THEY SAY TIME HEALS OLD WOUNDS....
THEY SAY TIME IS SUPPOSE TO HELP YOU FORGET.....
YET IM NOT CONVINCED WHEN IT COMES TO MATTERS OF THE HEART.
AM I TO BELIEVE THAT WE DIDNT ONCE COEXIST?
TO ASSUME WE WERE JUST AN INSIGNIFICANT FLING?
OUR PURPOSE TO EXTINGUISH EROTIC FLAMES
SO U WANT ME TO THINK THAT YA HEART WUZ NEVER ON YA SLEEVE
THAT OUR EMOTIONS ONLY DERIVED FROM SEXUAL ANGST
WELL I THINK THATS A CROCK OF SHH! I CANT BELIEVE
I KNOW I WAS THE SHIP THAT CARRIED YOU TO SAFER TIDES
THE MIGHTY ANQUOR THAT KEPT U GROUNDED
YET ITS STRANGE CUZ WE COULD NEVER BE
WE RAN ON TEMPORARY EMOTIONS UNTILL THE JOBS WERE DONE
HOME AWAY FROM HOME IT WUZ REAL WHILE IT LASTED
YET AFTER ALL THIS TIME I COULDNT SHAKE YOU
MY MIND CAN FORGET BUT MY HEART STEADY REMINDS ME
WE WERE WORLDS AWAY AND BUILT A COPING SYSTEM IN EACHOTHER
BUT NOW WE ARE BACK ON AMERICAN SOIL AND THE FEELINGS REMAIN
WHAT AM I TO DO? SIMPLY WRITE U OFF? CLOSE THE BOOK
WHAT IF I FOUND YOU TO CURSE U OUT? OR DID U NOT THINK OF IT
HAVE U NOT QUESTIONED HOW I FOUND YOU? WAS IT A COINCIDENCE?
WAS IT ON PURPOSE? TWIST OF FATE?LOL. KARMA AS U LIKE TO BE CALLED
NO IVE SEARCHED HI N LOW NOT THAT UR HERE IM CALM
YOU HAVE YOUR LIFE AND I HAVE MINES YET I YEARN TO BE N YA MIX
HOW CAN IT BE? I GUESS I CARED FOR U MORE THEN U KNEW
CAUSE IF U DID WE WOULDVE HAD CLOSURE FOR WHAT COULDNT LAST
NOW IT FEELS LIKE AN OPEN BOOK THAT HASNT BEEN FINISHED
FORGOTTEN EVEN A NEW ONE STARTED NOW TO LOOK BACK
REOPENS AN UNCLOSED CHAPTER AND IF U WRITE U REHASH
ILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPOT FOR U THAT NO ONE CAN REACH
BUT I WANNA KNOW IF IM ALONE IN THIS? SHH! I DONT WANNA KNOW
I GUESS THIS IS MY WAY OF SEEKING CLOSURE AND STARTING FRESH WITH US BEING FRIENDS WITH A DEEPER UNDERSTANDING THEN MOST BUDDIES...
I WAS CAPTIVATED BY THINGS WAY DEEPER THEN OUTTER BEAUTY
I FELL IN LOVE WITH ALL THAT DEFINED YOU EVEN THOU THERE WAS ALOT I WOULD NEVER KNOW BUT I THINK IF U LOVE A PERSON
U CAN ACCEPT THE PARTS U DONT KNOW ALSO NOW THATS DEEP
MAYBE IT WUZ JUST OUR FEMALE NATURE TAKING OVER
MAKING US OVERLY EMOTIONAL LOL WE BOTH KNOW THATS NOT
THE CASE BUT FOR THE RECORD I WISH IT COULDVE BEEN A DIFFERENT TIME N PLACE NEW CIRCUMSTANCES NO TIES OR INDEBTEDNESS
I HOPE UR HAPPY TRULY HAPPY AS FOR ME I WILL WAIT PATIENTLY IN HOPES OF THAT ONE DAY THAT MAYBE THE FEELINGS WILL DIE AWAY BUT SINCE THEY WONT SUBSIST......
I MUST STEAL YA SOBRIQUET AND BELIVE THAT KARMA IS BLISS HA! HA! HA!

The man who says time heals all
most of never understood how hard I fall
Falling in love on distant shores
Ceasing the day like there be no more
We just kind of fell into each other
My twin soul born of another mother
Can understand how this holiday fling
Somehow turn into the real thing
I got caught of in the mirage of us
Not realizing it was an oasis of mistrust
For when we reached familiar soil
You forget in all that we toiled
Never figures you for a traitor
But true colors show sooner or later
but karma catchs up to everyone
So do be surprise when you alone
For you will reap what you sow
Believe me honey child I know

