Monday, February 24, 2014

An outright hungarican rant.

The struggle to keep from falling.

I’m going to
go off on a topic right now that might not be everyone’s favourite, but I have
been growing increasingly depressed by the attitudes that are flying around in
the US right now, and I really need to get this off my chest. You see, I am a middle class mom. I am not working right now. At this point,
seeing there are no decent jobs to be had, I would be working a low-pay job
just to pay for my child to attend a sub-par day care. There was no maternity leave for me to fall back on. There was nothing. So the whole idea is a wash. Until we can
come up with another solution, I am not going to be doing any job except taking care of my son. And the
burden of our household will rest on my husband’s shoulders.

We are
struggling. We are both in our 40s and we have nothing saved. When times were
good, and we were able to make ends meet, we were paying off the debts from the
previous years. We have never been able
to get ahead. When I got pregnant and
very sick, there was a two-month period where we had no health insurance, but
it was just enough time to rack up several thousand dollars in medical bills,
which we've mostly paid off by drawing down my 401K from my previous job. So
essentially, we only have the equity in our home (thank goodness I bought
before the bubble, so we’re not upside down like so many people are), and that’s
it. Every month is a tight situation. We
are always on the edge of the cliff, and it is usually small graces that keep
us afloat at all. We both work very hard. We do the responsible thing. We bust our asses. Dan drives 120 miles a day just in a commute. We pay our dues. We are not struggling because we are making bad decisions. We are not struggling because we are not hard workers. We are struggling because the economy is constructing itself in a way that is making it nearly impossible for us to get on our feet and start preparing for retirement. It's as simple as that.

We do not
take any benefits from the government; we would probably be ‘too well off’ to
qualify anyway, in spite of sometimes not having enough money to get
essentials. The only time Dan collected
unemployment was when he was laid off from his job of ten years, and it took
him one and a half years to find another job; falling down the income ladder
significantly. His time on unemployment was spent applying for jobs. Filling out hundreds of applications and attending interviews if it ever got to that point. The binder he kept to prove his job-hunting to the unemployment office ended up being so thick, it didn't fit in the file box. He applied for every job he could find that would cover his basic bills. He was competing with sometimes as many as 800 other applicants for the same job. He eventually found work. You have to take whatever is offered when you are on unemployment. There is no picking and choosing, and if you don't want that job, you lose benefits. So abusing unemployment isn't really easy.

He worked his way slowly
back up the income ladder over the next few years, and then got a great job in the wind industry, where we were finally
able to make ends meet. Seven years with the company, and boom… another layoff!
And guess what? That income level was knocked all the way back down again,
because jobs like that are not easy to find.
He has been grinding away trying to find work to bring him back to that
income level. And he hasn't reached that level again yet, since 2010. He also had to change jobs because he didn't have health insurance, and I was pregnant and not having an easy pregnancy. Our debts and expenses did not vary to match the change in income, which at one point went down to one third of what it was. Those still remain even today, looming over our heads like the sword of Damocles.

So we are
right there at that threshold where the middle class starts to slip into
poverty levels. We aren't quite there yet, but we are close. And with each passing year, and with the
current political climate, things don’t look like there going to get much
better. Last year, when we had no health
insurance, we tried four times with four different companies to buy it
ourselves, and we were declined four times for different reasons, one being I
was pregnant, which is a pre-existing condition.
Now that ACA/”Obamacare” exists, they can’t do that shit to people
any more. If Dan hadn't been able to find that job with
health insurance, we would have been fucked.
We would have had a $25,000 medical bill for the birth of my child, not
to mention all the follow up appointments for his vaccinations and his
care. This time, if he lost his job for
any reason, we would have that option to find affordable care and have that safety net
so we don’t end up being bankrupted by medical bills.

