Date: Sat, 04 Jun 2005 09:40:07 +0200
From: citizen citizen
Subject: "on our way to fame" chapter 6 (revised)
The following story is entirely a work of fiction.
The story below will involve sex between teenagers. As the story progresses
it will involve sex between adult males. If that offends you, I wonder how
you ended up here! All the usual rules apply, if it's illegal for you to
read this, don't and if you're under 18, I suppose it's time for you to
leave unfortunately.
I also want to remind you that my mother tongue is not English so if I made
any mistakes, I apologize.
This is my first attempt at writing a story so don't forget to send your
comments, they are
eagerly requested: citizentoo@hotmail.com
Thank you for checking out my story and thanks to the readers who have sent
me their feedback. I really appreciate it!
Now here comes chapter 6, hope you enjoy.
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We were all sitting around a table in windmill lane recording studios in
Dublin, playing UNO. Dylan and I had won two games, Rob was in the lead with
four and damon and Jordan had nothing.
"UNO" Rob screamed quickly before any of us could counter. he only had one
card left and when his turn to play came up again, he threw his card on top
of the pile and won again
"Noooo Rooob come on ! would you let us win please" Jordan whined
"you mean, let you win" Rob laughed
"ok, I don't like this game anymore! I'm done, you can keep playing
without me" Jordan said giving up, frustrated.
"good game hon" I said giving Rob a peck on the lips
"oh you don't have to suck up to him, he's already sleeping with you"
Jordan grumbled, clearly joking.
I laughed, gathering the card to start a new game when we were interrupted
"ok boys, who said you could take a break here?! come on, get back in
there, we need to be done by 9"
"Oh man!" dylan complained, "I'm tired, we've been at it for 7 hours"
"Come on, it's 6.30, it'll be over soon, let's go, he's right, we're not
here to play UNO" Damon said standing up.
"no, we're here to play UNI" Jordan joked
It was the end of August 1995 and we had spent almost the whole summer
working in the studio, recording 11 songs for our first album. Things had
started happening very quickly after the gig in May. From what people at BMG
told Rob's father, they were sure to have discovered a band with great
potential and they apparently had a lot of faith in our ability to `make it'
as they said. They had signed us in June for two albums, putting a lot of
pressure on us ! I mean, It had to sell or we would be in trouble! We knew
we were damn lucky here ! I'm sure it didn't happen so easily for 90% of the
bands out there. I mean, we didn't receive any answers from the other record
companies, I'm sure they just never listened to the tapes. Thank god,
someone at BMG did!
They told us from the start that they didn't really expect the first album
to be an immediate or even huge success because we needed to attract some
fans first so they warned us it was gonna take some time at the beginning.
But they still had big hopes for the album. As they said, they invested in
us, gave us a chance, and we had to honour our part of the deal by making
the best album we possibly could, at that point anyway
They especially wanted us to perform live as much as possible during the
promotion of the album because apparently, it was our strength and it was
the best way to attract journalists, to get critics in music magazines and
to be taken seriously! They wanted us to work and improve our best songs
with professionals in the studio and they had big hopes for three songs,
which they believed would work very well to start promoting the band to a
targeted audience, which would be 16-25 years old male and female who
listened to Rock. We had made it pretty clear that even if we didn't really
mind if a lot of our fans were teenage girls, we also didn't want to be
marketed especially to that audience. We were not a boy band and to be
honest, we really believed boy bands were not taken seriously at all. People
couldn't care less for their lyrics or their music and if you read their
interviews, journalists were always asking them about their dream date, what
they had for breakfast, what was their favourite pet and all that kind of
crap ! We really found it pretty lame and I was hoping journalists and fans
would be more interested in our music than our personal lives but all that
was a question of how we were going to be marketed by the label.
Expect for Dylan who had passed his leaving certificate in June, we still
had one last year of school to do because there was no way that our parents
were gonna let us get away with that.
Rob's father had discussed our situation with the label and it was decided
that we would record our first album during the summer and go back to school
for our final year, during which we could also work on new songs for the
next album and play live on weekends, the record company like I said, basing
our success on our live performances!
It was true that we were damn good when we were on stage, partly because as
musicians, when we played together, the magic happened ! The fact that we
knew each other so well, that we were the best of friends had probably a lot
to do with that. We were like a little family. We had fun when we played and
I think the public could see that, so they were having fun too.
But I'm sure it also had a lot to do with Rob! He was such an awesome
singer, he was really able to convey the meaning of the songs when he sang !
You could hear the emotion in his voice ! our producer had made him work a
lot on his voice during the recording, making him practice with a
professional to improve his singing and his voice was starting to change, to
become stronger and louder, he could hold a note more easily and he was able
to control his tone. His voice was a real instrument on its own.
Rob and I were constantly working on new lyrics, especially after or before
making love hehe
I found myself being very attentive in English class. We were trying to put
all our emotions into the lyrics, unlocking our subconscious to write some
sorts of poems really, about love, frustration, religion, superstition,
starvation, anything.
