Ten Signs That You're Too Old For Trick Or Treating...10. You get winded from knocking on the door.
9. You have another kid chew the candy for you.
8. You ask for high fiber candy only.
7. When someone drops a candy bar in your bag, you lose your balance and fall over.
6. People say, "Great Keith Richards mask!" and you're not even wearing a mask.
5. When the door opens you yell, "Trick or..." and can't remember the rest.
4. By the end of the night, you have a bag full of restraining orders.
3. You have to carefully choose a costume that won't dislodge your hairpiece.
2. You're the only Super Hero in the neighborhood with a walker.
And here's the Kicker folks...
1. You avoid going to houses where your ex-wives live.

To That One Girl I Will Call My Angel One DayMy angel, my love
I give my heart unto thee
And with my heart
Your soul will see
A love of kindness
A love that will always be
Give you space
Set you free
Forgive and forget
In the pouring rain
I set on one knee
Thinking of you
And waiting for you patiently
And a kiss
That will last eternally
Dreams of you
In the night
Can only need
But my angel, of course
Oh, what a beautiful sight
His smile from ear to ear
Cannot help but bring a tear
Soft lips, so sincere
Through his eyes everything's clear
A struggle it will be, me and my angel
We'll make it through the years

Jokes (r Rated)A little girl accidentally walks in on her father while he's getting
dressed. She points to his dick and says, "Daddy, what's that?" Not
wanting to explain to her yet, he says, "Uh, I can't tell you, it's a
secret." The little girl finds her mother and asks, "What is that
long thing between Daddy's legs?" Her mother also doesn't want to
explain sex yet, so she says, "I don't know, he won't tell me." A
couple days later the little girl says to her mother. "Mommy, I
finally figured out what that thing between Daddy's legs is. It's a
toothbrush!" "Why do you think that?" the amused mother asks
"Because," the little girl says, "this morning I saw the maid sliding
it in and out of her mouth and she had toothpaste dripping down her
chin."
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Feeling horrible, an alligator goes to the veterinarian. "What seems
to be the problem?" the vet asks. "I just don't have the drive I used
to, Doc, " the gator says. "Used to be, I co

Randomness Of Penguins Wont Be The Last To Come Either LolA. Social behavior
1. Penguins are among the most social of all birds. All species are colonial to some degree (del Hoyo, et al., 1992).
2. Penguins may swim and feed in groups, but some may be solitary when diving for food. Emperor penguins have been observed feeding in groups with coordinated diving (Marchant, 1990).
3. During the breeding season some species come ashore and nest in huge colonies called rookeries. Some rookeries include hundreds of thousands of penguins and cover hundreds of square kilometers (Marchant, 1990).
4. Penguins exhibit intricate courting and mate-recognition behavior. Elaborate visual and vocal displays help establish and maintain nesting territories (Marchant, 1990).
5. Although king penguins are highly gregarious at rookery sites throughout the year, they usually travel in small groups of 5 to 20 individuals (Marchant, 1990).
6. Penguins communicate by vocalizing and performing physical behaviors called "displays." They use many vo

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You know your addicted when your computer gets
turned on more then you do eh lol hahahaha

What Is In This Blog....These are underage members and there page, for anyone to visit and read what has been posted to that child and WHO posted what. If we need to police our selves then lets get rid of the sick fuckers who hunt our children as well as the underage members. Whats right is right. That child shouldn't be here, but I dont want to be calling no sick child perv my FRIEND!
We are the adults and we KNOW better. This isnt an excuse for the kids, they know better too but there kids and all kids try to get one over on the adults. What teenager didnt! So bust the kids and boot them, but dont let the sick child hunters stay either.
Im NOT preachin, belive me Im not! Im not one who can preach goodie goodie, but I am an adult and I believe OUR CHILDREN should be protected from evil people until the laws says we have to let them decide whats good or not for them. Well its 18 here! and that means ANY CHILD under 18 needs to be protected. I for one am willing to protect OUR CHILDREN.After the

Sexual IqI saw this on the blog of Mandy, and couldn't resist! (I kinda wish I had - snowballing just doesn't sound good to me... :-P )
You have a sexual IQ of 144
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Rock on!
Durham

Deaths Angelthis dress that she adorns
is a shade of dire black
and whole, at death, she scorns
it comes creeping behind her back
its clammy fingers grab her
and it laughs at her surprise
as its darkness surrounds her
she slowly, painfully dies
now inside a coffin
lies her vacant shell
her bodies no longer talking
but her souls burning in hell
into the ground they lay her
and then they walk away
they all soon forget her
theres no flowers on her grave
the angel of death grins
for he will gladly judge
those swimming in their sins
those that refuse to budge
and remain on the devils plate
will never see the light
or make it through heavens gate

7 Kinds Of SexRecent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex:
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you
first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face.
The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with
your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex
anywhere, even in the kitchen.
The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with
your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually
have sex only in your bedroom.
The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with
your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both
say "screw you."
The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the
morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.
The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your
wife any more. She takes you to court

AutumnAUTUMN
The time of the harvest
Is now upon us
It is a time for giving thanks
and also a time to remember ancestors.
The air has a certain crispness
That can now be felt in the mornings
The leaves have began to change colors
Animals have started to prepare
for the cold days ahead
and so should we...
Remember to give thanks
for all the blessings that we have.
Know that you are loved by
family, friends, and especially...
The Lord and Lady.

Before It Is Too LateIf you have a tender message,
Or a loving word to say,
Do not wait till you forget it,
But whisper it today;
The tender word unspoken,
The letter never sent,
The long forgotten messages,
The wealth of love unspent -
For these some hearts are breaking,
For these some loved ones wait;
So show them that you care for them
Before it is too late.

Life SpiceI think of a persons life is in a way like a stew.
It’s a big melting pot of meat, vegetables, herbs, and spices.
What I don’t get is how come I’m always told that I’m that almighty ‘SEASONING SALT”?
How can so many people see the good in me when I can’t myself?
People generally like me for my “BE MYSELF, LIVE OR DIE< FRIENDS BEFOR E MYSELF, TELL YOU WHAT I THINK, OPINIONATED, KNOCK YOU DOWN A FEW PEGS, FUCK YOU ALL CAUSE WE’RE THE SAME ANYWAY” attitude.
Truth is I think they like me cause I say things they can’t or won’t, because they’re afraid.
My norm is to stand against the grain, side with the unwanted even if there is no common ground, and to make sure that for what it’s worth the unjust of this world get told to at least a few people everyday.
The truth is, I wish I could be some of you reading this, I wish I could have certain cares, desires, wants, and needs, but unfortunately those I do have I generally keep to myself.
So to all of you who may pass through my lifetim

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Ø ‡ÑÐ‡ÁÑ ÞrÁ¥ÊrO,GREAT SPIRIT,
WHOSE VOICE I HEAR IN THE WINDSAND WHOSE BREATHGIVES
LIFE TO ALL THE WORLD,HEAR ME! I AM SMELL AND WEAK. I NEED YOUR STREANGTH AND WISDOM.
LET ME WALK IN BEAUTY,AND MAKE MY EYES EVER BEHOLD THE RED AND PURPLE SUNSET.
MAKE MY HANDS RESPECT THE THINDS YOU HAVE MADE AND MY EARS SHARP TO HEAR YOUR VOICE.
MAKE ME WISE SO THAT I MAY UNDERSTAND THETHINGS YOU HAVE TAUGHT MY PEOPLE.
LET ME LEARN THE LESSONS YOU AVE HIDDEN IN EVERY LEAF AND ROCK.
I SEEK STRENGHT,NOT TO BE GREATER THEN MY BROTHERS,BUT TO FIGHT MY GREATER ENEMY-MYSELF.
MAKE ME ALWAYS READY TO COME TO YOU WITH CLEAN HEADS AND STRAIGHT EYES.
SO WHEN LIFE FADES,ASTHE FADING SUNSET,MY SPIRIT MAY COME TO YOU WITHOUT SHAME.
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The Rules Of Bedroom GolfThe Rules Of Bedroom Golf
1. Each player should furnish his own equipment for play - normally one club and two balls.
2. Play on the course should be approved by the owner of the hole.
3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out.
4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm
shaft. Course owners are permitted to check the shaft stiffness before play.
5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole
6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again.
7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course with special attention to the well formed bunkers.
8. Players are cautioned not to mention oth

Signal The FanfareI will be posting a bunch of my writing here soon. Hope your all ready for some reading. Some is from my darker times, some is normal. My struggles with the human condition. Have fun!!

Empty SunShe's cold and dead inside
Although her body breathes
But she's still got her hate and
She still tries to scream
She shrieks at the people passing by
Trying to tear her way through
Claw masks left on many
Joy is left in none
Please take everything
Just fucking take it and leave
You smell of death long before your time
I'd love to see your face crumble
Melting you into the black nothing
When you go
Not even the hungriest of worms
Shall find your rancid corpse suitable
Blackened flesh to match your soul
She's completely lost herself
Into the house of flames
Out of our thoughts--entirely

Dark LoveIt is a night of sorrow, a song of dark desire,
wolves vent their cry. The thirsting one
awakes.
Wisps of death shrouds her pale form,
an everlasting wanting.
Her raven hair cascades over
fragile milk-white shoulders, and her
full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the
life streaming from the
pale flesh beneath
her.
Now a night of ecstasy,
I remember her.

Written For Guys By Guys!WRITTEN BY A GUY FOR GUYS!
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at her house...she runs around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON HER. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, she WILL find out and you will be mud.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell her she's beautiful.
5. Don't refuse to kiss her in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's just because they're jealous.
6. If she slaps you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch her if you want to. If she's going out with you in the first place, it's because she likes being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with her, DON'T tell your friends that you did.
8.5 If you DO sleep with her, DON'T tell your friends that you did.
9. You can be dirty minded i

Chapter 3 - Her SideMSD: Night Seven - Her story
One solid week of this! How could anybody come so hard every night for a week? The radio was playing a recognizable eighties song, Bon Jovi’s “Bad Medicine.” She chuckled to herself, remembering that this wasn’t the first time she’d had great sex, alone or with a partner, to this song. This dream guy, his green eyes, haunted her. She had thought she’d seen him during lunch today, buying a huge bouquet of daisies. She’d stopped almost dead, had spilled her soda, but managed to keep hold of her sandwich and book. She’d been bent over as he paid and walked away. She had turned around in time to see him going. A cheesy cliché had run through her mind:
I’d wish I had a swing like that in my backyard. I’d take it apart and see how many screws I could get out of it.
But seeing this person, so like her dream lover, had caused some uncomfortable wetness that she’d had to run back to the office and lock herself in the bathroom to take care of. And no

Fred And MaryFred and Mary got married but can't afford a honeymoon, so they go
back to Fred's Mom and Dad's for their first night together. In the
morning, Johnny, Fred's little brother, gets up and has his breakfast. As
he is going out of the door to go to school, he asks his mom if Fred and
Mary are up yet.
She replies, "No".
Johnny asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "I don't
want to hear what you think! Just go to school."
Johnny comes home for lunch and asks his mom, "Are Fred and Mary up
yet?" She replies, "No."
Johnny says, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Never
mind what you think! Eat your lunch and go back to school."
After school, Johnny comes home and asks again, "Are Fred and Mary
up yet?" His mom says, "No."
He asks, "Do you know what I think?" His mom replies, "Ok, now tell
me what you think"
He says: "Last night Fred came to my room for the Vaseline and I
think I ga

Empty QuestionsEmpty Questions
when you fall from a mother's love
friends forget you
the Gods forget you...
what is it to feel?
can you find satisfaction
in the saturation of sin
when low is not enough
to punnish
when horror
is no longer fiction
when there is nothing left
but alone
is there an answer?

I Never Thought"I never thought kindness could cause this".
Signed,
"TheUnLoved"

Hillbilly Love PoemSusie Lee done fell in love.
She planned to marry Joe.
She was so happy 'bout it all
She told her Pappy so.
Pappy told her, Susie Gal,
You'll have to find another.
I'd just as soon yo' ma don't know.
But Joe is yo' half brother.
So Susie put aside her Joe
And planned to marry Will
But after telling Pappy this
He said, there's troubel still.
You can't marry Will, my gal,
And please don't tell you' mother
But Will and Joe, and several mo'
I know is yo' half brother.
But Mama knew and said, my child,
Just do what makes yo' happy.
Marry Will or marry Joe,
You ain't no kin to Pappy.

Pressure On Menowadays i feel so cross that i sometimes don't want to say anything to anybody.maybe it won't last for long or i will be crazy.the pressure in my opinion mostly comes from my study.of course you don't konw that there are a lot of exams coming.i am so worried about it.i want to pass them all.and can get a good mark.them i think i will be relaxed much,and can do what i want to do.if that i must feel more happy.

Staying Connected:)$Honey@ LostCherryI WOULD REALY LOVE IT IF YOU COULD SHOW MY HOMEGIRL ALL THE LOVE THE BIG l.c has :)

Who Is A Friend And How Are They Defined?This is my first and quite frankly may be my last blog. Particularly in LC.
I can appreciate the theory behind LC. It's intent is good but it's approach is off base in terms of what it's trying to promote.
A few months ago I came onto LC, naive and somewhat ignorant as to how this all works. I went ahead and "set up shop" albeit small and insignificantly at first.
My goal was quite innocent at first in that I simply wanted to meet someone. A person I'd seen before in another chat format but hadn't been able to actually converse with her.
As the days went on, she finally made it clear that she wanted to talk, become friends or just see who each other really is... Well days turned into weeks and well... We've yet to have that talk, and I'm getting replies "comments" "ratings" from people asking that since they checked out MY site that I do the same to theirs...
I did of course. Mostly because I was flattered that anyone would be interested to have ME as a friend... I thoug

Let This Be The Compass To My Center--old Poems Revised And Re-postedCurrent mood: creative
Category: Writing and Poetry
After interacting with myspacers for about a year now, I have come to realize why my writing is largely ignored: my writing is all based on either random perceptions or collective reflections, yet they lack a "definition" for the reader to embrace or reject. As a good purg, I am against putting any collection of written words--or spoken words--in a box by defining them in one specific way. People who do that, IMHO, are not only prone to putting words in a box, but ideals as well. You'd be likely to set "Virtue" apart from the concept of "peace", if you prefer to assume such a Nook-ish, defined outlook on life and literature. I feel that the collection of the poems in this blog, along with the order in which they appear, can give my readers a better glimpse of where my center--as a person--resides.
Let it be a lens--or compass, if you prefer--
into the mind of a young, retired bum and aspiring Henpeck-Hobo
and into the hea

Ok I Know Some Of You Dont BotherOk I know some of you dont bother to read my profile but you read blogs so here it goes. Here are questions I get asked alot that are answered in my profile, Yes ladies and gents, I read profiles so no one can blast me with I dont read them neither. But there is some other stuff in here thats not in my profile as well.
1. Yes I did serve in the military, I was in the United States Marine Corps.
2. Yes I served time overseas, 3 out of 4 yrs, the last 2 mainly in war zones, both Afghanistan and Iraq.
3. My "primary" job in the Corps may have been a cook but I did other jobs such as security, embarking, supply, mmo, and any working party under the sun except burn shit in Iraq.
4. Yes I live in ORANGE COUNTY, NY, Same county as OCC (Orange County Choppers) or American Chopper.
5. I live 15 mins away from the Original 1969 Woodstock site in Sullivan County NY.
Umm I believe thats it for now, but if more come up I will add to this or mke a new bulletin

The Realm Of Memories ForgottenLost in the dark drifting aimlessly
A leaf turning in a dismissive wind
I can feel a tear press against my eye
But I've forgotten even where to begin
I pull my comfort from the waves
Of my ocean of broken dreams
My soul lies barren and forgotten
Stripped by old internal screams
In silence I wander farther
While my soul mournes it's demise
Though I hide my wounds intensly
I cry out behind my eyes
If only I had the strength to let go
Allow tears to heal my pain
Maybe then I could forgive myself
For being the one to blame
I've stepped from the sunlight
Of a love I can't return
To return to my earthen cage
To set my heart to burn
Alone again in silence
Remembering what could have been
Crushed beneath the iorn yoke
Of a dream that I had then
Lost in the dark drifting aimlessly
A leaf turning in a dismissive wind
I can feel a tear press against my eye
But I've forgotten even where to begin

Calgon Take Me AwayHow can anyone get any damn sleep here...9 damn people under one roof....kids screaming and yelling..I AM ABOUT TO GO NUTS...Calgon take me the fuck away pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...Nephew is spoiled ass rotten...sister thinks he has a mental problem...yeah its called if i don't get my way i am gonna yell and scream and throw a fit...don't get me wrong i love my nephew but u can only take so much of it...

The Words Of A Man Who Has Seen Much And Lost Much....No one knows true pain untill they see life taken away right in front of them
Reach up 2 god and beg 4 his mercy
Now all just remember life is what u make it
My heart beat is louder then all as it is heavy with burden
I will awaken all your fears in life 2 make u all realize its all just a dream
Being afraid is not the lack of courage but rather conquering one's fear is proof that you are human
I will show you my innerpain pain that will make u realize that what pain you think you have is nothing compared to mine so that you can start to enjoy your life
I wll teach u the fruits that you are wasting by thinking they are nothing
I'm just doing this make you all know that you are good people and to err is human
Instead of worring about who you are going 2 screw next think about the life lessons others have taught you and who you can pass it on to
I will raise my hands 2 God 2 beg 4 forgiveness for your sins
I wll will take unto my own all your sins and your hate
You all hav

Just MeI have met alot of people here on lost cherry and I love all of you. I have but one complaint and that is some of the people that I have spoken to have a tendency to try to be something other than what they really are...I would just like to say that once when younger I was a real jerk. I used people and tossed away good friendships over small insignificant matters. I was raised with money but did not appreciate anything that was done for me. I partied through school and into college to the point that my mother totally cut me off. I lost everything. I eventually had to fend for myself. It was this that taught me to be my own person, and a hard lesson it was. "School of hard knocks"..lessons learned this way are never forgotten. So you see, you dont have to impress me or others in order to be respected. I have lived both in plenty and in poverty and if there is one thing that I respect and that is someone who is comfortable enough with who they are to just be honest. If you ar

HeyHey you already know what it do I love my daddy yes sir I truly love him

Aphrodisiacs1. What is the most expensive aphrodisiac?
The herb ginseng is revered as an aphrodisiac in the Orient. Roots that resemble the human anatomy in any way are the most valuable - selling for between $100 and $500 a pound. The age of the root is also very important: the older the better. The record price paid for a root of perfect shape and age was $180,000!
Another expensive aphrodisiac fancied in the Far East are North American bear gall bladder. They fetch between $400 and $600. Seahorses and deer antlers are also quite popular.
2. What aphrodisiac used to be picked with a dog's tail?
In days gone by, a plant could develop a supernatural reputation if its attributes were sufficiently bizarre. One such plant is mandrake, or Mandragora officinarum, which is a small perennial herb found in the Mediterranean region. Related to the deadly nightshade, it is a toxic plant. The roots are said to resemble a little man, including penis. (This resemblance to a little human is used

Today(10-16-06)Well, not much to post about other than a motor has been found. not just have to wait till its shiped and put in. yahoooo.

You've Been TaggedEach player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1- the party was great i had to go home drunk
2- i had a dream where i was having sex after a fight
3- i poked my eye with a screwdriver and of course it hurts
4- i eat french fries with my steak
5- i scootered down hill and i fell and i hd to have 6-7 stiches
6- my stomach will and always be aching
people that i've tagged:
angelmorn
ice princess
tazzy
casthalo
sexytech
immortal ¢¾love

The CandleThis candle will be burnt for one day! After that I will only light it for special occasions,
Things that we should remember. or things the other cherries need to remember. & for their support.

Under Age DrinkingJust sitting here wondering why there is so much underage drinking going on these days? Is it that they dont have a good homelife or just want to get wasted?
Some kids are as young as 12 its ridiculous where are the parents? dont they want to know where their kids are?
Some drink till they cant stand up more girls than boys too what is happening to society?
Your views welcome!

AddictiveLost Cherry is highly addictive and a danger to your health. I completely forgot to have lunch today as I was clicking through here and now I'm startving :-)

This Juggalo Is Bad Ass!Heres to my favorite Juggalo,
his name is Bob incase you didnt know.
He wrote me poem so i'm writing him one too,
to show my juggalette love is true.
HOMIES for life! Now that a real family,
and it is one that is proud to be!
Bob and I dont know much of each other,
but we still love like we're sister and brother.
That's what a real family would do,
So love all of the Homies, and they'll love you too!
And Jugga_lugga_huggalo, I give this hug to bob to show, that my juggalette love is fo sho,
Now go spread the Hatchet love...GO!
To my Juggalo Slingbob!
Jugga-lugga love!
I love you like family!

