The manuscript of survival – part 248

The turbulence is increasing as these successive waves of energy are blasting onto your shores. Many will feel the fallout from all of this in a very profound way. Not only in your physical body, but also in your mental one, as these batterings of energy will seem to dislodge all that you perceived as more or less substantial by now. This will come as a surprise to many, as they felt that the tunnel of love had done so much to them, there was nothing more that could be done. But alas, the work is not over, and even if this will seem to be bad news to most of you, it is only a confirmation of the fact that as you have in many ways exited the tunnel, you have also entered the full glare of the light pouring down on you from above, and now, the effects of all of this have become apparent indeed. This may sound callous in some ways, but we will try to explan it in a more down to earth manner, perhaps that can in some ways soften the blow somewhat.

You see, all of this energetic bomardement is only a sure sign that you have indeed made it safe and sound to the next level. Usually, that comes with a sort of reprieve, or pause, as you are given some time to adjust yourself before the next injections arrive into your system. However, you have reached such a high level of vibration now, your pause becomes shorter and shorter, and with a good reason too. It is because you are so quick to adapt now, so your physical body is indeed ready to take on another and even more amplified version very quickly after the last one finally fades away. We know that for you, this will not sound as any consolation, rather the opposite, but to us, this speaks volumes on your level of prowess. For you have indeed become super humans, in more ways than one, and your ability to ingest and digest these new levels of energy are beyond what we could even have hoped for at the onset.

So yes, these in many ways brutal upgrades will continue, but not as relentless as these last few days. For even if you do not actually need a long time to recover after one of these bouts, we will indeed see to it that you get ample time to savour the peace and quiet between the next ones. After all, this is not about making you feel as uncomfortable as possible, it is only about making you as able as possible to continue your work on this planet. For this time, it is indeed up to you to make it all come about. We will, as always, stand ready in the wings, ready to give you a helping hand in the form of information and energetic boosts whenever you need them. But it is you who are the masters of your domain now, and therefore, it is you who will show the rest of your fellow men the way ahead.

For you are filled to the brim with light and love now, dear ones, and even if you might feel more than a little worn out after these last few days of hammering, we know that you will also start to tune into this inner reservoir now in a much more profound way than before. And through that, you will see how not only the physical symptoms start to dissipate, and you will start to get a clearer sense of your capabilites when it comes to your ability to function whilst still within these physical boundaries. You will also find that the mental fog that seems to have descended on you out from nowhere will start to dissolve.

So even if this message started out giving what may have been taken for bad news, it is only a signal once again that you have succeeded in tapping into that gigantic waterfall of energy that keeps pouring in from above. And even if the outcome from all of this will be literally overpowering at times, it is also a sure sign of success. So we hope you take this for what it is, namely another thumbs up from us, and a huge pat on the back as well. For we are more than impressed by your ability to take on whatever is thrown your way. But now, take some time to center yourself and see if you can sense the new power you have found through this, the last in a long line of energetic surges. But again, we remind you, there are more standing in line, waiting to be imparted into your body. And before you draw a huge sigh of despair thinking about that, remember that you will benefit from all of these majestic impacts of energy in ways you can only dream of now. They will boost you just like those rockets they use to lift your spacecrafts off of the ground, up through your atmosphere and into space. For you have no limits now, dear ones, and that is what you are about to find out as soon as you manage to look beyond the symptoms and tune into your own core.

Why did they continue to spray us with chem,trails then!~? WE,here havent seen the sun since some month!! And the life becomes more and more unbearable over here! We were in high spirits before 21.12 and now we dont know how to survive every siongle day! We are being attacked from every corner! How to feel changes in such environment!
Answer us,you use to repeat “when you ask you always obtain help”.Maybe we in eastyern Europe are invisible to you BIG Light

Maryla
Good questions. The same is happening over here in the United States. Something really weird is going on. Look at the comment below by Elfeneule. Look at the gravatar. An owl. I see them sometimes in the trees where I live. I saw one this morning. I got my binoculars and looked at it. Get this – It was facing away from me. It was only there for about 3 minutes. Just before it flew off it raised up and took a big poop. I kid you not. I have never seen an owl do this and I haven’t seen an owl for over a year. By the time I lowered my binoculars it was gone. I have no idea where it flew off to.

