Signei crawl on you and turn around and flip up my skirt and let me wet pussy tease the tip of your cock, as u moan I slide gently down your cock....I can feel all of you in me and u are pounding me hard making me scream and moan, as u get close to cummin i pull off and make u wait, i then have you get off your ass and bend over the desk and I slide a vibrating dildo in your ass...as I am sliding it in and out u r hard, out of the blue some girl walks in and she is slightly shocked by what she sees but u ask her to join...she agrees she strips off her close she has this amazing body thats so silky you almost think she unreal, she says she loves to fuck...she crawls on to the desk and puts her feet in the air and you look down and take a lick of her pulsing clit... she tastes good to u...u lick a couple more times and spread her lips and plow your cock into her tight twat while you are pounding her, I am still pounding your ass....u are moaning as u can feel your cock getting close
i spank

Mi Vida LocaName: Ben Meyer
ID: benmeyer2006
Status: lying jerk.
so yeah... I met this guy here... and it was pretty funny- my instincts told me not to trust him, and they were nothing but right. The minute I wasn't falling for his lies, he started doing the same hardcore "I love you" speech to another girl... What's funny is... I would have never bothered to check had she not checked me out. He might not have gotten caught... and he'd be playing two women at the same time. Who knows how many other girls he's giving the same speech to.
So ladies... if you meet this guy- his name is Ben... he's from Canada. He says he works in some high-end business and he's moving at the end of the month to whatever state YOU live in... and he wants to wine and dine you- maybe even give you a high paying secretarial job for like 150,000 bucks a year... like he offered me. The truth? He's listed as an Avon Representative- the last I knew, they didn't make that much a year themselves let alone be able to pay

Do People Really Believe This Bsok so I go to open some message on my myspace and I get this:
McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... All places with
ball pits in the children's play area. One of my sons lost his watch,
and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find his
watch.
Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss.
I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often.. My kids will never play in another ball pit.
Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren, or friends with children.
This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is!
Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland , TN.
On October 2nd, 1999 I took my only son to McDonald's for his

Poems.....Why has no one ever loved me??
Am I nothing??
I can't be everything you want
I can't be everuthing you need
Heartbroken and bleeding I cry for you
Longing for your soft gentle touch
The way you would touch my cheek
Brush my hair out of my eyes
Now looking at you those eyes full of lies
The way they use to sparkle
The way they use to look at me
Now they look through me
Seeing past everything I use to be
I'm tossed away
Thrown aside
Waiting for the next turn in my life
Waiting for someone to prove to me
Not everyone is the same
To prove to me you were the one that was wrong
To show me I'm not crazy
Prove to me that I can be loved
Someone show me that I too can have someone stand beside me
Hoping for the right thing to happen
Always waiting for that light to shine into my life
Hiding away from all the wrong
But somehow that is the only thing that breaks through
Crying out for someone to see me
My insides instead of my outter being
Shying away from feeling
Pr

LoveI know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer's day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as you, to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you. the mold was truely broken the day you were made and i am glad i found you. love helps us but our hearts get us there
if you love someone, let your heart not you dreams be the one to guide you to your goals
your heart always knows the real truth even if it feels wrong to you love finds a way to show us the past,
but life gives you the chance to decide if it lasts.
you tell all your fears to people you love,
and know they cant tell that inside you the pain continues to shove
i may often sit and compare love the the beauty of a rose,
but to me the rose is like love delicate precious and always needs your love before it can fully grow.
you stay up late and allyou do is cry,
then lay awake wondering Why
you hope that in the end,
y

My Friend Needs Help It Is His Last Contest Lests Make It A Good One.if you help him i will rate your pics and stash.
Sorry to all my friends I know that I havent been here much but i lost my connection at home, and i cant be on the web much at work so I hope you are all fine and I hope to be back soon.
So party on for me and be safe have fun :)
I misse you all
xoxoxoxoxxo I just whanted to say sorry to all my friends here becuse i am not realle present at all but i lost my inernet conection and i dont have acsess to a computer much so hope you are all well and having fun. love you all and see ya when i get back
kisses to all xoxoxox

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To Life And All It's GloryThe big desert overseas. Yes I am goin to Iraq this is my 3rd deployment over. An yes this will be a 15 month rotation this time. I want to thank all my new friends and family people for letting me a part of this special site. I also want to say 'sorry that I will probaly be slow to respond to alot of emails and to do votes and comments.
Thank you all for all the support from you all. I will try to update and post as much as possible. Thank you, Coyote
Today I fly to Iraq for a 15 month rotation. I like to thank all my friends that will send thier support. I will try to keep up witj all that goinig on here and post pics. Take care cause I want to see all my friends when I get back.
Please remeber you don't have to support the government or the war, just support me and the other military people.
Sniffs & Licks, Coyote Soon I will be deploying for my 3rd trip overseas. I was on my block leave recently, and I discovered a few things about myself. I know ther

Life With The FamilyI just got a little punked out (and I DESERVED it) by a buddy of mine who came out to look at the water heater today on his lunch break...
This is my friend, Danny:
slay@ fubar
He services appliances of the water variety, and without him I would have been shooting in the dark. Oh, and NOW he tells me he could have installed the damn thing!
Thanks big guy! This has not been a groovy weekend! Well, Isaac's party was great, but that's a different blog!
On Friday morning, I noticed a little wetness on the carpet in front of the fireplace. Having three kids ages 6, 4, and 3, I naturally thought that one of them may have spilled some water in front of it. I come home from work that evening to find that there's a HUGE puddle of water in the garage and there are two SOAKING WET spots! Now I'm terrified that my house is falling apart!
Alisha and I go clean up the water, and when I step out of the room, she accidentally knocks over a can of paint...3/4 gal of PINK paint! She's

LonelyPlease can you do me a favour and check out my new friend , she is extremely beautiful and her pics are a must see , especially her private pics . check her out to see .
thanks so much
vicky@ fubar Get This | Make on Snapvine Isnt it always the same you wait years to find someone that matches you , you find someone almost perfect for you in everyway - but someone has already found her .
All you can do is wish the person all the happiness in the world and struggle along your long lonely road alone xxxx

Dream DanceI just want to hold her hand and tell her that it's fine
I just want to tell her heart she always on my mind,
Does she see the hurt I feel when I look into her heart
Does she feel the love i have even while we are apart,
Can I be the one to lean on when her legs are week walk
Can I hear the stories she tells when she needs to to talk,
Would she look to me forever as a friend who wouldn't leave
Would she have the faith I carry for her I'll always believe,
Should I turn and walk away could I never look back again
Should I tell her she's on her own until the very end,
When she hurts does she think of me to make a smile appear
When she knows it is all good was it because she knows I care,
If I never met her soul would I miss the one I feel for so much
If I know whats best for me I 'll be waiting forever to feel her touch.
Again
J-Dubz
He wants a girl who will understand he's gonna make mistakes
Someone who will comprromise An even give and t

Photos And UpdatesI am not trying to sound like a bitch but unless we are friends and u comment and rate my shit please remove me from your list! I don't mean to be rude but I have lots of friends on my list and not one of them come to my profile or rates me. Then some of you don't even read my bulletins. Why are u on my list if you don't help me? I help people that help me and most of them are actually my friends.
Thanks
That's Right She's Back on the air waves live In The Morgue Lounge!
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Video'sShe was a woman on a mission
Here to drown a man for leavin
So I set her up again to watch him drown
She had just about succeeded
When that low down no goodcheater
Good for nothing came struttin' through the crown
Oh he was layin' it on so thick
He never missed a lick
Professing his never ending love
Oh but I never will forget, when she stood up and said
Well I guess you think we're just goinna kiss and makeup don't ya
(That's when she said)
Why don't you kiss...kiss this
And I don't mean on my rosy red lips
Me and You, oh we are through
And there's only one thing left for you to do
You just come on over here one last time
Pucker up and close your eyes, and kiss this...good bye
Well the next thing I recall
She had him back against the wall
Chewing him like a bulldog on a bone
She was putting him in his place
And I mean right up in his face
Draggin' him down a list of done me wrongs
It was just about now that the crowd gathered round
They came to wat

The Lightnin ReportKids in the back seat can cause accidents and accidents in the back seat can cause kids. I try to help all the newcomers when they join fubar by maxing them out on everything. I usually get squat in return, most of the time I would settle for a simple thank you, but that even seems to be to much to ask. I may be looking at this all wrong, hell I dont know, maybe someone has some suggestions. Well this is the second day of my blog and I still dont have a clue as to what to put in it. So I will talk about the weather, its' suppost to hit a 100 and 101 thru friday. F@%K its gonna be hot. Well thats it for now. Have a cool day.

Can I Get A God Damnthings are really crazy right now just got back from a week long vacation in Orlando where shit was absolutely fucking crazy to sum it up in a run- on word LIQOURGOCARTSCHOPPERSLAMBOSBIGTITSSHARKSSUNBURNS AND THAT IS BASICALLY HOW THINGS WENT LOL YOU GET MY POINT RIGHT? oK NOW MOVING ON. THE BAND I WORK FOR IS REALLY STARTING TO GAIN GROUND IN THE CENTRAL TEXAS MUSIC SCENE. THEY FUCKIN TORE IT UP AT BIKE NIGHT, AND HAVE A FEW SHOWS COMING UP JULY 16TH MUSIC VAULT IN HARKER HEIGHTS AND AUGUST 6TH AT THE RED EYED FLY IN AUSTIN. and yes, i just realized i was still typing in caps and i am also too lazy to go back and fix it so deal bitches. Other than that still on the market and on the prowl for someone to torture on a regular basis with my bizzare behavior and antics. That should do it for now as far as an update not that anyone reads this shit and even if you could make it through all of the swearing typos and basic english grammatical errors to understand what i am getting at you must

Move Along Nuffin' To See HereOn Your Midnight Pallet Lying
On your midnight pallet lying, Listen, and undo the door:Lads that waste the light in sighing In the dark should sigh no more;Night should ease a lover's sorrow;Therefore, since I go to-morrow, Pity me before.In the land to which I travel, The far dwelling, let me say --Once, if here the couch is gravel, In a kinder bed I lay,And the breast the darnel smothersRested once upon another's When it was not clay.
THE NEW MISTRESS
'Oh, sick I am to see you, will you never let me be?You may be good for something but you are not good for me.Oh, go where you are wanted, for you are not wanted here.'And that was all the farewell when I parted from my dear.I will go where I am wanted, to a lady born and bred

I'm Leaving Ct....TRY TO LEAVE CT (OPPPS FUBAR) DON'T LET BOO BOO KNOW ROFL... BECAUSE NO ONE COULD EVER LEAVE AFTER BOO BOO GETS DONE...I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY... SPEECHLESS!!! THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH I NEEDED THAT... **MUCH LOVE TO YOU AND ALL YOUR AWESOME FRIENDS..... AND MINE TOO =P I LOVE YA ALL SHELL
YEP I'M STAYING, SO MANY REAL PEOPLE..HIT MY PAGE MY ALERT BOX RESET... SO IF I MISS YOU KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING... YOU ALL MADE MY DAY THANKS AGAIN!!
BOO BOO IS PRICELESS
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I need all my friends here. I know you all of you go above and beyond what anyone ever expects.Sometimes this place gets very dramatical. Although through the drama there are alot of good people here. Shes wanting to leave and shes a good person. Please help me by everyone going to her page and just loving on her.Let her know that ev

Random ThoughtsFubar has shut me down for tonight, so sorry ladies, if you have satin bra pics on your site they will have to wait another day to get a rating from me lol. Boy my life is rough some times:) Even if there only little dreams. I look for the same thing every time I go cruisin profiles, hey a guy has to have a hobby:) well today a friend answered what I like, and they answered it damn well....It's cool to see someone you have met in person in a brand new way and suprisingly (you know guy instincts and all) I don't think any less of them, if anything they now have a more sensual nature to them. I can sum there pictures up in a few words "MORE MORE MORE" and "GRRRRRR" LOL I know the guy side is shining threw a little but omg she is hot:) Well I posted this on my yahoo and fubar blogs, you know that I like satin bras. Well the funiest thing just happened. I opened up my email and there was a message from an individual that will not post bra pics on the intrenet. Well that kinda hurts my feel

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Questions/answersI had a very strange and surreal experience yesterday! I'm wondering if anyone else has had this happen to them.
I know a fair amount about psi vampires. I belong to a Vampire/Occult online community, although I have not logged on there in awhile!
Yesterday I treated a new client, an 27 year old army reservist getting ready for deployment to Iraq for the third time. He was fairly knowledgeable on energy and such, so we talked for most of his treatment. Not a bad thing! Towards the end of the treatment, I started to get rather "tranced out", felt a little fuzzy, like being in a dream. Really felt as if I had no control over my actions at all! I've never experienced anything like this before! After he had left, I slowly came back to what is normal for me, lol. Somewhere during our chat during his acupuncture treatment, he told me my energy had called to him - that's why he came in for a treatment.
This is edited and censored because I'd rather not talk about the whole interact

Sayingsi am an idea
conceived in th emind of the universe
and interpreted in the minds
of the individuals i meet
like a blank canvas
and every person that crosses our path
takes up the brush
and makes their mark
upon our surface
but we must realize there comes a day
that we must take up the brush
and finish the work
for only we can determine
if we are to be
just another canvas
or a masterpiece
the most pathetic person in the world is someone who has sight but has no vision when no one is there for u
and u think no one cares
when the whole world walks out on u
and u think ur alone
i'll be there
when the one u care about the most
could care less about u
when the one u gave ur heart to
throws it in ur face
I'll be there
when the person u trusted
betrays u
when the person u share all ur memories with
can't even remember ur birthday
i'll be there
when all u need is a friend
to listen to u whine
when all u need is someone
to catch ur tears
i'll be there
when ur

MeTrashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low
You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold
My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there
But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time
I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone
Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll
And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know
Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Su

My Rants (some Useful, Some Useless)Well, I use to be an addict and stick around in lounges here on fubar, Met alot of cool people, and a few uncool people.. but here lately they have got boring. the main reason i go is for the great music and great people, but i dont know, too me they are starting too get stale, the heavy metal crap thats played all the time. I have just stopped going, or when i go, its just long enough to see if i know anybody there, say hi and leave. I took a 3 month absence from Fubar cause my DJ schedule from other places have been really hectic, Bringing me too my next subject
I Have been DJing at certain places for 10 years, using the standard Shoutcast servers. I have had Comments on my pages saying they dont like what i play cause its not metal, i will play anything but that. however i always make exceptions to my rules. I guess thats why i never had any Desire to be a DJ here on Fubar, Everywhere i go its metal I get Desires too every once in a while, like earlier today when i came back

My Little WordsW
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for the last day
a day to end all days
what to do with the t
i
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k
i
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g
one more dance
with the wind
falling from the sky?
Another kiss upon
A child's button nose
With such tenderness?
Or a rainy day
Curled in a bundle
With hot drink?
Or maybe wild ride
Upon a bumping kayak
In rushing white water?
Wait not for the last
Live for the first. The elusive dream of a touch,
the memory of a hope of a kiss,
the dance of a heart, spiraling.
Up into the night sky,
upon the notes of a song,
the whisper of a wish.

Rosed1Here lies Walter Dudley.
He found out too late,
Dobermans aren't cuddly.
Here lies Bill Boller
He got ran over by
A steam roller
(This tombstone is very tall and narrow)
Lizzy Bordon's father lies here
(with many small stones around that say 'and here')
Mary Lass
Missed the brake and hit the gas
I was Fred
Now I'm dead
Mary Aster
Should have j-walked a little faster
Mrs. Derns
Now being ate by worms
C. Dracula
1236
1458
1527
1703
1823
1995
Here lies my wife,
I bid her goodbye.
She rests in peace
and now so do I.
Here lies Vlad the Impaler
He bit off more than he could chew
Here lies the Pillsbury Dough Boy
He will rise again
Here I lie
And no wonder I'm dead,
For the wheel of a semi
Went over my head.
~ Dracula ~
"Fangs for the Memories"
Rest in Pieces
Here lies dear old Brother Tor
He couldn't take it anymore
Here lies Frank
Dead by gun
Caught in bed
By another's husband
Mary M

Attempting To Cure Insanity!!!Frustration is an emotion that can take you on many different roads. Yet if not relieved, can basically lead to total melt down. And no I'm not talking sexual either lol. Life is dealing me so many damn curve balls at the moment I don't have enough hands to catch them all. And I'm about to crash. Or so it feels that way anyhow. Someone once told me life is like a wheel. It just keeps on turning and eventually the good comes back around. Wish I were close enough to throttle that person right about now lol. Because my wheel has a flat! It hasn't turned in a long long time now. And the World Wide Web is a lovely place to come and create a solitude that no one else can destroy. A safe haven. Where it so lovingly introduces you to people that you just can't have lol. Or even get close enough to, to have that so needed chat or hug or even just the closeness. I dunno, maybe I'm just looking down at everything at the moment. It's more than likely the case. But I am a breath aw

LyricsIt's true, we're all a little insane.
But it's so clear,
Now that I'm unchained.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me. Don't deny.
Sweet sacrifice.
One day I'm gonna forget your name,
And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain.
Fear is only in our minds,
Taking over all the time.
Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time.
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?
I'm your sacrifice.
(I dream in darkness
I sleep to die,
Erase the silence,
Erase my life,
Our burning ashes
Blacken the day,
A world of nothingness,
Blow me away.)
Do you wonder why you hate?
Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?
You poor sweet innocent thing.
Dry your eyes and testify.
You know you live to break me.

Shorty Is Mine( whats worng with this )
(HIM)
WELL WE ARE WORKING ON THINGS IN ARE LIFE WITH GODS HELP WE CAN DO IT , HE ASK ME BACK JUST AS I WAS GETTING ON MY PLANE TO KS, HE CALLED AND SAID PLEASE DONT GO I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT IM SORRY I HURT YOU , AND I LIKE TO MAKE UP TO YOU , I WAS WORNG FOR WHAT I DID WITH HER AND IM SO OOO SORRY I DO NOT WISH FOR YOU TO FOR GIVE ME BUT I LIKE TO WORK OUT EVERY THING WITH YOU AND WELL YOU COME WITH ME , I MISS YOU TOO , AND I WISH I NEVER DID WHAT I DID THEN NOW , YES YOUO ARE A GOOD WIFE AT TIMES BUT I KNOW YOU THRY YOUR BEST TO MAKE THIS LIFE OF ARE WORK AND I WAS THE ONE DID NOT , SO
(HER)
WHY YOU HAD DO WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND EVERY THIG ELSE , AND YES I KNOW YOU TEELING ME YOU CHAETED ON ME WITH HER AND YOU LIKE ME TO FOR GIVE YOU AND GIVE YOU A 2 CHANGE WITH YOU BUT HOW CAN I SEE ITS NOT GOIONG TO GO ON WITH HER AND EVERY THIG ELSE , I CANT DO IT ANY MORE YOU HURT ME SO MUCH AND SHE WAS A FRIEND OF MINE , HOW CAN YOU 2 DO THIS TO ME ?

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Mine has seen a many
Some Big Some Small
through tough times both good and bad to this day I am glad
For you a many have rendered to me much
Now i rely not on a man's touch
but faith and prayer not just spoken to the air
but the fair faint of my heart for that will never depart
Oh jaded ones for you do not know how much love this heart HAS bestown keep a blind eye and a def ear
someday someway there will be no more fear
For i have come to believe the flesh is flesh and bone is bone
My soul
you have never bestown, bestown upon me
for I am not broken over the ingnorant words you have spoken ashes to ashes dust to dust for i will move on
for i must
blessed be with you in despair for i cast your hate into the air..
in prayer for u
to someday be happy & real
Dont forget to feel..

Cheap Wine And Strawberry GashesA look of confusion, a single tear falls
waiting and wondering why
Security and promises await
Love and devotion
wondering why
Lost in the spaces between a sense of belonging and the feeling of love
Who am I to judge it could be true it could really work.
Losing in the battle of love and friendship together we fall.
The feelings differ from one to the other
The knowing I need this
I want this
The knowing the love
a broken friendship?
With both the sense of security with both
Should I jump at the first chance
hang back and stay cool?
A lost sense of all feelings
a hopeless romantic with a crushed heart
Wondering why Push it down, shove it in my face
pull me right back to you
bringing me to this point my heart just breaks
how could you leave so far away
A promise yet left empty a word taken for granted
a pharse that meant so much
do you feel it or am I wasting time
trying to bring it all back
I still love you.
A dreamer lost in a fantasy is n

Hello?????Well it has been 2 months and things are still crazy and a mess but I need the pc back so here i am yet again only this time I have a plan . Yes i said a plan (((Start Shaking in your boots))) . I came to a conclusion in six months if things are not better financially ....well... I am gonna sell house and move back towards Indiana till the economy here on east coast is alittle better . My mom found out today my plans and she got pretty upset but I have to do what I have to do for my family . Since I have been gone not to much has really changed . But I did finally quit smoking and I didn't kill anyone in that process(So far)!! I do feel better . This is gonna be a crazy six months and in all honesty I am hopefull that something wonderful happens financially so I don't have to move . Win the Powerball!! LMAO Okay I am shutting up y'all drop me a line and say hi ~~Laters~ Lill ~~ I am not one to Bitch about life , so I won't do that here either. I am also not one to get overly personal

Howdyhey all i didnt forget about you all just wanted to say howdy and let you all know that i have a very special guest comming up on my show.but anyway wow never thought i would never see 26 lol and i have yay lol going to the NCTS satuorday night was fun especially for my birthday i wish i could have been here to do so with you all but things happen.well anyway i am still trying to find a part time job good luck there but hey i am glad i am here everyday to see all my friends yeah this 9/11 thing is serious but this is the day to remember those that lost loved ones all i have been hereing is its like a holiday that has to be celebrated no way i remember those that we lost. 9/11 YOU WILL BE MISSED TO ALL THOSE THAT LOST LOVED ONES ARE IN MY PRAYERS well time to hit the hay take care all hey yall just wanted to send out a big howdy to you all.i updated my profile to where i got music and what was suppose to be a background but didnt work.so hopefully things will speed up hopefully wi

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To All Troops On My List And Their FamiliesI wanted to make a video in support of our military this holiday season hope u like how it turned out.
Much love and Happy Holidays to u all.
Love
Denise aka Sweet D
This was forwarded by a friend
This is another great opportunity to show this generation of Vets just how much they are appreciated. This past weekend I saw a young Marine in a wheelchair that could just barely communicate. I would say that was in his early twenties. Although sad, it was not important that he could talk but more important that he understood how much we appreciated his sacrifice. There isn't a Politician that can measure up to this man's service. I thanked him and just barely understood that he thanked me as well ....
God Bless our Vets.
I have the address to reach this young man and so many more like him but will only give it to those I know love and support them as I do,these men and women DO NOT NEED HATE MAIL.If you'd like it please send me a message. I have so many wonderful men and women

The Beauty Of LoveNo matter how far you are or where you are No matter how much space between us My heart can only picture you But I will wait for you with hope in my heart My love still lonely and search for your soul Yes, it is miserable when you are not close to me I am sure my world is better when I am in your arms My love for you is pure, divine and grows sure in me Waiting to feel your gentle touch Waiting to hear your soften voice Waiting to get hugs Waiting to get your deep kisses I can see your smile I can hear your voice I can feel your touch I hold you inside my heart I find all my happiness in loving you No matter when or how soon you will come back But my heart is waiting for you. The beauty of love lasts a life time, but what happens when the relationship is long distance? It's still the same only hundreds (if not thousands) of miles away. When you're in love it doesn't matter if your loved one is in the same city, state or even country. Love has no distance.
I long for your touch
I

I'd Impress U W/ Every Single Word I'd SayToday-
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1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
yes....if you count the ass crack of dawn as today!
2. Learn anything new?
yeah...
3. Talk to an ex?
no... thankg god!!!
4. Miss someone?
yeah....alot
-Last Person Who-
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5. Laid in your bed?
my kitty cat samurai
6. Made you cry?
some boy...
7. You went to the movies with?
my uncle kris.... transformers!!!!
8. Went to the mall with you?
what mall... there's nothing in the mall in goldsboro!!!
10. Who Made you laugh?
kris
11. Said they loved you?
grandmother
General stuff--
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16. Favorite location?
New Hampshire
18. Who are you most scared of?
snakes and spiders!!!
19. Who do you want to get married to?
.....
21. Does anyone like you?
i think so
22. Do you like being around people?
yes!
24. Are you lonely right now?
kinda
25. Song stuck in your head?
you wanna make a memory
26. Been on radio/TV?
tv, once...
28. Eve

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LEXI BABY DADDY WILL ALWAYSLOVE AND PROTECT YOU !! ONCE UPON A TIME IN 1983 IN THE DANGEROUS STREETS OF INDIANAPOLIS A CHILD WAS BORN UNPRONOUNCED 2 HIM AND THE REST OF THE WORLD THAT CHILD WAS TO BE KNOWN AS JERRY LEE ABOUT TO EMBARK ON AN EMOTIONAL EXTERSION JERRY LEE VOWD TO USE HIS STREET KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE TO SPREAD THE GOSPEL AND FIGHT THE WHISPERS THAT WOULD WISH TO KEEP HIM SILENCED DEVOTING HIS LIFE AND KNOWLEDGE TO THE BETTERMENT OF THE ONCE MISGUIDED JERRY LEE TALKING ABOUT THE HURT,PAIN AND STRUGGLES IN LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER JERRY L

PoetryGod must have known there would be times
We'd need a word of cheer
Someone to praise a triumph
Or brush away a tear.
He must have known we'd need to share
The joy of "little things"
In order to appreciate
The happiness life brings.
I think he knew our troubled hearts
Would sometimes throb with pain
At trials and misfortunes
Or some goals we can't attain.
He knew we'd need the comfort
Of an understanding heart
To give us strength and courage
To make a fresh, new start.
He knew we'd need companionship
Unselfish...lasting...true,
And so God answered the heart's great need
With a CHERISHED FRIEND....like you. This morning I sat and watched the sunrise over the mountains.
It was a clear, crisp morning and the sky was a deep shade of purple.
I could not help but think of you.
I was wondering what dream you were dreaming at that very moment.
As I sat, I saw the darkness turn to light and all the vibrant colors came to life
Again, my thoughts returned to you, and wit

Mewell about my husband john, last night he got another tattoo, he got my name tattooed on the back of his neck, it looks really good. then today we did some house cleaning and then we went to our friends house for a birthday party. we all had fun. and now i'm headed to bed nite all. hi, my name is april, i have 1 son, which is 7 n his name is dason. i am married to a wonderful guy of 5 years n his name is john, we have a 2 yr old st. bernard named tator n 3 cats named ginger,gia, n gabby. we live in a town called lewistown, my hubby works at monroe n i am a stay at home mom for now. my son has adhd, so my days r very stressed so this helps me gets some quiet time lol. well thats it for today well lets see, today i am going to kristy to have our yard sale one more time for the summer. last night my husband n i looked at the st.bernard that we might get but it isn't gonna work out because the dog won't get along with the one we alread have. too bad. thats it for now i'll be back later

Sex Storie!We meet in the doorway, the moonlight through the windows casting a silver sheen on your raven tresses. The candles give a golden glow to the ivory negligee that parts just enough to allow me a glimpse of your silken breasts yet still hiding the treasures of your secret places. We speak no words, but enfold each other in a tender embrace. I gently turn your face up to kiss you, your cheeks, your neck, your eyes, and finally your sweet lips. As we kiss, you move your body so your thigh is pressing my awakening flesh and mine can feel the rising heat of you. The negligee slips from your shoulders and falls to the floor, as does my robe, so we may stand skin on skin as we caress each other. Back, shoulders, arm, hair, all come under our questing touch. As your lips part to receive that intimate kiss, my hands of their own accord reach down to cup the sensuous curves of your bottom and draw you nearer to me.
You guide us to the bed and we lower to it still holding each other. I gently t

Strong Womenhow many ladies out here have said these: the next man i meet is going have to try twice as hard to get me cuz im tired of men, or he is really a nice guy but were just friends. alot of men get tired of paying for tha mistakes of tha sorry azz brother before him, when we come into tha relationship trying to do what right when ur expected to mess up 95% of tha time. theirs alot of women out here that label men as friends knowning that every thing you want in a man is standing right by your side but you dont choose him because you rather chase what u didnt need in the first place. i know its hard ladies to tell whos who because theses days dudes are willing to stay with you 6 months just to get what they want before they change but u cant say that u dint see signs hanging ova thier heads saying dont do it and u ignored it. all im saying is ladies thier r good men out here but he cant become a good man if you treat him as if he was tha dawg that hurt you! You have a sexual IQ of 153
Wh

Poems And Rano TghtsI was thirteen when I stopped idolizing my father. It was at this same time that I actually started to hate him as well. It was the summer between my seventh and eighth grade year. I was at that stage in my life where I was unfamiliar with my own body and felt awkward. When you looked at me, I was one of the kids whose arms and legs were to long because their body hadn’t caught up yet. Despite my inability to control my body properly, I was looking forward to this summer more then any other summer in my entire life. My father was moving back in with my family and me. I felt like a sixteen-year-old going out on his first date as I helped him move his things into his room. I would finally have the opportunity to have a real relationship with him, get close to him, learn from him, and love him more then I already did. It was only Wednesday afternoon when we moved him into our house but we already had plans for that Saturday and I couldn’t wait.
I n the beginning we had our mome

Sad So Sad....I'm in a contest right now and really need some help. I've been having really bad seizures which has caused me to have to go to the hospital. So, now I have gotten behind in the contest, and hoping I can get help from my friends. All you have to do is come comment bomb me. The contest runs for 1 week...it ends Friday, Sept. 7th. I've provided the link to my pic below.
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I recently met a man who had lost the one and only true love of his life. He’s a very nice old man who when you meet him seems to be the happy go lucky type. But, you see him there sitting all alone, watching TV or rocking on his front porch and you think. Once this man was a young vibrant person all full of spit and vinegar and now he’s down to watching his stories on TV, and rocking his remaining days away in an old rocking chair on his front porch. His kids are all grown with lives of their own, hardly ever stopping by to see him. You wonder, how man

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Can Anyone Decorate My Fubar Page Please?Can some one or anyone who has adobe, photoshop, paint shop pro or special programs make a pic of me and my fiance together please? we will be meeting soon, please get back to me, thanks. Hey people. I am wondering if anyone can help decorate my fubar page or give me some links for backgrounds, music, fonts, etc? Please let me know and thank you. can anyone or anyone know photoshop, adobe, paint shop pro, etc make a graphic of me and my fiance please? If so I'd greatly appreciate it! Muahz.

Where I Come Fromthis song say's it all right now, me and my family have been through the same place here, and it's where i come from............... michigan.
In the town where I was raised
The clock ticks and the cattle graze
Time passed with Amazing Grace
Back where I come from
Now you can lie on a riverbank
Paint your name on a water tank
Or miscount all the beers you drank
Back where I come from
Back where I come from
Where I'll be when it's said and done
I'm proud as anyone
Back where I come from
We learned in Sunday school
Who made the sun shine through
I know who made the moonshine, too
Back where I come from
Blue eyes on a Saturday night
Tan legs in the broad day light
TV's, they were black and white
Back where I come from
Back where I come from
Where I'll be when it's said and done
I'm proud as anyone
Back where I come from
Some say it's a backward place
Narrow minds on a narrow way
I make it a point to say
That that's where I come from
That's where I com

Life...Sharing some of my ( thoughts / psychosis) with ya all some-what due to the fact that I am board off my ass, at home, by myself…, on Halloween. Seriously though, these are some of the things I mull over all the time. So if you have any insight or any feed back at all I would so much love to hear your thoughts on this stuff. -------------------
If any being, human or other consciously self aware biological life form can attribute a brain, psychotropic chemicals, such as hormones, neuro receptors, and so on responsible for what, how, and why we think, feel, and reach out to the known physical world then what is left to constitute a soul, entity or ghost… I tend to believe that this combination of (biological & intellectual awareness) is like most intelligent combinations I’ve encountered in my life. That is that I feel it is a little bit of both. But that still does not answer the question of where does someone’s existent biological self-awareness end and their

Love Or Not But I'm Coming Back!ok i'm tire of mother fucker who you to buy them shit all the mother fucking time just to see some shit, and the ones that don't even talk to your ass only when they want something. why you hlep to little guys like me that trying to get up and well talk to you. i try talk to the level 20s and up the they act like ass hoe that have their heads up their ass or something. but then you have ladies that don't know what the hell they want out of a guy, some guys act like little girls when you make the the girl they trying to get at your fubar wifey lol. yeah! some dudes started to cry when i made one my wife. but now she have a new one and mother fuckers are cry at her about it. about me, i'm having problems at work and can't get that shit out of my head so i try to get on line and talk to people for help and people of my friends act like hoes and not real friends.........i talk to everyone and want to be known as someone to talk to. so i hope that everyone well do the same for me.........i

WowYou are full of positive, creative energy right now and can easily find solutions to problems other people might not even know about yet. Fix things up from behind the scenes for the time being. if you want to add me its... www.myspace.com/withoutyou83
I dont know if you need my last name.. if you do.. msg me Ok first off Josh didnt make it.. in American idol.. Thats ok cause I know he'll get his record deal anyway.. I'm faithful!;)
Secondly, my Childrens dad is really a fucking puke.. He broke up with my cousin.. Which is better for her cause hes not worth anything.
So anyway, Me and Lucas and Isiah are just sitting at home.. Too hot outside for Lucas... Xavier is at the races.. I really wish I was too but hell.. I dont get to see them every single day so Ill take all the time I have with them...