Sex SurveyThe Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Depends on the moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: everydayIs sex a top priority for you?: sordaDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yeahHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: NEVERHow do you feel about one night stands?: Pisses me offHow many one night stands have you had?: noneWhat's your favorite position?: anyWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywereDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: depends on the moodHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yeahHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: maybe 5 min..he dont like to fore-play.Do you get off first or do they?: theyDo you like kissing during sex?: yepDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: loudDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loudDoes size matter (for girlz-- dicks/fo

Passion/compassionYou Are 68% Passionate, 32% Compassionate
You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love.
In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust.
You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over!
Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

The Kindness Of Strangers?Yesterday morning, I was walkin' around with my fly open. . . It was particularly weird, because I suffer from fly-open-ophobia, and I'm constantly checking my crotch to make sure nothing is getting out. But, yesterday, I didn't have any urge to do that. I walked out the door and across the street to the bus stop, got on the bus to work, walked around in the office for a while. . . No one said anything at all. And it wasn't just open, either. It was OHHHHHH-PENNNNNNN!!! I finally sat down and saw a flash of red where I should normally just see denim blue. I put it together that the red was my underwear, and it was soon the color of my blushing face. This sure explained some of the strange looks that people were giving me, all morning. This is the moment that I realized strangers will not tell you that your fly is down. What is the world coming to?

The Value Of A Good ManIf you blessed with a good man you should hold on to him like a wild rose in the snow,
i said rose because you have to take on the good with the bad cuz no one is perfect,
when I was your light you was my hope,
when I was your guidance you was my way, and know your away Im alone to only stand on my own,
but out of the darkness I will find the light or the could to every silver lining,
so when you sit down at night and think of me realize what you let go cuz only when you let something go you will realize what you had;
..Somebody told me I wasn’t real,
but that only because Im a man we all get lost at times but in time you find your way back and hold on to the edge and treasure the good things that you had to only move on in time,
but let me keep smiling for those special times cuz I know the value of a good man, there a dime a dozen ,
to love and to hold to feel and to care,
to rub and corress and to take the time to understand your thoughts and needs,
now tell me

Poems I WroteBefore I met you,
I was badly hurt from relationships that fell apart,
I didn't wanna live no more
I just wanted an end,
I thought nothing could cure me,
My heart would never mend.
You walked into my problems
and made them go away,
I didn't wanna be with you,
'Cause I thought you'd hurt me someday.
I gave you a chance to see if that was true,
But something was different and you were something new.
Now, I know what your love is truly about,
your sweet, honest, and loveable,
something I can't live without.
I hope that this love will last,
Because you know I'll always love you,
I hope we'll never part,
because I know you love me too...
Your love inspires me.
Your love completes me.
Your love makes me want to be a better person.
Your love makes me want to climb mountains.
Your love makes me want to cross seas.
Your love makes me want you closer to me.
Your love is what makes me go on.
Your love is what gives my heart a song.
Your love is the reaso

My LoveI love you for being
your own special you.
and for letting me be myself.
I love you for overlooking and
forgiving my faults.
And for seenig the good in me.
I love you for showing me the
peautiful in life and the joy in
little things.
I love you for making me happy and
for sharing my happiness.
I love you for all you are
and you are all the things I Love
And I love you from my heart

Me Ronica -aka- CandyrainMy name is Ronica I am 31 I have 2 kids Arianna and Jaleel they are my world...I am a stay at home mother and I love to be home for my children...I do not trust daycare with all the stuff you hear about everywhere No place seems safe...I have a boyfriend Kevin who also is Jaleels father and he is one of the greatest people I have in my life...He works hard so I can stay at home and take care of the kids and the housework...He makes sure we are taken care of no matter what...I have been with him over 5yrs and I couldn't be happier...Sure we can have difficulties but in all relationships theres always a few bumps in the road...I graduated highschool but never went to school beyond that...I always loved to give people massages so at one point I thought if I went back to school it would be for that...I have very few good friends in this world in my life and I chose to keep it that way...I like havin friends online as long as thats what it is online friends...I have always had an easier tim

My GiftThe beginning...
(A question was asked, “Next time, will you be ready” and here is my answer)
Once upon my time, a long, long time ago, I was searching for something, something on a much deeper, more meaningful, more powerful level. Searching for something I had only thought to be a preposterous dream, a fairy-tale of sorts, yet somehow, for some reason, I continued secretly searching.
One day while I was on the verge of giving-up my search, I was given the gift of meeting someone who had the ability to actually change my life, my way of thinking, my way of feeling, this person changed the innermost core of my very essence. This person appeared almost as a ghost of sorts, being able to see right through them as if they had nothing to hide revealing only their true inner sprit, a kind, giving, all loving gentle type of sprit.
This person was sent to me, for me as a gift for I had always believed life didn’t have much to offer except for the black or white masks people ad

I Kind Of Like The Anime Me.....:)what would you look like if you were anime. DaydreamerYou love to daydream, you cant help it. You are a clam person, you seldom lose you temper. You are very comfortable in who you are and around others.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Im Doneseems im ok enough now to be discharged from my physio and dont need to go anymore,which im pleased about
gonna miss them in there cute uniforms though lol

Blah Blah...So, scotty was supposed to get home on saturday...he's been in afghanistan for about 3 weeks...and then it was changed to monday...and now it's been changed to tuesday. sucks. but whatever i guess it's only a few days right??? also...my car got broken into...which is TOTALLY NOT COOL!! but they didn't smash the window or anything...nor did they take anything...they just dumped everything out and freaked me out...idiots. the lock is cracked now...and it gaps open when i turn the key...but the doors still lock...so i guess i turned out lucky!!
i'm gonna be getting some halloween decorations tonight...and keep myself pretty busy...and hopefully i'll get to sleep in tomorrow. i'm going to a halloween social...so i hafta find a costume also...but it's ok...i love finding costumes!!
i hope everyone has a great weekend!!
bye!!
Aimee

WhenWhen?
10/19
You don’t hold my hand anymore
You don’t caress me anymore
You don’t look at me anymore
You don’t make me feel special
You used to make me feel as if I mattered
Now it seems our love has shattered
When you would open the door
Your eyes would tell a whole story in 3 seconds
Then you would jump into my arms
We would kiss
Then hug and caress and hold each other
Until one of us came up for air
We would smell each other
cuz fragrance triggers memory that way
and smile and giggle at each other
cuz we were being silly
Then it stopped,
Slowly … then one day I would open the door to emptiness
To an empty area of love.
To the scene of the crime
Suddenly it stopped
I don’t know when
I dont know how
Call CSI we need help
Before it becomes a Cold Case

BirthdayYour Birthdate: April 15
You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents
Your power color: Jade
Your power symbol: Flower
Your power month: June
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Old Timers Halloween./.lolAn old couple who hadn't celebrated Halloween in a
Long time decided to dress up and go Out.
The old woman went into her bedroom, Stripped naked
And tied a lemon between her legs.
When she came out, the old man cried, "You can't go out like that!"
She said, "I can go anyway I like and So can you."
Whereupon he retired to the bedroom and Came out Stark raving naked with a potato tied
To his tallywhacker.
The old woman says, you're going out Like that?"
And he replies, "Yep, if you can go as A sour-puss, I can go as a dick-tator.

AstoundingYesterday when I was at work, (I work at subway here in the lovely city of Huntsville, AL) a customer orders the Friday value meal special. It was tuna on a 6 inch sub, bread of their choice, with chips and drink, when she asked if the tuna was fresh.
Me being, well, me, blinked and had a stupified moment. I had this look of confusion on my face apparently and so she explained about how the tuna had tasted fishy and whatnot.
'Fishy? You're complaining about tuna tasting fishy?' This was running in my head and I dare not say it aloud for I would have lost my job.
'Tuna is suppose to taste fishy, you twit!' This, too, was rambling along inside my head.
Which leads me to believe she fell short of a few marbles. Oh well. Sweet person, really. I just felt like writing a blog about it.

My First Tattoo...I got my first tattoo done last night...and I love it. Its not finished but when it is its gonna look better. I got it for my brother Michael who passed away at a day old so it means a lot to me...if you want to see a pic go to my photos...there is one in there. I am so excited I finally got the tattoo I have wanted for a long time and whats even better is I designed it myself so it makes it even more special.
Bisexualvampyre

Stupid Shit I Did...I went to jail for the first time last night... Me and a couple friends went to the bar in metamora and drank.. Well we left last night and I ended up getting pulled over and went to jail for a owi... I now quit drinking, cuz I know I'm gonna pay out my ass for my mistake.. I see now why drinking is not the answer even though it is fun.. Then when I got out I found out my ex bf went up there and tried to get me out but they told him I was still over the legal limit to leave.. I think he still likes me and just don't want to admit it...

Skylar's SongI'm starin into the night
Seen the times of my life with you
With you it'll always be right
My burnin' light
Your star will shine tonight
Sky, you will always be mine
I feel the angels by your side
I thought there would always be time
This love of mine
For our love in a future time
I feel you with me at night
I sense your every move
I know you hear me
And everything I do
I dream of the things that you say
And the times that we play
Your love is the warmth of my day
It¹ll never fade away
I swear my never-ending love to you
Lord it's true a never-ending love to you
And everything I do
I do it for you
Love, my never-ending love for you

You Can't Give What I Wantpoem/" YOU CAN' T GIVE ME WHAT I WANT"
You can't give me what I want, I've loved you from the start. As much as that love remains You can not give the same. The more I needed the further and further you became. The pain I still feel inside is still reflects to those that try to reach my wounded heart. They try so hard heal my wound they are not you and can not replace this feeling I still have for you. Someday you will be a fond memory but now I feel I lost my meaning, I have lost a battle, I am defeated I am in a open grave, still breathing but, bearly alive. I wait for someone to lift me out.Inside I still wait for you. You can't give me what I want. I've loved you from the start You can't give the same. The more I needed and wanted The further and further you became. I still love you the same.

May We All Be Coffee....A carrot, an egg and a cup of coffee...
(You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again)
A young woman went to her mother and told her about
her life and how things were so hard for her. She did
not know how she was going to make it and wanted to
give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling.
It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.
Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three
pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon
the pots came to boil. In the first placed carrots,
in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she
placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil,
without saying a word.
In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners.
She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl
She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl.
Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.
Turning to her daughter, she asked, "tell me what
you see." Carrots, eggs, and coffe

Exploded Parts View (the Visible Human)I am an angry young man... Complexity Simplified.
Obscure Obfuscation!
R U A Y'S 1?
I C U R A Y'S 1!
Why is it becoming increasingly more difficult to find an attractive, intelligent woman my own age? I won't settle for one or the other. ;)
What we deserve we just don't get you see?
Nothing is fair, just you look around.
Let's just see if I'm asking too much from the general public here:
A woman of moderate height and weight.
Above average intelligence (If you can't play Chess and Scrabble, Hold up your end of a conversation and counter with witty banter or explain the difference between Accurate and Precise: You don't fit the bill).
Must enjoy network gaming, drinking socially frequently and getting hammered occassionally.
Must have a fairly healthy sexual appetite.
You can have kids, but don't use them as a human shield when it comes to having a life as well.
Most importantly you CANNOT change who I am and THEN COMPLAIN I'M NOT LIKE OTHER MEN.
I'm

More ReflectionsClose your eyes...
And go back...
....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC......
....Before semi-automatics and crack....
....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari...
....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail....
....way back....
....way.....way.....way back.....
I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk....
Red light , Green light and Red Rover....Red Rover.....
Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first... no... second...no...third Streetlight came on.
Ring around the Rosie and London Bridge.
Hot potato and Hop Scotch.
Jump rope,
Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! and YOU'RE IT!!
Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones!
Mother May I?
Hula Hoops
Seeing shapes in the clouds and spending hours doing just that.
Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open, the fans going, and a sweet gentle breez

A Break From Reality.Last night was my husbands birthday and since mine is the 30th and thats on a monday we celebrated both last night. We went to a really nice resturaunt. And of course after that we went to several bars collecting his free drinks and i even had a couple of drinks. Wine with dinner and one after. And then we did our thing we sat and played pool until the bar closed. We headed home talking and enjoying the even. My husband for a change didnt even get drunk. I loved it. We came home and made love and just laid and cuddled on the couch. We actually fell asleep like that. I got up sometime early morning and headed to bed the hubby followed shortly after. I woke up this morning around 11 and came down and started online after i started the coffee for the hubby. Then he came down and we started all over again. I was over joyed it was really nice not having all the kids. We sat and cuddled on the couch until i had to go pic the kids up. I wish it happened more often but then it wouldnt be so gr

Halloween Parties?Hey there, what's everyone doing for Halloween? If anyone's from Sydney, let me know if there are any good parties to go to ;)

2 Guys In An ElevatorA small guy goes into an elevator, looks up and notices a huge dude standing next to him. The big dude looks down upon the small guy and says, "7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch penis, 3 pound left testicle, 3 pound right testicle, Turner Brown."
The small guy faints.
The big dude picks up the small guy and brings him to, slapping his face and shaking him and asks the small guy, "What's wrong with you?"
The small guy says, "Excuse me, but what did you say?"
The big dude looks down and says, "7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch penis, 3 pound left testicle, 3 pound right testicle, Turner Brown."
The small guy says, "Thank God! I thought you said 'Turn around'."

Hey Looking For A New Lifecenter>
The porno of LaVaughn's life will be called ...
"A hard-core infomercial for Viagra"
'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Does Your Candyheart Say??Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in loveWhat Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Only Less Than 3 Weekstill Veteran's Day and still there are strong feelings for what our brave fighting men and women are doing. I come from a family deeply rooted in the traditions of military service; still having 4 cousins who are deployed to certain areas involing their field of military expertise. I just want us all to ensure that we take a moment to pause and reflect why we are able at this very moment to sit at a computer an "blog", it's because someone is fighting for our freedom and ultimately giving of themself to to possibly the fullest, their life so others may live. So when was the last time you "Thanked a Sailor, Solder, Marine or Airman?"
So lets not take a lot for granted! Lets focus on true heros, not sports or celebrity heros; but but the one that lay it on the line daily for you and me!

TestYou scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Possibly a sniper, nice, quick, clean shot to the head. Just beautiful.Bomb73%Gunshot73%Natural Causes73%Disappear60%Stabbed60%Disease47%Suicide47%Posion47%Eaten47%Accident47%Suffocated33%Cut Throat

ExposedIt was so hot and sticky, Angela was sure that the other riders of the bus could smell it as well. Her cunt, her pussy, her quim, call it what you liked, but at this very moment Angela's vagina was leaking like a dripping water faucet! Now if she had worn panties, well then maybe no one would have noticed, but Angela never wore panties, because, well because she was what in polite circles they call and exhibitionist! At this very moment Angela had made eye contact with a middle aged man who was seated across from her, and with barely flickering eyes she dropped them nonchalantly to her lap, while casually spread her legs, giving him an eye full of inner thigh and closely cropped pussy fur! His eyes went from her crotch back to her face, but he immediately knew that she wanted him to look, just by the smirking little half smile that crossed her lips. He wet his lips with his tongue, glanced around to see if anyone else was watching, and then let his gaze fall to Angela's nether region a

A Hungered LongingA HUNGERED LONGING
(Adult Only)
A hungered longing
so deep and strong
moving me so far
and long
hold me close
feel me breathe
know me through
to my very soul
mold me unto you
in wakened dreams
reach yourself
into the depths of me
hear the call of my hungered soul
feed upon my delicate
fiesty
tempered being
then lead me to that stream in you
let me feel you as you burn
I am the flame
I do consume
let the rivers run
the fountains flow
let oceans roll
and storm clouds brew
no way to ease this hungered flame
but
you in me
and
me in you
hold me close
and closer still
as the raging flames
us undo
let your hands
of molten fire glide
your fingers burn
to feel and guide
you lips on mine
a burning desire
ignite in me this flaming seed
your need is mine
my need is you
together we'll treasure
and adore
a hungered longing
so deep and strong
burn foreve

Who Says I AmWHO SAYS I AM
(Adult Only)
spread me now like butter on toast
slick
wet
slippery
and hot
you call me
and I come
and cum
your kinky bitch
in the heat of the night
your angel of darkness
with soft ropes and hard chains
stilleto heels
for you to lick
pretty nip rings in your fingertips
lick your lips
as I drive you insane
am I nasty
yeah quite a bit
my fingers do nasty things to you
between your crack
making you wiggle and squirm
kinky bitch
with a wicked tongue
that knows how to swirl
and make you cum
feel me deep within to the bone
naughty toys
make you quiver and moan
knowing you can't hold back your load
I stop just before
I swallow you down
listen to you pant and groan
as I climb on and ride to the dawn
so who's your kinky bitch now
you're sweating
I feel you swell
but I'm in control
your eyes are mine
as they study breasts full
that bounce and jiggle
nippl

Mainstream ManiaOK APPARENTLY I WAS HAVIN PROBLEMS POSTING THE BLOG BEFORE....BUT NOW I GOT IT FIXED! COME CHECK US OUT!

Tickle Me Elmo....lmaoThere is a factory in Northern Minnesota, which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms.
Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM.
The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door.
The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new
employee.
He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule.
The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor.
When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up.
At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles.
The 2 men watch in amazement as she

Ehhtears are lame, frutration is even worse
but i love the people who are there to make it better.

Couldnt SleepHey sweeties, Thought I would ask some cool questions the ones that want to play can if they dont thats fine too. have fun I will put my answers to these but u put yours when you send them back to me. hugs and Kisses....Lorie
1. when is your Birthday? 1/31/69
2.favorite color? purple
3.favorite flower?yellow rose
4.how many kids do u have? 2 boys
5. how many times u been married? one time with same guy for almost 18 good yrs.
6. what is your favorite car? new mustangs and I like the new chargers too.
7. what color could your car be? Bright yellow or black.
8.How many people have u met off the net? I have a big list not sure how many.
9.what is your pet peeve? being late, alier, and a stealer.
10. do you like fake boobs or real boobs? either is fine with me.
11.If you could go visit a place in the US where would it be? not sure I been to alot of states.
12.how old are you? 37 yrs old
13. if you are married or have a bf or gf is it an open relatio

A Naughty Little PoemA Naughty Little Poem
She whispered "will it hurt me?"
"Of course not" answered he
"It's a very simple process,
You can rely on me."
She said "I'm very frightened,
I've not had this before.
My friend has had it five times
And said it can be sore."
It was growing rather painful
Tears formed in her eyes
It was hurting quite a bit now
It must have been a size.
"Calm yourself" he whispered
"His face filled with a grin
"Try and open wider
So I can get it in."
"It's coming now" he whispered
"I know" she cried in bliss
Feeling it deep within her now
She said "I am glad I'm having this."
And with a final effort
She gave a frightened shout
He gripped it in anguish
And quickly pulled it out.
She lay back quite contended
Sighed and gave a smile
She said "I'm glad I came now
You made it worth my while."
Now if you read this carefully
The dentist you will find
Is not what you imagined
It's just your dirty mind!!

Words Hard To SayDifficult words to say when you are drunk......
1. Innovative
2. Preliminary
3. Proliferation
Impossible words to say when you are drunk.....
1. Thanks, but I don't want sex
2. No, I don't want another drink
3. No Kebab for me, thanks
4. Sorry, but you are not quite
good looking enough for me
5. Good evening officer

VodkaVodka is a fellow Perverse Fixation model and today she will be coming over to get naked for my camera! she has the hottest body i have ever seen! she is going to do a naughty nurse set with her latex nurse costume. vodka is a mixture of juliette lewis and rachel grifiths (brenda from 6 feet under), and rediculously gorgeous.
i think i will be keeping this blog for my hot girl exploits. i will be keeping track of all the models ii work with. i will write more about the shoot after its over.

