Whats up with that feeling? The one I get at night when I lay down and try to go to sleep and I just feel like I fucked something up real bad but I don't know what it is. I've had it 3 nights in a row already and its keeping me from sleeping.

It is the winter solstice, Time to say thank you for the blessings of the past year, to apologize for and accept the things that went poorly and to focus on all the awesomeness that you will radiate out to the world in the upcoming year.