Thursday, February 9, 2012

[Ed. Note -
I'm taking a break from my usual format this week to list some things
that have been on my mind lately, not necessarily related to waiting
tables. Things I've been told, things I've been shown, things I've just been lucky enough to learn; just wanted to pass them along]

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Do
not say anything behind someone's back you would not say to their
face. Along the same lines, do not do anything in secret that you would be embarrassed or shamed should you be
found out. Life is much, much simpler this way.

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Be a man (or
woman) of your word. Good intentions are meaningless without action
behind them. If you doubt whether you have the time, energy, or means
to follow through on a commitment, say so.

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Do not pretend to
be someone you are not to be accepted by another. Even if you are
successful, the person they have accepted isn't actually you, and you
will end up feeling even less fulfilled and loved than before.

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Do not loan out a
CD, DVD or a book if you ever intend on seeing it again. If you truly
want to share a piece of art you love with someone, buy a used copy
and give it to them as a present.

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By the same
token, when someone wants to share a piece of art with you that is
important to them or that they think you'll like, what they are
really sharing with you is a piece of themselves. Take the time to
honor that.

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Be skeptical, but
not closed minded. Be open to the possibility that you may not have
it all figured out. At the end of the day, a fundamentalist Atheist
can be just as intolerant and presumptive as a the most ardent
Westboro Baptist. Remember this quote from Herbert Spencer:

“There
is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof
against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in
everlasting ignorance – that principle is contempt prior to
investigation.”

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Say what you
mean, mean what you say, and don't be mean when you say it.

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Every day
we take for granted things that our ancestors would have considered
miraculous. Forget smart phones, forget modern medicine, forget air
travel, forget the Internet... If you are reading this, very likely
you have hot water. Whenever you want. You have clean, drinkable
water. Whenever you want. Your great-great-grandparents would have
been blown away by that.

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When
you say things like “I'd really like to do this or that,” or “I
really should
do that,” that thing, whatever it is (changing your diet, planning
a trip, writing that novel, going out more, whatever) will most
likely never, ever happen. Make a decision. When
exactly are
you going to do it? What
exactly
does that look like? What would you have to change in what you are
doing right now to make sure that more important thing gets done? Unless
you are very specific about how and when you are going to actually do
those things you'll never live the life you want to live.

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If
not now, when?

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Do
not fear making mistakes, just make sure to learn from them when they
(inevitably) happen. Good judgment comes from experience, experience
comes from bad judgment.

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“If you do not like something, change it. If
you can not change it, change your attitude. Do not complain.”- Maya Angelou

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Scientists
now believe that everything we consider to be the “observable”
Universe (up to and including quarks and all the fun, crazy quantum
stuff) is, in actuality, only about 4.6% of the actual
Universe. The rest is made up of Dark Matter (23%) and Dark Energy
(72%). What exactly is
Dark Matter and Dark Energy? They're not really sure. I find this
helpful to remember.

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The
way to show appreciation for a gift is to use it. This applies just
as much to whatever talents and passions your Creator has blessed you
with. This applies to Life itself.

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When
writing an important email, be it business or personal, save your
draft, walk away from your computer to do something else, and come
back to it 20 minutes later to review it before sending.

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What
you consider “normal” is entirely shaped by how and where (and
when) you were raised. If you were born in a small town in Kentucky,
odds are very good you would be a conservative Christian. If you were
born to a liberal humanist family in Chicago, odds are very good you
would be a liberal humanist. If you were born in Tehran, odds are
very good you would be a Muslim. The next time you find yourself in
opposition with someone, try to ask yourself “If I were born to
their family and raised how they were raised, what would I believe?”
Most of what separates you from someone else is only a small
combination of genetics and environment.

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No
one wants to hear your excuses. What is impressive is the person who
can admit they made a mistake, accept responsibility for it, and do
what is necessary to make sure it doesn't happen again.

