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Friday, 2 May 2014

For those of you who are familiar with this phrase, having heard it a thousand times over an argument, what can you say to rebut it? Nothing. It left her to ponder, in which life does one have a simple life to love someone? Is life easy? Nope; is love easy? *Are you kidding me*

Those words still rang loudly in her ears, thinking of the naïveté of that sentence, he uttered ever so simply, which his chin pointed downwards, as he hieved a big sigh, hopelessly.

*Rummaging through the pages where they last argued in her head.*

'I should have listened to my parents, to study instead of having a girlfriend!' He puffed angrily.

It really was heartbreaking to see her breathe through those words. The words that sent her into big sobs. Streams of tears ran down her cheeks, making way for a gush of waterfall to submerge that small cheeks of hers.

His rage, was like that of his dad. He's seen it. He's doing it, subconsciously. She had never seen this side of him before; this ball of fury was so intense it wasn't possible to tame. It was that side of him she has to accept and hopes that he changes for the better. It is the side of him she did not sign up for when she first met him.

Tuesday, 27 August 2013

Frustration, fear and forceful thoughts overwhelmed the very being of this girl, so incredibly happy, and unable to believe the events that have been unravelling for the past 3 weeks with the last one week being extremely unexpected and delightful. Feelings of ecstasy and uncontrollable amounts of laughter, shielded the very core of guilt, unfounded sense of relief, and unremedied spins of giddiness.

Monday, 15 July 2013

Hurried footsteps down the pavements, people I don't see but the constant gust of wind constantly reminds me of people, a cacophony of noise.

Drowning in a sea of people, and I feel terribly alone.

Free, yet busy with a million things on my mind. and the one thing that I have constantly on my mind.

You.

I had that moment again. Well, correction: I almost had that moment. You know the one where I wish my hand was in yours, bringing you everywhere, to see everything that I see, to breathe the same cold welcoming air of the land down under.

I see your face everywhere I go. I bring you everywhere. For a brief, brief moment, I felt that being there would make me feel like you were there. But before I could really entertain the thought, I knew you weren't.

You aren't here.

Sometimes I don't know if this is the best decision for us. But time and again I have always convinced myself that all these we had, have been sheer bliss. Bliss.

This is a road of learning, it's a journey. And I'm learning how to be without you. I think I'm doing okay. I really don't talk about you or mope about your absence, but you are on my mind all the time. I think it only gets to me when I have got absolutely nothing to do and I'm forced to come to terms that it's yet another day that we are apart.

Or you know, when there are nights like this- when I'm swallowed by songs that remind me of you.

It gives me life. To have known you. To still be able to talk to you everyday.

It gives me hope. That happiness can be achieved. Even when the time is wrong.

Thursday, 4 July 2013

And so I was on a hunt for a pair of shades for him. It all
started from the day we started taking selfies with Ren’s shades.

It wasn’t long before I went, ‘ Know what? This is it. We
shall get a pair of shades for each other.’ But what kind of shades? So, we
went to an optical shop and tried on a few pairs of RayBans, Aviators to be
specific. The 3025 big frames looks sooo good on him *teary eye*

He had
on the silver frame while I love the gold frame on myself!

The Aviators cost an arm and a leg. So we left, dejected but
optimistic that maybe other optical shops would offer a better price.

I even went to the extent of asking my friend to source from
Sibu, at East Malaysia because it is somehow much cheaper there (for whichever reason).
Unfortunately, that didn’t fall through.

There were also sites that were selling them at prices waaay
below the market rate and I’m pretty damn sure they aren’t originals.The way they marketed themselves was that
they offer ‘100% customer satisfaction’. Seriously guys? The only reason why
you can claim that is because you have no other form of marketing credibility!
No certificate of authentication and real packaging to boot. Unless it is
sought after for photo shoots or if you just want it but you are just too broke
for it, it really isn’t worth ruining your eyesight for a pair of stylish fakes
(shall elaborate on the reasons in a later post).

From my experience, nice and established brands aren’t
cheap. But I was determined to find a pair for him, so badly. Yes, the things
you would do for your loved-ones…

On a bright sunny day, I was reading Cheesie’s blog and I
found smartbuyglasses.com and omg it was like a dream come true. They have a magnificiently
vast array of glasses and sunglasses, from brands like Tom Ford, Alexander
McQueen, Balenciaga, Hugo Boss, Dior, D&G, Fendi, RayBans, Marc Jacobs,
Moschino, Prada and the list goes on. One would be so spoilt for choice but I
had my sight set on ze RayBans! TEEHEEE :D The discounts go as big as 50% some
of the best brands! My RayBans has like 45% discount. FAR OUT!

What’s even better is that they offer FREE shipping
WORLDWIDE, to your door step! This saves online shoppers like me the hassle and
cost to drive out, pay for parking and walk to the store! SmartBuyGlasses are
located everywhere including USA, Canada, Australia, Japan and Singapore. Below
are the links to the RB3025, the one I got.

If you are worried about fraudulent transactions, that
should be the least of your concerns because all transactions are secured by Thawte.
Basically what it does is that it secures communications by encrypting all data
to and from the site, checks and verifies the site’s registered domain name.
And if your name and card holder name is not the same person, the transaction
wouldn’t go through.

Payment can be made using AMEX, MasterCard, Visa, JCB and
PayPal! Easy Peazy :D

My experience with SmartBuyGlasses was that their customer
service is impeccable. Second to none in the world of shopping online. Not only
are they prompt in their replies, they are polite and efficient as well! It was
a pleasant experience dealing with SmartBuyGlasses and I would gladly recommend
them to anyone looking to buy any shades or glasses.

This was taken at the Pre annual dinner. I was the first of the 9 to be ready.
JW Marriot is fantabulously awesome :) The beds were ultra comfy and had a double door toilet.
We licked ourselves to sleep after a long night!
#Peiyi #Janet #Yu-anne

Red carpet?

So, I turned to the back to check you out.

Check the mock set-ups in the background!

Giuseppe Zanoti. Took hell lot of convincing to get mum to get this bag! Look how well made it is!

CIGSS

I just had to end this post with a pack of Cigars. I love how it juxtaposes everything I blog about.