Every day seems longer and more uncertain. People tell you to follow Gods will, but how do you know if you really are? Where did the motivation go? What do you do when nothing you do feels like it's the right thing to do? Where are my friends? Why does it seem like the only one who has anyones back is me? Why am... Read More

After 18 years of marriage to the woman that I consider an absolute angel, we are getting divorced. I don't know what hurts more, the divorce, or the knowledge that I caused it. She is my souldmate, and I lost that. How do you move on when the only person in your life that makes you happy hates you? How do you forgive yourself... Read More

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