Wednesday, December 13

My mate Starbender cast a bewitching spell on me with her magical wand and whispered 'Keshi now list 10 things you would NEVER do in your life'. So here they are:

1. Kill someone (although I have a mental hit-list) 2. Cheat someone (but I cheat myself sometimes)3. Steal from someone (unless ofcourse it's a cute boyfriend of some bitch that don't deserve him)4. Eat snakes/frogs/insects like some people do (I'd rather mutilate in hunger)5. Become a sex worker (not even if I'm about to be hanged)6. Live if I ever become deaf (you know how much I want music in my life)7. Trade my values/beliefs for the world (not even for Robbie Williams)8. Sky-dive (will probably die out of fear 2 days before the dive)9. Become fat to the extent that I'd dislike myself (even if I do I'd somehow get back in shape)10. Stop dancing and blogging (unless I die)Ok go ahead now...you too can list your 10 'will-NEVER-do' items.Current Music: You Can Do Magic by America

I will never stop being me. I am a bundle of nerves, paranoia and too much profanity, but the love I have inside is far greater than the acts in which I may often display. I will never lose sight of who I am...be it negative or positive, I am me.

Hey!! I object. Frogs can be nice to eat, especially if they are stir-fried with ginger and spring onions with lotsa oyster sauce.Walk into a Chinese restaurant like you always go there and ask for frogs legs. Or roast them slowly after marinating with honey.Frog legs are tender and sweet and juicy.I'm salivating as I write this....:)

OK keshi...my never to do list goes like this..not in any order of importance.1..Never take my life2..Never take someone elses life.3..Never change who I am ,maybe only somethings that can make me a better person.4..Never trade my hubby for another.5..Never want to be alone.6..never want to be on anyones hit or shit list.7..Never wish that I was not born8..never want to be without music9..never want to be without love.10..same as you never want to give up blogging because then I would miss you guys too much.

Nice...I wish I could say there were thing sI would NEVER do...but I'm opne to many things...but here is my Never-go-there list:

1. Cheat on the ones I love2. Have any regrets (I break this one all the time though lol)3. Never live without music and art4. Never do something for money if it meant betraying myself or others4. Never forget to learn something from an experience5. Get drunk for the sake of getting drunk - there always HAS to be a reason and a place :P6. Live without chocolate...nope this is non-negotiable!7. Never be close-minded (I'm open to all things baby ;))8. Never forget where I am from and my culture9. Stop grinning my cheesy, crazy grin and trying to make people laugh with my lame jokes10. Never stop being me

1. Never leave my lovely parents2. Without smiling3. Without spending times with cousins4. My lovely friend in blogging5. Without fell inside the music6. Making enemies7. Stop reading8. Making others discomfort9. Without helping to others10. Avoiding smiling kids and admiring the nature.

awww ... plz keshi ... what if I'd luv to do sky diving ... scream as much as u'd want to :p ... dun tell me lurve is the only arena where ur a daredevil :D

** 9. Become fat to the extent that I'd dislike myself (even if I do I'd somehow get back in shape)

if u didn't realize, round is also a shape ... and FYI ppl lurve mickey mouse and such characters coz they r made of rounds :D ... humans have an innate attraction for round things :p

** 10. Stop dancing and blogging (unless I die)

dun be too sure bout the latter ... u'd proly wud once u get ur man or lil keshi's----------My never do's1) quit on my violin no matter how many die coz of that :D2) stop pulling pplz legs3) accept fate4) booze until I loose control5) get bored of the movie trilogy matrix ;)6) eat brinjal (it luks like a roach)7) stop programming ... for that all I know :(8) let down someone who entrusts me in truth9) die just living out my life10) stop spending on others ;)

** but the love I have inside is far greater than the acts in which I may often display. I will never lose sight of who I am...be it negative or positive, I am me.

Well-said girl! Negative/Positive we r all who we r. Lovely one there!

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Thumbelina heyy!

Nice list there :)

**Never jump off the building to end my life (cos its ugly..)5. Never kill myself breathing in petroleum gas (cos its ugly..)

well I dun like to judge ppl who commit suicide. it's my personal belief that if someone arrived at a point in their that they wanted to kill themselves, then that could only be understood by them...not us. We can never be in their shoes 100%. I have had ppl I love commit suicide. So I dun really wanna say what they did was ugly or bad or whatever, cos only they would know what they went through.

