Gah, I'm normally not so doom and gloom. Today is just one of those days.

I have lots of those days too

I just wanted to tell you that you are often in my prayers, and I fervently hope that you have your rainbow baby. Your courage has really helped me find the strength to keep trying, even after 3 undiagnosed losses myself. Please don't give up hope, as hard as that may be. Miracles do happen!