So I am going to leave Marquette on Wenseday. I am going to take a bus to Chicago, then from there I don’t know where. I am just not happy in Marquette anymore, haven’t been for awhile. I could go out to Lincoln and apply at UNL, or I could go somewhere else. Anybody got a suggestion for a man without much hope?

yeah fucking right. you found out in the morning that you had something to do. YET YOU TAKE YOUR SORRY ASS TIME LETTING ME KNOW. I know what it takes. I was online you could have e-mailed/im’ed/call me when you walked your ‘caring ass'(and I use that phrase lightly). I had people miss a once a week class to come talk to me in the hospital. I had no word baid and this person made me feel better. even if you HAD to do this thing at 4, I am sure there was time between morning practice and 4 here we could have talked. This pisses me off because you say you care about me. THAT’S A LIE. You on 2 different occasions have called my friend a liar, which is a shame. You say one thing or do one thing then say another. I don’t need this shit. I tried to talk this though with you on several occasions. You call me immature because I don’t want to come sit in your fucking room to discuss this. It is not to much to go to a neutral place, I didn’t ask you to part the sea. Youi are the current and only problem I have. You don’t want to talk about it, so fuck you. I don’t know what I need, but I do know what I don’t need. THAT IS YOU DOING THIS TO ME. You may think I am immature, BUT AT LEAST i AM HONEST WITH MY FEELINGS. Everyone I have talked to about this problem doesn’t know what yours is. I have defended you to the nth degree because I thought you were a good person. I can’t and am NOT going to deal with it anymore. You can take the biggest stick you can find turn that son-bitch sideways and shove it right up your ass. DON’T REPLY TO THIS OR THERE MAY BE A NASTY AUTO-REPLY YOU WON’T LIKE. I hope you enjoy your new fucking boyfriend, his house, and the respect he show you. I AM GOING TO DO MY BEST TO SOLVE THIS PROBLEM WITH THE HELP OF MY FRIENDS, and thr intention you are too weak to confront this problem.