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Distractions

The closer we come to our personal freedom, to our embodied enlightenment, sometimes the more distractions we find ourselves involved in. Those distractions can take many forms. Whether it is a troubling relationship, job, or even a health issue which we are trying to resolve.

Let’s use the example of a relationship in which there is lots of drama. The person may want to extricate themselves from that relationship but find themselves going back over and over again to that person and all that drama. It serves a purpose for them. The drama is a bit addictive, because it infuses them with a feeling of being alive. Otherwise, if they were not in that relationship, they would have to face themselves and their boredom with life. Those of us who are at the later stages of ascension, and if you are reading this, you are one of those people, we may find ourselves quite bored. We want to go deeper. We asked for that. We cannot put up much longer with the old energy and with being on just the surface of life.

But, it is not easy to face those feelings of boredom. Or whatever other feelings may be coming up to be cleared. So any situation, relationship, job, family situation that we find ourselves involved in serves a purpose. It is a wonderful distraction for not going within and facing those feelings and moving through them.

Many of us have released relationships, jobs, family, and find ourselves alone. We are in the process now of facing all of ourselves. Of allowing all the feelings when they come up. It is not an easy place to be which is why so many people avoid this place. There is a sense of boredom and that is because we want to go deeper. We cannot continue living life without feeling that deep connection with our soul.

People wonder why those who have everything on a physical level, they have wealth, they have their health, they have everything that a human being believes they need in order to be happy, but these people are often more unhappy than they ever have been in their life. That’s because they thought that having those things would make them happy and fulfilled. It’s a very frightening place to be when one believes that they have done everything they could possibly do to feel fulfilled and they still come up empty.

Those of us who are awakening are at the advantage because we recognize finally, that the conditions we find ourselves in do not necessarily dictate our joy. That we can choose how we wish to feel. And in that choosing how we want to feel, and in practicing that feeling, those things that we do desire come to us easily and naturally.

But even those of us on the Ascension path are beginning to realize that this ascension is not just about improving our existing life. In fact it’s not about that at all. It is not about having more money, having better health, having a nicer home, having the perfect relationship. And yet, as we embrace our divinity, as we allow these feelings of love to become more real to us and as we incorporate these feelings into our bodies and our lives, all of our heart’s desires naturally flow to us without effort.

But without devoting ourselves 100% to being here, to being in these bodies, we will not reach that place.

This is not a half-hearted ascension. And we knew that. We knew before this lifetime that this would be the lifetime in which we integrated our divinity into our bodies and our lives. We knew it would take everything we had to do this. The challenge here is that we get bogged down in this dimension and we forget temporarily why we are here. We get caught up in the surface of life. We think that our goals are to have more money, better health, better relationships. And that is where it ends. But all of those things are the end result of this integration process. Without that passion from our soul, we could have all those things handed to us, and we still would not feel the joy that is our birthright.

It does feel like a bit of a Catch-22 however, because if our health has deteriorated, and we are struggling financially, those things can affect our consciousness and our attitude towards life. Life is not terribly joyful if we are not feeling well and if we are struggling to make ends meet. But, we need to remind ourselves that those conditions are also a product of not feeling terribly connected to life, of responding to old patterns and energetic patterns from our ancestors. Most of which we did on an unconscious level.

But now that we are awakening, and now that we recognize that we do create our reality, we know that anything we created can be re-created again in the way that we choose. We also know that as we do love ourselves more, this brings up old parts of ourselves from our past that have not felt loved. That can take the form of emotional and physical conditions. But the problem is once we experience those emotional and physical conditions, we focus on them with fear and worry primarily. We lose sight of the bigger picture. The bigger picture is that we are going through an enormous transformational process physically, emotionally and mentally. Naturally this will stir up many old energetic patterns that need to be cleared from our bodies and our lives.

The less we try to figure this out from our mind, from our human personality self, the more smoothly it will flow. But that takes a lot of trust. That takes courage the likes of which most people on the planet are not anywhere near ready to participate in.

So if you are reading this post, and you are feeling connected to this material, you are one of the bold ones who went forth and was courageous enough and skilled enough to be among the first to do this embodied enlightenment. Give yourself credit for coming this far. Don’t let conditions discourage you at this point. Don’t let the distractions get in your way of doing what you came here to do.

You have immense support from your nonphysical family and friends in the other realms, and you have a global community that you can find online that are going through many of the things that you are going through. There is no excuse for not seeking out that support. The ascended masters of the past had no such support. And it is one of the reasons they found it very difficult to stay here after their ascension. Yes this journey can be very difficult on us emotionally, physically and mentally. There are times when I have felt that I was at the end of my rope. I felt like this was just too difficult. It felt as if the impossible was being asked of me. And because I wasn’t seeing dramatic changes outside myself, I let my mind seduce me into believing that nothing was happening. Yet huge amounts of energy are being moved. There is a small fraction of the population of this world that are at the forefront of this movement. But you know this already. You know that as you go out into your community, there are very few people you can talk to about what you are going through. Conversations are feeling more and more mundane to you these days. Yet sometimes the loneliness pushes you to connect with others you normally would not have much to do with.

But that is wearing thin also. It is time to dive in 100% if you have not already done so. It’s safe. The water is great!

Our lives are like great paintings or great pieces of music. If we focus on all the technical 'imperfections' we will miss the true beauty of the work. We won't see, or rather, FEEL the essence and spirit of the masterpiece.
I no longer identify myself as a writer, artist, or musician. Rather I express my divinity, and my humanity through the media of art, music and writing. I began this blog because I wanted to give voice to my experiences and insights, and I wrote for myself primarily. Eight years later, I am still writing for myself, and I am discovering that my experiences are not personal but universal - galactic even. And now I am more sure than ever that I am a new consciousness teacher, as each of you are. The way we teach is by going through the very human experiences, and as we ascend and shed our old selves, with love, and as we embody spirit in this lifetime, which we are all doing, we become the standards for others of the new divine human.

