This is a Log as we travel to keep us in touch with the real world. We spent a lot of time in the real world now we love the space in the travel world. We live and love full time in our motor home. We tow a Honda FIT to scout around in. We have driven to Alaska and all the lower 48 states. We parked and took a side trip to Hawaii. After traveling in over 20 countries we are most proud of the 1900+ miles we hiked on the Appalachian Trail. Our plans are to travel as long as our health allows.

Sunday, December 11, 2016

Ending another way of life, Jack's soap opera

Sadie’s daughter is Sharon.Sharon is like many of humans, including me.
Many religious folk make me scratch my head or palm my face.

I don’t know about other religions, but the Jewish and protestant movement are
built on Ten Commandments.We believe
they were God given and I don’t think you will find better life guide lines
anywhere.

For
many years I had a lapse in faith. I lost my belief in God while in a position
where that should never happen. Sherry and I had organized and built a church
and had some of the most wonderful
congregantsI have ever known.The ones who are alive are still our
friends. The church is still there and doing good. My loss had nothing to do with
that church and those folk. It was my personal problem. I blamed church
leaders.But it really was not them (blame is easy for us humans).

When
I realized my problem, I calmly, bluntly told my sweet wife, “I am turning in
my credentials and resigning our church Sunday. Honey, I will not stand in
front of our members, live off their hard earned money and promote something I do
not believe in. There is no God, this is all a game.”

That
hurt my sweet wife about as much as anything I have ever done or said. Of
course she did not believe it. Thinking this is only a down time, it will be better
tomorrow.

I was no different
outwardly. We moved out of the parsonage and bought a small house. I told the
congregation I was going back to school, I could not intentionally hurt them. I
applied for the GI Bill and entered college studying Civil Engineering.

I
was still a nice guy. I still attended church with Sherry. I made no
announcement of my lack of belief. I understood these ‘Christian’ folk. Millions
of folk are ‘not Christian’, but are still good people. They honor their
neighbor and basically follow the commandments.

After
regaining ‘FAITH’, I took a minister to task who said an atheist is the most
miserable person in the world, they have no hope.I said, ‘You misunderstand the atheist. They may
certainly be wrong, but overall they are very happy and ‘at peace’ people. They
do not spend their time worrying about a hereafter. They go to bed not concerned about a soul’s
destination. They ‘KNOW’ death IS THE
END, no after life to be concerned about. You see, I
know this, you do not. You can only think of it from a Christian point of view.
As a non-believer I knew there was no God. I did not brag about it, which would
be silly. I also didn’t worry about Hell or Heaven, I just lived.

I
still knew right from wrong morally. I would not cheat a person, steal or run
around on my wife, because that would be morally WRONG. As an Atheist I was
still Jack, a good guy.

This did not go where I
wanted it to. I will give it one more shot tomorrow. This is much longer than I
planned and I have deleted 300 words.

Nite Shipslog

If I had thought of this, I might have still been a pastor, ..... No, but it is a good idea.

8 comments:

I think an atheist indeed can be happy. The enemy doesn't have to work hard with him. The atheist is secure in his lack of faith and belief. The enemy can go after those that are struggling in their faith and causing doubt. If you aren't for God, you are against him. Again, makes the enemy's work so much easier.

I heard a statistic in church today. 78% of people living in Phoenix profess to be Christian. 13% attend church weekly, of that 1.8% attend at least once a month. Even in times where I wondered where God was and didn't feel close to him, I never stopped believing he existed. I've seen too much proof in my life and my family's life that he indeed can and will intervene when the impossible presents itself and makes things possible. That indeed is God :)

I read this with my mouth open in "aww". Im glad you "regained" your faith. It can all be so confusing to a non believer. Christians do not live a perfect life. I have never doubted there was a God but I understand how many can. It saddens me to hear someone say God is not real. If they truley know Christ and come to him, then they will see what he does in their lives and how indeed he is and always will be. Im enjoying your "series".

It's good to hear your story about your loss of faith. Hopefully you'll tell us what it took to regain it. I'll be looking forward to hearing more. I've never lost my faith, but there were many days, I struggled. Snow is on the roof tops here this morning. We didn't get a lot, just a couple of inches.

Our faith in God can be a very personal thing or very celebrated thing. I'd been lost too but then was reminded that the trials we face in our lives are those gifts from God, Himself, the gift of Remembering that He is reminding us to turn our trials over to Him when we cannot deal on our own. It's a way of life for me. There is always HOPE. BlessYourHearts and love, hugs, and all that counts from way up north where the Arctic Blast is headed our way. Time to pull out the woolens and hunker down.

Jack does your readers know our Dad was a minister. Our Dad was a wonderful person and Christian and Mother was a Saint. I think when growing up in Church and see the way people live and claim to be Christians may test our faith. I look and see the clouds, trees,and earth and I say "GOD is in charge" and created this wonderful world for us to live. We are not responsible for people who don't believe. I heard a sermon "It is OK to question GOD", but want know the answer until the end.

Even Mother Teresa lost faith Jack, so you are in very good company. I think it takes 1 million words to fully explain something like this sort of journey, & then you could reread it & still feel you left out an integral part. Having read this & your later post, I do get it.

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