Being a perfectionist is a Killer for creativity.
There were Times, when I have had so many Ideas I could work on.
But my Mind was telling me, you have not the right camera or you have not the perfect outfit. I wanted everything to just be perfect like a Vogue Shooting or Hollywood Movie.
And when I was not happy with the results I just did not post my content. And I was feeling empty & unhappy.
After years of this negative thoughts & seeing no results on my creative path I realized, that the main point of being creative, is to just start!
Just create & send it to the universe. And be consistent. And never ever doubt your work. Now It makes Me happy to feed my Soul with being productive & creative everyday.
So Now I am back creating new content, without deleting anything.
It feels so free, to let my Soul speak.
So I am looking forward to work & share. And to stay consistent.

I’m not going to pray to avoid pain, Instead I will beg for strength to overcome it. I see it coming for me from miles away. Please don’t show me the future, I’m sick to my stomach remembering what it feels like. And if it will hit me, let it do so out of no where, don’t warn me. When it’s here, give me something to grip on to, for in the moment the darkness is far to dark for my eyes to see anything else. Do not take away the things I love, but if it must happen please help me maintain my sanity, protect my heart from permanent damage. Erase all fear of getting hurt, I am tired of it being my forerunner. Plate my heart with steel, let it remain gentle beneath it. Allow me to love freely and help me forgive those who betrayed me. I never want to lack trust again. I am torn between wanting to be heartless and wanting to heal and fall freely again. Remind me I am infinite, and not one thing can destroy my spirit. Above all, don’t let these things come in between me and the one I love the most, that is one thing I beg to keep. Restore me, renew my mind, fix these pieces.

Cheerssss 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉Today it’s Melissa’s Creations 3rd Anniversary. I can not believe how time goes so fast. We are so happy to take our business to the next level. I want to thank God for giving us amazing blessings these past 3 years.
I now see when you put your faith and you hard work together everything turns in beautiful things. 3 Years putting my heart, my soul, and my passion to creating the most beautiful memories for our clients for their wedding day. I work with passion and with all my heart. This year I am beyond grateful. A huge thank you to my husband @iamacarrillo for supporting me on my dreams. Also big thank you to the Melissa’s Creations team for helping us make dream events become reality. We have received 3 consecutive awards with @weddingwire We were nominated Couple’s Choice award winners three years in a row. Most recently we received the most beautiful gift for our 3rd Anniversary. We were invited to an interview with a special and incredible women, @madelaine_jordan_oficial Thank you for opening the door to your beautiful show ‘En la Cósina con Madeline Jordan’ and giving me the opportunity to be in your Tv show in @telemundo44

I'm tired, I miss my family, I've had a rough travel day, I'm about to face a 7 hour red-eye with no prospect of sleep... And I wouldn't change a thing.
It's been a real eight days, America, and I'll be back before you know it #15daysandcounting#wouldntchangeathing