I have so many thoughts running through my head, i am literally drowning in words. Yet I can’t seem to get any of them out. When I have my worst nights when my brain is swimming in thoughts , i always feel better after writing them down. But I still have so much going on in my head, trapped inside me, words I cant seem to say. I don’t know how to explain them. “My thoughts are stars I cannot fathom into constellations.” That pretty much sums it up.

I always find myself here, wanting to post something even if I don’t have anything to say. It just makes me feel less alone, even if nobody reads them.

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That’s a beautiful way to put it. I often imagine stars dotting empty space as a way getting rid of thoughts and finding sleep.
Do you get to sleep well after writing down your thoughts? I wonder how you put words to them. My thoughts are so rapid and weird I can’t describe them. On my worst nights I keep thinking/dreaming till its time to get out of bed. People think I’m plain lazy that I sleep till late.

I understand what you mean with people thinking you’re lazy. People think I’m lazy too… and I can’t always write everything down. There’s so many. But writing some down helps making it easier to not drown in it.