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These are my own expressed opinions and you can call me crazy, I don’t mind but I know what I know lol plus I have researched it all and if you read my posts you will know I have been researching various Paranormal things since I was 12 coz that’s how I learn and know what I know. SO here we go, buckle up and embrace the crazy: Or not, lol

Sasquatch/Yeti/Abominable Snowman/Big Foot

If you look at it logically too many countries have their own version for it to just be tale. Countries as far apart as Canada and Tibet have almost identical creatures. There are been pretty much fraudulent sightings since the 1930’s BUT as shown on the TV show Destination Truth, there are places finding foot prints, and they even got hair samples of these beautiful beasts which when tested showed an Ape like species of Unknown Origin. Now….I’m an Intuitive Clairvoyant. I see the dead and live a Paranormal life but I always say ‘You have to use a mix of common sense, science and your gift when dealing with the Paranormal’ While science doesn’t know everything, if the tests say it is kind of a duck, you have to believe it will walk and talk like one too. BUT!!! it is a double edged sword because Science doesn’t know everything. We have explored very little of our wee planet. We can’t get to the deepest parts of our own oceans so it is save to assume there are oodles of things on our planet we haven’t even found out about yet. We discover hundreds of new species of things every year, and some of those were thought to have died out centuries and even decades ago.

I have it on very very good authority they exist and they are peace loving and they know we aren’t. They are expert hunters and extremely Telepathic and Natural Telepaths. They can heal animals that have been shot and wounded by hunters using leaves, bark, roots and such as they are incredibly intelligent and expert holistic practitioners. Here is a website that lists all latest sightings, you will see many countries that claim to have their own version. For example in Australia they call them Yowies.

There are stories I have read of deer hunters and walkers being saved by them. These people have never given locations away, never asked for money for the story. Just told trusted folk and left them alone. Because to come across one of these beautiful ancestors of ours is such an awe inspiring and harmonious experience you realize pretty quick you need to keep them safe. You can imagine how quickly hunters would be down trying to bag one of them if word got out.

http://www.bfro.net/GDB/default.asp

I personally would love to meet one of them. Being Telepathic, communication wouldn’t be hard but my immune system is different and there fore I would be too aware of the germs and stuff I carried and would never want to put them in harms way. They are best left alone and until we start being peace loving universally I thank the stars they don’t make themselves known.

The Loch Ness Monster and other Lake Based Beasties:

Even my country of New Zealand has the Taniwha

So they say every Myth or Legend has some small ounce of truth. I know that Nessie from the Loch Ness in Scotland, which was until recently my stomping ground has been documented since Ecclesiastical times. The truth is, we know so little about planet and Loch Ness is too deep to measure, and is joined up to such immense amounts of water based Lochs, Rivers and the North Sea etc…it is certainly reasonable to assume SOMETHING exists and like our Ape ancestors previously mentioned, are choosing not to engage with us, as the first thing we would do is hunt them. Everyone in Scotland has a story about Nessie. Canada has their own version as does Norway, The US and Indonesia etc…They seem to be related to Plesiosaur and have been sighted with babies too, so there has to be many in number as one mating pair couldn’t survive centuries. They know that not all Dinosaurs died out after the Meteor now it is probable things still exist and choose to live in seclusion because they know the first thing we would do is hunt them.

Chupacabra:

These wee Beasties are slightly more controversial because I’ve looked at tons of evidence on this beast and have come to the conclusion not only do they exist but they were a government experiment between the US and South American Government gone wrong. There are more than enough former Government Officials who claim to have been involved in their creation. They came about through the mixing of DNA and when it got too expensive and out of hand they were just released into the wild in the hopes they would die out but they didn’t. The sightings started in Puerto Rico but have since spread to Mexico, Chile, Russia and the US but Africa has a version and so does Indo-asian countries. And when you read the non mainstream stuff by Government officials and ex Police etc…it seems to be a genetic experiment gone wrong. Then it was passed over to other countries who thought they could do better and it ended in the same result. It is a lesson in Why we aren’t God and we why shouldn’t play God.

