LoveA sadness fills my heart
A loneliness tearing me apart
I don't know how
I don't know why
I long for you
I have known you forever
But we have never met
You are living within my heart
A love I will never forget
I am in search of you
The woman of my dreams
I'm waiting for you
With your eyes of beautiful blue
I awake each day and take care of my self
In hopes that you will show
I open my door expecting you to be there
So that our love will finally grow
I explore the night life
In hopes of running into you
And one day making you my wife
You are my happiness
You are my dreams
The one I've longed to love
Each day I pray
That god will hear
And answer my prayers from above
I wrote this for my son
A love
So real
A love that you can feel
A love that can only come
From heaven up above
First there was fear
Of how will I get by
Then I held him in my arms
And knew that help was near
From the first bottle
To the first diaper change
I was in lo

ThoughtsI often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support.
I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a goo

AuctionThats right folks you could be the proud owner of....ME! hehehehehehe So go check it out and see if Im worth it! Sorry for some reason the picture wont come up but the link still works!
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What Exactly Is A Hater*What Exactly Is A 'Hater'?*
A hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time
trying to make you look small so they can look tall. They are very negative
people to say the least. Nothing is ever good enough!
When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters...That's why
you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams,
because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be
like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else, He would
have given you what He gave them! Right?
You never know what people have gone through to get what they have...
The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't
know my story...
If the grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, you can rest
assured that the water bill is higher there too!
We've all got some haters among us! Some people envy you because you can:
* Have a relationship with God
* Lig

My Fit Is A Victim!OMG WHAT IS UP WITH FUBAR
I SEEN MY GOOOOD FRIEND FITFREAK SCROLLING BY
AND BEEN IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER SINCE I SEEN HIM
AND HE INFORMS ME HIS ACCOUNT WAS DELTED!
WHY HE'S A WONDERFUL PERSON TO KNOW?
HE WAS ANOTHER ONE OF THE FIRST ON HERE TO BEFRIEND ME AND ADD ME TO HIS FAMILY! HE TRULY ROCKS AND I WAS ON HIS ABS HEHEHEHEHE LOL
HE IS ALMOST HALF WAY THERE WHERE HE WAS 10,000k FROM BECOMING A ROCKSTAR...BUT I WANNA SEE HIM REACH HIGHER THEN THAT...
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HERE IS HIS LINK
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Just Because I CanI know they like to beat ya down a lot
When you come around the block brothas clown a lot
But please don't cry, dry your eyes, never let up
Forgive but don't forget, girl keep your head up
And when he tells you you ain't nuttin don't believe him
And if he can't learn to love you you should leave him
Cause sista you don't need him
And I ain't tryin to gas ya up, I just call em how I see em
You know it makes me unhappy (what's that)
When brothas make babies, and leave a young mother to be a pappy
And since we all came from a woman
Got our name from a woman and our game from a woman
I wonder why we take from our women
Why we rape our women, do we hate our women?
I think it's time to kill for our women
Time to heal our women, be real to our women
And if we don't we'll have a race of babies
That will hate the ladies, that make the babies
And since a man can't make one
He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one
So will the real men get up
I know you're

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It's Getting CloseIt's getting close to the end !
Tonight we will know who the final 3 are
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Are the top 2!
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Confusedy do men say they are gonna be there for or with you when they have no plans on it... or if they do plan on it anything they're boys want them to do is more important... I've gotten to the point where i just dont care anymore.... i'm just not gonna allow myself to be available so i dont have to worry about it... I'll be here when he actually shows up but i will never spend another waking moment waitin on any man...

~issues~Today is not one of the best days i have had...it was great news that my soon to be ex got his divorce papers, but it states in there that he is to return out son to me...which right now i have him, and he (my ex) has our 2 small girls...He called me today to let me know he got his papers and that i was sneaky for doing what i am doing but he was suppose to bring my girls to me on sunday he now is saying that he is not going to bring me m y girls back..Hes says seeing i have what i wanted (which is my son) that i am not getting what he has (my girls) Right now i dont know what to do or know how to feel...i miss i girls sooo much...i want nothing more than them to be with me right now...They are 3 years and 6 months...Its hard to get my mind on to anything else...My head hurts, i got a headache, ive cried on and off all day...Have this feeling and know that he is not giving them back...I just miss them soo much...He is also saying that he is now filing a motion to have custody of all 3

Swingers List1. What is swinging?
Swinging started when impotent men allowed their wives to be fucked by well-hung studs so that they wouldn't leave them. However, in the many years since, swinging has developed and now many small-dicked men as well as limp-dicked men will share their wives with the likes of you and me.
2. What do I need to get into swinging?
For a single male swinger, the most important thing you need is a big cock. If you have a genuine ten-inches or more then you're laughing, but eight inches is sufficient. A big cock is the most important thing in a woman achieving orgasm, so that's what most swinging women will be attracted to.
DO NOT BE FOOLED if a woman claims she likes receiving oral, or foreplay, or that dick-size isn't important to her; it isn't important, it's _vital_. Women are hypocrites in this respect; they like to boast about not being so "shallow", but in the cold light of day, when she's choosing her next fuck-target, she'll go for the biggest dick s

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QuizzesThe Whos
Who Was The Last Person You Talked To? Joe
Who Was The Last Person You Were With, Besides Family?Katie & Dan
Who Was Your Last Kiss?Joe
Who Knows The Most About You?Sarah & Matt
Who Is Your Favorite Band, Rapper, Singer, etc.?Daughtry & Rascal Flatts
Who Can Make You Laugh No Matter What? Timmy
Who Can You Always Count On? Suzette
Who Has Your Heart? No one right now
Who Is or Was Your Favorite Teacher In School? Mr. Munro-Science Teacher
Who Is Your Crush?I don't have one
Who Is Your Best Friend(s)? Sarah,Katie,Dan,Matt & Justin
Who Loves You? My friends, family and daughter
The Whats
What Is Your Favorite Song At The Moment? La Vie Boheme-RENT!
What Are You Looking Forward To? Finding a job soon
What Is Your Favorite Color?Baby Blue
What Website Do You Visit Most? Fubar.com
What Is Your Favorite Smell? Rain
What Is Your Favorite Lil Wayne? Walk It Out
What Is Your Favorite Movie?RENT!
What Is Your Favorite

Thank You So MuchThank You Comment Graphics
THERE IS NO WAY I CAN EVEN BEGIN TO THANK EACH PERSON THAT'S HELPED ME DURING THIS TIME TO GET ME TO GODMOTHER...
I HAVE FRIENDS WHO HAVE SENT ME BLING, FUBUCKS, RATED MY PAGE FOR WEEKS, DAYS, AND HOURS ON END...I'VE HAD FRIENDS THAT HAVE MADE COUNTLESS BULLY'S AND BLOGS, SET THEIR STATUS TO HELP ME...
I WANT TO THANK MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO HAVE WORKED FOR WEEKS HELPING ME...
THANK YOU CLUB F.A.R.
THANK YOU SHADOW LEVELERS
THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ME, JUST HELPED OUT OF THE KINDNESS OF YOUR HEART...
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT ANYTIME YOU NEED HELP WITH ANYTHING, PLS FEEL FREE TO ASK ME FOR HELP, EVEN THOUGH I COULDN'T BEGIN TO PAY BACK ALL OF YOUR GENEROSITY...SO YOU NEED HELP, YOU GET IN TOUCH WITH ME, AND I WILL BE THERE...
MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO ALL OF YOU...
NATURAL WITCH AKA TINA...
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT, I GOT THE SPOTLIGHT TOO, WITHIN 24 HOURS OF GODMOTHERING...I'VE HAD SO MANY PPL HELP M

Special Peoplethe pendulum swings
swinging high when life is good
tumbleing down as life hits its lows.
But like every rule out there
it was broken when you stepped in.
In a low point of my life you appeared,
turning one of life's low moments into a high one.
thankyou for not being normal :-)
couldn't write it betterSong lyrics | Depend On Me lyrics

Sweet Owner Jeff¢¾I'm His Slave & I'm Loving It!¢¾
¢¾Love Up On My Sweet Sexy Owner ¢¾
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StuffCapricorn
You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking.You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that its a custom fit for yourself.Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio
'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com
You Are 72% Open Minded
You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.
How Open Minded Are You?

My ManZander (trysome1new) and Zander's Girl (Anastazija) are getting fu-married on FRIDAY the 16th at 10 am CENTRAL or 11 am EASTERN in the GOTHIC ADDICTION LOUNGE! See Zander's girl page for the lounge! Hope you can make it!
We need two witnesses! Can anyone help?
Thanks
Zander and Anastazija

Biblical ContradictionsThree Problems
True believers who wish to put all their faith in the Bible are faced with three problems: (1) How can one know which books are "inspired" and should be part of the scriptural canon? (2) How can one know which one  if any  of the existing contradictory manuscripts (MSS) of a given book preserves the "true" wording? (3) Assuming that one has the correct manuscript (MS) of a given book, how can one know what the particular Greek, Hebrew, or Aramaic words mean? As we shall see, there is no way these questions can be answered with absolute certainty. At best, believers must trust to the probabilities  not certainties  that arise from a scientific investigation of the facts surrounding the biblical texts and traditions. Believers will have to face the fact that there is no way at all to know which Bible to believe  let alone what to believe in it. Believers still have to put their "faith" in other human beings.
Which Books?
As just mentioned, the first problem b

Doug CokerI just wanted to ask everyone to please keep Amanda Arthur Kennedy and her family in your thoughts and prayers
during their time of great loss. Many of you may know that Amanda's father was diagnosed with ALS almost five years ago.
Amanda has spent the last four and a half years by her fathers side. No words can describe the look of love and comfort that
showed in Doug's eyes everytime Amanda would walk into the room. As early as I can remember Doug loved his baby girl.
He always told us to be careful as we were walking out the door, he always told Amanda to call him whenever we got to where
we were going, he was the perfect father. Just as her father had always been there for her, Amanda stood by his side, when
they said he had ALS Amanda was there, when he was to weak to walk anymore, Amanda was there, When they had to put him
on a breathing tube Amanda was there, and when he took his last breath Amanda was there She is the perfect daughter. Her
unwaivering faith and

Graphix 4 Sale :pSO-as many of you know i've been busting out some graphics recently and I think I've been gettin pretty decent @ it
Since tons of ppl have been wanting them i figured id just ask for a few fubucks in exchange
If you want a graphic for a DJ bulletin or even for a personal pic please let me know!!!
1st: Check out the graphix I've done already:
http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1509940&albumid=974560&idx=0 < SER & HH Graphix
http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1509940&albumid=1016576 < Wreckin' Crew Graphix
Then, just respond to this blog with the following:
-Your Name (and or the name u want on the graphic)
-The pic u want me to use in the graphic
-Preferable Color Scheme
-and if ur a DJ what u want the bully to say
I'm not gonna ask a lot but once it's figured out we can decide a good 'price' lol...
MUCH LOVE!!!
Kitty Kat
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8 Year AnniversarySo for those who dont know, yesterday was my 8 yr anniversary. No its not a wedding anny or anything like that.
May 13th, 2000 was the day that changed my life forever. However, im not sure whether good or bad. This is the first time that the day slipped by without me remembering which is nuts. I know yall are like "wtf are you talkin about?" I got into a bad car accident which broke my neck and paralyzed me for life. For those who care to read or take a glance heres the story:
May 13th 2000 This is the newspaper article from my car accident. This is taken from the Greybull Standard in Greybull, Wy where i lived at the time on May 14th 2000. The following is the article incase you cant read the picture.***A one-vehicle rollover approximatly eight miles north of Greybull early Saturday morning sent two men, ages 18 and 19, to the intensive care unit of Deaconess Hospital in Bllings, where they are still hospitalized for injuries they substained in the mishap.Shawn Dickens

Stick To Her GoodCome and help a good friend level....she has helped out so many of us time and time again...

Mother's Teachings1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE .
'If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished
cleaning.'
2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
'You better pray that will come out of the carpet.'
3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL
'If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of
next week!'
4. My mother taught me LOGIC.
' Because I said so, that's why.'
5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC.
'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to
the store with me.'
6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
'Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident.'
7. My mother taught me IRONY
'Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about.'
8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
'Shut your mouth and eat your supper.'
9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.
'Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!'
10. My mother taught me ab

Support Troops ParadeCalling all service members and supporters!!!
Memorial Day is almost here and this is the We Support You Parade. Please line up and let us show our support for the men and women of our Armed Forces past and present.
Here are the rules:
There will be 3 sections to this parade, you must start at the bottom of the page and work toward top. Fan/rate/and add everyone, in your requests or even in gifts, please specify if you are a Vet, Currently Serving, or a Supporter. Everyone must fan/rate/and accept your request. If you have already added them, please leave them a comment letting them know you are joining the We Support You Parade.
****If for any reason you have a problem with Fan/Rating/Adding everyone on the list, but would like to join the Parade, please contact me (the host). This is to show support and give strength to those who have sacrificed so much for us.****
Present Service Members will not be required to buy everyone gifts. They ARE required t

Willow RainThe warm summer rain fell on our
faces and soaked our bodies, and
we welcomed it with
reckless abandon.
Saturating us.
Washing away our
Inhibitions as we stripped
the wet clothes off
of each other.
By the stream where the
big willow tree stands, you
took me to the ground on
the soft wet grass.
Naked together.
Brushing wet strands
of hair from my face, your
lips kiss the drops of rain away
as they gently fall.
Whispering words and
songs that fall gently in
my ear for only me
to hear.
Sweet nothings.
Your mouth, hot and sweet
encloses over mine. Tasting me
and sucking my lips
into yours.
Wet tongues graze and glide,
wrapping around, searching for new
and wonderful sensations.
Hungry mouths.
I wrap the wet clothes around
your wrists and tie them to the
trunk of the willow.
You smile at me playfully
as I run my fingers, tracing the
droplets of water on your tummy.
First my fingers and then my
tongue gently caress your belly
but

Untitled PoemUNTITLED
when i first met you i was afraid
afraid of opening up
afraid of getting hurt or worse getting my heart broke again
i didnt think i could ever love someone again
i didnt think it was possible till i met you
Now I lay here awake thinking about you
curled up in a ball in my bed
all alone cuddled up to a pillow
crying myself to sleep
wishing you were here with me
and wishing you knew how u make me feel
when i talk to you i laugh
i cry happy tears and you put a real smile on my face
a smile that people dont see very often ,but when i'm talking to you
i cant help ,but smile all the time.
you make me feel loved
like i'm the only one in the world that matters
you make me get butterflies in my stomach
every time we talk
you make me feel like a little giggly school girl in love again
i was so afraid to open up
not thinkin i would ever feel like this again
i am so glad i finally did
you have shown me that there is love out there
an

Dating Advice I Got And Passing Along For The Ladies ...If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it'll get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a whole bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?
Always

DepressedI have gone beyond depression. Does anyone know how it feels to go from talking to someone on a daily basis to never hearing from them again. They never write back or respond to your emails, lettters, ect ect? Especially when you have no idea what you have done wrong to make them stop talking to you. I wish it didn't hurt so much but damn it does. I can only say that 2 people honestly understood my issues, but even they have done mime on me. I am lonley and have no one to talk to anymore. If I am not willing to cam or take nude photos no one is interesting in chatting. If you say to me I need to get out more then you never knew me at all.

Want Some LoyaltyI know when looking for a bombing family, you look towards one with family loyalty.With the family I'm going to start,there will be loyalty,as well as respect from your brothers/sisters..Most important, support when you need it!
It won't be like anything you've seen, on this site or any other.. What I'm proposing to do is accept members on a bike club rule system. You must prove your loyalty to become a member of this family.However you will not be asked to do more then show your willingness to bomb/level as needed, and prove that you can be a trusted and loyal member of this family..As such a probationary period(prospecting)will be necessary.
Club patchs will be given out as loyalty to the family as shown..Any questions speak to a club officer..President, Vice President, Sgt.@Arms& Security, or Secretary..This is proving to be one of the greatest family's on Fu,Join us now!
If you have what it takes you'll have an full patch like this one!
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Solution To Save GasolineBush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants!
That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down.....
Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border....
When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ...
Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a
tour in the military.....
Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it.....
After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this
country......
He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot......
This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for
the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves......
If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the
canteen, rifle or ammo..

I AmI am a ghost in a world of lifeless souls
A shark in a vegetarian ocean
A lyricist among the def
I am open eyes within the darkness
A teacher among the taught
An empty cold dog house
I am starving lungs stuck in space.
I do what I can
to show who I am
As deeply as I can
About who I am

BirthdayOn Monday May 19th I turn 44. I never thought I would make it that far. LOL! Go figure. So plans for the weekend include a cookout, some out and about on the town, and who knows what else is gonna happen. I think one of my friends has a stripper coming for the party he is giving me on Friday night. Going to be interesting weekend.

MenWHAT GIVES MEN THE RIGHT TO TREAT WOMEN LIKE THEY ARE GARBAGE. WE DO HAVE FEELINGS AND WE HURT AND WE DO HAVE A HEART.WHEN MEN NEED TO FEEL LIKE THEY ARE BIG OR MANCHO THEY START KICKING WOMEN AROUND.WELL I THINK ITS WRONG AND I FOR ONE WONT TAKE IT ANYMORE BECAUSE I USE TO BE ONE OF THOSE WOMEN ON THE RECIEVEING END OF THAT SHIT.I THINK MEN NEED TO TAKE A LONG LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND ASK THIER SELFS IS THAT IS HOW THEY WANT TO BE TREATED IN LIFE AND SEE IF THEY SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY.BUT THIS IS MY OPINION.

Pictures For SaleGo to this site and buy any of the pictures up for sale. Or if you want another one let me know and I'll put it up for sale.
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The Pain Of Being MeDo you know what happens to a boy when his mother routinely betrays him for her own personal gain? He either becomes very f***ing angry or turns gay. He learns to never trust a woman ever again. Mine did that to me most of my life. When I had something important to say about how I felt, she told me to shut up because her TV show was on and she couldn't hear it. When she has anything at all to say, even if it's something EVERYONE AND THEIR DOG KNOWS, she won't shut up until she's forgotten about it, and if anyone tries to shut her up or even logically try to make her stop talking, she just starts yelling and screaming and making everyone within earshot want to shoot themselves just to get away. Trust me, if I'd had a loaded gun, I would not be here today. When I told her very personal sh*t as a kid, things I didn't want repeated, guess what? It became part of the conversation when she started talking to her "friends" the next time (yes, even they only listened because they didn'

My New LifeOmg I have been so PMSing but honestly that is so over. I have had mood swings like I dont know what. I dont know why either. I just know is sucks. I know everyone on here thinks I have no life because I blog about what ya'll would call "stupid shit" or even say that I'm "Point Whoring" if that is possible with posting mumms. So yeah But These mean streaks have got to go or i'll be in hell before you know it! Today we have an expo that I must attend, Boring... I'm so not wanting to go but I will only so I can get the knowledge. But yea I dont know how it will go I may have my girlfriend post for me while i'm at the expo if she gets bored. But yeah otherwise I'll be updating this later. Hey I know you may be wondering so go ahead check it out. www.messcousa.com Thats what I deal with at work! You'll get the picture. But yeah hit me up!
Holla
Never mind work got canceled it was pretty cool. The rain screwed that but yeah its alright I am dead tired today. So Far I really

Anything I Feel The Need To Write AboutNow I know you men have been raised better than you act on here. Just about an hour ago I got a "shout" from a guy saying "Sweet Tits" Is that supposed to impress me? YAY! Gold star for you sparky you just made a complete ass of yourself. Do you really think that giving me a line like that or even better the one that still sticks in my mind "Do you like to get plowed?" is that really supposed to make me want to talk to you? Is there like some part of your male brain that forces you to make a perverted comment everytime you see a woman in person or online? WHERE HAVE YOUR MANNERS GONE? Its clear that you don't respect any of us, even if you don't know me atleast have enough respect to not make rude comments like the ones mentioned above. I am 18 years old and am extremely disguested by some of the comments that you supposed "men" have made to me and other women on here. This may just be an internet site but you guys that are in your 40's and 50's have no reason to be making w

Omgwhy does life have to be so hard??? and work wtf i live a stressful life.. i need help...

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HER HH CHERRY THAT IS.....
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THE REWARD...I ASSURE YOU...WILL BE
GREAT!
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This Crazy Thing Called Love....Isn't love and romance the craziest thing in the world? We spend a life time looking for the real thing. Only to find that the real thing is just our imagination. At least that is what I feel at this point. I wont say that I dont believe true and lasting love doesnt exist. I know that it does. It just seems harder for some people to find. I genuinely love many people in my life. There are even a few men in my life that I could easily fall in love with. But I hold back from that because I know that they arent looking for that with me. They are looking the world over for the "perfect" woman. And I definitely dont fit that. I am far from perfect. But I am honest, faithful and very loving towards those that I love. I have had many failed relationships in my life. Some failed due to failings on my part and some due to their failings. Then of course there are a few relationships that I didnt realize what I had until it was too late and I let them go. How do you know that you have found

The Conscious Mindoriginal post @ RealitySandwich.com
Many prophesies in the indigenous world speak of this time in human history as a period of great transformation. In the medicine tradition of the Inca, legend tells of a great angel who looked into the future and saw that humanity would face an enormous task at the beginning of the 21st century. Extenuating circumstances in an extremely difficult and challenging time would require extraordinary effort to bring about peace and heal the heart of the world. Who would like to volunteer? the angel asked. Knowing we could make a difference, we jumped up and said, Me!
The legend reminds brings to mind a scene in The Lord of the Rings when the dwarf says, No chance of success, certain death ahead? What are we waiting for! Of course, our odds are better than those faced by the dwarf, but the problems humanity is facing are huge. It is no longer a matter of global warming or carbon emissions, but the possible collapse of the entire climate system

I Want Too Live Freei want to live free because i love to roam around and do what i want too do i have never did thing for my self that i have should have done before so if im firtin with you its because i think your hella fine and hella sexy and i cant help my self anymore

Life Me Being MeWhy females should avoid a girls night out after they are married... If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost your sense of humor.
Or you can't remember YOUR last "Girls Night Out!"
The other night I was invited out for a night with the "girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!". Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily.
Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him.
Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!)
The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him MIDNIGHT"...

