Aimless, unmotivated, lazy, depressed, reclusive, avoidant, envious, self-neglecting, insecure, hopeless, low self-confidence, restless, discontent with the world, existential ... well, this could be a pretty long list! And I definitely spend more time unhealthy than not, so it's kinda started to feel like normal... which is a very unfortunate step, because you forget what real, healthy you is actually like, and it becomes so very hard to fight for a brighter future.

Realistic, and unable to see past my own self and insecurities to get to the bottom of problems. I can never get to the bottom of anything regardless, which leads me to be self destructing because I can't find the answers to anything SEEMINGLY complex. I'm also envious as hell and I can't blur anything else out to see that my road is my road and while we all may be connected with each other I have to pursue my own interests rather than the interests of others.

-Emotional
-Emotional bursts of anger
-Name Caller
-Very Self Aware, maybe low Self esteem. I tend to think that I'm in the wrong when in an argument with someone... and i feel very bad... then I talk down to myself about myself...I tell myself that my opinions are invalid.
-Procrastinator
-Extreme hermit tendencies - Don't call people back or answer the phone.. and don't open up to people.
-I hit extreme lazy spells