Hate me not yourselves

So to help all of you let go of your self-loathing, just put all your anger on me, insult me, yell at me, tell me how much you hate me, imagine that everything bad that has happened in your lives is because of me ( it probably is anyway).

I seriously doubt all of this.
Even if you were *the* one and only seed of evil in this world; I wouldn't be able to hate you. I don't really know you. All I see when I look at you is a person who hates themselves.
I don't hate anyone but myself.
I hate myself. I blame myself for everything that has ever gone wrong in my life, my mom's life, my dad's life - it just seems easier to blame myself than to point my finger at someone else.

I am simply the root of all human suffering.
I am the pain, the bile and the agony.
The darkness, the terror and the horror.

Hate me, because twenty billion of you could never hate me as I hate myself.

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Common! You are certainly not the reason for our sufferings today...we dont even know you. Instead of blaming yourself ..let yourself be loved for once, it will only help you to see the good things about you that you are blind to.

Common! You are certainly not the reason for our sufferings today...we dont even know you. Instead of blaming yourself ..let yourself be loved for once, it will only help you to see the good things about you that you are blind to.

You dont know the person who takes away your promotion, the person who backs into your car and drives off, the person who was responsible for less than great care for a loved one in a hospital or a poor diagnosis.
But they exist and I am they.
I am every single hated human being in the world.
I am the darkness, the fear, the mourning.
I am the dog that bit you when you were five and left that awful scar, I am the doctor who told you the worst news in your life, I am the disease in your mind.

You dont know the person who takes away your promotion, the person who backs into your car and drives off, the person who was responsible for less than great care for a loved one in a hospital or a poor diagnosis.
But they exist and I am they.
I am every single hated human being in the world.
I am the darkness, the fear, the mourning.
I am the dog that bit you when you were five and left that awful scar, I am the doctor who told you the worst news in your life, I am the disease in your mind.

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I know you're feeling down but not everything that has happened to everyone is your fault. Its not possible.

Anything is possible.
I am personified nature of human suffering.
It is possible.

I am not down, I am beneath that. I hate myself as should everyone else.
I'm the reason none of you succeed, I am the reason you are shy, dont speak and I am the reason each of you had to go so far as to join this forum.

So to help all of you let go of your self-loathing, just put all your anger on me, insult me, yell at me, tell me how much you hate me, imagine that everything bad that has happened in your lives is because of me ( it probably is anyway).

I would say to get help but i am sure you have some excuse as to why it won't work for you because somehow you are different from everyone else.

The truth is, you are not. You are just another person with mental illness (everything you say in this thread just highlights how completely human you are) As am i. But i made it out the other side. Believe me i have gone on many self pitying, woe is me, i am the worst creature in the world, no one can help me rants. And it's good for a release so it's not all bottled up in side.

But at the end of the day, it is not a fact. It is a distortion of an ill mind.