Title: Tender is the Night (1933)
Author: F. Scott Fitzgerald
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TENDER IS THE NIGHT

by

F. SCOTT FITZGERALD

1933

Already with thee! tender is the night. . .. . . But here there is no light,Save what from heaven is with the breezes blownThrough verdurous glooms and winding mossy ways.

--Ode to a Nightingale

TO

GERALD and SARA

MANY FÊTES

BOOK 1

I

On the pleasant shore of the French Riviera, about half way
between Marseilles and the Italian border, stands a large, proud,
rose-colored hotel. Deferential palms cool its flushed
façade, and before it stretches a short dazzling beach.
Lately it has become a summer resort of notable and fashionable
people; a decade ago it was almost deserted after its English
clientele went north in April. Now, many bungalows cluster near
it, but when this story begins only the cupolas of a dozen old
villas rotted like water lilies among the massed pines between
Gausse's Hôtel des Étrangers and Cannes, five miles
away.

The hotel and its bright tan prayer rug of a beach were one.
In the early morning the distant image of Cannes, the pink and
cream of old fortifications, the purple Alp that bounded Italy,
were cast across the water and lay quavering in the ripples and
rings sent up by sea-plants through the clear shallows. Before
eight a man came down to the beach in a blue bathrobe and with
much preliminary application to his person of the chilly water,
and much grunting and loud breathing, floundered a minute in the
sea. When he had gone, beach and bay were quiet for an hour.
Merchantmen crawled westward on the horizon; bus boys shouted in
the hotel court; the dew dried upon the pines. In another hour
the horns of motors began to blow down from the winding road
along the low range of the Maures, which separates the littoral
from true Provençal France.

A mile from the sea, where pines give way to dusty poplars, is
an isolated railroad stop, whence one June morning in 1925 a
victoria brought a woman and her daughter down to Gausse's Hotel.
The mother's face was of a fading prettiness that would soon be
patted with broken veins; her expression was both tranquil and
aware in a pleasant way. However, one's eye moved on quickly to
her daughter, who had magic in her pink palms and her cheeks lit
to a lovely flame, like the thrilling flush of children after
their cold baths in the evening. Her fine forehead sloped gently
up to where her hair, bordering it like an armorial shield, burst
into lovelocks and waves and curlicues of ash blonde and gold.
Her eyes were bright, big, clear, wet, and shining, the color of
her cheeks was real, breaking close to the surface from the
strong young pump of her heart. Her body hovered delicately on
the last edge of childhood--she was almost eighteen, nearly
complete, but the dew was still on her.

As sea and sky appeared below them in a thin, hot line the
mother said:

"Something tells me we're not going to like this place."

"I want to go home anyhow," the girl answered.

They both spoke cheerfully but were obviously without
direction and bored by the fact--moreover, just any direction
would not do. They wanted high excitement, not from the necessity
of stimulating jaded nerves but with the avidity of prize-winning
schoolchildren who deserved their vacations.

"We'll stay three days and then go home. I'll wire right away
for steamer tickets."

At the hotel the girl made the reservation in idiomatic but
rather flat French, like something remembered. When they were
installed on the ground floor she walked into the glare of the
French windows and out a few steps onto the stone veranda that
ran the length of the hotel. When she walked she carried herself
like a ballet-dancer, not slumped down on her hips but held up in
the small of her back. Out there the hot light clipped close her
shadow and she retreated--it was too bright to see. Fifty yards
away the Mediterranean yielded up its pigments, moment by moment,
to the brutal sunshine; below the balustrade a faded Buick cooked
on the hotel drive.

Indeed, of all the region only the beach stirred with
activity. Three British nannies sat knitting the slow pattern of
Victorian England, the pattern of the forties, the sixties, and
the eighties, into sweaters and socks, to the tune of gossip as
formalized as incantation; closer to the sea a dozen persons kept
house under striped umbrellas, while their dozen children pursued
unintimidated fish through the shallows or lay naked and
glistening with cocoanut oil out in the sun.

As Rosemary came onto the beach a boy of twelve ran past her
and dashed into the sea with exultant cries. Feeling the
impactive scrutiny of strange faces, she took off her bathrobe
and followed. She floated face down for a few yards and finding
it shallow staggered to her feet and plodded forward, dragging
slim legs like weights against the resistance of the water. When
it was about breast high, she glanced back toward shore: a bald
man in a monocle and a pair of tights, his tufted chest thrown
out, his brash navel sucked in, was regarding her attentively. As
Rosemary returned the gaze the man dislodged the monocle, which
went into hiding amid the facetious whiskers of his chest, and
poured himself a glass of something from a bottle in his
hand.

Rosemary laid her face on the water and swam a choppy little
four-beat crawl out to the raft. The water reached up for her,
pulled her down tenderly out of the heat, seeped in her hair and
ran into the corners of her body. She turned round and round in
it, embracing it, wallowing in it. Reaching the raft she was out
of breath, but a tanned woman with very white teeth looked down
at her, and Rosemary, suddenly conscious of the raw whiteness of
her own body, turned on her back and drifted toward shore. The
hairy man holding the bottle spoke to her as she came out.

"I say--they have sharks out behind the raft." He was of
indeterminate nationality, but spoke English with a slow Oxford
drawl. "Yesterday they devoured two British sailors from the
flotte at Golfe Juan."

"Heavens!" exclaimed Rosemary.

"They come in for the refuse from the flotte."

Glazing his eyes to indicate that he had only spoken in order
to warn her, he minced off two steps and poured himself another
drink.

Not unpleasantly self-conscious, since there had been a slight
sway of attention toward her during this conversation, Rosemary
looked for a place to sit. Obviously each family possessed the
strip of sand immediately in front of its umbrella; besides there
was much visiting and talking back and forth--the atmosphere of a
community upon which it would be presumptuous to intrude. Farther
up, where the beach was strewn with pebbles and dead sea-weed,
sat a group with flesh as white as her own. They lay under small
hand-parasols instead of beach umbrellas and were obviously less
indigenous to the place. Between the dark people and the light,
Rosemary found room and spread out her peignoir on the sand.

Lying so, she first heard their voices and felt their feet
skirt her body and their shapes pass between the sun and herself.
The breath of an inquisitive dog blew warm and nervous on her
neck; she could feel her skin broiling a little in the heat and
hear the small exhausted wa-waa of the expiring waves.
Presently her ear distinguished individual voices and she became
aware that some one referred to scornfully as "that North guy"
had kidnapped a waiter from a café in Cannes last night in
order to saw him in two. The sponsor of the story was a
white-haired woman in full evening dress, obviously a relic of
the previous evening, for a tiara still clung to her head and a
discouraged orchid expired from her shoulder. Rosemary, forming a
vague antipathy to her and her companions, turned away.

Nearest her, on the other side, a young woman lay under a roof
of umbrellas making out a list of things from a book open on the
sand. Her bathing suit was pulled off her shoulders and her back,
a ruddy, orange brown, set off by a string of creamy pearls,
shone in the sun. Her face was hard and lovely and pitiful. Her
eyes met Rosemary's but did not see her. Beyond her was a fine
man in a jockey cap and red-striped tights; then the woman
Rosemary had seen on the raft, and who looked back at her, seeing
her; then a man with a long face and a golden, leonine head, with
blue tights and no hat, talking very seriously to an unmistakably
Latin young man in black tights, both of them picking at little
pieces of seaweed in the sand. She thought they were mostly
Americans, but something made them unlike the Americans she had
known of late.

After a while she realized that the man in the jockey cap was
giving a quiet little performance for this group; he moved
gravely about with a rake, ostensibly removing gravel and
meanwhile developing some esoteric burlesque held in suspension
by his grave face. Its faintest ramification had become
hilarious, until whatever he said released a burst of laughter.
Even those who, like herself, were too far away to hear, sent out
antennæ of attention until the only person on the beach not
caught up in it was the young woman with the string of pearls.
Perhaps from modesty of possession she responded to each salvo of
amusement by bending closer over her list.

The man of the monocle and bottle spoke suddenly out of the
sky above Rosemary.

"You are a ripping swimmer."

She demurred.

"Jolly good. My name is Campion. Here is a lady who says she
saw you in Sorrento last week and knows who you are and would so
like to meet you."

Glancing around with concealed annoyance Rosemary saw the
untanned people were waiting. Reluctantly she got up and went
over to them.

"Mrs. Abrams--Mrs. McKisco--Mr. McKisco--Mr. Dumphry--

"We know who you are," spoke up the woman in evening dress.
"You're Rosemary Hoyt and I recognized you in Sorrento and asked
the hotel clerk and we all think you're perfectly marvellous and
we want to know why you're not back in America making another
marvellous moving picture."

They made a superfluous gesture of moving over for her. The
woman who had recognized her was not a Jewess, despite her name.
She was one of those elderly "good sports" preserved by an
imperviousness to experience and a good digestion into another
generation.

"We wanted to warn you about getting burned the first day,"
she continued cheerily, "because your skin is important,
but there seems to be so darn much formality on this beach that
we didn't know whether you'd mind."

II

"We thought maybe you were in the plot," said Mrs. McKisco.
She was a shabby-eyed, pretty young woman with a disheartening
intensity. "We don't know who's in the plot and who isn't. One
man my husband had been particularly nice to turned out to be a
chief character--practically the assistant hero."

"The plot?" inquired Rosemary, half understanding. "Is there a
plot?"

"My dear, we don't know," said Mrs. Abrams, with a
convulsive, stout woman's chuckle. "We're not in it. We're the
gallery."

Mr. Dumphry, a tow-headed effeminate young man, remarked:
"Mama Abrams is a plot in herself," and Campion shook his monocle
at him, saying: "Now, Royal, don't be too ghastly for words."
Rosemary looked at them all uncomfortably, wishing her mother had
come down here with her. She did not like these people,
especially in her immediate comparison of them with those who had
interested her at the other end of the beach. Her mother's modest
but compact social gift got them out of unwelcome situations
swiftly and firmly. But Rosemary had been a celebrity for only
six months, and sometimes the French manners of her early
adolescence and the democratic manners of America, these latter
superimposed, made a certain confusion and let her in for just
such things.

Mr. McKisco, a scrawny, freckle-and-red man of thirty, did not
find the topic of the "plot" amusing. He had been staring at the
sea--now after a swift glance at his wife he turned to Rosemary
and demanded aggressively:

"Been here long?"

"Only a day."

"Oh."

Evidently feeling that the subject had been thoroughly
changed, he looked in turn at the others.

"Going to stay all summer?" asked Mrs. McKisco, innocently.
"If you do you can watch the plot unfold."

"I'm not nervous," disagreed McKisco. "It just happens I'm not
nervous at all."

He was burning visibly--a grayish flush had spread over his
face, dissolving all his expressions into a vast ineffectuality.
Suddenly remotely conscious of his condition he got up to go in
the water, followed by his wife, and seizing the opportunity
Rosemary followed.

Mr. McKisco drew a long breath, flung himself into the
shallows and began a stiff-armed batting of the Mediterranean,
obviously intended to suggest a crawl--his breath exhausted he
arose and looked around with an expression of surprise that he
was still in sight of shore.

"I haven't learned to breathe yet. I never quite understood
how they breathed." He looked at Rosemary inquiringly.

"I think you breathe out under water," she explained. "And
every fourth beat you roll your head over for air."

"The breathing's the hardest part for me. Shall we go to the
raft?"

The man with the leonine head lay stretched out upon the raft,
which tipped back and forth with the motion of the water. As Mrs.
McKisco reached for it a sudden tilt struck her arm up roughly,
whereupon the man started up and pulled her on board.

"I was afraid it hit you." His voice was slow and shy; he had
one of the saddest faces Rosemary had ever seen, the high
cheekbones of an Indian, a long upper lip, and enormous deep-set
dark golden eyes. He had spoken out of the side of his mouth, as
if he hoped his words would reach Mrs. McKisco by a circuitous
and unobtrusive route; in a minute he had shoved off into the
water and his long body lay motionless toward shore.

Rosemary and Mrs. McKisco watched him. When he had exhausted
his momentum he abruptly bent double, his thin thighs rose above
the surface, and he disappeared totally, leaving scarcely a fleck
of foam behind.

"He's a good swimmer," Rosemary said.

Mrs. McKisco's answer came with surprising violence.

"Well, he's a rotten musician." She turned to her husband, who
after two unsuccessful attempts had managed to climb on the raft,
and having attained his balance was trying to make some kind of
compensatory flourish, achieving only an extra stagger. "I was
just saying that Abe North may be a good swimmer but he's a
rotten musician."

"Yes," agreed McKisco, grudgingly. Obviously he had created
his wife's world, and allowed her few liberties in it.

"Antheil's my man." Mrs. McKisco turned challengingly to
Rosemary, "Anthiel and Joyce. I don't suppose you ever hear much
about those sort of people in Hollywood, but my husband wrote the
first criticism of Ulysses that ever appeared in America."

"I wish I had a cigarette," said McKisco calmly. "That's more
important to me just now."

"He's got insides--don't you think so, Albert?"

Her voice faded off suddenly. The woman of the pearls had
joined her two children in the water, and now Abe North came up
under one of them like a volcanic island, raising him on his
shoulders. The child yelled with fear and delight and the woman
watched with a lovely peace, without a smile.

"Is that his wife?" Rosemary asked.

"No, that's Mrs. Diver. They're not at the hotel." Her eyes,
photographic, did not move from the woman's face. After a moment
she turned vehemently to Rosemary.

"Have you been abroad before?"

"Yes--I went to school in Paris."

"Oh! Well then you probably know that if you want to enjoy
yourself here the thing is to get to know some real French
families. What do these people get out of it?" She pointed her
left shoulder toward shore. "They just stick around with each
other in little cliques. Of course, we had letters of
introduction and met all the best French artists and writers in
Paris. That made it very nice."

"I should think so."

"My husband is finishing his first novel, you see."

Rosemary said: "Oh, he is?" She was not thinking anything
special, except wondering whether her mother had got to sleep in
this heat.

"It's on the idea of Ulysses," continued Mrs. McKisco. "Only
instead of taking twenty-four hours my husband takes a hundred
years. He takes a decayed old French aristocrat and puts him in
contrast with the mechanical age--"

"Oh, for God's sake, Violet, don't go telling everybody the
idea," protested McKisco. "I don't want it to get all around
before the book's published."

Rosemary swam back to the shore, where she threw her peignoir
over her already sore shoulders and lay down again in the sun.
The man with the jockey cap was now going from umbrella to
umbrella carrying a bottle and little glasses in his hands;
presently he and his friends grew livelier and closer together
and now they were all under a single assemblage of umbrellas--she
gathered that some one was leaving and that this was a last drink
on the beach. Even the children knew that excitement was
generating under that umbrella and turned toward it--and it
seemed to Rosemary that it all came from the man in the jockey
cap.

Noon dominated sea and sky--even the white line of Cannes,
five miles off, had faded to a mirage of what was fresh and cool;
a robin-breasted sailing boat pulled in behind it a strand from
the outer, darker sea. It seemed that there was no life anywhere
in all this expanse of coast except under the filtered sunlight
of those umbrellas, where something went on amid the color and
the murmur.

Campion walked near her, stood a few feet away and Rosemary
closed her eyes, pretending to be asleep; then she half-opened
them and watched two dim, blurred pillars that were legs. The man
tried to edge his way into a sand-colored cloud, but the cloud
floated off into the vast hot sky. Rosemary fell really
asleep.

She awoke drenched with sweat to find the beach deserted save
for the man in the jockey cap, who was folding a last umbrella.
As Rosemary lay blinking, he walked nearer and said:

"I was going to wake you before I left. It's not good to get
too burned right away."

"Thank you." Rosemary looked down at her crimson legs.

"Heavens!"

She laughed cheerfully, inviting him to talk, but Dick Diver
was already carrying a tent and a beach umbrella up to a waiting
car, so she went into the water to wash off the sweat. He came
back and gathering up a rake, a shovel, and a sieve, stowed them
in a crevice of a rock. He glanced up and down the beach to see
if he had left anything.

"Do you know what time it is?" Rosemary asked.

"It's about half-past one."

They faced the seascape together momentarily.

"It's not a bad time," said Dick Diver. "It's not one of worst
times of the day."

He looked at her and for a moment she lived in the bright blue
worlds of his eyes, eagerly and confidently. Then he shouldered
his last piece of junk and went up to his car, and Rosemary came
out of the water, shook out her peignoir and walked up to the
hotel.

III

It was almost two when they went into the dining-room. Back
and forth over the deserted tables a heavy pattern of beams and
shadows swayed with the motion of the pines outside. Two waiters,
piling plates and talking loud Italian, fell silent when they
came in and brought them a tired version of the table
d'hôte luncheon.

"I fell in love on the beach," said Rosemary.

"Who with?"

"First with a whole lot of people who looked nice. Then with
one man."

"Did you talk to him?"

"Just a little. Very handsome. With reddish hair." She was
eating, ravenously. "He's married though--it's usually the
way."

Her mother was her best friend and had put every last
possibility into the guiding of her, not so rare a thing in the
theatrical profession, but rather special in that Mrs. Elsie
Speers was not recompensing herself for a defeat of her own. She
had no personal bitterness or resentments about life--twice
satisfactorily married and twice widowed, her cheerful stoicism
had each time deepened. One of her husbands had been a cavalry
officer and one an army doctor, and they both left something to
her that she tried to present intact to Rosemary. By not sparing
Rosemary she had made her hard--by not sparing her own labor and
devotion she had cultivated an idealism in Rosemary, which at
present was directed toward herself and saw the world through her
eyes. So that while Rosemary was a "simple" child she was
protected by a double sheath of her mother's armor and her
own--she had a mature distrust of the trivial, the facile and the
vulgar. However, with Rosemary's sudden success in pictures Mrs.
Speers felt that it was time she were spiritually weaned; it
would please rather than pain her if this somewhat bouncing,
breathless and exigent idealism would focus on something except
herself.

"Then you like it here?" she asked.

"It might be fun if we knew those people. There were some
other people, but they weren't nice. They recognized me--no
matter where we go everybody's seen 'Daddy's Girl.'"

Mrs. Speers waited for the glow of egotism to subside; then
she said in a matter-of-fact way: "That reminds me, when are you
going to see Earl Brady?"

"I thought we might go this afternoon--if you're rested."

"You go--I'm not going."

"We'll wait till to-morrow then."

"I want you to go alone. It's only a short way--it isn't as if
you didn't speak French."

"Mother--aren't there some things I don't have to do?"

"Oh, well then go later--but some day before we leave."

"All right, Mother."

After lunch they were both overwhelmed by the sudden flatness
that comes over American travellers in quiet foreign places. No
stimuli worked upon them, no voices called them from without, no
fragments of their own thoughts came suddenly from the minds of
others, and missing the clamor of Empire they felt that life was
not continuing here.

"Let's only stay three days, Mother," Rosemary said when they
were back in their rooms. Outside a light wind blew the heat
around, straining it through the trees and sending little hot
gusts through the shutters.

"How about the man you fell in love with on the beach?"

"I don't love anybody but you, Mother, darling."

Rosemary stopped in the lobby and spoke to Gausse père
about trains. The concierge, lounging in light-brown khaki by the
desk, stared at her rigidly, then suddenly remembered the manners
of his métier. She took the bus and rode with a pair of
obsequious waiters to the station, embarrassed by their
deferential silence, wanting to urge them: "Go on, talk, enjoy
yourselves. It doesn't bother me."

The first-class compartment was stifling; the vivid
advertising cards of the railroad companies--The Pont du Gard at
Arles, the Amphitheatre at Orange, winter sports at
Chamonix--were fresher than the long motionless sea outside.
Unlike American trains that were absorbed in an intense destiny
of their own, and scornful of people on another world less swift
and breathless, this train was part of the country through which
it passed. Its breath stirred the dust from the palm leaves, the
cinders mingled with the dry dung in the gardens. Rosemary was
sure she could lean from the window and pull flowers with her
hand.

A dozen cabbies slept in their hacks outside the Cannes
station. Over on the promenade the Casino, the smart shops, and
the great hotels turned blank iron masks to the summer sea. It
was unbelievable that there could ever have been a "season," and
Rosemary, half in the grip of fashion, became a little
self-conscious, as though she were displaying an unhealthy taste
for the moribund; as though people were wondering why she was
here in the lull between the gaiety of last winter and next
winter, while up north the true world thundered by.

As she came out of a drug store with a bottle of cocoanut oil,
a woman, whom she recognized as Mrs. Diver, crossed her path with
arms full of sofa cushions, and went to a car parked down the
street. A long, low black dog barked at her, a dozing chauffeur
woke with a start. She sat in the car, her lovely face set,
controlled, her eyes brave and watchful, looking straight ahead
toward nothing. Her dress was bright red and her brown legs were
bare. She had thick, dark, gold hair like a chow's.

With half an hour to wait for her train Rosemary sat down in
the Café des Alliés on the Croisette, where the
trees made a green twilight over the tables and an orchestra
wooed an imaginary public of cosmopolites with the Nice Carnival
Song and last year's American tune. She had bought Le
Temps and The Saturday Evening Post for her mother,
and as she drank her citronade she opened the latter at the
memoirs of a Russian princess, finding the dim conventions of the
nineties realer and nearer than the headlines of the French
paper. It was the same feeling that had oppressed her at the
hotel--accustomed to seeing the starkest grotesqueries of a
continent heavily underlined as comedy or tragedy, untrained to
the task of separating out the essential for herself, she now
began to feel that French life was empty and stale. This feeling
was surcharged by listening to the sad tunes of the orchestra,
reminiscent of the melancholy music played for acrobats in
vaudeville. She was glad to go back to Gausse's Hotel.

Her shoulders were too burned to swim with the next day, so
she and her mother hired a car--after much haggling, for Rosemary
had formed her valuations of money in France--and drove along the
Riviera, the delta of many rivers. The chauffeur, a Russian Czar
of the period of Ivan the Terrible, was a self-appointed guide,
and the resplendent names--Cannes, Nice, Monte Carlo--began to
glow through their torpid camouflage, whispering of old kings
come here to dine or die, of rajahs tossing Buddha's eyes to
English ballerinas, of Russian princes turning the weeks into
Baltic twilights in the lost caviare days. Most of all, there was
the scent of the Russians along the coast--their closed book
shops and grocery stores. Ten years ago, when the season ended in
April, the doors of the Orthodox Church were locked, and the
sweet champagnes they favored were put away until their return.
"We'll be back next season," they said, but this was premature,
for they were never coming back any more.

It was pleasant to drive back to the hotel in the late
afternoon, above a sea as mysteriously colored as the agates and
cornelians of childhood, green as green milk, blue as laundry
water, wine dark. It was pleasant to pass people eating outside
their doors, and to hear the fierce mechanical pianos behind the
vines of country estaminets. When they turned off the Corniche
d'Or and down to Gausse's Hotel through the darkening banks of
trees, set one behind another in many greens, the moon already
hovered over the ruins of the aqueducts. . . .

Somewhere in the hills behind the hotel there was a dance, and
Rosemary listened to the music through the ghostly moonshine of
her mosquito net, realizing that there was gaiety too somewhere
about, and she thought of the nice people on the beach. She
thought she might meet them in the morning, but they obviously
formed a self-sufficient little group, and once their umbrellas,
bamboo rugs, dogs, and children were set out in place the part of
the plage was literally fenced in. She resolved in any case not
to spend her last two mornings with the other ones.

IV

The matter was solved for her. The McKiscos were not yet there
and she had scarcely spread her peignoir when two men--the man
with the jockey cap and the tall blonde man, given to sawing
waiters in two--left the group and came down toward her.

"Good morning," said Dick Diver. He broke down. "Look--sunburn
or no sunburn, why did you stay away yesterday? We worried about
you."

She sat up and her happy little laugh welcomed their
intrusion.

"We wondered," Dick Diver said, "if you wouldn't come over
this morning. We go in, we take food and drink, so it's a
substantial invitation."

He seemed kind and charming--his voice promised that he would
take care of her, and that a little later he would open up whole
new worlds for her, unroll an endless succession of magnificent
possibilities. He managed the introduction so that her name
wasn't mentioned and then let her know easily that everyone knew
who she was but were respecting the completeness of her private
life--a courtesy that Rosemary had not met with save from
professional people since her success.

Nicole Diver, her brown back hanging from her pearls, was
looking through a recipe book for chicken Maryland. She was about
twenty-four, Rosemary guessed--her face could have been described
in terms of conventional prettiness, but the effect was that it
had been made first on the heroic scale with strong structure and
marking, as if the features and vividness of brow and coloring,
everything we associate with temperament and character had been
molded with a Rodinesque intention, and then chiseled away in the
direction of prettiness to a point where a single slip would have
irreparably diminished its force and quality. With the mouth the
sculptor had taken desperate chances--it was the cupid's bow of a
magazine cover, yet it shared the distinction of the rest.

"Are you here for a long time?" Nicole asked. Her voice was
low, almost harsh.

Suddenly Rosemary let the possibility enter her mind that they
might stay another week.

"Not very long," she answered vaguely. "We've been abroad a
long time--we landed in Sicily in March and we've been slowly
working our way north. I got pneumonia making a picture last
January and I've been recuperating."

"Mercy! How did that happen?"

"Well, it was from swimming," Rosemary was rather reluctant at
embarking upon personal revelations. "One day I happened to have
the grippe and didn't know it, and they were taking a scene where
I dove into a canal in Venice. It was a very expensive set, so I
had to dive and dive and dive all morning. Mother had a doctor
right there, but it was no use--I got pneumonia." She changed the
subject determinedly before they could speak. "Do you like it
here--this place?"

"They have to like it," said Abe North slowly. "They invented
it." He turned his noble head slowly so that his eyes rested with
tenderness and affection on the two Divers.

"Oh, did you?"

"This is only the second season that the hotel's been open in
summer," Nicole explained. "We persuaded Gausse to keep on a cook
and a garçon and a chasseur--it paid its way and this year
it's doing even better."

"But you're not in the hotel."

"We built a house, up at Tarmes."

"The theory is," said Dick, arranging an umbrella to clip a
square of sunlight off Rosemary's shoulder, "that all the
northern places, like Deauville, were picked out by Russians and
English who don't mind the cold, while half of us Americans come
from tropical climates--that's why we're beginning to come
here."

The young man of Latin aspect had been turning the pages of
The NewYork Herald.

"Well, what nationality are these people?" he demanded,
suddenly, and read with a slight French intonation, "'Registered
at the Hotel Palace at Vevey are Mr. Pandely Vlasco, Mme.
Bonneasse'--I don't exaggerate--'Corinna Medonca, Mme. Pasche,
Seraphim Tullio, Maria Amalia Roto Mais, Moises Teubel, Mme.
Paragoris, Apostle Alexandre, Yolanda Yosfuglu and Geneveva de
Momus!' She attracts me most--Geneveva de Momus. Almost worth
running up to Vevey to take a look at Geneveva de Momus."

He stood up with sudden restlessness, stretching himself with
one sharp movement. He was a few years younger than Diver or
North. He was tall and his body was hard but overspare save for
the bunched force gathered in his shoulders and upper arms. At
first glance he seemed conventionally handsome--but there was a
faint disgust always in his face which marred the full fierce
lustre of his brown eyes. Yet one remembered them afterward, when
one had forgotten the inability of the mouth to endure boredom
and the young forehead with its furrows of fretful and
unprofitable pain.

"We found some fine ones in the news of Americans last week,"
said Nicole. "Mrs. Evelyn Oyster and--what were the others?"

"There was Mr. S. Flesh," said Diver, getting up also. He took
his rake and began to work seriously at getting small stones out
of the sand.

"Oh, yes--S. Flesh--doesn't he give you the creeps?"

It was quiet alone with Nicole--Rosemary found it even quieter
than with her mother. Abe North and Barban, the Frenchman, were
talking about Morocco, and Nicole having copied her recipe picked
up a piece of sewing. Rosemary examined their appurtenances--four
large parasols that made a canopy of shade, a portable bath house
for dressing, a pneumatic rubber horse, new things that Rosemary
had never seen, from the first burst of luxury manufacturing
after the War, and probably in the hands of the first of
purchasers. She had gathered that they were fashionable people,
but though her mother had brought her up to beware such people as
drones, she did not feel that way here. Even in their absolute
immobility, complete as that of the morning, she felt a purpose,
a working over something, a direction, an act of creation
different from any she had known. Her immature mind made no
speculations upon the nature of their relation to each other, she
was only concerned with their attitude toward herself--but she
perceived the web of some pleasant interrelation, which she
expressed with the thought that they seemed to have a very good
time.

She looked in turn at the three men, temporarily expropriating
them. All three were personable in different ways; all were of a
special gentleness that she felt was part of their lives, past
and future, not circumstanced by events, not at all like the
company manners of actors, and she detected also a far-reaching
delicacy that was different from the rough and ready good
fellowship of directors, who represented the intellectuals in her
life. Actors and directors--those were the only men she had ever
known, those and the heterogeneous, indistinguishable mass of
college boys, interested only in love at first sight, whom she
had met at the Yale prom last fall.

These three were different. Barban was less civilized, more
skeptical and scoffing, his manners were formal, even
perfunctory. Abe North had, under his shyness, a desperate humor
that amused but puzzled her. Her serious nature distrusted its
ability to make a supreme impression on him.

But Dick Diver--he was all complete there. Silently she
admired him. His complexion was reddish and weather-burned, so
was his short hair--a light growth of it rolled down his arms and
hands. His eyes were of a bright, hard blue. His nose was
somewhat pointed and there was never any doubt at whom he was
looking or talking--and this is a flattering attention, for who
looks at us?--glances fall upon us, curious or disinterested,
nothing more. His voice, with some faint Irish melody running
through it, wooed the world, yet she felt the layer of hardness
in him, of self-control and of self-discipline, her own virtues.
Oh, she chose him, and Nicole, lifting her head saw her choose
him, heard the little sigh at the fact that he was already
possessed.

Toward noon the McKiscos, Mrs. Abrams, Mr. Dumphry, and Signor
Campion came on the beach. They had brought a new umbrella that
they set up with side glances toward the Divers, and crept under
with satisfied expressions--all save Mr. McKisco, who remained
derisively without. In his raking Dick had passed near them and
now he returned to the umbrellas.

"The two young men are reading the Book of Etiquette
together," he said in a low voice.

"Planning to mix wit de quality," said Abe.

Mary North, the very tanned young woman whom Rosemary had
encountered the first day on the raft, came in from swimming and
said with a smile that was a rakish gleam:

"Well, I have felt there were too many people on the
beach this summer," Nicole admitted. "Our beach that Dick
made out of a pebble pile." She considered, and then lowering her
voice out of the range of the trio of nannies who sat back under
another umbrella. "Still, they're preferable to those British
last summer who kept shouting about: 'Isn't the sea blue? Isn't
the sky white? Isn't little Nellie's nose red?'"

Rosemary thought she would not like to have Nicole for an
enemy.

"But you didn't see the fight," Nicole continued. "The day
before you came, the married man, the one with the name that
sounds like a substitute for gasoline or butter--"

"McKisco?"

"Yes--well they were having words and she tossed some sand in
his face. So naturally he sat on top of her and rubbed her face
in the sand. We were--electrified. I wanted Dick to
interfere."

"I think," said Dick Diver, staring down abstractedly at the
straw mat, "that I'll go over and invite them to dinner."

"No, you won't," Nicole told him quickly.

"I think it would be a very good thing. They're here--let's
adjust ourselves."

"We're very well adjusted," she insisted, laughing. "I'm not
going to have my nose rubbed in the sand. I'm a mean, hard
woman," she explained to Rosemary, and then raising her voice,
"Children, put on your bathing suits!"

Rosemary felt that this swim would become the typical one of
her life, the one that would always pop up in her memory at the
mention of swimming. Simultaneously the whole party moved toward
the water, super-ready from the long, forced inaction, passing
from the heat to the cool with the gourmandise of a tingling
curry eaten with chilled white wine. The Divers' day was spaced
like the day of the older civilizations to yield the utmost from
the materials at hand, and to give all the transitions their full
value, and she did not know that there would be another
transition presently from the utter absorption of the swim to the
garrulity of the Provençal lunch hour. But again she had
the sense that Dick was taking care of her, and she delighted in
responding to the eventual movement as if it had been an
order.

Nicole handed her husband the curious garment on which she had
been working. He went into the dressing tent and inspired a
commotion by appearing in a moment clad in transparent black lace
drawers. Close inspection revealed that actually they were lined
with flesh-colored cloth.

Rosemary bubbled with delight at the trunks. Her
naïveté responded whole-heartedly to the expensive
simplicity of the Divers, unaware of its complexity and its lack
of innocence, unaware that it was all a selection of quality
rather than quantity from the run of the world's bazaar; and that
the simplicity of behavior also, the nursery-like peace and good
will, the emphasis on the simpler virtues, was part of a
desperate bargain with the gods and had been attained through
struggles she could not have guessed at. At that moment the
Divers represented externally the exact furthermost evolution of
a class, so that most people seemed awkward beside them--in
reality a qualitative change had already set in that was not at
all apparent to Rosemary.

She stood with them as they took sherry and ate crackers. Dick
Diver looked at her with cold blue eyes; his kind, strong mouth
said thoughtfully and deliberately:

"You're the only girl I've seen for a long time that actually
did look like something blooming."

In her mother's lap afterward Rosemary cried and cried.

"I love him, Mother. I'm desperately in love with him--I never
knew I could feel that way about anybody. And he's married and I
like her too--it's just hopeless. Oh, I love him so!"

"I'm curious to meet him."

"She invited us to dinner Friday."

"If you're in love it ought to make you happy. You ought to
laugh."

Rosemary looked up and gave a beautiful little shiver of her
face and laughed. Her mother always had a great influence on
her.

V

Rosemary went to Monte Carlo nearly as sulkily as it was
possible for her to be. She rode up the rugged hill to La Turbie,
to an old Gaumont lot in process of reconstruction, and as she
stood by the grilled entrance waiting for an answer to the
message on her card, she might have been looking into Hollywood.
The bizarre débris of some recent picture, a decayed
street scene in India, a great cardboard whale, a monstrous tree
bearing cherries large as basketballs, bloomed there by exotic
dispensation, autochthonous as the pale amaranth, mimosa, cork
oak or dwarfed pine. There were a quick-lunch shack and two
barnlike stages and everywhere about the lot, groups of waiting,
hopeful, painted faces.

After ten minutes a young man with hair the color of canary
feathers hurried down to the gate.

"Come in, Miss Hoyt. Mr. Brady's on the set, but he's very
anxious to see you. I'm sorry you were kept waiting, but you know
some of these French dames are worse about pushing themselves
in--"

The studio manager opened a small door in the blank wall of
stage building and with sudden glad familiarity Rosemary followed
him into half darkness. Here and there figures spotted the
twilight, turning up ashen faces to her like souls in purgatory
watching the passage of a mortal through. There were whispers and
soft voices and, apparently from afar, the gentle tremolo of a
small organ. Turning the corner made by some flats, they came
upon the white crackling glow of a stage, where a French
actor--his shirt front, collar, and cuffs tinted a brilliant
pink--and an American actress stood motionless face to face. They
stared at each other with dogged eyes, as though they had been in
the same position for hours; and still for a long time nothing
happened, no one moved. A bank of lights went off with a savage
hiss, went on again; the plaintive tap of a hammer begged
admission to nowhere in the distance; a blue face appeared among
the blinding lights above, called something unintelligible into
the upper blackness. Then the silence was broken by a voice in
front of Rosemary.

"Baby, you don't take off the stockings, you can spoil ten
more pairs. That dress is fifteen pounds."

They were meeting for the first time. Brady was quick and
strenuous. As he took her hand she saw him look her over from
head to foot, a gesture she recognized and that made her feel at
home, but gave her always a faint feeling of superiority to
whoever made it. If her person was property she could exercise
whatever advantage was inherent in its ownership.

"I thought you'd be along any day now," Brady said, in a voice
that was just a little too compelling for private life, and that
trailed with it a faintly defiant cockney accent. "Have a good
trip?"

"Yes, but we're glad to be going home."

"No-o-o!" he protested. "Stay awhile--I want to talk to you.
Let me tell you that was some picture of yours--that 'Daddy's
Girl.' I saw it in Paris. I wired the coast right away to see if
you were signed."

"I just had--I'm sorry."

"God, what a picture!"

Not wanting to smile in silly agreement Rosemary frowned.

"Nobody wants to be thought of forever for just one picture,"
she said.

"Sure--that's right. What're your plans?"

"Mother thought I needed a rest. When I get back we'll
probably either sign up with First National or keep on with
Famous."

"Who's we?"

"My mother. She decides business matters. I couldn't do
without her."

Again he looked her over completely, and, as he did, something
in Rosemary went out to him. It was not liking, not at all the
spontaneous admiration she had felt for the man on the beach this
morning. It was a click. He desired her and, so far as her
virginal emotions went, she contemplated a surrender with
equanimity. Yet she knew she would forget him half an hour after
she left him--like an actor kissed in a picture.

"Where are you staying?" Brady asked. "Oh, yes, at Gausse's.
Well, my plans are made for this year, too, but that letter I
wrote you still stands. Rather make a picture with you than any
girl since Connie Talmadge was a kid."

"I feel the same way. Why don't you come back to
Hollywood?"

"I can't stand the damn place. I'm fine here. Wait till after
this shot and I'll show you around."

Walking onto the set he began to talk to the French actor in a
low, quiet voice.

Five minutes passed--Brady talked on, while from time to time
the Frenchman shifted his feet and nodded. Abruptly, Brady broke
off, calling something to the lights that startled them into a
humming glare. Los Angeles was loud about Rosemary now.
Unappalled she moved once more through the city of thin
partitions, wanting to be back there. But she did not want to see
Brady in the mood she sensed he would be in after he had finished
and she left the lot with a spell still upon her. The
Mediterranean world was less silent now that she knew the studio
was there. She liked the people on the streets and bought herself
a pair of espadrilles on the way to the train.

Her mother was pleased that she had done so accurately what
she was told to do, but she still wanted to launch her out and
away. Mrs. Speers was fresh in appearance but she was tired;
death beds make people tired indeed and she had watched beside a
couple.

VI

Feeling good from the rosy wine at lunch, Nicole Diver folded
her arms high enough for the artificial camellia on her shoulder
to touch her cheek, and went out into her lovely grassless
garden. The garden was bounded on one side by the house, from
which it flowed and into which it ran, on two sides by the old
village, and on the last by the cliff falling by ledges to the
sea.

Along the walls on the village side all was dusty, the
wriggling vines, the lemon and eucalyptus trees, the casual
wheel-barrow, left only a moment since, but already grown into
the path, atrophied and faintly rotten. Nicole was invariably
somewhat surprised that by turning in the other direction past a
bed of peonies she walked into an area so green and cool that the
leaves and petals were curled with tender damp.

Knotted at her throat she wore a lilac scarf that even in the
achromatic sunshine cast its color up to her face and down around
her moving feet in a lilac shadow. Her face was hard, almost
stern, save for the soft gleam of piteous doubt that looked from
her green eyes. Her once fair hair had darkened, but she was
lovelier now at twenty-four than she had been at eighteen, when
her hair was brighter than she.

Following a walk marked by an intangible mist of bloom that
followed the white border stones she came to a space overlooking
the sea where there were lanterns asleep in the fig trees and a
big table and wicker chairs and a great market umbrella from
Sienna, all gathered about an enormous pine, the biggest tree in
the garden. She paused there a moment, looking absently at a
growth of nasturtiums and iris tangled at its foot, as though
sprung from a careless handful of seeds, listening to the plaints
and accusations of some nursery squabble in the house. When this
died away on the summer air, she walked on, between kaleidoscopic
peonies massed in pink clouds, black and brown tulips and fragile
mauve-stemmed roses, transparent like sugar flowers in a
confectioner's window--until, as if the scherzo of color could
reach no further intensity, it broke off suddenly in mid-air, and
moist steps went down to a level five feet below.

Here there was a well with the boarding around it dank and
slippery even on the brightest days. She went up the stairs on
the other side and into the vegetable garden; she walked rather
quickly; she liked to be active, though at times she gave an
impression of repose that was at once static and evocative. This
was because she knew few words and believed in none, and in the
world she was rather silent, contributing just her share of
urbane humor with a precision that approached meagreness. But at
the moment when strangers tended to grow uncomfortable in the
presence of this economy she would seize the topic and rush off
with it, feverishly surprised with herself--then bring it back
and relinquish it abruptly, almost timidly, like an obedient
retriever, having been adequate and something more.

As she stood in the fuzzy green light of the vegetable garden,
Dick crossed the path ahead of her going to his work house.
Nicole waited silently till he had passed; then she went on
through lines of prospective salads to a little menagerie where
pigeons and rabbits and a parrot made a medley of insolent noises
at her. Descending to another ledge she reached a low, curved
wall and looked down seven hundred feet to the Mediterranean
Sea.

She stood in the ancient hill village of Tarmes. The villa and
its grounds were made out of a row of peasant dwellings that
abutted on the cliff--five small houses had been combined to make
the house and four destroyed to make the garden. The exterior
walls were untouched so that from the road far below it was
indistinguishable from the violet gray mass of the town.

For a moment Nicole stood looking down at the Mediterranean
but there was nothing to do with that, even with her tireless
hands. Presently Dick came out of his one-room house carrying a
telescope and looked east toward Cannes. In a moment Nicole swam
into his field of vision, whereupon he disappeared into his house
and came out with a megaphone. He had many light mechanical
devices.

"Nicole," he shouted, "I forgot to tell you that as a final
apostolic gesture I invited Mrs. Abrams, the woman with the white
hair."

"I suspected it. It's an outrage."

The ease with which her reply reached him seemed to belittle
his megaphone, so she raised her voice and called, "Can you hear
me?"

"Yes." He lowered the megaphone and then raised it stubbornly.
"I'm going to invite some more people too. I'm going to invite
the two young men."

"All right," she agreed placidly.

"I want to give a really bad party. I mean it. I want
to give a party where there's a brawl and seductions and people
going home with their feelings hurt and women passed out in the
cabinet de toilette. You wait and see."

He went back into his house and Nicole saw that one of his
most characteristic moods was upon him, the excitement that swept
everyone up into it and was inevitably followed by his own form
of melancholy, which he never displayed but at which she guessed.
This excitement about things reached an intensity out of
proportion to their importance, generating a really extraordinary
virtuosity with people. Save among a few of the tough-minded and
perennially suspicious, he had the power of arousing a fascinated
and uncritical love. The reaction came when he realized the waste
and extravagance involved. He sometimes looked back with awe at
the carnivals of affection he had given, as a general might gaze
upon a massacre he had ordered to satisfy an impersonal blood
lust.

But to be included in Dick Diver's world for a while was a
remarkable experience: people believed he made special
reservations about them, recognizing the proud uniqueness of
their destinies, buried under the compromises of how many years.
He won everyone quickly with an exquisite consideration and a
politeness that moved so fast and intuitively that it could be
examined only in its effect. Then, without caution, lest the
first bloom of the relation wither, he opened the gate to his
amusing world. So long as they subscribed to it completely, their
happiness was his preoccupation, but at the first flicker of
doubt as to its all-inclusiveness he evaporated before their
eyes, leaving little communicable memory of what he had said or
done.

At eight-thirty that evening he came out to meet his first
guests, his coat carried rather ceremoniously, rather
promisingly, in his hand, like a toreador's cape. It was
characteristic that after greeting Rosemary and her mother he
waited for them to speak first, as if to allow them the
reassurance of their own voices in new surroundings.

To resume Rosemary's point of view it should be said that,
under the spell of the climb to Tarmes and the fresher air, she
and her mother looked about appreciatively. Just as the personal
qualities of extraordinary people can make themselves plain in an
unaccustomed change of expression, so the intensely calculated
perfection of Villa Diana transpired all at once through such
minute failures as the chance apparition of a maid in the
background or the perversity of a cork. While the first guests
arrived bringing with them the excitement of the night, the
domestic activity of the day receded past them gently, symbolized
by the Diver children and their governess still at supper on the
terrace.

"What a beautiful garden!" Mrs. Speers exclaimed.

"Nicole's garden," said Dick. "She won't let it alone--she
nags it all the time, worries about its diseases. Any day now I
expect to have her come down with Powdery Mildew or Fly Speck, or
Late Blight." He pointed his forefinger decisively at Rosemary,
saying with a lightness seeming to conceal a paternal interest,
"I'm going to save your reason--I'm going to give you a hat to
wear on the beach."

He turned them from the garden to the terrace, where he poured
a cocktail. Earl Brady arrived, discovering Rosemary with
surprise. His manner was softer than at the studio, as if his
differentness had been put on at the gate, and Rosemary,
comparing him instantly with Dick Diver, swung sharply toward the
latter. In comparison Earl Brady seemed faintly gross, faintly
ill-bred; once more, though, she felt an electric response to his
person.

He spoke familiarly to the children who were getting up from
their outdoor supper.

"Hello, Lanier, how about a song? Will you and Topsy sing me a
song?"

"What shall we sing?" agreed the little boy, with the odd
chanting accent of American children brought up in France.

"That song about 'Mon Ami Pierrot.'"

Brother and sister stood side by side without
self-consciousness and their voices soared sweet and shrill upon
the evening air.

The singing ceased and the children, their faces aglow with
the late sunshine, stood smiling calmly at their success.
Rosemary was thinking that the Villa Diana was the centre of the
world. On such a stage some memorable thing was sure to happen.
She lighted up higher as the gate tinkled open and the rest of
the guests arrived in a body--the McKiscos, Mrs. Abrams, Mr.
Dumphry, and Mr. Campion came up to the terrace.

Rosemary had a sharp feeling of disappointment--she looked
quickly at Dick, as though to ask an explanation of this
incongruous mingling. But there was nothing unusual in his
expression. He greeted his new guests with a proud bearing and an
obvious deference to their infinite and unknown possibilities.
She believed in him so much that presently she accepted the
rightness of the McKiscos' presence as if she had expected to
meet them all along.

"I've met you in Paris," McKisco said to Abe North, who with
his wife had arrived on their heels, "in fact I've met you
twice."

"Yes, I remember," Abe said.

"Then where was it?" demanded McKisco, not content to let well
enough alone.

"Why, I think--" Abe got tired of the game, "I can't
remember."

The interchange filled a pause and Rosemary's instinct was
that something tactful should be said by somebody, but Dick made
no attempt to break up the grouping formed by these late
arrivals, not even to disarm Mrs. McKisco of her air of
supercilious amusement. He did not solve this social problem
because he knew it was not of importance at the moment and would
solve itself. He was saving his newness for a larger effort,
waiting a more significant moment for his guests to be conscious
of a good time.

Rosemary stood beside Tommy Barban--he was in a particularly
scornful mood and there seemed to be some special stimulus
working upon him. He was leaving in the morning.

"Going home?"

"Home? I have no home. I am going to a war."

"What war?"

"What war? Any war. I haven't seen a paper lately but I
suppose there's a war--there always is."

"Don't you care what you fight for?"

"Not at all--so long as I'm well treated. When I'm in a rut I
come to see the Divers, because then I know that in a few weeks
I'll want to go to war."

Rosemary stiffened.

"You like the Divers," she reminded him.

"Of course--especially her--but they make me want to go to
war."

She considered this, to no avail. The Divers made her want to
stay near them forever.

"You're half American," she said, as if that should solve the
problem.

"Also I'm half French, and I was educated in England and since
I was eighteen I've worn the uniforms of eight countries. But I
hope I did not give you the impression that I am not fond of the
Divers--I am, especially of Nicole."

"How could any one help it?" she said simply.

She felt far from him. The undertone of his words repelled her
and she withdrew her adoration for the Divers from the profanity
of his bitterness. She was glad he was not next to her at dinner
and she was still thinking of his words "especially her" as they
moved toward the table in the garden.

For a moment now she was beside Dick Diver on the path.
Alongside his hard, neat brightness everything faded into the
surety that he knew everything. For a year, which was forever,
she had had money and a certain celebrity and contact with the
celebrated, and these latter had presented themselves merely as
powerful enlargements of the people with whom the doctor's widow
and her daughter had associated in a hôtel-pension in
Paris. Rosemary was a romantic and her career had not provided
many satisfactory opportunities on that score. Her mother, with
the idea of a career for Rosemary, would not tolerate any such
spurious substitutes as the excitations available on all sides,
and indeed Rosemary was already beyond that--she was In the
movies but not at all At them. So when she had seen approval of
Dick Diver in her mother's face it meant that he was "the real
thing"; it meant permission to go as far as she could.

"I was watching you," he said, and she knew he meant it.
"We've grown very fond of you."

"I fell in love with you the first time I saw you," she said
quietly. He pretended not to have heard, as if the compliment
were purely formal.

"New friends," he said, as if it were an important point, "can
often have a better time together than old friends."

With that remark, which she did not understand precisely, she
found herself at the table, picked out by slowly emerging lights
against the dark dusk. A chord of delight struck inside her when
she saw that Dick had taken her mother on his right hand; for
herself she was between Luis Campion and Brady.

Surcharged with her emotion she turned to Brady with the
intention of confiding in him, but at her first mention of Dick a
hard-boiled sparkle in his eyes gave her to understand that he
refused the fatherly office. In turn she was equally firm when he
tried to monopolize her hand, so they talked shop or rather she
listened while he talked shop, her polite eyes never leaving his
face, but her mind was so definitely elsewhere that she felt he
must guess the fact. Intermittently she caught the gist of his
sentences and supplied the rest from her subconscious, as one
picks up the striking of a clock in the middle with only the
rhythm of the first uncounted strokes lingering in the mind.

VII

In a pause Rosemary looked away and up the table where Nicole
sat between Tommy Barban and Abe North, her chow's hair foaming
and frothing in the candlelight. Rosemary listened, caught
sharply by the rich clipped voice in infrequent speech:

"The poor man," Nicole exclaimed. "Why did you want to saw him
in two?"

"Naturally I wanted to see what was inside a waiter. Wouldn't
you like to know what was inside a waiter?"

"Old menus," suggested Nicole with a short laugh. "Pieces of
broken china and tips and pencil stubs."

"Exactly--but the thing was to prove it scientifically. And of
course doing it with that musical saw would have eliminated any
sordidness."

"Did you intend to play the saw while you performed the
operation?" Tommy inquired.

"We didn't get quite that far. We were alarmed by the screams.
We thought he might rupture something."

"All sounds very peculiar to me," said Nicole. "Any musician
that'll use another musician's saw to--"

They had been at table half an hour and a perceptible change
had set in--person by person had given up something, a
preoccupation, an anxiety, a suspicion, and now they were only
their best selves and the Divers' guests. Not to have been
friendly and interested would have seemed to reflect on the
Divers, so now they were all trying, and seeing this, Rosemary
liked everyone--except McKisco, who had contrived to be the
unassimilated member of the party. This was less from ill will
than from his determination to sustain with wine the good spirits
he had enjoyed on his arrival. Lying back in his place between
Earl Brady, to whom he had addressed several withering remarks
about the movies, and Mrs. Abrams, to whom he said nothing, he
stared at Dick Diver with an expression of devastating irony, the
effect being occasionally interrupted by his attempts to engage
Dick in a cater-cornered conversation across the table.

"Aren't you a friend of Van Buren Denby?" he would say.

"I don't believe I know him."

"I thought you were a friend of his," he persisted
irritably.

When the subject of Mr. Denby fell of its own weight, he
essayed other equally irrelative themes, but each time the very
deference of Dick's attention seemed to paralyze him, and after a
moment's stark pause the conversation that he had interrupted
would go on without him. He tried breaking into other dialogues,
but it was like continually shaking hands with a glove from which
the hand had been withdrawn--so finally, with a resigned air of
being among children, he devoted his attention entirely to the
champagne.

Rosemary's glance moved at intervals around the table, eager
for the others' enjoyment, as if they were her future
stepchildren. A gracious table light, emanating from a bowl of
spicy pinks, fell upon Mrs. Abrams' face, cooked to a turn in
Veuve Cliquot, full of vigor, tolerance, adolescent good will;
next to her sat Mr. Royal Dumphry, his girl's comeliness less
startling in the pleasure world of evening. Then Violet McKisco,
whose prettiness had been piped to the surface of her, so that
she ceased her struggle to make tangible to herself her shadowy
position as the wife of an arriviste who had not arrived.

Then came Dick, with his arms full of the slack he had taken
up from others, deeply merged in his own party.

Then her mother, forever perfect.

Then Barban talking to her mother with an urbane fluency that
made Rosemary like him again. Then Nicole. Rosemary saw her
suddenly in a new way and found her one of the most beautiful
people she had ever known. Her face, the face of a saint, a
viking Madonna, shone through the faint motes that snowed across
the candlelight, drew down its flush from the wine-colored
lanterns in the pine. She was still as still.

Abe North was talking to her about his moral code: "Of course
I've got one," he insisted, "--a man can't live without a moral
code. Mine is that I'm against the burning of witches. Whenever
they burn a witch I get all hot under the collar." Rosemary knew
from Brady that he was a musician who after a brilliant and
precocious start had composed nothing for seven years.

Next was Campion, managing somehow to restrain his most
blatant effeminacy, and even to visit upon those near him a
certain disinterested motherliness. Then Mary North with a face
so merry that it was impossible not to smile back into the white
mirrors of her teeth--the whole area around her parted lips was a
lovely little circle of delight.

Finally Brady, whose heartiness became, moment by moment, a
social thing instead of a crude assertion and reassertion of his
own mental health, and his preservation of it by a detachment
from the frailties of others.

Rosemary, as dewy with belief as a child from one of Mrs.
Burnett's vicious tracts, had a conviction of homecoming, of a
return from the derisive and salacious improvisations of the
frontier. There were fireflies riding on the dark air and a dog
baying on some low and far-away ledge of the cliff. The table
seemed to have risen a little toward the sky like a mechanical
dancing platform, giving the people around it a sense of being
alone with each other in the dark universe, nourished by its only
food, warmed by its only lights. And, as if a curious hushed
laugh from Mrs. McKisco were a signal that such a detachment from
the world had been attained, the two Divers began suddenly to
warm and glow and expand, as if to make up to their guests,
already so subtly assured of their importance, so flattered with
politeness, for anything they might still miss from that country
well left behind. Just for a moment they seemed to speak to every
one at the table, singly and together, assuring them of their
friendliness, their affection. And for a moment the faces turned
up toward them were like the faces of poor children at a
Christmas tree. Then abruptly the table broke up--the moment when
the guests had been daringly lifted above conviviality into the
rarer atmosphere of sentiment, was over before it could be
irreverently breathed, before they had half realized it was
there.

But the diffused magic of the hot sweet South had withdrawn
into them--the soft-pawed night and the ghostly wash of the
Mediterranean far below--the magic left these things and melted
into the two Divers and became part of them. Rosemary watched
Nicole pressing upon her mother a yellow evening bag she had
admired, saying, "I think things ought to belong to the people
that like them"--and then sweeping into it all the yellow
articles she could find, a pencil, a lipstick, a little note
book, "because they all go together."

Nicole disappeared and presently Rosemary noticed that Dick
was no longer there; the guests distributed themselves in the
garden or drifted in toward the terrace.

"I want," insisted Mrs. McKisco, "to go to the bathroom." As a
frank outspoken woman she walked toward the house, dragging her
secret after her, while Rosemary looked after with reprobation.
Earl Brady proposed that they walk down to the sea wall but she
felt that this was her time to have a share of Dick Diver when he
reappeared, so she stalled, listening to McKisco quarrel with
Barban.

"Why do you want to fight the Soviets?" McKisco said. "The
greatest experiment ever made by humanity? And the Riff? It seems
to me it would be more heroic to fight on the just side."

"How do you find out which it is?" asked Barban dryly.

"Why--usually everybody intelligent knows."

"Are you a Communist?"

"I'm a Socialist," said McKisco, "I sympathize with
Russia."

"Well, I'm a soldier," Barban answered pleasantly. "My
business is to kill people. I fought against the Riff because I
am a European, and I have fought the Communists because they want
to take my property from me."

"Of all the narrow-minded excuses," McKisco looked around to
establish a derisive liaison with some one else, but without
success. He had no idea what he was up against in Barban, neither
of the simplicity of the other man's bag of ideas nor of the
complexity of his training. McKisco knew what ideas were, and as
his mind grew he was able to recognize and sort an increasing
number of them--but faced by a man whom he considered "dumb," one
in whom he found no ideas he could recognize as such, and yet to
whom he could not feel personally superior, he jumped at the
conclusion that Barban was the end product of an archaic world,
and as such, worthless. McKisco's contacts with the princely
classes in America had impressed upon him their uncertain and
fumbling snobbery, their delight in ignorance and their
deliberate rudeness, all lifted from the English with no regard
paid to factors that make English philistinism and rudeness
purposeful, and applied in a land where a little knowledge and
civility buy more than they do anywhere else--an attitude which
reached its apogee in the "Harvard manner" of about 1900. He
thought that this Barban was of that type, and being drunk rashly
forgot that he was in awe of him--this led up to the trouble in
which he presently found himself.

Feeling vaguely ashamed for McKisco, Rosemary waited, placid
but inwardly on fire, for Dick Diver's return. From her chair at
the deserted table with Barban, McKisco, and Abe she looked up
along the path edged with shadowy myrtle and fern to the stone
terrace, and falling in love with her mother's profile against a
lighted door, was about to go there when Mrs. McKisco came
hurrying down from the house.

She exuded excitement. In the very silence with which she
pulled out a chair and sat down, her eyes staring, her mouth
working a little, they all recognized a person crop-full of news,
and her husband's "What's the matter, Vi?" came naturally, as all
eyes turned toward her.

"My dear--" she said at large, and then addressed Rosemary,
"my dear--it's nothing. I really can't say a word."

"You're among friends," said Abe.

"Well, upstairs I came upon a scene, my dears--"

Shaking her head cryptically she broke off just in time, for
Tommy arose and addressed her politely but sharply:

"It's inadvisable to comment on what goes on in this
house."

VIII

Violet breathed loud and hard once and with an effort brought
another expression into her face.

Dick came finally and with a sure instinct he separated Barban
and the McKiscos and became excessively ignorant and inquisitive
about literature with McKisco--thus giving the latter the moment
of superiority which he required. The others helped him carry
lamps up--who would not be pleased at carrying lamps helpfully
through the darkness? Rosemary helped, meanwhile responding
patiently to Royal Dumphry's inexhaustible curiosity about
Hollywood.

Now--she was thinking--I've earned a time alone with him. He
must know that because his laws are like the laws Mother taught
me.

Rosemary was right--presently he detached her from the company
on the terrace, and they were alone together, borne away from the
house toward the seaside wall with what were less steps than
irregularly spaced intervals through some of which she was
pulled, through others blown.

They looked out over the Mediterranean. Far below, the last
excursion boat from the Isles des Lerins floated across the bay
like a Fourth-of-July balloon foot-loose in the heavens. Between
the black isles it floated, softly parting the dark tide.

"I understand why you speak as you do of your mother," he
said. "Her attitude toward you is very fine, I think. She has a
sort of wisdom that's rare in America."

"Mother is perfect," she prayed.

"I was talking to her about a plan I have--she told me that
how long you both stayed in France depended on you."

On you, Rosemary all but said aloud.

"So since things are over down here--"

"Over?" she inquired.

"Well, this is over--this part of the summer is over. Last
week Nicole's sister left, to-morrow Tommy Barban leaves, Monday
Abe and Mary North are leaving. Maybe we'll have more fun this
summer but this particular fun is over. I want it to die
violently instead of fading out sentimentally--that's why I gave
this party. What I'm coming to is--Nicole and I are going up to
Paris to see Abe North off for America--I wonder if you'd like to
go with us."

"What did Mother say?"

"She seemed to think it would be fine. She doesn't want to go
herself. She wants you to go alone."

"I haven't seen Paris since I've been grown," said Rosemary.
"I'd love to see it with you."

"That's nice of you." Did she imagine that his voice was
suddenly metallic? "Of course we've been excited about you from
the moment you came on the beach. That vitality, we were sure it
was professional--especially Nicole was. It'd never use itself up
on any one person or group."

Her instinct cried out to her that he was passing her along
slowly toward Nicole and she put her own brakes on, saying with
an equal harness:

"I wanted to know all of you too--especially you. I told you I
fell in love with you the first time I saw you."

She was right going at it that way. But the space between
heaven and earth had cooled his mind, destroyed the impulsiveness
that had led him to bring her here, and made him aware of the too
obvious appeal, the struggle with an unrehearsed scene and
unfamiliar words.

He tried now to make her want to go back to the house and it
was difficult, and he did not quite want to lose her. She felt
only the draft blowing as he joked with her good-humoredly.

"You don't know what you want. You go and ask your mother what
you want."

She was stricken. She touched him, feeling the smooth cloth of
his dark coat like a chasuble. She seemed about to fall to her
knees--from that position she delivered her last shot.

His laughter swept them on up toward the terrace where he
delivered her to Nicole. . . .

Too soon it had become time to go and the Divers helped them
all to go quickly. In the Divers' big Isotta there would be Tommy
Barban and his baggage--he was spending the night at the hotel to
catch an early train--with Mrs. Abrams, the McKiscos and Campion.
Earl Brady was going to drop Rosemary and her mother on his way
to Monte Carlo, and Royal Dumphry rode with them because the
Divers' car was crowded. Down in the garden lanterns still glowed
over the table where they had dined, as the Divers stood side by
side in the gate, Nicole blooming away and filling the night with
graciousness, and Dick bidding good-by to everyone by name. To
Rosemary it seemed very poignant to drive away and leave them in
their house. Again she wondered what Mrs. McKisco had seen in the
bathroom.

IX

It was a limpid black night, hung as in a basket from a single
dull star. The horn of the car ahead was muffled by the
resistance of the thick air. Brady's chauffeur drove slowly; the
tail-light of the other car appeared from time to time at
turnings--then not at all. But after ten minutes it came into
sight again, drawn up at the side of the road. Brady's chauffeur
slowed up behind but immediately it began to roll forward slowly
and they passed it. In the instant they passed it they heard a
blur of voices from behind the reticence of the limousine and saw
that the Divers' chauffeur was grinning. Then they went on, going
fast through the alternating banks of darkness and thin night,
descending at last in a series of roller-coaster swoops, to the
great bulk of Gausse's hotel.

Rosemary dozed for three hours and then lay awake, suspended
in the moonshine. Cloaked by the erotic darkness she exhausted
the future quickly, with all the eventualities that might lead up
to a kiss, but with the kiss itself as blurred as a kiss in
pictures. She changed position in bed deliberately, the first
sign of insomnia she had ever had, and tried to think with her
mother's mind about the question. In this process she was often
acute beyond her experience, with remembered things from old
conversations that had gone into her half-heard.

