Good morning angels! A little personal blogpost here from dreamy New York. I woke up this morning, with so many emotions inside. I just had the need of sharing them with you guys. I hope you are all well! Words really can not describe the love I feel for every single one of you.. I feel so very lucky, to have so many wonderful readers waning to follow my everyday life. The past couple of month have been very crazy (as you know!). I’ve been thinking a lot about how my life have dramatically changed in such a short amount of time (BUT for the better of course!).

I always do my best and try and keep you as updated as possible with everything I have going on in my life. It can be hard at times, when your busy schedule gets ahead of you (we all know how that feels..) BUT I’ve tried my very best, to update you every step of the way! I hope you guys know that. Everything I’ve been going through have also been very personal, and not just for me but for all the people around me that my decision have effected. I wouldn’t have mind sharing absolutely everything with you guys, because I feel like it’s so important to show you guys that I’ve been fighting so very hard, and that life is not always easy. It’s a rollarcoaster, and at times life can be tough and unfair. On the other hand I feel like when life is treating you that way, it’s to give you a life lesson, and you somehow should see it as a blessing? (While you are in the situation, that can be hard though.) Hard times teach us a lot about ourselves, and how we decide to go though and handle it is what makes us grow. It makes us wiser, and we learn to tackle similar situations when they get thrown at us, unexpected. Because that is life. It is unexpected! That’s what I personally love about it.. What I’ve been having to go through have been the hardest in my life, and with respect for my x etc. I choose to not be too personal, and not go into too many details.

Also just getting to the point of accepting, those drastic changes had to be made was the toughest for me, so that’s why I for that long period of time was a bit distant and couldn’t write or tell you guys about it.

Worlds can not describe how happy I am to be back in london. This move and big decision might be the biggest and most important one I’ve ever had to make. When I think back, even though the past two years have been the hardest of my life – they somehow have also been the biggest life lesson I properly will ever have to experience and go though. I am grateful for having experienced it, because know I know where is my limit. How do I want to be treated in a relationship, what values I do not ever want to give up, how you need to remember your own values and dreams and I’ve learned how very, very, VERY important it is to be with someone who see positively about life the same way you do.

I haven’t looked back or regret it even once. Which just tells me more than anything that it was 100% the right thing to do. I think that inside my head I was already back in London before I actually took and made the decision. I feel like so very often your head knows what is right to do, so it process it for you, before you’ve even made the move/change, and then later your heart follows. You keep pushing it, because you know you are going to hurt someone you care about, or do something unpleasant. Sometimes it’s easier just to do it when you feel that’s the right thing to do, instead of finding ways to get around it. Because there isn’t.. Yes it’s going to hurt, yes you are going to be sad – but it’s for the best. Your heart and mind always knows, therefore remember to listen to it! (Yes isabella, I know – that’s much easier said than done!)

Ive also met the most wonderful man, and I feel like the luckiest girl in the world to be able to call him my boyfriend! (We just got official, so it’s still a bit funny for me to call him my man. But I love it!) It just feels so right, and even if we have moved quite quickly it just feels so natural at the same time? We’ve met 3 months ago or so, and something just tells me, that this man is here to stay! I will not let him go – that’s for sure. We have so many adventures waiting for us, and I am not lying when I say that I enjoy and love every single moment of this new chapter of my life..

New York is absolutely amazing! We have had such a lovely first day here <3 We have been a bit tired (thanks to the jetlag). We took up round 4 in the morning, so we decided to have a cosy chilled first day. I had a breakfast meeting in the morning with Karlo Otto, a fantastic PR agency. Fergus joined me, and then we met my parents for lunch, we went to Museum of Modern Art and for the rest of the day we chilled at our lovely apartment.

5 Responses to A little personal New York update

I’m so truly happy for you and you really deserves the very best!! So happy for you and your new boyfriend, biggest Congratulations to you two <3 There is nothing better when everything just feels so right, best feeling ever!! I also got tears in my eyes when I read about how tough it has been for you because you really deserves to be happy, all the time, every second of the day! But it’s a saying I truly love and there is something really true about it… Even after the worst storms, the sun will shine again. Can’t wait to follow you two lovebirds on your upcoming adventures and I’m so happy for you <3

i am very happy to see, that you find your soulmate body for your adventures!! And I absolutely agree with what you said: “Because that is life. It is unexpected! That’s what I personally love about it.”
I love about live it to. Have a nice trip!!.