January 19,2008We are going to start something a little different than what we normally do..everyday there will be 2 people who are high but just need some love Have a great weekend all oh and starting this weekend Sundays there wont be a daily blog so if you want to work on anyone from during the week feel free
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Great Lyrics!well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...
Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, yeah
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I ne

Need A Model For Social SiteDear Friends
Greetings !!
i need a girl's Pic who has Holding $$$ in her Hand Like the pic i paste below ... am starting a new web site in Which user will earn by post videos/ Pictures / Profiles / Games Number of views
So for the main page i need picture like below
i cant use this pic coz i found this on net but dont know who is she
if some girls are intersted to be the the Home page Cractor so pls let me know
You can Email me at your picture at HankiPanki@gmail.com
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Secret Of SuccessThe secret of success is sincerity. Once you can fake that you've got it made.
- Jean Giraudoux

Fubar And So Called Friends.OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT!!
As of right fucking now, I am no longer accepting or requesting friend adds from or for anyone ranking 15 or over. Why you may ask? Because it seems to me every one that I have gotten or received is nothing but a shameless promoter of:
A. themselves
~and
B. every other dick stain that has achieved the same rank as them.
I RARELY see any promoting of their friends that don't have a fancy color on their name. Now, I'm not stupid, I know that that is what this site is for, shameless self-promotion. But, come the fuck on...
Rock Stars, Henchmen, Fuberlords, Godfathers, etc, etc, fucking etc. How about this:
Next time you feel the overwhelming urge to "pimp" out a few folks on your friends list..actually go through and pick a few that are struggling to achieve Fu-greatness....not the same pricks that have been here forever. This is worse than High School ever was. "New kid, don't let them play in our games, or join our cliques."
On to another subject:

The Truth About GeorgiaHope you get this one. I'm not sure about "memory lane"
THINGS I HAVE LEARNED LIVING IN GEORGIA :
1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air
2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in GEORGIA .
3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in GEORGIA plus
a couple no one's seen before
4. If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites.
5. Onced and twiced are words.
6. It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy.
7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic.
8. People actually grow and eat okra.
9. Fixinto is one word.
10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then
there is supper.
11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it
when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar!
12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you."
13. DJeet? is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?"
14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't

What It Meanswhat each kiss means:]
- Kiss on the Belly: I'm ready.
- Kiss on the Forehead: I want to be with you for the rest of my life.
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I love you.
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WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Touching on the Butt: You're mine.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
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ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.
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REQUIREMENTS:- Post this again af

A Little Bit More About Me.My wife and I decided to try something different. After almost 19 years of marriage, the "spark" has pretty much gone out. We decided to allow each other to seek relationships outside our marriage, without dissolving our marriage. I have a great attitude about life, love kids (have 3 of our own), fun to be around, generally a good guy who doesn't do drugs, I'm a non-smoker and only occasionally drink alcohol. (Also FYI, I'm STD-free.)
A "southern gentleman" who would treat a lady right and will always respect her wishes.
I am looking for a no strings attached relationship. My wife and I have an open relationship but we want to keep it discrete because of our family and friends. If you are willing to take that chance, I look forward to hearing from you.

Life Is Too Short .......Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you. Send this to all your friends including me and see how many you get back. Send this balloon to everybody you like You may also return it to me.??

FreindsWe make mistakes, we try again
Some fights we lose and some we win
The guilt inside will pull us down
But in the end, we'll come around
But how to deal with the big mistakes?
The ones which cause the real heartaches
Which advice should we hold as true?
How do we know what we should do?
It feels as though we're all alone
As though our hearts will go unknown
The emptiness we feel inside
The final blow to weakened pride
The sorrow grows as we blame ourselves
And into shame our weak heart delves
How can we expect others to care?
When we are who is at fault here
But in the end, we are made whole
By a few who care about our soul
Just when we think no one is there
These few rise up to show they care
Those few who care about our soul
They love us still, mistakes and all
Not judging us, and in the end
We call those few, beloved friends

Prediction On End Of The World In 2012ok so...people are saying that the world will come to an end on dec 21 in the year 2012. i dont know where in the world do they come up with this idea....i mean don't get me wrong i know for a fact everything must come to end but when it comes to the world no one really knows when or how...etc all i know is that all these predictions are just full of shit...we dont even know if the world may end tomorow or the day after so i dont know why people are making a big fuzz about it i guess they are freaking out that the ice from the north pole are melting in a rapid way and may cause the ocean to over flow in some places i dont blame them but anyhow my point is no one knows when it will be the time for our planet to go

Just Friendsthis poem is simply to everyone out there male or female who care more for a person then they want to believe or let anyone believe. when u love someone who see's u as friend
Were just friends
That's all we'll ever
be
I don't think theres
ever going to be a
you and me
You think of me as
a friend but i think
of you so much more
You don't know that
in my dreams your
the only one I'm
searching for
Whether its early
in the morning or
late
My feelings for you grow
each day and seem more
right
Why did i let my heart unbend?
I feel like I have to put my feelings to an end
I never thought i could be Ur friend
with the way i feel
for you
I never thought it was
possible to have a
dream come true
But i guess that dream has a
long way to go
Because if were just friends
there will be no room for love
to grow

Ok Non Raters....Okay, instead of a mumm since ppl will criticize the shit out of me but what the hell we arent voting on anything. This is for the people who I rate,add, fan and such, and they never return the favor back. U look at your bartab and it says "Mikeinnycity rated you a 10" Or "friend request from Mikeinnycity" or , "mikeinnycity became your fan"
but you choose to ignore it. You choose not to rate me , when I took time to rate your pics and give u 10s, fan u and such!!!
Well I wanted to apologize to you people. I should have downrated the shit outta you. Fuck, If I could rate you a negative, I sure as hell would. I would even buy a VIP just so I can do such.
People probably forget that you wouldnt be at the level you are on fubar if it wasnt for us!!!! Yeah I know the VIP purchases, the shouts and blasts help too but they can only take you so far.
And yes, I know im going to get negative comments here, and please seriously.... Save them because its gonna be typical, but felt a nee

Viagra's Horrible, Hidden Side EffectsAtlanta, Georgia - Centers for Disease Control: Medical specialists here are preparing a report for the public which discloses some very drastic side effects for the popular 'male enhancement' drug known as 'Viagra' (Sildenafil Citrate). The drug is also sold under several other names, such as 'Cialis' and 'Levitra'.
Dr. Byrd N. Hand of the CDC says recent intensive studies of long-term users of the drug have uncovered some very drastic, and heretofore unknown side effects. "We never imagined such results when we began the studies." he said. "But, there is no such thing as a free lunch. You never, ever get something for nothing, and there's always a price. This is true for Viagra just like anything else."
Dr. Hand said studies show there is a tradeoff for every gain with Viagra. "When you enhance something over here, something else is worsened or diluted over there." he said. "When you lengthen something here, you shorten something over there. When something happens over here, th

Are You Shallow?I've been chatting with a BEAUTIFUL woman from fubar and she said that she gets a lot of jerks on her sight because she is "fat". First of all the woman is not fat at all, she's simply plus sized and very beautiful inside and out.
I think people ought to look at the person for who they are not what you want them to look like.
But that's just me. I'd rather have an plus sized man than a shallow skinny man anyday!

Application1.)Q. Can you cook?
1.)A.
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
2.)A.
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
3.)A.
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
4.)A.
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
5.)A.
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
6.)A.
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
7.)A.
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
8.)A.
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
10.)
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
11.)A.
12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
12.)A
13.)Q. What would we do if we were stuck in an elevator?
13.)A.
14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
14.)A.
15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you:
15.)A.
16.)Q. Do you have any pets?
16.)A.
17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
17.)A.
18.)Q. What was your first impression of me?
18.)A.
19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
19.)A.
20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would i

*screams*I HATE LIFE! I HATE EVERYONE I HATE COLLEGE I HATE MY TEACHERS I HAVE NO FRIENDS GUYS SUCK ASS GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >=*(

Im Ready NowTake my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

Another Interview!I have an interview, tomorrow at 10AM to be an Assistant Manager at a local resturant. I've done it before at other places, so I hope they approve of my credentials! Please think of and pray for me that I can get the job! Much love and thanks to you all!

Come And Get MeMy brother dropped off his wife at the hairstylist and she was supposed to call me when she was ready to be picked up. She must have dialed a wrong number, she reported later.
She called, and a man said "Hello," to which she cheerfully said, "Come and get me!"
The man said, "Are you sure? This is Mitchell's funeral home."

The Princess BrideThe Princess Bride - 1987
Embark on a fun-filled adventure that unlocks imaginations and inspires dreams. A wonderous tale of wit and whimsey. The Princess Bride will transport you to a magical land where fantasy reigns supreme, and kings and queens of all ages will want to return again and again! Long ago and far away, there lived the beautiful Buttercup (Robin Wright) and her "one true love" Wesley (Cary Elwes). With a final kiss good-bye and a vow that he will one day return, Wesley leaves to seek his fortune. But when news arrives that he's been lost at sea, an evil prince seizes the opportunity to arrange his own betrothal to Buttercup. Things certainly do look bleak for the poor, unwilling bride-to-be.... but before she can say "I DO", the courageous Wesley triumphantly returns to battle wizards, warriors, pirates, poisons, giants and giant egos to come to her rescue! Sparkling with fun, adventure, and romance- and featuring endearing charecters played by Peter Falk, Billy

I Have Only Just One Minute"I have only just one minute,
Only sixty seconds in it,
Foreced upon me, can't refuse it,
Didn't seek it, didn't choose it,
But it's up to me to use it.
I must suffer if I lose it,
Give account if I abuse it,
Just a tiny litle minute --
But eternity is in it."
~ Anonymous

Skiing ExperienceMiss the experience of skiing? Try the following to get that feeling back.
10. Visit your local butcher and pay $10 to sit in his walk-in freezer for half an hour. Afterwards, burn two $50 dollar bills to warm up.
9. Go to the nearest hockey rink and walk across the ice 20 times in your ski boots carrying two pairs of skis, accessory bag and poles. Pretend you are looking for your car.
8. For ski boot simulation at home, put a pebble in your street shoes and tighten a C-clamp around your toes.
7. Buy a pair of gloves and immediately throw one away.
6. Go to McDonald's and insist on paying $6.50 for a hamburger. Be sure to wait in the longest line.
5. Clip a lift ticket to the zipper of your jacket and ride a motorcycle fast enough to make the ticket lacerate your face.
4. Drive slowly for five hours - anywhere - as long as it's in bad weather and you're following an 18 wheeler.
3. Fill a blender with ice, hit the pulse button and let the spray blast your face. Y

To Those Barkin Up The Wrong Tree...:pim glad to say there ar still decent people that can admit when there wrong an continue on its a funny thing how maturity verses BS.. can come out on top..all my thanks to KRIS...YW....:P)Ladies Stick togethr especially when lied tooo ...."~Krissy-Lyn~: u are very kind thanks for everything;;;"Ty ur WELCOME swthrt... Dont play me You wont get caught.. i dont play games so GUYS Dont TRY.. il Rat YOU out Quicker than shit......Talk to me its afe an fun here no one gets hurt..k FU LOVESSS ReALITY..FEED IT..NO DRAMA>
FU LOVS YALLLL MAUHXOXOOX
~Tia~Aka~AnglRos~

Hymn To Physical Pain - Rudyard KiplingDREAD Mother of forgetfulness
Who, when Thy reign begins,
Wipest away the soul's distress
And memory of her sins.
The trusty Worm that diest not -
The steadfast Fire also,
By thy contrivance are forgot
In a completer woe.
Thine are the lidless eyes of night
That stare upon our tears,
Through certain hours which in our sight
Exceed a thousand years.
Thine is the thickness of the Dark
That presses in our pain,
As Thine the Dawn that bids us mark
Life's grinning face again.
And when thy tender mercies cease
And life unvexed is due,
Instant upon the false release
The Worm and Fire renew.
Wherefore we praise Thee in the deep,
And on our beds we pray
For Thy return, that Thou may'st keep
The Pains of Hell at bay !

SolarisSolaris - 2003
Superstar George Clooney turns in a stellar Performance in this "brilliant Sci-fi movie" from academy award winners Stephen Soderbergh and James Cameron. Aboard a lonely space station orbiting a mysterious planet, terrified crew members are experiencing a host of strange phenomena, including eerie visitors who seems all too human. And when psychologist Chris Kelvin (Clooney) arrives to investigate, he confronts a power beyond imagining that could hold the key to mankind's deepest dreams...or darkest nightmares. Co-starring Natascha McElhone and Jeremy Davies, Solaris is "mind-bending".
Okay the back of the movie always talks it up. But what was not mentioned was the vagueness of the plot. I walked away from watching this thinking "why the hell did i buy this trash?" The movie was slow, hard to keep my attention to. This might be attractive to some but i have to say that this movie was a big disappointment to me. I usually like Clooney's work but good actors

Not Your Ordinary Skank.I am at a point in my life where i just think it's time for a change, time for me to grow without any restrictions..Become sure of myself, become real, become honest, become strong. And to do this i need to work soley on myself before i establish anymore bonds with people. I keep certain people in my life who i feel already have earned the right to be there or i just think they have the potential to stay down with me. Anyone who wants to call me fake or whatever can go fuck themselves bc honestly i just cut off the unnesscisary ties in my life. When said people WERE in my life, they did nothing but bring drama to it, caused me to be depressed or just plain pissed me off. And most of these people couldnt EVER handle me being honest...whenever i would say what was on my mind they would get offended and freak out. I dont need those types of people in my life. I can be social most of the time but i'm really out growing this whole "being anyone's best friend" bc very few people can handle

Leaving 2/1/08Ok, so I have finally come to a decision and find that most of Fubar has lost the fun idea that was this site and instead have turned it into a competition based upon pure vanity. It's unfortunate, but such is life. So, that means that I will completely delete my profile and not be coming back.
I will leave on February 1st. If you have complaints or want to be able to contact me through other means and don't yet have those IDs then just ask.
If I don't talk to you before then, well hope you have fun and I suppose I may see you around, though I highly doubt it.
- D

Second Interview!Well, in 5 hours, I have my second interview for a management job! Everything with the first one went great, I'm hoping the second one does too! With any luck, I'll have a job by 11AM! Thanks once angain for all of your thoughts and prayers for me over the past 3 months! Love to you all!

Little Fire FighterLittle Fire Fighter The fire fighter is working on the engine outside the fire station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over totake a closer look. 'That sure is a nice fire truck' he said with admiration. 'Thanks' the little girl said. The fire fighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. 'Little Partner', the fire fighter says, 'I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar instead of it's testicles, I think it could run faster.' The little girl replies thoughtfully,
'You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren.

Women & Their AssWomen's Ass Size Study
There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association
about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty
shocking:
1) Only 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big.
2) 10% of women feel their ass is too small.
3) The remaining 85% say they don't care; they love him; he's a good man
and they would have married him anyway.

January 25, 2008Hey all so sorry but personal life comes first over fubar for me...here is a few and i have noticed that not everyone has been leveled from the days beofre so if i am ever so late again just scroll thru the previous days before and jsut work on them. Again i am sorry....
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20082008
>
>Ten Thoughts to Ponder for 2008
>
>Number 10
>
>Life is sexually transmitted.
>
>
>Number 9
>Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can
die.
>
>
>Number 8
>Men have two emotions:
>
>Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection,
>
>make him a sandwich .
>
>Number 7
>Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to
use
>the internet
>
>and they won't bother you for weeks.
>
>
>Number 6
>Some people are like a Slinky ... Not really good for anything, but
you
>still can't help but smile
>
> when you shove them down the stairs.
>
>
>Number 5
>Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals
dying
>of nothing.
>
>
>Number 4
>All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no
attention to
> Criticism.
>
>
>Number 3
>Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial
tax
>cut saves you $30.00?
>
>
>Number 2
>In

..by Eric Clapton
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.
Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven.
Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please.
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven.
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven.

Page 2 Of 20 On PolyamoryPoly, schmolly. It's just polite way of saying your partner lets you cheat.
No Cheating is breaking the rules. If you aren't breaking the rules of your elationship, you are not cheating, y definition.
The rules need not be explicit; even breaking the tacit rules of a relationship is cheating. If you do anything you cannot feel comfprtable telling your mate about, or if you do anything which you know would make your mate unhappy if he or she knew about it,you re cheating plain and simple.
Polyamory is a completely different way to define your relationship. Polyamory is an acknowledgment of the simple fact that relationships do not come in "one size fits all" In a poly relationship--
Okay, okay, I understand. Poly is for people who can't commit!
No, no, no. Just the opposite, in fact; people who can't commit to one person sure as hell can't make a lasting commitment to two!
It's been my experience that many monogamous people actually practice "serial mo

15 Things That It Took Me Over 50 Years To Learn:Thought for the day
15 THINGS THAT IT TOOK ME OVER 50 YEARS TO LEARN:
by Dave Barry, Nationally Syndicated Columnist
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.
2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race
has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings."
3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."
4. You should not confuse your career with your life.
5. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.
>>> HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A PERSON THROWN OFF OF THE DANCE FLOOR ? WHO "QUOTE COULD NOT DANCE?"
WANT TO KNOW WHAT A WOMAN IS LIKE ,DANCE WITH HER,IF YOU SLOW DANCE AND PUT YOUR ARM AROUND HER AND SHE PUSHES YOUR ARM AWAY,
DON'T BOTHER TO FINISH THE DANCE, THERE ARE MORE OUT THERE.>>>
6. Never lick a steak knife.
7. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.
8. You will never find anybody who

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Here Are 10 Things Most Women Don't Want To HearIt's true: Some comments are better left unsaid.
But as a sophisticated man of the 21st century, you already know this. You know you're not supposed to comment on your girlfriend's weight, or tell her that her friends are hot. And you know she probably feels the same way you do about the phrase, "Can we still be friends?"
Additionally, you've found that honesty, while valued in most situations, can sometimes offend. What you say to diffuse tension in an argument often stokes the fire. We understand that the female psyche can be complicated, and we're here to demystify what may seem like strategically placed trapdoors.
Here are 10 things most women don't want to hear:
1) "What did you do to your hair?"
Unless we've cut our own hair—this is not common—someone else did something to our hair. It wasn't us. And most likely we've gone to a lot of trouble and expense for it. "I like your new haircut" is infinitely better, and shows you're paying attention. It's also far superior

What I Have Learned!I have learned a few things of late, and I wish to share them with you. I know that some of you, have read my blogs and maybe have gotten to know me, or at the very least had a good laugh. A lot has changed for me, I use to feel sorry for myself and think that I am not good enough for someone, and that no one wants me, well I found a new way of thinking.
If someone thinks that I am not good enough for them, that’s there problem cause maybe there not good enough for me, unlike them I and not judgmental of others. If people don’t want me or want to take the time to get to know me, that is there lost, cause I am for the most part a very sweet and loving person, who will speak his mind and not sugar coat things for them, guess that is why I get called an asshole all the time. If that is the reason, then yep, I’m an asshole, and proud of it. Also I am a friend to the end, I won’t give up on you, I won’t walk away from you, I will even help you hide the bodies. But piss me off, or b

Hello? Is Anybody Out There?Okay, I have absolutely no idea how to make those fancy bulletins everyone sees but I do know that if you are bored you could always come help me win a 3-day blast. LOL. It's quite simple really.
First you must make sure that you are friends with the host... Stephanie Lynn. A fan and rate would be sweet of you too. She is a great, stand-up woman and you should go check her out regardless of whether you chose to help me out or not. She rocks. Here is a link to her profile...
http://fubar.com/user/813171
Alright... once you have shown Stephanie some love drop by the following link and leave me a few comments...
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I Feel BadI hung up on Patrick last night because he made me cry...
And hes deployed...
And i feel horrible...
Just needed to let someone know...

