Mother's DayI thought I would be ok this weekend, but I can't stop thinking of my mother. The messed up thing is it's not like I've had her for the last 14 mother's days since she was sick. But I feel it this weekend. Because I know she is. I started crying yesterday when one of my customer showed me a card she had bought for her daughter. It was a stupid Disney card too. I will probably be getting drunk tonight because I feel the need to be numb.

The Wish I really deeply wish dat u r here with me in my room. on my bed & lights is off & we get under the cover together..
2 show u my glow in the dark watch.

Will You Help Make My B-day HappyHI EVERYBODY ... FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS BLOG... OK HERES WHATS GOING ON. MY BIRTHDAY IS MAY 31st AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE ABLE TO RUN AUTOZ AND BOMB ON THAT DAY ...SO HERES WHAT I NEED I WILL PAY 5MIL A PEICE FOR AUTOZ & BOMBS 300K FOR TICKERS...HOWEVER IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME YOU COULD JUST SEND BLING PACKS...SMALL OR LARGE WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED...PLEASE HELP ME HAVE A HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY ...MUCH LOVE REYNA BESITOZ XOXOXOXOXOXO

EveryoneJust sitting here thinking about life and people and thought this was something everyone should know Your life sucks . My life sucks and guess what every one elses you have ever known or ever will meet their life sucks as well . No one is perfect and no one will ever be perfect it doesnt matter how much money you have how " hot " you are how may things you have . As a person it is our nature to want more or change something about ourselves And its not bad to want to better yourself or your situation but try to remember eveyone else is trying to do the same thing So the next time someone need a shoulder to cry on or a hand to hold or a few minutes of your time give it to t who knows someday you might need one of those things for yourself

Things To Do Be For I Die....( Or At Least Hit 30 )ok these are the things me and my best friend want to do before we get too old to do them
@ ROAD TRIP!!!
#Bunking for fun:P
$Visit EVERY theme park in America
*Pay respects to Ground Zero
% Play practical jokes on Society
! Humiliate Ourselves!!
^Crash a Party
~Shake hands with a Government official
= Visit well Known memorials
+ Meet a Celeberty
-Go on a Haunted adventure
$Tour the rainforest
*Face our Biggest FEAR
#Volenteer in a 3rd World country
%Break a World Record
@Go diving in the coral Reef
^ Watch the olympics..... LIVE !!!
& Make a movie staring US !!!!!! :D

Obsess Muchok so lately i been obsessed with finding the right guy, but the more i thought about it the more i realized that he don't exist. i was seeing tis one guy for a hot min but he turned out to be a complete tool.
im the type of person who likes to go to the movies, play pool, putt putt, bowling, karoake, stuff like that. this guys idea of goin out was gettin a hotel room and fuckin all night. r u kidding me? ! first of all im not lookin for a fuck buddy. second of all i barley know u why the hell would i even do that?!
so i decided its just gonna be me. while my bro and his gf are havin a kid and my sis and her bff are havin a kid, i'll just be the babysitter. its better than finding some loser who'll only knock me up and take off. no thanx. i want a real family sum day. i know my true love is out there somewhere and i'll find him when the time is right. for now im gonna just work on myself and see where it takes me.
ttfn ~Lisa

Southwest Styles!!!You Better get ready for the album to drop!!! South West Styles and I am TURTLE!!!

JimmyJimmy
She sat in the rocking chair on the porch. Today was the day that the grand babies would be here. She smiled to herself as she thought the grand babies were no longer babies, and even their babies were starting to have babies of their own.It was a sunshiny autumn morning with just a little nip in the air but she found that she was pulling the quilted lap robe tighter around her. Her mind drifted back to a time it was her own children she was sitting there waiting for. As her mind drifted back, she thought of the children's father and smiled slightly thinking of how fond she had been of him. He was a good man, and yet no matter how much she tried he wasn't the one she had loved.She met Jimmy when she was sixteen. He was tall with black hair and big brown eyes and eye lashes that women would have killed for. He caught her eye at the county fair and she remembers him smiling shyly at her. It seemed that wherever she was at the fair, she would look up and catch his eye. She isn't s

5-22-09Lisa,
For you, I can say the typical, I choose to love honor and cherrish till death do us part, but you,
You are more, you are the one that will always have my heart, the one who opened my eyes, the one who gave me the sun on rainy days, the one who drove the clouds away.
You are the one who was willing to stand by me on the days when I thought that I could go and give no more. You are the strength when I can't push myself no more.
So to you I say, You are my love, my life, my sun, my moon, my stars, my heaven, my smile, my laugh. You are my soulmate.
I will ALWAYS love you, cherrish you, honor you, and NEVER disrespect you.
For you, you are so much more to me.
I love you to the end of the galaxy and back my love.

The Truth.You can't handle me, no one can! If you wanna compare notes I can bring out the "big guns", the slef pity pot that so full of shit that it is constantly overflowing. My boots can walk, I ain't trippin' and I know there are people out there that have it so worst than me - (Give my love and respect to those fighting for this crazy cuntry

InsanityInsanity is the greatest gift
never having to sift
through purpose or meaning
being crazy is so freeing
of the soul and the mind
it lets you escape the simplest bind
is it me or is it them
who, what, where, why and when
who gives a fuck anyway
no one is here for an intermitent stay
hate me now, love me then
you know we will be here again
take advantage of your freedom
make this place your insane kingdom
its your choice, grab and take hold
or let them lead you and let go
take the backroad or the highway
I'm stuck in this deadend and here to stay.

Cradle Of Filth - From The Cradle To EnslaveTwo thousand fattened years like maniacs Have despoiled our common grave Now what necrophagous Second Coming backs From the cradle to enslave? Sickle constellations Stud the belts that welt the sky Whilst the bitter winter moon Prowls the cloud, dead-eyed Like shifting parent flesh Under silk matricide... Watchful as she was upon Eden Where every rose arbour and orchard she swept Hid the hissing of a serpent Libido In an ancient tryst with catastrophe Soon the be kept Hear that hissing now on the breeze As through the plundered groves of the carnal garden A fresh horror blows but ten billion souls Are blind to see the rotting wood for the trees This is the theme to a better Armageddon Nightchords rake the heavens PAN DAEMON AEAON And what use are prayers to that god? As devils bay concensus for the space to piss On your smouldering faith And the mouldering face Of this world long a paradise lost This is the end of everything Hear the growing chora that a new dawn shall bring Dan

Friends Or Pointsok so im fairly new here lol! im lokin around checkin people sayin hi reading there profiles and so on.the weird thing is ... is everyone here to make true friends/maybe love onday or is people here for just the points.i my self here for friends and what becomes of it happens:) others i read there pages and its rate bling fan me i rate back.hmm those are for points i guess ive said hi in the nicest of ways done what they have asked in there profiles.and i stil see rate me ,and so on lol. i dun understand it! i know ive met a couple of really good peeps and thank u for that:) just very confused about the other peoples.lol friends or points?whats it goin to be.

My DreamOk, not sure where to start, but here it goes. I have been wanting to move to Arizona for quite some time, but something always held me up. I was in a relationship at the time and put the individuals needs before mine, hence his Mom and Dad are elderly and he needed to stay just in case something happened to them, or his job and wanting to stay until he had his retirement, etc. Now we are no longer together and I put off my plans for years and am ready to start a new life. Here is my delema...I have a house full of furniture and belongings that need to be packed and shipped or moved. I have been checking into all options and realized yesterday that no matter which option I choose, it will be too expensive to take my things with me. So I only have a few options left. I can move to AZ without my things, put them in storage or sell them and rent a furnished apartment. I can stay in SC until I save enough money to take the furniture with me. I can keep paying my portion of the ren

Where I've BeenWas on vacation for a few days. Now I'm back, and my computer thinks it's on vacation, but needs fixing, truth to tell. So be it. As things are, this computer hangs when I'm on too long, now. Yep, needs fixing.
My prolonged (that is, several-day) absence has cost me several fubar-friends. Hope it's no one I knew. ;)
Back soonish.

Keeping A PromiseA promise is a promise,For those who break a promise are unworthy to keep a promise, For those keep a promise are worthy to keep a promise. By outsider42

OneFor you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean For its your love I seek.
For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert To have you at my side.
For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul.
For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means.
For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give.
You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat.
For you are the one God sent from above
The angel I needed For whom I do love.

Scorpio Sex .. Uh Huh Dats MeSCORPIO October 24 - November 22Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. This basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship.Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room. But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling. Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out.FAVE POSITION:Anything, as long as it gets them off!BEST SEX TOY:Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boysSCORPIO MALE IN BEDHis sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy, you will always be satisfied!! There's a rumor that the Scorpio man is the most s

Current EventsStocks and bombs fall together,
both turn into sand.
In a horrid spin forever,
we give unto demand.
Only in our strength we weather,
fixed to where we stand.
Only worse yet never better,
viewing all at hand.
To the world just a debtor,
they our merry band.
Pursuing on a lost endeavor,
over foreign land.

How Well Do You Know Me....I stole this idea from Woo and Serenity. Let's see how well ya'all know me :P Weiner, I min winner gets a one credit bling of their choice :)
1. What is my first name?
2. What is my favorite color?
3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated?
4. How many kids do I have?
5. What type of music do I listen to the most?
6. What do I drive?
7. Do I have tatoos?
8. Am I a smoker?
9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read?

Sexual ViolenceEnglish paper, April 2009
Sexual Violence Against Women in the United States
Rape and sexual violence has become a part of our everyday lives in the United States. It is not something that is pleasant to think about and so it gets swept under the rug and ignored by the mass majority of society. It seems archaic to think so, but women are still regarded as little more than property by many in our society. Women are abused at all stages in their lives. Child sexual abuse is on the rise, women on college campuses are being violated on a daily basis, and even elderly women are often victims of sexual predators. One of the first things to be done is to spread awareness about the issues; the time for ignoring the problem has long passed. There also needs to be more of a focus on prevention rather than just dealing with the offenders after the fact. One of the more long term changes is that of modifying the criminal justice system to better handle cases of rape and sexual violence. There a

I Came Upon A Child Of GodIf you recognize those lyrics then undoubtedly we can relate on some level.
With all my heart I believe that there was no better decade to have been born into than the 50's. I would not trade it for having 30 years shaved off of my age or anything else. I love that I can remember 11/22/63. I love that I can remember where I was on 7/20/69. I only wish I had been old enough to attend Woodstock that same summer. I once had a roommate that did however. That's as close as I came. Robin, who was about 5 years older than myself, and his CAT attended Woodstock. LOL.
There are times...such as tonight...drinking Tequila, celebrating my 53rd birthday, and listening to songs from that era...that I am almost spiritually and psychically transcended back to that time. Little did we know that it was such an incredibly amazing time to be discovering the world. Is it any wonder that in years to come there would be a TV show that would actually REFER to those years AS "The Wonder Years"?
I

Security BlanketsI think whoever came up with the idea of security blankets, have never been in a meaningful relationship. I mean when you are with someone and they still arent over their ex.. and they keep leaving you because it's "safe" and then after a few weeks of being "safe" they realize their refuge is an actual hornets nest. But they keep goin back why? because its all they know. I wish someone would explain the logic in that. To me it's not rational... Oh the irony. the one person we choose to see as the most rational, a thinker, an educated human being, seems to be blinded from that why? "because love is blind".. well, thats what they ment by "an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind?" does that mean thats what it means to be in love.. to be living by the "what ifs" in life, to forget the risks we once took because it "no longer involves just us".. well do you think anyone else in this mix (and yes im talkin about kids) should be brought up in thinking that true love is in the harsh word

Ponder-1What is the speed of dark?
- When you're sending someone Styrofoam, what do you pack it in?
- Why are there Braille signs on drive-up ATM's?
- If women wear a pair of pants, a pair of glasses, and a pair of earrings, why don't they wear a pair of bras?
- How come you never hear about gruntled employees?
- What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free?
- After eating, do amphibians have to wait one hour before getting out of the water?
- If white wine goes with fish, do white grapes go with sushi?
- What's another word for synonym?
- If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?
- When sign makers go on strike, what is written on their picket signs?
- Where do forest rangers go to "get away from it all"?
- Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?
- Why are builders afraid to have a 13th floor and planes don't have a row 13, but book publishers aren't afraid to have a Chapter 11?
- How can there be self-help groups?

So Yeah...I'm really starting to hate this place...Some people will use every opportunity to start drama where there is none...Seriously, I don't get it...I'm extremely close to closing up shop and moving on. I can't even have any fun around here anymore..Over it!

Is That True ?Someone told me I was safe here. Is that true? They said I could confide in you, That you could keep these secrets safe. DO YOU HERAR THAT? No not the swing band in the forward part of my brain, look behind it it a little. No,Not next to the vision of Billie Holiday. It's definitely not coming from the rose petals on the bed. Let me help you..move left...a little more,a little more right there....CAN YOU HEAR HEAR IT NOW? BEATING? CAN YOU SEE IT? HATS MY HEART IN MY HEAD... Yeah I know its not supposed to be up here but it ran out of places to hide and the only it could find was my mind. It used to hide behind this wall of passion and sanity but that came crashing down. Hey watch your step, you almost ran over my conscience! I kinda need that, I'm sorry, Thats been happening alot lately. Anyway I know I can't stay long but they said we'd find answers here. SEE THIS HEART, LOOK REAL CLOSELY. IT'S BEEN STEPPED ON,RIPPED OPEN AND THEN DUCKETAPPED,BATTERED AND BRUISED,RECYCLED,REUSED AND S

My Love My MaryI remove all remnants of seed and stem
I fill my bowl up to the brim.
These intoxicating fumes cause me never to be grim
Jubilation is what I feel from limb to limb.
I'm floating, soaring across this plane
Accompanied by my love, my mary, my jane ..
:P

The Angel Ladynot really an angle just a nice lady named Diana - my wife arranged to get a loan so we casn get th breaks fixed on our old car and some food - she walked 4 blocks to the bus stop in 100 degree heat and waited. Just then a stranger named Diana stopped and asked her if she needed a ride - this lady has a personal mission about helping old people.
She took her to the loan place - to the store and back to our house. She gave my wife her phone number in case she needs another ride sometime. She also took photo of the fishing boat we are trying to sell and will post it at the place where they lounch boats at Lake Elsinore.
One person made a difference today, And the timing had to be just right for this event to have happned at all.
Being down and out has it's perks - you get to meet the real angles among us. As well as the hypocrits of course.

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Fairy TalesFairy tales have ancient origin
Popular fairy tales and folk stories are more ancient than was previously thought, according research by biologists.
By Richard Gray, Science Correspondent Published: 9:00PM BST 05 Sep 2009
Dr Jamie Tehrani, a cultural anthropologist at Durham University, studied 35 versions of Little Red Riding Hood from around the world Photo: GETTY
They have been told as bedtime stories by generations of parents, but fairy tales such as Little Red Riding Hood may be even older than was previously thought.
A study by anthropologists has explored the origins of folk tales and traced the relationship between varients of the stories recounted by cultures around the world.
The researchers adopted techniques used by biologists to create the taxonomic tree of life, which shows how every species comes from a common ancestor.
Dr Jamie Tehrani, a cultural anthropologist at Durham University, studied 35 versions of Little R

In Case Someone Is Listeningin case anyone is listening Current mood: depressed
My life is hell. Between the mentall problems, the physical problems and the family who doesnt give a damn, i feel totally worthless, useless, left out, forgotten and pretty much like a piece of meat thats been left out too long. Yeah, i made the choice to try and be on myown, but too many people think its all one sided and that i am the only one who has any blame in my life being the way it is. The family who cant stand the truth, the family who takes it out on kids cuz theyre mad at the parent, and the ones who dont want to hear the facts all helped me to be where i am right now.My one rock, who keeps me going gets left out, ignored and generally just shit on, tried so hard to make up for what others have done. And when help was needed for him, no one was there. Poor baby was stuck at home for 2 weeks and no one in the family even bothered to call and check on him, see if he needed anything or even called to say i love you. But

911Another aniversarry of that tragic day as many of you know I am a Disabled Veteran wounded in acton and i spend this day remembering the victims and honor my fallen brothers and sisters in arms by giving thanks to them and those still fighting in the Gulf and Afghanistan. we all have a tremendous debt to pay and the best way to do that would be to help each other out in any way you can. Sometimes even just a smile can change and even save a life. Save someones world.

9/10, 9/11, 9/12...the Three Day EffectNOTE: This is a reposting of a piece I oritginally wrote and posted on September 10th, 2005. It's unedited, definitely has a few typos, and isn't the cleanest piece of writing I've ever done - but I didn't feel it needed to be for what I wanted to say....I wasn't trying to impress anyone. I was just speaking from the heart.
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So tomorrow is 9/11. The day that four years ago, as Toby Keith puts it, America took a mighty sucker punch. There will be four seperate moments of silence in the city of New York tomorrow. One for each plane that struck, and then one for the time each tower collapsed. I'm sure ceremonies like this will go on for years in memory and out of respect of those who died that day.
September 11, 2001 is, quite obviously, one of the most momentous days in civilized history. But has anyone ever stopped to think of just how important that the day before - 9/10, and the day after - 9/12, really are in the entire mix of thi

Playing With Fire Lyrics[Intro]So you've got so many diamonds,You wear all the finest clothes,And your grill is shining,As you're driving down the streets of gold,[Hook:]But you can't blame me if I set this stage on fire[Verse 1]Mama always told me I was crazy,My hoes say I'm amazing,But I don't listen to a lady,But the bitch say I'm hot,And I say no bitch I'm blazing, like what the fuck do you expect, I'm motherfucking cajunI feel caged in my mind, it's like my flow doing time, I goes crazy inside,but when it comes out it's fine, like wine, wait, watch, seeI get better with time like a watch osh-be-gosh-poshSpice husband couldn't kick it like I kick it bitch I kicks it.no cereal like a land and I sticks it.whatever she asks me, after she licks it.that's too explicit, but why you listening,(sniff) I smell smoke, is somethin sizzling?that's a pussy, so hey pussy play with pussy or play pussy.[Hook][Verse 2]They say you're nobody 'til somebody kills youwell where I'm from you're nobody 'til you kill somebody.An

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Is It Possible?I know it's only been one day. But I really do feel better. I'm not perfectly better but I didn't wake up feeling like hell. As of right now, I feel like I could actually stay awake for most of the day without having to lay down.
What I'm wondering is....is it possible to feel like hell one day and then the next day feel better? There are two differences in the days.
1. I've been on meds now for 24 hours
2. The house temp. is a lot cooler.
Is it really enough to make that much of of a difference?