Anytime I felt an emotion in me, I tried to think of how I could translate
it into a song, how I could describe it with lyrics. I was reading as much
as I could to learn from other people's work and we often found inspiration
in Bob dylan's lyrics or neil young, the Beatles, Elvis, Nirvana, bob
marley... and all our idols whose images were plastered on our bedroom's
walls. They taught us how to do it right!
It was funny when we entered the studio on the first day of recording, we
were like kids meeting santa claus, or discovering disneyworld or something.
Everything looked so big and cool and expensive. We were very impressed.
I remember Jordan going like "Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, it's
beautiful, it's like a magic place outside of the real world, I don't ever
wanna leave again"
The excitement and adredaline as we looked around the place and checked out
the instruments, touched the microphones, was an amazing feeling. It was so
thrilling to know we were actually going to spend weeks in there, recording
Our album, with professionals, there was nothing more exciting than that for
us !
But now, we were almost done. The album was pretty much wrapped up and we
only had 3 days left in the studio. All the final arrangements had to be
done by the end of the week or it will cost extra money to the record
company and they would have none of that. There was a lot of pressure to
finish on time. I was hanging out alone in my room at home after a
stressful, yet awesome day in the studio, relaxing, reading a book to get my
mind off the album a little, when my brother opened my door and threw the
phone at me, almost hitting me in the face, mumbling ,"for you",
"hey, what was that noise?" rob said on the phone
"My brother throwing the phone at me. I almost couldn't catch it, it hit my
nightstand"
"oh jeez, I don't understand how someone like you can be part a of a family
like that, you're nothing like them, I really don't get it"Yeah, I was
wondering that too sometimes
"so, what you're doing?" he asked sounding sexy
"nothing special, I was just reading, why ?"
"I'm horny" he sighed
"oh... so? jack off!"
"Can you come over, I miss you"
"We were together an hour ago" I said playing a little game here
"yeah but we were not making out though, you know what I mean when I say
that I miss you"
"yeah, I don't know, I'm really into that book, maybe later"
"you're kidding me right?"
"no, it's a really good book ! it's in french, it's about this guy who
lives in the south of the country and he gets.."
"I don't care !" he stopped me and I laughed
"Are you hard?" I asked
"very!"
"ohh, I love your hard cock, it's gorgeous"
"yeah? more than the book?"
"uhmm not sure, but I do like your cock"
"well why don't you come over here and play with it then, it's all yours !
"
"yeah, what the hell, I'll be right there"
"finally!" he exclaimed, relieved
I left my room, climbing out of the window and in less than one minutes, I
was in Rob's room.
"for a guy who wasn't sure he wanted to come over, it sure didn't take you
long" he kidded, grabbing me by the waist and bringing his face close to
mine to kiss me. I locked my arms around him and kissed him back
"uhmm, you taste good, I really needed that"
The radio was on in the room and as we kissed, we started slow dancing on
the music, holding each other, kissing lovingly, licking each others lips
and tongues, Rob started singing softly, very romantic.
He started unbottoning my shirt, caressing my chest in the process, his eyes
fixed on my lean, hard body and I could tell by the look in his eyes that he
was indeed very horny. I loved it when he looked at me like that, so needy!
"come here" he said, his voice full of need and pulled me closer to him,
trying to rub his crotch against mine as he nibbled at my neck and played
with my hair. I could feel his hardness against me and he was kissing me
with such an intensity that I exclaimed
"My god, you're horny!"
"I told you" he grinned
"well, that would have been a big waste not to come over, wouldn't it have?"
I said and he agreed, embracing me again and picking me up to carry me
to the bed. We were similar in height and even though, our bodies were not
extremely different in build, he was still stronger and larger than me. I
don't think I could have picked him up like that. I felt so secure and
protected in his arms. I craved for that feeling. I loved it when he took
control
He lay me down on the bed and we started making out lovingly. We undressed
each other in no time and before I knew it, we were both naked, holding each
other tight and rubbing our bodies together, our hands roaming all over our
bodies. I buried my face in the crook of his neck, smelling him, knowing how
much his scent turned me on and licked my way down to his shoulders,
caressing his chest and pinching his nipples between my fingers. I pushed
him down on his back and raised myself up to look at him, so gorgeous, I
wanted him so bad, I didn't know what part of his body to go for so I just
pushed my face in his chest and licked, kissed and nibbled at everything my
lips came in contact with. I sucked his nipples and my tongue traveled
all around his six-pack, loving how hard he felt. His cock was leaking like
a
faucet so I wrapped my lips around his shaft and went down on him. I soaked
his pole with my saliva and sucked him up and down for a while, listening to
him moan. I concentrated on the sensitive area just under the head until I
let go of his cock and licked my way up his chest. When I reached his face,
I kissed him on the cheek
"hum what do you wanna do?" I finally asked whispering in his ear
"that was fine!" he answered but when he opened his eyes and looked at
me, he drew me closer to him and said in a low and sexy voice "I want you,
god, do I want you"
"I know, how do you want me? tell me what you want"
"ummm" he licked his way up my neck and said biting my earlobe "I want
to fuck you, I want to feel your ass grab my cock tightly, I want to make
love to you"
it's too bad you couldn't hear that because the way he said it was just the
sexiest sound I had EVER heard!
