You’re chasing me like a ramming ox with no understanding of who I am. Get off me. The pussy ain’t that good anyway. Not that good.

Breathing smoke down my neck stating your claim. How funny you would do anything just to get my attention. Always talking about me to whoever would listen. I laugh at you the foolishness of a man who want control of me. Even if you take it all your still not satisfy because you want me to watch as you hold it hypothetically in your hands. But wait you continue to want me there so you can point the things out that you will later discover I can, can’t, or won’t do. All because you are my God and I must forever be prophesize to I’m just telling you that it ain’t that… good anyway.

Yes I know love don’t love no body. I know that it a thin line between love and hate. I can sit here and give you a million and one songs to describe all the cliché about love but who has time for that. Move on move forward just move. Stop thinking just because we had sex you now own me because in reality the pu…. It ain’t that good anyway.

You struggle with everything I do watching while I really seriously ignoring you. It has been brought to my attention that you have problems as you live your dreams. Always expecting me to look on when I’ve moved on Hell I’m talk about the…. Your stokes didn’t drive me wild. And I promise I didn’t fall enlove with your dick.

So why am I writing this why am I bring it up now because I realize if I give what you want the old me maybe you feel I’m not worth your time. So maybe you’ll forget about me and you can bet your life on this it ain’t that good anyway.

The front of my book cover is the naked back of a woman baring it all. I want to say that it’s done tastefully but I really can say that. Tasteful is an opinion and to each they’re own. My book came from a place that was bare. It came from the inner me, the me that could not come out until now. I misplace myself in this life. I had to kill off part of me that just wanted to obey society. The part that would not cause trouble and just accept my life however it may be. Then the part of me that could not live like this any longer took over. So before I knew it I was dyeing my hair red and writing my second book. I could tell you trust me when it come out will be something to really talk about. That’s another story for another time but the naked thing is kind a like opening a closet. People that would like to buy the book look and say is it about sex or what. I could say no but that would be a lie. Other say it’s not spiritual is it and answering no again would be another lie. So you mean to tell me that you put God and sin in one book. Yeah I kinda did but you read a book that also did that. And then they say what that book would be because I only read the Holy Bible. I don’t know what you’re reading but the Holy Bible does put the two together unless you’re skipping over those parts. I’m not here to debate the Bible so let’s just get back to my book. I didn’t do the book cover like this so that I could sell books. Or ever name the company Selling Katenna for that same reason. One I already have a post on why I name the company and the book their names so if you want to know go back to that post. Moving on the naked woman on the cover, I had a struggle within myself to know if I was really going to do that. The fight was so strong that I at the last minute change the book cover twice. That woman may or may not be me but that is not in question also that’s something I not going to answer. The question that is on everyone mind is why is there a naked woman on the cover. All I can say is that as an artist my creative side wouldn’t let me do it no other way. If you look closely that piece was done using the title of the book. Yes the whole piece is nothing but words. Some would ask why I chose that position. I could tell you the true that not only is she not ready to face the world but also she turn her back on society. I realize that this book was baring my soul and accepting my faith so that’s why she naked. That why she turn to you showing everyone her back and backside. I want people to understand that again I write from the heart as all artist do. I had to accept that I could never go with anyone flow. So buy it for the words or buy it for the cover or don’t buy it at all. Either way I have to be unapologetic about my creativity. My life is an open book that was just publish so whether you’re on this flight or not we’re in different seat and we may not sit together either way.