OT: So hurt, sad, and lonely

Feels like my insides are in a straightjacket. Thinking about lo's father and how quickly things changed between us. Same thing has happened in every single one of my relationships, start out amazing, and then in an instant they can't stand me, want nothing to do with me, and I (and the good memories in our relationship) mean nothing to them. After 7 years of telling myself that I would never be with anyone else, a year ago I opened my heart up again, only to become pregnant by someone with whom I felt like I could finally talk to and be happy with who now won't even return a message regarding our son.

Some nights are easier than others....last night was hard.

Feels like my insides are in a straightjacket. Thinking about lo's father and how quickly things changed between us. Same thing has happened in every single one of my relationships, start out amazing, and then in an instant they can't stand me, want nothing to do with me, and I (and the good memories in our relationship) mean nothing to them. After 7 years of telling myself that I would never be with anyone else, a year ago I opened my heart up again, only to become pregnant by someone with whom I felt like I could finally talk to and be happy with who now won't even return a message regarding our son.

I'm sorry mama.. Try not to be so upset. Just love your baby.. He/she is the only thing that really matters right now.. You're baby wont thrive with a sad mommy. I had to tell this to myself. My LOs dad is in prison.. And we've never had a great relationship (3 years). But I long for him to be around now more than ever. Try to cheer up. Your baby needs a happy mom.

I'm sorry mama.. Try not to be so upset. Just love your baby.. He/she is the only thing that really matters right now.. You're baby wont thrive with a sad mommy. I had to tell this to myself. My LOs dad is in prison.. And we've never had a great relationship (3 years). But I long for him to be around now more than ever. Try to cheer up. Your baby needs a happy mom.

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