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Monday, January 31

Have you ever lost something ? Something that means a lot to you ? Something that really important ? Something that you'll never get back ? Ever ? Something that .. Unexplainable .

No , sweetheart . I am good with my boy . We were fighting last few days ago , but now everything is completely okay .

I have made up a promise , so I'll keep on with that promise :) Oh yes I'll dear ;) My love towards you never ever changed . Sorry kalau a few weeks nie I mcm nak tak nak layan you . I really didnt mean it :( Sorry .

When you lost something that you know you will never get back even you have tried so hard , it is heartbreaking . Isnt it ?

p/s : Sometimes when we hold something too tight , we will end up losing it ..

I'm so bored right now . Got nothing to do . So I guess I'll update my blog since I'm missing in action for a few days :) School holidays ? I'm stuck in my own house . My schedule is way to packed . Its really kinda tired but what can I do . I'm having my major exam which is really important . New look for my blog :) Almost 3months tak tukar layout =D malasss duhh nak cari . Hahahaha , okay now on blog saya takde lagu :) Hahaha . Biarlah malas nak cari .

I dont gave any single shit about school , but I guess that is not good enough Yaaa :D I'm tired hearing somemore teacher babling about our class 3Melor for this year . Yeah , there's alot students from others class that is lower for sure buttt them really really cool . Sehari tak gelak dalam class tak sah do :) Several teacher keeps babling this sentences :-

I'm proud to sayyyy -- I dont give a damn hell about that actually -.-'' Is not I'm going to rude with my teacher for sure . Im taking Pmr this year . So on , for what Im going to play that pretty jerk games with my teacher ? Aku bukan dapat apa pun kalau maki hamun cikgu do . Dan saya benci belajar Ert sekarang like seriously HELL babe ! I love to learn Ert subject for sure and I got A's for that subject last year . And half of my target for Pmr , but I think I have a pretty big deal mennn -.-'' I dont know what the hell is my problems with that suck teacher Im proud to say Kau nak aku HORMAT kau , kau HORMAT aku dulu sebagai murid and I think thats not the best ever way to teach me . Macam tu ke cikgu doe ? Whoaaa HEBAT ah , I never seen a creepy suck teacher like you -.-''

Friday, January 14

I did nothing much today . So this entry , I don't think I'll post a very long one . I apologize , I'm kinda in hurry so I wanna take this chance to blog here . I've got to tidy my room after this . Mama sudah membebel , I can't do anything . Oh ya bytheway , in school just now my class teacher asked us to write our name for nametag she said everybody must have it ! Its a must ! Then Teeha asked me to write my name as Syaza Johari wahh matured lah siot ;D Bhahaha Atiqah Azman as well . Shiera Ismail quick brave enough Teeha Khairy -- Weh boleh ke buat mcm tu doee ? Bhahaha Then we cancel to do the nametag . Mcm ape je , kelakar duh .A bit clumsyy :) Bhaha :D Okay Im out of here ! Mama dah bising , Im on my way to tidy up my room and clean the house andd so on . Byebye Keep in touch ;]

I know that grenade by bruno mars is an old song , it's not that old but I don't know . Baru sekarang rasa addicted gila kat lagu tu . Haha I can't stop repeating the same song . I'm stucked in this freaking boredom so I've made up my mind to post a new entry here . I’ve learned this past month . I’ve changed , I’ve grown . Maybe things do happen for a reason , maybe they don’t . But no matter what , they still happen . That’s what we need to remember . I learned to stop analyzing things , to just let them happen . And if I get hurt , or if something bad happens , then it happens . There’s nothing I can do to change that .I’ve learned to go with my gut , and that it’s okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter , won’t care . I’ve learned that love really is as great as they say it is . I’ve learned that my friends can't save me from my worst thing . And most importantly , I’ve learned that today is all we have .

