Do gay men even exist?

Growing up, I made up 50% of the gay population in my town and moving to a substantially larger city, I still have not met, nor been exposed to anybody who may be even remotely gay. I find myself stuck trying to hit on the straight guys hoping there's a chance even though I know there isn't. All I want is a bf, is that too much to ask for I apologize if I wasted your time, im just frustrated and ranting.

It is clique I know, but the funny thing about finding someone is that it will happen when you stop looking. Be comfortable with yourself and have fun growing and doing your own thing. You have to understand the difference of "wanting" and "needing." No one needs love, which is why its so special when you find someone who you want. Best advise I can give is focus on yourself and when the right guy comes along be prepared to get knocked head over heals. Happened to me