Tag: love

Love.
Love is the only thought running through my head from early morning and mind you it is love and not the lover.
Questions like,
Why did I fall for this guy?
What attracts me in this particular person?
Why do you I usually fight on this particular topic?
Why do I willing for guys with a particular mindset?

And all this is because I recently discovered that there is a consistent pattern in the guys I have had dated before. And therefore it was very important for me to do a certain kind of analysis to understand the pattern I created for my own destruction.

And this is what came to my Head

So the thing with every relationship or any kind of dating is that the base is to all is that first guy I had dated.

My trust issues, my insecurities, me being scared of commitment it all comes from the same one relationship that I had and now I have start working on those aspects of it and actually grow along with those limitations.

Have you analyzed what decides the longevity or failure of your relationships?

Tell me in the comment section below and or write to me about it on shethiyadharti@gmail.com

During the days when the Sun is bright
I would be a man walking without his shadow
And at night the Moon would laugh at me
For I might be chasing dogs on the silent street!

I would be a poet without a poetry
and a heart that does not know how to beat
I’d be a burning cigarette without a smoke
I would be the man lost in his own home.

What would I Be if not yours?
Who would I be if not your?
What would I be without your heart?

I would the only still thing during a breezy night
I would be nothing but a pitty sight!
I would be a book without pages and a story without its end,
I would be a hell without any sinner and a heaven without the angle!

And at nights like these,
when your arms are not near
I seldom wonder
What would I be without you?
Who would I be without you?
Where would I be without you?
HOW COULD I EVER LIVE WITHOUT YOU?

We all tend to complain about love
As if its arrival gifted us nothing else but pain!
But to all those who shed tears
I want you to smile my friend
Smile because love was here!

Days, months and Years are passed just like that by few
Waiting for a moment for love to call their name
But with you my honey, love stayed for a while
So I want you to smile my friend
Smile because love was here!

To be lucky is to be loved
To be lucky is to feel its suffering
To be lucky is to feel its blessings
So I want you to smile my friend
Smile because love was here!

I believe that many of us have had faced this at some of the other points in our lives. Maybe in a relationship or in a friendship or probably with an object. We tend to fall out of love with something or someone we have been obsessing about for a very long period of time. And the reason I write is to tell you that it happens. That falling out of love is a thing and it can happen to you too even if it hasn’t happened yet!

So it is very recent where my friend was talking about how she has fallen out of love with the guy she had been dating since almost 5years. It started with, “It does not feel the same anymore.” and then she went on for hours about everything wrong in that relationship that she was completely into at least a few months back!

So to people who have fallen out of love and cannot confess, here is a little piece for you guys!

” Say it to your partner, be gentle with your words and do not let your irritation that you have for your own emotion come in between. Tell them what you feel and set them free if you think there is no going back to being in love. Hiding what you feel just because you do not want to hurt the person and then doing it in an amplified manner, however, in the end, is not a real solution.”

It is going to be difficult to explain, but it is necessary!

And to people who are going to face this conversation, here is something for you!

” You are going to hate that person for a very long period of time and it going to hurt but darling forcing someone to reflect your emotion with the same intensity did no good ever. You will have to listen and understand. I know that it is easy to say and harder to face it in real but it is wrong to give your heart false hopes too.”

And no matter what, feel free to write me, if nothing more, I can at least listen to my reading family!

Far apart, lost in the smoke of your cigarette
I look at you
As you slowly bring it close to your lips
A long drag
As if its the only thing you needed to stay alive!

Far apart, lost in the smoke of your cigarette again
I coldly wish
to be what it is to you
I heartily wish
To be Your lipstick Stained cigarette

Smoke me slowly
kissing the edge of my existence
letting me enter the veins of your body
venturing your thoughts and getting you peaceful breath at the times of stress
So just let me be your lipstick stained cigarette

I promise I won’t burn out
I promise I would stay longer
I promise I won’t kill you like it
So just let me be Your Lipstick Stained Cigarette
So just let me be Your Lipstick Stained Cigarette

If I have to write about the Love and how I fell for you
I would go back to space and time when I first saw you
Your face marked the glow of the sun
Your hair defined the power of wind
Your posture as if a mountain’s pride
and your soul as if God’s own smile

If I have to write about Love and how I feel for you
I would go back to space and time when our eyes met
I was as attached as the earth was to the sun
I was as entangled as trees of a ruthless forest
I was as mesmerized as a devotee to the view of his God
and as much in love as Shiv had for Sati

If I had to write about love and how I think about you
I would go back to space and time when you were away from me
My eyes craved your view like a hungry man craves food
my soul craved your energy like a dying man craves breath
My heart craved your love like a tree craves the morning sun
and I craved the presence of you like a lover craves the love

but
Even when I write about love and how it is only you
I find myself lost in Space and Time to find moments of eternal love I possess for you
My every breath, my every beat
lives for you and bows to you
I bow my head and stand with a heart in my hand
I, a devotee of love find my God in the eyes that you have

His every touched
screamed to me the poetry of his love
his every kiss
healed the scars of my forgotten dream
his every breath on my skin
forgave the sins I had been hiding beneath my this skin
and then
he touched my hair
making all my thoughts as curly as his path
he slowly moves his fingers
and finds a way to my heart
and
there we are
with our heart beats in sync
with our eyed so fixed
with our love in between with our hope in wind

he then pulled me closer
my heart decides to stops
he kisses me slower
its fire and its storms
he loves me harder
its the day of brightest dawn

This is something I kept thinking of for the entire day after meeting the person I love and the desperation to convey the love that I decided to record it for that person!
Here is a glimpse of It!