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Sunday, 13 May 2012

Hard to Get

It's kinda funny how the universe gives us subtle hints about the choices we should make. If we would only pick up on those hints and heed the universe, how much easier would our lives be? Now, I know there are some of you out there that love a challenge, love to prove the universe wrong and no matter how difficult the task is or how many obstacles are put in your way, you will plow through it, all the time saying, if it's worth anything it's worth working for... and some of the time you're actually successful and you kick its ass!
It's been my experience though that the universe is usually right... Let me use my very best friend as an example. The day she applied for a job she went to print her resume and the printer jammed. After spending many precious minutes she didn't have unjamming the machine, she finally got it printed. With resume in hand, she set off across her yard to apply for the job (it's a very small town...the workplace is right next door to her home). Resume in hand that is until the wind (we get a lot of strong winds here) ripped it out of her hand sending the pages scattering across the vast parking lot. She successfully scrambled around and retrieved her cover page and resume. Wind whipped and out of breath, slightly damp and crumpled resume in her hand she rushed into the building to apply for the job with a nagging feeling in her mind that somebody was trying to tell her something.
She got the job.... then spent the next 2 years on workers comp because of injuries she suffered on the job. The last one being a vehicular accident (a really bad one, she actually died in the hospital momentarily) leaving her with limited mobility in her shoulder (the accident had pushed her shoulder into the middle of her back.... yeah ouch) and hips (broke her pelvis in several places). She of course suffers from chronic pain as well. Granted this is an extreme example but it kinda makes you think that maybe the universe knows what it's talking about, doesn't it?
Now I didn't listen to the subtle hints the universe sent me before I married both my husbands, which may be why I divorced both.... in those cases the universe kicked my ass. And now the universe is sending me hints about my next love... yes that's right... the universe is warning me against Sully Erna!
I first started falling for Sully (sexy front man for Godsmack) the first time I heard Godsmack. When Godsmack first came out I was living here in rural Alberta... unfortunately hard rock did not appeal to the main demographic - farmers, and back then they were never played on the local radio stations. As for TV we had an antennae which brought in 5 fuzzy stations, not including MTV or MuchMusic. I didn't hear them until we put in satellite TV and I started listening to music on satellite. Voodoo was the song and Sully's vocals paired with the sexiness of the bongo drums heated my blood...got my juices flowing so to speak.

Oh yeah, that was the start...loving Godsmack for the entity it was... not individualizing Sully at that time. I could relate to a lot of their songs and I really got off on that.
Now, some of you who may know me now and also know Godsmack music might say, "Oh no Cat... you are way to sweet to relate to the darkness and negativity in the hard rock of Godsmack." I grew up in an unstable and abusive home... my first marriage was abusive... I have been surrounded by alcoholics and drug abusers for a lot of my life. I'm sweet because I choose to be, not because my experiences made me that way... I can very much relate to the negativity of Godsmack songs... they just express those darker feelings for me.
Then came the DVD... The album Good Times, Bad Times included a DVD and I laid eyes on Sully for the first time... did it just get hot in here? No? It's just me? Lust at first sight to say the least! It was filmed in an intimate setting and there was opportunity for the audience to ask questions. I listened as Sully easily and jovially answered his fans and that was it for me... I was in LOVE. By the end of the DVD I was joking with my kids, who are also Godsmack fans that Sully was going to be their Stepdad at some point in the future.
But now I'm really starting to wonder if it's meant to be... I think the universe might be trying to tell me something. You may have read in an earlier blog of mine, click here > Summer of Rock .... that I attended a Godsmack show last fall. Now I don't know if it was too cold or what, but Sully never once took off his shirt! Apparently the show they did in Dawson Creek, BC later that month that my niece was at, he never had his shirt on! < Sign from the universe #1. I was also backstage at that show and didn't get to give Sully a blowjob...uh, I mean a kiss... I never even got to give him a kiss! < Sign from the universe #2.
My kid had told me about a book Sully had written. Of course already being in love with the man, I figured I should get to know him better... I looked for it in Canada... book stores and online to save international shipping fees but it wasn't available anywhere in the country! < Sign from the universe #3. By the way, I did order that book from the states... I wrote a blog about that too , click here to check it out > Will This Cat Cross His Path?
Now I'm excited again because on May 15, Godsmack is releasing their live album Live and Inspired and I'll be able to re-live the concert experience over and over! A majority of the album was recorded at their Detroit Rock City show...and I'm bettin that Sully had his shirt off for that one too...with some tunes taken from their Boston show. No doubt both of these shows were killer! I read in their newsletter (which you can sign up for on their website) that they were selling pre-sale packages, that included all kinds of music and merchandise. I tried to order a t-shirt and CD but I kept getting an error message on my order and my order was never placed! < Sign from the universe #4. Being a quick thinker and very resourceful, I did pre-order without incident on iTunes... no t-shirt though....oh well.... it'll give me something to purchase the next time they come around.
So...do I listen to the universe, who is obviously telling me that Sully isn't the right man for me? Do I take my experiences and learn from them, ultimately saving myself from heartbreak and misery? I probably should...ah fuck it...Sully, if it ever comes down to it...the answer is yes, of course I'll marry you baby....... ; )

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I fucking love music! Loud, sometimes obnoxious music that awakens feral animal instincts within me. Music turns me on, hell, musicians turn me on...and not just in a sexual way, though they certainly do that as well.
This blog is about my appreciation for musicians and their work past and present. It is about how music has affected my life, my moods, my mind and my body. I hope to share my experiences from live rock shows - so much fun - and my opinions about the artists that influence and affirm my values and beliefs.
I intend to do it in an nonjudgmental, open, positive, funny and sexy way. If you like it and share some of the same opinions then I hope you keep coming back...if it isn't your thing, I won't be offended if you fuck off either.