tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-85835109550478122662019-05-23T02:37:07.167-07:003-D: Derelict Detracted DialectThis is the corner of the internet multiverse for darshun. darshun is the archivist collector of audio and some video. Please peruse and enjoy my uploads. All the audio and video collected on this site is NOT FOR SALE, but is meant to be FREELY distributed amongst fans.darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.comBlogger540125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-26261227976015809622019-05-09T16:08:00.000-07:002019-05-09T16:08:42.289-07:00What's Left of Summer?<style type="text/css">p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px 'Helvetica Neue'; color: #454545} </style> <br /><div class="p1">Well, the dust is almost settling from what's left of school. My shortish sabbatical from managing this site is about to endish? I will post more frequentish? Inventing new words for the urban dictionary...<br /><br />Anywho, I have to thank Jesse Mays for this referral of a rock band that reminds me of Shiner and Barkmarket and Skeleton Key.<br /><br />Unfortunately the liner notes on the CD are illegible. Might have to sit down and gander at what it says...<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/placer/Summer.aud.320mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/placer/Summer.aud.320mp3.zip</a></div><div class="p1"><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/placer/Summer.aud.V0mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/placer/Summer.aud.V0mp3.zip</a></div><br />darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-81444201694663137442019-03-24T22:16:00.000-07:002019-03-24T22:16:08.553-07:00A Helping Hand to DanielHey folks, I just want to share this gofundme link on my site to help a good friend out. Daniel Dismal has been an instrumental force for the LA metal underground for a very long time. Well, recently he found out that he owes the IRS a lot of money. If you are able to, support this gentleman to continue to promote and host shows in the Los Angeles area. Please spread the word of Church of the 8th Day/Daniel Dismal to all metalheads out there.<br /><br /><a href="https://www.gofundme.com/help-daniel-dismal?fbclid=IwAR2HAK2aN6zmQ-JeyS0MMl7HU3eqK9PZqv-Kq23-e_6Y0Vsj1PrYkQzm5wI">https://www.gofundme.com/help-daniel-dismal?fbclid=IwAR2HAK2aN6zmQ-JeyS0MMl7HU3eqK9PZqv-Kq23-e_6Y0Vsj1PrYkQzm5wI</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-15857109967942986892019-03-12T22:19:00.001-07:002019-03-12T22:19:47.994-07:00Pondering Collection<style type="text/css">p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px 'Helvetica Neue'; color: #454545} </style> <br /><div class="p1">A great album that's not on Spotify *YET*. This was originally released by an imprint label called WORK from the Sony family. Shane this didn't get popular, but alas, here we are lamenting on how good these songs sound... Pond's other releases are on streaming services, so listen up! Tune in, don't tune out!<br /><br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/pond/RockCollection.aud.320mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/pond/RockCollection.aud.320mp3.zip</a></div><div class="p1"><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/pond/RockCollection.aud.V0mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/pond/RockCollection.aud.V0mp3.zip</a></div>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-19550397900335065802019-03-12T21:37:00.003-07:002019-03-12T21:37:47.789-07:00Have you had your Geraldine Fiber today?Boy, I miss this band immensely. They were fantastic live and never were a bore. Carla performed with the mighty Mike Watt during his Ball Hog or Tug Boat album back in the late 90s. The following is a cassette broken up by the sum of its sides.<br /><br />320mp3 demo<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers_Lost_A.aud.320mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers_Lost_A.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><a href="https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers_Lost_B.aud.320mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers_Lost_B.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br /><br />V0mp3 demo<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers_Lost_A.aud.V0mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers_Lost_A.aud.V0mp3.zip</a><br /><a href="https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers_Lost_B.aud.V0mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers_Lost_B.aud.V0mp3.zip</a><br /><br /><br />320mp3 live set<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers19961002Trou.aud.320mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers19961002Trou.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3 live set<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers19961002Trou.aud.V0mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/tgfibbers/TheGeraldineFibbers19961002Trou.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-42529657145711907532019-03-12T21:21:00.000-07:002019-03-12T21:21:26.535-07:00Overhead lyrics <style type="text/css">p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000} p.p2 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000; min-height: 14.0px} span.s1 {font-kerning: none} </style> <br /><div class="p1"><span class="s1">OVERHEAD</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">1. let's use all the hangers</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">2. cover</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">3. how was your day</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">4. banner year</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">5. peddel (sic)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">6. nine</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">7. sunday in december</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">8. ocean</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">9. keith moon</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">10. intermission - let's go to the kitchen</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">11. sunrise</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">12. overhead</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">13. bender</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">14. untitled</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">15. we're not done yet</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">16. the weather</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">17. old 61</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">18. 17</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">1. let's use all the hangers<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">let's use all the hangers...let's use...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...all the hangers...what? i said what, too.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">2. cover</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when you're happy then i'm happy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and my eyes will surely tear</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's not easy being happy<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and we'll both be made fun of</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm not sickly but i could be</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if i followed trends more closely</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they'll keep taunting</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll stay happy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i can still feel your coat sleeve</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">shallow! stay out! you know better!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like a clear glass when i'm full up i look empty</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and wishing i could know just for certain</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what you know for sure</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like the snap of a mind made up this could hurt me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this wishing i could know just for certain</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what you know for sure</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's never one thing...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's all at once</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and it makes my breathing</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">harder than you know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when i know for certain that you know for sure</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">out on a line all alone so cover me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll move along but it's nothing that i know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so cover me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">out of my mind and you know so cover me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll take the hard road and learn it as i move</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">straight and slow...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...think of the scenery...</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">3. how was your day</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">4. banner year</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when the cold days</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">stretch forever on</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">excuses grow old</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the snow provides us with prescious little time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(barely enough to breathe)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in the hardwood room the sanctuary's gone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but the room has never changed</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">then you hear you cry out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you'd be better off alone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in the harshest way...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if giving in is second nature</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">being alive is in vain</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if keeping you at bay is the way i've wandered</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i've lost again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">then i wonder what it takes to get me home</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">nothing concrete</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">nothing like you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and one discrete ado does not an answer make</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm safe i'm grounded i'm knee deep in this mud</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(and i've grown to like the feel)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">surrounded by tall tales</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and the thickest cold skin walls...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...it's all laughable</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if giving in is second nature</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">being alive is in vain</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if keeping you at bay is the best i've offered</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i've lost again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">oh, it's been a banner year</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm giving in it's now or never</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i want to see with your faithful eyes everything</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and keeping you at bay is so much overrated</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's clear again</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">5. peddel (sic)</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">been planning for a year now</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">yeah, i know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">your cousins all will be there</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">think you should go</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's just two weeks on monday, it's just too hard</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">tell her how much i'm working</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll send a card</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">no, she won't miss you at all</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">yes i'll let her know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she put this all together</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she'll pull it apart</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she knows you're working hard now</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(she thinks you're smart)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's just two weeks i started i'll have you know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and no i'm not heartbroken...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...but i wanted to go...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">no, she won't miss you at all</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this all ends today</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">two eyes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ninety years today</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i don't mind</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(i kinda feel like ninety years myself)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you're right to paint us all away i'll watch your smile</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and wait and hold my breath until</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you turn around</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and scream from ninety years</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">how i've let you down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's hard to not feel ninety here myself</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">don't mind me, i've nothing mean to say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll bite my toungue</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and try to laugh this off on my ride home</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you're right</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">today is not our day</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and we don't mind</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz fast comes the time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when you won't know our names</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll turn around or cry for ninety years</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">how i've let you down</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">6. nine</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">7. sunday in december</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">other day i was hiding</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the other day i was on my knees</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you tried to keep me from fighting</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but i pushed it</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you laugh at everything</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you know secrets about me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">secrets that make me run and hide</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">always keep me from falling</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's time to thank you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and push everything else aside</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's been a long december</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so long that i'm remembering...