Interview Part 2well i just got the phone call that says i made it to the second interview from yesterdays interview...i go in at 10AM tomorrow for about 3 hours...will keep you posted

TrustI've held a torch in the darkness... to glance upon a truth unknown; an act of faith brought by my upbringing and raising with an ineloquent certainty...that my journey promised the chance not just of understanding, but of recovery of the faith and trust that I had so long ago with those online who I had literally taken for their words, more of who turned out of the least of expectance from those who had passed on half-truths as full truths and honesty.
That the disappearance of their faith, honesty and turthfulness along with loyalty that I had learned to trust had been disshsheveled. For lie upon lie had been perpeuated. The more one's trust was gained, the more the lies were presented and the disappearnce of that turth, honesty, and trust would arrived to be explained and the pursit of these greater truths ...about the existince of those that are honest, truthful, and loyal under no matter what circumstance might reunite me with those that could. Yet, I held out for some much hope

Mcdonalds And Vegetarians?So, I don't know if this belongs in a blog..but I felt the need to share with fubar.
Recently, I was at my hometown Mcdonalds and there was this girl sitting kinda on the other side of the room but was talking really loud...like you know loud so everyone can hear.
Now I don't normally listen into others people conversations but this one I couldn't help.
Anyways on with my story...
This girl was sitting at her table ranting and raving about how shes a vegetarian and meat is murder.
Now folks.....I eat meat but don't eat certain kinds of meat and in no way shape or form do i call myself a vegetarian.
Anyways...she's going on this rant and there I am listening and sipping on my soda.....but something compelled me to look over at her and what do I see?
SHE WAS EATING CHICKEN NUGGETS?!?!
wow what a vegetarian right?! How ironic...
But, anyways, I felt the need to share that with you friends.it was a definate LOL moment.

FinallyFinally she closes her eyes,she’s been fending off sleep for hours.Listening carefully for lies,her concious stops struggling, cowers.
Finally she’s fallen asleep,he’s been waiting to touch her all day.His fingers graze her soft cheek,telling all he’s been dying to say.

Teeter TottersTeeter Totters
The veins and arteries bound and woven tight
Makes for a pulsing, throbbing, slippery tightrope
Over rusty razors and shattered glass glistening bright
I strive to balance, overcome the winds and cope
Make my way across this gaping divide
Trying to find a way to escape their calls
Wanting only peace and stillness inside
Clutching to overcome my failures and falls
I hear deep within my breast, a sudden feline roar
It voices a command, the collar and leash to slip
I unfold my forgotten wings, let go, on the winds do soar
Winds no longer buffet, my feet no longer have to grip
No blood and barbwire perch strung out for me to crawl
No more heavy stones and bronze bars to overcome
No more gilded cages, no more frozen containing walls
I glide towards my horizon, follow my own drum

Me Without You Is Like...Me without you is like...A pot head who's not highA plane that doesn't flyA suicidal that doesnt dieA fat man with no boobsA condom with no lubeA starcraft with no noobsA hooker with no luckA hoe that doesn't suckA slut that doesn't f***A shoe with no lacesA nerd without bracesAsentencewitoutspacesA gay guy without styleS**t without a pileA phone without a dialA desk without a seatSocks without feetA heart missing its beat

Cell Phone Trickam not sure if it will work Lets just see shall we....... Don't know about the wish, but i got a text when i got to the bottom . . . coincidence? -- DeAnna Holy smokes, after i read this my boy mike called me....Sammii ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Mine did it tooo!!!!! - Bryan WOW EEEE!!!2@@@ ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Didn't work yet but I had a hell of a wish -------------------------------------------------------------------- My phone did to!! =l -------------------------------------------------------------------- My phone rang while I was reading this shit my phone rang too ---------------------------------------------------------------------- hOLY MoLy, mY cell phone RANG!!!!! ahHHHHHH -------------------------------------------------------------------- I hate chain letters, but my phone rang and it freaked me out Collin ------------------------------------------------------------------------

Your Help Is NeededHello Fu-Universe,
I know this is a great place and I don't really like doing this but I really need your help. Why do I need it well things have taken a bad turn for me, my dad sold the house we shared and sat me on the street. So in a few weeks I am homeless because my own (german) government let's me run in loops in order to get their help. At the end they don't seem like a great help at all.
My idea is to do something for my education and get a better degree so i plan on going to a college. What costs unfortunately some money. I can come up with some on my own but it not enough to pay for the first year at the community college. Now this is where your help comes in in shape of a donation. How much you donate is up to you. Every donation gets me a step closer.
Everyone who donates will get a personal thank you email from me and if requested will be mentioned in this blog until I came up with something nicer.
Here is the link for the donation page

Dirty JokesA man tells his wife that he's going out to buy cigarettes. When he gets to the store he finds out it's closed. So the guy ends up going to the bar to use the vending machine. While there, he has a few beers and begins talking to this beautiful girl. He has a few more beer and the next thing he knows he's in this girl's apartment and having quite a pleasurable time. The next thing he know it was 3:00 AM.
"Oh my, god, my wife is going to kill me!" he exclaimed. "Quick give me some talcum powder!" She gets him some and he rubs it all over his hands. When he got home his wife is up waiting for him and she's furious. "Where the hell have you been!" He says, "Well to tell you the truth, I went into a bar, had a few drinks, went home with this blonde and I slept with her." "Let me see your hands!" she demands. He shows his wife his powdery hands. "Damn liar, you were out bowling again!"
A Guy is

As We Lay CloseAs we lay close together I feel your heart beating I feel so alive again,When we kiss i am able to breathe again,When we make love i feel such a raw passion like I have never known or felt before,When we touch i feel a shiver all the way to the bonemarrow,When I look into your eyes I fall to pieces.

I Meet God In The Morning DAILY PRAYERS DISSOLVE YOUR CARES by HELEN STEINER RICE I MEET GOD IN THE MORNINGAND GO WITH HIM THROUGH THE DAY,THEN IN THE STILLNESS OF THE NIGHTBEFORE SLEEP COMES I PRAYTHAT GOD WILL JUST "TAKE OVER"ALL THE PROBLEMS I COULDN'T SOLVEAND IN THE PEACEFULNESS OF SLEEPMY CARES WILL ALL DISSOLVE,SO WHEN I OPEN MY EYESTO GREET ANOTHER DAYI'LL FIND MYSELF RENEWED IN STRENGTHAND THERE'LL OPEN UP A WAYTO MEET WHAT SEEMED IMPOSSIBLEFOR ME TO SOLVE ALONEAND ONCE AGAIN I'LL BE ASSUREDI AM NEVER "ON MY OWN"...FOR IF WE TRY TO STAND ALONEWE ARE WEAK AND WE WILL FALL,FOR GOD IS ALWAYS GREATESTWHEN WE'RE HELPLESS, LOST, AND SMALL,AND NO DAY IS UNMEETABLEIF ON RISING OUR FIRST THOUGHTIS TO THANK GOD FOR THE BLESSINGSTHAT HIS LOVING CARE HAS BROUGHT...SO MEET HIM IN THE MORNINGAND GO WITH HIM THROUGH THE DAYAND THANK HIM FOR HIS GUIDANCEEACH EVENING WHEN YOU PRAY,AND IF YOU FOLLOW FAITHFULLYTHIS DAILY WAY TO PRAYYOU WILL NEVER IN YOUR LIFETIMEFACE ANOTHER " HOPELESS DAY." I WILL TALK TO OTHERS AL

What I Am.....What I Am.....
I am a man of many issues
Just like any other person on the planet
Because I am not perfect.
What I am, is that man
That will be supportive in all things
That you want to do in Life.
What I am, is that man
That will not change you into

This Life- S.o.a Theme SongRidin' through this world all alone,God takes your soul, you're on your own.The crow flies straight, a perfect line, On the Devil's Bed until you die.This life is short, baby that's a fact, Better live it right, you ain't comin back. Gotta raise some hell, 'fore they take you down. Gotta live this life.Gotta look this world in the eye, Gotta live this life until you die.You better have soul, nothin' left. Cuz' when its business time, it's life or death.The king is dead, the light goes on. You'll lose your head when the deal goes down. Better keep your eyes on the road ahead. Gotta live this life. Gotta look this world in the eye, gotta live this life until you die.

Because I Am ManI couldn't resist... these are fuckin awesome
Because I'm a ManBecause I'm a man, when I lock my keys in the car, I will fiddle with a coat hanger long after hypothermia has set in. Calling the AAA is not an option. I will win.Because I'm a man, when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another man shows up, one of us will say to the other, "I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start." We will then drink a couple of beers, as a form of holy communion.Because I'm a man, when I catch a cold, I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You're a woman. You never get as sick as I do, so for you, this is no problem.Because I'm a man, I can be relied upon to purchase basic groceries at the store, like milk or bread. I cannot be expected to find exotic items like "cumin" or "tofu." For all I know, these

Just The Start..I'm only writing this in hopes that there are a few people out there like me, people who actually give a fuck about another person besides themselves.
I'd say that 99.9% of you have already judged me, put me in a nice, neat li'l box with a name.
That's fine, but please don't think for a second that you're correct. I understand that some peoples minds are so simple that they must do this in order to survive.
The truth is, I'm so simple that it makes me complicated. I'm a chameleon, truth be told.
Able to adapt to pretty much any circumstance.
I'm a mess, I probably will be until the day I die.
My emotions get the best of me way too often.
I'm working on not letting them have such a negative impact on me.
I'm my own worst critic, and when I hear negativity, it just makes it that much worse.
I know, grow some thicker skin right? Well, I've tried.
Everytime I think my skin is thick enough, something cuts right through.
I've made so many mistakes in my life, some are unforg

What Do U Do?what do u do when ur not sure what ur doing is the right thing?
what do u do if ur not sure where ur going is where u should be?
what do u do if u feel like u cant trust anymore?
what do u do if u decide to live on ur own but meet someone who has chaged ur mind?
what do u do if u dont know where ur going but u know u cant stay where ur at now?

Imma Shoot Raven Song......for tagging me to do this... But here goes...
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year? Single, YesWere involved in something you'll never forget?YesTripped over a coffee table?NopeDyed your hair?What for?Came close to losing your life?In a manner of speaking... not LITERALLYSaw one of your favorite bands/artists live?KISS! :D2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?Yes, severalDid you hate anyone?Angered, by, yes. Hate, noDo you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?A couple - not SERIOUS2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?Yep!Did you get any presents?A couple2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?YesDid you change your style?What's that?Were you in school?NopeDid you get good grades?How? Wasn't in school! :PDid you drive?Yep! =DDid you own a car?Yep - still do! 2008 Aura XRDid anyone close to you give birth?Not CLOSE...Did you go on any vacations?Yes! =DWould you change anything about yours

Underneath The StarsUnderneath the stars I'll meet you Underneath the stars I'll greet you There beneath the stars I'll leave you Before you go of your own free will Go gently Underneath the stars you met me Underneath the stars you left me I wonder if the stars regret me At least you'll go of your own free will Go gently Here beneath the stars I'm mending And here beneath the stars not ending Why on earth am I pretending? I'm here again, the stars befriending They come and go of their own free will Go gently Go gently Underneath the stars you met me And underneath the stars you left me I wonder if the stars regret me I'm sure they'd like me if they only met me They come and go of their own free will Go gently Go gently Go gently

Help Me Out !Hey everyone,
I am involved in writing on a site and to help me out, I was wondering if you could go there and "fan" and "follow" me. The link to my profile is HERE
And if you enjoy writing you can join HERE
The cool thing is that you get paid for what you write. Not a scam or anything the site name is Associated Content which has been around for a long time. You get paid by how many views your articles get.
Anyway, thanks for the help!

PlantsPlants
Plants are often not a specific item of dream interpretation because most of the time they function simply as background scenery. The exception to this rule is when a particular type of plant is identified in the dream.
Plants that are significant are those that have historic importance in literature or your personal experience. For example, you may dream of visiting a friend who is sitting in a thicket of hemlock. Obviously, this plant is significant because of the implications of hemlock and suicide in ancient lore.
Other plants that may be significant are those that remind you of a childhood memory, a particular place, or a particular person. In those cases, identifying the relationship of your current circumstances with your memories is important.

Giving AidI've been kinda forced to watch the telethons the last couples of days for Haiti since no less than 32 channels carried it and I do feel for them but I started asking myself when in the hell are we going to start helping Americans? I mean we are in a baaad recession, have lord knows how many homeless, kids on the streets, etc. This country could make do with all the stupidity in D.C. if we had telethons and donations for alllll the probelms we have here. You have VETs who go different countries and fight for us, despite many arm-chair quarterbacks (who never leave their couch) who say we shouldnt be in the middle east. Many come back injured beyond comprehension and are treated like shit. We have had hoemless since the beginning, people out of work by the millions and yet help another country. The heart is in the right place for sure but DAMN if we dont need to take of our own first!

Thought For The Day...Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

It Happen On A Plane FlightThe flight I was on was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, whoseemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food anddrinks.
As the plane prepared to descend, I noice this attendent come swwiiishing down theaisle and told us that 'Captain Marvey has asked me to announce thathe'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, ifyou could just put your trays up, that would be super. Thanks' On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed andrather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle.. ` 'Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I askedyou to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on theground.'
I then overhearded this woman calmly return, 'In my country, I am called aPrincess and I take orders from no one.'
To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing abeat, 'Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so Ioutrank you. Tray-up, Bitch'

Dark SecretDarkness all around me,I feel you, suffocate,No one else is around my misery,Can I give anyone the key to the gate?
No one realizes the pain,The weakness that I feel,The darkness swallows with vain,My nightmares feel so real.
The shadows that hide,The tears I hold back,The old me, has died,Everything is black.
I run, but I still see it,It is hard to face,It pulls me in, bit by bit,It takes me back, back to that place!
From the memories, I try to run,They are destroying me slowly, not fast,I’m growing weaker; I know they’ve won,It haunts me, my past.
The sadness, it has brought,I feel the guilt,I can feel the inside rot,The darkness inside me, it built.
I feel so insane,These words are my last,Darkness has won, my tears fall like rain,I can’t run anymore, it has won, my past.
My past has won,I’m sure this is true,The damage is done,My heart, darkness controls it too.
I’m leaving now,You may not want to see,You might not want to know how,Today is the

Fu OwnershipIm not sure what most people do when they own someone on here as each person has their own personal limitations Financially Im not able to buy bling and all that crap and prolly wouldnt even if i could. I will not buy anyone that has not bothered to ever say "hi" to me or that I do not care to say "hi" to.
Heres some of the things I do for my "pets" (fuownees):
1. I will try to keep ur buzz meter full.
2. I will try to keep at least 1/2 ur pics..if not all (depending on how many u have) rated.
3. I will leave u comments when I can.
4. If u are close to leveling I will try to help u out.
As a "pet" in good standing I try to mantain at least some form of convo, even if its only through the gifts n drinks I set or through messages. Those that can peak my interest could then be added to my family list, allowing for a whole new set of perks.
Those on my family list have the right to use the SB to talk to me and they have the right to view n rate any family only pics I might put up as

Flipping PsychosWell here is a prime example of why I don't pay money on this site to help anyone.
So Call Me PDiddy... I bought dude a 3 month VIP, $25 bling pack, AND a auto 11 because he WAS an awesome friend. SO I talk to dude on here, text, and on the phone and now all of a sudden I'm supposed to answer my whereabouts to him!
Ok just because we joke about you being my "fu boyfriend" does not mean you can tell me I have to answer to you about MY personal life. Seriously guy you're drama.
My son was sick all night and he texted me 32 flipping times! Well you're damn right I shut my phone off!
And fyi.. Will IS an ex and still a great friend. YES he drives me places I need to go and hangs out. So fucking what!!!! You seriously need to grow up. You come near me again and I'll nail you with harrassment, plain and simple.
Calling my phone every 5 minutes and sending texts to me every 2 minutes IS not cool. Get some help.

Sail Away With Me - David GraySail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be
I wanna hold you now
Crazy skies all wild above me now
Winter howling at my face
And everything I held so dear
Disappeared without a trace
Oh all the times I've tasted love
Never knew quite what I had
Little Darling if you hear me now
Never needed you so bad
Spinning round inside my head
Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be
I wanna hold you now
I've been talking drunken gibberish
Falling in and out of bars
Trying to find some explanation here
For the way some people are
How did it ever come so far
Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now, now, now
Sail away with me
What will be will be
I wanna hold you now
Sail away with me honey
I put my heart in your hands
Sail away with me honey now,

Tear Stained FaceTears poured down, When his words came out. Everything he said, Was just another doubt. She was never good enough, Not even for her. But now her dreams, Flew by broken by a slur. He said he loved her, Then took it right back! He said he cared, But said it to attack! One tear at a time, Stained her pretty face. No one knew she was so fragile, Like a thin piece of lace. She stared at the knife, As a tear hit the ground, Would she dare use it, When it once spread her feelings around ? She used to cut but stopped. And was happy for a while. But he killed her! With his first smile. She wondered why, He would make her cry? Make her not want to live, But die? With a tear stained face, She took her life. Killed herself, With an already used knife. She did it for love, Her tears said it all, He was her depression, When he pretened to fall. No more tears, On her tear stained face, Nothing left, But her missery that took place!

