you know I kinda do that, too. but probably just because there used to be bugs in the cereal in our pantry. I have no idea how they got there, but for a while, everytime I poured out my cereal I'd check really carefully. and still, I'd sometimes find a bug in the milk and I'd feel horribly sick and have to pour out my food and throw away the box. so now, whenever I see so much as a dot on my food, I have to stop eating and calm myself down to convince myself it's not a bug. once I was putting salad on my plate, and I realized that there was a huge ant on the underside of a piece of lettuce. That ruined my appetite for the day...I think you are fully justified in your bug paranoia =\