and he will hurt me again... My heart wont be able to take it if he does, am tip toeing around him, scared of saying something or doing something that will make him leave, i dont want to lose him... But in the same time, i feel like keeping him at an arms length so that i dont...

Don't get close you will get hurtYou will be left picking up my dirtyDon't let your heart let me inBecause everything i do is a sinDon't touch me pleaseI'll leave you in a breeze Don't try to climb my wallsI will build it with my toolsPlease just keep awayI will never stayKeep...

I'm looking into myself and I see someone who is insecure. I'm afraid of hurting people with their love. I give love so freely. I want to be open and accepting to people. When I find a true spark in someone I want to explore it. I realize that most people don't live this way...

when I was 11. Then I felt like any guy who loved me would hurt me in some form of way. So I pushed them away especially because I started to feel good when I was around them. I knew something bad was gonna happen sooner or later. I won't gonna stick around till it did.

You scare me more than you ever will and do realize. You have open apart of me, most people have never seen or experience. When you get close, I feel like shutting down or stop all communication but I'm totally drawn to you for one reason or another.I can be as vulnerable as I...

To get rid of the weak ones right away.
I wanna make sure only the strong & determined people stay in my life.
Most of the ones who made it past the gauntlet are still my friends..years & years of loyalty, dependability, secrets, tears & smiles.

You took all I deservedand now you're asking to be heardI'm walking alone in desertcarrying the load I was never worthYou gave me a role I couldn't playTold me that I'm the one to blamebut no I'm not taking your shame.Hey! go dig yourself a gravethat'll be your stageyour mind is...

and let them see the real me, however it's scaring me that they know that person. I think it's time to retreat back into my "concrete box" and put the lid back on, where is just me and nobody else can get in. I may not be happy in my "box" but at least I won't risk getting hurt...

Looking back on my life, I have pushed away EVERY single relationship whether it be good or bad.... I have even pushed away family members and friends... I have been married twice, currently going through a divorce now. I have family on each ends of the USA and 1000 miles apart...

that guy before but I pushed him away because I know at the end, he will just not good for me, he doesn't deserve me. I don't want to get hurt and feel damn hella bad with someone who's been hurting everybody's heart already.

you reassure, me to just chillgive the blunt a puff n a blowtalk about deep stuff, sh1t other people dont knowbut see i had to postponedidnt call you back to your phonecuz im thinkin that all you wanna is to boneyou got no clue that in reality im all alonein this world, since i...

Don't give me names, you've got it all
You took it all away, drove me insane
Who'd come down to earth
Releasing me?
Healing my wounds
Why don't you close the door
When you're leaving me?
Now you'll run, running all the way
Back to me again
It's not to end in shame
To fight an...

I don't have this issue, but the best friend I ever had does. We met in febuary 2012. She practicly moved into my house shortly after that. She never left, we did everything together, we were buds, we read eachothers minds. I never had anyone treat me the way she did. I knew she...

before you leave. Nobody wants to be pushed to there breaking point but that's where I push them, I push you away because I don't want to dissapoint you and because I don't want to get hurt I push you away because iv learned to not let you get close I'm sorry I push you away but...

but I find that I don't ask for them. I find most interactions between me and anyone else to be stagnant or uneventful. I really don't think I have anything to offer anyone and even if I did none wants anything from me. I have pushed everyone I know away and I feel like soon I...

when i start to love someone,i slowly push them away so they dont hurt me.Ive been hurt so much in the past by guys that told me they loved me,i dont trust guys that much anymore.I hav the worst trust issues possible,il never get over my past relationships.thats why now when im...

even though It's so hard. last time I let someone get close to me, I let them to close and they used everything that they knew hurt me against me. They abused me emotionally and physically.
Now here I am with you, my new boyfriend and I'm really happy. Unless I am alone.. Then...

so close to you shared everything I been through and u also did with me. I suppose I am pushing you away in fear that you will hurt me also. Although I don't know what this is between us but I like you and it is making me crazy. So I am getting angry pushing u away incase u hurt...

