There are a lot more but I want to just stop here. The only point I want to make is that we all have choices: to be miserable or happy. Happiness is the most logical and sensible choice so choose wisely. I’ve been the over thinking type and the worrier but it led me nowhere but my own room. Locked up. Crying. I am no expert when it comes to happiness because I myself is still an apprentice, to perfect it is a long way for me to walk, a journey. I may be experiencing some pain but I am just glad tears are not welling up my eyes nor do I shed a tear. Although I wanted to. My body just won’t allow me to. Besides I am looking forward for that rainbow after this rain. I am stronger now. I am bolder. Wiser and I like this feeling that I am in control of what I feel, how I react. I am just grateful things happened as they are. No negativity.

People who knew the story would ask me if I’m okay.

I won’t say ‘I’m fine’ or ‘I’m okay’ instead I’ll gladly say with a “smize” on my face that I am working on that. 😉

Everyone is capable of using all negative energy as a booster for your well being and there are a lot of things I need to be grateful for today. I might read this later in life so I’ll enumerate the things I am grateful for today.

1. Taught my niece(Deedee) a children song.

2. Finished 15 rounds(6KM) in the oval in 49 mins 18 secs without having a short of breath. It may be a little slower than my previous record which was 40 mins 14 secs but I am injured in my abductus longus(that’s part of the groin muscle). And I can say that my body is already efficient in using my energy.

3. Haven’t posted anything on any social media that I frequently use namely: facebook, instagram and twitter. Although I open them when I am itching but at least no activity done except like and favorite. lol. it’s part of the social media fasting that I am trying. one thing at a time. lol. I hope I could really fast without opening it. I like to deactivate but I want to prove something to myself. Knowing it is there but refusing not to open it. It is a bigger sacrifice that way. 🙂