General CommentBoth of you are right, but it goes another step further to say that after killing himself and his girlfriend he finds no peace in the afterlife 'no angels to guide our way, we are lost forever, pain inside won't fade away.' Bloody brilliant concept.

General CommentYeah, basically what he's saying is at first is that he wants to kill himself to end his pain.
But then when he goes through with it, he sees that nothing is better than it was before, and now he is still just a lost soul.