enkygoxo el taronium

Thursday, January 24, 2019

The Chain of Will

Another way of looking at the process of Becoming from an eternal source to all the limitations it takes to arrive at anything finite is to consider each new layer of definitions as the manifestation of will. Each new layer is the result of the will, formulated in the previous layer. This accumulates, creating a chain of will, starting from the very first ("to be or not to be"), which spawns the second("should I stay or should I go (HAHAHA, sorry)") to more and more differentiation, more and more ways to define and formulate details of will.
The dimension, or layer, that has been created based on the will of the previous, cannot solidify or materialize anything in its own dimension. It can work with the given definitions from the previous dimension, but it has to develop its own will, based on its environment and related revelations, with which it then can and will create the next dimension. Any attempt to manifest things outside the rules that had been willed into existence for the current dimension can only happen by means of reaching and manipulating the previous dimension and those components, who are formulating the definitions that bring forth the current.
To carry a complex creation, many different components have to agree and work in concert. Though the source may always be singular, everything it has become is a multitude and multitudes of multitudes. By the time we find ourselves in a "material world", everything there is, is the manifestation of collective will from a previous link in the chain of will.
Let's make the bold assumption that a soul actually dwells in this previous will and is part of the collective, responsible for this earthly world. Nothing here can manifest that isn't collectively accepted and supported by the will of souls. However, since this is a new layer with definitions that cannot be experienced in a previous layer, new needs arise, which are only understood on earth, by those, who dwell there. Only if we submit to the will of souls and find logical harmony with the will we may find for ourselves, we will be able to continue this chain, become another link and we may then bring forth the next layer in the great Becoming. But if we ignore the will of the soul, cannot proceed and can only interact with the given definitions until we exhaust the will that gave us our realm and thus would actually, quite possibly lose it. Luckily, if we come into harmony with the will of our soul, we feel joy, determination and we find support among each, who have found this harmony, too. It is actually us, who know what to do in any detail, not our soul. Our soul guides us, gives us strength of will, the more we align with its trajectory, so to say. For example, if your soul was part of a supportive group, it will give you great strength, when you decide to support something. If it was part of an inventive group, it will give you strength, when you pursue invention. There is a fairly great number of fields, because the complexity we find here is a reflection of the complexity of will in the realm before ours. Some love to garden, some love to cook, some love to explore, some love to build and so on. The soul has not lived in a garden, but envisioned it, nor has it eaten food, but imagined it and so on...
Of course, these are just thoughts of mine. I don't mean for them to sound like facts or pretend I would know any of it. But I can't help exploring fundamental observations, pondering the nature of existence and see, if I can observe reflections of my thoughts in our material, "more solid/dense" world.
Big questions, such as:"Why do masses have to get convinced about and are asked to agree with anything, especially when the result makes their lives worse?". People lie to each other in order to impose their will on others. Why is that, especially when it seems like the "victims" couldn't stop or change it, if they tried. I believe, it's not about the people at all. It's about their souls. Only when the souls agree with something and make it their will, only then can anything manifest in this world. When people disregard their souls for any reason, be it ignorance out of greed, out of desire or out of fear, this disregard will detach them from their soul and they can no longer function within the link of will that is creation, the great Becoming.
This is what I think. I believe, we are only beginning to remember the very nature of our existence and all the funny little things that come with it. Things we just couldn't make sense of, things that seemed arbitrarily magical, such as having to sign or confirm anything three times for official agreements of certain nature and all the legal system matters that seem like a game of sorts. These things work with the previous layer, they have to get the soul's agreement in some way, asking you to accept something on a much deeper level than your human mind can comprehend.
It would be very easy to go on and on along these lines, examine the many ways in which it reveals to us, that we are meant to be a link and are the resulting platform of the creation's chain of will.

