Artistic Mindsi remember everyday, every hour, we spent together.
i remember the sadness sorrow, drives with never ending questions.
i remember every night i missed you, and know that the stars that i looked at every night had your heart tight.
i remember the night that i fell, with your last words in sight with the blame, and lies so clear.
i fell so hard, and no care in your mind but yourself.......
now i have apart of you, apart of your heart, that twinkle in your eye, the one who is ever so sly.....
people what do you think.....?

First Time On FubarI am here since like 5 min. newly logged in and i dont know what the heck i am doing. lol. so just be patient with me. i need to check this whole page out. i dont know how to write you back, whoever keeps on writing me, just write me but i dont know how to get back to you. so hopefully you all read my blog. lol. i am sorry. i hope i figure it out soon. i keep on getting blog posts, what do i do with them, can i answer them or do i just leave them like that. help!!!!!!!!! Big time help! there are noises , sorry, i dont know what to do. lol

Big DoubtMore and more am I wondering why I try to keep this up. I'm very busy with my pages on My Space and really have fun on Facebook. Never expected that. So the result is: I check for messages over here and close down again.
I would hate to lose contact with "my family" and some of the friends over here.
Maybe there are possibillities to keep contact.
I would like to know who would miss me over here.
I'll hold my page in the air at least till the end of the month. Than I'll decide what's best.
Thank you all anyway for having been nice in the last months.
Cheers!
Alleycat

My Love Song 4 UIt's true...however far away, however long I stay, whatever words I say...I will aways love you...
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
It's true...however far away, however long I stay, whatever words I say...I will aways love you...
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am ho

My First BlogJust a soldier sitting here in Iraq and I am new to this site. Thanks for those who have R/F/A. With our connection being so slow it takes me sometimes 10-15 minutes do go from page to page. Please do not think I am ignoring you.
Now where can a guy find an Irish Car Bomb?

My Finger Needs Pull'n!Well things in my life are finally coming together. I was going through hell since July of last year cause I had lost my job, and apartment and had to move in with my family. That's a miserable and humiliating experience. Strangely enough some of the best things that ever happened to me happened during that time.
I met my girlfriend and I can't remember ever loving anyone as much as I love her in my whole life. I was able to switch into the profession I wanted to, and despite the hard time the economy is having I'm able to enjoy a really good job that pays more than I've ever earned in my life. I now have my own place again and life is looking up.
I'm dying to get back into making mischief, nothing fancy, just painting someones house cats, and dressing up drunken midgets in wedding gowns.
And speaking of wedding gowns, my girlfriend and I are getting Fu-married on our 9 month anniversary. I'm hoping that we can make it a real moment to remember.

New Use For Ducktape LmmfaoJeff walks into a bar and sees his friend Paul slumped over the bar. He walks over and asks paul what's wrong.
"Well," replies Paul, "You know that beautiful girl at work that I wanted to ask out, but I got an erection every time I saw her?" "Yes," replies Jeff with a laugh.
"Well," says Paul, straightening up, "I finally worked up the courage to ask her out, and she agreed."
"That's great!" says Jeff, "When are you going out?"
"I went to meet her this evening," continues Paul, "but I was worried I'd get an erection again. So, I got some duct tape and taped "it" to my leg, so if I did, it wouldn't show". "Sensible" says Jeff." So I get to her door," says Paul, "and I rang her doorbell. She answered it in the sheerest, sexiest, dress you ever saw." "And what happened then?"
"I kicked her in the face."

Fati hate when other people who are skinny put fat people down i think that skinny people need to get a life it is discreamanition im fat and proud of it

My Social NetworkI have created my own social network and I need members so please check it out and tell others Thanks
http://mydragonspace.ning.com

ImHey if any females wanna chat please IM me at natethegreat141990 that is at yahoo. if u need another one please let me know i will be happy to chat.

ApolloI just bought a siberian Husky, he's a black and white male and will try and get a pic up of him soon. But he's kinda shy at the moment and loves a stuffed dog that was sitting on my bed. That's his official buddy now. He sleeps with it so yeah. I'll try and get a pic up soon.

Work WorkWell its Sunday and i have been working for what seems like a year on my new auction website, but its only been months. I sit and i watch hoping to see the number of member rise but with no luck yet.
Another week will begin tomorrow and i hope to see my hard work start paying off and i know it does take time.

Whatever I WantApplication for Permission to Date My Daughter
NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless
accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, lineage,
and current medical report from your doctor.
NAME______________________________________ DATE OF BIRTH______________
HEIGHT____________ WEIGHT_____________ IQ__________ GPA_____________
SOCIAL SECURITY #___________________ DRIVERS LICENSE #________________
BOY SCOUT RANK AND BADGES______________________________________________
HOME ADDRESS__________________________ CITY/STATE___________ ZIP_____
Do you have parents? ___Yes ___No
If No, explain:
_______________________________________________________________________
Number of years they have been married ________________________________
If less than your age, explain ________________________________________
_______________________________________________________________________
Do you own a van? _______________
A tr

FallingI slipped on a thought
And fell into a dream of you
Letting go of conscious grip
I’m falling…
…into
…you
I’ve thrown out sense
Along with inhibitions
And needless cares
Because I’m falling…
…into
…you
Wrap me up in your love
I’m yours for the taking
I won’t put up a fight
Because I’m falling…
…in love
…with you

SuicideMy brother committed suicide on January 11, 2008 and I have been avoiding dealing with it. I started a new job the week before and after he did it I worked all the time to avoid my feelings. Well, I quit my job a week ago and I am having a hard time because he is always on my mind. He was my best friend!!!! I feel like half of my heart is gone. I wish he had told me things were getting that bad so I could have done something to help him. I miss him sooooo much!!! I have 3 kids who adored him. I am sooo lost right now and I don't know how to deal with it and move on!!!!!!

Love Is....Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

Story TimeErica and I had just gotten home from the club and were beat. Our Friday nights usually went on and on at the clubs. Most of the time spent dancing and drinking. Erica turned to me and said she was going to take a shower before we headed off to bed. I grinned inside, made up some lame line about being hungry, and was going to make something to eat. She nodded at me and stripped bare as she walked to the bathroom, tossing her clothes onto the floor. "Damn she's got a hot body!" I thought to myself. I waited for a few minutes, to try and make her believe that I really was getting something to eat. I frequently hopped in the shower with her and she's hardly ever surprised. I quietly stripped down in the kitchen and snuck into the bathroom. The tiny bathroom was filled with steam and the scent of her soap. I could feel myself grow hard as I crept up to the bathtub. I slowly pulled the shower curtain aside and there she was. Her back was to me, the water and soap blending and cascading down

All Over My HeadThis Coptic woman's use of the word blueprint (demand for them in earlier yrs) suggests to me intensity. (heated conditions of forced thought scenarios, is how I define this struggle=then for me) My brother said quite similarly that he loves "models." Like for behavior & episteme. Dreams were my alliterative path for so long, were blueprints I thought I could count on, & one image left me wanting less of what I imagined & more of the outward fact, where I think the answer lies. A hulking corporeal auditory skinned-toned mass is what flashed in my mind's eye waking up one morning, just as Dylan sang "horns that blow in my face w/scorn." It was instructive because it countered me-as something receptive, but instead rather I was just a potential. I was basically dreaming of a sensory reality & expectant, but not solvent.
There is this musician guy, I often refer to, whose perceptive way to evaluate anything thru his lyricism, is left open to scrutiny, because in the end it has everyt

A Poem ... Your Gone.Look at your house , it’s empty Kind of like my heart when you left my soul no longer urns for your touch you where there but now your gone is he really that much better then me you left with out saying good bye you never even cared, your shallow you have a cruel heart and bad intentions I should have know to ever believe you I know better to trust any one now and that’s is all because of you I don’t wish you the best I hope he breaks your heart into pieces when he does my arms wont be open I will not take you back , I will have moved on you will been a distance memory then My life will be better and yours for once I will have over came you , the tide will have turned and thoughts of you will be gone and finally I will have moved on

Special Daythank you to all the mothers on this special day. as the proud son to a very intelligent mom today is the day you should do nothing but expect everything. for all you do, say and keep to yourself, thank you if i had enough bucks, id buy all the moma and milf a round

Deadly Shit!How many stupid mother fuckas wannna try and test the Wordsmith?
Step up right here and now because today is where your life ends
I told you time and TIME again my friend, I'm not the one to fuck with
because your best my friend is where the toilet and my ass is
I weave a style so deadly that it tends to cause conniptions
so bitch swallow ya tongue because a seizure is what you'll end with
I told you all before this Boogie Down nigga is so wicked,
My amazing styles and flows causes, slow songs, flowers and caskets
I'll do it this one time and give it up, here is my government,
Richard the Chef is The best, come on kid, step in the oven
Cookin' up MCs who have the nerve to think they then can stop me
Well here it goes 1 - 2 - 3, that's ya best? Nigga ya sloppy
Don't hold me back hold up wait a minute, this kid tried to flex
I pulled back bladow, sprayed up his mother fuckin chest!
Where ya layin and I'm standing is the result son I'm the realest

Movies To Seehey everyone I just wanted to let ya know if you are into chick flix then watch Over her dead body and PS I Love You. they were good. Alvin and the chimpmunks is also good.

Fubar BitchinOH MY GOD!!Seriously people need to realize that people will post mumms for various reasons. One may just be to settle a dispute between friends you never know so why the hell start shit and just keep sayin stupid shit to piss people off. Its fuckin childish and ridiculous. If you dont have anything Nice to say then please dont comment. Seriously because its a crock of crap to have people bitch about your mumms but yet they dont post them them selves. If you dont like the topic or you dont want to vote dont. Be a bigger person and do whats right. Dont fuck with people cause that is just pathetic.

Ode To Orphanssearching never finding
a hole inside for hiding
a grave site if your lucky
a place to contemplate nothing
everything is not how it should be
all i remember is the fucking chemotherapy
i watched you take your last today
its all too fucking real today.

MilitaryThe average age of the military man is 19 years.
He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old
enough to die for his country. He never really
cared much for work and he would rather wax
his own car than wash his father's, but he has
never collected unemployment either.
He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer.
He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he
was at home because he is working or fighting
from before dawn to well after dusk. He has
trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but h

Summer SweatSilky sweat on skin-
internal humidity,
he's on my mind again.
I'm dreaming summer stroking,
on blankets hidden
in grass-green groves-
that no one knows
but us.
Lips that whisper-moan
words unheard but felt,
and twisted by teasing tongues
that make breathing hard-
and thought unthinkable.
My eyes are closed
against too-bright sun,
and too-sharp eyes
that delve deep into places
I keep hidden even from him.
Then weight disappears-
and hands that held mine trapped
are pulling me higher,
as earth and air and self
explode-contract
and I'm crying-
as my eyes open,
and my hands reach
for a face that's not there.
Only my bedroom ceiling,
and the air-conditioner is broken again.

AloneAlone I close my eyes
I can picture you in my mind
Your lips play against my flesh
To my surrender; I respond in kind
Commanding kisses greet softened lips
Moistened pink meets twin
Tiny sounds of pleasure sweet
Echo from deep within
You press, demanding, into me
Silken heat radiates through
Fingers whisper over your skin
Slowly learning every inch of you
No proof against these dreams do I claim
As your fingers find my need
Back arches in pleasure
As for your touch I plead
Flames reach higher
Raging to fevered heights
Bodies quiver against the other
Screams into the night
Clinging to one another
Seeking sanctuary during the thunder
Shaking our bodies, souls and minds
Faces filled with new found wonder
Fire darkened midnight blues flutter
Eyes gaze over empty bed
Touching over the lonely pillow
Remembering once more, its all in my head.

HourglassOur life, nothing but grains of sand moving through an invisible hourglass of time.
Every moment,
everlasting and ever-changing,
slippi ng through my fingers,
as I turn the pages of my journey
into unwritten eternity.
To the moments of love and pleasure,
to nights of question and pain.
To those who have changed you for good,
and events that made you who you are today.
To the past and our memories
of time spent together and alone.
Our cocktail of accomplishments
mixed with how we`ve become known,
awaits a final toast
to our existence
and our passing

Liquid BeingDripping strings of emotion
A melting web entangling my mind
I have ceased to be
Yet here I am
I am nothing
And everything
All at once
Fade to shine
Raw blue fingers
Painting valleys
Red eyes
Such anger and rage
Painted with life
Soaked with feeling
And now
Liquefied with pain
Longing to be whole
Though I am all I need to be
Secrets locked away
Trembling with anticipation
One day
No longer a puddle
The sun will caress me
My eyes will be opened
Nothing can touch me
For I am nothing
Yet everything
And I fade to shine

MirageMirage,
vision challenged
mental want recognized
the things longed for
Reflection,
of true reality
forced upon us by life
genetics sealed our fate
Ripples,
running across time
magnify the ware on ourselves
all experiences resurface
Miracles,
co me out
renewing our imagination
forcing us to return to youth
Creativity,
will emerge
from deep inside our souls
bringing all emotion to surface
Sensitivity,
i s unleashed
breaking the boundaries of aggression
releasing the strong power of want

RainfallI shield from the rainfall,
as a natural response under my umbrella,
And I stay dry through the scene.
I discovered you,
Walking your harmonous soul on the waterlogged pavement,
and wearing a smile so permanent.
Well-chosen, bright, beautiful rainfall divine,
And I must shield from the falling,
He said:
"Why do you hide yourself under an umbrella? Such a beautiful fille , 'tan bella'
You're like a beautiful flower-- you need to bloom-- this rainfall is for you,
Because flowers need water to live."
And for once I smiled
A smile of relieve...