"geez, I could cum just listening to you" I told him, just so he knew how
hot that sounded to me
"lie down on your stomach" he ordered. Of course I did, needing no further
clue
He lowered himself down and took my ass cheeks in his hands,
massaging them and pulling them apart, exposing my hole. I turned my head to
see him bury his face in my ass as he started licking my crack up and down,
giving it a tongue bath, making my cock jump for attention against the
matress. He then kissed my lower back quickly and said getting up "wait
right here" probably to go get the lube
"I would have brought my book if I had known you were gonna make me wait" I
joked
he put his pants back on and left the bedroom. Where the hell is he going?
I thought
He came back seconds later, pulled his pants off again and climbed on the
bed on top of me.
"where did you go?"
"got some lotion to massage your shoulders"
"nice"
"just relax"
ok, no problem, I can do that. You take care of me baby! He raised one of
my legs to the side to access my ass more easily and I felt his tongue on my
hole again, teasing me, not pushing it in, just gently licking around,
driving me crazy. Then I felt what must have been his thumb pop into me and
I groaned, enjoying the feeling, completely surrendering to him. He opened
me up with his thumb, sliding it in and out and I couldn't wait to feel his
length inside me. He got into position and buried himself into me completely
a little too roughly. I cried out and he asked me if it hurt
"a little, I wasn't expecting it, but that's ok, I'm good, you can fuck me"
As he began pumping in and out of me, he poured lotion on his hands and
started massaging my neck and shoulders so firmly. I was in heaven, it felt
so great. A massage and a fuck at the same time. What more could I ask for?
I started to really relax and his cock slid in and out of me more and more
smoothly.
"oh my god, Rob, you have the best hands God has ever made, did I ever tell
you this? feels so good"
I hadn't realized I was so tensed. Working in the studio was taking a lot of
energy from us and we were stressed. He continued his massage, sliding his
hands lower down my back, sending multiple sensations throughout my body,
making me shiver and shudder. I could feel my muscles relaxing as he rubbed
them, working all the knots out. I was moaning and sighing like crazy at
this point but I was ticklish and when he reached my hips, I felt a very
strong tickle in my lower back and I jumped a little and laughed
"man, it feels really weird when you do that"
"what, that?" he said applying pressure on my hips, giggling
"no, no, no stop, go back up"
"ok" he laughed again still slowly sliding his cock in and out of me.
"uhmm, your ass feels so good, so warm and soft!" he started to speed up
a little, giving me nice, full strokes, his hands still on my shoulders. His
cock started to plung in and out of my hole, and I couldn't help but moan
loudly each time he reentered me. It felt really good but after a few
seconds of that he stopped and slid out of me
"did you cum?" I asked puzzled cos I really didn't want this to be over
yet.
"no!"
"oh, good, you scared me here for a sec"
"turn around on your back"
"ohhh I liked it that way, it felt great"
"come on, I want to see you" he said forcing me to turn around by tickling
me
"Who were you seeing before anyway?" I kidded
I lay on my back, put one of my hands in my hair, grabbing them and I
started to stroke my cock with my other hand as he pushed his cock into me
again, meeting very few resistance this time and resumed fucking me slowly,
looking into my eyes.
Well, I wasn't complaining anymore, being able to see him work me like that
was a real turn on. I could see the muscles of his chest and abs as well as
a bulge in his biceps as he held my legs, so hot. I raised my head a little
to watch his cock slide in and out of me but I couldn't see it properly, so
I put my fingers on each side of his cock to feel it and that just made us
moan and giggle.
There was an intimacy here that was just awesome, everytime we had sex, it
was more than just sex, we had fun. There was usually a lot of laughing and
smiling in between the moaning but today I felt it even more. Kind of like
we were playing, like when we were kids except now we played adult games
hehe
Suddenly we both jumped, as we heard someone trying to open the door by
turning the doorknob roughly
"rob, why is the door closed?" Rob's brother screamed "open it, I wanna
use the computer"
"Shit!" Rob laughed, not moving anymore but still in me
"Justin, I'm busy, go away"
"no, come on open the door"
"No, I'm busy, I'm not gonna open, leave me alone"
Rob waited a sec to make sure he was gone, and resumed fucking me
"fuckin' unbelievable, good think I had closed the door, can you imagine?"
he giggled
"I don't really want to, come on stud, keep fucking me, god you're so
gorgeous" I told him staring at his face, his body and marveling at his
muscles in his arms and chest as they tightened above me.
he was able to give me full strokes, nice and regular for a few minutes. He
was now caressing my chest, rolling my nipples in between his fingers,
making me moan widly. After a while, his thrusts were becoming more
irregular, his moans were more urgent and I knew he was about to climax. I
started stroking my cock furiously, wanting to cum with him
"I'm sorry, I really have to give it to you now, keep you ass tight for me
so I can cum" he moaned and speeded up.
