Prayer Request

Children, home, finance

Posted by: Tami on 11/7/2017 10:41 AM

Oh God please hear me. Please see my children, my home and my lack of resources to help my family. I am in a terrible marriage of 35 years so far. I left my job to raise my children. My husband became cockeled and asked me to do terrible things with other men to satisfy his twisted needs. It caused emotional distress to me because I did the sinful things he asked of me. My depression became very bad. I had a nervous breakdown when my children were young. It took years to overcome, but in that time frame, my husband has been an emotional abuser to me so bad that I cant seem to do anything. Our house is in shambles. I have hoarded all my children's belongings because I am emotionally attached to them. Our house is very small and there is no room for all these things of the past in which I am living and have so many regrets. I need prayer to break these chains that have formed around my mind and body. I need redemption of the life my husband stole from me. I need to move on and be able to clean up this house without help even though I need help so bad. I need to be able to bring money into my life so I do not have to be dependent on a Godless man who does not love me. I need to be able to help my children and be there for them and would like for them to be able to look up to me, and not pity me. Please pray for me to be able to do what I need to do. I am desperate. The anxiety in my heart feels like a weight pulling me down and I can only cry. I feel God may be punishing me for doing what my husband wanted me to do. I repent my sins to God. I am sorry for all I did wrong. I need your prayers to help me climb out of my pit. Please God save me and deliver me to a better place so that I can be the best mother for my children and a blessing to them and others. I am begging for help. Please see me. Please see my children and keep them safe in your love and grace. I need help. I need prayer from others so you will see us. Thank you God for all the blessings you have given us and thank you for any miracles you may have for me. In Jesus name I pray, amen.