I'm Sorry

I'll just never be good enough for you. You'll never care enough. You'll never care about me enough. Well, i'm sorry i couldn't live up to your expectations. Fuck, i never wanted to be perfect, i just wanted to be good enough. But i'm not even that. I'm sorry i'm such a screw up. A failure. A loser. I'm sorry i asked you to try, i'm sorry i took up your time. I'm sorry i'll never be good enough. I'm sorry i wanted you to care. I'm sorry for being weak, I'm sorry for ever thinking that i could be anything. I'm sorry for being a pain in the ass and for wishing you cared. I'm sorry.
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Screw that, I'm sorry people like you and I have to go through stuff like this. I hope this isn't what I think it is. I know I'm new and on the verge myself, but please talk to us. It can't hurt, and if you're considering suicide just know that spending a few moments talking to some of us might calm you down and keep you with us at least that much longer.