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Sunday, November 24, 2013

I remembered that I wanted to do this 30 Days of Thanksgiving thing, and I remembered that in my last post of what I was thankful for, there were only 11 things, so in order to catch up, I need to add some more things!!So, I will!

12: I am SO thankful for this girl, for many reasons. Her life in the womb was fought for and Christ won a major victory over the enemy, in that after Olivia died, the doctors told me that Pennie had a 35% chance of also dying. But she is here with us and she is seriously the joy in our days! She just makes us so happy and she truly is a miracle. I could make a whole list of why I'm thankful for her, but let's just leave it at that!!13: I'm VERY thankful to be nearing the end of this pregnancy. I just can't wait to see Baby Boy's face and to hold the reward in my arms!14: I'm thankful that we've had a lot of extremely cold and frosty mornings lately. I love to sit in the chair and look at the sun rising and see the magical world of frost and sparkle. Right now it's 27 degrees, which is probably summer weather to some of you reading this, but to us, it's pretty cold! I love the winter-like landscape and I do hope it snows a bit this winter!15: Along those same lines, it does rain a LOT here in our region, and lately it hasn't rained hardly at all, so I'm thankful for that…but lately I find myself also being thankful for the rain because then we can be all cozy inside our humble home and life just kind of slows down when it rains. December looks like it's one big rain shower this year…..but it'll be cozy in here.16:I'm thankful that I'm not a picky eater at all. I have never been picky, even from a very young age. Not being picky means there's such a variety of things I can eat and love and I really love that. I feel so sorry for my picky children. Life is so tough when food doesn't appeal to you!! But I love lots of stuff, especially a loaded salad!(And though it's not a part of my thankful list, here's a list of things I don't like: hominy, sweet potatoes, rhubarb, corn, squid, octopus, and mussels!)17: I'm thankful that my husband doesn't care that I get up so early each morning. I'm thankful that he sleeps so well that I don't wake him up when I get up. In the late Fall and early Winter, I get up when it's still dark and I love it because then I can watch the sun rise. I'm thankful God made early mornings!18: I'm thankful that we know people who raise healthy, grass-fed cows and that my husband has a steady job so that we can fill our freezer every Fall with beef of all cuts that is healthy for us.19: I'm thankful to whoever created guacamole. I simply adore the stuff. I grew up in Southern California, where avocados were plentiful and always available, and I have loved them from a very early age. I have loved guacamole from a very young age too. I think I feel a craving coming on…..20: In conjunction with that, I'm thankful that I have a daughter who shares my love of guacamole and coincidentally, makes the best guacamole ever.21: I'm very thankful that my health is holding up well through the latter half of this pregnancy. 22: This might be on a materialistic note, but I'm so thankful for gift cards. We have gotten some gift cards from our friends and we'll be able to get that new crib that we need for Baby Boy! Now it's just finding the time to go get it!!23: I'm thankful that some of my girls still like to go places with me. When I'm with my girls, it's like being with sisters that I never had. 24: I'm thankful that our family will be able to spend Thanksgiving with my father-in-law and his wife. All I have to do is bring something for Lucie, who has food allergies, and that's it. We're all looking forward to spending time over there!!Well, there you have it. I'm caught up now…..And I'll write out some more things that I'm thankful for next week. Thanks so much for your faithful friendship and thank for wanting to read my blog!!

