Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Today cried several times1 in office1 on busTeary eyesBut I think those were enough

It's just a sad environment to work in nowHow people can gang up & stab me right in my heart from behindis really something very unexpectedNot that I wish to even expect before I started workBut cruel world it is

I was thinking of my days in UniversityI was alone tooBut I felt happy coz I have LiztPlus the fact I have Wolfie tooWhich make me almost homeDr Williams, my best teacher being closest to me=)The sweet memories....

I think I prefer to be myselfAloneDoing things I couldI was happy with the WildFilmsI do things related and make new friends

Saturday, January 27, 2007

I just got back from Woodlands LibraryWent to support Ria on her free talk on the Southern ShoresIt's nice to meet old friends (I always say that)& also meeting new friends too (Yet I always say that too)

As Ria was introducing the Southern Shores to the audienceMy mind keeps thinking bt how I first joined WildFilms& in factI am very happy to know my friends who share the same passionThat isEnvironment.Marine.Diving.Conservation

It is sad to see that I'm doing nothing related to my studies in the societyI donno if I should accuse them anymore that they dont take fresh graduatesBut truth isThey really dont

Sigh

So... I sorta signed my fateBut my passion still goes on

Life is busyWhen the tides are low and there's lotsa things to see on the shoreI'm busy typing thousands of words per dayMissing the whole lotsa fun & fresh air

NowI'm trying to make myself more active in environmental conservation again!Damn office work*PUI*!

I cant wait to go to Hantu on 4th FebHopefully DarDar can join meHe's put on waiting list

Friday, January 26, 2007

I donno if I did the right thingLooks goodBut I'm worrying

My contract renewal

I applied for alot of jobs lately& I signed to accept my contract renewal todayAlthough my Boss said I'll have my gratuity payment upon completion of contract& that since my service will be recognisedI'll also be entitled bonus

I thought it was a very good deal to me

Then my colleague came over & said"But that time my staff XXX had her contract renewed & converted, she only got her bonus but not gratuity"

This worries me

Did I make a wrong choice?Did my Boss lie to me?Did I hear wrongly?

I sent an email to my Boss to re-confirm but no reply YET

It's gonna be a restless weekend

If there's a good opportunityIt'll be an issue of money & knowledge

Cant expect me to work for A when I have the qualification for B, right?Wasted my Dad's millions of dollars

I feel bad

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After a long (chronologically) 200m run at the park behind my houseI developed rashes all over my limbsIt is so itchy & swellsHeng my face didnt kana

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Consider it a good weekI escaped from workNot that I dare risking AWOLbut I volunteered myself to attend a workshopWhich my company agrees to pay

SoWhy not?

This workshop deals with Employment ActJust wondering why the hell do I wanna get involved with lawsI actually come face to face with it every day& being absolutely a dumbassThat's aother reason why my boss agrees to sponsor me for it

Ha!

The lecturer is a lawyer& he taught us the Acts using his own case studiesWhich is very fun & interesting

Let's quote an exampleYou know that it's illegal to drive 100km/hr on Singapore roads& so when you go MalaysiaYou floored the acceleration pedal like no one's business(Un)Expectedly, you got caught by the Malaysian policeYou handed them RM$50 for the so-called speeding charge and leftWhen you're back in Singapore thinking everything is fineYou're so goddamn wrong becauseYou had commited corruption in MalaysiaYou're arrested and offence was committed

Cool?

Cool

The course lasted for 2 daysSo I got 2 days of 'rest' with knowledge gainedOn top of that I have a Certificate of Attendence!

Double coolness!I shall just volunteer myself more often to do such things

I went back to office yesetrday during lunch timesince it's 10mins walking distance anyway& I tell youThe feeling back to office sucks

My colleagues were gathering together for a chat& when they see me backNone of them even talked to meAs if I never existWhat does it say?It says that my existence is negligible to themWith or without me is the same

That totally pissed me off when I saw loads of paper left on my tableSimple things like sending forms to destinated depts are left in my intrayWaiting for me to wait outJust coz it's forms of staffs that I'm taking care of

I was ponderingThis kinda thing is so simpleCant they even help to send it out?Must they really differentiate between sesame & green bean before they can lay a hand on it?This issue lies the same when I was on 1 week leave to Hong KongWhen I returnedMy outstanding things are still not solved& existing things become outstandingLet's just say that everything was untouched

WHAT THE FUCKThanks (but no thanks) for the coverage!

