Thursday, February 19, 2009

So my mom and i are always fighting about something or have yelled at each other at least three times a day. People tell me to apprecitate what I have now cause sooner or later im going to lose it...But its hard to appreciate what I have now, when my mom is yelling at me for everything I do or didnt do... To me my mom is a crazy ass lady, and I say it to her face, she knows she overreacts, but just wont admit it...She pretends to be nice to the other parents to make herself seem like an amazing mother, but she IS NOT! My mother is like a quarter, she has two faces and I get stuck with the side that is a bitch. My mom would rather go to the gym to exercise instead of spending time with my sisters. I dont really care if i dont see her through out the entire day, but my sisters love her way more than I do, so i want her home more for them...What I noticed with my mom is that shes says shes trying to make us have a better life, but I think that shes using me or my sisters to get the things that she never had in the past. I dont want to have the things that she didnt have. She doesnt want me or my sisters to make the same mistakes as her, but i want and should be able to make my own. I will NOT be her puppet, and neither will my sisters.I think I hate my mother so much because she just does stupid things in her life...I want her to pay more attentions to my sisters than she did to me. I want to be the guinea pig so that she knows what to do to help my sisters out more in life and so that they can be happy. I just dont give a shit to what she thinks about me, I know Im a dissapointment to her and I just dont care anymore. Id rather be happy just being myself and not trying to live up to her expectaions.I may hate my mother with like 95 percent of my heart, but if you arent me then be happy with what you got...because you can have a big family and millions of friends, but you still only have one person who carried you for nine months, and gave birth to you.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

If you see a girl that you have never mey before and she says "are u going out with that girl you were sitting by earlier?" what would you say? I told her "no Im not". Then she asks if she could have her number... I had absolutley no idea what to say to her and just said that..."it wouldnt be right if i just gave her number away", and the girl said "oh...okay..." and she sort of follows me back to my seat, but ends up leaving Barnes and Nobles... I go to Barnes and Nobles alot to do homeowrk at something weird always happens to us...This was by far the most hilarious moment of all.... What would you do? What should I have said?

About Me

Random Quotes

" Life is not measured by the number of breathes we take, but by the number of moments that take our breath away."
-anonymous

"Nothing great in the world has ever been accomplished without passion"
-Hebbel

"Yesterday is a mystery, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift" -Elenor Roosovelt

"When scientist finally find the center of the world, some people will be suprised to learn that they're not it"
-Bernard Bailey

"Sex is like air, its not important til your not getting any"
-random guy at school

Favorite Book Quotes

"People who go out with anyone just to be with someone .Its like they rather be unhappy than alone."

-When it Happens, Toby

"Or even just staying with someone when they know theres someone else out there whos better for them"

-When it Happens, Sara

"I was a fallen Gaurdian Angel, the Gargoyle upon a church of sin and despair,a cathode ray of desolation"
"Love is the cure all along"

-Venomous, Locke

"Love is presuasive. Temporary as it is so often is love, love none the less compels otherwise rational creatures to behave in the most extraordinary ways."

-Stargazer

"Being Brave is being scared, and doing it anyways"

-Dark Warrior Unleashed, Cooper

"Finding someone that gets me ? Thats the real work. That's

where the miracles are"

-Audrey Wait, Audrey

"Sometimes being normal is the very best antidote to weirdness"

-Lover Eternal

"What is good" Zara
"Acting with Honor. Trying to keep others from being hurt. Trying to protect your family and friends and other people from harm" Astley
-Captivate

Favorite Song Quotes

"Your parents say everything is your fault.
But they dont know you like I know you they dont know you at all Im so sick of when they say Its just a phase, you'll be ok youre fine But I know its a lie"

-The Last Night by Skillet

"I'm stretching when you're just out of reach you should know I'm ready when you're ready for me and I'm waiting for the right time For the day I catch your eye to let you know that I'm yours to hold"
-Yours to Hold by Skillet

"You're my addiction, my perscription, my antidote You kill the poison ease the suffering Calm the rage when I'm afraid To feel again How can I tell you just all that you are What you do me"
-Better than Drugs by Skillet

"If I had my own world I'd build it you an empire from here to the far lands To spread Love like Violence"
-Secret Crowds by Angels and Airwaves

"Then I'll see your face I know I'm finally yours I find everything I thought I lost before You call my name I come to you in pieces So you can make me whole"
-Pieces by Red

"I wish that I could turn back time just to have one more chance to be the man I need to be, I pray youll understand if i could hear your voice I know that I would be okay. I know that I've been wrong but I'm begging you to stay,
wont you stay?"
-Stay by 12 stones

"I try to get my usher on but I cant let it burn"
-Just a dream by Nelly

"Ive grown to love your dissapearing acts, do one more pretty please"
-Calling all skeletons by Alkaline Trio