Care

As always we talked about anything and everything. This has been standard for some time now. There is little I hold back from him, and much I attempt to challenge him on. I make no secret of my attraction and he tells me things about his wild past that make me squirm – often but not always with frustration. I cannot tell if we are engaging in extended foreplay or exquisite denial (or both).

Blogging is fun, but most of us have had struggles and issues and some of us are facing Xmas without those we love by our side. I wanted to send some extra love to all those people out there that I am aware of who are doing it tough this year, through illness, loss, separation, financial hardship and uncertainties about the future, but are still blogging because or despite this. #SoSS

What I saw both excited and appalled me. I thought that I’d long ago come to terms with my weight, my scars and even my aging but what I was now confronted with was the raw conjunction of those factors and my sexuality…