Back to your questions. I have been feeling the same as you about survival for the last two days. I think the chemtrails are beginning to affect us. I told some friends two days ago that I had sent an email to the Iranian embassy in Washington D.C. to see if I could purchase some surface to air missles. It was a joke but those jets need to stop NOW. I wish you the best in Eastern Europe. Stay as safe as you can for as long as you can. That’s all I’m trying to do. I don’t know if any of us will make it.

Jeff,
I love your joke.Together with my friend we plan to do some “cleaning ” over here.Today we found a way to concentrate and “anihilate” the chemtrails and weird…we were successful! The sky showed up for one hour,and encouraged ,we try again and to our astonishment it works!!maybe thats the —to push up our way.We decided to extend our “cleaning”.If the other ideas work we will share our trials.We are at the verge and we are furious of the old ways,we want to get free.The costs dont matter.
And by the way,the case of the owl is really strange and meaningful.
Huggs,Maryla and Ela

Thank You Aisha and CC-
This is so exhilarating for me-Since beginning of the year I have been in such a state of Love and Joy like never before.I love the energy coming and keep asking for more-but I know they will not overload me.I really Love the feeling of the energy flowing through me.
I always thought I could never love like everyone else-there seemed to be some sort of blockage.If there was it is now gone and I am just flying high every minute.I am thinking it will last forever and just get better as we float along.
My advice to integrate the energy is never resist it-Expect the most wonderful feeling-request it(though it is not necessary)accept it,appreciate it,Love it and really enjoy it.Get into it and don’t put it off for anything.

I am really at a loss for words to describe my feelings but wanted to try.

I have been submerged with the energies since 1995 – or otherwise CFS and fibromyalgia really ARE illnesses. It is hard to do anything at all most of the time, life changing indeed. 17 long years and today especially I feel very “ill”. The message just confirms that. Yes, they are strong, veeeery strong. I will try what you said, but I know deep down it is not the same for everyone and after all those years of suffering in my physical body there has to be some reason for me particularly. I am not complaining, not the type to do so, still smiling when my face does not feel to drowsy and heavy. I am smiling just now. Hang in there my brothers and sisters. Can’t wait to lift off!

I was deeply touched with your explanation about your physical condition and I want to help you if you allow me to. My advice is BELIEVE in your recovery, inform yourself entirely by visiting this web http://www.help-and-healing-sessions.com/ read everything you could about Bruno Groening…get connected with the Association in your country Friends of Bruno Groening. Much love to you and all.

Well, this message came as a huge surprise. I am not sure I am even out of the tunnel yet. At least I didn’t think so. Sometimes I even thought I got spat out at the wrong end. 😉
Now I am really confused…

Anyway thank you again Aisha for giving us all these messages and doing all this work for us. 🙂

Maryla, we are all under a cover of cloud veils and I simply look at that as a last ditch effort to hide us from the truth. Just like the wrappings on a christmas present, they can only stay in place for so long before the happy children rip them off and see the present inside! There are many many words used for this time–it is always darkest before the dawn is one of them and I think the other good one is whatever doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. I know we keep getting hit with more energy, but like taking a weight lifting class, it hurts, and it’s hard, but in the end you are STRONG and can do a lot more! I Choose to be stronger! I Choose to be filled with Energy! I Choose to feel increased LOVE–but I also Choose to treat my body with the love and care it needs to process this! Take time to love yourself…I found something interesting the other day that may help people here. I was sitting in contemplation with my guardian tree (back to tree trunk-grounded through the tree and the earth) and I was flowing the love OUT of my heart to the world and grounding the light in the center and crystal grid of Gaia…and then all of a sudden something said–why are you flowing all this love OUT from yourself and not taking any FOR yourself? YOU are just as important as all the rest! YOU are not here to be OF exclusive service to ALL and not yourself–and so, I reversed the spin of my vortex–and I allowed like filling a balloon for love to fill ME and stay in ME–and the feeling was simply JOY….TAKE some of the love for YOU–you are a beloved child of the universe, you are not simply a pulley or a switch put here to flick the energy back to the earth–you can certainly share and place the energy where you know it will do the most good–but some of those gifts my dears are FOR YOU! 🙂 hugs all! Alex

