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2

“All right, so what are we doing?” Jay said as he bounded down his front steps and out into
the crisp night air, feeling that charge he always felt on Halloween, his neighbourhood spread out
before him coloured with moonlight and shadow and the yellow of the streetlamps. He could
wander the dark streets, creeping through any neighbourhood he wanted, and neither his mom nor
the cops nor anyone else would have anything to say about it. When a car came by, he didn’t have
to jump into the bushes and hide. He could even go up to any house in the neighbourhood and
demand candy… well, maybe not that. Not this year.
“Okay, here’s what I got,” Connor said, unzipping his backpack and holding it up for Jay to
see: bent metal piping, foam padding, a leather strap, and a tangle of rubber tubing.
“What is that, a knee brace?”
“Dude, it’s a wrist rocket.”
Jay saw it now, the high-powered sling shot. “Cool, so what are we going to do with it?”
“It’s Halloween,” Connor said, “I thought we’d go up to the cemetery, maybe shoot up
some headstones.”
So there it was, their big night. Halloween night. Flinging rocks in the cemetery.
So we’re not trick-or-treating this year, Connor? No, no, you’re right. We’re far too old for
that. That stuff’s for kids. Kids like my sister. She asked me to take her trick-or-treating this year.
Did you know that, Connor? We don’t do a whole lot together anymore, but she asked me to take
her out this year. But you know what I said? I said, sorry, Sis, but you’re on your own. Me and
Connor got big plans this year. None of that kid stuff for us. And you know how she looked when I
told her? That’s right! She looked disappointed! But we can’t be worrying about that. We’ve got us
some big plans. We’re gonna shoot up some headstones.
###
They walked beyond their neighbourhood, into the west side, leaving the boxy tract houses
for the older Victorians, up into the foothills where the giant oaks knotted and curled over the
streets, their roots raising and cracking the sidewalks, up past the small park with the rusty
swingset that never seemed to be used, and on into the cemetery.
It was old, set along a hillside among the oaks, their leaves covering the uneven ground,
serpentine roots weaving through the soil. The headstones were rough concrete, heavy dark grey or
green with moss, some cracked and crumbling.
“All right, this is it,” Connor said, yanking the backpack open. He handed the wrist rocket
to Jay.
Jay tried to get into the spirit, kicked some wet oak leaves aside and found a rock. He
ignored the guilt cramping his gut, and tried not to think about who would have been able to take
his sister trick-or-treating. His mom wouldn’t have been home too late. She would have been able
to do it. They were probably out right now, filling a sack to the top with candy. There was no way
his sister was home by herself crying in front of the TV.
Jay put his hand into the wrist rocket, the frame halfway up his forearm. He put the rock in
the leather pouch, pulled back, stretching the rubber tubing, and aimed at a headstone ten yards up
the hill. He let go. The rock whizzed off like it had been shot from a gun and pinged loudly off the
corner of the headstone, kicking up a puff of cement dust.
“Damn!” Connor said. “That thing really shoots! Let me see it.”
He pulled it off Jay’s arm before Jay could even get his hand out. Connor picked up an
acorn and sent it shattering against the headstone. He picked up a piece of bark the size of his fist.
3

Syd plodded into the alley late in the evening, just as the shadows began to dislodge
themselves from their veiled sanctuaries. From the darkened corners some horrid stench swelled, a
stomach-turning fusion of rancid pork, heating oil, and urine.
Bundled up in discarded threads plucked from trashcans and homeless shelters, Syd
recognized the harbingers of the season. On her perch in the highlands of the Appalachians, clawing
at the twilight, Winter sat scheming. Tonight she tainted the winds with a whisper and a promise.
December would answer to her.
Nervously, Syd scanned the alleyway through squinting eyes. Positioning himself under a
wall lamp generating intermittent bursts of light, he burrowed into his pockets looking for a halfsmoked cigarette and a light.
“I thought you might not show up.” The voice startled Syd, and he dropped his smoke after
only a negligible drag. “I thought you might have opted for the sermon over at the Fourth Street
Missionary House.”
“Don’t need savin’,” Syd coughed. “Need a job.”
