Dawn lost her sister 4 years ago, to this day she still wishes it would've been her to sacrifice herself for the sake of the world. Buffy was the hero and was more important that her anyway. That's how she has felt for a long time and now she's 19 and that feeling still hasn't gone away. There were times where she would stay up all night crying wishing she could just die and disappear forever. "No one would even care to notice if I was gone."

Her sleep schedule now consisted of staying up all night and sleeping during the day, she really wasn't much of a daytime person anyway. She looked at her phone to read to time 1:00am she was wide awake in a quiet house. She grabbed her laptop and just began typing.

"Just wanna make a little visit." she nodded. It only took about 5 minutes to get where they were going. She walked through the graveyard and stopped at Buffy's tombstone and sat down. "Once a month around this time I stop by her grave."

She laid her head on his chest as she looked at her tombstone. "I still think it should've been me Spike, I was the key, I was the one that was suppose to stop Hell on earth. She had more to live for then me, she was the hero."