Aaron Martina is an Florida based programmer and an international man of mystery. Well, he's not all that mysterious but he does travel the world now and then taking photos, eating interesting foods and diving the depths.

May 7 Tonight, when the feeling is right....

Well I was going to write about my newest hobby, geocaching, but I will save that for another day. Instead I'm going to write a bit about how I am feeling right now. Basically, I'm on the edge of depression. Lonely and emotionally drained. I get waves of this from time to time. Some are more intense than others. I always tell myself that things will be better but it always seems as if my life is stagnating. Maybe I am putting myself in this cocoon of loneliness. I feel as if there is noone out there supporting me. I am alone and I will always be alone.