I've had the mindset that the fat is "temporary". I have been skinny all my life and the recent weight gain is just temporary.........well, that's been going on for 12 years now. All of my friends that I had when I was skinny are now replaced by friends that only know me as a fat girl. Who am I kidding?! I AM FAT! I lost 20 pounds 5 years ago and felt great about myself.... then I put it all back on. I got lazy and comfortable! I see myself now and it makes me sick that I let ...

I've had the mindset that the fat is "temporary". I have been skinny all my life and the recent weight gain is just temporary.........well, that's been going on for 12 years now. All of my friends that I had when I was skinny are now replaced by friends that only know me as a fat girl. Who am I kidding?! I AM FAT! I lost 20 pounds 5 years ago and felt great about myself.... then I put it all back on. I got lazy and comfortable! I see myself now and it makes me sick that I let myself go again. I've GOT to get back into the habit of eating right and exercising. I need all of the motivation I can get!