I Still ♥ Pablo NerudaIf You Forget Me by Pablo Neruda
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a

My Sexual ObituaryWhat is your Sexual Obituary?
Suddenly just before orgasm, NANCY died while in the sack with their lover, Don Juan.NANCY will be terribly missed by Their pet.
'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

I Jus Dont Get Itmuh ex n i have been on if off for almost 2years now...i love him with all muh heart he is muh highschool sweetheart...but i jus dunno wat at do nemore...i dont kno wat he wants i dont even kno wat i want...we had our whole life planned out tagether now it seems like its nuthin...im tired of cryin n feelin all dis pain...

Charles BukowskiA Smile To Remember by Charles Bukowski
we had goldfish and they circled around and around
in the bowl on the table near the heavy drapes
covering the picture window and
my mother, always smiling, wanting us all
to be happy, told me, "be happy Henry!"
and she was right: it's better to be happy if you
can
but my father continued to beat her and me several times a week while
raging inside his 6-foot-two frame because he couldn't
understand what was attacking him from within.
my mother, poor fish,
wanting to be happy, beaten two or three times a
week, telling me to be happy: "Henry, smile!
why don't you ever smile?"
and then she would smile, to show me how, and it was the
saddest smile I ever saw
one day the goldfish died, all five of them,
they floated on the water, on their sides, their
eyes still open,
and when my father got home he threw them to the cat
there on the kitchen floor and we watched as my mother
smiled

WeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeYes Hi, Yes you I'm talking to you, you know who you are you're reading it, if you're reading it then yea I'm talking to you!!!
YooooooooooHooooooooooo
Have you seen my shoes?
I lost it :(
yup you guessed correct, I'm fucking bored again!
I Think...
In a bathroom in New York somewhere, if you tell a lie you disapear. A Brunette walks into the bathroom. "I am the Hottest girl in New York!" POOF she disappeared. A red headed girl walks into the bathroom. "I am the smartest girl in New York!!" POOF she disappeared. A blonde walks in the bathroom. "I Think..." POOF she disappears.

If You Have A Myspace Page Too...I am on here with alot of other women who's breast are beautiful.. So go check them out and comment them ... Love Ya. and thanks
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10-8-07It's a great day to just sit still and do as little as possible. You're not lazy, but you do need a break before things start to get really interesting -- and that could start as early as tomorrow afternoon!
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I am looking forward to getting back into my routine:D

Starts TodayI've started a contest today. Please bomb me as often as possible.
Thanks
Luv
Finz

Ladies Only Please ThanksI watched a movie the other night, ""100 girls"" I thought it was a preaty good, one thing caught my ear was this....and I said to myself this is me, put into words by someone else but this is realy me..........:D I swear.......
""Without you Iím as lonely as an abandoned dog on the side of a highway. I have gift anxiety, even though I donít know when your birthday is. We can spend perfect days shopping and cooking together. I swear, Iíll never make wisecracks when you scrape your tires against the curb while parallel parking. If you consent to live with me, Iíll clean the toilet every week. Iíll do it with my tongue if you ask. I will strike the words ďhootersĒ and ďlove rocketsĒ from my vocabulary. Iíll love you. Even if your name is Mimi and you want me to pronounce it ďMay-mayĒ I will only pass gas underneath the covers and only in the direst of circumstances. Iíll go on a low cholesterol diet. And I wonít buy one of those red sports cars when I hit my mid-life crisis. Your p

Feeling Froggy?This girl is a friend of a friend and needs some help in a contest. If any of you have the time could you please stop by and show some love? Justcomment bomb the heck out of her..(comment bomb means comment the pic over and over in case you didn't know :))
hugs and kisses...:)
click the pic

When You Know Its Time To Leave A Nagging Wifehttp://www.cnn.com/2007/HEALTH/conditions/10/08/bad.marriage.heart.ap/index.html
Study: Bad marriage could damage heart
Story Highlights
Study: Bad personal relationships can raise heart disease risk
Increased stress is probably the key factor
Previous studies linked health problems with being single
Current research focused more on quality of important relationships
CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- A lousy marriage might literally make you sick.
Marital strife and other bad personal relationships can raise your risk for heart disease, researchers reported Monday.
What it likely boils down to is stress -- a well-known contributor to health problems, as well as a potential byproduct of troubled relationships, the scientists said.
In a study of 9,011 British civil servants, most of them married, those with the worst close relationships were 34 percent more likely to have heart attacks or other heart trouble during 12 years of follow-up than those with good relationship

Blonde's CookbookBlondeís Cookbook
Monday: It's fun to cook for Bob. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls.
Tuesday: Bob wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Bob brought a friend home for supper.
Wednesday: A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath. I can't say it improved the rice any.
Thursday: Today Bob asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients, then toss on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Which is what led up to Bob asking me why I was rolling around in the garden?
Friday: I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put all
ingredients in bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left.
Saturday: Bob did the shoppin

Alonedo u ever feel all alone, even when there is people around u, well that is how i feel right now, alone and scared, sad part is my dr is actually treating me and i think the meds she put me on r making it worse ... this has been going on for around two months now and god it has to stop soon or i think ill die.

Blonde's Year In ReviewBlonde's Year in Review:
January
- Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight.
February
- Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print
labels....."duh".....bottles won't fit in typewriter!!!
March -
Got excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4
years!"
April
- Trapped on escalator for hours.....power went out!!!
May -
Tried to make Kool-Aid.....8 cups of water won't fit into those
little packets!!!
June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope.
July
- Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, other
swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!!
August -
Got locked out of car in rain storm.....car swamped, because top was
down.
September
- The capital of California is "C".....isn't it???
October -
Hate M &M's.....they are so hard to peel.
November -
Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days.....instructions said 1 hour per pound
and I weigh 108!!!
December
- Couldn't cal

At The Bar (xxx)At the bar (XXX)
I saw you at the bar. My first thoughts were "Very Nice" One I would classify as a MILF but had no thoughts of it going any further than gazing across the bar. It has been the way my luck has been going lately so no sense in even thinking about it. I go back to my Soco and Lime and glance at the TV screen and keep sending texts on my phone.
You place you coat on the rack and I see you looking for a place at the bar. There are just a few stools open One by me and a few around the bar. Surprised when you sit down next to me, but again Ė you are probably waiting for friends, boyfriend or even a girlfriend, as That is the way my luck has been going. I smile at you as I do for all and you smile back as I go back to my phone and surf the web and text friends waiting for a reply. She glances over after ordering a merlot and sees I am on Myspace on my phone, makes a comment that she never knew you could hit that site via phone and this starts up the conversation. Sh

Hot TubJamican hot tub (XXX)
The flight to Jamaica was smooth and we started to relax the minute we boarded the plane. We splurged for Air Jamaica first class this round and the minute we were seated the stewards brought over rum and fruit punches. We laughed and made plans as tow hat we were to at the resort once we got there, Sipping champagne on the beach, a couples massage, relaxing in the sun and partying all night long until we could stay awake no longer.
The flight was fun as we snuggled like teenagers on a date. We laughed more as more rum punches were brought over. Hands roamed teasingly where they should not have in public but we cared not who saw. The plane lands in Montego Bay and the first order of business is bags and then beers for the ride to the resort. The bags and beer are very easy as we know where the baggage claim is and I point you to the beer to grab a few cold ones for the ride.
After a short ride we get to the resort. The bags are unpacked and our swim

Estate PlanningWhen Dan found out he was going to inherit a fortune
>>when his sickly father died, he decided he needed a
>>woman to enjoy it with.
>>
>>So, one evening he went to a singles bar where he spotted
>>the most beautiful woman he had ever seen.
>>Her natural beauty took his breath away.
>>"I may look like just an ordinary man," he said as he walked
>>up to her, "but in just a month or two, my father will die,
>>and I'll inherit 20 million dollars."
>>
>>Impressed, the woman went home with him that evening and,
>>three days later, she became his stepmother.
>>
>>Women are so much smarter than men.

Some Writtings....first Blog Ever...the silence is deafening....with every breath of mother earth.../
why is it that there are children like pimps lying dead in a hurst.../
for doing nothing wrong, living more righteous and sinless/
then rapist and catholic priests get their sentences suspended/
the youth has been robbed, hoodwinked, destroyed, and blodily ended/
but national leaders only see dollar sign$ and try to have the peoples verbal sentences suspended/
take away civil liberties, freedoms, thoughts and beliefs.../
bodies from the wreckage, the suspense is infinite, taking peoples pride within their sheets/
forcing bodily fluids to seep, stain denim, fabrics, and the make-up of ur DNA/
our innocence has been lost as we all become more of a flock and follow Mary's sheep but we pray/
for forgiveness, atonement, a second chance, for life to fix itself while we sleep and open the door to a new day/
when could a code determine ur whole life's goals from diamonds back into coals and still ignorant shit we say?

First ... And Possibly The Last ...Foreboding title, but more accurate than it should be. I have a tendency to start things and not finish them, but in my opinion, it's better to keep trying new things than to keep spinning my wheels doing something that gets boring. I've often been told that I'm a good writer, and I do have a couple of fanfics and blogs started out there that have received good reviews. Maybe someday I'll get back to them.
I'm a single mother in a deadend job, but with hopes of pulling myself up by the bootstraps and head into my dream job of being a bonedigger. I want to eventually be able to go out and get my hands dirty by excavating ruins and investigating their history. I love studying people, cultures, and how they relate to each other and where it all will lead us to in the future. The study of Anthropology has been the paintbrush that has fleshed out the details of our past and present, and I want to be one of those wielding that brush, especially since our future depends so heavily o

LilypondDecided to attempt to upgrade LilyPond music notation software again (this had been giving me trouble I had no idea how to solve; I hoped the people on the FINK project were working on that part themselves). Worked. Now have LilyPond 2.10.25 installed; when I get back from shopping will test it. Still need to learn how to use it- I'm only used to version 2.0.1, from years ago (but my 2003 Mac upgraded to OS 10.2.8 couldn't install anything more recent than that!)
See www.lilypond.org about the program and my image gallery and stash for some examples of what it does (and www.imslp.org has some too, e.g.
this IMSLP page for Felix Mendelssohn's precocious (written by a 16-year-old- not so much precocious piece, as by a precocious person :) ) string octet:
http://imslp.org/wiki/String_Octet%2C_Op.20_%28Mendelssohn%2C_Felix%29
- the second PDF listed on the page was typeset using lilypond.org (the first PDF was scanned in from score, as is more usual on IMSLP; Dover Publications

LifeWhat do you do when the one you care most about feels farther away then ever? What do you do when you feel you have no where to turn? What do you do when you feel so lost that you yourself aren't sure you will be found? Why is it that when others come to me with questions like these that I can always find the words to help them thru, yet when I and down or just feeling stress I can not do for myself the things I do for them? Why is it so hard to help myself get thru things that I find so easy to help others with? Well maybe someday I will find the answers I myself have been looking for, but till then I will always be here to help my friends thru anytime they need me!!

Cowboys Vs BillsI watched this game a was a crazy crazy game. Romo threw 6 inter. and the cowboys were down by 8 point till 2 minutes in the game. Then they won in the last 2 sec. that was the wildest cowboy game I have ever seen.

Giving Up!Today with all it problems I was on the very edge of jumping off this world to never be heard from again. I let problmes, kids, bills, love and the Devil have Victory in my life and I did notallow GOd to regin. I wanted to take the cowards way out. Runn for mall this hurt and vanish! YOu may ask what changed...A specail freind reminded me about God. He uses scriptures and his own battles to show me God is still working and NOT TO GIVE UP!
I let my faith get shaken and doubt come in and I shuld never have allowed that. God has a special plan for me. Only He knows which way I should go. Whenever I detour He is there to pull me back to the straight road.
I have fallen in love with a wonderful man who stays so busy that I feel lucky when he takes time out of his busy sechdule to call me. He has his own worries today so I didn't bother him with this. I should have talked to him but I felt what I was feeling was more self-pity and the path I wanted He woudl have treid to ch

I'm Working On My BookI'll be working on my book starting here shortly, I've had to scrap it so many times, I think its about time I whip out the ol pen and paper and get back to it. So if I'm not on as much this is why

I Messed Up...Sometimes i just stick my foot in the biggest pile of sh*t. I think ive lost my best friend for good. She wont talk to me, and if she does, shes pissed at me. My emotions have yet again, failed me. It hurts with every ounce of my being to write this because ive lost her for good. I know shes not my girlfriend, nor will she ever be, but it still hurts the only one youve really trusted. Theres nothing in the world that could change what ive done. I wish there was. If i could take everything back that ive done to hurt her, id do it immediately. i meant no ill will towards her. i just wish she knew i was sorry, from the bottom of my heart. i wish she could see the pain i feel right now, i truly regret everything i have done.

Happy ThanksgivingTo my fellow Canadians xoxo
Is everyone havin a good one?
i am!! :D
Well im off to chill and play PS2
I miss my friends Dan & Vince So u guys hit me up when u see this :D
Love Ya's
xoxo

How Things ChangeAs some have know my aunt has been sick. She has a rare form of cancer that she was fighting agressivly and with limited success. Unfortunately that has come to an end. In a short amount of time the tumor has increased in size by a factor of 4 now covering 6 discs in her back. A prognosis that was once 'hopeful to 3 years' has now been reduced to 2-4 months. As many know I lost my father at a very young age (6 years old). My Grandmother on my father's side passed a few years back, so my aunt is my last connection to my dad. She will be at Methodist for a week or so and then they will move her to hospice. The situation became so bad that they implanted a morphine pump today for direct medication upon the site. She was one of the few people who was not afraid to discuss my dad with me and tell me of him.....good, bad and ugly. Now I'm losing that. She was also the one that taught me, while going through my divorce, that our lives a finite, limited, and that we can do is decide how to us

Who Says Love Is For The Young?He tells her, "I want to paint you naked on a big brass bed
with bright orange poppies all around your head."
And she says, "Crazy old man, I'm not young anymore."
"That's all right," he whispers, "I've never painted before.
"Do you love me Lady Jane, Lady Jane?
Do you love me Lady Jane, Lady Jane?
You got me talkin' to the moon, you got me walkin' in the rain.
Do you love me, do you love me Lady Jane?"
"I want to read your tea leaves by candle light.
On a fat red velvet sofa, I want to be with you all night.
I want to tickle your feet with a peacock plume."
And she says, "Can you talk a little softer, there are people in the room."
"Do you love me Lady Jane, Lady Jane?
Do you love me Lady Jane, Lady Jane?
You got me talkin' to the moon, you got me walkin' in the rain.
Do you love me, do you love me Lady Jane?"
And Jane says, "My children brought me here and promised me they'd call.
You know kids forget that's just the way of it all."
And he says, "Well,

Im Not Gona Be In Here For A Few Days. ;; ;;; Hugs AllIm taking a break for a few days ; to get my mind in a stable way to think . God Gless All and hugs hugs and more hugs ; Hope you,ll all be in here when I do get back on Fubar. Prayers for those who need them said . I do love my Friends, all of you .. Take care now...Hugs diana

Monday 10-08-07I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others, rather than to be false, and to incur my own abhorrence. ~Frederick Douglass

October 9, 2007In approximately 11 hours, I'll be on my way to school.
This song is appropriate. I love it. And I've been bawling my eyes out a lot lately. I don't want to leave my family. This is my last night here for a while. I'll miss you all.
Eagle-Eyed Cherry- Save Tonight
Go on and close the curtains
'cause all we need is candlelight
You and me and the bottle of wine
and hold you tonight
Well, we know I'm going away
And how I wish, I wish it weren't so
so take this wine and drink with me
let's delay our misery...
Save tonight
fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone
Save tonight
fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone
There's a log on the fire
and it burns like me for you
Tomorrow comes with one desire..
to take me away
It ain't easy to say goodbye
darling please don't start to cry
'cause girl you know I've got to go
and Lord I wish it wasn't so
Save tonight
fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll

Release Meat the age of 28...nothing has been that great
if there is a lord...well i am ready for my fate.
all of a sudden I come to awake
still i am locked in my dark room.
nothing around. just abandonment all around.
i run to the door and all i can hear is "let him out"
nothing occurs...just the same mind tricks that run all over me.
if there was a window i would jump.
in front of me appears a mirror.
I am disgusted as to what i see...i see me
quickly I smash it with my fist.
at first there is no pain...and then pleasure occurs to me.
what is built up inside shall never come undone.
why do you play tricks on me!!!! i yell.
why is this path choosen for me.
if you have the key to release me...
will you use it..or keep me locked up?

We'll Hello All U Fu'sFarkenoath here hope to meet lots of new friends here be they straight horny Bi or transsexual i don't care just want to build up a wonderfull community here with new friends from all over the world

God I Hate ThemSo the grandmother of my 4 kids called the other night. Keep in mind she lives no further than 10 min from us.
They've been on vacation and wanted hubby to bring the kids by. She says she has stuff for them and something for us.
Well hubby finally takes them today after her calling, again. I stayed home as I had work to do.
3 out of the 4 had birthdays, July, August and September. So I was thinking that she had birthday gifts for them.
They get back and Alexis didn't have anything, her birthday was September and she just turned 12. Grant got some play guns, Lauren got a HUGE stuffed rabbit and Cameron got plastic handcuffs. Now Cameron is the only one who hasn't had a birthday this year. And it's my understanding that they got these toys out of the grab bucket.
So, WHY didn't Alexis get something? Why didn't she get them birthday gifts this year?
My two girls share birthdays with 2 of her other grand children, so it's not like she "forgot".
Gahh....she is such a BITCH!

Venting!Deep in the darkness of the eternal night I live,
There is no sleep for me here not even for a moment.
Iím wrapped up in the gloom of the coming storm,
Unable to move for lest I become unborn,
The dust around my astral form is moving,
But it does not grant me any peace or absolution,
My thoughts are broken in my mind again,
The shards of my memories cut me and cause me pain,
My heart is splintering in the shadows,
Everything that I have loved has faded away,
Piles of smoking ash is all that is left of my soul,
I have not the inclination now to try and make myself whole,
Shuddering in the corner of my suicidal cage,
I fear I have reached my final breaking point,
Reality has been thrown into distortion,
And I have torn down the sign that warns ĎCautioní
I have travelled along my long black road,
And the air has turned to smoke around me,
Still I keep on walking but Iím going nowhere,
Iím going in circles in my own personal nightmare,
My voice can n

I Saw This And Had To Share It...PERKS OF BEING OVER 40
1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you.
2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first.
3. No one expects you to run--anywhere.
4. People call at 9 pm and ask, Did I wake you????
5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac.
6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way.
7. Things you buy now won't wear out.
8. You can eat supper at 4 pm .
9. You can live without sex but not your glasses.
10. You get into heated arguments about pension plans.
11. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge.
12. You quit trying to hold your stomach in no matter who walks into the room.
13. You sing along with elevator music.
14. Your eyes won't get much worse.
15. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to pay off.
16. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service.
17. Your secrets are safe with your friends because they can't remember them either.

FrustrationsIt's hard not being able to talk about certain things with anyone.
If you have certain thoughts and feelings lately, but you can't express them. Can't tell your friends and family since they'd never understand and it would hurt them. Or push them away even.
When you don't know where the thoughts came from, or why they showed up. Your mind wants to jump out of your ears, and you can't do anything.
argh

Calling All Contest Bombers And None BombersHELLO FAMILY, FRIENDS, FANS, AND ANYONE READING THIS. OUR FAMILY CURRENTLY HAS A MEMBER IN A GIVEAWAY AND COULD USE SOME HELP. PLEASE COME COMMENT ON THE GIVEAWAY. IF YOUR NOT A BOMBER JUST LEAVE 25-50 A DAY. 50,000 FOR HH ENDS 26TH OCT. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE CONTEST.

Candy CanesWhy are candy canes so striped? What is the deal? Why can't they me polka dotted.

Lying Backstabbing FriendsThe person that needs to read this probaly never will. I have been slandered and lied about to a person that was becoming a good friend to me. Now that person does not even want to talk to me. And now with evidence I have turned up I believe that one of my so called R/L friends is the cause of the problem. And my therapist wonders why I have trust issues.

Breaking Into Your HouseBREAKING INTO YOUR HOUSE
Let's say I break into your house.
A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV.
Her point:
Recently, large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration.
Certain people are angry that the U.S. might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely.
Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests.
Let's say I break into your house.
Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave.
But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house)."
According to the protesters:
You are Require

Ufc 78- Bucs Breakdown Of The FightsHere is the main card for UFC 78 all.
Main Event!!! Lightheavyweight Contenders match
Micheal "The Count" Bisping(14-0-0) vs Rashaad "Sugar" Evans(15-0-1)
Bucs thoughts- "This will definitely be a top 10 match. Very well gamed are these 2 looking for that next step- To Challenge Quentin Jackson for the belt, but this match will determine who is the #3 or 4 Light Heavyweight.
Bisping has the hands, but lacks confidence on the Ground. Style Reminisce- Chuck Lidell.
Rashaad Evans is definitely someone who will push the pace of a fight. He is great on the ground, but gets the lucky KO every now & then. his Reminisce style- Tito Ortiz.
LightHeavyweight Contenders Match.
Thiago Silva(10-0-0) vs Houston "The Assassin" Alexander(7-1)
Bucs thoughts- another interesting match that should surprise.
Houston alexander is good at Finishing Fights. He has good Ground & pound, but i have yet to see him on his back. Style reminisce- Evan Tanner.
Thiago Silva has excellen

Me To Yousitting alone in my room
all i hear is your voice
not a day goes by that i think of you
my needs for you grow stronger and stronger
hour by hour and day by day
deep withing my soul
it tells me how much i need you
as the voices whisper your name from within
i throw my hands up to the voices
my arms bleeding from the obsession and needs
which came from your blade.
a blizzard of doubts come before me
to take me on a challenge
i wish to say your name to fight it all
but for now all i can do
is let the blood from my obsessions and needs
spell it out for me.
this from which i speak is only true
I wish to release myself and journey to find your soul

Just Sayinwell, i am originally from portland oregon, and have been living in texas for about 8 months... after joining the army! i'm going back to texas in a few three months but for the past 12months and the next three i have lived in iraq...
i'm a totally cool person to talk to, and thats just what i do! talk.... i'm outgoing, and easygoing, and can't really say too much else... i like sushi, and all food from america... i'm losing weight right now but i think its loss of appetite... the food in these dfac's suck...
i've had three true loves in my life, and i dont regret anyone of them. my first love though... is more like a (i'll continue to love him forever as a friend) but the other one were he to come into my life, would be the begining to a beautiful life i have always wanted... the other one is in jail... and well... i told him to listen to me and be good... but ehh, what cha gon do!

