I love my work. I love music. I love art. I see love as an excuse to gyrate with another organism. I've tricked myself too often.
The last girl i was with was a Christian ice princess. I ended it when she gave me a bible

(Not trying to be a sarcastic ass, but actually help out....I was actually a member on this for a while and despite what you might believe, there are actually some attractive women on there)

wow, for mental illness? slightly off the subject, I always wondered what it would be like to make a movie about an everyday guy who has a thing for someone with Down Syndrome. Wait, I think Crispin Glove might have that covered...

I recently discovered that the girl of my affection has a boyfriend, and it really bummed me
I saw them at a restaurant and I just felt that sinking feeling in my stomach... I never even knew the girl too well, just really glowing aura and always friendly to me.
it's for the best, I always get these big ideas that fall flat
anyway, I keep pushing on, as John would say
at least my love for music is number one all my life
sorry for typing that

she is gorgeous. she is the kindest woman i have ever met. even more kind than my mother. she is the only person in my life that allows me to transcend time and space just by looking into her eyes (this might sound cliche but i have never experienced this anywhere else in my life nor can i properly describe it) she is my wife.

lots of crushes, but a little nervous, I won't know how to fall in love again! It has been soooo long! I have been falling in love with people not accessible in my social circles, as an excuse to not be involved with anything real this year. Now I am leary, but curious to date, even though honestly I think I am going to continue with my self imposed solitary path in order to get some work done!

Someone from another state, working in our office temporarily until our new venture gets off the ground, managing the launch. She's everything I like in a person, and we work together well and have a great rapport - talking with her is usually the highlight of my work day. I dread the day she leaves to go kick ass in another town, and one of my main goals is to try and cultivate a friendship that will last beyond these few months. Problem is, we're all so busy at work that there's very little time to have a personal chat. We discuss stuff and exchange emails on a daily basis, but it's all work-related.

We've even talked about hanging out for a beer after work, but it's just so hard to coordinate given both our schedules and of course my family responsibilities. I've even talked to my wife about it, hard though it was to find the right way to say it. But like a true life partner, my wife knew where I was coming from and is supportive of my desire to keep a very special potential friend such as this. Hard to say how much longer I have. I'm trying not to force anything, but I know I only have so much time. She's been around about 5 months so far (and I've felt this way since day 1) and will probably be around another 5 months. Just want her to remember me and keep in touch after she's gone. When you're dowwwnnnn.... and trouubbbbleeed.... and you NEEEEED a .ok nvmind

Oh wait there’s another wrinkle in case you were wondering what’s the big deal with all this.

1. She’s a lot younger than me. Don’t know how much, but probably about 20 years. So there’s the generation gap, plus the appearance of something creepy going on. But as my presence here should demonstrate, I prefer hanging with younger folks. The kids know what the deal is, they’re gettin further out every day. (MC5 lyric there, dating myself as if to disprove my point haha)

2. As we all know from the news stories everyday, men in the workplace are sex-crazed pigs. So I have that lovely legacy to contend with. I’m not that way at all, but damn it makes me self-conscious and very cautious.