Today we are going to catch up. And by catch up I mean I am
going to talk about Chris Cleave’s Everyone Brave is Forgiven
which I loved more than I have loved anything for a long long time
and also Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children
which I should have read a long time ago and which freaked me the hell out and
the new book by Jennifer Niven which I have mixed feelings about. Get
comfortable lovelies.

I love Chris Cleave. Or at least I loved the only other book
of his I’ve read (The Other Hand) so I was super
excited to get my hands on a copy of Everyone Brave, and
the proof is so pretty too, all black cover and red pages and my copy has a signature. Lush.

It’s a really really beautiful book on the inside too this
one, it doesn’t just look good, it tastes good too, I’m not even kidding: ‘…a galaxy of seeds that crackled in his mouth like bereaved
punctuation.´ well, just seduce me with your pretty words why don’t
you Mr. Cleave.

And it’s such an incredible story. It’s set in WWII and
follows young socialite Mary, determined to make a difference, Zachary a little
boy who can’t be evacuated because he’s blackand nobody wants him and art restorer Alistair who finds himself in the
army and it hurts and it’s wonderful and it’s witty and hurty and so freaking smart. It’s just….it’s kind of mind-blowingly good, this
epic novel full of love and war and loss and bravery.

So it's been a pretty rough two weeks really, which if you follow my Twitter and/or Instagram (or know me away from the internet) you probably already know because I am ashamed to say I have been wallowing in a sea of self pity expressed mostly via social media. I know. I've been That Person. And I'm sorry.

It's been a scary time though. I've had eye problems like I've never known before. A corneal ulcer - or ulcerative acanthamoeba keratitis if you wanna be fancy; I got the eye doc to tell me that yesterday - which was actually just the physical manifestation of a really nasty eye infection that started on my cornea and worked its way inside my eye. I know, right?
It hurt like a bitch (seriously I never knew my eyes could hurt like that) and my vision was really messed up (is still pretty shit truth be told) and everything was rubbish and for a few days there I was genuinely terrified I was going to lose the sight in my right eye. Genuinely terrified. And not just because I was being a DQ either; it was a genuine possibility.
There have been trips to the eye doctor and all manner of tortuous tests and antibiotic eye drops that I had to apply every hour - even through the night, which, well not so much fun at all - and other drops which paralysed my eye and it's pretty much been a horror from start to finish.

However, I got the all clear yesterday. The infection has gone and the scarring is only at the edge of my iris which is as good as it can be, really and things are so much better, I just have to wait (and hope!) my vision rights itself over the next few days and I am so relieved, you have no idea.
And the whole thing has just made me realise how lucky I am you know, not just to have my sight (but oh wow, that. I will never ever take my sight for granted again) but that I have the people in my life that I do. I really am the luckiest: my parents who drove me to appointments and sat in on consultations and loved me and made it so clear that actually you're never too old to need your Mum and Dad; and the not family members, the people who called me multiple times a day just to check in and who talked me down when I was verging on hysteria, who made me laugh when actually I just wanted to cry, who drove me to the pharmacy at 9 in the morning on a Sunday, who drove me to the hospital at 9 in the morning on a Wednesday with a one year old in tow, and sat in the waiting room and didn't cry, who took me for brunch and pub lunch and pretty much kept me going, who listened and talked and rationalised and text and who figuratively 'stroked my hair and told me I was pretty.'

I am SO lucky. So lucky. I have amazing people in my life and I haven't lost my sight and actually, my life is pretty damn good and I am so grateful. So very grateful.

I guess my point is be grateful for the little things, appreciate the people that are there for you - even when times are hard and you're not at your best. Especially then - and look after your eyes. Please look after your eyes. And for the love of all that is good, don't sleep in your contacts because corneal ulcers suck.

Holy Smokes but this review has taken all of time to write.
Seriously, I cannot actually remember the last time I found it hard to put my feelings
about a book into words. I mean I know I flail sometimes and I have kind of
made the incoherent keysmash into an art form of my own (and I am eternally
sorry for any and all posts that are basically just READ THE DAMN BOOK) but I
hardly ever sit and just think ‘well then.’

Thing is, ‘well then’ is pretty much what I did think when I
got to the end of The Cursed Child and now I don’t
know quite what to do or say. WHAT SHALL I DO OR SAY?

I’m not going to talk about it lots. I could, and maybe I should.
But I’m not going to, partly because see above and partly because I know some
people haven’t read it yet and I don’t want to be SPOILER GIRL. I’m basically
going to say that I have feelings and they’re mixed and a lot of that might be
down to what Harry Potter means to me, and how despite myself my expectations
for The Cursed Child were unrealistically
high. So high though, you don’t even know. They were always going to be. Harry
Potter owns a part of my soul, my love for this franchise knows no bounds. For
all of time I have – for all of time I will – make grabby hands at anything new
that JK Rowling and her cohorts want to throw at me. I will grab it all and I
will want it all and I will devour it all, and I will expect it all to fill me
with the same wonder that the books did the first time around.