Aliens:

Aliens do exist. It would be stupid and ignorant for us to assume that we were the ONLY thing created in billions of years worth of cosmic evolution. BUT Blues, Greens Greys, Pleiadians and the like don’t. Quite frankly it is embarrassing to see how gullible people are. And only we could assume beings from other planets and galaxy’s would look even remotely human.

Let me tell you how it is.

90%of sightings of craft are government controlled. There are tons of pilots who on death beds and such have confessed to being responsible for various famous sightings of craft. They are curious and peace loving and would never interfere with us because we are too stupid to even come close to understanding how incredibly intelligent and peaceful they are. All this nonsense about threats of being wiped out and stuff pisses me off because they are thousands of years more advanced than us, if they wanted us gone they would have done it centuries ago. We have nothing they would even want. Not gold or diamonds or weapons because anything they have would make ours look like Babies bedroom toys. Plus there are entire planets made of diamonds and littered with gold so it’s not our resources they want.

I just recently watched a documentary about Soldiers who were brainwashed to thinking they could see aliens in the 40s and then within months of the project being shut down by the Army, civilians started reporting sightings identical to the ones the soldiers had. They don’t have coloured lights on their craft. Coloured lights aren’t practical for seeing clearly, they don’t kidnap us and do anal probes because what on earth would be the point?

Project Blue beam, look it up.

However, MK Ultra has been used on soldiers and civilians to carry out tasks like assassinating John Lennon, The Boston Bombings, Robert Kennedy etc..and again there is much documented evidence of former officials who admit that they were taking part in brain washing citizens into believing they were abducted and probed etc…to mask the testing of weapons, machines, craft and techniques.

To be honest I am embarrassed for anyone who thinks that such amazing beings, such peace loving super intelligent beings are only interested in our sperm, anus and dirty planet. Of all the planets in the Universe why would they want our poor unloved polluted bloody bit of rock? That they would come here to anally probe a married mother of two or some guy who chops wood. America and the UK seem to be the only countries who even discuss the idea of sexual encounters. It’s embarrassing and we should be ashamed of ourselves. The truth is we don’t deserve to have contact with them. They are totally fascinated by us and yet they choose to stay away because they know how dangerous we are. They only come when we are about to do something stupid like fire missiles at some innocent country. I say this because it is documented that many submarines and other weapon carrying machines have been inexplicably shut down mid firing of a weapon. There is so much stuff coming out now it is wonderful. If you think ‘Why would the government lie to us about the existence of Aliens’ think of this ‘Why did they try to deny the existence of Roswell until the other day?’ or this?

In the 50’s and 60’s people were claiming to see this in the skies. It was denied it existed, now it is old technology. In fact the crashed craft that landed is Roswell is where we got Fiber-optics, microwaves and other technology like the internet from. CT/MRI scans etc…all came from the technology they got off the craft in Roswell. There is also word coming out that the real reason why the US Government and UK Government etc…are allowing and encouraging so much sightings and ‘pretend craft’ is because they are gearing up to use it against us later for a so called full scale Alien attack lol Well I don’t know about that but I do know if they tried, the one and only time our Long Distance Friends are allowed to interfere is when our planet is in danger from our own stupidity. So I can’t see it happening. I know Spirit have refereed to them many times so therefore I believe they exist. Why would they appear in Da Vinci paintings only to turn up on Bobs doorstep peering through a window then come back to probe him in a craft? Also why are more Americans and Brits ‘abducted’ than anyone else even though they are spotted all over the world? and in fact the higher majority of other countries encounter them under pleasurable circumstances or awe inspiring. Not sexually.

Demon Dogs/Hounds of Hell:

They have been recorded since time immortial and in countries all over the world. However I do think because of this reason they are a combination of two things.

Rabid dogs from centuries ago but because of lack of veterinary knowledge in the stone age etc…they were seen as evil or possessed.

And lack of education.

The classic signs of a rabid dog are:

Signs and Symptoms of Rabies

Once infection occurs, the rabies virus grows in muscle tissue and may go undetected for several days or months. During this incubation (or latent) period, the animal appears healthy and shows no sign of infection.

