I would be glad to have a friendship with you. I am going through that change in my life as well. I have to do a little cleansing of relationships in my life to better my life, so I am also looking for new positive and uplifting friendships : )

Thank you for your suggestion and I will definitely look into that book. Now days psychology is kinda a two way street, they are those that are very traditional and are stuck in the pill fixes everything method and the others, which seems to me to becoming a lot more popular open minded with new age psychology. These type even has sub-types of spiritual psychology studies and theories on this community and us. So it just depends on the people' s own view, but I am not one to label anyone, I choose to study psychology to help those that are struggling with mental illnesses because I think it is one of the hardest struggles a person goes through in life and I wanted the ability to offer my help and guidance.

I'm Amanda, overall as a person, probably due to my moon sign being in Gemini I am very outgoing, sociable, and friendly. I would say I am pretty unique, I for some unknown reason have always been a nonconformist. I definitely can say you will never met other me ,but it does take a while for me to open up. I have always, since my early childhood experienced these specific thought that would "hit" my mind not literally. These thought where not made my me, meaning they with not of me, physically or mentally. And no other thoughts were thought when they would come like I would be able to think stop thinking this. They last about 10-25 seconds. And my whole life people will call my name during this and say Amanda why do you always zone out (FYI I've been diagnosed as ADHD with anxiety). I do zone out into someone's energy lol. Flip side When I meditate I will have the time to see what is good in my life and what I need to get ruin of to made my life better. I definitely pick up on people's feeling, emotions, vibes, and energy when I am in person, within the past two year I can pick up on it over phone when I am paying attention. For reason I absolutely have communicating through text messages or e-mails. I always misinterpret the emotion of the text. I am a scorpio so I have always been obsession with the supernatural, or mystical aspects of life. I have never told anyone or said this part of my life until two years ago I told my best friend. When people come around me they either absolutely love me or they have to stay away from me with any rhyme or reason. Ihave a lot of visions. If I get into a fight with someone it not only mentally, but also physically exhausts me and usually ruins my whole day. I am the type of person who settles for relationships or I guess you who call me a fixer. I try to "fix" people I am close to. I was raised in a psychologically abuse home where my parent fought since day one. When they would fight they would be screaming and cussing at each other and this fights always ended with my mom leaving and staying with my grandmother, but I was not aloud to see her during when she left. We (my dad and I ) would never no how long. So, being a psychology major, of course I suffer from depression, and anxiety, I guess that is why people that I have crossed paths with have said I am a wounded healer. I do know that I want to use my past for good. I know there are a lot of people out there suffering right now and I want to help. The one thing that makes the happiest in life is helping other soul. I am a psychology major as well. So I study human emotion and experiences. I don't think that is a coincidence. I study astrology as a hobby and do photography as an escape. I want to start blogging as you see I write too much. Hopefully I will meet a bunch of you!

Can you explain a little more about psychic attacks because I can I am experiencing them because my ex is one of us or something with spiritual gifts,but he uses them for evil doing like he uses he ability to use, manipulate and hurt people to the point where they will do what he want and everytime I break up with him I experience the worst physical pain, everything start to do wrong in my life and all my vision I always have turn dark like demon dark. And there have NEVER been dark before.

Hello everyone, Obviously I am new to this website and I am sooo grateful I found it ! I've always known that I was different from everyone else my whole life. Ever since I can remember I would get this strong mental thoughts out of no where that were not mine. These thoughts would be different types of situations involving people that I never knew or never had met experiencing some type of painful situation. Also I literally feel other people's feelings and pain. My friends and even strangers have always come to me about their personal and serious problem for my advice and I do enjoy helping others, but I find that throughout my life I have put others happiness and just plain other before me and my happiness. I am from Augusta, GA, which has alot of haunted areas and buildings. When I pass or go to this places I literally get overwhelmed with the dark energies. And sometimes thoughts come rushing int my head and I can not do anything to make them stop until they are done connecting with me. I have also suffered from nightterrors my whole life as well. Some times I will not be able to breathe in my sleep when I am having one and I will be telling myself to wake up in my nightmare and finally when it almost too painful to bear I wake up. I also have always had the weirdest problems with technology to the point where its so obviously that somethingparanormal is going on. I have had a fewspiritual healers tell me that the reason I have problems withtechnologyis because I am a spiritual healer. I also have had someone tell me that the reason I have sleeping problems is because when I sleep my soul leaves my body and heals other souls. I am just wondering if and how many others have experienced any of this things as well ???