No ResponseI wish I knew how to show u how I feel about u. I love u without question. Without reason. I love b/c your have plugged my heart and filled it with emotions I had give up on. You make me want nothing more then to see your smile ,yet everytime I do it just adds to the addiction.I know you're sleeping. so when u read this know that you have been on my mind and will remain part of me, in thought, in action, and in love...I love you sweetdreams

Are You Ever Really Ready To Become A Grandparent?Whoa...
My daughter called me at work many times Sunday morning/afternoon, but I couldn't answer the phone because we were busy. As I got off work, I received another phone call from her. She asks, "Did you get my message???", to which I responded, "No. I was in the hotline room and couldn't answer my phone. What's up?"
"Well, hello, Grandma!!" Huh???
She proceeded to me that she had to go to the hospital on Saturday evening because of a severe migraine and they did a pregnancy test on her and confirmed that she was indeed pregnant.
She is 19. Her boyfriend is 24. They are good for one another in many ways; however, they are not wanting to get married. I told her that I would support them in whatever decision that they would want to do. After all, it was just a month ago that they had decided that they were going to live separately to test their love for one another, to give her a sense of independence prior committing to him in marriage, etc. I certainly don't be

Hopi Elders ProphesyHopi Elders Prophesy
Oraibi, Arizona, June 8, 2000
You have been telling people that this is the Eleventh Hour, now you must go back and tell the people that this is the Hour. And there are things to be considered. . . .
Where are you living?
What are you doing?
What are your relationships?
Are you in right relation?
Where is your water?
Know your garden.
It is time to speak your truth.
Create your community.
Be good to each other.
And do not look outside yourself for your leader.
Then he clasped his hands together, smiled, and said, "This could be a good time! There is a river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the shore. They will feel they are being torn apart and will suffer
greatly. Know the river has its destination. The elders say we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the river, keep our eyes
open, and our heads above the w

Halloween Is Great...It's the only time of the year that there are a hundred great scary movies on within two days. I could stay up for 48 hours straight and watch them all!
Gotta love it!!!
Sam

Marine Girlfriend/wife PoemsMarine Poems
The USMC's Girlfriend Creed
I am a Marine Girlfriend.
In other words, I have gone through the LDL class of San Diego or Parris Island basic training. I have attempted and completed the Long-Distance Learning sector of Marine Corps boot camp, graduating from Platoon GF, right along with my Devil Dog in his own platoon. I am proud to have earned the title of United States Marine Girlfriend. Along with my Leatherneck, I have suffered, been broke down, and been rebuilt and designed as an entirely new person. I have unleashed a new patriotism to my country and my Corps. Yes, I belong to the Corps because I am committed to my Marine, and he is committed to the Corps. There are no ifs, ands, or buts about it. The Corps is his life and I am his spirit. I have learned the hard way, as he has learned also. Wherever the USMC takes him, I will follow, whether it be in presence or in thought. I will learn as much as possible about the Corps, because this is my duty. And

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God Vs. SatanAnd God populated the Earth with broccoli and cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow vegetable of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy lives.
And Satan created McDonald's. McDonald's brought forth the 99-cent double-cheeseburger. And Satan said to Man, "You want fries with that?"
And Man said, "Super size them."
And Man gained pounds.
And God created healthful yogurt, that woman might keep her figure.
And Satan brought forth chocolate.
And Woman gained pounds.
And God said, "Try my crispy fresh salad."
And Satan brought forth ice cream. And hot fudge. And whipped cream.
And woman gained pounds.
And God said, "I have sent you heart-healthy vegetables and olive oil with which to cook them."
And Satan brought forth chicken-fried steak so big it needed its own platter. Dripping with gravy.
And Man gained pounds. His cholesterol went through the roof.
And God brought forth running shoes and Man resolved to lose those extra

What Pisses You OffWHAT PISSES YOU OFF?
syringes filled with bleach
'What pisses you off?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I Am So Pissed!!Ok so lets see this guy I've been kind of seeing went to see a "friend" this weekend. This friend lives in a town clear on the other side of the state...now what kind of guy would drive 10 hours to go visit a friend?! Most guys wouldn't!! Not unless thet were gay and the guy was thier boyfriend. So my only conclusion is this "friend" is a girl. Guys if you disagree let me know. Ladies same goes with you. Oh another thing about this guy he's WAY into cars and he also races them and there is a race track not to far from the town where he was going.

The FightThe Fight
by Cathye Haney
As I sit here listening
To the fight going on
Between my head and my heart
I feel numb inside.
My head says "I'm a fool;"
My heart says, "But you
Love him so."
My head says "He will
Hurt you again."
My heart answers, "But
He also makes me happy."
My head says, "Look at
All the tears he
Made you cry."
My heart answers, "Yes,
But he also gives
Me pleasure."
My head says, "You
Are strong and can
Get over him."
My heart answers,
"He makes me feel
Alive and whole."
I need him and
I love him. Without
Him I would only
Be existing.
I slowly shake my
Head, "No," knowing
My heart has won once
More.

Love Life Secrets...Your Love Life Secrets Are
Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.
In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.
Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Quotes On Focusing"Only one thing has to change for us to know happiness in our lives: where we focus our attention." -- Greg Anderson
"Do not dwell in the past; do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." -- Buddha
"Our plans miscarry if they have no aim. When a man does not know what harbor he is making for, no wind is the right wind." -- Seneca
"Emphasize everything and you emphasize nothing." -- Herschell Gordon Lewis

Halloween And Nov. 1styeah, okay. so anyone that knows me, knows that i really like to cross-dress... and am discovering girls.
for halloween, my costume was a fallen angel... a male fallen angel, to be more specific. i went all out, or at least as MUCH all out as i could to make myself appear male. well, later that evening at work [yes, i had to work halloween, but i could work in costume, yay!], an old co-worker of mine came in with her two younger sisters, and baby sister. well, i was informed even later that night, that one of the girls, when she first saw me, thought i was a hott looking guy! it totally made my night, especially after...
i had told my mom earlier that day that i would more than likely be out that evening at a friends house or something. i had planned to go over to one of my friends' house, but i forgot directions to get to her house [we recently met, and i never drove to her house, i have a very good idea of where it is though]. so stupid me, i went home to grab directions, said "oka

So We Had This PartyOn the 28th we had this GREAT halloween / Birthday Party ... I posted pic so you can all go take a look and as soon as I get them all down to up load size I'll post more ... Hope you enjoy the pix ... Until later ...
LUV to All My Cherries,
Madi XOXOX

We Are Called The Ghost?we ar called the ghost? we are the deadliest elite military force in the united states army. we move threw the dark of the night like a knife moving swift threw the wind. we kill all enemies of the united stsaes and those that hurt the weak and the innocent. we love this great nation. we will die and protect america and our loved ones at alllllll costs. we have honor, self discipline, courage, faithfullness to the corp, and hope and success for our futures and others. we are called the united states army green berets. we are called the GHOSTS.

Its Time To Move On......Well here i go again....kinda venting...its been like 3 days since i've talked to the most special person in my life..but i think cause its time to move on....yes it has been a year and a couple of months that went by and still nothing....he always says im to far...6 hours is to far...heck i had a really good relationship with someone who was states away..and it was great....but yes, that came to an end...anyways...i think im finally getn over this and i think i can finaly let go....he will always be a friend but not as good of a friend i thought we would always be....oh well im sure i'll find someone who will make me smile everyday and make me laugh and just make ME happy........well i won't vent to much sooo thats it for now.....you all keep in touch....

As Cold A Placeis there as cold a place on earth
as where you once called a heart
that i might find and linger
to pretend to be where i should be
to live in delusion
but still to live
as i am sentenced to do
according to self mutilating laws
is there a way that i can hide
from the truth of love
and the lack of it in my once warm heart
w.g.s.

Blood Of A Slain GodBlood of a Slain God
Do you hear it?
those Whispers of Eons of Knowing...
they want you.
need you.
they don't exist without You....
Listen.
Secrets revealed in concious daydreams-
they are real.
colors. feelings.
not really yours.
but Yours.
from faded past....
the keys.
waiting to be heard...
'blood of a slain god'....
....listen.

Points Huh?Don't know why I left a blog. its been a week and no one left a rating or anything. I take the time to give all of you tens on your pictures. and yet when I could use a point or two. no one is there. Well at least my points came from honest comments and sincere pic. grading. believe me if i didn't like the pic I didnt lie and give out a ten! so thanks for nothing.

Update On MeFriday yes the headache is gone I am so happy.. my nose is getting stuff but I can make it.. I don't want to be on line all night long I just want to check things out and how is everyone tonight. Well I am doing fine and I will give you all more updates on me when I can ok.. I can't wait tomorrow the reason why is that I am going to see the santa clause three with my mom, niece and my stepdad.. I want to see it so bad.. I love those kind of movies.. Well I am going to go talk to you all soon..
Virgo24

Who Gives A Fuckwell i been nothing but true blue with someone..just to get thrown out like the garbage..i am so fucking pissed i dont care anymore.been up for 24 hours..i guess its true nice guys finish last..i so hate my pathetic life..and if anyone out there who considers me a friend..holler to cheer me up..dam i guess i need it right now..and a bottle of jack..i will go to work drunk..dam thats a good fucking idea..i am not so thinking right..sorry just venting..everyone have a great day...and thanks for at least reading this junk..

European Union Busts Microsoft's BallsBRUSSELS (Reuters) - Microsoft will release a version of its Windows operating system without the Media Player application on June 15 to comply with European Union anti-monopoly rules, the company said on Wednesday. A spokesperson for Microsoft reported “Americans may have a lot of money and very low standards but it was the Europeans who had the backbone to stand up to us. Bravo you bastards!
"These products will be made available to computer manufacturers on June 15 in English, French, German, Italian and Spanish. We can safely leave out the Irish as does most of civilization. Don’t even get me started on the Estonians for crying out loud." the software giant said in a statement. The decision is a result of a European Commission order that Microsoft strip its flagship product from Windows Media Player so that computer makers can buy other software to play bootlegged films and stolen music from nervous competitors such as Real Networks and Apple.
The Commission found in March 2

Hate For Ushaving never asked
and been never given
but for your empty promises
ready to require one thing
harbor the hate she should have
for in these past days it didn't grow
only an aching empty place
where you used to sit
holding together the pieces
of a girl's wounded heart
hate her for the space between
and the hugs she couldn't give
the smiles you couldn't see
the love you couldn't taste
hate her for inadequacies
so she can drown herself in suicidal alcohol
and she can go off
somewhere into the dark
and be only a memory
hate so she can let go
and be free to be dead
with a sad heart she asks for this
hate her enough for goodbye
w.g.s.

I'm A Player.....lolYou Are a Total Player!
Congratulations, when it comes to the game of love, you're a pro.
Not only are you an expert player, you are a highly evolved one.
For you, dating is like a game of chess - with a much happier ending.
And you adeptly alter your moves, depending on who's in the game.
Are You a Player?

Update On My GrandmotherI wanted to let all my friends and family know my gramma is out of the ICU burn unit and is at home. Her surgery went well, she is in alot of pain and has alot of recovering 2 do so please keep her in your prayers. Thank You To All Of U Who Cared Enough To Read!! I'm Sure U Can C I Cleaned House And Deleted Over 100 People :) So Thanks To My True Friends And Family!!!
MUAH
THIS IS THE OLD POST
Please keep my grandmother in your prayers, thoughts, or light a candle for her I know we all believe different but I really need your help on this. My grandmother was burned very bad on Friday and had to air lifted from N.C. to Ga. she is in a burn unit and not doing very well. She has alot of medical problems that complicate things, so please do this for me as I would do it for u.
Thank You
MUAH

Lets Discuss Lifei have question to ask about the choices you choose
right now what is giving you the blues?
is what you want in life in front of your nose?
have you paid your dues?
i know you have worn out those old shoes
searching for that heart of gold
but why are you so bold?
was it from something you were told?
i know you have already seen the fold
between heaven and hell
and you dont know why you wouldnt choose either
but to travel between both is what you figure
that will make your thoughts seem bigger
and your view wider
your head tighter
because in the crevice you sink
but how many people have you hurt
you think?

I Agree With My Friend Do You????I have resent them and know others likely feel as I do about them so I apologize to anyone who got them from me and rolled their eyes because they get repeated too much and are frankly a pain in the butt to resend to everyone. So with all due respect, I would prefer if chain comments do not get sent to me anymore and if they are I will not resend them. Personally I prefer the original 1's with true words spoken from the person themselves and not a 1 that was made and written by someone else and passed to the masses, and love the graphics also.. The original messages mean more to me! I really like most of the people on my friend list(some I am very very fond of) and try to give attention to each of you as best I can. And will continue to do so in future without the annoyance of a chain message. And by the way, read this and if you dont respond to it you will have bad luck, no sex, your car will get a flat tire, and I wont send you anymore dirty graphics if you dont say hello! LOL oops s

A Bit About Mehey every one its time for me to tell yall who i am and were i come from ok i was born in cailf then came to tx becus the cost of liveing was way so expensive and better for my son since in cailf there so many gangs and drugs i have my brother liveing with me also since he got his self into trouble in cailf my mom shiped him to me ha! im 27 yr old i run a normal life for the most part the only one that gives me drama is my babys dad he is such a ass *&^% and well i love too cook love to get out of the dam house (even though i cant much) i love to be my self and not let any one put me down at times i think i say things with out really thinking if i could have hurt someone but for the most part its just that im so stright foward some people get hurt becus im like that i guess the truth hurts at time i do have a temper when provoced ok now what im looking for in this site is real people that want to really get to know me not just want to talk to me about sex like if thats

A Little Help PleaseSo i went to add another person to my family and it said i couldn't... i have to level up first. So please everyone, if you haven't rated my page, or my pics, or fanned me, do these things. I will return the favor.. trust me, i'm good for it! Please, show me some love. =o) THanks

Lyrics For A New Song Im Working Oni'm writing some lyrics for a song that ive been working on for a couple of weeks. let me know what you think. if you have any ideas please let me know. please remember that it is in the works and not put together right so it's going to sound like crap.
why did you lie
with every breath,
each word contributed
to my death
words of deceit poured from your lips,
my blood fell off your finger tips
i loved you,
i trusted you,
i needed you,
why did you lie
you placed this knife in my heart
oh girl, you're tearing me apart
you llied to my face,
with each and every embrace
i loved you,
i trusted you,
i needed you,
you're killing me...
i loved you
okay that's where im stuck at.

Did You Vote Today?I'm actually pretty curious about this one. did you vote? who did you vote for? did you vote for anything or just against things? enlighten me, comment away people, no one will be judged for their point of veiw

Help Me Dammit!Okay, jerks..I need help...lol(maybe not the sweetest way to get help, but im kind of upset) I'm offering a diamond ring or a rolex to the 1st person who helps me comment bomb someone very important to me!! Its a big deal..Im trying to be generous!! PLEASE COME HELP ME!!!!!!!

Ok I Get Lost All The Time ......how Come I Don't Get A Damn Holiday?as found on:
http://www.abc.net.au/science/k2/moments/s1235290.htm
Columbus and America
The school kid rhyme runs, "In fourteen hundred and ninety two, Columbus sailed the ocean blue". That much is true. The rest of it - that he discovered North America, that he was trying to prove that the Earth was round, and that Queen Isabella pawned her jewels - it's all false.
If you want to get really picky, North America had been previously "discovered" some 20,000 years earlier. Even so, the sailor, Christopher Columbus, was not the first European to "encounter" North America. That honour popularly belongs to Leif Ericsson, and his Scandinavian colleagues, around 1000 AD. But more to the point, Columbus never actually set foot in North America.
Christopher Columbus headed west across the Atlantic Ocean pushed by many forces. They included fear of both Islam and Portugal, the lust for gold and adventure and of course, the desire for lucrative spices (which were used as medicine

Grosssssssss1-If your vagina has a 3 inch piece of skin that looks like chewed hamburger hanging off of it, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
2-If you cant see your clit because of all the excess skin around it, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
3-If your twat hole is as big as your mouth when you open it, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
4-Guys: If you see a vagina and it looks like you will need a hard hat and flashlight to dig your way out of it once your in, DONT STICK YOUR PENIS IN IT, you may never get out alive!
5-If your dick is 4 inches long when its hard, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
6-Flacid cocks are NOT sexy, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
7-If you have so much hair on your genitals that it looks like you need a weed whacker to get through the bush, DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF IT
8-If you have nipples that look like they are retarded(i.e they point in opposite directions) DONT TAKE A PICTURE OF THEM
9- If your gut hangs out farther than your tits or you can see your dick because of your bel

Locating Her Clitoris
Locating Her Clitoris
The first requirement of clitoral massage is knowing where your partner\'s clitoris is, and what it looks like and what it feels like when flaccid and erect. The only way to learn these things is to go exploring. With the lights on, have your partner undress; she may want to wear a comfortable shirt. She should then lay on a bed, sit in a chair, or sit on the bed while reclining on some pillows placed against the headboard. Make sure that you have easy access to her vulva while ensuring you are both comfortable. Sit or kneel so you are facing her, usually off to one side. If she is sitting in a chair or at the end of the bed, you may want to sit in a chair or kneel on the floor. You can also have her sit between your legs, both of you facing the same direction. You need to get close to the subject at hand. You may also want to have a light close by, or a flashlight, to illuminate her vulva so as to be able to see everything clearly. You will also want to h

If....If it says "Please rate my profile" in your display name, needless to say it is not getting rated by me. Or any of your pics for that matter. Not that I would rate those anyway because usually it's only the sluts on here whose profile's say that, half the Top 10 if you will. I just had to get that off my chest. I'm sick of seeing that in people's names around here. Stop begging for people to rate your stuff! It just makes you look like an even bigger loser than you are. Luckily, I am 99% sure that none of my friends on here have that in their display name. If you do, you're probably not reading this anyway, cause you are only here for points. If you do read this and it offends you, I don't care, I'm not taking it back. Now I'm off to bed, goodnight all.

A StruggleMoms working so hard just to provide a meal
the government makes us beg and plead for a deal just so we can eat a meal i remember when i was young they said there was no hope out here for me that the only thing here was dope for me might as well gave me a rope and tree i'm hanging maybe they were right sold dope just to help make ends meet moms looking at the money being despising of what her son has become not ever understanding the sacrifices i made to help put out on the streets became a junkie of the game never had any ideals of fame just wanted to make enough to stand on my own never had a idea of carrying a chrome never any ideas of shooting someone but thats the circumstances of being in a struggle.

PartierWhat type of partier are you? Your Result: Bar Slut You like to keep them drinks flowing till you can't remember much - not that you would want to. Along with your judgement, your inhibitions go 'bye bye' and you end up making out with, and sometimes taking home, random people who sound 'good at the time'. In your drunken haze, you and all your freinds are the sexiest, most swingin, and hottest things on the planet. You've lost many items of clothing in random places.Bar Social Butterfly Hardcore drunk The Socialite The Lurker The designated driver The rock-star party animal

The Honest TruthLet's face it. The truth. You want friends or points?? Computer programs last only a short while. A friendship can last a lifetime. My dear friends don't get all wrapped up in who has the most points. Come sit down and chat and your rewards will be more than just numbers on a web site.

The AppointmentBy Moriath - With Permission
I stood on his doorstep, a single red rose trembling in my hand. The note I’d received told me to be there at 7pm and not to be late. I had dressed as requested and pulled the coat around me. I opened the door and stepped inside, greeted by a rush of warm, spiced air. Sandalwood, my favoritescent, filled my nostrils. I’d been to his home before, but had never seen it like this. I walked to the living room, hanging up my coat by the door.
My black high heels sunk into the deep pile carpeting as I walked over to the large leather sofa. My leather skirt was slit up to my hip and snug at my waist. The black brocade corset was cinched tightly to my waist. I walked over to small, oval table and saw an envelope in his handwriting. I picked it up and smiled reading my instructions.
I picked up the high leather collar and slid it around my neck, fastening it securely. I slid the blindfold over my eyes and my hands into the leather cuffs. I eased myself onto

Beautiful Days Chapter FiveBEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER FIVE
I remember that morning like yesterday. I was up early. Making breakfast. Doing the normal good husband type thing, ya know? I know i haven't
been the model husband since i got the detective promotion six years before. I had been pulling my Harry Whodini impressions more often. Not
being around. Always at the office. Never home. That morning I was there for a change. I heard her come downstairs and place herself at our
kitchen table. My back was towards her. I had just placed the scrambled eggs on her plate just how she likes them. I head for the table, I greeted her
with breakfast, she greeted me with paperwork, along with these words...
"Jake, I want a divorce!"
BEAUTIFUL DAYS]
CHAPTER FIVE
STUPID CUPID BLUES
Where the hell could they be...?
I found myself wandering the streets. Each spot I come to, is a blank. No sign of either of them. I come to the corner across from The Rockabee. We
used to eat breakfast there,

Another Nice OneA gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole
There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still
And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof
So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Beautiful, Darling Wife.

Happy Veteran's DayTo all of my fellow vets, and all of those currently serving this wonderful country, Happy Veteran's Day to you! You are all heros!!!
Your sacrifices are very much appreciated! Please accept my thanks for everything you've done!!
Best wishes and God Bless!!!
US Navy 1993-2001

Mrs. Morganne Again!!id give anything to walk out that door
&& never look back.
but i know that if i walked away...
id come running straight back.
i hate that you can control me like that.
i hate that no matter what i tell people,
i know, i know in my heart, that im
crazy in love with you.
but i cant take this to much longer.
im falling faster then ive ever fallen before.

A Man Escapes From PrisonA man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was i n the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

Love..I had a vision that I was asked what love means to me. I really did and I am not nutty either.. I guess I just zoned and got to thinking. Meditation sometimes does that to me.
I only hope when I find that person that feels this way about me, he tells me. What a powerful thing to be told. So many people think that love has different levels, I myself, will not believe that. Love is Love. No matter how you look at it, it all comes from the heart.
Love.. My definition..
Trust, compassion, monogamy. It means honor and loyalty. It means sticking it out through the good times as well as the bad times. It means sharing. It means a deep inside devotion. It is a spiritual high. It means never going to bed angry at each other. It means saying I love you every chance you get. It means missing each other whenever you are apart. Its not being able to live without being in each others lives. I means being my best friend in the whole world.

