Melinda Doolittle

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Never Giving Up

Recently, I had someone
close to me tell me to only talk about my successes so people wouldn’t see me
as weak. For a brief second, I listened, but then I remembered the people who
have had the biggest influence on my life. Those were the people who weren’t
afraid to share all parts of their journey with me…the failures and the
successes. Then, I knew that not only was I not alone in whatever I was facing
at the time, but there was success on the other side and the lesson would be in
the journey. So…here goes…

When I walked into the
room to write "Never Giving Up", I went in planning on writing a really upbeat,
sassy song. Then my producer, Tre’ Corley, and awesome songwriter, Jonathan
Lee, asked me to name the most difficult obstacle I have faced in the past 7
years. It took me all of three seconds to know what my answer was. Short and
simple, it was dealing with all the awful things people said about me as a
person after American Idol. There were always really amazing things being said
about my singing, but when people had anything bad to say, it was always about
my looks and sometimes my personality. People made fun of the fact that I have
a short neck and a wider nose. They said I had a bland personality and, if
anything, I was putting on an act on TV and I was probably a really rude
person. Those words hurt more than anything they could have ever said about my
voice. They stuck with me and I believed those words far too long. Even while
singing at The White House, Carnegie Hall, The Rock & Roll Hall of Fame and
so many more amazing places, I still saw myself as less than.

Well, one day, I was
speaking to a fellow artist and I was explaining to her what people were saying
about me and she told me people were saying the exact same things to her. I was
shocked! I consider this woman to be one of the most beautiful and successful
human beings I know and people were calling her less than also. That day
changed everything for me. It was definitely a process, but I started to see
myself as the beautiful woman God created me to be. I started being able to
appreciate all of the awesome things I had been able to do as an artist and see
the success in that. I came to the conclusion that no matter what people said
about me, the true test was in what I believed about myself.

That is what "Never
Giving Up" is all about. Even when life takes a different path that I could have
ever imagined, I will always be a big dreamer and I won’t give up until it
happens. The song focuses on love, but really it’s about life. It’s about knowing
myself and what I’m capable of, and not letting anything…the words people say,
how hard the journey is, how delayed the winning seems…make me stop the fight.
I’m so much stronger than people give me credit for and I refuse to give up on
ANYTHING.

So, that’s my journey of "Never Giving Up". Will you share yours with me? You can either send me a message
on here, on my facebook page or on twitter. I want to know
your story. You never know, maybe telling it is half the battle.

Fact: I don’t normally read articles like this
because I never know what they’re going to say, but the link had been tweeted
to me so many times, I gave in and clicked on it. Imagine my surprise when I
found myself #2 on the list…sandwiched between the flawless Kelly Clarkson and
the amazing Jennifer Hudson. Rounding out the list were Carrie Underwood and Nadia
Turner. I was in the company of ‘Idol’ royalty!

Then, my eyes drifted to what this particular
writer thought of me. His exact words were…

“The rare artist who benefited from “Idol” pushing her into
unfamiliar genres (her rock rendition of Bon Jovi’s “Have a Nice Day” killed),
but a postshow retreat into safe soul territory has made her a footnote in the
music industry.”

In all honesty, my first reactions were of
disappointment, hurt and embarrassment. I decided not to “retweet” the link to
the article and tried to pretend I never saw it. However that “footnote”
reference would not leave me alone. So, I did what I always do. I prayed about
it. What happened next is one of the many reasons I am so grateful for a God
who loves me dearly. I began to be reminded of the awesome things I have been
blessed to do as a result of being on American Idol. From performing at The
White House, Carnegie Hall, The Kennedy Center, The Rock & Roll Hall of
Fame and so many other amazing places…to becoming an author and speaker with my
own book “BeyondMe”…to traveling
all over the country singing my heart out…to being a part of life-saving
efforts for children both domestically and internationally…I have absolutely
LOVED every opportunity.

