Date: Mon, 22 Feb 1999 03:13:33 PST
From: Fabler
Subject: Highschool/Doug and Me 7
This is a story involving boy/boy sex. If this offends you-please
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Writers Notes:
I was pretty apprehensive about posting chapter 6, obviously due to the
course of events and my subsequent reaction and actions. Unfortunately it
was something that happened to me, and leaving it out of the story would
have detracted from the truth of the relationship with Doug. The day I
woke up in that hospital and found out who the people were that really
loved and cared for me, I regretted what I had done. I realised that no
matter how big the problem seemed to me at the time, taking my own life was
a selfish inconsiderate action on my part, I hadn't given a single person
that loved me the opportunity to be there for me.
If there is anyone out there that is relating to me and my experience in
this story, and you begin to feel that you too can't go on anymore.
Please, Please, do me, yourself and everyone around you that loves you a
favor, don't do it, find someone you can talk to. A close friend, a
councilor, a stranger in the street, drop me an e-mail, anyone, but don't
leave it up to yourself to try make sense of the situation, you can not
think straight when you are feeling like that. If you take a step back
from where you are standing at that moment, you will see that the situation
is not that desperate to justify what you are contemplating.
I hope that all makes sense. Enough said, please read on, and I hope you
continue to enjoy the story.
Doug and Me
Chapter 7
I was transferred to a general ward, and was forced to go through the
standard procedure of interviews with psychiatrists and all that shit.
Steven made a point of visiting me every night, Doug never came to visit me
once in the week that I spent in the hospital.
As a result of my attempted suicide, I was asked to resign from the army, I
don't believe that the fact that I attempted suicide prompted the request,
I think it was because now they knew I was gay, and there wasn't place in
the army for my kind, little did they realise that probably 60% or more of
the medical staff at the hospital were gay. I was given notice till the
end of the month which was 3 weeks away. I can't say that I was too
unhappy about that, I was looking forward to civilian life again, the next
problem was finding a job.
Steven had been spending a lot of his time with me, visiting me every day
while I was in the hospital, and now even after I was discharged, he would
come round every day after work. We would either go out for dinner or a
movie or just vegetate at home on the couch talking about everything and
nothing at the same time. Sometimes I would wonder if he was just doing it
to make sure I wasn't left alone to do it again, eventually I started
realizing that he was doing it because he wanted to be with me, and not
because he felt he had to. He was brilliant, never once putting pressure
on me to have sex with him or anything. He realised that the timing wasn't
right yet I guess, I was still feeling very sorry for myself, and Doug
still occupied most of my thoughts, even if he still had not made any
attempt to contact me to find out how I was doing.
One evening Steven came home, yea that's right, after all this time, even
though he wasn't sleeping over or anything, I'd started thinking of my flat
as his home. He didn't have a key or anything, but the door was always
unlocked when I was home, and he never knocked before he came walking in.
"Hi honey, I'm home. Guess what?" He said in his excited boyish voice,
his eyes lit up and his face beaming with excitement.
"No, what!"
"I've organized you a Job. You start on Monday at the Supermarket as
trainee manager."
"WOW.... No shit, trainee manager, what the fuck do I know about managing a
supermarket?"
"Duh, that's why you will be a trainee manager asshole."
"That is great Steve, thank you." I walked over to where he was standing
in the middle of the lounge and wrapped my arms around him pulling him into
a powerful bear hug. "You're the greatest Steven, I won't ask you how you
got that right." I pulled back from the embrace slightly, keeping my arms
rested on his hips, my tone of voice becoming a little more serious. "Why
are you doing all of this for me? You've been with me every day since I
woke up in the hospital. I've done nothing for you in return, I've been so
wrapped up in my own misery, why have you kept coming back?"
He took hold of me by my shoulders and led me over to the couch where he
sat me down. We were sitting sideways facing each other, he was holding my
hands in my lap.
"As I told you in the hospital, I know we haven't known each other for that
long yet, but I know I feel more than friendship for you. You're a special
person and Douglas is an asshole for not realizing that. I want to get to
know the person that Douglas didn't want to know. I feel myself falling in
love with you more and more every day, and all I want is to make you
happy." It was the first time that Douglas' name had come up in a
conversation between us. "I realise that it is going to take you a while
before you get over him, but I want to be here that day you do decide you
are over him, till then, I'll bide my time."
"Steven stop, you're going to make me cry. What happened between us before
all of this blew up, was amazing. It felt so good to be with you, and it
still does. I want to be with you more of the time, and more than just in
your company, but I'm scared that the ghost of Douglas is going to keep
coming between us."
"Charlie, I know that, I don't particularly want to be hitting it off with
you while you are thinking of him. Let's take it slow, let me be around
you, whatever happens, happens, and if nothing does, well, as long as you
are happy, I will be too. I don't know about you, but I'm willing to try."
