Freya's blessings to you, BEG, and may the Lady of the Hearthstone watch over you and your mother. My thoughts and prayers are with you [-o< .

Humans need to cry. Go cry, it'll make you feel a whole lot better. It may not solve anything, but you'll probably find yourself in a better frame of mind for doing it Failing that, talk to the God and Goddess, or your chosen entities. They will support you, won't judge your actions, and offer help when and where it's most needed.

~ Sapphy

Happiness grows at our own firesides, and is not to be picked in strangers' gardens ~Douglas Jerrold