Thursday, October 21, 2010

Matthew Lippman

Matthew Lippman’s second collection of poetry is Monkey Bars (Typecast Publishing, 2010). His first collection, The New Year of Yellow, won The Kathryn A. Morton Poetry Prize from Sarabande Books. It was also a finalist for The Patterson Poetry Prize in 2008. He has been a recipient of a Michener Grant and a New York Foundation for the Arts Grant. He lives in Boston with his family and teaches at Beaver Country Day School.

MARRIAGE PANTS

I don’t know when the shitstorm of failed marriagetook off.I’m talking about people who I went to high school with,to college and Italian villas—where we could see Vesuvius and if we could not see it,imagine it,and if we could not do that either,played with the sound of the wordas it rolled around like horny loversin the backs of our throats.

There was Jack and Lucinda,who spent three years building banjosthat neither of them ever playedbut the plants flourished in their stinky apartment near Gowanusso who cared.The question persisted:Who the hell am Iand what the hell have I done?

Then there was Katie and Todd who lovedcaviar and sparrows.They wanted to have a kid and thank fuck they didn’t.When Katie left she blew up Todd’s motorcycleand the neighborhood kids ran down the block for a secondto see the debristhen went back to their basketballs and bong hits.

I wanted them to make itfor everyone on the planet. I wanted her cancer and his insatiable desire for obese ladiesat the Targetto be beaten into death;to prove to the 21st century TV newscastersthat nobody knew what the hell they were talking aboutwhen they newscasted on TVthat marriage was dying like an obese ladyin the lingerie departmentat the local Target.

It felt weird,like people weren’t getting divorced,but more, like they were dying—crawling into the earth with the worms and rootsto hide away in horrorwhile their children ran to the school bus and the Batmobileand the EZ Bake oven that, of course,could never, ever, ever,catch fire.

It made me want to beat up my mailmanand the woman who sold me my internet cableand the telephone guy, Lou,like all of this was some reflection on how we had forgotten to talkto one another.But it wasn’t.It was age.The age of worn out marriage pants,untended. One leg torn at the knee,the other, burned out in the crotch.It was bad cloth, warped stitching, inseams with no inand I knew it.

And then I got hitched.

Eight years later,my buddy Stu said to me:How do you stay connected?I said:You want to stay close, stay close.You want to be in love,be in love.It’s like watching TVLike ping pong after dinner.You pick up the clicker, you pick upthe paddle.

But who the hell was I?

Some mornings I get up and can’t tie my shoes.I’m forty-four years old and can’t toast the seedless rye.My kid cries because her hands are wet;my wife undresses in front of open windows.What am I supposed to do?I wake up.I say good morning.I put on my pants.

When was this poem composed? How did it start?

There was a period last summer when a lot of people close to me started to get separated and divorced. That was the impetus for the poem. The poem was composed at night, late at night, but the first line had jumped into my head a few days before, “I don’t know when the shitstorm of failed marriage took off…” I was driving somewhere and it just popped into my head.

How many revisions did this poem undergo? How much time elapsed between the first and final drafts?

The poem when through two maybe three revisions. I work quickly. I would say the poem was done in a few days.

Do you believe in inspiration? How much of this poem was “received” and how much was the result of sweat and tears?

I do believe in some kind of inspiration. When that line slipped out of my head it slipped out for a reason. It was received, that first line, but that’s it. The rest of the poem just followed. I tend to get into a groove when I write a poem, try and keep all of my imaginative doorways and alleyways open, accessible, so I work from that place. I think there are maybe three poems that I have ever written, out of thousands, that were received.

How did this poem arrive at its final form? Did you consciously employ any principles of technique?

I would say, if there is any technique, it’s that groove that I get into. I work out of a groove-place. When I am deep in it, the best poems come. “Marriage Pants,” I like to think, came out of a deep-in the groove-place. So, yes, I did consciously employ this technique. I always do when I sit down to make a poem. The Groove.

How long do you let a poem “sit” before you send it off into the world? Do you have any rules about this or does your practice vary with every poem?

Sometimes I let them sit for years. Sometimes I send them out the next day. I don’t have any rules. I work off of impulse and feel.

Could you talk about fact and fiction and how this poem negotiates the two?

Everything in my poems begins from some imagined or lived truth, situation. Then, they devolve, or evolve, into a lie. That’s a crude way of saying I try and let my imagination infuse the moment to suck out the boring details and spark it up with some flavor. So, a poem is a mixture of something factual and something fictional that comes out of the factual. For me, making stuff up has become the most fun part of writing a poem.

Is this a narrative poem?

Yes and no. There are little stories in it that play off the main conceit. The first few stanzas tell little “tales” about certain real/made up couples who eventually split up.

At the heart of this poem is the specter of morality, the idea of right and wrong. Is all good poetry in some way ethical or just?

Poetry is just a bunch of language that tries to emulate dream-life. I don’t know if it’s moral or not. I do know that it is a gift that always makes people feel better. So, if that is “right” than, yes, poetry is moral. I did not mean for “Marriage Pants” to come across as some kind of morality tale. I write at the end that I don’t know anything about other people’s married lives. I just know that I work really hard at being married, at marriage, and that is very important to me even though I fuck up all the time. The poem is more about observation and reflection than anything else.

Do you remember who you were reading when you wrote this poem? Any influences you’d care to disclose?

Do you have any particular audience in mind when you write, an ideal reader?

High school kids. Then, adults who I hope can access their high school selves when reading and listening to my poems.

Did you let anyone see drafts of this poem before you finished it? Is there an individual or a group of individuals with whom you regularly share work?

My wife is the person who sees most of my poems. I show some to Michael Morse and Matthew Dickman, two poet friends of mine, but just to show. There’s not a lot of feedback happening.

I don’t think anyone read “Marriage Pants” before I let it out of my closet.

How does this poem differ from other poems of yours?

It’s exactly the same.

What is American about this poem?

I don’t know. I live in America. I don’t mean to sound glib, but I don’t think there is anything in the poem that is particularly American except that there are statistics about divorce in this country that are part of my consciousness.

About Me

Brian Brodeur is the author of the poetry collections Natural Causes (2012), which won the 2011 Autumn House Poetry Prize, and Other Latitudes (2008), winner of the University of Akron Press’s 2007 Akron Poetry Prize, as well as the chapbooks Local Fauna (Kent State University Press 2015) and So the Night Cannot Go on Without Us (2007). A 2013 Walter E. Dakin Fellow at the Sewanee Writers’ Conference, he is currently a George Elliston Fellow in Poetry in the PhD in English and Comparative Literature program at University of Cincinnati where he serves as an Assistant Editor for The Cincinnati Review.