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Friday, October 19, 2012

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." -Mahatma Gandhi

I didn't realize how strong I was till that was all I had left.
Things are better now. I'm driving, sending college applications, and having more confidence than I've ever had in myself before. The only thing missing from my life right now is the writing. I haven't written much in months. That's why the post before this one was full of photos meant to inspire. That's what I need right now. Inspiration. A writer isn't a writer without her writing. She's just empty, because it's who I am. I know things are hard, but they're getting better. Things are getting easier and I couldn't be happier about it. I'm passing all my classes with flying colors, not to mention I'm in high courses and college courses as well. :)

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Friday, May 4, 2012

Love should make you happy. It makes all the stars in the sky sparkle that much more, especially when you look up at the sky from the ground with the one you gave your heart to. It makes the sun go down to the sun rise of a beautiful new day.

Love should make you smile. Laughing is better than crying, and when I feel like crying, that's when I start to laugh. If you know me, and you see something is bothering me, then you know that when I'm laughing, I'm trying so hard not to cry.

Love skips a beat.When the holder of your heart whispers "I love you" you can't help but to hold your breath and wait for their arms to wrap around you. That when your feeling safe and secure in their embrace, nothing can go wrong.
When they love you back. That is the greatest feeling when it is no lie because then you're not alone. You don't have to take on the weight of the world on your own. That your are finally someone else's number one priority.

Love is knowing all about someone and still wanting to be with him and by his side, more than any other person.
Love is trusting them enough to tell them every single thing about yourself including the things you might be ashamed of.

Loving someone so deeply gives the strength to keep going when you wouldn't normally have the ability to, but being loved so deeply gives you the courage to.

The fact that you get butterflies in the pit of your stomach when someone mentions their name. They are all you can think about. You don't want them to let you go.

If they complete you, make you happy, and support you through everything. They love you unconditionally.

Where all their mistakes and past is forgiveable and you feel like you can't live without them.

But what is love? Is it the feeling you get when you lay eyes on them? Is it the feeling you get when you know they love you back?

I believe it is the way you made me whole, the way you hold me close. It isn't the jewelry they buy you, or the fact that they gave you their class ring to wear (which is still VERY cute) love is indescribable. There is no definition.You just feel it, and you know it's there.