What Does God Want Me To Do?

My ex and I broke up almost a year ago, and we had a really bad breakup. Long story short, his parents didn’t approve of me for him because they deemed, “I wasn’t good enough and we weren’t marriage compatible.”

I was hurting a lot when we broke up, but through God’s grace, I have forgiven his parents and him. However, when we were still together, I had a really weird dream. I had a dream of our future together. I got to see our future neighbourhood, and in this dream, I was married to my ex and I was pregnant o_O.

The dream felt so real that when I woke up, I felt a sudden pressure in my stomach, almost as if a baby just kicked my stomach. Now this could not be possible, as we remained celibate during the entirety of our relationship. I want to move on, but every time I try, this dream always pops back in my head.

I started asking God whether if this dream is from the Lord or is this dream from Satan/my own selfish desires. The answer that I received was when I was reading His Word, and I came across Mark 8:33,

“Get behind me, Satan.”

I really felt the magnitude of God’s voice once I read this verse. Given the context of the verse, this was when Jesus rebuked Peter for not wanting the Son of Man to complete God’s will for him.

So, at first, I thought that God was telling me that I have a selfish desire for my ex, and that’s not God’s will for me. However, my heart does not rest easy with this revelation, as something felt off. So, I prayed about the situation more. Then, I came to the conclusion maybe God is telling me to wait, as now is not the time to know, and that there’s a reason why we are apart. I’m not sure what God wants me to do in this situation :/.

Any insightful input? How can you tell the difference between “no” and “wait”?

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Bonnie Kidd6/2/2018

I need prayer name Bonnie going through lot stressing time need peace and happiness pray for my ex husband Hank we are back together are families doesn’t approve i love him want to remarry Hank prayer for Hank salvation and good job prayers for my Grown son Kris for judging Hank

Howdy! the story of what Papa did for me i hope can help you in your situation as well, if the post gets approved and its not in the pending stage, its in the relationship category or tag. its called Restoration, hope and another chance update is the name of the testimony post. the original is the trail just a heads up. In summary i was in a relationship with a girl i grew up with after so many years going bye, Papa opened a door and the spark was back but i believe i was able to be the way christ descibe love, love is patient , love is kind the whole verse (cause i was seeking and spending time with Papa). a couple of months went by and then i was on a path where i was no longer that i loved her for her it become her for me and was and became needy. i had a dream a night where i was sitting on a couch the color of the room was a dark blue and i was able to see what i looked like and her and i didn’t look so happy really down and i can’t remember if words where spoken or not but she walked over to me gave me a kiss on my forehead and walk away and then i woke up. that next day i didn’t get the message and i spun it and thought it was a great thing cause she kissed me LOL. ( i wanted that to happen badly) after a while of this of me and me i lost her and it ended i was angry for a bit then put it on my self that it was my fault and it was but it always takes two to make a relationship work. i only know my wrongs, i was needy, i wasn’t in the whole relationship and i wasn’t putting in Papa hands and then i went down a dark path ( that’s the orignal post) the update post is what Papa help me get through and see and learn and become. seek him, spend time with him, be honest even if scary @ times, i have noticed that’s when not only does Papa shine we are able to see it and know it. i forget what date it was but i was @ work on way my to lunch and i totally believe Papa was speaking to my heart that day ( i know i have it down on paper i think or written down somewhere so i’m parphrasing unfortanly) that was from me and i was warning you what would happen if you continued to go down your path your going. ( sorry it was something like that). after a year went by and not talking to each other and then starting to again here and there i remember another time i had a dream where the room was bright warm with a wooden stove in the background going @ her grandparents place and (i think two or one little dog was running around named ginger) we were all laughing and there was a couple of looks exchange back and for of happiness. i know her grandma was near me and i know she was near but forget how far away i know not far about maybe a couple of feet 2-3. give yourself to Papa and he will take care of you like he says. i think you our on a season like i was, but at the same time don’t let it become greater as an idol cause i can see i did that for her and the idea( idea crimps up here and there i still struggle with). feel free to contact if you want any one. the way i see it we are all in a hall way opening and closing doors seeking and find our selfs and who Papa is and who we are. i would like to encourage if i can. cwinsor99 at gmail dot com God bless you all and stay strong and keep seeking and looking up.

I love a person truly ..it’s been a year since I loved him… several times he broke up but still I love him…I want him as my husband ..I love him sincerely…..but unfortunately he has gone away too far and he says it’s impossible for him to love me and get married to me……..I wanna give some time ……I prayed and I fasted for him …..so let him take time ….time changes a person and I pray to God in faith ..maybe not will he give me what I asked but let God give me any time he wants to ..I’ll wait …..