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Doctor for God

One of the accomplishments on the horizontal level that I saw my self fulfill was to become a Doctor of Chiropractor. I Loved this profession and stayed in it for 30 years, until I really took on a Course in Miracles.

I ‘studied’ acim for years. Then with a foreclosure and a ‘terminal cancer’ diagnosis, I took my acim practice to a whole new level. There was a small contingency of acim practitioners that were taking acim Literally.

Sickness is suffering. God is Only Love. Suffering is impossible in a Child of God…. My “thinking” was obviously making me sick.

So the exploration went to a level of ‘questioning my doing anything’… And knowing that I also made up a ‘bad back’ along with ‘terminal cancer’… well… I had some work to do.

I got into chiropractic with the beLIEf that I had a ‘bad back’;… that would ‘bother me’… and would be relieved with chiropractic. This worked for years. I went in for weekly adjustments and I stayed out of any pain. My 3 page MRI report was a testament to the effectiveness of chiropractic assisting those with back pain.

All of this fell under ‘my understanding’ of healing. So the first thing I did with God… stop getting adjustments for my back. I did not see any way to ‘heal cancer with my mind’… and I could at least Trust God enough to Stop the adjustments that I ‘thought’ protected me from pain. God “should’ be enough if I am to take on this ‘literal’ translation of healing according to acim.

Not surprising now… but I have gone over 2 and a half years with out an adjustment… no back pain. So with ‘that proof’… I took on cancer. And I have to say… this is where I Knew I drank the kool-aid… ALL MY TRAINING went against what I was attempting ‘to do’. THINK CANCER AWAY.

This was a process.. while cleaning out my ‘chiropractic belief structure’ … alternative treatments to fix and alter anything. The major reason for the passion directed in this way… was to reduce or eliminate cancer, autoimmune disorders, autism, and a host of other ‘icky diagnoses’ …

In hindsight, I so ‘caused cancer’ in a body created for Love only. I fought for years to find ‘treatments’ and ‘causes’ for icky stuff… and I found them. Lots of them… then I made a living out of ‘informing you’ of what you might want to fear. I totally forgive my self for this error in thinking.

So in my Healing of Mind, I came across all the materials for this book I was going to publish…. The Alternative approach to Heavy Metal Removal. As I pondered my research… I was so struck by the level of ‘bullshit’ I had now made manifest. In all good conscious… the buck had to stop with me.

It was at this time I took on being a Doctor for God. I see my self searching out areas of ‘my mind’ that I used without God. The Book was written by a mind that believed suffering was possible… a mind that was bent on Proving suffering was not only possible… but to be EXPECTED!! (ouch… forgiving my self).

So with that being said, I threw out ALL: the documentation, files, pages for this book. I am now Living a new story. And this story has no need to further complicate the world of medicine. There are no ‘therapies’ needed, so why would I add new therapies. The only thing I am Needing… Clear My Mind for God only… then My Mind can truly be used for Extending God’s Love Only.

Removing Blocks is the only thing This doctor needs to do… and I do not need ‘patients’ to do this. I am the only ‘patient’ I need… and God is the only ‘Author’ needed for my Healing.

My Life just keeps getting simpler and simpler… Thank God!! Much Love All xoxo