Thursday, December 25, 2014

On this 25/7 day, a divine day of a 12/3 month in a 7 or divine year, I celebrate the Loves of and in my life, my two daughters and my many friends who have walked with me on my journey of Remembrance, and it is clearer than ever that the more I Love and accept my self the more I know my self to be Divine.

This Christmas, the presents under the tree are not of this world and remain unopened for now, wishes that are being fulfilled in ways that are beyond the physical and that I cannot see, and yet it has been decreed that soon they will be manifested and be part of my life....

May this Christmas bring unexpected resolutions, healing, joy, and miracles of all sorts to all my Loves

Tuesday, December 9, 2014

At various points in our Earth Journey, we have set up opportunities for us to leave this plane, some are quite subtle while others are in our face, and this is one of those times, Dearest One, as we stand at the threshold of a new experience of Life on this Earth plane, that, again, we are given this choice.

Many times we create these sorts of situations that have us wonder 'why me?" just so we will know how much we are loved, and yet it is not so much the love of our family and friends we are longing for in these human bodies, as it is that through their earthly love, we are able to catch a glimpse of our Creator's Love for us, and till now, little did we realize that in that glimpse is the Whole.

Moments of utter despair are gifts in disguise as we are given the opportunity to rise above them. When we are facing our deepest fears is when we can look into the Face of our Maker and experience our greatest moments of sublimation, and the physical death needs not be part of it, only the facing of our mortality, as in that facing, FEAR is revealed, in doing so, it is exposed to the Light of our Being.

Curse not the disease and the fear of it, Dearest One, but bless it for you are freeing your self.

Saturday, November 29, 2014

It has been a long time since I have felt the urge to write here and on this "11" day of an 11 month in a 7 year of Divinity, and I can only credit my purchase of yesterday for this resurgence, a magnificent oblong Carnelian that called to me to take it home. A stone known for enhancing creativity, action, confidence, sexuality, Carnelian revitalizes the body, bringing an increase of life force into it, and as I connected with its vibrations, so this stone reflected what was already within myself.

Recently, I have sensed a great change coming into place and a powerful reconnection made two weeks ago, on an "8" day was but the precursor to this. This meeting of "chance" was by Divine Decree and seems to have turned my life inside out and put me in touch with emotions, feelings of the heart I thought I was never going to be able to experience again. Since, a Love of such profundity for all has been filling me, and the purity of its Truth can only be relayed by the Heart's music as I connect to the Beloved within.

And so this morning I woke up with a new level of awareness of my physicality, a level that I am not used to, I sensed a masculine awakening in me, and why does it feel like my Beloved and I have traded places again?" The question and answer arise in me at once and ring true to my body as tears begin to flow in recognition...and is it a true trading of places or simply a continuous flow in a figure 8 pattern offering a change of focus from one energy to another, both within myself, yet taking turns at coming into view? And the awareness that I am Him is like a coming home in Joy, so again I ask: " Have we traded places?" and as tears flow, I must but surrender to the evidence my body is giving me, a trading of places of sorts, a change coming from within and that shall reflect without some day by His presence in my life.

And I stand in wonderment of the miracles Love has brought in my journey, and the canvas upon which I have painted my dreams reassures my Humanness that the future I created looms brightly ahead

About Me

I was born in Brussels Belgium, and came to America in 1972. I awakened to my spirituality at age 46. In 2000 I began painting "SoulSelf Portraits," a translation of your forgotten Enlightenement into colors, form, shapes and flow. These pictures are both personal AND universal and each comes with several pages of love filled information.(For more on these see my website: www.mariececile.com.
I am a messenger of the Consciousness of Oneness, the Divine within. "Channel" is a word I am not comfortable with,as it implies a separation, I cannot be the messenger without carrying the message within myself. I have a loving and very special Flame point himmalayan cat named Misha. I have two beautiful, very independant daughters who live in the area and to whom I am very close. Do not attempt to put me into a category, I do not fit into any boxes. I love good food, such as french cuisine. I have a good sense of humor. I laugh at my self frequently, I am a joyful person yet also quite serious. I am a hermit at heart yet also very sociable. I simply LOVE life.