writings from the mind of a 30-something woman who's interested in food, virtual worlds, and whatnot.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

Been a while

So it's been a while since I last blogged about real life. There's honestly nothing much happening in my life since I last wrote here. Events in my real life have been sparse and really boring.

Except on a certain day of November 26. Someone whom I thought I have lost has now made himself available once again. Ever since, I have been out of sorts, but mostly, HAPPY.

It is unusual at how he has managed to come back, and also the REASONS why he has been away all these time, and I never wrote nor told anyone about this except now, in this blog.

The important thing is now, there is a glimmer of a hope for love for this lady. And it started when she lost him in Second Life, but got him back in Facebook. How it happened was serendipity at work, and I can't really write how much things has changed since that one fateful November.

But I am happy and hopeful. Excited even.

Fearful and worried on the other hand. What will my family say?

My parents have always been straightlaced and traditional, and PARANOID. One time, they all gave me warnings over finding love over the internet, all because of what happened in Myspace. Needless to say, I told them what they wanted to hear.

One day they will find out the truth, somehow news of this kind spread fast, and my mother has a sixth sense in this sort of things. Besides, I'm a bad liar.

I wonder how both of us will handle this? Will they gang up on me again like they did with what's his face? Will they force their will on me once again? Will I let them?

Such questions bothers this lady at 2am, questions in which only in time, will be answered.