Maioush is simply complicated, successful working woman, a wife to the most wonderful man ever, who is also a blogger, and a mom to 2 beautiful girls, Mira, and Naya.
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I wanted to post this for a while but I hesitated since my mom will read this and I didn’t want her to know this way. But now she knows.

My grandmother has cancer… bone cancer, so far its spread in her right shoulder, pelvic (hip), rips, back, and skull, these parts are broken, it’s advanced already.

Currently she is under a lot of pain killers, because bone cancer is the most painful cancer among all cancers, the bones starts to break one by one in tiny small pieces, which is extremely painful, my grandfather (who happened to be her husband) died from it.

I feel so sad, nonstop crying since yesterday, I know I should be stronger than this, its god’s well, and I understand that (La Elaha Ella Allah Wa La 7awla Wala Qowata Ella Bellah), but I still feel very bad, being away from all the people you love in such a situation is extremely hard, I feel that I’m totally alone, I want to hold someone and cry, jus cry, maybe the pain inside me will go away, I wish I can see her, but instead I canceled my trip to Jordan, because thigs got so complicated.

All I need is your prayers for her, a lot of prayers, so she can take the pain, that’s all what we can do at this point, she really needs that, prayers.

May God ease her pain and have his mercy on her in this difficult time.
May God help you and all her family to endure this hard time in your life.
May God choose the best for her and you all
Please keep us updated and i will keep her in mind and in my prayers always.

Summer:
ameen to all your prayers, thank you very much, please keep praying foe her, i don’t know what else to do but that. Thank you kteer summer.

Qabbani:
ameen, thank you very much, you are a good friend.

Qwaider:
Thank you very much my dear, I added your prayer all of us can read it, jad yeslamo kteer, I didn’t know what to pray, ameen ya rab el 3alameen on every word you wrote, thank you very much for everything.

Mai.so far from suffering is like sickness itself! My own mom died of cancer, a different kind but it metasticized in her bones and was SO painful. She was in California, I was in Amman, and she went so quickly I couldn’t even see her before she died (it was August, flights booked), I missed her by 24 hours. But while I, and my church, were praying for her (anjad, I was awake for 4 nights in a row, just crying and praying all night), three days before she died she experienced no pain at all! She said her pain was taken by people praying for her all over the world, and her nurse said she talked about being half in heaven, half out. Two of the names of Jesus Christ are the Great Physician and Prince of Peace, and I will be praying for his touch and peace to comfort you both through this time of agony…prayers are spanning the globe for your grandma, too. I wish I could give you a hug!

may allah be with her and all of her family, inshalla.
ameeen
be strong and help ur mom to be strong at this time, mai. she needs u now more than ever.
may allah help u and take u through this, inshalla.
ameen

Kinzi:
God bless your mom’s soul, and god bless you for the prayers that you prayed for her, I’m praying for her since the second I knew about it, I know exactly how feel being away from your mom while she is sick, oh my god it breaks my heart, I’m burning inside, I’ll trade my life to see my grandmother for a minute, may god help me go through this, thank you so much for your prayers, you are a wonderful person, god bless you and you loved ones always, I wish I can hug you too at this moment :*

im fadaouz:
if I’m grateful for something about my life in the states, it would be the fact that I got to know and be close to you, your more than a sister to me, and I truly love from all my heart, you’re a great person, and I’m so lucky to have you around, god bless you and you loved ones, and most of all, my coming soon cousins, thank you so much for everything you’ve done to me, I really love you.

Afaf:
Thank you very much for your prayers dear, your such a sweet heart, and 7ader, I’ll try to be strong, I am trying to be strong for my mom walahi, thank you for your support, I couldn’t do it with out all of you.

Jano:
Thank you very much dear, I’m so sorry for your loss, my god bless your aunt’s soul, I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you, and I’m sorry that I’m will not see you as soon as I thought I would. Love you, and miss you.

assalam alaikum: my dear !
you know how much i was suprised . i wrote astatement on the google in arabic (اللهم لا مغيث الا انت) and pressed search to find my sister photo in front of me on the screen.My dear dont worry for a muslim it is a gift from Allah.That will bring her position high in heaven -ALLAH kareem The beloved,The One – at last we are all passing and hitting on to reach our destiny.
you dont know me ,i am your grandmother brother—My name is abdellatif-. I love you all(abdullah,nabil,sameer,marwan,sameera,sofyan-and you all اللهم ارحمنا