Scientists now define Emotion as shifting patterns of biochemical change through-out the body's cells. Emotion fuels our visualized creation into reality__ be it a home, a symphony, a business or a healthy mind and body. To Be Human, means to feel Emotion fully and deeply.

Sometimes we don't let ourselves feel much of anything. Emotional resistance blocks creativity, tend-ing to take on certain behavioral forms, like the belief that showing, or even feeling emotion is a weak-ness, bad manners, or brings retribution. A distorted desire nature can lead to addictions because choosing notto resolve and handle negative feelings also blocks positive feelings. It is imperative to recognize when we are resisting emotions. Paying attention to strong feelings reveals a definite patt-ern. Usually, when having inharmonious feelings, we first try to pretend they don't exist (denial), or we rationalize them, thinking the negative emotion is based on someone else's behavior, or on something beyond our control__ i.e., "not my fault". We then project that negativity onto others.

When a person decides their emotion is "shameful" or "too painful" and avoids feeling it, they cause the body area where the emotion exists to "freeze" or "lock-up". Basically, the emotion gets stuck at the chakra center related to that feeling, preventing energy from flowing through it. (Figure 2.) Phys-ical organs near that center become distressed, as the life force is closely tied with emotional energy. Long-sustained inharmonious emotions foster poor health.

Emotional and physical blockages dissolve when we take full responsibility for how we feel. Every negative emotion is its opposite trying to escape. For example: fear blocks our feelings of safety. Re-cognizing the fear, allowing ourselves to feel it fully, leads to courage, greater confidence and trust. Hatred dissolves into forgiveness, understanding and cooperation. Completely evoking and accepting emotion is a deliberate move to invoke the healing energy of the Creative Forces.

We can perceive our emotionally painful experiences in a completely new way even without knowing how to handle them. The opposite of suppression isn't negative expression__ it's a deeper experi-ence of the feeling. Instead of suppressing them or harming others by lashing out, it's better to feel them fully, then dare to calmly make others aware of it.

Understanding comes to us wearing the same face, whether laughing or weeping. We usually learn more from the difficult than from the easy times. There are really only two emotions__ restricting, conditional Fear, & liberating , unconditional Love. All others are variations on the same two themes. When we fully understand why emotions erupt we design a quality pattern of life that seldom triggers negative feelings in the first place.

Emotions, Thoughts and Intentions are Creative Energies. Intentionally intensifying emotions during difficult encounters turns on a transmutation process: a shifting of energy from one level to another. Deliberately feeling anger, pain, disgust or fear to the fullest, identifies its origins and re-solves it sooner. We can then use emotion to change our mental perception by asking Higher Self:"What is Love trying to show me here?" or, "What would Unconditional Love do now?" Acting loving-ly on the answer received creates new understandings of reality.

Emotional Intensity can break us through to completely new, perhaps never-before-known types of creative possibilities. Emotional Sensitivity becomes an asset, not a liability, and we developEmotional Maturity. Our feeling nature is free to be understood and redirected by higher intentions within a full range of consciousness, allowing us to live happily in each moment. We take respone- ibility for our own emotional experiences__ "We are responsible for our own wounds, not someone else."

From time to time, we need to re-define what we mean by pleasure and just when and why we feeljoy. As Joseph Campbell stated: "Find your bliss and don't be afraid to follow it." He suggested we do what brings lasting joy. It doesn't have to be the first thing every morning; it's only that sometime before we go to bed tonight, the desired activity will be done . That may include breathing exercises, reading, eating healthy foods, exercising, talking with friends, gardening, teaching, engaging increative arts, going to movies, doing charitable or volunteer work or the spiritual discipline of our choice. By doing what we love regularly, we have more energy and we enjoy including those activ-ities when we discover how good they make us feel.

7-15-93: MEDITATION; I saw the word, "EMOTION" plus printing stating that "Emotional Energy Moves us between Densities, and from the Electromagnetic Band to the Magneto-Electric Band &in between." I was then shown how to place the EME band in a vertical position alongside a Relativ-ity Chart for the planets of our solar system, which "The Old Ones"__ the Havasupai Native Americ-an Kachinas from Arcturus__sent in 1991 as we traveled south to Arizona to spend the winter. This EME band was shown with 13 wavelengths instead of only the 12 we've generally known. The 13th EM wavelength was Human Consciousness.

