Blue Monday

April 28, 2003/

Still very depressed today; I can’t seem to shake it. I am trying to think positively about everything, but as soon as I woke up this morning I could feel the depression settling down on me. It was almost a physical sensation. Everything is going wrong; I am lonely (which doesn’t help) and I was faced with a Monday after not really having a weekend.

Nothing is happening with getting the survey done on the house, and it’s becoming increasingly obvious that we will lose it. I don’t want to go through this again.