Thursday, December 12, 2019

Tweedles, thank you for showing me how to love, and see the world through your eyes.
I thought we would be together forever, but that is not how it was meant to be.

My precious little Twee,
This is my tribute to you, and it is so hard to write.
I never knew that I could love so deeply, until you entered my heart.
If only I could hold you again, and kiss you, and whisper to you,, if only.
I still remember the day that you came into our life. It was such a
happy day. You were so tiny like a little baby potatoe, and so full of
kissys, and love. Your momma and I loved you so much.

We loved you for 13 and a half years, and it just was not long enough.
You were a little miracle to us, full of love, joy, wonder, and life..
You were always into mischief, and always looked like you were
giggling., and wanted adventures!
Every time I looked at you, I
smiled, and my heart melted into a puddle of love., and then when I
looked at you again, I saw you were looking back at me,, and I could
hear you say " Am I your Tweedles, mommy?" And I would say, "oh
yes Twee, ye, you are !"

I remember how you loved to look at the blue sky
and see the birds flying.. And how you loved the trees and you talked to
them. You loved how they smelled, and how they swayed.
And you loved falling leaves.
You loved to watch the butterflys twirl and flutter, and dance. You
used to say "lets dance with the butterflys mommy,,, can we, can we?" How I wish
we had that moment once again, when you and I could dance with the
butterflys!
And "Blue",, The Blue Butterfly, who taught you to
close your eyes and wish, and never give up!. You watched for " Blue" to
return every spring, and she did! You giggled when she landed on your
tail!
You loved for me to be on the floor with you, so we could
play with all of your toys. You had a million toys, and you loved
everyone of them. Mr Lion was your oldest and among your favorite., and
all of those baby monkeys!
Every single day and night we would lay
together on the floor and play, and then you would dig through my
pockets.. You always knew there would be a treat in my pocket, just for
you!

Wasn't it a special time of day when we shared our lunch banana, and
peanut butter? And how you loved those little baby meatballs that I
would make for you?
I will never stop talking to you Tweedles,, and telling you how much I love you,, not ever,,,I promise.
I will forever blow kisses to you!

Listen for my voice Twee,, listen.

How I wish I could look into your eyes again and look through them! How
I wish we could have another morning, another day, another night
together.

Your magic bubbles could lift us higher than the most
puffy, fluffy clouds. We would sail to magical places where butterflys
danced, and there were rainbows.

You had so many friends, and you
loved them all. Friends from the East , and West, North and South.
Friends from across oceans and mountains,,, They all loved you too.
I remember your owl friend Owlburt, who always had wise words for you. We always listened for his hoots,
You loved my stinky socks!
I loved when you washed my whole face before falling asleep at night.
And I loved to see you watch the twinkling stars at night
.I miss
how you would lay in my arms in our bed, and we would look at each
other. How I miss kissing you little nose, and telling you that I love
you.
Our hearts broke when you started to have "episodes" and we
did not know what was wrong. We hurried you to so many doctors and they
tried to help you,.. They loved you too,
But in the end we found out
that your loving heart was giving out. and you were having syncopys.. We tried
to help you, We tried so hard to help you, but your little heart could take no more. You
fought so hard to live.
There are no answers,,,, sometimes you would tell me that.
You were so loved Tweedles,, you were "Real" And you will always be my Twee.
I will always remember your words,,, " The same moon and stars that watch me sleep.. also watches you." I will remember forever. If only,, if only.....
Snuggle deep into my heart my little love. I will rock you, and I will find you., and we will run with the butterflys.
nitey nite
love foever and ever
your mommy

This is so beautiful and shows how beautiful and special your connection was/IS to your most special and beloved Tweedles. But even knowing she is living ‘just over the bridge’, I know it's not the same as holding and kissing her. But I know that Tweedles will find a way, sometimes showy, sometimes small and not so grand, but she will ALWAYS find a way to let you know that she's still with you and nearby - And she will also find a way to let you know she’s ok and she of course loves you, because love knows no barriers!! Thank you for sharing Tweedles with all of us. She is missed and will always be remembered by those like me who loved her too.

This is very lovely. Our person seems to leaking a lot of liquid out of her eyes right now, so I will have to write just for me. I can tell how big Tweedles lives still in your heart, and she will always live there, even as her spirit flies and laughs and chases butterflies around you. I am sending you much love.

OMD, that was so beautifuls!!!!! I gots leaky eyes and everythings! I hopes soon, you will be able to remember your sweet Tweedles without your eyes leaking. Only smiles and laughter and joy. It might seem like it will never happen, butts it will. Thank you for sharing your sweet gurl with us ~ she will always be in our hearts.{{{hugs}}}}Kisses,Ruby ♥

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Who is Tweedles?

Hi! I used to be three, but now I am six years old! I am a happy puggy.
I live in the forest, and I talk to the trees.
My wish for all the other little animals in the world- is that they have a "forever home", just like me.
I love being loved- and I wish it for you!