Stuff You Might Want To Know

24/08/2013

MIRROR, MIRROR, ON THE WALL

You stare into the mirror.
You see something ugly staring back at you.
You see the physical scars.
They just remind you of the inflicted
harms.
The wounds that still haunt you.
You see the fear that resides in your
heart.
Your cracked and crumbling heart.
The tears begin to well up in your eyes
again.
You close your eyes tight.
You do not want to face the pain that
still wounds you.
It's just not going away.
It is just as intense as ever.
Tearing your soul to shreds.
With a tightly clenched fist you smash the
mirror.
Your view now refracted.
But that ugly non-person is still there.
You scream, but they just come out silent.
The hurt now turns to rage.
Rage is fueled by hate.
And increases your suffering.
It's just not fair, you think to yourself.
You did not ask for any of this.
"Then why is all this happening?" You think
aloud.
Only silence follows.
You can still see the old tear stains.
You are filled with shame.
You just do not understand.
You wonder if you even matter.
What is the point of your existence.
"Why?" Is all you can say.

-I'm interested in history, geology, human nature, and life, of the last two I consider myself a student of.

-I'm an optimist, or at least I try my best to be.

-I believe in encouragement and the seeking of wisdom that God alone can give.

-I believe religion is a lie, corrupt, and a deception.

-I try my best to love and to forgive and to always look for only the good in people.

-My favourite quote, for now; "I cannot do everything, but I can do something. And I should never let what I cannot do to interfere with what I can." (unknown)

-A couple of philosophies of mine: Attitude is everything and everything begins with me. I believe love is the meaning of life and the key to living a meaningful life. Oh, also, I believe love is forgiving and love is for giving. Love is the greatest of all.