The man took a few steps closer, the click of his shoes on the bricks echoed in rolls of
thunder. He had offered Syd an opportunity to make some fast money, enough money to keep him
warm and content clear through to the Spring. Syd expected hard labour; some unpleasant task with
criminal implications. Syd did not really know what to expect.
“Well, I don’t have a job to offer you, so to speak.” The man’s lips curled back in a
menacing grin, the smile of an addict scoring a hit. He wore a long black trench coat with scarlet
trim, dark trousers, and patent leather shoes. He presented a gloved hand, and as Syd shook it
reluctantly, their eyes met. The man’s gaze swirled with inconceivable gravity, like twin portals to
the underworld. “This is easier than a job. A few moments of your time and you’ll be temporarily
well-to-do.”
“If this about sex,” Syd said, pressing his back against the wall, “I’m not interested”.
“Wrong again, ah... I’m sorry. I’ve forgotten your name.”
“Syd.”
“My apologies, Syd.” The man nodded courteously. “You may call me Mr. Melmoth.” Mr.
Melmoth celebrated the start of their negotiations by replacing Syd’s lost cigarette with an
expensive Cuban cigar. Lighting it, he continued, “Tell me, Syd, have you ever gone to a priest or
clergyman to confess something - something bad, something you felt sorry for?”
“I’m not Catholic.”
“But, well, you understand the practice.”
“Uh-huh.”
“Syd, I’ve done some bad things. Very bad things. Awful things. Things that have hurt
people, ultimately killed people, and worse.”
“Mr. Melmoth... ” Syd huffed on his cigar, smoke billowing out his nostrils like dragon’s
breath in the chilly evening air. He was surprised at the question forming by the words upon his
lips. “Are you the devil?”
“The devil?” Mr. Melmoth chuckled wildly. “No sir, not quite. Hell, I’m not even sure the
devil exists, Syd.” Darkness had all but conquered the city, save the little patches of glowing
streetlights and the glimmer of lamplight through curtained windows. Chimneys across Asheville
began to gag up soot, sending black ribbons streaming unseen against the backdrop of the twilit sky.
Mr. Melmoth reflexively checked the time on his wristwatch. His laughter had finally petered out.
“I did sell my soul, though,” he said.
4

Hello Tyler, it’s Dad. I’m sorry your mother isn’t with me. Seeing you in here like this is
awful hard on her. You know how she got last time. Most mothers, you expect them to break down
sometimes, crying and carrying on. But screaming out blasphemies against God until she foamed at
the mouth? I didn’t think she had it in her.
I thought it’d be best to leave her at home. You understand. Besides, it’ll give me a chance
to visit with you about my work. You’ve exhibited an interest before, but I always kept what goes
on in prison to myself. I never took the time to tell you about my job and now I wish I had. I can’t
help but think it’s too late, but it’s worth a try. Maybe something I tell you today will get through to
you somehow.
I’ll tell you about the prisoners on death row another time. Ditto for the yard fights and some
of the contraband we’ve found smuggled in. Believe me, I have a lot of stories I could tell. But
tonight I want to tell you about the block. A few of the guys call it ‘the cooler’ and the official term
for the area that I’m in charge of is ‘solitary confinement’. It’s a special form of imprisonment
where the prisoner is denied contact with any of the other prisoners and doesn’t get any visitation.
Most prisons do allow for minimal contact with staff. Guards conduct room searches and somebody
cleans every once in a while. But I run a tighter operation. The only contact the prisoners in the
block have is with me. And I can be pretty tightlipped when I want to be.
The prisoner holding the record for longest stay in the block under my watch is this guy who
beheaded a Catholic priest in the late 1970s. He never gives me any trouble. He’s a model prisoner
actually. But any time we ever tried to move him back into the general population, guys would try
to kill him, usually the Irish Catholics, but the Hispanics can be really religious too. So this guy
stays in the kind of protective custody that only the block can supply.
There are other prisoners confined to the block: crazy bastards who relish the chance to
inflict suffering, loose cannons with faulty wiring. But they’re not the ones I want to tell you about
either. I keep dancing around the subject and I don’t know why.
There’s one prisoner in particular that I’ve been wanting to tell someone about. I need to get
it off my chest. Part of it is your old man wanting to clear his conscience. But part of it is me
needing to understand just what the hell is going on.