"I'm just very scared, having you around has really made me happy, but I'm
not too keen to let myself fall in love like that again, I hope you
understand." I leaned forward and kissed him softly on the lips, I lifted
my hand and brushed my fingers across his cheek. Before he could react and
reach out to me, I stood up and walked away from him toward the kitchen. I
reached the kitchen, but before I walked in, I turned around to look at him
again. I could see the disappointment in his face.
"What do you think about this idea? You are still going to be in town for
a few more weeks, why don't you move out of the hotel and move in here with
me. We can see what develops!" I asked.
"Well I was going to tell you about that a little later. About me staying
in town for another week or two that is. The boss at head office contacted
me the other day about my position here." I started to imagine him telling
me that he would be leaving the next day. "It would seem that they need me
here a little longer than expected, they've told me I've got to find
someone that I can train to take over my position, and until then, I have
to stay here. They've suggested that I find myself a flat because they
don't see me spending less than a year here, and it will be cheaper than a
hotel."
"That's tremendous! I thought that you were just about to tell me that you
were leaving at the end of the week!" The relief must have been obvious in
my voice. "So now that's a good enough reason to move in here, saves you
having to look for another flat."
"Well there's something I didn't mention to you about your new job! You
might want to re-consider that idea."
"What's that?" Suddenly the penny dropped. "Oh shit, me trainee manager,
you training someone to take over you position. You're going to be my boss
aren't you!"
"Yup! Could be quite an interesting arrangement don't you think, boss,
flat mate and hopefully lover." Desperately trying to hold back his
laughter, his face was covered with a huge smile. "So if you still think
it's a good idea for me to move in, the company will pay for all the rent
and utilities etc. sharing transport would also be a nice saving."
I moved over to the couch and sat silently for a few minutes, his face
changed from a grin to a serious worried look. Eventually I broke the
silence. "Well if we are going to be working at the same place, it makes
sense to stay together as you say, but you being my boss!" My face changed
into a smile. "Do you think you are going to be able to keep me under
control? As for lover, we'll have to see about that."
"Sounds like it should work."
"We'll have to see how things go, I'm sure it should work out." I leaned
over to him and placing my hand behind his head, pulled him forward for a
kiss. I was feeling so happy, I was relieved that I had found a job, and I
was feeling a closeness to Steven that I couldn't explain. "Will you stay
the night with me? I want to be close to you, I need to hold you." I
asked.
"Nothing would make me happier." He brought his hand up to the side of my
face and pulled me forward to resume our kiss. It was soft and gentle, our
lips caressing each others. He pressed his lips firmer against mine, and I
felt his lips part, mine followed his lead and met his tongue half way.
The tips of our tongues danced lightly together, the need to be closer soon
followed and his tongue entered my mouth further. I was soon swept up in
the closeness of the moment, I pulled him forward onto me as I lay back on
the couch. Our breathing became deeper and the dance our tongues were
performing became more passionate.
I felt a closeness to him that I can't explain, before I had been so
consumed with Douglas I didn't allow myself to feel anything emotional
towards anyone else, and now, even though thoughts of Doug were flashing
through my mind, I knew it was Steven I wanted to be with right then. I
felt tears begin to build up in my eyes, for a change they weren't tears of
sadness, I was being overcome with a sense of joy and happiness as if a
weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I must have sniffed, because he
pulled back from the kiss, looking down at me with a look of fright and
concern across his face, asked me. "What's wrong, am I pressing you to go
somewhere you don't want to?"
I pulled him close to me in a tight hug, "No, nothing like that. I'm
beginning to feel alive again, and it feels so good. I'm happy for a
change, and it's you that is making me feel like that. I want to be with
you, and I can't see why the hell I shouldn't be with you."
"If you are sure, let's move to the bedroom, it will be more comfortable
than the couch." He stood up, and taking me by the hand helped me up and
led me to the bedroom. He stopped at the side of the bed and turned back
to me. "Are you sure?" I didn't answer him, instead I started to undo the
buttons of his shirt. With the palms of my hand pressed against his body,
I moved my hands back up to his shoulders and pushed the shirt off over
them, dropping down his arms an onto the floor. The softness and warmth of
his skin against my hands creating a need for me to feel more of his naked
body against mine. My eyes followed the motion of my hands as they
caressed his chest, shoulders, neck and arms, marveling at the beauty that
was standing before me. I wasn't aware of him removing my shirt until it
became time for me to drop my arms in order to let it fall to the floor. I
looked up and noticed he was gazing at me as I was studying his body, his
lips slightly curled up at the side in a slight grin. I continued to
caress his body when my arms were freed of the shirt, my hands circled
lower onto his abdomen, my fingers brushed his side and he flinched
slightly. I pressed my hand down the sides of his hips under the trouser,
bringing my hands back to the center of his stomach causing his abs to
contract and withdraw his stomach, giving my hands more room to maneuver
around and unbuckle his belt and undo the top button of the trouser. I
found the zip lever and pulled it down, leaving his trouser to drop to is
ankles. He kicked his shoes off as he stepped out of the trousers, leaving
him standing in front of me in only his socks and briefs.
