This is what I know for sure: You can't fix yourself by breaking someone else. I feel really sorry for you, because you will never be anything more than your sad self while I, finally awakened, will move on to bigger things. You clearly had issues from the beginning; I overlooked them because I was naive and always tried to see the best in everyone. But I should have known from the moment all dogs would bark and growl at you. Yes, that's you. A sad sack of sociopathic misery.