Soon after this, I was suddenly hit with flu-like symptoms, including cognitive difficulties and severe pain (but no fever). It subsided somewhat after a week or two, but the “new normal” isn’t exactly the model of perfect health.

There are too many symptoms to count. There is something wrong with my back, there is something wrong with my neck, there is something wrong with my chest, there is something wrong with my lungs, there is something wrong with my scalp, there is something wrong with my colon, there is something wrong with my kidneys, there is something wrong with my thyroid, there is something wrong with my eyes, there is something wrong with my teeth, there is something wrong with my gums, there is something wrong with my feet, there is something wrong with my bladder, there is something wrong with my fingernails, there is something wrong with my skin. I am racked with pain from head to toe. I can’t move a muscle without my body telling me there is something wrong somewhere.

BUT…

I am still able to function, I can still drive, I can still go to the store, I can still do the things I need to do. It is like my body has allocated this misery to every part of my body equally so a single part of it does not overwhelm the whole system. Isn’t this wonderful?

How can the body be able to do this, when man did not evolve in the presence of these alien and unnatural substances like cesium-137, strontium-90, and plutonium-239? It’s a miracle.

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The last two weeks have been rough. Thyroid problems, flu-like symptoms. I wanted to attend the million mask march in DC with Kevin, but I had spent two days outdoors… I haven’t spent more than one day outdoors since this started. My left ankle and right hip started going out.

That concerns me Bobby1,..as that was MY only symptom WAY out of whack just before they found my cancer. Can you return your interstitial fluids closer to base,…anyway? The pain and stiffness could also be uric acid accumulating,….the start of gout. Easy/peasy to flush out!

What does it mean when you have foamy urine? Should I be concerned if it doesn’t go away after a few days?

Answer

from Erik P. Castle, M.D.

Passing foamy urine now and then is normal, for the speed of urination and other factors can influence this. But you should see your doctor if you have persistently foamy urine that becomes more noticeable over time. This can be a sign of protein in your urine (proteinuria), which requires further evaluation. Increased amounts of protein in urine may indicate a serious kidney problem.

If your urine seems unusually foamy most of the time, your doctor may recommend that your urine be checked for elevated levels of protein. If the test is positive, you may need further tests to determine the cause of the problem.

I’m not a Medical Doctor but I have read where taking Baking Soda gets rid of gout, perhaps it will help with these other conditions, providing Bobby1 can take Baking Soda orally and it not clash with anything else he has been subscribed or would be bad for some other condition he has ?

Not only to treat stones, baking soda also can prevent inflammation in kidneys, urinary tract and bladder. Scientists found that low or acidic ph in the body can cause infections. Ideally, urine should be neutral to slightly acidic (pH 5.8–pH 7). If the urine is very acidic (below pH 5.5), then it encourages infections in kidneys, urinary tract and bladder.

Baking soda can neutralize acids, therefore it can help treat stones and inflammation (infection), such as kidney infection (Pyelonephritis), urinary tract infection (UTI), or bladder infection.

How to use baking soda to treat stones and infection in kidneys, urinary tract and bladder

It is easy to use baking soda for the treatment. Here is how to do it:

Proteinuria or presence of significant amounts of protein in the urine, is one of the most common causes of foamy urine. A small amount of protein is naturally excreted in our urine. However, when this small amount turns to large amounts, the condition is called proteinuria. Excess amounts of protein may be found in urine if a person has eaten large amounts of chicken, fish or other high-protein food items. If the body does not break down the protein efficiently, the protein ingested will be passed out through the urine, thereby making it foamy. People taking protein supplements may also end up with protein in their urine. In such cases, one must stop eating high-protein food items and supplements and check if the condition persists.

The other reason for protein in the urine can be kidney damage. This is because, the responsibility of regulating protein levels in the urine lies with the glomeruli of the kidneys. Times when the glomeruli get infected or damaged and are unable to prevent protein from leaving the body in the urine, proteinuria occurs. When the protein from the urine hits the toilet bowl after urination, foamy urine is produced. This can be confirmed by doing a urinalysis.

I have dabbled and researched a lot regarding alternate medicine. I had studied Acupuncture personally, from official Chinese medicine books and as such I am not a qualified therapist. However, I had noticed problems prior to the Doctors and advised them what to do. They sometimes hate people that have some knowledge and offer them advice. It is an arrogance and pride thing.
During my parents Cancer I had followed up a lot of alternate treatments. Unfortunately under the circumstances I could not use them to help my parents with. Mum was so bad after Radio she could hardly keep anything down.
I have found this: http://www.tateishikazu.com/eng.htm.
There was also the brown rice soup from this Doctor. Natural and it is claimed to be able to help. I have tried it, when I made it for mum. perhaps too late as I only found out from a friend during mums last Month in Hospital.
Berries, and other natural vegetables and fruit have healing powers and some have anti cancer properties. I suggest these websites.http://www.cancertutor.com/http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2013/08/03/natural-cancer-treatment.aspxhttp://www.mayoclinic.com/health/cancer-treatment/CM00002
Mangosteen rind, and Aloe Vera for immune booster. Mangosteen may be able to help with certain Cancer types but is seasonal and expensive. In addition people with kidney and heart problems have to e very careful as it can increase the red blood cell count and volume in a short time period, Thus increasing the Oxygen flow.
H202 1.5% food grade, Graviolla, and other known and often hidden treatments can be used reasonably safely. Almond and apple seeds contain Cyanide and Vit B 17 taken from the health food shelves by Governments in many countries.
The biggest problem is that we as I did do not keep an eye on these things until some one needs it by then it may be too late.
Some Doctors are now promoting a healthy anti cancer diet,
Dr Ozz on TV had a good session about this. Not everyone can understand and some just do not want to spend time in a busy life worrying about what if and how can I help my self and my family. That is what Doctors are there for.
If you can find a good Doctor, herbalist or acupuncturist, and they are open minded. They are worth their weight in gold.
Perhaps even Mono atomic gold? A bit of humor.. Jim Marrs You Tube videos have interesting information about this Mono Atomic Gold.
How much we know is often a good indicator of how little we know as well.

Rob Soltysik Cell-killing or cytotoxic therapies like chemotherapy and radiation utilize apoptosis. These therapies cause cellular DNA damage such as point mutations, strand breaks, and other disturbances to a cell’s DNA. This DNA damage, in turn, triggers the apoptosis which leads to cell death. In this way, chemo and radiation kill cells (cancer cells and healthy cells). However, when the large T antigen (Tag) of SV40 is present in a cancer cell it binds p53 and RB and stops these genes from working. There is no apoptosis. The result is that chemo and radiation kill healthy cells, but the cancerous cells infected with SV40’s Tag live on with even more mutations. This means that standard cancer therapies may only make a SV40 cancer more abnormal and aggressive and less responsive to standard cytotoxic therapies…

Rob Soltysik Why is this the current situation? There are many reasons, but the biggest one is that SV40 is a problem that federal government authorities have not addressed responsibly because the government’s own vaccine programs are responsible for the spread of the virus throughout the western world. Federal authorities are so concerned about being blamed for unleashing a cancer-causing monkey virus that they would rather ignore its role in cancer than take the appropriate steps to develop rational therapies. http://www.sv40foundation.org/Treating.html

hmmmm, figures. I will never allow anyone to administer any type of chemo or radiation on me. If I die, I die. I will do the best I can with what I know and not throw the baby out with the bath water, which is what it looks like. But I had come to this conclusion when I watched them almost kill my mother when I was 14. Shockingly she is still alive today, but she is not the person she once was, I do not know the physical/emotional damage she received from the whole ordeal, but it was not good…we have been estranged for about 18 years… sad, but I feel chemo and radiation had a hand in it..

Even doctors would not allow chemotherapy for me. If they did, I could sue for malpractice. And these tumors rarely become malignant, but when they do, it’s always with ppl who underwent radiation treatment.

are you kidding? ha! doctors would order it FIRST HAND, and your ‘suing’ nigga please, you would be laughed out of court, tho you wouldn’t even make it there, but I would! but i would have no ‘power’ since we are not ‘espoused’ any longer. DICKS!!!! i love you Bobby. we got this….

I was looking at the psoriatic arthritis group on facebook, and they’re all taking heavy drugs like methoxetrate. My chemical and drug sensitivity doesn’t seem to prevalent there. Mine must be a completely different condition.

I had both parents die in 2010 ages 68 and 71 both were under orthodox treatments. Dad re occurrence of Correctional Cancer, The thing is when I saw his x Rays 5 years prior I could not see anything out of the ordinary. I even asked him “where did the Doctor say you have Cancer” as I was looking at his x Ray. He stated it was down the bottom pointing ti the dark area just at the base of the large colon and prior to the rectal passage way.
I questioned this and asked him to get a second opinion. He got frustrated and told me to stop being a Private Investigator. “These are trained people who know what they are doing” taking the x Ray away from me. I was looking for any lumps, white or any other anomalies yet I could not see any.
So I asked him to get an MRI or another scan to confirm the findings, “it would not hurt” I added.
Well typical European father stated that I was being stupid, he and the Doctors knew better. I asked him what were his symptoms and how long did he have them? He answered it was still early and the Doctors just want to take it out and prevent it from getting worse. Pointless arguing with him I left it alone. He had a colon splice and an SPC bag with a tube put in. And Radio Therapy enough to make him sick but he was a strong man. He survived and life as usual but his bag was always a problem so he decided to have it removed after 3 and a half years. It wasn’t until his cancer was recurring in the same location as he was operated in that his major problems started.

He was told he had Cancer and this time it was the real deal. We discovered that his Doctor or Surgeon had not performed the surgery the way it was explained to him but a piece of his colon was removed from the side. A square section length wise. Not a section cut and re attached. So he still had all his colon length wise but it was lust thinner preventing proper bowel movement.