Rosemary had been brought up with the idea of work. Mrs.
Speers had spent the slim leavings of the men who had widowed her
on her daughter's education, and when she blossomed out at
sixteen with that extraordinary hair, rushed her to Aix-les-Bains
and marched her unannounced into the suite of an American
producer who was recuperating there. When the producer went to
New York they went too. Thus Rosemary had passed her entrance
examinations. With the ensuing success and the promise of
comparative stability that followed, Mrs. Speers had felt free to
tacitly imply tonight:

"You were brought up to work--not especially to marry. Now
you've found your first nut to crack and it's a good nut--go
ahead and put whatever happens down to experience. Wound yourself
or him--whatever happens it can't spoil you because economically
you're a boy, not a girl."

Rosemary had never done much thinking, save about the
illimitability of her mother's perfections, so this final
severance of the umbilical cord disturbed her sleep. A false dawn
sent the sky pressing through the tall French windows, and
getting up she walked out on the terrace, warm to her bare feet.
There were secret noises in the air, an insistent bird achieved
an ill-natured triumph with regularity in the trees above the
tennis court; footfalls followed a round drive in the rear of the
hotel, taking their tone in turn from the dust road, the
crushed-stone walk, the cement steps, and then reversing the
process in going away. Beyond the inky sea and far up that high,
black shadow of a hill lived the Divers. She thought of them both
together, heard them still singing faintly a song like rising
smoke, like a hymn, very remote in time and far away. Their
children slept, their gate was shut for the night.

She went inside and dressing in a light gown and espadrilles
went out her window again and along the continuous terrace toward
the front door, going fast since she found that other private
rooms, exuding sleep, gave upon it. She stopped at the sight of a
figure seated on the wide white stairway of the formal
entrance--then she saw that it was Luis Campion and that he was
weeping.

He was weeping hard and quietly and shaking in the same parts
as a weeping woman. A scene in a role she had played last year
swept over her irresistibly and advancing she touched him on the
shoulder. He gave a little yelp before he recognized her.

"What is it?" Her eyes were level and kind and not slanted
into him with hard curiosity. "Can I help you?"

"Nobody can help me. I knew it. I have only myself to blame.
It's always the same."

"What is it--do you want to tell me?"

He looked at her to see.

"No," he decided. "When you're older you'll know what people
who love suffer. The agony. It's better to be cold and young than
to love. It's happened to me before but never like this--so
accidental--just when everything was going well."

His face was repulsive in the quickening light. Not by a
flicker of her personality, a movement of the smallest muscle,
did she betray her sudden disgust with whatever it was. But
Campion's sensitivity realized it and he changed the subject
rather suddenly.

"Abe North is around here somewhere."

"Why, he's staying at the Divers'!"

"Yes, but he's up--don't you know what happened?"

A shutter opened suddenly in a room two stories above and an
English voice spat distinctly:

"Will you kaindlay stup tucking!"

Rosemary and Luis Campion went humbly down the steps and to a
bench beside the road to the beach.

"Then you have no idea what's happened? My dear, the most
extraordinary thing--" He was warming up now, hanging on to his
revelation. "I've never seen a thing come so suddenly--I have
always avoided violent people--they upset me so I sometimes have
to go to bed for days."

He looked at her triumphantly. She had no idea what he was
talking about.

"My dear," he burst forth, leaning toward her with his whole
body as he touched her on the upper leg, to show it was no mere
irresponsible venture of his hand--he was so sure of himself.
"There's going to be a duel."

"Wh-at?"

"A duel with--we don't know what yet."

"Who's going to duel?"

"I'll tell you from the beginning." He drew a long breath and
then said, as if it were rather to her discredit but he wouldn't
hold it against her. "Of course, you were in the other
automobile. Well, in a way you were lucky--I lost at least two
years of my life, it came so suddenly."

"What came?" she demanded.

"I don't know what began it. First she began to talk--"

"Who?"

"Violet McKisco." He lowered his voice as if there were people
under the bench. "But don't mention the Divers because he made
threats against anybody who mentioned it."

"Who did?"

"Tommy Barban, so don't you say I so much as mentioned them.
None of us ever found out anyhow what it was Violet had to say
because he kept interrupting her, and then her husband got into
it and now, my dear, we have the duel. This morning--at five
o'clock--in an hour." He sighed suddenly thinking of his own
griefs. "I almost wish it were I. I might as well be killed now I
have nothing to live for." He broke off and rocked to and fro
with sorrow.

Again the iron shutter parted above and the same British voice
said:

"Rilly, this must stup immejetely."

Simultaneously Abe North, looking somewhat distracted, came
out of the hotel, perceived them against the sky, white over the
sea. Rosemary shook her head warningly before he could speak and
they moved another bench further down the road. Rosemary saw that
Abe was a little tight.

"What are you doing up?" he demanded.

"I just got up." She started to laugh, but remembering the
voice above, she restrained herself.

"Plagued by the nightingale," Abe suggested, and repeated,
"probably plagued by the nightingale. Has this sewing-circle
member told you what happened?"

Campion said with dignity:

"I only know what I heard with my own ears."

He got up and walked swiftly away; Abe sat down beside
Rosemary.

"Why did you treat him so badly?"

"Did I?" he asked surprised. "He's been weeping around here
all morning."

"Well, maybe he's sad about something."

"Maybe he is."

"What about a duel? Who's going to duel? I thought there was
something strange in that car. Is it true?"

"It certainly is coo-coo but it seems to be true."

X

The trouble began at the time Earl Brady's car passed the
Divers' car stopped on the road--Abe's account melted
impersonally into the thronged night--Violet McKisco was telling
Mrs. Abrams something she had found out about the Divers--she had
gone upstairs in their house and she had come upon something
there which had made a great impression on her. But Tommy is a
watch-dog about the Divers. As a matter of fact she is inspiring
and formidable--but it's a mutual thing, and the fact of The
Divers together is more important to their friends than many of
them realize. Of course it's done at a certain
sacrifice--sometimes they seem just rather charming figures in a
ballet, and worth just the attention you give a ballet, but it's
more than that--you'd have to know the story. Anyhow Tommy is one
of those men that Dick's passed along to Nicole and when Mrs.
McKisco kept hinting at her story, he called them on it. He
said:

"Mrs. McKisco, please don't talk further about Mrs.
Diver."

"I wasn't talking to you," she objected.

"I think it's better to leave them out."

"Are they so sacred?"

"Leave them out. Talk about something else."

He was sitting on one of the two little seats beside Campion.
Campion told me the story.

"Well, you're pretty high-handed," Violet came back.

You know how conversations are in cars late at night, some
people murmuring and some not caring, giving up after the party,
or bored or asleep. Well, none of them knew just what happened
until the car stopped and Barban cried in a voice that shook
everybody, a voice for cavalry.

"Do you want to step out here--we're only a mile from the
hotel and you can walk it or I'll drag you there. You've got
to shut up and shut your wife up!"

"You're a bully," said McKisco. "You know you're stronger
muscularly than I am. But I'm not afraid of you--what they ought
to have is the code duello--"

There's where he made his mistake because Tommy, being French,
leaned over and clapped him one, and then the chauffeur drove on.
That was where you passed them. Then the women began. That was
still the state of things when the car got to the hotel.

Tommy telephoned some man in Cannes to act as second and
McKisco said he wasn't going to be seconded by Campion, who
wasn't crazy for the job anyhow, so he telephoned me not to say
anything but to come right down. Violet McKisco collapsed and
Mrs. Abrams took her to her room and gave her a bromide whereupon
she fell comfortably asleep on the bed. When I got there I tried
to argue with Tommy but the latter wouldn't accept anything short
of an apology and McKisco rather spunkily wouldn't give it.

When Abe had finished Rosemary asked thoughtfully:

"Do the Divers know it was about them?"

"No--and they're not ever going to know they had anything to
do with it. That damn Campion had no business talking to you
about it, but since he did--I told the chauffeur I'd get out the
old musical saw if he opened his mouth about it. This fight's
between two men--what Tommy needs is a good war."

"I hope the Divers don't find out," Rosemary said.

Abe peered at his watch.

"I've got to go up and see McKisco--do you want to come?--he
feels sort of friendless--I bet he hasn't slept."

Rosemary had a vision of the desperate vigil that high-strung,
badly organized man had probably kept. After a moment balanced
between pity and repugnance she agreed, and full of morning
energy, bounced upstairs beside Abe.

McKisco was sitting on his bed with his alcoholic
combativeness vanished, in spite of the glass of champagne in his
hand. He seemed very puny and cross and white. Evidently he had
been writing and drinking all night. He stared confusedly at Abe
and Rosemary and asked:

"Is it time?"

"No, not for half an hour."

The table was covered with papers which he assembled with some
difficulty into a long letter; the writing on the last pages was
very large and illegible. In the delicate light of electric lamps
fading, he scrawled his name at the bottom, crammed it into an
envelope and handed it to Abe. "For my wife."

"I'm leaving everything in an awful mess," he called. "I don't
know how Violet will get back to America. I don't carry any
insurance. I never got around to it."

"Don't talk nonsense, you'll be right here eating breakfast in
an hour."

"Sure, I know." He came back with his hair wet and looked at
Rosemary as if he saw her for the first time. Suddenly tears
stood in his eyes. "I never have finished my novel. That's what
makes me so sore. You don't like me," he said to Rosemary, "but
that can't be helped. I'm primarily a literary man." He made a
vague discouraged sound and shook his head helplessly. "I've made
lots of mistakes in my life--many of them. But I've been one of
the most prominent--in some ways--"

He gave this up and puffed at a dead cigarette.

"I do like you," said Rosemary, "but I don't think you ought
to fight a duel."

"Yeah, I should have tried to beat him up, but it's done now.
I've let myself be drawn into something that I had no right to
be. I have a very violent temper--" He looked closely at Abe as
if he expected the statement to be challenged. Then with an
aghast laugh he raised the cold cigarette butt toward his mouth.
His breathing quickened.

"The trouble was I suggested the duel--if Violet had only kept
her mouth shut I could have fixed it. Of course even now I can
just leave, or sit back and laugh at the whole thing--but I don't
think Violet would ever respect me again."

"Yes, she would," said Rosemary. "She'd respect you more."

"No--you don't know Violet. She's very hard when she gets an
advantage over you. We've been married twelve years, we had a
little girl seven years old and she died and after that you know
how it is. We both played around on the side a little, nothing
serious but drifting apart--she called me a coward out there
tonight."

Troubled, Rosemary didn't answer.

"Well, we'll see there's as little damage done as possible,"
said Abe. He opened the leather case. "These are Barban's
duelling pistols--I borrowed them so you could get familiar with
them. He carries them in his suitcase." He weighed one of the
archaic weapons in his hand. Rosemary gave an exclamation of
uneasiness and McKisco looked at the pistols anxiously.

"Well--it isn't as if we were going to stand up and pot each
other with forty-fives," he said.

"I don't know," said Abe cruelly; "the idea is you can sight
better along a long barrel."

"How about distance?" asked McKisco.

"I've inquired about that. If one or the other parties has to
be definitely eliminated they make it eight paces, if they're
just good and sore it's twenty paces, and if it's only to
vindicate their honor it's forty paces. His second agreed with me
to make it forty."

"That's good."

"There's a wonderful duel in a novel of Pushkin's,"
recollected Abe. "Each man stood on the edge of a precipice, so
if he was hit at all he was done for."

This seemed very remote and academic to McKisco, who stared at
him and said, "What?"

"Do you want to take a quick dip and freshen up?"

"No--no, I couldn t swim." He sighed. "I don't see what it's
all about," he said helplessly. "I don't see why I'm doing
it."

It was the first thing he had ever done in his life. Actually
he was one of those for whom the sensual world does not exist,
and faced with a concrete fact he brought to it a vast
surprise.

"We might as well be going," said Abe, seeing him fail a
little.

"All right." He drank off a stiff drink of brandy, put the
flask in his pocket, and said with almost a savage air: "What'll
happen if I kill him--will they throw me in jail?"

"I'll run you over the Italian border."

He glanced at Rosemary--and then said apologetically to
Abe:

"Before we start there's one thing I'd like to see you about
alone."

"I hope neither of you gets hurt," Rosemary said. "I think
it's very foolish and you ought to try to stop it."

XI

She found Campion downstairs in the deserted lobby.

"I saw you go upstairs," he said excitedly. "Is he all right?
When is the duel going to be?"

"I don't know." She resented his speaking of it as a circus,
with McKisco as the tragic clown.

"Will you go with me?" he demanded, with the air of having
seats. "I've hired the hotel car."

"I don't want to go."

"Why not? I imagine it'll take years off my life but I
wouldn't miss it for worlds. We could watch it from quite far
away."

"Why don't you get Mr. Dumphry to go with you?"

His monocle fell out, with no whiskers to hide in--he drew
himself up.

"I never want to see him again."

"Well, I'm afraid I can't go. Mother wouldn't like it."

As Rosemary entered her room Mrs. Speers stirred sleepily and
called to her:

"Where've you been?"

"I just couldn't sleep. You go back to sleep, Mother."

"Come in my room." Hearing her sit up in bed, Rosemary went in
and told her what had happened.

"Why don't you go and see it?" Mrs. Speers suggested. "You
needn't go up close and you might be able to help
afterwards."

Rosemary did not like the picture of herself looking on and
she demurred, but Mrs. Speer's consciousness was still clogged
with sleep and she was reminded of night calls to death and
calamity when she was the wife of a doctor. "I like you to go
places and do things on your own initiative without me--you did
much harder things for Rainy's publicity stunts."

Still Rosemary did not see why she should go, but she obeyed
the sure, clear voice that had sent her into the stage entrance
of the Odeon in Paris when she was twelve and greeted her when
she came out again.

She thought she was reprieved when from the steps she saw Abe
and McKisco drive away--but after a moment the hotel car came
around the corner. Squealing delightedly Luis Campion pulled her
in beside him.

"I hid there because they might not let us come. I've got my
movie camera, you see."

She laughed helplessly. He was so terrible that he was no
longer terrible, only dehumanized.

"I wonder why Mrs. McKisco didn't like the Divers?" she said.
"They were very nice to her."

"Oh, it wasn't that. It was something she saw. We never did
find exactly what it was because of Barban."

"Then that wasn't what made you so sad."

"Oh, no," he said, his voice breaking, "that was something
else that happened when we got back to the hotel. But now I don't
care--I wash my hands of it completely."

They followed the other car east along the shore past Juan les
Pins, where the skeleton of the new Casino was rising. It was
past four and under a blue-gray sky the first fishing boats were
creaking out into a glaucous sea. Then they turned off the main
road and into the back country.

He was right. When Abe's car pulled up ahead of them the east
was crayoned red and yellow, promising a sultry day. Ordering the
hotel car into a grove of pines Rosemary and Campion kept in the
shadow of a wood and skirted the bleached fairway where Abe and
McKisco were walking up and down, the latter raising his head at
intervals like a rabbit scenting. Presently there were moving
figures over by a farther tee and the watchers made out Barban
and his French second--the latter carried the box of pistols
under his arm.

Somewhat appalled, McKisco slipped behind Abe and took a long
swallow of brandy. He walked on choking and would have marched
directly up into the other party, but Abe stopped him and went
forward to talk to the Frenchman. The sun was over the
horizon.

"Let go," Rosemary said peremptorily. She breathed a frantic
prayer in French.

The principals faced each other, Barban with the sleeve rolled
up from his arm. His eyes gleamed restlessly in the sun, but his
motion was deliberate as he wiped his palm on the seam of his
trousers. McKisco, reckless with brandy, pursed his lips in a
whistle and pointed his long nose about nonchalantly, until Abe
stepped forward with a handkerchief in his hand. The French
second stood with his face turned away. Rosemary caught her
breath in terrible pity and gritted her teeth with hatred for
Barban; then:

"One--two--three!" Abe counted in a strained voice.

They fired at the same moment. McKisco swayed but recovered
himself. Both shots had missed.

"You're damn right, Tommy. You insisted on this and my client
went through with it."

Tommy laughed scornfully.

"The distance was ridiculous," he said. "I'm not accustomed to
such farces--your man must remember he's not now in America."

"No use cracking at America," said Abe rather sharply. And
then, in a more conciliatory tone, "This has gone far enough,
Tommy." They parleyed briskly for a moment--then Barban nodded
and bowed coldly to his late antagonist.

"Trust a Frenchman to think of that," said Abe, and then to
the doctor. "Combien?"

"Let me pay this," said McKisco.

"No, I've got it. We were all in about the same danger."

Abe paid the doctor while McKisco suddenly turned into the
bushes and was sick there. Then paler than before he strutted on
with Abe toward the car through the now rosy morning.

Campion lay gasping on his back in the shrubbery, the only
casualty of the duel, while Rosemary suddenly hysterical with
laughter kept kicking at him with her espadrille. She did this
persistently until she roused him--the only matter of importance
to her now was that in a few hours she would see the person whom
she still referred to in her mind as "the Divers" on the
beach.

XII

They were at Voisins waiting for Nicole, six of them,
Rosemary, the Norths, Dick Diver and two young French musicians.
They were looking over the other patrons of the restaurant to see
if they had repose--Dick said no American men had any repose,
except himself, and they were seeking an example to confront him
with. Things looked black for them--not a man had come into the
restaurant for ten minutes without raising his hand to his
face.

"We ought never to have given up waxed mustaches," said Abe.
"Nevertheless Dick isn't the only man with repose--"

"Oh, yes, I am."

"--but he may be the only sober man with repose."

A well-dressed American had come in with two women who swooped
and fluttered unselfconsciously around a table. Suddenly, he
perceived that he was being watched--whereupon his hand rose
spasmodically and arranged a phantom bulge in his necktie. In
another unseated party a man endlessly patted his shaven cheek
with his palm, and his companion mechanically raised and lowered
the stub of a cold cigar. The luckier ones fingered eyeglasses
and facial hair, the unequipped stroked blank mouths, or even
pulled desperately at the lobes of their ears.

A well-known general came in, and Abe, counting on the man's
first year at West Point--that year during which no cadet can
resign and from which none ever recovers--made a bet with Dick of
five dollars.

His hands hanging naturally at his sides, the general waited
to be seated. Once his arms swung suddenly backward like a
jumper's and Dick said, "Ah!" supposing he had lost control, but
the general recovered and they breathed again--the agony was
nearly over, the garçon was pulling out his chair . .
.

With a touch of fury the conqueror shot up his hand and
scratched his gray immaculate head.

"You see," said Dick smugly, "I'm the only one."

Rosemary was quite sure of it and Dick, realizing that he
never had a better audience, made the group into so bright a unit
that Rosemary felt an impatient disregard for all who were not at
their table. They had been two days in Paris but actually they
were still under the beach umbrella. When, as at the ball of the
Corps des Pages the night before, the surroundings seemed
formidable to Rosemary, who had yet to attend a Mayfair party in
Hollywood, Dick would bring the scene within range by greeting a
few people, a sort of selection--the Divers seemed to have a
large acquaintance, but it was always as if the person had not
seen them for a long, long time, and was utterly bowled over,
"Why, where do you keep yourselves?"--and then re-create
the unity of his own party by destroying the outsiders softly but
permanently with an ironic coup de grâce. Presently
Rosemary seemed to have known those people herself in some
deplorable past, and then got on to them, rejected them,
discarded them.

Their own party was overwhelmingly American and sometimes
scarcely American at all. It was themselves he gave back to them,
blurred by the compromises of how many years.

Into the dark, smoky restaurant, smelling of the rich raw
foods on the buffet, slid Nicole's sky-blue suit like a stray
segment of the weather outside. Seeing from their eyes how
beautiful she was, she thanked them with a smile of radiant
appreciation. They were all very nice people for a while, very
courteous and all that. Then they grew tired of it and they were
funny and bitter, and finally they made a lot of plans. They
laughed at things that they would not remember clearly
afterward--laughed a lot and the men drank three bottles of wine.
The trio of women at the table were representative of the
enormous flux of American life. Nicole was the granddaughter of a
self-made American capitalist and the granddaughter of a Count of
the House of Lippe Weissenfeld. Mary North was the daughter of a
journeyman paper-hanger and a descendant of President Tyler.
Rosemary was from the middle of the middle class, catapulted by
her mother onto the uncharted heights of Hollywood. Their point
of resemblance to each other and their difference from so many
American women, lay in the fact that they were all happy to exist
in a man's world--they preserved their individuality through men
and not by opposition to them. They would all three have made
alternatively good courtesans or good wives not by the accident
of birth but through the greater accident of finding their man or
not finding him.

So Rosemary found it a pleasant party, that luncheon, nicer in
that there were only seven people, about the limit of a good
party. Perhaps, too, the fact that she was new to their world
acted as a sort of catalytic agent to precipitate out all their
old reservations about one another. After the table broke up, a
waiter directed Rosemary back into the dark hinterland of all
French restaurants, where she looked up a phone number by a dim
orange bulb, and called Franco-American Films. Sure, they had a
print of "Daddy's Girl"--it was out for the moment, but they
would run it off later in the week for her at 341 Rue des Saintes
Anges--ask for Mr. Crowder.

The semi-booth gave on the vestiaire and as Rosemary hung up
the receiver she heard two low voices not five feet from her on
the other side of a row of coats.

"--So you love me?"

"Oh, do I!"

It Was Nicole--Rosemary hesitated in the door of the
booth--then she heard Dick say:

"I want you terribly--let's go to the hotel now." Nicole gave
a little gasping sigh. For a moment the words conveyed nothing at
all to Rosemary--but the tone did. The vast secretiveness of it
vibrated to herself.

"I want you."

"I'll be at the hotel at four."

Rosemary stood breathless as the voices moved away. She was at
first even astonished--she had seen them in their relation to
each other as people without personal exigencies--as something
cooler. Now a strong current of emotion flowed through her,
profound and unidentified. She did not know whether she was
attracted or repelled, but only that she was deeply moved. It
made her feel very alone as she went back into the restaurant,
but it was touching to look in upon, and the passionate gratitude
of Nicole's "Oh, do I!" echoed in her mind. The particular
mood of the passage she had witnessed lay ahead of her; but
however far she was from it her stomach told her it was all
right--she had none of the aversion she had felt in the playing
of certain love scenes in pictures.

Being far away from it she nevertheless irrevocably
participated in it now, and shopping with Nicole she was much
more conscious of the assignation than Nicole herself. She looked
at Nicole in a new way, estimating her attractions. Certainly she
was the most attractive woman Rosemary had ever met--with her
hardness, her devotions and loyalties, and a certain elusiveness,
which Rosemary, thinking now through her mother's middle-class
mind, associated with her attitude about money. Rosemary spent
money she had earned--she was here in Europe due to the fact that
she had gone in the pool six times that January day with her
temperature roving from 99° in the early morning to 103°,
when her mother stopped it.

With Nicole's help Rosemary bought two dresses and two hats
and four pairs of shoes with her money. Nicole bought from a
great list that ran two pages, and bought the things in the
windows besides. Everything she liked that she couldn't possibly
use herself, she bought as a present for a friend. She bought
colored beads, folding beach cushions, artificial flowers, honey,
a guest bed, bags, scarfs, love birds, miniatures for a doll's
house and three yards of some new cloth the color of prawns. She
bought a dozen bathing suits, a rubber alligator, a travelling
chess set of gold and ivory, big linen handkerchiefs for Abe, two
chamois leather jackets of kingfisher blue and burning bush from
Hermes--bought all these things not a bit like a high-class
courtesan buying underwear and jewels, which were after all
professional equipment and insurance--but with an entirely
different point of view. Nicole was the product of much ingenuity
and toil. For her sake trains began their run at Chicago and
traversed the round belly of the continent to California; chicle
factories fumed and link belts grew link by link in factories;
men mixed toothpaste in vats and drew mouthwash out of copper
hogsheads; girls canned tomatoes quickly in August or worked
rudely at the Five-and-Tens on Christmas Eve; half-breed Indians
toiled on Brazilian coffee plantations and dreamers were muscled
out of patent rights in new tractors--these were some of the
people who gave a tithe to Nicole, and as the whole system swayed
and thundered onward it lent a feverish bloom to such processes
of hers as wholesale buying, like the flush of a fireman's face
holding his post before a spreading blaze. She illustrated very
simple principles, containing in herself her own doom, but
illustrated them so accurately that there was grace in the
procedure, and presently Rosemary would try to imitate it.

It was almost four. Nicole stood in a shop with a love bird on
her shoulder, and had one of her infrequent outbursts of
speech.

"Well, what if you hadn't gone in that pool that day--I
sometimes wonder about such things. Just before the war we were
in Berlin--I was thirteen, it was just before Mother died. My
sister was going to a court ball and she had three of the royal
princes on her dance card, all arranged by a chamberlain and
everything. Half an hour before she was going to start she had a
side ache and a high fever. The doctor said it was appendicitis
and she ought to be operated on. But Mother had her plans made,
so Baby went to the ball and danced till two with an ice pack
strapped on under her evening dress. She was operated on at seven
o'clock next morning."

It was good to be hard, then; all nice people were hard on
themselves. But it was four o'clock and Rosemary kept thinking of
Dick waiting for Nicole now at the hotel. She must go there, she
must not make him wait for her. She kept thinking, "Why don't you
go?" and then suddenly, "Or let me go if you don't want to." But
Nicole went to one more place to buy corsages for them both and
sent one to Mary North. Only then she seemed to remember and with
sudden abstraction she signalled for a taxi.

"Good-by," said Nicole. "We had fun, didn't we?"

"Loads of fun," said Rosemary. It was more difficult than she
thought and her whole self protested as Nicole drove away.

XIII

Dick turned the corner of the traverse and continued along the
trench walking on the duckboard. He came to a periscope, looked
through it a moment; then he got up on the step and peered over
the parapet. In front of him beneath a dingy sky was Beaumont
Hamel; to his left the tragic hill of Thiepval. Dick stared at
them through his field glasses, his throat straining with
sadness.

He went on along the trench, and found the others waiting for
him in the next traverse. He was full of excitement and he wanted
to communicate it to them, to make them understand about this,
though actually Abe North had seen battle service and he had
not.

"This land here cost twenty lives a foot that summer," he said
to Rosemary. She looked out obediently at the rather bare green
plain with its low trees of six years' growth. If Dick had added
that they were now being shelled she would have believed him that
afternoon. Her love had reached a point where now at last she was
beginning to be unhappy, to be desperate. She didn't know what to
do--she wanted to talk to her mother.

"There are lots of people dead since and we'll all be dead
soon," said Abe consolingly.

Rosemary waited tensely for Dick to continue.

"See that little stream--we could walk to it in two minutes.
It took the British a month to walk to it--a whole empire walking
very slowly, dying in front and pushing forward behind. And
another empire walked very slowly backward a few inches a day,
leaving the dead like a million bloody rugs. No Europeans will
ever do that again in this generation."

"Why, they've only just quit over in Turkey," said Abe. "And
in Morocco--"

"That's different. This western-front business couldn't be
done again, not for a long time. The young men think they could
do it but they couldn't. They could fight the first Marne again
but not this. This took religion and years of plenty and
tremendous sureties and the exact relation that existed between
the classes. The Russians and Italians weren't any good on this
front. You had to have a whole-souled sentimental equipment going
back further than you could remember. You had to remember
Christmas, and postcards of the Crown Prince and his
fiancée, and little cafés in Valence and beer
gardens in Unter den Linden and weddings at the mairie, and going
to the Derby, and your grandfather's whiskers."

"General Grant invented this kind of battle at Petersburg in
sixty-five."

"No, he didn't--he just invented mass butchery. This kind of
battle was invented by Lewis Carroll and Jules Verne and whoever
wrote Undine, and country deacons bowling and marraines in
Marseilles and girls seduced in the back lanes of Wurtemburg and
Westphalia. Why, this was a love battle--there was a century of
middle-class love spent here. This was the last love battle."

"You want to hand over this battle to D. H. Lawrence," said
Abe.

"All my beautiful lovely safe world blew itself up here with a
great gust of high explosive love," Dick mourned persistently.
"Isn't that true, Rosemary?"

They dropped behind the others. Suddenly a shower of earth
gobs and pebbles came down on them and Abe yelled from the next
traverse:

"The war spirit's getting into me again. I have a hundred
years of Ohio love behind me and I'm going to bomb out this
trench." His head popped up over the embankment. "You're
dead--don't you know the rules? That was a grenade."

Rosemary laughed and Dick picked up a retaliatory handful of
stones and then put them down.

"I couldn't kid here," he said rather apologetically. "The
silver cord is cut and the golden bowl is broken and all that,
but an old romantic like me can't do anything about it."

"I'm romantic too."

They came out of the neat restored trench, and faced a
memorial to the Newfoundland dead. Reading the inscription
Rosemary burst into sudden tears. Like most women she liked to be
told how she should feel, and she liked Dick's telling her which
things were ludicrous and which things were sad. But most of all
she wanted him to know how she loved him, now that the fact was
upsetting everything, now that she was walking over the
battlefield in a thrilling dream.

After that they got in their car and started back toward
Amiens. A thin warm rain was falling on the new scrubby woods and
underbrush and they passed great funeral pyres of sorted duds,
shells, bombs, grenades, and equipment, helmets, bayonets, gun
stocks and rotten leather, abandoned six years in the ground. And
suddenly around a bend the white caps of a great sea of graves.
Dick asked the chauffeur to stop.

"There's that girl--and she still has her wreath."

They watched as he got out and went over to the girl, who
stood uncertainly by the gate with a wreath in her hand. Her taxi
waited. She was a red-haired girl from Tennessee whom they had
met on the train this morning, come from Knoxville to lay a
memorial on her brother's grave. There were tears of vexation on
her face.

"The War Department must have given me the wrong number," she
whimpered. "It had another name on it. I been lookin' for it
since two o'clock, and there's so many graves."

"Then if I were you I'd just lay it on any grave without
looking at the name," Dick advised her.

"You reckon that's what I ought to do?"

"I think that's what he'd have wanted you to do."

It was growing dark and the rain was coming down harder.

She left the wreath on the first grave inside the gate, and
accepted Dick's suggestion that she dismiss her taxi-cab and ride
back to Amiens with them.

Rosemary shed tears again when she heard of the
mishap--altogether it had been a watery day, but she felt that
she had learned something, though exactly what it was she did not
know. Later she remembered all the hours of the afternoon as
happy--one of those uneventful times that seem at the moment only
a link between past and future pleasure but turn out to have been
the pleasure itself.

Amiens was an echoing purple town, still sad with the war, as
some railroad stations were:--the Gare du Nord and Waterloo
station in London. In the daytime one is deflated by such towns,
with their little trolley cars of twenty years ago crossing the
great gray cobble-stoned squares in front of the cathedral, and
the very weather seems to have a quality of the past, faded
weather like that of old photographs. But after dark all that is
most satisfactory in French life swims back into the picture--the
sprightly tarts, the men arguing with a hundred Voilàs in
the cafés, the couples drifting, head to head, toward the
satisfactory inexpensiveness of nowhere. Waiting for the train
they sat in a big arcade, tall enough to release the smoke and
chatter and music upward and obligingly the orchestra launched
into "Yes, We Have No Bananas,"--they clapped, because the leader
looked so pleased with himself. The Tennessee girl forgot her
sorrow and enjoyed herself, even began flirtations of tropical
eye-rollings and pawings, with Dick and Abe. They teased her
gently.

Then, leaving infinitesimal sections of Wurtemburgers,
Prussian Guards, Chasseurs Alpins, Manchester mill hands and old
Etonians to pursue their eternal dissolution under the warm rain,
they took the train for Paris. They ate sandwiches of mortadel
sausage and bel paese cheese made up in the station restaurant,
and drank Beaujolais. Nicole was abstracted, biting her lip
restlessly and reading over the guide-books to the battle-field
that Dick had brought along--indeed, he had made a quick study of
the whole affair, simplifying it always until it bore a faint
resemblance to one of his own parties.

XIV

When they reached Paris Nicole was too tired to go on to the
grand illumination at the Decorative Art Exposition as they had
planned. They left her at the Hotel Roi George, and as she
disappeared between the intersecting planes made by lobby lights
of the glass doors, Rosemary's oppression lifted. Nicole was a
force--not necessarily well disposed or predictable like her
mother--an incalculable force. Rosemary was somewhat afraid of
her.

At eleven she sat with Dick and the Norths at a houseboat
café just opened on the Seine. The river shimmered with
lights from the bridges and cradled many cold moons. On Sundays
sometimes when Rosemary and her mother had lived in Paris they
had taken the little steamer up to Suresnes and talked about
plans for the future. They had little money but Mrs. Speers was
so sure of Rosemary's beauty and had implanted in her so much
ambition, that she was willing to gamble the money on
"advantages"; Rosemary in turn was to repay her mother when she
got her start. . . .

Since reaching Paris Abe North had had a thin vinous fur over
him; his eyes were bloodshot from sun and wine. Rosemary realized
for the first time that he was always stopping in places to get a
drink, and she wondered how Mary North liked it. Mary was quiet,
so quiet save for her frequent laughter that Rosemary had learned
little about her. She liked the straight dark hair brushed back
until it met some sort of natural cascade that took care of
it--from time to time it eased with a jaunty slant over the
corner of her temple, until it was almost in her eye when she
tossed her head and caused it to fall sleek into place once
more.

"We'll turn in early to-night, Abe, after this drink." Mary's
voice was light but it held a little flicker of anxiety. "You
don't want to be poured on the boat."

"It's pretty late now," Dick said. "We'd all better go."

The noble dignity of Abe's face took on a certain
stubbornness, and he remarked with determination:

"Oh, no." He paused gravely. "Oh, no, not yet. We'll have
another bottle of champagne."

"No more for me," said Dick.

"It's Rosemary I'm thinking of. She's a natural
alcoholic--keeps a bottle of gin in the bathroom and all
that--her mother told me."

He emptied what was left of the first bottle into Rosemary's
glass. She had made herself quite sick the first day in Paris
with quarts of lemonade; after that she had taken nothing with
them but now she raised the champagne and drank at it.

"But what's this?" exclaimed Dick. "You told me you didn't
drink."

"I didn't say I was never going to."

"What about your mother?"

"I'm just going to drink this one glass." She felt some
necessity for it. Dick drank, not too much, but he drank, and
perhaps it would bring her closer to him, be a part of the
equipment for what she had to do. She drank it quickly, choked
and then said, "Besides, yesterday was my birthday--I was
eighteen."

"Why didn't you tell us?" they said indignantly.

"I knew you'd make a fuss over it and go to a lot of trouble."
She finished the champagne. "So this is the celebration."

"It most certainly is not," Dick assured her. "The dinner
tomorrow night is your birthday party and don't forget it.
Eighteen--why that's a terribly important age."

"I used to think until you're eighteen nothing matters," said
Mary.

"That's right," Abe agreed. "And afterward it's the same
way."

"Abe feels that nothing matters till he gets on the boat,"
said Mary. "This time he really has got everything planned out
when he gets to New York." She spoke as though she were tired of
saying things that no longer had a meaning for her, as if in
reality the course that she and her husband followed, or failed
to follow, had become merely an intention.

"He'll be writing music in America and I'll be working at
singing in Munich, so when we get together again there'll be
nothing we can't do."

"That's wonderful," agreed Rosemary, feeling the
champagne.

"Meanwhile, another touch of champagne for Rosemary. Then
she'll be more able to rationalize the acts of her lymphatic
glands. They only begin to function at eighteen."

Dick laughed indulgently at Abe, whom he loved, and in whom he
had long lost hope: "That's medically incorrect and we're going."
Catching the faint patronage Abe said lightly:

"Something tells me I'll have a new score on Broadway long
before you've finished your scientific treatise."

"I hope so," said Dick evenly. "I hope so. I may even abandon
what you call my 'scientific treatise.'"

"Oh, Dick!" Mary's voice was startled, was shocked. Rosemary
had never before seen Dick's face utterly expressionless; she
felt that this announcement was something momentous and she was
inclined to exclaim with Mary "Oh, Dick!"

But suddenly Dick laughed again, added to his remark
"--abandon it for another one," and got up from the table.

"But Dick, sit down. I want to know--"

"I'll tell you some time. Good night, Abe. Good night,
Mary."

"Good night, dear Dick." Mary smiled as if she were going to
be perfectly happy sitting there on the almost deserted boat. She
was a brave, hopeful woman and she was following her husband
somewhere, changing herself to this kind of person or that,
without being able to lead him a step out of his path, and
sometimes realizing with discouragement how deep in him the
guarded secret of her direction lay. And yet an air of luck clung
about her, as if she were a sort of token. . . .

XV

"What is it you are giving up?" demanded Rosemary, facing Dick
earnestly in the taxi.

"Nothing of importance."

"Are you a scientist?"

"I'm a doctor of medicine."

"Oh-h!" she smiled delightedly. "My father was a doctor too.
Then why don't you--" she stopped.

"There's no mystery. I didn't disgrace myself at the height of
my career, and hide away on the Riviera. I'm just not practising.
You can't tell, I'll probably practise again some day."

Rosemary put up her face quietly to be kissed. He looked at
her for a moment as if he didn't understand. Then holding her in
the hollow of his arm he rubbed his cheek against her cheek's
softness, and then looked down at her for another long
moment.

"Such a lovely child," he said gravely.

She smiled up at him; her hands playing conventionally with
the lapels of his coat. "I'm in love with you and Nicole.
Actually that's my secret--I can't even talk about you to anybody
because I don't want any more people to know how wonderful you
are. Honestly--I love you and Nicole--I do."

--So many times he had heard this--even the formula was the
same.

Suddenly she came toward him, her youth vanishing as she
passed inside the focus of his eyes and he had kissed her
breathlessly as if she were any age at all. Then she lay back
against his arm and sighed.

"I've decided to give you up," she said.

Dick started--had he said anything to imply that she possessed
any part of him?

"But that's very mean," he managed to say lightly, "just when
I was getting interested."

"I've loved you so--" As if it had been for years. She was
weeping a little now. "I've loved you so-o-o."

Then he should have laughed, but he heard himself saying, "Not
only are you beautiful but you are somehow on the grand scale.
Everything you do, like pretending to be in love or pretending to
be shy gets across."

In the dark cave of the taxi, fragrant with the perfume
Rosemary had bought with Nicole, she came close again, clinging
to him. He kissed her without enjoying it. He knew that there was
passion there, but there was no shadow of it in her eyes or on
her mouth; there was a faint spray of champagne on her breath.
She clung nearer desperately and once more he kissed her and was
chilled by the innocence of her kiss, by the glance that at the
moment of contact looked beyond him out into the darkness of the
night, the darkness of the world. She did not know yet that
splendor is something in the heart; at the moment when she
realized that and melted into the passion of the universe he
could take her without question or regret.

Her room in the hotel was diagonally across from theirs and
nearer the elevator. When they reached the door she said
suddenly:

"I know you don't love me--I don't expect it. But you said I
should have told you about my birthday. Well, I did, and now for
my birthday present I want you to come into my room a minute
while I tell you something. Just one minute."

They went in and he closed the door, and Rosemary stood close
to him, not touching him. The night had drawn the color from her
face--she was pale as pale now, she was a white carnation left
after a dance.

"When you smile--" He had recovered his paternal attitude,
perhaps because of Nicole's silent proximity, "I always think
I'll see a gap where you've lost some baby teeth."

But he was too late--she came close up against him with a
forlorn whisper.

"Take me."

"Take you where?"

Astonishment froze him rigid.

"Go on," she whispered. "Oh, please go on, whatever they do. I
don't care if I don't like it--I never expected to--I've always
hated to think about it but now I don't. I want you to."

She was astonished at herself--she had never imagined she
could talk like that. She was calling on things she had read,
seen, dreamed through a decade of convent hours. Suddenly she
knew too that it was one of her greatest rôles and she
flung herself into it more passionately.

"This is not as it should be," Dick deliberated. "Isn't it
just the champagne? Let's more or less forget it."

"Oh, no, now. I want you to do it now, take me, show
me, I'm absolutely yours and I want to be."

"For one thing, have you thought how much it would hurt
Nicole?"

"She won't know--this won't have anything to do with her."

He continued kindly.

"Then there's the fact that I love Nicole."

"But you can love more than just one person, can't you? Like I
love Mother and I love you--more. I love you more now."

"--the fourth place you're not in love with me but you might
be afterwards, and that would begin your life with a terrible
mess."

"No, I promise I'll never see you again. I'll get Mother and
go to America right away."

He dismissed this. He was remembering too vividly the youth
and freshness of her lips. He took another tone.

"You're just in that mood."

"Oh, please, I don't care even if I had a baby. I could go
into Mexico like a girl at the studio. Oh, this is so different
from anything I ever thought--I used to hate it when they kissed
me seriously." He saw she was still under the impression that it
must happen. "Some of them had great big teeth, but you're all
different and beautiful. I want you to do it."

"I believe you think people just kiss some way and you want me
to kiss you."

"Oh, don't tease me--I'm not a baby. I know you're not in love
with me." She was suddenly humble and quiet. "I didn't expect
that much. I know I must seem just nothing to you."

"Nonsense. But you seem young to me." His thoughts added,
"--there'd be so much to teach you."

Rosemary waited, breathing eagerly till Dick said: "And lastly
things aren't arranged so that this could be as you want."

Her face drooped with dismay and disappointment and Dick said
automatically, "We'll have to simply--" He stopped himself,
followed her to the bed, sat down beside her while she wept. He
was suddenly confused, not about the ethics of the matter, for
the impossibility of it was sheerly indicated from all angles but
simply confused, and for a moment his usual grace, the tensile
strength of his balance, was absent.

"I knew you wouldn't," she sobbed. "It was just a forlorn
hope."

He stood up.

"Good night, child. This is a damn shame. Let's drop it out of
the picture." He gave her two lines of hospital patter to go to
sleep on. "So many people are going to love you and it might be
nice to meet your first love all intact, emotionally too. That's
an old-fashioned idea, isn't it?" She looked up at him as he took
a step toward the door; she looked at him without the slightest
idea as to what was in his head, she saw him take another step in
slow motion, turn and look at her again, and she wanted for a
moment to hold him and devour him, wanted his mouth, his ears,
his coat collar, wanted to surround him and engulf him; she saw
his hand fall on the doorknob. Then she gave up and sank back on
the bed. When the door closed she got up and went to the mirror,
where she began brushing her hair, sniffling a little. One
hundred and fifty strokes Rosemary gave it, as usual, then a
hundred and fifty more. She brushed it until her arm ached, then
she changed arms and went on brushing. . . .

XVI

She woke up cooled and shamed. The sight of her beauty in the
mirror did not reassure her but only awakened the ache of
yesterday and a letter, forwarded by her mother, from the boy who
had taken her to the Yale prom last fall, which announced his
presence in Paris was no help--all that seemed far away. She
emerged from her room for the ordeal of meeting the Divers
weighted with a double trouble. But it was hidden by a sheath as
impermeable as Nicole's when they met and went together to a
series of fittings. It was consoling, though, when Nicole
remarked, apropos of a distraught saleswoman: "Most people think
everybody feels about them much more violently than they actually
do--they think other people's opinions of them swing through
great arcs of approval or disapproval." Yesterday in her
expansiveness Rosemary would have resented that remark--to-day in
her desire to minimize what had happened she welcomed it eagerly.
She admired Nicole for her beauty and her wisdom, and also for
the first time in her life she was jealous. Just before leaving
Gausse's hotel her mother had said in that casual tone, which
Rosemary knew concealed her most significant opinions, that
Nicole was a great beauty, with the frank implication that
Rosemary was not. This did not bother Rosemary, who had only
recently been allowed to learn that she was even personable; so
that her prettiness never seemed exactly her own but rather an
acquirement, like her French. Nevertheless, in the taxi she
looked at Nicole, matching herself against her. There were all
the potentialities for romantic love in that lovely body and in
the delicate mouth, sometimes tight, sometimes expectantly half
open to the world. Nicole had been a beauty as a young girl and
she would be a beauty later when her skin stretched tight over
her high cheekbones--the essential structure was there. She had
been white-Saxon-blonde but she was more beautiful now that her
hair had darkened than when it had been like a cloud and more
beautiful than she.

"We lived there," Rosemary suddenly pointed to a building in
the Rue des Saints-Péres.

"That's strange. Because when I was twelve Mother and Baby and
I once spent a winter there," and she pointed to a hotel directly
across the street. The two dingy fronts stared at them, gray
echoes of girlhood.

"We'd just built our Lake Forest house and we were
economizing," Nicole continued. "At least Baby and I and the
governess economized and Mother travelled."

"We were economizing too," said Rosemary, realizing that the
word meant different things to them.

"Mother always spoke of it very carefully as a small hotel--"
Nicole gave her quick magnetic little laugh, "--I mean instead of
saying a 'cheap' hotel. If any swanky friends asked us our
address we'd never say, 'We're in a dingy little hole over in the
apache quarter where we're glad of running water,'--we'd say
'We're in a small hotel.' As if all the big ones were too noisy
and vulgar for us. Of course the friends always saw through us
and told everyone about it, but Mother always said it showed we
knew our way around Europe. She did, of course: she was born a
German citizen. But her mother was American, and she was brought
up in Chicago, and she was more American than European."

They were meeting the others in two minutes, and Rosemary
reconstructed herself once more as they got out of the taxi in
the Rue Guynemer, across from the Luxembourg Gardens. They were
lunching in the Norths' already dismantled apartment high above
the green mass of leaves. The day seemed different to Rosemary
from the day before--When she saw him face to face their eyes met
and brushed like birds' wings. After that everything was all
right, everything was wonderful, she knew that he was beginning
to fall in love with her. She felt wildly happy, felt the warm
sap of emotion being pumped through her body. A cool, clear
confidence deepened and sang in her. She scarcely looked at Dick
but she knew everything was all right.

After luncheon the Divers and the Norths and Rosemary went to
the Franco-American Films, to be joined by Collis Clay, her young
man from New Haven, to whom she had telephoned. He was a
Georgian, with the peculiarly regular, even stencilled ideas of
Southerners who are educated in the North. Last winter she had
thought him attractive--once they held hands in an automobile
going from New Haven to New York; now he no longer existed for
her.

In the projection room she sat between Collis Clay and Dick
while the mechanic mounted the reels of Daddy's Girl and a
French executive fluttered about her trying to talk American
slang. "Yes, boy," he said when there was trouble with the
projector, "I have not any benenas." Then the lights went out,
there was the sudden click and a flickering noise and she was
alone with Dick at last. They looked at each other in the half
darkness.

"Dear Rosemary," he murmured. Their shoulders touched. Nicole
stirred restlessly at the end of the row and Abe coughed
convulsively and blew his nose; then they all settled down and
the picture ran.

There she was--the school girl of a year ago, hair down her
back and rippling out stiffly like the solid hair of a tanagra
figure; there she was--so young and innocent--the product
of her mother's loving care; there she was--embodying all the
immaturity of the race, cutting a new cardboard paper doll to
pass before its empty harlot's mind. She remembered how she had
felt in that dress, especially fresh and new under the fresh
young silk.

Daddy's girl. Was it a 'itty-bitty bravekins and did it
suffer? Ooo-ooo-tweet, de tweetest thing, wasn't she dest too
tweet? Before her tiny fist the forces of lust and corruption
rolled away; nay, the very march of destiny stopped; inevitable
became evitable, syllogism, dialectic, all rationality fell away.
Women would forget the dirty dishes at home and weep, even within
the picture one woman wept so long that she almost stole the film
away from Rosemary. She wept all over a set that cost a fortune,
in a Duncan Phyfe dining-room, in an aviation port, and during a
yacht-race that was only used in two flashes, in a subway and
finally in a bathroom. But Rosemary triumphed. Her fineness of
character, her courage and steadfastness intruded upon by the
vulgarity of the world, and Rosemary showing what it took with a
face that had not yet become mask-like--yet it was actually so
moving that the emotions of the whole row of people went out to
her at intervals during the picture. There was a break once and
the light went on and after the chatter of applause Dick said to
her sincerely: "I'm simply astounded. You're going to be one of
the best actresses on the stage."

Then back to Daddy's Girl: happier days now, and a
lovely shot of Rosemary and her parent united at the last in a
father complex so apparent that Dick winced for all psychologists
at the vicious sentimentality. The screen vanished, the lights
went on, the moment had come.

"I've arranged one other thing," announced Rosemary to the
company at large, "I've arranged a test for Dick."

"A what?"

"A screen test, they'll take one now."

There was an awful silence--then an irrepressible chortle from
the Norths. Rosemary watched Dick comprehend what she meant, his
face moving first in an Irish way; simultaneously she realized
that she had made some mistake in the playing of her trump and
still she did not suspect that the card was at fault.

"I don't want a test," said Dick firmly; then, seeing the
situation as a whole, he continued lightly, "Rosemary, I'm
disappointed. The pictures make a fine career for a woman--but my
God, they can't photograph me. I'm an old scientist all wrapped
up in his private life."

Nicole and Mary urged him ironically to seize the opportunity;
they teased him, both faintly annoyed at not having been asked
for a sitting. But Dick closed the subject with a somewhat tart
discussion of actors: "The strongest guard is placed at the
gateway to nothing," he said. "Maybe because the condition of
emptiness is too shameful to be divulged."

In the taxi with Dick and Collis Clay--they were dropping
Collis, and Dick was taking Rosemary to a tea from which Nicole
and the Norths had resigned in order to do the things Abe had
left undone till the last--in the taxi Rosemary reproached
him.

"I thought if the test turned out to be good I could take it
to California with me. And then maybe if they liked it you'd come
out and be my leading man in a picture."

He was overwhelmed. "It was a darn sweet thought, but I'd
rather look at you. You were about the nicest sight I ever
looked at."

"That's a great picture," said Collis. "I've seen it four
times. I know one boy at New Haven who's seen it a dozen
times--he went all the way to Hartford to see it one time. And
when I brought Rosemary up to New Haven he was so shy he wouldn't
meet her. Can you beat that? This little girl knocks them
cold."

Dick and Rosemary looked at each other, wanting to be alone,
but Collis failed to understand.

"I'll drop you where you're going," he suggested. "I'm staying
at the Lutetia."

"We'll drop you," said Dick.

"It'll be easier for me to drop you. No trouble at all."

"I think it will be better if we drop you."

"But--" began Collis; he grasped the situation at last and
began discussing with Rosemary when he would see her again.

Finally, he was gone, with the shadowy unimportance but the
offensive bulk of the third party. The car stopped unexpectedly,
unsatisfactorily, at the address Dick had given. He drew a long
breath.

"Shall we go in?"

"I don't care," Rosemary said. "I'll do anything you
want."

He considered.

"I almost have to go in--she wants to buy some pictures from a
friend of mine who needs the money."

Rosemary smoothed the brief expressive disarray of her
hair.

"We'll stay just five minutes," he decided. "You're not going
to like these people."

She assumed that they were dull and stereotyped people, or
gross and drunken people, or tiresome, insistent people, or any
of the sorts of people that the Divers avoided. She was entirely
unprepared for the impression that the scene made on her.

XVII

It was a house hewn from the frame of Cardinal de Retz's
palace in the Rue Monsieur, but once inside the door there was
nothing of the past, nor of any present that Rosemary knew. The
outer shell, the masonry, seemed rather to enclose the future so
that it was an electric-like shock, a definite nervous
experience, perverted as a breakfast of oatmeal and hashish, to
cross that threshold, if it could be so called, into the long
hall of blue steel, silver-gilt, and the myriad facets of many
oddly bevelled mirrors. The effect was unlike that of any part of
the Decorative Arts Exhibition--for there were people in
it, not in front of it. Rosemary had the detached
false-and-exalted feeling of being on a set and she guessed that
every one else present had that feeling too.

There were about thirty people, mostly women, and all
fashioned by Louisa M. Alcott or Madame de Ségur; and they
functioned on this set as cautiously, as precisely, as does a
human hand picking up jagged broken glass. Neither individually
nor as a crowd could they be said to dominate the environment, as
one comes to dominate a work of art he may possess, no matter how
esoteric, no one knew what this room meant because it was
evolving into something else, becoming everything a room was not;
to exist in it was as difficult as walking on a highly polished
moving stairway, and no one could succeed at all save with the
aforementioned qualities of a hand moving among broken
glass--which qualities limited and defined the majority of those
present.

These were of two sorts. There were the Americans and English
who had been dissipating all spring and summer, so that now
everything they did had a purely nervous inspiration. They were
very quiet and lethargic at certain hours and then they exploded
into sudden quarrels and breakdowns and seductions. The other
class, who might be called the exploiters, was formed by the
sponges, who were sober, serious people by comparison, with a
purpose in life and no time for fooling. These kept their balance
best in that environment, and what tone there was, beyond the
apartment's novel organization of light values, came from
them.

The Frankenstein took down Dick and Rosemary at a gulp--it
separated them immediately and Rosemary suddenly discovered
herself to be an insincere little person, living all in the upper
registers of her throat and wishing the director would come.
There was however such a wild beating of wings in the room that
she did not feel her position was more incongruous than any one
else's. In addition, her training told and after a series of
semi-military turns, shifts, and marches she found herself
presumably talking to a neat, slick girl with a lovely boy's
face, but actually absorbed by a conversation taking place on a
sort of gun-metal ladder diagonally opposite her and four feet
away.

There was a trio of young women sitting on the bench. They
were all tall and slender with small heads groomed like manikins'
heads, and as they talked the heads waved gracefully about above
their dark tailored suits, rather like long-stemmed flowers and
rather like cobras' hoods.

"Oh, they give a good show," said one of them, in a deep rich
voice. "Practically the best show in Paris--I'd be the last one
to deny that. But after all--" She sighed. "Those phrases he uses
over and over--'Oldest inhabitant gnawed by rodents.' You laugh
once."

"I prefer people whose lives have more corrugated surfaces,"
said the second, "and I don't like her."

"I've never really been able to get very excited about them,
or their entourage either. Why, for example, the entirely liquid
Mr. North?"

"He's out," said the first girl. "But you must admit that the
party in question can be one of the most charming human beings
you have ever met."

It was the first hint Rosemary had had that they were talking
about the Divers, and her body grew tense with indignation. But
the girl talking to her, in the starched blue shirt with the
bright blue eyes and the red cheeks and the very gray suit, a
poster of a girl, had begun to play up. Desperately she kept
sweeping things from between them, afraid that Rosemary couldn't
see her, sweeping them away until presently there was not so much
as a veil of brittle humor hiding the girl, and with distaste
Rosemary saw her plain.

"Couldn't you have lunch, or maybe dinner, or lunch the day
after?" begged the girl. Rosemary looked about for Dick, finding
him with the hostess, to whom he had been talking since they came
in. Their eyes met and he nodded slightly, and simultaneously the
three cobra women noticed her; their long necks darted toward her
and they fixed finely critical glances upon her. She looked back
at them defiantly, acknowledging that she had heard what they
said. Then she threw off her exigent vis-à-vis with a
polite but clipped parting that she had just learned from Dick,
and went over to join him. The hostess--she was another tall rich
American girl, promenading insouciantly upon the national
prosperity--was asking Dick innumerable questions about Gausse's
Hôtel, whither she evidently wanted to come, and battering
persistently against his reluctance. Rosemary's presence reminded
her that she had been recalcitrant as a hostess and glancing
about she said: "Have you met any one amusing, have you met
Mr.--" Her eyes groped for a male who might interest Rosemary,
but Dick said they must go. They left immediately, moving over
the brief threshold of the future to the sudden past of the stone
façade without.

"Wasn't it terrible?" he said.

"Terrible," she echoed obediently.

"Rosemary?"

She murmured, "What?" in an awed voice.

"I feel terribly about this."

She was shaken with audibly painful sobs. "Have you got a
handkerchief?" she faltered. But there was little time to cry,
and lovers now they fell ravenously on the quick seconds while
outside the taxi windows the green and cream twilight faded, and
the fire-red, gas-blue, ghost-green signs began to shine smokily
through the tranquil rain. It was nearly six, the streets were in
movement, the bistros gleamed, the Place de la Concorde moved by
in pink majesty as the cab turned north.

They looked at each other at last, murmuring names that were a
spell. Softly the two names lingered on the air, died away more
slowly than other words, other names, slower than music in the
mind.

"I don't know what came over me last night," Rosemary said.
"That glass of champagne? I've never done anything like that
before."

"You simply said you loved me."

"I do love you--I can't change that." It was time for Rosemary
to cry, so she cried a little in her handkerchief.

"I'm afraid I'm in love with you," said Dick, "and that's not
the best thing that could happen."

Again the names--then they lurched together as if the taxi had
swung them. Her breasts crushed flat against him, her mouth was
all new and warm, owned in common. They stopped thinking with an
almost painful relief, stopped seeing; they only breathed and
sought each other. They were both in the gray gentle world of a
mild hangover of fatigue when the nerves relax in bunches like
piano strings, and crackle suddenly like wicker chairs. Nerves so
raw and tender must surely join other nerves, lips to lips,
breast to breast. . . .

They were still in the happier stage of love. They were full
of brave illusions about each other, tremendous illusions, so
that the communion of self with self seemed to be on a plane
where no other human relations mattered. They both seemed to have
arrived there with an extraordinary innocence as though a series
of pure accidents had driven them together, so many accidents
that at last they were forced to conclude that they were for each
other. They had arrived with clean hands, or so it seemed, after
no traffic with the merely curious and clandestine.

But for Dick that portion of the road was short; the turning
came before they reached the hotel.

"There's nothing to do about it," he said, with a feeling of
panic. "I'm in love with you but it doesn't change what I said
last night."

"That doesn't matter now. I just wanted to make you love
me--if you love me everything's all right."

"Unfortunately I do. But Nicole mustn't know--she mustn't
suspect even faintly. Nicole and I have got to go on together. In
a way that's more important than just wanting to go on."

She did understand--it was the sort of thing she understood
well, not hurting people. She knew the Divers loved each other
because it had been her primary assumption. She had thought
however that it was a rather cooled relation, and actually rather
like the love of herself and her mother. When people have so much
for outsiders didn't it indicate a lack of inner intensity?

"And I mean love," he said, guessing her thoughts. "Active
love--it's more complicated than I can tell you. It was
responsible for that crazy duel."

"How did you know about the duel? I thought we were to keep it
from you."

"Do you think Abe can keep a secret?" He spoke with incisive
irony. "Tell a secret over the radio, publish it in a tabloid,
but never tell it to a man who drinks more than three or four a
day."

She laughed in agreement, staying close to him.

"So you understand my relations with Nicole are complicated.
She's not very strong--she looks strong but she isn't. And this
makes rather a mess."

They reached the hotel and Rosemary walked a little behind
him, to admire him, to adore him. His step was alert as if he had
just come from some great doings and was hurrying on toward
others. Organizer of private gaiety, curator of a richly
incrusted happiness. His hat was a perfect hat and he carried a
heavy stick and yellow gloves. She thought what a good time they
would all have being with him to-night.

They walked upstairs--five flights. At the first landing they
stopped and kissed; she was careful on the next landing, on the
third more careful still. On the next--there were two more--she
stopped half way and kissed him fleetingly good-by. At his
urgency she walked down with him to the one below for a
minute--and then up and up. Finally it was good-by with their
hands stretching to touch along the diagonal of the banister and
then the fingers slipping apart. Dick went back downstairs to
make some arrangements for the evening--Rosemary ran to her room
and wrote a letter to her mother; she was conscience-stricken
because she did not miss her mother at all.

XVIII

Although the Divers were honestly apathetic to organized
fashion, they were nevertheless too acute to abandon its
contemporaneous rhythm and beat--Dick's parties were all
concerned with excitement, and a chance breath of fresh night air
was the more precious for being experienced in the intervals of
the excitement.

The party that night moved with the speed of a slapstick
comedy. They were twelve, they were sixteen, they were quartets
in separate motors bound on a quick Odyssey over Paris.
Everything had been foreseen. People joined them as if by magic,
accompanied them as specialists, almost guides, through a phase
of the evening, dropped out and were succeeded by other people,
so that it appeared as if the freshness of each one had been
husbanded for them all day. Rosemary appreciated how different it
was from any party in Hollywood, no matter how splendid in scale.
There was, among many diversions, the car of the Shah of Persia.
Where Dick had commandeered this vehicle, what bribery was
employed, these were facts of irrelevance. Rosemary accepted it
as merely a new facet of the fabulous, which for two years had
filled her life. The car had been built on a special chassis in
America. Its wheels were of silver, so was the radiator. The
inside of the body was inlaid with innumerable brilliants which
would be replaced with true gems by the court jeweller when the
car arrived in Teheran the following week. There was only one
real seat in back, because the Shah must ride alone, so they took
turns riding in it and sitting on the marten fur that covered the
floor.

But always there was Dick. Rosemary assured the image of her
mother, ever carried with her, that never, never had she known
any one so nice, so thoroughly nice as Dick was that night. She
compared him with the two Englishmen, whom Abe addressed
conscientiously as "Major Hengest and Mr. Horsa," and with the
heir to a Scandinavian throne and the novelist just back from
Russia, and with Abe, who was desperate and witty, and with
Collis Clay, who joined them somewhere and stayed along--and felt
there was no comparison. The enthusiasm, the selflessness behind
the whole performance ravished her, the technic of moving many
varied types, each as immobile, as dependent on supplies of
attention as an infantry battalion is dependent on rations,
appeared so effortless that he still had pieces of his own most
personal self for everyone.

--Afterward she remembered the times when she had felt the
happiest. The first time was when she and Dick danced together
and she felt her beauty sparkling bright against his tall, strong
form as they floated, hovering like people in an amusing
dream--he turned her here and there with such a delicacy of
suggestion that she was like a bright bouquet, a piece of
precious cloth being displayed before fifty eyes. There was a
moment when they were not dancing at all, simply clinging
together. Some time in the early morning they were alone, and her
damp powdery young body came up close to him in a crush of tired
cloth, and stayed there, crushed against a background of other
people's hats and wraps. . . .

The time she laughed most was later, when six of them, the
best of them, noblest relics of the evening, stood in the dusky
front lobby of the Ritz telling the night concierge that General
Pershing was outside and wanted caviare and champagne. "He brooks
no delay. Every man, every gun is at his service." Frantic
waiters emerged from nowhere, a table was set in the lobby, and
Abe came in representing General Pershing while they stood up and
mumbled remembered fragments of war songs at him. In the waiters'
injured reaction to this anti-climax they found themselves
neglected, so they built a waiter trap--a huge and fantastic
device constructed of all the furniture in the lobby and
functioning like one of the bizarre machines of a Goldberg
cartoon. Abe shook his head doubtfully at it.

"Perhaps it would be better to steal a musical saw and--"

"That's enough," Mary interrupted. "When Abe begins bringing
up that it's time to go home." Anxiously she confided to
Rosemary:

"I've got to get Abe home. His boat train leaves at eleven.
It's so important--I feel the whole future depends on his
catching it, but whenever I argue with him he does the exact
opposite."

"I'll try and persuade him," offered Rosemary.

"Would you?" Mary said doubtfully. "Maybe you could."

Then Dick came up to Rosemary:

"Nicole and I are going home and we thought you'd want to go
with us."

Her face was pale with fatigue in the false dawn. Two wan dark
spots in her cheek marked where the color was by day.

"I can't," she said. "I promised Mary North to stay along with
them--or Abe'll never go to bed. Maybe you could do
something."

