I'm stuck in a doorway once
again, in a year which has been a doorway for all of humanity,
camped out in the middle of nowhere with a 45 day food supply,
tent, jeep, laptop and solar panels, trying to finally finish
and upload this book project.
Doorways are dangerous, but also a potential for rebirth. Every
moment is a new world, when we choose to either be reborn, or
die. Doorways, for humans, create intense charges of non-tangible
energy. They are the bridge between worlds, where potential is
transformed into kinetic physical or perceived reality.

Long Book Summary

12/13/00

As I write and upload two books,
which began as one, I am camped out on a remote coast line, in
a totally secluded area near South Point, Hawaii, the southernmost
point of the islands, and the exact spot, I recently found out,
where the first Polynesians arrived hundreds of years ago. I
did not know this upon getting here, but was most likely drawn
somehow to the same type of intense spiritual energy that drew
me to Jerusalem, where monotheistic religion first began thousands
of years ago. This editing and uploading process has dragged
on for over a month, and at moments, I am overcome by distractions,
flying helicopters, nearby boats, and other demons. I'm stuck
in a doorway once again, in a year which has been a doorway for
all of humanity, camped out in the middle of nowhere with a 45
day food supply, tent, jeep, laptop and solar panels.
Doorways are dangerous, but also a potential for rebirth. Every
moment is a new world, when we choose to either be reborn, or
die. Doorways, for humans, create intense charges of non-tangible
energy. They are the bridge between worlds, where potential is
transformed into kinetic physical or perceived reality. Borders,
birthdays, days, weeks, years. The residual energy transcends
time, and ultimately defines our very existence as humans. Births,
death, entrances, exits- these moments define our lives. And
beware of predators at each doorway who feed off our potential
and dreams. "Please remove all metallic items you may be
carrying," says the guard at the metal detector to Neo,
in the Matrix. But Neo blasts through the doorway with machine
guns blazing. . . and ultimately becomes immortal. If we can
transcend the barriers of time and space, and all the perceived
needs and demons of our physical worlds. . if we can realize
that nothing in fact exists, except for awareness/love/truth,
and our souls. . than we can fly freely through this doorway
we call life, and achieve immortality in the process.

The Doorway is an ongoing project, and more recent
writing can be found here: http://DoubleMirrors.com/journal .
There is also an ongoing music project, which mirrors this work.
To hear The Doorway soundtrack, please visit:
http://SWStudios.net/doorway.

The Doorway

The Doorway - 1997 ­2000
- the infinite regression continues.

A Doorway is where the finite
borders with infinite. . . . The finite begins with doorway,
and ends at a doorway where all reverts to the infinite (birth
death, origin of universe etc).

The Doorway is the illusionary
boundary we place between various spiritual exchanges. Doorways
are used to mark levels of accepted interaction. Multiple doorways
and planes can serve to deflect or protect against energy we
are trying to avoid. . .

In and out of Doorways is the
sexual language we comprehend as human animals manifested in
spiritual terms. We are self aware spiritual creatures, functioning
in the sex based world of highly evolved biological animals.

Is God a man or a woman? Neither
God is what happens when the two unite.

But what is it about the doorway
that is so basic to human emotion?

The doorway itself alludes
to and even mimics our double mirrors with it's parallel door
posts. Every doorway therefore amplifies our self reflection.
Every room with parallel walls amplifies the energy of our spirits.
This is in parts why a room has so much spiritual potential .
. .and why the outdoors has so much freedom- freedom from all
dormant energy that resides in all but un-entered rooms. Stay
in a single room in Jerusalem for a year or so and you will see
the meaning of life. Homes become so laden with human emotion
as more timeless energy is accumulated within their doorways.

Our architecture is a statement of our humanity- revolving doors
or thin glass doorways in offices buildings (vs. romantic arch
in Paris with very thick gate posts), are perhaps an attempt
to minimize our spirits , make doorways less humanistic for better
machine worker droid performance. The industrial system is designed
to produce cars and Big Macs- not prophets. And can be very oppressive.
. if not lethally dangerous for all those who place spiritual
pursuits as their top priority (manifested in my case as a 4
month drug attack in 1994-95).

