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Wednesday, January 23, 2013

It is becoming increasingly clear that Satanism and their, principally Judaic adherents, along with the Gentile Goblin Armies, operating as 'submissive bottoms', is the number one enemy and operative problem impacting on us all. How they go about some of their mendacious activities is diagrammed by the perspicacious Baby Sue. Then there is the out and out declarations of correlative things and it even manages to find it's way onto the Witch Queen's TV Show so... probably something to it. We'll visit a confession from the same site; why not? Of course, the media is rife with this sort of thing; nearly all media is an aspect of the hydra headed Bitch Media (Medea?)

I could put link after link after link up and never be able to include more than a small portion of what has been illustrated, testified to, speculated on and proven as well. Of course, we don't want to turn over our focus, for any amount of real time, to this ugly remnant of a departing age. We want to walk on the sunny side of the street. We like rainbows and the promise they imply. We don't gather in the shadows, in hope of the blooming of poisonous Nightshade; metaphorically speaking.

This departing age was never a pleasant place to be, although any number of good karma lives took place in it. Overall it has been a playing field of torture and torment. Like everything, except, perhaps for Love and the attendant virtues, 'all things must pass'. These things are passing and the evidence of that is their being forced out into the daylight. Though a conscious avatar is on the way, one can also say that The Internet is an avatar. It amuses me to witness the frustrations of the evil doers, as they plot and scheme, to control or destroy it, when they are so incredibly bound to it for profit, which they are loath to let go of. They are like the monkey, who won't let go of the mango in the clay pot. This will cost the monkey his life.

The internet is laden with fruit, like some massive tree, the like of which we have never seen in Nature. Yet people refuse to avail themselves of the explanations and evidence of anything they might question the existence of. I still, frequently, hear from people wanting proof from me about certain things, having studiously avoided the provided links, which already answer their questions. Failing that, they only have to employ a search engine. Some people mystify me. Someone very close to me, now believes that there have been some truly monstrous, historical lies but... does not want to hear about them and has real trouble with resentment ...because I have brought these things to that person's attention. The truth can make people both fearful and then angry and what are you to do when you have no enduring existence outside of the truth ...and when you are compelled to tell it ...because this is your essential employment ...and no resistance or potential threat is allowed to influence you, regardless of the cost?

Someone who lives nearby me in Europe and whom I count among my closest and best friends, corroborates all that I say but it is to no avail. Here is a man of courage who has really done the research. He knows ...and I have rarely ever met anyone with an intelligence equal to his. We corresponded for a couple of years before I finally noticed the town he lived in, in his email signature; right around the corner from me. My life is filled with these non coincidences. It is an interesting contradiction that I can have examples of invisible intervention in my life ...on a continuous basis and yet still doubt (on occasion) what I will do when it decides to transition me from one state or life situation into another; human nature.

By now, we know that Satanism is an international, world-wide problem. It was a much bigger problem when we didn't know about it. Now that we know about it, it is being subjected to the collective awakening consciousness, which grows by the hour. As with all things of this nature, critical mass will be reached at some point. The most important thing to remember, is that the devil is an employee of the ruling entity ...and a mere blind, taking his position and performance, according to the times being occupied. The game is fixed but not in the same way as those who attempt to fix the game may think it is. “Everything is under control”. This phrase speaks volumes and should empower the hearts and minds of everyone who comprehends it in its essential truth.

One of the things most people don't get and they don't get it even when it is explained to them... is that they are like they are and how they are for a reason. The level of their ignorance is there for a reason, as is the relative luminosity of their intelligence. Every specific, no matter how micro or macroscopic, is an expression of precision and intentional design. Everything is perfect, except for our perception of it and that approaches perfection ...to the degree of our reliance upon the consciousness that is the author of the conditions we interpret ...according to personal disposition. Once that has merged with the universal initiator, you're home free or... in your free home. Outside of that, all states are a state of bondage to some degree. We're all in the same boat, we're just sitting in different locations. Given the size of the boat and the various spaces available, that can mean a vastly different level of comfort. Of course, your comfort is directly relative to the comfort and discomfort you spread in your promenade across the decks; keeping in mind, you don't have access to all levels and sections; but you could.

One of my favorite quotes is by a general, I don't remember his name offhand but he said, “Every ship of state sails on a river of darkness”. That means all sorts of things take place below the surface where laws and sausages get made. Many people dispute the degree of intelligence in the military mind. I assure you that historically, they compose some of the brightest among us. Certainly in the times of the Roman Empire, there were some examples and interesting exceptions from Marcus Aurelius to Cicero. You'll note that neither of them liked the military, though both of them were in it. I used to love reading about Rome, especially Tacitus. Some would like to say that Tacitus had an agenda. Who doesn't?

I'm a warrior but I'm not much for military engagements. I like to be more along the lines of some of the lines from one of my songs. “We are on a vast horizon, facing into the blazing sun and we have come to Armageddon, just to find the battle won”. As reckless and foolhardy as many people might imagine me to be, I never enter into a conflict or contest where I am not already sure of the outcome and that accounts for my having evaded and bypassed most of the possible injuries. In Hawaii, I saw all kinds of people with steel plates in their heads, missing eyes, messed up in all kinds of ways and even dead. Few people behaved as outrageously there as I did and there are many who will testify to that; not to mention getting lit and going into the park at night and sparring with the locals. Bud the Birdman certainly knows about it, as do quite an assortment of horrified bystanders.

What does this prove, that I was crazy? Certainly is proves that but... it also proves that one must seek out invisible protection, if one is going to be a nutjob, seeking employment as a rainbow warrior. The faith you employ in your actions is equal to the results you gain and the other side has absolute faith in you; you just have to rise to the occasion because... there are no limits. I know I mentioned before, spending almost four years in some of the worst prison hellholes and maximum security wards for the insane. The population was 90% black and I was young, slender, white and... possibly even attractive (grin). Yet, I was untouched. I think that was truly an anomaly but... I believe to the point where it is no longer believing but true and definite knowing. Of course, I do not know and never will but as to the existence of whatever it is that looks out for me... I know. It has been proven time and again, time and again, time and again.

Many people are confounded by how I can say the things I say and just keep motoring on. Might it be that the things I speak of are true and therefore protected? Nothing really negative will get anywhere near me, unless there is a need for the purpose of demonstration. I'm not saying these things to light my name up on some cosmic Broadway. I'm saying these things because they could easily be true of you and until more of you get with the program, we are going to be in this inconsistent sludge of mixed results.

I've been wailing in the wilderness for awhile but... I shouldn't be alone out here. I should be surrounded by comrades in arms; cue Dire Straits. I realize that there are some number of you at a distant remove, who are right there with me. I can feel it, you may be sure. Sooner or later, the proximity factor comes into play and we will find ourselves in the place Rumi talks about ...where we fall down and everything is music.

Someone wrote me today to say something like (paraphrasing), “visible, you're a pagan but your faith in the one is off the charts”. He had just had some events connected to me and... all I could think is, I am not a pagan. I recognize one common source for all of the external, emblematic representatives that cannot be accurately shown in any way ...that the eyes can snatch anything... approaching the reality of. Music and math try to reach this. Certainly on the one hand, Beethoven, Bach and Mozart showed the reach but still fell well short of the possibility. Spinoza, Descartes and others had a grasp of the other but all fall short. You'll note on Bud's website there is no mention of me, although we were the best of friends for almost 20 years and did all kinds of projects together. He's scared shitless of being associated with the things I say but has he realized any of the things he was after as a result of his cautions? Frankly, no.

