Monthly Archives: January 2012

met up with the cantab folks for drinks and it was good catching up. got me thinking again about what i want to do. i’m essentially working with a clean slate here and i can do anything i want. what … Continue reading →

following the sense of calmness i had about marriage, i started having fears and concerns again after spending time with Bear over Chinese New Year. i started when he didn’t know the meaning of certain words and i started to … Continue reading →

thank you Lord that i have finally recovered! i am finally able to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living! the perceptible difference was yesterday (Sunday) when E titi came home for the weekend and … Continue reading →

O God, I feel like dying…. My sleep cycle is all wrecked up…. Sleeping in the day and staying awake at night. Have a massive headache now and it’s 2.23 am in the morning. I haven’t left the house in … Continue reading →

continuing from yesterday, feeling a bit better. experiencing greater clarity of the mind, but the clarity comes and goes. still sleeping a lot as well. recovery seems very slow. not 100% back to normal yet. still find some tasks daunting … Continue reading →

Oh Lord, I feel scared that this recovery is not forthcoming… I feel trepidation and anxiety. So tired of sleeping already. Forgive me for my lack of faith. Help me not fail you O Lord. Forgive me Father for not … Continue reading →