Don't laugh....I bought a watch today, and it was a lesser expensive one cause I'm trying to be frugal. I took it out of it's packaging to try it on, when I tried to unbuckle it the little part that goes in the hole was backwards, whoever made it put it together wrong. So, I couldn't get it to come out of the hole too easily. The long thing is turned upwards instead of down. Anyway, now I'm feeling unsettled and like I have to return it as soon as possible.

Last Friday was awkwardness at work basically I have a boss(who owns the company) and a second boss who is in charge when the boss isn't there. Well the second boss is a very negative, makes everyone feel like a little kid, and takes his anger out on everyone. Finally the boss got sick of everyone complaining about him and they went for a drive Friday to talk. It caused me to have major anxiety on Friday at work and people could tell lol. Well I don't know what happened but second boss seems to be a little nicer. I am anxious over going to work tomorrow again, it was very odd today and I am sure it will be again tomorrow. The boss is kind of mad at the second boss and the boss's son is also mad at the second boss. So I am worried about how tomorrow will go at work. Also I get to see my psychiatrist tomorrow and I am hoping I can finally tell her that I want to try some sort of therapy. The medicine seems to help but I want to be able to calm myself down too. I wanted to tell her last month but I just couldn't. I hope tomorrow I can.

My husband travels for work during the week and I get afraid to leave the house when he is gone. I have 2 doctor's appointments this week and am very nervous to drive to them. We have lots of snow here in Michigan. I'm very afraid to travel in the snow. I think about it all of the time. We live in the country and I have to drive 25 miles to the doctor. That is what is on my mind right now.

I am worrying about my parents and their health. I am also worrying about the fact that it is so cold here and the house and the pipes. I am also worrying about the fact that my parent's car that my brother takes them around in has broken down for the last time yesterday and they want my car and I have to go buy another one and I am confused at to what one to purchase.

I'm stressing about work tomorrow and it's 10:30pm right now, and I don't gotta be there till 3pm tomorrow!! It's always like this anymore when I get a day off. And the snow!!!! I'm so scared to drive in snow!!!