Thursday, November 11, 2010

Sunday, August 8, 2010

It seems nowadays that most of us suffer from being left by someone we love because of some unexpected and cruel reasons. As we might suspect, we are no exception from this incident and we might end up hurting ourselves even worse. From the insights of my fate, personality, environment, and misguidance that led to being lonely and lost. This article will explore the unkind and invaluable reasons why I am being left and junked by the most important persons in my life.

It may sound so hurting to us; sometimes fate is our greatest enemy in dealing this kind of problems. Destiny often leads us to something we don’t expect, something that we haven’t planned. In my case, I get rejected or thrown out because of some unknown reasons. Maybe it’s just God’s will or maybe God will give me something better after the ‘taking away’ stuff. It also has something to do with my personality as a man, as a boyfriend and as a person.

Even other people may think that I’m good at this and bad at that. It is just that we have our own unique personalities as a man. I honestly admit, I am not a good handler but I’m a good lover. As you might suspect, it really takes a very deep impact regarding on the stands of my attitude. I sometimes make cruel and nasty decisions because of anger. You might as well negate if you really know me but that is what I viciously think about my self. I’m not that impaired but my environment really screws me up.

The place we live and the people around us play a great part on our horrible and miserable lives. They go against us sometimes. In my part, my family often makes me go to the opposite direction that I’m leading to. They always contradict me and my decisions and they are no different from my friends; my former friends. Haha. Well, it’s kinda salty though but they take part in some of the girls that I had. That is the case that I am currently standing to. Driven from misguidance and uncontrollable decision making.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

I do not know. I Just got this weird feeling na magsulat ko now and I will talk about something unusual to me. I mean, I do not talk about this very often. So now, I am gonna write for you bes. I’ll tell you everything that I want to say to you. We started being friends since we were kids. Do you remember those times nung nasa PHQ tayo? We were on a police car with your ate. We were playing there and hey, that was so cool! It was really a blissful memory. And that was not all. We also used to play outside of your house. And that was on Pigcarangan and that was a couple of years ago. The memory is very fresh. We used to fool around your toy gun. And to think, babae ka, pero ang nilalaro mo ay isang laruang baril. Sa lahat ng hindi nakakaalam, the Babylyn before was a boyish girl, but that was when we were kids. At present, Babylyn Indonto turned into Bebx Dy. Now, boosting with confidence that is driven by her charming face and a very pleasing personality. Ang laki na ng ipinagbago mo bes. Despite that, I can still see the Babylyn in you, the real Babylyn. Weird. Bebx ang tawag nila sayo. Wala ko naanad. There are these particular things that are always running on my mind everytime I see some of your friends. I feel like I am beffited. In other words, ma-OP ko ba. Although I haven’t met them in person, i just can’t be more realistic and boost my self-esteem. Ewan ko. Di ko nga lang siguro ma-fix ang real essence ng friendship natin. Just like when I am with you for example, kahit na medyo matagal na tayong naging friends, nao-OP parin ako sayo. Hahai. Buhay nga talaga oh. I am also considering the fact na nagiging sensitive lang talaga ako masyado when it comes to you. I don’t know what to say now. Im all out of words. oopS! Tara diay oh. I just want to say this to you. I am always here for you bes. I know that your lovelife and studies is not stable as of this time. Always be patient. Always think of every little thing that will make you happy. Do that for yourself. Eto lang kasi ang alam kong paraan to show my concerns to you. I know giving advices and sending you some wayward messages are not enough but that is all I can do for now. Cheer up Bes! During those hard times of my life, you were always there to help me by cheering me up. Real friendship is not measured by distance or companionship. It is about being happy even though you are far from each other. I know our friendship will last and that is more than enough to make me even more happier. Thanks Bes.