the e5200 simply pushed me too high. it outputs about 1200 points on a good day,1000 on a bad day. interesingly, the 939 cruncher, outputs about 800-1000 per day. thats not much less, and its at not even 3ghz (ddr1 in mind,tho good clocked)

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also keep in mind i have 1 less X2 then what i had before. I was running 3 X2s @3ghz and a handful of other crunchers but now i am down to 2 x2s 1p4 1 celly D. Soon i will have 2 more P4s.One of witch will be upgraded ASAP to a C2D or C2Q and then i hope to upgrade my other 2 x2s to quads then the battle should be on

she will be getting something soon. She has been asking forever about it..(posted earlier in this thread i think)

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oh well... me and my girlfriend are currently in an argument
she believes, ADHD is cureable.
Me,who has ist, in a very lifedestroying,unusual way (its difficult to spot at first,some people never recognize it) has real problems because i simply "loose" my concentration,all of a suddenly,more often. i usually can take up to 5 hours of work i find "bullshit", but after that, i will make massive faults,until i stop. but if i do work,what i like, i can concentrate like 30% better than a normal human, i really shut off the outside world, and get a tunnel focus.
problem is: i cant control what i like, and most things i like, dont give too much money
so she fears, she has to earn the money, if we marry one day. i fear that too, even if i would do the House-Man i learned much from my mother, believe me. i even can cook and do the laundry

oh well... me and my girlfriend are currently in an argument
she believes, ADHD is cureable.
Me,who has ist, in a very lifedestroying,unusual way (its difficult to spot at first,some people never recognize it) has real problems because i simply "loose" my concentration,all of a suddenly,more often. i usually can take up to 5 hours of work i find "bullshit", but after that, i will make massive faults,until i stop. but if i do work,what i like, i can concentrate like 30% better than a normal human, i really shut off the outside world, and get a tunnel focus.
problem is: i cant control what i like, and most things i like, dont give too much money
so she fears, she has to earn the money, if we marry one day. i fear that too, even if i would do the House-Man i learned much from my mother, believe me. i even can cook and do the laundry

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Weed makes ADHD worse. I have ADHD too but no longer show signs because of my will to focus. Its a struggle but drugs will only make you lose control of your focus more. When you focus and ignore everything else you can use ADHD to your advantage by not noticing the distractions at all, should you choose to zone in on something. You have the same capacity to succeed in the work force as everybody else if you stop using drugs. ADHD is nothing like autism. I used to help with autistic kids in high school and I helped them focus on the work at hand by being assigned to them in certain classes. I don't know why I was assigned to them in those classes, but they liked me for some reason.

Weed makes ADHD worse. I have ADHD too but no longer show signs because of my will to focus. Its a struggle but drugs will only make you lose control of your focus more. When you focus and ignore everything else you can use ADHD to your advantage by not noticing the distractions at all, should you choose to zone in on something. You have the same capacity to succeed in the work force as everybody else if you stop using drugs. ADHD is nothing like autism. I used to help with autistic kids in high school and I helped them focus on the work at hand by being assigned to them in certain classes. I don't know why I was assigned to them in those classes, but they liked me for some reason.

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Thanks, but if i stop smoking, i will surely kill someone, due to him reacting like a fool
these days... all others are slackin, but they blame me, for their own problems, or for not doing things, i didnt have to do. in every ethic and moralic kind.
i will get mad soon.... and i not even can get very calm, even with weed. thats a drip on the Hot Stone, my back is so horribly overtensioned, i believe not even high doses diazepam would linder it. alcohol also doesnt work. i can try what i want, i dont get dizzy, im only tired, and my back hurts on the inside of the shoulder plates...
everything slips away, and i drown in accusations daily:shadedshu