The very long, arduous, roller-coaster journey finally came to an end at about 5:50 this morning.

I had left the hospice last night but hadn't felt entirely happy in doing so as Colin's breathing had noticeably changed over the evening. However, having spoken with the nurse on shift and being re-assured they would call me if anything changed, I decided to go home and if nothing else (ironically) to pack an overnight bag.

In the early hours I was awoken by the phone and with heart thumping I knew what it would be. The very kind nurse on the other end explaining that Colin's breathing had changed again over the short period she had been on shift and it being unsustainably rapid she advised I should go into the hospice if that was what I wanted to do. So I arrived there about 2:25 am. And indeed the breathing had changed, quite noticeably again. And so events took their course.

Thank you to all of you who, over the last year and a half, have unstintingly visited Colin. This made a huge difference in that it made his days, which were easily dreadful, more bearable, interesting and cheering. I am, of course like many of you, deeply saddened by his loss but hugely relieved that he is no longer suffering and at peace.

Jane, I know that it was inevitable, but to hear that Colin has passed away was still a shock. I'm so glad that you were with him and that he passed peacefully. Don't hesitate to ask for help if you need it at this difficult time. My thoughts and prayers are with you. John

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Richard P

21/9/2016 09:48:46 pm

Dear Jane,
It has been a great privilege to have known Colin, and to have seen you both together as you've faced the huge challenges of the last few years. I shall remember these and Colin's better years with great affection, but am glad that his troubles have come to a close. We are both very sorry for your loss.
With very best wishes,
RIchard & Fabienne

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Jonathan Dean

29/9/2016 09:50:41 am

Jane, I am so sorry to hear this sad news. I can't even begin to imagine how hard it must have been for you both over the last few years with all that you've had to deal with. The small comfort that it is now over for you both is tempered by your sad loss. My thoughts are with you. Best wishes, Jonathan