Friday, November 22, 2013

This is going to be a bit of a random post!I feel really random right now….First I want to start with responding to your comments on my Bumpdate post. Our computer gives me such trouble whenever I try to respond to you directly that it's just sometimes not worth it. So, I'll respond here!!First off, Tesha has been one of the most faithful bloggy friends to me!! I don't even remember when I started reading her blog, but we share a common bond, in that we are both BabyLoss Mamas. She is almost always the first to comment on my posts, and her comments are always so sweet and encouraging, and a lot of the time she's the only commenter! Tesha, if you're reading this, I deeply appreciate you. DEEPLY! You've been such a cheerleader for me and I just hope I can return your sweetness and encouragement a tiny bit to you! I love emailing back and forth with you…someday we'll get to meet in real life!Also, Erin is one of my dear bloggy friends too. I mean, on this blogging journey you "meet" so many people! Some are passing friends. Others, like Erin, are pretty true and pretty faithful. Erin lives in Oklahoma and she is my other faithful commenter. She always leaves a comment that makes me smile and you know, her blog is one of my top 5 favorites!! Erin, I'm so happy to know you just a teenie bit. I'm so happy you read my blog and I just simply adore your wonderful comments!Then there's my bloggy friend over at A Bite of Country Cupcakes. I don't know her name and I don't think she's posting anymore on her blog. I think she lives in Australia….how cool is that??!! Like I said, you meet bloggy friends from all over when you blog. She has always been encouraging to me and I do so wish that she'd post on her blog so that we could all get to know her better! So, Cupcake, if you're reading this, I simply love your great comments that let me know that indeed, i'm not alone!!To Susan, I wanted to say that it's okay if you tell me how much your last baby weighed!! It doesn't scare me! Most of my babies have been in the very low 8 lb range, with the exception of Kellie, who weighed 8 lbs 12.5 ounces and was almost 23 inches long! We called her our Hunk of Burnin' Love!! She was deliciously chubby but you wouldn't know it by looking at her now, as an almost 11 year old. And Russell, since he was 5 weeks early, he weighed under 6 lbs…and Pennie, at two weeks early, weighed 5 lbs 13 ounces. But what I want to say is that Kellie was just as easy to deliver as any of the others. Susan, the fact that you hinted that your last baby was huge and you were as big as me doesn't really bother me. I know that I can look back on my labor and delivery history and see that every single one of my labors and deliveries have been almost exactly the same. I don't really think this Baby Boy is going to be an enormous baby.What I really love and really need right now are your prayers. I need to know you're out there praying for me across the US or elsewhere.So, aside from addressing the comments on my last post, my sleep has been pretty touch and go lately. But, as any seasoned Mama out there knows, this is just par for the course, isn't it?? Wednesday during the night I got up three times to go to the bathroom and also, I had a hideous, excruciating pain in my left hip…I wondered if you could experience labor pain on only one side of your body?? Because I thought for sure it was labor! Anyway, I got up yesterday morning at 4:45 AM! Boy, was I tired the rest of the day! But this morning I managed to get a full almost 5 hours of sleep….and I didn't have to get up 3 times to go potty….I only had to get up once at 12:30 AM!!! So I woke up after 5 this morning! YAY!! The thing is, I will probably wake up earlier and earlier the closer it gets to labor and delivery time. I just get really restless as my body is preparing more and more to have this baby. Anyone else every experience that??I managed to sneak in a haircut yesterday!!!!! I know, I can't believe it myself. I hadn't had a haircut in literally at least 8 months. Believe me, my hair needed the cut!! I had been toying around with going without bangs and hadn't had bangs for a long time, but I was kind of sick of my really, really long bangs falling in my face, so I had my Hair Girl cut a bit of bangs! Sadly, I don't have before and after pics because I don't have a Smart Phone (or any phone for that matter) and don't know how to operate the camera very well anyway…..Maybe I'll get one of my girls to take a pic and post it later on!! I like my haircut. I always really like how my Hair Girl does my hair.What's more, I got to take a shower on Wednesday!!!! If you're a Mama of more than one baby, you can rejoice with me on this one!!Now, this post is getting really long and it's pretty boring without pictures, so I'll end it….But I really appreciate your comments and your friendship and your prayers for me…..34 DAYS TO GO!!!!

Friday, November 15, 2013

I can't believe that today marks 8.5 months pregnant for me!!!So, today I'll do a new, 34 week Bumpdate.Yes, I really AM that big! Please, no rude or mean comments! I've already had my fair share for this pregnancy.Neither my doctor nor my midwife are ever worried about how "big" I am, so I guess I'm not worried either....although it is almost impossible for me to walk and stand and even lay down comfortably.Okay, here's the Bumpdate:How far along: 34 weeks/8.5 months today!Weight Gained? Yep, I've gained weight!! My ankles and legs still haven't been swollen. They haven't been swollen since I got out of the hospital, which is really good; this helps me to know that my blood sugar and my blood pressure is right on track. Size of Baby: Hmm, I think Baby is about the size of a large pineapple. Weight estimates are about 4 lbs or so.Gender: Still a boy!Cravings: I've been craving hot ham and cheese sandwiches and iced tea....craving the sandwiches is really strange for me, because I usually prefer turkey! But hot ham and cheese sounds sooo good to me! I haven't eaten one yet, but I've had a couple of iced teas lately, without sugar.Looking Forward To: The first time I get to see his face....his first breath....kissing his wet, gooey, soft head....looking into his eyes....seeing my husband's face as he looks for the first time at his second son! I'm also, on a more material note, looking forward to my baby shower tomorrow. I can't wait to share it with my girls!

