Don't Stop BelievingWIP, COMPLETE! NC-17, includes Pike/Spock and Spock/Uhura, ends with Kirk/Spock. The story follows Spock from his own days as a cadet at Starfleet Academy to the ‘present day’ when he’s Kirk’s first officer and the Enterprise is on its five-year mission. Essentially, the story of Spock’s first real love followed by the story of him finding the love of his life. Ad astra per aspera.

Chasing the SunriseSpock, mostly gen. A prequel to Don't Stop Believing. PG-13. A slice of life piece of teen!Spock's experiences on Vulcan.

(And I Wait) Without YouKirk/Spock. NC-17. An obligatory amnesia story, but with a twist. Jim believes he has lost Spock, after seeing him die. Later he discovers that Spock is alive, but suffers from a memory loss. Jim wants Spock to remember everything, but he doesn't know what he's asking for.

Hearts of ThreeSpock/McCoy, one sided Kirk/Spock. NC-17. It doesn't always end well when two friends fall for the same man. Even if he loves them both in return. A strange tale, admittedly, but I kinda like it.

Signed, Sealed, Delivered (I'm Yours)Kirk/Spock. PG-13. A mildly angsty, mostly fluffy first-time written as a birthday gift. Spock contemplates the laws of attraction and gets caught up in his study, not realizing what a slippery slope that is until he's already fallen.

This Is How You Remind MeKirk/Spock. PG-13. Jim invites Spock to his high school reunion for moral support. A very fluffy first-time.

Papers in the RoadsideKirk/Spock, NC-17. Non-Starfleet AU. Jim owns a small bar in Chicago, keeps on picking up strays and taking care of everyone no matter how hard it makes his own life. Spock is a journalist writing feature articles for the Chicago Tribune; he depicts the world with uncanny skill, but hides more than one personal drama and is possibly under surveillance from the Vulcan royal family. They meet by accident just before their lives start to spin out of control. Written for ST Big Bang 2011.

Paws and WhiskersSpock/McCoy. PG-13. Written for the prompt: Spock has a cat and said cat always sneaks out to MedBay and ends up on the lap of certain CMO, from which Spock has to retrieve it. So a cat matchmaker.

Walk of Shame/Guilty Pleasures:{C}Personal Diplomacy{C}Kirk/Spock. NC-17. Kirk makes a mistake and Spock pays for it. Lots of really hurt!Spock. Kink_meme response, for which the author is very sorry. The response, that is.

AnniversaryPike/Spock/Kirk. NC-17 like woah. It's one year after Vulcan's destruction. Spock feels down. Kirk and Pike help him cope. SMUT. Another kink_meme response. I am... unable to explain this one.

What Friends Are ForKirk/Spock. NC-17. The Enterprise is due for its first ever inspection. Everyone is nervous until Kirk discovers that the inspector is an old pal of his. But the man appears to have his own agenda where Kirk's first officer is concerned. Another kink_meme response. Horrible characterization. I am so sorry.

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Star Trek TOS

For Star Trek TOS fics click here. If you can see this post, please abide by the request made there. If you can't, but the curiosity is killing you, PM me. Bear in mind, though, if you do, that my TOS stuff is mostly gen (ish) and probably won't be as interesting.

Merlin (BBC)

Not Set In StoneArthur/Merlin, R. (Also Arthur/Gwen, Merlin/Gwaine, Gwaine/Elena, Gwen/Lancelot implied). A future fic about Merlin finding ways to cope with the changes in his life, Arthur's marriage, magic reveal, and friends leaving. Surprisingly, a first time. Not quite as depressing as it sounds, but pretty angsty.

Their Own Private PaceArthur/Merlin, R. Rather shameless flangst. There's a storm outside, and Merlin wakes up in a bed that is not his own.

Pockets Full of Stones (Lay Me Down)Arthur/Merlin (non-sexual), multiple other pairings, R. An angsty take on Arthur and Merlin's relationship in a modern setting, built on the premise that Arthur is 200% straight.

Let Us DareArthur/Merlin, NC-17. Written for merlin_muses, ~30K. Uther dies instead of Ygraine when Arthur is born. Balinor helps Ygraine secure her position as regent, magic isn't banned, and Arthur and Merlin grow up side by side. Camelot is different, but not cloudless, destiny is still a troublesome thing, and Arthur is still charmingly oblivious to things that matter most in life.

Same River TwiceArthur/Merlin, PG-13. Written for merlin_holidays, ~ 22K. Modern royal AU. When Arthur, the Prince of Wales, was seventeen, he made a mistake that is still haunting him. Eight years later, can he finally make it right?

Five KissesArthur/Merlin, PG-13/light R. The first time Merlin kisses him, completely out of the blue, Arthur is not at all concerned. He just doesn't know what he's in for. (Or the one that's so fluffy it's not even funny.)

Time ForwardArthur/Merlin, R. While still at uni, Arthur Pendragon meets two people who become his best friends. He falls in love with one of them... but marries the other. This isn't his story to tell; it's Merlin's. And Merlin will always remember that he met Arthur first.

A Change of PaceArthur/Merlin, NC-17. The one in which Arthur works in finances and his suits are various (two) shades of grey, Merlin works in advertisement and has no boundaries whatsoever, Morgana drinks rum, Mithian stages a coup, Agravaine is aggravating, and Elena's house is amazing. Also, Andy Warhol is mentioned in vain, and Arthur and Merlin fall in love in Victorian era style.

This Dance of DaysArthur/Merlin, R. Written for merlin_holidays (2012 run). In which people get married, Arthur is confused a lot, Uther givesrelationship advice, and Merlin isn’t scared, except when he is, but only a little bit. Also Merlin steals things, and Gwaine is up to no good.

Curve FittingCharles/Erik, R. Non-powered AU where Sharon Xavier never remarries, and Charles adopts not only Raven but Erik too.

By Faint IndirectionsCharles/Erik, NC-17, WIP. Written for the prompt: Erik is in his ~50s, and lonely and bitter. He survived the Holocaust and was only ~14 when the war ended; and even ~40 years later, living in a country that helped to end WW2 and the Third Reich, homosexuality is still a taboo topic. Then one day, he stumbles over Charles, who is young(early 20s) and bright and smart and cheeky and full of energy and beautiful. And moving in the same street where Erik lives.

Bookmarks are usually tagged conclusively, with the exception of the really old ones. I mean to revisit those, but so far so good. The 'toread' tag means that I haven't read the story and when I do, there's a chance I won't keep it. I offer these not as recs so much as a personal collection of favorites or things I saved for some other reason. You're welcome to them, if you think our tastes are similar enough. But there's no guarantee. ;)

Hello dear writer,I've followed a st-xi link to your page, unfortunately the fic was locked,Then i traced it back to your master list and there are so many interesting stories,Especially those you marked as guilty pleasures ;)Unfortunately i can't find orders on how to be included in your readers listOr a link to an ao3 archive of yours...I dare not simply apply for friend status without inquiring about it personally via post..So...? May I please read your stories, pretty please with whipped cream and a cherry on top of a spock?;)

I'm enjoying your Star Trek reboot stories and would love to read your TOS stories, but they're locked? May I have your permission to read them, please? Although I've read a lot of great reboot stories, TOS is my very favorite.

Hi there. I followed a fic rec page to your works and found that you have an LJ (yay!) Then I realized that some of the entries were locked (oh noes!) Would it be alright to request permission to be added to the list of people allowed to read the locked entries? Please, and thank you?