Sunday, 28 July 2013

The temperature was a scorching 41 Degrees. The streets were empty. Not even the occasional gangs of street dogs or indifferent cows sitting like a divider on the road could be seen. It was one of the hottest days in India. But this hardly affected 4 men sitting in a luxury car with air conditioned on. They wore suits and an ID tag of the company NELCO was there around their neck. Suddenly there was a bump, a noise and then the car stopped. The driver got out.

"Tyre Puncture ho gaya hai sahab." he said.

The men got out. They found a place under a large banyan tree. It was shady and thus protected them from merciless Sun God. One of them lit a cigarette. The other bought four cups of tea from the nearest tea stall. While giving out the cups of tea, they noticed one of them was missing.

"Where is he?" asked one of them.

"Ah! He must be having one of his 'solitude' time."

"I think he is in that restaurant" another one pointed out to a nearby small Dhaba.

After finishing their cups of tea they went back to see if the car was good to go. What they saw had become a life long lesson in leadership they could not forget. They saw their colleague working in the scorching sun to set up a jack and spanner. He was helping the driver change the tyre. His expensive coat was all dirty and sweaty. Sweat was running down his face but there was smile on his face. The smile of contentment. The smile of satisfaction. The smile of humility.

The man was none other than the ex-chairman of the million dollar company we know today as TATA. The man who helped the driver that day was none other than Ratan Naval Tata.

Sunday, 14 July 2013

“Telegram is going to become history. India discontinues
Telegraph services. The last telegram will be sent on 14th July 2013.”

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As
the news anchor announced these lines, my heart skipped a beat. I felt
something which people might called nostalgic. May be, yes. But it was
something more. The telegrams have always been one of the most important parts
of us old people living this new age. My life too had one of such incidents. I
recall, telegrams had an interesting way of sending messages. The fullstops
were replaced with the word ‘STOP’ and the fee was according to each word
written on it. So it was costlier to send a telegram but it would be delivered
much faster than a letter. Hence, only important and urgent messages were sent
through it. For instance : “SISTER MARRIAGE STOP COME BEFORE 21 STOP”

I checked my cell phone and it read 14th
July, 8:50 AM. I finished the cup of coffee and got out of the cozy couch and
went to the bathroom. There was an old man with white stubble, white eyebrows
and wrinkly skin staring back at me from the bathroom mirror.

So
much time… I thought.

I went down the road of reverie. It was forty years
from now and I was ten…

I
sat on dad’s shoulder as he carried me to “Meena Bazaar”, one of the famous
fairs of that time. “I want to eat the Bambaiya Mithaai (cotton candy)”, I said
to him and he smiled and nodded. He never said no to me. I don’t remember him
saying ‘no’ to any of my demands. After an hour we returned back home. My
mother was waiting for us in the dim light coming from the earthen lamp placed
near the door. After dinner I went to bed. My mother told me a story and then I
went to sleep. This was her daily chore, to tell me a new story every night
before tucking me in.

***

I
was one of those lucky boys of that time to be studying in a school. Most of
the parents thought studying in school isn’t worth the money and time. Well
fortunately, I studied and so did ‘she’.

I
entered the small building where a skinny man with a stick in his hand used to
teach us. We sat on floor, write with chalk on our black slate. Instead of
fancy, heavy bags we used to carry a simple one made out of old useless rags.

“What
did u get in tiffin for lunch?” she asked me, her head bearing two ponytails
with red ribbons on each. I blushed. I was shy. I shook my head. I didn’t bring anything. She
held my hand and we were out, where an old lady was selling boiled berries with
a sprinkle of salt and pepper. I wasn’t comfortable with girls. I ate and left
in hurry. Her eyes kept looking at my receding figure waiting for me to return.

***

Time
passed and I passed the school with honorable grades and so did she. It was the
youth. The time of life when everything looks fresh, energetic and colourful. I
sat with her near a pond. She kept throwing stones into it. I kept looking her.
I could spend whole day long looking at her. She was beautiful.

