My previous life and how i got from where I was to where I am now : I was always open to an extra Dimension of life and when I went to horse college at age 16 I did fall off my path and I got into drinking, partying and being a bit naughty really so that’s when I didn’t want to do all the things as a child I knew were right for me socialising with maybe not the most productive groups, I did end up losing myself. Losing interest for all the things that used to light me up when I was my true self. I just lived for the weekend I’d do any job that came along that would pay me some money I used to party all weekend and then have terrible hangovers and punish myself at the gym really hard all week and maybe be really healthy all week and then feel great again by the weekend and I’d blow all my money on some designer outfit and then go drinking again and then there was a cycle that just repeated itself over and over again and I was really not happy but I didn’t even know it I didn’t know that there was any more to life really everyone around me was doing it that’s how most people live today so maybe not to that extent but yeah a lot of people do live for the weekends a lot of people do find their job is just something that they have to do to pay the bills and it’s like this never-ending hamster...