You cant beat death. You can't beat death and life most of the times. And the more often you learn to do it, the more light there will be.Your life is your life. Know it while you have it. You. Are. Marvelous.

School's been busy busy busy. second year aint a joke. Once i lose track of whats given, its like 10steps backward. Gotta get my rhythm back. Its always great to be have my faith pumped up to the top during the weekends and conquer the the following week.

If not, i doubt my ability to present my work wont be good at all. Scripts after scripts, and shoots are coming. Pressure yet excited :) Lect. wants to send us in to sg film fest. I'm motivated to do better. So so sure its gonna be good when He's with me. :)

Went to work and i declare today is by far the best weather i needed amongst the other days i've worked during the holiday! [not like i work that frequent la but enough to say this].I missed the shades line. so is back for now.

Korean nat polo team were at the beach i was working. so hot i tell you.Hahaha. not temp hot but seriously they outstood everyone who was there ! The way they swim and play polo in the sea is just wowww. I had to keep telling myself to focus on other swimmers around instead of them. Yes, they were a distraction. And polo, is a temptation.

Siloso beach had a rescue today! but i wasnt there to see. My beach is always safe.HAA :)Did pft today. stamina dropped but still passed. i need to work on my fitness super badly. fats jiggling everywhere.

Finally a day to stay home and really rest. :) been out almost everyday for the past weeks. I really have the biggest temptation to clear all my first year work.If not for the lecs who keep asking us to keep it.If they arent using it this coming sem, i'm so gonna throw ALL away. Makes the room cleaner.

Mum pulled a tendon , fell ill , lost her voice. Poor her. I'm gonna pray for her to be healed fast fast before july race comes!And its actually spreading to me... i feel it. time to drink up!

Back from msia with the pip team. Despite of age and their cancer history, their spirits never falter.I'm just in awe of them! :)

Finally got on the roadie again now with the cleats! Feels much better. Gym with gary and mingjian after.Feels good especially after not exercising proper for super long. (dont count db.Hehe ) Squash today with gracia and yen. First time playing , the sport is really fun! shall go find north-erns to play with me. :)

School starting soon. i shant dread. first year was a total disaster but i'm still thankful i got through it.

Mum and dad are going Hanoi in july. I WANNA GO. but theres' school. mannnz.