Usually within 1 to 3 months, the virus migrates to the nerves near the site of the infection and spreads to the spinal cord and brain (i.e., the central nervous system). It usually takes from 12 to 180 days to spread through the peripheral nerves to the central nervous system. At this point, the disease progresses rapidly, and the animal begins to show the classic behavioral signs of rabies. The virus spreads to the saliva, tears, breast milk and urine. The animal usually dies in 4 or 5 days.

Rabies causes typical symptoms. The infection progresses in a predictable manner, from the initial prodormal phase to the excitative, or furious, phase to the final paralytic phase.

The first sign usually is a change in behavior. Pet owners should be aware that behavioral changes can occur as a result of many conditions, from digestive disorders to poisoning.

Rabid animals usually stop eating and drinking, and may appear to want to be left alone. After the initial onset of symptoms, the animal may become vicious or begin to show signs of paralysis. Some rabid animals bite at the slightest provocation and others may be somnolent and difficult to arouse. Once the animal shows signs of paralysis, the disease progresses very quickly and the animal dies.

Prodromal Phase: First Symptoms of Rabies

The early symptoms of rabies tend to be subtle, last 2 to 3 days, and include the following:

Change in tone of the dog’s bark

Chewing at the bite site

Fever

Loss of appetite

Subtle changes in behavior

Furious Phase: “Mad Dog Syndrome”

The second phase of infection usually lasts 2 to 4 days and not all rabid animals experience it. Animals that enter immediately into the final paralytic phase are sometimes said to have dumb or paralytic rabies. Animals that spend most of their diseased state in the furious phase are sometimes said to have furious rabies. An infected dog may viciously attack any moving object, person, or animal; a caged rabid dog will chew the wire, break their teeth, and try to bite a hand moving in front of the cage. Rabid cats will attack suddenly, biting and scratching. Foxes will invade yards and attack dogs, cows, and porcupines.

They may show the following signs:

Craving to eat anything, including inedible objects

Constant growling and barking

Dilated pupils

Disorientation

Erratic behavior

Episodes of aggression

Facial expression showing anxiety and hyper alertness

Irritability

No fear of natural enemies (e.g., wild animals may not be afraid of people)

Restlessness

Roaming

Seizures

Trembling and muscle in coordination

Paralytic Phase

The third and final phase of infection usually lasts for 2 to 4 days. Initial symptoms include the following:

Appearance of choking

Dropping of the lower jaw (in dogs)

Inability to swallow, leading to drooling and foaming of saliva (i.e., “foaming at the mouth”)

Paralysis of jaw, throat, and chewing muscles

Paralysis then spreads to other parts of the body, the animal becomes depressed, rapidly enters a coma and dies.

To someone from the Stone Age, that would be terrifying. Komodo Dragons were the reason we thought Dragons existed. They have a bite that burns like fire and they are huge, we were smaller back then and Chinese Whispers can as we know get out of hand.

And secondly Demon Dogs are a manifestation of our own imaginations. Like Possessions and Poltergeists. We create them. As I keep saying ‘Most of us don’t realize what we are truly capable of. Our brains are capable of so much more than we even know. Even Science has only been able to understand 10% of our brains and we are still finding out new things about that 10%. People who believe what they are told will claim to see them and while my husband and I have seen something similar in Scotland which I have talked about in one of my posts about Haunted Britain there are many reasonable explanations and Rabid Ghost Dog is probably the most reasonable.

I’m just the type of person who as a child was so fascinated by this stuff I had to read as much as I could. But came to the conclusion with the evidence before me, it was Rabid Dog/ Stories to scare folk and Manifestations of our unrecognized minds capabilities.

Romanian Vampires:

Okay this one is really the most fascinating to me because I am a Scorpio so I am the ruler of the Occult and Death. I have studied this stuff most of all because Vampires fascinated me as a child because of my Dad.

