all mirrors are cracked

I was virgin and full of fearsI watched myself growingnothing spectacularjust a weird girl addicted to booksapplesdepeche modeand some kind of extralong dressesI ate all the apples in the bagI fantasized about my dadtaking a detour roadwhen he drove me homeparking some place in the darkand fuck me in the backseat of his Cadillac

actually, I dont have a daddy since I was 13, so my fantasies can be as sinful as I want. Against my friends’ wishes I will continue to write in my lamely English, even if this sounds colder than Romanian. In approximately one month I will read think speak and cry in English and this time will be for good (so help us God). our new house has 2 bedrooms, one shower cabin, one bathroom, one living and, of course, one kitchen, somewhere at the end of a road in Leigh, Lancashire. we moved three times in 2 years, and this time is the fourth. no matter how far still close.

I am very busy these days, preparing the issue dedicated to Honda, so please be kind and understand the poverty of my blog.anyway, WE ARE AS CLOSE AS WE CAN GET AT THE MOMENT

watching each other’s mind bubblesmy cybertwin is tired you wrote so many things to her:laura asked my cybertwin if I can teach her English. no, I cant.paul asked my cybertwin if I am married. no, I am not.raymond asked my cybertwin if I am stupid or smth. well, probably yes, I dont know for sure.le maitre asked my cybertwin if I put on weight now that I quit smoking. no that I know.lavazza asked my cybertwin if I read all those replies that you wrote to my virtual entity. yes, I always do.dan asked my cybertwin if I remember him. of course, not.

so now I will go back to meet my elephantsjumping and dancing in my headan earthquake that announces love in the spiritlove in the eyes and “and throats of ancient Greenwich pensioners”.

4 thoughts on “all mirrors are cracked”

it’s sad indeed. you’ve become very sad lately, what’s wrong? or is it an overwhelmed-by-bucharest-disease? my god, i had to switch myself to English as you’ve stopped using Rromanian a while ago. whyyyyyyy? spin