FLDS Prophet Warren Jeffs may be serving life in prison, but his followers continue with their work on the YFZ Ranch near Eldorado, Texas where the group's white limestone Temple towers over the town they are building. Polygamy, the practice of plural marriage, appears to be alive and well in the Lone Star State, despite laws to the contrary.

Friday, June 04, 2010

June & July 2010

Is anyone following the trials in Texas? Abram Harker Jeffs' trial is scheduled to start Wednesday, June 9th. He is Warren's brother.

you all really love the lies don't you...........weird.......how you all loved the lie....You know what; when Jesus was hung on the cross it was the same......they said that if he would have been among any other people at that time on the earth he would have been loved and cherrished.....so it is with Warren Jeffs....if the general public as a whole loved the truth he would not be in jail........so you hated, "in God we trust," which is what this country was built on and stood for........and as it was in the days of Jesus so it is in our day.......they draw near to the lord with their lips, but their hearts are far from it.....and would you jail a man for what he was not guilty of? Yes, I see why this nation had this man......would you murder a man who was not guilty, just as they did our Lord........and it is written in the heavens and it is also written that after you are dead you will weep and wail, that you did not repent in your day of probation.........and mock on....for all mens days are numbered..........and you will meet Christ yourself and then you will confess that his judgments are just and he will cast you out into outer darkness; but fear not....you are already in utter darkness, or you would have defended the greatest man on earth.........and it is recorded, just as in the days of old.........

and when they murdered Joseph Smith those men never had a peaceful nights sleep again, and they knew their lies and deciet, for they murdered the man who taught them the truth.......and now it is your turn..........who do you serve? it is already recorded....why do you harrass a man who did no wrong? was it the glory of the media's lie? was it the glory of the talk? even the media distorted the truth; every time anyone spoke on their camera's....do you run this country in like fashion? It truth and integrity so far from you that you would rejoice in a lie.........for it is upon us this day.........and we suffer the humiliation of your hatred and lies.........but death will be sweet for me.......I did not sell my birth right......

Here is the latest breaking news in my city......the Cheif of police feels it is in the best interest of all to force a disabled man to go without water because he is not a member of the church.....That is what they do best; starve and deprive those who are not worthy in the land.........They beat them up, lie, and steal; until they die....and cover up abuse in my City..........I have told him I have voted him down......He also was a drug addict.......but they only protect the memeber's of their secret society.......me and my brother was the two chosen to die....we just lived in spite of them.....that hated us...and the Lord sent us rain........that is the example of the most elect......to deprive and murder those they do not like......

weird.........do you have solid proof of that? I was awake all night in jail.......I was detained.....nice call.......detained and questioned.....I do not like to argue......that is that......I am grateful that you feel comfortable speaking your truth........I am sorry things were not better......may my church memeber's end their arguments.....that is my prayer......for it is written to live in love.........

The only trouble with the reports is that Jonathon Roundy used to be a drug addict and he is a policeman now.....They do not tell people that.....and the man I married is a murder and he wears a fancy suit and sits in church.......Hyrum who is a cop says he will defend a person's rights and strips them of it...if you are not in their church they do every thing on earth to destroy you and cheat you, so really it is tratior's, liar's and theifs making the reports anyhow, and I no longer care..........Merril Jessop is a theif and a liar too.......no wonder Carolyn left him....These people hire the government to assult their woman and children and turn them out on the street to starve to death, after they have beaten them up and tortured them. Even Flora if she told the truth should have been protected, instead of shunned and kept in a little room with a blanket, why her Father did what he did...but she forgave him, and I really do not care any more....Uncle Warren hated me, and defended rapests and Lyle Jeffs hated me, and defended Rapestest, and every one else hated me too.......and they all betrayed uncle Rulon who told us to live in love....and I do not care any more....now they all got what they wanted....Do you hear me Uncle Warren, I hate you and I do not care any more......you betrayed me and sold me to murder's.........one day you will weep for your betrayal and hatred for me... and this nation was right...you and your people are sycotic, cleaver murder's.........I hate you.......

S., I admit to checking this blog infrequently. The short answer to your question is, "I don't know."

I think Federal charges are usually dealt with after states complete their legal proceedings. Assuming that is the case, it remains to be seen if the Feds decide to charge Abram after Texas gets through with him.

The same is true of Warren on charges of fleeing to avoid prosecution.

It is very simple. I married a man who is a liar and who swore to destroy me......My family thinks he is adorable. He abuses his children and it is common knowledge. His wives have chosen to ignore his abuse. Johnathon Roundy has sworn to destroy me also. The Lady at the water department has told me I have to pay for what I have done......I have not done anything that I need to pay for.......This gossip of his stories and lies has been circulated around this small town until the stories have been magnified intensly.........Jonathon has been looking for the people he can use to "take me down" as he put it.....He has been turned down by a few men in his plot to destroy me....Last week he had a taker......It is his brother who is a police man also.....This policemans name is Hyrum. Hyrum's pride was hurt because I called the county and reported abuse....He told me he did not care....I surly do believe him....and yes, I have people who would help me.....I am not interested in a law suit....I have been trying to avoid a fight for five years.....Hyrum showed up at my place on Sunday for their revenge......and he did harrass me until I called the county....When I called the county he did twist my arm, take my phone and arrest me..............So, I am finding out the men who would murder me for a man's lie and the one's who would not..........for I was not, and am not guilty; but Willard Barlow mollests his children, and Hyrum told me I was critazising him....I only spoke the truth of Willard's abuse, and now I know why the woman are treated like garbage here....the men do not want caught and they have to constantly have a target..........These people are afraid of truth; for Willard Barlow is an abusive, child mollester and the men here can murder me for speaking out and he will still be a child mollester.......so I was detained by Hyrum Roundy for reporting abuse.......and they do know how to make a good story in the court....but in the end, in heaven; it will still be Willard Barlow who is guilty....I only have to pay for his sins in this life............and his attack has been most painful......thank you for caring.....

and these are the people who have defended malisiouse murders and I suppose they will murder me too, like the other's and seal the file and rejoice that another one of their woman are destroyed....Already my brother Marvin has picked his next girl to mollest and target......They have to have some one to destroy........Marvin Cooke is the childMollester that helped assist Willard Barlow in his destrution and the yahve to have a girl to target.......and that is why I am stepping left of my family entirly........they stand around and allow men like these to assult their girls.......I reported abuse and so they have to keep me looking bad, so no one will know the truth.........I am their smoke screen, and in the end the Lord will put them in a place they can no longer harm anyone...I only have to endure their assults until I die; then I will be in great glory.........and my blood will be stained upon their hands.....with the rest they have sought to destroy......

They have targeted me for speaking the truth; I challange you LeeAnn to tell the truth.....You ran away from Willard for a long time. He took your baby and held her in my room, why you cried. But when He took my baby you did nothing. and you told me he teased Willard Jr. always and cried when I was not beaten by him......Is that really the life you wanted and chose? I can not interfear with your choices.........I have stepped left from the night mare of your house.......For it is like the nightmare of my Mother's house.......She would have not defended me if Richard Cooke would have cut me in peices and fed me to a fish........and that is the truth..........and people like that I give to the LOrd, and wash my hnds off. This is a public notice to my family that I have stepped left..........You hated me for reporting abuse and stopping you from destroying lifes............

