As I keep reading articles about the nick. I realized that I

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As I keep reading articles about the nick. I realized that I am not getting any better execpt eating, and once in awhile riding my bike. My mind is like a wild animal, but not an all in guns blazing type of moments. I wish after all this time something will come my way and have a type of relief. Two years 4 months free and only managing it is controlled by hunger. I eat maybe once if twice a day.

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Mar 13

look, i want to start of by saying that im not here to be the sort of "yeah, its gonna be fine..." type of person. i want to tell you that wounds of pain, they heal in time but they will always leave a scar and that scar wont disappear. i dont mean self harm, i mean memories. the more you keep telling yourself that you not going to be better and the more you dont eat, the more of these scars your going to make and they will get harder and harder to forget. i know you cant get rid of eating disorders with the snap of a finger and im not expecting you to read this one comment and suddenly feel like your going to conquer the world. but i want you to know that these scars will fade, not disappear, but fade and i know from experience, that some days will make you feel worse and worse, but one day, there will be a day in which someone will tell you you look beautiful, or you are happy, but a real sort of happiness. i dont expect you to believe me as i am only 13 writing this, but i want you to know that i know what pain feels like, ive experienced it and i just want you to know that there are people out there that to care. its funny how i give this advice to people but most days dont believe it myself.