My Girlfriend Makes Me Happy

So I was questioning my sexuality a few years back and I actually had a lot of internalized homophobia, so I hated myself for quite a bit of time. I’ve come to terms with myself and my identity, and I’ve finally accepted myself. I’m feeling the best I’ve felt in ages.

But anyway, I’m actually dating a girl now, and even though I’m still pretty young (some say I’m too young to know I’m a lesbian but whatever), I’m so so so happy right now. I’m not out to my parents though, so we’re kind of tiptoeing around which is not good, but I don’t know how my parents would react. So when I’m ready I’ll tell them.

My girlfriend makes me so happy. Whenever we spend time together, I just feel so much better. Everything about her is amazing, flaws and all. Kissing her, cuddles, butterflies in my stomach. Oh gosh.