Omgosh! Last night was so seriously deep. We , and when I say we, I mean all types of being humans and human beings! Some cannot handle strong light so the room was kept in dim lighting and there were plants around the room.

If yall could see the faces and body structures of those beings…some of them were half reptiles Their eyes were yellowish greenish or redish with and without slits.

I got to see one particular one close up…a sistah, her cheeck bones were protruded and her hair was cut short and slicked back. She had tattooed symbols on her body and her skin had scales that reflected light. She was kind of modeling herself…SHE was serious and gorgeous! There were others…male and female. They like the hiphop scene. They fit in well because nobody judges them…the culture is excepting of their look and sometimes odd behaviors.

Then there was a set of sistahs that looked similar to cats. Their eyes were sparkly and slanted…they wore some pretty makeup over them…blues and greens and their cheek bones were puffed up with smaller noses than average humans. They were smaller and rounder in stature.

They were so friendly. Apparently they went to high school with me…I recall a set of twins…one dated a very close friend of mine…she was upset that I “didnt like her”. It wasnt that…she was just so mean! Anyhoo..she asked me how was such and such and who they saw over the years. If I said I didnt recall a person they put a mental image in my head…not that it helped…Lol! I rubbed their heads and faces almost instinctively. Very lovely sistahs.

After the teacher left…the elder women began to come into the room. I flowed out of the room and into the office area where an exact replica of my office was. My coworkers were there gathered on one side….new people began to flow in. One of my coworkers said “Its time to graduate.” I said to a group of three females of varying ages “Um why are yall at my desk??” They were trainees and some of them at bags and suitcases. I called upstairs to reach my boss..she wasnt there. So I called “Sam” my coworker he was there but couldnt answer.

So I went to upstairs and the offices were seriously futuristic style! Glass and frosted glass everywhere! Outside it was raining…but nobody got wet. It was amazing! Lol. So I wanted to complain about my desk being occupied…instead my coworkers and I and everyone else were given cups packaged in sealed plastic that could be broken by only the user. I said to one of my coworkers. “WE’RE BEING DRUG TESTED??” He said “YEP THEY’RE GONNA LET A LOT OF PEOPLE GO.” I was like “Whew! I’M GLAD I DON’T DO DRUGS!”

The bathroom was just as awesome as the rest of the upstairs offices too. By the time the testing was over I exited the building the sun was out…and there were children all over the place singing and the SUN…it was so bright and fresh…there was writing on the ground but I can’t recall what it said even though I read it. BUT I WAS SO HAPPY!!

Man that whole experience was awesome! Quick interpretation:

One…the new trainees with their suitcases were humans with baggage whether emotional physical financial psychological..etc…. too much attachment to SOMETHING. TIME TO LET IT GO!

Two….the drug testing was important. REMEMBER THIS IS THE NEXT TO LAST DAY OF MECURY RETROGRADE…those who have been sustaining in the higher dimensions without SYNTHETIC STIMULANTS ie marijuana…lsd…thc…etc. have been “graduated” to other levels.

What happened to those whose testing came out not clear?…I dont know. BUT I want to encourage you all…if you’re reaching levels of consciousness under the influence of drugs…practice working at the same goal with no drugs.

The short cuts last but so long and the experiencing is not a continual building. You have to fall back down…get high again…and you dont end up where you left off…you just keep looping events or going only as far as the Void–twilight… but even in there you’re too relaxed to address your issues…instead you’re laying around wanting the mysteries to the multi-verses revealed to you just because you ask.

Im not negating your experiences… however…it feels good to have a clear mind…and not an experiment filled with “clouds” or “screens”…thats the smoke and film in your system…you dont even know whats going on cause youre so relaxed or afraid. Try projection and meditation without any substances.

Im sure I can do a whole intrepatation on just this experience alone …itll happen overtime as I apply my life to my purpose and my purpose to our lives.
10/25/2014

This is the last night of MERCURY RETROGRADE….it was focused on addressing and clearing rooted issues that hinder our ability to grow and take on greater opportunities.

The MERCURY RETROGRADE was also focused on what growth we have acquired by “testing” our various higher abilities as lightworkers–in sleepstate and wake state scenarios. Many of us donot have as many issues as we thought…and have grown significantly. We’re just not always aware when and where to appropriately use our abilities…until the afterthought–what we should’ve said or done.

