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Group calls : Introduction…

The group call is a modern day “tele-satsang” that happens every Sunday for around
90 minutes. Friends seek answers from GD regarding issues about their work life,
their relationships and most importantly, their spiritual journey… continue reading.

Group calls : Feedback…

“GD’s intense presence and energy work are emitted magically through the calls.”“With every call, it feels like layer after layer of ignorance is getting dissolved.”“Being on the call is returning to your true nature, week after week after week.”For more feedback about the calls click here.

CONTENTS • This session has 22 minutes of powerful clearings for releasing anger. Subjects include - anger at authority figures, desire to punish, the unfairness of life and God, anger at the spiritual journey, releasing anger locked in the body etc. Anger release starts at 34 mins • Dealing with smartphone addiction • What does your addiction help you to escape? • Parenting can also become an addiction • How we give anger all it's power • Each person believes that his perception is accurate.

CONTENTS • This call explores the The Work of Byron Katie on the subjects of authenticity, loneliness and addiction • Inquiry - 'I am supposed to be authentic all the time' • The dangerous desire for perfection • Why the ego judges everybody and everything • Abandonment and loneliness are just stories in our mind • Giving love to others in order to get something back • GD explains and demonstrates the 'Quantum Snake Technique' • Releasing addiction at the body level • Inquiry - 'Boyfriends help me to avoid loneliness and boredom'.

CONTENTS • Don't be obsessed with the symbol • Our deep desire for Oneness shows up as a craving for love, sex and intimacy • Union cannot happen at the level of body-mind, only at the level of Consciousness • The ego oscillates between the desire for intimacy and the desire for separation • Withdrawing from the world is not enough • Merging is only possible with God • Running towards love, and running away from love are both games of the ego • The wave needs to discover it's oneness with the ocean.

CONTENTS • This call contains almost 40 mins of energy clearings on the subjects of deep sadness, loneliness and isolation, attachment to house and family, the energy of anger and blame, the desire to be right, anger at God etc • The moment we make anything in this world significant, fear starts • The more secrets we have, the more fear and isolation we create • Giving freedom to oneself and others • When your happiness depends on someone else, you will become fearful and manipulative • Love as sharing vs love as exploitation • Becoming a doormat to maintain 'peace' at home.

CONTENTS • The sense of receiving love is based solely on our perception • Love does not have to be sought, it is our inheritance • The sense of giving and receiving love is an illusion • We love others based on our belief systems • What sacrifices do we make in the name of love • The more we connect with the Divine, the more we become an 'expression of love' • For the ego mind, nothing is ever enough • In Oneness, who is going to love whom? • The more focussed love gets, the more stressful it becomes.

CONTENTS • How the desire for specialness makes us weak and vulnerable • Specialness is one of the greatest obstacles to Oneness • Why we rejoice at the flaws and failures of others • Comparision is an ego device, because Love makes none • Using suffering and sacrifice as a form of specialness • The special ones are all asleep, surrounded by a world of loveliness they do not see (ACIM) • The ego's unwillingness to leave the battlefield.

CONTENTS • The highest form of prayer is celebration of Oneness • Real witnessing is experienced only when the ego is absent • Every form of seeking is painful • All intellectual answers become useless after a while • We cannot possess the Divine, we can only be possessed by it • Our hidden and unacknowledged desires create obstacles on the path • The one question the ego does not want to answer • Pray for the day when the Divine becomes your first priority.

CONTENTS • Heaven is a decision I must make (ACIM) • We have asked for everything that we are experiencing • In any given moment, we are either listening to the ego or to the Divine • The spiritual teacher and the group protect you from self deception • What if fear is also our creation, our choice? • The Son of God cannot be a victim of this dream • Suffering is a wonderful part of our guidance system • if our values are wrong, our choices will continue to be wrong.

CONTENTS • Don't be half-hearted about your marriage, your job or your spirituality • Choosing things fully - or not at all • Remaining undecided is also a choice • Trash your spiritual fantasies and be authentic instead • The most critical crossroad in the spiritual journey • Fully choosing the Divine • Why we are afraid of Divine guidance • How we grow in faith • The choice that makes everything else very simple.

CONTENTS • Our habit of pushing joy and awakening into the future • Switching quickly from fear to gratitude • The body-mind does not experience the world, the body-mind is itself being experienced • Awareness can never be captured or held on to • The mind does not recognise Awareness; only awareness recognises itself • There are no full stops on this journey; only commas • From the perspective of Awareness, there is no journey and no destination • A healed mind no longer pulls attention to itself • The space where peace and excitement are both equal.

CONTENTS • The illusory body-mind and it's illusory search for love • If you want to see the larger truth, stop focussing on the smaller stuff • The pain of getting love thru the body • Extending love vs begging for love • All giving and receiving is at the level of body-mind • Entering relationships with maximum awareness and minimum self-deception • The outer world accurately reflects our inner state • Interacting and relating from a space of completion • Spiritual evolution is rarely our number one priority.

CONTENTS • The game of sacrifice, and how the ego uses it • The story of 'me' is always going to be incomplete • The body has become our God and Guru - we spend all our time serving it • How we use spirituality to become a fake person • Exploring all desires and experiences without fear • When the Divine starts to live your life • Fear prevents us from seeing that all desires are basically nothing • If any desire is suppressed, it will trap us forever • Giving people the freedom to die.

CONTENTS • Spiritual tiredness is based on an imaginary past • Our constant desire for 'experience' • Using your children to feel wanted and needed • Making decisions based on our deepest desire • Living our desires in partnership with God • Desire is not the problem, our internal conflicts are • GD discusses answers questions about his personal state: Effortlessly being in the now - No sense of lack - Being an unbiased mirror - Being empty, yet always having access to relevant information.

CONTENTS • All needs and desires arise after the sense of separation • The constant sense of 'something is missing' • Trying to heal the lack of love • The game of seeking self worth and specialness in the office • Every need is fundamentally a lie • When we get integrated, we have only one need • The ego trap involved in being 'the perfect father' • The ego is illusory - it cannot give anything or get anything • The greatest gift you can give your family and friends.

CONTENTS • The divine emptiness within us cannot be harmed • In zero defense, there is zero ego • Waking up vs improving the dream • Our constant defense against poverty, loneliness, ignorance and vulnerability • The love that has nothing to do with bodies and minds • How to handle attack within a relationship • The trap of becoming a spiritual-knowledge-junkie • You are the answer you are seeking.

CONTENTS • The three pillars of ego: Pride, Pleasure and Attack • The goals of the ego vs the goals of Spirit • The ego-desire to be important, significant and indispensable • The ego traps of facilitators and spiritual teachers • The guru and the disciple are both part of the dream • Holding opinions lightly • Real transformation happens thru clarity, not thru force. • How to handle psychological vulnerability • Answers come thru surrender, not struggle.

CONTENTS • You are the Light of the Universe • The Light is constant, the body-mind-world appears and disappears • You are unaffected by anything that happens • Your only function is to 'knowingly be the Light' • We keep 'forgetting' because we still haven't chosen fully • When we are 'disconnected', we behave like beggars • The beauty and wisdom of the first two Commandments • You are always just one moment away from Truth • The body is just a reflection of the mind • Questions to ask when the body is in pain.