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">today you kept me from crying</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">maybe tomorrow you'll break me down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">every time you enlightened</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's just one more time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll doubt everything around</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you know secrets about me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">secrets that make me want to die</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you always keep me from falling</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's time to thank you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and push everything else aside</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's been a long december</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so long that i'm remembering how it felt</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when i was alone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's been a long december</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so long that i'm remembering how it felt</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when i was alone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all my days were empty</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i begged for change</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all my so called friends</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">were too fucking high</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you alone were listening</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and every day was a cold sunday</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">8. ocean</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">9. keith moon</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's monday</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you're staring at trees again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(better find a reason somewhere)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's funny when they don't even know it's you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">by thursday pull the shades</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">turn the lights down dim</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(better find a reason somewhere)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's better when they don't even know it's you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hungry pages</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ripe for the taking</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">shaking hands that can not feed you...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so far nothing gets me outside at all</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">unkept corners need to be tended to</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm making a scene, i know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm making a scene (you know,too)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">these inbetweens...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all in reverse...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...aren't so easy.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...sky was never so tall.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">as i blended in i catch a glimpse</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">of what they were...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what were they?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so far nothing gets me outside at all</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">unkept corners need to be tended to</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm making a scene i know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm making a scene i know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm making a scene i know</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">10. intermission - let's go to the kitchen</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">uh...go!</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">11. sunrise</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">getting retried</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">keep my teeth in</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">leave the porch door</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">or put the wreath inside</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">a glass of water is what my mouth is</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">bad touch?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that's what heading south is...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...for me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i cleaned my head out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i let my hair down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i changed mysef so</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you'd change me back again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i want the subtle</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the peace and quiet</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the straight and narrow...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...but you don't buy it.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i hate the winter</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i want the sunrise</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i want a sunrise twelve days long</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when a fad becomes you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">then a fan is what i am</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm you're biggest fan.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">12. overhead</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">13. bender</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hi! i'm thirsty! can you help me?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll do exactly as you tell me!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">my name's jimmy average guy!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">a demographic!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm drive time!"</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">scott baio #1 has been</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">replaced by the #1 manson</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">wanna be rich wanna be a big star</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz they save all the best drugs for them</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">thirsty? image is everything.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you'll drink when i say start drinking.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">throw it at the wall, let me see what sticks, boy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">here's the pitch, boy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">swing batter! whoo!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"oh, i don't know...oh, i don't know"</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">oh, come on!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this is good!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this is what you wanted to hear!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this is good!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this is what you've lived through life for!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you're thirsty?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i can help you!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(just do exactly what i tell you...)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you're name's jimmy?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">no it's not, son.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you've no name...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...i don't give names.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">charles in charge #1 has been</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">replaced by mister or miss manson</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">wanna be rich wanna be a big cig star</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(cuz they save all the good drugs for them!)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">thirsty?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">image is everything.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you will drink when i say start drinking.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">throw it at the wall let's see what sticks, boy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">here's the pitch, boy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">swing batter!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">whooo!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"oh, i don't know...oh, i don't know"</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">oh, come on!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this is good!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this is what you wanted to hear!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this is good!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this is what you've lived through life for!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"...through?"</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">born on a river</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it was a highway for broken trees</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and whatever else we could hide inside</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">move away to where they're from!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to where the stores are open later!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">born in a small place</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the world was as large as i</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">could get my legs to take me,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so it stayed small.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">move away to where they're from!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to where there are stores on every corner!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">bored by the river</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">a highway of soilent needs</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">whatever else we could hide inside</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">move away to where they're from!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and where the stores are open later!</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">14. untitled</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">15. we're not done yet</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">shaking their hands</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">while inside your stomach turns</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">circles you find yourself in are all too fast</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you're still here</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you know people just disappear sometimes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">sometimes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'd love to take this out on you...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...enough said.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you know all of the things you're hiding from?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they're still here.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">circles you run in your head</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">get small too fast</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's all too clear.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">borrowed heart on your sleeve</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">has worn too thin once again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'd love to have some words with you...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...enough said.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">believe me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i see you through eyes that used to be you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">embarrassed</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">disgusting</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so scared of being unwanted</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">believe me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i see you through all your layers of fighting</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">don't leave me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i need you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you're everything worth wanting...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">first it starts in the corner there</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">try to steal what you've given back</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">work the nerve to share common air...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i can't bear to watch you throw you away.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">shaking their hands</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(while inside your stomach turns)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so open you're inside out with them</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you'd do best to just put it all away.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you know people just disappear sometimes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...sometimes...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'd love to shake this out of you...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...enough said.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">16. the weather</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">17. old 61</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hey boy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">here you are again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">my arms are open for you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i know you from one end to the other</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">each time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">from one end to the other</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you've spilled every secret here</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they've fallen on my pin-striped ear</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to you, boy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm your quiet admirer</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">listening with the patience of angels...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but you're all the same to me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">grow up, go south, go home,grow old.