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Creating A Christian CharacterAnd Writing Them Accuratly To How Real World Christians Act

If you've ever read a Christian novel, you've seen the rosy cheeked, glowy eyed, sweet innocent virgin and her prince charming. No smoking. No drinking. No swearing, No sex. Dutifully in church every Sunday. Reading Scripters every morning. Praying every night.

Perfect angels who do no wrong.

That is how Christians are portrayed in fiction.

But is what REALLY what a REAL Christian acts like?

Characters like that are written by the Christians themselves, because that's how they see themselves. They are so deluded by their own egos, that they do not know how the rest of the world sees them.

When I see those characters in novels, I ask myself, did the author ever meet a real live Christian in real life?

Vile, evil, bitter, hate filled, bloodthirsty, vicious, gun carrying, hate mongers, who do nothing but run around screaming KILL! KILL! KILL! in the name of God.

The single most violent terrorists in the entire history of mankind: The Christian race.

The Romans, mass murdering the Kelts in the name of Christ.

The Templars mass murdering the Jews, in the name of Christ.

The Spanish Inquisition, mass murdering Jews and Protesents, in the name of Christ

The Spanish Conquistadors mass murdering the Native Americans, in the name of Christ.

The Puritans, mass murdering women of Germany, in the name of Christ.

Hitler mass murdering Jews and non-whites, in the name of Christ.

In total, more than 2 BILLION people, murder for Jesus.

And those are just the mass murders done by church leaders themselves. Those are not the one offs done by members.

Or the small scale Christian hate groups like the Ku Klux Klan, the Neo-Nazis, the Westboro Baptists Church.... and there's dozens more.

Jesus preached love.

But Christians, preach hate.

How should a Christian be portrayed in fiction?

SHOULD Christian Characters in novels, be polished into perfect little goody-two-shoes who can do no wrong?

Or should Christian characters in novel, be written, to act like REAL Christians?

Vile, evil, bitter, hate filled, bloodthirsty, vicious, gun carrying, hate mongers, who do nothing but run around screaming KILL! KILL! KILL! in the name of God. The way REAL Christian do?

If you've ever read any of my articles on character creation, you know, I'm someone who likes accuracy.

I like a culture, race, or religion to be portrayed ACCURATELY, regardless of how good or evil that representation makes them out to be.

It is my belief that authors do the world a great disservice, when they take a terrorist organization like Christianity, and portray it in novels as some good, when in reality, it's largest group of terrorists on the planet.

Is is right for authors to portray the largest, bloodiest, most violent terrorist organization on the planet as though they were kind and loving, when in real life they are not?

And to write a Christian Character ACCURATELY, one must first try to empathize with a vile, evil, bitter, hate filled, bloodthirsty, vicious, gun carrying, hate mongers, who do nothing but run around screaming KILL! KILL! KILL! in the name of God. And that's not easy to do. The very reason so few Christians exist in the world, is because it's against Human nature to run around hating everything. It takes a special kind of sociopath to become a Christian.

Today a fellow minister (if you did not know, I am an ordained minister) posted this on a forum for ministers:

Note on a car

So my wife shows me this article from face book where some one left a note on a car“

Hello Neighbor,It has come to my attention that on the back of your Black Jeep Cherokee you have an NRA “Life Member” sticker. For it is your right to express your opinions openly. I do not appreciate the fact that I live in a neighborhood with a lunatic who owns guns! We’re supposed to live in a safe Christian neighborhood, and we don’t need some redneck hill-billy nut living here!So I ask you please, to get rid of your guns and remove your NRA sticker for my children and everyone’s children and turn to God for guidance!Thank you,A Caring neighbor”

First of all I am totally amazed at the language used by this christian. To call some one a lunatic and then a Redneck Hill-Billy is not very Christian like, and you just started an argument you may not win. All you have done is just shown the world how big of a raciest you are. Just because a person has a weapon does not mean he does not know God.

