Time has wings

Saturday, August 24, 2013

It has been over a year when I sat down to blog. Last year this time, I was down 35 pounds feeling great! Now I am up 45 pounds. Ugh!! I went to a weight clinic through my doctor and it was required to do 2 1/2 hours of what I already know. Portion control, what foods to eat, etc....Mine problem is motivation. Life's problem end up with senseless food eating. I am seeking counseling with my weight loss. Why I deserve to be healthy. I start to loose weight and then get down so far and quit. I feel I don't deserve to loose weight.....what is up with that??? I feel helpless at time.

I will take the advice (again) of logging everything down, Feelings with what I eat. Weighing on Saturdays. So, here I go.....THIS TIME IT IS FOR ME!

Hi MerryMary42...thank you for your response. It helped me reading it. Isn't that the truth! We can't remember how we got it off, lol.....it seems like ions ago, I panic also, then stop! I hadn't even reached goal. I still had another 40 to go.

I see you are a fellow Red Hatter....I am with the Ya-Ya Red Hatters from San Diego/Orange Co area. I am Marchioness Crazy Like A Fox (Ya Ya name). I even stopped going to events because I feel so bad. A failure. But today is a new day!

that is right, you know it really is doable, the losing the initial weight, and of course maintaining is doable, but I don't seem to be able to do it very well, whn I start getting close t0 130, I panic, but just can't seem to remember why I gained it, and how I took it of. simple really, but lets face it, hard also