Show Me Some Lovevote for me in the prince charming contest pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee wiff sugar on top

When We're ApartWhen we're apart a part of me dies
Until I recall the sound of Your voice
And the way Your eyes tell me not to fear.
I feel the reassuring touch of Your hand
Gently resting on my shoulder
As I read the words You've written
On each page of my heart.
When we're apart I feel lost
Until I look at the map You provided
To carefully guide each footstep
Of the journey that will bring me back to You
And I find the markers You've set along the way
To assure me I've not wandered far
From the path You've chosen for me to travel.
When we're apart I feel lonely
Until I feel the warmth of Your love
Touching me from hundreds of miles away
And filling my heart with happiness
Because I know that Your thoughts
Have turned to me from that distance
And bridged the miles that lay between us
As easily as reaching across the room.
When we're apart I feel empty
Until the flood of memories fills me
With the comfort and knowledge
That no matter where we are,
Or what we're doing
O

The Battle Of Sahagun - December 21st 1808This is my old regiments biggest battle honoured as it is remembered every year by serving and ex servng members of the regiment
Ex servings members have their yearly Reunion of this day
The Battle of Sahagun - December 21st 1808
Leading Sir John Moore's cavalry vanguard towards Burgos, Henry Paget (Lord Uxbridge) decided to deal with a French cavalry force based at Sahagun.
Setting off with the 15th and 10th Hussars, Paget arrived near the town and split his force to catch the French as they withdrew.
He sent General Slade with the 10th to attack Sahagun, which sheltered some 600 dragoons, but the general moved too slowly and when the French discovered the attack column they moved to retreat.
As they left Sahagun the French noticed Paget's 15th, but mistook them for Spanish horsemen and moved on to the attack.
Instead of unsteady Spanish troopers opposing them, General Debelle's cavalry found themselves facing a charge by some 400 British hussars.
Within second

Thought Or The Everpresent PainThought ... or The Everpresent Pain
Oranges are moot
When eating elephants
Shot with water pistols
And the grey bearded pirannahs
Are not afraid of the goat
That flies by night.
And of course,
We must never forget that
The Stupification factor of five
Is ideal for Telekenetic prowess.
Think about it
and it might ... eventually ..
Make some sense...
Or it may not
Becuase this is a train of thought poem
Yes, a stream of thought poem
I am thinking,
And so are you ... now
But this train ain't goin' far.
Not far at all.
As a matter of fact
It's sitting on its ass
Fallen off the broken tracks,
Fallen off the dead mens' backs.
I know it makes no sense,
But that is the point
Isn't it?
I thought so before
But I was thinking then.
I think I may have stopped by now
But NO
That was a thought
So there I go again.
I have to quit
Because I know there is nothing to say.
So look at this poem
Flying through the air
Like a hawk
Or a vulture
Flying

More Movie InfoWell i just got another Email from roger the producer and this is even more exciting. I AM ON A PROMOTIONAL T-SHIRT FOR THE MOVIE!!!! how amazing is that????
go to this site and you can see all the merchandise you can purchase. just imagine you can wear me all the time, lol..
http://www.cafepress.com/tremontavenue/2087589
you can also pre-order the movie (its cheaper than when it comes out) at this site
http://www.hauntedrandrstation.com/store/storehome.htm
thanks guys. let me know if you place an order so i can let the director know.
I love you all,
Todd

Being Original Is What I Do Besthey this is me the one and only original gurl you will ever met so listen up i know some of ya'll don't know me but trust im the best at being myself i don't put on a fake for noone im just as kool and calm and collected and if you want me to stay that way don't piss me off cause you will get cut naw seriously i will but anyways so enjoy your gurl and this outragrous body and enjoy me the original sweet heart that i am

My Online Network =pCheck out http://toxic-pink.net. It is my online network! It has a myspace graphics site, my web and design portfolio and my photography portfolio. =P My personal site is not up, but it will be shortly. =P
Oh and if you are one of my friends, feel free to add me on myspace Tainted Whisper. Anyways, sorry for all the blogs and posts today. I'm bored.

Fieldim in the field untill the 21st.. so just leave me some comments and love and when i get back ill hit you up..
luv yall

Selfless LoveLoving someone isn't always easy!!! Sometimes, you can love someone and as much as you'd like, you want to guide them and help them to choose their way so that they will always be around with you. You can want to force them so that you'll be together in the way that you think is best! But this is selfish love - and this type of love can be self destructing.
A true love, you feel, not just in your heart, but deep in your soul. And as much as you want to guide them to decisions, you have to let them go to grow and make their own path of life!!! You must let them find their own way and support them with all of your heart the decisions they make, whether or not it is with you! This is selfless! When you choose to sit by, no matter how crazy it makes you!!! It's not giving up, it's showing them that you trust and support them in a way that no other can! It's prooving that your love is not tainted and disguised, but that it is true!
It is this love that is honest! True to

Married Man's StoryMarried Man's Story
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men & women differ so much.
And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing.
I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.
I have never figured out why the sexual desire gene gets thrown into a state of turmoil, when it hears the words' I do.'
Here's an example of what I mean.
One evening last week, my wife and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.'
I said 'WHAT????!!!'
What was that?!
So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads
hearing...'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman
enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'
She then responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?"
Realizing that nothing was going

Good Morning!It's 10:04 am and I'm on the site already LOL. When I joined, I had moved the third day actually, and ended up with dial up but no more lol. I really like this site, alot better then other ones. So Friday is my little girl's first birthday =S I cannot believe how the time has flew. Ah well I'm sure I'll post a better blog then this later on. Still am tired LOL.

What Men Are Bringin To The Round Table.1. Men are NOT mind readers.1. Learn to work the toilet seat.You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down.You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moonor the changing of the tides.Let it be.1. Shopping is NOT a sport.And no, we are never going to think of it that way.1. Crying is blackmail.1. Ask for what you want.Let us be clear on this one:Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work!Just say it!1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost everyquestion.1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem.See a doctor.1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument.In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.1. If you won't dress like the Victoria 's Secret girls, don't Expectus to act like soap opera guys.1. If y

Megan Garner The Girl Next Door Interview With Father PornOk Peeps here is our newest girl working it real easy but very sweet for us in an interview with your friend and Mine - Father Porn
Check this out and let me know what you think. We are going to be shooting her is some very sexy scenes real soon so please check it out and let me know what your think...
Megan Garner - Girl Next Door With Father Porn

Please Do ThisOkay so I would like it if you did this. Thanks.
Create your own friendquiz here

So TiredHave you ever felt that you’re not important at all…???
Have you ever felt that no body likes you and cares about you….???
Have you ever asked your self what does that girl have/had that I don’t have/had…???
Have you ever asked your self if that the person you really like/love cares about you???
When am I going to find the right person for me..??? Dammit I know that my friends and family kept telling me that I will find that person soon just be patient.. Shit that guy need to get the FUCK out his house and meet me.. For the love of GOD I am tired of fucked up GUYS.. Sorry for being to honest…
My friends kept telling me that I am pretty cool chick but, yet I just can’t have the person that I want… I’m sick of games, hook- ups, the set ups, the fuck ups guys who only want’s one thing,,,, the guy who doesn’t know what the fuck he wants.. The guy who does but, won’t admit it…. I just want the real thing… Why did I ever let my self got it to this bullshit,….???

The Question Of UThe ? of UAdd to My Profile | More Videos
Prince on the nude tour.. few years back.
I love this song!

What Kind Of Girlfriend Are You?Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle...
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
MY RESULT:Boss Lady
You like your relationships on your terms, at your pace. Who could blame you?
You love romance, and you love having a boyfriend. Still, relationships can be pretty unpredictable and scary. That’s why you like to be in charge – that way, you can keep all the bad surprises to a minimum. The problem, of course, is that you’ll never be able to control everything. So try to relax a little and have some fun. The more vulnerable you are, the more you’ll be leaving yourself open to experience real love.
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I'll BeI'll be the blanket you sleep with so that I can spend the night and keep you warm. I'll be your ipod that play's all your favorite songs during the day. I'll be the sound of the ocean waves crashing because that brings me so much joy and I would love to share every thing with you. I'll be the shooting star you make a wish upon so that I can make all your dreams come true. I'll be here with you all the way just to show you what true love is. I'll be like your ever lasting dream that wont ever end............

Well...I was about to go to bed, but then I got this email..I HAD! to upload it, and share it here.

GeneralOk so we have just jaoined the site and alreasy we are IN LOVE with it lol. we are still trying to work out some details and kinks on our profile so please bear with us and if you have ANY suggestions let us know ;) have fun yall we know we are lol :P

Tell Me About Yourself!Saw this in a bulletin. Fill it out if you want to :)
1. What is your name?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
5. Do you day dream or dream at night?
6. What do you do for a living?
7. Do you like to travel?
8. Are you romantic at heart? If so, tell me an example
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
9. Whats your philosophy on life? and death?
10. if you could do anything with me, and have no one know about it, what would it be?
11. do you trust me as your friend?
12. What type of music do you listen to?
13. What is your fondest memory in life?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you date me or want to meet me someday when time permit?
16. What is your plan this thanksgiving?
17. What is the most embarassing moment in your life?
18. Would you love me forever as your friend?
19. Would you not forget me and will

Poem 4I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
- Jessica Blade –

Oasisit's here at last Stop the Clocks, the greatest hits of manchesters finest son's.
The stand out track has to be the B side The Masterplan.
Check it out

Forgive My FearForgive my Fear
and the bleeding still
as we walk in these moments together
that I didn’t take the blows of life
that I didn’t stand in the murders
that I accepted defeat
quit before you found me
gave them the victory
of breaking the spirit down
forgive me
m.e.j.

The Hole 2THE HOLE
JUST GROWS WIDER
AND DEEPER
PERHAPS THE ANSWERS
ARE UNATTAINABLE
MAYBE EVEN UN NEEDED
BUT THE DEEP DESIRE
AND PASSION
ARE JUST
EXCRUITIATINGLY UNATTAINABLE
MAYBE ACCEPTANCE IS THE ANSWER
BUT THEN THE JOURNEY ENDS
AND THAT IS TOTALLY
UNACCEPTABLE
DAN
CELTICCHARMS

Holiday SurveyHoliday Edition of Getting to Know Your Friends.
Don't be a scrooge!!!
1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate?
HOT COCOA
2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sits them under the tree?
WRAPS THEM
3. Colored lights on tree/house or white?
COLORED
4. Do you hang mistletoe?
YES
5.When do you put your decorations up?
LOL... THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS
6. What is your favorite holiday dish?
TURKEY!
7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child?
I WAS A SPOILED CHILD.. I MISS THAT.. I HATE BEING RESPONSIBLE
8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa?
I DONT RECALL
9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve?
NOT ANYMORE
10. How do you decorate your Christmas Tree?
PURPLE AND SILVER
11. Snow! Love it or Dread it?
LOVE IT... BUT ONLY THE WEEK OF CHRISTMAS
12. Can you ice skate?
I HAVE
13. Do you remember your favorite gift?
WHICH ONE? THERE HAVE BEEN MANY
14. What's the most important thing about the holidays for you?
BEING WITH FAMILY
15. What is your

Well It's Paying OffAs some of u know ive been hitting the gym real hard as late.. Trying to get in shape, after having a break out to mend my neck and body . Well its paying off. Woo hoo ... I went to try a skirt on this morning and its way to big . I can get it on and off with out undoing it .. So im well chuffed.. All being well i should have a flat tummy soon xx Hopefully

All She Ever Wanted Was To Feel AliveShe had become less then she was
for he had made sure of it
The light had gone from her eyes
for she was no longer there
Walked on too long
he had broken her spirit
No comfort could she find
for she knew not love anymore
He called it that
yet it was nothing more than sick control
Wrapped neatly in a a bow
that is what had confused her so long
Few had tried to saver her
yet she had not understood
For love to her was not something she knew
it was foreign and frightening
All their efforts failed
they had arrived too late
Her fragmented remains lay scattered
hollow and blown in the wind
Voices echoed in hollow chambers
no longer heard by her
Her eye were void and empty
she felt nothing but numb
She was taking her final journey
as they zipped the bag closed
They stood in sorrow knowing
now she would finally be heard

Hahaha!!! Mmmmmmmmm MeatYou scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.WereWolf92%Demon75%Faerie67%Mermaid59%Angel58%Dragon58%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Be ThankfulBE THANKFUL
By Author Unknown
Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire.
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something,
for it gives you the opportunity to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations,
because they give you opportunities for improvement.
Be thankful for each new challenge,
because it will build your strength and character.
Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary,
because it means you've made a difference.
It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who
are also thankful for the setbacks.
Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles,
and they can become your blessings.
I Am Thankful for You. Enjoy your Thanksigiving!

Cowboy's Ten CommandmentsPeople here in Texas have trouble with all those shalls and shall nots in the Ten Commandments. Folks here just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks out in West Texas got together and translated the "King James" version into "King Ranch" version: Ten Commandments, cowboy style.
Cowboy's Ten Commandments posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Fairlie, Texas.
Just one God.
Honor yer Ma & Pa.
No telling tales or gossipin'.
Git yourself to Sunday meeting.
Put nothin' before God.
No foolin' around with Another fellow's gal.
No killin'.
Watch yer mouth.
Don't take what ain't yers.
Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff.
That's kinda plain 'n simple don't ya think?

Door LocksA little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his
dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts,
worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to
find him.
The son sees his mom and asks,
"What were you and Dad doing?"
The mother replies "Well you know your dad has a big tummy and
sometimes I have to get on top of it to help flatten it."
"You're wasting your time," said the boy.
"Why is that?" asked his mom, puzzled.
"Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on
her knees and blows it right back up."

Hidden TalentUsing your mouth
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth.
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I'm Diagnosed.....I thought I'd take a personality testâ€¦ actually, I did not want toâ€¦ yet I wanted toâ€¦ naw, it is sillyâ€¦ ha ha ha, It turned out koolâ€¦What Kind of Mental Disorder Do You Have?Multiple PersonalitiesYou have more than one personality - could include two or more. Name them and make them argue about politics.Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

Shittyok, so i got a call at 2am this morning to pick up my friend from jail. he got his second DUI. I dont even know why i bother. This is the same guy whos stabbed me in the back several times, including sleeping with my ex when we were dating. guess im just soft. i dunno
anyways
peace

My LoveMy love.. Long Island Dan.. y'all have stolen my heart and are the only man for me. I cant wait until after the holidays so I can spend the rest of my life in your heart and arms. I can think of no other place I would rather grow old. If I had my way, we would spend Christmas Eve making love under the Christmas tree and bringing in the New Year together with a deep passion-filled kiss. Y'all have stolen my heart darlin and hold it in the palm of your hand, so there is no worries of other men takin it unless y'all give it back. And if that is the case then it will be broken and useless to another. So ya see Darlin'.. y'all are stuck with this country bumpkin until we are old and gray.. I love you Daniel... more than I could ever fully explain in words, so now just shut up and kiss me you stubborn jealous shit! love you baby.. YOUR Georgia Peach

How Evil Am IYou Are 16% Evil
You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!
How Evil Are You?

Pass This On PleaseSLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done!
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last
When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry

In Memorial....Today Lord on 27th November 2006 you chose to call back to your keepin a special lady leaving in her wake her parents, her brother and her nephew...
Today a mother and father loses their baby girl
thinkin how unfair it is for them
to put their baby to the grave
Today a brother loses his sister
struggling to find peace as a piece of him goes missing knowing he must now be stronger for his parents sake
Today a nephew losses his auntie
stuggling to understand the concept of death
turning to the remaining family for support
Today many have lost a loved one
but in doing so...gain a new guardian angel
Eternal rest be granted to her O Lord
and may perpetual light shine upon her
May her soul and the souls of the departed
in your mercy, find peace... Amen
Rest in peace hun...
You are sorely missed but
we know you've gone to a better place
where you will suffer no more
after your fight with cancer.
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The Dispatcher Is God!!THE CHIEF of police leaps tall building in a single bound, is more powerful than a locomotive, is faster than a speeding bullet, walks on water and gives policy to God.
THE ASSISTANT CHIEF leaps shorter buildings in a
single bound, is more powerful than a Switch Engine, and is just as fast as a speeding bullet, walks on water if it is calm, and talks to God.
THE CAPTAIN leaps short building with a running start, and favorable wind conditions. He is almost as powerful as a switch engine and faster than a speeding bullet, walks on water of an indoor pool, and talks to God if special request is approved.
THE LIEUTENANT barely clears quonset huts, loses tug of war with Locomotives, can fire a speeding bullet, swims well and is occasional addressed by God.
THE SERGEANT makes high marks when trying to leap
buildings, is ran over by Locomotives and sometimes handles a gun without inflicting self injury, can dog paddle, and talks to himself.
THE DETECTIVE runs into buildings,

Song Of The Day... :) 11262k6Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take away the pain
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wanna do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I hurt myself by hating you
Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I want to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've had myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

A Lil Something To Tantalise!Eyes meeting for the first time.
The widening of your pupils as the attraction registers.
The flush which stains your cheeks and betrays your desire and greed for me.
The quickened rise and fall of your chest, a sign of the cadence of your heartbeat.
The fire in your eyes a promise of things to come.
Words as yet unspoken. Un-neccessary.
The heat between us intense.
The frission palpable.
As if propelled by a force greater than us both, we move towards each other.
Closer and yet the yearning within us for each other grows...intensifies until the wanting is so excruciatingly sweet.
I breath in your scent...and I wonder if I've ever smelt anything as beautiful.
My eyes drink in the vision of you...and I wonder if I've ever before beheld such beauty.
You make me feel heady. Intoxicated. Enamoured.
We move closer still.
You open your mouth to speak.
The timbre and resonance of your voice sends a tingle down my spine...I wonder if I've ever

Wanna Have A Lovely HairMAINTAINING BEAUTIFUL HAIR - THE HERBAL WAY
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DANDRUFF:
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HAIR LIGHTENER:
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Going To Bedheading to bed put few things in stash have a great night every one

Help Anyone?Anyone know about fixing a LAN connection? Mine is seriously screwed up!

Xx--tears--xxwhen my world fell apart
you were there
to help me mend my broken heart
but now that you're
the source of my pain
the tears fall
like drops of rain
now who will help me
now that your gone
now that you've left me
to fend on my own
i shall never regret
meeting the boy that made me forget
the boy that took away my pain
again & again & again & again
but now you've left me
like you said you never would
and i shall never forget
the sound of your voice
or your beautiful grin
i'll never forget you
forever, you win

This Is Stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WELL I DON'T KNOW IF THIS WILL GET ME DELETED OR NOT!! bUT I JUST GOT A REPLY TO A BULLETIN THAT I HAD POSTED FOR A FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE..THIS WOMAN HAD POSTED A FEW PICTURES NSFW SO THAT THEY WOULDN'T GET RIPPED!! SO NOW SHE CAN'T BE AWARDED POINTS FOR THOSE..NOW IS THAT RIGHT? I DON'T THINK IT IS!!
HELL EVEN MYSPACE DOESN'T HAVE ALL OF THIS CRAP!!
YOU MAY NOT PUT UP ADULT PICTURES OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT BUT THEY DON'T KEEP CHANGING THE DAMN RULES ON YOU!!
I'M NOT ONE TO BITCH ABOUT A LOT OF THINGS BUT THIS SHIT IS GETTING STUPID..
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE ADULT PICTURES OR CONTENTS THEN GET THE HELL OFF OF HERE!!!
YOU SHOULDN'T RIP PEOPLES PERSONAL PICTURES ANYWAY!! UNLESS YOU HAVE THEIR PERMISSION!!
I MEAN I WANT PUT UP NUDE PICTURES BUT THATS JUST ME..
I DON'T MIND RATING THEM,ALTHOUGH SOME SHOULDN'T PUT THEIRS UP!!
BUT WHATEVER TRIPS THEIR TRIGGER!!
ITS THEIR OWN BUSINESS!!
BUT IF YOUR GOING TO BE AT WORK THEN WORK..
THIS SITE IS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR PLAY!!!!!

DrowningI saw someone drowning today and I just walked by. I had too much to do to concern myself with problems that dont concern me.
Besides someone else will help them. Last week they walked on by as I was going under.
Society today teaches us to look away
when we see someone in pain or need. No one will care about you so why should you care about anyone else? Maybe though we need to. Maybe just maybe by reaching out and helping someone we will actually be helping ourselves.

Fantasy 4I reach down and kiss his forehead then until my ankles. Baby, why don't you go lay on the bed and I'll get you a drink. He drags himself to the bed and lays down. I go get his drink. Grabbing a couple other things on the way back. I set his drink on the nightstand next to the bed and walk to the other side of the bed. He looks at me kinda odd then reaches for his drink. I see my opportunity and grab his unsuspecting legs and tie them to the end of the bed. acting fast i grab his arms and wrestle his already weak arm to the bed then tie it. so easy to get his other arm. Now that he is fully restrained I grab the electric flosser. he start laughing and begging me not to do it. saying he is already so tired to please stop.At his feet i start by pressing it gently at the ball of his big toe.HE starts kicking as best he can. crunching his toes and swinging his feet back and forth. I trow the flosser and decide just to use my fingers working my way up to his inner thighs. He starts bouncing

Chapter 2 Lost SoulsChapter 2 Entry 1
For the first few weeks after leaving lemming cove, I wandered more or less aimlessly. It was during this time that I reflected on the significance of my so called escape. My kind has always took what they wanted, with little or no care of consequence. I guess arrogance comes with total immortality and absolute power. Mother, GAIA, always gave me whatever I... whatever we wanted. That... That was to be our downfall. When one can do almost anything, you begin to focus on the almost. There were nine voices in our choir. Nine different visions of what reality should be. This was not our most shining moment, for our whims were still being created. We, my kin and I, are responsible for JEALOUSY, GREED, ENVY, HATE, RAGE, and Ultimately DEATH. GAIA constructed all of these, even the ones that enslaved their masters. From these new additions to our reality, it was only natural that we turn to our darker halves. Nine Edens warred with each other. Nine paradises were lost. O

Picswhen i click on my profile pic, only my default picture comes up. how do i add more pictures so that when i click on my profile pic, my others pics come up?
right now i have my pics in a separate album...and i don't even konw where to find it on my page ughhhh

NsfwWell I was forced to put all my albums for Friends Only because some people choose to abuse the NSFW option. Pisses me off that people have nothing better to do than mark pics as NSFW when they arent.

