Also, apparently her roommate found out I like MLP and disapproves already, before even meeting me! (I'm assuming she was jokinh) M took her back one of our cookies so hopefully that will gain me some favour, haha.

Also, we're both crazy busy with school this week, so probably won't see eachother again until Friday :( Bluuuhh!

Work crush and I have this thing where I'll look over at him and he's already looking at me and we both kind of blush but we're awkward and turn away much too slowly. And then it happens again a minute later.

Work crush and I have this thing where I'll look over at him and he's already looking at me and we both kind of blush but we're awkward and turn away much too slowly. And then it happens again a minute later.

If my biggest reaction to liking someone and them telling me/acting like they like me is OMG ANXIETY SHE'S GOING TO CHANGE HER MIND CRISIS am I just totally broken? I mean we met a few days ago so it's also like...normal and not actually a crisis to change minds anyway.

I also started my period five minutes ago so these things might be related. Also that the last girl I felt this way about early on totally broke my heart in record time.

_________________"No one with hair so soft and glossy could ever be bad at anything." - Tofulish

I wish I knew how to crush on someone without it consuming my ENTIRE BEING.

That's how it wasn't when I started hanging out with my last ex, it wasn't all consuming, and I really really liked it. Kinda how I feel about the biologist whom I'm finally getting crushy on too. Not entirely all consuming. Actually it is more stable that way, it turns out. People who I get deeply crushed on, are not stable and I become not stable because of it and their instability. That's how it works for me I think.

_________________Evolved a vascular system, so I went from bryophyte to lycophyte.

If my biggest reaction to liking someone and them telling me/acting like they like me is OMG ANXIETY SHE'S GOING TO CHANGE HER MIND CRISIS am I just totally broken? I mean we met a few days ago so it's also like...normal and not actually a crisis to change minds anyway.

I was going to say it's totally normal so therefor you're not broken... however I think it's normal because I'm just like this, and actually I think I'm probably pretty broken.

BUT

I'm going to do what I want regardless, and that is; have a crush, be romantic and get overly invested. Because it would harder to NOT do that.

you know how sometimes a crush turns into just a fling, but that fling totally changes your perspective for the better and leaves you feeling totally liberated, even though it didn't go where you thought it would? Yeah. That's fun.

(Maybe that only happens to me...)

_________________"I rebuke this thread in the name of Jesus." -Jagadeesh

She keeps telling me how much she likes me and admitting things like getting excited every time she gets an e-mail and hoping it's from me! Which, in past instances of people being so crazily into me freaked me out, but this time I feel exactly the same way (including the e-mail thing...) so instead I'm just getting more giddy. Is my infatuation making me dumb?

That was toward strawberryrock, but also applies to thisheregiraffe. I've definitely had crushes that turned into flings, and then afterwards I felt like I'd learned more about myself and what I'm looking for in not-flings.

If my biggest reaction to liking someone and them telling me/acting like they like me is OMG ANXIETY SHE'S GOING TO CHANGE HER MIND CRISIS am I just totally broken?

I totally get this! I don't think you're broken. Of course, this is coming from me...and I might be broken. Haha. My anxiety stems from the fact that I fear people think I'm better than I actually am. The person I reflect is capable of not showing insecurities/vulnerabilities, but that is impossible to hide in an actual intimate relationship.