"humm, yeah, is that good? you like my tight ass? are you close baby?"
I asked with the sexiest voice I could manage, remembering he liked to talk
dirty
"yes, I'm gonna shoot, I, ughhhhh" he panted
"yeah, come on do it, cum in me, come on, I want to feel you shoot your
load in me"
"ughhhh" he started groaning, releasing his load inside me and I quickened
the pace on my own cock, jerking myself off. My ass grabbed him tightly when
the cum started ripping out of me, landing on my chest and abs. He took my
cock in his hand, to finish milking the last drop of cum out of me and as
his cock slipped out of me, he bent over to lick some of my cum, saying,
"man, you shot buckets, you're so hot" I smiled and I don't know why but
it made me blush.. He removed the cum from my chest with a towel, and we
snuggled together under the covers, and listened to the radio.
Man, nothing better to unwind than sex, let me tell you!
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We finished the album on time, making the record company very happy ! I
couldn't believe it was done! We had recorded our first album ! It had been
an interesting summer. We had learned so much through the different steps of
the recording. It was an incredible long and difficult process, especially
since we didn't really know what the hell we were supposed to do !
Thankfully, we had great people to work with us and everyone had been really
nice, helpful, and patient with us. Even if we had no experience in
recording an album, we were eager to learn, we wanted to give the best we
could. Our producer was actually really happy with the way we were behaving,
with our attitude toward the whole thing! we were working our asses off,
recording takes after takes until it was perfect. Apparently most bands they
worked with just recorded a couple of takes then stopped to get a drink,
have a smoke or call their girlfriends, and it took forever to get some
proper work done. We were apparently acting quite professionally. Well, I
guess we knew what we wanted and where we wanted to go. It was not a game
for us anymore, we were starting to realize that we were really touching the
dream and we didn't want it to get away
So a few days after the end of the recording, we were sitting in a sort of
conference room at BMG, waiting for our producer.
"hello boys, how are you today?" he asked coming in the room, smiling
"good" we all answered
"ok guys, I've got something for you that you've been waiting for" he told
us enthusiastically
We just looked at him, intrigued as he pulled out a cd from his pocket
"Your First single" he shouted
"oh my God" we all exclaimed, racing towards him, trying to grab the
single from his hands, totally thrilled and excited. He was holding it high
above his head, trying not to give it to us, seeing how desperately we
wanted it and he found it really funny too! Not cool really, hehe
Damon got a hold of it and we all looked at the cover, holding it gently
"niiiice, open it open it" rob asked. Damon did, very carefully
"yeah, yeah ! exactly how we wanted it!" jordan smoothly said. The cd was
completely silver-coloured with the logo we had designed for the band ! It
looked really good !
"can we listen to it?" dylan asked excitedly
"sure, that's why we're here" our producer answered taking the cd from us
and putting it in the Cdplayer
We, on the other hand, still had our eyes glued on the cover, it looked so
cool, so Rocknroll, we just loved it ! There wasn't a picture of us on the
cover but a drawing that had been made by a cartoonist the record company
had recommended to us. It looked awesome and it sort of represented the
theme of the song in a homorous way.
Man, Our first single ! it was such a rush, it was almost as good as an
orgasm hehe, if not better ! Plus the song was really excellent. It was a
rock song, but the kind of rock song that makes you want to stand up, jump
and dance. We were damn proud of it.
I took the box in my hands, looked at it and said to the guys
"can you believe that people are gonna have this in their home, in their cd
collection, ... yeah and they're gonna be like, asking their friends `Hey,
did
you buy the new U-N-I single?"
"AHHHHHH" we all screamed, cheered and jumped, realizing how awesome that
was, absolutely thrilled at the thought of people enjoying our music
"First U-N-I single" dylan corrected
We started listening to the song like we had never heard it before with the
biggest grin on our faces, singing along. It was truly one of the best
moment of our career! Having all your work finally materialized in
something as cool as that, there were no words! We were on the right track
here, nothing could stop us now. We couldn't wait to have the album in our
hands? Actually we did just a few days later. It was just awesome.
The record company started promoting the single and the first time we heard
it on the radio was just completely surnatural. Nothing could have prepared
us for that.
We knew it was gonna air in the evening, though we didn't know what time
exactly so we were all hanging out in Damon's bedroom, waiting. Rob was
sitting on a love seat in the room, his legs spread and I was between them,
resting against his chest, his arms wrapped around me, hugging me tight as I
gently caressed his hands
Dylan was often looking at us and when I saw him stare, I had to ask
"What is it Dylan?"
