Compulsion

Its been a while since my last post. I have an excuse, but I dont want to take time making excuses. Truth is, I havent much to say right now about the subject of wine. In fact, I havent much to say about anything these days. Thats part of my excuse.

Still, almost without fail, at least once each day, the thought of me ignoring vinofictions crept into my mind. It bothered me almost the way a nagging control freak bothers us.

For days, thoughts of finally abandoning this blog for good gave me guilt feelings. The idea that I could walk away from something that I had created made me feel almost ill. This deep sense of responsibility has always haunted my psyche. Every dog or cat I have ever had as a pet figured that out about me and used that knowledge to mold my habits to suit their needs.

For the past three days, the compulsion to write in vinofictions tugged at my sense of responsibility until, today, I could no longer take it, and so I decided to write something, anything, to get this drag on my day to ease up.

Many years ago, I learned that the best way to face writers block was a combination of keep writing and keep taking breaks. Its a contradiction, but it often works. You spend time each day, the same time of day, too, writing whatever pops into your feeble mind until, voila, you often find that you have begun to write something if not important at least intelligible. After each session, you do something that you truly enjoy doingwalking, running, biking, shopping, dining out, meeting friends, etc.

With that in mind, and noticing that I have yet to come up with anything either important or intelligible, I think I will go do something that I enjoy, expecting that tomorrow Ill come up with a real vinofictions entry.

Oh wait: I have to drive over an hour one way for my daily radiation treatment.

Now you know my excuse for having not been writing in the blog.

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March 2011. All rights reserved.

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