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“Your
task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the
barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”-
Rumi

Worry
is not just useless, it is legitimately harmful. All that energy
spent worrying only serves to eat away at you from the inside and
take energy away from acting in the present. Think of all
the things you've ever worried about that never came to pass. Now
think of those few things that did
come to pass and how even those failed to undo you.

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Enjoy
all the richness that life has to offer, but don't try to hold on to
that which you cannot keep (which is to say, everything). Strive to savor, not to dwell.

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Spirituality
without practicality is empty. If you can not be just as much at
peace in a traffic jam as you are in a meadow, what is it really
worth?

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Life
is very much about perspective: in the immediacy of the moment, every
setback or conflict becomes a catastrophe. In the span of eons,
everything becomes meaningless. A good measuring stick seems to be
one human lifespan. When judged against that, what is truly
meaningful becomes clear and what is inconsequential falls away.

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The
overwhelming majority of drama is, in actuality, self-created and
self-sustained.

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The next time you start complaining about what a “shitty” day you had, try to keep in mind that your life as a Westerner is better, safer, and more affluent than about 99% of the people in the world. The next time you feel the need to append “FML” to a Facebook comment you are typing on your iPad, try to imagine switching places with the Chinese factory worker who built your iPad.

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If
you have trouble getting places on time, start getting ready about 20
to 30 minutes before you think you actually have to. If you are a
woman, 40 minutes to an hour.

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The pursuit of pleasure and the pursuit of happiness are not the same thing. Happiness is a byproduct of living the right kind of life.

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Treat
yourself with the same compassion you would a loved one or a dear friend.

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“Beyond
a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of
the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right
to be here.”- Max Ehrmann

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Despite
much evidence to the contrary, people can and do change for the
better. What it takes is an acknowledgment and acceptance
that the way one has been doing things isn't working, a willingness
to try to do things differently, and a commitment to accept the cost
of following through and to do so no matter what.

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Forgiveness is something you do for yourself, not the other person.

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A
negative world view is a self-fulfilling prophecy. Dare to be
positive, and see what happens.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

There
was once a young handmaiden who went down to the river to wash her
clothes, where she found a poisonous snake drowning. “Please,”
begged the snake, “please save me, I can not swim.”

“Do
you think me stupid?” the maiden replied. “If I take you out of
the water, you will be sure to bite me.”

“No,”
the snake pleaded, “You have my word I will not. Please, I beg of
you, save me and I promise I will not bite you.”

The
handmaiden relented and lifted the snake up out onto the banks of the
river. After a few minutes, when the snake had recovered his breath,
he promptly bit the handmaiden on the ankle and started to slither
away.

“You
said you would not bite me!” gasped the handmaiden, as she lay
dying.

“I
am a snake,” he replied. “What did you think I was going to do?”

There
was once a young server who was waiting on a couple out for a date at
the beginning of the dinner rush. The meal went splendidly and the
couple thanked the server profusely for his wonderful service, and
promised that when they returned they would ask for him again. The
couple lingered over coffee and desert and the server thought nothing
of it. However, the couple continued to linger long after the last
cup of coffee had been drunk. As the server approached to refill
their coffee once more, the guests replied that they knew they were
overstaying their welcome, but that the server would be taken care
of. And so the night passed; table after table was turned during the
dinner rush, and still they remained. They stayed throughout the
night, and were one of the very last tables in the restaurant to leave. As the server looked
over his meager sales receipts, reduced severely by the loss of the
table, he went to retrieve the check presenter to see what had been left him: it was
$16 on $75. The server, emboldened, ran to catch up with the departing
guests and asked how they could be so clueless as to think that $16 made up for the lost table the entire night. The guests paused for a
moment to think about the question and replied, “We are guests.
What did you think we were going to do?”

Thursday, January 26, 2012

And what is Right Speech? Abstaining from telling lies or deceiving, from slander and divisive speech, from rude, impolite or abusive language, and from idle chatter and gossip: This is called Right Speech. If your speech is not useful or beneficial it is best to keep silent.