**Never spend more than i earn

Good one there :) Im scratching my head now cos I spend too much..hehe...

hmmm... kewl list... but thot Keshi was a brave gal... :) No sky diving??? C'mon Keshi!! you can do it :)As for my list, I guess it will go as follows:

I will never...1. Kill someone (same as you)2. Commit suicide3. Cheat or put down someone for my growth.4. Scold anyone.5. miss from eating different kinda food like Frog, Snakes, insects or anything commercially available6. Discriminate anyone based on any thing.7. wanna miss the fun at parties, adventure activities (Sky diving part of it).8. stop having fun by pulling others legs or playing pranks.9. stop drooling looking at hot babes.10. stop imagining, while listening to music.

I have witnessed ppl doing it and it scares the hell outta me. Cos I suffer from height phobia and a whole lot of other phobias! Basically Im a walking list of phobias.

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heyya Perspective!

**#6

lol na Im serious. I wont live at all if I ever become deaf. Im such a music freak and I can never imagine a worl w.o. music. I can imagine a world of silence - I mean ppl not talking to me or me not talking to em. I can survive like that. But not w.o. MUSIC. Cos she's my best friend and she's the only one who keeps me alive.

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Hello Grunt I loved ur list.

**1. I would never sell out my family or friends.

awww how sweet.

**2. Abandon my principles.

yeah never.

**3. Kill another human, other than the standard exceptions: justified self defense, and in war (if I were a soldier).

aha...

**4. Hurt another person physically or emotionally on purpose again. I really have no desire to hurt anyone anymore. I hope this is one I keep, for real.

true.

**5. Hate myself so much that I'd commit suicide or be driven to do something that would sell my soul to the devil, so to speak.

mmm I really dun wanna judge those who commit suicide. cos I feel no one can ever be in their shoes 100%. Only they'd know how they felt at the time they wanted to die.

**stop listening music...cause its now become much more than music....

definitely!

**as for rest "never doing" list who knows what time might change me into

true..thats so damn true! Well these ones are what I'd never do right now but the future might change who knows...ur right :) ty!

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Alapana ur most WC huggggggggggz!

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heyya Jeevan hows it going?

**1. Never leave my lovely parents

awwww ur a good son.

**2. Without smiling

always smile :)

**3. Without spending times with cousins

good on ya!

**4. My lovely friend in blogging

awww...

**5. Without fell inside the music

thats true.

**6. Making enemies

well we cant really stop making enemies...sometimes it just happens.

**7. Stop reading

aha..

**8. Making others discomfort

u never do that anyways. ur always so sweet.

**9. Without helping to others

good on ya!

**10. Avoiding smiling kids and admiring the nature.

awww such a warm person u r.

ty Jeevan!

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Heyy Ashwin!

**co-incidence comment no 10!

:)

**sex worker he

well not that I look down upon women who do that kinda job...I think ppl r lead to such jobs due to various bad experiences in their lives. O.W. they'd never take up such a job. I do feel sorry for em.

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G'day Vipul!

**1. Will never break my promise (Though am good at breakin heads)

aww sometimes I break promises :( It just happens.

**2. Eat sea food (YUCK! Octupus anyone)

huh I love seafood!! And I like grille dOctopus helloooo?? :)

**3. Stop blogging ! ( i din steal that from u)

hehe..

**4. Stop buggin ppl (call it Zoon fever)

lol u 2 bugs!

**5. Stop lovin ur blog ( Its the best!)

awww TY so much HUGGGGGGGZ!

**6. Stop listenin to music (Its my soul)

Music is my life, soul and everything there ever was.

**7. Stop stealin heart ( tats my favourite hobby)

LOL good on ya. join the club ;-)

**8. Will say the F word and the S word and all the censored words ( Though i use it daily)

HUH Im not 'ALL'. :) How d u know what I'd really do if I go deaf. hehehehe.

** 8. Sky-dive (will probably die out of fear 2 days before the dive)awww ... plz keshi ... what if I'd luv to do sky diving ... scream as much as u'd want to :p ... dun tell me lurve is the only arena where ur a daredevil :D

LOL no ways! U cant get me to do this at all...Im scared of heights. Wut abt u? Wud u do it Samy? :)

** if u didn't realize, round is also a shape ... and FYI ppl lurve mickey mouse and such characters coz they r made of rounds :D ... humans have an innate attraction for round things :p

hiiii poppy doll-pearl!!! What wld you consider as out of ordinary? Rabbits? Crocodiles? Impela? Haha. Tried the above and more at a Safari restaurant in South Africa. Once you peel off the skin, frogs are not that slimy, I think. Haha, I only deal with the eating aspects, not the skinning or cooking. To me, meat is meat is meat. Although of course, most times I go for the conventional chicken, pork, beef, lamb.