Most Men R Full Of Shitsince im blocked from mumms i reckon i can voice here im wonderin do sit here and cry or get my revenge lol on his clothes that r still here its crazy im sad but im happy wtffffffffff MyHotComments
lets see im single and im happy, wtf wrong with that, this way no one can hurt me, but im scared i will never open myself up 2 datin again, yea im a big girl but i have no trouble with the men lol. i have been enjoyin my life with my daughter goin 2 the gym,and friends well i guess god will tell me when 2 move on

Random Useless Stuff23:41 - Uses Of The Word Fu*K
Current mood: cheerful
The Fucking Disclaimer
If you are offended by the use of bad language fuck off now! Don't read all of this page and then say it annoys you.
Uses of the word Fuck
FUCK is an international word. It doesn't matter where you are in the world, everyone knows exactly what you mean when you say "Fuck Off".
It's the atmosphere it creates, that's why you will never read something like:
"Fuck off", he hinted.
Grammatical Usage
In language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories, making it one of the most versatile words in the English language.
It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John fucked Jane) and intransitive (Jane was fucked by John). It can be an active verb (John really gives a fuck) or a passive verb (Jane doesn't give a fuck). Or an adverb (Jane is fucking interested in John) and a noun (Jane is a terrific fuck). It can be used as an adjective (Jane is fucking beautiful).
Further Structures

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Please try to attend all family functions once we have a lounge. Never had blog before, so I figured why the hell not. Sometimes things that maybe you really don't want to burden your family with or bore them you just want to vent about, work related things or

Stolen MomentsMy words were never meant to cause you pain
my words were never meant as digs
my words were only meant to show you deserve better
My words were never meant to make you cry
My words were nevr meant to make you feel down
My words were only meant to show you you are wonderful
Wishing you knew what a gift you were to those who love you
Wishing you knew how truely good you ae
Wishing I could somehow, someway make you see what is right there........
In your eyes
In your smile
In your touch
In evry sweet thing you do
In evry caring word
In every joke, laugh, or just plain sillyness.
You are so wonderful, so amazing, so loving and unselfish. Only want you to be happy and have what you deserve in life....which is only the best of everything. ...............I'M SORRY
When,Where, What, and How? All questions plagueing her mind.
His words were so vague, but yet revealing enough to set her on edge.
The deep sultry purr of his voice as he taunts her, drives

New News In My LifeHere I had a very nice pay check and wanted to treat myself to a good time since lately I have had no extra money to go out on. Wouldn't you know it I hit a fucking deer!!! My car is still driveable but by the time Law Enforcement arrived I would have only had like 2 hours to have fun at the club I was going to so the officer recommended me to go to a different bar that was closer to home. I show up in a black mini skirt, sexy top and high heels. Guess what? I was over dressed!!! Everyone had jeans and tennis shoes on!!! Not only that, it was a Sports Bar and no dancing just sitting at the bar bull shitting with friends but I'm new in the area so I sat in the corner at the bar feeling totally out of place & no one to talk to. It was all college kids and the officer said there was dancing, people my age and it was a cool place to have fun. JOKE!!!
My night turned into a fucking disaster!!! Now I'm back at home all made up to look beautiful for my empty bed that only me and my dog lay

Younger MenBeen here n texas 3 weeks..same old story. The only guys ever interested are either way too young...19, 22...or way too old...69..72...I have no idea why life is doing this...I know someone up there is lying on the floor rolling in laughter ...saying send her another young one...make sure he lives with his mama....lol That time of the year again. I have purchased the ticket and reserved a room. Plan on being in myrtle beach one week for the spring bike week...Any of my friends wanna meet....give me a holla I have been pursuing something I don't think exists...I have put rules in my life...to bring order and some sense of purpose to it. I stopped dating younger men and would only go out with guys my age. Well this has not been working. Men my age are tired,have lots of baggage,and are not able to keep up physically. cannot deal with erection problems. I am not jesus, I cannot make the limp strong..lol...NEW AGENDA>>>Stop being so picky..."The most beautiful and wonderful things in this

My SpaceSince i'm a stay at home mom i'm going to be trying to sell Avon to make ends meet. Since i can sell to folks online & have it shipped to them I'm looking for customers.. www.youravon.com/dgordon. I hope everyone checks it out ty Well have been on here shortly over 24 hours & already i got MUMM banned lol.. Sorry if i offended any telemarketers.I think the site is cool.Been a long day here kids have drove me nuts.. could have thought of better uses for that veggy oil lol. But its 8:40pm & thinking bout cracking a beer on here. Love the idea of giving & sending folks virtual gifts.Plus i love getting surprises lol Ok its 12;14 am where i am & i can't fall asleep.Just have alot of thoughts buzzing through my brain.Me i kinda think i'm on the chunky side.I'm 4'11" , medium legnth red hair , blue eyes & around 150lbs.I'm not what i would consider BBW but i'll never be model thin.
What hurts is when folks say i'm huge or obese..I had one guy say after reading Hubby& i's profile that if

About Me:I am what I am... true to myself, looking for just the right person and having fun until I figure out who that is. I am a student of history, just finishing up on my Master's degree in history, (yes even old people go back to school, try it you will like it!!!)...
Some things are worth trying once, some worth trying twice... As many knew, i was MasterWizard r/t slave for awhile... We also were old grade school friends as well. This was in today local paper. I pasted it just the was it was listed... He will be missed, just not by family but also by all who knew him, in person and online as well as in business. I lost a great friend when he passed away, even though he was mad as hell at me lately. Rest in Peace dear friend....
Terry Ginder
SPRINGFIELD - Terry "Wizard" Ginder, 53, of Springfield died Saturday, Nov. 3, 2007, at his home.
Terry was born July 2, 1954, in Springfield, the son of Jack Ginder and Juanita Faulkner. He married Ann E. Elfgen on Sept. 24, 1998;

Don't Be AfraidOften we think that we know what we want in life. Usually it has something to do with a nice comfy living that includes a mate (or for some of us mates), a place of living that is comfortable and to be stess free.
I think that I could say that I have a fair amount of that. I have set some goals. But what seems to be a reocurring issuse is my choice in interpersonal relationships.
Now I am not talking about someone who I am screwing, fucking or making love (cause you all know that there is a difference in all three). But I am talking about just the interaction that we have have with people on a daily basis.
Seemingly I am caught in a parallel state when dealing with humans. I try to treat them the way that I want to be treated (which in itself is selfish and self gratifying). But sometimes people to include myself just do not fit into the life that you are really working for. And the roles that they serve change. But is this wrong...I mean am I a bad person just because my lif

Here And Therethink back to THE 80'S.. what was u watching / listening..???
STROKE: Remember The 1st Three Letters.... S.T.R.
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If everyone can remember something this simple, we could save some folks. Seriously..
Please read:
STROKE IDENTIFICATION:
During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .....she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes.
They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food. While she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening.
Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00 pm Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ. Had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke, perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. Some don't die.... they end up in a

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PoetryThe Deceiver
The deceiver sits with me to dine.
She sits at this table of mine.
She stated her falsehood to my love.
Did she want my tears from the dove?
The cause of my years of pain.
Came from a beast that is known.
It is all the same.
I give her my heart and take care of the young.
Vengeance of the evil has not yet become.
The years of my misery and deceit.
May have been the cause of a friend’s trick.
The idea of it all fills my heart thick.
I never thought the years of heartfelt hurt.
The cause of it jealousy and rude curt.
The malice felt in ripping away my dreams.
Was the cause of the deceiver or so it may seem.
The deceiver pretends to stay close enough to snare.
The enemy is next door, so beware. i wrote this poem years ago, and well it seems like it the same feeling has found me yet again
The Sounds Of Lost Love
Once raging, the sounds of the thundering heart
are much fainter now.

Just A Pome You May Like Please Let Me Know What You Think Ill Put Up MoreMy love for you is undieing
That is why deep down inside im crying
This love I feel is so true
It runs through me through and through
Fate has given us another chance
We must make this true and last
We complet each other in such away
That in my heart i will never stay
In the hopes I may wake to see your smileing face another day. Loss Of Ssight
the life t lead is so incomplet
Full of doubt and disbeleaf
i cant get it right
it always goes wrong
i think i find it
only to find i just get left behind
all because im blind. What do you do when all you feel is pain
As you watch the blood flow from your vains
It trickles and drips and makes a faint sound
As you fall upon the ground
Your eyes grow heavy
Your body is week
Is this what they call sweet releaf
Or is it just my body shuting down from its release.

MinionBravo.....a brilliant speech by a brilliant woman..
Open the attached website to hear one impressive woman.
Here is a powerful and amazing statement on Al Jazeera
television.
The woman is Wafa Sultan, an Arab-American psychologist from LosAngeles.
I would suggest watching it ASAP because I don't know how long the link will be active. This filmclip should be shown
around the world repeatedly!
http://switch3.castup.net/cunet/gm.asp?ai=214&ar=1050wmv&ak=nul
I'm not sure I understand. But someone I thought was a good person person just accused me of being a lier. Without even an explanation as to what I apparently lied about. Everything in my Profile is the Truth.
So I am confused,the individual that accused me of such treachery.Lied to me twice and broke 2 promisses So Who is the Dishonest one here?
Also, If this Accusation is a way to cut me loose? Hey all you had to say Was, "Hey sorry I think I'ld rather not be your friend anymore"...for whatever reason. Hey I'm

Randomosities Of Lifeyah, i rock out daily...
i thought i had soem skllz workin with good ol hell space...so i decided ehh, while im here might as well make it cool right? right!
its cool enough for me right now...im workin on it...this codework is touchy unlike the space where you can just slap some stuff in there and your done...you have to tweak tweak tweak inorder to get it right here...good fun i think, gives me something to do for sure could be nsfw....decide to find out what the poke was all about and was presented with this message
Error: you can't poke yourself you fuckin sicko!
i found this highly entertaining thats for sure
remind me not to do such odd things again in the future
HA it is always later!
see i switch between 2 pc's here and there throughout the day and night. one pc has all my photos one pc has some. so of course im currently on the pc with the some which isnt anything for here.
HOWEVER later ill be on the other where i can upload more pics to fill the

SurgeryI went to the DR and just had bloodwork done and she marked it urgent as to have the results in a couple hours. Plus I have to have another cat scan done to make sure the emergency surgery they did back in August actually repaired everything. She thinks there is a block in the circulation to my kidneys that is draining my potassium and causing my BP to sky rocket again. It was 189/133 an hour ago. And Im on meds that usually control it. If there is a block then I need more surgery and Im scared. Im tired of being poked and prodded and sliced and diced. I eat right, I excercise and take good care of myself and my family. Im at a loss right now. Well its been 2 weeks today and im getting around great. Im feeling pretty good but tend to tire out easily. Still can't drive yet (BUMMED) but Im enjoying the last days of summer relaxing and doing nothing so hopefully I recover faster! Have hinder tickets that I dont want to waste for sept 7th and my end of summer party is the 8th. I want to pa

Spending The Day At The SpaI enjoy spending the day at the spa that my family owns. I love the personal suanas we have there. little did I know we have cameras inside em to make sure if someone is not trapped. Personally I think the lady that manages the spa is a little voyuer spy. I dont work at a spa. I'm self employed but want to open up my own healing center. Perhaps my own massage institute. Im all bout pushing products. Today is friday and I have 6 massages to do. from 12 noon till 9PM. I got a massage yeaterday and it was great! I work my ass off and the best thing for me to do is go to the spa and relax! I like to drink the water with the cucumbers and orange peels in it. I like to sit in the juccizzi and let my muscles melt down. Then its time for a seriuos theraputic massage and facial. I like to be pampered and get a pedicure too. My skin feels soo soft and smooth. I walk around in my bath robe and chill out by the pool. Take a quick dip and have everyone look at my body art! Then I like to go into th

Stuff About MeGive up all together on finding a man to love me for who I am? Every time I try something gets screwed up! Getting tired of trying... getting tired of having my heart broken... need help here lost and lonely and tired of lies and games.... and waiting on the one. It's funny how you think you find one and they seem interested and then they back off. Are there any real men left? Or is it all just scared little boys? I just wish for once that one would come along and prove me wrong in my opinion about males. Sort of restore my faith in love. Maybe, I am a fool to actually think anyone could love me. Hell, it seems that every male i get involved with is just wrong for me. Maybe there isn't someone out there for everyone... Who knows? No one does and that's the scary part. So for now my opinion stays the same as far as love goes... PHOOEY on it all!! Soooo tired... long weekend. I worked two double shifts back to back. So,if I seem to be not quite me then you know why...

This Is So TruePDOGG@ fubar Myspace Graphics DEAR MGT. ,I THE PENIS,REQUEST A PAY RAISE DUE 2 THE FOLLOWING REASONS..1)I DO PHYSICAL LABOR. 2)I WORK @GREAT DEPTHS 3)I PLUNGE HEAD FIRST INTO EVERYTHING I DO 4)I WORK WEEKENDS & HOLIDAYS 5)I WORK IN DAMP ENVIRONMENT 6)I WORK IN DARK AREAS W/POOR VENTILATION 7)I WORK IN HIGH TEMPS.8) AND MY WORK EXPOSES ME 2 DISEASE....DEAR PENIS,,,YOUR REQUEST HAS BEEN DENIED 4 THE FOLLOWING REASONS,,,1)U DONT WORK 8 HRS STRAIGHT 2)U WORK IN SHORT SPURTS &FALL
ASLEEP AFTER EACH BRIEF WORK PERIOD 3)U DONT STAY IN UR DESIGNATED AREA AND UR FREQUENTLY FOUND IN OTHER LOCATIONS.4)U DONT TAKE INITIATIVE & MUST BE STIMULATED 2 START WORKING. 5)U LEAVE UR WORK PLACE MESSEY AT THE END OF UR SHIFT.6)U ARE UNABLE 2 WORK OVERTIME OR DOUBLE SHIFT,7)U SOMETIMES LEAVE UR DESIGNATED WORK AREA BEFORE COMPLETING THE ASSIGNED TASK.8) U HAVE BEEN CONSTANTLY BEEN SEEN ENTERING & EXCTING THE WORK PLACE WITH 2 SUSPICIOUS BAGS....THANKS MGT.

Racing Mindthis is what happens when i get bored and there is no one around for me to talk to my mind starts going and most of the time i make no sense sometimes something comes out that does i dont know what its going to be like this time.
the tv is on and i should probably get up and turn it off but iam affaird to because if i do i risk waking the kid up. just like the light that is on i should turn it off but the moment i do someone will need to go to the restroom.i should go to bed but the moment i do i'll be wide awake and sit in the chair for who knows how long before i go to sleep. today was a very long day. i went to my moms and remembered why i dont really like that side of my family. they get on my nerves. is that wrong?called my girls grandmother. that was a bad idea. she gets on my nerves. we recently moved back home and she lives like 5 hours away and she is always giving me guilt trips because she dont get to see the girls all the time now plus there is alot of drama going on there

UnforgetableYou've lost your way
You've lost your faith
You've lost your will
And now you wait.
Friends pass by,
And gladly wave,
As you sit in the corner
Afraid to say.
You search for words
To form your thoughts
As a single tear begins to drop.
All the pain inside of you
Burns your heart through and through
So much anguish
So much hate
Makes you want to waste away
But you can't
because you're right here
Right now
On this day.
You can't give up now
You're here to stay.
Hope is what guides us,
and gives us strength.
But when we fail,
or face something with intense fear,
Where do we turn?
When the pit of our stomach,
reaches our throat,
and we try to swallow the fear
What keeps us alive?
What keeps us going?
When the thought of hope disappearing arises,
and reality sets in,
The hope we seek appears in mysterious ways
And taps us on the shoulder
A new life we breathe in sas thw whirling wind b

Moral Lesson Young GrasshoppaThe following is an actual question given on a University of
Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was
so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the
Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of
enjoying it as well.
Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic
(absorbs heat)?
Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle`s Law
(gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some
variant. One student, however, wrote the following:
First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we
need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate
at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once
a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are
leaving.
As for how many souls are entering Hell, let`s look at the different
religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state
t

The Wacky World Of Jaylin!!Ok so0o I've decided to give this blog thingy another try..Today has been uneventful, which is a shocker considering my life is a soap opera waiting to happen!(no joke) but the last few days have actually been purdy exciting..........
I got a job offer in North Carolina and I'm really considering taking it although I do love my job and my house here, but I think I need some change in my life..
Visited my mom's grave yesterday..first time in over a year..although I never got the chance to know her it still hurts to go there.
Well I betI'm boring you to tears so I'll end this now..L8RZ!! I forgot toput this in the last blog, but EVERYONE please sign my guestbook!!! Much Love..*KISSES* Jaylin OMGosh, the worst thing in the world happened to me lastnight and it has killed everything inside of me..EVERYTHING!! I feel so0o sick and so0o empty right now, I feel as if I could die and it wouldn't matter. I never knew that people could be so0o cruel and so0o mean, I mean sure I know thi

PoemsIt seem I always miss you
When you're not here with me
I love you oh so very much
And that is plain to see
We should be together
We love each other so
If I knew how to get to you
I would surely go
I would just do anything
And share in all your charns
On what I'd give If I could be
Right there in your arms
I know that it will take a while
For God to see this through
And I would just give anything
If I could be with you
You know how much I love you
And want to see that day
When we can hold each other
In such a loving way
I will hold ever tight to you
And never let you go
But until that day
You're on your way
I'll still be missing you so
"I miss you always" through half closed eyes
i worship your cock
as moonlight glazes cathedral walls
and nightfire raises a scarlet prayer
that strains reverent nipples
tumescent against holy skin
a wet finger seeks sacred tremors
as i tongue thee
inside and outside
the boundaries of propriety
luring you into a haze of

My PoetryI'm breaking the leaves in the yard today
and only we know why
I'm following your footsteps of distance
For love kindled and set in flame
These moments are ungodly
coated with a sweet candy heaven
melting on your lips
I get ensnared by your scent
Its still so fresh in my hair
I'm wrapping your arms back around me
Pressing so firmly into your thighs
running my hand down your back
I feel your love bubbling
boiling
begging for more
We haven't lost sense of right and wrong
We understand still
We're just consumed, captured by each other
Don't control it
I'm pleading
But we are both trying to hold the reins
halting the herd
before they run off into the wild
Your body is the same
beautiful and hungry still
for me.
Its only with you, my love
and this baffles even me
That I go out of mind
for that moment of ecstasy
I wanted to rip you apart to my fancy
Pulling those physical barriers away
skin to skin
lover to lover
friend to friend
I wanted to

I Don't UnderstandI dont understand how people can look at something someone does that is good and make it like bad on purpose. I mean do people really like to hurt other people intensually?? if so why? is there some great high that they get out of it??? I just dont understand how someone could do such a crazy thing.
Why is it that most guys, not all, but most guys are never on time for anything? They say i'll call you back in a minute but hours later still no call! An then say their sorry for not calling. If you know your not gonna call then why say your gonna call. The same with getting together, they say i'll be there soon, and show up over and hour later? I just dont understand how you can tell someone to be ready or wait for a call and then not do it. I've learned that if a guys says either of those then i got time to dink around. I hate that but its come down to it. WHY? If i say im gonna call at a certain time then i call at the time. I dont like people to wait for me but why do t

Shitso i completely forgot about this site!!!!its been about 6-7 months i think since i been on here but ima try to keep up with it now so hit me up and let me know how everyones doin.
late
jorge why are people such pussies!!! i wrote some mumms and because people dont agree with me they flag my shit nsfw. what bitches!!! whats up everyone,
so im going to halloween horror nights with my girlfriend tonite and its gonna be awesome!!! we rarely get to go out without the baby with us so tonite is our to bve in orlando and have fun!!! I LOVE YOU BECKY!!!

In The Mood For Some PoetryI finally crawled into bed Late last night.
With visions of you still in my head.
Anticipation pounding in my heart.
All my senses filled with your existence.
As I escaped into the dream world I know so well,
I took you with me.
We walked down the beach together.
Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them.
The wind kissing our faces gently.
The sand giving way under our feet.
The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand.
Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world,
We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass
that seems to have been put there just for us.
We talked for what seems to be hours.
Never running out of things to say,
feelings to share, thoughts to exchange.
I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours.
Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other.
Almost as though they were making love to each other.
Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others.
A soft and gentl

Stan's BloggingThe weekend is here. So much to do and its to freaking hot to do it. Man I need some cool air. You want hot we got hot. But it seems cooler today. Just hoping Dean brings rain. Its football season already? My oldest son has a scrimmage game tonight so I get to go sit in teh hot stadium and watch a practice game while I remind myself that before the season is over I will be wearing a jacket ot teh games. When does the season end?

The Move Thanks To ElvisOn April 3rd, 2008 at approximately 7:50am, Wayne "FROSTY FREEZE" Frost started his journey in to the next life. Our condolences go to his family and friends and all who knew of his great legacy. Frosty acknowledged those of us who came to visit him and was in good company during his last moments on this earth. For those of you who had the honor of knowing him, we all know that Frosty had a very celebrative spirit. I met Frosty in 1982,and im lucky enough to stayed friends with him all the way until his untimely passing, He was constantly educating people and helped preserve the rich history of urban and Hip Hop culture. He was "the walking Hip Hop encyclopedia" and was one of the few brothers who had almost total recall in terms of history. We ask that you remember him as this great positive light who cared and loved many of us just as we loved and cared for him. On this day, we ask that people continue to keep him in their prayers.Frosty i will never 4 get u bro,and im sure fight now

PoetryThe full moon fills the woods with light
The mother fox leaves her den
The Raven's flight upon the night
The wolf steals through the Glen
The druid's grove filled with his might
His staff raised high and then
He calls forth the powers of the earth
And the Faeries dance yet again
Light
to hear
when nothing is said
to see
when all is dark
it is not a puzzle
for there are
no edges
with no edges there is no center
there is only
light
Winter winds softly go
Falling leaves so softly blow
Into the piles they all must go
These fallen leaves
Piles of leaves fallen there
Leaves who lived without a care
And died so trees could slumber here
These fallen leaves
Bursting forth with freshest green
Springtime dew a shimmering sheen
Bright colors red and orange and then
These fallen leaves
And every one as happy as can be
To bring life to their world of tree
Their perfect place in the universe
These fallen leaves

FriendsHappiness
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when?
Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time...and remember that time waits for no one...
So stop waiting...
until you finish school,
until you go back to school,
until you lose ten pounds,
until you gain ten pounds,
until you have kids,
until your kids leave the house,
unt

WhyThe 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face.
The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.
The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom.
The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you".
The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws
you in front of everyone.
The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night.
OOPS. Don't forget the 7

Random JunkThere's this fat guy at work who seems to love throwing crap at me at lunch just because I like to read alone. I understand the need for attention, but he just does it for a cheap laugh. I'd love more than anything to throw a damned chair at the fat f*** and tell him to eat a d**k, but that would just get ME in trouble. *le sigh* I guess I'll just have to read somewhere else if he's going to be a child about it. Pretty big indication of who my friends really are, as he gets the whole damned table to laugh by bothering me. To hell with these illiterate morons. When I'm making better money by knowing more and getting a better job (and trust me, this douchebag is making the search for a better job that much easier), I'll have to find this fatass and throw something at him and tell HIM to get a better job. If you get caught in a scam where you end up more than a year's wages in debt, why do the banks insist on punishing you with massive loan payments anyway? I've even tried getting

What Kind Of Converse Are You? blackYou are yourself and don't try to be like anyone else. Chances are you enjoy skate boarding,rock music and stuff like that. You have a lot of friends that like you for who you are. You are the original black converse.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com What do you wear to bed?According to our experts, you wear : NothingWhy bother with clothing, sleeping in the buff is cool and easy, so go ahead and strip downWhat do you wear to bed, find out at Quizopolis.com Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 87% Clean

Meeting PeopleLike i said i am a mommy and a wife and after 4yrs of pure stupidity i am finally back where i belong and thats at home taking care of my family instead of being strung out and stupid. It actually was really eye opening to realize what i was neglecting which was my wonderful husband and two beautiful children. Take it from me everything you really ever need is at home! Today is Thursday the 27th of September and its just another day but i have a bad attitude which sucks for my kids cause i am yelling more than just talking and at least i realize it i am trying to take a deep breath and cool down so i thought writting this would help calm me down my nephew goes home home at 5:30 and my husband will be home around 6:30 then i can rest until 7:30 before going to work for three hours anyway this is a dumb blog i just need to calm down and this did help me to relax a little Ok i really would love for all you who come to visit and to rate me to sign my guestbook and it doesn't matter if we

Once Again...Oh shit!
I’ve done it again...
Too little of me
For all of these men
Attention I like
A skank I am not
When I get overwhelmed
I claim I forgot
To call which one back?
Hell I don’t know!
Can you not read?
Doesn’t it show?
My crazy ass
Can’t seem to keep track
Of my many “friends”
Who admire my back
Ironically, though
I don’t have to kiss
Touch or have sex
For them to want this
Poisonous female
They just don’t see coming
I don’t ask for much
So why give them loving?
Admiration I crave
Sex I do not
I have one to turn to
When I start to get hot
Down in my pants
You know what I mean
Don’t try to act
Like YOUR mind is clean! A little girl with
Hopes and dreams
Internally she screams
Loneliness that
Runs so deep
That they refuse to see
Loneliness she came
To know
As she grew it would grow
Soon a teen
She self-destructs
So young, turning corrupt
What did they give her?
Banishment!
The ones who define demented!
She numbs th

My BlogI think it absolutely sucks when friendships are ruined because of someone else's jealousy and some people just can't stand to see two friends be happy with each other.
What sucks even more is that the battle becomes so bad that the 2 friends are so disgusted with the fighting that they both walk away never knowing how much the other person cares and is sorry.
Sorry for babbling but I had to get this off my chest.
How I hate stupid jealous people. Grrrr they make my blood boil.
Get more at candycomments.com I want to give a special thank you to Beretta for making me feel so welcomed. Also for posting a bulletin asking people to make feel welcome. He is a real sweetheart. And so cool to chat with. And funny lol.
I am glad we became friends. "A Dream Already True"
I dreamt of this perfect woman.. She has the most beautiful eyes I ever looked into, She has the smile that makes my heart melt, She has the body and strength that makes me feel safe when she holds me in h

Pitt BullsAn to also let you know that my tattoo artist is coming to baton rouge or making plans to come to baton rouge tonite or this weekend, so if you are anyone you know want ink work new tattoo r whatever call me an let me know so we can make plans.
house # is 225-342-6650
cell is # 337-412-5758
thanks an have an awesome weekend
I have just read and signed the online petition:
"Help Stop the Pit Bull Breed Ban"
hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petition
service, at:
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I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you might
agree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and consider
signing yourself It is the Banning of Leathal Species or BLS now it has been proposed in the great state of Texas and didnt pass, the first time but now because of cetian people on TV ( yall know who I am talking about) its back.And not just in Texas its everywhere. Also most people dont fully understan

Dr. Vanilla Bear's Works Of Art.. In Words!Racing and striving, and aching in pain,
Left in the dust with nothing to gain.
Forgoten and buried by the ones you love,
As if glad of what their free of.
Pain nags on heightening the torment,
Waiting in patience for the impending lament.
Always suffering, always aching,
Slowly minds simply start breaking.
To gaze at the former love,
Now nothing more than something to be sick of.
To be led on a path full of lies,
Always in nothing more than a clever little guise.
When the flame of life is smothered in shit,
the lifeless body is thrown into a pit.
Left there to rot,
only to be forgot.
By ones who loved, & by ones who hated,
they've been cast aside to be permanently gated.
Even if the body dies in a peaceful manner,
the body will remain like a bloodstained banner.
Remembering the times of flesh & blood,
only to de stepped over like a puddle of mud.
Everyone agrees, life sucks then you die,
but even though you do, its not your final goodbye. Night turns to day,

AllmineFRIENDS ARE THERE UNTILL THE END,THEY'ER ALWWAYS THEMSELVES,NO PRETEND.THEY'RE NOT AFRIAD TO BE SEEN WITH YOU,THEY MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YUORSELF IN TIMES OF WEEP.THEY WILL NEVER BETRAY YOU,FRIENDS NEVER TELL SECRETS THEY PROMISE TO KEEP,THEY COME AND CHEER YOU IN ANY PLACE.INA FRIEND THERE IS NO SHAME,FRIENDS ARE THERE TO LISTEN WHEN YOUR DEPRESSED,THEY ARE THE PEOPLE YOU SHOULD KNOW BEST.FRIENDS ARE LIKE PRESENTS YOU OPEN AGAIN AND AGAIN,ALWAYS ARE WITH YOU THROUGH THICK AND THIN!!!!!!!!! THERE ARE TREASURES IN LIFE BUT OWNERS ARE FEW OF MONEY AND POWER TO BUY THINGS BRAND NEW,YET YOU CAN BE WEALTHY AND FEEL REGAL TOO,IF YOU WILL JUST LOOK FOR THE TREASURES IN YOU ,THESE TREASURES IN LIFE ARE NOT HARD TO FIND WHEN YOU LOOK IN YOUR HEART,YOUR SOUL AND YOUR MIND,FOR WHEN YOU ARE WILLING TO SHARE WHATS WITHIN YOUR FEVEENT SEARCH FOR RICHES WILL END,THE JOY AND THE LAUGHTER THE SMILE THAT YOU BRING ,THE HEART UNAFRAID ,TO LOVE AND TO SING,THE HAND THAT IS ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP THOSE

CareerSo today I get to massage a group of athletes. Professional Mix Martial Arts athletes. Im ready to kick their ass and make sure theyre ready for trainning. At a hundred bucks per hour theyre going to get the best service money can buy! Shit I have to get off this computer and get ready to go! The ite is so addictive... Too bad I can only hang out in here a few hours a week. I was trying to remember all the odd jobs I had when I was cut off from my family and having to pay for school. I had to do what I needed to survive. I cut and pasted this.
Store clerk- Millers Outpost
Janitor- Lex Brodies Tires
CNA- Northridge Hospital
Host Diner- Mom & Pop Diner
Short Order Cook- Dynasty2
Karate Instuctor- Team Karate Centrs
Massage Tech- Inglewood Chiroprctic Clinic
Gymnastics Coach- Junor Elite Training Center USGF
Bank 10 Key Operator- Well Fargo
Book Store Employee- Socalist Action
Land Developer Associate- Sugarland Interest
Politcal Consulting Associate- Burchill and Asso
Pas

Dreaming's PlaceThe laughter of man is the contentment of God.
Great thoughts come from the heart.
It is a rough road that leads to the heights of greatness.
"Life's battles don't always go to the stronger or faster man. But sooner or later the man who wins, is the man who thinks he can."
"A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty."
"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail."
"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit." –
"Cherish your visions and your dreams as they are the children of your soul, the blueprints of your ultimate achievements." –
"Obstacles are necessary for success because…victory comes only after many struggles and countless defeats."
"If you want to reach a goal, you must 'see the reaching' in your own mind before you actually arrive at your goal."
"Let others lead small lives, but not you. Let others argue over small

It's Only Funny The First Time You Diewhen the winter comes banging on your door
you'll crave the warmth, you'll wish there was more
you cancel the chime ringing choir at your porch
you'd trade it in for that silly tiki torch
when winter comes howling into your face
you'd sacrifice it for beach sand in its place
you call out the challenge for those that pass
"is it cold enough for ya", as they try to kick your ass
when winter comes along and freezes your toes
you'll wish the smell of suntan oil was filling your nose
you consider a move to the warmer clime
you'd do it, you say, if you only had the time
when the winter is the winter of your discontent
think about those less fortunate, those that cannot afford their rent
consider the homeless, and you will feel blessed
you'll not curse the cold, for you are warmly dressed
i hope I passed the audition..
I walk on water
okay, it's really a frozen lake
I can part the red seas
okay, it's really a blood soaked cake
I brought a plague down on egypt

Daily LifeSo Thank God it is Friday. I Have Had a very stressful day. I Have had problems with my Husbands Old Job. I have to take a whole lot of tests to prove that I know what the classes that I took say I know. Crazy how you can take a class, Pass it, and even show what the material in the class was that you learned but they still dont believe that you actually know that. You have to take a test to prove it. It is just frustrating. I am admitted in to Eastern Michigan University. I start Wensday. I did however, in the process of trying to impress the people at eastern, manage to make a fool of myself. I Sprained my Ankel pretty badly, infact I thought I had broke it. It is very swollen and I have been trying to stay off of it as much as possible. I am also excited to say that I am Happy, really Happy. I have met someone that I really could see being in my life long term. I mean at this point in my life, I am not considering remarrying and I am not sure I would ever consider it.

