now i can be here like i wanted to but now i dont know to do. i dont want to be abot me .ir is now three am my time and i amin in a very down mood. i have been sick for months my therapist has been there for me but things havechanged.

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17 Replies |Watch This Discussion | Report This| Share this:i am back on line butnow i can be here like i wanted to but now i dont know to do. i dont want to be abot me .ir is now three am my time and i amin in a very down mood. i have been sick for months my therapist has been there for me but things havechanged.

Hi,Sorry that you're feeling down. Am wondering what things have changed for you. You deserve to be listened to and this is a good place to be heard. There are a lot of caring folks on here. Take care.

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Report This| Share this:i am back on line butHi,Sorry that you're feeling down. Am wondering what things have changed for you. You deserve to be listened to and this is a good place to be heard. There are a lot of caring folks on here. Take care.

came back here to help everyone because i do care too. but the llast six months have been so hard. i have had to deal with my sons medical issues, my dog dying, now the t i had has had my case load increased . he cant help me like i use to. please everyone give me time. i will find my way in to helping again

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Sorry to hear that you are having such a bad time of it. Those are major issues for you to have to deal with. Try to take care of yourself as much as possible through it. Try to take a little bit of time for yourself each day doing something that you enjoy to recharge your spirits. It could be as simple as reading or taking a walk. Take care and feel free to share anything else. There are caring people here as you apparently have helped others in the past. Maybe it's your turn now.

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Report This| Share this:i am back on line butSorry to hear that you are having such a bad time of it. Those are major issues for you to have to deal with. Try to take care of yourself as much as possible through it. Try to take a little bit of time for yourself each day doing something that you enjoy to recharge your spirits. It could be as simple as reading or taking a walk. Take care and feel free to share anything else. There are caring people here as you apparently have helped others in the past. Maybe it's your turn now.

You know that's not true. That's depression talking. And you need help for that ASAP. Go to your doctor and tell them how you are feeling. Go on an anti-depressant. Or increase or change the one that you're on now.

And see about getting therapy as well. You really need to take care of yourself. And your son(s) need you too. But you have to be well enough to provide the support that your child needs. I sure do wish you a recovery soon from the way that you are feeling right now.

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Report This| Share this:i am back on line butYou know that's not true. That's depression talking. And you need help for that ASAP. Go to your doctor and tell them how you are feeling. Go on an anti-depressant. Or increase or change the one that you're on now.

And see about getting therapy as well. You really need to take care of yourself. And your son(s) need you too. But you have to be well enough to provide the support that your child needs. I sure do wish you a recovery soon from the way that you are feeling right now.

ty...................some what of a trigger!!??.......................................... .........................?my therapist was there for me for a long time, but he cant because is days have increased and with it caseload.i know this as done with hurting me but this a wrong time..it will be when when i will be when i want end my life That it will all matter. because their job is on the line. i cant put myself anymore to any of them

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Report This| Share this:i am back on line butty...................some what of a trigger!!??.......................................... .........................?my therapist was there for me for a long time, but he cant because is days have increased and with it caseload.i know this as done with hurting me but this a wrong time..it will be when when i will be when i want end my life That it will all matter. because their job is on the line. i cant put myself anymore to any of them

I'm not sure about everything you are saying above. I'm sorry to hear that your therapist is not giving you enough hours right now. It sounds like you think that your therapist is trying to hurt you and that you're considering ending your life to put your therapist's job on the line. It won't affect their job at all since you are in a high risk group. It won't hurt your therapist other than them feeling sad for you for a short time.

Instead find another therapist to see--even in addition to the one that you're currently seeing, unless you want to cut off your current therapist.

Your life is not about your therapist. It is about your life and your son. You will be mostly hurting your son. Do you feel resentment against your son as much as your therapist? Perhaps, but I know that you love your son.

Again, call your doctor's office ASAP and tell them that you are considering ending your life and how you are feeling. That is very important.

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Report This| Share this:i am back on line butI'm not sure about everything you are saying above. I'm sorry to hear that your therapist is not giving you enough hours right now. It sounds like you think that your therapist is trying to hurt you and that you're considering ending your life to put your therapist's job on the line. It won't affect their job at all since you are in a high risk group. It won't hurt your therapist other than them feeling sad for you for a short time.

Instead find another therapist to see--even in addition to the one that you're currently seeing, unless you want to cut off your current therapist.

Your life is not about your therapist. It is about your life and your son. You will be mostly hurting your son. Do you feel resentment against your son as much as your therapist? Perhaps, but I know that you love your son.

Again, call your doctor's office ASAP and tell them that you are considering ending your life and how you are feeling. That is very important.

ty you very much but that is not what i meant. i was not saying. that he knows what i have been through all these months. i am not angry at him, i just hate the mental health system. we could have a lot of stressers going and we have to just deal with it. but god forbidwe talk about od and they are concerned.i want to be heard now not when i am not here. tommrrow is my birthday . i am going to get through the best i can

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Report This| Share this:i am back on line butty you very much but that is not what i meant. i was not saying. that he knows what i have been through all these months. i am not angry at him, i just hate the mental health system. we could have a lot of stressers going and we have to just deal with it. but god forbidwe talk about od and they are concerned.i want to be heard now not when i am not here. tommrrow is my birthday . i am going to get through the best i can

ty you both........................................................trigger on the rest...................i saw him for a couple of mintues but it was not a session that is not until next week. we only talked a bout him not being able to help like he use to and we were inthe hall. it takes weeks before we get an an appointment for the doctor @and t. but it doesnt matter anymore. i am being very disconnteced from the mental health system. they dont care.

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Report This| Share this:i am back on line butty you both........................................................trigger on the rest...................i saw him for a couple of mintues but it was not a session that is not until next week. we only talked a bout him not being able to help like he use to and we were inthe hall. it takes weeks before we get an an appointment for the doctor @and t. but it doesnt matter anymore. i am being very disconnteced from the mental health system. they dont care.

Please reach into your coping and distraction bag to pull out a few things. Start by responding here .

Please be good and take care of yourself, reach out to your therapist. Does the office have anyway to do phone consults. If not and you want to talk call one of the numbers on the crisis assistance link.

Please reach into your coping and distraction bag to pull out a few things. Start by responding here .

Please be good and take care of yourself, reach out to your therapist. Does the office have anyway to do phone consults. If not and you want to talk call one of the numbers on the crisis assistance link.

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