Wednesday, February 18, 2015

While my ex boss aka current colleague is leaving for career progression, the happy moment is shortened with depression. The sifu and my entertainment was my sole motivation to work. I really do not feel comfortable to depart with him. Or many will agree that I depend too much on him, living in his shadow.

My relationship is in a mess and I really do not want to mention it here. Conclusion of my relationship : My pillow is my loyal lover.

iPhone 6? Coffee machine? Australia trip again? Too materialistic as a human, my salary and bonus are simply not good enough for any of these. I am a sadist.

Sorry FY that I am being a negative person again. It is difficult to see myself dealing with things.

Perhaps on a brighter note I find it soothing when making churros. At least it is relevant to my dream. It is my honour if you try one of this.

Sunday, February 8, 2015

We had not met for 2 solid months and I miss him so much. He had been very cold in the car, in the mall and during meals. When the nights fell he finally turned to a nice and gentle wolf. Sorry mum we were too loud "snoring" haha.

Though one said to send him away with a smile, my heart ached with reluctance. I felt exactly the same when I sent you home, FY. Happy moments do not last long and they end in tears. Yes, FY I am sure you know I cry easily.

Again I am really thankful for his precious time. Work has been stressful and his presence was a quick remedy. Thank you for coming, bii.