Pas si bête

Not so foolish; nothing that foolish; not that stupid. Also (in quot. 1924): not so bad.
“pas si bête, int.” OED Online. Oxford University Press, June 2016. Web. 16 June 2016.

Some days it feels like I’m in a poorly designed RPG where it’s not obvious when you gain experience, items, or even if you are progressing at all. Then there are the times you don’t even realise you are levelling up until you reach a boss. For me, that boss fight has been this week. I have been tasked to do something so out of my comfort zone that I have been getting terrible sleep, on top of the difficulty of the task. Most evenings has been filled with looking things up on Google or YouTube, hoping that someone has a scrap of information I can use as a lead to find what I need.

I accidently held the control-z a little too long and found out that it would reverse every line back to the first construction line. Then I recorded myself holding the control-y, for redo, and it looked like I speed drew this image. I admit that the video was the first time that I had watched myself draw and I’m proud of how far I have come. It has only been since last fall that I picked up any drawing instrument with the intention of making and illustration.