After this he had to have Chemo therapy and an SPC bag again, The hospital had made so many stuff ups and he got VRE after an Infection that they did not have the proper Anti Biotics for.
In and out of hospitals and his condition just got worse. I suspected that the Doctors had already labelled him as a dead man 8 months prior to his death and this was confirmed by my mothers Doctor some 4 months prior to his death, when I asked him about the DCA treatment. He coldly responded . “You father will die, there is nothing we can do about that now, I am here to do the best I can for your mother”! I was shocked and puzzled and I asked my mother after her Uterus exam? What did you say to him about Dad? Thinking she may have talked to him. She said nothing, I was just answering his questions but not about dad. I asked “prior to that? Did you talk to him or his receptionist”?. She told me not to be stupid as she has never seen him before and that she just made an appointment with his receptionist after the referral from her other Doctor.
It then hit me… He had checked my fathers records or talked to my fathers Doctors. They knew each other as they work together and refer patients to each other. I was really cheesed off! Mum noticed and asked “what is the matter”? Reluctantly I told her as we got into the car. She was shocked and asked “how did he know”? and I told her what I suspected. There was no other explanation.
What got me is that his Doctors were still going on as everything was O K even though they knew he was already labelled as a dead man.
Mums Doctor never saw dad, he was a gynaecologist. (Medical records have a lot of family history and details and as such should only be available to and for the treating Doctors).
It was on one other occasion that I have noticed that even nursing staff were obtaining these and sharing the information with family members involved with colleagues that were Investigators.
This is more dangerous and a bigger Invasion of privacy than what the NSA is doing. However, I dare say that the Spy agencies would also be able to access peoples medical records if they needed to.
After a few weeks I realised that I will have to tell my father the truth as I was trying to research alternate cancer treatments since he was diagnosed. This was very difficult as I was spending 12 hours a day caring for my parents and finding spare time was hard as there was no Internet connection at their house . So I had to do what I could with the financial and time restrictions I had.

Some 16 weeks prior to his death.
It wasn’t until dad had a bad infection and ended up in the ICU that I noticed something on the Hospital wall that alerted me to the incident some five years prior. When he got better I showed him the plastic diagram of the human Intestine and asked him if he remembered what he said to me when I asked him where his cancer was. He looked at the picture and said “Yes. So what”? I asked him to look at the 3 D diagram and tell me where he was told he had cancer? He looked and pointed at the bottom of the Colon just prior to the rectum. I asked him to read the comment to the right with the arrow pointing to that area. As he did this he exclaimed with a surprised look. “That bastard”! I told him “he told you it was the dark part of the colon on the x Ray, didn’t he”? He answered”Yes” but then defensively stated “It could have been the easy way to explain it”. I answered, “Perhaps. But remember what Doctor Manicini on that you tube video stated and others even your oncologists are calling the caner and tumour a fungal growth? It is always white on the x rays”. “I could not see any white on your x ray back then”? Did he just perform the surgery for some reason, perhaps to get money? They still did not return that x ray did they even though I had an argument with them in the Cancer ward. After they refused to return your scans and reports. Remember what the Radio therapy Doctor said to me after he threatened me. “Well we gave him 4 years extra, what else do you want”?
This was the turning point and even though it was too late my father finally started to see Doctors as gods and started to lose faith in them. By this time his cancer was spreading rapidly it has even entered into his hips. Now he had bone Cancer?
Strange that it was not until we had an Health Care commission Inquiry report done just after his death that we noticed the reason his rectum was bleeding as we were told it was his Cancer.
His first surgery was accompanied by radio therapy. The report clearly stated that he had been over radiated and his soft tissue was falling apart in that region. We also know that Radiation causes cancer. I could not understand why the Doctors were not treating his rectal bleeding while he was in Hospital or why they had NO suggestions on how to treat it? He was trying various things and I was at a loss as to why he could not stop the bleeding. We knew that his colonoscopy had torn his rectum due to the stupid staff trying to place an over sized tube that was faulty in there. I guess the indicator should have been the equipment they wore to check him but it was a hospital and they have to wear protective clothing to prevent infections.
Some 10 weeks prior to my fathers death I noticed his condition was getting a lot worse and he was in and out of hospitals almost every week. I asked for a scan and blood test to be done to see what his progress was. The hospital refused the blood test and I had to argue with his Doctor (oncologist) to get the scan. Prior to this I tried to get his treatment crew to check something while I was at the ward and the Pharmacist refused to take five minutes to check it, they would not allow and it was very hard to get a second opinion. When I asked , after realising the person I was talking to was being an Ass hole (he was the hospital pharmacist) “what would happen if there was cancer cure or a tablet found tomorrow”? Adding, “half of this equipment and half the staff would be made redundant”. He answered with out pause to think. “That would never happen, as we would get it and control it”!
His scan had proven my fears, his cancer was out of control, but even though it was spreading faster his oncologist wanted to keep the treatment up? I asked, “why it is obviously not working”? “Can’t you try him on another treatment”? I was answered “NO” after almost 15 minutes of debate and pressure his oncologist tried to ignore me and talk to him trying to persuade him into taking more Chemotherapy that was making him a lot worse?? He finally looked at her and told her that he agreed with me and wanted a scan and a progress report. She tried to scare him out of it by telling him “If we stop now we will not resume or place you on another treatment”!
I was absolutely horrified.
Then more fun started as they tried to keep him in hospital by force, even after one of his visiting Doctors had cleared him to be released.

This was the first time my Father expressed fear in his entire life. The hospital had even placed a Security guard in front of his room and had a male nurse standing by, when I arrived with my child to pick him up I tried to work out what was going on?
It got to the stage where I had to threaten them with legal action to get them to release him.
The Security Officer stated he did not want anything to do with this, and that it was not his job. Shortly after the male nurse left as well but the female nurse in charge was adamant and it took another 2 hours to get her to release him after she had talked with at least one other Doctor.
At this stage it was almost midnight, so from 16:00 hrs when I was called we had to wait till 17:15 for the Doctor that checked him and released him and then it was a wait and play stupid games.
I had to organise for family to take my child home, this was at around 8pm.
He had a relapse two weeks prior to death and due to his independent personality would not let me change his bag on the bed. He wanted to do it on his own and this caused a major drama that had me hold him for 7 minutes above ground while trying to untangle his tubes and his pyjama string. I did my lower back in compressing 3 vertebrae and had to go home at 00:30 to get some rest and I was in pain. He had me extremely concerned as he had over exerted him self. I was assured he would be O K and my brother was to keep an eye on him mum was still capable of calling me but as it turned out he was left alone after 2 am and during the early hours he had a stroke.
I was called in at 7 am by Mum and got there shortly after I had called the community nurses and the ambulance. When I got there the Nurses were already there but could not do anything and just asked me questions. He was alive and I asked them to check where the ambulance was?
We called the again and after 4 hours the ambulance arrived.
They had an industrial dispute and only had one ambulance working the entire area. The female ambulance officer apologised and stated that if they had realised it was that serious they would have given us preference?
When we got to the Hospital and had him rolled into the emergency ward. The male Ambulance officer started to ask me questions and I answered. He went ape shit when I told him dad had VRE.
“Why did you not tell us”? He raised his voice in the hospital pre admission room? I looked at him and answered, I did tell you or rather the radio operator, and the Community nurse head that was talking with your operator also told them. I was on the telephone for 15 minutes with your radio and I had to call the community nurse before I left home. They even beat me to my parents home. However, we had to wait for four hours and twenty minutes for you to arrive. One of the Doctors interjected and asked me to go to the emergency room with my father and mother. After 10 minutes the ambulance officer walked up to me and apologised advising me that they have to cover the ambulance with plastic and sterilise it before they place VRE positive patients in the ambulance for transport. Now he will be off the road for at least an hour as he has to clean the Ambulance.
I just thanked him and turned away from him. He apologised again and walked away.

We arr waiting for the Doctors to check my father and in comes the palliative care Doctor?
This young man looked at my father for a few minutes and asked whom was the next of kin?
I answered my Mother was and after that I was as the oldest son. He looked at my mother and told her that we should consider letting him GO. He is in a very bad condition he will not make it through the night, we can not do anything for him.
My mother nearly collapsed, I had to support her and get my brother to get her a chair to sit on. She went into shock, pale and weak. I asked him if he was bloody normal? Adding she has cancer as well, who are you? He went silent, after a few seconds gave me his name explaining whom he was.
Still trying to push the death sentence. I asked him is euthanasia legal in this state? He just looked at me surprised. I repeated my question. He answered “IT would be cruel to keep him alive”!
I thought my brother was going to hit him and stepped in between them.
Asking the Doctor to keep him alive and telling him to do what ever it takes to help him.
The Doctor left and I walked over to a different Doctor that I noticed was observing this from the emergency room. Asking him if this was standard procedure?

He shook his head and advised me to ignore the other Doctor. He also added we will have to take some scans and we will have him fixed up in a few days. I asked him to be honest with his prognosis and give me the truth as I was sick of the B S and lies. I also asked him to give me his honest opinion of how long father has?
He agreed. A few minutes later he had a nurse prepare father, and he was ready to have him wheeled into the x ray room. In my entire life I have never seen my father cry and panic. He started to cry and asked me not to let him go as x rays were bad for him. He was scared. Even though he had a slight facial distortion from the stroke he was aware and knew what was going on.
The other FOOL had made all of us including my father panic. Stupid Doctors, and he did this in a calm way as though he was doing us a good deed.

When my father was returned he was more relaxed and calm trying to reassure us and mum.

I was called aside by the other emergency room Doctor and he told me. “You wanted my honest opinion”, “ I will give it to you, “he has six weeks to two months tops his cancer has spread into his hips and almost all over his lower region, he has cancer in his blood stream and this may have caused his stroke as his body is still trying to fight it but it is causing clotting. This could also be the Chemo therapy side effect. We can help him with blood thinners. Also do no allow the other palliative care doctor to tell you, that his kidney tubes are blocked. They are in very good condition and as they were just recently put in are not malfunctioning nor can they be blocked they were designed not to do that. We will leave him here for a few days and see how he goes after treatment.”
You would not believe this but the other quack walked back in with some syringes and started to examine dad. I asked him what he was doing he responded, he had to examine him and get blood tests. I told him dad was just checked by the emergency Doctors, and he tried again telling us that he was beyond help and it was cruel to keep him alive. Then he added that he had a blockage of his kidney tubes, VRE and a stroke with cancer with other problems.
I advised him that kidney tubes were designed NOT TO GET Blocked and his problems are not as dramatic as he was describing asking him to walk out side with me and away from my mother and father.
A few meters away I looked at him and told him. You will keep him alive as long as you can without letting him die as we will not let him GO. Do you understand?
I was so pissed off I felt like killing the M F.
He must have realised and he walked back to the curtain area where my father was took his syringes and left.
The other Doctor was smiling and nodded to me.
A few days later dads condition was a lot better, moving smiling and even sitting up and wanting to take a small stroll no sign of his stroke.
Better than he was for several weeks as the blood thinning medication and the other treatments were helping him a lot. I asked why was he not this responsive at home as I was using blood thinning medications and injecting him as well? I was advised this was different and better than the one we had at home.
Four days and he got a room. This was when the Palliative care death doctor started to return.