LifeHey ya'll just wanted to say thanks for everything as of today things are much better and i couldn't ask for anything else. Sense last we decided to sell our house that burned so we can start buying a new one. I'm no longer kinda depressed but, actually really stress free and happy. Good news i finally met a wonderful man and were going to take things slow oops did i forget to tell some of ya i was gay LMFAO. I also have met a very few dear friends on here that are always there and you know who you are and i just want to say THANKS A MILLION TO YOU ALL. Now with that said i hope ya'll are enjoying your days and i'll keep you posted on the relationship and the new house bye for now.
Your friend
CORT 1976 I honestly don't know what i would do if i didn't have all my friends in my life... My friends mean the world to me and lately I have had to learn a hard lesson on who my true friends were and for those who are there no matter what I LOVE YOU!!!!. I have been threw a lot in my

Contestscongrats to mz yummy winner of the mirror mirror contest most rates and comments MIRROR MIRROR ON THE WALL WHO IS THE FAIREST OF THEM ALL.
there is a lot of mirror pics out there so i decided to do a mirror pic contest
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all winners get contest certificate
hit me up and let me know the mirror pic u wanna use

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so if you think ur a hot dad or if you know one send me a pm with the link
1st place will be a 7 day blast
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(repost of original by '~ Foolio ™ ~' on '2007-08-17 10:59:06') im in a hh giveaway and this will be my first happy hour...i need 50,000 comments...any help would be appreciated...love u!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Damm_the_luckOK I HAVE NOT DONE THIS IN A WHILE AND I SO HAVE TO RIGHT NOW. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THE HELL PEOPLE THAT ARE GROWN ADULTS CAN BE SO CHILDISH. I MEAN COME ON MY 5 YEAR OLD SON ACTS MORE MATURE THEN THAT. IT SEEMS LIKE PEOPLE JUST GET A KICK OUT OF OTHER PEOPLES SORROWS AND MISFORTUNES. I SWEAR IF ITS NOT ONE PERSON BITCHING ABOUT SOMEONE ITS ANOTHER ONE. AND OMG LETS ACT LIKE 2 YEAR OLDS AND POST A BULLY CAUSE WE BE HATING. COME ON NOW IF YA REALLY HAVE THAT MUCH HATRED FOR A PERSON THEN JUST STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THEM. WHY GO AND START SHIT. IF THE PERSON IS MINDING THERE OWN BUSINESS AND NOT DOING ANYTHING WHY MESS WITH THEM.. DO YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE THAT MUCH OF A LACK OF LIFE THAT THATS YOUR ONLY WAY TO ENTERTAIN YOUR SELF. THE WAY I SEE IT IS THAT IF YA ARE HAPPY IN YOUR OWN LIFE THEN YOU WOULD NOT BE SO COLD HEARTED TO OTHERS. BUT JUST REMEMBER KARMAS A BITCH AND FOR EVERYONE YA DO BAD TO IT COMES BACK ON YA 3 TIMES AS BAD.
15 Rules Of Drunk Dialing
Before you go out getti

My WorldCome Join Us In The Poison Sapphire!
We are a brand new lounge and we are seeking new members.
We are in the process of securing a server spot so we can broadcast our own music. So we will be needing DJ's.
We will host fuWeddings and our presiding pastor is Wild Horse.
Owner
Sully McKeehan
Co-Owner and Peace Keeper
Poison
Presiding Pastor
Wild Horse Thanx to those of you who have added me...you are all real sweethearts. hope to get to know each and every one of you alot better. well dont know what else to say......
Smacks and Giggles,
Honey_Child now i lay me down to sleep with a empty bottle of vodka at my feet if i should die before i wake hell at least i drake it straight.... enough said.

More Of My Poems - Plz Plz Comment!!!!!My Life, Today
The warmth
of a touch,
a kiss, a look,
the feeling of you inside me,
the sun’s caress,
the physical jolt of music.
Overwhelming beauty:
words, lyrics, sentences,
irony.
The day
opening and closing.
Everything I know new,
intriguing,
clean,
even when it’s exactly the same
as it always is.
We listen to The Velvet Underground –
Lou Reed, John Cale, Nico,
others whose names I can’t remember.
I’m always thrilled
by sight sound touch,
your searching hands on my smooth skin,
but no longer
is everything weighted
by desperate panic, melancholy, nostalgia,
moments long since past –
things I can no longer have or change.
But right here, right now,
it is enough,
almost way too much at times,
and I am
in love with it.
Drinking a Beer
I place one sandaled foot in front of the other,
my platform heels echoing on hardwood floors.
I enter the kitchen.
The floor – sticky;
dirty dish pile sink;
counters and table littered
with overfl

Pinch Me!http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=819584&albumid=0&i=419816235
I've had that happen MANY times, ESPECIALLY during someone's Happy Hour; give a Thumb's UP to someone's stash and it looks like it doesn't take, click again and get this message!! And these people have the NERVE to censor pictures for what they consider unfit or NSFW? I can't understand why on a site that is "for adults", someone would in one instant, practice blatant censorship by masking someone's pictures with a Bag-head, or outright delete them, THEN have the audacity to leave a comment like this for an error that you have no control over, one caused because the site is overloaded with people trying to leave comments etc. I think that this is ridiculous. Supposedly we're ALL adults on this site, and that would go for our web-master and the staff. You can't have it both ways people, either let this be an adult site, where we flag our own photos as NSFW, or invite Jerry Falwell and all the other televangelists to

Prayers For Our TroopsDo you have a loved one that is going or is in Iraq, let us know who he/she is and we will keep them on our prayer list. A prayer is needed for Bill and Faby. Bill was in Iraq when he recieved that his son had died back in the states 8-18-07.
Our thoughts are with you Bill and Faby for your loss. Your Family is important to TroopPrayers. We do not want you to feel that you are alone in this, so maybe posting here will help others in your same situation to heal and find courage to stand in prayer/to stand in faith.
Let us know your experience, maybe we can help you with your struggle.
God Bless

HeartsGazing out my window
I wish that I could speak
To her, to him, to anyone
But that will never happen
For I cannot let it occur
I won’t destroy anything more
I must bear this burden
All on my own, alone
I am the only who can do this
I must fix my own life
Though others tell me I can’t
I am the only one who can repair this
I care about her so much
I truly love her intensely
But she doesn’t care the same way
And even if she does, she doesn’t say
She talks of other guys so much
She breaks my heart easily
I am too tender, too easily hurt
So I shall retreat to my hiding place
Where I shall hide myself away
I get my heart broken easily
I am too simply broken
I must create a bubble, a shell
Nothing will hurt me
Nothing at all, but myself
I am slowly destroying myself
And if I could speak to her
My sweetheart, my darling
It would all be better for a little
And if I could speak to her
My love, my life
If only she would accept me
But I must fi

A Little StoryMy thought for today
This morning I woke up to a VM from my mom apologizing for forgetting my bday AND that my "dad's" funeral was on my bday..... WTF? She didn't even tell me he DIED! I guess she said she sent it in a text, but for one WHO SENDS NEWS OF A DEATH OVER TEXT!! She should've call me...... :(
Anyways, so his funeral was yesterday and I missed it.... I could've been there too. I don't know what worse, the fact I didn't know or the fact that if I did know, I could've.... no... SHOULD'VE been there.
I hadn't seen him in a while... you never know when people are going to go. Everbody always thinks about time as infinite. Then somebody dies. You rethink everything, and realize that it's not. But everybody knows that thought doesn't last forever... after a few weeks or months you go back into the same thought of infinite time........
He wasn't ready yet. I know people think he is in a better place, but he wasn't an unhappy person. Not around me at least. He was alwa

La La Loveim jus sittin here....bored...as usual....im missin him so much......hopin to see him soon....i do love him and i do want him to be mine..forever...we always promised eachother that...so i think its time to fufill it...ill be glad to see him wen i do....i hope he feels the same...he is still my babii boii...and i hope he knows it... im tired yet im happy cuz it seems that everything is fitting back into place...so im excited to see wat my life brings me from here on out....hopin that all my hopes, dreams, wishes come true......i know my family will grow..and im happy about that too...jus got home from church hopin to see him on..jus so i can say hi and i love you....lol....well have a great day all that reads this....i know i am =) ok so this weekend was incredible.....i went wit james on friday afternoon...and i stayed wit him until today....we had a great time...catchin up on everything, and spendin all the time we can..on friday we rode around and then went to our room, and put our

My ContestI need as many people as i can get to go here and rate the pic first then leave tons of comments i need to catch up in this contest massive people wanted please invite friends to help i want this to be a large group effort thanks lets show em how its done! just click on my pic an your there thanks!
please go here http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&albumid=511101&i=3415982624# and leave me a rate atleast comments would be nice i need as many as possible feel free to add me to ur friends list if ud like any help will be appreciated thanks please go here http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&albumid=511101&i=3415982624# and leave me a rate atleast comments would be nice i need as many as possible if ud like to any help will be appreciated thanks.

AnnouncementsWhat the fuck is the point of having friends if you don't respond when someone sends you a shout just to say hello? I guess I have a list of selfish assholes and stuck up bitches.. I've been back for about a month now and I've noticed that there's not much luv out there anymore.. Got quite a few people on my "friends" list and there have been very very few of those friends that have sent me a simple message just to say welcome back.. Just goes to show that too many people out there are all about points, instead of making real friends.. So I will be going through my friends list and deleting many people.. Those of you that do respond will remain on my list and I will stay in touch with you all... For all of you point whores, take your add requests and stick them up your asses.. Okay everyone.... Daddy's home... Sorry it took so long for me to come back, but things got very complicated for a while... It's funny how when you try to get things fixed, more things go wrong so you can't exact

CowboyCowboy... cowboy
Well I'm packin up my game and I'm a head out west
Where real women come equipped with scripts and fake breasts
Find a nest in the hills chill like Flynt
Buy an old droptop find a spot to pimp
And I'm a Kid Rock it up and down your block
With a bottle of scotch and watch lots of crotch
Buy a yacht with a flag sayin chillin the most
Then rock that bitch up and down the coast
Give a toast to the sun, drink with the stars
Get thrown in the mix and tossed out of bars
Sip the teajuna... I wanna roam
Find the old town chillin fools then come back home
Start an escort service, for all the right reasons
And set up shop at the top of four seasons
Kid Rock and I'm the real mccoy
And I'm headin out west sucker...because I wanna be a
Cowboy baby
With the top let back and the sunshine shinin
Cowboy baby
West coast chillin with the Boone's Wine
I wanna be a Cowboy baby
Ridin at night cause I sleep all day
Cowboy baby
I can smell a pig

ShowsAfter the Seether/3DG/Breaking Benjamin show tonight my Band FROM THIS DAY is playing at the Somewhere Else Tavern along with out friends Porno Red. We play at midnight to close the place out!!! You should come and rock out with us! The Somewhere Else Tavern is located at 5713 W Friendly Ave in Greensboro...
Even if you don't go to the concert come to the Tavern and party with FROM THIS DAY!!! Hey all my fubar friends, I just wanted to let you all know that my band (From This Day) is playing Ziggy’s in Winston Salem, NC this Saturday August 25th. If you have seen us before, then you know the kind of show we put on, if you haven’t then here’s the time to see us. Check out our music atwww.fromthisdayband.com and on that site if you go to the tour page there is a link to get directions to the show... Also playing with us that night will be our friends Black Book Romance, The Last Hour and Playing’ JoJo. This is a must see show, trust me. Hit me up if you have any questions…. Shawn T I

VacationHey my wife is in a giveaway and she needs help. Ay one willing to help would be appreciated. She needs 25,000 comments. ty so much.
hEY MY WIFE ENTERED A CONTEST AND SHE IS GETTING CREAMED!!!!! THE PPL SHE THOUGHT WERE HER FRIENDS ARE NOT HELPING!!!!! IF U HAVE TIME PLEASE HELP BOMB HER!!! TY VERY MUCH. CONTEST ENDS HALLOWEEN, ALL HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED.
My wife is in a contest, and she's getting her ass kicked. If you can find the time, please stop by and rate & comment. All the love will be repaid in your time of need. I thank you in advance.

RandomnessWhy is it whenever I start talking to someone, and I don't send them some kinda stupid picture right away, I am suddenly a fat ugly bitch? Ohhhh excuse me. Was I not quick enough in sending a fucking picture so you can fire off some knuckle-children while ya look at it, wishing you could get your hands on my tits?
Well Listen up, motherfucker. I AM NOT fat, I am a BBW with curves in ALL the right places and I am fuckin PROUD of it! Ugly? HELL NO. Not in the LEAST! A bitch? YOU'RE FUCKIN RIGHT I AM! And it's guys like you who make me a bitch. Hope your cock reaches your asshole SO YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF! AND IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR NAKED PICS, GO LOOK AT THE OTHER CHICKS THAT ARE WILLING TO PROVIDE THEM CUZ FROM ME, IT AINT GONNA HAPPEN!!!!!!! Okay so my close friend goes MIA for a week, and I find out last night that he is back with his psycho ex. THE SAME WOMAN who physically and emotionally beat his ass. The same woman that, when she cheated on him and dumped him, I was there to p

My Give A Damn Is BrokenRejected
Sad and Blue
Angry
Hurt by you
Lied to and played the fool
My feelings played with by the Court Jester that were so cold and uncool
The slight of hand that I watched with open heart, now through this betrayal we are apart
This whole time my jester tricked me to think him good and true but I wound up his fool
I was wishing for my lucky fish, wishing so hard but none came
Now I toss all hope back to the sea, because all of my fish were the same!
I am the fool who wished for fish, I wished for you, I guess I am to blame.
-Amanda
As I sit here tonight I think on you and why you have stolen my heart. How can you love me but tell me you can't love me...why did I fall for you, give my heart to you. You were my best friend but my love as well. You gave me the world but walked right back out of it again. I told myself not to go there with you, to keep you far away from my heart...my head and my soul. Somehow, you walked right in. I hate you for

What Is The ProblemYou were there for me at least I thought
I saw death in your eyes as you hit me repeatedly
without a care in the world you held our son as you struck me with rage and hate
Our daughter watched on as daddy laid his hands on mommy, what do I tell her
Is it ok for mommy to be treated this way
If you love me why do you hurt me so, chances upon chances why are you trying to take from me my heart
I know how to love,truely do you
You cant get back what you took from me
Paper or not the emotions have left
The rage in your eyes that night was much like the rage I grew up with
I swore different for my children
What do you want from me,what is it that you need
I cant do no more for you I am drained
And it is you who brought me to this place
So I have an ex who is technically still my husband. We have been seperated for One year in November. Some really bad things happened that made me leave, In May I decided to give him another chance for the sanctity of marriage and our chil

Stop Byeyou stop by my page and u cant sign my guestbook. do u need a pen? lol. this is why our boys are the best check out videos and comment. good job guys. hooah!!!!!! what happened to it its gone

The Military WifeThis holds so true, and if it doesn't, are you really truly your military man's love?? I still remember exactly how everything felt......
*The average age of the military wife/girlfriend is 20 years old.
*She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless.
*Her penmanship has improved over the last few months, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing.
*She cries a lot,because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him.
*She looks very tired, because of her many nights without sleep, due to a late night phone call that never came or a call that came and kept her up all night, just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep.
*As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is totally independent.
*She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband/boyfriend.
*She manages to wear a smile, even though inside sh

FriendsA real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. A friend is one who walks in when others walk out. A friend is someone who is there for you when he or she rather be anywhere else. A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words. A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in. Probably the most neglected friend you have is you. and yet every man or woman before he or she can be a true friend to the world most first become a friend to hinself or herself. You are a true friend if u are there thru good times and bad times.

Scorpio StuffScorpions are known for their intense and powerful natures. They are willful, proud and calm with an electrifying undercurrent of seething intensity. Purposeful and animated with force, they project a magnetic personality. Their demeanor is dignified and reserved, affable and courteous, and many have a gaze that is both direct and penetrating. Their secretive natures make them natural detectives. Many Scorpios possess a suspicious outlook, and need to know the reasons behind everything. Scorpio does nothing in half measures. An all or nothing attitude permeates their entire life. When fixed on something or someone, the scorpion perseveres. Scorpio never settles. Life is meant to be lived to the fullest or not at all. Scorpio will rarely be found in the center of activity, but will always know just what is going on of concern to him. Their tenacity and willpower are enviable, their depth of character and passionate conviction admirable, but it is their deep sensitivity that makes them t

~*~ Pls Read~*~my Life!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im in a comment contest PLS MASS COMMENT
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I AM DONE with the dating scene... I want NO part in it... I dont trust anyone to get that close to me again... Scott (my ex) has hurt me so deeply in the last yr I dont believe I will EVER be ready to try again... whether he ment to or not isnt the point,...
If your readin this & interested in me, pls dont waste your time... Im not going to fold, or bend... Im done with dating!! Im sorry for those who are bothered by readin this but I had to put this out there!!
Im fine with growing old alone.. Ive accepted this.. I have my kids, thats all I need!! Im a very fragile person as a whole...
Here's why??
I am a rape survivor,.. From age 5 to 13 I was raped by several men including my brother & my mothers b/f... I had a very rough childhood to say the least. I am a mother of two.. My first of which is almost 10, had him when I was 16yrs old. My second is 4 and I had him at 21.. Ive

Keeping It RealA person is either the affect of his environment or is able to have an affect upon his environment. People need to keep it real and stop playing head games with people. Never regret yesterday life is in you today and you make your tommorrow.

Letting Time Slip AwayThis whole Fubar experience has really opened up my eyes to something. I'm actually cute. And sexy. Guys hit on me all the time here. I've got a clear '10' on all my photos. It's really great.
Now where's the catch, you may be asking?
Well here it is. This never happens in real life. I'm passed over like a plain Jane. I don't get it. Are the men just brave around here? Grow a pair for internet use? lol
Whatever it is, it kindda got me thinking. Why is it SO easy for men to compliment me online, and say how hot and sexy I am, but when it comes to a real bar scene, or even just passing me on the street, they can't even get the courage to say hello?
Answers please.
If you consider yourself a friend of mine, or if you just care about others in general, maybe you can offer a little bit of moral support.
In October of this year, I was touch in a way I didn't want to touch. So, instead of blowing his head off with my 12 gauge like I wanted to, I took my friends advice and file sexu

Life And LoveCHAIN'S OF STEEL,CHAIN'S OF PAIN. SOME CHAINS FEEL COLD, WITH NAUGHT TO GAIN.
THOSE COLD HARD CHAINS, SO HEAVY WITH WEIGHT. ARE NOT WHATS NEEDED, NOT WHAT IT TAKES.
SOME FEEL THE WEIGHT, SOME FEEL CONFINED. ITS SPECIAL ONES WHO FEEL SUBLIME. CHAINS MADE OF STEEL, MADE TO CONFINE. THEY RUST WITH AGE,GROW OLD WITH TIME.
BUT CHAINS OF LOVE, CHAINS THAT SET FREE.LOCKED PON YOUR WRIST,AND OFFERED TO ME. YOUR EYES ON MINE, YOUR SOUL ON FIRE. BIND TIGHT YOUR WRISTS, SET FREE YOUR DESIRE.
LOOK DEEP INSIDE, SHOW ALL YOUR NEED. SOFT GENTLE ONE, A GROWING SEED.
YOU'VE MET YOUR MAN,NOW SHOW YOUR TRUST. WITH CHAINED UP WRIST AND HOT FLOWING LUST!
Monday, November 21, 2005
TIM as planets soar, off into space. and tidal waves, lay beaches waste.
as wind and rain, with awesome force, tear at your life, and change its course.
as freezing cold, bone cracking ice, rolls through your life, breacks off a slice.
its natures way, of waking up. of changing times, her bitter cup.

"And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us."
(Romans 5:5)
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Don't ever worry about not having enough love inside you. The Word says God's love is shed abroad in your heart by the Holy Ghost. God's love is in you. What you need to do is make a decision to let it flow.
Pray this prayer today.
"In Jesus' Name, I make a fresh and strong commitment today to live the life of love, to let the tenderness of God flow through me and heal the wounded hearts of those I meet.
"Father, teach me to love even when things go wrong. To be patient and kind when the children are underfoot. To overlook the spiteful words of an angry spouse. To rejoice when someone at the office gets the raise that I thought I needed. Teach me to talk in love, to lay gossip quietly aside and to take up words of grace instead.
"Lord, Your

My Smurf Namewell its me and i lost the only man that ever cared for me i guess he moved like i said its june and i just got back from the babys appointment i had to tell the dad that im not prego anymore because i felt he didnt want the baby anyway i know he would be mad if he found out i lied but i had to tell him. I just got scared and he did what i though he would he went away i want to call his grandma but to scared of what she will say im currently stayting with my bro and his wife not sure what to about the baby i love his father but oh well hes mine and thats all that matters well thats all for me.. look i jsut got pic of my babies rate them and tell me what u think.. god i love them.. ***Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild***
Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss.
You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride.
You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble!

Dedicated To Cancer Survivors And Their Families.PLEASE DO THIS!
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute....
Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having
trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota
of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It
takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on " donating a mammogram"
for free (pink window in the ! middle) .
This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors /advertisers use the
number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising.
Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know.
http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/
AGAIN, PLEASE TELL 10 FRIENDS TO TELL 10 TODAY
Study: New way to spot breast cancer shows promise
By MARILYNN MARCHIONE, AP Medical Writer2 hours, 1 minute ago
A radioactive tracer that "lights up" cancer hiding inside dense breasts showed promise in its first big test against mammograms, revealing m

Sex QuizHow Old Do You Act?
38 years old
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Movieshow many movies do you own what is your favorite movie do you like scary movie

Nikki Sixx Song Lyrics And BiographyYou cant quit until you try,
you cant live until you die,
you cant learn to tell the truth until you learn to lie.
Cant breathe until you choke,
you got a laugh and your the joke,
there's nothing like a funeral to make you feel
Alive
just open your eyes(just open your eyes)
and see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral.
I know somethings that you dont,
I've done things that you wont,
there's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home.
I was waiting for my hearse, but what came next was so much worse. It took a funeral to make me feel
Alive
just open your eyes(just open your eyes)
and see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral.
Alive
just open your eyes(just open your eyes)
and see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life that no one will cry at my funeral.
just open your eyes(just open your eyes)
and see that l

In The Mind Of MadnessWhat does it mean to be a MAN?
I don't think anyone in my generation REALLY knows. Seeing as how we have had our manhood stripped from us by our mothers at a VERY early age. Our mothers sisters wives girlfriends have ALL stripped small parts of our manhood away.
It starts when you're young and your mom delegates when and where you are allowed to apply your man attitudes and actions.
She tells you at 14 that you cant watch porn because ? WHY Obviously if you're 14 and you have porn you have a basic idea what the fuck its there for.
Then again at 15 and 16 when you get into fights at school. "Be the bigger man and walk away" .......... Coming from a woman I don't think it's proper for you to tell me that NOT defending myself or sticking up for myself is MANLY. As Tyler pointed out we are a generation of men raised by women. 17 -18 SEX.... yea that ones pretty much explains itself. No sex in my house. (case closed)
Once we start having sex dating getting interested in more

SmileWHO SURVIVED the
1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant.
They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.
Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints.
We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we
rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.
As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags.
Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.
We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.
We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and
NO ONE actually died from this.
We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't o

CancerI saw my oncologist today and he feels that we have the cancer contained if not gone.However he would like me to undergo brain radiation as a precaution. I have small cell lung cancer which is very fast growing and aggressive and has the ability to alter it's form making it immune to chemo. The cure rate is minimal but quite often it can be contained or even gone but most always comes back elsewhere and doc says it's usually the brain. He feels that if we do the radiation now that when it comes back the brain will be a less likely target as we have radiated it , so I'm going to sign up tomorrow.Hopefully I'll still be able to function and chat with my very good friends that I've made here !!! I had an mri done yesterday for severe back pain. Found out this morning that the cancer's back and growing in my spine. Wednesday I meet with my oncologist to see what were going to do this time. Another bite out of the big shit sandwich of life!!!!! I do plan on once again kicking ass !! Tha

Level Up Guys!!!Please go to WWW.FACEPLANTING.COM tomorph your photos!!!!!! Okay guys i need 406 points to go to move up a level so people need to rate me fan me comments me do what ever it is that you need to do to get me there ;D
♥ Titty

I'm A BitchThey tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go
I'd rather be at home with ray
I ain't got seventeen days
Coz there's nothing
There's nothing you can teach me
That I can't learn from mr hathaway
I didn't get al lucky at class
But I know it don't come in a shot glass
They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been black but when I come back you'll know know know
I ain't got the time and if my daddy thinks I'm fine
He's tried to make me go to rehab but I won't go go go
The man said 'why do you think you here'
I said 'I got no idea
I'm gonna, I'm gonna lose my baby
so I always keep a bottle near'
He said 'I just think your depressed,
kiss me here baby and go rest'
They tried to make me go to rehab but I said 'no, no, no'
Yes I've been

College FootballI sort of did this in my "Other Guys" Post but I would add: “These "Other 11"
[Note for non football fans: I promise this will be one of the last, if not the last of my Football posts at least until much later in the season.]
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Marcel Frost is a celebrated recruit who transferred with Eric Haw from Ohio State. Frost broke his left leg on one of the final plays of Jackson State's spring game and the recovery has been slow and painful. Frost was cleared to take his brace off and run on the leg a few weeks ago, but getting in game shape may take longer; reportedly he's aiming for the Sept. 13 Southwestern Athletic Conference opener against Texas Southern as a realistic goal.
Frost is prototypical in terms of size and 6 ft. 4.3 in 256 and runs about 4.8 he was originally projected to DE. Frost is a talented athlete with all the physical tools, however there

Close Your Eyes And Go BackIt amazes me how one can be so consumed with hate and negativity and still survive. How can someone be so judgemental of others and not once look at their own faults, their own ways. They never think about how their hate affects those around them. They don't realize that all that hate can turn something beautiful into ugliness. Another thought how can someone so positive, someone who can bring so much good to the world, let all that negativity and hate change what they are and what they believe. Life begins to feel hopeless with all that hate and negativity floating around in the air, and we just can't help but breathe it in. It seems to smother and consume us until there is nothing left. Until hate and discontent and negativity is all we know or remember. Then it seems you can't find your way back to that beautiful person you used to be. How nice it would be if we could forget all about that consuming fear that holds us here, never letting us move forward, only backwards. The past rem

Something About Me...As a reminder, here is a pic of my tattoo. It was taken not long after it was completed (thus the redish tint around it).
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The tattoo design was actually created by my Guardian Angel. It was one that she had wanted for herself. However, because of the various treatments she has gone through over the last several years, it was no longer an option for her to have it done. I had asked her once if she would mind me getting it done sometime and she said that it would be alright. So, while sitting around doing nothing on my birthday back in 05, I decided it was as good a time as any to get it done. I hoped into the car and drove to the tattoo parlor, showed them what I wanted, and got it done. So, my tattoo is in fact symbolic of my Guardian Angel. Not only that, but as the designer of the tattoo itself, she is a real part of it. To truely tell this story, I must go back to the month before my accident. On 10/6/02 my daughter and I were on our way home from her softball practice.

I'm A Naughty Girl!~you never know until you ask~
Highway run
Into the midnight sun
Wheels go round and round
Youre on my mind
Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sendin all my love
Along the wire
They say that the road
Aint no place to start a family
Right down the line
Its been you and me
And lovin a music man
Aint always what its supposed to be
Oh girl you stand by me
Im forever yours...faithfully
Circus life
Under the big top world
We all need the clowns
To make us smile
Through space and time
Always another show
Wondering where I am
Lost without you
And being apart aint easy
On this love affair
Two strangers learn to fall in love again
I get the joy
Of rediscovering you
Oh girl, you stand by me
Im forever yours...faithfully
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Faithfully, Im still yours
Im forever yours
Ever yours...faithfully ***If we did as much with love as we do with hate, judging, stereotyping...this world would be a better place...***
"Be the change you wish to see in

SurgeryDo You Wanna Own Me For A Month? Do u Want To Be spoiled With My Love? Do you wanna Get Pimped Out?
Wanna Play?
Wanna Chat?
Wanna Get Naughty?
Want 11's? Want Gifts? Want Gifts From Me?
Come On And Bid On Me! Click the Picture to Bid on me!
I'm in an auction so come bid on me!!!!What's offered is.11'S DURING HH ON YOUR PICS
RATE YOUR STASH DURING HH
DO A PIMP OUT ON MY PAGE
I WILL PUT OWNED BY * IN MY NAME
I WILL DO SOME SALUTE PICS FOR YOU
I WILL GIVE MY YAHOO NAME TO YOU
I WILL DO A BLOG ABOUT YOU ONCE A WEEK WITH A PIMPOUT AND A PIMPOUT BULLETIN
I WILL ALSO LEAVE DAILY COMMENTS
ADD TO MY FAMILY & A SPOT ON MY TOP 7 FRIENDS
DAILY GIFTS
RATE A FRIEND OF THEIR CHOICE FOR A DAY (PICS & STASH)

In My WorldDemocracy is not what our country is founded on!
OUR Country was founded as a constitutional republic!
Search these documents and you will not find a single use of the word "DEMOCRACY"
Links from the "LIBRARY OF CONGRESS"
Declaration of Independence
U.S. Constitution
The Bill of Rights
Most americans are brainwashed to believe this !
"Democracy is two wolves and a lamb voting on what to have for lunch. Liberty is a well armed lamb contesting the vote."
Benjamin Franklin, 1759
The reason we have a constitutional republic and not an actual Democracy is to prevent what the founding fathers called "tyranny of the masses". We must remember not to let the majority abuse the rights of the minority. http://www.ahfx.net/weblog.php?article=15
http://news.com.com/National+ID+cards+on+the+way/2100-1028_3-5573414.html
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http://www.nonationalid.com/
What is RFID chip watch the video below to find out!
When the governme

My LifeThe night is upon me.....
my 45 locked and loaded......
My heart racing...........
tonights the night........
the night I earn my right.....
my right to wear full colors.....
for tonight i take a life......
Not just any life but the life of a man......
A man who will kill me if i dont kill him.........
Am i scared?......
FUCK NO.........
Why Should I be........
I am A demon........
A demon of the night.........
I fly high.......
And i shoot straight........
There he is.......
upon his bike.......
i take up my stance...
I call his name.......
i want him to look me in the eye...
for he must know his exicutioner..........
I shall take his life........
And devour his Soul.........
i queeze the trigger........
a shot cracks out..........
a body hits the ground.........
I calmly put my gun away........
I light a smoke....
i walk inside ...........
order a drink........
walk to the juke box.........
put on comfortbly numb.........
his body laying out side.....