We don’t
collect food stamps or public funds, but I know a couple of people that do. One of those
persons is a woman who works full time and has three kids and is married. Both
people work, but their jobs just don’t pay very much. Not enough to pay bills and keep the kids fed
and clothed. They are not lazy, they both work very hard. Neither of their jobs
offer insurance of any kind. They in fact both keep them just below the
full-time threshold so they don't have to provide any benefits by law, and so
the couple, in spite of working crappy jobs and managing their household, has
to rely on public funds to keep themselves afloat. They are not lazy. They are not stupid. They
are perhaps demoralized and feel powerless as prices go up and they just seem
to go nowhere.

And that is
the crux of it. Demoralization. When people like them, struggle their asses off to make ends
meet, and have to suck up their pride and apply to get food stamps, and then
they hear people they know, and people on TV, call them ‘takers’ and ‘lazy’ and
‘unmotivated’ and ‘poor’ as if they are somehow responsible for this situation; well, it's hard not to be downtrodden when your own country shits on you for falling into a pit the country itself created.

The Vilification
of the financially challenged.

The truth of the situation is this: the mythical Welfare Queen, where
this whole ‘lazy taker’ mythos came from was an invention of the Reagan
administration. The truth is, and these
are statistics taken from the US Dept or Labor statistics website, based on the 2012 IPIA 3-Year average data
report, fraud was prevalent in 2.67% of cases.

The greater majority of welfare users are
not black, low-income people living off the fat of the land. In fact, the greater
majority of welfare recipients are white. And they are on welfare for an
average of 2 years before they are able to rejoin the workforce and support
themselves again. That is just the way it is. The anecdotal story of the minority family living off of welfare for 20
years is largely a myth. The stories about people using their welfare and food
stamps to buy brand-names and have their weaves put in is just a Fox News
construction made to fire up the base to keep them voting republican. That is a
sad, sad (and so damned racist) fact.

Also another misconception that Fox News
tries to sell is that food stamp recipients are lazy. Almost 30% of households receiving food stamps are working households.
Many recipients are also Senior Citizens, and even more tragically, US
Veterans who haven’t had it hard enough as it is, I guess.

So here I am, slipping into a place where
pride and dignity get chucked onto the wayside, and you become the ridicule of
the people who have been just a bit luckier.
And I get really angry when I see the ridicule.

The truth is, this country could do a great
deal better for its people. And this ‘I've got mine so fuck you’ attitude that
is oddly, coming mainly from the right, is so short-sighted and
self-destructive and I cannot believe that these people cannot even see the
error of their own ways, even for the sake of self preservation. In their quest to scrabble to a place where
they can look down and ‘haw-haw’ on others, they are shooting themselves in the
foot. And they are so consumed by resentment and bitterness and selfishness,
they cannot even see it.

The sad reality is that all this finger
pointing, all this name calling, all this vilification and belittling of the ‘poor’
is just a means for someone to feel less guilty about being completely selfish. It’s as simple as that. It is a justification for self-absorption. It is a way of avoiding taking any responsibility
for the society that sustains you. It is deflection. It is hoping that nobody
will see your very deep and terrible flaws if you just say that someone is
worse than you.

You see, not everybody is going to be lucky
forever, and not everybody is going to have things work their way. The truth is,
every single person save for a tiny percentage of our society (and that’s even
questionable), is just one step away from oblivion, and to arrogantly stand inside
one’s cookie cutter house, filled to the brim with credit-purchased toys and
gadgets and point at people who live humbly, or people who have struggled and
that have a hard time and to call them lazy and takers because they are in a
crappy situation is just absolutely despicable.
And it is hubris.

The hypocrites

I have a relative who was in the military
and after being discharged worked without a problem for many years. Apparently
she had a traumatic experience while in service; and nothing was done about it.
She has had PTSD from it. Then she got fired from her job. Then, she saw an
news article where they were discussing how the government has been awarding
SSI for PTSD in record numbers, so she applied, and with her diagnosis, got 60%
benefits. She also enjoys ‘vocational rehab’ which means the government is also
paying for her to go to school. Now I am
not arguing whether or not she should have these benefits. My issue of
contention is that she is one of the people who posts stuff on Facebook about
lazy takers. For someone who had a job
competently up until she got SSI, she sure has a lot of gall to sit there in judgment
of anyone and say they are lazy. It’s all a matter of perspective. She doesn't know
their story, who is she to sit there and assume that nobody else has a good a
reason to justify taking public funds, except her? Who is she?
That rattles my cage tremendously.

