Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Dear God, my whole attitude and outlook upon life have changed. You have made me, slowly, inexorably, starting from the inside working out. Scraping away at the useless bits and superfluous pieces.

I am so very far from being whom you would have me be, from consistently acting as you would have me act. I am selfish, prideful, slothful. But in truth, I am far from where I used to be, too. You have placed me on the way.

O Lord, I have no choice but to keep walking forward, for I fear the tragedy if I were to turn back! Let me show and live gratitude for refashioning my life and existence.