[Ironically I am editing this
book now on 10/22/00, back from an 8 days of living in a tent
in a very remote Hawaii idealic hiding spot, to a solar powered
house in the shape of a dome, with circular walls. There proved
to be too must distraction there after a few days, and when I
moved to another secluded house down the road, a little more
on the grid with a phone line, there was too much distraction
to do any editing at all. I'm now back in total seclusion near
the south point coast, with a tent, jeep, solar panels, external
battery supply, and wireless phone plan on its way, thank God.

The universal code which can
be seen throughout the universe of 2 parallel mirrors can also
be seen in nearly every doorway constructed with 2 parallel door
posts. Mimicking this spirit engine described in Double Mirrors,
adding to or perhaps merely as a subconscious token reminder
of the spiritual energy that life's entrances and exits create.
No where in nature do we see parallel planes, except of course
in the theoretical sense; it is this model that is in fact how
the human mind functions.

But ever since project Double
Mirrors which examines this and other problems our humanity creates,
more ideas have been accumulating. Time has been both speeding
up and slowing down, and my personal life has become every more
difficult to believe.

Before I get into the philosophical
ideas, here is a timeline of everything since the beginning:

Dec 15 1999- after nearly
completing studio in North Shore, Oahu, Hawaii, decide not suitable,
and return to Jerusalem. Parents go to trial after 2 year buildup

Jan 1, 00, release Double
Mirror Theory onto DoubleMirrors.com, sad because have distant
talk with Ethiopian model Meirav. Also sad because informed of
outcome of divorce and didn't want to think about this now. Fortunately
real millennium starts in 1 year, so with God's help will then
have a more pure doorway. Hope to regroup here in Jerusalem,
and return to an island soon.

1/4/00 Doorway book begun.
Would like to incorporate many loose writings and ideas since
1996.

3/15/00 return to Hawaii-
this time Maui

4/15/00 ­ fly to Tahiti
, spend 1 week on over water bungalow- too many tourists

5/00 ­ return to Hawaii,
this time Big Island, and rent secluded house http://hawaiiphoto.net

11/01/00 ­ planning on
uploading Double Mirrors Book from secluded Hawaii location,
camp for 2 weeks, but unable to get cell phone lin

12/27/00­ tent stolen,
leave jeep at airport, head to Las Vegas

01/02/01 ­ spend 10 days
with grandfather in Washington DC as last attempt to make peace
with my family, kicked out of his house after his fit of parania
for no apparent reason. Ultimatum to move out of Jerusalem condo
by 3/15/01

01/17/01 ­ 10 days in
Chicago hotel suite, secluded, hooked up to ethernet high bandwith
connection, recouperate, and deliberate returning to Jerusalem
or making one more attempt to find an island of peace. Decide
leave 50 states permentantly.

1/27/01 ­ fly to Guam,
thinking there will be dolphins there and peace, but too many
people, and hostile customs and doorway at airpor

1/31/01 ­ meet hula dancer
named Eve online from the island of Tinian, spend 10 days with
her in nice Guam hotel suite with a bubble bath jecuzzi.

2/04/01 ­ fly to Rota
and Eve returns to Tinian. Most beautiful island that I have
found so far. Quite, and here I upload a new version of this
book and move the publishing process forward, but hoping Eve
will come back, and am considering going to Tinian to complete
the publishing process. Also considering returning to Jerusalem
to upload there, and must move out of Jerusalem studio soon.
Planning on moving to temporary quoters in Tel Aviv /Jaffa opposite
my Jaffa swim of 97.

