I have been transgender since my earliest years. And during the time most young boys like myself were putting on their mothers clothes I was putting on makeup... it always enthralled me.
When I started going out in public as a woman makeup was always what made me feel like I was...

to lipstick. I practice doing it sometimes so when I have somewhere I'm going, then I look more polished and together. I like when the color I use harmonize with each other especially my blush and foundation. I always anticipate how my transformation is going to be when I finish...

Sometimes I feel like I'm trying to hide who I am. I feel self conscious about my face. I had bad acne most of my life & I always felt like makeup would help me look better. People are always like "why do you wear so much makeup to work?" Idk. It's just me I guess..

annoyed with me that I'm always wearing makeup, but I feel ugly without it. I have uneven skin and dark circles under my eyes. I cannot come to leave the house without enhancing my skin tone and eyes, it just won't work! People say I wear "too much" when I'm just trying to look...