Getting OffCan you feel the emotions,
taste the passion
can you smell the fire
a blazing satisfaction
dreams so real
can they be true
fantasy role playing
just me and you
sexy actions
no matter the place
the thurst for satisfaction
its quenching sexual taste
hands in place
a body to please
kisses place softly
flesh close to me
eyes closed tight
visions in the mine
enjoying the moment
this place, this time
tensed muscles
then body turns soft
that is the pleasures
of getting off.

DiamondsYou are like the diamond
You glimmer and glow
And shine so brightly
Some, like me, draw close
To feel your warmth, your heat
Only to find none
You are like the diamond
You are bright and strong
But you have no warmth, or love
It's a terrible game
To play with people's hearts
Like mine
You are like the diamond
You will last longer than most
But you will have no love
No warmth to back up that bright light
So what kind of life will it be?
Besides long?
Will you regret it someday?
Regret being so much like the diamond
Regret being so cold
And look for me
A find me gone?
Can I ever leave?
No, I can never leave you
I am drawn to this cold light
This false sense of warmth you give
I keep wishing and hoping
That someday, you will give warmth
But, this will never be
Diamonds last forever

Dreamhere i sit, thinking only of u
wondering what is to become of us
understanding all u have been thru
hoping to slowly gain ur trust
my heart aches for u and also i yearn
i want to understand u
in hopes that i will learn
your unique and special qualities amaze me
your smile
your mind
your voice and its beautiful sound
your eyes
your hair
your ability to cheer me up
when you see that i am down
my feelings for you go beyond that of words
and at first it didn't seem real
but that just taught me a lesson
in doubting what i feel
it seems i dreamed you into life
and the reason for my stare
the bluest sky
the deepest sea
don't even compare
you're so very special in every single way
and thoughts of you
run thru my head
every hour of the day
i hope that you will understand
just how i feel about you
i want to be your guiding hand
for all that you go thru

He Calls To MeHe calls to me across the miles
night winds carry his whispers
they float on the breeze and through my window
falling gently upon my ears
- Hush-
I hear him now
He calls to me from the heavens
glitterin stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes
when he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire
I see him now
He calls to me thru my dreams
Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep
where we laugh and love once again
I am in his arms
I feel him now
He calls to me
Every moment of every day
distance couldn't keep us apart
when destiny drew us together
I'll hold him for eternity
as long as he keeps calling

Walk With MeWalk with me, the path of life
to explore every bend of the road
enjoy with me the beauty of life
along its wonderful way
Find comfort with me, in each others arms
when grief crosses our path
find strength with me, in each others strength
when despair lies in wait
Laugh with me, a single true laugh
to enlighten anothers distress
cry with me, a single true tear
to understand true happiness
Cherish with me, the wonders of life
as they need to be preserved
rejoice with me, in the mysteries
of what is yet to be
Find peace with me, in each others souls
when the world has gone insane
find love with me, in each others hearts
until this life has been fulfilled
And when the path has come to an end
I hope we can say from within
We've known the beauty of true love,
our love came from within

LessonAn epic adventure known as life
filled with happiness served alongside with strife
a double edge sword that saves the day
but when its all over it takes everything away
why do we try why do we pray
because in the end we know we have a price to pay
should I take two coins to cross the river Styx when I die
at the end should I write a letter telling everyone good bye
will my body give its last breath and just fade away into the sky
is there an easy way out, that won't make me cry
I think not, I believe life is harder then we think
we make one mistake and it spreads out like ink
it stains our souls well our innocence starts to shrink
we are all on the brink of our bodies becoming extinct
we never know when we will meet our end
so what message will you leave, what lesson will you send
to those who know you, to the ones who do not
will they remember your life, will they know how you fought
realize now that Life never ends, it only changes form
like how a perfect sunny day

Dare To DreamClose your eyes and spread your wings
Make a wish and dream good dreams
Don't ever say you'll never tell
Cause life is short and very frail
Just be still and take a look
Before you know it, you'll be hooked
Then once in a blink of an eye
You'll soon realize it was all a lie
Up you look and there they're gone
Why two days feel so long?
What was once there has disappeared
Now, love is the one thing to fear
Why say go when it was no
You open your eyes only to find
What lied there was your sign
So close your eyes and spread your wings
Make a good wish and LIVE your dreams!

LifeYou do what you're suppose to do,
with no frown or fuss
not because you want to
but because you must
day after day
it's like a routine
don't have too much to say
you only do the right thing
soon you feel empty
but you don't know what it could be
you want no sympathy
but it's something you can't see
everything used to make sense
but now you're lost in a maze
you feel so tense
and you pray for better days
something just doesn't seem right
you look for an answer that's not there
you stay awake all night
but you feel like no one cares
it's right in your face
and you think it's safe
or should you forget?
things don't seem the same
but what should you do?
you think you should change
but change for who?
understanding means nothing to you now
your heart is pronounced deceased
this should you allow
or find your missing piece?

Random El CrappoHowdy Howdy Howdy, Kevin here to ramble a bit on something ... not sure what ... but it'll come to me no worries.
First thing ... I love this site It's so much fun ... sorry that I don't have alot of pictures or anything ... I like suspense lol anywho my official hallo to all of the
FU

FeelingsI keep looking for comfort from you
i sit and wonder if your love is true
you see me crying
inside you have to know I'm dying
don't you see these tears
don't you see the hurt from so many years
the little girl that was hurt so bad
is now 29 years old and utterly sad
no one to listen or even to talk to
recalling memories that hurt me through and through
the things you ask of me
it triggers a memory
memories I'd rather forget
memories embedded in my mind, completely set
the hurt, the pain and anger won't go away
I wonder who "loves me" and will turn their back today
I can't explain how I feel inside
Feelings of abandonment rush in like the tide
Ghosts haunt me no matter where I go
I do love you still, that you should know
I wish you could understand
I would be there holding your hand
I would take away all your pain
So in the end, you'd have a life to gain
but for me, darkness is all I see
No happiness for this little girl is to be
The adult lives her life
takin

Life!!!!Hey whats up everyone!!!!
Well what can i say about life! their comes in a persons life when you realize that not everything should go according to plan. The reason i'm saying that is people make goals, plans and hopes but not all the time they go as they want them to. If they do then your very fortunate that they have because people die or get hurt when the unexpected happens, but things happen for a reason i guess in times, then again things happen because your not fully aware of what is going on and by that you don't see what your doing that causes things to go wrong. In all what i'm trying to say is that OPEN YOUR EYES cause you only live once and you have to make the best of it!!!!
"Carlito"

Karmas-cellHold on...Just tryin' to figure out the fubar thing....I'm regularly on myspace.....www.myspace.com/mypaddedcell37 . Anyhow talk to you all when I get adjusted...

Friendsi just hope angel gets feeling better and our hearts are with you.

RatesI just want to let everyone know, that whoever rates all my pics/stash etc... I'll return the favor and rate everything they have, so if you would like me to rate all of your stuff send me a message and let me know. You rate mine & I'll rate yours :)

Mel's Rant'sThese two men are some of the most awesome men on this site.... So go show them sum hott luv!!! ~Mel
‡ X DEALER ® ™...@ fubar
BARTAB AKA DR. GREGORY HOUSE -RLBF & FUHUBBY TO DJ KRAZYCHICK@ fubar

MusingTrying to upload a few photos, are chest photos banned here? I keep getting NSFW messages! I cna't even view the ones that are not allowed :-(

Random RamblingsThe 11th Husband
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin".
"What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?"
"Well, Husband 1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be".
"Husband 2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get back to me".
"Husband 3 was from Field Engineering & Services; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up".
"Husband 4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver".
"Husband 5 was an Engineer, he understood the basic process but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state of the-art method".
"Husband 6 was from Administration; he thought

Yeah Ok1) Cover your stump before you hump
2) Before you attack her, wrap your whacker
3) Don't be silly, protect your Willie
4) When in doubt shroud you spout
5) Don't be a loner, cover your boner
6) You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong
7) If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it
8) If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey
9) It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter
10) If you slip between her thighs, condomize
11) She won't get sick if you wrap your dick
12) If you go into heat, package your meat
13) While your undressing Venus, dress up your penis
14) When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse
15) Especially in December, gift wrap your member
16) Never ever deck her, with an unwrapped pecker
17) Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool
18) The right selection, is to protect your erection
19) Wrap it in foil, before you check her oil
20) A crank with armor, will never harm her
21) If you really love her, wear a cover
22) Don't make a mi

Me And YouMay 29, 2008 @ 12:07 pm
YOU AND ME
Ages ago when things were new
I never thought there would be a me and you.
flowers bloomed and the sun shined through
because there would always be a me and you.
then the flowers died and left me blue
and things got dark, there was no me and you.
when things go wrong theres nothing you can do
but wonder what ever happened to me and you.
I know its been a long time that you've been free
but can you still picture a life with you and me?
As time goes past if you can see
a time where there might be a you and me.
I know in life some things just cant be
but in my mind there will always be a you and me.

Because I'm MeWhen you tell me to come
I want to because I love you
I don't because I am my own person
When you want me to lie
I want to because you say so
I don't because I am truthful to my words
When you tell me to trust you
I want to because I believe you
I don't because I am unsure
When you want me to speak
I want to because it makes you happy
I don't because I don't have time
When you ask me to come early
I want to because I am faithful
I don't because I am not in a rush
When you say forget about the past
I want to because that was then
I don't because I learned that you can't

Heart Of A PoetFrom the heart of a poet
Comes words of sorrow
Joys within
And unseen tomorrows
Tears with smiles are beautiful things
Gifts of thoughts to a human being
Lessons of Love
Be still and wait
Kindness is Patient
It does not take
But gives to all who hesitates
Who writes the words without mistakes
Who needs to feel and needs to show it
Whos meaning is real and needs you to know it
Whos friendship is sealed above and below it
Into and out of the heart of a poet

A Perfect LifeI dream of a perfect life. Simple not complicated. Enough to please me, but keep me alive. Happy to smile with no disappointments. I watch the horizon about; no words of doubt. Looking forward in anticipation. But backwards at satisfaction of the conclusion of each day. Heeding the prompts of my inner voice; and what I hear is comforting, full of reassurance. Sweet feelings of contentment. But the human soul dies, To be forgotten soon. Turning into unfamiliar faces; A blank drawn in a space, A hole left in the wake alone. Of a perfect life I dreamt, which closes cold over, and UNKNOWN.

Magickal FairyTwisted minds in an endless world of pain. A place where beautiful things vanish before the naked eye. Darkness rages and takes over the world of existence. I was once a magickal fairy beautiful and adored by all. Glitter magick and charmed by everyone. But my wings have long been torn. My magick long faded away centuries ago. My soul ripped and taken from my fragile body. My heart of warmth long ago shattered like a million pieces of a mirror. Voices all around keep chanting and telling me to believe. Believe in what I shout and scream aloud? Existence above all abyss in the world of belief. I meditate and wink a smile at all who do believe. And I start to slowly chant a simple....fairy tale. To read.....all you have to do is believe within yourself.

Remembering...You left over a year ago; you'd think I'd forget The love that we had and how we first met. Not a day goes by that I don't say to you I love you my dear,this will always be true. You don't hear my words; you don't have a clue My love's still there; cause I long to be with you. If you looked in my heart, you'd know they were real For my heart aches daily, 'cause that's how I feel. As I've said in the past, I'll say it once more My heart is still open and so is the door No matter how long I live, for you I'll be here When I think of you, I'll shed a silent tear. Don't worry about me, I will make it through I just want you to know my love is still true I'll leave you alone I won't bother you now If ever I see you, I'll smile somehow. Just remember how I feel, remember I care Just know I will listen, remember I'm there Some day I hope you will call me your friend I will hide everything I feel, but my love will never end.

Freedom...Blood is the fluid of life spilled for countries for what we call freedom and fighting for our country and land. They say that America is the land of freedom to do as you please, but what they really mean is to pay taxes out the ass and be shut up forever. In America they say you are free and have no worries, but really it is all a lie to make you feel safe. It's nothing. Just a world of endless dreams and hopes gone to hell that you'll never be free. If we were considered free this nation would not be despising upon race and wealth. What should it matter what color you are or even how much money you have. The American Government says that there is opportunity here, but what opportunity is that? The opportunity to fail before you even try to succeed. There are no jobs to support our families, because foreign people come into this country and take them from us. When we have lived here all our lives and they just emmigrate and steal them all blind. How are we supposed to believe that our

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Leaving FubarSo On Friday May 6 I am deleting my fubar account if any of you would like to keep in touch let me know before then and I will give you my email address..It's been fun.
Later,
Angie

I Am Freakin Horny!well if it isnt clear to everyone yet... i am here for mostly sexual reasons... i have been feeling very understimulated lately. i actually think im addicted to sex, but nevermind that... i just need a big fucking cock to fuck the shit outta me... any takers?