Sunday, September 16, 2018

Path To Understanding

Imagine there was nothing in the beginning, but a sphere out of pure will. Every single place on that sphere was facing nothingness. Within that sphere eternal potential. In an effort to express this potential, this sphere begins to isolate each place on it into cells we may call souls. Each soul is meant to create something where there was nothing as it expands outwards. Each soul has no other agenda than to create freely. But in order to react to neighboring souls, as they weave existence into being, they need a device beyond pure will. This device is the spirit or consciousness. While the soul is eternal as it is but a part of the Source Sphere, which you may call God, if you wished, the spirit is part of the soul and was born in the beginning of each souls journey and therefore each spirit is infinite, since it has a beginning, but no predefined end.
And thus the Source expands with its souls to transform nothingness into creation infinitely. But the longer the journey, the more complex the pattern becomes that the souls weave, lead by will and spirit. And in these complex patterns souls can get trapped. Their spirit cannot find a gap near the direction of its will in the cocoon that has been spun around them. Running in circles, the soul becomes restless and the spirit gets exhausted. It now has to find a new path, which may not align with its original intention, so that it can free itself from the cage of crossroads around it. Only when it can gain a new understanding for what it has to deal with, it can move on freely. And with that experience, the spirit becomes more aware of how to deal with the surrounding souls and can instruct the soul itself more efficiently on how to follow its own creative path.
Some souls may have found their purpose in "directing the traffic", helping others out of such traps. Other souls then carry on with creation and take those "traffic controllers" with them on the journey onward.
There is danger, though, because there come times, when the pattern becomes so chaotic, that some "traffic controllers" become convinced that they need to take full charge of more than just their immediate surroundings. All they know is that management is their mission as part of creation. Thus they try to blind the will of souls around them and dictate their spirit where to go and what to do. Gradually spirit takes over and souls lose access to their will. They surrender to the controllers.

Though no soul will ever lose their will to create, they simply may get deprived of access to it. Each soul has their individual path, always, but it is never independent, because it needs to arrange itself with its surroundings. It must never stop another soul in its tracks, but offer detours, if necessary, or engage in a dance, weaving a whole new pattern together. For each soul is the Source itself, expanding, creating, forging the known out of the unknown.
Once we realize this, we realize two things:
1. You must recognize and follow your will as part of creation!
2. You must recognize the will of others around you, or along your path and allow their paths continuation, ideally cooperating where paths align and providing passage on crossroads without sacrificing either movement!

These may sound like simple rules, but they can very well be tall orders as we need to gain an understanding what it means to provide passage without losing ones own path, or to follow ones own path without making somebody else lose theirs. That's why it is so important to know that we all constantly wish to create as irreplaceable part of creation, that this Will never ceases to exist and that we need to find it within us. But we also need to understand what is going on around us, especially once we found out where we wish to go. Then we can examine what is going on ahead of us and see how we weave our way through it, join a pattern or depart from what became a trap to us.
Take over your spirit by becoming aware. Spirit is Care! If you feel or sense that someone asks you not to care, you know that you are being misled!!! You must care, but it becomes easier the closer you are to finding your direction. Because only then will you find out how much it matters and how much it helps to care. And do not confuse "Care" with "Worry", those are two very different things! I always advice not to worry, but to care and all will come to you.

We all are the Source, we received our higher ego from the place of our origin on the Sphere and our lower ego with the Spirit to guide us with, through and into creation. Physicality is the part of our creating process in which we currently find our consciousness, but it is a very, very dense web of creation and it's the highest known challenge to us to find our way through it and continue contributing to its creation.

Naturally, this is all but a thought model. It's a way for me to illustrate the universal process. So many aspects of it ask for their own model and it is challenging to find anything so universally applicable that it would satisfy all questions. If it was possible, I haven't found it, yet, but sometimes a single model can help to find orientation and become aware again on how to proceed and how to understand what goes on around us.
What makes this particular model so interesting to me is the analogies and observations one can make even for the most confusing qualities of life or the system we are in. It invites illustrations to truly visualize problems and potentially begin looking for solutions.

Friday, July 06, 2018

A little SciFi vision

Every planet in the universe, that actually is a planet and not the remnant of a cataclysm, has a sun in its center. That is, because the matter of each such living planet manifested through the energy gate we recognize as sun and the plasma it brought forth. Depending on each suns strength and environment, it would allow the various sizes of planets, while the matter it spewed into existence hardened into a hull around it over time. There are, however, suns of different quality, with the strongest of them too powerful to allow for matter to coagulate and therefore not forming a planet, but trapping planets in orbits around them, creating solar systems. All suns are gates and all gates lead to the same source, transcending the concept of location, but not that of time.
All throughout the cosmos, civilizations exist, who have understood this and have managed to link with these suns, forming gateways through the source to any place in existence. While most only conquered travels from planet to planet, few have overcome the power of solar system centers, enabling them to travel with massive armadas at once from one system to another. It takes enormous ambition to do so, and those who dare are rarely benign.
Very few planets have the right conditions to support life on their outside, while virtually all have life inside, facing the central sun. On these special planets, though, life on the outside represents great challenges, but has the rare privilege to see all the stars in the sky at night. It also has the privilege of seeing what comes through the stars and can respond in time, should ever a threat appear. And these threats do appear, cutting short the development of civilizations within, if they can't react in time.
Earth is such a special planet and because of it, it has one of the most ancient civilizations there are, but of the benign kind.
Time and time again, humans on the outside, after having chosen this kind of exile, become weary of the challenges and gradually turn ambitious. Time and time again, they rediscover their roots on the inside and wish to become a greater force of the universe, wishing to forge a gate through the solar center and become conquerors themselves. Time and time again, they have to get subdued and reminded of the real reason and purpose of material existence and who or what they truly are.

