Trying Silence

I keep promising myself I will keep silent, I will say nothingBut then these words come spilling out of me before I have time to stop themMy waterfall pours over you, you’re soaking wetAnd I didn’t mean to do it

I guess I thought I was safe hereThat I wouldn’t be judged or looked down onBut I’ve become more of a nuisance than anythingI guess that I was wrong

I thought that I could say whatever I want, whatever I needI didn’t need a filter or room to breatheDid I unintentionally build a garden by planting a seed?I’ll try to learn to follow your lead

We all knew I was unpredictableLike a ticking bomb, I could go off anytimeI wish timing was not so criticalMaybe this is a sign?

I prepare myself for the worstBut hoping for the bestIf I’m going, I may as well dive in headfirst On the way, I’ll figure out all the rest

I will say nothingBut maybe I’ll leave a note?I don’t mean to leave you wantingmore, I need to be remote