Update: I've found out that my disappointment may be because of my ridiculously high expectations, but I've always thought that to create big change, you should have big goals. But yeah, like I said, Caitlin Figueiredo, she already has created huge change at 21, and I wanted to be there as well. It sort of sucks that I don't know how to start to get there, what I need to do, who I need to talk to etc. I just feel like I should've chosen my passion by now if I wanted to create waves in the world.
I wish I just wanted to live an average joe life, or that I knew my passion! If I knew my passion and I didn't even care if I did well or if I did do well, that would be so good. I'm only 15, but I already feel so under pressure

I'm suffering my quarter-life crisis 10 years premature but hopefully I'll find a way and be ok. Don't be afraid to chat, I'm open to every experience and opinion!