That's why I've been banned TWICE without ANY explanation? Yeah, nice mods and admins you have here. Banning people for no reason or just because they disagree with people. I have NEVER spammed here EVER so get YOUR facts straight! That's the problem with this site...you don't care about ANYONE here... View MoreThat's why I've been banned TWICE without ANY explanation? Yeah, nice mods and admins you have here. Banning people for no reason or just because they disagree with people. I have NEVER spammed here EVER so get YOUR facts straight! That's the problem with this site...you don't care about ANYONE here. You use people left and right for your own personal gain. So as for the banning...there was no cause. Just people being hurt because others go to other sites and are being spied on by YOUR mods. Don't tell me that's not true because it is. You people want people to come here but decide who you want to be here and not to be here based on opinions. I have NEVER done anything to hurt this site. It's nothing but a high school here where people form cliques and if you don't conform to their ideas, you're out. So who is the one that is really hurt here? NOT ME...there are MUCH better places to go than here. Things have COMPLETELY changed over the years. This used to be a place where people could come to relax but now, you just made people mods and admins who are power hungry and can't stand people who have opinions. Like I've said before, no wonder a majority of the old regs have left or have been banned and don't want to come back here. This site sucks when it comes to treating people with respect. Basically your motto is, you MUST respect us and we'll decide if we want to respect you or not.

I agree and thanks Tears... I appreciate it. I don't know what you mean. I didn't delete anything. I still see them both on my page. I can copy and paste them if you want me to but I didn't delete them. I wonder if anyone else can see them?

I understand where you're both coming from and at the time when I wrote this blog, I was very upset and hurt. That had a huge influence in what I wrote. I still stand by some of the things I said and pointed out. Were some of the things I said inappropriate or could have been worded differently? Yes... View MoreI understand where you're both coming from and at the time when I wrote this blog, I was very upset and hurt. That had a huge influence in what I wrote. I still stand by some of the things I said and pointed out. Were some of the things I said inappropriate or could have been worded differently? Yes. I guess the biggest issue that I had was why I was banned and wasn't even talked to before it. It was very sudden. I wish someone would have come to me and said that I did something wrong but nobody did. You're right as well. I should have come to you and talked about it but I needed to vent my frustrations, although this wasn't the best place to do it and yes, I do apologize for it. I agree that Tears has put more than his fair share into this site and there have been a lot of people that don't appreciate it. If I came across as one of those people, I apologize once again. Like I said, I have spent several years in here and it was a place I could come to in order to get away from reality. But in the last few months, that all changed when people decided they could say things without consequences or having me reply in a way they didn't like. It should be a two way street and not just one. That's why I made the statement on freedom of speech in here. I guess there were maybe a couple of people in there that made me feel like that wasn't an option and not the site in general. As for the atmosphere in different parts of the site, you're right that Voice is less welcoming because of certain cliques in there. But I also think it may have to do with the fact, in my own person experience, that people in lobby are used to just typing and may have the idea that you HAVE to get on mic in Voice and not type in there. But I found out, it is not like that. Honestly, I'm not going to beg to be let back into Voice chat. That is up to you all to decide. I do wish to continue coming here but like I said, it is up to you all. Otherwise, I guess I only have one option and go somewhere else.