Mythic History, an interpretation of
HPB in context of Sufi and alchemical tradition.

Everything that is wrong is my relationship as *an author* to
*organizational
leaders* and more especially to a small cadre of orthodox Theosophical
apologists
who regard themselves as some kind of ideological watchdogs,
gatekeepers,
definers of historical reality.

...correction,
make that "of mythic history." I think maybe HPB
was like good physicist (with warts). No experiment has clear results.
Mixed
with information is noise. The training of a physicist is how to
separate
information from noise. Early this is done by methods for calculating
error
but later it more like an instinct that methods help confirm. People
have
many desires and impulses and motivations even in spiritual life. Much
of
this is inner noise and only some of it is attuned to information.
HPB's
books may be rigged like some bardo experience or karmic mirror. Who
the
reader is, is what reader gets as feedback. Only when we can learn to
separate
inner noise from inner instinct for what is true will we be the reader
who
sees past the noise in the mirror/book to get the real information.
Reading
HPB may itself be initiatic experience. Only qualification is no one
else
can give it to you. Eliminate inner noise and you will no longer be
charmed
by noise purposefully put in book as test/baffle. Otherwise, no matter
how
long you read HPB book, no matter how many lectures you give on it, no
matter
how many lodge offices you have held, and no matter who in the higher
parts
of organization you know, book will still be closed book to you who
does
not over come your inner noise. One kind of inner noise that I as
physicist
am very aware of is the "true believer/give me security in my beliefs"
noise. I know this especially because physicists are supposed to try to
test and
disconfirm the theory they love.

Thus, at least
with respect to physical theories, the good physicists
learn a measure of inner detachment. But if the noise of the need of a
true
believer is what a reader brings to HPB book as the governing force
within
reader, that reader gets true believer junk/noise back. Powers that be
are
not in control of their own inner noise. So as power-possessors of
locked
books to their style of reading, they seek to sell their interpretation
instead
of help unlock book. I have seen books like this in middle east.

Alchemical books are like this. They are junk to wrong reader.
Since some of the leaders of some of these strange movements were not
inwardly
developed enough to fully read (make sense of) such books, one sign
discriminating
between a crackpot fake alchemical book that at first sight made no
sense
and an authentic alchemical book that gradually opened up to the reader
who
in his reading transforms himself in this hermenuetical bardo (bardo of
Hermes)
by changing himself in order to make more sense of book was watermarks
underneath
the title bookplate at least in books published by Boehme's circle and
alchemists
in Prague before the 30 years war. Some alchemical books that are true
treasures
are neglected as undecipherable or nonsense. Some that are junk have
very
funnily been given Jungian interpretation when stupid symbol they
mistakenly
think is archetype is really coat of arms (early modern and medieval
countries
did not have your USA, USSR, UN, but coast of arms).

I once heard Jungian make himself a buffoon in Vienna talking
about
the deep psychic alchemical symbolism of symbol. He did not notice that
on wall high near ceiling behind his podium was Hapsburg Bishop of
Vienna
coat of arms (his deep symbol of quarternity of self he was lecturing
on.)
He could not understand the giggles and why there were no questions
afterward.

It was in Rosicrucian political
pamphlet warning about attack of
Catholics by referring to coast of arms. Naive Jungian thought he found
RC spiritual yoga manual. Again, Sufis have things called puzzle books.
When you leave your sheikh, sometimes in some orders a puzzlebook is
given
to you with the saying, read this all of it every week, when the reader
is
ready, the book will open. When the book is open, come see me.
Everybody
now reads as if they are pit mining. They say they have to extract the
information
and distill it. Book in such mind set (same mindset that has ecological
problems resulting from it) is only raw material to be exploited in
information
extraction. If such was Sufi puzzle book, no matter how many times
read,
it would be really closed book and soon be judged as junk and throw
aside. Some books are designed to be like bardo initiation that open to
the degree
that the reader is ready and otherwise remain closed. Maybe HPB wrote
such
book and TS leaders are guardians of the closed book ideology as its
true
interpretation. The bullcrap dynamics encountered by K certainly would
be
the same crap that would keep a Sufi puzzle book from being rightly
understood
by an attempted TS reader. Show them the white light and their own
inner
dynamics make them encounter wrathful deities. With Prague alchemical
books
and some Sufi puzzle books, to read them truly as books open to reader
requires
the reader to submit to the teaching in the book (not content, but how
book
is written, organized, purposely frustrating certain psychological
styles
as manifest in how they read) that changes the reader.

I
know for fact that Gurdjieff's Beelzebub Tales is like such a
Sufi puzzle book dumbed down for westerners who are at all low time
level
of spiritual undevelopment as life couch potatoes. He made it hard to
read
for some types of characters but not as hard as he could have.
Authentic
alchemical books and Sufi puzzle books are much harder. yet, status
climbers
(not good readers in this inner transformative sense) aspiring to get
their
need for attention and prominence fed often become the official true
believers
guarding the official interpretation. The western Christians had much
faded
practice that was version of this. That was the meditatio called lectio
divino. By contrast, the intensity of struggle, of developing inner
feel
for what within oneself blocked access to book that was purposely
designed
to block one with that impulse, the intensity of using book as
agonistic
mirror of inner forces that work against reaching true comprehension,
is
like bardo by comparison. This book initiation of Sufis really caught
on
in eastern Europe because solid transmission lineages of giving
teaching
under carefully monitored conditions was not possible, and plus, there
was
this new technology, printing, that became the economic base for
hermeticists
and Pietists. Then 30 years was blew all away. Even if spiritually
qualified
person/reader should luck out and find a copy of one of these authentic
alchemical
books, he would be out of luck unless it was manufactured in exact same
way
as original. Some symbols were filled out by watermarks besides
watermarks
indicating this book came from authentic source). Some Russian editions
of
old Imperial Russian were made this way of some old alchemical books
with
watermarks by Great Orient Lodge whose printers help use watermarks to
show
a ruble was official ruble and not counterfeit. But even then, leaders
of
lodge liked salad all over the front of their suits rather than real
inner
initiation. So, books closed to those leaders too.