-The Pali Cannon

I've written before on the subject of Right Speech – namely as it relates to bitching and complaining: something waiters are exceptionally good at. If complaining is the number one pastime of service staff, then gossip and shit talking are probably numbers two and three, respectively. Especially when it's slow, and servers have little to do but hang out in the side station waiting for tables to arrive (and therefore no customers yet to complain about), conversation inevitably turns to who did what with whom, or what an idiot/weirdo/a-hole so-and-so is.

Not that this is unique to service world: gossip and shit talking can certainly be found in all jobs in all walks of life. (Indeed, gossip, insulting and judging others can all be found in Donald Brown's List of Cultural Universals. Shit talking, I think, can be inferred from the other three). Something about the service industry, in particular, though – maybe the stress, the age of staff, maybe the slight tendency towards inter-office “romance” I don't know. What I do know is that it's extremely difficult to get through a shift without finding yourself drawn into a conversation saying something about someone else who isn't there.

One of my latest goals, both in work and in life, is to not say anything behind someone's back I wouldn't say to their face. If I'm having a problem with a co-worker, then it's up to me to either talk with him/her directly, or just shut up about it. Bitching about them behind their back may temporarily help me to “let off some steam,” but it generally only fans the flames of my negativity even more, and further entrenches it, not removes it. Also, I probably wouldn't like it if people were talking that way about me, so that whole stupid “Golden Rule” thing kind of comes into play. [Side Note here: part of all this is accepting that people are probably gossiping and talking shit about me behind my back as well. And you know, that's okay. Lord knows I give them enough ammunition].

It's a tall order but, as with pretty much everything in the Buddhist world view – the proscription is not intended as a moral judgement – that I'm a “bad” person for gossiping (again, it's a human universal), but rather as an observation that the behavior inevitably leads to my own suffering, not someone else's. When I talk about someone behind their back I'm, first of all, instantly creating the potential for the added drama that will ensue if and when said person finds out (which, knowing how waitstaff like to gossip, is probably inevitable). Add on to that, that now whenever I'm around that person I'm kind of worrying in the back of my mind if they know what I said or what would happen if they found out.... But mainly, my doing this only serves to reinforce the idea of separation between self and other, a division the ego loves but which ultimately takes me away from wholeness, equanimity, and all that other inner-peace crap.

But that's thing. It's not crap. It's actually very real. By making a decision not to engage – again not judging anyone for it, because I do it all the time – I inevitably end up free from a lot of bullshit and useless drama. Which, I know, sounds weird – the ego feeds off drama, craves it. I've always thought that a life without drama sounds kind of, well, boring. Drama equals excitement and passion and lust for life and all that great stuff. Except, it doesn't. Excitement and passion and lust for life are all there for the taking, and when you cut away the drama from the equation, they actually become a lot more enjoyable.

All that aside, did you hear about __ and ___ in the walk-in? And God, does ___ have his head up his ass or what?

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

It was five minutes till close, and the manager approached the learned server reluctantly.
"I am sorry my friend," said the manager, "but a party of twelve just came in and I have to give them to you."
The server replied, "Who is to say what is good and what is bad?"

Shortly later, the manager returned to the floor to ask the server how the party was going. The server answered that all twelve guests had ordered steaks and cocktails.
"How wonderful!" said the manager. "At least you will make some money out of this."
The server replied, "Who is to say what is good and what is bad?"

Near the end of the meal the manager came by to see how the party was wrapping up. The server answered that all twelve guests demanded separate checks.
"How awful!" said the manager. "You will be here another twenty minutes just sorting this out."
The server replied, "Who is to say what is good and what is bad?"

After the guests had finally gone, the manager asked how everything ended up. It turned out that because of the separated checks, the guests had not noticed the included gratuity and had left extra.
"That is great!" said the manager. "You made some real money. What good fortune!"
"Who is to say what is good and what is bad?" replied the server.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

While washing the dishes one should only be washing the dishes, which means that while washing the dishes one should be completely aware of the fact that one is washing the dishes. At first glance, that might seem a little silly:

Why put so much stress on a simple thing? But that's precisely the point. The fact that I am standing there and washing these bowls is a wondrous reality. I'm being completely myself, following my breath, conscious of my presence, and conscious of my thoughts and actions. There's no way I can be tossed around mindlessly like a bottle slapped here and there on the waves....

