I just wanted you all to know that I have again disappeared. Going through drug rehab is hard enough but now my mom has been in the hospital for about 2 weeks. I originally took her in because she fell and twisted her ankle. Her toes started to turn purple a few days later….well it ends up that her problem was blood clots and NOT a twisted ankle. She has gone through a couple of procedures…and although she is facing “multiple organ failure” (heart, liver, and kidneys), she is doing much better over the past couple of days and I hope to have her home within a couple of weeks. Needless to say, I have been spending a ton of time at the hospital.

I’m sorry for leaving this message here, but I figured that most everyone that knows me, knows this is my favorite place to hang out as I love to talk about what I’m listening to. Please….no “I’m sorries” for me. Just have a few positive thoughts go through your mind for me here and there. You all know me as a Christian and “MY GOD” will take all of your positive thoughts as prayers for my mom. I’m not about to start up with religion, but you all know how I feel about it so…...

Just ended playing (my wake up song) Sodom- City of God…... Now Playing—Kreator—Catholic Despot. You’ve got to love that song even if you weren’t thrilled about the Kreator movement at the time. The lyrics say it all.

I love you all and miss all of my best friends (you know who you are)....but please, everyone….you are all my Kreator brothers and sisters and I care about you all. We may not be as big as the group that follows Metallica, but at least we know and like the music we want to like no matter what it is. I’ve learned one thing since I’ve been hanging here (thanks to Alysa) and that is that we are all different and it is 100% awesome that a band like Kreator can bring us together like our small army of sorts. I hope you all love the new album as I do….It has grown on me to be in a tie with my other favorite which is Hordes of Chaos. Bands aren’t supposed to keep getting better (and I know that a lot of you think that REAL Kreator is the stuff from PTK and “Flag”), but in my eyes and ears, Kreator keeps improving and are leaving most metal bands far behind.

I love you all. Leave me a message. I’ll be around here and there. Hope to hear from some of you soon….. HAIL KREATOR!!!

Oops…Happy Valentine’s day to those that care about it….haha. I LOVE you ALL!!!!!!!!!!

And I saw millions of souls
Preparing for the last incarnation
No more earthly pleasures no more life’s temptation
And the ghosts of long forgotten sociates
Cast out wicked dreams from the heart of the lost
The future is drowning in the ashes of the past
And through the toxic stench of human tragedy
A saviour apears in a red mask in front of me
AND SATAN IS HIS NAME!!!!!