changing my head endlessly. I can't find a way to feel right. I do not know where I need go. and I'm trying so hard to decide. and I feel like I got no time. feels like I'm pushing my mind. I feel like I fail me every day. how do these people live good lives? doin like they should do. failing like I used. when will I fall in line? how am I supposed to? I hide in this tree, and I hide my youth inside. just doin what i need to. to feel just like I'm supposed to... and you know, that I don't know.