HahaThey gather in the full moons light
On lonely roads at dead of night
With shinning eyes that pierce the mists
They prey on passing motorists
Sure footed over rock and crag
A victim fresh to feast they drag
And all thatís left when feedings through
Is a baseball cap and a training shoe
No wolf or hound will prowl the moors
And ghosts and ghouls stay home indoors
So when shrill screams disturb your sleep
Beware the Cumberland killer sheep

Untitled WorksIt seems yesterday he was born
Miniature features so perfectly human
From fingernails to wafts of golden locks of hair
Absolutely whole, yet so helpless and vulnerable
I watched his clouded blue eyes gaze about this strange new world
And lock in on me
I let him root at my breast, his mouth opened-
Eagerly searching for life
The power of his suckle overwhelmed me at first
As I felt him begin to draw out the only nourishment
He would have for months to come
His tiny hand, with its long, delicate fingers, wrapped around my hand
His eyes, still holding my gaze, hypnotizing me
At that moment, as I held my newborn son
I was truly complete

Untitled Works3A voice can be heard through silent thunder
A scream, a sob a sorrowful call
Storms raging on as lightening pierces the sky
Seemingly slicing the heavens in two
Oíer head the rain so suddenly falls
Uncomfortably crumpling the rose petals
Pain ripples across the sky
As now salty seas swell within
Devastation so great words cannot come
No comfort for those who stand looking
Doors close when thereís no one to answer
The ringing keeps rhythm
With raindrops
Only the lonely know time so well
As to test the fates by dancing
Glitter and glamour too much to hide
And it continues on like the moon in the sky

Untitled Works5I canít say what I want Ė because you know what could happen
I canít keep it inside Ė or it will destroy me
I wish everything were simpler Ė but that is not an option
I canít do this to me Ė I am too strong
And words arenít enough Ė I need more
My heart longs for freedom Ė yet sadness weighs me down
Canít I just leave it all behind Ė and merely move on?
I feel as if a part of me is gone
A piece that will never return
My body reaches out in hunger
Yet hold it back in fear and pain
If only I knew how to change things
Iíd release it all and be whole

In The RainWalking in the rain,
I feel it beating down.
Hard against my skin,
I wonder if it will ever end.
Does it even matter,
It has a purpose now.
It allows me to walk in silence,
And let my tears stream down.
Tears of life's pain,
No one could ever understand.
They don't know,
Nor do they care,
How it is for me now.
Where it is I sit,
And where it is I stand.
Pain is what I know best,
My cross is hard to bear.
God won't take me home,
He keeps saying it is not my time yet.
I sometimes wish I had the guts,
To blow my brains out.
I wouldn't feel the pain.
I wouldn't have to hide in the rain.
My soul wouldn't be heavy,
By this life that is full of burdens.
Where did I go wrong.
Why did I get this heart I carry.
It seems all I ever get is shit.
Yet I know I can handle all of it.
He comes and sit with me at night.
He always says it will be alright.
You are strong in many ways,
This life of lessons has made you gain.
Your soul has grown more than you shall know.
Yo

Beauty Is Pain And Moving To Other Page!Shaun was my guinea pig today. He sucked it up and took it like a man. Yeah he's a little red but a little Aloe Vera cooled it down. He said he'll never let me wax him again! Awww...
~*~@ fubar
So Kara was nice enough to give me her old page cuz I'm too lazy and don't care enough to work/pay for points. So if you care, start adding that page cuz I'll be transferring stuff this week. Hope to see you over there!!
REL

Things About Walmart That Must Change.This is a list of the many poor business practices that WalMart needs to change in order to be considered a decent company.
1. Third world slave labor
WalMart's employees in third world countries make under 20 cents per hour and have the nerve to call their work "slave labor." This is outrageously untrue and offensive to real slaves who make nothing at all.
WalMart does not use slave labor in third world countries. But they should. These people are going to die in a few years anyway. WalMart would be better off working them into the ground with no pay or mercy. Then, jars of sliced olives will be even cheaper. And who needs compassion when you have sliced olives?
2. Lower health insurance coverage
WalMart's current health care system offered to employees is ridiculous. The coverage, terms, and rates are at an unacceptable rate of generosity. It's time for change.
WalMart employees are the scum of our planet. They are smellier than the decaying bacteria on t

Crazy/beautiful?I wish I was prettier, funnier, smarter.
I wish I knew how
to dance,
to cook,
to change the oil,
to fly.
I know my smile is crooked,
and my pajamas feel like home.
My hair curls like ramen noodles and
I can't
be
everything.
Sometimes I stare into space.
Sometimes I can't get out of bed.
Sometimes I cry because life is so huge.
I never understood algebra.
I'm afraid of the dark.
I try
to learn
to grow
to love
to live.
Sometimes I'm beautiful,
sometimes insane.
I laugh too loud, try too hard,
and
I walk into walls.
I talk to myself,
because,
no one's listening anyway.

Where Should I Apply At...well working at sears has gotten completely past the point of tollerabilty and i'm officially looking for a new job, i have approximately almost 9months of electronics sales experience, i'd rather skip doing the mumm and getting the opinion of those on my friends and family lists, i'm gonna continue with electronics in some form but my question is should i continue to sell tv's, stereos, sound systems etc., or should i try for selling cell phones or what? also what company/store should i apply at, thanks everyone :) ur opinions count cuz i'm fairly torn at the moment

Likes This OneDaily Horoscope: Aries
For October 9,2007
Today is perfect for starting new projects of just about any kind. You ought to get the support you need and it won't cost you much more than a smile. Life is good, if rather quiet, at the moment.

Guys Remember This ... Lmao!!!!Never Argue with a Woman
One morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottage after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap.
Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, and begins to read her book. The peace and solitude are magnificent.
Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?"
"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?")
You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her.
"I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading."
Yes, but I see you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up."
"If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault,"says the woman.
"But I haven't even touched you," says the Game Warden.
"That's true, but you have all the equipment. F

Be Honest Now Guys And Galstell me what is your dirtiest filthiest fantasy ?
email me the story @ sexytannedlegz@yahoo.co.uk
and ill collect them all for my new website
all story will be in complete confidence all i ask is that you all get me horny and be as honest and as filthy as you like
i might reply bck and tell you what mine is .. *giggles* you will like it
xx wendy

Quote Of The Day"When a woman marries again it is because she detested her first husband. When a man marries again it is because he adored his first wife. Women try their luck; men risk theirs."
- Oscar Wilde -

A Bath In DirtWinters Breeze Falling leaves with the same Chill as yesterday,,
I sit among tides of time wishing this Day Had never Come,
For this Day is the Day I bath in the soil of this Earth,
NuttinButtSexxy
Why do you sit among these tree's with such Sadness,
Sounds of a Trouble Heart that you play this song,
I too know this song of screaming Swans,
I'm Nor a Swan nor a Child that I moan in my sorrow alone,
why do you Bath in the Soils of this earth ,
I have a bad Taste In my mouth That this Love I had once,
Has Left to Bad of a Taste in my Mouth from Basking,
In my own sorrows another Sour day like yesterday,
Repeating the Same bath as I do Every day that this taste will go away,
Winter Breezes with Falling Leaves your My Chill of Yesterdays,
I'll just sit here and Bath to the sour taste In my mouth go's away,
CPR 2007 James Landry/POSNB Shame Landry

My Workjust to let my friends know i went back to work last night and everything went well my shoulder only got a little stiff, there wasnt any pain in it.

Goin To See Jerry SpringerIM SO F-IN EXCITED RIGHT NOW..I GET TO GO SEE THE JERRY SPRINGER SHOW LIVE.
IM REALLY HOPING TO GET SOME JERRY BEADS OUT OF IT SO WISH ME LUCK.
IF YOU ARE INTERESTED I WILL UPDATE TOMORROW AND LET YOU KNOW WHEN THE SHOW WILL BE AIRED.
JERRY, JERRY, JERRY!!!!!!!!!

PiecesI sit here with nothing but my thoughts to keep me company. But they give me little comfort in this cold dark place. Wanting and needing to cry out, but not daring to. For fear of breaking. For if I break, I will fall. And if I fall it will be to pieces, for there is no one there to catch me. And how do you put a puzzel together that has no edges or corners. Where do you begin. With so many pieces missing does it ever really become whole again.

The Cross I BareI bare the cross for my own ignorance. I gave you everything and you gave me nothing. I showed you real love and you showed me real pain. I loved you with all my heart and soul. And you used me to heal your own pain. I bended and changed to your wants and needs. Trying so hard to be who and what you wanted. But in the end I wasn't and never will be good enough. But no one will ever love you the way I do even now. Even through all the hell and pain. And even if you don't know it, you did change me. I am like the river you threw a stone into. The ripples will smooth out in time, but it is forever changed, still.
This is dedicated to my ex-husband who was my love & life

Do You Ever Really Know A PersonHow do you ever really truly know someone? In my life experence you never really do I dont think. As soon as you think you know someone, it seems like something always happens & things always change. Or as soon as you start to let someone in or get close to you, they proceed to rip your heart out. So why, what is the point in letting people in, why ever let people get close, when you already know how it is going to end. It can only end badly when people get to close. No matter how hard I try or what I do, I will carry my scars to my grave & I alone will pay the price for my mistakes. & I alone will sufer the rest of my life for my mistakes as well so it seems. People clame to be so libral, & understanding, but in the reality of it all, when they are truly faced with it, with a person like me, their truth comes through. They are truly put to the test with someone like me, & time & time again, they fail to rise to the occaision, for the pedistal they have put themselves up so hig

LostI wrote this back in November 2006
As I sit here with so many things going through my mind, I cant help but feel sorrow. Sorrow for my daughter, for what I have put her through, with what I have done. Although she is only 2, & knows not of what I have done, she still suffers from it. Not being able to see her mother & not knowing why. She has to bare the pain for my mistakes. Thinking is all I can really do in this place. I know that I have hit rock bottom in my life. The only question that remains is, where do I begin to pick up the peices of my shattered life. I have so much to atone for, where to begin. I have worried so much about the other people in my life, that I have forgotten the most important one. I even let a man drown her out. I let the love I felt for a man come between the everlasting love I have for my daughter. Just trying to holdon to him. In all the mess of what is now my life, how could I have let this happen, & still to lose him. I have learned a lot ab

A Mothers TouchI myself, as I stand alone wondering why, why he had to go. Late at night as I sleep, I awaken, wondering why he could not stay. I miss him dearly, but yet I stop and think, I still have someone who has not left. Near or far, good times or bad. She has been there standing by my side, for tears of joy and tears of sad.Even though I love him so, he will never be able to give me the love and warmth of a mothers touch.

Sonnett 20 William ShakespeareSonnett Of William Shakespeare
Sonnet 20
XX.
A woman's face with Nature's own hand painted
Hast thou, the master-mistress of my passion;
A woman's gentle heart, but not acquainted
With shifting change, as is false women's fashion;
An eye more bright than theirs, less false in rolling,
Gilding the object whereupon it gazeth;
A man in hue, all 'hues' in his controlling,
Much steals men's eyes and women's souls amazeth.
And for a woman wert thou first created;
Till Nature, as she wrought thee, fell a-doting,
And by addition me of thee defeated,
By adding one thing to my purpose nothing.
But since she prick'd thee out for women's pleasure,
Mine be thy love and thy love's use their treasure.
Have a Berry Nice Day!!!

Show Love 2 My Friend The Bday BoyTHIS IS MY FRIEND NENELLS TODAY IS HIS BIRTHDAY SO FOR THOSE OF YA THAT KNOW HIM....SHOW HIM SOME REAL LOVE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUN
UR FRIEND ALWAYS TESS

Come Help One Of My Family Win Her First ContestHELLO FAMILY, FRIENDS, FANS, AND ANYONE READING THIS. OUR FAMILY CURRENTLY HAS A MEMBER IN A CONTEST AND COULD USE SOME HELP. PLEASE COME COMMENT ON THE CONTEST. IF YOUR NOT A BOMBER JUST LEAVE 25-50 A DAY. BUT IF YOU CAN PLEASE BOMB HER TILL YOU MAX OUT YOUR COMMENTS. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE CONTEST.

Bombing Oct 9thWicked Storm Crew!
Next Contest!!
Another member Majically Delicious MILF is in a long term contest, I will provide a link to her picture but you will have to rate, fan, and add the host first, the link will give you an error but then send you to the host page if your not already a friend.
The Cherry Chase hosted by Heartistic Soul is in full swing. We need to support her in this effort... here is a link to her page. Make sure you go by meet and greet, pass out gifts, drinks etc to the contestants and commentors. Great opportunity to RECRUIT!!!
We still need new members!!
Rock on Wicked Storm Crew!!!
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!! Make sure to read and repost blogs and bulletins from WSC, Crew and Members
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Update On Two Of Our Angels....I AM SORRY TO HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT TWO OF OUR ANGEL MEMBERS HAVE DELETED THEIR ACCOUNTS.
RED ANGEL AND DIXIE ANGEL BOTH HAVE LEFT US.
I SPOKE WITH DIXIE YESTERDAY AND SHE INFORMED ME THAT SHE HAS WENT TO WORK AND DID NOT FEEL LIKE SHE WOULD HAVE TIME TO BE ON HERE VERY MUCH, BUT WANTED ME TO SAY "GOODBYE TO ALL OF YOU FOR HER" AND TO PLEASE PRAY FOR RED ANGEL AND HER FAMILY BECAUSE SHE HER PARENTS ARE IN BAD HEALTH AND SHE HAS TAKEN IN HER FATHER TO CARE FOR HIM AFTER BEING RELEASED FROM THE HOSPITAL. ALSO SHE WANTS EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT SHE MISSES US ALL AS WELL. I AM VERY SORRY TO SEE THEM GO AS THEY WERE BOTH DEAR FRIENDS OF MINE.
SO PLEASE REMEMBER TO KEEP THEM IN YOUR PRAYERS
HUGS TO YOU ALL
LOVE YOU , GAIL

Let Me GoSitting here looking at you
Lying still,
The empty look in your eyes,
saddened my heart
Gazing at your lifeless soul,
For a brief moment of time
I feel like you are talking to me
Let me go
Its been beautiful with you
I will love you always
But,its time
to let me go
Wipe you tears
And be strong
I will always be watching and loving you
And till the day,
When he calls out your name,
I will be here
Holding your hands once again.
But now,its time
Let me go
I looked at him,
Is it the time now,
Do I have to let you go,
Is it time to let you go now
Since I met you,
I have found nothing but love only
How can I survive without you
He looked at me
With a tear falling down his cheek,
You will be strong,
No matter what happens,
You will never be alone,
I will wrapped my hands over you
when you are lonely
Our love will continues
even upon my death,
I will live in you forever

Officers Of The Kingdom Of WolvesOfficers of The Kingdom of Wolves an Spirit of The Wolf Platoon
*LORD WOLF*Founder Kingdom of Wolves~Fu HubbyFTW Shredded Heart,Mstr Morpher Founder Spirit of Wolf Platoon,K.O.W.@ fubar
Ice man K.O.W.~Liasons Officer@ fubar
GeeGee~Secretary~Personal Tag Creator~K.O.W. ~ @ fubar
**************************************************
Founder Spirit of Wolf Platoon
*FTW Shredded Heart *Fubar Wife To *Lord Wolf * First Lady To K.O.W.*R.B.W.*Master Morpher Royal Elite Bomber@ fubar
Secretary
chrisgrl41~kow~~LONE WOLF~G-SPOTTER@ fubar
Honey~Angel*proud subject of the Kingdom of the Wolves*advisor/mediator~ Spirit of the Wolf Pla@ fubar
There will be more Positions added to the Kingdom of Wolves main Branch.

Extend Your Helping HandHi friends ,
My good friend Gail is getting close to leveling up
to level 23 . Shes needing about 33,000
points now so Im asking you all to come and
help out this very nice lady . Let's get
her leveled up here ok .
the link to her page is at the bottom here.
AMAZINGGRACE @ HALO SLIPPING@ fubar

Ed And Elaine Have Been Deleted! Time To Get Loud!ED AND ELAINE HAVE BEEN DELETED! TIME TO GET LOUD!
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: ♂ Georgilla No Nukes Guerrilla ♀
Date: 09 Oct 2007, 08:03
From: JWHERE DID THEIR PAGE GO!!! WTF I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS AMERICA....IM WAITING IN THE DARK WITH MY GUN YOU MOTHER F*CKERS COME GET ME

10-9-07Your positive energy is stronger than ever and you're turning to thoughts of romance to make good use of it. No matter what your situation may be, it should be considerably stronger by the end of the day.
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I am full of positive energy today, romance you tell me hmmmmmmmmmmmmm:P

Can You Read This?This is weird, but interesting!
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at
Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a
wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be
in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit
a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by
istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot
slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it.
ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS

What Card Are YouYou are The Sun
Happiness, Content, Joy.
The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you†your†day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.
What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Tired...I am so tired of trying to put up with family. If its not one thing its something else and I get blamed for it. I guess the truth came out today. Everything that was ever said about me not being wanted or needed was true. It is *MY* fault I was born. It is *MY* fault that dad left mom when I was two. *AND* its *MY* fault for all the abuse I got. Nice family eh? My aunt Doris is gonna flip out when I tell her this BS. And people want to kno why I was suicidal when I was younger? Hmmm? It all came out...all the good stuff to make a daughter feel "loved". I deserve all the terrible stuff that has happened to me. I deserved the beatings, the verbal abuse, the emotional abuse and the sexual abuse. Needless to say I feel smaller than a mouse right now and a worthless piece of shit. Even if the booze were talking...still...I just cant take that shit anymore...
Then if that isnt it...my sister calls my cell had to call her back from my home phone. Apparently since I dont call or

There's Always Next YearAwwwwwwwwwwwww, after last nites short effort at YANKEE satdium, it seems the boys in NY are now saying that familiar phrase that rang on the lips of soooo many citizens of RED SOX NATION for sooooooo many years.
And while i give all the respect in the world to the BRONX BOMBERS, after all no one will ever achieve what they have in baseball, I cant help but feel just a little (and of course im being sarcastic...its more like overwhelming) cheerful about how the yankees ended their season.
so now THE SOX prepare for the ALCS against THE TRIBE, and it los to be quite an interesting series as the two best records in the majors battle it out for the penant and the chance to face the winner from the NLCS, either the ROCKIES or the DIAMONDBACKS, in the WORLD SERIES.
GO SOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Soldiers Gone Wild!SOLDIER'S PLAYGROUND
LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO HANG OUT WITH NO DRAMA AND GREAT FRIENDS AND AWSOME MUSIC ? COME TO SOLDIER'S PLAYGROUND
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~ NOW HIRING FOR ~
~ ENFORCERS ~
~ PROMOTERS ~
~ GREETERS ~
~ BARTENDERS ~
~ DANCERS ~

God's CloseThe session
Enter the ring
Meet the opponent
The bell cling
90 second round
Come out punching
Duck and dodge
Weíre boxing
Head held down
Protect your face
Raise your fists
Set your pace
Upper cuts
Throw a punch
Body contact
Feel the crunch
Ding ding
The round ends
In your corner
The doctor mends
The winner is
With a higher level
Results are final
Itís the DEVIL
GOD by your side
He picked you up
Wiping your head
And filling your cup
Kissing your wounds
Hugging you tight
Kneeling at your bed
Whispering youíre alright
You open your eyes
To receive a new day
And on bended knee
This you pray
Thank you god
For your love and grace
For keeping me near
And showing your face
When I needed you most
You came through
You lifted me up
Iím feeling brand new

What Makes Me HappyOk, here goes. I have been thinking about this for a long time now. As most of u know, I recently seperated from what I thought was a great guy and good father. I loved this man with all my heart, and would do just about anything to make him happy, including make myself unhappy. Which is pretty much what I did. I was miserable. I tried to think of bad things to say about why I wanted to leave him, but in general, he WAS a good person and did what he had to to make sure that me and his girls were taken care of. The man worked his butt off. I know that, and I don't want to take that away from him......BUT.....
Here I go. I had to think long and hard about what it is that I REALLY want in a relationship. I'm not trying to speak for every girl out there, but I think this will sum it up for alot of us. R u guys ready?
My dream man would come up to me while I'm in the kitchen cooking his dinner and ask me if there is anything that he could do to help, and if I say no, then tenderly ki

Tired Of Fakersi will not rate any more pics if ppl have no real pics if i see one more pic of a dolphin with glitter all around it i will puke!

