Month: August 2016

When it is about time that you faced the real world aka my resignant capitalist desire of juss simply going on with my life, a couple of bruises on your leg are inevitable. they are not from physical injury but from cerebral exhaustion that droops and leaks down all the way to the tip of your toe, so it is a real deal when some dipshit at work is all about some mind game that totally throws you off you juss wanna wet fart away off to another planet. you wanna lash out your faithful manifesto you holily abide by but your oh-so-rightful resistance is merely reduced to the flaring of your nostrils because if you dont suck it up the world is going to suck you up……. but still i am constantly holding up my middle finger on the DL as an independent earthling w opinions. so once every one millionth seconds i actually fantasize and devise a grandiose resignation march out the door to never look back yet irl i am just a multi-faced introvert who just keeps the lid on

what is a way to empower myself, a postgrad with a BFA, independent yet financially struggling, with no mother cell in physical proximity, with no A/C in my room and sweating like a pig?:

I gave it some deep thought and came up with the following possible solutions:

be the utmost bitch:
sometimes i do some hardcore slaughter in my dream🌟 once i had to spoon out the eyeballs of a middle aged male and the graphic moment was a triumph and forever end of some of my introverted fear

get an A/C and/or shower a lot
i am a financially struggling child, spoiled. because I am constantly angry and cussing i.e. right before going to sleep everyday acknowledging tomo will be another worse day in this wretched unsupportive society and i have to disassemble this gimongous loft bed myself in a few f’ing weeks!!! when the fan is at max and it just only blows hot air at my face i am very infuriated. so i have to continuously remind myself to cleanse.

touch myself more and climax, spread the word
as a pinnacle of autosexual romance, i should look more into boy-meets-girl, that is, self-meets-self rom coms that accentuates euphoric purity of heart. make it into a movie and get signed