im so lost! what do i do!

by Shannen Crilly
(Northern Ireland )

My boyfriend and I have been going two years now and two months ago he started doing over seas work (we live in NI). This is the longest period that i haven't seen him even though last week he paid for me to go over for the week to see him.

I feel like our relationship is breaking down and I feel like i'm the only one that is trying to make it work.

I have said this to him numerous times but i just get a dry response back from him. I know he loves me and i love him. I don't know whether he is just getting fed up of being alone for nearly two months that he's not been thinking of what he really whats in life (lorrys over me.

It would break my heart for him to come to this decision but at the end of the day its his life and i don't want to come between him and his long life career.