What I excel in bestIs my excessivenessSELF deprecationI hate myself sometimesHow can I be down when all that I want is in my reachWhat's wrong with me?Fuck it

Sumtimes I can feel so touch and goSumtimes I feel my self esteem is lowSumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautifulBeautiful

And if I wasnвЂ™t meIвЂ™d still just laugh at meAnd point the fingerAnd blame myself as wellI will not succumb to any of my peersIвЂ™m in controland I'm losing itFuck it

Sumtimes I can feel so touch and goSumtimes as my self esteem is lowSumtimesвЂ¦well at least I know sumtimes IвЂ™m beautifulBeautifulSumtimes as my feelings coincideSumtimes while I struggle to surviveSumtimesвЂ¦well at least I know sumtimes IвЂ™ll be alrightBe alright [x4]