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Things To Be Happy About #5

12.3.18

GOODBYE TO THE PILL
After coming off of Rigevidon at the start of the year, I wanted to give the pill one last chance.
It's such a simple solution to all that kind of thing, and therefore I was willing to try it out one last time to see if a different version would work better for me.

I changed from Rigevidon to Cerelle (the mini pill), which has less hormones that the regular pill - I thought maybe with it having less hormones that it'd cause me less hassle.

For the first couple of weeks I felt amazing and thought this was 'the thing' for me - I was thrilled that I couldn't feel a change in my mood or body. BUT, all of a sudden, it then just hit me like a tonne of bricks.

I could feel myself getting over emotional, paranoid and angry. I could feel my body changing again and I just fell back into the dark rabbit hole I was in at Christmas.

So, I simply just waved goodbye to it. *GOOD BYE*

I've been off it for 2 weeks now - it's starting to finally get out of my system and I'm feeling like me again, which is sooo nice. I love being able to feel like 'Me' and not like all of my thoughts and emotions are being overridden by some tiny little pill.

In the past few weeks I have been so overwhelmed by the amazing castings and possible jobs coming my way.

I feel like this is something that I always mention in these blog posts... but, honestly, I can't comprehend the kind of brands and companies that are requesting to see me as a model. I mean... I modelled for ASOS the other day! EEEK!

I'm so excited for whats to come and to continue pursuing something I love so much! Bring it on!

2 comments

Awww I adored this post, it was so lovely to read. I definitely think the weather effects my mood, I get to March and I just need sunshine and warmth to keep me going! I honestly can't believe that bag is from Pauls Boutique I surprisingly love it! I remember the days when PB was the thing to have in year 7, but looking back now, it was so awful!