God damn it. I'm tired of feeling this way. I don't want to meet anyone else who makes me hope for a future I can't have, no matter how much I want it. I'm tired of it. I can live with being alone. I can deal with alone. I can't deal with the torturous procession of hope. They're just... Read More

that's awesome! we have tons of bonus programs at work but never meet the requirements. one of the girls under me just got a promotion to dept mngr on the sales floor making only .25 less than me (she got a $3 raise) I've been a manager for 3 years now and she's been with the company about 6months. We are same age and have same experience WTF! I plan on demanding a raise first thing monday morning

I picked up a Mosin Nagant and a case of ammo this week. When my weekend rolls around I'm going to put some lead down range. If I group well out to about 100 yards I'll be hunting with it this year. I'm not going to get a longer shot than 75 around here anyway.

There is too much going on right now. I'm taking too much upon myself. Trying to do too much. I need to take a step back, and relax. Spend some time alone, read a book or two. Spend hour after hour punching holes in targets, and just generally not worrying about anything else. Too many worries. That's my biggest issue right now.

I'm of a mind to take a long weekend in Mississippi and go gambling with all but the $300 that's to make up for my pay. Seriously in need of a vacation right now. Oh, well. I keep telling myself, you keep staying broke and paying those bills and you'll be in a nice new truck with a working A/C and a radio for your birthday. It helps.

Got rear ended in my work van by an 18-wheeler Friday morning. Company policy requires a drug test after any vehicle accident so I can't work until the results come back. Very fucking annoying. To be fare I could have went in and worked in the warehouse, but since it has no A/C and I don't have the money or gas in... Read More