Aww Elena I'm really sorry to hear this *hugs*. I hope you feel better soon. Keeping yourself busy is always better. Would you think about getting another pet?

I've got 3 cats and we are thinking about getting a dog as we've started walking a lot. We practically live in the middle of a forest so plenty of good walks. I cannot relate to this, but I have lost all my family (parents, grand parents and great-grand parents) I'm the last left. But when I think about one of my cats not being here, it does make me really upset and I cannot stop crying. I really don't know how I'll react. My husband (who has had pets before and lost them) always says to me love them as much as I can and make sure they have happy lives. And I do. I'm forever playing with them, taking photos, making videos. They do get spoiled! As long as they are happy that is the main thing :-) Time does make it easier, but don't forget the good times you had with him :-)