ISHKARA FF : MY HEART’S DESIRE { PART 13 BY RENIMA }

Hello ishqies…how are you all ? …… Am so grateful to each and every person who motivates and supports me through comments……Really when you guys will tell am writing from heart…..which means a lot…..so big thanks guys…..And I am posting 12th part…And here are the links for previous parts…….All Parts here

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Scene -32 { @ Art Hub} [continuation from part 12]
Pinky : Omkara…..beta….what happened ?
Omkara : Choti maa……..am fed up with this life…..am able to reward pain…..only……to those people who knows me……well……and whatever I did today…….I did it with this hand…….. am totally confused……her tears……seems they are paining so much and am unable to resist her tears…….I did unfair to Ishana…….
Pinky : Ishana……
Omkara : Yes….Ishana……
Pinky : Ishana…..that mehta’s daughter !!!!
Omkara : Yes…..choti maa…….mehta uncle……before his heart’s desire…….I …..just put the ring on Ishana’s finger….as uncle trusted me…..and he said that if I will not do that…..he will feel that I am cheating him…..And….I……{emotional}
Pinky : Beta…..you did the right thing……you are absolutely corrects……..
Omkara : Choti maa……do you think am right ?
Pinky : Oh My Maata !!!! Am telling that you are right means……100 % you are right……because I know…..beta……that you are always in favor of truths…..And……You never breaks trust and promise…….and this time you proved it also……and beta……don’t feel sad…
Omkara : But….choti maa….. I completed this promise ……by breaking her heart…….you know choti ma……what she said to me…..she said that……..she…..love that pain……How ….it is possible……for her to love pain……
Pinky : It’s because……she loves you…….omkara…….. and the one whom you love may give you pain….but you will start loving that pain also…because……it is given by that person who remains as the love of heart……
Omkara : And if the love of your heart ….that particular person doesn’t love you…then what will you do ? Still you will love that pain….?

Pinky : Beta……some times even sakthiji also teases me…..he used to blame me that I don’t know anything except telling oh my maata!!……he will feel ashamed of introducing me as his wife to business partners…… Because am from small town…….not from citys……and for him am still country fellows…..only….. some times….he will not talks…….he will just open that ….laptop …….I will try to grab his attention by talking continuously until he asks me to to shuts mouth……and he will shows anger on me…..which will give pain…..it will make me sad…but….i love that moments because…..when sakthi ji will scold me….i feels…..am his wife…..and still I have a place in his heart…he values me……if not then he can just ignore me…..but he will not do that……instead of it…….by scolding me……by giving me…pain….he is establishing his rights on me……and I love it a lot……..{literally cries }
Omkara : Choti maa…..You are great…..am telling it from the depth of my heart because…… I wonder how you managed every thing so well despite of immense pain which you suppressed in your heart for so many years ?
Pinky : I don’t know…..Omkara…..when jethji…..is upset…..he will find swethlana’s fake concern as the solution to his issues…….when jethaniji is in pain….she will consume drinks to heal her pain……. When you are in pain……shivaay will come to console you and when shivaay is in problem…..you will ask him to share it with you…..When rudra feels bad…….he will share it with you and shivaay…….when prinku is worried…….shivaay’s hands will be on her head….. Maaji…..loves me….but some how I felt she cares for jethaniji more than me as jethaniji needs more support…… My husband….sakthiji….he is sad he will go for maata raani’s mandir……my beta…shivaay….he has no time for his maa…….and when pain comes to me…..where will I go ? I will try to hide my pains myself by telling “oh my maata”……. because am good for nothing except telling “oh my maata”……..{ burst into tears}
Omkara :Choti maa……{he holds her hands and stares her with wet eyes} Am here……. Trust me…..Just call me….beta……and give me the right to heal your pain……choti maa…..{emotional}
Pinky : {stares him with wet eyes…} Beta…….{she extended her arms and shakes her head with a sign of yes….. }
Omkara : Choti maa!! {he hugs pinky……pinky waves her hand through his head and smiles with wet eyes}
Pinky : Oh MY Maata !!!! I think I hugged you like this when you was a kid……You always runs around the oberoi mansion and when I will call you…..you will run fast …..in fact you will try to run faster than shivaay to hug me……Do you remember ?
Omkara : {releasing himself from hug} Yes….choti ma…. I never draw a line between you and me…..but when I grow up…….I got myself engaged in drawing lines and I missed you ….a lot…….am sorry…….choti maa……
Pinky : Omkara……I just want you, shivaay, rudra and prinku should stay happy…..that’s all…..
Omkara : I will try….by the way….choti maa…..today…..is really an unforgettable day in my life…..I didn’t expected you @ art hub…..
Pinky : I just came here to tie this dhaaga……on your hand…….
Omkara : Dhaaga !!!
Pinky : Beta……it’s really powerful……pandit ji himself give dhaagas for shivaay, prinku , rudra and you……
Omkara : Choti maa……if this is the matter…then you can tie this dhaaga @ home also….. I was coming home……

Pinky : Oh MY Maata!!……am just going to maayka…..because….paapa ji has arranged jagraatha @ home and you know I never misses it……just now only…when I was about to leave ……I asked pandit ji to come home and bless my children……except you every one were present there…..and I felt bad and thought to make a phone call…but don’t know why my heart felt that I should come and meet you……Any way…….I have to leave now…..and I will return @ ridhima’s wedding……{she is about to leave….Omkara holds her hand…..Pinky stares him in confusion…..}
Omkara : Choti ma…..if you don’t mind……can I come with you ?
Pinky : Oh My Maata !!! what will you do there beta ……there you will not be able to focus on your art…..also….as everywhere you will hear sounds “oh my maata” only……
Omkara : Please…..choti ma…….it’s your son’s wish……please…..
Pinky : [touches on her cheek] Its ok…..And really you will get a change…..and I think maata raani will bless you……just keep your pain’s burden @ her darbaar….she will show you the path……
Omkara : I hope so……one minute….i will just call shivaay ….else he will be tensed…..{he makes the call and comes back}
Pinky : Lets go…..omkara….{smiles}
Omkara : Am ready……{smiles}

Scene – 33 { @ Ishana’s House}
{Ishana was lost in omkara’s thoughts…..She stares the ring and recollects the moment when omkara put it on her finger…..she starts thinking…..”I am feeling you are mine because when you put this ring…..I felt how much am important for you…..When I cried…..you raised your hands to wipe out my tears…when I hugged you…..I felt I was just listening……your heart beat…..which was beating so fast….and when you placed my head on your chest…..I feel that as the most comfortable place and when I was in your arms I feel nothing can create me harm as am much safe in your arms…..when I stares your eyes…..I feel the pain of your heart…..And when you are with me……I can feel that your presence matters a lot for me….And when you are able to see all these things…..then why you asked me to break my heart …..omkara……but….you know what…..i still love you…..omkakra…….i love you…..}