It is a truth that every one knows this too. Willards lies......He wrote a letter offering LeeAnn to a Brad in Cedar City who does drugs........She Cried in the car when I married willard that it was just like Cedar City. She drove why I sat in the back seat with him. I was so sickened that I did get out of the car. He took me to the Mark twain and tried to get me to drink........and beat his children terribly.....after I left, they gave him another girl, every one said was a retard too.........she was the first wife of a fisher man.......so he had another it.....to torment........I wonder if LeeAnn still cries in her room, because he loves me.......He never did, but I did not talk about my trouble.....And when it came time to step up to the plate, she betrayed me, by defending abuser's.......and he has a perfect police department to beat up women.....If the State fires the first batch that beat up women, Helaman and Johnathon recruit another batch........so our men get what they want through force, intimidation and destroying the lifes of women....I am just a number on a docket and I know now why I will also avoid these murder's..........

and every one knows the truth. I challanged Eva Jessop to write to Warren Jeffs and tell him the truth. I also challanged Marie to do so........That is why they hate me.........They feel like If I am dead they will not have to account.....but Marie was the one sleeping with a man in Cedar City and drinking too...........Rebecca was abusing old men in a rest home, and on drugs, smoking and sleeping with an under age child.....I feel like they think i have to pay for their sins...........and I have stepped left from my gross family........Lyle jeffs knows nothing about us, and has engaged in protecting these abuser's and I am waiting to see how long it will be before they murder me, just like they did Donna.........

and for the record, when these men are done gathering their fake evidence and I am murdered, I will be waiting in heaven with Jesus and he will be their judge then. I am sad that Hyrum chose to join their crew of deciet and murder....I really did think he was different.....may the Lord have mercy on the souls who destroy and promote a lie; in his name........

and Laurie Allen, here is a special poem for you; first the men beat me, and i asked for help........then the media came and filmed me, and distorted the truth; then they punished me for what you did too along with the men.........may you never forget what you did to me; to cover a lie and let the one's who raped children walk free, why you helped the rapestest murder the women........may you never forget what you did to me........for ever into eternity.........and may you never forget the faces of the crying children.........and those you helped destroy......

and since it was my death that these men want, I suppose they are bigger than me and will get it...........Heaven really is a beautiful place, so I am only praying to be as strong as my daughter and die with as much dignatiy as she did. when Richard Cooke, And Willard Barlow put her in the grave....I underestamated Willard I suppose. He had a lot of people that hated me from the beginging for his lies. I had no one........My death will be sweet. I only have to deal with the pain of his memory, and the memory of his freinds who would murder me for his lie......for crying, walking along the edge of a trash can, and looking at the list of liars Robert knudson harbored....so they hated me and would murder me.....I pray for the streanth to die with out complaining.........

i think the prosecution is about to rest in the abram jeffs case. richard jessop barlow was subpoenaed to court and failed to appear on the appointed day, so a writ of attachment (bench warrant) was issued for him. this was on friday afternoon at 2:30. i do not know if he has been found yet.

it is unknown at this time if the defense is going to put on any witnesses or if they even have anything at all to present. if they don't, the case could go to the jury as early as tuesday.

this is how they do it....first they beat up their woman. Then they hire the guidance center to drug them...then they make a court order insisting that they be in a house, then they beat them up for being there, drag them to the judge and restrict them from being there, then they tear up the court order and beat the woman up agian....then they hire a lawyer to destroy her. then they pat themselfs on the back and say they are honest.......I was homless when Richard Cooke was here mollesting his children...my family sat around and pretended that their was no abuse.....then they put me away saying I was crazy for reporting abuse, Then they was caught in this abuse and their famlilys removed....Then my mother's was just the victum and she hated me, and banned me too.........and a judge was angry because I went to her house, and I almost died that time on the street, why they all made fun of me, and called me a retard...now I only regret I lived to see how the great christian's of my church beat up the one's who report abuse.......I was almost dead back then.

then the media swoops in, takes photo's of me, slam dunks my church and then the men of my church have to make me pay for what she did too....but my family knows the truth..........they all do...every one of them.......the did nothing all my life, why men abused their children.......i only regret that I lived to come home and look them in the eye's again....Lyle Jeffs is sitting pretty with all these people who love him to hurt me and target me, so they really blasted me this time......and I hope their murder is worth it to them............for I was not guilty.....Willard Barlow, and Marvin Cooke were......and they really have a great deal going.....how many more will leave my city to cover up the lies of these filthy men? and Lyle Jeffs loved Richard Cookes lie, for when I asked for help, he turned me away....................now, i know why my husband could try to kill me and no one cared....so I hope they all enjoy Richard Cooke and Willard Marion Barlow's lie.........and wehn I am dead I shall rejoice with Jesus, that I will never see these horrid filthy men again............or the people who loved their lie more than truth.............

and as a tribute to Kathy, Donna, Marjean, Myself, and the rest these men would murder; may I be as strong as my dughter, when Richard Cooke, and Willard Barlow murdered her............may I smile for my photo just as she did; and go with my Lord; for he said that murder's are put in their place in the reserection day......and may I never see my Mother again........in this life...........are you ready, you murder's with your fancy show, and your lies.............you tried to kill me once; do you think you will succeed this time?

you are all sick.....My creepy Father was a child Mollester. My brother Marvin is one too. Willard Barlow is a creep like that also; and it is not funny to joke about....It is a sick, sick, sick, sick, thing.........and even when a person reports abuse they are only targeted and slam-dunked, and the ones who are not abusive are targeted; so it is very difficult to know what to do sometimes; with all the talk and lies.......and the way you call it, is just as sick.........sick, sick....

if only these creepy men cared about protecting woman and children, as much as they did about covering up their abuse it would be easier..........the dogs and their cop, dogs.........one day we will have honest men who run things, and not the abuser's and their hired fists.............I have suggested that they build a jail in the center of town to torture there woman in, so that they will not have to use the states funding......they could make it out of sticks from the creek, and make it open, so that every one could see how they make fun of people they think are stupid.......and when they get done poking fun at them, they could shoot them in the head and save all the fun of teasing them to death.......

No, what's sick is the rampant abuse in this cult, the defense of this sick behavior by calling it "religious practice," the way both men and women are warped by flds-type beliefs, and the denials of it by the ones in power. And what's also quite sick? the huge amount of money it is costing to try to bring just a few of the many perpetrators to justice, and the toll on the vulnerable people whose thinking process has been so damaged by being born into these kinds of groups. Joking about it is the way some people deal with the very serious anger a lot of us feel in this country when we hear how long it has been going on and how hard it has become to do anything effective to stop it.

What's sick, is to see you your are so bigoted and bald faced as to believe that FLDS are anything less than a person just like yourself, with the same capacity to believe what they like, where they like and how they like. Be sick of it all you want, but America was built on the principle of free belief. So, anger yourself, stress your heart, rant and rave, and in the end, ultimately, rename yourself......Anonymous Bigot

I agree, religion does not make a person a pervert; and that is what keeps child mollester's protected....Who gave a hoot about the children? I am not brain washed or perverted.......I think I will make a list of names of people I know abuse children......It is only fair to the public. I will not list the people that they targeted....To protect them.......Doug Cooke, Ross Cooke, Marvin Cooke, Joe C. Jessop, Edwin Cooke, Willard Barlow, Daniel Barlow Jr. Lester Cooke, Nathan Cooke, Lynn Cooke, Richard Henery Cooke, Sam Barlow Sr. Helaman Barlow, Shelly G. Cooke, and it is a tradgedy, because our cops act as if nothing goes on and targets inacent people.......Helaman also did drugs at one time....that is why they could not clean anything up........They target the inacent until they drop....and the guilty walk free........And there are a few Bistlines........and a few Jessops........

I like the attitude of this free American. I am a free American. I believe that all men have the right to worship how they like.....Then one day the one's who did not believe in God did feel that they had a right to over rule some American's rights; It is time to turn the tide back to Free America........for we have the right to worship according to the dictates of our own consience......What we do not have the right to do is oppress one another..........IT is written; Love the Lord thy God with all your heart, and do not steal. Do not kill. do not bear false Witness. Do not injure or harm your neighbor....Do not covet....Do not take your brother's wife.......and the law of the land says the same thing........

Ok, anonymouse, where do you let it end? You take away the FLDS right to believe what they feel God commands, fine!! Now, next they come after people drinking beer, next people smoking, next people serving up Bread and Water/Wine for sacrament because it's not FDA approved or they don't have a license to serve. Next, next and next. You tell me where you draw the line oh wise one.

and with my family, my mother sat there until I was seventeen and could not figure out what my father's trouble was....then I had him charged and he was gone.......Then she married his brother and again she could not figure out what the trouble was....I asked her one day and she told me the children that were five and younger brought the trouble in.....yes, that is how it always was.....blame the children for what the creeps did.....and IT was a hard gauntlet I walked as he told the stories about me, and was caught and kicked out of our church......mother always was like that....she still targets me, and they all get real excited with their stories; but because of me at least a hundred girls were protected......and I do not care a whit what anyone thinks of me anymore...........now, they spread the stories and all, but in the end the one's guilty will pay.........I challange all you out there to confess and registar with the State..........for I am not guilty and I walked your gauntlett.........for there are at least a hundred more men who walk around town as if nothing had ever happened, blaming the girls and all..........I challange you all to confess and repent......I do not believe a person can repent; but at least registar......and to those who accuse me, get out your photo's, but make sure you take them of your abuse........for I am taking mine..........the picher's of what you did to me, to target me with a man's lies........you, cops who did not care a whit about truth.......get out your photo's.....of your abuse......

