i know that you may not read this, but please bring yourself back from there. i was there not so long ago, and you just described my life at the time, but even though it seems impossible now, if you want it to, you can make it easier, you can make the scars your muse, and take yourself away from making not going to lie to you, im not going to tel you how easy it is to drop the blade, because its not, its an addiction , it makes you feel something, when you cant feel anything anyother way. im going to be completely honest with you, it sucks to stop , and everytime you see a sharpener or a knife your going to want to use it , but it can be stopped, and i know how it feels when your doing it , its amazing, but its even more amazing when you can voice yourself , whether it be with wrighting, or with something else, good bye, and i hope i see you back on here one day. or somewhere else with another one of your talents.

This is simply fucking beautiful. I am so shocked and amazed with your writing and you say you have no talent? I promise one day you'll be sitting there in a tub full of pain and words will be dancing at the surface so fast you won't be able to ignore them. The pain will always be there until you learn to capture it and learn to channel it towards other things. Like motivation This was made abstractly out of the lack of words you have. You mustn't give it up or give into the pain. Be strong... It's tiring and fucking hard as hell. But you can do it. If you say you can't then you're stopping the race before the trigger is pulled. At least try and see how much farther you can get. Even if you don't finish in first... You still accomplished something.

And this is coming from a person who knows full well what you're going through. Stay strong.

This is written quite well and it is sad. You are defined by the compassion in your soul and the grace you have shown when you show your true spirit. When you set it free - free for others to see. YOU do have a TRUE gift in the written word and many other things of that I am CERTAIN.