sometimes, the peak that im expecting is not same as the peak im facing.

i thought i will be peak like other last year.i thought i can survived in the peak like other last year.i thought i can do it, since other can done it last year.i thought i should follow others like last year.

yet, this year.the situation changed.im not like other peak last year.im barely survived in the peak.im barely can do it, almost can not do it.im can not follow other, as i not them.