YOUR LIFE CAN CHANGE!
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Over the past 15 months I have been doing the grave yard healing
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Digging deep to the depths to let go of what I believed to be true about myself, which was pretty challenging
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Over Christmas, I felt like I dropped to this extremely deep layer. I was in a position where I was by myself, I had been for months, however Christmas intensified because I needed to face some stuff
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It was like this intense process where everything I believed was in my existence. Hard to explain. Almost like an Ayahuasca experience
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My reality heated up and I could feel all of it, it was physically visible. however what I seen so clearly was I created it.
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It freaked me out because the experience I was in, was so intense and I was so scared.
I was experiencing what deep loneliness feels like. My world literally felt like it was just me. I felt like I had no money. The simulation I was being put through was for me to see the extremity of what I created, well my beliefs and it was no simulation, it was my reality. I was alone because I hadn’t really let people in. I felt I wasn’t worthy. .
This is something I had been working on for a while, but to see this shift and allow my heart to open..the pain I needed to feel had to be greater than the pain of change
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I hit that point. I sat on my knees and crumbled quickly to the floor, crying out for help. Genuine help
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‘I see it, I see it, please I ask for a miracle and a shift in my perception. Please help me see truth’
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Something shifted in me over this week of deep searching. I knew I’d been set up, to be in this experience. This was my time to break free
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And break free I did. Within myself, I feel so much love. I feel and sense more and more the oneness that we are knowing we are all one.
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I’ve opened up. I opened my heart and now I have the most incredible souls in my life. Old friends that now I just cherish on a deeper level and new friends that feel like we have been friends for years
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Friends that support me, encourage me and I know they see who I really am, even when I don’t.
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I deeply love each of you. My heart bursts with love. I don’t actually know how to express it all.
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Thank you 🙏 ❤️