I'm bored idleness/inert/inactive observation how to suffer people who are close to me.

It is said that when someone attains enlightenmentthen appear mystical abilities.

Should not be to strive for the ability but only to enlightenment.I do not care for enlightenment because my enlightenment does not help anyone in anythingif we couldenlightenment of Sakyamuni would remove our suffering.

Sikyamuni get ilumination?Yes.For this reason we are enlightenment?No.

My question is:How to develop a healing abilities?Here and now,no in the future in next live.

oh so you are saying that because of Shakyamuni no one ever achieved enlightenment or liberation?

If the thought of demons Never rises in your mind, You need not fear the demon hosts around you. It is most important to tame your mind within....

In so far as the Ultimate, or the true nature of being is concerned, there are neither buddhas or demons. He who frees himself from fear and hope, evil and virtue, will realize the insubstantial and groundless nature of confusion. Samsara will then appear as the mahamudra itself….

if you are only thinking about this life, well maybe even if you become enlightened you cannot help anyone on this planet in this life. but after this life you will help all beings for all eternity. so still you say enlightenment doesnt help anyone in anything.

and your pursuit of enlightenment helps beings who you are interconnected to. maybe not directly, but defenitely indirectly. every good quality and wisdom and merit helps beings either directly or indirectly or both. nothing in the path of the truth goes to waste.

If the thought of demons Never rises in your mind, You need not fear the demon hosts around you. It is most important to tame your mind within....

In so far as the Ultimate, or the true nature of being is concerned, there are neither buddhas or demons. He who frees himself from fear and hope, evil and virtue, will realize the insubstantial and groundless nature of confusion. Samsara will then appear as the mahamudra itself….

If the thought of demons Never rises in your mind, You need not fear the demon hosts around you. It is most important to tame your mind within....

In so far as the Ultimate, or the true nature of being is concerned, there are neither buddhas or demons. He who frees himself from fear and hope, evil and virtue, will realize the insubstantial and groundless nature of confusion. Samsara will then appear as the mahamudra itself….

you can cure an ill patient and he maybe happy for the lifetime, after he / she / it dies there is suffering and the illness was not really cured. only enlightenment cures the illness of samsara.

If the thought of demons Never rises in your mind, You need not fear the demon hosts around you. It is most important to tame your mind within....

In so far as the Ultimate, or the true nature of being is concerned, there are neither buddhas or demons. He who frees himself from fear and hope, evil and virtue, will realize the insubstantial and groundless nature of confusion. Samsara will then appear as the mahamudra itself….

After death we are not human beingspeople need help when they live as humans.

Its hard to think about important thingswhen I miss something insignificant as a sandwich every morning.

There are more important things than some ridiculous sandwichHowever, without sandwiches you die

tell me if self or i doesnt exist, why do every single human being think themselves as being a self or an i.

of course they need help as human beings i dont want to argue with that. but to let go of the aspiration to be enlightened to benefit all beings and swap it into healing temporal illness of people is not in my opinion a good trade.

If the thought of demons Never rises in your mind, You need not fear the demon hosts around you. It is most important to tame your mind within....

In so far as the Ultimate, or the true nature of being is concerned, there are neither buddhas or demons. He who frees himself from fear and hope, evil and virtue, will realize the insubstantial and groundless nature of confusion. Samsara will then appear as the mahamudra itself….

Anyway...maybe now I say something I should not sayWhen I asked a shamaness about cleaning my karmashe did it and I on the same day met a woman of which I've always dreamed She is not similar to that of which I dreamed she is EXACTLY the same.

prior to purification of karma,by yearI wondered what it's like to fall in love?I thought it was just the kind of attachmentcombined with sexual desire.

butwhen I purify karmaon the same day I found out what it's like to be in love.

meaby I found real Dakini?

Now it turns out that my woman from dreamson whichI waited half my life immersed in depression and anxiety disordershas serious health problems and I can only watch.This really helping her,she dont need my knowledge about Atman or Anatman.She dont care about "who experiences Bardo if I/sel did not exist".

She is still human and she need health here and now,becasue he has a 3 years old child.Her child is also sick and cant read about Four Noble Truths.(even though it knew how,It is a child and wants to have fun,no study dharma)

So...

