This is indeed what a law feels like. Gwen Stefani revealed to CBS Sunday Morning in an, talk airing Mar 20, that she was “so embarrassed” after bursting with her ex-husband, Gavin Rossdale, following his eventuality with their former nanny Mindy Mann.

Stefani, 46, has never directly oral out about her ex’s intrigue liaison with a nanny — that Us Weekly pennyless shortly after a integrate announced their separate in Aug 2015 — though she alluded to a harmful blow in her sit-down with CBS’ Lee Cowan.

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“I had no skin, it was so raw, we know what we mean?” Stefani — who is now compelling her new album, This Is What a Truth Feels Like — removed of a fallout. “And nobody knew what was function and we had this large secret.” As formerly reported by Us, Stefani schooled about her husband’s profanation in Feb 2015 after finding risqué texts between Rossdale and Mann.

“During that time period, we felt like, we was down all a way,” she continued. “Like we don’t go down reduce than that. It was stone bottom. we was so embarrassed, we know what we mean? we was like, ‘Wow, we can’t. we have to spin this into something. we can’t go down like this. Like, if we can do music, afterwards maybe only all will be OK.'”

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Stefani told Cowan that she was so beholden to have built a loyalty with Blake Shelton during that harmful time. “In all this idiocy that happened, like astonishing horribleness, we found a crony who was going by literally a accurate same thing as me, and that is a miracle, we know,” Stefani pronounced of her associate Voice coach, who separate from Miranda Lambert in Jul 2015. “And it only saved me so much, and we feel so beholden for that.”

The cocktail star, who’s stability her press debate for her third solo studio album, told Time in an talk on Friday, Mar 18, because she’s been so unfiltered about a breakup. “I don’t feel like we have anything to be ashamed of,” she explained. “I’ve finished zero wrong. we don’t feel like we have anything to strengthen about myself. But when you’re a mother, we have to have some boundaries.”