Short version: playing a video game, dad called me in the middle from abroad bc I had asked him to visit a certain shop for me . Lost the game because I was on the phone. He got mad bc we lost. I got mad bc i felt it was disrespectful to my dad. Then he said I've had this attitude that i think I'm better than others. So maybe he also got more mad that I didn't care so much about losing the game and tske it super seriously? I then got very angry and cursed/shouted bc I felt he's been disrespectful to my dad in the past very indirectly and I was bottling it up (although for sure he wouldn't see it as disrespectful).

Anyway, I've been reflecting and i don't think that's true. Ive maybe been acting differently with him bc i dont agree with some of the things he's been saying/doing recently.

I'm having lingering feelings from the fight of feeling like the bad guy.

He has no boundaries
He appears to be addicted to a bloody game
He is immature
He is inconsiderate of others and only cares for things that are of importance to HIM
He is not as interested in this so called "friendship" as you are
You don't agree with the things hes doing

Its not too rash to look after your own best interests. (if you don't do it who will?) So... let him go, block and delete the douche bag and get on with doing things that will introduce you to new people who are a lot more mature and capable of being a good friend. He's not even a good person.