Offering a room at another hospital as this one did not have enough beds. I asked him to walk around telling him that there was plenty of spare rooms. He argued that dad needed special care and it was hard to provide it in this hospital.

I asked him to leave politely and my father started to get upset. At one stage I think dad asked him to piss off. After he left my father asked me not to argue with them. He was still aware and although we tried to spend as much time with him even sleeping there we could not keep that up due to my mothers treatments and the time it took to look after her.

A week later the Palliative care Doctor returned again offering reasons why we should have him relocated and that his condition was really bad. Father was still eating solids and drinking although not as much. His pain was worse and he had to get more pain killers.
We had to get a break and we prepared the priest and family friends to come and visit him. The next day I had to take care if some medical issue for mum and order or pick up medicine as well as take her to the Radio therapy leaving my brother there. I was told that the Palliative care quack returned and tried to take blood samples and my father refused. He was also treated very poorly and complained about the nurses. My mother complained to the head nurse. That night my fathers condition drastically deteriorated. We were not there that night. He was pumped up fool of sedatives that had him turned onto an vegetable state. He was still aware but it looked like he had a stroke. When we asked they stated that they had to sedate him as he was violent with the nurses. And he was in a lot of pain so they were trying to make him more comfortable.
I challenged this but remembered what he had told me a few days prior/ He asked me not to go after them if something happened to him as he was going to pass away anyway.
The palliative care Doctor refused to treat him and put him on the IV, I demanded this be done since now we could not feed him. He came back with some blood and it was connected to the IV machine, soon after another nurse walked in and covered the half pint bag with a pillow case.
I asked why she was doing this, she answered. Some people are squeamish when they see blood?
I answered “like who”? I thought she was trying to give me a hint.
( This has been a continuous hint and non verbal episode with numerous nurses and Doctors giving hints for months. They dare not say something directly so they hint in order to offer help.)
After a few hours the palliative care doctor returned and again he had large syringes. He tried telling us we had to let him go due to various reasons and a few days ago he stated dad also had MRSE?
I asked when did he get that? I was advised he had it? Now this quack starts to take blood out and I asked him you refused to put him on a drip, yet you want to take blood samples after giving him a little blood? And you are taking out as much as you have just given him. What was in the blood?
He did not answer and the next day we were advised he was MRSE positive, so he had VRE, MRSE and and they refused to treat him any more. They let him dry out and die in an almost vegetable state.
I was being told it was cruel to keep him alive?? It took two and a half weeks.

The Cancer would have killed him, but he was actually let down and killed by the medical establishment.

Mums treatment had also killed her three month later. Her specialist that had told me My father would die and he was there to do the best he can for my mother was full of B S.
He refused to operate on her when her Uterus Cancer was stage one and stage two at which stage they took a sample out at the Hospital.
We know when they cut into cancer it makes it spread faster.
He had her attend 42 sessions of Radio therapy, her condition deteriorated I could not care for her at home as we could not feed her due to her diarrhoea. At stage four and protests from my self and my friends her Doctor advised he will perform surgery?
I asked if this was going to help?
He assured me he would do the best he can.
She was stage four at this time due to the fact that her Radio therapy failed to shrink the cancer as it was explained to us.
You see the probable reason my mother got uterus cancer was due to the medication she was prescribed some eight years prior when she had a small lump on her breast that was surgically removed followed by 6 chemo therapy sessions. One of her specialists advised us that that was the most likely cause. The reason this was important is because five other Doctors said nothing and offered no explanation. Since then I have found out that the common drug used caused the women’s hormones to change and it was good for the re-occurrence for breast cancer but increased the women’s chances for getting uterus cancer by 30% according to the medical and pharmaceutical information.
Two weeks after the operation she passed away.
After the funeral I was advised that her specialist specialised in RADICAL hysterectomy surgeries.
After a few weeks I find out that he had patients taken away from him due to major stuff ups during surgery. One women that was a friend of our friend actually fell victim to the same doctor but she survived. Only after having the Hospital remove her from his care and having to get another specialist to operate on her to fix the problem that was caused by a mistake.

Was it a mistake? How do you get to perform radical surgeries if there are no patients that require such surgeries? Perhaps by creating the patients you can practice and experiment on?

This is not a fictional story this was an actual event based brief version.

I read very beautiful/horrific word. My heart bows low for you,…..the one left alone,…with knowledge too painful to bare alone. They did the same to both of my parents too. Then,…they did it to me as well.

So I say again,…the SECRET to living a long, healthy life is this: Stay the hell away from Doctors!

vgirl,….you are the BEST example I have of what STAYING AWAY FROM DOCTORS looks like! Your immune system,….is a ROCKSTAR,….no meds in this gal,…not one prescription! She let’s her AMAZING body do it’s stuff,…but vgirl FEEDS it what it needs,..even eats right for her blood type! No Doctors allowed! 🙂 (In our club!) We ARE the Doctors, come to think of it! 🙂

I had both parents die in 2010 ages 68 and 71 both were under orthodox treatments. Dad re occurrence of Correctional Cancer, The thing is when I saw his x Rays 5 years prior I could not see anything out of the ordinary. I even asked him “where did the Doctor say you have Cancer” as I was looking at his x Ray. He stated it was down the bottom pointing ti the dark area just at the base of the large colon and prior to the rectal passage way.
I questioned this and asked him to get a second opinion. He got frustrated and told me to stop being a Private Investigator. “These are trained people who know what they are doing” taking the x Ray away from me. I was looking for any lumps, white or any other anomalies yet I could not see any.
So I asked him to get an MRI or another scan to confirm the findings, “it would not hurt” I added.
Well typical European father stated that I was being stupid, he and the Doctors knew better. I asked him what were his symptoms and how long did he have them? He answered it was still early and the Doctors just want to take it out and prevent it from getting worse. Pointless arguing with him I left it alone. He had a colon splice and an SPC bag with a tube put in. And Radio Therapy enough to make him sick but he was a strong man. He survived and life as usual but his bag was always a problem so he decided to have it removed after 3 and a half years. It wasn’t until his cancer was recurring in the same location as he was operated in that his major problems started.

He was told he had Cancer and this time it was the real deal. We discovered that his Doctor or Surgeon had not performed the surgery the way it was explained to him but a piece of his colon was removed from the side. A square section length wise. Not a section cut and re attached. So he still had all his colon length wise but it was lust thinner preventing proper bowel movement.

After this he had to have Chemo therapy and an SPC bag again, The hospital had made so many stuff ups and he got VRE after an Infection that they did not have the proper Anti Biotics for.
In and out of hospitals and his condition just got worse. I suspected that the Doctors had already labelled him as a dead man 8 months prior to his death and this was confirmed by my mothers Doctor some 4 months prior to his death, when I asked him about the DCA treatment. He coldly responded . “You father will die, there is nothing we can do about that now, I am here to do the best I can for your mother”! I was shocked and puzzled and I asked my mother after her Uterus exam? What did you say to him about Dad? Thinking she may have talked to him. She said nothing, I was just answering his questions but not about dad. I asked “prior to that? Did you talk to him or his receptionist”?. She told me not to be stupid as she has never seen him before and that she just made an appointment with his receptionist after the referral from her other Doctor.
It then hit me… He had checked my fathers records or talked to my fathers Doctors. They knew each other as they work together and refer patients to each other. I was really cheesed off! Mum noticed and asked “what is the matter”? Reluctantly I told her as we got into the car. She was shocked and asked “how did he know”? and I told her what I suspected. There was no other explanation.
What got me is that his Doctors were still going on as everything was O K even though they knew he was already labelled as a dead man.
Mums Doctor never saw dad, he was a gynaecologist. (Medical records have a lot of family history and details and as such should only be available to and for the treating Doctors).
It was on one other occasion that I have noticed that even nursing staff were obtaining these and sharing the information with family members involved with colleagues that were Investigators.
This is more dangerous and a bigger Invasion of privacy than what the NSA is doing. However, I dare say that the Spy agencies would also be able to access peoples medical records if they needed to.
After a few weeks I realised that I will have to tell my father the truth as I was trying to research alternate cancer treatments since he was diagnosed. This was very difficult as I was spending 12 hours a day caring for my parents and finding spare time was hard as there was no Internet connection at their house . So I had to do what I could with the financial and time restrictions I had.

Some 16 weeks prior to his death.
It wasn’t until dad had a bad infection and ended up in the ICU that I noticed something on the Hospital wall that alerted me to the incident some five years prior. When he got better I showed him the plastic diagram of the human Intestine and asked him if he remembered what he said to me when I asked him where his cancer was. He looked at the picture and said “Yes. So what”? I asked him to look at the 3 D diagram and tell me where he was told he had cancer? He looked and pointed at the bottom of the Colon just prior to the rectum. I asked him to read the comment to the right with the arrow pointing to that area. As he did this he exclaimed with a surprised look. “That bastard”! I told him “he told you it was the dark part of the colon on the x Ray, didn’t he”? He answered”Yes” but then defensively stated “It could have been the easy way to explain it”. I answered, “Perhaps. But remember what Doctor Manicini on that you tube video stated and others even your oncologists are calling the caner and tumour a fungal growth? It is always white on the x rays”. “I could not see any white on your x ray back then”? Did he just perform the surgery for some reason, perhaps to get money? They still did not return that x ray did they even though I had an argument with them in the Cancer ward. After they refused to return your scans and reports. Remember what the Radio therapy Doctor said to me after he threatened me. “Well we gave him 4 years extra, what else do you want”?
This was the turning point and even though it was too late my father finally started to see Doctors as gods and started to lose faith in them. By this time his cancer was spreading rapidly it has even entered into his hips. Now he had bone Cancer?
Strange that it was not until we had an Health Care commission Inquiry report done just after his death that we noticed the reason his rectum was bleeding as we were told it was his Cancer.
His first surgery was accompanied by radio therapy. The report clearly stated that he had been over radiated and his soft tissue was falling apart in that region. We also know that Radiation causes cancer. I could not understand why the Doctors were not treating his rectal bleeding while he was in Hospital or why they had NO suggestions on how to treat it? He was trying various things and I was at a loss as to why he could not stop the bleeding. We knew that his colonoscopy had torn his rectum due to the stupid staff trying to place an over sized tube that was faulty in there. I guess the indicator should have been the equipment they wore to check him but it was a hospital and they have to wear protective clothing to prevent infections.
Some 10 weeks prior to my fathers death I noticed his condition was getting a lot worse and he was in and out of hospitals almost every week. I asked for a scan and blood test to be done to see what his progress was. The hospital refused the blood test and I had to argue with his Doctor (oncologist) to get the scan. Prior to this I tried to get his treatment crew to check something while I was at the ward and the Pharmacist refused to take five minutes to check it, they would not allow and it was very hard to get a second opinion. When I asked , after realising the person I was talking to was being an Ass hole (he was the hospital pharmacist) “what would happen if there was cancer cure or a tablet found tomorrow”? Adding, “half of this equipment and half the staff would be made redundant”. He answered with out pause to think. “That would never happen, as we would get it and control it”!
His scan had proven my fears, his cancer was out of control, but even though it was spreading faster his oncologist wanted to keep the treatment up? I asked, “why it is obviously not working”? “Can’t you try him on another treatment”? I was answered “NO” after almost 15 minutes of debate and pressure his oncologist tried to ignore me and talk to him trying to persuade him into taking more Chemotherapy that was making him a lot worse?? He finally looked at her and told her that he agreed with me and wanted a scan and a progress report. She tried to scare him out of it by telling him “If we stop now we will not resume or place you on another treatment”!
I was absolutely horrified.
Then more fun started as they tried to keep him in hospital by force, even after one of his visiting Doctors had cleared him to be released.

