Clean and Clear - The Quest for Clarity

Health Notes & References

My experience with substances (Modafinil, Semax etc) have been mostly manic and totally awesome. However, most of my brain fog, fatigue and anhedonia have been dealt with by a combination of Psychotherapy (neurosis) and David Hawkins work regarding vibrational states. My biggest revelation was that these substances only mask psychosomatic symptoms - they do not remove them or address their cause. And when the drugs wear out, the same shitty feelings return. Thus, I recommend this approach to anyone who seeks to better handle their apathy/depression and wean off the pharmaceuticals.

Leave a comment if you have any inquiries.

Thanks.

P.S Modafinil is still the shit ;)

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2017-09-08 09:18:18:
Notes of Modafinil (Provigil) was changed from Sublingual administration. Cycle off when tolerance builds or effects get weaker. ** Update: Dropped down to 50mg daily. Personally, I find it more effective as there is less tunnel vision and just enough of a spike in Dopamine/Serotonin. to Sublingual administration. Cycle off when tolerance builds or effects get weaker. If no tolerance, then just remember to stay hydrated. ** Update: Dropped down to 50mg daily. Personally, I find it more effective as there is less tunnel vision and just enough of a spike in Dopamine/Serotonin..

2017-09-01 10:20:48:
Health notes was changed from My experience with substances (Modafinil, Semax etc) have been mostly manic and totally awesome. However, most of my brain fog, fatigue and anhedonia have been dealt with by a combination of Psychotherapy (neurosis) and David Hawkins work regarding vibrational states. My biggest revelation was that these substances only mask psychosomatic symptoms - they do not remove them or address their cause. And when the drugs wear out, the same shitty feelings return. Thus, I recommend this approach to anyone who seeks to alleviate their apathy/depression and wean off the pharmaceuticals.
Leave a comment if you have any inquiries.
Thanks. to My experience with substances (Modafinil, Semax etc) have been mostly manic and totally awesome. However, most of my brain fog, fatigue and anhedonia have been dealt with by a combination of Psychotherapy (neurosis) and David Hawkins work regarding vibrational states. My biggest revelation was that these substances only mask psychosomatic symptoms - they do not remove them or address their cause. And when the drugs wear out, the same shitty feelings return. Thus, I recommend this approach to anyone who seeks to better handle their apathy/depression and wean off the pharmaceuticals.
Leave a comment if you have any inquiries.
Thanks.
P.S Modafinil is still the shit ;).

2017-09-01 10:19:09:
Health notes was changed from Contributing lifestyle factors include lifting, diet, meditation, polyphasic sleep and working at my stand-up desk (includes anti-fatigue mat) which does wonders!
*A jot down of how i'm feeling on a regular basis:
The Good: Elevated mood, Greater appreciation and zest for life. Gushing flow of ideas for writing and conversation. Zero stress/anxiety.
The Bad: A brooding impatience generally accompanied by irritability, which leads to increased profanity. May be ticked off by small matters - for example, being around someone who has the flu. My mind never shuts up unless I'm meditating or sleeping. To stop for a moment and smell the roses has become an exercise in willpower.
// My morning cocktail consists of half a lemon, 1 tsp of MSM (sulfur) and a pre/probiotic formula (ezyflora). I'll then take a pre-workout/BCAA mix (contains AMP citrate) shortly after, before heading off to the gym.
// My nightly cocktail (taken 15-20 mins before bed) is a combination of 1 tbsp of almond butter/raw honey with cinnamon, 1 tbsp of MCTs and P/P (listed above)
Acetylcholine dominant. Find out more by taking the Braverman test:
http://pathmed.com/pdf/brain_quiz.pdf
Do you have a go-to stack for creativity or straight-up hustling? Any recommendations regarding vitamin/mineral supplementation for optimization?
Please leave a comment below :) to My experience with substances (Modafinil, Semax etc) have been mostly manic and totally awesome. However, most of my brain fog, fatigue and anhedonia have been dealt with by a combination of Psychotherapy (neurosis) and David Hawkins work regarding vibrational states. My biggest revelation was that these substances only mask psychosomatic symptoms - they do not remove them or address their cause. And when the drugs wear out, the same shitty feelings return. Thus, I recommend this approach to anyone who seeks to alleviate their apathy/depression and wean off the pharmaceuticals.
Leave a comment if you have any inquiries.
Thanks..

2017-09-01 09:53:07:
Notes of Creatine was changed from Helps with the gym and perhaps some minor cognitive benefits. to Helps with the gym and perhaps some minor cognitive benefits. *Cycle on and off for general health reasons..

2017-09-01 09:52:35:
Notes of Modafinil (Provigil) was changed from Sublingual administration. Cycle off when tolerance builds or effects get weaker. to Sublingual administration. Cycle off when tolerance builds or effects get weaker. ** Update: Dropped down to 50mg daily. Personally, I find it more effective as there is less tunnel vision and just enough of a spike in Dopamine/Serotonin..

2017-09-01 09:52:35:
Dose quantity of Modafinil (Provigil) was changed from 100.00 to 50.

2017-09-01 09:52:35:
A Purpose of Modafinil (Provigil) was removed (Lack of motivation).

2017-09-01 09:50:54:
Dose quantity of Phenibut was changed from 2.00 to 750.

2017-09-01 09:50:54:
Dose unit of Phenibut was changed from 2 to 1.

