Re: Stashes, Tangents, NPBR

Stashes have been a problem for me too - even just havingmy regular meds around can be a problem. My pychopharm is excellent, but he never asks me what I'm planning to OD on,probably because he doesn't want to hear that it includes a comboof meds he's prescribed. My spouse kept a couple of grams of a particularly lethal med on hand last winter in case a family member contracted influenza. That stuffhounded me from the shelf, especially during the days with more suicidal ideation.I couldn't throw it away but finally convinced him to do something withafter forcing him to read the PDR entry. There is definitely a part of me that grieves over having done that. I wish caregivers and family members would be more sensitive to thisfor those of us who struggle with the constant temptation of suicide.suicide. On the other hand...please don't mess with my stash. I mightneed it.