I'm working on my head. I have found that the thing that happened before conquest has shut part of me down and even tho its better for some that it did, i am finding it to have done more damnage than it should have. the thing is it means working on the tapping thing but it might also mean a new route that i hate and that is medication. But medication might help me out. So i can do things again. I would like to be able to do that with out the worry that has gone through my mind so often. I know this is vauge, but i am keeping it that way so i do not do more damnage to what i already have done to my mind set...