This was the first time my Father expressed fear in his entire life. The hospital had even placed a Security guard in front of his room and had a male nurse standing by, when I arrived with my child to pick him up I tried to work out what was going on?
It got to the stage where I had to threaten them with legal action to get them to release him.
The Security Officer stated he did not want anything to do with this, and that it was not his job. Shortly after the male nurse left as well but the female nurse in charge was adamant and it took another 2 hours to get her to release him after she had talked with at least one other Doctor.
At this stage it was almost midnight, so from 16:00 hrs when I was called we had to wait till 17:15 for the Doctor that checked him and released him and then it was a wait and play stupid games.
I had to organise for family to take my child home, this was at around 8pm.
He had a relapse two weeks prior to death and due to his independent personality would not let me change his bag on the bed. He wanted to do it on his own and this caused a major drama that had me hold him for 7 minutes above ground while trying to untangle his tubes and his pyjama string. I did my lower back in compressing 3 vertebrae and had to go home at 00:30 to get some rest and I was in pain. He had me extremely concerned as he had over exerted him self. I was assured he would be O K and my brother was to keep an eye on him mum was still capable of calling me but as it turned out he was left alone after 2 am and during the early hours he had a stroke.
I was called in at 7 am by Mum and got there shortly after I had called the community nurses and the ambulance. When I got there the Nurses were already there but could not do anything and just asked me questions. He was alive and I asked them to check where the ambulance was?
We called the again and after 4 hours the ambulance arrived.
They had an industrial dispute and only had one ambulance working the entire area. The female ambulance officer apologised and stated that if they had realised it was that serious they would have given us preference?
When we got to the Hospital and had him rolled into the emergency ward. The male Ambulance officer started to ask me questions and I answered. He went ape shit when I told him dad had VRE.
“Why did you not tell us”? He raised his voice in the hospital pre admission room? I looked at him and answered, I did tell you or rather the radio operator, and the Community nurse head that was talking with your operator also told them. I was on the telephone for 15 minutes with your radio and I had to call the community nurse before I left home. They even beat me to my parents home. However, we had to wait for four hours and twenty minutes for you to arrive. One of the Doctors interjected and asked me to go to the emergency room with my father and mother. After 10 minutes the ambulance officer walked up to me and apologised advising me that they have to cover the ambulance with plastic and sterilise it before they place VRE positive patients in the ambulance for transport. Now he will be off the road for at least an hour as he has to clean the Ambulance.
I just thanked him and turned away from him. He apologised again and walked away.

We arr waiting for the Doctors to check my father and in comes the palliative care Doctor?
This young man looked at my father for a few minutes and asked whom was the next of kin?
I answered my Mother was and after that I was as the oldest son. He looked at my mother and told her that we should consider letting him GO. He is in a very bad condition he will not make it through the night, we can not do anything for him.
My mother nearly collapsed, I had to support her and get my brother to get her a chair to sit on. She went into shock, pale and weak. I asked him if he was bloody normal? Adding she has cancer as well, who are you? He went silent, after a few seconds gave me his name explaining whom he was.
Still trying to push the death sentence. I asked him is euthanasia legal in this state? He just looked at me surprised. I repeated my question. He answered “IT would be cruel to keep him alive”!
I thought my brother was going to hit him and stepped in between them.
Asking the Doctor to keep him alive and telling him to do what ever it takes to help him.
The Doctor left and I walked over to a different Doctor that I noticed was observing this from the emergency room. Asking him if this was standard procedure?

He shook his head and advised me to ignore the other Doctor. He also added we will have to take some scans and we will have him fixed up in a few days. I asked him to be honest with his prognosis and give me the truth as I was sick of the B S and lies. I also asked him to give me his honest opinion of how long father has?
He agreed. A few minutes later he had a nurse prepare father, and he was ready to have him wheeled into the x ray room. In my entire life I have never seen my father cry and panic. He started to cry and asked me not to let him go as x rays were bad for him. He was scared. Even though he had a slight facial distortion from the stroke he was aware and knew what was going on.
The other FOOL had made all of us including my father panic. Stupid Doctors, and he did this in a calm way as though he was doing us a good deed.

When my father was returned he was more relaxed and calm trying to reassure us and mum.

I was called aside by the other emergency room Doctor and he told me. “You wanted my honest opinion”, “ I will give it to you, “he has six weeks to two months tops his cancer has spread into his hips and almost all over his lower region, he has cancer in his blood stream and this may have caused his stroke as his body is still trying to fight it but it is causing clotting. This could also be the Chemo therapy side effect. We can help him with blood thinners. Also do no allow the other palliative care doctor to tell you, that his kidney tubes are blocked. They are in very good condition and as they were just recently put in are not malfunctioning nor can they be blocked they were designed not to do that. We will leave him here for a few days and see how he goes after treatment.”
You would not believe this but the other quack walked back in with some syringes and started to examine dad. I asked him what he was doing he responded, he had to examine him and get blood tests. I told him dad was just checked by the emergency Doctors, and he tried again telling us that he was beyond help and it was cruel to keep him alive. Then he added that he had a blockage of his kidney tubes, VRE and a stroke with cancer with other problems.
I advised him that kidney tubes were designed NOT TO GET Blocked and his problems are not as dramatic as he was describing asking him to walk out side with me and away from my mother and father.
A few meters away I looked at him and told him. You will keep him alive as long as you can without letting him die as we will not let him GO. Do you understand?
I was so pissed off I felt like killing the M F.
He must have realised and he walked back to the curtain area where my father was took his syringes and left.
The other Doctor was smiling and nodded to me.
A few days later dads condition was a lot better, moving smiling and even sitting up and wanting to take a small stroll no sign of his stroke.
Better than he was for several weeks as the blood thinning medication and the other treatments were helping him a lot. I asked why was he not this responsive at home as I was using blood thinning medications and injecting him as well? I was advised this was different and better than the one we had at home.
Four days and he got a room. This was when the Palliative care death doctor started to return.

Offering a room at another hospital as this one did not have enough beds. I asked him to walk around telling him that there was plenty of spare rooms. He argued that dad needed special care and it was hard to provide it in this hospital.

I asked him to leave politely and my father started to get upset. At one stage I think dad asked him to piss off. After he left my father asked me not to argue with them. He was still aware and although we tried to spend as much time with him even sleeping there we could not keep that up due to my mothers treatments and the time it took to look after her.

A week later the Palliative care Doctor returned again offering reasons why we should have him relocated and that his condition was really bad. Father was still eating solids and drinking although not as much. His pain was worse and he had to get more pain killers.
We had to get a break and we prepared the priest and family friends to come and visit him. The next day I had to take care if some medical issue for mum and order or pick up medicine as well as take her to the Radio therapy leaving my brother there. I was told that the Palliative care quack returned and tried to take blood samples and my father refused. He was also treated very poorly and complained about the nurses. My mother complained to the head nurse. That night my fathers condition drastically deteriorated. We were not there that night. He was pumped up fool of sedatives that had him turned onto an vegetable state. He was still aware but it looked like he had a stroke. When we asked they stated that they had to sedate him as he was violent with the nurses. And he was in a lot of pain so they were trying to make him more comfortable.
I challenged this but remembered what he had told me a few days prior/ He asked me not to go after them if something happened to him as he was going to pass away anyway.
The palliative care Doctor refused to treat him and put him on the IV, I demanded this be done since now we could not feed him. He came back with some blood and it was connected to the IV machine, soon after another nurse walked in and covered the half pint bag with a pillow case.
I asked why she was doing this, she answered. Some people are squeamish when they see blood?
I answered “like who”? I thought she was trying to give me a hint.
( This has been a continuous hint and non verbal episode with numerous nurses and Doctors giving hints for months. They dare not say something directly so they hint in order to offer help.)
After a few hours the palliative care doctor returned and again he had large syringes. He tried telling us we had to let him go due to various reasons and a few days ago he stated dad also had MRSE?
I asked when did he get that? I was advised he had it? Now this quack starts to take blood out and I asked him you refused to put him on a drip, yet you want to take blood samples after giving him a little blood? And you are taking out as much as you have just given him. What was in the blood?
He did not answer and the next day we were advised he was MRSE positive, so he had VRE, MRSE and and they refused to treat him any more. They let him dry out and die in an almost vegetable state.
I was being told it was cruel to keep him alive?? It took two and a half weeks.

The Cancer would have killed him, but he was actually let down and killed by the medical establishment.

Mums treatment had also killed her three month later. Her specialist that had told me My father would die and he was there to do the best he can for my mother was full of B S.
He refused to operate on her when her Uterus Cancer was stage one and stage two at which stage they took a sample out at the Hospital.
We know when they cut into cancer it makes it spread faster.
He had her attend 42 sessions of Radio therapy, her condition deteriorated I could not care for her at home as we could not feed her due to her diarrhoea. At stage four and protests from my self and my friends her Doctor advised he will perform surgery?
I asked if this was going to help?
He assured me he would do the best he can.
She was stage four at this time due to the fact that her Radio therapy failed to shrink the cancer as it was explained to us.
You see the probable reason my mother got uterus cancer was due to the medication she was prescribed some eight years prior when she had a small lump on her breast that was surgically removed followed by 6 chemo therapy sessions. One of her specialists advised us that that was the most likely cause. The reason this was important is because five other Doctors said nothing and offered no explanation. Since then I have found out that the common drug used caused the women’s hormones to change and it was good for the re-occurrence for breast cancer but increased the women’s chances for getting uterus cancer by 30% according to the medical and pharmaceutical information.
Two weeks after the operation she passed away.
After the funeral I was advised that her specialist specialised in RADICAL hysterectomy surgeries.
After a few weeks I find out that he had patients taken away from him due to major stuff ups during surgery. One women that was a friend of our friend actually fell victim to the same doctor but she survived. Only after having the Hospital remove her from his care and having to get another specialist to operate on her to fix the problem that was caused by a mistake.

