Sunday, 12 July 2009

You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal You’re so skinny you should really Super Size the deal Secretly you’re so amused That nobody understands you(you're so gay-katy perry)

sometimes i'm really sick seeing my friend (all of them are guys)who are very weak and desperate and helpless. and well, EMO and SAD.ok, let me elaborate.

i met one at one of the so-called popular website.all of the things that the guy talked about was about his weakness. he kept whining all the time. about the fact that he was not a good university graduate but he wanted so bad to 'help' his parent. but he was only complaining all the time, mopping around, and blame his 'not a good university graduate' thingy as the major cause of his not getting a proper job.ok that was one.

the second one, was friend also, but not that close.blaming that his family was messed up. his parent was not very warm and communicative. he acted so mean everyday. he never cares about other people's feeling and speaks mean thing hurting other people.ok, that's one case and still tolerable.

how about double case?there was a guy much more worse than that. ok, point out that he has a messed up family. and sometimes he said mean things and he didn't have any politeness. but the thing was that guy never moves on and seems to be hinder by all of his surroundings.

and the worst part is when that guy said that..

someone is an over achiever and that's normal because that someone's family is so damn warm, normal, and stinking rich.

GEEZ.

get a life won't you? everyone can achieve something if they really want to work hard. it doesn't mean that if your parent has failed to build your personality and stuffs you have to live forever with that personality. i mean, you can learn you can study you can adapt good things from your surroundings to be better.

ok and then he went on that it's pretty much normal if that someone have so many knowledge because that someone's parent always buy them books, and encyclopedias at kinokuniya, qb world, aksara, periplus or just somewhere overseas.

but well hello, this is 21th century. book store with prices over 200thousands IDR is not the only source of knowledge. go to library or download e-books on internet. if you have time to blab around at forum that means that you're able to afford internet also and why don't you use that time and opportunity to download something that can make you a bit brainy?

i don't know what's wrong with some guys lately.it seems like some guys would prefer to blame their surroundings if something go wrong. and they're just too lazy to be true. they are trapped inside and rather than fixing and improving themselves, blaming and hurting other people seems to be their main activities. geez.

instead of learning to do better, they seem to be more comfortable to think that their failure is understandable due to their messed up family, their peer pressured experience, their lack of education, their physical inability or whatever.

i just think that some guys can be such a sissy sometimes.and that's really making me sick -_-

women sometimes are much more tougher than men. girl whose parent divorced still can get good grades at school and university. girl who suffers from near death experience and brain death for a few seconds can still life and strive until now(okay, that's me-if i want to be emo, i really have stocks of emo stories of life) ok, girl who suffer from dangerous disease that makes her unable to be exposed by direct sunlight still have spirit to be creative and although it's hard she's still working so hard.

i can conclude that if women and men are exposed to a bad surroundings, men tend to blame the thing and women tend to strive and be better.

maybe this is the reason why God make women not men who suffers from extreme pain and near death situation when they're delivering their babies. altogether with their nurturing hand and also their great power and spirit to strive, that's true that behind one great man would most probably a one great woman.

i'm proud and happy to be a woman, and i'll always work hard to be a good woman, someday :)

Thursday, 9 July 2009

this is my favorite serial ever :)and by the way. i've disappeared from a long time for this blog. i've been a bit busy, but well, tonight is quite free. and i'll write about my favorite book review. please do read :)THE PRINCESS DIARIES by MEG CABOT.

such a modern fairy tale. a story of a girl named Mia Thermopolis,ordinary teenager at New York City. She is a freshman of Albert Einsten High School. She lives with her mother, an artist named Helen Thermopolis. Helen and her husband, Phillipe has divorced and as long as Mia know her father is a very 'powerful' man at France. and suddenly one day she finds out that she's a heir of a minor European principality named Genovia. she finds out that her father is a crown prince of Genovia, her grandmother (known as grandmere) is the dowager princess of Genovia and her chateau near France is a property of the kingdom that someday she'd rule.since then, her colorful day began.

despite the fact that she's one of the unpopular kids at school, that she is 6 foot tall, vegetarian, flat chested, flunking algebra, and rather nerdy (but she's really smart and creative, and she do cares a lot about environment-she loves greenpeace-) suddenly her life turns into a new life that she never even thought before....camera and reporters everywhere.limousine ride to school everyday.Lars, full time bodyguard to guide her everyday everywhere.her face at the headline of newspaper.a sudden change of behavior from her peers.a fight with her life time bestfriend, Lilly Moscovitz-literally a genius, who has her own show at local cable tv named Lilly tells it like it is- and find new loving friend named Tina Hakim Baba-a dreamer and romantic novel addict-her father is so rich (maybe mr. hakim baba owns some oli refinery) that she has to be guarded by bodyguard everyday.fyi, Mia and Tina make promise to lose their precious gift (virginity, i mean, aaaww) at the prom night. omg omg :pPrincess Lesson with her chatty and noisy Granmere, everyday.attending balls, parties, and other formal principality occasions...and....even her crush, the most popular jerks at school dumped his girlfriend for her-the girlfriend is her life time enemy, a famous cheerleader at her school named Lana Weinberger.

