I don't want to

I don't want to grow up. I don't want to go to college. I don't want to have to do all these things! I'm so tired of all this bullshit with college. I'm so f****** lost as to what I want to do, I don't need some liars acting as if they care about my future just so they'll get money from me. I'm just so tired of being judged. I don't want to keep being this way. Sometimes I wonder if I'll wake up and things will change. Maybe I'll be in someone's life instead of my stupid life. It sucks.