(04: 51: 17 pm) My server is hosted on my computer please post again as that makes no sense. what do the times mean? why would you post like that? what is "blackhole"? does your ISP know you are breaking their terms of service by hosting a website on your home computer?

I wouldn't say that the concept of a blackhole has a negative connotation inherently, but there's many that do use it as a metaphor for something that's powerful, destructive, and consuming. If one wants to consider 'light' metaphorically, then to 'pull light in' would be indeed a 'dark' act.

Digressing, this reminds me of how fearful humans are of this metaphorical 'dark', which may indeed be some sort of 'fear of fear' conundrum. Carl Jung wrote til he was blue in the face trying to get people to understand that looking at their shadows can indeed be a very healing and freeing act, allowing for awareness and even the very transcendence desired in the supposed act of avoidance.