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“Debate is great for sharpening the mind, but I worry that really skilled debaters might internalize the idea that the point of discussion and debate is victory, rather than truth. In debate, if you encounter a compelling counterargument, you just try to find a way around it.

But you should argue for truth, not for victory.

Really good debaters run the risk of ignoring valid counterarguments.”

Let me be clear … if you suck at debating, you will be a sucky contrarian.

If you cannot debate you simply are an opinionated person with a non-mainstream point of view sitting angry in some office or at some desk thinking everyone is just not smart enough, and as smart as you, because they just can’t see what you see.

I have never had a desire to be angry nor staring at my own non-mainstream point of views piling up on my desk unused.

Next.

I am a self-proclaimed contrarian and … well … contrarians use truth … a lot.

Let me be clear … if you suck at telling the truth, clearly & concisely & unequivocally, you will be a sucky contrarian.

Truth is at the core of being a successful contrarian. Contrarians, simply by offering a contrary thought, find themselves constantly on the defensive defending the thought. This happens even if you go on the offensive. This happens because … well … contrary ideas & thoughts feel a little less comfortable, less familiar and more risky therefore people will inherently want to pick it apart. There is where ‘false’ haunts a contrarian. One falsehood is not just one falsehood. One falsehood implies others are there only yet to be found. If you cannot be an unequivocal truth teller you are simply a peddler of possibilities … and, well, true contrarians thrive on making possibilities realities.

I have never had a desire to be angry nor staring at my own non-mainstream hopeful possibilities piling up on my desk unused.

All that said.

When I saw the quote I opened with I had to sit back a little and think … think about how, as a contrarian, debate is used or not used.

Many contrarians focus on what I would call ‘the bookends’ — what their idea/thinking is and the ultimate outcomes — and judge themselves on that <and far too often dismiss counter thinking offered that changes the contrary thought>.

It is quite possible we contrarians <as well as many other people> should focus on ‘how they play the game’ … or how they debate … because I frankly don’t give a shit what you preach nor whether you eventually benefit from what you preach as long as what you preach is grounded in integrity & fair play & truth, what you actually do and how you behave is grounded in integrity & fair play & truth and what you preach isn’t just preaching but rather a thought which inspires additional thinking <which means the original thought will most likely look pretty different at the outcome than it did at the onset>.

If you do it right … if you debate it right … then you, and the idea itself, will benefit in that if the idea & thinking gets adopted in some form or fashion you will have done so as an outcome of what you preached, what you debated and how you behaved during the debate.

That seems like a good thing.

But here is where the opening quote really made me think … contrarianism is like a drug. When you have a contrarian idea and it is actually a good idea <and not all contrarians can tell if their idea is actually a good idea when being contrary> you can get caught up in the debate. You can start getting what I sometimes call “horizon blindness.” Horizon blindness is when you are so focused on the end destination and getting to the end destination you treat almost anything said, and any objection, as simply an obstacle to getting to the horizon … possibly ignoring any of the value being offered within the debate.

Even the best contrarians can get horizon blindness. Suffice it to say … the best contrarians can be aware of what is at exactly the same time as where they want to be. it permits some ‘cooperative arguments’ which <a> help build a better idea at the conclusion and <b> some ownership within all involved at the conclusion.

Anyway.

Here is what I think about being a great contrarian <maybe this is my wish list of what I could be>.

Scrupulously fair.

Contrarians have to walk a fine line. They rarely are flippant with a contrarian idea therefore can be dogged in its defense. Yet, they must be fair to the idea, the beauty of thinking itself and what others think & say.

In fact … you have to almost relentlessly be fair to everything else around you … scrupulously fair as a matter of fact.

Not domineering with beliefs.

This is a fine line to a contrarian. Frankly, any contrarian idea cannot step lightly into the fray. If it does it gets suffocated by the familiar, the status quo & the easier path. But the key word in what I suggested is “beliefs.” Any contrarian idea is constructed with a number of beliefs. The truth is that all beliefs reserve the right to not only be challenged but also changed. Therefore, dominating with a belief, in the contrarian world, is just asking for trouble … in addition … it is the wrong thing to do if you truly want the best idea at the end.

Cooperative argumentative dialogue.

The Socratic method <Socratic debateis a form of cooperative argumentative dialogue between individuals, based on asking and answering questions to stimulate critical thinking and to draw out ideas and underlying presumptions>. Every truly good contrarian I have ever met has been a master at the ongoing cooperative argument. They have been adaptive in debate, flexible in the flow and adept at finding seemingly irrelevant factoids and making them relevant at the appropriate moment.

Thinking tutor.

I want to be careful here because this is not to suggest contrarians are better thinkers or smarter thinkers and that they, and only they, can be the professors of thinking. What I am suggesting is that contrarians, in general, do think differently and they see things slightly differently. This means when you do it right … when you debate well & fairly & cooperatively … other people seem to walk away thinking about things in a slightly different way.

Relentless truth teller

One lie, one half truth, one ‘truthful hyperbole … and the whole house of cards tumbles down. Great contrarians are great pivoters away from what they do not know. what I mean is that instead of offering a ‘lie’ <falsehood> when faced with not knowing something they typically place an “I don’t know” on the table and pivot to a “but here is what I do know” and place a truth on the table where the “I don’t know” used to be. Key to what I just shared is a slavish attachment to truth … even at the expense of an “I don’t know.” contrarians realize the game being played is chess and you will sacrifice a piece rather than imperil the entire board.

That’s it.

When I saw the quote I opened with I loved the nuance in the description of debate … and made me think that maybe we, in business, misuse the concept. we may really debate in business … and maybe we shouldn’t be debating. Maybe we should be arguing for truth, not for victory.

“As humans, we tend to search for reassurance in all the wrong places.”

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ke-ndallgrace

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“We believe in the wrong things. That’s what frustrates me the most. Not the lack of belief, but the belief in the wrong things.

You want meaning? Well, the meanings are out there. We’re just so damn good at reading them wrong.”

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Rachel Cohn

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So.

We make thousands of decisions every day.

Okay.

Let’s say thousands of little Life ones and maybe hundreds in the office throughout the work day.

Some of these are fairly inconsequential decisions and some are fairly consequential decisions <albeit telling which is which in the moment, while incredibly consequential, is incredibly difficult>.

What that all means is unless you are a completely narcissistic arrogant asshat you will end up seeking some reassurance at some point to make sure you aren’t a complete fuckup.

But let me go back to the thousands and hundreds.

Why?

That’s a lot.

What that means to most of us in that we do not seek reassurance on everything we elect to do but rather either <a> on things we deem extremely consequential or <b> random moments to serve as touchstones on some reality we are not a complete fuckup.

And what does that mean?

Well.

