Best Artist was amazing this year~ I was a dumdum and forgot to set my recorder, so I have to wait for a download to watch it again, but JUMP was amazing. ♥ Everyone looked so good, and they performed so well, and omg the moment between Hikaru and Inoo ahhh ♥___♥ All the stars in my eyes. All their costumes looked amazing on them, as well (I loved the fur collars on their Aino Arika suits!) and ugh it was so good.

Arashi was really great as well! The medley I voted for won! They're so cute and old and weird and full of feelings. ♥ I can't wait to see them in two weeks.

And everyone being there for Tackey, oh god. ;___; I guess I haven't touched on it here, really, but… considering how bad Tsubasa's condition seems, I just feel so horrible for both of the, and my heart just goes out to Tackey who, seems like he's trying so hard to stay strong but struggling to hold it together. Seeing all the other Johnny's guys be there for him when he had to be alone, without Tsubasa, was just… really the sweetest. I hope that Tsubasa has a speedy recovery and that whatever treatment they give him (since Meniere's disease isn't curable as far as I can tell?) works and he'll be well again soon.

I prefer Tackey, but I feel like… no matter what, it hits hard. They're so important to one another, and I just feel so much for both of them right now. What Tackey was saying about Tsubasa not being able to stand was so scary, and all the research I did on the disease definitely didn't make me feel any better, but… I really hope that things get better from here with some time in the hospital.