I wonder why Robert Knudson was so fearcefull in protecting theifs........Shelly Cooke was charged in Denver with mollesting three children..He owed the store a lot of money......Willard Barlow was his partner..........They have this list documented.......why did he not call the cops on him and have Them arrested......Why was he stalking me, as if I was the one who owed......men are strange sometimes........They like to hide their little secrets.......Maybe Robert Knudson is a child mollester too......That is the only thing that figures to me....The only reason he would protect theifs and liars is if he is guilty too.........He is a great business man......can side wind a person with, "I am the only one worth anything, and I am here to make you conform...." attitude.....Too bad it will take more than money to get into heaven.......Too bad he hated me, and protected theives........I wonder if he will ever make it right.....Oh, he already said he was sorry, because he did not want sued.....He is nice in a way........if only he would have cared about the right things.......now, that he called the cops and they harrassed me for so long, they want peace........I do too.....maybe he will leave me alone..........He will, because I shopped in a different store today.........It was very pleasant.....some one else can pick up his trash.....I will pick up trash for people who care......and call the cops on crimnal's not people who do good always and happen to see a list of theives they keep hidden.......

oh, we figured out our difficulty. He has appoligised and he is not that way...HE did nto defend traitor's....I am grateful for that.......I like being at peace with these people.......Robert Knudson is really fairly nice........That is sweet that he made things right.....

Now, it is time for Utah and TExas to follow the example of Arizona and let WArren Jeffs go..........He is not guilty and never will be.......I am not guilty and never will be.....DO THE RIGHT THING TEXAS AND UTAH.....YOU HAVE IT IN YOUR RECORDS WHO REALLY WAS GUILTY UTAH. DO THE RIGHT THING AND LET WARREN GO.....FOR THE LORD WILL WALK WITH US........

In Joseph Smith's day he told the people that persicuted him what would happen. He proficied not to feel antagonistic towards them, for the fate that would befall them was terrible......they litterally starved to death going across the desert.......and that is what he proficied for this generation.......You that have taken a hand in harrassing a man who was not guilty and you knew it.........I just heard yesterday that troops were at our boarders getting ready for war.....Yes, we were all told this.........this would come.......and America, you asked for it; for allowing the media to do as they have done; and doing nothing to get a man who is perfect out of your jails.....and Texas the one who protects our country; where are your troops to defend America, now that you have scattered them across the sea to do as you have done...........I did not vote for war.......but it is upon you......and Joseph Smith said that when this war is over, there will not be so much as a yellow dog to wag its tail in opposition, when we go back to redeem Jackson County............You have killed my daughter's........those of you that did....and laughed at your ability to harm, me and them.....but your fate is upon you.........this is sad to me.....that you chose this terrible tradgey............

and when will our country men stop the tyranny? Only in America they can shoot you for religion, like in Waco and Ruby Ridge and Bomb the Twin towers and no one does anything.....When will our country men defend our own country?

Ruth, the brown skinned ones are being sent to your land for a reason. Those that fear the coming law will settle in Hilldale and St. George, seeking refuge. They need safe homes and jobs, they need your fields to cultivate.

Ruth, the brown skinned ones will be relocated to your lands in Utah.Since the UEP cannot keep itself in order, the brown skinned ones will have their reservation set aside for them on UEP lands. You will have to work side by side with them. Teach them your beliefsand share with them the bounty ofreunification. Then they shall turn white and you browned by the sun.

Joseph Smith also said that the negro's will flee America to keep from becoming slaves again........They will stand with England in the defense of Freedom......He asked the Lord to close his eyes to this war.....I know why. And you people who seek WArren Jeffs lives; read the fate of the Persicutor's of the Prophet Joseph Smith for your fate is as their's.....My eye's weep constantly for your fate you choose........And I know why Joseph asked the Lord to close his eye's to this sight........

If Texas desires to seal their fate upon them; then the Lord will walk with him...For he has promised me............And the record will be complete. We will tell our children for a thousand years; this story.............for it was also written that we will remember for a thousand years.........and we will pick up no sword.......ye, murders's of the pits of hell......

And here you have Arizona hold a man for three year's at least and can find no charges against him, and no one does anything.....Do you feel like you was cheated out of your great Tax dollar's.......How many city's could have been built with this money? so this is how your law is? Are you OK with that? It is time to step up and be your committed word...........did you defend your country today, and hold your law maker's responsible...........or did you pretend it had nothing to do with you......Will you allow Texas to treat your law's with the same regard, or will you set a perfect man free....What will it be? the choice is your's.....for men's sins are always before them....That is what hell is...They never forget, and when they come up before the Lord they shrink in terror, for their sins are upon them..........and who did you help today? and who did you try to destroy?

I think that the dark skinned one's written in Prophacy are more than welcome here.....For it was written that they would come to excape the war........It was written that our desert would feed more than the Salt Lake Valley......and I am not the Judge.....The Lord is...If he sends them and there is food, they will be fed......and so will the White one's be welcome; for all things have already been written...The Lord will do exactly what he said...for all are his.....I am not he...I will not ever be brown..I was not born brown.......But the Lord has a place for every soul.........He puts all men in a place they can be the happiest to their compasity...Even the evilest person is put in a place they can be the happiest......but all things are already written.........This desert is very empty; but before they can all come, they need the faith to bring the rain............If you have rain in your hands through faith; come......if not we will do the best we can, if you come or not.......but be proud of who you were created to be...Be the best you in the world.........

Do not thing that I am un-grateful that Arizona did the right thing.....For there are no valid charges against Warren Jeffs.......He is not guilty....It is good that they did decide to let him go when they had no charges against him.........Arizona is a great state....We defend the freedom of all PEOPLE>>>>>>>>. and I feel like the rest of America Should step up to the mark.........Hip, Hip, for our Country...The Land of the Free and the Brave.........and I took it very personal when Sheriff Joe ARpio said he was going to elemintate the Mexican's and the Polygamists....I am not a polygamist.....If we tolerate that it will be the rest of the people after that......America is a country made up of All People, From Every Country.........was you prepared for this war? I was not, but it is here...I did not vote for war...I voted for peace........The Lord will give me Peace......in life and in death.......

don't you wish.....I have nothing against brown skin......I am just not brown.....you may flatter yourself I suppose; but brown skin does not make a person perfect, and neither does white skin.......but what a person does is what determines who they are.....and seriously is that all you can say.........

I just do not have any bad feelings towards Arizona....they did the right thing, in letting Warren Jeffs go......I am impressed......They did the right thing; Arizona did....Thank you, Father in heaven for that; and thank You Arizona for doing the right thing............

And Utah, you also can do the right thing........Make right the wrong you did and set him free.....Texas; please do not wait to be coached to set him free...Do the right thing in the begining and save yourself a whole lot of trouble........for he is not guilty and we all know it...save yourself the humiliation and do the right thing....Set him free......

and to all of you that I spoke to that did seek the life of a man who was not guilty of a crime; just a man who you all did think you had the right to take his rights from, for believing different than you; is that what our country is founded on? Our American Birth right does give us the right to freedom of religion; just as it gives those of you who do not believe in God the right to believe that....Am I foolish enough to take your rights away from you and inflict punishment on you for your beleives? What are you ready to unravel your rights? Take time to think about your whitch hunt and what will be the results?

He may spend time in Utah Jail for what he was not guilty of; but he will be free of the lie forever; for he did not harm anyone.....Here it is; my testimony; I write publicly; for it is upon us......One man did ask me who our next leader would be so they could kill him.....So it had nothing to do with a specific man....you can not kill the LOrd and religion; make sure you understand that...you may rail and hate religion til the day you die, but you can not stop this thing the Lord started.......