For the most part we will seek to find reassurance where we believe reassurance will be found. I imagine I could point out that is a slightly warped way to go about making sure you have actually made the right, or best, choice but I will not <because I believe everyone can recognize that>.

Regardless of whether this is the best way to seek reassurance … this is what most of us will do.

Sure.

On occasion you find a touchstone person who you think may offer a real touchstone and you seek them out on occasion – but even that is no guarantee.

Why?

They let you down.

Shit.

I am guilty of it.

Let’s say I have a hundred things to do and someone steps into my office and asks me what I think. My initial internal response is “not what I would do” but as that response weaves its way through all my other internal filters I kind of reach a conclusion that it doesn’t really affect me and maybe someone else will step in at some point and say “that’s kind of a bad idea.” So all I say is “sure” and move on to the next thing on my never-ending 100 to-do list.

Someone sought viable reassurance and I failed them <note: I, personally, try and remind myself that “37 seconds, well used, is a lifetime” as often as I can>.

All that said.

We tend to find reassurance in the wrong places — either from the wrong people or at the wrong time or even with the wrong intention.

I could point out here that the best judge of your own actions is yourself but I will not in this case because … well … reassurance is actually a good thing on occasion.

It really, honestly, can provide some honest-to-god reassurance you are not a fuck up <and this actually translates into better decision making in the future>.

We should all seek some reassurance at some point and … well … we do. I cannot offer much wisdom with regard to how to avoid seeking reassurance in the wrong places. The best I can do on that is just try and make sure you don’t always seek out people you know will give you the answer you want.

My real advice goes to all of us who provide reassurance <which, I assume, is pretty much everyone>.

Assume everyone seeks reassurance at some point them, well, at some point not only will you seek reassurance but someone will seek you out for reassurance.

Look.

I tell people all the time that decisions and choices are not really like crossroads where paths diverge but rather they are more like black holes. Almost every decision you make is like stepping into some form of black hole. You may be fairly sure about what resides on the other side of the black hole let alone what is actually in the black hole … but you cannot be 100% sure.

Let’s say your confidence, surety, is somewhere between 5% and 90% <and you try and avoid the 5%’s as often as you can>.

Uhm. That’s a big gap.

But that is what it is.

If you buy what I just offered you then you, as someone who provides reassurance, should be seeking to make the black hole as small as it can be.

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“This is the best of all things we can do for one another:

Make the dark small.”

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Dean Koontz

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So while almost all of us will seek reassurance in the all the wrong places I imagine it is up to those of us who provide the reassurance to assume to some responsibility. The responsibility to actually make it the right place.

I am fairly sure someone is gonna send me a note and say that I am putting too much faith in people to do the right thing and care when they need to care and pay attention when they should pay attention and not be too much of asshat to always just push their own point of view … and they may be right.

But what I am 100% confident in is that 100% of us seek some reassurance at some point.

And I am fairly sure 100% of us would like the person providing the reassurance to have our welfare as their priority when providing the reassurance.

And, if that is so, I am fairly sure we understand the concept of we tend to get what we give.

“Celebrity is the chastisement of merit and the punishment of talent.”

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Emily Dickinson

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Celebrities almost seem like they can’t win.

If they are smart, they get dismissed as some airhead out of touch overpaid cretin.

If they are silent, people wonder why they don’t use their situation to further some causes.

Even if they are not so smart and sincerely make an effort to do the right things and stand up for the right things, they are called disingenuous & hypocrites.

Sigh.

How unfortunate.

Maybe it’s because throughout my college years I rubbed elbows with dozens and dozens of musicians, athletes, actors and ‘stars’ in Los Angeles that I have never really understood the whole star struck thing … just as I have never really understood the dismissal thing.

…… dispersion of general population/people ……..

I have always found them to be … well … people. I have found them to be representative of the general ‘intellectual to idiot’ dispersion of the total population – for every one intellectual there would most likely be two idiots <and the bulk lying somewhere in between>.

I have found them delightful, disappointing, dicks, charming, offensive, insightful, vapid and interested in only their craft as well as interested in everything.

Basically they are you & I with a different career.

That said.

When a celebrity speaks I listen … just as I do with everyone else.

If they have something meaningful to say … I appreciate it <do not dismiss it>.

If they have only meaningless drivel to say, I ignore it <but I don’t damn the entire celebrity world for one cretin’s words>.

I say all that because when celebrities get it right … they really get it right.

And I think that is because of who they are and what they do and where they are <in a brighter spotlight than most of us will ever encounter>.

Let me share two completely different “got it so right I wish I could shake their hands.”

First.

Harry Styles. One of the boys in the boy band One Direction. Embarrassingly I couldn’t have told you which one he was until I googled him.

But now I got him pictured.

Anyway.

He is doing a solo album and he was asked if he feels any pressure to cater his solo career to an older, more adult crowd rather than to the typical One Direction young female audience.

Who’s to say that young girls who like pop music – short for popular, right? – have worse musical taste than a 30-year-old hipster guy?

<the second quote is spectacular … the kind of thing we wish all our 20something sons would say>

He is 23. He has been wildly globally popular since he was 17. He has more money than 99% of us will ever see. And he got it right. He got it right twice in one interview.

I won’t buy his album <nor any One Direction albums> but I will most likely listen to him a little more closely in the future.

We should wish all our young men had such a good role model.

Second.

David K. Harbour. He is in some show named Stranger Things which I have no clue what it is about but was embarrassed to find out that I have actually used some gifs in some of my posts from the show itself.

Anyway.

He gave a fairly passionate speech at some awards show right after the first Trump travel ban announcement.

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No society, not even one as rich and fortunate as the United States has been, is guaranteed a successful future. When early Americans wrote things like “Eternal vigilance is the price of liberty,” they did not do so to provide bromides for future bumper stickers. They lived in a world in which authoritarian rule was the norm, in which rulers habitually claimed the powers and assets of the state as their own personal property.

“I would just like to say, in light of all that’s going on in the world today, it’s difficult to celebrate the already celebrated Stranger Things, but this award from you who take your craft seriously and earnestly believe, like me, that great acting can change the world is a call to arms from our fellow craftsmen and women to go deeper. And through our art to battle against fear, self-centeredness and exclusivity of our predominately narcissistic culture and through our craft to cultivate a more empathetic and understanding society by revealing intimate truths that serve as a forceful reminder to folks that when they feel broken and afraid and tired they are not alone.

We are united in that we are all human beings and we are all together on this horrible, painful, joyous, exciting and mysterious ride that is being alive.

Now, as we act in the continuing narrative of ‘Stranger Things,’ we 1983 midwesterners will repel bullies. We will shelter freaks and outcasts, those who have no home. We will get past the lies. We will hunt monsters and when we are at a loss amidst the hypocrisy and the casual violence of certain individuals and institutions, we will, as per Chief Jim Hopper, punch some people in the face when they seek to destroy the weak and the disenfranchised and the marginalized. And we will do it all with soul, with heart, and with joy. We thank you for this responsibility.

