Remembering Srimati Radha
Padi Devi Dasi

On the auspicious appearance day of Srimati Sita Thakurani (Sri Advaitas
consort), a dearmost daughter of Srila Gurudevas, (Srila Bhaktivedanta
Narayana Maharaja), Srimati Radha Padi Devi Dasi, departed this world
at the age of seventy five.

Radha Padi arrived in Vrndavana dhama in early 1999. She was a seventy
year old sanyasini, having served for thirty years in a Siva asrama in
Canada. Siva a great Vaisnava, has two main qualities. Firstly he is merciful
(krpalu), and secondly he is a cheater (vanchana). In Lord Ramas
lila, Ravana was a devotee of Siva, but Siva cheated him by not giving
him bhakti. That devotee who is niskapata, free from duplicity, gets bhakti
from Siva. This quality of niskapata was prominent in Radha Padi.

After leaving Canada in 1996, Radha Padi spent a solitary three years
in a cave at Gomukh, in the Himalayas, where she would chant, Om
namah Sivaya. One day she forgot this mantra and instead chanted,
Om namah Bhagavati Vasudevaya. By the will of Sri Krsna, Radha
Padi thereafter received a set of Srila Prabhupadas Srimad Bhagavatams.
Srimad Bhagavatam thus became her only association. In her cave she started
to chant the maha-mantra, and developed a desire to come to Vrndavana.

Upon her arrival in Sri Vrndavana Dhama, she somehow ended up at Sri Rupa-Sanatana
Gaudiya Matha, where she stayed for three days. She was then invited to
stay just one more day so that she could meet Srila Gurudeva who happened
to be arriving then. Having firm faith that she was under divine guidance,
Radha Padi asked Srila Gurudeva for harinama initiation. She borrowed
some white cloth to wear, thus rejecting her orange mayavadi dress, and
received initiation from him.

She thereafter sincerely adhered to Srila Gurudevas precepts, and
followed the example of the Gosvamis in terms of simplicity and
steadfastness, faithfully performing her sadhana in a quiet and dedicated
manner. Radha Padi was always straightforward in her dealings, non-envious,
and a genuine well-wisher to those who sought her association.

Her taste for hearing hari-katha was inspiring, especially for those who
were with her in the last few weeks of her life. She would join her palms,
close her eyes, and as she listened with rapt attention, a very sweet
and heartfelt smile would appear on her lips, and sometimes she would
shed tears.

One of her greatest qualities was her unyielding positivity. For example,
during Kartika in 2003, Radha Padi who had just turned seventy five fell
from a ricksaw. When asked about her condition she replied, I am
very happy. I always wanted to roll in the dust of the dhama, and Krsna
has arranged this for me.

As a youth one of her greatest passions was to sail. She later compared
the skill of navigating a boat through the water, to the ability to use
both pleasant and unpleasant occurrences to advance in bhakti.

In August 2004, during our parikrama in Jagannatha Puri, she received
an emergency operation in Bhubanesvar, experiencing much pain and discomfort.
Her only concern however, was that she may have been a burden to Srila
Gurudeva and the devotees. Even at this time she did not become absorbed
in her own suffering and distress. Radha Padi did not fear death. She
realized that she was never alone. This gave strength and inspiration
to those who were with her in the last weeks of her life.

Despite coming to the path of bhakti at such a late stage of life, she
was a shining example of dedication to Hari, Guru, and Vaisnavas, rising
at 2am daily, and engaging all day in hearing and chanting with the full
zest typical of her. This is not slightly exaggerated.

It is no secret that Radha Padi was effulgent with many exalted qualities.
Today we feel sadly bereft of her association, and deeply grateful that
she came into our lives.

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