tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-75147660639146604682014-10-14T14:59:05.736-07:00TwittezEz Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.comBlogger63125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-43186467656746727352010-04-23T01:47:00.000-07:002010-04-23T01:56:24.378-07:00UK General Election 2010.<object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/rk5HvJmy_yg&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/rk5HvJmy_yg&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><br /><br />I watched it at BBC yesterday.This is the first debate.I haven't watch the second debate which I missed UK prime time(I was outside that time).And it seems,surprise surprise Nick Clegg outshadowed Gordon and Dave.Now that's cool.<br /><br />I'm no favor at all to Lib Dem,but compared to Labour or Tories,British people don't have so much choice.The best choice is Trade Unionist and Socialist Union but it's like to see South Africa will win FIFA World Cup.But I have a bit support to Lib Dem because my liberal backgrounds,while I see Labour as working class backstabber.Tories,unless I declared myself as an idiot I will vote for them.<br /><br />Unlike in Canada which is 5-person battle royal(Elizabeth May is a candidate for Green Party),in UK they got triple threat debate.In US it's one-by-one contest.The debate was awesome,full of facts and no nonsense approach.Unlike stupidity from BN telling about Zaid Ibrahim alcohol issues - doesn't make sense for intellectual voters like me.<br /><br />Anyway,good luck for British and so does in Hulu Selangor for practising their rights.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-27555035207513819672010-04-04T06:25:00.000-07:002010-04-04T06:53:49.060-07:00Load Up On Guns,Bring Your Friends - In Memoriam Of Kurt Donald Cobain.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S7iZuw4f4II/AAAAAAAAAJI/utUGBYmrpIg/s1600/KurtCobain300.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 390px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S7iZuw4f4II/AAAAAAAAAJI/utUGBYmrpIg/s400/KurtCobain300.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5456279977234260098" /></a><br />Tomorrow,sixteen years after the faithfully Tuesday,it was believed Kurt Cobain has committed suicide.Two days later,his body was found by an electrician,the news that shocked music industry,and teenage and also effected what they call it--grunge culture.<br /><br />Sixteen years ago I was 8 years old,the only song I know in that time was London Bridge Is Falling Down,and Fields of Athenry,which always my late granddad sang to me and Elly.Aril my brother was exposed more on rock music,put Kurt Cobain's poster alongside Eric Cantona posters at his room.<br /><br />I admit even in my youth time I never be grunge,until I read "Pengejar Bintang" by Nami,I believe Kurt Cobain has big impact on teenage and counter culture during his reigns in Nirvana.<br /><br />Even some believes after Kurt's death,so does grunge,but somehow the teen spirit shall be move on.We need new Kurt Cobain to enlight our spirit.And after music corporates and capitalists drag us to the blackhole of infinite boredom of Planet Gaga,as one person who been inspired by Cobain(although it's too late) I believe we should bring back the force to teenagers.<br /><br />Just like when Lyla Gallagher met Luqman Amirullah in Nami's Pengejar Bintang quoted,"<span style="font-style:italic;">one day you'll reach people at the corner,just like Cobain did that to you</span>".To all music rebels and poet guerrilla soldier out there,make the teen spirit smells again! <br /><br />Rest In Peace,Kurt.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-79217722651511091242010-03-16T05:50:00.000-07:002010-03-16T05:57:08.756-07:00Happy St Patrick's Day To All My Irish Descendent!<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S59_37DoFgI/AAAAAAAAAJA/Vz80BeFTzuc/s1600-h/800px-Guinness_Storehouse_St._Patrick%27s_Day_sign.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S59_37DoFgI/AAAAAAAAAJA/Vz80BeFTzuc/s400/800px-Guinness_Storehouse_St._Patrick%27s_Day_sign.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449214672864024066" /></a><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S59_kA_5XiI/AAAAAAAAAI4/nXMlo8sW3PY/s1600-h/800px-Chicago_River_St_Patricks_Day_08edit.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 188px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S59_kA_5XiI/AAAAAAAAAI4/nXMlo8sW3PY/s400/800px-Chicago_River_St_Patricks_Day_08edit.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449214330861608482" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S59_IkVEYKI/AAAAAAAAAIw/jaloC5y27Ew/s1600-h/Guinness.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 260px; height: 400px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S59_IkVEYKI/AAAAAAAAAIw/jaloC5y27Ew/s400/Guinness.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449213859309314210" /></a><br /><br />Sona La Fheile Padraig!Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-38185487227575533842010-03-11T20:52:00.000-08:002010-03-11T21:16:58.483-08:00Johan And Aril Asked Me About Black Bloc in Vancouver.<object width="384" height="313"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/pDdj-zEZPm8&hl=zh_CN&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/pDdj-zEZPm8&hl=zh_CN&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="384" height="313" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="384" height="313"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/QeqBbK_JWeM&hl=zh_CN&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/QeqBbK_JWeM&hl=zh_CN&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="384" height="313" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true"></embed></object><br /><br /><object width="384" height="313"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Fx19IbKhp_0&hl=zh_CN&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Fx19IbKhp_0&hl=zh_CN&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="384" height="313" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true"></embed></object><br /><br />In my Facebook,I always update Canadian medal tally and ice-hockey game.In fact,I'm not supporting national pride here.It's like you're supporting your team in sport.Not more than that.