You Have the Power

Summary of Brenda’s March 30, 2018, channeled 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman: The past few days or weeks, you’ve been like an infant knowing you want to walk, but not having the motor skills to do so without practice and help from others. You’re now comfortable enough with your skills to walk, even run to your new joys. Doing so will create your new you path.

“Are You in Nowhere Land?” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

The next few days will be noteworthy for many. For those of you who have tapped into your biggest fears or regrets will sense a shift in your being and outcomes you did not anticipate even a few days ago.

You are learning to direct your being to continue or create your path.

So it is pieces you do not remember or imagine were holding you to your present life will present themselves for review. Do you wish to berate yourself for that piece or do you wish to move beyond? That will be your decision for you have held yourself responsible for that “mistake” for years, maybe eons.

You might have already noted the whispers of that deeply hidden secret holding you in a place you no longer wish to be. The question is what do you do with that memory? The answer is whatever you want.

For if you wish to continue your penance, you can. Or you can move beyond that piece. You merely need to allow yourself to KNOW you no longer are that entity whether of the past, present, or future life.

If you are of a religious nature, you learned from early childhood that Jesus entered 3D earth to forgive your sins. In truth, you forgive yourself for you are part of all God interpretations.

It is time for you to truly understand one of your recently accepted powers. The power to forgive yourself the same way you once hoped someone outside of your being would.

Such a thought will make some angry. For you accept you are part of God, the Universes, or any entity you believe more powerful than you, but you cannot yet accept that you are equal.

So those of you who refuse to fully accept your new totality will continue to mire yourselves in self-blame waiting forever for someone outside of you to forgive and tell you that you are a good boy or girl.

You have always had the power to forgive yourself. You merely negated that power to fit within the confines of the 3D world that depended on any and all outside forces to teach you how to live, pray, forgive – how to be.

Once you declare yourself free from those self-made and self-accepted obstacles, you will allow yourself to grow into the powerful being you are. For those pieces that hold you in fear, those deepest secrets are yours to expose and clear – not God, your partner, friends, community, or family.

You also believe you have the power to shame or blame others as well as yourself. Such is not true and never was. You hold people like Adolf Hitler and Joseph Stalin in contempt, telling yourself that you are better than them. Not because you necessarily are, but because you need to blame someone for your discomfort.

You believe you are not as “bad” as they are so you can accept your fears. Whether that be a mass murderer, a financial or political thief, an abuser or on and on. Not because you accept their actions, but because you need them to prove to yourself that you are not as bad.

In truth, all of you have backgrounds with multiple occasions for shame. Most of which you have dissected and removed. But for many, there is that one deep shame that you have been afraid to explore for you believe that one shame is too terrible to expose or express.

That shame might be what you review the next few days. Not in the pain and remorse you have had about that issue, but in the sense of forgiving yourself. Knowing that forgiveness is your right and responsibility, and not that of any other person or entity. An understanding of who you were and what you felt you needed to explore at that time.

The following few days will be about self-forgiveness. A trait or skill you always had but did not use when you were a 3D entity believing that there was someone bigger or better than you.

Now you are concerned that this self-forgiveness, this rehash of something you are afraid or ashamed of will be too painful to contemplate.

Contrary to your fears, you merely have to expose the fear and then forgive yourself. Some of you might not even know what that fear is for it might have occurred in a different 3D life. You just need to allow yourself the power to know you are the one to forgive you.

You no longer need to rely on someone in the heavens to forgive you for that entity has always been you. Your 3D God concept was first experienced through religious stories you heard as a child encouraging you to believe someone had the power to forgive you.

Now that you are learning to accept your power in this lifetime, it is time to quash another 3D myth. You are the only entity who can forgive you. For your life is yours. It does not belong to another and never has even though you, en masse, created that myth to allow yourself to be of 3D.

Why do you suppose karma was created and that, according to your myths, once you transitioned beyond earth, you reviewed your 3D life and then re-entered to play out the karma you created? Do you see the difference in belief patterns? At one end, you must plead with God to forgive you. And at the other, you must leave earth to forgive yourself only to replay a similar role in reverse before you can forgive yourself and allow others to exit that storyline.

In a sense, the two forgiveness concepts are not compatible, and in another, they are completely compatible. For indeed, in both scenarios, you are not strong enough to forgive yourself while of the earth. Such has never been true.

Allow that deep shame to expose itself and know that you are the only entity who can clear that pain and always have been. The difference is you are starting to believe you can do so while of the earth. A large step forward indeed. So be it. Amen.

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Hi Jean Mary Elizabeth,
Yup. The victim, perp, and discovering our God/Goddess self. Whew. No wonder many of us have been a bit tired recently!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Dear Sweetie,
Right before I channeled this on Easter Sunday, I had a deep memory filled with shame pop to the surface with the need for me to forgive myself. Whoa is exactly how I felt as I was channeling this. Love your “Release. Heal. Forgive. Release. Heal. Forgive. Rinse. Repeat.”
Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Oh dear Brenda, the title is already revealing without further ado. but the rest of the message fits like a glove to me.

I say that this current life of mine is very normal. With its peaks and valleys. But nothing remarkable for good nor, thank God for bad.

But I do believe that I drag a lot of “before before” ballast. So many of my visions of and flashes of other lives, which I have had since I was a girl, even before I heard of reincarnation or past lives.
And also many of my dreams, especially lately.