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Who Has Stress?I do!
finals are next week
I miss david
bullshit is spreading all over the place.
I want to cry.
and yeah.
oh fever, I have that too

Request For Honest Op'sHey All,
I know you Tappers are all going to be honest here. Aren't you? The new contest to see who can have the most innocent looking photo begins Monday. Now if anyone has any suggestions on what exactly they would like to see for innocence I would really like for you to share those. This is a twist to the world of tapping but, we all know that innocence is not all white and lace. So sling me some post back on this before I get to innocent and end up in a wedding gown of the proverbial virginal white.
Thank Ya All and Your All Just So Sweet and Kind.
XxOo
Blessings Be
TT

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Friday, December 01, 2006
Life stays interesting!!!
Current mood: depressed
As life would have it Steven is going back to driving a truck sort of over the road. He found a really good job where he will at least be home every week. The closer he gets to it getting time to leave the more troubled I get for some reason. I know it will be fine and the company tells us he will be home every couple of days and have the weekends off but I still have that strange funny feeling. It's like since he came in back in July off the road we haven't spent a day apart. Steven has been awesome through all of my complaining and worries though. He

Stress And HolidaysI am very stressed at the moment. I am having an issue with the transfer I need. I don't want to leave before the holidays, but if I did I would be home for Christmas. That would be a major stipulation I'd put on the transfer. I am hoping though that I can get a transfer after the holdiay. Please keep good thoughts please.
I'm trying to keep the waters smooth with my family and walmart. I want to be with my family on the holidays and spend it with them the whole time. I don't want to have to move early that will hurt me alot. Even if people don't believe me it's true. To have to move before would hurt because I wasn't with my family one more time. I just hope that it is understood I'll be here no matter what. Even if I have to buy a ticket that cost alot.
Love
Stace

To Debbiethis message is for debbielee..
if you can read my messages.. im unable to send you messages back that you have been sending me.. im not sure if you have accidently blocked me or what not.. but i have been trying to send you messages and send you a gift but says that im unable to.. just letting you know that im not ignorning you..

What Does Your Candy Heart Say About YouYour Candy Heart Says "First Kiss"
You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship.
You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you
Your flirting style: friendly and sweet
What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance
Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive
What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

The Facts Of Life.The following is a list of facts and good points.
1)Decent men are available.
2)Decent women are available.
3)Some men want more than sex.
4)Some women only want sex.
5)He just isn't that into you.
6)You're not God's gift to women.
7)People do not lack strength; they lack will
8)Borrowing trouble from the future does not deplete the supply.
9)To find fault is easy; to do better may be difficult.
10)No one agrees with the opinions of others. He merely agrees with his own opinions expressed by somebody else.
11)Most folks cannot be bothered to correct their spelling.
12)Be sure of this: you are dreadfully like other people.
13)May I remember that mankind got along very well before my birth and in all probability will get along very well after my death.
14)A small leak will sink a great ship.
15)You are responsible for the person you are.
16)There would not be so many open mouths if there were not so many open ears.
17)Your friends probably wouldn't be your friends if t

Survey #4I knew you guys were dying for YET MORE survey answers from me. (Hey, I've got four more of these sitting around waiting for me to answer. You think I'm not serious? :)
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
I hate it when the phone rings. Seriously. I hate talking on the phone. But I'm usually OK if it's my sister. Or Greg (my ex-husband) 'cuz I made his ringtone "White and Nerdy" and didn't tell him, and it amuses me.
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
I return it to the cart holder thingey. Unless the store is closer, in which case I will return it to the store. I'm nominally a rule-follower, albeit a lazy one.
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
It really depends on the social setting, and the people involved. I can be a bit of a chatterer, I know, but I also try really hard to be a good listener when someone needs me to be.
4. Do you take compliments well?
Hmm... it really depends on what they

The Nearness Of YouMy thoughts are with you tonight
although, we are miles apart.
The distance only embeds my love
for you deep within my lonely heart.
To understand this feeling,
that I cannot ask you to do.
However, please have
compassion for me
and this love I have for you.
My sadness is for not being
near enough to prove this is real.
Yet a feeling of happiness
for knowing that one day
I will get to share with you
the tenderness I feel.
As I lay here my body aches
for your nearness.
I long for the sound of your
voice and the touch
of your skin next to mine.
Just to see your face
and to feel your warm embrace
would take away all that time has given.
And make this life of mine
worth living again.

It Never Just Rains...it PoursHa..ha...ha. Who says I don't have a sense of humor when it comes to the irony of life. Yes folks things continiue to get worse for this driver. 7am this morning I get busy and get someone out to fix my little headlight problem. by 9 he arrives and begins to set about working on it..Dispatch contacts me with a load to heading to Ca.....things are looking good....well maybe anyways...load hadn't been scalerd out so was 50/50 chance I would have to bring it back...but still...was feeling possative...and then...yes folks just when you think you see the light....a dark cloud forms overhead. I notice that one of my tires have gone flat and need to be replaced...and then discover that I can't get to the place because it is a no trucks route...and then get told be there in 7 minutes...that was over a half hour ago....
So yet again I play the game of sit.....and wait. How long who knows....will load still be there....don't know......Another day looking totally wasted......pretty much at thi

List Of The Great Movies I Enjoyed.*Walks butt nekkid to the fridge and gets another beer*
Now im 31 and i can sit here and talk forever about the movies i have enjoyed. So instead ill pick a few of my personal favorites and see what you think about them and feel free to add some and why you like them.
1.Saving private ryan - The story and production in this movie completely owned me. Only thing to own me this hard was Rachel but thats another blog! ;) The fighting, the story and the people in the movie where amazing. Every person had a reason to be in the war or some type of background of why they wanted to get through the war and go home. spielberg is the man.
2.Gladiator - WOW, when i first saw the comercial i was thinking how cheesy the movie was. To see some guy fighting lions? So i lose a bet and get dragged into the movie theatre to see it. I'm glad i saw it and now own it and see it religiously. Its a story about a guy who had it all, The name, the scars, the aproval, the backing of a empire and didnt need

Breathe You InPlace your hand
beside my face
breathe me in
and have a taste
I feel something
that sensational feeling
coming over me
over me
he knows it
he shows it
I want it
I feel that
I got it
hummmmm
you like that?
Move
move
a little closer
come towards me
we come to closure
I feel the pleasure
boy
no pressure
uhhhhh
breathe you in
every part of you
here we begin
breathe me out
and kiss the wind
Whistle for me
pucker your lips
the way I do mine
closer
till we touch
together
had enough?
keep moving
close enough?
ohhhhhhh
too much
too much
Breathe me in
breathe you in
touch me again
don't play to win
no game
some pain
yes
can you take it?
can you stand it?
is it too much?
boy
I don't think you've had enough!
Breathe
again
come
on in
I don't mind
wasting time
i've got all night
that's a sign
you've got me all night
that's right
ohhhhhh
what are you going to do?
what we've been doing
ok then
breathe me in
Bite me
too ki

Melancholy....and A Holy Martyr....Yep, time for another song of the week, this weeks song is....MELANCHOLY (HOLY MARTYR) by Iced Earth
Song Name - Melancholy (Holy Martyr)
Artist - Iced Earth
Album - Something Wicked This Way Comes
Song Number - 2 of 13
Song Length - 4:49
Lyrics
Make the sadness go away
Come back another day
For years I've tried to teach
But their eyes are empty
Empty too I have become
For them I must die
A sad and troubled race
An ungrateful troubled place
I see the sadness in their eyes
Melancholy in their cries
Devoid of all the passion
The human spirit cannot die
Look at the pain around me
This is what I cry for
Look at the pain around me
This is what I'll die for
Make the sadness go away
Come back another day
The things I've said and done
Don't matter to anyone
But still, you push me to see
Something, I can never be
Why am I their shattered king?
I don't mean anything
I see the sadness in their eyes
Melancholy in their cries
Devoid of all the p

Bogus E-mails Really Piss Me Off%#%&*(What ever side you vote for, I can respect that. Republicans or democrats, it pisses me off to know end when, I get a bogus e-mail about something that didn't occur.
You really should be sitting down when you
read this one
Gold Star Mothers (G.S.M.)is an organization made up of women whose sons were
killed in military combat during service in the United States Armed Forces.
Recently a delegation of New York State Gold Star Mothers made a trip to Washington D.C. , to discuss various concerns with their elected Representatives.
According to published reports, there was only one politician who refused
to meet with these ladies.
Can you guess which politician
that might be?
Was it New York Senator
Charles Schumer? Nope, he met with them.
Try again. Do you know anyone serving
in the Senate who has never showed anything but contempt for our military?
Do you happen to know the name of any politician in Washington who's husband once wrote of his

Nothungwhy is everything so fucking stupid i hate the world and everyone in it because ther not like you nones like be duh even i know that

Just A Question..Has anyone here used the Amazon.com gift wishlists? If so...I have more questions to ask about it....I'm kinda curious.

Special Christmas PoemFrom Paul Minton
A Different Christmas Poem....
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,
I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.
My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,
My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.
Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,
Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,
Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.
My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,
Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.
In perfect contentment! , or so it would seem,
So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.
The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,
But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.
Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know,
Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.
My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,
And I crept to the door just to see who was near.
Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,
A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.

Wonderful Comments!Good morning, everyone! Thank you for all the lovely graphic greetings. I love them!
I would love to pass on all those wonderful "Pass on to the friends you love" greetings, but I'm here to tell you I'm so clumsy doing the cut and paste thing, it would take me all day and then some! Know that I would send it on to each and every one of you! You are all the best of friends and I love you!
I survived my long day. Today I have one client at 4 p.m., so I'll be on and off until about 3. I hope to do one more blog today, so wish me luck!
Blessings to all!

Contests....This would be a lot more fun if they were held in my living room....
I actually had monthly parties in my home when I ran a chat system in the early 80s ( before AOL ) and one time the theme was "Pajama Party" and I gave the guy who thought of that a few free months...
I could not get over how many chicks came by with see through attire.... I should of taken pics!!
Anyway, my wish is each of you have a great day - because you are in control of your own destiny!!

Thaks To All....Just wanted to say thanks to you ALL that have just read my latest blug. It shows to me, that i have REAL friends on here, an im glad. If i havnt added you to my "Family list" once im abble to, i Will. If you allready on it, there is a reason, you are, an it means alot to me.

Going To Lay Downtooth is sore lost in poker gonna lay dwon ty all who rated pics today getting close 3190 to go lolif im not back on have a good night and happy hump day early

Glad To Be Here!!Happy Wednesday, everyone!!..Heard alot about this site so i thought i would check it out..A couple of good friends are on here; and i cant wait to get to know a few more of ya!! Take it easy and have a great day!!..huggs, Tami

You Can Subdue, But Never Tame.Let me just start by saying I am only writing this because I have an unusual compulsion to let something out. What it is, I have no idea. I do know that I believe I am suffering from depression. Not the temporary kind, like being homesick when you get sent off to summercamp and have to leave your friends back home. No, the kind that you feel even when things are going well and you can smile freely and without faking it, but you can sense that shadow lurking around the corner of your mind, waiting for the opportunity to remind you that your life isn't that great, that it does, in fact, suck and nothing you do can change it for more than a day or two at a time. This is the real thing.
I can look back and see it's been there as far back as I can remember. Second grade, always feeling like something was missing. Yes, since second grade I've had this part of me that feels empty. Maybe earlier, but I don't have clear recollections of it, just impressions that it was there my whole conscio

I Am The Ugly BastardFor all those out there who think your hot? GET A LIFE....
VOTE FOR ME BECAUSE I AM "THE" UGLY BASTARD OF CT...
* personal note 1... I hope all of your contest ( so I can rank up) holding people are takeing note... this is to show you HOW RETARDED IT IS!!!
* personal note 2... All you people who enter these contest.... how PATHETIC is it that you have to spam your friends to make yourself feel a little better looking so some MORON can rank up... do yourself a favor... GET A LIFE... YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE... WHY DO YOU HAVE TO TRY TO JUSTIFY YOUR EXISTANCE ON THIS PLANET????
By entering into these contest you only bringing down the very thing that people have been fighting for all these years...and that is EQUALITY!!! NO ONE IS BETTER THAN THE OTHER... SO GET A LIFE... you know you hot... SO WHAT! WHO CARES! MOVE ON! now.... Do what every other SELF RESPECTING HUMAN BEING DOES... HAVE a little more respect than flashing you nasty ass tits and crotch so people can rank u

Coat Hanger Halos Don't Come CheapWooden jesus where are you from
Korea or canada or maybe taiwan
I didn’t know it was the holy land
But I believed from the minute
The check left my hand, and I pray
Can I be saved, I spent all my money
On a future grave
Wooden jesus I’ll cut you in
On twenty percent of my future sin
Porcelain mary her majesties pure
Looking for virgin territory
Coat hanger halos don’t come cheap
From television shepherds with living room
Sheep, and I pray
Can I be saved, I spent all my money
On a future grave
Wooden jesus I’ll cut you in
On twenty percent of my future sin

Cannabis And Lupus: A Patient's StorySystemic Lupus Erythematosus by Lisa Swiderski I can remember being admitted to a hospital in New Jersey at the age of 3. My symptoms were baffling to all the doctors who had treated me as a child. I was first given a diagnosis of juvenile rheumatoid arthritis. I had a butterfly rash on my face, fatigue, continuous low-grade fevers, redness behind my knees, and excruciating joint pain and swelling that would leave me unable to walk. Just try for a moment to feel the feeling of being jabbed with an ice pick being driven way deep inside of the bone, or a feeling that someone has just put you on a meat hook, hanging by the bone. My left eye would raise up to the upper left corner. I experienced double vision, and my eye would tear for no reason at all. I experienced continuous pressure and was also very light sensitive. In my left eye I could only distinguish the difference between light and dark. There were times when it felt as though my eyeball was going to blow right out of its soc

HateI hate that you make me feel something.
I hate that you can hurt me so easyly.
I hate that I feel more alive with you.
I hate that I can't stop thinking of you.
I hate that you lie to me everytime.
I hate that through all of it I still need you.
I hate that you leave all the time.
I hate that I dream of you.
I hate that you never say I love you.
I hate that you run from what you feel for me.
I hate how sick and empty I feel without you.
I hate that you never let me tell you,I love you.
I hate that my heart breaks everytime your not here.
Most of all I hate the fact that you make me feel so much hate.
No this is not aimed at anyone, just more of my soul sliping out.

A Hymn (ballad Of The Church Of The Fallen Alien)Be kind to dragons, ‘cause they’re all friends
Of all the peasants, running through my head
Light a candle, burn it at both ends
Tap my temple, until my eyes turn red
Grab at thoughts, as they float in the air
Strip the fences, until the neighborhood is bare
Saturated, in what they think is rare
Throw your hands up, and wave em like ya just don’t care
I don’t know what to think
As I get to my feet
I’m crying until I’m laughing
I’m crying or am I laughing?
Dancing circles, around the abattoir
Jump too high and hit your head on a star
Hard to put in words, what we know we are
All flesh is numb, except for the biggest scars
Speak in colors that most cannot taste
Pen torch and a ken doll, and they’re going to copulate
Some think it’s a circle, but it’s really an 8
Sealed fate, raped, impaled, and feeling great
And I don’t know what to think
I think you’re thinking me
It makes me so fucking happy
You make me so fucking happy

If (to All My Special Women Out There)(you Know Who You Are)IF A PICTURE PAINTS A THOUSAND WORDS
THEN WHY CANT I PAINT YOU
THE WORDS WILL NEVER SHOW THE
YOU I'VE COME TO KNOW
IF A FACE COULD LAUNCH A THOUSAND SHIPS
THEN WHERE AM I TO GO THERE'S NOONE
HOME BUT YOU YOU'RE ALL IT'S LEFT ME TO
AND WHEN MY LOVE
FOR LIFE IS RUNNING DRY
YOU COME AND POUR YOURSELF
ON ME
IF A MAN COULD BE TWO PLACES
AT ONE TIME I'D BE WITH YOU
TOMORROW AND TODAY BESIDE YOU
ALL THE WAY
IF THE WORLD SHOULD STOP REVOLVING
SPINNING SLOWLY DOWN TO DIE I'D
SPEND THE END WITH YOU AND
WHEN THE WORLD WAS THROUGH
THEN ONE BY ONE THE STARS WOULD
ALL GO OUT THEN YOU AND I WOULD
SIMPLY FLY AWAY

It All Fits So Right When I Fade Into The Night So Come With Me Don't Ask Me Where 'cause I Don't KnowI see your sister in her Sunday dress
She's out to please
She pouts her best
She's out to take
No need to try
She's ready to make
It's so easy, easy
When everybody's tryin' to please me baby
It's so easy, easy
When everybody's tryin' to please me
Cars are crashin' every night
I drink n'drive everything's in sight
I make the fire
But I miss the firefight
I hit the bull's eye every night
It's so easy, easy
When everybody's tryin' to please me baby
Yeah it's so easy, easy
When everybody's tryin' to please me
So easy
But nothin' seems to please me
It all fits so right
When I fade into the night
See me hit you
You fall down
I see you standin' there
You think you're so cool
Why don't you just
Fuck off
Ya get nothin' for nothin'
If that's what ya do
Turn around bitch I got a use for you
Besides you ain't got nothin' better to do
And I'm bored
It's so easy, easy
When everybody's tryin' to please me baby
It's so easy, easy
When everybody'

In The Heat Of The MomentIn the heat of the moment,
wild passions flare.
Tongues, teeth and finger tips,
aching to touch and share.
Invisible boundaries designed,
to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill.
Anticipation the red flame,
that melts an iron will.
Passions born of hell,
yet known to God as pleasure.
Finger tips burn skin,
while touching lighter than a feather.
A dance in near darkness,
awakes once more this passion.
Erotic this crucifixion,
outdated by modern fashion.
The world slips away,
as we dance in the fire.
Lips touching skin ,
animalistic this desire.
The tempo grows quicker,
hips interlocked not breaking.
Hearts pound, brain whirls
at this risk we are taking.
The CD a rumble,
like distant thunder.
Passion riding the storm,
of this spell I'm under.
Lips along jawlines,
passion threatens to burn us.
Forged far below,
in Hades' own furnace.
Lips brushing lips,
searing the flesh.
Bodies interlocked,
as to the music we mesh.
The beat so st

Awesome Poem From Blackangel24...Title: A Game With Death
Deep within the confines of my mind, I play a game with Death itself
The pieces set, black against White, the games played a thousand times before I move the pawns to block the enemy line, and I feel a tinge of empathy The pawn and I, so alike, both pieces in someone else's game, expendable.
The greater pieces, knights, and rooks, bishops, queens protect the King.
The King, the representation of my mind, if defeated so shall I fall
The pawns change and clear the way against the line of Death's allies
Reaching to the sky for their chance at glory, but stricken down before Death's cold and Brilliant moves seduce me, like a forbidden dance.
Haunting and Frighting, but temping all the same, I allow the moves the pieces fall like leaves from a autumn tree, a piece of me die with them.
For this is no mere game I realize, but the struggle against the embrace of oblivion.
And I'm losing, the King backed into a corner, no way out with foes in

Just A Piece Of The BookConfessions of a West-EnderWith east-end girls
Yuletide season once again. Some people say it has a magic all its own. I call it the Christmas spirit: the wish/urge to get something for Christmas. My urge has been satisfied already. The one known as the Beasely woman has captivated the slumbering knight once again. A timeless rift to the core of my being now fires with ancient energies, for I am once again hers!
Updates: Shirley Ann has shrugged off the title of girlfriend because of news that I may perhaps become Trese’s baby-daddy. This is unofficial word. So do not take such to heart. Felicia Michelle Holmes is also stating that I am the true father of her first born. This is horrendous. Tango Katrina? She has no hope of sustaining or maintaining me. Her fatal flaw was baby daddy. Ugh!
Unusually festive, I realize that this euphoria might be short lived. But pardon me as I bask in this glow. -> I have yet to catch wind about a certain Jeraldine though

Things Kids Sayi know that it might not be a big deal to most people but i was amazed when i heard this.
my youngest is going to be 2 in january. i was sitting here on the computer looking for a christmas cookie recipe and she was sitting alongside of me looking at a book. i sneezed and she looked up at me and said bless you! i had no clue she even knew that is what u said after that...she amazes me so much anymore...
just thought i would share that with everyone...kinda made my day

When People LieI was recently fussed with over something i supposedly did. when i didnt instead of the person comeing to me and asking me if i did this they assumed i did. when i didnt. the persn should have gathered all of their facts before they got nasty with me. i am so glad some people have so little faith in the people they know backwards and forwards. I dont know why people believe everything someone from online tells them. especialy when they know the other peron so well that the lie is being told against. but thats life

You Are A Bunch Of Retards...Why do you post these idiotic bulletins?
http://www.snopes.com/horrors/ghosts/winstead.asp
They pushed her
Body: About 6 years ago
in Indiana,
Carmen Winstead
was pushed
down a sewer opening..
I'm not wasting my time fixing this abortion. Post paragraphs like normal human beings, not like 14 year old myspace retards. Click the link and read it your damn self.

