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Tuesday, March 09, 2004

I'm so happy there's only one of me

Ok. So I planned on doing stuff last night. I’m not sure what. But ended up doing nothing. I went home. Hung out with P. We watched the Wiz. Listened to music and talked. Surprise!

So I heard this terrible song last night. Lyrics? Here:

LIAR LYRICS
You think you’re going to live your life alone
In darkness and seclusion... yeah, I know
You’ve been out there and tried to mix with those animals
And it just left you full of humiliated confusion
So you stagger back home and wait for nothing
But the solitary refinement of your room spits you back onto the streets
And now you’re desperate and in need of human contact
And then you meet me and yur whole world changes
Because everything I say is everything you’ve ever wanted to hear
So you drop all you defenses, I’m perfect in every way
’cause I make you feel so strong and so powerfull inside
You feel so lucky
But your ego obscures reality that you never bothered to
Wonder why things are going so well
You want to know why?

I’ll hide behind a smile and understanding eyes
And I’ll tell you things that you already know so you can say:
I really identify with you, so much
And all the time that you’re needing me is just the time
That I’m bleeding you, don’t you get it yet?
I’ll come to you like an affliction then I’ll leave you like an addiction
You’ll never forget me... wou wanna know why?

I don’t know why I feel the need to lie and cause you so much pain
Maybe it’s something inside, maybe it’s something I can’t explain
’cause all I do is mess you up and lie to you
I’m a liar, ooh, I’m a liar
But if you’ll give me another chance I swear I’ll never lie to you again
’cause now I see the destructive power of a lie,
They’re stronger than truth
I ca’t believe I ever hurt you, I swear I will never lie to you again
Please, just give me more chance, I’ll never lie to you again, no,
I swear, I will never tell a lie, I will neer tell a lie, no, no
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! sucker! sucker! sucker!

I am a liar, yeah, I am a liar, yeah, I am a liar
I lie you, I feel good, I am a liar, yeah
I lie x4 ooh, I lie, yeah, I lie
I’m a liar, I lie, I like it, I feel good, I like it, and again
I like it again and I’ll keep lying, I’ll promise

Isn’t that terrible? I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time when I heard it. I’m going to have to find another copy of it somehow. Hopefully it won’t be too hard.

Ok, things at work are stressful. I’m not too sure what’s going on, but no one seems to be in a good mood and ready to accomplish things. One of my coworkers has had a lot of health problems this winter and now her mother-in-law passed away. The poor woman. So she’s been out the last three days and so people are scrambling to get her stuff done on top of our own stuff. My boss is inches away from freaking out I think. Blah. It’s just not fun.