There’s failure, and then there’s failure that will haunt you for the rest of your life.

The setting: Redditor NoSleeves12 is playing Destiny’s competitive player vs. player gauntlet, Trials of Osiris, with two of his buddies. His team has hit 8-0, which means they’re a single win away from getting a flawless victory and heading to the exclusive Lighthouse on Mercury. (A loss will deny them access.)

They’re fighting a tough team, and the match is tied at 4-4. (Matches in Trials of Osiris are played best out of nine.) NoSleeves12 is the only player left standing on his team.

With that all in mind, watch what happened:

This is THE WORST. Granted, he probably would’ve died to a hammer anyway. BUT STILL.