WE'LL TALK ABOUT THAT AND HO THE FORECAST WILL BE BACK IN A COUPLE MINUTES. 2 YOUNG LIVES TAKEN IN A DOUBLE MURDER SUICIDE. THE FATHER OPENS UP ABOUT HIS UNTHINKABLE LOSS. TERRY PARKER TALKED ABOUT RICHARD ABOUT LOSING HIS 2 TEEN CHILDREN. TERRY? RIGHT. IT HAS BEEN JUST 3 WEEKS SINCE THOSE 2 CHILDREN WERE SLAIN. TONIGHT THE SHATTERED FATHER FOR THE FIRST TIME SHARES DETAILS ABOUT THE HORRIFYING DISCOVERY HE MADE AND HOW HE IS ABLE TO COPE WITH KEEPING IT OUST HIS MIND. HE TELLS ME WHY HE DOES NOT HATE THE WOMAN WHO KILLED THEIR CHILDREN. THEY ARE FRIENDS HAD THOSE TAKEN AT DIFFERENT TIMES. RICHARD LOOKS AT PESHTHS OF HIS 2 CHILDREN OVER AND OVER. THE VIDEOS OF THEM PLAYING INSTRUMENTS. TRYING TO COPE WITH THE CRUSHING REALITY THAT ALEX AND JACKIE ARE GONE MURDERED BY THEIR MOTHER, RICHARD'S EX-WIFE, JENNIFER. I MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY. I DO. THAT'S THE HARD PART. IF HE SEEMS STOWIC HE MOVES ON AUTOPILOT LAST MONTH HE DROVE TO HIS EX-WIFE'S HOME TO FIND HIS CHILDREN SHOT TO DEATH BY THEIR MOTHER AND THEN KILLED HERSELF. I BLOCK IT. IT HAPPENED. TRY NOT TO THINK ABOUT IT. HE DISTRACTS HIMSELF WITH FRIENDS TO STOP HIS MIND FROM GOING THERE ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT. JUST GET UP. HE SAYS HIS EX-WIFE WAS STRESSED OUT ABOUT MONEY AND THEIR DIVORCE BUT SHE WAS A GOOD MOTHER AND HAD NO IDEA SHE WOULD KILL THEIR CHILDREN: HEAL NOT SAY IF HE HAS REGRETS OR APINGER OR GUILT FOR NOT RECOGNIZING HER SYMPTOMS. I JUST CAN'T. I WANT TO THINK ABOUT THE POSITIVE THINGS GOING FORWARD AND NOT REFLECT BACK ON -- STUFF THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST. IN A NEGATIVE WAY. IF THAT'S OKAY. SOMETIMES HE TALKS TO JACK AND HE ALEX. THEY ARE LOOKING OUT FOR EACH OTHER. GETTING THROUGH EACH QUARTER OF AN HOUR IS AN ACHIEVEMENT. IT IS HARD. HE ESTABLISHED A FOUNDATION TO RAISE MONEY TO HELP HIS CHILDREN'S CLASSMATE OF THE SCHOOL OF THE ARTS. FOCUSING ON THOSE CHILDREN AND TRY TO HELP THEM IS WHAT HELPS HIM NOT THINK ABOUT WHAT