Plz Guys And Gals Help Me Out!only hours left before the contest ends please comment blast my page so i can win a gift!
thanks
maria
click on my pic to comment!

Fuck Da Driver Of The Sweet Pickel Bus!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK DA DRIVER OF THE SWEET PICKEL BUS!!!!!!!!!!!
Body: : Add 1 thing to the fuck list IN 20 MINUTES or you'll have a FUCKED up 20 days...
Fuck "KNOW IT ALLS" they think they know everything....fuck that
Fuck work
Fuck star bucks
Fuck crusties
Fuck dimple records for never hiring me
fuck this sucks
fuck el dorado county
fuck the paper gangsters
fuck jocks
fuck back stabers
fuck not having a car yet
fuck warmer socks,the 80's slouchy ones
fuck not getting laid
fuck not having my own pad
fuck vodka
fuck me not having a job
fuck non kinky underwear on chicks
fuck i have no beer
fuck i wis i was somewhere else right now
fuck i need new stretch jeans
fuck the movie titanic
fuck i want more books
fuck the consuming psychobilly trend,lol
fuck every chick thats shot me down
Fuck i wish i could win the lottery
fuck i want to go to the beach
Fuck im almost out of smokes
fuck im hungry
fuck i bitch too much lol
fuck i wish i had a gun
fuck the juggalo fags do

Hugs For JaceyI watched this video on YouTube this morning. I think you all should watch it. Many of you think the internet is for porn or to meet someone and hook up. But people do good things. This woman is doing a good thing. Cancer can hit anyone of you...your children, your mom, dad, Sister, brother and best friends. This is about a little girl named Jacey with Leukemia who is in remission but has an 85% chance of relapse. Watch it and think about your life. She is 10. I want you to think about hers. Think of everything you take for granted. So i wanna ask my friends...Instead of scamming for hotties or asking for private pics DO SOMETHING for someone else. A Random act of kindness. Buy a gift for a child in the hospital. Make a video with a hug for Jacey and put it on youtube. Just do something nice...its christmas...I know most of you won't bother to watch this but those who do...you are special and you rock!

Baby Be Stong For MommyMY DEAREST SWEET BABY BOY, NOT LONG AAGO I WAS GIVING YOU A BATH AND MAKING DUMB FACECS AT YOU TO MAKE U SMILE. IT WAS NOT THAT LONG AGO THAT I WAS SINGING YOU TO SLEEP AS YOU LAID YOUR SWEET LIL HEAD ON MY NECK. THE SOFT GENTLE SMELL, THE SOFT GENTLE SKIN, AND THE LITTLEST SOFT HANDS WERE HOLDING ME BACK. YOU ARE YOUR MOMMY, YOU HAVE GREAT STRENGTH, YOU LOVE LIFE, AND BREATHE IN FRIENDS, I FELL IN LOVE WITH U THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOUR PIC AND KNEW U WERE REAL. IM SO SO SORRY FOR THE CRUEL PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO ARE NOT WORTH YOUR TIME. YOU HAVE FAMILY THAT LOVES YOU AND A MOMMY THAT NEEDS YOU SO BABY BE STRONG.........
AS YOU ALL KNOW A FEW DAYS AGO I LOST MY #1 FAN MY DADDY. I JUST LEARNED TODAY NOT THAT LONG AGO THAT MY 12 YEAR OLD SON WHO STAYS WITH HIS DADDY, WAS SHOT, HE IS IN ICU. THEREFORE I AM LEAVING AGAIN. I KNOW U ALL UNDERSTAND, I WILL MISS U AND I WILL RETURN AS SOON AS MY STRENGTH ALLOWS ME.
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Put This One In The Wrong Folderwell last night I got a wake up call. After I spent the time to go and make a special comment for someone. Someone that constantly asks to be commented and rated. I found out that she doesn't even look at her comments. She gets too many, so she doesn't even bother looking at them. Now I am not all that creative. I don't have these photoshop skills like a lot of people. but sometimes I spend a lot of time looking for a special comment just to post. Yes I admit that I often send the same one to many people. But then again I spend a lot of time finding a special one to give to people for a certain reason. but it all becomes pointless when I find out that they don't even look at them.
That is why I go to many pages. I rate and comment people, and I fan them to give them points. but unless I am haveing a conversation with them I don't ask them to add me to thier friends list. I never turn anyone down if they ask me.
Now I am a myspace person. and I think I might do here what I do there. P

What Mythology Creature Am I!?You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Angel100%Mermaid100%Dragon100%WereWolf67%Faerie58%Demon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Summary-part 1 Thru-7summary 7
sensory examination revealed decreased sensation to vibration, pinprick,temperature, and proprioception at the levelof his ankles.
reflexes were trace only in the biceps. reflexes abset throughout.
coordination: finger-to-nose was intact. gower signs present.
the patient can walk on his toes, however, cannot walk on his heels.
he has a broad-based foot-slap gait with a waddling gait.
impression: alan is a 6 year-old male with developmental delay that appears confined to the peripheral nervous system. it appears to involve the motor system as well as the sensory system. based on the reports, this is suggestive of a peripheral neuropathy affecting both the sensory and motor peripheral nerves. his workup to date has neen nondiagnostic.
he does have features that are suggestive of an underlying genetic or neurologic condition.
recommendations
his neurological examination with the permission of the parentstoday, was videotaped so that this may be re

A Little Girl Went To Her Bedroom And Pulled A Glass JellyA little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly
jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change
out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even.
The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes.
Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap,
she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's
Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door.
She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention,
but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing
noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound
she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and
banged it on the glass counter. That did it!
"And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of
voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,"
he said

12.11.06How Can This Be
press on me in the way you will
cut with the words
to trim the parts you don't like
make me pretend to be comfortable
to feel fine
because it satisfys your requirements
walk away when things don't work
hide from me in your anger
divided
the wars that fire in my soul
in your sleeping hours
have to stop because you can't stand it
and hate me for adapting
impossible creation, this thought of love

You Cant TakeYou can't take away
the love in my heart
You can't take away
one moment I've spent
You can't take away
the love for my sons
You can't take away
one feeling I've felt
You can't take away
one memory I've had
You can't take away
a friend that I've made
You can't take away
my beacon of hope
You can't take away
prayers that I've prayed
You can't take away
my very last spark...

Beyond PersonalityTuesday, December 12, 2006
Beyond personality
You've spent your whole life creating your personality. Even now it is a work in progress, with every detail being fine tuned in response to your experience of life.
Imagine, though, how it would be if your personality were to simply vanish. What exactly would be left?
You would still be you, just as you were on the day you were born. In fact, without the personality you've spent so long developing, you would be purely you.
There would be no mask behind which to hide. The intact, unblemished essence of your being would be clear and unmistakably evident.
The vast majority of things that you spend so much time worrying and fretting about each day, matter only to your personality. They are of no real concern to the authentic person who lives inside.
Seek to stay in touch with the true person you are beyond the personality you have adopted. And you'll devote more energy to what really matters.
-- Ralph Marston

The GymWell its morning.... sun still has not risen, yet I'm all packed up and ready to hit the gym. Once again... didn't really sleep much.. hopefully after a few workouts my body will just go ahead and get the sleep it needs..
Today is legs and abs... should be fun on my feet all day after making my legs feel like jelly.. lol...later all

61 PointsOk I know i'M HARDLY ONM HERE WITH THE PUTER DOWN AND ALL, BUT I WAS WONDERING,WHO WANTS TO GET ME DOWN BELOW 5000?(maybe even 4000! hahaha)

To Everyone Who Comments My Page:I have recently disabled the html comments on my page. this isnt permanent or anything its just that some are so huge that they stretch out my page. i just want to wait until theyve cleared and see which way i prefer. its not that i dont like or appreciate them, i really do, which is why this is temporary. I love you all and thanks to the loyal friends who actually read this. :-P

Songs That Mean Something?So there's this song that is played quite a bit this time of year. It's called "Christmas Shoes" by New Song. I don't know about you, but this song just really pulls at my heart strings. Every time I hear it my eyes start to tear up a little. Does this make me a wussy? Does this happen to anyone else out there or is it just me.
On that note is there a song that does this to you?
If so, what song is it?

New Photos Tonight And More Nudes!Well I will be taking more pics tonight...probably a ton more..updating the ones here and adding some on other sites..some will be nudes and others will be lingirie...
So if you want to see some current nudes go here...
http://www.swingersspace.com/refer.php?refer=kissingangel1180
Join for free, then search for kissingangel1180 with the search feature..its a adult myspace..
Hugs and Kisses
Kelly

To All My Friends On CtAN ANGEL IS WHAT I'LL BE
IF I HAD A CHANCE
AN ANGEL'S WHAT I'D BE
AND EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED
I'D BE THERE TO SEE,
YOU'DE BE RIGHT WITH ME
TO WRAP MY WINGS AROUND,
ONLY YOU WOULD KNOW I'M THERE
FOR I WOULDN'T MAKE A SOUND
I OULD SEE AHEAD OF YOU
TO HEALP DIRECT YOUR PATH
I'D ALWAYS BE THERE WITH YOU
YOU'D NEVER HAVE TO ASK
I'D BE THERE PROTECTING YOU
AND KEEPING YOUR FROM HARM,
FOR NOTHING IS TWO HARD FOR ME
WITH MY LOVING ARMS
WHEN YOU HAVE SOMEWHERE TO GO
I'LL BE WITH YOU IN FLIGHT
I'LL ALSO BE THERE PROTECTING
I'N THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
SO IF I HAD A CHOICE
AN ANGEL'S WHAT I 'D BE
I'D BE RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU
HELPING YOU SEE

Lesbian TrainersNIKE ARE BRINGIng out a new range of training shoes exclusively for lesbians,they are gonna call em NIKES FOR DYKES,you get 50% more tongue and can get them off with one finger

Trivia About Ct, Can Anyone Answer The Question BelowOk here goes does anyone know how many picture comments a level 20 can post a day? or does it matter what your level is? I know that new ppl are limited, but what about the higher you get does your comment limit go up? Can someone answer this for me?

Supes Vote To Persist With Medical Marijuana ChallengeSUPES VOTE TO PERSIST WITH MEDICAL MARIJUANA CHALLENGE SAN DIEGO -- As expected, San Diego County supervisors voted Tuesday to continue their controversial legal challenge to overturn California's 10-year-old, voter-approved medical marijuana law. Board Chairman Bill Horn said the board voted in closed session to appeal Superior Court William R. Nevitt's week-old ruling that dismissed the county's argument that California's Compassionate Use Act should be pre-empted by federal law because federal law is "supreme." The county's challenge has national implications, patients and government officials say, because it marks the first time that any county has sued to overturn any of the medical marijuana laws voters have approved in 11 states. California's Compassionate Use Act, approved by 56 percent of voters statewide in 1996, says that seriously ill people who have a doctor's recommendation can use marijuana to ease their pain and suffering. The federal Controlled Substances Act s

Kids Are Getting Smarteryou know your kids are getting smarter faster than you can keep up with when your 6 year old can replace a broken cd-rom by themselves!!!!

Christmas Music For Us "special Folk"1) Schizophrenia---- Do You Hear What I Hear, the Voices, the Voices?
2) Amnesia-- I Don't Remember If I'll be Home for Christmas
3) Narcissistic-- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me
4) Manic-- Deck The Halls And Walls And House And Lawn And Streets And Stores And Office And Town And Cars And Buses And Trucks And Trees And Fire Hydrants And...........
5) Multiple Personality Disorder----We Three Queens Disoriented Are
6) Paranoid---Santa Claus Is Coming To Get Us
7) Borderline Personality Disorder--- You Better Watch Out, You Better not Shout, I'm Gonna Cry, and I'll not Tell You Why
8) Full Personality Disorder--- Thoughts of Roasting You On an Open Fire
9) Obsessive Compulsive Disorder---Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells Jingle
Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle
Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells
10) Agoraphobia---I Heard the Bells on Christmas Day But Wouldn't Leave My House
11) Senile Dementia---Walking In a Winter Wonder

We Should Have Known...REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME
According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeers grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeers retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring.
Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl.
We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost.

Why I Hate MyspaceI used to be addicted to Myspace but Cherry Tap is so much cooler!
Here are my most hated things about Myspace...
~Little teenagers who fill my bullitens with shit like "Please go comment on my pics I'm depressed" or "If you love Jesus, repost this" or "I've got new pics please go leave me comments". OMG I swear I try not to be mean to little teeny boppers who are trying to be adults, but I cant stand it! Especially when they leave 17 posts in a row begging picture comments because they just broke up with their ignorant boyfriend that I told her to get rid of months ago because he's a loser! AND I HATE PICTURES THAT THEY TAKE OF SHIT WRITTEN ON NOTEBOOK PAPER AND THEIR HANDS THINKING THEIR COOL! ITS NOT COOL ITS STUPID!!!!
~OMG the fucking maintenance!!! Every week at least for an entire day I can't see have my friend's pages because its down for routine maintenance!! I hate that shit! And of course during maintenance I can't look at my own shit half the time and while

Do I Need One1. Where will you be when it turns 2007? prob right here
2. How did you get the idea for your CT name? i have a thing for the classics
3. Do you believe in karma? to a degree
4. Has the death of a celebrity ever made you cry? nope
what the hell happened to 5
6. Do you own an iPod? can't say i do
7. What was the first thing you thought this morning? wonder what a certain someone is doing 8. What do you do for a living? i make electric guitars
9. What will you do tonight? um prob the same as i do everynight
10. What's your favorite memory from last weekend? a special someone calling me to see if she can call me
11. What are the last two digits of your phone number? 53 i think, i don't call mself
12. What was the last thing you ate? grilled cheese sandwich
13. What was last thing you drank? water
14. What was the last movie you watched? superman returns
15. What/Who do you dislike at the moment? my sis and the car she sold me
16. What food do you crave right now? woul

Another Sleepless Nightyou tease
and its not fair.
to get a girl's hopes up
then act like you don't care.
to treat me like gold
and then pretend I'm not there.
if you saw the look on my face
you just could not bare.
i fell for you, yes
and this i can swear,
that the bond that we have
is special and rare.
that tone in your voice,
and that look in your stare.
but its so hard to save
something that hasn't a prayer.
so many sleepless nights
spent in a room alone where
i prepare for the pain
from the heart that you tear.

A Picture Of A Joyous Filipino ChristmasA Picture of a Joyous Filipino Christmas
A midst economic challenges, Christmas for Filipinos is still as bright and colorful as ever because there are a hundred and one ways to celebrate the season. So there’s no reason not to smile because Christmas is in the air.
As early as November, most Filipinos homes are adorned with multi-colored Christmas trees with lights, tinsel and various decorations reminiscent of Filipino ingenuity. Lanterns made of bamboo sticks and giant capiz or cellophane is normally hanged outside to add a little more character. Decorating a house together creates a special bonding in the family.
At the start of December 16 family members particularly the (Roman Catholic) are determined to wake up as early as 4:00am in order to attend the traditional dawn mass or Mesa de gallo heralding the official start of Christmas. This practice is a Filipinos spiritual yearning and fondness of family illustrates the very nature of being religious. This is also the tim

Woman Finds 7ft Snake In ToiletAn Australian schoolteacher called a plumber when her toilet was blocked - to find a 7ft python stuck in the u-tube.
The carpet python had been living in the septic tank of Kate Poole's home in Howard Springs, near Darwin.
Parks and wildlife officer Peter Phillips said the snake had probably poked its head out of the toilet "for a bit of a look around".
The snake was stuck fast but was finally caught by lifting the septic tank cover and using special tongs, reports Northern Territory News.
Ms Poole, 58, a part-time relief teacher, had met the snake before when it killed a baby possum that used to come to her door to be fed.
"It was crushing the possum," she said. "I managed to free the poor animal by lifting up the snake with a crutch, but it was too late - the possum was dead."
But she said she didn't hold a grudge and was happy to see the python liberated.

Police Pull Man From Toilet Waste TankA US man was arrested after a teenage girl saw him staring up at her from a cesspit below a toilet seat.
Police pulled the 45-year-old from the waste tank under a public toilet at a beauty spot in Albany, New Hampshire.
Captain Jon Hebert, of the Carroll County Sheriff's Department, said firefighters hosed the man down before police handcuffed him.
"We had to decontaminate him. We treated him as if he were hazardous material," he told the Union Leader.
"I started this business in 1980, and I have never in my career encountered anybody in this type of situation."
The man, from Gardiner, Maine, was arrested in the White Mountain National Forest after the 14-year-old girl's parents called the police.
Police said the door to the waste tank was locked so he must have gone in through the toilet. He was wearing waders.
Police charged the man with criminal trespass, and say he could face more charges.

Marriage Guidance Counsellor Sued Over AffairAn Illinois man is suing a marriage guidance counsellor for having an affair with his wife.
Scott Buetow, 35, of McHenry County, had hired the therapist to improve his marriage, reports the Chicago Sun-Times.
But he claims that instead Dan Blair began an affair with his wife that caused the couple to divorce.
His lawsuit seeks more than £100,000 in damages from Mr Blair and the counselling centre where he works.
"He [Blair] had an obligation to provide services, and he willfully abused that for his own benefit," said attorney Hans Mast, who represents Mr Buetow.
Mr Buetow and his wife began seeing the counselor in April 2004 to 'strengthen and stabilise' their 10-year marriage.
While providing both joint counseling and individual therapy sessions, Blair allegedly started a secret romantic relationship with Buetow's wife.
Buetow filed the suit because he believes "he got a raw deal from the person he trusted and confided in," Mast said.
Buetow and his 36-year-old

Nothingis Fucked Here Dude...Interesting week.
Is it illustrative of my luck or my negligence?
To begin, I was fired this week.
I'll pause here for gasps and/or the perplexed furrowing of brows.
Here's how this happened:
Apparently, there's this company policy about having too much money in your drawer at the end of a shift. In addition to the $40 that has to be left in the drawer, I had $250. That, for the record, is too much. Although, I would have only had $200 if my manager hadn't pulled $50 out of the safe to break a $100 bill. This $50, that I had to account for and pay back to the safe.
When this singular event took place, I was less than 2 hours away from completing my shift. During this time, I was bombarded with customers, giving me little time to think, much less drop money (forgive me if I don't want to pull money out and count it by the hundreds in front of customers). A note could have been made on my behalf, but that was too much effort, I suppose.
It may seem like I'm passing the b

A Love For All TimeBreathless kisses
Burning touches
Soft-spoken words of love
Urgently spoken words of passion.
A man and a woman
One complete love
Since time began
Predestined to be as one.
We've been together before
In other lifetimes
We've fought dragons
And have been torn from each others arms
Yet our love prevailed.
We've walked on this earth many times together
Perhaps for a moment
Perhaps for years
But our heart is one heart
And we were meant to be.
So when our time on earth
Once again comes to a close
Have no worries my dear
For we will find each other again
And again
And again.
For our love is ageless
Eternal
A love for all time.
by k dizzle

Hottest Breast ContestIts my Second Contest
Rules
Same as my first one Go to my other blog about the first one
The Contest ends on Tuesday
Prize for the Winner
One Gift from the Spicy Gift Section

Just For YouI want to Thank everyone who supported My Thoughts, what kind, nice people you all are..And you all know who you are..

It's All About MeTODAY IS MY DAY. NOT TO BE SHARED. NOT TO TO BE BOTHERED! 24 HOURS JUST FOR ME. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT JUST STAY AWAY. I WOKE UP TODAY AND DECIDED THAT IT WOULD BE MINE AND ONLY MINE. IF YOU THINK THAT TODAY IS YOUR DAY THEN YOUR DEAD WRONG. HOW CAN I JUST TAKE A DAY AND MAKE IT MINE? THE ANSWER IS CAUSE I CAN! DO I HAVE ISSUES ? HELL NO! I'M SELFISH AND CONVINCED THAT I'M THE BEST THING GOING TODAY! i LOVE ME AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS..
EVERYONE NEEDS A DAY OFF THEIR OWN. SO GET YOUR OWN TODAY IS MINE.ALL MINE WILL I SHARE IT.NO!!!!
THIS IS JUST HOW I FEEL TODAY AND A LITTLE BIT ABOUT MY WORLD.

Where The Mind Goes!It's amazing where a mind can go sometimes. Why is it that we know what we are supposed to do and yet our minds dwell in the subjects that are not to be discussed?!?! If anyone else can understand that I would love to know it. I mean I am supposed to be one way and yet my mind is taking me to a different place. How do I do what I am supposed to when I want what I can't and shouldn't have???? I mean I am not sure if I can't have it but I shouldn't and really I shouldn't!!! Ahh I hate being here all alone....it lets the mind wander.....well I am going to go and wander for a bit!!! Have a good one all!
Peace out
The real Luscious!!!!

