Friday, July 14, 2006

Went to the dentist today and I'm in alot of pain today due to some pretty nasty tightening. It's not fun stuff. Also, I went a Memorial for Scott Powell at Camp Gorsuch, more on that later. Right now, I'm tired and sore. I'm reading Snow Crash, which is awesome and I'm almost done with it. Only a few pages left. I'm going to watch this now, it's some pilot for a new animated show on Sci-Fi, looks promising.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Well, I'm tired. I spent the entire day laying in-floor heating, the tubing and blueboard, in the garage. Monday they pour the concrete for the slab. Lots of work still to be done. We've got to put in the rebar for the concrete footers later today, like after I sleep. I need to go to sleep soon. Church is in the morning, the slowly splintering Church that it is. Yaaa for discontentment.

Anyways, I'm out and off for the rest of the morning.Stay totally sexy,- The Maddog

Sunday, February 12, 2006

This weekend has sucked. I've gotten sick on top of all the schoolwork I had to do, thus getting myself even more behind. I'm not sure WHAT I'm going to do, besides cramming all day tomorrow and Tuesday. After Tuesday, most of the rush will be over, thank God. I'm going to give myself a day off this upcoming week, as I've been cramming for awhile now. Maybe I'll throw a party or something. However, I'm now behind in Myth which means I gotta catch up with that as soon as I get through this horrid Math gauntlet. Ugh.

I'm looking forward to a much lighter schedule next year. I'm only doing four, maybe five classes. Evenly spaced. I haven't been to gym in a solid week, due to needing study time. And I doubt I'll get to it this week as well. Besides, I feel like crap. This sucks.

Something postive: Battlefield for Middle-Earth II Demo just came out and man, does this game look good. I think I'll be picking this one up. So much fun to have a Cave Troll rip a tree out of the ground and fling around Dwarves. It just feels.....right.

I'm off to get a few hours of restless sleep. Laters,- Maddogi left my body lying somewhere in the sands of time

Thursday, February 09, 2006

I go see End of the Spear tomorrow with a good chunk of guys and gals from classes. Should be fun. Afterwards, I have a butt load of work to do. I was really wanting to spend time with Sarah but it doesn't look like that's going to happen. I'm drowning in Schoolwork....le sigh.

Oh well. Catch you guys tomorrow. I'm off to play NCAA Football 06 and then sleep.- Maddogrun girl, i wanna see you drip sweat

And that is ruin the entire the Superbowl. The Columnist states that the referees themselves pulled off an incredibly biased game. I noticed the same thing and my pops and I were screaming at the 'tube in defiance. Perhaps in the coming days, we'll see a building outcry against Bill Levy...

The Seahawks shown that they were indeed the superior team. They were indeed the team that could be wearing the coveted rings. However, they aren't because they simply slipped a few times. The Steelers won by pure luck, some favoring calls and some sloppy plays by the Seahawks. It was heart-wrenching to see that final score: 10-21. The Seahawks could have had it. But they didn't keep it together the final moment.

What this DOES prove is that the Seahawks are now a true team, a real franchise. Underdogs who were poised for victory, they (hopefully) will try it again. I Next year....next year... What an emotional rollercoaster though, I'm plain worn out. Such a major depressing moment.

Plus, I don't get to see Sarah once again for a whole week yet again. My schedule is so busy I rarely get time to go out and when I do, she's either got schoolwork to do or something. Really sucks. We don't even get time to talk that often. It's been several weeks since we've managed to get out somewhere. Once again, I've got a crappy week to plow through. Only light spots that several classes canceled for tomorrow, leaving me with only Anthropology (of course, Sarah's busy so the entire day is devoted to simple homework). I've got a test in that class on Wednesday, an essay due in Mythology and an essay due in English 111 in addition to massive math homework. Joy of joys.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

My troop that I help Scoutmaster had a Court of Honor today. Kids are doing well, advancing fast. I snapped a few pics.

