It's been so long since the old (way old) system with mod points that I don't remember if we could see who modded you or not. I used to like the last system where I could check and see who had left the points, kind of let me know who got what from my journals.

Is this feature still hidden somewhere? I tried to click on the number, can't find a log or mod history link anywhere anymore.. And do these points mean something now? or are we all just equals on the site and the modding just is a nice way to show appreciation and raise certain items up in visibility on the site?

I tried looking for a topic in the website forums addressing this but didn't see anything, and since it's not a bug or major problem I didn't want to bother anyone by putting in a ticket.

I can get a little angry sometimes. Especially against people who are repeat offenders or are just plain cruel. I try to bite my tongue and let the first, scalding retort simmer down a bit before saying it. Recently I failed at doing so. I responded to a cold, professional tone with a cold professional tone of my own. I shouldn't have. Even if I've been hurt by that person, I shouldn't let it alter the way I normally like to be. I want to be friendly and quirky and get excited over little things - I made a quick decision because I thought it'd make me feel better. It didn't.

I regret giving in to that petty cold impulse and am going to try to do better in the future. Hopefully you all are smarter than I am in this avenue and don't fall into the same traps.

Of cutting caffeine and sugar (aka my most beloved of Doctors, Pepper). I regret my decisions. Every day I've had a headache for pretty much the whole day. When did the caffeine consumption get out of hand? Why has it betrayed me so?

Hoping the worst will be over soon or I just might cave. Or be a total bear at RTX.

That moment after you hit "Send" on something you have been staring at and revisiting/reformatting for hours. It's a big sigh of relief, but also shifting to immediately walking on egg shells awaiting the result.

Did I make good choices? Will it all come together? Or will it fall like hastily made Souffle?

I hope that you are enjoying your Valentine's Day. I really enjoyed the times we have had this past year with our interactions on the Guardian Podcast and Twitter. You are easily one of my favorite people talk to whenever we get the chance. Can't wait to see you again this year at RTX and possibly TO: Uncon, if my schedule will allow it.