Pull Me CloseThought this one was already in here guess it isn't.
Pull me close...
Lost and wandering in the dark
Alone and searching for a start
Don’t know how to begin to embark
Upon the path to quiet my heart.
Head bowed as I cross the empty street
Closed eyes cause my feet to stumble
I remind my heart it must beat
Or else it is bound to crumble
My mind filled with incoherent thoughts
Thinking it is all going to be in vain
Emotions only hurt have brought
Down my eyes pour tears of pain
So pull me close and hold me tight
Stay in my arms throughout the night
Don’t know what I hope to find
Can’t say what will bring me peace
Trying to open my eyes and not be blind
Looking for a way to make the hurt cease
Other’s confused with the same plight
Familiar faces in twilight fade
Fighting the urge to hide in fright
To leave this life we have made
So many souls don’t know where to go
When they are so lost and hurting
Everything seems to come so slow
When ou

Special Post-rumble Rant - Cena Returns!!!!HOLY CRAPOLAS!!!!!!!
John Cena is BACK! I never saw that coming at ALL! Needless to say this throws my thoughts about No Way Out and Mania into flux.
Here's what I can now see happening. Cena will go into RAW on Monday night and cut a huge promo about Mania. Enter HHH. He will cut a promo and rip Cena. I think this could lead into a Number 1 Contender's match for No Way Out. Also, let's factor one more thing into this. Hornswoggle was NEVER eliminated! THEREFORE - the true winner could be a question mark here! Have a Triple Threat match between Cena, Trips and Hornswoggle for the opportunity at Mania to take the WWE title! LMAO
Jeff Hardy did not win, I think he will be in the rumored Elimination Chamber match. With Edge retaining, I see Taker winning the number one contendership on the Smackdown side.
As for Flair and Jericho's matches, I was 1 for two. Flair did win...I see MVP possibly carrying this feud to No Way Out...while JBL will ask for and likely get a Texas Bul

Honesty, Or Rating You A "10"!Should after reading this anyone want to leave me a comment or two, please do so, as I am not sure if maybe everyone here should lie or not, as it seems to be the thing to do!
I find the humor in Rating pictures here at Fubar, hilarious. You know what I am talking about. All these people that message you asking you to Friend them, Fan them, and Rate them. The thing I find humorous about it, is they don’t like honesty or atleast that is my opinion.
Hey, I know Fubar.com is a online bar, with a happy hour, but honesty people, I can not get drunk on virtual drinks no matter how many I drink, or pretend too drink, So there won’t be no beer goggles here!
What does that mean? Simple, its like this, I know I am not a “10” and definitely not a “11” unless of coarse it is on a scale from 1 - 100, or if you are measuring my show size, So I didn’t expect people to be rating me a “10” or even a “11”, So people sober up! The drinks are Virtual Drinks, they are not real!!!
I mean think about it

Thoughts>
> You lit the flame that burns so strong within me
> You made my body ache in pure unbridled ecstasy.
>
> You took my lonely and cold heart and made it beat
> No longer am I waiting in the shadows resigned to defeat.
>
> You filled me with love and a passionate desire
> No longer do I hide, frozen and cold inside.
>
> But drown with your every touch and every kiss
> I want to revel in this beautiful pure perfect bliss.
>
> Now I reach out and yearn for your burning fire
> And forever want to breathe and live within this desire.
>

Blind Energy?retaliation based on the blind energy of anger seldom hits the target

What Is ShamanismShamanism is classified by anthropologists as an archaic magico-religious phenomenon in which the shaman is the great master of ecstasy. Shamanism itself, was defined by the late Mircea Eliade as a technique of ecstasy. A shaman may exhibit a particular magical specialty (such as control over fire, wind or magical flight). When a specialization is present the most common is as a healer. The distinguishing characteristic of shamanism is its focus on an ecstatic trance state in which the soul of the shaman is believed to leave the body and ascend to the sky (heavens) or descend into the earth (underworld). The shaman makes use of spirit helpers, with whom he or she communicates, all the while retaining control over his or her own consciousness. (Examples of possession occur, but are the exception, rather than the rule.) It is also important to note that while most shamans in traditional societies are men, either women or men may and have become shamans.
There are a number of rel

My Fu-owner.. Wildcat!Thats right.. for the month of February I am owned by Wildcat.. this guys awesome.. always making sure my face is out there either with blasts or VIPs! Everyone stop by and add/fan/rate him.. he's a great guy and needs some fu-attention from all my great friends!! :)

I Love U 2She had always liked him
But never truly knew why
He never talked to her
His friends had made her cry
She smiled at him in the hall
He just turned his head
He did not care about her
Is what he always said
But she kept her chin up
And she loved him still
Because she knew what was inside
A hole that she could fill
His friends soon caught word
Of her feelings toward him
They found it hysterical
But her love did not dim
She knew that she was better
Than what they thought she was
But still her heart was his
For reasons she knew not of
She slowly became more forlorn
Slipping deep into a hole
He was still ignoring her
Breaking her delicate soul
But her love did not falter
She always thought of him
But all the rumors about her
Put her closer to the brim
On the final day
His friends played a trick
Told her that he loved her
Just to watch her tick
Sadly she believed them
And she was overjoyed
Litt

Gps Helps Pygmies Defend ForestGPS helps pygmies defend forest
By Fergal Keane
BBC News, Cameroon
The Baka are battling to protect their traditional homeland
Living with the Baka
Late in the night we hear a low howling across the forest. It builds to a crescendo until I am certain that what I am hearing is the sound of murder.
The contrast is extraordinary. Through a gap in the canopy I can see a sky full of stars.
The rest of the village is asleep. There is peace - except for the blood chilling screams.
"My God, what is that?" I ask.
"He's looking for a woman," replies Dr Jerome Lewis.
Dr Lewis is a British anthropologist from University College London who has devoted much of the last 20 years studying the pygmy groups who live in the forests of the Congo basin.
"Who's looking for a woman?" I say to him.
THE BAKA
Hunter-gatherers who live in south-east Cameroon
A few live in Congo and Gabon
Sometimes referred to as pygmies
Shorter than their Bantu neigh

How I Like My WomenWearing either a short or loose skirt, no panties and a big smile with her headlights beaming.

For My Daughters Daddy Who Will Never Come Homethis how i can never forget my daughter Daddy 2 Years today all i have to remember him is my daughter and i picture or too the grave means nothing
I will never forget so young love you forever Baz and Daddy

LezkaShe's hot, shes got it all, shes bringing the real rock direct to The Ace Cafe, come see her or miss out on the time of your life!!
Terror Brothers Radio is pleased to present to you, LIVE in The Ace Cafe ....
!!!DJ LEZKA!!!
Come to THE coolest place on fubar, for lots of drinks, laughs, friends, hot guys and girls and most importantly GREAT music!

Single Again!Have you ever seen a movie that totally sucked and you wished you had those 2 hours or so back? Well I just finished a flick called "Dating Misti". That show fucking sucked total ass. It lasted for 3 years. Man did I ever need to take some breaks. This flick is one of those that you wished you had the option of getting your time back. I would take it and run the fuck away. The reviews in Yahoo chat lastnight wern't so good on my part in the begining, but by the end everyone there saw through the lies and deciet and saw the true whore behind the monitor running the keyboard.
Wanna know something even funnier than that?
this will last longer than one night in a chat room!
Some people are happy that Yahoo has the iggy button.

Nightmare On Elm Street RemakeNightmare on Elm Street Remake news
Platinum Dunes partners Michael Bay, Brad Fuller and Andrew Form have been set by New Line to re-launch Freddy Krueger, the iconic psycho who haunts the subconscious dreams of teenagers and kills them in their sleep, reports Variety.
Both franchises will be given a complete overhaul, something that Platinum Dunes provided in the Nispel-directed The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. New Line won't hire a writer on "Nightmare" until the writers strike ends.
Platinum Dunes has now acquired the rights to remake all the iconic horror movies. (Except for 'Halloween.') Leatherface, Jason, and now Freddy Krueger are now property of Michael Bay.
This info comes from: www.themovieblog.com
thats a shame i was hoping there would be a prequel
and i cant see anyone other then robert englund playing freddy
What is your guy's thoughts?

Lessons I've Learned~I've learned ...
that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back
~I've learned ...
that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it
~I've learned ...
that it's not what you have in your life
but who you have in your life that cou
~I've learned ...
that you can get by on charm
for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you'd better know something
~I've learned ...
that you shouldn't compare
yourself to the best others can do
but to the best you can do.
~I've learned ...
that it's not what happens to people
that's important. It's what they do about it
~I've learned ...
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life
~I've learned ...
that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always two sides.
~I've learned ...
that it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.
I've learned ...
that it's a lot easier
to react than it is to think
~I've learned ...
that

I Wantok, i decided i wanna find me a woman. plus i wanna find some ppl round kempner/killeen/cove ta spend some time with. then i decided i wanna find an old friend of mine. so if anyone knows of a Shawn Bride that i last saw in palestine/elkhart tx bout ten yrs ago show him my pic an tell him i wanna talk to him, then lemme kno plz. thnx. would really mean alot ta me. huggz n kissez ta all.

Buckcherry ( Crazy Bitch)Break me down,you got a lovely face going to your placenow yougot to freak me out//Scream so loud, getting fucking laid you want me to stay but i got to make my way//Hey! Your a crazy bitchbut you fuck so good Im on top of it/When I dream Im doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on//Take it off, papper is your game jump in bed with fame another one night paid in full//You re so fine It wont be a loss cashing in the rocksjust to get you face to face/Get the video,Fuck you so good//Baby girl you want it all to be a star you ll have to go down/Take it off no need to talk youre crazy but I like the way you fuck me.

I'm Back Kindabeen gone forever missed everyone...new job new place got my puter stolen... had to regroup a bit... cant wait to catch up with everyone....

Fluffy Starr Interview With German MagaizineVerglichen mit den USA spielt das riesige Land im Norden eine eher untergeordnete Rolle. Dennoch entstammen Kanada namhafte Weltstars wie RUSH, Alanis Morissette, Shania Twain, Avril Lavigne. Fluffy Starr aus Vancouver könnte ein weiterer Polarstern werden, der bald über dem nordamerikanischen Rockhimmel leuchtet! Interview mit Dennis Rowehl:
D.R.: Can you give us a short summary of your musical career so far?
Fluffy: Huh? I was born to rock! Really. I came out giving the devil horns and had a synthesizer in my other hand. You can imagine how shocked my mother was! Seriously, I started making this music by myself, a few years ago. Not wanting to rely on anybody or wait for people to get their priorities together, I just started working on my own, writing songs ... and then producing my own stuff. I just sat down and taught myself. A friend convinced me to put some of it online on a big music site, and I started getting lots of fans instantly and my stuff shot up the charts. I was

The Leathur Lair Presents: Heavy Metal’s Top 100 Guitarists Of All Time; Part OneSaturday, February 02, 2008
The Leathur Lair presents: Heavy Metal’s Top 100 Guitarists Of All Time; part one
For 2008, I have opted to bring back the monthly themed shows, and to kick them off, I have jumped right in with Heavy Metal's Top 100 Guitarists Of All Time (as tabulated by Hit Parader magazine) part one.
The first 100-51 air on Feb 1st, 2008
The second 50-1 air on Feb 8th 2008
Here is the rundown on Part One of this countdown...
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02-01-08
The Leathur Lair's Top 100 Guitarists Of All Time Countdown Part 1
TLL Top 100 G commercial 01
TLL 15 Justice intro
>voiceover: THE GOD OF THUNDER SPEAKS
100. Stone Temple Pilots "Dead And Bloated"
99. Slayer "Dead Skin Mask"
98. Slipknot "Before I Forget"
97. Triumph "Lay It On The Line"
>voiceover
96. Slipknot "Duality"
95. Linkin Park "In The End"
94. Frank Marino & Mahogany Rush "All Along The Watchtower"

I Love You Mom..ripthank you to all my friends who have been patient with me, and there for me, its been a rough ride for me, now my mom has passed away this morning..thank you everyone for caring

Live @the Portland Aug '97Live @The Portland Aug '97
This is a mix I constructed back in Aug '97. Is is the first of a series of 3 sets I played at what is now known as Hove's biggest rock bar The Portland.
This is a 28min cut from the full 63min commercial House set. For more details visit my website www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/portlandaug97
http://www.esnips.com/doc/d8b96cee-ddb7-49bb-86e0-f9e075d4162e/Live-@The-Portland-Aug-97-Demo

Hot Or ColdDo you know when to use heat or cold therapy for an injury? If not, a recent review article by two University of Washington sports doctors, Matthew Karl, MD, and Stanley Herring, MD, can be your guide.
Karl and Herring point out that the application of superficial heat to your body can improve the flexibility of your tendons and ligaments, reduce muscle spasms, alleviate pain, elevate blood flow, and boost metabolism. The mechanism by which heat relieves pain is not exactly known, although researchers believe that heat inactivates nerve fibres which can force muscles into irritating spasms, and that heat may induce the release of endorphins, powerful opiate-like chemicals which block pain transmission.
Increased blood flow occurs in heated parts of the body because heat tends to relax the walls of blood vessels. That's one reason why sports doctors recommend that you steer clear of the practice of heating up already inflamed joints. Heat appears to be best for untightening muscles

Rio Dances Samba Till Dawn For CarnivalRio Dances Samba Until Dawn at Carnival
Sunday, February 3, 2008
RIO DE JANEIRO, Brazil - Brazilian beauties wearing only sequins led carnival parades lasting until dawn Sunday as second-division samba groups used a kaleidoscope of colorful dancers and floats to launch the biggest part of Rio's five-day bash.
Led by a two-story golden lion, the samba group Estacio de Sa kicked off the party in a hail of fireworks and roars from crowds waving the flags of their favorite samba groups at the 85,000-seat Sambadrome stadium.
Backlit with a purple neon glow, the towering float was surrounded by scores of dancers in skintight lion costumes and followed by an army of women spinning in gold and red hoop skirts and elaborate headdresses fashioned from crystal globes and feathers.
Argentine tourist Edgardo Levita, dressed up as pirate, marveled at the scene as he swilled beer and tried to hit on scantily dressed young Brazilian women swarming into the stands.
"This is great, the bes

It Ain't Doin Nothin Just Thinkin About It...so Let's Put It To Use Ya'll.Gratitude is the key to abundance. When you're truly thankful for the good things you have, those good things grow more numerous and valuable.
So how do you put gratitude into action? By making the most of the good things you have.
If you hoard and hide your blessings away, they begin to wither and eventually disappear completely. When, on the other hand, you put the good and valuable things in your life to full use, they multiply many times over.
There is no better way to show your thankfulness and appreciation for something than by using it for a positive, productive, creative purpose. Do that, and the value you already have grows even more valuable.
Whatever you have is not really yours unless you are truly thankful for it. To be truly and effectively thankful for it, make full and fruitful use of it.
Live with a thankfulness in your heart, in your thoughts and, most importantly, in your every action. All the good things you make use of will grow even better.
-- Ralp

HowdyWell, time is getting away again. 39 days, and I'll be stateside bound. THANKFULLY!!!! Well, for 15 days anyways. Doesn't seem like I should be getting ready for leave already. I got here in September, and it's already February. That means on the 15th, I've been here for 5 months. When I hit the halfway mark, I'll be packing my stuff for 2 weeks of fun, cold weather, family, and beer.
I went to my brief for R and R today. It was funny, they told us not to set out to drink all the alcohol we can. Well, I wondered, who really does set out to drink it all? Does anyone?
They also warned us that we have changed. They warned us that friends and family have changed as well. I don't think I have changed. Just because I am not around people much except at work. Just because when I am around people, we talk about military stuff. Just because I don't know what I'll talk about with people when I get back. I mean, how am I to explain that if I roll out of the gate, even if

Why Women Love Assholes Part OneThere are certain "compliments" in life that are just veiled doses of reality. If someone says, "You look fine." You really look like shit. If they say, "You got a haircut!" instead of, "I love your hair!" they hate it. For a guy, that line is, "You are such a nice guy." Girls mean it when they say it, but they also mean so much more. It really means, "I will give you all the attention in the world, until the guy I really want comes along." It means, "I love talking to you, but I would never sleep with you." It means you are a filler.
How many times have you ladies said, "I just want a nice guy who will treat me right?" How many guys have been that guy only to see that girl end up with some asshole who treats her like shit? It's a cycle that puts men in a horrible conundrum. Why do women like assholes so much and why is being called a "nice guy" the absolute kiss of death?
- Women love drama: Any girl who talks about how happy she is with her guy is really daydreaming about fucki

Help Me Lvl Upi just got 1,333 points before i can level up... c'mon ppl help me out!

Natural Habitat AdventureSince 2003, WWF has partnered with tour operator Natural Habitat Adventures (NHA) to greatly expand travel offerings available to WWF members. Chosen because of its commitment to environmentally friendly travel, NHA offers WWF members an additional range of wildlife expeditions with multiple departures throughout the year.
Learn more about our relationship with NHA and check out even more tours.

Just Be YourselfFrom: Jenna-In Memory Of Heath Ledger, RIP
Date: Feb 5, 2008 10:27 PM
I wrote this to let people know that it is okay to be themselves. You know so many times we try to impress the world and put on a show that we are someone else different from who we really are. We want others to accept us. But if people can't accept you for who you are, then they're not worth being around. You cannot and will not please everyone in life; it's not possible. Just be yourself. People will like you more if you are you then if you try to be something you're not. It's ok to be yourself. Don't let other people tell you otherwise.Just Be Yourself by Jenna Kandyce LinchThe world you try too hard to impressThinking if you don't others will think of you less.Image is everything is what people sayBut when you attempt to be someone else that's when you pay.You want to gain acceptanceSo you'll do things that don't even make sense.Making amends is your goalWhen you feel like someone hates you and you're in th

Tag You're ItInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1.) I am very shy and insecure.
2.) I love harleys!!!!!
3.) I am double jointed....legs only!
4.) I used to weigh (several years ago...and not when I was pregnant) 160 pounds
5.) I can change my own tire...just as my damn ex that drove by laughing at me
6.) I'm really just "one of they guys"
7.) I have 3 tattoos
8.) My belly button is pierced...and I would love to have more piercings...
9.) I have a baby sister who is 18 years younger than me...everyone thought she was mine when she was born.
10.) I am actually a math nerd!!!
I tag Rhonda aka RaRa, The Sndman, Trip, Em and Dave Remember this

Hump Day Is Almost Over1.Were you happy when you woke up?
i'm NEVER happy when i wake up
2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
been a while
3. How is life going for you right now?
pretty good except work is stressing me out
4. When was the last time you held someones hand?
weekend before last...and i miss him too
5. What are you doing right now?
this damn survey
6.What color is your shirt?
gray
7. Who was the last person you talked to?
my son
9. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes yes yes yes yes...and hope to again SOON!!!!!
10. Would you get married if you could right now?
don't know
11. What's the best feeling you've ever had?
love
12. Who was the last person, of the opposite sex you talked to online?
brad
15. What is the next concert you're going to?
im open
17. Are you in a good mood?
ok i guess...would be better if i was in terry
18. Can you play the guitar?
no..
18. Do you like someone?

Walt Whitman - Song Of MyselfI Celebrate myself, and sing myself,
And what I assume you shall assume,
For every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you.
I loafe and invite my soul,
I lean and loafe at my ease observing a spear of summer grass.
My tongue, every atom of my blood, form'd from this soil, this air,
Born here of parents born here from parents the same, and their
parents the same,
I, now thirty-seven years old in perfect health begin,
Hoping to cease not till death.
Creeds and schools in abeyance,
Retiring back a while sufficed at what they are, but never forgotten,
I harbor for good or bad, I permit to speak at every hazard,
Nature without check with original energy...

Random FactsOk well i got tagged and I have to write 10 weird facts about myself so ehre it goes...
1. I'm short..only 5'2 lol
2. I bite my nails all the time
3. I'm obsessed w/ The Little Mermaid
4. I dance in my underwear everymorning be4 I get dressed
5. I eat applesauce through a straw
6. I listen to Good Charlotte every time I take a shower.
7. I have a hot and loyal boyfriend
8. My dream is to be a mother and wife
9. My favorite color is Pink
10. And last but not least I'm a street racer

New Content!Well, it’s been in the works, but the new Lady Velvet Radio Station is up and running!
Currently I am seeking songs that strike chords with you submissive hearts and even those who just fantasize about it. Doesn’t matter the type of music, or if it’s good or bad! I am curious to find out how many of us truly listen to the lyrics of a lot of the songs that we listen to. Most of which are hidden meanings and darker secrets.
Send me your requests and or better yet, email me and send me the .mp3 so I can add it to the station. Let’s see how quickly we can fill it up and how many contributors are really listening to their bands!
For now, keep watch as I will be adding songs every few days to see if anyone has ever heard the lyrics real close. Most of which I bet won’t even have looked at these songs like this until I point them out. Will be exciting to see what happens to you when you hear that song next time on the radio!
Juicy details would be welcomed!
Click HERE to

Help!!!!I'M IN A CONTEST AND I NEED YOUR HELP...ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK THE PIC AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN!!!

