... I was feeling really bad wondering if I contributed to his death by allowing him to drink the liquor I bought.

The guilt and overwhelming sadness you are experiencing are unfortunately a necessary part of the grieving process.

I applaud you my friend for putting your situation and very personal thoughts and feelings out there for all to see. Grieving is difficult in the most private setting let alone airing it in a public forum.
You are doing the exact correct thing in posting on CP. It is important you continue to voice them and by doing so, it will help speed your healing.

The guilt and overwhelming sadness you are experiencing are unfortunately a necessary part of the grieving process.

I applaud you my friend for putting your situation and very personal thoughts and feelings out there for all to see. Grieving is difficult in the most private setting let alone airing it in a public forum.
You are doing the exact correct thing in posting on CP. It is important you continue to voice them and by doing so, it will help speed your healing.

Thanks... Just got a text from his sister and she said the official cause of death was a heart attack with complications.

Still too young!

Sorry to hear it, a reminder that life can be far to short and to make the most of what we have because no one can predict when it will be the last.

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