This prisoner, he’s quite famous. He’s a writer. Specializes in horror and mystery. He’s
cracked the bestseller list several times. Let me whisper his name...
Maybe you recognize him, maybe you don’t. I guess I have to admit I don’t know if you’re
much of a reader or not. But this author, he’s always shunned the spotlight. He refuses interviews
and he’s never done a single book signing. Hell, his publisher doesn’t even print his photo on the
dust jackets because they don’t have one!
But he’s got a cult following like you wouldn’t believe. Awards, accolades, respectable
sales, he still gets it all. You know why? Because nobody knows he’s in prison! His fans think he’s
a recluse, like that guy who wrote Catcher in the Rye. Only a handful of people: his agent, his editor
at the publisher, the previous warden here and me, were the only people who knew that one of
America’s most popular horror and mystery authors got himself incarcerated with no hope of
parole. Think on that for a bit.
None of his fans know it, but this guy was convicted of premeditated first degree murder ten
years ago. He was sentenced to life without parole, but no one ever knew. Know why? Because
money talks. His publisher spent a fortune keeping the whole thing a secret. I’m not saying the
system is corrupt, if it was, he would have walked away a free man. I’m saying sometimes certain
exceptions are made.
5

“Do not look at them.”
“What?” Tom Ellis blinked and turned round. His guide and translator was staring straight
ahead. Tom frowned. Jamal, an old man with skin the colour of old leather left out in the sun too
long, had a face that rarely changed expression. What some might call imperturbable. This sudden
tension was strange to see.
“What’s wrong? Why not?” Tom pulled out his notebook; two stories in one day? He smiled
and clicked the lid off his pen.
The need to collect and record like a hunter had driven Tom round the world on an endless
quest for myths and legends to fill his books and lectures. To justify his existence to a mother who
never cared and a father who would never be proud of a son who refused to follow in his own
military footsteps. But for Tom, it was more than a career, a vocation, or calling perhaps. A deep
seated need to discover and store those myths in written words, like the first Greek writers so long
ago, painstakingly marking down some of the greatest stories ever told over a central fire on the
shores of a wine blue sea. A gift for future generations so they didn’t forget where they came from
in their rush to get where they were going.
By now, silence had fallen over the other passengers and the ancient bus stopped grumbling
and grinding. The driver sped up and the group of children at the back stopped shouting. They
huddled close to their parents and no one looked out of the windows as the bus bounded along the
stony road. The tension in the air was palpable and the potential story hung before Tom like a thrum
of electricity.
He kept quiet, waiting. The old man would tell him eventually. He hadn’t spoken up before
for nothing. And stories by their nature needed to be told.
“They are demons.” The words came out of Jamal as if they were lumps of treacle stuck to
the roof of his mouth.
Tom glanced through the grimy window. Desert stretched in all directions, ragged and
stony, dry and inhospitable. On the horizon a long brown cloud loomed, shutting off the light and
hazing the sun. It predicted a sandstorm. And his hotel was still miles away, hidden by distance and
shimmering heat. The cloud was spectacular, a solid wall of whirling sand rolling towards them,
flickering with occasional streaks of lightning. It turned the desert a lurid mustard that gleamed in
sharp relief under the murky sky.
But it wasn’t the storm that was making Jamal and the other passengers nervous. On the
open ground between the bus and the horizon, dust devils spun madly, little tornadoes of sand
whipped up by a hot and stinging wind. They were fascinating. Tom stared at them in wonder,
imagining how they could be demons.
It wasn’t impossible for these people, traditional and perhaps a little superstitious, to see
monsters in them. And their name: dust devil. Perhaps these people held the original legend behind
that old name. Tom had heard it spoken over the years but never found anything concrete until now.
“Please, you mustn’t see them looking at you.” Jamal’s strongly accented French still
sounded strange to Tom who had learned the language in an English school. He figured the old man
was getting his words back to front. That he really meant Tom shouldn’t look at the dust devils, not
them look at him.
Tom nodded and waited.
Jamal sighed as if coming to a decision.
6

Armageddon came quietly, not at all how it had been foretold.
