It will be best if Kylie thinks of me having died under the missile
attack instead of running away.

Jennifer looked deeply into Kylie’s brown eyes. “You are my best
friend, and for many years I had to lie to you continually. When I finally
told you about my undercover job, it was not to recruit you but to lift
the burden of guilt from my mind. You immediately wanted to join.
Thank you for joining and serving in the SS.”