Terry Evans – Conversation with Ascala, part 2

Every morning, before I start my day, I spend a little time meeting my feelings. I embrace them which puts me into balance, whether it be a positive or a negative reaction. After doing so I begin my morning meditation. The meditation I use is the Mountain Meditation. I never know what is going to happen, because each meditation offers its own unique experience.

In recent weeks I have found it hard to focus and that has caused confusion. I have wondered what is wrong. Then yesterday, I hear Ascala’s voice, he returned: When you meet your feelings before you meditate you accept those feelings as they really are. The feelings that you receive are also a message from me. When you, Terry, embrace those feelings without trying to analyze them, it is a way of accepting who you really are that day. Every time you welcome a feeling I also let you know that I am ever present. As you are a part of me, I am also a part of you. I have been trying to give you that message, and that is why you have been confused during the meditation. There are going to be days where you do not have to meditate at such a deep level. There have been many times in your meditation where you have stayed in the same place, the field. As you know, the field represents everyday reality.

Ascala continues: What I represent is a living part of you. After all the work that we have done together you are more in touch with me than ever before! You now know that you can cross from your reality into my reality, and that is why you did not need to leave the field. When you cross over the line into my reality, I can inspire you in a way that I have never been able to before. That part of me has always been with you, and the mission for human beings is to learn to be a part of both worlds – yours and mine.

You have often asked me where I am; now I can reply that I am part of your intelligence. I am part of your spiritual mission to allow the true essence of who you are to become a living participant of your everyday life. That is because you have learned to open your mind and can go into parts of your mind that logic and intellect cannot take you to. That is also why the research you did in China proved to be a success! When you did that research you allowed your logic and your intellect to work together with your spiritual essence. Both forms of intelligence complement each other.

Much of the time I did not show myself, but now that your mind has expanded the way it has I am there in the background. The most important thing is that my intelligence now is a part of you, so when you see me as a symbol you receive the message that I bring. You feel my presence when you hear me talking to you through feelings or words. Sometimes you can almost think that it is your own voice. Now that you allow the two forms of intelligence to connect you can assimilate the information that I give you spontaneously.

What I, Ascala, offer you today is the purpose of the higher intelligence. You call it the spirit world, but many others have a different name for it depending on how they perceive God or a higher power.

I have to go now; I have other business to attend to!

Then I, Terry, think: He has not answered all my questions, he has left me in that no man’s land again…Ascala turns to me with a smile and continues towards the light.