Sometimes I really hate my ovaries

So from about January-March of this year I had been on birth control. Just a low dose birth control. My prescription runs out so I go to my gyno and she suggests Provera 10mg for 3 months because my periods are sometimes really far apart and my wedding was coming up too so I wanted to delay my period…I ended up getting my “period” (aka:left over birth control period) over my wedding day. Not a big deal, but it was annoying.

So I went on Provera which was 21 days but I ended up getting my period a week before the Provera ended, both times! April & May I had my period a week or so before my 21 days of Provera ended. I said screw it! I’ve been on SO many different types of pills that my body obviously does not want to work with the hormones I’m getting. I was sooo excited to try the Provera because I had previously exclusivley TTC and nothing happened so I was a little bit worried I wasn’t ovulating because my periods sometimes were 40 days apart.

Now I’m just letting my body do what it wants to do but I am 1 day late. So I start my period early whenever I’m on a pill to regulate my cycle and now that I’m not, my period just isn’t gonna show up! My gyno will probably be annoyed that I quit my Provera haha. I have an appointment in early July and I think we’re gonna do an ultrasound to take a peek at my ovaries.

I just want to be “normal”. I want a normal 28-30 day cycle and ovulate half way in between.