<br /><br />Aril asking me about my opinion between Beijing 2008 and Vancouver 2010,why I boycotted Beijing but I didn't put it hard at Vancouver.I against the Games,just like I support football or ice-hockey,but it's just like that.Only the game that I adore.I still against corporate privatization in the football or ice-hockey club,or capitalist invasion to Olympics.I boycotted Beijing because Chinese government kills bloggers,but Canadian didn't.I'm a blogger.Yes,Canadian police were harsh with anarchists during black bloc but it's not as harsh as Chinese does.<br /><br />I didn't attempt to black bloc however,because Vancouver is not my town,and I'm afraid something happen to me,I don't know what to do.At least in Calgary I've got friends and family.I also go to Vancouver to watch the Games,although I didn't support the Games.I just support the team I love,Red Machine,Canada.<br /><br />Just like this Aril,if you're going to Old Trafford to watch Manchester United,doesn't mean you support Malcolm Glazer.Some guys still go to Old Trafford and watch Champions League,and in the same time wearing green and gold scarf,and the profit from ticket selling will go to Malcolm Glazer afterall.<br /><br />Doesn't mean you support Manchester United and you're Mancunian.<br /><br />And to Johan,the black bloc in Vancouver was hectic.In newspaper they're told only 5,000 police encounters the riot,however actually the number was threefolded.Some says 15,000,some says 20,000 police were in Vancouver during the Games.It was saying that Harper administration spent almost C$1 billion for security alone,in the Games.I'm trying to stay out from trouble because I'm on the trip with my university,anyway.<br /><br />Shopping malls crushed,they blocked the road to BC Place,and even worst,some of them throwing stones and brick toward people across the street.Now,I support their movement but I never intended to bring injuries to innocent people there.<br /><br />I only join black bloc twice,one in Beijing Olympics at Chinese Consulate General Office,another is highway project in Calgary.I've got arrested in Calgary highway protest.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-87470565540560298412010-03-08T18:14:00.000-08:002010-03-08T18:31:16.811-08:00My Birthday Present and Nami With His Cobainism.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S5WydBWvmuI/AAAAAAAAAIg/n43QrJ7DF8w/s1600-h/kurt-cobain.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S5WydBWvmuI/AAAAAAAAAIg/n43QrJ7DF8w/s400/kurt-cobain.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446455536024263394" /></a><br />First of all,thanks to Nami for his birthday present,a rough cut of his novel,Pengejar Bintang(Star Chaser).So far I already read in detail about 8 chapters,and somehow he is trying to question some stagnancy in Malaysian thinking culture.Quite sarcastic,especially about Malay teenage girls,dog as pet in Malay culture and marriage(I read it in glance,by the way).<br /><br />According from Nami,when he wrote that book,he listened to In Utero almost 9 times a day just to finish up his work.He also listening to some Seattle bands,such as Pearl Jam,Alice in Chain and Pearl Jam for this.What I can feel from this book,he really want to revive back Cobainism in early 90s era.<br /><br />Probably dogmatic if you're stick into one era and never move at all,but for me reviving something cool stuff like Cobainism are not dogmatic after all.Probably Cobain himself create his own music,heavy influence from some punk rock bands in 70s.<br /><br />Suffered from bipolar and schizophrenia,both Nami and Cobain are re-shaped my mindset.I don't know,from Cobain's music and from Nami's writing,I found a new view for myself.Perhaps it's okay if we stick to one,even though it's look old fashioned and stagnant.<br /><br />Anyway,who needs Lady GaGa when we can enjoy Janis Joplin?Who needs Adam Lambert when we can enjoy Kurt Cobain?<br /><br />"Daddy little girl ain't girl no more". :)<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S5WyyKAWmCI/AAAAAAAAAIo/pbRdSx9RCc0/s1600-h/kasut.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S5WyyKAWmCI/AAAAAAAAAIo/pbRdSx9RCc0/s400/kasut.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446455899123521570" /></a><br /><br />p/s:I dah promote buku you kat blog I ni,hik hik!Thanks for birthday wishes.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-69262889943912536042010-03-01T23:30:00.000-08:002010-03-01T23:34:50.187-08:00Orwell Says It Well!<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S4y-_OdoMWI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/3mYbA1lbzHQ/s1600-h/Winnipegfalcons.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 236px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S4y-_OdoMWI/AAAAAAAAAIQ/3mYbA1lbzHQ/s400/Winnipegfalcons.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5443936043007488354" /></a><br />"Who controls the past,control the future"<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S4y_Rkyw48I/AAAAAAAAAIY/MdfaQJG63As/s1600-h/Ice_Hockey_Triumph_Seals_Record_Winter_Olympics_for_Canada_XLarge1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 307px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S4y_Rkyw48I/AAAAAAAAAIY/MdfaQJG63As/s400/Ice_Hockey_Triumph_Seals_Record_Winter_Olympics_for_Canada_XLarge1.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5443936358239364034" /></a><br />"Who controls the presents,control the past!"<br /><br />Congratulation for Canadian ice-hockey team,men and women for winning ice-hockey gold medal in Vancouver 2010.<br /><br />Our true north strong and free.Long live Canada!Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-91405981124037259072010-02-19T09:07:00.000-08:002010-02-19T09:15:38.651-08:00I Guess I'm The Reason Everyone Mad At Him.<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/pudOFG5X6uA&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/pudOFG5X6uA&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />I guess I'm the reason why he been like this.I'm sorry.That's all.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-60539086975896230742010-02-17T03:55:00.000-08:002010-02-17T04:02:25.362-08:00...And This Dowager Rules Again!<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S3vZ5aC7dlI/AAAAAAAAAII/Ochhz9lVXH0/s1600-h/dowager.bmp"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 282px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S3vZ5aC7dlI/AAAAAAAAAII/Ochhz9lVXH0/s400/dowager.