Update on things

So I have hit an all time low. I am depressed and sad. C has said some awful things. He says I am bossy and controlling, that I insist on everything my way, that I never give a little. It has hit on all my insecurities about myself. But I don;t care what he says, I’m not letting him out of the basement.

Haha, well, I thought it was funny. Ali punch me, so maybe it was not as funny as I thought:P Actually, things on the Chris front have been very… peaceful of late. I’m backing off him enough that he is relaxing a bit more and things are good. My brother is being rather surly with me, says I am getting “hogged” by C. I just don’t have the time to hang out with him I used to, and he is feeling hard done by. Probably time to schedule something with him. Hit the Spirit halloween shop for costumes or something.

I know, poor C.J. feels all left out. Need to make more time for him. Poor kid, middle child thing must suck. I actually do let C out of the basement once and and while, and he had a night light and all 😉

I know, poor C.J. feels all left out. Need to make more time for him. Poor kid, middle child thing must suck. I actually do let C out of the basement once and and while, and he had a night light and all 😉

haha. I wouldn't know about that Jamie. I'm an only child, which got lonely at times for me. As for what other people think, who cares. I for one am all about living for myself and making me and my partner happy. I do think you should spend as much time as you can with your brother. They grow up so fast, as soon he may not have time for you.

haha. I wouldn't know about that Jamie. I'm an only child, which got lonely at times for me. As for what other people think, who cares. I for one am all about living for myself and making me and my partner happy. I do think you should spend as much time as you can with your brother. They grow up so fast, as soon he may not have time for you.