That’s the problem. Every homeowner in this country gets welfare.
It’s called the ‘real estate tax deduction’. Their kids attend public schools.
They drive public roads. They are protected by a public police force. Their
bodies are protected from harmful toxins and chemicals being released into the
environment by a public agency that regulates these things. They use publicly
built electrical grids to power their homes. They type out their hateful Facebook posts on an internet the public built.
Everybody enjoys the benefits of public funds. How is it that when
people are in trouble, their asking for help is somehow different? How is it
that it is okay to vilify and shit on the poor people because they are having a
difficult time? How is it their fault, or their bad decisions? Do the rest of
the people not make bad decisions? Of course they do. And worst of all, how can the same people who
scream and shout that the ‘lazy people’ and immigrants are taking their
resources, and that’s the reason this country is going to hell, take advantage
of those same services and be justified in doing so? It’s like the Oregon
Timber industry crying out for their timber payments, when the same people
decry government intervention. Isn’t the American way to figure out how to
succeed without government assistance? Why is that suddenly a problem for you? It’s like the farmers voting republican, but
taking billions in subsidies and tax deductions from the government. It’s like
the Duggars, who have their house registered as a church, so the whole clan can
exist without paying a dime in taxes while they clog up our airtime with their utter non-relevance.

My step-father in law sits in front of Fox News all day, parroting the unbelievable misinformation day in and day out. The irony is, he is retired very comfortably on his union pension and his social security. He gets raises when the still-working people in his previous employment get raises. And yet here he is, crooning the Republican mantras, voting for people who want to abolish unions and cut social security. It is a very sad, sad thing to see.

Selfishness is an acceptable state of being
in this country. In fact, it’s promoted and encouraged as the way Americans
should be. If you don’t do well, it’s
just something you must be doing. It’s your fault. You are a lazy loser and you deserve what you get. That’s the prevailing attitude of the right, and that is
as awful and ridiculous as it sounds.

Whining liberals, righteous conservatives.

Being a good, compassionate, caring person
is a bad thing in America. Anywhere else, it is a laudable goal to work towards. There is a strange, weird
selective blindness among many American Christians to the reality that many of
their own exercise this attitude while claiming to follow Christ’s teachings. The same people that say this; that cling to
their religion and claim righteousness, are the very same people that admonish
the poor, that vote against their own interests, promote intolerance of
homosexuality and the degradation of women.
They are in essence, the least Christ-like. Liberalism has become a bad word. But if you
read the basic definition, it sounds very much what being an American is
supposed to mean:

lib·er·al [lib-er-uhl, lib-ruhl] adjective1. favorable to progress or reform, as in political or religious affairs. 2.noting or pertaining to a political party advocating measures of progressive
political reform. 3. of, pertaining to, based on, or advocating liberalism, especially the freedom of the individual and
governmental guarantees of individual rights and liberties. 4. favorable to or in accord with concepts of maximum individual freedom possible, especially as
guaranteed by law and secured by governmental protection of civil liberties. 5. favoring or permitting freedom of action, especially with respect to matters of personal belief or
expression: a liberal policy toward dissident artists and writers

