Only 2 1/2 years but a lifetime of memoriesThe moment I heard you were gone I broke down crying on my knees saying Lord pleaseTake me instead cuz I feel like I'm already deadMy methods ahuevo de smoke that's why the future will roll in his headMan getting a little choked up just rubbing about itLos hombres no lloran for shit homeboy quit rubbing about itI reminice about back in the day we use to play before we lift weightsBut I also remember the scuffles we had in pulling the plane this wayHearing you say to this day "Hey perro come over so we can lift weights"And getting a hyna and getting first datesAnd I embrace finally grasping hard to reality cuz I hate living a fantasyRealizing that not really here I said to myself that it cannot beIt cannot be that you're not really hereIt cannot be it cannot be that you're not really hereIt cannot be it cannot be that you're not really hereIt cannot be it cannot be that you're not really hereYou're not really here

[Chorus: x2]I reminice about back in the days carnalWe use to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnalI wonder why you had to leave my sideYour memories on my mind everyday and every nightAll of the time

You're probably wondering why I didn't show up to the funeralI bet it was beautiful carnal did it hurt just to look at youLaying there in the coffin on your back just in black cuz I couldn't understand the factThat you had to pass and couldn't get a chanceTo live a holy lifeAlways did something right our couple of days were tightThanks for everything expressing my gratitude with tears tricklingDown my face cuz I went out with praise is this a bunch of no maze?But in the end of my days thinking of waysI'd rather get by or leave myself a place so I must get highWhy is it so many questions to solve?Not enough answers so it's easy to call I don't worry it allI'll be your help when I fall when I feel pretty sure with your pictures on my wallNow I lay me down to sleep dream my soul for the Lord to keepAnd if you ever see me sleep anything close to a weekNow I want to let you know that I truly rest in peace

Yeah was sup. This song is dedicated to my homie GabrielWho passed away on Mother's Day. And is dedicated to his familiaAnd everyone who's lost someone out there. Rest in Peace. I knowYou're looking down on me homie. And I know it. Rest in peace.Gracias Por everything homie. I'll miss you. Al rato

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It's hard homie putting these words in a song cuz now you're goneAnd I'm all alone suicidal thoughts just rolling through my domeI'm sorry ese if it seems like my voice is getting eerieBut every night I think about that day I get a little tearySi supieras lo que hicistes dejastes a tus padres bien triste no es un chisteEs algo serio caiste al cemeterioDe los 17 a? Os nomas por un pa? OY el varrio que queries tanto como les cantoEsta historia sin estar llorando?Cuando ando solo en mi carro me acuerdo en esos tiempos desmadrososDos mocosos jugandole los pozosDe las calles we were whooped we went out to the vallesLooking for enemigas listos para ser desmadres was an everyday thingAnd until that night when I heard the phone ring at about 2: 00 in the morningMy jefita gave me the bad news and my tears just started pouring, pouring