Pointsthis was a post from Molly in club far-- I GOT IT FROM SEXY BLUE EYES
> > FuBar Pts. Break Down
> > WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET
> > 3 pts for rating a profile
> > 2 pts for leaving profile comment
> > 1 pt. for rating a photo
> > 1 pt. for photo comment
> > 1 pt. for stash rating
> > 1 pt. for stash comment
> > 0 pts for fanning someone
> >
> > THE PERSON YOUR HELPING OUT GETS
> > 11 pts for you fanning them
> > 6 pts for you rating there profile
> > 6 pts for photo rating
> > 6 pts for photo comment
> > 6 pts for stash rating
> > 6 pts for stash comment
> > 5 pts for page comment
> >
> > Please keep in mind all pts are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour.
> >
> > As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them.
> >
> > Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash then pics.
> >
> > Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see its also helping you out w

You Love It... Now Admit It!There are some things in life that we secretly enjoy. Some things that we either dont talk about with others, or blatantly lie about our dislike of due to shame. Well, it's time to blow the cover off of some of these things. Time to expose our true feelings whether you want me too or not. Here are just a few things that you totally dig, but are too ashamed to admit.
- Fast food:
I know its so cool to act like McDonalds is evil and that the food is disgusting. Fuck you. You love that shit, you need that shit. How many times have you been on your cell with someone as you were in the drive through and either put them on hold or got off the phone so they didn't know you were just about to order a Big Bacon Classic combo and a Frosty...Biggie Sized? You may have not wanted them to know, but inside, you were proud to stuff your face with a fist full of french fries.
- Fights:
"Fighting is immature" "I hate fighting"...b-b-b BULLSHIT! There isn't a

Qualities Of LeadershipCan you imagine working at the following Company? It has a little over 500 employees with the following statistics:
29 have been accused of spousal abuse
7 have been arrested for fraud
19 have been accused of writing bad checks
117 have bankrupted at least two businesses
3 have been arrested for assault
71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit
14 have been arrested on drug-related charges
8 have been arrested for shoplifting
21 are current defendants in lawsuits
84 were stopped for drunk driving
Can you guess which organization this is?
It's the 535 members of the United States Congress. The same group that perpetually cranks out hundreds upon hundreds of new laws designed to keep the rest of us in line.

Name LessA thunderous silence
breaks through my thoughts.
What was once many great ideas
is now a triumph, lost.
Baffling words tumble through my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me,
and inside myself, I take cover.
What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares?
From the inside, looking out -
I cry silent tears.

Attention ...fubar Is Spying On Us !!! From The Bulletin BoardI was shocked when I found out and had to tell you all right away Fubar has been embedding stuff into your computer screens and are now as we speak
Click below to run the fubar spy ware Screen Cleaner
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(repost of original by '=^^=CaTDaddy =^^=..Demon Crew' on '2008-02-08 00:38:26')

Love, Reign O'er MeOnly love
Can make it rain
The way the beach is kissed by the sea
Only love
Can make it rain
Like the sweat of lovers
Laying in the fields.
Love, Reign o'er me
Love, Reign o'er me, rain on me
Only love
Can bring the rain
That makes you yearn to the sky
Only love
Can bring the rain
That falls like tears from on high
Love Reign O'er me
On the dry and dusty road
The nights we spend apart alone
I need to get back home to cool cool rain
I can't sleep and I lay and I think
The night is hot and black as ink
Oh God, I need a drink of cool cool rain

Microsoft Vs. GoogleWhen Patriots' quarterback Tom Brady heaved two Hail Marys with seconds left in the Super Bowl, I flashed on Steve Ballmer's hostile bid for Yahoo!. Microsoft, like Yahoo!, lost its way in the Internet search advertising sector. Google clutched the lion's share of this burgeoning business--which, down the road, is where most advertising is destined to land.
Microsoft (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people ) can afford to throw money at its problems. Free cash flow after dividends runs at an $11 billion clip. Over five years, they invested (and lost) over $5 billion in the X-Box initiative in computer games before it turned profitable this year, taking a swing of almost $1 billion in six months.
In 2004, Microsoft distributed $32 billion in dividends to its shareholders and put a regular payout on their stock, presently yielding 1.44%. There's $22 billion in cash on their balance sheet.
The MSN search business, which competes with Google (nasdaq: GOOG - news - people ), is an embarrassm

Hannah MontanaI went and seen the Hannah Montana movie tonight. (ok, go ahead and laugh a bit, I will wait) You better now? Are you checking to make sure you read that right? Yes, I did go see Hannah Montana. I have two little girls, cut me a break. They loved it. But that was to be expected I guess. Jalen was dancing along a bit. And as sad as it sound I found myself singing along a bit. Very sad I know. But remember I have two girls who are 5 (soon to be 6) and a 7 year old. And they love Hannah Montana, so I have been overly exposed to the music. Yay me!! But, other then the slight depression I am feeling from making the realzation I know the words to "Best of Both World' it wasn't really that bad. I mean if you can get past the music and such. It was all in 3-D. It kinda freaked Jalen out a bit when it first started, but by the end she was loving it. And there were some pretty good previews in 3-D too. Over all, the most important thing is this: It made my girls happy! And

How Can You ChangeHow can you go from saying I love you to hurtng that one you love??? HOW?? Im getting ready to give up on love & getting fu-married. Nothing but heartache. Sick of crying..see what you caused?

Palpitating InamoratoThere are days I look into your eyes
And even though through a camera
I still feel the power that is you
Chills run through my veins
And quickly become fire when they hit my heart
My eyes become frozen and you're all they see
I stare in awe, amazement and disbelief
Because you go beyond my long dreamt desires of a prince
Your bubbly cheeks, your soft grin
Perk your ears up tall
And your eyes, ever so bold, still hold light like a feather
All I can see is happiness
The laughter, the thumping of my heart
The unwritten words dying to burst out
Vibrations off my lips as I try to speak what can not be described
I dare not blink
For fear of missing all of this
All that you create
My purest bliss
By: ME {Amitola}
on October 7, 2007

Us May Pause Iraq Troop Pull-outUS may pause Iraq troop pull-out
US Defence Secretary Robert Gates has said he favours a "pause" in troop reductions in Iraq after up to 30,000 US soldiers are sent home this summer.
The Pentagon aims to decrease troop numbers in Iraq from 20 to 15 brigades. One brigade has already left, the last of the five is due to leave by July.
After meeting the US commander in Iraq, Gen David Petraeus, Mr Gates said he wanted a "period of evaluation".
The US deployed an extra 30,000 troops last year to boost security in Iraq.
As Mr Gates acknowledged the situation in Iraq remained "fragile" despite a fall in violence, two explosions rocked Baghdad on Monday.
Car bombs
At least six people died in the double car bombing at a petrol station in the city's southern district of Jadriya.
Mr Gates told reporters at a US base in the Iraqi capital on Monday: "A brief period of consolidation and evaluation probably does make sense.
Monday's blasts sent smoke billowing ove

Things Girls Dont RealizeThings girls dont realize
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll as

I Never ThoughtI never thought I'd fall in love with you.
I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love.
But what it felt like, I just never knew;
I'd no idea what I was thinking of.
And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure,
Walking neither overjoyed nor sad,
I looked into my heart and saw a treasure
Worth more than anything I'd ever had.
Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted
To give my life to see your happiness.
Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted,
Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed.
My love for you has brought me out of me.
The beauty in your heart has set me free.

HarvestHarvest
From behind my hands hold firm your hips
Your head tilts back and you part your lips
My staff against your heat does press
You grind your flesh as I lift your dress
Ruff hands slide up to squeeze your breast
Your nipples erect I tease I test
I kiss your neck as I stoke the fire
My hand moves down I know your desire
Over bristly fields my fingers quest
In to the furrow a welcome guest
You spread your thighs lean over the chair
Your panties aside your treasure bare
You urge me on with darkest taunts
Your desire expressed your deepest wants
Your glistening mound beckons my rod
I spread your lips to test the road
I circle that bud you gasp at my touch
Then forward I press like you love so much
You arch your back to the rhythmic pace
In the mirror I see your contorted face
Profanities from your lips do spill
Your body trembles to my force of will
Deeper I delve your honey flows
My shaft it throbs inside, it grows
In a burning moment I spill my seed
Your m

Neanderthal Teeth Reveal Wandering WaysElena Becatoros, Associated Press
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Feb. 11, 2008 -- Analysis of a 40,000-year-old tooth found in southern Greece suggests Neanderthals were more mobile than once thought, paleontologists said Friday.
Analysis of the tooth -- part of the first and only Neanderthal remains found in Greece -- showed the ancient human had spent at least part of its life away from the area where it died.
"Neanderthal mobility is highly controversial," said paleoanthropologist Katerina Harvati at the Max Planck Institute for Evolutionary Anthropology in Leipzig, Germany.
Some experts believe Neanderthals roamed over very

Semper Fidelas, It Is My Choice.. Written By Sgt. Seth ConnorLike my Marine brothers who fought alongside me in the Battle of Fallujah, I know a little something about choices.
When the nosecones of 767 passenger jets punched into the Twin Towers, my choice was simple to make. My choice was not, as the patchouli-smelling Berkeley hippies would have you believe, the duplicitous work of “salespeople known to lie to and seduce minors and young adults into contracting themselves into military service with false promises.” By that rationale, car salesmen are responsible for the 40,000 Americans who will die this year on the nation’s highways.
Nice try.
No, as shocking as it may be to radical anti-military haters, the overwhelming majority of young soldiers, sailors, airmen, and Marines like myself are deeply proud of the choice we made. As shocking as it may seem to the Code Pink crowd, we feel blessed to have been given the chance to defend our nation and be steeled and shaped by those charged with leading us.
Ironically, for people

It Is What It IsWell lets see. Over the last couple months i have been going through alot in my life. My divorce to my ex is final, i got primary placement for my son, and well i joined fubar. I love the site its a great place to meet new people who for some are able to let their true selves show and they are able to express themselves. And for others its all about the popularity. Thats great to each their own i guess, but when someone of these people actually start talking to you and then just at the drop of a hat just stop, not reasoning nothing. That really pisses me off. Dont get me wrong i have met some great people on here now, i just wish those people if they dont have any interest in talking to me just say so...
Well i just had to vent for a minute...im sure ill have another topic later

Taste So Good...........Come here!
Closer because what I got say I need to whisper it in your ear.
Girl I want to taste every inch of your body from the nape of your neck to the sole of your feet.
When I see you naked my inner voice yells let’s eat!
I smack my lips and begin to munch.
Girl your body is an all day meal breakfast, dinner and lunch.
Mmmm, in between your thighs is where dessert lies.
Smoothed on the outside but inside is a wet delicious surprise.
Now after your cum drips all over my tongue and your clit goes back under its’ hood.
I only got one thing left to say girl, you taste so good.

The Pain Women Go Thrue For MenLife
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy,
painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax.
My
night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, and play
with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind
for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the
medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom.
It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just
rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart
and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right
off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be?
I mean, I'm not a Genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure
this out.
(YA THINK!?!)
So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck
together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out
th

The Magic Of ColorsTHE MAGIC OF COLORS
By Sudarshan Kumar Sarine
Colors have a lot of significance. The world is changing. Who is the force behind this change? The whole magic is of the colors. If the color changes the nature also changes, along with the mind also changes. Change in color changes everything.
The colors influence the body, mind and emotions. The external things have more influence on the human being and the most influencing factor is color. According to Ayurveda, vata, pita and kappa dos ha are running the body or in other words they are responsible for the functioning of the body. Blue color is strengthening, cool and hence reduces heat and anxiety. Blue color cures the diseases in people predominant with pita. Green color is blood purifier, natural and evacuates the foreign particles from the body. It subsides the diseases in a person who is chiefly of vata constitution.
Red color denotes fire element. It activates the nervous system and blood. It activates all the five sensor

Make Me How You WillWhat happens if I disagree, will you ultimately loathe me?
I'm not requesting emotion I'm not that mean, nothing is what you expect isn't that just keen.
I already told you that won't hurt me, I don't think you want to touch and see.
Pressures ease on me when I think of one fleeting thrill, I can dream not like I'm committing a crime please make me how you will.
I only want to come in out of the rain, so much I could lose its your hold I wish to gain.

Prison Are Full Of ChildkillersIM ON A ROLL TODAY DAMN IT .THERE WAS ANOTHER BABY MURDERED LAST NITE .WHY IN THE HELL SHOULD WE AS TAX PAYERS PAY TO HOUSE FEED AND CLOTH THESE ANIMALS ....... THEY MAKE MY STOMACH TURN .I GET SICK PHYSICALLY WHEN I HEAR ABOUT THIS .I THINK A BULLET TO THERE FREAKING HEAD IS TO GOOD FOR THEM ..... I THINK THIS COUNTRY IS LETTING THESE ANIMALS GET OUT OF PRISON TO EARLY AND I DO BELIEVE IF THEY HAVE MOLESTED A CHILD OR RAPED A WOMAN THERE HAS TO BE A BETTER WAY TO DEAL WITH THEM I SAY WE PUT THEM ON A DESERTED ISLAND WITH NO FOOD AND SALT WATER .AND LET THEM GO AT IT WITH EACH OTHER . SOON I WOULD HOPE THERE WOULD BE NONE LEFT.DO YOU KNOW IF YOU HAVE A CHILD MOLESTER LIVING NEXT DOOR TO YOU WATCH YOUR CHILDREN AND LOVE THEM WITH EVERTHING YOU HAVE .............IM SORRY IVE HAD THIS BOTTLED UP INSIDE FOR ALONG TIME AND NOW IM JUST PISSED .I WOULD BE THE FIRST TO PUT THE BULLET THROUGH THE ANIMALS HEAD IT WOULD BE SO EASY .....IF IN FACT YOU KNEW BEYOND A SHODOW OF DOUBT THAT WAS THE PE

I'm SorryI'm sorry I wasnt there to answered your calls
I'm sorry I didnt have your back like I said I always would
I'm sorry you told them you didnt think I liked you anymore
I'm sorry I felt too busy to return your messages
I'm sorry I didnt hug you long enough the day if the party
I'm sorry that instead of listening to your concerns I blew you off and told you it would be okay to keep your chin up
I'm sorry that only after you were gone did I recognize the sadness in your eyes that day
I'm sorry I wasnt a good friend
I'm sorry you felt dying was the only answer
I'm sorry that "I'm sorry" will never bring you back my dear friend
I wanted to write in your book about the first time we met about the first time we became friends about feeling your baby boy kick about how funny you thought it was that this white girl talked to your tummy I wanted to write in your book about the last time I saw you and the tears in your eyes when you asked me not to quit I wanted to write in your book but

Tell Me You Aren't Tempted!?!?!?I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. More colors.
I have picture folder marked Fubucks for rates. It will be open until Feb 15 @10 am CST. I also have a bunch of stash that you can rate also.
Rules and $$$ amounts listed below:
1. Must be on my friends list, as the folder will only be open to friends.
2. Message me, not shout box, what you are going to do, then email when you are done. IF YOU DON'T MESSAGE ME YOU DON'T GET THE FUBUCKS!
3. All will be verified.
Remember everyone gets more points at Happy Hour!
$$$$ is as follows:
15,000 fubucks / 100 11's
5,000 fubucks / 100 10's
2,000 fubucks / 100 stash rated
This will help you get points and fubucks and help me level and get points.
Make sure you are on my friends list!!!!
Link below.....
Carebear-- Pitbull Mafia@ fubar

Time And AgainRight now I am so single it hurts. How do I stop getting disappointed? I get my hopes up, looking forward to maybe something happening between me and the guy I really like. I always end up disappointed and hurt. I'm ready to give up now.

Happy Valentines !!!!!!!!MyHotComments♥ you!!! hugs & kisses
i posted it a blog cause I'm too lazy right now to post it on your page.... xoxo much love honey!

A Little Bit About MeOK I really don't like to do these about me things because 95% of the time no one reads it anyway BUT...I am going to put something you should know about me. I am 100% real I don't like games I HATE liars, I am who I am if you like me you'll grow to love me if not then guess you're gonna hate me because I don't make apologies for who I am. I am very honest and loyal to my friends, you r/f/a me great I'll do my best to return all love given me, but I'm only one person and can only do so much. Some guy got mad because I only rated one of his photos when he rated like 8 of mine. I do my best to return the same amount of love or more that is shown to but sometimes I am busy and just don't have the time to do it all. Anyway he got an attitude about it...got blocked came back on a bogus name and rated me and a couple of my photos 2,3,4 wow that hurt...NOT I still got points & I posted a bulletin letting my friends know so they wouldn't have to deal with his stupidity. This is a website it's

Proven AgainSo yet again, i , the good guy sit here, hurting. I guess I laugh and joke around so much that people don't understand that I actually have a heart and that heart actually has feelings. Well, guess what, I do , and those feelings are hurt right now. But fukk it, its all good, ya know.Water under the bridge. But, who the hell am I trying to kid, this chit hurts. It sux when you pour not only your OWN heart out to them, but also have them open up to you, or atleast you think they do. It hurts when you find someone and REALLY open up to them and feel that theres a connection...BAM SNAP BACK TO REALITY........what gets me is that it hurts every time. You'd think eventually your heart would build up scar tissue to the pain. Kinda like a carpenter, after he works with his hands enough, eventually they dont hurt so bad when he hits em with a hammer, or slams em in between two boards. So , thank you Angie in Ohio for showing me that dispite all the candy hearts, Hallmark cards, and FYI Flowers

Man Opens Fire At N. Illinois UniversityMAN OPENS FIRE AT N. ILLINOIS UNIVERSITY
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: We Are Change NYC
Date: 15 Feb 2008, 04:46
6 Dead In N. Illinois University MassacreGunman Killed Five, Then Himself On Stage In Front Of Panicked StudentsDE KALB, Ill (CBS) ― A gunman opened fire on a geology class at Northern Illinois University Thursday afternoon, killing five people before taking his own life on stage as panicked students ran and ducked for cover.NIU President John Peters said a total of 22 people were shot, including the gunman. Four people, including the gunman, died at the scene; two others died later at area hospitals.All five of the gunman's victims, four females and one male, were students.Officials said the gunman opened fire in a lecture hall shortly after 3 p.m. and the campus was immediately placed on lockdown. Police were on the scene within a few minutes, but the gunman had already killed himself by the time they arrived.The shooting h

Vietnam Memorial Wall Defaced This Weekend (september 7-9, 2007)..>..> Mrs. Trooprally called me this evening to tell me that she and her husband, as well as Concretebob, saw damage along almost the entire length of the Vietnam Memorial Wall. They found this damage this morning, when they walked through the area before participating in the September 11th Freedom Walk.
Concretebob was told by a National Park Service employee that the damage was done on Friday night. There was no police report taken or written about the vandalism, apparently. And the damage was still very much there today.
Here are a few of the photos that Mrs. Trooprally took this morning...
This first one is not so noticeable, but as they walked into the center, it got worse.
It looks like the person who did this walked along The Wall with some type of container, perhaps hidden at their side so that they could squirt the oily substance without being caught in the act.
The names along the lower part of The Wall appea

NiuIt is such a tragic thing that happened at NIU yesterday. I will never understand how someone can go and do horrible things like that. It hits home too cuz DeKalb is so close to us. One of the girls that was shot and killed was from my area. She was the sister of my friends fiance. It just makes me so sad. All I can ask is that you keep the family of the victims in your prayers over the next few days. I know I will.

She Is...He came to her on a starry night
Her the lady, he the knight
And knelt before her on the ground
Her hands within his own he bound
And gazed into her starlit eyes
Illuminated by the lunar rise
And smiling, produced to her a ring
A trinket to most, a trifled thing
And said to her those words she dreamed
And faltered not, although it seemed
He would.
And she, exuberant, looking down
Could not recall when last she'd frowned
Though tears flowed freely down her face
And settled on her moonlit lace
Her face bespoke rapturous elation
Outshining God's surrounding creations
And opening her delicate mouth
One whispered word made to slip out
And soared across the enchanted night
And on his ears it made to alight
With growing cheer upon its advent
His heart soared forth whenst it gained the content
And all doubts dashed he embraced her dearly
For though it seemed unlikely,
She would.
And spinning upon that ghostly hill
That gorgeous spine of earth instilled
It seemed

Leasure Night Is Now Here And Rocking So Come Join Us And Get Your Freak And Sin OnPLEASURE NIGHT IS NOW HERE AND ROCKING SO COME JOIN US AND GET YOUR FREAK AND SIN ON !!!!!!!
THE FAMILY IS STILL ALIVE COME SEE INTOXICATION LOCALS WITH GREAT PARTIES AND AWESOME PEOPLE COME SEE THEM RIGHT NOW
I'LL BE MOVING MONDAY TO PA. SO COME HANG WITH ME AND PARTY I'M MAKING ROUNDS TO EVERYONE I KNOW SO SHOW SOME LOVE TO THE INTOXICATION LOCALS THANKS AND PEACE BE WITH YOU ALL ALWAYS...
INTOXICATIONS LUCKY MEMBER 69 "ROCKDRAGON"
INTOXICATION LOCAL "ANGEL EYES"
INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ SEX KITTEN"
INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ RAGE"
INTOXICATION WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT WE ARE ALL ABOUT SO HERE IS SOME HINTS
.........SEX.........
....GREAT TIMES.....
.....PARTIES........
AND ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE GREAT!
PLEASURE NIGHT HAS COME BACK TO IT'S RIGHTFUL HOME.....
INTOXICATION home to the intoxication locals
with great parties and awesome people.......
the warrior dj kaijaw is on air righ

Tagged Again!Got tagged by Graficz
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I hate doing chores
2. I am obsessed with raccoons
3. I've played hockey with scary women
4. I am overly sarcastic
5. I bite my nails sometimes
6. I have lots of skeletons in my closet
7. My favorite colors are dusty rose and turquoise
8. I like chicks with huge boobs
9. I overanalize things
10. When I was 13, I had alcohol poisoning and don't drink ever since
My tagging vitims are :
Lost in America, HeartStopper, mannem, GutterSlut

True Friends...True friends are like jewels, precious and rare.
False ones are like autumn leaves, found everywhere.
~Unknown~

A Daily Reminder"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets..
so Love the people who treat you right.. and forget about the ones who don’t.
And believe that everything happens for a reason."

