My life at the moment, (back story, quit class, restarting with new classes next year, currently only have 2 hrs of school each day.)

Wake up 10 or 11 am, fap, eat breakfast then 2 hrs school, home, fj/battlefield until 3 am, repeat. Never see anybody, never talk to anybody, i am a waste of air and resources.

I am a waste of a human being, i dont have any interests in life, i used to, but lost them.

I escape feeling worthless being on a platoon in battlefield 3, my only friends atm are people i speak over a mic. My real friends are few and far between, and none of them rally wants to see me public with any "cool" people. (Very long story)

If you´ve read this far, and acctually found a **** somewhere, over 9000 thumbs to you.
I get very anxious when i see people i know, because i know they dont like me. And dat feel stings like a red thumb. But i am super confident around people i dont know, because they dont know me. And then gradually distance myself from them as they get to know me until i never see them anymore.

I feel like i dont belong in this world, and every night before i end up finally sleeping i have thought at lest once i wish i could just never wake up. Generally also want to end myself

So, please help me dear fjers, i know among you trolls, reposters, and people who dont give a **** there are those who know the feel, or acctually want to help. Because if someone type something like this on FUNNYJUNK, has clearly got serious issues.

I bid you many thanks in advance if you share sympathic feelings,
inb4 faggot, gay, homo, lesbian and ****** .

dude, I've been racking my brain thinking of something helpful to say, something to help make you feel better, cause i'm having a lot of the same problems, and i really know how you feel :( and i think it's because i'm still in the middle of all my problems myself but i just couldn't think of anything really, i dunno inspirational? to just, give you that push yanno?
but i just couldn't walk away from your comment, so i just wanted to let you know i know how you feel, and things may get rough or seem hopeless but if you just keep with it and don't let all the crap hold you down that things WILL get better eventually.

i was struggling with depression for the longest time, and almost gave up on living several times, but i always held on through it, just another day, even another hour, i just kept thinking, "i can't give up, i can't let this beat me". i just kept on going, and eventually i found a reason to keep living, something that gave me a purpose. i have something to work towards, and honestly it makes all the difference in the world to me.

i can't know everything that's going on in your life, and i don't know if anything i can say here will help all that much, but just keep with it man, don't give up and i'm sure things will improve for you, you just gotta keep your head up, you'll find something that will give you a reason to keep moving forward.

getting out of the house and going to college is what really started it all for me so maybe something like that will help you as well. go out and enjoy life as best you can, you'll have your best chances of finding that, "spark" out in the world.

brohugs man, i hope things improve for you, i hope i was of some help.