today i was so backed up cuz of a tire being in the middle of the road and the car it belonged to being on the side of the road. well on teh raod cuz of the curb. it was an suv or a jeep (not sure or forget which). it was red. the car was between 48 and haymaker village.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

i think i have an eating disorder. i never ever want to eat anymore. i never want to snack. i only eat a sandwich at lunch cuz i pack it in the morning because i'm supposed to. i dont snack. i eat dinner but not much.

update: my mom made me eat dinner cuz she cooked. i ate mozzerella sticks at apple bee's. it was a tough time. i didn't even eat much either.

also today we went to bettis. and got there and learned our meeting/presentation was cancelled. then i gave blood. my blood actually dropped for testing for iron. so it didn't have to be spun. then i was going good until i was done giving blood. i ended up missing 2 hours of work. 45 min of that was my lunch. i should have taken a "lunch" anyway even tho i ate at the giving blood area. they even had me have juice and a donut before giving blood when i told them about getting light headed.

then after i ate 2 donuts and a piece of pizza. i had 1 apple juice before and one after. and then they gave me gingerale. i hate gingerale so i only drank 1/20 of it.

is so awesome especially now that i have work to do... real work. sometimes it's a little tough cuz i'm not exactly sure about stuff so i have to ask more questions. i dont want to mess up since i'm the one approving things myself. and making comments back to the vendor myself.

i slept in 33 min late today but was still ready in time cuz usually i wake up at 5:50 to take a shower and today i didnt' need one. and i'm always ready early. i woke up at 6:23 and was ready to leave by 6:39 and we usually leave between 6:45 adn 6:45. my dad was already downstairs eating breakfast and reading the paper today. he usually never reads the paper. he didn't even notice i was asleep even tho i'm always downstairs totally ready by the tiem he comes downstairs.

i went back to sleep after my alarm today. during that time i had an awful dream about my boss yelling at me and stuff. then today on my way to work i realized i forgot my badge. on a normal day it would be ok but not on a day i have to go to bettis. so once we got to work i got the cavalier and came hoem got the badge and went straight to bettis for the tour that was to last an hour. well really it was 2 mini half hour tours and our group was broken up. 25 min into the first one i had to leave becuase i was so lightheaded and going to pass out. i was starting to black out. i left to go to the bathroom cuz i knew they would have chairs in there. i got a paper towel to wet but the stupid sinks were automatic and werne't cold. so i got a new papertowel and went to the waterfountain. that saved me for the 2nd little tour cuz i kept putting it on my neck and stuff. then i got back and had all this stuff to do or to learn to do. i dropped off a security form and my phone to get a new sticker on it. then the interns were debating watchign a video during lunch to prepare us for the shipyard tour. but as of 11:30 when my lunch was supposed to start they hadn't decided so i went walking. but really i was still making copies and caused a paper jam so i was fixing that until 11:35.

i walked at lunch and caught up to the walking club organizers and said how interns shouldnt have to walk as many miles to get the prize and stuff cuz we aren't there the full duration of the club. they said they would take that into consideration but then also said i coudl walk after work. then at 12:08 i returned to the 10th floor to receive an e-mail to say we were going to try the videos at 12... so i e-mail and sy i'll be down. i go down to the 2nd lfoor only to not find them so i go up to 8 to find pat and he's sitting there sayign they decided not to (pat was also talking to him about it) so i didn't get upstairs to actually start eating my lunch until 12:30. at 1:15 when i was leaving to go to Bettis i was still eating my sandwich. i hadn't gotten to any more of my lunch. i was tryign to get some stuff done before leaving. i didn't actually get to leave y 1:15. it was more liek 1:20.

c i was worried about this mornign and my lack of lunch because i was warned our 2-4 thing we would have to be standing. lucky thing was i got to share a chare with this girl. the guy talkign to us told her to take the chair cuz she was in front of me but she was nice and shared it. it was such a beneficial program at 2..the best yet.

then i came home at 4:30ish instead of traveling back to work and getting everything out in time to leave. so while telling my mom about my day i was getting all lightheaded again. the room was spinnign a bit throughout the day and i felt a little clammy. i didn't ever fully recover from this morning. she made me drink juice.

my arm keeps throbbing on and off ht epast few days (like someone punched me). and actually right nwo i have a headache and i feel all tingly.

so yesterday when pat dropped me off after he got out of the car to get my suitcase my mom said "he's cute" then she thought he might have heard and was worried. but she resaid it once i got in the car and he was in his.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Saturday, June 18, 2005

we went to some restarant in drexel hill. it was j.b. dawson. i ate cheeseballs before going so i didn't order a lot. i just got soup and french fries (3.99+1.50) and water. dave ordered chicken and ribs (16.99) and coke (1.99). i got my soup and didnt like it so i gave it to him. but he shared his ribs with me.

