Workbook Part I: LESSON 20

LESSON 20

I am determined to see.

1 We have been
quite casual about our practice periods thus far. There has been
virtually no attempt to direct the time for undertaking them, minimal
effort has been required, and not even active cooperation and
interest have been asked. This approach has been intentional, and
very carefully planned. We have not lost sight of the crucial
importance of the reversal of your thinking. The salvation of the
world depends on it. Yet you will not see if you regard yourself as
being coerced, and if you give in to resentment and opposition.

2 This is our
first attempt to introduce structure. Do not misconstrue it as an
effort to exert force or pressure. You want salvation. You want to be
happy. You want peace. You do not have them now, because your mind is
totally undisciplined, and you cannot distinguish between joy and
sorrow, pleasure and pain, love and fear. You are now learning how to
tell them apart. And great indeed will be your reward.

3 Your
decision to see is all that vision requires. What you want is yours.
Do not mistake the little effort that is asked of you for an
indication that our goal is of little worth. Can the salvation of the
world be a trivial purpose? And can the world be saved if you are
not? God has one Son, and he is the resurrection and the life. His
will is done because all power is given him in Heaven and on earth.
In your determination to see is vision given you.

4 The
exercises for today consist in reminding yourself throughout the day
that you want to see. Today's idea also tacitly implies the
recognition that you do not see now. Therefore, as you repeat the
idea, you are stating that you are determined to change your present
state for a better one, and one you really want.

5 Repeat
today's idea slowly and positively at least twice an hour today,
attempting to do so every half hour. Do not be distressed if you
forget to do so, but make a real effort to remember. The extra
repetitions should be applied to any situation, person or event that
upsets you. You can see them differently, and you will. What you
desire you will see. Such is the real law of cause and effect as it
operates in the world.