We all have our convictions. But what happens when we've greatly compromised our own convictions - especially in front of others? Dr Umar has been exposed for being with the very type of woman he teaches black women to raise higher from. Preachers are always caught hiding sexual relationships with women - and men. Male heterosexual rappers have been caught with known trannies and female ministers have been known to end up with the very men they worn other sisters about.

Reminds me of how the Lord renamed Jacob, Israel. The Lord often referred to Israel in regards to His chosen people and their inheritance. It symbolized the mantle placed on Jacob. And the Lord when referring to Jacob was more in regards to his personality and humanity. The Lord understands this dichotomy and sees our struggles. But this doesnt always tear us from our callings, rather He chastens those He loves

From sexing to sexting to hotels and back alleys, ministers, motivational speakers and teachers are held to higher standards of moral conduct. And its like that standard only cause these leaders to dig deeper darker and colder holes to hide their weaknesses in rather than to keep it open and real with the specific of their struggles. Whats in the dark will be revealed in light.

Tonight at 10pm cst, we of course will be discussing where the mentality of church terrorist ?#‎Roof? came from. We will play Dr Joy De Gruy's famous 2008 lecture on Post Traumatic Slave Syndrome because of how much #Roof and him having so called black friends has brought an absolute spotlight on the hidden racism engrained in the minds. Dr. De Gruy talks on the things no one wants to talk about because we're being told to move on, unite and "rise above". Meanwhile, people never get corrected in their racist subconscious minds. Go to Joydegruy.com for more info about her and pick up her book Post Traumatic Slave Syndrome: America’s Legacy of Enduring Injury and Healing.

People always want to believe that blacks whine over slavery and believe slavery is merely in the past. They have not studied to see just how much slavery still affects the minds of whites and blacks today. Change starts within renewing the subconscious mind. Understanding and receiving this lecture we present tonight is an example of beginning that renewal process. You will greatly benefit by hearing this in its entirety.

CORRECTION: Rachel's dad is the one who tells of her transformation at Howard, not her brother. #AskRachel Dolezal... Do Blacks Have The Right To Mock Her? Whats are her brothers saying? She claims one of her brothers as her son? Is this not a disconnect from reality? We will also listen to an interview she did - answering a few questions many of us have had. She's supported the black community and speaks of hate crimes as if she were black herself - literally. Are her actions sinful? Deceptive no doubt. Is she as guilty as Bruce Jenner? Is she simply being true to herself while lying to everyone else? Is this an illness or liberty? Black women have been known to bleach and blend to try to look as light as possible with blonde hair and contacts. However, this stems from the self-hatred blacks have been taught to have towards ourselves. Black people used to "pass for white" if we could, in attempts "to have a better life".

People say shes not doing anyone any harm but is that really so? What if she'd married a successful, conscious black man who took pride in having his conscious black woman only to find out he could no longer trust a word she'd ever told him. How could he ever understand her keeping that part of her life from him and their children. What would her children grow up thinking?

Surely shes breaking the commandment Honor thy mother and father.

Could she have still become the president of the NAACP as a white woman? Werent the founders white?

Bruce Jenner to Caitlyn. What causes a person to return the image given by the creator? What spirit causes this extreme transformation? Baphomet , the hemorphdite demon god of this world is worshipped by many elites. Could this explain what is taking place? This takeover of Bruce is symbolic of so much. Are the masses supporting mental illness? Is mental illness becoming a thing of the past on homosexual topics? What does the medical community have to say about it? Join us as we discuss these questions and many more. Phone lines will be open!

How does Cern affect our daily lives? What does this machine do? Known athiest Stephen Hawking gave warnings about using this particle colliding machine. He says it will unleash hell on earth. Join us as we explore the connection between the bible, prophecies and CERN! Which is named after Cernnus or abbadon the destroyer spoken of in the Bible's book of Revelation! Keep an open mind and enjoy the show tonight at 10pm central!

We're discussing Divorce Court's Judge Lynn's powerful message tonight on Taboo Talks. Take a listen in with us and call in with your thoughts tonight if you like.

