Friday, 20 September 2013

Sometimes I go through these stages of not wanting to talk to anyone and I feel so pessimistic. I guess its deprivation of sleep or being stuck in a house all the time surrounding yourself with the same people. Frankly, I don't know what it is but I am going insane. I always need to shake things up and do something different. I can't surround myself with selfish people that wallow in self pity - that's honestly the worst thing. Its quite weird when my mood changes from just wanting to sleep forever to wanting to go out and having the time of my life. There are all these crazy, unknown feelings that aren't listed in the English dictionary.