I don't particularly know where to start tonight. I really thought this would be a recap where I talked about being disappointed over Nick getting evicted (which I am) and poked a little fun at GinaMarie's reactions to it (and I will get there...trust me), but SO much more has happened tonight that my brain feels like mush. I will try to explain it all, but there is a lot to tell.

So, the live eviction goes about as we expected it. Howard and Jeremy were the only members of the MC to vote to keep Nick, and Howard knew that he was going home anyway. When Nick left we heard the sobs we all knew were coming from GinaMarie.

When the feeds returned, GinaMarie was sitting sobbing and blowing her nose into Nick's shorts (I'm not kidding) while wearing his hat and talking about how if she just had ONE more week with him then he would have wanted her and they would have been together. She threw out a bunch of other stalkerish lines like "You guys don't know what we had together alone when it was just us" and one of my favorites "How do I know he won't find a girl at home? How do I know he is gonna wait for me?". At first I thought to myself..."My gosh, I've never met someone so completely unaware of reality.", but then I remembered Aaryn, and boy did she prove her delusions tonight!

While GinaMarie was still crying in her bed and lamenting her sorrows to Aaryn and Kaitlin, Jessie had the audacity to tell her that she was very sorry this had to happen. GinaMarie told Jessie it was her fault that Nick was gone and then the fighting started from there. First there was a squabble between GinaMarie, Aaryn, Kaitlin, and Jessie about the bed situation. Jeremy and Kaitlin had taken over the bed where Jessie and Judd had been sleeping. Jeremy and Kaitlin didn't ask, they just did it and then proceded to imply that Jessie was a slut. Well..it wasn't really just implied. Aaryn flat out called her one. Judd came into the room to see what was going on between the girls and before he could even say anything Kaitlin Screamed "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM, JUDD" (even though it's actually the room where HE sleeps and Kaitlin does not). Judd grabbed Jessie and they went upstairs for Helen's HOH reveal.

At some point while everyone else was enjoying Helen's HOH reveal, downstairs Aaryn and Kaitlin (with GM still in the room sobbing into Nick's dirty shorts) flipped over Candice's bed and threw her clothes around the room. I'm not sure why they did it. I missed that part, but when Candice came back downstairs she wasn't happy about it. When she first came in the room Kaitlin said something smart to her and that was all it took. Candice said something about them flipping her bed and Aaryn was off and running with the racial slurs all over again. Candice was mostly calm at first, but Aaryn kept snapping at her and making "the black girl voice" to mock her while telling her "she wants to see that black side come out". Candice eventually started to lose it, and when GinaMarie chimed in with more nonsense, Candice snapped at GM and GM jumped up off the bed and got into Candice's face AGAIN with more racial slurs. At this point I think Candice probably would have hit GinaMarie if Howard had not very LITERALLY picked Candice up and dragged her out of the room.

Once Candice and Howard were in the other room, Howard calmed her down a little telling her that he could not control his temper and needed her to stop so she didn't get kicked out of the game. She went upstairs and confided in Helen and Elissa while Howard stayed downstairs and sobbed in the room alone. I won't lie to you guys, I had a REALLY hard time watching that happen. It's the first time watching the BB feeds has ever been emotionally painful for me.

Meanwhile, Amanda had heard that the girls were being mean to Jessie again, and indeed they were. While Candice was upstairs, they were all railing on her for being a slut and being with Judd now as her "last and 5th choice when everyone else rejected her". Amanda came in the room and started defending Jessie and saying "let's just ALL clear the air. Aaryn was not having it so Amanda decided to rat everyone in the room out about each other and what they had all said behind each other's backs. She told Kaitlin about Aaryn's problems with her and all the mean things she says about her and vice versa. She told Jessie what they say about her. Aaryn still balked and told Amanda she was being ridiculous and so Amanda then told Aaryn how she was trying to help her by helping her to stop talking shit behind her alliance's back and stop being portrayed as a racist. Well of COURSE in Aaryn's mind this isn't actually happening because "she never said one single racist thing ever" so Amanda and Candice are making it all up. This fight went on for a while and finally ended with Amanda storming off.

