The truth

Ian Anderson appreciates these recognitions but the awards didn’t change his genuine heart feelings of inadequacy. Ian could never measure up to the hidden fear of failing to meet that unknown and mysterious standard of, “What makes one worthy in a culture of seeming unachievable standards and self-righteous critics?” The inner voice of shame is murder. However, in hindsight, the awards show Ian had potential but lacked the confidence to convert recognition into financial rewards.

To afford a dreamed decent lifestyle, as an artist seemed impossible against common opinion, “Artists don’t make money before they die”. Please note, Ian Anderson has never given up and still plans to prove the dooms-dayers wrong.

This is a dilemma for most creatives, particularly in the fine arts.

Wanting recognition with a confused purpose identity and a screwed economic value system, these small awards portray more glamor than the inner turmoil Ian constantly lived. Today, Ian gratefully acknowledges the awards as something he could not see at the time.

Ian has some words of advice.

No matter how hard it seems on your journey, persevere with your dream and never give up for something less than your heart’s desire.

Always practice and never close off to learning.

Ask questions of your peers and never assume you know it all.

Seek and keep encouraging friendships who are youthfully optimistic and support your dream.

Run from your dream stealers.

One last point. This should be the first point. Ask for Gods help.

Ian unashamed talks to and involves Jesus in all that he does. If it was not for the spirit of God’s inspiration and partnership he would not have found peace, pleasure, and purpose in his unique purpose and artworks. The supernatural world is as real as the natural. Its influence is in every part of life.

Ian recommends you don’t become too ashamed to ask for help when all else fails. It will eventually lead you to greater you than you may expect