Have you ever been in a supermarket and watched as a two-year-old has a complete melt-down because he/she was told no? What about seeing a teenager pout and stomp and slam doors for the same reason? Or someone at work or in your personal life didn’t get his/her way and made it very known the he/she was quite put out. Maybe you remember being that person struggling to accept someone’s no…or maybe you were the parent or person saying no. Either way, chances are that anger flared as boundaries were held.

Anger is a wonderful gift because it shows us where our boundaries are and when they have been violated. It’s similar to the sensation of pain on the skin when water is too hot or too cold…without the pain we wouldn’t know when to stop. Anger helps us know that something needs to stop or change.

One amazing process we are experiencing in this potent energy time is the process of releasing those things that no longer serve our greatest happiness. As we release these patterns and behaviors and thoughts and beliefs, we become aware of a new option…or many new options…where once there was only one. We become aware of ourselves in new ways and in new dimensions and we remember more of who we truly are. Every time that happens, our boundaries shift.

Of course, when our boundaries shift, all of our relationships are affected. If people have known us for a long time, they may suddenly feel as though they don’t know us at all. They may even wonder if they ever knew us we have changed so much. In truth, we may feel as though we don’t know who we are either, the changes can be so great.

So how do we learn about where these new boundaries are without losing ourselves to anger, pouting, temper tantrums, slamming doors, yelling, and many other more challenging responses? We start by loving ourselves from an ego-less, compassionate place.

This is not an over-night process…this is a several months or several years process depending on your level of self-awareness and self-honesty. So, be patient with yourself…all that exists within you has a purpose. Honor that and work with it, avoiding any comparison to anyone else.

When an ego-less, compassionate space is created by ourselves for ourselves, we enter into a beautiful, peace-filled, joy-filled tenderness. Gentleness abounds. Allowing and flow naturally occur. Knots loosen, rigidity lessens, relaxation increases. Connection to Source and our Higher Selves deepens and we become more aware of ourselves, our hearts, and our potentials.

As we spend more and more time in this ego-less, compassionate space of self-love, we create new habits and patterns of thinking and behaving. Our responses toward ourselves are less violent, remembering that we are beautiful, valuable, loveable beings, worthy of gentleness and tenderness in all things.

And then a beautiful thing happens…we feel a slight shift in comfort when a situation turns. It doesn’t have to be a huge shift…just a slight change in direction. It might be a conversation turns slightly, or an attitude adjusts one or two degrees, or a person’s body makes the tiniest of moves. These little, seemingly imperceptible adjustments now are noticeable because they aren’t in alignment with our sweet space of harmony and love that we have created for ourselves.

These moments are beautiful because we can take a moment to express incredible amounts of gratitude…gratitude for recognizing the shift that could lead to emotional reactions and triggers…gratitude for the growth and change in ourselves so that an old pattern no longer has to play out…gratitude for an opportunity to address the situation before the emotions engage…gratitude for seeing so clearly this new boundary that can now protect us from pain…gratitude for an opportunity to practice a new way of being and living in harmony and love with our soul…and best of all, gratitude for living in such a state of love that this sweet space is our new normal.

During this time of potent energy, our thoughts and desires are manifesting with increased intensity and speed. Many of these manifestations are wishes we made several years ago and now it’s as if a dam has broken and everything is pouring in all at once.

One important step is to ground deeply and increase the magnetic fields in order to receive all that is being given. Another important step is to spend time in meditation in order to understand the purpose and potentials for each gift. The step I’m addressing today is that of creating with intention.

All beings are creators. Some beings create by having children. Some create through art or music. Some create through words…spoken or written. Some create through their kindness and wisdom. Some create through beauty and love. Some creations are elementary…some are masterpieces. Yet, all are creations and valuable.

The most powerful creations, however, come from a space of flow…from a connection with Source…from an inner alignment with the Higher Self. These creations come because the ego has been taught to release and surrender to a Higher Power…the Higher Self…the Spiritual Self…the Source of All. In this space another being does the work and the mind learns as the creation takes place, for the creation comes from the heart place…the feeling space…the inner knowing.