CONTENTS • The body is a transparent, empty, holographic figure • Our dreaming is kept alive by desire, fear, conflict and drama • Statements we can use to create cracks in the illusion • We continue to dream because we want the good parts to be real • Nothing that happens here has any real significance • The ego creates tremendous suffering by trying to find happiness in this dream-world • When we discover ourself to be a dream character in a dream world, there is tremendous peace.

CONTENTS • There is nobody inside • Discerning between the False 'i' and the real 'I' • Everything is already accomplished • The false 'i' is always in a state of deprivation • The false need for love and nurturing • The only lie we need to correct • I shall simply be still, and watch the salvation of the Lord • There is no one within to even surrender or trust • The voice of the ego is not your voice • Discovering 'The peace that passeth understanding' • The call ends with a spontaneous but really deep meditation/healing.

CONTENTS • No sensory experience is ever going to satisfy • Using parties and social gatherings for awakening • Consistently and relentlessly using the question: What is it for? • The ego cannot love - it is always calculating • The willingness to stand apart from the crowd • The use of Service as a spiritual tool • The only two choices we will ever have • The 'I' within all living beings is the same 'I' • The speedy mind cannot discover its true nature • The higher dimension of giving and receiving • Keeping our feet in two different boats.

CONTENTS • Real freedom has nothing to do with what you have or don't have • The body is a temporary space-suit • The part within us where all desires are already fulfilled • The ego's habit of cleverly postponing happiness • The ego has no way of finding love or peace • Our deep unconscious desire to be unfairly treated • Peace without love is not the real Peace • Why we value and treasure our grievances.

CONTENTS • Reaching the higher level of Love • The mature student does not waver • The desires of ego are endless and can never be satisfied • Your choice and willingness is the key to everything • Being a victim is also a choice • How we put limits on our love, joy and abundance • Ego cannot understand 'happiness for no reason' • The only condition we have to meet for receiving our divine inheritance • Our subconscious fear of happiness.

CONTENTS • This call contains around 45 mins of energetic clearings for releasing anger, resentment, self judgement, frozen tears, guilt, heart walls, and the sense of being alone and unsupported • The entire game of anger and forgiveness is part of the illusion • Clearings for asthma and breathlessness • My guilt is proof that I am not a child of God • Bad relationships and bad jobs are a form of self punishment • It is safe to be seen. It is safe to connect. It is safe to be loved • Our boundaries and barriers make us more vulnerable • The ego's self made prison.

CONTENTS • The past is gone; and so are its effects • The past remains alive only because we subconsciously value it • The personality is completely based on past • Nothing in the past, present or future has any effect on us • We hold on to past trauma to help us handle future trauma • Seeing the world without any past • If the past has truly gone, we are 'brand new'.

CONTENTS • Letting the Divine do the healing • Surrendering the final outcome of events • Nobody can block your spiritual journey, except you • Affirmation: I see the Divine in you, you see the Divine in me • We are all afraid of each other's judgement • "Be completely unwilling to accept people's misperceptions of you" • Affirming your innocence and perfection • What are you trying to prove?

CONTENTS • Finally, all yearning is for Oneself • The principles of Christian Science Healing • All is God, All is Good • The Perfection that is already/always present • When there is a problem, go straight to God/Source • Discovering and affirming your innocence • There is only One cause • The ego-mind keeps finding proof for what it already believes • Finally, everything moves towards utter simplicity.

CONTENTS • Operating from mind vs operating from Spirit • There is only one mind - the Divine Mind • The virus of selfishness - it's all about me! • Lester Levenson's miraculous healing formula • To have all, give all to all - ACIM • When we start serving the Divine, every aspect of our life is taken care of • Instead of being Love, we keep begging for it from others • Our higher self is an inexhaustible supply of love, peace and abundance • We don't really love anyone, it is the infinity within us that loves and embraces all.

CONTENTS • The only challenge we will ever have • The apparent conflict between transcendence and total expression • Complete expression is a dance between you and the Divine • Source energy wants to dance thru each of us • Your external world is constantly giving feedback about who you are being internally • The ego prefers security and familiarity instead of freedom and joy • The people around us are often fearful of our spiritual growth • Our love-hate-fear relationship with spiritual teachers.

CONTENTS • What does it mean to be in integrity • Our listening is constantly distorted by the past • The desire to be someone 'special' is part of the collective hypnosis • Who we are being is more important than what we are saying • We are contributing to the totality of Consciousness in every moment • The toxic obsession with our external behaviour and presentation • You are the blackboard before anything was written on it • Discovering the part of us that is beyond pleasure and pain • Interacting with others from the space of Oneness.

CONTENTS • This call contains a lot of energetic clearings for physical, emotional and spiritual healing • The trap of 'becoming' vs the joy of 'Being' • We live in little boxes called husband, wife, spiritual, unspiritual etc • Love is not possible where there is bondage or compulsion • Find internal peace before taking a rash decision • Releasing the desire to be right, to win, to teach others a lesson • The shaky definitions of success and failure • The price we pay when we defeat someone • The deepest sharing happens thru our Being, not our words • A firm decision to end the blame game.

CONTENTS • Getting stuck in the roles given by society • When we force ourselves to play any role, all love is lost • True Love is not an emotion • Releasing all the definitions of marriage • We live in an 'unconscious' state 90% of the day • The conflict between the Soul and the ego • The danger of justifying negative emotions • Only when we are Conscious, can we experience love, joy and freedom • The deep sadness that hides under our masks • The false fear of loneliness and abandonment.

CONTENTS • Sherine's experience of meditating in a graveyard • None of our thoughts are original • We are in a state of constant hypnosis created by our thinking • The more we are identified with thinking, the more unstable our life seems • To see the truth about anything, we have dismiss all social conditioning • Thoughts create separation and conflict where there is inherently love and oneness • Experiencing the truth vs collecting knowledge • The powerful bondage created by the words we believe.

CONTENTS • All sense of boredom comes from our conditioning • Dealing with the sorrow of losing someone • Sharing our sad stories with others often validates and strengthens them • Suffering is created only by the mind, and not by external events • The ego hates the teaching of 'impermanence' • Doing meditation in a graveyard • Please look for happiness in the right place • We need to gather ALL our energy and attention to pierce the veil of illusion.

CONTENTS • True happiness and peace are never in the future • The extra challenges of the modern day seeker • Living for a day with no desires at all • Your kingdom is not of this world - Jesus • Everything we have here is shaky and unstable • Rationing the interaction with your gadgets • Consistently following your deepest wisdom • Discovering your true inheritance • The addictive search for more knowledge and information.

CONTENTS • Discovering the ways in which we postpone awakening • Whatever is worth doing, is worth doing NOW • Lies have no power • Your only problem has already been solved • Assigning 'Roles' to everybody in our life • Wanting the world to move according to our script • Trying to squeeze happiness from relationships • The joy of setting everyone and everything free.

