Dec 23, 2013

We have limited time, so we should not waste it by living
someome's else life. Be yourself and live your life- the way you have been
born, for the purpose God has send you as an angel to this beautiful World....

Do not get trapped by the dogma of - what other's say, what
others are, and what other expect you to be. You should not try to do thing you
do not want to do..

Dec 9, 2013

When you miss someone, your heart beats fast but your body
stops functioning. Your fingers become cold and your soul become numb. You feel
lonely in a crowd. I tell you, your room is not empty, you just cannot see anything
and you cannot sense anything. Nothing can make your room blossom until you get
under the shadow of the one whom you are missing.

When you miss someone, you stop sensing your need. You forget
to talk who are sitting beside you. You forget to eat a plate of delicious food;
you are craving to get since long. You forget to see the beauty of your body in
the attire that suits you the most. You forget to smile after listening a great joke.
You forget to talk to yourself. You overlook the need of your soul. You forget the power in you. You are no more ‘YOU’…you
become someone’s shadow…

Dec 7, 2013

Yes, I hate it. When I felt that I started loving you more
than myself, I cried louder, and louder. Once I promised myself that I will not
love anyone more than myself. Though,
it was difficult, I practiced, i succeeded, and still trying to do the same.

For a while, I cooked for
myself. I groomed myself. I shopped for myself. I laughed for
myself.... and I lived for myself. I became quite a happy person for some
time of my life. I loved to see the green world around me. I loved the
smile of my face.I started admiring the
happiness of others. I was happy, very happy. This is all I
wanted, I desired....I am HAPPY....

But my promise now seems broken. I hate it. I hate it the
most. I am unable to control my tears rolling out of my blank eyes. I
don’t have much desire in life. I wanted to love ‘Myself’ the most but I am failing once again. Once
again. I have started loving someone more than my soul. I have started
thinking of somebody before I think of myself. I started caring somebody more
than I care for myself. My concern is bigger for somebody, than for myself. I don’t want all
these to happen, once again. Nobody can actually learn my pains. Nobody can walk
my path wearing my shoes.