Glimpses of Grace

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

The following is Edwards' recollection of an hour long walk. Wish my walks resulted in stuff like this!

" Once, as I rid out into the woods for my health, having lit from my horse in a retired place, as my manner commonly has been, to walk for divine contemplation and prayer; I had a view, that for me was extraordinary, of the glory of the Son of God...The person of Christ appeared ineffably excellent, with an excellency great enough to swallow up all thought and conception." The ecstasy lasted "about an hour; which kept me, the bigger part of the time, in a flood of tears, and weeping aloud." During this time he felt "an ardency of soul," which he could describe only as "to be emptied and annihilated; to lie in the dust, and to be full of Christ alone; to log whim with a holy and pure love."

Thursday, March 13, 2014

[T]he Holy Spirit
turns our eyes entirely away from self: He tells us that we are nothing, but
that "Christ is all in all." Remember, therefore, it is not thy hold
of Christ that saves thee--it is Christ; it is not thy joy in Christ that saves
thee--it is Christ; it is not even faith in Christ, though that be the instrument--it
is Christ's blood and merits; therefore, look not so much to thy hand with
which thou art grasping Christ, as to Christ....

We shall never
find happiness by looking at our prayers, our doings, or our feelings; it is
what Jesus is, not what we are, that gives rest to the soul. If we would at
once overcome Satan and have peace with God, it must be by "looking unto
Jesus."

Keep thine eye
simply on Him; let His death, His sufferings, His merits, His glories, His
intercession, be fresh upon thy mind; when thou wakest in the morning look to
Him; when thou liest down at night look to Him.

"It is exceedingly difficult to get into another habit
of thinking in which we clearly separate faith and [works of] love…. Even
though we are in faith … the heart is always ready to boast of itself before
God and say: "After all, I have preached so long and lived so well and
done so much, surely he will take this into account." But it cannot be done. With men you may boast … But when you
come before God, leave all that boasting at home and remember to appeal from
justice to grace. [But] let anyone
try this and he will see and experience how exceedingly hard and bitter it is
for a man, who all his life has been mired in his work righteousness, to pull
himself out of it and with all his heart rise up through faith in the one
Mediator.

I
myself have been preaching and cultivating it (grace) for almost twenty years
and still I feel the old clinging dirt of wanting to deal so with God that I
may contribute something, so that he will have to give me his grace in exchange
for my holiness. Still I cannot
get it into my head that I should surrender myself completely to sheer grace;
yet [I know that] this is what I should and must do"

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

"We must
gather that to profit much in the holy Scripture we must always resort to our
Lord Jesus Christ and cast our eyes upon him, without turning from him at any
time. You will see a number of
people who labor very hard indeed at reading the holy Scriptures – they do
nothing else but turn over the leaves of it…. And why? Because they do not have any particular
aim in view, they only wander about …. [A]lthough they have gathered together a
number of sentences of all sorts, yet nothing of value results from them. Even so it is with them that labor in
reading the Holy Scriptures and do not know which is the point they ought to
rest on, namely, the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ."

Monday, February 24, 2014

"The fuses of love are so overloaded they almost blow out. The subconscious doubts--that he wasn't thinking about at the time, but that pop up every now and then--are gone! And in their place is utter and indestructible assurance, so that you know that you know that you know that God is real and that Jesus lives and that you are loved, and that to be saved is the greatest thing in the world. And as you walk on down the street you can scarcely contain yourself and you want to cry out, 'My Father loves me! My Father loves me! O, what a great Father I have! What a Father! What a Father!'"

Thursday, January 9, 2014

A great illustration from Phil Ryken's book, "Loving the way Jesus Loves."

"A simple but marvelous illustration of non irritable love took place during a baseball game between the Philadelphia Phillies and the Washington Nationals during the 2009 pennant race. Phillies fan Steve Montforto was sitting with his three-year-old daughter Emily when a foul ball curled back into the upper deck. Montforto leaned over the railing to catch his first and only foul ball--every fan's dream. But when he handed the ball to little Emily, immediately she thew it back over the railing and down into the lower deck. Everyone gasped. Montforto himself was as surprised as anyone to see her throw the ball away. But rather than getting irritated with his little girl, he did what a loving father should do: he wrapped his daughter up in a tender embrace.

This is the way God loves us. He puts gifts into our hands that we could never catch for ourselves. Without realizing what we are doing, sometimes, we throw them away. Yet rather than getting irritated with us, he lose us again. Then he gives us the freedom to go love someone else with the same ind of love. He even gives us the grace to go back to people who throw our love away and love them all over again. "

Friday, December 6, 2013

"He suffers with you. He is as tender in his affections to you as ever he was; that he might be moved to pity you, he is willing to suffer, as it were, one place to be left naked, and to be flesh still, on which he may be wounded with your miseries, that so he might be your merciful high priest. And whereas it may be objected, that this were a weakness, the apostle affirms that this is his power, and perfection and strength of love surely, in him; that is, that makes him thus able and powerful to take our miseries into his heart, though glorified, and so to be affected with them, as if he suffered with us, and so to relieve us out of that principle out of which he would relieve himself."-Thomas Goodwin, The Heart of Christ

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My name is Erik Most. This blog exists primarily to record the brief moments when the gospel overtakes my idolatrous heart, and Jesus allows me to see just a little glimpse of his glorious grace. Additionally, I hope that it would be encouraging to any potential readers. Ultimately, I hope it would drive us deeper into the gospel and turn us back to the truth of scripture, pacifying the festering sin of our souls by magnifying Christ crucified and resurrected.