xec1224 you need to speak to a therapist. Thoughts like that are not normal. This is something that you need to talk about with a counselor that can help you overcome your fears.

Medical doctors are here to help us. There isn't any reason to be afraid. People see doctors everyday and they're fine.The fact that you aren't in any health danger and are fearing this means that you need to go talk to a counselor. Talking to a professional can solve this - you just have to make the effort to do it.