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It would feel like movie dialog, “But seriously now a days I am having a wierd pain in my heart like something is missing, something is not right…Like I am missing something. Many people will say Get a girlfriend or something like this. But I already have a girlfriend still I am feeling like Something is missing. This heartache is eating me inside. I feel like I am lost.

To know about it more I went deep down in my heart, and realized that may be its because Life is not going the way I want to. I dont want to live a life of mediocrity, I want to feel each moment. But its not happening. I am 23 year old now and I havent done anything that I can say I have made any difference. I want to do many things like I want to be a writer, I want to be a movie director..I want to roam all over the world. I want to live a life with no limits but Fear of unknown is holding me back. I dont know what will happen. May be I want too much or may be I am thinking too much. But I know I have to work for it.

I always want to be a writer. But the biggest problem with me was that I hate writing. Just like many writer, most writer hates to write, but then how they write so good. The truth is their inner self. Its us only who are our biggest enemy. Our mind is a good servant but a bad leader. Dont let your mind control you, you control that. And the biggest thing is to find a motivation to write. My biggest motivation to write was to stand out of the crowd and to prove people what I am worth.

Motivation can be anything from a little picture of your son to the life you want to live, from your desire to your anger too. So dont let people define you define yourself. Bewhat you wanna be and do what you wanna do. You only live once so dont waste your time on stupid materialistic things. Live you life to the fullest and this is the only way to peace.