Have you ever…

Have you felt so empty and confused, that all you want to do is sleep for a thousand years, just so you don't have to face another day where no one understands the pain you're going through? That no matter how much company you have surrounding you, you still feel completely and utterly alone?

Have you ever felt so livid because it seems everyone around you is happy, except for you. Every squeal of laughter or a beam of a smile sends you closer to insanity, because it didn't seem fair that they didn't feel this way too.Broken. Shattered. Devastated. Terrified.

Well that's how I feel nearly everyday of my life. Which is sad since I have the most amazing man that actually can tolerate me. I have a roof over my head, I have food and clean water. So why do I feel like this?

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Okay a bit about myself.... here we go,
I'm a 25 year old girl who doesn't even know who she is, now that's hard in itself.
So I've got Dissociative Identity Disorder ( DID)
I have 5 different personalities in me.
Donna: the confused and lost one.
Sara: the protective one, she knows everything that's going on with me (mentally)
Lauren: the over sensitive one, she seems to be the one that breaks down over the smallest things.
Lucy: the submissive one, she loves serving and pleasing others (people pleaser)
Leilani: the childlike one, she is childish and playful, she ages from 5-13.
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