An online home to showcase and discuss interesting articles, interviews and other media about actors associated with all the various "Star Trek" television shows and movies. I also write on equal rights, social justice issues, INFJ-isms, film & television production, urban homesteading and whatever blows up my skirt. Figuratively speaking.
In addition, I'm working on setting up a new urban homesteading blog - stay tuned.

Saturday, November 30, 2013

It appears that I did not see a little link over on the side of the Letters of Note website regarding how to order the book. It appears that my US-centric thinking took over and I assumed that since it is not available in the US until May, that it was unavailable everywhere. It turns out that our lucky UK friends can already buy the book! Now I understand why the actor who shall not be named had one - since he was in England, it all makes sense now. I am suitably chastised.

Well, time to run. I am off to Trader Joes, the bookstore (to make my Christmas list!), and the movies. Sounds like a nearly perfect night. The only thing that would make it more perfect would be if I were going with someone special - in a not-hanging-out-with-my-kid-on-a-Saturday-night kind of way :)

I discovered the website "Letters of Note" this past summer, when I was off work and had a lot of time for reading. It is intriguing. It calls itself an "attempt to gather and sort fascinating letters, postcards, telegraphs, faxes and memos" - a compilation of correspondence from a wide variety of political figures, actors, authors, average Joe's with something important to say, and other people of interest. Many of the letters are heartbreaking, some are funny, others poignant. All make for a good read.

It has come to my attention that it is being compiled in book-form and won't be available until May (and will contain only 100 letters instead of the 900+ on the website). [I would sure like to know how a certain Star Trek actor got what apparently must be an advance copy - I guess having connections helps! I am sooo jealous.] Apparently, I got all excited for nothing seeing a hard copy in someones hands. I will have to take the book off my Christmas wish list and put it on my May birthday wish list instead. < sigh > Not that there is anything wrong with reading online. I do a lot of online reading. I am just in love with the feel of a book in my hands. I love the smell of paper and the sound of a page being turned. I enjoy seeing stacks of books pushed up against my walls where my son and I have run out of bookshelf space. I love having a pile of books-in-progress on the coffee table. I love being able to get lost in a story, tucked into a blanket on my couch with a cup of coffee I have forgotten completely about. Patience is a virtue I reluctantly possess, so I shall try to curb my enthusiasm until May. That doesn't mean I have to like it.

In keeping with many things Trek related on my site, the first letter I will post from the website is a memo on the casting process for The Next Generation. Read it, and smile :)

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

A friend's son attempted suicide two days ago. I feel so sad for both of them - for my friend who is heartbroken and scared, and for her son, a good person who cannot see his own worth. Having been there myself many moons ago as a teen, I empathize with the hapless, helpless and hopeless feelings. It's horrible feeling trapped and thinking nothing will change, that the pain will remain or can only get worse. As the mother of a son with mental health disorders, I hope I am never in my friends' shoes.If you, any of my readers, are considering suicide as an option, please... stay. Suicide is not a great solution - the pain you cause your loved ones is heart wrenching and I think there must be consequences of some sort on the Other Side. There is always a solution to your problem that doesn't involve killing yourself. Just because you haven't thought of it yet doesn't mean it doesn't exist. If you know someone who is depressed, ask them about it. You won't give them "ideas" - you will give them hope. If you know someone with some of the risk factors above, call for advice. If you want to end it all, reach out for help since you have 'nothing to lose', because on the other hand, you do have everything to gain. If you are in despair, if you are trapped by abuse, domestic violence, alcoholism or drug abuse, being closeted, being bullied - please make one more effort.

If you need encouragement to make that call, email me at intrepid.infj@yahoo.com (but I check it only every few days). If you can't find someone local who will listen and refer you to trained people who can help, then call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-237-TALK (8255). Please... stay.