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you're one of a different breed</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">my north end never met your needs</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm hush on your secret arrival</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm touched by your grade school survival</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">these lies? they won't cut it, son.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you've been south, and you've forgotten</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i know you from one end to the other</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">each time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">from one home</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to the other...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...you're all the same to me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">grow up, go south, go home, grow old.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the sky rains hate on those poor lonely towns</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and one by one they'll fold</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if you stayed you're the hero</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and the ones who got away?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they are your clowns.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i don't play favorites.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm old and honest.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if you will listen, i'll keep you modest.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll never like you more than the others</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but i'm asylum when they try to smother you.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i don't play favorites.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm old and honest.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">my heavy shoulders will keep you modest.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll never like you more than the others</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but i'm asylum when they try to smother you.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">18. seventeen</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the first two i got from my great grandfather</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he'd give them to me on one of those days when</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">we'd get together and he'd tell tales of winter</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">storms and drift off into his native sweedish</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">tongue..."nothing's too good for the working man"</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he'd say...man, if he only knew what he'd gotten<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">me into.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the third one i didn't get 'til some time later.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i found it in chesney's junkyard while looking</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">for an alternator for some old buick i had</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it's a bit dirty, but i like it, and use it a lot.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the fourth and fifth ones? well, i stole those</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">from a church two towns over - and yeah, i</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">know what you're thinking, but save your</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">breath cuz i got hit by that instant karma</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">lennon used to sing about three towns over</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just on the way home that night.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but man, it was worth it.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i won the next three in a bet. it was a bet i never</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">should have took but i'd drank just enough</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">whiskey that night to set the wager in motion</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">shit, i could have lost everything...but what the</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hell, i came out on top. the ninth one? well let's</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just say i took a lot of heat getting that one -</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and yeah, i pissed a few people off in the process</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but i'm sure they've all forgotten by now. i let a</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">buddy borrow it once but he just didn't</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">appreciate like i do...so i don't talk to him</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">any more. as for the next few, i'd rather not say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">where i got those. not a lot of people know about</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it, and i just figure it's best to keep it that way.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">besides, i plan on going back there some day,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and i'd hate for them to be all gone...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hard to be indifferent</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">too vague and incoherent</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">someone's telling me what some old man told him</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">can you keep this secret?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i have to keep this secret?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">why are you telling me? what are you telling me?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i thought i'd die from boredom...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...but now i want to score some</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you've got 17</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i hope one day i'll have my own</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll keep it warm</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'll keep it close</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you say the word...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">as for those last few, never mind where i got those.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">those are just for looks.</span></div><br />darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-55822657851207976262019-03-12T21:20:00.000-07:002019-03-12T21:20:14.472-07:00Head Like a Road Map lyrics <style type="text/css">p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000} p.p2 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000; min-height: 14.0px} p.p3 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #ff0000; -webkit-text-stroke: #ff0000} span.s1 {font-kerning: none} span.s2 {font-kerning: none; color: #ff0000; -webkit-text-stroke: 0px #ff0000} span.s3 {font-kerning: none; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: 0px #000000} </style> <br /><div class="p1"><span class="s1">HEAD LIKE A ROAD MAP</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">1. waves</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">2. i'm not sayin' (i'm just sayin')</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">3. ugly tree</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">4. #12 looks just like you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">5. ceaser, nero, next</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">6. an alternative to sleep</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">7. water</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">8. ditty one</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">9. buddy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">10. romp</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">11. sex, guns and ear protection</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">12. waves</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">1. waves</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">did what you want me to...you know.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">fit in a box for you...you know.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">there was a person, now there's</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">pictures, ripped up letters and napkin notes.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when i get old who'll save face for me?...</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">2. i'm not sayin' (i'm just sayin')</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he stepped into the 2 seater she said you'd</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">better not make any plans</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he said "i have some ideas." she said</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"well i have a list. it's my list</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">of demands and its not excessive</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and its not too much."</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he thought once twice in the 2 seat she</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">said, "youd better not think too hard."</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he said, "i feel woozy." she said, "well my</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">head's like a road map. do you think</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">im scarred? i'm not scarred! and</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its not excessive! and its not</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">too much!"</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">someday he'll find you out...(i hope i live</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to see the day)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">someday he'll find you out...(i hope that he pulls</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">through ok)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you say jump, he says how high?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">well, whatever gets you by.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just keep this thought in the back of</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">your mind -<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i know some secrets...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and are they excessive?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and are they too much?</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">3. ugly tree</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when i was born they planted and grew this</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">tree - and they cheered and they cried.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when it grew sick they stole from another</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">knowing full well i'd pay for it later</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ten fold</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its all just a story to tell in time 2x</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when i was small i started to climb this</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">tree - and i climbed and climbed.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when i got scared they stole me a ladder</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">knowing full well i'd pay for it later ten fold.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and they were all there to say my words</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and they were all there to make my mind</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they gave me all that they said i'd want</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz its all just a story to tell in time, in time,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...repeat that to yourself, boy.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i don't wanna fly anymore, i don't wanna float</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">anymore, i don't wanna fall anymore -</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i just want to hit the hard, hard ground.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hope i hit every branch on the way down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hope i break every branch on the way down 2x</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hope i take this whole damn tree down with me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ill never know if this is just what</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you had in mind</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but i'm through with fighting every battle that</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you leave behind</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and i'm through with pacifist ways to</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">which i have been so resigned</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz this is not just another damn story</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to tell in time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you can preach me my problems...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">at least they're all mine</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">4. #12 looks just like you</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">5. caesar, nero, next...</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">everything i know? that's the gift im</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">giving here and all around will know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">of something wiser. everything i say?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm just shy of telling you and all</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">around will feel just that much richer</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">how long til you cover all these bets you make? you were</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">fine til you realized yours can bend a river straight and</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">mine is ordinary yes i am.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">everything you hear? its because im</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">letting you and that should let you know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre that much weaker. everything you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">see? its because i'm letting you and</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that should let you know you're that much</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">poorer</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">how long til you hold me down is suffocate? mine is</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">less than nothing to you since yours is filled with words</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">of weight.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the never time, the give it up? you're gonna wish it</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all away. the you know best, the nothing worse? you're</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">gonna miss it all.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">your deeper mind is not a match for one little look</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in this eye.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">your heavy words are nothing to the sincerity in</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this reply.