Spanking the Sub

My name is Megan, and I’ve been a webcam model for over two years now. What started out as a hobby for a bit of extra cash has turned into a full time occupation, it had to really to help make ends meet. Let me tell you a bit about myself.

I’m 27 and live in a one bed flat in Leeds city centre.

I have a small child and I find it really hard to get out and enjoy myself, so when I heard about webcamming and its potential for earning money from home I jumped at the chance, and it’s fun you know? Provides the entertainment and excitement I get when I’m alone of an evening, and I get paid for it. Up until now I’ve been really dependant on the few friends I have in the city – particularly the caretaker of the block of flats that I live in; he’s always bringing a bag of food over, or fixing something in the flat that’s broken. I know he’s pleased to see me start to find my feet, not that I’ve told him what I am really doing mind!

As far as my sexual preferences go I am a total sub – and that translates really well on cam for me. I love to be controlled, humiliated and just ordered to behave like the naughty webcam model I am. One of the things I’ve found that I really get off on is exposure – standing naked by my window or even better taking selfies of myself flashing at various places and selling these pics to my regular clients (loads of them make personal photos requests) via the donations button on my Adult Profile web page.

But, the reason I am writing this is that recently I’ve been given a very specific order, from one of my regulars, and I’m not sure what to do about it. So I’m writing this in the hope that maybe someone can help me as I’m in a bit of a dilemma!

What I have been ordered to do by my regular, I’ll call him Tony for now, is to find a total stranger and get him to spank my bare arse with a spatula! At first I thought he meant so that I could take photos to sell to him, but no – he wants the spanking to take place live on one of my cam shows!

Now I love a spanking as much as the next sub; I have a paddle that I use regularly on myself during my shows, but I’ve always been a solo cam girl and finding a stranger to ask??? How am I supposed to do that??? The thing is, I’m actually really fucking turned on by the idea – even just writing about it now is turning me on and making me wet.

There is just a little niggle – and that is about my personal safety – am I really going to let a stranger into my flat to do that to me? Maybe I’m being silly to even consider it, but, fuck me there is something totally hot about it and I can’t decide what to do!! For a start I’m pretty much alone here in Leeds – I don’t really know where to start to look for someone, I suppose I could always cheat a little and maybe ask someone I know, but then again I don’t really know anyone. I really don’t know what to do – it’s like I really want to do it, but I’m not sure how?

I did have this one crazy idea – maybe I could ask my caretaker friend? I’m not sure if this would overstep the friendship boundary though? Maybe he would be horrified and stop speaking to me? Then again what man in his right mind is going to refuse an offer like that? It’s so confusing!! Any advice greatly received – please leave a comment to my confession and help this very confused little webcam girl make a decision!