Yes over 10 years ago.. i have an experience.. a guy play this little big heart.. actually we just as a friend.. but when he did a game and i lost a trust.. i feel afraid to build a trust lagi.. walaupun sebenarnya i don't have any feelings towards him.. cuma anggap as a close good friend and he did an acting so well.. in between to accept him and reject him is always the main thing but later when he had been rejected he make a big sound of laugh.. so.. i know after all he make a joke.. its better than i accept him and make a big laugh.. is it? Hihi

Whatever it is.. yet, i really can not move the feel .. rasa bersyukur geram nak marah and at the same time rasa sangat takut dimalukan if i really one day came to really like someone later and been rejected.. ohhh..so later.. semua nak hati hati.. takut kalau jatuh hati nanti buat rasa sakit tu come back.. tidak kisah la samaada he like me truly or just for a joke.. i dont want to feel the same things again.. oh.. kalau begitu bila saya nak rasa apa itu CINTA bukan? Hehe..

Back to jatuh cinta dan suka.. i think i fall again.. but he did not look me at all.. hahaha.. anyway do not worry.. suka ni tidak lama.. i know really well..