Just reminds me...

My cousin from Belgium just came to visit us. I refused to talk to her, not because I hate her in any way but I've been isolating myself for quite a long time and am not used to speaking to people I haven't seen for long. My mum told her to come to my room without asking me, I can't believe she did that. My room is a mess, I'm a mess. She was probably thinking 'how pathetic'

I'm sad and angry and it just reminds me of how I'm a worthless being. And I'm not just saying that out of depression or to get sympathy, I really am a useless sack of bones.

You are by no means worthless...you are going through a rough spot which makes things look this way...please reach out and tell us what is going on for you...there are many of us here who I am sure can relate...big hugs, J