The Spider Web SystemIf you have a business, want to start a business or just want to make money by networking with other people go to theSpiderWebSystem.com/pbatour16 this is a free marketing system that will teach you everything you need to know about marketing and how to make a 12 stream income, ALL FOR FREE, you dont have to buy or sell any products, and you dont have to SPEND A DIME this system is 100% free, the videos with show and walk you through everything you need to know and how to do it, theres no need to spend any money on Ebooks when you can get all the information plus what the Ebook authors dont know for free. If you wanna learn how to change your future or promote your business this is how to do it theSpiderWebSystem.com/pbatour16

Letters Home From The Garden Of StoneSittin' restless under the moonlight,
I know I'm getting ready to kill,
They say we're going in with the daylight,
Ma, I don't want to but I will.
'Cause I won't know the man that kills me,
And I don't know these men I kill,
I pray to God for my salvation,
Wash away the blood I spill.
I try not to think about my family,
'Cause it's a little too much to take,
Out here I got me and I got my buddy,
We can't afford even one mistake.
Sorry 'bout writing on dirty cardboard,
It's the only paper that I could find,
Tell everyone I got their letters,
Tell everyone I'm doing fine.
Late at night when I can dream, ma,
I think about life back in the world,
I miss you and dad, I miss sister Sarah,
I miss my wife and my baby girl.
Pray for me, pray for my soul ma,
Pray for me and all my sins,
They say that I got a job to do now,
And I'll be back when it finally ends.
Do you think I should be fighting?
Ma, are you proud, are you ashamed?
Baby I'm trying to do the r

My Twisted Lifeok you may say your life is difficult but the way i see it you may have had it easy. when i was born i was taken out by c section 1 month early due to a cyst in my head from all the drugs that my mom did when she was pregnant with me. so yeah now i have a tube in my head well i have had it since i was born it was used to drain the fluids from my head. then when i was 2 i was found at the bottom of a hottub and i almost died. oh yeah to top it all off i was a sex revenge baby my mom and dad had sex together cuz their exs at the time had also slept with eachother so yeah and thats how i came into the picture. and then when i was in the 5th grade i was almost killed by a pitbull. So yeah to top it all off i was almost killed in a car wreck at age 16 and then at age 21 on my 21st birthday i got pregnant and the miracle of it all is i got pregnant with my 2 twin boys that will be 2 and they are the loves of my life.

Shadow LevelersI wanted to thank all of the Shadow Levelers who visited my page and helped me hit level 10. I think I have all of you added and I will return the love.
*hugs*

Suzlol busy place this be, takes some getting use to, to much to take in all at once, shall be fun learning this...

About MeAfter working as a Nurse in a hospital setting now for a while..I am starting to see what sleep deprivation really is.
below is a peice of a blog I wrot about a year and a half ago...
if i only knew THEN! lol
*ceated january of 07*
well..i have BARELY got my foot in the water with this whole Practical Nursing diploma...and I already see visions of me in class drooling due to sleepiness, and feeling like a COMPLETE moron at times. even though i scred the equivalent of a 3.8 on every entrance exam and test i took to get into it, I still feel like I am about to get...SCHOOLED! so..for me, and anyone else in the student nursing program..here is a prayer, written by a very good friend of mine.
THE STUDENT NURSES PRAYER Lord, I know we go through this everyday. But please give me the knowledge as to why I actually wanted to go to nursing school. And give me the strength to make it through Another 3hr lecture without falling asleep. Lord please give me the patience to make i

Should've, Would've, Could'veI know things could have turned out differently
If we hadn't turned our backs on each other
But should'ves, could'ves and would'ves won't change the now
And we can't rest on our laurels inside life's tomorrows
Though unlike humpty dumpty, we don't have to fear
If we take a great fall off the brick wall
'Cause we can put each other back together again
With interchangeable hands even after all this
And I should've
And you could've
And we would've
When we were thick like thieves in the heart of it all
But all the should'ves could'ves and would'ves
Meant nothing on the back of love's ill fated truth
Yeah some days had more questions than minutes
As I turned out my pockets answers coming up empty
And I didn't even have enough fight in me left to lose
'Cause every used thought created a ripple in time
And another bridge was built to narrow this great divide
As we searched for answers inside the meaning of us
Inside this city that never sleeps except upon pews of l

Wolfy Thoughts >=)Just wanted to stop by real quick and say hello to everyone.As you have seen I added a few pics of me to get started will add more real soon. A lot of things going on this week so don't know how many I will get to put on or when.Might even have some speacil beach pics for the people I add as friends >=).Also just wanted to say one thing and get it out in the open. I may do sexy pics I may even do some nude pics ,but that DOES NOT mean I will webcam or anything like that.I do like to make friends and I can flirt with the best of them but that doesn't mean I'm a web slut.If you want to be added to my yahoo it's
REDD_WOLFF@YAHOO.COM
I hate using the shoutbox =p~~~~~~
RED

Life Moves OnLife moves on i know...relashionships change...there are breakups, there are feelings broke and yet we still live...god gave us feelings and emotions and yet some of those cant hurt worse than something pounding on you phisically...some breakups might make you think you will never find anyone like them...but i am here to tell you that if a a guy wants to break up with or mis treats you than they dont know what they have...and you can find someone that treats you like you need to be...like you are there one and only..this is from a guy..might think that is wierd..but there are guys out there that actually care for someones feelings and would love to cherish every mommet that they are with the girl taht they care most about...some ppl think a girl is just someone to be with and treat them that same way... they give ppl like me a bad name... but there are ppl that will love and care for you....

Im Deleting My Accountim deleting my account cuz it got hacked so anyone who is my friend,fan or family and wants to be my friends be sure to look for me

LameeWondering why they dont let you pay for vip and blast using paypal ... i need a credit card :( ...there are lots of sexy ppl out there that should be gettin rated 11's sorry to all you sexy ppl that icant rate 11 :( you deserve much more ... keep up with the sexyness ;)

Just Mei don't fan or rate anyone. i don't care about that stuff just the music, peace

Eh Reading Is What To You?So think about it.
Setting her thinking about the facts of life we are doomed to repeat.So I came up with this statement.
Hmm 5 things in life are true. 1.Life 2.Growth 3.Death 4.Taxes 5.Repeat...Maybe next time we get it right.Oh history repeats as well..um nevermind getting it right...
Not that things are enjoyed once repeated and life kinda stinks at times with each repeat....hmmm lol...Anyways lol enjoy the reading...lol

Ericas BlogI’m tired of being lied to
I’m tired of guys just wanting a piece of ass.
I’m tired of being alone
I’m tired of not having a job.
Im tired of not having my damn licesnces
Tired of always waiting on someone else
Im tired of the bullshit
Im tired of not having any TRUE friends
Im tired of just bein at home all the time
Im tired of ppl that always think they are right
im tired of i cant even find me the "RIGHT ONE"
I’m tired of jackasses who try to make me think they are going to be different than every other guy then prove themselves wrong.
Im tired of this damn rain were always getting LOL
im tired of just bein a nobody basically
im tired of the friends u do have dont even wanna do anything with u
im tired of just EVERYTHING :(

Rainy Days And MondaysThis day hasn't gone the way it was supposed to at all of course. First and foremost, a friend's mom died and one of her oldest and favorite cats also died (she's a cat collector) so it's not a good day for her. Which means that anything I complain about here is gonna sound really stupid. But in the interest of continuing on in my tradition of being the most selfish person I know, here goes. I wanted to sleep in. I never get to do that. I didn't remember anything being planned for today since soccer season is over and the yard sale we were going to do got rained out. But at 5am, my usual wake up time, guess what? I'm awake. I tried to go back to sleep but anyway. I'm up. Then I remembered that my two oldest kids are supposed to be at the BBQ contest to work at 11. Note to self, use calendar on phone for every event! I figure I'll do something else I never do, get in the shower before the hot water is all gone. But my plumbing went haywire and both bathtubs are full of...stuff. So I hav

50 Questions50 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT!
Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you!
1. Do you like blue cheese?
Uh, no, only Ranch
2. Have you ever smoked heroin?
nope
3. Do you own a gun?
I used to own a couple when I was a cop. I had a S&W 40 and then a Glock 45. I sold them when I moved here and found out that I couldn't be a part-time cop.
4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic?
Nothing
5. Do you get nervous before Dr. appts?
Not at all. Nothing to be nervous about.
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
i love hot dogs especially from the ball park.
7. Favorite Christmas song?
Steven Curtis Chapman's "Christmas is all in the heart"
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Diet Coke
9. Can you do push ups?
Don't know and probably won't try
10. What do you order at starbucks?
I don't do Starbucks or coffee
11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
wedding band
12. Favor

Gas Pricestalk about out of control .. what can you do to help you gas milage .lets talk about it

Vip & 30 Day Blast/ Fubuck Giveaway (revised)Hello Everyone...Let's have some fun!
Glad to see that everyones reading this. Are You ready to have some real fun & get EXTRA attention & Luv to Your Profile ?
It's gonna be an open theme pic contest but no NSFW entries . Well here comes how You can get extra luv all the way around.
Contest is gonna start on
Jun 24th(TUES) @ 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern)
Til July 5TH(SAT) @ 10 am (Pacific)- 1pm(Eastern).
All entries need to be sent to...
Blondie
in private message to enter. Click name above or link at the bottom to go to her profile
All pic rates will be worth 10 points over all so theres no need to worry about down ratings of your pics.
1st Place
Needs 40,000 comments to qualify.
Winner gets 30 day blast.
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Winner gets to be Pimped out on 3 profiles for a week & pimp out bully for a week.
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Needs 35,000 comments to qualify.
Winner gets vip/or a 7 day blast.
100-11's to Your profile added.
Winner gets to be Pimped ou

TagYou Can Only Type One Word.
Not as easy as you might think.
Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED.
It's really hard to only use one-word answers!
1. Where is your cell phone? dresser
2. Your significant other? gone
3. Your hair? brown
4. Your mother? home
5. Your father? heaven
6. Your favorite thing? hugs
7. Your dream last night? sex
8. Your favorite drink? tea
9. Your dream/goal? love
10. The room you're in? bed
11. Music? jazz
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? loved
14. Where were you last night? home
15. What you're not? content
16. Muffins? blueberry
17. One of your wish list items? pool
18. Where you grew up? Louisiana
19. The last thing you did? type
20. What are you wearing? pj's
21. TV? no
22. Your pets? missy
23. Your computer? slow
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Poison IvyI resently had an really bad incident happen to me. And holy shit!!!! I have the worst case of poison ivy ever, and all stages at once! pls someone help me!!!!!!!! My ASS Hurts, lol!

Things I've Learnt Living In TexasThings Ive learnt living in Texas
1. A possum is a flat animal that sleeps in the middle of the road.
2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in Texas .
3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in Texas .
4. If it grows, it'll stick ya. If it crawls, it'll bite cha.
5. 'Onced' and 'Twiced' are words.
6. It is not a shopping cart, it's a buggy.
7. 'Jaw-P?' means, 'Did y'all go to the bathroom?
8. People actually grow and eat okra.
9. 'Fixinto' is one word.
10. There is no such thing as 'lunch.' There is only dinner and then there is supper.
11. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals, and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar.
12. Backwards and forwards means, 'I know everything about you.'
13. The word 'jeet' is actually a phrase meaning, 'Did you eat?'
14. You don't have to wear a watch, because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too d

Please Help Me!Hey Everyone,
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> I am in a contest. I really need some help. Can you lovely guys and gals help me and come rate and comment my picture. Comment bombing is welcome too. Please help me. Please share this blog with your friends to help me if they want to. I appreciate you all and the help you give me.
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Hair Removal> >Don't underestemate the work of a professional!!>
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> wax.
> Read on.........
>
> My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner,
> play
> with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my
> mind
> for the next few hours: 'Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the
> medicine cabinet.'
>
> So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those
> 'cold wax' kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips
> together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press
> them to your leg (or wherever else) and you
pull
the
hair right off.
>
> No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am
> mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I
> pull
> one of the thin strips out. Its two st

Open BookI am an open book ask anything and I will answer.. Say anything and I will listen.....

Fu To Fu!!!JUST A FEW THINGS TO START WITH. I HAVE MADE A FEW GREAT FRIENDS WHILE ON THIS PISS POOR SITE AND THEY KNOW WHO THE ARE, SO THIS DOES NOT PERTAIN TO YOU.
AS FOR THE REST OF THE NO BRAIN, INBRED WEBWHORES AND ASSHOLE FAGGOTS CAN GO CHOKE ON THIS STEAMING PILE OF SHIT SITE. TRY SOMETHING NEW YOU SELF-CENTERED FUCKWADS AND LEAVE MOMMIES BASEMENT, TURN OFF THE KIDDIE PORN AND SEE SOME SUNSHINE FOR A CHANGE. THIS IS THE LAST FROM TOP SO TAKE IT FOR WHAT IT IS. I WILL BE TELLING THE OWNERS IN STAFF IN PRIVATE MESSAGES PRETTY MUCH THE SAME THING SO I'M SURE I WILL BE DELETED FAIRLY QUICKLY BECAUSE IF YOUR OPINIONS VARY FROM THEIR NARROW MINDED VIEW OF SOCIETY THEN THEY TRY TO PUSH YOU OUT. GOOD LUCK TO THOSE THAT MATTER AND TO THOSE WHO DON'T HOPE YOU ROT TO DEATH QUICKLY AND STOP SUCKING UP THE GOOD AIR FOR THE REST OF HUMANITY.

I have'nt been on here lately and for that I am sorry. I've had alot of things going on in my life that seemed to hit me all at once. To my friends that helped me through it (even just by listening to me bitch lol) thank you and blessed be.

AuctionsAlrite so you see a lot of auctions lately been going on and what not, so I was wondering. Are there goign to be any auctions that involve guys instead of girls? If so then how do you register to be the one auctioned off?

Leveling UpHey everyone, please help me level up. I am trying to get back up to level 20 before my account went bye bye. I am almost to 11 now. If you could, just rate a few pics.

Fubar OwnershipOk, heres the deal, I am NOT entering any more auctions, BUT I will take offers :)

Netwavz Radio BlogNetwavz Radio is happy to announce two bands, One as the July Turning Point Band of the Month and one as the Artist Spotlight Band of the month.
Netwavz Radio is proud to present StoneRider as the Turning Point band of the month.
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My Dear Friends I Lovei love all my friends they mean alot to me and i care alot for them and wouldnt trade them for anything hugs n kisses

New To FubarI'm new to Fubar and just wanted to say hello to everyone out there.

