Two days before Christmas..

My boyfriend broke up with me two days before Christmas, wtf!! I'm in pain (just got one of my wisdom teeth removed) and heartbroken (because of this and my dad leaving) going through so much right now, feels like I'm drowning...

I think I've got depression but when I talk to a doctor about it they say I don't.. is there something wrong with me?!?! I don't know what to do anymore....