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I would like to thank my
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From Chapter 37 ...

"What's the matter cowboy?"
Josh asks leaning on his side looking at Kyle.

"I'm straight and have never
done this before," he says still in tears.

"Well you fucked like a pro
cowboy, and I would say that your straight days are over."

Kyle rolls on his side and
Josh pulls him into a spooning position. Soon they are both sound asleep. The
next morning he wakes to Josh sucking his cock and he is about to cum.

"Please stop guy, I'm about
to cum," Kyle says but it's too late and he shoots his cum into Josh's mouth.
"Ahhhhh fuck don't stop," he now says as he shoots rope after rope down Josh's
throat.

"Mmmmmm" is all Josh says as
he takes all Kyle has to give. "How was that straight cowboy?" he asks and
Kyle turns over on his stomach. "Oh returning the favor huh?" he chuckles and
climbs on top of him to quickly shove his cock into Kyle's still cum lubed ass.

"No, please don't," he says
but Josh just starts to fuck away and soon he has a rhythm going.

He is slower as he fucks him
this time, and soon Kyle is fucking back and they are in a rhythm that has them
moving in sync.

"Your ass was made to fuck
cowboy," Josh says as Kyle buries his face into the pillow.

He picks up his pace
beginning to fuck him more aggressively now and is soon at the edge of his
climax.

"Oh fuck, I'm cumming," and
he shoots deep again into his ass while Kyle is pushing back with all he has.

"More! I want more!" Kyle shouts
as he sends another load onto the sheets and they fuck until they are spent.

"I don't know about you being
straight anymore cowboy, because you just gave me the best fuck I ever had," he
says bending down and kissing his neck.

"God I can't believe I've
done this," he says as he buries his face in the pillow and cries.

Chapter 38 ...

"Can we just go now?" Kyle
says as he turns to look up at Josh. "I need a shower first," he says sitting
up.

"Hey I'm sorry man," and he
takes him in his arms and holds him close. Kyle starts to cry again and he
wraps his arms around Josh as he cries with his face on his chest. Josh runs
his fingers through Kyle's hair as he holds him tight and kisses his head
gently. Kyle regains control and looks up at him and Josh leans down and
kisses him softly on the lips.

"I feel like such a fool," he
says to Josh. "The worst thing is that I started to enjoy it once I got past the
pain Josh. I never thought that I would ever in a million years be doing this
with a man," he pulls him down and they kiss hard and long while they let their
tongues fight for dominance.

They fall back onto the bed
as they kiss and Josh pulls Kyle on top of him.

"Fuck me Kyle and see how it
feels," he says and kisses him again.

He lines up Kyle's cock with
his pucker and Kyle gently pushes in until he has bottomed and the two let out
a sigh. He lifts up and looks down at Josh and begins to fuck him, and they
soon find a rhythm to their lust.

"Fuck me fast and deep
cowboy," Josh says as Kyle picks up his pace being more aggressive now. He
pounds away until he's at his edge and he yells out in ecstasy.

"Me too cowboy," he shouts
and shoots long streams of white cum. They both are lost in their orgasms as
they fuck to the rhythm of lust until they are spent. Kyle collapses down on
Josh and they kiss as they ride out their sweet afterglow.

"God damn man that was so
fucking hot!" Josh says as Kyle's cock now falls from his ass.

"That was so hot is right. I
never came like that with my wife," he says.

"You're married?" Josh asks
sitting up and taking his left hand and he sees the wedding band.

"Yeah for nineteen years," he
says.

"So why were you in a gay bar
last night Kyle?"

"First off, I didn't know it
was a gay bar and secondly I had a fight with my wife and left her."

"God man I would have never
done this had I known."

"I guess I was too drunk to
know better Josh and ... I guess it wasn't all that bad."

"You sure had me fooled
cowboy, I thought you were one of us the way you fucked."

"Well I'm not Josh, and I'm
sorry to disappoint you."

"Well let's shower and get me
home then," he says getting up and going to the bathroom. "You want to shower
with me cowboy?" he asks holding out his hand.

"Sure why not we just fucked
didn't we?" Kyle says getting up and taking his hand.

They start the shower and get
in once it's warm and Josh just looks into Kyle's eyes.

"Your eyes are so beautiful
Kyle," he says. "They look like pools I could just dive into."

"Josh I don't know what to
think anymore about my sexuality. I always believed I was totally straight but
after last night and this morning you have me doubting my sexuality and
beliefs."