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5439180555247384146" /></a><br /><br />Like Florentino Perez take over Real Madrid from Ramon Calderon,I have my major plan to overhaul him.<br /><br />The construction is no later than now.So start to accept new administration now.hik hik!<br /><br />This time,I'll doing it for Elly.<br /><br />Thanks for oppurtunity to redeem my mistakes. :)Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-35084038014321504492010-02-12T20:06:00.000-08:002010-02-12T20:22:06.304-08:00Happy Valentine's,Chinese New Year and Olympics!<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S3YmsVtk0aI/AAAAAAAAAHw/ggLGQJ53x1g/s1600-h/2.bmp"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 360px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S3YmsVtk0aI/AAAAAAAAAHw/ggLGQJ53x1g/s400/2.bmp" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5437576143280853410" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S3YnVDChmUI/AAAAAAAAAIA/--a1qKb3aHM/s1600-h/tigerchinese.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 303px; height: 310px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S3YnVDChmUI/AAAAAAAAAIA/--a1qKb3aHM/s400/tigerchinese.gif" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5437576842643085634" /></a><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S3Ym3POHbII/AAAAAAAAAH4/t8byqoTWbO4/s1600-h/3.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 277px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S3Ym3POHbII/AAAAAAAAAH4/t8byqoTWbO4/s400/3.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5437576330516851842" /></a><br /><br />Everything come in a same day..Happy Valentine's Day to all lovers of the world(and to those religious fascists freaks who love to say,Hari Valentine's adalah hari menyambut kejatuhan kerajaan Islam bla bla bla,you know what,it's good to know that.Because we simply HATE YOUR CALIPHS WHO ALWAYS SPEND THEIR TIME WITH WOMEN IN HAREM!)<br /><br />To all my Chinese friends,Gong Xi Fa Chai.The year of Tiger is a bless.It's my year and I'm sure this year will be the great year for all of us.<br /><br />And to all Olympians in Vancouver,Citius,Altius,Fortius.And I would like to dedicate my prayer to the lugar Nodar Kumaritashivili from Georgia.May the spirit of Kumaritashivili will bless all of you,Olympians.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-51540381433724195182010-02-08T01:17:00.001-08:002010-02-08T01:34:10.676-08:00Checkmate,You're Mine.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2_WpTsakoI/AAAAAAAAAHo/EDUbo4bUmGY/s1600-h/checkmate.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 286px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2_WpTsakoI/AAAAAAAAAHo/EDUbo4bUmGY/s400/checkmate.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5435799280409023106" /></a><br /><br />You know,White King,I've been waiting years and years for you to move.And I know you want me to move until you realized that this game should be over.And as a Black Queen,I'm hiding from the shadows,anticipating,like a spectre in a dark,as hope glows glory and transmitting my dreams to you.<br /><br />Black King,he's idle.He cannot move an inch as I'll protecting you for save path.Don't you worry about him.He knows he couldn't move an inch without my approval.He is as same as you,the only difference is you want to move,he doesn't.He only waits you to kill you.But don't worry,I'll protect you.<br /><br />White Queen,she appears in your life as a pair of you.But you know,I know,it's about me and you.It's about more than us than she or my Black King.But you,White King,in a path you want to move,you left your Rooks,your Bishop and your Knights.Let alone your Pawns.You abandoned them,you let them destroyed because of you.But I don't want you to be like that.You should realized you're not alone,not even close.<br /><br />Only few steps until you're close to my Black King.Don't worry I'll won't let him touch you.A White Queen trying to knock me down,she fall astep,I knocked her down.And only me,you and Black King.You're checkmate,but you're mine.So in the end,I kicked my own Black King and you'll be my king.<br /><br />And together,you start this game,and finally you're ending it.What a bless.It took me years to getting you to realizes,you cannot win a war alone.You cannot win a war against me.You know it,I know it,we both know,this is ain't your game.Your failure to look surround yourself,your aim to get over without concerning your own army,and of course,your recklessness make me wonder,is that you the perfect one to win a war against me?<br /><br />I guess you're not.We should be together.Checkmate,you're mine.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-64544562928877683212010-02-04T02:47:00.000-08:002010-02-04T03:01:08.473-08:00Been Thinking About You.I'm a loner.My life as refugee has make me forget who I really am.For who I am really was.For who I am will be.I've been run and run and run,and I don't even recognizes my own path.I run because of my paranoid.I run because I want to save you next time.<br /><br />But for sure,life is all about moving.Even an inch would be fine.You're breathing that means you have to move.Every living creatures,including trees have to move.Even corals have to move.The air we breath,the food we eat,the nutrients we digest.Life is not static.<br /><br />I've been thinking about you nowadays.Where are you right now?What are you doing?I sleep restlessly as I'm thinking about you.But I have to move.I want you to move to.One day,our Promised Land will be waiting for us.That's for sure.It's our happiness that I've promised to you.No one could ever put on fear to us.Nobody.I can gurranty you that.<br /><br />For everything I've done,I'm doing it for you.That's for sure.I never do for anybody except you.Because I promise I want it to.It's as simple as that.I never change my mind thinking about you.You're so fascinating for me.You're the raison d'etre for me to keep moving on.<br /><br />But when you're moving away from me,you tear my heart apart.I have to accept that you're frustrating with me.But I never intended to do that.I'm moving so I can show you the path to the Promised Land that I promise to you.But your impatience leading to nowhere.I'm lost in this jungle,while you're also not sure for what you're do.