Lauren, I can't comprehend what you've gone through with the loss of your sweet babies. I pray that God has given you strength and direction for your life this past year. April 24 is my birthday, so it's a happy time for me. But, it will be a difficult one for you this year. I hope you'll have a peace over these next few weeks that will help you get through. May God's presence sustain you. Blessings - brenda