Barely breathing, watching the skyI'm slowly waiting for an answerI woke up to find the things I'm searching for will never make me humanBlack skies circle,I have to take controlI have to break the cycleIf one thing confines me,I have to blame myself there's no one left to blame but meThe truth can ruin lives,The truth can ruin everythingI'm looking forward now,I'm forgetting everythingI hope I have the heart to try and failI have received this life and I'll defend it with valorI have received this life and I can't take it for grantedHow can we live destined to fail when I can barely breathWe have a choice, it's in our handsWill we stand firm or will we wilt with ageThese thoughts have plagued me for so longThat I've confused my thoughts for realityWe search for things we can't attainMoney kills status fades and when we wake up we'll be dead