Thursday, July 30, 2009

I'll Believe It When I See It : New Chapter

is this for drummerboy?

well,moving on isn't so hard.all you have to do is return waaay back to where you had started,or at least,find the best of distractions to divert your attention.but of course,along the way you'll meet up with the crumbs of your past..apparently when I said my heart was empty,i meant otherwise.how do others managed to find out?

i was always caught daydreaming..

it's ALL because of him.. :"D if i hadn't seen him the first place i wouldn't have been caught up in this situation.if it was just a coincidence and not destiny,why am I so hooked up on him?

when he's around,i wonder how stupid i sound,with all that stuttering and pathetic attempts to be funny.i always look at him after making jokes,just to see whether he laughs.a little obsessive,i know,lol.

although i always sound or look as if i'm trying to screw him up,but deep down,i'm hiding something very VERY intriguing in a sense where if the secret was ever dug out,it will be the end of me..

i keep it to myself for quite some time now,all the emotions and reasonings.also,the words and hidden revelations.i tried to make it as abstract as possible..

but alas,being the failure i am,they managed to discover it without me having to inform them.this had been going on since two years ago,deep admiration,long-kept and as secretive as men can be.everything happens for a reason,now i understand what they're trying to say.if he hadn't invited me into his band,none of this will ever happen yet again.falling back in? perhaps perhaps..

Do you rememberWhen we fell in loveWe were youngAnd innocent thenDo you rememberHow it all beganIt just seemed like heavenSo why did it end?

Do you rememberBack in the fallWed be togetherAll day longDo you rememberUs holding handsIn each others eyesWed stare(tell me)

Do you remember the timeWhen we fell in loveDo you remember the timeWhen we first metDo you remember the timeWhen we fell in loveDo you remember the time

Do you rememberHow we used to talk(ya know)Wed stay on the phoneAt night till dawnDo you rememberAll the things we said likeI love you soIll never let you go

Do you rememberBack in the springEvery morning birds would singDo you rememberThose special timesTheyll just go on and onIn the back of my mind

Do you remember the timeWhen we fell in loveDo you remember the timeWhen we first met girlDo you remember the timeWhen we fell in loveDo you remember the time

Those sweet memoriesWill always be dear to meAnd girl no matter what was saidI will never forget what we hadNow baby

Do you remember the timeWhen we fell in loveDo you remember the timeWhen we first metDo you remember the timeWhen we fell in loveDo you remember the time

Do you remember the timeWhen we fell in loveDo you remember the timeWhen we first metDo you remember the timeWhen we fell in loveDo you remember the time

Remember the timesOohRemember the timesDo you remember girlRemember the timesOn the phone you and meRemember the timesTill dawn, two or threeWhat about us girl

Remember the timesDo you. do you, do you,Do you, do youRemember the timesIn the park, on the beachRemember the timesYou and me in spainRemember the timesWhat about, what about...

Remember the timesOoh... in the parkRemember the timesAfter dark..., do you, do you, do youRemember the timesDo you, do you, do you, do youRemember the timesYeah yeahRemember the times

i know what you're thinking.what kind of lover am I?already taken but still having a crush on someone else.if you open up your minds a little wider,i'm pretty sure you'll get it.admiring doesn't always mean having the desire to own.yes i do have a crush on drummerboy since i first met him,but my heart belongs to saiang <3