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Saturday, December 19, 2015

Like a theme that runs through it all, how our life runs or doesn’t can often be tacked onto a single thread. The importance and meaning we attach to all that occurs within and in our worlds. Also known as our perspective.

What do I mean?

Everything we think and feel informs us. With a raised enough awareness, being able to neutrally witness a passing moment of experience without attaching meaning to it would be the ideal. And would go a way in helping us move a lot more unfettered into the next experience of thinking and feeling.

Instead, we often sit with that thought/feeling, ponder and immerse ourselves in it - attaching a meaning to it as a result of our perspective. We attach a mental note to the experience that says ‘good’ or ‘bad’, often reinforcing our be-lie-fs about ourself.
This seems to happen automatically, if we haven’t given the process due attention. During these moments, it often feels like we are getting sucked back into an old, destructive pattern of response through the triggering of a negative-associated feeling. This becomes or adds to our be-lie-fs that we ultimately hold about ourselves.

This is what ego does and how it operates. And we interpret each experience as only we, as individuals, can do.

On the other hand, it’s perfectly natural (and important) to sit and ponder how to resolve situations or relationships in our life in trying to decide on choices most in alignment with our healing and highest good. But that’s not what I’m talking about here.

Unless we’re part of the minority of the minority and have already found the secret to living lives of involved detachment or neutral witnessing or whatever other term you’d like to give it, most of us struggle along with this internal dilemma. It ultimately comes down to discerning and staying in our God mind rather than our ego mind.

At a very obvious and material level, I’m thinking about yet the latest in a series of fires at my neighbouring shanty suburb. I even heard the devastated wailing of women in the distance and heard the actual fire at work that night.

Built to house just a few thousand people, currently more than 35 000 people live there, mostly in shacks. And literally almost on top of one another.

All it ever usually takes to start a fire here which usually affects thousands is a single drunk person knocking over a candle or paraffin lamp. Sometimes this is also fuelled by this valley’s famous south easter winds.
The most recent fire on 30 November took two lives, displaced 8 000 people and destroyed 1 000 shacks in the process. This was the latest fire in that particular suburb alone. They happen on a regular basic across all of the country’s shanty towns that house the majority of our people.

How can I have hope’? is what one man asked. He lost everything materially valuable to him and that keeps reverberating in my mind. I know another who lost all his savings. Many folk there keep their savings hidden in their shacks because they can’t get approval for a bank account if they’re foreigners. And our local Xhosa population often don’t trust the gangster banksters with their savings – rightly so!

The instant and total loss of everything you materially hold dear, living in a material world is a shocking experience for most. And to NOT attach negative meaning to such a scenario is quite a feat. To be able to look at the physical nothingness of the remnants of your life scattered around you in the form of ash and remain internally neutral within has to be mastery. Perhaps after a heartbreak sob or similar first to express grief, which to me is healthy and part of the process of moving through such an experience.

But I don’t know any caught up in the fire that were able to respond in that way. There were many that had numbness kick in after the shock, followed by depression or suppression and that’s not the same thing as staying in neutral acceptance.

What usually kicks in, though, and did again here is the potent survival instincts of being a displaced person. And I guess, for most those ‘negative’ notes got quickly attached in the subconscious, adding to the ‘physical survival is hopeless’ or ‘no matter how hard I try, everything gets destroyed in the end’ be-lie-fs.
In the end and in survival mode, most rushed around trying to obtain building materials while keeping a family member on their tiny spot of land to secure it.

If you can remain open to yourself and trusting of and in your God essence and guidance that comes from that in such external circumstances, then I think you’re doing incredibly well.

However, there are far more subtle experiences most of us are having daily that challenge us similarly, though they may not be quite as dramatic. They occur in our quiet daily self-talk and in our interactions with others and a variety of situations in our lives. We are constantly interpreting from our perspectives and then attaching that meaning – good or bad – to the experience.

This meaning we attach to experience boils down to a single word – judgement. It is ultimately the judgement of ourselves, by ourselves. We, our ego mind, is constantly giving us personal backpats or brickbats.