I discovered that I have the ability to detach easy…I think it’s ok. We often hear that people who detach are introverted and/depressed or…something negative. Being ones who live in heart…we tend to give genuinely and more often than not are hurt at some level..because we care. Humans request us then take what they want and then push us away. We then have the ability to detach and heal..AND get back in the water again–so to speak.

While many Watchers from the old empire believe we should stand by and not involve ourselves in human affairs…it is only in us TO be involved…otherwise we feel the sense of suffrage. So really there is a level of admiration toward us–because we’ve taken on the task of FEELING.

SO detachment can be seen as a good ability…we get a chance to rest and/or focus on our own projects for awhile.

Also I’ve found that mind expansion is not as complicated as so many experienced and/or nonexperienced people make it seem. When you become aware that you’re doing it…you realize you’ve been doing it. Every question, every wonder, every thought IS first in the multi-verse.

How many others have had the same idea as you? Or you thought someone “stole” YOUR idea? We’re all out there…we’re just reaching out to what already IS..as it reaches out to us.

First an thought/idea…a possibility…then an intention/desire…focus…work…then manifestation. Inspiration comes from spirit…from within…the multi-verse. Pay attention to inspiring thoughts within you.

I could explain 5D and timelines and multi-dimensional travelers to you (in mass cut and paste understanding, not necessarily experience) or I could explain it to you through individual experience (but that would introduce you to a one-sided limited view of multi-dimensional travelers as a whole).

However, I also prefer to be out in the open so as not to have to repeat myself continually in in-boxed messages. In the mean time, you may want to read “Our Ultimate Reality” by Adrian P. Cooper (He is the closest truth I know of at explaining our multi-dimensional lives). Am I worried about who ever “THEY” is? No. Been there, done that. I work only for God.

I never was one for myself to get the quick answers from mouths. I enjoy research and investigation. I might’ve been such had I not a terrible experience with law enforcement in my past. I look often to my higher self for answers and references, which often drops in my view by “coincidence but not”. So I only know to encourage others to SEEK for their selves whatever they desire, though I may make reference points as it’s only right to guide; I’m an empathic way-shower, it is my duty. I pretty much know whether people are seriously interested or going for an ego battle. Either way, they learn something about me and their selves. As well, I.

I pieced together who I am and why I am here. I absolutely never expected any one else to do it because they only told me or others more lies, Yes ,even my so-called family (black sheep that I am yet provider to many). Sometimes, I think growing up in foster care was blessing. I never really attached to anyone I couldn’t vibe with—that was practically everyone—probably why I was in so many homes. I only learned to do wrong to people from those people doing wrong to me.

I have a habit of telling the truth (some call it “DANG!” every so often) or saying nothing at all. I let others tell what their mouths speak. I’m patient with truth as truth is patient with me. Truth could take years to be shown and known, as I learned from young. I do also have an impatient side but I leave that up to God…cause lord knows! A blessing could be a curse on the same token.

Recently, I had the opportunity and pleasure to indulge in higher energetic levels with very close company. I was opened to a whole other aspect of myself (to be embraced and manifested in 3D) that left even me in the willows weeping when I was alone (with joy of course). Since then I cannot seem to find the “right” foods to nourish my system…I’m working at it. Oh, I’m not against marijuana use, though some would believe I am. I just know from past experiences, it’s tended to enhance my natural abilities or “activate” dormant ones. I figured it had to be happening to others–maybe not. Maybe they just smoke to be cool and depressed from their spirits, or whatever. BUT when in Rome…lol! I just have to be able to vibe with Rome.

Anyway, I’m still regular ol me with responsibilities like most other people—I just do dream work on the side. Yeah, yeah people write us off as nuts, but ask them if they ever dreamed. Ask them if they ever woke up feeling inspired or brand new. Still some travelers wake up tired because they do so much work. There is no specific people to travel through dimensions, all it requires is Self-activation and regular spiritual and energetic conditioning. Vibrations and frequencies has a lot to do with too, we work out there as fearless beings; warriors. We get back here, it’s trash day, we can’t find our car keys, the kids are running about, the boss is a pain, and spiders freak us out.

