Wednesday, May 11, 2016

Sacred Connections - my afternoon with Emily and Glenngerman

Every once in awhile, I hear a voice telling me to do
something.

Yesterday, it said “Help them.”

I took an unusual route home from work yesterday, as I had a
pile of bills I wanted to mail and had forgotten to swing by the post office
that’s right next to work as I left. Ever lazy, I went to the only other drive
up mailbox I could think of, which is downtown, and requires going around several
blocks in a dizzying maze of one-way streets and leaves me heading the opposite
direction of homewhen I’m done… But still. Drivethrough.

So there I was, next to our lovely downtown mall on a sunny
day and I noticed a couple cross the street in front of me. Dreadlocks. Guitar.
Black hat. Tattoos. Dog.

“Help them.”

This has happened before.

I drove forward as the light turned green and they kept
going down the block in the opposite direction. I had the usual argument with
myself: “I have to work.” “They might be
dangerous.” “What could I possibly do?”

And then I swung around the block.

It took several one-ways and around-the-blocks and a prayer
for an open parking spot, but soon enough I found myself running toward them as
they crossed yet another intersection away from me. Jaywalking is up there with
bank robbing on my list of offenses, but I
had to. I was supposed to help them.

They stood on the corner next to the swankiest hotel in town,
looking down at a painted-too-long-ago-to-read-clearly map of downtown.

“Can I help you find something?” I began.

“Yeah. The park.”

“Riverfront?”

“I think so.”

“That’s going to be back the way you were coming… about 4
blocks that way.” I pointed. Looked them straight in the eye. Argued briefly with
myself again and then said “Do you guys need anything else? Do you need to do
laundry or something?”

They looked at each other. She looked at her dog. He
hesitated “Well…”

And then they both broke out in grins. “Actually, that would
be great.”

I had an appointment in two hours and a car full of frozen
food from Costco, but I piled them and their huge backpacks and Teeker, the dog
in my car and we drove home.

“When’s the last time you called your moms?” It’s always one
of the first questions I ask in these situations.

The girl, Emily said she talked to her mom about four days
ago. The boy, whose name was long and new to me, and I suspected not his real
name, didn’t answer.

We drove up the hill to my house. My mind was racing as I
kept up a dialogue of small talk with my homeless friends, running through all
the things I know my mom would want me to consider… the things my husband would
say. Things like “Are you crazy?”

My only defense? “Jesus told me.”

We got to the house, found a place to tie up the dog since
she didn’t think Teeker would play well with my dog, gave her a bone, then unloaded
the car together (yay for help with a Costco load!) and started their laundry.

They stood awkwardly in the kitchen.

“Sit down! Make yourselves at home! Relax. We’re here for
awhile anyway since you can’t go anywhere until your clothes are done.”

I made them lunch while we talked. They got their pick of
all the food they helped me unload. They chose chicken strips and watermelon. I
gave them each a San Pellegrino and sat down with them at the table.

And we talked.

We talked about how they get around.

Busking.

Philosophy.

Religion. Drug use in the homeless community.

Their families and mine.

She had matching symmetrical tattoos on her face. Tiny words
in ALL CAPS on her cheekbones at the outer corners of her eyes. “F--- YOU.” I don't think she meant it.

He had the worst teeth I’ve ever seen. Including in Sierra
Leone, where we volunteered for a dental screening with Mercy Ships. He said “No
ice please” when I offered him a drink.

He also said “Thank you so much for your hospitality” Three
times.

And “I’m having this surreal experience with my surroundings
right now. I can’t remember the last time I ate a meal at a table instead of on
the ground.”

We laughed together.

“People probably don’t make much eye contact with you, do
they?”

“Oh hell no,” Emily said. “They want us to not exist. Not
looking at us makes us less real.”

She told a story of asking a man next to her the other day
for the time.

“I don’t have any,” he replied.

“I’m sorry, I just need to know what time it is.”

He repeated, more brusquely, “I don’t have any!” and walked
away. He never looked up from his phone, which displayed the time just far
enough away that Emily couldn’t quite make out the numbers.

They don’t do drugs. Well, except weed. But that hardly
counts anymore, right? Emily told me she was addicted to meth and heroine until
the guy that used to shoot her up (she never learned how to do it herself)
disappeared one day. She didn’t realize he wasn’t coming back until two days
into withdrawls, and she said she saw it as an opportunity. “You have to go
cold turkey. Those people who go the methadone route just end up addicted to
it. It never ends. I’ve been clean two years.”

I learned about Barterfests, which is how they will spend
their summer. Traveling from one huge fair full of likeminded folk to another, trading
skills, dancing, camping, making friends. I shared my only quasi-experience with
something like that, the infamous ‘Country Fair’ outside of Eugene, Oregon that
we used to hear horror stories of when we lived there.

The dryer finally buzzed, about ten minutes after she said “Do
you think the clothes are done?”

She was getting antsy. It was a beautiful day and the park
was full of people who might toss them a coin for a song.

“I’ll go get it.”

As they folded their tiny pile, (“It smells so good!) I
wrapped the leftover chicken strips in foil and grabbed a handful of Clif bars
from the pantry. We put their backpacks in the car, Teeker jumped in the front
seat, and we drove back down the hill.

I asked them to write their names down on a post-it pad I
keep in the car. “I want to use your names when I tell my husband about you…”
(I needed to see Glenngerman’s name written so I could remember it.”)

We got to the park. They got out, retrieved their backpacks
from the back and Teeker from the front. I rolled down the window.

“It was great to meet you both. Good luck this afternoon!
You should get lots of passersby since it’s so nice out.”

They both gushed thanks… “Thank you for everything. That was
so nice… it was great to meet you too.”

Glenngerman looked me in the eye and said with conviction: “God.
Bless. You.”

Indeed, friend.

Indeed.

Thanks for reading. I know some of you really want to give me a little lecture about safety and self-protection and common sense. I'll ask you politely to restrain yourselves and answer you with this:

1 John 4:18 & 19

There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear.

For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love.

2 comments:

Cathy, I just found this post on your blog today and was totally impressed with what I read. What an experience. First I thought to myself "is she really doing this" but then I realized that when God speaks we must answer. What a fabulous story.I am sure they will NEVER forget you and how you treated them !! There will be rewards in heaven for this one !!! Love you !!