I want you to know that the fear of being alone and having no purpose in your life is one of the most the most disabling things that you will ever experence in your life And you need to know the answer of two questions Who are you? And what do you want? For me I realized as a kid, yea there was a choice I had to make Either believe what the world said And only believe that broken pieces are ahead for me Or believe that God loves me It was hard Because when God says in the bible I have a plan for you I'm thinking Really And I prayed for arms and legs What do you want I wanted arms and legs, it's not that difficult to believe The God of the bible says he has a plan for you, do you see this timeline I'm 8 years old going forwards into the future No idea what was ahead The bible says he has a plan We don't see the plan So it's kind of foolish to believe something that you can't see But faith helps you to do that Faith is exactly that and faith comes when you hear the word of God When I heard the word of God I still didn't understand his love His plan, so I prayed for a blueprint of his plan And he didn't come back to me on that request And when you don't hear from God You then start to conclude what you believe From then on do you decide to keep on believing and waiting to see what happens and trust Him Or do we conclude to do this There is no God I'm alone, there is no hope, there is no purpose

I'm getting bullied for the rest of my life and never getting married, never going to have kids, never going to be happy Man was I wrong or what At age 10 I tried to end my life but I'm still here All I could see where broken pieces and I had no idea That there would ever be hope for someone truly disabled Emotionally, mentally Spiritually Physically The whole thing I mean on every check box I wasen't myself sometimes I was so angry Angry at my life And I want you to know in your life there will be times Where you will feel like you'll be on the edge But when you look at the word disabled D-I-S-A-B-L-E-D When you turn your back on the lies like this And you come to the truth The truth will set you free Do I look disabled to you today No, when you put a g-o Go Walk by faith and not by sight And you put a g-o in front of the word disabled

It spells God is able to do what Ephesians 3:20 Exceedingly, abundantly more Then you could ever ask Imagine or retain What does that mean It actually means that God has a good plan, He never with holds any good gifts I was 15 years old and I read John chapter 9 A man was born blind And no one knew why Jesus was asked by everyone Why was this man born blind My doctors don't know why I was born this way My parents don't know why I was born this way And I want you to know that we don't have any answers For my bith defect Jesus said this blind man was born this way, because God's works are going to be revealed through Him Jesus spits on the dirt, puts mud on the face of the blind man And there is no record of the blind man saying anything, flinching asking anything moving backward Nothing Jesus performs His miracle as he is still I realized Jesus did not sit the blind man down and say, Mr blindman My name is JC, I'm the healer I'm about to spit in the dirt and give you a facial and after we wipe the mud off your face your going to see He didn't do that God doesen't need to tell me his plan I just need to be still and believe he has a plan that's when you walk by faith Why would you need faith if God told you everything If I was age 8 and I prayed for arms and legs and God instead told me everything He was going to do until the age of 33 You have to be kidding me I would die of shock Writing books 55 languages If God can use a man without arms and legs to be his hands and feet then who can God not use He loves you and he can do anything with your broken pieces