My journey through life and the lessons I learn to help me grow spiritually.

Sane Friends

I can't believe how one thing can screw with my serenity so much. Like a gopher digging and digging at the foundations of my mind. Yes I'm talking about asking MC out for drinks. When I called today we chatted for a little while, but when I asked her is she was free Sunday for drinks she asked if she could call me back since she was with someone. In all other parts of my life I'm okay with this. With dating I'm not. Who knew? I'm grateful to be working through it all, but I really don't want to. Part of me doesn't want to deal with any of this. Hey I can be childish when I want. So I'll see what happens since the ball is in her court.