feel like giving up :(

It's been two months since I gave birth to my angel son. Since then the only thing keeping me going is giving him a brother or sister.
I definitely ovulated two weeks ago (opk and ovulation pains), and now 15dpo surely I should be due AF (Aunt Flo - menstruation/period) or a BFP, but nothing is happening.
I had a mmc two months before I got pregnant and then lost Harry at 39 weeks. Even if I do get pregnant I've pretty much convinced myself that it won't stick because 100% of my babies have died in the womb.

Not sure if I can keep putting myself through the stress of ttc when it'll just lead to 9 months of stressing and once again could be left with nothing :'(

I went three weeks ago when I got an evap line and got my hopes up but he was so unsympathetic and just offered me a blood test at hospital to check if I was pregnant. My docs are pretty rubbish though, had to argue with the receptionist just to get that appointment to begin with xxxx

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