Wednesday, September 28

I linger in the doorwayOf alarm clock screamingMonsters calling my nameLet me stayWhere the wind will whisper to meWhere the raindropsAs they’re falling tell a storyIn my field of paper flowersAnd candy clouds of lullabyI lie inside myself for hoursAnd watch my purple sky fly over meDon’t say I’m out of touchWith this rampant chaos-your realityI know well what lies beyond my sleeping refugeThe nightmare I built my own world to escapeIn my field of paper flowers... ... ...Swallowed up in the sound of my screamingCannot cease for the fear of silent nightsOh how I long for the deep sleep dreamingThe goddess of imaginary light...

Most of Evanescence fans would have heard this song long time ago. This is one of those songs that never grows old for me, just like 'The Reason' by Hoobastank and 'You know you're right' by Nirvana. Why don't some songs leave your soul? I think it's mainly because you have a similar experience in life that you could relate with the song. Atleast that's what that does the trick for me. All songs come from real people with real experiences in life - they write songs for a reason, for a memory, for themselves, for someone else...isn't that why music is the most enjoyed kind of entertainment in the world. Ever since I was a kid I had a deep passion for music, especially guitar sounds - it has certainly grown over the years and now Music has become a huge part of me. If not for my precious CDs and my Discman I would certainly have died long long time ago. Im being dead honest here :) And why is that....because...

Music reaches my soul like no other thing ever can. Not even my best friend can understand my feelings as much as my music can - that actually makes Music my best friend. It identifies with every chord in my soul be it miserable, happy, dumb, angry,lonely,cruel, loving,scr#wed up wuteva it may be - oh those guitar tabs and my soul tabs are definitely twins and when they meet up, it's pure heaven. Only Music totally understands the language I speak - something I can rarely ask for even from a loved-one. She quenches my thirst for liberty, finds my memory when it's lost, satisfies my hunger to be understood, plays the inner tunes of my cries, reaches the deepest places of my soul, builds a wall of protection where I'm completely free and secure to be myself, is my only companion in loneliness when everyone seems too far away, holds my life with great strength in those weakest moments, assures me that I'll never be mislead, lights up my darkest path with her radiance, rhymes with my life's menace yet makes life worthwhile, 'cos Music, my best friend can be met up with only if I'm alive.

Music is my best friend that gives me more than just friendship - it's a sealed bond of complete trust and understanding that we share. How about for you? What keeps you mentally alive, in tune with your senses and wakes you up inside? Who's your non-human (or super-human:) best friend? And tell me why you chose that to be your best friend.Yes it's time for you to share your greatest leisure/relaxation pursuits with me.In other words, what are your most pleasurable and healing means of escape to reality? Yes I said escape TO reality, not from :) Because to me reality is that...my best friend Music, for she's the only one that breathes and speaks reality, and can escape anytime to, from this messy illusion. My Music, thank you for being there for me in both good and bad times - no one else ever did that so perfectly and without expecting anything in return. I listen to her, she hears me.

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Most of Evanescence fans would have heard this song long time ago.Oh yeah..Eva rox!!and Amy Leee.....*Drooool*Do I have to say anything more about EVA now??

Why don't some songs leave your soul?I have good collection of songs that never leave my soul...like...Who let the dogs out...Slim shady...Hmm..and few more which are right now stuck in ma soul coz of the freezing temperature at which this A/c is blowing on top of ma head. Gimme some time for these songs to come out..

Music reaches my soul like no other thing ever can.Yup...yup...yupI so depend on them..and lately whenever Im at home on weekends my mom just freaks out to see me glued to lappy with headphones on all the time. At times she just gives up thinking that I've turned retard or something closer to it.But its true that if at the end of the day I want to just relax and forget the days happenings...I cool myself down with ma collaction of good songs..

nly Music totally understands the language I speakHave been talking to Michelle a lot lately??By any chance...coz she just made me music freakaziod within 10 days and Im kinda enjoying her music collection. She ROX!!