"oh, nothing! I just, well, I was just thinking that you too look good
together, cuddling like that, don't they?" he asked Jordan
"yeah, that's sweet. Honestly, I think it'd be fucking weird to see you
with girls now"
"I know, I was thinking that too" Dylan chuckled
Rob kissed the back of my neck and I turned my head to the side to kiss him
tenderly.
Of course, Jordan, being the smartass that he was, immediately saw in that a
good opportunity to make a comment "get a room" he joked
"hey, we're already in one, do you mind giving us some privacy?" Rob
joked
"in my room? no way, I don't wanna have to burn it down" damon kidded
we all laughed and I snuggled with Rob again, even making out with him a
little to make the wait more bearable. That was a good feeling to be able
to kiss him in front of our friends, knowing they were completely cool with
it!
Everytime a song came to an end, we stopped talking and listened carefully,
butterflies in our stomachs. The anticipation was killing us and every song
we had to listen to felt like it was never ending and the commercials were
just the worst.
And finally, at exactly 10.14, it happened! When we heard the first notes,
we looked at each other, eyes wide open, completely beaming, feeling the
rush of adredaline as soon as we realized it was our song being aired ! That
was it, the song, the song we had worked on for so many hours, the songs we
knew so well, from beginning to end, on the radio, for everyone to hear.
We listened, so proud, trying not to scream so we could listen to it like
everyone else in the country but when the chorus started, we just couldn't
contain our excitement anymore and we started jumping up and down screaming!
There's really nothing like it!
The song was over too soon, like time had suddenly accelerated just when the
song was aired and I secretly hoped they would play it twice in a row
"my god, this is so weird" rob said putting his head in his hands "I
can't believe I just heard myself on the radio here"
"you sounded great! I'm sure people are gonna go crazy for your voice" I
reassured him, kissing him lovingly and hugging him tight against me
"you know what guys? I think it's safe to say that we totally Rock!"
Damon stated, beaming.
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So to make a long story short, we went back to school in September because
we had to pass our leaving certificate at the end of the year. The band was
taking over any academic thing but our parents still wanted us to at least
pass that exam to make sure we had some academic background in case we fell
flat on our faces.
Dylan, who had passed his leaving certificate in June, registered at Trinity
college in Dublin also to make his parents happy since they believed that he
could only succeed in life thanks to a proper education and that the band
was just a hobby, not a real `job' but he didn't really go to many classes.
I think he just couldn't care less.
We kept practicing throughout the academic year. We tried to improve the
songs we had started writing but which weren't developed enough for the
first album and we started working on brand new songs. It suddenly seemed
much easier after the experience we had acquired in the studio.
And we started performing live during that year. Rob's father, who was now
managing us and the record company organized a series of gigs in Ireland and
we played in pubs or clubs almost every weekend, especially in Dublin and
the area but Ireland not being a huge country, we were able to travel around
the country on weekends. We just usually missed school on fridays or
mondays, whatever.
We even played in London during the holidays in March where we were received
enthusiastically by the media. our producer had told us that if we managed
to crack England, we would be famous, so we were happy with that !
And during the summer of 96, we were scheduled for 20 dates in Ireland and
England.
A small hardcore of friends and fans followed us wherever we played during
the summer and it was fun to see the same faces on the front row. We had a
little fan base here already, so awesome.
The public was always giving us a warm welcome wherever we played, and some
of them even knew the songs and we were happy to see that some people
actually knew who we were and had bought our album. It was very rewarding to
see that people liked our music.
The album was selling ok, it wasn't like number one in the charts or
anything but it seemed to be more than the record company had hoped for. Our
time was spent rehearsing, performing, giving a few interviews for magazines
and radios. We even appeared in a couple of TV shows. We were having so much
fun. It was a year of discovery. I'll never forget it! I think it was one of
the best year of my life, funwise. it was all about jamming, partying,
having fun, travelling around, having sex, and trust me Rob and I didn't
miss an opportunity hehe.
In June, Rob even came out to his parents. Well his mum made him spill the
beans, she suspected and now that I think about it, we were probably pretty
obvious at home even if we tried not to.
And they didn't actually say anything but I wouldn't be surprised if they
had heard us doing it, oops ! they were a little disappointed, especially
his father actually but all in all, they seemed to be cool with it. His mum
told us that when she saw the love in our eyes when we looked at each other,
she could only be happy for us. How sweet!
However, things hadn't changed with my parents. They just didn't seem to
care about me. They signed the papers I asked them to sign without even
asking me what it was, I swear it's true. Well my father did. I told my
mother what it was about, like" can you sign that ? it's a contract with a
record company" and she was like, "oh ok! Where should I sign ?" and when
I tried to talk to her about the band or what was happening in my life, she
just didn't seem to think it was a very big deal. She probably believed I
was dreaming it all, leaving in my own little world, I don't know. That was
just weird. Believe me the attitude towards the whole thing was completely
different in Rob's family. God, sometimes I wished they were my parents too,
... Well no wait, that wouldn't be right, I couldn't date Rob. but still,
they were great!
