i was very bored yesterday

why did i spend time on this a word cloud of every key word the twelfth doctor has said - from ‘the time of the doctor’ to ‘the return of doctor mysterio’ (including class because how could i not). long story short, his catchphrase is clara (the larger the word the more it was said)

Request: HELLO!!OMG I LOVE YOUR WRITING!!YOU’RE AMAZING!! CAN YOU PLEASE DO AN IMAGINE WITH FOUR WHERE HE DISCOVERS THAT THE READER LOVES HIM WHEN SHE GIVES HIM A HINT(WHICH IS HER FEAR OF SEEING HIM HAPPY WITH SOMEONE ELSE) WHILST DOING THE STIMULATION TEST AND FLUFF FLUFF FLUFF. P.S it is 2am and i just need fluffffffff. ANYWAYS THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOUXJDHJSGJUFKEG

A/N: HELLO!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

I was getting very bored waiting to be called for the simulation. Like yesterday, I was the last one to be called, and it took forever. There was nothing to do but wait. Even when all of the initiates are in here, nobody talks. There’s nothing to talk about except what you might see in your simulation. And believe me, nobody wanted to talk about that.

Finally, the door opened, and the initiate that went before me came out. I sat there for a moment, waiting for Four to come out and get me. Then I saw him, and he motioned for me to come in. So, I slowly stood up, not wanting to see what fear I had to face today. I followed him back into the room. Nervousness was just one thing I was feeling right now.

“Don’t be nervous.” Four said, as if he were reading my mind.

I nod, as he gets the serum. He proceeds to stand next to me, and tilts my head to the right.

“Ready?” He asks.

“No. But go ahead.” I respond, being completely honest.

He lets out a small laugh, and then sticks the needle into my neck. I flinch at the pain, but it soon becomes nothing as I slip into the simulation.

I was standing next to the Chasm, watching the water fall and crash against the rocks. I didn’t get what I was afraid of at first, but then I saw him. Four came around the corner, with his arm around a girl’s shoulders. She was laughing, and he was smiling. But what really killed me was the look he gave her. He looked at her as if she were the light of his life. He was truly in love with her. And I wouldn’t care if I wasn’t in love with him.

I walked up to him and said, “Four. What’s going on?”

What he said next, completely broke my heart. “Oh my goodness. Y/N! Can’t you see that I’m happier with her than I am with you?”

I was trying to hold back tears, and managed to respond. “What? That has nothing to do with-”

“You will never make me happy. I’ll never love you.” He spits out.

I couldn’t take it. I ran off, letting the tears run down my face. I couldn’t believe he said that to me. Why did he have to be so mean? It doesn’t matter. I have to get over him. If he doesn’t love me back, there’s nothing I can do.

I stood up, wiping the tears off of my face. I didn’t care if he loved me back or not.

Then, I awoke in a chair. Looking around the room, I saw Four staring at me, his mouth hanging slightly opened. Oh my goodness. He saw that! He saw all of it!

“Y/N.” He said.

I looked away, letting the tears fall. I couldn’t face him. Not like this. I never wanted him to find out this way! I don’t even think I wanted him to find out at all! Now my seceret is out, and he’ll probably laugh at me and make fun of me.

I get up and run out of the room. Thank goodness I was the last one. If anybody saw me right now, Four wouldn’t be the only one making fun of me.

I run. I don’t know where to. I just run. Soon, I get tired of running and sit down in an empty hallway. I cry even more and let it all out.

Long after I was done crying, I was still sitting in the hallway. I would have to face Four at some point.

“There you are! I was looking everywhere for you! You scared me!”

I look up and see Four walking towards me.

No. No. I didn’t meant I wanted to face him right now. I take it back. I don’t want to face him. I don’t want to.

He sits down next to me. Great. That’s great.

“So. About your simulation today.” He says. looking over at me.

“I don’t want to talk about it.” I reply quicker than I meant to.

“Well I do. What was that about? You’re afraid that I would be happier with someone other than you?”

I don’t say anything at first. I really don’t want to talk about this. Especially with him. But I guess I’m going to have to be Dauntless for a moment.

“Yeah. I’m afraid that you would be happier with somebody else than with me.”

“Why?”

Here goes nothing. “Because I like you. I’ve liked you for a while now. There. I said it. Go ahead and laugh.”

“I was never planning on laughing at you. I just wanted to find out if my suspicions were true. And they were.”

“What suspicions?” I question.

“That you liked me too. I like you too Y/N. I like you a lot. And I would never be happier with somebody else other than you.” His voice is very serious.

“Really?” I respond, trying not to sound too happy, but probably failing.

“Yeah.”

I smile and lean up and kiss him. Surprisingly, he doesn’t try to pull back. He grabs my face in his hands and kisses me back.

Later we get up, both of us smiling, and walk out of the hallway hand in hand.

Bo legit should be a big brother because he’d make the best Big Brother ever and I will fight anyone who says otherwise lol Shouji is so self-indulgence, I’m weak and I love Bo more than I love air lol

Drawing laying down is difficult and I stopped several times cause I kept running out of steam. Colds sap you of so much strength and energy. But I didn’t want to not do anything again today; I was very bored yesterday.

As in, genderbent Rei and Asuka. So the idea that male Asuka and Rei are taller than both Shinji and Kaworu is really cute, after all Shinji and Kaworu are both rather feminine lads, I like it! Kaworu just transferred a few days ago and both him and Shinji are starting to get along well, Asuka isn’t too sure why he feels rather annoyed by this, it could be like this strange protectiveness he could have over Shinji whom he finds rather pitiful what with how delicate and timid he is. Asuka and Kaworu could actually get along in a strange way, they like to bicker back and forth but are willing to work together any time. Something I really want to do is make this cute competition between Asuka and Toji for Hikari’s affection and Rei meanwhile, could try to teach Shinji how to swim. Maybe they should open their own club! Pilots club.