11/21/2010

I'm kinda overwhelmed by the functions here... but I'll try to catch up with the technology xD

IDK why, but I feel like I need to runaway from my LJ account for awhile - not that I'm having any problems of any sorts with anybody/ anything on LJ per se, but I just feel like having another avenue where not so many people know about me. I'm a shy person (though nobody believe me) so I do feel self-conscious everytime I post something online.

I don't have any problems with secrets; I wouldn't be posting stuff if I intend to keep it a secret. What the heck am I trying to say here? I just want to post something on Typepad for once, that's all xD

I started work again today. It was fun, and funny - the way I felt so trapped in a non-stop mountain of books there, when I was literally sorting, arranging and finishing 200++ pallettes of books in 2 weeks time which ended just 2 days ago. Maybe it's really the time for BookXcess to move to a bigger space~

I feel like kissing a girl now. A girl who wouldn't mind me kissing her in a relationship-kinda-kissing way. Not that I'm into girls, but I just feel the need to kiss someone. And I'm not gonna kiss a guy - ewww.

01/22/2010

ast_sekai is a community for AST non-English re-subbed clip releases. Currently we have 13 language teams under AST SEKAI which are Arabic, Finnish, French, German, Hebrew, Indonesian, Italian, Malay, Portuguese, Russian, Spanish, Tagalog and Thai. The introduction to the team will be made when each group releases its first subbed clip.

To kickstart the community, the French team has released its first clip: My Girl 01 - Français.

12/25/2009

2. had my birthday on the 22nd. it was surprisingly slow paced, and a happy one ^^ i managed to have a lil bit of everything; a karaoke session with my best friend from matriculation days (managed to sing Glay songs, and JE group songs except for Arashi's O_O) and then a dinner with UKM debaters at Kajang viewpoint (superb meal+view) and a lil KFC supper+birthday cake at Anis's room. a well rounded birthday celebration ^^

3. had an outing with RMC boys on the 24th. we watched Avatar, and we believed it has a very good chance of winning the Golden Globe award. with the world history in that movie, we think it's the best work by James Cameron so far *clap* *clap*

4. spend Xmas day totally at home. I arrived home at 2.30am last night, with massive headache O_O thank god for allergy pill and holiday XD

5. will spend 26th night at Beatrice's house for her Xmas party :) Still need to find a present for the swap session~

10/21/2009

Well, I have no idea what to feel. My longest relationship with an actual human being was exactly 2 years; I asked for the breakup on our 2nd anniversary. I don't think that'll be the case with Arashi XD

What an interesting relationship I have here ^^ I made a lot of friends, who turned cold to me by now, who become my close friends, who shared the same emotions I feel thousands kilometres apart.. all kind of friends. Which is so cool, I have no idea how I got such a blessing XD

I miss spending time with Aymee. I really do. I miss spending quality fangirling session with Ai, Leen, Kak Linda and Kak Lina too. I miss Vicky so so much. I miss Rei-chan. I miss Rie-chan. I miss Sanae. I miss Salwaland. I miss a lot of friends that I've made when I just entered the fandom.

I miss Arashian generally. I miss a lot of friends as I make more new friends. Do you know that addictive theme song for Cardcaptor Sakura is called Dreaming by Anza? I'm listening to it right now, that's why. I dream a lot, bout this fandom, bout its fans, bout the experiences I've had through it.

Well, things change.

But I keep wondering if things didn't change. I'd still be among very close friends only. I'd still be enjoying subbed stuff by myself, downloading whenever new stuff comes out. I'd still be content with what I know about Arashi and the people I know from this fandom.

Well, things change.

I have hundreds of friends who share the same fandom now. I own a subbing team. I need to keep up with all the info in the fandom, and within the Malaysian community too.

I am happy. I really do.

I just wish, I get to keep the earlier memories as more than just memories. I want it to happen now too~

09/28/2009

Mine was good, not great, but still wonderful as always ^^ Grandma's in good health, though her image of 'people wanna shoot my family members' is still disturbing us all, but she's in perfect health, and that's what we care about.

Me and my brother went back to my parent's home again last weekend, this time with my brother's girlfriend. I guess that one went well too. My parents were ok with her, so I guess it's just the matter of time whether my brother really wants her or not~ I spent 10 hours in front of the TV, watching Project Runway Season 5. Yep, not that great, but I'm a fan of the show, plus, it's ASTRO in the house. the one I've been denied forever XD

I was thinking of opening up my house on 10th October. Come raya? There's nothing in the house really, just me, my brother and some furniture my parents decided to left for us when they literally lifted the whole house back to their new home >.< But my computer is still around, and we can watch AAA 08 again, and well, raya!

Let me know if you wanna come, so I can estimate the cooking that I need to do (oh, the horror XD)