Suicidal Happiness

My Perfect Mother Dearest

Mother dearest doesn’t want me I’m never what she wants me to be Mother dearest wishes me dead She wants me to take back all I have saidMother dearest tells me I caused her pain Funny that she is the reason that I’m insaneMother dearest said she cares I just wonder why she was never thereMother dearest disowns my soulShe leaves me so dead and coldMother dearest finds it hard to speak to her own child Because I’m so sad and tired and wildMother dearest, she is sickShe told me I was worthless, unwanted and thickMother dearest drains the light in my life But she has a perfect family and she is the perfect wifeMother dearest doesn’t want me anymoreShe is the reason for all my pain that makes me dead to my core.