This same place is where we can find solace in these potent energies of change and flux and uncertainty. Our minds are too full of rules and beliefs and mundane issues to see new potentials and possibilities, and so it can only limit us and our creations. Only the heart can dream without limits, thus opening doors the mind never knew could exist.

As we move out of the triad eclipse energy…this last one exposing our innermost secret wishes and desires…we have an opportunity to make a few adjustments before things take off again around June 10. Strive to keep the mind silent during this time. Live in the heart space…open and unencumbered. Keep the heart space protected and sweet with your pure soul essence. Care for yourself in deep, silent ways as a sacred being preparing for initiation. In doing so, you learn your spaces…your edges…your wishes, your heart’s murmurings…the secret, unknown thoughts. In caring for yourself, you honor yourself so that others can then honor you to the same degree. In caring for yourself, you allow your feelings to be acknowledged and dreams to take flight…without the limitations of beliefs or dogma or expectations. Thus, in caring for yourself and staying within the heart space, you become aware of yourself and the pulse and rhythm of your inner life and flow…resulting in the opportunity to choose that which serves your greatest happiness and potential.

Once here, you can choose to feel the deep essence of that which you wish to create for yourself. If you desire abundance in your outer world, feel the deep essence of abundance within your heart space. Amplify it and reflect it to your outer world. If you desire a deep, passionate, and committed love, feel that level of love, passion, and commitment for yourself within your heart space. Amplify it and reflect it to your outer world so it can then reflect it back to you. If you wish to create peace in your outer world, hold a deep calm and peace within your heart…to all people, in all situations. If you cannot yet, hold it first for yourself toward yourself…for one minute at a time…or 30 seconds…or a breath. For only that which we can do toward ourselves can be reflected to us, to the same degree, from the outer world.

Tonight, I am grateful for the ability to work with both my hands and my feet and legs. I’m grateful that they all work very well and are strong. I’m grateful that my body is muscular and stays strong without a lot of effort into strengthening it.

I’m grateful for other strong people too…especially for experienced and wise piano movers who do such hard work with grace and gentleness.

I’m grateful for the opportunity to practice letting go, yet again, through a misunderstanding. I’m grateful for the unexpected resolution of the situation, after letting go, in my favor…with an added bonus I could never have imagined.

I’m grateful that my task list has a lot of checkmarks on it, and that there is a finite number of tasks that I can add to this particular list. I’m grateful for the ability to plan out a process, from beginning to end, and then accomplish the plan relatively quickly. I’m grateful that even when I’m exhausted, my body seems to remember the plan although my brain has quit paying attention.

I’m grateful for foot soaks to ease tired muscles, and my super comfy bed on which I can rest and rejuvenate before taking on the tasks of the morning.

I’m grateful for the beautiful memories that this home has held for me, my mom, and my kitty for the past 2+ years. I’m grateful for the memories I have of this lovely town and the people in it who have brought me so much joy. I’m grateful to have lived in a place that is so safe and quiet, and in a town small enough to walk everywhere I’ve needed to go. I’m grateful that I’ve been able to live in a place where I can hear the ocean every night and hear the comforting fog horns on dreary days. I’m grateful that this place has been a part of me and my history, and that we can part with fondness.

Queen Day is my day to pamper myself…to indulge in the luxuries I usually deny myself due to the necessary things in life. This way, rather than feeling resentful for not “having” those things, this one day each year I give myself permission to pamper me…to do something silly with my money and my time with no excuses or logic. This is the original goal. Fortunately over time, I’ve learned to pamper myself in other ways throughout the year so that the importance of this day has lessened…and grown…and shifted…and changed…just like me.

Queen Day originated when I was about nine or 10 years old. I had been given a Cabbage Patch Kid, which I hated, and one day I was bored enough to look at the adoption papers. I was asked to name this doll and create a birthdate. I was super annoyed that this doll got the opportunity to benefit from a day I liked, so rather than give her such a day, I decided to give myself a birthdate that I liked for me…because I didn’t like my birthdate.

