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Moving out of home to a city I don't know at all. Starting uni. Having to find a new job. Leaving my Chris. Completing the summer project I've been assigned. And a couple of other big things I can't really talk about online.

thankfully, maybe my life running out before my eyes. I am actually sort of starting uni except not since it's only a 2 day a week art course, but perhaps I can worry about that soon. Life is masses better than it's been for years right now though, so nothing. What's your summer project?

just no one is around much anymore cos uni is finished and everyone has gone off all round the country again. And I have moved back home where no one is anymore. Plus my lack of gettin out to much cos of the old depresion malarky.

finding a part time job to support the rent on said flat, trying to find someone who I can go out with, have a crush on or vaguely fancy from afar, my general lack of organisation and finding somewhere to accept a Scottish ten pound note to save me going to the bank.

sadly I already have a flatmate just no flat to put us in. It should be fine, he's well organised and stuff, I just find the whole process a bit rubbish in general. And don't worry he posts on DiS too.

was standard practise for teenage girls? The again I was never that amazing at deciphering their aims. I think at one point I was convinced it was merely to train men to be a bit more tidy so 21st century Britain was a touch more pleasant to walk about in.

I spent most of it in a military jacket I'd bought off the ENO at a costume sale, a pair of vans and behind some long hair. I think all this came from one of them commending me on the way I picked up a bottle and put it in the bin whilst the rest of them looked on with cunning smiles. I now realise she may have been interested in me, pretending to be interested in me for the reasons above or actually had a secret litter plan. I sometime still day dream that that is women's true goal. It would make things so much easier as I have a pretty much spotless record on littering although I do occasionally get confused about what day the bin men come.

Anyway you should just pick someone off DiS who is totally inappropriate to have a crush on. Tis tradition.

plus I've just discovered her real name is Ellen Philpotts-Page which is just plain rubbish. Hows abouts Alexis Bledel from Gilmore Girls. She'd probably just read nervously at you for ages then insist on watching an old sit-com ironically.

while my friends move away
i spent the last two weeks of last year on DiS during every break, because i had lost the effort to squish myself everyday into friend groups that i had no common ground with, to just be awkward.
i don't know what to do.

Moving out of home to a city I don't know at all. Starting uni IN FRANCE. Not having a job, or any money. Leaving my Tom. Organising getting to/living and studying in France. Organising my friend's 21st/my leaving party/my 21st perhaps?! And a couple of smaller things I wouldn't like to talk about online.

It's not meant to be a smart arse response, I just identify with you...