I don't know why, but I am feeling kind of depressed today. One of those times that you just wish that you were dead, and you don't want to live to see another day. I just wish I didn't feel like this. Does anyone else ever feel like this?

At 11/11/03 09:27 PM, AncientArmour wrote:
I don't know why, but I am feeling kind of depressed today. One of those times that you just wish that you were dead, and you don't want to live to see another day. I just wish I didn't feel like this. Does anyone else ever feel like this?

*warning* Dont pay any attention to my name.

Now that that is done, yes I am feeling overly depressed today. But I want to here about your problems. Sometimes people on the BBS can really help you out. They have helped me before.

At 11/11/03 09:27 PM, AncientArmour wrote:
I don't know why, but I am feeling kind of depressed today. One of those times that you just wish that you were dead, and you don't want to live to see another day. I just wish I didn't feel like this. Does anyone else ever feel like this?

Well maybe go watch some flash movies, like eskimo bob, he allways cheers me up , and maybe talk to a real person and not a net person...

Do not joke or kid about suicide. My cousin just killed himself 4 days ago. It's NOT the way out. You are probably a very bright person with many talents, just put them to use in a way that will cheer you up. If you die, many people close to you will be deeply hurt. Trust me, I know. So just remember that there are better things to do that suicide. :(

"That's what the internet is all about. You have to feel like a retard before you can learn to not be a retard." -- Squidbit

omg......that is so evil......i must admit, it is funny.......where did u ever find a site like that?? oh and ppl are talking about how it's retarded to think about suicide, just pick yourself up and move on......but then, how would u find a site like that? and why would u want to look for a page like that if it wasn't on your mind?

At 11/11/03 09:27 PM, AncientArmour wrote:
I don't know why, but I am feeling kind of depressed today. One of those times that you just wish that you were dead, and you don't want to live to see another day. I just wish I didn't feel like this. Does anyone else ever feel like this?

We all get these kind of crappy days. What I do to solve this is watch an action movie or something along that line.

Believe me people get angry over simple things like they lost their
g/f and got angry and committed suicide.
Member to take that lil' chill pill every now-and-then.

Life's like a rollercoaster man, you can't go up unless you go down. You have to take the good with the bad, the very good with the very bad and so forth unless you want to live a steady life full of nothingness.

What do I do when I'm depressed? I listen to Depression by Give Up The Ghost, aka American Nightmare (although the Black Flag original is still good), and leave it on repeat and when I wake up in the morning I'm feeling a lot better cause then I know that I'm not the only one that has to go through depression.

At 11/11/03 09:27 PM, AncientArmour wrote:
I don't know why, but I am feeling kind of depressed today. One of those times that you just wish that you were dead, and you don't want to live to see another day. I just wish I didn't feel like this. Does anyone else ever feel like this?

My advice: Kill yourself, but you had god damn well better take some righ people, fat people, idiotic jocks, and cops with you. Suicide can be Fun!!!!1
If your not gonna do it for yourself, do it for the children. Please please think of the children.

yea i find myself thinking about stuff like that sometimes. the world seems pointless at times, but i try to ignore those feelings. everybody talks about how teenagers are always depressed, so my theory is teenagers have a "chemical imbalance" that makes us depressed. if i dont feel better in a few years, ill get councelling or something. suicide is never the answer.

yea i find myself thinking about stuff like that a lot. the world seems pointless at times, but i try to ignore those feelings. everybody talks about how teenagers are always depressed, so my theory is teenagers have a "chemical imbalance" that makes us depressed. if i dont feel better in a few years, ill get councelling or something. suicide is never the answer.

At 11/11/03 09:27 PM, AncientArmour wrote:
I don't know why, but I am feeling kind of depressed today. One of those times that you just wish that you were dead, and you don't want to live to see another day. I just wish I didn't feel like this. Does anyone else ever feel like this?

For some of the people who posted in here, I am Bipolar, so I have major mood swings. For the guy who told me to do it already, thanks. You were help. Now that I am done being sarcastic, I will get back to some of the other people. I knew that I would get a few people in here who would actually try to help out, and I thank you for that. And I knew that there would be a couple of people who would be critical and ridicule me for this. I hate them.

At 11/11/03 11:33 PM, AncientArmour wrote:
For some of the people who posted in here, I am Bipolar, so I have major mood swings.

Actually, I get that kind of crap all the time. The way I usually deal with it is pretty simple. It helps if you have parents that just don't care though. See, whenever I'm pissed off, what I do is crank up some really loud music and scream along to the song. Helps relieve stress like you would not believe. Just remember though, dude. Suicide is never the answer. There's no need to come up with a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Hope you feel better though, dude. You'll be in my prayers.

At 11/11/03 09:27 PM, AncientArmour wrote:
I don't know why, but I am feeling kind of depressed today. One of those times that you just wish that you were dead, and you don't want to live to see another day. I just wish I didn't feel like this. Does anyone else ever feel like this?

Armor let me tell you something a little bit about myself...
I have tried to kill myself 3 times and i look back at it and feel so stupid for doing it. I woke up and realized how much it would hurt my family, especially my sister.
#1 : I took 13 codiene. if i hadn't thrown up i would have died.
#2: the ol slasher, they weren't deep enough. It hurt to take hot showers cuz the cuts were so severe.
#3: Curling iron in the bath tub. If i would have dropped it, the house could have set on fire. that was the only thing stopping me. i would have done it if the house wouldn't catch on fire.
I was criticizing myself to the point where i would hate myself for doing anything. Every little mistake, failure was havoc on my self esteem because i would dwell in it.
Trust me, you don't want to do it. The thoughts, the anger, they're not worth it. I think back at how much i hated myself and i want to cry. There are people that love you, think about them. I hope this helps :)