MOSTLY IMPORTANT. I realise I've hardly improved ......over the past 2/3 years!? It's really annoying on my part. I seem to have hit a brick wall of standards and I just can't seem to move it. My concept of colour composition...well it never exsisted. So much of my work is so 2D I've been looking at so many other artists recently who all are inspiring to a tee, I wish I could get the style I want down. Give my guys a little individuality cause at the moment it's just the one set way of drawing humans...everyones different RIGHT!?

I don't know who watches me anymore, since I get all sorts for the variety of art I draw from different fan arts. Hope you're all doing cool and maybe I'll get some art up some time never XD

___________WISHLIST___________So I have seen a few people doing the wishlist and... Well.. I did it last year and so I am going to do it again.THE BASICS: write a Christmas/Holiday wish list. It can be any 10 wishes you'd like to have granted, no matter what they are. Possible or seemingly impossible. People look and grant the wishes if they can. It's not about "OMFG PRESENTS", it's about making someone else's holiday a little brighter by giving. Personally, I get more out of giving than receiving sometimes. It's just a good feeling to give.

STEP ONE

** Make a post in your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

** If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. In this case, you can always just note someone on dA.

** Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, so that others can join in and participate to spread the holiday joy!

STEP TWO

** Surf around your friend list to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

** If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

** You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

(Not this is something I copied and pasted off someone else's journal :3 YEY~

Also noting that all my wishes are unrealistic and will never come true <3)

NOW POINT YOUR DRILLZ TO THE SKY AND LETS SEE YOUR SHIZ WISH LIST:</u>

1. Have all my friends happy and awesome and never be sad again |D (NOT POSSIBLE.)2. FINALLY be on a university course I actually enjoy and would love to go to everyday. (UNLIKELY)3. A never ending subscription to Deviantart and WoW :3 (NOT POSSIBLE IS IT?)4. CP Delf Tan Lishe (Rare ball jointed doll and is always sold for lol price)5. Dollshe Bermann SA OR many dollshe's in general. I love them all plz (ANOTHER type of Rare ball jointed doll that is sold for the earth.)6. Delf Elf Shiwoo sleeping head (doll head that's like $800 on average~ )7. All my friends like live in my street or something k. PARTY AT MY HOUSE? (NOT LIKELY~)8. All the Gurren Lagann memrobialia that has ever exsisted EVER. |D9. ALL CUSTOMS CHARGES TO BE BANNED FOREVER AND EVER AND EVERRR.10. For Fucks sake someone draw some of MY characters? e_e

I done some faceups on my dolls and hit a dialemma. There is one character that I adore to no end but I can't seem to settle on the better mold.

Sachi Now and Then. Above is a pic of the doll mold I have now, the character is in the center who the dolls are meant to look like and on the right is the doll mold that I had for that character :'3 Confused yes?

Idea behind sachi (the character in question) is he's meant to be cute faced and smiley which the picture of him isn't but yeah xD; The Doll molds shown are Leeke Raul and Dollshe Hound. I've made the Hound into someone else and I actually like him a hell of alot more as that other character :}'

So far I've had very different opinions on which is better, I love the hound more the raul but it's more about which mold suits the character better than the actual preference to one mold than the other.

PLEASE HELP AND VOTE.

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END OF SUMMER AND FUCK WHERES THE SUNNN.

And so I've decided to sell one of my dolls :c she was my first doll ever and I'm looking high and low for a new owner for her and so far there no buyers.

<UMG EDIT>I don't know if anyone has noticed but most of my artwork has been migrated to a new account of in-for-the-kill.deviantart.com… |D~ It's for all general scribble and bla and very much not fanart related stuff so far but I'll see. who knows~~

BAI

<UMG EDIT OVER>

Hai guysSorry I've been very inactive, I've been drawing loads but I don't want to put them here cause they're scribble <3

Writing a new script for a comic that probably won't won't even get past the script :'D I really hope I do get round to drawing it since they're of characters I lurv =3=~

ALSO. Am goin' away for a week. Idk whether that means anything to you or something but to me that means /limited internet/ and definatly no new artwork <3 Perhaps some pics if I can figure how to get them to the journal from the camera owo;

Doubt anyone would notice but ONE person. And you know who you are ~=3=~ bwahahaha

Also I wanted to put just HOW much group work sucks ass, especially in FOURS. I mean what arsewank thinks it would be a good idea to stick a loner into a group where there are two people doing all the work.