ScarceFor all those who wonder why I am so scarce, well I am having issues with my PC, I hope to have it fixed soon. I am not ignoring everyone just coming on, accepting pending friend requests and getting off before my pc screws up as it always does.
Thank you for understanding.
CanadianCharm
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Bid!!!Ok so I've never done one before...and actually I don't like the pic NN picked...but whatever...so yeah there's an auction goin on...if ya wanna bid...go ahead..that'd be cool...if not on me...bid on one of the other girls!!!!

Friendship RosesHeartistic Soul is doing a contest and I would like to try this. If you could please send me 1 friendship rose or as many as you would like. If you would like me to rate pictures, stash, bomb a contest or anything for them i will do that, please send me a pm and let me know, or if you just want to because you are my friend or just to be generous and send me some that would be great also. Please let me know. The friendship roses are 500 fubucks each..about the same as most the virtual gifts. If you would like to send me some please go to Heartistic Soul page and fupal her money and let her know you would like the friendship roses to go to User Name: mommatasha and the User ID: 1103411. I really appreciate any and all help I can get. Thanks so much for the ones that have been helping me. I couldn't ask for better friends and family.
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Thank You All So Very Much
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How Pot Became DemonizedA history of the battle between politics and science over the use of marijuana as a medicine.
The following is an excerpt from "Dying to Get High" by Wendy Chapkis and Richard J. Webb (NYU Press, 2008). (c) 2008 NYU Press.
For many modern critics, the concept of "medical marijuana" is a contradiction in terms. Medicine is standardized, synthetic, and pure; marijuana involves the unrefined and promiscuous coupling of more than four hundred components rooted in the dirt. Medicine -- in its most powerful and privileged forms -- rests in the hands of men, while the most potent form of marijuana is found in the female flowering plant. Medicine engages in heroic battles against death. Marijuana claims only to enhance the quality of life.
Medicine presents itself as an objective science safeguarded by the ritual of the double-blind, randomized clinical trial. The therapeutic value of marijuana relies largely on the "soft science" of subjective experience and anecdotal evidence. From

SurveyyyEver been in a perfect relationship?
Nope. Hence the whole being single thing. But I don't actually believe any relationship is truly perfect, just two people who can be perfect for eachother.
Does someone like you?
I don't know. I would hope someone does. haha.
Which is more fun, night or day?
Night. There is a calm in the night.
Did you enjoy your last kiss?
I dont even remember it. It has been THAT long.
Have you ever been on television?
I have.
What did you eat today?
Instant Won Ton soup.
Do you like mustard?
Not so much.
What's the last thing you bought?
Groceries.
Do you know your father's birthday?
I do.

Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And TiredJust joined here recently and met alot of good ppl. Didn't know that these people where as cool as they were. I really believe some ppl in your life are seasoal and some are permanent .. but whether seasonal or permanent, some ppl here are cool. I recently found myself in a compromising position with no options. Anyone who really knows me and just not of me know I don't like stuff like that. I called up some ppl I met here and got some good advice I should have listened to and stuck with. Moral of the whole thing, you can learn from a total stranger the ropes of life but when you get something from the ppl around you that 'care' it's priceless and valuable advice stick to it. Learn from my mistake keep your friends close and your enemies closer to see what the he** they doing. Until next post... peace.

~snippets Of Thought~Beauties aura
unravels her
euphoric spices
upon freedom's wings...
The skin of nature,
paints the brush
of a colors caress,
as Lavender whispers
kiss the silk air...
Life's tranquility breathes
on nature's floor...
With poised lips,
the scent of desire
awakens our soul's caress.
Hunger
awaits for a euphoric taste,
the awakening of sensual delight...
as our entwined skin
knots into a carved
sculptured climax.
Tonight...
When you fall asleep
A guardian angel will
guide your way.
She'll caress your soul
with hope and dreams
Then place her song
upon your heart
She'll dust away
your stained past
to weave your
broken wings, then
she'll dance her smiles
with twirls and spins
all before she leaves....
Tracey

Health UpdateI WILL BE GOING INTO THE HOSPITAL VERY SOON FOR A LIVER BIOPSY TO DETERMINE HOW MUCH DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE TO MY LIVER. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT ALREADY KNOW, I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH HEPATITIS C VIRUS ON FEBRUARY 22, 2008, CONSEQUENTLY LOSING MY JOB AS A MEDICAL CODER AT A HEALTH CARE FACILITY, AND MY HEALTH COVERAGE ALONG WITH IT.
I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT OFF AS LONG AS I CAN, BUT THE TIME HAS COME TO GET IT DONE. TREATMENT CANNOT BEGIN UNTIL AFTER THE RESULTS OF THE BIOPSY ARE IN. HOPEFULLY I DON'T HAVE LIVER CANCER OR CIRRHOSIS.
EXPECTING A CHECK FROM 401K PLAN, AND AS SOON AS IT GETS HERE I WILL BE GOING INTO THE HOSPITAL. OR IF IT DOESN'T GET HERE BY MONDAY, I AM GOING ANYWAY...IF DALLAS DOESN,T HAVE MONEY FOR GAS TO GET BACK AND FORTH, MAYBE I WILL GET SOME REST! LOL!
WILL TRY TO UPDATE BEFORE I GO IN...
PEACE, LOVE, AND BLESSINGS OF THE GODDESS

The Wiccan FilesFROM MY GOOD FRIEND FIREWALKER
Lunar Festivals
January: Cold Moon
February:Snow Moon
March: Sugar Moon
April: Rain Moon
May: Flower Moon
June: Long Days Moon
July: Honey Moon
August: Corn Moon
September: Harvest Moon
October: Blood Moon
November:Rememberance
December: Long Nights Moon
The Blue Moon is considered the 'goal moon', at this time it is customary to set specific goals for yourself and to review your accomplishments and failures since the last one.
The other 12 Moons all have special meanings as well.
January is the time to conserve energy by working on personal problems that involve no one else. It is also a time for protection rites and reversing spells. During this month the energy flow is sluggish and below the surface.
February is the time for loving the self, accepting responsibility for past errors, forgiving yourself, and making future plans. At this time the energy flow is working toward the surface; good for purif

I Am PaganYule Lore (December 21st)
Yule, (pronounced EWE-elle) is when the dark half of the year relinquishes to the light half. Starting the next morning at sunrise, the sun climbs just a little higher and stays a little longer in the sky each day. Known as Solstice Night, or the longest night of the year, much celebration was to be had as the ancestors awaited the rebirth of the Oak King, the Sun King, the Giver of Life that warmed the frozen Earth and made her to bear forth from seeds protected through the fall and winter in her womb. Bonfires were lit in the fields, and crops and trees were "wassailed" with toasts of spiced cider.
Children were escorted from house to house with gifts of clove spiked apples and oranges which were laid in baskets of evergreen boughs and wheat stalks dusted with flour. The apples and oranges represented the sun, the boughs were symbolic of immortality, the wheat stalks portrayed the harvest, and the flour was accomplishment of triumph, light, and lif

DruidsIn the Celtic religion, the modern words Druidry or Druidism denote the practices of the ancient druids, the priestly class in ancient Celtic societies through much of Western Europe north of the Alps and in the British Isles. Druidic practices were part of the culture of all the tribal peoples called Keltoi and Galatai by Greeks and Celtae and Galli by Romans, which evolved into modern English "Celtic" and "Gaulish".
Modern attempts at reconstructing practising druidism are called Neo-druidism.
From what little we know of late druidic practice it appears deeply traditional, and conservative in the sense that the druids were conserving repositories of culture and lore. It is impossible now to judge whether this continuity had deep historical roots and originated in the social transformations of late La Tene time, or whether there had been a discontinuity and a druidic religious innovation. The etymological origins of the word druid are varied and doubtful enough that the word may

Margot AdlerMargot Adler Speaks
"We are not evil. We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, and dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at TV. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humor. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you -- to live in peace. We are much more similar to you than you think." ---Margot Adler "Drawing Down The Moon"

The Witches' ToolsCOURTESY OF MY FRIEND FIREWALKER
The Witch's Tools,,,,,The tools of the craft
There are many different tools used for Wiccan Rituals and Spellcasting. While I have only included ritual tools I use in my practice, there are many more to be found. As with most witch's I beleive you do not need tools of any kind to practice Magick. Tools make it easier to focus on the actual ritual or spell.
THE ATHAME
The athame is the traditional ritual dagger of the witch. Commonly it has a black handle and steel double-edged blade. The athame is used to cast circles by tracing the circumference, to charge and consecrate objects and banish negative energies. it is never used as a mundane knife for cutting purposes, and is used strictly for magickal purposes only. In most traditions it is associated with the elements of Fire and the phallic symbolism of the knife links it with the God.
THE PENTACLE
The pentacle is a traditional tool of the craft that is thought to have been adopted fro

The Principles Of WiccaIn 1974 the Council of American Witches adopted a set of 13 declarations which described in broad terms the Wiccan world view. The document was simply titled "Principles of Wiccan Belief," and was intended as a tool to educate the public and new practitioners. It remains a defining document of the Wiccan faith 25 years later.
1. We practice rites to attune ourselves with the natural rhythm of life forces marked by the phases of the Moon and the seasonal Quarters and Cross Quarters.
2. We recognize that our intelligence gives us a unique responsibility toward our environment. We seek to live in harmony with Nature, in ecological balance offering fulfillment to life and consciousness within an evolutionary concept.
3. We acknowledge a depth of power far greater than that apparent to the average person. Because it is far greater than ordinary it is sometimes called "supernatural", but we see it as lying within that which is naturally potential to all.
4. We conceive of t

Army Chaplain GuideArmy Chaplain Guide
I think this was intended originally for last rites but it obviously became much more, they couldn't just ignore the massive numbers of wiccan brothers and sisters. xxx hugs xxx
The U.S. Army Chaplains Guide to Wicca
A guide to Wicca for U.S. Military chaplins.
EXTRACT FROM "Religious Requirements and Practices of Certain Selected Groups: a Handbook for Chaplains"
U.S. Government Publication No.008-020-00745-5
Historical roots: Witchcraft is the ancient Pagan faith of Europe. This nature-oriented, agricultural, magical religion had no central organisation, but was passed through families. During the Christian era, particularly after the beginning of the systematic persecution of Witches in 1484, almost all the public expression of the Craft disappeared. Surviving in hidden and isolated places, Witchcraft has made a comeback in the twentieth century, partially spurred by the repeal of the last British Witchcraft Laws in 1951.
Current World Leadersh

Dictionary Of TermsDictionary of Terms
Aromatherapy--the use of essential oils, herbs, flowers and fruits to heal the body, mind and spirit, and to promote well-being.
Astral Travel--the art of sending forth the consciousness at will to a more refined level of existence that lies beyond this level of physical existence: experiencing the astral plane, a realm often perceived as being parallel to, and interwoven with, our physical world: also known as lucid dreaming, soul travel and mental projection.
Astrology--astrology embraces the idea that there is a causal connection between the heavens and earth: it is the study of how the movements of the planets and stars reflect events in our daily lives.
Auras--the distinctive atmosphere surrounding a given source: an energy field that is held to emanate from a living being: the colors of the aura and their intensity reflect emotions, health and state of mind: a healthy aura radiates the colors of the rainbow: thin, weak, or broken auras signify illn

Dragon ProtectionSometimes it becomes necessary to cleanse and seal where you live. This ritual can help cleanse the place of bad vibrations and other things. But before you cleanse your house because you think your being haunted by Jack the Ripper (by the way, it is very rare that demons and other bad things are going to just show up in your house and start doing bad things, so, don't get to carried away), think if there is anything going on in the house right now that could be causing bad vibrations. Maybe your house is just very stressful. Before you get rid of anything, see if there are any guilty feelings, and get rid of them. Uncover and purge all deeply felt emotions. This alone can get rid of whatever bad feelings you might have (another note, it usually isn't a ghost in your house, just bad feelings. I have a room in my house that I can't go in without feeling angry. It's just that the people who live there fill the room with bad emotions. That is what cleansing rituals are usually for, gettin

Truth Of LoveIF A MAN WANTS YOU, Nothing can keep him Away. If he DOESN'T WANT YOU, Nothing can make him Stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate fr

RitualsThis is a ritual for blessing and consecrating all of your ritual tools. It doesn't matter if the tools are only for dragon magick or if they are for all types of magick, it is still wise, and a nice gesture to ask the dragons to add their power. This ritual is best done at the Full Moon or at noon. All of your tools may be consecrated at once, or at different times if you haven't collected all of the magickal tools you want. This goes with any type of consecration ritual. Have pure frankincense gum to burn in the incense burner.
NOTE: With most incense that is from pure substances, especially gums, a little goes a long way. I speak from personal experience). Tools that you will find useful at this point in practicing dragon magick are the dragon pentacle (a pentacle with a dragon, in, on, or around it), the pentacle disk, incense burner, chalices, salt dish, sword, and wand. If you cannot drink wine, substitute apple cider, fruit juice, or soda.
Arrange the ritual area with care.

Dragons: Colors And TypesDragon Colors
Green Dragons - Green Dragons are the smallest so many people think that makes them the weakest. While they are not physically powerful, they are the dragons of the earth element and are in a way very material beings. Green is the color of life, and these small but important dragons are full of it.
Gold Dragons - Golds are the chivalrous knights of the dragon world. They honorable, brave, kind, wise, and very good in the field of Magick. They enjoy taking on other shapes such as humans and animals and mingling with that species. However, they are often too trusting and quick to make promises that they can't always keep as well as they would like to. They are keepers of the peace and would only attack someone if provoked and in self-defense only.
Yellow Dragon - These dragons of the east typically live in deserts, mountains, or plains. They are very helpful when they need to be. However, they can be quite boastful and fickle at times.
Red Dragons - These southe

Dancing With DragonsIn all forms of magick, the universe and everything in it are said to be made up of four elements: Air, Fire, Water, and Earth.
The element of Spirit rules the center as a balance. In dragon magick, specific dragons rule these elements and help to create through their powers.
These four elements correspond to the four directions, the four quarters of the universe, the four winds, and the four quarters of the magickal circle.
Each element has assigned traditional rulers and boundaries to their kingdoms. They possess form and force, and can influence our personalities as well as magickal procedures.
Each element and its dragons have certain qualities, natures, moods, and magickal purposes; each has positive and negative traits. Because the magician calls upon each element and its ruler, it is very important to understand them, what they are and what they do.
Dragons
According to Mr. Webster, a Dragon is a fabulous animal represented as a large-winged, scaly serpent with

Dragon GuardiansThe Guardian Dragons are adept at their tasks and quite skilled in fulfilling their charges. Remember that their place is to guard and keep secret, not to do anything else, and while they may try... success is not guaranteed.
That comes from not following the hierarchy. Other tasks may be asked of other dragons for whom the task falls closest to their sphere of influence. Guardian Dragons may be called to serve for a brief period of time (length of a trip) or for an indefinite time frame (length of a marriage).
Guardian dragons are the friendliest of the species and the most fun-loving. Then enjoy simple impromptu rituals that include dancing, singing, and general fun. Simple, very relaxed rituals are an excellent was to introduce children into the field of ritual and getting acquainted with dragons. It is also a very good way for adults to unwind and release stress.
These dragons are attracted to ginger and sweet-smelling and spicy incenses. They are greatly interested in div

Dragons Of Light And DarknessDRAGONS OF LIGHT AND DARKNESS
Being the greatest of Dragons, the two Elder Dragons are the most difficult to describe. They embody the principles of Light and Darkness on a cosmic level, most similar to Yin and Yang. They are balanced opposites in harmony. Working with them is like touching pure active or receptive, two concepts very difficult to grasp.
They are far easier to work with and communicate. This is in no way to state that they are impossible to work with, only that it is difficult to do so due to their vast powers. Approach them as you might approach the Tao in Chinese philosophy, with respect and reverence. See them as the living embodiment of the principles of Yin and Yang, Night and Day, Darkness and Light.
It is also important to remember that 'evil' and 'good' is neither one's sole domain, they contain both, as do we.
The Elder Dragons are invoked primarily as an augmentation to any other working you are performing. They are called upon to help balance the

Elemental DragonsDragon Magick is the calling upon of Dragons to aid you and become co-magicians with you. Dragon Magick can be practiced on its own or along with other Magickal Traditions. Dragon Magick is not for everyone. Those who practice Dragon Magick must be self-disciplined seekers who realize the potential dangers but dares to communicate with and befriend this vast astral power of the ages. It is for the Magician who is serious about changing his/her life and the living space around them.
When a Magician dances with Dragons, as the practice of Dragon Magick is called, he/she discovers an intensity of power never before tapped. When tapped into this intensity, it is exhilarating and a Spiritual high. When you are befriended by Dragons as Co-magicians they can empower your rituals no matter what tradition you practice far beyond what you have normally encountered. Their grasp of ancient knowledge is deep and profound. Their ability to see through layers of time both present and past as well

DragonsEverybody knows what a dragon is: an enormous, fierce, bloodthirsty creature appearing in fairy tales and legends as an accessory whose main function is to set off the bravery of knight challenging him. The dragon is an obscure, mysterious character, described in broad terms, and is little more than foil to enhance the hero's valor. Dragon is a legendary beast in the folklore of many European and Asian cultures.
Legends describe dragons as large, lizard like creatures that breathe fire and have a long, scaly tail. In Europe, dragons are traditionally portrayed as ferocious beasts that represent the evils fought by human beings. But in Asia, especially in China and Japan, the animals are generally considered friendly creatures that ensure good luck and wealth.
According to some medieval legends, dragons lived in wild, remote regions of the world. The dragons guarded treasures in their dens, and a person who killed one supposedly gained its wealth. The English epic hero Beowulf die

HmmmmmI don't accept requests without a salute pic. I tell people this in a polite way even though it's stated more than once on my page. I had one of these conversation with the person below early yesterday. Then last night I got this:
11:30 PM Revolver -...: Hmm so you're divorced. What a surprise that is....
11:44 PM ->Revolver -...: not sure what thats supposed to mean but whatever i guess
11:45 PM Revolver -...: It really wasnt meabt to be rude, really.
11:45 PM ->Revolver -...: k
(After this point, I closed the top on my notebook & went to bed.)
11:46 PM Revolver -...: Just ignore me. You have your ways and that is just fine. Take care Hun.
Directly after this exchange:
Revolver - The ... re-rated you a '1' from a '10'!
So, this morning I said:
->Revolver -...: funny... you insult me, saying it's not surprising i'm divorced... i mean how is that anything other than an insult? i reply, you say you meant nothing by it... i say k & go to fucking bed. then you get pissy

KarmaKarma
Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Dharmic religions understood as denoting the entire cycle of cause and effect described in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies. Karma is about responsibility. It is a link between two or more souls from one or more lifetimes. A karmic debt is something you supposedly owe another person, or they owe you form another time line. As all is parallel, the matter of karma, the wheel of karma, are soul connections in parallel realities. Now we get caught up in the games of emotions, family and friends and what are called soul groups who plays in different realities/games together as friends and lovers, soul mates. Here we find things owed and games played out that even we can not often make sense of.
The explanation of karma can differ per tradition. Usually it is believed to be a sum of all that an individual has done, is currently doing and will do. The results or "fruits" of actions are called karma-phala. Karma is not about

WiccaWiccan Handfasting Ceremony
Priestess speaks:
Welcome, friends, as we gather to celebrate the marriage of Bride and Groom.
Divine One, I ask thee to bless this couple, their love, and their marriage as long as they shall live in love together.
May they each enjoy a healthy life filled with joy, love, stability and fertility.
Turns to the East:
Blessed be by the element of air.
May you be blessed with communication, intellectual growth, and wisdom.
Turns to the South:
Blessed be by the element of fire.
May you be blessed with harmony, vitality, creativity, and passion.
Turns to the West:
Blessed be by the element of water.
May you be blessed with friendship, intuition, caring, understanding, and love.
Turns to the North:
Blessed be by the element of earth.
May you be blessed with tenderness, happiness, compassion, and sensuality.
Faces all:
In all the eons, the long slow climb of evolution has no greater culmination than the union of people in

PaganismThe words 'Paganism' and 'Pagan' come from the Latin 'paganus,' meaning 'country dweller. In simplest terms - Paganism is a religion of place, or a native religion, for example the Native American's religion is Pagan, Hinduism is a form of Paganism. All Pagan religions are characterized by a connection and reverence for nature, and are usually polytheistic i.e. have many Gods and/or Goddesses.
Paganism is a religion of nature, in other words Pagans revere Nature. Pagans see the divine as immanent in the whole of life and the universe; in every tree, plant, animal and object, man and woman and in the dark side of life as much as in the light. Pagans live their lives attuned to the cycles of Nature, the seasons, life and death.
Unlike the patriarchal religions (Christianity, Islam, Judaism) the divine is female as well as male and therefore there is a Goddess as well as a God. These deities are within us as well as without us (immanent); they are us.
They are not simply substitu

Herbal HealingHerbal Healing
Many people prefer using herbs, a combination of medicinal herbs and western medicine, to cure or alleviate their symptoms. These remedies have no guarantee.
Herbology is the art of combining medicinal herbs. A medicinal herb may be a shrub or other woody plant, whereas a culinary herb is a non-woody plant.
Herbology is traditionally one of the more important modalities utilized in traditional Chinese medicine (TCM). Each herbal medicine prescription is a cocktail of many herbs tailored to the individual patient. One batch of herbs is typically decocted twice over the course of one hour. The practitioner usually designs a remedy using one or two main ingredients that target the illness. Then the practitioner adds many other ingredients to adjust the formula to the patient's Yin Yang conditions.
Sometimes, ingredients are needed to cancel out toxicity or side-effects of the main ingredients. Some herbs require the use of other ingredients as catalyst or else the bre

