Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Feeling higher lately. For the past four days, more specifically. This boy. I mean, of course it's a boy. How cliche, yeah? I don't know. I'm falling too head over heels in like for him. How we clicked so fast puzzles yet amuses yet warms me. Smitten. Not good. Nonono not good... I mean, wonderful, yet unhealthy. His voice. His humor. Charm. Maturity. Depth. Complexity. I can't help but keep replaying the last time we sat in the car at night, guitar from the stereo, smoke... his head back, eyes closed, pensive, unmoving. The way he just let the cigarette burn for what seemed like ages... and...

Monday, March 14, 2011

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Tucked in, head plush on top of my pillow, and ready to fall asleep, I murmured the last few thoughts in my head from the rest of the day and thanked God for the blessings he's bestowed on my life, for reminding me that loved ones, caring ones, surround me everywhere, and I couldn't resist but to grab for my devotions book which had been thrown on top of my bookshelf, untouched and collecting dust for who knows how many months, before calling it a night. Opening the devotional to the lone post-it stuck near the end, the date read December 7th-- three grueling months I had struggled, stubbornly ignoring His love and guidance which had lied so close at hand. But once again I open myself to Him, and once again I feel, finally, nurtured.

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About Me

Portrait of a Young Restless Imaginative College Student :p
I love all things beautiful and innovative, namely, clothing, design, line structures, illustration, paintings. I guess.. this is my account of the extreme growing pains that I'm going through at the moment, trying to focus my life towards the three anchors in my life- God, my family and friends, and finally, my unending curiosity and infatuation with art and design.
"...An unfair society is a society that makes it possible for you to exploit your abilities to the limit." —Nagasawa from Norwegian Wood (Murakami)