There's no right and wrong in desires*. If you have the cash why not?:) Way I see it, if it makes you happy it can't be that bad**.

Cheers:

Hagay

* I'll readly admit that a desire to kill and maim others IS wrong and that stealing from charity boxes to collect German honey jars from the mid-twenties IS odd. We're talking about the big picture here ok?:) you feel like it, get the book.

**"In 1932 Sylvestre Matushka went on trail for enginneering a series of train crashes...he explained...that he could only achieve sexual release when witnessing a train crashing...he reappeared in 1953 during the Korean war - as the head of a military unit for blowing up trains." "Serial Killers"/Mark Speltser Page 29.