I think his family forbid it from being shown anywhere, but it's well known that some of the audience laugh as he collapses and they had to carry the live variety show on while he was being given CPR backstage.

I once saw this on a website. It had video up to him putting the gun in his mouth, or alternatively audio that went up to and beyond that point. I'm assured that you don't have to look too hard for video footage that goes the whole way. Which band was it that did the song "Hey Man, Nice Shot?"

Anyway, that's as grim as anything I've ever come across on the web and I've studiously avoided watching anything along those lines since.

When you watch it, it's disturbingly down to earth, like when he says 'this will hurt someone' it's not all dramatic and filmic, it's just like he's talking normally. And I was listening to Low when I watched it.