Date Posted:11:33:40 08/13/08 WedAuthor: xxxSubject: i watched this movie and my life has changed totally!

why am i writing here ? i don't know :(
i watched this movie and my life has changed totally..i am not a teenage girl, over 25 years old.. i have a bf who loves me so much, we have been living together for 5 years and we are thinking about marriage next year..i think i love him..but this movie took me to my highschool days, and i remember a friend who made feel very very differnt things which i can realize now..i couldn't name to this situation then but now i realize ,10 years later, it was real love..i had never feel sexual things against her. i still love her..i didn't see her last 10 years, just i know that we are in the same city.everynight i am praying to see her again, to be together..we were just friends, we didn't do anything being more than friends. but her mother blame me that i am a lesbian, and she made what Tori made to Paulie..i was very angry with her parents, how could they blame me as lesbian ? but there was nothing to do! i cried for nights,for months and years passed.
i just want to say; if this movie is about lesbians ,i am lesbian then..but if it is about love, i am still in love with her.. i am driving crazy and i also realized that i think i can't live without her after now!
shall I abide in this dull world. which in thy absence is no better than a sty!!

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