As 2016 draws to a close (thank God!), instead of dwelling on all the awful events of the past 365 days, I’m searching for new ways to ignite my creative passion, find joy in side projects, and create abundance through my abilities. Sounds lofty right? Well, it really all goes back to my Pratt MFA thesis I recently blogged about after the election.

Martha Graham (above).

So what does this have to do with Oklahoma!? Over the weekend, I stumbled across on Instagram post from the Ace Hotel of a page from Agnes de Mille’s biography of Martha Graham. For those who don’t know, Martha Graham was a LEGENDARY dancer and choreographer who’s artistry is compared to that of Frank Lloyd Wright and Picasso for her contribution to the arts. In the passage, Agnes de Mille had recently found wild success for her work for Oklahoma!, a new musical that became an overnight success. But de Mille wasn’t satisfied as she felt like she’d done better work before that never reached the same success or acclaim.

de Mille states to Graham,

“I had a burning desire to be excellent,

but no faith that I could be”

In response, Graham gives the most amazing advice, which certainly speaks to me as a designer, but is applicable to artists in all mediums. Graham says,

“There is a vitality,a life force,a quickeningthat is translated through you into action,and because there is only one of you in all time,this expression is unique.

And If you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and be lost.The world will not have it. It is not your business to determinehow good it isnor how valuable it isnor how it compares with other expressions.

It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directlyto keep the channel open.You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work.You have to keep open and aware directly to the urges that motivate YOU.

Keep the channel open…No artist is pleased…

There is no satisfaction whatever at anytimeThere is only a queer, divine dissatisfactiona blessed unrest that keeps us marchingand makes “us” MORE alive than the others.”

Martha Graham
( – a letter to Agnes De Mille-)

Amazing right?? The Instagram post (below) literally stopped me in my tracks. I struggle constantly with a feeling of not being “good enough,” or not having an idea that’s original enough. So much so that I typically don’t start anything at all. I’m the one blocking my “channel” .. the only thing (or person) standing in my way is me!

So that’s the plan for 2017, to keep my channel open. Create abundance with my abilities, and return to a state of joy through exploration, making and sharing my work. I hope you’ll join me on my journey!