In the
past six months they have changed me as a negative thinker. I can’t stop it.
When I tried to think positive and be optimist, things happened differently.
None of the positive things I thought happened. But when I think about negative
things and even imagine every possible worst things or situation, none of those
things happen. Now with all this, I reluctant to think positive.

What more
crazy is I can appear as a different person outwardly than what I really am
inwardly. Just ask the people who know me. They will tell you that I am a
cheerful person, funny, patient, not the kind of a moody person nor easily
offended.

Sometime
ago I tried taking Andre’s valium. It calmed me down for few hours. Andre
doesn’t recommend it though. He only takes it when he thinks he really really
needs it. And so he hid it when he saw I have been taking it too often.

Yes, I
did ask him to come in May because I wanted to spend my birthday with him. It
doesn’t matter if he can’t stay less than a week. I have taking one day leave
so adding it with my day off then I will have about two and half days off. Not
to bad to spend time with him. Just the two of us.

Santa Claus is Rockin

Pray (Sam Smith)

Better Days (Hedley)

Heaven (Justin B)

Baby Shark (Dance by Niana & Ranz)

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Who is Keke?

I am a person whose life is full of surprises. Have a degree in banking management but after spending about 11 years moving from one office job to another, I ended up teaching in kindergarten from 2005 to 2011. Due to some reason I had to resign from that kindergarten as I have got myself.. yep, another office job. Something that I never thought I would do again for a living. Writing in this blog continues though. I just want you to know what is this former kindergarten teacher does & thinks after she resigned from her teaching post. I like my present job but I know I am a teacher. One day I will teach in school again.