His book was actually a pretty good read. If you are looking for a bunch of gossip about the celebrities he encountered or dated, this isn't for you. What you read about Paris above is about it–no details, jut the admission that Paris' drugfueled party lifestyle was the worst sort of environment for someone with his problems. Duh. It is obvious he has had a LOT of therapy over the last several years and gotten a LOT of good advice. It was hard reading about how bad his life got and how many chances he took with his life, his career, and ultimately the careers of the other Backstreet guys. Hats off to Nick and I hope he keeps up the good work.