With the Armenian Genocide being a few days ago, and the energy of that tragedy being such a real, suffocating thing that is still prevalent, I decided to make this post in order to help people overcome and transcend their cultural story. It doesn’t have to be the Armenian Genocide, it can be whatever tragedy that is culturally embedded in your DNA. It can be your own trauma story.

Being an Intuitive Life Coach, I can’t stress how important it is to accept the genocide and say “yes” to it (per Eckhart Tolle), instead of carrying it around like a burden, or a cross. In order for this old wound to heal, we need to say “yes” to it and let it be, instead of saying “no” and resisting it (by being angry and hateful), the event, and adding more pain to the collective consciousness.

It needs to be transcended, the energy of the tragedy. We are not doing this for anyone else but ourselves. We are doing this for a deep, inner healing which lets the soul and body breathe, instead of being in a constant state of contraction and cellular degeneration, since our very being has an overlay, a film of energy, which resonates to sorrow and anger. That is not healthy. It is asinine that we should promote the suffering of our kind with the salting of the wound. This does not mean that you should not and cannot outwardly go on the marches and raise your voice, but you do it from a place of deep, inner stillness, wholeness.

Think of Jesus on the Cross, and how his final “no” to his situation was “Father, why hast thou abandoned me?” followed by “Not my will, but your will be done,” and he fully gave in and said “yes” to the moment and everything it carried – he became one with the worst manifestation of suffering imagined, and thus, no longer resisting it, he transcended it. The Cross was no longer just a instrument of torture, but became a symbolic representation of the Divine, a Resurrection. It served a dual purpose.

Remember, what you resist persists – what you accept, you move past.

Do this with all things in your life that are causing you suffering (physical, mental, and emotional), say yes to all of them, and let them be as they are. What could be more crazier than saying no to what already is? There is a divine opening in any and every situation, no matter how terrible you may perceive it to be, when you say yes to it and accept it for what it is. There is a peace that settles and helps transcends that energy with an intelligence that is far beyond the understanding of it.

Be at Peace, brothers and sisters, and let there be healing.

Healing starts as soon as you stop fighting – once the inner reality has shifted, this manifests in your outer world. One person at a time, there can be a change that is peaceful and ever-lasting.

I have not updated in some time, but I felt compelled to spread the word about the dangers of you or your loved ones joining MITT, or Mastery in Transformational Training.

One of my friends, who was initially a client of mine and my brother’s, joined MITT (based in Los Angeles) a few months ago, so that she could kick-start her life again and make some significant, positive changes. She wanted to develop leadership skills and live a happier, and freer life, and MITT was supposed to help get her there.

Unfortunately, after many sessions with my friend, it was clear to see that the entire program was a pyramid scheme in disguise, and it was brainwashing and emotionally and mentally manipulating its members into losing their identities. They would verbally demean and undermine their members and get them to make other people join the group. My friend was completely drained and exhausted (her health was seriously plummeting), and after the our session last week, we finally convinced her to pull out of the cult-like group, despite the fact that she wouldn’t be receiving a refund of any kind and would likely get harassed via email, etc.

Do your own research and come to this conclusion yourself, dear readers. My brother and I get a very low, negative energy reading from the entire program, all the way to the owner in charge. They simply leech your energy out of you, and fill you up with programs that are hurtful for you and your loved ones, in the short term and long term.

This is my first blog post in many months – I haven’t even checked how long it’s been for fear of shame – and it is one that I absolutely and totally felt as though I needed to pen down and share.

One of my friends, in the midst of a crisis of sorts today, observed how I was laughing and skipping – I tend to skip, what can I say – and kidding around as I was trying to accomplish many important things in an energetically heavy and negative environment.

Out of the blue, she said, with some aggravation, “How are you so happy? How do you keep yourself happy?”

Even though it caught me off guard, it was a question that I truly wanted to answer in a way that would teach and be informative, but I didn’t have the time, aside from making some funny comment to make her laugh as I breezed on by. The question bounced around in my head for the rest of the day, though, and this is why I am now jotting it down – to remind myself of how easy it can be to choose to be happy, even when the cards are stacked against you (seemingly).

