It's hard being grown But it is worthe it. You have to do what you have to do to be grown. Even if you are working three jobs. That is whta Shayla is doing. She finally is doing what she should have been doing a long time ago. She is a waitree at Club 112, a file clerk at a cemetary, and does consulting for Ebay. It's alot for a 25 year old. The greta thing about it is that she is doing it al to get back in school so she can finish her degree in psychology. She can't wait to sink her teeth back into studying for exams and attending classes. She longs to wear her black gown and cap. To walk down the aisle to recieve the degree she always wanted. What a proud day that would be.
As she was getting dressed in the mirror in her bedroom, she knew that tonight was going to be busy. It was All-Star Weekend in Atlanta. It was crazy everywhere. Downtown Atlanta was close to being a diaster with the traffic. Shay was going to have to play it cool while driving. She wasn't sure about the Galant but she could manage. Dressed in all black attire head to toe, she's ready to for the night. She hits I-285 all the way to the club. Once there promptly at nine o'clock, she clocks in and speaks to her co-workers. one girl names tandy asked her, "You ready for toinght?" "As ready as I wil ever be. Why?" "Tandy said, "We will have a gang of celebrities here tonight. Mainly atheletes but still." Shayla said, "I know that Shaq and Carmelo are supposed to be coming through but they are the only ones I know about." Witha little excitement in her voice, Tandy told her, "And AI is suppose to be here as well!!! Yayy!!" Shayla got excited with her. She liked AI but not like Tandy. Tandy had followed every game he played and recorded every commercial he made. Tandy talked about how fine he truly was. "Girl, he will bring a tear to your eye!" Shay smiled at her. Even though things were moving slow, you could tell there was a buzz in the air. The people were starting to trickle in little bit by little bit. The people began charging at the door at eleven. The DJ crowed out that AI was to come through. Soon everybody was filling up the dance floor. Shayla was on the VIP level trying to make sure all ready for Carmelo, Shaq, and AI. Still, the DJ kept announcing that AI was coming. The first celebrity to show up was T.I. and his camp. Shayla and several other waitresses had to rush to their side of the VIP. There was an endless flow of Cognac, Grey Goose, and buckets of Cristal. And T.I. was the sweetest. He tipped the girls pretty well. The people were especially krunk tonight. Whenever she got a chance, Shayla was running to fill the orders of the people on the floor. The only thing she hated about working at the club was the weed smokers. They didn't have drunks like the other clubs did so the drinking wasn't a problem. The weed smoke often made her gag and slightly nauseated. She wished she could throw them out the club. It was all good though. She still had love as long as the money kept coming.

And finally The Answer arrives. Naturally, he is not by himself. He is rolling at least thirty or forty deep. VIP could barely contain them all. They were krunk but not rowdy. Just like T.I., there was the flow of the alcohol. Shayla was summoned by someone in the crew to bring an open bottle of Cristal. She went to the bar and Tandy and another waitress named Milan was there filling orders. Tandy and Milan both were squealing over how beautiful The Answer was. He had on an Army fatigue shirt with a cap to match with some black shorts that were a little big for him but yet they still fit him pretty good. With this ensemble, he had on Army fatigue low top crocodile-skinned Nike shoes. He was a beautiful sight to see. Shay has never really looked at him like this before. Even though he's slim, he has a wonderful body. Tandy said, "Girl, If I ever catch him by himself, I promise you, God as my witness, I will rape him!" Milan agreed, "That will make two of us because I am going to have to get mine in!" Shayla felt the same way inside. She has never seen Allen Iverson in person until tonight. She grabs her tray and headed towards AI's way. There was so many people that she has to keep saying "excuse me". When she was a couple of inches away from him, some chicks was standing in front and on the side of him. She kept asking them to move but they wouldn't. And before she could get to him, somebody tripped her. You could hear everybody yell "Ohhh!" Shayla was o embarassed and slightly wet up top. Cristal was on the floor, on her, and on The Answer's feet. Oh my God was all she could say. With all the southern charm she could muster up, she apologized. "Mr. Iverson, I am so sorry. Please forgive me. I apologize. I'm sorry." He shook his head and said, "It's okay. Just get me a towel so I can wipe my feet off." "No sir, I'll do it. I'll wipe your shoes off." She pulled a rag from her apron that had not gotten wet. Someone brought a some water and she gently doused the towel with water. She wiped his shoes clean for him. "Ma, you didn't have to do that. I could have done that myself." "I fell and the wine got on you so it is basically my fault. I feel guilty." "Seriously, baby, it' okay." Shayla still feeling embarassed obediently handed him the towel. She could hear some of the female making snide comments. A few laughed but none said anything loud enough to where AI could hear it. Shay was used to this. Especially when it came down to skinny chicks. Once finished, AI handed her the towel back. "Thank you." "Your welcome, sir." Collecting herself and the wasted wine, Shayla sprinted away as fast as she could.

Someone sent a guy over to clean up the mess which she was grateful for. Milan and Tandy asked her what happened to her when she got back to the bar. She told them the story. Milan said, "Girl, hell naw! We need to find out who did it and kick her tail out of the club!" "Yeah, man! That is not cool. That makes us look bad. I thought everybody in here was grown." Shay said, "So did I. But every now and again, you get proven wrong." "Girl......" "I'll be alright. Allen was very nice about it. The perfect gentleman." "Ahhh.....", the girls said. "Did he tip?" asked Milan. "No." "Ah, man! Maybe he will before he leaves," said Tandy. "Probably."
The club was closing and all the patrons were filing out to leave. All employees were quickly cleaning all dishes and cups rather rapidly. As Shayla was placing the dishes away, Allen caught her by the arm. She was startled at first. She didn't know what he wanted. She felt her heart thumping as he said, "Thank you for being so kind and showing me some southern hospitality." "Your wecome, sir." "What's with all the 'sir' stuff?" "Alright, Mr. Iverson." "Baby, stop. Only people in the media and the NBA call me Mr. Iverson. And even they use my nickname." Shay was blushing so red. Shay finally said, "Okay...Allen." "Okay now that 's better. Now for your tip." She was ready to pass out. He sat and wrote a check. Her fingers trembled. He took out the check and handed it to her. Shay felt tears well. She couldn't speak not even if she wanted to. AI saw the tears and said, "Your face says it all." He gave her a kiss and winked at her goodbye.

Shay woke up the next morning feeling like million bucks. And felt like she won a miilion bucks. It was ten o' clock in the morning and she knew she had to rush in order to get to the bank in time. She jumped up out the bed with a smile on her pretty round face. After a quick shower and putting her her hair in a pretty ponytail, she was out the door with keys and cell phone in hand. The first person she told about her gpood fortune of last night was her mother. She told her mother, "Mama, I was ready to pass out when he gave me the check. I could not talk at all. I cannot thank God enough." "I was just going to ask you that. 'Did you thank Him?'" Shayla laughed saying, "Yes, ma'am." Once she reached the bank, she hung up with her mother. The light warmth of the air made her tingle a little. She knew that the next semster she will be in school to finally finish her degree. She told the Lord to bless Allen one thousand times over. He didn't have to do it but he did. And it was more than enough to get the balance paid off. There was enough toget books and pay Shayla's mortage. God was indeed good. She presented the check to the teller. The teller asked her, "Girl, you met Allen 'The Answer' Iverson last night or something?" Shay just blushed and nodded her head yes. "Girl, was he fine?' "I can't even explain it. His sexiness is like oh my God. Fo' real." The girl just sat wide-eyed listening to Shay tell her story. She finally told her , "Girl, I would have raped him right where he stood. This is alot of money." "I know but God did this. I wasn't expecting it, especially after what happened." Once the check went through, she was told it would be available after four. God was so good. He helped her and her family. Thank you, Jesus. Thank.....you.....Jesus.

AI really felt like a big man. He blessed someone last night. She deserved it he thought as he gathered his children together to go out for the day's events. Run-and-Shoot Gym and the ESPN Zone got together to do something for the kids, teaching them how important it is to eat right and get proper exercise. Today was one of his better days. Time proved that things do get better. It hasn't been easy. There were days he would cry for weeks on end. Often stopping only when the kids came in to check on him. He could imagine what was going on in thier minds. Eventually, he knew he had to get himself together. If not for himself, at least for them. It's just that he thought it would never happen to him. But it did.

Well, his kids and his crew were on their way. Everybody was hyped up about what was going to happen. The stretch Hummers pull into the Run-and-Shoot and there was plenty of people in front awaiting them. Kind of brought a smile to his face. this was good for him. The place was packed full of kids who ran towards him. It did his heart good. Even his kids were greeted and welcomed by the children. He felt tears but wouldn't let them come up. There were a few photographers who took dozens of pictures. A news caster from FOX 5 asked him how je felt about the overall All-Star Weekend. AI said, "It's a beautiful thing, man! Everybody is showing love from all over the South. It's a chance to show the people what being an athelete is all about. It shows that wew like to have fun when we ain't woprking so....." Today is a good day. As the night approached, he allowed the kids to play a little longer and eat dinner there. They had an elaborate buffet for everyone to eat from. From the sweetest fruits to the crispiest salads, anyone can get their fill. AI sat and ate with his kids. This was the way that it should have been. But something was missing. He knew what it was. It was all too real. He asked Ty Gracie to watch his kids while he went to the bathroom. AI told the kids he would be right back. He ran to the bathroom as if in a hurry. Thankfully, there was no one in there. He found a clean stall. He shut the door behind him. He let the sobs come out. They were loud and sorrowful. "Oh God, Oh God..." he cried aloud. He groaned within himself. The pain was deep. Why did it happen to him? What did he do wrong? He sat on the seat rocking himself, crying.

Once again, she was getting ready for work at the club that night. She started wondering whether Allen would come back to the same club twice. Even though it was a silly wish , she kind of hoped he would. He has been more than a blessing to her. She wanted to thank him personally for his genorosity. AI was a real darling. She could feel herself getting all gooy inside every time she thought about him. He was such a sweetheart. And his hands were so soft. Shay never thought that a basketball player's hands would be so tender. Also that body was unbelievable. Especially for someone so small. As a big girl, Shayla knows that her and another big guy would not work. That would be a disaster from start to finish. She could date someone like Allen or if he didn't want a relationship, she could be his friend. Wait a minute. Why was she thinking about him like that? Shayla lloked in the mirror, shaking her head. "That's bad, Shay", she told herself. But she kept thinking about him. His personality, his looks, and the check he gave her. Wow, where was this coming from? It was the check she said to herself. Yeah, that's it. The Answer made you want to reach out and hold him. She guessed that he had that effect on women. She remembered how he grabbed her arm. She touched her arm in the same place. She could still feel his touch. What was he doing to her?

I don't want to give anything away right now. But it will be good. Trust me.

After getting the kids to sleep, AI was in need of getting out again. Allen suddenly felt a strong urge to go back to the club he went to the other night. Maybe he would see the young lady that he blessed. It would be nice to see her again. She was a very kind young lady. A little submissive but she was okay. AI thought about how she kept apologizing over and over again. He knew that she didn't mean it. She was kinda cute for a big girl. She wasn't huge or anything like that. She looked like a size eighteen or twenty. She was cute though. When all the crew in the strecth Hummer, Ty Gracie caught AI staring out into the bright night. Ty asked him, "What are you thinking about, man?" "Uh.....oh, nothing. Why?" "You're thinking about something or someone. I see it all in your face. What's on your mind?" "I'm cool, man, I'm cool. I just can't wait to get to the club is all." "Uh huh...what else?" "That's it." Ty has known AI or Chuck, as he sometimes calls him, ever since they were kids in Newport News, VA. He knew when something was on AI's mind. Ty kept wanting to know more so he asked a question that everybody had on thier minds. The Answer had the answer. Ty propped himself up like a psychiatrist in an office. He asked Allen, "So let me throw this question at you, Mr. Iverson. Why are we going to the same club that we went to last night?" "Another homie said aloud, "Yes, please explain that to us." AI was trying to think of something to say. The only thing that he could think of was "I like the atmosphere. The people were krunk and very loving. So I want to go back." Ty said, "It's a woman, ain't it?" "Uh...what.....wha.....excuse me?!" The homies started saying, "Yep, it's a woman!" "I knew it! I knew it!" "My man back in the game!" "She better be fine I know that." With a slight smirk on his face, he turned his head back to the window.

Same club, different night. Some of the same patrons and some different. The atmosphere was sort of funny. It was like things were moving fast and slow. The time was slipping away while it seemed the people were being extremely laid back. They would dacne and get drinks but....something was going on. "What is this?" thought Shayla. She asked Tand y and Milanabout how they felt. They both felt the same way she did. But when it seemed things wouldn't change, The Answer arrives. Everybody and everything jumped up. Everything acame alive. He literally brought life to the place. Milan, Tandy, and Shayla sat and stared at The Answer. Oh, Lord. Whay was he doing this to them? He had on a white tee with a wife beater underneath. Blue denim jeans with white-on-white Air Force ones making him look good enough to eat. Shayla had to break her trance. He did something to her and she knew it. He was not going to be easy to shake off. She made up in her mind that she was going online to find out more about him. He was something else. She wanted to know more about this basketbale player. Shay knew it would be a snowball's chance in hell before he actually sat and told her about himself. The internet would have to do for now. She made glances at him whenever she made her rounds. She would see him grab the hands of the young ladies and dance with them. He took pictures, gave hugs, and blew kisses. She just felt tingly all over.