Hmmmmm...keep coming back to you, must be the music, it makes my toes tingle. I would never...not go skinny dipping when I have the chance.not lay on my back and watch the clouds.not stop to smell the roses.not sing to any song on the radio that I know...ok, even if I kinda know it I gotta sing.take a cold shower if hot water is available...

**So I dun really wanna say what they did was ugly or bad or whatever, cos only they would know what they went through.

I meant ugly as the way the died... Gross...Disgusting...Bloated...Face-changed colour...

Not ugly as in how much they have been thru cos like u said (i agree totally), they are the only ones who knows how much they haven been thru & the pain which they have suffered, we will NEVER be able to understand... Its not easy to be oneself into some others shoes...

just living a life like any other ... a 9 to 5'er ... I wanna try n stand out from the rest ... u know make a difference in a few ppl's lives at least :) ... so i'll be remembers / what I do shall harbour generations ... just a wish :D

#10. Take some one in my life for granted.#09. Freak out or vent out my anger on somebody/something.#08. Never lie(that includes to myself).#07. Never go to bed without a prayer.#06. I'd never want to forget my mom's/dad's b'day & anniversary! I do that all the time... It just slips outta mind! Yeah.. I know.. Shame on me!#05. Never confuse my "wants" to be my "needs"#04. Never be rude to some one or disown some one I love.#03. Never let the ppl who trust/love me down!#02. Never repudiate myself for what I am! (I need devine intervention for this one... Pretty sure!)#01. Never fall in love...

**#06. I'd never want to forget my mom's/dad's b'day & anniversary! I do that all the time... It just slips outta mind! Yeah.. I know.. Shame on me!

awww men forget often ;-)

**#05. Never confuse my "wants" to be my "needs"

very good!

**#04. Never be rude to some one or disown some one I love.

good on ya! but Im rude sometimes (to ppl who deserve it)...cant help it mate.

**#03. Never let the ppl who trust/love me down!

awww...

**#02. Never repudiate myself for what I am! (I need devine intervention for this one... Pretty sure!)

hehe...

**#01. Never fall in love...

HUHHHHHHHHHHHHH! U cant put a stop to that...thats a natural feeling that u cant avoid. Im sure ur saying this cos of ur past experiences with love, but mate listen up...future is all brandnew...give it a chance.

Hey KAP...i was out to Pokhara... vacation?? not really.. work??? not really... hehe... spent one whole day boating and rowing... rowed the whole lake around... (pretty strong eh??).. watched himalayas and their shine in the moonlight... good trip i should say.

About your blog... hmmm... there are things which i thought i would never do, but i did them... things i found disgusting and never ever think in my life, i ended up doing them... in fact, i enjoyed doing them...

So, if i have to give a sincere answer, i dont know if there is anything i would never do... it all depends...

Hey Keshi, thats a nice tag. Loved your NEVER list. But one advice for U Keshi...NEVER change from the genuine and beautiful person that U are to somebody else.... Here is my list of nevers... I'd NEVER-* stop laughing.* cry for anyone who is not worthy of my tears.* stop doing crazy things.* marry for money without love.* stop speaking my heart out.* stop learning from my mistakes.* make the first move and propose to a guy.* wear dirty underwear or eat without brushing.* stop living to the fullest.* stop being myself.

**u dun? I scold alot of ppl all the time...Yup, I dont scold people on their face. Though I might scold within myself :)**gawwd guys will NEVER stop doing that even if the Earth is no more lol!Yeah, we wont, no matter what happens :) As if you gals dont look... Guys are more open ;)

Keshi:1. Never hurt/hate anyone2. Never stop smiling3. Never gossip but listen to others4. Never stop loving who comes in my life5. Never stop blogging6. Never betray my friends7. Never stop flirting in my dreams:-))8. Never stop asking for a birthday card9. Never think of problems and take it easy10. Never do bungee jumping

**Never miss? so u like em?Not like I like em but I love to try new things...I have already tried frog... it was ok... nothing great... pretty chewy... Snake is something I have been looking forward for long now :)

Ah non, I'm not Indian, neither the India Indian nor the Native American Indian. But whether or not there is any Indian blood of any kind, I'm not too sure....Like Tree, moi is a citizen of the universe :)BTW, crocodile meat is a little tough, chicken and fish is still better :)Nice weekend ahead!!