CONTENTS • I will no longer value the valueless - ACIM • All decisions are easy • We don't have to give up anything, just see the truth of it • The desire to run away from everything • We don't accept total freedom because we don't want to give it • Converting your marriage into a holy relationship • How the ego sabotages the spiritual journey • The deep sadness of not honoring your path.

CONTENTS • Setting the GPS of your life • When is it time to quit a job or relationship? • Consciousness is synonymous with Love, Peace and Wisdom • Even in our deepest relationships, we only want parts of the person • Identifying the energies within us that are not being expressed • A single person can never fulfill all your desires • Once you discover what is most important to you, all decisions are simple.

CONTENTS • The mind obsessed with past and future cannot love • The bliss of real listening • The never-ending hunger of the ego • The diamond in your pocket • The great necessity of forgiveness • The greatest strategy of the ego - make somebody else responsible • All forgiveness is already accomplished • True fulfillment is causeless • Forgiveness does not mean becoming a doormat.

CONTENTS • Don't be a victim, just learn to say no • Perceiving your spiritual teacher as a threat • The ego does not trust anybody... including itself • The ego's constant mode of self protection • Idol worship: finding substitutes for God • Whatever shakes and trembles within us is not real • The ego makes the son of God into a tiny beggar • Most of our 'worldly' activities are pointless • Our 'dreaming' continues throughout the day • How much suffering do we need before we wake up?

CONTENTS • This call starts with 30 minutes of energy clearing statements for releasing anger, frustration, weakness, helplessness, and deep sadness • Recognising the false options of the ego • Peace is fully present NOW - irrespective of the life situation we are in • Seeing vs solving • The ego always rejects the real answer • The appearance and disappearance of the body does nothing to You • A new process for solving stress: What's underneath this? • We are constantly escaping the wound of loneliness • Suffering happens because we expect the world to give us what it can't.

CONTENTS • I AM Source energy - how can anything be missing • Absolute Love, Peace, Joy is within us, all we have to do is express • The ego can never be fully satisfied • The more we give, the more we are filled up • Silently blessing everyone we meet • The error of seeking love and abundance from the outside • Stepping out of the boxing ring • The wave is always One with the Ocean.

CONTENTS • This call contains around 30 minutes of energy clearing statements for releasing guilt. (clearings start after 34 mins) • We all use guilt to control and manipulate each other • ACIM: The ego's attraction to guilt • Return to peace and light heartedness before giving feedback • Nobody can make us guilty; they can only trigger the guilt that already exists within us • There is no 'me' inside to feel guilty • Creating guilt is a form of violence, a form of attack • Guilt does not help us release bad habits and behaviors.

CONTENTS • This call discusses the teachings of Joel Goldsmith, an amazing healer and spiritual teacher who passed away in 1964 • God has only one gift to give, the gift of Himself • Do not see divinity only in certain places and people • The ego uses judgement to avoid seeing the divinity in each moment • Thy Grace is my sufficiency in all things • We judge everyone who does not give us 'specialness' • remembering that 'God is Present' elevates every situation, no matter how difficult it seems • The space of awakening - being nothing and holding nothing.

CONTENTS • Starts with small meditation: releasing the content of the mind • All addiction is an escape from a deeper discomfort • Addiction is a temporary band-aid over an ancient wound • Addictive relationships and addiction to approval seeking • Dont get into relationships to escape your loneliness and fear • Loneliness is a powerless fraud.• Contains powerful energetic processes for releasing addiction - including the desires, the internal conflict, the self judgement, the helplessness, the fears and consequences, the guilt and shame connected to it, the obsession of figuring it out, and the ways in which we justify it.

CONTENTS • Connecting with the silent witness - the light of the universe • The mature ego is no longer fooled by the attractions of the world • We learn more thru our energy bodies than our minds • The ego's addiction to 'intellectual' seeking • The importance of single mindedness • The untrained mind can accomplish nothing • Dig one deep well instead of a dozen shallow ones • Our deepest desire is to go 'Home' • The value of watching sensations in the body • The right way to look at job and career.

CONTENTS • When our eyes are innocent, we start seeing the Divine in everything • The ego is like a closed flower • We never see the world, only our thoughts about the world • I AM is enough, nothing more is needed • To be a true seeker, one needs consistent intent • Letting go of all cleverness and returning to innocence • You and peace are not separate - you are ONE with it • We accumulate knowledge to control and manipulate • This moment is everything • Using every situation in life to experience the Divine.

CONTENTS • This entire call is about the various aspects of surrendering to our higher Guidance • The scattered mind cannot surrender - it needs integration first • The stronger our desires and points of view, the less we can receive Guidance • Living in Guidance is like walking hand in hand with the Divine • How specifically placed human beings raise the vibration of the planet • When you have no personal agenda left, you are in Guidance 24/7 • Love and sex give us a limited experience of merging with the Divine • Practical tips for intuitive dowsing.

CONTENTS • GD describes his early morning experience of 'everything is Divine' • We are living in an absolute mystery - pretending to be very wise • Which part of your life are you judging the most? • The ego is not really interested in love, peace or God • Whose plan for freedom are you following? • if you know where to go, please go. If you don't know where to go, be humble and take guidance • Self deception can sidetrack any seeker for years • The prison of our 'private perceptual world' • We either return to innocence, or become extremely shrewd egos.

CONTENTS • What am I feeling in this moment? - a releasing process • The misuse of spirituality to create 'specialness' • The quest for specialness creates conflict and separation • For me to be special, everybody else has to be un-special • The wound that drives the search for specialness • Either we face our inner wound, or we spend our whole life escaping • Returning to Source is the only real answer to the ego's problems • The polarities of boredom and excitement • Joy comes from Presence, not favorable objects and situations.

CONTENTS • The desire for peace becomes one more obstacle to peace • The unconscious mind is a slave of past and future • We are like headless chickens running in ever changing directions • Spirituality becomes one more ornament for the ego • Using Facebook to create specialness • The obsession to control what others think of you • Becoming special by having unique, unsolvable problems • Discovering the special image we have created to impress others • The willingness to be utterly ordinary.

CONTENTS • This is a very meditative call from start to finish • The peace we are talking about has nothing to do with external circumstances • The more speedy we are, the less we notice the bliss of this moment • Release the conditioning that peace can only be found in 'special places' • Separation is impossible. We are constantly related to everyone and everything • Each person or object can help you remember yourself... or forget yourself • The answer to Who am I? has to be experiential, not intellectual • No matter how intense the dream, we can snap out in a second.

CONTENTS • The world we experience is based on our meanings and interpretations • Every character in our life is being 'created' by our mind • To see the truth about people, we need to release all meanings and labels • Relate as Consciousness to Consciousness, not as personality to personality • Being a spiritual rebel • What meaning have you given to the word 'relationship' • We create the 'angels' and 'devils' in our life • Sharing our Beingness with everyone we meet • None of our thoughts mean anything.

