Boy's Self Exploration
O.K., so I'm only **. I've looked in the mirror at
myself - naked - and I like what I see. I'm 5'10" tall,
well tanned, 135 pounds, pronounced muscles, smooth and
unblemished skin. Being sort of skinny, my bones show in some
places - you can easily see my ribs and the points of my hips.
My eyes are almost black in color and I have sandy blonde hair.
The rest of my body is hairless except for a small patch around
my cock which I like to keep trimmed. My nipples are medium
sized and pink, but they get hard and darker when I get turned
on, especially when I pinch and twistem. My butt is sort of
small, but firm and smooth. My asshole is pink and puckered like
most guys', and it's hairless too - My balls are large compared
with other guys I look at - they're full and hang down about 4"
from the base of my cock. I keep them smooth by shaving them
about once a week, too.
And my cock? My cock is 4" long when it's limp and it'll grow to
6" when I get excited. I'm circumsized. There are no ugly veins
that pop up when I get a hard-on - it stays pretty smooth and I
like that. And boy, can it get hard. All I have to do is stand
in front of my full length mirror and start to strip. It's hard
before I get my jockeys off. I guess because I like to see
myself naked and all, and because I know how to make myself feel
good when I get in the mood to have a session with myself and the
mirror.
I usually dress in a tee-shirt, no undershirt, jeans, socks, and
Reeboks. I wear a gold chain around my neck, too. My
underwear is always jockey briefs, but I wear different colors.
My favorite is yellow with white trim. They look the best on my
tanned body. I love to be tan, and I stay that way by laying
outside in the sun whenever I can. We have a pool in the
backyard that's surrounded by a privacy fence. Mom, Dad, and Sis
work so I can be outside in the nude when they're not home and no
one knows. So I don't have any pale area around my cock and my
butt - I've got an even tan ALL over. And it always feels great
to lay in the sun and let it shine so warm on my cock and balls.
Sometimes I'll get a hard-on just by feeling that warmth and
knowing that I'm naked just a few feet away from the neighbors.
It's like I've got a secret and it sort of excites me.
I started to explore my own body when I was twelve. I didn't
know why, but it really felt good when I rubbed my dick and
fondled my balls. I've come a long way in the last three years
to bring my self-exploration to be what I consider a fine art.
When I get in the mood I close and lock the door to my room so
Mom, Dad, or Sis can't come in by surprise. I'll turn on some
music and then turn on all the lights so it's nice and bright.
Then I walk in front of my mirror and just stand there for a
second. The Reeboks come off first, slowly, and then my socks.
I love to walk around in bare feet, especially around in the mud
in the backyard. I even soak a spot where there's alot of soft
dirt. It feels great to squish around there especially between my
toes. I like to see my bare feet poking out from underneath my
jeans too.
Then it's time to pull off my shirt - slowly, again - and toss it
out of the way. Then I stand there and check out my chest, my
abdomen, my waist, my bellybutton, and my back. I like what I
see. I'm pretty slender and I like to look at the wave my torso
makes. I like to see my flat ribbed stomach and how thin I am
when I turn sideways. I feel my dick start to grow. I rub my
hands over my chest and abdomen and I like to pinch my nipples
till they get all hard and pebbly. They get really sensitive and
they hurt sometimes, that really gets me turned-on! I like to
raise my arms and look a my armpits. They have a few dark hairs,
and I like to smell them, especially when they're sweaty.
Then I unfasten the button on my jeans and slowly pull down my
zipper. I don't wear a belt. Then I pull just one corner of my
jeans down a little to expose a little of the front of my
underwear. I hold this pose for a minute and I usually start
getting excited for real by now. Then I pull the other corner of
my jeans down so the whole front of my underwear is showing. My
right hand goes down to my bulge in my jockeys and I start to rub
it, especially the head. My cock gets harder with this action
and stretches my underwear out so it looks like a little tent
with my tent pole underneath. About this time I stop to let my
shaft cool off a little and relax. I notice some pre-cum juice
oozing through my underwear. I touch my finger to the drop and
pull it to my lips. A long string of clear liquid connects my
lips to the tip of my jockey-covered dick. My tongue detects a
salty, creamy presence.
Then I put my hands on my butt between my jeans and my underwear
so I can slide my jeans off. They drop to the floor around my
ankles and I step out of them and kick them out of the way. I
like the look of my bare legs, they're so smooth and long. I
don't have much hair on them yet. Now I'm standing there in just
my briefs. I can see more pre-cum juice has appeared on the
material at the tip of my cock. I taste it again. I take in a
deep breath to make my abdomen even flatter and to make my chest
more pronounced. I flex all my muscles and admire the poses I
make for myself.
Then I tease myself by inserting the index fingers of both hands
in the elastic waistband of my underwear and circle around my
waist and back. And finally, when I can't stand it anymore, I
slide my briefs from over my cock and my butt so they fall to my
feet. I step out of them and pick them up with my toes. I take
them in my hand and put them to my nose and take a long, deep
sniff. I decide I smell good and am proud of how clean I keep
myself. I throw them out of the way.
Sometimes I will take a few poloroids of myself in different
stages of my session, capturing different poses from different
angles in the mirror. I keep them in an album that I keep locked
in a drawer. I've got dozens of them that I like to go through
every once in awhile. I have showed my album to a friend or two
from school - guys only - who have started their own photo albums
like mine. We have contests to see who can come up with the most
interesting shots. We get together sometimes and take pictures of
each other, too. But that's for another story. Back to my
session.
