idk if this will help anyone but i found this website. Its this girls blog full of all her poems from when she was 15 to now and shes 19. I think it just got started but its just amazing because shes trying to reach out to girls to show us that she went thru all the same things. idk check it out if you want. there are a lot of poems that i really connect with. I thought since she was reaching out I would too