The Empath: The Fourth Chakra-dominant IndividualThis is an excerpt from a book by Dr. Jelusich, released by Lotus Press Publishing.
Eye of the Lotus
In my understanding, having been an energetic healer and counselor for over 10 years, I have found that 95% of all communication is not verbal, nor physical. It is energy on many levels. Certainly, you have walked into a room before and encountered someone you do not know, yet youve had a feeling about that person, good or otherwise. And whether you are sitting in a movie theater, a restaurant, or standing in an elevator, you emanate a quality of energy in all directions at all times that is the energetic unique signature of your being.
That same energy is the signature of you as an individuated spirit, a multidimensional being who is unique in the universe. It is that same 95% that creates the meetings with others, that creates the relationships in which you engage, that creates the possibility for you to learn a lifes lesson.. And at first, this presents us with an interest

EmpathyEmpathy
Empathy is one's ability to recognize, perceive and directly feel the emotion of another person. As the states of mind, beliefs, and desires of others are intertwined with their emotions, one with empathy for another may often be able to more effectively divine another's modes of thought and mood. Empathy is often characterized as the ability to "put oneself into another's shoes", or experiencing the outlook or emotions of another being within oneself, a sort of emotional resonance.In fiction, especially science fiction or fantasy works, it may also refer to (or be associated with) a supernatural ability to read others' emotions through psychic means.
An example of this are the Betazoids of Star Trek.
Most psychics have empathic abilities, either developed through time and experience, or inherent from childhood.
While the ability to imagine oneself as another person is a sophisticated imaginative process that only fully develops with time, as later on in life, or with con

Healing With The HandsHealing With Your Hands
All healing must start by getting to the emotional cause of the ailment, or the problem will reoccur or manifest in another part of the physical body. Once established, with forethought that the patient is ready to accept the energy you will channel to them, you are both ready to begin.
Healing, using the palms of the hands, is almost instinctual, and is becoming a growing technique, especially with Reiki, as an easy way for anyone to tap in and develop healing skills.
When you begin, focus on the palms of your hands, relax, and slowly feel the higher energies filter through them. This may create a sensation of heat or tingling. here's what's going on. You raise your frequency ... bring in higher balanced energy ... transmit it to the other person by touching them, or holding your hands near their body. Some people wash their hands before and after a healing session.
Basic skills for healing with your hands
Let's first determine which hand works bes

Tthe Power Of The FlameCandles, The Power of the Flame
The flame represents the source of our creation.
It speaks to us of the soul spark, that is above and below, within and without, that which links us all together. It is the light, your light, that which you seek.
The power of the flame is neither male nor female but all and everything.
Candles and sacred flames are part of the myth and mystery of humanity's experience in 3D, always a reminder of our connection to source.
Candles are found on altars, and in other rituals linking to a god source.
As a candle melts, it slowly becomes the flame, just as we experience within our lives, slowly returning to the creational flame, until poof the flame is extinguished in 3D, yet the souls spark is immortal.
As we are all created by the flame of soul, innately we all believe in magic.
Somewhere in our souls is the knowledge that 3D is not all there is. All is magic and illusion.
Some of us associate magic with negative (those who which to control a

Come Rate Her PicHELP HER OUT BY RATEING HER PIC IF U NEED SOME HELP WIT A CONTEST OR RATES IM SURE SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR
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ContestsTHIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST OF THIS YEAR I AM IN A RACE FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS. FIRST TO GET TO 20,000 COMMENTS WINS. RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS PLEASE HOOK ME UP,RACE BEGAN YESTERDAY I AM CURRENTLY IN THE LEAD AND NEED TO STAY THERE !!!!!! I PLAN TO USE WINNINGS IF I WIN FOR A CONTEST OF MY OWN NEED TO LEVEL UP BAD BEEN AT MY LEVEL A LONG TIME!!! SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND AT LEAST RATE ME AND IF YA HAVE TIME COMMENT BOMB MY AZZ LMAO! THANKS SOOOOO MUCH!!! AND TO ALL WHO HAVE SHOWED ME SOOOO MUCH LOVE ALREADY WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS AND BIG HUGS AND KISSES YOU ARE ALL AWESOME AND I SO APPRECIATE YOU!! IF YOU EVER NEED ME I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS I AM JUST A SHOUT AWAY AND NEVER FEEL BURDENED I LUV TO HELP MY FRIENDS!! WITH MORPHS, ANNIMATIONS, LOUNGE SKINS,KEWL BULLYS, OR JUST AN EAR TO LISTEN. I AM HERE FOR YOU!! DJ "E" LLUSION"

New Bombing Family In Town ...never Like B4I know when looking for a bombing family, you look towards one with family loyalty.With the family I'm going to start,there will be loyalty,as well as respect from your brothers/sisters..Most important, support when you need it!
It won't be like anything you've seen, on this site or any other.. What I'm proposing to do is accept members on a bike club rule system. You must prove your loyalty to become a member of this family.However you will not be asked to do more then show your willingness to bomb/level as needed, and prove that you can be a trusted and loyal member of this family..As such a probationary period(prospecting)will be necessary.
Club patchs will be given out as loyalty to the family as shown..Any questions speak to a club officer..President, Vice President, Sgt.@Arms& Security, or Secretary..This is proving to be one of the greatest family's on Fu,Join us now!
If you have what it takes you'll have an full patch like this one!
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Ehok guys. anyone who reads this. i need some suggestions. i have this friend that wants to sell me her 84 vette cuz she cant drive a stick and shes only askin 3 grand for it. here is where you come in. i need any and all suggestions that you guys may have regarding the problem in question. i need to raise 3 grand in 3 weeks. HELP. it is my dream car and i wont get another chance like this.
thanks guys,
shaun

Carlin Is A Genius. The Gas And Illegal Alien Problems Solved In One Fell Swoop.George Carlin's
Solution to Save Gasoline
Bush wants us to
cut the amount of gas we use.....
The best way to
stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants!
That would be 11
million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down.....
Bring our troops
home from Iraq to guard the Border....
When they catch an
illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo
and ship him to Iraq ...
Tell him if he
wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in
the military....
Give him a
soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it.....
After his tour, he
will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country.....
He will also be
registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot...
This option will
probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in
Iraq and the aliens trying to make a
better life for themselves.. ....

Sunday I Will Finally Be Employed - Again!I haven't done this since I joined the Army, many moons ago.
Anyway, the Company bought me a bus ticket ( they're paying, what the hell? ) for Saturday morning from Marietta Ohio to Detroit, where I will meet my trainer on Sunday.They will put me up in the luxurious Super 8 Motel ( again, they're paying - I'll just take bug spray.)after bouncing around from bus terminal to bus terminal all day.
I'm wondering if bus stations are like they always were, the doors sills afloat in wino piss, panhandlers looking for a fix, and pimps looking for new prey. Should be interesting.
The one thing I wanted to know from the Training Coordinator was if the trainer had a head on his shoulders, and was assured he did. Can you imagine me sharing the cab of a truck for 6 weeks with a red neck know it all? I can sit there and bib my head while he spouts off on wrestling, aliens, and why he's God's gift for just so long. Hopefully, I'll miss all of that.
Two days early and I'm all packed. Tsula

SmilesWhen I see you, your smile... the way it lights up your eyes, I have no choice...I smile as well. I can look into your eyes for hours on end and never get tired of the sparkle. To be able to touch you, feel your smooth skin under my hands, to have your lips press against mine, our bodies pressed agaisnt one another.... a smile touches my face thinking about it.
I am not submissive but would gladly kneel before you to make that smile happen again. I yearn to please you, I would fullfill your every desire to bring that smile to your face. And, although I know we will never be together, every day I look to you to see your eyes gleam and sparkle with the smile that adorns your face and I thank you for letting me share that with you.......

Bama BoundTomorrow 5/16/2008 I am moving back to Alabama. This means I will be off line for a couple of days. I will b back soon as I can.
Please stop by and show me some love while I am gone.
See you soon!
Sxybama/Melissa

FriendshipsI am a lonely person I sit on here and talk to soo many different people,and I have met a few different people off this thing I made a mistake and met this one guy he thought he could smooth talk me and try and get me to get in bed with him and I refused him and he got angry and oh well but yet he still considered me his friend. But he got angry that I wouldn't do anything with him so I feel why bother meeting anyone off here weather it be female or male because I am who I am I am a flirt in real life as well as on here I like to be flirted with by male and females... but I have made a few good friendships off here because I cared enough to talk to the people and try and help them out with advise as much as I can because some of them are in my situation with kids and being single moms or single dads... so I have a few that I am close with on here that I speak to as much as I can when they are on. I dont judge people by their looks or their orientation because I like the similar things

Stream Of ConsciousnessCURIOUS ... IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR GIVE ME A SHOUT...CUZ ITS A SECRET...THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS...YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED ...
why is it...when you want something you cant ever find it but the instant you dont need or want it anymore there it is all around. Its like cats ask em in your lap and they dont want to be there but ignore them and you cant beat em off with a stick. Any thoughts I why this is? PLease if you do leave em as comments...THX
Hope you continue to enjoy my random thoughts.
:D Hello thought I'd let you all into the strangness that is my brain. I will peridically post whatever odd thoughts cross my brain. Feel free to comment and give me your opinion.
Lets see todays strange thought is...have you ever just sat at the mall and watched the teen-agers socialize I dont know about you but doing that makes me fear fo

Some People I Swear Hahahasome ppl i wanna smack you know? they ask stupid questions ..like really what is the point of filling out a profile page if no one is going to read it and actually comprehend what the information says?
example:
Kanka: hello.. i want to know if u have web camera and messenger?
does it or does it not say on my profile dont ask for these things from me?
some people are just idiots
if you cant comprehend english then feel free to go have it translated to what ever language is you home language there are websites for that.
it's alot smarter to feel dumb and have something translated than to appear dumb as a stack of bricks and ask questions you should have known the answer to .
if someone wants you to see their web cam then im sure they will invite you to see it so ok this person i cant remember where i was talking to him but he seemed half way decent so i agreed to add him to my yahoo and i didnt know he had a signifigant other and i honestly if some one just chats to me i do

New Poemhave you ever wanted to know what is to be
Wanted the sight so then you could see
wanted to know just what's in store
wished you knew if there was more
wanted to know why your love isn't returned
why it was that you were burned
wanted to know if he really loved you true
wanted to know if there was anything u could do
wanted to know if you'd get him back
wanted to know just what it was you lack
wanted to know if your love was real
or if it was no big deal

Whe It Rains It Pours....Well, I know I haven't blogged for a while, much less spent much time on fubar as it is. A whole lot of shit went down with my ex. It turns out that she was cought injecting forign substances into her 2 year old daughter four years ago at Riley hospital here in Indy. She was on probation at the time of our son's birth. She also was not to have any contact with nyone under the age of 18.
She is now is jail due to violating her probation. The judge just sentenced her today to serve 2 years back-up time. Since it because of pobation violation, she will have to serve the full two years.
I have had to go through the process of gaining custody of my son, as we were not married. It was easier than I thought it would be, and was succesful. I do not know if retains parental rights still as of yet. If she does, I will have to make sure that in 2 years if she wants to see our son it will be under court supervised visits.
For now, I am taking it day to day as a single father. My family

YepI'm finally back online. It wasn't even two weeks but it felt like forever. I totally had withdrawals proving that I REALLY am addicted to fubar..lol So here I am in Texas, single, and living with my parents. How peachy..lol. Anyway I missed everyone and I'm ecstatic to be back!!! Cya around..xoxo.

FamilyI ran into a stranger as he passed by,
"Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you.
We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said! goodbye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way,"! I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,
"While dealing with a stranger,
common courtesy you use,
but the family you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by t he door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the

Auctioni'm in an auction you can check me out at this link. I'm offering to
rate all photos
rate all stash
daily comment
fu-owned by
2 nsfw salutes
here's the link

Accident, DeathIn Sheboygan, WI. not more then 2 weeks ago from(5/15/08) a boy by the name of Denzel Payne was hit by a car in a gas station parking lot! Denzel was no older then 6 years old! his birthday is 9/11/01. he has 4 other brothers and is a twin. I went to go see him on mothers day at the childrens hospital in Milwaukee, WI. he was in a coma, brain had swollen, had a skull fracture, neck injuries and liver injuries. his mother had to decide what parts she and Denzels father wanted to be donated. :((... (on mothers day, of all the days!!!!!!!!!) Liza, the mother said she layed next to him on saturday 5/10/08 and felt him but then on sunday 5/11/08 she said it was very different! she knew his spirit had left his body that day! he had passed away the next day 5/12/08. Denzel was always a giver!! Liza loves to cook so she made sure her kids were healthy, always a roof over their heads and never hungry! i would always play around with Darius - his twin, by trying to see if he would give me a b

Love=stupidityWELL WELL WELL, yeah i was stupid... not any more...
love can cause people to do a lot of things... good things and bad things...
but to hurt someone you love... it just doesn't make sense. if you want to be with someone else, leave who you are with first then go be with the other person, why cheat? it's stupid!
well, i'm through being stupid and being second to a coke whore in myrtle beach.
bye bye craig, hope she is worth it!

Gay MarriageI am so happy to find out that the California Supreme Court has overturned the ban on Gay marriages. If you're interested you can find more info at http://www.abcnews.go.com/US/wireStory?id=4859659 Here is a little blog I had written before and I still stick by what I said:
I am so pissed off at society these days. Okay so the subject of gay marriage seems to be a hot topic. I don't understand what people are thinking. There used to be a ban on inter-racial marriages. People used to get killed over it. Then people realized there was no way that they were going to be able to keep two people that loved each other that happened to be different colors of skin away from being together. NOTHING THEY COULD DO STOPPED THIS. So finally they gave up and allowed it. Now what? Now they say two people of the same sex can not show their ultimate love for each other and do this by the means of marriage. First off, who the fuck gives anyone the right to say who you can or can't marry or even love f

Mother's DayI KNOW OF SOMEONE SPECIAL
WHO TUCKS ME IN AT NIGHT
WHO TEACHES ME TO COMB MY HAIR
AND DRESS MYSELF JUST RIGHT
SHE HUGS ME WHEN IM ANGRY
AND HELPS KEEP ME CALM
I BET U KNOW ALREADY
IM THINKING OF MY MOM
MOM I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW
ON THIS MOTHERS DAY
THAT I REALLY LOVE YOU SO
YOU'RE GREAT IN EVERY WAY!!!!!!! A MOTHER'S PRAYER
DEAR LORD ITS SUCH A HECTIC DAY
WITH LITTLE TIME TO STOP AND PRAY
FOR LIFE'S BEEN ANYTHING BUT CALM
SINCE YOU CALLED ME TO BE A MOM
RUNNING ERRANDS, MATCHING SOCKS,
BUILDING DREAMS WITH WOODEN BLOCKS
COOKING, CLEANING, FINDING SHOES
AND OTHER STUFF THAT CHIDREN LOSE
FITTING LIDS ON BOTTLED BUGS
WIPING TEARS AND GIVING HUGS
A STACK OF LAST WEEKS MAIL TO READ
SO WHERE'S QUIET TIME I NEED?
YET, WHEN I STEAL A MOMENT, LORD,
JUST AT THE SINK OR IRONING BOARD,
TO ASK THE BLESSING OF YOUR GRACE
I SEE THEN, IN MY SMALL ONE'S FACE,
THAT YOU HAVE BLESSED ME
ALL THE WHILE
AND I STOOP TO KISS
THAT PRECIOUS SMILE!!!!

JokesA SOUTHERNER MOVES UP NORTH
JAN 10 5:00 PM. It's starting to snow. The first snow of the season and
the first one we've seen in years. The wife and I took our hot buttered
rums and sat by the picture window, watching the soft flakes drift down,
clinging to the trees and covering the ground. It was beautiful!
Jan 11 We awoke to a lovely blanket of crystal white covering the
landscape. What a fantastic sight. Every tree and shrub covered with a
beautiful white mantle. I shoveled snow for the first time in years, and
loved it. I did both our driveway and our sidewalk. Later a city
snowplow came along and accidentally covered up our driveway with
compacted snow from the street. The driver smiled and waved. I waved
back and shoveled it again.
Jan 12 It snowed an additional 5 inches last night and the temperature has
dropped to about 11 degrees. Several limbs on the trees and shrubs
snapped due to the weight of the snow. I shoveled our driveway again.
Shortly afterwar

Pimpout!If you dont have these fu's as friends, you are so missing out! Go fan, add, rate and show them lots of fu love!!
Tell this set of fu's that sensual-breeze sent you!
This fu was my first and I will never forget him...my first to bling me that is!
Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63*
This fu keeps me wet when I am dry...He buys me drinks and lots of them! Get your mind out of the gutter!
!!!RIÇK'~
This fu has such a kind heart and always listens to my woes whatever they may be.
PETrified_WoOdY!
Now this fu...gotta love someone who can never find his pants!
Cappy
This fu always makes me smile and he looks pretty good in those sunglasses too!
Jeffus'kickin wing'
This wonderful man has been my friend since I started the fu. He's my teddy bear.
~WILDBILL10169~

Mistress Whiplash IiMistress Whiplash takes the role to higher level
feels that she could stand by a wall and blend in..invisible to all her colleagues,only the cleaner takes any notice of her. He thinks poor woman gettin picked on by those bullies some one shud put em in thier darn place...
Mistress Whiplash took extra care of his attentions,he could be so easily her down fall his kindness and care could un-mask her..but unable to down tread him like the others did.She knew full well that to be totally ignored she would have to be even lower on the ladder than cleaner guy..but even for her that was impossible to achieve.She did drive a truck,cleaner only drove a cleaner's trolley.
Even as strong as she could be Mistress Whiplash had her Achilles heel..
She had no qualms about destroying a pretty adversary,but cleaner guy...well only dirt was lower than him in his colleagues eyes.She had a soft spot for this downtrodden mule of a man,his only failing was that he was the cleaner and he was a guy

SeankoA few days ago I got these shouted messages
"im not gay get out of my lobby"
"get out of here u faggot"
The gentleman in question is retired38
Show him your love :)
**************************************
What retired doesn't realize is ladies love gay men.:)
A lady who hangs around a gay man for compliments, talk about moisturisers and fake tan products isa FAG HAG.
A guy who hangs around ladies who hang around gay men is a FAG HAG STAG :)
You noticed how FUBAR is very white?
Almost Devoid of latin/ black brothers or sisters?
(apologies for the outdated jive talk, but I live in a small town in Southern England)
I almost suspect there's a Klan lounge somewhere :P

Baby News!21wks
i'm feelin the baby movin around some
*update June 19,2008*
22wks now of preg.
*june 21,2008*
i felt the baby kick this moring
*june 24*
i'm 6months now
*26wks now*
the baby is doin fine
i'm 25wks now
*i'm 7months preg. now*
*i'm 29wks preg. almost 8months*
*30wks pregnant*as of Aug.14
I been feeling the baby move around and kicking everyday
*my check up went well and i gain 8lbs*as of Aug. 20
*31wks pregnant*as of Aug.21
*I'm 8months pregnant now*
*33wks pregnant*as of sept. 4
34wks preg.
next month i will be havin my baby plus time is flyin..
i think this is goin be about the last update i will post for now
i had my baby girl on Oct. 15,2008* as of Jan 2,2009 yea i'm preg. but i'm not tellin who the father is. but i'm tryin my best on handle this. if its a boy the name will be matt. if its a girl the name will be lita. my baby is due oct.23,2008
i get another ultrasound june

From A Frienda friend posted this on myspace and it really made me think... all of you pretty much knows what goes on in my life per my blogs and pics, so why should i have to hide who i am... ty holly!
about love-from a friend
If it is a necessity to change your personality to have"love" then that is not love. If you have to hide your thoughts , feelings and friends, that is not love. If you are constantly having to prove yourself, that is not love.
Love is accepting someone for who they are, flaws and all. Love is putting the other person's feelings before your own and they will do the same for you. Love is when you each make the other a priority.
Love is not intentionally hurting the other person, just because you can, or they hurt you. When you truly love someone, you want the best for them, whether or not it is with you. It is hard to let go, but it can be done.
Love, real love is more than passion or sex. Real love is about trust, being honest with the other person and yo

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?BLACK --
People who prefer black are intense and immediate. They rarely tease and are more likely to just grab your hand and drag you off when the mood strikes them...if the mood strikes them...if they can shake that introspective moodiness long enough to feel anything. They thrive on anger and stress and friction...if you find yourself bound to one of these people, keep to the edge and hang on!
BLUE --
Heaven and gentle waves are the hallmark of blue lovers. They love love and can be gentle and passionate at the same time. Blues tease and tickle and then light candles and pull you down to serious business. A blue can be satisfied with one love so long as they are passionate and joyous. Blues stick with you during hard times and are there to dance when times are good.
BROWN --
Teddy bears and melted chocolate for these lovers. They make caring and sensitive partners who revel in romance and relish togetherness. A brown lover wraps themselves in the ideals and imagi

This ManThe man below is a very generous man he has a selfless heart and is kind to all...Go show him mad fulove :) Also he is trying to get spotlight so any thing you can donate to him would be great :)
LoneWolf {H&L Bombers Founder}}@ fubar

Important To Me...First of all this blog is really very important to me.... 2 years ago I found out that I had HPV(an std) type 16 :( which has know turned into cervical cancer.... I knew I had another STD from an EX cheating on me(6 years) but I just found out about that cervical cancer This blog is to just shed a little light on the topic of HPV and Cervical Cancer......
Some facts on HPV
The human papillomavirus (HPV) causes warts, including genital warts,
and may cause cervical cancer and changes in the cervix that can lead to cancer.
HPV is spread by direct contact.
There are more than 100 known types of HPV.
* Some HPV types cause genital warts. In women,
certain high-risk types of HPV increase the risk of cervical cancer.
Women may have an HPV infection and not have any symptoms. Sometimes
the only sign that a woman is infected with HPV is an abnormal Pap test result.
* Other types of HPV cause common, plantar, filiform or flat warts, and s

I Stole This From Suga Who Stole It From Beauty.1. Are you ready for 100 questions?
What the hell else am I gonna do
2. Do you watch college football?
Yes, go GAMECOCKS
3. Who will fill this survey out after you?
Vampire Hearts maybe
4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
:( no one, I have no cell phone
5. Do you love anyone?
yep
6. Are you happy?
when medicated I am
7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
Wal-Mart (you mean there are other places to shop?)
8. How do you feel about your hair?
It needs colored and cut BAD
9. Where do you work?
nada
10. Last thing you ate/drank?
White rice and a hamburger patty/Pepsi
11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now?
OMG YES
12. Do you have any pet peeves?
Stupid people, bad drivers, people who smack their food
13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
I have a necklace from Brazil that was a gift.
14. AIM or Yahoo?
Yahoo, AIM, MSN, but I use Yahoo more
15. Do you like math?
HATE IT
16. How many hours on a

OrangebananasGUESS WHO??....
Ok he is about to be the first uk guy and europeon disciple Let's show him how we do things and get him to DISCIPLE!!
LETS GET HIM LEVELED SHALL WE...COME ON YOU KNOW WE ALL LOVE HIM!

