What would you do?

Recently I have been faced with some horrible decisions to make. Some were minor such as chosing the college I would be going to. Others have been major such as the way I choose to handle my boyfriend heading off to bootcamp. I felt I had these decisions locked into place and that I would be able to coast the rest of my high school career. Although we all know these fairy tales have a way of coming to a hault.

As for where I will be attending school the choice is definitely locked into place but for how I will deal with seeing my boyfriend and best friend head off to bootcamp, not-so-much.

As of late I have been drowning myself in music and trying to cope through the words expressed in the melodies of artists such as Cheryl Cole, Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood, and Rascal Flatts (to just mention a few). I’ve also been writing a lot including songs, blog drafts, poems, etc. I’ve tried everything I could possibly think of, not to mention all of the time I’ve been trying to spend with this guy.

While I’ve tried everything I can think of, and it seems to just be getting harder, I figure maybe some of you out there have been through this. He been gone for a week and I could really use some advise as to how to cope. So tell me what would you do, what have you done, to deal with a situation such as this?