I find that horribly annoying since I'm like...not needed, and haven't done much more than just bring in some fucking supplies to help THEIR idea.

Okay best to explain~I'm doing Performance design now, illustration and animation is for /pussy's/ (lol lol sarcasm)and really if I had opted for one of them would have got rejected since I've done like...NO drawing in the intirity of this /lovely/ course...yeah. So in all manerisms I went to Performance design in hope of persueing something WAYWAYWAY more interesting /ofcourse/ and make stuff like costumes and props, sets etc.

Our first project was to put on a performance to a peice of music in GROUPS~~ Well now I'm like fuck performance....fuck fuck groups 8D; So like a good person I tried to contribute to the group, give ideas etc etc, one person had an awesome idea of a labarynth and I was like o3o!! NEEDS A MONSTER. So me and that one person like discussed all these really cool ideas about making a monster, etcetc the environment and everything AND FUCK It was just so cool and just ;_; what I would have loved to do~~

BUT NO~ OF COURSE WE COULDNT DO THAT, according to the others the monster was pointless and stupid, the monster was formed of crows because you could hear crows in the intro BUT NO IT WAS TOO FUCKING OBVIOUS, so they scrapped it. Oh yes because they wanted to be SUBTLE~ and not obvious and wanted audiance participashuuun 8B Well if you make it too fucking subtle no one will GET IT? DUUUUR. SO~ Instead they opted for A /WHOLESOME/ IDEA of trying to make the audience feel resigned. WELL I THOUGHT FAIR FUCKING ENOUGH. I'll bite.

So on it went and somehow they came up with this idea of making volunteers try something and never succeeding. Ergo the idea of making a bungee harnus and getting them to reach an object. IMO~ of coooourse.

Well they were all idealess of what this item is, so I suggested something like 5 gabillion ideas 8D and you know WHAT. They ignored every single ONE OF THEM. And ended up with no object. (I dunno I'm over it.)

*applauds them*

Updatorz:

ARGH FUCK D:< More anger.Damnit I WAS SO CLOSE TO A BIG TAN FUCKING DOLL.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT. Some BUTTMUNCH Bought it before me > My life's mission is now to find them and shoot them~ C:

Anyways deal is tan dolls are very expensive and very rare 8D;I found one on the internet with damage to it and I was like OOO PICTURES PLZ. So anyways I waited overnight. By the time this MORNING I look and it's FUCKING SOLD IT WAS UBER CHEAP MAN. UBER FUCKING CHEAP.

Like normal price of tan doll is like $700This one was $350WTF. SRSLY. OMG.

ARGH. I HATE WHOEVER BOUGHT IT BECAUSE I WANTED IT WAY MORE D:< *shot*

Hi.YOU KNOW THAT STRANGE THING THATS BEEN GOING OVER THE NEWS AND EVERYTHING.

Yeah you know.

where some dummy dumbass airline company went bust and theres like tens of thousands of people STRANDED out in foreign countries. And all the bozoes in England are complaining cause they didn´t get their stupid holiday.

Yeah. GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.

HI THIS IS ME IN FUCKING GIBRALTA C: I AM FUCKING STRANDED IN A FUCKING AIRPORT.

For the whole of last night I didn´t get any sleep because I´d be stuck in Spain for fucking forever.

Well we were supposed to travel from Malaga and now we´re in another airport. Our flight is UNKNOWN.

TRY THAT ON FOR SIZE. (How dare people complain their life SUCKS.)airlines make me SICK. haha c:

Yeah home now. |D

Yeah. Maybe I´ll get back home and when I do maybe I´ll renew this subscription 8D....yeah. MAYBE.

PS: I find no one draws me anything anymore. This makes me a very sad and lonely person. /Ifeelnolove/ aahahhahaaaaaaa

YES. That's right. You heard me! Commishuns! I need them D: and you want sum RIGHT?!

I need something to do in the holidays and I want to make stuff for you gaiz!

