I lost my loving and amazing wife just over a week ago. The story is quite amazing, and it is just so much that I do not even know where to start. She was an inspiration to myself and everyone and had a long fight with Kidney Disease and other chronic illness. I am only in my young 40s but the battle scars tell a different story. The last week has been the most intense of my life.

People are bugging me to get a grievance counselor. Makes sense, however my...

Beginning of November he got pneumonia that he could not shake, they couldn't test the lungs to see if the cancer was gone because of the cloudiness of the scans from the pneumonia.
They kept changing medications ...from antibiotics too...

1yr ago today we sat outside handing out candy . you weren't feeling well you said next year we will throw our Halloween Party .. Never thinking that you wouldn't be here. Only decorating I did was the front window . last week some time. I kept putting off the candy .I just miss you so much . I didn't hand out candy. I found myself just reliving last years Halloween . Dave I miss you so much another month rounding out .. ]]>Wishing You Were HereWed, 17 Oct 2018 03:41:20 -0400http://www.griefincommon.com/threads/wishing-you-were-here.622/
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