Sunday, May 24, 2009

i'm angry,like totally.never in a day have i been angry at so many people at a time,well not this year at least.i'm angry at three people: myself,that someone,and that another someone.

myself: for not focusing on the priorities again.that someone: for not appreciating me for being there,not that i need it.i dun give a damn anymore.u'll value things once they're gone,so be it.that other someone: for ignoring me.so much for keeping in touch huh?now i can feel my respect for u is dimming pretty fast.quick,save it for the shows!

we can all be fickle-minded sometimes.i mean face it,this is the age of confusion and decisions,so don't blame me! so here's another funny thing.

here's how i contradicted myself when..

i said i hated drums while i actually love them.

i said i hated habbo while i love them.

i said i hated webcams while i love them.

and of course,said i got over him while i haven't.drummerboy loves gigs,so do i.hence,i txted him asking whether he wants to come along.at first no,but this morning,he said probably yes.miow~ can't believe i actually smiled when i talked to him.and the smile remained even after he was gone for several minutes.i'm really fickle-minded people,that's just me.i thought i got over him months ago,but hell..it's a lie.he doesnt really have to know that i'm into him though,although sometimes it seemed a little too obvious that it is so.drums,spending hours on habbo till the break of dawn and webcam sessions on yahoo messenger,need i say more?frankly,he's not my type,really.but there's something that made me wait for him for 2yrs.it makes me wonder what..

In No TimeIm barely out of my mindIt’s gonna turn bluethis feeling’s made me blindand overdueI’ve said my silly goodbyesI even lost youIt only signalled liescan i please undoTryto make youCryand still ISighbecause Idont wanna push you

I fear the glow in youhave lit my shade awayInstead I found a suiting spaceright for my placeIm in layI need rest nowIn no timeIt’ll be mine

I speak inside of my ownsometimes i listenat times i think too muchand see much lessif craving meant i was scaredand longing isn’tthen why must i have caredfor both to mean

hey peeps! don't worry,this isnt another one of my terrible melancholic posts.here's another story i'd like to share with all of you.it's called being addicted to music.dang~ i'm so addicted to the five guys in the above picture.have u seen or heard of them?if u haven't,then check your wallets.are you even the resident of malaysia? XDthey're pretty much a renown indie band.my favourite called the estranged! their music totally rocks,and i would go extra miles just to watch them live.fierce supporter indeed! there's an upcoming gig on the 4th of june,do you guys wanna come?leave me a comment and let's connect.i really need companion so badly right now.

and ehem...can't wait...

to meet enha!! lol.sorry guys,i'm too excited that's all.

damn..i'm in love with a rockstar? haha.oh well.can't believe i'm actually skipping a school event (which is anugerah alam sekitar whtever) to attend this gig and my mom was ok with it! life gets better as i go..