I will very gladly resign from the enlightenmentif in exchange she will recover.

i think this is your attachment that brings up these disturbing thoughts and emotions. and not seeing what is the highest benefits for all sentient beings. not just your girlfriend. anyway, i hope your girlfriend finds the health treatment she needs to recover.

and of course she can participate on december if i remember right to Chogyal Namkhai Norbu's mandarava long life retreat over the internet and thus buy her sadhana and practice it. CNNR says that anyone who practice's mandarava long life practice will extend his/her life span at least by seven years.

if you want more information on the retreat say so and i will provide you with the necessary information.

If the thought of demons Never rises in your mind, You need not fear the demon hosts around you. It is most important to tame your mind within....

In so far as the Ultimate, or the true nature of being is concerned, there are neither buddhas or demons. He who frees himself from fear and hope, evil and virtue, will realize the insubstantial and groundless nature of confusion. Samsara will then appear as the mahamudra itself….

My question is:How to develop a healing abilities?Here and now,no in the future in next live.

Depending on your abilities, you could study to become a doctor, nurse, or EMT / paramedic. Or you could work for or support an organization dedicated to improving public health (sanitation, nutrition, access to drinking water, safe childbirth, etc.), e.g. in the Third World.

Snowid, "many people attained enlightenmentbut many more are still sufferingEven if all the people on earth have reached enlightenmentOne patient remains illEnlightenment of millions will not affect his health"

I understand that there's enormous suffering in this world. Poverty,war,depression, angst and on and on it goes.

But where are all these people who have reached enlightenment? Enlightenment of millions? It's not a cheap magic trick. Its vey rare and a great silent, radiating treasure for all living beings.

Snowid wrote:Sikyamuni get ilumination?Yes.For this reason we are enlightenment?No.

My question is:How to develop a healing abilities?Here and now,no in the future in next live.

I disagree that his enlightenment didn't heal people. Just his presence in the world and dharma teaching healed many people! And still continues to do so to this day. Those who currently practice it, are currently being healed by it. Simply because they are not completely healed yet, doesn't mean they aren't being healed. Enlightened people are the healers of the world.

One should not kill any living being, nor cause it to be killed, nor should one incite any other to kill. Do never injure any being, whether strong or weak, in this entire universe!

Snowid wrote:I'm bored idleness/inert/inactive observation how to suffer people who are close to me.

It is said that when someone attains enlightenmentthen appear mystical abilities.

Should not be to strive for the ability but only to enlightenment.I do not care for enlightenment because my enlightenment does not help anyone in anythingif we couldenlightenment of Sakyamuni would remove our suffering.

Sikyamuni get ilumination?Yes.For this reason we are enlightenment?No.

My question is:How to develop a healing abilities?Here and now,no in the future in next live.

In the eye of an enlightened being, everything is fine. You see people are suffering. Its just their karma. It may be there for them to learn sth. If you don't choose to help, it will not make you less enlightened. If you choose to help, it will not make you more enlightened. There are suffering at different karmic levels, in general, physical, energy, mental levels. An enlightened person can help at the root level or the mental level. Mystical power can help the physical level or energy level. An enlightened being may not have mystical power, unless he choose to learn them.

With mystical power, you may help more people in some way. However, This could be dangerous as you could be playing with yours and their energy, you are not just dealing with the physical. Karma is a subtle energy, it's the tendency for sth to happen to you, or the tendency for you to do sth. When this tendency is removed by you by mystical means, and you are not totally balanced in your mental body and your energy body, it will be very likely that you incur their karma to yourself, as energy has to go somewhere, unless you are capable of dissolving them completely.

Does this sound contradicting with love and compassion? Love is the means to start something, it is not the end by itself. Compassion is the greatest love and the greatest motivation for achieving enlightenement. True compassion comes after enlightenment. It is impartial and spontaneous. When its needed, it will be manifested. In the infinite worlds of the universe, the sicks are also infinite. Its not anyone's job to take care of them.

When I was healthierI had the enthusiasm and appetite for everything,knowledge,practice etcbut disease and suffering teaches us many thingsI also learned a lot:

-depression-apathy(I do not care about practice)-indifference(no matter what happens later)-stagnation-unconcern(I do not care for the realization)-thinking only about how to get rid of own illness instead of how to help others.