I had to get my old diary, the book in which I wrote everything on my trip to Nepal and Tibet back in 2005 for my graphic novel or autobiographical mystical comic book called How I didn't become a monk or something like that. It's hard to find a good english translation for the title. Anyway, I couldn't find what I was looking for because I realized I didn't write down everything. So, what remains of the story is in my memories. But I found some interesting stuff for the end of the book instead in that old diary.