It basically comes down to this: like attracts like. If I am aware that a negative situation I am in is not conducive to my overall happiness and health, then instead of dwelling on all of the things that I am unhappy about, and that I don’t like… I choose to reaffirm my connection with my Higher Soul, feel thankful for all of the good in my life (remind myself of them), and shift my vibration. By practicing these simple steps, you change your point of attraction and vibrational alignment, thus attracting to yourself more favorable situations and outcomes (results, solutions, etc.).

Nothing in life is permanent. You aren’t going to be unhappy forever, and you are not going to be at the height of bliss forever – it flows from one to the other at different intervals, depending on how long a person chooses to suffer and dwell.

Every moment and instance in your life is cyclical. In Buddhist tradition, just briefly touching on the teachings of Buddha’s Eightfold Path, the entirety of the Universe and Cosmos is based on these three principles: 1.) The Law of Cycles, 2.) The Law of Change, and 3.) The Law of Karma (Cause and Effect).

Choose happiness, even if it is difficult – but especially then. Choose to shift your vibrational point of attraction to higher frequencies, because you deserve better that your past energetic patterns and points of attraction.

Will yourself to grasp onto better things (moments in the past or present, happy thoughts, or focusing on loved ones), and you change your world.

Today’s topic is something that I am immensely fascinated by, and thought would be cool and neat to share. Onward to the topic!

This numerical occurrence is something that is increasingly common with people who are in different states of self-realization and God-realization. If it hasn’t happened to you then perhaps it either isn’t the time yet, or you are at a stage of self-realization where signs like it are not really necessary to keep you on your spiritual/life path.

I first started having 11:11 and 1:11 pop up when I got into Pranic Healing. At first, I thought it was a coincidence and one of those subconscious observational phenomenons. Meaning, the more you pick up something that is perhaps coincidentally happening in your daily life and pay attention to it, because of that observation and realization, you attract more instances to you of the same wherein a pattern is created. It is a form of substantiation.

However, when after the fifth time you are seeing it and brushing it off, but then it keeps recurring (like it did with me), it becomes and transforms into something that is not deeply rooted in the physical (material) world.

When I started looking for answers about the recurring phenomena of having multiple ones pop into my life all the time, I realized quickly that where science and the 3-D world fell short, the spiritual world had some answers.

Simply put, when you start having 11, 111, or 1111 sequences pop up in your life, that means your Higher Self, your guardian angels, or Spirit guide(s)/Teacher(s), are giving you a thumbs up! It means that you are on the right path, that you are doing the right things, thinking the right things, and sending the right kind of positive higher frequencies out into the world.

I now find it immensely comforting when my shoulder is energetically tapped and I see the ones. I stop with whatever I am doing, get a feel for the things that I am thinking at that time (the kind of vibration I am sending out and thus attracting), take time to thank my guides and my Higher Self for the boost, and then go about my day.

I also at times pause my actions and try to go deep into the heart to get an inner knowing of my situation and find out if there is anything I can adjust and get a clearer perspective on.

I have read that once you start acknowledging the numerical sequence that you are attracting and try to understand and figure out what they mean (meditation can be a really good tool for doing this), it shifts into other numerical sequences. You can get 222s, 123s, 555s, etc.

For example, I have been getting 1117 for the past few days (probably 3-4 times), and while it intuitively feels encouraging and good, I know that it a progress report of sorts. I am going to be taking the time to meditate on the numerical significance and see if there is any message in it that is pertinent to further transforming myself.

Here are some links that are absolutely fascinating and that shed a different light/perspective on it:

If anyone has their own experiences that they would like to share, please do not hesitate to do so. Admittedly, my experience is limited to ones and some other rare sequences every now and then (it’s been 5-6 months already), so other personal accounts are highly welcome!

I will jump right to the point and not dilly-dally until I have read it a thousand more times (each time, you find something new, or something makes more sense), because I think that I have the key elements of the Tablets down, so I will get right to it!

I think what the Tablets try to teach people is the history of mankind “losing” higher consciousness because of greed, lust, anger, and other lower emotions. Thus lowering the overall vibrational frequency of the world and making it a more grosser and less vibrant place. The process is akin to taking the keys away from the heart, ajna, crown, and throat chakra, and bestowing it to the solar plexus, navel, basic, and sex chakra. From such great heights to take such a plummet, don’t you think?

