Why now, after all this time?

Because I very well please!Heh-heh. Well, update time! I just got out of the hospital yesterday... had a cholecystectomy the day before. Was sick a whole week up till then. Vomiting, shitting, nausea. I got skinny. Then they bloated me with gases for the surgery, heh. And my wounds feel open although they're stitched. I had laparoscopic surgery, so I only have four small cuts. Anyhow, during my sickness I was in the hospital on two different occasions. It was a sickness from hell. And I'm only 18! I didn't have gallstones. They called it "sludge." Hee. After two tests they found out what was causing the sickness. So I don't get to get on the computer that much. My mom usually has a password on it or some crap. I have my own, but I just play games on it cuz no internet connection. No money, heh. I need to get a job. I've been lazy.But tomorrow! Oh, tomorrow I will do so many things. I will sign up for the spring semester of college and pay a a drug para. ticket and FIND a job and walk my dog again and draw a picture and write my grandmother and get in touch with my bank and tell them I don't have a job yet and eat ramen. I'll probably be dragging Aaron around to look for a job as well. Because HE needs one. And he's had my vehicle the whole week to look for one! That good for nothing boyfriend from hell! I watched a bunch of Curb Your Enthusiasm on his computer today. That show is funny-funny. Almost as funny as Family Guy. I watched so much TV while in the hospital. We don't have cable at home...and I never watch TV. I'd rather read anyway, yep. But I can tell it dulled my brain a lot. I keep forgetting things.Then again, I did have a lot of Compazine and Phenergan through the IV.

I haven't dreamed lately. And now I have really vivid sexual ones! I can't say that's a bad thing, really =)But I do feel abnormal sometimes, and I am forgetting more than usual. Hopefully it won't last long...*licks lips**narrows eyes*I can't wait for Thanksgiving!Oh the turkey! Oh the dressing! Oh the PIE! Oh the relatives. I love cold weather. I like laying around, too. But tomorrow I have to be busy. So I'm chilling now, looking for what I want to ask for for Christmas and surfing and stuff. I want a mushroom belt buckle, and a Kermit shirt. I also want a Kyuss shirt. And a David Bowie shirt. And a Queens of the Stone Age shirt. And a bunch of socks. And a bottle of tequila.I'm still pissed that I can't find my digtal camera ANYWHERE. Beh.I get oral sex every day next week.