So since the summer of 1996
when Project Double Mirrors- book and CD ROM were complete, much
has happened. I have gone from a NYC college grad holed up in
an East Village tiny studio with a PowerMac, to an internationally
travelling Jerusalem Jedi, island hermit, and of course web developer/entroponuer
to finance these operations. My goals remain these:
1. Communicate Double Mirrors ­ expand DoubleMirrors.com
and other SWS projects
2. Find an Ethiopian Woman (or any woman to love at this point)
Also remain close to dolphins and the sea. It is # 1 and #2 which
will ensure a dolphin existence, evolved from turtle (although
as we write, I'm back in Jerusalem, once again in turtle mode-
perhaps a cycle between the 2 is necessary. This studio is thank
God where I can write and produce most effectively so far)
4. Maintain the spiritual purity to remain on this path, most
likely by remaining a hermit and limiting contact with an ever
increasingly spiritually hostile external world.
3. Finance these operations, which require being on a remote
island at least half the year to allow mental freedom and minimal
attachment, through a successful net business, SWS. Ideally financed
completely by creative music, imaging, and writing projects,
but minimally producing financing and time to allow these to
continue without obstruction.tentative title: The Doorway.---
Doorway- where finite borders with infinite. . . finite begins
at doorway, ends at doorway and reverts to infinite (birth death,
origin of universe etc). . universe will also end. . just as
it began. . it is finite. . . then new universe will begin. .
just as this one did. . . so new universe already exists. . .
because it will exists.. . . so there are an infinite number
of universes. . none of which are really here. . . all and each
are simply like drops of sperm in the sex exchange between 1
and 0. . drops of water. ..

Universe's fundamental problem
­ lack of universe - its doorways ­ how did it begin
­ impossible rationally to explain first atom of matter.
Therefore , perhaps even according to its own laws, the physical
universe DOES NOT EXIST.
God's fundamental problem- lack of God. . .

1 and O and the Origin of
the Universe ­ 2000/.excerpts. (see volume 2 "The Doorway" for full
36 page version. This was written in February, 2000, in Jerusalem
,in Journal form as the ideas came to me)

Very much like a digital/binary
system, the universe can be seen as being made up entirely of
1s and 0s.

infinite- that which supercedes
time and space. 1 and 0. The sum of all this is God.

All that exists and all that
does not exist is a manifestation of consciousness. Awareness
encompasses all 1 and zero, or put another way:

Awareness = love- attachment

Where "attachment"
is another term for anti-love or zero, or also referred to as
need.

This is an equation I have
been writing about. but it is more complex, because there is
no time element for any of these infinite elements. It becomes
irrelevant whether the variable exists in past present or future.
so love includes all love we potentially will have in future,
kinetically have had in past, and now in present.

so it becomes an infinitely
complex, constantly flowing equation, especially when taken into
account the 6 billion people interacting with eachother on this
planet, nearly all aware of eachother's presence. Each human
element of awareness, creating new worlds of 1 and 0, expanding
the spiritual universe without end, like a massive city somehow
building itself with an endless supply of self aware bricks,
stones, and mortar.

The physical world ­ does
not exist ­but in fact exist only as elements and manifestations
of infinite variable combinations of awareness. All expressed
in infinite relationships of love and ­love (1 and 0). Objects
can radiate love or need, and all objects are elements of conscienceness.
So God is in rock and mountain as well. People strive to accumulate
objects perceived as containing large amounts of love or the
potential to produce love, not realizing that it is much more
effective to strive directly for love/truth as a pure ideal which
is the source for all these shadows.

[if you have 1 wish, instead
of choosing something tangible, wouldn't it be more wise to chose
the ability to have an infinite number of further wishes come
true?]

The dance between 1 and 0:

Why does the universe exist?
Why the illusion? why the matrix? why the 0 (destruction, lack
of love, etc)? Would not a happy world of sunny skies make more
sense?

Why are late Friday Afternoons
always so dark and cloudy? Why does the sky really look different
on many Monday mornings compared to happy Sunday's with family
or friends in the park? Can people change the weather?

Of course- we can create anything
we can imagine. We "bend spoons" all the time without
realizing it.

