DIY Hormones?

Im 16 and am out to my parents but they refuse to let me start hormones. I hate my body and am miserable knowing that every passing day more and more irreversible damage is done. I am missing my window of opportunity and need to make it. I've heard of the DIY route for hormones and would like to know if anyone has any experience with that and what I should know before starting. Thank you.

Okay let me preface this by telling you that my ethics on the matter are sacrosanct. I will not answer any questions about the specific hows and where to get medication. I will be happy to share my experience though. My reasoning is that i do not wish to be culpable in a lawsuit and as im not a medical professional i dont wish to provide medical advice of any sort. If this sounds really weird its because ive been...burned before lol. Is this okay with you? :)

There arent any at home blood tests for hormones that im aware of. People started looking at me funny at 8 months. By a year and a half the rumor mill was im full force at school. By year three everyone thought i was: gay, a crossdresser, a girl dressing like a boy, or (this was the rumor) that i was both male and female.

The costs were about 120 bucks a month which was basically all the money i made working at my dads store after school. I could make more in the summer and if i was able to sell anything.

I saw this- http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php but I may be wrong about what it is. And wow $120. Can you get it cheaper if you buy in bulk? I have a job but its part time minimum wage so im not making much. Also okay thats good I guess. I plan on comings out my senior year which is a year away so I guess the timeframe lines up pretty well. Oh and if that blood test isn't what I think then what did you do for blood test??

I'm sorry. I know this isn't what you'd like to hear, but taking hormones can have some dangerous side effects and it's best to make sure that you do it under the supervision of a doctor. Unless you're a trained physician, you will not know what dosages you need, which can be very counterproductive to your goals.

I'm sorry but I just disagree and I don't care if you're sick of it. I know it's difficult but it can be very dangerous when not done correctly (including blood clots, organ failure, etc.) Not advising someone to do something that is seriously dangerous is as helpful as one can be in situations like this.