My cock is now fully erect, and is standing almost straight up in
the air. I leave my mirror and walk to my bed, watching my dick
bob up and down as I walk and feeling my freed balls sway and
bounce against my thighs. I lay down on the bed with my head on
my pillow and do a semi-complete back rollover so that my feet
are on the headboard and my shaft is staring me in the face. I
am limber enough so that I can actually suck myself. This takes
practice and you have to do this often so that you can stay this
limber. And I do. I can get about half of my dick into my
mouth, but that's all. My balls hang down and touch my nose when
I go down on myself. I can taste my pre-cum juice real good now
and I suck my dick dry. I do this for only three or four minutes
because my neck starts to hurt and I don't want to cum yet
anyhow. I decide again that I taste good.
Now it's time to play with my asshole. I get off the bed and go
back to my mirror and lay down on the floor. My butt is right in
front of the mirror and my knees are drawn up to my chest. I
look down past my stomach and my dick into the mirror and I see
my hairless ass. I spread my cheeks to reveal my pink hole and I
get even more turned on. I spit a big glob of saliva onto my
fingers and rub it onto my asshole. Then I use my middle finger
to rub my spit all around its outside. I'm always amazed at how
soft it is. Then I poke my spit lubricated finger into my ass.
I go slowly so I cause no pain. I concentrate on relaxing my
butt hole muscle so my finger can go in easily. It's always nice
and warm in my butt. I work my finger around and around. I find
my prostate gland and massage it for a couple of minutes. This
really gets my pre-cum juice flowing and by the time I quit, I've
got clear liquid all over my abdomen. It glistens in the light.
I take my left hand and rub my balls and my cock while I massage
my prostate. I almost lose it at this point but stop before
cumming. I leave my finger in my ass and stand up. I move my
finger in and out, in and out until my wrist gets tired, then I
remove my finger and rub the pre-cum juice on my abdomen all over
my torso.
I'm lucky 'cause I've got my own bathroom as part of my own room.
I don't have to go out into the hall to use the john. I decide
that I have to take a piss. I let my dick relax so that it gets
soft. I go into my bathroom and lay down in the tub. I relax
some more. Pretty soon I feel the tension in my bladder increase
and I know I'm about to pee. I hold my cock so I can watch my
piss come out of its slit and I direct my pee to flow over my
stomach and my chest. I hold my dick up so that I'm peeing a one
foot fountain straight up and my pee comes down and soaks my
cock, my balls and my pubic hair. I feel it drip into the crack
of my ass and into the tub. It feels good and warm. I like to
piss on myself - it turns me on - and by the time I've emptied my
bladder I'm getting hard again. Then I stand up, flip on the
shower, and rinse myself off. I lather up in soap suds from neck
to toes and play with my dick with soapy hands for a few minutes
before a final rinse. Then I towel myself dry except for my
crotch. I get my hair dryer, plug it in and blow dry my pubes.
The warm air feels great on mycock, balls, and asshole.
By this time I want to cum so bad I can hardly stand it. It's
time to get my ass beads. I've got these beads that are only
about a half inch in diameter - five of 'em - on a string an inch
apart. The string is actually about two feet long, so the beads
are all toward one end. I get a tube of K.Y. Jelly from my
drawer and grease up those beads real good. I bend over and
insert all five beads up my ass. Now I stand up and I've got my
ass beads in place with the rest of the string hanging out of my
asshole. It feels terrific and my cock is throbbing in
anticipation of my orgasm.
Then I get an old newspaper from under my bed and spread it out
on the floor in front of my mirror so it covers about a five foot
length. I have a contest with myself to see how far I can shoot
my wad and I want to shoot as far as I can down the length of the
paper on the floor. My record is 4' 8".
Now it's finally time. I position myself at the edge of the
paper, grab the string coming out of my butt with my left hand,
grab my swollen dick with my right hand, and check out the scene
in the mirror. All is set. I begin to pump my rod, very slowly
at first. God, does it feel good! Then a little faster. My knees
begin to feel a little weak and I bend them a little. I pump a
little faster still. I let my mind settle on nothing but the
terrific feeling in my cock and balls. Now, after about two
minutes, I start beating my dick real fast. I'm gonna cum. I'm
gonna cum. I can't hold back any more. I feel my wad starting
to rise out of my balls. I pull the string out of my ass with a
quick, steady motion. I explode!
The first wave of my cum shoots like a geyser from my cock. Then
another, and another, and another, and still another. It seems
like it might not end - but then it finally does, and a few drops
of my jizsm fall onto my feet. I am weak, totally spent. My
tool begins to become soft. I am sweating all over. My skin
shines in the lights.
I look at my dick which is limp now. There is a final drop of my
cum that clings to its tip. I retrieve the white liquid onto my
index finger and bring it to my mouth. I taste it and it is
good. I am satisfied with my session.
After I regain my strength I go to the newspaper to measure my
shooting distance. It's 4'1" this time. Not a record, but not
bad, either. I wad up the newspaper in preparation for its being
carried to the garage garbage cans. I clean and put away my
beads and K.Y. Jelly and finally gather my clothes from around
the room. But I don't get dressed yet. I like being naked. I
like to look at my body, explore it inside and outside, and to
explore all its products.
I'm tired. I lay down on the bed for a short rest. I stare at
my cock nestled in my young brown pubic hair. I wonder what sort
of exploration I will do tomorrow. Maybe I'll have one of the
boys I mentioned earlier over tomorrow, we do what I did today
together alot, and they're really good friends!