Tuesday, May 7, 2013

currently...

missing the freedom I had before Miss Ava. I would just like to go to the grocery store by myself without having to worry about every little detail. However, I wouldn’t change it for the world.I am just adapting to my new role as a mommy!

cravingsome romance!I would love to be swept off my feet and be taken.

accepting that I am not going to get my CPA.After studying for 2 years, I am done.I am tired exhausted and want to focus on what I want to be remembered for… being a mommy!

loving the way Ava looks at me and smiles in the morning or well anytime she looks at me with those beautiful blue eyes and smiles knowing I am here to take care of her forever.

needing to catch up on my house work!I need to go through clothes and donate them, landscaping, and just every day cleaning.

listening to Dave Matthew Band on Mum & Son Pandora station.

watching Ava grow and develop every day.We are now sitting with little support and trying to make noises blowing out of our mouths.

wanting to take a relaxing shower without a sense of hurry or interruption including a shaving my legs.

1 comment:

I think that's the hardest part of parenthood - giving up the free time to just clean/shower/shop/etc without having to think about the kiddo all the time. For most ppl I know (my marriage included) - this falls a LOT more on the mother than the father. It's hard. Maybe every Saturday morning should be Daddy time and you get 3 hrs to shower/eat breakfast/grocery shop/etc without a baby on your hip? That helped me a lot!