However, someone came along and decided
that being a liberal is a weakness. As if being a human being that cares about
others is somehow a terrible, undesirable state of being. As if desiring change
and progress is a crime. As if wanting a better world for your children is the
worst possible thing a human being can desire.
Instead, the idea of being selfish, being uncaring, taking no
responsibility for anything except for yourself is somehow the commendable
choice. To be a conservative is to be
strong and bold. To be successful. That is the idea they seem to cling to. But
in all truth, to be conservative is to be selfish and insular. To be
conservative is to claim a love for freedom, and to decry the government and government
control—except when you want to impose your ideologies on others, of course. To be conservative is, ultimately, to be a
bully. A cowardly, wholly self-absorbed, willfully ignorant delusional bully.
The sad psychology behind this is that conservatives want to have the image of
a big truck driving, gun toting, freedom loving every-man—they strive to make it to that hallowed pedestal of the 1%, but likely never will. They believe that
success is their doing only. That people who are not successful didn't try as
hard as they did when in all truth their success is created on the backs of
others, on the framework the liberals of society pushed for, and sometimes on
blind luck. They foster their ideologies by surrounding themselves with material
wants, and they shout and scream with all their bluster against the anyone that
might have different ideals. But ultimately it is a colossal sense of
powerlessness and fear that drives them. Change is bad. Intellectualism is bad.
Progress is bad. Compassion is bad. All the qualities that make us so
irrevocably human… bad.

Socialism bad. We don’t wanna live like
Europeans

Many Americans cannot stretch their
imaginations beyond the US borders. In fact, for most folks, it hardly
surpasses their own states and cities.
But there is ::gasp:: a whole world out there. Countries filled with
people. Countries much older than the USA. Countries that have had ups and
downs and ins and outs much more than the fledgling nation with the big
ego. A lot of people go through life
thinking that the USA is so great and so grand and so amaze-balls, that it
really has nothing to learn from other nations.
Americans cannot even begin to imagine what it would be like to live a
little more responsibly. They see that as oppression. As … Yes, I’m gonna say
it… SOCIALISM!! DUN DUN DUUUUNNN.

Most republicans don’t really understand what
socialism is or anything else that is foreign. And they cling to the occasional anecdote they heard from a
friend of a friend to basically define their entire attitude about it. But the
truth is, socialist programs are pervasive throughout the world in varying
degrees, including in America. And the only countries where there is the most
oppression are not among the ones providing successful social programming as
a framework to eradicate poverty and improve the quality of life.

You see, in Europe, there are still plenty
of douchebags driving around in large vehicles and living in tacky big houses.
There’s no shortage of conservative idiots. But alongside those parallels with
the US, there are things like universal medicine for all. Not perfect by any
means, but definitely better than what is happening here in the US. Many folks
say: Oh, why do we need to change anything? I have insurance and I like it just
fine. Well… 1) Sorry, but it’s not all about you. And 2) just because it doesn't affect you doesn't mean it isn't happening to everyone else. Try and step out
of your selfish little me-bubble and look around once in a while. Having to wait a bit in a waiting room, or share
a hospital room (if you don’t want to pay extra) seems a reasonable price to
pay for me, so that other people who couldn't have access to care normally,
finally could. You see, I don’t think health care should be like tacky McMansions. It should not be something that only a certain income bracket can
afford to have. And if you do believe
that, then you are a shitty person. That is just the plain truth. And a shitty
Christian if you are one of those.

Working parents have access to sliding-scale
day cares for children in Europe. School is free, and it’s high-quality and it
creates well-educated products. College
is available to anyone that wants to go in most countries. Police and fire and
emergency services are free. Yes, you have to pay for it. But it seems to me
that I would rather live in a world where municipal services actually respond
and are decently paid, where an ambulance ride doesn't mean I have to take a
second loan out on my home, and where there are enough resources to keep the
peace.

Some countries still have doctors that make
house calls. Pharmacy purchases are
negligible if not free. These are not entitlements, these are resources that
the society agreed to pay together. And if there is a minority that doesn't want to play along, well, too bad. You have to pay taxes. It’s what grow-ups
do. If people are in crisis, there are
places to go to get help. To get job training. To get food assistance. To get
unemployment benefits until you can find work. There are systems in place to
make sure these resources are not squandered on the occasional abuser. Again, nobody expects perfection. That’s
impossible when human beings are involved. There are dicks everywhere you go
and they like to do dicky things. But you find ways to work around them so
everyone else who isn't a dick can keep going along.