I
went back home only to get a shocking news. My father has been transferred and
so we had to leave the place within 7 days. I ran to the pond where she had
been waiting for me. I told her the news and I knew the reply. She didn’t reply
with words. Instead, she used the most powerful weapons women generally use:
Tears and Silence. I went back home and told my father that I wanted to stay
here and complete my studies in the village only. He smiled as if he knew the
matter. He patted my shoulder and told me to walk with him. We were walking
through a narrow lane which was covered with mango trees on both sides. Several
birds, which are rarely seen today, were chirping as if they knew what was
going to happen. My father started telling me how his father shifted to this
village and how hard he worked. Then he told me something about young age. Then,
something about life. I was hardly listening as I could not get her face out of
my mind. I knew that my father will never leave me here because he loved me a
lot and would never want his son to be away from him. But his answer surprised
me.He
said, “You can live here but on one condition. Whenever I will call you, you
have to come and meet me. Whenever I will tell you to stay with your mother,
you should obey that and leave this village.”“I
promise.” I said hugging him tight.

***

After
a week my father and mother bid me goodbye. We all cried. My mother hugged me, kissed
me and told me to eat properly and all the stuffs in detail. My father hugged
me and whispered just one thing in my ear, “Remember the promise.”

They left in
the bullock cart that made tingling sound as the bulls walk away. I remember I
cried that whole night.

I
stayed with our neighbors who treated me like their son. Meeting her by the
pond had become the routine. Days passed by and we passed the college. She had
called me to meet at our ‘meeting point’ near the pond. She was standing
against a huge banyan tree. She seemed perplexed. There was a telegram in her
hand. I asked her “what is it?” gesturing to the small piece of paper.

“It’s
letter from the city college. I have been selected for post graduation in a
college there.” She said.

I
looked at her without saying anything. She understood the look and tore off the
telegram into several pieces. I never wanted her to go to another city and
study higher. I never wanted her to go to another city and find new friends. In
fact, I never wanted any girl to leave and study higher. ‘It’s useless for
girls to study’ I thought. She obeyed me without even getting annoyed by my
selfish behavior. I left in anger. Her kohl clad eyes kept looking at me
waiting for me to return.

***

Next
day, to compensate for my behavior, I wrote a letter. I plucked some roses in
hurry and tied them with the letter. Here comes the postman in khakhi uniform
in a bicycle. I gave him the letter to deliver it to her. He took the letter. I
was about to turn when he held my hand and handed me a telegram. The postman
pushed the paddle of the bicycle and went on his way.

I
opened the telegram. It read:
“COME SOON STOP
FATHER DEAD STOP”

My
heart broke into thousand pieces. I remembered the last words my father
whispered. “Remember the promise.” He never said no to any of my demands. I had
to fulfill his one demand.

I
packed my bags and left in a hurry. Had I have turned to look back then, I
would have known that in her eyes were the tears and in her hands was the
letter tucked with red roses. Her hand was bleeding as thorns have made their
way into her soft hands I once held. Had I have turned to look back then, I
would have known that her kohl clad eyes kept looking at me waiting for me to
return.I never did.

***

The doorbell rang and I snapped out of the flashback.
First love is always the first love. It always gives you that tingling feeling
when you think about the first time you know that you love someone. I
approached the door and was delighted to see my daughter. She has arrived from
London where she was pursuing Masters in business. ‘I never wanted her to go to another city and study’ I remembered
and smiled a guilty smile. Today was the last day a telegram can be sent. I
rushed to my room, pulled out the little suitcase, searched a little bit and
found a small piece of paper. It was an address which might no longer be
available. I was sure she couldn’t be living there, anyway. I knew it was a
foolish idea. But then it was love.

I ran to the nearest telegraph office and sent the
telegram to her address. I don’t know where or to whom this might be delivered to
but it was necessary. I told the person sitting there the message I wanted to
send. After the sound of a few dots and dashes the telegram was sent. It read:

“I AM SORRY
STOP”

I smiled a content smile and walked back home.
That was my ‘last telegram’.