Higher Self: " COLOR is naturally the spritualization of Sound Vibrations. The Solar Force Vibrat-ions in descending order are Magnetism, Electricity, Sound (language and music), Heat, Light-color and lastly, Matter. Therefore, Matter is the Child of Energy."

"Electromagnetism is formed by etheric thoughtforms. Sound is the Child of Heat. Sound-Music-Language is the Creative Force of matter & of civilization. If one stops the use of language or music, (both analytical and linear) and functions through Heat-Love instead, the electromagnetism of Higher Self's thoughtforms will emanate through Light-Color instead. Hence the Human Aura. Many artists have become aware of this, and project Love into their work as they create."

The Colored Light is a response to Unconditional Love, a higher octave of desire__ the personal love factor. When Kundalini Heat rises, transform it into Unconditional Love, Become as One with it, and the body will begin to radiate light in the infra-red (heat sensory) range of the Light Scale, then red, orange, yellow, green, blue, violet, ultraviolet & white light: electromagnetism__ enabling your turning on or off lights, computers, dryers, remote controls, electric blankets , or starting car batter-ies, etc.. without using physicqal movements."

"SOLAR FORCE-ELECTROMAGENTIC THOUGHTFORMS TRANSFERANCE: Etheric energy is then used to sustain the physical body ( rather than using food, supplements, etc.). The body needsto be purified to higher frequencies to achieve these abilities. The Emotions also need purification, as do Mental Forces and the Belief Systems."

"The Kundalini are Mars energies, a driving force from the root center__matter. The highest level of Kundalini attainment__ the Creative Force Field-Ethers is represented by Pluto. Mastery of the Ele-ments, (Air, Water, Fire, Earth & Ether), of Life & Death as per 3-D Earth perceptions."... "Partaking less and less of the physical, the material, in all forms, will also aid in purifying the bodies."

"Mercury provides the Mental Energy which carries the Solar Force of Lutonian electromagneticthoughforms on the Involutionary Path, emanating inwardly in the human form. It is the polarized energy for the Mars/Kundalini, which drives indiidualized-materialized__ matter-realized__ forms onto the Evolutionary Path, emanating outwardly from the radiating human form. We are Finished."***EMOTION: "Magnetic Resonance Expands Consciousness__ Doubling the Charge." We canUse our glands to Bend & Throw the Magnetic Lines. Our Glands are designed tor BEND LIGHT." (Shamanic Crow Medicine).

"Human Emotion is 'Light": We can entrain electromagnetism with our emotions. The brain has four neural centers. Recently, a "fifth neural center" was discovered at Oxford University in Eng-land. "Neurocardiology", indicates that 60-65% of all heart cells are neural cells, identical to those in the brain, and the heart is a major endocrine glandular structure of the body, producing hormones profoundly affecting the operation of body, brain and mind; the heart produces two and a half watts of electrical pulsation with each beat creating an electromagnetic field identical to that of the earth.It could be behind our human ability to either continue our ways of violence and destroy ourselves__ or achieve consciousness evolution through our emotions.

No permanent regeneration will occur without the presence of Unconditional Love. Using Love in our energetic work eliminates any part of ourselves influencing the outcome. With Spirit's Love, we our-selves become POWER TRANSMITTERS AND TRANSFORMERS.

4-22-11: Once we've reached the Midpoint of the Mayan Calendar's "SECOND DAY", revealing the most pertinent factors of any one Day or Night, we may have an intuitive notion suggesting that our human history on this planet has been manipulated by "elite" groups far longer than formerly realized. The extremely ancient civilizations__ possibly created by off-planet visitors__ with hyper-dimensional technologies__competed among themselves, each attempting to destroy the other with that technolo- gy. We Earthlings were genetically altered in ways that dumbed us down and made us their slaves who were the "property" of someone or some group. Not only our History, but also our religions, our mythology, politics, education, archaeology, biology, anthropology, medicine, science, etc.__ and ev-ery "belief system" that has ever existed here, was used__ and in many cases__ STILL IS used__ to further keep us in the dark and therefore__ compliant. Those lost" Hyper-D. & perhaps, other tech-nologies, have never really been "lost", but instead, were hidden away here on Earth for hundreds of thousands, perhaps even millions of years, to maintain that control over us.

We are looking at the activities of one or more elite groups that have been in existence since ancient times. They have tried to preserve knowledge for themselves only, by hiding it with religion, mystery schools and temples.

