Tonight– I feel alone. I don’t know why though. I’m not the kind of person who gets sad when no one’s talking to me. I do it all the time– not talking to people. It’s been like this since I could remember. Maybe it’s because I’m an introvert. Not wanting to talk to people not because I hate to, it’s because I don’t have to. My life isn’t as exciting as people would tell you. I live in a world where the internet is basically a 24/7 life support mechanism and I’d crack knowing that I won’t have it. I tried deactivating so many times because I know I don’t care enough to know what’s up with who or what. I’m a social animal with an introvert sense and maybe I like talking to people more online than I do in real person.

I think I’m sad because knowing I’m not talking to anyone in this time where I’m not doing anything.