A lot has happened….I got fired and then hired again….not fired literally…but the Boss i.e. the Hon’ble Judge decided that this is not the right place for me since i am a beginner and said that a job with him would hamper my initial growth. He also has also asked me to join him after 6 months of practice in the Courts. So..he suggested that I join a lawyer….So..after being ill and at home for 10 days, I joined a lawyer..now working with her…

Have you ever felt as if you are having a directionless life?? As if every morning you wake up, you realise that you have to follow that same monotonous routine. eating.working.sleeping.more working and more sleeping. There is so much I want to do…but it’ll take time. But patience is something I dont have.

I want to be away from home, just for a while. To travel.

I want to open a school for street kids.

I want to fight cases of those who cant afford a lawyer.

I want to change the atmosphere, make world a better palace for my kids when they come into this world.

I just don’t want to exist..i want to live. Make a difference. Even if its o.000000001%.

I wish to do so much…but the question is HOW!!

Everyday i wake up thinking whether I am doing the right thing, whether I have joined the correct profession, if yes then whether I have joined the right place. So many doubts nd confusions in my mind.

For once i want to have a clear mind…free from confusions and apprehensions. Nothing helps. No one helps. Everyone suggests a different thing, a different direction.

I wish I was a kid again….when all my tensions revolved around where my pencil went or why have I not eaten today’s lunch box.

I got my result today….a very cool 78 percent…soo now I am a LAWYER 🙂 🙂 😀 I am so excited I can fill the whole page with smileys 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

AND I got an interview call today..the Hon’ble Justice and his Researcher (this is the post I have applied for) loved my CV 🙂 🙂 and now I am on a trial with them until i get myself registerd in the Bar Council of India 🙂 So hopefully I should not be thrown out and should get this job!!!!!

yeiiii I am on cloud nine..Have been jumping constantly 🙂

PS-the present researcher is a darling 🙂 i am truly blessed 😀

PPS- A more sensible post will soon follow 🙂

Oh, by the way the HC has held that Section 377 is illegal 🙂 great news innit??!! I was there in the Court when this happened, alas, I missed it 😦

Last few weeks have been totally awesome for me. I am having the time of my life these days, and hoping i enjoy it while it lasts, before i get a job (though I am aching to get one…nevertheless I am sure i’l regret it later!!)

Currently, I have become obsessed with The Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons. My day is spent reading the book, like a maniac!

Obsessed with Phi also called the Golden Number, Saint Mary Magdalene and Leonardo Da Vinci amongst numerous other things. There is so much information everywhere that i feel at loss. Loss that that I wasted so many of my years not learning much.. Anyways, all is not lost.

12.00 onwards getting pampered by Nani and enjoying the rest of day…sometimes going out to meet friends, otherwise, lazing around the house!

6.30pm- Picking up sister, driving through MAD traffic once again.

7.30- getting back home, exercise. TV and other random stuff

10-1am or till the time mom doesn’t force me to get off the Comp 🙂 – sitting on the net, chatting on the phone etc etc,

Ahem…ahem…i apologize for this completely absurd and random post…

Coming up soon..another fully faltu post of mine…one fine day..

By the way…if a girl is totally hot and useless at work….why does she get a ‘dream job’ whereas me..whos not-so-hot BUT quite useful (mind you!) has to wait, or look for a contact 😦 Life’s unfair na!??!!

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.
I’ve learned that no matter how much people claim they will be there for you, in the end its just u against the world
I’ve learned you cant make people change the way they think about, all you can do is change the path so that u dont meet them
I’ve learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.
I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry,but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses.
I’ve learned that The best part of any relationship is the beginning.
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
I’ve learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.
I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others – they are more screwed up than you think.
I’ve learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.I’ve learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don’t even know you.
I’ve learned that no matter how many friends you have, if you are their pillar you will feel lonely and lost at the times you need them most.
I’ve learned that When you are in a position to not be a nice person, that’s when you find out who you really are.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I’v earned that My views have evolved from childhood, but I haven’t changed my mind in a very dramatic way. I’ve always felt I was on the side of the angels.

I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I’ve learned that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I’ve learned that sometimes when my friends fight, I’m forced to choose sides even when I don’t want to.
I’ve learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you’re finished.
I’ve learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things.
I’ve learned that I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy it.
I’ve learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.
I’ve learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.
I’ve learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
I’ve learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.
I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. And the real pains in the ass are permanent.
I’ve learned not to care, because caring makes you hurt.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I’ve learned that although the word “love” can have many different meanings, it loses value when overly used.
I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.

I’ve learned that sumtimes ignorance is d best way to handle a situation