Fuck it la. Why cant they just listen to me for once. Just for once. Listen to what i have to say. They all dont know what have been happening to me these 3 days. Full of shit k. Nothing good happened. K eventhough your attitude is like that, i HAVE a heart ok. I have. Im not like some other ppl who got no life and spam ppl. I was minding my own business when you accuse me of something i didnt do. Ya i know. I maybe still have feelings for that kid. But doesnt mean i side her kawan, right? I rather side my own friend. I helped you a lot and you accuse me of doing that? You dont fucking know how much it hurts. You dont. And i fucking accidentally spoilt my mum's laptop cuz i was replying your msg. I fucking risk a lot for you and you accuse me. Fuck la. I rather be dead than alive. Just fucking kill me already. I really need Khairiyah ): fuckfuckfuck. I miss her like fuck la.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

fuck. why the fuck cant i hate the both of you. i just cant. cuz i still fucking care about both of you. i still fucking o k. even though i shouldnt. i dont have the guts to. fuck la :L

school is pretty ok these few days. but i got annoyed by some of my friends -.- finally lepaked with eqa and yana. fucking miss them k. oh. and i fucking miss inaabiyol ): so err. i didnt really get to see you today ): fucccck. urgh. i dont wanna stay at my aunt's place. fucking far la -.- wow. my life is fucked up. like seriously. i fucking miss you k ):

finally chatted with M. though she sound kinda sarcastic. oh and im waiting for someone to text back :l sigh. i want home school. or maybe private school. i rlly hate waking up early urgh. time to finish up my malay hw and go to bed :/ im already tired. asdfghjkl.

i have no idea why people hate cheryl. well fuck yall haters. cheryl is amazing k. even though she went through all those shits, she's still standing strong. that is why i really love her. she's like my role model. and she's fucking beautiful. her dimples, smile, everything. wow. she turns me on la. haha. damn sexy.

emma watson? what can i say? she's smart and beautiful. which guy wouldn't want her? i love her sense of humor and she's really down to earth.

these two ladies are like my life. i'd do anything to meet them. i really love them as much as i love new era caps. hahah. but yeah. i fucking love them.

serious fuck. why this yr sec 1 batch act big fuck? oh. and youre only one year older than me ok? " sec 2, buat hal sec 2 k?" wtf. you think you so big? eh hello. one year elder than me only k. and youre only SEC 3. if youre 18 then i dont fucking mind. but youre only sec 3 k. dont act as if you have never been to sec 2. bullshit sia your attitude.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

saap. im heading to bed soon. man u vs liverpool. 1-0 half time. wtf. gerrard red card -.- tmr school. urgh. today had dinner at simpang bedok with mum, bros and grandma. had a blast. sooo ermmm. looking forward to school tmr. first time im looking forward to school. wow. $47 more until i can get that LA new era cap. grrrr. oh and thanks bro for teaching me my math. helped a lot. sayang abg. tuesday his birthday. no idea what to get for him :l k bye. need to sleep. i miss you :x OH AND I FUCKING LOVE CHERYL ANN TWEEDY & EMMA CHARLOTTE DUERRE WATSON. they fucking turn me on i swear. haha. k bye need to rest.