Disclaimer: I do not own any of the original characters or plot lines from which I have built my story upon Shannona XxX

There have been times in my life when I am unsure about a lot of things. Yes, it's true, me Hermione Granger the so called cleverest witch of my time is unsure about things. It seem's crazy doesn't it, real and utter nonsense, but the sad truth of it all, is that it's true. In first year I was unsure I was gonna make it out of there alive. In second year I was unsure Harry and Ron would ever figure it out all by themselves. In third year I was unsure if Harry and me could actually set Sirius free, and the list goes on. It just so happens that each pivotal moment in my life I was unsure about has become one of the stand firm pillars of all my beleifs and actions. And now I'm unsure about this. My feelings for him.

I don't want another heartbreakI don't need another turn to cry noI don't want to learn the hard wayBaby hello, oh no, goodbyeBut you got me like a rocketShooting straight across the sky

He just seemed to make me feel this way, I can't really explain it. One moment we were how we had always been. You know, joking and laughing and just hanging out. We would talk about everything from Quidditch to Defense Against the Dark Arts and back again. We would secretly laugh about Ron and how he was so hopeless at getting any girls attention, it used to be great, and then this happened. And the next moment he looked at me and something inside me clicked and it stuck. Whenever he brushed my arm I felt shivers and my breathing would shallow. I mean, what am I supposed to do now, we're supposed to be friends and that's all. I wouldn't be able to handle it, he wouldn't be able to handle me. To get this one thing straight, I only like him because he's the only guy I've ever let in...right?

It’s the way you love meIt’s a feeling like thisIt’s centrifugal motionIt’s perpetual blissIt’s that pivotal momentIt’s ahh impossibleThis kiss, this kissUnstoppable
This kiss, this kiss.

No, not right. Maybe I was just going to have to face it. I mean, I’m sitting here and he’s over there with Ron, and he’s just staring at me. Openly staring, what am I to do, I can’t get up and leave because he’ll know I knew he was staring, and I can’t sit here it’s so uncomfortable. I feel like the whole room is watching us, their breaths held tight, wondering when we are both going to get over ourselves and just face facts. Yes, at first I liked him. I liked the way he smiled, so crooked and natural and I liked the way he ran his hands through his hair, his little trait that has always made me laugh. I liked him okay, it’s true, but that like increased and now look at me. I think I’m in love. I love the way his eyes glisten and light up whenever I talk to him, I love the way he’s so caring and always puts everyone else before himself and I just love him.

Cinderella said to Snow White
"How does love get so off course, oh
All I wanted was a white knight
With a good heart, soft touch, fast horse
Ride me off into the sunset
Baby I'm forever yours"

It’s like every girl’s fantasy, and in my head I keep telling myself to grow up, but how can I when he’s sitting they’re so perfect. He is the hero, nobody can deny it. I’ve seen it with my own eyes, the soldier in him, the one thing that makes him carry on. His determination to defeat evil and I have feared for his life. I never thought I could love anyone like that, someone who would put their own life in danger, but I do, and it’s kind of scary. I read about it all the time in fairy stories and well known novel’s, but I never thought for one moment that what I had read so long ago would happen to me. I wish I was his, I wish he could ride me off into the sunset, maybe he wants to. I mean, why else would he be staring at me. Maybe he isn’t, maybe he is looking at something behind me because that would make more sense wouldn’t it?

It's the way you love me
It's a feeling like this
It's centrifugal motion
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment
It's, ah unthinkable
This kiss, this kiss,Unsinkable
this kiss, this kiss

His eyes are so piercing, I feel like I’m burning under his gaze. What if he could read my mind right now? What would he see? Would he hate me forever, that would be the end Hermione, over, this whole great friendship you have going on would be ruined, he would never talk you again. But what if he see’s it and by some twist of fate, likes it. Would he run over here, take me in his arms and ravish me, in front of all these people. Oh Merlin would I love that, just to be held in his big and strong arms. His muscles flexing as his breath swept over my bare neck. His aroma filling my nostril’s and making me feel just…ahhh! And this is another thing, the fantasising. I can never seem to get him out of my head. When I wake up, during classes and meals and even at night. I dream about him and oh dear Merlin I want him. And he’s still watching me, I think I’m going to faint soon.

You can kiss me in the moonlight
On the rooftop under the sky, oh
You can kiss me with the windows open
While the rain comes pouring inside, oh
Kiss me in sweet slow motion
Let's let everything slide
You got me floating, you got me flying

I feel so strange, what has a girl got to do around here to get kissed. I look back over and for the first time all day our eyes connect across the room. My mind is screaming at me, telling me to look away, telling me to shut my eyes and forget all about these feelings. But there is this small voice behind me telling me to stay where I am, stay and keep this connection. He blinks and slowly raises from his chair, he’s till looking at me. What is he doing? He’s coming this way and I think my heart is about to explode, I’m going to die, have a panic attack, and something is going to happen to make me look like an idiot. Everything has gone into slow motion as he walks further towards me, stops and takes my hand. Right there I know I am dreaming, I know I am going to wake up, someone pinch me right there and then. He lifts me from the armchair and I am face to face with him. Dear Merlin…help!

It's the way you love me
It's a feeling like this
It's centrifugal motion
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment
It's, ah subliminal
This kiss, this kiss, it's criminal
This kiss, this kiss
It's the way you love me baby
It's the way you love me, darling', yeah

He looks me straight in the eye in a silent question. Do I reply with words? Do I reply with blinks? Now I’m an idiot, how can I talk in blinks. I’m all flustered, and I swear I’m really sweaty, what if he smells me and I smell really bad, oh Merlin that would be awful. I haven’t answered but I think he took it as a yes because he’s leaning in. Is the whole room watching us, I can feel their eyes on us, and what are they going to say. Focus Hermione, focus. My eyes flutter closed, I can feel his lips near mine, his hot breath against my mouth. And finally our lips touch and I feel his hands snake around my back and pull me close. Squeal, I am squealing on the inside. This is amazing, I never knew he was such a good kisser. I cannot believe this. We break apart and I look around, no one is looking at us. He laughs.

‘What are you looking for?’ he whisper’s in my ear.

‘Oh nothing!’ I answer back and face him with a smile. He’s all red.

‘I had to do that,’ he says to me ‘you kept looking at me all day with this weird look!’ he laughs.

‘Well Mr Potter, I’m very glad you did, thank you!’

‘Your welcome Miss Granger.’ He replies

It's the way you love me
It's a feeling like this
It's centrifugal motion
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment
It's, ah subliminal
This kiss, this kiss, it's criminal
This kiss, this kiss

NB: So I hope you liked it, I have recently been into doing one shot's and song fic's, does it suit me? Read and Review. Shannona XXX