give me something like love,
Deeply, deeply, in their heart

With every day the vivid feelings, see, they wither away,
Restore them within the gentle light, right now, but…

The reality reflected in these eyes, see, it can’t save me,
I’ll let it out and compose it in my voice, the future of this blank paper, Now right here…

Dreams remain dreams, hope is nowhere to be found,
Staring at reality in order to grasp something that’s there,
I don’t want to end it, so carrying this certain intent,
the unsightly me, see, I’m searching for the light