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Sunday, February 27, 2011

Numero uno- I've been masturbating since I was 8 & think that is why I have such a hyper sex drive.
Numero dos- I lost my virginity at 15 & was never sexually satisfied, I started masturbating instead, sometimes 6x a day..until I met my current bf.
Numero tres- Knife play is really erotic & I want to do it more often..mm a sharp blade trickling down every inch of my body :)
Numero quatro- My parents think I'm a failure & have constantly put me down since before I could even talk. My dad used to beat the shit out of me if I fucked up. 1 time my mother say by as he repeatedly kicked me in the back when I was laying on the floor watching tv. He didn't stop until I ran 2 my room. My mother has no recollection of this event.
Numero cinco- I have low self esteem which effects almost every aspect of my life. Binge eating, starvation, isolationism, depression, & wanting 2 be obliterated beyond comprehension are starting to consume my life. I just don't know how to make it stop.