we were best friends
i moved away but every summer i would go see him
i did this for years
but one summer i didnt go,i was upset
then,a few weeks later
i hear the news,he and a friend were messing around
he decided to go in his dads dresser and pull out his gun,his friend was in another room and heard a bang
he shot himself in the head
it wasnt suicide,he wasnt like that

i sometimes think that if i was there i could have stopped it from happening