Jack Torrance

Haha yorkshire was boring though, and I had to take the council down there to court for racism too. I wouldn't ever move back to yorkshire unless all the rest of england was contaminated and only yorkshire was livable.

It's not that bad, most men here like Balieys - that is a euphemism for we like eating pussy!

God can anyone be as horny as me?

Well that was the sucker punch. Berbs must be throwing stuff into her suitcase and checking trains as I type this

BerberElla

Firstly I had a great weekend, I went to see my man, spent a "quiet" night in on friday...doing stuff, as you do lol and then on saturday we went to my friends BBQ party, which was awesome, I drank loads of alcohol (the next day hangover was awful) and was having a really good time.

However 3 muslim asian guys turned up to the party, and made a beeline straight over to me. Now I;m a pretty friendly talkative kind of person, so I talked to them a little. So anyway they were suitably hooked on my Berbishness, which isn't really a surprise to me , the fact that I have a muslim name meant they felt they shared some special connection with me.

They asked me who I was with so I pointed out my boyfriend to them, then I left to go to the ladies room, only for them to go over and start trying to wind up my man, telling him I never said I was with him, and how he shouldn't be attempting to date one of "their women".

What a bunch of total morons, my guy acted really laid back, but they actually made him slightly jealous and concerned that I would be more interested in them than him.

I set him straight and told these losers to take a hike, but honestly who did they think they were with "their women"?

BerberElla

Yeah, that's why I'm a pit panicky today, it does feel a bit fast. I mean I know I was in the sack pretty quickly, but that's different, meeting parents seems like a step too far down a road I am not sure I am ready to be walking.

I mean I do really like him, but I don't want to do anymore than like him, I just want things to stay as they are, easy and light hearted and just fun.

He is making plans of what we will do together later on in the year, should we go away together next year, all these long term plans and I'm finding it all a bit overwhelming. I'm not used to anyone being this nice, or this crazy about me, it doesn't feel right but it does feel right. I'm very confused right now.

BerberElla

He is actually asleep upstairs, brought me home late last night and we crashed here. He is going home later. I'm having a sneak internet break before I take him some Tea, and other great things to wake him up.

Inhale the good shit, exhale the bullshit.

RIBS

Yeah, that's why I'm a pit panicky today, it does feel a bit fast. I mean I know I was in the sack pretty quickly, but that's different, meeting parents seems like a step too far down a road I am not sure I am ready to be walking.

I mean I do really like him, but I don't want to do anymore than like him, I just want things to stay as they are, easy and light hearted and just fun.

He is making plans of what we will do together later on in the year, should we go away together next year, all these long term plans and I'm finding it all a bit overwhelming. I'm not used to anyone being this nice, or this crazy about me, it doesn't feel right but it does feel right. I'm very confused right now.

I've told him to slow down, majorly slow down.

Dear Berbs, life is extremely short. If you think he loves Berbs, then love him back, enjoy your time and remember we are not getting any younger!!! Yeah plan for a holiday together. That should serve as a good test for much stronger commitment I think! We have a saying in Arabic that says: you only know your true friend when traveling!

Biaxident

I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I remain.

Farid92

@Berbsone of "their women"?! xDSince when do we Moroccans have any genetic connection to Asians? xD

And when a guy wants you to meet his parents, it means that he likes you for your personality, which is pretty unique. xDThere's no need to rush things, take your time... But this could be "the one"... ^^

BerberElla

I say that about half of her avatars. Bloody mongrel often forgets where she got them.

Haha and in in this case you'd be right yet again lol.

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I met this asian muslim girl last night at a club, we were flirting with each other, and telling each other what we would like to do with each other (since this year I intend to sleep with a woman too) and then she mentioned how she should have been fasting, but she was being a bad girl.

Well of course I then told her that I was an ex muslim, and the conversation just switched, first she wanted to save my soul inspite of being a very flithy girl , then she was blocking her ears saying she couldn't risk hearing what I was saying, basically it was a very interesting conversation all in all.

I told her to come here and she said she was too afraid to, she was so shocked to meet an ex muslim, hadn't even crossed her mind that people would leave the religion as she thought it was just a case of being bad and then repenting.

She didn't believe that the quran says a man can beat his wife because her dad never beats her mum, she didn't believe that mohammed had a child bride because it's culture that has child marriages not religion, islam which is the truest of the truest religion that she feels in her heart.

She was very nice, very sweet about it, I didn't get any judgement really off of her, plus she was very cute and adorable in her shock, but in the end I went back to partying with a quick hug off of her and a "think about what I;ve said" comment as I walked away.

My friend thought it was hilarious, as did I, but I also felt sad for her.

Today she is waking up feeling guilt about her good night last night, whereas I feel great about the fun I had last night, no guilt at all.

Yesterday I danced all day at the nottinghill carnival, came back and went clubbing, and today I am repeating the process lol just trying to sober u[ since I think I woke up still a bit drunk lol.

brainyape

Today she is waking up feeling guilt about her good night last night, whereas I feel great about the fun I had last night, no guilt at all.

Bertrand Russell on the effect of childhood indoctrination in 'Marriage and Morals'. It's about sex, but should apply to religious superstitions too.

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This association of sex with guilt and fear goes so deep as to become almost or wholly unconscious. I wish it were possible to institute a statistical inquiry, among men who believe themselves emancipated from such nursery tales, as to whether they would be as ready to commit adultery during a thunderstorm as at any other time. I believe that ninety per cent of them, in their heart of hearts, would think that if they did so they would be struck by lightning.

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I believe that nine out of ten who have had a conventional upbringing in their early years have become in some degree incapable of a decent and sane attitude toward marriage and sex generally. The kind of attitude and behaviour that I should regard as the best has been rendered impossible for such people; the best that can be done is to make them aware of the damage that they have sustained and to persuade them to abstain from maiming their children in the same way in which they have been maimed.

BerberElla

Anyway I am so exhausted, notting hill carnival is not so nice on the bank holiday monday. My friend got robbed, my other friend went down in the crowd because people were just shoving you out of the way if you couldn't move quick enough.

I absolutely hate rudeboys and rudegals, they make me sick with their superior aggresive attitude and limited IQ's.

It wasn't until the end of the evening that I started to feel better and that's only because I was unbelievably drunk.