In the midst of me being reminded of how
thankful I was to be doing what I love for a living, a chapter of my book came
to mind. It’s a lesson my Mommy taught me when I was younger. Chew the hay and
spit out the sticks. (I grew up in Oklahoma…we’re country! LOL!) This approach
to criticism is both difficult and rewarding, because you have to be willing to
be extremely honest with yourself. So, that’s what I did. If I’m being honest,
the NYT writer was correct. I love that ‘Idol’ pushed me into so many
unfamiliar genres and it did open new possibilities for me vocally. I never
knew there was a rocker in there.JHowever,
I definitely did retreat into a safe soul territory with my CD. Whether that
was my choice or not, doesn’t matter to the writer. He was just merely stating
a fact. So, in “chewing the hay,” I had to agree with him and decide if I
wanted to do anything about it. While I’ve always been told a CD should be one
genre so as to not confuse the audience, I now tend to give more credit to the
audience. My voice is soulful and It will be on any style song you hear it on.
So, there’s your continuity. Genre is free game.JI can’t wait
for you all to hear the new music we’ve been working on. Now, for “spitting out
the sticks.” What he describes as a footnote, I describe as bliss. I hear what
he’s saying and I can now say it doesn’t bother me. I see that he’s comparing
me to others on his list of 5 and in sheer comparison…I get it. However, my
life and career are my own and I am so grateful for how things are going. Can I
do more? OF COURSE! Will I do more? YOU BET? Will it be to prove him wrong?
NOPE. It’ll be because it’s what I’m supposed to be doing. Will him being
proved wrong be an added bonus? MAYBE. Hehehe…

I wrote this blog to be real with you guys.
There are always things in life that will attempt to bring you down and may
succeed for a while. Learn to chew the hay, spit out the sticks and live your
life they way God has planned for you…not for anyone else. Comparison happens,
but at the end of the day, you will do your very best at just being you. I know
it’s cliché, but it’s truth. So, be real with yourself and as much as you can,
work on seeing the best side of all things. Your perspective makes all the
difference.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Les Mis

So…I know I’m WAY late, but I just saw the Les Miserables
movie yesterday. I have to admit, I was nervous to see it at first because I
heard so many differing opinions on it. Some people loved it and sobbed as they
watched this tragic story of redemption and others could not get past the fact
that some actors could not sing and this was, in fact, a musical and therefore
required that ability.

Normally, it is extremely hard for me to watch/listen to any
musical performance without my “singer hat” on, so I was not excited about
having to try, but I gave in because I knew I would kick myself if I failed to
see Les Mis on the big screen.

Turns out, I’m so glad I did. I loved it! I didn’t sob (I’m
beginning to think I only cry at animated films like Toy Story), but I loved
it. Now, there were definitely times I questioned my sanity as some characters
(one in particular) let out some vocal sounds worthy of an entire episode of
Idology critique, but what I loved was the commitment these actors had. I was
actually inspired by it. The fact that they immersed themselves SO deeply into
something that does not come naturally to them and most of them carried it out
beautifully was a wonder to me. It was also a challenge to me to push myself
harder…to dive deeper into my songs…and to not be afraid to let imperfections
color outside the lines a bit for the sake of a message.

I am fully aware that I have heard and seen beyond amazing
performances of these songs by Broadway actors and I would have loved to see
more of them utilized for this movie.
***Side note: Eponine and Marius were absolutely brilliant and they are
perfect examples of Broadway actors being utilized so very well.*** However, I thought this was definitely
cast well. I mean, have you ever wanted Javert to die as much as you did in
this movie? Also, wasn’t Anne Hathaway beautifully flawed? How about that
“Master of the House” performance? Was that not brilliant? What about Gavroche?
Plus, I can watch Hugh Jackman lift anything heavy off of anybody for as long
as you’d like me to. ;-)

All that to say, I had a great time watching the story
unfold. Next time, I may watch with my “singer hat” on and have a different
story to tell, but for now I will give them their kudos for One Day More!

I’m so curious to know what you thought about the movie? Did
you love it? Did you hate it? Hit the comment section and let me know.

4. Question: Is the audience going to be
this loud the entire show? Can’t they turn them down a little?

5. Paige Thomas is first. Demi just
admitted that she’s not the best vocalist. Wow. Why cut her hair if she’s gonna
wear a spike hat? A LOT going on in that performance. Hmmm…not my fave, but
kinda reminded me of [insert any award show here].

6. I would love to see the artists work
up to these HUGE productions. Start smaller and have somewhere to grow, I
think.

7. Arin is next. Did Britney just say he
needs to “focal down?” I think I know what she meant…I think. Cool version of
this song. A few pitch problems and is he old enough to have those ladies
body-rolling on him like that?

