Sunday, June 28, 2009

ur killing me and u dont even careu spend all ur time trying to be liked by everyoneu forgot about meits like u dont love me anymoreor now that u have me, u dont have to trybut i cant take much more of living in this worldwhere all that matters is uall u care about is being likedall u want is to be everyones one and onlyand if u keep doing what ur doingull end up aloneull end up without meand ull crycus theres no one like me theres no one that can fill my place next to youand u better know thisu dont want to chance just because u would feel powerless, nude to the worldreal,and u know u want to chance,and u know u dont want to loose me,but ur too scaredand yet im going...

it kills me day to dayi see it getting worsei feel it going wrongmy insides feel deadmy outside wants to diei dont know how much longer i can keep this upi cant keep smiling every dayi cant keep living every dayits too muchand its not fairi get to live with thisi get to deal with thisand everything elseand no breaks for meno special treatmentsno help can be giveni feel too much paini cant keep it up