Do you stay awake 2am thinking you're better off dead or in the background cause you feel like no one will truly accept who you are?

Edit: cause that's how I feel. Or rather felt. Every fucking day. I recently just put all my words and thoughts in writing for the world to see, got all that shit out. And wish I was at a party so I can talk with friends and leave all the depressing shit out. Love my goddamn life.

So you enjoy that shit. Enjoy the fuck out of it. If not for yourself, do it for the people like me. Who can't, or don't have the same opportunity.