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Monday, March 31, 2014

To change the routine of my life, I
started thinking about doing something challenging for me during this
month which was Mars, but I couldn't think of anything.

Until a friend of mine told me that
the SEKKAT library opened again after months of maintenance,

it was my second year in college but I
didn't get a chance to go inside that library so I said why not go inside
and discover the books they have in.

The library was big, and the inside was
nice I did really like it, they have books in all the subjects
taught in Hassan II university, and also books in English.

I noticed that they have books of the
famous American author Danielle STEEL, and at that moment I figured out my
challenge it was to read four books by Danielle STEEL in this month.

After reading some pages of one of her
books I told myself I can win this challenge why not specially that the
style the author writes with was easy to understand for someone who has my
modest level in English.

And to start the first book
I chose was The long road home, I was so excited while reading it that I
finished it in a week, that was quick for someone who didn’t read a book
in a two years, the story was catchy, tells the story of a girl Gabriella, her
journey in life from childhood to her twenties, what I did really liked about
this book was that the main character Gabriella during the story lived in three
different places , in every one of those places I learned new vocabulary
that was fun.

The second book I borrowed from the
library was RANSOM, I didn’t enjoy this book as much as I enjoyed The long road
home. if I knew what ransom means when I picked up that book I would not take
it. I’m not a fan of the FBI and police stories but I can’t deny the fact that
the book was good and I managed to finish it.

The third book I took was BITTERSWEET by
also Danielle STEEL this time I failed to read to whole book, I stopped at the
chapter 7 and the main raison I think was that the story wasn’t
interesting for me and it was pretty predictable, beside that there was
something that really annoyed me in third book and I had noticed it in also the
second book I read, was that the author always repeats some sentences,
and also describes how the characters were feeling after any action they did.
I’m not in a position at ALL to criticize a famous author as Danielle STEEL,
but it was just how I felt.

The month of April began and I just read
too book and seven chapters of Danielle steel books, that means that I failed
to accomplish my challenge, but I’m not disappointed of myself I had fun
reading those books, I regret all those years that had passed without me
reading in them I will try to read more also in this month.

P S: I feel guilty for not
finishing BITTERSWEET I’m going to finish it one day ….but not soon!!!

Saturday, March 29, 2014

I just
turned twenty, but I don't feel like charles AZNAVOUR said "c'est toujours
le printemps, quand nos vingt ans résonnent" well the weather is not nice
at all.

I feel empty inside, and I have lot of reasons to feel so, but the main
reason is that I don't enjoy any more the only thing that i loved doing, which
is studying and learning.

In fact I hate going to university, Moroccan
university is so depressing, I struggle with going there every day and I
don't have any other choice, sometimes I think about quitting college but I know
it's not the right decision to take, and beside that my family will never
let me do that. I know I should figure out a solution to this problem, I
don't know how some people can succeed in those conditions,

I started thinking
maybe the problem is me, maybe I'm asking too much from university, I'm not a
high school student any more asking from the teachers to give me everything, it
took me two year to understand that, how sad is that.

Monsieur AZNAVOUR I have
a suggestion whether you change the lyrics of your song or I change the way I
see my life, well I think I should change the way I see my life, your songs are
so beautiful I don't think someone should touch their lyrics.