<br /><br />There's always a cliche words by saying,"to the death do us apart".But to the death I'm trying not to apart from you,I'm just finding our way,to pursuit for what both of us want.Now you leave me alone,jaded,frustrating and tired.I wish I can burn all of this jungle so you can see me right now.I wish you're listening to me.<br /><br />I've been thinking about you,would you thinking about me?<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/nSz16ngdsG0&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/nSz16ngdsG0&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />Don't sad,don't cry.One day I will lead you there.I promise you.All you have to do is wait for me.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-57986588117119686902010-02-02T07:32:00.000-08:002010-02-02T07:54:15.409-08:00Ezra Levant Is No Ezreen.Funny name,a man who live in the same city,the name that so close to me,and the name Levant are actually derives for my decendent came from.<br /><br />When people here knows my name,they're put on joke,"are you Ezra Levant?".hik hik!Funny.However his conservative views are not the same as me.But although it's a close name,we live in the same city,but our view to the world are totally different.<br /><br />But I don't care much about Ezra Levant.It's just a title,don't bother much of it.<br /><br />First of all,I would like to congrat my sister-in law for gave birth to a lovely child,Shahruni Soeffiyan.It's quite funny that my brother,which is a credo of Manchester United gave his son after Wayne Rooney.I hope when he grows up,he didn't fuck a nanny.<br /><br />Today also a great day at Celtic Park.We have Robbie Keane.How happy I am right now.I hope he can beat Kris Boyd ass now on.Hik hik!<br /><br />And of course,when Johan mentions about The Catcher In The Rye,it makes me want to find back that book in my own library.To be frank I miss Holden Caulfield and how I wish he getting back Jane Gallagher,not to play checkers but to get serious involvement in love.But cool guy like Holden wouldn't care much about love.Sally Hayes will still there for him,or Sunny the whore hik hik!<br /><br />Also,when Nami mention about Edgar Allan Poe,I request one thing for him.Read poem "Al-Aaraaf".It's a cool stuff.Also read about Allen Ginsberg.He mentions about "American materialism that destroy the world".I think from reading those stuff,you can be a cool writer,seriously.<br /><br />And don't forget to send me your latest play script,s'il vous plait!Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-85999225042069279902010-01-30T06:05:00.000-08:002010-01-30T06:10:09.733-08:00Tribute to Howard Zinn and JD Salinger.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2Q9YD9whXI/AAAAAAAAAHg/eOi7t5DZw28/s1600-h/Rye_catcher.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 287px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2Q9YD9whXI/AAAAAAAAAHg/eOi7t5DZw28/s400/Rye_catcher.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432534534106154354" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2Q9T6oUbtI/AAAAAAAAAHY/g9mOrJ_-ASo/s1600-h/JD_Salinger.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 280px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2Q9T6oUbtI/AAAAAAAAAHY/g9mOrJ_-ASo/s400/JD_Salinger.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432534462880837330" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2Q9DPirHeI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/riZa2kCQ958/s1600-h/406px-Peopleshistoryzinn.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 271px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2Q9DPirHeI/AAAAAAAAAHQ/riZa2kCQ958/s400/406px-Peopleshistoryzinn.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432534176436526562" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2Q8_IpVOvI/AAAAAAAAAHI/tmLxrZxIWdw/s1600-h/800px-Howard_Zinn.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S2Q8_IpVOvI/AAAAAAAAAHI/tmLxrZxIWdw/s400/800px-Howard_Zinn.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5432534105865927410" /></a><br /><br />The world won't be the same without them.And I always embrace my desire to see people who got determination,to change people through his writings,can achieve his dreams,to be like Zinn and Salinger.<br /><br />RIP Zinn and Salinger.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-92203488018424906362010-01-24T03:40:00.000-08:002010-01-24T03:48:35.362-08:00Spirit of Falcons!<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S1wymuNFxgI/AAAAAAAAAHA/IstbuEpClWQ/s1600-h/Wfalcons.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 236px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S1wymuNFxgI/AAAAAAAAAHA/IstbuEpClWQ/s400/Wfalcons.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5430270891521328642" /></a><br /><br />Win back what we belong,beat again United States!<br />2010 Olympic gold medal will be ours!Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-42639019312917608082010-01-22T12:06:00.000-08:002010-01-22T12:47:01.270-08:00Faster,Higher,Stronger<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S1oJVXMs6iI/AAAAAAAAAG4/9mkZ-i_981c/s1600-h/Vancouver-2010-olympics-logo.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429662563357747746" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 306px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 365px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S1oJVXMs6iI/AAAAAAAAAG4/9mkZ-i_981c/s400/Vancouver-2010-olympics-logo.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div>I don't know why I always be a victim,but one thing for sure,I'll try my best to be good friend,to whoever offers me friendship.For whatever reason,somehow the game of blame already sparks although I try my best to help,but it's seems my hand seems not been appreciated.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>The best thing is to shut up and watch my world dissapears.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>To him-Good luck and I hope my help is good enough.Remember,you have to learn more rather than you study idiot stuffs in your university.Tell might you want to learn lighting in theatre.