No words can describe the feeling I had when I was with you, or when I was without you, because I always felt like I had you close to me, right there, just within my grasp.

The feeling I had when I had to let go, wow.. Iv'e never felt something so painful, for real.. It was horrible.. I just miss laying with you right beside me, feeling your heartbeat every second, every minute, every hour, smell your hair, I just couldn't let go.. I don't know how much longer I can walk around without your air in my lounges, I feel powerless without you, I can't achieve anything, time has stopped, everything seems so hard to get.. And I don't have the power to reach for it, nor do I have the power to ask others to help me, because iv'e always been a lonewolf, until I met you, and you got me back up, showed me what reality was like, and brought me away from everything, and it was just wonderful.. To finally get away from the same damn schedule that I do every day, that i'm back on now.. This awful habit, stuck in my brain, and you, got me off it.. And nothing else has ever managed to do it, you made me want to do other things than just sit inside and play games all day, and what do I do now that i'm alone? Yeah, not so hard to guess huh.. Sorry for all the times that I treated you bad, all the times I hurt you, all the times I made you dissapointed, but at the same time.. We all do mistakes, right? You've done well many aswell.. We just gotta have the courage to face them, and make it right.. And I wasn't too good at that all the time.. I seriously can't let go of all these feelings, and it's ridiciolous, because it's gone weeks , months.. I keep trying to face it the awful truth, that you're gone forever, but I can't.. And I don't know why! So here's my story, perhaps it'll help me get a better perspective on things by reading it over and over again and actually realising that i'm gonna get back on the same track that I don't want to, but I can't help myself.. I'm weak, broken down, torn apart.. Love, is one hell of a drug.. Isn't it? It's one of those things you wanna let go of, but you can't, because it's a habit.. In some cases, lasts forever.. Unfortunently.. Ah well, i'm just sitting here writing now, thinking about how my future will look like, hoping it wont be as miserable as i'm expecting it will be.. Luckily for me, I have the most wonderful friends in the world.. The things they say, will sure make me a better man, hard work and the love of friends, a woman that understands.. Is all I want in life, and for my life to continue, and help me grow as a man.. Well.. All I really want is one last chance, to hear you say "goodbye".. One day I will never forget is the day that I first hugged you, and said "I love you".. Ah well, one day when the sun is shining, perhaps I will see you again, happy with someone else, but you know what? I'll be happy you for, because then i'll realise where I could've been standing in life, and perhaps one night when the moon is shining, i'll look up in the sky, see a star , and make a wish that you' live long, and happy.. But until then, i'll just keep trying to rise, and fly. Even thought I know that every time that I make an attempt to do that, i'll fall. But i'm gonna keep trying to move forward, because I can't be stuck here forever.. On page one.. Or can I? Well I don't want to, that's for sure.. I just hope you know that the seeds we've sown still grow, at night I go to sleep and hope that you're thinking about me, even thought you're most likely not.. But everybody has one small glimt of light, somewhere deep in there.. And that's mine.. I remember all the things you've taught me, aswell as the things I taught you, and i'll never forget them.. Because they're memories, memories with you.. First they were wounds, now they're scars.. And they'll always be there, just as my dreams.. They'll always be there, haunting me.. But I guess that's just because I need you, ah well.. I can't be stuck on this page forever, I hope.. I remember every little thing we did together.. Every kiss, every hug, every time you said "I love you " every time we held hands, I remember it like yesterday.. All those late nights before we got together that we just sat up and wrote to eachother , and totally lost track of time.. All of it, stuck in my mind.. Ah well, i'm out! peace

lol write this to her not to u wtf are we gonna do we cant control your life only you can it sounds like this is more than love she is your twin flame look it up and if you can find contact with her dont fuckun let her go again love like this is rare find her and tell her you love her show it please dont let her go i lost my twin flame do it for the love that is lost for me PLEASE

^^That's where you post stuff like this. Not on yahoo answers (considering you didn't have a question)..

But if you're looking for feedback, i'd say you really care about her and its adorable but love cannot be one sided it has to be mutual. Go find someone that likes you as much as you like them! Moving on is easier said then done but it is perfectly possible just stop thinking about it!