There's something to do here with the faith of a mustard seed and that applies in physics and metaphysics both. It's literally staring all of us in the face but we just don't see because of those Samsaras. I have a lot of friends, most of them I have never seen ...but most of them don't get it and when they do, they are most often female, which directly contradicts prevailing foolish wisdom. This is not to discount certain male friends who also get it to a greater degree but, since... in these times it is about surrender and selfless love, the advantage lies with the female mind. I'll leave you to puzzle over that.

I can only say that I am with you while reading most of your posts. I can feel your words as if I were reading out aloud in my head. I have had the pleasure of meeting you personally and that proves that you are 100 percent genuine. I have met a few other people and they have gad some amazing invisible powers and friends. I have had these friends too since I woke up from my dream. The pain is all gone now the only thing I keep thinking is how I will give my all to show the Lord All mighty that I believe in him and agree with him. I myself feel that I have a very feminine mind and soul without which the recipe of my existence could not have been what I am. All though I have a beard and very macho in my actions the female side of my being always saves me from me destroying and humiliating myself completely.

I agree and I understand with about 90 percent of the things you are trying to say. The rest maybe is because of our different backgrounds, demographics and just the plain experience of the big bad world. I can only hope that God keeps you healthy and strong to continue to do whateva you are supposed to do. Which has been really a big guiding light in the madness. I pray that you are taken care of till your last breath because I know you wouldnt want any other way and because I feel and pray for the same thing but just in a different way.Love and respectAkram

Media was the name of the land the Medes occupied. Their priest class were of course the Magi, the word magic is an obvious derivative. I was watching this last night. It's thought they've found the lost Aratta Kingdom that's suspected to have preceeded both Sumer and the Indus civilisations. Along with Göbekli Tepe in modern Turkey, our understanding of archeology is being re-written. The date moves further and further back, and the beat goes on...

On your observation of women as being able to understand the ineffable at depth: Of course they can! Nature has built them as the producers of life through the physical apparatus of reception allowing incubation before release and a corresponding spititual recognition of that act.....Lincoln Smith

in the light of negativity being Tefloned off , my current reading book (an oldie by now for sure) Franz Springmeir has Alice Bailey as an illuminist p110/293 BloodLines of the Illuminati. Abe Bailey (father), Rhodes and Milner set up the Society of the Elect.Rockefellers Lucis Trust put out Alice's book Externalization Of the hierarchy (sounds like a spiritual equivalent of orwell's 1984). AB (normal?) also president of the Theosophical Society and part of Lucis Trust.of course there are good people in Rockefeller Satanic vehicles too heh?then there's the truth where you can get it thing (the aphorisms of patanjali translation).... just tuning my pipe organ, keeping the ears pricked up.Goy George baiting while I am at it The Beatles ♫I heard the Jews today, Oh Goy♫

Lord V - I have noticed recently that you are using "Satanists" and "Satanism" as your labels of choice to describe the "bad guys". I find this interesting. Why have you gone this route recently, versus your previous penchant for strictly using the "Israel" label, or the "Zionist" label? Did you encounter some information that changed your mind about all of that? If so, I would like to know what you might have encountered that made you change your labeling system. A book? Online information? Please advise. Peace.

Vis, think you will find these quotes attributed to Solon the Greek statesman: Put more trust in nobility of character than in an oath.

The man whose riches satisfy his greed Is not more rich for all those heaps and hoards Than some poor man who has enough to feed And clothe his corpse with such as God affords.

I have no use for men who steal and cheat; The fruit of evil poisons those who eat.

Some wicked men are rich, some good men poor, But I would rather trust in what's secure; Our virtue sticks with us and makes us strong, But money changes owners all day long. Solon and the warning to his countryman "If now ye suffer grievously through cowardice all your own,Cherish no wrath against the gods for this,For you yourselves increased the usurper's power by giving him a guard,And therefore are ye now in base subjection.

"For now, indecision is no longer an option, and as such, there will be some interesting encounters for you all in the very near future. For you will meet the light coming at you from the unlikeliest of angles, but you will also meet a brick wall where you once encountered seemingly wide open spaces."

Just watched Life of Pi (Trailer), and it's a great movie about an Indian embracing all religions.

"However, today's warrior - if he or she is to unravel the highest of enigmas and discover the deepest mysteries, which alone can give us that unique Sense once again-must face Time, must face Death, and thereby come upon the element in our being which survives destruction."Transcendence and the Immanence of the One by Patrizia Norelli-Bachelet

Aloha...Just realized do not even know your name friend...I always just think of a cold wet

nose...Visable. Been reading your blog for a few years. Not regularly but, when you pop up. Today

was the first time really paid attention, even though have been very impressed and amused with the

wonderful ideas and words expressed.

Thinking thoughtfully at end of post saw the music to listen too. Very nice, and heart felt. Life

of Pi was a great movie in 3D. Then watched the video of the xmas family...hmmm So, from there went

on to read all the comments...lightandlongshadows Persia Video made a trip to Google Earth

important...need to download that...Checked Mankows stuff and read about Suzy...Went on to check

out Bud the Birdman.

I have a friend in Lahaina they call the Birdman, maybe you know him or have seen him and his Bird

riding a bike down Front Street in Lahaina...Tuly understand about the jumping off the cliff and trusting to find a deep pool to swim in. Just

happens, and this is the Way. Do it all the time...Too much Mad Magazine as a kid..."What? Me

worry?" Ever since that yellow beam of light came out of my chest, barely ever worry, or fear. It's

all good is true.

On your previous post you said that was what you were doing on the next Dog Leg of your journey...I

had actually thought of you in India a few times since then and wondered what was in store.As also, am a Rainbow Warrior. Sychronicity was happening here too. The Persia Video was dated on

my birthday...today your time; tomorrow mine. And just heard the word synchronicity on the radio as

I was reading back at the exact time I looked at the word.hmmm Speeding up, and getting so good!

I have a blog and recently since putting a translator up lots of hits from India...Antiphospholipid

and Pesticide Effects Blog http://fightforyourhealth.blogspot.com just paint it blue and move it into

you address bar...(grin) that is cute. So anyway V am just an Ant and want you to know I am one of

your friends out there in the rainbow portal of the Universes energy.

Mahalo e'o Aloha o'ka Aina

PS I think my settings are not set to move the blue highlighted area w/cursor so got to copy and

paste. PSSS did you choose the words for me to show I am human, cause so bizarre asking me to write Suckpro (copy and paste that too) Will switch to another word and see what happens. FB used to have a bunch of very strange words too, and almost every post I made had to go through some security. Wierd is all I say about that stuff, although I did save on a special note all the strange words from FB. Just wierd.

Les, I've been reading you off and on for a few years and conclude you're a phony, you string words together picked up from various schools of thought while understanding none of them. I hope that whoever you work for crashes and burns.

Visible is a hero plain and simple in an age when the bold are so afraid of the dark heart enveloping us that they stay sequestered in their caves hoping that after the shit hits the fan they will be able scramble out into the light of the new day and pretend they were part of the new deal all along, but it's not going to shake out like fellows. The cowards will be just as coward in the new deal as they were in the old deal. No one will forget who stood up to the crap and who just pretended to.

Had there been no Visible reality would have conjured one anyway. In fact, that is what has happened. There wasn't any "choice" about it. Visible was coughed up out of the maw of the universe as naturally as a hydrogen burp. Some of you talk as though Visible is taking risks. You don't seem to understand that by far the greater risk to him would have been to remain silent. If you don't get that you don't get much.

Anyone know anything about sadaputa dasa or Richard Thompson and his Vedic teachings,,I find I have to keep going back and looking at this information,,,It would be good to here what other people say,,,

7.38 you know what,,,Visibles is like Aristotle and the gladiator all rolled into one,,,,with elements of Robin Hood and various other true heroes,,who just seem to turn up,,,and give their everythingFor us,,

whilst everyone was out shopping,,buying bits of junk to make themselves look prettierVisibles was out their in the battlefield Eliminating illusion and dealing with tyrannical evilThen back here to tell us all about it,,,,,

He could easily be called general visibles,

Come on people stop wandering around the shops,it's boring,,,Stand with visibles,,,,, Lets get the job done

Sadaputa Dasa had all the academic titles, bells and whistles to lead in both worlds. To render him scary to the academic herd. You know, the honest man. The scariest thing in heaven or on earth!

