Love: An Illness?

My thoughts about my break up...Anyone got advice on how to get over someone?

Submitted:Oct 16, 2012
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Sigh...it's been a while...lots going in my life...I'm a
girl...bisexual...my girlfriend broke up with me...We were
getting pretty serious EIGHT MONTHS we dated. But she "grew up"
(that's what she told me) and realized that I wasn't what she
wanted in terms of a long term relationship...this is after we
talked about living together, and getting married and having a
family. Now all of those things are difficult to come by for a
same-sex couple but they're not impossible. But she knows about
my plans for medical school. And how it'll be a little while
before I ever get a chance to truly settle down. It
hurt...because I truly loved her. And I know she loved me...in
the moment. And I thought she was going to love me forever. We
never even "came out" and I know that her parents wouldn't have
liked it and there was just a lot of factors that I guess weighed
in on her decision to break up with me. I wish she would have
realized all of those things earlier though. I'm the first girl
she ever had feelings for. And she left because she started
liking a guy she admits she barely knows. And I felt thrown away.
But it's hard...to just let go of her...because she's my best
friend. I've told her everything about me. My wants my fears my
trials and tribulations. I guess I hate feeling like I wasn't
enough. The hardest part...is wanting someone and knowing that
they don't want you.