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Look into the Darkness and see the LIGHT. I am your ILLUMINATRIX. The deeper you go, the weaker you become... embrace it. you are becoming what you wanted to be - you came to Me willingly because you have a need within you... it is the manifestation of your desires. Mindfucked.

Sometimes it's My eyes that come to your mind, calling you to kneel under My feet. Sometimes it's My voice instructing you to worship. Sounds like the spell is working... And you wonder how do I understand this. And what is the next step? Don't wonder. Let go. Embrace it. That's right.
As you fall deeper and deeper under My spell. you feel relaxed now. you want to stay here. Stay where you belong; where you need nothing else: except to be in My presence, worshiping, obeying, and falling deeper and deeper.