FIRST UP FOR COMMISHUNANINGS IS ART:With this I can draw you anything you want except for hard core pronz and anatomical correctness shiz. (think of tha childrens D: )If I hand draw or sketch you something on paper I will send it to you so you get the original. Digital drawings will be posted up here unless you consent otherwise~ (that way I will just send you the copy and no one else gets to see it)I accepts paypal and sending moneys oAo (but you send money at your own risk kk? )Time it takes to complete a art commishun is 2-5 days since some art may take longer than others.

WEAPONS & COSPLAY MASKS COMMISHUNS:I can make you cosplay weapons of whatever you like out of whatever you want (within reason please though : | ) Such things like 6 of Xaldin's spears and keyblades like Oblivion & Oathkeeper would take me all holiday so, no none of that please.I also make masks~ and I could make you cosplay but it would take a long time xD;I accept paypal and cash sent (but remember cash sent is at your own risk /o/ )On average a weapon would take me 2-3 weeks because I work on it on and off. (2-3 weeks is actually nothing since when I make my own weapons I take 3-5 months to fully complete them.)Since my last pricing system didn't work so well I'll lay it out in black and white for you.

Spears = £40-55EXAMPLES:</u> Simple spears will be that of £40 but spears that are more complicated or you want to be able to fold down/break apart for easier transport will be more in the £50-55 range. <<Xaldin spear wip. << Finished Xaldin Spear

FREE DOLL FACE-UPS:There will be moar on this laters~ When I get a post up on DoA.

.MEME.FEATURE.TIEM.

FIRST 8 PEOPLE WHO COMMENT ON THIS JOURNAL GET A FREE FEATURING UNLESS YOU SAY OTHERWISE.

NOW. GO GO GO GO.

1. <<<Her art blinds me with amazing. I'm not usually one to go swooning over pretty bishie art but seeing her work on paper and digitally makes me cry~~ Also her BJDs are just ;; *dies of love*

2. <<< WELL HI. It's our Uruha for the Gazette group |D She also takes great cosplay photographs and Ms.Lovelett cosplay /o/

3. <<< WELL LOL oAo; NOT MUCH TO SAY ABOUT THIS GUY HUH? |D *shot*:thumb82613054: :thumb84153635: :thumb81599626: << snake ;3;

4. <<< Her work is sensational~ Original and fandom, (jasdevi & gurren lagann fan plz)...asdkjasd just can't actually describe how much happier I am watching her, SO YOU. DO THE SAME TOO.

>>>>><<<<< CHICKEN OF JUDGEMENT HAS COME! ;A;

5. <<< Ruki-san of the gazette group~~ Her cosplay and photography are simpley to 'die' for~ Also another dollfie owner who has a rather lovely little vampire. >

6. <<< I simply LOVE her photography D: this and the fact that all her dolls are simply georgeous~~ I certainly recommend if you've been to the london expo's you have a look at her work! <3~

7. <<< I have to say I'm impressed that this guy can pick up the Naruto style, it's not a very easy style to draw D: I can't do it for cheese myself so I can firmly say I like itttt 8D!

8. <<< Looking through her gallery I found some reallycoolstuff 8D She has some lovely photography and pencil drawings~~~ also win pokemans scribbles! oAo! *shows nao*

FINISHED ALL SLOTS 4 FEATURE IS FULLED UP 8D

Thanks gaiz~ See ya laters <3

CLAN OF THE NOAH FROM D.GRAYMAN WANTED:

RhodeTyki MikkJasderoDebittoLulubellSkin Boric? D:Millenium Earl.

(ALSO. ADD SOME SUGGESTIONS FOR OTHER DGRAYMAN PEOPLE D:< and if you dont know these people do your homework :} )

Well we is on a place called Pueto Ventura (NO I DO NOT THINK ITS SPELLED THAT WAY) It's a canary island

HAW HAW HAW.

oAo; Well it's um Hot and Sunny here but also vair breezy so not so bad, 3 days in AND I'M ALREADY BURNED. I don't sunbathe either so lolwtfcopterz.

We has a villa which owns ants and cockroaches but it's still pretties :,D

This place seriously looks like Mars oO; when we landed I was like...you sure we didn't do a space warp? oAo;; though the coast line is just <3 it's just so ubergh and stuff ;; (I FOUND SOME CORAL TOO FOR RUKI. |D I thought I wasn't going to find a single shell here : | srsly they're like hens teeth.)

