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Ironically, being on the road has actually at times making it easier for me to write. Being stuck in a truck taking turns during 4 hours shifts across the US gives me time to think and write while the battery lasts. Two major thoughts have rooted themselves in my mind as of late: first things are worse than I thought in terms of collapse/decline, and the US is far too big to conquer conventionally – and that’s why we killed ourselves.

To speak to the 2nd point first, the US is HUGE. Mind-blowing huge. I traveled a lot as a kid and young man but it is easy to forget. I am in Texas right now, drove all day, this state you can drive ALL DAY AT 80 MPH and not get across it. That is huge as fuck. How is the mex army – if it existed- EVER even get passed Texas? A logistic nightmare as its endless scrub desert and millions with guns. This point really struck me as I was thinking about how essentially we are invincible to ANY conventional attack. Say China puts their million men on boats and actually gets to Sanfran, they plow through some shitlibs and then what? Nothing. Maybe it becomes New Shanghia, but they sure as shit are not getting through Utah/Arizona/New Mex deserts.

The only reason people can get through at all is because of arteries – aka Interstates- which by the way are falling apart. Its like road warrior out here dodging holes and tire blow outs averaging over 1 per mile. Are tank columns going to be getting across the south west desert? Not a fucking chance. Best chance is east coast, plow some fagsters over there and then stall out in the Kentucky or Carolina mountains. Esp. with oil running out no way it happens.

So…short of a nuking or bio attack, we CAN NOT LOSE conventionally. YKW and friends know this, and knew this, so what is the way you can beat someone you can’t hurt yourself? Get them to hurt themselves. So we are force fed things about how BIGGOV is watching every one of us and anything from you Milf Porn searches to tax evasion google search is going to get the feds busting down you door. No way it happens. It will happen to some of us, but this country is way to fucking big, and costs to much. That is the key here, fear spreads like a virus, so they make an example of some guy with kid porn, some tax evader, some gun trafficker, and suddenly its like ‘wow shit, I guess I’m going down soon’, which is not accurate. Its kind of like the sniper where he hits 1 guy, and it has an effect that shuts down a 1000, whereas if they simply resisted or rushed they would lose a few more but that would be that.

Surprisingly there is a ‘oil boom’ of sorts happening right now in texas, but it also is going away due to low oil prices, my prediction is the infrastructure was put into place, so we have something to turn to in the near future, so prepare for a bigger ‘boom’ in 2-5 years down here.

I think the real way to sum up my recent trip here, was a store had like 10 mex and fat white bitches as managers and cashiers, there was one white guy, his face was broken and beaten, looking down at the ground in a slave face wondering how his race and ancestors went down so hard to the traitors in our midst and the mud.

My new job has me on the road approximately 50% of the time, I thought I ‘liked’ travel, but it’s a bit overrated, but that being said I have a lot of time to think, and my hyper-conservative co-workers endlessly listen to Fox news and its spawn. Most people are only capable of thinking in one or other, good evil evil, me vs you, and this is how fox exploits this.

To state it bluntly, I always thought fox news was total shit, a pretty blatant psyops/propaganda piece, that was when I was a liberal and young, most of that has not changed but now I see an interesting thing about some of what they said: a lot of it is true.

Now, I need to qualify this immensely, I am NOT a fan, but I see the insane propaganda of how this works. They rail endlessly about how muslims ‘hate our freedom’ and how good America is because of ‘freedom’, yes, pretty dumb I know. But what was surprisingly interesting was how they took Killary Clinton to task about all this stuff about insider trading to Russia, to evading taxes etc. Of a typical program on fox, 90% is Killary criticism, but only things that are easy to point to: such as insider trading, NOT that she is just as war hawkish as Bushbama presidency.

What this taught me, is how this fits into the simplistic plots we are taught and grow up with. We are REARED thinking there is ‘good guys’ (us) vs those bad guys out there. There good is clear and right, bad is evil, wrong, greedy, never is there any complex thinking in that both sides might ‘be right’. It is somehow really profound thinking in this world that Isis might actually believe they are ‘good guys’ instead of monsters we think they are. Does anyone wake up thinking ‘yep today I am going to be a bad guy, can’t wait for Team America to come stomp me out’.

So, I have my repub coworkers who HEAR this corruption on the democrat side, and to them ‘democrats are shit’ and for the most part they are right, but they fall into their childish mentality where if demo = evil then repub = good. It becomes impossible for them to realize that REPUBLICANS ARE JUST AS CORRUPT. Over on MSN or wherever they are talking about Chris Chrisitie letting off oil companies light for exchange of political donations.

I’d like to end this with a disturbing sign I saw in Texas: Thank You Israel

I’ve made a pretty big change in my life, I moved to a completely new place with a job that pays really good in this collapsing economy. I am not sure I will stay here forever as in the desert is not a place that is sustainable long term for self-sufficiency with is important for me. That being said, it’s lonely at times knowing no one, but it’s put some things into perspective, and reminds me how dumb most people are.

Most people have never traveled or lived meaningfully outside of the place they were born. I came from a small town and knew this fact, but thought maybe it was localized just there. This is a city and most people grew up here, went to college here, live here, its kind of sad; very just taking what life gives you rather then going your own way.

People are dumb with time and money. I grew up extremely, extremely tight with my money, as I rarely had any. People blow money like crazy on stupid shit, bad food, things they discard right away. It is stunning how little people know about fixing their own stuff, making things last etc. I haven’t had the internet, and I feel withdrawals, but being forced to go to public wifi spots has helped me cut down on stupid surfing, I have to have my purpose dialed.

My boss is ‘smart’ but is religious and doesn’t believe in climate change or evolution- and I work in science. I guess this shows how successful propaganda is that smart people can believe basic untruths. If people don’t believe evolution happens, how would you ever convince them of subtler truths that we are exposed to?