just read people's blogs. all the new year resolutions and all the reflections.

haha so scary! i think firstly, it requires me to think. to recall. to use my brain. and that scares me cause my brain has been at this corner of the top of my head, unused for most of the holidays.

but i like that feeling of not thinking. because then, you don't worry, you don't feel scared. and i hate being worried and scared.

but all in all, i would say 2010 has been an okay year, maybe slightly above average. wouldnt say it's great or wonderful. cause hockey/studies hasn't been good.but apart from that, it has been okayy. Indoor hockey has been my saving grace.providing something nice in my otherwise boring hockey year.

in 2011, i just want to be who i am.and be nicer. (:and win something for hockey, like come on.

Went back Stnicks today. It truly is where the heart is. I love the place, the teachers, the people and the food. <3Well, I admit I don't miss sn as much as i did at the start of the year.But I certainly do have this sense of longing and belonging and attachment to this place.

the place where i spend 4 wonderful and amazing years. where i had awesome teachers who taught me so much.Chatted with Mrs Chan, Mrs D Tan at the staffroom! The two of them are just soo cutee and retarded!Also spoke to Mrs Ong, Mrs L Tan, Mr Ng and Ms LawCrashed Mrs Yeo's math class. Haha her class is on their way to winning the dirtiest classroom award. SO MESSY LIKE A WARZONE. i warned her today and boosted her ego, praising and "sucking up" to her. HEHE I think i must have said too much rubbish or wrong things because after that, I sprained my ankle.

WTS. IT WASN'T PAIN AT FIRST. I didn't even know i sprained it.All I did was I turned to my left and my weight was on my left foot.But I didn't stand the way I should have stood instead I stood with my ankle twisted to the sideFell down, of course, EMBARRASSING! It happened to me before million of times so I thought yeah, normal whatever.But it felt weird, like there was this weirrd feeling so I sat aside.Then it started hurting ! So I could only sit at a corner and watch them play football ): It was okay as I sat there and kind, nice XIWEN bought ice for me ! Then i started walking. WTFBBQAJDKLJASLNFOIDAMNN UNCOMFORTABLE AND PAINFUL!!!! I WAS WALKING LIKE SOME TORTOISE. HOBBLE HOBBLE HOBBLE. 5 MINS LATER, JINGWEN BWONG XIYUAN WERE LIKE 100M AHEAD OF ME. Nice, kind Xiwen walked with me (:Then I took the train home. Whoa, my usual 5 mins walk from the bus stop to my house took me 15 mins. attracted a lot of attention. STUPID STUPID ME. ALI SAYS THE SECOND DAY WOULD BE THE MOST PAINFUL. SHIT I HOPE I SURVIVEAND I HOPE IT RECOVERS BEFORE IHC! hopefully my inability to move around will force me to sit down and study. ):

Despite this sad incident, TODAY HAS BEEN AN AWESOME DAYY! LOVE YOU SN!