One reason I didn’t really like my birthday was because it’s in the summer and my friends weren’t around to celebrate with me. Another reason is I didn’t get to choose what I did on my birthday…there were always family obligations and rituals whether I liked them or not. But the biggest reason I didn’t like my birthday is because of the calendars. My birth month is notorious for being assigned the ugliest picture in the entire collection. Even today, if I can’t see and approve the picture for my birth month, I refuse to purchase the calendar.

So, one day, completely annoyed by my hideous calendar pictures and loving the beautiful pictures of tulips and daffodils and roses and all sorts of flowers in the month of May, I finally settled on my new birthdate. This date wasn’t intended to replace my real birthdate…it simply was created to celebrate me and all the things I love so much in a way that I like, instead of obligations. So, I chose the date, May 14th (my favorite number at the time) and eventually dubbed it “Queen Day.”

Over the years, this day has evolved, adding traditions and rituals that feel good to me and the purpose of the day. Usually, I spend the first part of the day alone in some area that I haven’t yet explored. I take my Queen Day journal with me, and I reflect on the year since the last Queen Day. I check in with myself to see if I’m heading in the direction I wish to go and make adjustments if necessary. I also set intentions for the next year.

Then, I go purchase something extravagant and completely unnecessary and foolish, and spend the evening out with friends.

Other years, the purchase was much less extravagant, either due to time restraints or commitments or budgets. One year, I bought flaming red lipstick. I never wore it, but it didn’t matter…I owned flaming red lipstick and that was enough. One year, I bought two gallons of bubble bath and achieved the dream soak. I discovered that my skin didn’t like such a soak and it drank equal amounts of lotion for the next week, but it was totally worth it. One year, I didn’t purchase anything at all because in that moment, on that day, my life was so perfectly wonderful that I really couldn’t have wished for anything more.

I think that day is still my favorite one.

This year, I’m experiencing something new and different…I’m in the middle of a massive shift and transition. It really isn’t possible for me to celebrate on time due to this transition, so some of my celebration will be postponed for a bit. I did, however, take a few minutes to write in my journal…evaluating my direction in life. For so long I’ve been feeling uncertain and confused as to which way to go, but today, I was surprised to discover how much I like where I’m headed…even if I don’t exactly know where that is yet. My adventurous spirit is beginning to peep out again, and my certainty in an abundant future is growing exponentially. I also feel as though a walk-a-bout is in my near future…one of my favorite things.

So when my transition settles down, I will put on my Queen Day tiara and let my celebration be about discovery…wandering about in an unknown place with no agenda or set destination…simply letting the Universe guide me to my next point of wonder. I’m getting excited!

Tonight, I am grateful for a beautifully sunny and warm day. I’m grateful for time spent in the sunshine as I ran errands today, and that there were parking spots in front of all the businesses I visited. I’m grateful that all the errands I set out to do were easily completed. I’m grateful that on the way home I stumbled upon something I had been needing, and was given it free.

I’m grateful that once I have a plan in my head I can quickly and easily accomplish a task. I’m grateful for the insight and stamina in purging, sorting, and re-organizing files. I’m grateful that they are finally finished. I’m grateful for places that will shred my unneeded papers securely. I’m grateful for the courage to face a difficult situation this morning, and that it resolved quickly and easily.

I’m grateful for the incredible generosity and support from so many people. I’m grateful for the little notes of encouragement in unexpected places. I’m grateful for the energetic hugs I feel from my brother just when I need them most. I’m grateful for a phone chat with a dear friend this evening, and for the light heart that followed our conversation. I’m grateful for a book loan from a friend who understands my taste in literature (high and low). I’m grateful to be engrossed again in a well-told story that keeps me up late reading.

I’m grateful for the stunning peach-colored orchid which is bursting with flowers. I’m grateful that the squirrels left my bulbs alone this winter, and that all my ranunculus and tulips bloomed this spring.

When I was quite young, I was terrified of the night…cripplingly so. For at least a year I couldn’t go to sleep unless I knew one of my parents was always nearby. I didn’t even want them to leave the light of the house and go out the door or near an uncovered window after sunset. If either of them did, I cried and worried until his/her return into the light.

