Its time to move on (DE ment)

after 2 years of TTC, 0nly 5 IUI's, 2 IVF's and one good embryo.. lowest fsh - 13, highest - 60 (cd3). long periods. last few month I was on estinyl. fsh got low (artificially), AFC test showes 2-3 follicles (big progress for me because before that AFC showed 0 follicles on CD3) but e2 never rose and no ovulation occured.
Re told me today that its time to move on to DE. He's right, Im waisting my time (38yo). I dont feel ready to DE but DH cant wait anymore