"Don't you know you can't do anything about people?" he
advised her. "If Abe was my room-mate in college, tight for the
first time, it'd be different. Now there's nothing to do."

"Well, I've got to stay. He says he'll go to bed if we only
come to the Halles with him," she said, almost defiantly.

He kissed the inside of her elbow quickly.

"Don't let Rosemary go home alone," Nicole called to Mary as
they left. "We feel responsible to her mother."

--Later Rosemary and the Norths and a manufacturer of dolls'
voices from Newark and ubiquitous Collis and a big splendidly
dressed oil Indian named George T. Horseprotection were riding
along on top of thousands of carrots in a market wagon. The earth
in the carrot beards was fragrant and sweet in the darkness, and
Rosemary was so high up in the load that she could hardly see the
others in the long shadow between infrequent street lamps. Their
voices came from far off, as if they were having experiences
different from hers, different and far away, for she was with
Dick in her heart, sorry she had come with the Norths, wishing
she was at the hotel and him asleep across the hall, or that he
was here beside her with the warm darkness streaming down.

"Don't come up," she called to Collis, "the carrots will all
roll." She threw one at Abe who was sitting beside the driver,
stiffly like an old man. . . .

Later she was homeward bound at last in broad daylight, with
the pigeons already breaking over Saint-Sulpice. All of them
began to laugh spontaneously because they knew it was still last
night while the people in the streets had the delusion that it
was bright hot morning.

"At last I've been on a wild party," thought Rosemary, "but
it's no fun when Dick isn't there."

She felt a little betrayed and sad, but presently a moving
object came into sight. It was a huge horse-chestnut tree in full
bloom bound for the Champs Élysées, strapped now
into a long truck and simply shaking with laughter--like a lovely
person in an undignified position yet confident none the less of
being lovely. Looking at it with fascination Rosemary identified
herself with it, and laughed cheerfully with it, and everything
all at once seemed gorgeous.

XIX

Abe left from the Gare Saint Lazare at eleven--he stood alone
under the fouled glass dome, relic of the seventies, era of the
Crystal Palace; his hands, of that vague gray color that only
twenty-four hours can produce, were in his coat pockets to
conceal the trembling fingers. With his hat removed it was plain
that only the top layer of his hair was brushed back--the lower
levels were pointed resolutely sidewise. He was scarcely
recognizable as the man who had swum upon Gausse's Beach a
fortnight ago.

He was early; he looked from left to right with his eyes only;
it would have taken nervous forces out of his control to use any
other part of his body. New-looking baggage went past him;
presently prospective passengers, with dark little bodies, were
calling: "Jew-uls-Hoo-oo!" in dark piercing voices.

At the minute when he wondered whether or not he had time for
a drink at the buffet, and began clutching at the soggy wad of
thousand-franc notes in his pocket, one end of his pendulous
glance came to rest upon the apparition of Nicole at the
stairhead. He watched her--she was self-revelatory in her little
expressions as people seem to some one waiting for them, who as
yet is himself unobserved. She was frowning, thinking of her
children, less gloating over them than merely animally counting
them--a cat checking her cubs with a paw.

When she saw Abe, the mood passed out of her face; the glow of
the morning skylight was sad, and Abe made a gloomy figure with
dark circles that showed through the crimson tan under his eyes.
They sat down on a bench.

"I came because you asked me," said Nicole defensively. Abe
seemed to have forgotten why he asked her and Nicole was quite
content to look at the travellers passing by.

"That's going to be the belle of your boat--that one with all
the men to say good-by--you see why she bought that dress?"
Nicole talked faster and faster. "You see why nobody else would
buy it except the belle of the world cruise? See? No? Wake up!
That's a story dress--that extra material tells a story and
somebody on world cruise would be lonesome enough to want to hear
it."

She bit close her last words; she had talked too much for her;
and Abe found it difficult to gather from her serious set face
that she had spoken at all. With an effort he drew himself up to
a posture that looked as if he were standing up while he was
sitting down.

"The afternoon you took me to that funny ball--you know, St.
Genevieve's--" he began.

"I remember. It was fun, wasn't it?"

"No fun for me. I haven't had fun seeing you this time. I'm
tired of you both, but it doesn't show because you're even more
tired of me--you know what I mean. If I had any enthusiasm, I'd
go on to new people."

There was a rough nap on Nicole's velvet gloves as she slapped
him back:

"Seems rather foolish to be unpleasant, Abe. Anyhow you don't
mean that. I can't see why you've given up about everything."

Abe considered, trying hard not to cough or blow his nose.

"I suppose I got bored; and then it was such a long way to go
back in order to get anywhere."

Often a man can play the helpless child in front of a woman,
but he can almost never bring it off when he feels most like a
helpless child.

"No excuse for it," Nicole said crisply.

Abe was feeling worse every minute--he could think of nothing
but disagreeable and sheerly nervous remarks. Nicole thought that
the correct attitude for her was to sit staring straight ahead,
hands in her lap. For a while there was no communication between
them--each was racing away from the other, breathing only insofar
as there was blue space ahead, a sky not seen by the other.
Unlike lovers they possessed no past; unlike man and wife, they
possessed no future; yet up to this morning Nicole had liked Abe
better than any one except Dick--and he had been heavy,
belly-frightened, with love for her for years.

"Tired of women's worlds," he spoke up suddenly.

"Then why don't you make a world of your own?"

"Tired of friends. The thing is to have sycophants."

Nicole tried to force the minute hand around on the station
clock, but, "You agree?" he demanded.

"I am a woman and my business is to hold things together."

"My business is to tear them apart."

"When you get drunk you don't tear anything apart except
yourself," she said, cold now, and frightened and unconfident.
The station was filling but no one she knew came. After a moment
her eyes fell gratefully on a tall girl with straw hair like a
helmet, who was dropping letters in the mail slot.

"A girl I have to speak to, Abe. Abe, wake up! You fool!"

Patiently Abe followed her with his eyes. The woman turned in
a startled way to greet Nicole, and Abe recognized her as some
one he had seen around Paris. He took advantage of Nicole's
absence to cough hard and retchingly into his handkerchief, and
to blow his nose loud. The morning was warmer and his underwear
was soaked with sweat. His fingers trembled so violently that it
took four matches to light a cigarette; it seemed absolutely
necessary to make his way into the buffet for a drink, but
immediately Nicole returned.

"That was a mistake," she said with frosty humor. "After
begging me to come and see her, she gave me a good snubbing. She
looked at me as if I were rotted." Excited, she did a little
laugh, as with two fingers high in the scales. "Let people come
to you."

Abe recovered from a cigarette cough and remarked:

"Trouble is when you're sober you don't want to see anybody,
and when you're tight nobody wants to see you."

"Who, me?" Nicole laughed again; for some reason the late
encounter had cheered her.

"No--me."

"Speak for yourself. I like people, a lot of people--I
like--"

Rosemary and Mary North came in sight, walking slowly and
searching for Abe, and Nicole burst forth grossly with "Hey! Hi!
Hey!" and laughed and waved the package of handkerchiefs she had
bought for Abe.

They stood in an uncomfortable little group weighted down by
Abe's gigantic presence: he lay athwart them like the wreck of a
galleon, dominating with his presence his own weakness and
self-indulgence, his narrowness and bitterness. All of them were
conscious of the solemn dignity that flowed from him, of his
achievement, fragmentary, suggestive and surpassed. But they were
frightened at his survivant will, once a will to live, now become
a will to die.

Dick Diver came and brought with him a fine glowing surface on
which the three women sprang like monkeys with cries of relief,
perching on his shoulders, on the beautiful crown of his hat or
the gold head of his cane. Now, for a moment, they could
disregard the spectacle of Abe's gigantic obscenity. Dick saw the
situation quickly and grasped it quietly. He pulled them out of
themselves into the station, making plain its wonders. Nearby,
some Americans were saying good-by in voices that mimicked the
cadence of water running into a large old bathtub. Standing in
the station, with Paris in back of them, it seemed as if they
were vicariously leaning a little over the ocean, already
undergoing a sea-change, a shifting about of atoms to form the
essential molecule of a new people.

So the well-to-do Americans poured through the station onto
the platforms with frank new faces, intelligent, considerate,
thoughtless, thought-for. An occasional English face among them
seemed sharp and emergent. When there were enough Americans on
the platform the first impression of their immaculacy and their
money began to fade into a vague racial dusk that hindered and
blinded both them and their observers.

Nicole seized Dick's arm crying, "Look!" Dick turned in time
to see what took place in half a minute. At a Pullman entrance
two cars off, a vivid scene detached itself from the tenor of
many farewells. The young woman with the helmet-like hair to whom
Nicole had spoken made an odd dodging little run away from the
man to whom she was talking and plunged a frantic hand into her
purse; then the sound of two revolver shots cracked the narrow
air of the platform. Simultaneously the engine whistled sharply
and the train began to move, momentarily dwarfing the shots in
significance. Abe waved again from his window, oblivious to what
had happened. But before the crowd closed in, the others had seen
the shots take effect, seen the target sit down upon the
platform.

Only after a hundred years did the train stop; Nicole, Mary,
and Rosemary waited on the outskirts while Dick fought his way
through. It was five minutes before he found them again--by this
time the crowd had split into two sections, following,
respectively, the man on a stretcher and the girl walking pale
and firm between distraught gendarmes.

"It was Maria Wallis," Dick said hurriedly. "The man she shot
was an Englishman--they had an awful time finding out who,
because she shot him through his identification card." They were
walking quickly from the train, swayed along with the crowd. "I
found out what poste de police they're taking her to so I'll go
there--"

"But her sister lives in Paris," Nicole objected. "Why not
phone her? Seems very peculiar nobody thought of that. She's
married to a Frenchman, and he can do more than we can."

Dick hesitated, shook his head and started off.

"Wait!" Nicole cried after him. "That's foolish--how can you
do any good--with your French?"

"At least I'll see they don't do anything outrageous to
her."

"They're certainly going to hold on to her," Nicole assured
him briskly. "She did shoot the man. The best thing is to
phone right away to Laura--she can do more than we can."

Dick was unconvinced--also he was showing off for
Rosemary.

"You wait," said Nicole firmly, and hurried off to a telephone
booth.

"When Nicole takes things into her hands," he said with
affectionate irony, "there is nothing more to be done."

He saw Rosemary for the first time that morning. They
exchanged glances, trying to recognize the emotions of the day
before. For a moment each seemed unreal to the other--then the
slow warm hum of love began again.

"You like to help everybody, don't you?" Rosemary said.

"I only pretend to."

"Mother likes to help everybody--of course she can't help as
many people as you do." She sighed. "Sometimes I think I'm the
most selfish person in the world."

For the first time the mention of her mother annoyed rather
than amused Dick. He wanted to sweep away her mother, remove the
whole affair from the nursery footing upon which Rosemary
persistently established it. But he realized that this impulse
was a loss of control--what would become of Rosemary's urge
toward him if, for even a moment, he relaxed. He saw, not without
panic, that the affair was sliding to rest; it could not stand
still, it must go on or go back; for the first time it occurred
to him that Rosemary had her hand on the lever more
authoritatively than he.

Before he had thought out a course of procedure, Nicole
returned.

"I found Laura. It was the first news she had and her voice
kept fading away and then getting loud again--as if she was
fainting and then pulling herself together. She said she knew
something was going to happen this morning."

"Maria ought to be with Diaghileff," said Dick in a gentle
tone, in order to bring them back to quietude. "She has a nice
sense of decor--not to say rhythm. Will any of us ever see a
train pulling out without hearing a few shots?"

They bumped down the wide steel steps. "I'm sorry for the poor
man," Nicole said. "Course that's why she talked so strange to
me--she was getting ready to open fire."

She laughed, Rosemary laughed too, but they were both
horrified, and both of them deeply wanted Dick to make a moral
comment on the matter and not leave it to them. This wish was not
entirely conscious, especially on the part of Rosemary, who was
accustomed to having shell fragments of such events shriek past
her head. But a totality of shock had piled up in her too. For
the moment, Dick was too shaken by the impetus of his newly
recognized emotion to resolve things into the pattern of the
holiday, so the women, missing something, lapsed into a vague
unhappiness.

Then, as if nothing had happened, the lives of the Divers and
their friends flowed out into the street.

However, everything had happened--Abe's departure and Mary's
impending departure for Salzburg this afternoon had ended the
time in Paris. Or perhaps the shots, the concussions that had
finished God knew what dark matter, had terminated it. The shots
had entered into all their lives: echoes of violence followed
them out onto the pavement where two porters held a post-mortem
beside them as they waited for a taxi.

XX

In the square, as they came out, a suspended mass of gasoline
exhaust cooked slowly in the July sun. It was a terrible
thing--unlike pure heat it held no promise of rural escape but
suggested only roads choked with the same foul asthma. During
their luncheon, outdoors, across from the Luxembourg Gardens,
Rosemary had cramps and felt fretful and full of impatient
lassitude--it was the foretaste of this that had inspired her
self-accusation of selfishness in the station.

Dick had no suspicion of the sharpness of the change; he was
profoundly unhappy and the subsequent increase of egotism tended
momentarily to blind him to what was going on round about him,
and deprive him of the long ground-swell of imagination that he
counted on for his judgments.

After Mary North left them, accompanied by the Italian singing
teacher who had joined them for coffee and was taking her to her
train, Rosemary, too, stood up, bound for an engagement at her
studio: "meet some officials."

"And oh--" she proposed "--if Collis Clay, that Southern
boy--if he comes while you are still sitting here, just tell him
I couldn't wait; tell him to call me to-morrow."

Too insouciant, in reaction from the late disturbance, she had
assumed the privileges of a child--the result being to remind the
Divers of their exclusive love for their own children; Rosemary
was sharply rebuked in a short passage between the women: "You'd
better leave the message with a waiter," Nicole's voice was stern
and unmodulated, "we're leaving immediately."

Rosemary got it, took it without resentment.

"I'll let it go then. Good-by, you darlings."

Dick asked for the check; the Divers relaxed, chewing
tentatively on toothpicks.

"Well--" they said together.

He saw a flash of unhappiness on her mouth, so brief that only
he would have noticed, and he could pretend not to have seen.
What did Nicole think? Rosemary was one of a dozen people he had
"worked over" in the past years: these had included a French
circus clown, Abe and Mary North, a pair of dancers, a writer, a
painter, a comedienne from the Grand Guignol, a half-crazy
pederast from the Russian Ballet, a promising tenor they had
staked to a year in Milan. Nicole well knew how seriously these
people interpreted his interest and enthusiasm; but she realized
also that, except while their children were being born, Dick had
not spent a night apart from her since their marriage. On the
other hand, there was a pleasingness about him that simply had to
be used--those who possessed that pleasingness had to keep their
hands in, and go along attaching people that they had no use to
make of.

Now Dick hardened himself and let minutes pass without making
any gesture of confidence, any representation of constantly
renewed surprise that they were one together.

Collis Clay out of the South edged a passage between the
closely packed tables and greeted the Divers cavalierly. Such
salutations always astonished Dick--acquaintances saying "Hi!" to
them, or speaking only to one of them. He felt so intensely about
people that in moments of apathy he preferred to remain
concealed; that one could parade a casualness into his presence
was a challenge to the key on which he lived.

Collis, unaware that he was without a wedding garment,
heralded his arrival with: "I reckon I'm late--the beyed has
flown." Dick had to wrench something out of himself before he
could forgive him for not having first complimented Nicole.

She left almost immediately and he sat with Collis, finishing
the last of his wine. He rather liked Collis--he was "post-war";
less difficult than most of the Southerners he had known at New
Haven a decade previously. Dick listened with amusement to the
conversation that accompanied the slow, profound stuffing of a
pipe. In the early afternoon children and nurses were trekking
into the Luxembourg Gardens; it was the first time in months that
Dick had let this part of the day out of his hands.

Suddenly his blood ran cold as he realized the content of
Collis's confidential monologue.

"--she's not so cold as you'd probably think. I admit I
thought she was cold for a long time. But she got into a jam with
a friend of mine going from New York to Chicago at Easter--a boy
named Hillis she thought was pretty nutsey at New Haven--she had
a compartment with a cousin of mine but she and Hillis wanted to
be alone, so in the afternoon my cousin came and played cards in
our compartment. Well, after about two hours we went back and
there was Rosemary and Bill Hillis standing in the vestibule
arguing with the conductor--Rosemary white as a sheet. Seems they
locked the door and pulled down the blinds and I guess there was
some heavy stuff going on when the conductor came for the tickets
and knocked on the door. They thought it was us kidding them and
wouldn't let him in at first, and when they did, he was plenty
sore. He asked Hillis if that was his compartment and whether he
and Rosemary were married that they locked the door, and Hillis
lost his temper trying to explain there was nothing wrong. He
said the conductor had insulted Rosemary and he wanted him to
fight, but that conductor could have made trouble--and believe me
I had an awful time smoothing it over."

With every detail imagined, with even envy for the pair's
community of misfortune in the vestibule, Dick felt a change
taking place within him. Only the image of a third person, even a
vanished one, entering into his relation with Rosemary was needed
to throw him off his balance and send through him waves of pain,
misery, desire, desperation. The vividly pictured hand on
Rosemary's cheek, the quicker breath, the white excitement of the
event viewed from outside, the inviolable secret warmth
within.

--Do you mind if I pull down the curtain?

--Please do. It's too light in here.

Collis Clay was now speaking about fraternity politics at New
Haven, in the same tone, with the same emphasis. Dick had
gathered that he was in love with Rosemary in some curious way
Dick could not have understood. The affair with Hillis seemed to
have made no emotional impression on Collis save to give him the
joyful conviction that Rosemary was "human."

"Bones got a wonderful crowd," he said. "We all did, as a
matter of fact. New Haven's so big now the sad thing is the men
we have to leave out."

--Do you mind if I pull down the curtain?

--Please do. It's too light in here.

. . . Dick went over Paris to his bank--writing a check, he
looked along the row of men at the desks deciding to which one he
would present it for an O.K. As he wrote he engrossed himself in
the material act, examining meticulously the pen, writing
laboriously upon the high glass-topped desk. Once he raised
glazed eyes to look toward the mail department, then glazed his
spirit again by concentration upon the objects he dealt with.

Still he failed to decide to whom the check should be
presented, which man in the line would guess least of the unhappy
predicament in which he found himself and, also, which one would
be least likely to talk. There was Perrin, the suave New Yorker,
who had asked him to luncheons at the American Club, there was
Casasus, the Spaniard, with whom he usually discussed a mutual
friend in spite of the fact that the friend had passed out of his
life a dozen years before; there was Muchhause, who always asked
him whether he wanted to draw upon his wife's money or his
own.

As he entered the amount on the stub, and drew two lines under
it, he decided to go to Pierce, who was young and for whom he
would have to put on only a small show. It was often easier to
give a show than to watch one.

He went to the mail desk first--as the woman who served him
pushed up with her bosom a piece of paper that had nearly escaped
the desk, he thought how differently women use their bodies from
men. He took his letters aside to open: There was a bill for
seventeen psychiatric books from a German concern, a bill from
Brentano's, a letter from Buffalo from his father, in a
handwriting that year by year became more indecipherable; there
was a card from Tommy Barban postmarked Fez and bearing a
facetious communication; there were letters from doctors in
Zurich, both in German; a disputed bill from a plasterer in
Cannes; a bill from a furniture maker; a letter from the
publisher of a medical journal in Baltimore, miscellaneous
announcements and an invitation to a showing of pictures by an
incipient artist; also there were three letters for Nicole, and a
letter for Rosemary sent in his care.

--Do you mind if I pull down the curtain?

He went toward Pierce but he was engaged with a woman, and
Dick saw with his heels that he would have to present his check
to Casasus at the next desk, who was free.

"How are you, Diver?" Casasus was genial. He stood up, his
mustache spreading with his smile. "We were talking about
Featherstone the other day and I thought of you--he's out in
California now."

Dick widened his eyes and bent forward a little.

"In California?"

"That's what I heard."

Dick held the check poised; to focus the attention of Casasus
upon it he looked toward Pierce's desk, holding the latter for a
moment in a friendly eye-play conditioned by an old joke of three
years before when Pierce had been involved with a Lithuanian
countess. Pierce played up with a grin until Casasus had
authorized the check and had no further recourse to detain Dick,
whom he liked, than to stand up holding his pince-nez and repeat,
"Yes, he's in California."

Meanwhile Dick had seen that Perrin, at the head of the line
of desks, was in conversation with the heavyweight champion of
the world; from a sidesweep of Perrin's eye Dick saw that he was
considering calling him over and introducing him, but that he
finally decided against it.

Cutting across the social mood of Casasus with the intensity
he had accumulated at the glass desk--which is to say he looked
hard at the check, studying it, and then fixed his eyes on grave
problems beyond the first marble pillar to the right of the
banker's head and made a business of shifting the cane, hat, and
letters he carried--he said good-by and went out. He had long ago
purchased the doorman; his taxi sprang to the curb.

"I want to go to the Films Par Excellence Studio--it's on a
little street in Passy. Go to the Muette. I'll direct you from
there."

He was rendered so uncertain by the events of the last
forty-eight hours that he was not even sure of what he wanted to
do; he paid off the taxi at the Muette and walked in the
direction of the studio, crossing to the opposite side of the
street before he came to the building. Dignified in his fine
clothes, with their fine accessories, he was yet swayed and
driven as an animal. Dignity could come only with an overthrowing
of his past, of the effort of the last six years. He went briskly
around the block with the fatuousness of one of Tarkington's
adolescents, hurrying at the blind places lest he miss Rosemary's
coming out of the studio. It was a melancholy neighborhood. Next
door to the place he saw a sign: "1000 chemises." The shirts
filled the window, piled, cravated, stuffed, or draped with
shoddy grace on the showcase floor: "1000 chemises"--count them!
On either side he read: "Papeterie," "Pâtisserie," "Solde,"
"Réclame"--and Constance Talmadge in "Déjeuner de
Soleil," and farther away there were more sombre announcements:
"Vêtements Ecclésiastiques," "Déclaration de
Décès" and "Pompes Funèbres." Life and
death.

He knew that what he was now doing marked a turning point in
his life--it was out of line with everything that had preceded
it--even out of line with what effect he might hope to produce
upon Rosemary. Rosemary saw him always as a model of
correctness--his presence walking around this block was an
intrusion. But Dick's necessity of behaving as he did was a
projection of some submerged reality: he was compelled to walk
there, or stand there, his shirt-sleeve fitting his wrist and his
coat sleeve encasing his shirt-sleeve like a sleeve valve, his
collar molded plastically to his neck, his red hair cut exactly,
his hand holding his small briefcase like a dandy--just as
another man once found it necessary to stand in front of a church
in Ferrara, in sackcloth and ashes. Dick was paying some tribute
to things unforgotten, unshriven, unexpurgated.

XXI

After three-quarters of an hour of standing around, he became
suddenly involved in a human contact. It was just the sort of
thing that was likely to happen to him when he was in the mood of
not wanting to see any one. So rigidly did he sometimes guard his
exposed self-consciousness that frequently he defeated his own
purposes; as an actor who underplays a part sets up a craning
forward, a stimulated emotional attention in an audience, and
seems to create in others an ability to bridge the gap he has
left open. Similarly we are seldom sorry for those who need and
crave our pity--we reserve this for those who, by other means,
make us exercise the abstract function of pity.

So Dick might, himself, have analyzed the incident that
ensued. As he paced the Rue des Saintes-Anges he was spoken to by
a thin-faced American, perhaps thirty, with an air of being
scarred and a slight but sinister smile. As Dick gave him the
light he requested, he placed him as one of a type of which he
had been conscious since early youth--a type that loafed about
tobacco stores with one elbow on the counter and watched, through
heaven knew what small chink of the mind, the people who came in
and out. Intimate to garages, where he had vague business
conducted in undertones, to barber shops, to the lobbies of
theatres--in such places, at any rate, Dick placed him. Sometimes
the face bobbed up in one of Tad's more savage cartoons--in
boyhood Dick had often thrown an uneasy glance at the dim
borderland of crime on which he stood.

"How do you like Paris, Buddy?"

Not waiting for an answer the man tried to fit in his
footsteps with Dick's: "Where you from?" he asked
encouragingly.

"From Buffalo."

"I'm from San Antone--but I been over here since the war."

"You in the army?"

"I'll say I was. Eighty-fourth Division--ever heard of
that outfit?"

The man walked a little ahead of him and fixed him with eyes
that were practically menacing.

"Staying in Paris awhile, Buddy? Or just passing through."

"Passing through."

"What hotel you staying at?"

Dick had begun laughing to himself--the party had the
intention of rifling his room that night. His thoughts were read
apparently without self-consciousness.

"With a build like yours you oughtn't to be afraid of me,
Buddy. There's a lot of bums around just laying for American
tourists, but you needn't be afraid of me."

Becoming bored, Dick stopped walking: "I just wonder why
you've got so much time to waste."

"I'm in business here in Paris."

"In what line?"

"Selling papers."

The contrast between the formidable manner and the mild
profession was absurd--but the man amended it with:

"Don't worry; I made plenty money last year--ten or twenty
francs for a Sunny Times that cost six."

He produced a newspaper clipping from a rusty wallet and
passed it over to one who had become a fellow stroller--the
cartoon showed a stream of Americans pouring from the gangplank
of a liner freighted with gold.

"Two hundred thousand--spending ten million a summer."

"What you doing out here in Passy?"

His companion looked around cautiously. "Movies," he said
darkly. "They got an American studio over there. And they need
guys can speak English. I'm waiting for a break."

Dick shook him off quickly and firmly.

It had become apparent that Rosemary either had escaped on one
of his early circuits of the block or else had left before he
came into the neighborhood; he went into the bistro on the
corner, bought a lead disk and, squeezed in an alcove between the
kitchen and the foul toilet, he called the Roi George. He
recognized Cheyne-Stokes tendencies in his respiration--but like
everything the symptom served only to turn him in toward his
emotion. He gave the number of the hotel; then stood holding the
phone and staring into the café; after a long while a
strange little voice said hello.

"This is Dick--I had to call you."

A pause from her--then bravely, and in key with his emotion:
"I'm glad you did."

"I came to meet you at your studio--I'm out in Passy across
the way from it. I thought maybe we'd ride around through the
Bois."

"Oh, I only stayed there a minute! I'm so sorry." A
silence.

"Rosemary."

"Yes, Dick."

"Look, I'm in an extraordinary condition about you. When a
child can disturb a middle-aged gent--things get difficult."

"You're not middle-aged, Dick--you're the youngest person in
the world."

"Rosemary?" Silence while he stared at a shelf that held the
humbler poisons of France--bottles of Otard, Rhum St. James,
Marie Brizzard, Punch Orangeade, André Fernet Blanco,
Cherry Rochet, and Armagnac.

"Are you alone?"

--Do you mind if I pull down the curtain?

"Who do you think I'd be with?"

"That's the state I'm in. I'd like to be with you now."

Silence, then a sigh and an answer. "I wish you were with me
now."

There was the hotel room where she lay behind a telephone
number, and little gusts of music wailed around her--

"And two--for tea.
And me for you,
And you for me
Alow-own."

There was the remembered dust of powder over her tan--when he
kissed her face it was damp around the corners of her hair; there
was the flash of a white face under his own, the arc of a
shoulder.

"It's impossible," he said to himself. In a minute he was out
in the street marching along toward the Muette, or away from it,
his small brief-case still in his hand, his gold-headed stick
held at a sword-like angle.

Rosemary returned to her desk and finished a letter to her
mother.

"--I only saw him for a little while but I thought he was
wonderful looking. I fell in love with him (Of course I Do Love
Dick Best but you know what I mean). He really is going to direct
the picture and is leaving immediately for Hollywood, and I think
we ought to leave, too. Collis Clay has been here. I like him all
right but have not seen much of him because of the Divers, who
really are divine, about the Nicest People I ever Knew. I am
feeling not very well to-day and am taking the Medicine, though
see No need for it. I'm not even Going to Try to tell you All
that's Happened until I see You!!! So when you get this
letter wire, wire, wire! Are you coming north or shall I
come south with the Divers?"

At six Dick called Nicole.

"Have you any special plans?" he asked. "Would you like to do
something quiet--dinner at the hotel and then a play?"

"Would you? I'll do whatever you want. I phoned Rosemary a
while ago and she's having dinner in her room. I think this upset
all of us, don't you?"

She agreed to go to a play. It was a tradition between them
that they should never be too tired for anything, and they found
it made the days better on the whole and put the evenings more in
order. When, inevitably, their spirits flagged they shifted the
blame to the weariness and fatigue of others. Before they went
out, as fine-looking a couple as could be found in Paris, they
knocked softly at Rosemary's door. There was no answer; judging
that she was asleep they walked into a warm strident Paris night,
snatching a vermouth and bitters in the shadow by Fouquet's
bar.

XXII

Nicole awoke late, murmuring something back into her dream
before she parted her long lashes tangled with sleep. Dick's bed
was empty--only after a minute did she realize that she had been
awakened by a knock at their salon door.

"Entrez!" she called, but there was no answer, and after a
moment she slipped on a dressing-gown and went to open it. A
sergent-de-ville confronted her courteously and stepped inside
the door.

"Mr. Afghan North--he is here?"

"What? No--he's gone to America."

"When did he leave, Madame?"

"Yesterday morning."

He shook his head and waved his forefinger at her in a quicker
rhythm.

"He was in Paris last night. He is registered here but his
room is not occupied. They told me I had better ask at this
room."

"Sounds very peculiar to me--we saw him off yesterday morning
on the boat train."

"Be that as it may, he has been seen here this morning. Even
his carte d'identité has been seen. And there you
are."

"We know nothing about it," she proclaimed in amazement.

He considered. He was an ill-smelling, handsome man.

"You were not with him at all last night?"

"But no."

"We have arrested a Negro. We are convinced we have at last
arrested the correct Negro."

"I assure you that I haven't an idea what you're talking
about. If it's the Mr. Abraham North, the one we know, well, if
he was in Paris last night we weren't aware of it."

The man nodded, sucked his upper lip, convinced but
disappointed.

"What happened?" Nicole demanded.

He showed his palms, puffing out his closed mouth. He had
begun to find her attractive and his eyes flickered at her.

"What do you wish, Madame? A summer affair. Mr. Afghan North
was robbed and he made a complaint. We have arrested the
miscreant. Mr. Afghan should come to identify him and make the
proper charges."

Nicole pulled her dressing-gown closer around her and
dismissed him briskly. Mystified she took a bath and dressed. By
this time it was after ten and she called Rosemary but got no
answer--then she phoned the hotel office and found that Abe had
indeed registered, at six-thirty this morning. His room, however,
was still unoccupied. Hoping for a word from Dick she waited in
the parlor of the suite; just as she had given up and decided to
go out, the office called and announced:

"Meestaire Crawshow, un nègre."

"On what business?" she demanded.

"He says he knows you and the doctaire. He says there is a
Meestaire Freeman into prison that is a friend of all the world.
He says there is injustice and he wishes to see Meestaire North
before he himself is arrested."

"We know nothing about it." Nicole disclaimed the whole
business with a vehement clap of the receiver. Abe's bizarre
reappearance made it plain to her how fatigued she was with his
dissipation. Dismissing him from her mind she went out, ran into
Rosemary at the dressmaker's, and shopped with her for artificial
flowers and all-colored strings of colored beads on the Rue de
Rivoli. She helped Rosemary choose a diamond for her mother, and
some scarfs and novel cigarette cases to take home to business
associates in California. For her son she bought Greek and Roman
soldiers, a whole army of them, costing over a thousand francs.
Once again they spent their money in different ways and again
Rosemary admired Nicole's method of spending. Nicole was sure
that the money she spent was hers--Rosemary still thought her
money was miraculously lent to her and she must consequently be
very careful of it.

It was fun spending money in the sunlight of the foreign city
with healthy bodies under them that sent streams of color up to
their faces; with arms and hands, legs and ankles that they
stretched out confidently, reaching or stepping with the
confidence of women lovely to men.

When they got back to the hotel and found Dick, all bright and
new in the morning, both of them had a moment of complete
childish joy.

He had just received a garbled telephone call from Abe who, so
it appeared, had spent the forenoon in hiding.

"It was one of the most extraordinary telephone conversations
I've ever held."

Dick had talked not only to Abe but to a dozen others. On the
phone these supernumeraries had been typically introduced as:
"--man wants to talk to you is in the teput dome, well he says he
was in it--what is it?

"Hey, somebody, shut-up--anyhow, he was in some
shandel-scandal and he kaa possibly go home. My own
personal is that--my personal is he's had a--" Gulps
sounded and thereafter what the party had, rested with the
unknown.

The phone yielded up a supplementary offer:

"I thought it would appeal to you anyhow as a psychologist."
The vague personality who corresponded to this statement was
eventually hung on to the phone; in the sequence he failed to
appeal to Dick, as a psychologist, or indeed as anything else.
Abe's conversation flowed on as follows:

"Hello."

"Well?"

"Well, hello."

"Who are you?"

"Well." There were interpolated snorts of laughter.

"Well, I'll put somebody else on the line."

Sometimes Dick could hear Abe's voice, accompanied by
scufflings, droppings of the receiver, far-away fragments such
as, "No, I don't, Mr. North. . . ." Then a pert decided voice had
said: "If you are a friend of Mr. North you will come down and
take him away."

Abe cut in, solemn and ponderous, beating it all down with an
overtone of earth-bound determination.

"Dick, I've launched a race riot in Montmartre. I'm going over
and get Freeman out of jail. If a Negro from Copenhagen that
makes shoe polish--hello, can you hear me--well, look, if anybody
comes there--" Once again the receiver was a chorus of
innumerable melodies.

"Why you back in Paris?" Dick demanded.

"I got as far as Evreux, and I decided to take a plane back so
I could compare it with St. Sulpice. I mean I don't intend to
bring St. Sulpice back to Paris. I don't even mean Baroque! I
meant St. Germain. For God's sake, wait a minute and I'll put the
chasseur on the wire."

"For God's sake, don't."

"Listen--did Mary get off all right?"

"Yes."

"Dick, I want you to talk with a man I met here this morning,
the son of a naval officer that's been to every doctor in Europe.
Let me tell you about him--"

Dick had rung off at this point--perhaps that was a piece of
ingratitude for he needed grist for the grinding activity of his
mind.

"Abe used to be so nice," Nicole told Rosemary. "So nice. Long
ago--when Dick and I were first married. If you had known him
then. He'd come to stay with us for weeks and weeks and we
scarcely knew he was in the house. Sometimes he'd play--sometimes
he'd be in the library with a muted piano, making love to it by
the hour--Dick, do you remember that maid? She thought he was a
ghost and sometimes Abe used to meet her in the hall and moo at
her, and it cost us a whole tea service once--but we didn't
care."

So much fun--so long ago. Rosemary envied them their fun,
imagining a life of leisure unlike her own. She knew little of
leisure but she had the respect for it of those who have never
had it. She thought of it as a resting, without realizing that
the Divers were as far from relaxing as she was herself.

"What did this to him?" she asked. "Why does he have to
drink?"

Nicole shook her head right and left, disclaiming
responsibility for the matter: "So many smart men go to pieces
nowadays."

"And when haven't they?" Dick asked. "Smart men play close to
the line because they have to--some of them can't stand it, so
they quit."

"It must lie deeper than that." Nicole clung to her
conversation; also she was irritated that Dick should contradict
her before Rosemary. "Artists like--well, like Fernand don't seem
to have to wallow in alcohol. Why is it just Americans who
dissipate?"

There were so many answers to this question that Dick decided
to leave it in the air, to buzz victoriously in Nicole's ears. He
had become intensely critical of her. Though he thought she was
the most attractive human creature he had ever seen, though he
got from her everything he needed, he scented battle from afar,
and subconsciously he had been hardening and arming himself, hour
by hour. He was not given to self-indulgence and he felt
comparatively graceless at this moment of indulging himself,
blinding his eyes with the hope that Nicole guessed at only an
emotional excitement about Rosemary. He was not sure--last night
at the theatre she had referred pointedly to Rosemary as a
child.

The trio lunched downstairs in an atmosphere of carpets and
padded waiters, who did not march at the stomping quick-step of
those men who brought good food to the tables whereon they had
recently dined. Here there were families of Americans staring
around at families of Americans, and trying to make conversation
with one another.

There was a party at the next table that they could not
account for. It consisted of an expansive, somewhat secretarial,
would-you-mind-repeating young man, and a score of women. The
women were neither young nor old nor of any particular social
class; yet the party gave the impression of a unit, held more
closely together for example than a group of wives stalling
through a professional congress of their husbands. Certainly it
was more of a unit than any conceivable tourist party.

An instinct made Dick suck back the grave derision that formed
on his tongue; he asked the waiter to find out who they were.

"Those are the gold-star muzzers," explained the waiter.

Aloud and in low voices they exclaimed. Rosemary's eyes filled
with tears.

"Probably the young ones are the wives," said Nicole.

Over his wine Dick looked at them again; in their happy faces,
the dignity that surrounded and pervaded the party, he perceived
all the maturity of an older America. For a while the sobered
women who had come to mourn for their dead, for something they
could not repair, made the room beautiful. Momentarily, he sat
again on his father's knee, riding with Moseby while the old
loyalties and devotions fought on around him. Almost with an
effort he turned back to his two women at the table and faced the
whole new world in which he believed.

--Do you mind if I pull down the curtain?

XXIII

Abe North was still in the Ritz bar, where he had been since
nine in the morning. When he arrived seeking sanctuary the
windows were open and great beams were busy at pulling up the
dust from smoky carpets and cushions. Chasseurs tore through the
corridors, liberated and disembodied, moving for the moment in
pure space. The sit-down bar for women, across from the bar
proper, seemed very small--it was hard to imagine what throngs it
could accommodate in the afternoon.

The famous Paul, the concessionaire, had not arrived, but
Claude, who was checking stock, broke off his work with no
improper surprise to make Abe a pick-me-up. Abe sat on a bench
against a wall. After two drinks he began to feel better--so much
better that he mounted to the barber's shop and was shaved. When
he returned to the bar Paul had arrived--in his custom-built
motor, from which he had disembarked correctly at the Boulevard
des Capucines. Paul liked Abe and came over to talk.

"I was supposed to ship home this morning," Abe said. "I mean
yesterday morning, or whatever this is."

"Why din you?" asked Paul.

Abe considered, and happened finally to a reason: "I was
reading a serial in Liberty and the next installment was due here
in Paris--so if I'd sailed I'd have missed it--then I never would
have read it."

"It must be a very good story."

"It's a terr-r-rible story."

Paul arose chuckling and paused, leaning on the back of a
chair:

"If you really want to get off, Mr. North, there are friends
of yours going to-morrow on the France--Mister what is this
name--and Slim Pearson. Mister--I'll think of it--tall with a new
beard."

"Yardly," Abe supplied.

"Mr. Yardly. They're both going on the France."

He was on his way to his duties but Abe tried to detain him:
"If I didn't have to go by way of Cherbourg. The baggage went
that way."

"Get your baggage in New York," said Paul, receding.

The logic of the suggestion fitted gradually into Abe's
pitch--he grew rather enthusiastic about being cared for, or
rather of prolonging his state of irresponsibility.

Other clients had meanwhile drifted in to the bar: first came
a huge Dane whom Abe had somewhere encountered. The Dane took a
seat across the room, and Abe guessed he would be there all the
day, drinking, lunching, talking or reading newspapers. He felt a
desire to out-stay him. At eleven the college boys began to step
in, stepping gingerly lest they tear one another bag from bag. It
was about then he had the chasseur telephone to the Divers; by
the time he was in touch with them he was in touch also with
other friends--and his hunch was to put them all on different
phones at once--the result was somewhat general. From time to
time his mind reverted to the fact that he ought to go over and
get Freeman out of jail, but he shook off all facts as parts of
the nightmare.

By one o'clock the bar was jammed; amidst the consequent
mixture of voices the staff of waiters functioned, pinning down
their clients to the facts of drink and money.

"That makes two stingers . . . and one more . . . two martinis
and one . . . nothing for you, Mr. Quarterly . . . that makes
three rounds. That makes seventy-five francs, Mr. Quarterly. Mr.
Schaeffer said he had this--you had the last . . . I can only do
what you say . . . thanks vera-much."

In the confusion Abe had lost his seat; now he stood gently
swaying and talking to some of the people with whom he had
involved himself. A terrier ran a leash around his legs but Abe
managed to extricate himself without upsetting and became the
recipient of profuse apologies. Presently he was invited to
lunch, but declined. It was almost Briglith, he explained, and
there was something he had to do at Briglith. A little later,
with the exquisite manners of the alcoholic that are like the
manners of a prisoner or a family servant, he said good-by to an
acquaintance, and turning around discovered that the bar's great
moment was over as precipitately as it had begun.

Across from him the Dane and his companions had ordered
luncheon. Abe did likewise but scarcely touched it. Afterwards,
he just sat, happy to live in the past. The drink made past happy
things contemporary with the present, as if they were still going
on, contemporary even with the future as if they were about to
happen again.

At four the chasseur approached him:

"You wish to see a colored fellow of the name Jules
Peterson?"

"God! How did he find me?"

"I didn't tell him you were present."

"Who did?" Abe fell over his glasses but recovered
himself.

"Says he's already been around to all the American bars and
hotels."

"Tell him I'm not here--" As the chasseur turned away Abe
asked: "Can he come in here?"

"I'll find out."

Receiving the question Paul glanced over his shoulder; he
shook his head, then seeing Abe he came over.

"I'm sorry; I can't allow it."

Abe got himself up with an effort and went out to the Rue
Cambon.

XXIV

With his miniature leather brief-case in his hand Richard
Diver walked from the seventh arrondisement--where he left a note
for Maria Wallis signed "Dicole," the word with which he and
Nicole had signed communications in the first days of love--to
his shirt-makers where the clerks made a fuss over him out of
proportion to the money he spent. Ashamed at promising so much to
these poor Englishmen, with his fine manners, his air of having
the key to security, ashamed of making a tailor shift an inch of
silk on his arm. Afterward he went to the bar of the Crillon and
drank a small coffee and two fingers of gin.

As he entered the hotel the halls had seemed unnaturally
bright; when he left he realized that it was because it had
already turned dark outside. It was a windy four-o'clock night
with the leaves on the Champs Élysées singing and
failing, thin and wild. Dick turned down the Rue de Rivoli,
walking two squares under the arcades to his bank where there was
mail. Then he took a taxi and started up the Champs
Élysées through the first patter of rain, sitting
alone with his love.

Back at two o'clock in the Roi George corridor the beauty of
Nicole had been to the beauty of Rosemary as the beauty of
Leonardo's girl was to that of the girl of an illustrator. Dick
moved on through the rain, demoniac and frightened, the passions
of many men inside him and nothing simple that he could see.

Rosemary opened her door full of emotions no one else knew of.
She was now what is sometimes called a "little wild thing"--by
twenty-four full hours she was not yet unified and she was
absorbed in playing around with chaos; as if her destiny were a
picture puzzle--counting benefits, counting hopes, telling off
Dick, Nicole, her mother, the director she met yesterday, like
stops on a string of beads.

When Dick knocked she had just dressed and been watching the
rain, thinking of some poem, and of full gutters in Beverly
Hills. When she opened the door she saw him as something fixed
and Godlike as he had always been, as older people are to
younger, rigid and unmalleable. Dick saw her with an inevitable
sense of disappointment. It took him a moment to respond to the
unguarded sweetness of her smile, her body calculated to a
millimeter to suggest a bud yet guarantee a flower. He was
conscious of the print of her wet foot on a rug through the
bathroom door.

"Miss Television," he said with a lightness he did not feel.
He put his gloves, his brief-case on the dressing-table, his
stick against the wall. His chin dominated the lines of pain
around his mouth, forcing them up into his forehead and the
corner of his eyes, like fear that cannot be shown in public.

"Come and sit on my lap close to me," he said softly, "and let
me see about your lovely mouth."

She came over and sat there and while the dripping slowed down
outside--drip--dri-i-ip, she laid her lips to the beautiful cold
image she had created.

Presently she kissed him several times in the mouth, her face
getting big as it came up to him; he had never seen anything so
dazzling as the quality of her skin, and since sometimes beauty
gives back the images of one's best thoughts he thought of his
responsibility about Nicole, and of the responsibility of her
being two doors down across the corridor.

"The rain's over," he said. "Do you see the sun on the
slate?"

Rosemary stood up and leaned down and said her most sincere
thing to him:

"Oh, we're such actors--you and I."

She went to her dresser and the moment that she laid her comb
flat against her hair there was a slow persistent knocking at the
door.

They were shocked motionless; the knock was repeated
insistently, and in the sudden realization that the door was not
locked Rosemary finished her hair with one stroke, nodded at Dick
who had quickly jerked the wrinkles out of the bed where they had
been sitting, and started for the door. Dick said in quite a
natural voice, not too loud:

"--so if you don't feel up to going out, I'll tell Nicole and
we'll have a very quiet last evening."

The precautions were needless for the situation of the parties
outside the door was so harassed as to preclude any but the most
fleeting judgments on matters not pertinent to themselves.
Standing there was Abe, aged by several months in the last
twenty-four hours, and a very frightened, concerned colored man
whom Abe introduced as Mr. Peterson of Stockholm.

"He's in a terrible situation and it's my fault," said Abe.
"We need some good advice."

"Come in our rooms," said Dick.

Abe insisted that Rosemary come too and they crossed the hall
to the Divers' suite. Jules Peterson, a small, respectable Negro,
on the suave model that heels the Republican party in the border
States, followed.

It appeared that the latter had been a legal witness to the
early morning dispute in Montparnasse; he had accompanied Abe to
the police station and supported his assertion that a thousand
franc note had been seized out of his hand by a Negro, whose
identification was one of the points of the case. Abe and Jules
Peterson, accompanied by an agent of police, returned to the
bistro and too hastily identified as the criminal a Negro, who,
so it was established after an hour, had only entered the place
after Abe left. The police had further complicated the situation
by arresting the prominent Negro restaurateur, Freeman, who had
only drifted through the alcoholic fog at a very early stage and
then vanished. The true culprit, whose case, as reported by his
friends, was that he had merely commandeered a fifty-franc note
to pay for drinks that Abe had ordered, had only recently and in
a somewhat sinister rôle, reappeared upon the scene.

In brief, Abe had succeeded in the space of an hour in
entangling himself with the personal lives, consciences, and
emotions of one Afro-European and three Afro-Americans inhabiting
the French Latin quarter. The disentanglement was not even
faintly in sight and the day had passed in an atmosphere of
unfamiliar Negro faces bobbing up in unexpected places and around
unexpected corners, and insistent Negro voices on the phone.

In person, Abe had succeeded in evading all of them, save
Jules Peterson. Peterson was rather in the position of the
friendly Indian who had helped a white. The Negroes who suffered
from the betrayal were not so much after Abe as after Peterson,
and Peterson was very much after what protection he might get
from Abe.

Up in Stockholm Peterson had failed as a small manufacturer of
shoe polish and now possessed only his formula and sufficient
trade tools to fill a small box; however, his new protector had
promised in the early hours to set him up in business in
Versailles. Abe's former chauffeur was a shoemaker there and Abe
had handed Peterson two hundred francs on account.

Rosemary listened with distaste to this rigmarole; to
appreciate its grotesquerie required a more robust sense of humor
than hers. The little man with his portable manufactory, his
insincere eyes that, from time to time, rolled white semicircles
of panic into view; the figure of Abe, his face as blurred as the
gaunt fine lines of it would permit--all this was as remote from
her as sickness.

"I ask only a chance in life," said Peterson with the sort of
precise yet distorted intonation peculiar to colonial countries.
"My methods are simple, my formula is so good that I was drove
away from Stockholm, ruined, because I did not care to dispose of
it."

Dick regarded him politely--interest formed, dissolved, he
turned to Abe:

"You go to some hotel and go to bed. After you're all straight
Mr. Peterson will come and see you."

"I shall wait in the hall," said Mr. Peterson with delicacy.
"It is perhaps hard to discuss my problems in front of me."

He withdrew after a short travesty of a French bow; Abe pulled
himself to his feet with the deliberation of a locomotive.

"I don't seem highly popular to-day."

"Popular but not probable," Dick advised him. "My advice is to
leave this hotel--by way of the bar, if you want. Go to the
Chambord, or if you'll need a lot of service, go over to the
Majestic."

"Could I annoy you for a drink?"

"There's not a thing up here," Dick lied.

Resignedly Abe shook hands with Rosemary; he composed his face
slowly, holding her hand a long time and forming sentences that
did not emerge.

"You are the most--one of the most--"

She was sorry, and rather revolted at his dirty hands, but she
laughed in a well-bred way, as though it were nothing unusual to
her to watch a man walking in a slow dream. Often people display
a curious respect for a man drunk, rather like the respect of
simple races for the insane. Respect rather than fear. There is
something awe-inspiring in one who has lost all inhibitions, who
will do anything. Of course we make him pay afterward for his
moment of superiority, his moment of impressiveness. Abe turned
to Dick with a last appeal.

"If I go to a hotel and get all steamed and curry-combed, and
sleep awhile, and fight off these Senegalese--could I come and
spend the evening by the fireside?"

Dick nodded at him, less in agreement than in mockery and
said: "You have a high opinion of your current capacities."

"I bet if Nicole was here she'd let me come back."

"All right." Dick went to a trunk tray and brought a box to
the central table; inside were innumerable cardboard letters.

"You can come if you want to play anagrams."

Abe eyed the contents of the box with physical revulsion, as
though he had been asked to eat them like oats.

"I bet you can spell alcohol," Abe plunged his hand among the
counters. "Can I come back if I can spell alcohol?"

"You can come back if you want to play anagrams."

Abe shook his head resignedly.

"If you're in that frame of mind there's no use--I'd just be
in the way." He waved his finger reproachfully at Dick. "But
remember what George the third said, that if Grant was drunk he
wished he would bite the other generals."

With a last desperate glance at Rosemary from the golden
corners of his eyes, he went out. To his relief Peterson was no
longer in the corridor. Feeling lost and homeless he went back to
ask Paul the name of that boat.

XXV

When he had tottered out, Dick and Rosemary embraced
fleetingly. There was a dust of Paris over both of them through
which they scented each other: the rubber guard on Dick's
fountain pen, the faintest odor of warmth from Rosemary's neck
and shoulders. For another half-minute Dick clung to the
situation; Rosemary was first to return to reality.

"I must go, youngster," she said.

They blinked at each other across a widening space, and
Rosemary made an exit that she had learned young, and on which no
director had ever tried to improve.

She opened the door of her room and went directly to her desk
where she had suddenly remembered leaving her wristwatch. It was
there; slipping it on she glanced down at the daily letter to her
mother, finishing the last sentence in her mind. Then, rather
gradually, she realized without turning about that she was not
alone in the room.

In an inhabited room there are refracting objects only half
noticed: varnished wood, more or less polished brass, silver and
ivory, and beyond these a thousand conveyers of light and shadow
so mild that one scarcely thinks of them as that, the tops of
picture-frames, the edges of pencils or ash-trays, of crystal or
china ornaments; the totality of this refraction--appealing to
equally subtle reflexes of the vision as well as to those
associational fragments in the subconscious that we seem to hang
on to, as a glass-fitter keeps the irregularly shaped pieces that
may do some time--this fact might account for what Rosemary
afterward mystically described as "realizing" that there was some
one in the room, before she could determine it. But when she did
realize it she turned swift in a sort of ballet step and saw that
a dead Negro was stretched upon her bed.

As she cried "aaouu!" and her still unfastened wristwatch
banged against the desk she had the preposterous idea that it was
Abe North. Then she dashed for the door and across the hall.

Dick was straightening up; he had examined the gloves worn
that day and thrown them into a pile of soiled gloves in a corner
of a trunk. He had hung up coat and vest and spread his shirt on
another hanger--a trick of his own. "You'll wear a shirt that's a
little dirty where you won't wear a mussed shirt." Nicole had
come in and was dumping one of Abe's extraordinary ash-trays into
the waste-basket when Rosemary tore into the room.

"Dick! Dick! Come and see!"

Dick jogged across the hall into her room. He knelt to
Peterson's heart, and felt the pulse--the body was warm, the
face, harassed and indirect in life, was gross and bitter in
death; the box of materials was held under one arm but the shoe
that dangled over the bedside was bare of polish and its sole was
worn through. By French law Dick had no right to touch the body
but he moved the arm a little to see something--there was a stain
on the green coverlet, there would be faint blood on the blanket
beneath.

Dick closed the door and stood thinking; he heard cautious
steps in the corridor and then Nicole calling him by name.
Opening the door he whispered: "Bring the couverture and top
blanket from one of our beds--don't let any one see you." Then,
noticing the strained look on her face, he added quickly, "Look
here, you mustn't get upset over this--it's only some nigger
scrap."

"I want it to be over."

The body, as Dick lifted it, was light and ill-nourished. He
held it so that further hemorrhages from the wound would flow
into the man's clothes. Laying it beside the bed he stripped off
the coverlet and top blanket and then opening the door an inch,
listened--there was a clank of dishes down the hall followed by a
loud patronizing "Merci, Madame," but the waiter went in
the other direction, toward the service stairway. Quickly Dick
and Nicole exchanged bundles across the corridor; after spreading
this covering on Rosemary's bed, Dick stood sweating in the warm
twilight, considering. Certain points had become apparent to him
in the moment following his examination of the body; first, that
Abe's first hostile Indian had tracked the friendly Indian and
discovered him in the corridor, and when the latter had taken
desperate refuge in Rosemary's room, had hunted down and slain
him; second, that if the situation were allowed to develop
naturally, no power on earth could keep the smear off
Rosemary--the paint was scarcely dry on the Arbuckle case. Her
contract was contingent upon an obligation to continue rigidly
and unexceptionally as "Daddy's Girl."

Automatically Dick made the old motion of turning up his
sleeves though he wore a sleeveless undershirt, and bent over the
body. Getting a purchase on the shoulders of the coat he kicked
open the door with his heel, and dragged the body quickly into a
plausible position in the corridor. He came back into Rosemary's
room and smoothed back the grain of the plush floor rug. Then he
went to the phone in his suite and called the manager-owner of
the hotel.

"McBeth?--it's Doctor Diver speaking--something very
important. Are we on a more or less private line?"

It was good that he had made the extra effort which had firmly
entrenched him with Mr. McBeth. Here was one use for all the
pleasingness that Dick had expended over a large area he would
never retrace. . . .

"Going out of the suite we came on a dead Negro . . . in the
hall . . . no, no, he's a civilian. Wait a minute now--I knew you
didn't want any guests to blunder on the body so I'm phoning you.
Of course I must ask you to keep my name out of it. I don't want
any French red tape just because I discovered the man."

What exquisite consideration for the hotel! Only because Mr.
McBeth, with his own eyes, had seen these traits in Doctor Diver
two nights before, could he credit the story without
question.

In a minute Mr. McBeth arrived and in another minute he was
joined by a gendarme. In the interval he found time to whisper to
Dick, "You can be sure the name of any guest will be protected.
I'm only too grateful to you for your pains."

Mr. McBeth took an immediate step that may only be imagined,
but that influenced the gendarme so as to make him pull his
mustaches in a frenzy of uneasiness and greed. He made
perfunctory notes and sent a telephone call to his post.
Meanwhile with a celerity that Jules Peterson, as a business man,
would have quite understood, the remains were carried into
another apartment of one of the most fashionable hotels in the
world.

Dick went back to his salon.

"What happened?" cried Rosemary. "Do all the Americans
in Paris just shoot at each other all the time?"

"This seems to be the open season," he answered. "Where's
Nicole?"

"I think she's in the bathroom."

She adored him for saving her--disasters that could have
attended upon the event had passed in prophecy through her mind;
and she had listened in wild worship to his strong, sure, polite
voice making it all right. But before she reached him in a sway
of soul and body his attention focussed on something else: he
went into the bedroom and toward the bathroom. And now Rosemary,
too, could hear, louder and louder, a verbal inhumanity that
penetrated the keyholes and the cracks in the doors, swept into
the suite and in the shape of horror took form again.

With the idea that Nicole had fallen in the bathroom and hurt
herself, Rosemary followed Dick. That was not the condition of
affairs at which she stared before Dick shouldered her back and
brusquely blocked her view.

Nicole knelt beside the tub swaying sidewise and sidewise.
"It's you!" she cried, "--it's you come to intrude on the only
privacy I have in the world--with your spread with red blood on
it. I'll wear it for you--I'm not ashamed, though it was such a
pity. On All Fools Day we had a party on the Zurichsee, and all
the fools were there, and I wanted to come dressed in a spread
but they wouldn't let me--"

"Control yourself!"

"--so I sat in the bathroom and they brought me a domino and
said wear that. I did. What else could I do?"

"Control yourself, Nicole!"

"I never expected you to love me--it was too late--only don't
come in the bathroom, the only place I can go for privacy,
dragging spreads with red blood on them and asking me to fix
them."

"Control yourself. Get up--"

Rosemary, back in the salon, heard the bathroom door bang, and
stood trembling: now she knew what Violet McKisco had seen in the
bathroom at Villa Diana. She answered the ringing phone and
almost cried with relief when she found it was Collis Clay, who
had traced her to the Divers' apartment. She asked him to come up
while she got her hat, because she was afraid to go into her room
alone.

BOOK 2

I

In the spring of 1917, when Doctor Richard Diver first arrived
in Zurich, he was twenty-six years old, a fine age for a man,
indeed the very acme of bachelorhood. Even in war-time days, it
was a fine age for Dick, who was already too valuable, too much
of a capital investment to be shot off in a gun. Years later it
seemed to him that even in this sanctuary he did not escape
lightly, but about that he never fully made up his mind--in 1917
he laughed at the idea, saying apologetically that the war didn't
touch him at all. Instructions from his local board were that he
was to complete his studies in Zurich and take a degree as he had
planned.

Switzerland was an island, washed on one side by the waves of
thunder around Gorizia and on another by the cataracts along the
Somme and the Aisne. For once there seemed more intriguing
strangers than sick ones in the cantons, but that had to be
guessed at--the men who whispered in the little cafés of
Berne and Geneva were as likely to be diamond salesmen or
commercial travellers. However, no one had missed the long trains
of blinded or one-legged men, or dying trunks, that crossed each
other between the bright lakes of Constance and Neuchâtel.
In the beer-halls and shop-windows were bright posters presenting
the Swiss defending their frontiers in 1914--with inspiring
ferocity young men and old men glared down from the mountains at
phantom French and Germans; the purpose was to assure the Swiss
heart that it had shared the contagious glory of those days. As
the massacre continued the posters withered away, and no country
was more surprised than its sister republic when the United
States bungled its way into the war.

Doctor Diver had seen around the edges of the war by that
time: he was an Oxford Rhodes Scholar from Connecticut in 1914.
He returned home for a final year at Johns Hopkins, and took his
degree. In 1916 he managed to get to Vienna under the impression
that, if he did not make haste, the great Freud would eventually
succumb to an aeroplane bomb. Even then Vienna was old with death
but Dick managed to get enough coal and oil to sit in his room in
the Damenstiff Strasse and write the pamphlets that he later
destroyed, but that, rewritten, were the backbone of the book he
published in Zurich in 1920.

Most of us have a favorite, a heroic period, in our lives and
that was Dick Diver's. For one thing he had no idea that he was
charming, that the affection he gave and inspired was anything
unusual among healthy people. In his last year at New Haven some
one referred to him as "lucky Dick"--the name lingered in his
head.

"Lucky Dick, you big stiff," he would whisper to himself,
walking around the last sticks of flame in his room. "You hit it,
my boy. Nobody knew it was there before you came along."

At the beginning of 1917, when it was becoming difficult to
find coal, Dick burned for fuel almost a hundred textbooks that
he had accumulated; but only, as he laid each one on the fire,
with an assurance chuckling inside him that he was himself a
digest of what was within the book, that he could brief it five
years from now, if it deserved to be briefed. This went on at any
odd hour, if necessary, with a floor rug over his shoulders, with
the fine quiet of the scholar which is nearest of all things to
heavenly peace--but which, as will presently be told, had to
end.

For its temporary continuance he thanked his body that had
done the flying rings at New Haven, and now swam in the winter
Danube. With Elkins, second secretary at the Embassy, he shared
an apartment, and there were two nice girl visitors--which was
that and not too much of it, nor too much of the Embassy either.
His contact with Ed Elkins aroused in him a first faint doubt as
to the quality of his mental processes; he could not feel that
they were profoundly different from the thinking of
Elkins--Elkins, who would name you all the quarterbacks in New
Haven for thirty years.

"--And Lucky Dick can't be one of these clever men; he must be
less intact, even faintly destroyed. If life won't do it for him
it's not a substitute to get a disease, or a broken heart, or an
inferiority complex, though it'd be nice to build out some broken
side till it was better than the original structure."

He mocked at his reasoning, calling it specious and
"American"--his criteria of uncerebral phrase-making was that it
was American. He knew, though, that the price of his intactness
was incompleteness.

"The best I can wish you, my child," so said the Fairy
Blackstick in Thackeray's The Rose and the Ring, "is a little
misfortune."

In some moods he griped at his own reasoning: Could I help it
that Pete Livingstone sat in the locker-room Tap Day when
everybody looked all over hell for him? And I got an election
when otherwise I wouldn't have got Elihu, knowing so few men. He
was good and right and I ought to have sat in the locker-room
instead. Maybe I would, if I'd thought I had a chance at an
election. But Mercer kept coming to my room all those weeks. I
guess I knew I had a chance all right, all right. But it would
have served me right if I'd swallowed my pin in the shower and
set up a conflict.

After the lectures at the university he used to argue this
point with a young Rumanian intellectual who reassured him:
"There's no evidence that Goethe ever had a 'conflict' in the
modern sense, or a man like Jung, for instance. You're not a
romantic philosopher--you're a scientist. Memory, force,
character--especially good sense. That's going to be your
trouble--judgment about yourself--once I knew a man who worked
two years on the brain of an armadillo, with the idea that he
would sooner or later know more about the brain of an armadillo
than any one. I kept arguing with him that he was not really
pushing out the extension of the human range--it was too
arbitrary. And sure enough, when he sent his work to the medical
journal they refused it--they had just accepted a thesis by
another man on the same subject."

Dick got up to Zurich on less Achilles' heels than would be
required to equip a centipede, but with plenty--the illusions of
eternal strength and health, and of the essential goodness of
people; illusions of a nation, the lies of generations of
frontier mothers who had to croon falsely, that there were no
wolves outside the cabin door. After he took his degree, he
received his orders to join a neurological unit forming in
Bar-sur-Aube.

In France, to his disgust, the work was executive rather than
practical. In compensation he found time to complete the short
textbook and assemble the material for his next venture. He
returned to Zurich in the spring of 1919 discharged.

The foregoing has the ring of a biography, without the
satisfaction of knowing that the hero, like Grant, lolling in his
general store in Galena, is ready to be called to an intricate
destiny. Moreover it is confusing to come across a youthful
photograph of some one known in a rounded maturity and gaze with
a shock upon a fiery, wiry, eagle-eyed stranger. Best to be
reassuring--Dick Diver's moment now began.

