Kaitlyn Bristowe Reflects on Having Sex with Nick Viall on Last Night's 'Bachelorette'

Now, the 29-year-old Bachelorette is reflecting back on the moment with the 34-year-old contestant.

“That’s something I don’t think I should be ashamed of,” Kaitlyn told People. “I know so many people can relate, but it’s so easy for them to judge at the same time…It’s easier to judge than to relate to my situation!”

In response to why she broke down crying, Kaitlyn added, “I was thinking, ‘What if I just ruined another relationship that meant something to me?’ So that’s where I got upset, and that’s what made me cry and break my heart – thinking about if I just ruined another relationship because it was hard to juggle all those relationships and know exactly what was right and what was wrong.”