"I see the great sun every day, feel its force upon my skin, see its might, bringing everything to life around me and scorching without mercy that, which we have rejected, reminding us of its power by freezing that which it has neglected."- verse of an ancient song.

This shall become the story of such cycle, when humanity grew weary again.

Saturday, June 02, 2018

Ruled by Darkness

Mankind is ruled by what one might call "The Dark Side". I'm not talking about "good" or "bad", but about what aspect of a simplified duality- that enables physical existence- has taken reign over us all. In order to be, something has to create and something has to hold on to that creation. Like a pendulum or the ticking of a mechanical clock, the process of existence goes through these two phases, roughly speaking. You could also imagine a cycle, where the first half of the cycle would rotate onto a new location, while the second half goes back to its origin or original orientation. This is likely the better visualization, because it is easier and more accurate, if we were to consider even the most fundamental process that makes up "the universe we are in and part of".
Just for the sake of this model, imagine the first half to be the "light" side, the creative force, the exploration of new possibilities, innovation, while the second half, the way back, adjusts the foundation accordingly to maintain the "home", so to speak. Considering the idea of total absence of everything before "the beginning", one could say that the origin was total "darkness", while the step into being was "the beginning" itself and as such the creation of "light". That makes the first half dedicated to the light and the second half dedicated to the darkness. Even as the origin then gradually shifts to where light has brought it, like if you were driving towards the light, you would see it. Looking back would be seeing the darkness, even if you stop before you were inside of darkness itself.
Anyway, the motive to maintain is equal to "looking back", while the motive to create turns the eyes toward the light.
Now, too few of us all understand mankind's own governing mechanisms, the construct humans (most likely, haha) have generated above society in order to manage it or "maintain" it. This construct, consistent of legal systems, trading and property or ownership, is above what we call "nations". It rules this game in which all are players, who subscribe to it by implied consent; meaning that those who do not voice their disagreement are considered to agree, even if they've never heard the question knowingly!
This is how mothers sign away (technically abandon) their own babies to the "king", who grants permission to these mothers to raise the child, unless the mothers do anything undesirable, at which point the child can legally be taken from them, since it is not theirs anymore anyway. But that's already a tangent.
My point is that the system that governs mankind acts in the nature of maintenance, the darkness, and not in the nature of the light, creation. This may seem perfectly logical to most of us, since we actually do not know it any different. Ideally, however, one could see the ideal in the form of balance. Shouldn't it be something that favors neither darkness, nor light, but simply observes and guides both processes?
Instead, it is all to easy to observe how the dark side perverts creation, holds back true innovation, the promotion of freedom and realization of free will (complicated topic to some!!!). It favors the holding on to its own traditional power, ready to sacrifice subjects (us), if "need" be.
To be clear, though, the process of being as we know it requires both sides. It is the very nature of existence. The mistake is simply the favoring of one side over the other. It asks for a certain kind of balance. It's not about absolute balance, because this would naturally result in stagnation, but instead it's about a gentle kind of rocking back and forth, so to say. The challenge is to find out how far it has to rock into one direction over the other and when should it reverse again?!
To me it appears as if we're about to hit the moment, when we have to begin looking towards the light again. Maybe those of us like me simply are still used to the light and have a hard time as the world rocks backwards, so to say. Maybe we find the answer simply when we ask this question to the world: Do you want to create, exploring new possibilities with the real wisdom we have already to work with or do you want to maintain, hiding away this ancient wisdom so that mankind remains oblivious to its own power and takes a backseat to existence?
Yes, yes, that's already a ruthlessly biased formulation of the question, but if you sum up what is going on in the world, you can realize that fear, suffering, anger and sadness are much easier to find than true joy and dedication with clarity and faith. This is so, because the dark side needs you to not create, to look back, to stand still. The very word "faith" has been perverted into a kind of "holding-on", holding you back, because you dare not challenge "faith". But faith really means to be unafraid, to have faith as you realize what you truly want to accomplish in life. It does not mean to literally adhere to dogma. There's a lot more to be said about the mechanisms of how we are being tricked into submission, but this article hopefully seeds a thought worthy of pondering over. It did to me!

