You lie in bed awake at night
But eyes are tightly shut
Wishing that it was a dream
But not with your damn luck
The harsh motions run through your head
Like daggers to the heart
Tears are staining your flushed cheeks
As time just falls apart
November 6th was that party
That you just had to go to
You quickly got there, looking cute
Excited with your crew
The music loud and air was smokey
Just like in the books
And then you saw him, standing there
With all his sexy looks
You talked a bit and giggled some
As he told you all his jokes
All the noise and loud heartbeats
Were distracting as he spoke
So you two went into his room
Where everything was quiet
Focusing on each other
Ignoring the big riot
And then he kissed you long and hard
And led you to his bed
You went along and kissed him back
"Slow Down" you quietly said
But he acted like he heard nothing
And pushing down some more
You fell down quickly on the sheets
Noticing he locked the door
Then he was on top of you
His muscles tightening up
You couldn't move, he was to strong
You knew that you were stuck
And then again you yelled Slow down
So maybe he would stop
But like before it was ignored
'Please no' is what you thought
One by one the clothes came off
You tried to get away
He pushed you down, hand on your mouth
To make sure that you stayed
You closed your eyes as tears came down
The night slowly went on
This nightmare of yours would not stop
You wanted to be gone
And then he got up and got dressed
The dirty deed was done
You couldn't move so you just stayed
As he said that he had fun
2 a.m. you stumbled in
All safe and warm at home
You walked upstairs into your room
And fell on sheets alone
You lie in bed awake at night
But eyes are tightly shut
Wishing that it was a dream
But not with your damn luck

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