I don't know how much longer I'll be updating, or if I'll disappear for awhile. Short on rent for this month by $80 and it's due on the 17th. Sold some of my items, yet still short. Been looking for work since December of last year and nothing has fallen through yet. Still looking, but even if I find something the 17th is very close and don't think I'll have a paycheck to pay it by then..

Not to mention utilities...I'm not sure what I'm going to do and to be honest it's making me severely depressed..Been trying to stay positive and hopeful, but only so much a person can take.