Here I will put my songs, Along with a tune, what type of voice I'm using for that specific song, etc, Above the song i will say unfinished or finished. I don't have much time to work on songs though, So it would be awesome if some people gave feedback, good or bad, in the comments! Say what you like/don't like, so i can know what way to turn!As a by the way, I wont update songs often, But if this REALLY becomes my job, I'm sure I could easily whip up... Maybe 1 song in a day (Or course, some days may vary, I have to have something on my mind)

This poem isn't mine, But my grandfather died a bit over a year ago due to cancer, And I still miss him, This is one poem I love, Because it fits him. I don't really have a religion, So I believe god, but know its very possible he doesn't exist. If i had to choose one thing to believe i would probably believe reincarnation, Because exactly a year after he died, My dog gave birth to 11 puppies, One of which was a very large male (My grandfather was large and strong) and had J.C (my grandfathers initials) on his chest in white. I believe that's him, but because I have no proof, I still REALLY miss him, He was probably the only thing or person that took the weight off my shoulders, Everyone loved him. He was funny, Smart, A hard worker, and would walk the extra mile even if it didn't help him in any way.

Author- UnknownGod looked upon his gardenAnd found an empty place.He then looked down upon this earthand saw your tired face.

He put his arms around youAnd lifted you to rest.Gods garden must be beautifulHe always takes the best.

He knew that you were sufferingHe knew you were in pain.He knew you would neverGet well on earth again.

He saw the road was getting roughAnd the hills were hard to climbSo he closed your weary eyelidsAnd whispered "Peace be thine."

It broke our hearts to lose youBut you didn't go aloneFor part of us went with youThe day God called you home.

You left us beautiful memories,Your love is still our guide.And though we cannot see you,You are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken,And nothing seems the same,But as God calls us one by oneThe chain will link again.

FinishedSong name- Little GirlI can't explain the beat, or tune that I sing it to. If you are curious about that, Ask me to send a video message of me singing it on skype, and I well as soon as possible, But there well very likely be a wait.

There's a little girl who's depressed, SuicidalIt hurt her to make a real smile, Said trying wasn't worth her whileShe would do anything for almost anyone, She would walk the extra mileNo one understood how she did it, Never understood how she was stable with her lifestyleSo i'm going to tell you her storyit may be sad but don't close your eyesHer dad was busted for weedSo him and her momma broke up, Her momma started making herself bleedKeep in mind this little girl is five years oldBut at eight her dad moved away into his own homeSo she had to stay with her grandmotherBut she's insaneSo bad that this little girl got headachesSo she cut herself like her momma did before hershe told her friend a few months later, But they used that against herNow she feels like the whole school knows what she doesso she walks around with a fake smileBut when she's all alone her head is singin'

Just do it, no one well miss youThey're all here to dis youYou aren't strong enough to do it anywaySo just pick up that gun, rope, and bladeSo you don't have to live through another dayLittle girl, no one likes youBut no one knows what you've been throughSo look down, pick up the blade, and that'll have to make doCan't live through the pain of another daySo cut yourself with your beloved bladeThe scar well never quite fade

No one quite understands her, No one understands her tasteNo one understands her music, No one understands her faceBut this is her fate, And She has no faithSo if you're reading this, this is her suicide note to youBecause she's always been sad, But you never knewIt's not your fault, and I don't lieIt's her fault for keeping the pain insideBut this is her break throughEven though she meant nothing to youYou were her go toYou'll never understand how much you meant to herBut now she must die, And bleed out redAs she thinks about it, All the words you saidShe starts to sing this song in her nearly unconcious head

Just do it, no one well miss youThey're all here to dis youYou aren't strong enough to do it anywaySo just pick up that gun, rope, and bladeSo you don't have to live through another dayLittle girl, no one likes youBut no one knows what you've been throughSo look down, pick up the blade, and that'll have to make doCan't live through the pain of another daySo cut yourself with your beloved bladeThe scar well never quite fade

Well she's going to go, She'll see you in the afterlifeShe wants you to stay here and keep dry eyesKeep everyone happyYou should all stay aliveYou're all worth ither on the other handwell she doesn't feel perfectWhen she looks in the mirror, She doesn't see what you seeShe has body dysmorphia and depression, you seeShe has anxiety and asthmaShe wishes she could run away from it allMaybe if she moved to NebraskaShe does in her head, Everyday she fleesWhen someone makes her talk to a strangerall she can do is freezeBecause anxiety eats her up, she wishes you could seeMaybe if you paid attention But it seems that's beyond your comprehensionThis Little girl, Her name is no longer unknownBecause that little girls name is meYou never helped me, never stood by my sideEven when everyday I went home to cryBut its time to go, I've went on long enoughKnow that none of this story is made up]That's my story, It's my life,We can talk about it laterIn the afterlife