WELCOME BACK TO NEWS 8 NOW. I'M STEVE MINICH. ROBIN WILLIAMS' SUICIDE HAS A LOT OF PEOPLE WONDERING HOW SOMEONE SEEMINGLY SO HAPPY COULD END HIS LIFE SO SUDDENLY. EXPERTS SAY THE ONLY WAY TO UNDERSTAND DEPRESSION IS TO DISCUSS IT. PHILANTHROPIST LAURA BENEDICT IS THE OWNER OF THE RED BARN RESTAURANT IN AUGUSTA. SHE'S BATTLED DEPRESSION FOR YEARS. IN NOVEMBER OF 2000, BENEDICT ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. IT WASN'T UNTIL THEN THAT SHE STARTED ADDRESSING THE PROBLEM, GETTING HELP AND SPEAKING OPENLY ABOUT A BATTLE SHE'S STILL FIGHTING TODAY. "I know what it feels like to try to outrun your own shadow I know what it feels like to try to be somebody your not and today this is exactly who I am." It's not the end of the world. Don't be ashamed, call somebody. THE NATIONAL ALLIANCE ON MENTAL ILLNESS SAYS PEOPLE DEALING WITH DEPRESSION WAIT AN AVERAGE OF TEN YEARS BEFORE GETTING THE HELP THEY NEED. RIGHT NOW, AN OAKLAND MAN CHARGED WITH ASSAULTING HIS GIRLFRIEND'S TWO- YEAR-OLD TWIN GIRLS REMAINS BEHIND BARS. TODAY, DAVID DEVINE PLEADED "NOT GUILTY" TO AGGRAVATED ASSAULT. INVESTIGATORS SAY HE BEAT THE GIRLS ON MOTHER'S DAY, WHILE BABYSITTING AND THEN BLAMED IT ON THEIR OLDER BROTHER. THE DISTRICT ATTORNEY SAYS THE GIRLS HAVE NOT FULLY RECOVERED FROM THEIR INJURIES -- INCLUDING BROKEN ARMS AND LEGS. CONVICTED MURDERER SETH MAZZAGLIA WILL NOT SKIP HIS SENTENCING HEARING. HE'S WITHDRAWING AN EARLIER MOTION TO AVOID FACING LIZZI MARRIOTT'S FAMILY. HE RAPED AND KILLED HER IN 2012. EARLIER, MARRIOTT'S FAMILY CALLED MAZZAGLIA, "A COWARD." THANK YOU FOR JOINING US HERE ON NEWS-8 NOW. MAKE SURE TO CHECK BACK AT WMTW DOT COM AND OUR MOBILE APP FOR THE TOP STORIES AND WEATHER ANYTIME. HAVE A GREAT EVENING.

Hillary Clinton did not have a State Department email account while she served as America's top diplomat, a senior state department official said Monday, and instead used a personal email account during her four years on the job.