In these texts, Atlantis “sinking” is the very depiction of this event, and Atlantis symbolizes the higher faculties of man. One of the keys into unlocking Thoth’s ancient secrets is by constant meditation and self-purification, which then activates the Third Eye and the Threefold Flame of the Heart and leads to more clarity and higher dimensional thinking (love, peace, and understanding also comes when this occurs). Or leads to “gateways” into higher realms. (I have actually experienced this in meditation, and it is a trip, let me tell you.)

It is also the gateway into eternity, and what it essentially does is shed the death consciousness that humanity donned on long ago, which was the result of humanity lowering its vibration by entertaining lesser thoughts and forms of expression. The Key to Life, as he mentions time and time again throughout the texts (the Ankh, I believe), is some combination of the Third Eye and the Threefold Flame.

This then simply concludes as thusly: Through constant meditation (which requires effort and self-purification of thoughts, actions, and emotions) and allowing Divine Light to flow through you (by the proper awakening of the Kundalini energy and the Spirit Cord taking in more Divine energy) a human being is able to activate the Third Eye (see things clearly in a cosmically conscious way) and realize that they are divine sparks, souls, that are created perfectly in the likeness of the Divine Supreme God. The Threefold Flame also plays a significant role because its growth is essential to the overall Ascension process which Thoth is speaking of. The “fire” that cleanses and illumines can be attributed to the fire of the Threefold Flame, which when ignited, can roar through the different vehicles of the body and sanctify it. It is by reaching Christ Consciousness that all of this is possible.

Once this has taken place, what that allows them (beings) to do is free themselves of the three dimensional physical world (not by dying, since this is more of a rebirth), which is filled with glamours of death, lack, and darkness. By shedding the “darkness” in themselves and in the world, they become “eternal” because they are then living as all-seeing souls in a visible incarnated vehicle called the physical body (of course, there is also the emotional, mental, and etheric/spiritual body that play into this equation). Not the other way around.

It has been translated in a way that seems pretty straightforward, but is actually highly symbolic in most aspects. (I think!) Of course, all of this is my interpretation of the texts, so feel free to agree or disagree. I just felt the need to share this because I kept getting guided by my Spiritual Teachers to share this information, and I felt that it was the right thing to do, since there is so much mystery and intrigue surrounding these ancient texts.

There is more that I can get into in regards to the texts (such as “The Seven Lords” actually representing the seven major chakras that were known of back then), but I will do that when I have done a more thorough read-through, so that I can highlight some of the different terms in the texts and their symbolic counterparts more completely and in greater detail.

For now, I think this is a nice jump-off point. If anyone has anything that they would like to discuss about them, please let me know. All comments are welcome. I don’t really pretend to know anything other than what I feel is true for me (and I know there is more that I can learn from it the more that I read it), so I am sure there might be more extensive explanations out there in regards to this highly intriguing piece of literature.

Hope that this was at least a little illuminating!

Blessings,

Ani

P.S. Some links that I came across while I was grappling with fully understanding the Tablets, that really helped me bridge some gaps and feel as though I was interpreting them correctly.

This website has been such a wonderful gift of a find for me. Truly built on Light and truth. That is all that I can sense from it intuitively. Give it a shot and see how you feel:

Frankly, I haven’t read this version of the Tablets from this website, but I am not able to find the link to the other website I perused. I have no idea what the commentary is in regards to the website linked above, but once I have read the Tablets a few more times for myself and feel more secure in my overall understanding of them, then I will give that one a go!

Note: Found the original link! (Letting the above stay in case others are interested in the commentary.)

So, before really diving back into blogging about health and wellness, I want to quickly say that because of the way my life has been unfolding for me, I am going to add different segments to the overall composition of my blog.

What that means is that I will be covering, based upon my own experiences, all facets of the energetic world and what happens when a person becomes higher vibrational frequency and starts to ascend from three dimensional barriers and glamours.

It is certainly going to be a change from all of the subjects that I covered at first, but in order to be able to feel as though I am being honest and helping, I have to be honest about the course that my life is now taking and incorporate these new elements into this blog.

I hope that this will help many people who kind of accidentally stumbled upon the path to Ascension, because there were many things that I had to learn the not-so-fun way when I decided to become a helper and healer of the world.

