Saturday, June 7, 2008

Losing me ((old poem 07))

this love thing is for losersat least thats wat i believeit makes you become a different personchanges the way you seeyou can say im bitterand hell maybe i ambut after all ive been throughi really dont give a damn.you see now i have an icebox where my heart used to beim cold and angry and thats just not me

i miss who i used to be

the girl who believed in love and happily ever afterand that tru love didnt just exist for the actorsthe girl who believed that love was realand being IN love was a big dealnow, this new person i dont recognizebut its who ive become-i can see it in my eyesthe pain has taken overand now every guy gets the cold shoulderive turned into someone i never wanted to beand thanks to the pain-ive lost me.