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Friday, May 01, 2015

Ah... the sad tedious spectacle of it all. What an embarrassment it is cosmically to have achieved fame in this time zone. What an enduring sorrow to be rich and powerful in this time because... all three of these come at a lasting cost because all of these could have only been gained by a capitulation with the temporary powers of this age, which are assuredly satanic in composition, intention and action.

There's a boxing match on Saturday with the highest gate and profit line of all time. The cheapest seats are somewhere around 3800 dollars and ringside is 380,000 dollars. The cable TV price is 89 dollars. This is what you will pay to watch two scholars pound the shit out of each other. Celebrities are bragging about betting a quarter of a million dollars and some are betting millions according to claims made in the media. A bar showing the fight must pay around 5,000 dollars; lots of bread for a high end circus. They are saying there is an app called Periscope where people can stream the fight if they have it for nothing. Imagine someone who paid 380,000 for ringside with their cellphone working the scene. It's a little freaky. Would they throw someone out who paid that kind of money... or tell them to shut it off? These are crazy times. Give me that new time religion!

So many of us think ourselves to be smart, lucky or privileged because we climbed to the top of a pyrite plated garbage heap. So intoxicated are they that they do not notice the smell. They do not notice the atmosphere and they do not see the precarious perch of their position. They are upside down and backwards and we must be upside down and backwards to them; walking contrary to all the things they engage themselves in. What a pipe dream it all is and how quickly it goes away. Then the dreamers awaken in a desolate field, with no company but the most undesirable imaginable, besides of course, one another.

We might look at this sort of thing as being the sort of ignorance that manifests in primitive locations. In less than primitive locations we have sophisticated ignorance. The one certainty about ignorance is that it is not self informed. To be self informed is to be free of ignorance. This does not mean to be beyond delusion but it does mean that one can be conscious of their delusions, the same way that one might be aware that they are dreaming but not be awake. Some of us know that we are dreaming and the means by which one awakens is to adopt the attitude of someone underwater in a desperate search for oxygen. Believe me on this account. It is only with the proper intensity and consistency of purpose that one can acquire the means for awakening.

People are concerned about chemtrails and poisons in their food and water. They should be far more concerned about the dream dust that lands on their eyes and the poisons in their minds because unless this is dealt with, there is little hope of dealing with the other. The primary objective, it seems to me, is to discover what illusions one labors under and to also discover the methodology of escape from them. Until one accepts the certainty that they are being deceived on a regular basis, one has little chance of being in a position to counter this. You may be sure that those who think they are in control of our lives are employed at maintaining their advantage 24/7. They have the will, the means, the motive and the opportunity to do this and any fool can see, by simply looking around them, that this is so. Take a look at the world. Take a look at the world.

The reason that one is in a position to be deceived, is due to the truth that one has deceived themselves. This is the primary concern of anyone who is concerned to begin with. Until one is committed to exposing themselves to themselves, they will be the perpetual victim of their own creative machinations to continue to deceive themselves and by extension, everyone they come into contact with. This is how the so called elite maintain their seeming advantage over our lives. They are well aware of the human propensity for self deception and they take advantage of it to their extreme profit. Don't be a fucking tool!!! Do you not believe this to be true? Take a look around you.

It really does come down to your level of commitment. Half measures get inconsistent results and it is human nature to be inconsistent and why is that? It is because certain attractive energies are directed at specific centers in your being. There is a massive advertising campaign going on to draw your attention to the satisfaction of your appetites. It begins from the moment you are lifted out of your cradle and you crawl across the floor to the noise and imagery of the television. The motivation of television is to capture your attention and focus it upon the satisfaction of your appetites and this is achieved through endless product placement as well as dramas, comedies, thrillers and mysteries that are all composed of plot dances that display the interplay of people acting out upon their desires. These performances are always choreographed to focus the attention on pedestrian attractions. Certain subjects are generally excluded and when they are not, they are warped to give an erroneous picture of what is and what is not. This is the purpose of organized religion. This is the job of government. This is the objective of commerce. None of these have your best interests at heart and so long as you live in subjugation to the programming that any and all of them have conferred on you, it is just for that long that you will be living a life of quiet desperation.

It's not for everyone; this curious course of which I am speaking. Take a look around you. One of the first things that one must be prepared to accept is their aloneness. The truth is that we are always alone and the truth is that there are so many things that we must experience alone. Yes, some of us are born twins and some of us die in group circumstances. We often travel in crowds. This is not what I am talking about. That is also an illusion. Look at the stars in the sky and comprehend their message to you. One day you might well be one. A star is one that has rubbed continuously against the darkness of the manifest, until they have worn a hole in it. Limitless light shines everywhere beyond the darkness of this world. You would see it this very moment if it were not for your mind hosting the same darkness.

Our most consistent and continuing illusion is our perception of ourselves. We do not know who we are. If we had any idea of who we really are, we would not spend so much time demeaning ourselves in the pointless ad infinitum of the world's ongoing confinements. We have willingly imprisoned ourselves in a matrix of cycling madness, This is how Christianity morphed into “Onward Christian Soldiers.” This is how governments moved from freedom into tyranny. This is how commerce went from the fair exchange of goods and services for reasonable compensation, to a collective enslavement of hamsters on a treadmill, whose speed relentlessly increases until they run themselves to death. Take a look at the world around you.

It is a fact that most people spend 90% of everything they have saved on medical expenses in the last year of their lives. This is made possible by the promotion of bad food, bad living conditions, bad entertainments and bad drugs. However the worst of it is that ones faith in themselves is compromised by guilt and resentment, based on having lived an unexamined life.