Lets look in the Bible.Nehemiah 4:16-18From that day on, half of my servants carried on the work while half of them held the spears, the shields, the bows and the breastplates; and the captains were behind the whole house of Judah. Those who were rebuilding the wall and those who carried burdens took their load with one hand doing the work and the other holding a weapon. As for the builders, each wore his sword girded at his side as he built, while the trumpeter stood near me. Here we see that the Neighbors stood watch while others went about doing their task at hand.

Have you ever stopped and look at why you live in such a safe neighborhood. I own a gun and yet I know God and I feel it is my duty to protect those that live near me from those with guns that wish to do evil to them. I pray that I will never have to use my weapon agents another.

But I also must pray for this person that left the note as he really needs it the most.

Judge not least ye be judged.

How do you feel about this my Brothers and sisters. All Opinions will be respected.

Perhaps she lives in Maine were 200,000 active Ku Klux Klan members terrorise everyone with guns and she's fed up with the terrorist attacks on her neighbourhood? (The KKK is a branch of the Baptist Church, btw and they carry machine guns and kill in the name of God, claiming it is their Christian duty to do so). I'd be interested to find out where she lives, and if her family, like mine has been subjected to the following in the name of God... probably not considering she thinks a gun owner can NOT be a Christian. odd, considering here in Maine, you are considered a "non-Christian heathen" if you do NOT own a gun.

Did you know I've had FIVE (5) houses on my land in the past 12 years?

A bomb blew up one house (2006)

Morrin House Movers cut house in half, stole it, and moved it to Lake Arrowhead (2001)

A backhoe has driven over the other 3 houses (2001, 2007, 2013)

The KKK left an 8 foot tall white cross in the whole where my house was, after they blew it up with a bomb in October 2006.

May 2006 they attacked my dad and put him in a coma for 6 months.

May 2010 they cut my 1964 Dodge 330 in half.

April 2015 they filled my motorhome with thousands of gallons of feces

May 2015 they cut off my cats' heads and nailed my cats heads to my door.

September 2017 they cut up my 1992 Volvo.

November 9, 2017 they put LSD, Meth, and Molly in my brother's food at the Biddeford, Maine McDonalds, he was in a coma for 5 days.

They weekly stand in my driveway at sunset and shot at my family with their guns.

Why do they do these things?

They've given various reasons, including to call me non-white (even though my skin is physically whiter then theirs) because they claim I am Jewish (even though I'm not) and say all Jews are not white. They also claim that because I'm a woman who has had 7 miscarriage and no children that, this means I'm really a transexual and disguise and it "kill or be killed, remember Saco Shaws all transexuals are all, kill them all!" they scream in my driveway as the police drag them away...

Welcome to Christianity in Maine.

The terms that woman uses in her note, are VERY Christian, very, very, VERY Christian....at least around here, where, all it takes to be Christian is owning a gun, donning a white hood and shooting anyone you think deserves it.

And this.... is why there is so much fighting in religion.

You have that woman with her vehement hatred for gun owners calling then none Christian for owning a gun, and then you come here to Maine and you've got Christians with their vehement hatred proclaiming guns are god-given to better kill the non-Christians with.

In every city or every state you find different people claiming different things are Christian, and you what to know the ONLY thing any of them have in common? Their verhement hatred of everyone different then themselves. Which means not a one of them is anything even close to being Christian, because Christ himself stated that to be Christian one must love thy neighbor as thyself.

By Christ's own words if you do not love everybody and treat every body with love, you are not Christian, so no one running around with vehement hatred for someone else is Christian, no matter how much they say they are.

I feel that people like to throw around the title of Christian without really knowing what it means and that this is why Jesus said: "By their fruits ye shall know them" and "blind leading the blind" and "many shall come in my name, but I know them not" and "a wolf is sheeps clothen" and "no good fruit can come from a withered root"

With those lines, Jesus warned of a time to come, when people would take up his name (calling themselves Christians) and use his name as an excuse to do bad things, and they would convince others to follow them.

