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Jameis Winston's accuser said he overpowered her and sexually assaulted her twice in his off-campus apartment during the early morning hours of Dec. 7, 2012.

The woman said she struggled as hard as she could against Winston, but he overpowered her, eventually holding her down and raping her both on his bed and in the bathroom, she recalled. Her punches and kicks were not enough.

"(Winston) raped me twice on his bed where I lay frozen but telling him to stop," the woman said. "I kept telling him to stop, but he covered my face and mouth with one hand."

The graphic retelling was included in transcripts, obtained by the Tallahassee Democrat on Monday, of a code of conduct hearing in which the Florida State quarterback and his accuser gave contradictory accounts of their sexual encounter. He maintains the sex was consensual.

"(The woman) engaged in sexual talk and took other actions that made it clear that the sex was consensual and that she was enjoying having sex with me," he said.

Winston did answer questions during the hearing, despite reports that he did not. He initially invoked a student conduct code rule that he would not answer any questions.

Hearing officer, former Florida State Supreme Court Justice Major Harding, asked Winston in what manner, verbally or physically, did the woman give consent.

Winston said the woman's "moaning" represented both verbal and physical consent.

The two intimate and unsettling accounts come from 214 pages of testimony from Winston's university student conduct code hearing held earlier this month. The two-day hearing, which was held Dec. 2 and 3, included 11 witnesses, more than 1,000 pages of investigative material and about 12 hours of testimony at the College of Engineering's Material Science Building.

The hearing was conducted by Harding and four others: FSU general counsel Carolyn Egan; Rachel Bukanc, assistant dean/director of FSU's Student Rights and Responsibilities; Robyn Blank Johnson, associate general counsel for FSU; and Tony Bajoczky Jr., of the law firm of Ausley & McMullen.

The hearing began with an opening statement by Harding, who laid out that the hearing was to determine whether Winston was responsible of sexual misconduct.

"The standard of proof in a sexual misconduct hearing is the preponderance of the evidence and not beyond a reasonable doubt as in the criminal case," Harding said during his opening statement. "In order for a respondent to be found responsible, I must find that it is more likely than not that the respondent committed sexual misconduct."

Throughout the process, the woman and Winston were in different rooms, swapping out when they were needed. Both could question the other's witnesses. Both students submitted written questions to Harding, who would ask them.

The woman called 10 witnesses, eight of whom were not named in the transcript. The other two included Florida State University Police Department Officer Dinorah Harris, the first officer to respond to the woman the night she called police, and the accuser's father.

Winston's only witness, State Attorney's Office investigator Jason Newlin, who last year headed the criminal investigation that ultimately ended in no charges against Winston. State Attorney Willie Meggs cited a lack of evidence for not moving forward with charges.

Winston, who gave his opening statement first, said the two danced for 10 minutes at the bar Potbelly's, where the Purgatory at Potbelly's special was $10 for all you can drink until midnight. He said the two exchanged numbers and went their separate ways.

Winston said he then texted her asking her if she wanted to go home with him. Winston said he, the woman and his teammates, Chris Casher and Ronald Darby, all took a cab ride to his apartment.

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He said the two engaged in foreplay and then consensual sex. He later took her home on his scooter.

The woman, however, said she never gave Winston her phone number or danced with him, but believes he was the man she spoke to briefly while doing a shot of alcohol.

The woman, who said she had a typical amount of alcohol and had a blood alcohol level of .04 and tested negative for drugs, claims to have received no text message from Winston asking her to go home with him.

A friend who was out with the woman that night said the two did exchange phone numbers. The woman asked her friend if she should go home with Winston. The woman said, "that's up to you."

The woman recalled being scared when getting in the cab, a memory that was "kind of hazy."

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"I did not get into the cab willingly. I wouldn't say that I was forced into the cab, but I believe that I was scared," she said. "Scared because these are three men who I've never met who are all very much bigger than me," she said. "Scared about what would happen if I didn't get into the cab. It was just a fear kind of feeling."

At some point during the encounter, both Winston and the woman say a man walked into the room. Winston said it was Casher came in the room and she told him to get out before turning off the light.

In a post-hearing submission by the woman's lawyers, the accuser said that Darby came in the room and said "dude, she is saying no."

"Please, stop no," the woman recalled saying back to Darby. "I remember pleading just for him to stop."

Winston, however said the woman asked for more privacy, so they went to the bathroom. The woman, however said the non-consensual sex continued in the bathroom.

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"While we were in the bathroom, he pushed my face to the side," the woman said. "I believe this was so I couldn't see him."

The woman's attorneys said both Darby and Casher refused to answer questions during the hearing. Two of the woman's witnesses, described only as FSU students, chose not to answer any questions, according to the transcript.

The woman also called a victim advocate and a forensic examiner from the Refuge House, a nonprofit assisting women who are the victims of violence and sexual assault.

The forensic examiner said there was bruising on the woman's left forearm and her knees and redness below her kneecaps and on her right foot. The victim advocate said the woman's dissociated demeanor is common of sexual violence survivors.

"I kind of see that as your brain just switching off," the victim advocate said. "It's a defense mechanism to help people survive traumatic events. It's very common of survivors of sexual assault."

Investigator Newlin, Winston's only witness, provided an overview of his multi-week investigation, including statements from the woman and others who were with her that night.

The hearing ended with closing arguments by both sides.

The woman went first, saying, "The truth is that I told police that I was raped because that is what happened. That is my reality and something I will always have to live with."

Both sides were given the chance to file formal submissions by Dec. 12. Harding was required to get an answer to whether Winston was found responsible within 10 days. On Sunday, Harding ruled that Winston would not be found responsible for any violations.

Winston thanked Harding for his work on the case.

"During this process I have learned how vicious this world can be," he said. "I did not sexually assault (the woman)."