CONTENTS • Ego creates false illusions of being 'spiritual' • Your real Guru is the person you most want to please • A fragmented mind cannot merge with the Divine • We have multiple personalities, each with its own unique agenda • Blaming people and situations for our lack of spiritual growth • The more desire an ego has, the more blind and aggressive it gets • For the Divine to enter, we have to exit • We don't have to leave our husband and kids, just our stories about them.

CONTENTS • Moving from 'muddy me' to 'pure me' • We constantly chase experiences in order to forget ourselves • 'Pure Me' is a crystal-clear-awake-presence with no boundaries • We are all clinging to illusions hoping they will save us • Nothing here belongs to anybody • Spiritual knowledge must lead to spiritual experience, otherwise it is just one more addiction • All suffering is caused by our own interpretation • Without your story, there is no difference between being alone and being in relationship • The dream is very complex - the truth is very simple.

CONTENTS • Clearings for confusion, uncertainty and decision making • Allowing a decision to evolve organically • When our seeing is clear, decisions are easy • We are all selfish pretending to not be selfish • Living a false life to get others approval • Trying to be anything other than 'you' is suffering • What are you constantly displaying that you are not? • The false personality is always afraid of being exposed • Entering chaos willingly - an experiment.

CONTENTS • Without stories, this moment is always perfect • The sense of 'me' is just an appearance • Just like a dream, the waking state is 'one single piece' • The personality can never be stable or complete • The 'seeker' is also part of the dream • Most of us neither follow desires nor transcend them - we remain stuck in the middle • A process for discovering your deepest desires • The spiritual person is always a rebel • 'me' and 'mine' are the core illusion

CONTENTS • The quest for spiritual knowledge is as addictive as smoking or drinking • Ego always wants MORE of something... more money, more health, more knowledge, more security • Constant busyness is a way of escaping the Truth • Deciding to do 'nothing' is also a part of doership • The less we think, the more intelligence there is • TRUST - the most important quality on the spiritual journey • Don't make ANY thought valuable or significant.

CONTENTS • 'Returning to this moment' meditation • The quest to create a perfect personality • The sense of being a separate person is the core illusion • What if doership and non-doership are also 'just happening' • If there is Oneness, there can only be one Doer • The ego is always self-justified • The willingness to be wrong about everything • A guided meditation to experience non-doership.

CONTENTS • The majority of this call is about dealing with sickness (and the fears around death). The call contains lots of energetic clearings for releasing our hidden desire to be sick, using sickness as an escape strategy, using sickness to avoid honest communication, releasing our sadness and helplessness, becoming sick in order to heal others, and connecting to the space beyond sickness and death. There are also lots of powerful questions to help you discover the real reasons behind your health challenges. The call also discusses a new way to look at death, and helps release the fear of it.

CONTENTS • This call is full of clearings and insights on caring for the sick and supporting our near and dear ones • Includes clearings for fear and resistance, sadness and helplessness, the sense of overwhelm, anger at God and life, and the sense of panic, fear and guilt • 99% of our suffering is caused by resistance • The willingness to face what we don't want to experience • The amazing wisdom of 'one dish at a time' • Stop seeking peace where it cannot be found • Service without the sense of doer-ship: Karma Yoga • We are hardwired to love, to serve and to support • The ego's most persistent deception: Peace is not possible in this moment.

CONTENTS • "Do not pray for the things you think you need" - Jesus • 25 minutes of energetic clearings for excessive desire, resistance to desire, self judgement, spiritual failure, hopelessness, and the desire to die • You are suffering because of the movie-in-your-mind • Freedom cannot be gained by changing yourself or your circumstances • Discovering the part of us that never changes • The see-saw of desire vs hopelessness • The only prayer worth praying • Using right choice to step out of the dream • Freedom from the dream-character.

CONTENTS • Our hidden desire to hold on to anger • People harm and attack because they are suffering inside • Desire is not the problem, our internal contradictions are • Suppressing desires is not 'spiritual' • The more defensive we are, the less anything new can enter • We are in a constant battle with our own thoughts • In your defenselessness lies your safety - ACIM • Every time we fight with a situation or problem, we give it more power • All thoughts are meaningless and powerless.

CONTENTS • Our suffering is never about this moment - it is about our entire past • Whenever a challenge appears, we automatically assume it is 'bad' • We remain in unpleasant situations because conflict and suffering are food for the ego • We would rather believe in our weakness than our strength • Energy clearings for releasing beliefs around weakness, helplessness, self worth, and the desperation to get married • How to engage with your children without dominating or insisting • heaven and hell are both in the mind • The carrot and the donkey.

CONTENTS • This call contains energy releasing and clearing statements from start to finish. Subjects include feeling lost, feeling stuck, spiritual longing and yearning, spiritual exhaustion and frustration • The magic mantra: Relax and Receive • 'I have to do everything by myself' is an ego deception • Whenever we find ourselves struggling, we have lost touch with our higher self • The ego's solutions are all about fixing the outer world • There is nothing to forgive, there is no one to forgive • Sitting on the fence creates huge suffering • Letting go of the 'spiritual finish line'.

CONTENTS • True wisdom arrives in the absence of thought • In Truth, there is no gain and loss • Who am I before this dream began? • Life and death are part of the dream • All suffering is attachment to form • Nothing belongs to anybody • Energetic clearings for releasing the sense of unfairness, victimization, helplessness and the desire for revenge • Whenever we are holding guilt, we are subconsciously waiting for punishment • The problem is never outside • There are no private thoughts in Oneness • Firmly deciding not to be a victim.

CONTENTS • The first 40 mins of this call contain a unique and powerful healing of the polarities • When we are aligned with our destiny, we are happy and fulfilled • Our dream is the obsession with a particular body-mind • Becoming rooted in the impersonal 'I' • To experience the permanent, we have to release the temporary • We cannot die - EVER • The 'me' stays alive thru false intellectual seeking • Stop trying to get there - just be there • Who we are is unaffected by good or bad experiences • Experiencing everything - clinging to nothing.

CONTENTS • returning to the 'womb of existence' - the space from where everything arises • HOME is not far away - it is exactly where you are • We are trying to find substitutes for REAL peace and happiness • What if you realised that God is always on your side • Discovering the divine innocence within us • When we are innocent, we are constantly guided • The rain-like transmission of Source energy • Learning to dance with the Divine • The insane desire to be right.

CONTENTS • If you are a healer, facilitator or spiritual teacher, this call is packed with insights to light up your path • You can never measure the true impact of your healing • It is always about you, not anybody else • Going beyond gain and loss • True healing is exactly like 'satsang' • At one point, teaching and not-teaching become the same • Consciousness knows no future • For true transformation, the divine has to be Present • Finding your true motivations for healing or teaching • Be the Oneness, see the Oneness - that is the highest healing • Use every healing situation to merge with the Divine.

CONTENTS • The first 40 minutes are packed with energy clearings! Subjects include: Fear of the future, success and failure, abandonment, entitlement and expectations, False beliefs about money, owning our anger • In the last 20 mins, GD shares 'I rest in God' from ACIM and ends with a powerfully transformative meditation • Other topics include: If I truly grow up, no one will love me • Deleting the false beliefs associated with money • The greatest transformations happen very silently • Inviting our friends and enemies into the circle of peace - a guided meditation.