Have you ever felt someone was watching you? I mean their eyes are right on you. AI knew someone was literally watching him. He tried not to show it, He didin't want his homeboys to say anything. He just went with the flow. Someone was watching him though. He wondered if that waitress was there. It would be nice to see her again he thought to himself. And just when he thought about her, he saw her. She was there, filling orders. She glanced up at him and he motioned for her to come to him. Once she was free, she ran up to VIP. He actually wrapped his arms around her and squeezed. Shay was in heaven. He smelled so good. "How are you, baby?" "I'm fine, Allen. And you?" "I'm doing great. I'm glad to see you." Bewildered Shayla asked, "You are?" "Yeah, you were very kind to me last night. Kind of never forgot you." "Oh," she said turning crimson. "You were worried about me? Me?" "I was thinking about you. I hope that what I gave you helped." "More than you will ever know. I pray that God blesses you one thousand times. You are basically a blessing all by yourself." He had a smile on his beautiful face. He still held her which surprised her as she squeezed her. He asked her, "Do you have a phone number I can get from you?" Shayla's mouth dropped. Did Allen Iverson.....The Answer.......AI.......ask for her number? Shock was not the rword to describe how she was feeling. "Hello," he said as he leaned in closer to her. Stuttering she said, "Ye...ye....yes, I...I....dddo." "Okay, " he said giggling. "What it is?" She gave it to him. He put the number in his phone. AI said, "I never got your name. What's your name?" "Shayla." "Cute name for a cute girl." Shay wanted to run somewhere and hide. "Thank you." "Why are you so shy?" "I just am. I was raised this way." "I see. I am going to break that though." His friends were in awe. She wasn't his type. Not Chuck. not AI. They thought he didn't date girls like that. Or does he? What was going on with him? Ty and the crew promised to get to the bottom of it as soon as he was done.

"So can I call you when I get home?" "Sure. Whatever you want." Shay knew her homegirls nor her mother would believe her. This was a dream. It had to be. Allen understood the words that were coming out of his mouth but his subconscious couldn't keep up with his mouth. He really didn't understand what he was doing. Deep down on the inside, he liked what he was feeling. It was wonderful for Shay. The club was closing soon but her feet couldn't move. AI put a slight smile on his face. "Do you want me to let you go?" Rigid she said, "Not really." "But the club is getting ready to close and I know they are wondering where you are." She hadn't thought about that. "Well, I better get back to work then." "I'll be here before you leave." "Okay,"she chimed. He loosened his grip on her so she could go back to work. AI smiled and brushed his finger across her lips as she slowly walked away. Shayla felt like she was walking on clouds or pillows. Tandy and Milan were both going out of their minds when they saw her. Tandy stopped her. Shayla had a stark look on her face. Milan said, "What he'd say, girl? What he'd say?" Shay couldn't talk. All she could do was look. "My God, she's in shock. Look at her, Tandy." "Her eyes are glazed." They helped her back to the bar.

Before they locked the doors of the club, Shayla was walking out through the back where her car was. When she was a couple of feet away from her car, she felt a tap on her shoulder. She turned only to see Allen's face. "Told you I'll be still be here." Shay's legs almost gave away. "I see. I wasn't thinking when I parked back here that this was the way that you came in and the way you would leave." There goes the goose bumps and the tingling sensations. Allen saw that she was not very well balanced so he offered to help her to her car. She wiggled all the way. "Why are you so nervous?" he asked. "I don't kn......I just.......um.......it's you." His eyes widened a little. "Me?" "Yes." "Why me?" "It's just he fact that it's you. Allen Iverson." "A nice young man can't help a young lady out?" "Sure. I just never thought someone like you would do what you have already done. You're so nice." He bent his head a little and gently kicked the gravel. He said, "Ah, shucks. I try to be nice." Feeling a little more comforatble she said, "That's good. We need more like you in the world." "I'm not sure about that but I accept that compliment." That made her smile. He glances over at his crew. He finally decided that it was time to go. "Well, I have to go now. I will cal you when I get back to Philly. I promise." "I believe you and I will be waiting." "Okay, Goodnight, baby." "Goodnight, Allen." He hugged her tight and kissed her on the cheek goodnight." He said, "Hmm" as he walked away with her hands slipping out of his. Shay was going to sleep good tonight.

"What in the world is going on, Chuck?" said ty. AI just looked at him. Another homeboy said, "You have lost your mind?! You don't even give girls like that a second glance! What has gotten into you?!" Allen just ignored their questions but sat intentively. The questions were coming from all four corners. Chuck sat listening and ignoring. It was not going to try and explain what he had done. All he knew knows is that something kept pushing him to talk to her. He has never felt anything like that before. He was initially not going to date again. What happened almost a year and a half ago made him came to that decision. He did not want to be hurt again. He was not going to make the same mistake twice. He knows what he did in his younger days. He quit that and was forgiven for doing those things. But he didn't know that it will start a trend. He didn't want it to end but he had no choice. It was totally and completely out of his hands. The couseling had already been done. It just wasn't meant to be. And he had to accept it. It's natural tol took. But he suddenly felt like it was going to lift. Something was getting ready to jump of.

I will add more later. I am so glad that my story is well recieved. Thank God, I joined this site.

"Mama, I promise you. I felt my heart in my fingers!" Concerned her mother told her, "Sha-Sha, be careful. He might have gotten your number but you don't know what his motives are. Don't get your hopes up." She knew she was right. "I will be careful, mama." "that's my baby." Shay knew she was right but it didn't kill the excitement. Even though it was Allen Iverson, she still had to be careful of Allen iverson. Some might say that he could possibly be playing her. Others would say that she needed to see where the road would lead her. The former she had been already been through. She had gotten use to it but only lately has it really stung. She's had her share of guys yet at the same time she's only had one serious relationship in her life. That guy turned out to be a real jerk. if you don't want someone, just tell them. It may or may not be easy. Still do the right thing anyway. Well, here it is Saturday. the day of paying bills. It made her feel good to be able to do for herself. For a little while she was unable to do that. Jesus stepped in and made a way out of no way. He's been good. Now with the money Allen gave her she could quit one of her jobs. She wasn't sure about which one. She didn't want to quit 112 because that's where she met Allen and also Tandy and Milan were there. Ebay paid well enough to keep up with her home expanses. So it will have to be the job at the cemetary. They were good to her yet she still had to go to school. Pastor said that this will be a year that they would never forget. God has totally sent the confirmation.

Shay sat in her car writing out a check to Georgia Power. It was the last bill to pay that day. Suddenly, her phone rang. She saw a number she did not recognize. She answered it anyway. "Hello?" "hey, it's me. AI." Her mouth dropped again. "Allen....I thought you weren't going to call me until you got home." "I didn't feel like waiting. Surprised?" "Very." It was happening but she didn't believe it. "So what made you want to call me again? You're not tired from last night?" "A little but I can sleep on the plane. I just wanted to hear your voice." Hear her voice? He just met her two days ago! What is really going on? This is the wierdest thing that has ever happened to her. "Allen...." "What? What I do?" "I mean I just wasn't expecting you to call so soon." Shay was counting the moments that he did. "Well, I called sooner. I think that you could be someone really sweet." "Aww, Allen, you're about to make me cry." "Well, it's true. You are, baby." "Aww..." Someone called out to AI in the background. He told her, "Shay..." He remembered her name. "Let me call you back. Okay?" Okay, I'll be here." "Alright, baby." "Bye." "Byyeee," she sang. Shay walked into the Georgia Power building with a smile on her face. She was practically glowing. She kept thinking, as her transaction went through, he actually called. Sooner than she thought. She found out that he was a man of his word. She flet so lighty. Once again, this felt like a dream. And she wasn't sure if she wasnted to wake up.

Back at the Ritz-Carlton Hotel on the 57th floor, Chuck was on the phone while getting the kids dressed. He was having a conversation with his manager. They were discussing what their next move will be for his record label and his Crossover projects. While they were talking, AI felt like he was back in high school. He mat a pretty young girl that he was unusually attracted to. He could not wait to get off the phone with his manager. He wanted to talk to Shay again. When he was finally off the phone, he laid back on the bed. He looked up into the ceiling. The kids were in their cousins' room playing and everybody else went to the rec room downstairs. They decided to leave Atlanta Sunday night. They enjoyed All-Star Weekend and were not easy to leave. As Chuck stared at the ceiling, he slapped himself. Why was he acting like this? He was bugging out. This girl already had him wrapped around her finger. What was it about this girl that he was drawn to? He just met her! He took his phone off the charger and dialed her number. Thank God she picked up. "Hello?" "Heyy..." "Hi, Allen," she said happily. "What are you doing?" "Nothing now. I just got in and I also just finished eating." "What did you eat?" "I had a chicken salad and some water." "That's it?" "Yeah, that's it." "Are you sure?" "Hmmm." "Let's go out to eat." "Huh?" "Yeah, let's go out tonight. It will be late but still." "You're taking me out?" "Yeah." She was puzzled. "Why?" "Because I want to eat and get to know you better." Her heart was racing and he could hear it. Chuck knew that she was shaking like a leaf. "You're not nervous, are you?" "I have to admit. I am nervous. I'm shaking." He knew it. "Girl, look, I'm going to have to get you out of that! Why are you nervous?" "I just am." "Well, look. I'm not going to hurt you. I just want to get to know you. I already like you." He heard the phone drop. This girl was a mess.

"Shay," he called into the phone. Once she got herself together, she answered, "Yes, Allen?" "You okay over there?" "Yeah, I'm fine. I just dropped the phone." "I heard." that embarassed her. "I'm sorry." "Don't apologize. You didn't do anything wrong. Now tell me where do you live?" "You know Atlanta?" "Yeah, I know Atlanta pretty good. My favorite parts are Decatur and College Park." "I live in College Park. Off of Old National Highway. " "Past the 20 Grand Club?" "You do know Atlanta!" He smiled and said, "Yes." "I live in a house in a subdivision on Bethsaida Road." He had a homeboy that used to live over there. "What's the house number?" "1776. My house is in the midlle of the kodazak. I have lights in the front yard so you will know it's me." "I got you. I should be at your house within the next hour." "Okay. I'll be waiting for your arrival." "Alright. And Shayla...." "Yes?" "I do look forward to seeing you again." She felt like she could fly away. "I look forward to seeing you again, Allen." "Alright, boo. I'll be there." "Okay. Bye-bye." "Bye." Once the phone was back on the charger, Chuck jumped up and said, "Daddy's got a hot date tonight!"

What was she going to wear? What do you wear on a date with Allen Iverson who could possibly be the next Michael Jordan? What do you wear? Shayla was all up in her walk-in closet. She was trying to find something simple yet sexy. She found a pair of BabyPhat jeans she hasn't worn yet and a pink napkin cut style shirt. She found a pair of pink tennis shoe high heels to go with it. She saw that it was cute and made her look how she wanted. As for her hair, she let it fall over her shoulder length hair with slick curls on the ends. She quickly picked out some jewelry and rushed back downstairs. Little Nicka, her miniture German Shephard, was just as excited as she was. She twirled in the air as her owner rushed to make sure everything was in place. Shay has never had a date with a NBA star before. This is so exciting. He actually wanted to take her out for a late dinner. Wow, this was cool. She was trying to make sure she didn't say anything that would hurt him. Especially about him being single again. She could only imagine what he was still going through. But she knew all too well it was like bieng dumped. She made herself a promise to not bring it up. Finally, she was all ready. She sat on the love seat that was in front of the window, looking out every so often. Shay felt a little hot so she grabbed a cranberry juice out of the fridge and waited. Nicka sat and looked at her. She sniffed Shay to see what she smelled like. She smelled like Wink. The butterflies were flying as she waited for Allen. She hoped he didn't get lost. She could hear her Big Ben clock ticking. Tick, tock, tick, tock.

