Yup, here I am again. Not gonna be so active right away but I just wanna say that I'm feeling better already. I thought it would take longer before I could post something here but in the end all I had to do was to decide. And because drowning in pity didn't sound so tempting, I decided to keep my head and hopes up. Because that's all I can do right now, and I have even got professional help for the problem I told you about in the previous journal entry. Maybe things will actually turn out fine.

And big thanks go to you guys. Seriously, the comments you wrote in my last journal entry literally made me cry for happiness. When posting that entry, all I could expect at that time was bunch of trolls or something like that but... Uhh I hope I had words for this. I could thank you for million times if that would be suitable but, well, it would be no use doing that because it still wouldn't describe my gratitude. But God knows how the things would have turned out without you. I think you were to ones to change my mom's mind. Well, it seems like she still doesn't feel comfortable near me but at least she can talk to me a bit again. I don't think anything can ever change her mind completely - which means it can be that she will never accept me as who I am - but maybe it's my time to get over that, even if that may sound rather selfish.

But again, I have to thank you so much for your encouraging words, even if you would be tired of hearing that. óvò ♥ It's just... gosh, I don't even know what to say! Maybe it's better to leave this here.

You inspire so many people (myself included) every day, so I honestly can't tell you how happy I am to hear that things are finally getting better for you. Remember to hold your head high, we all love you. <3

I'm glad you got professional help. I did question my counselor about it and planned to send you a note, but then I totally forgot.. x.x; But atleast everything's better for you now. c: It's terrible when your mom doesn't accept you for who you are, but she'll have to change on her own. Your life could be much worse, so be happy with the one you have. ^^

Glad to hear things have gotten easier for you Jen c: It really does take a lot of courage and willpower to keep away from drowning in pity and to, instead, keep your head up and focus on moving forward.You got through the worst of your situation and it seems things can only go better from here. And whatever happens - if things get better or maybe just fall down a little again at times - we'll all still be here to support you the entire way ^^