After Midnight

When my heart races and my breathing is weak
My chest gets tight
My head starts to hurt
When I start to think of life and all it’s downfalls
I stop being able to remember you
Nothing can make me feel better
Nothing can stop the tears from falling or the panic from suffocating me
The sound of your voice use to make it all go away but even a text from you saying
“It’ll all be ok ”
Doesn’t help at all
Can you come over?
Maybe your touch will make it all ok
Maybe all I need is your breathe on my neck
Maybe all I need is the smoke and mirrors
The high of another
Can you hurry before I finish this bottle
Before I smoke too much
Cry myself to sleep
Can you hurry before I think too much
Can you just hurry ?