Friday, June 17, 2005

friday's was packed so we went to applebee's. it was the worst service ever and then they charged a 15% graduity for us. like it was the worst service by far and i thought new york service was bad. then we went to ed's. it took them 45 min or more to start playing poker. then it was tournament so i wasn't going to play. 9 of them played. yusuf went to applebee's and left after 2 minutes. then he left once we all got to ed's. shreve came drunk. then he drank a little more there. but he was winning when we left. 7 people were left but 2 had very little left. i'm so tired. i didn't take any pictures.

i'm in drexel hill. got in about 11:30 last night. some accident on the turnpike closed both lanes of traffic for awhile. mile marker 144.4. actually i think it was just a tractor trailor that turned sideways and stuff from the rain. it was on the side of the raod by the time we went by. it was like all torn up. weird like if it was a soft plastic and someoen was trying to bed it and it cracked.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

read the previous entry first. i was in the passenger seat in the car. and i only know that street by the diner takes u up to 837 cuz we had to go that way cuz we couldnt get out of the street the way we wanted to go. it took us right where we needed to be. also guy in story w/ with head injury was probably in his 60s. The driver of the truck was also a guy. the truck was like a pickup truck for a business. but it has those compartments on teh sides where they store stuff on the outside cuz of all their work equipment.

so it was off to training today. we had to be there at 9:30. we were leaving early because last time they started early. we missed the bridge to get on 837. we could have gone a different way but felt liek we should turn around. so we did. then we had to return aroudn cuz the onramp is only going the one way. so we pulled into the street by Korner Stone Diner (used to be little nicks... this is on 148 or 5th ave (known as both names)) then there's this truck in front of us. we have to wait for it to turn green. he's turning left. but it's a T intersection so that shouldnt matter too much. The light turns green. He waits a few seconds and starts going slowing and this little red car comes fliying trhough the red light. he saw it comign and braked but it was too late. the front of his car on the driver's side got a littles mashed. but the whole front of the red car got smashed in. glass flew far. and all this liquid started dripping on the road.

i didn't get out of the car at this point but one guy in our car and one guy in the other car got out to see. they saw the guy's (passenger we assume) head smashed into the windshield. he was bleeding pretty bad. right after it happened some black lady came running over w/ the cops on the phone so we didn't have to call..it was taken care of. so then we backed up and went into the diner parking lot. i called work to tell them to let bettis know we would be late cuz we had to give our statements about it cuz the other people weren't witnesses they just heard it and ran out. the cops and the ambulence were very fast getting to the scene. the cops only took statements from the drivers even tho i noticed more details about the light being green and going and the car but o well. I called my manager cuz i wasn't sure who else to call... I only had numbers of a few people in my department. but he didnt' answer; my administrative assistnant answered and wanted to know if i had the number of who to call... if i had that, i wouldn't have had to call her. but i didn't tell her who all was in teh car(s). so she told the intern coordinator and aparently she sent out and e-mail to all the managers of the interns to inform them about it. but aparently i did good calling work and nobody else thought of it.

the cops couldnt seem to find the driver of the red car. i don't know where she went. but we didnt' stick around at all after we gave our statemtns. they wanted to get to a boring presentation. i wanted to find out what they do after wrecks. i want to know the speed limit on 148. i am thinking 45 but it might be 35. the lady was definitely going faster than 45.

btw i've never seen a wreck before but i was close one day on 30 when i had my permit and was driving. but i wans't lookign at the road at the redlight so i missed it.

our presentation ran over. then on teh way back we went to fuddruckers. i got a 1/3 lb burger and couldnt finish it. most of the guys got 1/2 lb burger. one got fries too and a milkshake. one guy got a 1 lb and onion rings but saved half for later. it was a pretty good burger. and i never say that about a restraunt.

so aparently my mom called me at midnight last night. she was one of my missed calls. she was worried that iw as passed out drunk. my mom said to me this morning "how do u fell" and i shrug cuz i didnt' shower yet but she meant drinking. she couldnt fall asleep until i got home at 3.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

i got beer in my hair. i was there from 8:30-2:30. The host puked a bit. I think there was an age limit of 30 unless your wife and kid are out of town (then 31 is allowed). i wish i had my camera. but some guy took tons of pictures and i'm supposed to get them from him somehow.

mikey lived at home. sara was always here. then all of a sudden mikey proposes to sara. her response was "i can't...timmy" but then they are gonna get married. and mommy is so crazy helping them plan. like if she was in the middle of doing something with me or cooking food she would just stop to go help plan. she was helping plan the shower and the wedding stuff. but daddy was making the phone calls to see if a place would fit them in soon like in the next few months. sara was helping bake cookies at one point and was making them all wrong at one point. she was having the cookies touch on the cookie sheet before putting them in th eoven. this was making me sooo mad cuz u don't want all your cookies to touch and have flat edges. but all the time when they weren't planning the shower/wedding, timmy and sara were hanging out or sitting beside each other. mikey would be sitting on another couch or something. i was unhappy about all this planning because nobody paid attention to me.

