"In the Holy Name of God who is our life and existence"

With all humility I express my gratitude to the Judge of all heaven and earth for this precious opportunity, and
with brokenness I wait upon the Lord to deliver me from this court trial according to His promises. I also beg the
honored members of the court who are present to listen with patience to my defense and with respect for the Name
of the Lord.

I am a Christian. As a sinner I believe Jesus has died for my sins on the cross and by His resurrection and victory
over death, has made me righteous in the presence of the Holy God. The true God speaks about this fact in His
Holy Word, the Gospel (Injil). Jesus means Savior "because He will save His people from their sins." Jesus paid
the penalty of our sins by His own blood and gave us a new life so that we can live for the glory of God by the
help of the Holy Spirit and be like a dam against corruption, be a channel of blessing and healing, and be
protected by the love of God.

In response to this kindness, He has asked me to deny myself and be His fully surrendered follower, and not to
fear people even if they kill my body, but rather rely on the creator of life who has crowned me with the crown
of mercy and compassion. He is the great protector of His beloved ones as well as their great reward.

I have been charged with "apostasy!" The invisible God who knows our hearts has given assurance to us, as
Christians, that we are not among the apostates who will perish but among the believers who will have eternal
life. In Islamic Law (Sharia'), an apostate is one who does not believe in God, the prophets or the resurrection of
the dead, We Christians believe in all three!

They say "You were a Muslim and you have become a Christian." This is not so. For many years I had no
religion. After searching and studying I accepted God's call and believed in the Lord Jesus Christ in order to
receive eternal life. People choose their religion but a Christian is chosen by Christ. He says, "You have not
chosen me but I have chosen you." Since when did He choose me? He chose me before the foundation of the
world. People say, "You were a Muslim from your birth." God says, "You were a Christian from the beginning."
He states that He chose us thousands of years ago, even before the creation of the universe, so that through the
sacrifice of Jesus Christ we may be His. A Christian means one who belongs to Jesus Christ.

The eternal God who sees the end from the beginning and who has chosen me to belong to Him, knew from the
beginning those whose heart would be drawn to Him and also those who would be willing to sell their faith and
eternity for a pot of porridge. I would rather have the whole world against me, but know that the Almighty God
is with me. I would rather be called an apostate, but know that I have the approval of the God of glory, because
man looks at the outward appearance but God looks at the heart. For Him who is God for all eternity nothing is
impossible. All power in heaven and on earth is in His hands.

The Almighty God will raise up anyone He chooses and bring down others, accept some and reject others, send
some to heaven and other to hell. Now because God does whatever He desires, who can separate us from the love
of God? Or who can destroy the relationship between the creator and the creature or defeat a life that is faithful
to his Lord? The faithful will be safe and secure under the shadow of the Almighty! Our refuge is the mercy seat
of God who is exalted from the beginning. I know in whom I have believed, and He is able to guard what I have
entrusted to Him to the end until I reach the Kingdom of God, the place where the righteous shine like the sun,
but where the evil doers will receive their punishment in the fire of hell.

They tell me, "Return!" But to whom can I return from the arms of my God? Is it right to accept what people are
saying instead of obeying the Word of God? It is now 45 years that I am walking with the God of miracles, and
His kindness upon me is like a shadow and I owe Him much for His fatherly love and concern.

The love of Jesus has filled all my being and I feel the warmth of His love in every part of my body. God, who
is my glory and honor and protector, has put his seal of approval upon me through His unsparing blessings and
miracles.

This test of faith is a clear example. The good and kind God reproves and punishes all those whom He loves. He
tests them in preparation for heaven. The God of Daniel, who protected his friends in the fiery furnace, has
protected me for nine years in prison. And all the bad happenings have turned out for our good and gain, so much
so that I am filled to overflowing with joy and thankfulness.

The God of Job has tested my faith and commitment in order to increase my patience and faithfulness. During
these nine years he has freed me from all my responsibilities so that under the protection of His blessed Name,
I would spend my time in prayer and study of His Word, with a searching heart and with brokenness, and grow
in the knowledge of my Lord. I praise the lord for this unique opportunity. God gave me space in my confinement,
brought healing in my difficult hardships and His kindness revived me. Oh what great blessings God has in store
for those who fear Him!

