(Picture by Fox_Fotography!!!!)
Leather Bear Tails is about the leather journey of my slave and I. It deals with all parts of the leather and BDSM experience from safety to predators, to skills, and all of the lovely mistakes that she and I make along the way!!
Also!! I have written a book called "M/s for the Rest of Us" it can be found for purchase here: http://www.lulu.com/shop/k-e-enzweiler/ms-for-the-rest-of-us/paperback/product-22151343.html

I have written a book called "M/s for the Rest of Us" it is available for purchase here: http://www.lulu.com/shop/k-e-enzweiler/ms-for-the-rest-of-us/paperback/product-22151343.html

Or on Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/Rest-Us-K-E-Enzweiler/dp/1329062213/ref=sr_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1432825657&sr=1-2&keywords=m%2Fs+for+the+rest+of+usI am the founder of the Albuquerque Masters Group. We meet once every other month. The group is open to all who wish to explore their Mastery, slavery, or Dominance and submission. Please contact me here or at my email : Bigdykebear@yahoo.com for more information! The meetings are free to all who wish to attend!

If you are interested in power munches, skills workshops or play parties in the Albuquerque area please contact the 20 year organization of AEL at:

Thursday, April 30, 2015

Please join the Albuquerque Leather Daddys and their partners, the
Albuquerque boys of leather as we hold the Southwest Leather Fair on
Route 69.

The event is a FUNDRAISER FOR CASA Q, the new safe living
space for homeless or near homeless LGBTQ youth. Tickets are $10 AT THE
DOOR!!!

There will be a FABULOUS FETISH CONTEST for who wears the best
fetish gear. Doesn’t have to be leather, it can be sports, cowboy,
jock strap or whatever your personal fetish may be.

We will have
entertainment, a silent and a live auction of goods, vendors for you to
get some new gear, a Spanking Booth and much more! Live performances,
demos. We hope to see you there and help us raise funds for the amazing
CASA Q!

Thursday, April 23, 2015

The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse will be at the Crossroads vending table at Spring Pan! Jaime doing readings on Runes, Lori with her amazing dressed candles, eve with her bath and body products and me with my books!!

Black "who gives a shit" candle for the jaded among us. With pewter charm and Blue "aancestral beauty " candle to invoke the power of the ancestors to
draw beauty into your life. W/ stamped brass bracelet and mother of
pearl pendant.

Blue "aancestral beauty " candle to invoke the power of the ancestors to
draw beauty into your life. W/ stamped brass bracelet and mother of
pearl pendant.

Black "who gives a shit" candle for the jaded among us. With pewter charm

This week is Spring Pan. I am so wildly excited. Thanks to a
sponsor we got a hotel room! We are so
blessed! Thank you “D”!!!

I will be at Exploratorium Friday night. I will be doing
flogging- my favorite type of play. Then
on Saturday my slave and I will
be vending and then I teach a hands
on flogging class from 3 -
4:15.

Still looking for a demo
bottom btw!!!!

This is a big deal for us. First, it is our first time
vending, first time putting ourselves out there in that way. My slave puts her
heart into her works. she studies every
day. she reads, talks with
more experienced people, and does research every day. It is amazing to see her heart and dedication in this.

It is also the first time that my book will be available.
According to the shipping records the books will be in on Friday. We only had
enough money to buy 10, but that is OK. This is a life dream coming true, and I
can’t get over the fact that it is happening. “M/s for the rest of U/s” was something
that I never thought would happen.

I wrote it. I even paid an editor to complete it. But when life got so bad I had to abandon the
project. I just couldn’t think about getting a book out there when we had no
water or heat. So a few months ago when the four of us (we call ourselves the 4
horses of the apocalypse - I am Famine. Ha ha) got together and they started pushing
me for the book. So I thought “Well --OK
well- here goes.”

They agreed to help
get it edited, and before I knew it I was published through Lulu.
All in time for Spring Pan.

I have wanted to be a writer since I was in my teens. I have
wanted this for a very long time.

I can’t believe it is here. I never thought it would ever
really happen.

On top of it all of that it is our foray into this part of
the community again in a big way. We have stayed out of some of the events for
a bit. We were healing, coming to terms with life changing, trying to get everything
under control. It was all so overwhelming. But now we are in a place that is
really good. We are in a place that gets to
give back and come from safety. We
are coming from a place where it is time to get back into the world. And I love
that.

So it is fun, exciting and very scary in a lot of ways.
Being back – and having this community change and grow so fast --as it does.

