Friday, March 30, 2007

It is me….I am still here, although I can’t say for how long. I am certainly hoping to have returned for good though. I have been struggling with myself on whether or not I want to return to my love of baking. When we started with the kitchen remodel I had realized that I wouldn’t be able to bake and cook like I used to. Time has passed and my kitchen still isn’t completely finished. I still love to cook and miss it dearly, but I just can’t seem to get myself to return to my unfinished kitchen. I miss baking so much, but I no longer enjoy being in “my little sanctuary” like I used to. I am waiting for the tile to be put down, so now when I walk in there I see……cement. I don’t have the counter space that I love to work with and the thought of being in there for a long period of time is simply unimaginable. I am going to attempt to return to my passion of baking but I think it will be a little bit of a struggle. So for now….wish me luck.

I stopped cooking altogether when my former roomie decided to remodel/redecorate, leaving the kitchen torn completely to pieces. I hated walking in there. But now I have a kitchen, and the yearning is back again. Now I just need the time! Have faith! :)