After that fight was over, there were a few smaller tiffs between the mean girls group while Helen and Elissa celebrated upstairs. Howard and Spencer kind of scrambled around together trying to decide what to do now. Very clear lines seem to have been drawn now that Nick is gone and the MC alliance is a bust. Andy, Amanda, McCrae, and Judd are together. Elissa, Helen, Candice, Jessie and Andy are together (Andy is in almost all the alliances lol), and BlondeTourage still consists of GinaMarie, Aaryn, Kaitlin, and Jeremy. When Spencer came to Howard and McCrae and wanted to vote Nick out earlier today (not knowing McCrae was going to anyway) he thought that he would still be with MC, but they would have just ditched one member. That turned out not to be the case. Howard and Spencer are now sort of floating along together without any real home. Everyone agreed to not let on that the are no longer welcome in the alliance, but it's pretty obvious that they are on their own.

A bit later, Amanda tried again with Aaryn. She tried gently approaching what was wrong with what Aaryn was saying and doing in the house, but Aaryn again managed to turn herself into a victiim. She cried and claimed that she is afraid that people are going to believe she is racist "when she never said one racist thing and Candice just makes stuff up". McCrae also jumped in on this one and told her she needed to humble herself and stop acting the way she was acting. Amanda told her that it was her actions that got people like Nick and David who should still be there evicted, because if her alliance wasn't so awful due to her behavior, they might have actually been working together. Aaryn of course didn't let any of it sink in, but many of you will be happy to know that she did spend a good amount of time crying in the bathroom about it. I'm sure it was for selfish reasons, but I still take some pleasure in it.

Meanwhile, GinaMarie STILL dressed in Nick's clothes and hat and blowing her nose into his shorts was making sobbing whaling noises like a dying animal. That's the only way I know to describe it. I'm not sure I've ever seen anything like this. It's SO much worse than Jessie's funeral in season 11. Several people have told her that it "isn't like Nick died. He just got evicted". But there is no consoling her. She has even been wondering out loud if she could possibly get on the same flight as Nick if she self evicted now. I so wish I were joking when I say that...but I'm not.

I thought things were gong to wind down a bit and I might be able to put my tired BB'd out ass to bed when McCrae decided it was time to drop the MC bomb on Amanda and Andy. He told them that there WAS indeed a guys alliance and told them all about how it was formed and how he turned on the alliance. He said he turned on it because 1. he wanted to be with Amanda, and 2. because Spencer, Howard, and Jeremy were so bad at it. He told them that it sucks that Nick got evicted because he was the only one who was actually a really good player and would have been great to work with, but that the other three were horribly and obvious and that they pushed him around about it so he had to turn on them. Amanda and Andy took it really well. Amanda said she still trusts him, and Andy couldn't stop talking about how he can't wait to talk about it in the DR. I'm not terribly surprised that Andy is excited to talk about anything.

Right now they are all still awake but things seem to be winding down, and I am spent so I'm going to have to call it a night. GinaMarie is still crying, but the others are mostly just chit chatting about various game aspects and trying to figure out how the food comp and nominations will go today. I haven't even heard anyone say who is being nominated yet because the feeds have just been fight fight fight fight, but if I had to guess I would say it would be Aaryn and kaitlin. The MVP nomination will of course be up to Elissa I'm sure, and she will likely nominate Spencer as a pawn with the intention to backdoor Jeremy if he can't play in the veto comp, or at least get him up there if he doesn't win veto.

