Sunday, July 01, 2012

July 2012 Monthly Visions: The Deconstruction of Who we thought Ourselves to be

July 2012 Monthly Visions: The
Deconstruction of Who we thought Ourselves to be

We are
currently experiencing the complete deconstruction of who we thought ourselves
to be, and the process can feel extremely disorienting even to those who are
used to the ongoing shifts within this Great Shift. A lot of our memories are being wiped from
our spheres of conscious awareness and subconscious, specifically memories that
are no longer serving us, including many cellular memories that have been held
by our physical bodies and many soul memories that have been held by our
energetic bodies. These old memories have influenced and thus participated in
the creation of our day to day, life to life, realities. The memories are being
removed because they have served their purpose, and would be more of a
hindrance than a help in our new reality chapters and new reality creation
processes. It’s kind of like upgrading to new computer software – the previous
version helps to create the new version, but once the new version is ready to
go you don’t need to keep the old version on your computer. You can still of course access any memory any
time if you really want to, but they will now more exist in the cosmic storage central
library as opposed to your home study.

Ironically this ‘memory wipe’ of no
longer relevant memories is happening as we’re seemingly opening up to more and
more of our galactic and authentic self memory. We use the word ‘seemingly’
because technically it is not our memory that is returning, rather it is our
awareness that is expanding as we enter higher frequency energy allowing us to
access higher states of consciousness that contain information and knowledge we
haven’t had access to for a long time. This increase in awareness is of course expanding
our previously conceived notions of who we really are and thus contributing to
the deconstruction process of who we thought ourselves to be.

This memory wipe also applies to
recent memories (as recent as minutes or hours ago) that have no benefit in
staying with us. You may be finding it harder and harder to have any tangible
hold on what you used to call ‘the past’. More and more it feels like a dream,
some of which you can remember clearly, some of which you can’t remember at all
or have to focus really hard to recall.
You may have no recollection of conversations that others insist took
place. No, you aren’t going crazy. It is just that our minds are choosing to
hold on to less and less these days, particularly that which isn’t relevant to
our immediate present. Essentially, that’s what happening – we are moving into
the much talked about time of living in the Now. By its very definition Now
means no sense of ‘Past’ or ‘Future’ and so this wiping of the memories is an
integral part of our arrival into Living in the Now time.

We assumed that living in the Now
meant living in a very calm and blissful state, and it does mean that – but
until we get used to it it’s a bit like living without a watch after a lifetime
of having one attached to your wrist. You don’t have your usual point of
reference to anchor you. We are connecting to a new point of reference, an
inner point. Until we get used to that, it can sometimes feel like we’re
floating in a bubble not attached to anything in particular. This
simultaneously feels really blissful and yet a little bit scary because we’re
used to having anchors and attachments and something to hold our reality together.
At first we may interpret it as ‘My brain has disappeared’, ‘I can’t focus or
concentrate on anything’, ‘I can’t hold my thoughts together/string a sentence
together’ and ‘Everything feels so vague and foggy’. This ‘no time’ business is
like being an astronaut who has to get used to zero gravity – it’s cool but
strange.

As part of this shift into ‘no time’, and as part
of the corresponding deconstruction of who we thought ourselves to be, we are
being asked to let go of so much of our former identities. If we used to define
ourselves by a particular role or job, you can be sure that that role or job is
in a state of major change or has been completely removed from your life. Again,
there’s the feeling that we aren’t being allowed to hold on to anything
external as our point of reference. We are establishing new identities, or
rather re-discovering our authentic identities. This doesn’t mean we aren’t
allowed to have anything external in our lives. We will still have
relationships and friends and family, we’ll still have work and activities and
interests, but the difference is those things are no longer going to be the
sources that define us. We are rediscovering our inner being as the source of
who we are, with our external realities being conscious physical expressions of
this inner source.

We can no longer ‘fake’ who we are inside by
creating an illusion of it outside. If our outer reality doesn’t match what is
really going on within us, it will collapse or be forced to transform. A great example is when someone who has
always struggled with money wins millions of dollars, but still has a poverty, lack
or ‘I’m not worthy’ mentality. You hear story after story where that person
ends up, in a very short time, back to their old situation: broke and in debt. Who has had the situation where you
unexpectedly receive some money, maybe a pay bonus, a lottery win or some other
gift, and just as unexpectedly you receive a parking fine or your car breaks
down or the oven needs fixing, and the total bill comes to the exact amount of
the bonus money you’d just received? On the one hand you might think, wow isn’t
the universe great? It must have known this bill was coming because here I am
with the bonus money for it! On the other hand you are angry and frustrated because
what’s the deal? The second you get some extra cash, out the door it goes!
What’s happened is, you received more than your current ceiling ‘limit’ when it
comes to what you feel you deserve and rather than use the opportunity to adjust
and lift your ceiling, your energy ‘bounced back’ the extra amount much like a
bounced check. “We don’t accept amounts over $xyz thanks very much” or “We don’t
accept money we haven’t worked hard for and earned” says your energy, and
creates a situation that sucks up that extra money – enter the unexpected bill.

Right now a lot of our ‘ceiling
limit’ stuff around money, love and self-worth is coming up because Venus has
just turned forward after her recent retrograde journey, and thus she will
technically be in what’s known as the shadow period all July as she gets back
to the place she was before she started reversing. During the retrograde she
let us know where we have held ourselves back, especially in the areas of love
and money, specifically related to our levels of self-love, self-worth,
self-value and what we truly feel we deserve.
She also highlighted any issues we have around our Divine Feminine, and
all the Feminine represents: our creativity, intuition, feelings, expressing
our needs, how we feel about ourselves as women (if you are a woman), and how
we feel about women regardless of our gender, including any old wounds around
our mother and being mothered. Our feminine also governs our capacity to be
nourished and nurtured, and our ability to Receive all that we truly need. Is your basket open and limitless, or do you
have self-imposed limits to what you can receive and how you can receive it?

