Sunday, December 31, 2006

The Last Day of Year 2006

There's alot of things happened in this year... If I have to list out all the things that happened this year... I think my fingers will break into 2 parts... haha... So I'll cut it short since I'm inside a freezing cold Cyber Cafe at Desa Setapak... haha....First, the most important incident I remember this year is I hae been through alot of difficulties and sadness that I've done something terrible to myself.... I attempted to kill myself with blazors... I couldn't stand the pain that this reality gives me, I try to suicide, but I didn't make it cos I still have some hope for things in the future... I search for help, I went to see doctor... That doctor really understands what I need and understand what I'm trying to say... Of course, she's a doctor...(duh!!) haha... But I feel thankful to her because is she that made my mum realise what I need.... The 2nd thing that happened in 2006 which brings sopme really deep impact to me is I run away from home... haha.... OK.... let's cut it short.... NEXT!!3rd thing is I have made some new friends which are my juniors in Setapak High School... Recently we really often hang out with each other and celebrating festivals together too... haha... I wish that our friendship could last forever also... Just like with SEISYUN-tachi...and the 4th thing is Hana.... I couldn't really understand her changes towards her lifestyle and all the things she have done and said with all people... I just can hope that she'll understand and realise what she's doing and can redo all the things that she have mistakenly done... I really hope that she can become the cute cute Hana that we know.... 5th is I HAVE A BLOG WHICH IS THIS BLOG! I started to become a blogger this year and quite dedicated to it... haha... CHEERS FOR MY DEDICATION OF BLOGGING...(although I didn't really post much...haha)At this moment, the freezing air cond is still blowing cold winds, I can't really recall any more important incident of 2006... haha....Ok... I'll quit my bullshit.... and at this very last day of year 2006, I wish everyone

2 comments:

Hi Reiko, I read your blog every chance I get. I am glad you blog. It seems 2006 was sad for you, But it also shows how strong you are. I am glad you did not kill yourself I never would have meet you on your blog. I wish you the very best in 2007. I had a good year, my girlfriend and I spent our 5th year together. I am healthy and working, and best of all I have a blogger friend in Japan. Love you Reiko be safe and Happy New Year.