We never know when God will deliver us from our enemies …. July 2015 I put my house on the market with plans of staying in CA … I dont know why because my assignment was over … I try to always remember to ask God to open or close doors as I much decisions … So I did and He closed the door on every house I thought I wanted.

I was talking to my grandson that’s in college and I had an overwhelmed need to be close to him … So my journey began … I immediately text my broker and said I’m moving to Florida … The I went to the computer to find a house / broker … The only person that answered her phone became my broker and friend !! The following weekend I was in Florida looking for houses … Oh by the way … I had no money … bad credit … insurmountable debt … and and and !!! I was on my way with a prequalification letter in hand !!

Let me explain how I got that prequal letter … I called my bank because I wasn’t approved and explained my situation … which was that I owned a home … sick … forced into early retired … and and and … He told me that he would bring my application to a special meeting they have to push people through financing if the requirements were met … That meeting took place Friday before my trip … Yes you got it … they approved me with a 3% interest rate !!!

The fourth house in I knew it was the home God had for me … The owners didn’t know we were coming because their broker never got in touch with them !! As I took off on my own going from room to room, outside etc etc etc … I walked back into the house and said “I Love God, I Love God, I Love God … the wife a believer knew they found their buyer !!! Three weeks later I was in my new house … leaving all the stressors from my CA assignment there !!!

I give GOD all the praise and glory because no one can do us like Jesus … I paid off my debt and is living comfortable … I still have issues to work out from my unresolved past and other attacks the enemy tries to use against me … I’m staying firm in the Word of God and fighting head to head … I will not give into the thoughts from the enemy AMEN !!! God wants me living the abundant life with health and having all my needs met !!!

“Before I lay my head to rest tonight, I have something on my heart that must be said! I just spent the evening discussing life lessons of love with my oldest son, James! In doing so, I’ve been lead to think of the beauty of our relationship and the blessing that has been placed before me in having the opportunity to mother this child. Now that I’m grown and in my own walk of life, I have grown to appreciate (even more) the blessing that I had in having a mother outside of my birth mother to love and guide me as well. I’ve grown to understand more of the struggle that you take on in attempting to mother a child who was not born of your own, yet you love as so. As a child, I thought it disrespectful to call another woman “mom”…not because I was taught so by my mother… I was simply in love with her for all of the right reasons.

I’ve always been grateful for my expansive family, but now that I’m a woman and mother in my own right, I’ve obtained a deeper level of respect for women who extend their hearts to children who grow from under them, albeit biological or not. I’ve been blessed to have a son who has a mother of his own who also loves my children as her own without caution or false pretense. I’m appreciative all the way around. To love a child that not only looks like the man that you love combined with a woman that he once shared a time with is an awe inspiring feat and I feel as if I’ve climbed Mount Olympus, cause he doesn’t have to doubt my love for him and I don’t have any qualms with regard to loving him unconditionally. With that being said, I’d like to say that I love and appreciate you for the mother that you’ve been to me, Rosalee’s Daughter! I can’t thank you enough for loving me, raising me, fighting with me and fighting for me! In case you didn’t know, I hope that you do! It’s ironic that I came into his life about the same time that you came into mine! I pray that he still feels my love in his grown life (as I do for all of my kids) in the same way that I feel yours for me! Most importantly… THANK YOU!!! With all that being said, I simply wanted to take a moment to honor you for being a mother to me, through good times and bad! I love you!

Psalm 30:2 LORD my God, I called to you for help, and you healed me. (NIV)

Psalm 41:3 The LORD sustains them on their sickbed and restores them from their bed of illness. (NIV)

Psalm 147:3 He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. (NIV)

Isaiah 53:5 But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed. (NIV)

Isaiah 58:8 Then your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly appear; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of the LORD will be your rear guard. (NIV)

Jeremiah 17:14 Heal me, LORD, and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for you are the one I praise. (NIV)

Hosea 14:4 I will heal their waywardness and love them freely, for my anger has turned away from them. (NIV)

Malachi 4:2 But for you who revere my name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its rays. And you will go out and frolic like well-fed calves. (NIV)

Matthew 8:8 The centurion replied, “Lord, I do not deserve to have you come under my roof. But just say the word, and my servant will be healed.” (NIV)

Matthew 8:16 When evening came, many who were demon-possessed were brought to him, and he drove out the spirits with a word and healed all the sick. (NIV)

Matthew 9:35 Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness. (NIV)

Matthew 19:2 Large crowds followed him, and he healed them there. (NIV)

Mark 5:34 He said to her, “Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace and be freed from your suffering.” (NIV)

Luke 8:50 Hearing this, Jesus said to Jairus, “Don’t be afraid; just believe, and she will be healed.” (NIV)

Luke 9:11 … but the crowds learned about it and followed him. He welcomed them and spoke to them about the kingdom of God, and healed those who needed healing. (NIV)

Luke 5:17 One day Jesus was teaching, and Pharisees and teachers of the law were sitting there. They had come from every village of Galilee and from Judea and Jerusalem. And the power of the Lord was with Jesus to heal the sick. (NIV)

I just bookmarked a bunch of utube’s on how to strengthen my hands and arms …… This is what I want ….. not pills that will make me sleep half the day !!!!!!!!I stopped by CVS yesterday to discuss these new meds with the pharmacist …..

He told me one of them will having me sleeping all day ……

The other has a side effect of difficulty breathing ….. he said would def. be a problem because the medication goes straight to the lungs …..

He recommend that I say “NO” to presciptions” or ask for a time released medication that has difficulty breathing as a side effect !!! He said less of the medication is released ….

I say let me set up my utube account and exercise my hands and arms !!