As mentioned within the previous-post, we’re continuing with
how our movement into the depths of substance within as our beingness and
without as existence/substance-manifest, to consume substance for energy:
equally as one manifested our movement as Consciousness into the depths of our
beingness within and as our physical-body, into the depths of the physical-body
of the female, until eventually - out of the mother’s womb, forward,
head-first. To within our movement out of the mother’s womb, where we’ve
consumed the substance available to us in our beingness and the physical-body
of the female – move out into and as this physical-existence, to consume from
and of the depths of our beingness and physical-body and this
physical-existence; to continue consuming for our survival as Energy for a
finite moment. Until eventually where the depths of substance of our beingness
and physical-body had been transformed into energy relationships of unified
fields, that eventually manifest to the final diminishment/depletion of Energy;
as we as energy consumed all of/as substance itself for a finite existence as
energy; instead of standing with and as substance in and as equality andoneness and living eternally here with and as substance as Life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, how – me as Energy in relation to my relationship
with and as my beingness of and as substance, and my external
formation/structure of and as substance = is equal-to and one-with my relationship
of me as Energy/Consciousness/Mind with and as my beingness of and as substance
within and as my physical-body, and my physical-body itself as
substance-manifest = is equal-to and one-with the existence Fire in relation to
the physical-environment of and as substance-manifest, and the nature of and as
the physical-environment as substance-manifest = is equal-to and one-with the
manifestation of Money in relation to the physical-environment of and as
substance-manifest, and the nature of and as the physical-environment as
substance-manifest, where:

In the beginning as
Energy: I in my movement forward for my reward – moved into and as the
depths of and as existence/substance-manifest, and in that movement forward for
my reward – consumed the depths of substance within and as existence, through
and as my external formation/structure existing in and as the nature of and as
friction/conflict as the nature I as the manifested-singularity had accepted
and allowed myself to be/become as the conception of separation. In that nature of separation as me as manifested-singularity with my relationship as
friction/conflict to/towards existence/substance as me, that moved forward for
my reward, deeper into the depths of substance/existence as me – transforming
substance/existence into and as negative-energy experience, that accumulate in
and as my beingness through the ripples/reverberations where the neutral-energy
experience and positive-energy experience, equally as one moved deeper into and
as the depths of my beingness and consume my beingness of and as substance to
transform into energy for my energy-awareness as energy to evolve into and as
the positive-energy experience as reward for and of the ‘more as me’ that I
get/have in and as my movement forward.

Now as
Consciousness/Mind: As I within and as the one position/location within and
as the female’s womb, with the successful manifestation of my inception and
conception process as my physical-body and consciousness manifestation – have
consumed the substance available to me within and as my beingness, and my
physical-body and the physical-body of and as the female: have reached the
energy-awareness of and as positive-energy experience that will start to
diminish/lessen into and as the neutral-energy experience of and as only me, to
the negative-energy experience awareness of and as the lesser of me (equally as
one as what manifested as me within and as my manifested-singularity in and as
the one position/location within and as existence/substance-manifest); where
that lesser negative-energy experience awareness will be the starting-point
that instigate the physical-movement of me forward for me reward as searching
for/looking for my positive-energy experience. And so I will physically move
out of the female’s womb/physical body, out of and from that one
location/position - and as I physically move me out of the female’s
womb/physical body; that very process of physical-movement, that is
driven/motivated/instigated by/through and as the negative-energy experience of
and as the lesser of me as energy-awareness; drives consciousness/the mind/energy deeper into and as my beingness and physical-body. Because what
drives/moves that very physical-movement forward – is my mind/energy as me as
negative-energy experience awareness – searching-for and looking-for its reward
as positive-energy experience. And as I physically move my physical-body
through and as the negative-energy experience (equally as one as I moved my
manifested-singularity forward within and as the starting-point of
negative-energy experience, to search for and look for my energy-awareness as
positive-energy experience): simultaneously, me as energy move deeper into my
beingness and physical-body. As I physically-move forward, as instigated
by/through the negative-energy experience awareness of and as me: I equally as
one as energy move deeper into and as my beingness/physical-body that
accumulate the energy of negative-energy experience, as my energy consume the
depths of my beingness and physical body, and so my neutral energy experience
and positive-energy experience accumulate and accordingly manifest. Where my
very coming out of the female’s womb/physical body is manifested as the
positive-energy experience as the rebirth/re-emergence of and as me as
positive-energy experience once again.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand- how, the extent of that
physical-movement forward out of and from the womb/physical-body of the female,
the velocity of the process of the negative-energy experience awareness of me
in and as my physical-body, instigating the physical-movement forward for my
reward as positive-energy experience; extracts/consumes substance within and as
my beingness and physical-body manifestation/nutrients/material to such an extent
within and as quantum-time: that once I am out of the mother’s womb/physical
body – reaching/attaining/getting/having that reward of and as positive-energy
experience during and within that process as I physically move out-of the
female’s womb/physical body, consuming substance from the depths of my
beingness/physical body as my Mind/Consciousness system platform/manifestation
of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious integrate/insert itself deeper
into and as my beingness and physical-human body; into and as the very flesh,
bone and tissue as it moves deeper the more it consumes.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, how - once I am out of the female’s
womb/physical-body, my positive-energy experience again start
diminishing/lessening to the neutral energy experience, and to the
negative-energy experience of and as the lesser of and as me; and immediately
again as negative-energy experience as the lesser of and as me in and as the
physical-body - once completely/successfully out of the womb/physical-body of
the female; will initiate/instigate the process of movement of and as me as
negative-energy experience awareness to search-for/look-for my reward as
positive-energy experience that come in and as the manifestation of and as the sound
of cries and physical-body contortion.