When you get into the different modalities of energy healing, you pretty quickly start to learn – through touch and intuition – how different energy feels. For example, lower energy, to me (when I sense it with my hands), feels grosser and sends sparks running through my hands. It can also feel sticky. Higher energy is more pleasant, and to me, it feels like being enveloped in a warm blanket. If that blanket is an electric one and makes your cells almost vibrate like crazy because the rate of vibration for higher energy is much more significant.

In my experiences, lower energy just feels uncomfortable, as well. My senses have sharpened to a very high degree, and now I can even sense when I am around a person of very low vibration, or even in the presence of a low vibrational entity, spirit, or demon. I get the tell-tale chills and my instincts inside me will yell out warnings and tell me to shield and protect myself.

Higher vibrational energies, however, stand out, to me, in a big way. Whenever I am in the presence of a person who is of a high vibration (they meditate, do yoga, are also working on elevating their energies/consciousness, etc.), they are vibrant and magnetic. They are charismatic in a real, non-showy way, and you get drawn to them because you can feel, on another level, that they have a lot of Source running through them. It is the same for when I am in the presence of high vibrational energies that you might call angels – there is a buzzing of energy that runs through my entire body, and you feel a lot of love, peace, and light emanate from them.

I have helped heal people primarily by asking such higher beings to assist in the healing, and since they are so close to Source, they help in wonderful ways. Some amazing things have truly happened to me during the past few months, and one of the key things that has helped me significantly – from stopping at any point, due to fear and indecision – has been the fact that one of my loved ones recently discovered that he is a clairvoyant and can see energy clearly. The things I can feel and hear, he can confirm for me, because he can see them clearly.

I have been so blessed to have someone like him – who can see all kinds of energy so clearly – help me out and guide me when it gets very overwhelming.

But, for people who are not as lucky, I would strongly suggest reading up on/or taking some healing classes. I don’t know of what the other modalities entail – such as Reiki – but I do know that Pranic Healing courses have been truly amazing at preparing me to really get the details down. I am not commercializing them in any way and I do not profit by making that claim, let me be clear.

All I do know, though, is this: in order for a person to be truly healthy – meaning physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually – more focus needs to be paid to the energy body of the person, rather than just the physical. We are all energetic beings. We have auras, chakras, and souls. As Paulo Coelho said, “I’m not a body with a soul, I am a soul with a visible part called the body.”

Being healthy means acknowledging that we are all souls, first and foremost. The rest is almost easy, when this aspect of it is digested fully and totally.

One of the easiest ways to come to accept this is by learning a modality of healing. Because once your hand chakras become sensitive and are activated, feeling energy becomes almost as automatic as breathing. It is also like an insurance plan, in some ways. You learn the different ways energy exists and is, and can be manipulated, but on top of that, you can also learn cool tips and tricks to heal yourselves and loved ones. By this point, I can’t even remember how many times I have healed myself rather than going to the doctor or taking medication.

It helps you rely on yourself more firmly, and that is a wonderful thing, dear readers. If you have any questions about any of the things I have covered up until this point, please don’t hesitate to ask. If you have any experiences yourself, you can also share them here!

Blessings,

Ani

P.S. I ask that you simply not take my word for it, for any of this, in a way. I never really understood what Buddha meant until I recently had one of my “aha!” moments in the shower, and simply got it. Only through personal experience and looking inside yourself for these truths, do they really ring out with a chime of certainty and light. Don’t look outside for all of the answers – go into the heart for clarity and guidance. I stumbled a few times because of simply taking other peoples’ experiences as gospel, when I should have sought out the truth in my own unique way. We are all evolving spiritually at different rates, so one person’s truth might not be suitable for you, simply because you are not at that point yet, or perhaps have even surpassed it. Just my two cents.

“Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.”

Before I go any further in outlining the steps to living a happier, healthier life, I have to – simply HAVE to – talk about one very important thing: Shortcuts.

Yes, shortcuts. What do I mean by it? Well, when you want something really, really badly, to the degree where you would, perhaps, do anything to gain it/do it… It leads you to make some very poor choices to either achieve it (pretty rare), or fall even further away from attaining whatever it is that you want.