There were no spectacular arcs of celestial light cracking across the skies, no rising oceans
or black rains of salamander and toads. The great forks of lightning which had been written of did
not come. We were not cast down, the flesh turned to salt. Armageddon was far more subtle than
that.
The meek did not inherit the earth and the so-called pure and godly found no salvation in the
Lord; everyone faced their judgement. God played no part in our undoing.
In time, Religion was exposed to be nothing more than what I had long suspected; a dressedup spook story. Heaven was empty. Of course, there were still those few lost souls that held
steadfast to their faiths, but faith alone is not enough and they were soon cast down with the rest of
us. Poor fools.
I have watched as the cities fell, one by one, and humans reverted back to the animals
conformity had hidden from the id for centuries. The bondage that held many; the cars, phones,
internet, TV shows, fashions, or whatever the fuck else we used to fill out our empty hearts, became
insignificant. Death became the only unshakeable truth. Nothing else held dominion. The so-called
leaders of the world tried to control the crisis, but they were soon overthrown.
Civilization was cast to the dogs.
And all this loss over something we have always known. The inevitability of death is the
only certainty of life, not mortgages, not children, not love; but death. Every man is a condemned
criminal, only before this pitiful apocalypse, he did not know the date of his execution. He lived his
life in blissful denial, busying himself to and fro the globe in almost ritualistic ignorance. That all
changed though, when, on a typical English rain-sodden December morning last year, a 747
dropped out of the sky, straight into the heart of London.
After taking off from Heathrow, the big bird came down in Islington, exploding into
surrounding town houses, restaurants and bars with an almighty roar that echoed throughout the
capital. Over three hundred and fifty tons of crashing, burning steel ripped through buildings as if
they were made of nothing more than children’s play blocks. The death toll was catastrophic, as you
would expect. The initial response was, of course, a terrorist attack and Britain was put on high
alert. But in the days after the tragedy, news began to surface regarding the plane’s pilot, a Captain
Samuel Halstorm. A letter had been found by his wife which stated that Halstorm knew with
staunch certainty he was going to die on that day. He knew the exact time and perhaps more
importantly, he knew the manner in which he would die. Why he even boarded the plane with such
knowledge is anybody’s guess, but I put it down to that old ghost: denial.
The heart attack he predicted started as a mild pain in his chest, by the time full blown panic
had kicked in, he had overthrown his co-pilots, and his heart had been seized in a grip so tight that
any doubt he may have had, was cast to the wind. The papers put his attack on the other crew
members down to what they termed as a ‘momentary lapse of reason’, but I think the real reason is
that his mind simply cracked under the weight of such knowledge; man is just not meant to know of
his own death.

7

The Darkness swept across the forest.
Cool, brisk wind blew across the swaying pines like angered spirits, howling banshees of the
night, proclaiming their agony. Horns blared in the distance, as people fret over the time it takes to
traverse the streets, worried that they will be late. Late for what? Who knows…maybe a birthday
party, like the kind you throw for your favourite uncle turning forty, now “over the hill.”
As the outside world churned, omnipotent shadows fluttered in the sky, sailing from cloud to
cloud until the Gloom eclipsed the nearby jungle. This jungle was filled with monsters, but none
more frightening than Him. It was a jungle of stone and steel where the local wildlife ravages each
other every day. Throats were slit as bodies were raped and destroyed. Around every corner was
glass and slime, every inch of soil - riddled with blood and tears. Corruption flowed through this
jungle like a virus. Its immune system no longer functioned as it should have, and the host died
slowly - overcome by the virus and every other strain of disease it let in.
The Shade felt a tickle in the night air and knew the pestilent predators were near.
There are lions here.
The Darkness dispersed over the jungle, whirling in the night like a swarm of black
butterflies, concealing the moonlight so that He could see the fiends - so that He could feel them as
they splashed in the dark of the night, causing ripples in the shadows of the jungle.
As the Shade hunted the lions, John and Kira ran on the hard pavement, passing a basketball
back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, in the failing glow of the flickering streetlight. Every
once in a while a mechanical beast would pass them by, it’s internal heartbeat so loud that its
baseline could be heard from afar as it prowled the jungle’s corroded arteries.