QuestionThat helped and since the blog was for your eyes only, it's gone

It's Expensive And We Need Help!So aside of the obvious of surgery, did you know ongoing cancer treatment it EXPENSIVE!
This is not the financial strain you want if you are paycheck to paycheck. After my hubbys child support comes out of his check we are left with enough to cover our bills, rent, food, and necessities. We don't usually have much left over for alot of extras, but we manage some with careful planning or post yard sales..LOL
We have some bills that need to get paid, and I honestly wish there was a time frame for cancer patients that was extended out past their treatment before demanding payment.
Not only this but I have found how little financial help there is for people with Cancer! You have to have specific kinds of cancer before people will really help! Colon Cancer apparently isn't one of them. Most of the things I have looked into are dead ends, or have no funds available. Had I gotten Breast Cancer, there would be more help. Seems like a bit of an injustice. But hey I might be bia

Always With YouDo not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am a diamonds glints of snow,
I am sunlight on a riped grain,
I am a gentle autumns rain,
when you awaken in the mornings hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush of the quiet birds encircled flight,
I am the soft start that shines at night,
Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die

Why Men Can Pee Standing UpWHY MEN CAN PEE STANDING UP
God was about done creating humans, but he had two parts left over.
He couldn't decide how to split them between Adam and Eve, so he thought he might just as well ask them.
He told them one of the things he had left was a thing that would allow the owner to pee while standing up.
"It's a very handy thing", God told them, " and I was wondering if either of you had a preference for it."
Well, Adam jumped up and down and begged, "Oh Please give that to me! I'd love to be able to do that. It seems like just the sort of thing a man should have. Please! Pleeease! Give it to me!" On and on he went like an excited little boy.
Eve just smiled and told God that if Adam really wanted it so badly, he could have it. So God gave Adam the thing that allowed him to pee while standing up.
Adam was so excited that he just started whizzing all over the place ... First on the side of a rock, then he wrote his name in the sand, and then he tried to see if he

Cant Believe I Forgot....I took a hot shower...fucking mad about what happened today. And I forgot about someone that I knew from a group I was in when I was younger. Every time something happens like this and its family related...I always think of this person. I am shocked I forgot her. Because usually she calms me down. You kno the saying, "There is someone worse off than you"? Well its true. So true....
When I was in this group...it was for those who came from broken families. There was this one girl who had it worse than anyone there. She was 15 at the time and I was 13. She was ritualisticly (spelling) abused. Her body had carvings of words and symbols head to toe. You had to be 5ft away from her and if you got too close to her she would scream her head off. She was abused mentally, physically, emotionally and sexually all due to her parents sick ways. I think of her when my own family issues happen. Because its true...there is someone worse off than you. When I think of her I cry...I di

Friends With BenefistIt doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!!
Here's how it works:
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ars...
There's at least 1 person on your hoverspot that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"
The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS"
If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT"
SCARED? LOL
THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN
& see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your hoverspot that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you.

Sexual Destinations Final Destination...for Now!! Lol!SEXUAL DESTINATIONS..FINAL DESTINATION!!
OK THERE IS A FINAL DESTINATION FOR THIS JOURNEY, AND IT IS TIME FOR IT TO BE REACHED ONCE AND FOR ALL. THIS WILL END THE SEXUAL DESTINATIONS ITINIARY.
I HAD BEEN SITTING IN THE SAME PLACE ALL DAY AND READING NUMEROUS PIECES OF MAIL FROM ALL SORTS OF PEOPLE. SAYING THE SAME SHIT, JUST IN DIFERENT WAYS. SOME OFFERING ďI WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET WITH YOUĒ OTHERS MERELY ASKING ďFOR A TASTE OF THE PUSSYĒ, A SAMPLE IF YOU WILL. YEA RIGHT MY ASS. ANYWAY FRIEND REQUESTS WERE ALSO COMING AND SOME PRETTY INTERESTING PEOPLE TO. SO I DENIED THE WACKOS AND APPROVED THE REST. UPON RESEARCHING THESE LATEST ENTRIES I CAME UPON A BEAUTIFUL MAN IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD. HE SPOKE WITH KNOWLEDGE, SHOWED WISDOM, AND UNDERSTOOD THINGS IN LIFE. HE WAS A BLOGGER, SO HE KNEW HOW TO READ AND WRITE (THANK U GOD), HE HAD VERY NICE SENSUAL PICTURES, HE WAS FINE AND WAS MODEST IN HIS CAPTIONS. HE DIDNíT TALK ABOUT HIMSELF OR REFER TO HIMSELF AS A THE

On Hot Afternoon In Fubarmmmmmmmmm, just the other day, i had a lovely conversation with a friend that i thought the fans of my stories would appreciate. all names have been changed to protect the innocent (well not mine, lol, i'm not all that innocent). if you recognize this, i hope you don't mind, heheheh. please leave rates and comments if you like it!!
carl
______________________________________________
Beauty: ok carl
Buddha: hey there sweetie
Beauty: talk to me doll
Buddha: heheheheheh, are you in a good position? nice and comfy,
Beauty: oh yeah
Buddha: spread out, and ready? have you stripped down?
Beauty: don't need to already done
Beauty: I am so wet and hot right now
Buddha: mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, so where was i ?
Buddha: believe i had you on your tummy and i was stretched out against you biting the back of your neck
Beauty: oooohhhhhhhhhhh baby keep that up and give me goosebumps
Buddha: my stiff cock pressing into the back of your thighs
Buddha: my fing

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic LustsA touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
You began your work on my lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I was filled with you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Away from my forehead, then became entangled.
Our slow rhythm gave way,
To urgent

Wishful Thinking Needs Our Help!!! Bombs Away!!!Yep our great friend Wishful Thinking has entered a contest and needs our help...She is behind right now but with some help she can win this! It ends Oct. 10th at 9 pm eastern...So come on and bomb away!! Thanks everyone!!!

How 'bout 'em CowboysIn impressive fashion the Dallas Cowboys opened a can of comeback whupass on the deplorable Buffalo Bills last night on MNF. Tony "Romeo" Romo & Terrell "T.O." Owens lead my beloved Boys to a perfect 5-0 start (first in franchise history). The Dallas Cowboys being the only undefeated team in the wretched NFC can start making their reservations for Arizona cause we're gonin all da way baby whooohooo

PainI know this is a song, but I don't care it fits!!
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel p

NumbI'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I

LeftI saw the river, just pulled him down
I knew the man who hunted him down
We watched the river, take him away
Before he died, I could have sworn he said
I am the only one
I am the only one left
Tired and afraid lies a saddened man
Knelt beside him with head in hand
And escaped on a lonely breath
But before he died I could have sworn he said
I am the only one
I am the only one left
Who ever gave a damn about you
I am sorry
I am sorry
I was wrong
I was wrong
I've been wrong for way too long
I am sorry that you're gone

Whywhy are people so full of themselfs
why cant everyone be friends
why do people hurt others
why are people so mean
why are they so closed in theyre shells
why why why why
why do people break our hearts
why do we have to suffer so much
why isnt life better
why do we have to be sad
why cant we just be always happy
why why why why
probably cause everyone just wants to take advantage from each other . i dont know anything anymore , probably we were just meant to be sad and lonelly at the end , like when death comes and takes the ones we like and care for .
why
why
why
makes me sad cause the good ones are the first ones to go . why not take the rapers and murderers first and leave the good people behind. why

Couldn't Have Said It Better Myself!Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see....
"The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and
came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be
true, given the source, right?
The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with
the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is
unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the
citizenry just ain't happy and want a change.
So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we so
unhappy about?''
Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days
a week?
Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer
and heating in the winter?
Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job?
Maybe it is the ability to walk into a

Thanks Sherry For Finding This :)Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see....
"The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and
came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be
true, given the source, right?
The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with
the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is
unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the
citizenry just ain't happy and want a change.
So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we so
unhappy about?''
Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days
a week?
Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer
and heating in the winter?
Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job?
Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time, and
see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year?
Maybe it is the ability

3 WordsI have 3 words for today that everyone should try to live by....."GET OVER IT".....
You get caught talking behind someones back. You betray them. Get Over It.
You lie and tell secrets. You hide things and get caught. Get Over It.
Get Over It...Get Over It...Get Over It...
You have already hurt people with your actions and words so move on and Get Over It. Let things cool down and then sort them out and apologize to those that deserve apologies.

LostPeople can say long distance romances can't work, but I believe they do. There is no distance that is too long for a heart. Yes the distance will be a difficult thing to deal with.
But if two people can make a connection over the internet or phone line or whatever then ther is something there. We all have soul mates. God made sure of that. But he didn't always put us in the same city or town. Our soul mates can be scattered across the globe. Our hearts will seek the other out and one day they will find each other.
Love should not be bound by distance or time. Love is never ending. Love is part of who we are. When we find that special someone, and we truly fall in love with them, that's all the matters. Distance, race, color etc. should NOT matter. All the matters is the love we share.
To those who know me, I thank you for reading. To those who don't know me, I hope this will give you an inside look of a person who can love absolutely, unconditionally, and with all his heart.

If Everyone Cared***If we did as much with love as we do with hate, judging, stereotyping...this world would be a better place...***
"Be the change you wish to see in the world" -Gaundi
"If Everyone Cared"
From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
[Chorus:]
If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
Then we'd see the day when nobody died
And I'm singing
Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
Amen I, Amen I, Amen I, I'm alive
And in the air the fireflies
Our only light in paradise
We'll show the world they were wrong
And teach them all to sing along
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
(I'm alive)
[Chorus x2]
And as we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world

What?I can't even get a ticker from anyone to show me love? Come on now, you can use fubar bucks for that!..LMAO Of course still no family pics, but hey..I would luv ya forever...being silly I guess...:(
giggling
Hugs and kisses!
LOL

How Much I Love UI write these words for all to see,
To say how much you mean to me,
and for all who read i need to show,
Just how much I love you so,
I love you more than the skies are blue,
Thats the love, from me to you,
I love you more than the deepest sea,
Thats how much you mean to me,
I love you more than the desert needs rain,
It helps me get through the pain,
I love you more than the tears I cry,
I'll have this love until I die,
So to all who read this you now know,
Just how much I love him so,
So no matter how long I must wait,
I will for you, my soul mate.

Has Anyone???"Has Anyone Ever Tell You,
Just How Special You Are
The Light that You Emit
Might even Light a Star
Has Anyone Ever Tell You
How Important You Make Others Feel
Somebody out here is Smiling
About Love that is so Real
Has Anyone Ever Tell You that
Many Times When They were Sad
Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit
In Fact It made Them Glad
For the Time You Spend Sending Things
And Sharing whatever You Find
There are No Words to Thank You
But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine
Has Anyone Ever Tell You
Just How Much They Love You
Well, My Dearest Friend
Today I am Telling You
I HOPE I GET THIS BACK
I believe that without a
friend you are missing out on a lot!!!
But don't just send it back, send it on to everyone..
Have a nice day, and I'm glad we are friends!!!
THIS IS A HAND OF FRIENDSHIP
YOU MUST PASS IT TO AT LEAST 4 FRIENDS"

Another H8aterthis guy blocked me after i was nice enough to give hes sorry ass 10s and everything and i can't even put his link in here becase hes blocked me. jus look for a weezel looking guy in a pool who cant even speak english because i read his mum and no one else could read what he say

Go Show These People Some Love! They Are Awesome!My awesome RL Husband!
Will {RL HUSBAND TO DRKREFLECTIONS}@ fubar
My Two very best friends... online AND offline! Go show them some love!
They are awesome people!
Heartistic Soul@ fubar
RogerLee ~Founder of "The Pride"@ fubar
And.....
A few of my close Fubar friends! These guys rock! Fan/Add/Rate them! They are way cool friends to have!
§_(Į`ē.__♥ MÓßÜģŤßß —ŚĶghÜż ♥__.ēīĮ)_§ ~~ Club F.A.R.~~OCL~~Proud rider of da Short Bus@ fubar
Tiny ~WindTalkerBombers~Spirited Member of The Pride~@ fubar
Steak@ fubar
~*~DJ Forsaken Silk & Satin Radio~*~R.I.P. Anti-Cupid~*~@ fubar

5 QuestionsYou get to ask me 5 questions about ANYTHING you want and I'll answer honestly! Repost this to see what people will ask you

Observation O Human NatureThose who observe human nature see that those who observe nothing think that life happens to them. What happend to the freewill choice of deciding to be?

Karaoke In Acton CaliforniaCurrent mood: pleased
Category: Music
hay karaoke fans here is you chance for a one time only Fubar/Cherry Tap Karaoke Party check it out on Friday Oct. 19th...
Please repost this...
Gold Rush Karaoke October 19, 2007
STILL WANT MORE KARAOKE...
Get ready to party at the KARAOKE GOLD RUSH @ Sutters Mill Restaurant...
So please drop by for tons of fun and karaoke w/ me "COWBOY" Dan.
Karaoke Night @ Sutters Mill Restaurant.
Sutters is one killer BAR offering Karaoke Affordable Drinks and Food. This Karaoke show will be KICKin' KARAOKE hosted by "Cowboy" Dan a REDNECK SING-A-LONG DJ. Come out to the city of Acton California. IF you are Pure Gold Come on in and take part in the fun at the party year with tons of fun loaded with karaoke. You'll find over 33,000 songs to choose from, and save cash with Sutters Mill Restaurant's low Drink Prices.
Address;
Sutters Mill Restaurant
31908 N. Crown Valley Road
Acton, CA, 93510
(Phone) 661.269.1360
K

Now That's EntertainmentEvery few weeks, there is a sort of merry holy war on the campus of UNL. Non-denominational fundamentalist christians come onto the campus and preach, generally spreading the general message that all homosexuals, Buddhists, Moslems and the majority of other Christians are going to hell (this week frats and sororities are added). It has one of the largest draws of students than any other event on campus, not to be saved, but rather entertained. Games have even formed up around this, todays being evangelical Bingo, where key words are placed on a bingo card and when they say it, you cross it off (I got three bingos today). In the past other entertainments have been the forming of a cookie monster cult, alternative readings from Tales of Asgard by a girl dressed as Thor (it was halloween), an alternative reading from an engineering Text book and other wonderful distractions. Some of the bible thumpers even bring their kids along parading them and teaching them the preaching ways, and

Possessing TimeHuman kind can only possess time by being fully aware of the actual moment we are experiencing. In that moment, we all stand in the sacred human presence, dedicating ourselves to the sacredness of our combined human potential. We welcome and become eternal now.

My Sonmy son is weird, he is walking around with a hairbrush sticking out of his mouth, yesterday her tried to see how much stuff he could shove under the seat of his dad's chair. also he does this super cute and funny happy dance

Why Is It So HardYou know I have spent most of my life looking for what most people call a soulmate. I use to laugh at them and think how foolish they were to believe in such. Hell I didnt really believe in love at all. Then this year she walked into my life and turned it upside down. I wont ever be the same again. I have found what everyone looks for, MY SOULMATE. I am in heaven everytime she holds me, touches me, and kisses me! Then along came everyone else, trying to break us up, split us apart. If they truly loved her then it seems they would want her to be happy. Instead they do everything they can to make us fuss and fight. After almost one year of us being together they are still trying. Even here on this sight there are those who call them self friends and yet do things that hurt her and me. We left this sight once before because of these people. Thought maybe it would be different now. Nothing has changed but the date. I asked her to marry me two months ago and she said yes. Sh

Jet Strangethanks to brandon for letting us cartoon him, well this is the kind of makeover I like,

Almost 1/2 Way There...Please help comment me! I need 10,000 and I have over 4,000 now. Any little bit you can do helps! I will send you little gifts to show my appreciation. If I'm not on or not around, just send me an email to let me know you sent some comments and I will stop by your page and send you some love!

Dead Beat Ass DadsBy definition, the term "Deadbeat Dad" is a noun that refers to a father that does not fulfill his obligation to provide financial support for his children.
However, there is much more to a deadbeat dad than just money. Deadbeat Dad can almost be classified as a catch phrase. As the statistical amount of divorces accrue, so do the numbers of absentee fathers. Many children grow up with extreme emotional and behavior problems due to their lack of a father. Sixty-three percent of youth suicides occur in households where fathers were not present. Fatherless homes also account for 90% of runaway children, 85% of children with behavior problems, 71% of high school dropouts, 85% of youths in prison, and more than half of teen mothers.
Deadbeat Dads don't come to pick up their kids on Friday night and keep them for the weekend. They don't order pizza and play monopoly. They don't take the kids to the park on Sunday afternoon. Deadbeat Dads don't invite their children to meet their new

Seriousnesspeople take things a bit too serious for me. for instance i posted a mumm to see who would date me. Yea i am single but im not looking for someone right now, i have 2 girls in mind of who i want to date and neither of them are on this site. People are saying oh hes so desperate. Im not desperate im weird, ill ask a question just to ask it nothing behind it and not because im desperate

What A RideAll of a sudden his hand placed it selves on your knee and slowly started crawling upwards towards your tights. He quickly loosened his seatbelt, leaned over and started to kiss you demandingly. You tried to get away, you tried to close your legs but he wouldn't let you. You had gotten into his car a few miles back and now where HIS!
How you got into this mess? Well let's say you ran away from home and went hitchhiking along the road. A dirty red mustang pulled up along side of the road, a window opened and a nice looking fellow sat in the divers' seat. "Where are you heading pumpkin" the man spoke in a soft and silky voice as he looked you up and down unnoticed with hungry eyes. You told him where you were heading and he told you that you were lucky, because he happened to go that way too. He motioned for you to walk too the passenger seat and he opened the door from the inside for you. Pretty soon you were on the road again and found out his name was Damian, he was 28 years old, had

Omg YallDoritos!!!!
LMAO its britney spears yall!!
ah anyhoo
today has been CRAZY!! my cousin is all fuggered and his life has gone to shit.
however my long lost friend Jay is back and omg yall i missed him like crazy!!!
anyways just wanna say hey,its gunna snow here and im super excited
dudes,i totally watched queen of the damned last night gosh i forgot how awesome that movie is yall!!! mm sexy vampires...who wants to have crazy mad blood vampire sex?!?!
I DO I DO!
:D lmao
ok im off yall!
xoxo

Sometimes I Just Want To Give Upcould someone please explain to me why some people have it all and others have nothing?
we are in desperate need of a car and i have to live at home with my mom because i cannot get a loan to get either a house or a car....we found a car that we love and the guy only wants $1100 for it but damn if we can get a loan for it.....we have been shot down at every turn....yet my brothers all have a house and a car and here i sit with nothing.....i did not ask to get hurt and end up crippled and Ed can't get a job without a car since we have to share a car with my mom right now....THIS IS SO UNFAIR!!! sometimes i just want to give up and say fuck it!

Meeverything in my life is all about me i like to play mind games with every girl i meet and talk to i love to tell you that i love you but i dont mean it i say im a music pro but really im a perv who likes to pray on girls and f*** there heads up i did it too 7 girls in the uk told them i loved them and wanted them to move out with me and one of them gave her house up to be with me and i dumped her like a bit of dirt on the bottom of my shoe who cares i dont tell me what you think of me do you think im scum just tell me

Yet Again, More Stupid People!!Why is it that JUST BECAUSE i have pics of myself on here, in which I happen to be naked, every man thinks i want to fuck him? I mean, SERIOUSLY... WHY? I mean, obviously they don't read my profile.... because then they would KNOW what the hell i think. GOD. Do you men not READ the fucking profile?!?!?!? JEEEEEZ

The Shit List1. Ghost Shit: The kind where you feel shit come out but there is no shit
in the toilet.
2. Clean Shit: The kind where you shit it out, see it, but there is
nothing on the toilet paper.
3. Wet Shit: The kind where you wipe your butt at least 90 times and it
feels unwiped so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt
and your underwear so you won't ruin your pants.
4. Second Wave Shit: It happens when you're done shitting and you've
pulled your pants up to your knees and you realize you have to shit
some more.
5. Pop-A-Vein-In-Your-Head Shit: The kind where you strain so much to get
the shit out you practically have a stroke.
6. Richard Simmons Shit: You shit so much you lose 30 pounds.
7. Lincoln Log Shit: The kind of shit that is so huge that you are afraid
to flush the toilet without breaking it into little pieces with the
toilet brush.
8. Gassy Shit: It's noisy; everyone within earshot is giggling.
9. Drinker Shit: The kind o

Going To The Erso a couple of days ago i noticed that my lower back was starting to hurt? figured it was nothing as we drove home from Ob lobster fishing. i come home and go to bed. well the next morning my back is fucking killing me i can barely move!!! i am freaking out as Mark my daughters father drops Alexis off (my kid) i put strait in the crib. well for the rest of the day i just chilled in bed trying not to move to much but thats hard when you have an 8 month old daughter whos teething.....sounds like fun huh??? anyways around 8 my back completely gave out i couldnt move, walk nothing or id get this sharp pain like someone was pulling my spine right out of my back finally i called mark and he came and got alexis and i called 911 and went to Alvarado ER....was there an hour and said fuck it and went home! there was a man there who had a migraine from hell and had been waiting 3 hours. fuck that.....so that was my hell last night but i am feeling a little better today and guess what thursday is

MemoriesTime slips by but memories stay.
Quietly remembered everday.
Happy thoughts of time together
Memories that will last forever.
May the words of love blow softly
And whsiper so you'll hear
That I will always love and miss you
And wish that you were here

Pick And ChooseWhen youíre the boss you can pick and choose
No matter whom else that has to loose
The one thatís the best gets the spot or the fame
Thatís not always true but I canít complain
People are pasted up itís all just the same
Never given a chance to add to the game
They might be the one to break through to the front
Instead of a homerun their forced to bunt
Bosses and people can change your day and your night
But donít let them keep you from doing whatís right
The best is not what I want to be
Good enough to be happy is enough for me
To make myself and my parents proud
Not to be just one of the crowd
People make changes in my life you see
Because they think their better than me
This they are not and I know for sure
I donít change my ways to open the door
I donít lie or cheat to get to the top
If thatís what it takes Iíll come to a stop
And people will always change your stride
Donít change your values or loose your pride
Somethingís are yours and not to be c

Click A Cherry To RateWhy are you supposed to 'click a cherry' to rate this blog? That used to make sense to me, but not any longer.
Anyone know what a 'fubar' looks like so we can suggest a replacement for those antiquated cherry icons?