And when it doesn’t, I will feel sad about it.

I think that’s perhaps what I’m feeling now. Sad. Because
you see, I remember so well the last time a new Harry Potter book arrived on my
lap. I remember Deathly Hallows release dayso well. I remember how it was so very very worth the wait.
I wanted to love The Cursed Child, believe me I
did. & I read part one and made myself stop for the night because I didn’t
want it to be over too fast – who knew when (if ever) I was going to get this
again, I didn’t want to rush it. & it felt good to be back at Hogwarts, it
did. So good. I giggled, and I rolled my eyes and I thought ‘yeah, of course he
said that’ and I snorted at Draco and Harry and I was mildly irritated by Ginny
and I felt strangely calm and settled and like as JKR promised me, Hogwarts was
still there to welcome me home. It just….wasn’t entirely the
Hogwarts I was expecting.

& still, I don’t want to say too much, I don’t want to
spoil and I don’t want to bias and to a point I don’t actually want to say
anything negative about a part of something that I love so hard (writing this
review is hard, dammit. I feel like a house elf.)

I’ll tell you a few things though and the main one is, is
that it’s glaringly obvious that a JK Rowling piece of work this is not. Jo
very kindly agreed to let somebody play in her sandbox and that’s fine because
it’s nice to share your things, but it’s not Harry Potter in the way I know
Harry Potter. It doesn’t feel to me to be Jo Rowling’s Harry Potter and I have
feelings about that, because it kind of should be, you know? Jo’s Hogwarts is
also my Hogwarts and this, this is something
else. I didn’t want something else.

It was weird to read too, in some ways, perhaps because it
was a script and not prose. We lost a lot there, a mon avis, because a lot of
Harry Potter is in the storytelling; the world JKR built; in the way she used
her words. So much of what made me fall in love with the whole damn thing in
the first place was lost, and I missed it and it was so obvious to me that it
wasn’t Rowling’s writing and that made me sad. You don’t get the same level of
description in a script, the same level of detail. The detail is what made
Harry Potter and without it, at the risk of sounding like a poor and broken
record, it just wasn’t the same.

Also, there were flaws in the plot: things that really
bugged me and things that felt too convenient and things that needed explaining
and things that made me facepalm so hard and there were some pretty major
issues with characterisation, such as (sometimes) Hermione (holy feminist
issues batman do not let me get on that soapbox because I was a little bit
ragey) and Ron (who albeit had some excellent lines) coming across like he was
a caricature of himself.

& then there was pretty much everything about Harry as a
parent. I felt like some key issues from the books had been conveniently cast
aside in order to try to make the story work. Anyone else remember Sirius, and
Remus and how thanks to them Harry sort of did have a father figure? Ok, good.
Because all of that stuff, the Harry as a father stuff… actually, no. Let’s
not. Don’t get me get on the Sirius Black train, it won’t be pretty.

Oh, and I missed people that I thought should have been
there – where was Hagrid please? Where exactly was Hagrid.
Perhaps Jen was right (and I don’t mind telling you that our live texting of
this was a world away from our live texting of DH) and they just didn’t know
how to stage him, ha, but still. WHERE WAS HAGRID???

It’s just….I was from the fanfic era you know? I read a lot of fanfiction back In The Day. A lot. And some of it was
out of this world excellent. I read fix-it fic, which essentially is what this
play was and whilst I was totally a Marauders fangirl, after Deathly Hallows I
also read a fair amount of Next Gen fic and that’s kind of what this felt like
to me. Next Gen Fix-It Fanfiction. I already knew this version of Albus and
Scorpius because I’d met them – they felt like they’d been lifted straight from the internet. (& if you want to tell me that
Scorpius has a thing for Rose then sure, go right ahead, but that’s not the
play I read.)

On the flip side, the Voldemort storyline made my skin crawl
in the way I imagine it was supposed to and there was also a scene with Harry
that ripped out my heart in a way that I was not prepared for, fuckety fuck and
also ouch.

There was some excellent and very moving Snape stuff (good
God is anything to do with Severus Snape ever not going to destroy me?) and,
there was Scorpius. Oh, Scorpius Malfoy, how I love you. If JKR wanted to write
an actual book about that kid, I would so totally be down for reading that
thanks.

& despite my misgivings I can totally see that it would
be pretty impressive on stage, and I really want to see it. I also loved the
little bits of JKR that shone through – I mean look at Albus’s initials and
tell me she hadn’t already sorted him when she wrote the epilogue. There are
zero coincidences in Harry Potter and I have always loved Jo for that. Those
little bits, the blink and you’’l miss it foreshadowing, the ‘fuck yes’ moments
of realisation, the seemingly insignificant details that turn out to be
epically important, the things. Those
are what I love. This play was lacking in things. I WANT
ALL THE THINGS.