See what I mean? D: also ffff THERES TONS OF DIDDLE STUFF HERE I AM GONNA BUY YOU SOME KK? : D

Also to my suprize oO; there is Naruto toys in the toy store.....and final fantasy figures. An Axel and Roxas figures live ther!

Anyways |D; I can't bother to type anymore~~ Night!

PS: This is what happened to me when I posted this and system maintenance came up ;; http: //youtube.com/watch?v= PXWbvAykzsM&feature=related

ALSO FEAR THE HORROR OF MY MODDING oAO; (Poor Zakk) : |

CLAN OF THE NOAH FROM D.GRAYMAN WANTED:

RhodeTyki MikkJasderoDebittoLulubellSkin Boric? D:Millenium Earl.

(ALSO. ADD SOME SUGGESTIONS FOR OTHER DGRAYMAN PEOPLE D:< and if you dont know these people do your homework :} )

Also you're all invited to a gallery open evening at my school :V ARRIVE AT 7.30! ITS 7.30 to 9.00!But go to frances bardsley school for girlstommorrow evening yeah~~ I'm dragging lots of people there =w= *purrru*

YEAH YOU WERE BETTER OFF NOT GOING. IT WAS JUST SHIT.

My selling canvas wasn't put up for show because there was no room and nowhere else to put it : | Also the animation that I made as a final peice ACTUALLY didn't have any sound.

I told them not to play it if it didn't have any sound because it's a music video ffs it makes no SENSE without the fucking sound. >: |

Also the only person who turned up was the fabulous ILY so MUCH THANKYOU FOR EVEN GOING TO THAT SHAM. ;; D: I am....yanno the word I mean xD; that I wasn't there when you came....asidugaosgdoasgd I was so dissapointed that I just wanted to leave so people would stop giving me weird looks with Dave in hand =____=;

What what in tha butt?well I do seem to chose some random times to write a journal oh yes.

I mean. I should be revising for IT because it's coming up on friday THE 13TH OH YES OMINOUS. SHIT YES. butnoIchosetowriteajournalforallyougayers. Which you won't read or comment on x3 <NATURALLY OF COURSE>

TWO MORE EXAMS HO SHIT ICT and Psychology synoptic ;;

What. What two more exams for WHAT?! well before I leave the country for good~ :} CANARY ISLANDS HERE I COME MIGRATE! (Hell no one will notice if I left the country anyways~ :} BUT <No internet for several weeks> D| not so great.

Also I feel like gate crashing into America and terrorizing people at cons C: I THINK I WILL DO THAT ACTUALLY >8DD *cackles* OTAKACON HERE I COME.

Pfft. Got ya. >;D Like fuck I would bother/have the money (I SPENT IT ALL ON DOLLS RRGH D:< )~ <3

Kec Kec baths running~ Chao ri gratize (fear the crap italian) |D

CLAN OF THE NOAH FROM D.GRAYMAN WANTED:

RhodeTyki MikkJasderoDebittoLulubellSkin Boric? D:Millenium Earl.

(ALSO. ADD SOME SUGGESTIONS FOR OTHER DGRAYMAN PEOPLE D:< and if you dont know these people do your homework :} )

OK. HI.(I'm at school I shouldn't be writing this but who the fuck cares anyways.)

To start off I wanted to say thanks to the one person who helped with the search for people wanting Saix doll : D!Details can be found here: rebels-revenge.deviantart.com/…

<SIDE NOTE> I wanna punch whoever keeps throwing paper bollocks at me 8D *twitch twitch* OH MAN YOU CAN TELL I'M ANGRY IN THIS JOURNAL BECAUSE OF THE CAPS LOCK.

FUCK. I wanna PUNCH someone. <SIDE NOTE THE HELL OVER>

asdhoasdgasid SHIT. Expo is like.....3 days OR LESS away now. I'm shitting myself D:! I have so much shit to do and SO LITTLE TIME HAHA. My waist coat might not even arrive! (WAIST COAT ARRIVED YESTERDAY. HAHA) WEEEHH.

More importantly I SHOULD BE REVISING FOR EXAMS IN LESS THAN 3 WEEKS OH SHIT.

Expo Assbo Shows Up:

On saturday- Hidan Cursed form (Naruto)On sunday- Reita (Gazette)

I really don't want to cosplay Reita anymore :/ srsly.