It's said that within time old wounds are suppose to heal.
But sometimes old wounds are harder to heal.
Surpressing all thought not knowing how to feel
Allowing yourself to fall harder and harder than before
Lost in the moment not knowing which road to go
Caught up in the moment and lost in time
At that time not realizing that we both crossed that line
So much was going on and yet so much still needs to be said
Living worlds apart, maybe it's best that we it be burried instead
Even though I can't help but to go back in time and think about all the tings that were done in so little time.
Knowing what the situation was, trying not to get caught up too deep into the moment.
But sometime happen and as I left I couldn't get over it.
Thinking about those long nights I can't help but to laugh out loud 'cause it was worth it.
At times I wonder what could have happen.
Where you being truly real or was it just a front.
At times I thought I'd gotten too close so I pulled away.
Afraid of the feelings that were surfacing so I had to leave.
Afraid that if I stayed what would have flourished, but glad to have left because it was easier to let go that way.
Not completely but but partly.
Although it's been a long time and a hard road, there is still a part of me that will not let go.
There are times when I am alone I go back to that place and allow my mind to just flow.
Flow with all the possibilities; the shoulda's, woulda's, and coulda's.
There is no limit to where my mind takes me. And just for whatever amout of time I go back into history.
Having fun
Being free
Living without worry
It would be nice to pick up the phone just to hear your voice
Let my mind wonder once more
But if just to have you in my life as a friend is what's ment to be.
Then I'll gladly accept that gift and keep it close to me

lol....I had to tell one of my exes that. He thought he could come back after some years had passed; but, for me, it was like a ride at a park...."It was fun while it lasted....But, ONCE was enough." lol

THEY SAY TIME HEALS OLD WOUNDS....
THEY SAY TIME IS SUPPOSE TO HELP YOU FORGET.....
YET IM NOT CONVINCED WHEN IT COMES TO MATTERS OF THE HEART.
AM I TO BELIEVE THAT WE DIDNT ONCE COEXIST?
TO ASSUME WE WERE JUST AN INSIGNIFICANT FLING?
OUR PURPOSE TO EXTINGUISH EROTIC FLAMES
SO U WANT ME TO THINK THAT YA HEART WUZ NEVER ON YA SLEEVE
THAT OUR EMOTIONS ONLY DERIVED FROM SEXUAL ANGST
WELL I THINK THATS A CROCK OF SHH! I CANT BELIEVE
I KNOW I WAS THE SHIP THAT CARRIED YOU TO SAFER TIDES
THE MIGHTY ANQUOR THAT KEPT U GROUNDED
YET ITS STRANGE CUZ WE COULD NEVER BE
WE RAN ON TEMPORARY EMOTIONS UNTILL THE JOBS WERE DONE
HOME AWAY FROM HOME IT WUZ REAL WHILE IT LASTED
YET AFTER ALL THIS TIME I COULDNT SHAKE YOU
MY MIND CAN FORGET BUT MY HEART STEADY REMINDS ME
WE WERE WORLDS AWAY AND BUILT A COPING SYSTEM IN EACHOTHER
BUT NOW WE ARE BACK ON AMERICAN SOIL AND THE FEELINGS REMAIN
WHAT AM I TO DO? SIMPLY WRITE U OFF? CLOSE THE BOOK
WHAT IF I FOUND YOU TO CURSE U OUT? OR DID U NOT THINK OF IT
HAVE U NOT QUESTIONED HOW I FOUND YOU? WAS IT A COINCIDENCE?
WAS IT ON PURPOSE? TWIST OF FATE?LOL. KARMA AS U LIKE TO BE CALLED
NO IVE SEARCHED HI N LOW NOT THAT UR HERE IM CALM
YOU HAVE YOUR LIFE AND I HAVE MINES YET I YEARN TO BE N YA MIX
HOW CAN IT BE? I GUESS I CARED FOR U MORE THEN U KNEW
CAUSE IF U DID WE WOULDVE HAD CLOSURE FOR WHAT COULDNT LAST
NOW IT FEELS LIKE AN OPEN BOOK THAT HASNT BEEN FINISHED
FORGOTTEN EVEN A NEW ONE STARTED NOW TO LOOK BACK
REOPENS AN UNCLOSED CHAPTER AND IF U WRITE U REHASH
ILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPOT FOR U THAT NO ONE CAN REACH
BUT I WANNA KNOW IF IM ALONE IN THIS? SHH! I DONT WANNA KNOW
I GUESS THIS IS MY WAY OF SEEKING CLOSURE AND STARTING FRESH WITH US BEING FRIENDS WITH A DEEPER UNDERSTANDING THEN MOST BUDDIES...
I WAS CAPTIVATED BY THINGS WAY DEEPER THEN OUTTER BEAUTY
I FELL IN LOVE WITH ALL THAT DEFINED YOU EVEN THOU THERE WAS ALOT I WOULD NEVER KNOW BUT I THINK IF U LOVE A PERSON
U CAN ACCEPT THE PARTS U DONT KNOW ALSO NOW THATS DEEP
MAYBE IT WUZ JUST OUR FEMALE NATURE TAKING OVER
MAKING US OVERLY EMOTIONAL LOL WE BOTH KNOW THATS NOT
THE CASE BUT FOR THE RECORD I WISH IT COULDVE BEEN A DIFFERENT TIME N PLACE NEW CIRCUMSTANCES NO TIES OR INDEBTEDNESS
I HOPE UR HAPPY TRULY HAPPY AS FOR ME I WILL WAIT PATIENTLY IN HOPES OF THAT ONE DAY THAT MAYBE THE FEELINGS WILL DIE AWAY BUT SINCE THEY WONT SUBSIST......
I MUST STEAL YA SOBRIQUET AND BELIVE THAT KARMA IS BLISS HA! HA! HA!

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I still rememberI can't never forgetthe love we sharedis like being back at the bottom of the sea