broken gaydar

perhaps due to pure denile or societies view of indecent love relationships ive chosen a pattern of wrong men... the only good things were the children now im stuck between a rock and a hard place... well my soft place.. ive always been attracted to women and have had few sexual experiences with them but did nothing due to right and wrong well here i am cummin outa denile that i am gay the final strings of physical attraction toward men have popped and im left with broken radar any suggestions..

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