That's the depressive episodes. The manic episodes are supposedly euphoric and you are elated and over excited.

My old therapist insists that I do not have bipolar or any form of it, but I still think she's wrong but my opinion doesnt really matter I guess.

I DO NOT GO ON HERE ANYMORE. I HAVE LEFT THIS PLACE FOR GOOD AND DON'T INTEND ON COMING BACK. PLEASE DON'T FRIEND REQUEST ME, PRIVATE MESSAGE ME, OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I WILL NEVER SEE IT AND YOU'LL NEVER GET A RESPONSE. THANK YOU.