Friday, June 10, 2005

SmilinColleen: this is so weird. i get invited to a party someone is having at work. he said people from work will be thereSmilinColleen: then today i call to find out of it's afternoon or evening (tomorrow) and he said "evening some people are coming earlier but mainly evening" i said what time's that he said "8-9"SmilinColleen: i ask what to bringSmilinColleen: he said he doesnt know i ask whty they r having. he said no food a keg and drinks

i got my first arm band today for being 21 and allowed to have booze at the bar. she made it sooo loose i could give it to someone else. i slid it off my wrist w/o having to scrunch my hand at all. i didnt' drink any though.

Wednesday, June 8, 2005

so when i drive to work not carpooling w/ my dad. i leave 3 min before him and we pull into the parkign lot one behidn the other (cuz he's stuck behind me) but if i leave a min behidn my dad i get there liek 6 min after him. yet he claims he doesn't speed. and on 993 i go 55 minimum slowing down to 45 on the curves that i'm supposed to slow down to 25 for and go over 50 on 22 where the speed limit is 35.

ok i have this pair of earrings. and the one earring i cannot get into my right ear and yet the other one goes in right away. and then i try the earring in my right ear in my left ear and it won't go in but the earring that wouldn't go in my right ear goes right into my left ear. this should not happen. What gives?

my mom yelled at me for lifetime ruining entire day. i only started watchign itn at 10:30am. i'm trying ot figure out if i can squeeze a shower in on next commercial or if i shoudl wait until 11. cuz i have to dry it and curl it and stuff.

so i'm not sore at all and i ran last faster (so harder) than i did when i jogged w/ maggie a few months ago. and after the run w/ maggie i was all sore. so maybe i didn't run hard enough. man i wish i was sore so it was like i did something.

my mom woke me up this morning to show me her new outfit. that would have been alright if that's all she did cuz then i could have fallen back asleep. then she kept talking to me. then she shouts up from downstairs that i have to close the skylight. looks like i'm up now.

Saturday, June 4, 2005

update: so i went downstairs 3-4 hours after the pictures were taken and timmy points out "his friend" in the corner and tells me how it moved to a different spot and moved to another spot and it was just chilling there.

i slept a long time last night. i woek up at one point and went back to sleep to finish my dream. i did finish it but i forget what it was. i woke up and mommy and daddy were gone. they didnt leave a note. how dare they.

i went ot cafe supreme for dinner (w/ my parents and timmy). i bit into this soft roll. it was still warm it tasted so good. then it killed my jaw and i couldnt eat. then i was eating a cooked carrot that came w/ my meal and it hurt my jaw too. so overall i had about 1/15 of my salad, 1 roll minus some curst, 1 bite of chicken marsala, 1 roasted potato piece. i'm hungry.then we went to oak hallow park to "learn" how to drive the impala. we drove aroudn the park and then on the trail (durst road) then back on nike site . well that was timmy. then i drove and drove on nike site first then back on the trail then half a loop around oak hallow. the trail was THE BEST trip ever. sheep, calves, guinea hens, bunnies, birds, red winged black bird, dogs, the barn house had it's garage door open, deer, killdeer, chipmunk, and probably other stuff I forget. THEN we went and played on the playground at oak hallow. it's the best playground ever. it was so much fun. i got dizzy so many times from the fun stuff. all the spinny stuff was awesome. there are 2 things that look like satelite dishes that are awesome and u sit in them and pin. there are 2 things that u stand and spin.... very nice. i didnt' try the baby slide because there was a puddle of water at the bottom and i forgot to try out the swings. i tried the rest. i even climbed up the thing that looks like a spider web. if anyone wants to go play, let me know.

so me and timmy finally driving the impala means we cracked my dad and he caved into having to readjust the seat after we drive it but it's only for "emergencies"

Thursday, June 2, 2005

i stopped off at giant eagle on teh way home to get my mom another anniversary cake cuz she didn't liek the last one. she wouldnt write on it. at first i wanted a sheet cake and was going to have it say "happy 29th + 4 anniverary" but then i had to get ar oudn one and she said it was too small to write on but i thought she coudl fit a number so i wanted "29.01" but she didnt want to do it.

i went downstairs to cheer myself up by eating. but i quit after getting yelled at. i just got yelled at for NOT scrapbookign in the basement cuz timmy's using my table for his computer and she can't stand that

i wish timmy would do more things wrong like yesterday so then i wouldn't get yelled at. my sweater and hoodie r downstairs and i get yelled at to bring them up here. yet they r my "coat" cuz i dont have a spring / summer coat so shouldnt they be allowed to be downstirs like the rest of the coats in this house.

my perm isn't very good i dont think. there are a bunch of straight parts. i have about 40 things on my to do list.