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My Life

I’ve done a lot of thinking lately about this blog and how I haven’t been keeping it up. I often don’t write because I feel like I have nothing to say. At least that is what I tell myself. I have plenty to say. I let myself believe that no one wants to hear what I have to say, what I really have to say that is. Perhaps the bar has been set too high. Maybe I need to lower my standards. The point of blogging isn’t always to sound fantastic or have some breakthrough new idea. The goal is community. Expressing your ideas and putting them out there. Who knows? Maybe I’ll find a whole new community of people going through exactly what I am at this point in time.

An overarching theme in my life right now is an inability to let go. I can never let go of anything. I am a compulsive worrier. I worry about things that may or may not happy 5 years down the road. It affects every aspect of my life because I am so busy worrying and getting stressed over things that I am sometimes driving away the people and opportunities right in front of me. It even keeps me from blogging because I worry that it’s just not good enough.

So please bear with me as I try to decipher everything. A new period in my life, this blog, who I am supposed to be and how I am supposed to deal with my issues.

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My dear friend, life will work out. Having a long range plan is a good thing. Worrying about it all the time is NOT a way to make it happen.
You are a wonderful person with a bright future. Live your life in the way that makes you happy.
Best wishes to you.

Hey Katie,
With regards to blogging, the best part about it, is that you get to express yourself and share whats on your mind with others. It doesn’t matter what you write, or how you write. It doesn’t even matter if anyone cares about what you have to say at all–you share it anyways, and those who care will look. Lets face it, often times, we don’t even really care who looks, its more about getting something off ones chest! that being said… I have read all of your blogs and will continue to do so. You can count on that!

As for the Inability to Let Go: That’s a tough one. When a person is as amazing as you are, and has a heart of gold, worrying about people, life and about hurting others is always front and center. All I can really say is that sometimes its OK to be selfish! We live in a world that constantly presents us with choices. Those choices then dictate the particular avenue/game that gets played out. You owe it to yourself to be able to make those choices without a guilty conscious or a heavy heart. You have to have a clear head so that you examine the range of possibilities without bias.

Finally, I think you know who you are… You are KFRED. You are the only One, and there is no one else in the word as unique as you! I know that deep down you know what lies ahead of you and what you must do. Don’t be afraid, and embrace change! I know its hard…But if you Love yourself (And I know You do, and others do too) and you know what you want, Then I know you will be fine!
Take care…
B