alright, my experiences with programming, there was a time when i tried to develop my own IM (instant messenger)…those day the most popular im was ICQ, sure u remember that…pretty cool features, specially the typing sounds…typewritter sound, that was cool.

for almost 3 months, i only slept for only 3 hours a day. normally i start my day (huhu..) after dinner, then i put all my energy with 200% passion into my programming..learning new tricks and method..surfing the webs for better source code. i go to sleep at 2am..and get up at around 4:30 or 5am in the morning to do newspaper delivery.

after getting back from work at 7:30am…i continue my programming till 9am, then go to another job…which was at some port, clearing stuff from contenna. then back at 2pm…go to another job…cut fishes at wet market..lol, damn..those days..3 job a day..pretty tough. when i get home..exhausted like hell…but still not good enough to beat my programming spirit.

hence, i was failing at programming subject though…pretty weird, coz i thought theres no point typing to ur computer to make few things run.

but to tell the truth..im hoping i can feel the same sensation again..the sensational feeling of programming, funny things was…its in ur mind 24/7, u dont talk much..no point of talking..ur head is somewhere else, u wish u could do programming since u were in primary school and create something cool, u wish u were in the same position as shawn fanning and the hero of the generation,..yea theres many more..but the important part was…u always knew u had a goal to achieve and things to do, and the one that pretty sure was…u were feeling alive..huhu