Thank you.”

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Stranger Things acceptance Speech

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First.

Spectacular. And spectacularly right on all issues.

Second.

But what puts this one on the Bruce “celebrity got it right’ list is the fact he wove in all the regular hollow snide remarks we make about his industry within his speech … acknowledging what he is part of and all the while acknowledging what any moral, ethical, upstanding American citizen should feel & believe.

It wasn’t preaching but rather explaining the issue and how his career and industry can impact the issue. And you know what?

By doing that he permitted people who actually listened to think for a minute …. “hmmmmmmmmmm … why couldn’t I do that also?”

I seriously doubt I will ever watch Stranger Things but he reminded me I shouldn’t tune out a celebrity, an actor or actress, an athlete or any ‘star’ because … well … sometimes they get it right.

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“We humans are naturally disposed to worship gods and heroes, to build our pantheons and valhallas. I would rather see that impulse directed into the adoration of daft singers, thicko footballers and air-headed screen actors than into the veneration of dogmatic zealots, fanatical preachers, militant politicians and rabid cultural commentators.”

“The trick to negotiation was to hold all the cards going in and, even if you didn’t, to try to look as though you did.”

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Eoin Colfer

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Well.

I was embarrassed this week.

I was also mortified this week.

I have run companies.

I have managed large groups of people.

I have met some of the best CEO’s imaginable.

I have discussed large organization culture, behavior alignment and strategic positioning.

I have been involved in some fairly complex and contentious multi-million dollar business negotiations.

I have seen some bad … and mostly have seen some good.

But what I have seen , 99% of time, were crafty negotiators and solid negotiation skills where a ‘win’ was always sought and an understanding that the other side also needs some version of their ‘win’ in order to have both sides walk away from the table invested enough to insure an ongoing successful deal.

That said.

I was embarrassed to see how Donald J Trump showed an America, whose population mostly does not have my experiences, what ‘negotiating’ looked like.

I was mortified to think that America, who watched Donald J Trump as the healthcare ‘art of the deal’ negotiator, would start thinking that is how business is conducted at the C-level in business.

Frankly, after that performance I could see how any everyday schmuck sitting in some bar drinking a cold one could envision that everyday schmucks were negotiating and managing and leading the everyday large business direction.

I was embarrassed and mortified because this is not the way a real CEO negotiates and makes a deal.

I was embarrassed … and I imagine a shitload business people, better than I am, were also embarrassed.

While he showcased a laundry list of embarrassing attitudes with regard to how negotiating should occur, there were probably two aspects which were particularly heinous:

Carrot and stick.

As soon as I see these words I think “old school 70’s thinker.” It is this simplistic tripe which makes today’s CEO … well … puke. It suggests you can bribe through some false incentivizing or bully through some sense of ‘threatening.’

Today’s business people can see through the ‘incentivizing’ and realize that a bribe is a bribe and the ‘incentive’ is a short term salve at best. Short term is for short term thinkers. Good negotiators think short term behavior is lazy <as well as dangerous> and that short term wins have little to no value.

As for threats?

Today’s business people see it and say “fuck you.” Threats provide clarity and inspire clarity to the one threatened. In today’s world a threat empowers the one receiving the threat. Maybe

In the 70’s this may have worked <although I doubt it> but in today’s world this isn’t negotiating … it simplistic bluster.

Look.

You can be tough in making a deal but bullying is never a viable tactic.

You can compromise in making a deal but ‘bribing’ is a fool’s errand.

Words matter.

Words matter maybe more than almost anything else and to believe that a word is simply a word and that a meeting of the minds resides solely in the words said … is … well … the thinking of an idiot <if not a naïve idiot>.

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“We’re fascinated by the words–but where we meet is in the silence behind them.”

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Ram Dass

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Attention to <at least some> details.

Whew.

Let’s be clear.

When you become a leader you know you cannot know everything.

Let’s be clear.

When you become a leader you know you cannot delegate everything <including knowledge>.

And that is where good negotiating resides … in how you resolve those two things at the same time.

You hire departments head, division presidents and specialists to know more than you do on their responsibility. But you have to know enough about what they do and what their knowledge is in order to be able to negotiate not only decisions but to manage the people in negotiation, and the discussions that occur, effectively.

Delegating all detail is fraught with peril and will never … NEVER … translate well into effective negotiating.

But let me point out the three unintended consequences of not investing yourself into the details as a negotiator:

I care.

Without knowledge of details … well … it looks like you don’t care … or at least care as much as most of the other people around the negotiating table. Negotiating is always a dance between showing what you are negotiating is important but not so important that you could walk away. And that is where knowledge of detail gives you some breathing room with your attitude. Lots of detail shows lots of caring … which permits you to be … well … an asshole on occasion. You look like a competent asshole who actually cares about what is being negotiated. Without detail? You are just an asshole.

I am personally invested.

Without knowledge of details it looks like you are skating on the superficial surface of whatever needs to be done. Suffice it to say that if there is no personal investment in a negotiation it can only be about price <or result … not what makes up the result>. This is exactly like a value equation. Personal investment adds value to the negotiation … no investment … no value. And, yes, you can win a negotiation and actually have little or no value beyond “I won.”

I can negotiate fairly <without hollow promises>.

Without knowledge of details all you end up doing is saying what people want to hear, make promises you most likely have no right promising and ultimately … well … you cannot negotiate shit.

Negotiating is never about the win or the loss itself but rather the components of the win or loss. Negotiating is like building a big puzzle … and if you do not understand the pieces then the puzzle will never look right and often never gets completed.

Lastly.

What makes great negotiators great negotiators is consistent personal responsibility. That is at their core because great negotiations revolve around some semblance of trust — trust of each other with a win and trust of each other in loss. Great negotiators know that negotiating is not a transactional career … it is an ongoing resume of activity. The chain of activity <and the value you have earned as a negotiator> is broken the moment the negotiator doesn’t assume personal responsibility for the good & the bad.

Donald J Trump solidified my embarrassment last Friday when he said … “I would love to see it <Affordable Healthcare> do well, but it can’t.”

Donald J Trump is basically suggesting he is willing to fuck America.

Great negotiators don’t take their ball and go home if they lose. Rarely is a negotiation the final word on anything. And it is certainly not the final act in the negotiated play.

In fact … both the Obama administration and the Clinton campaign proposed a slate of improvements <some of which Republicans actually like> to alleviate some of the affordability issues.

This would suggest “it can.”

And this would also suggest that of a negotiator said “it can’t” then … well … they were either not negotiating or they shouldn’t have been involved in the negotiation.

Oh.

And if Donald J Trump was actually a good negotiator he would already know that the bill he was “100% supporting” actually has some of these components within it.