And all romantic collections are coming from PARI...hehe. :))

it's a sealed bond of complete trust and understanding that we share.Brilliantly put down in words...Nothing can beat this...you said it already lady.

wow wut a very different and clever answer...yep best friends should bring the best out of u...and fear does that to u...woww I luv this...I'm waiting to hear abt the rest of my mates' best friends...thanks South that was very inspiring!

kesh i so totally agree with u! and i love evanescence...their lyrics are juz so true n they juz hit ur heart ... u can relate to em i noe..not that i do to most of em..but i juz find them so real..i love imaginary by evanescence...i love the whole album...music is my best frnd too..all u havta do is turn it up high and forget everythin else...just listen to the beat n get lost in it..it helpz the most wen ur down..n songz that relate to the reason why ur down..lol then thatz a bonus isnt it...musicc iz my best frnd toooo...kesh n so r u .. see i came here nah n im the 6th one i think:D

i cant believe iu get hypnotised ..OMGGGG!!!!Oh yeah....Few bloggers from Canada and Sydney carry these special fonts on there system which is enuogh to hypnotise few retards here in India working in IT....and Im one of them :((

At times I just wish I had those fonts...so that I too wud have used it on these blogger fellas :)

yup Uttara I would like to do the arm-pulling till half of z000nie is in Delhi and the other half is in Syd :) so go ahead hehehe...

lol Im very much alive Uttara cos Im the source of living for some poor, lonely anonymous souls out there who likes to copy my whole blog profile and my profile pic to imitate me...they r that emotionally troubled lol! So I gotta live for them nah ;-)

yup Uttara I would like to do the arm-pulling till half of z000nie is in Delhi and the other half is in Syd :) so go ahead hehehe...

poor z000nie :)no mez in mumbai so i will wait till friday ...lolzzzz

lol Im very much alive Uttara

ghosh!!!

i got S*#t scared ...lolll

cos Im the source of living for some poor, lonely anonymous souls out there who likes to copy my whole blog profile and my profile pic to imitate me...they r that emotionally troubled lol! So I gotta live for them nah ;-)

Uttara nah nah it's not for z000nie lol...he can live w.o. me alrite...:) It's for anonymous asses who just cant seem to have a life w.o. butting in my life...so yeah i got to live for them...u can see nah how much agony they r going thru to get my attention...creating various nics, blog pages with my porfile etc etc. lol I got them working real hard. I wonder where they r all gonna hide when the mask falls off...will be totally lost in his lies and wickedness and DUMBNESS :)

cant do wthout thm... hmmm music to a certain extent... but books n net first...

whnever i m free the first thing id do is get online... or read a book... so these r my best pals... n to tell u the truth i prefer them rather than some people around me who always cribbing n crying... duh!!!

even i'm a die hard fan of Evanescence....Another band i really like to listen is Linkin park specially there song "in the end"....

Moreover how do u manage to come with so many ideas for ur posts.I still have a lot to catch up on ur blog .u know everytime i come here i first check out the comments nos and than wish might be someday ill get 1/4 of them ...... :-)

My heart will go on : Celine DionLove to see you cry : Enrique IglesiasNothing's Gonna Change My Love : George BensonLast Christmas : George MichaelCareless Whisper : George MichaelRight here waiting : Richard MarxSteve Wonder : I just called to say I love you.Lionel Richie : HelloU2 : With or without youAlways : Jon Bon JoviNovember Rain : I want to break free : QueenBecause I love you : Shakin StevensHow am I supposed to live without you : Michael BoltonPlease dont fall in love : Cliff RichardWhen I fall in love : Julio Iglesias.If I have had the time of my life .

It's for anonymous asses who just cant seem to have a life w.o. butting in my life...so yeah i got to live for them...u can see nah how much agony they r going thru to get my attention...creating various nics, blog pages with my porfile etc etc. lol I got them working real hard. I wonder where they r all gonna hide when the mask falls off...will be totally lost in his lies and wickedness and DUMBNESS :)

mez not a music freak , but i love it...i mostly love instrumental music.... specially soothing 1.. so that i can close my eyes n feel the music and flow with it... u have a nice choice too...#8 is nice too, **taking over me**#4 is good 1 too , just wowww, nice music too.. hugsss keshuu, love ya

Music too, but for me it was mostly nature - dawn jogs. That's ended - because of my bad karma? I must have done hideous things in my past life to be going through what I've gone through for the last 12 years. (The "hmoappeals" link on my blog tells a bit of what I've experienced.)

I know little about belief in past lives, but did a bit of thinking about this on today's post thanks to your comment... I might have misrepresented the idea, if so please feel free to correct...

