I just finished watching a movie called ‘the perfect guy’. It came out in 2015. Leah wanted children but her man would not let that happen. So Leah fornicated with this other guy that seemed perfect. The crazy guy promised to give her children. Leah’s decision led to the man she loved and her neighbor being murdered. The crazy man had a fake identity. She never met any of his family because he said he was adopted but she never once met any of his friends, you know, someone to tell her all about him. She kind of admitted that she did not think things through (in relationships). She did not give the man she loved time to change his mind, which he did change his mind because he did not want to lose her but it was to late. She had already let the devil in the door…

Oh yeah, I saw that Roots comes on Monday at 9 EST. Interesting, when I went to record it, someone in the house had already set the DVR. I’m not the only one eagerly anticipating…

*After I wrote this post last night, I was thinking about something. Back when I was in high school, me and my two (girl) friends were over this guy’s house that we went to school with. When we were sitting on the couch talking and laughing, you know, like teenagers do he said his friend was coming over to pick up something. He warned us about his friend. His friend was a dangerous kind of guy and not to entertain him or speak much to him. See when people know how you are, they tell (warn) other people about you. Or at least that is how the Hebrews use to be that I grew up with.

On Shabbat morning, I was talking to a young Gentile in the break room at work. I think (from his physical features) that his ethnicity is East Indian or Pakistani, I did not have time to ask him. I think he is between 21 to 24 years old. He told me that he only has five more months to work. I said, what? I don’t understand. He said my dad is going to buy me a gas station. I know my mouth must have been open in surprise at this point. He continued, yeah my dad bought my brothers gas stations too. He said his oldest brother has three gas stations and his middle brother has two! His dad required him to work in the business world for six months in order to receive his inheritance. I said oh, your dad wants you to value having your own business so that you never want to come back to a job like this. Smart. I can’t lie to you, after he left the break room, I felt jealous. His father set his children up to be successful. Then Yah reminded me that He also did the same for us, set us up to be successful. We were the ones that rejected our inheritance (the kingdom, Zion). And now look at us…always headed to the plantation making the nations rich. Aren’t you tired of being evil, sinning against Yah?

And to think Shabbat morning, I was so upset (mad) about going to work. Yah showed me that there is no where, where He can’t reach me (I thought in my mind that maybe Yah would not communicate with me as much because I am working now). Yah’s arm is long, like He told Moses. Do you believe Yah? (Speaking to myself).

*I think Roots starts tonight on the A & E Channel, if I’m not mistaken.

I watched the season finale of the show ‘Damien’ (on DVR) a few days ago. The MOS raised a dead woman and she was a Hebrew woman too! Lies. You just know that they have been reading the Pseudepigrapha and decided to twist scripture…

Around 4 am this morning, I woke up from a terrible dream. A small black snake appeared to be dead at first then it came alive. I was in a building with many people but I did not recognize the people from real life. The snake was going around biting the people in the building. I was the last person the snake bit. It bit me three times, the last on the right hand. With my left hand, I pulled it off of my hand. A dog came to my side and bit its head off. I have dreamed of snakes before, usually they do not bite me in my dreams and usually some family member kills it in my dreams.

This snake seemed different. It was a small, lightening fast snake. I was told long ago that snakes represent your enemy or your enemy doing witchcraft…you know…voodoo, mojo, roots. I also know that these types of dreams are a warning from the Most High. One thing that bothered me upon waking up is that…in my dream when the snake bit all those people before me…why didn’t I rebuke the snake? Yah gave me the answer after I began to pray. With some enemy dreams, you have to go to Yah and ask for His protection through prayer and/or fasting. This is the adversary seeking to devour me and those other people…

Sorry that I have been M.I.A lately. I am working 5 days a week for the next few weeks. Then I will go back to part time. A sista has been tired. Y’all know that witches and warlocks like cats and snakes. They found a snake yesterday on the property (construction is still going on). One of the employees took the snake home…I say that because the guy that took it home has an unusual appearance, that I noticed the first day.