Respectsorry if i pissed anyone off, oh fucking well... i have a respect for women that most men dont... and the fact that the name is what it is proves theres no respect at all... if there was it wouldnt be that, even from the beginning... sorry if dont call wome whores, sluts traps, or bitches... its just not the way i was raised and i wont relate myself to that... so what hes you friend... but how would you feel if someone called you a whore... whether he is talking about you or not... it is disrespectful to all women... THAT IS MY OPINION...
TAKE OR LEAVE IT...
CONDEM ME OR NOT...
I DONT CARE ANYMORE

Police WarningEmails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent and the moment that you open these emails your computer will crash and you will not be able to fix it!
If you get an email along the lines of 'Osama Bin Laden Captured'
or 'Osama Hanged' don't open the attachment.
This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe ..
Be considerate & send this warning to whomever you know.
PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS:
You should be alert during the next days:
Do not open any message with an attached filed called
'Invitation' regardless of who sent it.
It is a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which 'burns' the whole hard disc C of your computer.
This virus will be received from someone who has your e-mail address in his/her contact list, that is why you should send this e-mail to all your contacts.
It is better to receive this message 25 times than to receive the virus and open it.
If you receive a mail

Home RemediesSome of these sound like they could work.........
Kills fleas instantly...Dawn dishwashing liquid does the trick. Add a few drops to your dog's bath and shampoo the animal thoroughly. Rinse well to avoid skin irritations. Good-bye fleas.
Rainy day cure for dog odor ...Next time your dog comes in from the rain, simply wipe down the animal with Bounce or any dryer sheet, instantly making your dog smell springtime fresh.
Did You Know that drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately-- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional 'pain relievers.'
Did you know that Colgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns.
Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose.
Achy muscles from a bout of the

This Is BeautifulThis is beautiful!
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?"
The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it."
Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?"
The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university."
Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to
son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked.
Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.
The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I

Think For A Moment ...You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.H

My Karma SutraKarma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe SwanShe sits upright upon him, her head thrown back like a rearing mare, bringing her feet together on the bed to one side of his bodyGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

Prison Vs WorkJust in case you ever get these two environments mixed up, This should make things a little bit clearer.
@ PRISON
@ WORK
you spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell
@ PRISON you spend the majority of your time
in an 6X6 cubicle /office
@ WORK
you get three meals a day fully paid for
@ PRISON you get a break for one meal and
you have to pay for it
@ WORK
you get time off for good behavior
you get more work for
good behavior
@ PRISON
the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you
@ PRISON @ WORK
you must often carry a security card
and open all the doors for yourself
@ WORK
you can watch TV and play games
@ PRISON you could get fired for watching
TV and playing games
@ WORK
you get your own toilet
@ PRISON you have to share the toilet with
some people who pee on the seat
@ WORK
they allow your family and friends to visit
@ PRISON you

True Story-night W/ Angie/no ViolenceA little background:
Until about 7-8 years ago when the following events took place, Joni and I were very best friends, took care of one another when our heart was broken, one was too damn drunk ect. helped raised each others kids (she had a boy my kids age)besides a hott daughter only four years younger than me. It was like a non-sexual lesbian relationship. We lived together off and on. She was totally straight. All her boyfriends hated me thinking I would take her from them. She was jealous of every girl I dated.
She especially didn't want me flirting with her daughter Angie. One night durring a festival, we were trying to collect beads for our necks from these guys called the 'rough riders', Angie offered for her and I to make out for some particular beads we wanted, I said "hell yeah" forgetting all about Joni, and we went at it! Then once we got pushd over by the crowd of guys trying to watch, we quit. The guy went to give us our beads and Joni grabbed them from him and said

To All Of My Fubar Friends Thank You!Hello everyone! this is for all of my friends on here. I appreciate th elove ive been getting since i signed up lastnight. Ind everyone of you. I figured i would dedicate this to all of you. You have made me feel so welcome since ive been here. Stop by anytime to show the love. I love comments and fans and all of that other good stuff so thank you all so much. Party like rockstar thank you so much for everything youve done so far. You are a true friend. much love!

Police BasteA State Police colleague of mine once received a call from a woman who asked him how to baste a turkey. After a stunned moment, he, being a fairly good cook, described the procedure. Then he asked, "But why would you call the state police to find out how to baste a turkey?"
There was only a slight hesitation before she replied, "Well, you knew, didn't you?" and hung up.

Down Ratin BishesSo a fu friend of mine Ashely hads been getting down rated by this guy...so yall PLEASE repost this AND go show his page some love!!!! THANKS...
http://fubar.com/user/1572525
HEres her page, go give her some love if you can. Also PLEASE repost.
Hers is here
http://fubar.com/user/1615526

Dreaming With Eyes Wide OpenI sit here day after day and think of nothing in the world but you and the time that we shall be alone again.
My heart skips a beat every time I hear you talk and feel your breath on my skin as the chills go down my back.
I was asleep for so long before you came into my life and woke me up to show me that you were still with me through all the many years you were still by my side and the only one who will ever understand me.
I'm never gonna love another the way I love you for you are the only one that I love and the only one that I long to be with forever.
My eyes will never close that tight again for I know what I have in front of me and I'm not gonna give it up with out a fight.
Baby,
All my dreams have come true with you and I will always be your lady of the darkness.

Pissed.Sometimes, I just wanna knock people the fuck out. Like, just walk down the street and randomly punch them.
I need a cigarette. But I don't smoke. I'm stressed. And I don't know why. Or, I know why, but I don't know how things got to this point. But FUCK THIS.
I don't need it, I don't want it, so it's cool.
You thought you knew me, but you had no idea.
You're just a fucked up little boy with nothing...and if it's ok with you to live like a worthless bum, then hey, it's ok with me for you to live that way too.
You aren't shit to me...and now I'm thinking my original plan was right after all.
And yeah...I'm going back to that.
Burn in hell, fucker.

Tagged!I was tagged by:
§AMANTHÅ®™♡FORNICATES' WIFEY♡(ஐFU BÅD B*TCHஐ)@ fubar
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1...I love my fubar friends, alot I consider *real life friends* (you know who you are!)
2...I hate Oysters!
3...I LOVE the KC Chiefs (I know... they sucked this year *sad face*)
4...I am Irish, German & Cherokee Indian, but mostly Irish... kiss me dammit!
5...I have an electric box in my tushy!! Yes, I set off detectors everywhere!!
6...I am addicted to lotion!
7...I am a PC NERD!
8...I am a forgiving person...once.
9...I LOVE watching MikeS do the streak with our doggie Pugsly! (hahaha ask him about it!)
10..FUBAR - th

I Love MyselfI've gotten some emotional highs this week. I'm a patient guy when it comes to sexuality. IN the sense that I get turned on by stupid things that other guys don't see valid :P. There are some days where I look into the mirror either with my underwear on or completely naked and start a perverted dirty dance that gets me feeling groovy. Just wanted to share that with you.

The Meaning Of FriendshipThe Meaning of Friendship
It hasn't been that long
Since we all met
But already you've shown me
The true meaning of friendship
Friends are always there
When they are most needed
And friends will always laugh with you
And sometimes when they can't help it
Friends like these that I've found
Don't come along often
But man, the friends whose impact is most profound
I wouldn't trade for nothin
These friends of mine
Who have made an impact in my life
Will always be the ones who I trust
To show the meaning of friendship

A Political Statement? :)Are you a Democrat, a Republican, or a Redneck?
Here is a little test that will help you decide.
The answer can be found by posing the following question:
You're walking down a
deserted street with your wife
and
two small children.
Suddenly, an Islamic
Terrorist with a huge knife
comes
around the corner, locks eyes with you,
screams obscenities, praises
Allah, raises the
knife, and charges at you.
You are carrying a
Kimber 1911 cal. 45 ACP, and you are an expert shot.
You have mere seconds
before he reaches you and your family. What
do
you do?
.............................................................
THINK CAREFULLY AND
THEN SCROLL DOWN:
Democrat's
Answer :
Well, that's not enough information to answer the question!
Does the man look poor or oppressed?
Have I ever done anything to him that
would inspire him to attack?
Could we run away?
What does my wife think?
What about the kids?
Could I possibly swin

True Calls To The IrsCaller: I want to know if I should file married or single. IRS: Are you married?
Caller: Well, sort of ....
IRS: What?
Caller: Well, we did get married, but we're not counting on it.
Caller: I got a letter from you guys and I want to know what you want.
IRS: What does it say?
Caller: Just a minute, I'll open it.
Caller: I'm a bookkeeper and I need to know if ten $100 bills make a thousand dollars or only ten hundred dollars.
IRS: Both. It's the same amount.
Caller: So why do I get a different answer every time I move the decimal point?
Caller: What does the law say about people who are renting to relatives and taking a loss on the property?
IRS: You are required to charge them fair market value.
Caller: It's very fair. If we rented to someone else we could get a lot more.

Superbeast --rob ZombieShriek the lips
Across ragged tongue,
Convulsing together.sing
Violently, move the jaw
Cry aloud. bound up the dead
Triumphantly
The ragged they come and
The ragged they kill!
You pray so hard on bloody knees.
The ragged they come and
The ragged they kill!
Down in the cool air I can see.
Hey, yeah - Im the one that you wanted
Hey, yeah - Im your superbeast
Hey, yeah - Im the one that you wanted
Hey, yeah - Im your superbeast
Stir the limbs across the wrist,
Full possession of memory.
Bury me as a dog,
Icy hands surrounding me.
The ragged they come and
The ragged they kill!
You pray so hard on bloody knees.
The ragged they come and
The ragged they kill!
Down in the cool air I can see.
Hey, yeah - Im the one that you wanted
Hey, yeah - Im your superbeast
Hey, yeah - Im the one that you wanted
Hey, yeah - Im your superbeast
Shriek the lips
Across ragged tongue,
Convulsing together.sing
Violently, move the jaw
Cry aloud. bound up the dead
Triu

SubmittingSubmitting to lust.
Passion and emotion combined to a rush.
A drug without a form.
The expression is revealing.
You are addicted and you want more.
You find a victim.
You release it.
But it’s still not gone.
It’s still there roaming around.
A disease without a sound.
A curse with a touch of heaven.
A gift who gives you pleasure.
A fulfilment with no border.
A need that is growing older.
This is a bliss from god or a burden from the devil’s dust.
This is what is given.
A dangerous word called lust.

Whoremaster Thingy JiggyDescribe yourself using one band and song titles from that band........
Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::....
-Classified-
Are you male or female:Why
Describe yourself: Find out
How do some people feel about you:Unpredictable
How do you feel about yourself: Freezing in the cold.
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:Problemz
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:Heavy Artillery
Describe where you want to be: holding your own
Describe what you want to be: feeling fine
Describe how you live: Maritimes!
Describe how you love: All about you
Share a few words of wisdom: falling from Paradise.

MistWet to the touch,
Longing for it so much.
Feel it against our skin,
Our bodies melt as one.
Your lips I want to taste,
Right here right now could never be
A better place.
The mist showers our souls,
The passion grows.
Press in to me.
This is where I long to be.
Touch my skin so soft & slow,
Feel me upon your soul.
Let's ride the heat of passion.
I can feel your breathe upon my skin.
Mist is upon us as we lay here our bodies one.
I desire you so,
You are an addiction I will never let go.
I am wrapped up in you,
I want your body against mine.
I long to feel your lips.
The mist of rain dancing upon You and I.
Our bodies are weightless,
They are floating above the surface.
We clench tightly iin lust,
As our bodies are consumed by the mist.
I feel your heart beating in tune with mine,
They are tapping a melody in perfect rythmn,
And perfect time.
I want you and need you in my life,
I will wait an eternity if need be.
It is with you in the mist,
Our bodies on

About My Upcoming Auctionok so some of you know i'm getting together some ppl for an auction. here's some of the rules in participating.
there's a 5,000 admission fee
it's only for a month
send in a list of what you will offer your new owner once its over
blasts and VIPs top over fubucks as usual
just send me a link to your pic you want used or tell me to rip it
i'm hopin to start it soon so get back to me with all of your info.

Its OverMarch 11th will be when my vip status ends and thats the last day i will be on fubar after that i will be deleting fubar any friends still wishing to talk to me i have myspace and yahoo so let me know if u wanna continue to contact me.

Website Is Up.WOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!! My site is finally up. You can check it out at http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm
I add more photos 2-3 times a week. Coming next week I will have photos with umbrella play.
Look for these photos to be coming soon: Trench Coat, and Pampering myself.
Hugs and Kisses
Exotic Flame

Love Never Fails“Love never fails” (I Corinthians 13:8).
We all have people in our lives that are difficult at times. Maybe it’s someone you work with, a family member or even your spouse. Relationships can be complicated, but remember: love never fails. The Word of God clearly defines love in 1 Corinthians 13. It says that love is patient and kind. It doesn’t seek its own way. Love doesn’t keep a record of wrongs. And most importantly, love never fails. Notice that this chapter doesn’t talk at all about how you feel. God’s love isn’t about feelings. It’s a choice. You can choose to be patient, even when you don’t feel like being patient. You can choose to be kind, even when you don’t feel like being kind. No matter what situation you find yourself in, you can choose love. You are never more like God than when you are walking in love. And when you are walking in love, you will never fail because love never fails. Open your heart to God’s love today. Ask Him to show you how to love others better.

The Moon And MeIn the solice of the moon
beneath it's shimmering light
all the world is still
atleast it seems....tonight
the whisper of the wind
as it rushes over me
sounds like voices chanting
when it rustles through the trees
alone in thoughts
I ponder
existance
reality
alone there
my heart is peaceful
once laden with fear and wonder
for all the tears I've cried
are sunk and now asunder
I feel a power rise in me
as it shimmers upon my skin
alone like me; it radiats
and manages to force a grin
we're not so different
the moon and me
both mysterious
and haunting
and bound
to the lives we lead
both secretly powerful
not flaunting our wears
both distant
and lovely
ever-changing
and fair
outwardly alone
but like secret lovers
we sneak
into the darkness of the night
to comfort
to empower
to dream

Sts-123 Endeavour Set To Go In Early MarchSTS-122 Atlantis Mission a Success - STS-123 Endeavour Up Next, Canadian And Japanese Components To Be Installed
Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive.
Image Above: STS-123 crew portrait. From the right (front row) are astronauts Dominic L. Gorie, commander; and Gregory H. Johnson, pilot. From the left (back row) are astronauts Richard M. Linnehan, Robert L. Behnken, Garrett E. Reisman, Michael J. Foreman and Japan Aerospace Exploration Agency's (JAXA) Takao Doi, all mission specialists.
Image Above: STS-123 Endeavour stands tall o

Us Loses Stealth Bomber Bragging RightsUS loses stealth bomber bragging rights
Sat, 23 Feb 2008 18:56:10
B-2 stealth bomber
A recent Air Force B-2 stealth bomber collision recounts the inability of Washington in keeping its high-tech fighter jets in the sky.
The US jet was completely wrecked after crashing into Andersen Air Force Base in the Pacific island of Guam shortly after take-off on Saturday.
According to the Pacific Air Force, the accident left no casualties.
The US Air Force has taken great pride in its 21 stealth bombers which each cost around $1.2 billion.
Conventional and nuclear bombs can be mounted on the aircraft and its high-tech features make radar detection difficult.
Washington is now in dire straits as a result of recent US Air Force accidents.
A Navy EA-6B Prowler from the USS Kittyhawk crashed on Feb. 12 and an Air Force fighter pilot was killed Wednesday after two F-15C jets collided during a training exercise over the Gulf of Mexico.
SBB/AA

The Night AfterWow!!
what a blast we had...
I didn't get as drunk as I thought that I would...stayed away from those damned tequlia sunrises... My sister got drunk but our friend out drank us all and we had to leave a little early to take her home....
We kept bouncing between Cody's and The Upper Deck.. But all in all I had a good time...
And really enjoyed myself...

No Child Left BehindI am sending out this message to everyone so that this can be prevented. Recently we moved and our children had to switch schools. We have a 10 yr old girl in the 4Th grade and a 9 yr old boy in the 3rd grade. For the first month and a half everything was fine but then our son started coming home upset saying that the kids in school were teasing him. At first we gave him the speech how kids will do that and to just ignore it. When it kept going on and when he came home one day saying a child threaten to throw him over the stair banister we told him to tell the teacher. The problem escalated then because when he was trying to tell he would get in trouble for stepping out of line or getting out of his seat. That is when I called the school and made them aware of what was going on. The response I got from his teacher was that she has 24 children in her class and can't keep and eye on all of them.
This past Wednesday the taunting and name calling was to much our son could handle.

The Job - Urine TestTHE JOB - URINE TEST
(I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!)
I HAVE TO PASS A URINE TEST FOR MY JOB... SO I AGREE 100%
Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete

The ExThis song came on and made me think of him....
Lyrics | Don't Speak lyrics

My EverythingWhen we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.
But as time passed,
Our feelings deepened
And our closeness grew
And romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.
You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I’ve felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.
I know I can depend on your support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.
There’s a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I’ve found that happiness with you--
You are my everything.

I Love You......Why can't you love me like I love you?
Like the moon, bouncing off the waters surface...
Why can't I feel your soft, warm touch on my skin?
Or your lips on my cheek, your hair in my face?
Why can't you let me get close to you?
Hold you tight so I can protect you from the darkness?
Why can't I have your heart?
As you have mine entangled in your embrace...
Did I tell you that I love you?
That you mean the world to me?
That your so beautiful, so wild, so fun and so care-free?
Why can't you love me?
What did I do?
Please love me, just love me
Please tell me that you do...
I love you...

My Daughter Is In Hospital!my daughter(WHO IS 15) is in hospital in ephrata. she went in sun afternoon. she was a passenger , one of 6 kids in a car and a 19 yr.old was driving. he thought it would be fun to pass a car in front of him on a side road and lost control and swerved back and forth a couple times hitting the mountain side and then the car flipped a few times landing on it's roof. she was the last one to crawl out the back window and she was pretty much the only one seriously injured. she had surgey sun. nite on her knee to repair fat cells, ligaments, skin had to be stretched back over it. it was awful! she has road rash and debree on her hands and elbow. she cant write or feed herself. they have her leg in an imobilizer so she cant bend it for at least 2 weeks. she has to stay in hospital until they figure out whether or not the skin is going to live or die and if she will need another surgery for a skin graph. paramedics called me on her cell phone and i thought it was a joke at first! she is having

Only He Knows The WayWith every stroke of his hand the closer we become.
He knows what i crave and what i need to be.
He understands me when at times I dont understand me.
Thats why he has me and he will probably always will.
He was brought to me by the force of the powers to be.
Only he can see what is in the depth of me.
This is what makes a Master a Master.
He knows what needs to be done for his sub/slave and he does it.
He leads them where they need to go and how to get there.
To some they will never understand this life thats because they where not chosen for this path.
For i was and i embrace it with all i am .
And when he comes to call I will smile and go willing into his open arms!

Anne RutledgeOut of me unworthy and unknown
The vibrations of deathless music;
"With malice toward none, with charity for all.',
Out of me the forgiveness of millions toward millions,
And the beneficent face of a nation
Shining with justice and truth.
I am Anne Rutledge who sleep beneath these weeds,
Beloved in life of Abraham Lincoln,
Wedded to him, not through union,
But through separation.
Bloom forever, O Republic,
From the dust of my bosom!