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you will know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you will hurt</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you'll know why</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">how long til your open eyes will clear the slate? its a</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">fine time to realize.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you can't bend - but i can't break.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and mine is ordinary yes i...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...if we make it to next time, you can carry me all the way.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">7. water</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the waters low</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its going out now. its going back out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it messes my shore and runs away</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the waters low</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">with heavy shoes on i'm going out now</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to pick the things up its brought my way</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">never fails when i'm halfway through</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it comes back again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i'm in love with the way light moves</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when the surface bends</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">im at home in the cold, cold blue</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i've just one request</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(just) give me room if i come up for air</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">please give me room i'm coming up for air</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i heard a white lie there'll be better</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">times than these</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">lead shoes and high tide?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">there's no better time!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you've got 2 eyes and 10 toes - i see you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you're not lifting one finger - i see you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so i'm not lifting one either.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">8. ditty one</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">9. buddy</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you lie awake too sick to sleep</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in you tell yourself, "this is the</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">last time" once again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its hard to take each time it begins</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but ride it out and seal the</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">deal with handshakes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you lie all day each time the crave comes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you tell yourself its something</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that youve been through</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and its getting late its</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">late enough now youve worn</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">yourself down just enough to buy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what you say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youll be better when its gone better</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in the long run - much worse for</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it now.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">whyd you take this on? why'd you bring</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this home?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it grows old, but youve grown older now,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so make peace with what you owe.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">10. romp</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">11. sex, guns, ear protection</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">theyre supposed to be dancing to gun shots</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in the basement of a gun shop...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">...thats what it said.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">instead i'm trying to map out something that</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">took too long and didnt make any sense</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in a bar that scottie said was</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">too loud ("its too loud in here!")</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this never made into the movie that</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it was for, but theres nothing</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">sexy about gunshots or gun shops</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">anyways.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hindsight is 20/20 and often funny.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and even if you knew me, this still</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">wouldnt make any sense.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">12. waves</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">dont think i'm here today, you know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">dont mean to be this way, you know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in shallow eyes theres shallow comfort</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in mending words that you don't make</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when i get old please save face for me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when my sights red and</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">my hands shake.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">watered down me for you, you know.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">lacked on the follow through, you know.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s2">when i proudly</span><span class="s1"> go my own way</span></div><div class="p3"><span class="s1">i proudly make my same mistakes</span><span class="s3">,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s2">when i get old</span><span class="s1"> please save face for</span></div><div class="p3"><span class="s3">me </span><span class="s1">when my sights</span><span class="s3"> poor (</span><span class="s1">red) and</span></div><div class="p3"><span class="s1">my bones ache.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">my chests burning 2x </span><span class="s2">1x</span></div><div class="p3"><span class="s1">but the more i try the more i</span></div><div class="p3"><span class="s1">fake</span><span class="s3">.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s2">when i get old</span><span class="s1"> don't listen to me </span><span class="s2">just</span></div><div class="p3"><span class="s1">hold my hand until i break</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i tried my best then i tried harder</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">thats when things got their worst yet</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i know some things i'll try to remember</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and i know some things i'll forget.</span></div><br />darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-81357417715252245052019-03-12T21:18:00.000-07:002019-03-12T21:18:36.488-07:00LoFi Lyrics <style type="text/css">p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000} p.p2 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000; min-height: 14.0px} span.s1 {font-kerning: none} </style> <br /><div class="p1"><span class="s1">LIVE ON FISH ISLAND</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">1. nothing to wind... nothing to wear out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">2. not trippy anymore</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">3. fascination street</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">4. she</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">5. bbb</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">6. at the foot of the gunflint trail</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">7. you in the room</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">8. trainwreck1</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">9. if you were a person</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">10. i'm a gal</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">11. he parks in strange places</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">12. limelight</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">6. at the foot of the gunflint trail</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">nothing sounds quite like the water</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">washing over</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all those hundreds of small stones</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that make up the beach</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">below the room.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i have ways to cut you back down to size.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">pray that i dont use them.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i have ways to snap you right back in line.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">PRAY THAT I DONT USE THEM.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">nothing feels quite like</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">pure black</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ice cold<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">northern lake air</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">on my wet skin</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">as we sit out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and watch traffic</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and stars.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i have ways to cut you back down to size</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">pray that i dont use them.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i have ways to snap you right back in line.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">PRAY THAT I DONT USE THEM.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you can have it all</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">any chance i have</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">of anything AT ALL-</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just leave me that town.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz NOTHING is quite like it</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">at all.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i remember EVERYTHING.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when i drive by the foot of the trail</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ill remember the love.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">8. trainwreck 1</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">closed eyes<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and im nine again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">outside standing<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">watching you.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i cant make sense</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">of what comes easily</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to all the corner boys like you.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and some of you will have to be content</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">with merely RIDING the bus.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and some of you will have to be content</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">with merely falling asleep.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this fix will last me 7 days</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(or until im all alone).</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">never have i said this out loud</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">then you say the same damn thing.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i pray each night</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"make it all go away"</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you said<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"careful what you say."</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and some of you will have to be content</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">with merely RIDING the bus.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and some of you will have to be content</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to merely fall asleep.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this fix will last me 7 days</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(or until im all alone).</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you talked me off the ledge again.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you calmed me down and tucked me in.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and ill forget it ALL</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">a week from now</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">each word you said.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"but for now</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">everything i gave you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">is fresh in your head</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so for now</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you can feel</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like youre made of gold!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and (for now)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you can feel<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre unbreakable!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz i know this will pass.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and youll crash again.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and well do this all</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">again."</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">11. he parks in strange places</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he found himself parking</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in strange places.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they were places that were familiar-</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it just seemed strange to park there.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">one spot was in a parking lot</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">looking out at a lighthouse.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">accross from the lighthouse</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">there was another lighthouse</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and this one had a green light.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he wasnt ever sure what the purpose</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">of the SECOND lighthouse was-</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">wasnt one enough?