Monday, June 27, 2011

I'm sorry for all the pain i put you through. I'm sorry for allowing others to break you and doing nothing about it. I'm sorry for allowing people to still have pieces of you even after we have stopped talking.

I hope you can forgive me for my actions. I can't guarantee that these things wont ever happen again but i can promise that i will be more cautious next time. I will listen to my mind instead of always listening to you.

Hopefully one day someone will come along and put your broken pieces back together. Thank you for being a trooper and hanging in there through all the bad times.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Every time I'm with you,
I feel like I'm in a different world.
A world where nobody can't come between us.
A world where its just you and me.
Where we don't have parents telling us that we can't be together.
Its a world full of happiness
Where we can be happy
A world where we don't have to hide.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Stay Beautiful
Even if we don't stay friends
Stay Beautiful
Even if we fall apart
Stay Beautiful
Because you're going to be someone in life
Stay Beautiful
For me or if not for me
Stay Beautiful
For yourself or for the people you love
Just Stay Beautiful
Because someday you're going to find the one
You really truly love and she'll be telling you
To Stay Beautiful too
Stay Beautiful
Because you're an amazing person and
That'll never change and
Stay Beautiful
Because you're one and in a million and
Stay Beautiful
Just to stay the beautiful person
You are today and
Stay Beautiful
Because that's who you are
You're Beautiful

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what i was going through
All the time we were apart
I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you

I wanna tell you i was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that i'm next to you

[Refrain 1:]
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you

[Chorus:]
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love i have is
Especially for you

Especially for you

I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How i'm certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life .. oOh
You showed me the way
And now that i'm next to you

[Refrain 2:]
I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
Oh, and i wanna bring out all the love inside you, oh

[Chorus:]
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love i have is
Especially for you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that i'm next to you

[Refrain 1:]
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you

[Chorus:]
And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love i have is
Especially for you

Together, together, I wanna show you ,
My heart is oh so true, and all the love i
Have is especially for you...

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Patience is a virtue.
You'll need it to stay true.
Whenever you are feeling blue.
Faith and patience always pull you through.
Though at times it may seem bleak,
and hope is very weak.
Stay patient and you'll find what you now seek.
Love is patience which you really need.
Push too hard and good will leave.
The patient man will take the lead.
Rewarded well for virtuious seed.
With which he grew and paid his dues.
The impatient man will always lose.
So wait your turn,
ignore the burn.
With patience now you'll not be spurned.

Love is being together,
It is, being able to be together.
It is being together in work and play
In sorrows and in joy
It is sharing shoulders in tears
It is slapping hand in laughter.
It is being together in good times,
It is being able to remain together
When time is harsh and hard,
It is being there for each other
It is being there forever.
Love is all about
Being able to be together
And even in death to dwell
In each other's heart forever

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I went to Nepal for 3 days doing recruitment. Here I don't want to talk about recruitment process besides come, do interview, evaluate, accept, collect biodata bla bla haha...

All I want is to write on my travel log to Nepal. This was my 3rd time travel here.

So here it is.....

1st day

Time kinda back to the future. I've been here in 2006 & 2007. The surrounding change a lot but most of them remains the same.

The road still berdebu, honking all over the place, still no traffic light (traffic men yes!), full of Bajaj & hero honda, maruti suzuki but now kia n hyundai i10 & i20 are poking into the road. Saw kancil, kelisa, wira, naza bistari. Yamaha kinda slow here (still thinking of yamaha eh hehe).

Still remember this place. Full of memories. Wish I could turn back the clock. The casino (Tara Casino) still there (play few roulettes at nite hehe). Money @ chips gone down the drain haha ( I am not god of gambler). The shows are good ;) hehe. Full of bollywood wannabe....

On the 1st day was preety much nothing to do. More of sleeping at hotel (tired of using Nepal Airlines. What a smell inside). At nite invited to dinner by agent as wanna me get to know with local agents and met with people from Y&L Metal Components Sdn Bhd and Elektrisola who also came for interview (they going back on that night).

2nd day

After the interview process, agent prepared for me and his 2 staffs a half day trip to Pokhara. I heard this place is nice for scenery viewing but have no idea of the agenda.

Now waiting to board local flight (Yeti Airlines) to Pokhara. Fokker with 2 propeller engines (terasa naik private jet haha on Jetstream 41). The plane has 2 rows of seats and flight attendance gave us drinks and sweets. It's 25 mins flight and x sempat to tido haha..

Reached Pokhara and the adventure begins.....

1st pit stop is Devi's Fall. It is a miracle how water can design the earth.

2nd place is Gupteshwor Mahadev Cave Entrance Gate. It is the other way to see the bottom of the Devi's Fall. As usual there is a place where Buddhists do their praying inside the cave.

5th stop is just beside Gurkha museum called Seti River Gorge. The water is like air barli due to snow melting from everest mixing with minerals and very cold thou time tu kat Pokhara about 32C. Katanya, the water is good if you want to cure ur pimple blackheads etc...

Our 6th stop a.k.a lunch time is at Fish Tail Lodge. This place for me is very natural n peaceful place. Is good for relaxation and meditation and include hotels too. Many distinguished persons, vips, royalties stay there. Rates jgn tanya la. Every hotels in Nepal using USD. Sanggup bule la dok yg exclusive nye tempat around USD100 - USD150 per nite. Even to reach there must across the lake haha.

The very enjoyable short trip to Pokhara. Visit few places. Knows the area. Penat but gembira. Bought some keychains to friends and colleagues. Tu je yg mampu but oklah atleast from my heart. Hope can distributes to all persons that close to me.

3rd day
Lepaking at hotel. Can't go anywhere. Rally at town. Hope tonight still I can board the plane. Last time stranded due to unstable political issues.

I think if political correct, the nepalese would much prosper as money keeps pooring in from people working abroad. But still, it change drastically from the time I was here. Probably now the ruler no longer control by the royals follow the bloodbath few years back.

I got sms regarding east coast meets for MSL FA final. Klate lost to ganu 2-1 during extra. Me lost the betting but kudos to TRW player. They fought hard. Still have next year and still have opportunity to champs the MSL and yes, ganu again as contender. This year is for klate n ganu. Congrats also to ganu but red warriors is in my heart.

Last nite in kathmandu. Boarding on flight RA415 (seat no 6B). Dunno when gonna be here again. Well if not bcoz of taking nepalese, I'll not be here. Thks to agent haha or potential workers