I am glad I am not alone in this. It feels ridiculous because I never even met the guy. But somehow it feels like he was in my life in some meaningful way. Maybe it's because binge-watching all episodes of No Reservations and then Parts Unknown got me through some shitty parts of my life. It got me dreaming again.

Regardless, I read the interview. It was tough. But I am still not ready to hear his voice again. So strange how this works.

It is also not my first day but I only started two weeks ago. As of yesterday, I was down 5lbs. Then I had a vodka martini... so as of this morning I am only down 3.5lbs.

I am trying a ketogenic diet since low carb has worked really well for me in the past. My goal is to lose 55-60lbs. I am not currently working out but, before I started I was taking spin classes for a few months and really enjoying it. Work and the long commute are killing my workouts, but as soon as I'm done with this internship I will have plenty of time to get back to it. I am cautiously optimistic! Let's see how it goes.