my sincere apologies

It awaits for the day
Will let it out
Give it a reason
To give its might

Fear of who I am becoming
I fear that I'm losing
The struggle within
I can no longer restrain it
My strength, it is fading
I have to give in

It's the fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
They won they will come alive
(Have to save)
To save my beloved,
There is no escape
'Cause my faith is horror and doom

Hold down your head now
Just let me pass by
Don't feed my fear
If you don't want it out

I fear for who I'm becoming
I feel that I'm losing
All beauty within
I can no longer restrain it
My strength it is fading
I have to give in

It's the fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
They won they will come alive
(Have to save)
To save my beloved,
There is no escape
'Cause my faith is horror and doom

Long ago it came to me
And ever since that day
Infected with its rage
But it ends today.

It's the fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
They won they will come alive
(Have to save)
To save my beloved,
There is no escape
'Cause my faith is horror and doom

My sincere apologies to everyone.
I know that besides staff nobody can find out who this is, and I want to keep it that way. Nobody has to know. Nobody will know.

I just want to wish everyone happy holidays and I hope that everyone on here will feel better soon. That 2007 and all the years after will bring everyone Joy and Happiness in life, love, lust, work and everything.
I have come to care about a whole lot of members of SF over the time that I've been a member here and I've even grown to love some of you. I want to thank you all for being the lovely persons you are. Don't ever change that part of yourself. The part that's loving, caring, compassionate. It's something to value. A precious part of yourself. Thank you.

And I am sorry for being the way I am, for abandoning people when they needed it the most. For being a bad friend. And for whining on and on. Things will change though.

Marry Christmas and a very Happy New Year to each and everyone of you!!!