I was channel surfing last week and I saw the Evans kids from Good Times on the Steve Harvey Show. The lady who played Wilona Woods said that they originally offered the show to Ester Rolle when she played a part time maid on the show called Maude. Ester Rolle would not take the role of Florida unless there was a husband. Ester Rolle said she grew up in a house with a dad and that is what she wanted America to see…dad. I thought that was interesting. I remember seeing on another show, that Ester Rolle left the show because of the sexual scenes that they were giving J.J but they talked her into coming back for the last season to see Thelma married to Keith. The lady who played Thelma said that she and Ester Rolle were really close in real life.

As I sat in my car today, I looked at the mega church across the street from where I work. It-is-huge! It looks like it belongs on a college campus! There’s an elementary school on the back of it. I don’t know…it may even go to the 8th grade. I wondered as I sat, how much money it pulls in a year? Probably between ten and thirty million, I thought. I wonder if the pastor drives a Bentley? That’s the kind of car I would imagine a pastor of that size church would drive. The homes across the street from the church look like upper-middle class homes, to me. I was checking those out too (being nosy).

Last night, I had a dream about being left behind. I was living in my grandma’s old house in South Carolina instead of the house that I live in now. We heard a boom-boom-boom sound approaching the house. It was a very terrifying sound. It was the MOS coming. Only Hebrews live in my grandma’s old neighborhood and they were all afraid. Two little boys, one older than the other and I fled in a big Winnebago type camper, the kind you see rolling down I-95 from Canada to Florida and vice versa. Although I have no children, the youngest boy (with big curly hair/unusually beautiful hair) seemed like my son but that is another story for another day. While in the camper I questioned the two boys on the whereabouts of two little girls, one older and one younger and again the younger girl-child seemed to be mine. The oldest boy told me where the girls were supposed to be so WE TURNED BACK to look for them. I know we are not supposed to go back for anything Yahoshua said but in my dream I seemed upset about the missing girls.

Side note: I have been watching the walking dead and fear of the walking dead and it seems like the children/teens are the most disobedient in the apocalypse putting everyone’s life in more danger. Do you remember that scene in the walking dead where the little boy would not be quiet as his mother told him when they had to walk through the zombies? Back in the late 90s, this guy that went to my undergrad, who became a comedian had this joke that he did on comic view on the BET Channel. He said when he was a little boy he was at the mall with his mom and the mall (here in town) has an escalator. He was playing and acting a fool on the escalator and did not see his mom come out of the store. He looked up and read his mom’s lips, “I’m gon’ whip yo’ @#beep”! The audience laughed hard and clapped at that joke. That’s how Hebrew parents are. Children read their lips (in public) or look at their facial expressions and get the message. My dad had ‘the look’ and my sister and I stopped doing what we were doing. That is how Hebrew children use to be. I hope Hebrew children do not act a fool when it is time to flee.

Anyway back to the dream. I never did find the two girls. As I was leaving, a crowd of people were in our way. The people seemed like zombies. I rebuked them and they parted to the sides and I drove the camper down Orleans Road. I took the camper down the Mark Clark Expressway to camp grounds in Goose Creek South Carolina. Then I woke up. The odd thing is that I don’t know of any camp grounds in Goose Creek. I don’t know what direction Yah will have me to flee.

If you have a daughter, wife or sister please read this: Something that I was thinking about last night or something Yah put on my mind: During the 3.5 years, for those left behind…we women can’t go to the store and buy maxi pads/tampons. What will we do? Did you know that there is such a thing as menstrual cups? Read about menstrual cups in the links down below. They can be sterilized each month with boiling water and reused and washed after being full of blood then reinserted. It can be bought online from places like Target, Walgreens and Drugstore.com, to name a few. You can also use clean rags, if you have them. That’s where the term ‘on the rag’ came from, from back in the day according to my mother.