I hadn't really taken much notice of his body before, and realised what I
had missed out on. We were more or less the same height, but his body was
far more defined than mine, his legs and arms lightly covered in a soft
blond hairs. There was a triangle of blond hairs on his chest between his
pecs. his skin was soft and smooth. It wasn't a body builders physique,
but perfectly formed. The bulge in his briefs clearly indicating that what
he had in there wasn't too bad either. My finger followed the darker trail
of hair leading from his navel down until they disappeared into his briefs.
My finger continued down over the bulge down between his legs, ending when
they were just behind his balls pressed close to his body in the confines
of the underpants. My hand opened and my fingers spread as I cupped his
balls. Even through the fabric, the sensation caused a reaction in him as
be heavily breathed out through his nose until his lungs were emptied of
their contents and then followed by a deep inhale ending in a soft groan.
My hand moved up off his balls and onto the shaft of his cock, a wet spot
had formed where the head was outlined by the hugging cotton cloth. I
rubbed my thumb across the sticky patch, his body quivered as he let out
another soft whimper.
He unbuckled my belt and quickly undid the button and opened the fly,
dropping my pants down to my ankles. I did as he had done, kicking my
shoes off as I pulled my feet out of the trouser leg. My own excitement
was obvious with the tenting of my briefs and the wet spot. I continued to
massage his cock through his underpants, but he was more anxious to release
my cock from it's confines. He eased the elastic waistband of my briefs
over the head, and then briskly pulled it down to my ankles, going down
onto one knee and sucking the head into his mouth all in one swift
movement. The speed of his movement together with the electric charge that
was shooting through my body caused by the action of his lips and tongue on
my sensitive cock head, caught me off guard and I nearly fell forward over
him. "Oh, God." I cried out reaching forward to support myself on his
shoulders. "God that feels good!" My eyes shut tightly and I began to
feel light headed as wave after wave of electric charge shot through my
body, from head to toe and then all the way back up again. He sucked on my
cock as if it was a straw and he was trying to suck up the last drop of
cola at the bottom of the glass, the volume of precum that was being
emitted gave me the sensation that I was shooting my load already. My body
began to shake as my leg muscles went into an involuntary spasm and
twitched frantically. I leaned forward again to support myself on his
shoulders, only this time my body weight was too much for him to support
and he fell over backwards and I came plunging down on top of him.
"Oh my God! What were you doing to me, you sucked the strength and life
right out of my legs!" We both laughed. I rolled off him and lay on the
floor next to him, gasping for air. "Holy shit, I haven't even cum yet, if
you keep doing that to me, I'll die before that happens!"
"Feel good does it?" he asked still chuckling.
"You're kidding right? That feels fucking amazing, but if you are going to
do that again, I think it will be a good idea for me to be lying down!"
I rolled back over towards him, supporting myself on my elbow, half lying
across his chest, bringing my knee up over his leg and pressing it up under
his balls. "You're amazing, you know that!" not waiting for an answer I
pressed my lips against his, my tongue searching for an entry. He eagerly
accepted my invasion and our tongues began their dance once more. I broke
off and whispered into his ear "It's my turn now!"
I kissed him behind his ear, kissing his neck down and round to his adams
apple. Gently taking bites of his flesh as I progressed. Rolling further
onto him and re-positioning myself so that I was on my knees between his
legs. I continued to explore his body with my lips and teeth, kissing his
chest from one side to the other, up into his arm pit, breathing in his
clean sweaty odor and tasting his saltiness on my lips. I reached his
nipple and sucked it up into my mouth, biting into his flesh. I wasn't
sure whether it was because of pain or pleasure, but he let out a loud
grunt and bucked his pelvis up into my stomach. I released his nipple and
continued to kiss my way down, past his navel and onto his cock, which was
still confined in his briefs. I lifted his hips and eased his underwear
off his butt and over his cock. He raised his legs either side of me above
my head and I removed the underpants and tossed it aside. I lifted his
cock off his stomach and began to stroke up and down the full length of his
shaft, using my thumb to spread the precum across the head.
I looked up into his eyes, "I want to feel you inside me." I said. I took
his hand and lifted him up, moving back toward the bed, lying down on my
back, "Make love to me please."
"You sure?"
"Yes I'm sure, but remember it's only been done to me once before. Please
go slow and gentle." I said looking into his crystal green eyes. I lifted
my knees up placing my heels on the bed and spreading my legs further apart
opening myself up to him.