Dear Alex,
you are for sure right.We know,we are of light but simultanously its difficult to make it viral.The surroundings are so dark and depressive that often we loose control over our hard lives.We have been on the path to the Truth and Light many many years of this incarnation that we are tired and desperately long for rest.We want to learn and leave this density and start a brand new lives without the stupidity of 3D.
Greeting and blessings,maryla and Ela

I was meaning to ask this..someone a few months back wrote about animals and how they are neglected and abused and we should send love to them as well during this process. Anyways, that person captured my interest to this blog (even more) and that was another reason I continued to follow this manuscript for survival. I was wondering who that was?? Thanks! ~Amanda

Yes,I remember the issue about animals.It was fantastic.People use to treat animals badly.I am furious when somebody hurts the innocent loving creatures as animals are.And always I react wioth all my power.The more people react against cruelity to animals the sooner it will change.I do my best to show all people who treat them badly that they are the monsters not animals…

Maryla, many times I have raged within when I see abuse in animals and these animals come to me for healing, food, and LOVE. I have to re-member at all times, to act, speak, and think in LOVE because the moment I re-act to the brutality of others towards these animals, the defense mechanisms go up, excuses fly, and all what I stand for in my Life goes down the toilet. Compassion and Love are the key. No matter how difficult it is, we who are the Wayshowers must maintain an attitude of gentleness, kindness, and Love. No, it doesn’t mean it is OK to excuse someone’s abuse towards another, but to put them on the defensive is counter productive. My hope is, that when I am observed, day in and day out, tirelessly giving of myself to those who are less fortunate, that somehow my actions will make people THINK, the very ones who are responsible for hurting animals. Man, I hope I am making sense here, because this woman’s day has been challenging. Good, but busy.

Aisha, I have been observing your site, and one thing that strikes me about you that leaves me so impressed, is that you allow others the “space” to express themselves. That speaks a lot about you, and I am very grateful to you for creating this “haven” for the Family of Light. For being such a young woman, and to have the confidence that you do, and the abilities you do, leaves me saying, WOW! You really are incredible, Aisha North, and it is an honor for me to read your missives and to be able to write here, even when I question if I am making sense, like now. (LOL) Bless you!

…….(another good “thought” came when I became involved in ongoing animal care tonight)…..And because of Gaea’s ascension, our thoughts and intents have become extremely powerful, and while acting in Love towards others, I send thoughts to encourage those who “blind and deaf”, to be able to see and hear, so that life changing teaching can take place. It so easy to speak to one who is on the same wave length as you are, but not so easy when the other is not. Smack, you know it when you hit the ” brick wall”. Listening to Self is vital as to when to speak and when not to speak. I’ve landed in the mud so many times on this one, that I am finally beginning to learn when not to say a word. Actions really do speak louder then words, and now that our thoughts are so out there, oh boy! LOL It is SO exciting to be living in these times, to actually witness our thoughts creating a New World, and that includes assisting those who are blind and deaf. This world is truly becoming more fluid as many here know, and in so BEing, our thoughts are becoming tangible, almost touchable, with astounding results never before seen.
Again, I thank you, Aisha and CC, for the Truth that is here on these pages, and for the privilege you have given us to express ourselves so that we can all learn from each other. (((HUGS))) ~A~

Amanda, who you speak of was not me, but I am one of those who does take care of the neglected and abused and hurt animals for more years then I can count. I have become their Guardian, their source of sustenance and Love, and it is a Great Honor to do so.

Just last night, as I was in the barn next store to us, caring for the wild cats/x-house cats that people just threw away, I put my head down on the “horse manure flinger” and began to weep. I haven’t stopped since that time, crying for the pain and the struggle I witness in these animals every day. To KNOW that we are just about to our goal of “ascension complete” is such relief to me.

