Who’s life are you living?

Who’s life are you living? Do you experience feeling anxiety about where you are or what’s next?Are you often tired?

What drives you?What do you seek to get out of life? How do you wish to experience life?

Life seeks what you seek.For most of my life I consistently experienced feelings of powerlessness resulting in feelings of anxiousness or the idea that people are out there to get me.

It showed up in so many subtle and less subtle ways. Being afraid to open my postal mail, because a bill would mean I did something wrong. Avoiding making my art, because if I didn’t make it no-one could tell me it - and therefore I - was wrong. Or not speaking up raw, open and honest, afraid to offend somebody with my truth and being. At some points in life, it even influenced how I dressed.

Life seeks what you seek and therefore proof of this powerlessness showed up all around me.

Who’s life was I living? Whos dreams was I trying to fulfil?Society, the dreams of my friends, those of my parent....mine?!

Until the moment I made the decision to look the other way, investigate what it means to stand in one's own power. What power embodies and means for me? What playing big, means beyond the catchy phrase.

It’s been a consistent, deep and rejuvenating journey. Expanding personal experiences of connection with myself, opening up to my own ideology of life. Letting go of the perceived pressure and all the nine yards of limiting beliefs there were in my mind.

Stopped being my own worst enemy.I started focussing and doing what I loved.Stopped judging myself for who I am, what I do and what I love. Allowing failure into my life as a growth process, not as a personal thing.