He shuffled across the floor on his knees and moved himself between my
legs. He cupped my balls with his hand lifting them up away from my crack,
my eyes closed. He stroked his finger down my crack as he continued to
massage my balls with the other hand. I reached down my sides gripping my
cheeks pulling them apart to expose myself more. His finger gently circled
my hole causing the muscles to tense up, his finger was replaced with his
tongue. He lapped his tongue up and down in my crack, moving ever closer,
the tip of his tongue finally reached the hole. He circled it several
times depositing large amounts of his saliva around it. Using his thumbs
on either side, he separated my cheeks. He pressed his tongue against my
bud, increasing the pressure trying to gain entry, I willed myself to
relax, and his tongue pressed through. "OH GOD, THAT FEELS GOOD, PLEASE
DON'T STOP!" Forcing his tongue deeper into me, depositing more of his
saliva, his tongue darting in and out as he tongue fucked me.
He removed his tongue and I suddenly felt empty, but it wasn't for long as
his tongue was replaced with his finger. Pushing his finger as deep as it
would go, I felt it brush against my prostate, my body quivered, using a
twisting action, he slowly began to withdraw his finger, leaving only the
last digit in my ass, he continued to twist it around, stretching the
opening. He continued doing this for several moments, and then I felt a
second finger prying it's way in, I was so relaxed that there wasn't any
pain as it gained entry, he twisted them around again and pressed the two
fingers in as deep as they too would go. It felt a little uncomfortable,
but there was no pain as yet. "I want you to use your cock, please fill me
with your cock." He never removed his fingers as he once again positioned
himself, only once he was settled, he withdrew them and again I had that
empty feeling. I heard him spit into his hand, he must have used it to rub
onto his cock, because next I felt the head of his cock press against my
opening.
I kept my eyes closed in anticipation of the pain, the pressure increased
and his head slid in against the resistance my asshole was putting up.
That was when the first wave of pain struck, I screwed my eyes up and
whimpered.
"Just relax Charlie, but if it's too painful, I'll stop. Do you want me to
stop Charlie?"
"No, please don't. Give me a second to adapt, you can go on now!" I felt
my ass stretch like it's never stretched before. Bearing down when he
resumed the pressure, he slid right up into me without any further
resistance. "OOOWWWW!!!, THAT'S SORE, WAIT, STOP, DON'T MOVE, STAY THERE."
"Must I pull out?"
"Don't you dare." I chuckled "Just wait a moment, the pain is going away.
Give it to me slowly, let me get used to it. You feel so big inside me,
but it feels great."
He slowly began his withdrawal, almost until he was out, changing direction
he began his downward thrust. "OH GOD, THIS FEELS GOOD." He repeated his
actions, increasing his pace each time. I tensed up my sphincter around
the base of his cock as he reached the deepest penetration.
"OH FUCK YES, DO THAT TO ME AGAIN, YOUR ASS IS SO TIGHT." His pace
increased, I could feel his balls slap against my butt. Pounding in and
out of me, his cock beating against my prostate time and time again. The
feeling intensified, and my balls pulled up into me and I swear I could
feel the cum work it's way through the tubes, sending shivers up and down
my spine. I wrapped my fingers around my cock and started jacking myself
off at the same pace that he was ramming his cock in and out of me.
We both yelled out in unison "AAAAGHHHHHH, I'M CUMMMMMMMMMING!!" and with
that my load erupted, globs of cum shooting onto my stomach, into my navel,
spilling out over my hand. It felt like I would never stop, I didn't count
how many times I shot, I was in no frame of mind to do that, I watched a
pyrotechnic display taking place on the underside of my eyelids. Steve had
fallen forward with his arms gripping me by the hips, his cock buried
deeper into me than it had been before. His face was all screwed up as if
in intense pain, except for spasmodic forward thrusts of his hips, the rest
of his body was motionless, his teeth were gritted together, groaning and
grunting loudly. We both lay motionless and in silence, waiting for our
breathing to return to normal, and our pulse rates to slow.
After a few minutes lying like that in silence, I wrapped my arms around
his shoulders, locking him in a powerful bear hug. He wanted to move, but
I hugged him tighter. "Don't move, I want you to stay inside me as long as
possible. It feels so good to have you in me, like it's where you belong."
Lifting my feet, I locked them onto his butt and pulled him up closer to
me.
"Believe me Charlie, I could stay like this forever, I feel right at home."
He said grinning from ear to ear.
"Well, I suppose you are at home now, BOSS." We both roared with bouncing
the bed slightly causing him to slip out. "Oh no! you're out! pity, guess
we'll have to put it back again sometime soon."
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That's it folks, hope you enjoyed this chapter. To all those guys that
have been sending me messages, your words of encouragement have been
phenomenal, thanks guys, I love you all.
Chapter 8 should be on it's way soon.