It is about taking a little step, day by day, and then one day your are there.

If you in your daily life feel negative tensions without being able to know why, then it could be, that you are not following your dream. Maybe because you not even know what dream you would like to or is able to follow.

Yes, I am telling you straight ahead that your look
has only a little part to do with making you happy.

Sorry,

… I got a chock too.

When I was teenager.. around 16-17 I got the idea that it was all about the look.

I dreamed about being a model, I competed in a miss event and tried to contact photographers and model agencies… but I was not happy, even if I some where knew I looked good. And since I was not strong enough to be patient on getting jobs, I just concluded, that I was not enough good looking, and that I did not deserved better….

But later, I understood something really important…

I hope you understand it before I did? – how to be happy

Of course feeling good about how you look makes you feel more satisfied,
but if you are not happy in advance, a new pair of shoes or some other small thing are far from what create long lasting happiness inside your body.

Now I have finally realized… (20 years later…)

that I feel happy with myself when I

make things that make my life easy without harming other people

am together with people who makes me feel good and who make and give me space for development

when I make sure that I eat good food and sleep all night

I would like to give this knowledge to you and other people who have difficulties in finding happiness….no matter how you look.

Slowtime, fast time, time to be and just think free thoughts, like in a flow

Time for immersion; time to be with human beings, who stop time or make it past to fast.

Lack in time, the time that is slow, time to enjoy, to have fun.

The last time, the time before the time, that all the time becomes less and less, because time is moving and we do not always know where it went.

My life has come to the point, where time is very central – the first of my friends past away some time ago. A sad time, which made me go through a time with many thoughts and time for reflection. What do I want to spend my time on, that time that becomes less all the time.

What did I spend my time on doing, can I peacefully say before present; I feel well and I am right there where I want to be?

Or did the time thief take the time, too many who just wanted my time, without giving me time back again.

The death, is that time that arrives to all of us and it is the time where time stops. It is with light and love I write this. I have been so happy for the time that has been, happy for the time I was able to past with my friend, who now is at ”home”.

I am happy that I time to time think about how I want to spend my time since it becomes less every day, and I have to spend the time on things that make my happy.

Dear you, who reads this. The other day I read a story told by a nurse. She had been there many times with people for whom time on earth was about to end. They all told, that the things they regret the most, was that they did not spend enough time on their beloved ones, they did not spend enough time on having fun, laughing, dancing, enjoying the sound of the waves or the touch of the wind.

Instead they had spend too much time on working and making things work out, because they thought that when everything was in its space, then they would get time to do all the other things. But things never worked out properly, because all the time new things came in and had to be fixed, and then the time past by without saying anything. nobody was able to say: ”goodbye I am happy now, because I have spend my time enjoying the fruit of all the planning and money I made.”

This apartment belonged to my best friend, before she went on a very long vacation to the other side of the world…. but this apartment placed in Haraldsgade 17b, was a blast….. the way that everything was created by the people living their, the art, the extra accessories hanging around and the space made for equipments and stuff that show off a high level of creativity