!Thank you so much everyone! I have been praying earnestly for the Lord to take away my fear and strengthen my Faith as I believe that real FAITH is fearless and that is the kind of Faith I hope to not only reflect in my actions but to truly exercise in my life from day to day. Today, ,the Lord gave me the strength to overcome and I was even able to do some Christmas shopping and have a nice and peaceful dinner out with my husband! So very thankful!!! Yes, the buzzing legs and weakness are still there but they are not what bothers me as much as the hollow depths of fear I fall into at times. I know Christmas is always a stressor for me but this year, just weeks after losing my precious Mother are expected to be most difficult.
Thank you once again for allowing me to vent and relieve some much needed emotion