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Keeping the love in silence

i know there is nothing wrong with loving in silence... i choose tokeep even though the pain is killing me slowly deep down so that ican't destroy some relationships and i can't hurt someone else.. .

i meet Mr. A through text... i did not expect that the friendship webuilt with that kind of communication would come this far...at first, ihave a strong feeling that he can be trusted...yes! he can... we becamegood friends despite the fact that we haven't meet personally...weshare secrets and we exchange advices with each other specially when wetalk about family and love life...we learn a lot from each othersexperiences and with each others mistakes...we begin to go deep downknowing our personalities...

i am busy with my studies that time and i never had the chance to talkto him and meet him personally...we talk on the phone but it is stillvery different in personal...we continue exchanging messages with eachother but still i have no time to accept his invitation meeting himpersonally...

after six months, i decided to meet him...but unfortunately i never meet him that day...is it God's will??i ask myself...

finally, we have talk to each other personally through a commonfriend(Mr. B)...i never expected that Mr. A and Mr. B are friends...wefeel comfort with each other with our first meeting...we became closerto each other and became best friends...we see each other every now andthen...i really don't feel something for him that time...i treated himas my brother as well as Mr. A treated me as his sister...we enjoyedeach others company...i like being with him...i can be my real genuineself...he makes me laugh with his jokes...he makes me smile when I amdown...he became one of the most important part of my life...my life isan open book to him...he almost know everything about me...he is alwayswith my family when we have gatherings at home...our friendship isbeing test with the time...and with that, I can prove that he is trueand real...i can see the sincerity in his eyes...

as days passed us by, I began to feel something for him...i hate it...ihate it because the more I deny to myself of how I feel for him,themore it makes me fall for him...i knew it wasn't right because he is my best friend and no more than that...i don't wanna risk thefriendship...i don't wanna hurt his girlfriend that is now my closefriend too...i know it hurts me keeping this deep inside...it's okaybecause I know God has something better for me and for everyone...iknow I deserve someone else out there and it just happened that, thatsomeone is not him, not my best friend...

now, we are still best friends being tested by time...being proven tobe true...and we always treasure that kind of bonding we have now andforever...

there is nothing wrong with loving in silence...i just managed to keepit so that I won't hurt someone else and I don't want to risk the goodfriendship that we built...