It's been 4 years since I started practicing and I still feel like this shit isn't getting any easier and that I'm just as far away as when I first began.

Today, I was practicing concentration (which is a tedious chore but necessary for ANY spiritual endeavor) when I just snapped out of it because I was getting bored to tears. The moment I "let go" the chair in front of me started rocking back and forth and vibrating like it had jumped or something. Keep in mind I was on my bed about 2-3 feet away from it and it lies on carpet....-_-.

I'm sick of the bullshit. I'm sick of the mindgames with my subconscious. I feel like every time I'm about to give up, it throws a nice fat juicy piece of meat in front of me and makes me beg for it. I still haven't figured out how to reliably do major telekinesis and I still cannot control my powers worth a shit. Yet every time I wanna just give up all together, I feel a burst of psychic power come over me. Will I ever be master of my domain? Sigh, was just kind of frustrated and needed to vent bros :'(.

we all concentrate and donw dwell on things,no chairs moving or psychic stuff happens for most people,maybe u should take your meds (just a tip)
.I once read that you can burn up by yourself if you focus and is calm,some people on the net realy needs their meds

You're blocking yourself! Don't create those mental blocks. If you believe in it totally, then go into it wholly. Let the world laugh at you, you don't give it a thought. Just remember, YOU ARE blocking your own success...... Unblock, and try again. Easier done than said!

One last thing: The subconscious mind should never be COERCED... never. It wont work, or it may work negatively. I think you're taking that approach. If so, change it and try.

What's the most terrific thing that's ever accomplished with the help of telekinesis by someone, not necessarily by you?
If someone had moved something big like a mountain or a building from one place to another, it would be worth practicing it. On the other hand, if you could move only a pencil or chair after years of practice, it's definitely not worth it. Anyone can do that shit just with their hands without wasting years of time.

It's been 4 years since I started practicing and I still feel like this shit isn't getting any easier and that I'm just as far away as when I first began.

Today, I was practicing concentration (which is a tedious chore but necessary for ANY spiritual endeavor) when I just snapped out of it because I was getting bored to tears. The moment I "let go" the chair in front of me started rocking back and forth and vibrating like it had jumped or something. Keep in mind I was on my bed about 2-3 feet away from it and it lies on carpet....-_-.

I'm sick of the bullshit. I'm sick of the mindgames with my subconscious. I feel like every time I'm about to give up, it throws a nice fat juicy piece of meat in front of me and makes me beg for it. I still haven't figured out how to reliably do major telekinesis and I still cannot control my powers worth a shit. Yet every time I wanna just give up all together, I feel a burst of psychic power come over me. Will I ever be master of my domain? Sigh, was just kind of frustrated and needed to vent bros :'(.

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You have got it all wrong, you will never get what you are seeking unless you do it right way.
You get all this abilities when you are on true path of spiritual enlightenment, and for all those who think that sitting and concentrating 1 or 2 hours for 2 years will give you some mystical power and shit it does not work that way, You have to follow certain lifestyle and follow Self-control.

You have got it all wrong, you will never get what you are seeking unless you do it right way.
You get all this abilities when you are on true path of spiritual enlightenment, and for all those who think that sitting and concentrating 1 or 2 hours for 2 years will give you some mystical power and shit it does not work that way, You have to follow certain lifestyle and follow Self-control.

Niyama- Discipline.

Asana - Physical exercises.

Pranayama - Breath exercises.

Pratyahara - Withdrawal of the senses from external objects.

Dharana - Concentration.

Dhyana - Meditation

Chastity (Most important thing)

for starter get a book Raj Yoga by Swami Vivekanada and read it

abilities which you are seeking are already mentioned in the book

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I already have psychic powers, I don't need some random new age bullshit telling me how to live my life.

I saw this dumbass on YouTube trying to tell ppl how to open their third eye by being holistic vegans, etc... all the same bs.

Ask your teacher ONE question : Do YOU have psychic powers and can you demonstrate them at any time? If the answer is no to either, they are talking out of their asses. As are you.

Meditation and concentration is 100% ALL you need. Period! The rest is bs!!

You're blocking yourself! Don't create those mental blocks. If you believe in it totally, then go into it wholly. Let the world laugh at you, you don't give it a thought. Just remember, YOU ARE blocking your own success...... Unblock, and try again. Easier done than said!

One last thing: The subconscious mind should never be COERCED... never. It wont work, or it may work negatively. I think you're taking that approach. If so, change it and try.

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Thank you srb, I always love your posts (well, usually ). Yeah, well to be honest I feel like my subconscious needs to learn that I'm being serious sometimes haha.

What's the most terrific thing that's ever accomplished with the help of telekinesis by someone, not necessarily by you?
If someone had moved something big like a mountain or a building from one place to another, it would be worth practicing it. On the other hand, if you could move only a pencil or chair after years of practice, it's definitely not worth it. Anyone can do that shit just with their hands without wasting years of time.

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I mean I can feel an enormous reserve of chi in my body but I am unable to release these forces into the outside world except for very random instances. When that happens, that's when my major tk comes around. The heaviest thing I've ever heard someone moving was several thousand pounds - that's my master.

Levitation and healing are my two interets. You might wanna look up a guy called Master Jiang Feng (rip damn what a loss) who healed thousands and thousands and thousands with chi.

The moment you gave up, you've released the attachment you had to "making it happen". Letting go of attachment to results seems to be the modus operandi of the Universe.

From my experience, when you're not forcing things to happen or expecting things to happen, mystic experiences just happen naturally. It must have something to do with being "in the flow".

Have you ever heard of Alan Watts? He has some great lectures you should listen to.

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You're spot on 100%. This is exactly what I've noticed when practicing tk. You stare and stare at an object but at the second you "give up" and really, truly let go, then it flows out of you. I remember when I was kind of a newbie trying to move a paper and it didn't work for a good 1.5 hours.

I got frustrated and adjusted my position then suddenly pens and stuff all over my desk slid and it kind of blew my mind. I thought it was the wind for a second - except that no windows were open and no fans were moving and i tried to blow on the stuff but nothing was working. There really is a buildup and "release" mechanism at play when it comes to esp stuff, I just can't figure out exactly how to do it on demand.

Oh I love Alan watts, probably one of my favorite philosophers ever and I wish I had the opportunity to meet him:

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