TL;DR: If you want to read some really excellent fan fiction
then start here. For the love of God if you’re going to read The cursed Child
because you’re a Harry Potter fan, then read this because wowzer.

If you want to read something that’s been for actual real
published then read this and then read this because Rainbow Rowell is a genius.

& you know what, read The Cursed Child. Let’s be honest,
you’re a HP fan so you’re going to anyway. Just, just remember that it was
never meant to be read like this, it was supposed to be seen and remember that
JK Rowling didn’t write it, and don’t expect it to be like the books, and make
your own mind up afterwards.

People of the blogosphere, dance with me: it’s pumpkin spice
season. Or autumn, we could just call it autumn if you’d like. Either way, it
is the season of joy and delight. The season of the Pumpkin Spice Latte (Starbucks
I love you *other coffee shops are available) and leaves underfoot; of conkers
and so many colours; of fingerless gloves and woolly jumpers and delightfulness.
The colours of autumn though, are they not just lush!? Last October my pal and
I walked through St James’s park and the colours were so stunning they took my
breath away a little bit. I went a bit snap happy because I am totally girl of
the instagram generation, today (for work related purposes I hasten to add) I photographed
my socks. Anyhow. That’s another story.

Autumn is my favourite I think, partly because of the PSL
which may well be the most delicious coffee related beverage in the history of
time. There’s a pumpkin spice Bailey’s this year, did you know? DID YOU KNOW? Oh,
but I am excited to get my little hands on a bottle of that. I also love autumn
because it’s perfect for reading. The nights start to draw in and you find that
you feel deliciously melancholy somehow and so you (and by ‘you’ I obviously
mean ‘I’ and I am so sorry for projecting) feel less guilty for curling up
under a blanket and shutting the world away. A blanket, a cozy spot, a cup of
coffee and a good book. Is there a pleasure in the world that is equal to that?
NO THERE IS NOT. It’s totes a cliché, but it’s a freaking excellent cliché and
I am all over it. LET ME BE THE GIRL IN THE OVERSIXED JUMPER WITH THE AUSTEN
NOVEL PLEASE.

& so because it’s autumn and it’s a time for reading and
because I have been awfully lax of late (my last post was in June and I hate
myself a little bit for that) here are some books I’ve read recently that I
feel like should be on reading lists everywhere right now, along with some
exciting looking autumnal releases.

What have I been reading, then; what do I think you should
all read now that it’s September?

The Shipby Antonia Honeywell is a book I was
super excited about because when it was released last year it was everywhere
and I was hearing All The Good Things. All of them.& I liked it. It starts of in dystopian London (I love me a good
dystopia. Everybody knows it) where everything is bad: Oxford Street burned for
week, people are homeless and desperate and squatting in the British Museum and
not having an identity card doesn’t only mean you don’t exist, it means you’ll
be shot. Lalla is 16, her dad is a (really creepy) visionary and thanks to him
she gains passage on The Ship which is kind of like Noah’s Ark for humans – 500
humans, one ship and no talk – ever- of a destination and nobody seems to think
that’s weird, except Lalla. It’s good, and interesting and a pretty unique
twist on the whole dystopia thing. I liked it. It’s also a pretty cool coming
of age story and you cannot get enough of those am I right? I’m right. Anyway,
it’s worth a read.

Robin Wasserman’s Girls on Fire is
good. It paints a terrifyingly accurate
picture of how crazy and passionate and intense female friendship can be. It’s
like, imagine your late teen self (some of us have to imagine that ok, for some
of us it was a while ago) and then exaggerate it by some and you have Hannah
and Dex and even though it’s really extreme you
kind of relate to it because it can be like that, female friendship more potent
and intense and under-your-skin emotional than any romance and this book gets
that. It’s also super pretty, which, I am always all about the pretty words,
and mindblowingly observant, there’s ordinary and also extraordinary all
tangled up as one and the same and ain;t that just how life goes sometimes? And
it’s set in the nineties. THE NINETIES. Fascinating, gripping, different. It’s messed
up and it’s addictive and full of fucked up characters and destructive
relationships and completely unreliable narrators. All those excellent things.

I read Sarah Pinborough’s The Death
House last year and adored it so I was ridic excited when I saw she’d
got a new book out there: Thirteen Minutes.
Totally different to The Death House
but still quite, quite excellent. AND SO DAMN CLEVER. So clever. Natasha is
pulled from a freezing river. She was dead for thirteen minutes. She has no
idea how she got there, what happened or why but the more she tries to figure
it out the more it looks like perhaps somebody tried to kill her, and perhaps
that somebody is a person she loves. Keep your friends close and your enemies
closer and all that, but what if you can’t tell them apart? Reading this made
me question why I don’t read more psychological thrillers because I do love
them so.

You should also look at Louise O’Neill’s Only Ever Yourswhich I read last week and plan to come back
and review properly because I have feelings. It freaked me
out.