A Brief Overview Of Microsoft CertificationsMicrosoft has just announced a new generation of Microsoft Certifications; they unavoidably made one stop for a short time remembering how all started and evolved throughout history with over ten years of certifications so far. ‘Ten’ gives the impression of a determined number in the new generation of certification provided by the leading Internet Company. Microsoft has announced the new certification of MCA (Microsoft Certified Architect) as well; it also has offered the Microsoft training practical exam, which is graded by a board of examiners. MCA needs at least ten years experience in IT, and three years of practical experience as a network architect to submit an application. With this situation, just a very few IT professionals are willing to go for MCA certification.Though, Microsoft always keeps on reviewing all Microsoft Certifications Training available since the early days when those certifications were designed to fulfill the requirements of companies and hiring

A Little Something I WroteListen...no sound...I was alone for the first time in a while. Everyone had left. The kids were with their friends and hollow was at the cabin. I had the dog at the vets overnight to have him fixed and tested for his ill tempered nature. I took an actual day off from work to take care of couple things I had committed myself to. I saw everyone safely on their way and here at just 4pm I was pouring a warm bath and putting on some music to begin the unwinding process. It has been so stressful and not just one thing or one area...everything it seemed was contributing to it and I needed this.A deep scrub to my entire body invigorated me, stimulated me, made me have an overwhelming desire to explore myself losing myself in the luxury of it all...hell I had my bathroom door open. The feeling of freedom was intoxicating.I allowed myself to satisfy myself thoroughly before I decided to move on to other things.I dressed in my simple black dress and changed the music channel to some

Poema sweet poem for me.....
I'll dream a little dream of you and I. Catching fireflies amongst the summer sky. While the little creatures light your pretty face. I'll hold you close in my warm embrace. The moon is bright up in the sky it sits. I'll gentaly lean in and kiss your lips. But I will be sad when I awake. Cause this dream wont last at daylights break. So I await for darkness fall. To drift in dream and hear your call. My heart is heavy for your return. for it's only you my heart does yeurn. So give me dreams of you for now. Or please be here, some way, some how.
by M.L.

Update 04/14/2010April 14th update;
Bearing in mind my last entry, I'm off sick due to stress & harassment etc . . . . .
Today, there was another hand delivery of TWO more letters from work!!
Yet again trying to set up a grievence meeting WHILE I'M OFF SICK!!!!
Looks like I'm back on the sleeping tablets tonight :( I phoned my lawyer & emailed the letters to him, now I just have to calm down again . . . easier said than done, but I can still laugh about it, the old git's dug himself an even bigger hole now, TWO counts of harassment while I'm off sick, watch those zero's go on the end of my compo HA HA!

Well His Surgery Was TodayAnthony's surgery was today and I was a mess. I can't eat, I can't sleep and I couldn't study for a test. I sent him a text this morning telling him I was thinking of him. I have lost 4 lbs in the last 6 days because I can hardly eat. He is deeply depressed over all his health problems. The last conversation we had keeps replaying in my mind. He barely talked. He kept telling me over and over again how sorry he was. He was breathing so hard and loud that I asked him what was wrong with him. I am hurting so bad and its not because he did anything to me. I don't know how I am supposed to deal with this. Its killing me that he is in so much pain. How do I deal with this.

NightsTonight my Thoughts Linger In the Past
And in to that Relm I'm now Cast
A Memory of that Night Long ago
When I was yours Watching the Falling Snow
Remembering that the Warmth of your Arms Held me tight
Whispers of what you see when you watch me Sleep at night
Then the Pain of the Day returns once again
and I remember that your Only a Friend
Not a Lover not Mine to have and Hold
Not Mine To love or Watch grow Old
I would Cry, But My Eyes No longer can
I sit and wonder why you Ran
My heart Was yours and it will never belong to another
That Night Will hunt me Forever
The Night My Love Was so close at Hand
the Night My Heart Shattered to bits of sand
I dont Blame you,In fact you will Never Know
I will Always be there when you need me,my Pain will never show
Always the Friend, Never the Lover
Will I leave you ? Never
My word is my vow, Never to Break
My heart My love is always yours to Take

Illuminata (pgs 161-162)"Fear of intimacy is a fear of death. In a world where we have been taught to believe that the bolstering of our individual power is the greatest good, it is difficult to feel that a melting of the walls surrounding us is something to be desired...We are afraid to surrender to love, for we are afraid to die to who we are. We may loathe who we are, yet we still resist the chance to become someone new. It is only when we are ready to embrace the possibility that we might be tomorrow who we were not today that true intimacy becomes attractive. If all you want to do is remain who and what you are now, then by all means don't fall in love..." -Marianne Williamson "Illuminata" (pgs 161-162)

Bdsm: A Return To The BasicsDefinition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification.
Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other personthat is there...thinking only of themselves.
Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life.
But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way.
Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple

The Love I LostI feel so alone I'm not myself Ever since you left me I've lost my good health I'm poppin' pills And riskin' my life Drinkin' a lot more & Cuttin' my arm with a knife I never thought I'd deserve your love But when I had it It was more than enough I want you back Back in my arms Laughin' & Smilin' Happy & Calm I've lost all hope I've lost all faith But baby for you Forever I will wait.

Walking AlongIt seems like only yesterday
we walked both hand in hand
married to you I gave my life
and you a ring and band.
A Soldier's wife I had now become
I did everything you asked of me
I followed you from state to state
the little one suffered without me.
I bought you everything you wanted
yet you always wanted so much more
you always left me in nothing but rags
and now have closed the door.
I met you on here, a long time ago
but it was not that long to me
See i loved you more than the stars in the skys
but your love was not meant to be.
You tattooed me on your leg
even on your finger
You cheated on me numberous times
you thought the voices wouldnt linger.
I dealt with everything I possibly could
I never let you go
now you say I'm worth nothing and such
my child was just your show
7 years old so happy to move
he was so ready to be by your side
he loves you like an innocent would
not knowing you pushed him aside.
For you do not care that he cri

I Love Mommyi am myanmar chinese girl..my father call me , i will go taiwan.
so my mother live myanmar , i came taiwan 23 years old so
i miss my mother ..for my mother i also crying ..afraid , my mother nobody speak her because i am mother lovely daughter ^^..i like talking my mother , my mother what do need ..i have also help her ..so my mother also need me i just to known her ..i love my mother very many many but i be shy talk her that because i am not baby i am 30 years old women ..if me talk mommy ..i be shy ..maybe my mother understand me ..maybe i hope so......................﻿﻿﻿﻿

Omegle Fun - "cannibal Socks"(I’m “You”, of course … )
——
Connecting to server…
You’re now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!
Stranger: hi
You: I think my socks are trying to eat me …
Stranger: Wow.. how did this come about
You: Everytime I put on a pair, they seem to get bigger. Just slightly, mind you. But noticeable.
You: I don’t know WHY my socks think I may be a good food.
You: I don’t think I taste all that great.
Stranger: Maybe socks like that type of thing
You: My socks seem to have a foot fetish, then.
You: And a leg fetish.
You: Pretty soon, it’ll be a knee fetish.
You: I wonder if it’s the hair on my legs or something. Maybe they need floss. Come to think of it, I have noticed the hair on my legs thinning everytime I remove my socks …
Stranger: D:
Stranger: Creeeeeeeeepy.
You: Tell me about it.
You: At least they haven’t started talking to me like my boxer shorts do.
You: Damned th

Who Thought Of This???First, let me thank you for checking in on this blog. I will try to write every few days while here on Fubar. I am working on my second book right now and trying to run my place in the mountains of Montana, am an activist and a nurse in a revolutionary homecare pilot project for Montana that I run out of my home which is very satisfying and important because it is a project that allows families to care for their loved ones at home without nursing homes and brings the care to the patient which is much more cost effective for insurance and Medicare patients. I am also a musician, saxophone, if you haven't read my profile, and much more. I also am an artist of some fame in the Northwest and actually make money at that. My premise in art has always been that I want to make money from it now as I don't want to be famous after I am dead because I am pretty sure there are no banks at the next level after this life. I love art for art and all that stuff but nothing replaces a few bucks in you

Color Blind ~ Counting Crowshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bJks1r14yg
Color Blind Lyrics
I am color...blind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
taffy stuck, tongue tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding
I am
colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am...fine
I am.... fine
I am fine

I Don't Even Know My Last NameJust so everyone is on the same page. . .I am no longer working, I was fired today. I was a contractor employee with Aerotek working at Unisys. Well my first paycheck came on a Friday afternoon and I could not get to the bank until Saturday morning. When I got to the bank the girl gave me a hard time because Aerotek put my full name that I do not use, and I do not like to talk about, on the check. I told the ladies at Aerotek about it and they told me that there is nothing they can do because of some I-9 Compliance thing saying they have to use the name on my Social Security card. Well I have worked for 6 other companies, not counting Aerotek, and none of them used the name on my Social Security card they always just used the name I asked them to use. And you have to think the one company I worked for Discover Financial Services, they would have to follow all the rules and what not because when I started with them they were under the Morgan Stanley umbrella. So I get fired becau

I Just Made My Own Online BusinessOk, so I just made my own online business, it's basically picture cookies. They are cookies you order from me but you can put your own picture on them, and or text. Say if your daughter was having a baby, you could put a picture of a teddy bear on the cookie and write its a girl or its a boy on it, they are 100% edible, beautiful designs, some are already on the site that you can choose from, and they are very yummy. reasonable prices as well. I'm not tryin to break anybody. I'm tryin to get my business up and running, so if you or someone you know is interested, please feel free to hand out this link
www.mzlov3lii.picturecookie.com
thanks!

Ulysse Nardin Maxi Marine Diver Black Jewelry WatchLots of discount watches and lots of jewelry watches: http://www.watchescase.com
There may be many popular tendencies who claim to be “the new black, but black will always be a special place in the heart of the designers. The Ulysse Nardin Maxi Marine Diver Black Surfing limited edition watch is the standard Maxi Marine Diver watch and adds lots of black. That’s it, but it is fun. The textured black dial with wave models easily reminds you of black volcanic sand beaches. There are two styles of shows, and they are all done in pink gold 18K 42.7mm case for wide.
The difference between the two models, if ever so slight, is on the strap. The Ulysse Nardin Maxi Marine Diver uses a special belt strap hybrid design / which has two large metal links. On a version of the link is in 18 carat pink gold, and the other version of the link is black to match the rest of the black rubber strap. Ulysse Nardin is a telescope very attractive and the dial of the watch has large areas of Lum

Just Listen...Why do we struggle to find what's right in front of our eyes?
Disguised by convenience. Masked by access. When only if we took the time to assess, the situation. We would then realize that in our hesitation, we threw that diamond to the side. Only to hold on to a pebble with a little shine. Patience is a virtue that we walk by blindly. Standing with it's hand out kindly, waiting for us to take it. Instead we're to busy following fate, to notice or listen to what our heart has told us. For our mind speaks just a little too loud. Loud enough to cloud, what the heart sees and block what it has opened. It's a shame that we neglect and don't listen to our heart, until our heart has been broken.

The Way I Feeli thought bout him again today, he crosses my mind more than any one in one day and we talk it lights up my day, sometimes like now when i miss him so much it brings a sadness to me n i cry, i just wish i could say something n not be so scared to say anything but i dont want to risk my heart and feelings cuz it would hurt too much all tho it hurts now.......my heart n soul bleeds for u.....

ChangesWhy is Fubar changing so much?
First I notice the tickers are gone. Then I realize that they've just moved down and now are ain a place that I never look. [yes, I actually looked at the tickers]
Now I think my laptop is messing up and that the online bar thingy isn't loading. Nope, they changed that too. I'm told it has something to do with seizures.
My plan for this:
1. Put the fucking tickers back. It's a waste of money/fuBucks where is't at now. Didn't you all try this before and you moved it back? If it didn't work the first time, it's not going to work now...just sayin.
2. The non scrollling bar thing..seizures, really? Why not ban fast morphing pictures and the flashy shit? A scrolling bar has NOTHING to do with seizures. Okay, maybe it does, but I'm sure fast morphing pictures and flashy ones are far worse.
That is all. Love you, friends!!

Poem Bout SnipersWe. marry in at a young age, we sign our lives away. We never look back never disobey, we will always always find a way. Lonely cold nights and protection dependant on a string we are constantly vigilant looking at every little thing. We do our jobs day by day although we are far far away. Far away from our homes at night doing what we do so yall can sleep tight. Who are we you ask we are Scout Snipers completing our tasks. Defending our country with loyalty true we send enemies up into the blue, to meet our maker is not a question of how but when. So all you people sleep tight and pray that we will live to fight another day. We are Scout Snipers of the USMC Semper Fi Do or Die Oooo Rahhh we knock em down 1 2 3. Thats a little poem i wrote while i was with the corps hope yall enjoy ;)

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In whom will I confide?
Amongst those who knew you
there is but silence as dim light
drapes over us.
The shadows on the floor trace
the tears that fell.
No one else sees me
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bellows in the silence
that none of us wish to break.
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I'm so selfishly bleak
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What are we to do with this time?
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Me And You
You used me for good. To protect and serve! To lay down the law and hold all that’s true.
You loved me to the fullest. I could see this right away! You Oiled and cleaned me almost every day!
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What you used me for was to never be. Simply put, you abused me. You made me doing something I never thought I could do; you made me put a hole in you. rip-ger

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In My MindI’m tired of sleeping alone in this bed
What have I done keeps going through my head
What have I done wrong
That keeps going on for so long
I realized no I have done nothing
Even though in my mind there’s something
I’ve said or done
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Joseph (pronounced YOSEV)
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Stripper Joke...Stripper joke : Johnny wanted to have sex with a stripper ,but she belonged to someone else...One day, Johnny got so frustrated that he went up toher and said, "I'll give you a $100 if you let mescrew you. But the girl said NO.Johnny said, "I'll be fast. I'll throw the money onthe floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by thetime you pick it up. "She thought for a moment and said that she would haveto consult her boyfriend... So she called herboyfriend and told him the story.Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up themoney very fast, he won't even be able to get hispants down."So she agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hourgoes by, and the boyfriend is waiting for hisgirlfriend to call.Finally, after 45 minutes, the boyfriend calls andasks what happened.She responded, "The idiot used coins!"

If Your Reading This - Tim McgrawIf you're reading thisMy Mommas sittin thereLooks like I only got a one way ticket over hereSure wish ICould give you one more kissAnd war was just a game we played when we were kidsI'm laying down my gunI'm hanging up bootsI'm up here with God and we're both watching over you[Chorus:]So lay me downIn that open field out on the edge of townAnd know my soulIs where my momma always prayedThat it would goAnd if you're reading thisI'm already homeIf you're reading thisHalf way around the worldI won’t be thereTo see the birth of our little girlI hope she looks like youI hope she fights like meStand up for the innocent and weakI'm laying down my gunI'm hanging up bootsTell dad I don't regret that I followed in his shoes[Chorus]If you're reading thisThere’s going to come a dayWhen you'll move onAnd find some one elseAnd that's OKJust remember thisI'm in a better placeWhere soldiers live in peaceAnd angels sing amazing grace[Chorus]

Creeeper !! Call Himhttp://fubar.com/8650340
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after 2 inboxes a denied fu propsal he still sends his number

Never One To" I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived."

Catfish Of The Day...fresh!This Catfish apparently needs likes badly:
http://fubar.com/hotsexypixie
Hot and sexy too....
That is of course, until you hit the salute:
Good Lawd that's a big Catfish!! Fucking people I swear. Thanks Bella for this submission. Any questions? Peace.

Perceptionwith the rain drenching my mood
the storm arises on the horizon
to retreat in the face of adversity
is something to stand strong against
in the face of death
one must laugh to free the turmoil
brewing in ones' own soul
or join the thousands that tremble
and fear what awaits them
whether it be death or life
the will to survive carries me
i have hid in the shadows for far to long
attempting survival in a world full of misery
a world full of hate
love is sought but rarely found
so my perception has grown
and my thoughts turn to rebellion
to throw the seeds of love out into the world
to help grow family values with the aid of the rain
untill the trees of compassion grow once more

A Quiet Little Story.....about Him....and The Fence...I woke up this morning and the ground was covered with a beautiful soft blanket of snow.....still falling....and as the morning light brightened....and I saw the fluffy fat flakes fall silently..I thought of you..and wondered...what you were doing at that moment. When I went to the bus stop...it was cold...but not bitter...and snow fell softly around me...lightly...brushing my face like a whisper...the trees and their endless branches...fluffy soft flakes...clinging....making the whole world look magical....again I thought of you. The tiny flakes drifted across my eyelashes and made me blink...and smile..and i looked around and wondered.....how can something be this beautiful...this peaceful...and no one seems to notice? I watched cars drive by....people rushing to work...kids leaving for school....everyone going about their day...and all I could do is stand there quietly and watch the world wake up and the snow drift down...and let it tickle my face. As i walked back up the driveway..

