My god I just failed 2 class I want to off myself tonight

My college (CUNYCSI) has a rule that if you absent class for 2 times, you automatically fail that class whatever how good you did in it. So long story short I failed 2 class just doing that I can't imagine going home tonight and telling them that I wasted 1k failing the class, they are going to get so upset. I seriously want to considering disposing of myself damn

I almost failed out of my first two yrs at college, and I am quite successful today...tell your folks the truth about the absentee rule and go to the ombudsman and see if any waiver can be granted...best of luck, J

i failed my first year of uni... had to go back on academic probation and never looked back. it was fine. my parents were upset and me, i wasn't too upset 'cos i'd been planning on killing myself.. that was, oh, 20+ years ago. those first year grades never made a difference. i got into the grad program i wanted, on full scholarship. everyone messes up sometimes... i think you are being hardest on yourself. i hope you can forgive yourself and that your parents aren't too mad. let us know how the conversation goes?

Show your parents the policy and explain that you missed those days. Perhaps if the days were missed with good reason you could get a waiver. The policy sounds a bit harsh to me. An illness or death in the family could cause you to miss time beyond that. Anyway, look into it. The worst that can happen is that you are in the same position you are in now.