moongazerlily

I'm Victoria, BBW, see picture. I am a liberal. Since it usually comes up at the beginning of a conversation, I'm on SSI/disability for depression, social anxiety w/selective mutism (latter is important) and generalized anxiety disorder. Also, I don't drive.

Not interested in hunters or fishers (even catch and release), don't understand the desire to do either and never will. Only fish I catch are in Animal Crossing or River King. I don't want children at all, childfree, just putting that out there and I take that very seriously. I have my own place, a mobile home which I own but what does that matter when you can only move them from park to park? Some look down on people living in them but it was the only way I could keep my 3 cats (they're extremely important to me)!

Don't live hours away NOR states away, unless you plan on traveling to me (which that will only happen after talking awhile) or getting to you is a straight shot (no switching buses or planes), prefer the person come here at least the first time.

I'm not against long distances if it would eventually lead to something real but I'm unwilling to move. Honestly I kind of prefer a person without companion animals, unless you would be willing to live separately or you have caged or tanked companion animals. Tried introducing my mom's male cat but it didn't go well despite doing it how most sites say to, my neutered males stalked and picked on him. Maybe I didn't go slow enough with introduction, plus he wasn't neutered then, I know, bad idea, but he does have FIV, so just better in the long run for him to just stay with my mom. My cats and their well being comes first though.

Religion wise I'm agnostic atheist leaning, [don't get along with other atheists usually tho] but interested in a Pantheistic type of Paganism, if I did believe in anything, although no matter what I'm a nihilist that wishes/desires/craves for meaning in a world that doesn't offer any, in my opinion and I don't want to have to create (apply) meaning, applying meaning to something with no meaning means underneath it still has no meaning.

I'm vegan but don't completely get along with some other vegans, wish I could find ones I did though because of a few beliefs I have on top of the above stuff, like I believe in feeding obligate carnivore companion animals an optimal diet according to their physiology and what their wild relatives eat. Plus I feel companion animals are overpopulated at the fault of humans, they deserve not be euthanized in a shelter due to lack of homes or wander/roam outside homeless to get sick or die. I'm also highly interested in carnivorous plants, yes.... Guarantee there are other vegans out there who'd find that weird!!

Due to the social anxiety part, I don't go out much but I actually hate being inside too much and by myself too much. I mostly stay in watching streaming stuff on Roku, listening to music on Pandora and YouTube, playing Nintendo and reading books.