Marriage EqualityThere has been alot of hoopla about Marriage Equality. I for one would like that. Not for the reason just to get married but for the tax credit that our straight married counterparts get. I went through a Tax course and married couples get alot credits that single people don't. Just because I have no desire to get married to a female, I do however would like to get married to a guy who I love, whoever that may be. I think as an American citizen I have that right.

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You Make Me BeautifulYou make me beautiful, you make me stand in awe; you step inside my heart, and I am amazed I love to hear you say,who I am is quite enough; you make me worthy of love and beautiful.

MemoriesI would try an wake up early, just to plug in the tree and bask in the lights near the tinsel. It was so shiney. The way the lights reflected of the colored balls, the gleam would catch my eye. To me, this use to be Christmas. I wasn't counting on much for Christmas in the way of food or gifts. We couldn't always get alot through out the year. What happened?? Sometimes I think we could just turn on a Christmas movie and give some gifts, that would satisfy the monsters.
Not so thankful for the beauty any other time, why should Christmas be any different. I wake up early sometimes and think I am one of the lucky ones to see the sunrise or I try and catch the twilight in autumn. Best time of the year, I think. I already have a guess that it doesn't matter what I think or how I wonder so much. Life will go on with or without me. Nothing I type is going to help or hinder. I am just wasting space and time. That is me the lucky waste... has a ring to it.
Until I come face to face with my dr

I Got What Cha Wantsee u standin by my window,
Watchin me take off my clothes,
Slowly change into my nightgown,
Is this what u lookin for,
Someone who can turn u on,
Make u scream and beg for more,
I'm feelin sexy all over baby,
So come and give it to me daddy,
I look into your eyes,
And all i see, is this wonderful guy,
U won't regret a minute,
But let me say u're what i'm lookin for,
U're the toffee that taste's so sweet,
Not too hard, but just right for me,
I know u want me daddy,
So come next to me and do what u want,
U got all night to love me,
So watch me touch my body,
I'm feelin hot and naughty,
But sexy is my name,
And i'm not ashamed to play alone,
Would u prefer,
To watch me slowly touch myself,
Back and forth, u take my hands,
And tie them slowly in the back of my bed,
Hard or rough, any way u please,
Only slow though,
I'm bendin back my knees,
So come explore my world,
And let this girl do all the pleasin for ya.

Observation #1So I have decided that I am shallow. I am coming to terms with it, and I am going to roll with it because it is who I am. This will be a series of blogs in which I own up to my shallowness.
I know I am shallow because for a while now I have been kinda down and unhappy (because I don't really have an money and I can't find a steady job, only temp stuff), but that all change today. I went and got my eyebrows waxed and I am in such a good mood. I feel more attractive, even dare say sexy. And all because of a simple grooming habit.
I get wait to see how happy I become once I have money to have regular manis and pedis again!

Sex In The TheaterA play called Sex that lasts 27 hours has been shocking theatre audiences in Spain. It features four actors, two men and two women, and there is no intermission in the entire performance. The actors eat, sleep and have sex during the show, while the audience is free to come and go, as they like. Created by Chilean writer Juan Carlos Montagna, Sex was performed in a pub basement in Madrid's fashionable Malasana neighborhood. It started at 8pm on a Saturday night and finished at 11pm the next night. Montagna told Las Ultimas Noticias that Sex was not a reality show: "There is no improvisation in it, it's pure drama," he said. The Spanish press described it as the "most bizarre and shocking theatre experience in years".

These Are Just My Thoughts Man..just My Thoughts...AS I SIT AT WORK AND STARE AT THE CLOCK,IT READS WITH A BLUR 10:25 PM ,AND I QUESTION "WHAT'S REALLY HOOD?"....
I MEAN,I SEE SO MUCH OF THE BULLSHIT THAT'S GOING ON IN THE WORLD, AND IT SEEMS THAT NOBODY....NO..NO...WAIT...LET ME CHANGE MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT,BECAUSE THERE ARE SOME THAT DO CARE ENOUGH TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THIS WORLD....
BUT I STILL WONDER..."WHAT'S REALLY HOOD?...
NOW, DO YOU THINK I MEAN "WHAT'S REALLY GOOD" WITH THE ACTIONS IN THE LIFE OF THOSE THAT STRUGGLE AND STRIVE TO STAY ALIVE,NO MATTER IF THEY'RE OF ONE ,OR MANY OTHER COLORS,OR OF A DIFFERENT CREED ,OR BACK GROUND THAT NEVER HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO PUT THE CRACK AND THE MAC DOWN,NO MATTER WHAT ,THEY ONLY FEEL THERE'S A WAR GOING ON OUTSIDE,AND NOBODY'S SAFE FROM....IS THAT REALLY HOOD?
THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEAN WITH IN MY QUESTION...
WHAT'S I MEAN IS THAT,HOW GOOD IS ONES WORD,WHEN HE IS NEVER RETURNING A CALL BACK WHEN THE CALL SHOULD HAVE BEEN MADE TO REPAY A WAGE THAT WAS LAID IN ONES HAND WITH

Sunday BluesToday is Sunday, Sept. 17, 2006 and I have the blues. Everybody is busy and my husband is out of town again for work. He will be gone two weeks. I love my alone time don't get me wrong but sometimes I need to have people around. I have alot on my mind and someday maybe I will figure it all out. Well that is all for now.
Sharon

SoooLC has a blog system now?
coool
just testing the waters.
i use livejournal all the time so i probably won't be using this all that much.

Thoughts And Other Shit~!All My Life....
All my life i've been spit on/walk'd on talk'd down to put down spit in the face lied to misinformed misled misguided deseved depribed denyed rejected neglected disrespect abused used trash talk'd shit on fuck'd over ditched bitched at/yelled at(hit in the face when i was alil kid)stolen from rip'd off suicidle Angrey Renvengful had a knife to my throt wish'd for death try's to kill myself love to play with razors(still cut myself) been loved once loved...now i HATE the word "love" everyday is painful wish i could fall asleep and never wake up(wish i was never born)i can't control my anger my anger controls me...can't get sad without getting angrey...can't shed TEAR...what ever happends to me i don't care,YOU DESERVE MY PAIN~!

To My FriendsI have been slacking off here lately. I've not been sending out comments, chatting, or messaging anyone lately. Sorry, I promise I'm going to start back again very soon.
Talk to you all later.
Chris H.

RealizationsThis is the name of my website. Here's a link to it:
REALIZATIONS
I will be trying to update it at least twice a week with new art, so come and check it out!
I'm also open to changing the site, so I welcome your criticisms as they will help me make the site better. Thanks!

I Found This AmusingBroke-back Spider
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears
formed in his eyes as he thought abouther seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes.
Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked
"They're mating," her father replied.
What do you call the spider on top?" she asked.
"That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered.
"So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked.
As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs."
The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment..then took her foot and stomped them flat and said, "Well, we're not
having

New FriendsToday I meet some new friends Jessie and Gary and their little girl Lucy. I had so much fun hanging with them and hope to do it again really soon. They are really nice people.

Massachusetts Bbws- Lets Dance!Hey where are all my Massachusetts BBWS? I had posted earlier in my blog about wanting to take Dance lessons. Well I would love to go to dance class with another BBW or even see about getting an all BBW dance class together. So hit me up if you live in Massachusetts close enough to travel to Boston for the class. Who says Big Girls Shouldn't Dance!!!
Hugs,
~Nadya~

My Fear(s)PART ONE: Today's entry 9:26am Monday Sept. 25, 2006
Most people I talk to tell me that they have no fears of any kind other than the normal "fear of water, or fear of fire, or fear of being smothered" that type of stuff. I think that everyone has some type of fear of that physical aspect of dying that way. I know I have a fear of Snakes, especially boas or pythons that are big enough to eat someone like me for lunch. But those are just your normal everyday fears that basically are like the boogyman, you can usually get over them as you get older, or not as the case may be. It all depends on the person and their state of mind. Some of those fears never go away.
For me the snake one will never go away, but that isn't my greatest fear.
My greatest fear is, not knowing my greatest fear. Or rather not knowing what that greatest fear actually is. Even though I have an idea that something is not what is seems in the back of my mind, I always manage to push it to the furthes

Sperm Donors......I really would like to know when some ppl are going to grow the fuck up and realize that ppl do change. Since the day I found out I was pregnant with my daughter my life changed. The moment I found out that I was going to be a mom I made the choice to change so I could be there for her. I dont take kindly to ppl talking shit about me behind my back espically if they dont have the balls to say it to my fucken face. I've done nothing to deserve the shit that I take from my daughters sperm donor. All I have done is insure that she grows up in the best enviroment possible and that means one with no drugs around including ppl that use them. Its fucked up that I can sit here on my computer and hear from differant ppl all the time that Im back on this and doing that. Fucken plz I would like to see him take a surprize ua and pass the fucker. Yeah not going to happen. I've worked my ass off for 5 years trying to provide my daughter with the safest enviroment possible and what has he done jack

ConfusionI'm here empty numb with pain,
Wondering aimlessly in a never ending game.
Words so harsh they rape my soul,
Rape my mind and leave me unwhole.
You build me up so full and high,
Then tear me down until I want to die.
You love me, you hate me which will it be?
I need to know to end this confusion in me.
Something in me must be terribly broken,
to make such harsh words be spoken.
My mind is spinning destructive like a hurricane
tearing down myself as if i'm to blame.
Then your sweetness takes me in a love so free
Yet again I wonder whats the matter with me.
I secretly wait fearful for the hate to return
to shatter my dreams and watch them burn

The Perfect Man!!Hair color?: blond or brown
Eye color?: brown or blue or blue green
Height?: about my height
Six pack?: it's ok
Long hair or short?: doesn't matter
Glasses?: yes
Piercings?: maybe one
Eyebrows?: not thick or thin
Big butt or little?: in betweeny
Chest hair?: doesnt matter
Buff or skinny?: in between
Teeth?: not rotten
Section 2
Funny or serious?: both
Party-hopper or more stay-at-home?: party-hopper
Should he be able to bake or cook?: yes
Does he have a best friend?: yes
Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends?: yeah
Out-going or shy?: out going a must
Sarcastic or sincere?: sincere
Does he love his mother?: yeah
Should he watch chick-flicks?: if he wants lol
Would he be a smoker?: no no no
How about a drinking?: social only
And swearing?: no
Would he play with your hair?: yea
Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time?: don't matter
Would he pay for you when you're on a date?: don't matter
Does he kiss on the firs

ObsessionWhat shame it is
To long for a touch that might never be felt
a gaze which may never be shared
breaths that might never mingle from lovers about to kiss
what time is wasted on such thoughts
wondering what unspoken words were never uttered
dreaming about the passionate embraces that could have been
but how irresistible such daydreams can be
the passion dreams
the hopes
the haunted wonderings
what could have been
if.

PoemHOLD ON TIGHTLY TO THE IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE
Hold on to faith; it is the source of believing
that all things are possible. It is the fiber
and strength of a confident soul.
Hold on to hope; it banishes doubt and enables
attitudes to be positive and cheerful.
Hold on to trust; it is at the core of fruitful
relationships that are secure and content.
Hold on to love; it is life's greatest gift of all, for it shares, cares and gives meaning to life.
Hold on to family and friends; they are the most
important people in your life, and they make
the world a better place. They are your roots
and the beginnings that you grew from;
they are the vine that has grown through time
to nourish you, help you on your way,
and always remain close by.
Hold on to all that you are and all that you have
learned, for these things are what make you unique.
Don't ignore what you feel and what you believe
is right and important; your heart has a way
of speaking louder than y

Something To Think AboutI have always belived that " Everything happens for a reason"
Lately tho.... things havent been so clear:
Things have been pretty ruff for me these past two years......
When I graduated College in 2000, I was SURE I wanted to be a social worker for children..... So when I got a job doing just that, I thot my " Lifes work" had begun...
4 1/2 years later and totally exhasted and jaded by the system that " protects" our children, I found myself not knowing what i wanted in life....
Got a job in HR... was fired.... Got a job in sales... Quit... Got a job as a temp for a customer service position.. Quit.. Got another job in HR working for the biggest freak I've ever known...(and THATS saying something)... and the contract was pulled for no reason after two weeks...
Two years of New types of jobs....being a Nanny... doing Customer service for $11 an hour....Sales for a bunch of mafia guys that was almost purely commission only....HR jobs for ppl that were in need of men

MovingOK so the moving is done. We are still reclaiming space from the dreeded carboard box monsters but expect to have controll of all living space by this weekend. Note to all who will listen, if you can avoid packing and moving your stuff......Do It!!! Cause God Dammmmmmn that sucked. But I have to say the Moving Sex was Fucking Awesome! Two rooms down, 6 to go. Gotta Fuck in every room or the place will never really be yours. Am I right? Sho I'm Right! Anyway, finally got all the Broadband Gremlins exorcised so we are back online and ready to Rock. Martinis are shook up, Margaritas are blended and the Readi-Whip is chillin'. Party Time!!!!!! Who needs a fillin' ?

Undecided...Ok here's the thing I've slept with a married man before..ya I know it's wrong in my religion, but I so needed some bad and if it would have been me that was married I'da never done it I just can't help feeling bad for his wife..I mean I'm pretty sure she knew..she'd call me in the middle of the night all the time just to be a bitch. Which I knew it was her cuz it didn't start till I started fuckin around with her husband..who let me just tell you was ok, but I could have asked for better. I mean sometimes it was good but I think that was only cuz of the situation like when we were in the hotel and our friend was pretending to be asleep in the next bed OMG that was awesome or the time when our friends were doing it in the room down the hall .or the time I squirted all over him OMG that was the best or the quickie before meeting all our friends for dinner .but I can't help but feel I was wrong for even letting it happen :|

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Candy CigarettesOne thing I thought was really swank back in the 1970s was candy cigarettes.
Try to find them at them 7-11 nowadays.
In this politically correct and increasingly militant non-smoking culture the US has become these confectionaries are no longer acceptable. While I do not ascribe to being PC, I am not exactly a fan of smoking save for the special occasion cigar and after 36 years that tally would be below 10 cigars.
Skimming Wikipedia Candy cigarettes were introduced in the early 19th century and have usually been made out of a chalky sugar, chocolate or bubble gum. Some varieties even smoked when consumed (my guess is via dust or some chemical reaction to moisture). There is a theory that candy cigarettes encourage children to take up real cigarettes. Candy Cigarettes have been banned in a number of countries, including Canada, United Kingdom, Finland, Norway, Bahrain and Saudi Arabia. It has been considered being banned in the US in the 1960s and 1990s but my guess is soc

The Good, The Bad, & The UglyGood: Your wife is pregnant.
Bad: It's triplets.
Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago.
Good: Your wife's not talking to you.
Bad: She wants a divorce.
Ugly: She's a lawyer.
Good: Your son is finally maturing.
Bad: He's involved with the women next door.
Ugly: So are you.
Good: Your son studies a lot in his room.
Bad: You find several porn movies hidden there.
Ugly: You're in them.
Good: Your hubby and you agree, no more kids.
Bad: You can't find your birth control pills.
Ugly: Your daughter borrowed them.
Good: Your husband understands fashion.
Bad: He's a cross-dresser.
Ugly: He looks better than you.
Good: You just gave "the birds and the bees"
talk to your daughter.
Bad: She keeps interru

06-17-2006just to taste your lips
And hold your hips
I'd walk the world
To make you my girl
Just to have you wit me
And make us a we
It would be so fine
And have the time
For you to be mine
And I aint lyin
I'd give you whatever you need
Whether it love or money
I have such bad luck
With caring too much
Its always the wrong one
And now this poem is done

Ignorant In Laws Part 6I was just talking with a few really good friends and each one gave me some very comforting advise, but I dont understand is how my mother in law can tell me that she loves me the husband and try to get my parole revoked for know reason. I keep asking myself why is this happening and i dont know. I should have known something was wrong when i would send my baby over to grandmothers house and my then 8 year old would call me at three oclock in the morning crying asking me to please come and pick her up and even then i knew something was wrong but I couldnt and i didnt think about that this could be happening to my daughter I thiought that she was safe at her grandmothers house i thought that I could trust them to protect my little girl and i was wrong and i blame myself for what has happened to her and I dont think that i could ever forgive myself for what happened to her and that the hardest thing that i am dealing with right now.

To The Keeper Of My Heart...Not a minte goes by that I don't think of you. Looking into your sons eyes and seeing you, helps while you are away. I long for your touch and for you to be near.I was laying in bed the other morning and I swear I felt your lips on mine, our foreheads touching and your hand on the back of my hand. I did not want to open my eyes for fear you would not be there. To hear your voice on the other line is like another dream. I close my eyes and can see you. It sucks really bad though to know you aren't just a few miles away. Come home to me soon love.

Beautiful DisasterIntensely she looks into your soul.
Picking your bones clean of the deceit that
caresses the white fragments.
Showing you the shredded remains, as she pleads
the truth from you.
Does her weakness strengthen you?
Rip her down and build yourself up.
The new that you have become, is only the
remnants of her; the everlasting, beautiful
disaster.

A RomantistYou scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic88%Sex God85%A Slave To BDSM50%Virgin45%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Way - Limp BizkitCheck, check, check check... out my melody
Special
You think you're special
You do
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it when you laugh at me
Look down on me
You walk around on me
Just one more fight
About your leadership
And I will straight up
Leave your shit
Cause I've had enough of this
And now I'm pissed
Yeah
This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway
Check out, check check... out my melody
Just one more fight
About a lot of things
And I will give up everything
To be on my own again
Free again
Yeah
This time I'm 'a let it all come out
This time I'm 'a stand up and shout
I'm 'a do things my way
It's my way
My way, or the highway
Some day you'll see things my way
Cause you never know
Where, you never know
Where you're gonna go
Check out, check check... out my melody
Just one more fight
And I'll be history
Yes I will straight up
Leave your s

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Sexiest Guy In A Hat ContestI won a virtual rolex watch for the Sexiest Man in a Hat contest. There were 18 contestants. Yeehaww this cowboy hat is magic!!! Here is the Official Announcement of the winners.
Winners of the part 2 hat contest!

