They are doing more test, I guess he past out outside his house this morning, I didn't hear until mid afternoon. (pisses meh off too)
Neighbor called 911 thank God.
He doesn't come into the shop much anymore so I just figured he was chillin' or at his GF house.

He said he didn't want to worry me until he knew what was going on. (bullsh1t). He suffers from PTSD also, and takes so many meds just to have a somewhat normal life. I so worry about him. Not ready to lose him, omg..

Last time he had a staff infection in his lung, and they remove about 30% of his left lung. Has issues breathing and can not do any heavy lifting, running nothing. He was mowing his grass and just collapsed ( and it's winter, but so OCD).

Thanks one1, I am very worried about my pops. Going in the morning to see if I can bail him out. He just called me and is in good spirits and wants to come home. He will stay with meh for a few days at least. I wish he would just move in with me.

Thanks one1, I am very worried about my pops. Going in the morning to see if I can bail him out. He just called me and is in good spirits and wants to come home. He will stay with meh for a few days at least. I wish he would just move in with me.

Not totally related to this situation, but lemme tell you something. My gramps died on Valentines day 2008. Knew him "all my life", but only lived with the grand parents for about 18 years since I "Grew up and left". My grandmother had woken up beside him every day for 59 years. She had no idea how to live without him. She now wakes up in an empty house and goes to bed alone no matter how cold it is outside. I realized that while I loved my parents and grand parents, it was nothing compared to having that person be an integral part of your daily life, all your life, where everything you do revolves around them day and night and depend on them to accompany you till death.

Point is, we get greedy with wanting loved ones around us forever. As children looking back at our parents, our interaction is actually pretty small in comparison. We love them and want them around because we get greedy, and there is nothing wrong with that! We just need to keep in perspective that a "good run" is all anyone can ask for and one day whenever that is and his run is up, you have to tell yourself not to be greedy because he's earned his rest. I hope I don't have to repeat that to you anytime soon. Hope he fells better tomorrow!

^ Great words one1, acually made me feel better. He has always said almost exactly that. That he has had a great life, Proud of his accomplishments and of me and his grandson.
I realize that one day he will be gone, and it is selfish of me to not want to let go. I celebrate his life, and am happy for him and for all that he has done for me.
Doesn't make it easier to think that one day he will be gone. That is why I try very hard to be a part of his life, to do what ever it is that needs done for him and be around him as much as I can. For me, it's family first, then everything else. Odd perhaps as I am religious of coarse.
Thank you for taking the time to put it in perspective and caring.