Walking up the narrow doorway, hands shaking not in fear But out of compassion, that I hadn’t felt in years.We had drank and had our laughs,The smile you wore, hell I knew that we have had fun,You told me to hold me, oh so close.Your breath on my neck and my hands in yours,Wishing Id tell you how beautiful, How beautiful you really fucking are.To me.Yeah Me.To Me.Yeah Me.You were such a beauty to me.Carrying you towards a restless night in my arms wishing I had the words to say,That I think I want you to stay…with me.But empty promises, and broken bottles,Put me on my knees,My heart felt so heavy, not yet to be broken,Please dear, don’t do this again.I wish I had the words to say,I wish I had the chance to turn back time,I wish I’d never held you close,But I still wish I’d make you mine.Yes, mine.Seeing you smiling at me.As ruby red tongues gnaw out lies, and deceitIm stuck here kissing your feet,Mistakes were forgiven regrets were now made, the distance felt further than Mars.Phone call wars, are worse on the floor, of a night spent drunk here without you.Without you.Oh without you.Please dear lets start this again.I have my control, and I still love your soul,Im sorry we can’t speak again.Wiping your tears, after beer after beer,We’ll never have those days again, Goodbye.