If I could then I would but I can't
If I would then I could but I wont
My fire within burns brightly
My heart slowly darkens
But there is always a light within
which never goes out
If I could then I would...but I can't
I just can't

If I would then I could but I won't!
If I could turn these ever going tears
To anger and strength
Many people would need to hide away from me!
But If could turn those tears to love
I'm sure everything will be okay
If I could then I would but I CAN'T!

I'm becoming NUMB TO THIS WORLD!
Pushed around by you...
If you could just hear me for once
Maybe I could but can't but I would but I won't!

WHY! WHY! WHY! NOOOOOOO! YOU CAN"T HEAR ME! NOOOOOO! YOU CAN'T BUT YOU COULD BUT YOU WOULD AND YOU WON'T! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

quietly

If I could then I would and I can.
If I would then I could and I will.
Love to love and hate to hate
Snow to fire and ashes to ashes
Kiss me for a sign of affectionstop quiet singing
POINT ME OFF TO THE RIGHT DIRECTION!
BUT I WON'T!... CAUSE I CAN'T !... I FALL! YOU FALL! WE ALL FALL DOWN TO HELL! AHHHHHH!
Little girl: Johnny? Wake up brother? Did that knife hurt you? Mommy, I killed Johnny.
(Johnny: You could and you would and...you...did)sound of a mother shrieking