When I was younger my sister and I both had a crush on our older cousin but then I started to like his younger brother. I’ve always been close to the younger one and last weekend I went out a drive with him and his mate. I’ve also been texting him none stop for almost a week, and can't stop thinking about him. I know I have devolved feelings for him again, but I don't know what to do. He’s like my best friend, I have never thought of him as a cousin. The only thing is I don't know if he feels the same, or how to tell if he does. I don't want to just come out with it, because then our friendship could be on the line. This is the closes we have ever been, I couldn't bear to lose him. I’m 18 and so confused, he's 19.
Can someone please help?