Was it a mistake? How do you get to perform radical surgeries if there are no patients that require such surgeries? Perhaps by creating the patients you can practice and experiment on?

This is not a fictional story this was an actual event based brief version.

Wow, smart and easily explained in lay mans language.
So, all of us that have had the Polio Vaccine were set up for the fall and as Cancer is basically hand fed to us in food, (preservatives, coloring and metal or other coating in cans, cookware), water, Fluoride, chlorine, soft drinks Saccharin, sugar, personal care products and air as well as petro chemical products and even some medicines (including additives in vaccinations) we can clearly see that the Agenda 21 was in fact started prior to the legislation in the 1992 U N meeting.(World population control as per the Rockefeller agenda in 1930.)

#%^*+. New I-131 and new back pain always make me want to scream. I am so sorry.

My back has been messed up since 8/2012, for no reason, too. It looks like it is mostly muscular, so Cesium 137? I went looking for confirmation on whether I should be taking potassium or calcium or both, and look what I found…us! On the first page of search. If I could drop off some nice Ecuadorian bananas for you all, I would!

More testimonies of the horrors of bromocriptine for pituitary tumors:

Reluctantly started taking cabergoline for the first time tonight after putting it off for months! One dose down, least it’s only once a week this time unlike the horrid bromocriptine! Got to keep smiling and positive that this will now get my body back to normal, been a very long time

They tried me on bromo first and it was the worst year ever!! Side effects were horrendous! I’ve been on cabergoline since 1999 and although I have the odd day after my tablet I feel a bit “groggy”, it’s done it’s job. Got two beautiful children to prove the point too

i tried both..both had very bad side effects for me

I loooove cabergoline. Bromo had me sick as a dog…so nausea I couldn’t get out of bed. I hated to even take my medicine!!! Now I take cabergoline..1/2 pill one time a week.

my story is the same started off on bromo..it was horrible. when I started caber 8yrs ago it was tricky at first but in time I was ok and ive a little girl now xx

Thanks, Vgirl, StillJill, and Thomas. It makes me so sad, it is an epidemic of murder, basically. After Rancho Seco NPP finally killed my dear friend (she died of cancer), her brother was diagnosed with esophageal cancer. With two beautiful sons about to go to college, they had him right where they wanted him, absolutely desperate. They nuked him, and ripped parts out until there wasn’t anymore left. When he was at death’s doorstep, they put him back into surgery, took out everything and stapled his stomach to his throat, last Christmas Eve. He died shortly after.

One state (Mississippi) experienced high ILI activity. This is the first report of high ILI activity this season. Two states (Alabama and Texas) experienced moderate ILI activity. Four states (Delaware, Kentucky, Louisiana, and Oklahoma) experienced low ILI activity. Forty-two states and New York City experienced minimal ILI activity. The District of Columbia did not have sufficient data to calculate an activity level. ILI activity data indicate the amount of flu-like illness that is occurring in each state.

Four states (Alabama, Florida, Kentucky, and Texas) reported regional geographic influenza activity. ENine states (Arkansas, Georgia, Louisiana, Maryland, Massachusetts, Mississippi, Oklahoma, Oregon, and South Carolina) reported local activity. Guam, Puerto Rico, and 34 states reported sporadic influenza activity. Three states reported no influenza activity. The U.S. Virgin Islands and the District of Columbia did not report. Geographic spread data show how many areas within a state or territory are seeing flu activity.

We should be looking for dust coming from Unit 4, rather than steam or smoke. Tepco said they had problems with dust. That’s because they’re actually doing something to the residues from the fires, instead of removing fuel rods there.

You are ahead of your time. My only relative who goes out dancing and still sings in a choir in her 90s says that is exactly what she’s done all her life. When people ask her how they could also have so much vitality,she says: “Stay away from doctors.”

The current US federal occupational limit of exposure per year for an adult (the limit for a worker using radiation) is “as low as reasonably achievable; however, not to exceed 5,000 millirems” above the 300+ millirems of natural sources of radiation and any medical radiation. Radiation workers wear badges made of photographic film which indicate the exposure to radiation. Readings typically are taken monthly. A federal advisory committee recommends that the lifetime exposure be limited to a person’s age multiplied by 1,000 millirems (example: for a 65-year-old person, 65,000 millirems).

I am so sorry that you are reeling, Bobby1. It is amazing to me how intense the pain has become when the radiation levels are high, but when the readings go down and the jet stream moves north, the pain just “lifts,” from one moment to another, poof! For me, it is welcome relief, but creepy.

Quote of NoNukes: “I have such a bad headache last night and today. Fatigue and back pain also.”

That sounds kind of like my symptoms lately.
The other day, i could barely hold a grinder though standing straight due to the pain like a knife twisted in my lower back.
Guy next to me might have been wondering why i was moaning while grinning and bearing it, yet didn’t care to ask apparently.

Sleep disturbance has been … very disturbing.
Can’t sleep more than a couple of hours, yet when i do finally go down, it is for like twelve hours. My education is suffering, and this is most disturbing.

Now i have a headache that won’t go away, and the fatigue is pissing me off too. Woke up this morning feeling like a hangover, yet have not consumed alcohol for months. Probably stopped breathing quite often during my sleep.

I don’t know what to say to my educator, so i say as little as possible. I’d rather he thought i was just lazy, like my former employer. When i showed my previous employer some data i demanded from doctor (which showed heart stopped for about a half hour, i was told that was impossible – yet no further testing allowed), it showed that i stop breathing so often during sleep, it was ignored.

Supervisor was a useless twit; i left after being electrocuted by him or subordinate (only saw feet under trailer).

Education seemed like a golden opportunity.
I had forgotten that it is one of the four hidden dynasties.

NoNukes,….you have become a canary Dear One,….and I worry about you all!

Yes,….I have felt it ever day now since the DC march in early November. My memory is bad,….multi-action tasks are being poorly done, or worse. I make more mistakes,….and put many things off, etc.

I have a new theory,….the cities most often on radcom 4 and 5 are on or about N40 latitude,…or just below. This is the debris field trajectory. Yes I know the jet stream winds and gyrates,….but I still think there is more of a ‘conveyor belt’ model occurring.

As always I am reminded that LOVE is our only answer,….and way through “this”.

I am so sorry that you have been feeling it since early November. My body’s reactions have stepped up a notch, starting with the high levels we had the week before Thanksgiving, I had this sharp, intense pain in my foot, in addition to the thyroid soreness, headache and fatigue that I have been having with high levels for 2 years+, and then with the high levels last week, I also had this intense sharp pain in my back, in addition to the usual. I was spooked enough to keep my daughter home from school for two days, she also had a cough still from a cold picked up after the high levels at Thanksgiving.

The pain is so intense that I wonder how I will be able to work, function, etc. Then the jet stream moves north, and the sharpness just dissipates immediately, it is bizarre. Still have the ache, but it is manageable. We just had a break since Thursday, but it is back today, the thyroid soreness and the headache, it is beginning again.

Jill, I agree that latitude is huge. Fukushima is 37 degrees north, San Francisco is 37 degrees north, Nevada Test site is 37 degrees north, Maryland is 39 degrees north, etc. It is amazing how much seems to go up and come down at the same latitude. Of course, San Francisco has the fog and sea spray from the Fukushima contaminated Pacific, as well as all those barrels of plutonium UCBerkeley threw off the coast, so we all have to get out of here.

All my best to Paje. August is when things started to get much worse for me. I don’t think I will forget August 20th, 2013. South Korea cancelled flights to Fukushima on the day it looked like the ocean was on fire there.

Thank you NoNukes. Paje was being bussed from the middle school because they actually put her on the VARSITY gymnastics team before she was even in highschool. I didn’t think that was possible. They over worked her and dummy fed her bagels lunch meat and soda. Her knee blew out, I kept her that summer or Christmas, whatever I can’t remember. i took her to a good chiropractor who fixed it. Her father said nothing was wrong with her knee, I was just being an asshole by not sending her back to live with him. Nope, just trying to keep her from becoming a cripple dumbass…I don’t know if it was before or after he had her injected with radioactive dye. Maybe she was 13 because she was in 8th grade…

Her neck has been thickening for a few years, I just remembered the radioactive dye test that asshole had done on her against the law by the way as I had joint LEGAL custody and begged him by phone not to inject my 11 year old daughter with that shit because her ‘leg hurt a little bit’. I told him if they even found a tiny crack in her bone the protocol would be rest, ice and elevation and suggested that hey asshole, how about rest ice and elevation rather than nuking my very small daughter? She could have died on the table. Idiot. Well Paje, thank good ol smarty pants. He’s a gem.

yes, and she has my bowels, which don’t move. She told me she eats and eats and nothing comes out. yep, been there, for years, so LBS and enemas are for her. And whole foods and get off the junk, enzymes and the whole gamut. She has to take control of this. We can’t do it for her, plus she lives a world away.

this is interesting, an excerpt from this page…. things that make you go HMMM

The Cause: Although speculation on the roots of this dilemma ranged from pesticides and burning oil wells to undetected Iraqi nerve gases, it appears that American troops are the only ones suffering. The ailment is largely unheard of in British, Canadian, Saudi, and Iraqi soldiers.(113) Even though the media refrained from implicating vaccines as a potential cause, it awoke the country to a national dilemma: how to support our vets who unquestionably served their country.

Did you guys see the Orangutan they released back into the wild recently? They went back to look in on him,…and he was NEARLY dead from,..”A parasitic infestation!” He CLUNG to them as they boated him out to do surgery. He (thankfully died on the operating table!) I have never felt such a mirrored codependency!

We are all feeling better today. It is still here, but at lower levels. They are also just flooding our skies with huge amounts of white crap, they are even talking about “cloud seeding” on the radio, need snow for the ski resorts during the holidays.