Still wanna tell me that they helped me when I was overloaded (which sadly they didnt, it's still outstanding 5 months later but it's their business now because they volunteer to take over from me)& then blame me for doing a bad* job*Bad to them because they think it's easy but in fact, they never understand/realise the magnitude of the project because it's all done by me ALONE

Saturday, January 20, 2007

I thought it's gonna be a good day todayIt was shining when I was at home& when I was on the busIt poured

What the hell

Today seems rushyCoz DarDar doesnt like to walk in the rainWell, neither do I when I dont have an umbrellaso I didnt get to see much happenings along the street

SighI just cant take it anymore!Everyone around me is as skinny as a twigI was as skinny as a twig tooBut now?I am as fat as a cucumber

I am sadJe suis tres triste*sob sob*

Dardar said he'll go jogging with mebut neverI said I wanna go swimmingHe said he doesnt wantI said I'm going for my dragonboat He not happyHe said we go cyclingBut my bike is dying soonSoIn the endWe rot at home eating pizza with sprite

WHAT THE FUCK!

His friend said that he looks fatter than beforeAsked what did I feed him& I replied that I'm also getting fatter than beforeHis friend replied "Something must be wrong with both of you"

I believe so

I'm planning an overseas trip in the middle of the yearEither Bangkok in April, KL in July or Beijing in AugustWhy?Coz there'll be dive expos held there!Wooooooooooooo& I hope I have enough money to invest on a dive computer by thenIt's practically one of the survival dive items that one must have& thank God I'm still surviving with noneThe Mola-mola blessed me

Friday, January 19, 2007

I just spent 4 hours in the officeDoing whatever is do-able on my tableBasicallyNothingBWhahaha

& then Er Ge came to fetch me for lunchWent to Adams Road for the Selera Rasa Nasi Lemak

We nearly had three accidents todayNot that I dont trust Er Ge's driving skillsBut then I think the road is really dangerous

As we were on our way to Adams Road& while moving our way along a bendA lorry did a wide turning & cut into oursEr Ge ji tao braked & hornedI kana chua-tioI was talking half way & suddenly just frozeImagine the lorry 100x bigger Made of hard metalAlmost touch me by an inch

*faint*

Then we went to Kaki Bukit coz Er Ge wanna change his rotor disc& along the way on PIEThere's this huge object lying on the roadBut as Er Ge is already cruisingIt's just damn late to slow down& that huge thing went underneath his carProducing loud soundI responded with a big 'OUCH'

After few hoursEr Ge fetched me home& while back on PIEEr ge wanted to change to Lane 1& in 3 secondsHe swerved left & right I thought he playing game leh& I said "Eh, Er ge... dont play on the road leh"Then Er ge pointed at the Honda Fit that overtook us from behind as he tried to seep through the gap between our car & road shoulderWhat an assHe nearly got us hit a motorcyclistI saw him wriggled as Er Ge swerved

SDW 3660 Honda Fit from SHCYou dont play play hor

Scary manNow come to think bt itI haven been driving much ever since I got my licenseI guess when I hop onto my own car when I could afford itSure buang oneLOL!!*touch wood*

I just spent 4 hours in the officeDoing whatever is do-able on my tableBasicallyNothingBWhahaha

& then Er Ge came to fetch me for lunchWent to Adams Road for the Selera Rasa Nasi Lemak

We nearly had three accidents todayNot that I dont trust Er Ge's driving skillsBut then I think the road is really dangerous

As we were on our way to Adams Road& while moving our way along a bendA lorry did a wide turning & cut into oursEr Ge ji tao braked & hornedI kana chua-tioI was talking half way & suddenly just frozeImagine the lorry 100x bigger Made of hard metalAlmost touch me by an inch