Biloxi Roller DerbyBiloxi Roller Derby is going to Rock the Coast!
We are having our first fundraiser at Marig's in Edgewater Village this month and we want you there to celebrate the birth of Co-Ed Roller Derby in the South!! We are so proud of how Roller Derby in Mississippi and in the Southeast has evolved over the past 2 years to allow us to have Men's and Junior's Divisions along with our Women!! Roller Derby is taking over the World.
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at 10:00 PM
Where: Marig's
2650 Beach Blvd in Edgewater Village
Biloxi, Mississippi|25 39532
United States
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How Horny Are You?I Can't Keep My Underwear Dry!!!!
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Life In GeneralOk, here goes. My wife and I have been having struggles since before Christmas last year. Now, before you think of me as an asshole, I'm VENTING and not COMPLAINING! First, my wife was working for an awful doctor. The doctor belittled her all day long. Told her how stupid she was and how she was incompetent. So, I told her to quit that job and find something else. Well, she was going to get another job but her dad was also at the time dying of Cancer. So, we decided that she needed to be with him before he died. She would get a job after the first of the year. Well, her dad died on the 19th and we helped with the burial and funeral expenses. Then, after the first of the year, we ran low on money and I couldn't pay my child support to my ex by the exact date she wanted. I had been paying by personal check for 7 years. She now said that she would take me to court for child support if I couldn't do it myself. So, for anger, I told her go ahead. Well, she did. And I got rev

Naughty Application"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION!!!
1.
Your Name: Jim
Age:25
Location: Johnstown, Pa
1.Favorite position: Doggy style
2.Do you think I'm cute?. Yeah
3.Would you have sex with me? Any time
4.lights on or off? On
5.Would you have to be drunk? No ma'am
6. Would you take a shower with me? Before and after
7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?As soon as I saw your pic
8.Would you leave after or stay the night? It would be morning, so the ? is not applicable
9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? Not gonna lie, nope
10.Condom or skin? of course I preffer skin but its really up to you
11.Have sex on the first date? If you're up for it
12.Would you kiss me during sex everywhere, especially your back and shoulders
13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? can't really say
14.Would you use me as a booty call? yes
15.Can I use you as a booty call?yeah
16.Can we take pictures of the act? I have a good camera
17.How long would we have sex? Untill

A Secret To KeepThere is some one i really like. I want to hold her and kiss her. I know if I really told her how I felt it would be wrong. She is a very sweat person. I want to make love to her all night long, but all I can do is want. She is so close but so far. Some say I may tell her, but till then I just stand out looking in. I know that is the only way I can be with her. I don't think she would really care if I told her any way, so I will watch from a far.

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Missing YouWondering if your thinking of me right now. Thinking the same thoughts. Staring at the same clouds. Missing me like I do you.
Afraid of never hearing my voice again. Afraid that in my dreams is where I'll only be able to see you. Every once in a while, I'll see you in the distance. Wanting to run to you, hold you, kiss you. Tell you how much I miss you. Tell you that I'm so sorry, I LOVE YOU so much. Begging you never to leave me again.
Sitting here fighting back tears. Faded memories coming back like yesterday. My GOD what I wouldn't give to just hold you ONE time. For just one smile. To hear you say, everything will be alright. If you were here with me right now. I'd give my everything to make sure you never left again. Never shed a tear, never have another worry, or fear.
A million words cannot express my feelings this moment. I can only say. I miss you more and more everyday.
Love you Angel.
Cassandra L. Morning Dew
My Mother.

Naughty..."!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!
Your Name:
Age:
Location:
1.Favorite position:
2.Do you think I'm cute?.
3.Would you have sex with me?
4.lights on or off?
5.Would you have to be drunk?
6. Would you take a shower with me?
7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
8.Would you leave after or stay the night?
9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
10.Condom or skin?
11.Have sex on the first date?
12.Would you kiss me during sex
13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?
14.Would you use me as a booty call?
15.Can I use you as a booty call?
16.Can we take pictures of the act?
17.How long would we have sex?
18.Would you tell your friends about me?
19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"
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IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

My Life The Past Two WeeksI would like to apologize to all my friends for not being here as I should be ... The past 2 weeks have been hell to say the least ... last weekend we had 4 funerals in 2 days including that of my childhood friend Julie ... and on Tuesday evening of this week, our dear friends lost their 14 month old son Damien, so we have another funeral on Monday ... to top things off, my aunt and uncle had their baby (a girl) early this morning and she is having some heart and lung trouble so please say a prayer for my little cousin Dianna Dawn .. I love you all and hope to be back in the swing of things soon ... hugzzzzzzz, Sexy LiL Sharky the Angel of HRR and the Mad Man's Wife

Apples And WineWomen are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think sometimes what is wrong with them. When in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.
Now men....Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to the women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.
Share this with all the good apples you know

RantingsI absolutely hate people that listen to my problems, pretend to care about me, and then blows it up on my face without defending themselves. Though I should be use to it, I don't think anybody can get use to the feeling of having their heart stomped on after you just got done picking up the pieces. But maybe that's just me. Someone's got A LOT of explaining to do. Which means I offically have no reason to trust people again.. yay :)
P.S. I love punching bags :)

LyricsBaby i get so scared inside and i don't really understand
is it love that is on my mind or is it fantasy
Heaven, is in the palm of my hand and its waiting here for you
what am i supposed to do with a child of prejudy
Chorus:
If i close my eyes forever
would it all remain unchanged
if i close my eyes forever
would it all remain the same
Sometimes its hard to hold on so hard to hold on to all my
dreams
its not always what it seems when your face to face to me
like a dagger you stick me in the heart or taste the blood from
my blade
and when we're asleep would you shelter me in your warm and dark
grave
Chorus:
If i close my eyes forever
would it all remain unchanged
if i close my eyes forever
would it all remain the same
Will you ever take me
no i just can't take the pain
would you ever trust me
no i'll never feel the same
I know i've been so hard on you
i know i've told you lies
if i could have just one more wish
i would wipe the cobwebs from my eyes

The View From My Spot In HellOk, i'm still fairly new to this so i'm not going to make any promises. I've recently put up a Grrr face album. It's just for kicks so if you have a grrr face picture that you would like to share, hit me up.
Thank you and come again.

Got This From A FriendI bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food.
But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue.
Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere.
Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food.
After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone.
I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...... quiet, sere

Why I Came HereWhat's up everyone this is my first blog so i don't know how good it will be. So i'm 37 years old i live in a little town in North Carolina. So naturaly it's "Go Tarheels" I like most sports i'm way into the computer but not so much that i'm a geek. I'm far from that. I joined fubar along time ago and quit but im back looking to make some new friends. I have few friends where i live so i'm on the pc a lot thought i'd try and make some here. I'm pretty much over my party years so looking for a new way to pass the time and still meet some new cool peoplpe. If your into making friends not just for points or some of that stuff drop me a line....Later

His Summer VacationMOST KIDS WILL GO BACK TO SCHOOL TALKING AND BRAGGING ABOUT WHAT THEY DID OR DIDNT GET TO DO DURING THEIR SUMMER VACATION. SOME KIDS WILL TALK ABOUT THEIR WEEK AT THE BEACH, MOVIES, HANGING OUT ON THE CORNER W/FRIENDS, AND OTHER SUMMER ACTIVITIES.
AS FOR 1 PARTICULAR YOUNG MAN, THE STORY ISNT THE SAME AS THEIRS. HERE IS A PRIVATES SUMMER...
AS I WAKE UP WITH A GROGGY HEAD AND SLITS FOR EYES AT 0300, THE ROOM IS FILLED W/OTHER SLEEPING SOLDIERS. I TAKE MY STAND AT THE DOOR AND STAND AT MY POST FOR FIRE DUTY. TIME SLOWS DOWN AND ALL I CAN THINK IS ABOUT CLOSING MY EYES JUST FOR 2 MINUTES. SO I FORCE MYSELF TO KEEP THEM OPEN, I KNOW I MUST KEEP WATCH OVER MY PLATOON KEEPING THEM SAFE JUST IN CASE.
0500 ROLLS AROUND AND TIME TO AWAKEN THEM ALL. AS DRESSING STARTS THE DRILL SGT. WALKS IN. IMMEDIATELY WE'RE ALL AT ATTENTION.
0700 AFTER P.T. IS DONE WE HEAD FOR GRUB AND CHOW DOWN AS FAST AS WE CAN. AFTERWARDS ITS ONTO OUR M-16S. LEARNING TO TAKE APART AND PUT TOGETHER, WE LEARN

What I'm Looking For!!I am looking to meet ladies in and around the Upstate New York area. I have recently come out of the closet and I am very Bisexual. I am looking forward to exploring everything from emotional to physical, to sexual experiences with a girl to spend time with and get to know very intimately.

Bully 4<
Check out Who Is On Air At Hidden Pleasures!
Dj Darkside!
What are you waiting for just touch her lips to enter!
(repost of original by '~Dj Cone~ dj's air traffic controller/Doorman @ Ace's up!' on '2008-08-09 09:00:29')
(repost of original by 'DJ Darkside~*~Erotic Desires Head Enforcer~*~ ♥DJ Gothic Angel's RL HUSBAND♥ *WnC' on '2008-08-10 11:03:58')
(repost of original by 'IP ÃkÄ CP InsanePatient ® Fu-Owned by Rebbie SER/The Basement/GFR Dj' on '2008-08-10 11:10:59')

Virgin To Dis SiteI AM HERE FOR FRIEMDS AND NOTHING MORE,I AM MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL WOMEN,CURIOUS TO SEE WHAT THIS SITE IS ALL ABOUT. FUN LOVING PERSON,PEOPLES PERSON LOVE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE TO SEEE WHAT THEY R ALL ABOUT. DON'T BE SHY DROP ME A LINE. MORE TO COME

The Guard DogOk my friend told me about this computer that is so small yet just as powerful as a standard laptop so I bought it to see for myself and I love it. You should check this out and see for yourself how sweet this thing is.

Letters To Home From A Soldierthe last few letters are really exciting for the kid to have written. he wrote about how he got to fire the m249, which was f'n awesome!! insane and Godly! but the m240 was bigger and badder version. the m203 is so badass! (that is a gernade launcher i think. he wrote about gernade being shot out from it. lol what do i know about these guns. i know my hunting rifles thats it).
anyways, live gernades and other stuff like the 50cal., mk47 and at4. he wasnt crazy about the m16/m203 couldnt hit the wall for crap with them after laying down on the ground with it cause he couldnt see through the scope right. he shoots lefty even though he's a righty. guess that would be a problem. i keep telling him make sure you are holding it right and lookin through w/the correct eye.then theres the m19automatic gernade launcher which is an OMG! he blew everything up with that. that is insane!!! he fired the 50 cal which ammo is the size of footballs!!! lol. then he gets his class A suits i think thats

Saint PaulSaint Paul the apostle (Hebrew: שאול התרסי‎ Šaʾul HaTarsi, meaning "Saul of Tarsus", Ancient Greek: Σαούλ Saul and Σαῦλος Saulos and Παῦλος Paulos[1]), the "Apostle to the Gentiles" (ca 5 - 67CE) was, together with Saint Peter and James the Just,[3] the most notable of early Christian missionaries. Unlike the Twelve Apostles, there is no indication that Paul, born in Tarsus, ever met Jesus before the latter's crucifixion.[4] According to Acts, his conversion took place as he was traveling the road to Damascus, and experienced a vision of the resurrected Jesus. Paul asserts that he received the Gospel not from man, but by "the revelation of Jesus Christ".
Fourteen epistles in the New Testament are traditionally attributed to Paul, though in some cases the authorship is disputed. Paul had often employed an amanuensis, only occasionally w

He Got Expert!! And Made The Sgt. LaughWELL GOT A LETTER AGAIN YESTERDAY TELLING ME ABOUT HOW HE MADE IT THROUGH THE 8.5 MILE RUCK MARCH WITH CHAEFFING AND BLISTERS THE SIZE OF HIS ARSE! ALSO TO TELL ME HE MADE EXPERT IN THROWING HAND GERNADES. HE MIGHT GET A PIN HES NOT SURE BUT HOPEFULL. SO AM I. BEING TAPPED ON THE SHOULDER HE WAS TOLD TO STAND UP. THE SGT WAS LAUGHING HIS ASS OFF SAYS, I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT YOUR THROWING EXCEPT FOR 1 THING, THAT GERNADE HAD MORE HANG TIME ON IT THEN THE MONA LISA DOES. LMAO! GOTTA LOVE IT.
CONGRADULATIONS MY SON, MY SOLDIER, MY HERO!

~angel Blogs~HOLLYWOOD, Fla. (AP) - A medical examiner began an autopsy Friday on Anna Nicole Smith, whose mother blamed drugs for the former Playboy playmate's sudden death that ended an extraordinary tabloid life at just 39.
In another bizarre twist to the case, the husband of actress Zsa Zsa Gabor, Prince Frederick von Anhalt, claimed that he might be the father of Smith's infant daughter.
Two other men are already waging a paternity battle over the little girl, who stands to inherit Smith's estate. Von Anhalt, 59, told The Associated Press he and Smith had been having an affair since the 1990s. "She wanted to be a princess," he said.
"I think she had too many drugs, just like Danny (Smith's late son)," Smith's mother, Vergie Arthur, told ABC's "Good Morning America" on Friday. "I tried to warn her about drugs and the people that she hung around with. She didn't listen."
"She was too drugged up," Arthur said. "By the last interview I saw of her, she was so wasted.

Very Odd LolI am finding this whole thing here kind of strange... (ummm clearing my throat).. This so wrong because you all don't approach me in public but you do here.. My thoughts?? There is a new epidemic of brave people online that are total cowards out in the real time real life world.. Ok let the hating begin lol...

House Arrest Sucksi am on house arrest right this moment and it sucks....no one ever told me that being confinded to the house and all of its walls was gonna suck this bad....
holla at ya girl!!

LeavingAugust 31st is my last day on Fubar. So if you actually wanna talk to me after I leave, my myspace is...
www.myspace.com/gamblerphoenix
Either way, nice knowing yas.
Well, the ones I actually talked to anyways.

