My husband is being a jerk today. Apparently his being behind on his work is my fault, since I should apparently be doing his work for him while he video games.

I see.

Yeah I was getting that today ... Except I was a little out of it this morning (I am having family issues ... Long story) am PMS'ing & yesterday is the anniversary of the day my dog passed away from a horrible accident (another long story ) he went off on me because I "am Always with the long face & sour" well ... I am sorry if with going thru all this I can't be all unicorns & rainbows

That's what we fight about my "negitive attitude" well ... Not everyone can have a positive attitude all the time :/

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Not to mention someone getting mad at you for having a negative attitude doesn't do anything to make it better! My family does that a lot, too, and it drives me nuts >.<

You know & it's not like I am taking it OUT on him, like being short, bitchy or snapping at him. I am just like "blah" you know? Then when I try to have a good time & talk he gets mad at me saying that I talk to much >_< & that "some times I look better when I don't talk".

He is from another country where women are a little more ... Subdued then here in the US (per the feminist movement) & I am just like WTH ??? I mean I work hard, I get up at 4am every morning, feed the horses so he can sleep in because he has to ride. Get the horses out, clean the stalls to with him on the track etc ...

I mean I am PMSing, having family issues, it's the anniversary of my heart dog's death ... I mean cut me some slack . I just want to cry but it irritates him when I do that, he goes off like "I do everything I can to make you feel better I don't know what the **** you are crying for???!" Some times I get the feeling he doesn't love me at all

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