Sunday, September 28, 2008

Oh boy the debate oh boy beer oh boy talking oh boy what is going to happen oh boy where is gas oh boy they are both talking and the same things are

Where is 'Couesin Larry'Where is 'Coursin Larry'Nothing happened to it yet yetWhere is 'Couesin Larry'

I saw a guy get hit by a truck last night, his head made a flood of tea, there were dogs lapping at the tea, the glare in the McDonald's sign went tinted slightly from the gyration of the blood on the air

God, RICKY'S ANUS, Ricky's body is becoming

Got 2 new books in the mail yesterday, one pornographic novel I should have read by now that I will discuss once I have an opinion, I have high hopes, I am a doubter, I haven't been able to pay attention to books lately, I hope these will help, the other is James Boice's MVP, I read an excerpt from Boice's forthcoming novel in the new Salt Hill, I really liked it, it actually felt DFWian without trying too hard to be DFWian, I had had MVP on my buy list for a while, after I read that excerpt I made it happen, I have high hopes, I am trying not to be a doubter

I REALLY WANT TO WRITE A LONG DIATRIBE-STYLE POST ABOUT HOW THE NEWEST RELEASE BY THIS ONE INDIE PRESS WHICH IS A WORK BY A SEMI FAMOUS AUTHOR IS AN EXAMPLE OF INADVERTENT REPRESSION AND ANTI FREE THINKING AND DESTRUCTIVE TO THE GENERAL WAY IN A MENTALLY DAMAGING QUASI BARACK OBAMA FAUX GLIMMER OF LIGHT, I'm not going to do it though because I don't want to get my panties dirty and I don't want to make so much noise now, I just want to be inner-violent in a pastel condition which will divert itself through my mental sternum

Rewatched Todd Solondz's PALINDROMES the other day, it is supposedly a sequel to WELCOME TO THE DOLLHOUSE, it has recurring characters, it did the 'several actors of varying size and shape and gender play the main character' before I'M NOT THERE did it, the character ranges from being played by a very young black girl who talks with an extreme lisp, an effeminate young boy, Jennifer Jason Leigh, an extreme large black woman, a preteen white girl, another girl, it had a lot of laughs that would make other people uncomfortable, I like how Solondz is the only director I know of who can have characters who talk in extreme POV ways on 'issues' and yet it doesn't feel like the director is trying to be something, I wonder what he is doing now, PALINDROMES features a rescue home of malformed or sick children who form a Christian pop group, moreso it is about abortion, it has Dr. Dan, it was fun to watch some

I watched the titles to the Shining in HD last night on an hd TV I need an HD TV it was totally wowwww owwwww I fell asleep to NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET 5 and had a dream that all of my dvds were on the lawn at my parents house in long racks because we'd moved the house innards outside, I wanted them back in, no one would help me, the sun was low in the sky there was a weird light, a van full of men pulled up and got out, I knew they were going to try to take my DVDs, I put one of the racks in the back of a white Jeep Cherokee, the men were all standing around me on the driveway not saying anything and not going for the DVDs, they were just looking at me with no expression, there was an extreme anxiety in me, they would not act and yet always seemed about to, I found an aluminum softball bat, I hit one of them in the face, it impacted the middle of his face and made a soft nudge between his eyes under which there was metal but he didn't flinch, the impact made a steely sound but did not bowl the man over, the bat shook in my hands, the men just kept standing there, I hit another one of the men, the same thing happened, there was something in their white van, the light was weird, I couldn't make anything happen, they were just watching me and I was afraid for my DVDs the most

Then they were gone and there was a guy I used to know in the street, I was dressed in a suit to go to high school, I was late, it was raining in the weird light now, the guy in the street wanted me to stop and talk to him, he was angry at me and seemed unraveled as if he could do anything at any moment, we talked, he maintained neutral anger, I was afraid he would do something to my parents when I left, he started up a hill and I got in a car and followed him trying to talk, we were both going very fast all of a sudden and shouting back at each other, the guy had a weird smeared look on his face, like he had hives, we came to a curve in the road and I turned but he did not and the wooden lip on the street threw him into a person's yard, in the yard there were little girls playing with their mother, the guy was bleeding, the wooden lip of the yard had these huge nails in it that had ripped his clothes and ripped huge gashes out of his flesh, he was bleeding from the head, the girls and the mother were looking, my friend got up and started toward them, he was naked from the waist down, his dick was hanging out in front of the girls, I saw him from behind him with the dick hanging down between his legs and the girls thereon further and his blood in his hair, I didn't know what to do, the mother went inside and left the girls outside, I made the guy sit down the blood was coming out of him a whole lot I used these cloths that were all over the place, I couldn't make the blood stop, the guy was watching me smiling, the girls were coming toward us in the yard