In this Love & Hip Hop Hollywood web exclusive, AD and Zell get candid in speaking on their sexual identity. When Zell was younger, he had girlfriends and was even a football star. As a lit person in life, he always knew he wanted to play for the other side, and at age 23 he did just that. He’s more than comfortable in the skin he’s in today but still faces challenges with his family. His momma wants her grandbabies and he admits there are times he feels guilty about his sexuality. He’s not gay. He’s not straight. He is just Zell Swag.

AD has always felt she was a tomboy and never had anyone help her make sense of her feelings of wanting to be with women. She came from a different time where “coming out was taboo,” making sexuality a scary matter for her. Like Zell, AD also feels guilty but for a very different reason. The way she’s treated women in the past wasn’t the best but now she’s found what true love is with Moniece. To all the women who AD did hurt, she apologizes.