I was embarrassed by the so called ‘negotiating’ and the ‘art of the deal’ ineptness. I have read the Art of the Deal and it is like The Secret <another heinous excuse of a life/business guidance book> for negotiating – scraps of good ideas typically amplified into some tritisms and the rest bullshit.

………. mortified and embarrassed by Trump so-called negotiating ………

I was embarrassed as a business guy watching a business guy being so inept at a moment in which we demand competency.

And I am now mortified that our so-called President & negotiator ‘par excellence’ would not want to proactively help Americans.

To be clear <attention Donald J Trump> … our national health plan is no long Obamacare … it is simply our health insurance system <of which he is responsible for>.

You know.

I believe in some hybrid version of universal healthcare in America <a hybrid system because America is not Europe and we have always created a solid capitalistic-socially beneficial system when driven to do so>.

I do so not because I am European, a bleeding heart liberal, a socialist or even because I believe it is the right of everyone to have healthcare but rather because I have run a company.

A healthy employee base is happier, shows up more often <less absenteeism>, is more energetic and, ultimately, more productive.

I have to envision the same logic applies to a citizenry <and add in the component that a healthier unemployed base is more likely to become employed … and a healthier poverty base is more likely to get out of poverty>.

Yes. These are not empathetic reasons … these are pragmatic reasons. These aren’t some simplistic “insurance will be cheaper and everyone will have it and we will not let people die on the streets” type reasons. This is about opportunity, equality and productivity. This is about maximizing the productivity of America.

It would seem to me that our so-called business President would recognize that all his job promises and economic growth promises and even his empty promises to the poor and inner cities would be more likely to succeed and the people able to contribute if they were happy and healthy.

Our current health care plan is far from perfect … but fixable.

Our current President is even farther from perfect … and I am not sure he is fixable.

All I really know is that this past week what America saw as “how great negotiating is done” is not how 99% of senior business people negotiate. It is much better than that.

It was embarrassing to watch.

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Postscript:

While I do not support a full ‘repeal & replace’ option I do understand what the true supporters <the ones who want to create a policy not simply make a political point> desire. If I were a business president who actually liked winning and proof of results here is what I would have done:

I would have shown everyone my desired end state of the market, services provided and what people would have.

I would have then made a full repeal of Affordable Healthcare Act. 100%. Immediate. Now.

I would have created a 2 year transition plan to show how I would bridge where we are now and where we want to go and insure people would not be ‘left behind’ but offered a path across the bridge.

I would have created all the backroom deals with the insurance companies and laws to insure everyone knew the rules of engagement and rules of desired results <and shred some of that with the people so that insurance companies also assumed some responsibility>.

I would have stated that my plan was to have everyone off that bridge in two years, and in the 4th year of my administration we would report on the state of the market, state of the services provided and a report card on how well insurance companies had fulfilled their responsibilities to the people.

“At any given point you have the power to say, this is not how the story is going to end.”

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Anonymous

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Well.

I sometimes believe one of the toughest games we play in life is the tug of war between reaching and settling.

Shit.

We do it on business all the time.

“What is our reach goal? … okay … let’s make it a little more realistic.”

Uhm.

Is that a reach goal or a settling goal?

Every day and in almost every situation not only are you mentally, as an individual, assessing ‘reach’ versus ‘more certain attainment’ <which is an evil version of settling> but everyone around you is sending conflicting signals – we want to reach a little farther than we think we are capable of … oh … but not too far.

WTF.

You either reach far or you don’t.

You either set a settling goal or you don’t.

But, for fuck’s sake, don’t make my head hurt more than it has to on some decisions and choices because you want to feel like ‘we have pushed the limits’ in some false way.

Look.

I’m not suggesting this is easy. Our natural temptation is to settle for a little less than a true reach because then we are more likely to meet expectations and less likely to be disappointed. I would guess <no research to back this up> we settle in some form or fashion 90% of the time.

And I really cannot argue with doing shit this way.

It is simply a tactic to maintain our sanity as we attempt, in reaching our desires & dreams, to limit the roll of the dice between chance & choice. We do so because we know disappointment lurks around every corner of every choice we ever make.

And, let’s be honest, the disappointment can show up in so many frickin’ ways it almost seems like meeting a reach expectation comes only in black & white … while disappointments can show up in a myriad of colors <a reverse of how it should and actually is>.

I would like to note here that it really doesn’t help that we constantly get crap advice like this: ‘I encourage people to create something that ONLY you understand. That ONLY you get, because that can make you feel like you have some sort of purpose.’

I absolutely buy the fact a reach goal should be personal or at least contain some aspect of personal so that it just isn’t some bland milestone objective someone else has pointed you at.

But.

Well.

If you are gonna reach for something, truly reach, part of the prize at the end of the reaching isn’t holding something that only you ‘get’ but rather something you have gained that others also see value in.

You want something that … well … covers you in colors that others can see.

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“And now I’m covered in the colors”

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Halsey

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And maybe that is where settling really screws us.

We don’t reach far enough to access the true colors to cover our achievements in to make it worth looking at over and over again.

Regardless.

We live in an achievement and outcomes world.

While we talk a good game with regard to good character and humanity and ‘purpose driven’ passions … almost within the first 5 minutes of any discussion you are gonna get “what do you do” and “what have you done.”

If all you can do is talk about “reaching shit” then … well … you are useless as a non-achieving dreamer.

But.

If you can point out a string of specific outcomes and achievements most people don’t ask or wonder if they were easily attainable or the fact you attained them was because you had ‘settled for something less than a reach’ … all they do is think of you as a useful achieving productive person.

And therein lies the horrible fate of ‘reaching.’

While we hate the fact that meeting the expectations of others means something … well … it means something.

We can try to live a Life not worrying about other people and their expectations but unless our ‘doing compass’ miraculously always points us in the right direction and … well … unless our ‘reach’ is impeccably judged correctly every time and … well … unless the cat’s cradle web of choice & chance happens to fall into perfect symmetry … well … we are doomed to have to face someone’s expectations at some point.

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“It’s time for you to live your own life without worrying about the expectations of others.”

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Unknown

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Every day we get tugged side to side … reach or settle.

Every.

Frickin.

Day.

Here is what I know.

If you settle for everything, your story will be illustrated in the blacks & whites of certainties, achievements and outcomes. You will try and color the black & whites in some odd colors to spruce them yup but … sigh … they are black & white.

If you never reach for anything, you will end you story with chapters of regrets and ‘’what ifs.’ You will have touched only grays and your access to ‘colors’ will be limited.

If you reach for something and fall short you story will have two key chapters … the first is one filled with the failure to reach & the disappointments … the second is written by how you react to the reach disappointment – avoid future disappointment or seek to try & do better.

If you reach for something, and get it, well … you will never be the same again. You will have touched colors and seen that life is much more than black and white.

Please.