Hurricane ThreatI just wanted people to know that I won't be on for a while due to a Hurricane threat (Tropical Storm Fay). I will be back on as soon as I possibly can.

Heart To Heartlife is difficut but lot of person , can live with there stlye very happy .but what is most improtant in you life ?

Naughty Application"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!
Your Name:
Age:
Location:
1.Favorite position:
2.Do you think I'm cute?.
3.Would you have sex with me?
4.lights on or off?
5.Would you have to be drunk?
6. Would you take a shower with me?
7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
8.Would you leave after or stay the night?
9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
10.Condom or skin?
11.Have sex on the first date?
12.Would you kiss me during sex
13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?
14.Would you use me as a booty call?
15.Can I use you as a booty call?
16.Can we take pictures of the act?
17.How long would we have sex?
18.Would you tell your friends about me?
19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?
20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"
Also
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IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

Privates!!They are private for a reason, only people i add to family are able to see them!

This Has To Be My Callingdamn lo's and lette's i know i've been M.I.A for a couple of days but what a couple of days it has been. i had a dream the other night and it was juggalo metal. the sound was just off the fucking hook. all i could see was rows and rows of juggalos in a mosh pit that seemed to have no end. they were pummping their fists high into the air and banging their heads like like psychotic freaks and it was me and 4 other cats that i cannot put a face on on the stage just fucking cranking out the most wicked fresh metal that would just blow your fucking heads off.i have played guitar for years and never really did anything with it. and the past few days since this dream music has just beem flying out of my fingers like wild fire. i don't know how to explain it but it's an almost orgasmic feeling.so i have had my 4 track running and recording all of this shit. could this be a calling from the carnival? i don't know but it is a hella strong driving force for me right now and i have to answer it. d

Tiny Cum LoverI came to the bar today to find a man to have a glass of wine with and let nature take its course!!
Check out my personal bolg at www.tinycumlover.blogspot.com.
Also check out... www.creaminbetween.streamray.com
for some hot live action!!
Pm me guys, lets start drinking.
P.S my cam is on LIVE right now. Check my personal blog for more details!!
kisses
xox

Stuck In A VoidOnce apon a time I fell in love with this man,who became my husband.Things went well for a while then shortly after things started to unravel.I cannot understand for the life of me why he is like the way he is now.Mind you,I am NOT talking about this to get a sorry ear so much as I need to get this shit off my mind in written form (I guess in this case typed out).
My love for him is dimming quick with every passing moment.Anytime now his mouth opens to speak I start feeling sick,wondering what stupidness will spill forth. He seems the lack to understand how the real world works and is a hopeful dreamer.I can understand some of his actions/words are ment in well and good however alot of it is pure cannon fodder.The other day is a good case of the madness I have to deal with....
Yesterday morning the only truck we have spiked in temp. to 250 degrees for a second and then it went down.While my husband was driving it back home. Now he never tells me this shit as I left to go see my f

Gross3055`s BlogShe was standing in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast, wearing only the 'T' shirt that she normally slept in.
As I walked in almost awake, She turned and said softly, 'You've got to make love to me this very moment.'
My eyes lit up and I thought, 'I am either still dreaming or This is going to be my lucky day.'
Not wanting to lose the moment, I embraced her and then gave it my all; right there on the kitchen table.
Afterwards she said, 'Thanks,' and returned to the stove, her 'T' shirt still around her neck.
A little puzzled, I asked, 'What was that all about?'
She explained, 'The egg timer's broken.'

Expectationsheres the story and i hope yall can follow this......
when meeting someone new on the internet, i have learned that most expect a girl to put out at the first meeting. if not they are called the worst names you can imagine....however, when still talking to the person you have met, you explain on the net just what your expectations are and what you will and will not do on a first date. now my question is, why after filling ur head full of BS is this guy expecting me to do what he says when he says it and how he wants it? there are some who say they repect womens feelings in the matter but when it comes down to it, they actually push the hardest...they lie the most..then once they get what they want..POOF!! it dont matter if it took them months to get it or not....the calls stop, the texts stop, no more hangin out....and then one day out of the blue you would most likely run into this person on the street. they would claim to be one of ur oldest friends and yet while you have ur back

Just Another SiteThere is no diffrence between this site, Adult Space, and My Space, its the same types of people just with diffrent faces, in fact, they should change the name to wasted space, it fits the crime.
i came here has a invite to cheek it out, and i did. we have all come to the conclusion a cock is a cock and a pussy is a pussy but who on here has a heart?

Josh's BlogI am trying to get the hang of this. If anyone wants to talk, send me a message. :)
Take care

Cheerlobeif you want me come and get me if you more hot im here for you ifm you like to talk to me chat me in ayhoo messanger... charrylovesmith@yahoo.com

Check This Outrate and comment my new pictures........ you know you want to dont fight it lol
plus look at the bright side of doing it your get points =D

Amish WomanAn Amish woman and her daughter were riding in an open buggy one cold, blustery January day. The daughter said to the mother, "My hands are freezing cold."
The mother replied, "Put your hands between your legs,the body heat will warm them up." So the daughter did, and her hands warmed up.
A few days later, the daughter was riding in the buggy with her boyfriend. The boyfriend said, "My hands are freezing cold." The daughter said, "Put them between my legs, they'll warm up."
The next day, the boyfriend is driving in the buggy with the daughter. He said, "My nose is freezing cold." The daughter said, "Put it between my legs, it will warm up." He did, and his nose quickly warmed up.
Again, the next day, the boyfriend is driving with the daughter and he told her, "My penis is frozen solid." She once again, gave her standard advice.
Later that day, the daughter is driving in the buggy with her Mother. She asked, "Mother, have you ever heard of a penis?"
The slightly concer

OmgI havent been on this pages in a long time. Anyways...... Im happy with everything that is going on in my life. Im getting my little man into school right now and im finishing up with all the courts for child support and cusdey of him too. So a lot of stress is going away and im not letting that much stress come back. Also im with a really good guy right now. So im all happy. Anyways i gotta run for now. I gotta finish up somethings at the house before i go get my little man and i have a few errors too do to before i get him. talk to all later. rena

Saints!!After starting last season 0-4, this year had to be different. They dug themselves out of that hole and won four straight and nearly clinched the division. This season has to be better, and it started with the reigning NFC South champs, the Tampa Bay Bucs.
It started like any fan wants a season to start. We got the ball and took about 4 minutes to drive up the field and score on a 39 yard pass to David Patten in the endzone. But that was it for a long time. The Bucs came back and scored to tie it up on a Phillip Buchanon int and later on a field goal to take it into the half with the 10-7 lead.
Both teams continued to struggle moving the ball and it wasn't until the Saints finally got a field goal to tie it with 2:49 left in the third that the scoring exploded.
Tampa Bay went right down the field and retook the lead again on a field goal.
But then, former LSU standout, Devery Henderson broke away from his defender and found himself all alone as he jogged into the endzone

Canuckchatbuddy Is BackAfter an absence of several months I am back. I am looking for new friends around the world to chat with and learn about.

See Me In ActionI'll be doing some live webcam chat for www.nakedchatlive.com check me out and if you find me say hi. I'll be wearing my sexy outfits and putting out real live sexy shows for you. Help spread the word of your favorite thick Filipina girl Tyung Lee!!! I would love to chat with my friends and fans!!

The Place Where I DwellPlace where I came from...
Current mood: artistic
Category: Art and Photography
Grass coveres the hilltops
Rolling on forever
Unto a fair green forrest
Crystal rivers
Saphire ponds
Fill the land with pulsation
Smoke rising
From chimnies
Of the hill dwellers
The sound of cheer
It rises
Escaping the earth
At the sight
Of tenderly cared for
Garden beds
From never ending
Blue skies to
Glorious star struck nights
Towards infinity
The generations
Have done well
To keep the world simple
And create for posterity
A perfect place to dwell

EmptyeMptY
you see me everyday
We talk Briefly you walk away
As we speak i listen
all the while my heart glistens
just until you walk away
man how i wish you would stay
Stay and hold my hand
because to me your a brand
a brand on my soul
but you don't you walk away
leaving me
Orlando

FacesittingI wanna know how many people are into facesitting.....comment????

All Female Get Together-partyo.k. ladies here i go again. in oct. i will be traveling to birmingham for some classes. there is a big party i will be attending and would love to bring some of my friends as guests. would like to meet up for dinner, get better aquainted for those of us who aren't then go back to ball room for a big dance party! i have a suite reserved for any other fun we might want to have. ok the catch, no men are allowed in the suite. that is only for us ladies tohave some fun. i can't keep men out of the dance because it is open to all. actually a charity dance. but anyway if anyone is interested in getting together oct 12 or 13 let me know
if you have any questions about it just ask. i will clue all in to as what we did last year and before that. i go to this every year for those of you who don't know, you can also reach me on yahoo messenger as lauradee39

White BlogsBy David Lane (P.O.W)
“We must secure the existence of our people and a future for white children. Because the beauty of the White Aryan woman must not perish from the earth.”
Before we start I would like to say that until the White race realizes that there is only one source from which we can ascertain lasting truths, there will never be peace or stability on this earth. In the immutable Laws of Nature are the keys to life, order, and understanding. The words of men, even those which some consider “inspired” are subject to the translations, vocabulary, additions, subtractions, and distortions of fallible mortals. Therefore, ever writing or influence, ancient or modern, must be strained through the test of conformity to Natural Law.
The White Peoples of the earth must collectively understand that they are equally subject to the iron-hard Laws of Nature with every other creature of the Universe, or they will not secure peace, safety, nor even their existence. The world is in fla

Who Wants It?I am only gonna have 1 crush and one fan. That's all Im gonna do so that way it will really mean something and be special....So I can only hope you fight for it. Well see who really wants some of me!!....Chad

DesireDesire. To covet,want,a transient longing for someone or something.Does it involve greed? To some degree yes,does it involve envy,yes.The Buddhist teach that to Desire is to inflict your own suffering;why would anyone desire so only to cause there own self inflicted pain? Perhaps it is the "pain before pleasure" notion or simply the transient feeling of wanting the allure of the deviant fantasy of the unobtainable.
For myself all to often the things I want are not necessarily
the things I i truly need.To be free of want is to be no different then to live without pleasure,taming the how and why to need and stepping outside oneself to is the real challenge.With all thing attainable we lose are real self in the process;it is a price that only you can decide for yourself.
I'm not usually one to blog or write something so interpersonal,but there are always thoughts that deserve to be written.

PisssssssssseeeedddddI am sooooo fucking pissed right now... I have done EVERYTHING to make her feel better about herself and her situation I have offered her an open door and 2 open hearts to welcome her... I have loved her for the last 4 FUCKING YEARS...
and she is fucking around with a guy AGAIN the second one that I know of... if not more... WTF HELL
She gets pissed when she disappeared w/o a word for 6 months and my HUSBAND puts up a thing on our myspace pages about us looking for a steady gf
but yet she can be fucking around with these guys... HELL FUCKING NO...
Please give me your thoughts people...

Fuck FagsI really get tired of these fuckers in the lounges and the gay shit towards me so i thought i would just get it out there in the open on this blog i have one friend who is gay that i have respect for only because i have known him from when he was not gay other then that i am just going to say if i am in your lounge fuck off withthe gay shit towards me becuse as this bloog title says i hate fage hold on........................................................FUCK FAGS GAYS LESBIANS DYKES ANSD THOSE LIEK THEM FUCK THEM GETTING MARRIED OR EVEN HAVING THE SAME RIGHT HAS MARRIED FOLKS OR HAVING KIDS SO FUCKIN DONT CALL ME GAY ELUD TO ME AS A FUCKIN FAG I HATW IT AND BECAUSE OF THE DUMB ONE I HATE THEM ALL IF YOU ARE READING THIS AND YOU ARE GAY I SEND NO APOLOGIES FUCK OFF AND FUCK YOU

Friends?It has occurred to me, not only now but when I was on before, that asking to be a friend of someone seems to be implying you want to look at the NSFW section of their pics. Personally, I just find it fascinating to meet people from all "walks of life". My orientation is straight but I do not have a problem with anyones beliefs or desires. I had asked some other guys in the past to be added as friends but for the most part was ignored or was given some really rude ass comments. As you can see, most of my friends are women. I wonder why..Lol. I respect everyone as human beings, and though it's highly unlikely, would hope that everyone else could do the same.

Anyone With A Myspace?add my aspiring model page. obviously its on myspace...i have about 100 photos on there and i am takin some photo suggestions. be my friend...leave me some love. xoxox
link...
http://www.myspace.com/dangerous_disorder

My One And OnlyU NO THAT I LOVE YOU AND I DONT WANT TOO BE WITH NO ONE ELSE AND I AM HAPPY AND I NO THAT WE WOULD BE HAPPYER IF OUR SON WAS HOME AND I NO THAT MUCH BABY I LOVE YOU AND I DONT WANT PPI THANKING THAT THEY CAN COME BETWEEN US BEC THAT ANT GOING TOO HAPPEN EVER AGAIN I NO THAT MUCH HE IS MY WORLD AND SO IS OUR SON CHASE

I'm DoneTHIS IS FOR ALL U GUYS OUT THERE..... I'M TIRED OF BEIN THE ONE TO INITIATE A CONVERSATION. IF UR INTERESTED IN TALKIN TO ME THEN U CAN BE THE ONE TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME. I AIN'T DOIN IT ANYMORE. THANKS FOR UR TIME.

