We have spoken before. The anxiety will continue as long as you don't take the time to get to the source. A doctor could really help with this. You travel constantly, that is enough to send anyone into an anxious state, so maybe you need some time off or a career change. Something dramatic needs to change otherwise this anxiety will continue. Xanax helps. I won't lie, I take it every day and it has helped me immensly, but it only gets rid of the anxiety, not the reason for the anxiety. I know I will never be med free, but you could be if you take the time to get to the source of your anxiety. Many of us don't have that luxury, so get after it man. Good luck and god speed.