I wrote this after having asked a very close friend out and very gently and tenderly turned down which I appreciate however it really hurt and this resulted from the raw emotion coursing thru my veins.

Crushed, Crushed and alonemy heartache blending with heartbreaka love for you so strongyet unrecipricated it hurts even morethen a broken heart carelessly snappedno this is differentin letting me down gentlyyou only plunged the kife deeperdrawing pain and yet moretears from already reddend eyescrimson from the heartacheand scarlet from the pain.A flickering flame is sputtering and coughingin the ruby cage that is my heartTwo whole years I have kept it burningwatching girl after girl reach my love before meDid I spread rumors, did I resist?NO I was patientwaiting andwatching andwaiting againso many chances missed in an instanceYet here was my chance and I grabbed at it quickly.Too quicklyyou weren't ready'Just friends', 'dont want to jeopardise it'haunting phrases, bloodied wordssyllables that cut deeper then the boneOver and over they play in my headlike some macabre stuck record.I love you dear friend, dearest of friends.Honest and truly I do, so it is with a heavy heartI return to the game of waiting and watching and waiting again.

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