One of the many reasons for this fear was because I saw things in the dark or shadow light that I never saw during the day. Images of people or beings or other forms flitted in and out of focus and I never was quite certain who or what they were. Whenever I told my parents about what I saw, they would do their best to show me that I was simply imagining things. “Nothing is there!” they would tell me. But I knew better.

One weekend, we camped with a group of friends in Yosemite Valley. I loved the smell of the trees, playing in the Merced River, building forts, playing tag, but mostly I loved trying to ride a friend’s bike for the first time. I really got grumpy when I had to stop because it was too dark, but then there was the campfire and marshmallows, so I was soon placated.

But then the dreaded moment came…bedtime. Not only was the thought of trying to fall asleep in the utter and complete darkness utter and complete lunacy, but the thin walls of the tent only provided more opportunities for shadow forms to haunt me. As we walked toward our campsite, I began to get nervous. I clutched my mom’s hand tightly and jumped at every sound I heard, asking, “What was that?!”

Then my mom did a very odd thing. She stopped walking.

“What are you doing?!” I was certain there was a bear ready to pounce, and figured that if we stopped walking we faced certain death.

“Look!” my mom urged quietly. “Look at the sky!”

I looked up, and there, painted across the sky, were millions and millions of stars…in waves, clusters, and sprays. “Without the darkness,” my mother whispered, “we would never see the stars.”

As she tucked me into bed, the old fear visited me strongly. “Listen,” my mother instructed. “What do you hear?”

“I hear the river,” I began.

She nodded, “Yes! Keep listening.”

“I hear the campfire and people talking and laughing…what was that?!”

“That’s an owl wishing you pleasant dreams.”

“Are you sure the owl won’t eat me while I sleep?” I asked skeptically.

“I’m sure,” she soothed, “Owls like food they can carry. You’re much too big. Besides. I think this one might be watching over you to keep you safe.”

I grunted…wanting to believe her but not quite achieving belief.

“What was that?!”

“That is the sound of a tree stretching and bending to talk to you. It’s telling you that you are safe and that its happy you came to visit.”

“Trees can’t talk, Mom,” I said disgustedly.

“Oh yes they can,” she corrected me. “You just have to listen carefully.”

Gradually, as I became familiar with all the night sounds in my unfamiliar surroundings, I began to relax…and then doze…and then, eventually, fell asleep.

My wariness of the darkness has never fully dissipated. However, my comfort level with the unknown, the unseen, the mystical, and the darkness has increased since that night. And every so often, I sneak out of the house in the middle of the night to just sit…and listen…and look…and be…and commune with nature…with Gaia…and with the Sacred Feminine. For this is Her space, this darkness…and Her secret is this: without the darkness, you would never discover the beautiful mystery of your own starlight.

Yesterday’s solar eclipse was one of three eclipses. The series began with a lunar eclipse on April 25, continued with a solar eclipse yesterday, and will complete with another lunar eclipse on May 24th. This is the complement to the 2011 series that began on June 1st with a solar eclipse, continued with a lunar eclipse on June 15th, and completed with a solar eclipse on July 1st.

These series of releases and recalibration provide activations of lessons that have been completed. As these lessons are activated, our perceptions of life and our place in it changes dramatically. Suddenly, things that we once tolerated are no longer tolerable. Things that were mildly irritating are now deal breakers. And, most importantly of all, people are willing to risk more in order to take care of themselves.

But what is the purpose for all of this? Where are we heading, and why?

Of course there are many layers of answers to these questions, and I could never assume to know what they all are. All I can do is describe what I see and how my answers play out in some situations.

What I see is that co-dependency is crumbling. There are many definitions of co-dependency. Some people use a narrow definition of being physically dependent on a substance with the other person in the relationship being psychologically dependent on the resultant behavior. Other definitions include being fixated on another person for approval, sustenance, having needs met by that person or being needed by that person. Still others define it as placing a lower priority on one’s own needs, while being excessively preoccupied with the needs of others. In all definitions, the words “control” and “manipulation” are present.