These animals are so pure and are so connected to Source. I work 12 hours days, sometimes longer, all to help ease the suffering of these precious souls. Yes, PLEASE send LOVE to ALL animals!

Thank you for all that you do eternityeagle!! And thank you for sharing. I have been going to the animal shelter about once a week to feed the little animals natural pet treats. I know that some of them are sad or lonely and I go in with a huge smile on my face and pet them all and send them each some love and postive energy. And yes, I do know what you speak of when you say neglected animals. Someone left a dog near our house in very rough shape this summer. I was willing to pay for the dog to be treated, but he was so far gone due to dehydration. A person left the dog with bloodshot eyes and his intestines hanging out of his behind. The dog was still friendly to us even though he was in so much pain. The vet had to put him down. Yes, PLEASE send love to all of these lovable pets who are caged, unloved or abused and neglected. ~Amanda

Oh, Amanda, please keep doing what you are doing for the animals. They have such an acute intelligence and everything you do for them they do remember! You will NEVER be forgotten by those you touch. I have finally begun to communicate with animals on a deeper level, and I know they remember when they were babies.

The shelters here are filled beyond maximum and the abuse that occurs within them is horrible. For some uncanny reason, these animals find me, inclusive of birds. I have become known as the “animal woman” and some call me St. Frances. I do what I can, have made small shelters to help keep those warm who are cold during the cold months, feed the hungry, heal the sick, and so on, but there is just so much I can do…..how I long to just step into my multi-dimensional self to reach those I do not!

It is so past time that “humans” understand how special the animals and birds are, and it is time that it is known the HUGE role they are playing in these times, transmuting the dark into Light. I believe, no matter how tired or discouraged any of us get, all we do is noticed, and someday, these special souls will be cared for as precious beings as they so rightfully deserve. This missive excited me to no end today, and I have reread it many times, to give me encouragement!

Forgive the stepping up on a pedestal, Ashia, but I could write a few volumes of books on what I have learned from what the animals/birds/spirit have taught me and what I have done in my learning.

Yes, the lady at the grocery store commented how much bird/animal food I purchased (seed, blocks, bread) and I had to laugh when I left and realized that I had more food for the animals than I did for myself. 🙂 It worked out because I went though a phase where I had zero appetite anyways…And Amy it is people like you who give me a boost to continue to ride this wave with a smile on my face. I’m going to do as much as I can for every animal possible. ~amanda

We had 3 big portals of immense energy opened last month that were very successful, but there are lots of brothers (and sisters) saying they don,t believe ‘something’ is going on, that there,s no change at sight for them to witness. With all respect you deserve, I and many others believe totally the opposite. Who is wright, you or us? Let,s examine the facts.

Energy is not seen, it,s felt. So, where did it go? If it came we must feel it,s effects, don,t you agree? It is said that enormous amounts of energy has been reaching our shores. It is known that North Pole and South Pole are becoming without ice because the planet is rising it,s temperature. But the shore lines are in the same place as always. Where did all that sweet water go? It was expected that when all the ice smelted, oceans would be one meter above traditional levels. What happened then with all that new water? Did it disappeared?

We all were said that Earth would end last December. What happened? There,s lot of people with food and water stored at home that will last for years. Who must they blame to, now? To ancient Mayans?

There,s lot of people saying that these energies coming in are being felt by them in their flesh, bones, mood, feelings, mind and ego. Are all them lying?
What do they profit doing that? Are they all becoming crazy together?

Why are not nuclear weapons falling anywhere? They are not more the solution to every problem on Earth, as always? As war? When do you think III World War will begin?

Would you find it possible that one day people from Israel and Palestine would hug each other like brothers, forgetting all the past?

What do you think when you go to the supermarket or any other place and you see peoples of all colors and creeds (all unknown to each other) talking, joking and laughing like old friends?. Are they crazy? Are them all pretending in front of you and when you go away they go on fighting? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH EVERYBODY?

What do you do when people that you always knew ‘hated’ you come and say to you: Hello! How are things? Of course you think: They must be under hard drugs effect, don,t you? Or do you think: I must have missed something. No, they are odd. I, as always, am certain.