Need A Vip?Everybody keeps hollering for a VIP contest well here ya go! plain and simple if you aint gonna bomb don't waste either of our time.
I have a ! month Vip for the Most comments in 10 days.This time i mean if you don't want to bomb of have ppl to bomb you don't enter.serious entries ONLY! I will not open the contest without less than 10 entries...after you enter and you are not bombing you'll be deleted!
If you want in private message me no shouts or profile comments if you can't mail me ...well Im guessin you need to f/r/a me
Thanks Painter
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Must ReadIf the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below...
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.
After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked?
No. I'm escorting a soldier home.
Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family.
The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days.
I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.
Upon landing in Chicag

AuctionI'm in Auction!
I'm offering the following
No vip bids Please
1.)I will put Owned by or Fu-Owned by "winning bidders name here" next to yours in your profile name for 1 month.
2.)Added to family for the month
3.)Morph
4.)I will pimpout the winning bidder in your About Me section or any section.
5.)Pics rated during Happy Hour
6.)Fubar drinks (cause everyone on here needs a drink or two )
7.)Rate a friend of your choice one time a week on hh
8.)Rate you your pics stash and blogs during hh 11s depend on bid
9.)One tag made to you saying proudly owened.

Come By And See What I'm OfferingI'm in Auction!
I'm offering the following
1.Rate all Pic's @hh
2.Rate all stash @ hh
3.Link in profile for a month
4.Pimp out in a Blog and bully
5.3 Sfw salute
6.Daily comment for 2 weeks
7.Daily gift for 2 weeks
8.1 bling of my choice
9.Personal morph

Fubar Games--auctions--and Contests!!!!!!!!!I am in a Happy Hour "rates only" contest. Please help me with one rate that is all i need!! Please help me win this Happy Hour it is my first!!!(All rates returned if notified)
Thank you all so so so so much
CLICK THE PIC TO HELP
HIYA LOVELY FRIENDS AND FUBARIANS......
WELL I HAVE FOLDED INTO THE HYPE AND DECIDED TO ALLOW MYSELF TO BE AUCTIONED!!!!!!!!
THE AWESOME SARGE IS AUCTIONING ME OFF IN HIS BAD GIRLS AUCTION--ADD/FAN/RATE HIM WHILE YOUR AT IT HE IS GREAT
Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar
PLEASE DO GO PLACE YOUR BIDS AND REMEMBER---THIS IS MY FIRST TIME--SO COME ON OUT AND HELP BREAK MY AUCTION CHERRY---GET YOUR SHOT AT BEING MY VERY FIRST OWNER!!!!!!!!
THANKS FOR ALL WHO SUPPORT ME AND BID!!! LOVE YAS!! XOXOXOXOXOXOX
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It's Amazing!!!!ALL I TOUCH AND KNOW GOSE TO HELL I CANT LOVE,LIVE,FIGHT,SPEEK MY MIND OR HAVE FEELING'S SO IF YOU WISH NOT TO BE MY FRIEND I COULD CARE LESS, LOVE IS UGLY,HATEFUL,FOOLISH AND STUPID AND DEAD TO ME SO IF YOU DONT LIKE ME NOW MOVE THE F%^K ON AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE YOU CAN THANK bobby.arney FOR THIS HE IS MY HELL! MY REASON FOR BEING THE WAY I HAVE BECOME! I HAVE NO LOVE LEFT MY HEART IT'S BLACK,COLD AND HARD ALL THAT I WAS OR KNEW IS GONE I'M JUST A BLACK HOLE ON THIS WORLD!! DONT HAVE PITY FOR ME OR TRY TO SAVE ME THERE IS NO SAVING ME THE ONE WHO CAN WILL SOMEDAY AND IF NOT I'LL BE IN HELL SEE YOU THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Add Mehello fellow fu_members! would you all please stop by and give some love to my girl heartofgreen! she is a new member on here. help her when you can! thanx to you all! add me rate me fan me and add me to your family and i will rate all your pics. i will do the same for you. thats karma right?

MasturbationNINE CHRISTIAN "CURES" FOR MASTURBATION
by Leigh Rutledge
During the Victorian era, masturbation was the focus of extraordinary anxiety among doctors and parents; "curing" it became an obsession. The hysteria surrounding the subject was fueled by righteous moralists who regarded masturbation as a worse sin than adultery, and by quack doctors who claimed that the loss of a single ounce of semen through masturbation was more debilitating to the body than the loss of several ounces of blood. One Victorian-era physician listed no fewer than 47 dire consequences of the act. Masturbation was believed to cause every thing from acne and epilepsy to mental retardation and death. Hoping to eradicate this "scourge of young manhood," parents subjected their children to dozens of torturous cures.
1. CASTRATION
Recalcitrant young masturbators were sometimes castrated to annihilate their sex urge. In some cases, the entire penis was amputated and voodoo-istic doctors used ni

Help My Girlmy girl is in a contest for a million fubux go bomb this pic and help her out
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ContestWELCOME
TO DJ DEMONWOLF'S VIP CONTEST
HERE ARE THE RULES
1.NO CHEATING
Any one cought cheating will be pulled from the contest
2. GOOD SPORTSMENSHIIP IS A MUST
Any bomber cought bad mouthing other contestens will be pulled from the contest
(this includes bombing family members and friends)
3.ALL BOMBERS ARE WELCOME
BOMBER FAMILYS AND FREELANCRES
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LAST BUT NOT LEAST
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THE CONTEST WILL BEGIN 9AM CENTRAL TIME ON TUESDAY THE 17 AND END AT MIDNIGHT ON SATURDAY THE 21ST
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Liar LiarSo last night I asked Adam if he brushed his teeth as I instructed him to do, he stands there and purposely looks upwards as if he is struggling to do so..and says yah I did..and I looked at him and said you are lying to me, now get in there and brush your teeth. He said "Mom how did you know, I was looking up like your are supposed to do when you are telling the truth, I wasn't looking down like when people lie." Needless to say I was at loss for words, but managed to pull out "Adam how do you know about that?" and he said "I heard you telling someone how to tell if they are lying or not..." So my 6 yr old now knows how to spot a liar..and how to tell if someone is telling the truth..I kind of think this is bizarre and advanced behavior for a child..what do you guys think?

Do I Deserve This?It takes time to build up
The courage, to be unafraid
Build the walls, break the falls,
Now I don't wanna go back to where I started.
So impressionable, so naive
I believe your words, face-to-face
When you're gone I see the lies,
The truth you hide behind innocent eyes,
Now I don't wanna go back to where I started.
My heart it smiles, my heart it breaks
Do I deserve this?

My Bf ContestTHIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST OF THIS YEAR I AM IN A RACE FOR 1 MILLION FUBUCKS. FIRST TO GET TO 20,000 COMMENTS WINS. RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS PLEASE HOOK ME UP,RACE BEGAN YESTERDAY I AM CURRENTLY IN THE LEAD AND NEED TO STAY THERE !!!!!! I PLAN TO USE WINNINGS IF I WIN FOR A CONTEST OF MY OWN NEED TO LEVEL UP BAD BEEN AT MY LEVEL A LONG TIME!!! SO PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND AT LEAST RATE ME AND IF YA HAVE TIME COMMENT BOMB MY AZZ LMAO! THANKS SOOOOO MUCH!!! AND TO ALL WHO HAVE SHOWED ME SOOOO MUCH LOVE ALREADY WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANKS AND BIG HUGS AND KISSES YOU ARE ALL AWESOME AND I SO APPRECIATE YOU!! IF YOU EVER NEED ME I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR ALL MY FRIENDS I AM JUST A SHOUT AWAY AND NEVER FEEL BURDENED I LUV TO HELP MY FRIENDS!! WITH MORPHS, ANNIMATIONS, LOUNGE SKINS,KEWL BULLYS, OR JUST AN EAR TO LISTEN. I AM HERE FOR YOU!! DJ "E" LLUSION"

Ugs!I love it when ugly people
like hideous rate you low
its so goddamn funny
and in my mumms
ITS STLL THE SAME FAT ASS UGLY LOSERS that get the ooposite vote on purpose to see that i do
i mean dont be my friend
its not like i put a chain on ur neck forcing
and u guys know ur uglying then me and just of my looks and thick bod
so please fo you and i a favor
spare me
dont request me if ur gunna just do that
get a life!

Dbc AuctionHELLO ALL. I AM CURRENTLY IN THE DBC AUCTION. I AM POSTING THE PIC LINK HERE SO PLEASE CLICK ON IT, AND RATE THE PIC. AND MAKE A BID AS WELL. I WOULD APPRECIATE IT. AND THERE COULD BE MORE THAT I END UP OFFERING AS THE BIDDING OFFERS GET HIGHER. I PROMISE, YOU WON'T REGREST IT. THIS AUCTION ENDS ON MAY 27TH, 2008.
THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.
AND MUCH LOVE TO ALL, XOXO

Leave A Comment And Rate ItI think back in time
Think back in time,
Where we had fun.
I thought it was a time,
But i still don't know.
I think of you,
All day long.
I love you, do you love me too?
I don't think so,
But i do hope!
I hoped you would never go,
But you did.
Loved it, your smile,
Your looks, your hair.
I would even walk a mile
Just to find you standing there.
I'm thinking of you,
I really love you!
WARNING:
Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning
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Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch as Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
I Love you
I love you--
the purity of your spirit,
the endless kind

MusingsOh where to begin...i was assigned the task of expressing what it is like and how it feels to be pleased by Master. i find it very difficult to do so as most of my feelings and such are just that. not describable in words. The emotions run rampant in times like this. i am a mix of shudders, shivers, hot flashes and the overwhelming desire to scream out what i feel. Problem is there are no words to say it. Just as saying i love you isn't enough, digging my nails into Him isn't enough.
What it is like can't be compared to anything i know. It's pleasure is harder. Maybe if you recall your very first Candy Apple at a fair. The pride, the delight, the savoring of it's flavor and then the sadness when it's gone. Then you are reminded that next Fair you might get the chance to have it again, To repeat all the steps...over and over. This is how, for me, it feels to be pleased, then wanting more, yet wishing to give as receive. i hope this explains it well enough for another to comprehend. (N

Day Of Decisions...With each passing day, things in life get less complicated for me. With each passing day, in the same breath, the day draws closer to the day of decisions. That date however, has not yet been decided. The day of decisions, is a day, no one really knows about but very few.
To put it short and sweet (or bitter sweet), I have 3 kids, which anyone who knows me or has read my profile or looked at some of my pics, is obvious. My 5 year old son, my baby, starts school this fall. His dad and I have been divorced for 2 years this fall. Custody, for the school years, has not yet been determined. Why? Well, as much as I applaud his father being a caring and loving father, he is also trying to gain full custody of our son. I give him "kudos" for caring enough to want to be a part of his life. He seems to feel that he could provide a better home for our son. A better life. His reason, because, at his place, Kody (my son) would be the center of attention, the center of his fathe

This MonthSo, ok. My first blog. Too bad it has to be a bad one. Here is the deal, I am a sweet person, but I do have some standards. There is one at the top of my list too. I DO NOT MESS WITH MARRIED OR TAKEN MEN. I do not care if it is just the internet. You probably have a woman that loves you very much and it would hurt her to know you are messing around on the net looking for someone to do why she is at work. Who cares if we live nearby. I understand some people are miserable in their marriages. Well, if it is that damn bad, get out of it. I don't play games like that. I have been hurt plenty of times to know how it feels. Being the good lil' wifey or girlfriend sucks when your man is messing around. So, if you are taken.....DON'T HIT ON ME! Friendships only. I am an excellent friend to all those who really know me. Thanks for taking the time to read this lil bit a BS I had to post since some people can not take a hint and back off. Well, today, marks exactly one year since the queen of

Contesthello all..yea i know i said i wouldnt enter anohter contest...but i am.....for a vip i need 10k...no time limit....so whatever all can do is fine..moslty im goin to do it myself...b/c i took this on short notice.....u know i help all...even its a few rates thats fine...imn no hurry he he below is the link......thanks to all that do help...holla back

Just For FunDemon Fuel
The Most Valued Prize
Queen Of Gods Forsaken Radio
She Awaits You
CLICK A PIC TO JOIN US IN GODS FORSAKEN RADIO

No News Is Good NewsHas anyone else noticed that the site has been recruiting a lot of 'fubar family' pridiles lately?
They give these users green lettering in their name to specify that the person is (supposed to be) someone who lives and breathes fubar and helps out the site. I've checked out a number of them and most have no referrals, are low level newbs, and usually don't even have a salute.
That's fine and all I guess but what really get's me is that once I start talking to these supposed fubar family people, more than a few turn out to be working for webcam sites and just want to invite me to register for some cheese ball cam site.
Sup with that? Go to my post entitled 'U tell me' and give me some info about yourself.
If you can spell out the difference between there, their, & they're you're hired.
2)see tap for rates

Life....I WOKE UP THIS MORNING UNHAPPY AND UPSET..I WOKE UP AND LOOKED TO MY RIGHT AND NO ONE WAS THERE...I CANT DEAL WITH BEING ALONE ANYMORE..I WANT THIS DIVORCE,I WANT IT SO BAD..IT WONT HAPPEN TILL AT LEAST MY BIRTHDAY =[ NICK AINT EVEN IN MY LIFE AND HE IS STILL FUCKING IT UP...WHY DOES THIS PRICK HAVE TO FUCK ME LIFE UP,WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY.WHY CANT I JUST FIND A MAN WHO KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS AND WANTS ME FOR ME..I FOUND THAT I FUCKIN FOUND ROB BUT WE ARENTN GONNA GO DOWN THAT ROAD BC IT CONFUSES ME MORE AND MORE...IM SOOO FUCKIN DEPRESSED,I JUST WANT TO FEEL LOVED AGAIN, I FELT THAT A WEEK AGO WHEN ROB WAS TALKIN TO ME BUT NOW I FEEL REJECTED AND LIKE SHIT...I HATE FEELIN THIS WAY...I WANNA FUCKIN FEEL HAPPY AGAIN..AND IM NOT GONNA FOR AWHILE..ROB IS THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE LIKE THAT IN FOREVER AND I MEAN FOREVER....BUT NOW HE HAS A GIRL I THINK.....WHO KNOWS...I THINK IM JUST GONNA CUT TIES OFF WITH EVERYONE FOR A BIT AND GET MY HEAD STR8...LOVE YA ALL.. I got wh

Contest For 1 Million FubuxOK - LETS DO THIS AGAIN - I'm having a 2nd contest AND THE PRIZE IS ONE MILLION FU-BUX! The contest will last for one week and whomever has the most comments by the end of the week, will win one million fubux!
2nd prize will be $250,000 fubux
ALSO -- whomever has the most rates at the end of one week will win a BLING pack!
So email me and let me know if you're interested. WHEN I GET 10 CONTESTANTS - I'll let everyone know and WE'LL START!
Island Girl@ fubar

Ca Same-sex Marriage RulingAs many have heard, the CA Supreme Court today invalidated Prop 22, which banned same-gender marriage.
It's a good ruling.
Here are some selected quotes from the majority opinion.
we conclude that, under this states Constitution, the constitutionally based right to marry properly must be understood to encompass the core set of basic substantive legal rights and attributes traditionally associated with marriage that are so integral to an individuals liberty and personal autonomy that they may not be eliminated or abrogated by the Legislature or by the electorate through the statutory initiative process. These core substantive rights include, most fundamentally, the opportunity of an individual to establish  with the person with whom the individual has chosen to share his or her life  an officially recognized and protected family possessing mutual rights and responsibilities and entitled to the same respect and dignity accorded a union traditionally designated as marriage.

Beware Of 'sex Fiend' ... Hacker...This asshole is back under Alhmond aka "The Kid is Back"
BEWARE OF THIS PEICE OF SHIT IS BACK under a new name... HOPE YOU ALL GIVE HIM SHIT...
this ass sent me a shout with a link attached. I went to shout back & hit the link by accident. It looked like it threw my out of fubar & a screen came up looking identical to fubar signed in and the bastard got my password. Unfortuately for me it was the same password as my email. So, he changed all the info on me so that I didn't have access to fubar or email. The ass deleted my fubar. So all my old family, friends & fans please befriend me again... love you all... kisses...

Showing Loveyou said you loved me but you could never own up to the relationship. with friends yes , but with fam. no . i could never be excepted by your parents and i know that, if that couldnt be then we could never be. I love you, as a woman, and a person. I would love for us to go on with this but i can only wonder where we would go. You are so family oriented and care for there feelings , where there is nothing wrong with that to a certain exstent but there must come a time when you must be your own woman and become an indpendent one . I love you and always will, you are a beautiful black woman with lots of love to share and i will always be here for you no matter what it is. I LOVE YOU

PoetryBegone ye screams of silence
harbingers of pain
Cloaked in isolation
you mock in harsh disdain
My soul is torn asunder
I curse you God of Hell
as you pierced my tortured soul
what horrors I befell
You spoke of quiet solitude
to tempt me to your lair
then lanced me in my troubled heart
to depths of deep despair
Nemisis, I beg of thee
rise up in righteous ire
protect me from Persephone
from Hell's eternal fire
with all my voice I scream to you
protect me from the night
Alas in forlorn desperation
I journey to the light
Banished to mind's coventry
I heed the demon's call
beckoned by the silent screams
I entered Dante's hall I usually don't believe in love at first sight,
but when I saw you, you changed me that night.
You rearranged the heavens and sorted out the stars,
then you asked me, "Can we go out to my car?"
I believed you and took your hand,
You walked me out there, we sat in your van.
You tied my hands and spread my legs far,
I can't believe I trusted

Dede RantREAL FRIENDS ARE HARD TO COME BY NOW A DAYS. AS MOST OF MY REAL FRIENDS THAT ARE ON FUBAR ALREADY NOW. WHEN CHAN AND I ANNOUNCED THAT WE WERE GETTING MARRIED A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT WE THOUGHT WERE OUR FRIENDS UP AND LEFT BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T LIKE OUR DECISION. OH FUCKING WELL. CELTIC MAGIC, DJ CHAN, ACE'S ANGEL, DJ STORM AND DJ AWESOME ARE THE BEST FRIENDS THAT ANYONE COULD ASK FOR.
CELTIC MAGIC IS ONE OF THE MOST GIVING PEOPLE THAT I HAVE EVER MET. SHE HATES PEOPLE BUT IF SHE CONSIDERS YOU A FRIEND SHE WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THEM. SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST FORTHRIGHT PEOPLE I HAVE EVER KNOW AND WHEN I HAVE NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR JUST NEEDED ANYTHING IN GENERAL SHE HAS BEEN THERE.
DJ CHAN, WHERE DO I BEGIN WITH HIM. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. CHAN COMES OFF AS A BIPOLAR ASSHOLE WHO ONLY CARES ABOUT HIMSELF. BUT THATS NOT THE TRUTH. I KNOW THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT WILL NOT AGREE WITH ME BUT THAT IS BECAUSE THEY HAVE NEVER TAKEN THE CHANCE TO REALLY KN

Vip Or BlingyEverybody keeps hollering for a VIP contest well here ya go! plain and simple if you aint gonna bomb don't waste either of our time.
I have a ! month Vip for the Most comments in 10 days.This time i mean if you don't want to bomb of have ppl to bomb you don't enter.serious entries ONLY! I will not open the contest without less than 10 entries...after you enter and you are not bombing you'll be deleted!
If you want in private message me no shouts or profile comments if you can't mail me ...well Im guessin you need to f/r/a me
Thanks Painter
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My Tattoohad a tattoo done on my chest for my neice that passed away recently ,means alot to me so figure i would share it with my friends its in my neices folder named my neice rip abigale let me know what you think i love how it came out

ForgeWell, I figured a few other people I know use this site so why not check it out?
I primarily blog on my myspace or LJ but something might end up here, at some point.

