Monday, August 27, 2012

The Flare I Could Not Ignore

My sister Annie and I with Snowball
in the late 90's

For those of us with Multiple Sclerosis we know that stress
may increase our symptoms.No one likes
to be stressed out or go through something traumatic, but we never think this
kind of situation will lead to a life-changing diagnosis as it did with me at
the age of 26.Back in June 2006 my cat,
Snowball passed away after being a part of my family for 24 years.Snowball was like the little brother I never
had. Growing up, Snowball always knew when I was upset and
would come into my bedroom to comfort me.He liked to lay down on my school work and always was ready to
play.Even though I moved out at the age
of 19, I visited home often and in 2003 when I started at my current job and
got a full hour lunch break, I started having lunch with my mom at my childhood
home and Snowball would join us always wanting in on people food.Snowball lived a happy and long life, but
losing him was losing a family member.It
took a toll on my parents, my older sister and me.﻿﻿﻿﻿

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Baby Snowball 1982

Less than a month later I started having tingling and
numbness in my left foot and my left knee swelled to almost the size of a
grapefruit. I went to my physician who
thought maybe I hit my toe and pinched a nerve.Not before long though, my other foot became tingly and numb and soon it
spread to my legs. One Saturday I was in the shower when I realized I couldn’t
feel the sponge on my torso and stomach, and my fingers felt numb too. I knew something was really wrong.I called my physician’s office, not sure really what to do since it was the weekend, but found that they had a doctor on call.
Luckily, it was my doctor and she told me to go to the ER. I called my mom and
off we went to my first ER visit.

Feeding Snowball

At this point I really had no clue what was going on with
me, but never thought it was something serious. I had plans with my friends
that night and told them I would probably get a prescription and would meet up
with them later in the evening. I was in the ER all night and was admitted for
4 days, being released on Independence Day. I had MRIs, a spinal tap and
numerous tests that lead to my diagnosis.Many of the doctors that came to see me during my hospital stay had asked if I
had experienced anything traumatic and it all came back to losing Snowball. Of
course, now knowing the symptoms of MS, I know I have had it a lot longer than
my diagnosis date, as it often is with MSers.As a child I remember experiencing Lhermittes, an electric like
sensation that radiates from the neck and down the spine. I remember thinking
it was kind of a funny feeling and every so often would bend my neck down to
see if I would feel the shock again. I had no idea other people didn’t
experience this until I learned about MS.

Snowball

Another example is from 2004 when I
took a trip to Disneyworld for the first time. It was during this trip I
experienced optic neuritis, where I lost part of my vision and saw a flashing
square light. It was like when someone takes your photo and uses the flash and
you see that image for a few moments afterwards. For me, that little square
didn’t go away for quite some time. I don’t recall how many weeks I had it for, but I
didn’t think at the time it was anything serious. It is so interesting to think
back to this time, knowing now I was experiencing a flare up. But, the stress
and sadness of losing my precious little Snowball brought out the strongest
flare I could not ignore.