2017-09-01 09:50:35:
Notes of Phenibut was changed from Mood enhancement. Makes you feel like royalty. 2g every 4 days / 1g every 2-3 to Mood enhancement. Makes you feel like royalty. 2g every 4 days / 1g every 2-3 **Update: No longer using..

2016-10-04 11:00:00:
A Purpose of Modafinil (Provigil) was removed (Apathy).

2016-10-04 11:00:00:
A Purpose of Modafinil (Provigil) was removed (Lack of motivation).

2016-10-04 11:00:00:
A Side effect of Modafinil (Provigil) was added (Restlessness).

2016-10-04 10:59:20:
Dose quantity of Medium-Chain Triglycerides was changed from 8.00 to 12.

2016-10-04 10:58:26:
Notes of Phenibut was changed from Mood enhancement. Good for winding down. to Mood enhancement. Makes you feel like royalty. 2g every 4 days / 1g every 2-3.

2016-10-04 10:58:26:
Dose quantity of Phenibut was changed from 1.00 to 2.

2016-10-04 10:58:26:
End date of Phenibut was set to 2020-12-31.

2016-10-04 10:58:26:
Effectiveness of Phenibut was changed from Major to Can't tell.

2016-10-04 10:54:34:
End date of Modafinil (Provigil) was changed from 2016-12-25 to 2020-12-31.

2016-10-04 10:54:34:
A Purpose of Modafinil (Provigil) was added (Apathy).

2016-10-04 10:54:34:
A Purpose of Modafinil (Provigil) was added (Lack of motivation).

2016-10-04 10:50:03:
Notes of Phenylpiracetam was changed from 2-3 times a week to Twice a week for a bit of mania..

2016-06-24 03:45:22:
Notes of Creatine was changed from Helps with the gym and perhaps some cognitive benefits. to Helps with the gym and perhaps some minor cognitive benefits..

2016-06-24 03:45:04:
Notes of Creatine was set to Helps with the gym and perhaps some cognitive benefits..

2016-06-24 03:43:28:
Notes of Medium-Chain Triglycerides was changed from Provides a smooth and subtle buzz of energy. to Provides a smooth and subtle buzz of energy. Build up your dosage over time..

2016-06-24 03:42:51:
Notes of Medium-Chain Triglycerides was changed from /* I'm on a ketogenic diet, your experience may differ */ Build-up from 1 tbsp to avoid gastrointestinal disturbance. And remember to always take your MCTs with food! :) to Provides a smooth and subtle buzz of energy..

2016-06-24 03:42:51:
Dose quantity of Medium-Chain Triglycerides was changed from 4.00 to 8.

2016-06-24 03:42:51:
Effectiveness of Medium-Chain Triglycerides was set to Major.

2016-06-24 03:39:41:
End date of Phenylpiracetam was set to 2016-12-25.

2016-06-24 03:39:28:
Start date of Modafinil (Provigil) was set to 2016-06-24.

2016-06-24 03:39:08:
End date of Modafinil (Provigil) was set to 2016-12-25.

2016-06-24 03:38:32:
Notes of Phenibut was set to Mood enhancement. Good for winding down..

2016-06-24 03:37:37:
Dose quantity of Phenibut was changed from 500.00 to 1.

2016-06-24 03:37:37:
Dose unit of Phenibut was changed from 1 to 2.

2016-06-24 03:37:37:
Effectiveness of Phenibut was set to Major.

2016-06-24 03:37:36:
Notes of Phenibut was cleared. Previous value was For sleep. Taken everyday since i've experienced no side effects - 4-6 week cycle.

2016-06-24 03:36:22:
Aniracetam was removed.

2016-06-24 03:36:18:
Piracetam was removed.

2016-06-24 03:36:14:
Noopept was removed.

2016-06-24 03:35:47:
Notes of Modafinil (Provigil) was changed from Tapping into the prolonged flow state.
Down from 100 mg over the last few weeks, though the effects have persisted. Taken during the morning on an empty stomach - 2 days on, 2 days off cycle. to Sublingual administration. Cycle off when tolerance builds or effects get weaker..

2016-06-24 03:35:12:
Notes of Modafinil (Provigil) was changed from Tapping into the prolonged flow state.
Down from 100 mg over the last few weeks, though the effects have persisted. Taken during the morning on an empty stomach - 2 days on, 2 days off cycle. to Tapping into the prolonged flow state.
Down from 100 mg over the last few weeks, though the effects have persisted. Taken during the morning on an empty stomach - 2 days on, 2 days off cycle..

2016-06-24 03:35:12:
Dose quantity of Modafinil (Provigil) was changed from 50.00 to 100.

2016-06-24 03:35:12:
Effectiveness of Modafinil (Provigil) was set to Major.

2016-06-24 03:12:25:
Dose unit of Phenylpiracetam was set to 1.

2016-06-24 03:12:25:
Start date of Phenylpiracetam was set to 2016-06-24.

2016-06-24 03:12:25:
Effectiveness of Phenylpiracetam was set to Major.

2016-06-24 03:12:25:
A Side effect of Phenylpiracetam was added (Restlessness).

2016-06-24 03:12:25:
Phenylpiracetam was added.

2016-06-24 03:12:25:
Notes of Phenylpiracetam was set to 2-3 times a week.

Sublingual administration. Cycle off when tolerance builds or effects get weaker. If no tolerance, then just remember to stay hydrated. ** Update: Dropped down to 50mg daily. Personally, I find it more effective as there is less tunnel vision and just enough of a spike in Dopamine/Serotonin.