Sunday, July 19, 2015

My Mortal Fight.

Theres a lot of things i wanted to tell you.

But i cant seems to get it out from my mind.

Ive always been hoping and cling to god on how i wish i could be just like everyone else. My desire on being normal and to fit in. I wish i am normal. To felt anxious and fear is not fun. Having people to laugh at you when they see you tremble in fear is not funny at all. I could fake a smile. I could fake my laugh. But i can never fake my heart on how i felt.

Please dont make fun of me. Im not crazy. I'm so tired to fake my laugh and my smile. To hide my hands and legs when it starts to felt wrong. I just want it to stop.