CONTENTS • This session is packed with energy clearings from start to finish. Clearing subjects include: Smoking, drinking, food addiction, suppressed emotions, saying a fake yes, sacrifice, loneliness, depression, issues women face with kitchen and cooking, and the desire for love and appreciation • All addiction is an escape from what one is feeling inside • All the false meanings and significance given to food • Womens hidden hatred to food and cooking • The use of alcohol to face unpleasant situations • How to support each other in a simple, loving manner

CONTENTS • Learning to say a loving 'No' • There is no 'me' to hold on to anything • The Light in us that knows everything • The sense of a 'me' is also an experience • The tiny, mad voice in our heads • Realising the beauty and perfection of THIS moment • As long as you believe you have choice, you must choose wisely • The power of the Pause - connecting to Higher Intelligence • Whenever we say a fake 'yes', both parties will suffer • Merging into the Oneness.

CONTENTS • This call is full of powerful energetic clearings for anger, sadness, feeling trapped and helpless, seeking love and approval, and the fear of love, happiness and freedom • We judge everyone because we are afraid of love • Our spacious-loving-presence is the greatest gift we can give • GD diffuses an asthma attack in ten minutes • The new mantra: Nothing is missing • Our fear of love makes us choose wrong partners • Our future fantasies make our present miserable • We are afraid of happiness, not depression.

CONTENTS • The Peace that is an ever-present background • All seeking belongs to the ego • Beyond a point, seeking becomes counterproductive • Peace is present when the 'me' is absent • God, Peace, Truth are not in the future • We keep identifying with the ego to fulfill our desires • The great way is easy for those who have no preferences • Ramana Maharishi's single solution for every problem • No matter what is happening, God is present!

CONTENTS • This call has more than 50 minutes of powerful energy clearings for various emotions including anger, rage, revengefulness, it's not fair, self deception, stuckness, self judgement, feeling weak, helpless and unsupported • We are searching for the right things in the wrong places • Loneliness gets healed only when we merge with the Divine • Maintaining the status quo - our secret desire to keep our problems exactly as they are • What have I made more important than my awakening?

CONTENTS • Tips on 'The Work' of Byron Katie • Difficult situations help us see what we still haven't surrendered • The power of deep listening • we are upset because we are always seeing the past • The ego holds on to the past to continue attack and defense • Giving a dynamic new purpose to all our relationships • Who I AM will only be satisfied when it meets and merges with ITSELF • The statement 'happiness in within me' has to be experiential, not intellectual.

CONTENTS • We have made our image, work and money more important than our healing • Is it time to return to LOVE • The message of Jesus: Be uncompromising • The total willingness to leave the dream • Don't be upset if the same subject shows up for healing again and again • Being a 'hopeless, useless, loser' is a lie of the ego • There is no world! • The world we see is completely our perception and imagination • Asking for Christ vision • What if the past never happened.

CONTENTS • This call has a powerful 27-minute meditation/healing process in which we receive healing energy directly from Source. The meditation also includes healing the heart, charging the chakras and clearing the energy field • The importance of being kind to yourself • The road has paths, the sky has none • Creativity of our mind is the cause of all suffering • Giving ourselves the gift of peace, kindness, and restfulness • Our anxiety is based on 'I am not enough' or 'something is still missing'

CONTENTS • Returning to the 'Home Space' meditation • Don't cling to that which is leaving • Our true strength and courage is available RIGHT NOW • Your desire to experience something specific creates the situations around you • The hidden joy in being a victim • Lots of powerful energy clearings around victimization and the hidden motivations of the ego • As long as our problems seem to be outside us, they can never be solved • Peace and Salvation is always NOW... but we keep pushing it into the future • The more invested we are in the dream, the more real it seems.

CONTENTS • Should I leave my relationship in order to awaken? • 15 minute clearing process around relationship issues • The ego wants to find happiness by changing the outer world • Can we be agenda-less in relationships • There is something in us that always knows what to do • How we habitually keep jumping into the battlefield • All arguments happen because of our own uncertainty • The sufis, and their awareness of 'temporariness' • Releasing the aggressive desire to be right (lots of clearing statements) • Make everybody your Guru • Heart meditation.

CONTENTS • One of the best all-inclusive clearing processes ever - a full 20 minutes of releasing! • Are some things harder to release than others • Handling the burden of family and responsibility • That which can change to hate was never love • The ego cannot understand love, it creates false imitations • Expanding your lovingness 360 degrees • The crazy conditioning of loving only one person • Doer-ship is the only problem - actually there is no giver or receiver • Being an awesome parent and caretaker.

CONTENTS • The state of not knowing anything, nor trying to know anything • The trap of future happiness and perfection • Ego needs future and fantasy to survive • Everything happens at its own time • We neither explore the world fully, nor do we enter spirituality fully • Our inner Awareness is the real Guru • If you are undecided, every teacher and technique will fail • Things seem significant or not depending on where you are looking from • We are still not sure what we really want.

CONTENTS • Learning to experience each moment in its purity • Ego has a point of view about everything; Consciousness has no point of view about anything • Whatever Consciousness identifies with always seems to be the absolute truth • Subconsciously, we are always telling people how to treat us • Living in Guidance means having no agenda, no goals and no fixed points of view • A beautiful prayer to receive guidance • A clearing process to release the desperation to change others • Acknowledging that we truly don't know anything.

CONTENTS • Starts with a deep meditation: What does it mean to BE awareness? • A powerful process to clear the energies of 'I NEED, I WANT, I MUST' from our system... releasing all neediness and desperation • No matter how beautiful your spiritual experience is - let it go! • J Krishnamurti's phrase 'choice-less awareness' • Releasing the desperation for instant solutions • How to handle fear • When should we 'process' and when should we 'just be'? • Using the worst situations in our life to our advantage • Finally burying our 'dead rats'.

CONTENTS • Maharaj's advice to seekers: Give up all self concern • In the absence of self concern, the mind has nothing left to do • Seeing the various ego strategies that block the truth • our personality is a collection of scraps that have been picked up from various places • The beauty of remaining passive and unfocussed • All personalities are fearful because they are inherently empty • The ego's plan for happiness vs the spirits plan • A happy being does not cling to anything • How to handle and explore depression • The desperate goals of ego vs the playful exploration of Being.

CONTENTS • Starts with a energy clearing for anger and rage • Who you think you are now, and who you think you want to be, are both just stories • Which part of you is already-always-perfect • Your perfection is beyond and prior to your body-mind • It is impossible to hold on to anyone or anything • How the 'me' sense is sustained and kept alive • What is that part of you that can exist even without the body-mind-world? • Being the space in which sounds appear and disappear • Falling in love with your Consciousness • The secret behind the 'wow' of a sunset.

