Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The girls joined us again and as soon as they joined us Yousif closed the subject o i didnt mention anything to Noor cause i didn't want to scare her because it was so random of 't kknowYousif he never mentioned anything before about leaving, I'm not sure maybe he's in some kind of trouble and needs help I really dont know

We went to the appartement talked for a bit and then decided to sleep because we had uni the next day

so i was sitting facing the mirror the room was dark only the table lamp was switched on I was watching my reflection and observing my smile while suddenley my tooth suddenley fell OUCH that actually hurt there wasnt any blood nothing then all my teeth started to fall out what is wrong with i saw myself in the mirror and all I saw was a scary reflection

I jumped up from my bed running straight to the mirror fearing what i just saw "ista'3forallah ista'3forallah bismillah bismillah" thank god it was just a dream,

I was terrified i knew that something bad was gonna happen earlier today I felt it,and now the dream ya rab mako ila il 3afya the room was dark I couldn't see a thing the only thing that was showing was the light beeming from under the door

I stayed in bed not knowing what to do my head was gonna explode from thinking I was literally shaking fearing of whats gonna happen next I cant handle it anymore so I decided to go sit in the living room wila alga Noor ga3da

Sindis: Noor shfeech laysh layl7een ga3da?

Noor: ma feenee il nowm kint ga3da afaker

Sindis: ishfeech feech shay?

Noor: madree kint ga3da afaker ib Yousif

that was what i was feared of I knew that something was wrong with him

Sindis: bas laysh ur thinking about it, it's a good thing ur building up a great relationship with ur uncle

Noor: I know it's a good thing bas what made him change!! 9ij ina i7na close bas il7een he's been here for 3 months o shakla ba3ad im6awil

Sindis: don't even think about it il mohim it's for the best 9a7 ur both enjoying each others company

Noor: I guess ur right yimkin im just exageratting a bit

Sindis: yalah shrayich ingoom inam

Noor: ee yallah cuz ta3abt

each one of us headed to her room lost in her own thoughts i was thinking of the dream and Noor was thinking of her uncle.

We slept for a few more hours then Fajoor knocked the door

Fajer: Sindis gimtay wila not yet

Sindis: la gimt kanee

I went to the bathroom showered brushed my teeth and did my hair and guess who popped in my mind BADER!!!!!!! ya3nee shako min wayn 6ala3lee hatha so i decided to look good today and forget about the dream and everything applied some make up not to muh but just the morning make up very light and natural then went to change I had a dress in mind it was a short blue flew dress that looked so good and it was comfy

Once we all finished we headed to uni together Reema was sleeping so we prepared her some breakfast and left

I finished my first class and had an Hour break so i decided to get me some starbucks coffee while i was getting my order i saw Bader entering he saw me and had a Huge smile on his face i smiled back and went and sat in the nearest table that i can find he took his order and decided to join me without even asking

Sindis: ummm ee kayfikso we went to uni hand in hand enjoying each others presense..................................................................................................la la shda3wa tawnee mitnarfiza mina i was just day dreaming shwaya wa9alnee layn my class and off he went I dont know if I still like him china shway malee8!!

Sindis: inzayn shraykom bacher inroo7 nishtiree a'3ra'6 7ag her room we actually have an extra room for reema because she has promised us that she's gonna visit every now and then

Fajer: okay bacher saturday fa we have all day to enjoy

Sindis: ee ok il mohem we get everything ready because her room is empty

Dalal: ee ee 5ala9 bacher we start shopping

we decided to head home so yousif walked us to our appartement to make sure that we were fine and then went to the hotel

that week was hectic we got everything ready we furnished her room with the bed cabnits curtains some paintings do decorate the room everything was ready the room looked so good the walls were purple because it was her favorite color and there was a medium sized pink chandelier hanging the room was perfect for reema

It was the day that reema was arriving so we decided to go pick her up from the airport so kina kilina ga3deen nan6erha ti6la3 o yowm i6la3at abay 9ar il ma6ar 3aza kilina we were crying o hugging her o sawayna mana7a everyone around us were looking at us in a funny way, l2na we were always together 7atan bil summer we would all decide 3ala the same country so that we would beg our parents to spend the summer there never did we leave each other for more than 2 weeks and we havent seen reema for 3 months fa it was kind of hard

so we took her to wugamama o kan shway za7ma bas mo nafs il summer shlown l2 shway a5af yousif has joined us offcoarse and he already knew reema min il kuwait they met once we finished dinner and were going for a walk all the girls went with reema for a bit of shopping and i walked with yousif cuz kan malee 5ilg shopping

Reema: I know bas wallah i had a summer coarse fa kint 7adee lowya ba3dayn my family came to vist shasaweee I'm so sorry

Sindis: oh allah iy3eenich inzayn mita ra7 tiyeen london itzooreena

Reema: that's why I actually called bayeekom next week 3ashan ma 3indee any classes for the next couple of months

Sindis: 7ILFAAAYYY!!!!!