Comment Áa VaHave gotten some can't comment errors lately- either they're just errors, or I'm not allowed to comment for awhile, on some things at least. Will wait a bit; there's worse, and I have thisthat to do, like recovering those CDs, but will rate photos and stash and definitely chat occasionally.

Some Fucking Friend !!!!!This person was on my friends list...even when he caused trouble in other lounges and with other people I never downrated him or blocked him...I should have because this is what he did to me and then blocked me...find him and show him some FUBAR LOVE
SO FUCK YOU DJ CASPER....I REMEMBERED THAT HE WAS ON MY YAHOO LIST...THIS IS THE CONVERSATION AS FOLLOWS
swttxred: i can\'t believe you gave me a 1 and i never did anything to you shawn...so much for you being on my friends list...
dj_casper_420: who the fuck are u/
dj_casper_420: ?
swttxred: ITS MyJoy shawn
dj_casper_420: fusion wants to start shit with me bring it. ur apart of fusion so u got the 1
swttxred: wel some friend you turned out to be
swttxred: you gonna do the same to every person that comes along just cause of some sihit
dj_casper_420: ur fucking part of the team thats spreading stupid lies about me
swttxred: i have never said a word about you
swttxred: and no one has said anything to me about you
sw

Do You Realize How Much These Are Interwoven?For those of you who don't know me and that's probably most of you.... i wonder if you realize how much the words we throw around are interwoven.?
We seem to insist on 3 main words being lived by in our kingdoms,platoons,friends and lovers....those are INTEGRITY LOYALTY HONOR ...DO WE REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY MEAN AND LIVE BY THEM?
Integrity is a set of moral values instilled in us virtually as children by our parents,grandparents,family,etc. which lets us know what is and isn't ok to do,and lasts throughout our lifetime....synonymous with HONESTY....
Loyalty is the choice of what to believe,whom to stay with,etc....synonymous with fidelity....
Honor is a keen sense of ethical conduct(integrity)or one's word given as a guarantee of conduct or performance(ie:on my honor)
synonymous with honesty...
Isn't it amazing that of the 3 words we choose to live by that the only one which is truly by our choice is loyalty??? So maybe we should be especially careful where w

Help Me....they Did It Again!!!!Error: you've reached the daily photo comments limit for your user level.
My kitty needs Comments and Rates....any help will be Greatly Appreciated!!

And Again......Yeah...I relapsed.
For those of you who don't know what that means...
I'm a cutter.

WtfSo yep I am addicted to Fubar, so of course being the generous girl I am, I got my mom addicted to. So like so many of us on here, she flirts and chats. My mother is a over all friendly person and yet at the same time she is happily married and tells all men that messages her that. However there is one man on here that wouldn't stop with his sexual innuendos and comments. I urged her to block him, but in her kind heartedness she wouldn't. However recently the man's psycho girlfriend has been messaging her rude statements and leaving her rude comments. WTF is up with rude bitches who don't check their man first before acting out??? Freaking annoys the hell out of me. I recently went on line and blocked the two from her page, and messaged the bitch. But now dear bloggers I am ranting about it...Trust me ladies...if you catch messages from another woman on your man's site..90 % of the time they are being encouraged by your man.

Wedding NightWEDDING NIGHT
Honeymoon at Home:
Fred and Mary got married but can't afford a honeymoon, so they go back to Fred's Mom and Dad's for their first night together. In the morning, Johnny, Fred's little brother, gets up and has his breakfast. As he is going out of the door to go to school, he asks his mom if Fred and Mary are up yet.
She replies, "No". Johnny asks, "Do you know
what I think?" His mom replies, "I don't want
to hear what you think! Just go to school."
Johnny comes home for lunch and asks his
mom, "Are Fred and Mary up yet?"
She replies, "No." Johnny says, "Do you know
what I think?"
His mom replies, "Never mind what you think!
Eat your lunch and go back to school." ;
After school, Johnny comes home and as ks again,
"Are Fred and Mary up yet?"
His mom says, "No."
He asks, "Do you know what I think?"
His mom replies, "Ok, now tell me what you think?"
He says: "Last night Fred came to my room for the Vaselin

Naughty QuestionsQ. What's a mixed feeling?
A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car.
Q. What's the height of conceit?
A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name.
Q. What's the definition of macho?
A. Jogging home from your vasectomy.
Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball?
A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball
Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex?
A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick!
Q.Why is divorce so expensive?
A. Because it's worth it!
Q. What is a Yankee?
A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.
Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common?
A. They both like a tight seal.
Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common?
A. Their balls are just for decoration.
Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"?
A. About three inches.
Q. Whydo Gay men wear ribbed condoms?
A. For tract

Pay Close Attention..One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a
well. The animal cried piteously for hours as
the farmer tried to figure out what to do.
Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway;
it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.
He invited all his neighbors to come over and
help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the
donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally
looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.
As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel
dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it
off and take a step up.
Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the

25 Signs Your Getting Old25. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them.
24. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question.
23. You keep more food than beer in the fridge.
22. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed.
21. You hear your favorite song in an elevator.
20. You watch the Weather Channel.
19. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up."
18. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14.
17. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up."
16. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo.
15. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you.
14. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore.
13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up.
12. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers.
11. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt.
10.You take naps.
9. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead o

Thank YouThank you everyone. that helped me level up. I leveled up just about 2 levels.

Stay At Home Fathermy wife and I have our 1st son.on July 2 2007
he is so cute me and my wife think god each and everyday for giveing us such a sweet loving son...my son name is Steven Joseph II..he has colic its geting better now.. he is 3 Months now..my wife started back to work and Im a stay at home Father.I though it will be ok but now I know how stay at home mothers feel...my mom said to me to lay him down and he will cry him self to sleep.when my son crys I just won't to pick him back up and rock him and hold him..I was going nuts I was holding him all day from 6am to 4 pm.I don't do that no more I give my self some time to clen house and all be for the boss lady gets home lol my life is going grat now that I lay him down for bed in the day time lol can U say duhh lol...

Sometimes Ya Just Wanna Let GoSOMETIMES IN THE RUSH OF THINGS GIRLS FORGET THEMSELVES THEY FORGET WHO THEY ARE AND WHY THEY ARE PUT HERE WE FORGET THAT WE ARE HUMAN AND LOOSE OURSELVES TO MEN AND YES OTHER WEMON AND MOSTLY OUR CHILDREN TO OUR JOBS AND TO OUR FAMILIES SO HOW MANYTIMES MUST WE BE JUDGED JUST OVER A PICTURE OR BECAUSE WE BECAME RACEY WE ARE CALLED WHORE OR SLUT AND TOLD THAT WE DESERVE THE TALK THAT IS PUT TO US BUT MEN ARE ALLOWED AND EVEN EXCUSED SUCH TALK AND PICTURES WE ARE TOLD THAT IS JUST A MAN BEING A MAN AND THAT ITS JUST HIS NATURE .....MEN ARE ALLOWED AND EVEN INCOURAGED TO SLEEP WITH SEVERAL DIFFRENT FEMALES A WEEK AND CALLED STUD IF HE DOES ...BUT.....LET A WOMAN TRY SUCH A THING AND SHE IS CALLED WHORE ...WHY...IF ITS ALLRIGHT FOR A MAN TO BE SEXUALY ACTIVE SHOULDNT THE WOMAN HAVE THE SAME RIGHT...IF MEN CAN BE VULGAR AND BE TOLD ITS JUST BEING A MAN WHY CANT A WOMAN JUST BE A WOMAN...JUST A FEW THOUGHTS

"a Suicide Completed"(12 Ab'ib) (melancholia Fallingi prayed for you when you needed me
but no one ever prayed for me
so melancholia became dark depression
i'm on the edge of my finality
last night i tried to O.D.
on cheap American whiskey
i got blinded-i just can't see
i don't care -if it's just temporarily
COULD HAVE DIED FROM A HUNGER STRIKE
OR THE BUSINESS END OF A SWITCH BLADE KNIFE
BUT I'LL JUMP TO MY DEATH IN THE DEAD OF THIS NIGHT
MY SUFFERING WILL BE OVER BY THE SUNRISE.
i could have died from a shot from my gun
but i used all the bullets for target fun
i'll be dead by the rise of the sunand for a hundred people, my death it will stun
COULD HAVE DIED FROM A HUNGER STRIKE
OR THE BUSINESS END OF A SWITCH BLADE KNIFE
BUT I'LL JUMP TO MY DEATH IN THE DEAD OF THIS NIGHT
MY SUFFERING WILL BE OVER BY THE SUNRISE.
now i complete my suicide
jump to my death in the dead of this night
"police line do not cross" :the end of my plight
no i just lived my last minute of life
COULD HAVE DIED FROM A HUNGER STR

Kinda FunnyI try and try but for some reason always fail... I want to thank you those that took the time to at least read the blog i posted about my poetry. and bigger ty for those that went to read it. I look forward to mail and or a comment here. I do try to keep up with what the people on my friends list are doing but life just gets in my way so know i do what i can for my friends I only ask a simple comment or hey every now and again I wont ignore u.. miss you all if you have my yahoo hollar ill hit u back thats a promise tx DM

My Mom Out Of Hosplitalshe is back in the nursing facilty and look like she wont have to have sugery for now. She is still ill and the doctors are trying to get her on the right meds. The meds she was on made her have the reaction that sent her to the ER. Thank you all for ur thoughts and prayers they are working! luvs to u all ! XOXO

What Is Love?What if you gave someone a gift
And they neglected to thank you for it-
Would you be likely to give them another?
Life is the same way
In order to attract more of the blessings
That life has to offer,
You must truly appreciate what
You already have before
It is gone!!

Oops I Did It Again!I feel like I should be singing the Britney Spear's Song "Oops I did it again". I can just see the question in your eyes, inquiring as to what it is I have done again. Well as usual it involves my heart and becoming attached to someone.
I think that the "let's just be friends" gene wasn't included in my basic genetic makeup.
You ask me what I mean.... Okay, I'll tell you.
I've met someone online, and we've met in person, and we seem to get along real well. I was trying to keep it strictly friends, friends with benefits, or something like that. But then my heart steps in and tries to take over, and feelings that I was trying to control and keep under wraps, start to emerge. I don't know how to control them, or stop them from growing.
I think of him all the time. Wonder what he's doing and how's doing, if he's thinking of me too. I want to spend time with him, even it it's just cuddling up on the sofa watching movies and drinking tea, or being more intimate. It's not just the

We Face New Challenges EverydayWE WAKE UP EACH MORNING AND WONDER WHAT IS IN STORE FOR US TODAY... WE GO THROUGH LIFE ENCOUNTERING CHALLENGES THAT WE REALLY BELIEVE WE CAN NOT OVERCOME. EVERYONE HAS THE POWER TO CONTROL THIER OWN DESTINY . IT TAKES ALOT OF STRENGTH TO DO THIS BUT IN THE LONG RUN MOST OF IT COMES OUT POSITIVE. NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS AND WHAT YOU WANT IN LIFE. IT MAKES A STRONGER PERSON OUT OF YOU.

Little Miss HornyHannah was always very mature for her age. She had way too big an interest in sex by the time she was twelve. She masturbated every night, and sometimes even used her big sister's dildo without permission. She dreamed of sex, of what she would do, how she would do it, and how she would get it. Little did she know, she would be getting it a lot sooner than she thought.
Her parents didn't allow her to date yet. "Not until you are 16," they said. But Hannah knew she was ready to date. One Friday after school, a 16 year old 11th grader came up to her. She was used to the attention she got from boys (for she had a very mature figure for her age), and although she wanted to respond to it, she never did. She always respected her parent's wishes...until now.
"Hey baby," the boy said. "What do you think about hanging out with me tonight?" He put her arm around her. Two of Hannah's friends were watching her from near the fence. Hannah glanced at them and winked.
"Sure Ja

That NightThat Night The night that they kissed,caressed and held each other so tightly. There naked bodies coming together as one in hot passionate love; her nipples becoming hard as his hands feel on her nipples as his tongue gentlely licks across them, as he remembers that night and her naked body as it shines underneath the moonlight oh what a night. Poem By: Charles L. Nelson

I Missed It!!!Ugh...I missed Happy Hour but am gonna post this anyway just in case you still want to help......This is a pimpout for a very new friend of mine but she is one awesome person!!! She does not have very far to go.....about 15000 or so....
PLEASE go by her page and slam her with all you got!! She is not on now but will return the luv 2 fold......It would be a great surprise when she signs back on in a little while and has been leveled hehe........
Thanks you guys.......
MUAHHHHSSSSSSSSS
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To All Nbsd Family!!!!KIM WANTED ME TO TELL YOU GUYS THAT SHE WILL BE ON LATER SHE IS TAKING PICTURES OF THE WEATHER AS A WEATHER CHASER LMAOF

Pain Is Love? Love Is Pain?how can someone love someone so much? It is breath taking, and it hurts when they treat you soo good one minute and like shit the next. I don't know how much longer my heart can take it, I am a mess...They say you never know what you have until its gone, but why does it have to go that far? Don't he see what he has NOW? Why do I still give him my heart-why can't I just walk away? I just want to go hide in the corner and cry, but where will that get me-NOWHERE :( Gosh how the pain just runs through my body like like a dagger. I try and try. I just wish he would love me back the way I love him.

All About MeHELLO EVERYONE IVE BEEN MAKING SOME CHANGES TO MY PICTURES TONIGHT AND OPENING UP SOME OF THE ALBUMS I HAVE CLOSED TO MOST PEOPLE BUT I DECIDED TO OPEN THEM UP AND I DECIDED TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO TELL PEOPLE ABOUT ME
IM A RECOVERING DRUG ADDICT IVE BEEN CLEAN SINCE JUNE 13 2002 AND I WOULD LOVE TO MEET OTHER PEOPLE IN RECOVERY WHO MIGHT BE ON THIS SITE ALSO. I DONT CARE WHAT RECOVERY PROGRAM YOUR IN BECAUSE THEY ARE ALL THE SAME. MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME IF YOUR IN RECOVERY ALSO.
LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS
JAMES

Mumm'sI had some free time tonight. Marc is working, so I'm home all alone. Thought I'd pop into the MuMM's.
First 5 MuMM's made me remember why I barely even bother with this site anymore.

Have A Friendi have this friend that i talk to all the time. he is a very nice guy and i enjoy talking to him alot. but i am a little confused i guess. we have a wonderful relationship here online. the only thing is it that we dont really talk anymore we both are so busy it seems like. i mean i take care of 2 kids as most of you already know and now work is a mad house it is possible that im going to be working a 12 tomorrow and he is working a 12 tomorrow. but it wil be at night that he works. i dont know if we are going to have time to talk to eachother or not. i guess that is something that we will have to figure out. maybe it wont be as bad as im thinking it will be at all. well it was on my mind so i thought id share it. well i better go. if you have anything to add or whatever fill free to comment on it.

Was Removed From Mum For ( Nsfw ) HuhA dream a dream tomorrow might come true
Waking up in the morning my love next to you
It became my dream when you walked away
Words of love from my heart and soul I say
Walking the ally of the dark night all alone
Next to my shadow Tonight my soul holding tight
Peace and quiet all around nothing breathing not a sound
Only my footsteps echo on the cold dirty ground
But I do dream of you that this morning you will be true
In my arms my soul angel forever tight holding you
In my mind I see us tow making love just me and you
Burning candles and drinking wine making love that is fine
Under the stars above the grass hands over nude bodies pass
Touching your skin your breast I touch a bit you shiver not much
I hold you tight I hold you tonight making love no one in sight
Kissing your lips and with mine over your body they play
You hot to the touch tonight thatís all I can say
Then I know I am walking alone thinking of you
A dream so badly I want no I need to be t

Fill It Out.)Q. Can you cook?
1.)A.
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
2.)A.
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
3.)A.
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
4.)A.
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
5.)A.
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
6.)A.
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
7.)A.
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
8.)A.
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
9.)A.
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
10.)A.
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
11.)A.
12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
12.)A.
13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
13.)A.
14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
14.)A.
15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you:
15.)A
16.)Q. Do you have any pets?
16.)A.
17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
17.)A.
18.)Q. What was your first impression of me?
18.)A.
19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
19.)A.
20.)Q. If you could change one

~~more Trivia & Shyte~~>> George Carlin's New Rules For 2007
>>
>> New Rule #1: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for
>> classmates.com
>> http://classmates.com/ >> There's a reason you
>> don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you
>> don't particularly like
>> them!?
>> Besides, I already know what the captain of the
>> football team is doing these
>> days -- mowing my lawn.
>>
>> New Rule #2 : Don't eat anything that's served to
>> you out a window
>> unless you're a seagull. People are acting all
>> shocked that a human
>> finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it
>> cost less than a
>> dollar. What did you expect it to contain?? Trout?
>>
>> New Rule #3 : Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone.
>> Here's how much men
>> care about your eyebrows: Do you have two of them?
>> Okay, we're done.
>>
>> New Rule #4 : There's no such thing as flavored
>> water. There's a whole
>> aisle of this crap at the supermarket; water, but
>> without that watery
>> taste. Sorry, but flavo

I'm Outta Photo CommentsPisses me off that you get in a contest that allows bombing then you can't bomb!!
My Minnie Kitty needs Comments and Rates....any help will be Greatly Appreciated!!

Good New Show Onon tv new show Pushing Daisys ..its hillarious! came on last week its on now ..shitty name but its good ..

I Know I Will Laugh At This Someday...October 10, 2007
- I AM SURE I WILL LAUGH ABOUT THIS ONE DAY-
I am not, by nature, a complainer. In my opinion, those who make a habit of complaining just come across as self-pitying. However, all of us have had ďone of those daysĒ that we feel we absolutely must share with another person. Sometimes, watching another person react to a re-telling of our own bad or uncomfortable experiences helps us put them into better perspective within our own heads. At other times, we share such experiences simply because we know that doing so will help us laugh at ourselves before we reach the end. Whatever the reason, though, I just had to regale somebody with todayís events.
First (and I assure you that this is relevant to my tale), I must point out that I work on a split- shift schedule. I work from 7:00a to 11:00a; then I return to work at 3:00p, and stay until 7:00p. Second, know that I do not drive. Well, allow me to clarifyÖI can driveÖI have a valid licenseÖbut I prefer not to

Why Me??i have a shirt already with this on it, but i swear i say it a hundred times daily....so Why Me?
My son is sick and if it weren't for the cough that developed pretty much over night, I wouldn't even know that he was sick....bronchitis and just days away from pneumonia...:(....So again i feel like a bad mom...but he didn't seem as if he was sick...
but enough about that...I just don't know. I don't understand...men?!! LOL (I know i know, who does?) but it's like I only come acrossed men/guys/whatever name they deserve at the time...that only want one thing....is that all guys want now adays? has the feminist movements made it so that in todays age, relationships are extinct? I mean come on already, I see people dating, but then find out that the guy is dating like 2 other girls..I just don't get it. There are nice guys out there I'm sure, and there are nice girls out there (I always thought I was one LOL)...but today people just want sex....
lmfao...I guess I should not have ent

SadnessI am prego. I am in between lost and found. Sometimes I wish I could never be found. Cause If I am never found I will never get hurt like I always do. Myabe people might worry about me then. And Relize that I am done becuase of the pain I been in or was put through. I dont wanna go through any more pain. I give up

Having Some Weird ConvosI just thought I would say hello. My name is Elizabeth. I am 24 from KY. So many different people on here. SOme really ** stupid ** people. I'm not on here to cyber or have any kind of flirtatious activity going on with anyone. Just want some fun and some friends. I also would like the numbers to stop. If I want to call you, I will ask for yours. Nice meeting those I have so far.

