Category: Depression

This article is also posted on theHomestead.Guru, under the title, Why You Should Say NO More Often and Give Fewer Fucks For many years, I thought that it was my responsibility, my duty, to deep-dive into the most terrible and baffling things, in some mad hope of understanding them in order to transmute them–to bring about [ keep reading ]

I wrote this in a dark mood at 4am…but I think the analogy holds true. We are currently in the midst of the biggest zombie apocalypse–it’s already happening, but most people are completely unaware of it. Zombies are little more than purposeless bodies, devoid of soul. They’re reanimated corpses, aimlessly wandering and destroying all life [ keep reading ]

I remember asking my parents about how many years I would have to go to school. They were always reticent to answer…saying that after elementary school was middle school, and then more levels of school–junior high, highschool, etc. I felt so frustrated, and so eager to grow up and call my own shots properly. [ keep reading ]

I feel like I am finding myself further down the path of adulthood than I anticipated at this point in my life. How am I 35? I realize that newer moms look up to me, and I want to say to them, wait, what? I’m not the role model here. How did all this time pass? [ keep reading ]

I’ve been doing a LOT of inner work on my money mindset lately. I’m growing my business in ambitious proportions, and we’ve been enjoying a quality of life that’s really pretty excellent for the past few years, even with the difficulties that we may have. In short, I really love my life. People seem to [ keep reading ]

So aside from a huge dose of grief and loss, it’s very interesting that my intentions are indeed coming to fruition. Quite rapidly, in fact–but as is quite often the case, there can be unexpected repercussions to getting what you ask for. This story is rich and complex, and I want to do it [ keep reading ]

May 1 2006 – a long time ago in another reality… when nearly every person in my world was either abusive, or also being abused. Thinking Deep Thoughts again. Really not healthy to think rather than sleep.