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I am sorry. I am so sorry. I’ve done plenty of things wrong and I apologized often, but I never meant it as much as I do now. Which is odd because I didn’t do anything wrong. Sometimes people don’t have to do things wrong to apologize, you know? Sometimes it’s a sign of empathy. Like…

I have been living in Ireland for the last 6 months and in the next day or so I find out whether I get a Green Card, which basically means I would be able to work and live in the United States permanently. It’s currently the last (and best) option I have to move back. This decision whether I can…

I haven’t written anything in the last couple of days. Guess I failed that challenge. Again. I shrug my shoulders and don’t care. The days I cared about meticulously doing what I said I was going to do are long gone. I promised myself that I would go to bed at 12 o’clock each day. “Create routines”. Fuck that. When…

Hello world, it’s my brain speaking. I have not sat down for a while to write another blogpost. Should I apologize for that? I don’t think so. I have a million and thirteen pieces (Yes, I’ve I counted them!) sitting in my drafts, that I never published and I probably never will. Usually because “not good enough”. It’s a funny…

Airplane mode. I’m waiting at the beginning of the runway to take off to Dublin. My mind wanders off to the day before. A discussion with 2 different opinions. While I lay out my arguments, I realize I show this stranger more of myself than I would like to. He asks me what I’m looking for. I’m quick to tell…

I don’t believe in official holidays. They are invented by Hallmark to sell more post cards. However I do believe in celebrations. Celebrating life changes. Like moving into a new place. Getting a dog. Graduating. And today is a day to celebrate. But before going into that, I like to talk a little about about my family. In particular my mum,…