One book of his stands out as being unique among all his work. His seemingly off topic "Alien Identities." Vedic insight into the alien phenomenon as relates to affairs of the the human race, among others.

Sadaputa Dasa is a genius, a fine person, a devotee.Very dear to us all.

I have now forgiven all monetary debts held by all citizens (non-corporations) on the planet. They owe the bankers nothing. They owe their creditors nothing. All slates have been wiped clean. Food and service prices have now been slashed by 90% and will remain at that level in perpetuity. Anyone charging more for any item or service thereby slashed, shall be sentenced to life in prison. All money will be loaned at zero interest. All health care will be free and paid for by the income taxes paid by the individual, which will likewise be slashed by the aforementioned 90%. There you go. I solved the financial crisis. See how easy it is.

There is an honored tradition in Vedic scholarship that interprets events of the Vedas, Puranas, and Epics in astronomical terms instead of historical terms. The astronomical intepretation holds that the Gods are primarily celestials, not terrestrials. The question of whether the Saraswati River was celestial or terrestrial is one such disagreement of interpretation.

In his book "The Holy Science" (1894), Sri Yukteswar says that a Chatur-Yuga cycle (Satya-Treta-Dwapara-Kali) is 12,000 years long, corresponding to a half-term of the Precession of the Equinoxes. Sri Yukteswar did not invent the 12,000 year Chatur-Yuga cycle; in the Mahabharata, Sanjaya states that a Chatur-Yuga cycle is 10,000 years long, and in the Vana Parva of the Mahabharata, sage Markandeya states that a Chatur-Yuga cycle is 12,000 years long.

"This [Sanjaya's] definition is in line with the Chatur-Yuga definition containing 10000 years. However later redactors of Mahabharata had introduced one corruption into Sanjaya's definition by misinterpreting the duration of Yugas as the duration of the age of people living in each Yuga! This misinterpretation probably arose during the period of astronomer Aryabhata (2640 BC or 600 AD) who gave larger lengths for each Yuga of the order of 100,000 years. Aryabhata's Yuga definition was based on rare planetary alignments that occurred in once 100,000 or more years. Hence the large Yuga lengths. After him, people accepted that as the definition of Yuga. They then forgot about the older Yuga definition and interpreted Sanjaya's original 10,000 year Chatur-Yuga as an error. They then wrongly modified the verses to mean that in Krita age people lived 4000 yeara, in Treta 3000 years, in Dwapara 2000 years and in Kali 1000 years. Since Kali age was considered by these redactors as the current age and since they cannot prove that people are living for 1000 years in their age, they made a final modification:- In Kali, however, there is no fixed limit of life's measure." - Jijith Nadumuri, http://ancientvoice.wikidot.com/article:yugas-part2

Since the time-span of a Chatur-Yuga was 10,000 or 12,000 years according to Sanjaya and Markandaya in the Mahabharata, many events described in the Vedas, Puranas, and Epics may have occured within the 12,000 year Chatur-Yuga cycle, instead of the much longer Maha-Yuga cycle of many millions and billions of years.

Opposition to the theory of Evolution among some Hindus stems in part from their belief in the extreme antiquity of the human race, based on a 'fundamentalist' interpretation of the Vedic and Puranic texts. This fundamentalist Hindu opposition to Evolution is comparable to the fundamentalist Christian opposition to Evolution.The fundamentalist interpretation of the Vedic and Puranic texts is not the only way, nor the best way, to interpret the Vedic and Puranic texts. A rational interpretation that accepts both science and spirituality is the best way. We cannot claim to have a 'science of spirituality' unless we are willing to be scientific in our outlook. I think that the Evolution of species might be the result of aggregate karmas and reincarnation. In the Bhagavad Gita, Krishna said "I am Nature." I take that to mean that Nature and Nature's immutable Laws are Divine.

I just watched http://pennyforyourthoughts2.blogspot.com/2013/01/supernatural-magic-and-spelling-as-mind.html.

Thank you. It explains WHY I go around telling people "You can't eat money" and "You can't eat gold". It explains WHY I am repelled from advertising and WHY I'm uncomfortable signing things I'm forced to in order to "survive in this system".

I go by how I feel and I'm not good at identifying the whys and wherefores, but you have helped immensely

Uploaded four days ago; Belgian MP Laurent Louis tells the truth about Mali, Syria, Libya, Tunesia and the Rothschild puppet dictators in Western countries waging war under the hypocrisy of protecting human rights as they neo-colonialize natural resources.

Press 'translate' when you watch.

Outstanding speach in the Belgian house of representatives.

P.S. He never uses the words Rothschild or zionism or one world order.

Homer, you posted this quote: "Those statements made in the sastras and those made by the bona fide sadhu or guru cannot differ from one another."

What complicates matters is that there are many Sastras, and in some instances they differ from one another as to the particulars of a given event, so there are alternative versions given in different Shastras. Also, the various Gods are given many different names and guises in the Shastras, with the result that many stories about Gods in the Shastras get misunderstood as being about earthly kings, sages, or whatnot.

Thanks homer,..what sadaputa dasa has benn saying has made my understanding of the Vedas much clearer,,,Have spent a few hours looking at the explanation of Bhumandala now,,getting quite a good overall picture,,,As before I had no idea about this,,,,

Back on the last Smoking Mirrors, Vis put up an article on Rasputin and the British secret service involvement in his murder. It is a good read, and thought provoking. (Thanks!)

Halfway down the article is a photograph of Rasputin. I had not seen a photo of him before. I was absolutely rocked back in my seat from the amount of light streaming off of him in this photo! I would read further down the article and then return to the photo, with the same results. Hmmm...

So, I went to High Self, and we did some investigating. It turns out that the last three lifetimes of Rasputin were 16-level in my Consciousness Levels . This is well above the typical 7-13 levels that are usual for (injured/programmed) humans of today. Even the Tsar and Tsarina were 11-level. A 16-level might explain his 'draw', his healing power, and his precognition of his death.

A 16-level might also explain why Rasputin did not escape the murderers. True shamanic powers are established by about 24-level consciousness. If he was of the latter level, he could have evaded or responded quite effectively. By the way, he is still between-lifetimes, not having reincarnated since that time.

(Rasputin was only 11-level in this photo, perhaps because of his 'nightlife' and/or if this photo was taken after he was seriously injured in a knife attack. However, he was 16-level earlier in his village life. The 'light' comes from his basic long-term consciousness level.)

Ahhh, the inevitable "Anonymous said...". like the word 'but' conjuncting a sentence, everything preceding the word is negated in favor of the following dependent thought, except it is the opposite. There is no dependent thought because the entire following passage has already been negated by "Anonymous..."

What are the writers of "Anonymous" afraid of? You cannot possibly believe that you are actually anonymous. Everything written is not only recorded and analyzed by the forces feared, but are also recorded and analyzed on your soul by forces unseen and involved.

There is no escaping this. A being can troll and make statement, then revel in the fiery backlash to that statement. All the time that being tricks itself into its anonymity, it is still held under the highest scrutiny from all kinds of angles (angels?)

A reminder to those wishing awareness and fulfillment is that when you respond to idiocy you give idiocy energy, and therefore give awareness and fulfillment.

Beings that create controversy for the sake of watching it play out are invalids, meaning they require a return energy to validate them. These are beings that are incapable of validating self.

