does it really matter?

Donkey Kong

I am usually not afraid of heights. Lately, I am terribly frightened of falling from a great height. I feel like I could climb up the ladder to romantic fulfillment two rungs at a time. But once I take the first step, I feel the ladder begins to wobble. My problem seems to be that the world and its promises make me suffer from vertigo! I am constantly looking left, right and center with hesitation before every decision. It’s slowing me down at every turn. It’s a good thing because I am not ready to make it to the top of the ladder quite yet. Well, I cannot go any faster, but I keep going anyway!