On The Verge of a Breakdown

I never had to think twice about my intentions
For the first time ever, i found something i wanted
Something i felt needed to belong to me
Ever since the encounter with you, things' been different
I've changed dramatically, i've become more sensitive
A million thoughts, a million dreams flash inside my mind
Nothing has been able to escape out of my heart
How else can i put it, i think you're my strength
The reason i'm still breathing and not wanting to escape
And sometimes i wonder if i'll ever be on the verge of a breakdown
I'm panicking right now, you just can't see me due to our distance
I don't need to hint anything to you, you know how i am now
But i can't stop the affect if i'm on the verge of a breakdown