I wish I could have been more of a man. It still bothers me to this day. But regret is something we have to learn to live with.

Read a few excerpts from the book below:

For a while, being with her was bliss and I was the happiest I’ve ever been. We were one of the most famous couples in Hollywood and we made more money together than we had individually.
At the start of our marriage I was faithful to her. I could not handle the lethal cocktail of the spotlight, addiction, a diminishing career and infidelity. Oh, did I mention the paranoia, anxiety, depression.
I couldn’t keep my d–k in my pants or the coke out of my nose.
Drug addicts are incredibly skilled at hiding their habit. I’d get defensive and Khloé would just drop it.

He also revealed how she stood by him during his life-threatening overdose in 2015.

Lamar told People :

Her love for me must have been unconditional. That’s the only thing I think that gave her the strength to still love me at that time.