8. L.A. Reid is kinda harsh on David. Is
this like a reverse psychology strategy? Boy can sing. Interesting song choice,
but I think he sang it well. Totally agree with Simon on the slightly manic
delivery, but overall I liked it.

9. Sister C…can someone please tell me
who doesn’t think these girls are likeable? Didn’t they audition with this
song? Yay for 3 part harmony, though! I like them. GASP – could they be likeable?!?!

10. I refuse to blame Khloe for having to
deliver that “Hex Factor” line before the lights went out. I will, however,
blame whoever came up with that idea.

11. Jennel really likes fringe. She rocked
that song. There were a few weak moments where I thought she could have made
better melody choices to highlight her voice, but nice job!

12. I see what Britney is trying to do
with Diamond…keep her young. Plus, I think De’Borah from The Voice has ruined
anyone else singing this song for me. She has my favorite version! However,
loved what Diamond did at the end vocally.

13. This song is way too low for Vino at
the beginning. Oh dear…he took his hat off. He’s definitely a rocker and the
higher part at the end was really cool. Hmmm…Simon says he’s more of a soul singer…now
I’m confused.

14. Lyric 145! Please don’t let me down!
Loving Lyric DaQueen! Actually love everything except for Gangnam Style. How
did that song get in this performance? Not sure about the outfits either, but
that’s ok. Don’t agree with L.A. Reid’s assessment of no soul, but love Lyric’s
answer to him asking if she like the song…”I made you like it!” Yes. Ma’am.

15. I have to say, I wish CeCe had on more
clothing. Now on to the song…I didn’t care for the singing of the verses at
all, but the pre-chorus and chorus were fierce! Liking the blond hair. I can
tell that she’s an extremely hard worker and I love that.

16. So far, Tate has had the best pitch
and control hands down. He wasn’t
my favorite leading into the live shows, but MAN, he did a great job! I definitely
want him to stick around! Then, when he started to tear up and his voice broke
about his family…I’m in.

17. Love that Beatrice was so vocal about
not liking the song choice. Holy crimps in her hair Batman! She’s beyond her
years as far as emoting goes. Her voice sounds good, but I loved her Titanium
performance so much more.

18. So…when I close my eyes, Jason Brock
is singing his tail off! Not my favorite song for him, but doesn’t matter…he
can just sing. Now…when I open my eyes, I’m completely distracted and it’s like
I can’t even hear him sing. How do they fix that? Please fix that… *side note: I could have done without
him trying to pat Mario Lopez’s bum after the critiques.

19. 1432?! Seriously? That’s the new name?
I’m gonna try to look past that name for now. I love Taylor Swift, so I guess
I’m okay with the song choice. Question: Why does a group of 5 need 6
background singers? Wasn’t my favorite performance, but I think they can
improve. Love that Khloe made Demi say who her favorite was…she was my favorite
too!

20. Not used to male country singers
having a bunch of dancers and stuff, but maybe I’ll be proven wrong at the CMAs
tonight. Willie can sing, but it seemed like a caricature of a country singer. I
know people love him and I really want to. He is a cutie pie, though! J

21. This little Carly Rose can sing. This
was not a singer’s song, and I still heard her amazing voice in spite of that.
Here’s hoping she get something more worthy of her chops next week.

22. Emblem 3. Apparently, all the
shirtlessness paid off. I’m a fan. All three of them can sing. Loved the song.
Loved the harmonies. Loved them. Uh-oh. I feel like Demi Lovato.

23. All in all, the first live show of X
Factor was a lot to take in with only SOME of it being exciting, but I have
hope for the show. I really do.

24. 4 acts go home tonight…who do you
think it might be?

25. You know I hate results shows and
predicting, but I know I have to so…If it’s one act from each mentor…

Monday, September 17, 2012

Smokey Joe's Cafe

So...here's the thing...I'm part of this AMAZING production of Smokey Joe's Cafe that opens THIS Thursday Sept. 20th and I thought I would tell you why you really want to come see this! It's a show full of singing HEFFAS...even the guys! ;-) I seriously sit in rehearsal every day wanting to throw my shoes at every single cast member. If my shoes weren't so dang cute, I might actually do it. On top of all of that, I get to sing my heart out! I have never been so stretched in a show to cover different genres, moods and notes. NEVER! It's so challenging and so much fun all at the same time.