I don't want to lose him. But what if he does decide to leave. What if one day he wakes up and decides I am no enough. That I am not worth the fight. That I am not worth his love. I can't bare to see him willingly leave. it would be easier to say I left, that I broke him. It...

.. But of course I don't. I don't want you to get the "wrong" impression, don't want to show you how much I care. Whenever I see you suffer I wanna make everything OK. I want you to believe in yourself and to make you see yourself through my eyes. You are one of the strongest...

It's like I see there's chance that a guy could be amazing. You know what I'm talking about people. You know that person who you start talking to out of nowhere who in the blink of an eye has you grinning from ear to ear, laughing like crazy, and feeling like no matter how bad...

I push you away... I push everyone away.... I'm so scared of this stupid world... I fear being hurt anymore.. i fear the slightest touch.. i fear smiles, and hugs.. i fear having a good laugh with co-workers.... I push everyone away.. my family, my few friends i used to have...

I don't even know how i do it...I just do it.
Iam an "anxious lover" according to psycology...which explains alot.
My first boyfriend I was completely inlove with and I was afraid to ever loose him and because of my major insecurities I pushed him away.
I don't blame him in the...

It was 3 years ago, not that long ago. I still remember clearly but choose not to, Its not that it hurts but more of wanting to think that those feelings have disapeared completely. Everytime I see you I remember those butterflies and sparks that only you have ever given me. We...

This guy has been trying to hang out with me for the past 9 months. I knew him back when I was 12 and I liked him back then but he seems different now and I know you are not suppost to judge people based on social networks and things but it's a turnoff to see guys that only use...

It has been almost a year since my Mom passed. She had Multiple Myeloma. A horrible cancer for which there is little treatment.Though , always holds a horrible outcome. She was and is the best friend I could ever ask for. She knew me and I her. We never had to judge to point out...

and become close with them because i want that bond and I keep thinking that I can get close to people not everyone is the same but I've gotten too attached one time and that failed tremendously so I don't get as close to anyone.
I have a friendship with someone I was truly...

i'm trying to push my "best friend" away right now. we used to best friends, and we were very close, just like sisters. but she's a hypocrite and difficult to deal with especially when she's being emotional. we never fought until 15th september 2011 when she said i'm too...

What do you expect from me? You betrayed me. You broke my heart. I've looked through my mental file cabinet and I've discovered your lies go back to the beginning. Now every good thing you've done or said has been wiped away. And you want me to be friendly? I know I should. I...

I never meant to do it. It's just in my nature..
I can't let someone really know me and everything about me. I can't fully give myself to someone, because I know that they will never stay.
But I did this for you. You cared enough to try to tear down my walls, piece by piece. You...

Our Friendships has been going on for 3 years, you call me your best friend and then don't care about my wants... You look at me and know their is something wrong and ask me what wrong, but i feel like you don't really care whats wrong... You push me away when things get to tough...

When I become depressed, and when I feel like I really don't want to be around anymore, I push everyone away. I push my friends, I push the people I Love and care about, hell, I even push my Ep frineds away. I know its a bad thing to do, but I do it, not only for me, but for you...

I don't exactly push others away because they I fear they will hurt me ... I push others away because I fear I will hurt them .. You see there's this woman in my life who I love so much she's been there for me ... I keep telling her that I don't want to hurt her so she should...

it was hell the first time i went through this with you. i was devastated. shattered. and felt like you didn't care.
This time...i put up a wall....praying you wouldn't tear it down without me noticing. little by little i could feel you creeping in again.&nbsp...

When I become depressed, and when I feel like I really don't want to be around anymore, I push everyone away. I push my friends, I push the people I Love and care about, hell, I even push my Ep frineds away. I know its a bad thing to do, but I do it, not only for me, but for you...

we will learn the hard way that this is the last thing we will want to do. Admitting this is one thing, but when you push away that person who can break through your barriers and you don't allow it because of the fear and insecurities... You will regret it for the rest of your...

I have had 15 boy friends I have only loved 2 of the 15 I dated the first was when I was in 1st grade and the second was when I was in 5th I dated the first for 3 years and the second i dated for 3 years but I loved the second one more. I just date and date boys just so i wont be...