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>To his girlfriend-try to throw away your perception that I'm a spectre that haunts you every night and day.I'm your bestie,remember?Throw away your jealousy because helping a friend is much more important than just an unrelevant emotion.If I don't tell him at the first place he wouldn't get a job,as a scriptwriter as he wish,okay?I'm trying to let him out from his misery and this is how you thank me?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Remember rule number one in friendship,"backstabbing is the biggest offense in friendship".</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>To his friend-maybe I'm been overprotective to him.But it's shows that I concern about him and his friendship.<strong>And I might be wrong here</strong>.And explaination from him was good enough,he admits his mistakes and he didn't do it for purpose.So,he asked all of you a sincere apology,and I hope this note can clear everything.</div><div></div><div>To Johan-Happy Birthday on 23th January.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>To bro and sis-in-law-Good luck for a baby.Hug and kisses for Soeffiyan.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I took this time to be quiet for a while.I'll be to Vancouver for Olympic,not as an athlete but for supporters of my friend who joining slalom jump.It's been 2 years back I've been boycotted Olympics,now although there's a protest I still won't boycott it.After all,Canadian won't shoot bloggers like Chinese government did.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>To all Celtic fans-You'll Never Walk Alone.</div><div></div><div><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">נאַמי</span></strong></div><div><br /><strong><span style="font-size:130%;">פֿאַר וועלכער סיבה, נישט איין קען שטעלן מיר צו ליבע איר. מייַן וועט איז שטאַרק, נישט אפילו גאָט קענען נעמען אַוועק פֿון מיר, איר'רע מיין סיבה און איר'רע מיין צוקונפט.און איך וועל טאָן עפּעס צו מאַכן איר צופרידן.</span></strong> </div><div> </div><div><br />Tu agus go mbeidh me go deo.Dha Soul ar cheann.Agus ni feidir aon duine a dhiultu.<br /><br />Kardeşim, kariniz dikkat unutmayin!</div><div> </div><div><br /><br /><br /> </div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div>Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-46940889753804770402010-01-20T04:48:00.000-08:002010-01-20T04:54:51.167-08:00A Piece Of Meat In Front Of Wolf's Nose,Theatre Lovers!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S1b8DRBikmI/AAAAAAAAAGw/UPdIHojCkzc/s1600-h/fused_template_web.thumbnail.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 128px; height: 128px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S1b8DRBikmI/AAAAAAAAAGw/UPdIHojCkzc/s400/fused_template_web.thumbnail.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428803533881381474" border="0" /></a><br /><br />FUSED (experimental showcase)<br />Presenter: The Actors Studio<br />Admission: Entry by minimum donation of RM10 (at the door)<br />Date &amp; Time: 20-23 January @ 8.30pm &amp; 24 January @ 1pm<br /><br />Waiting for Love (play)<br />Presenter: Ping Stage<br />Date: 27 - 30 January @ 8pm; 30 - 31 January @ 3pm<br />Ticket Price: RM35 or RM25 for students (Sat &amp; Sun matinee show only)<br /><br /><br />Women of Silk River (play)<br /><br />Presenter:The Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre (klpac)<br />Date: 4 - 6, 8 - 9 February @ 8.30pm &amp; 7 February @ 3pm<br />Venue: The Actors Studio @ Lot 10<br />Ticket Price: RM35 (adults), RM28 (seniors) &amp; RM23 (students &amp; disabled)<br /><br />Promotion: Buy 7 tickets and get 1 FREE!<br /><br />K.I.V keep in view (dance)<br /><br />Presenter: ASWARA Dance Faculty &amp; The Actors Studio<br />Date: 19 - 21 February<br />Venue: The Actors Studio @ Lot 10<br />Ticket Price: TBC<br /><br /><br />Yi Jet Qi ‘G’ Live (concert)<br /><br />Presenter: Sevent Event Media<br />Date: 13 March @ 8pm; 14 March @ 4pm<br />Venue: The Actors Studio @ Lot 10<br />Ticket Price: RM88<br /><br /><br />Life Sdn Bhd 5 - I Am Positive (play)<br /><br />Presenter: The Actors Studio<br />Date: 24 March @ 8pm (preview); 25 - 27 March @ 8pm &amp; 28 March @ 3pm<br />Venue: The Actors Studio @ Lot 10<br />Ticket Price: RM20 flat (preview); RM30 (centre seats) /RM20 (side seats)<br /><br />For more information on the show(s), please click on the show title (right side bar)<br /><br />________________________________________________________<br /><br />BOX OFFICE<br /><br />Call or walk in | The Actors Studio @ Lot 10 (03 2142 2009 / 2143 2009 - ticket collection at The Actors Studio)<br /><br />Call or walk in | klpac (03 4047 9000 - ticket collection at klpac)<br /><br />Walk in only | Axcess HQ (Jln. Semangat), Axcess 1-Utama outlet &amp; Alamanda Putrajaya outlet.<br /><br />p/s:I will not going due to my distance which is far away from there.<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" >BUT I TELL THIS TO SOMEONE SO THAT HE'S NOT STUPID ENOUGH TO SELL STUPID STUFFS TO THE PEOPLE!THIS IS THE STUFF THAT YOU SHOULD INVOLVE IN!</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><br /></span><br />to that person:details are already emailed.thank you.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-41700876476862727382010-01-18T22:47:00.000-08:002010-01-19T07:34:33.480-08:00The World Is Too Small For Him.<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S1VhHap1VqI/AAAAAAAAAGo/R1doIqW27aE/s1600-h/teddybear.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S1VhHap1VqI/AAAAAAAAAGo/R1doIqW27aE/s400/teddybear.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428351705906763426" /></a><br />A story that he wrote to me,and it always be a bedtime story for me before I sleep.I believe it's the same story he told Elly,as I found in her diary.Below of this story,it was Elly replied for his story.I just copy back from her diary.<br /><br />x------------------------x<br /><br />Once upon a time,there's a princess who lives in a huge castle,her father is a great great king of Sandoba.Everyday,she stares out at her window,looking a meaning of life to be a person.She failed.Everyday her father told her it is important to get more resources of prosperity of Sandoba.She was thinking,perhaps gold and silver can make people happy.