The sweaty prey waddled as he held his falling pants up, constantly peeking over his
shoulder, watching for the lions. When John saw him approach, he stopped passing the ball.

8

Oysters, slimy little mollusks guzzled down three or four at a time. Chicken wings, deep
fried flesh registering five-hundred thousand on the Scoville scale. Little miniature cheeseburgers,
stacked on teeny buns, slathered in processed cheese and pan grilled onions. Hot dogs and corn
dogs, ice cream in waffle cones and butter-smeared-syrup-soaked pancakes, pumpkin pie and pizza
– each and every one a staple of any real competitive eater’s season.
In the years since a novelty food vendor on the Jersey shore came up with the scheme to
draw crowds to his stand by hosting an annual red-hot eating contest, eating has evolved from a
bodily necessity into a sport. Some might say an art form.
Edward pushed the STOP button on the remote. He had had enough of the video. Some days
he needed to hear what it had to say, others not so much. There were days he woke up ready to eat,
days like today. Some in the Culinary Competitive Consumption League (CCCL for short) trained
based on the next competition, filling and then overfilling their gullets with whatever food was next
on the event schedule. Others took a more scientific approach, focusing on expanding their
stomachs, stretching the muscles in hopes that they might be able to choke down an extra bite or
two when a paycheck was on the line. A few concentrated on technique, looking for advantages that
might buy them an extra mouthful: soaking buns in water, etc.
Then there were the extremists, the eaters who would go to any length to win. A fellow in
Germany had his stomach surgically expanded to three times its original size. Kazisuki Miato, a
legend in the sport, reportedly had his jaw worked on so he could open it hinge-like, earning him
the dubious nickname, The Snake. Of course that was before the incident, the forced retirement and
the prison sentence. Still, there were others that just ate. Constantly. Fifteen or more meals a day,
interspersed with intense cardio to keep their weight down. Then there was the guy out of Boston
who supposedly cut his teeth in the underground on of all things, human flesh, scabs to be precise.
Of course, that was just a rumour, though he did seem to have a bit of a thing for bacon bits.
Edward admired the die-hard competitors who trained like world class athletes, but felt little
more than repulsion for the extremists, often thinking to himself, There’s gotta be meetings for
people like that.
Competitive eating had come naturally to Edward; he had always been on the pudgy side.
From a young age, he enjoyed food, felt like he could never get his fill. So, it didn’t surprise him
much when he entered an eating contest at the county fair and won. The second win didn’t surprise
him much either and by the time he was racking up his twenty-third straight victory, Edward
considered himself the greatest competitive eater in the world. Of course, he hadn’t yet competed
on the world stage, just small town pie eating contests and the like, but that didn’t deter him from
jumping at the chance to join the CCCL when a hand written invitation to participate in the
upcoming season arrived in his mailbox.
Edward had never left Washingtonville, instead preferring to stay in the home where he
grew up, the home his parents had left him the one and only time they ever ventured outside
Campbell County, the home he lived in alone after the car accident. But despite all that, Edward felt
like he needed to prove himself to the eaters he watched on television and to the neighbours and
classmates who called him names like pork ‘n beans, chunky monkey, captain hefty, tub-butt, and el
lardo the magnificent. And the only way to do that was to cross the county line, hop a plane, and eat
as if he’d never eaten before.

9

Nate Ellis took a sip from his coffee mug before he settled down in front of his computer.
His novel was already up on the screen, and though he was not quite ready to work yet, he knew
what he was going to do today.
He was going to kill Chud Quiver.
Nate had wanted to do this for a very long time. Quiver was easily the scariest villain he’d
ever written, and after the things this character had done over the course of sixty thousand words it
would be a sheer pleasure to dispatch him. Though he was a fascinating bad guy, he was also too
dangerous, and Nate was sure each and every one of his readers would cheer at the bastard’s
demise.
... Especially after what Quiver did to the heroine with a razorblade-studded plunger handle.
Nate eased the steaming coffee up to his pursed lips and hazarded another swallow. He
scrolled up so he could read the last couple of pages from yesterday, just to get himself back in the
mood. It was the scene where Quiver forced the hero to eat his girlfriend’s remains, and it was a lot
more grisly than Nate remembered; more blood, very uncomfortable, but good, quite good.
