I feel bad.

That doesn’t mean I won’t worry about what he is up to. Rather it means that I will worry a bit less.

I just feel like I shouldn’t look forward to him being away from home. Yet, in some ways, it is the highlight of our week. No arguing. No attitude. No self-righteous indignation and blaming others for what he has done. (at least until he gets home and blames the mentor for what ever he did.)