CONTENTS • One of the deepest, most meditative calls ever • Where is my attention in this moment? • The mind believes that Consciousness has to be grasped • The magic of remembering Awareness during difficult situations • What, in this moment, is not changing? • Ego is compression, Awareness is expansion • Being Awareness is the greatest gift you can give your family • The ego's plan for your happiness and fulfilment will always fail • Our progress is slow because the ego does not trust the teachers or the teachings • Our job is simply to remember that-which-is-ever-present.

CONTENTS • A powerful process to release emotions which are hidden in the body • A deep meditation using advaita questions • Softening and clearing the heart chakra • Letting go of the addiction to thinking • When we connect with the Divine within us, it's power and magic get activated • We are simply witnesses of Divine life unfolding • Awareness becoming aware of itself is the highest form of meditation • Each experience is proof that the Divine-witnessing-consciousness is present • The desire for Oneness is the last obstruction.

CONTENTS • The perfection of your true nature is available right here, right now • All obstacles are caused by too little desire for freedom • No matter what is taking place, God is fully present • The moment you believe you are a body-mind, fear starts • You are the eternal witness of everything that appears and disappears • If your spirituality is not bearing fruit, the arrow of desire is pointed elsewhere • We all live in a unique world created by our own perceptions • When the mind falls silent, there is no world, there is no 'you' • The behaviour of your body-mind is relevant only to your ego • There is only one witness of manifestation • Ashtavakra's three big desires • The deep, addictive desire for knowledge.

CONTENTS • Starts with a 8 minute earthing, grounding meditation • We unknowingly connect with others energy fields; we unconsciously exchange energy and information • The powerful White Rose energy clearing technique • 'Smoothing' out the edges of your aura • Specialness is a cheap substitute for Love • Love, Peace, God cannot be 'received' - the fact that they are already present has to be realised • The game of seeking starts the moment you believe in a 'me' • Knowing the presence of God in every person and situation is the best protection • The seeker, the sought, and the journey exist only in imagination.

CONTENTS • Starts with a small meditation - dropping into the Heart • Humility is being unattached to our so-called knowledge and points of view • Devotion is a space or relationship where the burden of 'me' can be put down • Rituals are useful reminders of a higher truth • Devotion starts with lots of desires, but ends as a 'desireless dance with the divine' • Forcibly trying to give up something means our 'seeing' is still incomplete • At the peak, the devotee and the object of devotion both merge • To be a devotee is to be unburdened, fearless, and effortlessly guided • Talk ends with energetic clearings around surrender, devotion, and the fear of rejection.

CONTENTS • From start to finish, this call has a deep, silent, meditative energy • Returning to the 'home space' • All seeking takes us further from 'home' • There is no you, there is no other - there is only Divine • If the ego pauses, it is exposed as being non-existent • The desire to change the world, and the desire to be a spiritual superstar • If there is no individual, of what use is spiritual information • Don't be stupid, don't be wise... just be • From the Ocean's perspective, nothing matters, from the wave's perspective, everything matters • The mysterious transformative power of satsang.

CONTENTS • The call starts with a solid 20 minutes of energy transmission • The call continues with powerful energetic clearings right to the end of the call • Clearing our subconscious attachment to bondage and chains • We avoid 'seeing' things, because seeing them truly would lead to change • I want everything to change, but I also want everything to remain the same • When the quest for truth is weak, we tend to wander off into various directions • We block the energy being transmitted because we are afraid of what it will reveal • The deep desire to not see or acknowledge the mess we live in.

CONTENTS • The deepest level of meditation • The practice of right listening • Almost 20 minutes of energy clearing for communication issues, including past life punishments, lifetimes of slavery, and the false masks of strength we all wear • All guilt is unreal, all punishment is pointless • A most powerful process: praying for your enemies • Lots of powerful forgiveness statements around being human, being vulnerable and being imperfect • Clearing statements for releasing resistance to health problems and other challenges on the path • Fear is always a past memory that is coming up for healing • We fantasize about freedom, but keep choosing bondage • The freedom of the body/personality vs the freedom of Beingness.

CONTENTS • This extra call was held because a lot of people were shaken up by the March eclipse. So what ended up emerging were extremely deep energy clearings from start to finish. Here are some of the subjects covered • Throat chakra issues, pain, sadness, unshared suffering • Tired, battered and exhausted by life - wanting to give up • The deep sense of isolation from each other and the Divine • The sense of being let down by life, spirituality, spiritual teachers, and even God • Letting go of resistance to health problems and other challenges on the path • The habit of dumping emotional garbage on our loved ones • Lots of clearings about jealousy, competition, and seeking love and approval at the workplace • Allowing everybody in our life to love whoever they want.

CONTENTS • Forgiving our parents for being sexual (ten minutes of forgiveness statements) • Why blame sex; our whole life is about chasing sensory experience • Trying to get attention and 'specialness' thru the stories of our past • All experiences are meaningless and mysterious • GD shares his bread-butter story • During sex, each moment is being given meaning and reality by the mind • If we can enter sex without any stories, we move into the state of tantra • Our perceptions about someone being beautiful or sexy are very unstable • I am the storyteller... I am generating all my experiences, all the time • Brahma walks, Brahma talks, Brahma has sex • As long as the ego is driving the car, we need to use the power of choice.

CONTENTS • This call contains spontaneous Q&A on everything connected to sexuality.
• The true desire that motivates sex • The highest point of sexuality • Stop judging masturbation, be grateful for the stress release • Setting a new intention before engaging in sex • For harmonious sex, the intentions of both partners must be aligned • All our emotional games and dramas enter the bedroom • Why sex after marriage soon feels pointless and hopeless • For sexuality to reach its peak, it must be free of the past • Do you really want your sex life to change? • Fantasies can be fulfilled, but what about the consequences • Being light hearted about everything connected to sex • An interesting process to do just before sex.

CONTENTS • Blindly following the laws of society and workplace • When we work with awareness, we are likely to change all the rules and structures • Stop being a mule or sheep in your workplace • Lots of clearing statements for 'speediness' and rushing • The grand illusion of future fulfillment • The highest, purest intention for spiritual teachers • The gaping hole in our Being we are all trying to fill • Lots of clearing statements to distinguish what is truly meaningful from that which is meaningless • Using our intuition and intelligence to create appropriate work life • Lots of clearings to have an authentic and fulfilling work life • Unknowingly using work to escape from ourselves and the truth.

CONTENTS • THIS CALL IS FULL OF CLEARING STATEMENTS TO RELEASE ALL FORMS OF ATTACHMENT AND NEEDINESS IN RELATIONSHIPS, FALSE MASKS AND IMAGES, AND THE FEAR OF ABANDONMENT • Facing and releasing your biggest fear. Also releasing your attachment to it, your subconscious desire to keep it, and the past conditioning and wounds responsible for it • Finding the safety and security that lies within us • We display and show-off the opposite of what we feel inside • Dissolving the false masks and images we have created • The desire for name, fame and attention is asking for hell • Moving towards being authentically 'you'.