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And In february 1997, over a year after the release of our first album in
November 1995, we were back into the studio to record our second album .
Yeaaaah ! and this time, the record company was sure it was going to make it
into the top 20, well we shall see !! But they loved us at BMG, they treated
us like gold, yet they were extremely demanding. Basically, their motto was,
`You do it right, or you don't do it at all !' We were starting to
understand all the things we had been told during our first meeting with
them.
Since the end of the school year in June 96, we had decided to turn
professional if you like, which meant rehearsing every day to work on the
new album and actually treating the band as a full-time job. We now knew we
had what it took and we were willing to do what the label was expecting us
to do.
Everything was perfect between Rob and I. We had been together for 3 years.
pretty amazing that too, isn't it?!
3 whole years, without even cheating on each other ... well that's not
totally
true but I wouldn't call that cheating. Let's just say we had hung out in
gay bars a few times, flirting with really cute guys and one thing led to
another if you know what I mean. We knew we loved each other, we knew that
what we had was special, but when you start meeting other gay guys, who seem
to take a strong interest in you, it's hard to resist. We were curious,
curious to see what it would be like to have sex with someone else, to feel
and touch another body than the one we knew so well. The thought of having a
three some with a cute stranger was too enticing not to act on it.
The first time it happened was in september 96, and we were performing in a
gay club in London. Yeah that happened from time to time. Isn't the gay
community like the best public to spot new talents before anyone else does?
they were definitely the best crowd we could ask for, I loved playing in gay
clubs, the ambiance was amazing! they guys loved us!
So we played and of course after the gig, a lot of the attention was
directed towards us. A lot of guys wanted to get us a drink and talk to us.
Jordan, damon and dylan were politely turning guys down one after the other
but having fun nonetheless but Rob and I were totally playing the game and
flirting like crazy when we both focused our attention on the same guy ! his
name was James and boy, was he hot ! Around 3 am, when it was time to leave,
he asked us if he could come back with us to our hotel to hang out some
more! Yeah right, of course, we were not stupid, we knew what he wanted. Rob
and I asked him to wait while we went backstage to gather our stuff and
decide whether or not we wanted to have sex with the guy.
"what do you want to do? I mean, I think it's pretty clear that he wants to
have sex, do you want to?" Rob asked me
"well, if you're up for it, I'm up for it! The guy is hot, and I gotta
say, I'm kind of curious to see him without his clothes on"
"tell me about it! It's just a one time thing anyway. But do you think you
can handle watching me have sex with someone else right in front of you"
"can you?"
"I think in that situation, yeah, it could be really hot"
"well, let's do it then, if it's too weird, we'll kick him out!" I joked
So we went back to the hotel, extremely horny and as soon as we stepped into
the room, he was all over Rob, pulling his jacket off and lifting his shirt
and rob took it off. The guy just looked at him and I swear he almost
started drooling. That was cool to see I wasn't the only one to find him
incredibly gorgeous but it did make me feel a little jealous.
"fuck, I've been wanting to see you guys naked all night" he said, as he
kneeled in front of rob's crotch and pushed his pants and underwear down in
one quick movement. he started sucking him right in front of me and my mouth
dropped open, I couldn't help it .
Rob looked at me grinning, and mouthed `Hot' to me as he looked down at the
guy blowing him
"yeah suck on my dick, man" Rob said seriously forcing James to take more
by pressing his hand on James' head a little and then he looked at me and
giggled silently so James wouldn't hear him. I went over to him to give him
a kiss and I felt James' hands on my pants. He had let go of Rob's cock and
was now working my zipper. I freed myself from my pants and he stood up,
walking with us towards the bed.
We climbed up on the bed and took the rest of our clothes off.
"Man this is gonna be fun, you guys are really hot" he told us
I gave my cock a few strokes and as soon as James saw me do that, he
engulfed my cock in his mouth and I moaned. He wasn't deepthroating me but
it felt damn good, I was very horny and the warmth of his mouth around my
cock and the sight of actually seeing someone I didn't even know blow me was
really turning me on. He started roaming his hands all over my chest,
moaning and when I saw Rob lower his head on James' dick, I couldn't help
but
say "Jeezz!" .
Rob grinned at me as he licked the tip of his cock and started sucking on
him like a pro. I looked at James' cock, he must have been 8 inches easy.
Rob and I had grown and it was funny to see that we still looked very
similar. We were both a little over 7 inches at our best but Rob's cock was
a bit thicker than mine. James was still sucking on me for all it was worth
but I couldn't help but notice that Rob gave better head. That was weird to
actually compare that. I relaxed and enjoyed the feel of his mouth on my
dick.
Still blowing him, Rob started massaging James' ass cheeks a little and I
started wondering if he wanted to fuck the guy. James' stopped him and they
changed position. As james started sucking on Rob's pole, I took James' cock
in my mouth, wet with precum and rob's saliva, it was so hot.
