Friday, April 13, 2012

...My home is the house of winds, With great songs of Space ringing wild in my ears Whose shouting heart leaps to their tune. I mock at the shapes, plodding thickly, through lamplight: stupid and cruel - or kind - They are alien, Other, I'm touched with uneasiness... Fear of these human.... and glide away sidelong: Yet joying in fear, in my stealthy aloofness, To know they are They and I'm I.
Towers of old cities are spiralling over me, Night-conjured,
rising from Time
And I hear, through the seething of luminous silence -
Secretive, vibrant, the sound of the Solitude -
Calling of others like me
Quietly they come, flitting softly as secrets; light-footed,
velvety, swift...
With eyes gleaming green, lambent flame of the Opal.
Kindred... we signal our quick recognition.
I am I ... but I know we are we
Panther of silence; god of Night; Lord of the wild inhuman
stars:
You are my own; teeming soul of solitude.
Here is no loneliness, secret Master -
You, Dark Spirit are with me.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

A long audient meditation, which chiefly consisted reminiscing about the more peculiar episodes in my sex life.Have decided on a retreat of at least three months -- nobody to be admitted. Will create magnetic centre...................................................