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today has been too bizarro. just thought i'd share...jen decided we needed to break up today...she'd been talking about it fleetingly last night, but was being reserved, said she didn't have the nerve to talk about it. but she did have the nerve to say something about it when there was no way i could react to it and little i could really do when i came up to visit everybody at Sumner with Dan. i understand her reasoning, and i'm ok with it. it just kinda hurt that she couldn't have done it last night or waited until this evening/afternoon to do it rather than at a moment in time when she knew i was busy (Dan and I got suckered into helping with a play they were working on, but we left mid-way through it because we both had to escape. no offense to those of you that worked on it, but we couldn't hear anything over the giggles and Chuck was kinda wierding us out.) i was in the midst of going off to help someone with usher duty when she pulled me to the side and said we should break up. it stung. i knew it was going to happen, and i had already settled with myself that i would be ok with it if it was what would be best for her, but it still stung.

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*sighs* this weekend should prove to be akward and strange. we'll see how things go...