People are going to be stepping up and embracing their Selves and “new-found” skills and abilities. And many will stay hidden, as they are now. It’s nothing off the charts, it’s not a miracle, nor is it too good to be true. 3D atmosphere is too dense for all the excitement you see on the screen, so don’t expect or challenge people to “show themselves” in some elaborate aggressive manner. There’s other spaces for that. Besides, we only seek to co-create love, peace and harmony, in the spirit of truth. Empathy, compassion, healing, active listening, kindness, love, hugs, smiles and such is what we give.

My friends that know me, know. God bless them for understanding my need for space and long periods of time to myself.

Last night, I dreamed I went into my past. There was this apartment (actually, it looked like a combination of my first three apartments) that was mostly dark and a few males were there, and some friends, lying around watching television, hanging outside the apartment, smoking weed and cigarettes. I went into the bedroom and there were dressers and closets everywhere. For the strangest reason no one wanted me to go near them, but I felt a need to look at what was inside.

I opened the drawers and saw things of mine. I opened the closets and saw things of mine (I don’t know how I knew they were but they were). They were some of the most expensive silk clothing pieces with the most amazing patterns and colors hanging in the closets. The dressers held my personal things and jewelry that lit up the room. I couldn’t believe my things were stored in such a dark place! The men kept trying to keep me from looking through everything. I got a bag and began taking my belongings back. I started feeling a sense of freedom and power with every item I picked up and put in the bag. People started to disappear or walk out.

There was a man there who came and sat at my feet. I looked in the mirror and caught his eyes staring at me, they were the blackest eyes but they were shiny in my light. He tried to distract me with his physical self, and my body began to sway, and then he got behind me. I attempted to move my body away from him but he leaned on me and his body was heavy. I said, “No.”, and he disappeared. I prepared to leave with my bag, and I woke up.

I thought on the dream while lying there staring at the ceiling. I thought about how my things lit up the dark room and how powerful I felt touching my belongings again. AGAIN?! Then it hit me! I realized what was happening and I couldn’t believe it but I did. I didn’t come into this world filthy and full of sin. I was good until I caused mySelf to be distracted by the physical-ness of man and ALLOWED him to take anything he wanted of me. What a revelation!

Over the last few days, I’d been praying somewhere between a fog and being awake. Not necessarily on my knees but wherever I may be sitting, standing, and even in my bed. I was asking to be shown what I did with wrong mySelf in all these years, and where did I lose mySelf at.

It’s strange how I found a part of mySelf stuck in some dark apartment somewhere “guarded” by some lowly beings. Honestly, you know what I thought? “How the fuck could I have allowed mySelf to even lay with such filthy creatures?!” I’m not regretful, becaused I asked. That means I was ready to face my mistakes. I don’t have a feeling to sit in regret. God knew it would happen and was happening, I just had to find mySelf and realize for mySelf what I was doing, and clean mySelf up and get back right with God. After my realization moment I walked around my house in the dark. I drank some water and found my way to the couch and prayed. Afterward, I went back to sleep.

I dreamed that I attempted to team up with some women that I know in this world, to create a childcare business. It was more like I was watching mySelf. I watched how the women teamed up behind my back to figure to get more money without me knowing and would eventually cut me out of the business. Then I was on a staircase that led off to both the left and the right. I don’t know where they led to, but I had to make a decision. I woke up.

This morning I observed mySelf, “I’m floating around here feeling completely light-headed. I turn my head; everything has to catch up with my view. Granted I have a lil nasty cold but this is unusual, I feel so light. Yesterday I thought I felt the ground move under my feet.” I broke out in tears crying and asked God for forgiveness. It really sucks that I was so distracted from my path. God is a good God to show me where I went wrong and who wronged me, I wanted to know—I needed to know. Some of my past boyfriends have asked me to forgive them in dream-state and in wake state. I just always said ok. I’d always blamed myself anyway for being so stupid for being with them. But I realize now, that if nobody does anything wrong but ourselves, who or what is the point of forgiveness?