Poetry That Came My WayThis delightful take on awakening was sent in a profile comment to me, this morning,
by "darkness personified", of Malaysia.
She wrote it, too! Marvelous!
kissed by the morning sun...i awoke...
tickled by it's golden rays running amok...
hazy flecks...sashaying in it's glare...
the hands of time...stopped and stared...
lazily i stretched...and french kissed the breeze...
frolicking amongst the billows of the curtains with ease...
playing hide and seek...with my waking eyes...
the mischievous smile...widening in style...
turning...i pressed upon the satin sheet...
like a lover's skin...silky and sweet...
i pressed my face...into it's fragrance...
and fell into it's cool embrace...
blowing the lock of hair from my face...
watched as it twirled and fell with grace...
inhaling deeply...i breathed the beauty in...
felt the butterflies fluttering within...
such a sensual feeling...i deduced...
and i kissed the sun back...amused...
________________
"Darkness per

Down Ratersi dont understand why there have to be rude people out there i have never given anyone nothing but tens or elevens if iu have them and there are people giving me 1 or 2 and rating my stash pics of my son a thumbs down i guess there are rude people out there and heres one that did that richard549@ fubar

For Queen RobinIm not a lesbian nor I will go for a lesbian. I met this amazing lady more than a week now when I accidentally deleted her comment in one of my mumms and she sent me gifts afterwards. She is my first real fufriend at Fubar who eventually became my Bestfufriend.
Few days after I met her, her dad died. I felt sorry for her but I can see how she handles the world. Worst is, today, her mom died. She is going through a lot but I admire her for being too strong a woman.
We come across a lot of people but its not everyday that along the way, we feel that they touch our lives. This lady matters to me a lot since she never forgets to show something sweet to me each day in which I do the same with her.
Hugs for you sissy. My deepest sympathy.

Back To WorkJust wanted all my loved ones that are close to my heart that I am now back to work. Working a real goofy schedule. I am on 4-10's right now, Monday through Thur. But working today. After my Training period I will be on a 12 Hour Swing Shift. :( So i will be here when I can. Love to all. And hope to chat soon. (b) Cheers
Mystically Addicted

Anguishcalling in the night
My voice drifting in Your mind.
seductive. sensual.
the voice of darkness.
velvety smooth, whispering comfort
as your soul is torn,
between obligation to life
and your eminent love.
My Vampire eyes
looking at You and knowing
knowing how much I long for you
how much I hunger for your touch
to give you a moment of pain,
then Eternity in My arms.
I am your Vampire love
waiting at my window sill
piercing eyes blazing with the fire
of hunger and desire
waiting for You
and you run to me
to the sheer ecstasy of My bite.
A cry of pain muffled
by your stark white neck
your body growing cold
nourishing me with your blood
as your heart grows dim.
Then, I pull away and turn you to face me:
a trickle of blood on my pale lips.
I raise my wrist to you
and with misted eyes
I hold you as you feed from me
drink my blood with passion
burning, caressing, changing.
sweeping me into the night
arms holding you tight
I am your vampire lover, y

I'm Up For Grabs!Contest starts today, and ends next Thursday midnight my time (EST).. I will also throw in a semi-NSFW Salute for the winner and if a Bling pack is offered a phone call from me! *HUGS*
Just go to my "I'm up for grabs" folder and place your bids!
Good Luck!
OXOX
Suzie
Woohooo this sexy Woman is in a bling pack/ Vip auction so cum and bid on her sexy ass!!!!!!
The Well Hung Huns - Ascendancy

*help Me Please*Whats up my awsomely,great friends of fubar!This may make me more of a dork but,Its ok!I was sitting around wondering how all these people auction themselfs off and thought too myself,That sounds cool!I just dont even know how to get started on something like that!Soooo,I need someone thats might know a lil bit about this to drop me an e-mail about how this all works!It will be much appreciated and there will be much love to follow!Thak you for taking the time to read this!If things go well,Ill be up sell!LOL

Makes Me SadI dont know what to do. @ people i love very much seem to be having some issues. One is feeling very unloved and feels like the man she loves may not really love her. He has barely spoken to her in days. Im not really totally sure what he is feeling but I know he loves her. He just has a way of saying things wrong sometimes without meaning to. And tats what started the whole thing. he said something that hurt her and instead of saying sorry, he got mad at her for taking it wrong. I dont know what to do. i love them both very much. I hope it works itself out soon cause it is tearing me apart to see this.. here's hoping

Not A Baby AnymoreMy baby not a baby any more:
Today is the day I that I see my baby growing up. Let me take you back for through the years. Justin has been in special education all of his school age years. Two year ago we moved to Mobile. He has since been in the special games. This year he won first place in all three events that he was in (running long jump, he jumped 56, 400 meter relay, and the 200 meter Dash). About 3 months latter I received a phone call from the Mobile County Special Olympics President, saying that Justin was selected by the board to represent Mobile County in the State Games. She said that they usually do not take middle school kids to the games but seeing how well he did at the county games they would love to have him represent them this year. This was a great honor and I did not want him to be over looked if he want to do it. So he is now on his way to be a part of the games. He is on his was to Troy, Alabama to have a good time running his heart out something he enjoys

~jen's Beautiful Gift To Me~My sweet & dear friend, Jen...wrote this story just for me because she truly knows what my night with Ville at his concert meant to my life & my heart.
And then she surprised me with this beautiful tag she made to go with my story. I was moved to tears so much by both...and I will always cherish them, my dear Jen....as I do you & our friendship...love & appreciation from my heart to yours...Loey xoxoxoxoxo
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She watched him as he moved lithely about on the stage. The sound of his voice as he sang sent shivers of delight up her spine. She wasnt like the other girls in the audience. She wasnt screaming his name or trying to sing with him. She just watched him in complete and utter awe. The words he sang spoke to her in a way that her body, mind and soul understood instinctively. She could not take her eyes off of him as he danced back and forth across the length of the stage, whipping the other girls and eve

Giant Kitty Litter BoxGot back from Iraq bout 3 weeks ago, Glad to be back, Yeah we had women over there, but it not the same, they was all in uniform, lol. Since I've been home you can tell it's almost summer, (i.e., skirts and shorts, halter tops), MMMMMMMMMMMMM, very nice Eye Candy. Gotta Love the Free World. Keep it Loud and Proud and as Metal as you can.

Psychotic PeopleThis goes out to a certain psycho b*tch who needs to grow up and get a clue!! THIS IS ALL YOU GIRL!
"...a woman could fool herself about her relationship with a man only as long as he was around. The moment he had left, she would drop all pretense, and no wonder; at that moment her heart would break and that awful, awful sickness begin: the agony, the hopeless yearning with every fiber of her body, every nerve, for his presence his touch; her every waking thought, her every dream would be centered on him in unbearable, self-inflicted torture.
She pursues you relentlessly. The woman will not let you alone. She embarrasses you in public places by inappropriate displays of affection. She calls at inopportune times and turns up at your door without warning. She interrupts your work and intrudes into your private business. Her professed "love" for you complicates your life. Your devoted admirer has become an annoyance, a damned nuisance, a scourge.
Having a woman completely enthral

Up For Auction Again (what A Wh_re) :pHEY HEY HEY PLEASE CHECK OUT MY AUCTION. EVEN IF YOU CAN'T BID JUST YOUR RATE COULD HELP ME WIN BLING-BLING.. THANKS IN ADVANCE AND YOU KNOW MOMMA LOVES YOU

ConfusedMy husband and I have been split up for about 5 months now after being together for 7 years. I found out about a month and a half ago that he has been living with another woman for about 3 and 1/2 months now. When she found out about me she pushed for him to file for divorce so we met up and signed papers. He insisted on being the one to go turn them in to the court for whatever reason (normally he would have left something like that up to me). Well when I call the court to make sure everything was turned in and right they say he turned in everything but the page that was signed and notarized (the most important paper) and a paper that only he had to fill out. Tell me he didn't do that on purpose! Well now he won't talk to me and he avoids me at all cost even when I am trying to sign new papers. I don't understand what is going on. He is the one that left and said he wanted a divorce so despite the fact that I still love him with all my heart I have tried to just get it over with. I ha

Grrrrjust bored and lonely...friday afternoon and i am home doing nothing ggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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Please Go RateTHIS VERY DEAR FRIEND OF MINE IS IN A CONTEST. SHE IS WAY AHEAD I N HER COMMENTS, BUT RATES COUNT AS 5 AND SHE IS WAY BEHIND IN THOSE.
IF YOU CAN DO WHILE THERE RATING A COMMENT OR TWO WOULD ALSO BUT IF YOU CAN JUST RATE THAT IS FINE.
THANKING YOU ALL IN ADVANCE

MisleadHEY TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I JUST NEEDED TO SAY THE GRASS ISN'T ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE WHAT SEEMS LIKE SOMEONE TAKING GOOD CARE OF WHAT THEY OWN, DOESN'T ALWAY MEAN THEY ARE, SOMETIMES THEY ONLY FIX THE OUTTER LAYER, BUT THE INNER LAYERS ARE ARE FALLIN APART. I KNOW UR SAYING WHAT IS SHE TALKING ABOUT? WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD FIND SOMEONE BETTER THEN WHAT I HAVE AT HOME, JUST TO FIND OUT I WAS WRONG, AND TO NEVER TRUST ANYONE BUT SELF AND AND GOD, TO ALWAYS FOLLOW UR HEART. TODAY I FOUND OUT THAT THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO AREN'T WHAT THEY SAY THEY ARE. I KNOW WHAT TOOK ME SO LONG RIGHT?LOL BETTER LATE THEN NEVER. MUCH LUV TRUE FRIENDS.

Life In Generalwhy do people have to be so mean i just don't get it my best friend is very sick and her boyfriend does not seem to care he calls her all kinds of bad names and accuses her of cheating on him because she does not want to phone bone him she had a heart test yesterday and last night he told her that he does not think she is as sick as she tells him i don't get it at all how can someone say they love you then treat you like that how can they lay in bed with you in there arms then go out on the road and treat you like a whore i guess there is still alot about love that i just don't get adn if that is how it is then i don't want it at all

The Fu-king Freak Of Fubar!Oi...2 people tagged me. (THANKS KAT AND BRAD!!!)
So I get to come up with a total of 30 facts, and 20 people to sucker into doing this....But I'm going to cheat. I'm only going to do this once...Only 15 facts, and 10 people...deal with it!
Instructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1) I love the smell of a musty basement!
2) I am known as Satan at work.
3) I am scared of open water.
4) I am excited to turn 30!
5) My favorite flower is the Tiger Lily.
6) I believe in the power of a good, solid kiss.
7) I think curly hair is sexy.
8) At least 2 people think I am their hero...
9) My favorite book is "Pompeii"
10) One of my top 10 favorite movies is a po

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Bite Meall anybody wants to do is fuck me over and i'm sick of it... so how has your two weeks been lately? mine's been chock full of all kinds of studity and suprises...
well i'm done with it, gotta new dress, gonna party tonight without my phone or the internet...
so bite me
all this hatin on me is just makin me famous, lmfao
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kisses for the ones who don't live to make my life hell... xoxo

Survival Of The FitestSo it's a full moon and every pagan nerve in my body is twitching and every gypsy hair is standing on end... damn it I just wanna go out in the back yard (3 acre field) sky clad and bask in the glow of the moon and act as a conduit for the energies to wash over and flow through me...
I'll be back when the sun comes up and the power kicks on in my coffin. I know some of you have been wondering where I am and what happened to me. Well I just wanted to let all of you know that I am alive. Due to economic strife I was laid off from work last friday. But alas I am a survivor and have been doing the job hunting grind as well as doing side jobs here and there with what skills I have learned over the years. Aside from that though things are going well. Solstice and I had a very wonderful time together when she was down visiting and I can't wait for more visits with her.
I'll be around albeit limited so feel free to message or what not. If I see you online when I get on I'll be sure to dr

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Congrats to Hippychick, my new fu-owner. She has a heart of gold and really surprised me with this auction. Get to know her. Get to love her!

First Poem PostedTime can always be, and always helps to see.
If patience is present, then times a friend to me.
To wait, or rush can decide so much.
It can help to succeed, or place you in your crutch.
A memory made by a lover or friend, can sometimes have the power to mend.
Even the most devastating pain can be followed by joy... just a matter of time, and willingness to heal.
Overcome all that stains you innermind.
Never letting someone take you down, stay above the drama.
The drama that everyone so easily gives into. Its so sad to see all the people that are taken under by the simple little aggrevations of everyday life.
Just say " I dont care." Sometimes its ok not to care. Its just a matter of knowing when not to.
I wake up everyday wondering whatys next, not worrying about who is talking about me. Talk is what it is, and nothing more. A word or sentence in the matter of opinion. So, dont let it tie you down.
To love, and to lose... almost one in the same.
Ju

Deleting My Account...hey friends...just wanted to say to all my friends..love ya lots!!! been alot of stuff going on here lately....just dont wanna deal with it anymore....i met some great people....lots of special people that i wont forget....and to those who have me on yahoo..keep in touch!!!! just dont wanna deal with fu-drama anymore...have enough real life drama...dont need fu-drama....and to the one real person who could convince me to stay...is the reason im leaving...(and u know who u are...buts its ok...its not ur fault...its mine...i just cant deal with it anymore....)...but anyways...the ones i'll miss the most...u know who u r...jeff, michael, wayne, art, chris, kevin, tony, hushy, robert, jay, steve, mark, john, frank, rick, dutchie, dreamwalker, manly, lisa, rosie, lady of ny, and of course...andy...if i left off anyone im sorry...love all my fu-friends and family....take care...and maybe i'll be back sometime..who knows...xoxoxo lee

What's Your Favorite?O.K. drinkers I know it's all types of liquors you could choose from to make you feel great,right?..I'm not talking about mixed drinks,only straight alcohol....My favorite is good ole tequila!.."Patron" that is,I don't like other tequilas that much.Patron is a nice tasting tequila,and it creeps as you sip.It makes you feel like your in party mode long as your still drunk&not passed out.It makes you happy when you sad,it can have you crunk&hyphy(feeling great),it can make you freaky&turned on anytime or make you feel in lovers lane if your with someone&it can make you knock somebody the fuck out for fucking with you!!.....But that's how it makes me feel when I'm kickin' it trying to have a good time.What's your favorite liquor&how does it make you feel?

Just A Thoughtby Melissa Matke on Wednesday, May 2, 2012
ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT NO MATTER WHAT GOOD OR BAD, THIS TOO SHALL PASS!
lets take a moment to realize our fullest potential
Almost 27 and it almost seems my life has hit a stand still. Or so it may seem. Im free from the system its been some time now. But thats just my past. I call it my past because thats where i have left it IN THE PAST!
However when your past is written on paper like mine has been, people seem to view my past as who i am today. Its not how i chose to live my life today. Its not the paths i have chosen to take. Rather The things i have learned and that is WHO I AM NOT ANYMORE!
Yes it is true that those moments were ones that i had chosen to take.
You know when people say " when one door closes another opens?" i find that saying to be flawed.
I feel that when one door closes (closes meaning accepting your past) Three more doors open.
You see i was to blind to see that there were other doors (and/or p

I'm BackI'm back I am sorry for some of my friends who I did not inform I was leaving but I did it because of some of my past problem with my ex-wife and some people did not understand what was going on and tried to pressure some of me in reveilling some stuff that did not need to be said so I left for awhile I do apologize.
thanks
George

Heavenly DreamsWELCOME TO HEAVENLY DREAMS BLOG PAGE MEET THE OWNERS AND PLZ READ THE RULES OF THE LOUNGE!!!
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Bulletins Made For PeepsTHIS ARTARD MESSED WITH ONE OF THE DON-MEGAS BEST FRIENDS, MONKEY BUTTER!!!
AND HE'S STILL A DAMNED NEWB THINKING HE'S THE SHIZNIT CUZ HE'S AN ENFORCER AT A LOUNGE??? HAHAHAHA wHATEVER!!! He Ain't No Damned Ninja!!! LMAO!
AND I QUOTE FROM MONKEY BUTTERS EMAIL TO ME:
"he blocked me but i think this is the link...he blocked me from there too what a fag..
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=57901
> > do you know this fuck off?
> >
> > this is the shit he says to me
> >
> > dont hang out in the lounge and dont tlk...i bought rounds and shit but there was onlky 3 peeps in there so he tells me not to listen so i tell him fuck off..talk to yourself and left the lounge so fuck face shout box's me this
> >
> > **D.J**Any...: u just said fuk off to da wrong ninja
> >
> > wtf who is he?
> "
**D.J**Any_Body_Killa**&**HEAD*ENFORCER**@JUGGALO PARADISE & FU*MARRIED*TO*$$$PinkLotus$$$ *&*FOOOKE
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What Became Of The White Man?Indian Chief 'Two Eagles' was asked by a white government official,
'You have observed the white man for 90 years. You've seen his wars and his technological advances. You've seen his progress, and the
damage he's done.'
The Chief nodded in agreement.
The official continued, 'Considering all these events, in your opinion,where did the white man go wrong?'
The Chief stared at the government official for over a minute and then calmly replied.
'When white man find land, Indians running it,
no taxes, no debt, plenty buffalo, plenty beaver, clean water.
Women did all the work, Medicine man free. Indian man spend all day
hunting and fishing; all night having sex.'
Then the chief leaned back and smiled.
'Only white man dumb enough to think he could improve system like that.'

Walmartnew WalMart Super Center opened near my house. It has an automatic water
mister to keep the produce fresh. Just before it goes on, you hear the
sound of distant thunder and the smell of fresh rain.
When you pass the milk cases, you hear cows mooing and you experience the
scent of fresh mown hay.
In the meat department there is the aroma of charcoal grilled steaks with
onions.
When you approach the egg case, you hear hens cluck and cackle, and the air
is filled with the pleasing aroma of bacon and eggs frying.
The bread department features the tantalizing smell of fresh baked bread &
cookies.
I don't buy toilet paper there any more.

Funerals And ComplaintsCouple weeks ago I attended a funeral for two fellow firefighters. Two men who dedicated their lives to protect their neighbors,their lives and property. They died on a day off in an ATV accident, and were given a Firefighters memorial service, honor gaurd, last roll call etc. Very touching service, representaatives from Fire stations and Police departments from 3 states. A memorial not just for these brave men but a memorial for what they dedicated their lives too. not even an hour after the sevices people started posting complaints to the newspaper about the "Inconvieniance" the prosetion of all the vehicles caused them!!!!!!!!! ( the route was posted in the paper for two days so people can adjust their driving) and the waste of tax payers dollars for our "arrogance" for such an elaborade memorial for two people who did not die in the line of duty!!! Before they even got the facts that the funeral was paid for by donations, the union etc and nobody was on the clock for the event!!!!

Schmittys Law= My LifeI have always heard that the secret happiness in life, friendships, and love to be yourself, be honest, and to treat others like you want to be treated. I have generally tried to live by those mantras, although as my friends will tell you I can be quite the pill at times. I am always myself, even though that means that sometimes I am brash, bull headed, and I refuse to kiss ass. I stand with my friends no matter what (Just ask my friend Jill about her ex-husband and the only reason I havent killed the prick yet)... I will do for my friends no matter what; that's just what you should do for friends. I always try to treat others with the understanding I know that I want and need from others, especially because the mood swings do make me difficult to deal with sometimes.
I guess this week has been an emotional drain on me... Finding out that Michael has been lying to me for the past ohhh year or so and ONLY tells me the truth because he gets busted big time (well, actually is the way

My PoetryWhat do I see when I look in the mirror ?
A strong willed woman , the mother of three .
Do I ever wonder , if I have a purpose ?
Three beautiful babies who look up to me .
When my days don't go as planned ,
they make me smile and always believe .
Pure joy is the feeling that they give to me ,
peace and contentment , undying love .
I couldnt have asked for anything more ,
I cherish these beautiful gifts that I see .
My heart has never been so full ,
A strong willed woman , the mother of three .
This is another poem that I wrote a long time ago . I guess I like it cause I know I could never feel this low again . All I need is one look into my three beauiful childrens eyes and I know that I will always be alright . Hopefully I am gonna write some new ones , something special and never this dark .
Dying Soul
I think of you every second

Wish The Hurt Would Stop!I am trying to find a way to make the pain go away, But everyday it's seems it is always gonna stay.
I dont know why I cant be loved, I dont know why my love always gets shoved.
I walk this earth searching for a truth, and every time it seems I end up blue.
I give all my heart and soul to the one I love , and they throw it away like some old worn out glove.
What is wrong with me what is it about me,Why do I get left why do I get told Im not good enough to be their best.
I always thought beauty was inside not the outside of what you see, But for some reason my outside is all they ever see.
I am not rich and proubly never will be, but I have a good heart even with all the bad stuff that happens to me.
I keep searching for the one who keeps his word the one who will love me till his last day on earth, Will I ever find him I am not sure.
Can I be brave and open my heart to another knowing there is a good chance He will just be like the others
I dont know wh

I Apologize.. The Contest Is Open!I want to apologize to everyone. I went ahead and opened the contest. I tried to private message everyone to let them know. I hope I didn't miss anyone or piss anyone off. I am not feeling well at this time.

Fu-scene'sI may not be here doing the full time fu- thing let alone doing the fu-thing well.
(I work a lot, & am a single mom. Im glad to never be the b*tch that so many can be here.)
I try to do what I can, & give to all as best I can.
What keeps me from getting to deep into this scene are THE Rude people.
&
The Caty b*tches that think they run this place, cause they might of been here a month longer then you?
Let alone so much more bullsh*t that comes with this scene.
I prefer bullsh*t free scene's.
The nerve & the balls of so many here that think they are some kind of god er something,...
(to me,... that's a serious weirdo with big issues.)
So anyone trying to tell you they are this & that to this & that on this site, other then what it says on their pages?...
More then likely is full of sh*t!
(Toss's out the enema's.)
Ive also found that a large majority here are nothing more then liars/fakes.
Look @ the #s in the right hand corner of whom is online & h

These Frkn Walls ! !Holy Fkn Hell! I Quit!
Well ok I SHOULD quit, it's so NOT worth it anymore.
"Success is falling down 9 times & getting up 10" WTF?!?!
I should be a God damn cripple by now with all the "falling" I have done. I am only human!
It's Official...I'm a glutten for punishment.
I vest the time & energy...I let my guard down...I let myself care
For what? For the past 9 years the outcome has ALWAYS been the same...FAIL!
If I don't run when the closeness really kicks in "something" ALWAYS happens to kick me in the azz anyways.
"Everything Happens for a Reason"...uh huh it does.
I open up, share & care just so I can get burned AGAIN.
Perfectly good reason to keep on coming back for more right? *eyeroll*
Is it really not written in the cards for me?
I have no problem being alone. Hell I'm VERY happy when I am.
Why do I continue to put myself through the drama...the aggravation?
I want answers. I want a good reason to put my heart in harms way.
My judgement sucks...