Sunday, November 24, 2013

Last
week I had the crap scared out of me by a bureaucratic snafu. With one letter in the mail, I found myself thrust in a deep well of panic and fear. Tunnel
vision narrowed my focus to the people and things that mattered most, and that
I could count on one hand. Fortunately,
the issue appears to be resolved and equilibrium has been restored. What shocked me in hindsight from the incident is is how fast I went from
“everything is fine” to “holy shit, it’s the End of the World As I Know It –
Again.” It was a shockingly fast trip.

Since
then, I have been considering the role of fear in my life. How it has shaped my choices and how it has impacted my
decision making process, and how it continues to do so. How it has molded my life. I have also been pondering those instances where I pushed through fear regardless of those feelings, for better or worse.

My
readers should know by now that I like to link my blog posts back to articles
or quotes from actors associated with Star
Trek, and here’s a nice one to start off today’s blog post. It’s short and sweet, thank you, Chris Pine.

“Fear
runs our lives a lot of the time. You
can face it head-on, or you can hide in your bunker.” ~ CP

What do you fear?

I
can think of numerous common fears off the top of my head. Typical fears, like the fear of spiders or
public speaking and of being mugged in a dark alley. Then there are deeper fears. Fear of poverty and
losing what you have worked for. Fear of
getting sick and being incapacitated.
Fear of failure. Fear of
success. Fear of intimacy and of being
known. Fear of being taken advantage of. Fear of betrayal. Fear of imperfection and feeling unworthy. Fear of being alone. Fear of missed opportunities. Fear of not living an authentic life. Fear of not living up to your potential. Fear of living a lie. Then there are true phobias and disordered thinking, but that is not what I am addressing here. What do you fear? What keeps you up at night? What makes you weak in the knees or sick to
your stomach when you consider it?

Why
should we look at our fears? Because
they impact our actions and our emotions.
And those impact other people, in addition to keeping us from our
greatest potential.

“Our
deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness, that most
frightens us.” ~ Marianne Williamson

My
greatest fear is probably peculiar sounding to many people. I fear not living before I die. I fear not having the courage to embrace the
heights and depths of human experience.
I fear getting to the end of my days and having regrets for the things I
did not do, for the times I allowed fear to dictate my actions. I fear not using my own
inherent power as a loving human being in the best way possible. I fear not making a difference.

What
are your fears? Consider them. Examine, deconstruct and tear them apart. Shine light into their depths. And don’t let your fears keep you from your
best destiny.

“Expose
yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of
freedom shrinks and vanishes – you’re free.” ~ Jim Morrison

Sunday, November 17, 2013

I am having difficulties reading Zoe Saldana. The interviews I have read just are not “meaty”
enough to satisfy me. Who is this
talented actress who starred in the highest grossing film of all time (Avatar)?
Who is the new Uhura? Hopefully
someday she will have the good fortune to run into an interviewer who can
actually interview and we will find out.
In the meantime, we will have to survive on bits and pieces of real
information and hints of depth.

What’s most immediately obvious is the obvious – she is seriously beautiful. Duh. Allure Magazine let the world
know that she weighs 115 lbs. (as if that’s the most interesting and important
thing anyone could possibly want to know about someone). Thanks so much for putting that on the cover
of your magazine, Allure, I don’t know how I would have managed to sit through
my lunch break in the staff room without reading about it! But who is she? What are her dreams? How does she feel about starring in Avatar or StarTrek? What are her career goals? What’s up next on her agenda? I have read
numerous interviews and its still all rather a mystery to me.

There was one article I liked where her Star Trek co-star Zachary Quinto interviewed her. Zach is so very eloquent, he is a joy to read
or listen to in nearly any context.
Unfortunately, the interview was about the world of fashion, which they
are both interested in but I am not. I have to put faith in the fact that if Zach has
glowing things to say about her – and he does – we may find out eventually,
also. We can hope.