When I see someone like the woman with the note, I am reminded that we simply have to look at the fruits of her labours to know she has withered roots. By her fruits we know she is not Christian, and is simply a wolf in sheeps clothen, for we see her fruits of anger and hatred in her note on the car.

She is no different then the Ku Klux Klan members who torment my family. While she is not marching around with guns, she is still marching around with hate on her shoulder.

I'm well acquainted with Christians and their violent, hate filled ways.

I used to call myself a Christian, because I foolishly believed that Christians actually practiced what they preached. But then I meet real live Christian, and now I know the truth. They do not follow Jesus, they do not love their neighbours. They never do good and their is no kindness in them.

Do you know who drove this backhoe over my house?

If so...

Please Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322

Did you know I've had FIVE (5) houses on my land in the past 12 years?

a bomb blew up one (2006)

Morrin House Movers cut one in half, stole it, and moved it to Lake Arrowhead (2001)

the backhoe seen above has driven over the other 3 (2001, 2007, 2013)

Did you know I lived under a 8x6 tarp for 9 years because of the vandal who repeatedly destroyed my houses?

including to live under it through

7 hurricanes

more than a dozen blizzards

and Maine's record breaking winter that reached -47F

until vandals did this to it:

September 26, 2017The Latest Attack By Old Orchard Beach's Renegade KKK Members Who Use Their Cars As Battering Ram Weapons, To Slam Into Me While Driving Home, Has Done Horrific Amounts of Damage To My Daily Driver:

A Note About The particular Ku Klux Klan group mentioned here... they are NOT the "official" Ku Klux Klan...

A Note About The particular Ku Klux Klan group mentioned here... they are NOT the "official" Ku Klux Klan...

...but rather a tiny self-made local group who call themselves "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan"

...this is a VERY important bit of information. Why? Because there is NO SUCH GROUP affiliated with the Ku Klux Klan. The real group is called "The Loyal white Knights of the Ku Klux Klan" and they are a very peaceful group - NOT the extreme radicals that most people think they are. They keep to themselves and are a branch of the Baptist Church (yes, the REAL: kkk is a religious church group) they have their own "pope" figure, and they believe that only "the pure" (aka white skinned) can enter Heaven. They believe it is a sin to hurt anyone and are EXTREMELY non violent.

Like the Amish, the REAL KKK separate themselves from others, living in communities free of non-whites. Here in Maine, most of them can be found in Kennebunk, Kennebunkport, Ocean Park, and Cape Porpoise. Each of these towns is 90% white, with Ocean Park being a full 100% white and having town ordinances in place making it illegal to sell property to non-whites. I have friends, who live in Kennebunk, who are members of the REAL Ku Klux Klan, including my boyfriend and his family, and that's why I know the difference between the ACTUAL group, and the renegade terrorists who dress up like them and do shit in their name.

The group that calls themselves "The Loyalist White Knights" was founded by my cousins Shem Atwater and Yvonne Johnson, and a local Tommy Bryant who lives on my street. It is NOT an official branch of the Ku Klux Klan, and is rather a renegade radical group, that sports swastika arm bands, greats each other with "heil Hitler", brandishes Confederate flags, also say they are by political party members of the Nazi Party. Near as I can tell the group consists of about 12 families and is fewer then 100 members. For some reason, they all drive 4-door-white trucks, though I do not know what the logic is behind this.

The group is very local and does not exist outside of Southern Maine. They mostly follow a list of rules that were written up by my Uncle David Atwater (Richard Merlin's older brother). In the 1970s, they called themselves "A Division of Heaven's Gate". They changed the name to "The Loyalist White Knights" in 1997 after the infamous Heaven's Gate Murder Suicide that killed 39 people. It is unknown if they were ACTUAL Heaven's Gate members or if they just called themselves that. Most members of this group are illegal aliens from Nova Scotia and do not have American citizenship. They claim to be a "sovereign nation" and say they are "bound to no laws, no government, but our own".