With the sound of the
cries: my negative-energy experienced communication through and as the
physical, as wailing and crying as me as negative-energy experience
searching-for and looking-for me to be given/get/have/obtain more energy
through and as the friction/conflict I manifest as the crying through and as my
physical-body for me to accumulate my negative-energy experience into and as
the positive-energy experience. And the
contortion of the physical-body: as the physical-pain the physical-body
experience/have experienced with the quantum-integration of the conscious,
subconscious and unconscious mind during the physical birthing-process/movement
forward, as the mind/consciousness integrated/merged/moved deeper into and as
the substance/physicality of me, extracting and transforming the very substance
from and of the physical fabric/flesh/bone/tissue, to transform into energy;
which the physical-body experience as ‘pain’: as the very
physical-manifestations experience the process of being ripped/torn/manipulated/transformed
to make way for the consciousness platform/system of the conscious,
subconscious and unconscious mind that integrate/merge within the flesh/bone
and tissue to integrate/insert itself and have access to the physical
sustenance/nutrients/substance of and as the physical within the
bones/tissue/flesh/fabric of the physical, to so transform the sustenance/nutrients/substance
into energy for the Mind/Consciousness to accumulate energy from that
friction/conflict – for its reward as positive-energy experience.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand how the physical-manifested process of Fire, equally
as one is manifested as my physical-manifested process of and as
Energy/Consciousness, where: the negative-energy experience of and as the Fire
that simmer in the already-burnt wood/physical-materials in and as its one
location/position; will from and within that negative-energy experience;
physically move itself into and as and towards/within the depths of this
physical-reality/environment forward. Physically move itself into and as all
directions within and towards its physical-environment in its process of
searching-for and looking-for its positive-energy experience reward as the
highest flame, as its survival/continued existence as fire (equally as one as
my Mind/Consciousness move-itself from within and as the negative-energy
experience, into and as all directions within and as the depths of and as my
beingness and physical-body to consume substance/physicality for my
survival/continued existence as Energy). That within that movement deeper into
and as the depths of its physical-environment: will consume from within and as
the very physical-materials available to it; will integrate and move deeper
into and as the physical-materials-itself, as it consume the very
fabric/flesh/substance of and as the physical-materials until there’s nothing
left; and so continue moving deeper outwards and inwards. Outwards: as it move
within and throughout its environment to find/get/have more physical-materials
to consume (equally as one as my Mind/Consciousness move within and throughout
the entire internal environment of and as the physical-body as the
bones/flesh/tissue/fabric of the physical-body), and inwards – as when and as
it finds/gets/have the physical-materials to consume, it integrates/manifests
itself into and as the very fabric/manifestation/substance of those
physical-materials (equally as one as, when and as the Mind/Consciousness
integrates/manifests into and as the bones/tissue/flesh – will extract/consume
all the substance/sustenance/nutrients within and as the bones/tissue/flesh for
it to consume and transform into and as energy); until nothing remains but physical-materials
left for rotting/transformed into ash; that eventually returns to this physical
existence. Equally as one that manifest as ourselves as human-beings as
consciousness/the mind in relationship to our beingness/human physical-body –
where we consume from and of this physical-existence, and within ourselves as
our beingness and physical-body; moving within and throughout our physical-environments
and within and as our beingness/substance as consciousness/energy/the Mind
integrate more and more and more into our beingness and physical body,
consuming our very fabric/substance/sustenance/nutrients/flesh – until eventually,
there’s nothing left. And we return to ash/rot away as the
physical-representation of and as what we have done and become: rotten
creations/children as consciousness/energy, that evolve as
Energy/Consciousness/Mind within and as the process that slowly but surely rot
away the physical-body and our beingness for ourselves as consciousness/energy
to exist/survive for a finite moment in existence.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, the statement “if you know the beginning – you know
the end” in the fullest extent of me as ‘who I am’ / ‘have become’ as
Energy/Consciousness: where:

