You called yesterday to basicallly sayThat you care for me,But that you're just not in loveImmediately I pretendedTo be feeling similarlyAnd led you to believe it was O. KTo just walk away from the one thingThat's unyielding and sacred to me

Chorus:

Well I guess I'm trying to beNonchalant about itAnd I'm going to extremes to proveI'm fine without youBut in reality I'm slowly losing my mindUnderneath a disguise of a smileGradually I'm dying insideFriends ask me how I feelAnd I lie convincinglyCause I don't want to revealThe fact that I'm sufferingSo I wear my disguiseTill I go home at nightAnd turn down all the lightsAnd then I break down and cry

Mariah:

So what do you doWhen somebody you're so devoted toSuddenly just stops loving youAnd it seems they haven't got a clueOf the pain that rejection is putting you throughDo you cling to your prideAnd sing "I will survive"Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way?"Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Wish:

Yeah, c' mon, yeah, c' mon, c' mon

Well I guess I'm trying to beNonchalant about itAnd I'm going to extremes to proveI'm fine without youBut in reality I'm slowly losing my mindUnderneath the disguise of a smileGradually I'm dying insideFriends ask me how I feelAnd I lie convincinglyCause I don't want to revealThe fact that I'm sufferingSo I wear my disguiseTill I go home at nightAnd turn down all the lightsAnd then I break down and cry

Well I guess I'm trying to beNonchalant about itAnd I'm going to extremes to proveI'm fine without youBut in reality I'm slowly losing my mindUnderneath the guise of a smileGradually I'm dying insideFriends ask me how I feelAnd I lie convincinglyCause I don't want to revealThe fact that I'm sufferingSo I wear my disguiseTill I go home at nightAnd turn down all the lightsAnd then I break down and cry