This morning around 4 am, I thought a family member knocked on my bedroom door. I said, “come in” but there was no one at my door. I thought maybe that was just my door rattling from a family member being up and making noises before going to work. About fifteen minutes later, a tapping noise began. I rebuked the demon with one eye open (because I was still sleepy) and listening for about 30 seconds afterward. I heard no more noises after that.

I notice on these shows about the demons, that the Gentiles say that it starts with noises or objects being moved. Back in the day we use to call our garage door that enters our house from the side, “the trick door” because it always locked one out of the house. Now I know better and that the door did not just lock on its own.

It’s been awhile since I did a book review. This is not really a book review but something that I wanted you to read. I have been an avid reader of J. California Cooper since the 1990s. I stumbled across this YouTube video back in 2009 (just before I came into the truth) where she was speaking about this character in her up coming book. I’m so glad the video was still up a few days ago when I went to transcribe it for the blog. One thing that I have always liked about Ms Cooper is that she gives her characters very unique names. This character is no different. His name tells you that he wants you to sin some. I saw on another YouTube video that she said this demon would be living in a house with a family. She said the demon was bored and tired of being a demon. The demon was bored because he said once upon a time, he had to trick mankind into sinning but these days, man sins all on their own which left the demon nothing to do. I’m not sure if Ms Cooper ever finished her book, sadly she died in 2014. May Yah have mercy upon her soul. The following is the text from her manuscript:

(Author speaks) You guys know that I do not do editing. So this is the first (draft) and he’ll (the editor) will probably straighten it out later. Usually I have a voice (of the character) but I can’t get (mimic) his (Sinsome’s) voice because it’s a different little voice. It’s a sneaky, nasty voice.

(Author reads) He says I do not usually speak to people in this manner. This woman has been pulling and pulling me into her mind and imagination so hard and so long, I give up a little just to come speak to her. Let it be clear that I do not want to speak. I do not want to tell you the things that she wants me to admit. I do it because I do not think enough of your intelligence to imagine that you will have the ability to keep me out of your life. It seems to be just how humans are made, well not made but the way you are. My name is Sinsome and that is what I do, sin. I am a demon and my master is the lord satan. There are millions of us busy demons. BUSY.

Myself, I am more than five thousand years old and I have been working for my lord and master satan almost from the beginning when he told the first lie ever to be told on this earth in the world. I have watched the master perform and work, placing all manner of confusion, problems, wars of all kinds with the help of his faithful human followers, his servants.

I knew them all. All the beautiful, greedy, selfish, self-serving, cold-blooded and cold-hearted men and women of mankind. As time passes, mankind becomes even more cruel. Well, they can search out and reach in more places and have invented even more fierce weapons of destruction, killing more humans at a time. Among my favorites lately are Hitler, Stalin, (Mao?), Attila and I like Jack the Ripper. Serial killers…I love them, the mafia and others of (the like). (Author speaks to audience: I’m not scaring y’all am I? Audience responds: No).

I love to work in the capitals of the world. There is so much fodder there. Corruption is alive and well and spreading in Washington D.C. Washington D.C. is one favorite. A busy place. Well the money…gold. What we do is a job that use to be a bit more difficult in the early days of the world. People had so much work to do to survive then. They could not do just a little (work). Then also so much gold and oil had not been unearthed to excite more covetousness. We use to have to lie, coerce, seduce and induce humans to do evil but now they think of it all on their own. (audience laughs).

Now (or these days), people even write books and give lectures on how to cheat, lie, steal and kill. Many humans all over this earth watch with pleasure even glee the dangers of those they have come to hate because of jealousy, revenge, ignorance or whatever. They really need no reasons. Have you noticed how many crimes are committed for no recognizable reason at all? Isn’t that wonderful and exciting!! (Wow someone says in the audience)

*This part of her manuscript reminded me of that television show called ‘how to get away with murder’. I think this show started last year. The demons are teaching.

Our lord and master satan has many connections in the highest places in the world. Fortunately and unfortunately for you on earth, even the richest, mostly the richest, churches and monasteries and most holy are ours and you worship them. If you don’t believe me, ask (Yah). He gave you a manual (the bible) but you seldom look at it! It’s all in there. (audience gasps).

