Solitude is fine, but you need someone to tell that solitude is fine…

I Am NOT Turning Into A Gay Whore

FYI gay whores are all those under 35. After 35 it’s called You’re not getting any younger… Go for it! And at my age it’s called Enjoy the last hours.

That said, I haven’t seen any one in almost a week, which means I can totally wear white on my wedding, but also means I wasn’t in the mood, which it’s not a good sign.

Since my body dysmorphia is ruining my life, I’ve been stressing out feeling shittier than usual, but also focusing at the gym ’cause I wanna lose 200 lbs… okay maybe 10 by summer, so I can feel better with myself.