Nothing else really reporting about. I gave a Speech in Pre-Martial, went well. Got 100% on a few tests. Most of my classes are boring, there are some students who struggle in some of them that slow the whole thing down. I want to spend more time with people. I want to do more things. I feel like I'm kinda in a rut right now, a long, boring rut. I feel like I'm just waiting, waiting for everything to come to close so I can start my real life. Waiting for money for school, waiting for school to be over, waiting for jobs, waiting for a car, waiting for people, waiting for the girl, waiting for life. I'm growing impatient.

The idea of five more years of education to go to Grad School is daunting.

I've gotten a hold of tons of Grunge and Post-Grunge songs. Good stuff. Radiohead, Bush, Pearl Jam are all big favorites of mine. Listening to that, Joe Purdy and Crossfade with a sprinkle of hip-hop. I'm in a soft music, rock type of mood. Kinda different then normal.

I've been really preoccupied lately. The past few days have just been a haze. Man, even now, I'm totally scatterbrained. I just can't focus or concentrate. This whole week has been a total whirlwind. Sigh...

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Uggh. I didn't get a post today in. I'm tired and sore. I've been working out at the Alaska Club (gym/health club) every day now for awhile with a pretty heavy weightlifting routine. Major bid to bulk up and today I did a really heavy lift set. I'm feeling it now. I gotta pack tomorrow and finish all homework that needs to be done over the trip. Ugghhh....

And I couldn't find Grand Theft Auto: Liberty City Stories for my PSP in Wasilla. Hopefully Best Buy or GameStop will have it. More later.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

This is my personal writing space. This is my journal, my diary. It is mine and not yours. I write things here that are personal, things that interest me and things that I care about. I post pictures I like, links that I think are neat. All this just happens to be shared with you. I like communicating with people, I like being to able to share with friends. I'm a fairly-open guy and I like to be honest. This is what I do.

But let me get something straight. I don't care what you think. This blog isn't designed for massive readership or a product for other people. That's what Dice Theory is about. That's what Evermore is about. This blog is my life. My life. I do not care what you think about the things that get put up here. I do like it when something is posted that people like or enjoy. But it doesn't really concern me when I post something that makes people angry or sad.

The last blog I ran, before I had to switch to this one, had this very problem. My views and essays on homosexuality were received terribly by the mostly-liberal community at MindSay. People were outraged and posted lots of insults, even threatening me. I didn't care. It was their choice to read it, it was their choice to let it upset them. The same thing happened at the paper I used to run. I was forced to put a disclaimer on my articles because the Company that owned it got worried.

What happens if I start writing about views that you don't agree with? What if I write about Gun Control, Abortion or my views on Mormons? What if I write about how I think homeschooling isn't all it's cracked up to be? What if you, Reader, do not agree with these? I'm a pretty controversial guy and I say things that cause people to go "gasp". It happens at work, with friends, everywhere.

But for me to censor these things, because you do not agree with it, well, that's wrong. I don't care if you think I'm a bad influence on your kids. Oh well. Big deal. I do not respond to threats very well and I hate being restricted. What I say here, in these lines, is me. Censoring that is just causing me to be dishonest. It's Caleb with a false front. I hate that.

I can, with a click of a button, make this blog private. But that wouldn't be fair. There are many, many other people who read this blog and enjoy it. I'm not going to take it out on them. But what I will do is be censored. I'll do it with a bit of humor but let it be known that what you see is now false. This isn't a 100% Caleb.

I want you to remember that. Sure, you may say "Man, this is blown out of proportion. It's just a few little things."

Writing to me is very, very important. With the many things that I do, writing is the one thing I really enjoy. I turn to writing to sort out thoughts, to plan adventures and to see what I think about life. I love writing. There's a secret, encrypted folder on my computer that holds documents filled with personal writing. It's pure, uninhibited writing. For someone to come and tell me what I can and can't write on my own personal material is someone invading my major love in life. That doesn't make me very happy.