"Maybe this side has always
been there, but just dormant," Josh offers.

"Maybe ... but I will admit the
sex was intense Josh. I loved getting that blow job when I woke this morning."

"Want one for the road
cowboy?"

"Well ... can I try to give you
one ... I mean, you seemed to really get into it and enjoy it."

With that said Josh gently
pushes him down to his knees and Kyle looks at his soft cock hanging there. He
looks back up at Josh and then takes a deep breath before taking his cock into
his mouth. He sucks on the head and Josh puts his hands on his head and gently
gives him more. He gags some and pulls off and Josh tells him to swallow when
it hits the back of his throat and his cock slides down to his wet pubes. He
sucks hard until he needs air and backs off some to breath and then goes back
down to finish the job.

"Cowboy you have me so
close," he says. "Kyle, I'm about to cum so you might want to back off," but
Kyle just keeps on sucking. Josh shoots his seed into his throat making him gag,
and then he pulls out some so Kyle can taste his cum.

"Mmmmmm," Kyle says as he
tastes Josh's offering and swallows his seed down his throat until he has
emptied his nut.

"Wow cowboy that was some
blow job," Josh tells him, pulling him up and kissing him.

"Yeah it wasn't too bad for
me either, a bit salty but not bad," he says and kisses him again.

"Do you want to meet again
Kyle?" Josh asks hoping he has found a lover.

"I don't know Josh. I really
have to do some thinking here," he tells him and they finish their shower and
get out.

They quietly dress and Josh
turns to Kyle and says.

"Here's my phone number Kyle.
If you ever just want to talk or ... well just give me a call. Ok buddy?"

"Sure Josh and thanks," he
says sticking the number in his wallet.

They leave the room to take
Josh home and as they walk across the lobby Kyle stops to look at the newspaper
on the table. He freezes when he notices the headline.

Texas
Senator Seen Entering Alexandre's Gay Bar!

Senator Kyle Jameson ® of Dallas was seen last night entering Alexandre's around ten. Our reporter entered and found
him drinking heavily at the bar. An hour later he had to be helped from the
establishment to his car and he was driven back to his hotel. The man
accompanying him was the bartender/owner of the establishment and he was not
seen leaving the hotel last night. Does our married Senator have some secret
that he needs to explain to his constituents this report wants to know?

Kyle couldn't move as he just
stood there looking at the paper.

"What wrong Kyle?" Josh asks
noticing his expression and Kyle just pushes the paper to him. He reads it and
then looks up in shock at him. "You're Senator Jameson, Kyle?"

"Yes, guilty," he says. "What
is my family going to think?" he says as the two continue to leave. As soon as
he gets outside a barrage of reporters descend upon him.

"Senator any truth to these
rumors that you're gay?" a reporter asks.

"Is it true you spent the
night with Joshua Banning here at the hotel?" another shoots at him and they
hurry to his car with them chasing him.

"God Kyle, I'm sorry for this
mess."

"It's my own fault Josh, and
I should have known better than to go out drinking either to a straight bar or a
gay one."

"You have been a senator for
years and now what are you going to do?"

"First I'm going to take you
home Josh, and then go talk to my family," he says.

"I won't say a word to the
press Kyle; you have my word on that."

"I appreciate that Josh. I
will get back to you as soon as I can get this thing straightened out."

He finally drops Josh off at
the bar and reporters are there waiting. Josh runs into the bar and locks the
doors behind him as Kyle drives back to see Jeanne.

******

"Bret you may want to hide
this from your sister," Darren says showing him the newspaper. He reads the
front page and his face shows the shock as Jeanne comes into the room. He
quickly puts the paper on his lap as she sits down at the table.

"God you look like hell this
morning," Bret says.

"Yeah good morning to you
too," she says pouring herself a cup of coffee. "I cried most of the night and
didn't fall asleep until almost four," she says taking a sip. "Is the fire in
the paper this morning?" she asks.

"Ah ... we didn't get the paper
sis," he says.

"What are you talking about
Bret it's on your lap," she says reaching over for it.

"Sis don't ..." but she notices
the headlines.

She reads the article and
starts to cry as she runs from the room and Bret goes after her.

"Jeanne wait... please," he
says catching her at the stairs. "There has got to be some logical explanation
here," he says.

"What Bret other than my
husband is a faggot?" she says and she sees the hurt of the words on his face.
"I'm sorry Bret you know I didn't mean it like that."

"I know, but just the way you
said it hurt sis."

