Thoughts and Attempts at Fatherhood

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Ella has been up and down lately. Sometimes her low have been too low. At one point during a long crying session in bed she told me that sometimes she feels like she it would be better/easier if she wasn’t around any more but she doesn’t want to feel that way and she doesn’t want…

When my brother Robert, who is 10 years older than me, had his boys at home and he was running them everywhere I remember thinking that I am never going to do that to myself with my kids. Well guess what? I am worse than he every was. Some musings….. Sophie’s birthday had just passed. Feel…

Ella (third grader) after seeing a teacher that used to teach at her school said, “She always has her hair in a pony tail. I think she is kind of pretty. (pause) Sometimes I wonder if I’m gay cause I say stuff like that about girls.” I laughed and said, “We will figure that our…