They object to my evangelizing. But if one finds a blind person who is about to fall in a well and keeps silent then
one has sinned. It is our religious duty, as long as the door of God's mercy is open, to convince evil doers to turn
from their sinful ways and find refuge in Him in order to be saved from the wrath of the Righteous God and from
the coming dreadful punishment.

Jesus Christ says "I am the door. Whoever enters through me will be saved." "I am the way, the truth and the life.
No-one comes to the father except through me." "Salvation is found in no-one else, for there is no other name
under heaven given to men by which we must be saved." Among the prophets of God, only Jesus Christ rose
from the dead, and He is our living intercessor for ever.

He is our Savior and He is the (spiritual) Son of God. To know Him means to know eternal life. I, a useless
sinner, have believed in this beloved person and all His words and miracles recorded in the Gospel, and I have
committed my life into His hands. Life for me is an opportunity to serve Him, and death is a better opportunity
to be with Christ. Therefore I am not only satisfied to be in prison for the
honor of His Holy Name, but am ready to give my life for the sake of Jesus, my Lord, and enter His kingdom
sooner, the place where the elect of God enter everlasting life. But the wicked enter into eternal damnation.

May the shadow of God's kindness and His hand of blessing and healing be and remain upon you for ever. Amen.
With Respect,

Your Christian prisoner,
Mehdi Dibaj

"I have always envied those Christians who were martyred for Christ Jesus our
Lord. What a privilege to live for our Lord and to die for Him as well. I am filled to
overflowing with joy; I am not only satisfied to be in prison. . .but am ready to give
my life for the sake of Jesus Christ." - Mehdi Dibaj

Note:

Rev. Mehdi Dibaj who was born into a Muslim family became a Christian 45 Years ago.
On December 21, 1993 an Islamic court in the city of Sari condemned him to die.
The conviction was based on the charge of apostasy, i.e. that Rev. Dibaj had abandoned
Islam and embraced Christianity. Once the news of Rev. Dibaj's death sentence
reached the rest of the world, the reaction
was one of disbelief followed by prayer and action.
One of the persons who worked very hard to
overturn Rev. Dibaj's sentence was Bishop Haik Hovsepian-Mehr.
Bishop Haik, an Armenian pastor,
shared the news of Rev. Dibaj's death sentence as well as other violations of
religious freedom of
Christians in Iran with the world.
Due to the world's reaction, Rev. Dibaj was released on January 16, 1994.

Five months after the release from prison, Rev. Mehdi Dibadj
was abducted mysteriously and suffered martyrdom in June, 1994.

"Others were tortured and refused to be released, so that they might gain a better resurrection...
they were stoned; they were sawn in two; they were put to death by the sword... the world was
not worthy of them." -- Hebrews 11: 37-38.

Bishop Haik disappeared from the streets of Tehran on January 19, 1994.
The authorities reported his death to his family on January 30.
Haik was a man of God who believed in the God-given
right of a person to believe according to his conscience.
He loved the people of Iran whether
Christian or Muslim. For their religious freedom, he gave his life.

Bishop Haik Hovsepian-Mehr did not believe in succumbing to government
pressure and chose instead to "tell the world" about the plight of Iranian Christians.
He said: "If we go to jail or die for our faith, we want the whole Christian world to
know what is happening to their brothers and sisters."

Okay, these aren't exactly the early morning or late evening soothing words you were looking for--but they're too important to soften.

In 1994, some 156,000 Christians died for their faith, according to researcher David Barrett, professor of missiometrics at Regent University. That number seems huge, but Barrett states that "one in every 200 Christians can expect to be martyred in his or her lifetime."

Mehdi Dibaj was one of those people. He had been born into a mega-rich Muslim family in Iran. As a teenager, he asked Christ to be his Savior after reading a tract. Later he attended seminary and became a missionary in Iran.

In 1979 he was put in jail for 68 days because of his beliefs. In 1984 he was arrested again. While in jail he experienced stuff like solitary confinement (for 2 solid years!), mock executions, and regular beatings.

What's more, in 1988 his wife divorced him and went back to being a Muslim after being threatened with death by stoning. Church and family members took custody of his four children.

