It’s been a week of my body fighting for life, and I have to say, being sick is not the most fun thing i’ve every experienced. It’s amazing though how strong I’ve become through the years. I can remember myself on a bed in the hospital for 12 days with pneunomia. Well that’s not fun. Since then I’ve been sick sometimes up to once a month. But I’m getting stronger by the day. Where a day of sickness used to mean pure breakdown, it now means a day full of intercession, proclaiming scriptures, and silent worship. I have learned to use it for good, and when I’m healthy again, I’m usually a lot stronger than before.

I know there will be a day when I won’t get sick anymore. i hate being sick. more than almost anything. atm, my mom is sick too, but I think it’s just because she worries way too much about me being sick.

My dad just walked in with the mail, it appears that we received some free samples of menstrual pads and those things. awkward.

I am a writer. I love to write. I love to write just out of myself, and also prophetically. and I love to write loveletters to my beloved!

Here is a list of things I’d like to have, by the grace of god I often receive a lot of stuff that i want for free, so i think it will be fun to write the things I want down in advance, and in a few months, I will give an update about what I received in the meanwhile.

– A camera

– A necklace

– Some sort of ipod touch

– A diamond ring (a girl can dream)

I’d also like my own place, but we’ll see how that works out.

Oh I just received 20 stamps to use before the 6th of january next year. So there’s a chance you’ll receive a letter from me this christmas! or maybe not. bye.

there’s no other way then to go forward. whatever you do, you move forward. there’s no going back. everything you do in life shapes you, and there’s no getting rid of it. every choice i make shapes me. every minute i spend means something.

“If God gives you something you can do, why in God’s name wouldn’t you do it?”
– Stephen king