Looking at your own picture, looks weird *trigger

Has anyone ever looked at their own picture, and thought, gee, that looks like someone who has died? Not that you literally look dead in the picture, just the feeling you might get from looking at someone in an article about someone who commited suicide etc. Is this dissociation or something? Am I just really really depressed? Or delusional?

Yeah I know what you mean about the black, it feels appropriate too. Sometimes I read like sites saying that it's better to wear light colours cause it's more "feminine" and I want to try...but I feel weird in em.