I wouldn’t so much say discouraged as impatient; very foolish!!! I have come to learn that even though His methods are not always to my liking, He’s always got the right idea. I also wrote once: “I know as long as I keep the faith strong,” “that He’ll give me what it takes to fight doin’ wrong.” There you pretty much have it. God will give you what it takes; you just have to let Him.