To MembersHello to all of the family.I would like to take time out to thank all of you for joining the family.If any of you ever need anything do not be shy just come out and ask and if you have a problem please come to me djphilburg360 or hoakie or sugar..
thank you all and please leave more suggestions if you have them or think of one
We are in need of a greeter and someone to help me do some recruiting if you all think of something fun for a job or a game so we can have fun too let me knoe in a private message to me djphilburg360
once again ty and love you allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll It was brought up at the meeting bout some of the family not rating back we understand you may not be on alot but when u are on please check that bartab and see if family visited you And then again if you do not want to rate them please Just let us know you don't want to be in the family i know being in this family you have recieved alot of love and i am wanting you to try to b

State Of Whatever It Needs To Be At The Time!!The state of Ohio has recently become part of National News with the floods that we had this past summer. We had some pretty bad flood waters in my area as well, in fact my town was one of the worst.
Water levels in some homes reached from a few inches to whole homes have been lost to these waters...and even the playgrounds have been effected.
I know that for some of you it may not mean much, but if you have a moment to keep people here in my town AGAIN in your thoughts and prayers, as we are flooding again, and parts of our town has been shut down again.
We are hoping that it will not be as bad as this summer, yet we still have people that have not found new homes and are still suffering their losses from this past summer. So please keep us in your thoughts and prayers yet again as we have rising water levels. Thanks, Jenn
I'm not sure if I can deal with things anymore. i have stresses coming at me from all directions. school, child, home and so on. So if

Hey You Allso..I have been hung over most of the day...wow..did I get drunk last night. anyway..apparently I have made an enemy in this contest I am in. A person that befriended me and tried to pretend to be nice has now written this to one of my Real friends
curby88: as long as golfer dont win im happy
curby88: 2007-8-24 11:52:49
curby88: PARTY LIKE A RO...
curby88: i am out
LOL..I can't imagine why he would
have said that, but I am sure that you guys will help me through this right? I don't care if I win...I just want to make sure he doesn't either. So..once again..please help me out here with this contest would ya?
Click the pic and cmoment ok?
Just a few days left guys to help me out withthis contest, and its not looking good right now..:( Please click the pic and comment me...Much love to you all!
You know the difference between guys and girls never ceases to amaze me...Women in general feel..I mean feel...for instance......a person is in a contest(hypothet

Yeah Why Not?!-Subject says it all-
Ive been without you for 2 years. Has it already been that long? It doesnt feel that way. One would think 2 years is, more than enough to be over someone. It doesnt feel any easier to me.
I dont know exactly when, but I realize now, at some point i understood it was impossible to forget you as i was. Because we were mirrors. You laughed at what I laughed, you cried for what i cried. You liked what I liked. So whenever I did something, anything at all, it reminded me of you. So I had to change what I was. Stop laughing at what I laughed. Stop crying for what I cried.
Ive changed. I became... something else. It looked like a good plan at first. Yes, I was somebody else, and happily over you, right? Right.. Except that I didnt like what Ive become. I was like, trying to justify that you wouldnt love someone like me, not after you chose him over me, anyway. You made me a better man when I was with you. When you went away, I just got bad.
Now Im just misera

Robs Crazy World 2Well we have a thief in out midst here where i am working, last night i got out a box of chocolate eclairs from the cold store, left them in the fridge to defrost and while i have been down at the range today some bastard has scoffed them. To say i am pissed hardly covers it.
Anyway on the other stuff, i noticed the "sexy blond granny" has had a contest, offering various prizes, the winner has clocked up just short of 66,000 comments and has won a happy hour. Now let's do a bit of maths, that's 660 comments for $1 of prize. So lets say it takes 5 seconds to leave a comment, allowing for the bouncer checks etc, that's 66 minutes to get 1$ of prize or around 275 hours to get $100 worth of happy hour or put another way .37 cents an hour. Maybe i should start a factory and employ people from fubar to sew football/t-shirts as i could under cut even China and India at those rates.
So if you are a comment bomber please send me your CV , cheers.
People sometimes say to me, Rob, some

Mustang's MusingsTwo Horses
Just up the road from my home is a field,
with two horses in it.
From a distance, each looks like every other horse.
But if you stop your car, or are walking by,
you will notice something quite amazing.
Looking into the eyes of one horse will
disclose that he is blind.
His owner has chosen not to have him put down,
but has made a good home for him.
This alone is amazing.
If nearby and listening,
you will hear the sound of a bell.
Looking around for the source of the sound,
you will see that it comes from the
smaller horse in the field.
Attached to her halter is a small bell.
It lets her blind friend know where she is,
so he can follow her.
As you stand and watch these two friends,
you'll see how she is always checking on him,
and that he will listen for her bell and then
slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she
will not lead him astray. When she returns to the
shelter of the barn each evening, she stops
occasionally an

Hoe Knowsthe "tongue" primary i have created for myself is from a TV program called "Little Britain" - it's a great show, in my opinion, and i'd reccomend it to anyone. The laugh track is the only flaw, as it is in many programs, but that's a bit of a tradeoff for the brilliant, unafraid and unreal comedy, all done by 2 gifted, twisted chaps - Matt Lucas and David Walliams...
They portray a deviant collection of "britains" in each episode, and one reoccuring favourite of mine, is "Anne"...in a nutshell, a mental patient, her peculiar schreeching and devilishly odd behaviour is a riot, hurts to laugh at times, in my experiences.
so, yeah, the TONGUE...
from season 3, a spot on live telly, anne does a knock up job of her/his version of Celiene Dion...and out comes the licking looney ...
i've stuck a clip on my youtube, to broaden the minds of you inquisitive lot, and following that, is a 9 min compilation of "anne's" antics, from several episodes...take a sec, and give it a go.
i'v

To My Friends And Fansi would like to let all my friends know im losin my net soon and i do have a yahoo im on my cell phone if you want to chat with me its dmbuzz1017. i love to keep in touch with my friends.
thanks for everythings my friends god bless and have a wonderful day,
dianna bama redneckwoman I cannot post mumms fubar banded me from them for something stupid that wasn't bad it was just a video with a stunt someone was doing. but anyways i'm going threw a hard time right now with ex husband, we got into a big fight lst nite had me all upset and crying saying he was goin to take my kids cause of what his niece said to him about me that wasn't true. i been living a miserable life with him for the past 7yrs and ever since i spilted with him he has been fighting with me. once he told me he has eyes and ears watching me after 2 months since i split from him which i don't think its none of his business sayin that. how would you take that as a threat or he just being stupid so i couldn't date no on

Hiis it bad that i find people simple minded and very much boring. i get to the point that i can't can't stand dum people or simple mindedness. is that a bad thing.
just saying to all out there. peace i hate wrighting or reading them. most are so boring it wood put anyone that read's it to sleep. peace

Deeply SadWell, it's been a week since my father passed away. I am still having some trouble with sleeping. But I am getting through each day better.
There are moments when something I see or hear will remind me of dad. Yesterday I thought I saw him drive through town. Then I thought "no, get a grip, dad is gone." I realized at that moment just how much I was going to miss seeing dad cruise by in his truck. I will miss those early mornings as I am leaving for work and I would see him at the store getting a cup of coffee.
As I sit and think of dad, I am grateful for those rare moments that you don't think much about. Those quick waves as you pass on the roads. Or running into dad at the grocery... he had a thing for ding dongs and coca cola. He would go through a box and a 12 pack every couple of days.
I am most grateful that he is no longer in pain. He is in a better place than the rest of us. And someday we will all pass away and join him in heaven. I am grateful for the years that

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(none)Wood hitting wood
The decision of fate
Not just yours
But the rest of the country
Abortion cases
Same-sex issues
Child abuse
Sex offenders
The “innocence” of a convict
Serial killers
A mistaken jury
The death penalty
It affects everyone
The sentence
Eight months
A good kid
A troubled past
Chemically blind
The court doesn’t care
Missed court dates
Probation violations
No carefulness, awareness
Intelligence
Three months, three years
It doesn’t make a difference now
Will you ever learn
It’s a thing called
“Think before you act”
Think- a five letter word
All you had to do
To prevent this
Now hundreds of miles away
Sad and lonely
With time to realize
You could have made something
Of yourself
The sound was heard
Who would have thought
It’s the small things that count
I allow my emotions to explode
This old gavel is painful
My eyes red
With sadness dripping
I’m trapped in a whirlwind
Of memories so hard to bear
The hard wooden sound
I’ve

The King, Has Arrived...Lately I've been so depressed,so down, and for what? It sucks. Being single really does suck actually, I hate it. And I will never ever EVER find a decent enough woman for me, never. AND if I did, she'd have to be what I'm looking for. I hate forced things. Well, as my first blog, it will be a totally fucked up one.
Work=blows.
People=Blows
Fubar=not so bad...
Anyways. This site is actually pretty fucking cool. A majority of people are hot AND kind. WOW that is a shocker really.
People in the real world are devoured by material things, wealth of course, and their nack for loving themselves too much, haha.
anyways my point is. Fubar, you rock. So this site gives me a chance to actually have fun without dealing with these slimy fucks. Chow.
-King of Swing It's Monday, August 24th--12:12; anguish. For the past, well...hmm let's just say "Awhile" I've been without a stable girlfriend. One who is intelligent, cute, funny, and all those other traits I like. But as of late..

The ShitI am on, or have been on several social networking sites and I've noticed a number of different trends that overall, are across the board on all of these types of sites. Whether it's myspace, fubar or bangme, here are the things that I find so completely unoriginal, shallow and/or just plain corny.
1. The homemade pictures using just keyboard strokes. Know what I'm talking about? Like if I put a bazillion (yeah, that's an actual amount, I swear)#'s on this line, and then a half a gazillion %'s on the next line, it will make a creation that looks like a humongous penis. Ok, props to whoever had the ingenuity and creativity to create those things originally, but to those who put them on EVERYONE'S profile page, knock it off! They're getting to be stupid, and people don't like you anymore because of it! Were you a cheap-ass that just copied and pasted it, or are you that socially retarded that you spent an entire afternoon putting it on someone's page? Either way, cut the umb

AytacsunarNow!I will talk about from the name. My name are 2 syllable.My surname are 2 syllable.The total are 4 syllable!Every syllable word. What meaning will I tell every words.
AY is meaning THE MOON.
TAC is meaning THE CROWN.
SU is meaning THE WATER.
NAR is meaning The POMEGRANATE.
MY LIGHT take from the moon.
My crown is the friendship.
My life spring is water.
My shy is comes from the pomegranate.
My life is hidden in the name!! I hope The day of everybody gets a stroke good I will put my private picture soon!!!

Only Onewhats wrong with some of the people on here...i have 2 friends on here who hav given SOOO MUCH to others and when i say soo much i mean soo much and they do it all just to make people smile and they are being treated like shit cause people get pissed about what they do for others...grow the fuck up thats none of their business..then i meet a girl today who is being harrased by 2 others all because of something stupid..thought this was a site for grown ups not children,then to top it off i was just told by a friend who didnt know me at all and has done alot to help in the short time ive known him all out of the kindest of his heart that i am one of the few people to ever say thank you to him...Im lucky to have some of the greatest people on here as friends i just find it so unfortunate that some people here are so selfish,childish and full of hate....sorry lol just had to get that out xoxoxo Im so tired of having to defend myself to people,Im sick of being accused when people come to t

So in one day I find out they are not keeping at my job due to my almost passing out at work last night.
Then I get a letter telling me that my next Parenting time will not happen cause she claims to have to work. The drama in this relationship is ruining my kids. I have decided to make it stop. I will be filing the papers removing my rights to Parenting Time. Doesn't she have a pretty face, love the hair...J.
BBW Nurse, ~Sign My Guestbook Pls~@ fubar kat von d@ fubar

My LifeOk, I have been playing guitar for a year now. I am for the most part terrible in my eyes. Several people say that I am good though, I can't believe it.
A few days ago I was at a friend's house and we were all playing guitar. One of the guys left because he had some stuff he needed to do. When he left everyone else convinced me to to play bass. After a few minutes of getting acquainted with the bass, we started working on the song they wanted to record. I did really well, especially keeping time. *If you knew me you would realize I have no rhthym whatsoevery*. They sent it to Bassist and he hasn't spoke to me since then. I am afraid I hurt his pride a bit, but I don't know what to do.
I had a wierd and somewhat scary dream last night. In it, I was running from something and ran over a cliff. Normally I wake up before I hit the bottom but this time I died in my dreams.
Is this normal??? Why do people try so hard to find the graves of their anscestors? Why worry about people wh

Megan's BlogShe wishes she was just like the girls at school,
Like every other teenage girl with the crushes, Drama, the whole high school experience,
She wishes most of all people understood her not just judged her and made fun of her for how she is,
She wishes one guy would hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok
But most of all...
She wishes that she could find her one, only and fall deeply madly inlove, hoping it would never end...
She cries,
she screams,
she shouts,
she fights,
she hurts....
she is a part of me.
she lives inside of me....
she doesn't want to hurt anymore...
She feels sick...
in her mind she is sick...
in my mind... I am sick... When I Run Away From You;
Follow Me.
When I Pout My Lips;
Kiss Me.
When I Kick;
Hug Me Tight.
When I Call You Crazy;
I'm Crazy About You.
When I Am Silent;
I'm Finding A Way To Say I Love You.
When I Ignore You;
I Want Your Attention.
When I Pull Away;
Grab Me By The Waist N Say You'll N

Just Read ItLights on but no one's home
I should've left you alone
You can't stand the heat,you're all alone
YEEAAAA!!!
Horseshoes & Hand Grenades
Coulda,woulda,shoulda your bed is made
Another man down & gone
Take advantage,manipulate
Take advantage,you piece of shit
Grinfuck
Debt paid in full!
You won't Grinfuck me!
This time the advantage is mine
This time vengeance is mine
Come seeking treasure
Without a map
It's in the journey & you'll never find your way back
Take advantage,manipulate
Take advantage,you piece of shit
Grinfuck
Debt paid in full!
You won't Grinfuck me!
Drop down!
Fool me once-shame on you
Fool me twice-shame on me
You've been Grinfucked
When girls don't put out (a girl who agrees lol)
Body: When girls don't put out!!
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart.
Girls -- Please have a sense of humor!
This is really funny!!
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figur

Random ThoughtsHow can a little 4 letter word like "love" be so complicated? How do we know what it is? Is this a feeling? A way of life? The purpose for us being? If love is any or all of those things, then I want to embrace that "life", have those "feelings" and want to wake each morning, taking the first breath of the day next to the one that is my "purpose" for being. I believe in angels,
The kind that heaven sends,
I am surrounded by angels,
But I call them friends.
- Aizabel Parinas -
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and It's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and lo

My LifeToday is just a day from Hell. This whole week has been. So my boyfriends Grand Mother passed away, then I recived news that one of my Brothers are in the hospital. He has a tumor the size of a soft ball in his stomach. This morning they are doing surgery to remove it. We don't know yet if it's cancer. I really hate this waiting game. The biggest thing that sucks is I live in a different state and can't be there. I'm really worried about our Mom as well,She had a stroke last year. You know what maybe I just hate the Holiday season. It just seems every Holiday for the last few years I have had to deal w/a death or maybe it's just bad luck for right now. Please if you read this you don't need to respond,but if you would just say a prayer for my Brother that would just be awesome. Thank You to my friends on fubar.
Dar In 6 days I will be on my own again. I was staying with my boyfriend, but I found a place of my own again. I am sooooo very excited. I can sit and chat on puter and worry a

Send It To The KidsThe mistletoe is up on my page come shower me with kisses......
~BabyGirl~ Come check out the wildest party on Fubar....
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52788
BabyGirl Head Promoter!!!! Send it to the kids.....
My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to
Say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only
Has one eye!"
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only goanna make me a
Laughing stock, why don't you just die?"
My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because
I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.

My BlogI'm on vaca this week & nowhere near a computer. I'll be back Sunday. Hope everybody has a good week. for anybody who wants to say hi via IMs, here are the screen names:
AIM - cleonjbeville
MSN - cleonjames@yahoo.com
Yahoo - cleonjames 1. Does anybody else find it interesting that today is National Dog Appreciation Day & Monday is the day Michael Vick finds out how much time he gets for running a dogfighting ring?
2. Why does a guy who I took out of my fantasy baseball lineup suddenly goes 4 for 5 with 5 RBIs & an inside the park home run? It always happens to me.

Breast Cancer AwarenessThis is National Breast Cancer Month. I hope and pray that I help some one to get a mammogram. For females, please do self- examination of your breasts- one week after your period. Men reading this, please do your self exams and report any changes in your breasts or nipples. Unfortunately, men get Breast Cancer too...
One of the most common cancers among Black women, as you may know, is Breast Cancer.
And that, my friends, is only surpassed by the number one culprit Lung Cancer.
More than 217, 000 people will be affected by Breast Cancer this year.
Now tell me that this fact isn’t a good reason for us to feel some fear.
Every 2 minutes, my friends, a woman is diagnosed with Breast Cancer.
And every 13 minutes because of Breast Cancer, one woman’s life is over.
Imagine, 20,000 newly diagnosed cases are expected to occur among Black Women.
Of that, 57 hundred Black Women, because of Breast Cancer, will leave this earth my friend.
Black Women 5 year survival rate is 74%.
C

Love....ARE YOU THE KIND OF PERSON THAT WOULD HELP SOMEONE UP ,OR KNOCK THEM DOWN?
DO YOU REALLY CARE FOR PEOPLE ,OR CARELESS?
DO YOU HELP PEOPLE WHEN THEY NEED IT ,OR HELP ONLY YOURSELF?
WOULD YOU DRESS THEIR WOUNDS OR STAB THEM IN THE BACK?
DO YOU SING THEIR PRAISES ,OR PUT THEM DOWN?
WOULD YOU GIVE THEM A DOLLAR ,OR TAKE THEIR LAST PENNY?
ARE YOU WILLING TO MAKE THEM DINNER ,OR WOULD YOU TAKE FOOD OFF OF THEIR PLATE?
WHEN YOU SEE THEM ON THE GROUND ,WOULD YOU REACH OUT YOUR HAND ,OR STOMP ON THEM?
WOULD YOU HOLD THEM CLOSE WHEN THEIR IN PAIN ,OR PUSH THEM AWAY?
COULD YOU ACCEPT THEIR APOLOGIES ,OR HAVE NO MERCY?
WOULD YOU KEEP THEIR SECRETS CLOSE ,OR TELL THE WORLD FOR A GOOD LAUGH?
COULD YOU UNDERSTAND THEIR FEAR ,OR FEED OFF OF IT?
WOULD YOU STAND UP FOR THEM ,OR INSTEAD ,JUDGE THEM?
WOULD YOU TELL THEM THE TRUTH ,OR LIE STRAIGHT TO THEIR FACE?
NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE , TRY TO TOUCH THEIR LIVES IN POSITIVE WAY!
ALTHOUGH WE ARE NOT RESPONSABLE FOR THEIR HA

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CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND COME GET YOUR INTOXICATION
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SadnessComplement me if it moves you NOT because you want something from me

Life As I Know ItWatching blood stained windows
I must just love the pain
See the children crying
In my dreams my mother died again
Dig her grave much deeper
The fatal price she paid
I hope I'm here to hold her
When she comes back again
I see the death and the disaster
There is no happy ever after
The time has come
Is the armageddon
Finally here at last?
You may see the mushroom
But you won't hear the blast
Don't need a self made prophet
Don't need a holy war
Don't need another leader
To even up the score
I'm cursed with living on a fault line
The doomsday clock was made by mankind
No place to run
I see the death and the disaster
There is no happy ever after
The time has come
The Countdown's begun Well it's been a week now since my mothers death...and now I'm getting all these different emotions coming at me that I never expected.....Mostly guilt..like not being around as much as I could have...and why couldn't I of even picked up a phone to say hi..Guilty for being so

Pinned Up SinSo i know most of us hate our jobs. I've always fallen in that category and it just seems to get worse. I need something new. I need to change. *fuck* i'm so aggravated all the time. I dunno.. i'm just hoping to hear something good
I'm being really impatient, to say the least.
not to mention that as a 'wanna be' writer i could not be anymore frustration... I feel like my words are gone. i feel so uninspired ....
maybe its because all of my passion is put into my fiance, which isn't a bad thing... its a good thing... i just need to remember that's all i'm askin'. maybe i could force myself.. or maybe i need away time. I need something. heh... *screams* ... i'm on vacation until next wednesday. *excited* but today's gonna suck. My other half has the car so i'm stuck cleaning all morning which isn't all bad i guess. Then i gotta do some running around after he gets off work which i wanted to do my running in the a.m. but whatever i dont have to be at

Well Wishing...Insomnia at 6:30am is no fun. Even if I do have the day off tomorrow.
Anything I seem to want to write is coming through in poetic formations. I'm fighting it off though. Too early for pretention. Or is it too late?
I watched Kundun again tonight. Talk about beautiful injustice. The cinematography in it is amazing. And the story told is even more inspiring. It's hard to look at pain so beautifully displayed. That's probably why I've only watched Schindler's List once. And cringe at the idea of watching The Pianist. Which is funny only because I actually own the movie but can never get up the nerve to sit down and put myself through it.
Which reminds me of this-->http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=3e5_1211368435
Have you seen this video I linked to of those clouds in China that appeared 30 minutes before the earthquake hit that city last year? They looked like they were made of plasma, and they were cascaded in all of the colors of the rainbow. They hovered so playful and everyo

Wishingwondering what tomorrow brings, If i will awake to see the world again.. If i will still see things the same.. wishing there was a simple answer to all lifes questions.. weather the world would be better with just peace and love... how the papers would feel if everyone had the same body type , if we all looked the same they would make no money, is all we care about is if we look good, that we have the best material things, if we have more money then the next person,,, what would happen if you just woke up and couldnt see anything anymore, thats my fear, that i will wake up and be blind, my wish is the drs are wrong and i can out live this that i will be able to live each day the way i have my hole life, so i ask taht if you are reading this .. not to take life lightly to hug your loved once tighter look at them longer, and love life to the fullest, GOING TO VEGAS IN 2 WEEKS.. ITS MY LAST VACATION TELL CHRISTMAS... CANT WAIT TO PARTY HARTY WITH THE GIRLS... so what do you do when the

SunshineSecond month coming to an end and I still don't like getting up at 4:30am. I am happy I have a job. It for things like this. Take care everyone. After talking to many of the attendees of Archon 31/Tuckercon this past August, I had tentatively decided to go this year this year. http://www.archonstl.org/32/index.html I shot over 500 photos there. One of my big reasons for going to cons are the costumes. Friends and guests are two other reasons I go. I was assured that this coming year would be bigger. The one in August was also the NASFIC and the memberships where quite a bit more than normal. So some of the locals apparently did not show due to the cost.
That plan has gone out the window now. I have been invited to be Fan Guest of Honor at Fencon. http://www.fencon.org/ They just happen to be the same weekend due to a conflict with the hotel. I won't see as many costumes but many of them are of the same quality. The filk is great. It is one of the best fan run cons it Texas.
Co

Show Some Lovejust entered into a 25000 comment competition for a 3 month vip all help appreciated
please just click on the pic help wont go unnoticed
shes normally there rating & commenting for others now shes the one who needs some help in a contest shes entered . could u please spare a few comments kyle goes in this morn to have his tonsils/adnoids out & grommits in(had 3 sets b4). been told that with the tonsils & adnoids out his speech could improve ,that would be great if it does fingers crossed there . 2 weeks of keeping him home & juggling shifts are ahead of us . i wont be on much today should be back tomorrow

Friendshttp://www.fubar.com/user/726265
thank you!!!!!!!! well i guess if you have seen my pictures of ashley. she is not my grand daughter soon i hope she will be my daughter!!!!
i meet her mom in a shelter feb. 18 ,06. she was homeless. as soon as i meet her she started calling me momma. she left the shelter to be with a homeless man again. he was on drugs real bad.he just went away one day. so one day out of the blue she called me and told me that she was going to have a baby. so i went to find her so she could come live with me , and i would take care of her. and i did.... right before she had the baby she meet someone . so she went to live with him. she had the baby i was there with her.
so she took the baby home the baby cried all the time she could not handle it . i she called me to pick ashley up . i would take ashley home and then 2 days laer she was calling me again. she told me that she was giving her dimetapp to make her sleep. when she came to my house it took 4 days f

Original Song LyricsI'm So glad its Raining
V1. I'm So glad its Raining
So noone else around
Can see the Tears fall From my face
And slowly fall to the ground
I'm So glad its Raining
So noone else can see
That I started to fall for something
Something that will never be
Ch1. I know, Yes I know
That you're his queen and hes your king
I know yes I know
Thats why I'm Glad its Raining
V2. I'm So glad its Raining
So noone else I know
Can not tell how Much
How Much I still love you so
I'm So glad its Raining
Because it Helps Me hide
That i want you Forever
Forever By my side
Ch2. I know yes I know
Your love is ever lasting
I know yes I know
Thats why I'm glad its Raining
Repeat Ch1 Found Love
V1. It happened So fast
Smooth with lightning speed
In a heavenly instant
Yeah, I let my heart lead
I just closed my eyes
I just closed my eyes
Then to my surprise
Ch1.I Found Love
I found you
Oh, Oh, a miracle long overdue
You opened the door
You Found the Key
I Fo

Stories Of "old Folks"I don't know the source. I saved it a while ago.
Life is short!
Break the rules!
Forgive quickly!
Kiss slowly!
Love truly,
Laugh uncontrollably..
And never regret anything that made you smile.
Breakfast
It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.
On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.
The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfas

GatheringsMY FIRST GATHERING EXPERIENCE.
WAS UNFUCKINGBELIEVABLE!!!!
I WISH I COULD GO BACK TO THAT DAY.
GATHERING AT CRYSTAL FOREST WAS AWESOME.
THE SHADED AREAS.
EVERYTHING BEING CLOSE.
RIP TO THE NINJA WHO PASSED AWAY AT THE CLIFF. MAY HE RUN WICKED WILD IN SHANGRILA RAIN RAIN RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IN THE HELL. RAIN ON THE FIRST DAY, SHINE THE NEXT DAYS.
HAD A BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!!

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What Not To Do On A DateThe flight I was on was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, whoseemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food anddrinks.
As the plane prepared to descend, I noice this attendent come swwiiishing down theaisle and told us that 'Captain Marvey has asked me to announce thathe'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, ifyou could just put your trays up, that would be super. Thanks' On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed andrather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle.. ` 'Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I askedyou to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on theground.'
I then overhearded this woman calmly return, 'In my country, I am called aPrincess and I take orders from no one.'
To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing abeat, 'Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so Ioutrank you. Tray-up, Bitch' Mary and her husband Jim had

This Is My LifeBirthday Calculator
3 July 1972
Your date of conception was on or about 11 October 1971 which was a Monday.
You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Cancer.
Your Life path number is 11.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2441501.5.
The golden number for 1972 is 16.
The epact number for 1972 is 14.
The year 1972 was a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1972 and ending 2/2/1973.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rat.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Woodpecker; your plant is Wild Rose.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergen

Christy's Nagging & Ragging!Finally...I got my first perfect score on DDR Extreme a triple A
Yeah!!!!!!!!!!! Ok..heres the deal. I drive a very old big V8 and the gas gage doesnt work. As I was driving home from the grocery store I ran out of gas.
5 different Merrillville police cars drove past me and didnt even stop and not only that a Lake County cop drove past as well. What if I was hurt? I mean it wasnt like the car was abandoned or something. The only person who offered any kind of help was a man, whose house I died infront of. I wish I could have gotten the numbers off of the cop cars because I would have called and complained. What was I suppose to do to get any help? Stand outside naked..I dont think so. PROTECT AND SERVE MY BIG FAT ASS!!! YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF.............
When people are driving and talking on thier cell phones. I went out today and from the time I left my home, went to the currency exchange (which is a 1/2 mile) and back home...I saw atleast 10 or more drivers with t

Feelin CreativeNO REST FOR THE WICKED
No rest for the wicked
My eyes are bloodshot
The world lays down,
But I am up -
Doing things that must be done.
Creating silent havoc,
Running a mock.
Insomnia is my curse,
But I do not care,
I have found the center of my fear.
“Every bad has a good,”
Society is blinded by rules.
What I do is a must,
Yet I am hunted by fools.
What I dream, I cannot gain,
For if I sleep, many will be slain.
The world revolves on pain.
OLD RUSTY BLADE
I was bleeding profusely on the bathroom floor
All this pain and anguish,
I couldn’t take it anymore.
I tried to be good, and perfect
But nothing was ever good enough.
So what if I came back late,
So what if I hate?
So what if l do the things I like -
Nothing’s ever good enough.
Curled in a corner, in a cold dark place
The walls are closing in,
Tears roll down my face.
Then I remember, I’m in my room.
A self-created prison
Made of nothing but sin.
I have to break away soon.
Soon as

Had You KnownTime and time again I've seen - You be this little Drama Queen - It's trust you must conceive for us to be
~ Or I'll make your dreams come true... and I'll leave ~ Had you known - That i would have held on; No matter how far away. Would you have given me - the chance to take your breath away...
Nevermind, It's too late Teardrops fall from the greenest leaves; Tempers flare - Emotions bleed. But every rose still grows - in the light of sorrow. Think what you will there's just one chance - one life to live; with one last stand - and no one's sure. Don't save it for tomorrow

ThoughtsI sit here and think about how to say goodbye to what I only thought I had. Asking myself how to mourn the loss of his touch. To no longer feel his caress,the sweetness of his kiss.Should I weep at the thought of never feeling him wrapped around me again.Forget his taste,his smell,how he feels inside me. Should I forget the times we spent together. Sitting here with a bittersweet smile on my face.Sad but not sad....after all how do I weep for what I never had. So new,exciting,dangerous...wanting you..needing you with me..inside me..wrapped around me.Your touch,smell and taste..my addiction.Thoughts of you filling my head as you fill my body..never enough..always more..forever my addiction.The sound of your voice moves me..soothing the fire you make inside me..as the thought of us together fans the flame of burning desire..pleading need..absolute love..my addiction I could kiss you forever.The silken heat of your mouth pressed against mine..the sweetness of your taste becomes a craving.

PoetryI sit here on my bed
Taking in the way I feel.
I sit here wondering
If you know at all.
What I am thinking
And how I feel inside.
I'm dying to tell you
To see if you feel the same.
But I just can't find the words
To say what I want to say.
Emptiness fills my heart
And I think of you.
A deserted road leading to nowhere
Is what I'm on.
Stumbling over bumps of heartache, pain, happiness, and anger.
Not knowing where to turn
Surrounded by emotions.
Thoughts of you all around
Calling my name
Words you said resounding in my head.
Hitting my knees, I start to cry
As I remember those moments you said goodbye.
Now all alone on this deserted road
Emptiness fills my heart
And I think of you. You're everything I need
All rolled into one.
You always keep me smiling
When my hope is gone.
You are the one that I dream of.
The one I want to be with.
The one who I see me with
As the days of my life go on.
You see me in a different light
Unlike anyone else.
You le

My Friend Care_bearI've met some wonderful people in the time that I've been on cherrytap/fubar and one of the best is Donna "Care_bear" Collis.
She was a good friend from the very start and stayed that way. We talked about everything from kids to work to the world.
Donna is suffering with cancer and is in the hospital. I wish I could say that she is doing well but she isn't. She's put up a brave fight but it appears that won't be enough this time.
I ask that any of you who read this bulletin say a prayer for Donna now and a few more in the time to come. She is a good friend and I pray that her suffering will not be too much.
Hey guys, I had surgery on Tuesday and am getting well good and fast. Didn't tell anyone ahead cause I wasn't in a mood to get too many good wishes ahead of time. Last fall I told you about my friend Donna Collis or as she was known on here "Care Bear." Cancer finally took her earlier this month.
She was a young woman, 43 years old and leaves behind a son,

I Will Vent My Spleen!Guys, when you walk up to the urinal to take a leak, don't stand there and force out a big nasty fart! You keep that up and one day.... Recently, I observed two young guys pull up to the gas station in a sharp Mustang rag top. The driver gets out to pump the fuel and his buddy just sits there in the car?!!! What? Maybe they weren't scoping out any babes at that moment. However, they might have been the target of some scoping themselves. Guys, if you find yourself in this situation riding shotgun, get out of the car! Even if there's nothing for you to do pretend to check the tires or something so you don't look like two gay guys on a cruise.
Ladies, that goes for you too! You can't go to the powder room without having your girl come along so why would you have your girl pump fuel while you just sit in the car? Maximum Exposure people!
If by chance you and your buddy are gay...forget everything I just said. LOL Maybe I am being a little picky here but I wanted everyone to know the

The Two That Got AwayHe was a man who has worked at the radio station for many years.Today he was filthy rich.The man stood in front of the radio station inhaling one last drag from his expensive cuban cigar.So what if it was illegal.He was a radio god.The laws did not apply to him.He threw his cigar on the ground and a young woman in her twenties catches his eye.He waves at her and she smiles at him.A mail man stops by next to the woman and starts laughing at the man and the woman joins him.The man feels something eating through his shoe.His shoe is on fire.When he tries to look down at his feet his belly blocks his view.He remembered what one alway's did when they were on fire.The ground trembled as he dropped to the ground and rolled around.It took a janitor with a fire extinguisher to put out all the flames.An hour later a crew of medics tried to bandage the man's feet but he fought like a wild boar out of the ambulance when he found out that they supported the president and that they were Democrats.He

Would You50 most romantic things to do with your Girlfriend/Boyfriend
Hearts
1. Watch the sunset together.
2. Whisper to each other.
3. Cook for each other.
4. Walk in the rain.
5. Hold hands.
6. Buy gifts for each other.
7. Roses.
Rose Vase
8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time
you're together.
9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight.
10. Write poetry for each other
11. Hugs are the universal medicine.
12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you
mean it.
Two Hearts
13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/ poetry etc.
14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Do not lie.
15. Spend every second possible together .
Two Love birds flying
16. Look into each other's eyes.
17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you
love her, and kiss her lightly.
18. When in public, don't flirt with each other.
19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren'

ThanksI've been kicking myself for barely being able to keep a thought straight in my head. I feel like a stupid blonde airhead. Not working and solving problems has made it worse. But today, talking to my mom, I've realized something.
In the span of 3 months,
*my best friend died
*I almost got divorced
*I was diagnosed with severe depression
*I lost my job
*I was diagnosed with breast cancer
Now I'm wondering why my head hasn't just up and exploded on me. I know I have some very supportive friends here, and having you around has helped me soooo much! Just being able to blog and rant about what's getting to me... has really made a difference. Thank you all &hearts I wanna thank those of you who stopped by to cheer me up yesterday... especially cowboy_medic99 :) As soon as I'm back to my normal bubbly self I'll send ya all mad love :) For putting up with my stupid
"xxxxxxx is using a different version of Yahoo! Messenger. Certain features may be unavailable." message eve

Juggalos And Lettesi think about you all the time day and night when im walking when im sleeping every minute of tha day you make me happy somehow just thinking about you calms me down a whole lot i want ot hold you in my arms just one last time if i could tears me up i can't realy talk to you all that much i wish i was spending this v day with you.You take the pain away . Sometimes i wish me and you can just go away and never look back spend the rest of our lives together i love you with all my haert even know we can't really talk to each other or hang out i love you so much oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo muah 4 ever i talk to you everyday i talk to you on the phone
when im down you bring me up when im sad you make me happy
I talk to you every morning and that makes my day go better
I think of you all the time
THere are times wheni just want to be in your arms or hold you in my arms or just kiss you
Sometimes i wander if there is will every be more than friends with us
What matters is

Poems I LikeI try to phone,
But I can't speak.
I know that I'm strong,
but I feel weak.
I try not to fall,
But no matter what I do.
I can't help myself,
From falling in love with you.
Everyday I've tried to block your memory,
To protect me from the pain.
Pretend I never knew you,
And never heard your name.
But these walls I've built aren't strong enough.
And though I fight my tears in vain. My feelings still come creeping through,
And hurt me just the same. A saddened soul,
A lonely walk and suddenly it appears.
Gently falling,
A friendly liquid.
Is it rain,
or is it tears.
Thoughts of you,
Caress my heart.
My soul begins to shout.
To live your dreams and know your love,
Is what life's all about.
To feel you touch or taste your lips,
To hold you once again.
Will surely bring me sunshine,
Instead of all this rain.

