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How am I feeling?
I'd rather be fishing. Or doing just about anything else.
Not having a very good day. Murphy in full effect.
Not going on my feelings has a new meaning to me: what else is there?
My therapist, ex-husband, and God would probably really like it if I figured this out.
I don't "get" how you just go through the motions. For me, it causes me pain.
I can do what I need to do, but in the end, it seems so empty.

On a side note, I think I've upset people on here. Why do I have to do that everywhere I go?

I want to go to Africa and help people because I am so nameless and ineffective here, just like Adam and Christine Jeske.

And maybe I'll mean something to someone without upsetting them and having them withdraw to the point of non-existence.