Queens MC and producer Hannibal King shared the title track to his next project this week in the form of a woozy music video that finds him drowning his sorrows in gas station beer and imploring himself to keep going.

As he explained to FADER, writing this track had a profound effect on him during a time he found himself at his lowest:

“I wrote the song coming out of a really rough state. Suicidal and depressed, I had to find a way to change my state of being,” King explained in an email to The FADER. “I wrote it at 4 a.m. in the morning in the studio, very not sober. Writing the song helped me get free and realize where I needed to be in my life at that moment. The artistic process of writing the song breathed a new purpose for my life.”