keshi, i have never seen so many comments on a blog. it took me five minutes to get to the comment section!

thanks for visiting my blog. i agree with all of your 10 things except one: if you were deaf, you would still enjoy rhythm and music. otherwise, i really like how your values and integrity highlight what's important to you....

first off---you make me laugh!!"kill someone--even tho I have a mental hit list!!!" Me TOO!!! LOL!!!!!!!my list:1)eat cheesecake-I hate it.2)bungee jump or sky dive3)cheat on my spouse4)be a drug dealer5)abuse a child6)abuse an animal7)be a stripper8) be an atheiest9)go to prison10)not appreciate my life EVEN when I am at my lowestBLESSINGS!!!

my 10 things would be..:)* never want to lose my reson for living* never murder anybody* never say "i love you" to somebody when i don't mean it* never lead someone on * never touch rats, hamster or cats* never stop singing and writing in my life* never stop enjoying the joy of music*never wear something that makes me look horrid*never tell a guy that i am crazy abt him unless he is the one probably..*never tell my kids they are nothing but something . :)

Well i don't know abt the word "never" . cause its just somethign that could change sometimes..haha.. but for now, these are what i can think of..:) intersting stuff!! cheers!

ONG I soooo hate cheesecake too! Whenever they have office cake-meetings, I freak out when they say it's Cheese friggin cake! I simply hate it. And I refuse to go to such meetings LOL!

**2)bungee jump or sky dive

me too :(

**3)cheat on my spouse

awww good girl :)

**4)be a drug dealer

LOL I can never imagine u as one anyways!

**5)abuse a child

no ways!

**6)abuse an animal

awwww...no bloody way.

**7)be a stripper

I can be one only in my own room and by myself LOL!

**8) be an atheiest

definitely. There's got to be someone behind all this menace :)

**9)go to prison

aww no ways..unless ofcourse I implement my mental hit list LOL!

**10)not appreciate my life EVEN when I am at my lowest

Blessed ur making me think alot here...ty for that...cos right now I really wish I was dead. I had a terrible few hours just b4 I came here and I wanted to die. I really did. Cos someone here hurt me so bad with very painful words. U wudnt believe the depth of what happened. Anyways ty so much for making me strong...this must be a message from God. HUGGGGGGGGZ!

I just read your comment to my comment and I wish someone did not have such an influence on you with their terrible words. It broke my heart to read that you didn't want to live!!! When I read those words and remember that you have wrote those words on my blog after a sad post from me, it scared me and with all my power I wish I could reach out to you and let you know that I care. I want you to be surrounded by positivity. I want you to be happy and feel loved. I don't know why anyone would want to be mean to you! I read your blog all the time and I get so uplifted and feel such a love and positivity from you most of the time. At times I do feel a sadness but most of the time I just feel the radiant you shining through. When you say you don't want to live, I automatically flash back to low moments in my life (and I mean very, awful low moments) and it hurts my soul to think that you are in that kind of agony. I wish I could make it better so I stop and pray to God that he blesses you with love and peace and that who ever is torturing you would leave you alone.Blessings and hugs, Miss Keshi--always know that you are special and loved and no one is worth you letting them have control over you by letting their negativity effect you.

Blessed dear ty so much for being so concerned. Im stoked at the Love I have here. U r sooo sweet and so very caring! HUGGGGGGGGGGZ!

yes I have felt like that many times. I have a very valid reason for that girl. But then again with friends like u who really cares abt me, I wont be lost. God must have sent some angels to keep me going. So ty for being here MWAHHHHHHHHH!

** I don't know why anyone would want to be mean to you!

Alot of ppl ask me this. Even in non-virtual life, my friends ask me why etc. But I have no answers. Maybe Im fated to get hurt. But Im ok..cos I have u guys. Im blessed cos of u guys. ty so much!

About Me

Music seems to adore me as it keeps reaching my ears...guitars and cars...friends I cannot be without...poems, life, ocean, people...these are some things I simply love. This is my personal e-diary...if anything I blurt out here hurts anyone, my sincere apologies in advance. What I write here are my deepest thoughts that I hardly discuss with people close to me in real. These are my conversations with my mind and the walls who sometimes have better listening powers than humans. But ofcourse I value everyone's views and I intend to grow from them, so you're most welcome to express yourselves here.
Life is too short so I try to 'live' longer every day...and yes one day at a time.
Knowledge is power hence people have been the source of that power in me...I thank them always.