I’ve lost everything, but I’ve found me

A million thoughts are racing through my mind and I wish I can write them all down. It’s been a whirlwind of a day I’ve had.

I promise one day I’ll write about everything I’ve been going through, my lonely & painful journey to rediscover myself, what I’ve learnt and most importantly… my long-term battle with anxiety and depression.

I don’t have nightmares anymore. I don’t cry my eyes out every night and wish this is the last day I have to live anymore. I don’t need anyone to make me feel better. Insomnia doesn’t drain my energy anymore. I feel… something now. And I actually smiled today.

I see things clearer now more than ever. And I’m very proud of myself for finally feeling better.

Thank you world, for being so patient and welcoming me back with open arms and kind words.