Sara Q, I think you have voiced what so many of us have felt. (pg ment)

Different days hit so hard. I got really bad news on my birthday, when I was expecting only good news, so it was like a double hit. We try to steel our hearts against things just like this but sometimes, sometimes, it just comes out of the blue and hurts so much more.

I also know that I had some things that needed fixing and it took a few cycles, at least 6, after that to find success. I hope that it does not take as long but that something similar happens for you... and everyone!

I am so sorry and hurting for you. Hang in there and as we say so often: be kind to yourself.