hi, I'm Rini and I've read this, oh, probably more than necessary. It's absolutely wonderful because you've defined the difference between how it is (John) and how it should be (Simon), and with John it's so fucked up. My favorite line is this: "Her mind is making love to Simon, who calls her Elizabeth; her body is fucking John Sheppard, who calls her Lizzie because it pisses her off." Thank you and have a nice day.