We are all critical of different ideas and things, as we should be. Still, I am a firm believer in the teach and learn cycle. If you teach something of value every day, and learn something of value every day, you can only be validated, and fulfilled.

I abandoned the "news" decades ago, because it accomplished neither of the above. Instead, it put forth ideas of fear, hate, anger and remorse, about things and people I had no connection to and couldn't make a difference about even if I wanted to.

I come here to learn. Sometimes (hopefully) to teach. If I don't like the message, then it is expectant upon me to make the proper determination. In the swing of things, I'm just as FOS (moreso?) as everyone else. We build our mind and spirit by being humble enough to realize that every effort at wisdom, coming into our available senses, is a gift to be embraced or refused.

Personal attacks aimed at the self glorification of the being "Anonymous" are hardly worth addressing.

Visible, you are an absentee landlord in a blogosphere filled with nitwits and asswipes. But then, you already knew that. Every single time you stay away, more and more timid, mouse dicks make postings at the end of your obtuse meanderings. But I love ya. You betcha. Party on, Visi-bull.

thank you posters, boils down to the intent, the good works, the program, and the side you're on.maybe thank you Lord for setting up the challenge, without which I might not try so hard. I call my own local (home team of one, dinner for one self served) - goal objective - vindication, of sorts.everything part of the eco/spiritual sphere, place for everything and everything to find it's place, not to promote the static though, rather the "appropriate", enduring and "somewhat progressive".and, locally here , floods after record temperatures (almost normal). but the indomitable Self (whatever) is beyond, within, not confined by, this temporal sphere that challenges, stimulates, entertains and distracts.but a spirit in a bowl in the midst of almost absolutely nothing, is naught. and so it goes. context is King as Carlin said. food for the monkey, gifts for the Gods. and then there's the One, the Oneness, and the BS of lazy, undifferentiated thoughtlessness (monkey fuckers). 'nuff mud for ya.in any case, it should distract if not make mad (HAL wise) the observer machines.

I play on Facebook. Encountering trolls has different aspects. Personally digging, unfortunate soul begging for attention or a cry for help. At first am irritated and will type some foolish words like theirs, then look at what I wrote and am ashamed. so don't post it. Then I take the time to explain, and do my best. Even if the trollish or rude person doesn't care...someone will and take heart.

Came to the conclusion recently this is a person with a Troll archetype (sp?) ...That means like in the Hobbit... When the sunlight hits a troll their brain turns to stone...

Am a fortunate person... The Oracle of Tibet, Nechung Rempoche was a personal friend, and helped me much and many times to just survive, and accepted my friendship...He died too young.

Rempoche was asked by my daughter what he did when he was a child (she was 6)...He told her he played.She took that to heart and told me every time I asked her to do something that Rempoche had said she was supposed to Play. So, being a good mother, I figured a way to make everything seem like fun.

And, my life everyday is play...Even though my intentions are deadly serious.

And make sure to thank my trolls as they stimulate and motivate me to play harder, and accomplish more work.Needs to be said, friends...to encourage all, including trollish types.

Our Zionist trolls who are set and intent to ignore us, as I figured out today, are afraid to wake our DNA/Genes because we the sleeping would wake to them. Too late. Even all this gene manipulation to try to fix this for them hasn't worked.

Being genocided for probably 50,000 years by these Pirates affects us to the bone. We remember. Trolls they be.

Are you going more North in India Visable?...The White race was there and was a great civilization I hear. Let us know if you see some of the genes expressed from my ancestors in the people from the North.

As for Sandy Hook ...I heard that this is a Pirate word and means "Safe passage to any port"... Not sure what it means.1)pedophiles who can do as they wish and FU.2) We want to stop and will if forgiven and not hanged.3)Or just business as usual. Studied the movie scar face today..."Never under estimate the Greed"

Trolls or Pirates what is the difference? One hides under a bridge and looks hedious, and the other looks normal and hides among us.

Enjoyed everyones coments and posts. The Belgian Parliment speech went viral somewhat and got lots of hits. Put on my blog and studied on the other issue addressed. Found a great to support his anger. Wasn't shown to the American people, as Reuters said we would be predjudiced of Jews if we knew...As it is really the Zionist Pirates who sold children snuff films in the US for $20,000 a hit. And 1,700 children murdered.

That is what keeps me going and unafraid...The Kids.

My word to type this time is livlenge ? any ideas ..I understood Sunkist thanks...wasn't so sweet as thought...

Not long ago I made a post that described how people are programmed to think that they are encountering real truth, while they are merely trapped within the Playing Field of Appropriate Thought and Behavior. While they are trapped on that very real playing field, munching grass, thinking they are free and enlightened, they begin to do the work of their enslavers for them. (As they have been programmed to do, unwittingly.) A post or two in this thread amply illustrates this fact. People who bash anonymous posters are doing the work of their enslavers. Why? Because the push has been on for a long time, to try and outlaw (literally) anonymous posting on the Internet. One of the enslavers' big dreams is to create a sort of Universal ID, that all of the sheeple will use when surfing the Internet. Their intent it to eventually criminalize anonymous posting on the Internet. So whenever you bleat about how anonymous posters are "trolls", or "cowards", or whatever it is, as you stand there, chewing your cud in the middle of the playing field, you are helping your own enslavers to realize this nefarious goal of theirs. What the name of an online poster is, is irrelevant to any arguments they might discuss online. What is important, is the content of their posts (the actual words they use to support a particular argument; in other words, what is important is whether or not they reveal actual truth). There is absolutely no difference between a person who posts as anonymous, and someone who posts using the made-up name, "Guru Boy", or whatever it might actually be. So you drones might think about that, or not, as you chew your cud, and as you discuss your "experiences of enlightenment" at the feet of various bogus gurus. Nine times out of 10 those gurus are working for the enslavers, too, although not unwittingly, like yourselves; at least the gurus have the brains to receive cash compensation for helping their enslavers - the rest of you, who do their work unwittingly, whenever you attack people in a programmed fashion, receive what you deserve: absolutely nothing. So carry on, and have a nice day...

Atrocity hate and diversionDecimation of poor people's livesTyrannical deeds committed in weaknessAccumulated on the banking house liesBankrupt discredited misfortunedBlind crooked ways a lost pathGreed falls pronounced in its actionsDeeds hidden crimes and false maskPrinting paper financing terrorError caught the tracks of its wayThe struggles of loss and miscomprehensionThe cold heart of greed set ablazeChanges of time hum the oceansWeaving like birds through the airLike a doorway in hearts gushing openTruth wakes the conscious aware

Israel Israel just won't learnKilling people in false termsThe crimes are countless it's lost it's placeWith horror and terror it's a human disgraceIt's claims are weak it must be toldThe racist state of Israels coldIt's humanity lost run by greedThe banks of the west of which it leadsBut the cartels done its had its dayAll it touched it spent awayIts At its end its time to goThe banking cartel and israel The people say No

Israel Israel just won't learnKilling people in false termsThe crimes are countless it's lost it's placeWith horror and terror it's a human disgraceIt's claims are weak it must be toldThe racist state of Israels coldIt's humanity lost run by greedThe banks of the west of which it leadsBut the cartels done its had its dayAll it touched it spent awayIts At its end its time to goThe banking cartel and israel The people say No

There was a group of women in a Bible study on the bookof Malachi. As they were studying chapter three, they came across verse three which says:

He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.

This verse puzzled the women and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God.

One of the women offered to find out about the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible study.

That week this woman called up asilver smith and made an appointment to watch him atwork. She didn't mention anything about the reason forher interest in silver beyond her curiosity about theprocess of refining silver.

