So my day is going well, woke up this morning not intending to spend anymore money but #Influencers changed my mind- I was alerted to a #GottaHaveIt #Sentimental color which I found on Poshmark after looking on the website and it being sold out-also when I was checking my emails I saw a half birthday gift from Tarte Cosmetics. #CrazyObsessed with skin care and beauty products am I? Yes indeed I have to have certain things in my arsenal/beauty trolleys. I totally love urban decay liquid lipsticks & glosses etc. I have been contemplating the #BeverlyHills90210 eyeshadow palette from solalook, Even though I have found that Jcat Beauty Has a named similar palette but the question is do I need to have it? I don’t know because I have most of the colors already and I don’t need to do any duplication unnecessarily also I don’t want to add to my brand arsenal right now. I am very close to finishing my mega lapghan, going to hopefully finish it by tonight or tomorrow at the latest. We will be home for the rest of the day watching television drinking coffee and knitting-the shopping this morning definitely made me feel good looking forward to getting back to eating healthier after a few Carbaholic moments. Last night I shared an article about Luke Perry, there are definitely conflicts in my head about how he was buried or what happened to him in the afterlife postmortem . With regard to what’s going on in my Township-I’m very frustrated with Democrats and trying to change what isn’t broken around here I’ve been I’ve lived here since 1985 and I hate seeing the bullshit and other crap happening trying to change things. I believe that we need to control the Board of Supervisors, In the sense of where they came from-where they live and who is paying for their current residential. I’m not happy that some evaluations were done without the citizens knowing and all the Board of Supervisors as to say is oh you should come to a meeting-everything the fact tha i’m not happy that some evaluations were done without the citizens knowing and all the Board of Supervisors as to say is oh you should come to a meeting-first our school buses get sold out to first student now the township took over the ambulance service which means we lost some good hard-working paramedics etc. changing the colors changing the services adding this taking away that all under the banner of making the township better-now we have to worry about the township turning into fucking Las Vegas even if I wanted to live with digital billboards and 24 hours whatever’s, I would live in Las Vegas or New York City. My hometown doesn’t need to be turned into a fucking circus and our representatives need to be a lifelong resident of the jurisdiction they serve.

OK, so I added a few more links to my homepage/website and The links are either campaigns or promotions. As an entrepreneur, I am very much interested in helping others in doing for others before myself. In the past few months, I’ve been very interested in helping people more than myself even though I enjoy shopping, etc. I also like to do donations whether it be time or small amounts of funding. I also like to do promotional work. Not everything I get paid for a lot of it I do out of the goodness of my heart and that’s fine with me because I find pleasure in doing some things for others. I have realized in the past few days/weeks that I being an employee anywhere whether it be a volunteer or a paid position is not always a Positive experience or a good thing. Anyhow today I did a little shopping-well a lot of shopping, unfortunately, made a little dent in this month funding but I got things that I needed or had on my necessary list so I am done spending for a little bit in the next couple months, I plan on upgrading the website I have not decided whether or not I am upgrading Grammarly or not because how often am I on the computer? I do a lot of work from the mobile devices of the iPad and the iPhone. To be honest I did flirt with a Microsoft product which I have decided that is not necessary for me at least at this time because my iPad is the iPad Pro and I believe that I can upgrade that a little bit if I add the pen and the keyboard. The question raised is do I need the keypad or the pen? With regard to the situation I had this week, it was being part of a group assisting someone who was down on their luck, and for some reason unknown to me, I am no longer affiliated with that group but to be honest, it is no skin off my nose if you have a problem with me whether it be personal or business because it is not my problem it is yours and if you cannot or do not understand then I am not going to waste time explaining. I am me and I am not changing for anyone if you understand me that’s wonderful we will have a lifelong friendship but if you cannot or will not accept or understand me then we’re better off not knowing not associating. I realize that I can be difficult but the elephant in the room is called autism, if you do not understand if you cannot understand, if you do not want to understand then I am better off without you I do not like wasting my emotional time on people on situations where I don’t get benefits of friendship/relationships. Yes I’m in bed early because I’ve been working all day which is what I was saying before-I have been shopping I have been exercising I have been working, working on my knitting working on my blog obviously and spending time with my children who are the most important thing in my life because they understand they love unconditionally. I am going to check the boards for any more stories that I could share but I appreciate as always you listening because this is my therapy I’ve been getting things out of my head and onto a platform.

