Wednesday, October 13, 2010

I have so much. I extend the "Hold no grudges" rule to every one but myself. And my grudges-I hold them right around my waist!

I need to forgive myself for the one regret I have. This is my one regret. I wanted to have the same name as my kids-it is the natural thing. You get married, you have kids, everyone has the same name. I-we-didn't do it that way and I am sorry and regretful and sad..still.

I have amazing kids-no regrets or anything to forgive there. SO today-I let it go..gone..poof...history.
Moving on...

Monday, October 4, 2010

I love that I am not a grudge holder. Yes, I get angry, like volcano spewing angry, but as soon as the lava dies down, I am over it. Like Instantly. All is forgiven~all is forgotten. It drives my kids crazy, cause I can go seriously ape-shit, but then I am all like 'Who wants ice cream?".

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Something you hate about yourself
Wow...that is a real fun starter, right? Let's see...I really dislike the word "hate". I have lots I dislike-procrastinator, messy, forgetful, loud, mean sometimes, slacker, opinionated~it could be a long list. But hate..

I hate that for whatever reason, I continue to refuse to believe in myself. I don't see smart, I don't see a successful person, I have a very hard time with compliments. I focus on what I could have done, should have done...it is just weird. I always stop just short of that thing I want to achieve. I am the worst self-saboteur you will ever meet.

I am going to do this as a way to keep myself connected to this blog. As I have so many things going on, I have let my writing languish and I feel it in my heart. I need some prompts, so here goes...

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

I will not be writing in consecutive days, just as the mood strikes. See you soon :)

**I found this here and I think he said he got it here if you want to play along at home.