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Topic: I think I've had enough (Read 1062 times)

I wanna give up so bad you have no idea..... I'm too afraid to leave my mom and let her down. I'm loosing the fight. I feel like I'm in a cold vacant hellish hole, and I can't get out. I can't even begin to crawl to the surface.

I wanna give up so bad you have no idea..... I'm too afraid to leave my mom and let her down. I'm loosing the fight. I feel like I'm in a cold vacant hellish hole, and I can't get out. I can't even begin to crawl to the surface.

NOTE: I'm not a doctor, and particularly not yours, so there may be factors I'm unaware of. Therefore all advice is of a general nature and you should consult your doctor before following any of it, especially before changing med doses.

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There is help out there! Therapists can do a world of good, and your doctor can help you immediately. Please call or go in to the ER and talk to someone. There are medicines that can help you feel better fairly quickly, and therapy will help you stay feeling better. Please. Please get some help because you are a valuable person and your family and friends need you and love you- even if you can't see that right now. What you are feeling is very typical of severe depression and anxiety- and there is help for you that is proven safe and effective. Please update us on your condition.

I will echo what the others have written. You won't always feel like this if you get the help you deserve. Please take the suggestions offered and make a call to a professional. You ARE worth the effort. Please keep us posted.

I'm starting to feel a little bit better, I'm weaning off the paxil and only have 2 days left on 5mgs. I'm a little nervous to get back on the effexor, although last time I wasn't on a benzo to calm me down. I donno I drove myself to get a blood test which was a huge step for me. I'm still having a lot of physical symptoms that come out of nowhere.

Reading your post hits close to home it's really how I feel too, I sometimes say in my head "I'd rather not be here than go through this" I have such crippling issues I spend lots of days in myBed, just know you're not alone it can be worse and there's other people out there going through it too even worse and they still fight through each day because it's worth it, the day you feel great you'll enjoy life more than anyone could possibly imagine. I hope and pray one day both of us will be happy. Just know you're not alone. We will get through this.