Then, as always, you open your most loved beer, experiment the bitter taste and you think: Since the world is world, there,s nothing knew under the sun. And you watch TV until you get asleep.

Who is wrong? You or us. Nobody. HOW?

You see, they claim that nothing changed, but to whom they say that? To us.
They keep coming everyday to Aisha’s blog and read avidly everything, long comments, like this one, included. Why? To know what CCs are saying about changes? To look at Aisha’s pretty light blue eyes in her photograph? To know what are the new symptoms people are feeling? No. Why, then? Because birds of the same kind fly together, remember?.
When you see birds flying together long distances, some fly in front of others. They are the forerunners or foreflyers. Others come behind, but they all are equals. None is better than other. And, all the time, the ones behind go to the fore to brake the wind, and the first ones go to fly behind, to rest. Do you understand what I mean? This transformation will touch each and any of us, darkness included. Nobody will be left behind.

Why do all we come to Aisha’s oasis everyday? Did you think about it? I did. We come to know what,s really going on here on Earth. We come here because here we share our knowledge, thoughts and feelings, freely. We come here because here we find mild words of hope, of freedom, of love. It,s at Aisha’s clean pond that we have the fresh water, that we need to nurture our beings for the long journey ahead. It,s here that we heal our wounds of the long battle in 3D/duality. Here we find a new family that vibrates as we do. Here we find friends, brothers and sisters that we really enjoy being with. Here we all want justice, not vengeance nor retaliation. Here we feel peace and harmony. Here we talk the same language of love and respect. Here we make our plans for our future together. Here we talk about our same destiny: Heaven, Heaven on Earth.

Well Said, Nohmad. Thank you for writing this. I for one have been more than frustrated with some of the negativity, but you articulated exactly what needed to be said. Happy to be flying with you as well…. 🙂 ~Amanda

Thank you Nohmad. That was beautifully said. This site is a haven for us, the only one where I truly feel I am among my peers. Before I found this site I was told by my angels/guides that I would connect with a new community who would vibrate on the same frequency. I believe this is it!! There is a reason why we are all connected to this site which will be revealed soon through Aisha’s and the CC’s transmissions. Love and light xxx

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excerpt…”For you are filled to the brim with light and love now, dear ones, and even if you might feel more than a little worn out after these last few days of hammering, we know that you will also start to tune into this inner reservoir now in a much more profound way than before. And through that, you will see how not only the physical symptoms start to dissipate, and you will start to get a clearer sense of your capabilites when it comes to your ability to function whilst still within these physical boundaries. You will also find that the mental fog that seems to have descended on you out from nowhere will start to dissolve…”

Dear Maryla and those feeling overwhelmed and perhaps even somewhat hopeless right now…take heart and know that YOU are the BIG LIGHT. Such a beautiful term, Maryla. Yes, I’d like to offer up for your consideration that YOU are the big light you’re asking for help from, as each of us is. I find the best way to grapple with the continued challenges we are experiencing is to take radical responsibility for the choice I made to incarnate and be here on Planet Earth at this time. I choose to remember that this earthly experience is a master class for those bold enough to take it on. I choose to remember that I can maintain a light, joyful state of being even in the midst of circumstances that can be considered quite negative – simply because it is my right to choose the positive state of being I wish to live in. I choose this state for no other reason than it is what I prefer, and thus so it is. Why? Because I MAKE IT SO. No one has the power to take this choice from us, ever. So, bring on the chemtrails, the crushing depression, the physical pain and confusion. What can it do, really? We are each infinite, eternal beings of big, beautiful, inextinguishable light. We have chosen this relatively brief (what’s millions of years in eternity) experience of darkness, duality and paradox for a good reason. Perhaps it is simply to know what it is to wake up in the midst of the blackest night and know ourselves as light, and to be that beacon to others. Most likely we will never be lost again in outer darkness only to find out at the end of the day that we were the light all along, so I say let’s embrace this experience and keep truckin’. This earthly life will be over soon enough and I want to embrace every bit of it so that when the time comes to transition and make a new choice (a non-dual consciousness collective is looking pretty good I must admit), it will be made from a new and improved state of empowerment and Self-mastery. Love and blessings to all of us.

