was my life just a bad dream or did i lose my reality? you ruined it all, now heal me as i may still have the chance to be free robbed of every emotion my life’s a f*cking infection since all i had and loved seems disappeard not getting back what i lost is my biggest fear in every moment, in every instant… your violence surrounds me in every moment, in every instant… your violence is inside of me 18 years… it’s been so long but i survived stuck in hole for a lifetime i wondered if i was alive although it’s over i still feel in every moment, in every instant… your violence surrounds me in every moment, in every instant… your violence is inside of me and now i’m free in the prison of my memories but i’ll never know what i’d have become