Story Idea

... I need to say a few words about my existence before the conception. Most of the revolutionary theology on this subject is in the first book HIM (His Imperial Majesty), about the times before modernity, the real antiquity.

If not for my existence before my birth, the story would lose the dramatism. You see, birth and life are the altimate test for a soul, when it gains the body and loses the memory of its previous existence. Only the strong souls capable of restoring it, thier pre-life memory. That are the souls for the resurrection after the death. In short, they return to where they been, but now with the experience of life and death, memories of the body -- what is why they have new bodies after the resurrection.

This is the known theology. In KOG we do not have it, theology, everything is theology here. If you read POV, you know that in the language we use there are abstructions. In our language you can't "write" (I using "writing" only because I have to communicate with you, people). Here you can't say -- "Anatoly was a man." Because it's good only for human records. Here you have to shows it all -- Anatoly and what do you mean by "a man" and how you understand "was"... Complicated? But only then you can see it!

The problem. How can it be that the first book became the next book after the last book? And how can I call this book "last" if there is another book after it? You see, how difficult it is to explain rverything in your language! This is why I try to prepare you in this book, where I describe my conception and existence before birth. You understand that what you call "pregnancy" is not what experienced inside. In your world it takes nine months, but in my world before the birth. I didn't know "your" time, I was there forever...

I hope you understand why it is so difficult for me to begin my story in your manner -- with the begining and the end. In your linear and chronological time I have to be born before I can die. That's not the case here. If you are familiar with the Einstein's theories, you can relate to the fact that in a different chronotope you can die before being born. But I do not have time for theories. Besides, if you remember I am obliged to speak in pictures and stories by the court. Yes, friends, once the Last Judgement Day starts it has no end. You have to accept it, the difference of the eternity.

How shall I describe my immacular conception?

But before I get to it, I have to speak about your contraversies over abortion. The Pope is against abortion for very serious reasons. Think about it -- I (the soul) was waiting forever to go the exam of living, finally I am concived and here is this thing -- the abortion! What do I have to do now? Go back and wait again? This is why the Pill is important. You can have your sexual acrobatics, but the conception is a serious business -- you don't invite the soul to living and change your mind! No, ladies and gentlemen, we do not like it here.

If some fundamentalists are reading my books (I hope that the books will be banned and the wrong people won't read it getting upset for nothing), but if you are very religious, you probably think that the Pill is wrong too. Yes, it was wrong and that is why the Pill didn't exist before the End of the World. Now we have it because the Resurrection requires birth as a part of the process of the Great Return. Do I have to explain it too? Maybe later.

The conception. Did you ask yourself -- why on that day, why in this country and so on? What is your answer? Why do I have to be born from a woman "Lydia" and a man "Georgii"? Why in Russia?

Remember, the fate concept? There is so truth in it. Your is called for living only after very careful consideration, I waited that long because the conditions must be right, all those little details and their combination. You are born from dofferent parents, under different surcumstences, because your fate and diffrent and you are you, not me. I do not know what is your fate, sir. Sorry, I have to focus on my own.