Thursday, June 3, 2010

today was really really fun,i don't know.it was much more fun than the usual games we have every thursday.i was radical enough to go to his class and ask him to come and play basketball with us.he looked a bit puzzled when we first called him from a distance,he turned behind and just walked off.GOSHHH...do i really have to do this? i thought.i don't have to,i MUST,otherwise i'm gonna have to cope up with this ridiculous 'empty' feeling for weeks to come.i've suffered enough,which explains why i came to his class straight away.he said yes and we had a little chat as usual,it was supposed to calm our nerves before the next paper begins.i guess we extended the chat for too long XD what did you expect of two bestfriends separated for 3 weeks? of course we've got a lot to catch up on.and today,5pm,i never thought anyone would show up,especially him.i came a little bit too early and no one was there.luckily i brought my mp3 player along to keep me company.just then,i saw him from a distance.i was hoping that he would just stay in the court and straight away join the juniors who were shooting the hoops at the very moment,but heck..he came to me anyway,sitting quite far away from me.probably to avoid anymore rumors from circulating,it's not that i mind.i felt more comfortable that way.well,until nizar arrived and started poking us all over.no,i'm not mad,but i do admit that i blushed a lot.it was pretty hard to cover especially when wal arrived too.i thought he wasn't gonna be himself but clearly i was wrong.he actually offered me to join his game sessions with his friends during the holidays.i hesitated a little,but eventually he got to me,and i agreed.it was all sweet and surreal.i don't miss him so much anymore,i'm thankful he showed up.

at least now i have a reason to be happy :) and no,i'm not gonna say i'm in love until he initiates it.for now,let's just say we're the best of friends ..just like bella swann and jacob black.

how much do we love our lovers? this much *shows a pea* or this much *shows a jar of peas*.

how much do we love ourselves?

how much do we love our families?

how much do we love our friends?

how much do we love our homes?

what if one day,all of these are gone because of one major explosion?or rather,bit by bit until everything has been destroyed?

what if we had to go through all these alone with no one to fall back on?would we survive?what would we do?

this is certainly what is being experienced y the palestinians for many years.they had suffered from being under the clutches of the heartless israelians.for this,volunteers from all over the globe had gathered and attempted to send help and support in many forms to the palestinians.unfortunately,they were attacked.11 of our malaysian volunteers had been held captive and had been treated like villains.luckily they were released afterwards,in spite of getting their supplies and equipments confiscated.

do you realise what the world is coming to?

we do not have sufficient capability to change anything in a major scale,what we can do is cultivate unity and destroy the barriers that break us apart.

quoting Mika's "Kick Ass":you can change the world,on a silver platterfrom the wrong to the right lightto the open streamwith a crash and burn,we can make it betterturn it upside down,just you and mewe are the dream,no other way to me