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Somebody started a "Facebook group" to promote heavy metal groups in the area, and named it GollyWood. No, I don't know why. Anyway, he then "added" about a hundred people into the group...and made them all admins of the group. That means we all got emails anytime somebody joined the group or posted in it. I posted a thread in the group saying "Delete me from this group". The guy who started responded in a snarky manner saying I should do it myself - that is, if I wasn't so lazy and Facebook illiterate. I told him, "Hey, I'm facebook-savvy enough to know not to give everybody I invite to a group admin powers. Either delete me from this group, or I'm changing the look of the page to add rainbows and gay unicorns. You have six hours." We argued some more, with him saying I "didn't know who I was dealing with", and threatened to post my IP addresses.

A bit past the deadline, though, I was removed. A bit of a shame, as I had already picked out a new cover photo. An anthropomorphic unicorn with a rainbow mane sliding his pants over his ass, with the words "Even when most guys wouldn't...Golly Would!" emblazoned across.

OK, that's another lie. Or a ha-ha to go with the gargoyle one, depending on your point of view.

It's funny, really, how many people enjoy the gargoyle game, on whatever level. Some toss out turn-to-stone jokes, others address me as "the gargoyle", and still others send me PMs and comments actively hitting on me-as-the-gargoyle. Apparently, there's an untapped gargoyle/fantasy-creature/anthro/scalie market here on JUB. That, or I'm just so good at the role, guys decide they could really go for some Lex sex.

OK, that's another lie. Or a ha-ha to go with the gargoyle one, depending on your point of view.

It's funny, really, how many people enjoy the gargoyle game, on whatever level. Some toss out turn-to-stone jokes, others address me as "the gargoyle", and still others send me PMs and comments actively hitting on me-as-the-gargoyle. Apparently, there's an untapped gargoyle/fantasy-creature/anthro/scalie market here on JUB. That, or I'm just so good at the role, guys decide they could really go for some Lex sex.

Lex

As soon as someone tried to explain scalies to me I ran away when I heard the word "eggplay."

My mom just visited me..I told her all my struggle and how I feel so much discouragement/indifference of my life view over 2012 armageddon. I told her..there's nothing really matter whether we have a job-school-or anything to struggle because the world will end anyway...
but she just land her palm on top of my forehead and told me: "No, the world won't end yet"
and suddenly I felt strong energy like..enormous reassurance that everything's gonna be ok..
idk mom can be very convincing...

During the election, there were pundits and analysts predicting everything from a narrow Romney win to a Romney blowout. Nate Silver, statistician and family member, calmly explained that Obama would get a plurality of the popular vote and a hefty chunk of the electoral college. He was proved dead accurate. Why? He didn't listen to speculation. He used math and science. Cold-blooded reasoning.

We all want to believe in something. Most of my atheists friends are big fans of astrology or UFO cover-ups or spectral visitations. Because no matter what the facts say, they want to believe in something beyond that. Something not tied to the earth but beyond it, where rules are broken, and laws are flexible, and two plus two make five and a quarter. It presents opportunities rather than barriers.

And there's nothing wrong with that. Up to a point.

It's OK to believe in a Christian god.
It's not OK to attack others using that belief as a rationale.

It's OK to believe in astrology.
It's not OK to get a guy from work fired because Moon Children can't be trusted.

It's OK to believe in UFOs.
It's not OK to fire guns at passers-by in case they're aliens.

It's OK to believe in horny gargoyles on messageboards.
It/ not OK to jump off the roof hoping the horny gargoyle will save you before you hit ground.

When NaNoWriMo is over (midnight tonight) and I have typed "THE END" on my magical fantasy novel, I am going to start to write the next "50 Shades of Grey" with a gay couple, better BDSM and better writing.

since you mentioned 50 shades of grey, can you please explain to me what the book is about? what is so intriguing about it where everyone is talking about it? maybe this is the time i should go to the library and use my library card that is collecting dust.

one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

When NaNoWriMo is over (midnight tonight) and I have typed "THE END" on my magical fantasy novel, I am going to start to write the next "50 Shades of Grey" with a gay couple, better BDSM and better writing.

I will be completely honest, I have not read a single word of the books. Here is what I know: the author wrote Twilight fan fiction, then she went in and changed the names, turned a few things around and sold it as a book. Apparently it involves a couple who practice BDSM (from what I hear, it is written improperly). I know that I am going to have to read them in order to back up my claims that I will write a better version, but I have also heard that it is very poorly written and the similarities to Twilight are breathtaking but the writing is nowhere near polished. She would have benefited from a better editor before the stories hit bookshelves.

(Before anyone goes off on a tangent, I am a Twilight fan).

so basically it's twlight 2.0. isn't twlight basically two dudes fighting over a woman that they both want to impregnate? never read the book but judging from the bits i've seen from the first movie, the previews and heresay, that's what it's about right? hopefully, it's nothing complicated like the terminator. just hearing the explanation about terminator, 2 and jon connor back in high school has left me traumatized.