II

It was a damp April day, with long diagonal clouds over the
Albishorn and water inert in the low places. Zurich is not unlike
an American city. Missing something ever since his arrival two
days before, Dick perceived that it was the sense he had had in
finite French lanes that there was nothing more. In Zurich there
was a lot besides Zurich--the roofs upled the eyes to tinkling
cow pastures, which in turn modified hilltops further up--so life
was a perpendicular starting off to a postcard heaven. The Alpine
lands, home of the toy and the funicular, the merry-go-round and
the thin chime, were not a being here, as in France with
French vines growing over one's feet on the ground.

In Salzburg once Dick had felt the superimposed quality of a
bought and borrowed century of music; once in the laboratories of
the university in Zurich, delicately poking at the cervical of a
brain, he had felt like a toy-maker rather than like the tornado
who had hurried through the old red buildings of Hopkins, two
years before, unstayed by the irony of the gigantic Christ in the
entrance hall.

Yet he had decided to remain another two years in Zurich, for
he did not underestimate the value of toy-making, in infinite
precision, of infinite patience.

To-day he went out to see Franz Gregorovius at Dohmler's
clinic on the Zurichsee. Franz, resident pathologist at the
clinic, a Vaudois by birth, a few years older than Dick, met him
at the tram stop. He had a dark and magnificent aspect of
Cagliostro about him, contrasted with holy eyes; he was the third
of the Gregoroviuses--his grandfather had instructed Krapaelin
when psychiatry was just emerging from the darkness of all time.
In personality he was proud, fiery, and sheeplike--he fancied
himself as a hypnotist. If the original genius of the family had
grown a little tired, Franz would without doubt become a fine
clinician.

On the way to the clinic he said: "Tell me of your experiences
in the war. Are you changed like the rest? You have the same
stupid and unaging American face, except I know you're not
stupid, Dick."

"I didn't see any of the war--you must have gathered that from
my letters, Franz."

"That doesn't matter--we have some shell-shocks who merely
heard an air raid from a distance. We have a few who merely read
newspapers."

"It sounds like nonsense to me."

"Maybe it is, Dick. But, we're a rich person's clinic--we
don't use the word nonsense. Frankly, did you come down to see me
or to see that girl?"

They looked sideways at each other; Franz smiled
enigmatically.

"Naturally I saw all the first letters," he said in his
official basso. "When the change began, delicacy prevented me
from opening any more. Really it had become your case."

"Then she's well?" Dick demanded.

"Perfectly well, I have charge of her, in fact I have charge
of the majority of the English and American patients. They call
me Doctor Gregory."

"Let me explain about that girl," Dick said. "I only saw her
one time, that's a fact. When I came out to say good-by to you
just before I went over to France. It was the first time I put on
my uniform and I felt very bogus in it--went around saluting
private soldiers and all that."

"Why didn't you wear it to-day?"

"Hey! I've been discharged three weeks. Here's the way I
happened to see that girl. When I left you I walked down toward
that building of yours on the lake to get my bicycle."

"--toward the 'Cedars'?"

"--a wonderful night, you know--moon over that mountain--"

"The Krenzegg."

"--I caught up with a nurse and a young girl. I didn't think
the girl was a patient; I asked the nurse about tram times and we
walked along. The girl was about the prettiest thing I ever
saw."

"She still is."

"She'd never seen an American uniform and we talked, and I
didn't think anything about it." He broke off, recognizing a
familiar perspective, and then resumed: "--except, Franz, I'm not
as hard-boiled as you are yet; when I see a beautiful shell like
that I can't help feeling a regret about what's inside it. That
was absolutely all--till the letters began to come."

"It was the best thing that could have happened to her," said
Franz dramatically, "a transference of the most fortuitous kind.
That's why I came down to meet you on a very busy day. I want you
to come into my office and talk a long time before you see her.
In fact, I sent her into Zurich to do errands." His voice was
tense with enthusiasm. "In fact, I sent her without a nurse, with
a less stable patient. I'm intensely proud of this case, which I
handled, with your accidental assistance."

The car had followed the shore of the Zurichsee into a fertile
region of pasture farms and low hills, steepled with
châlets. The sun swam out into a blue sea of sky and
suddenly it was a Swiss valley at its best--pleasant sounds and
murmurs and a good fresh smell of health and cheer.

Professor Dohmler's plant consisted of three old buildings and
a pair of new ones, between a slight eminence and the shore of
the lake. At its founding, ten years before, it had been the
first modern clinic for mental illness; at a casual glance no
layman would recognize it as a refuge for the broken, the
incomplete, the menacing, of this world, though two buildings
were surrounded with vine-softened walls of a deceptive height.
Some men raked straw in the sunshine; here and there, as they
rode into the grounds, the car passed the white flag of a nurse
waving beside a patient on a path.

After conducting Dick to his office, Franz excused himself for
half an hour. Left alone Dick wandered about the room and tried
to reconstruct Franz from the litter of his desk, from his books
and the books of and by his father and grandfather; from the
Swiss piety of a huge claret-colored photo of the former on the
wall. There was smoke in the room; pushing open a French window,
Dick let in a cone of sunshine. Suddenly his thoughts swung to
the patient, the girl.

He had received about fifty letters from her written over a
period of eight months. The first one was apologetic, explaining
that she had heard from America how girls wrote to soldiers whom
they did not know. She had obtained the name and address from
Doctor Gregory and she hoped he would not mind if she sometimes
sent word to wish him well, etc., etc.

So far it was easy to recognize the tone--from
"Daddy-Long-Legs" and "Molly-Make-Believe," sprightly and
sentimental epistolary collections enjoying a vogue in the
States. But there the resemblance ended.

The letters were divided into two classes, of which the first
class, up to about the time of the armistice, was of marked
pathological turn, and of which the second class, running from
thence up to the present, was entirely normal, and displayed a
richly maturing nature. For these latter letters Dick had come to
wait eagerly in the last dull months at Bar-sur-Aube--yet even
from the first letters he had pieced together more than Franz
would have guessed of the story.

MON CAPITAINE:

I thought when I saw you in your uniform you were so handsome.
Then I thought Je m'en fiche French too and German. You thought I
was pretty too but I've had that before and a long time I've
stood it. If you come here again with that attitude base and
criminal and not even faintly what I had been taught to associate
with the role of gentleman then heaven help you. However you seem
quieter than the others,

(2)

all soft like a big cat. I have only gotten to like boys who
are rather sissies. Are you a sissy? There were some
somewhere.

Excuse all this, it is the third letter I have written you and
will send immediately or will never send. I've thought a lot
about moonlight too, and there are many witnesses I could find if
I could only be out of here.

(3)

They said you were a doctor, but so long as you are a cat it
is different. My head aches so, so excuse this walking there like
an ordinary with a white cat will explain, I think. I can speak
three languages, four with English, and am sure I could be useful
interpreting if you arrange such thing in France I'm sure I could
control everything with the belts all bound around everybody like
it was Wednesday. It is now Saturday and

(4)

you are far away, perhaps killed.

Come back to me some day, for I will be here always on this
green hill. Unless they will let me write my father, whom I loved
dearly. Excuse this. I am not myself today. I will write when I
feel better.

Cherio

NICOLE WARREN.

Excuse all this.

CAPTAIN DIVER:

I know introspection is not good for a highly nervous state
like mine, but I would like you to know where I stand. Last year
or whenever it was in Chicago when I got so I couldn't speak to
servants or walk in the street I kept waiting for some one to
tell me. It was the duty of some one who understood. The blind
must be led. Only no one would tell me everything--they would
just tell me half and I was already too muddled to put two and
two together. One man was nice--he was a French officer and he
understood. He gave me a flower and said it was "plus petite
et

(2)

moins entendue." We were friends. Then he took it away. I grew
sicker and there was no one to explain to me. They had a song
about Joan of Arc that they used to sing at me but that was just
mean--it would just make me cry, for there was nothing the matter
with my head then. They kept making reference to sports, too, but
I didn't care by that time. So there was that day I went walking
on Michigan Boulevard on and on for miles and finally they
followed me in an automobile, but I wouldn't get

(3)

in. Finally they pulled me in and there were nurses. After
that time I began to realize it all, because I could feel what
was happening in others. So you see how I stand. And what good
can it be for me to stay here with the doctors harping constantly
in the things I was here to get over. So today I have written my
father to come and take me away. I am glad

(4)

you are so interested in examining people and sending them
back. It must be so much fun.

And again, from another letter:

You might pass up your next examination and write me a letter.
They just sent me some phonograph records in case I should forget
my lesson and I broke them all so the nurse won't speak to me.
They were in English, so that the nurses would not understand.
One doctor in Chicago said I was bluffing, but what he really
meant was that I was a twin six and he had never seen one before.
But I was very busy being mad then, so I didn't care what he
said, when I am very busy being mad I don't usually care what
they say, not if I were a million girls.

You told me that night you'd teach me to play. Well, I think
love is all

(2)

there is or should be. Anyhow I am glad your interest in
examinations keeps you busy.

Tout à vous,

NICOLE WARREN.

There were other letters among whose helpless cæsuras
lurked darker rhythms.

DEAR CAPTAIN DIVER:

I write to you because there is no one else to whom I can turn
and it seems to me if this farcicle situation is apparent to one
as sick as me it should be apparent to you. The mental trouble is
all over and besides that I am completely broken and humiliated,
if that was what they wanted. My family have shamefully neglected
me, there's no use asking them for help or pity. I have had
enough and it is simply ruining my health and wasting my time
pretending that what is the matter with my

(2)

head is curable.

Here I am in what appears to be a semi-insane-asylum, all
because nobody saw fit to tell me the truth about anything. If I
had only known what was going on like I know now I could have
stood it I guess for I am pretty strong, but those who should
have, did not see fit to enlighten me.

(3)

And now, when I know and have paid such a price for knowing,
they sit there with their dogs lives and say I should believe
what I did believe. Especially one does but I know now.

I am lonesome all the time far away from friends and family
across the Atlantic I roam all over the place in a half daze. If
you could get me a position as interpreter (I know French and
German like a native, fair

(4)

Italian and a little Spanish) or in the Red Cross Ambulance or
as a trained nurse, though I would have to train you would prove
a great blessing.

And again:

Since you will not accept my explanation of what is the matter
you could at least explain to me what you think, because you have
a kind cat's face, and not that funny look that seems to be so
fashionable here. Dr. Gregory gave me a snapshot of you, not as
handsome as you are in your uniform, but younger looking.

MON CAPITAINE:

It was fine to have your postcard. I am so glad you take such
interest in disqualifying nurses--oh, I understood your note very
well indeed. Only I thought from the moment I met you that you
were different.

DEAR CAPITAINE:

I think one thing today and another tomorrow. That is really
all that's the matter with me, except a crazy defiance and a lack
of proportion. I would gladly welcome any alienist you might
suggest. Here they lie in their bath tubs and sing Play in Your
Own Backyard as if I had my

(2)

backyard to play in or any hope which I can find by looking
either backward or forward. They tried it again in the candy
store again and I almost hit the man with the weight, but they
held me.

I am not going to write you any more. I am too unstable.

And then a month with no letters. And then suddenly the
change.

--I am slowly coming back to life . . .

--Today the flowers and the clouds . . .

--The war is over and I scarcely knew there was a war . .
.

--How kind you have been! You must be very wise behind your
face like a white cat, except you don't look like that in the
picture Dr. Gregory gave me . . .

--Today I went to Zurich, how strange a feeling to see a city
again.

--Today we went to Berne, it was so nice with the clocks.

--Today we climbed high enough to find asphodel and edelweiss
. . .

After that the letters were fewer, but he answered them all.
There was one:

I wish someone were in love with me like boys were ages ago
before I was sick. I suppose it will be years, though, before I
could think of anything like that.

But when Dick's answer was delayed for any reason, there was a
fluttering burst of worry--like a worry of a lover: "Perhaps I
have bored you," and: "Afraid I have presumed," and: "I keep
thinking at night you have been sick."

In actuality Dick was sick with the flu. When he recovered,
all except the formal part of his correspondence was sacrificed
to the consequent fatigue, and shortly afterward the memory of
her became overlaid by the vivid presence of a Wisconsin
telephone girl at headquarters in Bar-sur-Aube. She was
red-lipped like a poster, and known obscenely in the messes as
"The Switchboard."

Franz came back into his office feeling self-important. Dick
thought he would probably be a fine clinician, for the sonorous
or staccato cadences by which he disciplined nurse or patient
came not from his nervous system but from a tremendous and
harmless vanity. His true emotions were more ordered and kept to
himself.

"Now about the girl, Dick," he said. "Of course, I want to
find out about you and tell you about myself, but first about the
girl, because I have been waiting to tell you about it so
long."

He searched for and found a sheaf of papers in a filing
cabinet but after shuffling through them he found they were in
his way and put them on his desk. Instead he told Dick the
story.

III

About a year and a half before, Doctor Dohmler had some vague
correspondence with an American gentleman living in Lausanne, a
Mr. Devereux Warren, of the Warren family of Chicago. A meeting
was arranged and one day Mr. Warren arrived at the clinic with
his daughter Nicole, a girl of sixteen. She was obviously not
well and the nurse who was with her took her to walk about the
grounds while Mr. Warren had his consultation.

Warren was a strikingly handsome man looking less than forty.
He was a fine American type in every way, tall, broad,
well-made--"un homme très chic," as Doctor Dohmler
described him to Franz. His large gray eyes were sun-veined from
rowing on Lake Geneva, and he had that special air about him of
having known the best of this world. The conversation was in
German, for it developed that he had been educated at
Göttingen. He was nervous and obviously very moved by his
errand.

"Doctor Dohmler, my daughter isn't right in the head. I've had
lots of specialists and nurses for her and she's taken a couple
of rest cures but the thing has grown too big for me and I've
been strongly recommended to come to you."

"Very well," said Doctor Dohmler. "Suppose you start at the
beginning and tell me everything."

"There isn't any beginning, at least there isn't any insanity
in the family that I know of, on either side. Nicole's mother
died when she was eleven and I've sort of been father and mother
both to her, with the help of governesses--father and mother both
to her."

He was very moved as he said this. Doctor Dohmler saw that
there were tears in the corners of his eyes and noticed for the
first time that there was whiskey on his breath.

"As a child she was a darling thing--everybody was crazy about
her, everybody that came in contact with her. She was smart as a
whip and happy as the day is long. She liked to read or draw or
dance or play the piano--anything. I used to hear my wife say she
was the only one of our children who never cried at night. I've
got an older girl, too, and there was a boy that died, but Nicole
was--Nicole was--Nicole--"

He broke off and Doctor Dohmler helped him.

"She was a perfectly normal, bright, happy child."

"Perfectly."

Doctor Dohmler waited. Mr. Warren shook his head, blew a long
sigh, glanced quickly at Doctor Dohmler and then at the floor
again.

"About eight months ago, or maybe it was six months ago or
maybe ten--I try to figure but I can't remember exactly where we
were when she began to do funny things--crazy things. Her sister
was the first one to say anything to me about it--because Nicole
was always the same to me," he added rather hastily, as if some
one had accused him of being to blame, "--the same loving little
girl. The first thing was about a valet."

"Oh, yes," said Doctor Dohmler, nodding his venerable head, as
if, like Sherlock Holmes, he had expected a valet and only a
valet to be introduced at this point.

"I had a valet--been with me for years--Swiss, by the way." He
looked up for Doctor Dohmler's patriotic approval. "And she got
some crazy idea about him. She thought he was making up to
her--of course, at the time I believed her and I let him go, but
I know now it was all nonsense."

"What did she claim he had done?"

"That was the first thing--the doctors couldn't pin her down.
She just looked at them as if they ought to know what he'd done.
But she certainly meant he'd made some kind of indecent advances
to her--she didn't leave us in any doubt of that."

"I see."

"Of course, I've read about women getting lonesome and
thinking there's a man under the bed and all that, but why should
Nicole get such an idea? She could have all the young men she
wanted. We were in Lake Forest--that's a summer place near
Chicago where we have a place--and she was out all day playing
golf or tennis with boys. And some of them pretty gone on her at
that."

All the time Warren was talking to the dried old package of
Doctor Dohmler, one section of the latter's mind kept thinking
intermittently of Chicago. Once in his youth he could have gone
to Chicago as fellow and docent at the university, and perhaps
become rich there and owned his own clinic instead of being only
a minor shareholder in a clinic. But when he had thought of what
he considered his own thin knowledge spread over that whole area,
over all those wheat fields, those endless prairies, he had
decided against it. But he had read about Chicago in those days,
about the great feudal families of Armour, Palmer, Field, Crane,
Warren, Swift, and McCormick and many others, and since that time
not a few patients had come to him from that stratum of Chicago
and New York.

"She got worse," continued Warren. "She had a fit or
something--the things she said got crazier and crazier. Her
sister wrote some of them down--" He handed a much-folded piece
of paper to the doctor. "Almost always about men going to attack
her, men she knew or men on the street--anybody--"

He told of their alarm and distress, of the horrors families
go through under such circumstances, of the ineffectual efforts
they had made in America, finally of the faith in a change of
scene that had made him run the submarine blockade and bring his
daughter to Switzerland.

"--on a United States cruiser," he specified with a touch of
hauteur. "It was possible for me to arrange that, by a stroke of
luck. And, may I add," he smiled apologetically, "that as they
say: money is no object."

"Certainly not," agreed Dohmler dryly.

He was wondering why and about what the man was lying to him.
Or, if he was wrong about that, what was the falsity that
pervaded the whole room, the handsome figure in tweeds sprawling
in his chair with a sportsman's ease? That was a tragedy out
there, in the February day, the young bird with wings crushed
somehow, and inside here it was all too thin, thin and wrong.

"I would like--to talk to her--a few minutes now," said Doctor
Dohmler, going into English as if it would bring him closer to
Warren.

Afterward when Warren had left his daughter and returned to
Lausanne, and several days had passed, the doctor and Franz
entered upon Nicole's card:

* Diagnosis: Divided Personality. Acute and down-hill phase of
the illness. The fear of men is a symptom of the illness and is
not at all constitutional. . . . The prognosis must be
reserved.

And then they waited with increasing interest as the days
passed for Mr. Warren's promised second visit.

It was slow in coming. After a fortnight Doctor Dohmler wrote.
Confronted with further silence he committed what was for those
days "une folie," and telephoned to the Grand Hotel at Vevey. He
learned from Mr. Warren's valet that he was at the moment packing
to sail for America. But reminded that the forty francs Swiss for
the call would show up on the clinic books, the blood of the
Tuileries Guard rose to Doctor Dohmler's aid and Mr. Warren was
got to the phone.

"It is--absolutely necessary--that you come. Your daughter's
health--all depends. I can take no responsibility."

"But look here, Doctor, that's just what you're for. I have a
hurry call to go home!"

Doctor Dohmler had never yet spoken to any one so far away but
he dispatched his ultimatum so firmly into the phone that the
agonized American at the other end yielded. Half an hour after
this second arrival on the Zurichsee, Warren had broken down, his
fine shoulders shaking with awful sobs inside his easy fitting
coat, his eyes redder than the very sun on Lake Geneva, and they
had the awful story.

"It just happened," he said hoarsely. "I don't know--I don't
know.

"After her mother died when she was little she used to come
into my bed every morning, sometimes she'd sleep in my bed. I was
sorry for the little thing. Oh, after that, whenever we went
places in an automobile or a train we used to hold hands. She
used to sing to me. We used to say, 'Now let's not pay any
attention to anybody else this afternoon--let's just have each
other--for this morning you're mine.'" A broken sarcasm came into
his voice. "People used to say what a wonderful father and
daughter we were--they used to wipe their eyes. We were just like
lovers--and then all at once we were lovers--and ten minutes
after it happened I could have shot myself--except I guess I'm
such a Goddamned degenerate I didn't have the nerve to do
it."

"Then what?" said Doctor Dohmler, thinking again of Chicago
and of a mild pale gentleman with a pince-nez who had looked him
over in Zurich thirty years before. "Did this thing go on?"

"Oh, no! She almost--she seemed to freeze up right away. She'd
just say, 'Never mind, never mind, Daddy. It doesn't matter.
Never mind.'"

"There were no consequences?"

"No." He gave one short convulsive sob and blew his nose
several times. "Except now there're plenty of consequences."

As the story concluded Dohmler sat back in the focal armchair
of the middle class and said to himself sharply, "Peasant!"--it
was one of the few absolute worldly judgments that he had
permitted himself for twenty years. Then he said:

"I would like for you to go to a hotel in Zurich and spend the
night and come see me in the morning."

"And then what?"

Doctor Dohmler spread his hands wide enough to carry a young
pig.

"Chicago," he suggested.

IV

"Then we knew where we stood," said Franz. "Dohmler told
Warren we would take the case if he would agree to keep away from
his daughter indefinitely, with an absolute minimum of five
years. After Warren's first collapse, he seemed chiefly concerned
as to whether the story would ever leak back to America."

"We mapped out a routine for her and waited. The prognosis was
bad--as you know, the percentage of cures, even so-called social
cures, is very low at that age."

"Those first letters looked bad," agreed Dick.

"Very bad--very typical. I hesitated about letting the first
one get out of the clinic. Then I thought it will be good for
Dick to know we're carrying on here. It was generous of you to
answer them."

Dick sighed. "She was such a pretty thing--she enclosed a lot
of snapshots of herself. And for a month there I didn't have
anything to do. All I said in my letters was 'Be a good girl and
mind the doctors.'"

"That was enough--it gave her somebody to think of outside.
For a while she didn't have anybody--only one sister that she
doesn't seem very close to. Besides, reading her letters helped
us here--they were a measure of her condition."

"I'm glad."

"You see now what happened? She felt complicity--that's
neither here nor there, except as we want to revalue her ultimate
stability and strength of character. First came this shock. Then
she went off to a boarding-school and heard the girls talking--so
from sheer self-protection she developed the idea that she had
had no complicity--and from there it was easy to slide into a
phantom world where all men, the more you liked them and trusted
them, the more evil--"

"Did she ever go into the--horror directly?"

"No, and as a matter of fact when she began to seem normal,
about October, we were in a predicament. If she had been thirty
years old we would have let her make her own adjustment, but she
was so young we were afraid she might harden with it all twisted
inside her. So Doctor Dohmler said to her frankly, 'Your duty now
is to yourself. This doesn't by any account mean the end of
anything for you--your life is just at its beginning,' and so
forth and so forth. She really has an excellent mind, so he gave
her a little Freud to read, not too much, and she was very
interested. In fact, we've made rather a pet of her around here.
But she is reticent," he added; he hesitated: "We have wondered
if in her recent letters to you which she mailed herself from
Zurich, she has said anything that would be illuminating about
her state of mind and her plans for the future."

Dick considered.

"Yes and no--I'll bring the letters out here if you want. She
seems hopeful and normally hungry for life--even rather romantic.
Sometimes she speaks of 'the past' as people speak who have been
in prison. But you never know whether they refer to the crime or
the imprisonment or the whole experience. After all I'm only a
sort of stuffed figure in her life."

"Of course, I understand your position exactly, and I express
our gratitude once again. That was why I wanted to see you before
you see her."

Dick laughed.

"You think she's going to make a flying leap at my
person?"

"No, not that. But I want to ask you to go very gently. You
are attractive to women, Dick."

"Then God help me! Well, I'll be gentle and repulsive--I'll
chew garlic whenever I'm going to see her and wear a stubble
beard. I'll drive her to cover."

"--and I can limp a little. And there's no real bathtub where
I'm living, anyhow."

"You're entirely joking," Franz relaxed--or rather assumed the
posture of one relaxed. "Now tell me about yourself and your
plans?"

"I've only got one, Franz, and that's to be a good
psychologist--maybe to be the greatest one that ever lived."

Franz laughed pleasantly, but he saw that this time Dick
wasn't joking.

"That's very good--and very American," he said. "It's more
difficult for us." He got up and went to the French window. "I
stand here and I see Zurich--there is the steeple of the
Gross-Münster. In its vault my grandfather is buried. Across
the bridge from it lies my ancestor Lavater, who would not be
buried in any church. Nearby is the statue of another ancestor,
Heinrich Pestalozzi, and one of Doctor Alfred Escher. And over
everything there is always Zwingli--I am continually confronted
with a pantheon of heroes."

"Yes, I see." Dick got up. "I was only talking big.
Everything's just starting over. Most of the Americans in France
are frantic to get home, but not me--I draw military pay all the
rest of the year if I only attend lectures at the university.
How's that for a government on the grand scale that knows its
future great men? Then I'm going home for a month and see my
father. Then I'm coming back--I've been offered a job."

"Where?"

"Your rivals--Gisler's Clinic on Interlacken."

"Don't touch it," Franz advised him. "They've had a dozen
young men there in a year. Gisler's a manic-depressive himself,
his wife and her lover run the clinic--of course, you understand
that's confidential."

"How about your old scheme for America?" asked Dick lightly.
"We were going to New York and start an up-to-date establishment
for billionaires."

"That was students' talk."

Dick dined with Franz and his bride and a small dog with a
smell of burning rubber, in their cottage on the edge of the
grounds, He felt vaguely oppressed, not by the atmosphere of
modest retrenchment, nor by Frau Gregorovius, who might have been
prophesied, but by the sudden contracting of horizons to which
Franz seemed so reconciled. For him the boundaries of asceticism
were differently marked--he could see it as a means to an end,
even as a carrying on with a glory it would itself supply, but it
was hard to think of deliberately cutting life down to the scale
of an inherited suit. The domestic gestures of Franz and his wife
as they turned in a cramped space lacked grace and adventure. The
post-war months in France, and the lavish liquidations taking
place under the ægis of American splendor, had affected
Dick's outlook. Also, men and women had made much of him, and
perhaps what had brought him back to the centre of the great
Swiss watch, was an intuition that this was not too good for a
serious man.

He made Kaethe Gregorovius feel charming, meanwhile becoming
increasingly restless at the all-pervading
cauliflower--simultaneously hating himself too for this
incipience of he knew not what superficiality.

"God, am I like the rest after all?"--So he used to think
starting awake at night--"Am I like the rest?"

This was poor material for a socialist but good material for
those who do much of the world's rarest work. The truth was that
for some months he had been going through that partitioning of
the things of youth wherein it is decided whether or not to die
for what one no longer believes. In the dead white hours in
Zurich staring into a stranger's pantry across the upshine of a
street-lamp, he used to think that he wanted to be good, he
wanted to be kind, he wanted to be brave and wise, but it was all
pretty difficult. He wanted to be loved, too, if he could fit it
in.

V

The veranda of the central building was illuminated from open
French windows, save where the black shadows of stripling walls
and the fantastic shadows of iron chairs slithered down into a
gladiola bed. From the figures that shuffled between the rooms
Miss Warren emerged first in glimpses and then sharply when she
saw him; as she crossed the threshold her face caught the room's
last light and brought it outside with her. She walked to a
rhythm--all that week there had been singing in her ears, summer
songs of ardent skies and wild shade, and with his arrival the
singing had become so loud she could have joined in with it.

"How do you do, Captain," she said, unfastening her eyes from
his with difficulty, as though they had become entangled. "Shall
we sit out here?" She stood still, her glance moving about for a
moment. "It's summer practically."

A woman had followed her out, a dumpy woman in a shawl, and
Nicole presented Dick: "Señora--"

Franz excused himself and Dick grouped three chairs
together.

"The lovely night," the Señora said.

"Muy bella," agreed Nicole; then to Dick, "Are you here for a
long time?"

"I'm in Zurich for a long time, if that's what you mean."

"This is really the first night of real spring," the
Señora suggested.

"To stay?"

"At least till July."

"I'm leaving in June."

"June is a lovely month here," the Señora commented.
"You should stay for June and then leave in July when it gets
really too hot."

"You're going where?" Dick asked Nicole.

"Somewhere with my sister--somewhere exciting, I hope, because
I've lost so much time. But perhaps they'll think I ought to go
to a quiet place at first--perhaps Como. Why don't you come to
Como?"

"Ah, Como--" began the Señora.

Within the building a trio broke into Suppe's "Light Cavalry."
Nicole took advantage of this to stand up and the impression of
her youth and beauty grew on Dick until it welled up inside him
in a compact paroxysm of emotion. She smiled, a moving childish
smile that was like all the lost youth in the world.

They went down two steps to the path--where in a moment a
shadow cut across it. She took his arm.

"I have some phonograph records my sister sent me from
America," she said. "Next time you come here I'll play them for
you--I know a place to put the phonograph where no one can
hear."

"That'll be nice."

"Do you know 'Hindustan'?" she asked wistfully. "I'd never
heard it before, but I like it. And I've got 'Why Do They Call
Them Babies?' and 'I'm Glad I Can Make You Cry.' I suppose you've
danced to all those tunes in Paris?"

"I haven't been to Paris."

Her cream-colored dress, alternately blue or gray as they
walked, and her very blonde hair, dazzled Dick--whenever he
turned toward her she was smiling a little, her face lighting up
like an angel's when they came into the range of a roadside arc.
She thanked him for everything, rather as if he had taken her to
some party, and as Dick became less and less certain of his
relation to her, her confidence increased--there was that
excitement about her that seemed to reflect all the excitement of
the world.

"I'm not under any restraint at all," she said. "I'll play you
two good tunes called 'Wait Till the Cows Come Home' and
'Good-by, Alexander.'"

He was late the next time, a week later, and Nicole was
waiting for him at a point in the path which he would pass
walking from Franz's house. Her hair drawn back of her ears
brushed her shoulders in such a way that the face seemed to have
just emerged from it, as if this were the exact moment when she
was coming from a wood into clear moonlight. The unknown yielded
her up; Dick wished she had no background, that she was just a
girl lost with no address save the night from which she had come.
They went to the cache where she had left the phonograph, turned
a corner by the workshop, climbed a rock, and sat down behind a
low wall, facing miles and miles of rolling night.

They were in America now, even Franz with his conception of
Dick as an irresistible Lothario would never have guessed that
they had gone so far away. They were so sorry, dear; they went
down to meet each other in a taxi, honey; they had preferences in
smiles and had met in Hindustan, and shortly afterward they must
have quarrelled, for nobody knew and nobody seemed to care--yet
finally one of them had gone and left the other crying, only to
feel blue, to feel sad.

The thin tunes, holding lost times and future hopes in
liaison, twisted upon the Valais night. In the lulls of the
phonograph a cricket held the scene together with a single note.
By and by Nicole stopped playing the machine and sang to him.

"Lay a silver dollar
On the ground
And watch it roll
Because it's round--"

On the pure parting of her lips no breath hovered. Dick stood
up suddenly.

"What's the matter, you don't like it?"

"Of course I do."

"Our cook at home taught it to me:

"A woman never knows
What a good man she's got
Till after she turns him down . . ."

"You like it?"

She smiled at him, making sure that the smile gathered up
everything inside her and directed it toward him, making him a
profound promise of herself for so little, for the beat of a
response, the assurance of a complimentary vibration in him.
Minute by minute the sweetness drained down into her out of the
willow trees, out of the dark world.

She stood up too, and stumbling over the phonograph, was
momentarily against him, leaning into the hollow of his rounded
shoulder.

"I've got one more record," she said. "--Have you heard 'So
Long, Letty'? I suppose you have."

"Honestly, you don't understand--I haven't heard a thing."

Nor known, nor smelt, nor tasted, he might have added; only
hot-cheeked girls in hot secret rooms. The young maidens he had
known at New Haven in 1914 kissed men, saying "There!", hands at
the man's chest to push him away. Now there was this scarcely
saved waif of disaster bringing him the essence of a continent. .
. .

VI

It was May when he next found her. The luncheon in Zurich was
a council of caution; obviously the logic of his life tended away
from the girl; yet when a stranger stared at her from a nearby
table, eyes burning disturbingly like an uncharted light, he
turned to the man with an urbane version of intimidation and
broke the regard.

"He was just a peeper," he explained cheerfully. "He was just
looking at your clothes. Why do you have so many different
clothes?"

He was enough older than Nicole to take pleasure in her
youthful vanities and delights, the way she paused fractionally
in front of the hall mirror on leaving the restaurant, so that
the incorruptible quicksilver could give her back to herself. He
delighted in her stretching out her hands to new octaves now that
she found herself beautiful and rich. He tried honestly to
divorce her from any obsession that he had stitched her
together--glad to see her build up happiness and confidence apart
from him; the difficulty was that, eventually, Nicole brought
everything to his feet, gifts of sacrificial ambrosia, of
worshipping myrtle.

The first week of summer found Dick re-established in Zurich.
He had arranged his pamphlets and what work he had done in the
Service into a pattern from which he intended to make his revise
of "A Psychology for Psychiatrists." He thought he had a
publisher; he had established contact with a poor student who
would iron out his errors in German. Franz considered it a rash
business, but Dick pointed out the disarming modesty of the
theme.

"This is stuff I'll never know so well again," he insisted. "I
have a hunch it's a thing that only fails to be basic because
it's never had material recognition. The weakness of this
profession is its attraction for the man a little crippled and
broken. Within the walls of the profession he compensates by
tending toward the clinical, the 'practical'--he has won his
battle without a struggle.

"On the contrary, you are a good man, Franz, because fate
selected you for your profession before you were born. You better
thank God you had no 'bent'--I got to be a psychiatrist because
there was a girl at St. Hilda's in Oxford that went to the same
lectures. Maybe I'm getting trite but I don't want to let my
current ideas slide away with a few dozen glasses of beer."

"All right," Franz answered. "You are an American. You can do
this without professional harm. I do not like these generalities.
Soon you will be writing little books called 'Deep Thoughts for
the Layman,' so simplified that they are positively guaranteed
not to cause thinking. If my father were alive he would look at
you and grunt, Dick. He would take his napkin and fold it so, and
hold his napkin ring, this very one--" he held it up, a boar's
head was carved in the brown wood--"and he would say, 'Well my
impression is--' then he would look at you and think suddenly
'What is the use?' then he would stop and grunt again; then we
would be at the end of dinner."

"I am alone to-day," said Dick testily. "But I may not be
alone to-morrow. After that I'll fold up my napkin like your
father and grunt."

Franz waited a moment.

"How about our patient?" he asked.

"I don't know."

"Well, you should know about her by now."

"I like her. She's attractive. What do you want me to do--take
her up in the edelweiss?"

"No, I thought since you go in for scientific books you might
have an idea."

"We think it's best to have a program. Four weeks have passed
away--apparently the girl is in love with you. That's not our
business if we were in the world, but here in the clinic we have
a stake in the matter."

"I'll do whatever Doctor Dohmler says," Dick agreed.

But he had little faith that Dohmler would throw much light on
the matter; he himself was the incalculable element involved. By
no conscious volition of his own, the thing had drifted into his
hands. It reminded him of a scene in his childhood when everyone
in the house was looking for the lost key to the silver closet,
Dick knowing he had hid it under the handkerchiefs in his
mother's top drawer; at that time he had experienced a
philosophical detachment, and this was repeated now when he and
Franz went together to Professor Dohmler's office.

The professor, his face beautiful under straight whiskers,
like a vine-overgrown veranda of some fine old house, disarmed
him. Dick knew some individuals with more talent, but no person
of a class qualitatively superior to Dohmler.

--Six months later he thought the same way when he saw Dohmler
dead, the light out on the veranda, the vines of his whiskers
tickling his stiff white collar, the many battles that had swayed
before the chink-like eyes stilled forever under the frail
delicate lids--

". . . Good morning, sir." He stood formally, thrown back to
the army.

Professor Dohmler interlaced his tranquil fingers. Franz spoke
in terms half of liaison officer, half of secretary, till his
senior cut through him in mid-sentence.

"We have gone a certain way," he said mildly. "It's you,
Doctor Diver, who can best help us now."

Routed out, Dick confessed: "I'm not so straight on it
myself."

"I have nothing to do with your personal reactions," said
Dohmler. "But I have much to do with the fact that this so-called
'transference,'" he darted a short ironic look at Franz which the
latter returned in kind, "must be terminated. Miss Nicole does
well indeed, but she is in no condition to survive what she might
interpret as a tragedy."

Again Franz began to speak, but Doctor Dohmler motioned him
silent.

"I realize that your position has been difficult."

"Yes, it has."

Now the professor sat back and laughed, saying on the last
syllable of his laughter, with his sharp little gray eyes shining
through: "Perhaps you have got sentimentally involved
yourself."

Aware that he was being drawn on, Dick, too, laughed.

"She's a pretty girl--anybody responds to that to a certain
extent. I have no intention--"

Again Franz tried to speak--again Dohmler stopped him with a
question directed pointedly at Dick. "Have you thought of going
away?"

Professor Dohmler raised himself like a legless man mounting a
pair of crutches.

"But it is a professional situation," he cried quietly.

He sighed himself back into his chair, waiting for the
reverberating thunder to die out about the room. Dick saw that
Dohmler had reached his climax, and he was not sure that he
himself had survived it. When the thunder had diminished Franz
managed to get his word in.

"Doctor Diver is a man of fine character," he said. "I feel he
only has to appreciate the situation in order to deal correctly
with it. In my opinion Dick can co-operate right here, without
any one going away."

"How do you feel about that?" Professor Dohmler asked
Dick.

Dick felt churlish in the face of the situation; at the same
time he realized in the silence after Dohmler's pronouncement
that the state of inanimation could not be indefinitely
prolonged; suddenly he spilled everything.

"I'm half in love with her--the question of marrying her has
passed through my mind."

"Tch! Tch!" uttered Franz.

"Wait." Dohmler warned him. Franz refused to wait: "What! And
devote half your life to being doctor and nurse and all--never! I
know what these cases are. One time in twenty it's finished in
the first push--better never see her again!"

"What do you think?" Dohmler asked Dick.

"Of course Franz is right."

VII

It was late afternoon when they wound up the discussion as to
what Dick should do, he must be most kind and yet eliminate
himself. When the doctors stood up at last, Dick's eyes fell
outside the window to where a light rain was falling--Nicole was
waiting, expectant, somewhere in that rain. When, presently, he
went out buttoning his oil-skin at the throat, pulling down the
brim of his hat, he came upon her immediately under the roof of
the main entrance.

"I know a new place we can go," she said. "When I was ill I
didn't mind sitting inside with the others in the evening--what
they said seemed like everything else. Naturally now I see them
as ill and it's--it's--"

"You'll be leaving soon."

"Oh, soon. My sister, Beth, but she's always been called Baby,
she's coming in a few weeks to take me somewhere; after that I'll
be back here for a last month."

"The older sister?"

"Oh, quite a bit older. She's twenty-four--she's very English.
She lives in London with my father's sister. She was engaged to
an Englishman but he was killed--I never saw him."

Her face, ivory gold against the blurred sunset that strove
through the rain, had a promise Dick had never seen before: the
high cheek-bones, the faintly wan quality, cool rather than
feverish, was reminiscent of the frame of a promising colt--a
creature whose life did not promise to be only a projection of
youth upon a grayer screen, but instead, a true growing; the face
would be handsome in middle life; it would be handsome in old
age: the essential structure and the economy were there.

"What are you looking at?"

"I was just thinking that you're going to be rather
happy."

Nicole was frightened: "Am I? All right--things couldn't be
worse than they have been."

In the covered woodshed to which she had led him, she sat
cross-legged upon her golf shoes, her burberry wound about her
and her cheeks stung alive by the damp air. Gravely she returned
his gaze, taking in his somewhat proud carriage that never quite
yielded to the wooden post against which he leaned; she looked
into his face that always tried to discipline itself into molds
of attentive seriousness, after excursions into joys and
mockeries of its own. That part of him which seemed to fit his
reddish Irish coloring she knew least; she was afraid of it, yet
more anxious to explore--this was his more masculine side: the
other part, the trained part, the consideration in the polite
eyes, she expropriated without question, as most women did.

"At least this institution has been good for languages," said
Nicole. "I've spoken French with two doctors, and German with the
nurses, and Italian, or something like it, with a couple of
scrub-women and one of the patients, and I've picked up a lot of
Spanish from another."

"That's fine."

He tried to arrange an attitude but no logic seemed
forthcoming.

"--Music too. Hope you didn't think I was only interested in
ragtime. I practise every day--the last few months I've been
taking a course in Zurich on the history of music. In fact it was
all that kept me going at times--music and the drawing." She
leaned suddenly and twisted a loose strip from the sole of her
shoe and then looked up. "I'd like to draw you just the way you
are now."

It made him sad when she brought out her accomplishments for
his approval.

"I envy you. At present I don't seem to be interested in
anything except my work."

"Oh, I think that's fine for a man," she said quickly. "But
for a girl I think she ought to have lots of minor
accomplishments and pass them on to her children."

"I suppose so," said Dick with deliberated indifference.

Nicole sat quiet. Dick wished she would speak so that he could
play the easy rôle of wet blanket, but now she sat
quiet.

"You're all well," he said. "Try to forget the past; don't
overdo things for a year or so. Go back to America and be a
débutante and fall in love--and be happy."

"I couldn't fall in love." Her injured shoe scraped a cocoon
of dust from the log on which she sat.

"Sure you can," Dick insisted. "Not for a year maybe, but
sooner or later." Then he added brutally: "You can have a
perfectly normal life with a houseful of beautiful descendants.
The very fact that you could make a complete comeback at your age
proves that the precipitating factors were pretty near
everything. Young woman, you'll be pulling your weight long after
your friends are carried off screaming."

--But there was a look of pain in her eyes as she took the
rough dose, the harsh reminder.

"I know I wouldn't be fit to marry any one for a long time,"
she said humbly.

Dick was too upset to say any more. He looked out into the
grain field trying to recover his hard brassy attitude.

"You'll be all right--everybody here believes in you. Why,
Doctor Gregory is so proud of you that he'll probably--"

"I hate Doctor Gregory."

"Well, you shouldn't."

Nicole's world had fallen to pieces, but it was only a flimsy
and scarcely created world; beneath it her emotions and instincts
fought on. Was it an hour ago she had waited by the entrance,
wearing her hope like a corsage at her belt?

"It will be nice to have fun again," she fumbled on. For a
moment she entertained a desperate idea of telling him how rich
she was, what big houses she lived in, that really she was a
valuable property--for a moment she made herself into her
grandfather, Sid Warren, the horse-trader. But she survived the
temptation to confuse all values and shut these matters into
their Victorian side-chambers--even though there was no home left
to her, save emptiness and pain.

"I have to go back to the clinic. It's not raining now."

Dick walked beside her, feeling her unhappiness, and wanting
to drink the rain that touched her cheek.

"I have some new records," she said. "I can hardly wait to
play them. Do you know--"

After supper that evening, Dick thought, he would finish the
break; also he wanted to kick Franz's bottom for having partially
introduced him to such a sordid business. He waited in the hall.
His eyes followed a beret, not wet with waiting like Nicole's
beret, but covering a skull recently operated on. Beneath it
human eyes peered, found him and came over:

"Bonjour, Docteur."

"Bonjour, Monsieur."

"Il fait beau temps."

"Oui, merveilleux."

"Vous êtes ici maintenant?"

"Non, pour la journée seulement."

"Ah, bon. Alors--au revoir, Monsieur."

Glad at having survived another contact, the wretch in the
beret moved away. Dick waited. Presently a nurse came downstairs
and delivered him a message.

"Miss Warren asks to be excused, Doctor. She wants to lie
down. She wants to have dinner upstairs to-night."

The nurse hung on his response, half expecting him to imply
that Miss Warren's attitude was pathological.

"Oh, I see. Well--" He rearranged the flow of his own saliva,
the pulse of his heart. "I hope she feels better. Thanks."

He was puzzled and discontent. At any rate it freed him.

Leaving a note for Franz begging off from supper, he walked
through the countryside to the tram station. As he reached the
platform, with spring twilight gilding the rails and the glass in
the slot machines, he began to feel that the station, the
hospital, was hovering between being centripetal and centrifugal.
He felt frightened. He was glad when the substantial
cobble-stones of Zurich clicked once more under his shoes.

He expected to hear from Nicole next day but there was no
word. Wondering if she was ill, he called the clinic and talked
to Franz.

"She came downstairs to luncheon yesterday and to-day," said
Franz. "She seemed a little abstracted and in the clouds. How did
it go off?"

Dick tried to plunge over the Alpine crevasse between the
sexes.

"We didn't get to it--at least I didn't think we did. I tried
to be distant, but I didn't think enough happened to change her
attitude if it ever went deep."

Perhaps his vanity had been hurt that there was no coup de
grâce to administer.

"From some things she said to her nurse I'm inclined to think
she understood."

"All right."

"It was the best thing that could have happened. She doesn't
seem over-agitated--only a little in the clouds."

"All right, then."

"Dick, come soon and see me."

VIII

During the next weeks Dick experienced a vast dissatisfaction.
The pathological origin and mechanistic defeat of the affair left
a flat and metallic taste. Nicole's emotions had been used
unfairly--what if they turned out to have been his own?
Necessarily he must absent himself from felicity a while--in
dreams he saw her walking on the clinic path swinging her wide
straw hat. . . .

One time he saw her in person; as he walked past the Palace
Hotel, a magnificent Rolls curved into the half-moon entrance.
Small within its gigantic proportions, and buoyed up by the power
of a hundred superfluous horses, sat Nicole and a young woman
whom he assumed was her sister. Nicole saw him and momentarily
her lips parted in an expression of fright. Dick shifted his hat
and passed, yet for a moment the air around him was loud with the
circlings of all the goblins on the Gross-Münster. He tried
to write the matter out of his mind in a memorandum that went
into detail as to the solemn régime before her; the
possibilities of another "push" of the malady under the stresses
which the world would inevitably supply--in all a memorandum that
would have been convincing to any one save to him who had written
it.

The total value of this effort was to make him realize once
more how far his emotions were involved; thenceforth he
resolutely provided antidotes. One was the telephone girl from
Bar-sur-Aube, now touring Europe from Nice to Coblenz, in a
desperate roundup of the men she had known in her
never-to-be-equalled holiday; another was the making of
arrangements to get home on a government transport in August; a
third was a consequent intensification of work on his proofs for
the book that this autumn was to be presented to the
German-speaking world of psychiatry.

Dick had outgrown the book; he wanted now to do more spade
work; if he got an exchange fellowship he could count on plenty
of routine.

Meanwhile he had projected a new work: An Attempt at a
Uniform and Pragmatic Classification of the Neuroses and
Psychoses, Based on an Examination of Fifteen Hundred
Pre-Krapælin and Post-Krapælin Cases as they would be
Diagnosed in the Terminology of the Different Contemporary
Schools--and another sonorous paragraph--Together with a
Chronology of Such Subdivisions of Opinion as Have Arisen
Independently.

Going into Montreux Dick pedalled slowly, gaping at the
Jugenhorn whenever possible, and blinded by glimpses of the lake
through the alleys of the shore hotels. He was conscious of the
groups of English, emergent after four years and walking with
detective-story suspicion in their eyes, as though they were
about to be assaulted in this questionable country by German
trained-bands. There were building and awakening everywhere on
this mound of débris formed by a mountain torrent. At
Berne and at Lausanne on the way south, Dick had been eagerly
asked if there would be Americans this year. "By August, if not
in June?"

He wore leather shorts, an army shirt, mountain shoes. In his
knapsack were a cotton suit and a change of underwear. At the
Glion funicular he checked his bicycle and took a small beer on
the terrace of the station buffet, meanwhile watching the little
bug crawl down the eighty-degree slope of the hill. His ear was
full of dried blood from La Tour de Pelz, where he had sprinted
under the impression that he was a spoiled athlete. He asked for
alcohol and cleared up the exterior while the funicular slid down
port. He saw his bicycle embarked, slung his knapsack into the
lower compartment of the car, and followed it in.

Mountain-climbing cars are built on a slant similar to the
angle of a hat-brim of a man who doesn't want to be recognized.
As water gushed from the chamber under the car, Dick was
impressed with the ingenuity of the whole idea--a complimentary
car was now taking on mountain water at the top and would pull
the lightened car up by gravity, as soon as the brakes were
released. It must have been a great inspiration. In the seat
across, a couple of British were discussing the cable itself.

"The ones made in England always last five or six years. Two
years ago the Germans underbid us, and how long do you think
their cable lasted?"

"How long?"

"A year and ten months. Then the Swiss sold it to the
Italians. They don't have rigid inspections of cables."

"I can see it would be a terrible thing for Switzerland if a
cable broke."

The conductor shut a door; he telephoned his confrere among
the undulati, and with a jerk the car was pulled upward, heading
for a pinpoint on an emerald hill above. After it cleared the low
roofs, the skies of Vaud, Valais, Swiss Savoy, and Geneva spread
around the passengers in cyclorama. On the centre of the lake,
cooled by the piercing current of the Rhône, lay the true
centre of the Western World. Upon it floated swans like boats and
boats like swans, both lost in the nothingness of the heartless
beauty. It was a bright day, with sun glittering on the grass
beach below and the white courts of the Kursal. The figures on
the courts threw no shadows.

When Chillon and the island palace of Salagnon came into view
Dick turned his eyes inward. The funicular was above the highest
houses of the shore; on both sides a tangle of foliage and
flowers culminated at intervals in masses of color. It was a
rail-side garden, and in the car was a sign: Défense de
cueillir les fleurs.

Though one must not pick flowers on the way up, the blossoms
trailed in as they passed--Dorothy Perkins roses dragged
patiently through each compartment slowly waggling with the
motion of the funicular, letting go at the last to swing back to
their rosy cluster. Again and again these branches went through
the car.

In the compartment above and in front of Dick's, a group of
English were standing up and exclaiming upon the backdrop of sky,
when suddenly there was a confusion among them--they parted to
give passage to a couple of young people who made apologies and
scrambled over into the rear compartment of the funicular--Dick's
compartment. The young man was a Latin with the eyes of a stuffed
deer; the girl was Nicole.

The two climbers gasped momentarily from their efforts; as
they settled into seats, laughing and crowding the English to the
corners, Nicole said, "Hello." She was lovely to look at;
immediately Dick saw that something was different; in a second he
realized it was her fine-spun hair, bobbed like Irene Castle's
and fluffed into curls. She wore a sweater of powder blue and a
white tennis skirt--she was the first morning in May and every
taint of the clinic was departed.

"Plunk!" she gasped. "Whoo-oo that guard. They'll arrest us at
the next stop. Doctor Diver, the Conte de Marmora."

"Gee-imminy!" She felt her new hair, panting. "Sister bought
first-class tickets--it's a matter of principle with her." She
and Marmora exchanged glances and shouted: "Then we found that
first-class is the hearse part behind the chauffeur--shut in with
curtains for a rainy day, so you can't see anything. But Sister's
very dignified--" Again Nicole and Marmora laughed with young
intimacy.

"Where you bound?" asked Dick.

"Caux. You too?" Nicole looked at his costume. "That your
bicycle they got up in front?"

"Yes. I'm going to coast down Monday."

"With me on your handle-bars? I mean, really--will you? I
can't think of more fun."

"But I will carry you down in my arms," Marmora protested
intensely. "I will roller-skate you--or I will throw you and you
will fall slowly like a feather."

The delight in Nicole's face--to be a feather again instead of
a plummet, to float and not to drag. She was a carnival to
watch--at times primly coy, posing, grimacing and
gesturing--sometimes the shadow fell and the dignity of old
suffering flowed down into her finger tips. Dick wished himself
away from her, fearing that he was a reminder of a world well
left behind. He resolved to go to the other hotel.

When the funicular came to rest those new to it stirred in
suspension between the blues of two heavens. It was merely for a
mysterious exchange between the conductor of the car going up and
the conductor of the car coming down. Then up and up over a
forest path and a gorge--then again up a hill that became solid
with narcissus, from passengers to sky. The people in Montreux
playing tennis in the lakeside courts were pinpoints now.
Something new was in the air; freshness--freshness embodying
itself in music as the car slid into Glion and they heard the
orchestra in the hotel garden.

When they changed to the mountain train the music was drowned
by the rushing water released from the hydraulic chamber. Almost
overhead was Caux, where the thousand windows of a hotel burned
in the late sun.

But the approach was different--a leather-lunged engine pushed
the passengers round and round in a corkscrew, mounting, rising;
they chugged through low-level clouds and for a moment Dick lost
Nicole's face in the spray of the slanting donkey engine; they
skirted a lost streak of wind with the hotel growing in size at
each spiral, until with a vast surprise they were there, on top
of the sunshine.

In the confusion of arrival, as Dick slung his knapsack and
started forward on the platform to get his bicycle, Nicole was
beside him.

"Aren't you at our hotel?" she asked.

"I'm economizing."

"Will you come down and have dinner?" Some confusion with
baggage ensued. "This is my sister--Doctor Diver from
Zurich."

Dick bowed to a young woman of twenty-five, tall and
confident. She was both formidable and vulnerable, he decided,
remembering other women with flower-like mouths grooved for
bits.

"I'll drop in after dinner," Dick promised. "First I must get
acclimated."

He wheeled off his bicycle, feeling Nicole's eyes following
him, feeling her helpless first love, feeling it twist around
inside him. He went three hundred yards up the slope to the other
hotel, he engaged a room and found himself washing without a
memory of the intervening ten minutes, only a sort of drunken
flush pierced with voices, unimportant voices that did not know
how much he was loved.

IX

They were waiting for him and incomplete without him. He was
still the incalculable element; Miss Warren and the young Italian
wore their anticipation as obviously as Nicole. The salon of the
hotel, a room of fabled acoustics, was stripped for dancing but
there was a small gallery of Englishwomen of a certain age, with
neckbands, dyed hair and faces powdered pinkish gray; and of
American women of a certain age, with snowy-white
transformations, black dresses and lips of cherry red. Miss
Warren and Marmora were at a corner table--Nicole was diagonally
across from them forty yards away, and as Dick arrived he heard
her voice:

"Can you hear me? I'm speaking naturally."

"Perfectly,"

"Hello, Doctor Diver."

"What's this?"

"You realize the people in the centre of the floor can't
hear what I say, but you can?"

"A waiter told us about it," said Miss Warren. "Corner to
corner--it's like wireless."

It was exciting up on the mountain, like a ship at sea.
Presently Marmora's parents joined them. They treated the Warrens
with respect--Dick gathered that their fortunes had something to
do with a bank in Milan that had something to do with the Warren
fortunes. But Baby Warren wanted to talk to Dick, wanted to talk
to him with the impetus that sent her out vagrantly toward all
new men, as though she were on an inelastic tether and considered
that she might as well get to the end of it as soon as possible.
She crossed and recrossed her knees frequently in the manner of
tall restless virgins.

"--Nicole told me that you took part care of her, and had a
lot to do with her getting well. What I can't understand is what
we're supposed to do--they were so indefinite at the
sanitarium; they only told me she ought to be natural and gay. I
knew the Marmoras were up here so I asked Tino to meet us at the
funicular. And you see what happens--the very first thing Nicole
has him crawling over the sides of the car as if they were both
insane--"

"That was absolutely normal," Dick laughed. "I'd call it a
good sign. They were showing off for each other."

"But how can I tell? Before I knew it, almost in front
of my eyes, she had her hair cut off, in Zurich, because of a
picture in 'Vanity Fair.'"

"Nothing is going to be crazy--Nicole is all fresh and happy,
you needn't be afraid."

Baby shifted her knees about--she was a compendium of all the
discontented women who had loved Byron a hundred years before,
yet, in spite of the tragic affair with the guards' officer there
was something wooden and onanistic about her.

"I don't mind the responsibility," she declared, "but I'm in
the air. We've never had anything like this in the family
before--we know Nicole had some shock and my opinion is it was
about a boy, but we don't really know. Father says he would have
shot him if he could have found out."

The orchestra was playing "Poor Butterfly"; young Marmora was
dancing with his mother. It was a tune new enough to them all.
Listening, and watching Nicole's shoulders as she chattered to
the elder Marmora, whose hair was dashed with white like a piano
keyboard, Dick thought of the shoulders of a violin, and then he
thought of the dishonor, the secret. Oh, butterfly--the moments
pass into hours--

"Actually I have a plan," Baby continued with
apologetic hardness. "It may seem absolutely impractical to you
but they say Nicole will need to be looked after for a few years.
I don't know whether you know Chicago or not--"

"I don't."

"Well, there's a North Side and a South Side and they're very
much separated. The North Side is chic and all that, and we've
always lived over there, at least for many years, but lots of old
families, old Chicago families, if you know what I mean, still
live on the South Side. The University is there. I mean it's
stuffy to some people, but anyhow it's different from the North
Side. I don't know whether you understand."

He nodded. With some concentration he had been able to follow
her.

"Now of course we have lots of connections there--Father
controls certain chairs and fellowships and so forth at the
University, and I thought if we took Nicole home and threw her
with that crowd--you see she's quite musical and speaks all these
languages--what could be better in her condition than if she fell
in love with some good doctor--"

A burst of hilarity surged up in Dick, the Warrens were going
to buy Nicole a doctor--You got a nice doctor you can let us use?
There was no use worrying about Nicole when they were in the
position of being able to buy her a nice young doctor, the paint
scarcely dry on him.

"But how about the doctor?" he said automatically.

"There must be many who'd jump at the chance."

The dancers were back, but Baby whispered quickly:

"This is the sort of thing I mean. Now where is Nicole--she's
gone off somewhere. Is she upstairs in her room? What am I
supposed to do? I never know whether it's something innocent or
whether I ought to go find her."

"Perhaps she just wants to be by herself--people living alone
get used to loneliness." Seeing that Miss Warren was not
listening he stopped. "I'll take a look around."

For a moment all the outdoors shut in with mist was like
spring with the curtains drawn. Life was gathered near the hotel.
Dick passed some cellar windows where bus boys sat on bunks and
played cards over a litre of Spanish wine. As he approached the
promenade, the stars began to come through the white crests of
the high Alps. On the horseshoe walk overlooking the lake Nicole
was the figure motionless between two lamp stands, and he
approached silently across the grass. She turned to him with an
expression of: "Here you are," and for a moment he was
sorry he had come.

"Your sister wondered."

"Oh!" She was accustomed to being watched. With an effort she
explained herself: "Sometimes I get a little--it gets a little
too much. I've lived so quietly. To-night that music was too
much. It made me want to cry--"

"I understand."

"This has been an awfully exciting day."

"I know."

"I don't want to do anything anti-social--I've caused
everybody enough trouble. But to-night I wanted to get away."

It occurred to Dick suddenly, as it might occur to a dying man
that he had forgotten to tell where his will was, that Nicole had
been "re-educated" by Dohmler and the ghostly generations behind
him; it occurred to him also that there would be so much she
would have to be told. But having recorded this wisdom within
himself, he yielded to the insistent face-value of the situation
and said:

"You're a nice person--just keep using your own judgment about
yourself."

"You like me?"

"Of course."

"Would you--" They were strolling along toward the dim end of
the horseshoe, two hundred yards ahead. "If I hadn't been sick
would you--I mean, would I have been the sort of girl you might
have--oh, slush, you know what I mean."

He was in for it now, possessed by a vast irrationality. She
was so near that he felt his breathing change but again his
training came to his aid in a boy's laugh and a trite remark.

"You're teasing yourself, my dear. Once I knew a man who fell
in love with his nurse--" The anecdote rambled on, punctuated by
their footsteps. Suddenly Nicole interrupted in succinct
Chicagoese: "Bull!"

"That's a very vulgar expression."

"What about it?" she flared up. "You don't think I've got any
common sense--before I was sick I didn't have any, but I have
now. And if I don't know you're the most attractive man I ever
met you must think I'm still crazy. It's my hard luck, all
right--but don't pretend I don't know--I know everything
about you and me."

Dick was at an additional disadvantage. He remembered the
statement of the elder Miss Warren as to the young doctors that
could be purchased in the intellectual stockyards of the South
Side of Chicago, and he hardened for a moment. "You're a fetching
kid, but I couldn't fall in love."

"You won't give me a chance."

"What!"

The impertinence, the right to invade implied, astounded him.
Short of anarchy he could not think of any chance that Nicole
Warren deserved.

"Give me a chance now."

The voice fell low, sank into her breast and stretched the
tight bodice over her heart as she came up close. He felt the
young lips, her body sighing in relief against the arm growing
stronger to hold her. There were now no more plans than if Dick
had arbitrarily made some indissoluble mixture, with atoms joined
and inseparable; you could throw it all out but never again could
they fit back into atomic scale. As he held her and tasted her,
and as she curved in further and further toward him, with her own
lips, new to herself, drowned and engulfed in love, yet solaced
and triumphant, he was thankful to have an existence at all, if
only as a reflection in her wet eyes.

"My God," he gasped, "you're fun to kiss."

That was talk, but Nicole had a better hold on him now and she
held it; she turned coquette and walked away, leaving him as
suspended as in the funicular of the afternoon. She felt: There,
that'll show him, how conceited; how he could do with me; oh,
wasn't it wonderful! I've got him, he's mine. Now in the sequence
came flight, but it was all so sweet and new that she dawdled,
wanting to draw all of it in.

She shivered suddenly. Two thousand feet below she saw the
necklace and bracelet of lights that were Montreux and Vevey,
beyond them a dim pendant of Lausanne. From down there somewhere
ascended a faint sound of dance music. Nicole was up in her head
now, cool as cool, trying to collate the sentimentalities of her
childhood, as deliberate as a man getting drunk after battle. But
she was still afraid of Dick, who stood near her, leaning,
characteristically, against the iron fence that rimmed the
horseshoe; and this prompted her to say: "I can remember how I
stood waiting for you in the garden--holding all my self in my
arms like a basket of flowers. It was that to me anyhow--I
thought I was sweet--waiting to hand that basket to you."

He breathed over her shoulder and turned her insistently
about; she kissed him several times, her face getting big every
time she came close, her hands holding him by the shoulders.

"It's raining hard."

Suddenly there was a booming from the wine slopes across the
lake; cannons were shooting at hail-bearing clouds in order to
break them. The lights of the promenade went off, went on again.
Then the storm came swiftly, first falling from the heavens, then
doubly falling in torrents from the mountains and washing loud
down the roads and stone ditches; with it came a dark,
frightening sky and savage filaments of lightning and
world-splitting thunder, while ragged, destroying clouds fled
along past the hotel. Mountains and lake disappeared--the hotel
crouched amid tumult, chaos and darkness.

By this time Dick and Nicole had reached the vestibule, where
Baby Warren and the three Marmoras were anxiously awaiting them.
It was exciting coming out of the wet fog--with the doors
banging, to stand and laugh and quiver with emotion, wind in
their ears and rain on their clothes. Now in the ballroom the
orchestra was playing a Strauss waltz, high and confusing.

. . . For Doctor Diver to marry a mental patient? How did it
happen? Where did it begin?

"Won't you come back after you've changed?" Baby Warren asked
after a close scrutiny.

"I haven't got any change, except some shorts."

As he trudged up to his hotel in a borrowed raincoat he kept
laughing derisively in his throat.