I did not fight in the war against the Indian Nation.....I stood in heaven watching and voted for freedom.....I did not fight against the Negro; I stood in heaven and watched them choose their position........I stood with Jesus......who did you stand with? right now you celibrate freedom and a man's rights have been stripped from him; just like mine was by traitor's that did seek my life first and Warren Jeffs after, so he would not find out what they did to me.........But Arizona did the right thing and I shall ever be grateful to these good men who did defend truth....The Lord promised there would be a few there, when I did need them.....I give you a hero's sallute.........and you know you...the one's who defended me and him.......and those who know in your hearts that I speak the truth......

you know what; getting arrested does not mean anything........I can see why men can destroy their family's so easy and no one cares.........I had a man tell me that I was not helpable...and to hear that kind of talk all my life? do you think that any one cared for real; or do they always protect abuse here? so they all hated me, just like Willard said and that cop would murder me for him too......but did I break the law.....Shut your mouths....I was disposable gargage to a man who swore to protect me......They could have skinned me from head to toe and fed me to the fishes and every one would have sat around talking about the great hero that fixed the retard...So much for people who hold out the light......but his lie is still a lie.....That is why they was mad at me...I dared speak the truth about the Horrid Barlow...........

nice cops we have and who was fired too......or as they will all tell you they was just being persicuted for religion...well they maybe will think of changing there religion to one that does not beat up woman for a mans lie.......petition congress for that why do you not?

and believe me now that I know the cops are one sided two faced liars, That will never happen to me again........I Knew better than to think anyone cared...Willard told me that they never......so they never...to bad I did not die when I was one, so I would not know their faces or names......but in the end they are the abusers and they protected abusers.....Johnathon told me that the reason they were picking on me, is becuase I was the one no one wanted....the cops before that, that are not cops now, said I was hated...So that is why it was so easy for Willard to almost kill me and no one cared........because just like he said they never......so hate me and make fun of me all you like...That is the new law in church to day...if a man beats his wife and she lives then the rest of you gang up and finish his job...shoot her in the head....call her names...insult her as much as possible and .............then pat him on the back for being rido f the retard and then they will all sit around and say they are the sweetest boys with smiles....and they will fool you all..until the reserection day......but it will still be his lie.....

How would I know? I do not let my family in my life.....It is too painful.......and as far as Warren Jeffs goes, it is like this....I gave my life to him....I did every thing right; and then these men came and stole my stuff. They put me out to die on the street; like no one...I asked Warren Jeffs and his brother for help. They turned their back on me....Ten years later they discover that one of the men are mollesting his children, and put him out of the church.....So, I loved and worship Warren Jeffs and every word he said, and he hated me and abandoned me; and left me to the wolfs to die........he gave to everyone; and hated me.......I wish I could forget him and my family taht loves him or the hypocrits that pretend to love him........I wish I could forget them all; or that I ever knew this people who take sides with a man and trash women on gossip stories....I wish I could forget I ever met them or know there names and faces at all.........for they pick to death those that they feel are not quite as glorified as them. and I never knew a preistood man; for the one's I lived with are traitors...twenty years from now, they will discover the rest...but they hated me from the begining of time, and never gave me a chance...So, I wish I had not ever met him or them.......

I just found out that you never ask Warren Jeffs for any thing, or his people; for they will banish you and do every thing they can to destroy you and then pat them selves on the back and support the liar and abuser and go to church ans sit like hero's......He hated me....do not get things mixed up....I worshiped and loved him...Now, I only wish I had not ever met him and I could forget; the horrid cruelness of him and his people.....for they are the cruelest people I have ever met.......although I did not agree with that raid and him being in jail.....I feel that the really love those they love and why they hated me I do not know and have not figured out yet.....but hate me they did.......for they idalized abusive men......

For the first time in my life, I have understood my church people.......they teach that they are the only one's in the world with the truth. They teach that the Mormon church is the great and abonminable church; then every time they get tired of their wives or children they turn to the Mormon Church to beat them up with their law.....if they do not conform to the man with the fist; then they persicute them until they leave....unless they get a lawyer and fight for the right to stay....Then they say they do not want to quarrel and try to buy their victum's out.......Then they teach that their souls are lost forever in hell......and if you talk to them or accociate with them then you also will be forever in hell....and when the men are done beating their wife up and all who will not submit to the fist of the man; they go into court, behind the person's back and slam dunk them.....all paid for nice and neat; mind you........great lawyer to slam dunk the woman; and all......if some one happen's to be nice to the victum they slam dunk them with talk and gossip....all paid for by the men mind you.......then they all parade around boasting that they have the light to heaven........why they sell trinkets of the world in their stores and it is hard to tell really the saints from anyone else; except they wear cloths and the rest of the world does not......except I feel like there are at least ten true Christians here......maybe; and gossip is the law they all follow

Ruth, it sounds like you are finally seeing the light about flds leadership and its serious abuses and hypocrisies. That is truly wonderful to see, and I would add this- you said something about "this thing the LORD started cannot be stopped." Well, anything that is TRULY of God can never be stopped. Good prevailed for all time on the Cross of Calvary. Jesus Christ shed His precious blood for the sin of all who will trust only Him for salvation. He still reigns, and He is the only One every person will ultimately answer to. Regarding mormonism, God did not start that. Mormonism is a false religion started by a man named Joseph Smith who very clearly and determinedly rejected New Testament Christian beliefs, and taught others to actually look down on the Bible while he pretended to respect it. Like all false teachers, he wanted respect and power for himself. It has been researched, and now proven that a couple of Joseph Smith's pals wrote the Book of Mormon by using portions of the Old Testament King James version and mixing that with fantasy writing based on trying to copy the sound of King James period English. One of those men needed money to support his family and had written other published fiction stories for which he was paid. Joseph Smith twisted and mingled Christian beliefs with masonic practices plus some other pagan ideas from some of the world's other religions and made it into a new religion with heavy Christian-sounding overtones and righteous-seeming practices, such as healthy eating ideas and hard work habits. Smith desired many females so he made up scripture-sounding words to make it seem like God was involved with commanding polygamy as some means to save one's soul, which is absolutely unbiblical and outrageously sinful. In other words, he made up "commands from God" as a threat to make others he wanted to influence comply with his own fleshly ideas and desires. Not all women and girls Smith showed interest in gave in to his expressions of interest in them, even as he told them God "revealed" that he should "marry" them. Several told him to get lost, basically. It was Smith's sinful but effective way to make his many affairs look like some sort of religious thing when in fact it was exactly the opposite of New Testament moral teachings. This is typical cult strategy, Ruth. Lots of false religious leaders have done very similar things to get sex and money out of gullible people. Mixing Bible with high-sounding claims by people with persuasive personalities has been effective in hurting many people down through the years, and that kind of thing continues somewhere in the world. Flds is just one of many modern false belief systems where people are threatened and believe in fellow mortal men instead of God. Smith played with several Christian teachings but ignored and perverted many other things in the Bible. He was most certainly a false and sinful leader, as are all those who have followed in his footsteps to lead others astray with the many unbiblical mormon beliefs about God. I wish you well in continuing to hold fast to Jesus alone, the true Jesus of the Bible, (not the false, made-up other Jesus of mormon writings and beliefs.) He is the only One Who will never fail us. He is the only One we should ever worship. Once we have placed simple child-like trust in Christ alone, we do not need to slave away to eventually earn salvation. Christ already did that ultimate sacrifice on our behalf on Calvary. All these sinful men that have played with power and others' lives will stand before the God of the universe, who the Bible says is God revealed in Christ, His only Son. They will receive His judgment, and be sent away from His Holy Presence forever. It is obvious they do not know Him at all by the lives they have led, Ruth.

I do not like religious quarrels. We have a right to believe what we desire......according to your own words, Jesus paid the price for these people and will be forgiven......I know that the one's who harm little children and abuse their wives will be cast into outer darkness; but they are already in darkness or they would not be cruel........Prayer is what I need more of......

I did mean to say that according to your words, all these men will be forgiven, for Jesus paid the price; but I feel to say that the scripture reads as such to me; all men will pay for their own sins and suffer as Jesus did, who was not guilty, to make an attonement for their sins; but if a person repents and turns to the Lord with full purpose of heart, then Jesus can say, "thou hast been forgiven" and when they forget, they will not shrink in the pressence of God and if they repent not, they shall go into dissalusion; and feel the full weight of their guilt upon them......and will suffer the second death; witch is spriritual death.....and a change to become matter again to be used as the Lord sees fit........and they will have no compasity to harm anyone farther.....not even themselves......and the bible teaches exactly what Joseph Smith taught.....both are a history of people and what the Lord did with them.......so it is in our day....the Angels are writing a bible.....