Wednesday, January 12

Hi readersI'm curious why do I recently think about Facebook is going shut down these days . I think it's because of those posts that people keep posting and sent chat box on my Facebook's homepage . Ugh you know what , they're all like scaring me off . I feel like paralyzing myself now . But totally I dont believe that one ! Beatiful liarsss <3 Oh yeah , I accomponies Zulfiqar this night because he said that he got alot HW to do . Besides theres no one bothering he doing HW , so let me bothering you ;) Hahaha Now I can smile peacefully :) All problems with him<3 has settle . And most important , I miss alot about you . Stop reminding me you love me . I know you love me and I love you too . No worries , LOL . Haha

Last year Wednesday day was the pretty awesome day for US<3 Hari kelakar/gelak sedunia ;D Okay I think we just fooling around and laughing out load the whole time . This year it continue , TRBAEKK duhh . Atiqah keep repeating this words "Bontot kau lah" And she said she usually used this words to her sister and her brother . Awesomee ;D When she said the magical words "Bontot kau lah" Me , Teeha and Shahira were laughing out of ass . Bhaha , comel doe kau ckp tu ;) Seriussly ! Yang tak tahan tu Shahira cakap "Bontot ayam lah" Hahahaha' TERBAEKKK !

I was just trying to make things clear but you were totally being an ass . Chill down , you're desperately run out of a hell lot of good things to do huh ? It's okay , you're a lifeless person . I think I'm not gonna stop finding you one . And aku tak batak lah nak kawan dgn kau ! Bustard -.-'' I just realized that my life has been totally full of liars and backstabbers . But I don’t think I should stop moving on just because of those shits . I’m still holding with my words , I’m not going to give up even for a second of my whole entire life . You should keep my words . And I’ve been surrounded by too many problem these days . But I’ll not forget to thank my whole family and my dearest friends Atiqah Azman Syazana Teeha Shahira Isyraf for supporting me no matter what . There's a boy who doesn't know what is thereal meaning of 'feelings'and doesn't know how toappreciate a girltill his last breath . *Last breath ?? Haha . We all just have to pray all the best for him . Thank you for taking that girl into one of your games . You look cute doing it . So cute , too cute .I can't even explain . See , you're too appreciated . Kalau nak balik dekat dia I totally dont care , fine with that . Seriusly :)

Monday, January 10

So as today is the second week school , like usually we laugh all the time :D Haha but oh yea well before forgotten , I had fun laughing my ass off with Atiqah , Teeha and Shahira :) during the Maths periods . We just watching all exaggeration motion that my teacher Maths do in class ,Saya blurrr -.- teacher Saya pun blurr jugak Saya tak pandai nak explain kan dekat kamu Hahahaha , semua gelak besaa . In Inglish Language periods teacher was asking someone to be volintier to say who was the person that you admire ? Then I was laughing *non stop Suddenly Shahira said

In the recess like usually we were waiting for the others and hang around the school , and Syazana asked me Weh sape yang Thanks tu ? I was like tukar topic with Atiqah . And again she's asked me the same question , then I shouted Alaa kan aku cakap lupa kan je Then she insteadly hug me >.< Huiih Sakit lahh mokk ! Hahaha The problems with Syazana has settle up :) Eventhought we always chill on , but deep inside of our heart must be one of us that hurst somemore . But thats a normal things right ? Akan menambah kan lagi kasih sayang kann Syazana ? Chill up ,

Sorry If I wrong But Just say it If you really hate me I will try to accept The truth that Im just annoyed to you And Thank you For being Apart of my life You 're pretty awesome girl No wonder lah I sayang sangat dekat you I nak kite brkekalan *mcm janji I But I can do NOTHING I tak boleh kembalikan masa yang lalu , sebab I tak ada superPower Im happy when you laugh *HAHA*Because you the only one that can make me smile beside my family :) I will only cry if my heart were really hurts And I cried when I know that you with HIM Im not perfect like HE But I 've try my best To prove to you That I love you But theres nothing different to be like a Loser . Sincerly S

I will remember this always and never forget this fr sure ;) I will keep this untill the end ,

Okay forget about that , first person asking me why I deactive my fb is Nadhirah Hana . She texted me inteadly , I was shocked :O then , I feel pityful for her . Because she just wanna get into knowing me for sure . So I decide to Activate back my fb . Knowing this pretty girl is awesome , she's not like the others . I mean different . And she is rich of SYNESS , isn't ? I read her blog yesterday . And she mentioned that she wanna get through with other students that is from evening sesion , butt she has a big deal with that . Dia pemalu ohh , hehh buat apa nak malu ? Saya dengan Syazana <3 bukan makan orang . And we are not tigers that eat predators . Grrr , Hahaha . Senyum pun sudah memadai kann Syazana ? We will insteadly reply it with a smile too for sure . And I have no big deal to w2w with you or even chat :D With open arms I will reply it .

