I am not actually afraid of leukemia anymore, although my nose is now bleeding again...because it is not really a symptom of it without any other...

I am afraid of something unknown cause I don't know what to be afraid of really...

Ding Ding...that is the correct answer. It was actually really insightful. Your mind is searching for something to worry about...a vessel to pour all your anxiety into. That's why it's so important to get some professional help with this...and I don't mean drugs...I mean therapy.

Problem persists, although there are only traces of blood when I blow my nise, it's not like it's bleeding heavily. Not really afraid of leukemia since I don't have fatigue and bruises. Not really in panic either, just some annoying feeling in the back of my mind that lowers my mood..

Nasal polyps or a nasal tumor would be causing a lot of other symptoms. If you were experiencing any of those symptoms, or if a polyp was visible on exam, your ENT would be ordering additional tests.

My son gets nosebleeds constantly and to alleviate his fears, we once did an experiment where we dropped a few blops of red food coloring on a tissue so he could see how far it spread. One little drop made a 1/2-inch stain. So a tiny amount of blood can look like a scary amount during a nosebleed because of the capillary action of cloth or paper fibers causing the blood to spread. Maybe you are rubbing your nose at night without realizing it and that's why you're seeing blood in the morning? If it's just a tiny amount, I'm sure it's nothing to worry about. Best of luck.