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">didnt it work that well?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">why on earth would you have</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">two lighthouses</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">SIDE BY SIDE?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this shouldnt have concerned him</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">at all, you see.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this shouldnt have concerned him.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">one bit.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the only reason it did is because:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">HE PARKED IN ODD PLACES.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(its wasnt that they were odd places.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it was just more</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that you wouldnt expect</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to see someone PARKED there.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you pick up the phone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but theres no one to call</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you want some more</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you already have it all</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you want it to snow</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it already did</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you tried to hide<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">where you already hid</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre holding your breath</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre holding your breath</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its not going to happen</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre just holding your breath</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre holding your breath</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre holding your breath</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it already happened</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you missed it.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">looking for signs</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that already passed</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">looking for people</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you thought it would last</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">running through trees</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">running through forests</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">looking for someone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that was never before us</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre holding your breath</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre holding your breath</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its not going to happen</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre just holding your breath</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it already happened</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you forgot to breathe</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it already happened</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but you forgot to breathe</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you forgot to breathe.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you forgot to breathe.</span></div><br />darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-21252215863418353012019-03-12T21:15:00.001-07:002019-03-12T21:15:50.182-07:00The Socomtonar Collection Volume 1 lyrics <style type="text/css">p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000} p.p2 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000; min-height: 14.0px} span.s1 {font-kerning: none} </style> <br /><div class="p1"><span class="s1">The SOCOMTONAR Collection Volume 1</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">5. trainwreck 2<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she tried to not grow weary</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she kept her head held high</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">high enough for him</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to chop it off when she rode by.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">her smile was so thin</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you could barely see it</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when against the white shirt</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that we'd come to learn</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">was thickened skin.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she tried to make things easy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she tried to make things right</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she tried to do the stand up thing</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and not fold every night.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they never meant to break her</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they never meant her harm</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but after 50 million lies</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">thier smiles had lost thier charm.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and she screamed out from way down:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"i say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">theres better ways</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">for me to spend my time.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">theres better ways<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">for me to carry on.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all around me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what surrounds me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">wears me down."</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he tried to not go under</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he tried to get it straight</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he tried to make a man</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">out of this mountain of mistakes.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">his eyes were way too heavy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like they went ten miles down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">where things made sense</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">behind that half-assed stare</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and vacant frown.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he tried to make things easy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he tried to make things right</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(how long since youve seen me?)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">he tried to do the stand up thing</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and not fold every night.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(im two feet in front of you.)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">then one day she stopped breathing</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she held her breath inside</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(how long since you listened?)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and when he saw her turn blue</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">something deep inside him died</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(ill do whatever you do.)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and he screamed out from way down:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"i say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">theres better ways</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">for me to spend my time.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">theres better ways for me to carry on.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all around me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what surrounds me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">wears me down.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to hell with everyone!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre on your own.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to hell with where we live!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its still our home</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all of us here</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">every long year...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so you listen up:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre just lucky we dont lash out.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">6. the corner song</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">five steps behind her</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">might as well be a mile</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">her fake conversation</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">my nervous fake smile</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">mumbled reassurance</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i cant get away</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">im stuck in the corner</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and ive nothing too say.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">does she know im not listening?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">does it matter at all?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">or is she just waiting</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to jump on when i fall</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and ride me down all the way</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">right into the ground-</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz i sit in my corner</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and i dont make a sound?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(i dont make a sound.)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">no no no no no</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">yo yo yo yo yo<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">is that how you'll thank me?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ill be blamed<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">blamed for everything.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">EVERYTHING.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that is why<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">why i sit quietly here- im just wishing you away.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">yo yo yo yo yo</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">go go go go go</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">is that how youll thank me? theres no need to thank me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">THERES NO NEED TO THANK ME.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz i know your kind</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and i know your type</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i know your style</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and i KNOW im right</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to leave well enough alone.</span></div><br />darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-36830733437183078422019-03-12T21:12:00.000-07:002019-03-12T21:12:36.411-07:00Bottom of the Curve lyrics <style type="text/css">p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000} p.p2 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px Arial; color: #000000; -webkit-text-stroke: #000000; min-height: 14.0px} span.s1 {font-kerning: none} </style> <br /><div class="p1"><span class="s1">BOTTOM OF THE CURVE</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">1. dumb rock 1</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">2. it’s a shame</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">3. chicken little</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">4. intro</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">5. home for the holidays</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">6. our puffy little lives</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">7. the day she cracked</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">8. i’m a girl</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">9. heave</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">10. the time of the fall of love</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">11. true love forever</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">12. dumb rock 1</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">13. weathervane</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">14. part one</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">15. big three</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">16. this lousy picture i took</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">1. dumb rock 1</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you think you wanna be closer</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre thinkin you wanna know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre thinkin you've got a bead on me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you think youve something to show</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you think i have a big secret</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre thinkin you could get through</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">THE TRUTH IS:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">for as long as a song goes?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i mean that much to you.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre curious how it feels here?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you wanna get close and see?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you wanna claim your 15 minutes?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(weve narrowed that down to 3...)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you think i have a big secret</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre thinkin you could get through</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">THE TRUTH IS:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">for as long as this song goes...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i mean that much to you.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you wanna know my big secret?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you want me to let you in?<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre begging for the ending</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">of something you wont begin.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and youre way out on a limb here</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you dont even know.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre putting words in my mouth now</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you dont even know.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">for years i tried to gain your favor</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and it all was lost on you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i dont know a thing about you,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">SO I DONT PRETEND I DO.