Girl Next Door Kendra Wilkinson apparently doesn't want to be persona non grata over her candid Q&A in Us Weekly, so now she's looking to clear up her remarks about living with Hugh Hefner and sneaking sex away from the Mansion."I'm more upset at myself with what I said," Kendra tells E! News. "I'm really bad at interviews, and anyone who knows me knew I meant no harm...I'm a goofball. Mostly, I'm very sorry to have hurt Hef...Playboy made me who I am, and Hef has done more for me than anyone else."In my heart, I will always love Hef and Playboy."Kendra was so sorry, she stopped by the Mansion to apologize in person. "Hef was hurt, but he understands," she says. "He knows me and knows what came out of the article was not me at all."And about those sex-on-the-side remarks?"I said that I snuck sex every now and then, and I can't take that back," she says.Regarding her relationships with former Mansion mates Holly Madison and Bridget Marquardt, Kendra said she personally apologized to them as well. "We are all doing so great these days, everyone is happy and doing their own thing."That includes Madison's burgeoning romance with magicmeister Criss Angel. "I like Criss very much, and it wouldn't surprise me at all if they got married," says Kendra.And even though each of the three Girls is working on a solo act, Kendra says, "We will all be together forever."As for whether Papa Playboy will walk her down the aisle at a Mansion-based blowout, that remains to be seen."I'm still trying to think about all that stuff," she says. "I am waiting for Hank [Baskett, of the Philadelphia Eagles]. After the Super Bowl, he'll come out and live with me, and we'll start planning the wedding and start thinking about all of those things like who is going to walk me down and where it's gonna be."