In the past, there was a need for this pattern of interaction between people. Participating in this pattern ensured survival of life not only of self, but of the tribe, lineage, and power. Anyone who aligned him/herself to the most powerful person benefitted from the connection and often received special attention and recognition and protection. Therefore, the idea of thinking for one’s self or disagreeing with the leader or consensus was akin to suicide.

Energetically, what happened in these situations is that all the power and responsibility got mixed up. The only way a leader could be a leader is if the subjects agreed to give him/her access to their power sockets. The leader then energetically plugged into each of his/her subjects’ power sockets and took their power in order to feed his own power. The same happened with responsibility…the leader put some people in charge of other people and made the some people responsible for the other people, and he took on the responsibility for the some people. Pretty soon, no one was responsible or in control of themselves…it had all been given away to someone else.

Now imagine the conundrum of the situation. One person is now in charge of several people and is also responsible for controlling those people. This one person has to find a way to get the several people to do what he/she wants them to do because it’s the way of things. But, getting the several people to do what the one person wants is a tricky thing, because people have desires and wants and feelings and thoughts and wills and personalities, and all these things get in the way of them doing what the one person wants them to do. So, manipulation gets involved and one of the biggest tools in manipulation is convincing the several people that their needs are not as important or valuable as the one person’s. This is because the one person is actually “helping” the several people achieve their goals, so by setting aside their needs, the several people are actually benefitting and should be grateful for these benefits.

This all works well until someone doesn’t value the benefits received from the one person’s “helping.” Dissension arises, but because the one person is responsible for all the several people, the one person is pressured to bring everyone in line. So another form of manipulation is created…force, extortion, demands, threats, separation, torture, lies, distortion of reality, twisted logic, intimidation, or any of the many other ways that people have created in order to keep differing thoughts quiet and status quo achieved.

The only difficulty in this tactic is that when one person speaks up and defends him/herself, it causes others to consider the validity of that voice. Over time, a larger and larger contingency becomes dissatisfied with the “benefits” of the “helping” and begin to walk away, until the ruler has no one left to rule. And this is what is happening. Solar flares illuminate the areas where people are being controlled and manipulated, the lunar eclipses bring up emotions to release and heal and the solar eclipses release, heal and recalibrate…and then the cycle repeats.

So, as you move about the day today, you might feel as though parts of you are different…reactions are different…guilt isn’t where it once was…shame isn’t where it once was…your needs may not be what they once were. If you wish deeper support in this inevitable shift, I invite you to participate in this protocol:

We invite you to take a few deep breaths into your belly. We invite you to gather all of your energy and awareness out of the future with your inhale, and out of the past with your exhale into this present breath of now.

We invite the Sacred Masculine to create a safe and sacred healing space using the appropriate sacred geometric healing holograms, mandalas, sounds, and words that have the capacity to support you from a place of clarity, discernment, balance, empowerment, non-reactivity, personal responsibility, inner trust, inner control, the consciousness of abundance, protection, gentleness, grace, and ease. We invite the Sacred Feminine to fill the safe and sacred healing space with unconditional love, clarity, discernment, balance, empowerment, non-reactivity, personal responsibility, inner trust, inner control, the consciousness of abundance, protection, gentleness, grace, and ease.

We invite the Ascended Masters, your guides, Gaia, you from the future as an Ascended Master, and any other beings of love and light who wish to participate to gather now in this safe and sacred space around you.

We invite you, at the level of your Higher Self, to work with the energetic fields and the Guides to energetically locate all cords of control and responsibility that are on you but that don’t belong to you…a chief, a boss, a guide, a guru, a government, a church, a rabbi, imam, a pet, a spouse, children, parents…in all dimensions, incarnations, and lifetimes. We invite you, at the level of your Higher Self, to gently unplug all these cords from your plugs of power and responsibility and send them back to their right and perfect places along with all relevant and appropriate information. We invite your body deva and your team to do the same.

