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Monthly Archives: March 2006

One hell of a bad cold managed to catch hold of me day the before yesterday.. n then the fever too didn’t wanna lose the opportunity of grabbing me! All that I’d been doing since then is sniff, choke, sneeze, sigh, and cry!

Why cry? Bcuz I’d nothing to do at home (since I didn’t go to the office yesterday) and started reading "The Kite Runner".. Now this is one hell of a book! So powerful that it actually made me shed some tears.. and then, I wondered bcuz I ACTUALLY cried!

Then I continued to cry for some more time bcuz I started missing granny.. n I didn’t even call her up bcuz she’d have got worried after hearing my croaky voice.. I was alone and sick.. the stupid fever had sucked all the energy outta me and injected a wonderful pain all over.. I was lying on my bed, energyless and tasteless (yeah, I can’t feel the taste of anything bcuz of this stupid fever!) Damn, the maggi felt like tasteless worms in mouth! yuck!

And then started an endless round of sneezing! 1..2..3..4..5.. I actually started counting and then I lost the count 😐 I could hear my lungs screaming with every sneeze.. aaargh!! Painful, irritating, and de-energizing! This is what it’s like! 😐

I know I know that you guys must have had a similar kinda experience sometime.. but I get this so frequently that I’m IRRITATED! 😐

This is nothing but an outburst of an irritated, frustrated, and a sick stupid girl, who’s been down with the irritating, frustrating, stupid n sick cold.. sniff!! 😐

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Awrite.. now that you’ve read my tasteless post, have a look at this..

Yesterday, I saw a lonely postbox, who stood in a dirty corner of a street. It seemed as if no one’s aware of it’s existence over there. It looked sad and ignored. I felt bad for it. I felt like cleaning it so that it can get its shining red and black color back. I wonder if it was stupid of me to feel like that, but, I couldn’t help.

I wrote this at night, imagining what it would have felt like standing over there…

I stand here in one corner,lost and lonely,wondering at my existence.I stand here, with a look so dreary.

I feel so empty;my windowstill waits for hands,which’ll put them in plentyand make my tummy grow.

This era of emails, no doubt,is better,but, I’d still stand hereand wait for someoneto put in a letter!

I wonder how many of us actually write letters these days. When sending messages is just a matter of a few clicks, who would take the pains to WRITE a letter, put it inside an envelope, seal it, put a stamp on it, and then put it in a postbox… and wonder when would someone come and collect it from the box and deliver it!

After looking at that postbox, I felt an urge to start WRITING letters again.. so that, at least, the postboxes can have a better life!! 🙂

I’ve no time to write about anything right now and I even dunno what to write about. Some things are happening unexpectedly, some things are happening in a way they aren’t supposed to happen, and some things just don’t happen at all. I’m doing nothing but wondering about what is happening 🙂

Anyway, lemme show you guys a picture. It’s a time pass picture that I took with my cameraphone, some 3-4 days ago; I’d clicked a half moon (dunno why it looks so round!) :p

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Ok and here’s another one; the best that my stupid cameraphone could capture. But, it’s beautiful, isn’t it? 😀

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I’m leaving for Noida tomorrow, my home that is. I’ve been longing for home-cooked food since long 😀

Divoo thinks…

it feels funny at times
and cold too
it makes me feel uneasy
and peaceful too
i dunno what i want to say
but i know what i feel
i need to curb my thoughts
but the fruit of thought i peel
i shall and i will
but how and what
i might be able to
but i feel distraught
they overwhelm me
and i give in
i might do what is not right
but what i do ain't a sin
what i ought to know
is what i know not
i know it all i say
though i need not
are my thoughts the culprit
or is it me?
do i continue to question
or let it be?