Yeah Fu!you know what?
i'm tired of the haters and the bitches...
and one more thing, why the heck guys only follow and believe the girls that shows their tits/cunts to them?
nice nice, i wasn't asked, i didn't get any advice, nothing!!!
thought i had a friend (i wont give his name) but well, there we go: i think i'll change my mind and start to act and look like a bitch so they have a big reason to complain about me and bann me
FUCK THE HATERS!!!

Ur Love Is LikeWhen my mind wonders it always turns to u
No matter the space between us
If youre here or not, youre always in my mind
When I am asleep or awake
When I am be your side or miles apart
When we are together I feel your love in everything you do
Every breath, every word, every kiss, ever hug, every beat of your heart
You stir a passion in me like none b4
Ur love is like:
The beckon of light in a storm
The one cloud with sliver lining
The well needed rain in a drought
The fire of warmth on a cold night
The wind I need to fly
The food I need to survive
The air I need to breath
The life that pulses though me
Every touch sends shear joy to every part of my being
Every smile fills my heart with love
Every look reflects back magnitudes of love
Every thing you are is every thing I need

Da Bears!So this past Sunday my father and myself went out to lunch at Buffalo Wild Wings to eat some good food drink some beer and watch the best team in football play!
I for one had a great time, the food was yummy in my tummy, I had boneless wing covered in the honey bbq sauce, it was sweet but with just the right amount of kick to it.
The Beer was smooth and cold, I had a 32 oz. Blue Moon, my dad thought I was crazy. Which I am but that is another story. I drank that whole beer and it was fan-fucking-tastic!
An then there was the game... the Bears or as people from Chicago say Da Bears kicked ass up and down the field, they had scored 10 points even before the 49ers QB had put one hand on the ball! The resturant was crowed with fans just like my dad and I who were going crazy over just how damn good the bears were playing, it was so loud, it was great!
So all in all we had a really great time, we left the resturant at the end of the third because we knew they were going to win.

Broken Houseour poor old broken house
you yell
you torture
you tell me you dont love me
think of what we have done
what we are about to accomplish
do you want it to all go away
our dreams flushed down the sink
lies
are u thinking of someone else when u are asleep
tell me the truth
you act like u care
lies
i know how you feel but tell me to my face
hes in your thoughts right now
lies
you have made us what we are
a poor old broken house
lies

Civil Suppression BillBush Junta "Tools Up" To Fight Americans With Civil Suppression Bill
Bush Junta "Tools Up" To Fight Americans With Civil Suppression Bill Bush crosses the rubicon, the gun has been loaded, the safety is off, when will the trigger be pulled? Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Friday, November 3, 2006 The Bush Junta has quietly "tooled up" to utilize the U.S. military in engaging American dissidents after the next big crisis, with a frightening and overlooked piece of legislation that was passed alongside the Military Commissions Act, which greases the skids for armed confrontation and abolishes posse comitatus. Frank Morales' recent article, Bush Moves Toward Martial Law, succinctly outlines the nuances of wh

Blah~I did for him~
I gave him my heart.
He gave me his love.
I gave him all my lofe.
He gave me a new found hope.
I gave him a chance.
He gave me a world of chances.
I filled what he couldn't find.
He filled my lonely days.
I fell for him,
He fell for me.
I charish him.
He stared at me.
I wanted him.
He wanted to be there for me.
I wanted him close to me.
He wanted me there.
I hoped he';d be okay.
He hoped I'd wait.
I wished him luck
He wished for me/
I have him my soul.
He gave me his hope.
I want to hold him high.
He wants to hold me close.
I completely love him.
He completely loves me

Yeah! One Class DownWoohoo I just finished up the computer class. I made a 102 in the class.... gotta love bonus and extra credit!
Now I just have the other 4 classes to finish up on. I am ready for winter break!
I still haven't decided on whether I am headed to UT or not. It's a lot of money.
Who wants to go out for drinks tonight? FyreTygress and myself are going to go play pool and I am gonna have something alcoholic to drink! HAHAHA
Okay I am rambling!
Stac

A Gangster's Prayerpeople dont understand that its hard for a gangster to change his ways. people dont understand that they do want to change cuz they dont want to live that life anymore but there homeboy's make it even harder for them.

HmmmWell yesterday I got a manicure and pedicure. The manicure hurt alot because the skin around my nail is very sensitive. Other than that they came out very nice. I'm hoping to do something today cause it gets really boring at home with two 70-something year old grandparents,lol! That is all, I'll write more later.
Liesl

The Rose...a prick from the thorn draws blood ... bringing the finger to my mouth... i lick the crimson flow... the taste of rust on my tongue...
touching the silky surface of the leaf... i remember the softness of your skin... as you lay there while i watch you sleeping... smiling like it's a secret you've been keeping...
the velvety petals feel like your hair... as they brush against my face while you turn... with a smile that takes my breath away... as i lost myself in your embrace...
burying my face in its fragrance...

SupernaturalTake This Survey at Quizopolis.comyepyep depends on the ghost i guessidkmy g-pa that i didnt get a chance to meetsome of them, maybebuddha...yep, n so far seems to be true (this was a c

New To The SiteI am new to this site, so I'm still debating if I'll stay here or not. We'll have to see how it goes.
I'm a simple girl. Working and living in Charlotte NC, but originally from the small town of Pinehurst, NC. I live with my fiance, and our little puppy. I am a very family oriented girl. Basically my work and my family are my life. But that's about it. If you want to know more just ask.

Sooo TrueWHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE ME
WHEN I POUT MY LIPS
- KISS ME
WHEN I KICK & PUNCH (when we argue)
- HOLD ME TIGHT
WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER
- JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSER
WHEN I IGNORE YOU
- I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION
WHEN I PULL AWAY
- GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO
WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
- TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL
WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT
WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS
TAKE NOTES BOYS................
IF I DONT CALL YOU
- IM WANTING FOR YOU TO CALL ME
WHEN IM SCARED
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK BECAUSE I AM WITH YOU
WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY
WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WITH MY FINGERS
WHEN IM CRYING
-SAY EVERYTHINGS GOING TO BE OK AND THEN KISS ME

My Twat Come See!!!!!!OK HERE IS THE DEAL.... I HAVE ENTERED INTO THE BEST TWAT SHOT CONTEST!!! LOL THATS RIGHT....
NOW COMMENTS R ADDED AS RATE POINTS THEY WILL BE ADDED TOGETHER SO RATE IT AND THEN BOMB THE HELL OUTTA COMMENTS!!! PLEASE
DO NOT DOWN RATE THERE IS NO POINT ... IT GOES BY RATES AND COMMENTS NOT SCORES... DONT WASTE UR TIME....
HERE IS MY LINK ...JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND COMMENT AWAY!!!!!!
SHOW ME SOME LOVE DAMMIT....LOL.... COME TAP MY CHERRY!!!!!

A Poem By MeIt seems I'm always on the inside looking out.Trapped inside this dark and lonely cage.Wondering what life is all about.Can't even see beyond my rage. People pass without touch or sound. Staring at my tear-stained eyes,and poking at my open wounds.Walking away as each peice of me slowly dies.They all want to know why,yetnone understand.I'm in perfect isolation behind my pain.When I reach out does anyone grab my hand? No they keep going,labeling me insane.I wonder if it's always going to be like this. Ready to burst but scared to speak. No one is prepared for what I have to say.They'd all stop in their tracks turn weak. I guess I'll always be the one thats wrong.Never comprehend what life should be about, and never knowing exactly where I belong.

WhyWhy do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ?
It should be a season for happiness , and great love.
Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self ..
The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ...
What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish ....
But can i let him go .
NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blog Series Of "completely Normal @ Mature Conversations"--take 1 Pt2 .. Convo Went In Different Direction--SimplyGC94x: Back
SimplyGC94x: For a few anyway
SimplyGC94x: And now you're not there -_-
FetusXwXbbq: yes i am
SimplyGC94x: Oh
SimplyGC94x: Hello again
SimplyGC94x: lol
FetusXwXbbq: I'm having problems with my nails typing.. patience will get u through life so chill
SimplyGC94x: lol
SimplyGC94x: I used to be patient
SimplyGC94x: Though over the past 2 years I've lost of a lot of it
SimplyGC94x: I'm no longer patiently waiting for a female to be a part of my life and it all stems down from there
SimplyGC94x: lol
FetusXwXbbq: I'm looking for free printable certificates that I can put something along the lines of The Greatest Mother award but at the bottom it will be written that she will be mine and my sisters maid till it comes to the time we have to wipe her ass when she gets old
SimplyGC94x: So where is the problem? The maid part or the ass wiping part?
SimplyGC94x: =P
FetusXwXbbq: finding a free damn printable certificate.. it's all li

Bodyany ladies out there gotSexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com a body like this lol

Pics (or Lack Thereof)Once I find my freakin digi cam I can post some more! BUT until then....the one I have up is all I have (that is any good!).
Patience, grasshoppers....
EDIT: Ok I found my camera. Now I just need to get some sleep so I don't look like shit!

Poem:)Your blood it burns within me I feel your soul,and without you I am nothing but an empty hole. I think of you every minute every waking moment, you are the reason I breath laugh smile even think. All the pain that I caused you I shudder to even think. I was your world and I took that away, but do not fret because I am here to stay.
I will be with you now and ti'll the very last time the earth shall see another light of day.
I give you my heart my soul, and be gentle please its for you I pray, to feel your touch, your sweet embrace that is what I long for from day to day. You are mine until our bodies decay, but then I know that in another life we will be together again someday.
I love you so much and it is the Goddess I thank for your love everyday

Dont Try To Scare Me, LolI have to laugh when the someone sends me a chain message or even worse a chain bulletin saying you have 2 min to repost or you'll have relationship problems for the next 2 yrs. ROFLMGDAO, please, I've had relationship problems for the last 22 years, what like another 2 will matter to me.

Continued From,memories Of A Woamn Pleasure,2dThis was a grave, staid, solemn, elderly gentleman whose
peculiar humour was a delight in combing fine tresses of hair;
and as I was perfectly headed to his taste, he us'd to come
constantly at my toilette hours, when I let down my hair as
loose as nature, and abandon'd it to him to do what he pleased
with it; and accordingly he would keep me an hour or more in
play with it, drawing the comb through it, winding the curls
round his fingers, even kissing it as he smooth'd it; and all
this led to no other use of my person, or any other liberties
whatever, any more than if a distinction of sexes had not
existed.
Another peculiarity of taste he had, which was to present
me with a dozen pairs of the whitest kid gloves at a time:
these he would divert himself with drawing on me, and then
biting off the fingers' ends; all which fooleries of a sickly
appetite, the old gentleman paid more liberally for than most
others did for more essential favours. This lasted til

Wait A MinuteTwo Difficult questions (think hard)
Question 1:
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, 3 who were
deaf, 2 who were blind, 1 mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would
you
recommend that she have an abortion?
Read the next question before looking at the response for this one.
Question 2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here
are
the facts about the three candidates.
Candidate A.
Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's
had
two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.
Candidate B.
He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in
college
and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.
Candidate C.
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an
occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates
would be your choice? Decide first... no peeking, and then scroll do

Being Sick Blows AssSo yea for the past like 4-5 days Ive veen sick. It all started off from me being hot, so I turned my fan on.. Well I fell asleep with it on and and I ended up getting sick.. Yay Go Sarah.. haha. So Yea I was getting better till Saturday came around.. I went out with Mandy and got into a bunch of shit, screamed, flicked people off, hung out of the camaro, the usual shit.. and yea.. I lost my voice on Sunday from it.. Im getting slowly better. Right now my stomach just hurts.. Gahhh. I go back to work tomorrow. .BOOOOO.. lol. Im also redying my hair black so yea, keep checking for new pics.. Prob will take new ones tomorrow after work =) -- Rah Rah --

Long Time No See!Hi everyone!
So, OK, I haven't been around much. Truthfully, I've had no time to be around much.
My work schedule has increased significantly (which is good for the money, and bad for everything else), plus my Internet access has been sucking more than usual (I can't wait to get Verizon ordered). Between those two things, my activities have consisted of (a) work, (b) extra work on the weekends, and (c) sleep.
Boring, eh? I haven't written ANYTHING in weeks. I'm going right out of my gourd.
So, this is just to let everybody know I'm not dead. As soon as things clear up a little schedule-wise, I'll be back in action.

Hello!Hey everyone im new, so dont be shy sna dstop by and say hi, ill pay u back with the same :)

Quiz Of EvilYou scored as pie. dammit, you are nuts! you have no clue about any form of social conduct! i enjoy your insanity!pie70%Darth Vader70%THORAXE THE DESTROYER70%Toph65%YODA50%quiz of evil!created with QuizFarm.com

AloneLet me give you a crash coarse about what is wrong with my mother... In Febuary she was diagnosed with terminal 3rd stage lung cancer and about October, she found out that it has spread into her liver. She is back on Chemo... Shr has had a feeding tube in her stomach since Febuary... She celebrated her 51st birthday in March. I celebrated my 21st birthday in January... so there u go... I am open about everything, so u gotta question- feel free to ask.
I am about 20-45mins to finishing the "L Word Season 3"... This season has hit home for me closer than any other. I watched as Dana went to the doctor, then started on Chemo, then she started to recover- go out to places, then she started going down hill so quickly. (FYI to plp that have no clue what show I am talking about... it is a Lesbian show based in LA, Dana is a famous Tennis player and she is 34ish gets diagnosed with breast cancer) I am VERY frightened and scared that its gonna happen the same way with my mom. She starts to

BlahnessDon't you hate it when you like someone, and they don't like you back?
That's one of the ways where I think life isn't quite fair. I mean, there should be something that makes it so that if you like someone, it's meant to happen, and it just...DOES.
Cuz I know that at least for me, it's really frustrating to like someone and they like someone else, and maybe that someone likes someone else and...it's a neverending circle!!!
UGH!
The next obvious step is to stop liking the person, cuz obviously they just aren't into you. Sounds easy, huh? HAH! I wish. It's so hard to get over a crush, and even harder still when you think it's meant to be. I mean, cuz if the crush doesn't make sense, then fine. Give it a month or maybe a little less. But when you look at the guy (or girl, as the case may be), and you see everything in them that you need,want, and adore, it's a bitch to get over it.
I think I'm done venting now. Man, did that feel good!!!
~*Carlie~*

To The One I LoveSo there is this person who has entered my life that is affecting me in ways that kind of scare me. I mean, he is forcing me to reevaluate my whole being, who I am and who I want to be. Few people affect me in that manner, because I don't feel comfortable with it. I don't like change, especially change from within. I would prefer to remain the same way I've always been. But he makes me want to change, makes me want to be a different, better person. He is an honest, open, genuine person himself and I don't doubt their intentions as being anything but benevolent. I guess a lot of the "issue" here is my inability to open up immediately. For the most part, it's not that I don't want to, I just don't know how to or can't. A lot of people would say "it's not that you can't, it's that you won't" but I say fuck you to them. I know he really wants emotional intimacy. He's given it to me and I have yet to fully reciprocate. I dwell on it because I know it's what he wants, but it's something I do

Twas The Month Before ChristmasTwas the month before Christmas
When all through our land,
Not a Christian was praying
Nor taking a stand.
See the PC Police had taken away,
The reason for Christmas - no one could say.
The children were told by their schools not to sing,
About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.
It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say
December 25th is just a "Holiday".
Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit
Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!
CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod
Something was changing, something quite odd!
Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa
In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.
As Targets were hanging their trees upside down
At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.
At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears
You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.
Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty
Are words that were used to intimidate me.
Now Daschle, Now Darden, Now Sharpton,

Sex IqYou have a sexual IQ of 146
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Rude Peopleok look if you dont like a pic dont rate it or dont lok there no need to go and rate a perfectly good pic a 1 i know im not miss canada by any means but be nice fucker.... anyways i think its shit too that u can see people that u a 10 but when you get lower scores u cant see who did that BS anyways whatever fuck you haters

Merry Christmas!!HEY I KNOW I HAVEN'T BEEN UP HERE IN A MINUTE..BUT JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU GUYS A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND SEE YOUR ASSES IN 2007

An Adult Night Before ChristmasAn Adult Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, and boy was it neat.
The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat.
The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook,
It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook.
Momma in her teddy and I in the nude,
Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube.
When out on the lawn there arose such a cry,
That I lost my boner, and momma went dry.
Up to the window I sprang like an elf,
Tore back the shade while she played with herself.
The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built,
Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt.
When what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer.
With a fat little driver, half out of the sled,
A sock in his ear and a bra on his head.
Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite,
And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right.
Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz,
Either slow down this r

My Fine Is $395.50ADD THE PRICE OF WHAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE. BE HONEST!!
Smoked pot -- $10.50
Did acid -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10.50
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20.50
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive drunk -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
M

AloneAll alone, because nobody understands me.
I dont even understand myself
As I sit here alone, alone on my throne
All that I have, is all I have known.
Lonely night tears,
My smallest worst fears
Smile and swagger can always get cheers.
If you come to me youd better hold tight.
This ride here with me is sure no delight.
Its a ride down the shitsville the lowest of low.
In a room full of thousands, Im clearly alone.
Alone in the middle, all eyes on me.
I think to myself, What do they see.
But its just who Ive shown them
Who I want me to be.
Once the day is done and its me and my deception.
I think of a new way to stop this depression.
I take drugs and drink till my bodys all stink
This is last time I do this, I begin to think.
Of course it happens again, what break the link?
Because this is me in all of my glory
And this is just the tip of my story
Before you love me or even think that you may
Do us a big favor and just run away.
Ill drag you in

Ct Crap I Just Can't Take Anymore!!!!!!!I hope you can take the time to add your Name and Repost this as much as possible! (ONLY if You AGREE)!!
NUMBER ONE:
The Anti-Spam thing is a good idea.......For Photo Comments ONLY!! To avoid the new Point Whore Contests that are ALL about Comments & Points!!!
Sometimes allot of thought goes into Comments for our Friends Page, that we want to send out to allot of Friends! With the Current Anti-Spam thing, we can't!!!!
NUMBER TWO:
I think this is a great Adult Alternative to MySpace! The Key Word Being ADULT! When a Member is brave enough to post a NSFW Photo, they should get the same points awarded for rates and Comments that ANY Photo would get! For allot of people, they have Chosen THIS SITE (There are Lots of Others) to explore their exhibitionist side, to work through their inhibitions, or just for FUN!! At least treat them the same as a Regular Photo!!!!!!!! Dont Impede Ones Personal Adventure of Life !!!!!
MAKE THIS PLACE FUN TO HANG OUT AGAIN!!!!!
KEEP

This SuxI cant put anymore pics till i reach another level........maybe i need some help!!!!

