'Even the best writing is like taking potshots at the moon'
Wei Wu Wei

Wednesday, July 20, 2016

Fluctuation

The first step is Self realization.Knowing beyond doubt that what I am isunknowableeffortless everpresentuntouched by appearancesimmediatenever not herenot in the stream of time.

And knowing this experiential so rock solid that the idea that it can be lost is alien and does not enter.Knowing this is so intrinsically that no matterwhat happens, no matter what appears,one knows this can never be lost.

No matter what thoughts, emotions or states,no matter what incidents, accidents or disasters.

And not because I repeat this to myselfor dig up a memory of an awakening experience from the past. As long as there is fluctuation, ( the i ve got it, i lost it phase )as long as This is not established beyond doubt the penny has not completely dropped,and there is still some way to go.

A process, a ripening, a need for more clarity,an unveiling of assumptions,something still obscuring the clear perception,a seeing through of beliefs.

However paradoxical this may sound to the conceptually correct nd mind.And after that..?Who will tell? There is never an end station....