Sittin, fightin this pressure in a state of exhaust
How many times I talked to God speakin on those that I lost?
A couple brothers, couple sisters and a bunch of my homies
That's why I move up out my lonely, hope God will come show me
I move down richin cus I feel I'm losin faith by the minute
Tryna hide away from reality in something that's tinted
I conversate most of the time across the line of a seal
Same niggas that showed me love, you might just find em in here
I hate to say it's hard to blame but knowin everything they been through
In a different circumstance of better life they might just been you
Tryna provide, missin homicide by minutes
All been tryna get stripes from a basic soldier to lieutenant
I do this here for my nigga dog, my nigga Cliff
It ain't too many others who solid, that's why I trip
I trip out but try to keep my cool knowin pain is here
Wanted the sun but since I missed this shit the rain is here

[Refrain]
Abnormal heart diagnosed at birth
All my niggas got him, whole family cursed
T-shirt with they name, just ain't the same
Shoulda had a attack from all the stress and strain
Fuck this fame and this change
Fuck this chain and this Range
With all my real ones gone I can't sleep the same
I'm with this fuckin rain now go away

Lost, that's what I feel, like look at that way I'm hated
Talk to God, begging for help so much, I feel I'm out of credit
He don't know me and I understand, I just need a helping hand
Talked to my grandfather, days later now he under sand
The homie Carlos mama stressed
And even though he gone he's still around so we bliss, it's a cold world
They see and get better but I just say the drama tired
From all the pain that I acquired, left a double fire
I swear it's like the end of days
I'm tryna make it out but I can't get up out this maze
It's me against the world and I can't get up out this phase
Niggas jump and fly like they can't get up out them J's
I'm on my defense
May my sons forgive me
I don't wanna be no failure
But being real throughout the pain it hurt like kill I tell ya
It's hard to see when you're surrounded by the dark
This that type of shit that tear yo ass apart
For real, mane

[Refrain]
Abnormal heart diagnosed at birth
All my niggas got him, whole family cursed
T-shirt with they name, just ain't the same
Shoulda had a attack from all the stress and strain
Fuck this fame and this change
Fuck this chain and this Range
With all my real ones gone I can't sleep the same
I'm with this fuckin rain now go away