Just then Kyle walks in the
front door and Jeanne looks at him as he walks over to her.

"You fucker! How could you?"
and she slaps him hard across the face.

"Jeanne can we talk here please?"
he asks but she just cries and goes upstairs. "Jeanne please babe, wait," he
shouts after her.

"Kyle you have gotten
yourself into quite a mess," Bret says putting his hand on his shoulder. "Come
on and have a cup of coffee and let's talk bro," he says taking him into the
kitchen.

"I was so angry last night I
just wanted to get drunk Bret. I had no idea that was a gay bar," he says.

"Well that reporter did. What
about this Joshua Banning that took you back to your hotel? He wasn't seen
leaving last night," he asks.

"Oh God Bret," is all he can
get out before he breaks down in tears. Bret holds him while he cries and
Trevor comes into the kitchen and notices the paper.

"Oh my God what have I done
to my family?" he says getting into his car.

"Please take me with you dad
... please," he begs and Kyle just looks at him with pity. "Ok son, just go tell
your mom," he says.

"I did and I even told her
that I was gay and she told me to go live with my faggot dad and slapped me see?"
and he shows him her hand print on his face.

"Get in son, I can't leave
you here like this," he says as Trevor goes around and gets in.

"Dad I love you and it really
doesn't matter that you are gay, really," he says putting his head on his
father's shoulder.

"Son, I don't know if I'm gay
or not. This has been blown all out of proportion," he says as they drive away.
"I'll tell you what happened and you can judge for yourself. Last night son ..."
and he goes on to tell him about the entire night's events as well as those of
this morning's.

"Dad you were not yourself;
you were drunk and got taken advantaged of by this man."

"No son, I knew what I was
doing this morning and I even got into it as it progressed. Once he realized I
was a straight man who had never been with a man before, he was very apologetic
and even felt sorry that he had done those things with me. The thing is son, I
did enjoy it after all and now I am so fucking confused."

"Do you have feelings for
this Joshua Banning dad?"

"He is a nice person but I
don't love him if that's what you mean. I first have to do some damage control
here as far as my career is concerned," he says driving to the local television
station. "I refuse to give my resignation to that scab sheet of a newspaper so
I will go public on the air."

He drives
over toCBS 11 / TXA 21 and goes intothe lobby
and asks for a reporter to give his message to.

"That would be Mark Johnson Senator,"
the receptionist says. "I'll go get him, if you would like to have a seat," she
says motioning towards the sitting area.

"Mark I have Senator Jameson
outside and he wants to go public with his story. Are you interested in
interviewing him?" she asks coming into his office.

"My God yes; tell him I'll be
right there," then he darts out of the room.

"He'll be right out Senator,"
she says as she returns to the lobby.

"Senator Jameson how may I
help you?" Mark asks as he comes out and shakes hands with him. "I must say
that you have definitely caught me off guard here sir."

"Well I would like to tell my
side of this story and if necessary by my constituents' requests I will resign
from my office."

"And who is this young man
sir? Is he the man mentioned in the article?"

"He most certainly is not,
he's my son Mark," he says shocked to see such a parallel drawn.

"I'm so sorry sir and to you
also young man," he says. "We have the noon day news coming on in ten minutes,
would you mind doing it live on television senator?"

"Not at all, as long as I am
shown the proper respect here; I could have gone to the local newspaper
instead," he tells him.

"You will definitely get the
respect and I will personally do the interview sir. Now if you two would please
come with me I'll get you both ready to go on the air," he says.

"My son is not going to be a
part of this Mark. I do not want him on air or even mentioned or I will walk
out. Are we clear on this?" he asks.

"Oh yes sir very clear," Mark
replies.

He takes Kyle to the
preparation room for a touch up so as to not reflect the lights and he is shown
to a seat just off camera.

"Good Afternoon Dallas and Fort Worth. Mark Johnson here with a breaking news story. Senator Kyle
Jameson is with us today to give us his story about what happened over the last
twenty four hours," he says as the camera now expands to include Kyle.

"Good Afternoon Senator
Jameson," he says.

"Good Afternoon Mark."

The interview goes on with
Kyle telling the viewers exactly what happened minus the sex.

"So that is how it happened
my fellow Texans and if you would prefer me to resign just call my office and
give them your opinion thank you."

The cameras go to a station
break and Mark unhooks the microphone from Kyle. The two men shake hands as
they get up.

"My pleasure Mark and thank
you for being respectful of the situation. Now I guess I'll see how well I
stand with my fellow Texans. If I do choose to resign Mark, I will personally
call you and I will announce it on your station."

