Swasan ff: importance of family and friends in life….!!!part 9

Hi guys…tq all for ur response in previous part…anyways as I said today it will be swara’s POV..
I am really sorry guys…in this part I can’t give you any convo’s bcoz r8now am lil busy…so plz feel free to comment…

Episode starts with…..

Sanskar left from swara’s house….
Swara is trying really hard to sleep but again….that stupid sleep is far
away from swara’s eyes….
So she thought to feel some fresh air….she went outside the garden and sat there….

She closed her eyes and started to remember things which happened earlier in her life….

Swara’s POV:

I know sanskar….you started to hate me…but I don’t know why I feel like that…somewhere in your heart I still have some place…I don’t know why…..just few min back…when you were kissing me…I felt the love in
your touch in your kiss…I didn’t felt like that you are just doing this to make me feel pain…but that touch…yours touch it was soft…it was caring…..

You know what sanskar…you think that I have noticed you when you gave my assignment book to me but I noticed you long ago…and guess even
ragini didn’t knew it….and that day I deliberately dropped my book while going back to my home in front of you….I thought that you’ll return it to me and start a conversation with me…but my hope was proved wrong…you
didn’t called me…I thought since these years you were seeing me but that day I felt like you were seeing ragini…?????but next day you called me…still my heart was not accepting it then you called me once again when I was leaving asking to meet where again…that was the moment I
felt like you are mine….I wanted to show you my excitement towards you…but my girl ego didn’t allowed it…so I thought to see how much time you’ll take to express your feelings…

That day…when we both were walking alone in the road….awkwardness you have expressed but I too felt that same awkwardness but didn’t expressed it…you know we girlsvare masters in binding our true
feelings…and when i talked to ragini about you…she said you are in love with as she is the master in readings ones feelings by their acts…so it was a difficult task to me hide my feelings towards you in front of her….

Then day by day we became close to each other….my day never started before seeing you and it never ended before talking to you…you know
sanskar….you was the first thing…or I should say only thing i’ve hided from my Anna…although you guys know each other but I didn’t wanted him to know you as my SPL one….

Then the day has came….I poured my heart out in front of you…but to my bad luck… You didn’t understood what I said…but tries you’ve made to
understand it were really cute…then that day I decided to confess it in front of you how you could understand…I even made a painting of both of us to give it to you…I was excited,happy and what not….then I came to meet you….

I was waiting for you very impatiently……. You know what sanskar….
Whenever we made plan to meet you always used to late…I don’t know why…but that day waiting for you is really a good feeling for me….then sahil came there…

I didn’t paid any attention to him….but..then he started to misbehave with me…he even tried to kiss me…that was it for me….I forgot that you might cone here to meet me…and I slapped him hard and ran away from there….I don’t know how much I ran…but still he was chasing me….then I reached
an isolated place….there I found some guys are trieing to rape her….then I went there and started to beat those with iron rod present there…..then I took that girl with me and hided back of a pipelines…

Then to my shock…I found that girl…that girl is none other than
uttara….that’s it I called Anna….I don’t know from where yuvi came there…he has seen us..then he called you…till you come to us…the total situation has turned upside down…

I still don’t know what you understood that day….that you didn’t even gave me a chance to explain you what has happened….do you even know it sanskar the girl who was with me that day was uttara….

You know sanskar I am still waiting for the day…when you’ll give me a chance to speak…and tell you what actually has happened that day….
When you didn’t gave me a chance to chance to explain I decided that
moment I won’t express my heart to you…until you’ll get to know what actually has happened that day…

But sanskar…I still care for you when you say you are hungry….I will be proud if you do something good and smart…..i still remember your likes and dislikes….I still can hear your heart beat….but I can’t…intact I don’t want to express this in front of you…..you said you’ll make me confess my
feelings towards you…even I am waiting for that..to express my feelings towards you…….

So sanskar…..be ready to give me a chance to speak…a chance to clear
your misunderstanding…. A chance to tell you truth….a chance to express my feelings towards you……a chance to tell you the real meaning of
“Ami tumake bhalo bashi”…

So guys…I think I’ve revealed almost everything in swara’s pov…so I think you guys not going to have any high BP problems regarding my story…

Precap:no more pov’s just moving on with the story….and laksh entry in flashback….