ooh~ ;___; please don't be sad!! maybe you can buy someday such a doll too?! there are soooo many different doll companies out there with very different prices~! so a doll have not to be that expensive, you know!? ^^ if you want, I can give you some links to very good shops on ebay, where you can buy BJD dolls in very different price categories! :3 maybe there you can find a doll suitable for your purse?! ^^ *hug*