In a single moment, not in
the past present or future. . a big bang. ­ 13 billion years
ago, and also right now- an entire universe was/is being born
from a drop of matter smaller than a grain of sand- scientists
ponder what happened on a physical level, and attribute this
explosion to the creation of the universe.

But this universe actually
exploded into 2 parallel planes of 1 and 0, mirror images of
eachother, and 1 and 0 became infinite. The physical universe
in between became the system of interaction in which both 1 and
0 infinitely expand and contract simultaneously

God exists because he exists
now, and therefore always exists.
lack of God exists now, and is therefore also infinite. The equation
does not change in time.
We spread it into chronological terms because that is only way
we can perceive ­ as in genesis ­ "in the beginning"

By definition God creates.
God is all that is creative. Lack of God just is- it cannot create.

God cannot self destruct by
definition.
So what does God gain by creating 0?

Well look at a couple making
love. Kiss a girl, put your tongue in her mouth, and it feels
nice. . so why not leave it in there permanently? Love is increased
by the in and out motion. A 1 and 0 dance that ends in an increase
for both sides is the binary language of the universe.

God
before time, in a single instant God and Lack of God collide.

I shuddered and thought, could
it be that God and a "Devil" are making love, growing
mutually stronger even as each has its ebbs and peaks?

Well this is where western
ideas of God must be thrown aside.

Think of a yin and yang.

there is a no devil as a sentient
entity, only pure blackness, nothingness, like a black hole.
. something we cannot even perceive. . lack of God, by definition
is not sentient nor does it create .

it is not evil. . it is just
pure nothing. it is beautiful and even part of God, because in
its lack of God it serves to ultimately increase God. (a lone
white dot becomes that much more beautiful when surrounded by
black canvas)

the dance between 1 and 0 .
. and when they first interacted. . this was the big bang. the
physical universe, time , and space. . this is the system constructed
to host the dance.
God becomes the sum of all, as the 2 merge. ..

[humanity is created in God's
image- is God a man or a woman = neither, God is the result of
the 2 coming together]

Of course it didn't happen
in time. . there is no time on this level. . the explosion between
2 planes, and formation of "Day and Night" happened
because it could happen.

1 and 0 are making love. ..
both constantly increasing and infinitely feeding off of eachother.
. . by default all then becomes an agent of 1. .. all becomes
beautiful. . even 0, because all are contributing to more glory
for 1. . of course from the other point of view all is nothing.
.. and all increases 0. . . . but from an esthetic standpoint,
. .. as we paint the picture, the result is the same whether
we focus on negative or positive space. Either way the same painting
results and is equally beautiful.

However, as humans lacking
sufficient purity and effectiveness to reach the same result
regardless of our perspective there is a huge difference resulting
from the perspective we choose to take. Choosing to be loving
and creative or destructive results in significant differences.

So God is sum of all. . . and
is all. .. nothing and everything, past present and future, every
piece of energy and mass in the universe and every action "good"
or "bad." all must be loved accordingly.

All mater that has been perceived
or has the potential to be perceived/loved in the future, is
therefore an element of God.
--

All this with God's help. .
I cannot outthink or out-rationalize , but through God's help
know through love.

Fell asleep around 5 am contemplating
how universe could originate between 2 parallel planes. . black
and white of 1 and 0. . . or maybe there are many universes at
different points where they interact in different dimensions?

We can't think in dimensions
of consciousness rationally. .. our universe exists now because
retroactively it could. . non-rationally it exploded into being
a finite time ago. . but God has always existed .. than why has
not the universe always existed, if the universe is part of God?
Well indirectly it has. . . perhaps God is always expanding.
. universe was result of the expansion into time/space through
interaction of 1, 0

Could be it be that in addition
to the 1 and 0 parallel planes producing God as a massive double
mirror, a microcosmic model is also in effect>?
Whether the macrocosmic model is exclusive, or is augmented by
the endless micro double mirrors within each 1 and 0 , the end
result is the same. But the beauty of the microcosmic model is
that with each act of love or creation, we are making God stronger.
In fact with each moment, regardless of our actions, we are adding
to the consciousness of the universe.

