I really don’t know what’s wrong with me. Ordinarily I’m pretty confident, positive, and unworried about what people think of me.

Over the last couple days though I’ve been feeling like I’m not very smart, which in turn makes me self-conscious and unconfident . (I promise I’m not trying to turn this into a sob-story, just being honest :P)

I guess I’ve been feeling that way because sometimes when people tell me something (or I read something) I take the information to mean something entirely different than what it was actually meant to mean (even though it does actually make sense if you think about it like me–but most people don’t lol) .

Or I look at some controversial topic a lot differently than other people. And I say and do things other people don’t (this one I do a lot :P). I know none of these are actually bad, it’s just…ughhhhhh idk.

But beyond that, I’m just plain out doubting myself. There’s so much I want to do, and I feel like I just don’t know very much. But I guess lack of knowledge doesn’t make you stupid, it just means you need to…learn more. (Kind of answering my own comment there haha!)

Anyway, I’ve also been overthinking everything lately, worrying about what other’s think and basically feeling like I should have the answer to everything.

Oh, and worrying that the people in my life don’t actually like me, but just tolerate me.

This is a super long post. If you read it, thank you! <3 Actually, just typing this out made me feel better. Y'all are seriously the best.