February 2013

It looks like I’m only blogging about sad things lately, but I just need to share this with you. When I moved in with my boyfriend he already had a cat. I love Dime but I also wanted one of my own. So there he was, my sweet little Johny. Johny was curious and he liked everyone. I loved him, so much. But today we had to put him to sleep for good. Yesterday he got ill. He was puking and I don’t know what he has been eating but it looked strange and wasn’t something we had given him. It also contained some elastic. He was walking around like he was drunk and I was so worried. Then he came on my bed and layed on my chest. He was lying down for a little while and after that he moved to the other side of the bed. I felt like he was saying goodbye and I panicked. I called the vet and we brought him there. She said his kidneys were big and it looked like he was poisoned. Especially because he had been puking all kind of rubbish. We left him there so he could be treated. This morning we got a phone call. Johny was not doing well and they found blood in his urine. When we got there he was more dead than alive. I held his foot and with his last bit of strength he moved his head to my head. We had to put him to sleep, we could not let him suffer any more.

I can’t stop crying about him, I loved him so much. We will miss all the energy is brought to our home. We will miss his hugs and his love. I don’t know what he ate, and I will never be sure what exactly happened to him. But I feel angry. This was my sweet little Johny, the most loving cat you can imagine and now he is gone. He was just 1,5 years old..