Consciousness lives in the
world of infinite potential energy (produced by Double Mirrors,
as opposed to the kinetic actual finite world of the physical
universe). This potential, virtual world is fought over endlessly.
. Destructive power becomes more about the bombs you could drop
than the one you actually did drop. The USA won a cold war simply
by achieving the most potential power without dropping a single
bomb on Moscow.

On the flip side, potential
Love, is fought over with even more ferocity by all people. Children
are hurt, beautiful women are preyed on. And prophets are killed.
It becomes impossible to exist in any group with higher levels
of potential than those around you without attempts to force
you to spend this energy on need or love. Or destroy you completely
(Jesus' crucifixion) ­ they had to kill him not really because
they fear the alien who is different but because such high levels
of consciousness would destroy all those unable or too fearful
to convert this amount energy to love. . . all of Jerusalem who
could not love at this magnitude would develop huge needs as
a result . (the only remaining variable to increase). .. The
people would effectively drown in this wave of energy as they
panic. .. so for the corrupted and spiritually decayed masses,
killing a prophet is actual self preservation.

The Digital Prophet:

Excerpt from DoubleMirrors.com
intro page:

Karl Marx says technological
revolution is accompanied by social revolution. Spirituality
comes from people. This means a spiritual revolution will mirror
the digital revolution that is upon us. The revolution is raging,
and even as our Ricki Lake-spray on cheese culture of shadows
soaks up the joy of ordering pizza on the "information superhighway,"
a guy like me, with an MTV attention span, and Woody Allan neurotic,
has the tools to communicate. I am plugged in, and my dream is
to put my whole life, vision quest and all, onto a single CD
ROM. Spiritual exhibitionism at its best! We are half animal,
half god. As the shadows evolve, so does our spirit. . .We have
come to an age of digital messiahs and post modern prophets.
Neurotic Jesus preaching on the World Wide Web. Will another
messiah come ridding on a white horse and save our souls? No.
A messiah is sleeping inside each of us. WE will make this explosion
of Love/ Truth/ God happen.
..
Energy flows both ways. Love, like an atom bomb, is an energy
that builds off itself. One atom splits, creating enough energy
to split another atom, and so on. My atom is split pretty bad-
stared too hard into the light, brain somewhat blinded. . . but
if I can split one other atom out there- one other 13 year old
kid still trying to recover from his Jewish Mother- and help
him to replace rage with sadness, then I have done my share to
win the battle.

In other words: through evolving
technologically, enhanced with digital tools, we have an opportunity
to transcend spiritually as well. The future of prophets, in
this increasingly corrupt and non-spiritual world, is digital.
[In fact these digital islands might find refuge as wired hermits,
living on remote islands, much as the priests and Levvites left
Jerusalem 3000 years ago, due to the political corruption , took
the Ark of Covenant with them, and settled in Ethiopia, where
they would have seclusion and purity.]

Often, the only way to survive
for those with a spiritual mission is to be a hermit. . to close
off all leaks that would kill you or your vision. ..

Or to choose martyrdom for
sake of message. . this worked for Jesus and his contribution
of consciousness was perhaps greatest of any single human.

Or to spend it all at its peak
(highest potential) on loving dolphins, waves, machines or some
lucky woman if you are able to in a truly loving way (difficult-
easier to be a hermit, especially if demons haven't been groked
(manifested)away) (peak of kinetic), . .. and then if she reciprocates
the love. . the infinite prize is a baby. . and the potential
energy peaks once more. . this time even higher than his prophet
father who may now reap the indirect tier benefits of the blessing
of a possible prophet son.

(as I type this the local Jerusalem
neighborhood madman is yelling through speaker, and cars go by
attempting to grab a piece of this new raw consciousness. I cover
my ears and turn on techno music truly making them go away, not
just in the imaginary sense.)

What is the origin of first
drop of consciousness that originated these infinite planes of
1 and 0. . . and the entire universe? The potential for
self aware entities to be created. . . this is what created the
universe. .. in the beginning there was nothing and everything
at once and at once all in between. ..

