you can either attempt to "pump yourself up"... or you can be filled...

...as the Spirit increases, while a less adequate me decreases, a me that is filled with the creative, imaginative, innovative, productive energetic power that "spoke" the grand cosmos into existence... becomes the real me...

filled is so much better than pumped!

"In the general sense, a cosmos is an orderly or harmonious system. It originates from the Greek term κόσμος (kosmos), meaning "order" or "ornament" and is antithetical to the concept of chaos." -http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cosmos