In last nights episode, Kim talked about how weird it's been and how it hasn't quite felt real as she's actually not carrying her third baby herself.

"The fact that this is just what we can do these days, I'm like really thankful. Like I'm seriously so grateful for her and that someone is just so like selfless and kind to do this." Kim says.

...I'm like really thankful. Like I'm seriously so grateful for her and that someone is just so like selfless and kind to do this.

She also goes onto mention that whilst she's been thankful it has also been quite frustrating as she's not being able to do it on her own.

It is frustrating like to not be able to do it on your own,

"It is frustrating like to not be able to do it on your own," Kim continued. "It is a weird dynamic. Like I go to all the doctor's appointments and I try to be really present, but when you're not carrying it yourself it is such a fine balance of how much you're going to be in their lives. Of course I want to know ever last detail that's going on with my baby and that's super frustrating, but I really trust my surrogate and I don't want to be that person that's trying to control her every move. It's going to be a long hard process but I'm going to take it one day at a time and hopefully it just gets easier."