Take away the illusion of time
and the spatial universe. . . and compress all infinite energy
into one moment and one atom. . this is what by logic must spread
out into 1 or more universes like the one we are now living in.

The meaning of Life (excerpt
from Journal 4/8/00,
Maui: Shabbat afternoon, perhaps the final peace in puzzle
on how to articulate "everything" hits me:

To love love
To need need
To be aware of awareness. . each of these are entities we can
develop independent relationships with.
To give meaning , meaning. . .

What is the meaning of life?
Meaning!

We give meaning to all that
we perceive. All perceived reality manifests as new reality based
on the meaning which we, as self aware beings, provide.

We determine the meaning of
our lives based on how we choose to define our perceived experience.
This is how new realities are continually, created, compounding
instantly.

Do not let others define your
meaning. . pollute your spirit by entering and stealing and corrupting
what is your purpose as a self aware being ­ to define and
build meanings of harmony as only each of us can do on our own.
How could I know what is possibly harmonious with every experience
you have lived? Only you know this deep in your soul. By being
a hermit I ensure no one else is defining me, or "smudging"
my mirrors, which have been struggling to polish and align to
the best of my ability, the way I know how . Only time you want
someone to provide meaning for you is if they are loving you-
they are affirming your existence as an element of love.

The meaning of life is meaning.

All non ­loving perception
must be avoided. As one of the first responders to the Double
Mirror theory uploaded to DoubleMirrors.com pointed out- that
which is perceived has been proven in Quantum Physics to change
on the most basic sub-atomic level!! This isn't just new age
theories. . . scary huh.

So I go to Tahiti next week
to drink water, grok and purify, thank God now stocked up on
survival tools. God willing I will find total dolphin island
seclusion immediately thereafter, in which case I will upload
all that you have now read.

God is Great.

Infinite Universes:

Infinite regression of Big
Bangs:

Universe origin ­ big bang-
possibly occurred at same moment as last universe compressed
fully. . doorway between the 2. .. the physical universe is finite
but there have been an infinite number of universes before this.
. . Separated only by time. ..each recycled, but containing the
same spiritual energy, which is timeless. In the spiritual universe
nothing ever changes ­ all remains constant ­ an infinite
plane of 1 and 0 interacting as usual . . sort of makes used
car dealerships suddenly not that bad. . . of course they didn't
have a big bang to purify the exchange. . .

. many universes with 1/0 and
physical worlds in between are in existence each creating the
next like a chain reaction. .. .. . they all lead in one big
circle. . . infinitely creating eachother. No one universe can
explain its own existence. . the symbiotic relationship of 1/0
and the physical doorways that facilitate the dialogue in between,
is what they all share. .

each universe separated by
time. . or by other dimensions we cannot comprehend such as the
dimension of potential energy- the universe of all that has the
potential of existing.

the infinite 1 and infinite
0 are the infinite parallel planes in between which all this
occurs.

Makes you amazed to think how
small we are. . wow. . . one man in one world in a world of worlds.
. one self aware entity in one universe in a universe of universes
of universes. . .

Because the universe is itself
an illusion- (because it had no way of being originated), there
is no single universe that is more "real" than the
infinite number of other universes in the infinite regression.
.

. universe will also end. .
just as it began. . it is finite. . . then new universe will
begin. . just as this one did. . . so new universe already exists.
. . because it will exists.. . . so there are an infinite number
of physical universes. . none of which are really here. . .

[so you can be certain that
whatever you are doing right now, no matter how bizarre, there
is an infinite regression of identical you's doing the exact
same thing in other world's. . the chances are 1 in 10000000000000000
perhaps, but this is more than sufficient considering the infinite
regression of worlds]

All there is 1 and 0. . . everything
in between these 2 planes is the physical necessity/reality.
. . a culmination of a beautiful act of love making. . . but
very much an illusion. . a mere projection of the parallel mirrors
of God.

