Hi and welcome to the forum, there is a chat room here (bottom right hand corner) and there's plenty of people who would be willing to support you and offer a friendly listening ear. I wish you all the best.

I suffer from the same disease. If you would like we could talk privately so maybe that would be easier to talk about. Talking to just one person, versus talking to the world. If you like you could read my story below in green.

Here you are with friends. No one will judge you. No one will ridicule you. You are safe here. SF does not tolerate that behavior.