Well I have been living in westclife for a little over a week now and I am loving it. I have got a job building cabins for a man named Jeff hes a cool man. I am living in a old house that we are restoring as we live in it. The work is not to hard but it is changing the way I look at things. the other day on my day off I went to a place called shelf road, it is a climbing mecca with one of my soon to be coworkers and we did a day of climbing then I did a 50 or so mile walk back to where I am living, thats about the jest of what I have been up to.

Okay so lately I have been working at a bike shop in my town things are starting to look better for me. I really have to thank my sister for all of her help. The problem I have been running in to is my parents are not so happy I am working I don't know why they never think that I am doing the right thing, I am doing what makes me happy I love bicycle working on them, building them and, riding them. I don't want them to hate me but, I don't want to do something that I will hate myself for the rest of my life for doing...

Well I have tried to start a new life once but it fell apart. I fell back in to old habits. Now I am trying again I am building bicycle at a local shop, as of now its a internship. Soon I am hopping to be doing it as a full time gig. they are helping me get my life on track. Its hard when I have done so many dump things and hurt so many people in my downward spiral. That's all behind me, I know my family have been hurt the most I know they really don't be leave me when I say I am sorry but, I truly am.

On a side note I came up with a name for my book it is going to be called Don't drink the cool aid. Yeah I know its a good name if I do say so myself. I am hopping to finish my book in the next few months.

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well I have so much to write about but I cant find the words to write. I wish I was smarter of more talented. I cant seem to figur out what I want anymore. I am back in Pueblo, not because I want to be here. I have to be here I would give anything to leave again I cant stand the people here or this city at all I just want to burn it down. Distroy this place I want to see it gone. On a side not I want to get a new fujifilm instax mini 7S I wish I had the money for it. It is 59.99 USD and a five pack of film is only 8.99 USD and that would give me 100 shots but, I'm dreaming if I think my photos would get me any where I have got no where fast with my photos. I know how to develope my own film and how to work a camera with skill but, I never went to school for it so no one will ever hire me to take there photos. I hate this world.

Well I am staying at my grandparents home right now in about a week I am moving up to the state capital, Denver for work. I am also doing it because I need a freash start and out of this small town I have called home for the last few years. This is going to be a new chapter in my life its a new year I need a change of life style I need to get a way. I hope all goes well for mw. I have a friend up there who said I could stay with her, I am going there a clean slate, a new person I can do what ever I put my mind to no matter what people down here have told me. I am going to make something of this. Watch me!

Okay I am thinking about starting a new project, but heres where I am hitting a wall I am poor as shit and in need of Ideas. I have a few but I need a video camera of some kinda. but I dont have one or the money to get one at this time so my idea is kinda out so give me ideas so I have something to blog about.