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»Communication implies a dialogue between 2 or more parties«
»Well, I usually talk only to myself«
»That’s not communication, that’s just … talking to yourself«
»Even if I don’t always know what I’m going to say?«
»Depends on if you contradict what you have already, knowingly, said to yourself or if adds something to it«
»How would I know? I usually don’t listen. I’m full of crabs«
»Crap. You mean: crap?«
»Do I?«
»Yes, otherwise you’d be full of shellfish«
»Perhaps I am, perhaps I am not …» I try to refit an orange into its peel that I managed to get of in one long spiral, but K. has already eaten it. Makes it a bit more difficult.

riding the arrow of time
also includes
a spider’s empty skeleton

»By the way, it’s no use saying the : – I cannot hear it, you know«
»No, I don’t«
»Don’t what?«
»Know you can’t hear a : «
»It’s right where my tinnitus is«
»Oh, I see«
»See what?«

moth pag.:
put a flag in your belly-button and declare yourself as The Moon

ind. et al:
you decide to start a diary once you’ve establish what’s up and what’s down on a ball

Mooday:
you want a wall to bounce the right and left side of the ball against

St. Peter’s Hair:
you use the wall for sex and the following tenderness is a box of wasps

Star N:
some peas are just peas

uncl. ext.:
Big Brother first sprouted in a dog named Frederick. After that you never trusted dogs or BB’s again

poll.45:
rain and boredom might be interconnected, you say to your feet and a sleeping fly (do flies sleep? examine)

invld. blv. (w/o dogs):
born

flp. bkk.:
your diary is written by and unkown other. You have no idea of what you were doing and when, but somebody has! (counter spell: move shoelaces from the right shoes to the left and vice-versa)

stir top:
thunder pixelates actors and politicians alike. E.g. no essential difference. Cities behave the same way. No difference between humans and their cities?

Sup. plus Ag.:
a boulevard without tree – is it a boule or a vard? (counter reality)

hnd. dext.:
Os Pontem for well-read blood plates and daymares (1:10)

strr. ext. 455:
learn a third language and drown

brv. ut.:
a shivering in the reeds where there are no reed

Mhz non eq.:
your ego falls out of your head and you throw it away with the cat litter (if you have a cat; if not it’s good fish fodder)

You know it’s taking a sinister turn when Lana Del Rey pops up and sings Video Games and you have to get out of that tunnel of thick carpets leading down into a city that far beyond any star’s light is drowning in its own garbage and twisted image of itself and you find the Wormhole app on your phone and tap the option called “Just hurl me through the next one” and you end up in a pink nevereverland where no one sees each other but is swooning over candy-floss flamingos and honey fountains, licorice herons perpetually replicating their mirrored images and a wine gum sun bouncing up and and down on a giant’s bald head, a giant who from time to time will snatch a swoonie and eat him or her, when you check out her videos and see that she (LDR) too is a victim of the overall Hollywoodian faux beauty industry her features changing with botox and nips and tucks and you say to yourself: ‘well, she just wanna be loved too, or make money’ …

and the weather comes the weather is heralded as the four riders and you should be cautious of the weather be a little or a lot afraid of the weather but it won’t stop its coming in all it’s elementary power and doesn’t care if you get wet close your windows and doors be afraid it’s the weather and you cannot reason with it it will do what it does regardless of what you think is acceptable the weather is deaf dumb and blind like an illness not even a wall will keep it away and when the weather roars it roars don’t look into its eyes it will hypnotise you and take you away or make you into weather to wind to clouds and rain thunder and lightning and flood be careful the weather comes they say and it’s bigger than you and you cannot do anything when it comes the weather and the air is thick the air is here there everywhere and it gets inside even when the windows and doors are closed and you got to be careful aware scared of the weather because the weather can do things you may not like or fill your cellar shoot off the covers of the sewers the heavy covers heavier than a man can lift in one go without tools it’s beyond control and that’s the worst you can’t do anything about its coming and causing mayhem or sunburns even the rain is too much at times it can take your house away or your family and your car and it’s worse than that not even Noah was afraid enough but he built a boat you cannot build a boat the weather won’t allow you or the forest won’t let you take the timber needed for one and if the rain doesn’t come as they said it would your boat would be stuck on dry land and you can’t get the animals but the weather is coming no matter what you do and you have to be afraid and cautious and lock yourself away if it’s not the weather it’s something far more worse like when God took away all the first born in Egypt in the dead of night and you cannot mark your house so the weather will pass you by and it’s not a matter of sin or virtue the weather is a beast and it’s coming and you can nothing and it roars and it howls and it falls and it rushes and shakes things and trees and umbrellas and houses close your windows and doors and eyes and let the weather pass do not look into its eyes it will take you away

loosing her identity structure
she calls herself mum
when she talks to her dog