So we all know about Vlad The Impaler being the inspiration behind Bram Stokers book written in 1897 which incidentally the place he got the inspiration for is now just down the road from where I live now lol

Anyway Vlad Tepes was a misunderstood man. He was not the evil mad history has made him out to be. He was the son of a King who was murdered by the Turks, his beloved brother was kidnapped as a small child and later used against Vlad to fight against in battle.They brutally oppressed his people and slaughtered his love and he grew to hate them with a vengeance. Yes he impaled his captors as a warning to the other Turks who came into his country but he didn’t kill just any random person. He didn’t drink their blood. He was defending his country from invaders who were killing his people and raping his land of resources. He was actually a very noble and trusting man who had the love of his people because he spent so much of his own money defending his country and his people. Anyway, obviously the book gave his name a bit of an ominous legend and it travelled through the lands and years. The Romanians still believe in Vampires and just recently one was reported and it was on the news here in the UK. Stoker gave the name Vampire in the late 19th century but Vampire like creatures have been reported since stone age man.

But in actual fact, this legend is based on science, religious dominance, medical ignorance. In modern day It started in the 1700s when Romania became Catholic and everything was demonized by the Church. A woman reported seeing her dead father stand before her in her bedroom in the dead of night and was almost hysterical with fear. So to prove her father was dead they went to his grave site and dug it up and discovered blood in the corners in his mouth and his nails were long, his skin was tight and his ears were pointed. They were freaked out and started to think she was right but drove a spike through his heart and removed his head to assure her he was indeed dead and wouldn’t return from the grave. The latest reports from June 2013 were the same. Except experts have been examining these bodies and have tried to explain to these people what it is but nobody listens.

Firstly, they appear to their loved ones as Ghosts. Secondly, the blood in the corner of the mouth is due to the fact as the body decomposes in untreated bodies, the blood rises and bleeds out of the mouth eyes and ears. It is why they say a Vampire has red eyes.

The decomposition process pulls the skin back making the skin look tight and the ears point as they curl and decay. All the feature appear larger because of the fact the body is decomposing as there is no moisture in the body so it dehydrates. It is also the reason why the nails look long.

I can’t help but feel sorry for people who are so backward in their education that they would believe such horrible things of their dead loved ones.

Haitian Zombies:

Basically it was a part of Voodoo based craft used to get back at someone or frighten people or enslave them. They would use tetrodotoxins found in Puffer fish, Marine Toads or the Hyla Tree Frog. Which would slow the heart rate down so much it would give the appearance of death. There is a famous case of a man who was ‘dead’ and returned home. As described here:

Clairvius Narcisse (born c. 1922) is a Haitian man said to have been turned into a living zombie by a combination of drugs. After investigating reports of “zombies” (including Narcisse and a handful of others), researchers believed that Narcisse received a dose of chemical mixture containing tetrodotoxin (pufferfish venom) and bufotoxin (toad venom) to induce a coma which mimicked the appearance of death. He was then allowed to return to his home where he collapsed, “died”, and was buried. The Canadian ethnobotanistWade Davis, who did the research on tetrodotoxin [1] explains how this would have been done. The bokor (sorcerer) would have given Narcisse a powder containing the tetrodotoxin through abraded skin. Narcisse fell into a comatose state, closely resembling death, which resulted in his live burial.[2] His body was then recovered and he was given doses of Datura stramonium to create a compliant zombie-like state and set to work on a plantation. After two years, the plantation owner died and Narcisse simply walked away to freedom.

According to the American Scientist interview, Narcisse came home to his village after 18 years of being assumed dead.[3] He was able to convince a few villagers and his sister that he was who he said he was. This case puzzled many doctors because his death was documented and two American doctors’ testimonies “verified” his death. The case of Clairvus Narcisse was the first potential verifiable example of transforming an individual into a zombie. [4]

It was explained that Narcisse had broken one of the traditional behavioral codes and was made into a “zombie” as a punishment; when questioned, Narcisse told investigators that the sorcerer involved had “taken his soul”.[5] The instigator of the poisoning was alleged to be his brother, with whom he had quarreled over land.[6] After his apparent death and subsequent burial on May 2, 1962, his body was recovered and he was given a paste made from datura, which at certain doses has a hallucinogenic effect and can cause memory loss. The bokor who recovered him then forced him, alongside others, to work on a sugar plantation until the master’s death two years later. When the bokor died, and regular doses of the hallucinogen ceased, he eventually regained sanity (unlike others who had suffered brain damage from hypoxia while buried alive) and returned to his family after another 16 years.[6] Narcisse was immediately recognized by the villagers and his family. When he told them the story of how he was dug up from his grave and enslaved, the villagers were surprised, but they accepted his story because they believed his experience resulted from the power of voodoo magic. He was seen as the man who was once a zombie.[7].