<br /><br />She went at the market,and give a pauper a dime of gold.The pauper smiled and cheering and singing going home.Yes,gold and silver can make people happy.But why she got so many gold and silver,yet still not happy?Why her father got abundance of gold but still not satisfy with his gold?<br /><br />She didn't understand.Is that meaning of life is to get as much gold and silver?And why gold and silver is something people crazy over it?Something to work over it?Why people cheat,kill or deceive for gold and silver?Is that meaning of life?<br /><br />One day she walk again to the same market,and the same pauper ask him for a dime of gold.She give it,and once again the pauper become so happy and cheerful.She realizes that this is the meaning of life.Gold and silver.No mistakes.<br /><br />The third time she walk again to market and once again he found the same pauper sat on the street.This time he was so sad,and crying.She give the pauper a dime of gold.Still not happy.Another dime of gold,he does not even stares at it.<br /><br />"Are you become more greedy now?Last time I gave you a dime of gold and you're happy,now I give you two dimes of gold and you're not even look at it?"<br /><br />The pauper answered,"so,why are you giving me gold every time you come here?"<br /><br />She then replied,"because gold and silver are always make people happy.Look at you,everytime I give you gold you become more happier and cheerful.But now,you become greed,you just like my father.He got mountains of gold but he is still not satisfied for what he gets!"<br /><br />"If gold and silver are always make people happy,why aren't you happy?Are you saying you're greed,too?" the pauper responded from the princess.<br /><br />"I don't know!I don't know what's a meaning of life."<br /><br />"Let me tell you something,my princess.Today I lost my cat,my only friend.I don't have friend except my cat.Every time you gave me a dime of gold I can buy food so that we can share together.Now,it's meaningless,no matter how much you gave me gold or silver,I couldn't share with anyone!"<br /><br />"So,you can find another cat.Or perhaps a bird,or a monkey.Anything.You can share your gold that I gave to you,so you're not sad again".<br /><br />The pauper smiles,"what if I don't be here again?And you're losing a person to share your gold?Perhaps I'm nothing inside your eyes,so that's why you never bother on me.But not my cat.We share almost everything.In a coldness we share heat together.In hunger we share our food together.That's a meaning of life!The life of togetherness!Not because your gold or silver.If one day gold and silver are not valid for food,what else do you have?"<br /><br />The princess replied,"not even gold or silver can't buy food?What do you mean?"<br /><br />"When gold or silver,cannot buy everything we need,we got love.To share.To take care for.Togetherness.That's more important above all.Do you see the farmer loves their crops,or how passionate fishermen goes to the sea?The passion to share,to love.Gold and silver are second.The important thing is to share.That's a meaning of life.Otherwise,they'll be just like your father.Too many things but so many love and care."<br /><br />The princess just be quiet and listens to the pauper.<br /><br />"So,if I'm not here,then does your life completed?"<br /><br />The princess replied,"I'm lonely.Because everyday I just want to see someone like you to be happy.And if you're not around,my heart will be restless."<br /><br />"Then you're already know the meaning of life."<br /><br />The princess walk away as thinking what the pauper told her.And the next day,she's coming to the pauper,not with gold but with a cat.The same cat as the pauper always be together while begging.<br /><br />The begger cries.He wouldn't expect he will see his cat again.He become so happy and cheerful once again.The princess were told about meaning of life by a pauper on the street.<br /><br />x-----------------------x<br /><br />The now,the pauper was lost in his world.He became jaded,and slowly he don't know who can he share,his feelings,his emotion,his everything.Why everyone nowadays don't know the meaning of life?What makes people to ignore each other?<br /><br />The world is too small for him.I wish I can take him to a place were ignorance to care and love are prohibited.To the place where everyone take care of each other.<br /><br />But it's just three-fold utopian dream.How sad.How I wish he's not a human but a cat.Where at least cat knows better about meaning of life than humans.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-87028958008006368992010-01-16T08:04:00.000-08:002010-01-16T08:39:30.436-08:00Cinema Paradiso Love Theme.<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/AICSf6r8m24&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/AICSf6r8m24&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />Se tu fossi nei miei occhi per un giorno <br />Vedresti la bellezza che piena d'allegria <br />Io trovo dentro gli occhi tuoi <br />E nearo se magia o lealta <br /><br />Se tu fossi nel mio cuore per un giorno <br />Potreste avere un'idea <br />Di cio che sento io <br />Quando m'abbracci forte a te <br />E petto a petto,noi <br />Respiriamo insieme<br /><br />Protagoniste del tuo amor <br />Non so se﻿ sia magia <br />O lealta <br /><br />Se tu fossi nella mia anima un giorno <br />Sapresti cosa sono in me <br />Che m'innamorai<br />Da quell'istante insieme a te <br />E cio che provo e <br />Solamente amore<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------<br /><br />If you were in my eyes,for one day<br />Would you see the beauty of the joy<br />I'm inside your eyes,<br />And it's close to magic and loyalty<br /><br />If you're in my heart,for one day<br />You'll got the reason for how I feel<br />When we're hug together,<br />Chest by chest<br />We breathe together<br /><br />Your current love<br />Does not know the magic<br />or loyalty<br /><br />If you're in my soul,for one day<br />You'll know what inside me<br />That I fall in love from the moment I'm with you<br />And what I feel<br />Only loveEz Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-43925104882066239532010-01-15T05:56:00.000-08:002010-01-15T06:01:13.137-08:00Abangku Seorang Mama Juwie.Seorang yang kepochi,suka kutuk-kutuk orang,suka kecoh-kecoh.Sungguh malang berabangkan Mama Juwie.<br /><br />For information my brother ni Mat Cengeng.Cengeng tu budak yang selalu menangis bila tak dapat gula-gula ke,chocolate ke,apa ke.Dulu sanggup lari dari rumah sebab kena reject.