As he was walking out of his children's room, his phone rang. "Hello?" "Where are my children?" "Call them on my phone in the room." "Why aren't they with you?" "Because where I am going they can't go." "Why?" It was hard getting use to this. "Because I said so. I'm their father." "i know that. Who are they with?" He gritted his teeth. "They are with their cousins. just call the room. You know the number." "Why aren't they with you?" "Taw...what do you want? Seriously?" "I just want to know where my kids are. I want to talk to them." "You know where they are! Just call the room!" "You going to meet some ho ain't you?! That's why you trying to get off the phone with me! You betta not ha...." "Bye, Tee!" His steps were a little quicker. He hated that she does that. She does these thing to spite him. One part of him hates that they are no longer together. Another part is glad that it is over. Chuck is still dealing with the 'why' of it all. After everything was over, he vowed to never let anyone have his heart again. He had a feeling all of that was getting ready to change.
Chuck's homeboys asked him where he was headed. he told them that he was on his way to Raheem's old neighborhood. "You going to see that chick, ain't you?" "Why do you care?" "Because Raheem lives in Lithonia and not College Park. What's going on, A?" Chuck opens the car door and stares at his homies. "Nothing is going on. I just want to get out." "You are out. Man, look, let us go with you. I know you are still dealing with the divorce." AI shot old dude look that could have killed him. He hated that word. "I'm going alone. Y'all go where you want. I'll be fine. You know your way around the city. I'll holla when I get back." "Chuck...." "I'll be back." AI drove off in the Expedition. He understood that they careed but he ahd to do what was best for him. He needed to see what else was out there. Yes, he was still going through the emotional process of the.......'separation'. But he was ready to move on. As he drove down I-85 south, he strated thinking about his life before now. He entered the league in 1996. He got a chance to play against one of his idols, Michael Jordan. He met Dr. J. He marreied his high school sweetheart whom he already had two kids by at the time. He was named MVP six times. Been over seas doing interviews and playing in the Olympics. He lead a great life in spite of the difficulties. No, everything wasn't always all good but he has a great life. Two other great milestones were the births of his son Isaiah and his daughter Messiah. AI hated the fact that he had to be a baby daddy now. There was no choice in the matter though. It hurt bad but even he knew some people were not meant to be together. No matter how long they have been together.

Chuck eases down old national watching all the cars passing him. People of the south usually have the flyest rides. The Impalas sitting on twenty-twos. The tricked out Hondas and Hyundais. Everybody was either going to 20 Grand, the Ritz, or Frozen Palace. He even saw Pastor Troy in his infamous Ford F650. He wanted to honk at him and greet him but Chuck didn't want to draw any attention to himself so he kept it moving. Once past 20 Grand, he knew hew was getting closer to Shay. Now he was getting butterflies. He wondered what she looked like outside of her work clothes. His mouthbegan to salivate a little. He pulled into her street. He saw the lights up ahead of him. Her house was a cute one story home that was big enough to be a two story. He saw her sitting in the window. He cut off the car and walked up to her door. He had on a Phat Farm jogging suit that was red, white, and blue with the shoes and headband to match. He pressed the doorbell. She opened the door with a shy smile. She tried to hide behind the door. "Hey, girl! Come off behind the door. I wanna see you." She presented herself to him. Damn he thought. She was a bombshell. She had a pair of beautiful lips and hips. He really liked the way she looked. That hair that fell over her shoulders, her sparkling eyes. She was altogether lovely. And he really liked her breasts which he figured in his mind was a forty-four DDD. "Baby, you look good." "Thank you, Allen. You're beautiful as always." "Thank you, baby. Damn, girl, turn around for me. I want to see the rest of you." She turned for him. Now he was looking at her butt. Shay felt his eyes burning onto her booty. "Damn, damn, damn, damn, damn, damn!!" said Allen. She could not understand how excited he was. Allen told her, "I'm go bite you before it's over with tonight. s***, baby. She was gorgeous. Allen finally asked, "You ready?" "Yes, I just have to get my jacket." She turned to get her jacket off the rack that was behind the door. He helped her get it on. He grabbed her hand but turned to look at her one more time. He looked at her, kissed her cheek, told the dog to be good, looked back at Shayla and said, "Damn."

My God he thought to himelf. She was a beautiful sight. He never thought she could go from plain jane to sexy. Man, did she know what she did to him? AI kept looking at her. As they headed towards the Hard Rock Cafe, he held her hand. Shayla felt warm all over. "You are so beautiful," said Allen. "Thank you. You're so kind." "You don't know what you are doing to me right now." She kind of laughed at him. "What am I doing to you? Is it bad?" "Oh naw, it ain't bad at all." AI had to adjust himself a little. "I'm glad that I was able to make you feel good." "Hell yeah, thank you." AI couldn't beleive he was acting like this. He was really cutting up tonight. And it was all her fault. She did it, not him. He was alright until he saw her. Yep, it's her fault. Hers. They arrived at the Hard Rock Cafe one hour before closing. Allen helped Shayla out of the SUV. He could not keep himself from wrapping his arms around her vuloputous body. He smelled her and said, "Lord, you smell good. What is that?" "It's called Wink." "You need to wear it for me every time you see me from now on, okay?" "That I will do." As he graced the doors of the restuarant, he was well recieved with enthusiasm. Every host came out of all areas of the resturant. Shay knew to hide the fact that he was holding her hand. She tried to let go but he would not budge. He hid her hand behind him. Once seated by a private window booth, they are given their menus and they ordered their drinks. Shayla was apparenty over overjoyed to just be in his prsence. AI looked at her and embraced her hand. "Do you like this place?" "This is my first time here." "Really?" "Yes but I hear that it is great place." He was looking at her curiously. He asked her, "Shay, honey, what do you do for a living other than waitressing?" "Well, I do consulting for Ebay..." "Okay." "....and also I am a file clerk at a cemetary." When Allen heard that, his face went blank. "A cemetary?" "Yes but they treat me well." "A cemetary?" "I needed the money," she said. "A cemetary though? A place where they put the dead?" "I was kind of scared at first but I got over it. The dead won't hurt you; it's the living we need to be scared of," she said with that shy smile of hers. "That's true but a cemetary?" Their conversation continue well past closing time. They laughed and shared. They talked about each others lives. They discussed everything from their favorite foods to the war in Iraq. Once they were able to pull themselves away from the restuarant, both needed to go home. As AI pulled into her driveway, he stopped the car and stared at her as he had been all night. "I had a great time tonight, Allen. It was fun." "I had a great time, too. I want to have more with you." "I'll make all the time I can, Allen. Just let me know." "I'm already glad that I met you." Those fat cheeks of hers turned red. What was beginning to happen?

This past All-Star Weekend was a weekend that Shayla nor Allen would forget. Most exclusively for Shayla. For the next several weeks, Allen and her talked on the phone every chance he got. Basketball season was over with but he was gearing up for his Celebrity Softball Classic. He tried to get her to come down but she could not make it. "Why not? I know that you don't have any bills to pay." "I have to work." "Shay, take some time off." "I can't they won't let me." "Give me your manager's number and I'll talk to him." "Allen...." "Trust me, give me their number." For some odd reason, she gave him the number. He actually spoke to the manager of Club 112. He spoke to a man named Vincent. He put her on three way so she could hear the conversation that was going. AI explained to Vincent that he wanted Shayla to help him with the preliminaries for the game. Vincent said taht she could go and sked if he needed any other employees of his. AI declined and said that he just wanted Shayla's company. Shay did not know what to say about Vincent's approval and Allen's confidence. After expressing his appreciation towards Allen, Allen gave his thanks. She told him, "You were amazing." "Thank you. So now you can come with and be with me." "I have to get my airline ticket to.....where are you now?" "DC." "Okay, I'll get on getting my ticket there." "I can send you a ticket." "Oh, no, I got it." "You sure?" "I'm positive. Thank you though, Allen."

She shopped around for the best round trip ticket to DC. Once she found it, She informed her parents that she would be leaving. She and her mother lived in Atlanta while her dad lived in Columbus, GA. Her mother cautioned her to be careful and watchful. Shay told her she would and asked her to pray for her while she was gone. Her dad was a different story. Shay had to lie to him and tell him that she was going on a business trip for Ebay. Her father still sees her as a baby. The girl is twenty-five and she still has to lie like she was in high school. It was sad but it was her life. She could tell her mother the truth but she had to lie to her father. Sad. As she got her things together, she wandered where she would visit first. The White House? The Pentagon? Allen told her to book a hotel and he would pick up the tab. She was so grateful to him. She said that she would find an affordable hotel somewhere. He insisted that she get a room at the Marriot Marquis or the Hilton. She just said okay and did what he said. Little Nicka looked at her frantically. She was trying to figure out where was Shaygoing and why was she leaving her. Shay's brother was going to keep watch over her house. Daniel was a sweetheart. She wanted to bring him but he had band camp at his high school. Daniel was alright with his driving, too. He could use her car as long as gas was kept in it. Her flight was set to take off at nine the next day. Shay was scared. Not so much of being on an airplane but just going to see Allen this way. This was all new to her.

Going to see a man who lived in another state. He didn't live in DC but it was the fact that he wanted where he was. It made her feel special. One night he called and told her flat out that he missed her. She felt tears come to her eyes. And she replied the same to him. She did miss him. She missed his smile, his touch, his gentleness, his kindness, his everything. Maybe this could be for real. Maybe this was not a dream after all. It was very real. It was happening. How long has it been since she has felt this way. It has been a couple of years. She just couldn't find anyone who was qualified to be with her. She has met guys who turned out to be stalkers, crazies, and lunatics. There was this one guy she met while trying to get on the Marta to go home. This is why she is glad that she finally had her own wheels. The guy saw her walking towards the train station and he stopped her. He spoke politely to her. He asked her what her name was. After she told him, he started telling her how pretty she was. She appreciated the compliments. But then he started saying things like, "Just from talking to you, I think I have found the one I want to spend the rest of my life with." Shay was like "whoa." And suddenly, he started using phrases like "us", "we", "you and I", "me and you" and so on. This man was obviously off his rocker. He started saying things like "when we get our house", "when we get married", "I want kids with you", and the one she thought was truly hilarious was when Delirious said, "I'm a make you love me." She had to laugh at that. When she was finally able to get away from him, she called everyone that would she thought would listen to her story of the day.

It is six o' clock in the morning. Shayla was trying to make sure that she had everything was packed. This disturbed little Nicka. Nicka got so nervous that she had to be let out to pee in the yard. Daniel was downstairs on the couch half eating and half sleeping. He had to be at band camp at ten himself. As she was putting the finishing touhes on her hair, she thought about how Allen looked while sleeping. He probably looke dlike an angel. He was a darling. Shay wondered about his friends being there. She's never really met his friends except at the club the night her and Allen met. SHe really wanted to make a good impression on him and them. It was time to go. Daniel helped her with her luggage as Nicka whimpered at them both. "Come on, Nicka," said Daniel. Nicka whinced and snickered at them. She ran in the house as Daniel ran in front. Once she was in the inside, he quickly locked the door so she wouldn't run out. Shay shook her head at Daniel who was cheesing from ear to ear. They were driving along Old National when Daniel asked, "You scared?" "Not really." "This is your first time on a plane and you're not scared?" "There's the anticipation of getting on the plane but there is something else." "Allen." "Yeah." Her brother knew her well. "Look, if he really likes you, he will do all he can to make you comfortable." "You're right. You're right." They pull into the Hartsfield-Jackson Airport. They stop at the Drop off/Pick up area. The luggage is pulled out from the back. Shay kisses Daniel goodbye abd tell him to take care of the dog. She ventures into the airport lobby. She looked lost even though she knew where she was going. Shay checked her luggage. Afterward, she went to Concourse B to get to her plane. Staring straight ahead. She was at the point of no return. There was not turning back now. The cell phone was in her hand. She gave Allen a ring before she boarded the plane. "Hey, Shay." "Hey, Allen." "You scared, aren't you?" "I can't help it, Allen," she whined. "Shay, have I been good to you so far?" "Yes." "Have I hurt you?" "No." 'Do you think that I ever will?" "No," she said lovingly. "So guess what? You have nothing to be scared of. Everything is okay. Alright, baby?" 'Okay. I should be at the airport in an hour." "See you then, Boo." "Okay, Allen. See you then." Shay felt better. She accepted the fact he wanted her and obviously wanted to be with her. "Open up, Sha-Sha. This is for real and it's happening to you."

Nine fifteen in the morning. He overslept fifteen minutes. It was okay though. Shay's plane didn't land until ten so he was still good. His kids were at their mom's house. That was hard. He wasn't use to this. It was hard listening to the silence. No laughter, no clanging of dishes, no one rushing upstairs to wake him up. He kept reminding himself that it was for the best. The best for the kids and the best for Allen. When he was in the shower, he noticed he was doing something other than the obvious. He was humming. He hasn't done that in a while. It was a sign to him saying that he was getting better. His situation was changing. The true lights of his life was his children. And Shay was becoming another light. She was really becoming apart of him. He missed her terribly. AI thought about her constantly. He wondered about what she was doing, who she was seeing and talking to, and was she thinking about him. He was doing all of the above with her. AI fet in his heart that he could possibly love. He knew he was smitten. He just didn't think it would happen this fast. He was in the Bentley and on his way to the airport to pick up Shayla. He turned on the radio. He absentmindly turned to an old school station. The song that was on was The Temptations' "Just My Imagination". There were some old school songs he did like. This was one of them. he bobbed his head as the song played. He even sung a little of it. As he was singing, he felt a smile come across his face. He was happy. He was really happy. He knew he would be holding Shay in his arms. Just to touch her again would make his whole weekend. And she was just a few minutes away.

