Archive for October, 2007

because i don’t feel comfortable eating in public/in front of people. period! and the fact that i’m a very shy person…

she thinks it’s this thing that i have.. WTF!! ok i know i’ve been called crazy.. and might need some help setting my head straight, but this!! hold on a dick sucking minute!! that makes me question her sanity!!

*deep breath* ok let’s go to the place to where this all began..

i was hungry and i wanted to order some food, and i didn’t wanna talk to the guy on the phone.. I’M SHY! i’d rather talk to him face to face.. i don’t know why! i’m just not comfortable ordering and telling the guy what i want over the phone, so shoot me!

then my mom goes on saying that i need to see a therapist about this thing about me not liking to eat in public and makes a huge deal of it! and the whole time i’m thinking she’s just playin, turns out she’s serious!! what the FUCK!!!

i just don’t like eating in front of people! and you know damn well that in this country everyone is watching the other. and i’m not a fan of people watching me, or the fact that i’m eating at the same time..

is how i feel about this wrong? is she crazy or am i? do i really need a shrink? and if you think i do, maybe you need to get your head checked..

so me, my sister and 2 cousins have a few things that we call rules for ourselves.. for example:

*using toothpicks from restaurants, we call them ‘Diddy style’ (i’ll explain it later)

*saying “dude” in every sentence when ordering food.. it has to be in the sentence, either at the beginning or the end like; ‘dude i’ll have a coke with no ice.’ ‘can we have the check, dude?’

anyway that’s not the point of my post..

yesterday me and my sister had lunch at maki, and my sister ordered something with unagi..anyway one of our “rules” is that whenever we say unagi we do this.

now my sister says that whenever we eat some unagi *does the sign* we should do the sign too.. is that stupid or what! i mean we even do the sign when we’re ordering!
i’m not going to do the sign every time i have a peice of unagi *does sign* maki! that’s just fucking tiring..

anywho, i told her we couldn’t change the rule, and she said that all rule makers have to be present when we make a decision about changing that rule..

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