As she watched the silver smith, he held a piece ofsilver over the fire and let it heat up. He explainedthat in refining silver, one needed to hold the silverin the middle of the fire where the flames were hottestto burn away all the impurities. The woman thoughtabout God holding us in such a hot spot - then shethought again about the verse, that he sits as arefiner and purifier of silver. She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in frontof the fire the whole time the silver was beingrefined. The man answered that yes, he not only had tosit there holding the silver, but he had to keep hiseyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire.If the silver was left even a moment too long in theflames, it would be destroyed.

The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked thesilversmith, how do you know when the silver is fullyrefined? He smiled at her and answered, Oh, that iseasy--when I see my image in it.

If today you are feeling the heat of the fire, rememberthat God has His eye on you and will keep watching youuntil He sees His image in you.

o fall away from the Truth. This falling away will be dramatic and final and sudden.

Therefore put on the full armour of the Lord. This world, this life, this universe CANNOT exist without God. Period.

Eph 6:10-17 "Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armour of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefore put on the full armour of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled round your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

"Once the human race gets off their knees, the alien self-chosenites will disappear like a bad dream. The temperature's rising! If you have parasites in your blood, you take a pill and kill them, this is standard practice. The time has come, the Walrus said, to speak of many things. Of shoes, and ships, and sealing wax, of cabbages and Kings. and why the sea is boiling hot, and whether pigs have wings.

Just wanted to thank you for the reference to Aghora at the left hand of God. I ordered it instantly once I noted your reference to it, and have been reading it for the past week. I'm about 2/3rds thru it. It was perfectly timed for me. I appreciate you having noted it! If you have other books of this nature that you might be inspired to share/note, please do. Thanks again for that Reference!

pierre said..no Niel, but just heard Rense on Sandyhook and the possibility that that place is a cult center. R wouldnt put it past them to do it "on the road" out in full view.21 Jan, at the 1hr 50 mark (of 3 hours).and for torrenters, "PDFs one" has about 16gb of everything, part alchemy, religions, them AND us, and everything in between.all that reading makes me thinknk the Bhakti approach is much simpler.cue Cat Stevens if I ever lose my eyes all my colors all run dry... I wont have to read all this no more...

I watch this later Max Igan later, tafull 55 min (I love the way my slow connection stuff the adds up so I can get to them in time)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XNDfJEm3tA.

RW, scratching his empty head sez. .Yes Max Igan is emerging as a most honest evaluation of that debacle. Basically; "I don't know and can't possibly come to know what happened due to massive disinfo" Am I mistaken, or is anyone who might sorta "know" what went down there under a so called "gag order" until 15 March?

It's Feb. 2nd., end of day in India (9pm) and haven't heard from Visible since the 1/23rd posting. It's an unusually long hiatus.I hope I'm unduly concerned, however, I am. Also, no new comments since the 28th. Is it possible that nobody posted since? Possible, but unlikely. Comments are moderated by Vis, so is it unreasonable to assume that he has not been able to filter the post 1/28 comments?

What ever is going on over there visibles,,stay calm,,,,,Ive Been praying for you anyway,,,I don't know what effects your under,,,Hopefully it's just internal weather,the doldrums or something,,and it will soon pass,,,Adjusting to a new place I have always found can take time,,But it is always worth while persevering,,,

We need you visibles,,,,,your our generalOne passage of your pen can lift a thousand hearts

By a pulse of raw devotionOn dreams that took the pathrhythms of tidal forces flowingStrings of rising starsBy the presence of all honorI bow my head down at the feetIn trails across the hummingbirdsSpring opens all and speaksIn sounds that rock and wave and rollWhere truth almighty stirsHolding rains above the sky'sPlaying hearts into new birthIn streams brush through eternityThe place where all ariseBy the fires of all loveAnd the waters of all life

Hi Vis-Would like to share a quotation from Richard Bachs 'Illusions'-"You teach best what you most need to learn".Seek that still small voice at the centre of your heart-when you are communing with the energy and intelligence of creation anything can be achieved.You know this intellectually,but need to embrace this truth emotionally.Without this connection we are indeed fucked-and yes,I really need to follow my own advice!

Pierre this sandy hook think stinks so rotten,,they can probably smell it over in the jungles of Indonesia,,,I haven't seen renses version,,But Jeff rense always speaks the truth,,,another hero I would sayI don't suppose it matters about the event so much,,,but the fact that it was immediately exposed to be a psyop,,Morris posted a vid with some other aspects of this gun grab,,,,,and the sheer evil present in the cartels backward thought patterns,,that are pulling it apart,,,,,,

"my shit is fucked up. It finally got to me. I don't know what to do. I have lost it. I am all fucked and..... in India to."

I'm not sure what that means, but having lived myself in India for ten months, I'll hazard a guess. Dysentery is quite common in India; you can get it from the tapwater, or from food or drink. Because it causes you to flush your electrolytes, dysentery can make you very sick, delerious, and it can kill you. Hepatitis is also commonplace in India. And malaria.

If your bowels are flushing umpteen times per day, you can go on a diet of white rice (not brown rice - you don't want the fiber), yoghurt (you want the enzymes and minerals), with a little salt to taste, and NOTHING ELSE (no fruit or veggies -- the sugars and fiber will feed the parasites that keep you flushing) except you can have maybe tea without sugar. You do need to stay hydrated. White rice with yoghurt and salt; nothing else. This will plug you up. It works, I know -- I went from flushing a dozen-plus times a day to no BM for nearly three days. This is symptomatic relief from flushing that can save your life.

Unfortunately, the rice/yoghurt regime may not kill off the parasites, so when you go off the rice/yoghurt regime, you might have a relapse back to the flushing. At that point you may want to reconsider your avoidance of Western medicine. In India, you can walk in to a storefront pharmacy with an MD proprietor, and tell him or her that you have dysentery and that you want some Metronidazole (a broad-spectrum antibiotic) to kill the bugs in your gut. After a couple of days on the Metronidazole, the flushing will have stopped, but you need to take the Metronidazole for 10 days to be sure that all the bugs are dead. Better them than you.

Visible,I don't know if you can tell, but, is whatever going on the reason God took you to India? To free you from something maybe? My wife and I call the place we live, a small town in ND, purgatory. A lot of rough stuff has come by, but we are stronger and leaner spiritually.Or is whatever is happening deviltry and interference?Either way, I'll pray harder.That reminds me, I have not opened up my prayer journal in some time, I need to start using it again.

These are not good news (about Vis).Did the dark side get to him, or it's just a random event? I wonder.I perceive India as a chaotic place; many things are possible (and easier to get away with).Whatever it is, I'm hoping for Vis to get out of it fast and unscathed.

Dear visible..time to leave "those mist covered mountains" possibly and where/if there's a will there's always a way... are you well enough/able to get to an airport?...if so I would gladly help with a ticket to where ever you need to be...sending love, a wing and a prayer. yours sincerely Jean. cue; Dire Sraits- Brothers in arms. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qdq7wjL2M4

Saw your note, Hope things settle shortly. Father is with you, sometimes its just being able to tolerate the period of time, till it passes. No doubt nothing I say hasn't already crossed your mind already. Perhaps its time for a visit to the local Smashan? Take a break, see about finding Tara maybe? or if nothing else it might help realize we're all dead, just playing out the roles alloted. I dunno man, hopefully Father brings some peace to your mind. You wouldn't be in it, if it wasn't meant to happen. Have strength!

"It finally got to me. I don't know what to do. I have lost it...Pray for me."

I say: ask and you shall receive.

I encourage everyone who reads here to pray at least one prayer for Visible during the next 24 hours. Here's mine.