Don’t anyone read anything too much into the ‘what I know’ portion because while the last one I wrote sounds exactly like what everyone wants … there are no guarantees in Life.

Reaching comes with a cost.

Settling comes with a cost.

And sometimes the cost is not dictated by you but rather by some choice & chance metric <which you have little control over>. And sometimes the prize, the benefit, can only be seen by you <a different version of cost>.

I imagine all I really know for sure is that, in general, we settle for far too little far too often.

“Some people think they have discernment when actually they are just suspicious.

Suspicion comes out of the unrenewed mind; discernment comes out of the renewed spirit.”

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Joyce Meyer

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“Distrust is like a vicious fire that keeps going and going, even put out, it will reignite itself, devouring the good with the bad, and still feeding on empty.”

―

Anthony Liccione

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“So it is with minds. Unless you keep them busy with some definite subject that will bridle and control them, they throw themselves in disorder hither and yon in the vague field of imagination … and there is no mad or idle fancy that they do not bring forth in the agitation.”

―

Michel de Montaigne

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Suspicion is the nefarious agent sneaking around our house trying to break in.

Now.

I am not above being suspicious of a variety of things and a variety of situations.

However.

Suspicion of guilt.

Suspicion of rigged.

Suspicion of … well … something happening beyond your control.

Suspicion that some cabal running the world.

Suspicion that some coworker talking behind your back.

Suspicion that some thing, or things, constantly working in the background keeping you from getting to where you believe you should be able to go.

Suspicion that something is going on that you cannot ever see or hear … you just ‘know’ it is so.

Suffice it to say … suspicion is an insidious little bastard which is far too comfortable on the couch in your mind.

Suspicion sips from a cup holding little evidence.

Some may just have some ‘gut feeling’ <another insidiously mostly wrong aspect of ourselves called ‘instinct’ – more often wrong than right> and some may tenaciously hold on to some minor subtle aspect of Life as proof of suspicion.

Where suspicion is truly insidious is in its success rate. While suspicion is, generally speaking, right maybe less than 10% of the time … that 10% increases the overall feeling ALL the time of … that everything merits suspicion … and that insidious little bastard keeps whispering in your head … “it could be’.

Look.

A society, and the individuals who make up that society, really only have one of two choices.

“A little bit of suspicion is a dangerous thing; a drop from a pipette of poison into a bucket of otherwise clean water.”

―

Bella Pollen

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I am not suggesting blind naiveté. But I am suggesting that living Life suspicious of everything sounds like a fucking miserable Life. Not just a life threaded with perpetual dissatisfaction but a Life grounded in overall distrust of anyone and anything.

That, my friends, sounds fucking miserable.

Oh.

And I don’t buy the is part of the whole bullshit point of … “well, this is just part of growing up.”

That is complete and utter bullshit.

It is a bullshit excuse to take the easy way out.

A society based on trust and innocence before guilt is hard. It is difficult. And it is fraught with peril and the possibility of disappointment.

But what a dark and sad world if we view the alternative. What a miserable view of Life if we cock our head askance and think of everything as untrustworthy or guilty of everything <or something>.

Suspicion is poison.

It is poison to joy, to a fuller Life, to the possibilities of unfettered trust met and unfettered over delivered expectations <rather than lowered bars of trust and expectations being met>.

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“That was when it was all made painfully clear to me. When you are a child, there is joy. There is laughter. And most of all, there is trust. Trust in your fellows. When you are an adult…then comes suspicion, hatred, and fear. If children ran the world, it would be a place of eternal bliss and cheer. Adults run the world; and there is war, and enmity, and destruction unending. Adults who take charge of things muck them up, and then produce a new generation of children and say, “The children are the hope of the future.”

And they are right.

Children are the hope of the future. But adults are the damnation of the present, and children become adults as surely as adults become worm food.

Adults are the death of hope.”

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Peter David

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And here is where that nefarious agent really is sneaky. Research certainly shows that, for the most part, people tend to be fairly trusting. But suspicion is sneaking into our overall trusting nature. It is kind of like building a trap door … directly under where you are standing.

This means you view the world with eyes desiring to trust but are grounded on suspicion. That means you inevitably question everything before trusting or deciding on innocence. That means we don’t really trust and believe innocence first … we view suspiciously before attaching the positives.

Here is the major problem with that.

Research also shows that suspicious people are NOT better at reading the situation properly. That is because suspicious people are, overall, just more negative/cynical therefore they are more likely to notice problems WHEN they really exist but attach problems more often when they do NOT exist.

On the other hand … trusting people tend to see the truth better than suspicious people <and a little slower on recognizing the lies>.

My real point?

Research states that neither the trusting nor the suspicious are particularly good at reading the situation … just biased in different directions.

The truth is that accurately detecting deception isn’t based on any skill. It is based on making the right guess.

Trusting people are better at spotting the truth.

Suspicious people are better at spotting lies.

Look.

I would suggest that being ridiculously good at living Life means setting suspicion off to the side and approach things and people with a trusting attitude.

Why?

Well.

The easiest answer is that you will have a tendency to attract trustworthy people. Good people, trustworthy people, like to be trusted and not have to prove their trustworthiness. It gets tiring to address unmerited suspicions.

The other reason?

Time and time again … if you truly look at Life in a black & white way <not rise colored glasses> you will find little evidence for true institutional corruption or something that merits suspicion.

The other way for me to suggest we view this … is to examine the places in which there are the highest levels of suspicion … and where you will find little truth worthy of suspicion, mostly just speculation <or “smoke” as some people call it> and no real fires.

In fact … it is more likely our suspicion creates what it suspects <similar to see what we want to see> then it actually uncovers anything.

But, you know what?

Who cares?

Yeah.

I know.

Someone will immediately send me an email talking about my naiveté and point out dozens of example for which suspicion actually had some merit.

That is not the point.

Nowhere in a true democracy and in a society in which we are reliant upon “we” doing shit together is there room for a relentless thread of suspicion.

It becomes an agent of … “not doing.”

For where is the motivation to do shit … let alone trust the “we” to get shit done if you are constantly suspicious of some nebulous ‘we’?

“In a big democracy like this, a diverse country like this, it all comes down to what the people say,” Obama recently said “our democracy doesn’t work if we spend all our time just demonizing one another. Progress requires compromise, even when you’re right, but we should try to conduct ourselves with basic honesty and decency and big-heartedness.”

Uhm.

That sounds good, doesn’t it?

And … well … nowhere in there did I see the word “suspicion.”

Aw.

This isn’t about the election and this isn’t about any particular candidate nor is this about any particular person or situation.

This is more about what I wrote in ‘innocent until proven guilty.’

In this case it is ‘trust before suspicion.’

Life isn’t about “I” … inevitably it is about “we.”

