Thursday, August 26, 2010

..building the confidence..

Yesterday, I woke up in the morning as usual, pondering what I should do for the day, as there's only so much time left until next Thursday, the time when I will board my flight to Moscow. Then my SASER friend Fauzi Suwarno (Pojie) texted me, "Watpe dude? Ble dtg kl lg hehe". So I decided to lepak at his rented house or flat or whatever you call it once again, and break my fast there. The fuel in my car tank is almost empty, and I forgot to ask my dad for the fuel card, so I filled in about RM10 worth of Shell fuel. I went to the Bazar Ramadan near PKNS, that place is usually fun. So I bought Nasi Kerabu, some kuih-muih (RM2 for 5 pieces, mahal nak mampus), murtabak ayam and F&N air sarsi berkarbonat. From the bazar it was 5.30pm but only around 6.00pm that I passed the Kajang toll, it was so jammed. KL wasn't that jammed, perhaps people are going out of KL are more than people that are going into KL. I was cruising, trying to conserve fuel as much as possible.

Then I arrived at Pojie's place in Pandan Indah. A normal bachelor's place, but with barely any furniture hehe. Before Maghrib, we battled in PES 2010 and I kicked his ass every game. The azan can be heard from his house, and we duly broke our fast and dig in. After Maghrib prayers, once again for me, a boys talk session, hehe. I asked him about his relationship with his girlfriend who now went back to her home in Kota Kinabalu, what his vision was for his future, and more stuffs. Of course I was asked about my stuff too, and I got plenty of advice. It was getting late, so around 10.45pm I decided to go back home.

Still, my head was not clear yet about something, so I asked Johan if he's free for a walk and talk. Picked up Johan, and we just went to Fasa 3 tambahan or Bangi Perdana just near our homes, talking about stuffs, and once again, taking advice. Its good to have someone to talk to. Your plan doesn't necessarily goes to work, but at least there's someone who knows what you are about to do, and maybe, interested in the progress of your action. As for me, I'm still abit blurry and all, but what is clear from everyone is, I need to be confident and state what I want clearly, and not just mumbling around like I always do.