If any of you ppl really have an ear for pure music, you should listen to this album :

The Garden of Dreams : Ali Akbar Khan

the music brings out all soft emotions from the deepest core of your heart. And feel the goodness and purity of Indian Classical Music. This album also mixes some western patterns.........over all it's like u are in heaven !!

True that music is our best friend. Whether it is a classical piece by Beethoven or a pop/rock number by GNR, music affects me on a deep level. Its is the lubricant that smoothes my way to simplicity. One composition that affects me the most is J. Strauss' Blue Danube. Some notes of this timeless track bewitch me so much that I feel like my body is a violin and, is being played reverentially. All my senses conjure up to its orchestral color and harmonic language. I cease to be myself, I become the music. Guess I could happily listen to the Blue Danube night and day for the rest of my life.

Me toe like music a lot but now-a-days it's kinda escape to reality I mean not getting enough time to listen. I don't like listening music using walkman or discman or new gazetts so have to wait until gets some free time.

*What keeps you mentally alive, in tune with your senses and wakes you up inside? Never thought, I think it's something deep inside.

*Who's your non-human (or super-human:) best friend? God

*And tell me why you chose that to be your best friend. because it's non-human (or super-human for some people)

*Yes it's time for you to share your greatest leisure/relaxation pursuits with me. greatest leisure seems not possible with you...;) u know what I mean...

dont u have friends? r u this lonely and retarded in life? dun u have other blogs to visit than getting wasted this way? First u copied my entire profile and pic to imitate me everywhere and now u r acting like Word_Smith?

YOU REALLY NEED A BREAK MAN! before you end up in a mental hospital. u make me laugh half the time with ur rather rusted brain. I do feel for u cos I have never seen someone so immersed in venom and boredom that leads to him own misery. Please help yourself atleast now...it's not too late...you can do it...spit the venom out for good cos u've done enough now...you are through and we all applaud you for ur rather sad act all these months. TIME FOR U TO LET GO AND BE HAPPY :)

The big mistake that men make is that when they turn thirteen or fourteen and all of a sudden they've reached puberty, they believe that they like women. Actually, you're just horny. It doesn't mean you like women any more at twenty-one than you did at ten.-Jules Feiffer (b. 1929), American cartoonist, Pulitzer winner Quote WorldFamous Quotes at QuoteWorld.org

wow so u like reading...interesting...I like reading too but I cant do it for too long...hehehe...i.o.w. I'm too impatient for it lol! What sorta books u like? Net yesssss we all luv it! But I dun get much time from home....net is like taboo cos mum dun like me tapping away when Im at home lolllz! But ofcourse the net is a goooood friend who I cant do w.o. either!

**so these r my best pals... n to tell u the truth i prefer them rather than some people around me who always cribbing n crying... duh!!!

lol I know...cry babies make me wanna puke! I have some ppl like that too ard me...so the first thing I do ii put on my headphones...and they dun exist anymore - I got no time for sh#t...lol!

I never studied w.o. music...Music always made me study well and retained everything in my memory when I sat for exams...simply stated I cant live w.o. music. lol my mum knows Im the biggest spender when it comes to CDs...she goes, what ur gonna do if u ever run out of money...sell ur CDs? lolll!

Thanks Uttara...great list there...u have a very good taste in music...feel free to list as many as u like...would like to explore songs/bands that I dunno yet...

omgggggggg how come u luv ALL the Indian singers that I too like? wowww Im amazed at out similarity in taste of music. LATA IS THE BEST for me...and SP is one of the Best male singers...but d u like Ilayarajah? He's too good.

my mind is like a field of new flowers born each day...hehe they just pop up :) glad u like em. btw Autumn u r the same...u come up with really thought-provoking and unique posts...Im not just saying this for the sake of it...I really mean it.

**music can make or break a man.it can affect the moods of the listeners to great extents.

thats so true...it can break u too as much as it can make u...but thats the reality hitting hard, isnt it?

**as for me, i like music when i dont understand the lyrics, ie. when they are in sum alien tongue. when its just music and not a dopey message with a tune.