thank you Aisha, what you say describes my experiences very much. things are not the same as they were before 12-12! we are so full of light (when we are doing our big cleansings tho, it feels dark, but we are much more able to handle this and quicker too). the last 3-4 days have been very intense, and they were the first solar flares in several weeks. i felt whipped about and had to eat a ton, ive eaten this much only several times during my whole 10 yrs of ascension! so big things must have been released, and many good things must have been integrated. it just IS different than ever before. my physical life has become so much easier, more full of love, less feelings of dissonance towards the world, and feeling strong and anchored in my internal center. i didn’t expect 12-21 to have a major visible effect, but i guess it turns out that it did.

the energy on the planet is very powerful, fluid, and malleable now if you can tune into this aspect of yourself and not take what you see at face value. i find that with a lot of non-lightworkers they tune into your energy if you are not afraid at the “non-light” you see in them, and just be your own light. the “non-light” is just a vibration after all, and it is all being cleansed over and over till it’s gone. we gotta remember that even those who haven’t fully chosen better ways, are energetically different and lighter now, even if a lot of what we perceive is them acting out old-energy ways. we may see the negative when we are out in public, like people being rude to each other, or not having enough money to get by. but we don’t see them at home now having more love within themselves and snuggling with their pet or child, helping out a friend, making better plans for the future, or finding the strength to feel financially worthy and therefore choosing the jobs and friends who are more supportive. these things are exactly what one of my family members has changed into vibrationally. i kept focusing on what i saw uprfront, his defensive ways of interaction and pushy-ness. but then i realized much has changed, bc it dawned on me recently that what he does now with the majority of his time is life-affirming (rather than destructive as was before). i realized the underlying change to all this was, after this last year of intense struggles for him (a.k.a. the planetary light blasts to the planet pushing some really difficult things out for him), and actually me witnessing him be uglier than ive ever seen before during this time, he now *wants* more positive in his life and he started putting in the effort to open his heart more, choose more self-worth, and choose better ways in all areas of his life. he is internally struggling to maintain his new choices, but he has won over the lower vibrations that kept him tethered before. but what you would see if you didn’t know him and were out in public, is someone who’s still kind of a wreckless driver, who’s not so considerate of others all the time, and impatient and pushy at times towards his loved ones. you’d see that and get discouraged maybe, but if you put is whole life into perspective and saw his journey from dark to light, you’d be inspired; and hopefully you’d see that many others out there are increasing their vibration and freeing their true selves like him. i also bet in a few months, his outer demeanor will match how he really feels inside.

so, i no longer fear what i used to perceive as “non-awakeness” in others, bc i see that whatever lower vibrational ways that they are still partaking in, is just a mode of behavior (yes that can have scary consequences, but since they are a *mode* it can be changed). lower vibes are NOT bigger than the sweeps of light overcoming all of us. the harmful ways or fears that lie in others, is just the face that is most often visible; or presented in the media and therefore in our minds. but look deeper, now there is more light than dark on the planet now and within most individuals. light is sprouting up everywhere but just like when you clean a dirty house, all the muck and dirt have to be in-your-face before it is bright and shiny. don’t see the dirt and muck and let yourself think that that is the reality… the reality instead is the clean, bright house. love all 🙂

Dear Christie! I cannot thank you enough for these words. They literally shine the light on the most profound truth that surrounds us, a truth too many have yet to see for themselves.
Love and light, Aisha

Christie, thank you so much for sharing and articulating this truth so clearly for us. I’ve been sensing it but having trouble seeing it entirely because of my own muck (dying patterns, challenging circumstances). : ) This will help me keep going to my bright clean house within (joyful, true self and eternal light). Thank you!: )))

thanks Heather! i have trouble seeing it sometimes too, exactly in the way that you described.. clearing my own patterns makes me see the world through whatever im clearing in that moment. seems like it’s only natural bc we are energy-responsive beings… i guess we will all stumble from time to time, and that is a good thing (and not failure). im seeing that stumbling eventually becomes mastery.. love 🙂

I everyone, I wrote about the animals a few months ago, the massive amount of death, dying, torture and suffering of animals. I am warmed knowing my worries and sorrows expressed resonated with so many and are remembered.
I am sad to “know” all continues in animal rescue work/dedication/devotion/fortitude with no positive change noted.
Some days are so desperately hard it requires days to recover.

