I got a BFP! It's been 6 years since I lost my son Jackson Makaio to preterm labor. The doc said there was an infection. I also had been somewhat abused my son's father in February. I didn't go to the hospital following the incident because I thought I was fine. Lost Jackson that April just after his 5 month ultrasound. He was sucking his thumb and the technician missed taking the photo of him doing this. We buried him next to his great great grandma and great great grandpa. Miss him all the time, but this yearn I have for another child...well...I'm just glad that it happened. Still have to tell my baby's father (a different and better man).