have you been? i feel for you! sabotage may be a strong word but any attack personal or otherwise that hurts – i know i have a choice whether or not to let others make me feel bad by what they do but i still feel bad haha.

what do i do about it? since it is beyond my control, i pray about it. i drink tea. and keep moving. i have been encouraged by many to not give up and i do the same for you.

although i am still so new to matcha, i think it is really cool that you are able to do a lot with it. just hang in there, if not for your own sake, then for ours who want to enjoy your matcha ^^