And “we” doesn’t exist … well … certainly doesn’t exist as a viable productively efficient and effective “we” … if it is constantly barraged by suspicion.

We all … society as a whole … needs to get our shit together with regard to suspicion. We need to deport the nefarious agents so that we can work together with some healthy trust that we can get shit done with some compromise, a lot of hard work … and … well … a good healthy attitude toward each other.

The difference with writing online is that … well … whatever you are, or are not, becomes part of the public domain and public opinion.

I have been called a pseudo intellectual <I am not>.

My writing has been called a “painful read” <it is on occasion>.

I have been told I am wrong <when I actually used research and facts>.

I have been told I am right <when I was actually being sarcastic>.

I have inspired a number of ‘contrarian to my contrarian’ rebuttal articles written <basically suggesting my contrarianism was stupid>.

Heck.

I have even been called stupid <of which I will gladly wear that badge on occasion>.

I admit … I am not a writer I simply play one online.

And you know what? So do … well … everyone who writes anything online. And, yes, some are actual writers but without doing any research let me suggest that 95% of what you read online is created by a non-writer.

I will also suggest, without doing any research, 94.9% of everyone online is a critic <the other 5.1% are trying to make some money by publishing meaningless crap>.

To be clear.

Being a contrarian does not means doing and thinking in unconventional ways.

It just means you have a tendency to challenge the accepted, the status quo and the lazy thinking that is inherent and often seen as harmless.

Being a contrarian is more about challenging thinking … your own and everyone else’s. It is more about tearing apart what is known and unknown … your own and everyone else’s.

This point is really important … the truest of true contrarians aren’t stubborn with regard to their own views … rather … stubbornly challenging what they knew yesterday today.

I tend to believe we stubbornly challenge yesterday because, inherent in our weird ‘being a contrarian’ view of things & Life, we never underestimate the importance of abandoning the unnecessary shit. It is also quite possible we abandon some things before their true life expectancy.

This is sometimes a challenging way of life.

Let’s face it … a shitload of people don’t like a reality in which everything created can be logically torn apart.

And a shitload more of those people don’t like an online reality where they can read and see it all being torn apart.

I certainly have found, as a generalization, that most people don’t really think about shit.

Now.

It isn’t that people don’t know how to think <although lazy logic is fairly common> it is just easier to not have to think. It is quicker to not invest a lot of energy thinking about shit … and seemingly makes everyday life look a lot more efficient.

And, yeah, even when people do think … they, actually … almost all of us, myself included, tend to go with the path of least resistance thinking through things in ways that takes the least effort and ultimately reach a conclusion.

I believe contrarians may fight this natural impulse a little bit better than the majority of people.

Regardless.

The one thing I know for sure as a contrarian is that you get a response from other people.

And, I admit, as long as whatever I am thinking seems to make sense to myself … well … I can live with whatever response I may get.

And … whew … the responses certainly vary.

Some commenters love me, some hate me and some just want to send me to some gulag and never be heard from ever again <by the way … that is different than hating … because haters like to come along for the ride and hate on a continuous basis>.

I do note that one of the aligning features of haters and ‘hate ideology’ appears to be a relatively unhealthy relationship with their ‘caps lock’ key.

Anyway.

I will not bore you with a sampling of comments but suffice it to say they either think you are <a> full of shit, <b> a shit, <c> dumb as shit, or — interestingly — <d> look like shit.

I will admit.

I do not solicit comments … and a part of me wants to say …“if I wanted your opinion, I’d call the nuthouse and ask to speak with you.”

But I understand that contrarianism is annoying.

And I understand that not all annoying is created equal <and not all contrarians apply their contrianism as I do>.

Generally speaking … there are two basic types of contrarianism:

There is “shut down” contrarianism.

There is “enlightenment” contrarianism.

Although contrarians may behave in similar ways an American psychologist, Robert Sternberg, points out that not all contrarians are the same:

There’s a spectrum of behaviour, ranging from the person who’s irritated by consensus and bureaucracy, to the type who thinks rules are made to be broken and the counter-intuitive thinker whose intelligence gives them a different perspective on life.

The more creative a person is, the more contrarian they are likely to be.

‘There are also, though, contrarians who aren’t creative, they’re just disagreeable. And there are those who get their self-esteem from being contrary.’

Anyway.

Let me explain my two versions.

Shut down.

Some people reflexively take the contrarian view. They simply say “no” to whatever idea they are countering.

If you say white, the reflexively contrarian says black. If you say up, the reflexively contrarian says down. It doesn’t matter what you say or believe, the contrarian has to inform you (and anyone else who will listen) that there is another–opposite–view.

Oh.

And they like to do this ALL THE FRICKIN’ TIME.

Suffice it to say … there is nothing to be gained by always taking the contrarian view.

This person almost feels like it is an obligation to be contrarian and to always be the devils advocate.

Yes.

Some stupid shit needs to be clearly debunked and … well … shut down.

But.

No one likes their thoughts simply shut down.

I will admit.

Contrarians who rely on ‘shut down contrianism’ are most likely assholes.

They do not seek to inform or enlighten … just to make themselves looks as smart as possible.

That is the definition of ‘asshole.’

enlighten

Personally … I tend to like to use my contrarianism to make myself useful as a problem solver or to enhance thinking <make an idea ‘fuller & more robust’> rather than simply being disagreeable.

This sometimes comes to life in pointing out an exception <but if you do that you are also responsible for saying what that exception means to the idea & thinking rather than using it solely to puncture someone else’s thought> and sometimes it comes to Life in a “have you thought about …?” type thought.

I tend to believe this is more of a troublemaker than an asshole. But good trouble in general.

Anyway.

Whether I am a ‘shut down’ or an ‘enlighten’ contrarian … most people just lump me in with all the other irascible contrarians.

Therefore.

I am kind of used to being berated & criticized by strangers as a contrarian. And being online and doing it simply means a greater depth & breadth of beration <I made that word up> and criticism.

I imagine if you were not used to it … well … it could take your breath away.

People sometimes write shit with such deranged passion & intensity you sometimes sit back and think “are they fucking sane?”

And, yet, these are the same people who, if you hunted them down on Iinstagram or facebook or tumblr, are these smiling milquetoast people with families, pets and inspirational quotes.

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“I am constantly trying to communicate something incommunicable, to explain something inexplicable, to tell about something I only feel in my bones and which can only be experienced in those bones.”

—

Franz Kafka

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Look.

Everyone utilizes whatever intelligence they have to the best of their ability and most likely in some different way than you … and me. I would like to think contrarianism is simply a different version of using whatever intelligence resides in my pea like brain.

What I do know is that contrarianism is always stimulating and threaded with some conflict.

While many people want to avoid conflict, there are braver we happy few who merrily can’t help but disagree with friends, colleagues or experts. We can’t help it because thinking is our drug — some good and some bad..

Ok.

