Saturday, February 11, 2012

it is awkward when..

Assalamualaikum,

it's almost 2 am in the morning. i cudnt sleep at all. Maybe i used to sleep late at night. There's something bothering me now. I feel awkward, weird when..

1) a friend of mine, pretty close since high school but never ever add me at facebook. Before this sharing fb with her husband and did not add me as a friend, but i didn't mind at all so add lah. But now i noticed her new account using real name so curious whyyyy laa she still don't want to add me. so i started to think negative and feel awkward. But i guess, it's okay if she still don't want to add me. But seriously i felt awkwaarddd.. what I did wrong to you ha?

2) hubby's office mate that I met occasionally loves to membebel to me non stop about what I suppose to do, what I shouldn't do at all and bla bla bla. I meant he talked about baby. He's old. Pangkat tok wan to aisy lah. Just now I went to stadium with hubby and aisy to watch football between perlis and ATM. So i stayed in 'bilik wartawan' lah..met him and others journalists also. Then he start membebel to me that I need to buy stroller, baby sling or carrier so it easy for me to carry aisy everywhere. I told him, I have all the stuff. Saja la malam tu tak bawak plus jenuh nak mengangkut stroller naik tangga. Plus I still able to carry aisy. Aku tak merungut ape pun tapi dia plak membebel NON STOP to me. haihhh...

3) some people/friends that used to be close suddenly became strangers just because we never meet after some time. I felt weird. Wondering. Not seeing each other but still contact tru facebook, twitter, etc. Tapi bila tak jumpa, jadi cam stranger walhal sebelum ni kamceng bukan main. why eh? But I believed that friends come and go. Only the real ones stay. Right? It's ok if I don't have lots of friends but I do have some close friends. I hope they stay forever. =)