hahahahaha....Essence packed them bags wit the quickness!!! oh snap....sliding down a column in a restaurant....she wanted that autograph BAD!!! whoever that woman is (maybe her mother) she slapped the shit outta her!!

Entry 69 cont'd
"Oh, she just wants an autograph." I said out loud. I couldn't believe the length she'd gone to just to get it, though.
"There will be no autographs, miss." Nicki's bodyguard stated.
Nicki and I were standing against a wall with our guards standing protectively in front of us. Trey was advised to move over to where we were, and Eric demanded to speak to a manager. In the meanwhile, the table had gotten bumped, and a bottle of wine spilled all over the grilled chicken salad that Nicki had been eating. That didn't sit too well with her.
I wasn't too happy either. I don't play when it comes to my food. The manager came over and apologized to all of us. He told us that our meal would be on the house and asked if there was anything more he could do for us.
We told him that it wouldn't be necessary to comp our food. Money was thrown on the table and we all got ready to leave. I mentioned to Trey that I was still hungry and the manager heard me. He told us to wait right there and he'd give us something to take with us.
The waiters buzzed around us to clean up the mess, while the other customers stood around to watch us. Kenny said that we'd be better off going to wait in our cars. We all agreed but before we could go anywhere, out of nowhere this woman walked up to the girl that Chrissy was still holding on to. She gave the girl a quick slap across the face.
The sound was louder than the bustling of the waiters. There was a shocked outcry from all who had witnessed the smack.
Chrissy was so surprised that she let go of the girl.
"You stupid bitch! You have embarrassed us, here, in front of all of these people." The woman snarled at her.
The girl squealed but she lunged forward and grabbed two handfuls of the woman's hair. Two other little girls stepped forward and tried to pull the two apart.
"Let's go, now!" Charles said and he took me by the wrist and steered me around the confusion.
I felt Trey's hand on my lower back and I caught a hold of his hand.

Entry 69 cont'd
We were all seated at our tables. The restaurant staff was kind enough to arrange them so that we could all sit family style. We were separated from the other diners in the place by two long columns that stood from the ceiling to the floor. The space in between the columns served as a doorway through which the waiters passed to give us our food and drinks.
The food was delicious and the music was upbeat and melodic.
Nicki began to say a playful rhyme about the food and Trey chimed in. Although they weren't doing it for anyone else's purpose, they gave the other patrons in the restaurant something to enjoy along with their own meals.
Afterwards, one of Nicki's friends picked up the basket that held the corn muffins. He removed the muffins and told one of the waiters to pass the basket around the room for tips.
"That shit wasn't for free. Y'all need to give up them tips." He said. We all laughed, while Nicki got up to pop her friend on the arm and shoulder.
We were so busy laughing that we didn't notice this girl sliding down on one of the columns until it was too late. She landed abruptly, right next to Nicki.
Nicki jumped and shrieked because she was startled. Instantly all of our bodyguards were on their feet. Chrissy grabbed the girl from behind and jerked her away from Nicki. Nicki's bodyguard pulled her to the side as did Charles with me. Kenny was planted solidly in front of Trey, while Eric and Nicki's other bodyguard surveyed the space above our heads. I looked up too and saw that there was a second floor landing above us. Several other patrons were up there looking down at us.
There was a lot of noise and confusion for a few minutes. The young lady, who had slid down the pole like a firefighter, turned out to be a fan who only wanted to get Trey's and Nicki's autographs. She tried to pull away from Chrissy, but she wasn't strong enough.
She cried out that Trey and Nicki were her favorites and she loved them. She reached for Trey.

Entry 69
Despite my dislike of having to watch Trey interact romantically with various models and dancers while he worked on the video, I can say that I actually had a lot of fun today. Trey kept me entertained both on and off the set. Nicki is so funny and so professional. She likes to keep a light balance of hard work and fun while she works. I was surprised to find out how much we have in common, aside from her being a fellow New Yorker.
I caught Trey staring at her behind a couple of times, but she didn't see him. I know how attractive Trey thinks Nicki is, and I wasn't about to try and compete with her on her own turf.
To get him back, I pretended to flirt with one of the runners. I don't care who's around or where we may be, if Trey sees me talking to another guy the Sagittarian in him comes out. Just like I knew he would, Trey came over to us. He pretended to laugh with us and then he picked me up. He took me to a corner of the room and began to playfully bite my shoulder. I cried out and told him to put me down.
I was laughing when I told him he was so jealous. He told me to stop flirting with guys in front of him.
"Just keep staring at Nicki's ass and don't worry about me. " I said.
"Hatin ass." He said with a devilish grin.
"You wanna see hatin, for real?" I asked him with a raised eyebrow.
"Aye, we not havin that today. It's too early for that shit." He said as he put me back on my feet.
"Just go back to work, baby. I'm having fun, you're having fun, and the video is coming along great so far. You look good too." I told him as I rubbed his arm. I leaned up to kiss him.
He playfully swatted me on my butt and we walked back over to the others. The cute runner I had been talking to tried to stay away from me for the rest of the time we were there.
After they wrapped up for the day, Nicki's team and ours went out to dinner. The craziest thing happened too. We all ended up going to this little Mexican restaurant that someone on Nicki's team suggested.

