That's too deep, even for me to share on the internet! And my identity is almost completely hidden!
But I suppose I can share something.

I'm scared of getting in verbal fights. I usually handle them well, but if I get too aggravated, I gain the accent of a New Yorker, and swear like a sailor. And then I have a nervous break down after. Because I'm generally really shy and awkward person, and I get this adrenaline out of nowhere, and it wears off. Only one person out of everyone I'm close to has witnessed this.

That's too deep, even for me to share on the internet! And my identity is almost completely hidden!
But I suppose I can share something.

I'm scared of getting in verbal fights. I usually handle them well, but if I get too aggravated, I gain the accent of a New Yorker, and swear like a sailor. And then I have a nervous break down after. Because I'm generally really shy and awkward person, and I get this adrenaline out of nowhere, and it wears off. Only one person out of everyone I'm close to has witnessed this.

i think i know wachu talking about ;p heh havin a secret life eh? ; ) thou i do not believe in uniqueness ;p thats just a new thing-- i can think many things of why its being used right now but yeah ;p but i bet its great ;o buahh-- i may sound weid idk ;o i am gettin a bit sick heh xD

nah, you just need to try act normal like if you didn't care much maybe heh ;p i bet you could make good friends with whoever you want--- but well ofc its hard if your kind of "shy"---- i am a bit the same but i don't have any interest in knowing about others that way--- i rather talking to teachers buahaha-- but u sudnt worry about what they think about u--- if u really are interested then go ahead and talk--- unless if it was like 1 year and u dont talk to the person-- then it would be a bit weird but it would surely become normal after a while
nothin that u dont know ;o
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Hmmm... I don't know how to say this without sounding conceited but I happen to be a very charming person IRL.. Lol.. Everyone tends to love me instantly. I'm not shy either. I talk in front of a class 7 days a week. My problem is that although I meet and talk to a lot of people, it's very rare that I get interested in any of them. I am, by nature, extremely introverted after all. I like my space. I like being alone. And I mostly live inside my own head. So when I develop an interest in other people, I feel torn. I also fear getting disappointed. A lot of times I get close to some people and realize they're not what I had originally thought. I get bored with them or they do/say something stupid to annoy me and I just end up walking away from them. That's why in order to avoid that bullshit, I'd just rather not entertain the thought of trying to befriend anyone. However, if they're the ones extending an invitation, I usually accept and see how things go. Half the time I bore them to death anyway ... LMAO!

I confess to damaging(intimate relationships) for a few young girls while I was in high school. I was unappreciative of their feelings and I sincerely regret it to this day. At least once a month, I think about lives I've influenced, in the previous regard or others(I also introduced a lot of people to the world of alcohol and drug use, ect...).
Not to say I was a completely horrible youngster. There are many good things I did for friends and strangers, but that doesn't reduce my guilt for ignorantly corrupting those that were unfortunate enough to become attached to me. I had never considered others might be more susceptible to abuse than I was.

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Until Highschool, I had never lived in one place for more than 2 years. My mother was a severe drug-addict who married over 13 times until she finally calmed down. I witnessed many things and suffered many difficulities. I think I'm lucky I turned how as well as I have, no apparent mental or physical disorders(my mother used while pregnant with all her children). The best decision I ever made was to leave home at an early age. I look at my siblings now and wish I could have supported them at that time. I feel like I abandoned them.).
So I think my concept of right, moral, acceptable or unusual were extremely askew.
Fuck, that confession escalated quickly.

nah, you just need to try act normal like if you didn't care much maybe heh ;p i bet you could make good friends with whoever you want--- but well ofc its hard if your kind of "shy"---- i am a bit the same but i don't have any interest in knowing about others that way--- i rather talking to teachers buahaha-- but u sudnt worry about what they think about u--- if u really are interested then go ahead and talk--- unless if it was like 1 year and u dont talk to the person-- then it would be a bit weird but it would surely become normal after a while
nothin that u dont know ;o
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Hmmm... I don't know how to say this without sounding conceited but I happen to be a very charming person IRL.. Lol.. Everyone tends to love me instantly. I'm not shy either. I talk in front of a class 7 days a week. My problem is that although I meet and talk to a lot of people, it's very rare that I get interested in any of them. I am, by nature, extremely introverted after all. I like my space. I like being alone. And I mostly live inside my own head. So when I develop an interest in other people, I feel torn. I also fear getting disappointed. A lot of times I get close to some people and realize they're not what I had originally thought. I get bored with them or they do/say something stupid to annoy me and I just end up walking away from them. That's why in order to avoid that bullshit, I'd just rather not entertain the thought of trying to befriend anyone. However, if they're the ones extending an invitation, I usually accept and see how things go. Half the time I bore them to death anyway ... LMAO!

i just called it shy cose some people call it that way ;o but i see wachu mean now ;p i dont believe in uniqueness so i think it would be actually hard for you to find someone who will grab your attention forever- maybe someone extremist-- idk if u know what i mean ;p

i just called it shy cose some people call it that way ;o but i see wachu mean now ;p i dont believe in uniqueness so i think it would be actually hard for you to find someone who will grab your attention forever- maybe someone extremist-- idk if u know what i mean ;p

i just called it shy cose some people call it that way ;o but i see wachu mean now ;p i dont believe in uniqueness so i think it would be actually hard for you to find someone who will grab your attention forever- maybe someone extremist-- idk if u know what i mean ;p

Not lies. I played WoW from Beta until ulduar release in the #1 guild on my server (TG, server Arthas), I was honestly addicted, also, while playing WoW I would have Runescape open in another screen, I had to fully stop playing both, hadn't touched a mmo since until recently. I'm already addicted to TERA.... :/

Not lies. I played WoW from Beta until ulduar release in the #1 guild on my server (TG, server Arthas), I was honestly addicted, also, while playing WoW I would have Runescape open in another screen, I had to fully stop playing both, hadn't touched a mmo since until recently. I'm already addicted to TERA.... :/

Forgive me, I'm half asleep.. I could've sworn I read "I CAN play MMORPGs without getting addicted.." Lol.. Yup, I need to sleep..

hmmmmm... you should really when your able, go check your self up- not just to a simple doctor but also check if there is anything going wrong inside---- idk if u get wa i mean

try be happy and think positive, its supposed to make your body stronger- i bet you will be able to get through this-- ;p don't stop believing in ur self! plus maybe you can find someone who has the same problems and both of you help out eachother! u know ;p

I'm a nice person. If you ask all my friends to say one thing about me, I'd bet they would say that I'm a nice/cool guy. I also have patience the size of the pacific ocean, meaning I rarely get angry. My friends have also told me, they hardly ever see me angry, which is a good thing I suppose. But when I do get angry, I even scare myself. It may sound ridiculous, but it's true ^^;