28.1.10

escapeism :

"the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities especially by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy."

that is probably the best way to define my state of condition.I'm in such a pickle right now and is trying to get my shit (ups) together. So I apologize if I may have forgotten to answer any of your questions or possibly stop by your blog..I'll try my best to keep up though :)