About Me

July 23, 2010

a beautiful dove like you will keep on flying high,until somehow magically you own the sky,as for that reason i won't be a drag to hold you from your search,because i'll be down here waiting for you on mother earthan independent soul like yours will keep on living free,until you finally colour your life with full of glee,a colour of life which keep you fill and satisfy,but still i will be right down here waiting to justify.

if there even a slightest thing in this worldthat could ever slow your pace, girli'll kill it instantly so that your lust keep on firewhy? beacuse girl like you is full of passion and desirei couldn't stop you i wouldn't want tobecause your type of naturale is just a fewa rare girl like you i hard to findthats why i'll keep waiting till you are mine

you are you whom become miss teenyou are you whom one day will be a queenyou are you whom never slow downyou are you whom alway own the townyou are you whom never give upyou are you whom never stopyou are you whom bend the curveyou are you whom i alway love

Can we pretend that airplanesIn the night skyAre like shooting stars?I could really use a wish right nowWish right nowWish right now

Can we pretend that airplanesIn the night skyAre like shooting stars?I could really use a wish right nowWish right nowWish right now

(Dreamin’)(Of fallin’)(Dreamin’)(Of fallin’)

(B.o.B)

Let’s pretend like it’s ’98Like I’m eatin’ lunch off of Stryofoam traysTryna be the next rapper comin’ out the A (A-Town)Hoping for a record deal to ignore my painNow let’s pretend like I’m on the stageAnd when my beat drops, everybody goes insane(Okay) And everybody know my name (B.o.B)And everywhere I go, people wanna hear me singOh, yeah, I just dropped my new albumOn my first week, I did 500,000 (Yes)Gold in the spring, and diamond in the fallAnd then a world tour just to top it all offAnd let’s pretend that they call me the greatestSellin’ out arenas with big-ass stagesAnd everybody loved me, and nobody hatedJust tryna use imagination

Can we pretend that airplanesIn the night skyAre like shooting stars? (Shooting stars)I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)Wish right now (Wish right now)Wish right now (Wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanesIn the night skyAre like shooting stars? (Shooting stars)I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)Wish right now (Wish right now)Wish right now (Wish right now)

(Okay) Let’s pretend like this never happenedLike I never had dreams of being a rapperLike I didn’t write raps up in all of my classesLike I never used to run away into the blacknessNow, let’s pretend like it was all good (Good)Like I didn’t live starin’ in the notebook (Notebook)Like I did the things that I prolly knew I should (Should)But I ain’t have neighbors, that’s why they call it hood(Yeah) Now let’s pretend like I ain’t got a nameBefore they ever called me B.o.B or AKA Bobby RayI’m talkin’ back before the mixtapesBefore the videos and the deals and the fameBefore they ever once compared me to Andre (Three Stacks)Before I ever got on MySpaceBefore they ever noticed my faceSo let’s just pretendAnd make wishes out of airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanesIn the night skyAre like shooting stars? (Shooting stars)I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)Wish right now (Wish right now)Wish right now (Wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanesIn the night skyAre like shooting stars? (Shooting stars)I could really use a wish right now (Wish right now)Wish right now (Wish right now)Wish right now (Wish right now)

And it seems like yesterdayIt was just a dreamBut those days are goneThey’re just memories

And it seems like yesterdayIt was just a dreamBut those days are gone

(Eminem)

Let’s pretend Marshall Mathers never picked up a penLet’s pretend things would’ve been no differentPretend he procrastinated, had no motivationPretend he just made excuses that were so paper-thinThey could blow ‘way with the windMarshall, you’re never gonna make itMakes no sense to play the game, ain’t no way that you’ll winPretend he just stayed outside all day and played with his friendsPretend he even had a friend to say was his friendAnd it wasn’t time to move and schools weren’t changin’ againHe wasn’t socially awkward and just strange as a kidHe had a father and his mother wasn’t crazy as shitAnd he never dreamed that he could rip stadiumsAnd just lazy as shitFuck a talent show in a gymnasium, bitchYou won’t amount to shit, quit daydreamin’, kidYou need to get your cranium checkedYou’re thinkin’ like an alien, it just ain’t realisticNow pretend that they ain’t just make him angry with this shitAnd there was no one he could even aim when he’s pissed atAnd his alarm went off to wake himBut he didn’t make it to the Rap OlympicsSlept through his plane and he missed itHe’s gon’ have a hard time explaining to Hailie and LaneyThese food stamps and this WIC shit‘Cause he never risked shit, he hoped and he wished itBut it didn’t fall in his lap, so he ain’t even hereHe pretends that

AirplanesIn the night skyAre like shooting stars?I could really use a wish right nowWish right nowWish right now

Can we pretend that airplanesIn the night skyAre like shooting stars?I could really use a wish right nowWish right nowWish right now

July 20, 2010

i was left in the dark for quite something i've turn to something i hate. darkness can be comforting sometimes, but when u do keep comfortable in the dark, it means u've change. yes, darkness do presenting bad things,demonic things. thats why we should fear if we felt comfortable in the dark. but what if the question of choice in not on the table? what if we cant choose not to live in the dark. we are force to do so.well that mean we are meant to be in dark. we are meant to be bad. we are meant to be the vilain in life. we are who we are, thats correct n thats are also not true.sometimes we are force to be something we dont want to without us knowing that. we are becoming something bad unwillingly. once we realise we are too late because we had become the thing that we not supposed to be. wanna know bout darkness? thats real life..

You are special. why? we text each other 24/7. the only then we stop is when we both are asleep. You are special. why? because everyday i sent u a good nite poem just before you go to dreamland. You are special. why? you make me smile every second my phone rang when i get ur texts. You are special. why? because sometimes you force me to webcam eventhough i hate YM. You are special. why? because on my laptop the wallpaper is either our sweet pix or our pix together. You are special. why? because i bought ateddy bear since i met you. You are special. why? i miss you every single day.You are special. why? because after all this while, i havent even confess to you how i feel all along since we first reunited after long lost. You are special. why? you stole my heart away and i know it keep on pounding everytime. You are special.why? BECAUSE I DO LIKE YOU.. You are special.why? BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.