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but now that fate has turned the tables</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(as we know that fate will do)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre waving in my face an answer</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that theres not a question to.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">some say "too little too late"</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but what i say is:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">"it's time to say goodbye."</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">2. it’s a shame</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if we stood in one place</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if time never changed for you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what would you do</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">where would you go?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if you could just stay in one moment that you knew</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what would you do?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz i know--</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i said that i KNOW</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that mine is with you.<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">my hands on your face</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i was saying goodbye to you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you looked as though you were going to cry.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but it all is erased, everything--</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">save just you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and me, staring into those eyes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">those beautiful eyes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that were sending me home.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and hair that crept out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">from under that jealous hand of mine</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">held tight against</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that beautiful face</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">that belonged to someone else.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and the look on your face screamed:<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i was made for you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ive been here for you all this time.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">everything else erased.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">nothing but me and you.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you just staring into my eyes.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and the weight of the days i had ahead of me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">had been lightened</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just with you by my side.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and i wasnt afraid</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and i wasnt alone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">for those two seconds.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and it wasnt that long</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and it wasnt that much</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and it wasnt that wrong</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz it was just a touch.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but it was everything.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">3. chicken little</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the sky seems fake up there sometimes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">even though i know that its not true<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">kinda like a painting there up high</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like i could just break it right in two</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like what started off as something goods gone wrong</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">realy wrong</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the sky seems fake up there sometimes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">even though they say that its not true</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">kinda like a billboard way up high</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">how its all the same to me and you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like what started off as something goods gone wrong<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">really wrong</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the sky is fake!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i just found out!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">even though they say that its not true!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it takes a dozen angels</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(with know how)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just to make it stay up there for you.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like what started off as something goods gone wrong!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">really wrong!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">everyone is so the same</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youd best leave this alone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(we will call you out by name).</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">everything is so the same</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youd best leave this alone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(we will call you out by name).</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">everyone is so the same</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">dont go off on your own</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(WE WILL CALL YOU OUT BY NAME).</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and your next words may be your last</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so youd best leave this alone.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">yeah--</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what started off as something good...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the sky looks great up there sometimes</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">even though i know that its not true</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">every word they said has been a lie<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so to hell with all i thought i knew</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so what started off as something goods gone wrong.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">really wrong.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">4. intro</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">5. home for the holidays</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i creep around like this every year</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like theres something that id actually do</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">sometimes i look in your window</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">sometimes i see you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but usually the lights are off</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what would i say if you came out here?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ive got half a bottle in my car</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and a full one at home</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">theres something that i never told you:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i want to wake up</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and know youre waiting somewhere for me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ITS CONVERSATIONS WE NEVER HAVE</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i sat there staring</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">heart pounding</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">every single voice in my head screamed</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and i said nothing.<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i wish i would have told you my side</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">instead of standing there trying to breathe</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">forcing dead air through my fake smile.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">how could i have known</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">there were just four months to go</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">until things would never change?<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">now every days longer<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and every years shorter</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and im still the same.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">6. our puffy little lives</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">youre just as privy to this insight</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its not a secret that is kept</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but the truth is always twice as ugly</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">as anything under rug swept</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">a by-product of my surroundings</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">as much as you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(or someone else)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but i guess im not as quick to blame you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">as i am to blame myself</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hello again! goodbye again!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and so on and so on!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hello again! goodbye again!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and we want THIS to go on?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if i sit still i get too squirrely</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if i go fast its too hard to see</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so i guess im off to find myself--</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">or at least someone who looks like me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hello again! goodbye again!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and so on and so on!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hello again! goodbye again!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and we want this to go on?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just leave me alone one time,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">TRULY alone one time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and youll know.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just leave me alone one time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">with NO FUCKING PHONE ONE TIME...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so i guess im finally off to find me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">or finally fine to off me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">yeah, theres a difference</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">JUST NONE TO ME.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">7. the day she cracked</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">lost my ground</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">fell down again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">tried to make up for lost time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just once</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to see you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and know my eyes were open</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">fell down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">losing sleep again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i fear luck wont change</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i just want to see you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and hear you say im ok</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i need to feel you breathe on my face</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i forgot where i am again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">makes it hard some days</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">once more to breathe you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and know i wasnt sleeping</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its so easy to forget</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i lost again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">shouldnt be ashamed</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i just want to see you</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and youll say ill be ok</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i never expected to see you here...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so let me hold you this time</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">instead of run away</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its been so many years since we started</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">half way around the world</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i see your face again?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so let me hold you this time!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(instead of run away...)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its been so many years since this started</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and half way around the world</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i see your face again.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">id give it all to put it all behind me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i hate missing you.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">8. i’m a girl</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you cant see the forest for all the trees</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">are you making excuses or giving me lies?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i usually get whatever i please</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but the pickins get slim</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">towards the end of the night</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so lets get on thing clear:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">YOU NO SPECIAL.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ill cry my eyes out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you cant do that to me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ill claw your eyes out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you cant do that to me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ill change my mind</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you cant do that to me.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ill fake deaf dumb and blind</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">til you run away.