Friday, 30 December 2005

no Use for a title (or: I am too lazy to think of one)

on PBS right now is that Roy Orbison Black and White special, that seems to be the perennial thing to show during a pledge drive. But whenever I notice it is on I watch it...I really love it (not the pledge drive part, that I could do without). It makes me feel very melancholy though...I am drinking wine and that makes me have a hard time spelling or it looks wrong...like perennial I think that is wrong but what can you do? huh? Anyway today was a fun day at work, because we were overstaffed with nothing to do and so we stood around and chatted. I love chatting at work...in this type of job you are thrust into a relationship with people that you might not hang out with otherwise...and sometimes they are cooler to be with than people in your own particular style of friends...I dunno if that makes sense and that is the wine too ;) but what I mean to say is it was fun today...It is nice to have a job that I don't dread going to...if only I made more money!!!

I don't know if I said so, but Christmas went well...no family drama it was all nice and good and I think we may be on the road to acceptance...(meaning the stages of grief...this is personal shorthand.) I mean it was okay. We pulled it together.

My New Years Resolution, which I hate to make because resolutions are total crap and just another thing to feel guilty about screwing up on, but it is to not be so paranoid, I mean I seriously worry about stuff all the time...random bizarre stuff..I am just so afraid of loss.

6 comments:

was this the special where a plethora of other musicians are playing with him (the only one i can think of off the top of my head is elvis costello but that's cause i love him). i don't watch much tv these days but it is a good special.cheers to an okay christmas and a not bad new years.

oh thank you, thank you!! I can breathe easy for 2006:)and, actually, I have never seen that link before! that rules!! I especially love Chewbacca...that site is the type that makes me love the internet!

aboot:

I am a slacker, and married, and grouchy but I love life.
I love photography and writing and internet crap and reading and cats and beer. and anything that makes me laugh out loud. and Indian food. I love honest people and I find mean people inexplicably fascinating. Like, seriously, what crawled up your ass and died? I love to sing but I sound like shit. I easily retain song lyrics but not important information. I hate phones but love writing and I like the internet because it is like having a yearbook/scrapbook forever.