Ruth- You ARE being prayed for, rest assured of that. GOD LOVES YOU, the true God revealed in the Bible, not the false god(s) of mormon teachings. Christ's love for you will never change, and you have been prayed for, for some time. Look at Psalm 139 and Hebrews 8. God knows all about each and every one of us, and nothing can separate us from His love. All people in the flds, who desperately need the truth about God, are also being prayed for. Yes, they yearn for Him, but He is not in the things they have been doing to find Him. They ignore His Holy Word, the Bible, and revere mere sinful men, every single one of whom are false prophets, not true ones. Flds do not worship the true God of the Bible. Flds looks at those who love God as He is revealed in the Bible, and decide those people are condemned, and it is because they've been wrongly taught that all their lives. Warren, and all lds and flds leaders desperately need Christ. They need to repent before Him before it is too late for them. All of them. They are all wrong about God. They have all been embracing falsehoods via mormon teachings, and all those many lies need to stop. Thousands are finally coming out of the lds now, thank God, and that needs to continue. People who think they have power, like Willie Jessop, desperately need to repent before God for their rebellious lives. All their lives they've been indoctrinated with lies about God and about their own nation. Warren is just a sinful mortal himself, so he can't save Willie's soul, and neither can any other mortal man. They are sinners themselves and cannot forgive the sins of others. All the evil talk and rebellion against the laws of our nation, all the constant condemnation of others when they themselves are so wrong about some things, it all must stop. Flds sets itself in judgment of the entire rest of the world, yet flds does not have the real Jesus, so its judgment is very flawed and it prides itself on breaking laws. The only way people are forgiven of their sins by Jesus Christ is if they humbly, genuinely and honestly ask Him to forgive them. I am not talking about jailhouse confessions or any other things sinful man has cooked up to deceive others into thinking they are "new men" when in fact they are not, and are just playing more games. The Bible says God is not mocked- in other words, we just can't fool Him. It may seem like it takes a long time for Him to allow some to suffer for their crimes against others, but in the long run, they will. The ONLY way they can escape His permanent judgment against them is to confess their sins to Him and ask forgiveness. His death on the Cross of Calvary is the only adequate payment for man's sin according to the New Testament. The Old Testament animal sacrifice system was a foreshadowing of the sinless life and death of Jesus Christ. Not one of us deserves His mercy-that's wrong to see ourselves as deserving of it. The only people that deserve it are those who never reach an understanding of sin and shame in this life, like mentally handicapped people, those who die very young, etc. There are many things we all would like answers to from God, but we all just NEED His mercy. No one who has ever committed any sins is automatically forgiven their sins by Jesus if they don't personally realize they need His forgiveness and ask Him for it. People that are determined to embrace something or someone else as some kind of path to salvation are calling God a liar. There are millions who call Him a liar by their refusal to believe what He says about how to find peace with God. Jesus said in John 14 verse 6, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No man cometh unto the Father but by Me." Jesus- the ONLY One, the ONLY way.

Amen. Warren Jeffs is NOT the Son of God. He has not been sent to jail in order to atone for your sins. He is not in jail because YOU are a sinful person. He is in jail because he is a criminal who abuses those who trust him. He is a true example of power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely.

Bless your heart Ruth. Did you know your writing has a touch of genius? I hope somebody, somewhere is saving your words on paper in case they vanish into the internet. Your words mean something, you mean something.

Ruth, Don't forget,now! You ARE being prayed for. Every day I pray for all trapped in flds and other false beliefs, especially such groups here in the US.

Just for you, Ruth, here are a few words from one of many comforting hymns: "Burdens are lifted at Calvary, Calvary, Calvary... Burdens are lifted at Calvary.. Jesus is very near!" and also this, "My hope is built on nothing less than Jesus' blood and righteousness. I dare not trust the sweetest frame, but wholly lean on Jesus' Name. On Christ the Solid Rock I stand, all other ground is sinking sand, all other ground is sinking sand!" The lds has used many Christian hymnbook hymns over the decades, but they are and will always be CHRISTIAN evangelical hymns that were flat-out plagiarized by the mormon organization from the very Christian churches that Joseph Smith condemned. Remember, Ruth, JESUS, JESUS ONLY. We ARE praying for you. If I could, I would send you a beautiful Cross. But remember, Jesus died on that cross for us, but rose again to live as our Great King forevermore. He is alive and He WILL come again, just as He said. Millions live for that hope every day all over the world.

I have perfect confidence in the Lord Jesus; I know my test here is only for a time; then Willard Barlow, Marvin Cooke, and the other's pretending they are christian's will have to speak the truth; and my Mother.....She will have to tell how she protected abuse and targeted some one who was not guilty.....she is seventy now; she can not live forever.........I shall never speak to her anyhow.....She hated me all my life and stood by why I was beat to the ground and could not get up again; and did not call the cops on that man or the other's but beat me for telling them no; no to abuse.......yes, she looks like a saint, going about her bussiness. but she defended the wrong people; for they were guilty not me; but I shall not live forever; thankfully......I shall be glad when my time is up; and i shall never see these people again. unless they repent.....

that is nothing to be excited about. It is a terrible tradgedy...Just like my life and the day I was born and looked my Mother in the face........Just like the first day she looked the other way to abuse and hit me. Just like the rest of everything in the world; when cops are out to get people they hate and make a crimnal out of some one who is not....just like they looked the other way to abuse. and openly say they hate me; all because of gossip and now every one is riunning around with camera's to see who they can sue and take down.........well, I may go to jail again on a lie again; I may die there too; because I am not getting in this fight; death is better......too bad for the acedent..........I am grateful that the people who were hit were not killed....That is a plus......jail and this life is only temparary.....Heaven is forever.........I am so grateful we do not live forever and Jesus is the final Judge and i will excape abuse and abuser's forever........

I had to come back and look at the name....I was thinking you said Ronald Barlow......It was from Ronald Barlow's house that shot came from......I did not see who shot me, but it came from that direction.........That would have been a worse tradgedy......I guess I know nothing about Ronald Jessop.......Is there anything good to report..........

but just for the record; Hyrum is mad at me for calling the county, when I was assulted.........and their fancy city lawyer is their to assult me too.......Well, Hyrum I would only tell you this; I knew the day Richard Cooke was my Mother's hero that you hated me. I knew that not one person would have protected me in your church.....I knew ten years ago that you hated me and would do anything you could to destroy me.....You people did not even call me by my name. I was just the retard to you and abuser's were glorified on your pedistle....So, you have figured out how to hurt me all paid for and all....one day you will have to face me standing beside Jesus and you will not have your badge to hide behind as you assult me for Richard Cookes lie.....but I forgive you.........I am not the judge.........why do you not go get Willard to assult me too; so you can be a greater hero....I was so ill from getting arested and spending one night in jail...just think Hyrum and you bully cops; soon willard will have his hearts desire; willard and my mother; for i shall not live through to many more of your attacts.....that is for the record; so if I die for real at least i will not be like the boy who wrote on the wall and they found his writing after he was dead....That is why I write here...at least I am a human being to me, even if I was not to you; Hyrum or anyone else that defended Ricahrd and his lie.....Are you enjoying what you wanted...will you celibrate like the man who came out and rejoiced that I had been shot in the head.....soon willard will be done with his next murder........for my duaghter does cry unto God for Vengance and when I am gone I will too.....eternity is forever...this life is not...my pain and sorrow is only for this life and knowing you has been a great painful experience and I hope I never see you again in this life.....and may the Lord have mercy on your soul because you defended abuse and abuser's......and may I forget you as well as forgive......for I shall cry unto my God to stop all men that assult woman...........you wrote in your record that you twisted my arm and beat me up, becuase you did think I was crazy and you could charge me with a whole lot more....YOu are not quite the hero Richard Cooke was; why do you not charge me with more and let me sit in jail for one year....I would not live past eleven days for I almost did not come home last time, and the one night I spent in jail made me very ill...so willard will soon have his hearts desire and I will be dead; and until the reserection day I bid you farwell; you; defender of abusers............do what ever you want...just leave me out of yours and Richard cookes lies.........for I have added another name to untrustable people; big athoritive men who beat up woman for abusive men....and may I forget you forever and ever and ever; you that hated me.......you that hated me......and may my mother get her wish too; that I am dead so they can all be happy.........

there is nothing like reading the police report to find out what all the gossip is........I can not believe that I ever did think that these people were my friend....here is a poem entitled; How to murder your wife so no one knows;;

first tell her she is crazy, beat her up....go out and flatter all your neighbor's so when she cries you look nice.......throw her to the ground and try to force a handful of pills down her throat.......scream at her and tell her to stand in the middle of a circle, until you tell her she can move.....go to see Warren Jeffs to tell him all the bad things you can about her.....call all the cops and get them fired up, so that they hate her....drag this into court....hire a lawyer to slam dunk her......and when she comes into town, have the cos follow her. have them beat her up...........then say she is crazy.......works in the destroying department all the time......then go gossip about what you think about her, until every one has heard what a retard you are married too.....so they hated me....just like he said.....

