the hard good days

There are some days that are good days and some that are bad. Some that are easy and some that are hard. Some that are fun and some that are not. But the most difficult days of all are the hard good days.

Those days when outwardly you are celebrating and inside you are falling apart. Those days when you live in a place of turmoil, a place where you are genuinely happy and just as genuinely heartbroken.

That place where the desires of your heart do not match the reality of your life.

If this is you today I want to say, I have been there, I know, I understand. If this is you today, I want to say, it’s okay to feel that way, don’t try to add to your own inner turmoil by fighting your own emotions. If this is you today I ask my God to give you peace.