Homogenous nations – what a pile of
bullshit

My eldest brother offered me the argument
one day that: “Europe is a lot more homogeneous, and that’s why that stuff works
there. The US is not, so it wouldn't work here.” Well… sorry Bro, but that is 100%
bullshit. Anyone who has lived in Europe
knows Europe is ANYTHING BUT homogeneous.
You drive two to three hours and you can enter a different culture. Each
country in Europe has hordes of minority groups. They have massive groups of
Muslims and the Sharia crap to deal with, they have African émigrés, they have
all sorts of cultural upheaval every day, and they also have a much more
proactive political state, where riots are not like occupy where people sit and
get sprayed in the face by douchebag cops, they throw Molotov cocktails and
cops have to wear riot gear not for appearances, but because the rioters mean business.
That rarely happens in the US. Politics
are always in flux in Europe. So do not say Europe is a jug of fucking homogenized milk. It
is vodka, a layer of apple liqueur, whiskey, beer and ten thousand varieties of
wine. Don't get me started on the cheeses.

The US on the other hand, well, the only
way you can tell you've gone from one state to the next is the geography and
the accent. It's McDonalds and coke and yellow cheese food. Talk about homogenized.
Please. So don’t use the adage that America is too diverse for universal
change. That’s just crap. The truth is, people just need to decide to change
and just do it. The curmudgeons can hide in their homes and peer out from
between their blinds and mumble and grumble to their heart’s content, but they
will have to embrace that change too eventually. Don’t say it can’t happen.
Just look at the New Deal and tell me it can’t happen. That is a closed-minded, narrow mindset. Change is good. It is what made America so
damned great once upon a time. Innovation, progress… we used to be the masters
of that stuff. Now, we’re importing our doctors from India while our schools
produce students that can barely spell and cannot figure out the difference
between their, there and they’re.

So stop with the hate and the vitriol
against others.

I say enough. Enough of the name calling
and the finger pointing, it will not stop the world from seeing your own
failures. Enough hatred against people
who live differently than you. Enough
pushing your ideologies into the face of people who really want nothing to do
with it. Enough bawling about ridiculous
things while the rest of the world implodes around you. There are places outside of your own little circle, and people that matter that aren't you. Enough belittling and degrading of women. Enough imposing of your
ideologies on the bodies of women.
Enough digging for reasons to hate someone because you don’t want anyone
to see the real reason you do. Enough hiding behind your religion to judge and
oppress others. Enough crying
persecution because someone criticized you. The world isn't all about you. It does not revolve around your beliefs or your ideologies. It does not have to follow your personal rules to make things convenient for you. If you want to live selfishly, then own up to living selfishly and stop turning blame onto others. If you want to be a dick, then at least take responsibility for being a dick. Take responsibility for the reasons you feel so compelled to direct so much of your vitriol and hatred onto people you know absolutely nothing about, and understand that your reasons for being a taker are not better than any one else's reasons. Enough.Enough. Enough.

And in conclusion of my rant, something profound from TV. I've never seen this show, but I would like to after seeing this clip.

5 comments:

WOW, oh, just WOW. I could not have said it better myself! Always remember that GREED starts the cycle of Evil -- and poor people are too poor to ever be greedy. So it is the Has that continues to want to continue to beat up on the Needy.

Your blog rant was impressive, truthful and I wish a lot more people had seen it. I stumbled upon it via another blog's link and I read every word you wrote. It took courage to speak out to family publicly and I commend you for that. I agree that too many people are influenced and pressured by the right to see the hypocrisy they preach. Please know that this is one liberal Christian who believes in the goodness of God even when mankind destroys itself by various means. I am a Christian but I believe women should be priests, that abortions, as difficult as they can be, should still be the decision of a woman and not a government, that women should get equal pay for the same work a man does, that America should pay women to stay home for 3 years following the birth of a child so that the child has a better start in life; that a college education should be provided free from government/state universities; that there should be no shame in people's misfortune that pushes them to ask for public assistance and that we, as people, are being steered like cattle by the big boys (the 1%) on Wall Street. The Jeff Bridges clip was excellent. Thank you for sharing and for letting me respond. Best wishes. I'll check your blog again.

