EVERY DECISION I MAKE IS A GOOD ONE

EVERY DECISION I MAKE IS A GOOD ONE NO MATTER HOW IT LOOKS AT THE TIME.

I am adding that to my other saying :

DO NOT DECIDE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT THAT YOU ARE DYING.

Getting rid of the Dead Duck at Midnight thoughts has helped a lot. This morning as I attempted to decide whether or not to go to the school fete, I realised that I seriously need to do something about confusion and hesitancy and self doubt. Just take it for granted that ANY DECISION I MAKE IS A GOOD ONE. Then proceed.

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SILVERBIRD
This is the 5th series of SilverBird written in 2016 and following the Death of my beloved Izzy and my own Sepsis Coma in 2014. Its a long haul and staying clean - indeed - simply surviving it is something else. I was a poly drug user from the late 190s to 1987 and have been clean now since August 12 1987. This is something I can't het through alone.

If, by chance, I write a word that harms another or implies covert judgement , it is by mischance or in your interpretation of my writing (which is attempting to bring me through this stage of Recovery). If criticism is intended , I shall be upfront and clearly visible on the matter. Hopefully that will be rare and I shall be dealing with my own assets and liabilities and seeing and acknowledging only the best in You.

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Did the NA Meeting. Shopped with Stace who also brought me rice pudding. REAL rice pudding.

My Girl was sick last night. She thinks it was food poisoning. They were going swimming today. That’s what I would have liked to do but I MEET-inged it instead. Its been near misses on good times all week – dammit.

YESTERDAY we had a girls’ day which was fun. Just the 4 of us. BUT YESTERDAY – we had fun. We did clay and guessing games and fish n chips down by the river.

With hooded future and floating thoughts, I feel like...I am confusion, walking down the streets. With no particular place, yet to see all, with no particular desire, yet to experience all...I embark my journey by dancing on the hootenanny beats.