We The PeopleRedress of Grievance
We, the people of the United States, in order to save the nation founded on July 4th, 1776; do hereby charge the United States Congress and President George W. Bush with Treason Against the American People. This to be laid on the basis that both entities have knowingly, and willfully violated the wishes of the American people by bringing the Federal Government into control in the private sector of American Capitalism. Thus bringing our great nation to the verge of socialism.
To continue: the Constitution of the United States of America does not give the legislative branch of the Federal Government authority to take control of private sector investments as purposed in the newly construed 700 billion dollar bail out of private investment businesses. All coming against the wishes of the majority of American citizens without concession for our concerns and rights as The People.
In addition: We The People do make a charge of “No Confidence” in the current bu

The KnobA woman visited her plastic surgeon who told her about a new procedure
called 'The Knob,' where a small knob is placed at the top of the
woman's head and could be turned to tighten up her skin and produce the
effect of a brand new face-lift. Of course, the woman wanted 'The Knob.'
Over the course of the years, the woman tightened the knob, and the
effects were wonderful, the woman remained young looking and vibrant.
After fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two
problems. 'All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've
had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results. But
now I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible
bags under my eyes and the knob won't get rid of them.'
The doctor looked at her closely and said, 'Those aren't bags, those are
your breasts.'
She said, 'Well, I guess there's no point in asking about the goatee.

Mama GailWell, a dear old friend of mine invited me to Fubar!! I already have a myspace and facebook...however, I always found Facebook to be a little boring because you can't decorate it. Myspace is fun because you can!
I'm now finding more and more stuff I can do on fubar...including the decorating!! And the 24 hour "bouncers" who answer any an all questions that we have to get us through the learning process!! I love that!! Myspace doesn't have anything like that!!
Sharry, if you read this, thanks for inviting me to Fubar!!! It should prove to be fun and a good way for us to be in touch!!

A Levelerthis lady dark angel is an awesome lady please show her lots of love while she still has her 11 bling
she is going through alot right now , one is dealing with the fact that her 15 year old daughter might have lukemia she dont want no pity just please help her i love ya dark angel
~Dark Angel ~AKA ~Blue Eyes*Shadow Leveler*@ fubar

Wtf?! Are You Kidding?!And so yes, you know who you are, you BOTH have crossed the 'friend' line and have said things that are not ok. But first off I will handle my man...but as far as YOU...You shouldnt be such a dirty whore. You should have some respect for MY relationship with someone YOU DONT EVEN KNOW. So instead of being all on his jock and shit maybe you should have thought "hmm...what will happen with the gfs?" and then you will be smart. So suck it bitch.

My Song...I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
That life doesn't always go my way, yeah
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize
CHORUS
I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All I need is time, a moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
It's time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own
I've seen so much more than you know now
So don't tell me to shut my eyes
CHORUS
i'm not a girl, not yet a woman
all i need is time, a moment that is mine
while i'm in between
i'm not a girl
But if you look at me closely
You will see it in my eyes
This girl will always find her way
(I'm not a girl) I'm not a girl, don't tell me what to believe
(Not yet a woman) I'm just trying to find the woman in me, yeah
(All I need is time) Oh, all I need is time
(A moment that is mine) That's mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl, not yet a woman, not now
All I need is time, a moment that is min

!!!!! Please !!!!To the strong and mighty won't you please lend a hand:
Some-where out there in this world children are losing their land.
When will piece ever happen. Why do countries cease to exhist.
Poverty stricken, dying from diseases:
Don't you hear the orphans cry, "won't you feed me please".
Soldiers bodys here and there pools of blood every-where.
It's something of a crying shame wondering why they even came.
To the strong and mighty won't you please lend a hand:
To many children are dying, so many mothers crying.
They live with death each and every-day, mourning their loved ones
as they carry them away.
War has taken their freedom to live in piece.
Father please reach out your hand and take the children to the
promised land, keep them safe with-in your heart.
The wars are close and men are killed before dark.
Why do they fight in a country so small when children are dying and we still hear
them crying:
Will you feed us "please"
By Miss Pauline Kireto---2007

StuffWhat did you reali​ze today​?​
That even friends are fake
Name one perso​n that made you smile​ today​.
my son
Hold hands​ with anyon​e latel​y?​
yup my son a my hubby
What were you doing​ at 7:​45AM this morni​ng?​
waiting with my son at the bus stop
What will you be doing​ tomor​row?​
dont know yet
What is your favor​ite candy​bar?​
Twix
What is the best ice cream​ flavo​r?​
Mint Cho.
Chip
What was the last thing​ you cried​ about​?​
dont know
Have you bough​t any drugs​ this month​?​
hell no
When was the last time you ran?
yesturday
Who is the last perso​n to send you a comme​nt on fubar?
bad4u
Do you take vitam​ins daily​?​
yup
Who was the last perso​n you rode in the car with that was under​ 21?

The World's Worst ToothacheI hate pain when it comes to my head! Teeth and Headaches are the worst and I want to die. I am in so much pain right now and I have to wait a whole week before I can get this damn thing pulled out. I don't have insurance and It would cost me $8000 to get a root canal. Damn. Thank god I am going to school to better my career so that I will someday have great benifits and hopefully before I lose all my teeth. LOL! All I want to do is sleep! Well, that is all for now I guess!

Red SoxsCan they do it again and pull off yet another miracle or well the Ray youthfulness pull them through. Lets go lets go Lets Red Soxs. Lets Go...Philly

Cold Vengence BullyDJ COLD VENGENCE LIVE ON AIR
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HARD ROCK AND METAL AT ITS BEST
WE ARE THE OLDEST LOUNGE ON FUBAR
(repost of original by 'SLADE~The Original Cowboy from Hell~creator of XFTR~The Scooter Bar~GodFather~XFTR metalHead Mafia ~' on '2008-10-20 10:36:31')

Myspaceif any of my friends are on myspace let me know i will ad you give me your name i will add u and comment your pics

To You The HatersSO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE SEEM TO THINK THAT WE ARE ALL THE SAME. WE ALL SHOULD BE RATED A 10 AND NOBODY SHOULD RIP SOMETHING FROM SOME ONE ELSE WITHOUT ASKING.FIRST OFF THATS WHY IT'S CALLED RIPPING YOU DONT HAVE TO ASK GROW UP. WAKE UP NOT EVERYBODYS A 10 AND IM NOT A ROBOT OR YOUR SLAVE YOUR NOT MY GOD OR MY PARENTS SO FUCK OFF.I'M NOT A BAD PERSON BECAUSE YOU THINK SO. SO KEEP YOUR LITTLE THIS PERSON IS A LOSER BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T GIVE ME A 10 COMMENTS TO YOURSELF YOU MUST ENJOY LIEING TO OTHERS? AND YOU DONT HAVE ANY TASTE IN THINGS THAT ARE DIFFERENT BECAUSE EVERYTHING SHOULD BE THE SAME TO YOU. SO DON'T HATE ME FOR BEING ME AND STOP HATEING ME BECAUSE I'M NOT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^..^
''

Nobamavote mccain if you want to have a country left. vote mccain if you are against socialism and against an elitist who made fun of joe the plumber after telling him he "wanted to spread the wealth because that's whats best". vote mcain if you are against partial birth abortion. vote mccain if you are against hate speech from the pulpit of the trinity church that teaches separatism and seeks the secession of black citizens from the united states rather than real eradication of racism. vote mccain if you know obama has still refused to provide proof of natural birth citizenship when mccain has. vote mccain if you think obama's character is shady because he removes the american flag from his plane, or wont hold his hand over his heart when the pledge of allegiance is being recited. vote mccain if you are against a radical muslim leader, known anti-semite, anti-white, hate speech leader Louis Farakhan who supports Obama, and referred to Obama as the messiah. Rev.Wright and Louis Farakhan both

Trying To Save A Buck Or Two.I've found that being frugal is a good thing, especially if one's trying to get by on disability income.
EXCEPT!!!! I say EXCEPT! I say EXCEPT when you're foolish enough to buy the cheapie kind of toilet paper. You know! The kind that you get in a package of 73 rolls for $2.
If's the term 'shitty deal' were ever appropriate ...

Black And Blue, I Hate YouYou leave me black and blue,
I hate you,
I want to kill you,
You say you love me,
But you leave me,
Left me black and blue,
My heart is broken,
You said you loved me,
But you left me,
Left me on the streets,
You want me dead,
But if you kill me,
I'll come and haunt you,
Because you left me,
Black and blue.

FunnyShort Poems about Life
Some might argue that short poems about life is not a very helpful title. In essence, this is selection of Paul Curtis' short funny poems about family and domestic life, but omitting poems about love, death or sex, which are dealt with elsewhere.
I Need It Up, You Need It Down
She cook’s and cleans
And keep’s things neat
And with five in the house
That’s no mean feat
There’s just one question
Though that has me beat
Tell me why can she never
Work the toilet seat
Does My Bum Look Big In This?
Does my bum look big in this?
Well is the answer no or yes
Actually you have a big bum
So stop blaming it on the dress
Lucky Lotto
Despite winning twenty million pound
My feet are still firmly on the ground
So I am the same despite my good news
But I am wearing much better shoes
Display Caution
We keep a picture of Auntie Grace
On the shelf above the fire place
Health and safety is our only desire
As it keeps the kids away from the fire
A T

WowY'know, one of these days, I'm going to get my keister in gear and sit down to update all this lovely stuff I've got going online. Get the ol' cam hooked back up so I can take a photo or two, just so everyone can see the graceful yet inevitable aging process.
Besides, my inner geek is crying out for some compy time.

The Hidden TruthLIGHTBEING
Haru "Horus" is symbolic of the Rising Son. Jesus is also symbolic of the rising son. Jesus was the son (sun) who died (set) on the cross by crucifixion and he will resurrect (rise) according to the Christians. When the son came down and apparently sets or dies into the darkness and he raises or resurrects back to life. It is the story of the Christian's God Jesus.
What religious fanatics don't realize is that if the sun shuts down that would be the end of life as you know it. This is what Egypt teaches about the sun: If I say I worship the sun, people say oh that's sun worship. I know that. The reason why I say worship the sun, s-u-n and laugh at you who worship the son, s-o-n is because my sun is an obvious provider. If my sun doesn't come up in the morning, we can chalk it. Jesus (the son) went to sleep 2,000 years ago, has not gotten up yet, and you all are still doing fine. Yet you are still waiting for your son to rise. If my sun doesn't rise each day, it's over

On Obama"'We the people of the United States.' These are the first seven words of the constitution of the United States of America. As I stood in the reception area of the Pentagon in Washington D.C. early this year, a large recreation of that constitution was posted on the wall. It's the first thing you see as you enter the building. 'We the People of the United States,' I stared at it and said: 'I'd die for that idea!'
"I've written in the past, I love my country, but I'm scared to death of its government. That idea for me has taken a new twist in this coming election.
"I'd first like to point out that I am not a John McCain supporter. I have been critical of the U. S. government for years, and I, like most of my fellow Americans am angry and frustrated with the lying, manipulation and partisanship of the elected officials, both local and national, Democrat and Republican, of this country.
"The founding fathers of this country wrote this constitution, with all its Amendments, as THE

Halloween BluesFor the first time in my life I stayed home this Halloween to what? Pass out candy to the little trick-or-treaters and what did I get? Oh sure some would think I got the satisfaction of seeing the little brats all decked out in costume...wrong!
What I got was a messed up ankle,knee,and hip!
I guess it just wasn't meant to be,me...the queen of freight,the terror of the night,to stay home especially on the one night of the year that represents everything about me,and for the holiday to prove it I wind up taking a tumble. No it doesn't matter if I do heal fast its the whole reason behind the fall in the first place.
NEVER again will I stay home on such an important night of the year! My ankle and my knee was swollen so big the first two days that I couldn't even walk(ok after that I was fine but thats beside the point),and it hurt to even stand. Now if it wasn't for the fact that I had enough Evan Williams in me to not feel the effects until the next morning I probably would have had a

Fuck The Wolf Pack LoungeLet me tell ya somthing if ya aint the staff or a chick with hot tits don't bother with the wolf pack Lounge. There bunch elitest fucks who kick you out when you talk to there female staff. This more directed toward the male mods because there a bunch of assholes. Fuck you guys all to hell you worthless pieces of shit.~x

Skid RowI hate using the same keyboards with you.
I hate using the same showers with you.
I hate using the same buses with you.
I hate you, I disgust you, I despise you.

Downraters!!!!rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar
EVERYONE LISTEN UP THIS GUY AND ONE OTHER ARE GOIN TO GIRLS PAGES AND RATING 1'S AND 2'S AND ARE TELLIN WOMEN HOW UGLY THEY ARE AND ARE BASHIN ALL KINDS OF WOMEN!!!! PLEASE BE ON THE LOOKOUT!!!!

Guardian Angel 2People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provideou with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are there for the reason you need them to be
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn..
They bring you an experie

Guardian AngelThis morning when god opened a window to heaven, he saw me, and he asked, "My child what is your greatest wish for today"? I responded, "please take care of the person reading this message and their family". Guardian Angels exist but sometimes since they dont have wings, we call them True Friends!

MehWell I am a single parent. I love my daughter and she is the number one priority in my life. I don't need or want someone who wants me to drop of the hat take off with them. I won't leave my child behind. I am a responsible parent. I love spending time with a good women but I love spending time with my daughter too. I don't think I need to explain anything else about that. I also don't put my priorites above my childs. My child means more to me then a stupid night out or spending money on myself. I love being a dad, it is the most worth wild gift and adventure i could of ever expected. I also hate how parents smoke around their kids. My daughter won't experience that from me. and my child will never see me stoned or drunk. I am showing by example how a good person and a good parent should be like. I do like to drink but I see no point in getting drunk while having my child in my care.

Recordingcurrently im workin with the drummer from hell on a song,them will record the drum and guitar.i have 4 more songs im also editing.im working patiently to get this ep finished.

