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Archive for September 16th, 2016

I am tortured. I sleep and I wake and feel a presence on my chest. I feel someone’s presence in the room. I go places in the dream world and feel pain, but different than the earthly kind. It’s like everyone I’ve seen, touched, loved, hurt, comes to me to send me back to places

You lifted me up, but you also have torn me down. I’ve spend the last eighteen years of my life with you and now it is time for me to change. Time for me to find myself outside of you. Yes I love you but things are too comfortable. I need to stretch myself because

See my fear’s asking for those things, the friendship in genuine is somehow it’d be said that I’m not honorable or true and that’s just not the case doncha know. Related Post To Matt… Too Late I want you u need to love somebody?

I cannot give you your desires, but let me be selfish in this. The ache when you were not present was sharp and piercing. I know there is so much more we can give each other outside of the realm of physical and lustful passions, because we have done so, haven’t we? Can we please?

I could be looking into your eyes all day long, without ever getting bored. That’s how beautiful your eyes are! The most beautiful I’ve ever seen. Longing looks… can’t get enough of them. But how painful all this is… the pain of being so aware that it can never be, the pain of wanting you

I love you my friend. I do need you in my life. Please be welcome always. My gratitude extends so much further than I can admit to. Related Post STOP FUCKING IGNORING ME! I find it funny I Hate You… But I Can’t Forget You