Reports about similar increases in white skies and radiation levels with headaches, allergies in Arizona:

Fitz
December 18, 2013 at 8:30 pm · Reply
I’m in the Phoenix AZ area, I have a few friends in town that are aware of the situation and are somewhat active in research/observation. Today according to netc.com we’ve been steady at 300-350cpm, each of my friends and myself have noticed an abundance of chemtrails (not unusual in the area) throughout the last few days with increasing frequency today (12/18) corresponding with increasing rad counts. I recall years ago pre-Fuku reading something about “boron-ated” jet fuel (not zip fuel) being stockpiled by whichever federal agency…does anyone know anything about that, or can comment about it being used in a situation such as this? I’ll do some digging to find more info.

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Kassandra
December 18, 2013 at 9:26 pm · Reply
I’m in Phoenix also and I watched the sky being blotted out by the trails from my office window.

Everyone at home and work is experiencing severe allergy like symptoms today as well.

9?! this morning it was 8, well shoot! And I have the flu, boo hoo, tell me to kiss your ass next time I ask you to make me a smoothie and you’re in tumorville! and thanks for the smoothie, it’s half gone, Du’s on it as well!

No ear problems, ..just used cue tips for years packing it in, .. have flushed out all the hardened wax using a diluted food safe peroxide and warm water flushes, notice a great increase in hearing the first year and now free flowing as they are intended to work, ear wax produces anti biotic as well as relieving the body of substances that can build up in the blood stream because natures removal service was brought to a stopped up canal. No, did not see a doc about, did my own research, I do not need any pills for blood or heart. 🙂 It took 5 years to clean them out, it really gets packed and baked. You know your making progress when you hear the what I call squid’s. The canals are also covered with layers you will think are part of the canal but are eventually removed and the canals become wider ! I only need flush with warm water daily now !

That might help explain the half-molar sized crater in my tooth that took less than two months to develop.
Then again, my hygiene is poor – likely from depression.
Never had a tooth go that fast before though. Wondering what happened to the amalgam filling that was there previously.
Doctor could give a rat’s ass. Not interested in a metals baseline despite my newfound trade.

Blew out a couple of blood clots from my nose yesterday. This seems to have been due to plasma cutter used in the same poorly ventilated workshop while exhaust from the overhead radiant heater periodically backflows into same workshop.

I am sorry that you all are getting the jet stream so much more than usual, can’t help but notice how convenient that is for our congress critters out of town for the holidays, but that’s neither here nor there…

Had the worst pain yet today. It was genuinely scary. It exceeded the arthritis pain in 2012 where my hip area was all swelled up… it was fibromyalgia pain, because phenibut took the edge off of it. Snowing, now my thyroid is tweaking again.

Wow NoNukes, I hope you can avoid this plume. There have been a lot of reports from Japan of teeth crumbling, chipping and fracturing. Strontium-90! I have had fatigue and massive back pain… but the plume hasn’t really reached here yet, probably just a puff compared to where you are.

I’ve never spent more time indoors with a nine year old by a HEPA filter in my life, but the smoky odor permeated everything, it felt kind of hopeless.

I feel like we are getting a bit of a break for a minute, the air is a bit cleaner, our headaches have dissipated for the time being (short, probably). Netc hasn’t showed this yet, but our geiger reads 41.7 CPM in a ten minute count, which is the usual.

I think that it is bs that you “can’t” feel radiation. It is hard to describe, but unmistakable. In addition to the thyroid aches, headaches, etc., there is this overall feeling of pressure…it reminds me kind of the pressure you feel flying in an airplane…now I wonder how much of the pressure our bodies feel when flying is actually from the 1000+ CPM we are in up there, in addition other factors. Once the pressure lifts, it is a relief.

NoNukes, feeling radiation is a matter of mindfulness of your body. You have to “open your eyes” and pay attention to feel it. Subtle breakdowns happen all over the body. But once you start noticing it, it is like riding a bicycle, you don’t forget.

Do you know what I mean about the feeling of pressure all over? I just realized that I have never written about it before, felt it for years, not sure I am describing it properly.

Kind of like feeling the heat of the sun, and then having a sunburn later, I first feel this total, all over pressure/weight along with the thyroid ache, then I feel the headache, sinus issues, back pain, new autoimmune diseases, etc., as time goes by.

Psoriasis now appearing on face. Check out The Singing Detective, it is about a man (the writer) who had the same disease I have, psoriatic arthritis. Incidentally, Michael Gambon gave one of the great film performances of all time.

If it is not advisable to drink Mexican water, one wonders why anyone would eat produce grown there.

On another note, had that all over my face about twenty five years ago.
Being a young man, it was emotionally scarring.
One side effect being not judging people by appearances afterward.
I hope you find a practical solution soon to share.

Could white LED’s offer a source of near-blue UV?
At least experimentation on a small patch of skin would be inexpensive.

Quote from Part 2: “You need to know that significant UV and IR emissions continue past the data points most manufacturers show you.

All LEDs emit UV. The graph above is what the full spectral power distribution of a “white” LED looks like. Notice that the UV output matches the intensity of the LED visible light output. Notice, too, that the IR output matches that of a steam radiator.

To be fair, we found no measurable UV in the long wave 300-380nm range. That this is the only UV that most museum quality UV meters measure may just be a coincidence. Regardless, there is big difference between no long wave UV and no UV at all. (That’s why the government sets UVB filtering standards for sunglasses.)

The photo above shows a UVX Radiometer using a 200nm-300nm head (UVB and UVC) in the actual testing of a major brand “white” LED luminaire. The meter shows a UV output of 3.8″W/cm2 for their “cool white” LEDS. The spectral power distribution from the manufacturer’s website shows peak output for this LED to be roughly the same intensity, 3.7″W/ cm2. Their “warm white” LEDs show even worse results, a peak output of 1.9″W/cm2 and a short wave UV output of 2.9″W/cm2. The bottom line is that these fixtures put out as much UV as they do blue light. ”
. quoted from: http://www.nouvir.com/index.cfm?ref=90200&ref2=9

Sunday was bad, intestinal pain and chest pain all day. It cleared up just before bedtime. Since then, ordinary back pain and fatigue. Severe cold continues here.

Also I have gained 5 pounds. I have not been eating right… lethargic, haven’t gone out much in the cold weather. A bit worried that the pituitary tumor is making a comeback, may have to increase hydergine intake.

Can’t walk suddenly. Got a frickin broomstick to use as a cane. Can’t put pressure on right leg. Totally weather-driven. I was feeling better than I had in weeks this morning. Now I’m worse than ever. AARRGHHH!

Thank you for the tip.
Will do what can be done to include wide swath of support for as much ESI product as humanely possible.
v1.23 (2008-06-24) for NT5 should be a worthy update over v1.21 (2006-09-05), currently included. Maya44 was the only other series included.
Some may snicker or guffaw when NT5 or XP is mentioned, yet it still seems to be the king of low-latency. It doesn’t have all the extra BS running in the background. Recommended only for a non-networked environment.
Looking forward to crediting you in upcoming changelog.
It will take a couple of weeks to balance the Sound updates with school for something meaningful, what with all the changes.

Holy moly! I’ve got to get some sleep!
May The Spirit bless you with improved health, sir.

I’m only interested in playback, so latency is not a big deal to me. Windows 7 was a solid improvement over XP in sound quality. I’ve heard Windows 8 is still better, but I refuse to get that piece of crap. If I was into recording, it would be XP all the way, though.

This was amazing how the weather affected my arthritis & fibromyalgia. It HAS to be an electromagnetic effect… radiation can’t explain how immediate this is. I would have to build a Faraday cage around my house to block this health effect, like Eddie Van Halen built a Faraday cage around his recording studio to block the sound glitches from EM radiation.

Support of and for the citizen scientist is my primary motivation. I look forward to spectrographic testing, yet it is more important to me that others can more easily accomplish that.

Would love to find some simple electronic schematics for interfacing radiation-sensitive diodes &/or transistors (like most consumer-grade low-voltage semiconductors should be) for attempting to calibrate with bananas.

It would be delicious irony (imho) if that were an acceptable means of calibration, if even only approximately accurate.

I went to the Asian grocery store yesterday… started feeling sick, headache, congestion, earache, fatigue, the wart on my foot started aching. I don’t know if it’s Fuku-related or a bug. This store has a lot of Japanese products in it.

Bobby1,….I can FEEL the difference in the past two weeks,….BIG TIME! The “LOAD” of hot totties dictates how I feel each day. Someone on enenews said something I liked,…eat all the organic, CLEANED food you can find like a sponge,…then wring yourself out like a sponge each day to detox! 🙂

Israeli researchers have found an innovative and non-invasive method of diagnosing Parkinson’s Disease in its early stages. There is no clinical way to diagnose the disease, usually characterised by uncontrollable physical tremors, but the scientists at Gai University say diagnosis is as simple as writing your own name. Tara Cleary reports

One person has died and three newborns have become ill in an outbreak of listeria linked to Hispanic-style cheese. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention said Friday that the death was in California. Seven additional illnesses were in Maryland.

“A 4-month-old infant in Maryland may be the first person to have had teeth form in his brain as a result of a specific type of rare brain tumor, according to a new report of the case… “It’s not every day you see teeth in any type of tumor in the brain. In a craniopharyngiomas, it’s unheard of,” Beaty said… The boy is progressing well in his development, the researchers said. However, because craniopharyngiomas are tumors of the pituitary gland — a gland in the brain that releases many important hormones — they often cause hormone problems.”

I’m sorry to hear that, Jill! My fever has gone down, but it’s still elevated. I managed to take a shower… it’s the standing up for 15 minutes that is the issue. Now washing all the sweated up sheets… tossed and turned all night.

Lodry,…I thought my ears were plugged. The humidity DROPPED with this storm,…..so this snow isn’t NORMAL either. (Yeah, I know, NORMAL!) The humidity was 43-46% BEFORE the rain and snow for three days,….and the humidity DROPPED to 39-40 for the duration. Still at 40. So, Yes,….same two symptoms,….plugged/pressure in ears,…and bone/skeletal deep pain. I decided to make coral calcium pills today,….as the strontium will be up-taken,…without our calcium channels filled! I have been off of calcium for a week while I’ve felt so toxic and sluggish.

My project for today is going to the mailbox. I missed the garbage pickup, couldn’t bring out the garbage and recycling cans to the alley, even though they postponed it because of the snow… I had 2 days to do it, but couldn’t make it.

I went shopping yesterday, 4 stores… ended up with total and complete exhaustion, fibromyalgia symptoms. I was stuck in traffic so long though, that I got sunshine on my hands, which cleared the psoriasis up a bit.

Took a phenibut, woke up at 10:45 AM. I must have needed the sleep bad.

