We have all been there and if not you will…just a matter of time. Glad to post to encourage! Oh Loren, I am so sorry! It really is an Emotional roller coaster. We put so much love into what we do..it is really hard not to feel personal about it! As if it is a Character flaw or something. Nope just things happen that are out of our control..no matter how prepared or organized you are. You have to push through and muster the courage to keep on keeping on….knowing that you can learn, grow, and eventually become better because of it! =)