Allen pulled into the Drop Off/Pick up with his face and body glowing. Shay was only inches away from him. He literally ran and picked Shay up off the ground. Her presence almost made him want to cry. Shay didn't think he would react like this. Even though she was happy to see him, too, with his frame she never thought he could pick her up. Whe he finally put her down, Allen did something neither one of them expected. He kissed her. Allen Iverson kissed Shayla. It wasn't a short one either. It was long, passionate and had alot of tongue. "I missed you, baby." "I missed you, too, Allen," she said with her legs wobbling. She felt light as a feather. this was heaven. She tried tpo staring at him but she couldn't. Allen Iverson had kissed her. his famous mouth kissed hers. How many girls could say that? "You ready to go?" "Yeah, sure." He kissed her one last time and put her luggage into the Bentley. On their way back to his apartment, Allen held her hand and kissed it in between lights. One time, he kissed her again. She loved it when he kissed her. His lips were soft and tender. Allen is a great kisser. They pulled into the apartment building in the heart of DC. It was like Atlanta only a little bit bigger. Allen felt like he hit a new plateau. This was the first time he had someone to his private hideout. Allen carried a suitcase for her. He opened the door of his apartment for her. he placed her bags in his bedroom for her. Wait....her bags were in his bedroom? What was this? What was going on here? Did he want her to stay? AI looked at Shay. "Shay, do you want to stay with me?" She said, "What?" "Do you want to stay with me? I have plenty of room." "Oh my God..." He walked over to her. She was standing by the door with her hands on her mouth. "Shay, baby, stay with me." What could she say? No?

The sun shone bright in DC. It was beautiful at ninety degrees. Chuck, Deuce, Shay and the Cru Thik crew were having lunch at an Up The Creek restuarant. This was Shay's first time meeting Chuck's son. He was a cutie pie. Some of his friends stole glances at her. She never looked at was of course AI and Deuce. One of his homeboys named Kison looked as if he wanted to tase her. Shay was still trying to get use to that. She only spoke when spoken to. Whenever Allen made a joke, she would laugh and smile. When it was time for them to go to the stadium, everyone left their tips for the waiters and waitresses. Allen grabbed Shay's hand and Deuce was in tow. From the burning in the back of her, she knew that they had to be having a fit. They never said anything to AI and she prayed that they didn't. Shay felt better once they were in the car. Deuce asked Shay when his dad was in the trunk of the car, "Do you like my dad?" The mind of a child she thought. "Yes, I am quite fond of him." "Fond?" "Hmmm." "What's that?" "That word means to like alot or have a great appreciation for." "Oh, I see now." He was adorable. Allen got in the car and they were finally ready to go. Allen naturally couldn't keep his hands to himself. Deuce got a chance to see his daddy kiss his new found friend.

Last year on March 11 I took my boyfriend to a sixers game. It was his birthday and he always said he wanted courtside seats so i tried to make his dream come true. I got them for him and i put his name up on the arean vision and all that fun stuff. They played the Charlotte Bobcats. They were the only tickets i could really afford at the time. I went to go get us a waterice and I was coming down the steps. I had to wait for the play to stop because i didnt wanna walk in front of people so they couldnt see. As i was walking to my seat Allen was standing right there. Of course i was starin hard as hell (probably lookin like an idiot) but then he gave me that little wassup nod. Then the security guard told me to keep walkin. It might be something stupid and small but it meant a lot to me!

The Cru Thik arrives at Chase Field. AI's Bentley is in the middle of the convoy. Everybody parked in the designated spots for them. AI's famous friends were already on the field warming up. Some fans had already seated themselves. He didn't want them to see him just yet. Being the gentleman that he is, he opened Shay's door for her. When he got her outside the car, he leaned her against the car and kissed her. Thank God Deuce didn't look this time. AI looked dinto Shay's eyes. "I have missed you so much. I miss everything about you." What could she say? "Allen, I can't even explain how I feel about you. I miss in your prsence. I've missed you so much." "Then show me." Ty saw this and got sick to his stomach. For some reason, he did not like Shayla. After kissing for the thousandth time, they walked to the dugout where AI's friends were. Allen held her hand without any shame or insecurity. He was proud of her. He wanted to show here off to anybody he knew. LeBron James asked him, "Is that you right there?" "of course." LeBron shook his head in approval as Allen watched her talk to his son. "She's mine," said Allen. Vince Carter and Jerry Stackhouse were giving their approval of Shay. Jerry said that he's always like a girl with a little meat on her bones. Vince was mainly looking at her butt. AI told him,"Hey, watch that.....I mean....don't watch that. That's mine." All three had a good laugh. AI grabbed Shay and told her to wait on the first row behind the dugout. He ahd a security guard show her the way. Deuce stayed behind with his dad. Just before showtime, his cell chirped. "Hello?" "Where's my son?" "Hold on. Deuce, your mama wants you." He gave Deuce the phone. He was not going to let her ruin his weekend. Shay was here and so was his son so it was all good. He just wished that she had of let Tiaura, Isaiah, and Messiah come. He knew that she did it just to piss him off.

He went to check on Shay."Baby, you comfortable?" "Yes, I am. You look a little flushed. Are you alright?" "Yeah, I'm alright," he says hugging her. Deuce comes out and says, "Mama wants to talk to you, Dad." AI kisses Shay and takes the phone. Deuce and Shay share popcorn and have drinks together. It is almost five minutes before showtime. "What you want, Tee?" "You better take care of my son. He's my baby." "Don't I always?" "I'm just warning you, Allen. I don't want my kids around your hoes." "You know what? I have a game to run. So I am ending this conversation before it gets any worse. So just let me talk to my other children and I'll get out of your way." She stubbornly hands the phone to other children. Allen speaks to Tiaura and Isaiah. Messiah is just a few months old but he talks to her. Tiaura told him that she was smiling and grinning on the phone. "Daddy, I miss you." "I miss you, too, Daddy," said Isaiah. "I miss you all, too. I will see you tonight. I promise." "Da Da," said Messiah. AI was reaqdy to burst into sobs. "I love you all." "I bet you do." He bit his tongue. "I'll have him home before it's too late." "See to it that you do." He hung up the phone. He straighten his back and rolled his neck. "Don't let her do it, man. Don't let her do it," he told himself. The announcer called out the players one by one. Dwayne Wade, Vince Carter, Tim McBrady, Tim Duncan, Larry Hughes, Kyshon Johnson, Kevin Garnett...........and finally The Answer. The cheering fans lifted his spirit. He ran around the stadium with one finger in the air. His signature move. He was saying God is, was, and will be forever all. He looked at Shay, blew her a kiss, and laid his hand on his heart. Blushing she did the same.

This day had been wonderful. She got a chance to see Allen and Deuce play. They were wonderful players. Deuce made a homerun. Everybody was cheering and clapping. Allen picked him up and hugged him. He was so proud of him. All of his friends were pulling pranks on him. Allen poured ice down Larry Hughes' back when he wasn't looking. In turn Larry went and got a keg of Gatorade to pour on him. It only left the both of them wet and laughing. Even Deuce joined in the festivities. Once Allen was tying his shorts in the front, all the females in the stands saw his abs and stomach. They went wild. Females were whistling and yelling. AI just smiled. But a chant were started by Shay. She said, "Take it off, AI, take it off!!" Every female joined in. And AI gave the wanted strip tease for the girls. He shook his little hips and shook his little booty. Mr. Thompson, his old college coach, did not know what to say about that charade he put on. LeBron James was doing all he could to get him to stop especially when he tried to drop his shorts. Everybody that was male ran to the middle fo the field to stop him. It was a great game. WHen they were walking back to the car, Ty asked AI if he was going to party with them thst night, he said he would and that he had to dropp off Deuce at his mothers's house. Also, he said that he was bringing Shayla with him. Ty locked his jaws but just said okay. Allen sensed that something was wrong; he kept it moving. As they were driving down the highway, he told Shay, "I need to take Deuce home so I need to take you to the apartment." "Okay. I have no problem with that." "It won't be like this always." "I understand. It's oaky." "Alright." Shay didn't have any kids yet she understood the circumstances. Allen hated it all. Starting over with someone new and different was great. It was just the fact that Tawanna was not making it easy. The kids and him were the injured party not her. It hurt him to leave her at the apartment by herself. It hurt worst when he saw his kids at the door. It was not suppose to be like this. He hated leaving them there with her so he stayed untill all four were asleep. Tee has an attitude bu that was okay. Shay was at home waiting for him. He was learning what the good life really was.

Things were changing. They were changing but the atmosphere around Allen and Shay was growing stiff. Naturally, Allen wanted to be with Shay more as well as she wanted to be with him. She knew she was way past infactution. She was falling in love ans was falling hard. She had to force herself not to call him all the time. Her cell phone and hom phone bills were through the roof. She started buying phone cards to cut the bills. Her childhood friends, Michelle and LaTonya, understood how she was feeling. They were in awe when she told the how they met. LaTonya told her, "Girl, I wish I could have gone that night. I didn't have anybody to watch my kids." "I had to work late at the hospital. I know it was some fine niggas there taht night," said Michelle. Shay told them that there was. But the only one she had eyes for was Allen. She told them one night beofre she was to leave for the club that she was falling in love with Allen. They both told her that most guys that are famous like him are not usually faithful. LaTonya told her to take things slow with him. "It has been only been two months right? Didn't y'all meet in April?" "Yeah." "Yeah because All Star Weekend was in April," said Michelle. Shay told them that his Softball Classic was in early June. LaTonya told her again that she still needed to slow down. Michelle told her, "I know that you really like him alot, Shay. But this whole thing of staying with someone who you have only seen on TV and in person a few times is a bit fast, Shay." "I was scared at first but I thought, you know, that he would hurt me. He's so sweet." LaTonya said, Did y'all do anything, Shay? Because I mean....." "Naw, we just kissed. We slept in the same bed but didn't do anything but kiss." "Yeah, right," said LaTonya and Michelle. "We didn't! Even though I did feel something on me from time to time. Like one night before I came home, we were in bed taking a nap and my back was to him. I kept feeling something rub my behind. At first I thought it was his hand but his hand was around me. And I knew then." Now that was funny.

Allen was back home in Philly in his office, thinking about Shayla. He knew he ahd fallen for her. Yet he was afraid that he was moving too fast. They shared a bed together even though nothing happened. Not saying he didn't want anything to happen. Just being near her put him in wanting. He didn't want to rush anything though. He wanted to wait a while. Maybe he was moving too fast. Maybe he was smothering her. How did she really feel about him? He wanted to call her but he knew that she was at school. That was another thing. He did not like the fact she was so far away. She couldn't be around him. He needed to have her around him. As soon as school was over, he knew that she could be with him more. But he didn't want to smother her either. This was hard. He was so deep in thought that he jumped when the phone rung. "Hello?" "Wassup, man?" "What it is, dawg?" He took a deep breath. "There's something I want to talk to you about," said Ty. "What do you want to talk about?" "You and Shay." "Ah." Allen thinks he knows what's coming. "I see how you are with her. And you seem to really, really like her." "I do." "It has been a long time since you have been in a relationship." "Yes, it has." "But do you think you are taking this too fast?" "How so?" "When she came up for the Softball Classic, you were all over her." "Of course." "'You were calling her 'baby'." "Naturally." "You tongue-kissed the hell out of her." "I like the way she taste." That made Ty shutter and Allen knew it. "Chuck, the girl spent the night with you at your apartment. Did you even clear everything at the hotel she was suppose to stay at?" "Yeah, I did. I felt better with her beside me." "Chuck....." "Yeah?" "Slow down. you going too fast." "You don't understand how she makes me feel." "Dude, you have been through a very bitter div..." "Don't say it." "Separation then! Look, Chuck, you need to explore other women. Don't get stuck on just her." "I understand how you feel but it's omething dofferent about her. I want to be with her." "Oh, Lord..."

Thank God she did not have to work tonight. Shay was dog tired from school. She had to study for her Educational and Learning Psychology classes. It was what she had missed though. It was all she has ever longed for. She wanted to get her Bachelor's in psychology from CAU so she could move on. SHe was sitting in her office doing her homework while at the same time thinking about how Allen would feel about her going to work in her field. This thought suggested a call. "Hello?" "Hi, Allen," she said sweetly. "Hey, Boo Boo, what's up?" "I wanted to ask you something." "What?" "What do you think of me becoming a psychologist?" "It's nice but I prefer that you stay home with me." "Why?" "Because I want you around me." "Aww, honey." "I need you, girl." "I understand." "I don't think you do." Shay was confused. "Why don't I understand?" Propping himself up in the bed. he says, "Shay, I have been thinking alot about us lately." "So have I." "I really love it when we talk. I love it when you are around. I love being near you." "Allen, I have to admit something." "Yes...." "Being with you has literally changed my life. I lay down at night and I see you in my dreams. I pray for you and the kids all the time. I'll be in the club, filling orders, and I'll be praying that Tiaura, Deuce, Isaiah and Messiah are doing okay." What he wouldn't give to hold her right now. "You've made so happy, Allen. I want to tell you...." At the same time they both said, "I love you." "you love me, Allen?" "I do, baby. Do you love me?" "Yes. Yes, I do. I love you, Allen." "I love you, Shay. Oh my God, I need you now. I need to get on a plane. I need you." "Allen, Baby..." "Say it again." "Baby." "Girl, I am catching the next plane to Atlanta. In the next hour and a half, you better be at Hartsfield-Jackson airport. You hear me, woman?" "Yes, I love you." "I love you." "I love you." Allen ran around the bedroom, finding luggage and throwing clothes in it. He called his kids and told them where he was going. He told them he loved them and he would be back. As he walked out of the door, he set the alarm. His limo driver set his things in the trunk. He was finally on his way. He thought as they were zooming down the street, "You love her, Allen. You really love her."

