I accepted the fact the first time I was coerced, and a lot of the time under the influence of illegal substances, but the questions turned like worms in my brain, "would I do it again? " Two decades later, and now an upstanding member of society, would I do it again out of my own free will? Stick my ass high in the air like a slut, and beg him to mount me, and use me, and pound me with his angry red dog cock?