Amanda fell inlove with a girl at the age of 12. This is her story. What happened to her, what lies she said, her heartbreaks, her first times, etc. Very interesting. Read and review! Still in progress though.

I was mad and hurt at
the same time. I couldn't concentrate in my Music class because of
what Kay told me. I was mad at myself for thinking Di had the same
feelings for me. I was also mad at Di.

How could she have
been so sweet? So deceiving?

I was mad at her for
making me believe that there's something going on between the two
of us. I was mad at her for telling me things that made me happy. I
know I didn't have the right to get mad at her, I was just making
up excuses to hide the fact that the person to blame was myself. I
made my own fantasies and conclusions anyway.

Last period ended and I
was supposed to send Di a text message to let her know. This had been
a routine for the both of us since the first time we communicated.
But I didn't send her a message. I saw her and had this same
flutter in my stomach, but I told myself to stop with this nonsense
already.

Di was around 50 feet
away from me classroom and was holding her cell phone. I knew she was
waiting for me. I made her see me and my unwillingness to text her on
purpose. I spent the rest of the afternoon ignoring Di by making
myself look bored to give her the sense that I would text her
anytime, which I didn't.

I went home without
giving Di a word from me. It was until after dinner when my phone
suddenly beeped.

'Hey Amanda' It
was obvious who it came from

'Hey you' I
replied dryly

'What's up with
you? You didn't text me after class. You weren't even busy.'

'Oh. Sorry.'

'Are you mad at
me? What did I do to you?'

EVERYTHING. You gave me
hope and took it away. You made my days. You were in my dreams. You
made me want you. You made me fall for you. You made me believe there
was something between the two of us. You have this power over me. You
took my whole self with your words. UGH! We haven't even been with
each other in person even for once and you made me this!

'Nothing. ;)'

My phone rang a few
seconds after I sent the message. Di was calling me and seeing her
name flashing on my phone made me forget that I was supposed to
ignore her.

"Hey."

"Is something wrong?"
Di asked

"No, I'm perfectly
fine. Thanks anyway."

"I don't believe
you."

"Then don't, I
don't care."

Di sighed on the other
side of the line.

"Are you doing
anything?" Di said after sighing

"I'm reading Harry
Potter."

"Oh..."

There was an awkward
silence between the two of us. I turned the book to the other page
loudly so she could hear the paper rustle. She didn't say anything
for the next couple of minutes so I got impatient and started reading
her lines from the book.

"...the next thing he
knew, everything went black; he was being pressed very hard from all
directions; he could not breathe, there were iron bands tightening
around his chest;"

I
was practically screaming on the phone. My voice was loud, hard and
impatient. "...his eyeballs were being forced back into his head;
his eardrums were being pushed deeper into his skull---"

"Amanda, do you love
me?" Di interrupted.

"What?"

"Just answer the
question."

"Why are you asking
me this?"

"Can you please just
answer the question?" she practically whispered.

I felt my heart
pounding. I sat up straight with the shock of her question. I didn't
know what to say to her. I wanted to tell her I didn't give a damn
for her but at the same time I wanted to surrender.

"Maybe this is the
time I've been waiting for. Amanda, can you be my girlfriend?" Di
asked me sweetly, very sincerely.

I threw the phone
aside, grabbed my pillow and buried my face in it. I screamed so hard
but very the pillow silenced me. I can feel the adrenaline rush and
my brain split. I continued screaming with happiness and disbelief. I
didn't get back on the phone. I knew Di was waiting (or probably
was confused of my sudden absence) but I didn't care. All that
mattered to me was the fact that Di asked me to be her girlfriend. I
grabbed my pillow and started jumping on the bed. I am so restless
and so full of energy that I had to let go of myself. I bit my
pillow, continued to jump, buried my face in the pillow again then
continued screaming.

Suddenly, the home
phone rang. I ignored it until one of our maids told me that the call
was for me. I was surprised to find out that it was Di.

"Hey what happened to
you? I hung up and tried calling your cell phone again but it was
still busy that's why I called here."

"Oh my God oh my God
oh my God OH MY GOD!" I was walking up and about my room, picking
stuff up and placing them back to where they once were. Di laughed at
me.

That laugh… That
sweet laugh. Awwwh.

"So…?" Di asked.

"Are you kidding me?
Of course I'd be your girlfriend! It's just that, I can't
believe it! Oh my God I really can't believe it Di. Kay said you
never wanted to ask me out and all that and I was so mad at you and
now and now and now…… Oh my God Di I love you so much. I can't
believe it!"

I was so overwhelmed
that I couldn't stop talking. Di laughed at the mention of Kay's
name.

"Oh, Kay? Are you
kidding me? I've been wanting you ever since but I never had the
courage to ask you. I'm just a freshman, Amanda and you're a
senior. But Kay encouraged me to do it. I owe it to her. I love you
Amanda. You made everything perfect."

And she made my
everything perfect too.

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