He loved her. Allen Iverson loved Shayla. She has not felt like this in years. She was in love. It was something that could not be denied. The thing that she has prayed for has finally come into fruition. As she was getting ready to go to the airport, Shay thought over how he has changed her life. First by giving her the check which helped her get back in school. Then just by being a man of his word and being who he really was. He was so kind to her. So gentle. He was complimenting her, telling her how beautiful she was. he often told her that he was lucky to have found her. She was starting to choke up and he hadn't gotten there yet. Shay was also trembling. He made her feel like a teenager again. It was thirty minutes before he was suppose to land. She couldn't wait until he came home. Home? He was coming home? Her house was becoming his home. There was nothing like love. Cruising down Sullivan Road she that he would be landing, awaiting to hold her again. She was looking forward to his embrace. Her legs wobbled as she approached the Drop Off/Pick Up at Hartsfield-Jackson. She stopped the car, got out to go to the Arrivals area. If he saw how nervous she was, he would always ask, "why are you nervous?" Shay saw that a plane from Philadelphia had just landed. That was it. He was coming. She felt it. Her flesh quivered, her spine tingled, and her hair stood on end. She had to litereally hold herself together. Then she saw a pair of blue jean shorts and a white tee shirt with Biggie's face on it. That slim build and his beautiful face came up the escalator. Her heart was now in her throat. He ran to her and picked her up like he did in DC.

Their souls came together as one. They both felt the attachment mate as they embraced each other. It was hard for Allen to loosen his hold on her as it was for her. Shay stared into his eyes. She knew that he was the one that she had been praying for. God was a good God. He was it. She kissed him. It was like magic. her body felt different. It was as if she was morphing into a new person. Allen was in love with her and no one could tell her otherwise. "Let's go home, baby," said Allen. Once they were in the car, they rode off into the moonlight. They never noticed that a flash bulb went off as they rode off.

Shay and Allen arrive at her home. Their home now. Nicka was too happy to see Shay. Shay petted her while ALlen brought in his other luggage. Nicka saw him and went to sniffing him. "She just wants to smell you." "I see," he said as little Nicka sniffed his crotch. He told her, "No, no. That's for mommy." Shay laughed. "Let me take your things in my room." "Have you eaten yet?" "Not really." Walking into the bedroom behind her, "What do you mean 'not really'?" This is gorgeous!" Her room was draped in a gray stucco decor from the drapes to the nightstands. The bedroom suit is gray with granite tops and gold handles on the dresser, nightstands, and amoire. The bed was a queen size so they both could fit. "This is a big beautiful room. We'll need the space. Ain't that right, Nicka?" Nicka ran to him so he could pet her. "I'm glad you like my room, she said putting his clothes away. "It's beautiful. But back to you eating, what did you eat?" "I just had some chicken fettuccini with a salad but I couldn't eat it all." "Why not?" "I just haven't had the appetite that I usually have." "Why is that?" Sitting down next to him she says,"Ever since you have come along, alot about me has changed or shifted. I don't eat as much as I usually do. I can't even sleep without thinking about you or praying for you and the kids. I believe you have filled a spot that I or nothing else could." "You think about me that much?" "I do." Allen placed Nicka on the floor and she ran out. He shut the door behind her. Shay's hands were getting sweaty. He walked over to Shay, pulling off his hat. He put his arms around her kissed her like a caring lover should.

He pulls Shay up a little further on the bed, still kissing her. Shay told him, "Allen, I'm scared. I'm not sure if I'm ready for this." "You're ready, boo. Don't be scared." he touched her breast as he kissed her neck, making her whimper. She felt him beneath her. He placed more of himself on her. "That's all you, baby. That's all you," he told her. He pulled off her shirt, then pants and under garments but she stops him. He tells her,"Shay, I love you. I would never do anything to hurt you. I just want to love you." Shay lifted his shirt off his body. She nervously undid his shorts, sliding them and his boxers down. Once all clothes were removed, he loved and hugged every part of her. She caressed his muscles and suckled at his most tender places. But there was something about his hands. Shay loved his hands. They are strong, soft, and tender. She licked and sucked his fingers. Allen couldn't take it any more. He pulled her close and melted within her.
A marriage happened that night. Not the one where you walk down the isle and exchange rings. But a covenant was made last night. The love they have for each other tied them together. Shayla's soul now became intertwined with Allen's. This was what love felt like. Real love. Allen Iverson loved Shayla Lauren. Who would have guessed? She never dreamed that someone like him would even give her the time of day. Who would have thought that Shay, the shy girl in school who had only a few friends and only one boyfriend in her whole life, would be with a NBA All-Star athelete. These past few months have been wonderful. It had been a year and a half for Allen. For Shay, it had been six years. The one she has wanted in her was finally here. She woke up the next morning with Allen still in her arms. They were wrapped up in the covers. Allen looked like an angel while he slept. Just beautiful. She brushed the nape of his back while he slept. He moved his head a little. Her angel. She couldn't do anything but fall back to sleep.

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When Shay woke up again, she smelled breakfast. She didn't know that Allen could cook. Soon she heard footsteps. Allen comes around the corner with a tray full of food. Shay couldn't believe her eyes. "Aww, honey. Sweetheart......" "Good morning, baby." They kissed. "Baby, you didn't have to do this. Oh my God...." "I knew you would be hungry so I got up and cooked. You're almost a vegetarian. You hardly have any meats." "I thought about my health. I'm trying to get healthy. I want to be around for you and the kids." "I love you, Shay." "I love you, Allen." Allen made her stop kissing him and shoved some eggs and turkey in her mouth. "When you finish eating, you can have me." Shayla ate everything on her plate. She gulped down the fresh squeezed orange juice. Allen had a slight smile on his face. "Slow down, Boo. Chew your food." She slowed down some while looking embarassed. Finally, she put the cup down with the sheet still wrapped around her nakeness. Allen was chomping with taht smirk of his. Shay sat patiently. Playing with her, he licked grapes as he held them in the air. She knew what he was doing. She tried to take away the tray but he grabbed it too fast. Allen laughed at her while she shook her head. "I'm going to take a shower now. You keep eating, honey." "I will," laughed Allen. She put on her robe and walked into the bathroom. With the bathroom door left open, Allen was able to walk in. When he finished eating, he walked into the bathroom. She had a glass door on her shower. Now he was salivating, just looking at her. She stood there cleansing her body. He removed his shorts because that was all he had on. He slid back the door door. Kem's "I can't stop loving you" was playing on the radio in the spacious bathroom. That's how they both felt about each other. Allen turned Shayla around and loved her until the water ran cold.
After pawing at each other and dressing themselves finally they went downtown for lunch. AI drove the Galant but didn't like the way it felt. "Boo, I'm going to get you a new car." "You can't have to do that." "I want to. Baby, this car has just about had it." "She's been good to me. I've had her for a while now." "I understand, baby but you have put too much in her." "Over four thousand dollars worth." He touched her face. "You see? I'm going to get you something nice. You're my baby." "Allen, how many times have I told you 'I love you'?" "About six thousand times ." "Well, here is number six thousand and one. I love you." There in the back of the Galant, the couple was abliviously to a car that was trailing them. The car stayed a couple of cars behind just to keep from being suspicious. They knew that if they got a picture of Allen with his new girlfriend, it would be worth thousands. But if he ever saw them, it would be hell to pay.

The loving couple arrives at Houston's on Veteran's Parkway. He hated to do this but he had to. "Shay, we are going to need a back table. We can't be seen in public just yet." "Okay." 'You go in first, get the table, and say you are expecting someone. Got it?" "Got it." "I'll be in right after in about ten minutes." "Okay." Shay does as she is told. Allen saw the cars back about two miles. He saw one of the cars pass the restuarant. He looked around where he was parked. He didn't see the other cars in the parking lot. He eased out with the keys in his hand. He knew he had to get ther the car he wanted her to have today. it's going to have to be ditched. He checks in with the host and he leads him to Shayla. She smiled at him with a peach tea and water waiting for him. "Is everything okay?" "Yeah. But we do have to talk about your car." "What? What's wrong with her?" "Nothing but it has to be ditched." The waiter came back to take their orders. Allen had the barbecued shrimp with the rice pilaf while Shayla had the Teriyaki chicken with pan fried rice. Allen looked Shay in the eye while holding her hadn, "Shay, it won't be like this always. We might have to do this from time to time. I don't like it but it's my life." "And I accept it. I'll go with you all the way until the end. It's going to be alright."
Meanwhile, the photographers are lost. They lost Allen and his girlfriend.

Y'all stay tuned. It is about to get real deep. Some folks are going to get jealous. I mean real jealous. And some friendships are going to deplete. Stay tuned, my babies.

One of them phoned the main car that had the lead on them. "Dammit, we lost them!" "What do you mean you lost them? How did you lose them?" "We lost them in the damn traffic! We thought we saw them make a turn but that was a white chick and two kids in the back." "s***.....We have to find them. That picture is worth twenty thousands dollars." "We'll keep a look out."
The Cru Thik crew was in the studio, recording a couple of trackss for a new artist that just got on the label. Kison and Ty were in the back conference room not only taking a break but talking about about Chuck's present "situation". "Man, I don't know what in the hell is wrong with my boy, man." "I don't understand, man. There was a time when Chuck wouldn't give females like that a second look." "That's what I am saying! What does this chick got that he has become hooked on? Dude, Kison, did you see your man all on that girl ass, man?" "I wanted to take a brick and bust her ass in the face with it. I just can't get use to him being with her." "I told him 'you need to explore other women'. He can do better; he just don't want to." "She's not bad looking or anything, it's just that I don't want him with her." What a conversation. These are the very men who grew up with Allen.

He has been in Atlanta for three days now. he can't leave her alone. He feels lost without her already. They have not been together that long at all. Just a few months. Neither has felt a love like this before. It felt good being loved and in love again. One day while Shay was in his lap, his cell phone was ringing off the hook. When he got a chance, he checked his messages. They were all from the Cru Thik crew. Why were they calling so much? With Shay downstairs getting things cleaned up before they left for thevening, he answered the Crew's call. "Yo, CHuck, where you been, man?" "I just been hanging out in Atlanta with my girl." "Your girl?" "Yeah. She's making plans to come up to see the kids soon." "Are you serious?" "Yeah." "How long have you been down there? have you talked to the kids?" "Everyday." "Chuck....what the hell is going on?" "I'm in love." "You're what?" "I'm in love. Like Beyonce is with Jay-Hova. I love her, dawg." "Since when?" "Since she came up for the Softball game. She loves me and my kids." "How do you know that?" "I know it in my heart and soul. She loves me." Frustrated his homeboy said, "We'll call you back." They both hung up the phone. Shay was standing in the doorway smiling. "You ready, baby?" "Yeah, let's go." In the garage, there sat a brand new 2005 Lincoln Navigator. paid in full, compliments of Allen Iverson. And she got it in her favorite colors which is black and gold. She told him, "Thank you, again. You didn't have to get this car or truck you could say, for me. I am so grateful." "Anytime, baby, anytime. I want to do things for you." "I have to get you something in return though." "You've already given me that." Shay blushed because she knew what he was talking about. "Come on. Let's go see mama and head for the party."

Hey y'all. I wanted to say I am sorry for dating the Navigator in the last post. I apologize.