I have have since writing said goodbye to a 13 year old terrier and last Friday a gentle female 10 year old Mastiff died in my arms, in my home. I only was given 6 months to show this broken dog that life is worth living. I had just shown her how to eat snow last weekend. For 3 hours I held her, laid by her and talked into her eyes as she finally left this life, loved. I still hurt so deeply at this loss because I had so much to show this girl (to make up for from humans) that was good about this life and ran out of time.

I adopt unadoptable old dogs from shelters. I have a problem with these dogs living in a kennel for a year, waiting for a home and love only to be headed toward the death room in the end. When these old beings make it to me, life has little meaning to them. But, like a flower bud, I see them bloom from love and attention and then, I must say goodbye, always far too soon.

That is what my heart tells me I am to be doing right now, at this time, on this planet for the dogs. I am soon to say adieu to a 14 year old Shephard and a 15 year old wolfhound/sheepdog mix with wonderous golden eyes.

Pray daily for animals and all the kingdoms; they are in desperate need for help, yet, all you continue hear is the empty deafening silence.

Dear Pupma, I am so touched by your writing, I cannot hold my tears… You have my deepest respect for your choice showing these old dogs more than a sparkle of love in their last day on earth. You do so much…
Thank you deeply – sincere thanks from my soul to you…

Your words inspire me to pray more intensively for all the lovely animals who came to this planet to show the humans how to love unconditionally…

I adopted a street dog from Spain this autumn and we´re very happy with her and she is feeling happy with us.

Sending love and strength to you fulfilling your light work
and divine grace for the animals…

Dearest Pupma, I too have tears running down my cheeks as I read your story. I too know what you know, for I have a heart for cats. They find me, the dying, the hurt, the traumatized, the abused and I help every single one. As of this writing, I have within my home, a “mini vet center” running, with a total of 15 special needs cats, some who have very serious dis-eases, that medicine has no answers to. I study alternative medicine and I apply what I know to these precious souls. I have seen miracles. One of my goals is to write a book about what I have discovered and what the animals have taught me. But for the time being, I am still in the “observation” stage and still studying as well. And besides, the work involved that I do, I just don’t know how I could even manage writing a book at this present time. When the time is right, it will emerge.

Just this past summer a dying feral queen and her 6 kittens found me. I am at max here, and could not care for her, her babies, and all 15 cats in my home, plus all the animals I tend to outside as well. I hung on for 2 months, caring for all 7 of them who when found were starving and ill. When I finally collapsed and was forced to get one of the agencies involved here, they refused to believe me that the queen was dying, subjecting her to surgery, where it was discovered she had 3 massive blockages in her intestinal tract. They finally put her down but not before they subjected her to vaccines (I hit the roof on that one!) and stuffing her in a cage (she was a wild beautiful cat) and then surgery. Some of her babies never made it either because they too were ill (I begged for mercy for them to be put down), but again I was not believed and this organization again subjected them to being in a cage and vaccines as well, before it was realized these babies would not survive. Vaccines in a healthy animal attacks the immune system, much less an immuno-suppressed animal.

I know your pain well, as I continue to say the Truth to Vets only to be laughed at and scorned. I do have hope though, because I finally found a Vet who is listening, and who is impressed to see the health on my cats who supposedly are dying. There are days that I think these humans are never going to wake up and realize how both abuse and medicine itself are killing are animals.

These animals, both domestic and wild, need prayers and Light and Love. BLESS you, Pupma, for doing what you are. I know how hard it is to see these animals suffer and to stay with them all the way to the end, bringing them to the Rainbow Bridge. You are an incredibly wondrous BEing. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for doing what you are!

