Monday, August 2, 2010

Me and my struggles

I need to lose weight!! That is the front, top, sideways, and bottom line. I am 417 pounds and am truly blessed to still be in this world. I am in this world without high blood pressure, diabetes, and heart disease, which I truly feel is by the grace of God. I just don't understand why it is so hard for me to do what I need to do to better myself. It goes without saying that everytime I change my lifestyle to this way of eating that I feel better as a whole. More energy, no leg pains, no swollen ankles and shins. My husband has been doing phenomenally and now he is off the diet which I truly believe is because of me. When you are addicted to food it is hard to have the things that you love so much around you and not eat them. I really pray that this is the last time I start this diet. It has to change. Something has to change. I can't wait for my new start date.