I had ***To the heartbeat ofYour favourite songJust the other eveningDrunk on teaAnd forgotten memoriesAndI swore so long agoThat not another wordOf youWould ever pass my fingertipsBut youYou take the main stageUse my eyelashes as curtainsTo put on a showEvery night whenI close my eyes

I find myself in love with you You have known it all along, as wellWe spent many ***** hours togetherAs you taught me to be confident Secure, in who I am, in what I doIn who I am with you and what I do to you.

Having dreams of our sexuality, whatever that isHaving dreams of desire desire for the married, it's no "sin"Sin is just another three letters man has definedDefined with a meaning so great it's punishablePunishable by even death to some And "die" is just another three lettersAnother three we let determine eternityWhy, oh why, do we let the smallest words have the most and longest outcome?

What have we done except create roadblocksBarriers from our own freedomsLike all the state lines I'd have to cross To get to youTo not be here, to not die alone.

There's a three that is quite the opposite You. Her. Me.I've never felt something so welcomeSomething so perfectWhy it couldn't be, well, that's on me.

But I need you again, Magic HealerShow me again how to be your lover To love myself, again, tooLove myself inside you...... Us....Us Three.

do you know ....do you feel ...do you realize ...did you got ...how much i love you ...wish you do ....wish you realize ...how much i adore you ...sweetheart...i know ...that i love you ...and have no power ...ever to forget you ...because ...i got thousand reasons ...to keep you so deep inside ...and the mainly reason is...just i love you ...because since that time...which i saw you ...the whole world smiled ...smiled to me ...gave me another happiness ...that i never felt before ...felt that i owned the world ...and all happiness in this world ...between my hands ...and so deep inside the heart ...that's all because i loved you ...and still keeping your love ...with me with so many years ...with no give up ...with no bore ...do you know why ...because you always with me ...live with me with every second ...with every breathe i breathe ...until you became a part of me ...the main part of me ...that makes me alive ...and gave a happiness to my souls ...it's the main part ...which we call it heart...yes my sweetheart ...you are the the heart to my body ...as you are the soul to my life all ...

sweet mainly part of me ...do you know now ...how much i adore you ...and how much you mean ...for me and for the body of me ...for my heart ...which it's you ...

My whole life I've always been the side characterAnd in most of my friendships have been terribleMostly because the out of the few a few have been just horrible to meBut even along with that I've always just been the side kickI've always been so and so's best friend That's all I've always beenEvery time someone greeted me and I said my name I got "Oh, name's friend."I felt very small, but I was comfortableBecause it was all I had ever knownI always knew to keep my opinions quiet so I wouldn't lose themI always knew to just listen in on conversationsAnd I always knew to smile whenever I was called the side kickSo when my best friend of 7 years moved awayAnd I had no friends whatsoverIt was weird just being called HannahIt was terrifying not having friends but it was liberating to be meIt was liberating to be recognized as a human and not as an accessoryAnd it was then that I realized I was always a side characterIn my own life i was playing the **** side characterAnd I also realized I loved being the leadI now make it a point to be equals in all relationshipsWith friends, partners, and all peopleBecause I know how horrible it is to be belittledAnd I want all people to realize how amazing the main stage is

Friendships sorta ****. But I sorta always felt this way. I dont know why i connected it to theatre but i did. I don't know. It works though.