Lost and confused.

what do i do. im studying a degree i never wanted to do, all i ever wanted to be is a mechanic. im great at cars, can fix them easily. so here i am, in my car parked outside my uni. been like this since saturday. parents found out and threw me out. no one knows whats happened and im screwed entirely. bf doesnt know, i wont burden him with my crap, hes worth better then me.

oh and to top it all im back to being an escort, working well so far actually. the uni opens up in the morn so can use their showers etc, so no one knows and then go back to work in the eve,

im at the end of the line and i give up. i really do, i dont know what else to do anymore. i dont ask for help from friends or family, im too stubborn and proud for that.

YOu are to proud to ask for help from family but you are not proud enough to respect your self enought to get an education to not sell your services I am sorry but i would ask for help but that is just me.