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It's shaping up to be another busy weekend.
Lee and I are going out with Tammy and Dave. Greg will be there too. There is a live band playing at a bar not that far from town, so we're all going for supper and the evening. Should be fun... Read more

What a busy weekend. Go go go. But it was a lot of fun too.
We went out for supper at a friends place on Thursday night. Watched the football game. Then off to check on the dogs.
Friday we went to the local high school. They put o... Read more

I slept really well last night. Lee even mentioned that I didn't toss n turn, talk, or even snore. I haven't slept that peacefully all night in a long time.
Lee was telling me this morning he woke up a few times in the night and was jus... Read more

I seem to have so much to do, and so little time to get it all done. Time to get organized and get 'er done.
Before Saturday I want to:
- color my hair
- get a haircut
- maybe get my nails done (could do it in Regina Saturday)
- un... Read more

Lee absolutely adores me right now. As I am. So don't think he's the pushing force behind this.
But I am starting to want to get back to running. Back to weight loss. Back to earning a body to be proud of. And Lee is behind me 100% on ... Read more

I've been thinking a lot this past week. What happened with Terry really hurt, but there was a reason for it. I believe it was to put me in Tammy's life. She does too.
But for the past 2 months Lee's been there. A friend. Someone who... Read more

I am going to start to work on getting back on the fitness track here soon. I know. It's just another excuse. But I'm so busy right now.
Tonight I finish moving out of my trailer. I have decided that paying that much to rent a bed in ... Read more

Last night Lee picked me up for supper. We went out for wings. Surprise surprise Terry was there. He at first tried to hide, but then saw I was with Lee. I think he was upset. What a looser. He can't be bothered to ask me to join him, but ... Read more

I just came across Lee's wife's obituary. She passed away this past summer. She survived breast cancer, and had a sudden stroke this summer and passed.
She was a beautiful woman. Only 50.
And I can tell you she was a lucky woman... Read more

Terry finally texted me last night. I just brushed him off. Didn't even really want to hear from him. I was out for supper with Lee.
Lee knows all of this. And I won't hide it from him. But things are changing. I don't want to have ... Read more

If you read yesterdays blog, you know the kind of trouble I've found myself in, and just how important it is that I get out.
Well, I talked to Tammy. She's done encouraging Terry to contact me when I'm hurting. She realizes just how toxic... Read more

Wow. I am so DONE!
Thursday night, Terry was beaten up. As if that's not bad enough, his room mate seems to think I was involved in setting this all up.
So I spent Thursday night upset and trying to figure out why everyone was so m... Read more

I have not done well with getting myself back on track. I have been trying to eat more freggies, but that's about it. It hasn't stopped me from eating things I shouldn't. It haven't been drinking my water. Or getting my running in. Basicall... Read more