Sometimes
we
have
to
lose
everything
hit
rock
bottom
before
we
realize
the
things
we
have
done
and
how
much
help
we
truly
need.
i
didnt
realize
how
bad
i
was
how
much
of
a
problem
i
really
had
and
how
not
in
control
i
was
until
i
hit
my
bottom.
i
think
hitting
bottom
is
different
for
everyone
but
when
you
hit
it
seems
to
hit
hard.
im
thankful
for
having
people
around
who
have
been
supporting
me
praying
for
me
and
with
me.
without
it
and
staying
strong
in
my
faith
i
wouldnt
have
made
it
this
far.
Im
33
days
clean
and
i
feel
good.
im
working
on
building
myself
back
up
right
now.
but
i
feel
like
the
future
has
some
great
things
in
store
for
me.
im
traveling
a
rough
road
but
nothing
worth
having
is
easy
to
get
to.

just
keep
praying.
thats
what
i
do.
im
still
trying
to
find
my
way
and
figure
out
what
is
my
purpose
why
god
placed
me
here.
but
i
do
know
im
here
for
a
reason.
i
had
many
nights
where
i
know
i
should
have
overdose
and
prolly
not
make
it
but
i
did.
and
even
though
i
keep
going
back
i
feel
like
god
never
gave
up
on
me.
and
now
i
can
see
how
messed
up
and
out
of
control
i
was
being.
i
was
in
such
deep
denial
i
cant
even
put
in
into
words.
but
i
am
so
thankful
that
now
i
see
and
im
working
on
myself.
i
know
it
will
be
a
long
process
but
im
worth
it.
and
thats
the
attitude
i
want
to
have
from
now
on.

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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.

Thanks
for
the
post.
It's
great
to
hear
you're
optimistic
about
your
future.
I'm
just
about
rock
bottom
now
but
intend
trying
again
to
get
clean.
Can't
understand
why
my
prayers
and
those
of
others
have
not
yet
been
answered.
Maybe
praying
has
helped
and
will
help
me
yet.
What
I
haven't
learned
is
what
God
expects
me
to
do
myself
and
what
he
will
do
for
for
me.

Thanks
for
the
post.
It's
great
to
hear
you're
optimistic
about
your
future.
I'm
just
about
rock
bottom
now
but
intend
trying
again
to
get
clean.
Can't
understand
why
my
prayers
and
those
of
others
have
not
yet
been
answered.
Maybe
praying
has
helped
and
will
help
me
yet.
What
I
haven't
learned
is
what
God
expects
me
to
do
myself
and
what
he
will
do
for
for
me.

Thanks
for
the
post.
It's
great
to
hear
you're
optimistic
about
your
future.
I'm
just
about
rock
bottom
now
but
intend
trying
again
to
get
clean.
Can't
understand
why
my
prayers
and
those
of
others
have
not
yet
been
answered.
Maybe
praying
has
helped
and
will
help
me
yet.
What
I
haven't
learned
is
what
God
expects
me
to
do
myself
and
what
he
will
do
for
for
me.

Thanks
for
the
post.
It's
great
to
hear
you're
optimistic
about
your
future.
I'm
just
about
rock
bottom
now
but
intend
trying
again
to
get
clean.
Can't
understand
why
my
prayers
and
those
of
others
have
not
yet
been
answered.
Maybe
praying
has
helped
and
will
help
me
yet.
What
I
haven't
learned
is
what
God
expects
me
to
do
myself
and
what
he
will
do
for
for
me.