Everybody here, Im going to write this one more thread to this forum and the seekers in here now, because my process has come to a point where even the thought "i am enlightened" is falling away, so soon theres not much to say about it. And even though i just said it like that, theres no process rea...

I have no idea nick. Its still not stable but ongoing process and i have no control over it. It started as a realization that bacame a radical, personal "revolution". Im not trying to manage to do anything, on the contrary, its hard to resist it.

The "watch the thinker" will take a lot of practice. It's not going to happen in a day, a week , or even a month perhaps. I'm having a hard time being in the "Now". Maybe it is going to be one long journey, or maybe I'll "get it" quicker. But I have set myself a path, and will not look backward. Ev...

The so called "Enlightenment" is not about gaining anything, its about losing everything. When experienced, the whole concept of awakening becomes a big "joke". Not neccecarily a funny one, but confusing and disorientating because of the fact that we are so familiar with the ego and thoughts, we act...

I also experienced the "panic" after few days, and the urge to force the old state back. Thats the ego. You are so familiar with it that it actually is the you, you are familiar with. Take it slow and give it time. Since its has happened to you once, it will never be forgotten, what has been seen. W...

Hi Kev What helped me about the disorientation is to remember that nothing has really died here, just the illuusion. You were always like this so its natural, you just couldnt see it through the thoughts. Its like for the first time you experience the world as it is, and not the expectations of it. ...

Yes because mind can never figure this out. This is outside of mind. Everything happends in this.
As it came to be the most ridicilous explanation about enlightment now seems the most accurate one:
Its the isness of is and the amness of am.
I am.

Self realization brings everything to one absolute. Its like life forced us from the beginning of our birth to create a wrong perception to all things. Because it is needed to survive. Mind develops it. An eye see's everything but itself. Anything that an Eye see's, is not the eye. Anything that Awa...

Now, after reading other peoples posts over here and trying to figure this out, i see that most people need to try to get there and "practice". Even years. So i quess my experience is somehow more rare because it was effortless and instant. Even though my experience was instant, spontaneous and didn...

Hi Natalie and thanks, I think the experience was so radical, unexpected and instant for me, that i was lost literally. Thats why i think people who get there slower are in a better place to adjust to it? I did feel a kind of intimacy i cant describe. Like it was very INTIMATE thing. But I was it. Y...