This week has really got me thinking to myself lately…
A person I know told me “I’m not in the mood.” even though I really wasn’t approaching him in anyway to piss him off. I really wonder about what I seem to be doing wrong. Perhaps I should go through my life locked in a lucid daydream, tuning out a world I really cant seem to understand. I only approach and talk to people the way I do because I really have no Idea how else to approach them. I only do the same things the other friends seem to do. so why is it always bad when I seem to at least just say something? No I understand a lot of things. and this isn’t the first time he’s said that to me. And another person I know seemed to do something similar. Kicking me in the leg Even though I had no way to tell she was upset, and yet the very same person she had been at seemingly total war with Suddenly seems to be the one she confided to and I was the one who Helped them both with that problem. It seems the more I try and help people for the better it seems that they often seem to reward me with malice. And when I try to stay out of their problems things always seem to be falling apart with no solution. it blows. Completely blows. There’s only one other person in this world who’d never act that way. Just Wish there were more people to branch out to, you know?