I always say that your weekly messages coincide in a wonderfully magical and synchronic way with things that happen in my life. This week’s coincides with a dream that I had early on Saturday to Sunday and that I think I will never forget while I live.

I remember arriving in a car with a driver at the entrance of a luxurious country house where a party was being held.
I was wearing a black cocktail dress and was looking in my handbag for the invitation to enter.
There was a large stone stairway through which the guests entered. When I saw the category of those who entered, I doubted that this was my site. I thought that was not my entrance.
Then at one end of the house I saw the catering truck arrive and the service to go out to pick up what the truck was bringing. There were waitresses and servants. Then I decided to enter through that service door. I thought it was mine. Although I had an invitation and was properly dressed, but something in me was ashamed, for something I could not identify.
When I was about to enter with the catering, the head of protocol arrives and very angry she says: Ma’am, what are you doing there ??? Come with me, they are waiting for you.
She was a strong-willed woman and was a bit grumpy. So without a word I followed her.

We climbed the stone staircase and through the wonderful house, we accessed the garden where the party was celebrated. It was getting dark and there were candles and lights hanging from some beautiful fruit trees, loaded with fruit. And full of flowers growing everywhere and in all colors.
There were already groups of guests drinking champagne and cocktails, but I did not pay special attention.
I was after this woman, marveling at the beauty of the place, trying to identify the kinds of flowers and fruits.
Then I hear her say: Here she is! She wanted to enter through the service door.
I did not have time to react, when I see one of the gangs coming out of a man who rushes at me and gives me a big hug: Cris, you’ve finally arrived !! We were waiting for you, so by the service door, ay, ay, ay Cris! When will you learn ?? Look who’s here!! Come I introduce you …

When he hugged me I realized that he was Jesus of Nazareth (I am not a religious woman at all, spiritual yes, but not religious).
But I did not feel like a god, I felt him was my older brother (real brother, those brothers who are protective and loving as parents, brother in the literal sense, not biblical) and in the midst of the emotion that had me on the edge of crying, I thought “he’s very strong, almost a little fat, nothing to do with how he was the last time” (?)
He was very elegant, with a well-groomed beard, careful hair pulled up in a ponytail, and wore an impeccable suit. I noticed that he wore cufflinks on his shirt and that he smelled exquisitely well. I liked it and I was surprised that he was so flirtatious.

The man who wanted to present me was an oriental race. He was thin though athletic. It was very attractive (he reminded me of the “Lost” actor, the one who played Japanese). He was also impeccably dressed, and I was struck by the expensive watch that I saw poking out when he extended his hand to greet me with his exquisite and warm smile.
At that moment I recognized it. He was Buddha, a handsome young Buddha. Then I could not stop and burst into tears inconsolably, I felt very embarrassed (but I do not remember why).
Then Jesus, my brother, hugged me and said: Cris, Cris, do not be silly. When are you going to forgive? Here everything is forgotten.

There I woke up. Or rather, my husband woke me up, because I was clutching the pillow sobbing, and almost breathless with disgust.
This dream had me going through my head all Sunday. I’m not religious, I’ve already said it. Would it have to do with Easter? I do not think so. And that feeling of shame and not being up to scratch? In my real life I do not have it. Then where does it come from?
I have to say that I despaired of this desperation and asked for clarification, because I could not understand myself. And yesterday at 15:46, in the mail through you, I had it.
Thank you very much Brenda. Love, blesses and sparkles
Cristina

PS
(If I think about it, I remember very vaguely that I had a similar dream, but much less intense some time ago, but it did not impact me that much, I do not remember it at all, maybe that was not the time)

WOW, Cristina! Thank you for sharing what many of us are struggling with – that we are equal to and part of God, Buddha, the Universes, and all manifestations of God.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles and Dreams,
Brenda

What a powerful dream. All the ways and places we have negated ourselves coming up to be cleared. I love that we can do so much of our processing and evolving through our dreams. Thanks for sharing this.

It took me a few days to get to my shame, it stems from a previous incarnation, and a few more days to digest and heal it.

Interesting synchronicity, I started reading Zingdad’s book this week and the healing coincided with a passage in his book I was guided to. Wonderful to say farewell to my last part of victim consciousness which prevented me from seeing I am the One and we are all One.
It seems I have found and am on my way home.
Amen.
Love and Blessings to all. ❤️

Dear Stefan,
Uncovering shame from a previous life with knowledge enhanced by just the right book. Sounds like a new you discovering you for sure. Once considered a 3D miracle and now a 5D knowingness
Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
Brenda

Yes Brenda, thank you for pointing that out: Clearing shame from B(efore) C(hrist) in 2018 pointed out by a channeler I’ve never met guided by a book from someone who speaks to his Higher Self to which I was referred by a woman who speaks of the future.That is a miracle indeed. It is all happening. ✨🌀😘

Thank you for this text,
What about shame about sexuality, how it is perceived in today’s society? Having a romantic life and a sexuality that is not close to dogma (having a partner / a woman / a man and children) is still difficult for me. All the energy devoted to this (personal) vision requires a lot of attention unfortunately.
Thanks: o)

Hi Brunojils,
So true about sexual shame and dogma. We’re shifting all elements of our being from who we should be to who we are. Allowing those who want to follow the same freedom to be. We’re in an ongoing process of great strides to new us in all parts of our being.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
Brenda