Many people ask me who am I, the most basic question that I never think of. But people will ask me. It is an interesting question. Do you all agree?

When I am preparing this speech I asked my friends what you think of me ? One of my friend just answers me you look like the No.1. I ask him to explain why I look like the No. 1. And he said—“Straight and Thin “. Actually in numerology I found out my number is No.1. What does No.1 mean? It means independent, a leader, righteous and humorous. These are the positive behavior I have. The negative traits of No. 1 are self centered and stubborn. These are the most basic behavior I have and I totally agree with. In one seminar I been, the trainer taught me that all our negative behavioral cannot be replaced. What can we do about it? It can only be replace by new and positive behavior, instead of stubborn and self centered, I choose to be more friendly, flexible and accepting of other people’s opinion, so that I can learn and grow better.

Who am I? Some times when I am alone, I will ask myself who I really am. Beside the identity given by others, I am my parents’ daughter, my sibling’s elder
sister, a staff and member of Kuantan Toastmaster Club. When I put aside these identities what I am left is the memory of my friends and family. If one day I lost my memory I do not remember who am I and I am at a place where no one knows me. What am I suppose do to? What is going happen to me? Then I will have a new identity , new name ,new life and new friends until one day my memory comes back or someone tell me who I really am.
I need to choose to believe that person about my old me and the memory that he or she had.

Who I really was is not important, but what I choose to be in my future is more important, I want to become a somebody , a well known person, a person can contribute to the society. I want to become a successful business woman. To become a somebody is not easy and become a nobody is easier but I decided to become somebody in this country, this world. Therefore I need to prepare myself by choosing a good platform with mentor and coach to guide me in my journey.

Who am I today is not determine by the No.1 or my memory or my work place or the people I know. I want to have an amazing life. I am ready to sacrifice my time and effort so that I can achieve my dreams to become successful. Last but not least who you are today is not important, it will only be your past tense but the important is what you decide for your future. Let’s plan for it and act it now. Thank you.

Lord Jesus my heart will go with you just like this song...sometimes i am far away from u, but u still here be with me.

Lord please forgive me all the things that i done in my past,i know that Lord u will give me a new heart n life to move with u,i also pray that my hubby can touch by you...teach me how to do it 4 u....Give me the courage to do this....i want love others just like Lord Jesus love me....

Finaly i can write my blog ardy.....in last year after move to new house is busy with final exam and after exam my mum in law is sick ,thank God she now is better so we now can live in old and new house....

Actually i prefer live at old house , but i also like the new house also maybe there is bigger and all my furniture is still there....

i decide after i open school i will stay at old house coz more suitable.......i know that this is God plan and onlt one things i can do is follow God's plan , i know that if i not move to the new house i will not drive , so i really thank God open a way for me so that i can drive......

And i know that all the unhappy things will past and i will face with more things so i need to be more bold in this new year coz i wanna do great thing for God....I also hope that all the things that change in Hope Kuantan just like God open a way for me to drive so i believe God will use all of us.....We need to depand on God more....

i have a long period no blogging liao....especially after moving to the new house!!!cant online....i really dun have the mood to write anything...and i not sure to write.....i am wondering!!!!am i giving an excuse.....but i will force mysely to write , learn to improve my writing in english and xpress myself well...