Convulsion Heart

"Convulsion Heart"

I tried to be myself I tried to open up But like a doll thrown on a shelf I was a silent dove Through the sacred fire I was burned and was scarred I walked on a constant wire I almost fell apart You stole something I loved Filled me with hate and doubt Well now I have had enough The truth is coming out Gotta do what's best for meIt's been an eternal nightFound the power in my beliefsGot the weapons to win the fight

[Chorus]There's no way I'll give upIt's not in my blood I am on the hunt to show what I'm made of Now that I'm awake I can finally say I'm going insane from the world I tried to saveI'm unable to breatheTheir strengths increaseIt's like I'm choking by those I thought loved me You say you know it's hard You caused the hardest part Now I see who you are from myConvulsion Heart

Breathe, Breathe, Breathe

If you want someone to blame you can blame yourself You're stuck in your mental game Fighting air in a shell Your words are in humane stinging my heart to deathYou thought you could have your way Now look who has nothing left

[Chorus]

It's been months and months and I've had enoughI'm sorry if you don't like it but I'm gonna be blunt You refuse to hear, you continue to lie Well now I guess, baby, it's your time to cryCall it what you want: "Rebellion," "Immaturity" But not everything I say is make believe So any way you put it, you know I'm done, I'm throughTo give up on love? Sorry I refuse!