Friday, October 9, 2009

Another One Bites The Dust

So I haven’t talked to Teddy since Saturday night. I’m no genius but I’m pretty sure that’s the end of him. I still haven’t the slightest idea what happened nor will I probably ever know the true story. I did what YW suggested, I called him and texted twice and I received no response. Making those communication attempts were huge steps for me so I honestly feel like I made an effort but he just didn’t reciprocate.

I decided to go with this story that I made up to close the chapter of us. He got a call from an ex-girlfriend that he messed around with right before I met him. Their talking had dwindled when he saw what a great catch I was. Well let’s get back to his ex-girlfriend. She called him up Sunday and told him that she was pregnant. He was shocked to hear that he had a child on the way but being the kind of person he is, he decided that he would work things out with her and plan their future together.

He was so torn up about his impending child and hurting me that he decided to just erase himself from my life completely. He told me from day one that he hates confrontation so disappearing was the only rationale option he could make.

I will miss our conversations filled with laughter. I feel that every man I have met lately has been a step up from the one before. I know that one day I will meet my soul mate and I will use all these experiences to cultivate a long-lasting relationship.

I know that this whole story may sound crazy but leaving things incomplete may hinder me from just shaking off that he’s no longer apart of my life. The thing is its not like I have a problem meeting men but it’s the quality ones that seem to be lacking. Oh well, back to the dating scene I go.

9 comments:

awww honey. i'm so sorry. don't sweat it. the story is a good one. whatever it takes for you to get passed it. i think you can write him off at this point. unless he's in some horrible comma, there is no good excuse. we all go through it. but as you said, you are just being prepared for something better.

That's unfair. It's so hard for me to fathom how people can do things like that. Seriously. As a person how does it feel to just be like: I'm going to ignore calls and texts from someone who I communicate with on a daily basis.

Like Young Woman says. Whatever story it takes for you to have closure is a good one.

Ok, that aside. I really hope you do alow yourself to be open in the future. Sure, Teddy is an ass but Freddy might not be. Yes, you can get w/Roscoe on the corner but the Obamas are hiding out. Good luck, dear!

Stef-Thanks, someone better will definitely come along and the bs I've dealt with through the years will seem so insignificant.

Nina-Man-junk?! HAHAHAHAHA!! I needed that laugh. I guess in all this he could have at least leveled with me and let me know what was really up. However, I know that life isn't fair and I learned that a long time ago. I will definitely hold out for something good, I wasted enough time on losers.

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