Maybe it is our oxygen.

Being an online contrarian I certainly cannot be accused of exploiting my contrarianism <although several people have suggested I am a troll being paid by some unidentified cabal>.

and while i have been tempted to exploit my contrianism by writing a book i realized one day that my most successful book idea is … well either a 2 page book or an index card:

“Say something meaningful in an interesting way.”

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Me

<author of “the shortest business book ever written”>

And I certainly don’t think I should be paid attention to as well as I am not sure what I write should be paid attention to. I am relatively sure, in most cases, I and my thoughts are kind of beside the point. My thoughts wander aimlessly online bumping into people here & there.

Therefore, I imagine my only measure of success is if any contrarian thing I wrote actually inspires even one person to think … well … that’s all that matters.

The rest is all kind of irrelevant.

I imagine I am really not different from many other contrarians. I also imagine that the following three thoughts which seem to encapsulate me and my contrarianism would be embraced by any and all contrarians:

“always looks ahead and don’t dwell on the past, the best is yet to come.”

“do not go gentle into the good night.”

“I had a lover’s quarrel with the world.”

In the rough & tumble world of thinking contrarians are fairly resilient.

We write things that some people are a little afraid to write.

We censor ourselves a little less.

We see ignorance as the enemy … our own as well as others.

And, in the infamous words of Chumbawumba, we get knocked down and just get back up again.

“The best way to find out if you can trust somebody is to trust them.”

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Ernest Hemingway

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Ok.

Trusting someone.

Whether you really want to view trust this way or not … you have to learn to embrace these two phrases:

– Leap of faith.

– Trial and error.

Yeah.

At some point you just have to accept these or will remain … well … untrusting of anyone and anything.

The truth is we trust shit every day. We trust people every day. Sometimes it is a conscious choice and sometimes it is simply non-conscious … kind of like breathing.

Trust someone to do their job.

Trust it to work.

Trust it to happen.

But inevitably our lives, in every day Life as well as in business, hinges upon the conscious choice aspect.

We stand there on the precipice of progress, i.e., moving forward, and either stand there frozen … or make the leap.

But because this is some conscious decision on our part as we stand at this precipice we start tearing apart the fabric of the entire choice trying to find which threads to trust and which not to trust.

I am not sure that is the best use of energy & time.

Why?

Because inevitably the only way you know for sure … the only way to find out … is … uhm … to trust them.

Look.

I know I am in the minority with regard to this following thought.

I don’t believe that trust “like paper, once crumpled, can never be perfect.”

Why?

I believe trust, in and of itself, is a crumpled paper … imperfect.

I can inherently trust someone to do one thing … and completely distrust them to do another. Does that mean I trust that person or not trust that person? Or is it simply a reflection of the fact trust is imperfect in and of itself?

I do believe trust is sacred. But I also believe earning trust is a job of a lifetime earned over and over and over again. And maybe it is because of that I don’t really see how ‘lost trust can never be as strong again.”

Trust, to me, is only as strong as its current link in the chain.

And, maybe, that is why I like Hemingway’s quote.

The best way to find out of you trust someone is to trust them.

To be clear.

I am not naive.

I clearly understand that this attitude will mean some disappointment. But I would also suggest it offers a shitload of pleasant surprises.

Just as we double our griefs and halve our joys … we have a nasty habit of doubling our disappointments and halving our satisfactions.

And, maybe, because I have the attitude that I do I did exponential satisfaction in trusting someone and having the trust fulfilled versus the niggling disappointments when trust is not fulfilled.

And, maybe, I can live my life making the numerous leaps of faith … the continuous array of trial and errors … because I know that trust is imperfect, people are imperfect and, Life itself, is imperfect.

Yeah.

I know that being disappointed when giving trust and receiving a less than desired response sucks.

But I choose to focus n the times you give trust and you receive confirmation. It reminds you that more people deserve that leap of faith and … well … have some faith in them.

People who receive faith, with no reserve, can surprise you … because faith, when given without reserve, is a powerful gift to give someone.

I am not sure many of us think about HOW we give our trust and the repercussion of how we do it. Because it is often a leap of faith we inch our way into it with whomever we are giving it to … ‘I am trusting you” … “I want you to know how big a deal this is for me” … well … caveat after caveat after caveat.

It is kind of like saying “I am going to trust you … but I don’t really …” not really the most ringing endorsement or encouragement you can give someone before you send them off toward the task you want to have done.

Maybe, just maybe, we should assume some responsibility for whether the person we give our trust to actually disappoints or satisfies.

Maybe we should think we are more likely to get 100% if we give an unequivocal 100%.

The next time you are thinking about holding back your trust … maybe … well … just think about leaping. Go for it. No holding back and no hesitancy … just gather yourself and jump.

“In the universe, there are things that are known, and things that are unknown, and in between, there are doors.”

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William Blake

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“First of all, we must face the truth, and then we can change our course.

We simply must have faith in each other, faith in our ability to govern ourselves, and faith in the future of this nation.

Restoring that faith and that confidence to America is now the most important task we face.

It is a true challenge of this generation of Americans.”

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Jimmy Carter

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I sometimes believe the biggest challenge we face today, as humankind, isn’t climate change, or terrorism, or the decline of civilization … but rather “truth.” Or maybe better said … discerning truth and who to trust with the truth.

In Blake’s terms … I think we have forgotten how to open the doors between the things that are known and the things that are unknown.

And I think that because I believe Trust is no longer a viable measure of … well … anything. Uhm. That includes things known.

I am sure we people have always been cynical with regard to who and what we trust but I would suggest that the larger deeper recessions we have faced off & on since 2001 or so have steadily chipped away at trust.

In addition I would suggest the world wide web and its access to anything and everything … truth, partial truths, semi truths & non truths … has created a massive blurring of ‘what is known.’

Think about it. In the not too distant past we trusted doctors, banks, business leaders, teachers and even some brands or companies.

There were actually people or institutions which could, frankly, do little wrong.

There were actually, role models for success & leadership and those same people were often seen as the trusted sage advisors to troubleshoot whatever societal woes we faced.

But bit by bit, crisis by crisis <whether it was actually a real crisis or not> trust was undermined. And while I could point to the larger effect of the financial crisis as undermining trust with almost everyone in some way … it di not just erode financial leadership trust but rather made everyone questioning & challenging all supposed trustworthy people & institutions.

Bit by bit the subtle beginnings of a wider trust crisis spread to impact pretty much everything.

But this is solvable.

And it is not solvable by running around like a fucking chicken with its head cut off trying to “how do we get people to trust us.”

I think there are two aspects to this.

One to be done now and one to become the responsible of the youngest digital native generation.

Now?

Do what you say you are going to do.

Be consistently & reliably competent.

Do not assume simply because you are an expert and no more about something than most other people that you have earned anyone’s trust in what you will be offering as ‘truth.’ Don’t be defensive but don’t be complacent.