As far as new (and upcoming) releases go I feel like you should keep an eye
out for these babies. I haven’t read any of them, yet (although Today Will Be Different is next on my list) but I want to,
because they all sound marvellous.

Today Will Be Different– Maria
Semple who wrote Where’d You Go, Bernadette (which
I haven’t read but feel like I should) is about a day in the life of one woman,
about tackling the little things, and about life often gets in the way of doing
just that.

Holding Up the Universefrom
Jennifer Niven who wrote All the Bright Places
because would I be me if I didn’t hit you with a YA rec? It sounds a little
Eleanor & Park.

Here I Am,the new novel from
Jonathan Safran Foer sounds interesting and relevant and rather excellent and I
really liked Extremely Loud so you know,
fingers crossed.

The Wonder is the latest from
Emma Donoghue which I shall likely read even though I am mad at her because I
watched Room recently and my heart broke a
little bit.

And, GARY OLDMAN and Douglas Urbanski’s BloodRiders. GARY OLDMAN. COWBOYS. VAMPIRES. VAMPIRE COWBOYS. Do I need
to say more. It will either be incredible or awful. Or incredibly awful.
Frankly, I don’t even care.

So there you have it. I’m back, I think. I have Only Ever Yours to talk about, and I’ve been trying to get
my thoughts about The Cursed Child in order for
weeks so expect to see me talking about that at some point and I’m reading the
new Chris Cleave right now (and I love it, don’t wait for my review: read it
now) and my BFF’s baby is one now and is making me want to talk about picture
books so that might be a thing and I feel like I might be back to having Things
To Say. Hurrahs.

This Tuesday is an excellent
Tuesday because I’ve got the lovely Carys Bray – author of the shiny new The Museum of You here to chat about all
things bookish. Hurrah!

Carys!Thank-you so much for stopping by my little
corner of the blogosphere; grab a coffee and a jar of Biscoff spread and a
spoon and make yourself comfortable.

Before we get started, let’s
warm up with a quick fire round.

Ready, steady, GO:

Coffee,
tea or…?

Coffee

Favourite
film?

Oh,
erm – I do like the BBC version of Pride and Prejudice. I know it’s not strictly
a film, but I’ve watched it loads of times!

Favourite
book?

It
changes, but at the moment I love A Spool
of Blue Thread by Anne Tyler.

Summer
or winter?

Summer

Favourite
Colour?

Red

Last
thing you ate?

A
Magnum ice cream.

Dream
holiday destination?

Moab, Utah.

If you
could jump to any point in history, who would you have dinner with?

I’d
love to have dinner with Carol Shields. I think her novels and short stories
are brilliant and it would be great to speak to her about her writing.

How do
you like your steak?

I’m
a vegetarian, so alive and mooing, living in a field somewhere would be good!

What
are your pet peeves?

I
hate it when taxis park overnight on both corners of the end of my street, just
outside my drive. According to my family, my annoyance is totally
disproportionate (but it definitely isn’t – ha!).

I do love that bit! Anyway, on
to the proper bookish fun stuff!

Let’s get started.

Firstly, I’ve read The
Museum of You (and I thought it was ridiculously wonderful) but for anyone
who’s yet to get acquainted with the book, can you tell us a little bit about
it?

The Museum of You is the story of Darren and his daughter Clover. Clover is twelve, old
enough to spend the summer at home while Darren works, driving a bus between
Southport and Liverpool. After a school trip to the Maritime Museum, Clover
decides to curate a collection of objects that have been sitting in the second
bedroom for years.

I love the whole premise of the book, the way Clover
goes about setting up The Museum of You and
the way you weave the story she’s discovering for herself with Darren’s. Where
did the idea come from?

I was thinking about museums.
In my town we lost both our nearest library and nearest museum (the loss of the
library was particularly galling – the building that housed it was knocked down
and whenever I drive down that road the empty space is there, like a missing
tooth). I was thinking about objects and the stories they tell. I’d been to the
Titanic Exhibition at Merseyside Maritime Museum and I was fascinated by a
display case containing some of the personal effects that had been found at the
bottom of the sea. I started to think about curation and what, if anything, we
can learn about people from their possessions.

It’s always so excellent when a book is set somewhere
you’re familiar with so I loved that Museum
of You was set in my neck of the woods – Rivington Pike (about a ten minute
drive from my old house), Southport, Formby (which might be my favourite beach
ever). Was it a conscious decision to set the book here or did you find Clover
and Darren living on your doorstep quite by accident?

It was definitely a
deliberate decision. After Issy Bradley, I wanted to set another book in the
North West – there wasn’t a reason not to, and we have so many amazing museums
here that it was easy to set the book locally.

I can remember a pal of mine telling me about The Lawnmower Museum and thinking she was joking. Have
you ever been? What is the best museum you’ve ever visited? Or the weirdest?