We invite you, at the level of your Higher Self, to work with the energetic fields and the Guides to energetically locate all cords of control and responsibility that you have given to another…to a chief, to a boss, to a guide, to a guru, to a government, to a church, to a rabbi, to imam, to a pet, to a spouse, to children, to parents…in all dimensions, incarnations, and lifetimes. We invite you, at the level of your Higher Self, to gently unplug all these cords from outside of yourself, and bring them back to you, at the level of your Higher Self, cleansed, cleaned, and recalibrated for this present breath of now. We invite your body deva and your team to do the same.

We invite your Guides, Gaia, and Ascended Masters to model to you, your body deva, and your team how to hold appropriate boundaries for yourself in order to protect your power and personal responsibility. As long as you hold your own control on you in your own plugs, no one else can plug in. As long as you are responsible for all aspects of your thoughts, words, and behaviors, no one else can plug in to control you.

We also invite your Guides, Gaia, and Ascended Masters to model to you, your body deva, and your team how to be in co-creative relationships with other people…with your boss, your romantic partner, your friends, your children, your pets, your parents, governments, businesses, churches, institutions…in all dimensions, incarnations, and lifetimes. We invite the highest frequency potential of you, from the future, to come into the past (the breath of now) and relay to you the information you need in order to move forward into the highest frequency potential of this lifetime. We invite your Higher Self to integrate and calibrate the information into your energy grids and blueprints and template for your life. We invite your body deva and your team to do the same.

We ask that all reference points, all energy grids, personality grids, all ways of perceiving and being perceived in the world are updated. We ask that you are wrapped in sheets of rainbow light, gently sealing these vibrations in to whatever degree is appropriate to your spiritual evolutionary state. We are in deep gratitude for serving and assisting you in this healing meditation. We are in deep gratitude to Divinity and the angelic realm for serving and assisting in every breath and in every way. We are in deep gratitude to you for all that you do…consciously and unconsciously, seen and unseen…and for the courage you carry in your heart, for as you shift and evolve, you shift the Universe.

I know that sounds silly. Breathing does seem to be a bit of a necessity for life…at least that’s what I’ve been told. And, occasionally, I experience the benefits of this necessity, so I suppose that it’s true. However, unless you are nothing like me and never resort to shallow breaths in stressful situations, today really will require us to focus on our breath because it’s going to be a massive release day.

On massive release days all sorts of stuff comes up for us…old memories, old patterns, old beliefs, old habits, old relationships, old hurts, lots and lots of emotions and tears. And on massive release days, everybody else is also experiencing these same triggers, emotions and memories. So, the potential is that we will be swimming in a sea of energetic slough…for that is really what’s happening…pruning of all that is dead and no longer serving life.

It’s beautiful actually, and is what your soul has requested, although it may not feel like it in the moment. This cleansing and clearing means that some part of your life has ended…some pattern, some belief, some way of being, some relationship, some perception has finished and completed and it’s time to let it go. So, it rises to your consciousness on the way out. And this is where a lot of people can hinder the process if they don’t understand what is happening.

As these memories or emotions or patterns or relationships rise to your consciousness, many people engage with these things…analyzing them, re-experiencing them, connecting with the emotions and wallowing in the pain all over again. When people do this, it stops the movement of the release and, instead, re-attaches this memory or emotion or pattern or relationship to you. If you can avoid connecting with the memory or emotion or relationship, you can simply acknowledge its release and allow it to flow out of you.

By allowing all of this to leave, a space is created. This space is quite helpful and allows for two things to happen. The first is that what remains has room to move and shift and reconfigure. This reconfiguration is inevitable. No one remains stagnant unless he/she chooses to hold on to what has already died. If a person is truly honest with him/herself, he/she must admit that he/she is a different person than he/she was two years ago…five years ago…ten years ago…twenty years ago. And this means that internal reconfiguration must take place in order for the thoughts, emotions, beliefs, practice, and behaviors to be in alignment with one another…establishing energetic integrity.

The second thing that happens, now that release is allowed to flow out, is that there is room to welcome that which will support life, thriving, and abundance. This new thing, waiting to come into the space, has already been created by you in a different dimension, but until you let go of that which is already finished, that new creation and desire of your heart cannot come to you…because there is not room to receive it.

