Some other word maybe? Or words?You said:"It's not as being me as I make it look!"I can see 2 options here.1. It's not as ____ being me as I make it look!2. It's not as being me (is)_____ as I make it look!

I re-read these and here the Match Game music starts playing in my head, how silly.Anyway, see what I mean? Or was it intended to not make sense?