Tuesday, November 1, 2011

there's only one person in the world i want to talk to right now.he probably thinks i hate him.i used to....i used to resent him.but then again, i resent everyone eventually.....well, everyone that doesnt appreciate me.i miss him terribly.but i pushed him away, many times.i just wanna spend hours on the phone with him talking about nothing... like with me it always gets to a point where after people piss me off i just cut them off.they're dead to me, i ignore their calls/texts, all their gestures, etc.. but then like after a while.. a long ass while.. i get over it, but by then i've pushed the person so far, like to a point of no return. its a very viscous cycle.i miss him so much. a lot.no one to blame but myself, but sometimes he can be an inconsiderate selfish asshole.but we're family && i love him.i'll make an effort to see him if he comes back over Christmas Break.