I have been! I’m not that
into lawnmowers, but the stories really make the museum. I learned that James
May of Top Gear once reassembled a particular lawnmower without any
instructions. Another lawnmower was pulled by a horse that wore leather shoes
so as not to spoil the lawn. And some people like to participate in lawnmower
races (12 hour lawnmower races!). My favourite displays involved the
‘lawnmowers of the rich and famous.’ I saw Paul O’Grady’s lawnmower and Eric
Morcombe’s Dad’s lawnmower (an object
which provoked some serious giggling).

I used to love the Botanic
Gardens museum which was close to our house. It was closed in the recent
government cuts. The best bit was the taxidermy room which was full of
interesting birds and mammals.

Dagmar. Oh my heart. Talk to me about Dagmar please
because I love her, I love her just as much as I love Clover. I actually did
contemplate just sending a one question interview that just said ‘Dagmar?’I want to know about her background and about
her friendship with Clover and about what her life was like when she wasn’t
with Clover but most of all I just want to know she’s okay.

Dagmar moved to England from
the Czech Republic when she was 10. She had a hard time in year 6 at the primary
school she attended and she has been having a hard time during her first year
of high school too: children call her Dracula and make fun of her accent. Her
dad was in the Czech army and experienced some awful things and her mum works
long hours in a hotel. Dagmar has had a horrible couple of years, but now that
she and Clover are friends, things are looking up for her.

And also Mrs. Mackerel. Is she somebody you know, or
did you completely make her up? I’m not even sure which I would prefer. She’s
fab by the way. Laugh out loud funny.

I made Mrs Mackerel
up, but she was inspired by a funny notebook I inherited from my maternal
grandmother. The notebook was full of linguistic mistakes that my grandmother
had overheard and jotted down. I decided that Edna Mackerel would make similar
mistakes and I started keeping a notebook of my own, writing down funny things
I overheard in order to use them in the novel.

Some of the funny things in
my grandmother’s notebook came from one of her colleagues at work (she was a
teacher).

They included:

“I’m saying this with my
tongue in my mouth.”

“There’s a pair of knickers
here. I’ve had them on my hands for a fortnight.”

“These three have hit the
headlights.”

My own notebook included
things my children said:

“I’m just twisting your leg,
Mum.”

“He was an “escape goat.”

“It was a racist Shloer.”

The bookkind
of made me want an allotment; it felt like a kind of catharsis for Darren and
for Clover, the allotment – a place they could just go to and be and I love the idea of that. Do you
have one?

I do have one and I love it.
In 2015 we didn’t need to buy any potatoes or onions for the whole year, which
felt very satisfying. I’d love to get better at growing more exciting things
like sweetcorn and spinach; that’s my goal this year.

The Museum of You is a
different story entirely to your first novel A Song for Issy Bradley although they both deal with loss and grief
and the strength of love &your book Sweet
Home is a short story collection so a different thing entirely. Which of
the books did you find easiest to write, and why?

I loved writing A Song for Issy Bradley because there
wasn’t any pressure. I didn’t know if the novel would ever be published and I
didn’t think about how it would be received. I just wrote it, and really
enjoyed myself in the process. Writing The
Museum of You was a very different experience from writing Sweet Home and A Song for Issy Bradley. I knew quite early on in the process that The Museum of You was going to be
published which meant that I was working to a deadline and hoping that people
who enjoyed my other books would like it. As a result, the process felt quite
different.

And is the answer to that question the same as the
answer to ‘which is your favourite’ and if not because I’m just a little bit
mean, which is your favourite? &
I hope that doesn’t make you feel like I’m asking you to choose a favourite
child!

Oh, I don’t know! Perhaps
Issy Bradley because it was the first book to find a wide range of readers and
the one that made me feel like it was okay to begin to describe myself as a
writer.

If The Museum of
You was a DVD what would the special features be - are there any scenes
that ended up ‘on the cutting room floor’ that you can share? *cough*A Dagmar
and Clover scene*cough*

The special features would
include a few deleted scenes. There was a parent’s evening scene during which
Clover attempted to set Darren up with her English teacher. It was pretty
excruciating! And there was a scene during which Darren almost thumped someone
in a staff training exercise.

Tell us about how you write: do you prefer a loud room
or a quiet room; is your manuscript typed or handwritten, do you write during
set hours or as the word comes, and at home or some place else? What works
best?

I type everything. I like
being able to go back and delete things or move them around by copying and
pasting text. I work in both loud and quiet places, although I do prefer things
to be quiet, if possible. I try to work while my children are at school, but I
also work in the evenings and, occasionally, during the night.

What’s next for you? What are you working on now?

I’m working on a new novel
about a marriage that goes wrong when one partner starts to believe that the
world is ending.

What’s the best writing tip you’ve been given?

Read lots. I think it’s
really important to read while thinking about what works and what doesn’t. It’s
also very enjoyable!

& because I’m always on the look out for new book
recommendations, what are you reading right now?

At the moment I’m reading Modern Lovers by Emma Straub. It’s very
entertaining.

& what’s the best book you’ve read this year?

