~ Everyday That Goez By It Seemz Like I Discover.... Somethíng New about You To Love It'z Incredíble To Me How One Per§on Can Make Such A *BIG* Dífference In My Lífe You Touch Me In A Way No One Else Ever Haz And Gíve Me So Many Reasonz To Love You ~

I've built a world around you And I want you to know I need you like I never needed Anyone before I live my life for you I wanna be by your side In everything that you do And if there's only one thing You can believe it's true I live my life for you....

I cant sleep tonight, i'm too busy thinking about u,about us.i reallly care about u N i'm so terrified that if i told u my true feelings about u that i would scare u away.So i hold my feelings in and i write them down and i hope that oneday u'll feel the same way too...

I know that time can neva change d luv I have 4... Except 2make it deeper still with everything we do... In all my dreams of coming years, u play d greatest part,4 I know that time will never change d luv within my heart

The emptiness is killing me slowly as i wipe the tears that fall from my eyes,I realize u're really gone.My heart breaks as it crumbles to the floor,I drop to my knees unaware of what to do. I close my eyes and picture you,I see your face,your smile.I feel your arms around me holding me tightly,so tightly I can't breath,I gasp for air.All alone, scared....Thats how I feel without you...

How blue can I get, you could ask my heart. Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart. A million words couldn't say just how I feel. A million years from now, you know, I'll b luvin u still D nights r lonly,D days r so sad n I just keep thinkin' about D luv tat we hav. n I'm missing u n nobody knows it but me...

I can't forget what I felt for you cos it just doesn't go away. No matter how hard I try it seems I just can't move away. I'm caught along those false lines of so-called love.

Where a heart remains battered and broken in half. It hurts alot that you just walk away, And I'm left trying to pick up the pieces and find my own way. It hurts alot cos you don't really care, When you said "I love you" - it was just a way to ensnare..Please don't treat me this way. For your sake, I agree with you money can buy love,but as for me, not the kind that truly warms your heart and soul.Every time I was pushed away from you, I wasnt afraid. Because it was like playing on a swing. Id push away, only to be drawn back to you twice as fast.I knew you were in control of [How Far] you pushed me..

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, I was dreaming, for her I was Feeling, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, trying figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck.Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I Really wanna make things right, cause without you my life is so lonely !

As I look back on all that's happened.. growing up,growing together, changing you, changing me -- there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I

realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may begone forever.. and whatever the future holds, our today's make the memories oftomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold ...

You'll discover that real love is millions of miles past falling in love with anyone or anything. When you make that one effort to feel compassion instead of blame or self-blame, the heart opens again and continues opening..

Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad cuz I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss

They say memories last forever. I sit here, thinking about you, and all the times I had you by my side. I remember the smiles that crept on my face and the happy tears that ran down my cheeks. I see your warm, gentle eyes looking at me, and I can feel your presence when I close my eyes, but when I reach for you, I feel you slipping away... It's like my memory is fading.

I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you

Since you've been gone... Every morning when I get out of bed, I look into the mirror

hoping to find my smile. But as usual, no smile. I look and I look, but it's nowhere to be found. I keep my eyes peeled wherever I go, but still no luck. When I try to think just where it might be... I can't help but wonder... if maybe you know where I left my smile, 'cause the last time I saw it, I was with you

All i seem to think about is you, I sit here and try not to cry. Everyone is asking me why, why am I so dam depressed. I say it's nothing, but they know it's something. You are the reason!!! I love you so much, but it hurts so bad, to know that I can't have your tender touch.My days n nights are so lonely, I think I might be going crazy. Your love is the only thing I need in this world, and without you I'm not whole.I hate seeing you and not being able to be with you, I hate to see you laugh, cuz I know I am hurting so deep inside. Why should you be happy when I can't even laugh without you popping in my mind. My laugh turns to tears......... Why can't I get over you?I need you in my life, my world seems so blue. Nothing makes me happy anymore. You took your love away, and I fell apart! but it seems like you don't even care! So why sould I?I wish I could just forget about you, I hurt you so now I guess you have to hurt me.

I never knew love was until i met you. I never expected changes in my life. You were different from those guys i used to mingle with. You know how people got to have first love.... It is in you where i felt true love. I felt so much for you. And if ever that i could put back time. I would do so, the time wherein we were still together sharing great moments but unfortunately i cant.

I kept thinking of you..everyday and every moment. I've been in a battle between my mind and my heart..my mind about to give up but here comes my heart saying cheer up. I cant stop loving you. I've been spending time thinking of happy moments we had. And keep pretending the truth that we're far from each other.(totally far from each other)

...somehow this heart of mine would learn to accept reality and be contented...

...contented to be just missing you!

i dont know if i do really need to say goodbye..but as for now i am still confuse and i am drowning of thoughts on how things work and used to be. I dont have any guts to get along with somebody else and pretend to be happy though im not. I thought i already knew you since before. I just waited for the time to say that i still have lots of things to know 'bout you..and here is the time!!!..maybe its too late

Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather,it has shown me that if I wanted so badly to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.

You used to be mine, but in my stupidity, we end up there. I regret those times, but I had nothing to do for it. I just hope and wait for you to come back. But yet I saw you with her. Right away I loose it all, I never bother to wait for you, I taught myself to forget you though it kills me so hard. From the time I saw myself contented of not having you in my life, destiny played me so bad. You came in my way again, begging for my help. With tears behind my eyes I accept your hand waiting for me to hold. From the day I started to ease your pain I know how much I would regret after all. But yet I never mind, as long as I could help you in any way.

We spend time together. And I found myself so happy with you. Days had past I realized again how much you mean to me, deeper than before. I also saw you so contented, never having a blot of pain anymore. I just think everything is so fine and forever be fine.

Tomorrow then, I am so happy seeing you. Wearing those smile came from your very heart. Then shocked me for those very long hug, then whisper me these:

“ Thank you for the help, I know you still love me, and I appreciate that very much. I know that when I am happy you’ll be very happy too,. And you know what, she call me last night, she wants me to be with her again, I am so happy that I can’t wait for this morning to see her again. But I’m here asking for your permission if you will allow me to be happy forever”.

Breaking myself into pieces, I answered you “yes” ..you kissed me goodbye and walk away without seeing how much you kill me. Though that would be a forever wound.., I can take it even forever just to make you reach your forever happiness. I’ll just be here with my -Dying Hope-..

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed.

Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name. When they arrived on dry land, the elder went her own way. Love, realizing how much he owed the elder, asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?"

"It was Time," Knowledge answered.

"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.