So, there might be a lot of fear today…or anger…or panic…or pain…or tears…or frustration…or jealousy…or inadequacy…or loneliness. It may be yours, or you may simply be feeling what another person is releasing.

Either way, the first step is to energetically shield yourself. If you need help, this post has a protocol which can assist you. Additionally, Archangel Michael will willing help anyone who asks him to protect them with his blue light. Also remember that your team and body deva need to shield themselves for you will feel whatever they feel…sometimes even more strongly than you feel yourself. So invite them to do what you do for the maximum support.

Then, breathe. Just breathe through the release. No matter how difficult or painful it is, it is temporary. Breathe deeply. This is vitally important, for deep breathing allows for life to flow through your body, assisting in the release, without hyperventilating. Breathe deeply into the root of the first chakra, then exhale until there is no more space to contract…way beyond the point of no air in the lungs. As you breathe in, set the intention to only breathe in pure love and light, and as you exhale, set the intention to breathe out stagnation, death, and all that has completed.

You may need to do this several times today, so be gentle with yourself. The eclipse will be sending you energetic information that will accomplish the internal recalibration and the updating of your reference points. Because this process is so deep and so intense today, it will probably come in waves so that we can handle it, so just relax into the process whenever you feel another releasing/breathing session coming up. And remember, through it all you are deeply loved, supported, and celebrated for all you do in all dimensions where you express yourself…seen and unseen…and for the courage you carry in your heart. For as you shift, release, clear, and recalibrate, humanity shifts with you.

Have you ever had a computer lock up on you? Perhaps you were writing a paper, or playing a video game, or entering data, or finishing a bank transaction and everything freezes. You move your mouse around. Nothing. You press the Esc button. Nothing. You press Ctrl-Alt-Del. Nothing. You smack the hard drive. Nothing. Your only option is to hard restart the computer…potentially losing everything you were working on.

Today is this freeze-up moment…that moment of nothingness before a new moon cycle…that stillness before an eclipse. It’s that space in time when all is quiet just before the reset button is pushed (tomorrow). It’s that place of where soul is revealed…where all the trappings of life and illusions fall away. The place where deep adjustments can be made…like a tailor redesigning seams for a garment in order to fit the changing body.

Today, I invite you to allow your attention to go inward…to pay attention to the frozen-ness, not only in time, but also within. Where are you frozen in your body? Where are you frozen in your thoughts and emotions? Where are you frozen in your expression? As you identify and locate these spots, spend some time with them. Sit in them. Experience reality from those perspectives, and infuse unconditional love into those spaces and perceptions. If you need support in this process, here is a protocol to assist you.

We invite you to take a few deep breaths into your belly. As you do, gather all of your energy and awareness out of the future on the inhale, and out of the past on the exhale…until you are existing only in this present breath of now.

We invite the Sacred Masculine to create a safe and sacred healing chamber, using the appropriate sacred geometric shapes, healing holograms, mandalas, sounds, and song. We invite the Sacred Feminine to fill the healing chamber with life potentials, gentleness, passion, compassion, courage, unconditional love, acceptance, abundance, and joy. We invite the Ascended Masters, your guides, you from the future as an Ascended Master, and any other beings of love and light who wish to partake in this sacred healing to gather now in this safe and sacred space around you.

We invite your Higher Self, your body deva’s Higher Self, and your team’s Higher Selves to actively connect and engage with your own healing sources, your own spiritual power…to connect with all aspects of your beings. We also invite you, your body deva, and your team to ground into your appropriate grounding grids…transferring information and upgrading perceptions and information in the process.

We invite you, at the level of your Higher Self, to work with the energetic fields and the Guides, to locate all places that have been frozen and are ready to release. We ask that these places include all dimensions, all incarnations, and all lifetimes. We invite your Higher Self to work with the energetic fields, the Guides, and the Sacred Feminine to sing the sound of your essence into those spaces and places and memories…that beautiful, exquisite sound that is unique to you, and encompasses all that you are and all that you will become…love expressed. We invite Ganesh/Ganesha and Archangel Michael to assist in the clearing, and Archangel Raphael and Quan Yin to assist in the healing. As the frozen-ness begins to thaw, and energy begins to move again, we invite your Guides to remind you of your essence…to show you your pureness and innocence…your whole and complete state of being. We invite the same to be done with your team and body deva.

