I don't use anti depressants though as those just make it worse
I just anti psychotics and mood stabilizers (mostly types of lithium....there are like a billion and one types of lithium)
and I don't really know how to feel about my hypomanic episodes tbh
I don't really need sleep and I get a huge boost of confidence and energy and stuff but on the flip side I also hear footsteps and people calling me when there's no one there and get pissed off easily and I don't really handle money well or anything like that either