Sorry. I am interfering.
They were idiots.
Did you want to got to hospital?
There most likely is some emergency mental health refuge where you can refer yourself.
Check out your local mental health trust website. They should have info about helplines
facilities.
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Yes, Star, please, don't try to do that again, try to talk to someone, if you find that hard to do, well, I guess you're in the right place. Let us know what is going on in your life so we can try to help you out more specifically.