Nuff said.

Atlantis:

Yes, existed, but not where they think it is. There are dozens of buried lands. Our planet and Tectonic Plates change our landscape every day. There are many buried lands under out oceans.

Our planet is changing every single day. Where we had land is now water and visa versa. Some places got caught up in the shift and got taken down by the floods, earthquakes and Tsunamis that followed.

The Bermuda Triangle:

Yes, but it’s not a magnetic field, or Aliens. It is a hidden American government base and that’s all I will say on the matter. It also has connections to the Chupacabra experiments.

There is said to be an entire race of people who live inside a mountain but I won’t say where. They are said to only come out to trade with the local villagers who have sworn to secrecy for generations to protect them.

I think I’ve covered the basics. Have I missed any?

As I have said, my views are my own. I’m not expecting anyone else to believe what I say. If you want to be anally probed by Aliens then you be my guest.

If you have any stories based on any of the creatures I have just mentioned, I would love to hear them.

I know we have all been in love. We all think we know love, but how do you know when your ‘meant to be’ or if your ‘soul mates’.

By mere definition of the words Soul Mate, it means your destiny is preset to have this person complete your soul. Without them you are without a complete soul. But Soul Mates don’t have to be for marrying or having babies with. Best friends can be soul mates. Siblings can be soul mates.

A Soul Mate relationship is a hard relationship to forge. You genuinely have to work at getting the relationship and maintaining it. Spirit have always told me ‘You have to work hardest for the things you truly deserve’. So if you have someone in your life who you’ve had to fight tooth and nail just to be with, where no matter what has happened in your relationship you can always rely on each other and no person nor situation has ever broken the bond then chances are you have a Soul Mate.

He has broken my heart more than I can count. He has made me cry more than there are clouds in the sky, he has made me feel like I don’t exist, and like he would rather be with anyone but me. But……..no one knows me better than he does.

Sometimes he can make me so angry I want to hit him with a bat and push him into the river lol I know he will say the same of me. But he has NEVER raised a hand to me once. He towers over me. He is a STRONG man. You know I am tall, but he makes me look tiny. My man is built like a brick shit house as my Mum would say lol and while he can get angry at me and want to throw him into a moving bus he has never so much as slammed a door in my face. I however have hurt my wrist just trying to push him out the door.

Without him there is no Me. He looks like a Giant Confused, Tired and mostly Hungry Bear. How could you not want to hug a confused bear? He is so gentle with the boys. He takes them off for adventures so I can rest my tummy. He never once complained about my illness. He just gets on with it and does what needs to be done. Because he knows I would rather be doing anything else other than resting. I trust him with my boys, and my life and would follow him (and have followed him) to the ends of the earth.

His happiness is paramount. He works so hard for his family and never complains about being exhausted from working long days. He makes me laugh longer and harder than anyone else I know. He is so intelligent. I am turned on by his mind. I am a self-confessed Nerd Lover. He is The Artists Anarchist and if you know anything about either of those two groups of people you will know they are not dumb. I can talk with him about well…as you know. Quantum Physics and Meta Physics and Universal Theories, Genetics, Religion, Politics and Philosophy. All in the same day lol and I never get sick of it. It is through being with me that he got an interest in the things he follows. He wanted to understand me and my world.

How many people do you know other than a Soul Mate would search the internet and books stores for research into Unified Theories just so they can understand their wives voices in her head? He never even really believed in any of this until I did my first reading for him as friends. Then once we lived together he saw the real me. The Full Crazy and he embraced my crazy better and faster than anyone else. He saw how happy it made me and how it helped me, he saw how it helped me help others and how it helped me help him. He stopped questioning my sanity quickly and started asking questions instead.

