My condolences to the family and loved ones. I have prayed to our loving and kind heavenly father to help you through this hard time. He is willing to help and in your own copy of the Bible gives much hope for the future of those who have died. For example, He promises to create a whole new world in Revelation 21:1-5 where He will dwell with MEN on the earth and will do away with death, sorrow, tears and pain. For those who have died our Lord and Savior Jesus promises a resurrection. (John 11:23-25) Can you picture Enelda and other dead loved ones coming back to life and being reunited with their families and friends in a world that is so much better than we have today? There is more at jw.org. I hope this helps a little. Steve