"Big chance--oh, yes. My God!--they decided to buy a
doctor? Well, they better stick to whoever they've got in
Chicago." Revolted by his harshness he made amends to Nicole,
remembering that nothing had ever felt so young as her lips,
remembering rain like tears shed for him that lay upon her softly
shining porcelain cheeks . . . the silence of the storm ceasing
woke him about three o'clock and he went to the window. Her
beauty climbed the rolling slope, it came into the room, rustling
ghostlike through the curtains. . . .

. . . He climbed two thousand meters to Rochers de Naye the
following morning, amused by the fact that his conductor of the
day before was using his day off to climb also.

Then Dick descended all the way to Montreux for a swim, got
back to his hotel in time for dinner. Two notes awaited him.

"I'm not ashamed about last night--it was the nicest thing
that ever happened to me and even if I never saw you again, Mon
Capitaine, I would be glad it happened."

That was disarming enough--the heavy shade of Dohmler
retreated as Dick opened the second envelope:

DEAR DOCTOR DIVER: I phoned but you were out. I wonder if I
may ask you a great big favor. Unforeseen circumstances call me
back to Paris, and I find I can make better time by way of
Lausanne. Can you let Nicole ride as far as Zurich with you,
since you are going back Monday? and drop her at the sanitarium?
Is this too much to ask?

Sincerely,

BETH EVAN WARREN.

Dick was furious--Miss Warren had known he had a bicycle with
him; yet she had so phrased her note that it was impossible to
refuse. Throw us together! Sweet propinquity and the Warren
money!

He was wrong; Baby Warren had no such intentions. She had
looked Dick over with worldly eyes, she had measured him with the
warped rule of an Anglophile and found him wanting--in spite of
the fact that she found him toothsome. But for her he was too
"intellectual" and she pigeonholed him with a shabby-snobby crowd
she had once known in London--he put himself out too much to be
really of the correct stuff. She could not see how he could be
made into her idea of an aristocrat.

In addition to that he was stubborn--she had seen him leave
her conversation and get down behind his eyes in that odd way
that people did, half a dozen times. She had not liked Nicole's
free and easy manner as a child and now she was sensibly
habituated to thinking of her as a "gone coon"; and anyhow Doctor
Diver was not the sort of medical man she could envisage in the
family.

She only wanted to use him innocently as a convenience.

But her request had the effect that Dick assumed she desired.
A ride in a train can be a terrible, heavy-hearted or comic
thing; it can be a trial flight; it can be a prefiguration of
another journey just as a given day with a friend can be long,
from the taste of hurry in the morning up to the realization of
both being hungry and taking food together. Then comes the
afternoon with the journey fading and dying, but quickening again
at the end. Dick was sad to see Nicole's meagre joy; yet it was a
relief for her, going back to the only home she knew. They made
no love that day, but when he left her outside the sad door on
the Zurichsee and she turned and looked at him he knew her
problem was one they had together for good now.

"That doesn't give you the right to be unpleasant." It
irritated Dick that he knew so much that he could not tell her.
"Nicole's rich, but that doesn't make me an adventurer."

"That's just it," complained Baby stubbornly. "Nicole's
rich."

"Just how much money has she got?" he asked.

She started; and with a silent laugh he continued, "You see
how silly this is? I'd rather talk to some man in your
family--"

"Everything's been left to me," she persisted. "It isn't we
think you're an adventurer. We don't know who you are."

"I'm a doctor of medicine," he said. "My father is a
clergyman, now retired. We lived in Buffalo and my past is open
to investigation. I went to New Haven; afterward I was a Rhodes
scholar. My great-grandfather was Governor of North Carolina and
I'm a direct descendant of Mad Anthony Wayne."

"Who was Mad Anthony Wayne?" Baby asked suspiciously.

"Mad Anthony Wayne?"

"I think there's enough madness in this affair."

He shook his head hopelessly, just as Nicole came out on the
hotel terrace and looked around for them.

"He was too mad to leave as much money as Marshall Field," he
said.

"That's all very well--"

Baby was right and she knew it. Face to face, her father would
have it on almost any clergyman. They were an American ducal
family without a title--the very name written in a hotel
register, signed to an introduction, used in a difficult
situation, caused a psychological metamorphosis in people, and in
return this change had crystallized her own sense of position.
She knew these facts from the English, who had known them for
over two hundred years. But she did not know that twice Dick had
come close to flinging the marriage in her face. All that saved
it this time was Nicole finding their table and glowing away,
white and fresh and new in the September afternoon.

How do you do, lawyer. We're going to Como tomorrow for a week
and then back to Zurich. That's why I wanted you and sister to
settle this, because it doesn't matter to us how much I'm
allowed. We're going to live very quietly in Zurich for two years
and Dick has enough to take care of us. No, Baby, I'm more
practical than you think--It's only for clothes and things I'll
need it. . . . Why, that's more than--can the estate really
afford to give me all that? I know I'll never manage to spend it.
Do you have that much? Why do you have more--is it because I'm
supposed to be incompetent? All right, let my share pile up then.
. . . No, Dick refuses to have anything whatever to do with it.
I'll have to feel bloated for us both. . . . Baby, you have no
more idea of what Dick is like than, than--Now where do I sign?
Oh, I'm sorry.

. . . Isn't it funny and lonely being together, Dick. No place
to go except close. Shall we just love and love? Ah, but I love
the most, and I can tell when you're away from me, even a little.
I think it's wonderful to be just like everybody else, to reach
out and find you all warm beside me in the bed.

. . . If you will kindly call my husband at the hospital. Yes,
the little book is selling everywhere--they want it published in
six languages. I was to do the French translation but I'm tired
these days--I'm afraid of falling, I'm so heavy and clumsy--like
a broken roly-poly that can't stand up straight. The cold
stethoscope against my heart and my strongest feeling "Je m'en
fiche de tout."--Oh, that poor woman in the hospital with the
blue baby, much better dead. Isn't it fine there are three of us
now?

. . . That seems unreasonable, Dick--we have every reason for
taking the bigger apartment. Why should we penalize ourselves
just because there's more Warren money than Diver money. Oh,
thank you, cameriere, but we've changed our minds. This English
clergyman tells us that your wine here in Orvieto is excellent.
It doesn't travel? That must be why we have never heard of it,
because we love wine.

The lakes are sunk in the brown clay and the slopes have all
the creases of a belly. The photographer gave us the picture of
me, my hair limp over the rail on the boat to Capri. "Good-by,
Blue Grotte," sang the boatman, "come again soo-oon." And
afterward tracing down the hot sinister shin of the Italian boot
with the wind soughing around those eerie castles, the dead
watching from up on those hills.

. . . This ship is nice, with our heels hitting the deck
together. This is the blowy corner and each time we turn it I
slant forward against the wind and pull my coat together without
losing step with Dick. We are chanting nonsense:

"Oh--oh--oh--oh
Other flamingoes than me,
Oh--oh--oh--oh
Other flamingoes than me--"

Life is fun with Dick--the people in deck chairs look at us,
and a woman is trying to hear what we are singing. Dick is tired
of singing it, so go on alone, Dick. You will walk differently
alone, dear, through a thicker atmosphere, forcing your way
through the shadows of chairs, through the dripping smoke of the
funnels. You will feel your own reflection sliding along the eyes
of those who look at you. You are no longer insulated; but I
suppose you must touch life in order to spring from it.

Sitting on the stanchion of this life-boat I look seaward and
let my hair blow and shine. I am motionless against the sky and
the boat is made to carry my form onward into the blue obscurity
of the future, I am Pallas Athene carved reverently on the front
of a galley. The waters are lapping in the public toilets and the
agate green foliage of spray changes and complains about the
stern.

. . . We travelled a lot that year--from Woolloomooloo Bay to
Biskra. On the edge of the Sahara we ran into a plague of locusts
and the chauffeur explained kindly that they were bumble-bees.
The sky was low at night, full of the presence of a strange and
watchful God. Oh, the poor little naked Ouled Naïl; the
night was noisy with drums from Senegal and flutes and whining
camels, and the natives pattering about in shoes made of old
automobile tires.

But I was gone again by that time--trains and beaches they
were all one. That was why he took me travelling but after my
second child, my little girl, Topsy, was born everything got dark
again.

. . . If I could get word to my husband who has seen fit to
desert me here, to leave me in the hands of incompetents. You
tell me my baby is black--that's farcical, that's very cheap. We
went to Africa merely to see Timgad, since my principal interest
in life is archeology. I am tired of knowing nothing and being
reminded of it all the time.

. . . When I get well I want to be a fine person like you,
Dick--I would study medicine except it's too late. We must spend
my money and have a house--I'm tired of apartments and waiting
for you. You're bored with Zurich and you can't find time for
writing here and you say that it's a confession of weakness for a
scientist not to write. And I'll look over the whole field of
knowledge and pick out something and really know about it, so
I'll have it to hang on to if I go to pieces again. You'll help
me, Dick, so I won't feel so guilty. We'll live near a warm beach
where we can be brown and young together.

. . . This is going to be Dick's work house. Oh, the idea came
to us both at the same moment. We had passed Tarmes a dozen times
and we rode up here and found the houses empty, except two
stables. When we bought we acted through a Frenchman but the navy
sent spies up here in no time when they found that Americans had
bought part of a hill village. They looked for cannons all
through the building material, and finally Baby had to twitch
wires for us at the Affaires Etrangères in
Paris.

No one comes to the Riviera in summer, so we expect to have a
few guests and to work. There are some French people
here--Mistinguet last week, surprised to find the hotel open, and
Picasso and the man who wrote Pas sur la Bouche.

. . . Dick, why did you register Mr. and Mrs. Diver instead of
Doctor and Mrs. Diver? I just wondered--it just floated through
my mind.--You've taught me that work is everything and I believe
you. You used to say a man knows things and when he stops knowing
things he's like anybody else, and the thing is to get power
before he stops knowing things. If you want to turn things
topsy-turvy, all right, but must your Nicole follow you walking
on her hands, darling?

. . . Tommy says I am silent. Since I was well the first time
I talked a lot to Dick late at night, both of us sitting up in
bed and lighting cigarettes, then diving down afterward out of
the blue dawn and into the pillows, to keep the light from our
eyes. Sometimes I sing, and play with the animals, and I have a
few friends too--Mary, for instance. When Mary and I talk neither
of us listens to the other. Talk is men. When I talk I say to
myself that I am probably Dick. Already I have even been my son,
remembering how wise and slow he is. Sometimes I am Doctor
Dohmler and one time I may even be an aspect of you, Tommy
Barban. Tommy is in love with me, I think, but gently,
reassuringly. Enough, though, so that he and Dick have begun to
disapprove of each other. All in all, everything has never gone
better. I am among friends who like me. I am here on this
tranquil beach with my husband and two children. Everything is
all right--if I can finish translating this damn recipe for
chicken a la Maryland into French. My toes feel warm in the
sand.

"Yes, I'll look. More new people--oh, that girl--yes. Who did
you say she looked like. . . . No, I haven't, we don't get much
chance to see the new American pictures over here. Rosemary who?
Well, we're getting very fashionable for July--seems very
peculiar to me. Yes, she's lovely, but there can be too many
people."

XI

Doctor Richard Diver and Mrs. Elsie Speers sat in the
Café des Alliées in August, under cool and dusty
trees. The sparkle of the mica was dulled by the baked ground,
and a few gusts of mistral from down the coast seeped through the
Esterel and rocked the fishing boats in the harbor, pointing the
masts here and there at a featureless sky.

"I had a letter this morning," said Mrs. Speers. "What a
terrible time you all must have had with those Negroes! But
Rosemary said you were perfectly wonderful to her."

"Rosemary ought to have a service stripe. It was pretty
harrowing--the only person it didn't disturb was Abe North--he
flew off to Havre--he probably doesn't know about it yet."

"I'm sorry Mrs. Diver was upset," she said carefully.

Rosemary had written:

Nicole seemed Out of her Mind. I didn't want to come South
with them because I felt Dick had enough on his hands.

"She's all right now." He spoke almost impatiently. "So you're
leaving to-morrow. When will you sail?"

"Right away."

"My God, it's awful to have you go."

"We're glad we came here. We've had a good time, thanks to
you. You're the first man Rosemary ever cared for."

Another gust of wind strained around the porphyry hills of la
Napoule. There was a hint in the air that the earth was hurrying
on toward other weather; the lush midsummer moment outside of
time was already over.

"Rosemary's had crushes but sooner or later she always turned
the man over to me--" Mrs. Speers laughed, "--for
dissection."

"So I was spared."

"There was nothing I could have done. She was in love with you
before I ever saw you. I told her to go ahead."

He saw that no provision had been made for him, or for Nicole,
in Mrs. Speers' plans--and he saw that her amorality sprang from
the conditions of her own withdrawal. It was her right, the
pension on which her own emotions had retired. Women are
necessarily capable of almost anything in their struggle for
survival and can scarcely be convicted of such man-made crimes as
"cruelty." So long as the shuffle of love and pain went on within
proper walls Mrs. Speers could view it with as much detachment
and humor as a eunuch. She had not even allowed for the
possibility of Rosemary's being damaged--or was she certain that
she couldn't be?

"If what you say is true I don't think it did her any harm."
He was keeping up to the end the pretense that he could still
think objectively about Rosemary. "She's over it already.
Still--so many of the important times in life begin by seeming
incidental."

"This wasn't incidental," Mrs. Speers insisted. "You were the
first man--you're an ideal to her. In every letter she says
that."

"She's so polite."

"You and Rosemary are the politest people I've ever known, but
she means this."

"My politeness is a trick of the heart."

This was partly true. From his father Dick had learned the
somewhat conscious good manners of the young Southerner coming
north after the Civil War. Often he used them and just as often
he despised them because they were not a protest against how
unpleasant selfishness was but against how unpleasant it
looked.

"I'm in love with Rosemary," he told her suddenly. "It's a
kind of self-indulgence saying that to you."

It seemed very strange and official to him, as if the very
tables and chairs in the Café des Alliées would
remember it forever. Already he felt her absence from these
skies: on the beach he could only remember the sun-torn flesh of
her shoulder; at Tarmes he crushed out her footprints as he
crossed the garden; and now the orchestra launching into the Nice
Carnival Song, an echo of last year's vanished gaieties, started
the little dance that went on all about her. In a hundred hours
she had come to possess all the world's dark magic; the blinding
belladonna, the caffein converting physical into nervous energy,
the mandragora that imposes harmony.

With an effort he once more accepted the fiction that he
shared Mrs. Speers' detachment.

"You and Rosemary aren't really alike," he said. "The wisdom
she got from you is all molded up into her persona, into the mask
she faces the world with. She doesn't think; her real depths are
Irish and romantic and illogical."

Mrs. Speers knew too that Rosemary, for all her delicate
surface, was a young mustang, perceptibly by Captain Doctor Hoyt,
U.S.A. Cross-sectioned, Rosemary would have displayed an enormous
heart, liver and soul, all crammed close together under the
lovely shell.

Saying good-by, Dick was aware of Elsie Speers' full charm,
aware that she meant rather more to him than merely a last
unwillingly relinquished fragment of Rosemary. He could possibly
have made up Rosemary--he could never have made up her mother. If
the cloak, spurs and brilliants in which Rosemary had walked off
were things with which he had endowed her, it was nice in
contrast to watch her mother's grace knowing it was surely
something he had not evoked. She had an air of seeming to wait,
as if for a man to get through with something more important than
herself, a battle or an operation, during which he must not be
hurried or interfered with. When the man had finished she would
be waiting, without fret or impatience, somewhere on a highstool,
turning the pages of a newspaper.

"Good-by--and I want you both to remember always how fond of
you Nicole and I have grown."

Back at the Villa Diana, he went to his work-room, and opened
the shutters, closed against the mid-day glare. On his two long
tables, in ordered confusion, lay the materials of his book.
Volume I, concerned with Classification, had achieved some
success in a small subsidized edition. He was negotiating for its
reissue. Volume II was to be a great amplification of his first
little book, A Psychology for Psychiatrists. Like so many
men he had found that he had only one or two ideas--that his
little collection of pamphlets now in its fiftieth German edition
contained the germ of all he would ever think or know.

But he was currently uneasy about the whole thing. He resented
the wasted years at New Haven, but mostly he felt a discrepancy
between the growing luxury in which the Divers lived, and the
need for display which apparently went along with it. Remembering
his Rumanian friend's story, about the man who had worked for
years on the brain of an armadillo, he suspected that patient
Germans were sitting close to the libraries of Berlin and Vienna
callously anticipating him. He had about decided to brief the
work in its present condition and publish it in an undocumented
volume of a hundred thousand words as an introduction to more
scholarly volumes to follow.

He confirmed this decision walking around the rays of late
afternoon in his work-room. With the new plan he could be through
by spring. It seemed to him that when a man with his energy was
pursued for a year by increasing doubts, it indicated some fault
in the plan.

He laid the bars of gilded metal that he used as paperweights
along the sheaves of notes. He swept up, for no servant was
allowed in here, treated his washroom sketchily with Bon Ami,
repaired a screen and sent off an order to a publishing house in
Zurich. Then he drank an ounce of gin with twice as much
water.

He saw Nicole in the garden. Presently he must encounter her
and the prospect gave him a leaden feeling. Before her he must
keep up a perfect front, now and to-morrow, next week and next
year. All night in Paris he had held her in his arms while she
slept light under the luminol; in the early morning he broke in
upon her confusion before it could form, with words of tenderness
and protection, and she slept again with his face against the
warm scent of her hair. Before she woke he had arranged
everything at the phone in the next room. Rosemary was to move to
another hotel. She was to be "Daddy's Girl" and even to give up
saying good-by to them. The proprietor of the hotel, Mr. McBeth,
was to be the three Chinese monkeys. Packing amid the piled boxes
and tissue paper of many purchases, Dick and Nicole left for the
Riviera at noon.

Then there was a reaction. As they settled down in the
wagon-lit Dick saw that Nicole was waiting for it, and it came
quickly and desperately, before the train was out of the
ceinture--his only instinct was to step off while the train was
still going slow, rush back and see where Rosemary was, what she
was doing. He opened a book and bent his pince-nez upon it, aware
that Nicole was watching him from her pillow across the
compartment. Unable to read, he pretended to be tired and shut
his eyes but she was still watching him, and though still she was
half asleep from the hangover of the drug, she was relieved and
almost happy that he was hers again.

It was worse with his eyes shut for it gave a rhythm of
finding and losing, finding and losing; but so as not to appear
restless he lay like that until noon. At luncheon things were
better--it was always a fine meal; a thousand lunches in inns and
restaurants, wagon-lits, buffets, and aeroplanes were a mighty
collation to have taken together. The familiar hurry of the train
waiters, the little bottles of wine and mineral water, the
excellent food of the Paris-Lyons-Méditerranee gave them
the illusion that everything was the same as before, but it was
almost the first trip he had ever taken with Nicole that was a
going away rather than a going toward. He drank a whole bottle of
wine save for Nicole's single glass; they talked about the house
and the children. But once back in the compartment a silence fell
over them like the silence in the restaurant across from the
Luxembourg. Receding from a grief, it seems necessary to retrace
the same steps that brought us there. An unfamiliar impatience
settled on Dick; suddenly Nicole said:

"It seemed too bad to leave Rosemary like that--do you suppose
she'll be all right?"

"Of course. She could take care of herself anywhere--" Lest
this belittle Nicole's ability to do likewise, he added, "After
all, she's an actress, and even though her mother's in the
background she has to look out for herself."

"She's very attractive."

"She's an infant."

"She's attractive though."

They talked aimlessly back and forth, each speaking for the
other.

"She's not as intelligent as I thought," Dick offered.

"She's quite smart."

"Not very, though--there's a persistent aroma of the
nursery."

"She's very--very pretty," Nicole said in a detached, emphatic
way, "and I thought she was very good in the picture."

"She was well directed. Thinking it over, it wasn't very
individual."

"I thought it was. I can see how she'd be very attractive to
men."

His heart twisted. To what men? How many men?

--Do you mind if I pull down the curtain?

--Please do, it's too light in here.

Where now? And with whom?

"In a few years she'll look ten years older than you."

"On the contrary. I sketched her one night on a theatre
program, I think she'll last."

They were both restless in the night. In a day or two Dick
would try to banish the ghost of Rosemary before it became walled
up with them, but for the moment he had no force to do it.
Sometimes it is harder to deprive oneself of a pain than of a
pleasure and the memory so possessed him that for the moment
there was nothing to do but to pretend. This was more difficult
because he was currently annoyed with Nicole, who, after all
these years, should recognize symptoms of strain in herself and
guard against them. Twice within a fortnight she had broken up:
there had been the night of the dinner at Tarmes when he had
found her in her bedroom dissolved in crazy laughter telling Mrs.
McKisco she could not go in the bathroom because the key was
thrown down the well. Mrs. McKisco was astonished and resentful,
baffled and yet in a way comprehending. Dick had not been
particularly alarmed then, for afterward Nicole was repentant.
She called at Gausse's Hotel but the McKiscos were gone.

The collapse in Paris was another matter, adding significance
to the first one. It prophesied possibly a new cycle, a new
pousse of the malady. Having gone through unprofessional agonies
during her long relapse following Topsy's birth, he had,
perforce, hardened himself about her, making a cleavage between
Nicole sick and Nicole well. This made it difficult now to
distinguish between his self-protective professional detachment
and some new coldness in his heart. As an indifference cherished,
or left to atrophy, becomes an emptiness, to this extent he had
learned to become empty of Nicole, serving her against his will
with negations and emotional neglect. One writes of scars healed,
a loose parallel to the pathology of the skin, but there is no
such thing in the life of an individual. There are open wounds,
shrunk sometimes to the size of a pin-prick but wounds still. The
marks of suffering are more comparable to the loss of a finger,
or of the sight of an eye. We may not miss them, either, for one
minute in a year, but if we should there is nothing to be done
about it.

XII

He found Nicole in the garden with her arms folded high on her
shoulders. She looked at him with straight gray eyes, with a
child's searching wonder.

"I went to Cannes," he said. "I ran into Mrs. Speers. She's
leaving to-morrow. She wanted to come up and say good-by to you,
but I slew the idea."

"I'm sorry. I'd like to have seen her. I like her."

"Who else do you think I saw--Bartholomew Tailor."

"You didn't."

"I couldn't have missed that face of his, the old experienced
weasel. He was looking over the ground for Ciro's
Menagerie--they'll all be down next year. I suspected Mrs. Abrams
was a sort of outpost."

"And Baby was outraged the first summer we came here."

"They don't really give a damn where they are, so I don't see
why they don't stay and freeze in Deauville."

"Can't we start rumors about cholera or something?"

"I told Bartholomew that some categories died off like flies
here--I told him the life of a suck was as short as the life of a
machine-gunner in the war."

"You didn't."

"No, I didn't," he admitted. "He was very pleasant. It was a
beautiful sight, he and I shaking hands there on the boulevard.
The meeting of Sigmund Freud and Ward McAllister."

Dick didn't want to talk--he wanted to be alone so that his
thoughts about work and the future would overpower his thoughts
of love and to-day. Nicole knew about it but only darkly and
tragically, hating him a little in an animal way, yet wanting to
rub against his shoulder.

"The darling," Dick said lightly.

He went into the house, forgetting something he wanted to do
there, and then remembering it was the piano. He sat down
whistling and played by ear:

"Just picture you upon my knee
With tea for two and two for tea
And me for you and you for me--"

Through the melody flowed a sudden realization that Nicole,
hearing it, would guess quickly at a nostalgia for the past
fortnight. He broke off with a casual chord and left the
piano.

It was hard to know where to go. He glanced about the house
that Nicole had made, that Nicole's grandfather had paid for. He
owned only his work house and the ground on which it stood. Out
of three thousand a year and what dribbled in from his
publications he paid for his clothes and personal expenses, for
cellar charges, and for Lanier's education, so far confined to a
nurse's wage. Never had a move been contemplated without Dick's
figuring his share. Living rather ascetically, travelling
third-class when he was alone, with the cheapest wine, and good
care of his clothes, and penalizing himself for any
extravagances, he maintained a qualified financial independence.
After a certain point, though, it was difficult--again and again
it was necessary to decide together as to the uses to which
Nicole's money should be put. Naturally Nicole, wanting to own
him, wanting him to stand still forever, encouraged any slackness
on his part, and in multiplying ways he was constantly inundated
by a trickling of goods and money. The inception of the idea of
the cliff villa which they had elaborated as a fantasy one day
was a typical example of the forces divorcing them from the first
simple arrangements in Zurich.

"Wouldn't it be fun if--" it had been; and then, "Won't it be
fun when--"

It was not so much fun. His work became confused with Nicole's
problems; in addition, her income had increased so fast of late
that it seemed to belittle his work. Also, for the purpose of her
cure, he had for many years pretended to a rigid domesticity from
which he was drifting away, and this pretense became more arduous
in this effortless immobility, in which he was inevitably
subjected to microscopic examination. When Dick could no longer
play what he wanted to play on the piano, it was an indication
that life was being refined down to a point. He stayed in the big
room a long time listening to the buzz of the electric clock,
listening to time.

In November the waves grew black and dashed over the sea wall
onto the shore road--such summer life as had survived disappeared
and the beaches were melancholy and desolate under the mistral
and rain. Gausse's Hotel was closed for repairs and enlargement
and the scaffolding of the summer Casino at Juan les Pins grew
larger and more formidable. Going into Cannes or Nice, Dick and
Nicole met new people--members of orchestras, restaurateurs,
horticultural enthusiasts, shipbuilders--for Dick had bought an
old dinghy--and members of the Syndicat d'Initiative. They knew
their servants well and gave thought to the children's education.
In December, Nicole seemed well-knit again; when a month had
passed without tension, without the tight mouth, the unmotivated
smile, the unfathomable remark, they went to the Swiss Alps for
the Christmas holidays.

XIII

With his cap, Dick slapped the snow from his dark blue
ski-suit before going inside. The great hall, its floor
pockmarked by two decades of hobnails, was cleared for the tea
dance, and four-score young Americans, domiciled in schools near
Gstaad, bounced about to the frolic of "Don't Bring Lulu," or
exploded violently with the first percussions of the Charleston.
It was a colony of the young, simple, and expensive--the
Sturmtruppen of the rich were at St. Moritz. Baby Warren
felt that she had made a gesture of renunciation in joining the
Divers here.

Dick picked out the two sisters easily across the delicately
haunted, soft-swaying room--they were poster-like, formidable in
their snow costumes, Nicole's of cerulean blue, Baby's of brick
red. The young Englishman was talking to them; but they were
paying no attention, lulled to the staring point by the
adolescent dance.

Nicole's snow-warm face lighted up further as she saw Dick.
"Where is he?"

"He missed the train--I'm meeting him later." Dick sat down,
swinging a heavy boot over his knee. "You two look very striking
together. Every once in a while I forget we're in the same party
and get a big shock at seeing you."

Baby was a tall, fine-looking woman, deeply engaged in being
almost thirty. Symptomatically she had pulled two men with her
from London, one scarcely down from Cambridge, one old and hard
with Victorian lecheries. Baby had certain spinsters'
characteristics--she was alien from touch, she started if she was
touched suddenly, and such lingering touches as kisses and
embraces slipped directly through the flesh into the forefront of
her consciousness. She made few gestures with her trunk, her body
proper--instead, she stamped her foot and tossed her head in
almost an old-fashioned way. She relished the foretaste of death,
prefigured by the catastrophes of friends--persistently she clung
to the idea of Nicole's tragic destiny.

Baby's younger Englishman had been chaperoning the women down
appropriate inclines and harrowing them on the bob-run. Dick,
having turned an ankle in a too ambitious telemark, loafed
gratefully about the "nursery slope" with the children or drank
kvass with a Russian doctor at the hotel.

"Please be happy, Dick," Nicole urged him. "Why don't you meet
some of these ickle durls and dance with them in the
afternoon?"

"What would I say to them?"

Her low almost harsh voice rose a few notes, simulating a
plaintive coquetry: "Say: 'Ickle durl, oo is de pwettiest sing.'
What do you think you say?"

"I don't like ickle durls. They smell of castile soap and
peppermint. When I dance with them, I feel as if I'm pushing a
baby carriage."

It was a dangerous subject--he was careful, to the point of
self-consciousness, to stare far over the heads of young
maidens.

"There's a lot of business," said Baby. "First place, there's
news from home--the property we used to call the station
property. The railroads only bought the centre of it at first.
Now they've bought the rest, and it belonged to Mother. It's a
question of investing the money."

Pretending to be repelled by this gross turn in the
conversation, the Englishman made for a girl on the floor.
Following him for an instant with the uncertain eyes of an
American girl in the grip of a life-long Anglophilia, Baby
continued defiantly:

"It's a lot of money. It's three hundred thousand apiece. I
keep an eye on my own investments but Nicole doesn't know
anything about securities, and I don't suppose you do
either."

"I've got to meet the train," Dick said evasively.

Outside he inhaled damp snowflakes that he could no longer see
against the darkening sky. Three children sledding past shouted a
warning in some strange language; he heard them yell at the next
bend and a little farther on he heard sleigh-bells coming up the
hill in the dark. The holiday station glittered with expectancy,
boys and girls waiting for new boys and girls, and by the time
the train arrived, Dick had caught the rhythm, and pretended to
Franz Gregorovius that he was clipping off a half-hour from an
endless roll of pleasures. But Franz had some intensity of
purpose at the moment that fought through any superimposition of
mood on Dick's part. "I may get up to Zurich for a day," Dick had
written, "or you can manage to come to Lausanne." Franz had
managed to come all the way to Gstaad.

He was forty. Upon his healthy maturity reposed a set of
pleasant official manners, but he was most at home in a somewhat
stuffy safety from which he could despise the broken rich whom he
re-educated. His scientific heredity might have bequeathed him a
wider world but he seemed to have deliberately chosen the
standpoint of an humbler class, a choice typified by his
selection of a wife. At the hotel Baby Warren made a quick
examination of him, and failing to find any of the hall-marks she
respected, the subtler virtues or courtesies by which the
privileged classes recognized one another, treated him thereafter
with her second manner. Nicole was always a little afraid of him.
Dick liked him, as he liked his friends, without
reservations.

For the evening they were sliding down the hill into the
village, on those little sleds which serve the same purpose as
gondolas do in Venice. Their destination was a hotel with an
old-fashioned Swiss tap-room, wooden and resounding, a room of
clocks, kegs, steins, and antlers. Many parties at long tables
blurred into one great party and ate fondue--a peculiarly
indigestible form of Welsh rarebit, mitigated by hot spiced
wine.

It was jolly in the big room; the younger Englishman remarked
it and Dick conceded that there was no other word. With the pert
heady wine he relaxed and pretended that the world was all put
together again by the gray-haired men of the golden nineties who
shouted old glees at the piano, by the young voices and the
bright costumes toned into the room by the swirling smoke. For a
moment he felt that they were in a ship with landfall just ahead;
in the faces of all the girls was the same innocent expectation
of the possibilities inherent in the situation and the night. He
looked to see if that special girl was there and got an
impression that she was at the table behind them--then he forgot
her and invented a rigmarole and tried to make his party have a
good time.

"I must talk to you," said Franz in English. "I have only
twenty-four hours to spend here."

"I suspected you had something on your mind."

"I have a plan that is--so marvellous." His hand fell upon
Dick's knee. "I have a plan that will be the making of us
two."

"Well?"

"Dick--there is a clinic we could have together--the old
clinic of Braun on the Zugersee. The plant is all modern except
for a few points. He is sick--he wants to go up in Austria, to
die probably. It is a chance that is just insuperable. You and
me--what a pair! Now don't say anything yet until I finish."

From the yellow glint in Baby's eyes, Dick saw she was
listening.

"We must undertake it together. It would not bind you too
tight--it would give you a base, a laboratory, a centre. You
could stay in residence say no more than half the year, when the
weather is fine. In winter you could go to France or America and
write your texts fresh from clinical experience." He lowered his
voice. "And for the convalescence in your family, there are the
atmosphere and regularity of the clinic at hand." Dick's
expression did not encourage this note so Franz dropped it with
the punctuation of his tongue leaving his lip quickly. "We could
be partners. I the executive manager, you the theoretician, the
brilliant consultant and all that. I know myself--I know I have
no genius and you have. But, in my way, I am thought very
capable; I am utterly competent at the most modern clinical
methods. Sometimes for months I have served as the practical head
of the old clinic. The professor says this plan is excellent, he
advises me to go ahead. He says he is going to live forever, and
work up to the last minute."

Dick formed imaginary pictures of the prospect as a
preliminary to any exercise of judgment.

"What's the financial angle?" he asked.

Franz threw up his chin, his eyebrows, the transient wrinkles
of his forehead, his hands, his elbows, his shoulders; he
strained up the muscles of his legs, so that the cloth of his
trousers bulged, pushed up his heart into his throat and his
voice into the roof of his mouth.

"There we have it! Money!" he bewailed. "I have little money.
The price in American money is two hundred thousand dollars. The
innovation--ary--" he tasted the coinage doubtfully, "--steps,
that you will agree are necessary, will cost twenty thousand
dollars American. But the clinic is a gold mine--I tell you, I
haven't seen the books. For an investment of two hundred and
twenty thousand dollars we have an assured income of--"

Baby's curiosity was such that Dick brought her into the
conversation.

"In your experience, Baby," he demanded, "have you found that
when a European wants to see an American very pressingly
it is invariably something concerned with money?"

"What is it?" she said innocently.

"This young Privat-dozent thinks that he and I ought to launch
into big business and try to attract nervous breakdowns from
America."

Worried, Franz stared at Baby as Dick continued:

"But who are we, Franz? You bear a big name and I've written
two textbooks. Is that enough to attract anybody? And I haven't
got that much money--I haven't got a tenth of it." Franz smiled
cynically. "Honestly I haven't. Nicole and Baby are rich as
Croesus but I haven't managed to get my hands on any of it
yet."

They were all listening now--Dick wondered if the girl at the
table behind was listening too. The idea attracted him. He
decided to let Baby speak for him, as one often lets women raise
their voices over issues that are not in their hands. Baby became
suddenly her grandfather, cool and experimental.

"I think it's a suggestion you ought to consider, Dick. I
don't know what Doctor Gregory was saying--but it seems to
me--"

Behind him the girl had leaned forward into a smoke ring and
was picking up something from the floor. Nicole's face, fitted
into his own across the table--her beauty, tentatively nesting
and posing, flowed into his love, ever braced to protect it.

"Dick has me," laughed Nicole. "I should think that'd be
enough mental disorder for one man."

"That's different," said Franz cautiously.

Baby was thinking that if Nicole lived beside a clinic she
would always feel quite safe about her.

"We must think it over carefully," she said.

Though amused at her insolence, Dick did not encourage it.

"The decision concerns me, Baby," he said gently. "It's nice
of you to want to buy me a clinic."

Realizing she had meddled, Baby withdrew hurriedly:

"Of course, it's entirely your affair."

"A thing as important as this will take weeks to decide. I
wonder how I like the picture of Nicole and me anchored to
Zurich--" He turned to Franz, anticipating: "--I know. Zurich has
a gashouse and running water and electric light--I lived there
three years."

"I will leave you to think it over," said Franz. "I am
confident--"

One hundred pair of five-pound boots had begun to clump toward
the door, and they joined the press. Outside in the crisp
moonlight, Dick saw the girl tying her sled to one of the sleighs
ahead. They piled into their own sleigh and at the crisp-cracking
whips the horses strained, breasting the dark air. Past them
figures ran and scrambled, the younger ones shoving each other
from sleds and runners, landing in the soft snow, then panting
after the horses to drop exhausted on a sled or wail that they
were abandoned. On either side the fields were beneficently
tranquil; the space through which the cavalcade moved was high
and limitless. In the country there was less noise as though they
were all listening atavistically for wolves in the wide snow.

In Saanen, they poured into the municipal dance, crowded with
cow herders, hotel servants, shop-keepers, ski teachers, guides,
tourists, peasants. To come into the warm enclosed place after
the pantheistic animal feeling without, was to reassume some
absurd and impressive knightly name, as thunderous as spurred
boots in war, as football cleats on the cement of a locker-room
floor. There was conventional yodelling, and the familiar rhythm
of it separated Dick from what he had first found romantic in the
scene. At first he thought it was because he had hounded the girl
out of his consciousness; then it came to him under the form of
what Baby had said: "We must think it over carefully--" and the
unsaid lines back of that: "We own you, and you'll admit it
sooner or later. It is absurd to keep up the pretense of
independence."

It had been years since Dick had bottled up malice against a
creature--since freshman year at New Haven when he had come upon
a popular essay about "mental hygiene." Now he lost his temper at
Baby and simultaneously tried to coop it up within him, resenting
her cold rich insolence. It would be hundreds of years before any
emergent Amazons would ever grasp the fact that a man is
vulnerable only in his pride, but delicate as Humpty-Dumpty once
that is meddled with--though some of them paid the fact a
cautious lip-service. Doctor Diver's profession of sorting the
broken shells of another sort of egg had given him a dread of
breakage. But:

"There's too much good manners," he said on the way back to
Gstaad in the smooth sleigh.

"Well, I think that's nice," said Baby.

"No, it isn't," he insisted to the anonymous bundle of fur.
"Good manners are an admission that everybody is so tender that
they have to be handled with gloves. Now, human respect--you
don't call a man a coward or a liar lightly, but if you spend
your life sparing people's feelings and feeding their vanity, you
get so you can't distinguish what should be respected in
them."

"I think Americans take their manners rather seriously," said
the elder Englishman.

"I guess so," said Dick. "My father had the kind of manners he
inherited from the days when you shot first and apologized
afterward. Men armed--why, you Europeans haven't carried arms in
civil life since the beginning of the eighteenth century--"

"Not actually, perhaps--"

"Not actually. Not really."

"Dick, you've always had such beautiful manners," said Baby
conciliatingly.

The women were regarding him across the zoo of robes with some
alarm. The younger Englishman did not understand--he was one of
the kind who were always jumping around cornices and balconies,
as if they thought they were in the rigging of a ship--and filled
the ride to the hotel with a preposterous story about a boxing
match with his best friend in which they loved and bruised each
other for an hour, always with great reserve. Dick became
facetious.

"So every time he hit you you considered him an even better
friend?"

"I respected him more."

"It's the premise I don't understand. You and your best friend
scrap about a trivial matter--"

"If you don't understand, I can't explain it to you," said the
young Englishman coldly.

--This is what I'll get if I begin saying what I think, Dick
said to himself.

He was ashamed at baiting the man, realizing that the
absurdity of the story rested in the immaturity of the attitude
combined with the sophisticated method of its narration.

The carnival spirit was strong and they went with the crowd
into the grill, where a Tunisian barman manipulated the
illumination in a counterpoint, whose other melody was the moon
off the ice rink staring in the big windows. In that light, Dick
found the girl devitalized, and uninteresting--he turned from her
to enjoy the darkness, the cigarette points going green and
silver when the lights shone red, the band of white that fell
across the dancers as the door to the bar was opened and
closed.

"Now tell me, Franz," he demanded, "do you think after sitting
up all night drinking beer, you can go back and convince your
patients that you have any character? Don't you think they'll see
you're a gastropath?"

"I'm going to bed," Nicole announced. Dick accompanied her to
the door of the elevator.

"I'd come with you but I must show Franz that I'm not intended
for a clinician."

Nicole walked into the elevator.

"Baby has lots of common sense," she said meditatively.

"Baby is one of--"

The door slashed shut--facing a mechanical hum, Dick finished
the sentence in his mind, "--Baby is a trivial, selfish
woman."

But two days later, sleighing to the station with Franz, Dick
admitted that he thought favorably upon the matter.

"We're beginning to turn in a circle," he admitted. "Living on
this scale, there's an unavoidable series of strains, and Nicole
doesn't survive them. The pastoral quality down on the summer
Riviera is all changing anyhow--next year they'll have a
Season."

They passed the crisp green rinks where Wiener waltzes blared
and the colors of many mountain schools flashed against the
pale-blue skies.

"--I hope we'll be able to do it, Franz. There's nobody I'd
rather try it with than you--"

XIV

Dick awoke at five after a long dream of war, walked to the
window and stared out it at the Zugersee. His dream had begun in
sombre majesty; navy blue uniforms crossed a dark plaza behind
bands playing the second movement of Prokofieff's "Love of Three
Oranges." Presently there were fire engines, symbols of disaster,
and a ghastly uprising of the mutilated in a dressing station. He
turned on his bed-lamp light and made a thorough note of it
ending with the half-ironic phrase: "Non-combatant's
shell-shock."

As he sat on the side of his bed, he felt the room, the house
and the night as empty. In the next room Nicole muttered
something desolate and he felt sorry for whatever loneliness she
was feeling in her sleep. For him time stood still and then every
few years accelerated in a rush, like the quick re-wind of a
film, but for Nicole the years slipped away by clock and calendar
and birthday, with the added poignance of her perishable
beauty.

Even this past year and a half on the Zugersee seemed wasted
time for her, the seasons marked only by the workmen on the road
turning pink in May, brown in July, black in September, white
again in Spring. She had come out of her first illness alive with
new hopes, expecting so much, yet deprived of any subsistence
except Dick, bringing up children she could only pretend gently
to love, guided orphans. The people she liked, rebels mostly,
disturbed her and were bad for her--she sought in them the
vitality that had made them independent or creative or rugged,
sought in vain--for their secrets were buried deep in childhood
struggles they had forgotten. They were more interested in
Nicole's exterior harmony and charm, the other face of her
illness. She led a lonely life owning Dick who did not want to be
owned.

Many times he had tried unsuccessfully to let go his hold on
her. They had many fine times together, fine talks between the
loves of the white nights, but always when he turned away from
her into himself he left her holding Nothing in her hands and
staring at it, calling it many names, but knowing it was only the
hope that he would come back soon.

He scrunched his pillow hard, lay down, and put the back of
his neck against it as a Japanese does to slow the circulation,
and slept again for a time. Later, while he shaved, Nicole awoke
and marched around, giving abrupt, succinct orders to children
and servants. Lanier came in to watch his father shave--living
beside a psychiatric clinic he had developed an extraordinary
confidence in and admiration for his father, together with an
exaggerated indifference toward most other adults; the patients
appeared to him either in their odd aspects, or else as
devitalized, over-correct creatures without personality. He was a
handsome, promising boy and Dick devoted much time to him, in the
relationship of a sympathetic but exacting officer and respectful
enlisted man.

"Why," Lanier asked, "do you always leave a little lather on
the top of your hair when you shave?"

Cautiously Dick parted soapy lips: "I have never been able to
find out. I've often wondered. I think it's because I get the
first finger soapy when I make the line of my side-burn, but how
it gets up on top of my head I don't know."

"I'm going to watch it all to-morrow."

"That's your only question before breakfast?"

"I don't really call it a question."

"That's one on you."

Half an hour later Dick started up to the administration
building. He was thirty-eight--still declining a beard he yet had
a more medical aura about him than he had worn upon the Riviera.
For eighteen months now he had lived at the clinic--certainly one
of the best-appointed in Europe. Like Dohmler's it was of the
modern type--no longer a single dark and sinister building but a
small, scattered, yet deceitfully integrated village--Dick and
Nicole had added much in the domain of taste, so that the plant
was a thing of beauty, visited by every psychologist passing
through Zurich. With the addition of a caddy house it might very
well have been a country club. The Eglantine and the Beeches,
houses for those sunk into eternal darkness, were screened by
little copses from the main building, camouflaged strong-points.
Behind was a large truck farm, worked partly by the patients. The
workshops for ergo-therapy were three, placed under a single roof
and there Doctor Diver began his morning's inspection. The
carpentry shop, full of sunlight, exuded the sweetness of
sawdust, of a lost age of wood; always half a dozen men were
there, hammering, planing, buzzing--silent men, who lifted solemn
eyes from their work as he passed through. Himself a good
carpenter, he discussed with them the efficiency of some tools
for a moment in a quiet, personal, interested voice. Adjoining
was the book-bindery, adapted to the most mobile of patients who
were not always, however, those who had the greatest chance for
recovery. The last chamber was devoted to beadwork, weaving and
work in brass. The faces of the patients here wore the expression
of one who had just sighed profoundly, dismissing something
insoluble--but their sighs only marked the beginning of another
ceaseless round of ratiocination, not in a line as with normal
people but in the same circle. Round, round, and round. Around
forever. But the bright colors of the stuffs they worked with
gave strangers a momentary illusion that all was well, as in a
kindergarten. These patients brightened as Doctor Diver came in.
Most of them liked him better than they liked Doctor Gregorovius.
Those who had once lived in the great world invariably liked him
better. There were a few who thought he neglected them, or that
he was not simple, or that he posed. Their responses were not
dissimilar to those that Dick evoked in non-professional life,
but here they were warped and distorted.

One Englishwoman spoke to him always about a subject which she
considered her own.

"Have we got music to-night?"

"I don't know," he answered. "I haven't seen Doctor Ladislau.
How did you enjoy the music that Mrs. Sachs and Mr. Longstreet
gave us last night?"

"It was so-so."

"I thought it was fine--especially the Chopin."

"I thought it was so-so."

"When are you going to play for us yourself?"

She shrugged her shoulders, as pleased at this question as she
had been for several years.

"Some time. But I only play so-so."

They knew that she did not play at all--she had had two
sisters who were brilliant musicians, but she had never been able
to learn the notes when they had been young together.

From the workshop Dick went to visit the Eglantine and the
Beeches. Exteriorly these houses were as cheerful as the others;
Nicole had designed the decoration and the furniture on a
necessary base of concealed grills and bars and immovable
furniture. She had worked with so much imagination--the inventive
quality, which she lacked, being supplied by the problem
itself--that no instructed visitor would have dreamed that the
light, graceful filagree work at a window was a strong,
unyielding end of a tether, that the pieces reflecting modern
tubular tendencies were stancher than the massive creations of
the Edwardians--even the flowers lay in iron fingers and every
casual ornament and fixture was as necessary as a girder in a
skyscraper. Her tireless eyes had made each room yield up its
greatest usefulness. Complimented, she referred to herself
brusquely as a master plumber.

For those whose compasses were not depolarized there seemed
many odd things in these houses. Doctor Diver was often amused in
the Eglantine, the men's building--here there was a strange
little exhibitionist who thought that if he could walk unclothed
and unmolested from the Êtoile to the Place de la Concorde
he would solve many things--and, perhaps, Dick thought, he was
quite right.

His most interesting case was in the main building. The
patient was a woman of thirty who had been in the clinic six
months; she was an American painter who had lived long in Paris.
They had no very satisfactory history of her. A cousin had
happened upon her all mad and gone and after an unsatisfactory
interlude at one of the whoopee cures that fringed the city,
dedicated largely to tourist victims of drug and drink, he had
managed to get her to Switzerland. On her admittance she had been
exceptionally pretty--now she was a living agonizing sore. All
blood tests had failed to give a positive reaction and the
trouble was unsatisfactorily catalogued as nervous eczema. For
two months she had lain under it, as imprisoned as in the Iron
Maiden. She was coherent, even brilliant, within the limits of
her special hallucinations.

She was particularly his patient. During spells of
overexcitement he was the only doctor who could "do anything with
her." Several weeks ago, on one of many nights that she had
passed in sleepless torture Franz had succeeded in hypnotizing
her into a few hours of needed rest, but he had never again
succeeded. Hypnosis was a tool that Dick had distrusted and
seldom used, for he knew that he could not always summon up the
mood in himself--he had once tried it on Nicole and she had
scornfully laughed at him.

The woman in room twenty could not see him when he came
in--the area about her eyes was too tightly swollen. She spoke in
a strong, rich, deep, thrilling voice.

"How long will this last? Is it going to be forever?"

"It's not going to be very long now. Doctor Ladislau tells me
there are whole areas cleared up."

"If I knew what I had done to deserve this I could accept it
with equanimity."

"It isn't wise to be mystical about it--we recognize it as a
nervous phenomenon. It's related to the blush--when you were a
girl, did you blush easily?"

She lay with her face turned to the ceiling.

"I have found nothing to blush for since I cut my wisdom
teeth."

"Haven't you committed your share of petty sins and
mistakes?"

"I have nothing to reproach myself with."

"You're very fortunate."

The woman thought a moment; her voice came up through her
bandaged face afflicted with subterranean melodies:

"I'm sharing the fate of the women of my time who challenged
men to battle."

"To your vast surprise it was just like all battles," he
answered, adopting her formal diction.

"Just like all battles." She thought this over. "You pick a
set-up, or else win a Pyrrhic victory, or you're wrecked and
ruined--you're a ghostly echo from a broken wall."

"You are neither wrecked nor ruined," he told her. "Are you
quite sure you've been in a real battle?"

"Look at me!" she cried furiously.

"You've suffered, but many women suffered before they mistook
themselves for men." It was becoming an argument and he
retreated. "In any case you mustn't confuse a single failure with
a final defeat."

She sneered. "Beautiful words," and the phrase transpiring up
through the crust of pain humbled him.

"We would like to go into the true reasons that brought you
here--" he began but she interrupted.

"I am here as a symbol of something. I thought perhaps you
would know what it was."

"You are sick," he said mechanically.

"Then what was it I had almost found?"

"A greater sickness."

"That's all?"

"That's all." With disgust he heard himself lying, but here
and now the vastness of the subject could only be compressed into
a lie. "Outside of that there's only confusion and chaos. I won't
lecture to you--we have too acute a realization of your physical
suffering. But it's only by meeting the problems of every day, no
matter how trifling and boring they seem, that you can make
things drop back into place again. After that--perhaps you'll be
able again to examine--"

He had slowed up to avoid the inevitable end of his thought:
"--the frontiers of consciousness." The frontiers that artists
must explore were not for her, ever. She was fine-spun,
inbred--eventually she might find rest in some quiet mysticism.
Exploration was for those with a measure of peasant blood, those
with big thighs and thick ankles who could take punishment as
they took bread and salt, on every inch of flesh and spirit.

--Not for you, he almost said. It's too tough a game for
you.

Yet in the awful majesty of her pain he went out to her
unreservedly, almost sexually. He wanted to gather her up in his
arms, as he so often had Nicole, and cherish even her mistakes,
so deeply were they part of her. The orange light through the
drawn blind, the sarcophagus of her figure on the bed, the spot
of face, the voice searching the vacuity of her illness and
finding only remote abstractions.

As he arose the tears fled lava-like into her bandages.

"That is for something," she whispered. "Something must come
out of it."

He stooped and kissed her forehead.

"We must all try to be good," he said.

Leaving her room he sent the nurse in to her. There were other
patients to see: an American girl of fifteen who had been brought
up on the basis that childhood was intended to be all fun--his
visit was provoked by the fact that she had just hacked off all
her hair with a nail scissors. There was nothing much to be done
for her--a family history of neurosis and nothing stable in her
past to build on. The father, normal and conscientious himself,
had tried to protect a nervous brood from life's troubles and had
succeeded merely in preventing them from developing powers of
adjustment to life's inevitable surprises. There was little that
Dick could say: "Helen, when you're in doubt you must ask a
nurse, you must learn to take advice. Promise me you will."

What was a promise with the head sick? He looked in upon a
frail exile from the Caucasus buckled securely in a sort of
hammock which in turn was submerged in a warm medical bath, and
upon the three daughters of a Portuguese general who slid almost
imperceptibly toward paresis. He went into the room next to them
and told a collapsed psychiatrist that he was better, always
better, and the man tried to read his face for conviction, since
he hung on the real world only through such reassurance as he
could find in the resonance, or lack of it, in Doctor Diver's
voice. After that Dick discharged a shiftless orderly and by then
it was the lunch hour.

XV

Meals with the patients were a chore he approached with
apathy. The gathering, which of course did not include residents
at the Eglantine or the Beeches, was conventional enough at first
sight, but over it brooded always a heavy melancholy. Such
doctors as were present kept up a conversation but most of the
patients, as if exhausted by their morning's endeavor, or
depressed by the company, spoke little, and ate looking into
their plates.

Luncheon over, Dick returned to his villa. Nicole was in the
salon wearing a strange expression.

"Read that," she said.

He opened the letter. It was from a woman recently discharged,
though with skepticism on the part of the faculty. It accused him
in no uncertain terms of having seduced her daughter, who had
been at her mother's side during the crucial stage of the
illness. It presumed that Mrs. Diver would be glad to have this
information and learn what her husband was "really like."

Dick read the letter again. Couched in clear and concise
English he yet recognized it as the letter of a maniac. Upon a
single occasion he had let the girl, a flirtatious little
brunette, ride into Zurich with him, upon her request, and in the
evening had brought her back to the clinic. In an idle, almost
indulgent way, he kissed her. Later, she tried to carry the
affair further, but he was not interested and subsequently,
probably consequently, the girl had come to dislike him, and
taken her mother away.

"This letter is deranged," he said. "I had no relations of any
kind with that girl. I didn't even like her."

"Yes, I've tried thinking that," said Nicole.

"Surely you don't believe it?"

"I've been sitting here."

He sank his voice to a reproachful note and sat beside
her.

"This is absurd. This is a letter from a mental patient."

"I was a mental patient."

He stood up and spoke more authoritatively.

"Suppose we don't have any nonsense, Nicole. Go and round up
the children and we'll start."

In the car, with Dick driving, they followed the little
promontories of the lake, catching the burn of light and water in
the windshield, tunnelling through cascades of evergreen. It was
Dick's car, a Renault so dwarfish that they all stuck out of it
except the children, between whom Mademoiselle towered mastlike
in the rear seat. They knew every kilometer of the road--where
they would smell the pine needles and the black stove smoke. A
high sun with a face traced on it beat fierce on the straw hats
of the children.

Nicole was silent; Dick was uneasy at her straight hard gaze.
Often he felt lonely with her, and frequently she tired him with
the short floods of personal revelations that she reserved
exclusively for him, "I'm like this--I'm more like that," but
this afternoon he would have been glad had she rattled on in
staccato for a while and given him glimpses of her thoughts. The
situation was always most threatening when she backed up into
herself and closed the doors behind her.

At Zug Mademoiselle got out and left them. The Divers
approached the Agiri Fair through a menagerie of mammoth
steamrollers that made way for them. Dick parked the car, and as
Nicole looked at him without moving, he said: "Come on, darl."
Her lips drew apart into a sudden awful smile, and his belly
quailed, but as if he hadn't seen it he repeated: "Come on. So
the children can get out."

"Oh, I'll come all right," she answered, tearing the words
from some story spinning itself out inside her, too fast for him
to grasp. "Don't worry about that. I'll come--"

"Then come."

She turned from him as he walked beside her but the smile
still flickered across her face, derisive and remote. Only when
Lanier spoke to her several times did she manage to fix her
attention upon an object, a Punch-and-Judy show, and to orient
herself by anchoring to it.

Dick tried to think what to do. The dualism in his views of
her--that of the husband, that of the psychiatrist--was
increasingly paralyzing his faculties. In these six years she had
several times carried him over the line with her, disarming him
by exciting emotional pity or by a flow of wit, fantastic and
disassociated, so that only after the episode did he realize with
the consciousness of his own relaxation from tension, that she
had succeeded in getting a point against his better judgment.

A discussion with Topsy about the guignol--as to whether the
Punch was the same Punch they had seen last year in
Cannes--having been settled, the family walked along again
between the booths under the open sky. The women's bonnets,
perching over velvet vests, the bright, spreading skirts of many
cantons, seemed demure against the blue and orange paint of the
wagons and displays. There was the sound of a whining, tinkling
hootchy-kootchy show.

Nicole began to run very suddenly, so suddenly that for a
moment Dick did not miss her. Far ahead he saw her yellow dress
twisting through the crowd, an ochre stitch along the edge of
reality and unreality, and started after her. Secretly she ran
and secretly he followed. As the hot afternoon went shrill and
terrible with her flight he had forgotten the children; then he
wheeled and ran back to them, drawing them this way and that by
their arms, his eyes jumping from booth to booth.

He headed the children into the booth. "Alors--restez avec
cette gentille dame."

"Oui, Dick."

He darted off again but he had lost her; he circled the
merry-go-round keeping up with it till he realized he was running
beside it, staring always at the same horse. He elbowed through
the crowd in the buvette; then remembering a predilection of
Nicole's he snatched up an edge of a fortuneteller's tent and
peered within. A droning voice greeted him: "La septième
fille d'une septième fille née sur les rives du
Nil--entrez, Monsieur--"

Dropping the flap he ran along toward where the plaisance
terminated at the lake and a small ferris wheel revolved slowly
against the sky. There he found her.

She was alone in what was momentarily the top boat of the
wheel, and as it descended he saw that she was laughing
hilariously; he slunk back in the crowd, a crowd which, at the
wheel's next revolution, spotted the intensity of Nicole's
hysteria.

"Regardez-moi ça!"

"Regarde donc cette Anglaise!"

Down she dropped again--this time the wheel and its music were
slowing and a dozen people were around her car, all of them
impelled by the quality of her laughter to smile in sympathetic
idiocy. But when Nicole saw Dick her laughter died--she made a
gesture of slipping by and away from him but he caught her arm
and held it as they walked away.

"Why did you lose control of yourself like that?"

"You know very well why."

"No, I don't."

"That's just preposterous--let me loose--that's an insult to
my intelligence. Don't you think I saw that girl look at
you--that little dark girl. Oh, this is farcical--a child, not
more than fifteen. Don't you think I saw?"

"Stop here a minute and quiet down."

They sat at a table, her eyes in a profundity of suspicion,
her hand moving across her line of sight as if it were
obstructed. "I want a drink--I want a brandy."

"You can't have brandy--you can have a bock if you want
it."

"Why can't I have a brandy?"

"We won't go into that. Listen to me--this business about a
girl is a delusion, do you understand that word?"

"It's always a delusion when I see what you don't want me to
see."

He had a sense of guilt as in one of those nightmares where we
are accused of a crime which we recognize as something undeniably
experienced, but which upon waking we realize we have not
committed. His eyes wavered from hers.

"I left the children with a gypsy woman in a booth. We ought
to get them."

"Who do you think you are?" she demanded. "Svengali?"

Fifteen minutes ago they had been a family. Now as she was
crushed into a corner by his unwilling shoulder, he saw them all,
child and man, as a perilous accident.

"We're going home."

"Home!" she roared in a voice so abandoned that its louder
tones wavered and cracked. "And sit and think that we're all
rotting and the children's ashes are rotting in every box I open?
That filth!"

Almost with relief he saw that her words sterilized her, and
Nicole, sensitized down to the corium of the skin, saw the
withdrawal in his face. Her own face softened and she begged,
"Help me, help me, Dick!"

A wave of agony went over him. It was awful that such a fine
tower should not be erected, only suspended, suspended from him.
Up to a point that was right: men were for that, beam and idea,
girder and logarithm; but somehow Dick and Nicole had become one
and equal, not opposite and complementary; she was Dick too, the
drought in the marrow of his bones. He could not watch her
disintegrations without participating in them. His intuition
rilled out of him as tenderness and compassion--he could only
take the characteristically modern course, to interpose--he would
get a nurse from Zurich, to take her over to-night.

"You can help me."

Her sweet bullying pulled him forward off his feet. "You've
helped me before--you can help me now."

"I can only help you the same old way."

"Some one can help me."

"Maybe so. You can help yourself most. Let's find the
children."

There were numerous lottery booths with white wheels--Dick was
startled when he inquired at the first and encountered blank
disavowals. Evil-eyed, Nicole stood apart, denying the children,
resenting them as part of a downright world she sought to make
amorphous. Presently Dick found them, surrounded by women who
were examining them with delight like fine goods, and by peasant
children staring.

They started back with a hot sorrow streaming down upon them;
the car was weighted with their mutual apprehension and anguish,
and the children's mouths were grave with disappointment. Grief
presented itself in its terrible, dark unfamiliar color.
Somewhere around Zug, Nicole, with a convulsive effort,
reiterated a remark she had made before about a misty yellow
house set back from the road that looked like a painting not yet
dry, but it was just an attempt to catch at a rope that was
playing out too swiftly.

Dick tried to rest--the struggle would come presently at home
and he might have to sit a long time, restating the universe for
her. A "schizophrêne" is well named as a split
personality--Nicole was alternately a person to whom nothing need
be explained and one to whom nothing could be explained.
It was necessary to treat her with active and affirmative
insistence, keeping the road to reality always open, making the
road to escape harder going. But the brilliance, the versatility
of madness is akin to the resourcefulness of water seeping
through, over and around a dike. It requires the united front of
many people to work against it. He felt it necessary that this
time Nicole cure herself; he wanted to wait until she remembered
the other times, and revolted from them. In a tired way, he
planned that they would again resume the régime relaxed a
year before.

He had turned up a hill that made a short cut to the clinic,
and now as he stepped on the accelerator for a short straightaway
run parallel to the hillside the car swerved violently left,
swerved right, tipped on two wheels and, as Dick, with Nicole's
voice screaming in his ear, crushed down the mad hand clutching
the steering wheel, righted itself, swerved once more and shot
off the road; it tore through low underbrush, tipped again and
settled slowly at an angle of ninety degrees against a tree.

The children were screaming and Nicole was screaming and
cursing and trying to tear at Dick's face. Thinking first of the
list of the car and unable to estimate it Dick bent away Nicole's
arm, climbed over the top side and lifted out the children; then
he saw the car was in a stable position. Before doing anything
else he stood there shaking and panting.

"You--!" he cried.

She was laughing hilariously, unashamed, unafraid,
unconcerned. No one coming on the scene would have imagined that
she had caused it; she laughed as after some mild escape of
childhood.

She spoke with such force that in his shocked state Dick
wondered if he had been frightened for himself--but the strained
faces of the children, looking from parent to parent, made him
want to grind her grinning mask into jelly.

Directly above them, half a kilometer by the winding road but
only a hundred yards climbing, was an inn; one of its wings
showed through the wooded hill.

"Take Topsy's hand," he said to Lanier, "like that, tight, and
climb up that hill--see the little path? When you get to the inn
tell them 'La voiture Divare est cassée.' Some one must
come right down."

Lanier, not sure what had happened, but suspecting the dark
and unprecedented, asked:

"What will you do, Dick?"

"We'll stay here with the car."

Neither of them looked at their mother as they started off.
"Be careful crossing the road up there! Look both ways!" Dick
shouted after them.

He and Nicole looked at each other directly, their eyes like
blazing windows across a court of the same house. Then she took
out a compact, looked in its mirror, and smoothed back the temple
hair. Dick watched the children climbing for a moment until they
disappeared among the pines half way up; then he walked around
the car to see the damage and plan how to get it back on the
road. In the dirt he could trace the rocking course they had
pursued for over a hundred feet; he was filled with a violent
disgust that was not like anger.

In a few minutes the proprietor of the inn came running
down.

"My God!" he exclaimed. "How did it happen, were you going
fast? What luck! Except for that tree you'd have rolled down
hill!"

Taking advantage of Emile's reality, the wide black apron, the
sweat upon the rolls of his face, Dick signalled to Nicole in a
matter-of-fact way to let him help her from the car; whereupon
she jumped over the lower side, lost her balance on the slope,
fell to her knees and got up again. As she watched the men trying
to move the car her expression became defiant. Welcoming even
that mood Dick said:

"Go and wait with the children, Nicole."

