She continued, ''I was more emotional this year, maybe it’s because it’s been a decade.”

She added, ''Some years I cope better but this year wasn’t one of them.”

Kym luckily found comfort in her daughter Emile, who is expecting her first child.

Kym went on to say that hearing her grandson’s heartbeat gave her a lot of comfort.

She continued, ''In the evening we had family around and set off balloons in the garden at Archie’s birth minute.”

The 42-year-old posted a picture of a shrine to him on Instagram with his footprints, handprints, an angel sculpture, and a candle.

She captioned it, ''10 years on and it still hurts like it was yesterday. I wish I could show you a photo of a smiling boy surrounded by gifts.''

She continued, ''I wish I could show you videos of his party, playing with his mates and eating sweets til his tummy hurt. I wish I could show you photos of us all celebrating his birthday with him front and centre blowing out his candles. I wish I could kiss him and say happy birthday son. I wish I could hold his hand again just for one minute. I wish for so many moments I can’t have.”

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