Dear Lord, Look down on him and comfort him on his journey. Give him faith to quench the fiery darts of the evil one who rooms the land like a lion to devour mortal souls. Give him strength in this time of need so he may again pick up the sword of truth to battle the beast. Keep him in the palm of your hand and protect him. In Jesus name I ask you. Amen

Visible - get the heck out of India. Go back to your woman. Where you are, is Mind Control Central. I posted about this earlier. Between your "shared nightmare" and the location of your current domicile, it is obvious you are, and have been, targeted for mind control for a long, long time. Please realize that you don't know everything - and please realize that others can see things that you have been intended to misinterpret. And above all else, get the hell out of there.

you leave us guessing (and prone to error perhaps), but cue Zevon "that's some fucked up shit".yes, finishing Franz Springmeirs 13 Bloodlines of the illuminati and the Disney sagas and mind control, as a possiblity. If I suspected something so dark within me I would look, literally, to my dreams (and see what God says about it all). thanks sim for the work.I have been worried about you (given the missing posts and comments) and hoped it was a Lao Tsu pony ride trek about to "get it on" and through the valley of little deaths.... maybe it still is.maybe it's just the shits. we don't know, we hope to see. and we pray, play and pay.

I'll normally publish comments only when Vis asks me to; this time round, I had no contact from Vis, so the comments just stacked up. I was sort of getting to the stage where I was going to publish them anyway (publish and be damned!) then Vissurfaced at the last moment.

Leastways now, I have his blessing to publish further comments until he's got himself back together.

Are you not blessed with life Vis and special gifts? People who love you? So why look and stay in the shadows, when you could walk in and see, breath the light?To be fucked or not to be fucked, that's the question...

Glad to hear you're not sick. When someone in India says "my shit is fucked up" it inspires certain images. You have my sincere sympathy on the relationship troubles.

Someone said that India is "mind control central." I don't think so. India has its own government, caste, and religious oppressions, but the country is so big, so diverse, so crowded, and so technologically backward that there are lots of places and ways you can avoid the System.

I think of the USA as "mind control central." Where else do you have a population so addicted to media, yet so clueless about what's going on in the world?

Someone else said that India is chaotic, but that actually is part of the beauty of the place. The chaos forces people to improvise more because they have to, which generally makes people more flexible and go-with-the-flow.

Sorry to hear its women trouble man. I wonder sometimes as there was a woman who I *think* I could have been happy with but I've denied myself the leaving of my current responsibilities to be with her. I have wondered if this life is about my happiness or my helping others find happiness. I seem to have come to the latter conclusion as I'm more interested in helping my kids while I'm alive than going and finding another perceived happiness for myself to indulge in. Perhaps this is just freeing you up to be open to the next door that is imminently going to be presented to you. Change is not always easy, but usually its worth it for the lessons learned when looking back in hindsight. Depends on the one being changed/changing... as to how the one takes the event. With your depth, you prolly see all the angles and its just the emotional attachment that is feeling like its dissipating, which prolly to some degree it is... but there will always be some connection there. Not sure if any of the words here are helpful, but wanted to express my appreciation for your efforts and support you in whatever way you need while you endure this. Take care man, This will pass. It all passes eventually, no point getting overly attached to any aspect of it... not even the knowledge that seems right within our current context is right in all contexts.

Sim,,, tell visibles we love him,,,We are thinking about him,,,We need him to first of all leave the alcohol alone,,The alcohol is numbing him,,,cap'n spadge says he has been mixing with extasy,,the ecstasy is probably not ecstasy but another load of chemical brought. In from Israel,,,,he needs to leave this alone,,,,All of this stuff is corrupting the influence of the ketamine,,,My own opinion is he needs hashish,,and needs to be under a big old tree,,,

Just tell him we love him, and he needs to come backAnd we don't care,what ever has been going on over their,,,

Missing my friend, glad to hear you're still there-but in turmoil... will do what I can do for you Vis. <3

reading a good first person account of the SH strangeness: http://memoryholeblog.com/2013/01/28/an-inquisitive-couples-visit-to-newtown-connecticut/

and it came upon me a remembrance from the works of Emmet Fox from his 'what happens when we die" book... 'that some, who fail to realize or surrender to their reality that they're dead-continue on with their daily functions until they can no longer HOLD THEIR SELVES TOGETHER IN THOUGHT-AND START DISSIPATING UNTIL THEY GO ON TO WHERE THEY'RE SUPPOSED TO GO'.

and thought 'the ones doing these things are barely holding together their thought manifestations... getting so sloppy... pretty soon we'll 'have a school shooting' where they forget to put in the school'! lol forget to manifest the school as the thought forms can't hold together long enough to manifest. Then all the players will start dissipating as they can't hold their thought manifestations steady sturdy long enough to manifest as 'solid and real'.

Offer the light to those capable of Shining it... Encourage those who the Light shines on to dissipate their own selves back to where ever they come from. They can't hold their forms now. Very hard for them to hold their thought forms. Not enough energies from the masses that feed them. Good work everyone on this planet.

Missing your words, I came wandering thru the comment sections and found you in distress.I wish there was something I could offer, a cooling drink of sensibility, a light luncheon of gratitudes. a comfortable chair with a footrest for the contemplation of beautiful memories.But, I'm useless.IMO, there is nothing more tragic than a relationship going awry, and nothing more dangerous to one's soul.Your value exists.Believe that. You are loved by many, in ways even you might not be able to understand.FWIW

"There are new weapons a little larger than a ball-point pen which can cause a heart attack at 35 feet."

Remember recently Dr. Bell (great grandson of Alexander Bell) recently died of a heart attack in his hotel room the day after he went on record to Jessie Ventura about DARPA's satellite mind control and directed energy weapons?

sad for that, on the ground conjugal/pairing relationships is not an area in which I hold an expertise (understatement of the century).

I was going to plug (and I suppose I am, and if its not dissentry, I can use the word without being punny, let alone runny).... God Bless America movie (if you liked Johhny Darko..) but, these days I can barely stomach the cream from the poo, the poo being the violence (it was another DJangigolo revenge fest).. and then the inevitably tribe member credits after the 'normal' sounding actors, the producers execs , make up artists etc, more than half the usual tribe names and their derivatives. what else should I expect? still, truth where you find it, madness on the edges, hearts murmur from time to time. blood and bones keep on going for the living.I hope this is 'just' a thorn in the Lion's paw. plenty of mieces here that comment in these pieces if that's any help.

I really liked Spadget until I saw that comment. There has been no ecstacy in this apartment and... that he has been saying shit about me to people which isn't true, that I cannot tolerate. My wife is leaving me. That is the problem. All other problems come out of that. It is all about the holocaust. I remember coming back from Italy and hearing about it. Believe what you like, all of you. I have faithfully served all of you for years. Believe who you want to believe, it don't matter to me.

"Women are definitely more bizarre than men," don Juan finally said. "The fact that they have an extra opening between their legs makes them fall prey to strange influences. Strange, powerful forces possess them through that opening. That's the only way that I can understand their quirks." - don Juan Matus, from Carlos Castaneda's book, "The Fire From Within"

Mr Visible...like the scenario when your Italian venue was packed up....so again...it is after all just a life..plse keep hydrated and if you can find good apple cider vinegar.....bonus...sending you my very best....

Cap'n Spadgett is obviously disappointed that his expectations didn't match up to reality at that point in time. He wasn't prepared for the Gurdjieff routine eh? (grin). Expect nothing and you won't be disappointed.

It is so challenging to experience a parting and to let go, and it is not because women are bizarre, as noted by another poster. Relationships draw to a close because the "work" with each other is done, or for some other reason yet to be unveiled. That does not make it easier, even when we "know" this to be so. I honor your feelings, dear Vis, and wish you comfort, and may the "pain" in your heart be eased as much as possible.

