gttg

There is no future when I stand here with you.This is, the end. No longer will you hear my voice.So long; Goodbye!And don’t you think for a second you’ll see my face again.I killed the hope, but you buried it.This is a promise, I will not let you back in my life.

There’s no one to show What I can do So stuck in the mud I’m trapped by the souls That have trapped themselves They feel no fear Have no joy Crying from the nonexistent pain They don’t understand the game I can run But I can’t hide From the spirits inside Just trying to make it here In this real world The only one we know There is no place to go Trying to hear the voices That I know are there Try to understand what they mean But I can’t see them I can’t hear them I don’t even know where to find them

Rethinking my options,
Still having the same old fear,
that in the end,
You have nothing.
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Woke up today enraged after hearing my mum recount an incident that happened the night before.
I don’t like it that people always bully my parents. When I’m around I wouldn’t let anyone bully them or let them get cheated.
Meow.
I was like when I grow up in gonna protect them. But I had to erase that thought cause I’m already all grown up, what when I grow up. Now. From now. I’m supposed to protect them. Like the man of the house hahaha jkjk.
But really.
But my mum taught me a life lesson instead.
I asked her why you keep gttg bullied like that, next time if I’m there I’ll alrEady don’t care them.
Then she said “in the world, there’s 50% bad people 50% good people. You can only try your best to associate with the good and avoid the bad if you know they are bad. But you’ll bound to met some bad people. And when you do, no matter what they do to you, do what you will do. Don’t follow them or get back at them. Like that the world will all just be bad people. And a world like that isn’t gonna be nice.”