Desperate for a reading

I am new to this forum but I am in desperate need of a readings since my own two decks are saying different things.

I gotta know this:

Should I give up and move on when it comes to B and T?

Will I move to LA next year and become as successfull as I want to?

If I shouldn´t give up when it comes to them, which one will I have a relationship with?

What will the relationship be like, like last for life and what must I do to make it happen/last?

Will my life change soon?And what is it like today?

I am so confused right now, a part of me tells me to give up, the other one tells me about all the other things that I asked my decks about that actually happened but I don´t know anymore so I need someone to tell me what to do.