i'm so sorry things are bad right now.
i'm glad you reached out though...please don't do anything. please just hang on - and there is always a chance that things will get better. . . . please keep yourself safe :hug:

I feel like.. there is no life left for me. Like this is all it is ever going to be and that there is no reason for continuing to fight. All my friends think I'm okay but all I keep thinking about is death and mum and her arms reaching out for me.

hi becca, please don't give in hun, i know it doesn't look positive right now but i doubt it will remain like this forever, things have to change sometime?
i wish there was something i could say or do to make things better for you, or at least make you smile.
life isn't mapped out for us, if we want change then we have to do it ourselves even if it does seem hard.
i havent really spoken to you much and i am sorry but i know that you are much loved here, let those of us who care about you support you thru this tough time.