What I Miss: absolutely nothing!!Sleep: I'm tired all of the time. I go to bed at 10 PM or so. Most nights I doze a bit before 10 in the recliner. I have to get up twice during the night to go potty. I've been getting up to start my day before 6 AM, and I know as labor and delivery get closer for me, I'll get up earlier and earlier, since I get really restless the closer I get to delivery! I sleep pretty well, when I do, but I have to sleep sitting up, which is the only comfortable position for me! Interestingly, right before I go to bed Baby Boy thinks it's time to rock and roll in my tummy, so he starts somersaulting and kicking really hard as soon as I want to get into bed! He's been doing this every single night for about a month. He always settles down after I've been in bed for about an hour. He usually wakes up at 5 or so with a kick or two, and then when I wake up for the day I usually go to my husband's desk in the hallway and read my devotion online, and I'll drink my morning vitamin/mineral stuff and he'll really get moving then. He's on a pretty regular schedule and I know that he'll be on his own schedule when he gets here!After Baby Boy gets here, I plan on going to bed early and, since my husband is a night owl, I'll give Baby Boy to him to hold on his chest until Baby Boy gets hungry and then I'll feed him and he'll settle down for sleep then. My husband comes to bed a few hours after I do so this will work out.....but you know, plans do change!!!I still can't wrap my mind around the fact that I'm going to have a son in a few weeks. I feel like I've been a Girl Mama for so long that having a boy again after so many years is so foreign to me! Still, I can't wait to hold him for the very first time!!

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

This morning I was fooling around on our family FB page and I came across a super, super amazing site!It's called WiseDecor and they make and sell wall decals. You can get scripture, monograms, wise sayings, and anything your heart desires for your walls in your home.I simply LOVE words on my walls but I just haven't been able to get the supplies to be able to paint any on my walls. I'm a doodler and I adore doodling fancy words and fonts and pictures.If you love words on your walls, then this is the site for you. They have a "Scripture" category which has so many wonderful declarations for your home.I'm not being paid or compensated in any way, shape or form for doing this post, but I just love wall words and I thought they did such a good job!So, here's the link:WiseDecor.com

Monday, November 11, 2013

I have decided to jump on the "31 Days of Thankfulness" bandwagon and so, I've been posting sporadically what I'm thankful for on FB…..But I want to do 31 Things I'm Thankful For as a post on my blog.Here I go!1. I'm thankful for breath. I'm thankful for another day to start over again.2. I'm thankful for really, really good coffee.3. I'm thankful that I'm going gray very, very gradually and I'm thankful for being able to ease into the process instead of waking up one day completely gray! My hair is very, very dark. It's a brown that looks almost black and so gray strands are very, very stark and noticeable, and mine are actually not gray but silver….but they're hidden and very few! I haven't decided if I'll dye my hair, but I don't think I will.4. I'm thankful to live every single day with my very best friends, my daughters.5. On that note, I have no idea what the Lord is thinking by giving me so many children, but His plan is so much more wise and perfect than mine and I'm SO thankful that He does have a plan!6. I'm thankful for eyes that see so that I can witness the gorgeous, super-saturated colors of Autumn here in my town. It is truly a feast for the eyes!7. I'm thankful for tastebuds that still work. I am a closet Foodie, so taste is super important to me.8. I'm so thankful for my new water jug. You can go to www.lifefactory.com to see my water jug. They come in different sizes and different colors. Mine is the large aqua one. I've been sternly admonished that I really need to be drinking more water and so I needed a water jug and this one is wonderful! I try to drink at least two of them a day.9. I'm thankful for our car. Though it may be beat up and very small and though we may have to take two trips to church in order to get everyone there, we still have a car and I'm so thankful.10. I'm thankful beyond measure that I can be a stay at home mama and that my husband has a good job. I know that there isn't a lot of security in the world today, but my husband's job has been there through it all for 20 years now. We know that the Lord continues to provide for us through my husband's job and I am very, very thankful.11. I'm thankful that the Lord gave me the recipe for making my very own gluten free/wheat free flour mixture. I'm thankful because I and some of my children have food allergies and it sure helps that I can make things like cupcakes and muffins and breads and cakes and biscuits for all of us, that we can all have…..And that's all I'm going to say for now, since I'm caught up!!I'm trying to think of all of the seemingly small, inconsequential things that I'm thankful for, instead of the obvious things that grace everyone's lists these days. Yes, being thankful for sight and breath and taste may seem obvious, but as close as I came to death a few months ago, I never want to lose sight of the fact that God literally snatched me away from the jaws of the enemy just in time. And now I'm whole and healthy and what's more, so is the baby within my womb. So, two lives were saved and I recognize that we are both miracles. I never, ever want to forget that, so you'll hear me marveling about those things a lot. I usually marvel quietly and am amazed silently, but I'm going to be saying it out loud a lot more!!I think I'm going to put up a "Thankful List" on the front door so that my children can write things down. I want to make it a long piece of paper with lots of space for them to really be creative.Okay, maybe I will do one last thing that I'm thankful for: I've got 45 days left of this pregnancy, and I am more than thankful, I'm humbled and in awe and grateful and totally brought low to be the vessel to carry this life. I've gotten this far and well……

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Welcome to my blog! I've been married to my Musical Mailman for 21 years and we're still going strong. We have 9 kids here on earth, and in my mansion in heaven, 6 more babies are waiting for me! We're a homeschool family and we've been homeschooling for almost 15 years. I love to sing and have been singing since I was 6 years old. I hope you feel free to grab your favorite cup of coffee and a cozy blanket and browse my blog!!