May 17, 2010

I often wondered WHY is it so hard for me to forgive? I mean, okay, I've been to the boundaries classes. I've been educating myself for years with church, media, self help stuff and even when I've processed, dealt, grieved, let go.... it rears it's ugly head and I'm left shaking my mind, saying "What the heck?! WHERE did that come from?!".

I mean, you all know, Matt & I have NEVER offended each other.... (Lying is a sin...) so we don't have any experience w/this "get over it already" mentality men carry -or the "20 years ago...." female mentality. (We did know each other 20 years ago, ha!)

His topic is forgiveness after affair but he comments that the wound doesn't have to be that egregious. It could be "anything" (joke joke, we are talking about women you know).

Message of the Moment

What I'm about - You. Me. Us. Surviving Life. Successfully.

I am. Inspired by music & God's mercy in my life. Inspired by speed - fast cars, fast jets - I want to fly. Actually fly. I have movies, not dreams. My brain is constantly moving - even at night. I am an analyzer. I love strongly. My cohort describes me as "passionate", in all I do. Even Dance Dance Revolution.
I am a good friend. My heritage encompasses nature, spirituality, the unseen life - the lens. I am a soulful creature. Everything has meaning and nothing is irrelevant. Sometimes this is a curse.
I write. And I love it. I am Words.