Hello All, Grace and peace be to you from our LORD and SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST.

Sorry for not being on for a few days. I have been low in spirit. I thought I was pregnant, but the test came back negative. Randy and I are at a place where we can try again now that all the surgeries are done. I am happy that we can try again, but the first try failed. :-(

I know it could take some time, but I have waited sooooooo long already. With eleven miscarriages and a failed In Vitro Fertilization, my patience are wearing thin. I turned 41 this July and I feel that my clock it ticking louder and louder.

We are blessed though, GOD has blessed us with 2 wonderful adopted children. Alyssa and Brandon are our hearts walking around with legs. We love them sooooooooo much!!! I just want to try once more to have a baby from my body.

I do trust GOD, I may not understand everything, but I know HE loves me. HE said in HIS WORD that we would have trials, but to count it all joy. James 1:2-4 says, Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, 3 knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance.4 And let endurance have its perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. It is hard to be joyful during the process, but I know GOD will bring joy in the end, and I will be lacking nothing. Praise GOD! I am glad that my circumstances do not change my true joy in the LORD. No matter how much pain I have, when I look to GOD I feel peace and joy. HE is the source of my true joy, true happiness and true peace.It is funny, today I wanted to cry, but when I thought of GOD and HIS love, I could only smile. It was as if HE came to me and wiped my tears, gave me a hug and just loved on me. That is how I felt. Is that true comfort right there or what??? Praise GOD for HIS awesome comfort. I am still a bit bummed, but over all I am good.

And as my Pastor says...A faith not tested is a faith not trusted. AAAAAAAMEN!If you all could pray for us, I would really appreciate it. GOD bless you!

Hello Sweet Jeanie,Thank you for your encouragment! It means so much to me to be able to share my joy and my pain here on my blog, and then to have GOD encourage me through you all. I give Praises to our KING!!!