First women were blaming the men. Now its all about the men blaming the women for laying down with dead beat men... So who's talking to the deadbeat men and holding them accountable as well?

Is there nothing to say to those men who also are helping to break up the family dynamic? Is it fine to say that men can be weaker sexually and it therefore justify only blaming the women and never blasting the men who are supposed to take the lead?

A look into the dynamic of the single black mother Post Baltimore. Has Baltimore revealed the failures of single parent homes? Or did it just invite more misconceptions from outsiders? If police knew black boys had caring fathers in the home, would they behave in such a volatile manner? Join us tonight at 10pm central. Callers will be accepted to share their views.

The events that have unfolded in Baltimore helps us to look at our behaviors, mentalities, levels of accountability, double standards, strengths and weaknesses as a whole society and individual race.

We'll be discussing Marilyn Mosby, her husband, Nick Mosby, professional protestors, Toya Graham, the youth presence vs the adult presence and what this possibly implies...

We question where our impact as adults have fallen onto the teenagers. Have we given them more secular hip hop culture & mentality or have we passed down wisdom for tomorrow? Have we shown them how to impact their neighborhood wisely? Or how to be the next narcissist who will step on whoever to get their point across and how to look "like a boss". How important a role has the lack of education and infrastructure played in urban areas? What are some positive events/protests that have unfolded in Baltimore and what do you believe led up to the commotion? IS Toya Graham (the mother who slapped her son), a symbol of the desperation within the black community? She has multiple children supposedly by different dads and is doing her best. But is the best from the single mother still losing?

The transgender narcissist, how to address our narcissistic youth today & tomorrow - is there a way to prevent their enablement within the family dynamic and social circles, narcissistic parents and the undercover narcissist (the co-dependent narc) who prefers to be with narcissistic people.

We want people aware of the depths of narcissistic behaviors because we believe that awareness of these traits empower people to understand how to prevent becoming enablers and victims. In turn we hope people's awareness of narcissistic traits (which we all practice in some form), create a conscious accountability for productive change and possibly early intervention for the narcissist.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7New International Version (NIV)

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

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In order for a person to be diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) they must meet five or more of the following symptoms:

Has a grandiose sense of self-importance Is preoccupied with fantasies of unlimited success, power, brilliance, beauty, or ideal love Believes that he or she is “special” and unique and can only be understood by, or should associate with, other special or high-status people (or institutions) Requires excessive admiration Has a very strong sense of entitlement Is exploitative of others, e.g., takes advantage of others to achieve his or her own ends Lacks empathy, e.g., is unwilling to recognize or identify with the feelings and needs of others Is often envious of others or believes that others are envious of him or her Regularly shows arrogant, haughty behaviors or attitudes

Dr. David Hawkins MBA, MSW, MA, PhD, author of "Never Fight Again, Guaranteed", and Director at Marriage Recovery Center who specialized in narcissistic personality disorder, will be on tonight with us as we continue our discussion on Narcissitic Personality Disorder, traits and the npd spectrum. We will share examples to better identify narcissism in ones self and others although no on can diagnose unless one is trained in this area. NPD is not common, however its traits are and can still be quite destructive in relationships. It affects men and women and there IS hope for the narcissist to change. Dr David will give helpful tips for those who have been hurt by the "narcissist".

Do you often feel your mate is in the marriage or relationship by his or her own self? Are you drained from your relationship or feel youre constantly fighting or speaking to brick walls? Has your mate gone from you admiring him or her to questioning whether or not theyre actually evil and highly sinful? What is narcissistic supply? What's NVS?

Can the narcissist really love? Did they ever really love you? And how can they really change if they cant see it or arent willing to search themselves and see theyre operating in narcissism? How do I know Im with a narcissist?

This condition flies under the radar in many ministries, businesses and social circles because this condition is VERY RARELY pinpointed due to the lack of reproach or fear of reproach.

This Sunday night, tune in and share with your folks if you want them aware. Please see the 9 symptoms of npd in Part 1 & 3 show descriptions.

For quality marital counseling or help and testing for NPD, visit Dr. David Hawkins site at marriagerecoverycenter.com for more information or call 360.490.5446 for immediate appointment.