Freedom Fighters ... American MilitarySo many men and women,
have given up their life.
So you and I sleep safely,
in our beds at night.
Marching across an entire country,
trying to set it free.
So they can have some human rights,
just like you and me.
They march along these dirt filled streets,
not knowing where to step.
Looking around for terrorist,
and where there bombs are kept.
Never having time to sleep,
or to just sit down and rest their feet.
Taking an extra minute or so,
to just write home to the ones they know.
They withstand pressures everyday,
that we could not understand.
Anger, fear and hostility,
sweep across this land.
Never knowing who to trust,
who is friend or foe.
Giving it everything they have,
frustration starts to show.
They stand together like family,
catching eachothers back.
working under pressure,
their courage never lacks.
To lose a fellow soldier,
is a loss felt by them all.
There's nothing like the pain they feel,
to see a soldier fall.
This is a simple l

FriendsI had a very dear friend
That friend went to join his heavenly father
He left this world knowing he had touched alot of lives
He made many friends and even bought his family togather
He had a million dollar smileand a funny way to make you laugh
He might have gotten on your nerves but at the same time you still loved him
He will remembered in all of our thoughts and prayers
We will miss you
In Memory of Chris St. John
1-19-08 How can a child pick and choose who they want in their life. Even though they my have been adopted at a young age and then they found each other again....how can they hurt one set of parents and not want to hurt the other? My husband lost 2 of his children due to unseen circumstances with his ex-wife and they lost the 2 children. Well when the oldest was 18 they found my husband and never the less now the daugther doesn't want anything to do with my husband but to use him and hurt him and her brothers. I just don't feel that it is

Joke Of The DayIt's a Saturday morning & Pete is just about to set off on a round of golf when he realizes that he forgot to tell his wife that the bloke who fixes the washing machine is coming around noon.
So Pete heads back to the clubhouse and phones home:
"Hello?" says a little girl's voice.
"Hi, honey, it's Daddy," says Pete. "Is Mommy near the phone?"
"No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Frank."
After a brief pause, Pete says, "But you haven't got an Uncle Frank, honey!"
"Yes, I do, and he's upstairs in the bedroom with Mommy!"
"Okay, then. Here's what I want you to do. Put down the phone, run upstairs, knock on the bedroom door, and shout in to Mommy and Uncle Frank that my car has just pulled up outside the house."
"Okay, Daddy!"
A few minutes later, the little girl comes back to the phone. "Well, I did what you said, Daddy."
"And what happened?"
"Well, Mommy jumped out of the bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming, then she tripped o

How many times have you sat in your room all alone?
how many fellings do you have that go unshown?
How many tears will you cry befor you finlly give in?
How long must I wait till you let me in?
I know were both hurt and we've both seen pain,
but together we might fell joy again.
The way I fell with you wraped in my arms,
Lets me know I can get through this storm.
Your soft,gentle kiss, your warm embrace,
the way you gentaly caress my face.
the fellings that I thought I would never fell again
So now please tell me why it has to end?
Its not that I'm asking you to commit to me right away
But when I am around, in your arms I'd like to lay.
I'm not looking to be yours and yours alone just yet,
But I plan for the future,and on you my eyes are set. I am a Modern-Day Germanic Warrior! I fight for our people and i fight for
our faith. I will strive for personal victory and achievement specifically to better fulfill
this purpose. If I am unable to "cleave Skulls," then

Quandries, Woes, And ContemplationMy brother and I are very close. We talk all the time except when he decides to reconcile with his girlfriend who also has his child. Her and I have been at eachothers throats for over a year. Actually, she has gone after just about everyone in my family.
Over the past weekend, a life changing incident occured with my brother. He was drunk and decided that if he couldn't have her that there was nothing to live for. He told her to tell his daughter that daddy would be watching over her and that he would see her in heaven someday. He then proceeded to tell his girlfriend that he wanted her to see what his dead body would look like.
His girlfriend who was not with him in person was scared to death. She called 911 and the sheriff came and took my brother to the psych ward luckily before he had the chance to harm himself. They also made sure to confiscate the shotgun he had. He was there four days and returned home yesterday.
My brother is home with his girlfriend and daughter

Corona"no Real Pics,,,,,goodbye"To anybody who knew me on fubar: I just want to say I'm leaving.It really isn't some place I have made real friends.I don't talk to anybody on here.So to all those who spoke to me best of luck to you.As of 8/31/09 I'll be taking fubar off of my computer. I wanted to make a prayer request for my baby sister.She is 19 and pregnant.I was just recently informed my baby nephew could possibly have chance of being mentally retarded.He is due October of this year.Please keep us in your prayers! What are considered real pics on here?Are there not supposed to be any decent people on the internet?This "corona" told me I have no real pics but yet when I went to comment on his profile it said I was not allowed to do so.Well my pics are of my kids,family,and myself.No nudes ones I work hard for my money and teach my daughters to have self respect.So Mr.Corona and others out there like that who don't like my pics you can blow it out your tailpipe.

My Words!Exclude me,
I don't mind.
matter of fact,
I insist!
close the circle,
no exceptions.
put me in the middle,
I'll be the side show.
matter of fact,
I'll be a no show.
don't invite me,
I wouldn't come anyhow.
exclude me,
I don't mind.
matter of fact,
I insist.
matter of fact,
I'll exclude myself!
ALL I HAD LEFT WHERE SOME BILLS, A BED CRAMED INTO THE CORNER, AND MY BOOKS. WHEN I OPEN THEM, I CLOSED YOU . THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERED. ~ I WANTED HEMINGWAY'S INSANITY, GINSBERG'S SOFTNESS, AND POE'S PEN. I WANTED TO DRINK LIKE BUKOWSKI, TO SHOOT DOPE LIKE BURROUGHS, AND FUCK LIKE MILLER. I GAVE IT MY BEST, AND IT GOT ME HERE. ~ IT ALLOWED ME TO WEAR BLUE COLLARS AND SWEEP FLOORS, AND SWEAT ALONE, AND SHARE SOME WORD THAT MATTERED ONLY TO ME. ~ IF I'LD HAVE KNOW THAT ALL THOSE PAGES AND ALL THOSE WORDS WOULD HAVE BOILDED DOWN TO THIS? I WOULD HAVE STOPPED READING LONG AGO. ~ NOW IT'S TO LATE, I'M TIRED, AND IT'S TIME TO GO TO BED. This is somet

Mizz Daisy's PlaceThe answer to all your questions....
Ok people of Fubar. Due to the same old questions being asked of me and my messages going into overload I decided to go ahead and blog all the answers for you!
What color panties am I wearing? I am wearing HUGE, lime green with black polka dot granny panties. I know hot right?
Would I like to have a threesome? Meaning what? 2guys, 2 girls, beastiality be more specific AND HELL NO I WON"T!
Would you like to meet and go out? Honestly, the first or second message, you could be Jeffery Dahmer for all I know.
Do I like younger men? Hmmm...
Where do I work? Until ya get to know me I will never tell, sorry goes back to that Jeffery Dahmer thing.
What do I do for work? I help build and facilitate the formula for which........Come on read the profile it is there!
Will you marry me? Sure I will when you get your drivers license!!
What do I think about birth control? ...........(sorry listening to the crickets)
What am I doing?

Bondage Any OneYou scored as Exciting/Exotic, Your exciting and exotic. You like to keep things interesting. You never try the same thing twice. Mixing it up is what you love to do, it keeps them coming back for more.
Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Exciting/Exotic95% Hot/hard90% Passionate/wet85% Shy/Sweet40% Soft/slow10% Awkward/New0% How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Whips, Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Biting100% Whips100% Bondage

Melody's ThoughtsYou know I just have to say this. All of this nakedness on fubar. People putting up naked photos..and requesting that you add or fan to see them. You know what...what do they think they have that is soooooo fucking special that someone else does'nt have. YOU KNOW????? I can type in a search for porn and see what ever I want!! So...just goes to show..that its all the same..size width color...any of that I can find online without having to add fan or rate someone..not that I'm interested in looking at someone's nakedness. I just had to say this. Unless of course you have two dicks on your person..then perhaps then and only then...you can say you have something someone else doesnt have. And IF its a woman and she wants ME to go to her site and look at her naked photo's ...all I have to do is stand infront of the mirror and look at my own nakedness. So that is all I have to say on this matter. Not sure why people set their comments and blogs to friends only. I understand friends only for

Munkey ThoughtsThe Family
open your eyes. what do you see?. Do you see your self? do you see yourself looking at yourself. The mirror before you holds no mysteries nor does it hide the secrets you come to love. This is real. you have done this. to yourself, to them. that is your sword in your hand. That is their blood on your sword, your hair, your hands, my face. turn and look at what you have done. the beauty in the art work you have created from life. she is so young, she was yours but for a short time. her naked body still beckons you closer. walk to her. listen to her whispers. Smell her scent. Feel her blood drip off of my face. so young, she was so full of life. full of the power to make you weep. Power to command you to do her bidding's. Power over all, power so grand that it became the death of her. You became the death of her. is she silent now? did you send her to her life long sleep? but who is sobbing? open your eyes. look at them. turn and see your fate. Bound kneeling and gaged. Her

LevelCome on people help me level so i can go to bed since i am sick with a head cold.
Thanks. EVERYBODY, STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL ON SEPTEMBER 11TH... NO MATTER WHAT SCHOOL YOU GO TO, WHAT STATE YOU LIVE IN, THINK ABOUT IT... TEACHERS SHOW UP AND NOBODY IS IN CLASS... THEN THEY'LL LEAVE... TELL A LOT OF PEOPLE AND LETS SEE IF WE CAN MAKE IT ON NEWS... WHY SEPTEMBER 11TH? CAUSE ITS A DAY WE SHOULD NOT BE IN SCHOOL BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED.. WE GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A BUNCH OF DEAD PRESIDENTS BUT WE DON'T GET SCHOOL OFF FOR A MASS MURDER OF PEOPLE WE PROBABLY KNEW? AND ALL THE AMAZING FIRE FIGHTERS THAT DIED FOR THIS COUNTRY!! ... JUST KEEP REPOSTING AND TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW...NO SCHOOL SEPT. 11TH ok, I need 2,527 to level help me out Please. MUCH THANKS!!

This Sucksso basically me and the certain "person" got together. turns out he's not the dude i knew. He just used me. he doesnt love his gf , i mean u can tell... but now im left alone and hurt and it isnt fair. I guess i learned my lesson in this situation it just sucks to know that i have to see him when he works with me. Its uncomfortable already and all he wants to be is friends and i dont. Im so annoyed i need a hug from a good guy!!! Im willing to try new thing's and be my self in certain situations. I have never cheated on a bf and ive gotten cheated on a couple of times. But it starts with this, Ive been on a personal strike from men for a while trying to find a good man you know. I work with this guy and ive been into him since i first started working there. He's smart, sweet, dedicated fun and funny everything that i want in a real man.He has a gf and so i kept my distance. Until a couple of week's ago. i saw his myspace and added him. We sent emails to one another but on friendly term

Borrowed Material1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead.
Do not walk ahead of
me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either.
Just pretty
much leave me alone.
2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire.
3. It's always darkest before dawn.
So if you're going to steal your
neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.
4. Don't be irreplaceable.
If you can't be replaced, you can't be
promoted.
5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else.
6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.
7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of
car payments.
8. Before you criticize someone you should walk a mile in their
shoes.
That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and
you have their shoes.
9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you.
10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day.
Teach him how to
fis

Happy Weekend*Dark Enigma* CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW 8PM CENTAL TIME PLEASE GO BOMB HER,AND IF YOU DONT ALREADY KNOW HER STOP BY HER PAGE AND ADD HER SHE IS AN AWESOME FRIEND TO HAVE AND COULD REALY DO WITH SOME HELP RIGHT NOW
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m
(repost of original by 'NIGHT WALKERS BOMBERS' on '2007-10-14 14:46:26')
HI ALL HOPE YOUR HAVEING A GREAT WEEKEND I KNOW I ASK A LOT OF YOU ALL AND YOU HAVE ALL BEEN SO AWESOME HELPING ME OUT,AND ANY TIME YOU NEED THE HELP BACK MY FAMILY AND I WILL HELP YOU,BLUEYESMEL A FRIEND AND FAMILY MEMBER IS IN A TOUGH BATTLE IN A CONTEST WE HAVE GOT HER UP IN TO 2ND PLACE SO FAR WE NEED HELP TO PUSH HER IN TO FIRST AND GIVE HER A LEAD SO IF ANY OF YOU CAN SPARE SOME TIME TO HELP OUT I WOULD MUCH APRECIATE IT IT RUNS FOR ANOTHER 6 DAYS SO PLEASE STOP BY AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS AND A RATE IF YOU CAN LUV YOU ALL HUGS AND KISSES
NO DRAMA!!!!! if you start a problem, or anyone that is voting for you st

Mish's LevelOk folks Mish only needs around 22800 to be the first British Godmother. She's fighting to stay awake so she can see herself level. We all need to pitch in and try to get this done in 30 min. I know you can do this. You're all the best.
MishNumber1 ♥ Nearly FuBar's 1st British Godmother ~ of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & I@ fubar ok we STILL have 2 more happy hours yet tonight after this one Mish is almost down to 100,000 if we all pitch in we can get her done tonight without a problem. Please won't you come help level her
MishNumber1 ♥ Nearly FuBar's 1st British Godmother ~ of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & I@ fubar Ok folks Mish only needs around 62,000 to be the first British Godmother. She's fighting to stay awake so she can see herself level. We all need to pitch in and try to get this done in 30 min. I know you can do this. You're all the best.
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FamilyPlease welcome our newest member to the Texas Wolves "Hoppy" please go show him a proper welcome from all the Texas Wolves.
Hello everyone. Just wanted to let you all know that we have some new members to the "Texas Wolves" again. Please make them all feel welcomed to the family.
Darkened Angel "Texas Wolves"
Dragon Spirit Of The Night
Lady Darkwood "Texas Wolves"
Dagger {Master Vampire} "Texas Wolves"
Deathwind "Texas Wolves"
And last but not lest our newest member:
Awesomelilbunny
Hi all just wanted to let you all know that we have one definite new family member 'Darkwolf832' and one possible new Family member I know a few of you have already helped her out and sent your friend request but as of yet she has not added "Texas Wolves" to her nick will everyone please go check out "Darkwolf832' "Texas Wolves" you will find him on my Family list please make him feel welcome and show him love. The other nick is megan 'whitewo

NewWHOA YEAH!! I AM FIRED UP!! Up first is my good buds from PerformanceVinyl.Net! Awesome dudes who have the hookup on all your merch needs. Need stickers? They got em! Need shirts? they got them too! Wanna throw stickers and graphics on your bands trailer? or your vehicle? they can do it all I still have yet to find something they cannot do! HAHAHA Need the hookup for yourself? just tell them Chris Nite sent ya!...............Ok up NEXT is Nos Energy Drinks! Met up with these guys not long ago and we all knew it was a meeting of the minds! For now on EVERY event I or RenegadeRadio.Net go out to they will be out there giving away FREE STUFF! Last but not least our good friends at Devil's Bowl Speedway! L.R. has tried for it seems like years to get me out there and now we are all onboard! Look for my show Saturday Nite Superchargers to be going full balls out at the speedway atleast one saturday a month for now on. SUPPORT THOSE WHO SUPPORT YOU!
oh man what a weekend!! ok so as some o

Pass Me Not...Last night I did a rare thing in Iowa. I was thirsty for some homemade lemonade so I went out to my lemon tree and picked the very first fruit I ever picked off this tree, juiced it, mixed it with 1.4 cup sugar and 13 ounces of water, and voila! Lemonade. Before I go any farther, let me explain, Iowa soil grows many things, but citrus isn't one of those things. Something about the sub-zero weather doesn't do citrus trees any good.
I bought a meyer lemon tree last summer along with a key lime and a persian lime tree. Given our usual rather harsh winter weather, you might wonder why on earth I did that. along with "How did I get a real lemon on a real Iowa tree without staples or nails?" cause lemons, as I said, do not grow in Iowa. Well, because I could never leave my cooking herbs outside to freeze without feeling guilty, I have a sun room with 10 banks of grow lights. That room is my winter "ripening" room for tomatoes, mangoes, papaya, avocados and others as well. So this winte

Helpppppppppp!!!!!!!!!Ok I still need 20,598 points and I need lots of help, so please come help me as much as u can, I would really appreciate it alot guys..thanks so much!!!
Thanks to My sista Mina, Playboy Playmate and Dr. Feelgood for all ur guys help so far!!! Love ya guys...muahz I need over 21,000 points to level up, so if ya can and havent already commented, rated my blogs, pics, or stash can u plz do it, I will return the favor...
Thanks guys I've been stuck on this level forever!!!!!
As always thanx to my sis Mina who already has rated everything...U rock girl!!! Hey guys just wanted to leave a note and say yes I am alive, just cant get online much..Hope all is well with everyone...LOve ya all
Cheryl

Seek First The Kingdom"But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His Kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides" (Matthew 6:33 AMP “How great is the love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when he appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is.” Heaven Father, thank You for Your Kingdom which is righteousness, peace, and joy. I choose to seek Your Kingdom today. I choose to seek
Your way of doing things. I invite You, Holy Spirit, to direct my steps and keep me close to You always. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

Another SongWhen I was younger man
I hadn't a care
Foolin' around
Hitting the town
Growin' my hair
You came along and stole my heart
When you entered my life
Ooh, babe, you got what it takes
So I made you my wife
Since then I never looked back
It's almost like livin' a dream
And oooooooh, I love you
You came along from far away
And found me here
I was playin' around
Feelin' down
Hittin' the beer
You picked me up
From off the floor
And gave me a smile
You said you're much too young
Your life ain't begun
Let's walk for awhile
And as my head was spinnin' 'round
I gazed into your eyes
And thought
Oooooooh, I want you
Thank you babe for being a friend
And shinin' your light in my life
'Cause ooooooh
I need you
[Instrumental Interlude]
As my head was comin' round
I gazed into your eyes
And thought
Ooooooh, I want you
Thanks again for being my friend
And straightenin' out my life
'cause oooooooh
I need you
[Instrumental Interlude]
Since then I ne

~blogger Blurbs~THE ROAD NOT TAKEN
ROBERT FROST
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same.
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black,
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
This is one of my favorite poems, not just for the content, but for the richness of thinking my mind derives from reading it. I have read this poem for as long as I can remember reading, and over the ye

My Thoughts!Well here iam starting this blog in hopes to vent all my anger issues! The last time i started blogging someone got nasty with me, hopefullly noone w ill this time! Ill try not to make anyone upset. As i go on in my blogs you will hear stories of my life or fantisies i thought about to happen. I have a great imagination and I love writing! I have written many of stories and would love to share them with all of you. I write stories from Erotic to horror. Anyway this is all for now till nest time. It was another long road trip. I was working for a computer company that kept me on the road for months at a time doing repairs, setting up server farms, etc. I was in Madison, Wisconsin when I just couldn't take the aloneness anymore. I'd been out to bars and clubs but being a shy guy I hardly ever hooked up. And this trip was lonelier than most. I looked online for some escort sites. One was an add for a voluptuous woman with 38d breasts. I've always liked my women on the heavier side so tha

Crazies BlogsSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m FOR ALL THE BBW WOMEN IN MY LIFE> Howdy all,
As I was looking around the site at what others hwd to say. I came across a blast,that
I thought was interesting. The first part was,
You only live once. Which is very true, unless your one of those how beliene in reincanation.
so yes that part is true, nad so is the part that saies, life is waht you make of it, which is also very true. Because if you don't do anything thing then what is the point of living right. Then it goeas on a saies so make it count, which is also true. because if you don't do anything again then how can you say you life counted for something, when in reality it didn't.
Then it goes on and saies,live for the moment, which id also true, because if you look at the way the universe works, we are only here just a moment in time. Then it says, never stop learning, which is agaian very true, because we are learning something now everyday weather we know it

I Need All My Friends And Family!I NEED ALL MY FAMILY AND FRINDS ON THIS ONE!! HERE IS THE LINK...
...THANK YOU IN ADVANCE...ANGEL1111....PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT IF YOU CAN HELP! I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS ....I AM IN A CONTEST AND I AM DOWN BY OVER 1,000 COMMENTS...PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND RATE AND ANY COMMENTS WOULD BE APPREICIATED...THANK YOU IN ADVANCE!HERE IS THE LINK CLICK ON PIC.... From their Bulletin To the DSC, WTC, CONFEDS and ALL S*U*P* this is where it's at. (repost)http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1096908171
please do not bomb this pic...bomb the pic below!
We came back after 6000 down and now she's in the lead, let's keep it that way. We can win this contest ends tomorrow.
Hey everyone, I hope your week is going well.
This lovely lady needs your help. She's in 2nd, and one big push would bring her into 1st place...
All bombers to the bomb floor now if possible... Just click on her pic, and you are there.
I know if we all come together as a team,
we can get this

Yippie I Yo!I'm right here always here for you
I long for you day dream about you fantasize
about you I can feel your hands on me as if you
were here next to me Remembering when we met A time I can never forget The drive I had before me Couldn't wait for our first date All the heated conversations we had The desire to be with you To kiss you hold you,run my tongue up and down your incredible body pull you in and feel you thrust hard against my body Couldn't drive fast enough wishing I had taken a flight All the anticipation it all paid off Our eyes met Not wanting to wait hurrying through our dinner date The pleasure you gave me The love you made to me The sensations I felt You took me to a place I have never been A place of desire and passion full of sweat dripping from our bodies We couldn't get enough of each other trying so desperately to please one another my body aching to feel as one together There was so much passion between us So much lust So much want Such a need to feel your body

This Feeling I Have InsideI am an Optical Illusion...
You can perceive me many different ways,but you
will never figure me out.
When you think you have, I will have changed.
I'm deep, I consume your mind.
I'm also quiet and suttle, someone you can lose
yourself in.
I'm soothing yet confusing,
I appear to be moving, yet are still.
I am an Optical Illusion.
By: Lucky to be Irish This feeling I have inside,
What is it?
When you look into my eyes...
my stomach tightens,
my heart races,
my mind tries not to fumble and I feel...
I am not sure how I feel!
Is this wasted time?
Am I looking for something that isn't there?
Are you meeting me half way?
Oh, what is it that I feel?!?!?!?
I wonder...
How do I make you feel?
When I look into your eyes,
What does it do to you?
To be honest with you, it makes me scared!
I have opened up to you little by little...
I am fearful of what you could learn!
The things my mouth will tell without m

TrippyThe tears that hurt the most
are the ones that don't fall
When you're so empty inside
that nothing comes out
The smiles that hurt the most
are the forced ones
Not the "how are you I'm fine" ones
but the kind a good friend has to work for
The laughs that hurt the most
aren't the ones at you
But the happy ones of other people
that you don't want to burden
The words that hurt the most
aren't "I still love you"
or "please don't go"
or the bitter words of arguments
The words of acceptance, cutting so sharply
that they barely sting
The thoughts that hurt the most
are the knowledge
that this is not the first time
That it wasn't anyone's fault
and you are alone again.
I found myself drifting into another world and saw that I was at the bottom of a set of stairs. At the very top of these stairs was a gleaming light like a star or jewel of exceptional brilliance. I ascended t

ReflectionsToday was one of my hardest days in a long time. Today, I buried a co-worker, a good friend, and one of the nicest men that ever lived. Taken from this life too soon.. he had so many lives yet to touch. But those who knew him were touched by him each and every day. His wonderful personality, quirky sense of humor and overall genuine caring of people. When he asked you how you were, he truly wanted to know.
As I sat in the pew listening to the music, looking at him laying there so peaceful, I looked down at his memorial card they handed out at the door, and I noticed the dash between his birthdate and the date of his death. ( You should check out my stash called the dash if you haven't yet), and I couldn't help but think about all that was in between those dates. He was a husband, father, a brother, an uncle, co-worker and a wonderful friend to so many people. This is a part of life I know, but no matter how you try to put it in perspective, it still hurts. His son spoke the sweetest

For FunAt a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly
gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish.
Since both of them were widowed,they decided to go fishing together the next day.!
The gentleman picked the lady up, and they
headed to the river to his fishing boat and
started out on their adventure.
They were riding down the river when there was a
fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady,
"Do you want to go up or down?"
All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt
and pants and made mad passionate love to the man
right there in the boat !
When they finished, the man couldn't believe
what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best s*x that he'd had in years.
They fished for a while and continued on down the
river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river.
He again asked the lady , "Up or down ?"
There she went again, stripped off her clothes,
and

Why Should I Change?OK, Finally, after some time, I have gotten the website up and running for the Irminsol Volkish Assembly. Been a long time since I have worked on a website, but it is up. www.irminsol.org
It is still under construction, so please excuse any disorder. I am also open to suggestions.
*UPDATE*
This website is no longer for the Irminsol Volkish Assembly. It will be updated soon with current information. Currently, we are trying to form a kindred here in the Carolinas. More info to come. I am somewhat entertained when I am asked "Why are you racist?" or "Why don't you want to be around non-whites?". My reason is simple. I was born into a family of people a lot like me. Why should I WANT to be around people not like me? If I am comfortable where I'm at, why should I go out of my way to befriend someone that I really don't have much in common with? Sure, I'm racially aware, racist, or whatever you wanna call me. I'm not a Nazi (National Socialist), Klansman, Redneck, or hatemonger. I d

Explicit PoetryA world plagued
with a Voodoo curse.
Keeps getting darker
As the demons get worse.
The sky it glows the bloodiest red.
Yet not a single tear is shed.
Sending rays the color of rust.
Ashes to ashes.... dust to dust.
The sky was dark
black tears it cried
for thats the day
the sun died..... There are no rule's for making love.
So you need to break down the wall's.
Let there be no barrier,
let all securities fall.
Take your lover into the game,
make it fun for two.
Let him be the principle,
the one that punish's you
You can be the nurse,
take care of all his pains.
He can be the student,
you teach him so many things.
Try some of these games,
see how much heat it brings.
He can be your boss,
telling you what to do.
Oh yes there's the cop,
that puts hand-cuffs on you.
You want to be an actress,
you want to be a star.
He is the producer,
without him you wont go to far.
He's a millionaire,
his house to big it seems.
You are the french maid,
you were hired

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Trisomy 13On Wed. Oct. 24, Rachiel was taken to the hospital because she was getting sick and running a fever. The Dr. decided to keep her because of the risk of stroke. On Fri. Oct. 26, the Dr. thought it best that she begin to induce Rachiel. Early Sat. morning, 2:34am to be exact, little Eva was born. She weighs less than 2lbs 13oz, and is 16 1/4in long, she came into this world trying, but just didn't have the strength and passed 42 min later. Pictures and video were taken, of course, but i'm sure that most of them will not be seen by anyone other than Rachiel, her mother, and other very close friends and family. As of 9am, Oct. 27, Rachiel was still holding little Eva, and probably will until the hospital staff has to take her away. It's always hard to lose someone, and Rachiel will need all the love and support she can get from her family and friends.
Me and my family thank everyone for your thoughts during this very trying time. I'm not a religious person, but I know that someo

I'll Try This Too...So, my six string bass just went up on E-bay. It's a sad day for me, but I have to get rid of the rest of my guitars. Hopefully I'll make enough to get ahead on my bills, as that's the only reason I'm selling them.
If anybody is interested in a 6-string fretless bass, shoot me an e-mail.
Everybody else, please mourn with me as my financial freedom dies. I don't know about you guys, but I love seeing peoples' tattoos. Some are interesting and some are fantastic. I like checking them all out.
I wanna put up a tattoo gallery of the best tattoos on Fubar. Send me a message with a link to your picture and I'll pay 100 "fu-bucks" for it. Of course, credit will be given and I'll even advertise your page.
Let's see those tats! Okay, after about the thousandth time of reading/hearing about situations where somebody wanted to "confront" somebody else about something (you all know what I'm talking about, "friend is lying" or "sister is cheating" that sort of thing) I started to re

Blog Blog Blogged"Like A Boy"
Pull up your pants
(Just Like Em')
Take out the trash
(Just Like Em')
getting ya cash like em'
Fast like em'
Girl you outta act like ya dig
(What I'm talkin' bout')
Security codes on everything
Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring
(Joint Account)
And another one he don't know about
Wish we could switch up the roles
And I could be that...
Tell you I love you
But when you call I never get back
Would you ask them questions like me?...
Like where you be at?
Cause I'm out 4 in the morning
On the corner rolling
Doing my own thing
Oh
What if I?...
Had a thing on the side?
Made ya cry?
Would the rules change up?...
Or would they still apply?...
If I played you like a toy?...
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy
Can't be getting mad!
What You Mad?
Can't Handle that!
Can't be getting mad!
What you mad?
Can't handle that!
Girl go head and be...
(Just Like Em')
Go run the streets
(Just Like Em')
come home late say sleep like em'
C

True Fubar Friendsto all that help me to get to Fuberlord thank you so much you all have a nice X-mas and a Happy New Year hi all it's me hellraiser sorry for not raiseing any hell on your web page i have lost my DSL and i have been on dialup man let me tell you it sucks to be on dialup i am working on a new DSL sever hope to do some hell raisering on all you guy's and i know there are some i have to did rais some hell on lol to my son "lightning" why have you come so soon you were not to come home in 6 weeks. why you come so soon i what to bring you home my son but your to sick for me to bring home so every one can see you. please get well and come home soon we all miss you "Lightning" love dad

Alittle About Everythingyou will be hearing me raising hell on my page. my blog will tell you why.
I have a temper when someone anyone that tells me how my past was...cause they have no damn clue.
my past was shitty and i try to forget about it but when someone brings it up.. damn straight im going to raise hell.
dont look at me as a different person...it takes alot to piss me off.
you guys are awesome and im pretty glad that i have you as a friend on here...so please dont judge me
thanks OUR NEW SERENITY PRAYER..LOL
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I cannot accept, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had to kill today because they pissed me off. And also, help me to be careful of the toes I step on today as they are connected to the ass that I may have to kiss tomorrow.
Help me to always give 100% at work...
12% on Monday.
23% on Tuesday.
40% on Wednesday.
20% on Thursday.
5% o

Bootie Call Applicationhey u all u can find me on my own space ha ha go there and look 4 me under my e-mail sunn_shines4u@yahoo.com myspace or myspace.com/toni_35 Hey all u can also find me on my space..... Hit me look 4 me under my e-mail address sunn_shines4u@yahoo.com there u will find me more BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. (To be taken very seriously) RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL!
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Are U Being True To Urself?Ok,this may piss off some people and who cares!! The "stupidity" I'm speaking of isn't really "stupidity I guess.It may just be a lack of learning or just knowing what you were tought.
I'm so tierd of people thinking that just because your from the south or live in the south you must be a "race hater","predjidice","dumba--",back wood redneck...These same people think that just because someone is waveing a confederate flag that they hate all people. Let me be plain here. I LOVE my southern roots,and am proud to have had members of my family in the past fight on the confederate side of the war. Also I'm just as proud of the men and women who are over in other countries fighting for thier country.In fact my oldest step-son just got from Iraq last year.Any way....
Also..While I'm on the subject of the war for southern independace."civil war" If you believe that it was ALL over and was started because of "slavery" then you are 100% WRONG!!!! But that will be for another blog later.