In the past, I would have said I loved myself just fine. I liked being alone, even just doing nothing. This ascension process, or some of its energies, have had me really loathing myself lately. It doesn’t feel as if it will end. I try to treat myself kindly and notice any negative thought patterns but a huge feeling of unease rolls over me in waves. What I am lacking is the ‘how’ to love/like myself or indeed ANYTHING. It seems as if I am doing this Ascension thing backwards… is there anything to be actively done or must such things run their course?

You are not alone in that great question! What’s happening is you are going to deeper levels of self love, and that naturally stirs up parts of you , whether they are past life aspects or your shadow side, that are resisting that love. They are trying to assert themselves. Your only job is to acknowledge them, but don’t take what they are telling you as your truth. Because your truth is that you are a magnificent divine being having a human experience. Our mind judges the feelings of anger or self loathing as bad, but those emotions are just aspects of our human self that have felt traumatized by life. You will be amazed how you can transmute those feelings by just accepting them. And reminding yourself that part of the process is going to be uncomfortable for awhile.

The uneasiness is because you are allowing yourself to let go of controlling your thoughts and your life from your mind, and to the mind that is frightening. It believes it is protecting you by worrying. So as you release the worry it tries harder to get your attention.

Interestingly, the more we feel out of control of our life and our emotions, and the more intense things get in our life, it’s a sign we are getting closer to our enlightenment

Thank you. You throw an amazing lifeline! 😉 It is difficult when so many Ascension posts say we must feel and share love and stay positive. I can’t make myself feel what I don’t feel, and then there is this added layer of IF I could, then I would be doing this successfully…

A very wise Ascended Master (Adamus St. Germaine) once said, “Enlightenment is not pretty. It tears at you like a dragon.”. He also said, ” an ascending master is a pissed off master.” Meaning honor all your emotions because it’s rough out there and it’s a total recalibration of our body, mind and heart.

And we are understanding that those emotions are inherited for the most part and as ascending masters we are slowly learning not to identify with those emotions. But it’s not about denying them.

Sometimes it takes every shread of energy to stay here, in these bodies, on the Planet. If anyone tells you it’s easy, or we should be walking around with a smile on our face, well, yes, life does get eàsier and more delicious when we finally take ownership of our freedom, but getting there….whew!!!! Not for the faint of heart. And BTW, we on the forefront of this ascension are not always looked at kindly from our friends in the ‘new age’ community. Most of them still think ascension is all about the light and singing kumbaya and just being hoisted into some kind of off planet nirvana existence. Some of them are waiting to be saved by aliens, like the Christians were waiting for Jesus.

No, this ascension is all about dying and being reborn in the same bodies, condensing several lifetimes into one, falling in love with ourselves, all of ourselves, and that takes time and trust in our selves and our soul. Then it is natural to want to share that love with others. It’s natural to think we are on the wrong track if we buy into the prevailing beliefs about what ascension is about.

What we are doing is historical and monumental, very few humans have the skill or courage to tread here. we are writing the manual as we go along. So a smile on our face may not be there much just yet, but it’s coming!

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I AM NOT WILLING…..

I am not willing to hurt myself anymore by indulging in emotions that are not very uplifting. There are wounded parts of ourselves that need to be healed. But they don’t become healed by acting and feeling as if they are our truth.

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ROSE COLORED GLASSES

Those of us who chose embodied enlightenment are not here to look at the world with rose colored glasses, or to just think happy thoughts. We are here to fall in love with ourselves. To do that we have learned that the love we are experiencing includes all the 'negative' thoughts. So we are learning how to work with the light and the dark. We see the 'dark' in the world as those parts of humanity that have not yet embraced and accepted their own shadow. Very few humans are adept at working with the light and the dark within themselves. But until they do, there will never be true peace and co-operation.

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This blog is for those who are devoted to their embodied enlightenment. It's not for those who are just dabbling in spirituality. This blog is not for those who believe they need to hold energies for the planet, or for mankind. It's not for those who just want to feel the energies here and not do the inner work. That work being to fall in love with themselves. This blog is for those courageous and outrageous souls who are ready to claim their freedom.

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YOU, OLD SOUL, CAME INTO THIS LIFETIME WITH SO MUCH PASSION, SO MUCH ENTHUSIASM AND HOPE, BECAUSE YOU KNEW THAT THIS LIFETIME WAS SPECIAL, AND YOU WERE SO READY TO BE IN THE FOREFRONT OF A MAJOR TRANSFORMATION INTO NEW ENERGY. YOU DIDN'T EXPECT TO BE MET WITH SO MUCH RESISTANCE FROM THE WORLD AROUND YOU, SO YOU PUT YOUR CHRIST SEED AWAY...THE TIME WASN'T YET RIGHT....UNTIL A FEW YEARS AGO. NOW THAT CHRIST SEED IS UNFOLDING AND SOON YOU WILL FEEL THAT ORIGINAL PASSION ONCE AGAIN. REJOICE IN THAT KNOWLEDGE.

YOU ARE THE ONE

You are the one at the forefront of these changes in consciousness, so you are the final authority on what is best for you in every now moment. And when I say you, I mean you and your divine self.

STOP TRYING

Stop trying to change your programming, or your beliefs. Just invite your inner being, your soul, your divine nature, whatever you want to call it, to be with you as intimately as you are comfortable. Then you will naturally gravitate toward those feelings of peace, passion, expansion, carefree-ness, self-worth and adventure. That's freedom.

I’M O.K. WITH IT

The quickest way to transform any stuck energy is to just be O.K. with being stuck.

OWN IT

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