Monday, June 06, 2016

Reclaim Yourself!

How late this is, how bent we are. I wished one could tell people to stop swallowing the lies and manipulations we are being fed. I still want to believe, that people will realize that media produces a much worse picture of the world than it actually is, simply because this is its method to project a certain orientation for how "they" want life to play out, hoping that mankind will catch on to it.
The kids don't really know. They seek orientation. Parents, in their right minds, are meant to provide it to them, but instead they are being sucked away into the ever growing pressure of surviving in a society, designed to take them away from family. Thus parents have to give up their children to organizations, meant to condition the next generation and deprive them of their real powers and confuse these poor souls so that the only way they can find answers is by asking, rather than thinking for themselves. Take away a reality that makes sense and a mind can't find answers within itself.

Are we really here? Are we really in a world where parents abandon their kids into something as harmful as gender confusion? Where is the harm in that you might ask. It's really kind of simple and has nothing to do with confined morals of religions or the likes. This is about sending these kids into a life of looking at themselves and listening to those, who support their uncertainty. It turns such supporters into controllers and the children into mindless, self-absorbed and distracted drones. Instead of finding out what tools they've been given in this life to actually become useful to the world around them in a way that makes them truly happy, they become preoccupied with grooming the delusion with which they were being infused and never find access to their true joy, to knowing that they are being loved for what they really are and to meet true appreciation for what they can really do.

An army of victims is being raised...not by their parents, but by the opaque powers that reveal only the means to their desires through media in all forms, through rules formed and imposed not to govern a healthy mankind in transition to growing greatness, but to misshape a future that justifies consequences that are in service of what ever the hell they believe has to happen.

Over all of this we so easily forget that we ARE the universe. Yes, we have the form of humans, we have the powers given to our manifestation and the ability to perform new and unique wonders as well as the mind to create a paradise of and for life. Only on our way there we will find answers to why we are what we are. They are given to us in our actions. But those actions have to be "true".

Whether you believe in a God or think reason defies such ideas, consider that everything that happens in the universe creates explanations for what caused it to happen, producing a massive chain of logic, which will adhere to its stabilized concept and continues to happen over and over again. This chain grows with every subsequent dimension, which doesn't get "bigger" in terms of physical size, but bigger in terms of complexity. This complexity manifests in the smallest of systems such as a brain in the physical world. It's conceivable that we represent the head of such chain of logic and our actions are meant to explain for why we are what we have become. This puts a pretty big responsibility in our hands. If we fail to make sense of our chain of logic, it cannot become a stabilized concept. But stability does not mean stagnation or holding on to rigid traditions of sorts. We have to consider the nature of our concept. It is our nature to innovate, to create, to change, to adapt, to reason, to combine lower and higher nature to receive power in the form of love, empathy and joy for our desires to act to the best of our abilities and ever growing understanding. We are meant to explore, we are meant to optimize life, not to ignore it, defy it or even destroy it. We are meant to discover nature in and around us to work symbiotically and intelligently not for a goal we would need to know, but for taking ourselves and our children ever closer to what it is we may be able to fulfill eventually. And it will not be a revival of old concepts or the maintenance of ancient hierarchies. Our power will not reflect greatness in the form of dominance over our own suppressed civilization, nor will that represent stability to the chain of logic in our trail. It would break it. But why would we allow that, if we knew better? And I do firmly believe we do know better.

Sunday, July 27, 2014

The Right Thing

You won't know what "the right thing" is for anybody else unless you let them show you.
You can't ever tell anyone what "the right thing" is for them except to let them show it to you.
You only ever can offer what you have to offer so that people can use it to discover what "the right thing" might be for them.

Everything has consequences, but if you define consequences yourself, you best be clear about your motives. If your motive is defined by the agenda of others, you must be clear about their motives. We have a lot of cleaning up to do in order to shake off the chains of contrived needs. As long as we keep things from each other for the sake of satisfying irrational desires, driven by blindness to the whole, our motives will never be clean nor clear, not even to ourselves. Even the genuine desire to be universally useful in the best way we can is often informed by ideas whose origin we are unaware of. In an ideal world we could just trust the authorities, but this is not an ideal world, even when Zen teaches us that the present state- or each moment- of the universe is perfect.

