Sunday, June 24, 2012

yeahh... Tetiba member tnye saya, "ain, who are you prefer to be yours? Handsome or wealthy? " then, sambil senyum mcm kerang busuk saya jawab... "none" ... Ofcozla member ni pelik... Then, sy tmbah lagi, "none, none of them. Because im only consider people,man that willing to accept me as I am, and Im willing to be with him... It's meaningless if I can't sincerely to be with him even though if he's the most perfect guy I ever met.. It's a lie if im not interested with both of them, but somehow finally I'll choose someone that belong in my heart sincerely..."

"... to be honest, yes.. I've met the one that I can accept with sincerely of my heart... But sometimes it doesnt mean he's mean for you. As mine (story), it seems he is written for someone else... For someone that I call a friend... Seems both of them (cant continue my story.. Tears in my eyes) ... and both of them doesnt know 'bout my feeling (I'm da one who match them together. Yes, I do. I'm hurting myself! It was not their false..) and im hoping they will never know about it, forever... "

She look into my eyes. Deeply.. She holds my hand and smiles " I know your kindness, but I never knew you really done it. And I can see the sincerity in your eyes. You had found someone that you love with sincerely. Then, You will find someone who love you sincerely, soon.. Very soon.. "

She started to ask me 'bout 'him', 'her' , and why Im doing it. Well, she's such a good friend, very good listener. And somehow I feel relieve after talking with her... Terima kasih, KAWAN... :-)

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

hurm... Whatsup dis time, huh? Well... Today was the hardest time of my life... Today I realize that I was 'bertepuk sebelah tangan...' yeah... Broke my heart a lot... So, from now on I gonna put a big FULLSTOP on my FEELINGS TOWARDS HIM... Yeahh... Seriously... Even it hurt me a lot...

my heart broke a part, and dis time its like ruin pumpkin... Cant be fix anymore... Why? Because now I realize im nothing to him.. Duhh.. Im not his type...

Mungkin dah tiba masanya aku laksanakan janji dulu itu... Mr. Rigt-be-not, maybe you are the last man who able steal my heart away... There's no name after to you... (if you read my post prviously, u'll understand better.. Sorry for being too dramatic)

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Okay, as I said before I'm having a dinner with Bismark's (Business Marketing) family... Theme that been used is Football Fantasy, means we wore jersey to the dinner...! sound simple, rite? but, some people said less is more ... hahaha... whatsoever... but seriously, it the most simple dinner I'd ever seen, EVER!