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wut?

I have a phone pre -interview at 1. I made it through HR on another job. A new job could possibly happen in my life.

It's what I want? Right?

As soon as it's almost a possibility I'm not sure it is what I want anymore. Leaving everything I know and love, by myself into the unknown. I mean, I know it's what I want, but the fear is almost debilitating.

And still, you know the only person I want to talk to about it? I can't talk to them. I haven't talked to them in 8 months. Holy shit.

I also worry about leaving my farm owners, for both our benefit. How will they run the place without me? How will I find good care for my horse and dog anywhere else that I can afford? (afford...more turking with my lack of social life).

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the real Jaded

had a therapy appointment this morning. arranged babysitter, paid a cab. get up there and they say my appointment isn't until tomorrow. I show them my appointment card showing it's today, they say I still have to come back tomorrow. Except now I don't have money for a cab. Had to reschedule my appointment for next Thursday. Good thing I'm not suicidal, I guess. Definitely needed this appointment, though. Oh well.

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Yarn Hoarder

had a therapy appointment this morning. arranged babysitter, paid a cab. get up there and they say my appointment isn't until tomorrow. I show them my appointment card showing it's today, they say I still have to come back tomorrow. Except now I don't have money for a cab. Had to reschedule my appointment for next Thursday. Good thing I'm not suicidal, I guess. Definitely needed this appointment, though. Oh well.

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Tanked up loser in a helicopter

I must be one of the only people in the world who dreads summer. I love the weather (when its nice) but I have to deal with both of my kids all day every day with no break and my son as I mentioned before is ADHD. I think my daughter is hyperactive too although I don't think she's as bad. So it's gonna be hard to make money and pay bills when I have to keep an eye on the kids 24/7. I can't drop them off at mother in law's house because it is a disgusting pit that should be condemned (worse now than when we lived there for 18 months). My parents so desperately wanted grand kids so they could never see them, even though they live a mile away from us. And are both retired and never go anywhere but the casino. And husband who sits and plays video games all night with headphones on and doesn't even listen to the chaos swirling around him. Gonna be hard to keep away from the bottle all summer even though I've been doing a pretty good job of it this year so far!

A cheeseburger walks into a bar and the bartender says, "I'm sorry, we don't serve food here."

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the real Jaded

I must be one of the only people in the world who dreads summer. I love the weather (when its nice) but I have to deal with both of my kids all day every day with no break and my son as I mentioned before is ADHD. I think my daughter is hyperactive too although I don't think she's as bad. So it's gonna be hard to make money and pay bills when I have to keep an eye on the kids 24/7. I can't drop them off at mother in law's house because it is a disgusting pit that should be condemned (worse now than when we lived there for 18 months). My parents so desperately wanted grand kids so they could never see them, even though they live a mile away from us. And are both retired and never go anywhere but the casino. And husband who sits and plays video games all night with headphones on and doesn't even listen to the chaos swirling around him. Gonna be hard to keep away from the bottle all summer even though I've been doing a pretty good job of it this year so far!

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that sounds rough I'm guessing there's no way you can get your husband to step up a little?