New Year For Us!Rockstars Glued will be working hard in 2007 to bring you more interviews and show reviews!
We are already working on some big shows for this year. The biggest will be Freedom Fest 2007 in Cincinnati, Ohio. That will happen July 6th and 7th.
We have been working hard on our official website and hope that you will stop by, sign up, and help support us over there!
Our merch will be up soon! We have 2 different shirts for the men and 3 for women! Can't wait for that!
Also, our own Ms. Sticky will be shooting her first music video soon. Ms. Glued just finished her very first photoshoot and all went GREAT!
Rockstars Glued

Our Picshi everyone, would like when you rate our pics if you could give a comment on the photos, helps us on planning up comming photo shoots..

Soul Emotions 2as the time surrounds me i seem to be drowning in a loss for words that continue to be heard from everyone that i know as i continue to grow into what i'm meant to be i know eventually i will have to choose though some things i will lose that are so close to my heart it is all a part of life learning to deal with this type of experience while i know i am hearing this i just want to be with the ones that i love though some may be above i will see them on day when i am on my way to final home to be with those who i have known just to have my eternal atonement

House Cleaning 2007HOUSE CLEANING 2007
>
>The other day, I threw out Worrying, it was getting old and definitely
>in the way. It was keeping me from being me; I couldn't do things God's
>way.
>
>I threw out this book on MY PAST (I didn't have time to read it
anyway),>replaced it with some NEW GOALS, started reading it right
away.>>I threw out hate and bad memories, I used to treasure them so;
got me>some NEW PHILOSOPHY; threw out the old one from long
ago.>>Brought in some other new books, titled I CAN, I WILL AND I
MUST.>>Threw out I MIGHT, I THINK and I OUGHT. You should've seen the
dust.
>
>I ran across a FRIEND. Hadn't seen or talked with Him in a while, His>name
is GOD. I really like His style!>>He's helping me to do some house
cleaning; He added some great things
>Himself, like PRAYER, HOPE AND FAITH. I placed them on the top shelf.
>
>Picked up something special; placed it at the front door, it's called>PEACE
and I try to let nothing get me down anymore.>>Yes, my house

Telemarketers, HahahaOne thing that has always bugged me, and I'm sure it does most of you,
is to sit down at the dinner table only to be interrupted by a phone call
from a telemarketer. I decided, on one such occasion, to try to be as
irritating to them as they were to me. This particular call happened to
be from AT&T and it went something like this:
Me: Hello
AT&T: Hello, this is AT&T...
Me: Is this AT&T?
AT&T: Yes, this is AT&T...
Me: This is AT&T?
AT&T: Yes This is AT&T...
Me: Is this AT&T?
AT&T: YES! This is AT&T, may I speak to Mr. Byron please?
Me: May I ask who is calling?
AT&T: This is AT&T.
Me: OK, hold on.
At this point I put the phone down for a solid 5> minutes thinking that,
surely, this person would have hung up the phone. I ate my salad. Much
to my surprise, when I picked up the receiver, they were still waiting.!
Me: Hello?
AT&T: Is this Mr. Byron?
Me: May I ask who is calling please?
AT&T: Yes this is AT&T...
Me: Is this AT&T?
AT&T: Ye

PicsI have finally uploaded some pics. Take a look at my page and leave me some comments and ratings.

PortraitPORTRAIT
A child draws the outline of a body.
She draws what she can,
But it is white all through,
She cannot fill in what she knows is there.
Within the unsupported line, she knows
That life is missing;
She has cut one background from another.
Like a child,
She turns to her mother.
And you draw the heart
Against the emptiness she has created.
Louise Gluck

Untitledthings have been said
things have been promised
lives have been changed
souls grew as one
something noone had forseen
hearts collided in mid space
blood intertwined
emotions so mixed
to undo things now
it cant be done
no seperation is possible
the wound will be too deep
the feeelings that bound
the threads of loved that repaired
they cant be removed
the ties are to strong
neither heart strong enough
they cant survive alone

SmileSMILE & THE WHOLE WORLD WILL SMILE BACK AT YOU, LMAO, (SOME TIMES)

My Nightly PrayerNow I lay me down to sleep
I pray this world my soul to keep
for if I die before I wake
may my body be left for this world to take..

Guy FactsWhen a guy calls you,
he wants to be with you
When a guy is quiet,
He's listening to you...
When a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he's wrong
When a guy says, "I'm fine, " after a few
minutes,
he means it
When a guy stares at you,
he wishes you would care about him and
wonders if you do
When you're laying your head on a guy's
chest,
he has the world
When a guy calls you everyday,
he is in love
When a (good) guy tells you he loves you,
he means it
When a guy says he can't live without you,
he's with you till your done
When a guy says, "I miss you, "
he misses you more than you could have
ever missed him or anything else

I'm Lustful!Your Lust Quotient: 86%
Your lust is totally out of control. You definitely have let your animal instincts take over.
And while your unbridled desire is attractive to some, most people see you as a bit of a freak!
How Much Lust Do You Have?

"10 Husbands"Body: A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands.
On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin."
"What?" said the puzzled groom.
"How can that be if you've been married ten times?"
"Well, Husband #1 was a sales representative: he kept telling me how great it was going to be.
Husband #2 was in software services: he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me.
Husband #3 was from field services: he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up.
Husband #4 was in telemarketing: even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver.
Husband #5 was an engineer: he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method.
Husband #6 was from finance and administration: he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whet

Precious Love EternalPrecious Love Eternal
Across the great unknown
Perfect union, equal pair
Built on trust alone
Precious love eternal
Embrace the beauty of the sun
Blissful, peaceful, passions lure
Soul mates freely bound as one
Precious love eternal
My heart your hand does lead
To cherish every wonder
For all the future brings
Precious love eternal
Your eyes they move me still
Deep the light that shines within
Together dreams fulfilled
Precious love eternal
Our majick sure and sweet
A thousands lifetimes answered
Of all thats meant to be

Hanging By A ThreadHAve you ever felt as if you were on a path and all was well ? Then it all turned to shit? I guess you can say I fould shit.

PoemThe touch of your hand
The look upon your face
watching you glisten with sweat
as you take me with beauty and grace
Two halves entertwined now become a whole
Both reaching for the ecstasy that can only be felt deep in the soul
You look in my eyes as this miracle takes place
A single tear trickles down from each others face
No Words are needed to say how you each feel inside
For only in the two hearts beating as one can true love reside

My Baby GirlTO DAY I HAD TO PUT MY BEST FRIEND TO SLEEP THAT WAS SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DO EVER I MISS HER SO MUCH I KNOW SOME OF YOU MIGHT THINK IM NUTS FOR TALKING ABOUT MY DOG LIKE THIS BUT OH WELL THIS IS A POME I FOUND ABOUT THE LOSS OF A DOG
IF YOU'EV EVER KNOWN THE JOYFUL SOUND OF BARKS THAT FILL THE AIR-
A SLOPPY KISS, AFRIENDLY PAW,
A QUIET ADORING STARE
IF TOU'VE EVER HAD A SPECIAL FRIEND
TO SHARE A TEAR OR TWO
OR MAYBE JUST A WAGGING TAIL
TO LIFT YOU WHEN YOU'RE BLUE-
IF YOU'VE EVER FELT THE WRENCHING PAIN THAT ONLY DEATH CAN SEND'
THEN YOU HAVE LOST
NOT JUST A DOG-
YOU'EV TRULY LOST A FRIEND.
BUT GOD IS GOOD AND TREASURES LOVE
AND THERE AT HEAVENS GATE
A SLOPPY KISS A JOYFUL BARK
YOUR PRECIOUS FRIEND AWAITS.
I MISS YOU CHEWY LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH IM SOO HAPPY I GOT TO BE YOUR MOMMY FOR ALL MOST 9 YEARS

The VibratorTHE VIBRATOR
AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR,
SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN.
OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR.
SHOCKED, SHE ASKED:
"WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?"
THE DAUGHTER REPLIED:
"MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE."
THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR.
UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY
AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID:
"DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE."
A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, O

EverythingI'd give you everything I have
My heart, my soul, my mind
To always have you in my life
And walk with you through time
My love for you goes on and on
I see no end in sight
You're more than just a name to me
Through your eyes my path has light
The way I feel when we are talking
Ishard for me to explain
But this I know in my heart
I wanna feel your pain
I wanna know you're every move
And feel your heartbeat
To always have you close to me
Would make my life complete
You do to me like no one has
Your beauty I see it shine
The way you walk, the way you talk
I want to make you mine
Please read these words that I have wrote
And think about what I've said
And keep them safe in your heart
Your mind, and your soul

The First Ever Miss Cherrytap World Pagent!! (please Repost!!!)Hello all my friends and family here on CT.
I am going to host the first ever MISS CHERRYTAP WORLD PAGENT!!!
Once I get the details worked out and have it ready I will post a bulletin and blog to let everyone know.
This blog is to get everyone's input and ideas.
Contestants will need to submit 1 salute photo. It will be based on ratings not comments. The first to get 250 ratings of 10 will win a 30 day blast with 1 voter selected at random winning a 1 day blast.
Please let me know if you would be interested and what you think.
This is my way to show how much I appreciate everyone here on CT.
Thanks.

My Funny ValentineMy funny valentine
Sweet comic valentine
You make me smile with my heart
Your looks are laughable, unphotographable
Yet you're my favorite work of art
Is your figure less than greek
Is your mouth a little bit weak
When you open it to speak, are you smart
Don't, baby don't
Don't change you hair for me
Not if you care for me
Stay little valentine stay
Each day is valentine's
Each day is valentine's day
Stay little valentine stay, stay, stay
Each day is valentine's
Each day is valentine's day
Valentine's day
~ By Richard Rodgers and Lorenz Hart

Less Than 5000Yay! Less than 5000 left to go! I will return the favor for everyone who helps! Thank you so much for everyone who has been fighting to keep me up where I am!
♥ Click on my picture to vote! ♥
♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥

*the Rest Of The Secret *Please copy and paste the following and submit it EVERYWHERE YOU FEEL IT WILL HELP!
Thanks again to all my great supporters.
Blessings
DT
http://boards.oprah.com/WebX?13@160.NNF9cgyGaVF.323329@.f13d027/6
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Please go to www2.oprah.com/index.jhtml and find the message board for The Secret and post the following for me please!
Spread the word!
POST THIS PORTION ONLY FOR ME PLEASE and you may add your own feedback about my work and I. Once more thank you for your help. Remember Oprah' site is very busy and you should post at list once a day for a while for me to be noticed. Tell your trusted friends to do the same please.
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Have you see the movie, "The Secret"?
"Now Get The Rest Of The Secret" with Dr. Turi
"Man's creative power originate within the depth of his subconscious and it's mysterious relationship to the Uni

Ted KennedySenator Ted Kennedy was suspended from Harvard University for cheating.

LevelingTrying to make it to 100,000 points...please help...thanks love you all :)

Nothing..> Arghso went to court today. it was supposed to be custody, but thejudge was like.. um i can't award anything. so he sent it to the people who set up the trial. it was like this judge had no clue. course My ex AND HER LAWYER didnt show up either. we got out and my lawyer even said ' i don't know what that was about. and apologized for wasting our time. *sigh* we were all tryin to get this taken care of before her next surgery. even our last judge, wants this all taken care of before her surgery.. which we find out about on March 7th. so who knows what's going on. gonna drive me fucking nutty. i'm so ... just... FUCKN ARRRGHHHH..

How Dirty Minded Are U?Your Mind is NC-17 Rated
You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap.
If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

This Is Me, Snickering.Dear Cupcake,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Tuesday, February 13:
What's really going on? A certain relationship may need a little clarification, or perhaps it's time for true feelings to get some daylight. You can at least do your part with honesty and a sense of humor.

ConsumedA faceless enemy a formidable foe
Born in the shadows deep in the soul
A creature of desire destined to kill
Feeds on the blood of the innocent it spills
Cold and calculated it stalks it's prey
Grows stronger with rage with each passing day
Fueled by anger the beast lives within
Longing for escape the battle won't end
A glimmer of hope too little too late
Consumed by the love condemned by the hate

Too Long GoneWE ARE FOREVER BOUND
BY THIS FREAKISH LUST
THIS UMBILICAL CORD OF PAIN
AND GRIEF
WE CAN NOT TEAR OURSELVES APART
FOR WHEN WE TRY
IT IS BUT A FUTILE ATTEMPT
THE DARKNESS TRAVELS THE CORD
AND ENVELOPES US BOTH
FOREVER BOUND TO THE ONE WE HATE
WE CLAW AT EACH OTHER
FOREVER TO BE LIVING IN PAIN
WHAT ONCE WAS SWEET
HAS ROTTED OUT
THERE IS NO ESCAPE
AS I INHALE
YOU EXHALE
AS YOU SLEEP
I WAKE
AS YOU CRY
I LAUGH
AS YOU SCREAM
I AM AT PEACE
PEACE WITHIN YOUR PAIN
AS IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN

Where?how does the time fly
when you are alone
why does
time stand still
when you meet that
one who will
give you all
who is to say
i am
i been there
why go so deep
than to lose it all

NsfwSo ... this is not so much a blog as it is just a question for discussion:
Should guys post NSFW photos ... or not?
Personally ... I sooo don't care, seeing as how I'm never going to see them anyway ...
But it's a conversation I've had with a lot of women . Some think no ... some like to see something sexy (maybe "R" rated) ... and some like free porn. ;-)
Comments? (And no, I don't have any such thing posted. ;-) )

Sorry GuysMy profile is acting up and only works when it wants to so I am going to be deleting it for a while if you want to contact me look me up on myspace or hit up my aim or yahoo .com ok
http://www.myspace.com/luckyone100423 you can find me here on myspace and my yahoo and aim s/n is luckyone100423@ yahoo.com and luckyone1004232aim.com I hope to hear from yous thank you for all of your help and all of your comments it was fun thank you

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Oh Man The Other Day...........WAS FREAKING HILARIOUS!!!!!!! WELL TO ME, BUT NOT TO MY DAUGHTER. SHE'S STILL PISSED. BUT IT'S HER FAULT CUZ SHE'S THE ONE THAT BOUGHT ME THE FREAKING LAZER THINGY. WELL TECHNICALLY I PAID FOR IT, BUT I HAD NO IDEA THAT THEY HAD ONE IN THAT STORE. SHIT AND ONLY $1.99. SO SHE KNOWS I'VE BEEN WANTING ONE FOR AGES SO I COULD PLAY WITH MY BABIES (KITTIES).
SO ANYWAY, I'M IN THE BATHROOM, LOL, JUST KICKING IT AND I TURN THE LAZER THINGY ON SO I CAN CATCH THEIR ATTENTION RIGHT. LOL. SO ANYWAY I FLASH IT ON THE LIVING ROOM DOORWAY CURTAIN! LMFAO!!!!!!! AND THE NEXT THING I KNOW!!!!!!!! MY DAUGHTER IS GRABBING DALLAS AND RUNNING TO MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LMFAO!!!!!!!!!
ALL I HEAR IS OH SHIT!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON DALLAS!!!!!!!!!! AND SHE CHARGES INTO MY ROOM AND SAYS SOMEONE'S TRYING TO SHOOT US WITH ONE OF THOSE GUNS THAT HAS A RED BEAM THING ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Free Video and Image Hosting Graphics Funny Images Layout Graphics
SO I START LAUGHING MY ASS OFF AND I SAY NO BABE

Need Your Help FriendsOk i am in a comp well one of 3 others not starting for a few days but... if you have 2 mins please go and rate my pic in this competition rate and comment it plz
THANKYOUUUUUUU
Love n hugs
Tigsy
just clickon this pic below

Starting Today 2-23-07Starting today.. I will only be returning ratings & comments to those who have rated & commented to me. I will keep up daily with my ~see all~ to keep up with all of my friends & Family.I understand that folks have lives and cant be on much herethats understandable, But why ask someone to add u as a friendIf u cant even leave a comment when u stop by??Or just leave a comment?? to your friends who are always loyalto you??As of today, unfortunatly. because I cant sit here for 10+ hours every day sending comments out & ratings to everyone on my friends & family list (which I do) I will only be sending comments & rating those friends& Family who have been loyal to me and been there for me. If those of u who dont ever comment or rate me back.. Im sorry..you need to show me some love too.I will be keeping up watching my ~see all~ to see who is and is not my true friends from here.Then I will know for sure :)) My time here is valuable too, just like yours,I have a family too I cant spin my w

HidingTonight i must hide from my demons
I cant bear to be torn apart again
It has happened every night
Since the night you walked through
the door to my heart
You knew i wasnt free
Yet you whispered to me
Hearing your sweet words
Feeling your need
I tried to deny you my heart
But you wouldnt leave
Now i'm being torn apart
Can i really break his heart?
Never mind silly questions
I have to hide tonight

Bored Outta My Fuckin MindIt's so boring where I am. There's absolutley NOTHING to do here and nowhere interesting. The people here are all stuck up and or slutty with a few exceptions. Sorry...random everything sux rant.

