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Alex was a pushover. Alexander pushes back.Alex was a chump. Alexander is a champ.Alex moved in the gutter. Alexander hits the fast lane.

Everyone likes Alex Fairfax. He’s dependable, friendly, hardworking. He is also a sucker. A sucker who sits by while his oily coworker maliciously sabotages his advertising career, then steals Alex’s girlfriend from under his very nose. But Alex is a sucker who has finally had enough of “yes sir” and “thank you.” Enough of kowtowing to the powerful. Enough of being polite.

So Alex transforms himself into Alexander—avenger of the maligned. Sure, he lost his job and has to share a crummy apartment with a bunch of twentysomething hippies, but nothing will stop Alexander from exacting sweet vengeance on the long list of those who have done him wrong.

With the right clothes, the right hair, and the right attitude, Alexander plots to ascend through the ranks of the elite, tear down the company that refused to stand by him, and humiliate his snake of a colleague and disloyal ex-girlfriend. But while pulling off one stealthy stunt after another, wooing away clients and ruining a few choice careers, Alex discovers that being a shark isn’t all glitz and glamour—and that his own heart still beats to a very tender drum. . . .

A sharp, edgy, witty novel of delicious revenge, Being Alexander stars the best kind of character—one readers can’t quite decide whether to loathe or to love. But in the end, the fact remains: for Alex to truly find himself, he had to become someone else. The result is an irresistibly wicked comedy of ill-manners.

Everything that could go wrong has gone wrong in the last seven days.I could order the incidents from best to worst or most humiliating or most surprising or even most funny for onlookers, but that would spoil it. Chronological order is the only way. Event building upon event building upon event.

Monday morning, and I'm talking early Monday, in the wee hours of the morning you still think of as Sunday, I only say Monday because you have to get the date right for the insurance people, I was woken by a car alarm. Or, rather, by an elbow in the ribs and a voice in my ear. "Alex,are you awake?"

Spluttering, I came to, snapped away from an all-too-vivid dream in which I was growing smaller and smaller,shrink-ing in size until I was slightly larger than a penny. I don'tknow what would have happened if it had continued. Would Ihave shrunk to nothing and died not only in my dream statebut also in reality? Should I have performed some sort ofpost-Freudian, post-Jungian psychological interpretation ofthis dream? Was my subconscious trying to tell me that I wasnothing? Or that I was in danger of becoming nothing? Wasit a warning sign? An early warning sign my complacent, com-fortable,content waking self would never have recognized?

"Alex. Alex, wake up." Sarah's voice,so gentle and lilt-ing in the day,seemed harsh and screeching, unkind even, asif her lack of sleep was all my fault. As if she were blam-ing me.

"What?"

"Wake up."

"I am awake."

"Then do something," she said..

The car alarm, lost to me in the confusion of my pullfrom deep sleep, suddenly seemed to grow in volume. Themore I listened to it, the louder and more strident it became.

Sarah snatched the pillow away. Slowly, as if she wereexplaining the concept of crayons to a dull-witted five-year-old, she said,"It's your car alarm."

"Shit."

I leapt from the bed and raced to the window, snatchingthe curtains aside. Out on the road, three floors down, I couldsee a group of four teenagers. Male, of course. Probably nomore than fourteen, with that particular aura about them soyou just knew they were going to be spotty and greasy, andstringy, squeaky and unpleasant in a way that girls never are,no matter how big their glasses, how shiny their metal braces,how riddled with acne their own faces. For a second I feltsorry for them, for their ages, for what they were suffering,for what they were going to suffer in the next few years, thenI saw what they were doing. Surrounding my car. Kicking mycar. Breaking my windscreen. Slashing my tires.

