It irks me when I am so tired, and my not so little one started to ask series of general question to complicated to out of this world questions. There are times, can't help to be mad when she want to read story books but she will not touch her book in school without being told to do so. When I become angry, she will just tell me,,, Relax... Mom... we are supposed to love each other , we are family.

I love seeing all the family photos in the gallery! It makes my heart full that y’all are sharing a glimpse into your lives!!💕
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Today is day 6 of #nfsoulshare and we are sharing our biggest fear. I have 3 fears that are so strong that they often keep me up at night.
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Day 1: I fear losing my husband, Michael. Not from a relationship perspective, but from a health perspective. Michael was diagnosed with leukemia in 2010. He continues to fight this beast every single day. I pray each night for a cure. I want nothing more than for my hubby to be healthy. He is my love, my foundation, my right-hand, my everything really (the kids too, of course).
2) Day 2 - I fear of failing as a mom and this includes leaving them too early. What if I’m not doing enough for them? Do I inspire them? Do they know just how much I love them? Am I disciplining enough/not enough? What if something happens to me? Who will take care of them? Who will make sure they do their homework?
3) I fear for my daughter, Ella. We almost lost Ella at 8 months old in 2010. She was diagnosed with bacterial meningitis. With the illness, she lost her hearing completely and developed cerebritis on her brain which left effusions. She spent months in the hospital. Today, she is thriving, but she is also struggling. She is now bilaterally cochlear implanted so she can hear with device. I fear for her in that she sometimes struggles with school assignments because of the hearing delay and effusions. I fear that kids will bully her as it’s already happened. I fear for when she grows up and goes off to college - what if she’s asleep if an emergency alarm goes off? Will someone notify her? What if she loses her devices? How will she contact me? How will I get in touch with her? .
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Day 1: Intro- few basic facts and a 'Selfie' 😜
Day 2: Self Care Routine
Day 3: Quirky Fact or Characteristic
Day 4: Favorite Quote or Lyric
Day 5: Family/Home
Day 6: Share one of your Biggest Fears
Day 7: Top of your Bucket List (a few)