It ended with Quiver murdering the hero, a cookie-cutter doofus named Rick Selby, by
slicing his flesh off an inch at a time, then forcing it down Selby’s screaming throat.
“Jesus,” Nate muttered to himself. “I’m awful.”
Finally he was ready. Nate placed his fingers on the home keys and gave himself a moment
to think, then started hammering away.
Before even the first word of the novel had been written, Nate knew Quiver was going to die
at the hands of the Victim Who Got Away. It was to be his masterpiece, a treatise on the neverending cycle of violence. Blood and guts with a message. The publisher hadn’t even said yes yet,
and already Nate was slapping his own back. As usual he was sure he’d be the talk of the town
again.
Nate typed blissfully away, describing how as Quiver left Selby in an acid bath in a cabin
surrounded by miles of woods, Seth Forrester (Quiver’s previous victim) then found the villain,
knocked him out with an axe handle, and dragged him away for his own wretched vengeance. He
cut off Quiver’s ears, his nose, his tongue, but not his eyes; the bad guy had to see his own end.
Forrester put honey on Quiver’s feet and let the rats gnaw them to the bone. He cut off Quiver’s
fingers, but never his penis, because he wanted the bastard to still have hope. HeNate had to take a break. This was too intense. His hand went to the coffee and was
surprised to find the cup was cool. How long had he been writing? The clock said three hours had
passed. Looking over what he’d written, he was shocked to find he’d just produced eighty pages.
“Holy hell,” he muttered. He began skimming over it when he realized that it was not what
he’d written. In this new version, Quiver turned the tables on Forrester, and it was the victim that
was being tortured, not the torturer.
The prose was good - great, in fact - but he hadn’t written it.
Quiver got away, and Nate was surprised to see ‘The End’ at the bottom of his screen.
Maybe I should just leave it like this, he thought. Briefly, he considered saving it and
moving on, but he couldn’t do that. It would be too counterproductive to his theme.
But did he really want to delete those eighty pages? No, they were too good. The editor
would most likely cut it down; it was a damn long time to describe someone being tortured, even
for Nate’s readers, but so what? For now it was some of the best descriptive writing he’d done in
years.
10

It’s a beautiful casket. The maroon cedar is glossy and smooth to the touch. Its scent
overpowers the various flower arrangements that decorate the funeral parlour, each with a card
giving sympathy from someone I’ve never heard of. The coffin’s interior is white with satin pillows
that surround his body like cumulus clouds and give the impression he is floating peacefully,
heaven’s lost angel. He’s wearing one of his many suits, a favourite of his, a finely tailored,
charcoal, three-button piece with light blue pinstripes. Class all the way. My father would expect
nothing less, not in life and not in death.
I check to see that no one is around as I loosen the blue silk tie around his neck. His skin is
hard and rubbery. For a second, I think I see his eyes flutter open. I run my fingers across his
eyelids, but they don’t move; the skilfully hidden stitches see to that.
With his tie loosened, I reach beneath his pressed white shirt and grab hold of the thin black
chain around his neck, the one he’d tried so desperately to hide from me. I snap it off his neck and a
cool breeze creeps in under the closed funeral home doors that ripple my skin with gooseflesh: my
father’s last protest.
I hold the broken chain up to the light and watch the key dangle before my eyes. The three
metal prongs grin like teeth and spin counter clockwise, then the chain unwinds itself in a dizzying
dance. I close my hand around the key and a small jolt runs up my arm straight to my heart. I smile
as I place the key in my pocket. I am determined to prove my father wrong. Not all secrets are
worth taking to the grave.
My father would never greet me when he came home from work. It never changed; the same
sad dance performed over and over again for an audience of no one. I would hear the door unlock
and creak open, then he would come in and lock the door behind him. He would turn around and
stare off into nowhere, his eyes glassy and darting around, following images that I couldn’t see.