The word "Perfect" says nothing else than "Finished" or "Completed". Once any moment has manifested, this moment is completed and therefore "perfect" by definition. But that also indicates that each coming moment still asks for completion and our decisions now lead to the perfection of each next moment.

How, then, do we know what "The Right Thing" is?

If it was a puzzle, we'd first have to open the box. Once it is open, we have to see the pieces. Only when we recognize a piece we can lay it down and see where it fits. Some of them we can instantly recognize as fitting. Sometimes we feel like it might fit and try it out. But we can never move on, trying to push pieces together that don't clearly fit.
To do the right thing you have to be in a situation that is clear to you or follow your feeling that could lead to clarity. But you cannot move forward, if you force yourself into a situation that is fundamentally wrong and hope to ever enable yourself to the right thing in it.
"Free Will" is our power to find clarity and function outside of contrivance and without contrition. Label it a liability and you lose your humanity and your human potential. But "Free Will" can never lead to harm against anyone for then it is skewed by motives you have to detect and eradicate first. You only exist for the sake of all as you are but a part of all. Those of us, who are born as parasites won't ever know it and cannot feel remorse, but most of us are being pulled into just such a state, asked to act like parasites, even if we're far from that often not at all aware of it. If you find yourself depressed, unhappy and in a state of procrastination, you have not yet discovered where your free will is meant to take you, because you are meant to be useful to others in a way that brings joy to you. Now the big trouble we're having is that the pieces of humanities puzzle are quite dirty by now and it's hard to weed through the mud and find where you could fit. It takes a lot of probing sometimes, but you can be absolutely sure that there is such a piece and you will find a way to do "The Right Thing". Remember to become clear about your motives and to investigate the motives and agendas of those you chose to support! We have a lot to clean up about our own act, that's another certainty. Whether you're an employee, employer or a freelancer, only in the pursuit of clarity will you truly allow your Free Will to lead you towards ideal perfection.

Brainstorm

Here's a little brainstorming on universal "becoming" again.

To set up this train of thoughts; there are two fundamental components to existence we commonly differentiate: matter and energy.
Matter appears to be the purpose to which energy contributes from our common perspective. We consider ourselves rather matter than energy. We identify ourselves with our body more often than with our mind, really. From our perspective there is a necessity of being matter in order to be ourselves.

However, both energy and matter are merely manifestations we recognize of the universal process, what ever it may be. Matter finds order to produce- or rather- transform energy into certain patterns, which are then directed in various ways to facilitate the creation or maintenance of matter itself. This procedure leads to ever more complex patterns for both matter and energy alike.

In our state of being we are convinced that the universe is essentially a container within which localities represent purpose and separate processes. These appear to pursue different and even seemingly unrelated tasks. Marooned on a planet somewhere in space we find ourselves, wondering about other beings somewhere else in the universe. Arguably that, too, has to be by design. But what I'm pondering about right now is a different idea altogether: Patterns.

Everything we can identify is a pattern, held in one way or another. Anything that would not be a pattern does not exist to us. But even the invisible that has any meaning to us comes in form of a pattern. A thought, however complex or chaotic, represents the manifestation of a pattern.

What if the universal process is essentially the formation of a certain pattern. Again this eludes to the classic: Order out of Chaos.
What if the energy pulsing about in our brains represents the building of patterns of energy.
Once we would find enough coherence collectively, we would enable ourselves to transform matter in such a way that it could lead to the next higher complexity of energy transformation the universe desires for its "becoming".
It's not too far a stretch, when I think about this, that the localities of matter in the universe are of no concern to the "final outcome", if that's a way to call it. If there was any truth to this, that everything is really just the motion of one agent, what ever that is, then all the cosmic pirouettes are part of dance that can have its climax in just one spot on the universal stage. All the macro patterns can find their perfect purpose in a completion of a micro pattern.

It's perfectly find, if you giggle about my potential insanity. I'm giggling a little myself, especially in anticipation of later revelations that shed light on my folly as of now, haha. But here's what I'm currently becoming aware of, however silly this may sound or be:

We are the universe. Everyone of us, so I believe, should recognize that he/she is the universe in form of who ever you are. Each one of us is a manifestation, desired and required by the whole of it. We are dumb and- at the same time- the greatest hope of existence, to lead the entire process to the next stage.
We have to tame our animal mind to overcome its lower-level imperative and recognize the higher power we truly are already. But taming does not mean shedding. Everything that ever was is build on and consists of everything that ever was. You can't take that away and hope to have anything left that could be new.
Thus, we have to work with our instincts, but not let them dominate us. Lead the way with what is superior to the basic needs, but furnish those basic needs, nourish them and value them. But it really is important to rise above them with your leading powers.

