Quadruplicity

For a long time, I thought… like most of us
We lived in a world of Duality
I found it is a world of Quadruplicity

This current of visions came to me during a Formsharing on 11 February 2015.

It took only a few seconds to grow. Too short for any analysing or critical thoughts to influence the process or result.

After the session, I had to jump up and find a piece of paper to jot it all down. Here it is:

The M for MAKER I changed into the DREAMER. This demarcates it better from the next, the SHAPER, which I initially was called the F for FORMER. Did not sound right.

Vishnu appeared first in the Father’s corner, but Vishnu is much more explicit and rather belongs in the Shaper’s corner. The sphere of the expanding question, around the quadruplicity, had a real glow to it.

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The sketch does not show the evolution, which I experienced as significant.

This is my first go at a slideshow. I hope it works for you.

The images have a title… expressing the image’s essence. Directly below the picture, I describe what I felt at the time and after the —- what information I sensed. The numbers before the writing help me to keep it all in sequence.

After the slideshow, further below on this page, I have added a few more thoughts on this matter.

Click on the first image below, the one with the guy hanging upside down. One could call it an inverted pose. Once you are in the slideshow, keep clicking on the arrow on the right. Unless you want to see evolution in reverse. And why not?

0) Sometimes, when I do nothing special….

1) comfort, familiarity, smile —- When I see this normal darkness with patches of activity, I know, it is the moment BEFORE Nothing. There are faint forces of activity and motion.

2) anticipation of what will happen —- Nothing to say about nothing. Within Nothing there is nothing. However, I know, something is FORMING, eventually and soon.

3) static, solid, satisfied, content, settled —- Anything could have happened. When it does, it happens, INSTANTLY, a light is switched on.

4) stable, curiosity, more sensations, awareness starts —- I hover motionless. Then the ground moves underneath me. The colour changes to pale, then white, to FORMLESS.

5) more stimulated, I like it here, I am conscious, a warm attraction —- The SOLID part of me dissolves in joy of HEART. Inside the white, all and me is endless, limitless, the presence of ALL there is. I am part of all.

6) joy is a new feeling, I am happy —- DESIRE to expand and share. With whom? It does not matter, jovial desire is reason enough.

7) disturbed, an UNPLEASANT sense for the first time. —- From the outside, a gentle determined pulling begins, cutting into my joy. A looming sense of division. Alarming question: Why separate me? Who is parting me?

8) feeling balance, then startled and annoyed —- Completed parting gives the new sense, BALANCE amongst four. A balance between me and me? What for? Why?

9) innocent, astounded, curiosity, then empty, complete, no experience, then open, free. —- Desire to explore, search and find, not sure what. Fearless and unshy. Expanding, without expectation or limit.

10) joy of growing, this is fun, then peace, motionless stillness out there —- Reaching out, feeling the essence of HEART expanding, increasing excitement initiates the growth of projecting rays, I AM a star.

11) how amazing, but wearing —- I pull in to take a deep breath, following my impulse

12) courage and strength, wide open into the stillness, longing —- I am conscious of my energy flowing out and I reach to my farthest extent, I halt at the pinnacle

13) dissolving, loosing —- after holding the star, I need to return deeper inside, I am one with it

14) passion, dedication, determination, ending in saturation —- inside, I was given determination, there is something out there I can reach, I stretch into pain and through it, I rest and hold the tension

15) unexpected surprise, something is jutting out of me, I like it —- what is the reason for this?

16) fast growing presence of reliable, enduring STRENGTH —- It is there, above and superior, uninvolved, no demand, distant and remote. Influencing here. I feel safe. Like a child, I play in the warmth of the sun. I trust. (This was not written on the leaf. It was the information when it finished growing.)

17) confusion, irritable,
outward pull from the opposite side, need for balance? Inside: a conflict between purpose and futility. Annoyance with the mindless giver —- Exploring SHAPER, I find indecision and dichotomy. Struggle between opposing innate natures. The joy of growing something, the need to nurture and the knowing of inevitable suffering, and death.

18) Deep moving joy, sensing a source of endless KNOWLEDGE and CARE, feel the conflict inside SHAPER —- Unexpected, DREAMER arrives. We are familiar, instantly. We are of same nature. Brahma, my brother, we found us. Our work is completed with conviction, it can be done, filling the seed with all information and life. For life to dissolve is included.

19) surprise, noticing an omnipresent warm vibration. Inside SPIRIT, I feel unfathomable. —- SPIRIT arose unexpected… no need for it. It is always here, providing, thus, no need for it is felt. Invisible, penetrating all, the source of all, of life with no intention and purpose, no awareness.

20) the gap in between the four is sharp, keenness to join —- I see the FORMLESS, know the SOLID, withdraw like the DREAMER and worry like the SHAPER. FATHER and SPIRIT watch, uninvolved, ready to support. I facilitate connection through a common task. “COME-er brings gift, BE-er gives meaning. DO-er uses the manifested, thus destroys, unintentional. The SEE-er holds the purpose.”

21) all is in motion, all is good, peaceful, right —- Solidification, initiated by DREAMER, propelled by FATHER, supported by SPIRIT. Dissolving starts at completion of seed, is contained in the seed. SHAPER produces, sustains. Forces of living life, dissolve the physical, life returns back to SPIRIT, the keeper.

22) surprise it ended here, remaining open, ready for the next surprise —- I wonder what it will be