Ok, so I just returned home from my workout and lunch date with friends. I’ve done a little bit more research about the pre-workout phenomenon and when you come down to the bottom line; it is not something that I want to continue. I have realized that there are a shit load of things in a “pre-work out“ that I don’t need/want-mainly sucralose which is a sugar type of product which contradictory to the company telling me what that tingly and bloating is all about-I am not interested. I don’t want to have tingles and bloating after a workout when working out is my way of getting out stress energy etc. #IDoNotNeedIt. Nor do I want it, I don’t mind doing promotions in the way of sharing posts etc. for any nutrition company I don’t mind I will take one for my team and do out of the goodness of my heart but I am not going to fall prey to another company whether you are long-term established or just off the turnip truck. Sucralose is not your friend nor do I think any pre-workout is really necessary if you’re a beginner or whatever. And less you’re pulling a damn tractor trailer you don’t need it. I’m gonna stick with my protein cookies and my flavored water because that’s what my body likes, my body likes ingredients that I can pronounce haven that I know what it is; I don’t want to have to Google an ingredient name just to know what I’m consuming in my body. On top of that-I’m on an anti-anxiety medication-How the hell is sucralose going to affect my aunt anxiety medication in the long line is it going to affect my autism in the long run. My anxiety and my autism is not something I’m willing to mess with just to get better performance in the gym. I’m sorry to those that I am not going to be working with on a regular basis but my health and my sanity are more important than a damn ambassador gig. I’m open to any ambassadorship /promotional gig except if it’s one that’s gonna fuck with my health. Anyway for the first time in a while, I’m actually sitting in my bedroom-not going to sleep here I don’t think but life is good I am happy my dogs are happy and that’s really what freaking matters in life is my happiness. So I am going to return to normal life as a spokesperson/promotional influencer etc. for companies that I get enjoyment from their product. I do enjoy working with all companies but I don’t really find nutritional supplement companies my cup of tea.

So I have some interesting news about my #ShoppingAddiction #BeautyCollection, I am getting a second make up trolley from my favorite craft store. Michael’s Crafts has anything and everything in the way of organization and creativity in my opinion. While I do you shop in in other places, I do enjoy going on a shopping spree occasionally there and I am fortunate enough to have a location nearby. A lot of my shopping is done online but also a lot of my shopping is done in the store, it just depends on what I need and when. While I am a bargain shopper I also love story and names when it comes to certain items. My skin care is necessary to be #TarteCosmetics. My toothpaste must be a certain brand because it is the best out there for sensitive teeth. If you want to know more about this magical toothpaste, feel free to drop me an email or a tweet or message on any of my feeds. I love spending my time at the gym as much as I love spending my time at home with my canines working on my netting. My knitting is something that connects me to too late family members. My Nana who passed away in 2010, taught me how to knit while we were on vacation; or should I say in my #2Home, #TheUnitedStatesVirginIslands.A place in which I am very fortunate to have spent a lot of my youth and adolescence. I still follow many things the Virgin Islands and I tell everybody who says that I need to come down for a visit that if I ever came back to the island I would not go home. And going home/being at home I have a reason to be here. Just because I can “work from anywhere/At home” doesn’t mean that I don’t have responsibilities here in my home state, in my home Township. Over the past maybe two years I have become more involved in my community, maybe less than two years but it feels like forever because I have always wanted to be connected be involved. I have lived in this particular Township since 1985 and I severely care about what happens here while I don’t always agree with the politics in this town, I like having friends in high places and friends in high places means that you don’t always have the same ideas politically. Speaking of politics, I’m very much looking forward to the 2019 primaries. The 2019 primaries for my jurisdiction is May 21 and I am blessed enough to have my jurisdiction headquarters right down the street from me. I am the deputy constable of elections. Some people think that even though it’s a twice a year job we don’t have to work all year round but they are wrong. On a side note, I am sitting here in bed watching #LivePD,I really really despise this asshole subjects who say “You work for me” or I need to sign such and such I don’t see such and such “show me a trespassing warrant” “You know you’re violating me and you know you’re going to regret it“ when a subject try to intimidate an officer while they’re performing their legal duties it drives me absolutely insane because people think they know the law more than an officer. As someone who has followed her law throughout her life and as someone who respects law-enforcement etc. I have self-educating myself on certain topics so I do know something I’m not gonna reveal anything but I have been told that I could be a police officer. So this blog was originally about my cosmetics addiction, I will say that I have a cosmetics addiction as well as a urine addiction, I do like to go shopping in general and sometimes I do stockpile which is why I started this entry in the first place because my make up stockpile drawer for a back up items is practically overflowing. So I am going to go scour the interwebs and see what else is of interest for sharing on this blog. Thank you for listening or shall I say reading my rambles.

So yesterday or the day before I got my monthly rewards alert and I am VIP-Rouge. I do not normally use my reward points unless there is a product I really want to try with it already in my arsenal I need to be replenished. This month there was or is a face primer/moisturizer that I love and I have used it before but I want to upgrade to full-size. Rainforest Of The Sea Quench Hydrating Primer. Anyway I made the mistake of online ordering after finding out that the reward level of 500 points is not redeemable in store-not happy about that and I made that very damn clear on a tweet and they said in response they are going to be forwarding that information to the rewards department-anyway when I made the purchase online I forgot to use my coupon and I I screwed up my order. An order which I cannot fix, So I have to wait for the order to arrive-return the item I don’t want and save my coupon for the next time-if there is a next time that I shop from Sephora. Just like NYX Cosmetics , Returns and edits to orders are apparently either not possible or nearly impossible. So I’m not very happy today it upset me enough that I went into an anxiety attack. So I am going to learn from my mistakes and do more online shopping. Anyway I’m working on my knitting and trying to relax which may not happy for a little while