I was just having a conversation with someone on MSN and he was asking me about my relationship with Andy. This made me realise that I now have a very very special relationship with him. He's the only person I can be totally open and honest with. The only person I can talk to about anything. The only person I can rely on to keep my head straight when everything around me is falling apart. And the only person on the planet I have NO SECRETS from.

For all the things in my life that are going wrong, all the shit in my head, for all that i am mentally fucked [probably beyond repair] Not everyone has someone like that in thier life.