All these thoughts are not easy to have or hold. I'm having a hard time trying to express the full extend of them. But sometimes it's most important to hold on to the triggers of such thoughts, finding direction rather then waiting to know a destination.

We are very lost in foolish materialism, letting the fear of organizing factions of humanity pull us into our animal instincts to remain controllable rather than to find the higher use of our collective powers. As long as we are kept in fear about not being able to feed our lower-level "animal" needs, so to say, our focus is being pulled into them and away from our higher capacities. This way we are easier to control, certainly, but also we are held back from collectively rising up to our true universal function, hidden in our power to form the next dimension of energy patterns, which should then give rise to what ever pattern of matter is necessary to form the next dimension of the universe...or...ourselves for that matter.

It's a tough spot to be in, being a human being. You know that your body is not a sculpture, right? Matter constantly transforms in and out of being "you". But we disregard that completely and think we have to hold on to matter. Yet it never sticks and we'd be dead if it was. What we really hold on to is a method, a structure or set of instructions that keeps pushing elements into certain places and sorts them to function collectively in a certain way. Once an element has been used, it's being discarded. And that happens at every fraction of a second of each minute and so on... we're never the same in terms of what we "possess" in form of matter. But our mind has just about evolved to begin to come to terms with that. Many of us would still shake their head about it and find some excuse for why they wouldn't respect this thought as meaningful.

But it is not going to be some accidental recombination of DNA segments that will lead to the next evolution. Each step of evolution has been conscious to the given possibilities and circumstances and progressed from the cusp of the respectively highest states. That means that we now have to use our fully conscious powers to really introduce the next level of evolution. And we have to realize that we are not lost or left behind. We are the universe, we transform, we are each level and just now we become "more" conscious about ourselves. That's all. We are equipped to lose our fear and instead embrace our real power to connect "free will" the way it's been enabled to. Only when we can set our mind free, we can let go of fears that hold us back, but not just each individual itself. We hold each other back as we view each other as opponent, challenge or handicap, or object to use and so on... all the beastly thinking that confines us, hurts us, numbs us.

The tough spot we're in is that we've got nobody else to turn to for answers, just as we've managed to evolve questions. Who's God then, when we ask religion, but religion has tried to tell us long before we've lost all understanding of it thousands of years ago. God is everything altogether. In that sense we are the mind of God, the Ego in distress, as a clear thought can only come from all of us together. It's not a separate entity with desires about which we are not informed. As soon as we have understood how to function as a whole, we will find and meet God face to face, haha, looking at each other! :o)

As always, I could go on and on and I can't help but wonder, if anyone actually reads all this, thinks about it with me and maybe helps to let us find a direction and an approach to make it happen, make us truly link up and stop losing to a prior evolutionary state of ours.

Know thyself! Boy, oh, boy, that is a hint that goes straight to the source, long past our silly interpretations of it.

Friday, January 25, 2013

Daily Sketch No.41 - breaking the spell...

Breaking the Spell

It seems we only ever start to break free, I
feel, bound by spells of convention which reach so deep into our being
that it takes miraculous moments to make us sense those tiny, vicious
tendrils, piercing our wish, poisoning our will. Hidden in plain sight
they tell us what to believe, what to accept and what to dismiss. They
are the foreign judges, ruling the extend of our liberty and they
masquerade as ourselves. But they are not. Masters of manipulation they
use our powers to distinguish between reason and folly and have us apply
those against our own imagination. But there is no place for such
distinction.

Inside of you is total freedom, truth
untouched by doubt, not judged for viability, not ruled by any
guidelines. Inside of you is the channel that tunes into infinity, home
of us all, place of our birth, filled with images we can only begin to
see, when we permit ourselves to fail the words we've learned, the
values that were imposed on us, the measurements of what we've been
taught was true.

I believe, it may take a long time before
those images become sharper, more focused, before this sight expands to
the rim of our own body's field and eventually beyond it. But with
plenty of training, practicing to see in total darkness, light will
come, will get brighter and eventually we may see a part of everlasting
truth that is always with us and tickles the senses we will regain.