Yet, a few years later while still in prison, Mehdi wrote these words to his son: "What a privilege to live for our Lord and to die for Him as well."

In 1994, he finally gained release from prison. For the next 6 months he traveled around Iran encouraging fellow believers. Then he was murdered.

He died for Christ. Life was not as important as the love and hope he had found for eternity.

The apostle Paul said that we should be firm in our faith and boldly proclaim Christ "without being frightened in any way by those who oppose you" (Philippians 1:28). He knew that people can harm us physically, but they can never take away our salvation.

If your faith in Christ isn't something you would be willing to die for, check your pulse.

2012 - January - The Governor General of Tehran Province, Morteza Tamadon, acknowledged in a statement on 4th January that a number of evangelical Christians had been arrested. He referred to their 'corrupting' influence and warned that further arrests are imminent.

2011 - December - Alireza Seyyedian - Alireza a Follower of Jesus since 2006, was arrested and sentenced to six years in December 2011. He is kept in the section 350 of Evin Prison where political prisoners are held.

2011 - September - Mehdi "Petros" Foroutan, a 27-year-old pastor in Iran, was arrested in January 2010 and charged with crimes against national security and blasphemy against Islam. (as of 2/24/2012 - 154 days in Prison)

2011 - May - Behnam Irani, a 41-year-old pastor from Kraj, Iran, was convicted of crimes against national security in January 2011 and sentenced to one year in prison. After voluntarily surrendering to authorities on May 31 to begin his sentence, he learned that he would be forced to serve five years in connection with a previous conviction.

2011 - Rev. Behrooz Khanjani trial hearing on 4/5/2001, He is married with a 6 yo child and has already spent over 8 months in prison

2011 - Rev. Leonard Keshishian, the pastor of the Assemblies of God Church in Isfahan has been arrested

2010 - December 26 - Farshid Fathi - was arrested on Dec. 26, 2010 in a wave of arrests of believers in Tehran and other areas. He was sentenced to six years of imprisonment on March 5, 2012. Farshid's appeal against the charges was rejected in June 2012. He is due to serve the rest of his sentence in Evin Prison.

2010 - October - a young believer has died in Iran after he had been severely beaten by a relative who objected to his strong faith in Christ. He leaves behind a wife and two young children. (Reported by Elam)

2010 - September 23, Nine followers of Jesus were detained in Hamedan, the capital of Hamadan province, on charges of evangelism, which potentially carries the death penalty under strict laws in Iran.
- According to a report by FCNN (Farsi Christian News Network), 4 followers of Jesus Christ from Hamadan were arrested on September 4, 2010. Three of them were released on April 30, 2011, after 8 months in prison (Arezoo Teymouri & her husband Arash Karmanjai and Sonia Keshish Ovanesian). Vahid Abrahemian is still under arrest as of April 30, 2011.

2010 - July 24 at 9:00 p.m., 27-year-old Neshan Saeedi was spending a quiet evening at home with his wife and young daughter when plain-clothes security forces entered his house and arrested him. The security officers searched the home and seized personal belongings such as a computer, CDs containing films of Christian seminars and teachings, Christian books and Bibles, and family photo albums. As of September 09, 2010 - there is no information about the condition of Neshan.

2010 - July 18, 15 Christians detained in Mashhad,Iran's second largest city, remain detained and are "under pressure pressure to recant their faith but are refusing to do so." - (Reported by The Voice of the Martyrs)

2010 - April 29, Ali Golchin (29), has been held in solitary confinement in Tehran's Evin prison since he was arrested in his home town of Varamin on April 29. After weeks of appealing to the authorities, Ali's father was finally allowed access to him on June 17 -- though they were allowed only 10 minutes together. Ali was released on bail on July 25.

2007 - Mr. Patrick, an Iranian Christian and a member of Church of Kermanshah was arrested in May.

2007 - Several Iranian Christians from Church of Mashhad were arrested in February.

2006 - 14 Iranian Christians from Church of Rasht were arrested in December.

2006 - Iranian secret police began to raid and arrest leaders of the Islamic republic's indigenous "Jesus Only" movement Sunday December 10, arriving unannounced in the early morning hours to search their homes in Tehran, Karaj, Rasht and Bandar-i Anzali.