Category Archives: Relationship

Self Betrayal

Welling up, wishing I could just die here on this spot
Loneliness and the doubting of myself was no excuse
Such sadness in his face, never did I ever wish to cause such pain
Not able to bare his eyes, tears fall slowly from my bowed head

Only love and kindness, his burning light always shone to me
If I could but only take all of me from his tortured mind
Carry the burden gladly through life that I put upon his heart
Gladly cry ten thousand tears for each tear my love shed because of me

His gentle hand raised my chin that I must look at him
My love would never let me hide my face from him
His words come so softly to my ears, filled with such despair
Only he would have the wisdom and strength to see straight to the truth

“It was not me that was betrayed, you betrayed yourself”
“When you learn the worth of yourself, you will return to me”
“You’ll come purely and openly, and you will believe”
“My love for you is eternal, as is yours for me”

Their Moments

From across the crowded room, his soft gaze meets my stared desire
Sent and received, unspoken message between two lovers
Hurried goodbyes, each of us captivated by the others retreat
Meeting at the door, his hand slips into mine, a moment for a smile

Hand in hand, fleeing into the heat of a rose scented night
Seduced by my own will, completely freed to share me with him
Desperate needs, to touch, to taste, to smell, to be joined
Archangel wings flutter across my soaring soul, a moment for a caress

Unconsummated passion burning through me, head, to finger, to toe
Each and every one of my senses ablaze in a screaming hunger
Languidly falling into recline, leading his body down into mine
Descending into heaven’s most delicious paradise, a moment for a breath

Thigh caresses thigh, my fingers finding their own way, tracing along him
Tender touches bring his ear to my lips; “still love, just joined and still”
My body with a mindless desire of it’s own, gently grasping and holding
One from two, his face above dips to meet mine, a moment for a kiss

Stirring slow in small circles, gentle waves sent to touch all my shores
Loves waters cascade, flowing to fill the warm pool that is the bottom of my soul
Two as one, my own risen tide released, breaking back against his
This once sore heart of mine, beating it’s wings again, a moment for a life time

Scent

Curtains tremble delicately in the open window
Hint of scent, born delicately upon the softest current
Fragrance meanders in, wraps me, gently caresses me
Reminded so distinctly, sweetly, of my distant love

The scent sets off such wondrous images in my mind
Transported blissfully into places of love and laughter
Moments spent in the company of my one, my only
Recollections of magical days and nights of every season

More and more alive with every inhalation
A magnetic tugging along all the fibres of my soul
Deliciously held, made love to in the clinging of the scent
Each exhale carries away pent up longings

Acutely aware of absinthe and absence
Happy for the visions this bouquet delivered me
Contented that my heart warmed and leapt
Delighting this scented gift could only be given to me

A New Life

Day dawns, awaken wrapped in warmth that springs from within
Something new, enveloping glow that was not there yesterday
Precious sense, filling up my being, deepest love spreads inside
Gentlest suspicions creep throughout my body, settling in my heart
Awareness of someone new, growing sweet life from pure love
Loves most cherished expression, joyful and frightful all at once

Parade of emotion runs freely of its own accord
Realisation of the responsibility bestowed with this gift
Nervous telling, met with expectant joyous celebration
We two wrapped safely and contentedly together with one between
Our intimate family of two, soon to become three and one together
New wondrous chapter of my life, our life, a life, begun