Jan 25, 2012ok im so sorry, i havent been posting, i havent had much 2 write about and now i do. my boyfriend broke up with me so i guess i have a right 2 cry, right?

Dec 28, 2011I just created my first short story, it's just a prolouge though, more to come tomorrow!

Dec 28, 2011Please give me ideas for writing! I have no clue what to write!

Dec 4, 2011sorry im not writing a lot... i kinda just need ideas rite now

Nov 24, 2011HAPPY TURKEY DAY!

Nov 23, 2011Please don't be annoyed. I know I haven't posted in a while. Been busy. I have my boyfriend and such to worry about. I love him, but haven't quite told him yet. My days have been better, thanks to him, and my eyes are opening up to a much better world. Thank you to all my fans that support me! I love you guys!

Nov 12, 2011Well, today is just one of those days. My mom is giving me false accusations about drugs and she swears I'm using them! Now ask your self a question, Mom? WHY THE HELL WOULD I DO THAT?! I may be crazy and stupid BUT DRUGS REALLY! drugs?

Nov 9, 2011Well, my dark life has taken a turn for better. I'm really happy right now! I have great friends, I have a great boyfriend, and I just have a good life at the moment. I would like to thank God for all of this! Thank You so much! My prayers have been answered and I am blessed enough to be able to have them answered by You! Thank You!
I LOVE YOU!
becomingthenewgirl

Nov 6, 2011Well I have had an interesting couple of weeks. haha anyways I uploaded a new poem its pretty cool its called the darkend girl

Oct 27, 2011SORRY I HAVENT BEEN POSTING L8LY! IV BEEN BUSY!

Oct 22, 20113 people/persons i would like to thank
1. MY BOYFRIEND! JOHNNY I FRIKIN LOVE YOU! YOU ARE SO AMAZING AND I CANT WAIT 2 SEE YOU ON MONDAY!
2. MY FANS! THANK YOU! I LOVE KNOWING THAT I HAVE POEPLE THAT SUPPORT ME! I LOVE YOU GUYS!
3. MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY! I LOVE YOU GUYS! YOU'RE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE AND KEEP ME FUNCTIONING DAILY EVEN WHEN I'M AT MY WORST! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Oct 22, 2011Sorry I haven't been on for a while! I just posted my new poem!

Oct 15, 2011I HAVE BEEN NEGLECTED!

Oct 9, 2011life has never been my strong suit and it never will be

Oct 8, 2011so sorry I haven't been posting... work will be up sometime today!
And I have to be honest:
I'm not over you... I don't think I can get over you. I'm sorry to say it.

Oct 5, 2011So sorry I haven't been posting lately. I have a lot of great insperations for poems because yesterday: I SAW THE TEMPEST!

Oct 2, 2011I am officially in love with a guy who is just totally amazing! I LOVE YOU JOHNNY! YOU ARE SO SO SO SWEET! FOREVER AND ALWAYS BABY!

Oct 1, 2011SO SICK OF BEING TOLD TO WRITE ABOUT HAPPY THINGS! RAWR!

Sep 29, 2011Life is awesome! I just had a cardboard boat race with mis amigos! HAHA! ADVICE TO ALL: DO A CARDBOARD BOAT RACE WITH YOU FRIENDS! ITS REALLY FUN! Oh, and I officially have made the town of Loserville a place for me and my friends! It's our own person awesome place! All my fans you are also a part of this town! Hope you're okay with that! Please tell your fans to check me out!

Sep 28, 2011Interesting last couple of days... I'm very confuzzuled (my new fav word!) so ya, I haven't really been on lately! I'm so sorry, there will be poetry posted in the next few minutes! so please COMMENT RATE AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU PEOPLE DO TO READ MY POETRY! thank you!

Sep 25, 2011So sorry to all my fans that haven't been seeing my normal work lately. I'm going through a rough patch with this guy who I now hate and probably for today, most of my poems will be about him. SO SORRY! And any advice anyone has for me about broken hearts and mending them, please tell me! THANK YOU! I LOVE YOU GUYS!