Allen stared Stockbridge down. He has never seen this city on this side of Atlanta. It was pretty nice and some beautiful old buildings. She told him, "My mom's house is right down this street." There were beautiful homes displayed throughout the street. Delicately trimmed yards with children playing in the yards. As they drove down the street, the houses were spaced a little further apart. Her mother's home was straight ahead of them. Shay's mother's house was much like hers, only in brick. Allen asked Shay quickly, "What's your mom's name?" "Diane'." "Her last name?" "Lauren. She never remarried after my dad left." "Okay. Ms. Lauren. Got it." Shayla grinned. They got out of the car and before they could approach the doors she was at it. Ms. Lauren reached for Allen's hand with asmile. They greeted each other pleasantly. Allen noticed how Shayla looked like her mother. Even though Diane' was in her mid-forties, she looked like she could be in her twenties. They all came into home where Daniel was waiting with other relatives. Naturally when everyone saw Shay they loved on her but when Allen walked in......whoa baby. Everybody ran to hug him and shake his hand. Shay and her mama could do nothing but laugh. Her uncles were asking for season tickets. Her brother was asking for money. Her cousins just wanted to just be around him while staring at his jewelry down. Shay's grandmother, Mrs. Lucille Holder, took her by the hand and lead her by the hand into the kitchen, the meeting place of all black families. Grandmama told her, "He's a handsome young man." "Thank you, mama." "What does he do for a living?" Grandmama don't watch basketball. "He plays for the Philadelphia 76ers as a point guard and defense as well." "76ers? That's baseball or basketball?" "Basketball." "Oh, okay. How much does he make?" "Millions...." "Praise the Lord. Thank you, Jesus." "His last deal I believe was seventy-six million from who was that? Reebok?" "Wow....thank you, Jesus." "Yeah, he's a sweetie." "Does he have any children?" "He has four." Grandmama just shook her head. "How old are they?" "10, 7, 2, and the youngest is a few months old. I'm not sure I have to ask him about that." Grandmama got quiet again.

Allen was a big hit with the family. Everybody loved him, of course. Shay thinks that her Grandmama may like him. She's not sure yet. It will take a minute. They ate a little bit at mama's house but now they were headed to the party at Ludacris' house. This was exciting. He was taking her places that she has only dreamed about. He wanted her beside him. He's been in Atlanta almost a week and he has yet to go to the bathroom without her. He calls the kids everyday; those babies are his medicine. They are his literal reason for living. His veryexistence. Shay never thought she would live the life that she is living right now. She didn't know how to get to Luda's house so Allen drove. The sky was setting into a blue and pink painting. Stars were slowly showing their beautiful sparkle. This was perfect. Who could ask for more? Shay wished they were in a box Chevy that way she could be closer to him. But holding his hand would have to do.

That is the end of Chpater 5. Here is the beginning of Chapter 6.

Allen and Shay had so much fun at Luda's house. Everybody was there. David Banner, D4L, Pastor Troy, Nate Dogg, Ciara, trina, and even Jermaine Dupri & Da Brat was there. And all the players of the Atlanta Falcons made their presence known. It was a real interesting night. People were shocked when Allen came by hisself but with a lady on his arm. Luda told him, "This is new for you, man. You only bringing a beautiful, young lady with you?" Allen told him, "I'm only down here to visit her. This is Shayla." Luda greeted Shay with a hug and kiss. A waitress brought over champagne glasses for them. It was a Red Light party with nothing but a redlight in the rooms except the kitchen. Allen had her hand in almost a death grip. All eyes were surely on him. Allen was sitting on a couch with his arm around Shay. He was talking with Fat Joe when Da Brat met his eyes. He looked at her. She looked at him. They both kept it moving. Fat Joe asked him when Shay was talking to another lady, "That you right there?" "Yeah, that's me." "That's something different." "Oh, it is. Trust me." "I believe you," said Joe looking Shay over. "She fine, dawg." taht is the first compliment he has ever heard on Shay. "Thanks, man." it was something else. Ludacris had big girls for strippers as well as the regular strippers. Pastor Troy and Mike Vick were picking big women off the floor. Ludacris pretty much molested one of each of the strippers. Shay hid behind the laughing Allen in order to protect herself from the guys. She stayed close to Allen the whole night because she knew already Da Brat did not like her. Oh, what a night.

He had to go. He hated it but he had to go. Some day there will be no more separation. They will be together all the time. He felt like crying as he packed. She will be in Philly soon. He knew that but it still didn't ease the pain of leaving her. He held her for long periods of time the day that he was suppose to leave. "I don't want to leave you, baby." "I don't want you to leave but you have to. The children need you." "I know. I'll miss you." "I'll miss you, too, Allen." The walk to the garage was a long one. Getting in the the car made Shay nausated. The drive to the airport was tearful. Allen actually got out of the seatbelt ans nearly sat in Shay's lap. Shay thought that they might crash with him in her lap. She had to keep wiping her face because of the tears. Allen had to tell her not to cry. They would see each other again when she comes to see him and the kids. Finally at the concourse, Allen and Shay kiss for a while before the final call. Some people were whispering and pointing at them. But then came the sound of feet pounding the floor. Allen knew it was time to leave. "I love you, Shay." "I love you, Allen." "Look," he said hearing the feet get closer. "I'll call you when I get home. You duck and dodge to get out of here. But be careful." "I will. I love you." "I love you, too. Now go. I'll call you when I get home." They kiss amd she sprints away as he enters the concourse. She takes a back route to get back to her truck. She sees the paparazzi still trying to get pictures of Allen. She jumps in the truck and sped off.

Hey y'all. I am not sure about how many chapters there will be but I know that I won't make it not longer than 20. I am glad y'all love my story. Also, I am thinking about publishing it. Here is the updates.

Shayla decided to go to a Baskins Robbins to get her mind off Allen leaving. She went into one and saw Da Brat. Shay didn't think she would remember her but she did. Shay looked at the ice cream as Da Brat slid up beside her. Da Brat asked her quietly, "You AI's girl?" She answered, "Yes, I am." Da Brat looked always to order her ice cream. Shay suddenly had a change of taste. Da Brat turned to tell Shay, "Be careful to not get your heart broke. All that glitters ain't gold. Remember that." She walked out of the ice cream shop. Shayla sat at a table while the customers got their ice cream. What Brat said unnerved her bit. This was the second time she had been warned about him. Yet, she still trusted him. This was the best relationship she had been in. It had been so long since someone has come to love her totally. He held her, he nurtured her, and he......he.....he unshamedly made love to her. She loved him and everything that came with him. He's done nothing to make her not trust him. He would never hurt her. Never. Shay got herself together and walked out of the store. Brat was wrong. She had to be. Wasn't she?

LaTonya and Michelle went to an Atlanta Hotboyz show with some of their cousins Yolanda, DeShawn, Tesheena, and Reese. They were sitting down sipping drinks, eating chicken wongs and talking about Shay. "What do y'all think of AI and Shay?" "I think it's cute to see them together," said DeShawn. I think they moving too fast," said LaTonya. Now that was one thing everybody agreed on. "She is moving too fast," said Reese. "How long had Shay been out of relationship before she got with Allen?" "Six years," replied LaTonya and Michelle. Yolanda stated, "That is a long time. Maybe that is why has rushed into another relationship. She's been out the game a minute." "I mean Allen is fine and everything but think about it. he's an NBA All Star who lives in another state. Also, he was once married and has four children." "Tonya, sometimes things happen, " said Tesheena. "I know but look at the circumstances. His," said LaTonya. "Tonya, I have two kids just like you do and you know how hard it is to find someone who can talk to and possibly have a relationship. I think that it is great Allen has found someone like Shay who is understanding. Not everybody is like that." Tonya looked at Tesheena. Michelle said that it was not the kids she was worried about; it was him. Deshawn told them, "I know that we all heard different stuff on the radio and on TV but we have to remember that everything we hear is not the truth. Okay, he's divorced with four kids. We all have to accept that. He's not every man there. He is different. Very different. Let's just play it by ear."

Shay is sitting on her couch eating half a pint of Chunky Monkey from Ben & Jerry's, longing for Allen. She was in lover's mode now. You know, thinking about what he was doing, who he was seeing, and how the kids was doing. God, she missed him. She tried to call some of her friends but she couldn't got anybody. Not even Tandy and Milan who said that they wanted invites to the wedding. She loved those girls. She just prayed that LaTonya and Michelle accepted her and Allen's relationship. She really loved Allen and wanted them to understand their relationship. Her house phone rung to life. "Hello?" "Hey, AI's girl." "Hey, Tonya. What's up?" "Nothing, we was just out chillin'." "Oh, word? Where y'all at?" "We're at Tesheena's house. Where's Allen?" "He went home the other day." "Oh...." "Yeah, he's gone for now. I miss him." "Po' baby." "Yeah." "Well, let me call you back, Shay. Aight?" "Aight then, folk." "Aight." After she hung up, Shay started thinking about how come she was never asked to go to Tesheena's house. They usually always went together. It was always her, LaTonya, Michelle, Yolanda, Deshawn, and Reese. Maybe they couldn't get in touch with her. But that couldn't be it because she had been calling for two days. Wow.....oh, well she put the thought to the side for minute but it still was odd.

Tiaura and Deuce were in the conference room doing the projects from camp with their father watching. Isaiah was playing with baby Messiah and with LNS. Kison and Ty needed to talk to him. They decided to wait until he took the kids home. Well, they had to wait until eight that night. When they heard his car, they met him at the door of the building. He entered the studio. The men met him at the door. "We have to talk," said Kison quietly. Allen looks at them like something serious has gone down. He asked them, "What? What done happened?" "Nothing," said Ty. "We just need to talk to you." "Okay." They took him to lightly dimmed room that the crew calls the smoke room. No one was in there so they could talk to him alone. Allen sat on the love seat while Ty and Kison sat on the couch. "Chuck, Ty and myself have called you in here for an intervention." "An intervention?" "Yes," said Ty. Ty continued, "Wehave concerns about you and your state of mind." "You dating habits," said Kison. "Your way of loving women who are of a large size." Allen gave them the people's eyebrow. "What the hell is wrong with y'all?" Bobby and Big Boom entered the room. It was so on now. Bobby said, "AI, I love you like a brother. I want you to know that. We care enough about you to tell you the truth." Big Boom chimed in, "I have been with you for awhile and I have seen the way you have been acting lately." Bobby rubbed his shoulder as he talked. "We love you, man. And we want you to be happy." Allen had a slight smile on his beautiful face. "Y'all are crazy. There is nothing wrong with me or Shay. I love her and that's all." Frank Mula and TD came in asking, "What is it about her that makes you love her?" Chuck shook his head. "I love her, man. I'm in love with her. She and my children are everything to me." "Chuck, you are our brother. We know that you have been hurt in the past. That's probably why you are with that girl," said TD. "That is not why I am with her. I am with her because I love everything about her. She accepts me for who I am and the world that comes with me. She's a rare breed and I am lucky to have found her." Ty had to open his mouth.

"A, what hold does this girl got over you? You flying her here and you going to see her. She stayed in your apartment. Next she is coming to see you and your kids? Y'all aint been talking that long. What did she do to you?" "It's what she has not done. I have yet to hear anything about me being so far away. I know she misses me but she understands my profession. She loves me totally. I'm sorry if y'all can't understand that. But please believe me when I say she ain't going anywhere. Allen stood and walked out the room hurt.
"Baby, please come see me soon," pleaded Allen. She could hear the hurt and anger in his voice. Shay had a week off from school. She also could work from her laptop. "Sweetheart, how soon do you want me?" "Soon, Shay soon. We need to talk." "Okay, baby. Give me a few minutes so I can call the airlines to get my ticket....." "Noooo......I want to be on the phone while you do it." "Okay, you're a spoiled one. I'll call with you on the line." "Fine. I love you." "I love you, too, spoil booty." Shay made the reservations with him on three way. Even though he stayed quiet, she couldn't believe that he wanted to be on the phone while she did this. He really is spoiled. She never thought that he would be like this. This was just another side of him taht she had not seen. Well, after the reservations were made she tried to get him off the phone so she could get her clothes together. That was not happening. "I need you," he whined like child. "Okay, baby," was all she could say. Lord, this man.

Shayla was on the plane trying to figure out how Allen babied her into coming to Philly. She spoke to her mother before boarding and all her mother could tell was to to be careful and to get back in time for school. She knew that her mother did not approve what he did but she wouldn't tell Shay. She wanted to know how she felt. Shay cherished her mother's views. They had a lot to do with her thinking and upbringing. She still has yet to tell her father. Allen and Shayla have been officially a couple ever since the first time he told her he loved her. Her father would do nothing but fly off the handle. He has been an inconsistent part of her life. He was there but he wasn't there. It has a big part in her dealing with men. She gets to see his side of the family every now again. Shay was in high school by the time she found out that cousins from the Laurens family went to school with her. Her grandfather died before she was five old years. Mama told her that he had massive heart attack he never recovered from. Her mama took her to the funeral. Daniel wasn't born yet. She does remember her daddy holding her in his arms. Shay never knew what caused the heart attack. She thought she would ask her mother about him when she came home. She also wanted to know why her father was and is such a jerk. Shay loved her father but he had a slew of ways that disgusted her. He would tell her how beautiful she was one moment then the next he talked about how fat she was. Then he would crack jokes in front of her in a crowd of people. Yet at the same time he didn't want her to date anybody. She has always had trouble with guys because of him. Daniel was his pride and joy. Mr. Steven said that he is going to leave everything to Daniel when he dies because he felt Shayla couldn't handle his estate. How do you love someone who almost treats you less than nothing?

