Hi Angela, welcome and thank you for your question. My name is ***** ***** I am glad to assist you today.I am very sorry about your issues. Honestly, the probability to recover those emails is very very small especially if the deletion was done a few months ago already.Can you please tell me your email account so that I can tell you if recovery is even possible? If you are using a free AOL account, that is, using a web browser to access your emails, then the deleted emails are gone forever. If you are using other email accounts, let me check for you if they can be recovered.Please let me know by replying to me here so that I can help you further.Best regards,Jess