Truth...It has been awhile, but I have returned to my blogs. The dust has settled, the pain has leveled out and I've met lots of really cool people on fubar, so guess you could say I've been somewhat distracted and hadn't needed to go to my blog-writing for the catharsis I was feeling I'd be needing. As for where I left off, I touched base on the history of how I ended up on fubar and the fateful end with said ex-boyfriend who is a very popular DJ on here. I believe in fate and destiny and things happening for a reason and all of that kind of stuff. People come and go in our lives sometimes for a short time and maybe we'd like for them to stay around a bit longer, but perhaps they fulfill a purpose and need in our lives that we can't see at the time, but after they are gone, we realize that it's for the better that they are not in our lives anymore, but they did touch us for a short time, and it was for some reason that they came into our life in the first place. That's the way that I cho

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Is anyone out there?
You keep asking your self.
You feel alone, but you know
There is someone out there
that you love very much. the only thing
Keeping you from the ones you
Love are these steal bars.
You ask again is anyone
Out there? you feel alone.
But you know god is with you.
For the ones you love you
Pray that they know you
Love them and the day get
Your freedom back that
They will still be there
For you. you hope and pray that day
Comes soon.you know deep inside you didnt
Do the crime. so you ask why am I doing time?
is anyone out there?
You feel alone.
I love talking too you from day to night.
Intill the natural star shines bright.
I love seeing you from day to night.
Cause your eyes are so bright.
You for me. me for you. thats
The way it should be. it does
Not matter if the sky is grey or
Blue. cause it

The Time Has Comesugardaddy is his name, and being a dirty fucking pervert is his nasty game. LADIES.. please check this link and make sure your not on here. This ASSHOLE thinks he can publish pictures on a website without OUR permission, we can take him to court.
These are pictures of our TITS, your body being exposed with out permission, he just took it upon himself. I don't care to have that shared with the www...
here is the link:
http://www.angelfire.com/fl5/jacksgiftshoppe8/
and his name is
sugardaddy...
and you wonder why our folders are marked private, to keep asshats out like HIM!!! please help me, tell him he needs to emove this site!!! The door was ajar. Putrid smells leading to the attic. Filling the senses with fear and loathing.
The never ending dripping from the attic door, or the minute hand on a clock, so steady.. slow pattern beating on the eardrums.
His hand reached up for the doorhandle, only to find himself stopping, a quick look around. No one around. Fea

Short StoriesAfter taking an afternoon nap because of a royal headache, she was awakened by a knock at her door. Getting to her feet and throwing her robe on she went to answer it. Upon opening the door she finds one of the housemaids standing there. "The Master requests your presense at dinner, it is not a formal occasion so dress quickly to not keep him waiting." With that being said she turned on her heels and walked away. Thinking to herself, "well he always requests my presence at dinner, but usually it's always formal". Going to her closest doors she pulls them open, looking inside and wondering what to where. After a few moments she selects her black jeans with a forrest green button up and matching belt and her black sneakers. Getting dressed quickly, she runs a brush through her hair and sets off for the dining room.
Upon entering the dining room she sees her Master at the head of the table with his laptop in front of him no doubt reading the evening news. He motions her over to the ch

So Tired Of It!If you're reading this then it means you really value our friendship. Certain things have happened recently, so I want yall to know that if I just stop getting online that I loved all our conversations and our friendships. These would be circumstances that are not in my control. I'll keep you updated to the best of my ability.
♥ Tired of everything and anything
It's so exhausting
I'm tired of caring
I'm tired of worrying
I'm tired of not sleeping
I'm tired of always getting the raw end of life
I'm tired of having fair weather friends
I'm tired of getting hurt
I'm tired of being scared
I'm tired of being used
I'm tired of crying
I'm tired of feeling empty
I'm tired of being sad
I'm tired of thinking/knowing I'll never be happy
I'm tired of everyone telling me to be happy and they don't know a damn thing thats going on.
I'm tired of being heartbroken
I'm tired of being lonely
I'm tired of everything Guys, I want some comment

Whos HotHey guys! So here's what's up! First off, I have been trying to level for about 2weeks now! Ive begged and pleaded Ive tried everything! I am only 268k away which is nothing! Sooooo if u bling me ill add u to my family which means yes u can see my not safe for work! I am also in an auction so im up for sale! I would luv a hot ass owner and the more u hook me up the more i will hook u up! The link will be in my status box or u can shout at me and ill send it to u! Thanks guys plese help me out its been awhile since I have asked for anything like this im desperate lol
ok guys im barley in first hanging by a thread please stop by and show me luv we are workin hard in there and dont wanna lost first!
ok guys we are coming down to the last two days of the contest!! i know we are all wore out and alot of u have been there night and day for me and i luv u guys!! so lets not let the hard work go to waste stop by and show me sum more luv!!

StinkeyeradioStinkeye Radio is looking for Independent Musicians!
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www.stinkeyeradiolive.com Ok ya'll I stated in my profile that I'm a dj for stinkeyeradio well I dunno the schedule just yet I assume that I am gonna figure it out at the meeting but mean while heres the lounge for stinkeyeradio
Stinkeyeradio's Lounge

LostMARK ONLY NEEDS A LITTLE OVER 3000
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DJ SEXY BADBOY ICEY~DSC~HUBBY TO DJ* TOO FUKIN DAMN SEXY~OWNER OF SEXII CHIQUITA@ fubar ok friends and family im not going to be on here as much as usal i will still be popping in and having fun but i need a break and for those who have it you need to talk call me the rest leave me a shout i will look you up when i get on again thank you have you ever thought that maybe you falling from the earth and going into a zone and wonder why things are happing and if its ever going to end with bad luck sometimes you think everything is ok then it falls apart they say this is life please comment and let me know what you think

Me FolderWhat do you call 6 old ladies lying naked on the front lawn of a nursing home?
Retired prostitutes having a yard sale Friend says to another friend:
I heard you got robbed last night & the gun man gave you 2 options, suck his dick or die? Glad your ok buddy As I walk through the woods at night,
A shadow awaits to lead me to the light,
As I sit and prosper what this might be,
I start to wander is this really for me.
As I walk further wandering what it is,
A voice speaks out to me and says put your hand in mine,
Before I do I stop to think,
Am I dead or will I awake.
As I take his hand I start to see,
How my life was really meant to be,
A lesson is learned as you might see,
There really is a GOD for you and me.

Loungeneed ideas for creating a lounge trying 2 create
a loubge
if you know any names or wanna help out
then just drop me a shot ct mail me or comment on my comment page
thanks ya what would be a cool name for lounge

Please Help Me LevelTrying to see how many friends read my blog and if blogs are actually ever read. Please follow the link below and rate a few pics let me know these blogs actually are read . Thank You!!
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Hello EveryoneI just want to let all my friends and fans to know just how much I appreciate the friendship I have found here on fubar, young and old. As I have sid before I value relationships very much, I am a sincere and honest person and try to value all the people around me here on the internet and in real life .so cheers and hats off to you all . I haope to get to know each and everyone of you. here's to the persuit of peace , Love and Happiness.
A Friend Always Wildroses Hello everyone,
my name is Fritzi I am here to make friends only I am happily married with 7 children ranging between the ages of 17 - 25. I have done a bit of traveling this is my favorite interest I have been to Spain, France,Grand caymen islands, Jamaica, cozumel mexico and to florida I have been to other places also. Out side of traveling i also enjoy gardening, arts and crafts, cooking, writing, music, and making Friends .
Here on FuBar I hope to meet many people and make alot of True friends.
A Friend Always Fritzi

Good CowboyCrazy, but thats how it goes
Millions of people living as foes
Maybe its not to late
To learn how to love
And forget how to hate
Mental wounds not healing
Lifes a bitter shame
Im going off the rails on a crazy train
Ive listened to preachers
Ive listened to fools
Ive watched all the dropouts
Who make their own rules
One person conditioned to rule and control
The media sells it and you have the role
Mental wounds still screaming
Driving me insane
Im going off the rails on a crazy train
I know that things are going wrong for me
You gotta listen to my words
Yeh-h
Heirs of a cold war
Thats what weve become
Inheriting troubles Im mentally numb
Crazy, I just cannot bear
Im living with something that just isnt fair
Mental wounds not healing
Who and whats to blame
Im going off the rails on a crazy train I felt a rush of the Rio Grande into Yellowstone
I've seen first-hand Niagra Falls
And the lights of Vegas
I've Criss-crossed down to Key Biscayne
And

F I L L. T H I S. O U TFill this out, and i will love you for all ETERNITY.
BE HONEST..!!
WOULD YOU...
go out with me?
give me your number?
kiss me?
let me kiss you?
watch a movie with me?
let me take you out to dinner?
let me drive you somewhere?
be my bf/gf?
have a fling with me?
let me buy you a drink?
Kiss me if you were dared?
take me home for the night?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
Sing car karaoke w/ me?
re-post this for me to answer your questions?
give me a piggyback ride?
Hold my hand to see peoples reactions?
Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
lick my cheek?
Lick me?
go in a photo booth with me?
take pictures with me?
dance with me?
let me make you breakfast?
help me with homework?
Bite me?
tickle me to death?
let me tickle you?
Watch tv with me?
stick up for me if i was being put down?
play strip poker with me?
pick me up and spin me around?
say yes if i asked

ContestsThank to all of my friends who have helped me in my contest!!!!! At this point I have less than 4800 comments to go. If anyone would care to join me there, I am headed there right now to make one final push to git-er-done! Thanks again!
Hello everyone!
I have to leave for Cleveland very early tomorrow morning...the trip was planned last year. Unfortunately, the hotel I am staying in does not have internet capabilities...how about that for "bush league". The trip, coupled with all the love many of is have been showing for Mary (Dreamcather), has left me sort of in the lurch. If any of you can help, I would really appreciate it...20,000 comments needed for a one month VIP. The link is below and I thank you in advance for your consideration...even if you can't help!
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Hi everyone! Wow...I now KNOW I have the best friends on FUBAR!!!! Less than a week into really "getting after" my one-month VIP contest, I am almost half-way to the 20,000 comments n

FunnyWow I havent been on this site in like forever! Since my last visit Ive gone to awesome concerts switched jobs 4 times Met some great people Got another tat cherries on my hip. Partied like a rockstar made hella money! Got sexier got some awesome looking school girl coach glasses. Tried lots of food Ive never had before like crab and slurpee Gambled alot learned a lot of life lessons and jus kept it south burb gangsta gutter as i wanna be cause im a m to uckin scorpio for life. I am the wild chery. Last night and today i drank with a monkey that had never drank before I took pictures to capture all the moments they are in my default album so for a great laugh ya might want to check them out If I have to be nice all day to strangers (customers) once Im off the clock I am no longer required to be nice to anyone so for anyone with a clue dont say anything stupid to unless its been at least an hour since ive been off work

Funny Things Kids Say.. (middle School And Grade School)This was repeated so many times last year I can never forget it..
Milk Milk Lemonade.. around the corner fudge is made. Don't bust my nuts.. they're tasty. I just said umm TMI. I really need to get home I can't be late or else I'll miss Golden girls (8th grade boy) LMAO
Boy has he been getting teased about this one..
Hurry hurry you're gonna miss Golden Girls and he starts running.

My BadsI'm sorry:
That I thought we were friends
That I thought you cared
That I thought you payed attention to what I said
That I thought I mattered to you
That I thought pettiness could not come between us
That I thought you knew I meant what I said
That I thought I was more than meaningless conversation
That I thought anything
I'm sorry for making an assumption
I'm sorry for fucking it all up
I'm sorry that you said something that I misunderstood
I'm sorry you don't care
Forgive me for caring
Forgive me for wanting to know you
Forgive me for wanting to be real friends instead of just text from an "online friend" you care nothing for
Forgive me for trying to be a person instead of a message Ok...so the other night I hooked up with an old friend from years ago. I haven't seen her in about 2 years, or even talked to her in months. But, she comes into town, and through freak coincidence we manage to hang out. Now....I'm not one to dwell on the past, not in the least; ho

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hello there DJphilburg360 is in a contest and dsc bombers and wtc family are able to bomb but you have to add fan and rate the person profile it starts the 15 of sept and if he wins he is splitting the prize with wtc and dsc bombers so lets have some fun thank you
DJphilnurg360 Here are the rules you need make sure you have fanned all dsc members and then when someone in dsc needs help come to me or one of the co-founders or the homepage and ask us to post the bulletin that way i can do it fairly we also will help dsc members level if they are close and please do not take advantage of this it is going to be fun and help if there are any ? just get with me and most of all no drama keep that shit at the store i will update as much as i can so i hope you all have a great weekend
Thanks for your time
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Voice CommentsWell, it looks like another lil road trip for me and my belongings.
Lately, my life has been goin ok since i left my ex & had finally gotten myself on my own two feet again....but as everyone one knows, life only throws u more bullshit in ur way just as soon as things get better.
Where i am stayin at right now is awesome, but i cant afford the rent of $300 and all of my bills on top of it all (not to mention tryin to get my licence back and eventually gettin a car of my own also). And all of this is starting to take a toll on my friend and her family...not to mention me as well. I do give them money when i can, but because my job is deciding not to give me a full 40 hours of work & the transportation to get there and back home is ridiculously hard to manage.....stress in the household i vacate right now is sky-rocketing. And thats not good on me right now, seein that i have a divorce, bills, work & money problems, and other lil shitty things drowning me as i type, i have to do what i

HelloNot to fall in love and race across country been there done that And learned a valuble lesson. I am NOT a PUSH over. But I do have a heart of gold, thats probley why I have the man I do. but I do like to make friends so stop by and say hi....It doesnt hurt..................MUCH>>>!! :P like everyone else...but we are ALL here doing something LOL ......on a HOT Saturday in NEW ENGLAND.......DAM I thought I was HOT>>>>>> no the weather is....OK SO that was my joke for today ....I am going to a bike show in one hour and maybe ride the screaming eagle............for 4 hr I think my STRESS level will go DoWn LOVE to ALL my friends are drunk and I AM NOT>>>>>>>>>(here on fubar)

UpdateHey all,
Just wanted to let you know that Randy (Big Rock) and I are in the process of moving into a 4 bedroom house. 2008 is already looking up! And yes, a possible house warming gathering! There may be e-mail address changes as well, but we will keep everybody updated! So if we become MIA for a while, please understand that we are BUSY!
Best Wishes for a Happy New Year to all of you!
Korissa Just wanted to give an update.....
I went to the doctor today....I was released 3 weeks ago for therapy on my broken leg, today he told me to put on a normal shoe instead of my aircast and start walking on it, which i actually have been for the past few days...lol
I am anxious to start walking again without a walker. So good news so far, but the healing is still going slowly, he's hoping that by putting my weight on it, that it will compress the bone together.
I saw the X-ray, and to me it still seems like I have a long way to go. As far as the open wound on my shin area,

AlcoholSigns that you are too drunk would be...
You lose arguments with inanimate objects.
You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth.
Job interfering with your drinking.
Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream.
Career won't progress beyond Senator of Massachusetts.
The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.
Sincerely believe alcohol to be the elusive 5th food group.
24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence?? - I think not!
Two hands and just one mouth... - now THAT'S a drinking problem!
You can focus better with one eye closed.
The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar.
Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops.
Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner!
Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you
At AA meetings you begin: "Hi, my name is... uh..."
Your idea of cutting back is less salt.
You wake up in the bedroom, your underwear is in the bathroom

PeanutsIf you have never checked out Jeff Dunham, please do so in my following blogs. He is a ventriloquest and you will crack yourself up watching these videos of him and his "friends".
A friend of mine introduced me to all of them on YouTube last week and I thought I would share them. :D
Here goes...

Something Funny:)Yesterday was the day ( Kelli ) gave birth yesterday morning at 10:20 a.m to
( Brianna Rayne ) 6lb's 13 oz and 18 1/2 inches long ,she is beautiful has a head full of dark brown hair and her lung's work very WELL ....LOL
Momma and baby are both doing great may get to come home today which is surprising sence it was a C-section but doc says they are fine:)
And of course Grandma was in the delivery room to watch it all :) wouldn't have missed it for the world:) and for you who don't know I am grandma:)
So yesterday will be a day to remember with very fond memory's:)
You know sometime's in life , thing's may not go as we had invisioned in our mind's.
And in such a way that at time's we may even feel a bit cheated.
But if we stand back and really look at all that has happened in the year's that past,we can all find something in our live's to be proud of or happy about.
You know yeah maybe we don't have a brand new home,but we have a spouse that love's us or childr

Boringits been a year and i'm not over you! i thought i was close to being over you but you suck me right back in. its like i took 10 steps back. wtf!! i dont know what to think cause of whats been goin on this past week. ur commetted to her but yet what happened, happened anyway. i dont get it. you confuse me and i dont know how you truelly deep down in your heart feel. i wish i knew but i prolly will never know. this just sucks!!
June 2007 my sons father and i broke up. july 2007 he started dating somebody new. they are now married, they are out house hunting now that they were approved. They have a baby girl on the way. and i'm havent gone nowhere in the past year. makes me sick to my stomache that they are doing so well and i'm at home with my mom and step dad. the only thing new in my life is that i got a new car back in april. our son spends half his time with me and the other half with them. when i hear the good things that are going on for them i get sick and want to cry. partly

PoemsNever the Less
everyone can crumble like a cookie
naw, man i ain't no rookie
been on this earth for as many years as there are hours inna a day
i once heard that life issa game
so from that day all i did was play
but what they didn't tell me is that if you play you pay
so now i gotta pay, and all my pop can say is "this is the way"
and when i was in school i would bitch about the tests
little did i know that this world is filled with a new kinda stress
never the less i managed to stay afloat
yeah this young little nigga learned how to cope
the first way was to smoke some dope
this is what i did and people said "oh he just a kid"
but really who the fuck are they tryin to kid
then before i knew it i was serving a county bid
i tried to tell the cops that i was being a kid
the cops just smiled and said "we get rid of kids"
life is way to fast, need to slow it down and make it last
sometimes i wonder why i even try
when this world is filled with lies
and loaded with

All Bout MeMyspace sucks ,Tagworld sucks, Tagged sucks, Hi5 sucks ass , even this is starting to suck .
Im on leavel 5 and i still don't have a set of decent people to talk to . That i would sit there and cry my eyes out over them ? I don't and thats all there is 2 . The olny ones I done that for are dead . And i didn't kill them . So get a clue , buy a vowel win a life . 1.Why is there no info on you page about you ?
Because No one reads the pages on here anymore. Also i think they should ask .
2.Why is there alot of white girs on your page ?
I dunno . Honestly thats all that talk to me . Let me ask you this . Would you talk to some that you know that isn't really intrested in you . And really looking at you to see what you can do for them?
3. So do you like white girls ?
Like ? No love YES!
4.Why ?
Cause they show me more love them the "sisters".
And i don't get judged about who i am .
5. Why not black girls?
Depends on how she is .But they t

Losing My Mind!I just don't get it, am I that bad of a person? I just got totally insulted by a past friend. She came onto my page insulted me because I am liked or at least I think I am by a lot of people and also proceeded to insult some of my friends. All because I wouldn't just proclaim her as my top friend when we were talking. She would come onto my page and make little rude comments about the sweet, sexy or flirtatious comments I would receive. Needless to say we stopped talking because i just got tired of her crap. Well she definately succeded in pissing me off again. My question to my friends is am I really that bad, do i mkae you feel like you're nothing or less then any other friend. Would love to hear from those of you that are my true friends and let me know, whether it's good or bad, i want to see your comments and please don't hold back, I can take it....lol. I am really getting tired of people who message me in the shoutbox and expect me to answer them right away or give me comments l

The Happie BlogAbout me:
MOUTH-OLOGY
Q. What is your salad dressing of choice?
Creamy Caesar
Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
Subway
Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Land's End in Homer
Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
10%-20%
Q.what food could you eat everyday for two weeks and not get sick of?
Cheese
Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Pineapple and cheese
Q. What do you like to put on your toast?
Jam
TECHNOLOGY
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A pic I took of a mountain is on my PC, my laptop has a pic I took of the frozen inlet.
Q. How many televisions are in your house?
3
BIOLOGY
Q.are you righty or lefty?
Righty
Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? My tonsils and wisdom teeth
Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
Ashlynn yesterday
Q. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Nope, had the wind knocked outta me, but that's about it.
BULL[CRAP]O

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LieSo for the last few days I've been at my parents house with all my aunts from out of town. We have all come together to await the news of my uncle's condition at the hospital. Apparently he has cancer through out his entire body, and the surgery he is going to get will more then likely kill him. I don't know what I am feeling, a hodgepodge of emotions, He gave me a place to live when I needed it and my first job, he has always been there for me and my family and hope for the best. another nail
drop after drop of liver eating elixir
my mind wont stop traveling
to the sight of this plane crash.
with a drink to forget I cant seem to shake it
the moment I left you standing alone.
forgive all my sins, yours burned to ash
much like the blood from my viens
tomorrow i'll forget you and never look back
just like you have denounced my name
so i take this breath a coffin nail
my will is broken my mind is stolen
so i take this drink a lullaby
and i numb this pain, good f

Xdarksyntax LiveThe following is an actual question given on a Emory University chemistry mid term, and an actual answer turned in by a student. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving, which is unlikely.. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.

Pimpin My Friends Cuz I Loves ThemShe is my bestest friend and sista in real life!
Stop by and show some love if you want to she is a real good friend.
ZERROKOOL@ fubar OKAY my friend sharon is in a best tag contest..she needs some comments on her pic! If you can go and show some love I would be greatful. What ever you can spare would be great!
Love to all!
OKAY: This is a MAN that is sooo sweet and funny! He is evil too. Just great all the way around LOL!
Show this babe some LOVE
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About To Go Hometwo days to go weeeee wont have internet for awhile when i get home and will be going straight to work not a day off for the sailor!! but i will get on here soon as possible four more to go i really cant wait lmao a beer people around i dont work with my beloved jeep, and my sons who i miss the hell out of. DOWN TO DAY 3 AM MOVING WHEN I GET HOME FOUND A HOUSE WITH A DOUBLE GARAGE DONT CARE ABOUT THE HOUSE WANTED A BIGGER GARAGE. ALL MY SONS WILL BE THERE WHEN I LAND YEAH

Rememberance!!!!This goes out to cpl Denison who is in Iraq fighting for our country....
stop by his page n show him support and graditude for all that he is doin for our country!!!
His page is CorporalD_USMC_In_Iraq!!!
Let him know that there are people back here in the states that do care about him, and wish for a safe return home for him!!!
So show him some love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he's a great guy and a good friend to have...
an that is meant n all senserity...
God Bless Him and the other's he works w/ over in IRAQ!!!!!!!!!!And come home safe!!!!!!!!!!!
well this goes out to all my fubar freinds,....n family...
if u all go into my fun n nc pix folder n discover my pix are no longer there ... i had no choice but to remove them...
i was informed as of yesturday from my exhusband who discovered my profile on myspace that my son who is 15 is now spendn alot of time on the net...god help me if he should stumble upon the pix that i had in here..lol
soo there for i removed them... as

Why Cant I Find LoveI had a dream just the other night
it was a different and unuasul sight
it was sometheing so rare,
Something until now,i never knew id ever share,
but what it was,was a very beautiful thing.
a very prosperous gift,something only god can bring
something that hardiy ever happens in our life time.
something thats so hard to truly ever find,
this somthing is with out any form
and it consist of no shape,something i know was born
and only contains friendly love,and has no part of hate a real thing like this you should want to grasp ahold
never waiting a second cuz it'll slip away
and cause you never to know,.....the true potential of a friendship like mine
something that will prove to be fruitful if only given your allowed time
my friendship hes no end,only forever and like these two flowers id like our friendship too blossum together Have you ever been sick and not known what to do?
Have you ever felt life slip away from you?
Have you ever had your heart broke and felt t

HeyHey every one im turning 23 today. YEA!!!!!! finally. Now i have to wait for next year and the year after that and the year after that and so on.... each year is going to be different. Well im exited that it is and all that. all im diong is relaxing and playing WOW (world of warcraft). Fun. Well i better get going and all that.oh i got me a job at a shell station and ill be doing car washing. well see you all laters. Hey whats up everyone? Nothing much here. Just letting people know what im doing. First of all i am still looking for work. (sersioly) I still waiting on the word from one. And sorry for pestering about my stuff. (brian) I just want some of my stuff because im not be able to get it when you move out. For the people in California, i hope everybody is safe. 7 days of the wildfire is not good. My new boyfriend and I just bought a new bed. Very comfy. got for 60.00 dollers at the salvation army thrift store. it was regually 80.00 dollers and it was 25% off. what a steel. Well

Ramblings Of A Lost SoulMy roomie got a job and starts tomorrow. YEAH!!! We have been so worried about all the bills and the kids but as usual the fates came through.
I hope this job is as nice as she thinks it will be and as comfortable in the office.
GOOD LUCK ROOMIE!!!! This holiday was not as bad as I thought it would be. My roomie did not go away, instead her Grandma came here. She is a very nice lady and nice to have around. We had a big dinner last night with my son, his wife and my ex-hubby. So we had 8 people in our little house... LOL It was very nice though. Not much fussing or anything.
Today was more or less a lazy day. The boys got there presents this morning, Heather got hers, Grandma got her and I even got a present from Heather.
This turned out to be a very nice time, the only way it would have been better is IF a certain guy was around. Hopefully I will get to spend some time with him soon. I miss him alot!
I hope everyone had a great time and hope w

Just QizzingG: YOU NEVER LET PEOPLE TELL YOU WHAT TO DO
E: AWESOME IN BED
N: YOU LIKE TO DRINK
E: AWESOME IN BED
AND
C: YOU ARE REALLY SILLY
H: You have very good personality and good looks.
E: Awesome in bed
R: Easy to fall in love with.
Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for.
L: Everyone loves you.
Delete the other person's name and repost this within 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen.....
A : You like to drink.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D: You like to drink
E : Awesome in bed
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have very good personality and good looks.
I : You Are Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L: Everyone loves you.
M : Best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink
O: Awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Easy to fall in love with.
S : Fuckin crazy.
T : You're loyal

Frick And Frackok it has been a week without frack no low crawling in the bays no war games anymore... its all good because she is gone and moving foward... its cool i am happy for her.... But she is very much missed... the best battle anyone could ask for, WELL THIS WEEKENDS BOMBINGS WHERE SUCCESSFULL HEHEHE... FRACK GOT BOMBED AGIAN AND WAS HELD HOSTAGE, OH WELL BUT WE DID TEACH SOME LESSONS LIKE HOW TO LOW CRAWL.... THE NEWBIES SURE GOT A LAUGH EVENTHOUGH IT WAS AT CHURCH, HEHE.... FRICK SHE HAS GOTTEN BORD SHE NEEDS NEW TOYS... soldier30

AngelsDaddy's Day Story
Her hair up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
That the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates,
on this Daddy's Day.
But still her mother worried,
that she would face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.
But the little girl went to school,
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees,
a dad who never calls.
There were daddy's along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.
One by one the teacher called,
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.
At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
Each of t

Most Folks On Fubar Are CoolUPDATED AGAIN to include the latest correspondence. Finster Baby's timely intervention has allowed me to stay, no thanks to TPTB, so now the issue has morphed a bit to OTHER offensive content found on this site:
To: support@fubar.com Reply-To:
dear fubar support,
actually, i've already read every word of that and all other official documents on the site...i did that when i started, because i am a reader, and i like to know where i am. I totally get that you can do whatever you want, and i concede your right to do so. you've chosen inflexibility and illogic, which for all i know may be a wonderful way to run a business. since my online friend stepped in and de-nipple-ized the photo in
question, i won't have to pick up my toys and leave this place.
one last important question: am i correct to infer from your non-response that we'll be able to get rid of all of those Confederate Flag pictures instead of just marking them NSFW (under 5.d.i. of the TOS, they can't be posted

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JokesThis is pretty funny!
A wealthy man was having an affair with an Italian woman for
several
years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided
in him
that she was
pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he
would
pay
her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly
have the
child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also
provide
child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked
how he
would
know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to
simply
mail
him a post card, and write Spaghetti on the back. He would then
arrange
for
child support payments to begin. One day, about 9 months later,
he came
home
to his confused wife. His wife said, "Honey, you received a very
strange
post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it,"
he said.
The
wife handed him the card and watched as her husband read the
card,
turned
white and collapsed.
On the card w

Never ForgetSo what gives you the right to try and break me, to try and make me weak? Who do you think you are? Just cause you a lil ass man who may think your grown your still a lil ass kid who needs to get his shit straight.. First off you no good, dead beat, couldn't give a shit about any of you three kids, yeah thats right i know about the your first daughter now. So you wanna try to break my spirit huh. push my buttons get under my skin. You can call me what you want you can bring my past up all you want.. but don't ever for a second think that i'm a just gonna lay down roll over and let you kick me. So i had my son just to keep you? yeah right get over yourself sweetie.. you aint got no job because you seem to keep getting fired, your rude, your disrespectful, you need to learn to keep you dick in your pants, and you need to step up and take care of your children instead of running around lookin for another girl.. i don't care who ur sleepin with i dont want you back you think your the shit

Gotta Love PeopleHere it is 9/11. A day to remember the victims of terrorist attacks.
Most people are reposting bulletins, some are in lounges talking about this day 6 years ago and what they were doing when they heard the news, some are loading up or ripping 9/11 tribute pics....
What I want to know is WTF is wrong with the few that have nothing better to do with thier time than to randomly go to profiles...go through folders (not default) and mark pics nsfw. Its sad and I pity the lonely person who can't find anything better to do with their time. Atleast wait until tommorow to do that!!! I'm not questioning the pic is nsfw. Its a pic of my tat on my stomach, but it does irritate one cuz there is better things to do on a day like this.
Oh well. Enough from me..lmao
I'm gona go back to hiding for awhile. I forgot what some people can be like on this site. That's one of the reasons I left here to begin with. A small number of people that waste thier time trying to piss people off. Which H

MenPlease tell me that all men are not like some of the men I have met online. I have had men tell me that they love me and want to be with me one day. Then the next day, they either just disappear or block me. I am sick and tired of getting my heart broken and getting my hopes up. These guys talk all sweet to you to win you over then just disappear. They leave you a shattered mess wondering what you did wrong. I have even had guys talk about wanting to marry me and wanting me to have their babies. I am so sick of the crap. All I want is a man that is going to be there for me and not treat me like total shit. Is that too much to ask? Lately I am starting to think so. I am just tired of the guys who want to play childish games and all the drama. If there is a real man out there, please tell me where. I know that I am overweight but that does not mean that I do not have feelings. There is this guy in my building that I am really interested in. I do not know for sure if he is i

Diary Of A Insightful Black Womanim sitting here writting this blog because the ratings are off, its raining and im feeling like jotting down some thoughts, i hope you all dont mind?...
So, Im going to be out of town this weekend, so give my page some love when im gone, aight?...4real talk
Ok, i just got this brilliant idea!!!...
Fubar (fu^kin) banned me from doing mums so lets make this my Latest mumm, please comment with ur response?
**************************MUMM*******************
Ive been thinking about getting a tattoo of a lotus somewhere on my lower body.
Should i get it on my Thigh, Or on my Ankle?....im kind of leaning towards the thigh, and sometimes the ankle seems overated and trashy... what do yall think?
Thigh?? Ankle??
well, rich in life.....
things are starting to finally come together after a season of empty promises and a series of dissapointing events!
1. I got a FULL RIDE TO MY UNIVERSITY....that is so FAT cuz it opens up some financial doors for me. man, im glad i d

Woooooooooomom of two kids livin it up in w.v like to hang out with ppl that r care free and easy going dont like the perverts that hang out here love to joke around and im sometimes sarcastic so beware i usually dont mean to hurt ppls feelings lol i have a great bunch of friends too and a really cool boy friend lol hes a mean a@# at time but still cool well gotta go party like a rock star lol
-----------Laura my roomates r leeches they have drained my bank account till i dont have any money left.....and thats not all.....my roomate is cheating on her husband and is useing the internet to prostitute off of as well.....she has tried to bring me into the middle of it so im glad im movin just sad cos im gonna miss my friends and my boyfriend no with wishes of love and luck to all im takin a short break -------foresaken is taken
hope you have been by my stash some of its funny
please rate it thanks

AmberYour Adult Film Star Name Is...
Candy Coxx
What's Your Adult Film Star Name?
You Are a Carousel
You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously.
You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure.
In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of.
And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal.
Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy.
You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you.
You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you.
Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children.
At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative.
Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully.
At your worst,

