yes.. dynamis is right.. this day is an extemely uncomfortable one for me... cant cope with the attention given to me.. is not ego based.. but the energy focusin on me... trigers many things... mainly because im in new envroment with lots of new people... and may many are really dirty.. and for sure many darks around too..

I was really expecting the worst day i here.. i was wishing no body remembered and pass the day as nothing happened... but, the word got around... and t was not bad... the people that new, understood that i didnt want lots of attention and wanted something small... so it was not bad.

thank u for your wishes... i know are best intended.. love you all and hope changes are coming... we all need it!

Thank you guys..It was a very average Day ... But I guess its always nice to be reminded that people care about you.. And I'm talking about people in general.. Not only the forum.. But this is my second family anyway.. So I appreciate it..