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There is a difference between being alone and being lonely. I like being alone. I like going to bed when I want and not having to deal with someone’s expectations of spending another 30 minutes grunting and sweating. You know what I’m saying? Sometimes i just want to go the fuck to sleep because I’m tired and I need the sleep. If I’m alone I can go to sleep or I can invite someone over if I want to fuck. Thats just the way it is.

Went to Five Guys and had a burger. I know they brag about their fries – the peanut oil and all. But I really can’t eat fries any more. Doctors orders. I really have to get these last 8 pounds off my butt and thighs. It’s embarrassing. I blame the fries for that and this has to stop. So, no fries and a lot more lettuce and celery.

“I might not be someone’s first choice, but I’m a great choice.” which is true, she is a great person!

“I may not be rich, but I am valuable.” Again, true. Have you seen that post going around about how you might be de-valuing yourself and marking down your “price” because of low self esteem? That’s a good one, too.

“I don’t pretend to be someone that I’m not because I’m pretty great at being ME.” Ya know, almost everyone pretends to be someone they are not on the first couple of dates. They shine their shoes and carefully choose their clothes – even coordinating underwear, shave their legs (girls) or face (guys, I hope), fuss over their hair and all – and then after the deal is sealed they shower less, toss the makeup, wear XXL teeshirts and sweatpants and get fat. Its human nature and I fight that instinct every day.

“I might not be perfect, but I don’t need to be. Take me as I am, or watch me as I walk away.”Exactly.

Found a big box of photographs from when I was a kid and I thought it would be cool to look through them. But what I found was a big pile of photos that had gotten wet somehow and they were sticking together and had mildew on them. I was so pissed! I can’t believe that these photos are ruined.

So I pulled some of them out and tried wiping them off and its a fucking mess. So then I decided I should just scan them and make them digital so that I don’t have to worry about any of them getting wet or burning up or fading from the chemicals getting old or whatever. So I’ve been scanning my ass off all day and I’m about halfway through the whole project.