Friday, 21 October 2011

20 October 2011 : 01:32ami'm gutted..my heart beat just stop one second*kalau lebih second mati namanya*well devastated not really a word..i felt so down..HEARTBROKEN..SAD..u name it...the tears just won't stop..i just lost for word..

huh.. can't keep track what am saying??

yess dearie..there will be no WESTLIFE after next 2012 farewell tour...they're splitting up..under the amicable reason..

WHAT THE HELL...

i just had this most amazing time at their concert..2 concerts..Belfast n Malaysia..got to 'chase' the lads at the KLIA airport..and got respond from Shane..*yes he answered my question*at the concert Nicky wave at my camera..*i'm feeling so damn lucky*all those thing that i never imagined can happened to me..i get almost what i ever dream off..since I fall in love with them year 1998..and then because of Westlife…I met all those amazing fans that became my friends..

and than.. BAMM..

fine...it's not that i didn't knew this thing will happen..it will..i knew from day one..but i just didn't imagined it will happened so fast..so near just after i had a blast time...

oh man... i had enuf crying...that's why i won't try to go to their last concert...because i knew i will cry the whole night..and some more..no fund meh...

even if i can try n look for other way to go.think better not..i want to remember them as a band that gave me happy moment..that make me laugh along with my friends..that make me smile no matter what happened..that help me became stronger when there's a bummer..and Westlife show me that dreams do come true..

i'm non the wiser..but i can tell u..there's the loyalty in me..bloody hell it's 13 going to 14 years...if it's not loyalty.. i donno what...

now u know why so sudden i'm writing on my blog..coz i can't face the FB, the twitter..not even a single song from them...i just can't...it will put me in tears...even changed my wallpaper that i tribute to them..just hoping i'll find another strength..need time to let the dust settle..so i can still love them like i did before..coz hell.. i know i will..u can take Westlife out of business,..but u will never take Westlife from my heart..