AlcoholDear Alcohol
Current mood: happy
Dear alcohol,
First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences:
1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hour s of the night?
2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili

Some Bday Help?Hey all not sure who all reads this but im gonna askf for a lil help i am less than 6000 away from leveling was wondering if yall could help me out by leaving me a few rates and help me level by thursday.. if ya help me out ill return the favor of course..
Thanks

Another Not Safe For Work PoemI write my poem with words of love for ever true
Tonight and every night thinking only of you
Riding along singing a song that I never knew
Happy I am when laying my love next to you
My words from my soul your heart is my goal
My hands over your naked body take a stroll
Crossing your body with my tumbling lips
Nothing of their journey I want to forget or miss
Dawn farther south where its worm do I go or dare
Lingering over your breast taking my time tonight
With your nipple my lips are having a lovers fight
So soft so hard and tens they are my love too
Smiling at my with sparkling eyes full of passionate love
In my hands you body shaking with lots of emotions
My lips serve you body with loving and true devotion
Your satisfaction is all I crave from you my love tonight
Screaming my name at night with love for more
When my body is knocking at your door
Ready to climb your hills and walk your valley
Tonight I am making love to you my darling
Not walking al

Guess What???Hey gang sry i took off for so long, i did get moved and will be starting a new job soon. i may not be on as much as i used tio be but will try and come on whenever i can. *hugs* to all keep me posted on stuff.

Useless InformationCrazy Facts
I n the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb".
Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language.
The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV was Fred and Wilma Flintstone.
Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury.
Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better.
Coca-Cola was originally green.
It is impossible to lick your elbow.
The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000
Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.
The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer.
Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king in history:
Spades - King David
Hearts - Charl

Love CherishedLOVE MAY COME TO YOU WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT IN A WAY YOU NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD TO SHARE ITS WARMTH AND COMFORT WITH YOU SO NEVER UNDERESTIMATE LOVE IT HAS MANY SURPRISES IN STORE FOR YOU THROUGHOUT LIFE SO JUST ENJOY IT AND CHERISH IT!!!!!!
~ BY ABNORMAL BRAT~

4 Those Who CareFree Graphics & Comments Codes
1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?
chris...
2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?
can't remember ...
3. What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?
????
4. How old are you?
19
7. Medicine, fine arts, or law?
fine arts
8. How much does your phone cost?
depends on how much I use it
9. Best kind of pizza?
ham, pepperoni, and mushrooms
10. Whens the last time you got in trouble by a teacher, why?
hmm can't remember now
11. Where did your last kiss take place?
by the back steps... mauh***
12. What were you doing at 11:59 PM on Monday night?
on the internet doing sumthing i dunno
13. Are you a quitter?
sometimes
14. Who was the last person you had in your room?
chris .. shhh...
15. Is your bedroom window open?
don't have one
16. Can you speak another language?
no
17. How about putting your legs behind your head?
lol no
18. What is in

True FriendsTRUE FRIENDS
1. Friends don't have to be exactly the same. Friends have similarities but they also have their differences. They key to opening up the world of friendship is not only to expand on similarities but to accept each other's faults. Because you can't ever judge your friend.
2. Friends have to argue! No one likes to but it is necessary to be healthy. Cause if you agree on everything, either the government has expanded cloning subjects or someone isn't being true and is trying a little too hard.
3. You have to be comfortable together or else you just aren't going to click. If you feel edgy around the person then something isn't quite right.
4. Friends love unconditionally. They have there little angry moments but what's done is done and all is forgive and forget. Why let something that happened in the past ruin what happiness you could have in the future?
5. Believe in love at first sight because there is the equivalent in friendship. Some people think that you have

SexWOW... Ok, this is the most random thing I've come across.... (in my brain)
So, I was watching How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days, right? Pretty good movie, if you're a chick... pretty funny, a touch of romantic. Great freaking movie right?
So, then, ya know that part where they're at his parents house? And the shower scene when they have sex? They were falling in love by that point. Possibly "in love". It was cute, and romantic. It wasn't like some random fuck buddy she decided she "LOVED"... or just same booty call she got attached to. She was really falling for him. And him for her. How often do people start fucking someone and then later decide to date them? Or later decide they're in love? I mean, I know I'm hella guilty of it myself... but why don't people actually WAIT sometimes to have sex? Why don't people ever want sex to have meaning? To be romantic? I mean, i know it sounds kinda lame, but I really WANT that romantic, in love, happiness thing... PRIOR to sex. I want the fi

Show Your Support For Our Troops!!! And Their Family And Friends!Lets show some support for our troops and their family,
Below you will see people whose pictures I have in my Tribute to our Soldiers Picture folder!
They are friends, family and Soldiers serving our country.
They are men, women, sons, daughters, wives, husbands, grandparents
They are Soldiers and family
They make sacrifices that most of us could never imagine.
Drop by and show them some love.
Let them know you appreciate their service
Let them know you appreciate their sacrifices
Let them know we are here and We support them!
Let them know we will be here when they return with open arms and grateful hearts!
If you see this and are serving our country or have a friend or family member serving, send me a private message and I will be honored to add you to this list, and would also love to have a picture for my tribute album! The link to my profile is on the bottom of this below all of the other profiles and after the video playing!
Thank you and God

Love The One's You Have....Never forget the ones you love.... My best friend just lost her Mother on October the 5th and well this woman was a one of a kind. She would make you smile even on your worst day. She was the Mother I never had growning up she loved me as if I were her own. Cathy will be remembered by all who had been blessed to meet her. You were Blessed the day you said hello to this woman. Sue I'm sorry and I love you. Mom you will Be in my heart Forever. every memory I have with her in it is a wonderful memory. I hope that she knows that I love her dearly and will miss her even more. Please Pray for her Family to get get through the lose and give a shout out to those on fubar that are her family. you will know them by her pic. Love you all......

Some Thoughts On My MindSo im sitting here its 1 day before my b day and im kinda bored so i started thinking...
Right now im almost completely stress free which is rare for me and i really am enjoying it its nice.. Im still single which blah i hate that but all in all im fairly happy DJing has been great to me latly altho will be slowing down but im gonna try to get a few more gigs(Anyone need A DJ LOL) i dunno is been nice to be stress free is all
till next time

Ya Think?We were all at walmart (hubby, kids, me, and his mom) and our daughter asks me "What happens if maw maw turns 100?" I said, "Well, then she would be old" LMAO She tilted her head to the side and said "Ya think?"

Letters To Mommy And DaddyOur dauther wrote us a letter tonight and in it it said.... I love you and always will and if I were to stop it would make me sad. P.S. Please don't ever stop loving me.
Awwwwwwww ofc we told her that would NEVER happen we could never stop loving such a sweet girl like her. :-D
Talk about a heart warmer.

Starting OverStarting over
~Tony Martinez
Losing everything
What is there left to do
But to start over
When everything near and dear to you
Walks away
With barely a good bye
All I can do
Start over
I have nothing
Even the shirt on my back is torn
My face is battered and bruised
Cut and bloody
My whole body is sore
What does one do when one loses oneself
Is there any choice
But to start over
Here I go
Starting over

The Hunger For LoveThe hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread. Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence. Let your love be like the misty rain coming softly, but flooding the river. Love is a symbol of eternity. It wipes out all sense of time, destroying all memory of the beginning and all fear of an end.
Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.
Love Always
&
Forever
April

Some People Are Just Lameif there is nothing really worth saying, and it really just targets someone; say pulling someone's leg, then don't waste your time trying to insult. Those who want to be assholes please just move on cuz not worth my time. I know its the internet and you think you are funny all, but come on. Leave the crap that i don't wanna see, and take you dumb ass comments that aim to make me or someone else feel dumb and move on....

Here Is The News On The Streaming Places Of Mad Cat RadioCLICK THE PICTURES AND JOIN IN ON THE PEOPLE AND TUNES
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unholy alliance the head lounge of mad cat radio.. owned by dj calico.. and and it is a place for lots of things... it is the home of the pleasure night that the warrior dj kaijaw hosts.. home of the auction off night... for the lovely ladies and gentlemen to be up for bids so a lovely lady or gentleman can have a night of pleasure... while the hosts announces the updates of the auction and plays the tunes of mad cat radio
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maximum voltage is a great lounge and owned by dj nick smoke... join him and his locals at his lounge and join the nakie club they are really laid back and always up for a party with the rocking tunes of mad cat radio...
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intoxication is a great place to hang out at... join the intoxication locals for all kinds of stuff... they love to drink and have fun play gam

Update On Me (in Case Anyone Cares...)First off, I'm majorly sorry about any and all unreturned messages. I rarely come to this site anymore, and even when I do it's set up so terribly I can't even click half the things anymore. Some of you know about the family situation, which is still an ongoing thing. I've been pretty sick lately and I'm just focusing on getting better right now and trying to not spread myself so thin. To steal from Peter Pan, I'm trying to sew my shadow back onto myself.
In happier news, I'm seeing Rilo Kiley on the 13th, yaaay!
So in closing, thanks for the messages (and birthday greetings!) I hope you ace people are doing well. Happy October!

Tired Of Being Empty And HurtFeelin empty ... its like god tryin to tempt me...
How many more test will i have to be put through?
I wanna know y nothin ever seems true...
every time im up i get knocked down
immediately my smile turns to a frown..
tears roll down my face ... as if my past loves cant be replaced.
As i lay here thinkin of life mistakes im feelin the pain as my heart continuously breaks.
Continuous thoughts of how when why an where ......
When the truth is all i wanted was love to share.
no regrets just bad memories, wishin i would have made smarter choices..
but at once i could have sworn they all were tellin truth behind them sexy voices.
truth is dudes lie to get wat they want... and all that does is cause heart ache that forever taunts...
becoming insecure about myself .. wondering wats wrong with me..
am i not good enough?
Y does this shit they call love so tough?
Im tierd of trying
Im tierd of crying
Im tierd of being based around convience back burner or second best.
that f

Just Pondering Upon Myself...Most times I become disappointed in the people who chose to share my life path. After many disappointments lately I have been reflecting inward. I do this often but lately seems to be even more so.
Seems I have a hard time understanding why one would lie or deceive another person. I may not like the truth but I do eventually accept it for what it is. And yes, it may hurt me but lies and deception hurt me even more. Seems that those leave deeper scars and take longer to heal.
I do however wonder why one would chose to remain on my path or insist that I remain on theirs when they like very little about me.
And then there is those out there that think they know me so well. Funny how they freak out when I don't behave as they think I should.
I have some that inquire about my screen name that I have chosen. Even when I explain that I have a yin yang thing going on in my personality, they are still shocked when they see it.
I am light and I am darkness.
I am positive and I am negative

For My FriendsA little over a week ago I was drag racing in my last race of the season. My opponent was a little inexperienced and during the run, he lost control and crossed over into my lane and hit me. Last check I was doing 123mph in my corvette. Needless to say, that vette is history.
I am recovering from a broke arm, broke leg, bruised spleen, concussion and bruised ribs. I spent 4 days in the ICU. The other driver didnot survive the crash. For that, I am deeply sorry.
My drag career ends now. No more crashes. This is my third and by far the worst crash. Thanks to those friends who were aware of my crash and wished me a speedy recovery.

You Met Him *where*?The old saying is true - you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince.
Case in point: in January, I decided to try online dating. Being a BBW in St. Louis, I don't have many dating options. Bars, bookstores, the grocery store, anywhere you can name, will not work for a big girl here. The entire BBW community is underground, probably because STL is at least 25 years behind the rest of Earth's civilizations.
So, I joined eHarmony, Ratingbbw, bbpeoplemeet, okcupid, largefriends, largeandlovely, and cherrytap. On largefriends, I was contacted by two men, one local, the other in Chicago. The guy in Chicago was really into reptiles, but the local guy was....local. Hey, why travel if there is someone nearby, especially with gas at $3/gallon. Unfortunately, this guy reminded me why I normally do not date any of the locals - he was rude, ignorant, selfish, mean, and utterly inappropriate.
But one imbecile will not stop me on my quest for companionship. I heard f

My Name Is HeroinMy Name is Heroin
Hello my Dearest , And as for me Im from the Pretty Flower , The Opium Poppy .
My real Name is Heroin , I wont let you down . Because of the Stigma , Just call me Brown .
My sister lives in China , Shes out of Sight . Shes stronger than I , Her name is White .
Now that you know me , Lets have our first date . Once you inhale me it will be too late .
It wont be long , And we will be courting . At this point my love you will be tired of Snorting .
Starting to smoke , We are Engaged . Chasing the Dragon . Hes now Enraged .
When we are married , On our Honeymoon . I'll introduce you to the Needle and Spoon .
I'll then take your will , Since you'll be my Wife . Stay with me long , I'll even take your Life .
I'm your Master now , Do what I say . Lie Cheat and Steal for me everyday .
When I'm not around , I'll share you with friends . Misery and Suicide , It never ends .
You better be careful , If you love to much of me . Because I'm a Widower , From all the O Dee

Constantlyconstantly waiting on the supposed "accident" that will kill me. I stare my death in the face everyday.

5 Surgeons5 Surgeons
Five surgeons from big cities are discussing who makes the Best
> patients to operate on.
>
> The first surgeon, from New York , says, "I like to see accountants on
> My operating table, because when you open them up, everything
> inside is
> Numbered"
>
> The second, from Chicago , responds, "Yeah, but you should try
> Electricians! Everything inside them is color coded."
>
> The third surgeon, from Dallas , says, "No, I really think librarians
> Are t he best, everything inside them is in alphabetical order."
>
> The fourth surgeon, from Los Angeles chimes in: "You know, I Like
> Construction workers...th ose guys always understand when you have
> a few
> Parts left over."
>
> But the fifth surgeon, from Washington , DC shut them all up when he
> Observed: "You're all wrong. Politicians are the easiest to Operate
> on.
> There's no guts, no heart, no balls, no brains and no spine, and the
> Head and the butt are interchangeable

The Good ShitRemember that good chain of coffee shops that lacked the elitist fuck green aprons? Where a large was a large and not a grande? And where the guy serving coffee was a guy serving coffee and not a barista? Wtf does barista mean anyway? Swill serving asshole? Thatís right Diedrichís we all loved it but they sold out. Well this spot still holds true to taste, we got the shit; black tiger, Columbian blend, way way tonanga, kona, italiano clasico Sumatra, java, and Hawaiian hazel nut and vanilla nut, wiener mťlangeÖthatís right I said wiener. Show up, we got live shows on Friday and Sat. Entertain yourself with the only real reason any of us go anywhere, sex appeal. Who knows you might run into someone with depthÖor at least a nice ass. A little obscure but for those who like a lil alcohol with their coffee thereís a bar 2 doors down and were open till 12am mon-thur, 2-4am Friday and Saturday. Plus we serve FOOD, beer munchies or just a late night eater shit, indulge and enjoy.
1525 Mesa V

4th Quarter Final: Argentina Beat Scotland 19-13Longo's try gave Argentina breathing space in Paris
Argentina (13) 19
Tries: Longo
Cons: F Contepomi
Pens: F Contepomi (3)
Drop-goal: Hernandez
Scotland (6) 13
Tries: Cusiter
Cons:Paterson
Pens: Parks, Paterson
Argentina powered their way into the semi-finals of the World Cup for the first time after winning a war of attrition with Scotland in Paris.
The Scots went ahead with a monster penalty from Dan Parks, but Felipe Contepomi replied twice for the Pumas.
Gonzalo Longo then charged down a Parks kick and pounced on the loose ball to score and give Argentina control.
Chris Cusiter squirmed over in reply for Scotland after the break, but the Pumas held on for a nervous victory.
Argentina, who also reached the quarter-finals in 1999, will now face South Africa in the semi-final in Paris next Sunday.
And defeat for Scotland meant there will be no Six Nations treble following surprise wins for England and France on Saturday.
Both sides went into

Cyber FriendshipI had some free time, so what did I do?
I checked the computer to see if I'd heard from you.
I used to walk out to a box to retrieve mail
But I'd rather get it instantly than wait on the snail...
Checking my email is always fun
I usually get a joke or greeting from someone.
I feel so blessed because on the other end
I know I've connected with a friend.
When I've had a hard day and need to share
Here I can find a friend who will listen and care.
And to this friend I hope I've let them know
That I am always there for them also.
Isn't it a strange kind of bond we form?
It isn't exactly like the "norm"
But where is it written, face to face we have to be
For you to be a very good friend to me?
That little joke, or note, or even just a simple "Hi"
Could be like a ray of sunshine from the sky.
So my online-pals, this is dedicated to you
For all the smiles you have made anew.
May our friendship continue to grow
and the warmth we feel continue to flow.

To My Candy-coated MilfersCORA ANN....You have ALWAYS been there for me threw everything...You helped me with Gerry, Joey, Cody, Rob, Erik and them some of people....without you I probably wouldn't be here. You kept me sane. You helped me while I was pregnant with Aaliyah, you cheered me after I lost her. You can always bring a smile to my face...If I have anything to thank Gerry for is he giving me the chance to meet you. Even after finding out that so many people are fake I know that you are real and will always be real with me, and tell me no lies, actually help me with my problems instead of making them worse like so many other people. I don't think I could ever repay you for all the kindness, honesty and friendship that you showed me. I love you sooo much Cora, I will always be there for you and Zoe...and I also thank you for giving such a beautiful god baby hehe. I swear she is mine and not Michaels lol. You know I will be there to help you move the body and dig a 10 feet deep hole. I won't be there to pa

Good Morninggood morning my awsome friends i hope you have a great day love you all

Dangerous Virus(repost)There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, and by hand.
This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreational-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via
any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life completely.
If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take two good friends to the nearest grocery store. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or
Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system.
You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your
life.

CastleI slip into the castle walking through the great hall, the firelight dances across my skin. Dark, rich red curls cascade down my back, caressing me with the slow seductive sway of my hips. My emerald eyes kissed with the oceanís mist, dance with mischief. My red silks transparent in the firelight show every line of my graceful curves, my flawless skin shimmers with the dance of the flames. My full breasts with their swollen nipples betray my pleasure at your taking of my gift of sweet surrender. My short silks ride gently up my thighs showing the glistening wet treasure that is for you and you alone. As I begin to climb the stairs, I moan as the desire to please my Knight, burns like an inferno in my slaveís belly. I make my way to the great wooden door of our bed chambers and silently push it open slipping inside. As my eyes adjust to the moonlight filled room, I see the huge wooden bed. My breath catches in my throat as I find you my Knight, lying on your back the covers pulled to yo

Pain And PleasureShe could not believe how hard her nipples were. They stood up from her breasts proudly and she fairly ached for them to be touched. She could practically feel the blood rushing into them. They formed almost perfect circles of crinkled flesh with their rosy red tips. He looked down at her and smiled. She could see the approval and arousal in his eyes. He reached out and very lightly touched one nipple. She sighed and arched her back, thrusting her breast toward Him, eager for His touch. His fingers manipulated the sensitive flesh and she began to moan. It felt so incredibly good. Involuntarily, she began rubbing her legs together looking for friction for her burning clit but He reached down and spread her thighs apart. "Wait," He said and with an effort, she did.
He reached to the table beside the bed and picked up the clamp. She stared wide-eyed at it and watched Him very closely. Silently, He worked to adjust the width of the opening then paused and leaned over to kiss her deeply.

What A Surprise...not!My girls cheered last night at their football game and we played against Oyster Point which is an area close by. Anyway, I was in the middle of the dance at half time with the girls when I looked up and saw a man on the opposite team standing there with some family members. I said to myself he looked familiar but kept on dancing. I went to the car after the girls were done and on their break and looked back over and guess who it was? Michael Vick. His little cousin plays on the other team we were playing against! I thought it was cool he was there supporting his family at the same time it was hillarious because for some reason that day people had brought a lot of dogs to the field. I think as a player he is good but his personal life sucks!

F BuddiesFriends Wit Benefits
It doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!!
Here's how it works:
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass...
There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"
The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS"
If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT"
SCARED? LOL
THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN
& see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you

The Seduction Of My Dreams...Get More at COMMENTYOU.com
I slept soundly for a while as the dream began to weave it's magic. Slowly,gently gaining purpose. Moving in the shadows of consciousness it deftly came into full focus. As it spoke to me in soft whispers,I responded completely both body and mind. " Come with me" it beckoned, "Let me" it pleaded,demanded and then with a low pitched growl of satisfaction it took me as I willingly set my feet to follow the path laid out before me.
It was he who came to me in the dream, this man who had dominated my waking moments over the last few months. Awakening in me, desires I had thought were long dead. Lately I had found myself stumbling around high on the wonderous new feelings he had stirred inside me. He now found his way inside, invading my sleeping mind with his endless treasure trove of forbidden pleasures.
I moaned softly in my sleep as he began the seduction. Slowly he laid his lips on my mouth, kissing me, his tongue teasing. He moved to my neck, hi

I Lost My Pix!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FOR THE 1ST TIME I DECIDED TO ENTER A CONTEST AND I HAVE NO IDEA IF AM ABLE TO COME UP WITH ALL IN 2 WEEKS BUT I HOPE SO AND I'M SURE WITH YOUR HELP I WILL:P:P:P
ALL I NEED IS YOUR HELP TO HAVE 40,000 COMMENTS WITHIN 2 WEEKS TO WIN.
CAN YOU PLEASE HELP OUT,AND I HOPE ITS NOT MUCH TO ASK OF YOU....:):):)
AND AS YOU KNOW I'VE BEEN HELPING EVERYONE OUT THERE.
YOU ALL KNOW THAT I RETURN THE LOVE
HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!
MUAHHHHHHHHHHH
LOVE Y'ALL
XOXOXOXOXO
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For October 10,2007It's time for you to really step back and take a look at the world you live in. There are some cultural elements you want to get to know more intimately and your frame of mind is perfect for that.