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Thought Everyone Needed A Laugh!!!a little boy and a little girl are taking a bath and the little girl looks over at the boy and says can i play with that and the boy says hell no you done broke yours off!!
how did woman get the name? when god made eve he said woooo man!!!
what did god say when he caught eve taking a bath in the river? damn ill never get that smell out of those fish!!
why do blond weman have bruises around her belly buttons? cause blond guys are stupid too!!!
a little boy goes into a church and asks the preacher is it true that we come from dust yes the preacher says we come from dust the boy asks is it also true when we die we go back to dust the preacher says yes its also true when we die we also go back to dust well you better come to my house and look under my bed cause somebody is either comming or going!!!
why did raggedy ann get thrown out of the toy box?she got caught sitting on pinnochios face saying lie to me lie to me tell me the truth lie lie!!!!
how do you knowif

I Got A ?ok my roommate Alex wont leave i ask the manager if i can get him off the least but right now iam fucked i cant kick him out tell he sign the papper saying he wants his name off the least
how do i go about doing this he does nothing but pay rent i take out the trash do the dish's clean the house
iam tire of him just geting high and go with his wannabe friends and not doing nothing for the apartment
HELP

SuicideHere I sit and write this poem
Thinking of all I love and all I hate
Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate
I think of all the times I used to laugh
And now I wish I'd just die
How did so much misery come in to my life
And now all I have are thoughts of suicide
Crying every night is not the way to live
Heck I'm still a kid
I should be out hanging with all my friends
But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head
Will they care when I am gone
When nothings left expect my thoughts
And this small poem telling everyone
I will be no more in about an hour
Don't try to save me
Just save your tears
Nothing can stop me
Because i have thoughts of suicide
Heres to the end my dear friend
I hope you live life through
This is the end to this girls life
And all her thoughts to boot
Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide

King's Auction~*~Thanks To Everyone Who Took Part inThe Kings Auction~*~Everything went very well and I really appreciate all of you who participated.
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Thank You For Being A FriendIf you dont have these fu's as friends, you are so missing out! Go fan, add, rate and show them lots of fu love!!
Tell this set of fu's that sensual-breeze sent you!
This fu was my first and I will never forget him...my first to bling me that is!
Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63*
This fu keeps me wet when I am dry...He buys me drinks and lots of them! Get your mind out of the gutter!
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This fu has such a kind heart and always listens to my woes whatever they may be.
PETrified_WoOdY!
Now this fu...gotta love someone who can never find his pants!
Cappy
This fu always makes me smile and he looks pretty good in those sunglasses too!
Jeffus'kickin wing'
This wonderful man has been my friend since I started the fu. He's my teddy bear.
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Shadowwolfchanges begun and i cannot turn them around
your voice in my ear dont give up on what weve found
i want to quit to run away
promises i made i must stay
how can love be so cruel
to let me be your one but only for a few
still ill try be what you say i am
is harder now that your not my man
im letting you go they same way you caught me
slowly painlessly gently
be easy dragon your girl is ok
she just wishes it was still yesterday running wild free always in danger from hunters cougars and man caught penned corraled a cowboy standing at the gate holding oats can smell there sweetness hear his gentle words know i can still run but with him only not free and i cannot resist so i keep walking slowly closer noises behind other mustangs being broken harshly broken without the knowlede paitance the cowboy has or his love months of coddeling and firm patience owned at last riding the wind with him on my back can see hear the wild ones still can whinny to them the cowboys hand gentl

Housework Makes A Happy Marriage With More SexTHROUGHOUT Brisbane there is now a surplus of men in frilly aprons with a bottle of cleaning spray and cloth in hand, saying, "What next, honey?"
This new craze is the result of a recent study in the US.
The findings indicated that one sure-fire way to bring romance back into your relationship is getting the male partner to do more housework.
Doing more housework means the female partner will be less tired, feel more valued and as a result will likely feel like some loving when she gets to bed, instead of just "zzzz".
If only bringing romance back into all relationships was that simple.
I suspect that it is not so much about the housework but more about your partner demonstrating acts of kindness and support.
Indeed, to a working mum, housework is a high priority.
But does a woman's libido actually rise at the sight of her man leaning seductively over a vacuum cleaner? I don't think so.
The results of this study demonstrate that having a partner who participates

Need Help In A Contest/giveaway (myself Or Friends)Please Help My Friend Tinkerbell84
Please help my friend she is in a contest for 3 bling packs She needs 7500 comments (rates don't count) She has as of 1:21AM EST & 10:21PST..2243 comments please help her out
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Robisue Needs HelpRobisue needs 5000 comments for a 7 day blast and needs your help!
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Hidden DepthsThis is for a truly deep and lovely man. You now who you are. I feel your pain, I want you to know that. And I know your heart is bleeding right now. But you need to know that there is someone out there that really cares what happens to you. And will there when you need it. Even if is just for hugs. Take care friend. You truly rawk. This past Sunday, I participated in the San Francisco AIDS Walk. :) It was the fourth time I have walked and it always feels good. Although, this was the first time I walked alone, I found that I didn't need a pacer. I walk for my father and everyone else in my life that has passed due to AIDS. There is one thing that I will NOT due next time. lol I stupidly said I would work for someone afterward. I went to work and about 8pm, my body said that was enough and didn't want to move anymore. But I kept going and work another 2 1/2 hours. YUKKKKKK! for the better part of my life, i have been creating something. From poetry to jewelry, i have

Pimpstressso... my husband is lieing about me n the situation n is putting my new born 3 month old in the middle. and has now interupted all my kids life ... but all he cares about is making me rot. y cant people think of the important things... like the kids

10 Random Things10 Random things about me or my life....tagged by my brother in law Danny, here we go....
1- I love to lay in a cold bed on Egyptian cotton sheets when on my period and read a book.
2- My mother passed away four years ago and has made me a completely different person
3-I am going through a divorce by my choice
4- I have learned recently that skin does not make up a person it is only an exterior
5- My father is one of my best friends
6- My friends will help get me places in this life and I have the best of the best
7- I have no siblings
8- I believe the purpose in life is to try and find true happiness
9- I absolutely hate mental mind fucks
10-My kids are my whole world and without them I'd be nothing

Joblogso i'm at work right now.
i work as a graphics artist.
sounds cool, right?
well. it would be, if the company i worked for didn't suck.
basically we make training modules for corporations.
really doesn't give me any artistic challenges.
simple graphics.
i think an untrained nobody would be capable of.
oh well.
it's a job. right.
and i won't be here forever. it's only a stepping stone.
back to work. fuck. i have friday night fever but i can't go out.
why can't i go out? the answer is quite simple. yet annoying.
i'm watching a kid. a boy. a child. who cannot watch himself.
because he is 7. therefore i am here.
i really needed to get out tonight.
had a really wicked long week and was looking forward.
looking forward to my fucking cosmopolitan.
followed by many many shots of vodka.
maybe a beer or two.
and boys. and dancing. and music. but mostly boys.
maybe a few girls. if the mood strikes. and if they know how to move their bodies.
crap crap crap.
this kid is driv

Object Of Life!!?i think this is hell the life we live in because what in life can you get used to they say that hell is reppitition whatever you want you cant have if every time you reach for milk its spoiled you won't want milk if everytime you want cheese you get cheese mold eventually you wont want cheese its hell what are you going to starve to death your already dead your in hell here is worst then there i cant think of anything i cant get used to exept for what we are living now your emotions torn in a million different dirrections at once yor woried that your kids wont make it into college is your frig working is the car going to get you to work and back the gas prices are to hi to go any where the government dont care that your on your second morgage and goin to lose your house this is hell what in life can you get used to nothing cause as soon as you do it changes to something worse life sucks but we can all make it better by changing the way we look at it just my theory
WE ARE HERE TO HAVE

Contact Info...Todays date : 5-16-2008
Im moving tomorrow an wont have any internet service for alil while.. I have a fancy phone an can get on here from it, BUT, I cant respond to Shoutbox messages. So you either have to send a private message(On here), have Yahoo IM, have MSN IM or text me. If you dont have any of my info of these or I dont have yours, an you want to chat, send me a private message on here with your info an I'll add you. I check my messages about once every day, so bare with me. Hope all is well with everyone, an be safe. Wish my luck on my new house! :~)
Peace!

Tired Of Sleeping AloneEVERYNIGHT I SLEEP ALONE I CRAWL INTO A BED THAT WAS SAPOSSED TO BE WARM AND HAPPY AND COMFY AND NOW ITS COLD AND LONELY MIGHT AS WELKL BE A BE4D OF ICE SO THIS IS MY INVITATION TO ANY HOT SEXY STUD THAT WNTS TO JOIN ME OR HELP ME WARM IT UP AND MAKE ME HAPPY IM WAITING im lonely bored and i need to be rescued where are all the hot guys at look at me im being told im gorgeous but it doesnt matter i guess cause ive been alone for over a year and im sooo tired of it so to all the hotties im single and available scoop me uo before i get tooo old

Opinions NeededI need a few opinions on a situation..
My ex wife is turning custody over to me of my kids after this school year.. I am curious if she is up to no good as always.. I am gladly taking the custody of both kids and going to enjoy my life with them as much as possible..
Just curious for opinions on why she may be doing this?? Is there an motive behind it?? Hmmmmm???

You Want To See My What??You want to see my what? Webcams, cool things! An excellent way to communicate and for some have cyber sex. No matter what your use for them got to love them. I like to use them, but get tired of people asking to see me naked on my cam. The question is what do you do with your cam? So you get those requests too?

New Idea New PlaceChoices:
Specialty will be,Wolves of various Breeds & Color Combinations & Native American .
Other choices would be for an Example Goth,Angels,Cleavage Collection,various other
Animals the List is Countless what can be Morphed.If you default Morph for custermary
3 day grace,to show honor to me for this fine treasurerd first morph.which will also morph
on MySpace,Tagged,Fubar few other sites.Morphs bring sweet Bids,here on MyYearBook.
If your on my Friends List your entitled to Morph of Choice.I like Showing Kindness to others.
In a Society of so much Hatred + Crime.It's so Nice to come to this Excellent Internet Site &
Meet some Mostly Awesome People.
This is my way to say Thank You.
I also seek a few Friends as Exsperimental Morph Models
Here is an Example of Morphs Available:
If your morph is Here Right Click Save as is.Hope u Like.
Lord Wolf's Exsperimental Creations:
Stormwomen Creations:

Spotlight Was Amazing Ty!THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME GET MY SPOTLIGHT!IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING THING...SO MANY PEOPLE SHOWED LOTS OF LOVE!IT WAS A HIGH BID! BUT LET ME SAY IT WAS SO WORTH IT!!!!AND IF I COULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN I DEFINATLY WOULD!I'LL BE RETURNING LOVE AS SOON AS I CAN TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS!IF BY CHANCE YOU THINK I MAY HAVE NOT FANNED OR RATED YOU PLZ SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSEGE AND I WILL GO TO YOUR PAGE AND CHECK ASAP!MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE THE MOST AMAZING PPL EVER!!PLZ CHECK THEM ALL OUT AND F/R/A THEM! THEY ARE THE SWEETEST OF THE SWEET!!XOXO'S TO ALL!THERE'S SO MANY OF YOU THAT DONATED SO MANY FUBUCKS TO ME AND I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT!YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WILL RETURN MAD LOVE TO YOU AND ALWAYS DO!HEHEHEHEHE!!!I LOVE YOU ALL AND YOU ALL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME!YOU ALL HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART AND HAVE SHOWN ME THE TRUE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP!
~*~LOVIES~*~
~*~Confidence Is What Makes Me Sexy~*~Owned By Dman N Chuckiiboo**Partner In Bomb Crime 2 MR**~*~

Poembeing alone is misery,
waking to an empty bed,
empty hearted more and more,
walking to the darkside of the sun,
blinded by what seems important,
trust losing its strength.
looking for a deep hole to lie within,
darkening til i am forgotten,
the darkness feeling needed.
will i be remembered for me though,
going to be a distant memmory,
good times that wont be anymore.
figuring out what matters,
dont let the drama rule over your life,
relax and let life be what it is. i have seen the darkness in us,
been burnt and left in the dark,
hurt and tortured by love.
caused broken hearts,
created tears from broken trust,
lost loved ones for fear of happiness.
justice has been fair,
life has given me a fair shot,
hope has not gotten out of reach.
my happiness lies in my friends,
making them smile and forget themselves,
having more friends then enemies.
people who trust me are fair,
my friends are loyal as i am to them,
losing one and gaining more.
t

Yojust lettin everyone know im new to fubar, lookin forword to meetin some new people here, peace.

No DistanceGazing at the stars in a dark night
Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight
I wish you can see I wish you can hear
I wish you can kiss and hold me tight
I close my eyes and shed those tears
Thinking how far you are from me
Then I look above and see the stars
How they light, they glitter and sparkle
Despite how far they are by sight
I find myself smiling as I realize
That though distance between us
Kept us apart but only in body
And never in heart
You gave me reason to smile
You gave me reason to hope
You gave me so much and
I can never ask for more

My New Fu-owners ;dI have 2 new sexy owners...
Please check them out and leave them love!
Guido is sexy, sweet, sassy...a joy to have as an Owner.
Moet, sweet Moet...she's one of the most beautiful women on Fubar...I just luvvers her!
Click on their pics and F/A/R and just plain get to know these amazing people better, k?
Guidomedic@ fubar
The Lovely Moet@ fubar
Please show them love!!
I'm Miss Vee and I approve this message.
~¢¾ Miss Vee ¢¾~@ fubar

SexyaEveryday I get more afraid
Of giving my heart away
Scared of what love will bring
Too nervous to hear the words youll say
I find myself lost in you
Not sure if I want to be
I see the looks that you give
And wonder what you see in me
I dont want my heart broken
But I am so in love
I cant seem to give up
A guy sent from above
So Im gonna trust you
Please dont let me down
For I am giving you a chance
To turn my life around
Dont take it for granted
Cause it might not last long
I have weak thoughts
And my heart isnt too strong
Im putting my life in your hands
Now its all up to you
I look forward to the places we go
And the things well be put through
But remember that Im vulnerable
And I cant stand to be hurt
I want to be at the top of your list
But I dont have to be first
Believe me when I tell you
That I love you with all my heart
That Im here for you forever and always
Just like I was from the start.---MT
I close my eyes and think of you

SickOK PPL STILL SICK AS HELL!! THIS SHIT FUCK'N SUCKS!! I CAN'T HARDLEY BREATHE!! Dr says it's bronchotis, but i think it's fucking pneumonia!! Anyway, hope all is well and i'll try to be back on regularly soon. I'll try to keep everyone posted. Leave me some lovins!! haven't been around lately cause i been in and out of the hospital all week. don't really know what's going on with me they have me on all kinds of meds. Anyway i'll be around when i can.

Video GamesI'm so sick and tired of people telling me to 'Oh why dont you grow up. You shouldnt play games, you should have quit that when you was in Jr. high.' I wish they would just STFU!! If i want to still play video games thats my business. They should be happy that i'm on a game and not on their girlfriend! That shit really pisses me off. I HATE people that tell me what i can and can not do. I just want to put out there that MW 2 is the shizzam and I'm always looking for more players. I play on PS3. Leave your on screen name as a comment and I'll be looking to add you to friends list or just chat it up with me. Red dots and ACOG's!!! LOL

UpdateFor some of you that know me my family and I have been living in a motel for the last two months. Well we are finally moving into our own place and I wanted to let everyone know that I probably won't be on line for a while and I don't want anyone to think I have forgot them.
I appreciate all your understanding in this situation.
Much love to all my friends, family and fans.
Tina

Great Friend To Mecome and meet ladee rogue at the lunar eclipz lounge on fubar .com. she is great person and has a great personality and a big heart. anyone that gets to know her will agree with me. there is no one like her. she is a down to earth,sweet,kind, and generous person.

~i Can Feel You~You're far away,
but, I can feel you.
You exist in my every breath,
in every beat of my heart,
adding a spectacular sizzle
in all the right places.
Even when I close my eyes,
I see your face and feel
the fire of your caress.
Your presence is a tangible thing...
yet as hard to grasp as the air.
I reach for you,
but you elude me.
Still, I can feel you;
the softness of a petal,
a warm wind on my cheek,
a ray in my vision,
a distant light that
ever draws me near.

Never Enough Of YouYou could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you.
To My One And Only "Robert"
I Love You So

In One Of My Moods I Guess.There Is So Much About Me That Nobody Knows. And Sometimes, I Feel That, That Is How I Like It. Like The Sides Of A Dice, You Rarely Have A Chance To See All The Sides At One. My Friends, Family And Loves Have All Seen Different Sides Of Me. But, No One Knows Everything About Me, No One Gets To See The Complete Picture.
It Might Seem Lonely, And It Might Seem Like I Am Too Guarded. But, I Have Had A Lot Of Disasters And Betrayal In My Life To Just Tell Everyone Everything. If Everyone I Know, Had Gotten Together, It Would Be The Closest To Them Knowing All Of Me. It's Not Like I Am Keep All Aspects Of My Life A Secret. It's Just Certain People Know Some Aspects, And Others Know Different Aspects. I Limit What Parts Of My Psyche To Expose By What I Feel They Are Willing To Accept. Few Times I Have Gone Out Of My Boundaries And I Have Been Proven To Stay Guarded.
It May Sound Confusing To Some, But There Is A Lot I Do Wish To Share, And Very Few Have The Privilege Of Knowing It

