I've never done illegal drugs, and probably never will. I also don't smoke, because I can't stand the smell. But I have drunk, still drink and will do. I'm not addicted, and I don't do it as much as a lot of my friends, but every now and again I just get the urge to get drunk at the weekend, especially if I've had a bad week. I try to avoid it, because I don't want to disappoint my mum any more, but I still do it - I seem easily persuaded because I've felt good being drunk in the past to help me let go of problems.