HOH is really irrelevant this week in that the whole side of the house against BlondeTourage has the votes and the same targets, so all that will really matter is who the MVP nominates and who wins the veto. If Jeremy doesn't win he is going home. If he does win, Aaryn is going home. And that's the way I expect the week to play out. Is anyone else already exhausted even though it's only week 3?! I'm so glad the feeds are at least interesting this year though. I'm really disappointed in losing Nick as a player, and I blame a lot of it on the MVP twist (and a lot of it on his own game play as well), but I can't complain about all the explosions that happened due to his eviction. This is the reason most of us watch the feeds. After tonight's events I'm going to say fairly confidently that Nick really needs to invest in a restraining order, and Aaryn may have to go into witness protection or something when she gets out of the house.

Anyway, that's it. I'm sorry if this has been a jumbled mess of a blog, but it has been a very VERY long last 24 hours, my eyes are BARELY open, and it is WAY past time for me to sleep. As always, you can follow me on twitter @ashes2ashes13 for more updates. Until tomorrow night....

Reader Comments (13)

I'm a 35 year old man and the Howard/Candice exchange nearly had me in tears. It was seriously like watching a time warp to 1950 or something. It's hard to describe the emotions of that moment... It was truly powerful video that I'll never forget.

Aaryn deserves all the outing of her actions, but why is GinaMarie getting away with the horribly racists stuff she says and Kaitlin while trying to act like she's not a part of it, certainly is. Jeremy is a bully and should have been called into the DR last night when he was on Jessie's bed trying to intimidate her. And Spencer & Nick who have called women the C and B words and talked about them like they are some cattle to be herded around. Then there's all the homophobic slurs from Spencer and Aaryn. Where is the real smack down, when is CBS going to step up to all of these racist/misogynistic/homophobic insults being thrown around in the house?

I am glad Helen won HOH. I would love to see her evict anyone in the Blondtourage (aka mean girls) except Aaryn. I would like to see Aaryn all alone in the house with no one to talk trash with and I would like to see her on slop for a few weeks. On the other hand, If she is evicted I hope Julie confronts her about her specfic remarks. Watching the fights last night showed me how mean and hateful Kaitlin is. We all know Elssa will get MVP but after last night you would think production would throw it to Candice.

I now want Howard to win it all, after seeing how Arryn's racism made a grown man cry. What is the backstory on Arryn and her family? Seems fairly obvious that she had racist parents who chose that particular spelling of her name. But an air-head like Arryn doesn't become such an Archie Bunker on her own and without help from the "role models" around her. Why is no one exposing her parents for the teachers' of racism that they are?!?

I'd like to see Arryn out of the house sooner instead of later because of Howard and Candice, because she doesn't deserve the jury stipend, and because I'd love to start seeing the out-of-house drama that ensues once she becomes aware of just how much America hates her.

"After tonight's events I'm going to say fairly confidently that Nick really needs to invest in a restraining order, and Aaryn may have to go into witness protection or something when she gets out of the house." lol, perfectly stated!!!

Don't know which is better to evict first, Jeremy or Aaryn. Jeremy can win tests, but the Blondtourage women are unpredictable nut jobs. And how long before Howard really loses it and one of these whack jobs has meals via a straw and Howard gets booted because CBS didn't have the guts to step in (all hail the great god nielsen).

But I do have to admit, seeing Aaryn all alone with Helen, Candice, Howard, and Andy does have a certain karma appeal. (insert Vincent Price laugh here)

I'm hoping to see Jeremy backdoored and Aaryn kept around for a week or two on slop. I feel badly for Howard, but also lost a lot of respect there this past week as he hung around with that same crowd making the racist comments like a floater and voting for Elissa after acting like he is tight with Helen and Elissa.

I wish someone would compile a video clip (what am I saying a video clip, by the time she's gone I'm sure it will fill up a boxed DVD set) of all the racist & homophobic slurs Aryan has been flinging (& will continue to fling) around the house to play for her when she comes out. I'd love to see the look on her face after she bats her big blue eyes & says "I've never uttered a racial or homophobic slur in my life" & "I don't have racist bone in my body!"...I don't understand why I am being portrayed that way!!...then some plays it for her.