being princess is not that easy and pleasant. her life changes dramatically. and she hardly cope with it.after fighting hard with a lot of ups and downs. finally, she found her true love (well, at that time it seems that that boy is her true love for-ever) her bestfriend's-Lilly Moscovitz- older brother named Michael Moscovitz. Mia has adored Michael forever :)Michael Moscovitz is well. perfect (i'd really love to have boyfriend like that too)he's a total valedictorian, science freak, super handsome, member of a band, and goes to college at Colombia University. ok, he's a bit shy and all, but the things that he does to Mia is actually all very sweet :) that was very lucky of her to get Michael....

but the book still hasn't ended there.with Michael, her life is still so full of upsides downs and surprises.Mia also runs for the school president against her life time enemy, Lana. oh what a moment :pat one book, Mia appeared to be concern with Lana's view that college boy always expect their girlfriend to do sex with their girlfriend LOL. and Mia also meets a boy named J.P., a drama and literature lover and a son of a famous movie director, that has as creative brain as Mia, and he hates corn (omg) and Mia writes short story about him, about a boy that hates corn so much until he comitts suicide by jumping into moving train (LOL)and suddenly Mia has to play a role in a drama named braid together with that boy as the main role (and her Granmere made the scenario and stuffs)

and after that, the big disaster comes. it's from the book number 8~

Michael (which is genius like i've mentioned before) have a chance to work at Japan to make a robotic arm to perform cardiac surgery and have to go for years. she begins to suffer before her boyfriend's departure date. what if he fallen for a cute japanese girl? what if? what if? what if? and finally she decide to have sex with Michael. but when they're about to do it, Mia discover that Michael has lost his precious gift a long long time ago. and Mia is really furious and accuse Michael as a liar.and they break up.and Mia also become close with J.P. at the same time (when J.P. is also being Lilly's boyfriend)and at Michael's departure day, Mia still hasn't said anything.. and she kissed J.P. (who had been very helpful and nice to her) in front of Lilly and Michael.Lilly turns to loathe her.Michael goes to japan without any word.

and book number 9? Mia is depressed. really depressed ( i can understand her feeling, i will be that depressed if i lose someone ) Mia turns to be a bit mentally shaken and she has to go to therapy, Michael doesn't give any indication that he will ask Mia to be hers again, Lilly is ignoring her and being super mean to her, and someone makes ihatemiathermopolis.com. that really torns her apart.but finally, she can recover. and also at the end of the 9th book, he kisses J.P. and start to consider to open her heart for someone new.and finally i read the 10th book. just yesterday.the 10th book actually has been launched since january or december, but due to my university test i couldn't read it at all.

oh, and i won't give any spoiler. because the 10th book is the best of all :)ok, a bit of spoiler then. 2 years after the 9th book Mia finally spend her last day at high school. ok, she gets into every school she applied and she thinks it's all because of her being a princess.and she says to everyone that her senior project is about an essay of olive oil making history at genovia. but it's actually a 200 pages romance novel.and prom night is approaching, and she is unsure whether she wants to go with J.P. or not, and J.P. still hasn't asked her to go.and...Michael Moscovitz.. is coming back from japan! he has succesfully made the robotic arm, and becoming a millionare right now. and he's back in TOWN.omg~omg~

well, just read it if you wanna know who WILL be the REALLY TRUE LOVE OF MIA :)

*well this book is really worth reading. it's so funny and romantic, for those who love comedy-romance. and meg cabot is a real genius, i love her and her book, and i also really want to have a writing like her, she tells the story in a simple but meaningful language and also she has a really strong characterization.forgive me for the long and bad review and bad english. i just love to write so much and i wanna be a good writer someday :)

Friday, 3 July 2009

i write rather serious post and something educational (yihaa) here at my blogspot.and i write something lighter and cuter at my tumblr.because right now i don't really have time to write something educational, valuable and serious in english, i'm updating my tumblr more :p

you'd better read both :Dand in tumblr i use bahasa, it's such a playful and fun blog :)

and well, wait for my next posts. about dorian, lydian, etc. mode of music and many more :) and some new recipe as well :)

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greetings! my name is afifa, and i'm a 19 years old girl from bandung, indonesia. i love MUSIC very much. i enjoy playing music especially violin and singing, and making music also. i also play in great indie band named angsadanserigala and orchestras. right now i'm waiting for my university year start. i'm gonna study biology at Bandung Institute of Technology Indonesia.
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