If you want, you can let me know if you think I should continue, but I'll warn you - this'd go beyond X for disturbing, explicit and perhaps triggering content. I will not censor for any reason, about anything anymore.

It would be as though you were reading my diary, and you'd likely get the mixed voyeuristic fascination/revulsion that comes with being privy to someone's innermost thoughts and private dealings.

Otherwise, I'll write with a pen or pencil, in a notebook, illegibly, like I always have.

ADDENDUM: I've worked it out. I can do both.

ONE LAST THING

Josh continues to be the most enlightening and endarkening presence in my life. Love like ours is rare and a wonder to behold, crossing space, time and incarnations...but you don't want to hear about that.