Bone Crusher's Rules"
~~~~~LOUNGE RULES~~~~
1. NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED. STAFF HAVE TO SIGN...(AGREE)
2. START DRAMA 24 HR BANNNENEXT TIME YOU GET BANNED FOR LIFE
3. STAFF MUST BE THERE @ SET TIMES
4. BAG HEADS WILL BE ASK THE 3 TIMES TO GET A PIC AND THEN EJECTED THIS IS INCLUDING STAFF AND MANAGEMENT
5. NO LINK DROPPIN UNLESS APPROVED BY OWNER OR MANAGEMENT
6. REQUEST CAN BE POSTED IN LOUNGE FOR TIME BEING DO NOT ALLOW FREQUENT REQUEST... MUST ALLOW A SONG TO PLAY THROUGH PLEASE
7. STAFF IF YOU NEED OFF ASK AND MAKE SURE IT 3HRS BEFORE SHIFT .. OR EMERGANCEY ...
8. RULES CAN CHANGE AT ANYTIME SO PLZ CHECK THEM ONCE A MONTH
9. AND HAVE FUN THIS IS A PLACE TO RELAX AND CHILLAX
NOW HIRING ALL STAFF:DJS,PROMOTERS,GREETERS,SECURITY: PLZ JOIN THE FAMILY AND HAVE A DRAMA FREE TIME
pleaze leave comments you have for the lounge i take all opions and will try and do what i can to make the page better

Me...in An Auction!!!!This is my very first ever auction, and I really want it to ROCK!!! Please check out what I am offering!!! You can bid using Fu-Bucks, Bling Packs, Blasts, VIP's....it all works!!!!
Hello all!! I am in an auction..My first big Fubar auction ever!!! Please come bid on me. You can bid with Fu-Bucks, Bling Packs, VIP's, whatever you wish! Come see what I'm offering and buy me!!
I AM CURRENTLY IN A CONTEST BEING HELD BY BUCKEYE BABE!!! WOULD LOVE A NICE BIG BLING PACK, BLAST, HH, FUBUCKS!!!!
PLEASE COME CHECK ME OUT.....AND DON'T FORGET TO BID!!!!!!

Bringing Weather Back To RealityWell, just as we start to dry out from this storm system that dropped anywhere from .25 in some areas to as much as 1.25 across PA into NJ...A strong shortwave will be making its way across the great lakes region. This shortwave will eventually amplify into a closed low. This will cause a cold front to cross the area late saturday afternoon into the evening...sparking off some instability rain showers. I also would not rule out the chance of some thunderstorms as well in any areas that manage to get some daytime sunshine..
Projected rainfall is a Trace to .20 inches with isolated areas recieving up to .40 inches. Heavier amounts can be recieved in any thunderstorms.
Unfortunately there is not a way for me to post the map that was created...
For the map you can visit my official weather blog..
http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/ Another disturbance is going to move thru the area ..thanks to the vortex that has been parked over the Northeast keeping things cool and wet. There is som

Two BodiesTwo Bodies dancing
In the candle light
The moon's in full glow
Two people come together
The heat starts to rise
Curiosity becomes a need
And the need becomes a must
With lips partly open
Touching bare skin
Traveling the body of a lover
A tongue flicks up and down
Nails drag along the back
Hands pull the bodies closer
Darks pools of desire flare
In one another's eyes
Moans getting louder
As a hip starts to grind
For they had not expected
they could never imagine
That they would be this good
He licks and sucks over and over
With her body at a breaking point
She urges him on
Grabbing his shoulders
Pressing him down
He feels her shudder
And know's what he has done.
She kisses him softly
She licks him slowly
Going all the way down
A soft moan escapes him
She keeps changing it up
Till his body his twitching
She know's she's in control
His moans getting louder
She feels his body release
Anticipation of this moment
Made adrenaline race
Now tota

PoemsBecause I was afraid to lose you
I swallowed stones
chewed metal
sucked bullets through my teeth
While you licked sugar
I pocketed salt
I burned my tears
cooked my blues
and ate the smoke
And still you left me
spilling all my hungers
my belly split open
full of wonders
like an ancient fish I hear myself
drought caught pleading
a windy cause
dry as the earth without rain
crying love
in a tongue of false thunder
while my love waits
a seeded trap
in the door of my house
a mouth full of perfect teeth
sure of their strength upon bone
waits
to swallow me whole
and pass me
as echos of shadowless laughter.
Quiet love hangs
in the door of my house
a sheet of brick-caught silk
rent in the sun. Desire to us
Was like a double death,
Swift dying
Of our mingled breath,
Evaporation
Of an unknown strange perfume
Between us quickly
In a naked
Room.

Good PhotographerHowdy ya'll, just wanted to drop some love and let you know of a kick ass photographer, he does all of my pictures....
Look him up, he is my number 1 friend and family, his name and fubar are:
http://www.fubar.com/user/1769757
http://fubar.com/bigr
He is local, affordable and awesome at taking pictures.
Check him out and let him know what other pictures you would like. Make sure you comment all of his pictues and profile too.
And ladies, he is harmless... You can get as NUDE as you want..
Love to all of my FUBAR Friends and Family,
Carolina Girl.

Let's Clear The Air....For starters, I'm aware that this is cyberspace and not reality whatsoever but I needed to get some things off my chest. With that said, here goes.....
I've met some great people on FUBAR that I may not have met otherwise. No, these aren't just people I chat with online. I actually have phone conversations with some and have traveled to meet others as well. THESE PARTICULAR PEOPLE MEAN SOMETHING MORE TO ME THAN JUST A BUDDY TO CONVERSE WITH WHILE I'M ONLINE.
It's starting to piss me off that my kindness gets taken for granted. I will & have always bent over backwards to help a friend in need, or been there for someone that just needed to vent. Now it seems that not only was my kindness taken for granted but I've been made to look the damn fool. I didn't do this to name anyone specific, because this person will know exactly who they are. I do not under any circumstances, like to be lied to. I feel there is no reason to lie to someone that has always stuck by and put up with nonsense

Country Fairso last nite i went to country fair. and it was probably the best time i've ever had. Country music and women...oh yeah

In An AuctionCome and place some good bids
Okay I have been in two auction and did okay...now I am in my third contest and hoping to get another great owner...come by and place a bid on me...

Contesti'm in a comment contest for 1,000,000 fubucks. click the pic to help me out???

ReohokoWell for anyone who doesn't know, I am Reohoko, and I have been online for years, but I just found Fubar. A friend told me about it.
It is such a sweet community, that I thought I would come and play here. Sometimes, I am going to post things that stay under the NSFW tabs, and other times, it won't need to be there.
So, it works like this - if you don't like adult content, you won't like me. I'm Reo, and well, that is what Reo is about.
Let's see, other than that, I am a writer - published everything from gaming articles through short stories. I work with Hopigalerin in RL, she is s sweety - check her out! Make her a friend and help her get points!!!
Ok, so that is all, I guess, for now....Everyone have a wonderful day and HAPPY DRINKING!!!!
Check back tomorrow, I'll post the newsletters here too so everyone can see them and enjoy them ;).
HUGS
Reo This week - SE News has more changes going on as the site is rebuilt and added too...
So, in the meantime, one of o

HahaI urge everyone to go rent or buy the movie CASHBACK. It's wonderful. It's a keeper! I can offer no spoilers except that Artists will get an extra special kick out of this one! ;) Cheers fuckfaces!!! sassynfun: your comment on the mumm "What going to happen?" is so sexist... you make me sick

Great SisterTHE OWNER OF 504 BOURBON STREET LOUNGE IS MY SISTER AND SHE IS WONDERFUL. SHE IS POPULAR,SWEET AND KIND AND LOVING. I COULDNT ASK FOR A BETTER SISTER. HER NAME IS JUSSUZZ. SUPPORT MY SISTER PLZ AND VISIT HER IN HER LOUNGE AND TELL HER THAT I SENT YOU. GO HAVE FUN AND PARTY WITH HER AND HER FRIENDS.

This Is Me...An article I stole off a website...
Emetophobia is, quite simply, the fear of vomiting. For most people, vomiting is a natural occurrence, but some regard it as something that invokes great fear and distress. It can lead to anti-social behavior, high stress and obsessive-compulsive habits.
For most people, vomiting causes discomfort, but for the Emetophobics (or Emets), it is beyond the point of discomfort; it is a source of great anxiety. Many Emets would rather lose a limb than be sick; some say they would even rather die.
Many Emets know the cause of their fear. It is generally triggered by some event in the person's childhood. Some event happens that teaches the person to have fear or anxiety associated with vomiting. Many times it is a traumatic event, or even displeasure from a parent when the person vomits. (Parents with emetophobia often contribute to their children's fear)
There are a few behaviors that are common to nearly all Emets. They include limiting a diet (

Acts Of CompassionACTS OF COMPASSION:
what im about to write is true, completely through
and through this little short store is a person i know
i will leave his name out because it is his wish that i
do so. i am compelled to write this but i i do not know
what purpose it may serve, the name of the man
who i did this is witheld because it is written that what one
does for you his is own glory among men and surely have a
reward, but that done in secret your reward is laid up in
heaven, for this reason the mans name is withheld.
i know a man that lived for a time in a homeless shelter we were treated no better than criminals under house arrest
or we would have to sleep in the streets, it was late winter and spring held promise for warmer days. this man had lost
everything he ever had, left with only the clothes he could carry and what he wore. the shelter would have everyone
clean the building each day and on week days everyone
including the disabled would have to go out by 8:30 a

Poems I Like"Do you not wish to renounce the Devil?"
Asked a good priest of a woman of evil
Who had so many sins that every year
They cost her endless remorse and fear.
"I wish to renounce him forever," she said
"But that I may lose every urge to be bad,
Before pure grace takes me in hand
Shouldn't I show my daughter how to get a man?"
- Armand Lanusse Mother to Son
Well, son, I'll tell you:
Life for me ain't been no crystal stair.
It's had tacks in it,
And splinters,
And boards torn up,
And places with no carpet on the floor?
Bare.
But all the time
I'se been a-climbin' on,
And reachin' landin's,
And turnin' corners,
And sometimes goin' in the dark
Where there ain't been no light.
So, boy, don't you turn back.
Don't you set down on the steps.
'Cause you finds it's kinder hard.
Don't you fall now?
For I'se still goin', honey,
I'se still climbin',
And life for me ain't been no crystal stair.
-Langston Hughes
Phenomenal Woman
Pret

Thanks For The MemoriesWell friends and family members, all good things must come to an end and it's time for me to say goodbye. I want to thank all of you who took the time to make friends with me. If you are ever looking for me out there is cyberspace, you will be able to find me on facebook (Joanne Pick). Those who are close to me will get my email address and also some will get my phone number so that we can stay in contact. Check your inboxes because that is where I will be sending them over the next few days. I will be leaving this blog and my page up for a few days in order to let everyone see this blog. After that I, as well as the page will be gone.
It has come to a point in my life where I would rather be in real time than cyber space. I am tired of men looking at me as if I am just a peice of meat and all they want is for me to watch them jack off...especially when I am attached and perfectly happy. This is also another reason that I have decided to leave this site. It is more like a dating si

Naughty Application!"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!
Your Name:
Age:
Location:
1.Favorite position:
2.Do you think I'm cute?.
3.Would you have sex with me?
4.lights on or off?
5.Would you have to be drunk?
6. Would you take a shower with me?
7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
8.Would you leave after or stay the night?
9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
10.Condom or skin?
11.Have sex on the first date?
12.Would you kiss me during sex
13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?
14.Would you use me as a booty call?
15.Can I use you as a booty call?
16.Can we take pictures of the act?
17.How long would we have sex?
18.Would you tell your friends about me?
19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

Music Inspired BlogsThis song was played at my grandfathers funeral , after he lost his fight with cancer . I was having a conversation with a friend last night ........ remembering the last words I said to him ...... the last time I saw him ...... I MISS HIM ! He was a great man .
I just absolutely LOVE this song ....... It is beautiful ...... There was a time when I FELT this song ...... BUT i learned to say NO .... and now I feel Good Enough for MYSELF .....still love the song ......

Ok About Meone of my guy friends went a way to jail 2 years ago and now back he came and saw me i went to his hotel and yeah long story short he raped me yah , he was like a brother but yah . not the frist time i have been raped 3 times yah but owhell the last two time i trused the just i was at a friends party got too drunk and needed to llay down and ask this guy to lay with me to watch me u know and i passed out and i woke up he was on top of me that when i was 16 yah . so lets say have yet to go back to any parties . ok enuff on that shit about my life , and yes i did not go to the cops i felt like it was my fault and still to this day i feel like it was all 3 times

Midnight SpecialCome join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast ..
Example..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift..
This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift.
To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductors, or Engineer.
Welcome to the Midnight Special
Conductor
Carnie@ fubar
Co-Conductor (2nd in command)
~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}

True Friend! Thank You Kimberly :)Kimberly left this on my page.
Thank you :)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Once in a lifetime
you find a FRIEND
who touches not only your HEART
but also your SOUL.
Once in a lifetime
you DISCOVER someone
who stands BESIDE you,
not over you.
Once in a lifetime
if you are LUCKY
you find someone
as I have found in YOU.
Very special people
we can be OURSELVES with,
TALK with, LAUGH with,
Hope with and BELIVE with.
THANK you Karen for a
TRUE FRIENDSHIP~

My Brother Erick.Hi friends first off I want to say im sorry for not being around lately to chat and hang out with you all I miss all of you of course alot has chaged alot of lately for me.
A good friend of mine I have know sence 92 when I came here back in 92 from California her name is Marci she gave me a call a couple of weeks ago now outta the blue right after lunch at arby's she was on the fun with the best news I have heard in a long time she found my little brother Erick. the last time I seen him was back in 95 when I was home for a visit things was still real rough between my parents and me so I left home again back to T.X.
I have not seen or heard from him sence then she has been on the hunt for him sence she got back in touch with me a good few months or so back I owe her soo much and thank her with all my heart for bringing Erick back into my life again.
I have to admit I have been under alot of stress of late with Erick and my job and also tryin to go into body building some I

Joshua Needs Help!Joshua is working on a VIP contest He needs 10,000 comments. He will give 100 rates of pictures or stash for ever 100 comments left!
I will also do 2 name tags for every 100 comments left for him. He has a week to finish this and still has over 6k to go!
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Robisue Needs Help!Robisue needs 5000 comments for a 7 day blast and needs your help!
I will do 2 tags for everyone 100 comments you leave for her. When you are done send me a message and tell me how many you did and I'll get back with you on the details of the tags.
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_Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Miss Crys~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~

Miss Crys Needs Help!Miss Crys-W.W.S. needs 20,000 comments to win a Happy Hour. I am offering 2 name tag for every 100 comments you leave. Examples of these are in both my default folder and Made for friends folder, but remember these are made and no 2 can be exactly the same, but will be close!
So stop by leave as many comments you want and send me a private message when you have done them and let me know. I will do them as each one comes in. So go help her out and get a name tag for every 100 comments you leave her of your choice!
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_Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar

How To Dance In The RainIt was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80s arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him.
I saw him looking at his watch and decided since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.
On exam, it was well-healed so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.
While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.
The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health.
He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.
As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.

How To Shower Like A Woman And ManHow to shower like a woman
Take off clothing and place it in a sectioned laundry hamper according to lights, darks, whites, man made or natural.
Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If husband seen along the way cover up any exposed flesh and rush to the bathroom.
Look at womanly physique in the mirror and stick out belly.
Complain and whine about getting fat.
Get in shower.
Look for facecloth, armcloth, loin cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone.
Wash hair once with Cucumber and Lamphrey shampoo with 83 added vitamins.
Wash hair again with Cucumber and Lamphrey shampoo with 83 added vitamins.
Condition hair with cucumber and lamphrey conditioner with enhanced natural crocus oil. Leave on hair for 15 minutes.
Wash face with crushed apricot facial scrub for ten minutes until red raw.
Wash entire rest of body with Ginger Nut and Jaffa Cake body wash.
Rinse conditioner off hair taking at least 15 minutes to make sure that it's all come off.

Biggest LiesThis is the biggest collection, of the world's biggest lies ever told...
The check is in the mail.
I'll respect you in the morning.
I'm from your government, and I am here to help you.
It's only a cold sore.
You get this one, I'll pay next time.
My wife doesn't understand me.
Trust me, I'll take care of everything.
Of course I love you.
I am getting a divorce.
Drinking? Why, no, Officer.
I never inhaled.
It's not the money, it's the principle of the thing.
I never watch television except for PBS.
...but we can still be good friends.
She means nothing to me.
Don't worry, I can go another 20 miles when the gauge is on "empty."
I gave at the office.
Don't worry, he's never bitten anyone.
I'll call you later.
We'll release the upgrade by the end of the year.
Read my lips: no new taxes.
I've never done anything like this before.
Now, I'm going to tell you the truth.
It's supposed to make that noise.

Shoes.I'm pretty stoked on getting a new pair of shoes tomorrow. I'm not sure what I'm going to go with though. Either Adidas or Puma. Sigh, the decisions.

AttitudeThe longer i live,the more i realize the impact of attitudde on life. Attitude, to me,is more important than facts. It is more important than the past,than education,than money,than circumstances,than failures,than successes,than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance,giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company...a church...a home a person. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have,and that is our attitude....I am convinced that life is 10 percent what happens to us and 90 percent how we react to it. WE ARE ALL IN CHARGE OF OUR ATTITUDE'S........

St3ph4ni3 Needs Help!TWO TAGS FOR EVERY 100 COMMENTS LEFT ON THIS PIC.
WHEN YOU HAVE LEFT 100 COMMENTS, SEND A MESSAGE TO SWEET THING AT THIS LINK...
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(repost of original by 'St3ph4ni3~ Owned by DJ CHIEF~Love you Andrew Aka TANK*Rate Spankers And Redneck Leveling Crew Member' on '2008-05-17 21:21:46')

Own Me!!Sold to:
on 5-24-08
for 300k & a bling pack!
Go show him love people!!!
Please repost!!

Own Me...up For Auctioncenter>
I'm up for auction
for the first time. I have offers you can't refuse. So what are
you waiting for? Click the pic and start bidding!!
Auction ends: Saturday, May 24th at 4pm PST (fu-time)

What's Ur GradeYour Bedroom Grade:
A
You are an expert in bed or should I say sexpert? But you're going to have to reach (around) for that A+. You are a natural in bed, and anyone that has had you brags about it long afterwards!
What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

LifeThis past weekend was one of the worst of my life. Someone I had alot of love for showed me the love wasnt returned, hurt me in more ways than i can even express. Too much past anger and too much hurt to let the rest of his life be good. Its unfortunate that people don't see what is right there in front of them, that their past pain wont let them have any trust or faith in others. Also that it prevents that good person that is stuck beyond walls inside to truly shine. i've seen that good person in him shine, I know its there. I just wish it would have stuck around.
But, My kids will always come first. When i became a mother I swore to protect them forever and love them and help them grow up to be strong individuals. I wont let anyone hurt them and I wont let anyone hurt me. Verbal abuse is just as hurtful and as painful as physical if not even more, bruises go away words do not. Even though you can forgive you can never forget.
When someone threatens the ones you love you must

How Far Can U Go!Kitten Cannon IF ANYONE HAS SMART DRAW PROGRAM PLEASE CONTACT ME
FRANKIESTAR13@YAHOO.COM
I NEED THIS FOR WORK
TY ALL MY FRIEND AND FAMILY

Meet Miss Crys My OwnerI want everyone to meet my new owner.
Her name is Crystal she is a wonderful friend on and off fubar. She has lots of pics and stash to rate so go show her some Fu-love and tell her Sweet_Thing sent ya!
Miss Crys~W.W.S. ~FU-OWNED BY Guidomedic ~ Come Undone ~And~ Only Me~DJ True Hood~And~RobiSue~@ fubar
She is also in a giveaway and still needs a little over 10,000 comments for a HH so yall go help her out if you do 100 comments send me a message and I will personally make you 2 name tags, just message me when your done.
Click Here to Bomb!
This Pimpout of My Owner Brought To You By!
_Sweet_Thing_~Rate Spanker ~Owned by Miss Crys~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar

Disciple Queen Nassy!Queen Nassy is so close to becoming Disciple! She's always helping people whether it be bombing, helping people level, or just being a great friend. Let's all show her the love she deserves. Go spank her hard so we can make her a Disciple just that much sooner! Thank you to all that show her love on her journey to Disciple! Hope you all have a wonderful day. :) Just click on her link below to help her out...Hugsssss
Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother OWNED BY Thump☆Star*@ fubar
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WhyWhy is it everytime i look at you
You turn your head the other way
Why is it when I speak to you
you have nothing else to say
Why is it when I kiss you
You have no feelings to show
why is it when I touch you
all you say is I know
Now, that i realize this
I have but one thing to say
I know now, that you don't care
So it is time to turn and walk away.
So why don't you tell me
how does it feel
to be the one left holding
the hurt that is truely real
So kiss me
as i turn to leave
and leave you with the hurt
that I once concieved
Go ahead and yell
just as loud as you can
as I slam my car door
Leaving you there to stand.
So tell my why
is it that you hurt so bad
you knowing now
that i am the best you ever had Your's From The Very Start
If tomorrow all the things were gone
including the breath in my lungs
I would want to live my life in a day
Like life had just begun
There isn't any garentee
That I will se the light of day
As I hit my knee

R.i.p.For those of you that knew him "justin" died in March. I don't know how I feel about this because while he put me through hell I only wished good things for him and I prayed he'd turn his life around before he died. I don't know if he had enough time but I hope he did. Please no negative comments.
Link to Obit
Jody Lee Cowel
Cowel, Jody Lee, 44, died March 22, 2008. Visitation Saturday, 9am-4pm;service Monday, 1pm, Sunnyslope Cemetery, Blue Mound. Survivors: brother, Deon Cowel, Wichita; sisters, Patricia Simonin, Rhonda Elder, Wichita, Evelyn Miller, Park City; parents, Charles & Ruth Ann Cowel, Wichita. All Faiths Mortuary.
Published in the Wichita Eagle on 3/29/2008.

The WallHer heart ached for that life that she once had. It seemed that tragedy and misery were her only companions. On the exterior she displayed a façade of strength and courage. But this was only the image she shared with the world. She dared not let her guard down; she could not expose those precious thoughts that are guarded deep within her soul. If she did, the entire world would see that she was not what she portrayed. That exterior was her wall. She would never allow herself to be exposed to the outside world at any cost. This wall a large wall, it was a wall of fear and a wall of distress. It was a wall that could come crumbling down around her at any time. She let this wall come down once before and it almost destroyed her. She vowed to herself that she would never let this happen again.
With the exception of those lucky few that were in her inner circle, none would ever know what was happening to her.
Torn between the lives that once was and the life she must endure now is like n

Nader/gonzalez To Protest Oil Industry Price GougingRalph Nader for President 2008
May 15, 2008
www.votenader.org
www.officialnaderstore.com
Fed up with paying $70 to fill up your car with gasoline?
What to do?
The Control of OilIf you are in corporate occupied territory (read: our nation's capital) next Tuesday, join with Ralph Nader and the Nader/Gonzalez team to protest oil industry speculation, manipulation, and conglomeration that is driving gasoline prices over $4 a gallon.
