Sometimes I feelLike I don't have a partnerSometimes I feelLike my only friendIs the city I live inThe city of AngelsLonely as I amTogether we cry

I drive on her streets'Cause she's my companionI walk through her hills'Cause she knows who I amShe sees my good deeds andShe kisses me windy andI never worryNow that is a lie

I don't ever wanna feelLike I did that dayTake me to the place I loveTake me all the wayI don't ever want to feelLike I did that dayTake me to the place I loveTake me all that way (yeah yeah yeah)

It's hard to believeThat there's nobody out thereIt's hard to believeThat I'm all aloneAt least I have her loveThe city she loves meLonely as I amTogether we cry

I don't ever wanna feelLike I did that dayTake me to the place I loveTake me all the wayI don't ever want to feelLike I did that dayTake me to the place I loveTake me all the way (yeah yeah yeah)Ooh no (no no yeah yeah)Love me I say yeah yeah

Under the bridge downtownIs where I drew some bloodUnder the bridge "I could not get enoughUnder the bridge "Forgot about my loveUnder the bridge "I gave my life away (yeah yeah yeah)Ooh no (no no yeah yeah)Here I stay yeah yeah

When I am coming out of a low, I generally find myself listening to Henry Rollins. Something about his music, poetry, etc that resonates with me and makes me stronger. In a way, it helps me to focus my anger into something more positive to keep me going.

Anyway, was listening to this today and though I would share.

Rollins Band - "Alien Blueprint"

You reached outYou got burnedMade tough by the lessons you learnedYou never thought they could be so meanBe so hard and cause you so much painLike a foolYou tired againYou really wanted to be their friendBut looking back you see they just wasted your timeSelf loathingThe anger insideYou covered it up with prideYou always found a way to blame it on yourself

So madSo meanThe pain remained unseenAll that time spent up wanting to explodeWhat they didThe things they saidYou wished that you were deadAnything not to deal with themThey made you hateYou couldn't waitTo go out and do something greatTurn around and throw it right back in their face

Looking back you get yourself togetherLooking back you see the hatred insideNow you see that you get to change your mind about yourselfAnd get to go on, so go onLooking back you see you just wasted your timeLooking back you can see all you've got is yourselfYou can tell by the look in their eyes

Now you seeHow you areThe wisdom mixed in with all the scarsWatching all the foolsThey never knewThey never doIt was always up to youYou gotta get it for yourselfYou never wereOne of themThey could have never been our friendsThe best revenge is to always survive yourself

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