Uggg.I wish I had one definitive word to describe how I'm feeling right now. But I can't.

On one hand I'm obviously upset that Bush, for all arguments, has won the election. I don't think he's led this country on the right track on many levels, and I'm not sure if Kerry could have done a better job or not since I'm not a fortune teller, but I do have confidence that he would have at least not continued down the same path. And although he didn't state a clear plan about how he was planning on reaching out to other countries and trying to repair our national image, at least he was broadcasting *for lack of a better word* that that was his plan.

On the other hand I refuse to get totally pessimistic and decide that our country will go to shit simply because Bush is in office. Like it or not, we've survived *although not without serious bruises* the first four years, and I have hope that our country can survive the next four. After all...there are no more chances after this. It's the end. Four years later than it SHOULD be...but it is an end. So with that said I'm going to try to be as positive as I can, continue to support and educate people for the ideals of our country that I believe in as best I can, and try not to just assume that we've fucked ourselves.

With that said...I'm going to go to sleep. Long night at work. Maybe when I wake up my feelings over this election will be a little clearer to me.