"Hey," I shouted. Idiot. Of course they couldn't hearme. I grabbed a pair of jeans from the floor and tried to pullthem on as I ran to the door. Why is it that when you're in ahurry something always goes wrong? I should have been sen-sible and logical and known that I couldn't run and put onjeans at the same time. Instead, I tried to do both and wasn'tvery successful at either. So, hobbling with one leg hamperedby the jeans I couldn't quite pull up, I flung open the doorand ran out into the hall. Thud. The door slammed shut be-hind me and I quickly became aware of a few things all atonce. The door was locked and I didn't have any keys. I'donly managed to pull my jeans up to my thighs. Mrs.Roberts,the sixty-something insomniac from next door who'd takento roaming the stairs at all hours of the night, was staring,goggle-eyed, at the first male testicles she 'd seen since herhusband had run off with an air stewardess the year before.And I wasn 't wearing any shoes.

Okay, okay, I admit it. They weren't necessarily all ofthe same importance, but that's what happened. I'd like to saythat I shrugged it off, zipped up my jeans and ran outside tokick the shit out of those four little punks, but this is Alexwe're talking about, not Alexander.

I blushed beet red as Mrs.Roberts (I don't even knowher Christian name)continued to stare, and to make mattersworse, as if it were aware of the scrutiny, as if it wanted to givea poor lonely old woman something to remember, my ownflesh betrayed me.

"Hello, Alex," said Mrs. Roberts as she stared, a smilehovering around her lips.

I yanked my jeans up, nodded and ran down the stairs asI tried to do up the zipper. I felt as if I'd betrayed Sarah. Andwith a woman older than my own mother. I decided not tothink about it, to leave the incident unanalyzed, fearful of whatconclusions I might draw.

So, bare-chested, bare-footed, I raced down the stairs,sick at heart, sick to my stomach, certain only that I was an-gry. I flung open the foyer doors and went out into the street.

They were gone. I didn't even have the satisfaction ofshouting at them or chasing them down the street. I didn'teven have the chance to get into a fight. They were gone andall that was left was my poor, battered car.

It was defaced. It was wounded. Sacrilege. Tires slashedand deflated, front and back windscreens smashed, all but oneside window gone. The clear outline of a boot print on thedriver's door. Indentations up and down the bonnet. Keyscratches ruining the paintwork. The stereo --one of thosewhere you take off the front panel so thieves can see it's notworth breaking in to steal it --smashed in and useless. Theleather seats --soft and welcoming and so inviting --slashedand hacked into pieces. Even the car alarm was broken. Ru-ined. Vandalized.

A Jaguar XKR Supercharged Coupe is a work of art. Itscontours are smooth and rounded, the paint shiny and fresh,the tires a perfect fit, the lights sexy and sleek. I'm one of thosemen who loves cars the way women love clothes and shop-ping, the way other men are mad about football. If it were upto me, the Tate Modern would be filled with sports cars, lux-ury cars, seductive, shiny points of worship. Who needs thecross-section of a sheep or a pig's foetus in formaldehyde whenyou can have a Porsche? A Jaguar? A Lamborghini? That's realmodern art.

Okay, okay, our flat's in Finsbury Park, I should haveknown better. It used to be safe when I lived in Clapham andhad my own garage (a wide one so I didn't have to worryabout scraping my car), but Sarah wanted to move in to-gether, I wanted it too, and we ended up in her flat.(She in-sisted on living north of the river to make the journey out ofLondon to see her family in Luton as easy as possible. Nevermind that it was better for me to live south of the Thames tosee mine.) I know I shouldn't have parked it on the street, butthe waiting list for a garage that's reasonably close and wideenough inside to open the driver's door is over two years. Iwasn't going to give up my car. I couldn't wait that long. Any-thing can happen in two years. I could be dead in two years. Idecided not to store it in my old garage all the way acrosstown, as it was impractical and inconvenient. I'd thought itwas worth the risk. I'd decided --maturely, logically --that Icould cope if it was stolen. It was beautiful. There's no otherword to describe it. It never crossed my mind that it would besubject to this sort of mindless violence. Only a man with-out a soul would wantonly cause such destruction to a JaguarXKR. Or a handful of spotty youths. Philistines.