Katy Perry: You're Courageous, Not A Failure For Revealing Tears Over Marriage In 'Part Of Me' Film

Katy Perry – your agonizing sobs over Russell Brand ending your marriage are seen and heard in your new docu-film opening July 5th, and your fans’ hearts will break over your broken heart.

Katy Perry you prove you are so much more than some cream puff of a California girl in your riveting behind-the-scenes film, Part of Me. And I can tell you that Russell Brand has to be nuts to have dumped you. You are a brave, beautiful, talented woman who is still nursing a badly broken heart and he is a J-E-R-K!

Katy – your entire movie is gripping, filling your audience in on your childhood growing up with your religious preacher parents to your hard-knocks years trying to make it as a penniless singer/songwriter in LA trying to get a break, to your sheer joy of finally making it and belting out your hits before thousands of your Katy Cat fans, during your year-long concert tour.

But what’s most intense is that Katy, you courageously allowed the cameras to keep filming as your “fairytale” marriage to actor/comedian Russell Brand imploded despite your desperate efforts to keep it afloat.

There’s no doubt that your love for Russell never wavers for one second. The one time he is filmed visiting you during your worldwide tour, you light up with excitement at seeing him.

As total exhaustion from the 124-show tour sets in you still fly thousands of miles around the globe to see him, just for a day or two.

You resolve to not go more than two weeks without “relationship days” and you are devastated when at one point, that stretches to 18 days. You are a woman in love and committed to making your marriage work, no matter what the cost to your health. “I’m fighting to keep my marriage alive,” you admit.

At one point you are so exhausted before a show, you can barely move and beg for 15 minutes more of shut eye.

What planet Russell Brand is on, I can’t tell you, but it sure is a dark and nasty one.

He clearly rarely, if ever, flies to see you , which disturbs your crew, who ask why he isn’t visiting. “He should but he’s not,” you reply, depressed.

When Russell breaks some devastating news to you by text, you can barely contain your tears and sobs. While a 17,000 plus crowd awaits you in Sao Paulo, Brazil, you bravely struggle to pull yourself together to get made up and dressed to go on. Before hitting the stage you break down again in full body sobs.

If Russell, a world away was furious that you, his bride of just over a year, had “abandoned” him, he will now get to see up close, how in love and devoted you still were. That is, if Russell Brand has the guts to go and see his ex-wife on screen.

I hope he sees himself for the giant jacka**s he was and is. Katy, you may have been an ambitious career-woman but Russell should have been proud of you and happy for your incredible success – you had five number one singles off one album, Teenage Dream. And you were the first woman in history to do that.

Instead of supporting you, he was clearly pushing you to have a baby, you weren’t ready for at the age of 27. “I will be a mother when I decide to be a mother, but not right now,” you tell the camera. “A baby can’t have a baby.”

If you’ve recovered from your broken heart, it doesn’t show in the film. You talk about how you felt like you failed in your marriage, and how you had always believed in the fairytale of romantic love. How you thought that you could only fall in love with a man that would support your career.

But Katy the truth is that you didn’t fail in your marriage – Russell did. And he should have been your Prince Charming encouraging and supporting your success.

He may have shattered your fairytale for now but that doesn’t mean he has to smash it forever, or that he has the power to keep your strong heart pulled apart for good.

No – you need to keep on taking the love and support from your millions of fans, from your best friend sister, Angela, your brother David and your close-knit crew.

Judging from your recent songs, “Part of Me,” and “Wide Awake,” you’re just as hurt now as you were when Russell first flattened your cloud nine, but you will mend.