*faint*

Then we went to Kaki Bukit coz Er Ge wanna change his rotor disc& along the way on PIEThere's this huge object lying on the roadBut as Er Ge is already cruisingIt's just damn late to slow down& that huge thing went underneath his carProducing loud soundI responded with a big 'OUCH'

After few hoursEr Ge fetched me home& while back on PIEEr ge wanted to change to Lane 1& in 3 secondsHe swerved left & right I thought he playing game leh& I said "Eh, Er ge... dont play on the road leh"Then Er ge pointed at the Honda Fit that overtook us from behind as he tried to seep through the gap between our car & road shoulderWhat an assHe nearly got us hit a motorcyclistI saw him wriggled as Er Ge swerved

SDW 3660 Honda Fit from SHCYou dont play play hor

Scary manNow come to think bt itI haven been driving much ever since I got my licenseI guess when I hop onto my own car when I could afford itSure buang oneLOL!!*touch wood*

Sunday, January 14, 2007

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Thank God the rain has finally stoppedEnough of those wet feet on my slippery heelsJust any secondI'll just glided down the gentle gradient of the sole& waddled worse than a duckthat sounds 'cloak cloak cloak' from behind

Went JB yesterday after workTook the Causeway Link ExpressOnly SG$2.40& it only took half an hour to reach& along the wayIt kept horning at the motorcyclists in frontReminded me of my China trip few years agoWhere the stupid driver horned all the way from Guangzhou to PangyuOn an entire 1 hour plus trip

Traffic was heavy& the cars were horning all the way along the causewayDarDar wanted to walk across the bridgeFirst time see him so 'on'Volunteer to walk

When we reached CitySquareIt is so barrenAs if the whole mall belongs to usWent to exchange the DVDs & then had dinner& finallySHOPPING!

Some of the clothings are nice& the fashion in Malaysia looks so... hmm.. HongKong-yI hesistated to buyAlthough it does look nice But it costs so much more than those selling in Singapore!I saw a dress selling at RM$128a pair of heels at RM$donno-how-mucha shirt at RM$68Broke laMy Isetan & Robinson vouchers disallow me to use obviouslySo no money lohPlus the fact that I'd gained weightWearing anything is just a flop

Sigh

So went home empty-handed

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I think I'm soon-to-be a regular to MalaysiaAlmost every week cross the sea channelBwhahaha

Danny's having his Hantu dive todayJio-ed me 2 weeks backBut I cantCoz I'm now stuck at work on a SaturdayOh wellIt should look good tooCoz the water will be so cold & murky with rough currents due to the heavy rainProbably nothing could be seen eitherCoz most of them cant tolerate the low salinity due to high indulation of freshwater

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Nothing to do in office todaySighBoring

Everyday rain & rain & rainSo wetCant wait for April to comeBut first I must lost like 5kg 1st before I shall wear my bikini backHAHAHAHA

What the hell

I'm missing out so many external activities like the WildFilms and Blue WatersBut DarDar is against me from going Coz he said I always say 'no time no time'which only applies to activities that I dont likeMan.. cant he see that?Of coz I have lotsa time to do things I wantHeehee

Then Monday TUesday WednesdayEverything in office also do finish leNow nothing to doAlso donno how to act busyDamn

I am one of the commitee of my company's dragonboat teamBut I have a feeling that my company is not gonna renew my contract& I'm dying to look for a new jobHelp me look for lobangs, ok?Then if suay suayCant take part in dragonboat liao lo

Sigh

If renew horI also donno can stay long or notCoz my heart wanna go try something else& damn itI was trying to apply for this positionBut the online application screwed up

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

My first day of workBusy rushing to clear my stuffsWhich apparently my colleagues are not efficient enough to do the coverage& I have to do it all by myselfWith no idea what had been happening when I was away

& damn itI just finished workAt home, fortunatelyBrought home to finishIntended to stay late to finish itBut nah...Heard that my office is hauntedI scare scare>_<

Cant wait for Friday to comeHahaCoz I'll be overseas again

Luckily never agree with Danny to dive next SaturdayKana scheduled for Saturday duty which I wasnt aware until todayButKenneth & I made a deal to dive in AprilHey!I cant wait too!=DJust hope that my new scar heals before more & more accumulate