Today I were read
aboutyou in news paper Rajasthan
Patrika (your true work documentation unite
) you are not more for our Bikaner or INDIAN Literature . I were not believed
on that bad news so I were conformed frommy friends they were said same bad news to me aboutyou. I was in shocked .in that time I were
felt I am again alone in time space withoutyou . I askedto time whereyou , whereyou ? whyyou are no more for me
. why ?

I am weeping here again
after lost to my Grandfather , in Bikaneryou were on same level ofmy late
Grandfather inmy life . so I have lost againone more Grandfather ofmy life….!

I am leavingmy bed every day at 9 am something but today I
were leavedmy bed in very early morning
.i were not inmy consciousness . because
in my unconsciousness your soul was living to me and thats result I were near your body at your home today after
9:15 am . when I sawyour body was on tool of last journey of life
I were not believing to that live visuals of time . I were remembering your
love and blessing oryour natural smile
that all were for me like a family member.

I saw your own family member were gave you last cultural step ( DAAGH SANSKAR ) I were
silent and watching to your burning bodyby fire at MUKTI DHAM . Gogagate Bikaner.

There I were
remembering our true relation of heart and soul . I did remembered to our past talk
and meetings and communication by letters post.

In year 1999, I were met toyou very first time in Bikaner. You were
askedto me aboutmy art education and then invitedto me atyour office . I were came atyour
office on holy day . you were sharedyour
full time with me and after know aboutmy art aim and conditionyou saidto me I want toyou a art
exhibition for Bikaner in a group show . you will select to artist but it is
very mustyou select two girl in that
art exhibition. For this art exhibition I will giveyou 1000 /- Rupees .in that movement I were in mood of art energy withmy fresh art thought andyou were observedto my true art energy or that’s right way about visual art of Bikaner or INDIA .

By support ofyours and time I were completedthat art exhibition with two girls artists or
three boys artists in only 800 /- rupees and I were gave back toyou
inyour hand200 /- ofyours . you were noticedmy
saving nature and said good workyogendra ..so my dear sir i can’t forget that first live art promotion
ofyours for me . I can’t forget to that live movement ofmy life. I did got a right art promoter of
visual art in this desert side of Bikaner.

After that you were met
to me many timeand I were invitedtoyou
many time inmy solo art exhibitions of Bikaner at Sudarshana Kala Dirgha . many
timeyou have sharedyour time in my art discussions or in street
art exhibition visits.

You know I have a
collection ofyour posted letters . your
first letter was came inmy hand by
postin year 1999 .or in 1999 to till
2013 , you have posted many letters or greetings aboutmy art journey . they all letter is showing
to meyour blessing and our inner attachment
. I sure no one can touch to that attachment of our soul to soul . ( here that’s
selective letters copy images foryou in
digital format aboutyour remembrance and kindyour information on online I have postedtoyou 90E mail after 2010 whenyou came onyour online communication with E mail iduck_25@yahoo.com )

I Know you were always
needed to yogendra nearyou but time and condition was creating distance
between us and we were accepting to that
. but many time I were came nearyou
withoutyour invitation or call . there I
were following to my soul order for meet toyou or in that case no one can stop to me for our meeting . its example
is our last meeting atyour meeting hall
( I am saying to that Kochar Gufa ( cave) . you were likedto this funny title ofyour meeting hall in literature sound. When I
were met to you there, then you said I have
not posted any invitation toyou so how
toyou come here yogendra ? I said to you
I were received a invitation fromyour helper Mr. Qasim Bikaneri then I am here
for meet toyou ,but sir for your art and literature activity I am
not need any invitation or call ,and no
one can stop to me and you also ..after listen my confident answeryou were gave me lovely smile and said to me
ok I am going formy work because I am
feeling ok fromyou yogendra …

But that day I were not
knew if time will not create any chance for me about our live talk in future .

I know today our Bikaner
have lost to a loving soul ,A senior family member of Bikaner , A trueart promoter ,A great thinker of Historical
element or monument . A super writer ,A active social worker , A great father or Grandfather
, A great life partner or a very bold
friend of friends , A Guide ofsystem ofRajasthan Tourism GOVT.
of Rajasthan. In one word I can say
toyou , sir you were a KOHINOOR DIAMOND of our Bikaner.and INDIA .

After todayyou are not with me I know it , and I will
not see to you again in future life I also know it in my consciousness . but
you will live always in my unconsciousness withyour true love feelings or kind words of art promotion . Because you have
touched to my soul fromyour true soul
..so in relation of oursoul to
soulI am write this letter toyou and I know it ismy last
lettertoyou because after this letter writingI will livetoyou inmy soul and there soul is not need any tool
of communication like letter or ETC.