Show The Pain. I have cutmyself on and off for most of my life.
Anytime the inner pain i was feeling got too much i used to use it as an outlet.
Everyone always told me my problems were silly and that i wasnt really feeling hurt or pain.
So it...

Prayer Brings All We Need To Make It Through This Life I view prayer as a talk with the best person that has come into my life. God is not Santa so we don't need to be making a list of what we want. He's not a fast food restaurant where we get what we want our way. God is our friend, He's...

&quot;hold Me&quot;........................................ I'm hurt all the time. I don't wan't to cry for the way I feel inside. I just want someone to hold me... I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me. If no one cares ,I don't see a point to go on. Anyone find me! Anyone care! I'm sorry...

Sharing Another One:) You imagine colors
that can never be made
you sing songs
that have never been played
Only the curious will find
what they are looking for
Only the curious realize
theres so much more
If I could only make you stir
the colors of the...

I Joined By Default When I was ten years old, I really wasn't into watching sports on TV, so I really didn't care about following any particular teams. One night in October 1972, however, changed that. Most of my friends were P-O'd because the Reds beat...

Mathematical 911 Poem Take a billion thoughts
from a million people
times it by all the prayers
said underneath a steeple
add on all the dreams
one has while asleep
and all the sercrets
one could not keep
divide it by all the wishes
one has had that...

Ugh :/ Need Some Advice So I had a job interview this morning with a temp agency for some shipping place. I've been looking for a job forever because I have no money to pay for gas or my car insurance. Well the job is gonna be about 50 hours a week, which is a...

Rip, Little Lola Lola the regal Cavalier King Charles Spaniel has seen fit to ascend.She was 10; apparently this breed has a nearly 100% heart disease/failure rate at 10 years. So she lived a good full life, but we will miss her immensely.

Today Is The Tomorrow Of Yesterday We Worried About, And All Is Well. Still, I worry. About my health. I suppose I always have. I must have been about seven or eight when I noticed a lump on my left testicle. I was always very aware of my body. But not until I was about twenty did the feces hit the fan. I...

I'm A Man Of The Pen I've been writing stories and/or journal entries ever since I was six or seven years old. I believe it is a gift from God. Psychiatrists think it is an illness. I think psychiatrists are an illness.

Am I The Only One? If I'm going to sit around playing videogames, I am going to SIT around and play games. If I wanted to go bowling, I would GO bowling. I play games to relax and jumping around like a retard does not seem relaxing to me. I've never...

Did A Rupert Murdoch Henchman Murder Sean Hoare?
A former News of the World journalist who blew the whistle on hacking was found dead Monday. If a statistician was too evaluate his death as being connected to the legal events, that Hoare initiated , I think the analysis would be...

The Lost Boys I always have these nagging, heart-wrenching thoughts circulating my mind everyday, thoughts of long ago memories id like to relive or even more assured, happier mental outlooks ive previously had on life. I'm 22 years old going on 23...