So how is it we can be more present in our God mind/essence instead and less in our self-judgement?
By becoming aware of the source of thoughts and feelings that appear to come from you, but often just come through you. Self-judgement is like an open doorway for such thoughts and feelings to enter our minds.

As soon as a thought or feeling that feels ‘foreign’ and destructive to who you are comes in, command it such: ‘I reject and return to sender’ or ‘I uncreate, delete and destory this thought/feeling across all time, space, dimensions and realities now’. You can also command: ‘I choose to raise my consciousness out of ….. into the higher frequencies of God’s joy and Light’, asking your Guardian Angel to assist.

Much of the time, in fact, these thoughts and feelings and sensations use the ego mind. Though they sometimes may be cleverly disguised.
Mind programming of many kinds has been designed by the darkies (in and out of body; on and off planet) to keep humans separated from their God minds.
These can take the form of everything from distraction and losing focus when you attempt to do energetic protection for yourself – such as visualisations that become distorted; a heaviness in body and mind that allows depression in that lowers your frequency; repeat destructive thoughts and feelings that make you feel as though you’re caught in a loop, and a host of other symptoms.

As proof, if the thoughts and feelings are rooted in fear (false evidence appearing real) you can be certain these are not of the God mind/essence.

Taking your God essence and sovereignty back and reacting to resolve the symptoms, as above, is a short-term solution. But the permanent solution to the often self-judgemental meaning we give our experiences and ourselves is to work towards the full love and acceptance of ourSelves.

This is God in action within you. And when rooted fully in that state there’s simply just no opportunity or space for anything other than the God mind to operate.

Anyone at any level on the evolutionary path to Oneness with God can choose to do this. It’s not the exclusive domain of a select few. It does take the desire and commitment to grow towards full healing. Personal freedom and sovereignty in expressing yourself as the God essence you are is that next step on the journey.

God's Wisdom

'It is easy, on looking back, when you know how things have worked out, for you to say 'How could I doubt?'

But it is now, while the working out is in process, that you have to give your confidence to the divine Wisdom guiding your life. When you have experienced, when you have tasted the fruits spread on the heavenly table, you will see that nothing could have been altered. If you had your will, you would create great confusion and suffering for yourself, but God in His compassion protects you'.

New Era Relationship : The Q & A Of Intimate Intelligence

DNA awakening and spiritual/consciousness expansion are reliant on our emotional intelligence (EI) for growth. Our intimate relationships perfectly mirror the work that we’ve done, as well as what still needs doing towards greater integration and balance within. [E]motion (energy in motion) is our prime navigational tool. Here's a space to ask and explore everything you ever wanted to know on how to do relationships that return you to your own power...

(I will be going into some of these Q's in depth in upcoming relationship articles, as this space only provides for short responses)

Q:Our relationship seems to have entered the mundane;we no longer inspire each other, we take each other for granted,are not open or honest in the way we once were with each other and distance and misstrust seems to have set in. What can we do?

A:Because you haven't said any different, I'm assuming there are no external factors that may have contributed to your current relationship experience. Road blocks like these can help us reconnect in a more authentic way. First to ourselves and then to our partners. Perhaps our initial connection with each other was based on the other making us feel ‘safe’ and ‘complete’. And when we have that we often become comfortable and complacent. Which often invites stagnation in in turn. We need to ask: ‘Where are the places within where we don’t feel safe and complete. And why?’. As this is what motivated our need to be filled up externally in the first instance. You may want to blame something or someone outside of yourself for what is occurring. But the best contribution you can make to your relationship healing now is to explore where and when you stopped feeling safe, trusting and started feeling incomplete in your history. Once aware, memories trapped in your emotional bodies that have created such imbalances can begin being brought up for release. This will eventually lead to a more ‘whole’ relationship response by you. Here you'll have more of you to bring to a relationship and less needs to be filled by another. New era relationships avoid power imbalances, so having a partner who is equally responsible for him/herself emotionally is crucial to its success.