He can be hard work. Because he is an artist he is more dramatic than a gaggle of Drag Queens at a Beauty pageant and just as much hard work. No one is a harsher critic on his work that he is. And he is so amazingly talented. I love his Abstract art and his Impressionist work. He is messy, and always hungry, and can be indecisive. He is a HUGE procrastinator too which drives me insane sometimes because it usually makes more work for me.

But if I get taken over by Spirit, or the Counsel come calling, or I go into a Time Slip in public, he instantly knows what to do. He knows the signs, he knows what to look for. Just like he knows when I hide being in pain or when my sugar levels are low (I sometimes forget to eat). He never had to be taught what to do. He just knew instinctively what to do. Everything he does, if for the best interests of me and our boys. He tells me every day he loves me when we talk on the phone. He trusts me with his life. Literally. He won’t make any decision regarding his life without asking me first because Spirit have always predicted the big stuff and he knows they have never steered him wrong yet. He has risked homelessness and bankruptcy based on what I have predicted for him. How many people do you know would do that? This is a Soul Mate. A Soul Mate lives your life with you. They feel your pain, share you pain and help to heal the pain. Yes he is my Protector too, and yes we have a Telepathic link but Soul Mates will have a Telepathic link. It goes beyond knowing their favourite colour or what their fears are.

A Soul mate is someone who will be there first when something happens, will often know something has happened before anyone else. They have a connection to you from the second you meet. Your born to be soul mates. Your predestined to be as close as you are, just as your predestined to have the spouse/s and children your going to have.

A Soul mate is someone who is the other half of you. You can have a partner who isn’t your Soul mate. A Soul Mate isn’t about sexual attraction or sex. It’s about something far more important. It’s about your Soul. The fundamental foundations of your very Soul or Spirit. They are connected to you Spiritually. Even being kept apart through life’s circumstances doesn’t mean anything to Soul Mates.

You make it happen. You write, Skype, text, Email like it’s no big thing, because you know the other is always going to be there. I know of a couple who claim to be in love, and have been together 2 and a half years, have never met, talked on the phone or written to each other. They don’t even know the others addresses or phone numbers. But one of them is always trying to convince themselves this is a serious relationship when the truth is, if they walked past each other in the street they wouldn’t recognize each other.

People use the term Soul Mate to describe the person they think they love, and are in a relationship with but it is ignorant and makes light of the seriousness of what a Soul Mate is. Relationships come and go, relationships will be mostly forgotten once someone new come along but a Soul mate will have such a great impact on the person they belong to, they are never forgotten. Are usually but not always with you for life and might even be one of a couple of Soul mates you have in your life. A Soul Mate is the best and worst of who you are as a person and while a lot of us are lucky to have relationships with our Soul Mates, I know of a few people who are Best friends who are Soul Mates, and even fought in wars together. If you have a Soul Mate you will know exactly who they are while you read this.

You are the first thing I see when I wake up in the morning and the thing I think about most in the day. When I hear the car pull up I get excited. When you randomly kiss or hug me it makes me go all gooey for the rest of the day. Is it even possible to want you more? But I do.

I’m just so blessed that my Soul Mate is my Protector, but some of you will be thinking about a friend or sibling when you read this. Some will be thinking of your own Soul Mate silly antics and having a chuckle. Thinking about the hard times you have shared, the laughter and the tears, the fights and the reconciliations. And if you are, Thank Spirit. Because they were given just for you, you were given just for them. No one will replace them, no one will be better. A Soul mate is yours to love for life, even if your apart. Death or life will always bring you back together. Because as Soul mates your more complete together. If you have lost a Soul Mate, guaranteed they are with you and while they might not love you like a wife, friend, sibling, husband, parent etc…they love you more.

Go share the love. Tell your Soul Mate how much they mean to you. It is next to being a parent, the greatest love you will ever know and not every one will ever know the love of a Soul Mate. So go share the love. Love is the most powerful thing in our Universe and an I Love You goes a long way. No one knows this more than a Soul Mate.

Bub, your my Soul Mate, and My Protector and once my husband. This is why your always so hungry lol Your all these things rolled into one beautiful package. I’m sorry if loving me has been such hard work. I just hope it was worth it lol I know you have high expectations of me and I don’t ever want to let you down.