If only I had died before I met my Mother; maybe I would have had a chance at life....If only I would have died before I met Willard Barlow and his cop friends....If only I would have died before I went to that place...If only I would have died before I met Hyrum and his family. If only I would have died before I met LORin. IF only I had died before I met Marie...IF only I had died before I met Daphnee, I maybe would have had a chance at life...If only I would have died before I met Shelly and Katie...If only I had died before I met these people who Idalized abuser's and trashed me with gossip and lies........if only I could forget that I knew them...If only I had not ever met them...I may have had a chance...if only...and one day I will get lucky and die, and never have to be around them again...and they can live with Richard Cooke, Willard Barlow and their lies in hell forever and ever.....if only I had died before I met them; I may have had a chance......now, I know beyond a reasonable doubt that these people hated me and would murder me for Richard Cooke and Willard Barlow and their lies......if only I had died before I had met them.....maybe one day I shall forget I ever knew them...just like I forgot my father.....

Dear Flora Mae, I am sorry that I did judge you. I am sorry that I did get in the middle of Val's deal...YOu got Laurene custody of her children. That is more than anyone did for me...Our cops right now, want to put a noose over my neck...I am shocked and dismayed at their brutality..........It has made me think deeply about you and the things I heard about you....I am sorry I did listen. why do you think you are the only one of your sister's that did go away......Daphenee married my brother; and is not happy......I am sorry for her too; that she is sad and hates me....I wonder what really happened in your family; that they would hate me so much.....I know what happened in my family and LOrin has always hated me, and threw a knife at me....my family sat their until I was seventeen ignoring abuse of my father and blaming me for what they supposed he did that he never did and hated me, for what he did to them.....Daphnee has never been happy and Lorin talks to Bertha like she is a freak...She is always sweet and Daphenee is never happy and LOrin caters to her and talks to bertha like she is garbage.......My Brother never cared about me at all...and anyhow after how those cops are treating me, I just was thinking about you and wanted to tell you I am sorry for critazising you.....maybe they all treated you like trash too.......sure wish I had been born and raised some where else; if there was a place for real that people care about each other; that is where I want to be......

do you think that there is any one else out there who wants to destroy my life for Richard Cooke, Shelly Cooke, and Willard Barlow's lie? Brooke Adam's had a turn; Laurie Allen had a turn; a lot of people in the police department had a turn; who will be next to destroy Willard's retard? Hyrum Roundy is really going to town. I am seeing if he can top Richard Cooke in the insult department.........He is getting a three.....his lawyer is getting a five......my lawyer is getting a seven.....

actually I knew better than to trust any one in the church at home......since I met Richard Cooke and Willard Barlow I have not had a friend....It was my best friends who did betray me. It is them who make the most fun of me.....Hyrum is really quite a great duplicate of Richard and Willard...He joys in twisting arms of woman just like Willard did; especially woman he thinks is stupid and diagnosed with mental health issues..........I shall keep his report of me, and his lies for the stack of men like him that came before.......I wonder how many will beat me up for Willard and Richard before I die........

He said his lawyer could charge me with more, but he realized that I was diagnosed with Bipolar disorder; so they pick on the disabled.....I wonder why he did not use his tazar Like Johnathon was going to.....just think if they did Willard and Mother and Richard Cooke would be hero's and I would be dead and Uncle Warren's city and people could celibrate that another soul lost......Here is a salute to you Hyrum.....you are not as great an abuser as Willard or Richard Cooke....You would have to do a lot more than you did. You would have to do a lot more than insult me and twist my arm.......And I never hit Marie, nor did I attact DAphnee........but you see, Hyrum your lies could not hurt a tenth as much as what Richard Cooke already done to me.....so join the club of finishing Richard and Willard's job........for they are and were master decievers.........and you have defended them admaiarbly.....I had to give you that chance to see if you was honest or not...I know you are not....and I made the greatest mistake in trusing a man again...every time I do they beat me up........

Why would any one care what I said on here? I was just Willard's disposable property.I was his it...Have you ever read the boy called it....I was that to Willard and my Mother.......the one called it...only they called me crazy Ruth..............and I wish I had never met them and I could forget them......I wish I had no memory of them.....I will one day; and Hyrum and the next bully will not be able to hurt me with Willard and Richards lies.......

I had no Val that ever supported me.......Torn between two worlds as Laurene was.....Yes, you are right....Marie decided Laurene was bad and did a lot to hurt her...Laurene wanted accepted, just as I did and did we get love from our family? torn between worlds....You mean I wonder what it would feel like to have my mother say I love you? sorry that would not ever happen....Or to have a Father say, "I care..." gee that would be swell; or to have had a husband who wanted me? I guess I am torn between two worlds...I wanted the people who lived the Law of Jesus that they taught; and I got beat up and kicked out......they do every thing they can to make me leave.......everything...I am Willards Barlow's freak....They even have on record the exrays of when Willard broke my ribs, but they hated me, and that did not count.....torn between worlds...you mean heaven where there are people who actually care about me and these people who torment me.....Yes, I am like Laurene....I wanted loved.........I do have friends....just not in Warren jeffs church....They only glory in putting traitor's on a pedistle......my best friends that I did every thing for betrayed me, and that is what they did to Laurene.....She told me how Marie called the cops on me, and stood laughing as the cops took her away.........and a few days ago, i had this same experience and Marie and the children stood on the Lawn laughing at me, because the cop was taking the retard away....Yet, Richard Cooke, and Jack Cooke mollested children for fourty four years and every one pretended not to see, but me.....That is why they hated me....I reported abuse....I guess the humiliation was too great for them to bear; so they trash me to deal with their own feelings......yes, torn between worlds......heaven and the hell of knowing Marie.

too much negativity....Once I was best friends with Marie....I do not know her chanllanges.....I have to let it go........Who ever really know's anyhow....There is just too much talk.....who know's anyhow? I was talking to some one and they did not have a clue what happened to me....All these people are growing up now.....they never met all these people I talk about...They never knew them........some of them......who knows anyhow....Let it go.......quit asking me question's about Val, and my past.....who really knows with first hand witness anyhow........

This is what Willard Barlow is like....First he beats up his wife and children.....they run away.....Then he kicks them out...then they die in a canal; or get stacked with his debts; and with me, I wrote a check......he did take it to the bank. His family owned the bank.......so, he filled in a greater amount with the numbers. That is why this bank in town went down.......My check blew away....Then I had a disabled son and daughter.....He did tease and torment them

and when my daghter died, he came and made a fancy speach about the hero he was......So, he robbed and cheated us......the state cared for my disabled children; and he made so they could not get care......he cheated us on ever side...Once the phelps school was broken into...they chased the person to our house...Willard slipped in right in front of them..They knocked and they answered to see if my sons were in bed...Willard said later that they caught Genie's son under the bed and blamed him.......so our police department targets people who do no wrong and protects filthy men........

and I did hear a man speak about going to the bishop for a blessing....He did ask for food, because he was hungry. The bishop took forever coming back and the boy went down finally and there he was staring at his shelfs of food. The boy told him if that was all he could spare, he could get along fine on his own......That is how it is to My Bishop's. If that is all our soul was to you, Lyle Jeffs and the man I know not your name; how sorrowful will be your day, when you meet the souls in the spirit world, you helped a man destroy.......

I do not know. I was arrested on a lie, because someone called the county and Hyrum was reprimanded....So he had to get revenge and came to my house and harrased me....Then he wrote up a report and slammed me.....Most of it was untruths...Now, my lawyer is hammering me for what happened ten years ago and harrassing me......I am getting out of it though........I will check out this business for you......These people here all think I am crazy and I got a perfect bill of mental health last week.........I wonder what my Lawyer will say when she sees that paper........sweet.....what is up with this business.......I will look around....