Allen is squeezing Shay so tight that she could almost feel a blood vessel about to pop. He let her go just enough to kiss her. "We need to talk, boo," said Allen. "I'm all yours." "Let's go." They hop in the Bentley and speed off into the night. Shayla's breath is taken away at the sight of his home. Shayla has only dreamed of being in a house this big. The grass was almost a Kentucky blue. Sturdy iron gates stood about the land with strength and beauty. Her eyes sat wide open with lights leading the way to the home. Allen asked her, "You like it?" "It's beautiful." "Thank you, baby." The garage door is lifted when he touches a button on the remote. There was a car on the left and a SUV on the right. Chuck nestled the Bentley right in the middle as the garage door closed. With her eyes awide, Chuck led her into the house. So spacious. So luxurious. Especially for a home designed by a man. She has to break herself from the home and get down to business. Walking up the spiral stairs to the bedrooms, she asked, "What is it that you want to talk to me about?" Chuck took a deep breath. He pressed a button on the wall and the doors slid open. Shay felt like she was in heaven. He sat her things down in his closet. This house made her want to cry. He sat down on the bed, sliding off his shoes. "Me and my boys had a talk today. They called it an 'intervention'. They think that I am....that I have not been myself lately." "Why is that?" she asked. "They think something is wrong with me wanting to be with you." There was a pitfall in her stomach. "Oh." "I told them there was nothing wrong with me or you or with me being with you." "How did they take it?" "Not well but who cares? I want you and that's all." Shayla couldn't help but feel bad. Allen saw the look on her face. He pulled her close to him. "Shay, I love you. Nothing and nobody is going to stop me from loving you. Not even my own friends." "I love you, Allen." She did not want to have to go through this but there was no way out. She had to deal with it. It was just hard is all.

But she had to tell him what happened at Baskin Robbins. Well, kind of tell him. "I have something to tell you as well." "What is it?" "I ran into someone at the Baskin Robbins and they asked if I was your girl. I told them that I was." Oh God he thought. "Who was it?" "It wasn't paparazzi or anything." Getting impatient he said, "Who was it, Shay?" She tries to move away from him but it doesn't work. "Let's just say that it was somebody from your past." He looked at her knowing full well who she was talking about. Shay continued, "We didn't hold a conversation or anything. I just moved on." Allen shook his head. "Allen, I trust you. I really do. I have no doubts about your love for me. I know that you would never do anything to hurt me. That's why I didn't want to tell you. You're the first real guy that has ever really cared about me. I don't want to mess this up. I don't want to lose you." Shayla had tears sitting on the edges of her eyes. She couldn't look at Allen right now. She made a conscious decision not to tell Allen about what Da Brat said. He didn't know what to tell her. This was crazy. Why were people trying to break them up? They weren't a Bobby and Whitney couple. They respected each other and geniunely honored each other. Yes, Chuck made some mistakes in the psat but he is all grown up now. Allen pulled Shay up on the bed and held her. He just held her. She rubbed his chest, he stroked her hair. Nothing verbal could ease this tension. Something was going to have to give but it was not going to be them.

It was three in the morning and Shay was asleep in Allen's arms when the phone rang. "Who the hell is this?" he said. It was his homeboys. What is it now he thought. "Talk to me." "Yo, Chuck, where you at? Come party wit us." "What? Nigga, I'm sleep plus my girl is here!" "Come on, man, I'm sure she won't mind. Damn!" "Nigga, please! BYE!!" Shay awoke with a jump. "Is everything okay?" "Yeah. Let's go back to sleep, baby." He kissed her, then fell back to sleep.
A couple of people were pissed off. First, AI's friends were angry because he wouldn't leave the house to party with them. Big Boom told them, "Man, don't worry about it. Chuck aight." Ty wasn't trying to hear that. "Boom, he always hangs with us. Why change thing now?" Bobby told them, "Look, dawg, Chuck obviously loves this girl so we might as well get use to it." Ty said, "No the hell we don't!" Frank Mula said, "Ty, chill! Let Chuck do whatever he wants as long as it is legal. And she don't hurt him."Kison just got up frustrated and left the room. This was so sad. Everybody else was warning up to Shay except Kison and Ty. Shay's girls were no better. All except Tesheena and Deshawn were getting use to Allen being in her life. LaTonya complained of never seeing her enough while Michelle moaned and groaned about how she always going to see him and having him in her house. "They asses is moving entirely too fast. He spent a week and a half down here already!" Tonya said, "And his ass had Shay to damn fly out to Philly by herself! Why couldn't he bring his ass down here?" Deshawn finally told them, "Haterism gets you nowhere in life." "Say it, sista," said Tesheena.Why couldn't these heifas be happy for her?

Allen and Shayla were having a makeout session when the phone rang. While kissing her still, he allowed a free hand to search out the phone. Shay did not want him to stop so he had to pull her away from him. He looked at the caller ID and saw it was Kison. "Hold on, baby," he said. "Yeah, man." "Yo, Chucky, we need you at the studio." "What for?" "there are some tracks that need your approval. Plus, there are a couple of acts we need you to look at." "Aight. I'll be there in a minute." "Cool. Oh yeah, we got some fire ass broads here..." Chuck hung up the phone. Shay chuckled and said, "Baby, that's not nice." "I know but I.....," he interrupted with a kiss "...want to be with you." With her on top, he was delightfully rubbing her behind. He just couldn't let her go. Yet he had to. Sorrowfully he leaving her embrace, he headed out to the studio. Once he arrived, he was gereated by a slew of girls. Chuck remained polite, shaking everybody's hand. The dudes came in from the back with a mission in their eyes. They were determined to find him someone else to be with. Kison asked him, "So what do you think?" He shook his head in the appoval of their fineness. Ty then asked him, "You see anything you like?" "Oh,yeah." "That's good. Which one?" The females all looked at him tantalizingly and hungry. "She ain't here," he told him. Kison and Ty both had their faces on the floor.

"Where are the acts I was suppose to see?" His PR person came out of the showroom and told him that they were in there. He goes in taking a front row seat. There was a group standing in front of him. It consisted of two skinny girls, one chubby girl, and one fat girl. They were coordinated as far as the clothing was concerned thus meaning they all wore the same color. Everybody pretty much had on whatever they wanted. The big girl had on too little clothes, the chubby girl's clothes were too big amd the skinny girls looked like hookers. Allen swallowed real hard. "Okay, ladies. How are you?" "Hi, Allen," they all said. "Y'all okay?" "We good," they said very ghetto. "Okay. What you got for me?" Music started and the girls do some type of dance nobody has seen before. It was just awful. Three of the four girls started singing. The other girl, who was one of the skinny girls, was rapping something. Nobody could hear what was being said because the fat girl was singing so loud. Allen sat with a blank face. He couldn't believe what he was seeing. What killed it especially was when the fat girl began booty shaking with her girlfriends. Allen looked around and everybody was laughing but rocking to the beat. He made the soundman cut the music. It took the girls a minute to quit. Allen didn't crack a smile. He asked, "What's y'all name?" "Dem Nasty Gurls," they said. "Aight. I''l holla at y'all. I'll call ya." Those gurls walked out happy to death. Before the next came in, he told the crew, "I'ma beat the hell out of all y'all. Y'all have lost ya minds." Everybody just laughed._________________Love is not love until it is given away.

The next all girl group that came in were better looking in outfit amd physical appearence. They had on AKA colors which is pink and green dressed in retro eighties garments. Chuck felt a little bit better about them. "Hello, ladies." "Hi, Allen," they said in unison. "What is your name?" "Essence." "Okay, show me what you got." The music starts. The choreography is great. Everybody was insinc with each other. Even the guys were picking out what female they wanted. But as soon as they opened their mouths, everything died. These beautiful, young women cannot sing. At all. It was horrible. Ty tried to playit off but couldn't. Kison's mouth was on the flor. Big Boom was so disgusted that he walked out of the room. When Chuck was finally able to speak he told them,"I don't understand. Choreography was great. Everybody was dressed in uniform. But nobody can sing. It's awful." One girl had the audacity to say, "What you mean we can't sing?!" "Baby, trust me. Getting loud only makes it hard on you. Ask anybody in here." The females were all disgusted. They stomped out angry. Allen told the crew that he was ashamed of them. "Y'all brought in some broads that were pretty but can't sing a lick. And the ones before them weren't worth my time. I want artists that I won't be scared to bring to parties. I can bring them on the road with me. I want someone who can actually sing and rap and maybe able to produce, too. This was a waste of time." He got up to leave. He turned around and told them, "Get rid of the hoes, please. They making my place look bad. I don't run a whore house."
That night with Shay feeding him, he felt like he was in heaven and in hell. Everybody was trying to pull him away from Shay. Why couldn't everybody just be happy for him? He wasn't alone anymore. He had somebody to love and they loved him. She wasn't with him because of what the possessed. She had what he did; it was just that he had more of what she did. He loved her inside and out. Then he started thinking about how she might have been the one he should have been with all along. Why couldn't he find her before everything down? Maybe she was suppose to be his kids' mother. Where has she really been all his life?_________________Love is not love until it is given away.

The next fe months almost flew by. With Shay being in school, she hardly had time to notice. Allen and Shay had kept in touch daily. Basketball season had started and Allen missed her terribly. Allen was getting tired of her living so far away from him. He told her the day that she was getting fitted for her cap and gown that wanted to move her in his home in Philly. "I'm not too sure about that, Allen." "Why not? Don't you love me?" "Of course, I love you, sweetheart. It's just that I gotmy family and friends here and it would feel funny living in a strabge city." "Baby, I'll be there. I won't let nothing happen to you. I'll show you the city just like I did the last time." "Babe, we didn't do alot of that. Remember?" Being sly he said, "Like I said I will show the city." "Yeah, whatever Allen," she said. "Okay, now see I'm going to have to come down there and spank ya ass. You better be glad I got a game tonight." "Oh, sweetheart, please break a leg tonight." "You mean break ankles." "Yeah, that's right, I'm sorry." Someone calls out Allen's name in the background. "Baby, I'll call you after the game, okay." "Okay. I love you." "I love you." Allen goes to see who called him. Coome to find out, his teammates was wanting him to help them punk John Salmons by making him think that his tennis shoes had been accidently thrown in the garbage when Allen had them in his locker the whole time. The stupid things boys do.
Shay was having fun planning her graduation and the graduation party. She wanted all her friends and family there. And to have Allen there would top everything off. There was a problem or two still to work out. First, she was going to have to tell her father about her and Allen. Second, she needed to get in touch with LaTonya and Michelle. She hasn't been able to talk to them because of school and work. But still there is that wierdness that has been looming over her about them._________________Love is not love until it is given away.

One time she got a call from Michelle while she was Allen in Philly. She asked her when was she coming home. Shay told that she really didn't know when. "He keeps finding ways to keep me here." "He sounds a little possessive, Shay," said Michelle. "Naw, just a little spoil," Shay told her. "I see. Well, girl, have fun and don't stay away too long." It was something about that conversation that bothered her. Shya couldn't pinpoint exactly what it was. She has tried to call her back since she has been back in town. With LaTonya, Shayla has to deal with a lot of jealousy. It's bad when you know without a shadow of a doubt that is what is wrong with your best friend. LaTonya says things like "Why don't you ask your man to buy it for you?" or "Why can't he come down here?" Shay had to constantly explain to her that her and Allen had an equal relationship. She came and saw him and he came and saw her. LaTonya fervently expressed that their relationship has still been going too fast. Shayla understood her concern. She just wanted her to kill the attitude. Milan and Tandy told her that she might have to make a change of friends. Tandy told her, "Girl, it may hurt but it is something you might end up having to do." "I don't think I will have to go that far." Milan said, "I didn't think so either until I found my best friend in bed with my man. I never thought I would ever go through that. But I did."_________________Love is not love until it is given away.

Now this was interesting. Shay did not know Milan went through that. She said, "Milan, girl, I'm sorry to hear that. Girl, who did that to you?" They were all at Milan's condo, having drinks that night she told her. "Tandy knows," said Milan. "It was Jay." "Jay?! Are you serious?" "Very." "I mean why would he do something that low down. He was already fine and no good at the same time. But I never thought he would do that!" Tandy told Shay, "She found out in the worst way, too." "How?" "I caught them." Shay's ears were ablaze. "I let him stay with me until he could get back into house because it was being fumigated for termites. Well, one day after I left school, I came home and found my friend's coat on the coat hanger by the door. I knew that was odd. I called out Jay's name because the car was parked out front so I knew he was there. Then I saw some of her clothes laying about my house. I didn't want to believe it but it was happening. Then after that I heard some thing sound like a body falling The sound came from upstairs. I walked slowly up the stairs. There were more noises. The only difference was it was human. The door was ajar. I gently pushed it back. My eyes couldn't stand nor take the sight of what I saw. There they both were. On the floor." Milan paused for a minute. "I was angry. Hurt. Sad. All at the same time. I never dreamed that she would ever do that to me. I mean we had been through everything together. Graduated from high school together. Partied together. Went to church together. Grew up together since we were little girls. Our families knew each other, ya know. All those memories came rushing back. I didn't love him anymore but I hated her. That's why I am telling you. You might want a change of friends."_________________Love is not love until it is given away.

