Prayer Request

I always seem to get lost and strayed from you. I cant seem to stay on the right path. I need help I wake up somedays n wish I was dead. I just want to give up. I always find excuses to not get closer to u and not go to church. I have in juvi so many times n dont even keep track anymore. I started back smoking n drinking n im too young to be doin it. I dont want to loose this friend she has helping through everyythin even when i tried to kill myself. I cant live without her and her kids. I want to clean up my act n my language. I wish i could come to u but im scared to because of what i have done. I need u in my life lord im only 16 n need you to guide me. I want to come back into your arms n i never want to leave them ever again.