Monthly Archives: October 2010

I wonder about this attachment thing I seem to have going on in my life. Well not seem, but have. Shortly after I started seeing my pdoc and before I started seeing my current t he told me that I … Continue reading →

As I sit in this office, our knees almost touching, I have this feeling that things are not quite real, something is wrong. This is not her, who is this stranger I am about to talk to? I shouldn’t be … Continue reading →

I walked into her office and sat down. She popped her head around the corner and asked me if I was lost inamaze and said she would be with me in just a moment. I was glad for that moment … Continue reading →

In my quest to try to sort out my confusing and conflicting thoughts about therapy, my attachment tissues and the abandoned feeling (which bugs me to no end) I decided to talk to another therapist about some of this stuff. … Continue reading →

My heart is pounding against my chest, so hard it feels like it might break through at any moment, pounding so strongly I can feel it beat in other areas of my body. It is racing so fast, like it … Continue reading →