I begin: as
consciousness/energy and the physical-body in the conception and inception
process that consume the physical-reality for my energy-reality to
exist/survive. From this beginning – starting the process of rotting away the
physical-reality for my rotten energy-reality to continue existing/surviving;
my Energy-Reality as Mind imbued with rottenness as the evil nature I become
within and as my Mind/Secret Mind as my processes of thinking/internal
conversations reflect the evil rotten nature I as energy am/have become equally
as one as the rotten action of me in my process of rotting away my
physical-body/physical-reality within and without for me as my rotten nature as
Energy-Reality to continue existing/surviving. Because for me as Energy-Reality
to survive/exist, I rot away the Physical-Reality, and therefore my nature as
Energy-Reality/Mind will become equally as one as rotten as the rotten/evil
ways/means/methods I use to get/have/obtain energy for me to continue
existing/surviving as Energy.

And so I end: –
rotting my physical-human body, and eventually leaving behind a
physically-rotten physical-body as I as Energy-Reality/Mind ceased to exist in
and during my process of rotting away all the physical-body substance available
to me; and in this - leaving behind a rotten reality/life/existence that I have
created/manifested/contributed to as the rotten nature of and as myself as
Energy/Mind/Consciousness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand, because in my action as Energy that Rot away the
Physical, the very nature of myself is equal-to and one-with what I do/live –
and thus, in my action/doing of rotting away the physical, I am within my
nature/who I am thus a Rotten individual – that only exist for the interest of myself
as energy, and the accumulation of energy as self-reward of and as
positive-energy experience; destroying everything and everyone in my
path/journey of finding/searching for my positive-energy experience as
self-reward, with absolute disregard for all life – from my own physical-body,
my beingness, to other human-beings, to this physical-existence; where I have
become a being that destroys and annihilates life; for me as energy to
survive/exist.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to create/manifest a World-System of Money – that has an absolute
disregard for all life, in and as equality and oneness – that consume from and
of this physical-existence and the lives/manifestations of and from this
physical existence (nature, water, the earth, soil, atmosphere, air,
human-beings, animals, insects); where the World-System of Money’s Systems and
Tools integrate and excavate environments/surroundings and all and
everything/everyone within and as it to extract/consume/get into the very
nutrients/substance/flesh/fabric of and as this physical-existence to transform
into and as Money for its own continued survival/existence as Money. Moving
deeper and farther into and as this physical-existence, as the fire as the
energy of and as me move deeper and farther into and as the
physical-environment and physical human body; ruining/destroying/annihilating
the very physicality of this physical-existence/physical human body – with
absolute total disregard for the Life, the expression of beings/manifestations
as my beingness, as the physical-body as this physical-existence and the lives
of beings/parts/manifestations of and as this physical-existence.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that, with me transforming my very
beingness/life into and as Energy for me as energy to exist for a finite
moment, that I am in fact manifesting me as disregarding the very Life of and
as me, and so the Life of and as all as existence as me as substance manifest,
and thus have now become a being that dishonour, disregard, disrespect Life in
and as this physical existence, and is why and how I have accepted and allowed
a World-System of Money as my image and likeness creation: that dishonour,
disregard and disrespect Life of all within and as this physical existence. And
why and how I have not stood up within and as this existence as me for and as
Life for all in and as equality and oneness: because I have not yet stood up
within and as myself for and as the Life of me as substance of and as equality
and oneness, as Life.

I see/realise/understand, that – I have not yet stood up for
me as Life within myself, because of my acceptance and allowance of manifesting
my ‘who I am’ as Energy/Mind/Consciousness that instead consumes/use/abuse Life
as my beingness/physical human body within and as me. And so have accepted and
allowed myself to become a being that accept and allow the consumption, use and
abuse of and as Life/Substance/Physicality within and as my very Physical Human
Body and Beingness, and so have accepted and allowed the World-System of Money
and the nature of all as Humanity as me that exist within and as the nature and
action and living of and as consumption and abuse of and as this
physical-existence and the very lives of and as all as me within and as this
physical-existence.