Snakes, India, And A Doggy Doing The HeimlichGood Morning. Well now I can remember the girls having to have a teddy bear or some sort of stuffed animal to take to bed but these villagers in Calcutta, India, are just a bit weird. "We sleep with the snakes (meaning cobras), we eat with the snakes, we live with the snakes (but) we are not scared," said a 14-year-old girl in a village near Calcutta, India, to a Wall Street Journal reporter in November. Said a village leader, "Whenever I lie down in my bed, a cobra will just slide on top of me, without hurting me." In fact, more than 3,000 cobras live in one hamlet, mostly in peace, with few bite victims (though a cobra bite is often fatal because villagers initially trust the gods and spirit doctors to treat them). Cobras are so revered in the village that cobra bites are usually described as attacks by vipers or by "nonresident" cobras, based on a belief that local cobras are incapable of evil. [Wall Street Journal, 11-26-07] Sort of explains the mis-communication we often face when

BartabCOME INTO BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE SIT BACK HAVE A DRINK AND RELAX WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE
DJ BARTAB TEARING THE ROOF OFF THE BAR. COME CHECK OUT WHAT HES DOING.
Make your own Myspace Pimpin Text at MyToolSpace.com
(repost of original by 'DJ BARTAB BLACK DIAMOND DJ AKA THE DRUNKENMONKEY FUENGAGED AND RL/BF TO DJ KRAZYCHICK HONORARY DB' on '2008-02-26 14:03:13')

The Lady And Her PharmacistA lady and her Pharmacist
A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to
the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes,and said, "I would like
to buy some cyanide."
The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?"
The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband."
The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "Lord have mercy! I
can't give you cyanide to kill your husband. That's against the law!
I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of
bad
things will
happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!"
The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband
in bed with the pharmacist's wife.
The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now, that's
different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription."

Penis TaxSubject: Penis tax
The only thing that the IRS has not taxed yet is the male penis.
This is due to the fact that 69% of the time it is hanging around
Unemployed, 10% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is
Pissed off and 1% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that, it has
Two dependents and they are both nuts!
HOWEVER, effective January 1st, 2008, the penis will now be taxed
According to size:
The brackets are as follows:
10 - 12" Luxury Tax $300.00
8 - 10" Pole Tax $250.00
5 - 8" Privilege Tax $150.00
3 - 5 " Nuisance Tax $30.00
Males exceeding 12" must file capital gains.
Anyone under 4" is eligible for a tax refund.
PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

CourageIn our lives we hear or see many instances of courage. Below is a poingnant story of a young lady Carla Fleischmann
Carly Fleischmann has severe autism and is unable to speak a word. But thanks to years of expensive and intensive therapy, this 13-year-old has made a remarkable breakthrough.
Two years ago, working with pictures and symbols on a computer keyboard, she started typing and spelling out words. The computer became her voice.
Carly writes about her frustrations with her siblings, how she understands their jokes and asks when can she go on a date.
Therapists say the key lesson from Carly's story is for families to never give up and to be ever creative in helping children with autism find their voice.
There are so many like Carla... some who have made it some who never will.
Help them by understanding them!

The Truth About MarrageI have recently figured out that when a man and woman gets married, the women seems to think that she can stop working or feel she needs to work and relys on the man to provide for her. If the man decides to tell the woman she needs to do somethign to help the family financially as a whole, she gets mad and it becomes extreamly hard to live with the woman. Of course when the man leaves the woman she accuses him of being the reason the marrage didn't work and the man took the easy way out by leaving. The truth is that marrage is a false instatution and is only entered into by the nieve and those who have false hopes of being truely happy. When you decide that you are no longer happy with your marrage, the man is now liable to have everything he own taken from him by the woman he married as well as risks losing everything he has worked hard for. The only people that really win when a man and a woman get married are the divorces lawyers that are hired to represent the man and woman g

New Guest BookOk... I got me a "Guest Book".... so if you guys can be so kind as to sign it.... that would be most lovely of you all...
Come on....
Ya know you want to....
pretty please... hmmmmmm? What do ya say?
if ya do.. thanks...
Be well and safe all....
Click on da pic...
(¯`·._)ThePurestofAngel♥Hope'sFuWifey♥(¯`·._)@ fubar
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Its Not A Secret Anymore!!She thinks I don't know
Girl you're supposed to be my friend
Thought we had nothing to hide
Well I know what's going on
Guess you could say… I found out the hard way!
I can't trust you after all!
Well it really cuts me deep
But there is nothing I can do
I don't want anything else to change
And I don't want to fight..
Just cant believe you could do that
There is nothing that you can say now
That will ever make this right!
I will never look at you the same way again…
But don't worry I still Love you!
So there's a few things you should know…
Don't think your something special coz
You were only One of Many…
He only did it out of spite
You were his ultimate revenge
But the joke is on the two of you
I don't know why but I don't really care
Well not as much as I thought I would
It might have something to do
With what I'm not telling you!!
Oh I must have forgotten to mention it
That's right I have my own little sec

CommentsHello all my Fubar Friends...
I was just thinkin the other day, do we comment our friends just because they comment us first? The past 2 mornins I purposely did not comment my friends like I normally do just to see just how many of them would comment me first...(dirty pool I know) Just really wanted to see what would happen. ONE of my family members commented me and you know who you are and I thank you! So thats what got me to thinkin...do we comment someone just because they comment us first or do we really do it outta the kindness of our hearts and our friends here truly mean something to us? Guess thats something you will have to figure out yourself! OH and what about the ones that you keep in touch with on a daily basis and you comment them on a regular basis and never get anything in return? ...lol Guess thats another subject to be talked about later. But Im hopin that all my friends and family know that they mean alot to me and I commment you to let you know just how much you

DateSO we are finally going on a date.... We have been talking about it long enough...lol. I am at your house waiting for you to finish getting ready (typical, woman making the guy wait...haha). But when you come out of your room , WOW, it was definately worth waiting for. You are more beautiful than I could have imagined. But you are only wearing a teddy, we have dinner reservations. You come over to me and whisper in my ear..."do you want to eat me, instead of eating at a stuffy restaurant". I almost dont believe what I heard. You noticed the shocked expression on my face and motion me to follow you, with your finger. I respond by instinct still too shocked to believe what is happening. I was excited just to be going out to dinner with you and you are now taking me into your bedroom. When we get to your bed you lean in and kiss me. It was that moment that I snapped out of my haze and I kissed back. A long, deep passionate kiss that seemed to take us to a tropical island, you

Wednesday:february 27th 2008: 2:51 Pmdid some rating.....and all i could think was thinking of someone who i wanted to meet, and yet
she was taken. shes beautiful, i adore her,even come close to loving her very much, i feel like i had been led on....once again..but im guessin she doesnt care. That im just someone to toy with while she does her thing with her other loves. Yeah i can guess maybe she was being nice to me complimenting me as she normally did and i read her words wrong.
But who am i? a simple guy hoping and wishing to find happiness someplace..but my efforts are fruitless and nonsense i guess..especially here.

PiecesI worry that I may be broken. I am scared of love. I fear that I may never find it, or that it has passed me by.
Quite opposite of this thought is that I have convinced myself that falling in love will be a spectacular event, like the head change that comes after trying too much of a new drug. I want it to be this amazing, life altering revelation. I expect big things from love. I expect that I might even demand them. I think I forget what love really entails. Because I have never been in love....not that kind of great love that everyone seeks.
I was reminded this morning of what love looks like.
I got into a discussion with someone who has been long sought after, someone whom I held as close as I allow, while keeping them at a distance. He told me that he had opened up to me in a way that he didn't with any other. He reminded me of how hard that was for him. My response: "it isn't enough". I immediately regretted that phrase. I dislike being discontent, never being satisfied

So Last Night In Jersey......i had lots of fun with Ryan and stuff. and he was acting all weird and stuff... and chris didn't help me and stuff... and Ruby... WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU AND STUFF?!?!?!?!

Joydrop - BeautifulIf I was beautiful like you
Oh the things I would do
Those not so blessed would be crying out murder
And I'd just laugh and get away with it too
Like you do
If I was beautiful like you
I would never be at fault
I'd walk in the rain between the rain drops
Bringing traffic to a halt
But that would never be
Never, never be
Cause I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me, I'm beautiful like me
If I was beautiful like you
I'd be quick to assume
They'd do anything to please me, why not
I see their reaction when you walk into the room
But that would never be
Never, never, never be
Cause I'm not beautiful like you
I'm beautiful like me, beautiful like me
Beautiful, beautiful like me
Like me, Like me...
If I was beautiful like you
I'd have so many friends
All fighting for my time to be next in line
So if I hurt one, I wouldn't have to make amends
But that would never be
Never, never, never be
Cause I'm not beautful like you
I'm not beautiful like

This Is Too True To Be Very FunnyThis is too true to be very funny
The next time you hear a politician use the
word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about
whether you want the 'politicians' spending
YOUR tax money.
A billion is a difficult number to comprehend,
But one advertising agency did a good job of
Putting that figure into some perspective in
One of its releases.
A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959.
B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was walking on the earth.
C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were
Living in the Stone Age.
D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet.
E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and
20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it.
While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . .
Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans Interesting number , wh

Hello Again-tommy LeeThere's so much to say to you from here
Is this transmission coming clearly?
Do you hear me?.. Yeah
The paper has been peeling off the walls
Give it a year 'til it all falls, 'til it all falls yeah
Hello, again, hello there
It's been so long
And this place is not the same without you
Hello, (Hello, hello) hello there
It's been so long
And the colors all turn gray without you
And so far
There's nothing I can do to not remember
To Not remember, you're so lucky
And so far (far away)
I've been living underground to keep the day out
(keep the day out, you're so lucky)
Hello, again, hello there
It's been so long
And this place is not the same without you
Hello, (Hello, hello) hello there
It's been so long
And the colors all turn gray without you
I've been wandering the halls
(I've been wandering the halls)
This place is quiet as a church
(As a church)
Hello, again, hello there
It's been so long... it's been so long
Hello, again, hello there
It's been

The Heart ...The heart is the place where we live our passions. It is frail and easily broken, but wonderfully resilient. There is no point in trying to deceive the heart. It depends upon our honesty for its survival.
by Leo Buscaglia (Born For Love)

E-mail SexSo, I get into my office, its late. I had a very long day and just want to go home. I open my e-mail and see a note from you. I perk up almost immediately. Your notes are fun. I see an attachment, getting even more excited now. I cant wait to see what you have sent me. I feel my cock stirring in anticipation. I open the picture and there you are wearing a very tight red top. I am hard now. I can see the outline of your whole breast. Beautiful. I want to see more. My imagination is running wild at this point and my cock is soo hard I feel it trying to push through my zipper. I find myself rubbing over my jeans trying to relieve the strain on my cock. The sensation is great, the pressure from my hard on pushing against my jeans and my hand rubbing up and down. I am imagining your hand instead of mine. I call you knowing you are at work but needing to hear your voice. Wanting to let you know what I am doing and why. You answer the phone knowing that I am calling about y

You Know You're Living In 2008 When...YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2008 when...
1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave.
2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.
3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three.
4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.
5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses.
6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.
7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen
8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.
10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee.
11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : )
12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.

Tu Quetes Cabasaok ok this is a funny story. One of my friends had taught me a little spanish one day told me to go up to a spanish guy she knew and say tuquetes cabasa(want some head)Of course i did not know what that meant at the time. So I said it to the guy you should of seen the guys face. So my friend was standing there almost falling to the ground laughing cause she had told me it means Hi how you doing. The guy kept telling me si si (yes yes). The poor guy was probably thinking damb i am going to love america. That was the first words in spanish my friend taught me. I told the guy i was sorry and he was laughing so hard he was nierly in tears like my friend. I was so mad at her but its funny.
By Silent Rituals

Votevoteing democratic
Category: News and Politics
I never will vote for REP. insane mcane . who backing is from bush( who says we are not in a recesstion. well sure if you money comes from big oil companys who rape us all for billions of dollares.. I work in kuwait they pay less then one dollars. for one gal. of gas.. DON'T vote for REP.... mcain is more of the same iam voteing obama.. but if hillary wins great at least we can change get rid of that idiot bush and the bush klan.. thanks to him pepole hate us I know I have seen tis over seas... but if you want proof . go there and see jordan, dubai....please people . don't put more bush butt heads in office.I say lets put a black man in office or a women... thanks to bush it won't get worse they scared people like bush and mccaine . they don't want equal rights for gays black, women . the poor ,, people are people they see you as poor who don't matter .. send them a message .we're here we're queer , straite , black ,whit

The Voodoo PenisThe VOODOO PENIS
A Texas businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip, so he thought he'd buy his wife something to keep her occupied. He went to a sex shop and explained his situation.
The man there said, 'Well, I don't know that I have anything that will
Keep her occupied for so many weeks, except...the Voodoo Penis!'
The husband said 'The what'?
The man repeated 'The Voodoo Penis' and pulled out what seemed to be an ordinary dildo.
The husband laughed, and said, 'It looks like a dildo!'
The man then pointed to the door and said, 'Voodoo Penis, door!'
The penis rose out of its box, darted over to the door and started pounding the keyhole. The whole door shook wildly with vibrations, so much that a crack began to form down the middle. Then the man said
'Voodoo Penis, return to box!' and the penis stopped and returned to
The box.
The husband bought it. He took it home to his wife, And after the husband had been gone a few days, the wife

Hmmyou would think that if a girl was crying.. and the guy really cared about her and liked her so much... he would try to comfort her or feel some sympathy hat she was crying.
or am i wrong?

Never Did Hei try to smile
to keep my head high
yet all i want to do is crawl away
letting my soul die inside
i dont know how he could hurt me so bad
he doesnt even care that i am so sad
i told him he would always be in my heart
but he just shrugged it off
thats when my world fell apart
how could he say he loved me
then just take it away
doesnt he knows what happens
when someone mentions his name
i try to smile
but all i want to do is cry
he left me
broken and used
as i sit here and cry i know now
that he never did care

Re: Zuckerman: Israel A 'client State' Of U.s.RE: Zuckerman: Israel a 'Client State' of U.S.
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Chrissay (U KNOW Who I'd ♥ 4 Prez !)
Date: 02 Mar 2008, 09:59
[I didn't see this when it came out, nearly a month ago ...quite interesting, and part of Joachim Martillo's very informative blogs]]Zuckerman: Israel a 'client state' of U.S.Published: 02/03/2008Mort Zuckerman, the editor of U.S. News & World Report, called Israel a "client state" of the United States."Israel has to understand — like it or not — it is not a great power. It is a client state. And therefore, it must be dependent upon a great power," Zuckerman said during an interview on Shalom TV's "World Jewish News" show last week. "There is no question that the United States has been and is the most reliable long-term friend and ally that Israel has, and it must do what it has to do in order to maintain that relationship. And if [cooperating with Bush's Annapolis peace initiative] is part of that price

Giving Good Blog.......yes, yes, yes!!!
oh my, the feeling is so intense! to read a good blog is like having an orgasm. it's such a head rush. your mind reels at the words on the page and your body tingles. you want more, more, more but find less.
we need people giving good blog.
to see something that moves you, makes you think and feel is rare anymore. it's like the imagination has gone and copy/paste has taken over. and before anyone throws a stone, i'm guilty of it too.
but i also blog to entertain, to make you think and laugh. i blog regularly on another site, and am planning on more here.
i hope i can make you feel, think, and have a good time.
until then, good hunting on those that give good blog. we're a rare breed.

How Bush's Grandfather Helped Hitler's Rise To PowerHow Bush's grandfather helped Hitler's rise to power
Rumours of a link between the US first family and the Nazi war machine have circulated for decades. Now the Guardian can reveal how repercussions of events that culminated in action under the Trading with the Enemy Act are still being felt by today's president
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The Valentines GiftA true 2007 St. Valentine's Day story
A husband walks into Victoria 's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife.
He's shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price,
the more sheer, the higher the price.
Naturally, he opts for the most sheer item, pays the $500, and takes it home.
He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs and model it for him.
Upstairs, the wife thinks, "This thing is so sheer it's like not having anything on.
I'll just not put it on, I'll do the modeling naked and return the negligee tomorrow and keep the $500 refund."
She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose.
The husband says; "Good Grief.
You'd think for $500, they'd at least iron it."
He never heard the shot.
Funeral on Thursday at Noon. Closed coffin.

Calling All Sevendust FansI have been a huge 7D fan dating back to 2000. I wanna know what your favorite DUST tune is....there can only be 1. To make it interesting post a music video or live performance of the song as your response. If you are clueless as to how and where to find the videos, check out YouTube.com, just type in "Sevendust" and the song title and you are bound to find something. Here is mine, enjoy!

Help ?????hello all my friends and family i am am board and thought what the fuckl i will make a pimp out of my own style for my girlfriend so here iit is so go and drop on by her page andd show her some fu-love and rate her pic's and stash if you would 2 thanks
~Lost In The Dark~
P.S. her link is below thanks again
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Thanks A Lot For What You Did Part Two....OK I LOVE FUBAR, I PRACTICALLY LIVE HERE MOST NIGHTS AND ME AND CUTIE ARE TRYING TO CREATE A LOUNGE FOR THE SIMPLE FACT WE LOVE EVERYONE WE HAVE MET ON HERE.......NOW MY PROBLEM COMES FROM "THE ISM" WHO WELL SADLY WAS MY BOYFRIEND, BUT DECIDED THAT HE NEEDED TO GO FIND MORE BEHIND MY BACK, NOW EVERYONE KNOWS THAT YOU CAN SEE WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE COMMENTING OR RATING, IT'S A PART OF NETWORKING, YOUR FRIENDS CHECK SOMEONE OUT, YOU GET CURIOUS, YOU GO CHECK THEM OUT AND YOU MAKE FRIENDS. WELL WHAT DO YOU WHEN YOU GO TO CHECK PEOPLE OUT AND YOUR SUPPOSED BOYFRIEND IS POSTING COMMENTS LIKE YOU DESERVE A 10, YOU ARE GORGEOUS, YOU LOOK GREAT IN THAT OUTFIT, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MORE OF YOU HEEHEE, OK OK SORRY MAYBE I'M A BITCH OR INSECURE BUT YOU HAVEN'T CALLED OR CAME TO SEE ME IN 4 WEEKS, YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME BUT YEAH I LOVE YOU IS EIGHT LETTER SO IS BULLSHIT.....
IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH, DON'T YOU FIGHT TO MAKE IT WORK, FIGHT TO MAKE IT LAST, YOU MAKE SURE THAT YOU DO WHAT YOU NEED

Interesting1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you?
No one. I can't picture myself with anyone.
2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
Tiger
3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
It's walking across the path I'm taking it. Stops and looks at me. Opens it's mouth, drools a bit, and then continues on its way.
4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it?
It's a large Victorian style house. Maybe 5 bedrooms.
5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
No. It's on wide open land on a cliff overlooking the ocean.
6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table. whats on it?
A lace table runner and a candelabra.
7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A red plastic travel mug.
8. What do you do with the cup?
Walk past it.
9. You walk to the edge of the property wher

030408 Single Romantic Love HoroscopeIt's time to shake up your routine! Take a different route to work, get your coffee in a different shop. You'll benefit from the change of scenery. And your social life with benefit from all the good-looking strangers you're apt to meet!

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I Wanna BeYou lost the soul
You're out of control
Your demons are with you
No sense to your vice
In plastic you hide
I tried and I failed to teach you
Open your mind
The loss you don't find
The strength as I am to reach you
Destruction finds
The weak and the blind
It tears you open it eats you
Like a flower
I want to be the sun that you grow to
Dangerous power between you and me
How I long for you
Failure comes as passion goes
Too much time has slipped away
All I see anymore is history
I wanna be...

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Stupid Fucking People....ok so, i'm not in a good mood, and I am sick of dealing with stupid fucking people today... seriously... how many fucking people on this earth could be stupid and/or retarded?!?!?! And why do they have to find their way... to me... today... when I'm already in a pissy fucking mood...
I'm gonna take a nap, and hope and pray i wake up to not RETARDED people....

Endeavour's Uhf Radio Fails Re-test - Main Propulsion System Pressurization LatestEndeavour's problematic UHF radio - which underwent replacement via parts donated from Atlantis at the weekend - has failed a re-test. The Engineering Review Board (ERB) has recommended to fly as-is, though this needs to be approved by the ongoing noon board meeting.
Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive.
Image Above: STS-123 crew portrait. From the right (front row) are astronauts Dominic L. Gorie, commander; and Gregory H. Johnson, pilot. From the left (back row) are astronauts Richard M. Linnehan, Robert L. Behnken, Garrett E. R

RankingOk so there ia a really awesome woman on this site. Her ranking has slipped alittle (don't know why) and she needs some luv. stop by and look over her sexy pics and give her some luv. Her name is easyontheeyz and fellas the name holds true. And you ladies you know you want to check her out to. Thanks.

