Spend a season in seclusion in a cabin in wilderness, type thoughts in an old typewriter, smoking pipe.

Own cool artworks, Hang it in a wall

In my own house, have a room for music. Just players, CDs, tapes and instruments.

Pour my sould into a sensible project. Work in it with sweat in brows. Work pushing sleep and food aside. Work late in night and when finished let out a shout, go to balcony, light a cigarette and stare at the night knowingly.

Prove my worth to people who insulted me in the past. Search them out and do some remarkable help for them. Walk away without saying a word after that.