well me and my friends have a code name for him... (pandas) and one walked into a room that he was in and ashed my other friend "hey isn't that pandas?" and he over heard her and she was pointing to him and he kept asking what pandas ment...

trinity, it's because it's become a habit that you use to try and fix all the feelings you get. And you must know by now that it doesn't help except for that one second when you do it. Then you feel guilty for slipping and the cycle starts all over again. Try to find a less traumatic way to help yourself get through stuff. I don't know what exactly, cause I don't know you all that well. But there has to be something else that can give you solace... ?

Aww Trin... :'( Maybe you'll find someone better that really likes you. If 'B' likes someone else, he might not be the right one for you. But then again, maybe later 'B' will realize what an AMAZING person you are :)

That's neat :) I hope someday he notices you and if he doesn't, know that God has a plan for your life, and if God gives him to someone else, it was because he wasn't good enough for you and that God has bigger plans for you life, and someone even better than B :)