Purpose Or Wasted Chance?The immortal circus runs continuously
Bring forth more imbeciles
They want nothing more
Than the never ending fun
Absent of all responsibility and intellect.
The jesters question the logic
Of purpose, life and intuition
Whenever it is all wasted
On pleasures searched for
By any means necessary.
The sane wear a mask
But are they truly so?
Tis easy to blame the unique
As they care not
For the specific ways of society.
Afraid of the mundane…
Welcome to real life,
As it never was a game.
Your in for a wild ride,
Be prepared for what is to come
You are in control now.
Will insanity scare you in a corner,
Of merely not understanding it
And fearing anything
Which doesn’t look normal?
Or will you embrace the opportunity
Of another discovery
Though it be disguised as something else?
This is now your call,
Do with it what you will…

What Can I Do To Show My Fondness For Others Today?He who distributes the milk of human kindness cannot help but spill a little on himself.
--James Barrie
We like ourselves best when we like those around us. When we smile at them, they smile back; when we ask them, they tell us about themselves. When we scowl at people, they'll frown back; when we ignore them, they'll walk away.
It's true that we get back what we put into things, whether it's work, play, love, or gardening. We decide by the extent of our commitment how valuable or enjoyable or depressing an experience can be for us.
Our actions toward others come right back to us. When we smile at people, they smile back, and we feel good. Sometimes feeling good about ourselves depends on feeling good about others. When we send out that smile of ours, those who get it pass it on, and we have added power to the happiness of the world.
What can I do to show my fondness for others today?

LmaoTWO OLD MEN DECIDE THEY ARE CLOSE TO
THEIR LAST DAYS AND DECIDE TO HAVE A LAST
NIGHT ON THE TOWN. AFTER A FEW DRINKS,
THEY END UP AT THE LOCAL BROTHEL.
THE MADAM TAKES ONE LOOK AT THE TWO OLD
GEEZERS AND WHISPERS TO HER MANAGER, "GO
UP TO THE FIRST TWO BEDROOMS AND PUT A
BLOW-UP DOLL IN EACH BED. THESE TWO ARE
SO OLD AND DRUNK, I'M NOT WASTING TWO OF
MY GIRLS ON THEM. THEY WON'T KNOW THE
DIFFERENCE."
THE MANAGER DOES AS HE IS TOLD AND THE TWO
OLD MEN GO UPSTAIRS AND TAKE CARE OF THEIR
BUSINESS.
AS THEY ARE WALKING HOME THE FIRST MAN SAYS,
"YOU KNOW, I THINK MY GIRL WAS DEAD!"
'DEAD?' SAYS HIS FRIEND, 'WHY DO YOU SAY THAT?'
'WELL, SHE NEVER MOVED OR MADE A SOUND ALL
THE TIME I WAS LOVING HER.'
HIS FRIEND SAYS, 'COULD BE WORSE, I THINK MINE
WAS A WITCH.'
'A WITCH ? WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SAY
THAT?' THE OTHER FRIEND HOOTED.
'WELL , I WAS MAKING LOVE TO HER, KISSING HER
ON THE NECK, AND I BIT HER ON THE HOOTERS. SHE
FARTED, FLEW OUT THE WINDOW AND

Down To 339i am down to 339 from 344 last month and 385 pounds thats what 46 pounds this year :)

I Didnt Write ThisI saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.
But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.
But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.
But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.
I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.
But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.
I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.
But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.
I saw you stare at my long hair.
But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.
I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.
But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that

New Orleans Gay Easter ParadeNew Orleans Gay Easter Parade
Sunday, March 23
The Parade for, by and from the Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual & Transgender Community showcases its culture, color and creativity. Parade attire includes tuxedos, summer suits or Easter dresses/suits with Easter hats/bonnets. Nudity or partial nudity is not allowed. Sexually explicit beads or throws of that nature are not allowed.
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Dates:
Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 4:30 pm

I Never Planned To...know more about cars than, how to change a wheel, top up the oil, the wind screen wash and the radiator...oh and knowing that a stocking makes a good fan belt in an emergency!
I now know how to: Change a battery, jump start a car, what a ball joint is and how it attaches to the wishbone... what happens when the bolt hole has been machined 1mm too big... and how to correct a mis-aligned wheel due to said machining error....how wheels are tracked on load of the back wheels, what camber is... I could go on but I'm boring myself!!
My poor car!!!
I took it for it's MOT 2 weeks ago.... It had a siezed brake caliper and needed new brake pads... no problem, so far so good...New headlight, yep thats why I picked one up from the scrap yard...doing well so far... Too much play on ball joint, requiered replacing...OK no biggy...jobs done, car passed MOT....WOOT!!
OK cancel the Woot...battery is dead when I go to pick it up, mechanic left the lights on. OK so jump start it on the f

JrmustangHEY JR MUSTANG YOU HAVE ALOT OF NERVES DOING MY SIS THE WAY YA DID I WAS WAITING FOR ANWSER FROM PREACHER GROW UP I THOUGHT YOU WAS COOL BOY WAS I WRONG YOU REALLY HURT HER AND YOU CALL YOURSELF A MAN SHES AND HONEST PERSON THEN YOU WANNA HURT HER WOW WHAT AN A$$HOLE DONT HIT MY SHOUT BOX EVER AGAIN NOT COOL WHAT YA DONE SEE YA

I Like Orchids Even With A Brown ThumbWhat These Orchids Say About You
You are exotic and intricately beautiful.
You possess a unique grace that's both delicate and strong.
You are thoughtful and refined. You are the definition of class.
What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

Pretty Sure..I have THE best friends ever.
I've been going through a really rough time and I honestly don't know how I'd get through it without them. They mean the world to me. Words can't even begin to describe how much appreciation I have for them. The support has been amazing. I mean, I always knew they were amazing but I guess it's time like these where I really see how much they care for me. They've helped me out more than they even realize. They've stood by me through some of the roughest times of my life. I'm so thankful to have people like them in my life.
Oh and babe.. you've made me so happy despite of all of the crap I have to deal with. You've been there for me since day one. You always know how to put a smile on my face. I can be completely broken inside and you always find a way to pick up the pieces and fix everything. You're an incredible person and everyone's lucky to have you in their lives.
That just needed to be said.
♥

Crimson Loverscrimson drops fall like rain
teasing your lips
leaving a stain
flesh shall meet
bodies do join
a sweet retreat
from tongue to loin
i love you dear
a whisper is spoke
gasps and moans
escape our throats
bodies entwined
blood escapes
runs down skin
with great haste
passion ignites
eyes do flare
gazes meet
unearthly stares
breath is short
bodies shake
buried deep
earth begins to shake
collapsing now
covered in life
smiling now
a kiss in the night...

My ThoughtsI want for my life to be mine. Soon I'm hoping it will be again. All I have ever wanted was to be loved. I'm a hopefull romantic. I believe in soul mates. Knowing that what I have right now is far from that. I don't want to be treated like I'm a child anymore. I do not act like it. I deserve respect and being cherished. I want to be able to enjoy life out side of these four walls he calls his castle. For me it is more of a prison. I want to find the part of me that has been hiding for so long. I think about how my life could and should be and then I wake up and realize that I'm living in a miserable marriage and having a hard time finding a way out. I have plans but then there is doubt instilled in me that makes me think that maybe I won't be able to do it. However, I have a life to look forward to on the out side. And I will get outta here soon. I have friends that mean the world to me. I have people I've been kept away from for far to long. I've lost a lot just to remain in this so c

Shut It. I Love Them.1. Have you ever called a person useless?
Yes, because they were/are.
2. What object in your room is really important to you?
My comp. lol
3. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not even a little.
4. Are you a lover?
Yep
5. What is the gas station you pump your gas at?
Most of the time it's wherever we're at, if we're just leaving home we go to 7-11
7. What kind of sense of humor do you have?
I'm all kinds of funny. Sarcastic lil bitch...
8. Do you usually tell people when they hurt your feelings?
Yes, if you hurt me or piss me off I'll tell you.
9. Do your initials spell out a word?
No
10. When is the last time you danced?
Too long ago.
11. How often do you give high fives?
Haha rarely?
12. If you had to delete one person off your top friends list, who would it be?
One of the celebs I'm sure. Everyone else I know in rl.
15. Is your shirt new?
no
16. Where is the last place you went out to eat?
Ummm roast beef place in salem ma.
17

Bunny And The Snake----- One morning a blind bunny was hopping down the bunny trail and tripped over a large snake and fell, kerplop right on his twitchy little nose.
"Oh please excuse me," said the bunny. "I didn't mean to trip over you, but I'm blind and can't see."
"That's perfectly all right," replied the snake. "To be sure, it was my fault. I didn't mean to trip you, but I'm blind too, and I didn't see you coming. By the way, what kind of animal are you?"
" Well, I really don't know," said the bunny. "I'm blind, and I've never seen myself. Maybe you could examine me and find out."
So the snake felt the bunny all over, and he said, "Well, you're soft, and cuddly, and you have long silky ears, and a little fluffy tail and a dear twitchy little nose. You must be a bunny rabbit!"
The bunny said, "I can't thank you enough. But by the way, what kind of animal are you?"
The snake replied that he didn't know either, and the bunny agreed to examine him, and whe

How Sexy Are You?You Are Very Sexy
Damn! You are one hot number. You have a lot of sex appeal.
You know you're sexy, and you're not afraid to put it all out there.
And while you're very appealing, you're careful not to be trashy or over the top.
Sexy is all about attitude. And you totally have the attitude that people love.
How You Are Sexy
You are friendly and outgoing, even to people who don't deserve it. Your positive body language makes you even sexier.
You know what (or who) you want, and you're not afraid to go get it. What could be sexier than that?
Your modern look is sexy. You don't give people too much of the same old thing. You like to change it up.
You are flirtatious and fun with most people. You know how to keep things light, friendly, and sexy.
Are You Sexy?

1-501. How old will you be in 10 months?
33
2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
No.. I don't do marriage.
3. Was yesterday better than today?
Yes.. Went bowling with the kids yesterday.
4. What does your last text message say?
none
5. Who was the last person to text you?
no one
6. Do you prefer to call or text?
I don't really like either. lol
7. What month is your birthday in?
October
8. Can you live a day without tv?
I could live the rest of my life without tv. I have the internet. I watch all the shows I love online already anyway.
9. When was the last time you saw your dad?
Never met him.
10. When was the last time you saw your mom?
When I was 14 or 15.
11. How many pets do you have?
13-ish
12. How many houses have you lived in?
No idea, we moved A LOT when I was younger. Then once I went into foster care I was in almost 20 homes.
13. How many city/towns have you lived in?
Too many to list.
14. Do you prefer shoes, flip-flops, o

WtfNOW YOU HAVE TO EDIT WORD LIKE ROID AND MARRYJANE
THAT IS JUST WRONG WHAT WILL BE NEXT?

Words From My WorldAnd now I sit inside my glass prison
Screaming to be let free
But all my efforts are in vain
You can't even hear me Look into my tear stained eyes
And tell me what you see
Am I so completely dead to you
That you don't even see me?Watch the tears fall down my face
An endless stream of forgotten hate
Fall into an unknown world
Follow the road of fearful fate Banish the light from inside your mind
Let the dark consume your soul
Lose yourself inside this hell
Cause yourself to lose control Rest your head and close your eyes
Soon the pain will fade
Slip away into your dreams
No longer be afraidI feel my body growing cold
Shaking, shivering, fade away
Trembling under Death's sweet kiss
I'm too far led astray Leave me helpless on the ground
Left alone to face this death
Fatal numbness pass over me
And I breathe my one last breath My screams have been silenced
My tears have been dried
As I lay upon the earth
And let this life subsideLet the dark

Magic StickMAGIC STICK
You have a magic stick that I know I want.
It has power of an indescribable kind.
It can lift me to the heavens above.
The taste of the tip is like pure fine wine.
I want it deep within my being.
I want it to fill me with all of the cum.
This magic stick that you possess,
I have never known another of its kind.
It has the ability to bring me to my knees.
To take it deep throat without chocking me.
Oh your magic stick can set me free.
Come on baby give it to me.
Dee Parenti
All Rights Reserved

What Does Your Pizza Say About You?What Your Pizza Reveals
Your appetite is pretty average. You don't go overboard - but you don't deprive yourself either.
You aren't particularly picky about pizza. It's so good... how could you be? You fit in best in the Western part of the US.
You like food that's traditional and well crafted. You aren't impressed with "gourmet" foods.
You are generous, outgoing, and considerate with your choices.
You are cultured and intellectual. You should consider traveling to Vienna.
The stereotype that best fits you is emo. You think you're special... and you kind of are.
What Does Your Pizza Say About You?
Emo? WTF? I think not!

Too Many Minerals In My WaterYou Are 43% Pure
You're not so innocent... in fact, you're quite unpure.
You have seen and experienced a lot. And you're no worse for the wear!
The 100 Question Purity Test

Have You Ever..had so much bad stuff happen to you that you don't remember what it was like to be without that pain?
I have.
Sometimes I try remembering what it was like back then but when it's all I've known for this long, it's difficult to go back to that place.
It's funny, though.. 'cause no matter how much pain I'm in, I couldn't be happier. Thanks for that, babe. ♥
I don't feel sorry for myself at all because I believe those things have helped shape me into the person I am now. Pain makes us stronger.
I was just thinking with my fingers?
This probably won't make sense to anyone but that's alright.
I needed to write it down.
=]
(oh ps. I'll be gone for a week or two. I won't elaborate on that.. but after, I'm moving!)

The Siamesea desert vision beneath a cloudless sky
ecstatic that youve landed i could never fly so high
your touch expands my horizons to the point of pure bliss
pleasure and contentment blur into a new sensation
self contained within each kiss
hand in hand we ascend the mountain path before us
never fearful or longing
higher still until we reach our place in the sun
embracing,eyes locked as we meld into one

PajamiesThe PJ's You Are Most Like: Sexy PJ's
You're a hot girl, and you don't let anyone forget it - even yourself
You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love
Relax a little - you look great even when you're not wearing lipstick!
What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

In Her DreamsHe cupped her face in his hand
Looking at her longingly, a soft gentle kiss he gave
In that moment, right there with him was all that mattered
Her heart received him, her soul opened up to his
In a crowded room he came up behind her
Blew soft kisses on her bare back and neck
Awakening feelings she didn't know
A light sweat he noticed on her neck
He sensed it all from the way her body responded to his
He has her dreaming
The mind fascinates her,
His voice has her heart beating like an African drum
She is swimming in the deep end and dosen't want to stop
He has a body that makes her see future generation
Every time she sees him she can't help but marvel at this
Beautifully, wonderfully, and fearfully made creature
Of God
How beautiful they are together, in her dreams

The State Of Our GovernmentMarion Barry/Eliot Spitzer
So let me get this straight, the only difference between Mr. Barry and Mr. Spitzer is, one was a crackhead and the other a fornicator. What makes one any more vile than the other. If you recall (for those of you old enough to remember) the Government upheaval in 1991 when then D.C., elected mayor was not only caught with a ”pipe” in one hand and a hooker in the other partying in a hotel room. He only served 6 months in prison and was reelected a year later as a council member and two years later again as the Mayor of D.C. serving a second term. By the way..Marion Barry is still a city council member in the 8th ward. Just something for you to think about MR. SPIT-ZER.
(See kids.. Yes, MONEY CAN BY ANYTHING)
Now we have this matter with the Gov. of New York., well Mr. Spitzer don’t you worry, Bill Clinton is still (barely) married not only is she one of the forerunners for the presidency, but you know she has to be thinking.. NOW IT’S MY T

In The DarkWhen it seems
Like the world around you is breaking
And it feels
Like there's no one else around
It's quiet
There's a silence in the darkness
And it sounds
Like the carnival is over
As you walk
In the crowded empty spaces
You stare
At the emptiness around you
You wanna go
To the city and the bright lights
Get away
From the sinners that surround you
As I look into the sky
There's sparks bright as ice
You want me to take you over there
I want you to run from me
You're not the only one
In the dark
We'll need each other
In the dark
We'll hold each other
Now we're away from each other
In the dark

10,000 Bcwas lame. i mean L A M E. the things i'll go see because my friends want to see them. lol.
how is everyone anyway?

PicturesI am trying to think of different pictures to take and put up, I've been trying different things but don't like any of them. I'm thinking about making an album of my favorite movies and shit like that when i have some time on my hands. If anyone has any ideas let me know lol

HonestyI am starting to get the feeling that Fubar is just like MySpace. People use it to find friends and relationships yet they can't even be honest on their profiles. If you have no idea what gender you are or how old you are, then you obviously have no reason to be on internet site. Honesty is the best Policy.

Here's An Idea!Give me a band that doesnt sound like the same old shit regurgitated and swallowed again only to be regurgitated once again... in that clerks fashion.
And I will give you... absolutely nothing. But at least you get to make me happy!
whats that?
You dont care if I am happy?
Well, Fuck you!
( so many innuendos in this one see how many can figure it out)

Profile Only Acessable To Friends...soo ive seen more and more of this on here, well accully not just on here myspace to, and ive always wondered what the fuck is the point of making ur profile only accessable to friends? i understand making ur NSFW pics accessable to only friends but ur whole profile? seems a bit stupid to me...wich brings me to my next question HOW THE FUCK ARE U SPPOSED TO MAKE FRIENDS WHEN ONLY YOUR "FRIENDS" CAN MESSAGE, RATE OR EVEN LOOK AT YOUR PROFILE? I DONT GET IT!

St Pattys Day!What Your Shamrock Says About You
You express yourself well - you are very verbal. You are good at perceiving the world and understanding people.
At times you can be moody and lack direction. You have an artist's temperament.
You consider yourself a lucky person. Luck always seems to be on your side.
You are traditional, easy going, and appreciative of the simple things in life.
The Shamrock Personality Test

Bywords1- More haste more waste
Haste makes waste
More haste less speed
2- The worthless ned no protection
3- Manners betray feelings.
4- Retaliation is a cure.
Retaliation puts an end to bitter pills.
5- A hopeful wish comes through in a dream.
6- Give a dog a bad name and hang him.
7- Compliments do not succeed in all cases.
8- Care killed a cat. Curiosity killed the cat.
9- Decline begins by internal strife.
10- You can't teach an old dog a new trick.
11- A quiet baby gets no suck.
It's the creaking wheel that gets the grease.
12- Your mother alone will be wail you.
13- A wager is a fool's argument.
14- Keep something for a rainy day.
15- He who hesitates is lost.
16- It never rains but pours.
17- A bad workman always blames his tools
18- Don't make a martyr sigh, you will pay for it by and by.
19- A rose by another name would smell as sweet.
20- A word to the wise in enough.
21- It is easy to be wise after the event.
22- He that seeks find.
23- What is

Daily Meditation March 14Persevere in all that God's guidance moves you to do. The persistent carrying out of what seems right and good will bring you to that place where you would be. If you look back over God's guidance, you will see that His leading has been very gradual and that only as you carried out His wishes, as far as you can understand them, has God been able to give you more clear and definite leading. You are led by God's touch on a quickened, responsive mind.

NostalgiaMy #1 friend sent me some lionks to old songs she was listening to. Made me look for some myself. The first ones I found are in my stash.
It was "This Time" that brought me back. Cause that song meant alot to me back then. I translated the lyrics and gave it as a poem to a girl I loved.
It got us together, and we were an item for 2 years, nearly got married.
It was 23 years ago, a lifetime ago...
I'm really getting old...

Ask Of Me?A beauty lies before me,
And for once I am at a loss.
If she turns away,
Could I bare the cost.
What if her heart,
My words it doesn't see.
If I stand strong maybe,
She'll see the faith in me.
To walk with you,
A friend,call me.
Is all I ask of you,
What do you ask of me?

HeroesHeroes are ordinary people who place their dreams above their fears.

Here We Go~I am never sure whether to blog online or not, but I figure....why the heck not.
I have a lot on my mind these days. I am totally excited about going away to school to get my Phd. I am really anxious about relocating half way across the country. It'll be crazy going out, making new friends, etc.

Locked.There is a moment.
When My thighs are spread, and you are between them.
When your body is deep inside of mine and my legs hold you there.
There is a moment.
When your hands reign in my hair.
When both of them are clasped to it. full of it.
And my fingers are buried deep in yours.
There is a moment.
When our lips are clasped, our tongues are twisted together and our breaths mingle.
And in that moment.
We are Locked.

