Post by X factor on Mar 21, 2015 9:39:54 GMT -5

It's like they want your money, but hate you.

I mean as soon as I walk into store I feel as if immediately targeted for being a shoplifting suspect, which makes every one become hostile towards you, as if a wild untamed bull just walked into their store.

It just wears you out after a while, even someone like me, it corrodes away at your faith in humanity and other peoples ability to distinguish good from bad.

And sadly even other black dolls, have been subconsciously socially trained like most other white dolls, to suspect you more if you're of A-doll heritage.

Every other doll is innocent until proven guilty, but when a B-male doll going into clothing store to shop, you're guilty until you don't steal anything, and even if not caught stealing, they simply think you stole something without them seeing you steal it.

This jaded social game use to didn't bother me, but as I get older it really does now, as the older you get, more you prove yourself, it's natural to want more given or earned respect.

You could be a millionaire, it don't matter, cause as soon as you walk into front doors of department store they all just assume you're an escaped felon looking for some free clothing to go sell back in the hood.