Now I truly can forgive others without them even being present. Honestly, I couldn’t forgive anyone without knowing what I was forgiving them for. The process is to look at what of our highest expressions were prevented from manifesting, or taken from our Being after we REALIZE who we are being at present is REVEALED to us. As we gather back the different aspects of ourselves, and come back into our own true Self, we ask FORGIVENESS and forgive every transgression against ourselves and God. Otherwise, we spend our whole lives doing what others are doing, and matching Jones’s and being competitive and will end up in nothingness.

As much as I want to be around others and have a great social time and even become into a personal relationship with a man—it just isn’t God’s will at this time. I’m cleaning my life up so I cannot be jumping back and forth over the fence. I won’t be tempted to do anything outside of my Self, even if I never have another friend in this world. There’s a whole new life for me somewhere else (yet it’s my old life at the same time), in some other time. I fell somewhere through something, into this nonsense. I really don’t want to go back home with any “lowly vibrations” of this world.

After revelation is realization and then forgiveness. After my wrong was revealed to me, I realized I had gone against God and I asked for forgiveness of me and all my past selves.. I also forgive whoever knowingly and unknowingly wronged me against my God. Bless

I made notice over the last few weeks, that issues we’ve all hidden under our surfaces in our hearts, are coming up; and they must be addressed by none other than ourSelves. We’re always given an opportunity to create our own destinies, it comes with the “free will” package. Otherwise we end up experiencing fate.

It isn’t that God wants us to lose anything, we simply are to make new ground for BEing truthful in our hearts, BEing spirited. To build anew we must clear away the old; much like a condemned building. Outside, it may look fine with no noticeable problems, but looking inside, there’s great damage, badly in need of reconstruction. So the building must be gutting and in some causes, completely knocked down. This is when we think in terms that we as humans sometimes have to lose it all in order to find ourSelves. If not all, we often lose things and people very dear to us, ranging from homes to family, relationships of sorts, to jobs, and various in-betweens. However, we can also think of gainful possibilities.

Resistance to acceptance to change causes that hell-like pain. That’s our minds, actually, it’s our egos. It may be that we feel like what, “What did I do to deserve this?!” Maybe something, or maybe nothing. But your vibrations in the universe accepts that it is time for change. Believe it or not, your God-frequency is not centered. We’re expected to be in acceptance to change, even embrace it lovingly, in anticipation, not expectation.

Why anticipation? Simply because when we don’t know what to expect, we anticipate. Anticipation raises our awareness to be ready, willing and able to embrace opportunities, and make them our own. When we are the creators of our own destinies, then we know what to expect. Believing in ourSelves, our abilities, and our powers to create let’s us BE in the highest frequencies of the universe. The higher the frequency, the clearer and more direct and unobstructed the path; and the quicker the manifestation of our desires. THAT is how we can have anything that we desire. Believe it in your best intention for yourSelf, and others. Begin to see it and experience it.

I know it’s easier said than done; this is part of the reasoning to clearing beings that no longer serve to our highest selves. It is very difficult to BE a creator, let alone create, when we are being in low frequencies or vibrations. I’m having to making changes in my own life that was causing so much pain, until I realized, “How bad can it be? I trust that I’m making the right decision.” Making that simple statement from within mySelf raises my vibrations into a higher frequency. The more I affirm my positive state in being, the higher my vibrations, and thus, the more attractive I am to the higher frequencies.

We normally can’t see down the line, because there is none. Not in wake-state. Dreams and visions even give us just a glimpse of possible timelines. It is our duty as dreamweavers to create the best possible timeline to serve our highest being. What we do NOW is how we BE now; and doing gives us a plethora of opportunities to create our better beings; our highest beings, albeit ego. Every moment that we clear ground after a storm, or even feel so much as a “wrong” vibration, is an opportunity for us to stay in alignment with higher frequencies and consistently live our truths.

We want the good of everything, but we fear to release the pain of what is no longer serving to our highest purpose. So many questions come up, so much doubt, shame, anger, and tears! BUT, that comes from a place of Self-judgement. We judge ourSelves based in fear of change and expectation, when really we ought to be embracing the process of anticipation to change.

Attachments, to people and things cause pain at the very thought of having to let go. We set ourselves up because we know better; that nothing in the world lasts forever. The only constant is change. Become into awareness of yourSelf and see your current state for what it is, and know that by guiding your own destiny NOW, changes the past, and creates a better “future” for all.