Ha Ha Ha!!!The person I wrote this for (well, wrote it BECAUSE of anyways) Just will NOT take no for an answer... Wants mt to program all this stuff to take other peopels accounts... Yahoo, AOL, MySpace, Fubar... You name it, and he askes me to do it... Along with key gens. for software... So, i figured I\'d throw this together, make it look real, and throw it all in a zip file and send it to him.... Maybe this way he\'ll take the hint that I\'m not interested in doing anything like that... even though I could... hahaha... This was all done in the spirit of fun, and to teach some lame-ass a lesson...
If you feel you must commenton this, then please, feel free.
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Confederate.Doffing The Gray.
Lt.Falligant, Savannah, Georgia, CSA.
Off with your gray suits boys-
Off with your rebel gear-
They smack too much of the cannon's peal,
The lightning flash of your deadly steel,
The terror of your spear.
Their color is like the smoke
That curled o'er your battle-line;
They call to mind the yell that woke
When the dastard columns before you broke,
And their dead were your fatal sign.
Off with the starry wreath,
Ye who have led our van,
To you 'twas the pledge of glorious death,
When we followed you o'er the gory heath,
where we whipped them man to man.
Down with the cross of stars-
Too long hath it waved on high;
'Tis covered all over with battle scars,
But its gleam the northern banner mars-
'Tis time to lay it by.
Down with the vows we've made,
Down with each memory-
Down with the thoughts of our noble dead-
Down, Down to the dust, where their forms are laid
AND DOWN WITH

I Sit In My Corner And Cryyou knew i loved you.
but you went to her instead.
i was here waiting for you,
like you said you would come.
i love you and miss you.
but she has your heart now.
so i just sit in my corner and cry.
for the love i have for you is eating me up inside.
so what am i to do now that you are gone?
all i can do is sit here and cry.
the pain inside is something i cannot take.
for it eats at my heart,
like a starved pirana.
i want it gone!
you are the only one that can make it go away.
but for now i will sit in my corner and cry.

Just To Let You KnowHey there friends of mine!!! I am back.... Hope you haven't forgotten me!! Show me some love and I'll return the favor.. I know it's been a while but that's life.... Love ya, Sweet Heart Princess Di

We Want You!!!HELP WANTED!!! I AM IN SEARCH OF DJ'S THAT ARE FLEXIBLE!!! BARTENDER'S GREETER'S AND PROMOTER'S APPLY WITHIN AND ASK FOR TRACY!!!
GET YOUR ARSES IN HERE AND ENJOY THE MUSIC!! LET'S LIVEN UP THIS LOUNGE PEOPLE!!!
We have 4 of the hottest DJ's around
Come check them out..
It's nothing but fun and laughs in here come play with us..

Spring Break Is OverThe FSR (Fat Shit Roommate) just came lumbering in the door so that means that Spring Break is over. The break was good I guess. If anything it was a good reminder of why I'm going to school and busting my ass. I don't want to end up stuck there in that situation. It was easy to deal with in November and December when I had a different feeling but its harder now that the person who helped create that feeling has completely cut me off and I don't know why. Being at home with nothing to do is boring and gets me thinking too much and asking, "Don't you ever want anything more for yourself? I know this poor hapless son of a bitch does. I look into his sorry doe eyes and I just, I see a man crying out. He's crying out, "When Lord? When the fuck can your servant ditch this foul-mouthed little chucklehead to whom I am a constant victim of his folly, so much so that it prevents him from ever getting to kiss a girl! Fuck! When, Lord when? WHENS GONNA BE MY TIME?" Bonus points to whoever ca

Once You've Learned To Be Lonelymyself by ~caravan on deviantART
You're asking me to open up
I'm tryin' my best to give enough
To keep this love alive
It wouldn't be so hard for me to do
If it hadn't have been for all my heart's been through
But once you've learned to be lonely
And lonely is the only thing you've known
It begins to feel like home
It becomes your comfort zone
Once you've learned to be without someone
And settle for the silence of an empty room
Oh,it changes you
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned to be lonely
It becomes a habit of the heart
To be afraid and even start
To try and love again
I want to give you myself to you
But I've been alone that I'm scared to move
But once you've learned to be lonely
And lonely is the only thing you've known
It begins to feel like home
It becomes your comfort zone
Once you've learned to be without someone
And settle for the silence of an empty room
Oh,it changes you
There's a lot you have to undo
Once you've learned

The 80/20 Rule In Marriage/relationshipsNot only for those who are familiar with the term from Tyler Perry's "Why Did I Get Married," it is based on a principle that basically states that 80% of all results are from only 20% of effort. The rest all being irrelevant! When I saw them make a reference to that in the Tyler Perry film in regards to marriage I thought it was wonderful. After having read "Living the 80/20 way" a couple of years before the movie (which I totally recommend for the avid readers) I wondered what people felt about that same concept?
As we all know there is no 100%, no one is perfect, and often times we might realize that's what we were looking for, and then sometimes people referred to their end result as "settling".
I have now come to believe that you are capable of having only 80% of true and complete fulfillment from your other half, it is inevitable to give up 20%. Where the question comes in is what 20% are you willing to give up and do without KNOWING that we can't have it all. I hope I'm no

I'm StatesideSunday was the longest day of my life. I got up at 0515, which was about an hour and 15 minutes later than I wanted to. I got a shower, and was at the bus by 0530. Then we rolled at 6:00 to the airbase. We sat there all day, went through three briefings on standards of conduct, no alcohol, customs brief/clearing, no alcohol brief, the chaplain's brief, and then finally got on the road to the airport. I got lucky, and was able to get on Baggage Detail. This meant that we got the VIP seating, which wasn't that VIP. We had a bit more room to move, but not much, and we only took about 5 minutes to load 200+ bags into the plane.
I slept off and on for the next too many hours of flying. I know that I got at least a 2 hour period of sleep, only cause apparently I slept through the movie. We stopped off in Germany, got to stretch, get some drinks, and got teased by the alcohol in the "canteen".
I got to Atlanta, and my original flight at me getting into Maryland at 1630. I

What RemainsMemories still remain
How long ago that was
It feels like just yesterday
The pain just won't go away
'Even with someone
Who treats me right.'
Feeling so guilty
That the past holds onto her still
Laying next to him
Filled with so much fear
Thinking
'I just give up.'
Holding so much pain
It doesn't hurt quite as bad
When her will to fight is gone
When he has his way
All his snide remarks
How bad they made her feel
She always seemed to flinch
When he started to yell
'I wish I wasn't so scared.'
How hard she tries
To make the thoughts
Just disappear
'I'm with someone new,
I love him too.'
He helps her through the day
He helps make the pain
Fade away
But forever the scar
Will remain

IcarusSorrow and pain filled my world
Never was there to be joy in my life again.
Dreaming of that one true soul who would connect
But never finding it
Till one day I saw the sun.
A bright and shining orb.
A Golden Angel, Lonely in the azure sky.
Filled with desire to be with her
On wings, fashioned with loving hands
I flew toward her, so far, yet so near to my heart.
Though the distance was great
Striving for her, I flew with all my might.
But that Angel was too bright, her heat was too intense
Burning for all the world.
For a brief moment I touched the her
But her glowing flames, melted my wings
And I fell back to earth.
Broken and bleeding
Never to rise again.

New Loungecome check it outhttp://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=56174#

26 Levels To Pacey Love!~First I must explain why I am getting all mushy.A friend asked me today,How do you know if Love is Real? And I told her that I had many levels before I actually got to the "Love" part and shared a few with her. She wanted to know the rest of the levels so I decided to write them all down. And here they are...
First Level - She's cool.
Second Level - I'd hit that.
Third Level - Thanks for the sex, you're really cool.
Fourth Level - Here's my REAL phone number.
Fifth Level - I brought you Taco Bell, no charge.
Sixth Level - My friends said they would hit that too, I like you.
Seventh Level - You can watch this show with me. If you're
quiet. Babe.
Eighth Level - Mom this is the chick I'm banging, chick...this is Mom.
Ninth Level - Want a sip of my YooHoo Chocolate Flavored drink? No backwashing.
Tenth Level - I've decided, you are hotter than your sister.
Eleventh Level - Hi, I am just returning your phone call.
Twelfth Level - It's R2-D2 and if you

Justjust because i put up sexy pics does not mean you can disrespect me and i will not put up with it you will be blocked have a nice day

My Love For YouI love your eyes.
Everytime I look into them,
I am lost.
I fall deeper and deeper into the spell they cast upon me.
I can't help but look.
I love you smile.
Everytime you smile at me,
I feel the warmth of the sun shinning down on me.
It warms me more than cuddling in front of a brand new fire.
I can't help but smile back.
I love your kisses.
Everytime your lips touch mine,
I feel an endless stream of passion.
It sends me on a journey, a journey in which I do no mind taking.
I can't help but kiss you.
I love your touch.
Everytime your skin touches mine,
I feel the most enlivening feeling I have ever felt.
It is the feeling of a pounding heart and a shivering soul.
I can't help but touch you.
I love everything about you.......
I wrote this Jamie

Will It Ever End?? LmaoNot even a rose
Could equal your beauty
Not even the Sun
Could touch me so boldly
Not even the Wind
Could move me like this
The sweetest of songs
Couldnt give me such bliss
Not even a rainbow
Could rival your smile
Even my next breathe
Wouldn't be as worthwhile
For you have inspired
The words of this prose
No muse could compare
Not even a rose

Still Trying To Get WellI miss hanging out with all of you and am trying to come by when I can.
Still very sick, but I will be ok. Just don't want anyone to think I have just up and left.

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Lovenow a days everyone is looking for that person that is going to take theor breath away but to me its like whatever i dont want to be looking for a man for the rest of my life to tell u the truth im done w love the only person that has my heart is my baby gurl men suk even more now that ever

Run From LoveYou can run from
LOVE
and if it's
REALLY LOVE
it will FIND you
CATCH you by the heel...
But you can't be numb
for
LOVE.
The ONLY PAIN
is to feel NOTHING
at all...
How can I hurt
when I'm holding
YOU?!!!

WhateverYou know the past two day have in a way been a nightmare for me. I am grateful for the pay raise I go at work. But it's the fact of the things I do, and when something has to be done who do they ask. And I wake up this morning and just feel like whatever. I do what I can to respect people. But why it feels like they expect you to treat them like a piece of garbage. How fucked up is that.

What Is Romance?Like most people, I used to think that romance was what was described on the pages of the paperback novels with Fabio and a busty lusty woman on the cover. I read a couple when I was young and thought I knew what romance was.
I married a man who hadn’t read those books and didn’t know what romance was. After 20 years, he and I went our separate ways.
During the split, I met a man who had likewise not read the books that described romance. However, he could have written a book himself. I found out what romance truly is from this incredible man. Now, since not everyone out there can meet him and partake of the simple pleasures and romance he offered to me, I’ll do my best to describe it.
Romance is when you come out of your work place and walk across the parking lot wondering what is on your windshield tucked under the wiper blade. Upon inspection you find an envelope containing a card with the message “See the smile on my face? You put it there.” Then looking up to see

Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman ???To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?
To really love a woman
Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched
You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
Til you can feel her in your blood
N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
Ya know ya really love a woman
When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that you'll always be together
So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woma

Do You Have Any Suggestions?You know.. I don't get Men. Sometimes you love em.. sometimes you hate em.. but you just can't live without em! Sometimes they are so fucking complicated and are so not understandable. They don't get women.. just like we don't get them. How come they can never understand what you are trying to tell them without taking what you are saying in a negative way. I mean, you bring anything up to them and they think you are bitching at them when you are just trying to talk. How can a woman get a man to understand her? I guess that could take like a million years or more for them to be able to. I don't think a man could ever understand a woman unless they become one themselves and that don't happen too often. I think I'm done venting for now.. if you have any suggestions.. PLEASE TELL ME!!!

Decisionsdecisions.
through out life you are constantly presented with choices. decisions you must make, and only you can make them weather they are as mundain as picking what to where, or a searious thing like choosing a carrear or decisions in your love life. which ever the case may be all you can do is go with your gut and hope it is right.
now in my life i have made more bad decisions then good. now dont get me wrong i am not trying to braig or make it seam like i am proud of them in any way. when i look back on my life now there is more regret i see than anything else. there are so many people i have hurt and so many things that i have done wrong.
most of my life i spent chasing the next high, the next piece of tail, and my next easy paycheck. never worring about who i hurt on the way there or what i had to do to get there.
now it wasnt till this last year that i really started thinking about these things. and really began to think about life and what i want from it. and more

Apbt Puppy's For Sale~FIRST LOOK~
BOTH OF THESE DOGS ARE ADBA REGISTERED . HAZEL REGISTERED AS BYRD AND BELMON.S "BIG BODY" #9500-30 AND THUNDER ~GEIMAN'S THUNDER #10236AP-79. BOTH HAVE VERY SOLLID PEDIGREES FROM SUCH BREEDERS AS
ALL AMERICAN PITS
RED HOT KENNELS
DYNASTY PITS
DYNAMO PITS
JUST TO NAME A FEW.
I LOVE MY DOGS AS WELL AS THE BREED. THESE PUPS ARE GOING TO REPRESENT THE BREED AT LEAST AS WELL AS HAZEL AND THUNDER.
this is the family
no. one is a female red $400.00
no. two male brown and white $500.00
np. three male red $500.00
NO.FOUR MALE BRENDYL $500.00
NO.FIVE,MALE PICK MAKE OFFER NO LESS THAN $ 700.00 TOP BIDDER TAKES THE DOG
MALE PICK IS BRENDYL BUEY, MAINLY DARK BLUE AND BLACK WITH FAWN OVER CAST. IT ALMOST LOOKS LIKE IT WILL SHED OFF THE FAWN AND BE BLUE...
CONTACT ME EITHER ON MYSPACE OR FUBAR FOR PHONE NUMBER AND MORE INFO. PRICE DOESN'T CONSIDER SHIPPING OR ANY ALTERATION OF THE

Come Rock W/ Me!!!^^^^^Click image To ENTER^^^^^
COME AND ROCK OUT IN PITBULL’S PLAYGROUND !!!!!!!!!!!!
I am live on the air for the nxt 4 hours so get your asses in here and come party with me... Take a break from dying those Easter Eggs and making them Easter basket's and get in here and join me... It is no fun to party all alone!!

Please Save The Pits In California!!=== 'Bow's HOPIGALERIN ** club far ** FUBOMBER **' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-22 17:28:44'..
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Final BeatitudeSunday, March 23, 2008
final beatitude
Glory of lord speaks the way this that life is a cycle which continue on the track of birth and rebirth, but one could make this a history by virtue of his acts on the subject of life though it is tough but attainable.
Among thousands of man there is scare one who is steadfast in his vow of piety. Among ten millions souls devoted to religion there may be one who is averse to the pleasure of sense and take delight in dispassion.
Among ten millions souls free from worldly attachments, so declare the Vedas, scarce one succeeds in acquiring perfect wisdom. Among them enlighten soul in the world there is hardly one who attain final beatitude even when living. Among thousand such souls he who has not realized his oneness with absolute and has become a fountain of joy is rarely found on the board of life
May god bless all on the subject of true life as human.
Thanks please

Ye-haw...im A Redneck And I Like My 2nd Amendmenrt Rights..http://www.nydailynews.com/news/2008/03/21/2008-03-21_gun_paint_company_taunts_mayor_bloomberg.html
BY KIRSTEN DANIS
DAILY NEWS CITY HALL BUREAU CHIEF
Friday, March 21st 2008, 4:00 AM
Groll/AP
Bloomberg is the featured moniker of Lauer Custom Weaponry's gun-customization kit. Hizzoner is also an outspoken opponent of Lauer's gun paints - so much so he outlawed them in N.Y.C.
Lauer Custom Weaponry's 'Bloomberg Collection' features gun coatings with a color-by-borough paint set (Manhattan Red, Brooklyn Blue, Bronx Rose, Queens Green and Staten Island Orange).
...and a template to create a graffiti 'facade' for maximum gun pimping.
A Wisconsin company that disguises deadly firearms with bright paints and camouflage has a new target: Mayor Bloomberg.
Lauer Custom Weaponry, whose products were banned in the city in 2006 because they make dangerous guns look like innocent toys, is taunting the anti-gun mayor with a line of paints named "The Bloomberg Col

Editing My Life...I've decided to remove anyone that is having a negative impact on my life. My closest friends know where I started. I WILL NOT tell anyone who they can be friends with, but what I will ask is that you respect me enough to know that I probably do not want to hear anything about this person. I don't want to be updated on current affairs as it will probably just end up pissing me off even more. Anyway, I just want things left behind and I just want to move on with my life.

No Rest For The Wicked - (video Is Awesome)Walk to find line slip the edge, I'm not me
Rise above a suicide, taking it out of me
Got a feeling, it's going far away, yeah
Looking at wounds from yesterday
Gonna fly, taken my time, strip down to nothing
Gonna try, but there's no rest for the wicked
Been through the skin of a dragon a thousand times
In every day I live for you, still I'm not alive
Got a feeling, I'm gonna fall away
Gimme a sign what reason that I should stay
Gonna fly, taken my time, strip down to nothing
Gonna try, but there's no rest for the wicked
Gonna fly, take my time, strip down to nothing
Gonna try, but there's no rest for the wicked
Are you ready to go just to hide in?
Do you think you can make me a better man?
Crack me open, expose me to your ways
Ignorance and arrogance on my way
Oh yea
No rest for the wicked baby!
Gonna fly, take my time, strip down to nothing
Gonna try, but there's no rest for the wicked
Gonna fly, take my time, strip down to nothing
Gonna try, but

Nectar And PoisonMonday, March 24, 2008
nectar and poison
The creature has created this world with the mixture pairs their in life as joy and sorrow, sin and virtues, plenty and poverty, matter and spirit, birth and rebirth, pauper and king, holy river Ganga and celestial rivers, saints and wicked, day and night, pain and pleasures, nectar and poison soul and god.
The good and the vile all have been brought in to being by the creature it is Vedas or wisdom of knowledge that has differentiated them in on their merits for life to carry on with an appropriate mode.
God has created the universe consisting of animate and inanimate being as partaking of both good and evils; swan in the form of saints imbibe the milk of goodness rejoicing water in the form of evil.
May god bless all on the subject of true human life.
Thanks please.

Saying For All You Married FolksIf you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you. -A. A. Milne
This was a saying that came up to me, and I thought back to a blog I wrote a little while. This is something for those who are still in love, or with thier husband to think about. As much as I wish for someone one, this has nothing to do with me.
What does is this. I have been scorned and I am not sure of my feelings of late. I know a small part longs to have Stephanie back in my life. But the majority of me knows that she doesn't want this, that she is no longer has any feelings for me. I wish I could simply just ask for that piece of my heart back, but we all know its not that simple. So my only option is to try to move on.
And I have. Tiffany I felt would have been my future. And still, she may still be. If I hadn't gone though what I did then perhaps our breakup was premature. But I wasn't strong enough deep down to maintain the pressure

Love DefinedLove Defined
What is love, but an emotion,
So strong and so pure,
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure?
What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low,
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time’s ceaseless flow?
What is love, but a triumph,
A glorious goal attained,
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained?
What is love, but a champion,
To cast the tyrant from his throne,
And raise the flag of truth and peace,
And fear of death o’erthrow?
What is love, but a beacon,
To guide the wayward heart,
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart?
And what is love, but forever,
Eternal and sincere,
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life’s brief years?
So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,
In all places high and low,
That love for you is my reason to be,
And will never break or bow.

ConfusedI am so tired of being confused. I don't know what people want from me. I want to be happy, but it is awful hard when someone is always hurting your feelings. I try to be a good person, however I feel like I come across as a bitch. I'm tired of trying to make everyone else happy. What about me? Why do they not understand I have feelings just as fragile as theirs? Do they not care? Are they just selfish? Who knows? Is this even important? I don't know, but I feel like it is. If i feel it is important, then it must be. Right?

Re: Comcast Denies Plan To Monitor Consumers Via Their Tv'sRE: Comcast Denies Plan To Monitor Consumers Via Their TV's
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 25 Mar 2008, 15:16
Comcast Denies Plan To Monitor Consumers Via Their TV's Comcast has denied that it is developing camera devices built in to cable boxes that monitor consumers as they enter the room, despite the fact that Vice-President Gerard Kunkel admitted to a journalist that such a move would represent a "holy grail," and rival companies like TiVo and Microsoft have already filed patents for similar technology. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032508_comcast_denies. htm

Our Brains Posess Potential Superpowers?March 25, 2008
Does the Human Brain Possess Potential “Super Powers”?
Brain_power_memory_2_3 A Daily Galaxy post last year, The Importance of Being Forgetful, featured the built-in neural process of forgetting, which discussed why the average human brain is equipped with the ability to filter through seemingly irrelevant details. While the average person may not have vast memory resources, it appears to be an evolutionary trade-off that allows the majority of us to focus on the most relevant facts.
However, some of the most incredible minds on Earth lack this ability to filter irrelevant facts, or perhaps it is more accurate to say that to a savant, the irrelevant IS relevant, and incredibly so. Somehow their brains are able to store and access incredible loads of information, even perceiving and relating to this information in an entirely different way.
Stephen Wiltshire is considered an autistic savant. He has an ability which can certainly be described as a “super power”

Mmmmk =/Your Seduction Style: The Coquette
You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get.
Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you.
Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte.
And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you.
What Is Your Seduction Style?

