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It's just and idea, but when I'm thinking on things that I am not able to solve, either because those problems are with people I barely see anymore or are dead, but I carry that burden and get depressed or such, is it possible that it's just some kind of energy that can't just flow out?

How come? When I'm hearing the music I like and start dancing or moving or whatever my mood just changes in 180º in an instant, and I forget about my problems, at least for some minutes, but I'm letting that energy to get out of me.

But, isn't that the exact same reason of why we do art? To let those feelings out without having to kill anyone in the process?

Last two years have been really shitty on me. I won't go on a lot of details but I will say that I'm on the verge of dropping college, on quitting my job and giving up on life and love. But as it happens, these have been some of the most wonderful months ever since I hit rock bottom, as they say "you can only go up".

Funny thing is that the only thing that connects all events that lead to a crisis and a breakdown were that I was always putting myself in a position were I turned vulnerable, not allowing to establish limits because I search depth and quality in the things I do rather than quantity.

However, as things were darker I found myself worthy of fighting my own battles and decided to fight my fears only because I don't wanted to keep living, which is ironic. On the end, I stood with my own strength and fought back in my workplace and decided to go to the streets and join a parkour group, out of the blue, just for the sake of making friends. And those just are two of the great victories I got for me.

And yes, it was painful but the benefits are reaping after suffering for such a long time. And my question is about how you see life. Are you willing to expose yourself just for the sake of finding light at the end of the road? How far will you go to lose yourself only to find yourself on the way back? Or you rather just put a lot of barriers so nothing can harm you? How you see life?

Meanwhile, why don't you go and listen to the new stuff I'm uploading in soundcloud ? As a musician it's really difficult to post music here, so I decided to post it there. Tell me your thoughts soundcloud.com/pianocanival

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I'm a musician, as the name may give a hint, a wannabe writer and an apprentice illustrator or whatever... Anyway, Art, in many aspects, is my life and I try to mix everything into everything else, except perhaps on food ... Also, I'm kind of absent-minded and usually day-dream a lot. Although, I may be obsessive and really focused ... Let's just say I change myself every single day. Why? Because it lets me see many points of view and try many things without the people noticing ... and because it's fun ^^...

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