I could've sworn I left a review for this ages ago, but I guess that I didn't.

This is perfect. Simply perfect. (I am a cutter myself) and this is just... exactly it. Beautiful.

Author's Response: To be honest I suffer from endogenous depression and sometimes it comes out in little things I write. Mostly poetry which I wouldn't inflict on anyone else :) When I wrote I Cut Myself it was one of those times I was feeling very down and its not hard when your in a dark place to make a leap into what might be someone elses emotions. Even those of a fictional character. Thank you so much for reading. Be well and take care. ~H~

I read this before and could have sworn that I left a review of utter praise. Alas, I don't see one, so here it is. While not a fan of necessarily Beckett and Sheppard and not for not loving Beckett. This ficlit is so filled with the raw emotion of loss and pain, that it draws you in and you see their whole story. I like that Rodney was there in the end for John.

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