Entry 68
Ok, so Trey did get me to leave. We're in sunny LA, the location where Trey is shooting a video with Nicki Minaj. Trey said that he hadn't planned on bringing me with him to LA because he knows that I hate just sitting around video sets, especially if there are going to be a whole bunch of chicks around.
He said that he decided to bring me with him so that he could keep an eye on me. As if I'm that bad. I told him that I was going to be too busy shopping while I'm out here anyway.
Before we left for the airport, I told him that I had to stop by CoCo's. He waited in his truck and Chrissy walked me up the steps to her door. Before I could ring the bell, the door swung open and CoCo hugged me. She was holding EJ.
"Be safe out there." She said as we hugged tightly.
"Love you, sis." I told her. I kissed my nephew.
We wiped each other's tears and I told her I'd call when the plane landed.
"You better bring me back a better gift than you brought back the last time." She called out to me as I walked back to the truck.
"Alright." I said and waved to her.
The plane ride was a little bumpy and I was nervous. Trey tried to keep me calm, and to distract me, he gave me his IPod. He'd just loaded some new songs on it that he'd recorded. I was already a little saucy because I refuse to fly without drinking.
I had one song playing on repeat and I sang along.
"You make me feel goooood, sooo gooooood!"
I saw the funny look the old man across the row gave me, but I didn't care. Shit, you can sing in first class. I can't stand stuck up old people.
It was still early when we arrived at LAX, but all I wanted to do when we got to the hotel was shower and change into something sexy. I wanted to thank Trey for taking me away with him. We're not going to be out here for long, but a few days is better than nothing.
I put it on Trey and now he's catching some zz before he has to meet up with Nicki and her team.
Let me go snuggle with my baby. I'ma miss him later.

Entry 67 cont'd
I told Trey that I didn't know what could make him think that I'd leave this city and him with that psychopath on the loose.
He was adamant when he told me that I'd be better off as far away as possible because at the rate I'm going, I'll only provoke Jasmine into doing something else crazy.
"As if she needed any provocation in the first place. Can't you see that this is exactly what she wants? She wants me out of the picture so that she can have you back."
Trey told me that he was tired of telling me that Jasmine will never have him back.
"Tell her that! I mean damn, it's obvious that she didn't get the memo yet. Maybe you should do more to let her know that." I told him. I felt like shaking him to drive my point home.
Trey just pulled out his phone. I couldn't believe that he was just going to make a call in the middle of our conversation.
"Yeah, just go ahead and ignore me. It doesn't matter." I said.
He got up to leave my apartment and he told me to be packed and ready to leave by tonight.
He has some nerve just telling me what to do like that. He didn't even bother to tell me where I'd supposedly be going. Last time I checked, I was a grown damn woman and even though I'm packed just like he told me to be, it doesn't mean that I'm going anywhere.
Unique called and I told her what happened after she left.
"And just who the hell does he think he is, anyway? I've been packed and waiting for him since about an hour after he left, and he hasn't come back yet. I'm not calling him either."
"Well just go along with him on this. At least you know he has your best interest at heart. And not for nothing, but everybody was right about one thing. Trey is the only one who can get you to go away for a while." Unique said.
"Well, he better be going with me or else I'm staying my ass right here." I said.
I hung up when I heard Trey come back into my apartment. Eric, Charles and Chrissy were with him.
"Come on, baby the flight leaves in thirty-five minutes."

