it's such a fine line for me, i don't know how to put it into words, other than it just has to feel right, and very few can get away with it. there is something about the word girl though. i don't know. if the air is right, the game can take many turns outside my comfort zone, and i won't mind. it just has to be right.

Without oversharing, I'll just say that it took finding the right partner (in every sense of the word), to undo a lot of past damage. Taking my power back and all that. With him, I'm able to explore and heal and enjoy. It's never been like that with anyone else.

positive affirmation. i need it. most things said lovingly, even slut, can be good. anything with an anger tone and i can shut down. so much is tone and context and not necessarily the words. except for good girl. those are perfect words. they make me want to make sammiches and suck cock and wiggle my ass.

Without oversharing, I'll just say that it took finding the right partner (in every sense of the word), to undo a lot of past damage. Taking my power back and all that. With him, I'm able to explore and heal and enjoy. It's never been like that with anyone else.

that's special. one of these days i'll work through my issues again. i'm just in the state of getting from A to B so i can do that. in the mean time, C,D,E and F keep distracting me.