I guess I'd say I have somewhat disordered eating too ... or at least something along those lines. I go through periods where I have 4-5 day long fasts every week, and I lose weight... but then I go through periods where I binge on everything in sight and I gain it all right back. Right now I'm trying hard to eat 'normally', whatever that is, and do reasonable amounts of exercise. I haven't been losing or gaining, so I don't really know. I'm sorry, I don't have much insight... but I figured I'd let you know that you're not alone in this. Gosh I hate food, haha.

If you want to talk, you can PM me any time. I probably won't be much help because I haven't figured it out (yet!), but I like to listen!

I am the same. I go through times where I haven't eaten in 15 days. But my problem is I can see the weight loss without weighing myself. It disappears from my stomach and I feel my ring get looser on my fingers. Then I binge a bit. I actually feel happier when not eating and it gives me a lift when I see progress. I know this is not normal. I am seeing a shrink for grief issues and then she noticed that I lost a heap of weight and is lecturing me about it, at one point I told her to talk to the hand as I just am not interested.