I'm confused about relationships, I want one however, I also want my independence. I don't want to be that person that has to tell some guy what I'm doing 24/7 and the mushy hand holding thing kind of freaks me out. I kind of just want to have one night stands and send them on their way. At the same time when I look at other peoples relationships and how happy they are I want that. Maybe I'm just weird ? Or scared of commitment?

I'm confused about relationships too and I'm a married dad, how irresponsible is that? I really hear what you're saying. Go enjoy the company of people, romantic or otherwise. Don't think you have to enter into some sort of prolonged relationship, ever. Go break some hearts and have fun. It doesn't make you a **** or any other variety of awful things that our backwards society would have you believe. Nothing beautiful lasts forever anyway. Live it up.

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But here is where the problem lies, I'm a virgin. I don't mind having a fwb but I don't want the first time to be a one night stand either. I've been tempted to throw it away many times however, I want to give it to someone that actually means something. It's just no one really peaks my interest emotionally.