Understanding

i told you about the communication, about the relation.. and now.. i blew it.. i do not keep that promises.. maybe i haven’t been good enough for becoming yours yet.. i’m not good enough in understanding you.. i can’t keep my words.. you’ve been confuse about what i’m doing, about what i’m thinking.. maybe my thoughts contains too much undefinable things.. my thoughts contains too much uncommon senses..

i’m sorry if i make you confused.. i’m sorry if my thoughts makes you wasting your energy, wasting your effort.. i’m not good enough in understanding you yet.. i’ve tried, but maybe some misunderstandable things always happen.. maybe it’s different between caring and understanding.. i thought it has a same meaning.. i will try not to be silence again.. not to be such kind of confusing person..

sorry for being confusing person..
i want everything back to normal too..
well, i’m trying too.. for being a better man.. to understand you.. 🙂