My account is about to expire, and, given the perpetual nature of my troubles, I won't be able to renew it. That being said, it's been real, it's been painful and disappointing, it's been uplifting and amazing. Love is love is love is love love. <3

i needed to put this up again, given it's current relevance. this was the last thing, she sent to everyone she loved. it will have been the last thing. and i miss her, as i'm sure i will for a long, long time. goodnight jennie. get some sleep for all of us sinners. i hope you find your way home. i'm not... Read More

Thanks sugar...just hate to see someone in pain the way u have been lately. Keep your head up..I am really sorry u have not got to see Mr. Pants im sure that is gut wrenching on top of everything else. Things seem bleek but my thoughts are with you for some sunnier energy

it's funny, that a place i came to look at naked women would bear the weight of the only place i've felt safe(-ish), actually saying what's happening up there. i've got another blog, but i digress from the point...

i'm starting to believe in myself again. this isn't my fault, and i'm not carrying it any farther. i met someone, it's sure to be a complete disaster, but, i'm good with that. it's reliable. thanks, for my birthday, getting to see the baby was the only bright spot on an otherwise irredeemable day. i miss you, still, everyday... Read More

over the last 6 months, i've lost everything that has ever been important to me, but the ability to create...
and i'm finding that my inspiration to do that is evaporating as quickly as the ether surrounding this dream...
the vapor thin walls, all that's left to hold anything together...