As the frozen space and places are thawed and cleared, we ask that all information be returned to its right and perfect place, along with all relevant and appropriate information. We ask that the hidden gem within each situation be revealed, and we invite that gem to be anchored into the Divine Line. We ask that updated templates, blueprints, maps, contracts, orientations, and directions for your greatest passion and happiness be infused into the grids around the situations. We invite your body deva and team to do the same.

We ask that the Guides, Gaia, and team model to you and your body deva an increase in magnetics, courage, and support as you prepare for the reset tomorrow. We invite your soul family to come close, infusing your energy fields with love and remembrance for all you are. And we invite you to just relax in this field of love, support, healing, and movement…allowing yourself to be gently guided through and to whatever is appropriate for you at this time.

We ask that all reference points, all energy grids, personality grids, all ways of perceiving and being perceived in the world are updated. We ask that you are wrapped in sheets of rainbow light, gently sealing these vibrations in to whatever degree is appropriate to your spiritual evolutionary state. We are in deep gratitude to Divinity and the angelic realm for serving and assisting in every breath and in every way. We are in deep gratitude to you for all that you do in all dimensions, seen and unseen…and for the courage you carry in your heart, for as you shift and evolve, you shift the Universe.

And while I think it’s a fascinating use of technology for targeting specific audiences, that wasn’t the application that first came to my mind. My perspective was much more universal in nature.

As designed, this image is actually two images blended into one. The image that you see depends on how tall you are. If you are taller than 4′, you see a different depiction of the face than if you are shorter than 4′. And yet to the uninformed, or the first glance, both people are seemingly looking at the same image.

This illusion is exactly what it’s like to live on this planet, Earth/Gaia.

Within any given space or place there are a multitude of layers or perspectives. Each of these layers or perspectives exists on a specific frequency, just like a radio station. These layers or perspectives are what I refer to as dimensions. They are existences or story lines or parallel lives that also exist around each living being. In essence, they are options…like choose-your-own-adventure stories.

So this begs the question, what is reality? Honestly, reality is whatever you experience…meaning reality is subjective. However, there is a higher reality…one that is seen from a higher perspective rather than a lower one. This is similar to the perspective of a flying eagle as opposed to the ant on the ground. The higher your perspective, the bigger the picture you can see and the more understanding you have of your role in the picture.

So then, how do you determine your perspective? By your frequency. Just like energy workers perceive beings according to their frequency, as discussed in this post, we as humans live a life determined by our frequencies. As each of us learn lessons and experience situations, we each have a choice. Each choice involves responses to the presented situation, and each choice that is made shifts the perception of reality either to a lower or higher perspective.

Therefore, it is entirely possible for two individuals to experience the same event and have two completely different realities on the situation. One might think that the situation is tragic, and another might think that the same situation is beautiful. This doesn’t necessarily mean that one perspective is more desirable than the other. It simply means that one person is experiencing reality differently than the other person due to his/her frequency and the lessons needed at the time. Both are valid. Both are real. Both are important and necessary. Both are true.

So, as you move through your life, I invite you to become aware of your choices, your options, your reactions, your frequency. This is something that takes practice and time to do, so be gentle with yourself in this process. It’s simply a matter of learning to see things in a different way, and then choosing the one that brings you the most joy, pleasure, light, and life. The more you choose a particular path, the more your reality becomes solidified in that perspective…and that dimension. Gradually, your entire life shifts into that perspective and dimension until there is nothing left of your old life and your old ways…except for other people who still need to experience that existence.

When that occurs, learn to recognize that this too is true and right and necessary and honorable. This person is learning, just like you, and experiencing the reality that is appropriate for him/her…just like you. Honor, bless, and support the other by living your life with integrity, personal responsibility, and unconditional love. Each time you choose this reality, you not only shift yourself, you shift humanity.