I know people say that you should make yourself stand out, but what is the point of that when you would rather be alone, sulking in a corner? That’s how I live, I’m the girl who would rather be by herself then have to deal with the insults and put up with the crap comments everyday. I’m done with all that. I want to be by myself and I don’t get why people can’t see that.

So you’re probably wondering why I started with that, right? Well, it’s only because that’s what I am… alone. I like it though. So I guess I should say more about me. Well here it goes. So, I’m becomingthenewgirl. I’m a teenager with not a lot to say for herself. I haven’t lived much of a life yet, and I’m not ready for it. Life sounds WAY to complicated for me to handle right now. Especially this year. I’m going through a lot of problems right now and I’ve found that poetry is a way for me to express myself. Okay, maybe not myself, but the dark girl that lives inside me and will never leave my side. She is well, me for now! So sorry to those people who don't like her and are disturbed by her, you shouldn't care.

So I guess you could consider me emo, because honestly, I am pretty emotional, I have cut myself, I wear the color black a lot, and lets not forget about the punk music that plays on my iPod all the time. Haha, oh well. I'm just cool like that... NOT REALLY! Ya, I'm anything but cool... I'm pretty much the odd ball out. You know, the one who is all alone sad in a corner while everyone else is smiling... Ya... that's me. Loner girl.

Some days, I don't even feel remotely normal, like what's the point of trying in life, but you have to get over it, you know? I mean I know sometimes you really feel like you shouldn't, but you know you have to just to make it through to that next day. Anyways, I know I'm not normal, but there are just those days when I just feel so abnormal and so unwanted that I can barely bring myself to get up. So, I've learned that even though swearing at people and putting them down in your mind "makes you feel better" it just makes you feel worse and tears are what you need to get out and make yourself feel better about life.

So my style is just a bit different than everyone else's in this world. I say that I wear black, and I do, but I also wear bright colors to hide away the pain. Bright colors make me seems happier and crazier (in a good way) than I am. You have to pretend sometimes, right? Well okay, for me, it's not sometimes, it's all the time. I don't think there has been one day in my life when I have ACTUALLY been happy with something. There are those occasional things that make me feel good about myself, but that is extremely rare. So, this next picture kind of describes me. I am that girl that people say they love and the next thing you know they hide from me when I walk down the halls at school (mind you that there are only 17 kids in my grade). I'm done with all that. People can hide from me and you know what I'll say to them "FUCK YOU! I STOPPED CARING A LONG TIME AGO!" BEST ADVICE TO ANYONE WHO IS TIRED OF PEOPLE OF PICKING ON THEM!

So I have no heart left. My heart has been broken by so many people in this world. The last guy who broke my heart still has part of my heart and it seems that he won't give it back ! I have a new boyfriend now though, but he has broken my heart before, actually last school year... It seems like such a long time ago though. Oh well, I'm happy with him now. Anyways, back to my broken hearts. I don't like the way these guys treat me. They promise me forever, take my heart for themselves, break it when they're done with it and leave me to be hurt for the reset of my life. BUT I AM DONE MOURNING OVER YOU STUPID BITCHY GUYS WHO BROKE MY HEART! YOU ARE INCONCIDERATE (SP?) AND ONLY CARE ABOUT YOURSELVES! SO WHATEVER I HATE YOU!

So I have a place I created for myself called Loserville. It's the only place I feel like I belong because I created it for myself and I love it there. Loserville is a place where I can be as much of a loser as I want and have no one care. It's a perfect place for me myself and my denial. Oh, how I love my denial... HAHA! Anways, Loserville is amazing. Once you become my fan, you become part of Loserville, which is a GREAT thing. Being a loser is not a bad thing, it's just a thing to be proud of about yourself! EMBRACE IT!]

So anyways that's me! PLEASE CHECK OUT MY WEBSITE! It is in the link column below and to the left! THANK YOU!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

becomingthenewgirl

Sorry if this offends anyone (I AM NOT POLITICALLY CORRECT WHAT SO EVER!