(UBC) Day 5: Ain’t no magic fairy coming to save your ass

You know, I’d like to write about this topic from the vantage point of a wise woman – one who has been in this place and has managed to move beyond it.

But I can’t.

Right now, I’m knee-deep in it wishing for a fairy and a magic wand.

My mentor, Andrrea Hess, teaches that we are 100% responsible for everything that shows up in our life. Everything. Not just the good stuff. The bad stuff and the mediocre stuff too.

I was journaling about my sadness and where my life is right now. And as I wrote, Andrrea’s words came up and smacked me in the head. Everything around me, everything in my life right now resonates with my current vibration. If I don’t like what’s showing up, *I* must be the one to shift. It’s not going to shift itself much as I wish it would.

And that’s what taking ownership of your life is about. Recognizing that it all comes down to you. Your choices. Your vibration.

In every moment, YOU choose what you want in your life. Don’t feel like making a choice? Watch what shows up. It’s bound to be wishy-washy crap. (I speak from experience here.)

Lisa’s true life story #985

In March, after 30 years with a daily work routine, I was gifted with the freedom to work from home doing what I love most. Awesome, right? I thought so. I almost flew off to the moon with joy.

That joy didn’t last too long as the first month was spent caring for my aging dog on his last days of life and hiding in a closet from mean words someone emailed me. Once Max left this earth and I got back from a seminar with David Neagle, I was bound and determined to emerge from the closet and really show who I was. Ideas and classes and joy came galloping back!

Then we got a puppy who required ALL of my time.

Ideas and classes and joy galloped right on back out.

I could get some stuff done but I was so focused on him that my creativity was nowhere to be found. On top of that, I got a cold that sidelined me for over a week. YEY me.

Classes? hahahah Time alone? hahahhah

So, here I sit, looking at what I’m doing with my life and where I want to go with this gift and wishing for a fairy who would come save me.

Even those of us who are teachers still have much to learn.

And I need to remember that I make the choice to move or not. To wallow in sadness and wish for someone to save me or acknowledge that I am the only one who can “save” me.

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In clarifying my niche (because I do so many things,) I am struggling over what to bring and what to leave behind. I was on a call with your mentor, Andrea Hess, and she told me something I didn’t want to hear. That I need to incorporate what I *thought* was moving out of my life in with what I am doing now. In other words, not to give up something I had decided to give up withing a few years. I was very wishy-washy in my choice. I guess I am waiting for the Fairies, to come save me. The Angels are telling me to heed Andrea’s advice, but I am not sure how. I guess it is in getting rid of the wishy-washy and focusing and committing.

I totally agree with Andrea on this one. Y-O-U are responsible for everything in your life, even the bad stuff. I believe that we create our own chart before we incarnate here too, so we’re very aware of what can happen to us in this lifetime. Maybe it’s just the 6th Energy Center training, but I don’t believe that life happens to us—I believe that we’re the real creators of our lives.

I get it, but sometimes I wonder if the “bad stuff” is really “good stuff.” For instance, you DID get time with your dog which you would have missed if you were at the office every day. I also wonder why I signed up for the last two years of my life but I COULD view it as a chance to enjoy my kids, be there for them during the day to shuttle them around to the stuff that I never could have done before. Yes, I can see that we “bit off more than we could chew” with our house, and I AM getting people constantly sending me the message to go back to the cubicle in order to “save it.” Everyone says “if you just make up your mind that you want to go back to work full time” then it will magically appear, along with that fairy…but in two years, it hasn’t. Sometimes I think our soul has “other plans” and only in retrospect can we see the opportunities and blessings that come along with days hiding in the closet. I think it is a waste if we have a financial disaster like I am, and then we turn right around and say,”Yeah, I’ll just go back to that life.” Because if we haven’t changed in the meantime, I suspect in my gut that I would have missed the entire point. I also think sometimes magical fairies appear when we truly need them.

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