MusicIt drowns out the worldMusicIt drowns out my lifeMusicIt drowns out my sadnessMusicJust close my eyesMusicTurn up the volumeMusicForget lifeMusicForget my strugglesMusicIn a empty worldMusicWith nothing but the rhythmMusicThen I open my eyesMusic and rememberMusicI have to eatMusicI have to cleanMusic I have to leave my safe placeMusicI have to turn off the musicEmpty

I want to drown out my sadness with music but every time I try I have to do something, why cant I just sit in a corner while in my own world of happiness and never move

Sorry this isnt a poemI had a dream where I went through with it, I killed myself and the last thing I did before dieing was write a poem saying goodbye and I had specifically mentioned invisible, arrowbird fallenangel and especially wolf, and how you guys felt like friends to me and youre all so nice, now that I look at it I could have just said all my followers but I guess dream me didnt want to think of you as followers but as individual people who listen to me and help me, sorry about posting on a poetry site and it not even being a poem, but I just wanted to thank you

I see scary thingsDemons and shadows everywhereSome have wingsWay scarier then a bearam I crazy?What's wrong with meSharp teeth and darkness is what I seeThey're all crystal clearThey seem so realBut they cant beNo one else can see themHow can this beWhats wrong with meCan anyone answerI'm scared I cant sleepI feel like this thing Thats not realCould **** meI never turn off the lightsMaybe if i ignore it It'll go awayHow can I ignore something thats so terrifying