Monday, August 30, 2010

I've been blogging quit a bit about Baby #2 and now I don't know what to think. I've caught our birth mom in a lie and now I don't know what to believe... I guess it started the day she told me she wanted us to be the parents of this baby. She told me she had talk to her mom and her mom agreed that adoption was best and she supported her in this. Now, this was a lot to hear because her mom has not been supportive of her decision to place Emma so I was surprised. After our visit at the park I took her back to her friends house. I got out of the car and gave her a hug. She went to the door and looked back at the car with a sad look on her face. My gut churned, what was that look for, what did it mean? What if she's not even pregnant and is doing it for attention? Or maybe she's just sad because we're done with the visit and she's leaving her daughter.

I announced Baby #2 on my personal blog and I wanted to announce it on Facebook, but I was waiting. I asked Birth Mom if she was okay if I started announcing it, no answer. So on Saturday this was my FB status, "is watching The Back Up Plan. Glad I get to skip being pregnant and just get 2 great kids without labor or anything!! LOL, Love you Sam!!!" Her mom was the first one to comment, "Did you adopt a baby?" When I saw the comment I flipped out, she lied to me. Now I'm trying to get the truth out of her. I messaged her mom and asked if she knew. Of course she doesn't know and does NOT support her placing this baby for adoption. Now I'm really freaking out. Did she totally just play me? Is she even pregnant???

Yes, I have confronted the Birth Mom about it... no response! I'm so confused and mad right now!