I generally hate myself from the moment I wake up cash register drawer I finally manage to get to sleep every day of my life.

or

I generally hate myself from the moment I wake up turn over hard dirt I finally manage to get to sleep every day of my life.

Neither “till” makes sense. Can you please explain it? I know you didn’t mean ‘til…..that would have made sense and, if that is what you meant, that is what you would have used. You used “till”. So, I don’t get it. Please explain.