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New Year -- modified Dreams, united Mind & Soul -- for the GOAL

Fellow Humanoids, I love you all. I wish I could show it.(and I don't mean physical -- except for the lucky ones.)Even though some of you may annoy me, and be loaded with negative,I have nothing but hope and joy for you. I see through your rough exteriors.Underneath our facades of age, we are all children inside. That's the TRUTH.

For me, this is my big year to move towards LOVE and away from FEAR.

Where I'm at:

Got a corp job that's meaningless. For some, it'd seem like the gravy train: I come in whenever, I leave whenever, I try my best to resolve stuff but it doesn't really matter.

To me, though, it's a drain. I want to do things that empower me and others. I want to use my creativity and somehow make money off that.The significance of a life where I mindlessly follow the hive is less and less appealing. I can zone out as good as anyone, but I'm on far less drugs nowadays to be a peaceful drone. For me to be a complete drone ... I need drugs! And lots of 'em! And I don't want 'em.

Where I want to go:I'm not clear on where I want to go, there's no precision. I should probably re-open What Color's Your Parachute. I have some ideas, but as a noncommittal dude, it's hard to pick. I need to pick something, no doubt!! CHOSE! CHOSE! PICK! They were asking me that all my life, but I've never had good steering in that area. My picker's broken, working on fixing it.

Looking at:

Film maker / Video Producer

Comic Artist

Musician

Artist

Writer / ScreenWriter

Psychotherapist

Teacher

Healer

Creative Director

Tech Guy

So it's looking to other angles on life. Moving towards my strengths. Getting conscious of my weaknesses...

Strengths:

I'm SMART

CreATIVE

INSIGHT into the OBVIOUS

COMMUNICATIONABLENESS

FUNNy-ish

OUTSIDER

HONEST

Weaknesses

The lure of LAZINESS

The lure of BABES

FEAR

Too spread out I said the conversation was like a multitasking event. Lateral thinking on steroids. Following threads thru the fabric of thought.

Disorganization

Memory

Insensitive

So from here on out for this whole year, it's moving fromA) the corp job that is a souldrainer, but pays $$$, toB) the exciting job that is a soulfeeder, and pays enough $ to get by.

I can do it, and here's why: Other people have done it before, and others will after. Odds don't matter, it's WILL and INTENTION. The powers of the mind and soul united can rearrange reality to suit my desires.

(*R)Evolution is NOW

A 'Death Kulture' is not the only way humanity must exist on Earth! When people say they are 'conservative', ask them what from their Western History are they trying to conserve? Do they know their history, the real history of the USA?
(A People's History of the United States, by Howard Zinn, is an incredible history book which tends to open the average US Citizen's eyes.)

Don't let anyone steal YOUR VISION of humanity's evolutionary destiny: as caretakers and guardians of Earth/ Eden, creators of a positive reality, or whatever you choose. Our visions are materialized by our lives!

Fellow humanity, we can choose our own path -- without the corrupt rulership of the past influencing or dominating! Regardless of what you may have heard, humanity is constantly improving itself. We can shake off our past shackles of exploitation and move into our true power!

The (*R)evolution (radical evolution) against oppression may not be televised, but it's being streamed into your mind -- starting NOW!