yes, i also feel retarded when trying to start a conversation here.
and yes, i've thought about starting a group nearly every day, but i've also thought about joining a gym.
so that leaves me with a lot of thinking, and not much doing i guess...

Also ordered this book, by the director of Robocop!
historical Jesus is fascinating

jesus looks like a badass on the cover. is he like that in the book? isn't fiction great?!

i'm reading a document by various relevant luminaries about the LA punk scene in the late 70s compiled by some dude named marc spitz. i always thought he was an american representative for diving or swimming, some sort of water related sports in the olympic games.

it's good for reading during those moments when i wake up in the middle of the night and need something frivolous to read to calm my overactive mental processes and slow my brain back down into delta wave mode