I have suffered without you. I have cried too many pointless tears. I have worried, and thought, and questioned. I have countless physical and emotional scarsbecause of you. I was too anxious to realizethat you Aren't even worth my time, If I wasn't worth yours.

You call yourself my father, You are by blood,but that's all you are. You are my father. You are a critic. You are a monster only linked to meby blood and DNA.

The monster part of me, Is your entire being. You are all my pain. Nothing more. Nothing less.

This goes out to my Biological Father, who was too immature at the age of 18 to help raise the human being that HE helped make.Now everyone, raise your glasses to this man, my father, who has a new family; a W I F E and TWO C H I L D R E N.

He left my mother and I in the dust...before my mother was even 2 months pregnant.

I have forgiven him; for him not being there, made me who I am today. The pain made me stronger, no matter how long it took to realize that I didnt need him.

Yes. xD But, theres nothing TO talkk about, I swear. My father left me and my mother 16 years ago, without a doubt or regret in his mind. I've actually met and KNOWN him for about 3 years now, and hes made one effort to speak to me. I talk to his WIFE every single day...I never hear from him. I see my half brother and sister every now and again, but it's like he's a stranger to me.I've gotten over it, even though I cant understand how a man could EVER THINK of abandoning his own fucking child!! Even if it was and 'accident' or a 'mistake'. He's a fucking pussy and should have his testicles removed because he is NOT a man........Sorry...I needed to let that out...

It must have taken a lot of courage to write this. And it is absolutely lovely too. You've turned your suffering into something beautiful <3 I can't imagine life without my dad and I'm glad you became such a great person even without yours. "You did good"

I think it's a bit funny....You say you cannot imagine a life without your father, yet I cant imagine a life WITH mine.....But you are indeed a lucky one. These things are becoming a trend nowadays....it's awful....And thank you.

Yeah, I am. I'm lucky because my mom is the second woman he married. I love my half-brother and sister, but their mother wasn't the greatest.

My dad told me she would borrow my sister's car a lot with the seat back and cigarette butts on the floor while she was married for the second time and would take back the clothes my sister bought. He was also out one day and saw one of her exboyfriends in her car and nearly drove himself into a tree in fury.

....I'm sorry about the time you wasted to only discover he didn't care. I know how you feel. Except my father got arrested when I was 3 months old, didn't return until I was 13. He told me he was at work the whole time. And I believed. All those letters. The years I've wondered...wasted.I'm glad to say I'm happy with only my mother here. 0w0 My father is in jail again...

I'm very happy with my mother, as well. She raised me to be a good person, and If my father really was there for me, who knows how screwed up I'd be. xD;;Nah, but thanks for the comment. It's nice to hear from others in the same general situation.

This is terrible. I am so lucky that when I because pregnant at 16 my current fiance was able to step up. But I always hear so often about all these poor children who live without a father just because of immaturity.