As the big day approaches (is Christmas really only three days away?), I find myself feeling that familiar mix of apprehension (I still have lots of shopping to do), holiday spirit (I love singing Christmas tunes) and joy. Iíve had the opportunity to perform at the Chenango Valley Home previously, and itís always been a pleasure to visit with the staff, residents, and most of all, my grandmother (whom I have called Grammy since we first met, when I was three).