According to the newspaper, the provider feared their contents might be an invasion of Susan’s privacy or interfere with the police investigation.

The emails were dated from June 30 to Oct. 31, 2008.

Susan Powell emailed several co-workers, friends and members of her ward at The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints to pour out frustration with her husband and asked for advice, the newspaper reported. She said that the man she married in 2001 had changed.

The Tribune also reported that one of the emails described Josh Powell as a fun-loving, affectionate man, but had changed into a surly, moody, controlling person she feared could harm her.

In an email sent on June 30, 2008, Susan Powell described Josh Powell was “rude, yelling and barking commands.”

In her last email, Susan Powell stated, “My parents are ready to help pay any lawyer fees/mediator (since I think it’s required) and if I am supposed to divorce him, I will know with assurance and somehow the divorce won’t be as ugly as I fear.”