The next day Tandy had to get some things off her chest. She called Shay when she thought she finished her last class. Tandy really had to prepare herself to tell Shay what she wanted to tell her. "Sha-Sha, I got to talk to you." "About what?" "Allen and myself." Shay felt butterflies go all over her. "I'm listening." "When you told me that Allen wanted to talk to you and take you out, I was so jealous. I felt like I was the one who had all his pictures, seen every game, and tried to egt every shoe he put out. I know I may sound silly but I did feel a little betrayed. By him and you." "Wow.....I didn't know you felt like that." "I'm okay with it now. I had to learn to literally let him go. I thought was just a fan thing, you know? But when I saw you and him together, my feelings changed. I wanted to be in your shoes so badly. You know, to have somebody to love." Shay almost didn't have any words to say. "Dear Lord, Tandy. I honestly can't formulate the words...." "You don't have to. I just wanted you to know my feelings and how God has dealt with me about them. I want yo to be happy. Really." Shayla wanted to cry. She was so honest and open about her feelings. This was no charade or hoax. This was just being real. Shay told her, "Tandy, I love you, girl." "I love you, too, homey." "These past two days have been extremely moving." "They've been something to think about." "Tandy, what am I going to do about my friends? I don't want to do anything to destroy my long time friendship with them." Honesty came forth again. "Shay, you might have to just have me and Milan as friends. In my spirit, I keep feeling that these girls are about to do something out right disgusting and dangerous. I know of them what you tell me but something big is getting ready to go down. Shay, girl, pray, pray, and pray some more."_________________Love is not love until it is given away.

Shay really wished she could be near Allen right now but he was playing against the Celtics tonight. He always called when he said he would. Things were making her nervous. She usually knew how to deal with it but this situation wa different somehow. She tried to call Michelle but didn't get an answer. So she then tried to call LaTonya; no answer. Shay could usually get one of them. Not this time. Then something told her to call Reese. To her amazement, she got Reese. "Hey, Shay. What's up?" "hey, man, what's up?" "I'm chillin'. You?" "I'm doing okay." "how AI?" "He's great. He's got a game tonight." "Against who?" "The Celtics." Reese felt in her voice that something was messing with Shay. She said, "Shay, what's wrong?" "Awakening. Why?" "Shay, I can tell that there is something wrong. Speak on it." It was time to tell the truth. "I feel like I'm being ignored." "By AI?" "Nah." "By who then?" "LaTonya and Michelle. " "Oh, I see. They have been acting funny lately." "I try to call and get no one. I am usually able to get one of them." "I don't know what to tell you, Shay. Wait a minute.....yeah, I do....Shay ask God to reveal it to you. I wish I knew what was wrong with them. All I can say is just pray." After talking to Reese for a minute longer, she got a beep on her line. The caller ID showed an unknown caller. She chose not to answer the line. It beeping and saying unknown caller. She just went ahead and answered the line. When she answered it, she could hear people in the background. She said hello a million times and no one answered. The people were doing whatever they were doing; not answering her. She just hung up with tears in her eyes. This was really getting to her. She needed someone to help her undstand what was going on. It has gone too far._________________Love is not love until it is given away.

The 76ers won against the Celtics one hundred to ninety-eight. It was a tough game but the Sixers overcame the Celtics. While he was showering in the back, he felt a chill come over him. His first thought after his kids was Shay. His kids were fine he knew. It was Shay he felt. "God, I can't be with her now so please comfort her for me," he prayed. He felt himself settle on the inside. Shay stayed on his mind the whole night. He was talking with his teammates and couldn't get his lines straight. It was frustarting. He wanted to be there with her but couldn't. He knew she wanted him then. He felt it. AI told his manager Mo that he feels Shay needed him. "We can't, Chuck. We got games to play. She'll have to be all right by herself right now." "I know, I know but something is wrong." When he was able to get some free time, he called her from Boston. "Shay, babe, what's going on?" "Nothing much. Did you win?" "Yeah, we won. What's going on?" "Nothing. It's nothing I can't handle." "Shay, I was in the shower and I felt you. Literally. It has been a long time since I felty anything like that. Now, Shayla Nyshe' Laurens, tell me what is going on." Feeling like a child being scolded by a parent, she went ahead and told him the problem. "Things are changing between me and my homegirls. I don't know how to deal with it." "Shay, there are going to be days in your life when you don't have a clue as to what is going on. I have those days, baby, alot. You can do one of two things: deal with it and move on or sit around and mobe. Which one are you going to do?" He was right; she knew it. "Well, I guess I have to get over it. It just hurts is all." "I know I sound harsh but it is necessary that I say it. You are going to have to get pass all that mess they are doing. Everything will be revealed in due time." "I hope so." "I know so. Everything will be okay. Trust me." "I do."_________________Love is not love until it is given away.

Later that night, Shay finally got a call back. LaTonya and Michelle both were on the line. Shay was happy to hear from them. After saying their salutations, there was something different about them. You could tell from talking to them on the phone. They started talking about the guys they had all been with. Michelle said, "I'm trying to get rid of Ken but girl...." Shay said, "You deserve better, Michelle." "Whatever, Michelle. You ain't trying to do nothing. You probably hate yourself everyday." "Naw, I don't. He's really a good friend to me in spite of." "Whatever," said LaTonya and Shayla. Michelle told Shayla, "Everybody doesn't have an 'Allen Iverson', Shay." "Sure as hell don't, Shay," said LaTonya. "Look, do even know how long it has been since I was with somebody that I could trust and actually love? I would have never guessed that Allen Iverson would want me. But I have to admit. These last seven years have been good to me and I have learned a lot about myself." "Shay, I understand how you feel and all but you rushed into this relationship with Allen," said LaTonya. "You really did, Shay," said Michelle. LaTonya told her, "I think that since you have been out of one for so long that you latched on to the first guy that took some interest in you." "Tonya, I don't think that's it. I think that she just fell for him because it's the fact he's a star." ""Now, hold on. Let me explain my situation. It has seven years since I have been in a relationship but I was dating during that time. I had a chance to fall for several guys but none ever showed any true interest in trying to form a solid relationship with me. They mainly wanted sex." "Okay, we listening, Shay," said Michelle._________________Love is not love until it is given away.

I only got to read half through chpt 2 but damn its a good story so far. cant wait to read the rest. i wish i joined earlier to read it all. u got talent in stories. i wrote a story and is gettin it edited u should to cuz dat is good.

"Alright. Next is that who would have that Allen Iverson....AI....would even give me a glkance let alone a second glance? I never thought somebody like him would ever want me. For Allen just to speak to me was a shocker. I remember how I felt when he asked for my number. It was like time stopped, y'all. I even forgot I was at work." "Shay, listen to me. When you fall inn love, you fall fast and hard. You scare me sometimes, Shay, with the guys you date." "Shay, you do remember Deion? You know...the dude that had guns all over his house? He had six in his car, Shay. And then he had the nerve to say that it was for the haters. Who is hating on you that much?" "Okay, yes, I'll admit he was loon but Allen is not like that." "Thank God," said LaTonya. Shay continued talking to them for a few moments. She kept standing up for her man. She told them both that he was from the guys she use to date. She tried to think that they were more concerned than jealous. They loved her knew that. Yet, her friends were trying to complicate things. Why was it so hard for them to accept her loving someone to love in her life?_________________Love is not love until it is given away.

The players were in the locker rom, getting ready to head to Chicago for their next game. Allen just got out of the shower. He always seemed to be last one out. His teammates knew little about his love life but knew enough to know that he was in love. Some of the guys knew that the girl he was in love with was named Shay and she lived in Georgia. John Salmons and Andre Iguodala knew that when the next break came, he was going to visit her and try to get the kids to see her, too. When AI come out to get dressed, Andre asked, "Hey Allen?" "Yeah, man." "How ya girl doing?" "She aight." Everybody smiled at him and each other. Allen just grinned back. Korver asked him, "What's it like bing in love?" "It's great," said Allen. Everyone still had grins on their faces. Pretty soon, Chris Webber started singing "On a midnight train to Georgia." He was Gladys Knight and everybody else was the Pips. Chris sang, "He's leaving!" Everybody else started dancing and singing, "Leaving!" "On that midnight train to Georgia!" "Leaving on the midnight train!" Allen laughed at his homeboys and fellow teammates. They all had him singing all the ad libs. He looked like a fool acting crazy with his teammates. Coahc Cheeks looked in on his boys only to find confusion. he had to see them in their underwear and towels, singing an old Gladys Knight song. He very quietly walked in on the scene, watching Allen sing off key, saying that he has to go to Georgia. Coach Cheeks smiled at them, all the while saying to himself, "What a bunch idiots."_________________Love is not love until it is given away.

Michelle was sitting around looking at the Travel Channel one day she had aday off from work. She knew that she needed a vacation with all the hours she works at the hospital. She loves her jobs as a CNA but she knew when it was time for a break. Michelle, Shayla, and LaTonya graduated from high school together but only two of them went to college.LaTonya wanted to stay in retail and help out her family. They supported her decision and visited her clothing store often. Michelle was born into a family who were involved in the medical field. Her father is a doctor as well as her mother. Her grandmother is a RN, three of her cousins are medical examiners, and the list goes on and on. She just followed her in her family's footsteps. Shayla has the same history in her family but she wanted to go into another area of healthcare. She had always been interested in the mind and what caused it to act the way it did. When she wanted to do with her career, everybody wanted to sign up being her first patient. Michelle and Shayla both still urge LaTonya had two kids and thought she was going to get married. Things didn't work out like she wanted yet she kept working which was good. Michelle kept looking at the documentary on South Beach, Florida. She knew spring break would be coming soon. She wondered if the girls would want to go. It would be good for them all. Reese needs it, so does LaTonya and DeShawn. Tesheena works two jobs but somehing can be worked out. Michelle already knew Yolanda would be on board. "Maybe," Michelle thought, "we could get Shay to fund the trip."_________________Love is not love until it is given away.

Hi, everybody. I apologize for not posting as often as I should. I have been trying to get back in school and trying to work. But I am back to post Chapter 9. Please enjoy.

Shay was drifting in and out of her human sexuality class because the professor was so boring. He spoke in a monotone voice and you could tell that he was not very interested in what was being discussed. She kept perserving to pay attention especially when he started talking how the bodyreacts when we become attrated to somebody. "The body tends to give off a scent that does not have a smell. It is a hormone called pheromone. It comes out when you fall in love or like someone." Shayla sat in class thinking about what happened when Allen and her met. She wondered about how the pheromones left her body when she came in touch with Allen. God is awesome. He created humans to give off a "scent" when they are in love. This was the best part of the class for the day. She learned how her body responds to her man. She was still contemplating whether she should tell her father or not. She loves her father dearly but he is not the most approachable person. He came by her house a few days ago for what she thought was another visit. Well, he started talking about how her mother and father broke up, why they broke up and his new girlfriend. Mr. Steven told her that he really didn't know why she left him. He said, "Diane just told me one day that she didn't want me any more. I didn't cheat on or anything. We had our issues but nothing serious. She, I guess, just didn't want to be married any more." Shayla just sat and listened to every lie he said. It's a ugly thing to endure off and on in life. She wanted to tell him about Allen but decline to do soin her mind. She made a decision to wait at least until the day of her graduation. That way he'd have no choice but to accept it then. There will be no more treating her like a little girl. His baby was and has been grown up for a while now. Daniel almost made a slip up when he started talking abotu wanting to hang out with her when she goes to see him the next time or when the Sixers came to town the next time. It was close one. Daniel was so cool with it though. The only thing now was to get Daddy cool with their relationship._________________Love is not love until it is given away.

Wednesday night was the night that the Sixers would be in town to play against the Hawks. The Sixers got spamked on their onnsoil when the Hawks came to play against them. They made a promise to make up for that lost. They worked on thier defense intensely before they came to the "A". AI promised them that they would win if they kept the defense holes on lock. It seems everybody was determined to win on this night. AI had to make sure that his lucky charm would be in the house when he played. She would have brought her brother but he had band practice and couldn't leave. Shay asked if she could bring some friends. He said that she could but she couldn't find anybody everybody was working. When she told him the situation, he said, "Cool, I want you all to myself anyway." "baby, do you have to stay at the hotel?" "Yeah, I do." "Can I stay with you?" "Not this time but next time, okay?" Shay kind of felt bad because she really didn't understand why he couldn't be with her that night. She could only guess that it was house rules for the players. She knew that the guys from the basketball team in high school had some of those same kind of rules. Shay was just going to have to fly solo to the game. Allen had her seated in the sky box to keep her out the reach of the paparrazzi. Once she reached the stadium, she was greeted by two security guards who knew exactly who she was and who she was associated with. They lead her through the stairs, an elevator, and a long hall to get to the sky box. Itw as like a presidental suite at a hotel. there were people inside, a buffet to die for, and a bouqet of flowers in the corner. One of the guards told her that the flowers were for her. She went to the lovely bouqet that consisted of red and white roses and a note. The note said that he loved her and he had a surprise for after the game. What is up Allen's sleeve?_________________Love is not love until it is given away.