The very thing that you feel is going to destroy you may be the thing that will make you, and what you feel may be the end of you, may well be the beginning.

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Cry

Did you ever have one of those days you just want to cry? I am having one of those weeks! Nothings seems to be going right. I feel like I am at the end of my rope and I can't hold on anymore. Everyone tells me I am a strong women to have gone through all that I have. But I don't feel strong. I put up a good front. BUT inside I feel like I am losing it. I want to scream till I have no more voice. I want to cry out loud; but all I ever do is cry silently on the inside. There are nights I prayer that tonight's the night the Lord takes me back. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't know how much I can do this anymore. I hate feeling this way.

There are times one would feel like all hope is gone, taking his life http://sipcypriannewsalive.com/surviving-cancer-girl-commits-suicide-suffering-bullying/ , the world has turned back on you, all kinds of thoughts will come in but those that wait till the end shall have testimonies to tell. Mind you nothing good comes easily.

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About Me

My name is Sharon, and I am a single mom to 4 wonderful children!I Live In Pa,
have all my life! my now X husband who thought the grass would be greener on the other side! He left us 6 yrs ago (2001), after being together for 18 yrs (married 11 dated 7yrs before marriage).
At the age of Nine the Dr's discovered I have Scoliosis... In 2005 a Intrathoracic meningocele on my spine,
I also have this genitic disorder... neurofibromatosis.
IN NOV of 2007 I was found to have GIST - (GIST is a rare type of sarcoma found in the digestive system, most often in the wall of the stomach. Some GISTS are benign (not cancerous) but they can become cancerous if not treated. Generally speaking, the larger the GIST, the more likely it is to be cancerous.)My GIST was cancerous. The Dr's got it all and So far so good!
That is Why I named my blog... I'm a Survivor... For all I have been through in 42 years!