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I'm always inspired by music, so what can I do when my heart forces me to write another top playlist? I guess this'll be a monthly routine because apparently I love suggesting music so much--even if no one asks for it lol. The genre, year published and the singers that stated are various because I am so random.

#1: Million Reasons - Lady Gaga

"I bow down to pray, I try to make the worse seem better. Lord show me the way to cut through all his worn out leather. I've got a hundred million reasons to walk away, but baby, I just need one good one to stay."

I was never a fan of Lady Gaga's music before because most of them are sometimes too upbeat, not understandable or little too less/much to my liking. But her new album is different and some of the songs in it are so good, send deep messages and that's perfect to me. However, the song that keep playing on repeat in my phone and somehow played a lot of times in my mind (if that is possible) is this song. Check the album out in Youtube or Spotify!

#2: Wait - M83

"Send your dreams where nobody hides. Give your tears to the tide. No time. There's no end, there is no goodbye, disappear with the night."
This song doesn't have much lyrics in it. However, the music is so soothing and calm me and bring some nostalgic memories of 2014/15 since this song is one of TFIOS's soundtracks. Actually I've been searching for this song for so long but I couldn't. And then one day, I was listening to random playlist in Spotify and suddenly this song played. Since then, I can't really stop listening to it everytime I can.

#3: Does It Feel - Charlie Puth

Aww he was so cute 💕

"Tell me lies, like how you're better off without me. While the truth is written all your face. Even in photographs together you look lonely."
This song's lyrics give me kinda Maroon 5's Don't Wanna Know, and We Don't Talk Anymore-ish vibe. It seems like all of the songs today are delivering messages to some people's exes. But whatever, I still love it. I've been waiting for this song to come out technically since I watched Charlie's live singing this song when it hadn't been published yet. So when the studio version come out, I was thrilled. Which leads to me putting this song in my main playlist and playing on repeat. Just like We Don't Talk Anymore, this song will keep playing in your mind.

#4: O Children - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

I literally cry out loud everytime I reach this scene 😭

"Hey, little train! We are all jumping on the train that goes to the Kingdom. We're happy, Ma, we're having fun and the train ain't even left the station. Hey little train! Wait for me! I was held in chains but now I'm free. I'm hanging in there, don't you see? In this process of elimination."

Don't get me started with saying how much my obsession towards Harry Potter had grow since these last few weeks. Even before the last few weeks, I was already obsessed with Harry Potter. And now my love towards the series is growing by day. This song makes me sad and rethink everything about the ending of the series. It makes me think about Sirius, Remus, Dumbledore, Cedric, Fred, Snape and I'll feel so sad because they died. They are the important part in the series and they died. So sad. But they died with honor, that is the only thing that I'm okay with about the death.

And of course, the only reason I've been listening to this song is because it happens to be one of the soundtracks in Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.

#5: Creep - Radiohead.

"I want a perfect soul, I want you to notice when I'm not around. You're so f*cking special, I wish I was special. But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here."p/s: the lyrics literally describe my non-existent love life😪😂
I wasn't really a fan of this song before, I only listen to this song when I feel like it. If it's in my playlist, it's the song that I'll always skip but never delete. However, when I listened to Colleen's cover of it, I literally fell in love with it. I usually avoid this kind of song because it's so dramatic and makes me imagine a high school drama where there is someone that likes a person that never notices him/her because that person is so great, the opposite of him/her. Tsk tsk. The drama sounds so familiar to me.

My random rant about the music that I love ends here this time. Do leave comments about your current favorite songs! I would love to listen to your suggestion. And feel free to follow me in Bloglovin'! :)

Just now I was watching Shane Dawson's videos, and since he's one of my favorite youtubers, so I think why not I just share my top fav youtubers to you guys? But hey, I did that post once upon a time, so should I make the second top 5 fav youtubers? Yes, and since the first post only consists 5 female youtubers, so this time I'll do the top 5 fav male youtubers😁

#1: Shane Dawson

I love Shane! The first time I saw his video was when I watched his collaboration with Colleen, which is also one of my fav people in the whole world. Why do I love his videos? He's funny, original, somehow inspiring, and I just love the way he reacts to everything in his videos. Oh and we share something in common, which is, our love for foods! He loves foods as much as I do, I don't have any reason to resist the temptation of watching his videos while eating hew hew.