It This What Fubar Has Come Down Too???Eww so i was lookin at the marquee n saw some chick with her legs spread wide open showning her thong goin up her ass n stuff. Seriously is this what fubar is now. A site for soft porn??? I mean i know this is an adult website but damnit ppl puttin pictures like that as ur main pic isnt being adult.
I understand that some ppl want to be attention seekers for points to have more status but my gosh all that does is attract the wrong kind of attention. There are some of us that actually come onto this site to meet friends. Whats does it truely have to say about urself when u have a pic showing off ur ass or basically ur coochie as ur profile picture?

Ello.how's everyone doing this fine drizzly morning?
my back hurts do to the damn rain, but it's cool. lol. when the sun shines again I'll be fine.
so yeah.
what's up?

A Sensitive ManA woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears.
There are three shelves in the bedroom with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large a collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive side.
They share a bottle of wine and continue talki

Awesomea man woke up one morning to find his wife in a skimpy negligee, standing by the bed with a velvet rope in her hand she purred at him ''tie me up and you can do anything you like so he tied her up then he went fishing

*is It Friday Yet?*I got into an arguement last night. Well fuck, it wasn't even an arguement. I wanted it to be an arguement but for some reason I didn't want to argue with myself.
Oh well fuck it.
Work blew fucking nuts today. And my supervisor pissed me off way more than usual cause he's all happy and giddy cuz he knocked his wife up. *rolls eyes* "Stoopid humans. Shooting DNA at each other to make babies." *giggle* I mean I can't handle his brand of happy especially at 3:15 in the freakin' morning.
If you can tell me which cartoon and what character that quote comes from I'll buy you something. Or maybe I'll just give you an e-cookie.
*kisses*

*giggle*So, I'm officially smitten!!! I met a guy on Saturday and we hit it off wonderfully! I'd been so worried that he didn't feel the same...But I got a phone call this morning saying he's been thinking about me and just had to call before work...*sigh* Life is good

Welcome Sassy CassyLet add and welcome her to the family please.
sassy_cassy_64@ fubar
Thanks, BlaZe

Time Running OutTime is running out to sign-up for my contest.
It starts this saturday at 11pm so if you like to
enter i need to know by saturday 1pm eastern standard time.
thanks
bingo

A Father And A Dad Are Not The Same~~~~A father and a dad are not the same:
One can be a dad and not a father,
Or one can be a father and not bother
To earn through love the more endearing name.
Some find fatherhood a bit too tame,
Leaving all the details to the mother,
Or dumping the sweet burden on another
Man with just a passing twinge of shame.
You have been our dad so many years
That you've become the landscape that is home,
The mountain that we look to from afar.
No matter where we go we're not alone,
For you remain within to still our fears
And be the word that tells us who we are.

A Share That May Save A Loved One...Through a Rapist's Eyes
A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:
1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.
2) The second thing men look for is clothing They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing.
3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are off guard and can be easily overpowered.
4) Men are most likely to attack & rape in the early morning, between 5:00 a.m. and 8:30 a.m.
5) The number one place women are abducted from/attacked is grocery store parkin

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 10,2007You can make almost anyone feel at ease and are at your best in social situations that require a bit of finesse. Your mood lifts others higher and customers or relatives should leave wanting more.

Top 10 ClubsA list on the top 10 Blues Clubs,check them out
1. Buddy Guy's Legends
Chicago is a rare city where you can Blues bar-hop. In a town nurtured on small corner bars featuring the Blues, Buddy Guy's place is the top of the town. Legends feature Blues every night with the biggest names in the Blues on weekends. You might even catch Buddy there when he's home. Urban Blues at it finest.
2. Zoo Bar
You'd probably never consider Lincoln, Nebraska a Blues hotbed, when in fact The legendary Zoo Bar has been hosting the best in the Blues for years. Just off campus, University of Nebraska students have had a special line on the best Blues artists in this cozy little place around the corner from the state capital building.
3. B.B. King's Memphis
The original B.B. King Blues Club. Fortunately the Memphis club hasn't had to sacrifice the all-Blues lineup to compete locally, as other B.B. King clubs have been forced to diversify their lineup. Located at the head of Beale Street, B.B. Ki

Whoopie For Hump Day!!!!Hump day has FINALLY made it here. It sure didn't get here soon enough for me.
It was all I could do to drag myself out of bed this morning...temp. here is about 49...rather chilly, and crawlin' out from underneath the warm covers, was not what I was wanting to do....pulling them up over my head and saying poo on everything, would have been what I would have rather done.
For those of you who have stash missing...
I went into support lounge yesterday, to see if there was anything I could find out reguarding our missing stashes. I was assured that our missing stashes WILL return...that they're not gone. I do so hope they are right. Whoever I talked to was going to report again to the 'higher up's', that the problem with the stashes was still going on. She said they are also having problems with pictures, although I don't think I've had any problems with them...just my stash. I did tell them that there were alot of my friends who were naturally upset, as we have spent hour

The BeachThe beach was deserted. Anita lounged on a crimson beach towel draped over a fallen palm tree and stared out at the sea. He was late. The waves of the south Caribbean lapped and licked at the shore, a mere foot from her perch. The tide was coming in. Soon her favorite spot would be surrounded by the warm, blue green water, and she would be able to dip her feet in the glowing liquid sand. When the water came in, the leaves of the still growing, still green and fresh tree would dip and slid along the glassy surface, encouraged by the soft breeze. It was peaceful to watch the colors in the water dance as the fingers of the trees caressed the flowing skin of the ocean. The thought brought a small memory of fingertips sliding gently over her skin and she shivered in her tight blue and white bikini. She tilted her head slightly, letting the gentle wind run over her nearly naked back and around her body. Her long brown hair flowed freely around her, lifted by the breeze. The setting sun beat

ImaginationI am not really that old but, kids now never have to use their imagination. I remember when I was a kid anout 6 or I never really played video games and now it seems all kids do now is play video games...their imagination is being handed to them...and they don't have to use it, I fear for them...a generation with no imagination...pls comment

The Life And Times Of BubbaBubba from Alabama!
Bubba meets the girl of his dreams,
his first cousin Emmy Lou.
He takes her out for a special dinner,
and shows her a good time at the
Redneck Carnival at Diggerland.
The next day they spend together and
Bubba shows off his water skiing skills.
Later that night, he romances her under
special mood lighting.
A week or so later, Bubba realizes
this relationship is getting serious.
He makes reservations for a
Valentine's Day dinner. Emmy Lou was
so impressed with his thoughtfulness,
they had a special Friday night date
at the Soap & Suds Laundromat !
A month later he proposes to Emmy Lou,
and he buys her a really purdy
engagement ring.
On the day of their wedding, he
tells her how much he loves her
just before the ceremony.
Then they're off to their
Honeymoon Suite,
where they open their wedding gifts.
Their favorites ?
Hers was the Chandelier, His was the New BBQ

Learn To RideDear Advice Chick,
*I am an African American female about 220 lbs. My issue is my husband likes for me to be on top and ride. I never have liked to do it, but I want to please him. I don't have the stamina. I want to please him in all aspects. This is the only one area that we, or I should say I, have a problem with. He has brought it up a few times since we have been together. We have been together 9 years, married for 3. Any suggestions?
Advice Chick replies,
Put a high-back chair at the foot of the bed. Have your man slide his body down towards the foot of the bed. Mount him backwards (your back facing him). Grab onto the chair. Using the chair for leverage, go up 2,3,4. Down 2,3,4. Up 2,3,4. Down 2,3,4. Make sure youíre clenching Ms. Na Na in unison with your up and down movements.
Lose yourself as you buck that pony and watch your man go wild! Youíll be tired, but not as tired as you would be without the chair for support. Also, practice makes perfect. When I first st

So Very GoodHe lays me down & spreads me out on his bed.
He tells me he wants to relieve my stress & help me rest my head.
He runs his fingers through my hair & he kisses my lips,
He takes away the tension by playing with me below my hips.
As my legs are up high in the air,
I feel like I have no worries or cares.
He plays me so hard I let out a moan and a yell,
& I wonder if something this good will put me in hell.

Better FightFingers tracing down my back,
Blades that cut the skin,
Pull my head back by my hair,
Make me ache within
Tie the rope around my hands,
Hold me down with force
Trace the sweat with blades of steel
Bleed out the remorse
Treat me like an animal,
And I will do the same
Bite and scratch, youíll make me scream
But only half from pain
Lips upon your body,
Feel fierce and full of fire,
Nails that dig in deeper
Whisper words that drag me higher
Sex with you is beautiful,
Touches feather light,
But that is not the sex I want,
I want a better fight!

Only Great Minds Can Read This!Only great minds can read this, so I'm sending this to all of you ....
This is weird, but interesting!
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too!
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can.
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it
HOW DID YOU DO?

Welcome CaseyswifeLet add and welcome her to the family please.
CaseysWife~Proud Military Wife~member of Slap Happy Bombers~@ fubar
Thanks, BlaZe

17Expedition 16 in Orbit, Heads to Station
Expedition 16 Commander Peggy Whitson, Flight Engineer Yuri Malenchenko and spaceflight participant Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor are in orbit and on their way to the International Space Station. Their Soyuz TMA-11 spacecraft launched from the Baikonur Cosmodrome in Kazakhstan today, Wednesday 10 October 2007 at 9:22 a.m. EDT and entered orbit less than 10 minutes later. They will dock to the Earth-facing port of the stationís Zarya module on Friday about 10:52 a.m.
Image above: The Soyuz TMA-11 spacecraft launches on time from Baikonur Cosmodrome. Image at bottom: Peggy Whitson (upper right) and Yuri Malenchenko are pictured inside the Soyuz during the climb to orbit. Credit: NASA TV
The Expedition 15 crew has been busy readying the station as they prepare to greet their replacements and Malaysian guest. Commander Fyodor Yurchikhin and Flight Engineer Oleg Kotov set up a work space in the Zvezda service module that will al

Love??How do you write a poem
about Love?
It cannot be caught
and is beyond wordsí
power of depiction.
It has no place to be,
all places are filled
with Love.
Without Love would
anything have any savour?
Love is what joins
Love is what flows
Love is what counts
Love is what grows
Love is whatís known.
Love is all around
Love is all about
Love is all we ask
Love is all we give
Love is all I have.
Love wants nothing
Love needs nothing
Love misses nothing
Love excludes nothing
Love is what this is all about.
Joining, flowing, counting,
growing, knowing
around, about
asking, giving, having
All is Love,
of that I have no doubt.

I'm Single Now!!!Ok...so get this. You are in a relationship with who you think is the perfect guy. You fall in love, you put everything you have and are into this relationship. You take this person whereever they need to go, help them get a job, take him to see and get his kids for the weekend, etc. You let him use your computer (this is important part). His/her momma kicks them out of her house and they have no where to go so you get your mom to let them stay with you. Your mom says yes but they have to sleep on the couch...you figure ok your gonna have respect for her. So your bf/gf comes to live with you and everything is perfect and you are trying to get out on your own and get your own appartment. Your bf/gf comes to you and says on Wednesday that he/she is going out with friends on Saturday night to get plastered and it's a girls/guys night out only. He/She says they will be gone before you get home from work and is staying the night with their friends.
So you kiss them goodbye and y

Update On My Resolutionsok here is an update on how my resolutions are going so far.
Ok lets see...
"1. Quit smoking cigarettes for good. (okay okay... this one should be relatively easy. As long as my friends don't offer me any when I am hanging out and I just gave my last pack to a friend who needed them.)"
still smoke free... I told my boyfriend I was quitting smoking before we started dating and now he will not let me have any cigarettes. So still smoke free.
"2. Get in shape. (from my pictures I know I look like a skinny girl, but I am not toned like I used to be. So I am not getting in shape to lose weight, but in fact to tone up.)
I have been going to the gym once a week. I feel that my muscles are getting stronger. I think I may start incorporating a stretching routine on days I can't hit the gym. or in the morning before I go to work.
"3. Pay off credit card debt. (I have a bad shopping habit...*hides bags from the mall trip today*, but I can't help it. It is addicting.)"

(",)When you run so fast to get somewhere, you miss the fun of getting there...
Life is not a race, so take it slower... Hear the music before the song is over...
(",)

Ironic I ThinkAs most of you know or have figured out by now 2 days ago I change my fubar name to Dr. death.Then yesterday I left a customized message visiting the dead .Well let me tell you about 30 minutes after that We got a call a patient unconscious possible dead.When we got there sure enough they were dead and had been about 14hrs..We had to wait on the coroner and the police before we could move the patient.total time we were there was 3 hours.Then to top it all off that night my wife told me that a kitten we had gotten had died earlier that day.Its just weird and ironic I changed my name and put a
customized message up and then the rest happened. So as I saidyesterday I was visiting the dead.

Stress Of Lifewell here I'm gonna try to write just anything... anything I'm feeling ... and things that have been on my mind for a while now. also things that have been bothering me & whatever else.
I am far from being the person that I would like to be.
I'm scared of the future... becuz i don't know what to do.
I'm out of high school & I don't know what to do if I wanted to go to college.
I have my art but what can I do with that?
I'm scared.
Where am I going from here?
This all just makes me wanna breakdown and cry.
and Im falling more in love each day with someone that no one would approve of.
I hate hiding my love for him ... I would tell the world if I could. I never felt anything like this before.
I'm saying all of this with tears streaming down my face.
I never know what people want from me.
I'm not the healthiest person you'll ever meet.. in the past month I have been to the hospital 3 times ... doctor 2 times. and starting again this month.
I'm sooo scared.
I w

Whats Up With?Whats up with the fact that tons of people LOOK at the pics of me and my boyfriend, but they hardly ever get any rates. Like 4 people have rated the pics of me and him that I put up last week, where as atleast 20 looked at them. Come on now, If your going to take the time to let the picture load up, throw some rates at it for me for points please?? Id do it for you:)

The BiteI miss the touch of your lips against my skin,
The sensational feeling of teeth of flesh,
Eat me, eat me, take it all away,
Oh the pleasure i felt, so much,
Not for today,
Oh how i miss it,
Oh how so do I,
Your lips pressed against mine,
and my hand upon your thigh,
wondrous daze we lived in,
wondrous daze we'd die,
Oh how i miss your kiss,
Oh how i miss your touch,
Please, bite me once more,
Draw some blood,
I want to feel it trickle down my neck in a glorious dance of millions,
I wanna feel the way you made me feel,
I want to feel more,
Bite me, one last time,
C'mon, it calls
Bite me, one last time,
Take away my flaws

Wanted: An Explosion! Reward If Found!!"Let it burn! Let it consume everything! That's what fires do! They dance and give light so that onlookers may find their path! They're vengefull and everconsuming... I love fire! And I'll never ever run... Never... My demons are with me always... They're part of me... I face them head on... It's a parasitic relationship... one feeding off of the other... You can't run... You can't hide... They're there and they're not gonna go away.... "
Once upon a time, I could spin a tale and write a rhyme that would cause flame to orgasm. I'd weave darkness within shadows that created explosions within the souls it encountered.
But lately... I don't know... Can such a fire just dwindle and die?
Creations have been spawned from my seed. But like all fires, they need to feed. Inspiration. A spark. A fuse. Something! My palms lay open and bare. But I'll never fall to my knees. I'll never beg... Never cry...
That piece in quotes was part of my own craft. A message that only now serves a

Yo, Whats Really Good Fubar, Show A Brotha Some Lovefor anybody who interested, im starting up my airbrush artwork again , just in time for christmas, i do all kinds or drawing and airbrush paintings especially girls, graffiti, dragons, if you can think of it, i can pait it on, ...holla at your boy, especially yall cute girls with the nice asses, oh yeah, i love me a nice ass,onelove yall,.. Arnould.

Hello AllThanks to everyone who has given me a rating do you want to see my better pictures when im in swimming trunks and looking a lot better than i do now
if i do then will you rate me a ten for every photo xxx
good luck to you all

In Your Faces! Here's Your Proof, Non-war Supporters!-Iraqi intelligence documents discovered in Baghdad by "The Telegraph", found 4/26/03 in the bombed headquearters of the Mukhabarat, Iraq's intelligence service, reveal that an al Qaeda envoy was invited clandestinely to Baghdad in March 1998. The documents show that the purpose of the meeting was to establish arelationship between Baghdad and Al Qaeda based on their mutual hatred of America and Saudi Arabia. Themeeting apparently went so well that it was extended by a week and ended with arrangements being discussed for Bin Laden to visit Baghdad -From the London Telegraph, April 27, 2003
-One of the more interesting pieces of postwar evidence was uncovered in Baghdad by reporters for The Toronto Star and Londonís Sunday Telegraph. The February 19, 1998 memo from Iraqi intelligence, in which Bin Ladenís name was covered over with Liquid Paper, reported planned meetings with an Al Qaeda representative visiting Baghdad. Days later al Qaeda issued a fatwa alleging U.S. crimes against

Lets See******* HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY / CONTEST PLUS MORE / ALL OUT WAR *******
Im going to be hosting yet another contest:
The Rules:
A minimum of 40 entries will be needed
The first to 80,000 comments wins a Happy Hour
After the Happy Hour is won that contestant will be removed and the remaining contestants will battle for the next prize
The next to reach 55,000 comments will receive a 30-day blast
If there is more than one over 55,000 then the one with the most over 55,000 will take home the 30-day blast
The others over 55,000 will take the next prize down (1-month VIP OR 7-day Blast) which of those only 2 exist
The minimum for either of the 2 7-day blasts requires 45,000 comments or more.
After the prizes are won, the contest is concluded.
The contest will span an entire week
In case you missed it, The prizes are as follows:
1 Happy Hour
1 30-day Blast OR 3-month VIP
2 7-day Blast OR 1-month VIP
******* HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY / CONTEST PLUS MORE / A

I Was A 90's Kid Those Were The Days: If you're under the age of 15...you shouldn't even read this
and if you do, you should not repost this.
Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid.
It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it.
You're a 90's kid if:
You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ]
You remember watching:
-Doug
-Ren & Stimpy
-Pinky and the Brain
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
-Rockos modern Life.
-Gargoils
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ."
You remember:
-LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE!!!
-Step by Step
-Family Matters!!!
-Dinosaurs
-Boy Meets World!!!!
-Wild and Crazy Kids
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You

How I Am Doing So FarDOING PRETTY GOOD IN SCHOOL SO FAR. JUST SUBMITTED MY FIRST BIG POWER POINT PROJECT TODAY. I HAVE A BIG EXAM THIS WEEKEND, AND ANOTHER ONE NEXT WEEK. SO FAR I HAVE 100% IN 2 CLASSES, AN 88% IN ONE, AND 89% IN THE LAST ONE. BUT THAT IS ONLY AFTER 6 WEEKS OF CLASS. STILL A WHILE TO GO YET.
I GOT TO ADMIT I HATE ACCOUNTING. IT IS NOT LOGICAL. HOW IN THE HELL CAN A CREDIT EVER BE A NEGATIVE, AND A DEBIT A POSITIVE. SO STUPID. THE CLASS THAT I THOUGHT WAS GOING TO BE MY FAVORITE "HISTORY" HAS THE WORSE POSSIBLE TEXT BOOK EVER. THE INFO IS PRETTY GOOD. BUT IT IS SO POORLY WRITTEN AND EDITED. I DON'T KNOW HOW IT EVER GOT PUBLISHED. THE WRITERS SHOULD BE ASHAMED, BUT THEN HOW MANY BOOKS ARE OUT THERE ABOUT "THE HISTORY OF FUNERAL SERVICES" ??
THE INSTRUCTOR HAS GOTTEN SO MANY COMPLAINTS ABOUT THE BOOK, SHE IS WRITING OUT WEEKLY NOTES FOR US. BUT SHE IS KOOL, AS ARE ALL MY INSTRUCTORS.
I EVEN HAVE THE DEAN OF MORTUARY SCIENCE AS MY INSTRUCTOR IN ACCOUNTING. HATE THE SU

The Rude Customer (nsfw)The Rude Customer
An award should go to the Virgin Airlines gate attendant in Sydney some months ago for being smart and funny, while making her point, when confronted with a passenger who probably deserved to fly as cargo.
A crowded Virgin flight was cancelled after Virgin's 767s had been > >withdrawn from service. A single attendant was re-booking a long line of inconvenienced travellers. Suddenly an angry passenger pushed his way to the desk. He slapped his ticket down on the counter and said, "I HAVE to be on this flight and it HAS to be FIRST CLASS".
The attendant replied, "I'm sorry, sir. I'll be happy to try to help you, but I've got to help these people first, and I'm sure we'll be able to work something out." The passenger was unimpressed. He asked loudly, so that the passengers behind him could hear, "DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHO I AM?"
Without hesitating, the attendant smiled and grabbed her public address microphone: "May I have your attention please, may I have y

Pinocchio The LoverPinocchio the Lover
Pinocchio and his girlfriend are in bed, doing what wooden puppets do, when she suddenly sighs. He asks her why, and she replies, "Youíre probably the best lover Iíve ever had, but every time we make love you give me splinters."
This remark bothers Pinocchio a great deal, so the next day he seeks advice from Gepetto, who suggests a bit of sandpaper might "smooth out" Pinnochioís relationship with his girlfriend. Pinocchio graciously thanks his creator and goes on his way.
A couple of weeks later, Gepetto runs into Pinocchio at the hardware store, where his little wooden friend is buying every package of sandpaper the store has in stock.
"So, Pinocchio," Gepetto remarks, "things must be going pretty damn good with the girls, eh?"
"Girls?" says Pinocchio, "Who needs girls?"

