To be frankly honest, im not sure why im in the Bujinkan still. My instructor and the people i train with all train in an alive manner, and are truly nice guys, but it has really seemed like taking a long journey on a short road to better fighting ability.
It has taught me a lot of things that im very grateful for, but i think the "wisdom" of the Bujinkan extends beyond what im looking for. I'm not looking for life lessons or philosophy, or to be some kind of great master. I just want to get better.

And you can only really ignore the politics and bullshit for so long before it really starts to turn you sour. I think you can relate to that, Virus. So i dunno. I may quit, i may just put it on the backburner for awhile until i figure out what i want to do.