{ Lost . . . }

You see we are all broken souls looking for another broken soul to fix us. We do this because we know they understand the feeling of being hurt many times. They make our life so much better now that they are there,right? They give us the happiness we have looked for, for so long since we became broken. They become our everything and we begin to rely on them. No one ever warned us how much it would actually hurt when one day they just decide to stop caring and they leave your life for good, and then you begin to blame yourself, to doubt yourself, you start to hate yourself. Then what happens, you get lost, lost in your thoughts, lost in this dark mindset,again. Then all this love you had for them becomes resentment and hate. You ask yourself ,how can someone come into your life and make it the best thing that has ever happened in your life and then just leave? And now your off doing the same thing again, looking for someone to fix you again, getting hurt again. We all need somebody to love and be loved by but we forget that we need to love ourselves before we can let anyone in. Now, i know it all sounds so cliche and you have heard it all before but it`s all true. If you can`t love yourself before you let anyone in what most likely always happens is when you get your heart broken by them you forget who you are and then you allow all those thoughts into your heard and you blame yourself all over again and you lose yourself in all that pain. That is why we all should be alone for a while because we need to discover who we are so that we don`t lose ourselves when we get heart broken over someone who did not care enough to stay, who lied to us and promised that they would be there for us forever, but i guess their definition of forever was different from ours. . .

lifeasriaa

I want to help people and i try my best to better myself everyday. I enjoy writing about love so please don't call my stuff corny. Also, sometimes when i write about love it is more written for the future and is directed to the love of my life in the future. Other times i will just write about love. If you want me to give you advice on a certain topic i will do my best to write about that just for you.