I’ve been taking care of my son for a few days, who had a 103 fever. Looks like I have come down with something. This is relentless. Proteinuria is back, which was bad two years ago. That means the kidneys are being affected again.

A relative has passed away and left behind a spouse.
Unbeknownst to me previously, they were on a cruise ship which steamed along the Eastern coast of Japan, about two weeks after March 11th, 2011 – that day which will long live in infamy for many if not all.
I will update with details and links as i learn details. 🙁

I just saw this Dud,…..my condolences for your sudden loss of a relative.

I think we’ll find that “Radiation” should have been on EVERYONE’S death Certificate since the past 80 years or so, one way or another! The stripping of the myelin sheaths, the over acidification, the energy pulses inside our very DELICATE dna strands,….not to mention the oxidative stress on each and every cell (building block),…etc.

Thank you, Jill. I appreciate your candor and honesty. It seems fitting considering how what i read which you penned within the first year of the disaster helped awaken me to reality.

It is somewhat unnerving that while i witnessed the live video of the tsunami that fateful saturday after midnight, unbeknownst to me at the time, i had family near Tokyo. Had i known they were there, i would have been going crazy with worry for them.

Thinking that am the only one in this family who recognizes that Parkinson’s can be linked to radiation exposure. Fukushima may have claimed his life, at least severely reducing the quality of his unnaturally shortened days! There is one other fact that will never be found in pages of any “nukular” statistical survey – reduced quality of life.

What pains me now is that some surviving members are returning to Nippon! Knowing not whether they are in more danger there or here as they live much closer to the ocean than i. Suspecting that either hold unique dangers. I did warn about foodstuffs – principally mushrooms and pork, though that seems overly simplistic. Wished that i could have shared the report of that Alberta teenager who detected radiation in store-bought seafood with a geiger counter (red hots, get your red hots – for equipment calibration, not consumption!).

Just wondering how many cruise ships blithefully steamed through the plumes with their thousands of unaware passengers and crew …

That eye movement seems reminiscent of REM sleep. You now wakingly dream in color, Bobby! I would that we were all upwind of all sources of these nuclear plagues.

O/T-PS: The white precipitate from our drinking water has very noticeably increased upon my return from school. Even my mother has today remarked about it & enquired what it is. Am very wary to share with her my own untested hypotheses concerning strontium. Whatever it is indeed it does pass a Pur water filter.

(quote from wikipedia: “Like all compounds of Sr, this salt emits a bright red colour in a flame”. Will try to combust a small amount in well ventilated area with respirator after the drip tray drys out again. Unholy crap! The chloride of which was at least previously used in elecol & sensodyne!?! Hydroxide of which used in refining beet sugar.)

Ps12:6 “The words of the LORD are pure words: as silver tried in a furnace of earth, purified seven times.
Thou shalt keep them O LORD, thou shalt preserve them from this generation for ever.
The wicked walk on every side, when the vilest men are exalted.”

Ez15: “I will feed my flock, and I will cause them to lie down, saith the Lord GOD.
I will seek that which was lost, and bring again that which was driven away, and will bind up that which was broken, and will strengthen that which was sick: but I will destroy the fat and the strong; I will feed them with judgment.”

3 Strengthen ye the weak hands, and confirm the feeble knees.
4 Say to them that are of a fearful heart, Be strong, fear not: behold, your God will come with vengeance, even God with a recompense; he will come and save you.
5 Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped.
6 Then shall the lame man leap as an hart, and the tongue of the dumb sing: for in the wilderness shall waters break out, and streams in the desert.
7 And the parched ground shall become a pool, and the thirsty land springs of water: in the habitation of dragons, where each lay, shall be grass with reeds and rushes.
8 And an highway shall be there, and a way, and it shall be called The way of holiness; the unclean shall not pass over it; but it shall be for those: the wayfaring men, though fools, shall not err therein.
9 No lion shall be there, nor any ravenous beast shall go up thereon, it shall not be found there; but the redeemed shall walk there:
10 And the ransomed of the LORD shall return, and come to Zion with songs and everlasting joy upon their heads: they shall obtain joy and gladness, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away.

Well, I made it to the store today. Being sick for two weeks caused the food to go away. It wasn’t too bad… my ankle went out, but it happened when I was already home and putting the food away. The psoriasis flare which was on my hands and feet, and spread to my whole body when I got sick, has not gotten worse in two days. This is good news. But the sclerosis-type connective tissue disease symptoms on my hands continues to worsen and even accelerate.

Good news… the skin breakout on my hands has abated a bit. And the skin pitting on my finger has cleared up a little… maybe this blood vessel issue was caused by the virus I caught (now in Day 15), and is not really a symptom of a fatal disease.

This is Day 22 of the flu… I am getting more energy. The psoriasis on the hands has reduced to pre-WIPP levels, though the feet are excruciating and it is hard to walk. My life is still messed up from the two flus and the couple other bouts of illness since WIPP. My ears opened up a couple days ago, but I still have a cough, with plenty of fatigue, though as I said, I am starting to get some energy back.

WHISTLE BLOWER Speaks Out At United Nations and YOU WON’T BELIEVE WHAT SHE SAID!

Secretsofthefed is a little iffy usually for information but this one is legit. At a U.N. meeting this brave woman from California speaks to the U.N. about chemtrails, experiments in the upper ionosphere, persistent contrails, the effects of burning Jet-A relating to ozone, climate change/global warming, and the effects of man made weather on crops and forests. Ignorant people need to stop fling mud at the people who have been trying to warn all of you of these very real threats to our global ecosystem.

By now everyone has witnessed streaks of white trailing across the sky, stretching from horizon to horizon, ultimately turning the skies into a murky haze. We can no longer ignore the fact that our skies are being heavily polluted with aluminum, barium, lead, arsenic, chromium, cadmium, selenium, and silver. All of which attribute to a host of health problems including: neurological effects, heart damage, eyesight issues, reproduction failures, immune system damage, gastrointestinal disorders, damaged kidney, damaged liver, hormonal problems, and more.

I developed nystagmus, along with a mild scleroderma-type disorder on my hands at the end of last month, a couple of days before I got sick. Some medical papers indicate that baclofen helps with certain types of nystagmus. I’ve got phenibut, which I have been taking for fibromyalgia. It is almost exactly the same thing as baclofen, chemically. I took some and we’ll see if it helps. Even if it doesn’t help, it will help me narrow down the possible condition. I am presuming it is some autoimmune demyelinating disorder. (Thanks a lot, WIPP).

The double dose of phenibut 2 days ago really knocked the nystagmus down. I had nystagmus for a month, and it kept getting worse. It had gotten to the point where I could hardly see out of my left eye. It’s not completely gone, but it’s a lot more manageable now.

This is probably close to explaining what I have suffered since the flu a month ago. It explains the nystagmus, and it may have a vascular component… which would explain the fingertip skin puckers and why my nails turned purple. It follows an infection. Though that happened a couple of days before I got sick, I’m sure my body was fighting this infection already.

Oh, and it also follows vaccinations.

It is treated with intravenous corticosteroids. But that’s not going to happen here.

It is, of course, an autoimmune condition, where the myelin proteins are attacked . Myelin covers the axons in neurons of the central and peripheral nervous system, and demyelination impedes the conductivity in the nerves. It’s not a terrible case of this, I am still more worried about pneumonia, but I was worried about this condition for a while. It could have been something a lot worse. It will probably be gone in a month or two. This flu kicked my ass hard.

I got a good look at my eyeball… the left one, which has been having nystagmus, is bloodshot, it looks like uveitis or conjunctivitis. Uncomfortable and it’s affecting my vision again. I have psoriatic arthritis which is a risk factor for uveitis. I developed uveitis is Nov. 2011. Two weeks later, I had a goiter on my thyroid.

I noticed my left eye is bloodshot too,…especially in the corner near the bridge of nose. Also,…..my reading glasses no longer enable me to be ABLE to read. Also,….the stress on the autonomic nervous system, particularly the adrenals and lymphatic immune response,…..SERIOUS UNREST,….off nerved,…..off the charts!

Cortisol: Too high, too low, or both?
Your body makes a steady amount of cortisol on a daily basis, which in turn, helps to keep your body regulated. However during times of stress, cortisol levels can double or triple, leaving you with excess amounts that may not be burned off.

During the initial phase of chronic stress, cortisol levels are often elevated. This can result in weight gain, along with anxiety, depression, and even loss of bone density. As adrenal exhaustion progresses over years, cortisol levels can then drop too low; this is when people start feeling fatigued, and irritable when hungry.

I read somewhere (???) that core temperature is best measured in the left armpit. The slope of temperature rise first thing in the morning is indicative of thyroid function, IIRC. Would research reveal that that was how it used to be gauged, decades ago?

A few nights ago, i had a “three shirt sleep”. Sweat soaked shirts needed changing upon brief waking episodes. I finally caught the cold/flu/(WTF?) after four or five weeks of family suffering greatly. My symptoms only lasted a week, where others suffered much longer. My symptoms were limited to general pain & lethargy, cold sweats/shivering, headaches (1 or 2 days), hoarse cough & whitish cloudy sputum, whereas others had it much worse.
Am the only one here who has been avoiding rain, mushrooms, seafood, CA veggies, Mexican produce, GMOs and any oriental foodstuffs. Sadly, i have relocated back here in the Fraser Valley. Ever since then, mentally i feel like i have withdrawn off of “NZT” (lol). https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Limitless
In other words, my productivity has “fallen off a cliff”.

Birds & bugs a plenty here. Like the gnats last year, i wonder what is missing this year though…
Haven’t heard those (new to the area since 2010 or so) white doves for some time, now that i think about it. Yeesh!

My health may have improved, yet my spirit is low when those i love are made to suffer greatly. I would feel much better if your symptoms improved. Otherwise, i could give a rat’s ass for my own health. I wish you a Southern Hemisphere vacation from the source of your worsening symptoms. Who’s puking nuke-puke now?

Hehehe… my heel spur popped! I got it 2 years ago when warts started appearing all over me. It has destroyed untold numbers of socks. Hopefully the plantar wart will be next! This immune shift is REALLY something else… wild stuff going on.

I’m making some progress on this post-viral encephalomyelitis. Holy crap, this is hard.

After WIPP, the cells in my body were contaminated with minute amounts of americium and plutonium. Then I got very sick. My body went into overdrive, killing cells that either had the radionuclides or the virus in them. The results was a massive amount of cellular corpses. The next step is clearing these corpses out.

