Disclaimers: Stargate SG-1 and
its characters are the property of Showtime/ Viacom, MGM/UA, Double Secret
Productions, and Gekko Productions. I do not own the characters and indeed
am only playing with them for a little while. I am not making any
money from this and I'm still paying for everything I own so there's very
little point in suing me. No copyright infringements whatsoever is
intended. The story is for entertainment purposes only. At least I hope
it's entertaining. The original characters, situations, and story
are mine. Please check with me first if you want to archive or link
to this story. The song "Reunited" belongs to Peaches and Herb.
I changed some of the words. The song "Show Me The Meaning Of
Being Lonely" belongs to The Backstreet Boys.

Notes: The 'don't ask, don't tell'
law does not exist. Everyone knows about Jack and Daniel's relationship.
Also those of you who like Jonas, my apologies. Song lyrics are in
italics. This is my first attempt at male/male sex scenes.

Synopsis: Jack can't go
on without Daniel.

Warnings: This story contains
attempted suicide, Jonas whumping, m/m sex, and spoilers to the episode
Meridian.

They knocked,
but didn't get any response. She used her key to unlock the door.
They heard music playing.

There's nowhere
to run I have no
place to go Surrender
my heart, body and soul How can it
be you're asking me to feel The things
you never show You are missing
in my heart Tell me why
I can't be there where you are

Sam, Janet, George,
and Teal'c went into the bedroom and found Jack sitting on the bed holding
his gun. He was rocking and crying. There was music playing.

Show me the
meaning of being lonely Is this the
feeling I need to walk with Tell me why
I can't be there where you are There's something
missing in my heart

When he heard
them he looked up.

"What are you
doing here? Go away!"

"Give me the gun
, son," said George.

"No!"

"Jack, why are
you doing this?" asked Janet.

"When I lost Danny,
I lost my significant other! It was all Jonas' fault!"

"O'Neill, would
DanielJackson want you to do this?" asked Teal'c.

"No! He
loved me! I loved him!"

While Jack was
caught off guard, Sam kicked the gun out of his hand. Teal'c picked
up the gun. Janet tore up the note. George grabbed Jack and
pulled him into a hug.

"No! Don't
hug me!"

George's response
was to hug him tighter. Jack started sobbing . Sam, Janet,
and Teal'c came over and did a group hug. Jack's sobs got louder.
There was a glowing on the other side of the room. They all turned.
Standing where the glowing was was Daniel! George let go of
Jack. Daniel hurriedly hugged Sam, George, Janet, and Teal'c.
Jack had sat on the floor still sobbing with his arms folded on his knees.
His head was on his arms. He was sobbing hard and loud. Daniel
picked up Jack and sat him on the bed. He then sat on the bed and
sat Jack on his lap. He started rocking him and making soothing sounds.
Sam checked the gun. It wasn't loaded! Sam, George, and Teal'c
went into the living room. Janet stayed.

"Janet, could
you give us some privacy please?"

"Sure, but a psychological
evaluation needs to be done on him. He tried to commit suicide, Daniel."

"The gun was empty,
Janet. I took the bullets out when I saw him writing the note."

Janet left and
went into the living room where George, Sam, and Teal'c were.

"Jack, it's okay.
I'm back. Let it out. Let it all out. I love you."

"D-D-Danny, I
l-l-love y-y-you, t-t-too."

Jack was about
to say something else when Daniel said, "Shh. I know you love
me Jack. Just cry. You'll feel better." He placed kisses
on Jack's head. Jack wrapped his arms around Daniel and sobbed.
Soon Jack had cried himself to sleep. He placed Jack on his stomach
on the bed. He went into the living room.

"Welcome back,
son."

"Welcome back,
Daniel."

"Welcome back,
sugar."

"Welcome back,
DanielJackson."

"Thanks guys.
It's good to be back."

"How is Jack,
Daniel?"

"He's asleep.
He cried himself to sleep. Janet, could you do the psychological
evaluation on him? He's not gonna want Mac the Quack to do it."

"I can."

"When would it
be a good time?"

"As soon as he
wakes up."

Part Four

"Daniel, do you
know where the ammo for this gun is?"

"Yeah. When
I saw him writing that note I took the bullets and put them somewhere where
he wouldn't get..."

Daniel was cut
off by a scream coming from the bedroom. Daniel ran in and gathered
Jack in his arms.

"Shhh, Jack, it's
okay. It's just a bad dream."

He placed kisses
on Jack's face. Jack settled down. He snuggled closer to Daniel.
It was decided that George, Sam, and Teal'c would go home and Janet would
stay in the guest room. Daniel placed Jack on the bed and got into
bed. He pulled Jack into his arms and put the cover on them.
Jack slept through the night without any nightmares.

The next morning
after Jack, Daniel, and Janet had eaten breakfast Janet did the psych evaluation
on Jack and it was determined that Jack was suffering from post traumatic
stress disorder (PTSD), and depression, and that the cause of his reaction
earlier that day was when Jonas touched Jack. She prescribed him
some antidepressants. Janet left Jack in Daniel's care and went back
to the SGC.