I have so much more to offerBut I’m doing nothing about it…I’m not good enough…

Sometimes I withdraw from you all… either via not posting in this blog, or I *actually* withdraw from those of you that know me in-world. I don’t talk, I avoid the places I usually hang out at… or I just don’t log in at all. I’m short, moody… and a lot of you tend to wonder, “What the fuck is wrong with you today?”

So… that’s what I’m going to talk about today. This is what anxiety feels like.

We were crazy, tragic and epic, and so amazingI’ll always wear the crown that You gave meWe will always stay lost in foreverAnd they’ll rememberWe were legends…

Ohai. I figured it was time to blog this dress/sweater situation, because I’ve always gravitated back into it since it came out. I’m a sucker for a good cropped sweater, though… and the fit of any Blueberry dress is to DIE for… so here you go. If you somehow live under a rock and didn’t know this release was a thing… scroll down.

God, sorry if I sound too do-goodyBut for the sake of our communityI’ma take the opportunity to let you knowThere’s another stage after puberty…

Ok. So. I’m going to start this post by saying… sorry, not sorry. Everything I say in here is, and always has been, solely my opinion. That’s what my blog is for. To share my passion for photos and fashion in SL, along with my own personal thoughts about whatever is going on in my life at the moment.

And what’s going on in my life right now is all this Backdrop City drama.

So I’ve been thinking that I think too muchAnd I can’t sleep, but I can dream of usAnd I’ve been seeing shit like horror cutsIt’s burning down… I gotta drown this out…And You said You need me to let this goBut it’s who I am, or am I just losing it?Cause You said ‘jump’ and I went first, but falling’s always been my downfall…

I don’t really know what to say in this post… which is ironic because I’ve been offline for almost a week, so there should be lots to say, right? Like, I’m behind…

But I dunno… I just got home from a mini vacation to Mississippi this weekend, so maybe there are some stories to talk about there.

I can see a rainbow in your tears as they fall on downI can see your soul grow through the pain as they hit the groundI can see a rainbow in your tears as the sun comes outAs the sun comes out…

Don’t judge me… just cause this Sia song was in a My Little Pony movie doesn’t make it any less a Sia song. Lol. I never saw the movie… I just wound up listening to some of Sia’s Christmas songs, went to her channel to see if there’s anything new that isn’t Christmas-y… and found this song.

It just happened to be in a My Little Pony movie. Lol.

And I’m also behind on Strawberry Singh’s #SecondLifeChallenges, so I figured this would be as good a time as any to try to do another one.

Been standing on the edge for way too longJust waiting for the place where I belongI’m a satellite, I’m a satelliteI’m on the outside lookin’ inThey don’t know just where I’ve beenI’m a satelliteUnless you let me in…

“But Hide N Seek is only fun when somebody’s lookin, and nobody’s got the time.”

So. It’s been a hot minute since I’ve written anything in here. Most of you know, as I talked about it regularly across my social medias, here in this blog, wrote and sent notecards… and if you talked to me in-world then you probably heard about it cause I was busy – lol – I was pledging. That was a long… semi-grueling process… and it took away a lot of my time and ability to blog, with mandatory uniforms, etc.

But I’m back… and I may be reppin’ some Sigma purple in this dress. *Shifty eyes*