CONTENTS • The final solution is to 'do nothing'? • When the ego-mind pauses, pure Being is immediately revealed • Whatever the mind creates, generates or imagines is not the truth • Truth is what exists before we even start seeking • 'I need do nothing' is a reminder that what we are looking for is already here • The more a mind matures, the more Present it is • Reaching the Divine directly rather than via complex paths • When awareness becomes aware of itself • For awareness to meet itself, it must disentangle from the world • The single biggest error: going 'outside' yourself to find peace, happiness and completion • One moment of awakening (pure presence, Satori) is not enough • Allowing the mind to be goalless, desireless and futureless.

CONTENTS • The tremendous reservoir of love within us • We expect our family and friends to validate our dramas • When we are sulking or resentful, the light of God cannot enter • Being the space of 'happy child with open arms' • The love we get from outside us is always conditional and unstable • We seek from relationship what only the Divine can give us • There is only Father • The ego is just another divine appearance • Meditation is a state where nothing is desired or rejected • Reaffirm the divinity within each person you meet • The state of zero conflict with anyone or anything • Nobody on the spiritual path can ever fail

CONTENTS • The feeding frenzy of the modern mind, and its constant need for stimulation • We are never upset for the reason we think • Your problem is not the world - it is your interpretation of it • Seeking quick band-aids instead of the Truth • As long as you perceive value in the outer world, you will not stop running • All events are neutral • Am I truly willing to let go of my problem? • Your life is being driven by what you value most • Discovering the peace that is 'uncaused' • Our diagnosis is perfect, but we don't take the medicine • Firm decisions are only required when the mind is in conflict • Joy is our natural state - everything else is just a story!

CONTENTS • To experience a moment FULLY is a great blessing • If we are totally in this moment, the ego disappears • Having light hearted compassion for ourselves and our spiritual evolution • The use of sulking to manipulate others • Simple honesty vs spiritual self deception • The hidden needs that create confusion in a teacher-student relationship • Every day is another opportunity to choose differently • I am always at Home, I am always one with the Divine • True listening must be practiced, moment to moment • What to watch out for when giving and receiving feedback • Without the past, you are undefinable.

CONTENTS • This call is a lively Q & A session full of practical tips for all seekers • Our burden is our desperation to change the outer world • We need to answer the question: what is my life for? • Which part of your life are you still resisting • Anything we deny or suppress becomes food and fuel for the ego • Don't enter relationships for pleasure or security • Handing over our relationships to the Divine • The willingness to release winning and losing, and rise above the battlefield • It is important to acknowledge your suffering; suffering helps us make new choices • The power of innocence and defenselessness.

CONTENTS • We tighten and shut down in the presence of others due to judgement • Learning to be open and relaxed in the presence of others • The art of welcoming 'negative' experiences.• This call contains a powerful 35 minute meditation/clearing for ReAwakening the Heart. This includes releasing old emotions, wounds, unacknowledged pain, past life trauma, old oaths and decisions, energetic heart walls, and all the areas of unforgiveness in our lives. The clearing also helps release the frozen tears and energies that are locked up in our throat chakra.• The meditation/energy clearing starts at 18 mins. Please drink some water after hearing the audio as there may be some detox.

CONTENTS • A deeply meditative talk about perception, innocence, and the 'unreality' of all appearance.• ACIM: The peace of God surrounds me now • Are we willing to doubt our perceptions and conclusions • Who would you be in the absence of all interpretation • Playful exploration vs spiritual desperation • Making everything unreal, one moment at a time • Just take care of this moment, that's all! • Reaching the surrendered space where we can be guided • The blissful state of 'neutrality' • Tomorrow is important only when there is no joy today • Ego dreams and fantasies are meant to distract you from the Present • The pain of the past and the joys of the future are both imaginary.

CONTENTS • Our desperation to find the perfect state is itself the problem • Using the question: what am I escaping, avoiding, resisting in this moment? • Our hunger for food is false half the time • We limit our own receiving • We choose how much we will receive, when and from whom • Discovering the beliefs, judgements and fears that block receiving • We choose victimization instead of happiness, freedom and flow • Our ego creates the blocks and limitations, then blames everyone else, then spends the entire life trying to fix the outer world • The best practice: making everything 'unreal' • You can never really be understood because you don't really exist • In the absence of thought, all lies are exposed • If you had no thoughts, who would you be?

CONTENTS • Making a list of everything that keeps us hooked in the dream world • Our 'dreaming' constantly distorts our perception of the present moment • Finally, even the game of forgiveness and spirituality are part of the dream • Try to see this moment without past or future • Your office, career, boss are all part of the dream • There only true choice possible in the dream • The dream is fuelled by our constant fixing and problem solving • Fixing the dream vs transcending the dream • True forgiveness means making the person or event 'unreal' • The misery of the dream becomes apparent only in moments of wakefulness.

CONTENTS • What if this is all just a dream • All suffering is caused by identifying with the dream character called 'me' • Deep down, the dream character is completely lost and fearful • We cannot hold on to anything here; not even ourselves • Our insane desire to 'freeze' the flow of life, especially our body and relationships • The dream seems significant only because the dream character seems real and significant • In deep meditation, the 'me' and the 'others' all disappear - only unbroken Oneness remains • Surrendering the dream character called 'me'.

CONTENTS • When we are tempted to give up the spiritual journey • Releasing the energy of pointlessness, hopelessness and depression • Awareness is neither happy nor sad • We are beyond all stories and thought forms • The only truth I can say about myself is I AM • We seek love because we want to end the deep pain of separation • Getting peace and fulfilment from the outer world is impossible • The sense of being a 'person' is just a temporary appearance • In the depths of meditation, the ego is seen as non-existent • All running and seeking takes us away from our Self.

CONTENTS • We are dreaming even while awake • The story of 'me' keeps running in our heads due to unawareness • The 'me' seems reals only due to speed and rapid movement • The 'me' is always needy and incomplete - it is constantly moving towards something or avoiding something • Keep using the question: what am i unconsciously dreaming of in this moment? • The spiritual 'me' becomes even more tricky and dangerous • 'You' exist only in your imagination • The desire to understand is also part of the 'me' • No matter how spiritual the 'me' becomes, it is still an illusion.

CONTENTS • Why do you really go to work ? • How we manipulate our relationships for our happiness • Creating a truly spiritual relationship • Relating from the level of Oneness • God has already given us everything • How to go beyond body identification • The mind creates the sense of body • Our society's obsession with the body • Practicing what we already know • Seeing everybody as Pure Consciousness • Small experiment in pure perception.

CONTENTS • chasing the peace which never lasts • Expecting too much from ourselves and others is a form of spiritual violence • The infinite patience required to be a spiritual teacher • No matter what is happening, there is a level at which 'Everything is okay' • Utilizing all your relationships for spiritual evolution • Releasing the compulsion to share, explain and preach • We see and interpret everything thru our personal filters • What if nothing you see means anything • Osho story - Is that so? • Discovering the peace that is unconditional • Acim excerpt: There is no Peace except the Peace of God.

