Who knows, Who’s nose?

August 11, 2011

Right now I want to crawl into my bed, cover all of my body in blankets. So everything is dark and warm. Untill I get so hot that I can feel how cold my tears really are. Then wait for that monster I’ve been hiding from to wake me up. That way I will know that this is all just a dream. A bad fucking dream and unreal chain of events that were my imagination.

I can’t remember the last time I cried sober;I know for a fact that I will never forget it again. Life is meant to suck. Shit happens and you have no control over. With that in mind shit doesn’t happen, good and bad SHIT! Though you can keep telling yourself this so you can sleep at night but one day something is going to get under your skin. Something so unexpected that makes you want to just bleed until you can’t bleed no more. Yeah have fun sleeping tonight boys and girls.