Between two jobs, No computer (using a friends when he is out of the house which doesn't have my art on it) long ass hours, singing in a band and only one day of sleep I most desperately need... I can't find time to do the things I would like just so I can live.

Are people proud of me yet? I guess I earned the bags under my eyes and the empty feeling when I sleep. Hurray for being a 21 year old ADULT now.

this is the last post till I get a break from work. for now. sleep till my next job.

Im a little lost right now. sorry. I have been off on my art game for the last.... 4 months. I have failed in so many ways, as a person and as an Artist.But I have started drawing again. alot actually. It seems to flow, little doodles and what-nots. I am rather impressed with what has happened in my art life. I hope to continue and maybe sing alot more (to bad deviant isn't a music site)

But in life I shall try and grow from my life experiences and my MANY mistakes. Which seem to be growing on me more. My faults are showing like the freckles on my pale skin, so blotchy and gathered together. You can't really tell till you look close.. then that's all one sees. sorry. ranting of the frustrated redhead.

Im just lost. But slowly I shall find my way, art is really the only thing helping.

So yeah for posting new stuff soon. Im also taking rather artistic classy nude photos that I shall make a new Deviant in posting them. Just another art way Im going. So When I do I shall let you know

I may not get alot of favs, but from the few that I do my heart goes out to each and every one of you that fav it. I always make a Personal thank you every time someone favs my work. So please keep on faving

and I will keep thanking you. I also fav on yours sometimes too! Hehe so thanks for the 16,000

Anywho hey Deviants! I have finally posted something after my long dry spell. To be honest this is only a small part of something Big I have planned for Deviant art. I have T-shirts I am going to be starting soon, and I have the rest of this picture I wanna post soon

So things are looking up.

I hope that You guys are doing well and that ur art is taking off!

Oh and new newz I am starting up a facebook For Lilu S Kitten so if you wish to join me on there please let me knows.

I hate knowing I like dont have any. Just gotta save up what I can and then... just... I dont know.. stand on a street corner I guess.... Stripings a great work out so I am told.. I could use a little working out.