Only after she had gone did he remember that she had wanted
cognac, and that there was cognac available up there--he told
Emile never mind about the car; they would wait for the chauffeur
and the big car to pull it up onto the road. Together they
hurried up to the inn.

XVI

"I want to go away," he told Franz. "For a month or so, for as
long as I can."

"Why not, Dick? That was our original arrangement--it was you
who insisted on staying. If you and Nicole--"

"I don't want to go away with Nicole. I want to go away alone.
This last thing knocked me sideways--if I get two hours' sleep in
twenty-four, it's one of Zwingli's miracles."

"You wish a real leave of abstinence."

"The word is 'absence.' Look here: if I go to Berlin to the
Psychiatric Congress could you manage to keep the peace? For
three months she's been all right and she likes her nurse. My
God, you're the only human being in this world I can ask this
of."

Franz grunted, considering whether or not he could be trusted
to think always of his partner's interest.

In Zurich the next week Dick drove to the airport and took the
big plane for Munich. Soaring and roaring into the blue he felt
numb, realizing how tired he was. A vast persuasive quiet stole
over him, and he abandoned sickness to the sick, sound to the
motors, direction to the pilot. He had no intention of attending
so much as a single session of the congress--he could imagine it
well enough, new pamphlets by Bleuler and the elder Forel that he
could much better digest at home, the paper by the American who
cured dementia præcox by pulling out his patient's teeth or
cauterizing their tonsils, the half-derisive respect with which
this idea would be greeted, for no more reason than that America
was such a rich and powerful country. The other delegates from
America--red-headed Schwartz with his saint's face and his
infinite patience in straddling two worlds, as well as dozens of
commercial alienists with hang-dog faces, who would be present
partly to increase their standing, and hence their reach for the
big plums of the criminal practice, partly to master novel
sophistries that they could weave into their stock in trade, to
the infinite confusion of all values. There would be cynical
Latins, and some man of Freud's from Vienna. Articulate among
them would be the great Jung, bland, super-vigorous, on his
rounds between the forests of anthropology and the neuroses of
school-boys. At first there would be an American cast to the
congress, almost Rotarian in its forms and ceremonies, then the
closer-knit European vitality would fight through, and finally
the Americans would play their trump card, the announcement of
colossal gifts and endowments, of great new plants and training
schools, and in the presence of the figures the Europeans would
blanch and walk timidly. But he would not be there to see.

They skirted the Vorarlberg Alps, and Dick felt a pastoral
delight in watching the villages. There were always four or five
in sight, each one gathered around a church. It was simple
looking at the earth from far off, simple as playing grim games
with dolls and soldiers. This was the way statesmen and
commanders and all retired people looked at things. Anyhow, it
was a good draft of relief.

An Englishman spoke to him from across the aisle but he found
something antipathetic in the English lately. England was like a
rich man after a disastrous orgy who makes up to the household by
chatting with them individually, when it is obvious to them that
he is only trying to get back his self-respect in order to usurp
his former power.

Dick had with him what magazines were available on the station
quays: The Century, The Motion Picture, L'lllustration, and the
Fliegende Blätter, but it was more fun to descend in his
imagination into the villages and shake hands with the rural
characters. He sat in the churches as he sat in his father's
church in Buffalo, amid the starchy must of Sunday clothes. He
listened to the wisdom of the Near East, was Crucified, Died, and
was Buried in the cheerful church, and once more worried between
five or ten cents for the collection plate, because of the girl
who sat in the pew behind.

The Englishman suddenly borrowed his magazines with a little
small change of conversation, and Dick, glad to see them go,
thought of the voyage ahead of him. Wolf-like under his sheep's
clothing of long-staple Australian wool, he considered the world
of pleasure--the incorruptible Mediterranean with sweet old dirt
caked in the olive trees, the peasant girl near Savona with a
face as green and rose as the color of an illuminated missal. He
would take her in his hands and snatch her across the border . .
.

. . . but there he deserted her--he must press on toward the
Isles of Greece, the cloudy waters of unfamiliar ports, the lost
girl on shore, the moon of popular songs. A part of Dick's mind
was made up of the tawdry souvenirs of his boyhood. Yet in that
somewhat littered Five-and-Ten, he had managed to keep alive the
low painful fire of intelligence.

XVII

Tommy Barban was a ruler, Tommy was a hero--Dick happened upon
him in the Marienplatz in Munich, in one of those cafés,
where small gamblers diced on "tapestry" mats. The air was full
of politics, and the slap of cards.

Tommy was at a table laughing his martial laugh:
"Um-buh--ha-ha! Um-buh--ha-ha!" As a rule, he drank little;
courage was his game and his companions were always a little
afraid of him. Recently an eighth of the area of his skull had
been removed by a Warsaw surgeon and was knitting under his hair,
and the weakest person in the café could have killed him
with a flip of a knotted napkin.

"--this is Prince Chillicheff--" A battered, powder-gray
Russian of fifty, "--and Mr. McKibben--and Mr. Hannan--" the
latter was a lively ball of black eyes and hair, a clown; and he
said immediately to Dick:

"The first thing before we shake hands--what do you mean by
fooling around with my aunt?"

"Why, I--"

"You heard me. What are you doing here in Munich anyhow?"

"Um-bah--ha-ha!" laughed Tommy.

"Haven't you got aunts of your own? Why don't you fool with
them?"

Dick laughed, whereupon the man shifted his attack:

"Now let's not have any more talk about aunts. How do I know
you didn't make up the whole thing? Here you are a complete
stranger with an acquaintance of less than half an hour, and you
come up to me with a cock-and-bull story about your aunts. How do
I know what you have concealed about you?"

He did not like any man very much nor feel their presence with
much intensity--he was all relaxed for combat; as a fine athlete
playing secondary defense in any sport is really resting much of
the time, while a lesser man only pretends to rest and is at a
continual and self-destroying nervous tension.

Hannan, not entirely suppressed, moved to an adjoining piano,
and with recurring resentment on his face whenever he looked at
Dick, played chords, from time to time muttering, "Your aunts,"
and, in a dying cadence, "I didn't say aunts anyhow. I said
pants."

"Well, how're you?" repeated Tommy. "You don't look so--" he
fought for a word, "--so jaunty as you used to, so spruce, you
know what I mean."

The remark sounded too much like one of those irritating
accusations of waning vitality and Dick was about to retort by
commenting on the extraordinary suits worn by Tommy and Prince
Chillicheff, suits of a cut and pattern fantastic enough to have
sauntered down Beale Street on a Sunday--when an explanation was
forthcoming.

"I see you are regarding our clothes," said the Prince. "We
have just come out of Russia."

"These were made in Poland by the court tailor," said Tommy.
"That's a fact--Pilsudski's own tailor."

"You've been touring?" Dick asked.

They laughed, the Prince inordinately meanwhile clapping Tommy
on the back.

"Yes, we have been touring. That's it, touring. We have made
the grand Tour of all the Russias. In state."

Dick waited for an explanation. It came from Mr. McKibben in
two words.

"They escaped."

"Have you been prisoners in Russia?"

"It was I," explained Prince Chillicheff, his dead yellow eyes
staring at Dick. "Not a prisoner but in hiding."

"Did you have much trouble getting out?"

"Some trouble. We left three Red Guards dead at the border.
Tommy left two--" He held up two fingers like a Frenchman--"I
left one."

"That's the part I don't understand," said Mr. McKibben. "Why
they should have objected to your leaving."

Hannan turned from the piano and said, winking at the others:
"Mac thinks a Marxian is somebody who went to St. Mark's
school."

It was an escape story in the best tradition--an aristocrat
hiding nine years with a former servant and working in a
government bakery; the eighteen-year-old daughter in Paris who
knew Tommy Barban. . . . During the narrative Dick decided that
this parched papier mâché relic of the past was
scarcely worth the lives of three young men. The question arose
as to whether Tommy and Chillicheff had been frightened.

"When I was cold," Tommy said. "I always get scared when I'm
cold. During the war I was always frightened when I was
cold."

McKibben stood up.

"I must leave. To-morrow morning I'm going to Innsbruck by car
with my wife and children--and the governess."

"I'm going there to-morrow, too," said Dick.

"Oh, are you?" exclaimed McKibben. "Why not come with us? It's
a big Packard and there's only my wife and my children and
myself--and the governess--"

"Oh," McKibben's face fell. "Well, I'll say good-by." He
unscrewed two blooded wire-hairs from a nearby table and
departed; Dick pictured the jammed Packard pounding toward
Innsbruck with the McKibbens and their children and their baggage
and yapping dogs--and the governess.

"The paper says they know the man who killed him," said Tommy.
"But his cousins did not want it in the papers, because it
happened in a speakeasy. What do you think of that?"

"It's what's known as family pride."

Hannan played a loud chord on the piano to attract attention
to himself.

"I don't believe his first stuff holds up," he said. "Even
barring the Europeans there are a dozen Americans can do what
North did."

It was the first indication Dick had had that they were
talking about Abe North.

"The only difference is that Abe did it first," said
Tommy.

"I don't agree," persisted Hannan. "He got the reputation for
being a good musician because he drank so much that his friends
had to explain him away somehow--"

"What's this about Abe North? What about him? Is he in a
jam?"

"Didn't you read The Herald this morning?"

"No."

"He's dead. He was beaten to death in a speakeasy in New York.
He just managed to crawl home to the Racquet Club to die--"

"Abe North?"

"Yes, sure, they--"

"Abe North?" Dick stood up. "Are you sure he's
dead?"

Hannan turned around to McKibben: "It wasn't the Racquet Club
he crawled to--it was the Harvard Club. I'm sure he didn't belong
to the Racquet."

"The paper said so," McKibben insisted.

"It must have been a mistake. I'm quite sure."

"Beaten to death in a speakeasy."

"But I happen to know most of the members of the Racquet
Club," said Hannan. "It must have been the Harvard
Club."

Dick got up, Tommy too. Prince Chillicheff started out of a
wan study of nothing, perhaps of his chances of ever getting out
of Russia, a study that had occupied him so long that it was
doubtful if he could give it up immediately, and joined them in
leaving.

"Abe North beaten to death."

On the way to the hotel, a journey of which Dick was scarcely
aware, Tommy said:

"We're waiting for a tailor to finish some suits so we can get
to Paris. I'm going into stock-broking and they wouldn't take me
if I showed up like this. Everybody in your country is making
millions. Are you really leaving to-morrow? We can't even have
dinner with you. It seems the Prince had an old girl in Munich.
He called her up but she'd been dead five years and we're having
dinner with the two daughters."

The Prince nodded.

"Perhaps I could have arranged for Doctor Diver."

"No, no," said Dick hastily.

He slept deep and awoke to a slow mournful march passing his
window. It was a long column of men in uniform, wearing the
familiar helmet of 1914, thick men in frock coats and silk hats,
burghers, aristocrats, plain men. It was a society of veterans
going to lay wreaths on the tombs of the dead. The column marched
slowly with a sort of swagger for a lost magnificence, a past
effort, a forgotten sorrow. The faces were only formally sad but
Dick's lungs burst for a moment with regret for Abe's death, and
his own youth of ten years ago.

XVIII

He reached Innsbruck at dusk, sent his bags up to a hotel and
walked into town. In the sunset the Emperor Maximilian knelt in
prayer above his bronze mourners; a quartet of Jesuit novices
paced and read in the university garden. The marble souvenirs of
old sieges, marriages, anniversaries, faded quickly when the sun
was down, and he had erbsen-suppe with würstchen cut up in
it, drank four helles of Pilsener and refused a formidable
dessert known as "kaiser-schmarren."

Despite the overhanging mountains Switzerland was far away,
Nicole was far away. Walking in the garden later when it was
quite dark he thought about her with detachment, loving her for
her best self. He remembered once when the grass was damp and she
came to him on hurried feet, her thin slippers drenched with dew.
She stood upon his shoes nestling close and held up her face,
showing it as a book open at a page.

"Think how you love me," she whispered. "I don't ask you to
love me always like this, but I ask you to remember. Somewhere
inside me there'll always be the person I am to-night."

But Dick had come away for his soul's sake, and he began
thinking about that. He had lost himself--he could not tell the
hour when, or the day or the week, the month or the year. Once he
had cut through things, solving the most complicated equations as
the simplest problems of his simplest patients. Between the time
he found Nicole flowering under a stone on the Zurichsee and the
moment of his meeting with Rosemary the spear had been
blunted.

Watching his father's struggles in poor parishes had wedded a
desire for money to an essentially unacquisitive nature. It was
not a healthy necessity for security--he had never felt more sure
of himself, more thoroughly his own man, than at the time of his
marriage to Nicole. Yet he had been swallowed up like a gigolo,
and somehow permitted his arsenal to be locked up in the Warren
safety-deposit vaults.

"There should have been a settlement in the Continental style;
but it isn't over yet. I've wasted eight years teaching the rich
the ABC's of human decency, but I'm not done. I've got too many
unplayed trumps in my hand."

He loitered among the fallow rose bushes and the beds of damp
sweet indistinguishable fern. It was warm for October but cool
enough to wear a heavy tweed coat buttoned by a little elastic
tape at the neck. A figure detached itself from the black shape
of a tree and he knew it was the woman whom he had passed in the
lobby coming out. He was in love with every pretty woman he saw
now, their forms at a distance, their shadows on a wall.

Her back was toward him as she faced the lights of the town.
He scratched a match that she must have heard, but she remained
motionless.

--Was it an invitation? Or an indication of obliviousness? He
had long been outside of the world of simple desires and their
fulfillments, and he was inept and uncertain. For all he knew
there might be some code among the wanderers of obscure spas by
which they found each other quickly.

--Perhaps the next gesture was his. Strange children should
smile at each other and say, "Let's play."

He moved closer, the shadow moved sideways. Possibly he would
be snubbed like the scapegrace drummers he had heard of in youth.
His heart beat loud in contact with the unprobed, undissected,
unanalyzed, unaccounted for. Suddenly he turned away, and, as he
did, the girl, too, broke the black frieze she made with the
foliage, rounded a bench at a moderate but determined pace and
took the path back to the hotel.

With a guide and two other men, Dick started up the
Birkkarspitze next morning. It was a fine feeling once they were
above the cowbells of the highest pastures--Dick looked forward
to the night in the shack, enjoying his own fatigue, enjoying the
captaincy of the guide, feeling a delight in his own anonymity.
But at mid-day the weather changed to black sleet and hail and
mountain thunder. Dick and one of the other climbers wanted to go
on but the guide refused. Regretfully they struggled back to
Innsbruck to start again to-morrow.

After dinner and a bottle of heavy local wine in the deserted
dining-room, he felt excited, without knowing why, until he began
thinking of the garden. He had passed the girl in the lobby
before supper and this time she had looked at him and approved of
him, but it kept worrying him: Why? When I could have had a good
share of the pretty women of my time for the asking, why start
that now? With a wraith, with a fragment of my desire? Why?

His imagination pushed ahead--the old asceticism, the actual
unfamiliarity, triumphed: God, I might as well go back to the
Riviera and sleep with Janice Caricamento or the Wilburhazy girl.
To belittle all these years with something cheap and easy?

He was still excited, though, and he turned from the veranda
and went up to his room to think. Being alone in body and spirit
begets loneliness, and loneliness begets more loneliness.

Upstairs he walked around thinking of the matter and laying
out his climbing clothes advantageously on the faint heater; he
again encountered Nicole's telegram, still unopened, with which
diurnally she accompanied his itinerary. He had delayed opening
it before supper--perhaps because of the garden. It was a
cablegram from Buffalo, forwarded through Zurich.

"Your father died peacefully tonight. HOLMES."

He felt a sharp wince at the shock, a gathering of the forces
of resistance; then it rolled up through his loins and stomach
and throat.

He read the message again. He sat down on the bed, breathing
and staring; thinking first the old selfish child's thought that
comes with the death of a parent, how will it affect me now that
this earliest and strongest of protections is gone?

The atavism passed and he walked the room still, stopping from
time to time to look at the telegram. Holmes was formally his
father's curate but actually, and for a decade, rector of the
church. How did he die? Of old age--he was seventy-five. He had
lived a long time.

Dick felt sad that he had died alone--he had survived his
wife, and his brothers and sisters; there were cousins in
Virginia but they were poor and not able to come North, and
Holmes had had to sign the telegram. Dick loved his father--again
and again he referred judgments to what his father would probably
have thought or done. Dick was born several months after the
death of two young sisters and his father, guessing what would be
the effect on Dick's mother, had saved him from a spoiling by
becoming his moral guide. He was of tired stock yet he raised
himself to that effort.

In the summer father and son walked downtown together to have
their shoes shined--Dick in his starched duck sailor suit, his
father always in beautifully cut clerical clothes--and the father
was very proud of his handsome little boy. He told Dick all he
knew about life, not much but most of it true, simple things,
matters of behavior that came within his clergyman's range. "Once
in a strange town when I was first ordained, I went into a
crowded room and was confused as to who was my hostess. Several
people I knew came toward me, but I disregarded them because I
had seen a gray-haired woman sitting by a window far across the
room. I went over to her and introduced myself. After that I made
many friends in that town."

His father had done that from a good heart--his father had
been sure of what he was, with a deep pride of the two proud
widows who had raised him to believe that nothing could be
superior to "good instincts," honor, courtesy, and courage.

The father always considered that his wife's small fortune
belonged to his son, and in college and in medical school sent
him a check for all of it four times a year. He was one of those
about whom it was said with smug finality in the gilded age:
"very much the gentleman, but not much get-up-and-go about
him."

. . . Dick sent down for a newspaper. Still pacing to and from
the telegram open on his bureau, he chose a ship to go to
America. Then he put in a call for Nicole in Zurich, remembering
so many things as he waited, and wishing he had always been as
good as he had intended to be.

XIX

For an hour, tied up with his profound reaction to his
father's death, the magnificent façade of the homeland,
the harbor of New York, seemed all sad and glorious to Dick, but
once ashore the feeling vanished, nor did he find it again in the
streets or the hotels or the trains that bore him first to
Buffalo, and then south to Virginia with his father's body. Only
as the local train shambled into the low-forested clayland of
Westmoreland County, did he feel once more identified with his
surroundings; at the station he saw a star he knew, and a cold
moon bright over Chesapeake Bay; he heard the rasping wheels of
buckboards turning, the lovely fatuous voices, the sound of
sluggish primeval rivers flowing softly under soft Indian
names.

Next day at the churchyard his father was laid among a hundred
Divers, Dorseys, and Hunters. It was very friendly leaving him
there with all his relations around him. Flowers were scattered
on the brown unsettled earth. Dick had no more ties here now and
did not believe he would come back. He knelt on the hard soil.
These dead, he knew them all, their weather-beaten faces with
blue flashing eyes, the spare violent bodies, the souls made of
new earth in the forest-heavy darkness of the seventeenth
century.

"Good-by, my father--good-by, all my fathers."

On the long-roofed steamship piers one is in a country that is
no longer here and not yet there. The hazy yellow vault is full
of echoing shouts. There are the rumble of trucks and the clump
of trunks, the strident chatter of cranes, the first salt smell
of the sea. One hurries through, even though there's time; the
past, the continent, is behind; the future is the glowing mouth
in the side of the ship; the dim, turbulent alley is too
confusedly the present.

Up the gangplank and the vision of the world adjusts itself,
narrows. One is a citizen of a commonwealth smaller than Andorra,
no longer sure of anything. The men at the purser's desk are as
oddly shaped as the cabins; disdainful are the eyes of voyagers
and their friends. Next the loud mournful whistles, the
portentous vibration and the boat, the human idea--is in motion.
The pier and its faces slide by and for a moment the boat is a
piece accidentally split off from them; the faces become remote,
voiceless, the pier is one of many blurs along the water front.
The harbor flows swiftly toward the sea.

With it flowed Albert McKisco, labelled by the newspapers as
its most precious cargo. McKisco was having a vogue. His novels
were pastiches of the work of the best people of his time, a feat
not to be disparaged, and in addition he possessed a gift for
softening and debasing what he borrowed, so that many readers
were charmed by the ease with which they could follow him.
Success had improved him and humbled him. He was no fool about
his capacities--he realized that he possessed more vitality than
many men of superior talent, and he was resolved to enjoy the
success he had earned. "I've done nothing yet," he would say. "I
don't think I've got any real genius. But if I keep trying I may
write a good book." Fine dives have been made from flimsier
spring-boards. The innumerable snubs of the past were forgotten.
Indeed, his success was founded psychologically upon his duel
with Tommy Barban, upon the basis of which, as it withered in his
memory, he had created, afresh, a new self-respect.

Spotting Dick Diver the second day out, he eyed him
tentatively, then introduced himself in a friendly way and sat
down. Dick laid aside his reading and, after the few minutes that
it took to realize the change in McKisco, the disappearance of
the man's annoying sense of inferiority, found himself pleased to
talk to him. McKisco was "well-informed" on a range of subjects
wider than Goethe's--it was interesting to listen to the
innumerable facile combinations that he referred to as his
opinions. They struck up an acquaintance, and Dick had several
meals with them. The McKiscos had been invited to sit at the
captain's table but with nascent snobbery they told Dick that
they "couldn't stand that bunch."

Violet was very grand now, decked out by the grand
couturières, charmed about the little discoveries that
well-bred girls make in their teens. She could, indeed, have
learned them from her mother in Boise but her soul was born
dismally in the small movie houses of Idaho, and she had had no
time for her mother. Now she "belonged"--together with several
million other people--and she was happy, though her husband still
shushed her when she grew violently naïve.

The McKiscos got off at Gibraltar. Next evening in Naples Dick
picked up a lost and miserable family of two girls and their
mother in the bus from the hotel to the station. He had seen them
on the ship. An overwhelming desire to help, or to be admired,
came over him: he showed them fragments of gaiety; tentatively he
bought them wine, with pleasure saw them begin to regain their
proper egotism. He pretended they were this and that, and falling
in with his own plot, and drinking too much to sustain the
illusion, and all this time the women, thought only that this was
a windfall from heaven. He withdrew from them as the night waned
and the train rocked and snorted at Cassino and Frosinone. After
weird American partings in the station at Rome, Dick went to the
Hotel Quirinal, somewhat exhausted.

At the desk he suddenly stared and upped his head. As if a
drink were acting on him, warming the lining of his stomach,
throwing a flush up into his brain, he saw the person he had come
to see, the person for whom he had made the Mediterranean
crossing.

Simultaneously Rosemary saw him, acknowledging him before
placing him; she looked back startled, and, leaving the girl she
was with, she hurried over. Holding himself erect, holding his
breath, Dick turned to her. As she came across the lobby, her
beauty all groomed, like a young horse dosed with Black-seed oil,
and hoops varnished, shocked him awake; but it all came too quick
for him to do anything except conceal his fatigue as best he
could. To meet her starry-eyed confidence he mustered an
insincere pantomime implying, "You would turn up here--of
all the people in the world."

Her gloved hands closed over his on the desk; "Dick--we're
making The Grandeur that was Rome--at least we think we
are; we may quit any day."

He looked at her hard, trying to make her a little
self-conscious, so that she would observe less closely his
unshaven face, his crumpled and slept-in collar. Fortunately, she
was in a hurry.

"We begin early because the mists rise at eleven--phone me at
two."

In his room Dick collected his faculties. He left a call for
noon, stripped off his clothes and dove literally into a heavy
sleep.

He slept over the phone call but awoke at two, refreshed.
Unpacking his bag, he sent out suits and laundry. He shaved, lay
for half an hour in a warm bath and had breakfast. The sun had
dipped into the Via Nazionale and he let it through the
portières with a jingling of old brass rings. Waiting for
a suit to be pressed, he discovered from the Corriere della Sera
that "una novella di Sinclair Lewis 'Wall Street' nella quale
autore analizza la vita sociale di una piccola citta Americana."
Then he tried to think about Rosemary.

At first he thought nothing. She was young and magnetic, but
so was Topsy. He guessed that she had had lovers and had loved
them in the last four years. Well, you never knew exactly how
much space you occupied in people's lives. Yet from this fog his
affection emerged--the best contacts are when one knows the
obstacles and still wants to preserve a relation. The past
drifted back and he wanted to hold her eloquent giving-of-herself
in its precious shell, till he enclosed it, till it no longer
existed outside him. He tried to collect all that might attract
her--it was less than it had been four years ago. Eighteen might
look at thirty-four through a rising mist of adolescence; but
twenty-two would see thirty-eight with discerning clarity.
Moreover, Dick had been at an emotional peak at the time of the
previous encounter; since then there had been a lesion of
enthusiasm.

When the valet returned he put on a white shirt and collar and
a black tie with a pearl; the cords of his reading-glasses passed
through another pearl of the same size that swung a casual inch
below. After sleep, his face had resumed the ruddy brown of many
Riviera summers, and to limber himself up he stood on his hands
on a chair until his fountain pen and coins fell out. At three he
called Rosemary and was bidden to come up. Momentarily dizzy from
his acrobatics, he stopped in the bar for a gin-and-tonic.

"Hi, Doctor Diver!"

Only because of Rosemary's presence in the hotel did Dick
place the man immediately as Collis Clay. He had his old
confidence and an air of prosperity and big sudden jowls.

"Do you know Rosemary's here?" Collis asked.

"I ran into her."

"I was in Florence and I heard she was here so I came down
last week. You'd never know Mama's little girl." He modified the
remark, "I mean she was so carefully brought up and now she's a
woman of the world--if you know what I mean. Believe me, has she
got some of these Roman boys tied up in bags! And how!"

With difficulty Dick restrained him from adding the drink to
the account he carried in the bar, like a stock-market
report.

XX

When Dick got out of the elevator he followed a tortuous
corridor and turned at length toward a distant voice outside a
lighted door. Rosemary was in black pajamas; a luncheon table was
still in the room; she was having coffee.

"You're still beautiful," he said. "A little more beautiful
than ever."

"Do you want coffee, youngster?"

"I'm sorry I was so unpresentable this morning."

"You didn't look well--you all right now? Want coffee?"

"No, thanks."

"You're fine again, I was scared this morning. Mother's coming
over next month, if the company stays. She always asks me if I've
seen you over here, as if she thought we were living next door.
Mother always liked you--she always felt you were some one I
ought to know."

"Well, I'm glad she still thinks of me."

"Oh, she does," Rosemary reassured him. "A very great
deal."

"I've seen you here and there in pictures," said Dick. "Once I
had Daddy's Girl run off just for myself!"

"I have a good part in this one if it isn't cut."

She crossed behind him, touching his shoulder as she passed.
She phoned for the table to be taken away and settled in a big
chair.

"I was just a little girl when I met you, Dick. Now I'm a
woman."

"I want to hear everything about you."

"How is Nicole--and Lanier and Topsy?"

"They're fine. They often speak of you--"

The phone rang. While she answered it Dick examined two
novels--one by Edna Ferber, one by Albert McKisco. The waiter
came for the table; bereft of its presence Rosemary seemed more
alone in her black pajamas.

". . . I have a caller. . . . No, not very well. I've got to
go to the costumer's for a long fitting. . . . No, not now . .
."

As though with the disappearance of the table she felt
released, Rosemary smiled at Dick--that smile as if they two
together had managed to get rid of all the trouble in the world
and were now at peace in their own heaven . . .

"That's done," she said. "Do you realize I've spent the last
hour getting ready for you?"

But again the phone called her. Dick got up to change his hat
from the bed to the luggage stand, and in alarm Rosemary put her
hand over the mouthpiece of the phone. "You're not going!"

"No."

When the communication was over he tried to drag the afternoon
together saying: "I expect some nourishment from people now."

"Me too," Rosemary agreed. "The man that just phoned me once
knew a second cousin of mine. Imagine calling anybody up for a
reason like that!"

Now she lowered the lights for love. Why else should she want
to shut off his view of her? He sent his words to her like
letters, as though they left him some time before they reached
her.

"Hard to sit here and be close to you, and not kiss you." Then
they kissed passionately in the centre of the floor. She pressed
against him, and went back to her chair.

It could not go on being merely pleasant in the room. Forward
or backward; when the phone rang once more he strolled into the
bedchamber and lay down on her bed, opening Albert McKisco's
novel. Presently Rosemary came in and sat beside him.

"You have the longest eyelashes," she remarked.

"We are now back at the Junior Prom. Among those present are
Miss Rosemary Hoyt, the eyelash fancier--"

She kissed him and he pulled her down so that they lay side by
side, and then they kissed till they were both breathless. Her
breathing was young and eager and exciting. Her lips were faintly
chapped but soft in the corners.

When they were still limbs and feet and clothes, struggles of
his arms and back, and her throat and breasts, she whispered,
"No, not now--those things are rhythmic."

Disciplined he crushed his passion into a corner of his mind,
but bearing up her fragility on his arms until she was poised
half a foot above him, he said lightly:

"Darling--that doesn't matter."

Her face had changed with his looking up at it; there was the
eternal moonlight in it.

"That would be poetic justice if it should be you," she said.
She twisted away from him, walked to the mirror, and boxed her
disarranged hair with her hands. Presently she drew a chair close
to the bed and stroked his cheek.

"Tell me the truth about you," he demanded.

"I always have."

"In a way--but nothing hangs together."

They both laughed but he pursued.

"Are you actually a virgin?"

"No-o-o!" she sang. "I've slept with six hundred and forty
men--if that's the answer you want."

"It's none of my business."

"Do you want me for a case in psychology?"

"Looking at you as a perfectly normal girl of twenty-two,
living in the year nineteen twenty-eight, I guess you've taken a
few shots at love."

"It's all been--abortive," she said.

Dick couldn't believe her. He could not decide whether she was
deliberately building a barrier between them or whether this was
intended to make an eventual surrender more significant.

"Let's go walk in the Pincio," he suggested.

He shook himself straight in his clothes and smoothed his
hair. A moment had come and somehow passed. For three years Dick
had been the ideal by which Rosemary measured other men and
inevitably his stature had increased to heroic size. She did not
want him to be like other men, yet here were the same exigent
demands, as if he wanted to take some of herself away, carry it
off in his pocket.

Walking on the greensward between cherubs and philosophers,
fauns and falling water, she took his arm snugly, settling into
it with a series of little readjustments, as if she wanted it to
be right because it was going to be there forever. She plucked a
twig and broke it, but she found no spring in it. Suddenly seeing
what she wanted in Dick's face she took his gloved hand and
kissed it. Then she cavorted childishly for him until he smiled
and she laughed and they began having a good time.

"I can't go out with you to-night, darling, because I promised
some people a long time ago. But if you'll get up early I'll take
you out to the set to-morrow."

He dined alone at the hotel, went to bed early, and met
Rosemary in the lobby at half-past six. Beside him in the car she
glowed away fresh and new in the morning sunshine. They went out
through the Porta San Sebastiano and along the Appian Way until
they came to the huge set of the forum, larger than the forum
itself. Rosemary turned him over to a man who led him about the
great props; the arches and tiers of seats and the sanded arena.
She was working on a stage which represented a guard-room for
Christian prisoners, and presently they went there and watched
Nicotera, one of many hopeful Valentinos, strut and pose before a
dozen female "captives," their eyes melancholy and startling with
mascara.

"When they run off what they took the day before. They say
it's the first thing I've had sex appeal in."

"I don't notice it."

"You wouldn't! But I have."

Nicotera in his leopard skin talked attentively to Rosemary
while the electrician discussed something with the director,
meanwhile leaning on him. Finally the director pushed his hand
off roughly and wiped a sweating forehead, and Dick's guide
remarked: "He's on the hop again, and how!"

"Who?" asked Dick, but before the man could answer the
director walked swiftly over to them.

"Who's on the hop--you're on the hop yourself." He spoke
vehemently to Dick, as if to a jury. "When he's on the hop he
always thinks everybody else is, and how!" He glared at the guide
a moment longer, then he clapped his hands: "All right--everybody
on the set."

It was like visiting a great turbulent family. An actress
approached Dick and talked to him for five minutes under the
impression that he was an actor recently arrived from London.
Discovering her mistake she scuttled away in panic. The majority
of the company felt either sharply superior or sharply inferior
to the world outside, but the former feeling prevailed. They were
people of bravery and industry; they were risen to a position of
prominence in a nation that for a decade had wanted only to be
entertained.

The session ended as the light grew misty--a fine light for
painters, but, for the camera, not to be compared with the clear
California air. Nicotera followed Rosemary to the car and
whispered something to her--she looked at him without smiling as
she said good-by.

Dick and Rosemary had luncheon at the Castelli dei
Cæsari, a splendid restaurant in a high-terraced villa
overlooking the ruined forum of an undetermined period of the
decadence. Rosemary took a cocktail and a little wine, and Dick
took enough so that his feeling of dissatisfaction left him.
Afterward they drove back to the hotel, all flushed and happy, in
a sort of exalted quiet. She wanted to be taken and she was, and
what had begun with a childish infatuation on a beach was
accomplished at last.

XXI

Rosemary had another dinner date, a birthday party for a
member of the company. Dick ran into Collis Clay in the lobby,
but he wanted to dine alone, and pretended an engagement at the
Excelsior. He drank a cocktail with Collis and his vague
dissatisfaction crystallized as impatience--he no longer had an
excuse for playing truant to the clinic. This was less an
infatuation than a romantic memory. Nicole was his girl--too
often he was sick at heart about her, yet she was his girl. Time
with Rosemary was self-indulgence--time with Collis was nothing
plus nothing.

In the doorway of the Excelsior he ran into Baby Warren. Her
large beautiful eyes, looking precisely like marbles, stared at
him with surprise and curiosity. "I thought you were in America,
Dick! Is Nicole with you?"

"I came back by way of Naples."

The black band on his arm reminded her to say: "I'm so sorry
to hear of your trouble."

Inevitably they dined together.

"Tell me about everything," she demanded.

Dick gave her a version of the facts, and Baby frowned. She
found it necessary to blame some one for the catastrophe in her
sister's life.

"Do you think Doctor Dohmler took the right course with her
from the first?"

"There's not much variety in treatment any more--of course you
try to find the right personality to handle a particular
case."

"Dick, I don't pretend to advise you or to know much about it
but don't you think a change might be good for her--to get out of
that atmosphere of sickness and live in the world like other
people?"

"But you were keen for the clinic," he reminded her. "You told
me you'd never feel really safe about her--"

"That was when you were leading that hermit's life on the
Riviera, up on a hill way off from anybody. I didn't mean to go
back to that life. I meant, for instance, London. The English are
the best-balanced race in the world."

"They are not," he disagreed.

"They are. I know them, you see. I meant it might be nice for
you to take a house in London for the spring season--I know a
dove of a house in Talbot Square you could get, furnished. I
mean, living with sane, well-balanced English people."

She would have gone on to tell him all the old propaganda
stories of 1914 if he had not laughed and said:

"I've been reading a book by Michael Arlen and if
that's--"

She ruined Michael Arlen with a wave of her salad spoon.

"He only writes about degenerates. I mean the worthwhile
English."

As she thus dismissed her friends they were replaced in Dick's
mind only by a picture of the alien, unresponsive faces that
peopled the small hotels of Europe.

"Of course it's none of my business," Baby repeated, as a
preliminary to a further plunge, "but to leave her alone in an
atmosphere like that--"

"I went to America because my father died."

"I understand that, I told you how sorry I was." She fiddled
with the glass grapes on her necklace. "But there's so
much money now. Plenty for everything, and it ought to be
used to get Nicole well."

"For one thing I can't see myself in London."

"Why not? I should think you could work there as well as
anywhere else."

He sat back and looked at her. If she had ever suspected the
rotted old truth, the real reason for Nicole's illness, she had
certainly determined to deny it to herself, shoving it back in a
dusty closet like one of the paintings she bought by mistake.

They continued the conversation in the Ulpia, where Collis
Clay came over to their table and sat down, and a gifted guitar
player thrummed and rumbled "Suona Fanfara Mia" in the cellar
piled with wine casks.

"It's possible that I was the wrong person for Nicole," Dick
said. "Still she would probably have married some one of my type,
some one she thought she could rely on--indefinitely."

Collis was catching up with the conversation now and Dick
switched it quickly: "Suppose we talk about something else--about
you, for instance. Why don't you get married? We heard you were
engaged to Lord Paley, the cousin of the--"

"Oh, no." She became coy and elusive. "That was last
year."

"Why don't you marry?" Dick insisted stubbornly.

"I don't know. One of the men I loved was killed in the war,
and the other one threw me over."

"Both of them were Englishmen. I don't think there's any
higher type in the world than a first-rate Englishman, do you? If
there is I haven't met him. This man--oh, it's a long story. I
hate long stories, don't you?"

"And how!" said Collis.

"Why, no--I like them if they're good."

"That's something you do so well, Dick. You can keep a party
moving by just a little sentence or a saying here and there. I
think that's a wonderful talent."

"It's a trick," he said gently. That made three of her
opinions he disagreed with.

"Of course I like formality--I like things to be just so, and
on the grand scale. I know you probably don't but you must admit
it's a sign of solidity in me."

Dick did not even bother to dissent from this.

"Of course I know people say, Baby Warren is racing around
over Europe, chasing one novelty after another, and missing the
best things in life, but I think on the contrary that I'm one of
the few people who really go after the best things. I've known
the most interesting people of my time." Her voice blurred with
the tinny drumming of another guitar number, but she called over
it, "I've made very few big mistakes--"

"--Only the very big ones, Baby."

She had caught something facetious in his eye and she changed
the subject. It seemed impossible for them to hold anything in
common. But he admired something in her, and he deposited her at
the Excelsior with a series of compliments that left her
shimmering.

Rosemary insisted on treating Dick to lunch next day. They
went to a little trattoria kept by an Italian who had
worked in America, and ate ham and eggs and waffles. Afterward,
they went to the hotel. Dick's discovery that he was not in love
with her, nor she with him, had added to rather than diminished
his passion for her. Now that he knew he would not enter further
into her life, she became the strange woman for him. He supposed
many men meant no more than that when they said they were in
love--not a wild submergence of soul, a dipping of all colors
into an obscuring dye, such as his love for Nicole had been.
Certain thoughts about Nicole, that she should die, sink into
mental darkness, love another man, made him physically sick.

Nicotera was in Rosemary's sitting-room, chattering about a
professional matter. When Rosemary gave him his cue to go, he
left with humorous protests and a rather insolent wink at Dick.
As usual the phone clamored and Rosemary was engaged at it for
ten minutes, to Dick's increasing impatience.

"Let's go up to my room," he suggested, and she agreed.

She lay across his knees on a big sofa; he ran his fingers
through the lovely forelocks of her hair.

"Let me be curious about you again?" he asked.

"What do you want to know?"

"About men. I'm curious, not to say prurient."

"You mean how long after I met you?"

"Or before."

"Oh, no." She was shocked. "There was nothing before. You were
the first man I cared about. You're still the only man I really
care about." She considered. "It was about a year, I think."

"Who was it?"

"Oh, a man."

He closed in on her evasion.

"I'll bet I can tell you about it: the first affair was
unsatisfactory and after that there was a long gap. The second
was better, but you hadn't been in love with the man in the first
place. The third was all right--"

Torturing himself he ran on. "Then you had one real affair
that fell of its own weight, and by that time you were getting
afraid that you wouldn't have anything to give to the man you
finally loved." He felt increasingly Victorian. "Afterwards there
were half a dozen just episodic affairs, right up to the present.
Is that close?"

She laughed between amusement and tears.

"It's about as wrong as it could be," she said, to Dick's
relief. "But some day I'm going to find somebody and love him and
love him and never let him go."

Now his phone rang and Dick recognized Nicotera's voice,
asking for Rosemary. He put his palm over the transmitter.

"Do you want to talk to him?"

She went to the phone and jabbered in a rapid Italian Dick
could not understand.

"This telephoning takes time," he said. "It's after four and I
have an engagement at five. You better go play with Signor
Nicotera."

"Don't be silly."

"Then I think that while I'm here you ought to count him
out."

"It's difficult." She was suddenly crying. "Dick, I do love
you, never anybody like you. But what have you got for me?"

"What has Nicotera got for anybody?"

"That's different."

--Because youth called to youth.

"He's a spic!" he said. He was frantic with jealousy, he
didn't want to be hurt again.

"He's only a baby," she said, sniffling. "You know I'm yours
first."

In reaction he put his arms about her but she relaxed wearily
backward; he held her like that for a moment as in the end of an
adagio, her eyes closed, her hair falling straight back like that
of a girl drowned.

"Dick, let me go. I never felt so mixed up in my life."

He was a gruff red bird and instinctively she drew away from
him as his unjustified jealousy began to snow over the qualities
of consideration and understanding with which she felt at
home.

"I want to know the truth," he said.

"Yes, then. We're a lot together, he wants to marry me, but I
don't want to. What of it? What do you expect me to do? You never
asked me to marry you. Do you want me to play around forever with
half-wits like Collis Clay?"

"You were with Nicotera last night?"

"That's none of your business," she sobbed. "Excuse me, Dick,
it is your business. You and Mother are the only two people in
the world I care about."

"How about Nicotera?"

"How do I know?"

She had achieved the elusiveness that gives hidden
significance to the least significant remarks.

"Is it like you felt toward me in Paris?"

"I feel comfortable and happy when I'm with you. In Paris it
was different. But you never know how you once felt. Do you?"

He got up and began collecting his evening clothes--if he had
to bring all the bitterness and hatred of the world into his
heart, he was not going to be in love with her again.

"I don't care about Nicotera!" she declared. "But I've got to
go to Livorno with the company to-morrow. Oh, why did this have
to happen?" There was a new flood of tears. "It's such a shame.
Why did you come here? Why couldn't we just have the memory
anyhow? I feel as if I'd quarrelled with Mother."

As he began to dress, she got up and went to the door.

"I won't go to the party to-night." It was her last effort.
"I'll stay with you. I don't want to go anyhow."

The tide began to flow again, but he retreated from it.

"I'll be in my room," she said. "Good-by, Dick."

"Good-by."

"Oh, such a shame, such a shame. Oh, such a shame. What's it
all about anyhow?"

"I've wondered for a long time."

"But why bring it to me?"

"I guess I'm the Black Death," he said slowly. "I don't seem
to bring people happiness any more."

XXII

There were five people in the Quirinal bar after dinner, a
high-class Italian frail who sat on a stool making persistent
conversation against the bartender's bored: "Si . . . Si . . .
Si," a light, snobbish Egyptian who was lonely but chary of the
woman, and the two Americans.

Dick was always vividly conscious of his surroundings, while
Collis Clay lived vaguely, the sharpest impressions dissolving
upon a recording apparatus that had early atrophied, so the
former talked and the latter listened, like a man sitting in a
breeze.

Dick, worn away by the events of the afternoon, was taking it
out on the inhabitants of Italy. He looked around the bar as if
he hoped an Italian had heard him and would resent his words.

"This afternoon I had tea with my sister-in-law at the
Excelsior. We got the last table and two men came up and looked
around for a table and couldn't find one. So one of them came up
to us and said, 'Isn't this table reserved for the Princess
Orsini?' and I said: 'There was no sign on it,' and he said: 'But
I think it's reserved for the Princess Orsini.' I couldn't even
answer him."

"What'd he do?"

"He retired." Dick switched around in his chair. "I don't like
these people. The other day I left Rosemary for two minutes in
front of a store and an officer started walking up and down in
front of her, tipping his hat."

"I don't know," said Collis after a moment. "I'd rather be
here than up in Paris with somebody picking your pocket every
minute."

He had been enjoying himself, and he held out against anything
that threatened to dull his pleasure.

"I don't know," he persisted. "I don't mind it here."

Dick evoked the picture that the few days had imprinted on his
mind, and stared at it. The walk toward the American Express past
the odorous confectioneries of the Via Nationale, through the
foul tunnel up to the Spanish Steps, where his spirit soared
before the flower stalls and the house where Keats had died. He
cared only about people; he was scarcely conscious of places
except for their weather, until they had been invested with color
by tangible events. Rome was the end of his dream of
Rosemary.

A bell-boy came in and gave him a note.

"Idid not go to the party," it said. "Iam in my room. We leave for Livorno early in the
morning."

They inspected the tart at the bar, granting her the minimum
of interest exacted by her profession, and she stared back with
bright boldness; they went through the deserted lobby oppressed
by draperies holding Victorian dust in stuffy folds, and they
nodded at the night concierge who returned the gesture with the
bitter servility peculiar to night servants. Then in a taxi they
rode along cheerless streets through a dank November night. There
were no women in the streets, only pale men with dark coats
buttoned to the neck, who stood in groups beside shoulders of
cold stone.

"My God!" Dick sighed.

"What's a matter?"

"I was thinking of that man this afternoon: 'This table is
reserved for the Princess Orsini.' Do you know what these old
Roman families are? They're bandits, they're the ones who got
possession of the temples and palaces after Rome went to pieces
and preyed on the people."

At the Bonbonieri they descended to a panelled cabaret,
hopelessly impermanent amid the cold stone. A listless band
played a tango and a dozen couples covered the wide floor with
those elaborate and dainty steps so offensive to the American
eye. A surplus of waiters precluded the stir and bustle that even
a few busy men can create; over the scene as its form of
animation brooded an air of waiting for something, for the dance,
the night, the balance of forces which kept it stable, to cease.
It assured the impressionable guest that whatever he was seeking
he would not find it here.

This was plain as plain to Dick. He looked around, hoping his
eye would catch on something, so that spirit instead of
imagination could carry on for an hour. But there was nothing and
after a moment he turned back to Collis. He had told Collis some
of his current notions, and he was bored with his audience's
short memory and lack of response. After half an hour of Collis
he felt a distinct lesion of his own vitality.

They drank a bottle of Italian mousseaux, and Dick became pale
and somewhat noisy. He called the orchestra leader over to their
table; this was a Bahama Negro, conceited and unpleasant, and in
a few minutes there was a row.

"You asked me to sit down."

"All right. And I gave you fifty lire, didn't I?"

"All right. All right. All right."

"All right, I gave you fifty lire, didn't I? Then you come up
and asked me to put some more in the horn!"

"You asked me to sit down, didn't you? Didn't you?"

"I asked you to sit down but I gave you fifty lire, didn't
I?"

"All right. All right."

The Negro got up sourly and went away, leaving Dick in a still
more evil humor. But he saw a girl smiling at him from across the
room and immediately the pale Roman shapes around him receded
into decent, humble perspective. She was a young English girl,
with blonde hair and a healthy, pretty English face and she
smiled at him again with an invitation he understood, that denied
the flesh even in the act of tendering it.

"There's a quick trick or else I don't know bridge," said
Collis.

Dick got up and walked to her across the room.

"Won't you dance?"

The middle-aged Englishman with whom she was sitting said,
almost apologetically: "I'm going out soon."

Sobered by excitement Dick danced. He found in the girl a
suggestion of all the pleasant English things; the story of safe
gardens ringed around by the sea was implicit in her bright voice
and as he leaned back to look at her, he meant what he said to
her so sincerely that his voice trembled. When her current escort
should leave, she promised to come and sit with them. The
Englishman accepted her return with repeated apologies and
smiles.

Back at his table Dick ordered another bottle of spumante.

"She looks like somebody in the movies," he said. "I can't
think who." He glanced impatiently over his shoulder. "Wonder
what's keeping her?"

"I'd like to get in the movies," said Collis thoughtfully.
"I'm supposed to go into my father's business but it doesn't
appeal to me much. Sit in an office in Birmingham for twenty
years--"

His voice resisted the pressure of materialistic
civilization.

"Too good for it?" suggested Dick.

"No, I don't mean that."

"Yes, you do."

"How do you know what I mean? Why don't you practise as a
doctor, if you like to work so much?"

Dick had made them both wretched by this time, but
simultaneously they had become vague with drink and in a moment
they forgot; Collis left, and they shook hands warmly.

"Think it over," said Dick sagely.

"Think what over?"

"You know." It had been something about Collis going into his
father's business--good sound advice.

Clay walked off into space. Dick finished his bottle and then
danced with the English girl again, conquering his unwilling body
with bold revolutions and stern determined marches down the
floor. The most remarkable thing suddenly happened. He was
dancing with the girl, the music stopped--and she had
disappeared.

"Have you seen her?"

"Seen who?"

"The girl I was dancing with. Su'nly disappeared. Must be in
the building."

"No! No! That's the ladies' room."

He stood up by the bar. There were two other men there, but he
could think of no way of starting a conversation. He could have
told them all about Rome and the violent origins of the Colonna
and Gaetani families but he realized that as a beginning that
would be somewhat abrupt. A row of Yenci dolls on the cigar
counter fell suddenly to the floor; there was a subsequent
confusion and he had a sense of having been the cause of it, so
he went back to the cabaret and drank a cup of black coffee.
Collis was gone and the English girl was gone and there seemed
nothing to do but go back to the hotel and lie down with his
black heart. He paid his check and got his hat and coat.

There was dirty water in the gutters and between the rough
cobblestones; a marshy vapor from the Campagna, a sweat of
exhausted cultures tainted the morning air. A quartet of
taxi-drivers, their little eyes bobbing in dark pouches,
surrounded him. One who leaned insistently in his face he pushed
harshly away.

"Quanto a Hotel Quirinal?"

"Cento lire."

Six dollars. He shook his head and offered thirty lire which
was twice the day-time fare, but they shrugged their shoulders as
one pair, and moved off.

"Trente-cinque lire e mancie," he said firmly.

"Cento lire."

He broke into English.

"To go half a mile? You'll take me for forty lire."

"Oh, no."

He was very tired. He pulled open the door of a cab and got
in.

"Hotel Quirinal!" he said to the driver who stood obstinately
outside the window. "Wipe that sneer off your face and take me to
the Quirinal."

"Ah, no."

Dick got out. By the door of the Bonbonieri some one was
arguing with the taxi-drivers, some one who now tried to explain
their attitude to Dick; again one of the men pressed close,
insisting and gesticulating and Dick shoved him away.

"I want to go to the Quirinal Hotel."

"He says wan huner lire," explained the interpreter.

"I understand. I'll give him fif'y lire. Go on away." This
last to the insistent man who had edged up once more. The man
looked at him and spat contemptuously.

The passionate impatience of the week leaped up in Dick and
clothed itself like a flash in violence, the honorable, the
traditional resource of his land; he stepped forward and slapped
the man's face.

They surged about him, threatening, waving their arms, trying
ineffectually to close in on him--with his back against the wall
Dick hit out clumsily, laughing a little and for a few minutes
the mock fight, an affair of foiled rushes and padded, glancing
blows, swayed back and forth in front of the door. Then Dick
tripped and fell; he was hurt somewhere but he struggled up again
wrestling in arms that suddenly broke apart. There was a new
voice and a new argument but he leaned against the wall, panting
and furious at the indignity of his position. He saw there was no
sympathy for him but he was unable to believe that he was
wrong.

They were going to the police station and settle it there. His
hat was retrieved and handed to him, and with some one holding
his arm lightly he strode around the corner with the taxi-men and
entered a bare barrack where carabinieri lounged under a single
dim light.

At a desk sat a captain, to whom the officious individual who
had stopped the battle spoke at length in Italian, at times
pointing at Dick, and letting himself be interrupted by the
taxi-men who delivered short bursts of invective and
denunciation. The captain began to nod impatiently. He held up
his hand and the hydra-headed address, with a few parting
exclamations, died away. Then he turned to Dick.

"All right." He turned blindly to the door--before him,
leering and nodding, was the man who had brought him to the
police station. "I'll go home," he shouted, "but first I'll fix
this baby."

He walked past the staring carabinieri and up to the grinning
face, hit it with a smashing left beside the jaw. The man dropped
to the floor.

For a moment he stood over him in savage triumph--but even as
a first pang of doubt shot through him the world reeled; he was
clubbed down, and fists and boots beat on him in a savage tattoo.
He felt his nose break like a shingle and his eyes jerk as if
they had snapped back on a rubber band into his head. A rib
splintered under a stamping heel. Momentarily he lost
consciousness, regained it as he was raised to a sitting position
and his wrists jerked together with handcuffs. He struggled
automatically. The plainclothes lieutenant whom he had knocked
down, stood dabbing his jaw with a handkerchief and looking into
it for blood; he came over to Dick, poised himself, drew back his
arm and smashed him to the floor.

When Doctor Diver lay quite still a pail of water was sloshed
over him. One of his eyes opened dimly as he was being dragged
along by the wrists through a bloody haze and he made out the
human and ghastly face of one of the taxi-drivers.

Still he was dragged along through the bloody haze, choking
and sobbing, over vague irregular surfaces into some small place
where he was dropped upon a stone floor. The men went out, a door
clanged, he was alone.

XXIII

Until one o'clock Baby Warren lay in bed, reading one of
Marion Crawford's curiously inanimate Roman stories; then she
went to a window and looked down into the street. Across from the
hotel two carabinieri, grotesque in swaddling capes and harlequin
hats, swung voluminously from this side and that, like mains'ls
coming about, and watching them she thought of the guards'
officer who had stared at her so intensely at lunch. He had
possessed the arrogance of a tall member of a short race, with no
obligation save to be tall. Had he come up to her and said:
"Let's go along, you and I," she would have answered: "Why
not?"--at least it seemed so now, for she was still disembodied
by an unfamiliar background.

Her thoughts drifted back slowly through the guardsman to the
two carabinieri, to Dick--she got into bed and turned out the
light.

A little before four she was awakened by a brusque
knocking.

"Yes--what is it?"

"It's the concierge, Madame."

She pulled on her kimono and faced him sleepily.

"Your friend name Deever he's in trouble. He had trouble with
the police, and they have him in the jail. He sent a taxi up to
tell, the driver says that he promised him two hundred lire." He
paused cautiously for this to be approved. "The driver says Mr.
Deever in the bad trouble. He had a fight with the police and is
terribly bad hurt."

"I'll be right down."

She dressed to an accompaniment of anxious heartbeats and ten
minutes later stepped out of the elevator into the dark lobby.
The chauffeur who brought the message was gone; the concierge
hailed another one and told him the location of the jail. As they
rode, the darkness lifted and thinned outside and Baby's nerves,
scarcely awake, cringed faintly at the unstable balance between
night and day. She began to race against the day; sometimes on
the broad avenues she gained but whenever the thing that was
pushing up paused for a moment, gusts of wind blew here and there
impatiently and the slow creep of light began once more. The cab
went past a loud fountain splashing in a voluminous shadow,
turned into an alley so curved that the buildings were warped and
strained following it, bumped and rattled over cobblestones, and
stopped with a jerk where two sentry boxes were bright against a
wall of green damp. Suddenly from the violet darkness of an
archway came Dick's voice, shouting and screaming.

"Are there any English? Are there any Americans? Are there any
English? Are there any--oh, my God! You dirty Wops!"

His voice died away and she heard a dull sound of beating on
the door. Then the voice began again.

"Are there any Americans? Are there any English?"

Following the voice she ran through the arch into a court,
whirled about in momentary confusion and located the small
guard-room whence the cries came. Two carabinieri started to
their feet, but Baby brushed past them to the door of the
cell.

"Dick!" she called. "What's the trouble?"

"They've put out my eye," he cried. "They handcuffed me and
then they beat me, the goddamn--the--"

Flashing around Baby took a step toward the two
carabinieri.

"What have you done to him?" she whispered so fiercely that
they flinched before her gathering fury.

"Non capisco inglese."

In French she execrated them; her wild, confident rage filled
the room, enveloped them until they shrank and wriggled from the
garments of blame with which she invested them. "Do something! Do
something!"

"We can do nothing until we are ordered."

"Bene. Bay-nay! Bene!"

Once more Baby let her passion scorch around them until they
sweated out apologies for their impotence, looking at each other
with the sense that something had after all gone terribly wrong.
Baby went to the cell door, leaned against it, almost caressing
it, as if that could make Dick feel her presence and power, and
cried: "I'm going to the Embassy, I'll be back." Throwing a last
glance of infinite menace at the carabinieri she ran out.

She drove to the American Embassy where she paid off the
taxi-driver upon his insistence. It was still dark when she ran
up the steps and pressed the bell. She had pressed it three times
before a sleepy English porter opened the door to her.

"I want to see some one," she said. "Any one--but right
away."

"No one's awake, Madame. We don't open until nine
o'clock."

Impatiently she waved the hour away.

"This is important. A man--an American has been terribly
beaten. He's in an Italian jail."

"No one's awake now. At nine o'clock--"

"I can't wait. They've put out a man's eye--my brother-in-law,
and they won't let him out of jail. I must talk to some
one--can't you see? Are you crazy? Are you an idiot, you stand
there with that look in your face?"

"Hime unable to do anything, Madame."

"You've got to wake some one up!" She seized him by the
shoulders and jerked him violently. "It's a matter of life and
death. If you won't wake some one a terrible thing will happen to
you--"

"Kindly don't lay hands on me, Madame."

From above and behind the porter floated down a weary Groton
voice.

"What is it there?"

The porter answered with relief.

"It's a lady, sir, and she has shook me." He had stepped back
to speak and Baby pushed forward into the hall. On an upper
landing, just aroused from sleep and wrapped in a white
embroidered Persian robe, stood a singular young man. His face
was of a monstrous and unnatural pink, vivid yet dead, and over
his mouth was fastened what appeared to be a gag. When he saw
Baby he moved his head back into a shadow.

"What is it?" he repeated.

Baby told him, in her agitation edging forward to the stairs.
In the course of her story she realized that the gag was in
reality a mustache bandage and that the man's face was covered
with pink cold cream, but the fact fitted quietly into the
nightmare. The thing to do, she cried passionately, was for him
to come to the jail with her at once and get Dick out.

"It's a bad business," he said.

"Yes," she agreed conciliatingly. "Yes?"

"This trying to fight the police." A note of personal affront
crept into his voice, "I'm afraid there's nothing to be done
until nine o'clock."

"Till nine o'clock," she repeated aghast. "But you can do
something, certainly! You can come to the jail with me and see
that they don't hurt him any more."

"We aren't permitted to do anything like that. The Consulate
handles these things. The Consulate will be open at nine."

His face, constrained to impassivity by the binding strap,
infuriated Baby.

"I can't wait until nine. My brother-in-law says they've put
his eye out--he's seriously hurt! I have to get to him. I have to
find a doctor." She let herself go and began to cry angrily as
she talked, for she knew that he would respond to her agitation
rather than her words. "You've got to do something about this.
It's your business to protect American citizens in trouble."

But he was of the Eastern seaboard and too hard for her.
Shaking his head patiently at her failure to understand his
position he drew the Persian robe closer about him and came down
a few steps.

"Write down the address of the Consulate for this lady," he
said to the porter, "and look up Doctor Colazzo's address and
telephone number and write that down too." He turned to Baby,
with the expression of an exasperated Christ. "My dear lady, the
diplomatic corps represents the Government of the United States
to the Government of Italy. It has nothing to do with the
protection of citizens, except under specific instructions from
the State Department. Your brother-in-law has broken the laws of
this country and been put in jail, just as an Italian might be
put in jail in New York. The only people who can let him go are
the Italian courts and if your brother-in-law has a case you can
get aid and advice from the Consulate, which protects the rights
of American citizens. The consulate does not open until nine
o'clock. Even if it were my brother I couldn't do anything--"

"Can you phone the Consulate?" she broke in.

"We can't interfere with the Consulate. When the Consul gets
there at nine--"

"Can you give me his home address?"

After a fractional pause the man shook his head. He took the
memorandum from the porter and gave it to her.

"Now I'll ask you to excuse me."

He had manoeuvred her to the door: for an instant the violet
dawn fell shrilly upon his pink mask and upon the linen sack that
supported his mustache; then Baby was standing on the front steps
alone. She had been in the embassy ten minutes.

The piazza whereon it faced was empty save for an old man
gathering cigarette butts with a spiked stick. Baby caught a taxi
presently and went to the Consulate but there was no one there
save a trio of wretched women scrubbing the stairs. She could not
make them understand that she wanted the Consul's home
address--in a sudden resurgence of anxiety she rushed out and
told the chauffeur to take her to the jail. He did not know where
it was, but by the use of the words semper dritte, dextra
and sinestra she manoeuvred him to its approximate
locality, where she dismounted and explored a labyrinth of
familiar alleys. But the buildings and the alleys all looked
alike. Emerging from one trail into the Piazzo d'Espagna she saw
the American Express Company and her heart lifted at the word
"American" on the sign. There was a light in the window and
hurrying across the square she tried the door, but it was locked,
and inside the clock stood at seven. Then she thought of Collis
Clay.

She remembered the name of his hotel, a stuffy villa sealed in
red plush across from the Excelsior. The woman on duty at the
office was not disposed to help her--she had no authority to
disturb Mr. Clay, and refused to let Miss Warren go up to his
room alone; convinced finally that this was not an affair of
passion she accompanied her.

Collis lay naked upon his bed. He had come in tight and,
awakening, it took him some moments to realize his nudity. He
atoned for it by an excess of modesty. Taking his clothes into
the bathroom he dressed in haste, muttering to himself "Gosh. She
certainly musta got a good look at me." After some telephoning,
he and Baby found the jail and went to it.

The cell door was open and Dick was slumped on a chair in the
guard-room. The carabinieri had washed some of the blood from his
face, brushed him and set his hat concealingly upon his head.

Baby stood in the doorway trembling.

"Mr. Clay will stay with you," she said. "I want to get the
Consul and a doctor."

"All right."

"Just stay quiet."

"All right."

"I'll be back."

She drove to the Consulate; it was after eight now, and she
was permitted to sit in the ante-room. Toward nine the Consul
came in and Baby, hysterical with impotence and exhaustion,
repeated her story. The Consul was disturbed. He warned her
against getting into brawls in strange cities, but he was chiefly
concerned that she should wait outside--with despair she read in
his elderly eye that he wanted to be mixed up as little as
possible in this catastrophe. Waiting on his action, she passed
the minutes by phoning a doctor to go to Dick. There were other
people in the ante-room and several were admitted to the Consul's
office. After half an hour she chose the moment of some one's
coming out and pushed past the secretary into the room.

"This is outrageous! An American has been beaten half to death
and thrown into prison and you make no move to help."

"Just a minute, Mrs--"

"I've waited long enough. You come right down to the jail and
get him out!"

"Mrs--"

"We're people of considerable standing in America--" Her mouth
hardened as she continued. "If it wasn't for the scandal we
can--I shall see that your indifference to this matter is
reported in the proper quarter. If my brother-in-law were a
British citizen he'd have been free hours ago, but you're more
concerned with what the police will think than about what you're
here for."

"Mrs.--"

"You put on your hat and come with me right away."

The mention of his hat alarmed the Consul who began to clean
his spectacles hurriedly and to ruffle his papers. This proved of
no avail: the American Woman, aroused, stood over him; the
clean-sweeping irrational temper that had broken the moral back
of a race and made a nursery out of a continent, was too much for
him. He rang for the vice-consul--Baby had won.