We need to focus on some basic blocking & tackling type stuff.

I think in the here and now those who really know their shit and truly are the purveyors of truth need to hunker down and become more articulate about what they have to say.

I think we need to consistently remind people that some things are ignored because they should be … not because we wouldn’t like how they would impact the final conclusion but rather because they wouldn’t impact the final conclusion in any meaningful way.

In the here & now we need to become significantly better at articulating exceptions are everywhere and associated with everything … and, yet, an exception doesn’t disprove the real truth.

In the here & now I think we have an opportunity to get better at explaining logic and basic critical thinking <and, please … please … don’t anyone suggest that we were better at these things in the past and that ‘education has become dumbed down’ … don’t do that because it isn’t true. We sucked at logic an critical thinking in the past it is just that now we have access to so many more tidbits & fragments of knowledge we never had to become proficient as assembling fragments into some truth>.

Does any of his sound sad? It really shouldn’t.

It is the world we live in and it provides an opportunity to better everyone if we address this well.

If we teach people how to open the doors between what we know and what we don’t know.

In the future?

This is in the hands of those who have only grown up with what they see on the internet – truly the digital natives.

When I am looking at trust scores for anyone and anything today … it is … well … too fucking depressing. Even the most honest, straight shooting and high integrity people & institutions are most likely viewing a relatively cynical opinion of who and what you are.

And this is me.

Imagine growing up in a world where the adults cannot even tell them what is truth and what isn’t … and who they can trust and who they cannot.

That is fucking depressing.

And I imagine the young have no desire to be depressed for the rest of their lives and I imagine even more so that they have no desire going through an entire life trusting no one and nothing.

They will figure this out.

I don’t know if someone comes up with some algorithm which filters out nonsensical conspiracy crap.

I don’t know if someone develops an accepted library of encyclopedic truth which everyone will trust as a viable resource.

I don’t know if someone develops a rating system so people can see a ‘trust them’ rating whenever you view what they are sharing.

I don’t know.

But what I do know is that no one wants to go through Life not knowing who to trust and not knowing what is truth and what isn’t.

I certainly don’t.

I certainly don’t want our young growing up in that environment.

I will do my part in my small corner of the world in the here & now.

Mostly I am in the debunking business. Maybe I am simply n the ‘thoughtful contrarian’ <which is different than just being an ‘irascible naysayer’> business.

But I kind of feel like it is my job to try and keep the doors open between what we know and what we don’t know. And keep them open until someone smarter than I in the younger generation comes along and helps change the course of truth & trust.

‘Restoring that faith and that confidence in trust is now the most important task we face. It is a true challenge of this generation.”

Trust.

The fate of trust is in our own hands.

We will live a life of torment if we do not trust enough.

And I have faith that all people have no desire to live a Life of torment.

“I lost some of my mojo. I don’t know how it happened. I had mojo in college. I had mojo in grad school. I was studying Real Estate Development at NYU, and I remember feeling like there was nothing that I couldn’t do. I felt so powerful. Back then somebody asked me how much money I thought I could make, and I remember saying ’40 million.’

But something’s changed.

Life beat me up a little bit. And these days I’m wondering if I have what it takes to put together a single deal.

I’m not sure exactly how it happened.

But somewhere along the way, all my confidence got replaced by questions. Are you smart enough? Do you have enough resources? Who are you fooling? There was a time when I believed that I could do anything.

Now I’ll believe anybody who tells me that I’m not qualified for a job opening.

But I’m going to start changing the narrative. I’m taking this as a sign from the universe that I’ve got to get my mojo back. “

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So.

I was scanning a tumblr site and came across this post above.

I imagine most of us run across some version of this, bigger version or smaller version, at some time in our Life.

In fact … I tend to believe anyone who actually understands you have to work for happiness, and that it just doesn’t happen, faces this at some point.

Why am I so sure about this?

Because happiness requires work. Because happiness comes at a cost. Because Life, in general, is a struggle between what you want and … well … getting what you want.

Happiness is the outcome from the struggle and the cost you have paid in the struggle.

And, no, this is not any of that insipid trite advice you can find … well … anywhere on the internet.

This is not ‘no pain no gain’ nor is it “if you believe in happiness the <fake> law of attraction says it will come” or even “you’ve just got to want it enough” type happy horseshit.

This is about a real thing … a personal thing – your mojo.

Call it confidence. Call it belief in self. Call it instinctual behavior.

Call it whatever you want.

But it is your mojo.

And you can go thru the pain, you can ‘believe happiness is your due’ and you can ‘want it enough’ but what gets you to where you want to go is your personal mojo.

I say that because everybody wants something. And almost everyone is willing to invest in the struggle to get what they want.

Almost everyone knows that is the cost for what you want.

So with everyone understanding that and pretty much everyone progressing toward what they want … well … what gets you there … and what keeps you from there?

Mojo.

Human behavior and research clearly shows most of us everyday schmucks handle positive experiences well … and negative experiences not as well.

The former feeds our mojo and the latter starves our mojo.

Therefore, our mojo is more likely dependent upon how we handle being challenged by whatever bad feelings we face <doubt being the most insidious> … and how well we are able to navigate the struggles.

Now.

Struggles and your mojo.

Mojo is a tricky thing.

“One of those days” can seriously gouge your mojo.

Or maybe it doesn’t … and it takes a slippery slope of one “one of those days” … and then another … and then another … until you found you have slipped down the slope far enough that all you can see is a darkness of doubt and nothing of your mojo.

But.

I could argue one never really loses their mojo <see Austin Powers as proof>. It is always there but sometimes doubt creeps in and smothers it for a bit. You just have to figure out a way to let it breathe again.

I am not suggesting it is easy and I opened with this quote because while it is hopeful < I’m going to start changing the narrative> it is not guaranteed that this person will refind their mojo.

What I can guarantee is that somewhere along the way … well … somewhere along the way, your confidence, a part of your confidence, will get replaced by questions.

That is Life. That is reality.

Reality steps in front of your dreams and, Life being Life, it knows not to fuck with your dreams … it fucks with the engine that drives you toward your dreams.

And your engine sputters … and maybe it doesn’t run as well as it used to … and maybe, sometimes, it just stops running.

Just know the engine didn’t die.

The engine didn’t blow up.

The engine can still run like it used to.

In fact … your mojo is sitting there just waiting to start up and run another race.

You just have to figure out how to get it running again.

Happiness, getting what you want, getting where you want … is, and will always be, a struggle. But with your mojo … well … any struggle can be overcome and any realistic objective can be reached.

Stop asking if you still ‘have it in you’ after one of those days and just accept that you do have it in you.

Anyway.

What I hope is that maybe one person, just one, reading this post today will take this as a sign from the universe that I’ve got to get my mojo back.”