Monday, March 24, 2014

art of my youngest sister in Taiwan (O'neal was very happy to received such greeting)

Dear Honey,

Happy Birthday! I am wishing you all the best that life could offer, good health, happiness, and peace.

I love you so much!

You are my sunshine, you brought so much joys and happiness into my life. I love you with all my heart. All i want is to give you love and tranquility that you deserve. You touched my life and motivates me. Every day I pray that God will allow us to grow in love with His guidance. You are more than I asked for, I am grateful I found you. I am so much better now, if you only know how much you inspired me to become a good individual. I owed you a lot.

Everything feels so "right" with you, like it's just meant to be. Perhaps, distance is our struggle now, but I am certain we will see each other very soon. I can't wait to create good memories with you. I love you so much!

Thursday, March 13, 2014

I had a wonderful day with my former classmates. I missed them. Sinulit ko ang time na magkakasama kami kahit pa saglit lang. Nanood kami ng Mr. and Ms. Saint Augustine School of Nursing (SASN). It was unexpected, nasa work na ako noong nagdecide to attend the event. Napilitan akong maghalf day just to be with them. I'm glad I made it because the bonding moment was superb.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

with Giselle (my high school classmate and good friend) who lives in Spain

I haven't seen them for a while. I miss their company. I miss our bonding time, laughing, telling stories and jokes and I just miss their presence. I may not see them as often as i want to but I am glad they remain a true friends that I can treasure.

Sunday, March 2, 2014

“The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning.”

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Happy Birthday Kleng, I am wishing you all the best in life. We may not like as we were before, but I want you to know you are special to me. You hold a very important place in my life not because you've part of my past rather you are one of the reason why I am having a blast in my studies.

You inspired be to strive more and be the best person I can be. You helped me realized that dreams do come true. Your family is my safe haven and they remain my strength when I see roadblock in my path. They showered me with so much loved and concerned.

Our path will definitely cross again. I am certain it will happen soon, and when that time comes I will embrace you tight and give you the best hug I could ever give to let you know inside me is our cherished memories that will stay for the rest of my life.

I am now into relationship. Whatever mistakes and pain I had with you, it remain my constant remainder that I can do better. They say, every relationship is different from each other. I admit I was not brave enough to fight for my feelings for you but looking back giving up into our relationship is one of the best decision I ever made. You are right in telling me, I should give up because I am carrying so much pain and hate but at that time I was fully blinded with so called love not realizing I am fully consumed by you and I put aside who really I am.

Sorry, I did not fulfilled my promise. I did not wait for you to come back. Sorry, I turned my back but I want you to know you are forgiven. Let's forgive each other in every sense of the word. I tried calling you last night to greet you, but perhaps the angel has its own way in controlling me not to.

Someone just proposed to me in skype, he asked my hand for marriage. I saw the ring and he'll come to the Philippines soon. Marriage had been my struggled with you, although you had given me ring already but you CAN'T make it to the altar because of your legal status. Right now, I am happy that someone is investing on me and man enough to prove that his love can lead to church wedding.

I am indebted in you. I appreciate all your help. I hope someday I can repay it by paying it forward. I still misses you a lot. I still cherish all the good things we had. I still read your love letters and your pictures are still on my bed side but when my fiance comes I will place it in my drawer or wallet. I will never throw it away because you mean a lot to me.

I wish you good luck. I hope you'll find someone that will love you for who you are. I miss you. I miss your sons too.