Dick sat in the sunshine that fell profusely through the
guard-room window. Collis was with him and two carabinieri, and
they were waiting for something to happen. With the narrowed
vision of his one eye Dick could see the carabinieri; they were
Tuscan peasants with short upper lips and he found it difficult
to associate them with the brutality of last night. He sent one
of them to fetch him a glass of beer.

The beer made him light-headed and the episode was momentarily
illumined by a ray of sardonic humor. Collis was under the
impression that the English girl had something to do with the
catastrophe, but Dick was sure she had disappeared long before it
happened. Collis was still absorbed by the fact that Miss Warren
had found him naked on his bed.

Dick's rage had retreated into him a little and he felt a vast
criminal irresponsibility. What had happened to him was so awful
that nothing could make any difference unless he could choke it
to death, and, as this was unlikely, he was hopeless. He would be
a different person henceforward, and in his raw state he had
bizarre feelings of what the new self would be. The matter had
about it the impersonal quality of an act of God. No mature Aryan
is able to profit by a humiliation; when he forgives it has
become part of his life, he has identified himself with the thing
which has humiliated him--an upshot that in this case was
impossible.

When Collis spoke of retribution, Dick shook his head and was
silent. A lieutenant of carabinieri, pressed, burnished, vital,
came into the room like three men and the guards jumped to
attention. He seized the empty beer bottle and directed a stream
of scolding at his men. The new spirit was in him, and the first
thing was to get the beer bottle out of the guard-room. Dick
looked at Collis and laughed.

The vice-consul, an over-worked young man named Swanson,
arrived, and they started to the court; Collis and Swanson on
either side of Dick and the two carabinieri close behind. It was
a yellow, hazy morning; the squares and arcades were crowded and
Dick, pulling his hat low over his head, walked fast, setting the
pace, until one of the short-legged carabinieri ran alongside and
protested. Swanson arranged matters.

"I've disgraced you, haven't I?" said Dick jovially.

"You're liable to get killed fighting Italians," replied
Swanson sheepishly. "They'll probably let you go this time but if
you were an Italian you'd get a couple of months in prison. And
how!"

"Have you ever been in prison?"

Swanson laughed.

"I like him," announced Dick to Clay. "He's a very likeable
young man and he gives people excellent advice, but I'll bet he's
been to jail himself. Probably spent weeks at a time in
jail."

Swanson laughed.

"I mean you want to be careful. You don't know how these
people are."

"Oh, I know how they are," broke out Dick, irritably. "They're
god damn stinkers." He turned around to the carabinieri: "Did you
get that?"

"I'm leaving you here," Swanson said quickly. "I told your
sister-in-law I would--our lawyer will meet you upstairs in the
courtroom. You want to be careful."

"Good-by." Dick shook hands politely. "Thank you very much. I
feel you have a future--"

With another smile Swanson hurried away, resuming his official
expression of disapproval.

Now they came into a courtyard on all four sides of which
outer stairways mounted to the chambers above. As they crossed
the flags a groaning, hissing, booing sound went up from the
loiterers in the courtyard, voices full of fury and scorn. Dick
stared about.

"What's that?" he demanded, aghast.

One of the carabinieri spoke to a group of men and the sound
died away.

They came into the court-room. A shabby Italian lawyer from
the Consulate spoke at length to the judge while Dick and Collis
waited aside. Some one who knew English turned from the window
that gave on the yard and explained the sound that had
accompanied their passage through. A native of Frascati had raped
and slain a five-year-old child and was to be brought in that
morning--the crowd had assumed it was Dick.

In a few minutes the lawyer told Dick that he was freed--the
court considered him punished enough.

"Enough!" Dick cried. "Punished for what?"

"Come along," said Collis. "You can't do anything now."

"But what did I do, except get into a fight with some
taxi-men?"

"They claim you went up to a detective as if you were going to
shake hands with him and hit him--"

"That's not true! I told him I was going to hit him--I didn't
know he was a detective."

"You better go along," urged the lawyer.

"Come along." Collis took his arm and they descended the
steps.

"I want to make a speech," Dick cried. "I want to explain to
these people how I raped a five-year-old girl. Maybe I did--"

"Come along."

Baby was waiting with a doctor in a taxi-cab. Dick did not
want to look at her and he disliked the doctor, whose stern
manner revealed him as one of that least palpable of European
types, the Latin moralist. Dick summed up his conception of the
disaster, but no one had much to say. In his room in the Quirinal
the doctor washed off the rest of the blood and the oily sweat,
set his nose, his fractured ribs and fingers, disinfected the
smaller wounds and put a hopeful dressing on the eye. Dick asked
for a quarter of a grain of morphine, for he was still wide awake
and full of nervous energy. With the morphine he fell asleep; the
doctor and Collis left and Baby waited with him until a woman
could arrive from the English nursing home. It had been a hard
night but she had the satisfaction of feeling that, whatever
Dick's previous record was, they now possessed a moral
superiority over him for as long as he proved of any use.

BOOK 3

I

Frau Kaethe Gregorovius overtook her husband on the path of
their villa.

"How was Nicole?" she asked mildly; but she spoke out of
breath, giving away the fact that she had held the question in
her mind during her run.

Franz looked at her in surprise.

"Nicole's not sick. What makes you ask, dearest one?"

"You see her so much--I thought she must be sick."

"We will talk of this in the house."

Kaethe agreed meekly. His study was over in the administration
building and the children were with their tutor in the
living-room; they went up to the bedroom.

"Excuse me, Franz," said Kaethe before he could speak. "Excuse
me, dear, I had no right to say that. I know my obligations and I
am proud of them. But there is a bad feeling between Nicole and
me."

"Birds in their little nests agree," Franz thundered. Finding
the tone inappropriate to the sentiment he repeated his command
in the spaced and considered rhythm with which his old master,
Doctor Dohmler, could cast significance on the tritest platitude.
"Birds--in--their--nests--agree!"

"I realize that. You haven't seen me fail in courtesy toward
Nicole."

"I see you failing in common sense. Nicole is half a
patient--she will possibly remain something of a patient all her
life. In the absence of Dick I am responsible." He hesitated;
sometimes as a quiet joke he tried to keep news from Kaethe.
"There was a cable from Rome this morning. Dick has had grippe
and is starting home to-morrow."

Relieved, Kaethe pursued her course in a less personal
tone:

"I think Nicole is less sick than any one thinks--she only
cherishes her illness as an instrument of power. She ought to be
in the cinema, like your Norma Talmadge--that's where all
American women would be happy."

"Are you jealous of Norma Talmadge, on a film?"

"I don't like Americans. They're selfish,
selfish!"

"You like Dick?"

"I like him," she admitted. "He's different, he thinks of
others."

--And so does Norma Talmadge, Franz said to himself. Norma
Talmadge must be a fine, noble woman beyond her loveliness. They
must compel her to play foolish rôles; Norma Talmadge must
be a woman whom it would be a great privilege to know.

Kaethe had forgotten about Norma Talmadge, a vivid shadow that
she had fretted bitterly upon one night as they were driving home
from the movies in Zurich.

"--Dick married Nicole for her money," she said. "That was his
weakness--you hinted as much yourself one night."

"You're being malicious."

"I shouldn't have said that," she retracted. "We must all live
together like birds, as you say. But it's difficult when Nicole
acts as--when Nicole pulls herself back a little, as if she were
holding her breath--as if I smelt bad!"

Kaethe had touched a material truth. She did most of her work
herself, and, frugal, she bought few clothes. An American
shopgirl, laundering two changes of underwear every night, would
have noticed a hint of yesterday's reawakened sweat about
Kaethe's person, less a smell than an ammoniacal reminder of the
eternity of toil and decay. To Franz this was as natural as the
thick dark scent of Kaethe's hair, and he would have missed it
equally; but to Nicole, born hating the smell of a nurse's
fingers dressing her, it was an offense only to be endured.

"And the children," Kaethe continued. "She doesn't like them
to play with our children--" but Franz had heard enough:

"Hold your tongue--that kind of talk can hurt me
professionally, since we owe this clinic to Nicole's money. Let
us have lunch."

Kaethe realized that her outburst had been ill-advised, but
Franz's last remark reminded her that other Americans had money,
and a week later she put her dislike of Nicole into new
words.

The occasion was the dinner they tendered the Divers upon
Dick's return. Hardly had their footfalls ceased on the path when
she shut the door and said to Franz:

"Did you see around his eyes? He's been on a debauch!"

"Go gently," Franz requested. "Dick told me about that as soon
as he came home. He was boxing on the trans-Atlantic ship. The
American passengers box a lot on these trans-Atlantic ships."

"I believe that?" she scoffed. "It hurts him to move one of
his arms and he has an unhealed scar on his temple--you can see
where the hair's been cut away."

Franz had not noticed these details.

"But what?" Kaethe demanded. "Do you think that sort of thing
does the Clinic any good? The liquor I smelt on him tonight, and
several other times since he's been back."

She slowed her voice to fit the gravity of what she was about
to say: "Dick is no longer a serious man."

Franz rocked his shoulders up the stairs, shaking off her
persistence. In their bedroom he turned on her.

"He is most certainly a serious man and a brilliant man. Of
all the men who have recently taken their degrees in
neuropathology in Zurich, Dick has been regarded as the most
brilliant--more brilliant than I could ever be."

"For shame!"

"It's the truth--the shame would be not to admit it. I turn to
Dick when cases are highly involved. His publications are still
standard in their line--go into any medical library and ask. Most
students think he's an Englishman--they don't believe that such
thoroughness could come out of America." He groaned domestically,
taking his pajamas from under the pillow, "I can't understand why
you talk this way, Kaethe--I thought you liked him."

"For shame!" Kaethe said. "You're the solid one, you do the
work. It's a case of hare and tortoise--and in my opinion the
hare's race is almost done."

"Tch! Tch!"

"Very well, then. It's true."

With his open hand he pushed down air briskly.

"Stop!"

The upshot was that they had exchanged viewpoints like
debaters. Kaethe admitted to herself that she had been too hard
on Dick, whom she admired and of whom she stood in awe, who had
been so appreciative and understanding of herself. As for Franz,
once Kaethe's idea had had time to sink in, he never after
believed that Dick was a serious person. And as time went on he
convinced himself that he had never thought so.

II

Dick told Nicole an expurgated version of the catastrophe in
Rome--in his version he had gone philanthropically to the rescue
of a drunken friend. He could trust Baby Warren to hold her
tongue, since he had painted the disastrous effect of the truth
upon Nicole. All this, however, was a low hurdle compared to the
lingering effect of the episode upon him.

In reaction he took himself for an intensified beating in his
work, so that Franz, trying to break with him, could find no
basis on which to begin a disagreement. No friendship worth the
name was ever destroyed in an hour without some painful flesh
being torn--so Franz let himself believe with ever-increasing
conviction that Dick travelled intellectually and emotionally at
such a rate of speed that the vibrations jarred him--this was a
contrast that had previously been considered a virtue in their
relation. So, for the shoddiness of needs, are shoes made out of
last year's hide.

Yet it was May before Franz found an opportunity to insert the
first wedge. Dick came into his office white and tired one noon
and sat down, saying:

"Well, she's gone."

"She's dead?"

"The heart quit."

Dick sat exhausted in the chair nearest the door. During three
nights he had remained with the scabbed anonymous woman-artist he
had come to love, formally to portion out the adrenaline, but
really to throw as much wan light as he could into the darkness
ahead.

Half appreciating his feeling, Franz travelled quickly over an
opinion:

"It was neuro-syphilis. All the Wassermans we took won't tell
me differently. The spinal fluid--"

"Never mind," said Dick. "Oh, God, never mind! If she cared
enough about her secret to take it away with her, let it go at
that."

"You better lay off for a day."

"Don't worry, I'm going to."

Franz had his wedge; looking up from the telegram that he was
writing to the woman's brother he inquired: "Or do you want to
take a little trip?"

"Not now."

"I don't mean a vacation. There's a case in Lausanne. I've
been on the phone with a Chilian all morning--"

"She was so damn brave," said Dick. "And it took her so long."
Franz shook his head sympathetically and Dick got himself
together. "Excuse me for interrupting you."

"This is just a change--the situation is a father's problem
with his son--the father can't get the son up here. He wants
somebody to come down there."

"What is it? Alcoholism? Homosexuality? When you say
Lausanne--"

"A little of everything."

"I'll go down. Is there any money in it?"

"Quite a lot, I'd say. Count on staying two or three days, and
get the boy up here if he needs to be watched. In any case take
your time, take your ease; combine business with pleasure."

After two hours' train sleep Dick felt renewed, and he
approached the interview with Señor Pardo y Cuidad Real in
good spirits.

These interviews were much of a type. Often the sheer hysteria
of the family representative was as interesting psychologically
as the condition of the patient. This one was no exception:
Señor Pardo y Cuidad Real, a handsome iron-gray Spaniard,
noble of carriage, with all the appurtenances of wealth and
power, raged up and down his suite in the Hôtel de Trois
Mondes and told the story of his son with no more self-control
than a drunken woman.

"I am at the end of my invention. My son is corrupt. He was
corrupt at Harrow, he was corrupt at King's College, Cambridge.
He's incorrigibly corrupt. Now that there is this drinking it is
more and more obvious how he is, and there is continual scandal.
I have tried everything--I worked out a plan with a doctor friend
of mine, sent them together for a tour of Spain. Every evening
Francisco had an injection of cantharides and then the two went
together to a reputable bordello--for a week or so it seemed to
work but the result was nothing. Finally last week in this very
room, rather in that bathroom--" he pointed at it, "--I made
Francisco strip to the waist and lashed him with a whip--"

Exhausted with his emotion he sat down and Dick spoke:

"That was foolish--the trip to Spain was futile also--" He
struggled against an upsurging hilarity--that any reputable
medical man should have lent himself to such an amateurish
experiment! "--Señor, I must tell you that in these cases
we can promise nothing. In the case of the drinking we can often
accomplish something--with proper co-operation. The first thing
is to see the boy and get enough of his confidence to find
whether he has any insight into the matter."

--The boy, with whom he sat on the terrace, was about twenty,
handsome and alert.

"I'd like to know your attitude," Dick said. "Do you feel that
the situation is getting worse? And do you want to do anything
about it?"

"I suppose I do," said Francisco, "I am very unhappy."

"Do you think it's from the drinking or from the
abnormality?"

"I think the drinking is caused by the other." He was serious
for a while--suddenly an irrepressible facetiousness broke
through and he laughed, saying, "It's hopeless. At King's I was
known as the Queen of Chili. That trip to Spain--all it did was
to make me nauseated by the sight of a woman."

Dick caught him up sharply.

"If you're happy in this mess, then I can't help you and I'm
wasting my time."

"No, let's talk--I despise most of the others so." There was
some manliness in the boy, perverted now into an active
resistance to his father. But he had that typically roguish look
in his eyes that homosexuals assume in discussing the
subject.

"It's a hole-and-corner business at best," Dick told him.
"You'll spend your life on it, and its consequences, and you
won't have time or energy for any other decent or social act. If
you want to face the world you'll have to begin by controlling
your sensuality--and, first of all, the drinking that provokes
it--"

He talked automatically, having abandoned the case ten minutes
before. They talked pleasantly through another hour about the
boy's home in Chili and about his ambitions. It was as close as
Dick had ever come to comprehending such a character from any but
the pathological angle--he gathered that this very charm made it
possible for Francisco to perpetrate his outrages, and, for Dick,
charm always had an independent existence, whether it was the mad
gallantry of the wretch who had died in the clinic this morning,
or the courageous grace which this lost young man brought to a
drab old story. Dick tried to dissect it into pieces small enough
to store away--realizing that the totality of a life may be
different in quality from its segments, and also that life during
the forties seemed capable of being observed only in segments.
His love for Nicole and Rosemary, his friendship with Abe North,
with Tommy Barban in the broken universe of the war's ending--in
such contacts the personalities had seemed to press up so close
to him that he became the personality itself--there seemed some
necessity of taking all or nothing; it was as if for the
remainder of his life he was condemned to carry with him the egos
of certain people, early met and early loved, and to be only as
complete as they were complete themselves. There was some element
of loneliness involved--so easy to be loved--so hard to love.

As he sat on the veranda with young Francisco, a ghost of the
past swam into his ken. A tall, singularly swaying male detached
himself from the shrubbery and approached Dick and Francisco with
feeble resolution. For a moment he formed such an apologetic part
of the vibrant landscape that Dick scarcely remarked him--then
Dick was on his feet, shaking hands with an abstracted air,
thinking, "My God, I've stirred up a nest!" and trying to collect
the man's name.

"This is Doctor Diver, isn't it?"

"Well, well--Mr. Dumphry, isn't it?"

"Royal Dumphry. I had the pleasure of having dinner one night
in that lovely garden of yours."

He had remained standing, but Royal Dumphry, shy as he had
seemed at first, was no laggard with his pick and spade; he spoke
to Francisco in a flip, intimate manner, but the latter, ashamed
of him, joined Dick in trying to freeze him away.

"Doctor Diver--one thing I want to say before you go. I've
never forgotten that evening in your garden--how nice you and
your wife were. To me it's one of the finest memories in my life,
one of the happiest ones. I've always thought of it as the most
civilized gathering of people that I have ever known."

Dick continued a crab-like retreat toward the nearest door of
the hotel.

Dick paused, regarding him in astonishment. "Who're you
talking about?"

"Why, your wife's father--perhaps I--"

"My what?"

"I suppose--you mean I'm the first person--"

"You mean my wife's father is here, in Lausanne?"

"Why, I thought you knew--I thought that was why you were
here."

"What doctor is taking care of him?"

Dick scrawled the name in a notebook, excused himself, and
hurried to a telephone booth.

It was convenient for Doctor Dangeu to see Doctor Diver at his
house immediately.

Doctor Dangeu was a young Génevois; for a moment he was
afraid that he was going to lose a profitable patient, but, when
Dick reassured him, he divulged the fact that Mr. Warren was
indeed dying.

"He is only fifty but the liver has stopped restoring itself;
the precipitating factor is alcoholism."

"Doesn't respond?"

"The man can take nothing except liquids--I give him three
days, or at most, a week."

"Does his elder daughter, Miss Warren, know his
condition?"

"By his own wish no one knows except the man-servant. It was
only this morning I felt I had to tell him--he took it excitedly,
although he has been in a very religious and resigned mood from
the beginning of his illness."

Dick considered: "Well--" he decided slowly, "in any case I'll
take care of the family angle. But I imagine they would want a
consultation."

"As you like."

"I know I speak for them when I ask you to call in one of the
best-known medicine men around the lake--Herbrugge, from
Geneva."

"I was thinking of Herbrugge."

"Meanwhile I'm here for a day at least and I'll keep in touch
with you."

That evening Dick went to Señor Pardo y Cuidad Real and
they talked.

"We have large estates in Chili--" said the old man. "My son
could well be taking care of them. Or I can get him in any one of
a dozen enterprises in Paris--" He shook his head and paced
across the windows against a spring rain so cheerful that it
didn't even drive the swans to cover, "My only son! Can't you
take him with you?"

The Spaniard knelt suddenly at Dick's feet.

"Can't you cure my only son? I believe in you--you can take
him with you, cure him."

"It's impossible to commit a person on such grounds. I
wouldn't if I could."

The Spaniard got up from his knees.

"I have been hasty--I have been driven--"

Descending to the lobby Dick met Doctor Dangeu in the
elevator.

"I was about to call your room," the latter said. "Can we
speak out on the terrace?"

"Is Mr. Warren dead?" Dick demanded.

"He is the same--the consultation is in the morning. Meanwhile
he wants to see his daughter--your wife--with the greatest
fervor. It seems there was some quarrel--"

"I know all about that."

The doctors looked at each other, thinking.

"Why don't you talk to him before you make up your mind?"
Dangeu suggested. "His death will be graceful--merely a weakening
and sinking."

With an effort Dick consented.

"All right."

The suite in which Devereux Warren was gracefully weakening
and sinking was of the same size as that of the Señor
Pardo y Cuidad Real--throughout this hotel there were many
chambers wherein rich ruins, fugitives from justice, claimants to
the thrones of mediatized principalities, lived on the
derivatives of opium or barbitol listening eternally as to an
inescapable radio, to the coarse melodies of old sins. This
corner of Europe does not so much draw people as accept them
without inconvenient questions. Routes cross here--people bound
for private sanitariums or tuberculosis resorts in the mountains,
people who are no longer persona gratis in France or
Italy.

The suite was darkened. A nun with a holy face was nursing the
man whose emaciated fingers stirred a rosary on the white sheet.
He was still handsome and his voice summoned up a thick burr of
individuality as he spoke to Dick, after Dangeu had left them
together.

"We get a lot of understanding at the end of life. Only now,
Doctor Diver, do I realize what it was all about."

Dick waited.

"I've been a bad man. You must know how little right I have to
see Nicole again, yet a Bigger Man than either of us says to
forgive and to pity." The rosary slipped from his weak hands and
slid off the smooth bed covers. Dick picked it up for him. "If I
could see Nicole for ten minutes I would go happy out of the
world."

"It's not a decision I can make for myself," said Dick.
"Nicole is not strong." He made his decision but pretended to
hesitate. "I can put it up to my professional associate."

"What your associate says goes with me--very well, Doctor. Let
me tell you my debt to you is so large--"

Dick stood up quickly.

"I'll let you know the result through Doctor Dangeu."

In his room he called the clinic on the Zugersee. After a long
time Kaethe answered from her own house.

"I want to get in touch with Franz."

"Franz is up on the mountain. I'm going up myself--is it
something I can tell him, Dick?"

"It's about Nicole--her father is dying here in Lausanne. Tell
Franz that, to show him it's important; and ask him to phone me
from up there."

"I will."

"Tell him I'll be in my room here at the hotel from three to
five, and again from seven to eight, and after that to page me in
the dining-room."

In plotting these hours he forgot to add that Nicole was not
to be told; when he remembered it he was talking into a dead
telephone. Certainly Kaethe should realize.

. . . Kaethe had no exact intention of telling Nicole about
the call when she rode up the deserted hill of mountain
wild-flowers and secret winds, where the patients were taken to
ski in winter and to climb in spring. Getting off the train she
saw Nicole shepherding the children through some organized romp.
Approaching, she drew her arm gently along Nicole's shoulder,
saying: "You are clever with children--you must teach them more
about swimming in the summer."

In the play they had grown hot, and Nicole's reflex in drawing
away from Kaethe's arm was automatic to the point of rudeness.
Kaethe's hand fell awkwardly into space, and then she too
reacted, verbally, and deplorably.

"Did you think I was going to embrace you?" she demanded
sharply. "It was only about Dick, I talked on the phone to him
and I was sorry--"

"Is anything the matter with Dick?"

Kaethe suddenly realized her error, but she had taken a
tactless course and there was no choice but to answer as Nicole
pursued her with reiterated questions: ". . . then why were you
sorry?"

"Nothing about Dick. I must talk to Franz."

"It is about Dick."

There was terror in her face and collaborating alarm in the
faces of the Diver children, near at hand. Kaethe collapsed with:
"Your father is ill in Lausanne--Dick wants to talk to Franz
about it."

"Is he very sick?" Nicole demanded--just as Franz came up with
his hearty hospital manner. Gratefully Kaethe passed the remnant
of the buck to him--but the damage was done.

"I'm going to Lausanne," announced Nicole.

"One minute," said Franz. "I'm not sure it's advisable. I must
first talk on the phone to Dick."

"Then I'll miss the train down," Nicole protested, "and then
I'll miss the three o'clock from Zurich! If my father is dying I
must--" She left this in the air, afraid to formulate it. "I
must go. I'll have to run for the train." She was running
even as she spoke toward the sequence of flat cars that crowned
the bare hill with bursting steam and sound. Over her shoulder
she called back, "If you phone Dick tell him I'm coming, Franz!"
. . .

. . . Dick was in his own room in the hotel reading The New
York Herald when the swallow-like nun rushed in--simultaneously
the phone rang.

"Is he dead?" Dick demanded of the nun, hopefully.

"Monsieur, il est parti--he has gone away."

"Comment?"

"Il est parti--his man and his baggage have gone away
too!"

It was incredible. A man in that condition to arise and
depart.

Dick answered the phone-call from Franz. "You shouldn't have
told Nicole," he protested.

"Kaethe told her, very unwisely."

"I suppose it was my fault. Never tell a thing to a woman till
it's done. However, I'll meet Nicole . . . say, Franz, the
craziest thing has happened down here--the old boy took up his
bed and walked. . . ."

"At what? What did you say?"

"I say he walked, old Warren--he walked!"

"But why not?"

"He was supposed to be dying of general collapse . . . he got
up and walked away, back to Chicago, I guess. . . . I don't know,
the nurse is here now. . . . I don't know, Franz--I've just heard
about it. . . . Call me later."

He spent the better part of two hours tracing Warren's
movements. The patient had found an opportunity between the
change of day and night nurses to resort to the bar where he had
gulped down four whiskeys; he paid his hotel bill with a thousand
dollar note, instructing the desk that the change should be sent
after him, and departed, presumably for America. A last minute
dash by Dick and Dangeu to overtake him at the station resulted
only in Dick's failing to meet Nicole; when they did meet in the
lobby of the hotel she seemed suddenly tired, and there was a
tight purse to her lips that disquieted him.

"How's father?" she demanded.

"He's much better. He seemed to have a good deal of reserve
energy after all." He hesitated, breaking it to her easy. "In
fact he got up and went away."

Wanting a drink, for the chase had occupied the dinner hour,
he led her, puzzled, toward the grill, and continued as they
occupied two leather easy-chairs and ordered a high-ball and a
glass of beer: "The man who was taking care of him made a wrong
prognosis or something--wait a minute, I've hardly had time to
think the thing out myself."

"He's gone?"

"He got the evening train for Paris."

They sat silent. From Nicole flowed a vast tragic apathy.

"It was instinct," Dick said, finally. "He was really dying,
but he tried to get a resumption of rhythm--he's not the first
person that ever walked off his death-bed--like an old clock--you
know, you shake it and somehow from sheer habit it gets going
again. Now your father--"

"Oh, don't tell me," she said.

"His principal fuel was fear," he continued. "He got afraid,
and off he went. He'll probably live till ninety--"

"All right. The little devil I came down to see is hopeless.
We may as well go back to-morrow."

"I don't see why you have to--come in contact with all this,"
she burst forth.

"Oh, don't you? Sometimes I don't either."

She put her hand on his.

"Oh, I'm sorry I said that, Dick."

Some one had brought a phonograph into the bar and they sat
listening to The Wedding of the Painted Doll.

III

One morning a week later, stopping at the desk for his mail,
Dick became aware of some extra commotion outside: Patient Von
Cohn Morris was going away. His parents, Australians, were
putting his baggage vehemently into a large limousine, and beside
them stood Doctor Ladislau protesting with ineffectual attitudes
against the violent gesturings of Morris, senior. The young man
was regarding his embarkation with aloof cynicism as Doctor Diver
approached.

"Isn't this a little sudden, Mr. Morris?"

Mr. Morris started as he saw Dick--his florid face and the
large checks on his suit seemed to turn off and on like electric
lights. He approached Dick as though to strike him.

"High time we left, we and those who have come with us," he
began, and paused for breath. "It is high time, Doctor Diver.
High time."

"Will you come in my office?" Dick suggested.

"Not I! I'll talk to you, but I'm washing my hands of you and
your place."

He shook his finger at Dick. "I was just telling this doctor
here. We've wasted our time and our money."

Doctor Ladislau stirred in a feeble negative, signalling up a
vague Slavic evasiveness. Dick had never liked Ladislau. He
managed to walk the excited Australian along the path in the
direction of his office, trying to persuade him to enter; but the
man shook his head.

"It's you, Doctor Diver, you, the very man. I went to
Doctor Ladislau because you were not to be found, Doctor Diver,
and because Doctor Gregorovius is not expected until the
nightfall, and I would not wait. No, sir! I would not wait a
minute after my son told me the truth."

He came up menacingly to Dick, who kept his hands loose enough
to drop him if it seemed necessary. "My son is here for
alcoholism, and he told us he smelt liquor on your breath. Yes,
sir!" He made a quick, apparently unsuccessful sniff. "Not once,
but twice Von Cohn says he has smelt liquor on your breath. I and
my lady have never touched a drop of it in our lives. We hand Von
Cohn to you to be cured, and within a month he twice smells
liquor on your breath! What kind of cure is that there?"

Dick hesitated; Mr. Morris was quite capable of making a scene
on the clinic drive.

"After all, Mr. Morris, some people are not going to give up
what they regard as food because of your son--"

"What was behind it?" The man was almost shrieking.
"Drink--black drink. Do you know what color black is? It's black!
My own uncle was hung by the neck because of it, you hear? My son
comes to a sanitarium, and a doctor reeks of it!"

"I must ask you to leave."

"You ask me! We are leaving!"

"If you could be a little temperate we could tell you the
results of the treatment to date. Naturally, since you feel as
you do, we would not want your son as a patient--"

"You dare to use the word temperate to me?"

Dick called to Doctor Ladislau and as he approached, said:
"Will you represent us in saying good-by to the patient and to
his family?"

He bowed slightly to Morris and went into his office, and
stood rigid for a moment just inside the door. He watched until
they drove away, the gross parents, the bland, degenerate
offspring: it was easy to prophesy the family's swing around
Europe, bullying their betters with hard ignorance and hard
money. But what absorbed Dick after the disappearance of the
caravan was the question as to what extent he had provoked this.
He drank claret with each meal, took a nightcap, generally in the
form of hot rum, and sometimes he tippled with gin in the
afternoons--gin was the most difficult to detect on the breath.
He was averaging a half-pint of alcohol a day, too much for his
system to burn up.

Dismissing a tendency to justify himself, he sat down at his
desk and wrote out, like a prescription, a régime that
would cut his liquor in half. Doctors, chauffeurs, and Protestant
clergymen could never smell of liquor, as could painters,
brokers, cavalry leaders; Dick blamed himself only for
indiscretion. But the matter was by no means clarified half an
hour later when Franz, revivified by an Alpine fortnight, rolled
up the drive, so eager to resume work that he was plunged in it
before he reached his office. Dick met him there.

"How was Mount Everest?"

"We could very well have done Mount Everest the rate we were
doing. We thought of it. How goes it all? How is my Kaethe, how
is your Nicole?"

"All goes smooth domestically. But my God, Franz, we had a
rotten scene this morning."

"How? What was it?"

Dick walked around the room while Franz got in touch with his
villa by telephone. After the family exchange was over, Dick
said: "The Morris boy was taken away--there was a row."

Franz's buoyant face fell.

"I knew he'd left. I met Ladislau on the veranda."

"What did Ladislau say?"

"Just that young Morris had gone--that you'd tell me about it.
What about it?"

"The usual incoherent reasons."

"He was a devil, that boy."

"He was a case for anesthesia," Dick agreed. "Anyhow, the
father had beaten Ladislau into a colonial subject by the time I
came along. What about Ladislau? Do we keep him? I say no--he's
not much of a man, he can't seem to cope with anything." Dick
hesitated on the verge of the truth, swung away to give himself
space within which to recapitulate. Franz perched on the edge of
a desk, still in his linen duster and travelling gloves. Dick
said:

"One of the remarks the boy made to his father was that your
distinguished collaborator was a drunkard. The man is a fanatic,
and the descendant seems to have caught traces of vin-du-pays on
me."

Franz sat down, musing on his lower lip. "You can tell me at
length," he said finally.

"Why not now?" Dick suggested. "You must know I'm the last man
to abuse liquor." His eyes and Franz's glinted on each other,
pair on pair. "Ladislau let the man get so worked up that I was
on the defensive. It might have happened in front of patients,
and you can imagine how hard it could be to defend yourself in a
situation like that!"

Franz took off his gloves and coat. He went to the door and
told the secretary, "Don't disturb us." Coming back into the room
he flung himself at the long table and fooled with his mail,
reasoning as little as is characteristic of people in such
postures, rather summoning up a suitable mask for what he had to
say.

"Dick, I know well that you are a temperate, well-balanced
man, even though we do not entirely agree on the subject of
alcohol. But a time has come--Dick, I must say frankly that I
have been aware several times that you have had a drink when it
was not the moment to have one. There is some reason. Why not try
another leave of abstinence?"

"Absence," Dick corrected him automatically. "It's no solution
for me to go away."

They were both chafed, Franz at having his return marred and
blurred.

"Sometimes you don't use your common sense, Dick."

"I never understood what common sense meant applied to
complicated problems--unless it means that a general practitioner
can perform a better operation than a specialist."

He was seized by an overwhelming disgust for the situation. To
explain, to patch--these were not natural functions at their
age--better to continue with the cracked echo of an old truth in
the ears.

"I know. I want to leave--we could strike some arrangement
about taking Nicole's money out gradually."

"I have thought about that too, Dick--I have seen this coming.
I am able to arrange other backing, and it will be possible to
take all your money out by the end of the year."

Dick had not intended to come to a decision so quickly, nor
was he prepared for Franz's so ready acquiescence in the break,
yet he was relieved. Not without desperation he had long felt the
ethics of his profession dissolving into a lifeless mass.

IV

The Divers would return to the Riviera, which was home. The
Villa Diana had been rented again for the summer, so they divided
the intervening time between German spas and French cathedral
towns where they were always happy for a few days. Dick wrote a
little with no particular method; it was one of those parts of
life that is an awaiting; not upon Nicole's health, which seemed
to thrive on travel, nor upon work, but simply an awaiting. The
factor that gave purposefulness to the period was the
children.

Dick's interest in them increased with their ages, now eleven
and nine. He managed to reach them over the heads of employees on
the principle that both the forcing of children and the fear of
forcing them were inadequate substitutes for the long, careful
watchfulness, the checking and balancing and reckoning of
accounts, to the end that there should be no slip below a certain
level of duty. He came to know them much better than Nicole did,
and in expansive moods over the wines of several countries he
talked and played with them at length. They had that wistful
charm, almost sadness, peculiar to children who have learned
early not to cry or laugh with abandon; they were apparently
moved to no extremes of emotion, but content with a simple
regimentation and the simple pleasures allowed them. They lived
on the even tenor found advisable in the experience of old
families of the Western world, brought up rather than brought
out. Dick thought, for example, that nothing was more conducive
to the development of observation than compulsory silence.

Lanier was an unpredictable boy with an inhuman curiosity.
"Well, how many Pomeranians would it take to lick a lion,
father?" was typical of the questions with which he harassed
Dick. Topsy was easier. She was nine and very fair and
exquisitely made like Nicole, and in the past Dick had worried
about that. Lately she had become as robust as any American
child. He was satisfied with them both, but conveyed the fact to
them only in a tacit way. They were not let off breaches of good
conduct--"Either one learns politeness at home," Dick said, "or
the world teaches it to you with a whip and you may get hurt in
the process. What do I care whether Topsy 'adores' me or not? I'm
not bringing her up to be my wife."

Another element that distinguished this summer and autumn for
the Divers was a plenitude of money. Due to the sale of their
interest in the clinic, and to developments in America, there was
now so much that the mere spending of it, the care of goods, was
an absorption in itself. The style in which they travelled seemed
fabulous.

Regard them, for example, as the train slows up at Boyen where
they are to spend a fortnight visiting. The shifting from the
wagon-lit has begun at the Italian frontier. The governess's maid
and Madame Diver's maid have come up from second class to help
with the baggage and the dogs. Mlle. Bellois will superintend the
hand-luggage, leaving the Sealyhams to one maid and the pair of
Pekinese to the other. It is not necessarily poverty of spirit
that makes a woman surround herself with life--it can be a
superabundance of interest, and, except during her flashes of
illness, Nicole was capable of being curator of it all. For
example with the great quantity of heavy baggage--presently from
the van would be unloaded four wardrobe trunks, a shoe trunk,
three hat trunks, and two hat boxes, a chest of servants' trunks,
a portable filing-cabinet, a medicine case, a spirit lamp
container, a picnic set, four tennis rackets in presses and
cases, a phonograph, a typewriter. Distributed among the spaces
reserved for family and entourage were two dozen supplementary
grips, satchels and packages, each one numbered, down to the tag
on the cane case. Thus all of it could be checked up in two
minutes on any station platform, some for storage, some for
accompaniment from the "light trip list" or the "heavy trip
list," constantly revised, and carried on metal-edged plaques in
Nicole's purse. She had devised the system as a child when
travelling with her failing mother. It was equivalent to the
system of a regimental supply officer who must think of the
bellies and equipment of three thousand men.

The Divers flocked from the train into the early gathered
twilight of the valley. The village people watched the
debarkation with an awe akin to that which followed the Italian
pilgrimages of Lord Byron a century before. Their hostess was the
Contessa di Minghetti, lately Mary North. The journey that had
begun in a room over the shop of a paperhanger in Newark had
ended in an extraordinary marriage.

"Conte di Minghetti" was merely a papal title--the wealth of
Mary's husband flowed from his being ruler-owner of manganese
deposits in southwestern Asia. He was not quite light enough to
travel in a pullman south of Mason-Dixon; he was of the
Kyble-Berber-Sabaean-Hindu strain that belts across north Africa
and Asia, more sympathetic to the European than the mongrel faces
of the ports.

When these princely households, one of the East, one of the
West, faced each other on the station platform, the splendor of
the Divers seemed pioneer simplicity by comparison. Their hosts
were accompanied by an Italian major-domo carrying a staff, by a
quartet of turbaned retainers on motorcycles, and by two
half-veiled females who stood respectfully a little behind Mary
and salaamed at Nicole, making her jump with the gesture.

To Mary as well as to the Divers the greeting was faintly
comic; Mary gave an apologetic, belittling giggle; yet her voice,
as she introduced her husband by his Asiatic title, flew proud
and high.

In their rooms as they dressed for dinner, Dick and Nicole
grimaced at each other in an awed way: such rich as want to be
thought democratic pretend in private to be swept off their feet
by swank.

"Little Mary North knows what she wants," Dick muttered
through his shaving cream. "Abe educated her, and now she's
married to a Buddha. If Europe ever goes Bolshevik she'll turn up
as the bride of Stalin."

Nicole looked around from her dressing-case. "Watch your
tongue, Dick, will you?" But she laughed. "They're very swell.
The warships all fire at them or salute them or something. Mary
rides in the royal bus in London."

"All right," he agreed. As he heard Nicole at the door asking
for pins, he called, "I wonder if I could have some whiskey; I
feel the mountain air!"

"She'll see to it," presently Nicole called through the
bathroom door. "It was one of those women who were at the
station. She has her veil off."

"What did Mary tell you about life?" he asked.

"She didn't say so much--she was interested in high life--she
asked me a lot of questions about my genealogy and all that sort
of thing, as if I knew anything about it. But it seems the
bridegroom has two very tan children by another marriage--one of
them ill with some Asiatic thing they can't diagnose. I've got to
warn the children. Sounds very peculiar to me. Mary will see how
we'd feel about it." She stood worrying a minute.

At dinner Dick talked to Hosain, who had been at an English
public school. Hosain wanted to know about stocks and about
Hollywood and Dick, whipping up his imagination with champagne,
told him preposterous tales.

Nicole reproved him when they were in their room alone. "Why
so many highballs? Why did you use your word spic in front of
him?"

"Excuse me, I meant smoke. The tongue slipped."

"Dick, this isn't faintly like you."

"Excuse me again. I'm not much like myself any more."

That night Dick opened a bathroom window, giving on a narrow
and tubular court of the château, gray as rats but echoing
at the moment to plaintive and peculiar music, sad as a flute.
Two men were chanting in an Eastern language or dialect full of
k's and l's--he leaned out but he could not see them; there was
obviously a religious significance in the sounds, and tired and
emotionless he let them pray for him too, but what for, save that
he should not lose himself in his increasing melancholy, he did
not know.

Next day, over a thinly wooded hillside they shot scrawny
birds, distant poor relations to the partridge. It was done in a
vague imitation of the English manner, with a corps of
inexperienced beaters whom Dick managed to miss by firing only
directly overhead.

On their return Lanier was waiting in their suite.

"Father, you said tell you immediately if we were near the
sick boy."

Nicole whirled about, immediately on guard.

"--so, Mother," Lanier continued, turning to her, "the boy
takes a bath every evening and to-night he took his bath just
before mine and I had to take mine in his water, and it was
dirty."

"What? Now what?"

"I saw them take Tony out of it, and then they called me into
it and the water was dirty."

"But--did you take it?"

"Yes, Mother."

"Heavens!" she exclaimed to Dick.

He demanded: "Why didn't Lucienne draw your bath?"

"Lucienne can't. It's a funny heater--it reached out of itself
and burned her arm last night and she's afraid of it, so one of
those two women--"

"You go in this bathroom and take a bath now."

"Don't say I told you," said Lanier from the
doorway.

Dick went in and sprinkled the tub with sulphur; closing the
door he said to Nicole:

"Either we speak to Mary or we'd better get out."

She agreed and he continued: "People think their children are
constitutionally cleaner than other people's, and their diseases
are less contagious."

Dick came in and helped himself from the decanter, chewing a
biscuit savagely in the rhythm of the pouring water in the
bathroom.

"Tell Lucienne that she's got to learn about the heater--" he
suggested. At that moment the Asiatic woman came in person to the
door.

"El Contessa--"

Dick beckoned her inside and closed the door.

"Is the little sick boy better?" he inquired pleasantly.

"Better, yes, but he still has the eruptions frequently."

"That's too bad--I'm very sorry. But you see our children
mustn't be bathed in his water. That's out of the question--I'm
sure your mistress would be furious if she had known you had done
a thing like that."

"I?" She seemed thunderstruck. "Why, I merely saw your maid
had difficulty with the heater--I told her about it and started
the water."

"But with a sick person you must empty the bathwater entirely
out, and clean the tub."

"I?"

Chokingly the woman drew a long breath, uttered a convulsed
sob and rushed from the room.

"She mustn't get up on western civilization at our expense,"
he said grimly.

At dinner that night he decided that it must inevitably be a
truncated visit: about his own country Hosain seemed to have
observed only that there were many mountains and some goats and
herders of goats. He was a reserved young man--to draw him out
would have required the sincere effort that Dick now reserved for
his family. Soon after dinner Hosain left Mary and the Divers to
themselves, but the old unity was split--between them lay the
restless social fields that Mary was about to conquer. Dick was
relieved when, at nine-thirty, Mary received and read a note and
got up.

"You'll have to excuse me. My husband is leaving on a short
trip--and I must be with him."

Next morning, hard on the heels of the servant bringing
coffee, Mary entered their room. She was dressed and they were
not dressed, and she had the air of having been up for some time.
Her face was toughened with quiet jerky fury.

"What is this story about Lanier having been bathed in a dirty
bath?"

Dick began to protest, but she cut through:

"What is this story that you commanded my husband's sister to
clean Lanier's tub?"

She remained on her feet staring at them, as they sat impotent
as idols in their beds, weighted by their trays. Together they
exclaimed: "His sister!"

"That you ordered one of his sisters to clean out a tub!"

"We didn't--" their voices rang together saying the same
thing, "--I spoke to the native servant--"

"You spoke to Hosain's sister."

Dick could only say: "I supposed they were two maids."

"You were told they were Himadoun."

"What?" Dick got out of bed and into a robe.

"I explained it to you at the piano night before last. Don't
tell me you were too merry to understand."

"Was that what you said? I didn't hear the beginning. I didn't
connect the--we didn't make any connection, Mary. Well, all we
can do is see her and apologize."

"See her and apologize! I explained to you that when the
oldest member of the family--when the oldest one marries, well,
the two oldest sisters consecrate themselves to being Himadoun,
to being his wife's ladies-in-waiting."

"Was that why Hosain left the house last night?"

Mary hesitated; then nodded.

"He had to--they all left. His honor makes it necessary."

Now both the Divers were up and dressing; Mary went on:

"And what's all that about the bathwater. As if a thing like
that could happen in this house! We'll ask Lanier about it."

Dick sat on the bedside indicating in a private gesture to
Nicole that she should take over. Meanwhile Mary went to the door
and spoke to an attendant in Italian.

"Wait a minute," Nicole said. "I won't have that."

"You accused us," answered Mary, in a tone she had never used
to Nicole before. "Now I have a right to see."

"I won't have the child brought in." Nicole threw on her
clothes as though they were chain mail.

"Stop it, Mary. If there were dirty suds in the water it was
logical to think it was dirty. His father told him to come--"

"There couldn't have been dirty suds in the water."

Lanier looked reproachfully at his father, who had betrayed
him. Nicole turned him about by the shoulders and sent him out of
the room; Dick broke the tensity with a laugh.

Then, as if the sound recalled the past, the old friendship,
Mary guessed how far away from them she had gone and said in a
mollifying tone: "It's always like that with children."

Her uneasiness grew as she remembered the past. "You'd be
silly to go--Hosain wanted to make this trip anyhow. After all,
you're my guests and you just blundered into the thing." But
Dick, made more angry by this obliqueness and the use of the word
blunder, turned away and began arranging his effects, saying:

"It's too bad about the young women. I'd like to apologize to
the one who came in here."

"If you'd only listened on the piano seat!"

"But you've gotten so damned dull, Mary. I listened as long as
I could."

"Be quiet!" Nicole advised him.

"I return his compliment," said Mary bitterly. "Good-by,
Nicole." She went out.

After all that there was no question of her coming to see them
off; the major-domo arranged the departure. Dick left formal
notes for Hosain and the sisters. There was nothing to do except
to go, but all of them, especially Lanier, felt bad about it.

"I insist," insisted Lanier on the train, "that it was dirty
bathwater."

"That'll do," his father said. "You better forget it--unless
you want me to divorce you. Did you know there was a new law in
France that you can divorce a child?"

Lanier roared with delight and the Divers were unified
again--Dick wondered how many more times it could be done.

V

Nicole went to the window and bent over the sill to take a
look at the rising altercation on the terrace; the April sun
shone pink on the saintly face of Augustine, the cook, and blue
on the butcher's knife she waved in her drunken hand. She had
been with them since their return to Villa Diana in February.

Because of an obstruction of an awning she could see only
Dick's head and his hand holding one of his heavy canes with a
bronze knob on it. The knife and the cane, menacing each other,
were like tripos and short sword in a gladiatorial combat. Dick's
words reached her first:

"--care how much kitchen wine you drink but when I find you
digging into a bottle of Chablis Moutonne--"

Nicole called over the awning: "What's the matter, Dick?" and
he answered in English:

"The old girl has been polishing off the vintage wines. I'm
firing her--at least I'm trying to."

"Heavens! Well, don't let her reach you with that knife."

Augustine shook her knife up at Nicole. Her old mouth was made
of two small intersecting cherries.

"I would like to say, Madame, if you knew that your husband
drinks over at his Bastide comparatively as a day-laborer--"

"Shut up and get out!" interrupted Nicole. "We'll get the
gendarmes."

"You'll get the gendarmes! With my brother in the
corps! You--a disgusting American?"

In English Dick called up to Nicole:

"Get the children away from the house till I settle this."

"--disgusting Americans who come here and drink up our finest
wines," screamed Augustine with the voice of the commune.

Dick mastered a firmer tone.

"You must leave now! I'll pay you what we owe you."

"Very sure you'll pay me! And let me tell you--" she came
close and waved the knife so furiously that Dick raised his
stick, whereupon she rushed into the kitchen and returned with
the carving knife reinforced by a hatchet.

The situation was not prepossessing--Augustine was a strong
woman and could be disarmed only at the risk of serious results
to herself--and severe legal complications which were the lot of
one who molested a French citizen. Trying a bluff Dick called up
to Nicole:

"Phone the poste de police." Then to Augustine, indicating her
armament, "This means arrest for you."

"Ha-ha!" she laughed demoniacally; nevertheless she
came no nearer. Nicole phoned the police but was answered with
what was almost an echo of Augustine's laugh. She heard mumbles
and passings of the word around--the connection was suddenly
broken.

Returning to the window she called down to Dick: "Give her
something extra!"

"If I could get to that phone!" As this seemed impracticable,
Dick capitulated. For fifty francs, increased to a hundred as he
succumbed to the idea of getting her out hastily, Augustine
yielded her fortress, covering the retreat with stormy grenades
of "Salaud!" She would leave only when her nephew could come for
her baggage. Waiting cautiously in the neighborhood of the
kitchen Dick heard a cork pop, but he yielded the point. There
was no further trouble--when the nephew arrived, all apologetic,
Augustine bade Dick a cheerful, convivial good-by and called up
"All revoir, Madame! Bonne chance!" to Nicole's window.

The Divers went to Nice and dined on a bouillabaisse, which is
a stew of rock fish and small lobsters, highly seasoned with
saffron, and a bottle of cold Chablis. He expressed pity for
Augustine.

"I'm not sorry a bit," said Nicole.

"I'm sorry--and yet I wish I'd shoved her over the cliff."

There was little they dared talk about in these days; seldom
did they find the right word when it counted, it arrived always a
moment too late when one could not reach the other any more.
To-night Augustine's outburst had shaken them from their separate
reveries; with the burn and chill of the spiced broth and the
parching wine they talked.

"We can't go on like this," Nicole suggested. "Or can
we?--what do you think?" Startled that for the moment Dick did
not deny it, she continued, "Some of the time I think it's my
fault--I've ruined you."

"So I'm ruined, am I?" he inquired pleasantly.

"I didn't mean that. But you used to want to create
things--now you seem to want to smash them up."

She trembled at criticizing him in these broad terms--but his
enlarging silence frightened her even more. She guessed that
something was developing behind the silence, behind the hard,
blue eyes, the almost unnatural interest in the children.
Uncharacteristic bursts of temper surprised her--he would
suddenly unroll a long scroll of contempt for some person, race,
class, way of life, way of thinking. It was as though an
incalculable story was telling itself inside him, about which she
could only guess at in the moments when it broke through the
surface.

"After all, what do you get out of this?" she demanded.

"Knowing you're stronger every day. Knowing that your illness
follows the law of diminishing returns."

His voice came to her from far off, as though he were speaking
of something remote and academic; her alarm made her exclaim,
"Dick!" and she thrust her hand forward to his across the table.
A reflex pulled Dick's hand back and he added: "There's the whole
situation to think of, isn't there? There's not just you." He
covered her hand with his and said in the old pleasant voice of a
conspirator for pleasure, mischief, profit, and delight:

"See that boat out there?"

It was the motor yacht of T. F. Golding lying placid among the
little swells of the Nicean Bay, constantly bound upon a romantic
voyage that was not dependent upon actual motion. "We'll go out
there now and ask the people on board what's the matter with
them. We'll find out if they're happy."

When they put out from the port in a hired launch it was
already summer dusk and lights were breaking out in spasms along
the rigging of the Margin. As they drew up alongside,
Nicole's doubts reasserted themselves.

"He's having a party--"

"It's only a radio," he guessed.

They were hailed--a huge white-haired man in a white suit
looked down at them, calling:

"Do I recognize the Divers?"

"Boat ahoy, Margin!"

Their boat moved under the companionway; as they mounted
Golding doubled his huge frame to give Nicole a hand.

"Just in time for dinner."

A small orchestra was playing astern.

"I'm yours for the asking--but till then you can't ask me to
behave--"

And as Golding's cyclonic arms blew them aft without touching
them, Nicole was sorrier they had come, and more impatient at
Dick. Having taken up an attitude of aloofness from the gay
people here, at the time when Dick's work and her health were
incompatible with going about, they had a reputation as refusers.
Riviera replacements during the ensuing years interpreted this as
a vague unpopularity. Nevertheless, having taken such a stand,
Nicole felt it should not be cheaply compromised for a momentary
self-indulgence.

As they passed through the principal salon they saw ahead of
them figures that seemed to dance in the half light of the
circular stern. This was an illusion made by the enchantment of
the music, the unfamiliar lighting, and the surrounding presence
of water. Actually, save for some busy stewards, the guests
loafed on a wide divan that followed the curve of the deck. There
were a white, a red, a blurred dress, the laundered chests of
several men, of whom one, detaching and identifying himself,
brought from Nicole a rare little cry of delight.

"Tommy!"

Brushing aside the Gallicism of his formal dip at her hand,
Nicole pressed her face against his. They sat, or rather lay down
together on the Antoninian bench. His handsome face was so dark
as to have lost the pleasantness of deep tan, without attaining
the blue beauty of Negroes--it was just worn leather. The
foreignness of his depigmentation by unknown suns, his
nourishment by strange soils, his tongue awkward with the curl of
many dialects, his reactions attuned to odd alarms--these things
fascinated and rested Nicole--in the moment of meeting she lay on
his bosom, spiritually, going out and out. . . . Then
self-preservation reasserted itself and retiring to her own world
she spoke lightly.

"You look just like all the adventurers in the movies--but why
do you have to stay away so long?"

Tommy Barban looked at her, uncomprehending but alert; the
pupils of his eyes flashed.

"Five years," she continued, in throaty mimicry of nothing.
"Much too long. Couldn't you only slaughter a certain
number of creatures and then come back, and breathe our air for a
while?"

"But the meanings are different--in French you can be heroic
and gallant with dignity, and you know it. But in English you
can't be heroic and gallant without being a little absurd, and
you know that too. That gives me an advantage."

"But after all--" He chuckled suddenly. "Even in English I'm
brave, heroic and all that."

She pretended to be groggy with wonderment but he was not
abashed.

"I only know what I see in the cinema," he said.

"Is it all like the movies?"

"The movies aren't so bad--now this Ronald Colman--have you
seen his pictures about the Corps d'Afrique du Nord? They're not
bad at all."

"Very well, whenever I go to the movies I'll know you're going
through just that sort of thing at that moment."

As she spoke, Nicole was aware of a small, pale, pretty young
woman with lovely metallic hair, almost green in the deck lights,
who had been sitting on the other side of Tommy and might have
been part either of their conversation or of the one next to
them. She had obviously had a monopoly of Tommy, for now she
abandoned hope of his attention with what was once called ill
grace, and petulantly crossed the crescent of the deck.

"After all, I am a hero," Tommy said calmly, only half joking.
"I have ferocious courage, usually, something like a lion,
something like a drunken man."

Nicole waited until the echo of his boast had died away in his
mind--she knew he had probably never made such a statement
before. Then she looked among the strangers, and found as usual,
the fierce neurotics, pretending calm, liking the country only in
horror of the city, of the sound of their own voices which had
set the tone and pitch. . . . She asked:

"Who is the woman in white?"

"The one who was beside me? Lady Caroline Sibly-Biers."--They
listened for a moment to her voice across the way:

"The man's a scoundrel, but he's a cat of the stripe. We
sat up all night playing two-handed chemin-de-fer, and he owes me
a mille Swiss."

Tommy laughed and said: "She is now the wickedest woman in
London--whenever I come back to Europe there is a new crop of the
wickedest women from London. She's the very latest--though I
believe there is now one other who's considered almost as
wicked."

Nicole glanced again at the woman across the deck--she was
fragile, tubercular--it was incredible that such narrow
shoulders, such puny arms could bear aloft the pennon of
decadence, last ensign of the fading empire. Her resemblance was
rather to one of John Held's flat-chested flappers than to the
hierarchy of tall languid blondes who had posed for painters and
novelists since before the war.

Golding approached, fighting down the resonance of his huge
bulk, which transmitted his will as through a gargantuan
amplifier, and Nicole, still reluctant, yielded to his reiterated
points: that the Margin was starting for Cannes
immediately after dinner; that they could always pack in some
caviare and champagne, even though they had dined; that in any
case Dick was now on the phone, telling their chauffeur in Nice
to drive their car back to Cannes and leave it in front of the
Café des Alliées where the Divers could retrieve
it.

They moved into the dining salon and Dick was placed next to
Lady Sibly-Biers. Nicole saw that his usually ruddy face was
drained of blood; he talked in a dogmatic voice, of which only
snatches reached Nicole:

". . . It's all right for you English, you're doing a dance of
death. . . . Sepoys in the ruined fort, I mean Sepoys at the gate
and gaiety in the fort and all that. The green hat, the crushed
hat, no future."

Lady Caroline answered him in short sentences spotted with the
terminal "What?" the double-edged "Quite!" the depressing
"Cheerio!" that always had a connotation of imminent peril, but
Dick appeared oblivious to the warning signals. Suddenly he made
a particularly vehement pronouncement, the purport of which
eluded Nicole, but she saw the young woman turn dark and sinewy,
and heard her answer sharply:

"After all a chep's a chep and a chum's a chum."

Again he had offended some one--couldn't he hold his tongue a
little longer? How long? To death then.

At the piano, a fair-haired young Scotsman from the orchestra
(entitled by its drum "The Ragtime College Jazzes of Edinboro")
had begun singing in a Danny Deever monotone, accompanying
himself with low chords on the piano. He pronounced his words
with great precision, as though they impressed him almost
intolerably.

"There was a young lady from hell,Who jumped at the sound of a bell,Because she was bad--bad--bad,She jumped at the sound of a bell,From hell (BOOMBOOM)From hell (TOOTTOOT)There was a young lady from hell--"

On the surface at least, Lady Caroline was paying no attention
to the performance of her work. Glancing at her again Nicole
found herself impressed, neither with the character nor the
personality, but with the sheer strength derived from an
attitude; Nicole thought that she was formidable, and she was
confirmed in this point of view as the party rose from table.
Dick remained in his seat wearing an odd expression; then he
crashed into words with a harsh ineptness.

"I don't like innuendo in these deafening English
whispers."

Already half-way out of the room Lady Caroline turned and
walked back to him; she spoke in a low clipped voice purposely
audible to the whole company.

"You came to me asking for it--disparaging my countrymen,
disparaging my friend, Mary Minghetti. I simply said you were
observed associating with a questionable crowd in Lausanne. Is
that a deafening whisper? Or does it simply deafen
you?"

"It's still not loud enough," said Dick, a little too late.
"So I am actually a notorious--"

Golding crushed out the phrase with his voice saying:

"What! What!" and moved his guests on out, with the threat of
his powerful body. Turning the corner of the door Nicole saw that
Dick was still sitting at the table. She was furious at the woman
for her preposterous statement, equally furious at Dick for
having brought them here, for having become fuddled, for having
untipped the capped barbs of his irony, for having come off
humiliated--she was a little more annoyed because she knew that
her taking possession of Tommy Barban on their arrival had first
irritated the Englishwoman.

A moment later she saw Dick standing in the gangway,
apparently in complete control of himself as he talked with
Golding; then for half an hour she did not see him anywhere about
the deck and she broke out of an intricate Malay game, played
with string and coffee beans, and said to Tommy:

"I've got to find Dick."

Since dinner the yacht had been in motion westward. The fine
night streamed away on either side, the Diesel engines pounded
softly, there was a spring wind that blew Nicole's hair abruptly
when she reached the bow, and she had a sharp lesion of anxiety
at seeing Dick standing in the angle by the flagstaff. His voice
was serene as he recognized her.

"It's a nice night."

"I was worried."

"Oh, you were worried?"

"Oh, don't talk that way. It would give me so much pleasure to
think of a little something I could do for you, Dick."

He turned away from her, toward the veil of starlight over
Africa.

"I believe that's true, Nicole. And sometimes I believe that
the littler it was, the more pleasure it would give you."

"Don't talk like that--don't say such things."

His face, wan in the light that the white spray caught and
tossed back to the brilliant sky had none of the lines of
annoyance she had expected. It was even detached; his eyes
focussed upon her gradually as upon a chessman to be moved; in
the same slow manner he caught her wrist and drew her near.

Cold with terror she put her other wrist into his grip. All
right, she would go with him--again she felt the beauty of the
night vividly in one moment of complete response and
abnegation--all right, then--

--but now she was unexpectedly free and Dick turned his back
sighing. "Tch! tch!"

Tears streamed down Nicole's face--in a moment she heard some
one approaching; it was Tommy.

"Wouldn't it?" agreed Nicole hastily. "Let's borrow
life-preservers and jump over. I think we should do something
spectacular. I feel that all our lives have been too
restrained."

Tommy sniffed from one to the other trying to breathe in the
situation with the night. "We'll go ask the Lady Beer-and-Ale
what to do--she should know the latest things. And we should
memorize her song 'There was a young lady from l'enfer.' I shall
translate it, and make a fortune from its success at the
Casino."

"Are you rich, Tommy?" Dick asked him, as they retraced the
length of the boat.

"Not as things go now. I got tired of the brokerage business
and went away. But I have good stocks in the hands of friends who
are holding it for me. All goes well."

"Dick's getting rich," Nicole said. In reaction her voice had
begun to tremble.

On the after deck Golding had fanned three pairs of dancers
into action with his colossal paws. Nicole and Tommy joined them
and Tommy remarked: "Dick seems to be drinking."

"Only moderately," she said loyally.

"There are those who can drink and those who can't. Obviously
Dick can't. You ought to tell him not to."

"I!" she exclaimed in amazement. "I tell Dick what he
should do or shouldn't do!"

But in a reticent way Dick was still vague and sleepy when
they reached the pier at Cannes. Golding buoyed him down into the
launch of the Margin whereupon Lady Caroline shifted her
place conspicuously. On the dock he bowed good-by with
exaggerated formality, and for a moment he seemed about to speed
her with a salty epigram, but the bone of Tommy's arm went into
the soft part of his and they walked to the attendant car.

"I'll drive you home," Tommy suggested.

"Don't bother--we can get a cab."

"I'd like to, if you can put me up."

On the back seat of the car Dick remained quiescent until the
yellow monolith of Golfe Juan was passed, and then the constant
carnival at Juan les Pins where the night was musical and
strident in many languages. When the car turned up the hill
toward Tarmes, he sat up suddenly, prompted by the tilt of the
vehicle and delivered a peroration:

"A charming representative of the--" he stumbled momentarily,
"--a firm of--bring me Brains addled a l'Anglaise." Then he went
into an appeased sleep, belching now and then contentedly into
the soft warm darkness.

VI

Next morning Dick came early into Nicole's room. "I waited
till I heard you up. Needless to say I feel badly about the
evening--but how about no postmortems?"

"I'm agreed," she answered coolly, carrying her face to the
mirror.

"Tommy drove us home? Or did I dream it?"

"You know he did."

"Seems probable," he admitted, "since I just heard him
coughing. I think I'll call on him."

She was glad when he left her, for almost the first time in
her life--his awful faculty of being right seemed to have
deserted him at last.

Tommy was stirring in his bed, waking for café au
lait.

"Feel all right?" Dick asked.

When Tommy complained of a sore throat he seized at a
professional attitude.

"Better have a gargle or something."

"You have one?"

"Oddly enough I haven't--probably Nicole has."

"Don't disturb her."

"She's up."

"How is she?"

Dick turned around slowly. "Did you expect her to be dead
because I was tight?" His tone was pleasant. "Nicole is now made
of--of Georgia pine, which is the hardest wood known, except
lignum vitæ from New Zealand--"

Nicole, going downstairs, heard the end of the conversation.
She knew, as she had always known, that Tommy loved her; she knew
he had come to dislike Dick, and that Dick had realized it before
he did, and would react in some positive way to the man's lonely
passion. This thought was succeeded by a moment of sheerly
feminine satisfaction. She leaned over her children's breakfast
table and told off instructions to the governess, while upstairs
two men were concerned about her.

