And so it happened again. I don’t really know why this keeps happening. Everyone says ‘you need to get a healthy self esteem, it is what is meant to be” but then the same thing keeps happening over and over again that is really shitty on my self esteem. If I am supposedly supposed to love myself so much, why does no one else?

Another boyfriend met me, decided he liked me, made a play for me, got to know me, and then left me. How can I not feel like crap that I attract all these men, and once they get to know me, they leave? It says a lot for my personality. And when my low self esteem is what chases them away in the first place, it’s just a cycle that won’t stop.