Rob was moaning loudly and I started to hear the familiar sounds he made
when he was about to cum. I went over to him and took one of his nipples in
my mouth and pinched the other one, he cried out "ughhh I'm gonna cum,
ughhh, oh god" james jerked him off roughly and we watched as thick ropes
of cum started to shoot out of him. His orgasm was pretty intense and he was
cumming a lot, his body jerking a little. I lowered myself onto him to lick
his cock clean and taste him and James looked at me, smiling, still stroking
himself.
"come on man, take that cock, make me cum" he told me lying on his back,
looking straight at me, and I immediately started blowing him again. I had
trouble taking all of him cos his cock was bigger than Rob's but it didn't
seem to bother him. I locked my lips tight around his length, sucking him up
and down and he actually started saying
"ohhh, that feels so good, come on, ughh you're good"
Seeing James and I go at it like that, Rob started cupping my ass and he
kneeled behind me and started rimming me as I sucked on James' pole and
stroked my own cock with one hand. Feeling Rob's tongue on my ass was enough
to
send me over the edge and I pumped my load all over my hand and the bed,
moaning
wildly.
Seconds later, James put his fingers in my hair and forced his cock deeper
down my throat "ohhh I'm gonna shoot, yesss" he groaned and I let go of his
cock, not
wanting him to cum in my mouth, I mean I was turned on but I didn't know the
guy, and I began to jerk him off. Rob and I were both staring at him and he
started yelling hard as the cum ripped out of him, the first load hitting
him on his face and shoulders. He continued cumming until his chest, abs and
pubes were covered.
Man he was hot, I guess we had really turned him on here!
A few minutes later, the three of us were lying on our backs on the bed,
recovering, when Rob turned his head toward me. I looked at him and I could
instantly see that he wanted me badly, his eyes were burning for me, not
james, not even sex, he had just cum, but me. And god, how I wanted him too.
Just seeing the look of pure lust in his beautiful, incredible eyes had
given me such a warm feeling inside my body that I was getting hard again.
He climbed on top of me, kissed my lips, lubed his cock, raised and spread
my legs and slowly entered me, his cock hard as a rock. I moaned as he
slowly and lovingly slid his length into me and I exhaled loudly when I felt
that his cock was fully up my ass.
We stared passionately into each other eyes, talking without saying anything
as he slowly started sliding his cock in and out of me, pressing his body
tight against mine, making me squeal with delight. Our lips were touching,
but we were not actually kissing. We were breathing hard and fast and
moaning quietly. I was holding his body tight with my arms wrapped around
him as I tried to raise my legs to make him push his cock as deep as
possible into me. I was shivering with pleasure everytime he scraped my
prostate and I knew that was not gonna be a long one. We wanted each other
too bad, there was too much intensity in the way we were making love. I
could already feel the need to cum deep inside my body and Rob was already
starting to fuck me faster and I could tell by his breathing and moaning
that he was too on the verge of cumming. We kept trying to hold each other
tighter, nearing our climax and I moaned "ohhhh, yes!"
"oh man, you guys are so fucking hot, damn" I heard James say but we
didn't look at him. I could hear him moan but I didn't want him to be here.
Rob and I were making love here, passionately making love. I guess that was
probably a huge turn on for anyone watching the scene but right now I didn't
want anyone to share this with us. But I think james saw that and he didn't
try to join us, there was really no room for him anyway, I would have pushed
him away if he had.
Our breathing was more and more irregular, we could not stop moaning, I
locked my legs tightly on either side of Rob, driving him deeper into me as
his body convulsed and he yelled and whimpered, as he started cumming hard
inside me. He was still pressing his body tight against mine and the extreme
body contact as well as the feel of his cock expanding in my ass sent me
over the edge. I actually felt the cum shooting out of me, not even touching
myself and I came between us, groaning low and long as I shivered and
whimpered, my intense orgasm making me feel almost dizzy. We waited for our
orgasm to subside, trying to breath more normally.
I felt him starting to pull out of me but I didn't want to feel empty yet, I
hated it
"no, don't, stay in me a little" I told him and he stopped moving, but not
before pushing his cock back into me completely.
"Fuck guys, that was the hottest thing I have ever seen, by far"
I looked at James, he had cum again watching us and he was still stroking
himself, his chest was a mess. I grinned at him and looked at rob again. He
smiled at me and we kissed like we had never kissed before. I don't know how
to explain it but it was like we had just realized how much we really loved
each other. Our tongues were sliding over each other so gently and our
kisses were kisses of love, sweet and gentle.
"ok, I'm gonna take a shower , looks like you don't really need me here
anymore ... Fucking hot!" james exclaimed and went to the bathroom. I was
glad to see him leave the room.
