Posted by Wonnie Bazzie

Today I stand as an empty vessel without a rider, a ship without a captain. I am sorry for the things that happened. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, but I can't. I just want you to find a place in your heart and give me that second chance babe. I really love you and don't want to let you go.

Posted by 'T'

Dear M, I'm sorry for being such a b*tch sometimes. I know it's no real excuse but it's how I've learnt to interact with others. You are so nice to me, even when I take shots at you. Like today I made a silly joke and the look you gave me just cut deep. It's like you tried to just brush it off but were so disappointed in me. Sometimes I think I'm just trying to get you to be an a**hole, just so I can prove myself right. But I don't want to lose you. I feel like I can truely be vulnerable with you and that scares me. Please forgive me for my horrible defence mechanisms. I love you.

Posted by Monty R.

I am SO humbled by all of this and have been forced to look long and hard at my life. I'm truly sorry for the way I've acted...I have not been a gentle person. I thought I was nicer but I didn't see everything about myself yet. I have grown up now. I know I'm kind of flipping out but you guys are really scaring me to death. I beg for forgiveness. I will spend the rest of my life praying for thanks and forgiveness. Please give me an opportunity to do better.

I know I need to stay sober forever first and foremost because I'm a nicer person when I am not drinking. I know I have not been good in relationships particularly to Richard and his family. Nick. Justin. Joey. Charlie. Gene. Louis. Dave. Justin. Chuck...who I really did feel wronged by until I looked a lot closer. I apologized to Larry even though I feel he behaved recklessly I still admit my own wrongs and big mouth. God please give me a chance to do things better and pay every one back for their help. I apologize to Nathan even though I know he hurt me. The Singletons for that embarrassing night when I was a child. Please let me make it better. I beg god. There is a lot more I can say and to more people but I'm so exhausted and afraid to leave out anything. I have been selfish, dishonest and cold. I really didn't think anyone cared about me and didn't think my actions would phase anyone. This was my own self esteem. I'm sorry it affected you and your life. I really miss people and miss my life. Please allow me back in I promise I won't slip up anymore. Rigorous honesty from now on. Please. I'm sorry Charlie. My perception was way off. I was very immature. Please forgive me. I've tried to reach you to no avail. I was emotionally I'll at the time. This has straightened me out. Please give me a chance.

Posted by Gavin

I'm sorry that I lied to you. I'm sorry I was scared of the truth. I'm sorry that I let it go on for 2 months before I finally told you. I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry for the things I said to you. I'm sorry for making you feel like you were going crazy because you knew I had lied. I'm sorry that you can't trust me. I'm sorry for all of the pain it brought you. I'm sorry, Seth.

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