Well, i went to my first rave in year last night and i realized sumthing about myself.. When i walk into a rave, i feel like im at home. Like everyone is family and the music my guide to life, im a dj just i haven't came out yet. Because i think i'm not ready to go public, i mix with VDJ and i know how to use the tables i practise on my friend's all the time. Im just not ready I guess. But anyways, when i went into the rave, i was early so nobody was really there yet. so I was jammin with my mom's friend i know how wrong does that sound she stayed with me to the party got started then left.
So when the party got started, i took sum happy drinks..*cough cough.*
And i realized it a place were i can and feel at home. like the music feels my body with life.
so i guess music helps me live.