You guys, we’ve all been there. I have been there. I have looked at some of these weird, mystical and odd shortcuts, and wondered if it wouldn’t hurt to give them a try. I have talked to others who have tried to jump some of the steps – or force some of the steps on the staircase into existence – only to really confuse themselves in the end, and make their minds even murkier in the process.

As one Proverb states: “The road to hell is paved with good intentions.”

Don’t fall off the path, don’t quit, don’t go looking in dark places… The waiting period is the most wonderful part, as frustrating as that may sound. It is the very moment where real changes are occurring (on a deeper, cosmic level), when your universe is reshaping and trying to conform to the new life you want to live. That you MUST live, because you are meant to.

You can’t cleanse and absolve your past by any shortcuts. I mean, I’m in my mind-twenties, and that, in and of itself, implies that I have 2 decades worth of cleansing to do (when you really think about it). I’m not even counting other situations/events where I might find myself in that I might need to whip out Ho’oponopono for. I will gain nothing by trying to quickly glean over everything from back then and slap on a band-aid, just to get ahead quicker. One of the ways that the unfolding and the biggest changes occur for you is by FACING your past, forgiving yourself, LOVING yourself, and feeling good and comfortable with totally moving on and being in the present. You MUST do this, before changing anything else in your life for the better. That is how you help attract more love, more prosperity, and more success to yourself.

After doing some more research about Gurus that help you open up chakras and the third eye and say certain phrases in order to “make” manifestation happen for you – I only saw trouble. Guys, I mean, I don’t know how smart it is to go around forcing yourself to become more powerful. The easiest way for Infinite Intelligence and for Cosmic Energy to work for you, is to go through the first few steps I have outlined in my blog. By not skipping these steps, you are ensuring that your mind becomes clearer, sharper, and more focused, and that inevitably leads to all of your cells and your body energy to vibrate at a higher frequency, leading to results. Through diligent work and focus, you reprogram your own mind – and thus, your own world – and the plants do grow, and the flowers do blossom. They bloom. I’m telling you, it’s a thing of beauty.

I’ve been doing more research on all of the energy fields in the body, and how one can open them up so that they are “rewarded quicker”… and the downsides of it isn’t really explained in sufficient enough detail for me. There is actually very little valuable information to be found, that isn’t half-formed and simple personal accounts. There isn’t much pertinent and scientific evidence out there that supports the real good that comes from doing this. From saying “Om” until your Third Eye chakra opens up, or by doing any of the other numerous things that some attempt. (Subliminal videos with the sounds and frequencies programmed in it, for one.)

Every person has their own path and I wish every one of them well, in doing whatever it is that they freely choose to do, but while science does support that certain sounds said as a mantra – or written down, in some cases – help shift your energy to call upon whatever it is that you are chanting, I, personally, would rather keep a mental line of delineation there. I tried it for a week for the sake of science, to keep an open mind (so that I know what it is that I am reporting on), but I only felt discomfort and a sense of wrongness. Now, that might not be the case for you, but for me, it didn’t feel right. It felt as though I was straying away from my natural path.

Some might say that the discomfort was simply because I wasn’t as naturally “open” to it, or that I didn’t want to explore it – that’s not true. I went into it with my eyes both open – no pun intended – and really wanting to dig my hands in there, do research, read/watch testimonials, try it a bit, and figure it all out. What I learned, was this: Don’t force these things, if you aren’t in that spiritual place, mentally and physically. Don’t force a change upon yourself that your body might not be ready for, and consider unnatural. (Kundalini Energy is one of them. The dangers of that are murky and unknown, but it can lead to nerve damage? And other unpleasant physical reactions? Yeah, don’t force it.)

Do you know what some people, who have, for example, forced their Third Eye open, say? It’s really exciting, they feel as though they are at the right place, at the right time, more often, but some also report that they hear things and perhaps see things that they weren’t prepared to see. While some Gurus try to sugarcoat is as a gift, I don’t know how thrilled I’d be to start seeing spirits and having them come to me/talk at me.

Some Gurus say that opening up the Third Eye, opens up the entire cosmos/dimensions to you. That sounds, theoretically, fascinating. It also sounds terrifying.

