Sad songs they play so much so turn em off

The chorus of the sad song
Was the foundation of his day
Every sight and sound was connected to it somehow
Almost like the way the keys to a piano are attached to the hammer that makes the music
He was not so much aware of it as he was part of it
When the night finally came the song left him and he dreamed a very colorful and remarkably silent dream

Thanks Maron and sorry that you can relate.
There is this song by Beck “I’m loser baby so why don’t you kill me”, in the past it was the foundation of so many days for me.
Soy un peredor no mas por favor ;).