wiinning .

aw man. idk but i seem to be good at evrything i do. like, if theres a contest, id always win it.

& its not all wid studies. we recorded our own songs & voted for hu got the best song & i had the most votes.. er actually, i had almost the whole class voting for mine.

i dunnu why this happens. i TRY not to be..perfect, coz its relle embarassing & i feel relle guilty coz its not fair on others if i keep on winning in evrything..

i even TRY to do bad on purpose, but it never works..

this is RELLE annoyiin.. & i have a lot of people jelous of me now. & i dont WANT people to be jelous or mad at me. its not my fault i do evrythin good. i dont even TRY to. it just happens?

i dunnu wot to do, coz even though i never take part in contests anymore.. but even a single work i do the teachers wow-ing over it. its not even THAT good but everyone think it is. its RELLE embarassin

i know most people would love to be wher i am, but tbh i HATE it. i hate bein the centre of attension all the timee..