So here are some pics of the vending that we will be doing.

It is like this starts something new for us in so many ways.
But I feel ready. I feel prepared.

They say that there is no such thing as real altruism. I
think that for me anyway- that is true. I love to give back because it makes me
feel like I matter. Like I can have a
place. Wow – that got a lot deeper then
I intended.

Friday, April 10, 2015

Here are some of the amazing raffle prizes available at the event on April 11th. All raffle proceeds go to March of Dimes! Want to RSVP? Contact me at bigdykebear@yahoo.com or on Fetlife at Master_ _ Bear!!!

From Mistress M!!!!

A close up of this GORGEOUS Piece !!!!

A donation from " D" AMAZING!!

Self Serve donated this AMAZING paddle for your BOOT FANATICS!

A close up of the Self Serve paddle!

Alison in Wonderland donated this amazing plus size corset!!!

Mistress M and Vlad donated a paddle and BRAND NEW restraints!

Mistress M and Vlad also donated the is amazing set of 4 leather restrains, paddle and crop!

Horns and Ninjet donated the BAD ASS face MASK!

Lady Golden donated so many amazing goods!
This is candle, vase, jewelery, and a sharp knife!

Friday, April 3, 2015

I love and support my slave, and when she was accepted as a
vendor at Spring Pan I was so proud and excited for her! For the last few weeks
it has been a process of ordering and receiving so many things and me having no
idea what they are. I just know that they excite her.

When she orders them, she tracks them, and updates me on
their progress. When they arrive she will unwrap them slowly and excitedly. Then
she will talk about what they are and what they do and how she is thinking about
using them.

For Spring Pan she is working on bath bombs in all sorts of different
colors, scents, and shapes.Body lotions
that she calls body butters, and other assorted things as her interest and excitement
raises. I am so deeply proud of her. She is on fire with her experimenting and
creating and I am thrilled that she has found something that pushes her I so
many different ways.

So the other day I was really struggling with going to work.
It has been really hard on my mind, and she offered to make me a bath with one
of her new bath bombs. I loved the idea!

I love her baths they calm and relax me. They help me through hard times and after she
had the new shower installed I haven’t been taking them.

SoI got ready for my
bathand I saw the twobathbombs
that she had but inthe tub for me. The
one was foaming and swirling in the water creating waves as it bubbled from one
place in the tub to the other. The second one foamed and bubbled until it was covered
in its own bubble cloud and the water had turned a deep ocean blue. The scent
was immediately relaxing and as I sank into the tub I closed my eyes and
enjoyed the silky feel of the water. It was just what I needed.

About half way through
my bath I was washing off and that is when I noticed the glitter. I hadn’t seen
it before, but I did now. It was all over my skin, in my braid, and in all my
crevices.

There was no time to shower the glitter off before work, so I dried
off, got dressed and went into work as is, glitter and all.

When I got to work I noticed a few stares. About two hours into
my shift one of my crew came over and said hesitantly “umm, is that glitter?” I
knew that it was coming so I said “Yes, and I love my wife.”

A few minutes
later someone else came up and asked the same question. I just giggled and said
“yes and I love my wife.” It wasn’t long before my entire crew was bursting out
laughing and before long I had been re-
named.

I laughed sohard that
I couldn’t stop., They were deeply enjoying the idea that me- inallmy
masculine gender bending glory was
covered inglitter from head totoe. The rest of the night everyone could tell
where I was going, and where I had been – I had trail.

People couldn’t pass without a giggle and I joined in. At one
point the name “Glitterati Sparkles” was put on my name badge and I claimed it!

It was a lot of fun. And then we had a code. The code team
came. It wasn’t my regular team, so some of them knew me - but only by sight,
and others didn’t know me at all. As we
worked through the code I saw the looks as people would take in my glittery sparkly
self and new name, and then quickly look away, avoiding eye contact.

About Me

I am a Master identified lesbian. My slave and I have been together in in a 24/7 dynamic for 14years. This shows how patient she really is... I have written a book called "M/s for the Rest of Us." It is available here: http://www.lulu.com/shop/k-e-enzweiler/ms-for-the-rest-of-us/paperback/product-22151343.html
I love discussing M/s in real life terms, not just the ones put out there by unrealistic, holier then thou, better then everyone people. We are real people living a real life, it involves mistakes, miscommunication, undone chores, and the experiment gone wrong. ie... playing with emergency candle wax. And neither I nor she will put out there that our flawed lives are any better then anyone else's!!!