I do not really know...I have never heard of it.....There was a wreck and one boy was hurt. Another dead....One boy drowned. Another boy drowned.......then this lady was ill. I was in Salt Lake taking a class. All these things happened why I was gone.......Life is weird...I do not know....This much I do know; our cops are the cruelest people on earth........And I wish I could forget I ever met them...........Willard's oldest son of Beverly's drowned.......too much fighting and quarrling...too much sorrow.........I just can not deal with it any more....I never want to see a cop again......I never want to see them again.......ever.......I never want them to touch me again......never.......they are the cruelest people in the world.......the most horrid people on earth...these cops in my city.....

I was only in trouble because I was buying a dryer and paid for it....I was not on the bad check list.....I did go to the other part of the store to get some parts for the drier....I wanted to write one check and asked if I could do this......I was told I could....On the way out there was a paper with a list of bad check writers. the two men I had married in the past was on that list...They did owe a lot of money......I did look at this list....Well, the owner did not know what had happened and thought I had stolen something.....It turns out after I did talk to him that the list was not supposed to be visible to protect the people on that list and I did work it out......The owner is very kind to me now...I am glad I worked it out and wish I had not complained.........now, it is the cops who owe me a debt........for they have up-held a lie.....Johnathon said I would have to catch him....I am not going to try...........every one is about making money.....so, I feel we have come to an agreement......they wanted to prove I was crazy again; but a very nice man gave me a clean bill of health.....but in order for them to not force this lie upon me, i have to get counseling and not ever go to this cop again, who came to my house to harrass me.....the thing they do appear to forget it is the Lord who is the judge and as long as they live they have time to undo their lie........lets see if they do it.........Lorin was a witness to Uncle Rulon saying I would never be a son of perdition and another man was guilty...Mother was too....so, it is them who harrassed me the most..........Mother is seventy something...she does not really have a whole lot of time to undo her lie.........no one lives forever.........and Hyrum will live with his lie forever........for it is a lie, what he said about me......I have forgiven him......I was thinking of suing him; but that takes too much energy.........let the Lord deal with him....but he is a dishonest cop..........now, I am being hammered for his lie.........no wonder Richard Cooke could mollest his children, just like my Father did my older sisters and no one did anything....all a person has to do is report abuse and they are slammed by these cops; I am just grateful I am not them in the judgment day........

This is how it is.....I wanted them to care about me...They never will. they never have....I am wishing for what does not exist.........I love them...If I did not I would not care and I would go have a life....I am almost to decide that it does not really matter what they think anyhow......I have found the greatest classes in Salt Lake City I have been taking and they are helping me to see me......so they hated me, and defended cruelness.........it does not matter.........These cops do not know anything about me, and I hope they never do...Not all the cops are cruel........some chose to go home........I shall never like Hyrum Roundy, no matter what he does......no matter what he says...I may make peace with him, because that is what I always do with men who twist arms of women, and throw them in jail to get even; and all. But I shall never like him......I can not believe I did tell him that I liked him a little the day before.........never tell a man here you care about them; unless you want more than play......Hyrum is stupid........but i do not hate him......I forgive him for what he did to me.......I am getting over being ill from being in jail.....I hope he reads this.......This is what I think the law of our church is now; the meanest, cruelest man wins..........

Hyrum admitted that he did not know anything about me, and that he is basing most his knowledge of me, by a lie.........I shall do all I can to have him removed, like the other dishonest cops before him......maybe he will make a plea agreement and drop the charges and his lie.....

Johnathon, who is the chief of police said that gossip was so bad about me, that I would not ever succeed......I am not really interested in gossip; but it appears that every man in town has to have the opportunity to try to fit a lie upon me, and once they actually talk to me, and get to know me, they feel different........that is all......besides that I am a Cooke......I had this man tell me that Cooke's were always blamed for what other's did...I know it....there was two family's here no one cared about....Cooke's and Stubbs.......besides that this man came and told me that He told Lorin that if I was here he would not help him...That was when they was building Lorin's fence.......Then Hyrum put in his report that I was trying to keep Lorin from building his fence....So, really is it that my Mother and Lorin hated me, or are they getting pressure to hate me too........So, I am slammed just for being a Cooke..........But you know what; My Father never touched me, and I have nothing to be ashamed of, as to what I do......and so, yes it is a love, relationship.....I forgive them for doing to me what they have done....for Jesus taught that men will pay for their own sins and I do not have to pay for all mens sins....I feel like the state should fire Hyrum, Johnathon, and Helamen...for they are not honest...........and I forgive them...But I feel they need to account for their dishonesty.....

and frankly, they go out and harrass people they feel is not in their church, and portray something that is not and I feel that they should be no respector of person's or get a different job.....Policemen should be peacemakers.....not trouble makers....for then the people are not protected..........and i have a doctor's statement saying I have no mental illness.....and part of Hyrum's report said I did......so he does not know anything about me........and I should not be forced into counseling to satisfy his lie....He needs a job that is productive to him and does not stir people up to fear and parinia........

and frankly it is not a love hate relationship; For I do not hate anyone.........they may have hated me and portrayed a great lie about me, that is painful to me to deal with...but that is their feelings not mine...I do not hate anyone......

I really do not care if they hate me as long as they do not tell me about it.....I also do not care about their lie; as long as they do not come to my house and harrass me, and then say I was else-where doing something I was not..........what Hyrum put in his report was very much dishonest.........and the city deserves to have cops they can trust.....but they are not honest..........I used to hear stories about people who were railroaded, just because they were not in the church...I used to think that they were not true....Now, I know that happens to people...for when I say I love Warren Jeffs his people are nice, but if they think I do not love him they are the cruelest people on earth and take judgement into their own hands and harrass me most horrible.....

and they do not believe in what they teach; for it is written to live in love in so much that you weep for the souls of those who have not a hope of a glorious reserection and to use mild herbs and food to heal......and they take their wives and force them out and stick a lable on them and harrass them until the day they die.....At least that is what my husband does to me, and he has a bully police force to do his dirty work for him.........

I may take their deal; and they can keep their lie; but the public will be cheated if they keep these cops on...for they will be holding a lie........and things are a little different....I have a couple of friends....people who really cared about me. I never thought that would happen in my life here, but it did.......I know my mother will never care, because she always stood their and defended child abuser's and then said later she could not figure out what was wrong with her children.....Maybe she was honest in that, but all she would have had to do is talk to them and defend them, instead of beating them and betraying them......now, because I am not in her church she thinks my soul is lost; but a person has to be guilty of something for real to have to repent and I can not repent of their lie...That is some thing they have to do......but when your own mother hates you; what chance does a person have really? They just found a new way of beating me up......

and if I say anything about why they hated me, they say they never did....that is only because I talk about it now....before they did not care.....Lorin came out and threw bottles at me for picking up trash.....so they hated me and defended traitor's........but they was always like that.....That is why Richard Cooke and Jack Cooke had a perfect palace until I reported abuse on them both.......my family loves the liars...espessaly Marie...She just loved getting people in trouble and laughing when they were hurt.....

No. Laurene never laughed at me....I used to be Marie's best friend..I used to hear what she said of Laurene......Laurene used to spend a lot of time in her room or minding her business....Marie was quite the flower girl, going to misquete, kissing men, drinking, wearing make-up, sticking her leg out the window at truckers, and telling all her stories...She had a boy friend in Cedar she was going to leave with.....then Laurene disapeared...They all said she went crazy...I just figured she had....when i finally talked to her, it turns out she was minding her business, just like I was when she was dragged out of her bed and thrown out....She said when they came for her, Marie laughed at her too......I was so shocked.......I used to like Marie....NO, Laurene would never laugh......I am sorry she had to suffer....My sister Marie and My Mother need counsoling........They are in dire need.......

and all the children who were there when I was here have left...Now they have another group of children to tell their lies too...Marie, Lorin and Mother.......but the woman who assulted me will never hurt me again...I am sure of that...maybe I will have peace......I knew the Lord would protect me....I went to Salt Lake City to my class and prayed to be delivered from this assult on me, and this woman who did attact me had a heart attack......I am sorry she did...I had a heart attack when I was homeless and had no food; because these people robbed me, slammed my name and attacked me.......I think maybe we will have peace now......The Lord is the judge.........I shall be glad when it is my turn to leave this realm......I like peace and the city made a deal with me that they would not charge me with their lie, if I did get counsoling and not talk to the cops......I never asked Hyrum to come to my house and harrass me anyhow.......with some one else coming to talk to me, he will not be able to come to my place with his deceit as easy........they all say, "oh, the city does not want to sue you>" like they are trying to be looking like the nice guys.........I do not want to sue them either.......but they are bully's......these men who force and beat woman up, for a mans lie.......