It all comes back to the individual not knowing who and what they are. Their sense of self has been reduced to that of a vehicle in search of sensation and appetite fulfillment. They are bound to a wheel of fire. The fire does not burn clean so it generates a great deal of smoke.

I sincerely hope each and every one of you come upon that serendipitous epiphany that burns the scales away from the eyes that one might see how it is and what it is and what it is not.

I'll close today with a mention of Jeff Rense, who experienced an unfortunate car crash somewhere in Oregon where he lives. Apparently he is more or less okay and we wish him a speedy recovery. I don't know Jeff or his history well enough to understand him or his life. All I know is that for the most part we have always had a more or less gracious back and forth until fairly recently. The cause of my exile from his site remains a mystery to me and as such, I am not in a position to have an opinion on the matter. What I do know is that I bear him no ill will and wish him all the best insofar as that relates to the best of him.

End Transmission.......

Last weeks 1.5 hour radio and video broadcast will be up this Saturday sometime.

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The psychic weirdness that unremittingly, tries to keep me distracted, ( shouldn't let the nonsense in the internet news angry up my blood, & scare me..) got to remember that I have no idea how things are going to work out & need to focus more on self inquiry & your absolutely right about how half-assed attempts won't cut it.Like a complete idiot I wasted several months thinking I could relax, & no ill effects would occur by getting stoned on hash oil now & then, only to find that it really gets in the way & makes the world so very much "louder" & giving me a false sense on many things. It also seems to take forever to completely wear off after one has 'come down'...Given my previous experience as an alcoholic,( stopped 'practicing' over a decade ago,?perhaps replaced?) & dealings with a lot of spookier drugs over the years, you'd really think id known better.I guess it's onward & upward as I struggle with all those little personal demons hiding behind the various bits of 'pain'.Sometimes I even shock myself with own stupidity, bad, old, habits die hard I guess.... DreAmeoba

Bugger. I have done it again. I was just impressed to go look up 'hail' and realised what I have written at the end of my last post. I do not want to send hail upon Jesus and God (DOH). What I should more correctly say is blessings and gratitude for the guidance of my brother Jesus Christ, and all glory to our creator, who will not be confined by things as limiting as names, words, space, time, or any other construct Man tries to define and harness the Divine with, because you cannot contain that which is eternal and omnipotent.

The only means available to each of us to KNOW our creator is LOVE, which is why Jesus said, 'Do you see this woman? I came into your house. You did not give me any water for my feet, but she wet my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair. You did not give me a kiss but this woman, from the time I entered, has not stopped kissing my feet. You did not put oil on my head, but she has poured perfume on my feet. Therefore, I tell you, her many sins have been forgiven - for she loved much. But he who has been forgiven little loves little.' Luke (7:44-47).

It is for this reason that you must 'LOVE your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven.' (Matthew 5:44).

It is so hard to love those who harm us, but my experience is that people who do harm to others are driven by fear, so they are simply frightened. If we meet their fear with force it justifies their construct of a dangerous world where killing and harming others to survive is a necessity. I grew up with this very understanding. Changing over from fear to love is the hardest thing I have ever had to do, and I still struggle with it every day. I will continue to struggle with it until I have nailed it, or I am no longer.

If the fighting is ever going to cease than it has to start with each one of us.

Greatest love and affection to all those out there who are currently working for my demise. I forgive you for you know not what you do. I feel deep sorrow at the anguish and pain which fuels your anger and hatred towards my self and others. I pray our creator will lift this heavy burden from your shoulders so light and love can free you from your prison. God bless you.

This post in part explains why the longer I live, the less I understand the human race. (It also explains why I decided to switch species by joining The Holey Order of the Septum, and becoming a Nose. I always had it in me, and I started leaning in that direction at age 20, before that dude in Montana came up with the concept of the Holey Order. Man, if you ain't been snorfled, you ain't lived.)

It also explains why I disowned this realm ages ago, though when will it disown me?

Finally, how many of the world's problems can be solved by everyone throwing out their TeeVees? I've live quite well without one for over a couple of decades. In fact I find them an irritation when they're on in the same room with me.

It's no wonder addiction seems to equal life when our bodies were molded into a lifelong jones by forced feeding of sugar from birth. Until one realizes such, uploaded addiction jumps from one thing to the next in a circlular spin as lifetime goes down the drain. Since you didn't sign up for such torture it's not your fault!

It takes a split second to drop the crap. It takes a year to regain precious seconds of space you've habitually filled with what your body was programmed to percieve as life. This is not easy by any means, but all that's worth living for.

Those who can grow and process "hash oil" etc. . Are an insignificant minority. The vast majority of consumers of our soon to be latest corporatized addictive are willing to fund police state thuggery via taxation to ensure retail selection and continuous availability of lives gone to pot.

Śyāmasundara: He {Schopenhauer} says that this egoism, or this desire, is crushed through love and sympathy for others.

Prabhupāda: Yes. Without love, nothing can sustain. If I do not love Kṛṣṇa I cannot surrender. It is not possible. Just like a small child, he is naturally surrendered to the parents because there is love. The child loves also the parents. So without the basic principle of love, the more you love, the more the surrender is also perfect. Just like a small child, you slap the child, he's crying, yet crying also with the words, "Mommy, mommy, mommy, mommy," because there is love. Even in distress the child cannot forget. That is natural. Similarly, when you remain fully surrendered to the supreme will, either in distress or in happiness, that is your happiness. That is real happiness. This condition cannot be without love.