I born into and grew up with this group, and escaped it in 2003 because I wanted no part of what I saw as nothing but a group of insane mindless drones blindly following a raving lunatic. If you tell them they are mindless and following David blindly, they smile and proudly say: "I know, we are his sheep, he is our shepherd, he is steering us on the path to righteousness and glory." They then start rambling nonsense about "trumps of jubilee", "armageddon" "comet wormwood" "planet kolob" and quoting Book of Mormon and Bible verses. They also claim that God is an alien, alien abductions are demon attacks, and obsessively stockpile guns because they claim God will "sound the trump" and they will be his army during the "Third World War".

The car which attacked me on the Ross Road, just outside of the entrance to the Blueberry Plains, was a fairly new model of a Honda minivan, color maroon/burgundy metallic.

As with the previous attackers, this car had no license plates on it.

The driver appeared to be a man, but could have been a woman. Was wearing a straw hat, pulled down over their face to conceal their features.

This is not the first time they have done this. This particular attack however has done several thousand in damages to my car.

It is unknown if this driver was armed, however it should be noted that previous attackers, were armed with illegal automatic rifles, and it is assumed this attacker likely was as well.

The passenger's side of the front bumper of their car has a large pink paint smear on it, from the pink paint on my car.

Do be aware that this group of domestic terrorists, (who call themselves "The Loyalist White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan") are wanted by the FBI and are considered to be heavily armed and extremely dangerous. Their attacks on the non-white, non-Christian, and LGBTQ residents of Old Orchard Beach are becoming more frequent and much bolder. Do NOT approach them if you see them, just call the local police and the FBI immediately and run as far away from range of their gun fire as possible.

Do keep in mind that this group of terrorists are the ones who blew up my house with a bomb October 18, 2006, beheaded my cousin July 2013, drove a backhoe over my next house August 8, 2013, beat me up on November 14, 2013 leaving me paralyzed 5 months and crippled for the rest of my life, filled my motorhome with thousands of gallons of feces April 10, 2015, kidnapped my cats and have been one at a time returning the heads of my cats.

Since I got beaten up by this weird so-called author, November 14, 2013, still no clue who she is, but she left me paralyzed for 5 months, during which time she hacked my KBoards account, my NaNoWriMo account, my website, my FaceBook, my Twitter, and other places, pretending to be me and written horrible stuff via my accounts. Then she created 52 fake Amazon accounts and left 52 fake and completely identical 1 star reviews on every one of my books.

I was paralyzed 5 months, relearning to walk 18 months... and I was offline for a full 3 years, and had no clue this woman had taken over all my online accounts or had done any of these things, until 2015. :( .

I'm crippled for the rest of my life, on a cane with one leg useless, and only have the use of 1 hand now, and permanent damage to my spine.

I used to publish a novel a month... now because of this still unidentified Kboards member, I've got $3million in medical bills, a bomb also blew up my house so living in my car, can barely move, and am lucky if I can get 1 book typed up a year. So frustrating.

It's been 4 years and I'm still in physical therapy, and it's a good day if I can stand up, let alone walk. Had to cancel the 2015-2018 book signing tour, and had to cancel all the monthly book releases from November 2013 to who knows when... still all canceled and we are closing in on 2018 now.

The Kboards hacker crushed my spine, my hip, my pelvis, and my knee. Tore up all the nerves and muscles. Got a $40million lawsuit waiting for when the FBI finally identifies who the Kboards hacker is. FBI – Federal Bureau of Investigation agent's contact info is on my website if you have any info about who it was who hacked my Kboards account 2013 to 2015

They have done similar things to 140 other families in Old Orchard Beach. In the past 4 years they have kidnapped and beheaded more than 500 cats and dogs. They are also wanted in connection to the murders of 3 police officers and 30+ children, as well as the bombing of the First Care Health Clinic on Saco ave in 2003.

