When he first came out, Ryan thought that the only way he could experience being gay was if he left the church. Though he tried that for a time, his faith eventually led him back. His journey taught him to be more accepting of others, since one can’t know what everyone else is going through. It taught him that he shouldn’t hate himself for what he feels. It taught him that being gay isn’t bad. Ryan feels that there is one path to God—the gospel—and his being gay doesn’t bar him from that path. This knowledge has allowed him to reconcile his sexuality with his faith: “I know the church is true…I also know that I’m gay. I know them the same way. I can’t distrust one without distrusting the other.”

(The views expressed in this interview do not necessarily reflect those of the producers of Far Between but are reflective of some aspects of what it means to be homosexual and Mormon today.)

John Gustav-Wrathall

He said about being gay and about his testimony: “I can’t distrust one without distrusting the other.” That’s exactly how I’ve felt about it too…

CP

Ryan, you are a truly inspirational individual with such strength. I feel as though your homosexuality is a blessing from God because it has given you more compassion and charity towards others. Charity and compassion are defining traits of our Saviour, Jesus Christ. No one who knows you could feel that you are unworthy of the love of God or undeserving of the blessings of Heaven.

Becky

You are not barred from that path, as is no individual who wants to go down that path! You are an amazing individual and your words are inspiring.