I recently read Jenn
Ashworth’s fourth novel, Fell. It’s
creepy and disturbing, a haunting evocation of regret, redress and the kindness
of strangers, and it’s not quite like anything I’ve read before. It will be
published in July 2016.

If you want to read The Museum of You (and you should because it's glorious) then you can grab a copy here.

I have been away for a while again haven’t I? I do so hate
it when real life stops me from doing blogging. I’m back now though, my mojo
sorta returned and to make up for it I have a list of books I’ve read that I
want to talk to you about and maybe even a special guest. We’ll talk about that
later though, because right now I wanna talk about this:

I went into CJ Fisher’s When We Were Alive not
really sure what to expect.

Do I need to mention that Fisher is also on YouTube under
the handle Ophelia Dagger? Most people probably
already know that already. I didn’t; I’ve seen her videos but hadn’t realised
that this was her. I’m not actually sure how relevant it is, actually, because
I’m not here to tell you that you ought to read this book because books by
YouTubers are super cool. I’m telling you to read this book because YouTube
Channel or not, CJ Fisher is A Very Good Writer. I tell you, for a debut, this
is seriously good. In fact, that might be unfair. Probably I should just say
that it’s good, because it is.

It’s very wordy, which, well I loved. All the pretty words,
all of the time thank-you please, and it’s very cleverly written, with three
equally excellent stories interwoven together and taking us from 2011 to the
1970’s to the 1930’s and back again, each voice sharp and unique and strong
with a mixture of third person narrative and letters from a young boy to the
Mother he doesn’t know. It’s witty and clever and very perceptive and I was
gripped. Utterly gripped.

Lemme tell you a bit about it because I’m being vague, and
being vague does not a helpful review make.

It’s three stories – I said that already I know, bear with -
seemingly unconnected stories, told independently of one another but woven
together so intricately that sometimes it makes your breath catch. Themes are
repeated and ideologies are repeated and it’s so damn clever that you don’t
even realise it right away. I love that.

In 2011 you’ve got Myles. Myles is in his early 20’s and
though it’s never explicitly stated you can’t help but think he places
somewhere on the Autism Spectrum. He reminds me a little of Charlie a little
bit, from Perks. He tells his story, random and
wonderful and a little bittersweet as it is, through the letters he pens to the
Mum he never knew – gimme all the epistolary stories please – and he’s candid
and honest and open even though sometimes he’s a little bit inappropriate and
he’s really intriguing. Probably not the most reliable of narrators lets be
honest but that’s kind of the appeal.

Then, in the 70’s there’s Will who is on a path to self
destruction in a bid to just feel. He gets
drunk in a hotel in Vegas and meets a girl. Dawn turns his life upside down.
Will’s kind of fascinating, a bit of a train wreck, and you kind of want to
help him, to save him, and at the same time (because you know he’s not real) you want to sit back and watch, see where, exactly
he’s going to end up.

Then further back still, right back to the 1930’s and Bobby.
We meet Bobby when he’s 12 and he’s a misfit and he wants to be a magician and
he has no friends but his parents until he meets Rose. Rose who becomes his
friend quite by accident and is part of his story through WWII and after and
Bobby might be my favourite actually, partly because of the setting of his
story and partly because he sort of makes your chest tight. Gah. I love him.

It’s a book about life, skipping from one decade to the next
and back again and showing you with no holds barred these snapshots into these
three lives and making you root for them, ache for them, believe in them. There
are twists and there are turns, there are things you see coming and sometimes
you find yourself saying ‘oh hello foreshadowing’ and things that you
absolutely did not see coming but at all. It’s not a barrel of laughs (and I
know, I hear you say: probably that’s why I liked it so) but it’s a good book. It’s about love and it’s about life and it’s
about how with the passage of time some things remain the same even as others
change beyond recognition. It’s about how sometimes things look truly fucking
awful but you have to find a way to pick yourself up and carry on. It’s a book
that wraps it’s arms around you and clings; you can’t help but be absorbed. I
cannot wait to see where Fisher goes next.

…Sometimes it’s the wait that’s the best bit isn’t it?
Knowing something's coming and enjoying the feeling of it about to happen –
like Christmas Eve, which is always better than Christmas Day.’

I think Carys Bray might be one of my most favourite recent
authors. I read her debut novel A Song for Issy Bradley in 2014 (I talk about that here) and feel into a book love so hard it took me a
while to recover so I was super excited when I learned that she has a new novel
out in June. I also got to chat to her last year at one of Jen’s events. She
signed a copy of Issy Bradley for me and was just
as delightful as I had hoped – it’s always a pleasure isn’t it, when somebody
you want to be lovely actually really is. Anyway, point is, I read The Museum of You last week – I finished it last night - and
I absolutely adore it. I think it’s the best book I’ve read this year. I kind
of want to smoosh it close at the same time as I shove it in the faces of
everybody I know with a demand of read this book right
immediately right now.

Have a blurb, people like blurbs. I like writing the word
blurb.

