News of another friggin friend getting married (not the ones I mentioned yesterday).

I want something I can't have. And I've always gotten everything I wanted.

The one happy thought:The new Train song - Cab. I'm not a huge Train fan, but this song impresses me and serves as a reminder that life does get better after bad times (and really, my times aren't bad at all. I'm a lucky one - I know that).

New York snow this time of year There’s nothing more beautiful to me Except for you Making my way on the town and down seeing familiar places,faces In my pile of coffee grounds The days are better, the nights are still so lonely Sometimes I think I’m the only cab on the road This new rhythm I pursue Is just my getting over you Telling myself that I need to The days are better, the nights are still so lonely I’m still looking for a play no one said that it was fair To be alone