Summer Of Bipolar Love

It's like being born with someone else's psychologyI mean putting it on you because of maybe the things that they've had done to them in their livesMaybe they wanna take it out on you, maybe they dont know they're taking it out on youBut one way or another it gets taken out on you and ahMaybe you're innocent, maybe you're just a human being that was brought into the world without any choice, you know justI'm here and I don't know what I need, I don't know what I want but I know that you're the person that's supposed to be taking care of me, right?Right. Well you know those days, you know when i'm sensitive maybe you think that i'm feeling like you, but i'm not feeling like you.I'm feeling way different than that.Most of the time i'm feeling like me and just because I feel like me makes you not understand me sothats when all the abuse startsthats when all the crazy motherfucking abuse startsits like mental attraction when youre just a little kid, you know, you're just fucking doing the things you do. You dont know what the fuck is going on andMaybe those days are gone, maybe its now, maybe im bettermaybe its not maybe i don't careBut I'd like to let go, i'd like to let go.Some of this...Some of this resentmentSome of this resentment, some of this resentmentI tried to explain my thoughts so many timesI just took a fuckin pen and wrote some shit down andSometimes i fuckin was in a room all by myself and there was a fuckin mic in front of meand I just had to fuckin get it outand sometimes i just fuckin don't know what I need and I got somebody saying fred this is what you needCome on man get down here dude the mic's on and i'm like alright fuck itI got something to say worth saying. I don't run around and preach my shit all the fucking time. I took a breather.A few years, several as a matter of fact. you can't have something to say if you're always saying something.Right about now I think ive been quiet long enough. So i'm gonna say something sayabel. I'm a say something once and I ain't never gonna repeat it againbecause this is how im feeling. Im losing ????and im fucking fed up with you and im fed up with this shit and you know who the fuck im talking toWe got a beef yeah its lasted long and long and long enough.But im here for you dog, and i'm here, and i'm here to stay toughYou do what I do this ain't fucking spoken word this is me goddamnit this is meGet the picture?Maybe it's just a build upif it's a build up thats so strong, its so strongits been too long goddamnitso maybe theres a build uphow many of you ??? words beforeSo strong so fucking strong goddamnitYeah I figured out i'm farthur than thatMy ????man i'm fucking on the edgeOn the brink of insanityAnd I know that i'm feeling my mind right there and I know that I'm un fucking stoppableCuz I cannot stop this and that means I cant stop myselfFrom anything that I do, from anything that I say, from anything that I want, from anything that I breatheFrom anything that I make, from anything that I say, from anything that I want, from anything that I breatheFrom anything that I do, from anything that I say, from anything that I want, from anything that I breatheFrom anything that I make, from anything that I say, from anything that I want, from anything that I breatheFrom anything that I do, from anything that I say, from anything that I want, from anything that I breatheFrom anything that I make, from anything that I say, from anything that I want.