"The Persian story of beginnings is of the rebecoming, the renovation, of what has ever existed and is repeatedly refashioned in manifested appearances. These appearances are accomplished in Grand Periods of symbolic 12,000 year duration. During the first quarter, the "original" creations, of both the Spirit of Light, Ahura Mazda, and of the Spirit of Darkness, Ahriman, are purely subjective and on such a high level of spirituality they are utterly beyond our comprehension. The second stage, which passes entirely according to the will of Ahura, sees the emergence of the manifest worlds with the commencement of self-impelled evolutionary development. The third 3,000 year period is a "mingled state" of contests between the forces or "instruments" of Goodness and of Darkness. While in the final period, all finite "destructive and evil" spirits are vanquished and absorbed in Infinite Being, in Ahura Mazda. "

Any idea how that fits in with the Yuga cycles? Just curious if they mesh up in a useful way.

If you really love this woman, and would do anything for the best potential in life for her, you would not have to suffer so greatly because the essence of your relationship with her has been a part of nature and it has caused many great things to occur that have generated vibrations that will have been, through some kind of cosmic symbiogenesis and from an organicistic standpoint, adopted into the collective consciousness and into nature and the world and the solar system and into higher orders of being if only due to the impact you as a person, and as a result of the essence of your love for her, have had on others who are working perhaps even more closely with the patterns of nature.

I could say much more but I have no time and I just want to warn you that whether systems of belief are religious or materialistic in nature that they can be so twisted to satisfy your ego for no other reason but to implement a rigid structure into a society and cause your liberty to stand on very shaky ground that could leave you someday feeling you wasted a lot of time believing in particular aspects of things which were irrational when it may have been your feelings all along where much of the truth lay.

Some systems take some of the best of us and conflate that with the worst in us in order to deprive us of our higher potentials.

I had little time to write this so I didn't have time to explain much of what I was saying.

This is for Les Visible for being there in his writings for inspiration and spiritual guidance and impartiality towards the evil that must co-exist with the good, (where the best is sometimes conflated with the evil in order to hide us from ourselves by organized cult systems) for this whole dance to even unfold and generate the creative power that resides within us all to bring forth creative power that the Absolute can adapt/reverse engineer for its own higher potential.

I wish I could explain more, to make sense of all of this, but I had only enough time to make the broader points.

Seeing myself grow as I've developed along this path, I feel as though I am a part of something very big that has changed me from the inside out and I feel as though I must continue to refine myself and continue help awaken people to the truth; and because my higher purpose is particularly integrated with my personal views on what love is really all about I thought maybe this would be an appropriate place to share a part of it.

Five years ago I was completely incapable making any sense of anything, I was directionless, I was a weird shut-in who had serious issues, no exaggerating.

I am no longer recognizable, and I think that following Les Visible's writings have really helped this process get some momentum and I really hope that he can continue to do what he has done for us and everyone and everything by sharing more of his deep insights with us in the future.

We are all in this together and everything happens for a serious reason even if it can never be pinpointed, it's there...a reason...behind it.

It's getting better. It will all work out. I know you want to hear from me but I just can't do that at the moment. Give me a couple of days. Thanks for the support and those couple of nasty comments and emails too. It all helps.

Viz, I want to let you know I've been sending lots of prayers your way for guidance, clarity, peace and protection.

I've been thinking whether or not it would be helpful to you to say this, but I'll just say it and you can take it or leave it.

You say your wife is leaving you because of you speaking the truth of the holocaust. Brother, you've been taking a lot of hits for the Truth. Maybe this shouldn't be one of them. God told me plainly one day a long time ago, "Do you really think I need you to speak up for me?" That was such a stunning statement I've always remembered it.

Viz, you can speak the Truth as you believe it, but there are going to be many, many people who are not ready for it and it crashes their world and makes them want to run for safety. They simply can't handle it. Perhaps what you've been sharing with Susanne is just too much for her. I say, run back to Germany as fast as you can and get that woman back in your life asap! What woman wouldn't want her man to run from halfway around the world to prove his love? Give this some thought.

Just an observation, it seems like every time you embark on a trip things go wrong. There are always lessons to be learned and perhaps it's true - all paths lead to where we are now. Maybe you should take the less bumpy one whenever possible and give yourself some time to regroup, get some rest, and spend time in the woods walking and meditating.

Take it or leave it. I say it with love. I will keep sending prayers and light your way. Please return to us as soon as possible. So many people love and need you, the one and only Les Visible. My very best to you...

I recently lost a loved one. The grief is terrible, of course. Unbelievably, amidst all the pain, this comfort appears suddenly and out of nowhere. It's nothing short of amazing and brings a much needed respite to the deep sadness and feelings of loss.

My prayer for you is that you receive this same Blessing that I have received. Please be open to it. You deserve it so very, very much. It truly can happen.

Hey Visible, I was genuinely concerned about your absence. Something felt very wrong and then I saw a link that led me here the other day.I know your pain. The loss of a woman you love tears a whole in your heart that is deeper and more intense than any physical pain I have ever experienced. Its the first thing you think about upon waking and the last thing you think about before going to sleep. Not to mention waking up in the middle of the night and feeling SO alone...I'm not going to offer you advice or some witty bullshit. I just want to say I am sorry. I really am. That shit sucks man. The only salve for that type of pain is time. I'm sure you know it will get better. I pray for your hearts recovery.Mahalo

I believe that a serious relationship will encounter many trials by fire because each individual is going to have their own idiosyncratic differences and things have to collide and adapt and compromise and get to the point where one needs to be dead sure that they want to invest the precious time of their short lives with someone. They need to know if this person can give them all the the love they are capable of feeling more than anyone else. That's how they discover they are with the right person and that it is more than just a relationship.

It is a process that can be so painful and full of such awful suspense and traumatic shake-ups that it actually can injure you emotionally and physically and shorten your life drastically.

When you really love someone, you can identify that there exists as a relationship between their manifested nature and yours something with a very powerful essence.

Their beauty in this essence and their full nature will go beyond the three dimensional, beyond the animal brain, and it will strike many chords within you and you will develop a whole new understanding of them and what it all means.

It will be based on what exists within this essence.

Organic life which is on a lower order of being than mind has created these machines, the crux of which is the brain, that manifests a higher order of being as mind.

The brain is engineered to be fractal in nature to be compatible with the larger universe. From there we are gifted with the mind and thereby capable of gaining insights of truth into many aspects of the universe's nature via our sense relationships to aspects of it.

We do see that all is interdependent in nature and so forth and we realize that on larger scales of nature beyond our egocentric timescale, involving much vaster distances, there are even higher orders of being and that we are a part of them too.

We come equipped with an ego drive and the only way that it can be suspended to free us from its hierarchy of needs and to become detached from it is to satisfy the ego with higher forms of truth from insights we can gain.

Love is a wonderful thing, and the possibilities are very far reaching, cosmic in scope.

It is in the essence and there is a vibration, or a ripple effect of the essence of the greatest love that ever existed. It resonates in our collective consciousness and we are evolving and bringing it into the natural world around us and beyond.

To be a part of it is to be lost in it and be set free.

Beware of religions.

This is a very good and maybe big sign for things that Les Visible is bouncing back and perhaps even more intact than before.

It's as with your muscle tissue; you have to tear it in order to build scar tissue in order for it to heal and transform into a stronger, more powerful state.

"If you want to get revenge on a woman, fuck her friends." - A wise man I met in a bar

"There is no need to get revenge on a beautiful woman who does you wrong. Eventually, her looks will fade - and that will be your revenge." - A wise man I knew who died in 2001

"There are three billion women in the world. So there is no need to want one over another. Treat them all with indifference, and you can have them all. Treat them all with adoration, and you'll never have a single one." - A wise man I met in a bar

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In the 1400's the Vatican took a vote regarding the issue of whether or not women had a soul. It was decided that they did have a soul - but it only passed by one vote. (Personally, I think they got it wrong, but that's just me.)

Of all the folks that mostly have a tribe-centric definition of the world orcannot transcend the euro-tribalism, you have been consistently the exception.You ae home.

