Well I've taken the LSAT and also I am currently working as a paralegal. The reason why I'm afraid to not go is that it is all I've ever wanted to do. The thing that turned me around was my low 147 LSAT score. Since then, I've been bummed. Reconsidering my life goal. Its actually pretty complicated because I am afraid NOT to become a lawyer...I'm afraid if I don't go I'll regret it. Sigh..