Generally I am not scared of being alone, I just find it difficult to watch other people's happiness...not that I am feeling jealous, it's just that sometimes I need a shoulder to cry on...I know that I can always rely on my friends for that but still friends differ from...

It seems that every thing that I have ever loved is all falling apart. I feel like I am the glue that has been holding it all together but now things are so out of control I cant seem to hold on any longer. It is hard trying to talk to friends about my sadness because sometimes I...