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">9. heave</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">drove around and watched the hell come out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">after families went to bed</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">model citizens<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they hit the bottle</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">road</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and sheets.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and whats wrong with that?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ill bite my toungue clean off.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">get home late</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and watch the one trick ponies</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">do their little dance</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and its a lie to say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it doesnt make me sick<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and whats wrong with that?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">id love to tell you,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but i bite my toungue clean off.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all along we tried to slip out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">unnoticed</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">then gone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">now we know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">we cant get away</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">we can barely go on</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">howd they drag this out so long?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">spent the night accross the table</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and watched you aim your subtle charm</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you learned this trick through repetition</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and whats wrong with that?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i bite my toungue clean off.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i know its hard to know its over</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but dont take it out on anyone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">your loaded words</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">carelessly fired off without thought...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and whats wrong with that?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">each bullet word, it hits someone.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">all along we tried to slip out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">unnoticed</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">then gone</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">now we know</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">we cant get away</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">we can barely go on</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">howd they drag this out so long?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">running will only run you down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">fighting is only good for scars</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">hiding will only cause a scare...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">just know where you came from</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">is all you are</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">10. the time of the fall of love</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its hard to sing songs about hope</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in the time of the fall of love</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its hard to wake up every day<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to something you want no part of</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">theres thousands of things we can say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but none can take back whats been said.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">its hard to accept what is done<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when somebody gets away</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">when someone whos guilty and smirking</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">got the best of everyone today</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you find out you dont have a clue</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in the breath before you have your say.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">everythings right here</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">this is where the bottom begins</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">where mathematics takes us over</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and its crystal clear nobody wins</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">we found out:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">those who taught us our values?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">they lived life by seven deadly sins.<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">an unlucky few are reacting...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and everyone else is digging in.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">-its hard to keep caring at all-</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">is the last thing that i heard her say.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">then her eyes rolled back into her skull,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and she dropped<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and then she slipped away.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and somebody somewhere yelled:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">ACTION!</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and then someone somewhere presses PLAY...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and while the unlucky few are reacting,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">everyone else picks out their display.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">11. true love forever</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">should have known</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">thered be excuses for everything</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and anything</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but none from me</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">where the buck stops<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">is just how far i can reach</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what on earth was she thinking?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she acts like that</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and says those words</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">what on earth was she thinking?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">id let it go cuz its her?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">im just holding her down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">til she finds a way</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to kinda work things out</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and shes making a sound</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like if she said what she wants to</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">itd kinda creep me out...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">shes kinda creeping me out.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you walk in</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and you tell me this looks real bad.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you havent been here.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you dont know the year weve had.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">you say theres options</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(and choices)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to get us through.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i say:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">her lies justify anything we do.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">im just holding her down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">til she finds a way</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to just kinda work things out.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and shes making a sound</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like if she said what she wants to</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">itd really creep me out.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">im just holding her down</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">until she finds a way</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to kinda work things out.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">im just holding her down...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">listen.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">listen.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">LISTENLISTENLISTEN.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">of course this looks bad</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz you walked in at the end</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but this is true love THIS IS TRUE LOVE</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">12. dumb rock 1</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">so this is what ive waited for:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to drink in air conditioning...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">see that guy up on tv?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i just hung out with him last week.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i sat and whined,</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and she rolled around</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">doing sommersaults inside</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">as i drank to jealousy</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she somehow let it slide.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but ill always have this memory</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">thats all that i will say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it always makes things better</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it always has a way</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">running down the hallway</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">laughing all the while<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i said:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">will you still be here?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she said that shell always.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">looking back</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it hurts and stings</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">cuz ive learned sometimes theres no why</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">sometimes things dont ever change</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">NO MATTER WHAT WE TRY.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but ill always have this memory</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">thats all that i will say</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it always makes things better</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it always has a way</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">running down the hallway</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">laughing all the while<span class="Apple-converted-space">&nbsp;</span></span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i said:</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">will you still be here?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">she said that shell always.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">13. weathervane</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">lakeshore</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">the waters high again this year</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it rose up above the dock again</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and swallowed up the yard</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">remember how we walked out 100 yards</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and it never got any more than waist deep?</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">front door</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">wouldnt open from inside</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">(no matter how we tried)</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">snowed in</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">it all drifted up outside</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">if it wasnt 8 feet high</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">then it wasnt an inch</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">but last year we saw clear ground</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">in january.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">CLEAR GROUND IN JANUARY.</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">i miss all those bad memories</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">and hate how this feels so much</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">like the wrong ending</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">to the right story...</span></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">how i keep holding out for you.</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">14. part one</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">15. big three</span></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p2"><span class="s1"></span><br /></div><div class="p1"><span class="s1">16. this lousy picture i took</span></div><br />darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-13594970932527283902019-02-27T13:24:00.001-08:002019-02-27T13:24:10.124-08:00Master RatiI met Jerry at the Silverlake Lounge when they played with El Ten Eleven eons ago. Jerry on his kit was in the front of both guitarists and bassist--it was an interesting configuration but it made sense. The last I saw and spoke to Jerry was 2 months before his passing when Maserati were on tour with Mono at the El Rey Theater. I left during Mono's set and managed to say hello to Jerry. It's almost 10 years past his death... wow, man. I miss his playing big time...<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/Maserati/Maserati20110415Sate.aud.320mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/Maserati/Maserati20110415Sate.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/Maserati/Maserati20110415Sate.aud.V0mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/Maserati/Maserati20110415Sate.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-32887743182414198542019-02-08T21:30:00.000-08:002019-02-08T21:30:00.909-08:00Fantastic Skeletons Through Key<style type="text/css">p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px 'Helvetica Neue'; color: #454545} </style> <br /><div class="p1">This is a great album, I'm one of those who will listen to an entire record in a sitting. Even though this alb clocks in at around 35 minutes if I recall correctly, it has a myriad of moods from rockin' out to the mellow tunes of "Dear Reader." Also another thing to note is that D. Sardy (Barkmarket!) produced a majority of the tracks that he captured sonically. I remember seeing the original line up of Skeleton Key in the late 90s, Rick Lee on various percussive toys that he drummed up. Saw them at the Troubadour for a FREE show and I still have a flyer from that. I believe I caught them at Lollapalooza in 1997 when Failure played on the main stage (replacing Korn) and 2nd stages. I've seen the Key a couple times after, now figuring out that Erik Sanko is holding onto the name and the others have left. One of the shows was with Sleepytime Gorilla Museum whom Matthias Bossi was in briefly of the Skeleton Key. Well, this one's for memory lane for sure. Enjoy this Spike through Balloon!