Now, I know some of you are like...what in the world is Smokey Joe's Cafe? Well, it's a musical of revue of some of the best music out there written by Lieber & Stoller. If you don't know who I'm talking about...proceed to google immediately! They are the writers of huge Elvis hits like Treat Me Nice, Hound Dog and Jailhouse Rock...Doo Wop hits like Young Blood, Ruby Baby and Searchin'...Pop hits like I Keep Forgettin', Love Potion #9 and On Broadway...Blues hits like Trouble and I'm a Woman. Seriously, they are musical geniuses and that doesn't even begin to cover all the fabulous songs in this show. No talking...just singing...and you are guaranteed to be singing along all night!

Now on to this stellar cast! Meet my HEFFAS!

Abner Ramirez

Amanda Ramirez

Laura Matula

Ryan Greenawalt

Libby Hodges

John-Mark McGaha

Harvey Hubert

*Abner and Amanda are the acclaimed duo JOHNNYSWIM. Their voices are sublime and they make every song come alive like you've never heard it before! Plus, they're the most adorable husband and wife ever!

*Laura's voice is capable of anything! I am not exaggerating. I seriously have not found something she can't do. It's my new mission in life.

*Ryan sings higher than me. This is not okay, but it's really impressive to watch. FYI: When I say he sings higher, I mean he's actually belting higher than me...this is not falsetto. I have some work to do. :-)

*Libby...let's just call her the blond Aretha Franklin! Her voice is bananas. Just you wait...you will be throwing shoes at the end of every. song. she. sings.

*John-Mark is the male version of Laura. Still haven't found what he can't do. His voice has so many colors to it...it really is breathtaking.

So...your assignment is to head over to www.studiotenn.com and get your tickets RIGHT NOW. Trust me, the ticket price is WELL worth the show you will see. (You'll probably want to donate more after the show) I also suggest you come the first weekend because you're gonna want to see this one more than once.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Daydreaming...

Hey, lovely people! I thought since the Top 13 are going to be revealed tonight, I would let you know my dream Top 13. Let me preface this with saying, I rarely get what I want when it comes to American Idol. The show itself is great, but the voting public and I just don't seem to agree. That being said...in my perfect world, here are my picks:

Once again...there is NO way I'm right on this. It's just what I would LIKE to see happen. That is all. Give me your list now. You have until 6:30pm CST. The person closest to the actual Top 13 will get a Melinda Doolittle hoodie (you know you've been wanting one) and bragging rights...at least for the next week. ;-)
GO!

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

5 Reasons Valentine's Day ROCKS for Single Women

Hey guys! If you've kept up with me at all, you know by now that I like to look on the positive side of things. Sometimes, it's a stretch, but I do all I can to find at least 3 nice things about any situation. Well, this time, I upped the number to 5 just to show you how awesome singleness is! So here we go!

#5. You can eat dinner at a normal time!
Trying to get a reservation at your favorite restaurant tonight could very well end up with you eating at either 4:30pm or 9:00pm because of how booked these places get, but you don't have to even try when you're single!

#4. You can eat ALL you want!
Have you ever put on your favorite, slimming outfit, headed out to your favorite restaurant but then not been able to eat all you want because all of the sudden your outfit isn't so slimming anymore? No worries here! Just put on your onesie and eat to your heart's content!

#3. No dead flowers!
Sure, the roses look nice and pretty when you first get them, but then they die...and smell. Well, that doesn't happen when nobody sends you any!

#2. No awkward moments!
Ever tried to pick out the right Valentine's Day card or gift for that special person based on where you are in your relationship? Not too mushy...a little more than friends but not saying "I love you" just yet...whatever the case may be. Well, you don't have to even think about this when you're single.ADDED BONUS: You're saving money! I mean seriously, does it get any better than that?

#1. No unmet expectations!
Face it ladies, whether we want to or not, we all secretly wish for that movie perfect, romantic date. But no matter how hard the man tries, he will never be Ryan Reynolds or Denzel Washington. (Can you tell I'm excited about Safe House?) However, if there is no man, there's no chance for disappointment. See how that works?

Honorable Mention:
You can send out texts to all your happily married or dating friends that say "Happy VD" and then pretend you meant "Valentine's Day" instead of the alternative. *wink, wink*

So there you go! Let me know what you think. And sincerely...Happy Valentine's Day! I really do love the day, single or not. Love makes me happy! Cherish the ones you love and be nice to the ones you don't...at least for today!