Blurb.

Clover Quinn was a
surprise. She used to imagine she was the good
kind, but now she’s
not sure. She’d like to ask Dad about it,
but growing up in the saddest chapter of someone else’s story is
difficult. She tries not to skate on the thin ice of his
memories.Darren has studied his daughter like a seismologist on the
lookout for waves and surrounded her with everything she might want – everything
he can think of, at least – to be happy.What Clover wants is answers. This
summer, she thinks she can find them in the second bedroom,
which is still full of her mother’s belongings. Volume isn’t important,
what she is looking for is essence; the undiluted bits: a collection
of things that will tell her the full story of her mother, her father and
who she is going to be.But what you find depends on what you’re searching for.

It’s so good.

It’s tender and it’s funny and it’s moving and it’s so damn pretty. And honest, unflinchingly honest and full of lines
that make you just say, ‘yes, yes¸ exactly
that.’

People aren’t speed bumps, you don’t get over them.

Carys has a
really strong, really unique voice and it’s one that fits really well with the
way that I read, truthful and somehow at the same time simple but intricate and
she has this way of getting right into the very heart of
her characters. Clover and Darren aren’t just words on a page, they’re like
real living breathing people that you feel like you know; that you want to know
better. They step right off the page. There’s an exchange in a bedroom over a
mug of warm water, between Darren and his Dad that choked me up. The whole damn
book choked me up to be honest, but that bit: oh hello tears, where did you
come from? It’s just….real. So very real.

Oh, and Dagmar, the little girl in Clover’s class at school.
Let me talk to you about Clover and Dagmar because those two girls, I swear,
it’s one of the most beautiful perfect depictions of friendship I have ever
read. Dagmar. Every single word about her made
me feel all of the things and the scene near the
end where she quietly confronts Clover about their friendship and what it
means, it’s just so perfect and unflinchingly raw. I would like more Dagmar. I
want to know the summer from her side. I want to know that she’s going to be
ok.

This is a beautiful read.This is writing as writing should be, it’s so easy to read, picking you
up and carrying you gently along, you’re swept away and you don’t even realise
it, just like you don’t even realise really how deeply it’s gotten under your
skin and how wonderfully complex it is until hours have passed and your chest
is tight and you look around to reach for Clover and hold her only to realise
she’s not actually real after all.WHY
IS SHE NOT REAL?

It’s like, Carys Bray writes grief and quiet unassuming love
like nobody else I can think of, in a way that hurts your heart but at the same
time makes you feel hopeful and somehow better.

It’s the same with love, he thinks. It doesn’t go
anywhere. You can decrease its volume and increase its density; you can bundle
it up, tight, but you still have to lug it around with you.

The Museum of You was like a
catharsis I didn’t even know I needed.

Which, I know I know, but surely if you’ve stopped by here
before you’re used to me making no sense by now.

This book is sad y’all, it’s really really sad and that’s
just a thing that is, and you get deep into it. Deep into Clover and this
longing for a Mum she never knew (and God, Clover is so amazing, naïve and at
the same time wise beyond her years and curious and so open) and deep into
Darren and this struggle to be without Becky, to be everything to his little
girl but it’s never sadness for the sake of it and it’s never over the top and
it’s never prying. It is at its heart a simple story about love and loss and
life, a simple story told in the most beautiful of ways.

Bittersweet. Is that the word? Bittersweet and careful and
compassionate and at times so honest it makes your breath catch. This is not a
dreary sad times book that’s just going to leave you feeling sad and empty,
it’s hopeful and it’s funny and Mrs Mackerel is the most excellent neighbour in
the history of ever. Fact. And the ending is gorgeous. Really really gorgeous.

I want you to read this book, please. Please. It's released in June - do yourself a favour and pre-order!

What if everything you set yourself up to be was wrong?Frances has always been a study machine with one goal, elite
university. Nothing will stand in her way; not friends, not a guilty secret –
not even the person she is on the inside.But when Frances
meets Aled, the shy genius behind her favourite podcast, she discovers a new
freedom. He unlocks the door to Real Frances and for the first time she
experiences true friendship, unafraid to be herself. Then the podcast goes
viral and the fragile trust between them is broken.Caught between who she was and who she longs to be, Frances’ dreams
come crashing down. Suffocating with guilt, she knows that she has to confront
her past…
She has to confess why Carys
disappeared…Meanwhile at uni, Aled is alone, fighting even darker secrets.It’s only by facing up to your fears that you can overcome them. And
it’s only by being your true self that you can find happiness.Frances is going to need every bit of courage she has.

I
haven’t read Solitaire, Alice Oseman’s debut
novel, although I did see and hear about it everywhere, enough that Radio Silence caught my eye anyway. Solitaire was
a success. I wanted to know who Alice Oseman was. Obviously I still don’t know that because you know, we
haven’t actually met. I can tell you this much though: she can write; Radio Silence is funny and real and incredibly incredibly
honest. It’s written by someone who understands her target market, who seems to
really feel what it’s like to be university age
right now. A quick Google tells me she
is only 21 years old. It all makes sense now; Oseman is writing what she knows
and she’s getting it absolutely right. If you want a book that’s relevant to
the right now, then this is a book that you want to be reading.