Entry 67
I ranted and raved like a four year old and I didn't care. How come I had to be the one at fault? What about Jasmine?
"She can pump me full of drugs, she can get some thug to shoot at me and she can slander my name all over the internet, and not a damn thing can be done to her. But let me go and try to get even with her, and I'm so damn wrong! That bitch has been wrong from day one, and nobody has checked her for it. I'm tired of this!" I told him.
I got up from the sofa and walked away from Trey.
"Yo, you need to calm down and let everybody do their job." He said.
"Who's doing their job? It's as if they're waiting for me to end up dead before anyone lifts a finger to stop that lunatic. I'd rather get her now instead of haunt her later."
Trey looked at me as if I'd said the stupidest thing he'd ever heard.
I don't care what they say. Jasmine's threat on my life is out there and to me, it's larger than life. I will not just be a sitting duck.
Trey wanted to know if Jasmine had directly threatened me in anyway. I asked him where he'd been for the last couple of months. He didn't like my sarcasm.
"I meant as of today." He said.
"No, but she keeps throwing out pop shots at me via the internet. Everybody knows her intentions, but it seems like I'm the only one who's taking her seriously."
"Don't worry, though. I'll just have to do what I have to do, then she won't be a bother to anyone ever again." I said.
He told me that it was pointless to get all worked up over something she'd said about me. As long as she didn't touch me, then I was good.
But I'm not good. I still feel nervous when I go outside. Even when I'm riding with the bodyguards I get upset when people get too close to my car. And I still worry about what could happen to Trey. He just doesn't get that he's not any more safe than I am.
Trey told me that he wanted me to go with my mother to Canada. He said that when he finally gets some time off, he'll come and visit me.
"I'm not leaving you!"

Entry 67 cont'd
Unique patted my back. I mumbled about how sorry I was for the way I'd treated CoCo and Lovey. Unique told me that she knew that they understood, and that everything was going to be alright. I continued to cry. I was sitting on my sofa with my head pressed against my knees.
I heard the click of Trey's keys in the door. I looked up just as he walked in. I tried to hurry up and wipe away my tears, but he'd already seen them and he walked over to me, asking what was wrong.
"She needs her man right now." Unique told him. She told me that she'd call me later. She hugged me, then left.
I tried to tell Trey that I was just being a cry baby over a fight that CoCo and I'd had.
He let me bury my face into his chest and I continued to cry. He told me that he knew about our fight. Lovey had called him a little while ago.
"She shouldn't have done that." I said.
He told me that she'd done it because they think that he's the only one who can talk some sense into me. He asked me what she'd meant by that.
I explained the whole situation. He listened and gave me the most serious look.
"You agree with them, don't you?" I asked him.
He told me that I was crazy. He told me that what I'd done could have landed me in a whole bunch of trouble. He asked me for the gun.
I argued that I wasn't crazy and that I'd known exactly what I was doing at the time. I also told him that I'd locked the gun away until the next time I needed it.
"So you was just gon go shoot her and get away wit it?" He asked.
"Well, I was going to go to her, and scare the shit out of her, and if it would have come to someone getting shot, then..." I let the sentence trail and shrugged.
"That somebody could have been you." He told me.
I told him that I was tired of always ending up being the victim. I asked him when was Jasmine going to get what she deserved.
"It's not up to you to decide what she deserves." Trey told me.
"Well nobody else is doing anything. I'm through patiently waiting." I said.

I'm starting to feel the vibe of essence becoming a little crazy herself...I understand not wanting to feel like a mole but geez don't go out look to start the drama first...hopefully she doesn't do anything that she will soon regret or that will land her in jail....Then who will be with Trey..cuz I'm pretty sure he won't be waiting on Essence to get out of jail

I know how u feel but ur sis is half rite, u know she' s only looking out 4 u... y'all will ake up juss give her time to come around...... Plzzz don't do nothing crazy that will piss trey & ur family off...

Entry 67 cont'd
I could see things from their point of view, but what about my point of view? All I want is for Jasmine to be out of our lives for good. She's irking my nerves and that's got to stop.
They all think that Trey taking me away will solve this situation. I don't believe that going away is the solution because no matter how far away we go, or how long we stay, eventually, we'll have to come back, and that sick bitch will be right here waiting for us.
I'm tired of letting her always be the one to strike first. I want to turn the table and give her a dose of her own shit. Even if I never get down to killing the bitch, at least I'll put a scare in her. I want to scare her ass all the way back to that mental institution she escaped from in Virginia.
I wasn't really in the mood to talk to anyone else, but then Unique stopped by. After I told her the whole story, she didn't give me any judgement. She actually saw things from my point of view. The only thing she disagreed with was that I had chosen to go after Jasmine without the help of my bodyguards.
She told me that I should leave that kind of stuff to the professionals because in the end if it has to come to blood shed, it wouldn't be on my hands.
"I'm just so tired of that bitch, you just don't know." I told Unique.
"I know, girl. But you know that chick is unstable. You have to be careful dealing with crazy people. I know you want to get at her, but do it in a way that when it comes down to you or her, make sure it's going to be her."
I was really starting to think that Unique was the only true friend I had, when suddenly I thought about the look on CoCo's face when I left her house.
My sister and I have definitely had our share of differences, but we never stayed mad at each other for long. Thinking of how I'd called her a traitor made me feel like the worst bitch ever. CoCo has always had my back when it came down to it.
She had looked so much like Ma, so worried and afraid. I began to cry.