Q: How much damage can resentment (from one or both partners) create in a relationship? And is this repairable if it has been going on for many years?

A: Resentment is like a cancer that can eat away at the core of all that remains good in your togetherness. If you don’t understand it and allow it. It produces numerous symptoms, ranging from anger to withdrawal. As with much else that creates relationship havoc, it is a result of dishonesty and mistrust - mostly of the Self. Yet, to heal it is necessary to explore and purge this slow-cooking (e)motion at cause to ensure the relationship's forward movement. Rather than managing a symptom or two only to have resentment return down the line. If this happens, you'll know the root cause was not reached sufficiently. Additionally, acknowledging, separating, returning and fully owning which issues belong to whom, energetically-speaking, is the start of honouring the Self. Because the chief relationship that runs our external ones is the inner one we have first with our Selves.

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About Me

A decades-long preparation is about to pay off...I can feel it!
I believe the future of all of our choosing is about to begin.
I've never been convinced that being positive and performing rituals which comfort can alone answer the requirements of what's energetically needed to free ourselves from the 3rd Dimension/Fear Matrix. And the downside is these sometimes serve to keep us in that holding pattern of denial or idealism. I think of myself as an optimistic realist! Especially when I real-ised the work involved in growing ourselves.
To answer this need I developed EmoAlchemy - a variation of the ancient mystery school teachings. Like the alchemy of old which involved the transmutation of base metals into gold, taking full advantage of the current Ascension offerings requires the turning of base emotional states into (the gold of) higher frequency ones. It means constantly reviewing, releasing and integrating imbalanced parts of yourself in order to have a physically-successful effect on your biology, subsequently 'awakening' your dormant DNA.
And part of what we're needing to survive Earth's rising frequencies at this time.

Hollow/Inner Earth Map

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Hollow Earth

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INNER EARTH Q & A FORUM:

This year I've received loads of questions about the inner earth humans, life in their cities and their relationship to us. Of course, there have been some who have told me outright that I need to get myself to the nearest nuthouse asap! :-) But seriously, rather than relay what I've learned through an article, I thought it would be great to facilitate direct dialogue between you via channelled responses.To get the ball rolling, send your question/s so everyone can benefit. If you're thinking about it, chances are so is someone else!

Q (KN): Do the inner earth beings need my help?

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Q (SK): How on earth can humans survive in the inner earth? Isn't it too hot, and dark?

A (Bohar): Your governments have farmed out so-called 'official lines' to top scientists and geophysicists to convey to the public on such questions. This is mostly the (dis)information that makes the mainstream media and helps decide public opinion on this and other topics. Yet, there's a growing group of independent scientists who understand and accept the earth as being a hollow entity. Rather than hot malten magma at the earth's core, heat is generated by our sun. You will find our Agarthan crystalline cities hundreds of miles into the interior. Powered by an inner earth sun, it creates both perfect warmth and light for our sustenance. Gravity, as you know it, ceases to exist - which accounts for our living in a timeless/ageless existence.Close to the surface entrances are a system of caverns. All manner of non 5th Dimensional beings reside there and yes, it is dark and dank in places.Q (Jules): How do we get there and what mode of transport do you use?

A (Bohar):Numerous surface folk have tried to access the inner earth via various means over the past centuries. However, recently we've had to seal entrances in greater measure to prevent harm being inflicted on us by surface dwellers- mostly shadow government groups. Those that do come here either have a soul contract to do so or come due to to the upstanding nature of their character, which warrants access.

We, ourselves, get around via our underground monorail vehicles or via our space shuttles when we leave this sphere. Here we make use of various surface entrances/exits including the North and South Poles.Q (Jules): I'm studying photography. Is it possible to capture images of your world with our digital camera technology, should we ever be able to visit?

A (Bohar):We would only need to make some minor adjustment to your cameras to make them inner earth-friendly. We would also make another camera adjustment on your departure. Other than that, we see no problem with capturing images of our world, much as you do on the surface.