Fret not, though not for me to comment about relationship dynamics but this must be one heck of an elasto-relationship, both freeing, given your tendencies to be in love with life and the invisible glories of the moment, the wanderlust and yet wanting this young one to put up with all of it, and have the traditional safe-harbor, girl waiting at home to work out for you.

That you have had this as a stabilizer for so long is more of a testament to your lady's european perspective on family and relationships, which, unless you are in the horror that is Angla terre or CANUSA, is pretty much how the rest of the world operates.

Except for some beautful seer souls like Neil, the Gardener and the LA lady and such - are mostly illiterate and negatively biased about the landscape and the culture which does your host nation India no favors when you exclaim in pure confessional tones that your @#$% is @#$%^# up!

Predictably, they fall into some "que horror", get out of that place spin cycle.

On the contrary unless you want to practice relationships hippy style - free love or the casual hook up, you will have no problems at all finding ladies of all stripes all over the country.

I pray, as I have for weeks for you and instruct that you find your footing in that lovely land,India, should you choose and not be at a loss perhaps now there is nothing to protest against nor anyone that does not accept you.As a side note, defend your local lady friend's honor no matter what - Indian women (and decent Indian Men) could use some help.

There are plenty of ways you can settle down there and be happy:

For you, that hapless idiot who told you that throwing trash out of the winow is ok and your readers that cannot hide their distaste, enjoy the links below, their diatribes cannot match what the Indians themselves excoriate themselves over, but they are a decent and wonderful lot in a thuggish neighborhoor (shudder consider the neighbors).

https://twitter.com/shekharkapur (director of Elizabeth, single handedly made Cate Blanchette's career)

http://twitter.com/thesushmitasen(India's first Miss Universe and adopter of two girls - looks for their activism during the henious rape of Miss Jyoti Singh Pandey in the Dec 15 aftermath that united the nation - or Nirbhaya - as she is called by a suddenly coy media)

http://twitter.com/AzmiShabana(beloved actress, and all around good gal - again see comments starting Dec 15 2012 onwards).

Notice your arrival started a series of events that is focusing on re-discovering the power of the devine feminine.

For a cooling off session, just take the time to vist here.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMF-3Uh-Ljo

Hope you can use some of these as you ruminate, rebuild and return to your home, yes, that means India.

Love always and band aids as you make it this Valentine's day, here's to the next chapter in your life.

You know, my wife talked me back into time travel to hook back up, and returning to the contrary ways, I guess swearing that off to get by was not long term, anyway.

That is funny as hell, once started, hard to stop, and she and the son of this are the only ones that get to notice,

Maybe run by you some times, not safe to hang out, probably just part of the story, so it goes. I do not know why the reality of it makes more than one seem like the only one, probably for the safety of others.

Hi, Vis. I am sorry to hear about your relationship problems. These can be truly trying...

I would like to offer you (and All) a technique that I have found useful in my life. It may ease some of the burden. I call it 'Pleasure Side'. (I mentioned it once briefly in another Comment.)

In my current view of things, we have certain 'fixed points' that we must go through. We actually came down here to do or experience certain things. Those will happen, 'come hell or high water'. On the other hand, we have a certain amount of flexibility between those fixed points. In my mind's eye, I see two fixed points as dots, and a near-infinite number of 'squiggles' to get between them. Some squiggles are more pleasure-filled and some are more pain-filled. Only one squiggle will finally manifest.

Since I have had more than enough experience with pain in this life (due to the nature of my 'work'), I prefer the manifesting squiggle to be 'slanted' toward the pleasure side. To do this, I get 'still' before decision points - or even just going down the road - and put out "Pleasure Side." (Implicit in this phrase is also "highest intent of all of God, subject to what is necessary, etc." I do not try to second-guess all-God.) This phrase actually expresses my 'preferences' back to all-God and any intermediates or helpers. I think of it as putting my intent into a manifestation path, rather than having it 'random' or even pre-conditioned by any pain from my past.

Though unprovable, this seems to work for me. If my car breaks down, it seems to do it in front of a repair shop. If I am looking for a book or food item, there is one left. I am 'prompted' to look at a beautiful sunset. An unexpected friend shows up. Many 'serendipity' events happen. God knows how many pain-filled events are simply walked-by - or un-manifested, to phrase it as above.

Anyway, I thought that this technique might aid you during this time. I wish you both well (and 'Pleasure Side') during this sorting-out...

vis, been through what your going through and although I received love and support from friends and family it didn't shorten the confusion and grief -as I look back at that time today I realize there are no clever words or retreats that amount to a salve to sooth -

"One afternoon, Nasruddin and his friend were sitting in a cafe, drinking tea and talking about life and love. His friend asked: 'How come you never married?''Well,' said Nasruddin, 'to tell you the truth, I spend my youth looking for the perfect woman. In Cairo I met a beautiful and intelligent woman, but she was unkind. Then in Baghdad, I met a woman who was a wonderful and generous soul, but we had no common interests. One woman after another would seem just right, but there would always be something missing. Then one day, I met her; beautiful, intelligent, generous and kind. We had very much in common. In fact, she was perfect!''So, what happened?' asked Nasruddin's friend, 'Why didn't you marry her?'Nasruddin sipped his tea reflectively. 'Well,' he replied, 'it's really the sad story of my life.... It seemed that she was looking for the perfect man...' "

love you dude -be generous to yourself as you have been so generous to us live long

6743Anybody that hates you can destroy you rather easily. But it takes love to make someone want to destroy themselves. The sadness of a break up can run deeper than any terror or rage. I am truly sorry for what you are going through! But, like the stupid song says: "the sun will come out tomorrow, you can bet your bottom dollar, that tomorrow, there'll be sun." Good luck to you, Viz. A lot of us out here think very highly of you. You are a one of a kind and that is a good thing.

I would remain silent and surely agree if "no more, no less" were not implied.

Being the pest that I am, I must surely wonder what (Who) then is the source of the light?

Bona fide guru must be able to deliver the source.

Basking in the light is a milepost, a rest stop on the journey home.

Srila Prabhupada..

"The genuine guru is God's representative, and he speaks about God and nothing else. He is after God, and God only. The real guru says, "I am a servant of God, and I will make you a servant of God also."

Just because Les Visible is an obnoxious, intolerable, drug-addicted, alcoholic, miserable whining old cunt (if I am to believe what is being said) doesn't mean that he, or what he writes, isn't the real thing, or that he isn't a 'guru' etc.

(it takes one to know one, I guess (grin))

Your name, Homer, causes me to recall the Simpsons episode where Homer gets a gallon of solution that makes his hair grow back. That episode is very instructional in regard to all this carrying on.

The light is in your DNA. That's what Jesus was talking about. For the umpteenth time I emplore people to read Graham Hancock's book 'Supernatural'.

Gee Thanks Smyna for you cautious, reserved and measured commentary; did I mentioned 'restrained'? I shouldn't even bother with that. I'm not going to respond to or address any of it but next time you want to go up the side of a mountain, let's see who runs out of breath first... and remember, I smoke unfiltered smokes too.

I just wanted to sort of 'bump' it here even though it does not really work like that with a Blog.....too bad

It's one of the finest pieces of honesty -towards self reflection- online presently. The truth is easy when the Truth is revealed within -to the outward appearance -and at the end- mirrored perfectly -a reflection between what is God- and What is You!

So very well written and well done Visible. I think he needs our help people. Help him if you can.

Anyhow, this dog is very smart. Clicked your bookmark, bit my nose -made it bleed- and your page here pops up. So I read it again. How did I miss it?

Dog says hi btwNow he's lapping water like it was the last bowl.

I bet they haven't fed him in weeks.He's a sight but he will live now, if he so chooses.