just get it out there

reading Girl With Curious Hair and very much enjoying Westward the Course of Empire Takes its Way. yet more DFW all about advertising. our culture is broken. I need to find my people. JRE fans, No Agenda fans, DFW fans. they see beyond the bullshit of this world. JRE does it as via drugs and comedy, No Agenda guys were taught media tricks directly, and I don’t know how DFW learned to do it. Sadly, it seems part of his depression. I understand that. There is just such a sense of disconnection from others who live in a world of bullshit. How do I make money with a head like this?