I have a fake friend
But I can’t cut her out bc she’s part of my friend group and I can’t break it up
But she’s been inviting all my friends to hang out and then not inviting me and telling everyone she asked and I said I was busy
Which never happened
and she just invited me to go into the city with her and some of my friends because someone else canceled on her
But she’s been talking to one of my friends who told me that she feels uncomfortable around me
because I’m a killjoy
and always ruin the mood of conversations
Why invite me then
She also said that I always look tired and it rubs off on others
but I can’t help if I look tired when I need to study all night just to understand what I’m learning
and that I don’t respond well to her jokes
When she never talks to me when we’re in a group together in the first place
I’m living life :,)