Proud Of MyselfWow, I can't believe what I just did. I'm the world's biggest procrastinator, and I have this group project that we have to present to the class on January 11, and I actually picked a topic and wrote my case study on it. I don't know what crawled up my ass to possess to me do such a thing, but I'm glad I did. At least it is a start. I chose dependent personality disorder, and she better not tell me I can't do it, because guess what, I am. They are group projects but you are graded individually, which seems to defeat the purpose of a group project, but whatev. This class is not beneficial to my major at all, but that is "college" for ya. Abnormal psych and computer networking....I don't see the connection.
Anyway, maybe if I didn't spend so much damn time pissing around on here when I am home, I'd get more work done. I'm probably either going to get rid of this when I graduate, or at least take down all my pictures, because I would never want a potential employer to find me on here.

Food For Thought"Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving
safely in a pretty and well-preserved body.
But rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out,
and loudly proclaiming, "WOW! What a Ride!""

Going To Be Out Of Contact For A While...Hey Everyone
Every now and then I get sick and tired of the net and my computer. I'm going to avoid the computer for a little while. I might pop on now and then to check my mail, but for the most part you won't be seeing me much in the next couple of weeks. If anyone needs to get a hold of me, you can give me a call. I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday!
Loves ya!
Cynthia

ChipsWhy is it when you get a bag of chips there's always that one "bad" chip. The same goes for sunflower seeds but let's just stick with chips. I'm talking about that one chip wih the awful taste that makes you have to eat like 12 more chips to make that taste go away but that "bad" chip is always near the bottom of the bag so your cramming crumbs in your mouth and/or pouring the remains directly from the bag to your mouth and you chew feverishly because that "bad" chip ruined your otherwise wonderful chip eating experience.

Desert Angel By Stevie Nickstribute to our troops and there familys..I wish i could find the video or song to go with it...
Written by stevie nicks and m. campbell.
I was born in the desert
So I know how it feels there
Well look up its a shooting star
But its as black as night no stars
Well this is the first thing,
That Ive written
Since I wrote about freedom
And then the wall came down
Well we thought it was a great beginning
People were free to cross the line
But then something happened in the desert
Something broke the stars into pieces
Well I live below a great red mountain
In the shape of a great huge beast
In a place the indians call paradice valley
Well this has always been my sanctuary
I send that to you too
There on the other side of the world
In the desert
And we are the guardians
No black clouds just the faces of you
So where is my father,
Where has he gone
Where is my husband
Where is my son
Where is my father
Where has he gone
What is it that happened here
Is i

What Makes A Good Parent?(i've Been Thinking About This Alot Lately)If you are a parent, have you ever wondered what kind of parent you are? I sure have! I guess now that my children growing up (Do they ever really grow up?!?), I have been thinking about this quite a bit.
I mean, what makes a good mother? Is it love? Is it discipline? Is it friendship? Is it the material things you provide for your child? Is it a combination of these and other things or all of the above? What exactly makes a good mother?
I look back and realize I have made many mistakes while raising my children. The guilt that I carry with me for those mistakes will never go away. Some of the mistakes were just that...mistakes. We are all human, so that is going to happen. I am not proud of this, but I am being honest. There have been other mistakes that were made because of a lack of knowledge. Some mistakes made because I was so extremely mentally exhausted I didn't think I could go on anymore. Some mistakes caused by fear. Regardless of the reasons, it doesn't take away my g

Thank U Angel !petty people in here tried knock off my pic but thanks to angel Im back

I Think I'm A.d.d.I get bored so freakin easily......must be why I love to drive fast cars and be the the fucking boss....no employer could take me :)

Breaking The News Is Worth A BeerSteve, Bob, and Jeff were working on a very high scaffolding. Suddenly, Steve falls 50 feet to the ground below and he is killed instantly.
After the coroner leaves with Steve''s body, Bob volunteers to inform Steve''s wife of the terrible news. Some two hours later, Bob returns to the work site with a six-pack of beer under his arms.
"Say, Bob, where did you get the six-pack?"
"Steve''s wife gave it to me!"
"What! You just told her that Steve died and she gave you a six-pack?"
"Well, before I broke the news to her, I asked her if she was Steve''s widow. And, she said she wasn''t, so I said I''d bet her a six-pack she was!"

Fidelitas , A Poem.----- Fidelitas -----
what matters it to I, if thy lover treat thee as well as I, and thus respect thee?
that you are loved is Important,
by whom, in addition to I , is not,
save that they treat you well,
For there is wherein will Ever be My concern,
I hand thee such licence, knowing you
to be Aware of the proviso thus entailed,
and I Trust in thee, that thou shalt in wisdom choose,
and by that token, assure that thy needs be Met,
for tho few would so Allow as I,
equally few would understand the deeper meanings:
if in Happiness W/we Be, then In love so W/we grow, Love Given Being Love Grown,
Faith being of the Heart, the body does as needs,
all unknowing, or all aware,
Love is the goal, the art, and the Life
-- Semper Cuores Fidelis Aeternaeam.
^Uyraell^
12/20/2006
Dec.20.

What Type Of Vampire R U?You scored as Clan Member. You are the most feared. You stick with clan and protect them to the end. As a group you are most powerful and can take on any who mess with you. Clan Member88%Rogue Vampire63%Vampire Leader25%What Kind of Vampire are You? (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Shopping Done. Shit, Now I Have To Wrap.Got the kids done with one stop at Toys "R" Us. Ordered obscure movies for hubby online. Got gag gifts for my brother at www.stockroom.com. ("Woof" and the wiggly rubber dog tail are the best gag gifts to date.) Also picked out a Christmas surprise for hubby there. Now I get to clean. *Notice this is me stalling.* Guess I could make some cookies.

The Gift Of GoodbyeGET THE GIFT OF "GOODBYE"
"There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this!
When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
...
When people can walk away from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
...
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over.
And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.
You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over.
Let me tell you something.
I've got the gift of good-bye.
It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye.
...
And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.
Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to
...LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains
... LET IT GO!!!

Bad DayDec 22 2006
It hasn't been such a good day today. It started off on the wrong foot at work and didn't get much better by the time I went to bed. Some uptimes were very much the time I spent talking to Hank. He has a way of making me smile even when I'm feeling blue. Back to my day though, it started at work with Vicki my department manager yelling at me for all the stuff I was doing. I asked her first if she wanted me to put out the new items in the dept and she said no. So I put the new stuff back onto a pallet, she then came over and asked me what the stuff on the pallet were. I told her that it was new items and she informed me that what she said was to put them on the shelf. Which wasn't at all what she had said. Then to make sure I got it right this time I reasked about the new modular stuff. Again she said not to put it on the shelf, and again I put those on the pallet. Vicki came over once again and asked me what the stuff on the pallet was. You can probablly guess that I told

Through The Cats EyesLover of the tiny cats. the one who understands their pleas. Shall draw from within the unwanted demons and inflict then on the weaker beings. Here me call to you in the cats crys. Remember that you are looking at me through the cats eyes.
~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne
1994

New Yahoo Id Namei made a new yahoo id name so ask for it and i just might give it to you!!!
~*~Princess Pixie~*~

You Raise Me UpYou Raise Me Up
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up...
To more than I can be.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains

Heart's CryHeart's Cry
What to do,
Where to turn,
Lost in a sea of madness,
My heart is set to burn.
Searing heat,
Flames too high,
Burning me up
From the inside.
My heart is broken,
The pieces are laying bare,
There seems no escape
From this endless despair.
I wish I could die,
I wish I would melt away,
Then I could not hurt those
Around me another day.
Lord and Lady
Show me what to do,
Show me how to truely love,
Show me how not to wound.

Wanted!!!!All stations are to be on the lookout for the following
individual(s) that are WANTED by an agency(ies) within the United
States of America. The US State Department has expressed interest
in extraditing the following individual(s) from anywhere in the
world.
NAME
Kringle, Christopher Also Known As Santa, Jolly Old Man, Saint Nick
RACE
Unknown
HEIGHT
6' 0"
WEIGHT
320 lbs
SCARS/TATTOOS
Across both buttocks words Merry Christmas.
LAST SEEN WEARING
Red suit pants and Jacket with red thermal underwear. Red hat,
with white tassel.
KNOWN TO BE DRIVING
1964 red convertible, with a nine Reindeer powered engine. Vehicle
was displaying a red light on front, in violation of the State of
Alaska Vehicle and Traffic law.
WANTED FOR THE FOLLOWING CIMINAL VIOLATIONS
- Being Jolly in a No Jolly zone,
- Breaking and entering dwellings,
- Leaving un-addressed packages in violation of US Postal Laws,
- Intentional dumping of reindeer feces

I Don't Know What To Think About Her.NOT TOO LONG AGO I BROKE UP WITH MY GF. MOSTLY BECAUSE CT WAS MORE IMPORTANT TO HER THAN I WAS. AND WHEN NOTHING WAS GOING ON AT CT. SHE WOULD TALK MY EAR OFF. ALL ABOUT HER, WHICH WAS UNDERSTANDABLE, AND I WAS MORE THAN WILLING TO LISTEN. BUT IF I SAID ANYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE, SHE WOULDN'T ACKNOWLEDGE IT. IT I MEANTIONED IT THE NEXT DAY, SHE SAID I NEVER TOLD HER, AND OFFEN IT WAS THINGS I TYPED IN ON MESSENGER, NOT FROM ON THE PHONE. SHE NEVER CAME TO MY PAGE, 2 TIMES I THINK TOTAL. NEVER ACKNOWLEDGE MY COMMENTS OR EVEN LOOKED AT MY BULLETINS, BUT SHE SURE REPOSTED A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLES BULLETINS. BUT MINE WEREN'T WORTH HER TIME. SHE NEVER READ MY BLOG.
WELL I AM GETTING INTO TO MANY DETAILS. SO ANYWAY WE BROKE UP, SHE UNFRIENDED ME, UNFANNED ME,AND BLOCKED ME. WELL A FEW DAYS BACK SHE FANNED ME AGAIN, SHE HAS BEEN COMMING TO MY PAGE DAILY, AND SHE HAS BEEN READING MY BLOGS.
I AM STILL TOTALLY BLOCKED, SO I CAN'T ASK HER WHAT IS GOING ON. BUT SHE WILL SEE THIS, I AM SURE.

Evidently I'm A Prophet... Huh...You Are a Prophet Soul
You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.
You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?

Since I Can Comment My Friends......I'm going to bed.... I've tried leaving several comments to my friends... hopefully they will have this fixed in the morning... .I"m tired anyways... got all my presents wrapped......and I'm wiped out.....

Wake Up My PeopleWAKE UP MY PEOPLE
Wake up my people and join in the fight,
Wake up my people and show the world who’s right
Fight for who you are and never back down
Wake up my people before we’re underground
We must keep fighting for all that is white
Wake up my people and join in the fight
Separate but equal is how we must stand
Take back the power that has overtaken our land
Wake up my people and keep society white
Wake up my people and join us in the fight
We must keep fighting to keep a free white land
We will never give up and you know this true
Wake up my people and smash the god dam jew
We will keep fighting just try and understand
We are the people who brought about this land
You may keep trying to keep us down
Wake up my people and stand your ground
We will not be moved from this once white land
Wake up for white rights and take your stand
We will not fail so long as we are here
Wake up my people and face all fears
We are the white men who will not be moved

This Is Happening Alot Lately To MeWHY DO YOUNG MEN ALWAYS HIT ON ME??
As I grow in age, I value women who are over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a damn what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it... Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic a

Jenniferhey everyone im jennifer from alabama.. im new at this cherry thing but anyways im 22 2 months pregnant,single and bored.. if u want a new friend hit me up or wanna know more www.mysace.com/52550939

Merry ChristmasI am just writing to say merry christmas to you all...hope you all have a nice one.

Happy Holidays!Happy Holidays
Well, it's that time of year soooo, Happy Hoildays to ya all.
Merry Christmas, Happy New Years, a cherry yule and all thoe other holidays! (See, I can be PC friendly...Now, where did I put that slave? Get out here hick!)
So yeah, good fortune and good time to you and yours.
Ta,

Kiss Army March On The Rock And Roll Hall Of FameThe "KISS Army March on the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame" took place on August 5, 2006. A production company was there to cover the event and it is being released on DVD this coming spring.
You may see coverage of it and the plans for next years March at: www.kissarmyunites.com
We are going back to Cleveland August 3rd and 4th, 2007. Join us!
You will also learn of my Letter Campaign by seeing that page or my web site on My Space: www.myspace.com/authorof11thcommandment
How many of you thought KISS was already in the Hall of Fame?
They along with many other deserving bands have been over looked for years by the induction committee. We plan to March every year on the Hall. In an attempt to not only get KISS inducted but to also get changes made in the way the Hall handles nominations and inductions. They have been bias with their choices for too long and it must not continue.
Even after KISS is inducted we have plans to meet yearly as a KISS Army reunion.

So Its Christmas EveI feel so blessed! I got both my kids with me! (dont have to share my oldest with her dad this year!) Got lots of presents under the tree for my kids...and even have a present under the cherry tap tree! I am feeling blessed with love and kindness! Thanx to all..and hope everyone has a very merry christmas! Cheers to all...plz cheers me back..im drinkin...again..lol...and love to cheers everyone i know! lol...xoxoxox
Love Lynnie

Merry Christmashey all just wanted to take the time and wish each and everyone of you a very merry christmas and i hope 2007 is better than 2006. So be safe and enjoy your time with your family and peace and love from me to all of you.
p.s. dad i miss you alot happy b-day pop you would have been 75 today.

Head Spinningwell today went by in kind of a blur... too much family functions around the holiday for me to keep up with...

Damn You Would Think They Could Wait!!!Tonight, our dog Chief started barking like crazy. My son went out to the back to see what was going on. The back door was open and the back gate was open. He wasn't sure what was going on until someone said, "Oh fuck!" Four people scrambled to get into a Honda Civic and took off.
My son came running in yelling, "Call 911!!! Call 911!!" I thought he was joking until he picked up a baseball bat and started running toward the back door.
I called the police. Thomas got on the phone and told them all that he had seen and that the neighbor behind us heard them too. His dog was barking.
When the police came, he said, "Y'all sure are having a lot of break ins!" He went back and talked to my son and the neighbor but said, "Well since they didn't actually do anything we don't really need to write up a report. You don't even have a license plate number just the make of the car but, we'll keep a look out."
I just don't get it. Why do these little punks keep messing w

A Soldiers Silent Night" A Soldier's Silent Night "
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WH

What Kind Of Kiss Do U HaveWhat Kinda Kiss R U? Tender KissThe tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Another One....I'm in a sensual contest this time... Yeah sure! LOL as if?! Me... sensual... *wink*
This is the picture!
You can click on the picture link to vote and help me out if you like to.
With love from Holland!

Where Ya Wanna Go?Do not go where the path may lead; go instead where there is no path...and blaze a trail...

A Sensual Story Of MineShe was sitting in the den with the sun shining through the weather worn blinds. I could smell her sweet floral scent as I walked in the door...tattered and torn from a hard days work. I called to her..."baby I`m home". There was no answer, I proceeded to the den where she was sound asleep and exhausted from her very demanding job. The sun seemed to glow as it danced across her exposed thigh in the floral sundries that she normally slips on after a hard days work. I placed my brief case on the floor and proceeded to pick her up out of the chair, her body limp, she managed to wake slightly and in a soft voice she said"hey baby I missed you" I gently kissed her forehead and proceeded to carry her upstairs to the master bedroom. Where I layed her across the bed she tried to speak I gently placed my fingers on her lips and said in a whisper "don`t speak". I went into the bathroom where I ran a hot steaming bubble bath for my baby. As I came back into the room she was sitting up in anticipa

Cherry Tapto those who care or said they did,i may be leaving CT for good

Hmmmmmmm Is He Right??FOR THOES THAT KNOW ME AND WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME... bE HONEST.
i HAD A DISCUSSION WITH A FRIEND AND HE SAYS " di yer a very lovable person i bet a lot of people love ya but there chicken to say something
1--you have this hard core outer shell u come off as a hard ass bitch but inside the people who know u know way different
i know the wall is up its a defence mecanisim
yer looks--yer beautiful and i know more people think soo-yer just puttin a wall up
i know ya been hurt and its natrual i did it too
ive had the walls up be4
you have this araua(sp) about you u have friends ALL over the world hunny
every 1 loves you and i can see why....
should i go on?
DO YOU THINK HES RIGHT???? pLEASE THIS IS SERIOUS........

Kiss Me On My ForeheadKiss me on my forehead
And lay me down to sleep
Kiss away my tears
And pray my soul to keep
Hold me in the darkness
Chase away nightmares
Hold me tightly to you
Far from accusing stares
Whisper softly to me
Quietly through the night
Whisper words of love
And cuddle me so tight
Hold my hand in yours
Lay so close together
Hold onto this feeling
We'll make it last forever
Kiss me on my forehead
As I slowly close my eyes
Kiss me on my lips
As we say our last goodbyes

To The Ass Hole Who Uploaded Script To My Page!All of my friends can thank him or her for all of the comments on my page being deleted!
I had to delete them to get rid of the shit.
You are not my friend if I find out who it was I will delete, ban and report you!
I hope everyone has a nice day!

Sfw Top Photo BoxBinkx~Family Member~CanadianChapter~@ CherryTAP posted a bulletin, complaining about the Top Photo box also containing NSFW photos.
Seriously, he does have a point. In making the site SFW, it seems to contradict itself by allowing the NSFW photos to appear on the front page as well. What is "the powers that be" thinking on that?
Can it be all that hard to put a filter on the Top Photo box so that only the top SFW photos are demonstrated on here????? If they would do that, it would send the right message to keep the site from ending up to be a porno site and end up being an environment that is more family and workplace friendly (that they purport to want to build); otherwise, they are encouraging those who put up NSWF photos in order to make it in the top photos box.
Just a matter of mixed messages. It certainly needs to be addressed quickly so that the right messages that they purport to want to convey is properly conveyed.

MyspaceHey people - I cleaned house today - deleted many many people off my friend and fan lists. If you are still on it - I consider you a friend and not a fake. I want to let y'all know I spend more time on Myspace then on here and I'm putting up the link to my profile there - if any of you have a page there - please stop by and add me to your friends.
my link:
http://www.myspace.com/MeMesuzyQ
I hope everyone had a lovely holiday and I wish you all a very ...

Its Called RainbowITS CALLED RAINBOW......
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.....
If i could build a mountain
You could call your very own..
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone...
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea..
But all theses things i'm finding
Are impossible for me...
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But Let me be....What i know best..
A friend that's always there......

Rigged Contest Being Held By Devilishly CuteHOW LAME IS IT TO HOLD A CONTEST THEN WHEN SOMEONE ELSE IS WINNING MARK THIER PIC AS PRIVATE SO NO ONE CAN VOTE ON IT?
WELL THIS PERSON HAS DONE JUST THAT OUR FRIEND MICHELLE ENTERED THE CONTEST AND WAS IN THE LEAD ON VOTES BY OVER 100 VOTES. SO THIS MORNING WE ARE TRYING TO SEND PEOPLE TO VOTE ON HER PIC AND WHAT HAPPENS? THEY GET AN ERROR THAT HER PIC IS PRIVATE SO NO ONE CAN VIEW OR VOTE ON IT!!!!!!!!!
I TOOK SCREEN SHOTS TO SHOW WHATS HAPPENING IF YOU WANT TO SEE THEM THEY ARE IN MY PHOTO ALBUMS UNDER SCREEN SHOTS FROM RIGGED SEXY PICS CONTEST.HERE IS THE LINKTO SCREEN SHOTS http://cherrytap.com/myimages.php?albumid=165189. ITS NOT FAIR TO ANYONE WHEN THIS HAPPENS I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE HOW YOU LOOK IF YOU ENTER A CONTEST YOU EXPECT IT TO BE FAIR NOT RIGGED OR WHAT EVER YOU WANT TO CALL THIS. I THINK THIS PERSON SHOULD FORMALLY APPOLOGIZE TO EVERYONE FOR CHEATING ON A CONTEST SHE CHEATS US ALL WHEN DOING THIS NOT JUST MY FRIEND BUT EVERYONE WHO HAS OR MIGHT HAVE VOTED FOR ANY O

Signs You Shouldn't Be Drinkin' On New Year'sYou lose arguments with inanimate objects.
You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth.
Your job is interfering with your drinking.
Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alchohol stream.
Your career won't progress beyond a wannabe Danny Bonaduce
The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.
You sincerely believe alchohol is the elusive 5th food group.
24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence? I think not!
Two hands and just one mouth.. - now THAT'S a drinking problem!
You can focus better with one eye closed.
The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar.
You fall off the floor..
Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops.
Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner!
Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you.
At AA meetings you begin: 'Hi my name is.. uh..'
Your idea of cutting back is less salt.
You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the

Come As You Are !Come As You Are Video - Nirvana lyricsNirvana Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

How Hot Is KiwistarrOkay. Im spoiling you guys here. Giving you the link to the hottest girl on Cherrytap. If she wasnt married id move to the US, and live in her bed. So if you love me, love her too, you wont regret it.
kiwistarr@ CherryTAP
P.S. She is hosting a contest (yeah, im in it, groan) Go, look and vote for your fave, if its me even better *rolls eyes*. I voted for Rainbowfuckingbright as she is perfection.