Rob was still in me, he was gently running his tongue against my lips and I
whispered "I love you, that was so amazing baby, that was just so amazing,
I love you, every day I feel it more and more"
"I love you too, so much. That was fun with him, but no one can make me
feel like you make me feel. I just wanted you so bad all of a sudden. I
needed you"
"I know, I could see it, I wanted you too"
We held each other for a few minutes, almost afraid to let go, listening to
the sound of the shower, knowing there was another guy here with us but
feeling like we were alone in the world when I felt Rob getting hard again
inside me
"my god, you're not? are you getting hard again?"
he nodded and I giggled "good boy"
"oh man, You turn me on so much tonight, mark. I can't believe how much I
want you"
"I know, same here, make love to me again, please, if you can"
He slowly started to move again, barely withdrawing his cock before pushing
back in. It was very loving, the urgency was gone, we were just trying to
melt into each other now, kissing softly, caressing each other. Rob was
running his fingers through my hair with one hand and caressing my eyebrow
with the other, kissing my whole face lightly and my hands were roaming all
over his strong, smooth back and massaging the back of his neck.
"when James came out of the bathroom, and saw that we were still locked in
a tight embrace, doing it again, he exclaimed
"fuck, you're not done yet ! I can't believe you too, how many times are
you gonna cum tonight?"
What he didn't know was that it wasn't about cumming anymore. Actually I
didn't think we were going to cum again tonight. We just wanted to make love
"Can you leave James?" Rob told him, not even looking at him
"Fuck, you're kicking me out?"
he was putting his clothes back on and I looked at him, my eyes pretty much
answering his question. "well that was nice meeting you, I had fun tonight,
not as much as you did but still" he laughed
"I guess there's no point in giving you my phone number. See ya!" he
said as he left and closed the door behind him
"well, we did end up kicking him out after all" I laughed
We made love for a few more minutes, just enjoying the closeness, until Rob
stopped moving again and snuggled close to me. He went soft, yeah I knew he
was
not gonna cum again tonight, and pulled out of me.
I pulled the covers on top of us and we dritfted off to sleep, content,
satisfied and in love.
So for our first three some, instead of fucking with someone, we had ended
up making love in front of someone. But man, it was a night we were not
going to forget. Even if it didn't go exactly as planned with james, it
didn't stop us from doing that again. We didn't actually go looking for guys
to sleep with but when a guy started to flirt with us, well, we flirted back
and sometimes we ended up having sex ! it was just fun to fool around with
guys once in a while. That didn't change how we felt about each other. It
was sex, not love.
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Again, recording the album was very tiring but we loved working on it so
much. It was april and we still had a least one full month left to work in
the studio, we badly needed to unwind. We had so much pressure on our
shoulders. The label was expecting a lot from us.
Dylan was turning 19 so we were having a party at his place with a few
friends.
We had been dancing, laughing, drinking all night, especially drinking, and
it was not pretty! Now you must start to think I was wasted all the time
but really that was not my style. I usually didn't drink very often and I
didn't even like beer. Maybe that was my problem, my body was not used to
drink very often and when I did, I drank strong alcohol like vodka or
tequila so I was drunk very quickly. Tonight was one of those nights, we
were all pissed but I knew I had crossed the line here and Rachel had too, I
just didn't know how much yet! We were out of control.
"come on, I love that song, let's go dance, come on" Rachel begged pulling
my arm, making me stumble. we started dancing together, even doing a bit of
grinding, just having fun
Rob had given up on me a while ago seeing how wasted I was! At that point,
the alcohol was pretty much controlling my actions and I think he probably
didn't want to come near me just in case I would try to shove my tongue in
his mouth in front of everybody! And believe me I would have been capable
of that, considering the state I was in. But come to think of it, maybe that
would have been better than what I ended up doing!
I was in the kitchen with rachel, dylan, his girlfriend Elaine and some
other girl I didn't know very well and Rachel and I were making some more
punch when suddenly, the bowl fell on the floor. I have no idea how it
happened but it did. We gasped and giggled, looking at the floor soaked with
punch but Dylan didn't find it very funny.
"you guys are so dead" he said coming towards us, looking mad. We looked
at each other and started running out of the kitchen and upstairs, so he
wouldn't catch us, laughing.
We entered his sister's room and locked the door behind us, giggling hoping
Dylan had stopped chasing us, which he probably had a while ago but we were
just too drunk to realize it. Rachel was laughing, leaning against the wall
and I stood in front of her, with a finger against her lips, indicating her
to stay quiet but finding it hard to keep from laughing too.
After a few seconds of trying to stay silent, she started to stare at me
still giggling a little and I started to stare back. We were looking into
each other eyes, breathing hard, still trying to catch our breath from the
laughing and the running when she suddenly put her hand on my crotch and
started massaging my package through my pants. I stepped back a little but
she grabbed my arm and whispered "it's ok, mark, I just wanna have fun"
So I will spare you the details here, but before I even knew what was
happening, she had lifted her skirt, pulled her panties down and pushed my
pants and underwear down as well. She jerked my cock and urged me to put it
in her.
I was stupid enough to stop thinking, letting the alcohol control my
actions, like
most drunk horny 18 year old would have and we fucked urgently, right there
against
the bedroom wall, no condom, no nothing.
Boy, was I gonna regret that!
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to be continued