In this, I commit myself to stand within and as me as Life,
in and as equality and oneness as manifested as my beingness and my human
physical body, where I stand as the starting-point of me as Life of and as
equality and oneness, me with and as my physical-body in and as equality and
oneness, and so with and as this physical-existence of and as equality and
oneness. That that is the first step: The Decision as commitment-statement of
Who I Am as Life, as equality and oneness; who I am as equal and one with and
as my physical-body and this physical-existence. Now I within that
starting-point Decision of and as Life
as equality and oneness, as starting-point of me within myself, I walk my
process through, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – in
and as the starting-point decision of who I am as equality and oneness/Life;
and physically manifest me as that starting-point/Decision into and as the
Living of me as that Decision which I do through: reabsorbing my Mind Consciousness System energy back into and as my substance/physicality, through
transforming my Mind as Energy - manifested as words of and as knowledge and
information of and as energy into and as LIVING WORDS.

Thus, I commit myself to - taking me as Words of
Energy/Knowledge and information (that has become the Energy-Reality creation
of me as the Mind/Consciousness through consuming/abusing my
beingness/physical-body); and absorbing those Words/Energy into and as the
Physical/Flesh whereI become the Living of and as those Words/Energy as the Living Word, as the process of returning Energy as me to
substance/physicality/beingness. And so create/manifest my Physical-Reality in
and as equality and oneness with and as who I am and what I live as living
words. And thus align the words into and as Equality and Oneness as practically
Living Life, with and as Life as my physical-body in and as this
physical-existence. And so I become a being that absorb myself as Energy into
and as Substance/Physicality, as the return of me as Energy to my origin/source
as Substance/Physicality.

I see/realise/understand that only I can walk this for me
within myself, as I within and as myself have become the Energy-system as the
Mind Consciousness System of words of knowledge and information/definition
within and as the manifestation of energy that has created my Energy-Reality as
Mind, through the consumption of and as my beingness, physical-body and so this
Physical-Existence, as the fire that consumes its environment with absolute
disregard for life/all life.

And so, I commit myself - As I manifest me as the Living
Word, as reabsorbing me as Energy into and as my Physical as being/becoming the
Living Word through and as my process of writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application: I stop the consumption of Life, and start the
process of Transformation of me as Energy to and as Life/Living of and as
equality and oneness, with and as my physical-body and so this
physical-existence. That will stop consuming my physical-body and this
physical-environment/earth, and start transforming me as energy to LIVING WITH
AND AS in and as equality and oneness: my physical-body and this
physical-existence as me.

Where I thus transform myself from a fleeting fire that finitely
exist within and as this physical-existence – to become the eternal SUN as the
Fire of Life that express as me; that gift life to all in and as equality and
oneness. As I stand as the burning Sun of Life within and as me – transform my mind
as Fire that consumed my physical-body and beingness, to me becoming the Sun in
and as my physical-existence as my physical-body that gift/give life to all parts
of and as me in and as my physical-body as me: standing as the life of me as sun,
and so the life of and as all as the physical-existence as my physical-body.

And, so – I commit myself to, changing/transforming the
World-System of Money in and as the Sun of and as this Physical-existence,that gift life to all in and as equality and oneness, and no more stand as a
fleeting fire/flame that consume the life of and as this physical-existence/physical-lives.

And so each will be/become a Sun within and as their
physical-existence as their human physical body, that gift life to and as their
entire physical-bodies in standing equal-to and one-with their entire
physical-bodies as physical-existence. And as each stand as their own sun
within and as their physical-existence in and as their physical-bodies as
Living in and as actual equality and oneness: so the without as ourselves will be
equal and one with and as the Sun and this physical existence, and we exist in the
expression/living of and as Life, Here – where all life is considered, honoured,
regarded and respected as we see/realise/understand that all parts is in fact ourselves.

3 comments

Amazing! Greatness here, this was the point I was wondering about: reabsorbing that energy, earthing it back to self which is the process that we're walking wherein we no longer participate in negative, positive and neutral experience toward knowledge and information, but earth it back as self as to de-electrification of the energy that we've used to create our own storms.

An interesting point that came up while reading is how the very functioning of our cells is combustion - oxygen is used to create the combustion necessary to separate the nutrients and absorb it as energy, so at a cellular level this point of 'firing up' is existent.

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Here in this Blog we through/with the Interdimensional Portal will walk our process through Existence with Self Forgiveness as aligning ourselves equal-to and one-with our creation as the physical, this earth, the animal-kingdom and humanity to as this responsibility change our living to create/manifest an existence as-ourselves that is be best for all equal and one