What Would You Do?What Would You Do If..
1. I died from natural causes:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I asked you out:
5. I stole something:
6. I was hospitalized:
7. I ran away from home:
8. I got into a fight and you weren't there?:
What Do You Think Of My..
9. Personality:
10. Eyes:
11. Hair:
12. Laugh:
13. Family:
Would You..
14. Be my friend?:
15. Keep a secret if I told you one?:
16. Hold my hand?:
17. Take a bullet for me?:
18. Keep in touch?:
19. Try and solve my problems?:
20. Love me?:
21. Date me?:
Have You Ever..
22. Lied to make me feel better?:
23. Wanted to kiss me?:
24. Wanted to ask me out but couldnt , if so why couldnt you?:
25. Broke my heart?:
26. Kept something important from me?:
27. Thought I was unbearably annoying?:
Random Stuff..
28. What reminds you of me?
29. If you could give me anything what would it be?
30. How well do you know me?
31. When's the last time you saw me?
32. Are you gonna put this on yours to see

NewbieHey all, my first day here and wanted to say hello to all and wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Have a great day and year...Kisses

SlaveYou scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM88%Sex God80%A Romantic60%Virgin40%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

The Calm Before The StormThe stillness of your body
As you stand there in the line
Gun pressed up against your chest
Eyes wandering from side to side
You prepare yourself for the coming attack
You get yourself ready for the rush
The plunge into certain pain
Your heart beats fast
Your breathing becomes heavier
You fear the worst that could happen
As you cross the line
Into the enemies lair
You get in the stance
As the order comes in
Then with one sudden move
You point your gun and go in for the kill
You feel the adrenaline rush right though you
You begin to press down the trigger as you run
(Chorus)
You stood there thinking of what could be
Trying to get a view to see
This isn’t what you expected it to be
Now you fly on right through
Of all the things that you could do
You hold your gun up into the air
The calm before the storm
Now that the charge begins
You run right to the front
To get a better view of the battle
Sounds of guns firing around you
Screams of pain surroundi

Survived Texas AgainWow, holy cow, it's been a while since I've jotted anything down here. I guess it's cause not much has happned to me lately.
Except...
...I took a trip to Texas over this new year's weekend, nominally to visit my sister, but mainly over the insistence of my family.
Now, before I tell more of this sordid trip, let me say I have nothing against the fine people of Texas personally. Almost all I have met who live there are perfectly fine individuals, and I can't say enough nice things about them. It's just...I can't stand being in the state. Primarily this is because I am a cold-weather boy; the warm climes of Texas are too much for me. I'm sorry, but as soon as the temperature is above 60 or so, I turn crabby. I know, it's a fault of mine, but it ends up clouding all my experiences of the state because I'm already in a a bad mood because of the heat.
The first time I was there was three years ago when my sister moved down there, and it was in May, and it was already incredib

Demon StormOn the horizon I see it. Faceless, disembodied. A wail rises from the coming storm, it seems to cross the desert in seconds. I can feel the atmosphere change from a cool breeze to a humid gale, sick with the stench of blood. I can sense the evil emanating from it, and I know the disease it brings... Chaos. Disorder. Death. Murder.
"It's coming!" someone cries. I turn to run. The city isn't far off, and it's protective walls may provide just the cover we need. It's louder now. I swear I can hear them. The infernal inhabitants of this dark storm.
I briefly turn away from the others, looking back over my shoulder. The dark wind ruffles though my hair and assaults my senses. The stench is overwhelming. I can smell the death.
But as overpowering as the smell is, it does nothing when compared to the sight now chasing my companions and I across the desert floor. I can barely see through the haze of blood to gaze upon what lies beneath. Thousands of them, perhaps millions

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BETTING IN THE FAMILY POOL FOR NOTRE DAME TO WIN 50$
SEEING YOU COUSIN AND HER DOG IN PURPLE AND GOLD AND ACTING WILD CAUSE THEY JUST KNOW THEY WILL WIN THAT POOL----- PRICELESS!!!!
NEVER DOUBT THE LOVE FOR THE TIGERS FOR EVERYTHING ELSE THERES AMERICAN EXPRESS....... LETS GO LSU ALL THE WAY BABY!!!!

This - Is A Good OneMJ™ [family] one♥love@ CherryTAPWE HERE AT FAKEBUSTERS WOULD LIKE TO THANK THIS USER FOR HER ENTHUSIASM AND SUPPORT. PEOPLE LIKE THIS MAKE CHERRTAP THE GREAT SITE THAT IS IT TODAY. SHE EVEN MADE US A PICTURE! THAT IS SUPPORT! SHOW SOME LOVE!

Mad CatMad cat is squinting, or how do you call it? Got some questions about that. He is born like that and was a very ugly cat in the beginning. But now... He is so adorable!
Btw, I love my other cat as much as I love Mad cat, but she dont want to be on photo's that often and is not that rude as Mad cat is.

I Have Missed All My Dear FriendsAfter a seven week absence, im back in the saddle so to speak, redid some of my pic folders, i need lots of help catching up,so please to those i lost contact with get back in touch,you never know how good you have it until you dont have it any more

Movie Car Chases . . .Here's the thing: I'm watching Ronin on TV, and the thought crosses my mind as to what's the best car chase is in a movie? This debate has raged for a while, so opinioins vary. Clear winner? Not really. But, I guess if all things are equal, Bullit probably stands on top of the heap for being the first, but it isn't really my favorite. The second Matrix movie was good, but movie magic doesn't necessary lend the perfect balance of chemistry to the car chase. The original Gone In Sixty Seconds was good, too. Better than most, in fact. So, I get back to Ronin: I think that is why it gets my top bill, because it has the most "fun" factor of any. I know that's not really a quantifiable measure, but there you go. Lemme know if you got any thoughts . . .

Marriage Vs DivorceShe married him because he was such a "strong man"
She divorced him because he was such a "dominating male."
He married her because she was so "fragile and petite."
He divorced her because she was so "weak and helpless."
She married him because "he knows how to provide a good living."
She divorced him because "all he thinks about is business."
He married her because "she reminds me of my mother."
He divorced her because "she's getting more like her mother every day."
She married him because he was "happy and romantic."
She divorced him because he was "shiftless and fun-loving."
He married her because she was "steady and sensible."
He divorced her because she was "boring and dull."
She married him because he was "the life of the party."
She divorced him because "he never wants to come home from a party."

Well .... About My StashesFOR ALL OF YOU LOOKIN AT MY STASHES... AS YOU CAN TELL I GO THROUGH PHASES OF WHAT I STASH AND TONIGHT IS MY FETISH STASH... HE HE HE... A SIDE MOST OF YOU WOULD NEVER HAVE GUESSED.... WE ALL HAVE A SIDE THAT YOU DONT WANT TO LET ANYONE ELSE SEE WELL THIS IS MY WAY OF SHOWIN THE REAL ME

My BlogHow is it that u can sue s cigarette company for cancer and a McDonalds for get'in u fat, but you can not sue Budweiser for all the ugly people u F*ck?

Ask Me OutAsk ME OUt
post this saying "Ask Me Out"
Even if you are single or not.
Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying
"I would go out with you"
Repost this in 90 sec
you will be surprised who replys 2 you.
even if u have a boyfriend or girlfriend
PS. must do even if your taken.

NiteHOT Myspace Layouts
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i want to show love to all my friends that helped me on voteing for me for best clevage contest Hopw tomarrow my firedn will show me more love
love u all kisses and hugs xoxoxoxo
LOVE YA ALL

Have You Ever BeenHave you ever just been so pissed off for no apparent reason that you feel like you could just rip someones head clean off. Where you feel like everytime you make a decision its the wrong one. For some reason and i cant figure out why but i have been just totally spaztic as of late. Not sleeping well not eating well angry at the moments notice. Just all fucked up and not real sure why. Been having these weird ass dreams/nitemares too. It starts out that im helping some people out with building some kind of building. But i keep getting the feeling im being watched. Every once in a while i catch novement out of the corner of my eye but when i look its gone. Then i guess its a couple of days later we find a dead body up the road and then just weird shit starts to happen. At the end im being chased down by someone and everytime i stop to fight them off its me im looking at. I dont know maybe im just nuts lol.

HmmmmI think too much. I really do. I make things more complicated then they really are. Which fucking sucks, man. GAH!
-listens to music and goes away-
If you care, you will comment and show me love

For All FemalesPOLICE WARNING TO MYSPACE USERS THIS IS IMPORTANT
STATE POLICE WARNING (NOT A JOKE)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe.
State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.
If a person with the screen-name of jokerkid613/Ja$on MoNeY contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well.
This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know!
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Free ThoughtsFree flowing thoughts not really knowing what to write just doing it here because its the cool thing to do....well not really i just got bored and wanted something to do idle hands are infact the devils playground....not only that you can only play with yourself for so long before it gets boring....Hey i know where ur mind was going with that i meant video games....get ur damn minds out of the gutter! ok i dont play video games either.....anyways just a fun loving free word blog right now nothing important to right just curious if anyone really does go through and read these things....if they do then i might actually put a serious blog up here...

But...and There Is Always A But...In the end, it isn’t hopeless, and I’m not helpless. The Internet comes back to me on Wednesday, which is 72 hours from now. Look what I’ve written just in my first sitting. Somehow I think I do this to myself in hopes of feeling inspired or that a friend (That just might be you Jenn, though ALL are welcome and almost begged) may jump up and swat the end of my nose. My first night on the net… aside from posting this and bugging people profusely for how much I missed them, I hope to hit some websites. Grab up info on college and student loans and perhaps grants, though I know grants are half dream of an easy trip and in reality… a bitch I don’t need to try and get a relationship with at this point in time. I know I am most likely too late to start into this semester, though in truth… I haven’t the foggiest idea. I did well in school and perhaps the biggest shock to everyone who knew me then was that I never set foot towards higher education, not once, not even slightly. I’m not

The Most Gorgeous Feet Of 2007ALRIGHT PEOPLE THIS IS MY YEARLY CONTEST I JUST MADE. TO ENTER JUST MESSAGE ME. NO ENTERING ANYBODY ELSE'S FEET.
NOW HERES THE RULES
1. YOU MUST SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PICTURE I WILL NOT RIP THEM UNLESS YOU GIVE PERMISSION FOR ME TO DO SO. ALL OLD RATINGS FOR THAT PHOTO WILL NOT COUNT IN THIS CONTEST.
2. PHOTOS MUST BE IN YOUR ALBUMS AND YOU MUST BE THE ONE SENDING IT I WILL NOT TAKE A MAIL THAT SAYS I WANNA ENTER SO AND SO’S PICTURE.
3. IT WILL BE COMMENT BOMB PLUS RATING.
4. PIMPING BY ANY MEANS IS ALLOWED AKA STICKYS AND POSTING A BULLETIN ABOUT YOUR PHOTO TO BE VOTED ON.
5. THE CONTEST WILL RUN FROM TODAY UNTIL DECEMBER 31ST OF 2007.
6. ANY HARRASEMENT OF THE CONTESTANTS WILL EARN YOU A SPOT TO BE INVITED TO MY BLOCK LIST TILL AFTER THE CONTEST.
7. IF FOR ANY REASON YOU WANNA BE PULLED OUT OF THE CONTEST PLEASE TELL ME I WILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO DO SO.
8.I WILL ONLY TAKE ENTRIES BY MESSAGE OR SHOUTBOX.
OK SO THERE IT IS EVERYTHING YOU NEED

The Night AfterSo last night I went to the bar with a bunch of friends. (Karaoke night. Woo.)
Since I don't drink (not to get drunk, anyway) I had two bottles of Kokanee, which isn't my usual drink, while the girls went up and sang.
And then Lindsay showed up. Now Lindsay is a nice girl and all, but she's a butterface. Hawt body, UGLY face. Oh, and a whore. Can't forget that whore part. She's there two minutes and she's got her tits up in some drunk guy's face.
I had to laugh. It would have been a fine night if the guy whose face she had her tits all up in wasn't Coral's boyfriend.
It would have been great had he not reacted in kind, throwing himself all over her.
It's no business of mine, mind you, except that Kelli & Erika love the fuck out of Coral, and the moment they bore witness to the event, the cell phones were ablazing.
I fucking hate drama. It's a vicious dope opera, and it does no good to anyone. Why can't they just leave well enough alone? Bah.

Grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!i'm gonna leave my new album open till i get home from work but if i see that anybody viewed it and didn't rate or comment it i will close the folder for awhile

Exchanges Between Pilots And Control Towers...Tower: "Delta 351, you have traffic at 10 o'clock, 6 miles!"
Delta 351: "Give us another hint! We have digital watches!"
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Tower: "TWA 2341, for noise abatement turn right 45 degrees."
TWA 2341: "Center, we are at 35,000 feet. How much noise can we make up here?"
Tower: "Sir, have you ever heard the noise a 747 makes when it hits a 727?"
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From an unknown aircraft waiting in a very long takeoff line: "I'm f...ing bored!"
Ground Traffic Control: "Last aircraft transmitting, identify yourself immediately!"
Unknown aircraft: "I said I was f...ing bored, not f...ing stupid!"
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O'Hare Approach Control to a 747: "United 329 heavy, your tra

Thank You Means So MuchA heart of gold
A trusting soul
Kind words
A gentle touch
Very few know whats worth its weight in gold.
I wish I could say thank you for every kind word.
I dont always feel that its enough.
Such a simple jesture, and means so very much.
Thank you my friend, my love, my heart.
For being there when times are tough.

Gift Give Awayhi friends check out my new pimpin gift give away on my profile its cool no catches just try it and redem your gift. open to male and female

Just My Thoughts Of The Day.I can never let that day go and out of my head. The nurse asked me if I wanted to know if it was a boy or a girl. It plays over and over in my head just like it was yeasterday.
I see you and I know you were not meant to be in this world with your brothers and I see your pretty face looking down and smiling each and everyday. I have a love for you and I will never let it go. I see your hands reaching there so tiny and so soft and I see your eyes just as beautiful as they could possibly be. I know you are healthy and your at peace. I know you wait till the day as much as I do to meet you at last.
You are in my dreams and there is not a day that passes that I do not think about you. There are even days that I cry and do not understand why and then I see an image of you and I know why.
I keep asking myself what would life be like if God would have let you be mine. I keep asking myself why did he have to take you after all that time. I keep playing the what if game like so

The Game2007-01-15 18:54:48
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 14 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next year of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real friends are

Morally Rong?ok, so im sat in my friends wood shop lesson right now. We were just engaging in a rather odd conversation with the teachers. My friends are both girls and in a relationship with each other, as they have been for near on 5 years.
After the usual conversation of trying to explain that even though they are in a same sex relationship neither are gay but just bi sexual my friend brought up some screen caps of the show 'queer as folk'(uk version) the teacher turned around and said 'get that queer shit off the screen its graphic and offends me'
My question is this, is this comment impeaching in my friends right to view what she wants on the internet and talk about what she wants, her right to free speech, or is she abusing this right and forcing her views down our teachers neck?
Ive got this wrapped right round my arse and it probably makes no sense what so ever!!!!! Ther is also probably an easy answer to this conumdrum! oo i like that word.
I wud really like ur input on this.
Cheeri

All The Little ThingsAs we go through life we seem to forget the little things that used to make us all so happy. Like chasing fireflies, walking with our best friends, playing in mud, laying in the front yard making animals and stuff out of clouds. remember thoes days?
Now as adults we get excited over a day off work, finding an extra 5 in out wallets, the check book balancing, finding a credit on our utility bill. I miss the days when things were so simple.
As i sit here writing this i miss more then teh simple days of could shapes and fireflies, More then the checkbook balancing and a credit on my waterbill, I miss true friends. the people who always seemed to be there when you needed them the most. the one friend who always knew u needed them and showed up.
I also miss the friends i had on cherry, ya know the ones who used to talk to you almost everyday, the ones that made sure to get a phone number to keep in touch incase the internet went down. what happened to them??
If your still her

Leave Him Or Notok some girls need to get the fuck away and if they want a person and they got someone jsut tell them dont go behind their backs and try to piss them off. cause i've done nothing but love and you two have dont nothing but be complete disrepectfull! so stop being a bitch! a complete bitch!

Thumnail'sa href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=563124&friend=563124" target=_blank>I can be very kinky@ CherryTAP

Here We Go...I've been hanging around here a while now, so I suppose I should start one of these things. I'm easily addicted to crap like this, so who the hell knows where this might lead.
I tend to be a bit warped and or twisted, so ya never know what might make it's way into this thing, but you can bet that if it's on my mind, you'll see it here.
What's on my mind right now, is spammers. Let's be real here, I'm a very average guy, I don't think I qualify as ugly, but the chances of me being voted the world's hottest anything just isn't very damn likely, unless someone has set fire to my ass. So, when I see these messages on here that start off with "Hi there hottie" you can bet your ass that somewhere in that message there's going to be an invitation to a site with a web-cam....LMAO. Let me say this right up front. I like web-cams and as a personal hobby, I like good porn too.
That being said, let me now state that there is a whole world of free porn out there if ya know where to look, and

The Death Of Grace**Domestic violence is a serious matter. It can affect your neighbor, a friend, or even a family member. One can never be prepared for the violence, whether it be emotional, mental, and/or physical. It can even sneak up on unsuspecting you before you realize it. ~~!!PoeticAngel!!~~PLEASE RIP THE DOMESTIC VIOLENCE PIC FROM MY DEFAULT
FOLDER@ CherryTAP has posted a bulletin 011707 where it has reach direct proportions of an effect on January 16th, 2007. Please read very carefully....**
THIS MORNING AT 1:45 AM MY FRIEND GRACE PASSED AWAY DO TO DOMESTIC VIOLENCE SHE WAS BEATEN SO BAD SHE COULDNT EVEN REMEMBER WHO OWN CHILDREN ALL IM ASKING IS THIS UNTIL HER FUNERAL ARRANGMENTS HAVE BEEN MADE PLEASE GO TO MY PAGE A RIP THIS PIC AND USE IT AS YOUR DEFAULT I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE AND IM SURE SHE WOULD HAVE AS WELL DOMESTIC VIOLENCE DOES NOT JUST HAPPEN TO WOMAN IT HAPPENS TO MEN AND CHILDREN AS WELL SO BEFORE YOU DECIDE THINK ABOUT THAT AND ALSO THINK ABOUT IT BEING SOMEONE YOU

QuizFinish each sentence ..... erase my answers and put your own in .....
1) My ex -- hurt me
2) Maybe I should -- Calm down
3) I love -- my family and friends
4) I don't understand -- so much
5) I lost -- my mind
6) I found -- someone amazing
7) People say that I am -- weird
8) Some People are -- total pricks
9) Love is -- fantastic
10) Somewhere, someone is -- sleeping
11) I'm always -- wishing I was with someone
12) Forever is -- the longest time ever
13) I never want to -- left on my own
15) When I wake up -- I swear loudly!
16) When life gives you lemons -- make lemonade?
17) My past -- will never change
18) I get annoyed with -- people who hurt the ones I love
19) I wish -- I could see someone everyday ♥
20) My dog/s is/are -- imaginary!
21) Tomorrow I am -- at college
22) I have low tolerance for -- arrogant bastards!
23) If I had a million dollars I would -- start my own production company then take a certain

Its Hardits hard to discuss my problems so many that really had a bad impact on my life i get so upset about them that i cry myself to sleep what to do what to do

Antique AuctionGonna be a busy day for me...tonight is my monthly antiques auction...check it out...go to my website, www.bennettsantiques.com and then click on "Auction"...from there...click "view photos"...if you are near Atlanta...drop in...I start at 6 PM.

ReservationPaul Revere & the Raiders - Indian Reservation (The Lament Of The Cherokee Reservation Indian)Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Hot Chicks On ToiletsThere's a radio station I listen to. Good rock and roll, funny, and quite well done.
They have a place on the web site called hot chicks on toilets. This struck me as sort of odd, so, being the twisted sort of guy that I am, I had to check it out.
It seems the whole idea of this thing is to get a pic of your girlfriend, wife, or whoever, sitting on the crapper. Some are posed and some are caught by suprise.
Common sence and good taste dictates that there are no "naughty bits" showing in these pictures, and the point of the whole thing is to have people rate the woman perched on the throne.
I tend to believe that what makes a person beautiful, or for that matter, ugly, comes from who they are and how they live their life...not what they happen to look like.
In any case, as I clicked through the pics and did the rating, I womdered what sort of woman would agree to this sort of thing. Then it struck me that what each of these women have in common is a great sence of humor. To be

Vegas 2-/13 - 2/20Creating a fresh start on life....
Taking the $$$ I would have invested on a worthless cause and investing in an even more unworthy cause..... VEGAS!!!! It's someplace I always wanted to go and well hell...after the stupidity and hell I've been thru well heck I thinnk I deserve it... by then I will be definitely healed... (scars and all lol)
Anyways... I will be at he Mirage during that time, refreshing my heart & soul....
Anyone from the area(or any1 thats been there) with ideas of stuff that I should or should not do , please let me know!!!
luv&hugs,
mzmic