This is so new to me and its very difficult, honestly though the first and only guy I met here is a wonderful person, so I am going to see what happens, and do not feel comfortable staying active on the sight ....thank you... your site helps me feel a little better knowing there are many others out there like me. I have never felt so devastated and depressed in my life, thank GOD and you, this guy if nothing more will be a friend I can talk to.