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WHO CARES HOW HIGH I FILL THE BATH WATER WHEN I’M ALREADY IN OVER MY HEAD I DON’T REMEMBER WHAT IT’S LIKE TO SLEEP NO MATTER HOW OFTEN I SAY I AM GOING TO BED AND DON’T FUCKING TOUCH ME BECAUSE I’LL PROBABLY SHATTER AND FOR GOD’S SAKE DON’T ASK ME WHAT IS THE MATTER