I agree with Coco, Lovey, and Juicy. Im sure they dont want him to go to jail or lose his career over Jasmine. But damn, what is he gonna do to help or take care of this situation. He's a lot of the reason why this is happening to her. I feel so bad for him too because who knows what hes going through too. But Im just saying...he's gonna have to do more than d*** her down when she's not feeling well shoot. They need a serious vacation, again, together and Jasmine should be taken care of at that time.... Hoe is straight Looney Bin material!

Entry 67 cont'd
I understood their point, but I was still too angry to tell them. Instead, I just told CoCo that if she told Daddy what I'd done then she would be the biggest traitor I ever knew. I left CoCo's and went home.
I sent a text to Trey telling him that I love him. He told me the same and he asked me if I wanted to meet him uptown. I didn't want my foul mood to get to him, so I told him that I had a headache, which wasn't far from the truth. He told me that he'd be home, to make me feel better, soon.
See, now that's what I'm talking about. CoCo and Lovey don't know Trey like I do. He's there for me when I need him. What do they expect him to be to me - a bullet proof vest? What? Is he supposed to jump in front of me like a super hero or something every time I'm in the tiniest bit of danger? Or do they want him to go to Jasmine, kick her ass and then end up in jail? Or walk around like a sheriff from the wild wild west, shooting up all of the haters as a way of defending my honor?
I called Juicy to vent to her. She told me that she could see Lovey's and CoCo's point of view.
"They care about you, sweetie. They feel that as your man, Trey should take some time off to take you away someplace so that you'll be ok. I personally think that he could have squashed this whole situation a long time ago."
"How could he have done that?" I felt my exasperation begin to turn in her direction.
"That's his crazy ass ex causing all of the problems. He knows her way better than anybody and he should stop her by any means necessary." Juicy said.
"Even if it means the end of his career? If he goes after Jasmine, he could end up in jail." I said.
"I mean who gives a fuck about a career. You're his lady and you should be ten times more important."
I could tell that we were going to have a huge difference in opinion so I told her that I'd talk to her later.
" I know you're mad because you think we're coming down on Trey, but just look at it from our point of view." Juicy said.

Entry 67 cont'd
Lovey stood in between us and she gently put her arm around my shoulder. She walked me back into the kitchen. CoCo and I glared at each other as she walked into her living room.
"Essence, believe me. We don't have a thing against Trey. We love him too. But if you want to know the real, at the end of the day, we love you more. And we're afraid for you. Since day one, those threats against your safety have been taken seriously. You're right, no one knew that the situation would get this out of hand, but it has." Lovey said.
"And it's not Trey's fault." I said.
"We're not saying that it is. I know that Trey has tried in his own way to make sure that you're ok. But what would he be doing right now if someone had definitely come right up to his truck and shot holes in it? You can't tell me that he wouldn't be laying low right now. Anyone would." She said.
I told her that I wasn't going to burrough underground like a mole. I have to live my life too. She told me that it seems more like I'm living my life for Trey. She said that Ma had begged to take me to Canada to keep me safe, but I wouldn't go so I that could be near Trey.
"And my job." I pointed out.
"Okay, your job, too. But did Trey stop working for you? No. Why doesn't he take you away? You need to be protected. If it was the other way around, I'm sure that you would leave with him in a heart beat. Maybe if he agreed to go away with you, then you'd go and let this thing die down."
I argued my point by saying that Trey has commitments he'd made prior to all of this and that he's contracted to keep them. Then I brought up the fact that I have three bodyguards who protect me night and day.
"You just told us that you ditched them so that you could go after Jasmine alone. What kind of crazy shit are you on, Essence? You even bought a gun! This is beyond belief. If Daddy found out do you know what he'd do?" CoCo had come back into the kitchen to express herself. She sounded like she wanted to cry.

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