one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

i would also like to confess somethings i would have been much happier being ignorant about or not knowing than say knowing the truth. sometimes, i find joy and happiness about the unknown, being stupid about certain things instead of knowing the facts. from time to time, i would have to say there's a lot of things that i wish i didn't know and one of those would have to be my sexual orientation. as much as it's been a relief and a journey with accepting myself, it was a whole lot fun living in a fantasy world where i actually took myself as well as other people through an adventure of one day being able to have sex with a woman, as well as a girlfriend, down the right possibly getting married and having a kid of my own. hell, even when i came out to certain people like say that message board that i frequent and to my brother, they thought that me being gay was like a huge WTF moment. it was completely out of character. it's like how the "straightest guy in the room that whined about not being able to find a woman or get pussy" turns out to be gay? i can fully understand why they feel that way too because even i liked the lie or the confused person that i was better than the guy that i am now. the lie sometimes is more entertaining than the truth. reality does suck and a lot of people do things to cop with it. with me, i didn't want to deal with who i was so i ran away from it. now, it's about dealing with this shit. you know, after i come out and i feel more open about expressing my sexuality, that would leave me to start living by it and right now, i really don't have an interest in doing that. rather, i don't want to date, have sex or do any of that because i don't feel comfortable with it at all. i accept that i'm gay BUT for me to actually go out and do gay things such as kiss someone of the same sex, flirt with some of the same sex, and have sex is another story in itself. my balls haven't dropped yet in regards to that. i'm more comfortable being single and not messing with anybody.

now, it's about getting my life together, was going to say my act but that would be implying that i'm acting, and dealing with reality. that would mean saying no to drugs despite me wanting to use marijuana despite not using it in a year and a half. a part of dealing with life is dealing with things for what they are. i'm getting there slowly as much of a pain in the ass this has been.

one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

so basically it's twlight 2.0. isn't twlight basically two dudes fighting over a woman that they both want to impregnate? never read the book but judging from the bits i've seen from the first movie, the previews and heresay, that's what it's about right? hopefully, it's nothing complicated like the terminator. just hearing the explanation about terminator, 2 and jon connor back in high school has left me traumatized.

Writing is all about imagination. If a straight man has lesbian fantasies he can very much write lesbian porn if he decides it is what he wants to do.

I get this question a lot and it always makes me wonder what people think authors who write about dragons, witches, vampires, werewolves, serial killers and cannibals do in their daily lives.

You can't ask fictional/mythological characters if an author did them justice, or was accurate/believable.

A straight guy could, in theory, read your stuff and think "WOW, that's Great!!" because he has no frame of reference while a gay guy might read it and think "That'd never happen". I currently envision it to be like me writing about brain surgery like I knew what I was doing ( I DON'T!!!).

I'm speaking hypothetically - as I've never read your work. But it does intrigue me.

You can't ask fictional/mythological characters if an author did them justice, or was accurate/believable.

A straight guy could, in theory, read your stuff and think "WOW, that's Great!!" because he has no frame of reference while a gay guy might read it and think "That'd never happen". I currently envision it to be like me writing about brain surgery like I knew what I was doing ( I DON'T!!!).

I'm speaking hypothetically - as I've never read your work. But it does intrigue me.

Poppy Z. Brite did OKAY. Like I could read it and not mentally reject it as unrealistic or whatever. But if you read her books you'll definitely get that it's written by a fag hag. lol.

In spite of my VERY strong liberal/progressive political views (and those of you who are in C E & P are well aware of this...I'm not at all far removed from GiancarloC), most of the "major" traveling I've done with other people has been with rabid and/or rather extreme Republicans. A rather surprising thing that I just realized myself a couple days ago.

The guy who I used to take a lot of "record hunting trips" with (TONS of such trips in the late 70s/early 80s, and the last one in 1988) was a Rick Santorum type Republican, a generation ahead of his time...haha. More recently, a guy who I've taken three "county-hunting" trips with, is also big time Republican (and, most recently, I took him to the Upper Peninsula at the end of April).

i can be very sensitive at times where my emotions can change within a moments notice out of the slightest misunderstanding. one thing is that i don't know how to take jokes made about me really well without getting angry. i can easily take things the wrong way where i'll get offended. even though i'll contain my anger for a minute, it'll just bottle itself up and before i know it, i get extremely heated and thinking about something in the past where i develop a full blown hostility towards somebody. even if we do patch things up, i still will not let my guard around somebody where i don't forget and will be ready to let off on them if they act up again.

i also don't like it when people misunderstand or misinterpret me. just because i say "yo, know what i'm saying, man", will drop a curse word or many, express myself in a certain way that comes off threatening doesn't mean that i'm a thug or from the streets or that i was raised by wolves. just because i'm gay doesn't mean that i'm weak or some guy that you can mistake for a bitch. just because i'm black doesn't mean that i'm a thug, a thief, a crook, a shoplifter, and every form of negative person in the book. treat me like a human being instead of fucking with me. i can be the nicest, sweetest, and adorable guy or i can be the meanest, coldest, scariest guy. i just want my respect, to be left alone and treated like everybody else, that's all. it doesn't take much to get me on either side so treat me with caution. i don't want any problems so if you feel that you are going to be a problem where you're going to bring out the ugly side of me, divert yourself away from me. thanks in advance.

one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

Some people can see good within the asshole exterior. I've made a few friends who are like that though yes, granted, it's not a good approach if what you care about is ease or quantity of friendmaking.

I visited kindergarten my sis went as babysitter (part time job)..and realize how lovely the world back then

If you remember preschool education, it wasn't rocket scientist, no ^^

but we taught warmness, kindness, love, moral, caring one another....
where those characters went on us..?
Are we completely lose our innocent?
Or does a real world is too complex to bear?

Sometimes I think...wow, a kid went through out very different phase when he/she was a kindergarten and now as a teenager..,as I see from my little sis, 13 yo now. Cute baby and now a cocksure punk girl..

Maybe we do lose our innocents/values as we grow up..
or does human has tendency to be bad?

However, I often thought that...people who do terrible things to others, they didn't graduate from kindergarten ..

Kids pretty much start being mean by 1st grade at the latest. Just sayin.