i've recently lost 95 pounds, but still have 45 more to go. i have an eating disorder so anytime i eat what i consider to be a lot of food i mentally degrade myself over it and continue doing so until i finally do loose weight. The main thing i care about is the weight loss so it is very hard for me to not use the scale as the ultimate judge on the value of me as a person. The excess skin is really starting to get to me at this point. i'm not sure i'm ever going to truly recover from my ...

i've recently lost 95 pounds, but still have 45 more to go. i have an eating disorder so anytime i eat what i consider to be a lot of food i mentally degrade myself over it and continue doing so until i finally do loose weight. The main thing i care about is the weight loss so it is very hard for me to not use the scale as the ultimate judge on the value of me as a person. The excess skin is really starting to get to me at this point. i'm not sure i'm ever going to truly recover from my eating disorder.

Thanks for your comment on my blog earlier today. I just read your page intro...you sound like you've been doing really well. Sorry to hear you say "i'm not sure i'm ever going to truly recover from my eating disorder" - you can do it! I have those kinds of negative thoughts too (all the time), but please try to believe in yourself! You're worth it, and I totally believe we can truly recover from EDs.