Monday, April 16, 2012

of I and I alone

The thoughts are
wandering far in the ocean rising and falling with the waves in pursuit of
frequency with which to resonate…

They say its
impossible to get the patterns out of chaos, yet the
mind keeps on discerning in a hope to discover ,with alter ego
warning constantly that the chaos is intentional, deliberately raised for the
sake of swollen ego…

The resurrection
of wholesome is not possible out of what is nothing but smithereens of a
fragmented intellect…

For the sake of
I only, I had lived, But this I only got lost somewhere in the process or rather
should I say now only
It dawned upon I that I never was Found. No more I seems
a reality. And I questions itself of its existence.I has lost the
sense of being,yet the I
exists.The material
manifestation of I remains.I is much more
than just the material manifestation of I or is this notion alone a trap
culminating into a never ending chain of illusions?

The thoughts
seeking a refuge from the whirls in the sea, groping to find a single piece of
ground to which to stick…

The boundaries
of tangible and intangible are diluting calling for the rational faculties to
shift from the empty hypothesis to an established fact.

It may lead to
transcendence of thoughts, of dreams, of realities, of values, of perceptions,
of self,nevertheless
journey will continue to reach the ultimate end because that alone is the
reason, that alone is the destiny.

About Me

finding it hard to figure out myself,m longing to chase the infinity the undefined,understand the enigma associated with the being,with the existence of self .sometimes i feel the tyrannical impulse to power and yet another times i land up with a quest for a life imbibed with the true colors of love.