I like when I u'stand the lyrics...but sometimes I listen to Hindi/Arabic songs that I dun u'stand anything but the rhythm is sooo good. Well some songs dun make any sense but I would like to u'stand what it's saying...it's always more beautiful that way. How come u dun wanna know the lyrics?

thanks mah friend. Not that they can ever be...thats why they pretend and fake my Id so much..cos they so wanna be me. poor souls lost in their own venom.

st000nieeeeeee!**mez not a music freak , but i love it...i mostly love instrumental music.... specially soothing 1.. so that i can close my eyes n feel the music and flow with it...

awww ur a peaceful and serene soul nah st000nie...unlike me - tortured and lost. sometimes I want to listen to soothing music and it feels really good. But I always end up listening to something heavy or rock-like...I think thats my taste. but I know that instrumental and classical music is just divine. Hugggggggz dolly!

Music and friends. It was nice reading how music is playing a role of a friend in your life. But, are they actually someones friend.

Hmm..maybe ..i don know..Music is an integral part of my soul.But not my best friend. Coz it cant speak to me.Yeah it can speak to me. But it can listen to me. It can suggest me. It cant stop me.

Yeah,i do agree it soothens our grief filled heart..It helps us relate to reality life.It help to get inspire.But i dont think it serves the deeds of a best friend. Because its always we go in search for music.

I agree music is really great.At times it can do more than a friend can do.But when i am down,its always the silence of sitting with my close and best friend better than any music in this world.

I never studied w.o. music...Music always made me study well and retained everything in my memory when I sat for exams...simply stated I cant live w.o. music. lol my mum knows Im the biggest spender when it comes to CDs...she goes, what ur gonna do if u ever run out of money...sell ur CDs? lolll!

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###Thanks Uttara...great list there...u have a very good taste in music...feel free to list as many as u like...would like to explore songs/bands that I dunno yet...

yup .. i will do that ... give all my fav .. close to my heart once ;)

awww Vinu...just like sometimes silence speaks volumes, music always speaks to me...I dun mean as in humans talking...but it's someone singing a sad story or the way he/she feels abt something...and that is 'speaking' to me when it applies to me. I know wut u mean...nuttin like talkin to a human being but sometimes humans r not too good with words or putting across what they feel...even if they love us as best friends. Music has no ends to it's love, it's reaching out, it's tempo that soothes my soul...thats what I meant by it being my best friend :)

**Because its always we go in search for music.

yes true...but dun we also go in search of humans when we need help? Unless we ask for help, there's no way even ur best friend will know wut ur going thru hai na?

yes true...but dun we also go in search of humans when we need help? ***Unless we ask for help, there's no way even ur best friend will know wut ur going thru hai na?***

Hmm...Again i dare to differ my friend...If i cant sense i my friends distress i fail to be a friend to him....And i feel best friendship comes even if a help request is been made..Its sensed..not told..

An as you termed my non-human best friend is...hmm..hehe..no doubt..music..good music..books...and yeah i enjoy riding and driving to any extent..

Music reaches my soul like no other thing ever can. Not even my best friend can understand my feelings as much as my music can - that actually makes Music my best friend hey that's so sweet...and Music can't betray u also...

all guyz... who are tryn hard to take that best friend's slot in Keshi's heart...Better Luck Next time ;-)

Keshi..where can I even begin to talk about music!!!! Kurtie n Freddy..mah two favourites..n u've got em both in this post!!! btw..my blog is haunted by The Phantom of the Blogpera..lol..looks like he's taken a liking to mah blog and publishing my unpublished journals....so for the best purposes, my blog is now extinct..will have a new one up soon

OH Keshi I forgot to add these songs....1.The theme song of the movie 'GHOST'2.Don McLean : Vincent.3.Paul Copland : The theme song of 'PIANO' 4.Roxette : It must have been love.5.Madonna : La Isla Bonita.

Tanvi lol what can I do...well most of the comments are by me and sometimes I chat with friends here too...so they r really not relevant to the post...the real number of quality comments mebbe abt 50...hehe...me no super-star - just having loads of fun here babeh ;-)

About Me

Music seems to adore me as it keeps reaching my ears...guitars and cars...friends I cannot be without...poems, life, ocean, people...these are some things I simply love. This is my personal e-diary...if anything I blurt out here hurts anyone, my sincere apologies in advance. What I write here are my deepest thoughts that I hardly discuss with people close to me in real. These are my conversations with my mind and the walls who sometimes have better listening powers than humans. But ofcourse I value everyone's views and I intend to grow from them, so you're most welcome to express yourselves here.
Life is too short so I try to 'live' longer every day...and yes one day at a time.
Knowledge is power hence people have been the source of that power in me...I thank them always.