That’s what happens when your reality breaks…when you find that what you believed to be true..never was true at all, at least not outside of your own mind. There’s no where to go from there if you give in to fear. Forty years of blind fantasy, imagining what things looked like, gave way to the true nature of what was and he saw ugliness instead of beauty. Reality couldn’t compete with, or live up to, the beauty of his unsighted and imagined world. Interesting. Thanks.