Later in the garden she was happy; she did not want anything
to happen, but only for the situation to remain in suspension as
the two men tossed her from one mind to another; she had not
existed for a long time, even as a ball.

"Nice, Rabbits, isn't it--Or is it? Hey, Rabbit--hey you! Is
it nice?--hey? Or does it sound very peculiar to you?"

The rabbit, after an experience of practically nothing else
and cabbage leaves, agreed after a few tentative shiftings of the
nose.

Nicole went on through her garden routine. She left the
flowers she cut in designated spots to be brought to the house
later by the gardener. Reaching the sea wall she fell into a
communicative mood and no one to communicate with; so she stopped
and deliberated. She was somewhat shocked at the idea of being
interested in another man--but other women have lovers--why not
me? In the fine spring morning the inhibitions of the male world
disappeared and she reasoned as gaily as a flower, while the wind
blew her hair until her head moved with it. Other women have had
lovers--the same forces that last night had made her yield to
Dick up to the point of death, now kept her head nodding to the
wind, content and happy with the logic of, Why shouldn't I?

She sat upon the low wall and looked down upon the sea. But
from another sea, the wide swell of fantasy, she had fished out
something tangible to lay beside the rest of her loot. If she
need not, in her spirit, be forever one with Dick as he had
appeared last night, she must be something in addition, not just
an image on his mind, condemned to endless parades around the
circumference of a medal.

Nicole had chosen this part of the wall on which to sit,
because the cliff shaded to a slanting meadow with a cultivated
vegetable garden. Through a cluster of boughs she saw two men
carrying rakes and spades and talking in a counterpoint of
Niçoise and Provençal. Attracted by their words and
gestures she caught the sense:

"I laid her down here."

"I took her behind the vines there."

"She doesn't care--neither does he. It was that sacred dog.
Well, I laid her down here--"

"You got the rake?"

"You got it yourself, you clown."

"Well, I don't care where you laid her down. Until that night
I never even felt a woman's breast against my chest since I
married--twelve years ago. And now you tell me--"

"But listen about the dog--"

Nicole watched them through the boughs; it seemed all right
what they were saying--one thing was good for one person, another
for another. Yet it was a man's world she had overheard; going
back to the house she became doubtful again.

Dick and Tommy were on the terrace. She walked through them
and into the house, brought out a sketch pad and began a head of
Tommy.

"Hands never idle--distaff flying," Dick said lightly. How
could he talk so trivially with the blood still drained down from
his cheeks so that the auburn lather of beard showed red as his
eyes? She turned to Tommy saying:

"I can always do something. I used to have a nice active
little Polynesian ape and juggle him around for hours till people
began to make the most dismal rough jokes--"

She kept her eyes resolutely away from Dick. Presently he
excused himself and went inside--she saw him pour himself two
glasses of water, and she hardened further.

"Nicole--" Tommy began but interrupted himself to clear the
harshness from his throat.

"I'm going to get you some special camphor rub," she
suggested. "It's American--Dick believes in it. I'll be just a
minute."

"I must go really."

Dick came out and sat down. "Believes in what?" When she
returned with the jar neither of the men had moved, though she
gathered they had had some sort of excited conversation about
nothing.

The chauffeur was at the door, with a bag containing Tommy's
clothes of the night before. The sight of Tommy in clothes
borrowed from Dick moved her sadly, falsely, as though Tommy were
not able to afford such clothes.

"When you get to the hotel rub this into your throat and chest
and then inhale it," she said.

"Say, there," Dick murmured as Tommy went down the steps,
"don't give Tommy the whole jar--it has to be ordered from
Paris--it's out of stock down here."

Tommy came back within hearing and the three of them stood in
the sunshine, Tommy squarely before the car so that it seemed by
leaning forward he would tip it upon his back.

Nicole stepped down to the path.

"Now catch it," she advised him. "It's extremely rare."

She heard Dick grow silent at her side; she took a step off
from him and waved as the car drove off with Tommy and the
special camphor rub. Then she turned to take her own
medicine.

"There was no necessity for that gesture," Dick said. "There
are four of us here--and for years whenever there's a
cough--"

They looked at each other.

"We can always get another jar--" then she lost her nerve and
presently followed him upstairs where he lay down on his own bed
and said nothing.

"Do you want lunch to be brought up to you?" she asked.

He nodded and continued to lie quiescent, staring at the
ceiling. Doubtfully she went to give the order. Upstairs again
she looked into his room--the blue eyes, like searchlights,
played on a dark sky. She stood a minute in the doorway, aware of
the sin she had committed against him, half afraid to come in. .
. . She put out her hand as if to rub his head, but he turned
away like a suspicious animal. Nicole could stand the situation
no longer; in a kitchen-maid's panic she ran downstairs, afraid
of what the stricken man above would feed on while she must still
continue her dry suckling at his lean chest.

In a week Nicole forgot her flash about Tommy--she had not
much memory for people and forgot them easily. But in the first
hot blast of June she heard he was in Nice. He wrote a little
note to them both--and she opened it under the parasol, together
with other mail they had brought from the house. After reading it
she tossed it over to Dick, and in exchange he threw a telegram
into the lap of her beach pajamas:

Dears will be at Gausses to-morrow unfortunately without
mother am counting on seeing you.

"I'll be glad to see her," said Nicole, grimly.

VII

But she went to the beach with Dick next morning with a
renewal of her apprehension that Dick was contriving at some
desperate solution. Since the evening on Golding's yacht she had
sensed what was going on. So delicately balanced was she between
an old foothold that had always guaranteed her security, and the
imminence of a leap from which she must alight changed in the
very chemistry of blood and muscle, that she did not dare bring
the matter into the true forefront of consciousness. The figures
of Dick and herself, mutating, undefined, appeared as spooks
caught up into a fantastic dance. For months every word had
seemed to have an overtone of some other meaning, soon to be
resolved under circumstances that Dick would determine. Though
this state of mind was perhaps more hopeful,--the long years of
sheer being had had an enlivening effect on the parts of her
nature that early illness had killed, that Dick had not
reached--through no fault of his but simply because no one nature
can extend entirely inside another--it was still disquieting. The
most unhappy aspect of their relations was Dick's growing
indifference, at present personified by too much drink; Nicole
did not know whether she was to be crushed or spared--Dick's
voice, throbbing with insincerity, confused the issue; she
couldn't guess how he was going to behave next upon the
tortuously slow unrolling of the carpet, nor what would happen at
the end, at the moment of the leap.

For what might occur thereafter she had no anxiety--she
suspected that that would be the lifting of a burden, an
unblinding of eyes. Nicole had been designed for change, for
flight, with money as fins and wings. The new state of things
would be no more than if a racing chassis, concealed for years
under the body of a family limousine, should be stripped to its
original self. Nicole could feel the fresh breeze already--the
wrench it was she feared, and the dark manner of its coming.

The Divers went out on the beach with her white suit and his
white trunks very white against the color of their bodies. Nicole
saw Dick peer about for the children among the confused shapes
and shadows of many umbrellas, and as his mind temporarily left
her, ceasing to grip her, she looked at him with detachment, and
decided that he was seeking his children, not protectively but
for protection. Probably it was the beach he feared, like a
deposed ruler secretly visiting an old court. She had come to
hate his world with its delicate jokes and politenesses,
forgetting that for many years it was the only world open to her.
Let him look at it--his beach, perverted now to the tastes of the
tasteless; he could search it for a day and find no stone of the
Chinese Wall he had once erected around it, no footprint of an
old friend.

For a moment Nicole was sorry it was so; remembering the glass
he had raked out of the old trash heap, remembering the sailor
trunks and sweaters they had bought in a Nice back
street--garments that afterward ran through a vogue in silk among
the Paris couturiers, remembering the simple little French girls
climbing on the breakwaters crying "Dites donc! Dites donc!" like
birds, and the ritual of the morning time, the quiet restful
extraversion toward sea and sun--many inventions of his, buried
deeper than the sand under the span of so few years. . . .

Now the swimming place was a "club," though, like the
international society it represented, it would be hard to say who
was not admitted.

Nicole hardened again as Dick knelt on the straw mat and
looked about for Rosemary. Her eyes followed his, searching among
the new paraphernalia, the trapezes over the water, the swinging
rings, the portable bathhouses, the floating towers, the
searchlights from last night's fêtes, the modernistic
buffet, white with a hackneyed motif of endless handlebars.

The water was almost the last place he looked for Rosemary,
because few people swam any more in that blue paradise, children
and one exhibitionistic valet who punctuated the morning with
spectacular dives from a fifty-foot rock--most of Gausse's guests
stripped the concealing pajamas from their flabbiness only for a
short hangover dip at one o'clock.

"There she is," Nicole remarked.

She watched Dick's eyes following Rosemary's track from raft
to raft; but the sigh that rocked out of her bosom was something
left over from five years ago.

"Let's swim out and speak to Rosemary," he suggested.

"You go."

"We'll both go." She struggled a moment against his
pronouncement, but eventually they swam out together, tracing
Rosemary by the school of little fish who followed her, taking
their dazzle from her, the shining spoon of a trout hook.

Nicole stayed in the water while Dick hoisted himself up
beside Rosemary, and the two sat dripping and talking, exactly as
if they had never loved or touched each other. Rosemary was
beautiful--her youth was a shock to Nicole, who rejoiced,
however, that the young girl was less slender by a hairline than
herself. Nicole swam around in little rings, listening to
Rosemary who was acting amusement, joy, and expectation--more
confident than she had been five years ago.

"I miss Mother so, but she's meeting me in Paris, Monday."

"Five years ago you came here," said Dick. "And what a funny
little thing you were, in one of those hotel peignoirs!"

Nicole saw the old game of flattery beginning again and she
dove under water, coming up again to hear:

"I'm going to pretend it's five years ago and I'm a girl of
eighteen again. You could always make me feel some you know, kind
of, you know, kind of happy way--you and Nicole. I feel as if
you're still on the beach there, under one of those
umbrellas--the nicest people I'd ever known, maybe ever
will."

Swimming away, Nicole saw that the cloud of Dick's
heart-sickness had lifted a little as he began to play with
Rosemary, bringing out his old expertness with people, a
tarnished object of art; she guessed that with a drink or so he
would have done his stunts on the swinging rings for her,
fumbling through stunts he had once done with ease. She noticed
that this summer, for the first time, he avoided high diving.

Later, as she dodged her way from raft to raft, Dick overtook
her.

"Some of Rosemary's friends have a speed boat, the one out
there. Do you want to aquaplane? I think it would be
amusing."

Remembering that once he could stand on his hands on a chair
at the end of a board, she indulged him as she might have
indulged Lanier. Last summer on the Zugersee they had played at
that pleasant water game, and Dick had lifted a two-hundred-pound
man from the board onto his shoulders and stood up. But women
marry all their husbands' talents and naturally, afterwards, are
not so impressed with them as they may keep up the pretense of
being. Nicole had not even pretended to be impressed, though she
had said "Yes" to him, and "Yes, I thought so too."

She knew, though, that he was somewhat tired, that it was only
the closeness of Rosemary's exciting youth that prompted the
impending effort--she had seen him draw the same inspiration from
the new bodies of her children and she wondered coldly if he
would make a spectacle of himself. The Divers were older than the
others in the boat--the young people were polite, deferential,
but Nicole felt an undercurrent of "Who are these Numbers
anyhow?" and she missed Dick's easy talent of taking control of
situations and making them all right--he had concentrated on what
he was going to try to do.

The motor throttled down two hundred yards from shore and one
of the young men dove flat over the edge. He swam at the aimless
twisting board, steadied it, climbed slowly to his knees on
it--then got on his feet as the boat accelerated. Leaning back he
swung his light vehicle ponderously from side to side in slow,
breathless arcs that rode the trailing side-swell at the end of
each swing. In the direct wake of the boat he let go his rope,
balanced for a moment, then back-flipped into the water,
disappearing like a statue of glory, and reappearing as an
insignificant head while the boat made the circle back to
him.

Nicole refused her turn; then Rosemary rode the board neatly
and conservatively, with facetious cheers from her admirers.
Three of them scrambled egotistically for the honor of pulling
her into the boat, managing, among them, to bruise her knee and
hip against the side.

"Now you. Doctor," said the Mexican at the wheel.

Dick and the last young man dove over the side and swam to the
board. Dick was going to try his lifting trick and Nicole began
to watch with smiling scorn. This physical showing-off for
Rosemary irritated her most of all.

When the men had ridden long enough to find their balance,
Dick knelt, and putting the back of his neck in the other man's
crotch, found the rope through his legs, and slowly began to
rise.

The people in the boat, watching closely, saw that he was
having difficulties. He was on one knee; the trick was to
straighten all the way up in the same motion with which he left
his kneeling position. He rested for a moment, then his face
contracted as he put his heart into the strain, and lifted.

The board was narrow, the man, though weighing less than a
hundred and fifty, was awkward with his weight and grabbed
clumsily at Dick's head. When, with a last wrenching effort of
his back, Dick stood upright, the board slid sidewise and the
pair toppled into the sea.

In the boat Rosemary exclaimed: "Wonderful! They almost had
it."

But as they came back to the swimmers Nicole watched for a
sight of Dick's face. It was full of annoyance as she expected,
because he had done the thing with ease only two years ago.

The second time he was more careful. He rose a little testing
the balance of his burden, settled down again on his knee; then,
grunting "Alley oop!" began to rise--but before he could really
straighten out, his legs suddenly buckled and he shoved the board
away with his feet to avoid being struck as they fell off.

This time when the Baby Gar came back it was apparent to all
the passengers that he was angry.

"Do you mind if I try that once more?" he called, treading
water. "We almost had it then."

"Sure. Go ahead."

To Nicole he looked white-around-the-gills, and she cautioned
him:

"Don't you think that's enough for now?"

He didn't answer. The first partner had had plenty and was
hauled over the side, the Mexican driving the motor boat
obligingly took his place.

He was heavier than the first man. As the boat gathered
motion, Dick rested for a moment, belly-down on the board. Then
he got beneath the man and took the rope, and his muscles flexed
as he tried to rise.

He could not rise. Nicole saw him shift his position and
strain upward again but at the instant when the weight of his
partner was full upon his shoulders he became immovable. He tried
again--lifting an inch, two inches--Nicole felt the sweat glands
of her forehead open as she strained with him--then he was simply
holding his ground, then he collapsed back down on his knees with
a smack, and they went over, Dick's head barely missing a kick of
the board.

"Hurry back!" Nicole called to the driver; even as she spoke
she saw him slide under water and she gave a little cry; but he
came up again and turned on his back, and "Château" swam
near to help. It seemed forever till the boat reached them but
when they came alongside at last and Nicole saw Dick floating
exhausted and expressionless, alone with the water and the sky,
her panic changed suddenly to contempt.

After a minute Dick got his breath, panting, "I couldn't have
lifted a paper doll that time."

An explosive little laugh relieved the tension caused by his
failure. They were all attentive to Dick as he disembarked at the
dock. But Nicole was annoyed--everything he did annoyed her
now.

She sat with Rosemary under an umbrella while Dick went to the
buffet for a drink--he returned presently with some sherry for
them.

"The first drink I ever had was with you," Rosemary said, and
with a spurt of enthusiasm she added, "Oh, I'm so glad to see you
and know you're all right. I was worried--" Her sentence
broke as she changed direction "that maybe you wouldn't be."

"Did you hear I'd gone into a process of deterioration?"

"Oh, no. I simply--just heard you'd changed. And I'm glad to
see with my own eyes it isn't true."

"It is true," Dick answered, sitting down with them. "The
change came a long way back--but at first it didn't show. The
manner remains intact for some time after the morale cracks."

"Do you practise on the Riviera?" Rosemary demanded
hastily.

"It'd be a good ground to find likely specimens." He nodded
here and there at the people milling about in the golden sand.
"Great candidates. Notice our old friend, Mrs. Abrams, playing
duchess to Mary North's queen? Don't get jealous about it--think
of Mrs. Abram's long climb up the back stairs of the Ritz on her
hands and knees and all the carpet dust she had to inhale."

Rosemary interrupted him. "But is that really Mary North?" She
was regarding a woman sauntering in their direction followed by a
small group who behaved as if they were accustomed to being
looked at. When they were ten feet away, Mary's glance flickered
fractionally over the Divers, one of those unfortunate glances
that indicate to the glanced-upon that they have been observed
but are to be overlooked, the sort of glance that neither the
Divers nor Rosemary Hoyt had ever permitted themselves to throw
at any one in their lives. Dick was amused when Mary perceived
Rosemary, changed her plans and came over. She spoke to Nicole
with pleasant heartiness, nodded unsmilingly to Dick as if he
were somewhat contagious--whereupon he bowed in ironic
respect--as she greeted Rosemary.

"I heard you were here. For how long?"

"Until to-morrow," Rosemary answered.

She, too, saw how Mary had walked through the Divers to talk
to her, and a sense of obligation kept her unenthusiastic. No,
she could not dine to-night.

They came up at the moment, and Nicole gave ear to a request
that she overrule the governess on a swimming point.

"No," Dick answered for her. "What Mademoiselle says must
go."

Agreeing that one must support delegated authority, Nicole
refused their request, whereupon Mary--who in the manner of an
Anita Loos' heroine had dealings only with Faits Accomplis, who
indeed could not have house-broken a French poodle
puppy--regarded Dick as though he were guilty of a most flagrant
bullying. Dick, chafed by the tiresome performance, inquired with
mock solicitude:

"How are your children--and their aunts?"

Mary did not answer; she left them, first draping a
sympathetic hand over Lanier's reluctant head. After she had gone
Dick said: "When I think of the time I spent working over
her."

"I like her," said Nicole.

Dick's bitterness had surprised Rosemary, who had thought of
him as all-forgiving, all-comprehending. Suddenly she recalled
what it was she had heard about him. In conversation with some
State Department people on the boat,--Europeanized Americans who
had reached a position where they could scarcely have been said
to belong to any nation at all, at least not to any great power
though perhaps to a Balkan-like state composed of similar
citizens--the name of the ubiquitously renowned Baby Warren had
occurred and it was remarked that Baby's younger sister had
thrown herself away on a dissipated doctor. "He's not received
anywhere any more," the woman said.

The phrase disturbed Rosemary, though she could not place the
Divers as living in any relation to society where such a fact, if
fact it was, could have any meaning, yet the hint of a hostile
and organized public opinion rang in her ears. "He's not received
anywhere any more." She pictured Dick climbing the steps of a
mansion, presenting cards and being told by a butler: "We're not
receiving you any more"; then proceeding down an avenue only to
be told the same thing by the countless other butlers of
countless Ambassadors, Ministers, Chargés d'Affaires. . .
.

Nicole wondered how she could get away. She guessed that Dick,
stung into alertness, would grow charming and would make Rosemary
respond to him. Sure enough, in a moment his voice managed to
qualify everything unpleasant he had said:

"Mary's all right--she's done very well. But it's hard to go
on liking people who don't like you."

Rosemary, falling into line, swayed toward Dick and
crooned:

"Oh, you're so nice. I can't imagine anybody not forgiving you
anything, no matter what you did to them." Then feeling that her
exuberance had transgressed on Nicole's rights, she looked at the
sand exactly between them: "I wanted to ask you both what you
thought of my latest pictures--if you saw them."

Nicole said nothing, having seen one of them and thought
little about it.

"It'll take a few minutes to tell you," Dick said. "Let's
suppose that Nicole says to you that Lanier is ill. What do you
do in life? What does anyone do? They act--face, voice,
words--the face shows sorrow, the voice shows shock, the words
show sympathy."

"Yes--I understand."

"But in the theatre, No. In the theatre all the best
comediennes have built up their reputations by burlesquing the
correct emotional responses--fear and love and sympathy."

"The danger to an actress is in responding. Again, let's
suppose that somebody told you, 'Your lover is dead.' In life
you'd probably go to pieces. But on the stage you're trying to
entertain--the audience can do the 'responding' for themselves.
First the actress has lines to follow, then she has to get the
audience's attention back on herself, away from the murdered
Chinese or whatever the thing is. So she must do something
unexpected. If the audience thinks the character is hard she goes
soft on them--if they think she's soft she goes hard. You go all
out of character--you understand?"

"I don't quite," admitted Rosemary. "How do you mean out of
character?"

"You do the unexpected thing until you've manoeuvred the
audience back from the objective fact to yourself. Then
you slide into character again."

Nicole could stand no more. She stood up sharply, making no
attempt to conceal her impatience. Rosemary, who had been for a
few minutes half-conscious of this, turned in a conciliatory way
to Topsy.

"Would you like to be an actress when you grow up? I think
you'd make a fine actress."

Nicole stared at her deliberately and in her grandfather's
voice said, slow and distinct:

"It's absolutely out to put such ideas in the heads of
other people's children. Remember, we may have quite different
plans for them." She turned sharply to Dick. "I'm going to take
the car home. I'll send Michelle for you and the children."

"You haven't driven for months," he protested.

"I haven't forgotten how."

Without a glance at Rosemary whose face was "responding"
violently, Nicole left the umbrella.

In the bathhouse, she changed to pajamas, her expression still
hard as a plaque. But as she turned into the road of arched pines
and the atmosphere changed,--with a squirrel's flight on a
branch, a wind nudging at the leaves, a cock splitting distant
air, with a creep of sunlight transpiring through the immobility,
then the voices of the beach receded--Nicole relaxed and felt new
and happy; her thoughts were clear as good bells--she had a sense
of being cured and in a new way. Her ego began blooming like a
great rich rose as she scrambled back along the labyrinths in
which she had wandered for years. She hated the beach, resented
the places where she had played planet to Dick's sun.

"Why, I'm almost complete," she thought. "I'm practically
standing alone, without him." And like a happy child, wanting the
completion as soon as possible, and knowing vaguely that Dick had
planned for her to have it, she lay on her bed as soon as she got
home and wrote Tommy Barban in Nice a short provocative
letter.

But that was for the daytime--toward evening with the
inevitable diminution of nervous energy, her spirits flagged, and
the arrows flew a little in the twilight. She was afraid of what
was in Dick's mind; again she felt that a plan underlay his
current actions and she was afraid of his plans--they worked well
and they had an all-inclusive logic about them which Nicole was
not able to command. She had somehow given over the thinking to
him, and in his absences her every action seemed automatically
governed by what he would like, so that now she felt inadequate
to match her intentions against his. Yet think she must; she knew
at last the number on the dreadful door of fantasy, the threshold
to the escape that was no escape; she knew that for her the
greatest sin now and in the future was to delude herself. It had
been a long lesson but she had learned it. Either you think--or
else others have to think for you and take power from you,
pervert and discipline your natural tastes, civilize and
sterilize you.

They had a tranquil supper with Dick drinking much beer and
being cheerful with the children in the dusky room. Afterward he
played some Schubert songs and some new jazz from America that
Nicole hummed in her harsh, sweet contralto over his
shoulder.

"Oh, play it!" she exclaimed. "Am I going through the rest of
life flinching at the word 'father'?"

"--Thank the horse that pulled the buggy that night!
Thank you both for being justabit tight--"

Later they sat with the children on the Moorish roof and
watched the fireworks of two casinos, far apart, far down on the
shore. It was lonely and sad to be so empty-hearted toward each
other.

Next morning, back from shopping in Cannes, Nicole found a
note saying that Dick had taken the small car and gone up into
Provence for a few days by himself. Even as she read it the phone
rang--it was Tommy Barban from Monte Carlo, saying that he had
received her letter and was driving over. She felt her lips'
warmth in the receiver as she welcomed his coming.

VIII

She bathed and anointed herself and covered her body with a
layer of powder, while her toes crunched another pile on a bath
towel. She looked microscopically at the lines of her flanks,
wondering how soon the fine, slim edifice would begin to sink
squat and earthward. In about six years, but now I'll do--in fact
I'll do as well as any one I know.

She was not exaggerating. The only physical disparity between
Nicole at present and the Nicole of five years before was simply
that she was no longer a young girl. But she was enough ridden by
the current youth worship, the moving pictures with their myriad
faces of girl-children, blandly represented as carrying on the
work and wisdom of the world, to feel a jealousy of youth.

She put on the first ankle-length day dress that she had owned
for many years, and crossed herself reverently with Chanel
Sixteen. When Tommy drove up at one o'clock she had made her
person into the trimmest of gardens.

How good to have things like this, to be worshipped again, to
pretend to have a mystery! She had lost two of the great arrogant
years in the life of a pretty girl--now she felt like making up
for them; she greeted Tommy as if he were one of many men at her
feet, walking ahead of him instead of beside him as they crossed
the garden toward the market umbrella. Attractive women of
nineteen and of twenty-nine are alike in their breezy confidence;
on the contrary, the exigent womb of the twenties does not pull
the outside world centripetally around itself. The former are
ages of insolence, comparable the one to a young cadet, the other
to a fighter strutting after combat.

But whereas a girl of nineteen draws her confidence from a
surfeit of attention, a woman of twenty-nine is nourished on
subtler stuff. Desirous, she chooses her apéritifs wisely,
or, content, she enjoys the caviare of potential power. Happily
she does not seem, in either case, to anticipate the subsequent
years when her insight will often be blurred by panic, by the
fear of stopping or the fear of going on. But on the landings of
nineteen or twenty-nine she is pretty sure that there are no
bears in the hall.

Nicole did not want any vague spiritual romance--she wanted an
"affair"; she wanted a change. She realized, thinking with Dick's
thoughts, that from a superficial view it was a vulgar business
to enter, without emotion, into an indulgence that menaced all of
them. On the other hand, she blamed Dick for the immediate
situation, and honestly thought that such an experiment might
have a therapeutic value. All summer she had been stimulated by
watching people do exactly what they were tempted to do and pay
no penalty for it--moreover, in spite of her intention of no
longer lying to herself, she preferred to consider that she was
merely feeling her way and that at any moment she could withdraw.
. . .

In the light shade Tommy caught her up in his white-duck arms
and pulled her around to him, looking at her eyes.

"Don't move," he said. "I'm going to look at you a great deal
from now on."

There was some scent on his hair, a faint aura of soap from
his white clothes. Her lips were tight, not smiling and they both
simply looked for a moment.

"Do you like what you see?" she murmured.

"Parle français."

"Very well," and she asked again in French. "Do you like what
you see?"

He pulled her closer.

"I like whatever I see about you." He hesitated. "I thought I
knew your face but it seems there are some things I didn't know
about it. When did you begin to have white crook's eyes?"

She broke away, shocked and indignant, and cried in
English:

"Is that why you wanted to talk French?" Her voice quieted as
the butler came with sherry. "So you could be offensive more
accurately?"

She parked her small seat violently on the cloth-of-silver
chair cushion.

"I have no mirror here," she said, again in French, but
decisively, "but if my eyes have changed it's because I'm well
again. And being well perhaps I've gone back to my true self--I
suppose my grandfather was a crook and I'm a crook by heritage,
so there we are. Does that satisfy your logical mind?"

He scarcely seemed to know what she was talking about.

"Where's Dick--is he lunching with us?"

Seeing that his remark had meant comparatively little to him
she suddenly laughed away its effect.

"Dick's on a tour," she said. "Rosemary Hoyt turned up, and
either they're together or she upset him so much that he wants to
go away and dream about her."

"You know, you're a little complicated after all."

"Oh no," she assured him hastily. "No, I'm not really--I'm
just a--I'm just a whole lot of different simple people."

Marius brought out melon and an ice pail, and Nicole, thinking
irresistibly about her crook's eyes did not answer; he gave one
an entire nut to crack, this man, instead of giving it in
fragments to pick at for meat.

"Why didn't they leave you in your natural state?" Tommy
demanded presently. "You are the most dramatic person I have
known."

She had no answer.

"All this taming of women!" he scoffed.

"In any society there are certain--" She felt Dick's ghost
prompting at her elbow but she subsided at Tommy's overtone:

"I've brutalized many men into shape but I wouldn't take a
chance on half the number of women. Especially this 'kind'
bullying--what good does it do anybody?--you or him or
anybody?"

Her heart leaped and then sank faintly with a sense of what
she owed Dick.

"I suppose I've got--"

"You've got too much money," he said impatiently. "That's the
crux of the matter. Dick can't beat that."

She considered while the melons were removed.

"What do you think I ought to do?"

For the first time in ten years she was under the sway of a
personality other than her husband's. Everything Tommy said to
her became part of her forever.

They drank the bottle of wine while a faint wind rocked the
pine needles and the sensuous heat of early afternoon made
blinding freckles on the checkered luncheon cloth. Tommy came
over behind her and laid his arms along hers, clasping her hands.
Their cheeks touched and then their lips and she gasped half with
passion for him, half with the sudden surprise of its force. . .
.

"Can't you send the governess and the children away for the
afternoon?"

"They have a piano lesson. Anyhow I don't want to stay
here."

"Kiss me again."

A little later, riding toward Nice, she thought: So I have
white crook's eyes, have I? Very well then, better a sane crook
than a mad puritan.

His assertion seemed to absolve her from all blame or
responsibility and she had a thrill of delight in thinking of
herself in a new way. New vistas appeared ahead, peopled with the
faces of many men, none of whom she need obey or even love. She
drew in her breath, hunched her shoulders with a wriggle and
turned to Tommy.

"Have we got to go all the way to your hotel at Monte
Carlo?"

He brought the car to a stop with a squeak of tires.

"No!" he answered. "And, my God, I have never been so happy as
I am this minute."

They had passed through Nice following the blue coast and
begun to mount to the middling-high Corniche. Now Tommy turned
sharply down to the shore, ran out a blunt peninsula, and stopped
in the rear of a small shore hotel.

Its tangibility frightened Nicole for a moment. At the desk an
American was arguing interminably with the clerk about the rate
of exchange. She hovered, outwardly tranquil but inwardly
miserable, as Tommy filled out the police blanks--his real, hers
false. Their room was a Mediterranean room, almost ascetic,
almost clean, darkened to the glare of the sea. Simplest of
pleasures--simplest of places. Tommy ordered two cognacs, and
when the door closed behind the waiter, he sat in the only chair,
dark, scarred and handsome, his eyebrows arched and upcurling, a
fighting Puck, an earnest Satan.

Before they had finished the brandy they suddenly moved
together and met standing up; then they were sitting on the bed
and he kissed her hardy knees. Struggling a little still, like a
decapitated animal she forgot about Dick and her new white eyes,
forgot Tommy himself and sank deeper and deeper into the minutes
and the moment.

. . . When he got up to open a shutter and find out what
caused the increasing clamor below their windows, his figure was
darker and stronger than Dick's, with high lights along the
rope-twists of muscle. Momentarily he had forgotten her
too--almost in the second of his flesh breaking from hers she had
a foretaste that things were going to be different than she had
expected. She felt the nameless fear which precedes all emotions,
joyous or sorrowful, inevitable as a hum of thunder precedes a
storm.

Tommy peered cautiously from the balcony and reported.

"All I can see is two women on the balcony below this. They're
talking about weather and tipping back and forth in American
rocking-chairs."

"Making all that noise?"

"The noise is coming from somewhere below them. Listen."

"Oh, way down South in the land of cotton
Hotels bum and business rotten
Look away--"

"It's Americans."

Nicole flung her arms wide on the bed and stared at the
ceiling; the powder had dampened on her to make a milky surface.
She liked the bareness of the room, the sound of the single fly
navigating overhead. Tommy brought the chair over to the bed and
swept the clothes off it to sit down; she liked the economy of
the weightless dress and espadrilles that mingled with his ducks
upon the floor.

He inspected the oblong white torso joined abruptly to the
brown limbs and head, and said, laughing gravely:

"You are all new like a baby."

"With white eyes."

"I'll take care of that."

"It's very hard taking care of white eyes--especially the ones
made in Chicago."

"I know all the old Languedoc peasant remedies."

"Kiss me, on the lips, Tommy."

"That's so American," he said, kissing her nevertheless. "When
I was in America last there were girls who would tear you apart
with their lips, tear themselves too, until their faces were
scarlet with the blood around the lips all brought out in a
patch--but nothing further."

"Why only meagre? Why, this is a wonderful room, Tommy--like
the bare tables in so many Cézannes and Picassos."

"I don't know." He did not try to understand her. "There's
that noise again. My God, has there been a murder?"

He went to the window and reported once more:

"It seems to be two American sailors fighting and a lot more
cheering them on. They are from your battleship off shore." He
wrapped a towel around himself and went farther out on the
balcony. "They have poules with them. I have heard about this
now--the women follow them from place to place wherever the ship
goes. But what women! One would think with their pay they could
find better women! Why the women who followed Korniloff! Why we
never looked at anything less than a ballerina!"

Nicole was glad he had known so many women, so that the word
itself meant nothing to him; she would be able to hold him so
long as the person in her transcended the universals of her
body.

"Hit him where it hurts!"

"Yah-h-h-h!"

"Hey, what I tell you get inside that right!"

"Come on, Dulschmit, you son!"

"Yaa-Yaa!"

"YA-YEH-YAH!"

Tommy turned away.

"This place seems to have outlived its usefulness, you
agree?"

She agreed, but they clung together for a moment before
dressing, and then for a while longer it seemed as good enough a
palace as any. . . .

Dressing at last Tommy exclaimed:

"My God, those two women in the rocking-chairs on the
balcony below us haven't moved. They're trying to talk this
matter out of existence. They're here on an economical holiday,
and all the American navy and all the whores in Europe couldn't
spoil it."

He came over gently and surrounded her, pulling the shoulder
strap of her slip into place with his teeth; then a sound split
the air outside: Cr-ACK--BOOM-M-m-m! It was the battleship
sounding a recall.

Now, down below their window, it was pandemonium indeed--for
the boat was moving to shores as yet unannounced. Waiters called
accounts and demanded settlements in impassioned voices, there
were oaths and denials; the tossing of bills too large and change
too small; passouts were assisted to the boats, and the voices of
the naval police chopped with quick commands through all voices.
There were cries, tears, shrieks, promises as the first launch
shoved off and the women crowded forward on the wharf, screaming
and waving.

Tommy saw a girl rush out upon the balcony below waving a
napkin, and before he could see whether or not the rocking
Englishwomen gave in at last and acknowledged her presence, there
was a knock at their own door. Outside, excited female voices
made them agree to unlock it, disclosing two girls, young, thin
and barbaric, unfound rather than lost, in the hall. One of them
wept chokingly.

"Kwee wave off your porch?" implored the other in passionate
American. "Kwee please? Wave at the boy friends? Kwee, please.
The other rooms is all locked."

"With pleasure," Tommy said.

The girls rushed out on the balcony and presently their voices
struck a loud treble over the din.

"'By, Charlie! Charlie, look up!"

"Send a wire gen'al alivery Nice!"

"Charlie! He don't see me."

One of the girls hoisted her skirt suddenly, pulled and ripped
at her pink step-ins and tore them to a sizable flag; then,
screaming "Ben! Ben!" she waved it wildly. As Tommy and Nicole
left the room it still fluttered against the blue sky. Oh, say
can you see the tender color of remembered flesh?--while at the
stern of the battleship arose in rivalry the Star-Spangled
Banner.

They dined at the new Beach Casino at Monte Carlo . . . much
later they swam in Beaulieu in a roofless cavern of white
moonlight formed by a circlet of pale boulders about a cup of
phosphorescent water, facing Monaco and the blur of Mentone. She
liked his bringing her there to the eastward vision and the novel
tricks of wind and water; it was all as new as they were to each
other. Symbolically she lay across his saddle-bow as surely as if
he had wolfed her away from Damascus and they had come out upon
the Mongolian plain. Moment by moment all that Dick had taught
her fell away and she was ever nearer to what she had been in the
beginning, prototype of that obscure yielding up of swords that
was going on in the world about her. Tangled with love in the
moonlight she welcomed the anarchy of her lover.

They awoke together finding the moon gone down and the air
cool. She struggled up demanding the time and Tommy called it
roughly at three.

"I've got to go home then."

"I thought we'd sleep in Monte Carlo."

"No. There's a governess and the children. I've got to roll in
before daylight."

"As you like."

They dipped for a second, and when he saw her shivering he
rubbed her briskly with a towel. As they got into the car with
their heads still damp, their skins fresh and glowing, they were
loath to start back. It was very bright where they were and as
Tommy kissed her she felt him losing himself in the whiteness of
her cheeks and her white teeth and her cool brow and the hand
that touched his face. Still attuned to Dick, she waited for
interpretation or qualification; but none was forthcoming.
Reassured sleepily and happily that none would be, she sank low
in the seat and drowsed until the sound of the motor changed and
she felt them climbing toward Villa Diana. At the gate she kissed
him an almost automatic good-by. The sound of her feet on the
walk was changed, the night noises of the garden were suddenly in
the past but she was glad, none the less, to be back. The day had
progressed at a staccato rate, and in spite of its satisfactions
she was not habituated to such strain.

IX

At four o'clock next afternoon a station taxi stopped at the
gate and Dick got out. Suddenly off balance, Nicole ran from the
terrace to meet him, breathless with her effort at
self-control.

"Where's the car?" she asked.

"I left it in Arles. I didn't feel like driving any more."

"I thought from your note that you'd be several days."

"I ran into a mistral and some rain."

"Did you have fun?"

"Just as much fun as anybody has running away from things. I
drove Rosemary as far as Avignon and put her on her train there."
They walked toward the terrace together, where he deposited his
bag. "I didn't tell you in the note because I thought you'd
imagine a lot of things."

"That was very considerate of you." Nicole felt surer of
herself now.

"I wanted to find out if she had anything to offer--the only
way was to see her alone."

"Did she have--anything to offer?"

"Rosemary didn't grow up," he answered. "It's probably better
that way. What have you been doing?"

She felt her face quiver like a rabbit's.

"I went dancing last night--with Tommy Barban. We went--"

He winced, interrupting her.

"Don't tell me about it. It doesn't matter what you do, only I
don't want to know anything definitely."

"There isn't anything to know."

"All right, all right." Then as if he had been away a week:
"How are the children?"

The phone rang in the house.

"If it's for me I'm not home," said Dick turning away quickly.
"I've got some things to do over in the work-room."

Nicole waited till he was out of sight behind the well; then
she went into the house and took up the phone.

"Nicole, comment vas-tu?"

"Dick's home."

He groaned.

"Meet me here in Cannes," he suggested. "I've got to talk to
you."

"I can't."

"Tell me you love me." Without speaking she nodded at the
receiver; he repeated, "Tell me you love me."

"Oh, I do," she assured him. "But there's nothing to be done
right now."

"Of course there is," he said impatiently. "Dick sees it's
over between you two--it's obvious he has quit. What does he
expect you to do?"

"I don't know. I'll have to--" She stopped herself from saying
"--to wait until I can ask Dick," and instead finished with:
"I'll write and I'll phone you to-morrow."

She wandered about the house rather contentedly, resting on
her achievement. She was a mischief, and that was a satisfaction;
no longer was she a huntress of corralled game. Yesterday came
back to her now in innumerable detail--detail that began to
overlay her memory of similar moments when her love for Dick was
fresh and intact. She began to slight that love, so that it
seemed to have been tinged with sentimental habit from the first.
With the opportunistic memory of women she scarcely recalled how
she had felt when she and Dick had possessed each other in secret
places around the corners of the world, during the month before
they were married. Just so had she lied to Tommy last night,
swearing to him that never before had she so entirely, so
completely, so utterly. . . .

. . . then remorse for this moment of betrayal, which so
cavalierly belittled a decade of her life, turned her walk toward
Dick's sanctuary.

Approaching noiselessly she saw him behind his cottage,
sitting in a steamer chair by the cliff wall, and for a moment
she regarded him silently. He was thinking, he was living a world
completely his own and in the small motions of his face, the brow
raised or lowered, the eyes narrowed or widened, the lips set and
reset, the play of his hands, she saw him progress from phase to
phase of his own story spinning out inside him, his own, not
hers. Once he clenched his fists and leaned forward, once it
brought into his face an expression of torment and despair--when
this passed its stamp lingered in his eyes. For almost the first
time in her life she was sorry for him--it is hard for those who
have once been mentally afflicted to be sorry for those who are
well, and though Nicole often paid lip service to the fact that
he had led her back to the world she had forfeited, she had
thought of him really as an inexhaustible energy, incapable of
fatigue--she forgot the troubles she caused him at the moment
when she forgot the troubles of her own that had prompted her.
That he no longer controlled her--did he know that? Had he willed
it all?--she felt as sorry for him as she had sometimes felt for
Abe North and his ignoble destiny, sorry as for the helplessness
of infants and the old.

She went up putting her arm around his shoulder and touching
their heads together said:

"Don't be sad."

He looked at her coldly.

"Don't touch me!" he said.

Confused she moved a few feet away.

"Excuse me," he continued abstractedly. "I was just thinking
what I thought of you--"

"Why not add the new classification to your book?"

"I have thought of it--'Furthermore and beyond the psychoses
and the neuroses--'"

"I didn't come over here to be disagreeable."

"Then why did you come, Nicole? I can't do anything for
you any more. I'm trying to save myself."

"From my contamination?"

"Profession throws me in contact with questionable company
sometimes."

She wept with anger at the abuse.

"You're a coward! You've made a failure of your life, and you
want to blame it on me."

While he did not answer she began to feel the old hypnotism of
his intelligence, sometimes exercised without power but always
with substrata of truth under truth which she could not break or
even crack. Again she struggled with it, fighting him with her
small, fine eyes, with the plush arrogance of a top dog, with her
nascent transference to another man, with the accumulated
resentment of years; she fought him with her money and her faith
that her sister disliked him and was behind her now; with the
thought of the new enemies he was making with his bitterness,
with her quick guile against his wine-ing and dine-ing slowness,
her health and beauty against his physical deterioration, her
unscrupulousness against his moralities--for this inner battle
she used even her weaknesses--fighting bravely and courageously
with the old cans and crockery and bottles, empty receptacles of
her expiated sins, outrages, mistakes. And suddenly, in the space
of two minutes she achieved her victory and justified herself to
herself without lie or subterfuge, cut the cord forever. Then she
walked, weak in the legs, and sobbing coolly, toward the
household that was hers at last.

Dick waited until she was out of sight. Then he leaned his
head forward on the parapet. The case was finished. Doctor Diver
was at liberty.

X

At two o'clock that night the phone woke Nicole and she heard
Dick answer it from what they called the restless bed, in the
next room.

"Oui, oui . . . mais à qui est-ce-que je parle? . . .
Oui . . ." His voice woke up with surprise. "But can I speak to
one of the ladies, Sir the Officer? They are both ladies of the
very highest prominence, ladies of connections that might cause
political complications of the most serious. . . . It is a fact,
I swear to you. . . . Very well, you will see."

He got up and, as he absorbed the situation, his
self-knowledge assured him that he would undertake to deal with
it--the old fatal pleasingness, the old forceful charm, swept
back with its cry of "Use me!" He would have to go fix this thing
that he didn't care a damn about, because it had early become a
habit to be loved, perhaps from the moment when he had realized
that he was the last hope of a decaying clan. On an almost
parallel occasion, back in Dohmler's clinic on the
Zürichsee, realizing this power, he had made his choice,
chosen Ophelia, chosen the sweet poison and drunk it. Wanting
above all to be brave and kind, he had wanted, even more than
that, to be loved. So it had been. So it would ever be, he saw,
simultaneously with the slow archaic tinkle from the phone box as
he rang off.

There was a long pause. Nicole called, "What is it? Who is
it?"

Dick had begun to dress even as he hung up the phone.

"It's the poste de police in Antibes--they're holding Mary
North and that Sibley-Biers. It's something serious--the agent
wouldn't tell me; he kept saying 'pas de mortes--pas
d'automobiles' but he implied it was just about everything
else."

"Why on earth did they call on you? It sounds very
peculiar to me."

"They've got to get out on bail to save their faces; and only
some property owner in the Alpes Maritimes can give bail."

"They had their nerve."

"I don't mind. However I'll pick up Gausse at the hotel--"

Nicole stayed awake after he had departed wondering what
offense they could have committed; then she slept. A little after
three when Dick came in she sat up stark awake saying, "What?" as
if to a character in her dream.

"It was an extraordinary story--" Dick said. He sat on the
foot of her bed, telling her how he had roused old Gausse from an
Alsatian coma, told him to clean out his cash drawer, and driven
with him to the police station.

"I don't like to do something for that Anglaise," Gausse
grumbled.

Mary North and Lady Caroline, dressed in the costume of French
sailors, lounged on a bench outside the two dingy cells. The
latter had the outraged air of a Briton who momentarily expected
the Mediterranean fleet to steam up to her assistance. Mary
Minghetti was in a condition of panic and collapse--she literally
flung herself at Dick's stomach as though that were the point of
greatest association, imploring him to do something. Meanwhile
the chief of police explained the matter to Gausse who listened
to each word with reluctance, divided between being properly
appreciative of the officer's narrative gift and showing that, as
the perfect servant, the story had no shocking effect on him. "It
was merely a lark," said Lady Caroline with scorn. "We were
pretending to be sailors on leave, and we picked up two silly
girls. They got the wind up and made a rotten scene in a lodging
house."

Dick nodded gravely, looking at the stone floor, like a priest
in the confessional--he was torn between a tendency to ironic
laughter and another tendency to order fifty stripes of the cat
and a fortnight of bread and water. The lack, in Lady Caroline's
face, of any sense of evil, except the evil wrought by cowardly
Provençal girls and stupid police, confounded him; yet he
had long concluded that certain classes of English people lived
upon a concentrated essence of the anti-social that, in
comparison, reduced the gorgings of New York to something like a
child contracting indigestion from ice cream.

"I shall not," said Lady Caroline disdainfully. "Not a
shilling. But I shall jolly well find out what the Consulate in
Cannes has to say about this."

"No, no!" insisted Mary. "We've got to get out to-night."

"I'll see what I can do," said Dick, and added, "but money
will certainly have to change hands." Looking at them as though
they were the innocents that he knew they were not, he shook his
head: "Of all the crazy stunts!"

Lady Caroline smiled complacently.

"You're an insanity doctor, aren't you? You ought to be able
to help us--and Gausse has got to!"

At this point Dick went aside with Gausse and talked over the
old man's findings. The affair was more serious than had been
indicated--one of the girls whom they had picked up was of a
respectable family. The family were furious, or pretended to be;
a settlement would have to be made with them. The other one, a
girl of the port, could be more easily dealt with. There were
French statutes that would make conviction punishable by
imprisonment or, at the very least, public expulsion from the
country. In addition to the difficulties, there was a growing
difference in tolerance between such townspeople as benefited by
the foreign colony and the ones who were annoyed by the
consequent rise of prices. Gausse, having summarized the
situation, turned it over to Dick. Dick called the chief of
police into conference.

"Now you know that the French government wants to encourage
American touring--so much so that in Paris this summer there's an
order that Americans can't be arrested except for the most
serious offenses."

"This is serious enough, my God."

"But look now--you have their Cartes d'Identité?"

"They had none. They had nothing--two hundred francs and some
rings. Not even shoe-laces that they could have hung themselves
with!"

Relieved that there had been no Cartes d'Identité Dick
continued.

"The Italian Countess is still an American citizen. She is the
grand-daughter--" he told a string of lies slowly and
portentously, "of John D. Rockefeller Mellon. You have heard of
him?"

"Yes, oh heavens, yes. You mistake me for a nobody?"

"In addition she is the niece of Lord Henry Ford and so
connected with the Renault and Citroën companies--" He
thought he had better stop here. However the sincerity of his
voice had begun to affect the officer, so he continued: "To
arrest her is just as if you arrested a great royalty of England.
It might mean--War!"

"But how about the Englishwoman?"

"I'm coming to that. She is affianced to the brother of the
Prince of Wales--the Duke of Buckingham."

"She will be an exquisite bride for him."

"Now we are prepared to give--" Dick calculated quickly, "one
thousand francs to each of the girls--and an additional thousand
to the father of the 'serious' one. Also two thousand in
addition, for you to distribute as you think best--" he shrugged
his shoulders, "--among the men who made the arrest, the
lodging-house keeper and so forth. I shall hand you the five
thousand and expect you to do the negotiating immediately. Then
they can be released on bail on some charge like disturbing the
peace, and whatever fine there is will be paid before the
magistrate tomorrow--by messenger."

Before the officer spoke Dick saw by his expression that it
would be all right. The man said hesitantly, "I have made no
entry because they have no Cartes d'Identité. I must
see--give me the money."

An hour later Dick and M. Gausse dropped the women by the
Majestic Hotel, where Lady Caroline's chauffeur slept in her
landaulet.

"Not I!" Startled, they all turned to Lady Caroline, who, now
entirely recovered, was swollen with righteousness. "The whole
thing was an outrage. By no means did I authorize you to give a
hundred dollars to those people."

Little Gausse stood beside the car, his eyes blazing
suddenly.

"You won't pay me?"

"Of course she will," said Dick.

Suddenly the abuse that Gausse had once endured as a bus boy
in London flamed up and he walked through the moonlight up to
Lady Caroline.

He whipped a string of condemnatory words about her, and as
she turned away with a frozen laugh, he took a step after her and
swiftly planted his little foot in the most celebrated of
targets. Lady Caroline, taken by surprise, flung up her hands
like a person shot as her sailor-clad form sprawled forward on
the sidewalk.

Dick's voice cut across her raging: "Mary, you quiet her down!
or you'll both be in leg-irons in ten minutes!"

On the way back to the hotel old Gausse said not a word, until
they passed the Juan-les-Pins Casino, still sobbing and coughing
with jazz; then he sighed forth:

"I have never seen women like this sort of women. I have known
many of the great courtesans of the world, and for them I have
much respect often, but women like these women I have never seen
before."

XI

Dick and Nicole were accustomed to go together to the barber,
and have haircuts and shampoos in adjoining rooms. From Dick's
side Nicole could hear the snip of shears, the count of changes,
the Voilàs and Pardons. The day after his return they went
down to be shorn and washed in the perfumed breeze of the
fans.

In front of the Carleton Hotel, its windows as stubbornly
blank to the summer as so many cellar doors, a car passed them
and Tommy Barban was in it. Nicole's momentary glimpse of his
expression, taciturn and thoughtful and, in the second of seeing
her, wide-eyed and alert, disturbed her. She wanted to be going
where he was going. The hour with the hair-dresser seemed one of
the wasteful intervals that composed her life, another little
prison. The coiffeuse in her white uniform, faintly sweating
lip-rouge and cologne reminded her of many nurses.

In the next room Dick dozed under an apron and a lather of
soap. The mirror in front of Nicole reflected the passage between
the men's side and the women's, and Nicole started up at the
sight of Tommy entering and wheeling sharply into the men's shop.
She knew with a flush of joy that there was going to be some sort
of showdown.

She heard fragments of its beginning.

"Hello, I want to see you."

". . . serious."

". . . serious."

". . . perfectly agreeable."

In a minute Dick came into Nicole's booth, his expression
emerging annoyed from behind the towel of his hastily rinsed
face.

"Your friend has worked himself up into a state. He wants to
see us together, so I agreed to have it over with. Come
along!"

"But my hair--it's half cut."

"Nevermind--come along!"

Resentfully she had the staring coiffeuse remove the
towels.

Feeling messy and unadorned she followed Dick from the hotel.
Outside Tommy bent over her hand.

"We'll go to the Café des Alliées," said
Dick.

"Wherever we can be alone," Tommy agreed.

Under the arching trees, central in summer, Dick asked: "Will
you take anything, Nicole?"

"A citron pressé."

"For me a demi," said Tommy.

"The Blackenwite with siphon," said Dick.

"Il n'y a plus de Blackenwite. Nous n'avons que le Johnny
Walkair."

"Ca va."

"She's--not--wired for sound
but on the quiet
you ought to try it--"

"Your wife does not love you," said Tommy suddenly. "She loves
me."

The two men regarded each other with a curious impotence of
expression. There can be little communication between men in that
position, for their relation is indirect, and consists of how
much each of them has possessed or will possess of the woman in
question, so that their emotions pass through her divided self as
through a bad telephone connection.

"Wait a minute," Dick said. "Donnez moi du gin et du
siphon."

"Bien, Monsieur."

"All right, go on, Tommy."

"It's very plain to me that your marriage to Nicole has run
its course. She is through. I've waited five years for that to be
so."

"What does Nicole say?"

They both looked at her.

"I've gotten very fond of Tommy, Dick."

He nodded.

"You don't care for me any more," she continued. "It's all
just habit. Things were never the same after Rosemary."

Unattracted to this angle, Tommy broke in sharply with:

"You don't understand Nicole. You treat her always like a
patient because she was once sick."

They were suddenly interrupted by an insistent American, of
sinister aspect, vending copies of The Herald and of
The Times fresh from New York.

"Got everything here, Buddies," he announced. "Been here
long?"

"Cessez cela! Allez Ouste!" Tommy cried and then to Dick, "Now
no woman would stand such--"

"Buddies," interrupted the American again. "You think I'm
wasting my time--but lots of others don't." He brought a gray
clipping from his purse--and Dick recognized it as he saw it. It
cartooned millions of Americans pouring from liners with bags of
gold. "You think I'm not going to get part of that? Well, I am.
I'm just over from Nice for the Tour de France."

As Tommy got him off with a fierce "allez-vous-en," Dick
identified him as the man who had once hailed him in the Rue de
Saints Anges, five years before.

"When does the Tour de France get here?" he called after
him.

"Any minute now, Buddy."

He departed at last with a cheery wave and Tommy returned to
Dick.

"Elle doit avoir plus avec moi qu'avec vous."

"Speak English! What do you mean 'doit avoir'?"

"'Doit avoir?' Would have more happiness with me."

"You'd be new to each other. But Nicole and I have had much
happiness together, Tommy."

"L'amour de famille," Tommy said, scoffing.

"If you and Nicole married won't that be 'l'amour de
famille'?" The increasing commotion made him break off; presently
it came to a serpentine head on the promenade and a group,
presently a crowd, of people sprung from hidden siestas, lined
the curbstone.

Boys sprinted past on bicycles, automobiles jammed with
elaborate betasselled sportsmen slid up the street, high horns
tooted to announce the approach of the race, and unsuspected
cooks in undershirts appeared at restaurant doors as around a
bend a procession came into sight. First was a lone cyclist in a
red jersey, toiling intent and confident out of the westering
sun, passing to the melody of a high chattering cheer. Then three
together in a harlequinade of faded color, legs caked yellow with
dust and sweat, faces expressionless, eyes heavy and endlessly
tired.

A troupe of fifty more swarmed after the first bicycle racers,
strung out over two hundred yards; a few were smiling and
self-conscious, a few obviously exhausted, most of them
indifferent and weary. A retinue of small boys passed, a few
defiant stragglers, a light truck carried the dupes of accident
and defeat. They were back at the table. Nicole wanted Dick to
take the initiative, but he seemed content to sit with his face
half-shaved matching her hair half-washed.

"Isn't it true you're not happy with me any more?" Nicole
continued. "Without me you could get to your work again--you
could work better if you didn't worry about me."

Tommy moved impatiently.

"That is so useless. Nicole and I love each other, that's all
there is to it."

"Well, then," said the Doctor, "since it's all settled,
suppose we go back to the barber shop."

Tommy wanted a row: "There are several points--"

"Nicole and I will talk things over," said Dick equitably.
"Don't worry--I agree in principal, and Nicole and I understand
each other. There's less chance of unpleasantness if we avoid a
three-cornered discussion."

Unwillingly acknowledging Dick's logic, Tommy was moved by an
irresistible racial tendency to chisel for an advantage.

"Let it be understood that from this moment," he said, "I
stand in the position of Nicole's protector until details can be
arranged. And I shall hold you strictly accountable for any abuse
of the fact that you continue to inhabit the same house."

"I never did go in for making love to dry loins," said
Dick.

He nodded, and walked off toward the hotel with Nicole's
whitest eyes following him.

"He was fair enough," Tommy conceded. "Darling, will we be
together to-night?"

"I suppose so."

So it had happened--and with a minimum of drama; Nicole felt
outguessed, realizing that from the episode of the camphor-rub,
Dick had anticipated everything. But also she felt happy and
excited, and the odd little wish that she could tell Dick all
about it faded quickly. But her eyes followed his figure until it
became a dot and mingled with the other dots in the summer
crowd.

XII

The day before Doctor Diver left the Riviera he spent all his
time with his children. He was not young any more with a lot of
nice thoughts and dreams to have about himself, so he wanted to
remember them well. The children had been told that this winter
they would be with their aunt in London and that soon they were
going to come and see him in America. Fräulein was not to be
discharged without his consent.

He was glad he had given so much to the little girl--about the
boy he was more uncertain--always he had been uneasy about what
he had to give to the ever-climbing, ever-clinging,
breast-searching young. But, when he said good-by to them, he
wanted to lift their beautiful heads off their necks and hold
them close for hours.

He embraced the old gardener who had made the first garden at
Villa Diana six years ago; he kissed the Provençal girl
who helped with the children. She had been with them for almost a
decade and she fell on her knees and cried until Dick jerked her
to her feet and gave her three hundred francs. Nicole was
sleeping late, as had been agreed upon--he left a note for her,
and one for Baby Warren who was just back from Sardinia and
staying at the house. Dick took a big drink from a bottle of
brandy three feet high, holding ten quarts, that some one had
presented them with.

Then he decided to leave his bags by the station in Cannes and
take a last look at Gausse's Beach.

The beach was peopled with only an advance guard of children
when Nicole and her sister arrived that morning. A white sun,
chivied of outline by a white sky, boomed over a windless day.
Waiters were putting extra ice into the bar; an American
photographer from the A. and P. worked with his equipment in a
precarious shade and looked up quickly at every footfall
descending the stone steps. At the hotel his prospective subjects
slept late in darkened rooms upon their recent opiate of
dawn.

When Nicole started out on the beach she saw Dick, not dressed
for swimming, sitting on a rock above. She shrank back in the
shadow of her dressing-tent. In a minute Baby joined her,
saying:

"Dick's still there."

"I saw him."

"I think he might have the delicacy to go."

"This is his place--in a way, he discovered it. Old Gausse
always says he owes everything to Dick."

Baby looked calmly at her sister.

"We should have let him confine himself to his bicycle
excursions," she remarked. "When people are taken out of their
depths they lose their heads, no matter how charming a bluff they
put up."

"Dick was a good husband to me for six years," Nicole said.
"All that time I never suffered a minute's pain because of him,
and he always did his best never to let anything hurt me."

Baby's lower jaw projected slightly as she said:

"That's what he was educated for."

The sisters sat in silence; Nicole wondering in a tired way
about things; Baby considering whether or not to marry the latest
candidate for her hand and money, an authenticated Hapsburg. She
was not quite thinking about it. Her affairs had long
shared such a sameness, that, as she dried out, they were more
important for their conversational value than for themselves. Her
emotions had their truest existence in the telling of them.

"Is he gone?" Nicole asked after a while. "I think his train
leaves at noon."

Baby looked.

"No. He's moved up higher on the terrace and he's talking to
some women. Anyhow there are so many people now that he doesn't
have to see us."

He had seen them though, as they left their pavilion, and he
followed them with his eyes until they disappeared again. He sat
with Mary Minghetti, drinking anisette.

"You were like you used to be the night you helped us," she
was saying, "except at the end, when you were horrid about
Caroline. Why aren't you nice like that always? You can be."

It seemed fantastic to Dick to be in a position where Mary
North could tell him about things.

"Your friends still like you, Dick. But you say awful things
to people when you've been drinking. I've spent most of my time
defending you this summer."

"That remark is one of Doctor Eliot's classics."

"It's true. Nobody cares whether you drink or not--" She
hesitated, "even when Abe drank hardest, he never offended people
like you do."

"You're all so dull," he said.

"But we're all there is!" cried Mary. "If you don't like nice
people, try the ones who aren't nice, and see how you like that!
All people want is to have a good time and if you make them
unhappy you cut yourself off from nourishment."

"Have I been nourished?" he asked.

Mary was having a good time, though she did not know it, as
she had sat down with him only out of fear. Again she refused a
drink and said: "Self-indulgence is back of it. Of course, after
Abe you can imagine how I feel about it--since I watched the
progress of a good man toward alcoholism--"

Down the steps tripped Lady Caroline Sibly-Biers with blithe
theatricality.

Dick felt fine--he was already well in advance of the day;
arrived at where a man should be at the end of a good dinner, yet
he showed only a fine, considered, restrained interest in Mary.
His eyes, for the moment clear as a child's, asked her sympathy
and stealing over him he felt the old necessity of convincing her
that he was the last man in the world and she was the last
woman.

. . . Then he would not have to look at those two other
figures, a man and a woman, black and white and metallic against
the sky. . . .

"You once liked me, didn't you?" he asked.

"Liked you--I loved you. Everybody loved you.
You could've had anybody you wanted for the asking--"

"There has always been something between you and me."

She bit eagerly. "Has there, Dick?"

"Always--I knew your troubles and how brave you were about
them." But the old interior laughter had begun inside him and he
knew he couldn't keep it up much longer.

"I always thought you knew a lot," Mary said enthusiastically.
"More about me than any one has ever known. Perhaps that's why I
was so afraid of you when we didn't get along so well."

His glance fell soft and kind upon hers, suggesting an emotion
underneath; their glances married suddenly, bedded, strained
together. Then, as the laughter inside of him became so loud that
it seemed as if Mary must hear it, Dick switched off the light
and they were back in the Riviera sun.

"I must go," he said. As he stood up he swayed a little; he
did not feel well any more--his blood raced slow. He raised his
right hand and with a papal cross he blessed the beach from the
high terrace. Faces turned upward from several umbrellas.

"I'm going to him." Nicole got to her knees.

"No, you're not," said Tommy, pulling her down firmly. "Let
well enough alone."

XIII

Nicole kept in touch with Dick after her new marriage; there
were letters on business matters, and about the children. When
she said, as she often did, "I loved Dick and I'll never forget
him," Tommy answered, "Of course not--why should you?"

Dick opened an office in Buffalo, but evidently without
success. Nicole did not find what the trouble was, but she heard
a few months later that he was in a little town named Batavia,
N.Y., practising general medicine, and later that he was in
Lockport, doing the same thing. By accident she heard more about
his life there than anywhere: that he bicycled a lot, was much
admired by the ladies, and always had a big stack of papers on
his desk that were known to be an important treatise on some
medical subject, almost in process of completion. He was
considered to have fine manners and once made a good speech at a
public health meeting on the subject of drugs; but he became
entangled with a girl who worked in a grocery store, and he was
also involved in a lawsuit about some medical question; so he
left Lockport.

After that he didn't ask for the children to be sent to
America and didn't answer when Nicole wrote asking him if he
needed money. In the last letter she had from him he told her
that he was practising in Geneva, New York, and she got the
impression that he had settled down with some one to keep house
for him. She looked up Geneva in an atlas and found it was in the
heart of the Finger Lakes Section and considered a pleasant
place. Perhaps, so she liked to think, his career was biding its
time, again like Grant's in Galena; his latest note was
post-marked from Hornell, New York, which is some distance from
Geneva and a very small town; in any case he is almost certainly
in that section of the country, in one town or another.