AccentWhat American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.The West The South Boston North Central The Inland North Philadelphia The Northeast

I Have...i have big ears...if you need to talk...
i have broad shoulders...if you need one to cry on...
most of all...i have a big heart...if you need a friend...

FrustrationVisualize a young Sailor, 20 years old ... at sea on a US NAVY Destroyer ... during the Korean war ... looking at the ocean moving ... waiting for the ships guns to begin thundering again ... looking inside his head ... listening to the whispering of his Brain ... dreaming of a love that he wished were true ... of a love he was soon to meet ...
... dreaming is what I used to do when I was young ...
... dreaming/inventing is what I did in the middle years...
... dreaming/thinking is what I do as life ends for me ...
...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ......
ALL IN ALL, I GUESS YOU COULD CALL ME A 'DREAMER' ... SURE WORKS WELL FOR WRITING POETRY AND INVENTING ... BUT IT WAS AND IS A LONELY JOURNEY ...
HERE'S WHAT MY DREAMS LOOKED LIKE AT 20 YEARS OF AGE ...
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
FRUSTRATION
Strange I feel  poetic too,
All my thoughts belong to you.
Odd tonight, this lonely feeling,
Silently upon me stealing.
Weird, unreal, my mi

How I Am DiscribedKimmi --
[noun]:An erotic popsicle
'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

New Things Added...I put music, and new graphics on my page. Check it out and let me know what you think? Does it look ok everyone?
**mwahzzz**
Sunshine

Love Once ForgottenYou were my love once forgotten
Only now do i remember your face.
It swims in front of me,
Carefully haunting
Slowly Killing.
You haunt my days,
Terrorize my nights.
Why can't you just leave me alone?
I wish I could run away
To the brink of day
But you would find me.
There is but one way to escape
The grasp of your soul
Death.
But that is your path,
The coward's path.
I am not you,
I am no coward.
I tried to tell you,
To save you,
But you wouldn't listen.
That night,
The night of your death,
You said,"Je t'aime."
Then
You disappeared
Into darkness.
I ran to the edge,
But it was too late.
I watched you fall.
I watched you die.
I felt your soul embrace me
As it started it's journey
But then,
I felt nothing.
Saw nothing.
They say love
Is what you make it.
You made it hell for me.
But
When I was with you
There was no place else
I'd rather be.
You were the light
In my world
Of darkness.
But even the brightest of lights
Are plagued

Say HiTEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROL
A TEXAS AIR TRAFFIC CONTROL CONVERSATION:
Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on runway 9R."
Saudi Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R --Allah be Praised!!"
Dallas ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711--You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R."
Iran Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R.- -Allah is Great!!"
Pause: Static.............
Saudi Air: "DALLAS ATC ! DALLAS ATC !
Dallas ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?"
Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS !!! WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE !!!
INSTRUCTIONS PLEASE!!!
Dallas ATC: "Well bless your hearts. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah 'hey' for us -- ya hear?

I'm FreeeeeeeeeeeeeWoohooo today was my last day working for McDonald's!!!! Yesssssssssss!!!!!!! After almost 9 yrs I finaly get away. Now don't get me wrong i've had good days and bad days there. But I just can't live off of the hours or lack of hours at that store anymore. Which is why I got the job at N.E.W. 40 hrs a week, great pay, great benifits. Which also means I'll be leaving WaKeeney too and moving to Hays. That will probly be another month max before i do. But hell yea Monday I start the new job!! Woohoooooo. And in other news, My buds 3x7 seam to be getting a good buzz going around and I feel that all I've done in pushing their name and spreading the word about them is starting to work now. Which I hope cause these guys rock and deserve to be notice. Start looking for these guys playing in your home town soon cause this summer is going to be a busy one for 3x7. Now if you excuse me I got some beer to finish off from this weekend.
Listening to:
3x7- To Better Memorys (Demo)

* Consciousness * Rules Of Existance * Science & Spirituality * Cosmic Substance * Partika * Partiki * Particum * Partiki Phasing * Primal Order / Su* Consciousness * Rules of Existance * Science & Spirituality * Cosmic Substance * Partika * Partiki * Particum * Partiki Phasing * Primal Order / Substance *
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Consciousness
*********************************************************************************************
Consciousness is energy and all energy is conscious.
(See: Rules of Existence)
A popular misconception in the scientific arena is that consciousness is formed by the brain-function and thus ceases to exist at the death of the physical brain.
This misconception simply illustrates that contemporary science remains innocent to the knowledge of morphogenetic Fields (MF) and multi-dimensional reality structure.
This assumption creates a misinterpretation of available data through which manifest symptoms (the brain) are mistaken as the cause (consciousness).
(The Tangible Structure of the Soul - Page 8)

New Accountcreated this account for bombing but no good if I can't level up like yesterday.Rate/fan and send friend requests fast
BOZO-DA-DRUNKEN-CLOWN@ CherryTAP

Is Time On My Side... Can Roses Be A Blessing?Ten Roses of Blessings!!!!!!!
I'm Sending You Ten Roses
Each rose carries a different Blessing for you:
This Rose is for Friendship
This Rose is for Love
This Rose is for Money
This Rose is for Happiness
This Rose is for Popularity
This Rose is for Knowledge
This Rose is for Sweetness
This Rose is for Family
This Rose is for Honesty
This Rose is for Long Life
Send this to as many friends as you possibly can (including me)
and if you get it back, you truly will know who your friends are

Please Read!!!!Hey if anyone here is either in law enforcement or knows someone who is I am having a big problem and was wondering if you could answer my question. Thanks

Come Back To MeCome Back To Me
by Shirley
I suddenly feel so sad and alone
You've carved your name in my heart
We've just said hello and goodbye again
I can feel the teardrops start
You're gone - not forever - but gone just the same
All those long lonely miles away
Can't wait 'til you come back to me
Forever and ever to stay

PoemWet
Wetness does not always pertain to water
in an ocean, river or lake
Sometimes it refers to how I feel
when I remember your embrace.
I only have to think of you
to remember me in your arms;
my legs quivering, my mouth moaning
I have fallen captive to your charms.
I long to feel your body on mine
to know the taste of satisfied love;
to lie quietly in your arms
like a hand to a glove.
You are the sweetheart of my life
you are my one sure bet;
You never have to wonder babe....
you can always make me wet.

Very BusyI hope I'll be online again soon for a longer time. My week didnt went well.
-Had to move my mom to another home, because her other house was to big.
-My car refused to be my friend. They had to pic me from the road and I had to buy another car.
-Im fulltime back to work and its very busy with the patients.
So just an update and I hope to see you soon online again!
With love from Lolita *kisses*

6 Reasons To Drink Green TeaThe steady stream of good news about green tea is getting so hard to ignore that even java junkies are beginning to sip mugs of the deceptively delicate brew. You'd think the daily dose of disease-fighting, inflammation-squelching antioxidants - long linked with heart protection - would be enough incentive, but wait, there's more! Lots more.
CUT YOUR CANCER RISK
Several polyphenols - the potent antioxidants green tea's famous for - seem to help keep cancer cells from gaining a foothold in the body, by discouraging their growth and then squelching the creation of new blood vessels that tumors need to thrive. Study after study has found that people who regularly drink green tea reduce their risk of breast, stomach, esophagus, colon, and/or prostate cancer.
SOOTHE YOUR SKIN
Got a cut, scrape, or bite, and a little leftover green tea? Soak a cotton pad in it. The tea is a natural antiseptic that relieves itching and swelling. Try it on inflamed breakouts and blemishes, sunburns

Trying This Again!Ok so seeing how my incredible idea of having a kids musical contest was a flop and a dude is trying to steal my idea. I am going to hold a baby contest! This is very simple folks, I know yous can handle it!
I know alot of you have a baby and have pics up of them so send them my way and lets get them noticed!
Obviously there is no way of knowing for sure how old the baby actually is today so I am allowing ANY baby pics of a child NO OLDER THAN TWO YEARS OLD! Which means the child could be an adult now but if they have a pic of age 2 or under, enter them!
The prizes are the same as the last contest that didnt happen
Grand Prize - 3 day blast thanks to Razz O.T.S.
First Place Girl - very nice big pimpin gift
First Place Boy  very nice big pimpin gift
Please note : The grand prize winner will not win the first place too. The first place will be rewarded to the next runner up boy or girl whatever the case may be.
Pics are to be in by Friday April 13th at 4:00pm est

Coffee Machine1. CLICK ON THE LINK (COFFEE MACHINE BELOW)
2. PUT THE COIN IN THE VENDING MACHINE
3. CHOOSE YOUR DRINK
4. CLICK ON THE CUP WHEN IT IS READY
5 CLICK ON "APRI"
ENJOY!
Don't forget to click on "APRI" in the last box !!!
COFFEE MACHINE
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I Will Like To Know How Many Boricuas Are Represnting Here In Cherry Taps.¡Que Pasa Boricua! Get more at BorikuaSpace.com
I just will like to know how many of beautiful Boricuas are here on Cherry Tap showing mad love for the Island of Puerto Rico. We need to stick together and represent our homeland even thought we are far away from it. That is our homeland and will be part of our hearts until we are 6 feet under.

../You Are 94% Evil
You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you!
How Evil Are You?

Lifei am startin 2 fuckin hate life ppl keep pushin me and not fuckin talk 2 me it is really pissin me off i swear i hate life but oh well no 1 care

The FunkI'm in a somewhat depressed funk about the loss of my iPod... basically I plugged it into a USB slot on my computer which decided to fry the iPod.. ouch..
This state of affairs, for me, is sorta like the end of the world. Basically my life is built around podcasting and podcasts.. social media.. with this stuff I've come to... well I've educated myself.. I've gotten to the bleeding edge.. which does a hell of a lot to... well its my competative edge, basically...
so now I loose that edge. I was trying to start a business... around this stuff.. and now I have to leave that project to find work to reinvest in gear.. like the iPod.. because I simply can't keep going without it.. I need it to be wired in.. and I need it to promote my work...
all is lost, all is lost.
This doesn't quite hit the right emotional timber but, its about as close as I can can find:
Not to be overly dramatic or.. to over play feeling sorry for myself, or something like that.. but maybe

RavnosRavnos
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
The Ravnos are a fictional clan of vampires, from White Wolf Game Studio's Vampire: The Masquerade books and role-playing games. Unlike most vampires, the Ravnos are associated with neither the Camarilla nor the Sabbat; much of the Ravnos symbolism is Middle Eastern and Asian, and the organization is centered in India. In Europe, these vampires are associated with Gypsies. Their symbol is a pointed cross. Even when compared to other vampires, Ravnos are not seen as being especially honorable; they are often seen as compulsive gamblers, thieves, liars, and criminals in general. This is because of the Ravnos' unique curse, that their beast is especially clever and cajoling. Rather than the usual feral desires for violence and gorging on blood, the Ravnos beast tempts its host with crimes and infractions against society. In this way, the Ravnos beast is more similar to the classical "devil on the shoulder" than the usual Cainite version (wh

CallingCalling
When night is calling
could you resist?
Resist the power
that is calling?
Say no
to what your soul is waiting for?
Refuse
although your heart seems to break?
Ignore the feeling
that darkness brings?
Stop refusing!
Answer the call!
Go out in the night!
Maybe you´ll become
what you wish for.
Vampires are waiting...
AUTHOR UNKNOWN

How Does One Choose?Well, here I am again, belonging yet not belonging to the world I live in. Trying to figure out what it is that I'm supposed to be doing, ideas and possibilities whirring through my mind, yet no single thing stands out prominantly among them. Growing up, I was told you are born and have a path, a destiny of sorts, a purpose...I have yet to find mine. It seems that path not only twists and turns, but one can actually fall by the wayside, never making it back...which would make that particular life rather pointless in my view...I just can't believe things are that cut and dried.
I now understand why The Ancestors held trees in such high regard and how they likened them to one's life...you have roots...scattered but ending up in one place...your life....you live during your formative years growing strong, building to adulthood...in that beginning adulthood you have many choices...what you can or should do with your life....call those limbs...there are usually several on any tree. Ba

Locked For A ReasonI have added pics and made a new album, they are locked for a reason, they are graphic and of a VERY adult nature, You will need to ask to see them.
Buck

Grave DiggerThe silence becomes a tomb
my fists pound on the wood
and my tears soak the padding
I just want to escape
run away from the pain
but you're still there
smirking down at me
you tell me
the things I do
I do for you
I wince when you walk near
I fall asleep at night
dreaming of a better day
like a reel from an old time
movie
I see my life progress
from happy frilly dresses
to Depression and anger
one day you'll know my pain
one day I'll make sure
you understand
I can feel the pressure
the dirt falls down
I know the air is limited
I'll save my strength
Because I can dig a grave
no one will ever find.

Yesstill pissed but anyways...
Summary of the weekend:
i did almost nothing, i was rebuilding computers and only that.
bought a new super microwave (yes, i felt lost the last week without one lol)
went to the optic shop to choose my new glasses, and got a nerdy ones and will be ready for tuesday or wednesday
got a new hyper mini mouse that i'll take a pic and show later lol it's so cool!
new hdd for my computer that ended up to be a ram problem (don't ask, but i can tell you more than one would feel lost with what happened to me)
the other computer has an amd sempron with an asrock motherboard
got pissed but well, i am not feeling like talking about it still
have fun and tell me if you're compatible with me:
CLICK HERE (yes, i'm gemini)

I'm Beginning To Wonder Why I'm HereThere's way too much stuff going on, between the shoutbox, the bartab, posting blogs & mumms it can be a little overwhelming. I used to like it here but having been recently attacked by some people for no apparent reason, I wonder if I should even bother to log in these days. . I keep trying cause I like the idea of mumms but it seems like they have grown used to the practice there of picking on newbies and judging people rather than giving them a chance. They say I need to grow a thicker skin. I say, I don't want to be a crocodile, my skin is thick enough, thank you.

If YouIf you
If you would look at me the way I look at you
If you could feel this love I hold for you.
If you would hold me the way I wish I could hold you
Then you would see this love I have inside waiting for you.
So, can you please just hold me once
So you can see I'm the one
Then I could share this love that's so nice
with the person I love the most.

Along A Dark ShoreA walk on the beach, sounds of waves caressing the shore,
The one I long for, too far away to enjoy this with me.
The smell of the salt air floating on the breeze,
900 miles away she is, missing her at times like this.
Watching couples walk along the sand hand in hand,
Reaching out but her hand is not there.
Enviously I look at them, alone here on the dark shore,
Listening to the soft murmuring of their voices blending with the night.
One I care for very deeply is so far away right now,
One day she will take this walk with me, Along a Dark Shore.
By INXS421 04/29/07

A Lingering GazeI was up at work today and one of my co workers got on the the topic of love lifes cuase we were bored she askes me about mine and how it has always been. so i tell her " oh up untill about a month ago it has been like this girl meets boy, girl sleeps with boy, finds out boy is an asshole sleeps with boy a few times keeps boy on a list of who to call if bored. yall know the deal and after a few months or years take boy off list. never ending cycle untill now.
I tell her i have met someone and have been unofficail seeing that someone for about a month or so than we became officil on the 22nd and my list has been tost out the window cuase im happy with this one. so than she asked me how I and my ol'man as he likes to be called met so i thought back to that day when i had run away to my safe haven (one of my freinds houses he knows who he is) because i just needed to get away from my life for a bit everything was crashing around me. so i was sitting at his computer messing aroun

My Baby!!As I write this I am aware
of Feelings Deep of How Much I care
You grow inside me little heart beating strong
though I had my doubts I now know it's not wrong
You weren't planned but now I know
how much you are wanted as each day you grow
I pray for your health I ask God each day
to let you be healthy in every way
You aren't an accident you're not a mistake
you're the best of surprises two people could have!

Hi I Am NatashaI AM DOING WE CAM SHOWS RIGHT NOW.. WHO WANTS TO WATCH.. YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO.. NO LIMITS....
LOVE
NATASHA

LifeWell as most of you have already guess i have had a name change recently but i want to get this off my chest first off i am still with brian. Second off i am and will always be lady phoenix....
Brian and i are doin well and to my knowledge we are both happy, so for all you little girls up on brian you gotta go threw me first.
BRIAN DEL AND RAVEN ALWAYS AND FOREVER ... a family sticks together.... mother father and child

In Memory Of RyanI display this candle in memory of my son, Ryan Wayne, who passed away 3 years ago today from Cancer. I also display it for every other mother who has lost a child.
I will continue to display this candle up until May 28th, which is Ryan's birthday. He would have been 21 this year.
I miss him so very much.
I love you Kiddo!

