~ in this moment

hold onto that thought

Wow. Interesting day. Woke up with one intent – having agonized about the ins and outs of everything over the weekend. But when the time came, I stayed silent and held fire.

I have no idea why. I know I’m cautious by nature – overly so. I don’t start a recipe until I have all the ingredients ticked off and measured out. I don’t start a puzzle if I can’t see all the pieces. I hedged today. I can kid myself that it’s to wait and see, but I think it’s more that I’m scared of making the wrong decision.