He always had the same odour after work. It clung to his perfectly tailored suits. The smell
reminded me of vanilla and if I got too close to him for a quick hug or kiss, the scent grew stronger,
causing me to loose myself. My mind would drift back into the parts of my brain where memories
lingered looking for form. Further and further back my thoughts would travel at light speed, until I
felt naked and alone. Oh, but it gave me such a rush! I craved it every time. It got to the point where
I would start to desire the sensation every day at five o’clock, and just before I heard the front door
unlock my brain would itch like a junkie’s arm.
He would come home and I would rush towards him, eager for a fix, but he would push me
away. I can’t remember the last time my father hugged me. “Don’t get too close until I shower,” he
would say with deadpan authority. How his words could carry such power while he showed no
emotion always scared me. Then up he would go into the bedroom, lock the door, shower and
change. Sometimes my mother would follow him up to their room and I would hear him crying. I
would sneak up the stairs barefoot, carefully avoiding the steps that creaked, and press my ear to the
door. The voices were muffled and I rarely made out any of their words. They came as whispers
drifting past the door like wisps of smoke vanishing into thin air. He claimed his job was killing
him and my mother would comfort him and tell him that everything was going to be all right. I
could picture my father’s head in her lap as she ran her fingers through his hair. One day he cried
out with such rage, his words so primal and fierce I could hear even from behind the door the spit
flying from his lips, “My head hurts and my dreams, oh my dreams they devour me!” They both
cried long and hard that night, not leaving their room until the next morning, leaving me to fix my
own dinner.
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Claire woke slowly and slid herself stretch by stretch to the edge of the bed, right up to the
very edge, until there was nothing between her and the carpet below but a moment of air, and then
off.
For breakfast, she fried a super-pancake, filled the whole pan with one monster medallion,
then garnished it with a chopped banana, half a dozen strawberries, several squeezes of chocolate
syrup, a tub of whipped cream, and a hearty scoop from each Neapolitan neighbourhood. She ate
until she didn’t want it and then she ate until she finished it.
Cross that off the list. And:
She showered in her nightgown.
She didn’t brush or floss, didn’t shave her legs, didn’t swab out her ears. Didn’t go to work.
She didn’t dress, not exactly, but instead web-cammed herself at an open window, sporting
an engorged-red bra and lace panties, and shouted Times headlines at the world:
Pre-K Helper Abused Four
Wife Poisons Husband, Children
Revenge Fire Lit by Custodian
Mob Looting, Three Hospitalized
Diet Drug Linked to Heart Failure
Boy Helps Disabled Vet Cross Street
Hugging Breaks Out in Afghanistan
Study Shows Love Saves God
Oil Turns to Chocolate, Burns Clean
Woman Jumper Flies Away
She laughed. She forced herself to laugh, she laughed forcefully. She buckled, fell, squeezed
her bare belly and snorted and gasped and shook, juiced tears through her eyelids, dangled her jaw
until spit slicked her chin. She laughed about her silly headlines and about the real ones and about
high school and unemployment and bad employment, about boys and girls and countdowns and
about forgetting, about remembering, about headaches mixed with ulcers mixed with points systems
and sensible dinners, about walking into a room where everyone stops, looks, looks away; a scary
laugh, a laugh to cramp the abdomen, a laugh to end all bladder control.
Almost real.
The phone rang.
“Hello, I’m not here right now,” she chortled into the clunky cordless. “Please leave a
message after the splat.”
“Claire Hemingway? This is- ”
“Splat!”
The girl in the phone giggled. Oh, and what a girlish giggle, what a cheerleader
telemarketrix pile of perky-little-girl giggle. Let’s take that stack of giggle and frame up a clown
around our sorry, weeping-little-girl insides.
“Claire, that is so funny! We here at Strike-a-Match always say that a sense of humour is the
bestest aphrodisiac.”
“At What-a-Who?”
“Strike-a-Match. So second-to-none. You know, ‘Strike-a-Match: Find a Flame.’”
Claire barked fake laughter. “Find a flame, huh? Then what, torch a building? Light a
cigarette? Shoot some gasoline past and make a flamethrower?”
“Ohmigod, Claire, you are so adorable. No wonder the Group chose you. They are
completely tickled by adorability. Adorableness? Gosh, I don’t know, Claire, they hired me for my
perkitude. What I’m meant to be boastifying is that Strike-a-Match has a one-hundred-percent
success rate.”
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