I LOVE ZAYN SO MUCH I HAVE FANTASIES OF HIM PUNCHING ME IN THE FACE AND HITTING ME WITH HIS CAR SOMETIMES I WANT HIM TO BRUSH HIS TEETH WITH MY HAIRBRUSH AND MAKE ME LICK IT IT JUST MAKES ME SO HAPPY
Posted over a year ago

"I did try to do something that I wasn’t happy doing for a while, for the sake of maybe other people’s happiness. & that was mainly the fans. & I only ever tried to do it for the fans, & it was only ever for them. Basically, I’m only upset I feel like I may have let them down in some sort of way. That’s the main thing that I don’t want to happen. It’s not that I’ve turned my back on them or anything, it’s just that I just can’t do that anymore because it’s not real to me."
Posted over a year ago

If Zayn takes the 1D out of his Twitter name im gonna lose my mind! The moment you realize how much a band means to you and you have to sit down. I can’t even do the 5 stages of grief right i went from denial to depression now im back in denial!
Posted over a year ago

my thoughts on Zayn leaving One Direction:just so everyone’s clear about how I feel about this: So Zayn left. I am shocked and sad and angry as fuck and I really can’t put together a coherent thought but I’m going to try to. I think we, the one direction family we’ve created, I think we need to be mature about this and act like we’re supposed to. So he made a decision we all disagree with...Posted over a year ago

But the decision’s final and I don’t think there’s much we can do if anything, to change his decision. Let me say this: The media wasn’t “right” about him, people that don’t know 1d weren’t right, they will always be different, they will always be something special and sacred that no one have or since will be. No one will be like them and we were right, we were right all along. Now, I don’t know about you but I’m not going to be “1D AF” anymore. I will always be a fan, I will support them and vote for them, and I treasure everything they have done in this four years. But to me, they are not one direction without Zayn. For a while, I’m just gonna stay away from the news personally, because I can’t deal with it, but that’s just me personally. One direction is different. But he made a decision and one that hopefully, we can learn to accept no matter how we feel about it. Because we love them, no matter what right? Beside the media, the rumours, the ships --over a year ago

I agree and I miss him very much, it is his choice, but I do really miss him, this is fucked up though I feel like we go no warning about them leaving and Louis and Harry were both crying on stage last night and now we all know why, I will never be able to call them One Direction again but 1D started out as Zayn, Louis, Liam, Harry, and Niall and now that he is gone it will never be the same, neverover a year ago

"He is the baby of the group but people seem to forget that because of the way that he is and that he is so charming. So it is a little bit upsetting sometimes if you see him with the weight of the world on his shoulders. It does annoy us a bit. He’s a young kid and people are just giving him grief for no reason." Zayn worried about Harry [x]
Posted over a year ago