With only six members remaining, the state of the Girls’ Generation lineup is looking very different these days.

And while many fans have accepted the differences, member Sunny is still feeling emotional about Tiffany, Seohyun and Sooyoung choosing to leave the band over the years.

Opening up to E Channel’s Life Sharing Reality – Sending Me to You (phew!), she shared some of her thoughts about the changes to the group.

“We wanted to go on for 10 years, but I don’t think we did well because of ourselves,” she tearfully admitted. “I think it’s because the fans’ love for Girls’ Generation was so great.”

She added, “We recently went through contract renewals. We each talked about what we wanted to do and what we couldn’t do. When I heard a member speak, I could understand where they were coming from, and I wanted them to do what they wanted.”

Holding back the tears she continued, “Then when I heard another side, I’d understand them as well. Since we’ve been together for so long, I knew how things were. Why they thought how they did. They’re all precious. I understand them all, and I want them all to do well. I want them to be happy.”