Also, one other thing: There is not enough warnings attached to these practices, for people who might’ve accidentally stumbled upon these videos, articles, etc. to heed to. I like parsing things out and finding out all of the working parts to something, and for me, personally, the lack of information about these energies you activate that can possibly negatively affect you, makes me think it is perhaps wiser to stick to things that are easier to understand and that you have full control over; mentally, physically, and spiritually.

I have been wanting to post about this for a week, but really haven’t found the right way to say it, so that I don’t offend anyone who might practice this and feel no adverse affects. The certain lack of information about the entirety of the subject – Third Eye, Universal Sound Mantras and what have you – also suggests to me that the vast knowledge necessary to quantify and qualify it, is still in its infancy stages.

I just ask that you all keep your own safety, health, and well-being in mind, when you dabble with the unknown. I wish you all well, truly.

And, whilst I was writing this post, I remembered and searched through my copy of Wallace Wattles’ The Science of Getting Rich, and found this gem (the book covers faith, mind programming, and other wonderful information):

“Also, postpone your investigations into the occult. Do not dabble in theosophy, Spiritualism, or kindred studies. It is very likely that the dead still live, and are near; but if they are, let them alone; mind your own business.

Wherever the spirits of the dead may be, they have their own work to do, and their own problems to solve; and we have no right to interfere with them. We cannot help them, and it is very doubtful whether they can help us, or whether we have any right to trespass upon their time if they can. Let the dead and the hereafter alone, and solve your own problem; get rich.”

–Wallace Wattles, The Science of Getting Rich

And if you Google the book and author, you will find a free link to the book as the second link. I HIGHLY recommend reading it, dear readers. It is jam-packed with amazing and useful – life-changing – information that Wallace Wattles observed and wrote about in the early 1900s. It’s one of my go-to books, even to this day. Crazy, right?

I hope this information was helpful and interesting, at the very least, and helped you get a better understanding of the subjects. If anyone has any stories to share, perhaps of their own experiences, then please feel free to share. I really and truly want to understand everything that these subjects encompass, so that I can better help and inform people, in a more objective way. I love information, I love sharing what I know from personal experiences, endless researches (from scientific journals, published authors/researchers in those niches, etc.) and whatever else that might be available to me.

Love,

Ani

P.S. I do believe in spirits and what have you, so that’s why I feel it is important that people get better informed. I also wrote this especially for people who are new to Spirituality, Mysticism, Laws of the Universe, and anything else that might pertain to those categories – and they might be looking for an “easier” way of doing things or looking for shortcuts, without doing the research and taking their full well-being into account. It can be tempting and seductive to jump in without any prior experience and knowledge, I know.

P.P.S. I made my mind up two weeks ago to finally learn to play the piano (I have been wanting to since I was a child), and my mom called me to tell me that she saw a commercial for piano lessons locally, and that she already called the lady – who sounded nice and accommodating – and set me up with private lessons starting next week! My mom also happens to know this woman from childhood, and she was a wonderful piano player (received awards, etc.), and… once you figure these things out, you realize that coincidences don’t exist. You create EVERY, SINGLE THING.

Okay. So I had planned to go in a semi-specific order and put up a new segment/part of “Detoxing the Mind: Self-improvement made easy via readily available resources online” every few days, but… I got sidetracked. In a major way.

I was looking for a certain meditation video that dealt with explaining time suspension. Obviously, you know how it goes when you are looking for one thing on Youtube – ten minutes later, you’re looking at funny videos of kids saying this or that.

Well, I came across Dr. Pillai and his videos. In his videos, he goes into detail about universal scientific sounds, full body meditation where “light” travels through the body and into the universe, Vedic astrology, karma busting, etc. There is so much to cover, honestly. I have been spending a few days comparing and contrasting the things that I have learned from other religions and practices to what Dr. Pillai teaches, and it has been fascinating.

If the very thought of Astrology and celestial power – Quantum Physics plays a big role in this, scientifically – is too much for you right now, then it might be better for you to delve into this deeper when I have covered more of the groundwork. You can skim it, though! Nothing wrong with that.

All I know is, once I feel that I am done analyzing and parsing out the information, then I will continue. And just so that doesn’t sound too ominous and open-ended, it’ll probably take another two days, max.