Since summer 1995 I am a target of hidden harassment which I find difficult to counter up to now.
The stress resulting from this is often that big that I am ill.
The intention according to many hints is to bring me to a nervous breakdown to have the chance for a personality change of mine in psychiatry to their favour, That means to make me work for the German social democrat party.
The harassment happens in all countries I visit.
With this blog I publish a part of my experiences with this.

Monday, March 30, 2015

I had yesterday severe sexual harassment in sleep. Today I had
harassment again but not that strong.
The first harassment was announced by voices.

Monday, March 16, 2015

I had each night in Had Yai heavy sexual harassment.
this brings me in emotional trouble.
I am exhausted, depressed, withdraw from people
because of the recent stimulation of sexual abuse
which people tend to connect on after such
stimulation.
From such ongoing abuse I have slipped often in a
burn out with reduced brain processing capacity,
just slower thinking, less concentration less
brain capacity accessible.I am often discouraged
to address problems also because I feel exhausted
and down.

Intense meditation helped me out of such a burn out
back to reasonable brain performance but with the
abuse going on I fall back in an burn out
again and again

Today I got a message I would have been banned.
I have not been told any reason why this is so I am
sure there is no

Before I had lost my password and tried to recover it.
The service sent an recovery email to my
registered email address but it never arrived.
Also not in the spam folder. I tried this procedure many times
to get an email to recover my password.
But such an email never arrived.

I then just subscribed with another email address
Now I was just kicked out without informing me.
Miserable behavior.

http://peacepink.ning.com/main/index/banned

I expect them to just reopen the service for me!
I won't creep for that!

It is possible that this service is meanwhile controlled by
perps
(people who want to keep the mind control victims victims)

I had this already in another more or less American controlled
mind control groupI got just kicked out because of little things
from mainstream idiots.

Sunday, March 08, 2015

I had strong stimulation of abusing sex which brought me in emotional difficulties during the day. I had such stimulation to a much lesser degree mostly the last time. My allergies get stronger through this stimulation. I can't even sleep on a clean bed sheet without being troubled by them, which I could until recently.