Pages

Thursday, March 19, 2009

3 Girls in Heels

Picture it, Houston 2009... (HA!! Points for anyone that gets the reference) I'm sitting in my office trying not to sneeze anymore than necessary, and what should walk past me?

A big HUGE tray of sub sandwiches (slices of a larger ones), a bunch of chips and a plate of the biggest chocolate chip cookies you've ever seen... and my brain is on overload. I mean the devil was at work people because you've never heard my brain doing so much work trying to talk me into some sort of portion of those treats.

I even walked into the kitchen once to take a piece of sandwich because I'd worked it out in my head that if I didn't let myself have one bite then it was going to make me crazy and I'd end up binge eating one later... like next week or something because things fester in my head like that folks. I'm not proud of this, but it happens.

Luckily during that trip to the kitchen people were in there, and in my strange little brain... the 320 pound chick shouldn't be grabbing a sandwich from the tray... because people will judge her for eating. Granted, that was 93 pounds ago... and she doesn't exist anymore, but she's still in my head... and I guess in some ways that's a good dieting tool, right?

Just as I'd finally given myself permission to go back and get a piece, there was only one left when I went in there the first time - so there was a pretty good chance that it wouldn't be there... and then I would be freed from this crazy head game that I was experiencing....

But what happened next??

Two of the most wonderful coworkers came and told me to come with them... I didn't know where we were going or what we were doing, but I went. Anything had to be better than the mental battle that was waging inside my head!

We went down the stairs and out of the building, and walked for 30 minutes!

Oh yes, we did... in our work clothes, heels and everything else... funny thing was we were all wearing black too. It's probably pushing 90 degrees outside and the sun felt amazing... and even though it wasn't a strenuous workout - it was 30 minutes of walking that kept me out of the kitchen, and I figure any movement is good movement.

By the time we got back to the office - I didn't need the stupid sandwich because I felt so great having done something that was far better for me! We're planning on doing that at least 3 times a week starting on Monday... as they're both off tomorrow.

No temptation has overtaken you but such as is common to man; and God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will provide the way of escape also, so that you will be able to endure it.1 Cor. 10:13

Hiya Kim, thanks for your comments on my blog recently. Have to admit I've been reading your blog for a while (in fact I read it from start to finish when I was investigating WLS). I hadn't left any comments in the past because I didn't think you'd be interested in my "heathen" blog LOL I swear a bit, so thought that might put you off. But anyway, if you can handle the things I say, you're welcome to keep reading, and I'll start commenting on your blog! i warn you though, I'm a slacker when it comes to commenting :)

Oh and how fab that your co-workers took you out for a walk right when you needed the distraction!

My Other Blogs

Kim

This blog is a look at life through my eyes: a woman trying to lose weight (weight loss surgery and no Trim Healthy Mama), MoyaMoya survivor (2 brain surgeries in summer 2014), infertility survivor, adoptive mother, homeschooler, Christian, and a woman on an amazing spiritual journey. Our incredible journey of faith led us to the adoption of our son in April '10... but also to a miracle pregnancy!

John

My partner in crime... and partner in life. A wonderful husband, provider, support system, and father. Loves Texas A&M football (okay, all sports), The Fightin' Texas Aggie Band, fishing, gardening, cooking, and hanging out with his family.

James

Our son born in April '10, loves getting into everything - climbing - running - and has a great time doing it! James is always on the go and loves to be outside!

Tyler

Our son born in October '10... is also into everything! Tyler loves reading as much as climbing, and would sit most days and read with you all day long. He also loves to snuggle.

Allie

This lazy girl joined our family in 2012. She was an anniversary present for me, when John found her and adopted her. She is extremely patient with the boys, and we get a lot of joy & laughter at her expense.

Dixie

This wild child joined our family in 2013 after losing our Boston Terrier, Missy, at 15 years old. She was a stubborn ball of energy at first, but now she just lays around and snores.