I’d have to put a lot of time into a specific response; but I’m supposed to be in the shower now… I am sure that there was some degree of delusional thinking during my first 40 years of life during which I believed I was unlovable and unworthy of happiness due to childhood abuse. That was the former me – which developed out of the environment into which I was born. Reparenting myself was (and continues to be) quite the challenge.

I have always been my own person, I do not buy into any beliefs without knowing, on a deep, intrinsic, level that they somehow serve me or the greater good. I have always been a free thinker and to hell with the rest. lol