My Hands Say I'm Confused. =/What Your Hands Say About You
You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.
Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.
Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.
Your emotions tend to be well though out. You're willing to wait out a bad situation, and you're never too quick to act.
What Do Your Hands Say About You?

*whistles Innocently*You Are a a Margarita Woman
You live most of your life in "Margaritaville", and everyone who knows you knows it.
You can party with the best of them - and you're really up for anything!
You're the type who's most likely to do body shots or enter a bikini contest.
You prefer to date a man as lively as you are... he has to keep up!
What Kind of Drinking Woman Are You?

One For The Road...zomgYou Are Scissors
Sharp and brilliant, you can solve almost any problem with that big brain of yours.
People fear your cutting comments - and your wit is famous for being both funny and cruel.
Deep down, you tend to be in the middle of an emotional storm. Your own complexity disturbs you.
You are too smart for your own good. Slow down a little - or you're likely to hurt yourself.
You can cut a paper person down to pieces.
The only person who can ruin you is a rock person.
When you fight: You find your enemy's weak point and exploit it.
If someone makes you mad: You'll do everything you can to destroy their life
Are You Rock, Paper, or Scissors?

::i Am Pumped!!::OMG, guys I'm very excited right now and can't sleep! In about 6 hours I will be in a car and on my way to a 7-hour drive back to my original hometown of Los Angeles =] I'm going down there until Sunday mostly to chill and to hang out with the family, some of them I haven't seen in years...I haven't been down there since I was 17 and even then it was a real quick trip and I didn't have much time to visit family....so I'm very excited!!!!!!
Ok I have to get back to packing but talk to some of you when I get back!!!! =D
Kisses, Message In A Bottle

Die, Mf, DieI don't need your forgiveness
I don't need your hate
I don't need your acceptance
So what should I do?
I don't need your resistance
I don't need your prayers
I don't need no religion
Run away, away from you!
I don't do what I've been told,
You're so lame why don't you just go?
DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE! (x7)
I don't need your present
I don't need your pray
I don't need your decision
So what should I do?
I don't need your approval
I don't need your quote
I don't need your lecture
Run away, away from you!
I'll be sorry when I'll go?
You're so full of shit man just go!
DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE! (x7)
I don't need your forgiveness
I don't need your hate
I don't need your acceptance
So what should I do?
I'll be sorry so you said,
Well I'm not sorry Bang you're dead!
DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE MOTHERFUCKER DIE! (x7)

A Friends Work !!My tears are flowing for you
As my mind wonders and heart beats
My body is nothing without you
And as the wetness of my cheek are beginning to dry
And my thoughts weaken and try to forget
I feel like nothing without you
The beats within my chest were real,
Something that no one will ever steal
When there is nothing without you
But as I try to forget you more and more
My body grows weaker and begins to wear
Mind floats, rises to react
I know I'm nothing without you...

Blonde JokeHow do you confuse a blonde girl?
Put her in a round room and tell her to sit in the corner!

Some Pointerswell, i just have to sit down and have a stern talking with myself, lmfao...
who the hell knows what is going on in my life these days? a lot of crap, let me tell you that... i'm NOT going into detail with anyone on it, and if you are a part of it just keep your f&ckin mouth shut cause i really don't want to hear about it any more ( you KNOW who you are!!!)
AND if you're not part of it, don't ask... i'm working a lot lately, trying to catch up my child support so i can see devlin.... yes i know that it is against the law keeping him from me for that reason, so don't give me advice... just if you wanna know anything, ask in a private message... my shoutbox always goes fast and i generally ignore it, no i don't wanna talk on yahoo, just send me a private message
and if you absolutely MUST catch my attentions... leave photo comments... hint hint, ( i love to know what people think, intriging-sp?-)
other than that, i'm in a pretty good mood today thanks to medicinal herbs, lol

Dating?Some of you know me but not too many and know that I travel alot. Anyways I am starting to slow down with travel and stuff and am thinking about dating. The bad thing is I always meet the wrong women. Where can I go to start looking? I know the web isnt good but I am always bouncin around and dont want bar sluts either. What do I do?

SuicideHow To Say This Some Of You Know I'm Bi But Ok So This Poem Was Written When I Was Going Out With My Girlfriend Renee.....
Thoughts of suicide come to mind
As I sit here in silence a seat across from a friend
She does not know that her medication has not been misplaced
But is sitting in my work bag
Waiting for me to take them
Waiting for me to follow my plan of suicide
I cry alone in my heart
I cry in a place of silence away from everyone
Tired from a lack of sleep
My mind roaming all the time
I can't seem to get to sleep at night
My girlfriend talking to me and keeping me awake at night
She has her problems
I look into her eyes and tell her everything will be okay
But in my heart I have this bad thoughts
The thoughts of suicide
That will soon come true
What can I say to her
She knows it is coming she does not know when
She feels it in her heart
I am breaking her and I am sorry
But it is me that will make my fate come to me
My ti

Naivity.sometimes I think I am way to naive ... last night I had a conversation with someone that I thought actually wanted to try again. Now maybe it was wishful thinking on my part but I honestly thought that this person wanted to start fresh.
When I later realize that was not their intention at all ... no matter how I felt about it ... it reopened the wounds that started to heal.
Why do we allow our hearts to take over and love people that we know deep down inside are incapable of the same type of love? Are we as humans that desperate for companionship that we allow people in even though we know they will only hurt us?
Anyway .. it has been and EXTREMELY Long day ... I think I may just call it a night.
Who knows what tomorrow will bring.
o0o yeah happy birthday to me .. Right?!?!?!?

Realizationrealization
Glory of lord speaks on the version of life that it is being ruled by the illusion which the supreme invisible force making is taking every one to an unknown destination. It is a matter of realization especially being a human on the subject of life.
Life is very in a fixed orbit and have limitation to interact with, as luminous appearance of the modes created by illusion are really great to keep the life busy on a mode which drag them apart from self.
Not only fools but even cleaver men are also taken in by fair appearance. Look at the beautiful peacock: though its notes are sweet like nectar, but it devours snakes even. Hence life needs a true help to be on right track, there is no help is as helpful as realization one can attain through virtue of experience or communion with saints.
May god bless all on the subject of life.
Thanks please.

All I Need, All I Want!!!You know I sit here day in and day out just wondering what I am doing here and where the good lord will lead me next..
The year started out so terrible for me, I lost my Mom in December, And it was such a great loss for me,Not only was she my Mom, but my best friend, She was always there for me through my pain and tears.
I know I havent made to many right choices in my life since she has gone, Maybe this can explain some of my action, Aleast to people who know me and live around me.
Life is truely a gift, Not to be taking for granted,Live each day as it's your last, And tell the one you love that you love them, Because once they walk out the door you may never have that chance again..Life is beautiful...
So now here I am I sit alone, Something I truely hate, But I choose to do this right now to get myself together, To search deep in my soul as to what I truely want out of life.I am not one to rush my life along..I believe if something is meant to be always will.
I also b

Lovelove
Glory of lord reflects with clear words about the liking of lord that he is well attracted by the love alone, those who have the passion for him and love him all the way experienced his very existence at their heart and close to soul.
Let those who are curious take note of it, lord Rama got attracted through love alone, a love so called divine one, pure with out self merits.
Lord is omni present and ocean of compassion but with clear modes, saints have quoted he is revealed by love even as fire is manifested by friction so is case of lord rama any one can have him any where but its needs the notes love from the core of heart and soul with out any impurity.
May god bless all on the subject of true human life.
Thanks please

Life Isn't About Shit-stained Ballsjust found out that social services
isn't worried at all about the kids being home with me
and that they see no reason to take them away from me,
relatedly,
they gave my wife a referral to mental health...
ha...

ThanksNo matter what time of the day it is, whether it be day or night when I think of you I know I'm gonna be alright.
You lift my spirits with your little shouts. I wonder if you really know what I'm all about.
Life may throw crazy things our way but one thing is for sure our friendship is here to stay.
Just know, my special friend, that for as long as I am breathing and living your soul will be loved by me...morning, noon & night.

SheilaIf we keep our secrets,
They put us behind walls.
No good can come of this,
Its not possible at all.
God has shown me a light,
And put you in my eyes.
So all my hidden truths,
I need to put behind.
To you,my life,
Now will be an open book.
For you,I'll take you anywhere,
Your heart desires to look.
I will stand by my words,
And honor them to the end.
Or else what we could have,
Was doomed since it began.

Just Another One For Ya!I just want to thank you
For the joy you've given me
These words don't even come close to
What I feel so deeply
So many things to say
If I could only find the words
My own thoughts get in the way
And I just end up sounding absurd
But I shall do my best
To explain how I feel
For I've been truely blessed
At times it seems surreal
I never thought I would find
Something found by so few
So between your heart and mine
I just want to thank you

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A Fools LoveI once held you high up above the world.
I placed you up so high that nothing could touch you.
I gave you everything you wanted in life.
You jumped off the platform and landed hard.
You ran from everything I gave you for the love of another.
You made me a fool and never looked back.
I was the only safe thing in your life.
I never hurt you for I always loved you.
Now as I look up high were once you stood I see nothing but pain and sorrow in your place.
You laughed at me feelings for you and yet I still loved you.
I begged you to stay with me over and over again.
Why do I do this to myself when you no longer care about me ?
You gave me a feeling like nobody else ever did.
You never cared or loved me but just used me to make you feel alive inside again.
I won't do this AGAIN.
Ok so I have random thoughts that I have to get out and wrote down.
This is NOT pointed at anybody online or anywhere else.
Take it as you will.

Lost In This Moment ~ Big & RichI see your momma, and the candles and tears and roses
I see your daddy walk his daughter down the isle
Now my knees start to tremble as I tell the preacher
Don't she look beautiful tonight
All the wonderful words in my head I've been thinking
You know I want to say ‘em all just right
I lift your vale, and angels start singing
Such a heavenly sight.
Chorus
Lost in this moment with you
I am completely consumed
My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt
Sealing our love with a kiss
Waitin' my whole life for this
Watching all my dreams come true
Lost in this moment with you
I smell the jasmine floating in the air like a love song
Watch my words draw sweet tears from your eyes
Bow our heads while the preacher talks to Jesus
Please bless this brand new life
Chorus
Lost in this moment with you
I am completely consumed
My feelings so absolute, there's no doubt
Sealing our love with a kiss
Waitin' my whole life for this
Watching all my dreams come true
Lost in

Inside OutI have watched you from the shadows.
I have called to you before you knew me.
I have touched you before you touched me.
I have always been with you inside.
I have waited for you to open up to me.
I have cried many nights from taking in your pain.
I have searched for you for years.
I have found you without you knowing.
I have always loved you deep inside your heart.
I have stood beside you in hard times.
I have been the truth behind the lies.
I have seen you do things that others have not.
I have craved for you with never knowing.
I have melted your heart with just a smile.
I have been the good in your life when all else was bad in it.
I AM YOU DEEP INSIDE
I WILL STAND BY YOU THROUGH IT ALL IN BAD AND GOOD TIMES AND EVERY TEAR THAT FALLS FROM YOUR EYES WILL BE SHED UPON MY SOUL FOR I AM YOU AS YOU ARE ME DEEP INSIDE.
YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW THIS BUT IT IS TRUE FOR I CAN'T HIDE MY TRUE FEELINGS THAT ARE BURNING DEEP INSIDE MY SOUL FOR Y

Thanks AlotTo all my friends who in 2007 sent me best 'wishes', chain letters, 'angel' letters or other promises of good luck if I forwarded something,
NONE OF THAT SHIT WORKED!
For 2008, could you please just send money, Vodka, chocolate, movie tickets or gasoline vouchers and airline tickets instead?
Thank you

Mister SofteeWhen I was a kid living in New York there was an Ice Cream truck that came around called Mister Softee. Yeah :)
Well, my mother didn't like ice cream trucks. She thought they were dangerous for kids. She always seemed to have one crusade or another, and Mister Softee was one of them. She made flyers to be distributed to the neighbors, and guess who she sent to deliver them?? Me.
I loved Mr. Softee ice cream. It was exciting to hear the music from the truck. I wanted to buy a cone so badly. Whenever I could I would do it behind my mother's back.
My favorite was chocolate ice cream with chocolate sprinkles, it was called a Shaggy Dog. Yeah, that was my favorite.
One day I was getting a Shaggy Dog when my mother pulled up, and I ran into the house. I got in big trouble for that, I got smacked.
Why my mother had to be the only mom in the neighborhood who hated ice cream trucks I'll never know, but it didn't stop me from getting a Shaggy Dog any chance I go

Arguments In A Letter(note: I have been having trouble writing the arguments for this out as I have wanted to. Inspiration came to me the other day when I received a response from my initial query for support to David Borden, Executive Director of DRCNet (stopthedrugwar.com). The response I got back was simply a newsletter. That immediately inspired me to start writing what is below, and what I just mailed moments ago as of the posting of this blog. I will state that within the last 3 hours form the time this blog is posted, I have received 2 direct e-mails from Mr. Borden himself. Needless to say, I am extremely happy right now. But following is that letter, however unprofessionally written, containing a nearly full overview of my arguments for this proposition.)
Mr. Borden,
This last Monday, I e-mailed you the rough details of a little obsession which has been my focus the past six years. I referred to it as Proposition 420. I have been hoping against all possible hope that a response would reac

Judge MooreThe following is a poem written by Judge Roy Moore from Alabama. Judge Moore was sued by the ACLU for displaying the Ten Commandments in his courtroom foyer. He has been stripped of his judgeship and now they are trying to strip his right to practice law in Alabama! The judge's poem sums it up quite well.
America the beautiful,
or so you used to be;
Land of the Pilgrims' pride,
I'm glad they'll never see.
Babies piled in dumpsters,
Abortion on demand,
Oh, sweet land of liberty,
your house is on the sand.
Our children wander aimlessly,
poisoned by cocaine,
choosing to indulge their lusts,
when God has said abstain.
From sea to shining sea,
our Nation turns away
From the teaching of God's love
and a need to always pray.
We've kept God in our temples,
how callous we have grown,
When earth is but His footstool,
and Heaven is His throne.
We've voted in a government
that's rotting at the core,
Appointing Godless Judges,
who throw reason out the door,
Too

Catchin A TailI have decided to write a short manual for men on how to get a skanky whore from the bar to sleep with you on a first date, while making it a last date. Its in the works as I type.

Over DramaticOk yes in situations like the one I faced this morning, I tend to get over dramatic. However those closest to me know how deeply this person's back stabbing affected me. I don't handle drama well at all so the person has been removed & blocked. I'm still planning on going into hermit mode for awhile & hop on to send comments & throw my 11's. If you'd like my 11's send me a private msg & when I log in I'll toss them your way.
Thanks to several for their love & support through my issues this morning. Here & on yahoo; you guys put others to shame! And I love for it!

What We Choosewe cant have everything we want.im learning that lesson everyday.
so what im sweet but i found out nice guy always get shited on.(wow)
mybe i need 2 be an azzhole cause they get what the want..lmbao
this world is backwards?
what can u do when u want some1 and they dont want u .you move on or just stop looking and let come 2 u?
im human sometimes im stone cold and kind hearted.
but if any1
know anything about life.pain and joy are ture meanings of life itself.
so i give up and let faith decide who can cherish a mind&body&soul..im more then a penis.
im more then a skin color..im what u fear 2 real for this phoney world we live in

033108 Fluffy Starr BlogCrazy Times... and new PHOTO too
It’s been a weird past week. It was good. And it was bad. Happy. Sad. Calm. Chaotic. Predictible. Shocking. And everything in between. I will leave it at that. But I did see lots of friends. All my faves. Every day, friends, mayhem, fun. And lots of pancakes. Crazy times, yo. Crazy times.... But life is like that. Gives you a mix bag. It’s up to you what you do with it.
Here’s a new photo. I’m looking sort of innocent, don’t you think? But I am. (Sort of.)
Back to bidness this week. I’ve got a wack of CD’s to sign and send off, and lots of projects on the go. (Secret ones too.) My extended week long weekend is over. And I’m actually glad. Time to get shiz done! I will be around, and I’ll post again soon. I have some very weird video too, but..... I dunno. Like I said, "crazy times". And I was saying some crazy things, as usual. I must view it, maybe I’ll post it. (Or maybe not.)
Toodles...
Fluffy.

Master Is HomeIt's been too long, home at last home at last
I brush back your hair and gaze down at you
Quietly watching you curled safe in our bed
nuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear.
My sweet loving pet, your Master is home
you lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe,
peacefully dreaming of pleasures shared
A smile like a wolf's flickers over my lips
I sit next to you feeling your warm flesh
I slowly expose your silken skin to my touch.
I wet My finger in My mouth to write my name
between the mounds of your full ripe breasts,
warm letters spell out my love upon your skin,
I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . .
soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue.
smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams,
you quietly sigh and part your legs for me,
I watch over you in the flickering candlelight,
like a wolf watching over his sleeping mate
My sweet loving pet, your Master is home

Flowers And Honeyi hear you when i fall asleep
and i hear you when i wake
i see you in the night in dreams
images of you i dont want to shake
i see you smiling up at me
i feel the warmth inside
the feelings in my heart inspired
the love radiating from your eyes

Poem By Me - A Place Where Nothing MovesTime flys by as i stair out the window
I feel like im looking at a real life painting
nothing is moving
life stands still
beautiful rolling hills and hundred year trees
and if they were still there
would tell you of a land many years ago
that was beautiful and full of life
but that land is gone and nothing moves
which goes to prove nothing is forever
so keep on walking dont look back
or one day it will get to you too
A place where nothing moves

Distrubingly Profound :sYou Are Disturbingly Profound
You're contemplative, thoughtful, and very intense.
Taking time to figure out the meaning of life is a priority for you.
Because you're so introspective, you often react in ways that surprise people.
No one can really understand how you are on the inside... and that disturbs them.
Are You Disturbingly Profound or Profoundly Disturbing?

Eyes Have ItToday i gazed into your eyes, and iwas lost in them...i couldnt get them off my mind, they followed me every where, i felt my heart reach for you, but you were not there, i sighed deep down inside me, to try and relieve the missing you i felt. Butthen again i saw your smile as your eyes lit up the screen and my mind filled with wonder of you...and asked myself....would she...and and my heart said no. Isank into the eyes again only to wish that you were near me, to touch my heart once more..only to realize, i gazed into your eyes..The eyes have it.

Ohhhhh I Get It...it's The Alcohol That Makes Me Ugly :sYou Are a Party Girl!
You give Paris Hilton and Tara Reid a run for their money
(Who knows? You've probably even run into them at a club or two)
While you do have fun - relax a little every so often
All those drinks do nothing for your looks - or your bank account
Are You a Party Girl?

Samsung Instinct With Tilt Browsing FeatureSamsung Instinct, second pass, this time in a room with real lighting! Besides learning that it'll come out for under $300, we took another look at the web browser, which we weren't super impressed with earlier, partially because its slick, headlining interface feature—panning through a website by tilting the phone up or down—was brokified. Turns out, the dark discotheque room is what nuked it, since it made it impossible for the camera to detect any movement.
It's actually a pretty nifty UI feature, though it doesn't quite make up for the browser's other flaws—zooming could be much better and no portrait mode, though we're told they're working on both (pop-up keys on the keyboard might be on the way, too). We were also told that the platform will be continually evolving and show up on other Sprint devices, so at least theoretically it's only going to get better. [Instinct Coverage @ Giz]
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Ghost HuntingI am tryin to get my buddy Skully to go with me to Peoria, IL for a weekend to go to a Bartonville Mental Asylum. He better not chicken out on me, or I kill him. Like I did with others. ;p

You Ain't No BetterIf you're friend is cheating or being unfaithful and you don't bark on'em. You ain't no better If you're lying 4'em or covering up all kind of lies. You ain't no better If you sit back while the whole thing is goin down and don't at least try 2 talk'em out of it. You ain't no better! I'm tired of mu'fuckers acting like they in the clear when the person they roll wit is doing dirt but they don't say nuthin. You's as bad as they are. You're capable of the same bullshit! I don't trust you. Matter fact. I'm kinda hatin you right now. Cause you know better. If they love you and respect your opinion then you might be able 2 change'em or at least have'em think about the things that they do. Fuck if they get mad at you! It's love. Tuff luv is needed sumtimes