Friday, April 1, 2011

Anaconda

The small figure on the right is me, the human. The large, black anaconda on the left is the energy I am currently trying to process and integrate.

I know this anaconda. During my first cranial touch session several years ago this energy came through and threatened to turn me inside out. It was a sensation of such enormity and power, so alien, that I shut it down. It was too much, too soon. Later, when I tried to describe the experience, the only words that came close were that of an anaconda surging through the lower half of my body and if I allowed it full entry I would die.

I have thought about this anaconda many times over the years, wondering what would have happened if my fear had not shown up and halted the process. I wanted to call it back and ingest it in bite size pieces, I wanted to be the one in control. But I also wanted to once again experience that power surge, this time relaxing instead of fighting.

And so it is back. I am working with it this time, knowing that I can handle the integration process. I can rest when needed, walk when needed and ride this anaconda wherever it takes me.

1 comment:

Catching up with you after an intense work week...so missing the dance of spirit, in my world. Tehachapi, was it? No way I would remember that, though I do remember the little mart...it was that one, wasn't it? It is all a blur, now...forever grateful that you made the ride with me...so glad we survived!! Do keep us posted! love, vic