Friday, February 15, 2013

Discipline Over Desire

When you think of the word “discipline” what do you think
of? For some it may be getting in trouble or something that happened to you
when you were younger. But for me, when I hear the word “discipline” I think of
having to do things that I don’t want to do. I don’t know about you but being
disciplined to do things that are hard or I prefer not to do is not easy for
me. One example of this is running. I can’t stand running; it’s like torture to
me. But the thing about discipline is whether we enjoy it or not, it is a
necessary part of our lives, not just our daily life but our spiritual life as
well.

Spiritual disciplines are things we do that draw us closer to God, deepen our understanding of who he is, and help
make us into the men and women he desires us to be. One thing I have discovered about spiritual disciplines is that as
undisciplined as I can be in every day life, the same is true in my
relationship with God. I have the same tendencies to be lazy and give up easily
on God the same way I do with running or other things that don’t come easy to
me.

There is one area
specifically that God has begun to challenge me in over the last couple of
months and that’s the discipline of memorizing scripture. And to be honest,
memorizing scripture is one of those disciplines that I view a lot like
running: complete torture. It has always been something I struggle with and so
instead of fighting through it, I had just chosen not to do it at all. But
through Gods word and Pastor Todd, God has begun to challenge me in my thinking
and in my willingness to quit on something God commands us to do. So through
much prayer and encouragement of others, I have decided to start memorizing the
book of James. This is my favorite book of the Bible and I felt God telling me
that it’s hard to claim it as my favorite book if I don’t know any verses from
it. I am slowly memorizing this book and have done eight verses so far. And I
am discovering that memorization is considered a discipline for a reason. It
has not been easy and even a little painful at times but God is growing me and
teaching me so much though this process.

To do anything of
value in life, it takes hard work and discipline. Our relationship with God is
no different. It takes us being willing to challenge ourselves and push
ourselves to grow in our relationship with Him. One thing I have learned over
the years is it’s not enough to just want to grow in my relationship with God;
eventually it comes down to what am I willing to do for that to happen. Do not
be fooled into believing that your desire is enough; it always comes down to
your willingness to actually do something about it.

So let me ask you a
few questions. What are doing in your
life to grow closer to God? How hard are you working at your relationship with
Him? What discipline or disciplines do
you need to start implementing in your life?