These notebooks are very extensive and, with very few exceptions, there is an entry for every day of all my nine India visits. [See digital photo of the covers on the right etc.] Naturally, scans of all of these many hundreds of pages cannot be posted here, so I have chosen to present those pages and excerpts from pages which have a direct bearing on research - and particularly for the exposure of the various deceptions and cover-ups I came to discover. During the time I wrote these notebooks I remained a believer in Sai Baba, and recorded all in the spirit of trying to obtain facts to help exclude my own doubts (and those of others too). Only after 1999 did I begin to realise that I had been deceived by Sai Baba on most fundamental matters. The scanned pages are often rather difficult to read when in ink, also due to 'bleed through' from the reverse side of a page. Therefore I have in many cases had to make the scan brighter and increased the contrast so as to remove extraneous markings and make it readable.

(Note: I mention this because pro-sai fanatic libelers automatically claimed that almost everything I or other dissenters from Sai Baba present consists in lies - and they go to absurd lengths to try to 'prove' that our scans of documents are 'counterfeit'! But they cannot get proof for obvious reasons.).

At the foot of this page one can also see the notebooks opened at random).