23 February 2006

Currently Reading:The Signature of JesusBrennan ManningThis is a journey thru and about radical discipleship. Read at your own risk.

Currently Listening To:City of Two Rivers EP . Jason MorantSimply amazing...one of the best albums for bringing you to a place of meeting with our Creator. Musically rich. Lyrically profound and poetic. This is stuff you won't hear on the radio, and that's a shame.

Current Life Quote:"I'm just a fool playin' with the Master's tools." ~k-os

14 February 2006

It's over. I get it.Time has passed, but I haven't moved onJust better understand my place in this worldI'm an alien here, I don't belongMust die everyday, just to surviveEven most friends, don't understand

You say there's no truth in lifeBut I find life in TruthThe shadow proves the sunshineThe brilliance of the sunshine the TruthIt's all around, look past your mindTo quench the thirst of your heart

So what did I mean to you?Am I my own person, or simply lumped in a group?Could you see thru my human flaws and down to my core?What did you see?A man full of rehearsed lines and hate, orA man full of passion for something higher?My intent was not to force, just make you think

I'm human, so I must ventYou come off being all acceptingBut you could never accept my view of lifeYeah, me neither, but never claimed I didWas it all just too real, so you had to rid?

The foolishness of the World -- self-delightHaving all, yet still needing allTime can't heal all wounds, only One canOur vow was strong, but not quite enoughNever stop loving, or searching for lightEternally petition for you with all my mightFor darkness encapsulates, you're not alone in this fight

So when life comes to an endAnd we're staring across the linesIf you were right, I'll bow out of sightBut if you were wrong......I'll have to let go