my anger has reached a boiling point and now I am at a consistant simmer..
I am trying hard hard hard to quell it...sitting at my computer with a big bag of baby carrots and carton of chocolate silk, trying to forget.
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I am also extremely lonely. I have no real human interaction anymore besides my co-workers, customers, and family.
I need to get out. Get away. Move to an undisclosed location.