“Apoptosis plays an essential role in the development and mainte-
nance of all mammalian tissues. The apoptotic program ensures
that damaged, aged, or excess cells are deleted in a regulated
manner that is not harmful to the host. Beyond the cell intrinsic
apoptotic program initiated after a variety of insults, an integral
second step in apoptosis is the removal of the cell corpse (Kerr
et al., 1972). Indeed, the physical removal and subsequent deg-
radation of the corpse via phagocytosis represents the final act
necessary for the successful removal of a cell fated to die. ”

“APOPTOTIC CELL RECOGNITION AND CLEARANCE
Macrophages are professional phagocytes that clear unwanted
cells both in the steady-state and during the resolution phase of
the immune response. Phagocytosis of apoptotic cells is crucial
for development and reproduction. It is also important for the
regulation of the immune system because, unlike other phago-
cytic processes such as phagocytosis of necrotic cells or bacteria,
clearance of apoptotic cells does not lead to a pro-inﬂammatory
response in macrophages (1). Apoptotic cell clearance occurs in
four steps: sensing of the apoptotic cell, recognition, engulfment
of the corpse, and processing of the engulfed material (2)…

In order to maintain homeostasis, the engulfed material needs
to be processed by the phagocyte. When apoptosis occurs, the
number of dying cells is typically higher than the number of
phagocytes present in the tissue. This disproportion is evident
during the resolution phase of inﬂammation, during the negative
selection in the thymus or during germinal center reactions (9,
11–14). However, in all these cases very few if any apoptotic cells
can be detected because tissue-resident and recruited macrophages
are extremely efﬁcient at clearing up all dying cells, and efﬁciently
processing the extra cargo ingested to prevent the generation of
an inﬂammatory response. This processing entails production of
anti-inﬂammatory cytokines, such as IL-10 and TGF-β1, which
are important to initiate the resolution phase or to maintain the
process immunologically silent (1, 15, 16). In support of this con-
cept, deﬁciency in the phagocytosis of apoptotic cells is one of
the hallmarks of patients with systemic lupus erythematosus (17).”

So my immune system went into a “Th2 shift” when these anti-inflammatory cytokines were generated. This is what changed my body from extreme autoimmunity to extreme allergy.

“Liver X receptors and PPARs are now recognized regulators of
the anti-inﬂammatory response in macrophages after clearance of
apoptotic cells. Moreover, these receptors are key players in the
recognition and engagement of apoptotic cells by further enhanc-
ing phagocytosis through transcriptional regulation of various
receptors and bridging molecules.”

“The balance between cell death and cell survival is crucial for tissue homeostasis inmulticellular organisms (Green, 2003). Unwanted cells are usually eliminated by apoptosis, a programmed cellular suicide conserved from worms to mammals that culminates in recognition and ingestion of dying cells by phagocytes (Henson and Hume, 2006; Ravichandran and Lorenz, 2007). In contrast to other types of phagocytosis, such as bacterial or necrotic cell
uptake, scavenging of apoptotic cells is immunologically silent (Lauber et al., 2004). Efficient disposal of apoptotic corpses prevents uncontrolled release of intracellular contents and is important for immunological self-tolerance (Ravichandran and Lorenz, 2007). Intracellular pathways that link the engulfment of apoptotic corpses and suppression of inflammation are incompletely characterized. We have shown here that the nuclear receptor LXR is important
for both apoptotic cell clearance and suppression of the inflammatory response during their phagocytosis.”

Without efficient apoptotic clearance, both the plutonium and the virus would re-enter the tissues.

“Finally, we have shown that pharmacological LXR activation has beneficial effects on the progression of autoimmune disease in mouse models of lupus-like disease. A previous study reported that a different LXR agonist slowed the development of disease in an experimental autoimmune encephalomyelitis model, although the underlying mechanism was not addressed (Hindinger et al., 2006). Our studies indicate that LXR activation may compensate for the macrophage phagocytic defect characteristic of lupus-like autoimmunity. In addition, it is
likely that the ability of LXRs to directly suppress inflammation and inhibit lymphocyte proliferation also contribute to the therapeutic effects of LXR agonists in these disease models.”

“In the field of molecular biology, the peroxisome proliferator-activated receptors (PPARs) are a group of nuclear receptor proteins that function as transcription factors regulating the expression of genes.[1] PPARs play essential roles in the regulation of cellular differentiation, development, and metabolism (carbohydrate, lipid, protein), and tumorigenesis[2] of higher organisms.[3][4]”

“PPAR agonists are drugs which act upon the peroxisome proliferator-activated receptor. They are used for the treatment of symptoms of the metabolic syndrome, mainly for lowering triglycerides and blood sugar.”

Cool, I have some peony root. Maybe I already have the herbal treatment for this condition. I have over 100 supplements lying around here.

Paeoniflorin acts as a liver X receptor agonist.

Paeoniflorin is one of the active ingredients of Paeonia lactiflora Pall., a novel traditional herbal medicine exerting pharmacological effects including antihyperlipidemic, neuroprotective, and anti-hepatofibrosis effects.

I took an online questionnaire. I am now in the top 40% of ME (not CFS) sufferers for physical disability. Cognitive disability is top 30%. Usually the top 25% are housebound at least, can’t go to the store, go on walks, exercise, etc. It is still getting worse.

I’ve had to talk about my illness to people close to me recently. It’s a lot more difficult and uncomfortable to talk about in real life than on the blog and on social media.

One thing has rested my mind somewhat. I had to discontinue the meds for my pituitary tumor, and I was really scared about this for a while. But now I believe that the anti-inflammatory environment brought on by the disease makes it harder for the tumor to come back. I do think that the hormonal imbalance brought on by the tumor had something to do with ME developing, though. I have had adrenal insufficiency, even when other symptoms had gone away.

It seems to have been a while since you posted last.
There are very few people that i run into that have even the slightest clue that anything is amis. It would appear they don’t have the time to look up to the sky.
Anyway, just needed to express support for you, and some brotherly love.
Don’t know what else to do to support, other than to stay in the fight (John 10:19). Hoping for a miracle that health is improving for you and your family.
So many seem missing now. Miss you all, even when my arse was rightfully chewed out from time to time as it was done in the loving spirit of correction. You are not forgotten.

It’s a genetic mutation that occured that had caused Stat-1 to shut down. This is the same immune pathway that was overactive before, and was causing all sorts of grief. It has initiated a feedback loop which causes more and more oxidative stress. I’m fucked.

You are still a beautiful lady, hair or no. Have seen many wonderful pixels of light typed by your fingers. Strange how it is that this textual medium allows me to sometimes see more about people than i gather face-to-face.

Have sent Stock some info on forest fires ongoing right now. He has to moderate before it will show, yet i will link now in case it is helpful.

I did have a couple days this week when positive things happened. The mental focus came back somewhat, though the tinnitus and pressure are still there. The bad news is my legs are getting worse. Maybe I walked too much.

Yikes. Skin symptoms have suddenly come back. I looked in the mirror this morning and my forehead looked like the Singing Detective. This is way worse than it ever was. It started just a few days ago. All the oil in the skin suddenly went away. Most of my eyebrows fell out. It’s not from the sun, I haven’t been out in it.

Quote of Jakobi (fr. N. California): “We also have been taking UV measurements and during summer months we are seeing extreme UV levels. Typical figures at solar noon are: Total irradiance: 1,350 W/m2 UVA/UVB combined 130-200 W/m2 UVA only 70-80 W/m2 Which means that we are seeing almost 50% of total UV in the UVB spectra, not the 1%-5% that is supposedly to be expected. We also measure .22 W/m2 in the UVC spectrum.”

Atopic dermatitis (eczema) has just popped up on one of my legs. I’ve been getting seborrheic dermatitis on my face.

I have had lifelong psoriasis. While to an untrained eye, psoriasis and dermatitis are similar, they are actually caused by opposite immune reactions. Psoriasis turning into eczema is unheard of. Well, that’s M.E. for you. The ME symptoms have been real bad the past few days too.

I wonder how many people with M.E. are php programmers. Did you ever hear a sound in one of your ears, that suddenly appears, and then goes away? I just had one and it almost knocked me off my chair… while I was writing a program.

I’m not used to php, I had to learn it for the project I am working on. My efforts were very rudely interrupted by WIPP and M.E.

Of the many sulphur-containing compounds identiﬁed in the
vegetable only asparagusic acid… and its derivatives appear unique to asparagus…. The most notable role for the 1,2-dithiolane
conﬁguration must be its inclusion within the structure of a-lipoic
acid (thioctic acid; 1,2-dithiolane-3-pentanoic acid), which acts as
a cofactor for the pyruvate and a-ketoglutarate multienzyme
dehydrogenase complexes in living systems…

The derivatives of 1,2-dithiolane are scattered widely throughout the natural world where they are generally exploited for their biocidal properties. One of these, known as asparagusic acid (1,2-dithiolane-4-carboxylic acid), is present in the frequently consumed vegetable, asparagus, and though apparently innocuous toxicologically, it may be responsible for the distinctive urine odor produced after consuming this food. This review collects together, for the first time, historical observations associating asparagus ingestion with this unique odor-producing phenomenon and collates data implicating a 1,2-dithiolane structure as the major chemical precursor responsible.

If my glutamate (and consequently GABA) are being destroyed, alpha-ketoglurate takes over the production of glutamate, and serotonin is way increased. This causes the tinnitus, hypersensitivity & cognitive dysfunction. Also, the brain cells are robbed of energy-storing ATP when the alpha-ketoglutarate takes over. This explains energy depletion.

But if alpha lipoic acid creates more alpha-ketogluarate, that must be a good thing. Maybe I am not taking enough.

Also, the increased serotonin causes the serotonin receptors to release more TGF-beta. The TGF-beta causes the Th1 and Th22 cells to go away. The lack of Th22 cells causes bacteria and viruses to leak out of the gut, and the lack of Th1 reduces the immune reaction, so there is no defense against these pathogens. Also, the lack of IFN-gamma causes IDO to become deficient, tryptophan cannot be catabolized, and too much tryptophan is converted to serotonin. So there are two processes in a chain causing abnormal serotonin levels.

Huge M.E. relapse in progress. Vision and hearing defects have reappeared. Ironically, sensory hypersensitivity goes along with these sensory defects.
I live near a major airport… a new runway recently opened, and now jets are taking off over my house every 30 seconds. The last thing anyone with M.E. needs.

That is indeed,…like water droplets hitting your head every 30 seconds,…I feel ya! Mine is the ‘ding-dong’, like at 7-11’s when you walk in the door,….only for me,…it’s my CROP guarding system! Driving me OUT OF MY MIND,….every time the wind blows!