Listen For OnceWhy don't you sit down, shut and listen?
It's my turn to talk now.
Your words mean nothing to me
Now it's the start of my mission.
Your a brat, a condescending prick.
There is no hope for you, unless you change.
You must learn to respect those around you.
Or up your arse you'll find a large stick.
You sit and whine, moan and groan,
Wondering why people never like you.
Wondering why the world is so mean
Why you'll always be alone.
Because you don't care about the hearts around you.
Give no thought for emotions of others.
Degrade that which you don't understand.
Here's hoping one day you get a clue.

Be A Friend Or A Good FanI want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. I am almost to the next level, please help so I might post more pictures.Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon.
Pete

1stJust wanted 2 say dat it is all good 2 be down with the CherryTAP and dat I got 2 words for myspace......SUCK IT!

Doing NothingIt's Wednesday I'm being kinda lazy today just sitting around doing laundry. "what fun" Twister left out for a job this morning so I'm getting cloths cleaned. Other then that just taking it easy today. I need it been over stressed the past few days. I have my 6yr old Tate with me and the dogs to keep me company. I like this site its fun and theres always something to do.

Motherly FigureShe suffers pain
With few to talk to
Deals with the many impediments of life
Her friends
Her family
Her kids
Her marriage
Her work
She handles it as her duty
Rarely having a break
She remains strong
Carrying her tasks
As if nothing else matters
She allows nothing to divert her path
Weve all met her sometime in our life
But we never realize it till we lose her

Habitual SkinsIt's sad because if I wrote something beautiful an hour before no one will ever know. They'll wind up here. Dressed in the wind like orphans at the ocean's edge. Never knowing all that came before the force of the anchor in high tide. The boat cauterized to its moorings. Doomed to miss the hurricane. To watch the storm from a distance.
It's love because I say it is. Very much hating to use that word in anything I expect will be read. It is so because there are songs I can no longer tolerate alone. It is so because the world has forgotten, but I still dream it. And wake up with the hook in my throat. The hurricane in my skin.
Deaf to the future. Mute to the past. All I could do was draw them. As hopeless as any artist must be. Naming every stroke. Imaginigng the lightning could hear. Would listen to its own roar.
Wondering how I ever loved anyone.
Or if I ever would again.
The sky pretending to fall. To convince us we were getting closer.

VegetableThere was a car accident.. and in the car was a man and his friend named Asparagus..they were taken to the hospital.. the doctor comes in and tells the asparagus, "I have good news and some bad news" and he continues to say.."The good news is your friend just died and the bad news is that if he had lived.. you'd be a vegetable for the rest of your life"

Don't UnderstandI wasn't on cherry tap for almost 6 months and all the sudden someone has to start shit on here and GOD FORBID Im sticking up for my sister..So everyone wants to start all this shit on here like the mumms especially. I haven't really ever written a mumm until someone else does and doesn't put THE WHOLE TRUTH in it. I go on here and state the facts of which they should be made. You know I have been getting a lot of headaches from this person and yes I should probably just stop this and delete my account but im not like that. Im not a quiter and I will fight and stick behind my sister 100% until all this shit dies. Yes everyone is talking her and all the BS but really who is suffering from all of this?? THE KIDS!!! So they don't want to talk on the phone sometimes...OMG who cares. They are kids the last thing sometimes they want to do is talk on the phone. You can't hold it against them.
Yes you have a new wife and stepkids with her thats great..congrats to that but guess what you ha

What Sex Partner Do You Want?You scored as Tease, You want a Tease, someone you will just play with you and mess around. You probably love foreplay and playing hard to get. It just makes it all that much more fun. A Tease can be a lot of fun but sometimes you can tease too much.
Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Tease100% Fantasizer94% Passionate88% Easy Going88% Dominator88% Seductive81% Loving63% Begging56% Reserved56% Slave50% Slutty

Low DownThe reflection being presented is an analysis on the nature of human control. It is presented in the prose form to emphasize on the personal view and aspect of control focusing on the how its wrong for masses of society than good. It also explores how industry and government use control to fuel insecurity and distrust and in the long term were more the worse.
A Man once talked about the sad sad truth and the dirty low down. He said that somebody had a "jones" for this and a "jones" for that, that this running with the jones boy he sure knows where its at. It sounds kinda simple, buts whats in a word? Whats in a line? Finally, what do you the individual understand and learn from it?
To me "the sad sad truth" is that people always want to be right. Whether they're right or wrong, being right seems to be the way to go. Take for instance this past Saturday my parents had an argument about the Soxs and Cubs. My mom's a cubs fan while my dad and I are fans of the Soxs, he calle

Why BotherI am so tired of making friends and letting people into my private pics and then they seem to vanish. I really don't know why this happens but it is getting so old. Or when you have friends but you never hear from or see them. I guess cherry tap is alot like mysapce , who can get the most friends. I try so hard to keep friends and comments them and stay in touch but dont get the same in return. Well that is my vent for today, and if you are my true friend dont take it persoally! JUST VENTING!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks Yallthanks to everyone who has rated me and shouted at me. you sure know how to make a girl feel welcome. keep em comin`

Daily Horoscope June 6"Let yourself feel whatever it is you need to feel. Putting off emotions or trying to make them go away could make them pop up in surprising and perhaps unwelcome ways later on. Deal with this right now."
Hah! If that isn't the story of my life...

Fake Cherrytappers!I thought that everyone who is on here is honest and real. But I am finding out that people make fake profiles as well as post pics that aren't them! What is up with that? All of my pics are me...unless for some reason I say in the comment section that they aren't. People be real and true to yourselves! Post pics of yourself!

Be Thankful For What You Have And Believe!!!Times of troubles
Are like dark gray clouds in the sky...
They suddenly come,
But nobody ever knows why.
Then we have God,
Who is our true Eternal Light.
Who shines for us...
Yes, even through the darkest night.
There's also friends,
Who are the flowers in your heart.
They surround you
With support so you don't fall apart.
Just think of this...
In your life, you have many things!
Just be thankful
To all of whatever God brings!
(own poem)

Vote For Them PleaseOK TO ALL MY FRIENDS...PLEASE GO COMMENT THIS PIC??? ITS MY SON CAMERON AND HIS DADDY JOSH...WHOM IS CURRENTLY SERVING OVERSEAS!!! I ENTERED IT IN THE SEXIEST SOLDIER CONTEST!!! SO PLEASE BOMB IT FOR ME...YOU ALL ROCK!!!
AGAIN TO ANYONE WHO HELPS ME OUT....THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!~LOTS~OF~LUV~

Thank You, Aylah Dear!I have been gifted with a one day Cherry Blast, my very first Blast, by Sadistic Light! She is a dear friend, Mistress of AnArchy Skull, and a past life companion of mine, as well.
Thank you so very much, Hon! Surprises are such wonderful things, lol!!

StrengthYou scored as VIII - Strength, Strength is not just physical strength, it also means emotional and spiritual strength. It is the Strength to do what you know is right in the face of opposition. Strength to defy convention and authority. Stength does not have to be used directly. It can be inner strength that supports one in the face of attacks on what they hold dear. The person of Strength remains true to their beliefs. In a Tarot reading, this card can indicate overcoming of obstacles and refusal to be beaten down. If badly aspected this card can indicate loss of faith, failure of Will.VIII - Strength63% XI: Justice56% XV: The Devil56% XIII: Death56% I - Magician56% XIX: The Sun50% XVI: The Tower50% 0 - The Fool44% II - The High Priestess44% X - Wheel of Fortune

Nasty PoemLemons are sour
Open your legs and give me an hour
Kissing Is A Habit
Fucking Is A Game
Guys Get All The Pleasure
Girls Get All The Pain
10 Minutes Of Pleasure
9 Months Of Pain
3 Days In The Hospital
A Baby Without A Name
The Baby Is A Bastard
The Mother Is A Whore
This Woulda Never Happened If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!
Sex is like math
You subtract the clothes
Add the bed
Divide the legs
And Pray to god
You don't multiply
Roses are red
Grass is green
Open your legs
And I'll fill you with cream
Hickory dickory dock
This bitch was suckin my cock
The clock struck two
I dumped my goo
And dumped her to the end of the block
Sex is good
Sex is fine
Doggy Style and 69
Just for fun
Or gettin paid
Everyone likes gettin laid
Sex is evil
Sex is a sin
Sins are forgiven
So stick it in!!!
you opened it so you are cursed for 5 yrs. you need to read it ENTIRELY!!
roses are nice
violets are fine.
i'll be the six
if you be the nine.
eat me
bea

Fathers DayTo my husband, on this day of great importants... you have worked hard your whole life and now you have four beautiful kids to prove you are the best father around, may you always remeber how much they love you and need you even in bad times or good times.

LameI have accomplished many things today. Unfortunately I was unable to do a few of the things I'd planned on doing to occupy my time, so now I am sitting here completely bored.
The problem at this moment is that many of the things I could do to amuse myself all have mild inconveniences preventing me from doing them. I need batteries, blah, blah.
I have nothing to worry about, except what to do with my time for the next couple hours. There are a few fun things I want to do, but not without my girlfriend.
Ms. Annie Cruz is out having kinky sex with another woman in San Francisco right now, so I don't have her here to play with. Overall I am just overcome with boredom, and so I found myself in front of the computer, and now I give up.
Times like this really make me want to start smoking cigarettes again.
I will definitely stop writing this blog now, and go do something that has a purpose.

Butterfly KissesButterfly kisses
Butterfly kisses, blown your way
carried on the breeze, to brighten your day
Smiles from my heart, sent to seek yours
may your day be bright, and your sprirts soar
laughter from my lips, sent through the line
to tickle your ears, and say your mine
Wishes of cheer, to make you make you happy
And poems that sound, oh so sappy
Desires of my heart, that you were near
to hold me close, and my lips you'd seer
Nikki L.

Fuck FairnessIf it were possible for me to be anymore frustrated and repulsed by my current physical situation, that would truly be amazing. I sound like an old man talkin' about "What was and what should have been". I have been shot, cut, kicked, beaten with sticks, bats, a CAR, and healed just fine, infact, except for my thumb, and my nose nothing was broken real bad. Now, on the flip side, I could tear some shit UP!!!! First day, Senior Year, some little skuz gets in my face tellin me that I am his new "dog". Maybe someone aught've taught that little freak shit fuck a lesson in hierarchy. I was not king of the class, but our little tribe did quite well. Now flash forward 11-12 years. In the last several weeks, I have been burned, cut several times, and I think I broke my foot. All of my previous woundings amounted to alotta JACK SHIT. Now, I have been dealt the true to god dead mans hand. Now every injury heals so slow it's painful. One perfect meal (i.e., rare T-bone steak, real homemade au gra

What Love Is To Me...People on CT are always asking... is it love at first sight? In my eyes, love has to be earned. It is not love at first sight, although it might be lust. Love grows with time. I asked a friend once, what is love? They said something that has stuck with me since. They said love is trust, someone that is honest with you, can make you laugh and back you up. It was the back you up part, that got to me. I was in a 20 year relationship and I have never had that. The trust in a person, that they would truly back me up. I want that. I want to trust someone with all my heart.
I also feel that love is accepting that person for who they are, goofiness and all. And actually enjoy them for it. And the willingness to communicate. Am I asking to much? Not in my eyes.

Darkness To LightTn the darkest hour of night
When the cold heart grows
Love comes to life in the black soul
Takeing over the heart
Showing the way to life again
Holding on to the forsaken soul
Makeing the forsaken angel love one more time
Giving to the light and warmth
Takeing the love and care
Truning a cold heart to life again
Hopeing one day his true love comes
Given to him the love in her heart
holding him in the warmth os her arms and heart
Takeing the love he has inside his heart for her
Giveing his love back to him
Makeing his soul one

Too FunnyWHY COUPLES DONT HAVE SEX.....OMG SO FUNNY
Dear Wife,
During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times.
I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days.
The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often:
54 times the sheets were clean
17 times it was too late
49 times you were too tired
20 times it was too hot
15 times you pretended to be sleep
22 times you had a headache
17 times you were afraid of waking the baby
16 times you said you were too sore
12 times it was the wrong time of the month
19 times you had to get up early
9 times you said weren't in the mood
7 times you were sunburned
6 times you were watching the late show
5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo
3 times you said the neighbors would hear us
9 times you said your mother would hear us
Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because:
6 times you just laid there
8 times you reminded

I Am This GirlI'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you...
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant...
I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care...
I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you...
I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...
I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me...
I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you..
I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss..
I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything..
I'm the girl

Hazel EyesBlack Eyes
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days.
Blue Eyes
People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if yo

Update On My LufeJust to let you all know today I got to court to let the judge know I still cannot find my ex wife. I needed to try and serve her the paperwork regarding me putting in for full custody of our children. All I know is she is still up in Fresno somewhere, she won't tell me where she is because she thinks I would turn her into the Army (which I would). She hasn't clled me in over 2 weeks now. So I am hoping the judge will just grant me what I have asked for.
Here's some other news in my life right now...I am single again, I still have no clue what happened. Everything was going pretty good with the girl I was seeing. Last Monday she told me how happy she was to be with me and we started talking more serious. Tuesday we went out to dinner and to the bar and had a great time. We even planned a little trip for August or September. We did seperate things for the 4th because we each already had plans with family that day. Thursayd morning she gets kinda wierd on me in the morning telling me ma

Simple Rules Of LifeSimple Rules of Life
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead.
Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow.
Do not walk beside me either.
Just pretty much leave me the hell alone.
2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire.
3. It is always darkest before dawn.
So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.
4. Don't be irreplaceable.
If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted.
5. Always remember that you're unique.
Just like everyone else.
6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.
7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.
8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes.
That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes.
9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you.
10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day.
Teach him how to fish, and he

Romantic ThoughtsROMANTIC THOUGHTS
Romantic thoughts I always have of you
Only your handsome image will ever do
Manly are you and so loving and sensitive
Always a sweetheart with many smiles to give
No other lover could ever take your place
Tonight like all others my dreams see your face
I can feel your hot breath, your fiery embrace
Caressing my mind, my body, my face
Tender soft lips feather kisses all over me
Heat and hot passion flows all through me
Oh my sweet lover, my thoughts are upon you
Undying passion and a love oh so true
Gone are you now, with mornings awakening
Heart is still on fire from sweet love making
Tomorrow night again romantic thoughts singing
Send me your love again while I am dreaming

The Husband StoreA store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch. ... You may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband.
On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord.
The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids.
The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.
She goes to the fourth floor and sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love the Lord

Arizona Dust Stormhad a good dust storm last night. so all my buds in Iraq... how's this hold up to the shit there?
check out the video on this link.
http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=49750&cl=3370735&ch=68276&src=news

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Forward this on and back. Thanks!
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And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
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If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
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A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
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If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
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But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
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Hung Over!!!I went out last night to hear my brothers band play!! Well needless tosay i drank way more than I should have!!! what is the best cure for a hangover!!! This is why my status shows as half assed here!!

Listen...Why don't you listen
Why don't you hear
Is it because you're afraid
Is it out of fear
Your lack of truly listening doesn't make sense
Are you really that dense?
You seem to only try to listen when things are a real mess
And to be quite honest, you don't do that with much success
The only time you truly listen is when you are just being nosy
You pretend all your relationships are just nice and rosy
You like to stick your nose where it doesn't belong
And you always think you do no wrong
Do you just not care what others have to say
Or is it because you always want your way
We all want to be heard
Don't you get it - it is absurd
You don't want to look at what's really inside
Because you're afraid and you just want to deny
Denying the truth and the way things really are
Is not going to make it any less bizarre.
Others get sick of just listening to you
We all have better things to do
You need to stop all that talk
Or everyone will eventually tell you "take a

Moving On.....This blog is well over due..........But I am amazed at the time it has taken me to finally move on although i still think of him every day in one way or another...somehow it is just different...........I am Happy and I am satisfied with me for once........and IT"S BEEN A WHILE!!!!........My heart no longer aches and I am so ok with it......With my babies and my music and special friends and family, it has been alot easier...........He will always be a part of my life in some way.........and Kaleb will always be like my child.........and always the girls brother.....(The kids have planned all visitation...lol).......My heart has gone in a different direction..........and I always seem to fall back on what my sister in law said to me "Sometimes things fall apart, so things can fall into place" they r finally in place........... Goodbye my lover.....Goodbye my Friend...................
This is my blog............

Where I StandHere I stand,
Until the time
Was it a crime to see what cannot be touched
Hear voices speak words that can't be undone
Was it my fault I was invincible
To the naked eye, I am invisible
I cannot be seen
Because no one wants to see me
I am different
Different from the rest of them
So they ignore me
But I don't ignore them
No one is friendly
Why were they so blind
Because I am not them
I am only mine
I am different
But I can see
But they can't see me
I watch them fall
Divided they fall
Together they die
But here I stand
Until the end of time
Was it a crime that I was unique
Original to the human mind
I was invisible to there standards
Invisible to their lies
But as they kneel to beg
I watch them beg
But here I stand until the end of time
Was it a crime for me to live my life
A crime for wanting to survive
No one would answer
So I will wait until the end of time

I'm InfjStats
Rarest personality type; estimated 2% of population.
Characteristics
private
sensitive
quiet leaders
great depth of personality - intricately and deeply woven, mysterious, and highly complex, sometimes puzzling even themselves
introverted
abstract in communicating
live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities - part of an unusually rich inner life
abstract in communicating
artistic (and natural affinity for art), creative, and easily inspired
very independent
orderly view towards the world but within themself arranged in a chaotic, complex way only they could understand
Towards the self
INFJs value their integrity a great deal. They are generally "doers" as well as great dreamers. They have high expectations of themselves and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. They do this through total trust of their intuition. They believe in constant growth and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. INFJs are

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