Remember naps, kool aid, recess, playing outside until you were so tired you came in I took a bath passed out and did it again the next day. What about getting something in the mail,run out to the mailbox but no yet, drinking from a water hose, jumping into a pond just because, or taking your shoes off just because. trying to have fun because it was fun, not to have fun to compensate to make yourself feel better. Anyway I’m saying being an adult is dumb and we continue to do the same thing.

Let say the stats are correct and 2% of people live they life they want. I’ll be generous and say 10% are living the life they want. So that leaves us the other 90%. Here are the things we celebrate now,

I got to work on time,

They canceled the meeting,

Jeans day,

A catered lunch,

Getting to leave 5 minutes early

Living to get a tax return check that we shouldn’t have paid over tot he government anyway

Getting to eat a meal at home. It used to happen everyday

2 weeks of vacation to work 50 weeks. Then we dread the end of vacation because how much work we have when we get back

Praying to God that the dr., lawyer or bank stay open past 5 so you can get business done so you don’t have to do everything Saturday.

That someone will celebrate your birthday

You go to the mailbox hoping its empty

That somebody would do their laundry

Can we order pizza because I don’t give a crap about anybody eating

Someone body I cared about texted me but I haven’t heard their voice in 2 years

I worked to retirement YAY, now my health sucks so bad I can’t enjoy it

We get 2 breaks a day to go to the bathroom

Somebody waved at me. Do they like me. It used to mean people were friendly.

You have to be sick to feel like you can stay in bed

Someone pays you a compliment.

I paid my bills for the month yes, oh crap its time to start paying them again.

I could go on but how freaking sad is it that life has become this. Routine is a killer of the soul. Why have we accepted this. It’s not God’s plan. ts not our plan but we stick ourselves in the butt with it and wonder why it hurts. It’s just dub, we stopped having fun, or our fun is were going to drink until we don’t remember, because Hangovers are a blast.

My boss is a dumb arse and if you don’t think you’re a dumb arse you are the boss. We live this life to get to a point to enjoy it then our health fades, our love dies, kids move on forget about us until were dying.

Im not trying to be a pessimist but I’m sick of people not living. Take them damn trip, eat the food you shouldn’t , if your job sucks find another one, if you want a dog buy one. Just live because if you were giving a month to live you would start but its to late.

Oh but Tyler I don’t what to do. Okay good stop doing this stupid crap I listed that’s a good start. The only person going to make your life better is you. I mean nobody else will. Don’t blame, just do it.