<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/sKeletonkEy/FantasticSpikesThroughBalloon.aud.320mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/sKeletonkEy/FantasticSpikesThroughBalloon.aud.320mp3.zip</a></div><div class="p1"><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="https://el1011.com/sKeletonkEy/FantasticSpikesThroughBalloon.V0mp3.zip">https://el1011.com/sKeletonkEy/FantasticSpikesThroughBalloon.V0mp3.zip</a></div><br />darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-53117389034514379972019-01-25T00:10:00.002-08:002019-01-25T00:10:40.747-08:00The Finale LA date of SGMSleepytime Gorilla Museum's final LA date at the Troubadour in West Hollywood. Fortunately with the advent of technology, I retrieved the setlist from the mighty setlist.fm! I miss this band, but certainly glad that FREE Salamander Exhibit exists to replace my need for weird esoteric rock. I hope the Gorilla's of the Sleepy Museum Time come back to revisit their music in the near future. Enjoy this set! NOTE: I think their last last show was in San Francisco, this was the show that preceded the SF date.<br /><br />Got a lot of stuff to upload tonight to the server of ole shows I downloaded from eMusic from 2004 - 2006... coming up soon. Also, I have a bunch of shows queued that are already on the server for some time that needs words to be put into this blog... stay tuned.<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/SGM/SGM20110408Trou.aud.320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/SGM/SGM20110408Trou.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/SGM/SGM20110408Trou.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/SGM/SGM20110408Trou.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-13964737285322582722019-01-14T13:51:00.005-08:002019-01-14T13:51:52.327-08:00Netscrape - A tribute to Journey<style type="text/css">p.p1 {margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; font: 12.0px 'Helvetica Neue'; color: #454545} </style> <br /><div class="p1">FREE at last, FREE at last, Journey songs redone by these bands:<br /><br />Ohms (Allen Epley/Jason Gerken) - was one of dem songs that does not feature Paul Malinowski and Josh Newton... otherwise it would be called, Shiner!<br /><br />Houston - one of the last songs that Houston released in 2003. Manowar was the last song to be written and unfinished but not recorded.<br /><br />Wafflehouse*... hmm, yeah...<br /><br />Traindodge - great track by the Oklahoma boys.<br /><br />Enjoy!<br /><br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/noescape/NoEscape-ATributetoJourney.aud.320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/noescape/NoEscape-ATributetoJourney.aud.320mp3.zip</a></div><div class="p1"><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/noescape/NoEscape-ATributetoJourney.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/noescape/NoEscape-ATributetoJourney.aud.V0mp3.zip</a></div>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-42290124149987137512019-01-11T21:03:00.000-08:002019-01-11T21:50:06.459-08:00Sock 'Em Collecciones Vol1Trainwreck 2 is one of my favorite tunes by Houston and is on this fine compilation of tunes featuring Riddle of Steel, Ring Cicada and DMS. Pretty stand up from beginning to end.<br /><br />Remember friends, Pepsi is the choice of a new generation...<br /><br /><a href="http://el1011.com/socomtonar/TheSocomtonarCollectionVolume1.aud.320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/socomtonar/TheSocomtonarCollectionVolume1.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><a href="http://el1011.com/socomtonar/TheSocomtonarCollectionVolume1.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/socomtonar/TheSocomtonarCollectionVolume1.aud.V0mp3.zip</a><br /><br />I fudged on the track numbers, re-uploading these now... standby... updated NOWishdarshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-79448904532085879602019-01-11T14:28:00.000-08:002019-01-11T14:28:49.014-08:00Weird band name, space what?Another gem of mp3s that may never see the light of day, I present to you, Chiral [chi-ral], a space rock band that has some gusto in these brief clips. This is all that I have and all that you will get. Chiral didn't record formally an EP or an album, so nothing. I think I downloaded these from thirdgearscratch eons ago or Greg Henkin burned me a DVD archive of stuff. I still listen to this every now and then, so I'm sure some of you out there will dig this as well. In the vein of Hum of course and probably post-Hum.<br /><br /><a href="http://el1011.com/chiral/Chiral.zip">http://el1011.com/chiral/Chiral.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-41088269063977677212019-01-10T00:00:00.000-08:002019-01-11T14:29:06.563-08:00The Moon Is Not SoftHmm, I didn't really get into this dude's music, but apparently he's left a *soft* spot for fellow fans of Autolux, Greg Edwards side band. This very date, I believe that he opened for them and gathered much of the crowds intensity with his synth driven music. I found this WAV in the archives and unleashed this early live recording of Luis's band for a friend who asked.<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/softmoon/TheSoftMoon20110304Plex.aud.320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/softmoon/TheSoftMoon20110304Plex.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/softmoon/TheSoftMoon20110304Plex.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/softmoon/TheSoftMoon20110304Plex.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-81651418021164395212019-01-07T21:03:00.000-08:002019-01-07T21:03:38.850-08:00Tone Poems for Sad HomesThis is not symphonic prog according to the prog archives. The EP that is for your downloading pleasure is the only remains left of a band that I don't even know much about. A friend from the thirdgearscratch.com message board shared this with me a long time ago. It was probably a DVD archive of space rock that Greg Henkin burned for me. It's an EP, so it's brief, but a great capture of these fine individuals who caught a moment that will remain here for your perusal.<br /><br /><a href="http://el1011.com/theta/THETA.zip">http://el1011.com/theta/THETA.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-55007624897261097042019-01-03T00:00:00.000-08:002019-01-03T00:00:00.494-08:007 CodedI stumbled upon Codeseven's "The Rescue" and fell in love with the album by way of a used shop a little after the album came out. I believe this had been their 3rd album; correction, their 4th release. I really enjoy this particular album and would listen from start to finish--it's relatively short too. At the time of this show in 2010, they had released this record on LP, bought it and it had all their signatures on it conveniently.<br /><br />Oh yeah, this was a package tour, this had Circa Survive headline with dredg as direct support alongside Codeseven and Animals as Leaders. What a lineup, a fun night indeed.<br /><br />NOTE: I was shocked to find that both guitarists use an ole Roland guitar synthesizer midi controller to emulate piano. This tool was made famous by Vernon Reid of Living Colour in which he does synths and guitar simultaneously on "Nothingness." Cool shit, I was impressed with how Codeseven utilize this Roland device. It's been 8 years and haven't heard anything from this underrated band. They may have called it quits maybe?<br /><br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/codeseven/Codeseven20101106Avalon.aud.320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/codeseven/Codeseven20101106Avalon.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/codeseven/Codeseven20101106Avalon.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/codeseven/Codeseven20101106Avalon.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-46826691294894666632019-01-01T21:20:00.000-08:002019-01-01T21:20:24.228-08:00Sunny Day's last run; ruinedWell, this will perhaps be the last Los Angeles date performed by this seminal band. Unfortunately, we won't be able to listen to the fatal forthcoming album by Sunny Day Real Estate since they imploded upon the conclusion of the tour. They were touring behind "Diary" and "LP2" remastered, reissued 20th anniversary of those 2 records. LP2 will always be my #1 album by the band, but I can understand that other hardcore fans love "Diary" more--I just think it's too long of an album. I always thought that "LP2" is a well-trimmed in your face record. During this performance, they strictly played from "Diary" and "LP2," BUT they did play a new song that was to be on their forthcoming album. Unfortunately, they broke up after the subsequent tour. NOTE: Record Store Day got a hold of a new song from their last sessions together called "Lipton Witch." This was the B-side to a Circa Survive tune, so thus it was a split. From what I gathered, this song was not sanctioned by the band to be released on a 7" record. So we only get 2 songs from those sessions and the end of this band is very sad. Oh yeah, there was a contingent of fans saying the new song should be dubbed "10," after songs like "8" and "9." Ironically the new song is the 10th song of this set... Enjoy<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/SDRE/SDRE20091011Fonda.aud320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/SDRE/SDRE20091011Fonda.aud320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/SDRE/SDRE20091011Fonda.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/SDRE/SDRE20091011Fonda.aud.V0mp3.zip</a><br /><br />darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-32114436899033637242018-12-31T00:00:00.000-08:002018-12-31T00:00:06.450-08:00Fire Upon Your AmusementI went to this show with intent of seeing Amusement Parks on Fire as the goal of the night. I think they were headlining, but I don't clearly remember. If you like Swervedriver, you'll like this band as well. Enjoy<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/apofire/APOF20090615Echo.aud320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/apofire/APOF20090615Echo.aud320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/apofire/APOF20090615Echo.audV0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/apofire/APOF20090615Echo.audV0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-33467378693390311342018-12-29T21:59:00.004-08:002018-12-29T21:59:44.903-08:00Glass PickupsAnother Silversun Pickups for your enjoyment. This was prior to the Pablove Foundation show at the Echoplex, this one was in Pomona which was a bit of a haul from home, but definitely worth it. This was probably my favorite album era of this band. This is a remaster of this night and I am re-releasing this.<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/SSPU/SSPU20090412Glass.aud320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/SSPU/SSPU20090412Glass.aud320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/SSPU/SSPU20090412Glass.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/SSPU/SSPU20090412Glass.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-60967599677449104512018-12-29T21:49:00.000-08:002018-12-29T21:49:18.580-08:00Lotsa Love for PabloveThis was a show for Pablove Foundation from the Dangerbird Records owner who had a son who past away that year when this show happened. This non-profit organization is raising awareness on childhood cancer. Please if you're able to, donate to this great organization:&nbsp;<a href="https://www.pablove.org/?gclid=Cj0KCQiA05zhBRCMARIsACKDWjfOs4BRp3ElgQMUPk0mddi2RizM6ufeHPXAFYUqZzvIm3pQ1OWP0mMaAs8CEALw_wcB" target="_blank">For Pablove</a><br /><br />Silversun Pickups were playing from their "Swoon" repertoire and it was a good set. Enjoy!<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/SSPU/SSPU20090430Plex.aud.320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/SSPU/SSPU20090430Plex.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/SSPU/SSPU20094030Plex.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/SSPU/SSPU20094030Plex.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-77148763428997332482018-12-29T01:11:00.000-08:002019-02-08T09:07:38.006-08:00Tribute to Caleb Scofield part 3: IsisWhat a moving night and with many friends to enjoy the memories of such a talented dude. I was at the last Isis Los Angeles date 8 years ago and had made many friends that evening. Seeing Isis / Celestial once again was a fantastic experience and was memorable as the previous experience.<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/ISIS/Isis20181013Wilt.aud.320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/ISIS/Isis20181013Wilt.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/ISIS/Isis20181013Wilt.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/ISIS/Isis20181013Wilt.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-6462430775568251922018-12-19T15:21:00.003-08:002018-12-19T15:21:52.806-08:00Blu TrainThis is a redo of a live Traindodge set from 2009 with a few other local bands including National Sunday Law. This was around the time the EP "Remains" was unleashed to the world. Post "I am forever" so a sprinkle of tunes from their 20+ year career. I'm glad that I stood near the monitors for the vocals otherwise a recording at this place would suffer from lack of that. Blu Monkey Lounge didn't last long, that was prolly my only show there possibly? That night I had the pleasure of meeting the short person, named Christophe Zajac-Denek who ended up trying to kill Agent Cooper in Twin Peaks 2017. Weird! Enjoy this set!<br /><br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/Traindodge/Traindodge20090513.aud.320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/Traindodge/Traindodge20090513.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/Traindodge/Traindodge20090513.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/Traindodge/Traindodge20090513.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8583510955047812266.post-11016607161471595932018-12-11T19:03:00.000-08:002019-03-13T12:32:45.511-07:00Shinier Than YouLate to the game on this one, a friend emailed me that this had surfaced on <a href="http://thirdgearscratch.com/">thirdgearscratch.com</a>&nbsp;Thankfully these files were uploaded with WAVs in a dropbox account. So upon downloading these puppies I remastered it the way I've been doing so to make brighter and louder. Kudos to the dude who had a pristine condition cassette of this 1993 demo. The songs featured here on this are prior to the release of Shiner's 1st record on Desoto, "Splay." What a gem these songs are. Glad these turned up. One of the songs featured on this recording is a song that the band later released on a 7", that song is my favorite instrumental track by Shiner called "Cowboy." Hearing that as a demo is pretty sweet.<br /><br />Special thanks goes out to Jody for giving me the heads up on this.<br /><br />320mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/Shiner/Shiner1993Demo.aud.320mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/Shiner/Shiner1993Demo.aud.320mp3.zip</a><br /><br />320mp3 of the missing 6th track. Just for the 320mp3s, thanks Jody Bear!<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/Shiner/06-Complaint.mp3">http://el1011.com/Shiner/06-Complaint.mp3</a><br /><br />V0mp3<br /><a href="http://el1011.com/Shiner/Shiner1993Demo.aud.V0mp3.zip">http://el1011.com/Shiner/Shiner1993Demo.aud.V0mp3.zip</a>darshunhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00390495956173439293noreply@blogger.com0