Life Is LifeHi people! Well, what to say.. I am Violetta from Russia. People know me as Letta Moreva. I compose and sing songs, write novels and live my interesting life =) Here you will be able to get to know my life better :)

Script Compliance Awardlast week i received an email at work saying i had won the " script compliance award".
the prize is a box with candy, and popcorn and a $7 gift card for harkins movies.
i won the award for actually doing my job. not only did i win but so did 9 others. out of almost a thousand people at the place that i work, i got picked. ha ha losers.
and not only did i win that but...
i was offered a different position, and not just one position but 2. am i gonna take it? i just have to wait and see. one of them i dont want because its a lot of stress and i will have to change locations and both of them is a schedule change. so no thanks. one of them is a supervisor position called " help q". everyone calls them to assist with calls. hell, dont rely on me. and the other is D.M.E. which means " durable medical equipment". i will be working in claims. hell fuck that. and dude schedule change equals a NO. i have a child and she is top priority.

To-fall-in-love.blogfa.comStay with me
Don't fall asleep too soon
The angels can wait, for a moment
Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight we re alone
Its finally you and I
It wasnt meant to feel like this
Not without you
Cause when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn t rhyme
Without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place that we are
Its written in the stars
http://to-fall-in-love.blogfa.com

Why I Do What I Dowhy do people look at others in disgust when they see them walking around because they look a little different? why do people ignore others when no one knows what they need? acknowledging someone is better than just brushing them off. you have some people who need to feel good about themselves. then you have those who want it just because they want the attention. you can pick who wants it for what reason. please stop blowing people off. i know there some people on here like that.

Tea-bagging?!?! What's That?"Tea bagging" is a slang term for when a person stimulates a man's testicles with her or his mouth. Some people use "tea bagging" to refer to the act of lowering one's scrotum into another person's mouth.
Compared to sexual intercourse, oral contact with the testicles is relatively low-risk, safer sex. Most people are likely to do it without protection. However, because some sexually transmitted infections, like herpes or HPV, can be spread through skin-to-skin contact, it is possible that someone might further reduce the risk by using a Glyde® dam or plastic wrap for this kind of oral sex play.
www.4yourwickeddesires.com

How To Treat A WomanWine her. Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her.
HOW TO TREAT A MAN:
Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV.

You Can Run To MeWhen you feel like your world is closing in on you,
it seems like all your plans are falling through.
When you wonder what tomorrow will bring,
you can turn to me.
When it seems like everyone is out to get you,
nothing seems to go the way you want it to.
When darkness fills your heart,
you can turn to me.
Hold out your hand, and I'll be there for you,
there's nothing in this world that I wouldn't do.
To see you smile, to make you happy,
you can turn to me.
When giving up seems to be the only thing to do,
and uncertainty seems to be the only truth.
When you lose your way,
you can turn to me.
Hold out your hand, and I'll be there for you,
there's nothing in this world that I wouldn't do.
To see you smile, to make you happy,
you can turn to me.
I'll be there till the end of time,
by your side,
through rain or shine,
you can turn to me.
I'm not giving up on you,
my love and friendship will always be true.
I'd do anything in this world for you,
you

A I Wanna DoYour smile is as sweet, as the words that cross your lips.
All I wanna do is hold you tight, and get lost in your kiss.
Your eyes tell me secrets, I never want to forget.
All I wanna do is hold you tight, and get lost in their depths.
Your arms make me feel safe, I have no fear when we're together.
All I wanna do is hold you tight, and get lost in you forever.
Your love is unconditional, as pure as the snow is white.
All I wanna do is hold you tight, and get lost in love like this for the rest of my life

The Darkness WithinI`ve seen the darkness within
I`ve seen the darkness that makes you sin
I`ve seen the darkness, I know it well
I`ve seen the darkness on the road to hell
When youre in the darkness within, there`s no need to fight
the darkness is like quicksand, the more you struggle, the more it holds you tight
when the darkness surrounds you and you want to take flight
the only way to freedom is to look for the light
There is a beast in the darkness within and he sits high on a perch
while below his children run and jump at you in a lurch
they feed off your fears and desires
they bask in the flames of your emotional fires
The darkness within will devour your fire with all it`s heat and light
until it consumes all your hopes and dreams and fight
In the darkness within there is no pain, only dullness with every breath
because pain would be a sign of life and all you seek now is death
You must kill the demon and bid it adieu
before it smothers your soul and there is no mor

For A Taste Of YouI need to take you in my strong arms
let me hold you oh so close and tight
our sighs rising high into the heavens
rocking wrapped up in sweet delight
You know I'll never ever let you go
I yearn to kiss your lush warm lips
till we melt blissful in love's wild fire
in a dance eternal, joined at the hip
I want you to know my heart's pure voice
hear me pour out my feelings for you
to shout them at the boundless sky
so strong, so deep, so clear so true
love's feast calls us to this moment
no reason needed, for what we do
I have a gnawing hunger in my soul
always aching for just a taste of you

Whywhy do persons on here hate the new ones....I have been blocked in one room I dont know how many times by the people in there. I am not looking for anything, was just going to rate them. If that is to hard for them then why do they get on. Or are they tring to hide some someone......that I could understand.

Wtf Is With This WorldRealizing that this is an ever changing world with a black, im not politically correct, president and gay marrige and all of this tolerence in the world ive got something that causes great anger in my life. When i was 17 i broke my ankle and received pins and a screw in it. I was told by the military which i had already signed up for that i would have to have a 5 year medically clear background to re'enlist.
I waited for the 5 years no bone cracks,slipped pins or nothing.I took my asvab, got a 71,which is good by all means.I waited and waited and waited knowing my call from meps would come and i get a call from the staff sargent stating that i wouldnt even be allowed to join or plea a case for myself. All i want is a chance to make something of myself for my family just show my mom im not a waste of life show my kids they can be proud of daddy.I fucking love this country all i every wanted was to serve i was born on an airforce base for christs sake im justscarred of becoming a leach

Teen Commits Suicide Live On Webcam! So Sad!This is a sad commentary of our times in so many ways. A bipolar Florida teen started blogging about committing suicide 12 hours before he actually did it. Then he directs people to another live streaming website so that they can watch him die! Apparently, bloggers and others watched this young man for almost 8 hours before someone had the bloody common sense to actually call someone about this matter!! Apparently, bloggers were egging him on and encouraging him to kill himself too!! Some of these people on bodybuilders.com referred to him as being an attention whore and that he had threatened to commit suicide on other occasions. This is an outrage and very disturbing in my opinion that so many people would actually watch something like this! What's next? Live murders on webcam!! I mean don't get me wrong, i consider myself to be a twisted and morbid person but I would at least try and help someone like that, if I found out about someone wanting to do such a thing. SUICIDE IS NOT THE

TunesNow has come the day that I take the lead and I make you follow.
Toast to champagne cause I came for greed and not for tomorrow.
If it feels good then it feels good and I do it all day.
You want me to play
You best bring your brain
You best bring your money.
Yay!
Make me a superstar. Yay!
No matter who you are.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCejji2pOT0

Just A Guyyeah i don't have a six pack for abs. i ain't got big arms, but big enough and not from working out.
i'm not made for speed but if i have to chase someone, someone going to get hurt. unless i am chasing a female.
i don't have a big fancy house or a sport car. but i stay warm in the winter and cool in the summer. my car get me where i need to go and back and it's clean always.
i like all kind of music, sometime it's too loud and other time i am just kicking back.
sure in the hell don't look like no modles, most of them are gay anyhow.
my momma tought me how to treat a woman, or she would have kicked my ass. rest in peace mom.
i do like to drink my beer, but i don't get drunk, just give me a buzz and i am good.

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Just Being Mewell first off let me say to those hatters dont need you dont want you dont care for but as we all know all they do is talk behind my back thats all good because they must be so bored and always got me on thier mind it kinda makes me feel specail because im doing me taking care of my family the best way iknow how im not into any drugs or gangs i dont steal to nake so if you plan to get at me to hang out party or pull a lick you can miss with all that @#%* and ALL YOU HATTERS TAKE TWO STEPS BACK ok well by now knopw i bored the hell out of you so im out late

Happy Thanksgivingwhat do u think of when we say happy thanksgiving ? my answer is we give
thanks for our familie's, and for the
food we eat, also for our country .

Hot And Sexy And Lonelywana play with me in cam for only $5 for 24 hours? im dead fucking serious.. dont bother me unless u are ready to pay to play with me.. and u can tell me what to do.. and no freebies or previews so dont ask me or u will be ignored! When you PM me say "I'M SERIOUS" so i know you read it. PM me hot_nd_Sexy_natalie@hotmail.com and hot_nd_sexy_natalie@yahoo.com

Love Walks By Pugz Dticated To AnnaShe walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair'd the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens on her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling place.
And on that cheek, and on that flow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent

Kimmie AuctionHey Everyone, I am in my very first auction!!!
Come check it out!! I have a lot to offer!! You won't be sorry if you buy me for a month!!!
**Click the link below to take you to the auction**
This is a NO Fubuck auction. Bids of Tickers, Blasts, VIP's, Bling Packs, and HH's only.
While your there, stop by and fan, rate and add the Host & Hostess of the auction Jake & Jamie.
This bully brought to you by me!!
"Kimmie" ~~~Twilight Leveler~~~READ ABOUT ME !!!!COME BID ON ME!!
(repost of original by '❤JAmîξ £¥Ññ❤R/L Fiance'of Jakξ The §Ñakξ~Proudly Owned by Anna' on '2008-12-03 12:53:50')
(repost of original by '"Kimmie" ~WANNA OWN ME FOR 30DAYS..PLACE UR BIDS!!(JamieLynnsPage)' on '2008-12-03 13:02:25')

Twiztid - I'm Alright
If your reading this
Then I finally did it
I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye
There was no time
Understand I was stressed
Living day to day was hard
And I gave it my best
But there was nothing left
For me in this world
To convince me to stay
Now I'm long gone away
Don't you do that
Don't you start your tears
Just remember all the time we
spent over the years
Never cry
Never think bad to me
What's done is done and that's
the way it had to be
I need you to be strong for me
Say your prayer everyday in my memory
I'm sure it's helping me
To earn my feathers
To get some wings
And a halo and a harp and angelic things
And even though I'm gone And outta sight
Never worry about me
I'm alright
[x2]
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/bTc ]
I'm alright
And if you should die
Don't blame yourself and
keep it locked inside
I'm alright
And everytime you cry don't breakdown
Just keep me inside in your mind
You only saw the outside
Neve

Beautifully FlawedBeing a single mother is definitely not all it's cracked up to be.
I know, I know, I should be grateful that my boyfriend is around, but he's not around enough. He has this weird idea in his head that if he comes over once a week for two hours, Piper will know who her Daddy is. Also, once a week, I stay overnight at his house, but we sleep in seperate rooms and Piper's care is left in my hands. While he is technically Piper's father, I can't help but feel cheated that he gets to be around for the good stuff...the smiles, the giggles, and the occasional kitten-like cry. Me? I'm stuck with the 2 am feedings, the spit-up, the howling and wailing, the explosive poop and projectile barf. To make matters worse, Piper is on a nursing strike and will only take breast milk from the bottle. I guess going out and giving her a bottle with my babysitter wasn't the best idea, but if I don't get out of my house and away from her at least once a month, I feel like I'm going insane. Even so, I would

Top 10 Reasons You Should Be Having More Sex!!!It’s a given that sex feels great. That alone is enough reason to be actively orgasmic. Researchers are finding more and more evidence that orgasms are great for other reasons, too. (Did you really need convincing?)
1. Orgasms are a great way to deal with stress.
Stress releases biochemicals which over the long term can have damaging effects on your body and lead to premature death. The biochemicals released from sex counteract the negative effects of stress.
2. Orgasms are a great sleeping pill.
Orgasms cause a surge in the biochemicals that act as a sedative. They help you fall asleep and stay asleep. It’s not really a coincidence that men fall asleep so quickly after sex.
3. Orgasms can relieve a migraine headache.
“Not tonight, dear, I have a headache” is no longer an acceptable excuse. Although not as reliable as prescription medications, it’s a bit more fun and has all these other benefits as well. You surely can’t get that from a pill.
4. Orgasms can reduce

I Am PaganAs many of you may or may not know I am Pagan. Oftentimes, there are questions that come up pertaining to my belief system. The following piece i discovered really describes and explains it very well.
I Am Pagan
by Selena Fox
I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect.
I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with perso

Faq About WiccaFrequently Asked Questions about Wicca
Q:
Do Witches worship Satan, the Devil, etc., or participate in Satanic rituals?
A:
No. Satan, or "the Devil," is a concept not to be found outside of Judeo-Christianity, Islam, and Zoroastrianism. A person must be working through the paradigm of a Holy Bible in order to believe in Satan. He is not a part of Native American religions, Shinto, Buddhism, Animism or (of course) Wicca.
Q:
Don't Witches participate in "strange" rituals?
A:
Define "strange"! Do you find brushing your teeth strange? Do you find your morning cup of coffee strange? Then why would greeting the sun every day be strange? Some people would be shocked to us using a camera on a daily basis to "steal souls."
Q:
Do Witches believe in God?
A:
Most Witches don't believe in the Christian concept of God. As one Wiccan teacher put it, "My God does not have a beard nor does it hate women." They believe in an unknowable Ultimate Deity. Witchcraft, being the oldes

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Pet PevHaving friends that are only friends when they want to be or when its convenient to them.

Fu-marriage Or Best BuddieI am looking for someone to email and correspond with on here and at my regular email too. Someone that will be my buddie forever and not someone just out for points. Someone that likes having things made for them and someone that will not give up on me and get bored with me. I am getting so close to deleting this account for good. I need some love I guess. I can't seem to get it at home or from anyone. I am getting lonely and depressed. I love doing things for other people and I guess I need someone to love and love me. Yes I am married in real, but don't seem to get much love there either. I figure if any of my many friends are interested or the few on my family list or anyone else out there that needs a best friend or buddy, then they can write me and tell me and even propose fu-marriage. Is there someone out there who is nice, caring, loving and sincere? I would love to be your buddy and more.
Very, very truly, David.