But Who and What are We Earthlings, that "they" are so afraid of our waking up? What potentials lie within us that they are so paranoid about? Our current human beings on Earth are a genetic blend of at least 22 different off-world visitors, who mated with us. We have inherited unknown powers from each of those civilizations, so amazing, so vast, that we will barely understand them when we wakeup and discover them. That's why "They" are so afraid of us!.

Humanity IS " waking up" to the truth about ourselves, Earth and Life in the Universe now. The "Elite" are the fearful ones now, and are doing all they can to keep us from the whole truth about ourselves.

I truly feel it is Our capacity forIntense Emotion that scares the dickens out of the Elites__ forthis is what affects the Etheric Field__ the Creative Force Field__ through which Hyper-D Physics CREATES. As a Unified, Global Collective Mind entertaining a particular Loving thought__ we can create a New Reality, and__if we so choose__ CREATE A WONDERFUL NEW EARTH REALITY__ neutralizing the elite's control forevermore.

A wonderful MEDITATION TO RELEASE FEARS arrived from goingscalar.com including a Video:www.youtube.com (search for "Dear Woman") with various Conscious Men offering apologies for the imbalance between men & women over the centuries. You'll get teary-eyed. I recall my mother, bornin 1909__ before women had the vote and considered to be "owned", like cattle by their husbands__ telling how women who had lost their husbands, worked in sweat shops sewing large quotas of garm-ments daily. Without relatives or child-care centers, their children had to come to work with them and be chained to the worktable legs. Bathroom or lunch breaks were few in their 16 hour-long days, & forget about coffee breaks. With doors locked to make sure no one left early__ sick or well, fear offire was a constant companion.

DEALING WITH HOSTILE ENERGY.Jan/Feb '10: "The capacity to sublimate , to direct one's instinctive hostile energy into creative and constructive outlets." There have been 4 major leaps in human consciousness since the Middle Ages. At each one of these leaps humans have had to surrender one of their instinctive habits. It is well known that human beings have far less instincts than animals. Which of our instincts will we give up in order to reach a 4th &/or 5th Density Consciousness__ food, sex, fight-or-flight, or what?

Will we make that quantum leap by letting go of our "instinctive hostile energy"? Our lives are being impacted with all sorts of negative events, information and fear-based "entrainment". Our fami-lies are no exceptions. After a two month period from Halloween to New Year's last year (2009) I had reached a depth of depression and despair that I'd never known before. I asked my spirit guides for assistance in either resolving the negativities, or learning to deal with them in a less fearful and angry manner. The information arrived:

"During these spates of perceived negativity, most of our discomfort arises from fear &/or misunder-standings about what is trying to manifest in our lives. Is everything going to continue to go down-hill? It's been said that the degree of challenge we are being asked to resolve equals the degreeof empowerment__ the leap of consciousness, or understanding__ that will replace it once we work through that challenge. So if we have a long and intense period of failure, misery, confusion and difficulty, we will eventually enjoy an extreme level of miraculous relief, joy, understanding, comfort and an amazing spiritual gift or talent."

I began to realize that what I was perceiving as "bad" or "good" occurrences were actually "steps" ina process towards some sort of future manifestation. And, I was constantly receiving intuitive nudges to once again refine my ideas about "Who I Am". My gosh, how many times do we have to do that?

Again, I ask H.S. for understanding and all sorts of information poures in. I had left a file folder sitting on the computer room table for weeks, and the afternoon of requesting assistance, I was "dinged" to put that folder way in the file cabinet "now". .

But first I just "had" to see what was inside. There, I discovered an old folder labeled "Arcturus" that I'd created at least twelve years ago. The word, "Arcturus" had been brought to my attention repeatd-ly over the last few days, so I pulled it out and looked through it. Inside were numerous meditations from 1988 that I had completely forgotten about, all telling me about "Who I Really Am" and "What I Came Here to Do"__ besides raising my consciousness. At the time of receiving this information, I didn't really understand what was being said, for many of the terms were completely foreign to me. Now, however, through writing this web-book and years of study and research, I understand it all. It was absolutely mind-blowing and exciting. Sorry I can't tell you the details__ it would take a month of writing to explain it. And I had absolutely no idea about How I was to Accomplish this (although I had already been unconsciously doing a lot of it). Once again__ "The Effect occurred before The Cause."