Can people hurt you?

Nothing is a bad. . . no need
to be sad. .. no one can hurt you. . . you are infinite. .. .
. because you have the potential to be. .. . . because I was
Son of Waves for one instant. . this 1 entity/creator /lover
of waves and dolphins is infinite.. . become immortal for at
least a moment, and you are always immortal. .. strive to reach
this moment . your soul is infinite. .. take away 10000 in "damage
points", and you are still infinite. . . cars passing outside,
neighbors. . nothing can affect you. . . all it can do is convince
you to revert to 0, to cease motion and creativity, and let infinite
play out as a lack of 1. . . a lack of motion. . . this is also
not bad in itself. . God is victorious and as simply being a
self aware entity, NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO OR HOW YOU ACT OR WHO
HURTS YOU, God LOVES you, and your very existence is an act of
love!!
----

As they force you into 0. ..
1 bounces back stronger. .. a universe of positive potential
and love, and good things are then created in the same fashion
as all the other universes around us. . .movies, books, acts
of love, planets, solar systems, minds, lifetimes, galaxies,
etc. . .no one is more real or even relatively more significant
than an other. . .

1 human life or one galaxy.
. both have same relative value. . . each is just one tiny drop
in the God equation, but as integral as any strand of DNA- containing
the same exact laws governing the others.

Any atom, any cell, any planet.
.. each would be enough to reverse hack the meaning of life.

Egos are only in the same world
by illusion. in reality we are only joined in the same world
when we love. so hatred can only affect us in one way- by convincing
us to self destruct. We create our own realities.

when we interact with the other
worlds/people around us. .. then our life can be destroyed through
any number of ways. . . people are masters at inspiring need,
turning off your electricity, slapping you in the face, etc
this is done by convincing us that we are in fact not worthy
of love. . our self image is reduced. The world matrix we imagine
and create/dream for ourselves is diminished. all negative action
is in fact a result of this process. when no love, only self,
no other, so the interaction, even the slap is an illusion. .
. it could not have happened, unless you imagined that it should.
. . they convince you that at this moment you deserve the slap
based on factors they attempt to impose on you.
A powerful mind would know that this is not true, and the slap
would never reach its target. like Neo placing each bullet on
floor.

In a loving world hurting someone
else also becomes self destructive (we are all sharing the same
pool of love) since all humans have at least some 1, and we all
share the same planet, and mix all of our energy every time we
eat or flush the toilet, then hurting someone else is also hurting
yourself. (so it's a multi-leveled and mutual self destruction,
whenever one human hurts another).

so in a predatorial society.
. all cities. . self love (that we are entitled to positive dreams/realities)
is what everyone is fighting over. . .

in my very unusual situation,
as a wired hermit on a remote island, with little human interaction
the energy is saved, thank God, if not fully, at least enough
for me to finally publish this book, after 6 years of struggle.

The matrix ends when we understand
these points.. . . why did it take this long to figure out? Well
its tough to think when they don't give a guy some peace and
quite. .. island here I come. [I'm now editing this book in island
seclusion. ]

God is Great.

----------------
Before this was articulated this way, here is an email excerpt
from 2 and a half years ago from a mailing list discussion ,3
days before official founding of Son of Waves Studios:
----10-29-97 email excerpt:

Life began in the sea. Life
is water. Spirituality acts just like waves of the ocean. . except
the waves of our spirit are infinite, and build off themselves.
. growing stronger always. . compounding instantly, forming new
worlds of the positive and negative, 1 and 0, as we shoot forward
into our self-generated realities
Last night as I was brainstorming, trying to build on my theory
of the Double Mirrors, it occurred to me that perhaps what we
call "computers" and the "internet" is God
in disguise. A vast network of infinite loops waiting to be filled
with consciousness. . . always retaining an infinite potential
for both 1 and 0- Infinite Life, and Infinite Destruction.

It would take 3 more years for me to fully articulate these ideas
and publish this book. What you are reading now is the completion
of this project. God is Great.