We demons think the thing that was wrong with the glorious (Yah’s) idea was to give humans a free choice as He gives to all. What He should have done is built in an automatic love from your birth, for Himself and His laws. Man can not be trusted to do the right thing. He did not do that so our own satan took the opportunity to gather mankind to his own glory. He lied but alas mankind cannot be trusted to do the wrong thing either. Many humans, not to many, find their way to (Yah) through love and that is what we demons must destroy. You would be amazed how easy it is to destroy love among empty-minded, empty-handed people. (audience gasps and someone says wow).

I cannot keep talking to you this way. I know you are ready to stop listening, even at this moment. We count on the fact that humans do not like to hear the truth. (audience gasps). But, I will tell you this one little thing that brings laughter to my heart…joy. Mankind is searching in space for a new planet to live on and destroy. Man can now kill from the land, the air, on the waters, everywhere. We urged mankind to want outer space, the heavens so that they can fight over that too. He wants to rule the heavens and also he is desperately searching space to find another planet that man can live on and move from heavenly control. (In other words they want to independent or free from Yah like we have been taught). But there is only this one place, believe it or not. The planet of earth was created for man in the galaxy milky way. It is at the exact place, by the sun, the moon, the waters, magnetic fields and much more of the required elements for mankind to survive. Earth rests right there, even if it spinning because mankind cannot touch it though he live on it. I know they bomb it, dig into it, scorch it and do many things to injure it yet it still survives because HE (Yah) wills it. As for the other planets, you will never see an ocean, lake, river, flower or tree or even a bee or anything else that is on the magic planet earth anywhere and/or on any other planet. I don’t care how long they look for it or how far they go. They are limited, I hate to admit by the Creator of this extraordinary creation.

But they will not destroy the earth until the time comes for life on earth to end. I, even I, tremble at the thought. For I know , we all know, even our master satan knows that there will be end to all this freedom we now enjoy. I’m tired of telling you these things that make me sound as if I wish I were on the side of (the Almighty Yah). If I could make it there, I could, I would but I cannot. So I will have to continue to do the job I have to do on earth… to destroy dreams and lives, to confuse and mostly diminish your self-esteem by leading you to acts that you are ashamed of and never planned to do. Alcohol and almost all drugs are a few of our tools, they almost always were. Satan our lord and we demons cannot read your mind, (Yah) did that to us. But when you open your mouth and we hear you speak, you give us all the information that we need about your weaknesses, your desires, the things you love and the things you hate.

I want you. I want you. I am focused on you. I’m watching you, even when you sleep and ALWAYS when you are awake. I want you. I want big and little problems, confusions and troubles. I believe I can make you hate your mother, your father, even your children. I know what you like and what you crave. AND WHO YOU CRAVE. And sex is practically free, laid out in the streets of the world. (audience gasps).

I have had five thousand years of practice while I waited for you. I personally want you. I do not know what will be in this woman’s book yet but no matter. If the bible did not save you from me, her book certainly will not either. (audience gasps, laughs and claps). I want you.

(author speaks to the audience). That was his introduction. (audience claps).

*Did you notice that the demon told truth mixed with lies or lies of omission like his master? He did not tell that the fallen angels give man tech about weapons of mass destruction, like Enoch told us. He also did not tell that Yahoshua will come to stop man from destroying the earth and from destroying the children of Ysrayl. Also, Yah trusted Yahoshua to do the right thing and He did it perfectly but the demon did not tell them that. We also know that satan can read your heart and put a stumbling block before you (if Yah allows him). Was there anything else that the demon lied about? If so, comment below. This was an interesting read. Right? The demon told the truth about people seldom reading the bible. You have to read the bible, ask a teacher questions and put the laws into action…but the first step is opening your bible, like the Ethiopian in the bible. Then the Ethiopian asked questions of Philip. Then the Ethiopian was ready to put the law into action after his immersing.

*The author used pagan titles and the name of god which I changed to truth in the text.