NOVENA TO GOD'S LOVE

Today, I receive all of God’s love for me.Today, I open myself to the unbounded, limitless, overflowing abundance of God’s universe.Today, I open myself to Your blessings, healing, and miracles.Today, I open myself to God’s Word so that I become more like Jesus every day.Today, I proclaim that I’m God’s Beloved.I’m God’s Servant,I’m God’s Powerful Champion,

And because I am blessed,I will bless the world,In Jesus’ Name.Amen.

MORNING PRAYER

In the name of God, the most gracious most merciful. All the praises and thanks are to God, the lord of mankind and all that exists. The most gracious, the most merciful. The only owner and ruler of the day of judgment. You alone we worship, and you alone we ask for help. Guide us to the straight path. The path of those you have bestowed your grace, not the way of those who earned your anger, nor the way of those who went astray - Amen

(1st prayer jus after you wake up and before doing anything else - DAR 11/16/2009 4:45am)

PRAYER

Say, he is God (the) one; God, the self-sufficient master, whom all creatures needs. He begets not, nor was he begotten. And there is none like (comparable) unto Him - Amen

(one of the best true prayers when recited with faith and conviction. Shows that God is the OMNIPOTENT one. DAR 11/16/2009 9:27pm)

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

I would have instantly died of nervous breakdown this afternoon. It has been a very rough day, after knowing what my uncle has done that irked me the most, among the many misfortunes I have stumbled upon. I am crazy, because I do not know how to cushion the blow. It would have been better had I exploded into bits and pieces beyond recognition. Might have made my soul at peace with the numbness of the pain that has been perforating my heart. Insanity is an ally.

While my sister was asking me this,"Are we dumb to suffer like this?" I was all the while condemning myself to an eternity of torment. The thing that hurt me the most is the realization that at some point in time, people will fail you big time, loveones will transform to epic fail modern-day hero, and un-met expectations are bound to frustrate you. Things will go way out of whack no matter how you try to patch things up. Such a distress for the damsel in me.

I do not know how to pacify the anger that is brewing in full blast, but I do hope that the god of somnolence will usher me to dreamland. I am so full of stress and pain that render me sleepless in a lonely night like this.