Category: God’s goodness

He finally got to me about the book. I started him writing, i helped him write; thats fine. But his "insights" come from his conversations with me over MANY YEARS and i DO NOT take kindly to this. He took it for free. I am talking about my father. He said that an old colleague … Continue reading Book→

I figure right about now the Hutton "Dove" (not its real name) is groaning. I am pulling out after 36 long years that ive been trapped in the rubble. Someone (who shall remain nameless) declined to get oil for the heater and the pipes burst. It must have cost all of our small endowment to … Continue reading The Dove→

Just ran into a bad patch after my last post which involved getting put on the spot regarding my son's promised, belated visit to my mother for her birthday tomorrow. I have expressed dismay at her taking over my son. Then as i was processing this i was thinking about my poor blasted face and … Continue reading Two very sick people→

My book--i don't know if it is an autobiographical novel or just plain autobiograohy--is hung up on 6 slices of pizza left in the fridge in a Holiday Inn near a waterpark bearby. I also dont know if its my book that's held up or just my life, but here i am m to post … Continue reading My book→

I disbelieve Sister M. that my marriage is invalid. She herself strongly encouraged ne to trust that i had "baptism of desire" before i was baptised. And before i met my husband i had spent 2 years in religious "training" with a born again Chrustian friend from the state hospital. She was a schizophrenic and … Continue reading Hallelujah!→

Had a lovely Christmas alone with the cats: my son's who i always take care of, and my mom's, who loved the unusual attention. I was sick with a UTI and at the ER on Monday morning, Christmas Eve, they kept me for 4 hours because of all the pain in my lower abdomen. They … Continue reading Rescue at the urgent care clinic→

The problem with my marriage and motherhood is that it started with a rape. Mybex had me pinnrd diwn. Wevwerent using a ny orotection. H exoexmcted him to pull out. Then, at the last minute, he cried out, "Let me come deep inside you! Tell me you live me until the end of time! There … Continue reading Rape→