The protest will be held at noon on Tuesday, May 20, 2008 at oil industry lobby headquarters (American Petroleum Institute) at 1220 L Street, NW, Washington, D.C. (Corner of 13th and L Streets, NW)
We are also inviting the Obama, Clinton and McCain campaigns to join with us at this protest.
In recent years, the big five oil companies - ExxonMobil, ChevronTexaco, ConocoPhillips, BP and Shell - have booked record profits - a big chunk of which result from oil industry market manipulation and anti-competitive practices. (For example, oil c

The Consequences Of TruthThe grand commentary on our time is quite simply this The only people who will ever tell us the truths of life in this world are comedians !  Now with that said enjoy !

Far BeyondWe were once friends you and I
But now we are left tattered and torn
The rose on your shoulder has decayed
To reveal every deep cutting thorn
Though every promise still remains
They are trees that are too weak to stand
You refuse to strengthen them
Now they're dying like seeds in your hand
Tell me now what does it matter
It's only my time that has gone
Now everything is taken for granted
The story we wrote took too long
Will you ever understand
Everything that I gave you was free
The games you played were just a joke
But the joke isn't resting with me
Now don't misunderstand me
I'd love to work things out
But can we overcome the distance
Far beyond reason and doubt?
Now that the box has been opened
What demons spring free in the night?
Is it your soul you have sold
To make everything else turn out right?
But I am running wild and free
And I won't stop for you to ask why
All that is or shouldn't be
Is a dream that has now passed you by
Does anyone sta

My New OwnerStop by and meet my new owner..Fan/Rate/Add her maybe even bling her..Shes so close to the next level lets give her a hand.. I look forward to spoiling her for the next month ....
Lady Spirit Wolf~Owned by St3ph4ni3~Member Spirit of Gaia Groupies/Owner of DJ Blueeyes@ fubar
Bully made by:
♫♫DjBlueyes ♫♫ Fu-wife to DjNbK ,Fu-Angel (GM@AcesUp)@ fubar
I KNOW ALOT OF YOU KNOW MY OWNER ALREADY BUT PLEASE GO BY AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE HE DESERVES IT....
Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63* Bartender for Unholy Confessions

Just Todays So Short PoemYes there will always be tomorrow. The only question for me is will I see it ? I guess that is why we should never put things off, leave things unsaid, And cherish the moments and loved ones.
Walking down lifes twisting road
Reaping the harvest of seeds I sowed
Discoveries of life mystery come late
Yet long before the pearly gate
Treasure that we live to find
Love that we may not see for being blind
Hold on to the ones heart true
Marvel in the world made new
For all is as it was meant to be
Learning to love true is the key
By R. Thomas Dinsmore

LifeLife is how you make of it.The mistakes you make,the mistakes you learn from.It's how you make of it.The relationships you get involved with.The ones you get involved with that don't work don't worry it'll get better.There's more to life than being with someone you can go on without having to deal with anyone but what you have in front of you.The kids and family is the most important things to deal with in life.The people you choose to be with make the most of it.Before it's gone you know it wasn't meant to be.But life is what you learn from.You are still learning from birth to the golden years.You learn something new everyday.Just sit back and anaylize what you have.Never jump to conclusions,because in the long run if you ponder on it too much you realize it's not worth it.You'll suffer more heartache than you asked for,if it ever came down to it and it gets too much get ahold of a good friend talk it out.You'll get through it if not come to me i'll listen.There's nothing more than a

16 Ways Of Having A Bad DayWow thank you everyone for helping me level!! im movin on up!! Thank you to my tiny hugs and to my friends!!!
Queen Bee Hi Please Add yourself to my map i just put it in my profile its fun to do!!
this person called me fat and ugly in my mumm that i just posted i think that is cruel and wrong!!! what a hater!!
☠=CASPER=☠@ fubar

What Is A Juggalo?A Juggalo is a member of the subculture that has grown up around the fanbase of the Detroit rap group Insane Clown Posse, and related recording artists at Psychopathic Records.
Steps
1. There are no real steps to becoming a Juggalo. You either have the ability to become a Juggalo, or you don't.
2. Look in to websites based around Insane Clown Posse and Juggalos:
* Faygoluvers.net[1]
* Juggalonews.com[2]
* MyJuggalospace.com[3]
* insaneclownposse.com[4]
3. Go to a concert from Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Blaze Ya Dead Homie, or any of Psychopathic Records other members. This is optional.
4. Ignore criticism. If you are a member of the Juggalo family, those who hate you do not matter.
5. If nothing else learn to accept and appreciate everyone for who they are and just enjoy life. Thats what the Juggalo fa

Cheating1. Your blood starts tasting like laxatives.
2. Your underwear has been dusted with itching powder
3. All of your mail has been forwarded to Nigeria
4. The stuffing in your pillow has been replaced with state potato chips
5. Your best pair of shoes have been filled with vaseline
6. The ringtone on your cell phone now plays taps
7. You try to get up from the toilet only to realize you are now at one with it
8. The money that was in your wallet has been replaced with play money
9. You are the topic at Sunday's sermon
10. The neighbor man is mowing his lawn with your prize garden tractor
11. You arrive early at your secret meeting place only to find your mother-in-law there waiting for you
12. Your lover can't meet you because she is to tired. She's been cleaning your house,running your errands,and last but not least your wife has her cooking your supper and babysitting your kids.

PoemCrushing veins inside my fucked up heart
One little thing can tear me all apart.
One little thing thats all it took turn my world upside down
I feel like I am one lost and confused clown.
I dont have what it takes to be anything else but a waste of skin
My heart is hardening up and my head is beginning to spin.
Feeling my hands shaking wanting to grab that knife
Its hard to stop them but I dont want to take my life.
So many bad memories flashing before my eyes
Wondering why getting fired is such a big surprise.
I knew it was coming I put myself in that rut
Now my mind keeps telling me to get that knife and cut.
I dont want to do that its been years since I did it last
I want it to go away I want it to stay in the past.
I cant help thinking that I am not good at anything
My heart feels like its being strangled with a string.
Feeling the good blood start to fade
I feel that evil blood start to invade.
I hate when this happens my mind begins to fog
I feel more w

Police CommentsYOU KNOW,STOP LIGHTS DON'T COME ANY REDDER THAN THE ONE YOU JUST WENT THROUGH.
RELAX,THE HANDCUFFS ARE TIGHT BECAUSE THEY'RE NEW. THEY'LL STRETCH AFTER YOU WEAR THEM A WHILE.
IF YOU TAKE YOUR HANDS OFF THE CAR,I'LL MAKE YOUR BIRTH CERTIFICATE A WORTHLESS DOCUMENT.
IF YOUR,YOU'LL ONLY GO TO JAIL TIRED.
CAN YOUR RUN FASTER THAN 1200 FT. PER SECOND? BECUASE THAT'S THE SPEED OF THE BULLET THAT'LL BE CHASING YOU.
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW FAST YOU WERE GOING? I GUESS THAT MEANS I CAN WRITE ANYTHING I WANT TO ON THE TICKET,HUH?
YES SIR,YOU CAN TALK TO THE SHIFT SUPERVISOR,BUT I DON'T THINK IT WILL HELP. OH,DID I MENTION THAT I'M THE SHIFT SUPERVISOR?
WARNING! YOU WANT A WARNING? OKAY, I'M WARNING YOU NOT TO DO THAT AGAIN OR I'LL GIVE YOU ANOTHER TICKET.
THE ANSWER TO THIS QUESTION WILL DETERMINE WHETHER YOU ARE DRUNK OR NOT. WAS MICKEY MOUSE A CAT OR DOG?
FAIR? YOU WANT ME TO BE FAIR? LISTEN,FAIR IS A PLACE WHERE YOU GO TO RIDE ON RIDES,EAT COTTON CANDY CORN DOGS AND STEP

My Pimpout From StewieI JUST WANTED TOO KEEP THIS
RePost This! She Deserves It!
(repost of original by 'StewieGriffin - FuBaRs ONLY Source For Games, Fun, TV & More - PLS RATE PAGE!' on '2008-05-17 20:41:01')

Important Information Please ReadTHIS MESSAGE WAS SENT TO ME BY FUBAR MEMBER (DRAGONRIDER6971)THERE IS AN UNDERAGE WOMEN ON HERE TRYING TO CREATE PROBLEMS FOR OUR FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY PLEASE REPORT THIS TO ANY FUBAR BOUNCER AND THEY WILL HOPEFULLY DELETE HER ACCOUNT HELP MAKE THIS SITE SAFE FOR ALL OF US ADULTS THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP IN THIS MATTER PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THE MESSAGE BELOW AND SEND IT TO A FUBAR BOUNCER ASAP
HEY ,
YOU DON`T KNOW ME, BUT YOUR ON MY NIECES FRIENDS LIST. I`M HER UNCLE, AND SHE IS ONLY 13 YRS OLD!! YOU NEED TO REMOVE HER ASAP!! HERE IS HER SCREEN NAME. desiree beam aka 'LIL_BABY_GURL_090' SHE HAS BEEN LYING TO YOU ABOUT HER AGE, SO BEFORE YOU GET INTO ANY TROUBLE PLEASE REMOVE HER FROM YOUR LIST AND BLOCK HER.
THANKS,
ERIC

Fake Womenafter metting someone I grew to care for and trusted and was led to believe she really cared , come to find out she was seeing someone else and not telling me but playing me too what do you do ? chalk it up to experience learned or forget the liar ?

ConcertTalk about a good time...I had a freakin blast last night at the concert, Chris Jansen (sp) was the opening act, really good music...Then Hank Jr. came on the stage and omg, I think at that moment is when I lost my voice lol...I hadn't seen Hank since 92, he freakin rocks...He's so down to earth, doesn't put on airs like some stars do...The boy is a Steelers/Penguins fan, so he's gotta be good right??? LOL...He had an official Steelers jersey on with Bocephus on the back of it WOOOT WOOOT...The concert was held at Mellon Arena where the Penguins play their home games...It's sad they are going to tear it down, so many good times were had there...The way it's set up is so unsafe though, I mean the dome opening rocks, but the seating is dangerous...Very steep steps, hardly no room between you and the person ahead of you, so potty and refreshment trips are not safe, especially if you've had a few drinks in you...
HAVE YOU EVER GOT THE BRIGHT IDEA TO TAKE YOUR PIC WHILE SITTING ON TH

SchoolsTHESE ARE ACTUAL COMMENTS MADE ON STUDENTS REPORT CARDS BY TEACHERS IN THE NEW YORK CITY PUBLIC SCHOOLS SYSTEMS. ALL TEACHERS WERE REPRIMANDED BUT,BOY ARE THESE FUNNY!
SINCE MY LAST REPORT YOUR CHILD HAS HIT ROCK BOTTOM AND HAS STARTED TO DIG.
I WOULD NOT ALLOW THIS STUDENT TO BREED.
YOUR CHILD HAS DELUSIONS OF ADEQUACY.
YOUR SON IS DEPRIVING A VILLAGE SOMEWHERE OF AN IDIOT.
YOUR SON SETS LOW PERSONAL STANDARDS AND THEN CONSISTENTLY FAILS TO ACHIEVE THEM.
THE STUDENT HAS A "FULL SIX PACK" BUT LACKS THE PLASTIC THING TO HOLD IT ALL TOGETHER.
THIS CHILD HAS BEEN WORKING WITH GLUE TO MUCH.
WHEN YOUR DAUGHTER'S IQ REACHES 50,SHE SHOULD SELL.
THE GATES ARE DOWN,THE LIGHTS ARE FLASHING,BUT THE TRAIN ISN'T COMING.
IF THIS STUDENT WERE ANY MORE STUPID,HE'D HAVE TO BE WATERED TWICE A WEEK.
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO BELIEVE THE SPERM THAT CREATED THIS CHILD BEAT OUT 1,000,000 OTHERS.
THE WHEEL IS TURNING BUT THE HAMSTER IS DEFINITELY DEAD.

RecruitingI know when looking for a bombing family, you look towards one with family loyalty.With the family I'm going to start,there will be loyalty,as well as respect from your brothers/sisters..Most important, support when you need it!
> It won't be like anything you've seen, on this site or any other.. What I'm proposing to do is accept members on a bike club rule system. You must prove your loyalty to become a member of this family.However you will not be asked to do more then show your willingness to bomb/level as needed, and prove that you can be a trusted and loyal member of this family..As such a probationary period(prospecting)will be necessary.
Club patchs will be given out as loyalty to the family is shown..Any questions speak to a club officer..President, Vice President,Sgt.@Arms & Security, or Secretary..This is proving to be one of the greatest familys on Fu,Join us now!
For more information on joining contact
~H@rleyB@by69*PUNK'S WIFEY ~HELLZ DEN SCTY*HELLZ BOMBERZ SECRET

Stuff About MeAgain ... very old poetry, before therapy. lol
Wanting to punch your face in
I want to make you bleed
needing you to hurt
as bad as I do.
My pain will last forever
the scars I give you will go away
to temporarily make you cry
will be nothing to my every day.
My tears have turned to anger
my fear has become violence
I can't stand to hear your voice
you anger me with your silence.
All I wanted was to be held
all I craved was to be loved
now I need to watch your agony
I need to watch you write in pain.
I want to make you cry
like I have cried all my life
I need to make you hurt
like I do every day.
I'll make your life a living hell
and then you might know a bit of how I feel. Well, I have kinda done this backwards. I posted my poetry first. I'm a goober. Oh, and for those of you who have critiques for my poetry, bite me. I frankly don't care about the rhyme or reason behind it, it was poetry to me when I was writing it, and that is all that matters. Wow, the claws

WishProud, proud is to hear it all yeah yeah
Proud ah proud, proud is to watch us fall yeah yeah
Make a wish, make a succotash wish
You live the pompous life
Throw kisses all the time
Make wishes don't break mine
Make a wish, make a succotash wish
You live the pompous life
Throw kisses all the time...
don't break mine
Chime used to break my wish, wish, wish
Cold fire use to inspire all not now
These are tired, maybe they'll find their niche
Or resort to wish
Make a wish, make a succotash wish
You live the pompous life
Throw kisses all the time
Make wishes don't break mine
Make a wish, make a succotash wish
You live the pompous life
Throw kisses all the time
Make wishes don't break...
Chime used to break my wish, wish, wish
Ehhhh, won't you bring him back? not now
Chime used to break my wish
Won't you bring him back? not now
Don't be low, you better watch the road
Don't be low, you better watch the road
Don't be low, you got the strength and the b

Tag Giveaway/contestI am holding my first ever giveaway/contest.
There will be two parts of this giveaway/contest.
First Part Send me a link to a picture you want me to put up for you to bomb. This will be 10 tags per every 500 comments. Rates will count as 2 comments.
Send me a message when you have reached the 500 comments.
If you want more than 10 tags as these can be awesome surprises for a friend too so you can share then comment more I will do 2 tags per 100 comments, but a limit of 500 comments has to be done first!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Now for the second part of this contest. If you want in send me the link to the picture you want me to add. This will be a contest for the one with the most number of rates and comments contest. Rates will count as 2 comments.
The prizes for this part of the contest will be as follows:
First Prize 20 tags, 100,000 fubucks and a bling of my choice.
Second Prize 15 tags, 50,000 fubucks and a bl

HelloHello every one! Sorry I haven't been able to get on lately. I have been working a lot of odd hours.

Shit TalkersOk so a few days of this bullshit has gone on, and frankly it is the most stupidest and absurd thing ever. THE PROBLEM-- my friend dumped some chick...cut off all ties of talking to her.. and I guess she cant handle it... I mean shes written 6 blogs about how shes over it or w/e...if she was so over it, then she wouldn't keep talking about it... RIGHT??? So he breaks up with her and the blogs start... I thought this chick was a friend.... so I go into the lounge where she works, and I'm friendly, I say hi, how are you, haven't talked to you in awhile how ya been? Blatantly ignored... so w/e, I see the other 2 girls I was friendly with and say hi...gave a hug.. talk a bit more...they were pleasant...did i mention, that the guy that dumped her(my friend) owns me... didn't think so... well he does and i didn't emote her to rub it in her face.. I was being nice but she took that as I was starting trouble. Ok so that was the first and last time I have gone to that lounge... never "cyber bu

The Lounge Angeleyes Djs @WELCOME TO FUBAR!
YOU ARE INVITED TO COME MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND ENJOY THE GREAT MUSIC AT THE DOO ROCK INN LOUNGE.
THE BEST PLACE ON FUBAR TO GET SOME HELP, HAVE A DRINK AND MEET SOME FRIENDLY FACES. JUST CLICK THE " ON THE AIR" IMAGES BELOW TO GET STARTED.
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Hosting My 1st AuctionWould you like to own one of these hotties... they have a lot of good stuff to offer... Come & check it out..
Make sure you Rate, Fan, and Add the host because the folder is to friends only...
Heres her link:
♥rkkennedy84♥ fu-wifey of Undertaker 1098 *Owned By Sniper*@ fubar
Here's who is up for Auction:
The HOST ♥ Rkkennedy84 ♥
@$h13y R0ck$ F@c3$ 0ff
♥Stacey a.k.a Suckface♥
***Jezebel***
Robisue (Club F A R)
IRRESISTABLE COMPLCATION~ CLUB FAR~'
!Sniper!
'Diamonds Forever Owned By Sweet Thing ( MANAGER @ THE KITTY KAT LOUN'
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Delving Into My Dreams?! Who Is She?The dreams I most often write about are the ones that awake me from their intensely realistic and intimate experience. I just awoke from one.
It was a beautiful majestic night.. With a warm breeze that felt magical as the air tingled your senses and stimulated the moment. As I neared the door; my heart raced as the adrenaline soared. This felt more like my first date ever then just our first date. The black leather flat toed euro style shoes I was wearing made a clack sound every step I took on the side walk to her front door. With every sound the tension heightened.
Till I got to her door and rang the bell, I could see my own reflection in the glass door that sat in front of the actual front door. The porch light was just enough to make out my dark pants and the light blue, white, and dark blue striped button up. The stripes went from top left to lower right at an angle. Very symbolic to how much I wanted this to be a special night. It was my favorite shirt.
Suddenly my con

Trains, Chains, Rides And SuchIt's...
...for the NERD in all of US!
Some good clean FUN AND FANS FOLKS!
Rate, Fan and Add Request each of the FUs on this Bulletin to take part in the fun! Be sure to show everyone lots and lots of love and give everything you get back!
If someone is already on your list, be sure to leave them a comment!
For the Guys...
Your add request or comment should say, "GIMME UR PANTIES!" or if you try to keep the nerdy perv in ya on the low say, "I'm a Panty Raider!"
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KarmaThere are two kinds of Deja Vu.
1. This occurs when you visit a certain house, city, road, foreign
country, or some other specific location you've never been before
and suddenly realize it seems familiar. Sometimes you even feel you
know your way around. It is our Spirit's memory of a past life. We
have been there before; it was just in another body, in another
time. The spirit memory is usually deeply buried in the
subconscious, so those moments are not just magical, they are
powerful, miraculous glimpses into the eternity of our souls.
The same kind of Deja Vu applies to people as well. We all know
people who seem familiar to us the moment we meet them, strangers we
feel we have known all our lives. You will of course have known
them in at least one previous life. Note, that a past life
connection with someone in no way obligates you to form a connection
this time around. They may have been the bane of your previous
existence. They may have been lovely last time, b

My Stuff From Myspace....thought I'd ShareWhen I stand up for
myself and my beliefs,
they call me a
bitch.
When I stand up for
those I love,
they call me a
bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts
or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.
Being a bitch in my heart.
It means I live my life MY way.
It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to
tolerate injustice and
speak against it, I am
defined as a bitch.
The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.
It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So try to stomp on me,
try to douse my inner flame, try

A Lonely TearA Lonely Tear
A lonely tear falls down
A smile turns to frown
Trickles down the cheek
Does not make you weak
A lonely tear escapes
A lifetime of mistakes
A sad and lonely heart
Others broke apart
A lonely tear is dried
So many nights it cried
A friend reached out their hand
And tried to understand
The lonely tear is gone
Life will carry on
With love from a friend
The lonely tears will end

R.i.p. JodyA very dear friend of mine left me an offline message with the link to his obituary.
The news of his death comes with a lot of mixed feelings. Under any circumstance death is always something you wouldn't wish upon anyone. And I do sincerely hope he has finally found his peace.
The friend that told me about his death has suffered greatly through his actions yet still finds it in her generous heart wish him peace.
Ryuka's blog
As do I..
May you finally have found the peace you were looking for, Jody.

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5.Phone Number:
6. Location:
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HERE COMES THE FUN
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4. Would you kiss me with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
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12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
13. Do you/have you talked about me?
14. Do you think I'm a good person?
15. Would u take a nap with me?
16.Do you think I'm cute?
17. If you could change anything about me -would you?
18.Would you dance with me?
19.Would you come over for no reason ju

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RandomInto the Ether
As evening leans
against morning, she grows
tired of the wait, folds
up her heart again.
It isnt the first time
shes opened it, gingerly
peeled back the flaps
like a time-brittled envelope.
Inside is a listpromises,
withered; hours, crushed
into ether; unanswered
questions; desire, decayed.
He will not come tonight.
She closes her eyes, feigns
his touch. Skin remembers
what the heart must forget.
Ellen Hopkins That Time of Day
sunlight splashes
eastern hills, spills blue
into gray, and the kitchen
frames snapshots: steaming
mugs and marmalade toast;
pencils fine-tuning homework;
papered German shepherds
and barn-bred tabbies, on kibble
watch. Hurried reminders
preface half-planted kisses,
a volley of slams and the crush
of sudden silence.
That time of day,
I open the French doors, step
lightly across thin ice veneer,
coffee fogging the sage
tinted air. I look to the mountain,
its ochre, oli

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Poem From The Hearti really dont know what to say... i thought i was in love with someone and they totally broke my heart... he said he was moving with me then i found out he was "in love" with someone else. how pathetic can he be? i dont know what to do any more. oh well at least i have my kids... that is all i need any more.

Just StuffToday this guy came into work asking if he had left his sunglasses there, my co-worker looked at him and pointed to his shirt. While pointing she asked him if those where them. He looks down and goes all red in the face. After he left my co-worker and burst into laughter. I know I shouldn't have laughted at him, but it was so cute to see him blush as he realized hwat he had done.
This one guy came in one morning, he was wearing a t-shirt and jogging pants. He ordered his food and then as he went to sit down my co-worker had noticed a huge chunk of plasic stuck to his jogging pants, the entire area of his ass. So wrong to laugh, I saw it when he got up to got the bathroom. I laughed harder when he still had it on after he came back out.
nsfw just because i said ass
A few months ago I had done a mumm and a few of the bad mummers decided to start calling me a man. I ignored it as thier is no truth to it. However the next day on my facebooks a so called friend h

Fan FictionTitle: It's all for You
Characters: The Ninth Doctor; Rose Tyler; mentions of Jackie Tyler, Mickey Smith, Jack Harkness, Luna Lovegood, Violet Baudelaire, Alice Cullen, Jasper Hale, Edward Cullen, and Bella Swan
Pairing: Nine/Rose
Rating: G
Genre: Romance
Word Count: 1,396
Author's Note: This takes place three months after chapter I. Enjoy!
Rose sat in the room in her suite on a crisp September afternoon, checking her email and doing research for one of her psychology classes while her suitemates were out at class; hers were already over with for the day. Being the oldest out of all the girls in the suite was an odd feeling for her, but comforting at the same time. It was funny how a year could change her so much, and how much that she could learn about herself in that time.
An instant message popped up on the computer screen, causing Rose to stop her research for that moment. A message from somebody that she didnt know; somebody called SonicScrewdriver.
SonicScre

I Don'tWho want to be the girl left behind?
The one who protests .
who pouts .
who whines?
Who wants to feel surrounded but alone?
The one who cries
who yells .
who moans?
Who wants to be the one always unwelcome?
The one who hides .
who breaks down
who still succumbs?
Who wants to get chosen last?
The one who strives
who still plays
whos masked?
Who wants to be the forlorn?
The one who bears scars
who distrusts
who possesses scorn?

MerchandiseHey All,
Our band finally has some new merchandise for sale. T shirts, mugs, stickers etc. Just go to cafepress.com/davesapparel ..... Our Cd (2 for the road) will be released late next month and we will put the link for that up as well.
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Dave and all of Absoloot Agony Hey All,
Our band finally has some new merchandise for sale. T shirts, mugs, stickers etc. Just go to cafepress.com/davesapparel ..... Our Cd (2 for the road) will be released late next month and we will put the link for that up as well.
So show some support and stop by....
Thanks,
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Serious StuffThe next time I feel bad about my pathetic life all I need to do is watch this video and think how things could be worse. It brings me to tears every time I see or hear the song on the radio. My brother is in Iraq right now. I will be glad when this war is over!
Letters Home from the Garden of Stone