I love all of his videos, but my personal favorites are conspiracy theories videos and foods reaction (of course). Check his videos out here!

#2: Joey Graceffa

Truth be told, I also know him from one of Miranda's videos. He's one of Miranda's baes besides Tyler Oakley, Ricky Dillon and some others lol. One day, when I was still a new Mirfanda, I intentionally watched her video collaboration with Joey, her bae whose last name she couldn't pronounce. In the video, I found Joey very funny, so I watched his videos in his channel. Turned out, he is a great, positive, kind and soft-hearted person and I really admire his personality. Hence, I subscribed to him and my life had never been the same since.

He usually posts random videos so I just watch everything. My personal favorite is of course, his collab with Miranda, but hey that's out of the options. So I choose my second personal favorite, which is him trying out new things and challenges! They are so so so fun to watch. You should go see his channel!

#3: Jack Baran

Finally, a person who isn't related to Miranda! He first showed up on my youtube suggestion when I was searching for music that I never heard before. And he made videos of music I've never heard before and since my love for music isn't so light, so I love everyone who suggests me a good music! Let's be honest, I don't love every songs in his playlist but majority of them are really great! Most of them are towards indie-ish music and before I listened to the songs in his videos, I'm not quite a fan of indie music. But now, indie songs are occupying my Spotify playlist hew hew.

He also posts random stuff such as challenges, some storytimes, and more. But my personal favorites are of course, his playlist&fav songs we never heard before videos. Maybe you'll love him too, go check his channel out!

#4: Ricky Dillon

Ricky!!!!! Another Miranda's bae lol. I don't think I need to tell you the first time I saw his videos hew hew. Actually, the first time I watched his video, it was his own video, not a video collab with Miranda. I love how straight-forward he is. Okay, Shane is straight-forward too, but Ricky's straight-forwardness is what I love the most about him and makes me never want to miss any of his videos. Other than that, he's also a fun person to watch.

I don't have personal favorites for his videos. He posts random type of videos in his channel and I can't choose which one is my fav 😕 So you should check his videos out in his channel!

#5: Connor Franta

Once upon a time, I was binge watching a lot of youtube videos and he was in the suggestion. And I unintentionally clicked on his video when I actually wanted to click another video. But I guess that was a fate I need to really be thankful of because if it wasn't for the unintentional click, I'll never found his channel. He is a great person, just like my other fav youtubers but he is so real. The others are real too but from him I started to open my eyes and mind wider and see that everyone is also a human just like me.

I love all of his videos but I love the videos where he talks about life/world/random things the most. Watching his videos might be a life-changing decision for you too, go watch his videos if you are interested! 😃

This post makes me want to go to youtube right now to binge watch all the videos I missed these past weeks. But I just realized that my eyes are begging me to sleep and rest hew hew so maybe next time. Btw, who are your favorite male youtubers? Leave some comments in comment section down below! 😃

The 'bah' I'm going to talk about is not the big ship 'bah'. It's the famous Sabahan's 'bah'. A lot of non Sabahans are mis-using it (lol). You don't use 'bah' in every sentence, but yes it is used in a lot type of sentences for a certain reason. See, we don't just put 'bah' in everything.

A lot of people that think 'bah' is put in the end of every sentences, but it's actually not. You can't put 'bah' in the end of questions or ayat penyata all of sudden.

And, don't use 'bah' in the end question sentences unnecessarily. Contohnya, "apa khabar bah?", "siapa nama kau bah?". The misuses of 'bah' really sounds weird. Just imagine you use 'okay' in every sentences.

"Apa khabar ok?"

"Siapa nama kau ok?"

"Kau nak makan nasi lemak tak ok?"

Weird, right? That's how it feels when people use 'bah' in wrong sentences (kinda). But it's okay if you used it in a wrong way, at least you tried.

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Nabila || Hello and welcome to my little crib. I share about things that interest me; books, music, lifestyle, etc. I'm currently on a hiatus to focus on my SPM. For any inquiries, email me at: fifaeiela@gmail.com