Had a good day at work , I love getting to play in the mud everyday . Laughed my ass off at some Katt Williams videos that styx sent me . That dude is balls out funny . Going to get my ass beat by a 3 1/2 year old on the wii but it will be fun ..

Do you guys ever get sick and tired of being sick and tired ? I sit up night after night after night to only go to work come home to do it all over again . I dont know when i had a whole day were my mind never messed with me .I quit drinking hoping it would help with the shit in my head but now its just clear and not fuzzy .I started taking some pain meds for my knee because it hurts like a motherfucker nonstop anymore and i think the meds are making my flash backs worse . Dont get me wrong i cope as best as i can but sometime i just get tired of just getting by . I wish i could do it all over again , Maybe if i could do just one thing different i could be at peace .

Hate it sounds like you need a break. You're going to be visiting Styx some time soon...that should be a lot nicer than this work schedule you have going. Maybe you'll get some time to figure things out more.

Hate it sounds like you need a break. You're going to be visiting Styx some time soon...that should be a lot nicer than this work schedule you have going. Maybe you'll get some time to figure things out more.

Hate, hang in there. Maybe it'd help to try to take some time to your self, try to clear your mind even if it's just a few minutes everyday, and, yeah, as soon as you get the chance it'd probably be good to take a break from your routine in a positive way, maybe talk to somebody more in depth about what's going on?

Just found out yesterday Adam had an extra ticket to this Trivium gig in 2 weeks. So I'm going to see Trivium! Fucking yes!

they put on a decent show. i want to hear how it goes.

ok so today: today we were supposed to hang out with my friends and have a pub crawl. that where you "crawl" from bar to bar buying cheap alcohol. well, guess who mixed up Thursday with Saturday? us guys. we were 48 hours early. So we decided to retreat to a bar/restaurant and get something fried and beer. so i got a double pint (a quart i presume) of some irish red beer. it was decent. not a beer man ,myself, but it was tasty. then we went over a higher class place called slidebar. my friend both got a chock-taw: a light beer that is somewhat sweet. i got whiskey and coke. we moved on to the last destination which was a jazz bar. i got some red wine and my friend got an iced irish coffee which i ended up finishing. listened to some AMAZING jazz and just enjoyed the music.

all in all, great night

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Dark94Flame wrote:

Blink 182?Byd, this is how it starts, you know. One day it's "I like Blink 182", the next it's "I think I like men".

Master Cthulhu wrote:

Where Bathory was an iron broadsword, this band is a big plastic one with "viking!" written on it in sparkly purple magic marker.

sarainadream wrote:

No fucking worries I guess you cunts, just wanted to bloody well plant the careful seed in your maggot infested brains.

I just accomplished the biggest thing ever in my life. I set out to spend my time in a certain way, I did spend my time and in that way, and I accomplished the impossible. Furthermore it made me feel good for a few moments and now I'm continuing to spend my time in the same way.

I hyper-refresh warped to another dimension. That's right...I did 5 super fast refreshes on my desktop (not easy) and the last refresh was SO FAST that my desktop icons DISAPPEARED. They were gone for a while so I tried to see if I might have accidentally activated some kind of "hide desktop icons" option or something, but it was genuine. I went to my desktop folder and all the icons were there...I tried to drag and drop one onto the desktop and it said it was already there. So I created a new folder on my desktop and suddenly they all reappeared.