My heart is breaking reading about the Queen and her babies.
I know the fight and I know the feeling of dispair when we loose and the animal(s) loose also. Some people just do not git it, and never will.
Wrong rescue group, another hard lesson learned. Been there.
God bless YOU for all you do and for the devotion you have in your soul and spirit to continue the good fight for the voiceless ones.
We are all they have, and that ain’t near enough.

Oh my, Amy. I can only image the pain of getting the cat/kittens comfortable and then having the vet destroy all that. I’m glad you found a vet that will LISTEN. Maybe they will ask you for your help there one day. I hope you do write that book in the future. The care and knowledge you have is what can’t be learned from a textbook. Your hands on approach is so needed TODAY and for that that I am so grateful. If everyone could find their spark or passion whether it be animals or children or elderly or whatever it may be, we can make this clean-up phase so rewarding and profound. Thank you again! ~amanda

Amanda, BLESS you for your encouragement today! There are so many days when I am so overwhelmed, discouraged, and truly dismayed at the continued ignorance on people’s part regarding animals. I am so grateful that I have finally found a Vet who is listening, and I mean really listening, because she is seeing with her own eyes the results of years worth of care of my animals, who don’t even look ill. You are SO right, in saying we all need to feel the “determined passion” to make this world a better place, where ever one’s heart leads that person. I (((HUG))) you for your loving words.
I am right now looking at a set of “problems” that I need to both understand and then figure out what the best course of action would be. I call it “flying by the seat of my pants” and sometimes, the most difficult part is to rid myself of the nervous niggle in my stomach in order for me to stay strong walking in my Shoes of Faith. BUT, this herein is where the Great Discoveries lay, in the unknown, and when one is guided to do something “different”, “miracles” occur. When we step out of the “norm” and have the courage to carry through with something that hasn’t been done before, or so something another way, the outcome, will at times, stun you. I know these outcomes stun me, and I am left with my mouth gaping, and saying, “oh wow”!
With much love, Amy

Amy, those OH WOW moments are more precious than gold.
Blessings to you and I have faith you WILL find and make the right decision for those two issues. Thinking “outside the box” for cures, does produce miracles!
Stay strong girlfriend, not everyone can do what we do. Not everyone’s heart can take what ours do.
I am again, inspired, by you! I feel stronger now to carry on today and face what comes to me.
Thank you.

Pupma, again you have me in tears. Thank you for your loving words. I get so little encouragement, but rather, much derision/resistance/ugliness. I thank God for people like you, and for people like Amanda, and now for this Vet I am presently working with for YOU are the Pearls to me. I SEE the results I get, I KNOW my Guidance is leading me to discover new and better ways of healing/care, and no matter what the limited/closed minds say or do to me, I keep going. BLESS YOU today, and may each of us, during this day, think of the other, and send Loving Thoughts. I know you will feel my Love……I know I will feel yours! And you are so right. No, not many people can do what we do, for their hearts/minds could not handle it. That, and the downright hard physical labor that is involved would have most running in terror. (smile) Love you, Sister! Amy

Amy~you are totally right. Your inner guidance and thinking outside of the box are producing miracles! You are brave, a pioneer. You are a healer. You may have found your calling in this new age. Keep going and show the little creatures a smile from me. 🙂 ~amanda

I say as I blindly stumble to my bed…..”Amanda, it is people like you who make this world a good one! Yes, I have a calling, fought it for the longest time, due to its difficult requirements, yet no matter how much I pitch a fit, or would rather paint and create (which I do) I am always guided to be at the forefront of a new way for these animals. I’ll do better then show my babies a smile from you. I will hug and kiss them for you, telling them all about you!” 🙂 Amy……whose eyes are shutting……sweet dreams……

Dear Pupma, I do believe it was you that I was wondering about. Yes, your words touched me deeply and stuck with me for a long time. I realized what a great group of people must be attached to these manuscripts for survival. These messages have been so helpful and spot on, and the readers amaze me as well. I can’t put into words how inspiring your story is, and I can only image how loved these animals are when they reach your care. You literally are changing these unloved and fearful precious souls. Thank you for all that you are doing!! Thank you so much! ~amanda