OH CRAP ON A STICK YOU KNOW THIS WAS A VENT JOURNAL HAHA. >8D I AM ANGRY. GRR.

Thanks a whole bunch for never commenting! <3 *shot*

CLAN OF THE NOAH FROM D.GRAYMAN WANTED:

RhodeTyki MikkJasderoDebittoLulubellSkin Boric? D:Millenium Earl.

(ALSO. ADD SOME SUGGESTIONS FOR OTHER DGRAYMAN PEOPLE D:< and if you dont know these people do your homework :} )

Me and have decided we want a Saix doll, how and why do you care I hear you ask?

Well for you Saix (from Organisation 13 KH2) fans out there were offering you the chance of getting ..YOUR VERY OWN SAIX DOLL!!!111!!!!1 ashdas!</b>

How do we do this? D: Well theres a handy dandy website called D.I.M (Doll In Mind) that actually makes any character based doll you want. Heres a link: www.dimdoll.com/shop/step1.php…

Technically you should know a bit about BJDs (ball jointed dolls) if you want to order a Saix with us. The max number that can be made is 10 and we already have 5 potential candidates! : D (Please also keep in mind that the more people we get the cheaper the order will be and that you will only get a replica of Saixs head)

Here's some picturature (For those of you who might be a bit rusty at remembering Saix Puppy :v):

So cmon people dont be lame D: Tell me what you think?! We (being me and REALLY Want to hear what you people think, would anyone be interested in ordering Saix with us?

Remember I said about the more people order the cheaper itll be? : D Heres the prices! If youre seriously considering ordering with us then Paypal or cheque would be used me thinks :v.

Well be going for the normal version of Saix as that seems to be the general preference.

It would be really awesome if you were already a member of DOA (Den Of Angels) because this is where most of the updates and orders will be taken, theres a thread for the Saix orders here: www.denofangels.com/forums/sho…(Please note that you cant view this thread unless you have been a member of the forum for about 30 days? And have over 40 posts under your username.)

Ok D: now I was very dismayed last week cause Japan Ex Was CANCELLED well .it was never actually arranged anyways just the lazy buggers never got round to arranging it and theyre saying they dont have enough time. PFFT.

Point of the matter is that my Jasdero cosplay was planned for then D: (Jasdero from D.Grayman, I will shun you if you dont know him. *shot*)

ANYWAYS. Im highly considering now to round up a group of clan of Noah cosplayers by the oct expo or even next years May expo. I suppose I should put more details in the next journal as youre probably not even reading this part : D

HRM. I guess I can put a list! (Lists are always good <3 )

CLAN OF THE NOAH FROM D.GRAYMAN WANTED:

RhodeTyki MikkJasderoDebittoLulubellSkin Boric? D:Millenium Earl.

(ALSO. ADD SOME SUGGESTIONS FOR OTHER DGRAYMAN PEOPLE D:< and if you dont know these people do your homework :} )

ANYWAYS. Yeah That Account thing I promised, I shall be using the oldaccount That me and gaki shared at one point since I can't actually create a new account for scribbles and stuff because of my lack of email addresses : D;

So yeah today I'm uploadin' some new stuff to Polcat the account and totally <3 Yeah so if you haven't watched already~ do so~ and enjoy gaiz : >

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Also I've been allowed to make a music video in art : D;; And lul I've been messing around with my dolls and stop animation.

Also I've joined Den Of Angels Forums under the KrowBar name as well~ mainly because I went to a doll meet up recently and it was truely grand. Actually no offence guys but it was better than any cosplay picnic I've been too :c which is suprizing but then again one would find it fun when they have their own BJD : D;

Also I'm thinking about getting a new separate account for photographs of dolls and cosplays, meme's and scribbles. What do you think? D: Should I leave this account for my own proper art and spam another account with junk? |D

Also because I'll be cosplaying Xaldin for castle Oblivion UK :/ well I hope I get in...xD;

Meh anyways dilemma's aside hope you're going to all have a good half term, I've had mine early so haha. |D

Anyways Gooday chaps :>

PS: I don't put my usual shizzel up because it wastes space and lul. No one puts me first in their friends lists >___> *angerangstgrumble*