"Thank you sir," he says and
Mark, Kyle and Trevor walk out to the lobby together. The lobby is full of
reporters who came while he was on the air.

"Senator would you give us a
comment?" a reporter asks.

"I have said all I plan to
say; any further questions can be referred to my office."

He takes his son and they
walk out to his car as the reporters follow shouting out questions.

"I have one more stop to make
son, and that is at Joshua's place," he says as he dials his number on his
cell.

"Josh here what's up?" he
says as he answers the phone.

"Josh its Kyle," he says.

"God Kyle I just watched you
on TV and I must say you handled it very well."

"Can I come over to see you
for a bit?" he asks.

"Do you think that it's wise
to do that at this time Kyle?"

"Well can you meet me
somewhere?" he asks.

"How about Fair Park down on Parry Avenue?" Josh asks.

"That sounds good Josh see
you in an hour then."

"Sure Kyle ...is everything
alright guy?" he asks.

"Yeah I guess so but we can
talk once we meet. Ok?"

"Sure buddy, see you then,"
and they hang up.

"Dad are you going to be gay
or straight?" Trevor asks looking at his dad.

"I really don't know much of
anything at the moment son, but lets say I did become gay would that bother you
at all?"

"Hell no dad, I love you
either way. Does my being gay bother you dad?"

"Well I'm not sure how I feel
about it son. I just want you to be happy in life and if being gay makes you
happy then who am I to say anything? I'll still love you if that is what you
are worried about," he says looking over at his son.

"I love you too dad straight
or gay, you're the man in my book," he says with pride.

An hour later they arrive at
the park and see Josh standing by his car.

"Is that him dad?" Trevor
asks.

"Yeah the long haired blond by
the car," he says.

"Man he's hot for an older
guy dad," he says.

"I'll take your word for it
son," he says giving Josh a real close look as he gets out.

"Is this alright here?" Josh
asks looking at Trevor as he gets out of the car. "You're not ..." and he just
looks at him.

"No please Josh, this is my
son Trevor, Trevor this is Josh Banning," he says and they shake hands.

"So what did you want to talk
to me about?"

"I need a place for us to
stay for a few days and I was hoping you could help me find a place. If I go
looking the press will be all over the fact that my wife and I are separated."

"I take it she saw the
article this morning and didn't believe you."

"She never gave me a chance
to explain let alone believe me. We fought more and I told her to file for
divorce."

"Shit man I'm sorry. I guess
I really fucked up your life didn't I?" he says.

"Well let me help make amends
by letting you stay at my place. I have the room and I live outside of Dallas where most people don't know me."

"I couldn't impose on you like
that Josh but I really appreciate the offer."

"Listen Kyle, every reporter
is going to be watching every hotel and motel for you, so let me do this for
you ok?"

"What do you think Trev;
would you mind for a few days?"

"Hell no dad like I said he's
hot for an older dude," he says giving Josh a wink.

"He's ..." and Josh points to
Trevor.

"Yeah he is and I just found
out myself this morning. So I guess you have a couple of house guests then."

"Well follow me and I'll take
you to my place," he says.

They follow him back to his
place and it's a lovely place out in the suburbs. He pulls into his drive and
has them pull into his garage. He gets out of his car and walks into the garage
and shuts the door before they get out.

"It's not much on size Kyle
but it's mine," he says leading them in. "Trev you can put your things in the
room on the left down the hall and put your dad's in the room on the right."

"Sure thanks," Trevor says
taking their things down.

"I really appreciate this
Josh, really I do," he says patting him on the shoulder.

Josh turns to look him in the
eyes, then takes him into his arms and kisses him hard and deep letting his
tongue search out his mouth.

"Oh sorry dad," Trevor says
walking in on them.

"Sorry son, I didn't mean for
you to see that," Kyle says turning red.

"It just seems strange seeing
you kissing a man after all these years watching you with mom," he says. "I'm
going in the other room and call Morgan."

"I'm sorry Kyle, I shouldn't
have done that but God, your lips are irresistible."

"Did you see me fighting you
off," Kyle says. "I'm still not sure where I'm going with this, but I do know
you have some kind of spell on me."

"Well I don't want to force
you into anything you don't want cowboy, but you have me under your charm
also."

"Can we just back up and take
this a little slower and see what happens?"

"We can take this anyway you
want buddy. You just lead me in the direction you want to go," and gives him a
passionate kiss.