People so efing cheerful this time of year merry freaking this and happy freaking that . what about when i was standing on the roof of an abandon house wanting to jump but it wasnt tall enough ? would they yell up to me merry jump off or happy break ur neck day ? piss n moan on all u cheerful people.

i am working on a project to help the homeless in my area right now so all you haters will have to wait because i have not had time to search for a taller building

I'm sorry seeing people happy upsets you. That usually means you are very unhappy and unable to be carefree. I pray you can get help and recover from your depression. Volunteering to help those less fortunate does wonders - and there are those out there who do have it worse, trust me.