and once a person gets a lable with a crowd that never cared, or spoke to them, it is hard to live down the lie...These cops are brutal........nice looking in their suits and all, but brutal......brutal to people they hate....very brutal..........

and if the fist of the cop does not work, after the fist of the man is done, they hire a fancy lawyer to slam the woman, fancy words on a paper and totally eliminate truth.....yes, our cops are brutal...dishonest and brutal........

and they were caught once again, beating up some one they did not feel like was int their church.......I will see to it that they lose their job....Only this time it needs to me Helaman and Johnathon.....They are the only two left on the force that beat me up.....and they are recruiting more monster's........in our church the only thing a man has to do is persuade, with long suffering, and gentle persuasion.........and our cops have a long history of beating up woman...they just have not been caught before.......thank you to those who took the vidio......I was not the first woman they assulted and will not be the last....If you are considering being a cop in my city; swear to uphold the law.......for we do not need bully's thiefs and liars, in our town...we are peaceable people; please try to remember that if you are a cop....not monster's who hide your lies well.....

well, I have once again decided not to get in the war......I fired my lawyer...Now, it is just a matter if the city really wants me to suffer for what they feel is my due suffering.......I have a heart defect and will not live through six months in jail...I have no money to pay a fine.......I shall not contend with them at all........they would turn me over to the government that by their standerds do all they can to destroy fundamental morman's......well, I said my goodbys to the people who were nice to me.....I have been ill all day. I read their account on truth will prevail...and here is a Letter to Hyrum....I forgave when Dale Barlow screamed at me, and hit me....I forgave when I was shot in the head....I forgave when Willard broke my ribs, and I forgave When Willard and Richard robbed me and threw me out to starve to death.....I forgive you too.........If I live through my sentancing, then it is just another day; for what man did not bully me and try to force me into the mold and the lie...........and if I die, i hope you enjoyed your revenge....and lie......You and Lorin and willard..........

so Johnathon and his cops admit to protecting Richard Cooke and his friends in trying to kill me.....so that is it.......They did think I would get them fired...I never will...I may die in jail this time, but that is what they want......I hope they enjoy their murder's....for the time is short.....

Every one may think that what our government is doing to Warren Jeffs and what they did to me, no one will know about.....but they are cold blooded murder's.........They are cold blooded murder's.......these people who torment a man for religion.........What they did to me, is a testimony that they are cold blooded murder's and what they did to him testify that they are cold blooded murder's......now, it is written on truth will prevail and the texas blog and in the portals of heaven it is written....I am glad I am not in the shoes of these cold blooded murder's.....Sam Barlow, Richard Cooke, Stephan Barlow, and the rest who would murder inacent people.....

of course I rememeber Val...He hurt me so much, but I just pretend he did not and that he was nice...He did feed me a few times; why he helped destroy my life.........and the cops got caught beating up a woman....maybe they will be fired.......and they are petitioning for a new judge.......

Here is an open invitation to all the drug addicts in the world.....Just go enroll in mental health....they will give you speed and any drug you desire.........and the government will pay for it...No more need to steal from your parents, family or friends......but all the doctor's that did prescribe this drug to destroy me are gone....but I am sure there are a lot of doctor's out there that will give you anything you like......and you will never have to go to jail again......oh, and if you do not like your wife, be sure and go force her on these drugs and tell all kinds of stories about her, and the government will pay for you to destroy her....Then you will be as big and great as these great men here in our church who are the greatest of all liars......for they get paid and so did the doctor and a lot of other people to destroy.....that is what America does, except a few people like me who truly defend liberty.....

How-ever I was not on speed...what they gave me they did think would kill me in three to five minuet's......ordered by Sam Barlow, Stephan Barlow, and Richard Cooke......That was in the paper's....who did employ these men to do the thing? The man I married........behind the scenes......and our cops got caught beating up a woman....and stealing.....for with out Johnathon and Helaman these things could not have been done, so no one would know.......

and I write this so every one will know, since I am getting pressure to open my records......There is a doctor in St. George named Dr. Roger's who did try to abort my daughter when I had only six weeks left....This caused her to have major head injury and resulted in her being disabled....I have the doctor records to prove this.....so, they hired this doctor to do this too.......and I am glad I am not them.....Dr. Astle saved my life and hers......they put a needle in her and drew blood three times...One from her head.....and she died ten years later, from a doctor after hours...I did not catch his name....Richard Cooke forced me to go to see her......they did meet me after hours and give her a shot, in Dr. Twiggs office and that ended her life in the most horrid and tragic manner three weeks after they gave her this shot, and ten years after they tried to abort her......now, do not ask for any more of my records...It is too tragic; what these men did.......

but they was all celibrating because Helaman was the hero who did catch Seth Cooke threatening people.....He may only talk about it, but these people do it and pretend to be saints.......and besides they have hated Cooke's from the day I was born....they was harrassing him very baddly......and believe me these people do know how to harrass.......then look cute for the public.......

sweet, Utah you are my HEro once again.......Sweet....Now, Texas you be the one to fly the flag of freedom, and let Warren Jeffs go........do not try Warren Jeffs for what he did not do....Sweet.....Thank you Utah......for Alyssa Wall is a liar and only a puppet of anti-polygamy groups......she is the greatest un-truth...Thank You Utah......

Oh Utah and Arizona....how could you let the sweet slaves of the principle down....allowing Warrento haunt us once again...run children and women to Texas and freedom...Ruth is a liar and supporter of slavery..may her police enslave her for her statements..

I am not aware that any police are owned by anyone......I think they cater to what ever they feel at the moment......I am sorry that you are feeling baddly today........I will pray for you.......for the freedom of all people.....Police, and every other soul on earth........freedom......

for Johnathon is the head of the under ground railroad......every time a man is abusing a girl, they beat her up and pat the men on the back...and she is bartered for; by the media, the anti-polygamists and then they sit and wait on the fringes for another girl; and when they use her up, they wait for another......and if they sue me, kill me, beat me, hate me, or torture me....truth will stand forever.....Johnathon will be remembered in heaven as the greatest protector of abuse.......

Johnathon will come and be the savior comparable to the prophet...they will sue.. Warren will be free soon to rule with his police...then they shall seek youout...you will be sweet and broken in like a fine horse...

and I do not suppose any of you have to worry one whit about Warren Jeffs....You was afraid he would protect your victum's; is that it.....even in jail he had more dignaty than any human being I have ever encountered.........and what will you say to Jesus in the reserection?

and your pittance will do you no good; for the dollar will not buy you a lawyer; It will not buy you eternal life....It will not buy you truth; it will not buy you dignaty....it will not by you time no longer.......and your guilt will stand with you forever...and ever....and ever.....and ever.....and ever.....and ever.......and ever....on and on and on and on and on and on and on.........

and the saddest thing about Hyrum, is he wanted to prove to me he was a great cop......I guess he is.....If you flatter him....just like the rest.........but he swore to protect my rights with them.........and his lie will live with him for-ever......once I had a choice to betray a man who hit me and screamed at me, that I knew I was the one no one wanted..... I only got a restrainging order.......Then I was shot in the head, and I forgave...Then I was attacted by a woman and insulted greatly by another....and Hyrum wrote up a lie in his report....He accused me of what these ones did... and their lie will lie with them forever.....that is what hurts me the most.......a man that will have to face Jesus face to face, and say, "I lied and caused this soul, great agony and pain....and the memory will not leave me, and I have no rest........and from this day to the day I die, I shall never set foot in my mother's house again...I knew better........

You know what/ My Mother started when I was very young robbing me of friends......her doing what she did with those wicked men makes sense to me....If I had been a human being to her she may have had to care, and that would have been asking too much.......so, Hyrum was right in lieing about me.....did not want to disapoint Mommy dearest.......

weird; what woman is a horse; cared and brushed everyday; sweet little pony; ya? there is one thing men have to have. there is one weakness all men have...when they lie with a woman, they want cuddled and they are the weakest, between the knees and the waist....that is my streanth. that protects me...for all men want carresed and coddled.......and I am not beautiful.....and I was a queen the day I was born......and I am not as stupid as they all did think.....Hyrum can coddle another....and so can the rest.....

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