ChoicesI have been thinking about my life the choices I have made. All of us makes choices in our lives bout are the choices we make the right one always. It is true that we do not make the right choice everytime but what is more important is how we see it.
I have come to learn to see things in a more poitive way and take things as they come. What is the point of crying or telling yourself how sad your life is. I have learned tolook at life in a more positive way, like having a loving family who loves me no matter what or having a boyfriend who would do anything to make you happy. It could be just the feeling of knowing that I have food to eat everyday and a roof over my head, small things which I have not noticed so much because of my negligence.
Life does have its share of sorrows but with that comes its share of happiness as well. God will never give us heartache or problems which we cannot handle and all the things that happens in our life happens to us only because we can handle it

Chasing The Next Chapters.In a previous blog, I stated that I am an "open book."
That, I am. Ask me anything.
I have done some things in my 49 years of life that could send me straight to the proverbial hell.
On the flip side, I have done things that saved me from the bad karma.
Random acts of kindness and other good deeds.
Apparently, thankfully, the good has outweighed the bad.
I'm not certain of the grading curve, but so far so good.
I'm still here.
I don't have any regrets from what I have done.
I did learn from my mistakes.
Even the ones that were repeated...several times.
And I'm not ashamed of anything that has happened.
Everything happens for a reason.
I question the reason sometimes, but I can't stop fate.
Or is it destiny?
Either way, I try to flow with it.
I have been through heaven and hell in my time.
This moment, right now....is lost in the middle.
In a daze.
Staring blankly.

Visit To SchoolOn Monday I took half the day off from work so I could go meet my little boy at school so we could have lunch together. His dad lives way across town from where I live so his school is 35m away...yes it is a lot. But the look on his face when I walked into that cafeteria made the distance, the fighting traffic and having to arrange things at work so I can leave early all worthwile. He was so happy to see me. I was just as happy to see him. He wanted to share his lunch with me, but I told him that was ok since I had brought my own ham & chez sandwich...he did trade my orange capri sun for his cherry one...lol

My 8 Legged GirlCan a (bird eating) spider be sneeky? Mine sure can! She is drying (streching, healing, whatever...) after the big molt. And when Im home, she's laying on her living area floor almost saying: "I had such a hard time, I need some more rest". But I caught her, crawling over the flowers and the wood and she noticed me watching her... Now she is acting tired again. LOL she is so funny!
My cats miss the attention, so Im going to rest in front of the TV (tomorrow will be my 7th day at work in a row) and they can lay next to me and get their attention.
p.s. Am I a witch? Having cats and a spider... LOL

Cia ApplicationCIA Application
Tuesday, June 10, 2003
< > A few months ago, there was an opening with the CIA for an assassin. These highly classified positions are hard to fill, and there's a lot of testing and background checks involved before you can even be considered for the position. After sending some applicants through the background checks, training and testing, they narrowed the possible choices down to two men and a woman, but only one position was available.
The day came for the final test to see which peson would get the extremely secretive job. The CIA men administering the test took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow our instructions whatever the circumstances," they explained. "Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The man looked horrified and said, "You can't be serious! I could never shoot my wife!" "Well," said the CIA man, "you're definitely not the rig

Will Drive You CrazyIf you've got love in your sights
Watch out, love bites
When you make love, do you look in the mirror?
Who do you think of, does she look like me?
Do you tell lies and say that it's forever?
Do you think twice, or just touch 'n' see?
When you're alone, do you let go?
Are you wild 'n' willin' or is it just for show? c'mon
I don't want you to touch me too much baby
'Cos making love to me might drive you crazy
I know you think that love is the way you make it
So I don't wanna be there when you decide to break it
No!
Love bites, love bleeds
It's bringin' me to my knees
Love lives, love dies
It's no surprise
Love begs, love pleads
It's what I need
When I'm with you are you somewhere else?
Am I gettin' thru or do you please yourself?
When you wake up will you walk out?
It can't be love if you throw it about
I don't want you to touch me too much baby
'Cos making love to me might drive you crazy
Love bites, love bleeds
It's bringin' me to my

My Lonley World.....If you ever came to feel my pain
or drowned for a day in my lonely rain
you would know what its like to suffer in my hell
if you listened to the tales I have to tell
you would never again pass judgement on me
you may even understand why sometimes I flee
why I sometimes hide when the road gets rough
or run away when life gets tough
if you spent 60 seconds locked inside my head
you'd understand why life I dread
if you took a min to feel what I feel
you understand that my pain is so real
if you for once, choked on my tears
or had to fight through my fears
if you had to spend a day in my solitude
my nightmares you couldnt elude
the judgements you first passed would fade away
you would probably hit the ground and pray
to never again see the things that I've seen
to never experience the dreams that i dream

Must Be DreamingYou're in my blood, and I can't help but love you
Don't pull away, I tell you that I love you
Have I been cursed, to walk this earth without you
You're in my blood, now I can't live without you
Just take my hand, I can go no place without you
Come a little bit closer, I'd never ever hurt you
Am I the one, to never ever feel your love
Slowly I'm learning, why my heart is burning
Through the dark nights, how we loved, I can't live without you
I want to look, and feel your touch,
I must be dreaming,
Slowly I'm learning, why my heart is burning

Making Skinsi was just wounder if someone can help me or do for me a couple of skins.i tried to do them but they never work out for me if you can help shout me or leave me a comment thank you

Omg Yall Pt.2So guess what i got........
All 3 Addam's Family Movie...ive been lookin everywhere for them!!
YAY HAPPINESS ALL AROUND
xoxo
oh and i got The Money Pit & The Burbs
:D

WithinAt night I hear a beast howling in the darkness.
I sit and listen the sound it makes and I wonder to who or what does it call. While I pounder these things I hear the howl grow louder and louder. Then I feel a horror wash over me. What if just what if the beast other is calling to me?
I go to my mirror and look my self in the eyes to know that my thoughts are fiction. But what I see in my eyes is not the me I knew. But the beast that I have heard every night of my life. The beast is me I am the beast. I look at my reflection and I know the my thoughts are not fiction. There is a beast in all of us. A beast howling for freedom. But do you know when your beast comes out at night.

Sinking Of The Uss IndianapolisThe Sinking of USS Indianapolis
USS Indianapolis (CA-35) was a Portland-class heavy cruiser of the United States Navy. She holds a place in history due to the notorious circumstances of her loss, which was the worst single at-sea loss of life in the history of the U.S. Navy. After delivering the first atomic bomb to be used in combat to the United States air base at Tinian Island on July 26, 1945, she was in the Philippine Sea when attacked at 00:14 on July 30, 1945 by a Japanese submarine. Most of the crew was lost to a combination of exposure, dehydration, and shark attacks as they waited for assistance while floating helplessly for several days. 316 men were rescued out of the crew of 1,199.
Indianapolis was the second to last US Navy ship sunk by enemy action in World War II (the submarine USS Bullhead was attacked by Japanese aircraft with depth charges and sunk on August 6, 1945).
(dedicated to my Grandfather who was a crew member, and one of those who died from the shark

*at Least I Did Something Today*I should have cleaned my bedroom and moved out the furniture I don't want and I also should have cleaned out my car.
But did I?
Hell Nah. . .
Instead I beat God Of War II. At least I feel some source of accomplishment.
Is it wrong that if Kratos were real I'd totally want to bang him?

Amazingdan scoped his form out in the morning in the mirror..nodding he was in very good shape he had worked out last night in the gym, with the weight machine and a few rounds of handball with james. he slept hard and didnt eat much but he figured he better have some ceral to start the day of right. He snagged his jacket, and headed down stairs to the kitchen where starte toi fix the bowl of cereal.
All of a sudden he notice the trees moving violently as a it looked like a storm had just rushe in....things were flying like crazy..he thought should i go out there and investigate?
he grabbed his jacket and slipped it on dashing out he back door and into the yard the sky was darkening and all he could see now was a starless sky as he looke up he say also a huge spherical shape plummeting to earth smoke was trailing behind it...he dove into a nearby shed and covered himself as much he could, the explosion was tremendous but hardly any debris had been tossed.
he xcould smdell smoke from out

How She Makes Me Feel!There isnt a day since we have met that I dont think about her. In fact all I ever think about is her. She is my everything. My life will never be the same now because of her. I am thankful for this chance to be happy and have her a part of my life. She is the one and only woman I ever want to be with for the rest of my life. She is my everything.

?The relentless wind drags
my soul like a wave seething-
(the ebb and tide,
the polar ends,
collide with indecision)
capped in white froth
(dressed for communion)
I shatter against the shore,
the sand,
(every gritty crystal)
absorbs all the particles
of my past and present....
(over and over again
ancient as the tide)

My Poetrythus the river din is passage for the swimmers but do we release them unto torture once again
i say this harken my followers do unto me
follow the river lined with bones
theriver din lessen the swim free the blood entrenched swimmers
burdened down from sin
do unto me follow me home

:( I Dunno Whats Goin Onive been goin to everyones page to catch up with them and I keep getting this message :(
Error: invalid cmd specified.
So if it seems i didnt come by I did . just couldnt get things to work ..
and here's a comment for you all

******* Happy Hour Giveaway / Contest Plus More / All Out War ************** HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY / CONTEST PLUS MORE / ALL OUT WAR *******
Roo will be hosting yet another contest:
The Rules:
A minimum of 40 entries will be needed (No NSFW pics)
The first to 80,000 comments wins a Happy Hour
After the Happy Hour is won that contestant will be removed and the remaining contestants will battle for the next prize
The next to reach 55,000 comments will receive a 30-day blast
If there is more than one over 55,000 then the one with the most over 55,000 will take home the 30-day blast
The others over 55,000 will take the next prize down (1-month VIP OR 7-day Blast) which of those only 2 exist
The minimum for either of the 2 7-day blasts requires 45,000 comments or more.
After the prizes are won, the contest is concluded.
The contest will span an entire week
In case you missed it, The prizes are as follows:
1 Happy Hour
1 30-day Blast OR 3-month VIP
2 7-day Blast OR 1-month VIP
******* HAPPY HOUR GIVEAWAY / CONTEST

Anybody There?Can someone cheer me up? Work has made me wanna take a blunt object and shove it through my jugular lol

Im Good EnoughThere are many words,
To swoon a woman,
Her eyes light up,
Anticipate the next,
She can love you,
I can do it right,
Fear of commitment,
Runs so far deep,
It hurts my eyes,
To drop another tear,
Once the hurting stops,
If you can find the compassion,
To look at me,
And hold me again,
For I'm wishing to see you,
Dreaming of when,
Perhaps you could love,
An ass like me,
Who knows no better,
But good enough to love you.
Oh how yours eyes shine,
While you stare into the sky,
Hate it if you ever left,
In time it will happen,
Pessimisum is hard to swallow,
After this dust settles,
I'll just want to kiss you.

Your Gay?..... Your Fired! - Must Readso in many states across this nation it is actually okay & legal to fire an employee on the basis that the employee is gay. Even tho it is acknowledged that to fire an employee on that basis is morally wrong & discrimination. It's still however legal and employers do get away with it. Ya know 40 years ago America had a problem with the whole black Vs. white bullshit,where white employers wouldn't hire black employers and vice versa. But we obviously overcame that. And I'd like to know these current employers opinions on why they think they reserve the right to fire a gay employer,b/c they are gay. That would be like me, a proud Bisexual member of society,to own my own business and to only hire homosexual employees and not heterosexuals. Now wouldn't the common day straight person have a *BIG* issue with that decision of mine? Wouldn't it offend and be found intolerable for me to actually discriminate against heterosexuals b/c they are simply straight? Why is it permissable to argue th

I Simply Can't BelieveYou know, I simply can't believe how easy some people on here really have it. Some come as newbies and get to my level in a day or higher in a day. I bust my butt trying to level, it does take time, but come on, I know we all try to get leveled and I thank the ones who do help, but why when others ask for help, we help, but when we need it, we dont get it?
Makes me wonder who is kissing who's ass around here lol.

Puppy Size"Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer.
"What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked.
"Puppy size!" replied the mother.
"Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for."
"I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration...
Just then Danielle came walking into the office.
"Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time,"
Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the
weekend?"
The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed.
"You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said.
Danielle took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't worry,I'll find one this weekend," she said.
Over the next few days both mom and dad had long conversations

The Day Suckedtoday sucked so bad i ran into my boss and he loves to yell i was late to work like five mins and he went off on me for a half an hr lol so that started my day then i cant seem to put up any good mummms and hell i know noe reads this so i just want to vent ty for listing to me latter friend

I Am Air!Your Element Is Air
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!
What's Your Element?

Lets Say Thanks (it Only Takes A Minute)Something cool that Xerox is doing
If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services.
How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know in the industry & personally to send one!!!
This is a great site.
Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second.
Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them ...
SO PLEASE SEND ONE! IT only takes a second

TodayI am having a very bad day. I just can't seem to get it together. Everything is bothering me, no matter how small its just pisses me off. I head is going in so many different directions. I keep having thought of doing bad things to myself. I can have those kind of thoughts, I have come so far in my life that I can't be having them at ALL!!! Guess thats why I'm writing this, to help make myself feel better, I think. Wish me well tonite is going to be a long one.

Sweet EmbraceIn a bed do they lie.
Secured in each others arms.
No light, nor sound, nor sense of time
Extracts them from their Eden
They sleep...
Recovering from a night of ecstasy.
No facade to hide their love.
No perfectionist's world to weaken their faith.
In blissful slumber they remain.
Forever in a peaceful lovers limbo.
Connected now by heart and mind...
Even after they awake.

If I Happened To Show Up On Your Door Step Crying, Would You Care?If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you
care?
If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something
happened, would you come?
If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of
that last day?
If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours?
This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are
just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend.
If you have a lot of love for someone... Copy and send this to your whole buddy list.
""Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief

What Is New And StressfulWell I am sorry if i havent been on much I have had a hard two weeks.. My son ended up in the hospital in Albque. NM because he tried to hurt himself and I am in the middle of redoing my trailer so I can move into it before the fist snow flyes. I am stressed out to the maxx and I am dealing the best way a person can I am only one person but what dont kill me makes me stronger... Everything with my son is okay now he is home but we still are on a rocky road ButI will survive because as my friends tell me I am supper woman... But I hope everyone is doing good and hope to chat at you later.... I will return all love shown to me as soon as i get a chance keep us in your prayers and we will do the same
Hugs and smooches Jamie

Remember When Beepers Was The Thing To HaveRemember when beepers was the thing to have
If you are under the age of 13...you should not read this and if you do, you should not repost this.
Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it.
You're a 90's kid if:
You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ]
You remember watching:
-Doug
-Ren & Stimpy
-Pinky and the Brain
-AAAAAAAH Real Monsters!
-Rockos modern Life.
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ."
You remember:
-TGIF
-Step by Step
-Family Matters
-Dinosaurs
-Boy Meets World.
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You took plastic

I Will Owe You Anything You WantMy wife is in a contest and need help please help with some comments she has a couple of people in there helping now but she needs all the help she can get. She will return the favor anyway she can. so for me show a little or alot of love to her and comment bomb her. and ill do anything for you also :)........
here is the link please help

I Just Feel Like CryingWELL TODAY MY BOSS WHICH IS A FRIEND OF MINE CALLED ME TODAY AND TOLD ME THAT THE COMPANY THAT WE DO WORK FOR DID NOT PAY US FOR THE WORK THAT WE DID AND ARE NO LONGER IN BUSINESS. THEREFORE WE ARE NOT GONNA GET OUR CHECKS AND WE NO LONGER HAVE A JOB. SO NOW I'M IN A TOUGH SITUATION BECAUSE I'M NOT GETTING CHILD SUPPORT FOR MY DAUGHTER BECAUSE HER LAZY ASS DAD OR WHATEVER U WANNA CALL IT DONT TAKE CARE OF HER AND NOW I DONT HAVE A JOB SO NOW I DONT HAVE MONEY AND DIDNT GET PAID FOR THE LAST 2 WEEKS THAT I WORKED.
NOW I HAVE TO TRY TO FIND ANOTHER JOB AND IT'S NOT GONNA BE EASY AROUND HERE. EVERY TIME YOU TURN AROUND ANOTHER JOB IS GOING UNDER. I'M TOTALLY SICK TO MY STOMACH RIGHT NOW.
I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL I'M GONNA DO,BUT I GUESS I'LL GET THROUGH IT.

VoicesThis is not reality
I am laying on the floor
Staring at the wall
Like the spider in the window
Wish that I could speak
Is there fantasy in Refuge
God in politicians
Should I turn on my religon
These demons in my head tell me to
I'm lying here in bed
Swear my skin is inside out
Just another Sunday morning
See my diary on the newstand
Seems we lost the truth to quicksand
It's a shame no one is praying
Cause these voices in my head keeps saying
Love
Just don't stop
Reveal the word when your supposed to
Withdrawn and introverted
Infectiously perverted
Being laughed at and confused
Keeps us perfectly amused

Love The WordsSugababesAbout You NowMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Is It Possible To Have This Love?Is it possible to have this love? A love so strong your hearts not big enough to bare the weight.
So over whelmed of this constant feeling of ecstasy and excitement. Just the thought of you brings butterflies in my stomach.
And when you make love to me, mmm making love to you is like floating in air.
Oh and when you look in my eyes, itís the most intense, my body starts quiver under yours. You looking at me, loving me, loving being inside of me.
I never want that feeling to stop that feel I canít describe. It has no words, it has no meaning, and itís an entity of its own.
I lye awake at night just thinking if you, getting wet with every thought of you.
Your big hands on my breast, your gorgeous lips on mine, your hard dick in between my fingers.
I can go on and on about you and your love. A love so sweet I can get a sugar high.
I get high off your love and Iím addicted to you.

Nice SupriseOne night lita couldnt sleep, she rolled over to her sleeping lover and started listening to his breathing, Just watching him sleep was making her horny by the moment. So she started to glide her nails softly up and down his torso, to hear his breathing quicken a little. Then she started to rub his dick softly, then a little bit more, then she put her hand down his boxers, she took hold of his cock, and started to stroke it faster, harder, till he woke up moaning. She then took his dick into her mouth, sliding it in and out faster and faster, her pussy began to get wet just hearing his moans, she loved the way he sounded. She loved to her him moan, to her what she could do to him. After she knew he was about to cum, she stopped, slowly taking off his boxers, he whimpered, begging for more, after she removed all her clothing, she stood above him, slowly rubbing her tits, her big, soft breasts, her hardened nipples, then she slid one hand down to her pussy, slowly rubbing over her clit,

20One day a father gets out of work and on his way home
He remembers that it's his daughter's birthday.
He pulls over to a toy store and asks the salesperson,
"How much is the Barbie on the display window?"
The salesperson answers, "Which one? We have:
Work out Barbie for $19.95
Shopping Barbie for $19.95
Beach Barbie for $19.95
Disco Barbie for $19.95
Divorced Barbie for $265.95
The amazed father asks: "What? Why is the Divorced Barbie
$265.95 and the others only $19..95?"
The salesperson annoyingly answers:
"Sir..., Divorced Barbie comes with:
Ken's Car, Ken's House, Ken's Boat, Ken's Furniture,
Ken's Computer and...One of Ken's Friends..

Why Parents Drink...Why Parents drink.....
A Mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Mom" With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter.
Dear Mom,
It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am.
But it's not only the passion...Mom she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children.
Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really

Know Your State MottoKNOW YOUR STATE MOTTO!
Alabama
Hell Yes, We Have Electricity.
Alaska
11,623 Eskimos Can't Be Wrong!
Arizona
Yes, But It's A Dry Heat.
Arkansas
Lituracy Ain't Everythang.
California
By 30, Our Women Have More Plastic Than Your Honda.
Where men are men and half the girls are too.
Colorado
If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother.
Connecticut
Like Massachusetts, only smaller.
Delaware
We Really Do Like The Chemicals In Our Water.
Florida
Ask Us About Our Grandkids And Our Voting Skills.
Georgia
We Put The Fun In Fundamentalist Extremism.
Hawaii
Haka Tiki Mou Sha'ami Leeki Toru
(Death To Mainland Scum, Leave Your Money)
Idaho
More Than Just Potatoes...Well, Okay, We're Not, But The Potatoes Sure Are Real Good
Illinois
Please, Don't Pronounce the "S"
Indiana
2 Billion Years Tidal Wave Free
Iowa
We Do Amazing Things With Corn
Kansas
First Of The Rectangle States
Kentucky
Five Million People; Fifteen Last Names
Louisiana
We're

Cowards-nsfwSome childish,immature,stuck-up,snooty,snobbish,prudish person reported this pic as NSFW in my albums, Hogwash it has the 2 most beautiful things in this world the female body and the American flag. What a moran. I have had people send me blogs,bulletins and Mumms about these people who do this but its the first time I have expierenced this personally and find it offensive that Fubar would allow this to happen. if I went around and marked every pic that most people some people would consider NSFW no one would have any Pics. DEATH TO THE OPRESSORS!!! Grow up and get a life, this is as bad as people who leave stupid comments in peoples Mumms and think they are witty!! Here is the pic in question you decide for yourselves if this is NSFW.