Zoe grew up in Queens, NY, and in the Dominican Republic. She moved to New York City at 17 years old to
study acting, and her careers – acting and modeling - just took off into the
stratosphere from there. I admit that I
have not seen many of her movies, although along with the entire world, I was
impressed with her acting in Avatar and Star Trek.

I do like the one quote I have found that was not relate to
weight, being beautiful or making movies, though it was about age. “I’m very accepting with my age. It’s like notches on your belt: experience,
wisdom and a different kind of beauty.
There comes a day when you’ve become comfortable in your skin”. Being comfortable in your own skin is a good
thing, it’s true. The evil side of me,
however would like to say - “darlin’, when you turn 40, then we’ll talk.” You are still a baby at 30. J However, I have no doubt that Zoe Saldana
will still be relevant, beautiful and making movies at 40, and 50 and 70 years old. If we are lucky!

Saturday, November 9, 2013

the darkness inside me is howling, threatening to swallow me whole
the depths of my heart resemble a fucking black hole
people skim the surface and think that they see
the total sum of the parts that make up what they call 'me'
but those visible instances, evidences and realities
are absurd, simplistic, existential anomalies
you don't know me. I walk alone.

A happy birthday shout out to Robbie McNeill (Robert Duncan McNeill) who played "Lt. Tom Paris" on Star Trek: Voyager. Once upon a time, I helped Robbie answer fan mail for a season. What a disaster, lol. :D Cheers to a good, decent human being. Hope you and your family have a great day, Robbie!

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Happy Birthday, Armin! I miss the days when Gayle and I would go see you in whatever play you were doing and then go to dinner afterwards with whomever we wrangled up, with you and Kitty. I hope you have a fantastic birthday!

For those of you unfamiliar with the fabulous Mr. Armin Shimerman, he portrayed Quark on Star Trek: Deep Space Nine and is one of the most talented actors on the planet. He also had reoccurring roles on Buffy the Vampire Slayer and The Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy, my favorite cartoon of all time! These days Armin can be found at the Antaeus Company, a not-for-profit theater company in Los Angeles, when he's not working elsewhere.

I wanted to do something significant for my 50th post - my personal ad, perhaps? But I cannot, just cannot resist this story and I simply MUST tell you about it because I laughed my ass off and it's too good NOT to repost.

Some French teenagers abducted a lama from a local circus and hit the town with the beast in tow. How awesome is that?! His name is Serge and now he's famous. The teens are NOT in trouble, LOL. I can't beat that. I've got nothing. Thanks for the laugh, Serge, and you saucy teenagers, you rock my world!

Sunday, November 3, 2013

What does a Ringwraith from The Lord of the Rings and Shaun from Shaun of the Dead have in common? They both live in my apartment! :D

Took my son out trick-or-treating (him as a Ringwraith who has found the One Ring) as Shaun... I was wearing so many layers I felt like a sausage... and my food coloring "blood" ran in the rain. I came home wearing a lot more pink than I've worn in years! It was cold, foggy and drizzling wet, but fun nonetheless!

Of course my shirt reads: "Take car. Go to Mums. Kill Phil (sorry). Get Liz. Go to the Winchester. Have a cold pint. Wait for it all to blow over."

Saturday, November 2, 2013

"Goldilocks and the Three Bears" as you've NEVER heard it before, as read by the fabulous William Shatner. I love this man! Not "G" rated :D Almost as much fun as "Go the Fuck To Sleep" read by Sam Jackson. Maybe I'll find that next! Come on, people, get a life...

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About Me

I am a single mom raising a special needs child while working and trying to figure out life. Oh, and I worked on Star Trek: Deep Space Nine and Star Trek: First Contact once upon a time (and some other shows and movies). I am a preschool teacher, voracious reader, mosaic artist, urban homesteader, a poet and a thinker. I am an unapologetic do-gooder with delusions of reality; a kitchen witch who raises children and vegetables and who wants to save the world. All of these words describe everything and nothing about me. I am a catalyst. Boldly go.