<br /><br />I tak nak la gaduh-gaduh dengan abang sendiri,tapi kadang-kadang kena ajar orang macam ni.Suka-suka nak panggil orang Mat Pelompat Parti,minah kaki besi,I panggil you Mat Cengeng baru tau!<br /><br />Pergi jaga bini la.Kalau nak tulis blog,tulislah yang senonoh sikit.Tulis tu berfikir sikit.Kalau tak mampu berfikir jangan tulis blog.Dah banyak blog semak nak basuh otak orang dari berfikir benda yang sihat.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-79860291432703195592010-01-14T07:59:00.000-08:002010-01-14T08:01:47.041-08:00Tribute To All Earthquake Victims In Haiti.<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/8CyqBmVS064&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/8CyqBmVS064&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-82632628419064484512010-01-12T17:13:00.000-08:002010-01-12T17:23:10.414-08:00удача, Nami!(Good Luck!Hik hik!)<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/GBbZA0ZQF6I&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/GBbZA0ZQF6I&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />Sounds so Stalinistic,but this is the best song I can dedicate to you.Do the best,push yourself to above your limit.Just like Anakin Skywalker,I believe your <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Force_(Star_Wars)#Midi-chlorians_and_the_Chosen_One">midi-chlorian</a> are far far higher than anyone else.I knew it since I met you.Control your anger and you'll be The Master.<br /><br />Take up your <strike>sword</strike> lightsaber,there's a battle ahead you.<br /><br />May the force be with you,hik hik!Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-14160843416555447822010-01-11T17:49:00.000-08:002010-01-11T21:51:22.112-08:00If Fall In Love Is Kitsch...<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/2FFJaj2Hdm8&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/2FFJaj2Hdm8&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><a href="http://kolamudangbatulapan.blogspot.com/2010/01/mamat-suka-minahtu-biasalah-kan.html">Some might say</a>,falling in love is kitsch.Everyone expected love to bring happiness to you.But love are not suppose to be according what you want.It's not about to get married or to be happily ever after,it's no such thing as that.And if you call this a bondage porn,it depends for who are you really are.For someone who love "easy come,easy go",go ahead.But I'm not like that.<br /><br />If love is a life,flirting is cheap,sacrifice is expensive.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/M_wGLZmwZ8o&hl=en_US&fs=1&"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/M_wGLZmwZ8o&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-36908151042653224772010-01-11T03:29:00.000-08:002010-01-11T04:17:09.218-08:00Guillermo.<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S0sWPKWtCNI/AAAAAAAAAGg/tGeqB3wfqVw/s1600-h/chica-cinema-paradiso.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 283px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S0sWPKWtCNI/AAAAAAAAAGg/tGeqB3wfqVw/s400/chica-cinema-paradiso.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5425454625831323858" /></a><br />I've been asked to write about my first crush,Guillermo.<br /><br />For me,he is The One.The way he look at me,the way he talk to me.He make me breathless.He is the one who makes me what I am,right now.But I'm just a white crayon in a box in his heart.Not more than that.<br /><br />I still remember the way he looked at me.I was speechless.I still remember he's the one asking me to watch theatre at Peschierra Borromeo,I was 11 years old in that time.But I thought it's me and him,but there's another girl,Alessandra Stephano,that makes me one of his sight.<br /><br />In 1997 I left Milan with my broken heart.No hug and kisses,no goodbye.The One that I've expected,become No One.Since then I realizes "hope is for the losers".And I stop to hope.<br /><br />For me,he is so special,in that time.Wherever he is right now,he's already gone.He already become my No One.<br /><br />No one knews about how much I felt about him except Elly.Every night before I go to sleep,I'm open my windows so wide so I can see Guillermo.But sometimes when he waves at me,I'm off to the moon--excited!Even Elly's laughs at me,sometimes.<br /><br />Aril?He is a jackass.When he was in Milan he never be with us.He always with his friend,his Irish friend Bernie Finns.Every now and then he will be with his friend watching Calcio.Sometimes at restaurant,if he got money he went to San Siro.But Bernie will forever be at Manchester United,that's what he told us.And until one day,I heard Guillermo is a Nerazurri--an Inter fan.To be frank I was rooted to Inter before eventually change to Celtic.I change my alligience to Celtic because of dissapointment to Guillermo.<br /><br />But now,he is my No One.I don't give a damn about him right now.But of course,when you was a kid your love was sincere.I felt like stupid wearing scarfs at San Siro watching Calcio just because Guillermo is a big fan of Inter,and I don't even know what is offside in that time.But it's love who change you for who you are.<br /><br />I still remember my pillow talks with Elly."What if you find new Guillermo when we're in Malaysia?"<br /><br />I just shaking my head,disagree.<br /><br />"There's only one Guillermo",I was saying that before Elly's chuckles on me.hik hik!,it was her trademark.I never thought eight years later I'm jerking on her because of "new Guillermo".I miss Elly.She was my everything.For everything I've done right now,I dedicate to her.And because her love towards "new Guillermo" makes my life in thunder,shocked and fear,I never thought her life will be ended in misery way.<br /><br />If only "new Guillermo" was honest with Elly at the first place,I rather go and wither away.If only he's not using Elly as weapon to kill me,I wouldn't mind.I know he can write poems,a song or even a short story before both of us go to bed,sometimes I laughed myself that I fall in love and sharing with my own sister.No one could ever write a song like he did,no one.I and Elly can say that.I guess both of us will agree on that.<br /><br />But everyone seems to leave me.Guillermo leaves me,Elly leaves me,"new Guillermo" leaves me.I'm just a nightingale--waiting for someone to be adored.Que sera sera whatever will be,will be.