As Venus turned direct last week she
wooshed her tail around like a big Mama Dragon, giving us all that final kick
up the pants on this topic of Receiving. Any issues you still have with
Receiving what you are worth, receiving what you deserve and receiving what you
truly need may have been highlighted by a big in your face confrontation with
the opposite: Lack thinking, 'not enough' type
thoughts, feeling pressured to give more energy/time/money than you feel you
have, feeling there's a big hole where there should be a basket full of good
stuff. Rather than sit in the hole feeling gloomy, confront it. Ask yourself:
why would I create this hole, this lack, this feeling of 'not enough'? Are my
thoughts of lack true or do I need to climb aboard the gratitude wagon for all
I have? Does my reality tell me I haven't allowed myself to receive, and if so,
what false beliefs do I need to ditch and what truth am I being called to
uncover about who I really am? Have I settled for less when really I am here to
experience more?

As we all go through this
deconstruction process, it is getting harder to hide our truth, from ourselves
or others. Ulterior motives are becoming glaringly obvious – this is so visible
right now in politics, business and the media, as well as in our personal
lives. Unresolved issues long hidden under the carpet are being swooshed out.
The more we try to avoid or resist what is ultimately our own authentic self
trying to get us to see our own truth and trying to lead us to our own highest
path and potential, the longer we draw out the whole process and the more
difficult it becomes. Too often, in an attempt to avoid emotions like sadness
and grief which so often go hand in hand with realizing certain truths, we end
up living with a dormant yet heavy layer of those emotions stuck inside us. If
we can find the courage to openly deal with whatever comes our way, we’ll find
that while the emotional journey may be harrowing in the moment, we come out
the other side stronger, clearer, wiser and faster than we would ever have
thought possible.

There is an interesting air of
nostalgia in the air right now, as if we should all be taking pause to realise
how special our lives here really are. How blessed we are to have a sun that warms
us, an earth that provides for us, fresh, clean air that we can breathe, and
water to sustain us. How often do you stop to really take in the gift that is
your life? How often do you say thank you for all the blessings that are daily
present in your life? This air of nostalgia is a part of the incoming frequency
of Appreciation, which is part of a whole bunch of higher frequency energies
we’re now moving into. The frequency of Appreciation is gaining in potency,
playing its part toward influencing us to start viewing, and living, our lives
in a more conscious, heart-centred way. Whether we each have one more day or
one hundred more years on this planet, appreciation for what we have has the
magical effect of suddenly allowing us to see things from a new perspective, to
see situations and people around us with fresh eyes. Appreciation opens and
expands our energy, allowing us to receive and create more of all that is good.

With all this deconstruction
happening, new identities and new lives must follow. In recent days many of us
have received our new scripts for the times ahead, albeit received during our
night time or nap time sleep state. So, we don’t necessarily have any conscious
memory of this, nor any ideas as to what our new scripts contain. Our only clue
that we might have attended a script meeting recently is finding ourselves
feeling an increased state of excitement and anticipation, a greater sense of
peace and ease that everything is going to be okay, or, depending on your
personal script, an overwhelming passionate feeling that you have to do
something about a particular social or global issue. If any of these describe
you, know that your new script has been downloaded, and you will do what you
need to do at the right time, in the best possible way. Follow your truth and
your heart every day, that’s all you need to do, to do what you are next here
to do.

(c) Dana
Mrkich 2012. Permission is granted to share this article freely on the
condition that the author is credited, and the URL www.danamrkich.com is included. Dana
Mrkich is an Energy Intuitive, Writer, Speaker, Teacher and Author of A New
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Given the chaos and disorientation that I sense and see all around me (I live in Scotland), feeling "a greater sense of peace and ease that everything is going to be okay" seems very, very strange. But I feel it nevertheless and send you a huge thank you for your guidance.

Ran into warrior man doing a detox - he is silent about that.....so there we were suspended in time for a few short minutes quite by the grace and power of the universe. Without any prior appointment or warning. I love him and i return to live elsewhere I hope he will include me in his world when he is ready.Dana you make it all possible by a great positivity that we all need and value greatly.Thankyou for your guidance on my path that has been so very tough and is now opening up to another and better level.Anon

Ran into warrior man doing a detox - he is silent about that.....so there we were suspended in time for a few short minutes quite by the grace and power of the universe. Without any prior appointment or warning. I love him and i return to live elsewhere I hope he will include me in his world when he is ready.Dana you make it all possible by a great positivity that we all need and value greatly.Thankyou for your guidance on my path that has been so very tough and is now opening up to another and better level.Anon

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Energy Intuitive Dana Mrkich (BA Comm. Social Inquiry/Media)is an internationally known visionary in the fields of Conscious Evolution, Personal Transformation and Vibrational/Energy Reality. With over 16 years experience seeing clients all around the world, Dana offers Soul Sessions via email, phone and Skype empowering people to step further into their true self and best possible reality.
Dana is the author of A New Chapter, and has produced and hosted two radio shows; TruthSeeker (Sydney Australia) and Visioning the Dream Awake (Voice America). An inspirational writer, teacher and speaker with a natural ability to remind others of their innate truth and essence, Dana's 7 week E-Course Create a Life you Love has recently been launched on Daily Om. Her articles have appeared internationally in print and online magazines. Dana is passionate about the merging of consciousness with action in all arenas, and was a panellist at the 2005 World Peace Congress in Italy with her talk Creating our New Reality. Dana has had a lifelong vision that we are here this lifetime to awaken to our true natures and open up to a greater reality.