Darkness took me, and I strayed out of thought and time. Stars wheeled overhead and everyday was as long as a life age of death. But it is not the end, I found life in me... again...
!!! Discipline wanteD !!!

surrounded by crowds doesn't chase away literal loneliness

dear lord embrace me with your blessings

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Saturday, March 7, 2015

Some things have changed

Yesterday I
had a conversation with a close friend. I asked her whether she thought I’ve
changed. She smiled and looked at me. she always takes extra time to voice out
opinions (especially if it’s about me!), but instead of nagging her, I paused
and continued talking.

-Don’t you think we haven’t been talking much to
each other lately?

She smiled
again, this time agreeing. I knew she was not gonna say anything at this point
anyway.

For the past months all we had
was minimal conversation, saying hi to each other and continued being busy. I
used to have long heart-to-heart session with her and all ended up with teary
eyes. I had a real tough time a few years back and she always listen.

We’re good
now, it’s just that we’ve stopped talking like how we used to. I came to think
whether it’s because I am way happier now or the fact that I already found my
significant other (and spending more time with him).

But no. I guess
it’s just me.

Because being
emotionally involved in anything is tiring. And we both know how consumed I am
especially when I started to talk about what I feel. I’m exhausted of
overthinking and my eyes are weary of crying. So I’m taking a break. Taking my
own time. Alone.

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