This group of terrorists are incredibly dangerous, if they approach you or attack you, flee from them as quickly as possible - they WILL KILL you.

If you know who did this to my car, please call the FBI Agent in charge of the case to turn them in:

Please Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322

More information about this psychopathic, criminally deranged NaNoWriMo ML & her violent "street team" can be found

2 Have Been Found & Returned

These 10 Are Still Missing

If You Know Where They arePlease Bring Them Home

If You Know Who Is Holding Them Hostage

Please Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322

I'm a woman who has had 7 miscarriages, and wears "elaborate clothes". Because I have no children, the residents of Old Orchard Beach, beat me up, calling me a transsexual, claiming only a man would dress like I do, claiming that the reason I have no children is because I'm not really female.

They left me paralyzed and crippled.

They crushed my hips, my pelvis, and my spine, and took away, what little chance I had to carry a pregnancy to full term.

I'm crippled for the rest of my life. I can barely walk now. It's why I'm now on a cane. Any hope I had of having children is gone now.

That's the reality, of the gay hatred of this town.

I am a straight female. I have Autism. I wear pink. I wear glitter. I talk with a "funny gay sounding voice".

Acording to the people in this towm:

I walk like a fag...

talk like a fag...

dress like a fag...

act like a fag...

and therefor must be treated like a fag...

I need to be taught my place...

I deserve to be shot in the head...

I look gay, and therefore I must be,

because no one but gay men, talk in this voice

no one but gay men wear pink

no one but gay men wear glitter

no one but gay men prance instead of walk...

so they beat me up, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they cut my car in half, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they put a bomb in my house, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they filled my motorhome with feces, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

they cut my cats heads off and nailed their heads to my door, because I'm "too gay" for Old Orchard Beach

because I have Autism

and that makes me "too gay for the family friend town of Old Orchard Beach"

I used to dance when I walked... but after 5 months paralyzed, 18 months relearning to walk, and now 4 years later, my leg is lame and I am crippled, barely able to stand, dragging a lame leg, I'll never dance again.

Do you know what that's like?

Can you even begin to imagine?

To be an Autistic person, who can no longer dance when I walk?

They hate gay men so much, that they are willing to beat up a childless autistic women, in ill health, accusing her of being a transvestite.

Because these evil people took away my ability to have children, I had cats; but they took my cats, and cut off their heads, and nailed them to my door.

Welcome to Old Orchard Beach. The gay-hating capital of Maine.

Where residents try to murder crippled, elderly, straight women, accusing them of being gay.

This is the reality of how Autistics are seen by the world.

This is the reality of how Autistics are treated by "normal" people.

This is the reality of being transgender in Old Orchard Beach.

This is the reality of what bullies do to someone with mental illnesses, they do not understand.

Do You Know The Identity of the People Who Did These Things?Have Information? Please Call FBI Agent Andy Drewer @ (207) 774-9322

And so, this brings up the question, how should a Christian be portrayed in fiction?

SHOULD Christian Characters in novels, be polished into perfect little goody-two-shoes who can do no wrong?

Or should Christian characters in novel, be written, to act like REAL Christians?

Vile, evil, bitter, hate filled, bloodthirsty, vicious, gun carrying, hate mongers, who do nothing but run around screaming KILL! KILL! KILL! in the name of God. The way REAL Christian do?

If you've ever read any of my articles on character creation, you know, I'm someone who likes accuracy.

I like a culture, race, or religion to be portrayed ACCURATELY, regardless of how good or evil that representation makes them out to be.

It is my belief that authors do the world a great disservice, when they take a terrorist organization like Christianity, and portray it in novels as some good, when in reality, it's largest group of terrorists on the planet.

Is is right for authors to portray the largest, bloodiest, most violent terrorist organization on the planet as though they were kind and loving, when in real life they are not?