I guess I honestly am a yo-yoer, just one with a very long string. A string of about 40 lbs. It's a drastic yo-yo, because every time I lose a lost of weight, stay there for a while, life gets stressful, I can't go to the gym, and the weight comes back on. But this time is going to be the last time and I'm finally going to reach my goal weight. Because in all the times I've lost a lot of weight, I've never gotten down to where I wanted to be. This time, I'm going to do ...

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I guess I honestly am a yo-yoer, just one with a very long string. A string of about 40 lbs. It's a drastic yo-yo, because every time I lose a lost of weight, stay there for a while, life gets stressful, I can't go to the gym, and the weight comes back on. But this time is going to be the last time and I'm finally going to reach my goal weight. Because in all the times I've lost a lot of weight, I've never gotten down to where I wanted to be. This time, I'm going to do it :)

I am most definitely beyond the farthest length of my yo-yo. It keeps getting longer and I refuse to let it go back up again! I can taste victory this time and I am close!

My Goals:
My personal trainer believes I should not lose anymore weight and instead focus on getting my current body fat percentage of 29.1% down to less than 20%. However, I would still like to lose weight, whether it is fat or inches, I don't care!

Goal one: 132 lbs (100 lbs lost!) Reward: buy new scrubs!

Goal two: BF% less than 25% (normal!) Reward: get my ears repierced?

Goal three: weight in the 120s?

Goal four: BF% less than 20%. Reward: PARTY!!!! But really, TBD.

My Program:
Exercise: -Cardio every single day -Toning/strengthening three times a week -Long runs (at least 7 miles) every Saturday -At least one short run (3-4 miles) once a week

Personal Information:
I'm 5'2''...I feel like everyone always wants to know your height so they can compare how they are doing to someone else. Well, I do at least! I want to see what I can somewhat look like when I'm at a much lower weight. I find it motivational :)

Thanks for the comment on my blog! I agree, we do all have the "screw it" moments... but we just need to find the right balance of giving in or pushing through the temptation and doing what we know is better for us!

I get the whole flat stomach desire. I haven't gotten close enough to my goal weight yet to be able to nit-pick little things so I'm sure I will when I get there. Since you are only eating fruits and veggies most of the time I would assume your sodium intake isn't high, but is there a chance it could be? Could water retention be messing with the flat stomach plans?

You're not the only one with disordered eating especially when they go home to their parents house. Maybe you should pack a lunch bag when you go to your parents house so you have better options! You CAN break the habit. It won't be easy and it's gonna be trial and error but you will find away to overcome this! I believe in you :)