Eshas is a new project featuring Robert Fish (108, The Judas Factor, Ressurection) and Aaron Edge (Iamthethorn, Himsa, Brothers of the Sonic Cloth). Recorded in bedrooms in Seattle and Portland this song is the first of more to come, whenever the urge hits. This song features Aaron on all instruments and Robert with the written words and vocals.

Your empty dying days... Feigned naivety but you know damn well your indecency. Not man enough to be a father although its a title you wore out well. Until that day when being a father meant being a responsible man. Well I hope the pain you left them with haunts you in your empty dying days. Your empty dying days when you can no longer reason your cowardice away and all you're left with is what you are not what you fancy to be and I hope the weight of the guilt drowns your hard heart in your dying days.

I did the vocals at my house in Portland. I spent 10 minutes in the morning screaming into a microphone and upon walking out of my room and through the living room saw neighbors standing outside staring at my house with a horrified look on their face. It was pretty awesome.

Thank you. That LP (Ballads in Blue China) means the world to me as I needed it at a time in my life where I was falling apart at the seams. Somehow making it became a huge part of my recovery. Once the record was made and played a few times it had to hand as on one hand the words meant the world to me and on the other I couldn't do it anymore because the content was too hard for me to no longer stomach.

Robert Fish Wrote:
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> I did the vocals at my house in Portland. I spent
> 10 minutes in the morning screaming into a
> microphone and upon walking out of my room and
> through the living room saw neighbors standing
> outside staring at my house with a horrified look
> on their face. It was pretty awesome.

aaaaahahaha! That's what I was looking for. It's funny cause whenever you hear something described as a bedroom project, it's some dude with his guitar and a four track making hushed Nick Drake covers or something.