i know were poor!
okay
i am tired of my dad saying that
it just depresses me more
gosh
every time he brings it up it depresses me that i cant have all those fancy things
that all my friends have
i wish i could
but right now i am not able to.
so i wish he would stop mentioning it every time i look at something i want or see a
comercial of something that would be cool to have.
gosh....
needed to rant lol

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gosh i can sympathize with you. when i was growing up we went through
a really rough period of time economically...the worse part was that
it was during my teen years and probably had major effects on what
meagre social/dating life i might have had. there were times when we
didnt have anything but "atole" to eat...and we actually lived for 2
1/2 years without any electricity and i dont think we had a phone from
when i was 11 to after i left....starving student days were a bit
better but not always...and even now money is tight sometimes.
its ok to vent and it sucks, i wish parents could shield their kids
from a lot of things and i think they should but obviously youre old
enough to understand how things are now.
the best thing i could say to you would be for you to like do your
best in school and resolve to get on your own two feet and for you to
do better when its your turn. you miss out on a lot of stuff now but
one day if you work hard you will have the things you want and
appreciate them much more then...trust me i know i appreciate much
more any good thing i have now..just knowing how life used to be.
*hugs*

I understand );
I remember when we couldn't afford that much food and clothes
and that we only had enough money for my aunt to go to collage and
there was 7 of us living in a 2 room apartment but money is very tight
these
days so just study, my mom makes me study the hell out of me but it's
worth it
one day you will get the things you want I just know it, you will see
the furture will get brighter.
It sucks I know >__< Just ignore those commercials although they
maybe
hard to but just try your best, even the things on TV I want I can't
get
Don't worry let your anger get out
And hey...DO YOU LIKE TREES?