I part feel bad though, he's told me and I know he'd be there for me through thick and thin, no matter what the cause or issue but he feels as if I wouldnt do the same. That I would abandon him bc of this sex issue and that Im so focused on getting my nursing license that everything else/him isnt even an after thought bc if you ask me about what I want in my future my answer is my degree.

ETA: Idk, maybe this was a blessing in disguise, he's so stressed right now, has problems coming from all directions. I dont think I was making it any easier. He's doing so much, its understandable why he was having his issue, stress. Idk, from that talk we had earlier to him calling me a hour later and changing his mind, I part feel bad now

My boo told me yesterday that he's back in town for the holidays, and that he wanted needed to see me ASAP. I was just telling my friends on Saturday that it'd be a Christmas Miracle if he just happened to come back in town, but dammit I didnt really mean it.

The problem is that I feel like I am significantly less attractive than I was when he left. I dunno why though, I lost some weight, my hair is longer and softer, and my skin is clearer. I just feel fat and ugly, and had that nicca told me he was coming when we talked on Thanksgiving, I could've started with the yoga and everything and just uuuuuuuuuuuuggghhhhhhahljgknhsd,fhgdlfjgldnbkm

I cant even see him until next week because I had already made plans, so at least I have time to mentally prepare. GAH, body image issue suck.

Im probably just bloated and this was probably just a period-hormone fueled rant.

When my bf tells me he's crazy about me, it freaks me out. I usually just say "oh yeah?" "mm hmm?" "is that so". I know he's just expressing how he feels but we've only been dating for 1.5 months. It's my first relationship so everything is kind of new to me. Granted he was tipsy when he said that but I know my feelings for him will get there, but that will take time. it's a long distance relationship and I only see him once a week. So I know if I were spending crazy time with him my feelings would increase. I'm sure over time I'll get there. I guess I can't complain because at least he's telling me how he feels and isn't afraid to. I told him to calm down on telling me things like that because it freaks me out. I'm not sure if he wants me to say it back or what. He told me it's ok not a big deal. I'm just glad I can be honest with him without there being some kind of fight. Woosa

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