Dearest Katoucha, ... I shouldn't even be here ... but you know ... I am your Alfredino forever. I will never ever forget your presence in my life ... you were such a beacon of pure light i saw you up i saw you down, but i never let you down i so miss you ... but i'm glad you're traveling places ... most of all i miss your laughter, my love is with you as ever it has been. thats why i say i shouldn't be here, i see and feel you in every moment, you are not dead and if they say Katoucha is dead i say long live the empress. See you around my dearest friend.