equal protection under the law - Peacepink2019-09-15T10:07:31Zhttps://peacepink.ning.com/forum/topics/equal-protection-under-the-law?feed=yes&xn_auth=noThey were much much closer th…tag:peacepink.ning.com,2013-04-17:2351430:Comment:3926222013-04-17T17:27:53.941Zben dempshttps://peacepink.ning.com/profile/bendemps
They were much much closer than harp.<br />
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Peace :)
They were much much closer than harp.<br />
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Peace :)
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<h3 class="r"><a href="http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/haarp/esp_haarp_16.htm" target="_blank">The Unauthorized History Of HAARP???</a></h3> Between the age of
5 and 7 on…tag:peacepink.ning.com,2013-04-17:2351430:Comment:3926012013-04-17T09:40:53.618Zben dempshttps://peacepink.ning.com/profile/bendemps
Between the age of<br />
5 and 7 on at least three occasions I can recall when a family member took me with them to visit another extended family we reached the corner of nesbit grove then I felt the adult family member feel around my wrist wrapping their hand around it. I was lifted off my feet by my wrist which left my body weight on my arm and shoulder. I was kept hanging from my own arm with the toes of my shoes bouncing off the paving slabs until we reached the 28 bus stop on belchars lane just…
Between the age of<br />
5 and 7 on at least three occasions I can recall when a family member took me with them to visit another extended family we reached the corner of nesbit grove then I felt the adult family member feel around my wrist wrapping their hand around it. I was lifted off my feet by my wrist which left my body weight on my arm and shoulder. I was kept hanging from my own arm with the toes of my shoes bouncing off the paving slabs until we reached the 28 bus stop on belchars lane just passed the railway bridge. With my adult insight I now believe the adult in charge of me was going out to the home of other family members against the wishes of the freaks who decided to punish them by causing me great physical pain. Chanath they knew how intense…tag:peacepink.ning.com,2013-04-16:2351430:Comment:3921422013-04-16T07:42:37.196Zben dempshttps://peacepink.ning.com/profile/bendemps
Chanath they knew how intensely I hated being in such close proximity to other family members. They knew that's why I had stopped eating off the plates,using the cutlery, hated touching anything my family had used, I became so emotionally intense at a very early age which reflected in an intense aversion to touch,to make any physical contact with anything they used. This was why they began imposing that physical perception of touching me. They are the only people I could hate more than anyone…
Chanath they knew how intensely I hated being in such close proximity to other family members. They knew that's why I had stopped eating off the plates,using the cutlery, hated touching anything my family had used, I became so emotionally intense at a very early age which reflected in an intense aversion to touch,to make any physical contact with anything they used. This was why they began imposing that physical perception of touching me. They are the only people I could hate more than anyone else' it had become a fixation or chronic crippling phobia. It got to the point of compulsive obsessive disorder. I had no means to prevent them forcing themselves on me. This was sadistic and demonstrated psychopathic behaviour on their part. Carrin I certainly hope we ca…tag:peacepink.ning.com,2013-04-16:2351430:Comment:3922142013-04-16T07:21:26.858Zben dempshttps://peacepink.ning.com/profile/bendemps
Carrin I certainly hope we can make a life as a physical community somewhere in a cheap european country. My personal choice would be to show how we feel by walking. Going where we can at least live well because our money goes so much further.
Carrin I certainly hope we can make a life as a physical community somewhere in a cheap european country. My personal choice would be to show how we feel by walking. Going where we can at least live well because our money goes so much further. My belief is that that impres…tag:peacepink.ning.com,2013-04-16:2351430:Comment:3922122013-04-16T06:16:04.404ZChanathhttps://peacepink.ning.com/profile/Chanath
<p style="text-align: left;">My belief is that that impression is: or a lived sensation reproduced electronically, or something as simple as oversensitization which makes touching one's own skin feel different (thus the eventual impression, especially if it is suggested, that it is someone else touching you), ie nothing more all in all than yourself or your past sensations, nothing alien here. Which I find quite conforting, personally</p>
<p style="text-align: left;">My belief is that that impression is: or a lived sensation reproduced electronically, or something as simple as oversensitization which makes touching one's own skin feel different (thus the eventual impression, especially if it is suggested, that it is someone else touching you), ie nothing more all in all than yourself or your past sensations, nothing alien here. Which I find quite conforting, personally</p> At 12 when my body sexually m…tag:peacepink.ning.com,2013-04-16:2351430:Comment:3922112013-04-16T06:06:02.309Zben dempshttps://peacepink.ning.com/profile/bendemps
At 12 when my body sexually martured I would find memories of females I found attractive were distorted so I could not picture them in my mind.<br />
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While in my early 20,s I experienced a new form of abuse where they were taking full control of my hands as if they could impose a sense where as I stood or sat in the bathroom it felt as if they were holding my penis as I urinated or cleaned myself.
At 12 when my body sexually martured I would find memories of females I found attractive were distorted so I could not picture them in my mind.<br />
<br />
While in my early 20,s I experienced a new form of abuse where they were taking full control of my hands as if they could impose a sense where as I stood or sat in the bathroom it felt as if they were holding my penis as I urinated or cleaned myself. Goodmorning Chanath
The frea…tag:peacepink.ning.com,2013-04-16:2351430:Comment:3923032013-04-16T05:49:26.684Zben dempshttps://peacepink.ning.com/profile/bendemps
Goodmorning Chanath<br />
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The freaks forced us apart early on in my life,time has moved on and in the last year I too have moved on. The people who matter are the people in the same situation who feel the same way.
Goodmorning Chanath<br />
<br />
The freaks forced us apart early on in my life,time has moved on and in the last year I too have moved on. The people who matter are the people in the same situation who feel the same way. It's certainly a tough story…tag:peacepink.ning.com,2013-04-16:2351430:Comment:3922972013-04-16T01:47:12.495ZChanathhttps://peacepink.ning.com/profile/Chanath
<p style="text-align: left;">It's certainly a tough story to hear from you, ben demps. Well, you survived, and how is your family?</p>
<p style="text-align: left;">It's certainly a tough story to hear from you, ben demps. Well, you survived, and how is your family?</p> By the time I was five I had…tag:peacepink.ning.com,2013-04-16:2351430:Comment:3921262013-04-16T00:36:37.831Zben dempshttps://peacepink.ning.com/profile/bendemps
By the time I was five I had stopped talking to the family to the degree my mother thought I was deaf. My bro and sisters knew I was not deaf because I replied in a low muttering hateful contemptous manner. When I was brought for an hearing test the people who undertook it were apparantely controlled and tolod me I was about to be given tetanus. They had gone from being smiling friendly people to blank expressionless faces where sharp rebukes. Displays of temper,anger was not far away. After…
By the time I was five I had stopped talking to the family to the degree my mother thought I was deaf. My bro and sisters knew I was not deaf because I replied in a low muttering hateful contemptous manner. When I was brought for an hearing test the people who undertook it were apparantely controlled and tolod me I was about to be given tetanus. They had gone from being smiling friendly people to blank expressionless faces where sharp rebukes. Displays of temper,anger was not far away. After placing the headphones on one threw one or more switches and a high pitched tone was forced through my ears I took the headphones off quickly putting my hands on my ears. I had a high pitched tone in both ears which is how it stayed for almost a year. It occurred very frequently over my childhood on and off right up to date and in fact right now as I type.