It’s
a pretty interesting study of some fairly complex issues this book, which, well
I do love a book with a message. It’s not preachy though and it doesn’t shove
its message in your face, but it does make you
say ‘oh yeah actually, that’s pretty damn accurate.’ It’s a really interesting
look at what it’s like to be the nerdy kid, or the smart girl, an interesting
look at how people like ‘study machine Frances Janvier’ are seen by their
peers. It’s also a really awesome look at friendships and relationships and how
people change and grow together and apart and I love
the lack of romance. Seriously. Take this exchange between Frances and
Aled who in most other books would be kissing face by the chapter eight:

“‘And
I’m platonically in love with you.’

‘That was literally the boy-girl version of
‘no homo’, but I appreciate the sentiment.'”

I love it. I love it that the focal point of this
book, the key relationship is that of a friendship, a completely platonic
relationship between a boy and a girl. AMAZING. There’s not even a hint of
sexual tension; there’s no slow burn; there’s no instalove; there’s not a
single YA Romance trope. There’s just a boy and a girl being best friends and
being awesome. Give me all of that and more please. There’s also a m/m
relationship that’s as real as they come, complete with ups and downs and messy
emotional misunderstandings. I mean, if this book were less well-written it
might feel as though it followed a check-list for diversity with the
aforementioned m/m relationship, a handful of LGBT characters and 3 out of 4
characters being POC but it doesn’t read like that at all, what it reads like
is an excellent, relevant (and I know I am
overusing that word right now) accurate, honest story. None of these characters
feel like ‘Token Gay,’ it feels like their sexuality, their skin colour just is – they’re well rounded and fully fleshed out and
extremely relatable to. Excellent charaterisation really is excellent – you
feel like you know these kids, like you’re
under their skin. They’re just…vivid. You want to be their friend. Damn, I want to
be Alice Oseman’s friend. Hey Alice, wanna be pals?

It’s also an excellent look at the internet and
fandom and the like, in a totally different way to Rainbow Rowell’s Fangirl but no less excellent. The fandom in question is a
podcast called Universe City which I believe to
be inspired by Welcome to NightVale which I have
heard of but never listened to (but now kind of want to) just like I want to
listen to the bits of UC that are on YouTube. How awesome is that? I love it. I
love that Universe City is a thing I
can go and listen to because those parts of the book, the University Citytranscripts and the mystery surrounding February Friday (be
still my heart omg) were pretty much my fave parts of the whole thing. So
there’s the whole Universe City thing and its look
at internet fame and fandom and all that jazz (super relevant because look at
what the world looks like, it’s all Youtube, Twitter, Facebook, instagram
Tumblr; it’s all about finding something you love and gushing over it online,
that’s what being a young adult looks like right now, and I love how Oseman has
used that to tell her story) there’s an excellent amount of diversity, there’s
a look at the pressures of leaving college and deciding what to do next,
especially when it’s always felt like your life is pre-planned, there’s a smart
look at familial relationships, there’s minimal romance, and there’s Frances,
who young adults all over the place are going to see themselves in; I’m almost
32 and I recognised myself in her. I mean this is a girl that’s got booksmarts
but is still kind of awkward, that obsesses over YouTube channels and can
fangirl like a pro, that sits around the house in PJ pants and hoodies eating
pizza and who wants to be invited to go clubbing with the girls from school but
hates it when she actually gets there and who puts more pressure on herself
than is ever ever necessary. She’s perfectly flawed and I love her.

All in all, this book is just excellent. The only
flaw really, is that there was so much that was excellent that it felt a little
busy sometimes and some things I would have liked to have been explored in a
little more detail; some people I would have liked to have seen more of got
left a little by the wayside. Minor niggle is minor though. & as a book
that says it’s ok to not know who you are or what you want; it’s ok to spend
your life wanting one thing and then realise it’s not the right fit after all,
that it’s not all about what others expectations of you and that whatever you
do, whoever you are, you’re ok, I think it’s really important.

Radio Silence is a good
book, and it’s a book that you don’t see that often: Oseman has identified a
gap in her genre and she fills it perfectly. S’a book you should read, this
one. GO AND DO JUST THAT

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A bookworm in her mid-30's who likes sunshine and snow covered mountains and the cold side of the pillow and being the little spoon. Writes book reviews more akin to coffee with friends than any intellectual book club. Binge watcher who has been known to use holiday days to stay in her pyjamas under a blanket watching Ugly Betty and who thinks nothing will ever be as sad as Billy on Ally McBeal although some things come close. Does not believe in the term guilty pleasures - you do you, you gorgeous creature. A happy, sleepy, over-thinker.

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