CONTENTS • Starts with a deep meditation about relaxing and opening to Grace • Stop fighting, and rise above the battlefield • 'Complaint' is the chief weapon of the ego • Problems are always about past or future • Releasing the obsession with mind, knowledge and obsessive thinking • The ego demands, but cannot receive • In Oneness, there is no giving or receiving • Allowing the Truth to meet our lies • There is no such thing as 'loneliness' • What is love... what does it mean to feel 'connected' • Everything you truly want is available in this moment • All desire is based on resistance.

CONTENTS • This call contains lots of energetic clearing statements to help release the old energy and belief systems about love • Seeing the defenses and obstacles to love • How the ego actively avoids love • The pretense of love vs the real space of lovingness • The search for love is actually the search for the divine • Releasing all the ‘shoulds' and ‘musts' in a relationship • The error of blaming ourselves or our partners for the absence of love • The ego seeks the exact opposite of love • How we insist on finding love where it is not available • The quest for love creates tremendous pressure and judgement on our body • Differentiating between love and the expressions of love • Love is our true nature, seeking it outside is hell • How to make your relationship truly loving and conscious.

CONTENTS • The most important question : What is it for? • The ego is afraid to see the truth about the desires it is chasing • Defense is only required to protect lies • 'Who you think you are' determines the basis of your decisions • God has already given you everything • The primary task for us is to find our True Self - who we really are. • Clearing statements to release the controlling, planning and manipulating tendencies of ego • You don't have to give up your dreams, you just have to look at them • No action is right or wrong, It's the intention behind it that matters • The divine uses everything to deliver it's message • Finding the the willingness to surrender • If we are getting the wrong results, we are unknowingly asking for the wrong things • The biggest cause of suffering is to seek love where it cannot be found.

CONTENTS • This call is almost completely about the deeper levels of forgiveness • The ego transfers all its hunger and madness into the spiritual search • The most important component in forgiveness is our willingness • The end point of forgiveness is the realization that nothing ever happened • Our grievances and resentments keep us entangled in the dream world • A moment of True Forgiveness is actually a moment of Awakening • Powerful clearing statements to release the energy of punishment... wanting punishment for oneself as well as wanting to punish others. • The way we treat people is exactly the way we treat ourselves • The infinite oneness cannot be seen as long as one is interested in the 'battlefield' • Grace is always there - we have to be open for receiving • How to invoke the help of God or spirit for complete forgiveness.

CONTENTS • The majority of this call is a deep guided meditation about dissolving into the Divine. There is about 20 minutes of Q & A, after which GD guides the group back into stillness and surrender. Throughout the call, there is deep energy work going on in the background.• The more we relax, the more the Divine can enter • All spiritual effort creates a barrier from source • Merging with the Divine is what we truly miss in our lives • Returning to the Unbroken Oneness, which is our true home • Thought and God can never meet • Once you get some deep experiences of the Divine, it will become the most important thing in your life • Ego is a self-hypnotic process that just wants to continue • The big bluff : Spirituality means the end of all my relationships! • Lots of clearing statements to release the lies that keep us away from our true nature.

CONTENTS • How we are continuously obsessed with the false 'I' • Allowing Awareness to be simply as it is - without grasping • The unreality of the dream character - me, myself & I • Are we truly ready to see everything as a dream? • Letting go of selective application of the wisdom - where we apply the truth in some areas and not in others • Dissolving the solidity of ‘I’ through exploration, meditation and questioning • Letting go of self-concern and self-obsession, which is the primary game of the ego • How the mind protects itself against the Truth • None of this is real... none of this means anything!

CONTENTS • How the false 'spiritual persona' delays our progress • Relating with people in awareness • Aloneness may be the greatest gift you can give yourself • How we go on creating the cycle of guilt and sacrifice in relationships.(The second half of this call is more about Consciousness, meditation, and realizing our true nature)
• Awareness is like candle light - soft, gentle and unfocussed • When awareness becomes aware of itself - that is meditation • In awareness, we start experiencing life as a 'witness' rather than as a 'doer' • In our true nature, we have access to tremendous bliss, creativity and intelligence • All desires pull us out of awareness • Underneath all fears and disturbances is deep stillness and peace.

CONTENTS • Fear appears when we are out of integrity with ourselves • The ego has a tremendous attraction to guilt • Desire is fundamentally based on a lie • Energetic clearing statements to release the sense of incompletion and the sense of 'something missing' in our lives • Ego's plan for happiness or awakening is always going to be deceptive • There is never ever a situation in life where there is no choice • Clearing statements to release sense of victimization, justification, and excuses • Using relationships for our evolution and awakening.

CONTENTS • The things that we receive are exactly what we have asked for • Ego projects its flaws outside in order to feel better about itself •Clearing statements to release any anger, frustration and uncertainty about the spiritual journey • Awareness lets us pause for a moment and saves us from indulging into habitual behaviors that we been doing for many years • Asking the right questions to uncover the real cause of the panic • All events (especially negative ones) are happening 'for you' in order to facilitate your evolution • Clearing statements to release our resistance towards challenges • Deep Meditation to help you connect with the space of welcoming, openness & love.

CONTENTS • Challenges in life are good, they test your spiritual growth • Resistance to anything just extends the suffering • We live in an extraordinary Ocean of peace • Desire creates time and future. Every desire takes you away from the Now • Ego is perpetually in a state of incompletion • When all ‘grasping’ disappears, what remains is the peace of God • True peace and joy is causeless. It is already there; it just needs to be discovered • Clearing processes to release the ‘compulsion’ of chasing desires.

CONTENTS • True certainty and security is possible only thru the divine • finding freedom has nothing to do with the amount of money you are having • Money is one of the strongest substitutes for the absence of God in our lives • Faith is the opposite frequency of fear. When we vibrate at a frequency of faith, trust, and surrender, everything we need comes to us • The diamond (divine consciousness) in our pocket can be discovered only when we let go of the world • Clearing statements for releasing some of the beliefs around money.

CONTENTS • All spiritual knowledge is incomplete without your direct experience • Meditation is a must to ‘confirm’ your oneness with God • Your life is a feedback mechanism that shows what you have truly desired • Ego uses everything (including spirituality) to create a stronger sense of ‘I’ • Ego loves the wheel of Victimization and Specialness • Spirituality is the discovery of who we are beyond the body-mind. • Lots of powerful energetic clearings on the subject of Specialness & Victimization.

CONTENTS • Ego is just a sense of separation. And it always operates from a space of fear and greed • It is very difficult for the ego to love. For the ego, love means a place where its needs are getting met • Ego is an illusory thing • It needs stories to keep itself alive… stories of villains and struggle and victimization • When all stories are absent, we get a glimpse of our true nature which is pure, loving awareness • If a ‘bad’ situation is remaining for long, understand that at some level you want it • If you are using this moment correctly, you will never worry about the future.

CONTENTS • All emotions are nothing but physical sensations. When the mind does not label them, these sensations start to transform • How to welcome and breathe out ‘negative’ stuff • Accessing the part of our being which is beyond happiness & sadness • Beyond all polarities is bliss • Ego needs past and future to survive • Spirituality should be a lighthearted journey • What you are searching for has already happened • Merging with God happens not through struggle or cleverness, but through surrender.