Archive for the month “May, 2012”

Wanna be loved
Not for who you think I am
Nor what you want me to be
Could you love me for me?
Real love, with no strings attached
I wanna give you me heart
Don’t want to take it back
This is my chat-cho

Been searching for a long long time
For that oh-so-true love
To comfort this heart of mine
No pretense stop wasting my time
A virtuous woman is really hard to find
I’m telling you lady
I’m only human, not looking for impossibility
Just a genuine woman with sincerity
Someone who is always near to hold me
Show me you care, up front and boldly
Don’t shun my feelings, all the positive meanings
Love me morning, noon all seasons

Chorus

Well every hoe have it’s stick in a bush
What happen to me…she must be somewhere out there
Now where could she be?
Caught up passionately in a love rhapsody
I’m like waiting on some honey
But there ain’t no queen bee
Everybody’s laughing
Some say I’m silly
No infatuation, no love fantasy
Woman you lead my life on a string
I can’t tale the on and off thing
I’m oh so lonely inside so I sing

Chorus

I would spend my nights at home
But if it means contention
I’d rather be alone
Tell the service man cut the phones
Lock all communication
If there’s no light within my day
I’d rather stay in isolation
For that special someone a lifetime I’ll wait
I know that I’ll be okay
Cross my heart, every day I live I pray
And I know she’ll come my way
Night and day for this woman I pray

It has always marveled me how many of those that spend most of their days and nights dreaming of how to be different, often scolding and mocking those that simply live to…be, are more than less following the patterns of others who also spent most of their days and nights dreaming of how to be different.

So might be selfish of me but i’m sitting here post-Christmas gifts unwrapping and receiving and i’m thinking about the things that i did get (very grateful for) but the many man many other things that i do want.

I know i know…very materialistic of me! but i decided to just embrace it and create a list of things i intend (or at least wish) to get in 2012.

my Materialistic 2012 resolutions

Designer handbag

new car

something from Apple

A tablet PC: preferably Nook Color, Kindle Fire, Ipad

new camera

new phone

a piece of diamond jewelry

brown boots

32″ flat screen TV

decorative house stuff: wall painting, throw pillows etc

** (12/28/2011) they say ask and you shall receive.

the new year hasn’t even begun yet and I already received one thing from my list.

i received new brown boots from a bestie for Christmas.

lets see how quickly the other things are scratched off the list.

***(03/27/2012) i’m updating this a bit late because to be honest, i didn’t even realize

I was ticking something new off my wishlist. I got my new phone back in

the beginning of February and boy was it an upgrade lol Yes getting this new phone

was because my old one gave out. But still it shows how when you write things down, sometimes life as a way of making it happen even without your help 🙂

***(04/09/2012) i got a tv!!!! not sure if its a 32″ but i think it is and it might even be bigger than that. Its not flat screen but you know i’m quite happy with that too. But best of all….it was free! Someday say Hallelujah

***oh and you know what else? I’m sitting here updating about the tv, i realize that I so also have some decorative house stuff. Only a painting and a vase set so far but i’m getting there and it will only get better

***(05/17/2012) OMG i can’t belive I am ticking this off my wish list! In a way this was my impossible thing..the one i never truly believed I could ever acquire but it happened….i got a car!!! In actuality i’m about a week late with this update. I actually took the car home on May 11, 2012! Its only May and I’ve already accomplished 5/10 things on my list. And my car is better than I ever expected to get..its a 2001 which is a whopping 6year jump from my previous old banged up Camry. Have you ever heard of the “Write it Down, Make it Happen” campaign? Coz now i’m a strong supporter. With God all things are possible 😀

i HAD to reblog this! So many females are unaware of this truth or simply refuse to accept it. My conversation with my male friends have also reconfirmed this to be true as well. No one is saying don’t be friends with people from the opposite sex, i’m just saying be mindful of this fact.

Can You Be “Just Friends” with a Guy?

Oh, you thought you were just friends?Can you really be “just friends” with a guy? According to a new study, the answer is yes…kind of.

By Korin Miller

Researchers at the University of Wisconsin studied guy-girl friendships of more than 400 adults and found that, even though men and women can be buddies, guy friends are more likely to be attracted to us than we are to them.

Scientists also discovered that men are more likely than women to overestimate how attracted their female friends are to them. So your best guy friend might secretly think you have a thing for him-even when you don’t. Annoying, we know.

Not only that, guys who were in relationships weren’t any less likely than single dudes to say that they…

A navy blue bodycon miniskirt and a orange crop top that showed my belly button

That’s the outfit I left my apartment wearing last Friday night.

It was a warm Georgia night, it was was easy to throw these on and besides I was heading to a house party afterall.

Miniskirts and crop tops are items of clothing I wear all the time. But always individually NEVER together.

The reaction, at least to me, was surprising.

I suddenly had the attention of guys that never looked twice in my direction when I’m dressed in my usual layers.

But instead of feeling sexy or in anyway more attractive, I felt dirty and downright offended!!

I am so much more than my thighs, hips, butt and tits.

But even more so I had this fear of being grouped. That these guys had cataloged me with other girls that wear miniskirts and crop tops. Because in their minds and apparently in mine as well, this was the uniform of whores/easy/down-to-fuck girls.

AND I did not want to be associated in anyway to that group.

MY POINT?

The way you dress greatly influences how you are seen by others.

I guess this post is mainly a sort of admittance for me because its a well known saying but I have always denied its accuracy, choosing to believe that people were not as shallow as to judge based as something so artificial as clothing. But yet I do it!

Everyday day on campus when a female walks by me in 5 inch heels I JUDGE

If she wears booty shorts in winter I JUDGE

If you sitting in class and your boobs are hanging out I JUDGE

If her skirt is just long enough to cover her buttpeg and the black shadow under her ass is still exposed

I JUDGE

And if i’m a female, can you imagine what guys think?

My navy blue bodycon miniskirt and orange crop top sent the signal that I wanted my body to be glared at and that I didn’t mind sharing my curves with everyone else .

That a conversation with me could lead to sex.

None of these are signals I meant to send.

I guess from now on I will be more mindful of how I dress

and try to judge a little less harder next time I see a female wearing the whore uniform