10:05 - 02-19-07blah #106
I slept most of VD away, and Clayton was out of town, so I didn't get to see him. Some days I'm ready to say fuckit, and move back to Madison, and other days I'm willing to ride it out, hoping things will get better. I don't know where I belong right now.

I'll be in Madison, Feb. 23 - Mar. 2, house sitting for Dawn and Peter. It'll be good to be back in their beautiful and loving home. I'm going to look for a job while I'm there. Maybe I'll move back, just for a year, let Clayton sort out his life. I love him, but we haven't done anything yet beyond just conversation, so I'm not "in love" with him, my heart is still open to other possibilities.

I did something that a lot of people do, only I seem to be the one getting caught for it. I uploaded nekky pics to Geocities, which is a no no, but like I said most people do it anyways. It's basically free webspace, who wouldn't take advantage of that?

old account: wander_lust_artist@yahoo.com

The one above doesn't exist anymore, it's gone forever, so delete it please.

NEW EMAIL: andrewluse@yahoo.com

Who knew that just my name would work? No numbers or anoying underscaores.

Btw, if you haven't received an email letting you know that my address has changed, it's because I'm an idiot, and I never kept a backup of my yahoo address book...and I only remember a few addies by heart.