What we have tomorrow ? This is truely suck , tomorrow I have latihan rumah sukan -.-'' And Teeha said she will exchange to Red . Because she have no members in Green , so on she will be with me :D Iloveyouu Teeha <3 Homework jangan cakap ah , bertimbunn oh -.-'' Sejarah tak phtostat lagi and for sure kena tampal . Science almost done :] Bm komsas I have done nothing yet so chill on . Satu bab je kot , PAI latihan tak siap lagi :O takpe ustazah baik kann ? Hahaha , ERT latihan je . Nota almost done it :] Maths cool gila , baru buat 1excersize the others chill on , I will do it this NIGHT Gosok baju lagi sikitt , kasut dh siap . Ape lagi ? Haa turn off lappy and get ready to go back Rawang .

Imma said it loud ? Thanks there , Im glad if you're happy for what you've got *seriusly =.= Cheers for that ! Im okay with that . There's so many others ways to do . Is not and just that only that can make people wanna have it , right ? Ofcourse aku terasa , tapi bukan dapat berlian pun kann aku terasa . Buat sakit hati je kann ? Again , A BIG THANKSS yeahh :]

Friday, January 7

This is just another post of hating and I am going to let all of you know how much I hate busybodies . Take it this way , and please use your brain , THINK . Everyone has their own way . Why would someone , or anyone , meddles into the affairs of others ? Come on lah . And if you are not satisfied with yours ,mesti ke nak intrude into others' ? Being busybody , honestly , is not cool . Especially when you are no one , I mean tegur tak pernah apa semua tak pernah , and then maybe , you have ever heard bad stories about me before , once or twice , tapi dah sebab baik hati sangat , lagi cerita kat semua orang tuh . ( A really big thankyou ! ) Tapi takpayah jaga tepi kain orang sebenarnya dah boleh kan ? You dont know me , at all . So do not judge .

We are in the same school , for sure , and if you ada facebook pun , maybe we have a few mutual friends . But answer me , do you really know me ? No , right ? So you have no right to assume and say bad things about me . Make it simple ! I would understand if you were one of my friend , and talking shits behind . Because it is a common thing that immatured people do . And one more thing , you are a guy , I might understand if you are a young lady who loves gossip . Hmm . I just dont think you have a vagina . Or you have one ? :O

P/S : Past is past . Stop saying things if you dont know me . And tolonglah , get a life . Whenever , you , the shittalker , want to hurt me by saying something BAD about me ,say it straight to me . Bukan dekat orang lain . Like my boyfriend or my bestie etc etc . You're hurting them not me ! If you want to hurt me that bad , bring it on . I dont effing care . But not them . Not those who close to me . Please .

I know you haven't seen my plain-bored-post much recently . Well , last night I was chatting with my prettay cousin :D that I've been sooo long havent meet her up with her cutiee sistaaa . Hehh rindu gilaa kann ? Nk main A B C , basikal and mcm mcm lahh kite buat dulu kann kalau ade kenduri . Best gilaaa , but I dont think that all those time can be reality in this short time . Na'ahh ,

Wednesday, January 5

Bingai mu Shahiraa ! Hahaha , mcm biasa . Im not intrested to go and eat something in canteen *cehh but its the fact . So we prefer to buy at Koperasi and buy some drinks at the machine . Nana said to me :

This year I got a new teacher for Science , badddly . I want teacher Suriani ! She is kinda my fav tchr :) This tchr kinda annoyed me . She asked us to write her name infront of our note book . Check this out ,

Monday, January 3

It's strange how bad injuries happen . It can be the toll of the years , or it can be a single moment . You could be working up to it for years , or it could be an instant of bad luck . A stab of blinding , mind - numbing pain suddenly you have a different life . That's all it takes . An awkward landing , a fall , something suddenly tearing , and it changes everything .

You don't have to think about the default dreams , they take care of themselves . Or sometimes they don't . But you have to think about the other ones . The dreams beyond the default dreams . Dreams do exist , if you are lucky .