Surreal

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Last night I found myself looking at the memorial day flowers for Josey's grave while I was grocery shopping. When I realized what I was doing, I just about had a nervous breakdown in the middle of Wal-Mart. Really? Was I actually doing that? Sometimes, no, a lot of times I could swear I'm in a bad, bad dream and I'll wake up any moment now. Then I realize it's not a dream. It's my life. **Great Big Sigh**

On a completely unrelated note, our high efficiency washer died on us while I was in the hospital. We have spent weeks waiting for a part to come in to fix it. Yesterday, we were told it couldn't be fixed. So, goodbye to my awesome HE washer and hello to the cheapest one we could get our hands on at Lowe's. LOL When I started on the mountains of laundry last night, Shannon looked at me and voiced his disgust over the noise level of our new washer. It isn't the most quiet appliance, that's for sure. However, it works and hopefully I'll have a clean house again full of clean clothes.