A Prayer Beginning a New Life.

There is a whole different World OUT THERE than when I first went into Solitude 3 years ago...

I know about transitions, Divine Consciousness...

And New Life, without death, that puts one on a reversed Wheel of the Stars,....

Makes it a WHOLE NEW WORLD....

My Human World is very Small, and I haven't related to many people outside work or family relationships for a long time...

I have no job, no income, and my bills are coming due,
no ongoing community life, so I'm truly starting this life from SCRATCH, NOW...Thank you for the coming step by step inspiration

As I look at my 'offerings' I am aware that at this point in time I have great access to the Spirit Realm because of such minimal contact with the outside world.....

Turkey Vulture flew into "my sky" two days in a row in the summer...

I "Heard" at that time...Flow with the Currents....Ease....intermediary between this world and the next.....I remembered the Vultures in Iran, Gliding the Spiral Circles to guide the Spirits back to the Stars.....

While in between worlds this week, I heard CONDOR in my Consciousness....And that sounds like a big Something coming through in SPIRIT REALM...and I don't know what all that means yet and I thank you that you will unfold all this in Divine Timing.

Are you asking me to stay on the Mountain top awhile to Learn how to BREATHE at this ALTITUDE....

ALLOWING all the scattered Ideas, and Healings
of the Wind Echos of my former self
a chance to settle
as I synthesize in writing
in a way that can share a "personal story of a Soul's Healing"
that is not focused on personality rather the GRACE and LESSONS given... ..??

Thank you for the coming opportunities to practice my newly discovered strengths....and for the lessons and impressions YOU WILL LEAD ME, ON THE ESOTERIC LEVEL...

Because I'm really just getting "it"..

I am aware I need to Learn to SAVOUR AND GIVE THANKS FOR THIS NEW LIFE because I didn't savour much of the last one...

Inspire in me a RHYTHM and flow in a way that my work, my self care, my play, my prayers, my CELEBRATIONS May Honour the GLOBAL CHALICE WITH CENTERED PEACE

I feel guards rising up to protect me from the words of:

"Effort, strain, struggle, and any strenuous conditions entailed by the tests of discipleship or initiation"

....I get concerned for Peace SAKE....because I thought the Idea was to LET DIVINE CONSCIOUSNESS FLOW...LET EVOLVE...THE PATH OF LEAST RESISTANCE....and they don't have the same peace focus connotation, so grant me clear discernment

That was a major Exorcism this week and long birth...My body is the same age as it was yesterday, while the rest of me new....Thank you for the RESTORATION for my Body, that I might be responsive to your timing....

I pray that you will continue to gently fill me with LOVE AND WISDOM...

I meant it when I said I accept all...to grow as a PEACE GENERATING EXPRESSION OF DIVINE CONSCIOUSNESS...
AS PEACE...AS EUCHARIST...
IN THE JOY OF ABUNDANT LIFE THAT CHRIST'S CONSCIOUSNESS BRINGS....FOR JOY IS THE GREAT TRANSFORMER....

TO NOURISH JOY...IS WHERE ALL LIFE COMES........AND EUCHARISTIC TRANSFORMATIVE PRESENCE....lead me in the way this can be lived .

GREAT SPIRIT, one thing I've learned through STAR TREK, is BABY AVATARS WHO KNOW THEY ARE AVATARS need a lot of PARENTING....I just Got Impressed with THE DIVINE FATHER...I thank you for all the Wisdom you will help me access as we get to know each other for the first time.......

All the caverns that emerged in my new chart and the Impressions of the Byzantine rite, had me remembering the the MONASTICS of the rite....the ones who spend their time in COMMUNION...and that so many of their monastaries are in Mountainous locations and caves...same with the Tibetan Monks...is there something in this I need to hear about more SOLITUDE...

I MEAN THE DALI LAMA has been re incarnated how many times, and he's just left the monastary...and he has a lot of prayer support on earth as well as heaven let alone his LONG STANDING AVATAR status...

I thank you that your GUIDANCE AND YOUR WILL will be IMPRESSED THROUGH ME CLEARLY AND CLEANLY...Because Our world is tender...and I want only Compassion and gentleness to Flow through in any work You IMPRESS through ME...

I thank you IT'S MY GUARDIAN ANGEL who HOLDS the FIELD OF PLENTY IN HIS HAND who is the Ruling planet for this season.....I'm THANKFUL to know we will find a Pace and a Body that Resonate Peace....

And GREAT SPIRIT...I was sure when I looked into that Hercules Icon...that just beyond the HERO AND his weapon
Kneeling to lift an ENEMY...Kneeling for humility sake...

I SAW THE DIVINE FATHER, KNEELING, BABY BLANKET IN HAND, TO WELCOME US INTO HIS DIVINE ARMS STRAIGHT FROM THE WOMB......

**"Clear A Space For Your Name to Live.....

Focus your light within us--make us
as the rays of a beacon
show the way.

Help us breathe one Holy Breath
feeling only you--this creates a shrine
inside, for wholeness.

Help us let go,
clear the space inside of busy forgetfulness;
So the name comes to Live.

Your Name, your sound can Move us
If we tune our hearts as instruments for it's tone...
HEAR the one Sound that created all others,
In this way the Name is hallowed in silence.

In peace the Name resides;
a "room of One's own", a Holy of Holies
open, giving light to all.

We look elsewhere for this light--
it draws us outside of ourselves,---
but THE NAME ALWAYS LIVES WITHIN.