Just me..Alone:You know what I think my real problem is? I don't have anyone to talk to. Not anymore. I mean I do, but not about some things, not to some people. I just want someone to understand that I'm not as fucking shallow as I act. I am hiding myself, and I feel that if I hide any longer, I may die. God, I sound so damn stupid, I just can't really explain myself anymore. It's like the perfect black and white lines are gone, and I am living in the gray. I don't care much, I just wish I had someone here to be alone with. The plain out truth: I want a damn girlfriend.

More About Me:I am in Drama at my school and I'm working on getting into the afterschool drama group. I'm going to join the photograhy club at my school too. I am pretty artistic, mainly through poetry and drama and such. My style is between artsy and preppy, but it's changing...like I am. I play electric guitar, flute, and clarinet. I want to start a band, but with a guy main singer.

Quotes:"Sometimes the happiest people are the best actors""Never say anything that will not improve on silence.""Religion is binding, but without it we are lost. Do we chose tradition with no choice, or freedom without a plan?"

Shoutouts:Emily, we have so many differences and opinions and beliefs, but we're still as close as ever even though we don't get to talk much anymore. I love you.Katie, I love you to death, and umm if you ever want to talk, I want you to know that I'm here.

Poetry Info:I have been writing poetry for about 4 years. I've been published 5+ times in the USA and Europe, and I got 2nd in the State of Georgia for my poem "Blind Eye". Andrea

F/F relationship. One shot. Two close friends, a butch lesbian and her bisexual counterpart, find themselves questioning the context of the love they have for each other. Not exploring sexuality, but rather contexts of emotions. Please read and review.

How do you deal with the aftermath of leaving someone that you love more than anything, and for no reason and with no explaination. The advisory is PG-13 because the story is about a lesbian relationship. There is no sex involved but we forewarned.