I am a nurse, mystic, mother and writer

Friday, September 25, 2015

The Many Kinds of Languages

A woman once said to me "know thyself". She knew of the multiple personalities, I knew not. I do not believe that they are a splitting of the one personality. I believe that they are spiritual infestations. Another spirit comes into the body of the person. I did not know myself when the woman instructed me to "Know thyself." Actually, who is the self?

I started dating G in June of 2010. We dated on Saturday night until October. I said that I was going to look for other men to date because Saturday nights were not enough for me. He did call me nearly every night on the phone for those five months. We had an on again off again relationship after that, for several years. I sort of felt like each time we were on again I was lowered another notch. Eventually we met about once a month and stayed home for our visits-lasting a few hours. He would give me money for gas when I went up to the city to see him.

I was insulted at the bare bones of our interaction, but he was still my friend and I enjoyed his company. What he did was not evident at first glance. He helped me to know myselves. Being a multiple personality person and a sex slave he did exactly what was needed to open the swiss cheese holes between my consciousness and the consciousness of the sex slave. His behavior towards me blurred the roles of the two entities. He made it possible for me to have something in common with the sex slave and therefor realize her existence. His actions spoke loudly and my consciousness listened. (My friendship was based on the sexual with him. My world as a sex slave is based on the sexual.)

I had originally resented him. I know now that what he did was actually a sublime gift in the direction of TRUTH.