well i went and saw the hv yesterday. i ended up breaking down to her. i told her all about my negative thoughts towards katie and she was really really understanding. she says she thinks i may have a touch of post natal depression but she said she isnt too concerened about it yet though. She does want me see the doctor though.
what she was concerened about though was this stupid implant. Ive been having AF now for almost 2 months and its not just light spotting , its heavy. She said thats probably the reason why im tired. She said it could make me anaemic. Anyway i have to go a family planning clinic today to see if they can remove it. The hv was so nice. Felt like a big weight had been lifted off me cos i was feeling so guilty after the other night.

I went out last night for my mates 25th bday and i had a couple of drinks but decided i wasnt going get drunk. Come the end of the night my 2 mates were blotto and i was sober. It feels nice not to have a hangover.

Today i feel much better. Just want rid of this implant now.

Thanks everyone for your support. If it wasnt for you lot i would have kept them feelings all bottled up instead of talking to someone.

Aww Im glad you feel a little more positive hun. Good luck with having your implant removed. I had mine for 3 years and didnt have a problem

Hugs xxx

Thu Jan 17, 2008 11:42 am

emlouj1985

Joined: Mon Jan 29, 2007 9:38 pmPosts: 0Location: stoke on trent

KBobbler wrote:

Thats what they're there for hunni Make sure the doc does blood tests won't you? (((hugs))) xx

yea i will hun. i want it removed now. The lady who was on the reception desk at the health clinic was so helpful too. she said they should have given me a tablet first (which works the same as the implant) to see how my af would be cos the implant doesnt suit everyone. Said no one had mentioned nowt to me.

Could it even be the implant that's making u feel like that hun?
I'm not sure what side affects it has but could be possible that u will feel better when it's out, hope so and well done for going to see someone x

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Thu Jan 17, 2008 11:51 am

emlouj1985

Joined: Mon Jan 29, 2007 9:38 pmPosts: 0Location: stoke on trent

sarahwilli wrote:

Could it even be the implant that's making u feel like that hun?I'm not sure what side affects it has but could be possible that u will feel better when it's out, hope so and well done for going to see someone x

yea well thats what the hv said hun. she wondered if the 2 things could be linked to one another. Shes rang me today and left a message the machine. she said shes hopes im ok. shes so nice and understanding.

I had a lie in till 10am but i still feel really tired and my head feels heavy but i dont feel too bad im myself.

Aw chick glad you got it sorted..... its nice ppl are here to talk to.... I just hope everyone here for me after little one born in case i need them..... Hope not in seriousness but you never know....
Id say we are a great bunch and always help when can....

Good luck ive been on 2 different kinds of pill and the depo injection before.... depo can stop periods altogether ask about that?? xx