I can't choose between medical school and electrical engineering

Hello, I have always dreamed to study electrical engineering. But some how I got accepted into medical school, I love medical school but I still have that passion for electrical stuff , nevertheless mathematics and physics used to be my favorite subjects back in high school :( ,I also watch lesson on youtube for electrical course. So my questions are how can I fill the interest gap in my heart for electronic stuff, which books could help me in learning electrical engineering, or should I focus on biomedical engineering field more since I am a medical student?Thank you!