Why do you
dismiss me
when I need you
but you can re-collect me
for your added -
convenience?

Forgive me for my
PASSIVEagressiveDELUSIONALLYinfusedCONFUSION
it appears at times when
I feel I have intruded
and from the way you subtly eluded
I know when I am in demand
- cause you call...
I should inform you
that use(her) de(man)d
is not "user" friendly overall

Show me consistency//cohesiveness
a plan to work from and to
a conceptualized understanding
of
what,
why,
and how we are supposed to be
..."or not to be"...
that's still the question
-posed, but it remains unanswered
interaction between "we" should be the
result of respect
granted
mutually

Let me get out of the way
I can't fly in this
"NO ZONE"
any longer
my-wings-have-been-clipped!

I'm paying attention
I see the obvious
in my view...a
Useful
User
Uses
US
subtracting and editing
the appearance of a word
-until there are
no more~...nothing's left
and we too
will
cease and desist

serves my memory well
because I must
remember
that
truthfully
"WE"
really
never
did
exist

I'm feelin you on this one sis. Some "people" just want to have their cake and eat it too and that ain't right. YOu feelin me? Gurl,I feelin yo pain. I was in a relationship similar to yours last year. And it just recked my nerves like you would believe!(((UNDERGROUND))). Some thangs only sistah talk about! Ya Heard Me? Well,Keep keepin on. What goes around comes around. You did what you could do and that's all that matters. If he want's to loose a good friendship and very sincere person then that's on him. But whoeva he is will REGRET IT for days. I bet there are many who would love to be in his shoes. But anyways. Ya know what I'm sayin.
I'm holdin you in ma prayers gurl,Everythang's goin to be alright. Continues to keep yo head up!
Desert Storm
Sistah Power!

Thank YOU for the consideration and support that you provided in your response!

I guess I must have been "EMOTIONALLY Charged" when I wrote this - ya' know; ready 2 Xplode or something?!
Some things brothas just don't realize, and at times
I think they may never truly understand
a woman's feelings
when
she's
FALL-ing
for him
they aren't quite sure
how to Lift us UP -yet
and I pray that one day they will ....

Until then, all I say is -
"I can't miss what I could never measure in the first place"!
Thank you sista - for reading & understanding ME!!

WEll,I guess for the most part especially black cats if you know what I mean Are to prideful and unwilling to admit at times that they just DON'T KNOW HOW,They keep it inside and you never know. Some things that go left unsaid,that they want to say but never do. I think since women in general are more emotional the guys try not to be so emotional when they really are or something like that! Well,I'm not going to try to figure men at,that's fa sho. They are what they are. And we are what we are so. Ya know,what more else can you do or say except to except that,that's the way it is. But that's what makes me love brothas so much. And I still have nothin but love cuz they do the best they can,even when it seems like they are juggling the world on their shoulders. But for the most part they CARE FOR US deeply without measure. And sistah you and I both know and can agree on dat one. RIght?
WEll,all I can do is have compassion ,
Always and Sincerely,
Desert Storm