06 June 2010

03 June 2010

I NEED this in my life and it's nowhere to be found! Urban Outfitters put it out a long time ago; I just never saw it. & now that I have, I have to have it! Find it for me and I'll be thee happiest girl on the planet. ♥

26 May 2010

The first mixtape release since *T.I.* did his 7 month bid (of a one year and one day sentence on federal gun charges in 2007) drops TOMORROW! The tape, entitled "F*ck A Mixtape," is arguably the most anticipated mixtape release of the summer, and will be hosted by none other than DJ Drama with a feature by Lil' Wayne and other surprise guests. For those living under a rock, Drama is the mastermind behind recent mixtape releases this year by USDA, Asher Roth, Young Jeezy, Chris Brown, etc. The collaboration, the time out of the limelight, and the mere fact that everything TI touches is insane only makes it understood play time's over for the competition... BOW!

18 May 2010

The Dream covers Aaliyah's "One In A Million!" Out of respect for the fact she is no longer with us, I am not really "for" the rendition, but I will say that if anyone was going to do it, it should have definitely been the Dream. However, I think he could have done a lot better on it. IMO, "Purple Kisses" and "Nikki" rip this and those are just typical singles off Love/Hate. I feel like if anyone is going to re-make a classic - especially one recorded by a fallen angel - it should be epic... And this, to me, just isn't that.

The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.

Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.

The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.

Your Soul Urge number is: 1

A Soul Urge number of 1 means:
Your Soul Urge is the number 1. With a Soul Urge number of 1, you want to lead and direct, to work independent of supervision, by yourself or with subordinates. You take pride in your abilities and want to be recognized for them. You may seek opportunities to display your strength and usefulness, wanting to create and originate. In your desire to manage the big picture and the main issues, you may often leave the details to others.

The positive 1 Soul Urge is Ambitious and determined, a leader seeking opportunities. There is a great deal of honesty and loyalty in this character. If you possess positive 1 Soul Urge qualities, you are very attainment oriented and driven to success. You are a loyal friend and strictly fair in your business dealings.

The negative side of the 1 Soul Urge must be avoided. A negative 1 is apt to dominate situations and people; the home, the spouse, the family and the business. Emotions aren't strong in this nature. If you possess an excess of 1 energy, you may, at times, be boastful and egotistic. You must avoid being too critical and impatient of trifles. Thegreat need of the 1 Soul Urge is the development of friendliness, and a sincere interest in people.

Your Inner Dream number is: 9

An Inner Dream number of 9 means:
You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and want to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.

Superstitious or not, numerology and astrology always seem right on point!

Mercury is the ruler of your sign, Gemini. That red, hot planet makes its way very quickly around the sun, much faster than the other planets. It is intense and dynamic, because it is the first planet from the sun. And because it orbits so close to the sun, Gemini sometimes gets lost in its glare. You, too hover very close to the hot spots in life. You are often in the center of the action at work, in social circumstances, and in family matters. Just make sure today that your proximity to the heat doesn't cause you to get burned.

22 April 2010

Once again, I've been neglecting my blog and I haven't been going crazy with Crackberry memos which means my brain is about to burst... In fact, it probably should have by now. I've been sooo busy/ stressed/ overwhelmed/ etc. that I've honestly become numb, in a sense, and block out all emotion.

Speaking of emotion, I've had a lot to deal with mentally lately. I've lost a couple people, gained a couple, and had some lost ones come back. In the words of Jay Z, "You win some to lose some." I have only had the time (or maybe the desire) to cry over one loss and that's certainly out of the ordinary for me. I believe tears release weakness and I've been keeping everything pent up. -smh-

Throughout everything I've gone through recently, I've learned something from every single loss and gain, and was reminded the past should always remain just that. JW moved to Chicago on me!!! (Haha.. No I'm not having a fit.. Right now. LOL)On April 22, I'm still waiting to be told it was a big April Fool's prank. ;o) I was crushed over that, but after all was said and done, it couldn't have played out any better.

It's weird how things play out and people come into your life for [whatever] reasons and when they're not what you had initially hoped or expected it kinda sucks... But then if you hang in there, you may realize they're someone you still want in your life. To be able to have them around as whatever they were [originally] meant to be (I believe in fate) makes it all worth it.

Then, referring to the people I mentioned earlier that left and came back into my life, there's JC. *sigh* I seriously just got a bad feeling, almost a bad aura, when I thought of him so I'll keep this brief. It just amazes me how sometimes in relationships we're drawn to - almost dependent on - negative energy from someone we love to hate... Like, who literally makes it hard to see the line between the two. Such a slippery slope! With that being said, P!nk's Please Don't Leave Me is epic and couldn't describe that situation any better. I'm so glad mistakes like those are made to teach lessons early on.

I visited a certain someone last weekend. Shoutout to "you" for having me and showing me a beautiful time. Stay blessed and always humble... ;o) I had fun; they were a great host... Until my last day there. I'm over that though... Do you like my pics?

Aaand this week my right hand woman Tarraha is in town! Perfect timing... This was so overdue! I might be the happiest person on the planet! Yesterday was the seafood buffet at Mystic Lake (I'm 50 lbs heavier than I was in the above pics) and tomorrow I might hit downtown. Again, miiight... But this is us today!

So that, in a nutshell, sums it up for now... I'm about to post right after this about a dope ass discovery I made earlier today! :o) Waaait for iiit...

08 April 2010

It amuses me when people lose their cool and fly off the deep end. When it's over me, that amusement turns to flattery. But when it's over me and someone's single boyfriend who I've never met and they'd never hung out with, amusement turns to hilarity.

I didn't want this girl's "man" and he would have never had to confide in me if he could have in her. Now he's cool in my book and vice versa so I guess she's nervous. I really can't blame her; I'm a force to be reckoned with but there are other courses of action that are a lot more logical and ladylike.

(Think: Stepping your game up, eliminating competition through status, holding down your "man," and handling your business with whom it concerns.)

But she posts BS online to feel at ease? Is it 1995 again?

SMH/LOL

It isn't me that's the threat.. She's fucking up with flying colors. LOL