I helped Zulf, it was ******* heart wrenching...They were firing at me as I cared him across to get him to safety. After they had brutally assaulted him. after they had fired at him, they stopped. They let me through. They let me evacuate the Bastion and travel across the lands looking for other survivors, because you know what. People are alive right now and they are happier then ever that they are alive. So why ruin that? Why ruin all the connections I've made with this people?

I'm going to recreate. I'm going to separate my ties to them. So I can go back to my boring life, so Zulf can go back to making peace, and so Zia can go back to just being half-awake, drifting around not really living. So everything can...can just be...horrible again...

And that loop might leave different people alive and dead. I couldn't bring myself to do it after carrying Zulf to safety. I just thought, "What if the Kid doesn't wake up? What if Zulf or the old man, or Zia die this time? What if the whole world is destroyed? What if the calamity works and the Ursa are just wiped out? There would be no point. No end to this..."

But I won't ever get over it. I still haven't gotten over Katawa Shoujo(It has one of my biggest I guess triggers to make me cry in the world in it) And this is my second one. It's ******* insane! All those people just died because of some civil dispute...