Reema: wallah

Sindis: i cant wait

Reema: me too wallah inzain ana il7een i got to go talk to u soon

Sindis: Ok yallah bye

7ada wanasa Reema was also one of are close friends min high schoool she studies abroad ib AUP o we really missed her since she's the only one who wanted to study ib Paris i guess il shila ib tiktimil next weeek

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Il yowm 9irt fa'6ya fa gilt why not write a post its a long one so enjoy ;D

I told fajer that dalal saw fawaz she freaked out as well so we took the first cab we could find and went to dalal's appartement she was expecting us so she oppened the door from the first couple of knocks...

she looked so sadher face was pale, she looked exactley the same way as the day she left him, I hugged her the instant i entered the appartement she didn't shed a tear, she didn't cry nothing she was calm and quiet she has always been the strongest one of us.

I felt sorry for her, that wasn't supposed to happen she wasn't supposed to see him, she told us that he was with his wife and kid.

The girls and I have actually heard of his marriage, he got married about a year ago, but we didn't mention anything to dalal we knew it will break her so we kept it as a secret that is now revealed

Sindis: dalal I'm so sorry

Dalal: don't be law mo shayfita il yowm chan shift ib ay yowm thanee

Fajer: 7abeebtee 5ala9 3adee mako ila il 3afya

Dalal: adree ina 3adee il7imdillah 3ala everything

Sindis: ee wallah il 7imdillah

Dalal: I never knew that I was this strog ma tiwaga3at inee I'd react this way, he has a baby boy he named him ahmad 3ala his father o his wife's name is Lamya

Fajer: intay ishdarach????

Dalal: ohwa galee when i saw him today

Sindis: YOU TALKED TO HIM!!!

Dalal: ee it9adgeen madree laysh o shlown i just did I actually missed him, His oice was the same he looked the same, He did't change a bit, his baby was so adorable he had his fathers eyes they were brown and wide the exact same as fawaz's eyes they were just amazing

Fajer: intay shlown ba3ad shiftay il yahel tara dowdahteena

Dalal: I held him i held the baby that was suppossed to be mine that was supposed to be ours me and his not him and Lamya

Fajer: 9a7 kalam sindis ma tadreen o il7een its been over 2 years life goes onDalal: 9a7 kalamkom life does go on

Sindis: inzain ishrayich inroo7 we get some selfridges brownies

Fajer: eeeeeeeeeee ana 7adee mishtahyathom

Dalal: la la ana malee 5ilg aroo7 mokan intaw roo7aw o ana ban6irkom

Sindis: 3an il dala3 o yallah imshay intay itmooteen 3alayhom

Dalal: a9lan ishda3wa il maw'6oo3 beedee il salfa '3a9bin 3alay

Fajer: madam tadreeen laysh you reject min il first place

Dalal: madree gilt yimkin akser 5a6erkum bas shakla ma minkom fayda

we all laughed and headed to selfridges to get the most amazing brownies ever we went to the bakeries corner they were in a basket we bought them then left

we decided to walk on the way back to the appartement because it wasn't far away from selfridges 15-20 minutes walking the weather was so encouraging it was amazing as usual cloudy but a bit sunny with a cool breeze hitting us every now and then we saw Noor and Yousif on the way back she's actually spending alot of time with him ya3nee they are close bas mo lay darajat ina ti6la3 ma3a 24/7 il mohem ina she's having fun wallah i like Yousif he's so funny kila iynakit o yit'3ashmar he doesn't take life so seriously and that's what makes him great

Noor,Dalal and Fajer agreed so Yousif came along we had some major shopping to do cuz winter was on its way we called Lulu 3ashan 7aram she was all alone ma tadree ina kishatna feeha so yatna later on we went to the shops at oxford street awal we entered each and every store all the girls shopped maskeen Yousif he was our bag holder for the day shal kil our bags ba3dayn kisar 5a6erna so whenever we bought anything else we asked the shop to send our stuff straight to our appartement

I found out that Yousif actually has good taste in clothing he helped us alot during shopping It was actually fun having a guy that has the same taste as you do ya ba5t ilee ib ta5tha

Sindis: yousif I have this question that i wanted to ask you min awal ma bidayna shopping bas a5af la ta5ith a wrong empression!!

we finished shopping and decided to go watch a movie fa ri7na odione cinema o nagayna my sisters keepers cuz kan shakla 7ada 3ajeeb di5alna o ana wil banat 9ij indimajna it was really good we actually cried throughout the movie I was a mess my nose was red my eyes were puffy from all the crying I looked like hell kan shaklee iy5ari3 yan3nee It was really sad so o 9ij mo mal a7ad iyshoofnee il7een when the movie finished the lights opened and guess who was sitting a couple of rows infront of us????