FutureWell I am giving up on asking for suggestions on costumes from anyone in my friends/fans list. I have a pleathora (yes i used pleathora) of people in both the list. yet I am lucky if anyone even bothers viewing a post I made. So I am done wasting the time waiting for responses. Not a hate thing, i love having friends and fans, but why do i have any if they have no real intrest in me? One of lifes mysteries I guess. Well when I asked before Dragoncon if anyone thought i'd look good as a blonde I got one response "Thankyou Micki". Now that you can see me as a blonde what do you all think? Should I stick with one blonde character or push it for 2. Please someone anyone, input would be nice. Well I have decided to go to DragonCon for 4 days next year. I was wondering if any of my so devoted readers have any costume Ideas. One of the days I will definatly be cloud again. I'm going to upgrade the costume abit but I liked the attention. So if ya have any Ideas for the other 3 days let me know

Heartwrenching....Lost in darkness
I don't know where to turn
I crawl around in the shadows of midnight
Trying to find myself
Looking for the arms that held me once
Tears of crystal fall like rain
My heart lies bleeding on the floor
A piece missing
Never to return
No longer do I dream
For they are only nightmares
I hope for love
But it is in vain
For love does not want me
So here I sit
Lost in darkness
Not knowing where to turn
I wrote this because my heart is broken. I understand why he did it, though it still makes no sense at the same time. The story is long and personal. Please don't ask about it. I don't want to talk about it. To the man who has stolen my heart, I miss you more than you'll ever know....
"And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall, cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me to?"
"When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears, and I've held your hand through al

HelplessOh what a shitty day....Warning this is probably gonna sound whiny. Recently a girl messaged me on myspace. Very pretty, nice. We have been coorresponding daily and all was going very well....I thought. Lots of sweet messages, even some very intimate ones. We have even talked on the phone and hav been looking forward to meeting....I thought. She was making her interest in me very apparent. Even leaving messags about thinking about me, how she loved my voice, and a few more personal. We talked last night and everything seemed fine, said cant wait to meet so on.Said have a good night.
Then todayI finally get online and found she had deleted me for some reason without saying a word. I give up....never fails.
SORRY FALSE ALARM, PC ERROR. What to say.........IDK where to start. I just feel like I ma sitting on the sidelines in everyone I care about's lives. I get told over and over I want you in my life...I need you in my life...idk what i would do with out you in my l

Sexy Smile ContestCould you do me a lil favor and rate this pic a 10 please just click the pic maybe leave a couple comments on it thanks
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ThoughtsThe keeper of silence hides behind a thousand tears.
My soul is lovelorned.
All in itself, this "love" is devoid of reality.
IUt is rapturous at first sight and freestanding.
The souls cursed from birth to desire the imaginations subject.
This psychosexuality is intense and leaves no room for error.
You have seduced my senses, latched onto my naked soul.
Vindicate me, Free me, Love me.......This is palpable, yet slowly vanishes amongst my imagination. Strong desire running through me;
like a fast rush of pure extasy.
It's a feeling strange yet completing.
Passion, at its peak of burning.
Flames within, burn with an ember glow;
Lighting the way to endlessness.
Pureness defining every movement,
Letting time slip away to affinity.
Emotions driving the impulse of thought.
Allowing thought to fad away into the smiles of my lips.
Delacate touch, tender and soft,
with fingers so careful, leading me.
Paths twist and turn symbolizing us;
Careful, y

My Writingswe held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the wast where the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, " Death is a midnight runner".
The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed them into shapes of stars that wore like a unique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of as better pastime.
I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize the my ticket wasn't for two.
I rode alone.
You said

This Is How I FeelYOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN ON FU FOR AWHILE AND I HAVE NOTICE THAT MOST PEOPLE ARE OUT FOR POINTS OR TO SEE WHAT THEY CAN GET WHAT HAPPEN TO FRIENDS AND HELPING EACH OTHER THIS IS CRAZY IF YOUR MY TRUE FRIEND THEN LET ME KNOW IF NOT LET ME KNOW YOU KNOW I AM ONE OF THE LUCKIEST PEOPLE ALIVE I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WOMAN WHO IS SEXY SWEET AND VERY LOVEING AND I WOULD LOVE FOR MY FRIENDS TO SHOW HER SOME LOVE
IceAngel ~Dirty South Crew~ ~Ice's fu wife~ ~CO-Founder of D&DC~@ fubar i sit here wondering why i feel the way i do and cant understand it some say its in my head some says its love me persinally im confused on how i am feeling i feel kinda lost but yet im still here but yet im out in left field im to the point i dont make anysense i guess im struck

Please ReadI just wanted to say hi to all of my friends here and appologize for not being here much lately. I was laid off on monday so I have been in search for a new job and haven't had much time to be online much. Wish me luck and I will talk to you all soon.
XOXO
Nigelle So this last week has been one of the hardest weeks in a long time. You meet this really amazing person and you let them in your life. And then life gets in the way after so long and the next thing you know that person is gone. And maybe they will come back and maybe they won't but just the thought of losing them alone is enough to tear you to pieces. Now I remember why I swore off letting anyone in my life again, because this heartache is so hard to bare. After about 7 weeks off work I finally found another job. I forgot how much it sucks waking up in the morning to go to work...lol. I miss my girls even more now that I'm away from them longer. The job is boring and but atleast it pays well. No internet, so I

Poems From The Pit Of My Dark Little Soulchoices
9-16-07
by Gina Goodwin
one or the other
how do you choose?
which one you keep,
which one you lose?
is it lust or is it love?
how will you know?
will love fade away, or will it grow?
these choices arent easy, and really aren't fair.
which feelings will you keep forever,
which ones can you spare?
But make decisions carefully, because they have choices to make too....
and always remember that for the choices you make...
there are consequences too...
to be continued Bedtime
9-12-07
by GinaBell
Is this pill ever gonna kick in?
will my dreams be filled with sin?
I feel locked out, trying to get in,
sleep will come.....
drugs will win.
always the same
GinaBell 8-23-07
whats your name
how old are you
where do you live
what do you like to do?
Like it really matters
what type of person you are
all they ever want is for you to be their porno star
they tell you that it is good
They tell you you're the best
the

Make Suregood evenin familys
i hope all are doin well, well tomorow is the big day the party of the year, i hope are ready as of today im not takin no more entrees to the bomb fest.
this bomb fest is for fun in all, please lets not have NOOO DRAMA IN ANY SHAPE SIZE OR FORM.if any one feels thier a problem pls go to ur leader b4 u come to me , also please have proof b4 comin to me , we are adults.
make sure all are have added i will only add one time tomorow an after that statin sunday i will add twice a day , thier has been more enough time for all familys to have done it by now
good luck to all familys
love rubia good evenin
we have 2 days until the bomb fest yeahhhh, im askin all familys please make sure all have added me please tell your family not to wait until the last min to do so. once the contest starts i will only add ppl twice a day an the reason for that is i dont want to have to take my attention from the contest more they need this is a very big contest so a

PoemsWeeping
Yes, she was weeping....
She jerked with a surprise, she had been steering at the tree..
Too long.
Yet not even knowing she had really been..
Could this be a dream?
She was not paying attention to the reality of the moment.
She was visiting the past... As, she had all intentions of taking down the beautiful Christmas tree....
" Fine," she said, as she approached the cupboard to grab a bottle of Scotch.. Her hand trembling a bit as she poured..
It was an unfamiliar, feeling to come upon. She had not let go with emotions in so long. It scared her to the bone.
A chilling she, held so tight! Not to allow any emotions into her world.
Never show what can HARM you. Her only rule
had come back with a vengeance of double force, to be faced in the darkness of the sorrid flat she calls home. The one plain rule! She held true to protect her self from the hell, with in...
God what happened to her? "How can looking at a tree make me so sad? I was

And So It GoesStop telling God how big your storm is.
Instead tell your storm how big your GOD is!
In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared
down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of
terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled
with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of
determination. Like any parent, she wanted her
son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now
that was no longer possible..
The leukemia would see to that. But she still
wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took
her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever
think about what you wanted to be once you grew
up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do
with your life?"
Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up."
Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can
make your wish come true."
Later that day she went to her local fire
department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met
Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix.
She explained her son's final wish and asked if
it might

Sug Is HomeAs some of you know I had surgery last Thursday...if not it was not minor surgery, I had drains left in until today. I have had a PICC line in my arm for IV antibiotics for the past three weeks...not fun to say the least.
I had a negative lumpectomy 3 years ago and got staph from the surgery. I have been fighting it for 3 years!! A year and a half ago I went to a plastic surgeon who said they could fix the problem by removing the damaged tissue. Well 3 days after surgery I again had a staph infection and was on antibiotics. To make this shorter I have had off and on infections since then and they always drained them and up me on meds until finally an ultrasound was done and they saw how really big of an area they were dealing with......hence the IV meds this time. I went back to to doctor today and found out ALL of the tissue taken was infected with staph......and on top of this I have a horrible cold/sinus infection...whatever, can hardly talk.
NOW for my VENT......many pp

Bobs Pain.Well, I placed up a mumm but all that happened was a bunch of views but only 2 votes... so thanks for no help at all girls.
Ever since Bob went numb from MS his "plumbing hasnt been working. We've been talking about it and he suggested something. He said why not have 2 of our friends have sex with me and he'll watch and take pics. 2 BOY friends!!! I should say. lol This way I get to have my fun and hopefully something will stir in his pants. Anyway, its decided and Friday is the day!!!
If you got any comments and input go ahead and leave it but its not going to change our mind. Thats what the mumm was for!! lol
And dont worry, there WILL be pics up by Saturday nite for all my girls!!
I love you all............ MUAH!! Im posting this let everyone know whats going on in my life. About 3 weeks ago, Bob, my husband, went numb from his belly button to his toes. Yesterday he was diagnosed with M.S. Im sorry if Ive been distant or not in touch with my girls on here as much lately because

Please Helpme Win This ContestPLEASE ADD,FAN AND RATE MY FRIEND AND THAN YOU CLICK ON MY PICTURE AND BOMB MY PICTURE WITH COMMENTS....:D
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THANKS SO VERY MUCH..........SMOOCHES!!
Click tag to join us now!
GREAT MUSIC GREAT PEOPLE LOTS OF FUN!WHAT ARE YOU WANTING FOR COME JOIN THE FUN!

ContestOKAY GUYS THE CONTEST IS OPEN AND UNDER WAY AND I AM ALREADY BEHIND SO GO SHOW ME SOME LOVE
HEhttp://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=672595&albumid=543182&i=2212300051RE IS THE LINK TO THE PIC
I HATE TO TELL YOU GUYS THAT CAME OUT AND WORKED SO HARD TO GET ME TO WHERE I WAS THAT I AM PULLING OUT OF THE CONTEST. FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME KNOW I AM NOTHING IF I AM NOT A FAIR AND TRUSTWORTHY PEROSN. WELL I CAME ACROSS SOMETHING THAT REALLY BUGS ME TO NO END TONGIHT WHILE I WAS CHECKING OUT THE OTHER CONTESTANTS IN THE CONTEST, ONE OF THEM HAS SOMEONE BOMBING THEN AND THAT PERSON HAS TWO DIFFERENT ACCOUNTS AND ALL THE PICS ARE THE SAME SO I KNOW IT IS THE SAME PERSON. I WONT BE A PART OF SOMETHING THAT IS GONNA CAUSE DRAMA AND DISCORD, I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN AND MAKE FRIENDS AND NOT BE MADE TO FEEL AS THOUGH I AM LESS THAN WHAT I AM BECAUSE OF A CONTEST THAT IS CLEARLY ANYTHING BUT FAIR AND JUST AND I AM SORRY TO THOSE THAT WORKED HARD TO GET ME TO WHERE I WAS IN THE CONTEST BUT I CAN

Coming CleanI would just like to say that I am a huge jerk!!!! I met this really sweet girl on here in June and we started talking. She was new to online chat and I knew it...so I took full advantage of her. We chatted constantly and talked at least once a day on the phone for the last 3 and a half months. I told her that I was in love with her and said I had bought a plane ticket to go see her. She totally fell for it and then I just stopped calling,writing and refused to take her calls...She was all worried that something terrible happened to me!!!!How stupid is she????LOL!!!! Looking for the next girl who's heart I can crush....Any takers? These girls want to be treated like crap...Look!!!They keep coming back for more...So why shouldn't I oblige them? All you guys who posted on my last blogs...pay attention, I'll show you how to treat the ladies the way they want to be treated.

Prayers NeededYesterday a good friend of mines son was found murdered here in Twin Falls. Details are still sketchy, but here is the article from todays paper.
This 18 year old man use to babysit my step son 4 years ago for my ex and I while we worked. So it's been quite a long morning for me since they announced who's body was found. I'm still trying to reach his mother to give her my condolences.
Please say a prayer for his mother and his father as they are wonderful people. Dale was a great kid and was always nothing but fantastic to my son. My son idolized him.
Thanks
Todays article:
http://www.magicvalley.com/articles/2007/09/14/news/top_story/120583.txt
Otho Dale Miller, 18-year-old son of Monte D. and Kay Miller was mercilessly taken from family, friends and loved ones by some of the ugliest predators on earth. It is the evil that is lurking in the black darkness of another human being that lives within our society.
Given to us on Nov. 7, 1988, in Twin Falls, I

QuestionsLets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!
Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!
1. Would you be in control?
2. Would you want to tie me up?
3. Would you whisper in my ear?
4. Would you talk dirty to me?
5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?
6. Would you say my name?
7. Would you go down on me?
8. Would you let me give you a hickie?
9. How many rounds would we go?
10. What would you wanna do afterwards?
11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?
12. Would you lick and bite me all over?
13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?
14. Would you want me to take my time?
15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?
16. Would you want fast or slow?
17. Where would you wanna "do it"?
18. Would you be loud or quiet?
19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet

A Glimpse Into My BrainI know I haven't written a blog in a while, but I have been very busy. My surgery went fine, and I am feeling completely myself again already.
I am amazed to find out more weird things about stupid people. A thread in my message board that I frequent had a subject about stupid things you hear in the news. This got me to thinking about my next topic. First off I am not a Harry Potter fan whatsoever. This is not due to religious beliefs or anything of the like. The main reason is because it was meant to be a children's book yet it has turned women, and men of all ages in to screaming twelve year olds worse than any star wars freak around. The next reason is I am not into the whole story line of the book. Then it also falls into the whole trendy thing that I hate. Last but not least almost everyone who reads this book becomes so obsessed with the story that they think they are living it in everyday life, and have lost complete ability to distinguish fantasy from reality. I just found out

Blog Blog Blog!!!Well all these frickin years and i'm going to write a blog!! Thinking of the word "blog" just blows my mind as it is and makes me wonder where the work came from. I'm gonna take a wild guess and say it was some random neanderthal and he prob. was just mad at him children for....ummm not putting the fish outside the cave and they got rotten. yeah that sounds about right lol (btw i'm listening to Tool the whole time i'm writing this ROCK ON!!)The whole half a paragraph i wrote bc there is seriously not too much in my life thats worth talking about! Now that i think about it there is a few things i can think of. My grandpa has Cancer and my Dad and i went down to see him last weekend in Chicago....whoever is reading this can pray for him. then there is always wut the crap i'm gonna do for school. I'll prob. go back for a Outdoor Recreation degree and the see wut happens from there. Anyone have any good Outdoor Rec schools hit me up. this blog is beginning to be all about me and there migh

Rainn's LyricsIntroduction: funeral Music
(spoken to rhythmn)
Tragedy is the loss
the loss of the nothing when you have all
the loss of all when you have nothing
We are the loss of the future
and they are the loss of the past
together
we are the Tragedy of the present
Chorus
Tragedy
we are your children
Tragedy
we are your faith
teach us to live in our lies
teach us to lie in your faith
Verse 1
We have chosen to caress our fear
we are taught to believe
chase the tears away
and bear the life we lead
as children we are taught
that no baby shall cry
and we are punished for the errors
that can not be denied
Chorus
Tragedy
we are your children
Tragedy
we are your faith
teach us to live in our lies
teach us to lie in your faith
Verse 2
We are here errors here
no one said
it has changed
focus on the reality
that is
created for you and me
we have no options here
the decision has been made
it's all in

Sex Story..the Tao Of Steve Chapters One And TwoWell there’s something I’ve always toyed with. Good thing I had a willing partner whom liked some of the same: a little bondage, a little erotic asphyxiation, more than a little anal. All great stuff to experience with Dr. Steve. Now, being in the medical field has its perks. One of them is having access to experimental drugs and cutting edge research, the other is having access to all sorts of interesting tools and places to have a great sexual encounter.
The story begins when I was doing some lab testing on oxygen deprivation and sexual arousal. My partner, Dr. Lisa as we liked to call her was involved in the testing, and asked me to help her figure out a few research problems she was having with her data. Let me describe Dr. Lisa to you.
She’s about 5’4” tall. She has long curly blond hair that she constantly has to flip over her head to keep it out of the way. It’s such a sexy little quirk. She wears these glasses most days that just make her eyes stand out. Speaking of her

PeopleThe following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday
Morning
Commentary.
My
confession:
I
am a Jew, and every single one
of my ancestors was Jewish. And
it does not bother me even a little bit when
people call those beautiful
lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I
don't feel threatened.
I don't feel discriminated against. That's
what they are: Christmas
trees.
It
doesn't bother me a bit when
people say, "Merry Christmas" to
me. I don't think they are slighting me or
getting ready to put me in
a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that
we are all brothers
and sisters celebrating this happy time of
year. It doesn't bother
me at all that there is a manger scene on
display at a key intersection
near my beach house in Malibu. If
people want a crčŁ¨e, it's
just as fine
with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards
away.
I
don't like getting pushed
around for being a Jew, and I don't think

StuffYou know, I am getting sick of the idiot who is flagging my photos. This is the latest photo that has been flagged NSFW. Now I see women in their profile pics with their boobs hanging out and those are fine but this one isn't?
I am about sick of the double standard shit on this site and the cowards that have nothing better to do then go around flagging photos.
Screw this crap.
This was in a bulletin and it is true...For some reason we can't repost the bulletins or post new ones.
PLEASE if you have PRIVATE FOLDERS with nudes or kids pictures DELETE them NOW fubar FUCKED UP anyone can see ALL your photo's DON'T BELIEVE me ask me to view a private folder and SEE for yourself REPOST PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
go to your folders turn off the NSFW and then click ok. ignore the error message. then go back and turn it back on and then set it to friends or family only and click ok and its back to how it was LOCKED!!!!!
Just wanted to say a quick hello to everyo

Dumb Shit People Say...This was said to me hours before I was stood up. For about the third fuckin time this week. "In just a few moments, we will be covering the press conference from City Hall, downtown Fairview Heights. We will bring that to you live, as it happens."
(OK, I'll bite. WHEN THE FUCK ELSE COULD YOU BRING IT TO ME LIVE?)
(this was asked to my by a 27 year old mother of two, whilst I was ...well...doing dishes.)

Those Who Touch Our LivesRemembering Ginger
A soft full tail, exquisite eyes,
Soft purring at the door,
Playful swatting, frequent naps,
Toys strewn across the floor.
With gentle rubs and playful purring
You made your presence known
And, knowing you were always there,
We never felt alone.
You loved it when we scratched your ears,
We swear it made you smile.
We could never stay angry with you,
We couldn't if we tried.
The soft sweet purring now has ceased,
No gentle rubs to greet us,
Just memories of a special friend
And good times are all we see.
Although we miss you dearly,
we'll try not to feel so blue,
Because we know that there's a heaven
For special cats like you.
Ginger....You're In Our Hearts Always

All About Me!Sorry ... I been so busy lately. I've been working my ass off to save money to move, so i'm moving sept. 1st and than i will be on more often. In till than have a drink on me!!
Oh by the way come check out my website
Why do I just want to scream! scream out of anger, really really loud so that I am heard. Why do it I hate this? hate everything! I just want to know why I am living? What is my reason of being here? What is my reason of being what i am? Why I am so nice when I was born in hell? Why I cry so easy when I should be tough. Why life is so hard? Why people are so quick to judge? Why when I drive on the highway all I can think about is running into a brick wall going 90mph? Why all of my girlfiends has kids and I don't? I want to know why! I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHY! Everything in life is so hard to understand! I going to SCREAM, because I don't understand, scream even louder because I will never will. Should I give up now? Take the easy way out? Not like my life is going

Friendsmy best friend Big Papi needs alot of points to level up. will you rate him please and help him out. you will find him on my family list. can you go to missdallas (she on my fan list) and rate her, fan her, add her(tell her big papi or oneluckygirl sent you) once she does comment as many times on her pic miss dallas is on a roll. my buddy needs 7000 comments on the photo to win in five days. please well today i was at a new store and we were slow and i was bored so when these guys came through our drive through i just decided to be a little goofy. they all got a kick out of it and ended up coming through our drive thru at least four times and ended up trying to talk for a few minutes each time. well they could have just been goofing off with nothing better to do but it was fun. no i was not flirting either i am to much in love with my husband to flirt with any man. then this one customer ordered a sandwich and i asked if there was anything else and he said yeah your phone number with t

Thoughts Of HateOut of my mind, gun up to the mouth
No pretension, execution, live and learn
Rape and turn
Fret not family, nor pre-judged army
This is for me, and me only, cowards only
Try it
Don't you try to die, like me
It's livid and it's lies and makes graves
It's not worth the time to try, to replenish a
rotting life
I'll end the problem, facing nothing, fuck you off,
fuck you all
Tortured history, addict of misery, this exposes me
for weakness is a magnet - watch me do it
Graves descending down
Why would you help anyone who doesn't want it,
doesn't need it, doesn't want your shit advice
when a mind's made up to go ahead and die?
What's done is done and gone, so why cry?
Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale, the pills that kill and take
the pain away
Diet of life, shelter without, the face that cannot
see inside yours and mine
When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me
breathe, for our handle on this life, I don't believe
this

Bomb FestOk family here we go...we r going to help in bomb fest...we r helping out friends the independent bombers...The only thing we need to do is friend the host before we can bomb so please do it as soon as posable. The link is down below.......
RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC THE FALL BOMB FEST COMIN SEPT15,TO SEPT30@ fubar
after she accepts u here is the link we will be bombing......
thanks...dave/aka/hotstud/aka/the godfather
Ok guys, its time to get busy. Lets show our good friend Angie some Godfather Luv. Shes got a great tatt I'm sure you will all agree so she deserves it! Hit it hard!!
Also for our new bombers, WELCOME HOME! Your in the best family on fubar, because we are just that, family. Anything you need let us know we will do what we can to make you happy.
If you would please, and to remind the vets of the family, please, please, please let us know what yours doing, check the blogs and comment them!! If you cant bomb.. hey thats cool we all got lives.. if you can

My KidsToday is a funny day. I have put my son on pottytraining. He is actually doing pretty good. His father pushed him into it this summer and he rebeled againt it for awhile but now he is doing it all by himself. He is such a big boy. He is two and he talks really good and tries to read already. he is mommies big boy. A month ago he came up to me and said that his name wasnt Johnie anymore but it wasnt Mommy's Baby boy! I cried. He has a nickname already and it is Johnie Popper! It is cute. WEll just thought that everyone should know how my baby boy is doing! On Monday I kept my two younger kids home from the daycare, because they werent feeling good and I hadnt had much sleep lately, like none in 5 days! My son was acting funny, all he was doing was laying down when he usually is getting in to stuff and running around the house. He fell asleep on the chair in the front room. So I didnt think much of it, though he never does that. my youngest daughter went to her bed and went to

LoveYou can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel. The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love and to let it come in. I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone but i can tell you what it is for me love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with them more than any other person love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself including the things you might be ashamed of love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.

Suckssorry everyone that i have not been around but i just found out that my mother just passed away and i am trying to deal with it i will be back later though,,,,,,,,,, well my computer will be gone for a couple of weeks so i will not be able to get on for a while but i will be back soon to rate everyones pics ago yeah when peolple put things on here to share with others why is it that a lot of u have to be so jugemental, i was only asking a simple question and a lot of u think i am going to do it because my man told me to, i do not do what my husband says i do what i want so if all ur going to do is bitch on my comments then stay away who needs to have a bitching contest or even for that matter have a debate with someone else on everyone elses mumms or blogs

Life The Universe And Almost EverythingIn life we try many times to live upto other peoples expectations no matter how hard they are to achieve, we have hope in our hearts that we will lead a good life and that people may remember us as such, my expectations have always remained the same i know that at some point my life will change, i know this because its happening now, things are starting to move, people are starting to come back and generally things couldn't be much better on a mental scale, these blogs are more about me unbottling my emotions than a serious look at life but there personal experiances that im trying to share, im reaching the peak of what i call progress in my mind, i wanted to marry and im sad that now that no longer seems to be happening, but happy that im still 29 and a whole future of events lies infront of me, i applyed to a soup kitchen today to help out, being told im selfish and whining today made me think twice about somethings, my immense care for the people who matter does lead me to be over s

Chaotix RamblingsThese are some pictures I've been working on. Tattoos I want to get. They aren't anything especially original or super deep, yet they do have meaning and appeal to me--and since Imma be the one with the ink, that's all that really matters, right?
Just beyond my reach
She sits, smiling,
Smiling,
A demoness behind her laughing eyes
Loves me
(Taunts me)
Blowing her wicked kisses
Soft and gentle
With razorblade lips A thousand thousand cuts I suffered
From the knife's edge of your indifference.
Hurt more than you will ever know;
Cut deeper than the blood,
Cut deeper than the bone,
You left my soul to bleed away.
Minute to day,
Day to week,
Week to month,
But still just
One
Endless
Empty
Night
That I tried to fill any way that I could
With women, smoke and booze.
A violent, self-sustaining cycle of personal destruction
That I reveled in,
Until I didn't--
Misery, fed upon misery, begets only misery,
As do anger, and sadness, and guilt.
All of which

RockinsHey all i just wanted to thank everyone that jumped in to help me in the sexy abs contest. i really had lots of fun i wish things turned out diffent with the bomb fest but its all good not everyone can afford a blaster lol. you all did a awsome job and even tho i had to work threw some of the contest ya all still keep going so thanks to all that helps we all know who ya are :) i will try to retured the favor if anyone needs help just ask. OK lets go Rock the next contest lol hey all this is messed up i got down rated in a contest how messed up is that help me rock this contet and show them i can still win this !
contest ends the 20th sept hey all i was entered into a contest for the sexyest abs im hopeing that ya all will coment bomb my pic for those who are in the fest its cool i under stand but for those that arnt doing the fest please come bomb my pic ive never been in a contest ive never won anything ever please help me do this
contest ends the 20th sept

WormyI think a guy or a woman should have to specify their gender. On their profile page, thats just my opinion though. babygirl004 is a downrater gave me a 4 people who down rate me will get the same rate as they gave me

Welcome To My Chaotic ThoughtsAs anyone can tell, I don't have a pic up. No biggie for me really but a few get upset about. Any one that does get upset about it I find odd... Just a little, but that's my personal thoughts on it.
Personally I don't know why people get upset my rating system. They don't have to come to my site place and rate me. I do it cuz 1.) I'm either bored or 2.) I want to look around.
You could rate me a 1 and I wouldn't mind. But the comments.... eh * shrug * its whatever if you want to leave one. But I just don't see why get upset about someone rating you something they think if that's not what you wanted...
I don't get people here... Oh well, just had to say that. lol
Wow... What to write in this thing... I can't even say that I really want to do this, but I know if I don't then it will never get going...
Went to the State Fair here, had about 20 mins of fun and then it was killed... I think it had to do with not having someone to go with that's not part of your family

My Friendsimikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World
Made this for my boyfriend because he's getting ready to deploy..... and i will mis him very much...
Holly..." Georgia On My Mind"@ fubar
Holly is my best friend and "twin". She's the kind of friend you can call at 1 am in the morning and she'll stay up with you just to talk through your problems.
Adam@ fubar
Adam is my best friend. He's sweet, thoughtful and a true romantic.. Glad to see he's home from the Sandbox... he's always there when i need a friend
baby_girl The ĚńĐęţęńĐęń† Fĺmďlψ ~ Member of the CFR!!!~ I love you Sgt Jay Davidson@ fubar
Lea is my Canadian friend. Our love of Marines has made us really good friends. She is there for me whenever i need to talk.... U rock sweetie
RadioGuy@ fubar
This guy is awesome. I owe him so much. Over the past few months he has helped me transform into the person i wanted to be... he's one of my best friends.
TBG@ fubar
Eri

Fakers On Fubar!!!omfgg heres another FUBAR Fakerrrrrrr
this stupid bitch is using Jennifer Ellison Pics and sayin they are her,for those of you that do not know who Jennifer Ellison is,She was in UK TV SOAP BROOKSIDE,So please go check out this fake bitch here on fubar
http://fubar.com/user/641995
do a google search for Jennifer Ellison you will get all the info you need Well guys i just wanted to do a fakers on fubar blog so all of you can be aware of all these fakers on fubar.
First of all my friend was telling me about a girl if thats wat she is lol..called Luscious Lynsey...Well her profile is still there but she has took all her photos down,probably got found out or something but anyway my friend sent me a pic of her other night that she saved when this girl had all her photos up but the fact is this Lynsey is FAKE as they will ever come,infact i know who the pictures are of when lynsey claimed them all to be herself and the pictures was of a teen model called Dawn Avril,if you go and se

And Another Thing.....when i joined this website last year i had a lot of high hopes and expectations.
boy was i wrong.....
a lot of the people on here live in some alternate state of reality, where everyone is a 10
first off this site runs like shit most of the time....too much content....
moving on....i learned the rules quick back in the cherrytap days.....never be honest when you rate pics...rate every one a 10 and every profile a 10.
if you rate honestly prepare for the down ratings. i could give a shit personally. i know im hot. i just rate as a courtesey. but if you rate me less than 10 i am going to assume you are rating honestly so i am going to rate you honestly and frankly sometimes the truth hurts. there are in fact a LOT of fat ugly skanks on here. truth.
what gets me is these trifling little bitches that will down rate you and then block you so as not to face their ensuing ridicule. that is cowardice plain and simple. grow a set of fucking ovaries and graduate high school already.
you

Tonga Beat SamoaDelbert Lee (Joe) Cashman
Born in Princess Anne County, VA Departed on Sep. 28, 2009 and resided in Virginia Beach, VA.
Visitation:
Thursday, Oct. 1, 2009
Graveside Service:
Friday, Oct. 2, 2009
Please click on the links above for locations, times, maps, and directions.
Delbert Lee "Joe" Cashman, 80, of the 2200 block of Oak Street, Virginia Beach, VA, passed away September 28, 2009, after a long illness.A native of Princess Anne County, VA, he was retired from the City of Virginia Beach Mosquito Control. He also worked at Lynnhaven Waterway Marina. He was a member of the Travelers Hunt Club. He is survived by his wife, Mary F. Cashman; son, Duane Cashman; daughter, Diana Cashman; and two grandchildren, Tara and Devon Cashman.A graveside service will be conducted Friday at 11 a.m. at Woodlawn Memorial Gardens with Rev. C. W. Cashman officiating. The family will receive friends at Hollomon-Brown Funeral Home, Great Neck Chapel Th

Funny StuffNO it is not fake. (Read below Video)
A lyrebird's call is a rich mixture of its own song and any number of other sounds it has heard. The lyrebird's syrinx is the most complexly-muscled of the Passerines (songbirds), giving the lyrebird extraordinary ability, unmatched in vocal repertoire and mimicry. Lyrebirds render with great fidelity the individual songs of other birds and the chatter of flocks of birds, and also mimic other animals, human noises, machinery of all kinds, explosions and musical instruments. The lyrebird is capable of imitating almost any sound .. from a mill whistle to a cross-cut saw, and, not uncommonly, sounds as diverse as chainsaws, car engines and car alarms, fire alarms, rifle-shots, camera shutters, dogs barking and crying babies. Lyrebirds are shy birds and a constant stream of bird calls coming from one place is often the only way of identifying them and their presence. The female lyrebird is also an excellent mimic, but she is not heard as often as

Crazy Stories...CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm."
Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?"
"You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin."
Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 am. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied.
"Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I met a prince, Fairy Godmother.
He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power!
Tell me his name!"
Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly,
Peter, Peter, the something eater."
______

Show Some Love!So I got this cool trading card made for me!!
if your interested in one of your own check out
hung_like_a_wabbit....CEO and Founder of " All Canadian Krew "@ fubar
and rate his picture folders and let him know that you want one!!
kellerz@ fubar daisyvision@ fubar

