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Topic: seriously...I am ready for the final cut..

two pints of one ninety ingested in fifteen minutes or so...the plan seems pretty flawless considering noone will stumble upon me for at least twenty four hours or even much longer after the fact..

all I have is a couple of family members who have been trying to help me for awhile...and they are not even upper middle class by any stretch of the imagination...and I have recieved about as much help from them in a short period as they could handle..

so I come here and ask the only other people I know who can help me...and you jugheads mock and sneer..

well guess fucking what? I have had this plan to get out of this misery on the back burner for a long time...you know...I am SIVCK as FUCK of people in this world who do not gives two fucks about other people who are down and out..

just as a special treat for you sons of bitches I am planning on writing some kind of final note for you assholes to that informs you of my demise...cause that this is what you want..

so look for a post some time soon...if things do not get any better for me...the subject line will read:
'Attention Bert's peeps'

I have had a decent life...but I have never been down this low...and most of my hope is gone with the wind...when I asked for help here it was hard to do...you probably think it was easy...but it was humiliating...very much so...but whatever...none of you could probably not imagine being in the shape I am in...and actually I am glad of that..

if I can leave any last impression upon you soulless fucks at all...it would be that you should look out for your fellow men..

I don't know much else to say...and I am not promising I am going to follow through with this endgame...but it is extremely probable...like ninety percent probable...cause shit has gone soooo wrong and there is sadness beyone measure in my life..

anyways..I wish the best for each and every single one of you in TC land...and I hope somehow that I can make it through this forrest of blackness and not do this..

As much as i can't stand you Bert, I'll finally say one thing politely to you.

You seemed you had it going good. You were working, you had your own place. Maybe your job sucked, but it was a job, it gave you the cash you needed.

However, the cash it gave you, kept going to alcohol. And that is/was the leading cause of your demise.

You cry and moan on here about being down and out. We dont force you to put the bottle to your lips, you do that by choice.

Syntax, and others have tried to get you to put the bottle down. But, you, have chosen not too.

You wonder why no one here wants to send you cash to help? Because even though we are a bunch of worthless fucks(as you like to refer to us as), we refuse to help contribute to your alcoholism.

Now, I can be the friendliest motherfucker you'll ever meet. But in your case, the biggest asshole you've ever met. Why? Your constant threats of rape and violence doesn't faze me. Im a trucker, I have seen enough shit on the road that I could write a book about it.

But anyway, quit all your shit talking on here, and maybe someone will give two fucks, but until then, enjoy your misery.

bert I am working my ass off these days - Lost a massive amount of money on the election but I was already down and in for this new workload - Non Satellite stuff -Experimental ground based Cell designs of the far future and totally dependent on a very advanced CPU that Snaps even faster than ever b4 n its even possible such will not be invented till post 2020 - Deal is if one does NOT look to the future one never gets there.

This shit is fun exciting super cutting edge and its multi-year IF I can invest the time required and pays super fucking extra well so I am motivated but am also stuck on a long term Satellite consulting contract which I NO there is one possible way to break - One however cannot put all eggs in one basket.

bert all this to say I work fucking hard at present at work and EVEN Harder to have fun outside of work with my dancing wine tastings Hikes and LOVE Making as that has gotten more better with me working damn hard to stay in super shape - Men need that dumb as fuck pill cause they have jammed up Pipes in body that deliver Oxygen to Brain and needed Blood for Boners - Long Hard as fuck Boners that keep on doing what Gals want to see - Gals figure IF one cannot keep it UP - Its cause they are not attractive enough -

bert I would send you money but only after proof you have done as in pic - What I will NOT do is help you buy more Everclear - Lost a best friend to booze and he was one hell of a nice guy sober and just more laid back when drunk. Ken the guy who connected me up with Jacque Cousteau for chunk of Island wayyyyy back when.

I have many friends who credit AA with full recovery - Great employees because they got stronger after being down n out.

You kicked Heroin so bert MAN UP and start AA or hell save city coffers and find a way to donate body to Medical school cause they are looking for fresh cadavers.

Sober u wood never yell rape as you do drunk - And the number of times you have yelled you want to rape or will rape some girl is totally so disgusting - That alone has caused great pain with net women I know and one you adored Sandy wood be happy to hear you took the easy way out. You so hurt her by Rape threats to her best gal friends. Over n over n over-

bert you have been a net buddy for like 15-18-19 years now - If u r not going to sober up - Do the right thing and get paper work done so you end up as Cadaver for Med Students -

yellowroses2060@yahoo.com

Proof its really you will be with you mailing me with the First Letter of your Real name - That simple - Some other fool here wood other wise try and imp you so they could get my cold hard cash - But again NO cold hard cash till you man up with AA

> He shouldn't receive a single cent.> Just yesterday he said his relatives sent him money, and the next day he talked about how he just finished drinking everclear. >> People like that have only themselves to blame.

> AA has an abysmal success rate because their entire "treatment" philosophy is religious bullshit.>> Find a non-religious addiction support group or just live in a shed behind my house and build computers for me for food

> So how did AA gain such a place of privilege in American health-culture? How did a regimen so overtly religious in nature, with a 31 percent success rate at best, a five to 10 percent success rate at worst, and a five percent overall retention rate become the most trusted method of addiction-treatment in the country, and arguably the world? It’s a central question Dodes seeks to answer in The Sober Truth. And he begins at the very beginning.

I guess that as an employeer who has met many who credit AA - I formed an uninformed opinion. I met only the successes

The alternative however does NOT exist if one does not have money. It has a more better chance of working for bert because

> He shouldn't receive a single cent.> Just yesterday he said his relatives sent him money, and the next day he talked about how he just finished drinking everclear. >> People like that have only themselves to blame.

@previous (L)
actually I spoke to the mods a few days ago. fuckalms told me he only added that limit so he has something to say in all the "bring back PMing" threads.
"as soon as anyone reaches 4,000 posts, I will disable it again", is what he said.

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