<br /><br />From the streets of Segrate,streets of Jalan Bukit Bintang--Guillermo will always there for me.Vecchio del nuovo,ancora amo Guillermo.<br /><br />But now as the history faded away,so does myself going forward to future.Guillermo,both of them were part of my history.Move on,and cheer your life!C'est la vie after all..hik hik!Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-59796498585645921612010-01-08T16:41:00.000-08:002010-01-08T16:49:04.332-08:00Blood Is Red-Tribute to All Catholics In Malaysia.<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S0fSXpTRkUI/AAAAAAAAAGY/UORW5SlV018/s1600-h/Prayer.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S0fSXpTRkUI/AAAAAAAAAGY/UORW5SlV018/s400/Prayer.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5424535579856572738" /></a><br /><em>A mother gave birth her lovely newborn baby,<br />She cried;after pain and tears she face in deep misery,<br />As her blood splitted;her sweat and tears,<br />Joined with black ghost of fear,<br />All she ever wanted that this pain will be tears of joy,<br />And as she stares at her newborn boy,<br />Please,please don't let his hand been tortured and torn.<br /><br />We as humans,regardless by race,<br />Regardless color of hair and face,<br />United by blood of red,<br />But seems to be fade,<br />Because of some greed,<br />They stole from those who need,<br />Because power and wealth differs us from each other.<br /><br />Who those who bleed,<br />From the hands of greed,<br />I shall hold down my head,<br />And respect for those who dead,<br />As I walked this memory lane in mourn,<br />I shall say that "You'll Never Walk Alone". </em><br /><br />from Muslims from Glenmore,Calgary,Canada.<br />Ezreen Emira Sulaiman<br />Sulaiman bin Daud<br />Shahril Iman Sulaiman<br />Citra Hardinawira Sulaiman<br />Adryan Adi Warjoyo<br /><br />Salam,shalom,peace.<br /><br />p/s:actually this is my poem I dedicate to May 13th victims.Although there's no death,but one thing for sure,it's a death of wise and respect.<br /><br />Let's kick religious fascism out from here!Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7514766063914660468.post-14481112831349879792010-01-07T18:22:00.000-08:002010-01-07T18:33:22.155-08:00Credo And Dogmatism In Left Organization.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S0aZZfaKzDI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/Yq01X-QPAK0/s1600-h/05protest_span_cityroom.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 255px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_pWF9c8YuOEo/S0aZZfaKzDI/AAAAAAAAAGQ/Yq01X-QPAK0/s400/05protest_span_cityroom.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5424191464421379122" /></a><br />I use the word credo because some people believes that socialism is a creed.NO,IT'S A PHILOSOPHY.You have to refer to Nami's Antara Fahaman Dan Kepercayaan on his Teh Tarik Gelas Besar.(ask him,I don't have his link).<br /><br />When we discussed about socialism,in my point of view,according from Marx,it will be our future after the collapse of capitalism.But don't be so sure,because not anyone are follow Marxist,some of them follows Bakunin anarchism,others with Henry George or maybe the idea of Francis Fukuyama libertarian views.Everyone trying to be prophet or a gypsy with crystal ball and tarot cards.<br /><br />Now,Karl Marx was born in 1818,the year that capitalism was not mature yet.French Revolution are just 30 years away,and it was revolutionary to build factories or produce masses of quantities of goods.<br /><br />However,on Paris Commune,it's start to happen what we call it an attempt for liberation from "wage slavery".And in the end,it was Marx and Bakunin divide the revolution into two:socialism and anarchism.<br /><br />Now,fast forward 2010,what I've see from my eyes is the failure of left organization to unite.Everyone seems to believe what they believe and discredit the rest.I WAS a liberal before I saw liberal ideas was fake hope after ignorance of Barack Obama,and I'm looking for other alternative.And finally I read Marx's book,and other left intelligentsia such as Trotsky,Engels,Rosa Luxembourg and I even read some of CWI materials.<br /><br />However,I'm not interested on joining groups,because everyone seems trying to advertise themselves as a better organization,which is contradict with socialist ideas,and what I can see from this paradoxes is that even left organization like USFI or CWI are trying to recruit new membership to gain more financial and manpower support.<br /><br />And speaking about progressive ideas,why don't you just ignore other philosopher views,even though he is not Marxist?Jean-Paul Sartre is a Marxist but he also follows Existentialism.How about Friedrich Nietzsche,have you ever read about his work,rejecting hierarchy and promoting egalitarian?<br /><br />Now,even left organization rejecting egalitarian,just because their Sec Gen reading more Marx books than the rest,and every ideas of the organization has been considered by only one man.I've seen so many left organization like this and that's why they're failed..because they only read Marx and not reading Nietzsche.<br /><br />And talking about Leon Trotsky,yes without a doubt I agree the idea of Permanent Revolution.However,even within left organization itself,the members has been warned not to challenge the idea of the leader(Sec Gen,President,Big Brother etc).And finally it will create dogmatism.If you're Marxist you only follow Marx.If you're Trotskyist you will only follow Trotsky.How about Sartre,Habermas,Darrida or even Hishamuddin Rais?<br /><br />As I write this comment,I should tell you about this,that time evolves.You cannot simply keep on using Bolshevik Revolution in 1917.We need new example.We should create our own example,not just following the past history.Something has to be done,not just telling "I'm more Marxist than you then you should follow me".It's not about Karl Marx,it's not about socialism,it's about the idea to be liberated.By how,by who,or by when,it depends on time and space.<br /><br />Other wise,it will be such a waste of time for joining left organization if they fails to liberate their own members.Ez Puella Sapienshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14123703562762116097noreply@blogger.com8