Royal Bombing WolvesDo you have what it takes to be an Elite Bomber,for The Royal Bombing Wolves?Royal Bombing Wolves are Seeking Exsperianced Comment Bombers.
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Missing DldgWELL IM SORRY TO SAY DLDG REALLY ISNT COMING BACK HER MOM CALLED ME AT 11:10AM THE CREAMATION IS OVER....MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD IS TRUELY GONE ALL I HAVE ARE MEMORIES NOW BUT I WANT HER
I MISS YOU DLDG
12/22/78~9/14/07 I MISS MY BEST FRIEND DLDG IM ON TO THE NEXT STAGE OF COPING WITH THIS LOSS WHICH IS REALIZING SHE IS TRUELY GONE I HAD A LITTLE GLIMMER OF HOPE SHE WOULD COME HOME BUT THATS NOT GONNA BE POSSIBLE NO MORE SMILES,HUGS OR KISSES ON THE CHECK NO MORE SUPRISE VISITS OR PHONE CALLS I KEEP ASKING WHY BUT IM NOT GETTING ANY ANSWERS IM ASKING FOR PEOPLE TO BRING HER HOME AND BEING TOLD I WISH I COULD I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ALL I HAVE LEFT OF HER ARE MEMORIES BUT THE SELFISH SIDE OF ME IS SAYING THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH I WANT HER HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I GUESS ME WRITING IS SOMEWHAT HELPING ME I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL IM MAD AND SAD SHES GONE IM REALIVED SHES IN A BETTER PLACE THANK YOU ALL FOR LISTENING AND BEING HERE FOR ME AND TO THE ONE SPECIAL PERSON YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

People, Pics, And Points!.....oh My!A little while back I had pics...some very NSFW pics.....but every time I turned around someone bugged the crap out of me over them! No "Hello", no "How are you?", just 'Let me see now!" "I wanna see." "Let me into your family album"......WTF!? So I got rid of them......
Okay...I have re-added my own NSFW pics....dont badger me about them or I will block you! If you want to see them...then add me! But I DARE you to demand me of anything! lol....all that will get you is banned...well blocked, which is worse if you think about it....hehehehehehehe
So for those of you who cant figure it out let me explain it to you in no uncertain terms....Do NOT demand me for anything. I don't know you so I don't owe you! Nothing! I am not a whore ! And if I were I wouldn't be cheap so your word alone wouldn't cut it! Get over yourself....free porn is one google search away....use it LMAO!
So....to our old family who have loved me from the beginning...they are back! And anyone else

VoicesGotta say thank you again to all of you who left a message on my profile voice messaging..I love them! Woo hoo..brings a smile to my face every time I listen to them..thank you, thank you, thank you!! If you havent had a chance to hear me, go listen to my vioce on my profile page...and leave me a message! LOL Hugs and Kisses!! Morning All!!
Yes again I want to say I LOVE those voice messages! They make me smile everytime I hear them.:) So come on and let me hear your voice..Go to my profile and listen to what I have to say...lol Then if you have free long distance, call the number it gives you. You don't need a microphone to do it...:)
Hugs and Kisses!! I love those voice messages that I already have I would love to hear a BUNCH of others! Come on, its only a phone call..you can do it! Go to my profile and listen to me and then call the number..thats it!..MUAH

PoetryWhen you look around your life
And realize that it looks much different when looked upon for the first time
Kids see this life as something new and amazing
Something to be explored and conquered
Adults see it as the fast lane
To get where your going and get there as fast as possible
When do we slow down and see what the kids see
A vast world of caves and mountains
Where you don’t know what lies behind the rock
Or what creeps under the bridges
When was the last time you saw the monster in the closet
Or the other world in your mirror
When did reality decide to come in your life and make itself known
When it took away the imagination and fantasy of what could be
And showed you what lies behind the rock and under the bridge
When did it tell you that other worlds were not possible
And that a mirror was just a mirror
Do we ever stop to see the world as a child sees it
Or does reality keep us moving so that the world can never be truly seen
I looked at the

My VipI was wondering if someone would be so kind and renew my vip status i would be oh so greatfull. OK I KNOW THIS IS SAD BUT I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEW SEASONS TO START NEXT WEEK I'M SICK OF WATCHING RERUNS ALREADY. CSI CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT TO START NEXT WEEK ALONG WITH GREY'S AND GHOST WHISPER SMALLVILLE AND SUPER NATURAL. OK OK I'M HUGE TV BUFF AND THESE ARE ONLY FEW OF WHAT I WATCH. ALSO LOVE WATCHING A & E ALL THE TRUE CRIME STORIES. WHICH SHOWS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO WATCH? My vip runs out tomorrow and was wondering if anyone can help me out. I would much rather buy for my friends then buy myself something. I have always been that way. If i need to rate all your pics/stash please let me know and i will.
Thanks in advance

What's With This?The cable guy came by at 8 this morning to set things up round here. I grabbed some breakfast with T-Square and Antonio then come back, he's sitting in his van smoking Marlboros and telled me the job was finished "but...."
Long story short, he wanted me to pay him an extra fifty to illegal add channels for me, all this pay per view shit add-ons. I told him if I was interested in recreating "Prison Break" I'd do it on my own time and didn't need some hippie to try and do this to me. It sucks when you have your day planned out and then it gets blown up by a busted up couch. Ya see it's like this; my brothers were visiting so I was making dinner or whatever. Havent gotten any in a few days so I went with the porn. Was gonna get in a quick jerk when I'd sat down on the couch and there's the fuckin spring poking through like a stalker. Needless to say next time Kendall is here there's going to be hell to pay.
Peace I'm kinda new here, back on the site again and see all these

Talk To Mewell ispent the whole weekend w jewell n he told me that he loves me n that he misses me i didnt think i was that easy to get over! lol but i miss him so much he says that he wants to start all over from datin again! thats ok w me we need a fresh start! i love him so much! i just hope it isnt some kinda game today i took my dog to my aunts untill i get my own place n the worst thing happened! she got ran over i loved her so much! i just lost my bf n bb (the dog) was my only companion. the past few weeks have been horriable! but thanx for takin the time to read this! ok life is gettin harder and harder. frist i lost you n then rufus is gone when i get home. then yesterday was BBs last day with us. You may not love me any more but i still love you. i hope the single life treats u well. i cant affored to keep comin to see you. i work at fuckin dairy queen i make shit. i cant take the mind games any more, one time u tell me i can come back if i am good but what is good i have kissed your

>An older lady gets pulled over for speeding...
>Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer?
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>Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding.
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>Older Woman: Oh, I see.
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>Officer: Can I see your license please?
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>Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one.
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>Officer: Don't have one?
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>Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving.
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>Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please.
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>Older Woman: I can't do that.
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>Officer: Why not?
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>Older Woman: I stole this car.
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>Officer: Stole it?
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>Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner.
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>Officer: You what?
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>Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you
want to see.
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>The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up.
>Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun.
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>Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please

My Thoughts & PassionsI first posted this entry on another site on October 18, 2006.
I was recently asked to provide some resources regarding Family Law. I am NOT an attorney. However, I have argued cases in Utah and California. My research on the Violence Against Women Act has been recognized in court. Since I've been researching family law issues for over 10 years it would take me a very long time to list all of my resources. When researching issues of family law it quickly becomes obvious that this is an emotionally charged and politically motivated issue. My recommendations when looking for reliable sources is to avoid those sources that aren't gender-neutral. There exist groups purporting to represent women's rights, men's rights and even children's rights. Be aware of organizations willing to use a noble cause to pervert justice. Here are some of my book marks.
Family Law
Search tool for state codes & case law
http://lawcrawler.findlaw.com/
Downloadable sections of Utah Code
http://www.l

My Friends Friendscome see my new pics...have a nice night! Hello guys...
Any chance i could get you to do me a very small favor?My friend is trying to get a happy hour,by getting people to fan rate and add this wonderful lady...She always returns all the love as well,shes very sweet...If he gets enough people to do this,He'll get a happy hour ,so id appreciate it very very much...Be sure to say in the friend request that MetalRon sent you so we get credit...Thank you so much!!!Have a great day!
Heres a link to her...click/rate/fan/add(dont forget to say MetalRon sent you...xxxooo
Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsYou Rock! Thank you!
My friend is in a contest...only comments count and drop some comments id sure appreciate it alot hugs annd kisses xxoo

Fuct Upi hate you all.go fuck yourselves.seriously.right in the god damned asshole...with a pointy stick.this is prob the gayest site ever....or im just in a bad mood.all of you fuckers suck.everday its the same old shit with the same old motherfuckers.show me your ass...or lets see some titties..with a random twat or two.i have never really noticed how many god damned idiots there are here.maybe that makes me one two...oh well..FUCK YOU ALL.
youre all some dirty fucken whores three years of my life wasted...hold on..let me say that again..three years of my fucking life wasted on a stupid bitch...its fucked up. i went to jail for three days because a chick lied.but fuck that.no worries....what i am worried about is starting over.my house,my job,my clothes,my fucken fish even...all gone.i changed my whole life for a person and now im being dicked.i have to ask myself what ive done to deserve this.more so..how do i get out of this?where do i go now?where do i start?how do i do all these things

The Things That Make You Smile BlogSubject: Fake vs Real friends
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: is the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up...
but that was fun!'
FAKE FRIENDS: never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: cry with you
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life

Before I Was A MomKeonna I hope someday you
will know
How much I love you so
and how I have loved watching you grow
You make me laugh and smile more
than you know
You have taught me so many things
You've taught me to be strong
and taught me more patience than I
thought I could ever have
You've taught me how
to stand up and fight when
when someone tries to do you wrong
This road we've been down has been
long and hard
but with you by my side
we will be alright, we will continue the fight
There's so much I hope you will know
about life
about others who are no longer here
that loved you so
I guess it was time for them to go
I know they would have loved to be here
to hear you laugh
to help us down our path
they would of loved you with all their heart
They knew how special you were right
from the start
I hope someday you will know how special
you are to all of us
and how we have loved you so much
and how you h

PicsI wonder if anyone can see that I have posted new pics and I am being ignored..*sniffles* I hope not..LMAO
Hugs and Kisses!..LOL Hi everyone reading this! LOL Just wanted to say in case you don't know it, since the uploading status for me is messed up...:( Please come check out my new pics. I know its a shameless plug of self advertisement, but hey..thats what its al about itsn't it?..LMAO Anyway, if you want come see meand rate my pics, if not I love you anyway...MUAH!
PS...Leave me a voice message while youre at it! I love those!

9-18-07So I went today at the time they had designated for me by my last name, to sign up for strike pay.
Yeah.. I get there and they say "The international rep isn't here because he's so busy right now, so you won't be able to sign up for a few days at least" and to keep checking the website & listen to the radio for any changes.
But I did get assigned when my picket duty is(Friday 8-12) ... yippee skippee BLAH! I've been SOOOO tired lately. Seems like I can't get enough sleep.
Plus I've been working at least one day out of the weekend OT trying to get my bills caught up. But its not going to do any good if I end up running my self down and have to miss work. Blah!
It seems like every time I think I'm getting caught up something else comes along. I'm sure you all know what I mean.
School starts and it's school supply, fees, lunches & pictures.
Homecoming is next weekend and my oldest is taking a date PLUS he's the Senior escort! Dress clothes & corsage. LOL Like I said one thing afte

Otherso we moved into our new house now and have been working on getting everything put into place. I (Hillary) have been working on painting over some ugly colors they had in here!! Thats always the fun part. Jesse has been working on putting alot of the things together that needed to be and things seem to be getting into order finally. we moved about 2 hours away from where we were livin and so far i really enjoy this quiet here. its a small town which i grew up in a big town so this is a little different for me. Im used to having a huge wal mart open 24 hours a day and having grocery stores to choose from that are open late. Im used to gas stations being open all night also and here everything closes between 8 and 10 depending on the night. So far though I actually do enjoy it here. We are 7 miles from where Jesses mom lives so she is excited to be able to see us and the kids more often. but we are now away from my family and some of his which is ok we can always go visit. well back to w

Fubar MapI want to personally welcome you to the Fubar (the first online pub: a place to meet people and hang out with your friends online.)
We have many features that I would like to point out since you are new.
The Fubar Bible, here is the link http://fubar.com/bible.php
The TOP 6 questions are right there on top, but don’t stop there or you will miss some vital information you will need as you make your journey through “Fubar”
These will be handy to have, so keep them at your finger tips.
Next look at the Points section in your Fubar Bible, Here is where you will learn some ideas how to gain points and move up levels, which will unlock some features http://fubar.com/bible.php#cherrypoints,
Levels and Features that are unlocked, http://fubar.com/bible.php#levels
Here is a good time to mention that there are some things that should not be placed in the public areas.
NSFW (Not Safe For Work,) items, http://fubar.com/bible.php#nsfw .
These are things if you worked

Say WhatI have just heard the best news in a long time...... I might not be around here much longer. There will be many changes soon in my life! I can't believe my eyes. It is amazing! PROFILEFLIRTS.COM
· crystaldain rated your photo a '1'!
Feel the love?? Second time this week one of my pics was rated a 1. What to do? Walk away and laugh. No visiting their page and returning their "love".
PROFILEFLIRTS.COM
maybe they were thinking..........
PROFILEFLIRTS.COM
I don't care. Have a great day all!
And in case you have forgotten:
I am offering: rate pics and stash during hh,sfw salute pic, added to family/top friends,owned by you in name, if VIP is bought will be owned by you as long as it lasts and would rate you w/11's,will drop your link in Mumms
Would add more if I think of it, or am tempted. lol
And one of my favoritest songs ever~
I recently gave in and joined a group. Simply because I have helped this lady more than once. She shouts and asks for help. I will help

RawrDid lots of cleaning today.
Watched some Scrubs, woot.
I think Im about to eat a eggo waffle.
And finish some laundy.
Wana trade some love? let me know!
XoXoX
Glitter my moms bf was supposed to show up today between 1 and 2 to remove this stump from her yard, and i was told last night to get the dirt knocked off for when he showed up so it woudl be easier bla bla[she told me a week ago but i didnt have a shovel to do it with] so i brough a shovel home last night from my aunts, figuring ill get up this morning and do it since i had worked all day cleaning out a garage coverd in catshit and it was already dark out. well instead of showing up at 1 or 2, he was here at 10 am and had the nerve to be like "didnt you mom tell you to knock the dirt off this?" im like wtf, i get told last night at 930pm that youll be here at 1. now i feel like an ass[and look like an ass for making a 65 year old guy whos having his knees replaced in a couple weeks do it] and am having anxiety becaus

Help My Brother Out Plzzcontest is for 3 month vip ...ill hook ya up drinks 4 all 100 plus= big pimp gift... thxx in advance .oh and it ends on the 22nd at midnight central time .
contest is for 3 month vip ...ill hook ya up drinks 4 all 100 plus= big pimp gift... thxx in advance .oh and it ends on the 22nd at midnight central time .
contest is for 3 month vip ...ill hook ya up drinks 4 all 100 plus= big pimp gift... thxx in advance .oh and it ends on the 22nd at midnight central time .

Pirates Day!Why is this day different from all others?
Why do we need an International Talk Like a Pirate Day?
Make no mistake. We do. But it's a little hard to articulate why, especially when you've made the mistake of referring to your wife as a scurvy bilge rat and tried to order her back into the galley.
Talking like a pirate is fun. It's really that simple.
It gives your conversation a swagger, an elán, denied to landlocked lubbers. The best explanation came from a guy at a Cleveland radio station who interviewed us on the 2002 Talk Like a Pirate Day. He told us we were going to be buried by people asking for interviews because it was a "whimsical alternative" to all the serious things that were making the news so depressing.
In other words, silliness is the holiday's best selling point.
Before we go any further, there's something we need to be clear about. Pirates were and are bad people. Really reprehensible. Even the most casual exploration of the history of pirates (and

ThicklikebloodGrandpa went into the ER this morning. Idk if its for his lungs or heart this time, im waiting to hear back. It was his birthday a week or so ago, 87 years old.

My JokesTwo old ladies are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. One of the old ladies pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking.
Maude: What in the hell is that?
Mabel: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet..
Maude: Where did you get it?
Mabel: You can get them at any drugstore.
The next day, Maude hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms.
The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers.
"Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel."
The pharmacist fainted. The pain comes and the pain goes
As fast as it arrived.
Living with pain
is like watching a train wreck
in slow slow motion
Life changes
Disappointment sets in
once again Life changes This was too much for the bishop, so h

Child AbuseDate: 19/09/2007
Date: Sep 19, 2007 12:18 AMMAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER..
This first Video made me cry!!

Stuff I Believe In.......A True Ouija Experience
Hi, my name is Michelle, and I am the age of 19 years now. I would like for you to read my story and tell me it YOU think that this is real or what.
It all begin when I moved to Minot, North Dakota with my brother and his girlfriend. I was 15 years of age at the time. I am 19 years of age now. Well, we were just sitting around talking about the past when one of our neighbors came around the side of the house and asked my sister in law to go and see her for a second. Minutes later she appeared and she asked me if I would like to play with an ouija board. Out of curiosity, I went.
She told me that she had contacted this young couple who had died in the house with three of their four children and the woman who they had contacted wanted to speak to them. I thought for sure that they were just lying and just saying this to scare me which was not going to happen(so I thought). I went next door with my sister in law and my sister in laws neighbor and we w

JokesGotta love Indiana:
Aug. 12 - Moved into our new home in Indiana. It is so beautiful here. The fields and river valleys are so picturesque. I have a beautiful old oak tree in my front yard. Can hardly wait to see the change in the seasons. This is truly God's Country.
Oct. 14 - Indiana is such a gorgeous place to live, one of the real special places on Earth. The leaves are turning a multitude of different colors. I love all of the shades of reds, oranges and yellows, they are so bright. I want to walk through all of the beautiful hills and spot some white tail deer. They are so graceful, certainly they must be the most peaceful creatures on Earth. This must be paradise.
Nov. 11 - Deer season opens this week. I can't imagine why anyone would want to shoot these elegant animals. They are the very symbol of peace and tranquility here in Indiana. I hope it snows soon.
I love it here!
Dec. 2 - It snowed last night. I woke to the usual wonderful sight: everything

PoemsI love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine. Copyrighted By Brandon O'Donnell
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
Copyrighted By Brandon O'Donnell
I saw the countless Christmas trees
Around the world below
With tiny lights like heaven's stars
Reflecting on the snow.
The sight is so spectacular
Please wipe away the tear
For I am spending Christmas with
Jesus

A LadyJUST LETTING U KNOW IT ISNT HER THAT IS ON HER PAGE BUT THE GUY SHE IS LIVING WITH NOW TALENTED TONGUE AKA FRED. HE IS USING HER PROFILE SINCE WE HAD BOTH HIS PAGES DELETED HERE ON FUBAR AND HE IS BANNED FROM HERE..
THIS IS JUST WARNING U IT ISNT HER BUT HIM. HE IS DOING THIS TO HARRASS TWO OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE...
TAKE CARE AND THANKS FOR READING DO U NOT KNOW THAT FOR THE LAST 2 MONTHS SHE HAS BEEN LIVING WITH TALENTED TONGUE AKA FRED IN ILL. AND SHE IS ON CRACK . THAT HER OWN KIDS KICKED HER OUT THATS WHY SHE IS LIVING WITH HIM AND THEY ARE SUPPOSINGLY GETTING MARRIED..TALENTED TONGUE IS THE PERSON THAT HAS BEEN LOGGING IN ON HER PAGE NOT HER. HE IS A CONVICTED CHILD MOLESTER OF A 10 YEAR OLD GIRL 10 YEARS AGO...HE ONLY COMES ON HERE BECAUSE ME AND A FEW FRIENDS HAD BOTH HIS PROFILES DELETED AND HE IS BANNED ON HERE FOR GOOD. HE COMES ON TO HARRASS TO OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON HERE.. AND HE IS KIND OF STALKING THEM. BUT LEAVING MEAN VOICEMAILS AND TONS OF TEXTS TO THEIR YAHO

~ It's Shit ~~ SsddOk, I have to vent. I just got a message from a guy saying this tired a$$ line that just pi$$ed me off to no extreme already today!!!!
"" I am sorry, but I was in ur family so why is it I can't view the private pics??""
DELETED!!!!!! after I told him a few things..* guess he'll think twice before tryin that line again*.for one I would know who I have chosen as family and they are my good freinds on here. NOT some random guy who fanned and rated me just to view pics, ughhhhhhh..Yea RIGHT!!!
I have chosen to delete my private folder for reasons of my own but my family folder stays...no nudes , nothing like that!! THxxxxxx to all my great family members who have shown RESPECT since we have been friends, Ur awesome!!!
& to jerks like this...go find u some brainless woman who could care less who sees her, 'cause that AIN"T ME BUDDY!!!! , just 'cause I have a pic that has a lil more cleavage than most does not mean I have no morals or values!!!!!!
What a beautiful day

I Dunno12 days till my birthday...i so feel like im getting old...and i have signed up for my first contest...best cleavage...see earlier blogs...its starts the 26th...im gonna need some mad fu love peeps....lol... MY THOUGHT FOR THE DAY...MEN FUCKING SUCK WELL...MOST EVERY THING HAS FALLEN APART THIS MONTH IM SUCH A FREAKING MESS...AS EVERY ONE KNOWS...IV BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS WITH SARAH....SHE WAS SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL A FEW WEEKS AGO...IS IN THE OFFICE ALL THE TIME...AND GOT EXPELLED FROM SCHOOL FOR THE REST OF THE SCHOOL YR...SO ...I TOOK HER TO SOUTHWESTERN AND THEY FINALLY ADMITTED HER TO THE BEHAVER PLACE OUT THERE...I SPENT THE WHOLE DAMNED DAY OUT THERE ...IM TIRED....HOPEFULLY THIS HELPS....I SO DONT WANT HER TO TURN INTO A DRUG HEAD AND TURN OUT TO BE SOME CRAZY WACKED OUT PERSON....I CRIED WHEN I LEFT HER...SHE WAS CRYING..BUT I THINK THIS IS THE BEST THING FOR HER....
AND....IM SINGLE AGAIN...FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I LISTENED TO MY GUT INSTINCT...AND JUST ASKED HIM WHAT WAS WRONG.

Juggalo_jeffsGo ahead.
Leave me for dead, take away my truth.
That's all you can do, because truth is all I have left.
It bleeds through each orafice, and it lands securely in a trash heap.
Next to the used coloring books of yesteryear.
But here we are, stuck staring at the sun rise.
The scars of your learning listen, but the scars of your ignorance speak.
You're not getting over because your soul holds it's bruises well.
I'm not getting over because I can't seem to plow these fields.
You are my epiphany, diluted in the moonlight
And I am your halo, holding it's flame to a wet wick.
That's been drowned in the spit of a divine MC.
The beatbox plays to your heart strings perfectly
But you still just want to change the channel
So you can finally bring a sunny day to your iris.
When I solidify, I take the form of an abrasion
On the forehead a homeless man that's been sitting on that same
Crate for half a century.
Your inner hunger

RelationshipsJust want to know why....why is it that no matter whether it's on here or in the real world that every guy you meet is interested in only one thing. Like that's all they really need in life. Why is it that no matter how nice a guy seems or how honest and sincere he is, he always wants sex? It's like all they want to talk about and do. Why can't they just be there? Talk about life, anything. I just want someone to care about me for me, not sex. Someone to hold me when I need to be held. Listen when I need to talk. Not judge my previous actions or past mistakes. Embrace my life and choices like I do. Be considerate of my feelings. Support me in my choices. I want a friend and a lover. Why aren't guys the same way? Another night of staying up till morning arguing and fighting. I'm so wore out that it's so pathetic. I'm at work, but I feel like a zombie. I'm an emotional wreck and so drained. To beat it all I still have no earthly clue what all was wrong. I was working on a wedding veil th

For My Master.....thought You Might Like This Sir!!New hot lounge for the Master's/Dom's and slave/submissives to go and be with like minds, please come join us!
http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50673 You've been a bad, bad boy
I'm gonna take my time so enjoy
There's no need to feel no shame
Relax and sip upon my champagne
Cos I wanna give you a little taste
Of the sugar below my waist
You nasty boy
I'll give you some ooh la la
voulez-vous coucher avec moi
I got you breaking into a sweat
Got you hot, bothered and wet
You nasty boy
Baby for all it's worth
I swear I'll be the first to blow your mind
Now if you're ready, come and get me
I'll give you that hot, sweet, sexy lovin'
Hush now don't say a word
I'm gonna give you what you deserve
Now you better give me a little taste
Put your icing on my cake
You nasty boy
Oh no
Ooh there I go again
I need a spanking coz I've been bad
So let my body do the talkin'
I'll slip you that hot, sweet, sexy lovin'
I got

Whywhy is this world so cruel i was here and you were not, you was here and i was not, til we are here again in this spot damn men, why cant yall just be as good as you let on. why there always gotta be something wrong? wtf? and yall say that women are complicated, lord have mercy, but damn, i try to do my best at all i do, im a very busy and dedicated- mother, employee, and business owner, own my home and three vehicles, work my ass of to provide and spoil the ones i care for, don't fuck around or play games, or test reactions, just want to chill and be happy, i live in a small town so i have no secrets, but yet at the end of the day i'm not good enough or i'm the crazy bitch, well i am well advertized as a bitch if provoked, but then who isn't, and i never claimed to be sain, then again i don't know of any who can, lol. i just don't understand

Lost SoulOk...I have to get this out I guess..LOL I went on a lunch date with this guy and had a great time. We drove around for a bit, and really seemed to hit it off. So well that we planned a golf date...:) So here is the story
Set it up for Saturday...and of course stuff happened, but to make a long story short I ended up being late. Mind you I had to drive an hour to get there, and there was an accident I didn't plan for, and construction work. But I did Make it just late. I had his number to call when I got there, but of course..stuff being the way it is and me being rushed..I left it at home. Some you know I have no phone of my own , neither home or cellular, by the way..:)
So I end up hunting this golf course on my own with the hopes that he was there waiting. He wasn't. He apparently called and cancelled the tee time.
As soon as I got home I got on the computer and wrote a message as to what happened with no reply from him. Today, he gets on Fubar and rerates me a 1 f

YipI dont know what to say here and i dont think you really care what i have to say here.... so let me just say fuck it... my black hair... being a size 4 my piercings and my hat.... one day i will get it all back... SO I AM STILL SICK... HAVE TO WORK OUTSIDE FEELING LIKE SHIT AND MY SHOULDER IS KILLING ME... THIS IS GONNA BE ONE HELL OF A FUCKED UP DAY....

Having FunIn the Darkness I am the voice that lets you know everything is alright
In the Darkness I am the hand that shows you the way out
In the Darkness I am the one who fights off the monsters
In the Darkness I am the one who holds you close keeping you safe
In the Darkness I am at peace when you are by my side In the Darkness I am king and nothing can hurt me
In the Darkness I am alone and noone is with me
In the Darkness I have no feelings and I am empty I am the Shadow Of man
I am the shadow of hate
I am the shadow of fear
I am the shadow of anger
I am the shadow of life
I am the shadow of love
I am the shadow of good
I am the shadow of evil
I am the shadow of me
I am the shadow of corruption
I am the eternal shadow
It isnt about getting laid it isnt about Me its about having fun I dont start a relationship for the sex i dont do it to prove I can I start a relationship because I like the person and if they dont like me they shouldnt lie to me an

Ramblinsucks been so long since we had a real winter here in sw michigan i was too young to remember cuase last good winters were back i nthe 70's and i was born in 78. so don't get enough snow locally to justify buying a snowmobile till i really got the extra money. get cold enough weather but not enough worth while snow for more than a week or so. and about all this weather is good for is cuddling which if ya read my profile i am single and right now don't have any women to spend much time with. schedules always seem to be a problem with some i meet. pretty much winter time when i don't have a g/f i relax mess around online or gaming on either the pc or the ps3. and when i got a g/f well watch alot of movies cuddled up together typically on my bed since my bedroom is where i spend most my time in the winter and got most my electronics. but at the same token as nice as it would be to have a woman to cuddle with not sure i wanna deal with that again most of what i seem to find are cheaters or

Show Some Love!Ok, so as you might have noticed, I haven't been around here lately. I haven't had steady internet connection, but I am working on fixing that. In the mean time, please be patient and I will show the love when I am back 100%
Hugs & Kisses!!!
please come and help me out
Ok, so I am in a contest and I want to win 1st place which is a 3mo VIP. I will share all the love I recieve with those who help me out. Just take a few minutes and bomb me please.
XOXOXO

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Always rushing through the arousal stages of sex is a shagging shame. "In many cultures, seduction begins long before a couple gets to the bedroom," says Amy Sueyoshi, Ph.D., assistant professor of human sexuality and ethnic studies at San Francisco State University. "The mere knowledge that a sexual encounter is about to happen can be a huge turn-on." So take a cue from Korean women: "Before the sex act even begins, our readers will blindfold their boyfriends with scarves and then tantalize them by slowly dragging silk over their bodies from head to toe, lingering extra long around his pelvis area," says Kyung-Hae Yoon, editor of Co

Letter From A Farm Kid,Three blondes were witnesses to a crime, so they went to the police station to identify the suspect. The police chief said he would show them a mug shot of someone for thirty seconds, then ask each one for a description. After showing the photo to the first blonde, he covered it, then asked her how she would recognize the suspect.
"Easy, " she replied. "He only has one eye."
The chief was stunned. "He only has one eye because it is a profile shot! Think about it!" He repeated the procedure for the second blonde and again asked how she would recognize him.
"He only has one ear, " was her answer.
"What is the matter with you people?!? It is a profile shot! You are seeing him from the side!" He repeated the procedure for the third blonde, then said, "How would you recognize the suspect? Now think before you give me a stupid answer."
After viewing the photo, she thought for a minute, then said, "He's wearing contact lenses."
This took the chief by surprise. He looked real

Help Me Level EveryoneI am trying to level up if everyone could help me i well show the same love back thank u everyone i hope everyone is having a good week thanks for the help.. hello everyone how is everyone tonite can u plz help me level up i will return the love to everyone plz!!!!! Hello all my friends fans family can u help me level up plz i well return the love ok thanks

Lyrics Of The DaySeems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
[ Hurt lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just

Friends!For a long time, I have thought I was in love with a person that I met on line. For a long time I had no doubts about my feelings. Now, I'm nolonger sure. I have noticed that she has grown more distant and less able to speak the love word that would be used in every conversation we had. Do i or don't I try to keep it going? I want to thank everyone who showed concern for my well being while I was laid up. I never realized how much love was out there but I'm glad to call you all my friends. I have enough love to go around and you all have a share in it. Thanks agin and I'll soon be 100% ou people are wonderful and I truly love you all! I've spent a lot of time on the internet and have tried all the other,so called friend sites. None of them come close to having the class of people I have met since being on FUBAR. I can't even come close to expressing the love and admiration I have for you people! If it were possible to wrap my arms around all of you and thank you from the bottem of my h

Personal LifeAre there really any men out there that have little drama or that want more than just a casual relationship?
I'm just curious...seems the men I meet have way to much drama going on and my life doesn't need that or they just want a buddy to hang out with plus benefits and no strings attached.
I think I need to become a nun. Anyone wanna agree with that? LOL! Ok well i'm already getting none so ummm yes I mean NUN!
To all of you that had my phone number and would like it again let me know. I just got a new cell phone (FINALLY) This isn't a free for all to give my number out to just anyone. Just really offering it back to the ones that had it already.
Let me know!
Jackie Ok some of you decided you wanted my number from the last blog. Well i'm more comfortable with you giving me your number and going from there. So if ya want to give it to me feel free. :P
Off to work, night ya'll! MUAHZ

Mamis Dark AngelsSO I AM STARTING THIS THING CALLED MAMIS DARK ANGELS. I WANT ALL THE GOTHIC VAMPIRIC DARK GIRLS TO FEEL THEY ARE JUST AS BEAUTIFUL AS EVERYONE ELSE SO IF U WANT TO BE A PART OF THIS NEW THING LEAVE ME SB OR PRIVATE MSG.
RULES:
1) YOU MUST ADD/RATE/FAN ALL FELLOW ANGELS
2) YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE PIC
3) YOU MUST AT LEAST 5 GOTHIC/VAMPIRE PICTURES
4) YOU MUST HELP ANYONE THAT COMES TO YOU TO HELP LEVEL THEM. AND TRY TO LET YOUR FELLOW ANGELS KNOW AS WELL.
How do I tell you how I feel about you
When
everytime i think of you my body shakes
everytime i see you my knees grow weak and
everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end.
When
everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there
everytime i see you smile my heart melts and
every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end.
I've tried somehow to say:
you're the sun that lights up my sky
the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day
and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high
I want so muc

Funny Stuff-mostly Seen Someplace Else And StolenCubans are Cubans
St. Peter came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you."
We have some Cubans up here who are causing problems.
My flute is missing, mojo sauce is all over the place,
they are making guayaberas from their robes,
they have domino tables set up in the cafeteria,
and they're wearing baseball caps instead of halos."
"They refuse to stop making Cuban coffee
and doing BBQs on heaven's stairs
and some of them are walking around with just one wing."
The Lord said, "Cubans are Cubans, Peter.
Heaven is home to all my children.
If you want to know about real problems, ask the Devil."
Peter calls - the Devil answers the phone "Hello?
Damn, hold on a minute." The Devil returns to the phone,
"O.K., I'm back. What can I do for you?"
Peter replies "I just want to know what kind of problems you're having
down there." The Devil again says "Hold on, Hold on........"
The Devil comes back to the phone .