Sunday, May 23, 2010

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated!I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything.I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything!

AAAHHH...

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain.I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain.Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE.But I guess I don't care any more.

AAAHHH...

Fix my problems with the blade.While my eyes turn from blue to gray.God, the worst thing happened to me today.But I guess I don't care anymore.

AAAHHH...

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated!I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything.I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything!

My flaws are the only thing left that's pure.Can't really live, can't really endure.Everything I see reminds me of her.God I wish I didn't care anymore.The more I touch, the less I feel.I'm lying to myself that it's not real.Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal?I'm never gonna care anymore.

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated!I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything.I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything!

You're wrong and overrated!I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything.I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything!

SUCKER...

What the hell am I doing?Is there anyone left in my life?What the fuck was I thinking?Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?Where the hell am I going?Do I even need a reason to hide?I am only betrayed!I am only conditioned to die!

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated!I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything.I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything!

You are wrong and overrated!I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything.I haven't slept since I found out my whole life was a lie!This is the end of everything.You are the end of everything!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

hi..(sigh..not sure if anyone is bothered about this)..anyway, it's me again,last time I came with a super-spirited-will-to-write, promise that (at least to my self) I would be more "expressive" through the words! but then I found here it's been almost one year long I left my room empty..maybe I was born to just keep things "inside"..the truth is the ideas are at every corners of my silly head! but it seems that my motoric tools were hardly response, or do something to make the ideas recorded and the keyword is "lazy"..ooooh well, anyway..that is not the point..the point is I'm still awake at 1.44 am, friday morning, just try to make myself doing something other than playing soccer game in my laptop, and getting pissed off every time I lost..*woaa..this is pretty long intro and I haven't even touched a topic that I wanted to express.. gheezz I'm hungry and sleepy..I can't think! am I wasting my time..???argggh!!.. (at least I've tried)