Prayer Circles

I moved to LVegas 10 years ago. Through no one's fault but my own, my life as a Christian has stopped abruptly. I Love My God but you wouldn't know it by the way I've been living and although I've tried and prayed I can't find my First Love. I hate my life as it is without God and at the same time I enjoy what I have (friends,possesions, LV life, etc.) What really opened my eyes to search for help was the fact of finding myself so into my life and out of touch with my parents who are very elderly. Their very precious to me. There is an urgency because If this life of mine does'nt change, I may never see my parents again before they pass on. We are on a fixed income. My parents live in California. We don't have a reliabe car and flights are out of our budget, probably my fault also. Can someone tell me what my first step back to God should be and please pray. Thank you and God bless the souls that respond to my request ASAP. Vicki