Finger pointing pisses you off, yet you have no problems pointing yours at Republicans? The road goes both ways. Whatever argument you are trying to make, and it does have very good points, is mute when you blame me (a republican). If you could take your own finger pointing out, I would pay attention.

From one Hungarican to another, I must say that reading what you have expressed makes so much sense ... At places I had to pause in order to reconnect my mind to the fact that it was not I but you making the statements. So uncanny was this reading for me.

You and other kindred spirits in this matter of fairness & other blessings of democracy ever so persistently being loosed from our grasp by regressive policies & their proposers. ''Conservative'' - - I could laugh save the fact conservatives want nothing of the kind.

For folks who need affirmation that Racepublicans, Tea Baggers & and others who are trying to shrink-wrapping the world into left & right sided bundles - - find a copy of George Carlin's discourse "Abortion". Relatively short & laser-guided right to the point about the facts of modern "right" thinking. Just remember, right does not mean correct. And as warning, Carlin's speech is colourful - - but that doesn't mean his observations are less than factual.

If one needs a less colourful, loftier BUT NO LESS BOLD discourse about the dealings of the 1% and even more powerful, the 1% of the 1%, run - - don't walk - - to read "Capital in the Twenty-First Century" by Thomas Piketty.

Originally an Urban Studies major, I eventually changed to another discipline because trying to understand economics texts & lectures was just too downright depressing for me. Nobody in that wayback era really worked at helping this Hungarican to get a handle on how capital really works, what affects capital, and always most important to anyone, what effects capital and prevailing policies over how capital is distributed throughout ALL the population.

Give him a chance to help you find truth about capital in your own life. Capital, of course, meaning wealth or the absence thereof.

Born in San Juan, with a Magyar-American dad & all-British mom - - I've always been the Hungarican of both families. Glad to have literally googled across your blogs - - You're quite the Renaissance woman

I remove my cap and bow deeply to acknowledge your impressive ability for expressing yourself in words and art. From deep in the heart of TX, I send my greetings and sincere thanks for sharing your feelings & opinions in reasonable and respectful language. I appreciate being able to see how well you endeavoured to keep things factual.

"Everybody''s entitled to their own opinions but not our own facts." I paraphrase from Samuel Clemens.

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Just what *is* a Hungarican?

Hung-gə-reé-ken: A person who is born to a Hungarian parent and a Puerto Rican parent. It's a particularly potent, fiery mix that often produces less-than-sane offspring. It's probably because the child is raised believing his/her parents are Dracula and Charo.

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A little about the Hungarican Chick

This particular Hungarican Chick is an artist, a writer, a mummy, a wife and property of two Jack Russell Terriers and a supposedly feral cat that likes to hairy up her dining room chairs.

Born in Colorado, raised in Belgium, a fleeting New Englander now living in Oregon, the Hungarican Chick has very shallow roots and seeks to dig them in somewhere. She speaks four languages, sings loudly in the car while driving, and thinks baby animals are the cure for all bad things.

Hungarican Chick is obsessed with the Regency period, Jane Austen, crafts, English sidesaddle and riding, making period costumes, writing, drawing 'potteresque' animals in bonnets, and gardening. She lives near Mount Hood in Oregon. She is a published author, a book reviewer and even dabbles in small-press publishing.

The Hungarican Chick is also the founder of the Oregon Regency Society; a reenactment group in the Pacific Northwest; focusing on the period between 1790 to 1820. She also founded the Regency Society of America, and helped new groups in other states get off the ground.

After eight years of struggling with fertility issues, being declined for adoption, and finally giving up, the Hungarican Chick is now mother to a little boy, born 11-17-12.