Sunday, December 22, 2013

I guess I was lucky! I did
not have to wait for Friday the13th to get the bad news. I already
got it on Thursday the 12th.

It also wasn't entirely
bad – in fact: the therapy has worked, the muscle invasive cancer
has disappeared. So I should be happy because the cancer I got rid of
is the type that can unexpectedly lead to quick death. But a new
cancer at a different location showed up in the biopsies. It is what
is called “superficial bladder cancer” and will, untreated, turn
into a more deadly variety.

So, no clean bill of
health, no time to recover physically or financially.

Dr, Chamie, the urologist
in charge, was rather cheerful because, in his eyes we had won,
defeated the muscle-invasive cancer and now all we needed to do was
to get rid of this pesky superficial intruder. He suggested a course
with BCG, the tuberculosis vaccine, that works by putting your immune
system in high gear, hoping that it will kill any cancer cells that
are left after surgery. Statistically it decreases the chances of a
recurrence by 60%, and it is commonly done. I don't think Dr. Chamie
knew that I had two treatments with BCG already. The first treatment
did not work well enough, the cancer returned, and the second time
the side effects were so grave that it was clear that we should not
repeat this.

In
2008 I wrote about medical mushrooms and bladder cancer.:

I
found three studies with control groups comparing the Zhuling
mushroom in it’s effectiveness for a bladder-cancer prophylaxis
with BCG, Mitomycin C and others. The Zhuling mushroom was
infinitesimally more effective than even BCG, which itself has the
best results among all the other maintenance-therapies. One of the
studies says: “The effect of Zhuling was similar to that
intravesical BCG. Zhuling was cheaper and convenient in usage, and no
side effects.”

These
studies were conducted at the “General Hospital of Jian Unit of
People's Liberation Army” in China between 1991 and 1999. The
largest group studied, consisted of 313 people, which isn’t a huge
group, but to be considered.

When
I read about this mushroom that was equally potent as BCG, but
without side-effects, again, I expected to find dozens of studies
trying to find the principle behind this achievement, but there were
none!!!

Since
2008 a few more studies on bladder cancer and medical mushrooms
exist, which seem to support the anecdotal evidence. For example: In
Vitro, in Hong Kong:

My
own anecdotal evidence for the healing power of mushrooms stems from
the time when the BCG treatment had left my bladder in a pitiful
state. It was permanently inflamed, and I had to pee every 30 minutes
with a painful chronic urethritis. It lasted over a year. I hardly
ever got decent sleep and I was pretty hopeless. Then after drinking
reishi tea (reishi-extract), within weeks my bladder normalized. That
may just be coincidence and I treat it as such, but I'm looking at
all the other coincidences and I'm sure there is something there.

I
used to buy zhuling in bulk -- It is affordable this way. I would
simmer zhuling tea in an old Chinese ceramic teapot. Now I have run
out of zhuling. It seems difficult to get it currently now I take
reishi extract.

More
interesting, and lately all over the media – the cannabis products!
I have been smoking cannabis since I was 18. Then, people did not
worry about the masses of tobacco that went into a hashish-joint –
they were worried about the few black clumps of resin. Ha Ha!

When
in 2003 I was first diagnosed with squamous head and neck cancer I
stopped smoking anything. Nevertheless, when several months into
chemo and radiation, one day I came home from a treatment and was in
such pain and lethargy that I decided to make an exception, smoke
some grass with my vaporizer, go to bed, and watch TV. I did. 5
minutes later I had the urge to get up, and next, I sat at the
computer, typing away. The cannabis, almost like a pain-seeking
missile, had not only deleted the pain I was aware of – it also got
rid of pains that I was so used to I wouldn't notice them anymore.
Now I noticed them, because they were gone. I never made a big thing
of it because who would believe a lifelong marihuana- and
hashish-smoker...

It
is just utterly amazing how well it worked, since I had only bad
experiences smoking cannabis to deal with acute pain. I would inhale
a joint and the toothache would not disappear, but rather get more
intensive -- now in screaming psychedelic colors!

But
with chronic pain – unbelievable!

On
the other hand, cannabis and cancer are lately much studied and
reported, but there still is no large double blind study on humans
even though we find many studies in vitro, with the standard
oncomouse, rats, etc... And hours of testimonials. Sometimes I wonder
if there is a magic number that determines how many people have to
tell you they got healed before a placebo effect sets in.

As
I understand: According to Rick Simpson, the inventor and
spokesperson for “Phoenix tears”,

one
needs 60 grams of oil and nine weeks to take it. But many years of
cancer made me lose my job and bankrupted me. Social Security barely
pays for my rent and I'm living by the mercy of others.

So,
there is a problem!

But
Christmas is coming and people are busy with their own lives, and not
much can be done before the new year. So I will spend the holidays
with my computer, looking for a cure for my cancer.

Right
now: I'm alive, everything else pales, when your life is on line.

...and,
naturally, I will keep painting and animating and writing until they
“Peel My Cold Dead Fingers From Around My Mouse...”