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I try to help people. I try to. I try to be a nice person. I can't help getting triggered. Everyone comes to me with their problems. I dont wanna go to anyone with mine. I dont have anyone I can go to. My friends are too busy/and or I don't want to trigger them. I dont like talking about my feelings. I've always kept it bottled up. I did try to help. I don't like people leaving me. It hurts. Flashbacks earlier. My fault. I'm just going to shut up now.