Skin On SkinSkin on skin
Skin on skin
Masters hand training
skin on skin
The submissive glowing
Skin on skin
Heavy hand falling
Skin on skin
Desire, passion growing
Skin on skin
Guiding and cherishing
Skin on skin
Masters work controlling
A bond true
From Master to sub
Founded on
Honesty and Love

PonderismsI love this song, Figured Id share.
You Never Know-Dave Matthews
Sitting still as stone watching - watching
People walking by you wondering why
No one ever stops to talk or thinks about it Ė if they ever did
What if God shuffled by?
One day we might see
Doing not a thing
Breathing just to breathe
We might find some reason
But rushing around seems whatís wrong with the world
Donít lose the dreams inside your head
Theyíll only be there til youíre dead
Dream
Lying on the roof counting
The stars that fill the sky I wonder if
Someone in the heavens looking back down on me Ė Iíll never know
So much space to believe
Funny when youíre small
The moon follows the car
Thereís no one but you see
Hey, the moon is chasing me
I worried if I looked away sheíd be gone
Donít lose the dreams inside your head
Theyíll only be there til youíre dead
Dream
Walking through the wood
No cares in the world
The world has come to play
Sheís all mine just for a day
Th

To All My Friends!I won't be on-line most likely for a while.But I will be back and please keep me in your prayers.I don't know where I am going from here but I do know GOD will take care of me like he always has before.And to all of you who have helped me Thank You so much and you shall always be in my prayers.

Rights N Wrongsi dont know if you all realize but i do alot of times when people tell you if u are right or wrong, it is good and bad for you?
take for instance a friend told me it was bad
to meet n date someone from here, yet i tried and it failed, i wont say why or who cuas it was basically my fault, but my point on this was in some ways she was right, and it was painfully so yet it was detrrmental to me to find this out because somethings i have to find out the hard way
im on my own in every way and learning is part of the strife we all learn from, sure we are adults but yet we still have to have the "trials of life set before us and see if we prevail in them. i m no damned philosophist...lol but i learne thru life that isnt all comfy cozy aswe thought....health, life, and death areall still there, bills collect up and haunt us every day but yet here we are still havin fun on what we have left..now arent we a happy face now :)

Hit This Profile Please!!!Ok I missed Happy Hour yesterday but we still have time today to help this fantastic lady level up!! If she is not a friend then friend, fan and add her....rate her stash/blog...........SHE WILL LOVE THE ATTENTION AND BE SURE TO HIT YOU BACK!!!
THANKS!!!
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A Hidden PersonA Hidden person!
There are people who hide their true face,
They do this at their own expense,
They are the fallen angles that fell from godís grace,
They are afriad of his excellence,
They are afraid of thier Failure,
Those people that are usually sweet,
They did something that was a bummer,
That their end was done by someone you canít meet,
They ended up as soul less beings as cold as stone,
because of the feelings they couldnít show,
For if they showed any they would be gone,
The lord made it so that any that should find out anything they would be turned to snow,
When a person who almost always smiles and that loves to help others plants flower seeds,
But instead of the flowers they so hoped would bloom the only thing they recived is a pile of weeds!
Very first poem i ever did and posted online

Incredible!Wow I can't believe how many new friends I have...Hugs and kisses to all of you. I did want to introduce a super and wonderful person to you though. If you haven't met her yet make sure you click the pic and show her the same love you all give me...You are all WONDERFUL!!!!hugs and Kisses
Click Her Pic...Rate, Add and Fan her!!! MUAH
~*~IncrediblyBewitching~*~@ fubar

Free Movies ForumI'm the new moderator in a free movies forum, this place is awesome, you can get all the new release movies and other movies free!!... No need to go to the video store or make the long lines in the teather, you can sit back and watch them online as much as you want.. you can also burn them to dvd and share it with friends.
Give us a visit!!
Free Movie Free
freemoviefree.com/Angel/index.php?

I Need A BrakeWell as everyone knows im a full time mom... I need a Brake.. Im wanting to pull my hair out, Im moving and taking care of a 14 month old.. by my self, her dad sleeps all day while I do everything. Yes I know he has a job but he goes to sleep at 9am and gets up at 4:15pm.. he has to be at work by 5pm gets off at 1:30am he should sleep when he gets home me... grrrr had to vent!! need a guy to hold me, and to tell me its ok!!

This Girlok so its driving me nuts not being able to express my feelings to the woman i love. you see her ex still lives with us and he cant find out i guess. How do i deal with this?

Must See MovieI just watch Bug with Ashley Judd, very interesting movie everyone must see it. Makes you think.

This Was My Deam And My Life Some Of It . Yet Today Im In A New State Of Mind . DianaLove ,sex,lasting relationship,spontaneous at life,career,,helping people,making a difference in someones life,just enjoying life to the fullest, making memories to last..like walking in moonligt and looking up at stars,let wind blow thru my hair,sharing a walk with someone I love.. There are to many things to mention..I want to be able to know someone really well as if to finish their sentences so to speek..You know..Some one who doesnt always have to agree with me,can relay his feelings to me ..Who can be sad with me , be happy with me,be giving with me..Be open with me..Who can be one with me (so to speek).. Now Im from a medium size family. Parents deceased..One sister -three brothers..Dont have contact to see them much at all .. Were not real close..No criminal record, great back ground checks,. Didnt graduate high school I left home at 16 ( got GED ) Lived in Texas all my life..Married for 32 yrs to same man..Wasn,t in love ever in my life..Guy I married was 10 yrs older, left ho

SadnessAm I to be happy?
I dwell so deep within myself
that I have never seen the light of day.
The past never happened,
the future will never come,
and the present isn't real.
Depression is a part of everyday life.
The birds chirp for someone else,
The day warms the lives of everyone,
but me.
Happiness lies near,
but my mind won't let my heart reach for it,
and happiness never knew.
I live in a prison,
solitary confinement.
Fear is my guard.
Nothing stops happiness from reaching me,
only me from it.
I am sure that if I can ever grasp it
that the barrier will be forever shattered.
How do you break through invisible bars?
What is it like to touch something you've never had?
I am confined to myself,
Just me and my sadness.

Booty Call LolThis Booty Call Agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____ day of__________, 2005, by_______________________ , between __________________ and _________________.
THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES:
1. No sleeping over -- unless it is VERY good and we need to repeat it in the morning.
2 No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening.
3. No calls before 8 PM--we really don't have shit to talk about.
4. None of that "lovemaking" shit--only mind-blowing sex allowed.
5. No emotional discussions--Ex.: Where are we heading with this? Do you love me? The answer is no, so don't ask.
6. No plans made in advance -- that is why you are called the "backup", unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement.
7. All gifts accepted--money is always good.
8. No baby talk--however, dirty talk is encouraged.
9. No asking for comparisons with for

Another Bad DayIt's been a bad day
I'm getting used to it now
another sad day
I'd cry but I dunno how
I'm drowning in thoughts
of how things used to be
my chest was shut tight
complete w/ purity
It's out in the open
should've kept to myself
I'll learn from mistakes
take my heart off the shelf
my soul has now fled
it's my body alone
and it's far too much hurt
for my heart to come home
I give it up now
there's no way to win
w/o you here
my world still spins
It's been a bad day
I'll try to let it not show
another sad day
and I'm just letting go....
another bad day...

A Letter To My Father ...Hi Dad,
I'm sending an email along to you, but also along to some friends of mine, just to keep others I know up to date.
In 1998 I told you that we'd see the last of cheap gas (oil) in no more than 7 years ... and we all saw what happened in 2005. In 2005 I said that there would be no more than 3-5 years before demand began to exceed production capacity - with grossly significant ramifications on every aspect of the global economy - only the most devastating consequences to follow. I knew what was going on in 1998 because I have always been, and forever will be a scientist that insists only on reading the raw data from the primary source - trying to get information any other way is like eavesdropping on the "telephone game." Sometimes, unfortunately, there is no "primary literature" to examine for every occasion, and so I have to scour "best practices" sources with some level of peer review for hidden details.
This is the first time one of the largest and most influential

My Best My Sister LeslieBefore i met you
my life was grey
I had no one to talk to
nothing to say
When i met you
you brighten up my life
if it wasn't for you
my life will be taking by a knife
me and you talked
and became best friends
we promised each other
we would be there to the end
i love you like a sister
like i knew you for ever
and on our key chains
it says best friends forever
I'll be there when you cry
or a relationship gone bad
when we get older, I'll make sure
that you are never ever sad
even in college
i want to stay in touch
seeing you once in awhile
will never be enough
i know we will have times
where we will not agree
but we will make it up with
sleepovers, popcorn, and movies
so to my best friend
i hope you never go away
because i do what best friends do
and i will always be here to stay
I Love You Sis oxoxoxox

Come See Mecome see me in dirty addictions for a fun time, come dressed or naked we welcome everyone
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50214
i hope to see you there
randy

Look At ThisWhat is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as Hot You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100% Soft100% Sweet94% Violent94% Exciting75% Wet75% Shy38% Awkward31%

Truth Wont Harm The SpeakerAh...so here we are, at another Monday and throughout over the course of the past couple of weeks, I have again stumbled upon another sparkling revelation: most people are pieces of shit.
Goddam.
Well, maybe I didn't just discover thisÖbut was just again reminded of it.
People will lie to you, boys and girls. People will use your greatest vulnerabilities against you...what you fear, what you love and the flaws that make you what you are - they will take those tender spots in your soul, they will stick a wretched finger in those spots and they will twist it, digging and boring a wound until you either cannot take it anymore or until you end up wallowing in a pool of your own drunken barf and disdain.
The clock is ticking away...your life is ending as you are reading this. tick...tick...tick...who knows when the ticking stops.
My point here, people: don't let your time be wasted by fuckheads...and if you happen to be one of the fuckheads, keep your sickness and self-loathi

10/10/07Some dayís im so tired of crying,
Tired of trying.
Seems when the long road lifts me high.
I hit an even deeper pothole.
When the angel lifts me on her wings,
I always end up falling.
I want to climb upward,
But I just keep digging in that fucking hole.
That black void that holds my soul until the secret password,
Magic word,
Or maybe special key is found.
I've been searching,
Looking to no avail.
Yes some days Iím tired of trying.
So damn sick and tired of my crying.
10/10/07

Never AgainThis song has a lot of meaning to me!! In PLENTY of ways!!!

Because Of YouThis song is more family related than anything else....
Reminds me a lot of my mom really.. even though I love her to death.... There has been a lot of stuff that I've gone through with her that reminds me to this song.
Especially when she says "I learned to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt"
I was never allowed to get hurt to learn from mistakes.
Ahh this song makes me cry :(

January = SlutPick your birthday month and read it. Then repost with whatever you are.)
JANUARY = SLUT
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods about the past and the
old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt b

Wrong Turn 2 Dead Endnot a big fan of the first one cause it was bit to much like The Hills Have Eyes 1977.
it reminded me of them 70s type slashers,so i think it was a ok
when i heard there was making a second one i rolled my eyes thinking another shitty sequel going straigt to DVD.
but since its been out ive been hearing alot of good things about it, people saying its better then the first one, its not out here yet, but to anybodys whos seen it
is it worth checking out
heres a trailer to the people whos not seen it yet
WARNING a bit gory at the begining of the trailer

Reason - Season - LifetimeI posted this to a few close friends not too long ago, and was chatting with a very special friend tonight. And this poem came up in our conversation.
I want to thank you, David for reminding me of this and for being in my life. Whether your a REASON, SEASON or a LIFETIME... I thank YOU for being a part of mine!
You will hold a special place in my heart always.
****************
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to

To My WifeTo My Wife
I can write no stately proem
As a prelude to my lay;
From a poet to a poem
I would dare to say.
For if of these fallen petals
One to you seem fair,
Love will waft it till it settles
On your hair.
And when wind and winter harden
All the loveless land,
It will whisper of the garden,
You will understand.
And there is nothing left to do
But to kiss once again, and part,
Nay, there is nothing we should rue,
I have my beauty,-you your Art,
Nay, do not start,
One world was not enough for two
Like me and you.
by Oscar Wilde

To All My Family And WifeyThough its just a saying
that most of us say
See you Tomorrow
and have a nice day..
Not all these
are guaranteed..
we got to appreciate the moments
that make up these..
soaking up the emotions..
loving one another..
being tight is never too much
being affectionate and wanted more
its all gravy baby
its not even questioned
that we will be close friends
never stopping for a second

QuotesCharlotte Perkins Gilman:
Human life consists in mutual service. No grief, pain, misfortune, or "broken heart," is excuse for cutting off one's life while any power of service remains. But when all usefulness is over, when one is assured of an unavoidable and imminent death, it is the simplest of human rights to choose a quick and easy death in place of a slow and horrible one. (Suicide Note, August 17, 1935)
Amelia Burr:
Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die.
DOROTHY ROWE:
Depression is a prison where you are both the suffering prisoner and the cruel jailer.
KATE MILLETT:
During depression the world disappears ... because the inner voice is so urgent in its own discourse: How shall I live? How shall I manage the future? Why should I go on?
SOREN KIERKEGAARD
My depression is the most faithful mistress I have known -- no wonder, then, that I return the love.

Hehe January = SlutFun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods about the past and the
old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Giggles I think somebody got me right for a change as this is so

CarolologyLet others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology."
MOUTHOLOGY
Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. Honey Mustard
Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A.Arbys
Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A.Les Brothers in Chicago
Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A: 20%
Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
A: mac n cheese
Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. Pepperoni and black olives
Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
A: butter sometimes jelly
TECHNOLOGY
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A: My kitty cat
Q. How many televisions are in your house?
A: 7
BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. Right
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. Wisdom teeth, and tonsils
Q. When was the last time you had a cavity?
A . i have one now
Q. What is the last heavy item you

Ive Seen Love Die Way To Many Timeslast night i went over to my dads house to see him before he went down to the gulf for the next couple of days. it was pretty depressing to say the least. he was real upset about my mom. he was talking about her in a way id never heard him talk about her before...it was amazing. i knew he loved her...hes always had a problem with showing his emotions though. especially with me and my sister. at least hes trying now.

Funky Cold Medina RecipeIf you find fun difficult then maybe we need to talk. Kiss your inhibitions good bye and mix several to your liking. Throw out any guilt with the rest of the garbage and put it outside. Be reckless enough to have fun and to not hurt yourself or others.
Funky Cold Medina recipe
Scale ingredients to servings
1 oz vodka
1 oz peach liqueur
1 oz Blue Curacao liqueur
top with cranberry juice
ice
Pour over ice and top off with cranberry juice.

The Way Kids See ThingsTHE WAY CHILDREN SEE THINGS
NUDITY:
I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a Woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!"
HONESTY:
My son Zachary, 4, came screaming out of the bathroom to tell me he'd dropped his toothbrush in the toilet. So I fished it out and threw it in the garbage. Zachary stood there thinking for a moment, then ran to my bathroom and came out with my toothbrush. He held it up and said with a charming little smile, "We better throw this one out too then, 'cause it fell in the toilet a few days ago."
OPINIONS:
On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a Note from his mother.. The note read, "The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents."
KETCHUP:
A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup to come ou

My Futurei wanted to blog what i am feeling about my future right now......I met a wonderful woman on here 3 weeks ago and cant wait to meet her for the 1st time next month. Hopefully we will hit it off and i will be moving to NC....Dont know what else to put so ill talk to yall later....and i love you jennae

My PearlYou dive to one small reef
In the center of my warm sea
Where the mother of pearl grows lustrous
In a soft shelled oyster
Veiled by feather coral
Bedded in shifting sand
The shell so delicate
It must be opened only under water
By the diver's lips
The pearl
Coaxed from its glistening membrane
By a quick turn
Of the diver's tongue

Oh Yes....oh Yes, Very Much So........Well you fall in love
Well you speak too soon
Well now you've ruined everything
I didn't lie to you
Some day I'll walk out
I didn't lie to you
There's nothing to work out
This is what you get when you ask for the truth
This is what you get when you ask for the truth
You knew it from the start
I never heard a sad song
I never heard a sad song that I didn't like
That's why I'm leaving you
But maybe not tonight
It's all you ever said that you wanted
And I know you know that I gave that to you
That I gave that to you
I never heard a sad song
I never heard a sad song that I didn't like
That's why I'm leaving you
But maybe not, maybe not tonight
I know that you know that I did
And I know that you know that I do
And I know that you know that I will always love you
But I'm going back to falling out of chairs,
And puking on lampposts
I never heard a sad song
I never heard a sad song that I didn't like
I guess that's why she's the one that's

The Angels Have Her And Are Going To Take Her Its Just A Matter Of Time God Bless U Aunt PatU never take life for granted cuz u never know when ur gonna go. My aunt is sick from colon cancder and has been for past two years but just found out a month ago. She made everybody aware recently she doesnt have to long. She is afraid to go to sleep cuz she doesnt know if she is going to wake up. She is an angel and dont deserve it. So if ur reading this do me a favor and tip one up for my aunt((((this ones for u auntie))))
thankyou and god bless
alec

Drama Free Means No Drama! 0 - Zed -nadaWell Ladies and Gentleman this time its a Drama King!!! Some of you may know and some of you may not know that Psychorainstorm and Marlboro Man are in the midst of a very nasty break up, nasty because he is making it that way. Just keep this in mind if you are contacted by him. Some have already and all he is doing is causing hate and discontent. Rain, Wicked Storm and I (Luangel) hold to the idea we started with and continue to support... NO DRAMA. We do not approve of this type of childish behavior. We refuse any longer to lower our selves to reporting false things, to name calling, down-rating pix, and contacting people that no longer wish to be contacted by us. We wish all concerned a peaceful life, Drama Free.
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My Greatest FearMy Greatest Fear
nothing left to give,
nothing left to offer anyone,
lonely and crying,
tears slip down my face and drip to my arm,
unable to stop the hurting anymore,
cant face another lonely day,
just want to sleep,
just want to stop feeling,
no more pain,
I am so empty inside,
black and hollow,
void filling my every breath,
becoming a robot,
unable to love,
blank eyes stare back at me from the mirror,
i am dissolving to nothingness,
forgetting me so much easier,
loosing you will be the end for me,
Would be the breaking straw
Leaving me broken and unwanted

Lost In EmotionLost in emotion
Feeling so much
Desire and longing aching in my body and mind
Hurt and despair creep in along side for the pain I have caused
Guilt makes tears well then slip down my hot cheeks
Angry words fill my ears
Age is only a number but its causing such pain
Mentally in the same place
Longing for so much more than friends
Is passion worth fighting for?
Is there anything more important to fight for?
Never meaning to cause disputes
Just trying to be me, trying to be loved
Wanting so much more with every fiber of my being
Afraid that tomorrows light will bring sorrow
Praying that its not a farewell
Desperately clinging for something right in my head
Knowing I am not worth the fight
Begging that this not be the end but sorrowfully facing the possibility
If this is all there is to be know that you have left me with so much
For a brief moment I felt important to someone
I felt warmth of desire and hope of good friendship
Wanting to share so much just to s

Just A ThoughtPlease pay attention to my blog. One vip will be handed out. Announcements to come, will be the blog title to let you know when this will hppen.
PS.... This will not be a rigged contest.

Love""looking for love is like looking for the holy grail, you will die before you will find it." By -me- "

Welcome Twisted And TransparentLets welcome and add her to the family please.
Twisted and Transparent ~Fubar Wifey To John~member of *slap happy bombers*~@ fubar
Thanks, BlaZe

Welcome Fallen AngelLets welcome and add her to the family please.
Fallen Angel..Fubar Wifey of bigdawg27.. Member of *Slap Happy Bombers*@ fubar
Thanks, BlaZe

My Fav Quote"Humanity's reverence for their gods is often times more destructive than the devils they so despise."
Jay Novera.

13th Of OctoberYeah I'll be turn n 27 on the 13th, wait I'm start n to b old geesh

If You Like The Picshey guys, if you like the pics posted last night and the ones that i'll be posting shortly (after he edits them and after i post them that is)...
please take a moment and stop by and visit the photographer
leepus@ fubar
come on, i know you all know how to show love ;)
Sin

Strength Of ActionsSTRENGTH OF ACTIONS
THERE IS A SAYING "WORDS CAN MEAN EVERYTHING BUT ACTIONS CAN MEAN MORE"
A YOUNG BRAVE WALKED UP TO FATHER MOUNTAIN AND ASKED FOR HIM TO OPEN A PATH THROUGH HIM SO THAT HE MAY GET THROUGH TO THE OTHER SIDE FASTER AND FATHER MOUNTAIN ASK HIM WHY.THE BRAVE COULD NOT BUT SAY "TO GET TO THE OTHER SIDE TO MEET HIS LOVE FASTER".FATHER MOUNTAIN SAID "WHY NOT GO AROUND" AND THE BRAVE SAID "IT WOULD TAKE DAYS".FATHER MOUNTAIN ASKED "HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE THIS WOMAN".AFTER MANY HOURS OF TALKING THE YOUNG BRAVE FINALLY STARTED CLIMBING FATHER MOUNTAIN.AFTER HE GOT HALF WAY FATHER MOUNTAIN OPENED A PATH THROUGH HIM.AFTER THE YOUNG BRAVE GOT TO THE OTHER SIDE HE ASKED WHY DID YOU OPEN THE PATH AND FATHER MOUNTAIN SAID "YOU NO LONGER WHERE TALKING ABOUT IT AND STARTED DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT SO THEN I LET YOU THROUGH"
FATHER MOUNTAIN SAID ONE LAST THING TO THE BRAVE "YOUNG ONE WORDS CAN NOT MOVE MOUNTAINS BUT ACTIONS CAN AND YOU SHOWED ME HOW MUCH THIS WOMAN MEANS TO Y