There are two ways to wash the dishes. The first is to wash the dishes in order to have clean dishes and the second is to wash the dishes in order to wash the dishes.

If while washing dishes, we think only of the cup of tea that awaits us, thus hurrying to get the dishes out of the way as they were a nuisance, then we are not "washing the dishes to wash the dishes." What's more, we are not alive during the time we are washing the dishes. In fact we are completely incapable of realizing the miracle of life while standing at the sink. If we can't wash the dishes, the chances are we won't be able to drink our tea either. While drinking the cup of tea, we will only be thinking of other things, barely aware of the cup in our hands. Thus, we are sucked away into the future -- and we are incapable of actually living one minute of life.

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I remember a number of years ago, when [my friend] Jim and I were first traveling together in the United States, we sat under a tree and shared a tangerine. He began to talk about what we would be doing in the future. Whenever we thought about a project that seemed attractive or inspiring, Jim became so immersed in it that he literally forgot about what he was doing in the present. He popped a section of tangerine in his mouth and, before he had begun chewing it, had another slice ready to pop into his mouth again. He was hardly aware he was eating a tangerine. All I had to say was, "You ought to eat the tangerine section you've already taken." Jim was startled into realizing what he was doing.

It was as if he hadn't been eating the tangerine at all. If he had been eating anything, he was "eating" his future plans.

In all my time as a server, I've never been a fan of banquet service. I know a lot of waiters who vastly prefer it to the normal grind – there are set menus, not a lot of guest interaction, and it's usually not quite as hectic as just running a normal station. The main reason I've always shied away from it is that much of it consists of things I really don't consider “waiting tables”: moving tables, place setting, ironing tablecloths, polishing silverware, etc. I gravitated towards the service industry for a number of reasons, chief among them that I like being busy. Waiting tables demands your constant attention – it's task management, it's prioritizing, it's a constant flow. One of my favorite things about the job is when I look down at my watch and realize that 3 hours have flown by without my noticing; there's not much time for your mind to wander.

All that being said, in my new job (as a server assistant at a fine-dining restaurant), my night usually involves nothing but those types of “not waiting tables” tasks. I polish silverware, I polish wine glasses, I run food, I vacuum. When I'm serving the food I occasionally get to interact with the guests, where I explain the dishes, but that's only if the captain (the front waiter) is busy with another table.

The more I (try to) practice Zen though, the more in love with my new job I become. Every night gives me ample, ample opportunity to practice (and practice and practice) mindfulness in all my tasks. The best analogy I can give to a non-server about what waiting tables is like are those plate-spinners on the old Ed Sullivan show. You greet table 21 over here, take an order for table 11 over there, get a couple of drink refills for 22, the food should have been out by now for 12 so I'm going to run to the kitchen to see what's going on, now I've got to get back to 21 to see if they want any drinks, etc. You're constantly planning two or three steps ahead while at the same time attending to the demands of the moment and adjusting on the fly. We're continuously triaging the section, juggling the amount of attention and time given to each table and when.

As a server assistant, I have absolutely nothing to do but what I am doing right then. When I'm vacuuming, there is absolutely nothing else I can do but vacuum. When I'm running food to a table, there's nothing else for me to do but that, and nothing else to think about or plan for. Often when the restaurant is full all I can attend to is running food non-stop for most of the night, ending up when it slows down with a huge backlog of glasses and silverware to polish. I'll be standing there with a giant mound of silverware in front of me, and one of the other assistants will bring over yet another rack from the dishwasher to add to the pile, inevitably making some comment about how discouraging it all looks. For me, it doesn't matter. I know the only way the job is done is one spoon at a time, they'll all be polished eventually. And in that, there is peace.

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