I crush my own, but live in Arkansas and there are two crystal mines that sell it. One has a $100 minimum. The other one doesn't have a minimum. I can give you the names and you can check with them. I am going down in person to the second one to get my own. I have wrecked my hands crushing my own. Any way, theirs are chips so you may still want to crush it more, depending on how you want to work with it. I figure it won't be as rough on my hands.