Sexname: Katie
Age: 27
Birthday: 12/2/81
Location: Richmond Indiana
Sexual Preference: Bi
Height: 5'6"
Body Type: few extra pounds
Eye color: blue
Hair Color: dk. brown with redish highlites
interests
Favorite Bands: too many to name
Favorite Movies: again, too many to name
Religion: N/A
Smoke?: cigarettes
Drink?: yeah
Drive?: yeah
Job?: N/A
Piercings/tattoos?: ears
Favorite type of music: all kinds
are you in a band?: uh no
do you know how to play any musical instruments?: no
extrassss:
If we were to date where would you take me on the first date?: ?????
One special thing about you: Honest and not like most girls!!
One special thing about me: ?????
Your favorite body part on me: ????
tell me your best qualities: same as above
worst?: ????
Do you Cheat?: never
Would you be Faithful?: yeah
either or:
makeout or sex: makeout first then sex..lol
cuddle or kiss: both
power puff girls or spongebob: Spongebob definatly!!!
britney or christina:

About MeI am a kitten lost in a cold winter night..
hungry for cuddles and thirst for affection...
Innocent and Adorable with such gentle eyes...
Cold and weak and searching for your warmth...
As you manage to pour a little lit in my heart,
Ready to open to let you Inside...
Giving back the favor in my times of solitude,
let you come in and out in my desperate life...
surrender my innocence and unleash my wildness...
Granting you pleasures baby and give it all out....
If you're the one who will give me all that i need send me a message to cuttiebadkate@yahoo.com
yeah! To those who that will cum ........hot male that cum...

Wow !!!Wow I just realized I'm like a freaking NOBODY on here cause I have NO friends, NO buddy's, NO B.F.F's nothing!!! I'm sad now so if YOU want to be my FRIEND, BUDDY or my B.F.F. let me know and we can be the bestest !!!!
Huggz Baby's, Shiela

R.i.p. Juan EspinoR.I.
P Juan Espino
Body: He jumpe​d up as soon as he saw the surge​on come out of the opera​ting room
​
He said:​ 'How is my littl​e boy? Is he going​ to be all right​?​ When can I see him?​'​
The surge​on said,​ 'I'm sorry​.​ We did all we could​,​ but your boy didn'​t make it.
'
Mr.
Espino said,​ 'Why do littl​e child​ren have to leave so early?​ Doesn​'​t God care any more?​ Where​ were you, God, when my son neede​d you?​'​
The surge​on asked​,​ '​Would​ you like some time alone​ with your son? One of the nurse​s will be out in a few minut​es,​ befor​e he's trans​porte​d to Eagle Pass
​
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Our SoldiersBy ROBERT H. REID, Associated Press Writer Robert H. Reid, Associated Press Writer – 1 hr 32 mins ago AP – U.S. Defense Secretary Robert Gates shakes hands with Gen. Ray Odierno, left, commander of multi-national …
Bush: war in Iraq on its way to being won AP BAGHDAD – Some American troops will remain in Iraqi cities after a June 30 deadline for combat soldiers to leave urban areas, the top U.S. commander said Saturday.
Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki, meanwhile, dismissed suggestions by his own spokesman that the Iraqi government may ask some U.S. troops to remain behind as trainers after the Dec. 31, 2011 deadline for the withdrawal of all American troops set by the new U.S.-Iraq security agreement.
Those comments are likely to rekindle debate here about the agreement, which was ratified by parliament last month and takes effect Jan. 1. But Iraqi voters must approve the deal in a referendum by the end of July.
Suggestions of loopholes in the withdrawal timeline could be exp

WhatWhat. Tat is the question. What is this place all about. I am new here and have no idea how this thing works. Don't know how to meet people or anything. What can you do on here? What can't you do.

I Am New HereI am new on this site and I hope to meet and make lots of new friends.

Ambulance DriverAmbulance Driver
standing in chest deep water,freezing rain falling and stinging as it hits the
exposed parts of my body. Holding her head above water to keep her from drowning until rescue could get there to cut her free
--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER
comforting a 89 year old woman who just watch me and my partner cover the face of her husband of 64 years as he lay dead in their bathroom floor
--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER
on scene at an mva with mom trapped upside down in her car and her dead sons body laying on top of her without a second thought for my own safety i crawl into the wreckage to take C-spine control and calm the frantic lady
--- BUT I'M JUST AN AMBULANCE DRIVER
called away from my just prepared meal to respond to the middle of B.F.E to a house with no numbers,no porch light on,nobody waiting to signal us in and they bitch because we took too long only to find out the patient left P.O.V ten minutes ago...so we smile and walk away from the

A Christmas CandleSomewhere across the winter world tonight
You will be hearing chimes that fill the air;
Christmas extends its all-enfolding light
Across the distance...something we can share.
You will be singing, just the same as I,
These familiar songs we know so well,
And you will see these same stars in your sky
And wish upon that brightest one that fell.
I shall remember you and trim my tree,
One shining star upon the topmost bough;
I will hang wreaths of love that all may see --
Tonight I glimpse beyond the hear and now.
And all the time that we must be apart
I keep a candle in my heart.

Carpet Cleening Manhi am carpet cleening man in beth pa i like new friends i love to do there carpet for all most free am in bethlehem pa u live near me need carpet cleened soon e mail me at frkm51@aol call me at 610 5090565 frank

Chance's StuffA friend told me about this chat area. So far, so good. Met a few nice folks tonight.

HiIM just getting started here in Fubar so bear with me.
I create morphs tags and other various creations so if anyone is interested please feel free to drop me a line...thnx

Annagirl342000I am really sorry for not being here more often to check out the site and get to know everyone better but i have had alot of personal family issues going on. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!! and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! after the new year i will make it a point to get to know my friends better and make new ones.

Back But Not MyselfMonday my son josh and i went into the hospital because of his pneumonia in his right lung. But because of that he was not eating and drinking properly. So him and I have been in the hospital since Monday, got home early today. Just trying to get back into the routines that me and my children are use to. That and since it is Christmas Eve I have a lot to do. I have to get the tree decorated and the living room picked up and get my kids to bed early. So much to do and so little time. I wish that there were more time in the day than what there is. If there were more time in the day I would have everything done already. But right now my son and I are just trying to relax and everything. So yeah I will be on and off for the next few days.

'twas The Night Before..'twas a night before Christmas....
Twas the knight before Christmas
And we're all apart.
Just counting the days
Till the next season starts.
We all wish each other
Good day and good cheer.
And health and good blessings
Upon the New Year.
As for me I am setting
A trap for the Claus.
It's baited with Eggnog
And Donut Bear Claws
As he bends over
To partake of the treat.
I'll wrap him with ductape
Tied 'im down to a seat.
"All right now good buddy.
This last season sucked.
So you'd better fix it.
Do Not Press Your Luck."
"Our coffers will flow
No longer be thin.
Or you'll never see
Your reindeer again".
When I let him go
On his brow there'll be sweat.
"Remember my promise
Was no idle threat."
"And remember with every
Ho! Ho! You give.
You'd better put out
We know where you live."
~Steve Moore of Myth and Magic
Robert "the Hair" Wesner
Leather Mystics
Old World Industries
PO Box 371
Medford OR 9750

Girlfriendr u lookin 4 a bf? watcha do 4 fun/hobbies? wats ur idea of commitment? r u interested in a serious/long term relationship? im 23 i have cp as a disability use a walker/brace 2 get around, im fun to get along with im a ppl person i luv 2 cook, read watch sports i luv nfl, mlb, hockey etc, i luv james patterson marry higgins clark patricia cornwell i luv music acdc cinderella def leppard motley crue metallica im lookin 4 a gf any n all takers in the rochester ny 14617 areacode or thereabouts
any 1 interested in rochester ny

1I JUST GOTTA GET THIS OUT THE WAY WITH. WHY...THE...FUCK ARE YOU ON A WEB SITE EEEEEEEEVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE ONLY TO TALK SHIT AND WRITE A CHECK YOUR ASS CANT CASH? FTW...THIS DUDE IS THE BIGGEST MUTHA FUCKING PUSSY IVE COME ACROSS WHETHER IT BE IN REAL LIFE OR ON HERE, HE HAS OVARIES NOT TESTICLES...LOOK BITCH IF YOU SAY YOUR GONNA DO THIS AND THAT "FUCKING DO IT!!!" STOP SAYING YOUR GONNA DO SHIT AND NOT DO IT. I UNDERSTAND ALOT OF PEOPLE HERE ARE ALONE AND PISSED AT THE WORLD CAUSE OF IT, I USED TO BE THAT WAY BUT IF YOU DONT STEP AWAY FROM YOUR SCREEN AND BREATHE SOME FRESH AIR DUH NO FUCKING WONDER WHY YOU HATE THE WORLD. BUT ALSO NO NEED TO BE A BITCH AND A NET BULLY TO SOMEONE WHO'S BEHIND A SCREEN AND CANT KNOCK YA TEETH OUT, RIGHT FTW? IT'S EASY TO SAY "OH IMMA FUCK YOU UP IMMA DO THIS...THAT...THIS...THAT, BLAH BLAH BITCH! DONT SING IT BRING IT IF YOUR GONNA JUST RUN YOUR MOUTH. NO IM NOT GONNA MAKE THREATS HERE, IM ABOVE A COMPLETE LOSER LIKE FTW BUT I WILL SAY I WOULD TAKE

Dj Redlitehappy new year everyone be safe an get fucked and fucked up all night long

Y The Steelers Rock!They will go down as the winningest most solidly run team in the history of the NFL.I just hope they get # 6 before dallas, and San Fran.Oops.Neither of those teams are in the playoffs this year.Goooooo Steelers.

I Feel Like A First TimerSo I joined this site a few days back, not knowing what it was about. 2 day into it, I still have no F-ing clue! lol
I see good looking women and it seems like you have to have been online for ever, but is the purpose to be that guy!
I will give this a little more of a go. I hope to have figured out what the hell is going on with in a week or so!
Pistol

LolYou know i love some of the shit people attempt to
leave on a mumm or something in order to insult a
person, or to attempt and insult them.
I've noticed a lot of the people here using fakes
pictures or attempting to insult people. I'm loving it. Reason being, so much immature kids to watch.
It tends to be entertaining. So keep sending me negative comments, and shit like that. It doesn't bother nor affect me, just gives me something to point and laugh at.
Oh and keep in mind, don't comment my personal profile unless you have something "nice" to say.
Dumbass people and comments will be deleted and blocked. So suck on that alright. =]
I can the biggest asshole on here, trust me.

Walk On The Beach...As I walked on the beach this afternoon, as the wind touched my face. As I left foot prints behind me...I let go of all the thigs of 2008. I've had it rough with the dissapointments and the let downs. Hurt from relationships that went wrong or didn't stand a chance. I've had some good times, and met alot of great people. My life has been blessed with alot.
I know now that when I step out of God's grace I lose the blessings. I did met, this one guy Name Joey. He's a wonderful person to know. He's been having it rough in his life and I hope and pray that things work out for the good.
May he never ever feel empty, but always full of love. And as for all of thos great friends of mine that are on here on Fubar..I love u with all of my heart. And thank you for standing with me even when someone was trying to do wrong by me. I love u guys for that...muah! so when things are not clear, take a walk any where and leave the foot prints behind and look to the future...from my heart

Everyone Needs To Readcorey is playin you all he has a girlfriend reason i know he has my girl she has been liveing with him for 2 weeks if you dont beleave me heres here yahoo tlwm2000 ask her

Vixenx RamblingsAnyone intersted in tattoos? I have been inking since 1996 and work at WICKED INK TATTOO in riverside RI. If you are intersted in seeing my portfolio go to www.myspace.com/tattoosbyvixen

BsI try finding people to talk to and chat with but all I get are Live show invites and spambots. I mean what do I have to do to find real friggin people? One chick asks me pointblank if I was cute and that it's nice to chat but if not cute then she's not interested. I told her she was an introverted bitch and ig'd her. I'm so fuckin tired of fake-ass people. "Join my room", "Sign Up, blah blah blah!! Is there any anyone in the Eunice/Opelousas/Crowley area that wants to talk or even get together sometime? I feel like Will Smith in "I Am Legend".

Apologysorry all that i havent been on for awhile but i am recently single again and getting ready to hopefully have some fun
happy new year all

Just_frig_itI've crawled out of a deep hole of depression, still working toward a professional bookkeeper certification as the first step in starting my own accounting/tax business. I'll hopefully have that in 3 to 6 months. My meds have dropped by 90+% and still dropping. But at times I get down and tonight is one of those nights. I need love, want love, it doesn't have to be sexual, just compassion. God this has been hard. I don't know if I can keep it going. I'm a recovered alcoholic for 23 years now and I mean recovered. I know alcohol will never be a problem for me again. But sex is another issue. I wasn't born with alcohol in my blood, but hormones are. All I can think about sometimes is sex and getting off. I've got to try and keep my mind occuppied with recovery and getting a business going.
I wish my parents were still alive so I could experience their love. So lonely sometimes. I guess everyone is at times.

HateI hate when they say I love you and they don't really mean it. You know they don't because of their actions. They treat you like it's all your fault when they fuck up. They make you feel dumb to make themselves feel better. They hurt you just because they feel like it. I hate being treated like an idiot when I know I'm not. Well at least I think I'm not. I'm not a genius but I'm not a complete idiot. I hate the fact that he can make me feel like this. He can tare me down to make himself feel more like a man. What kind of man does that?

Men Are StupidDamn Im a man, and i have to the fuck heads males on here give us normal men a bad name. We have it in our title LOOKING FOR FEMALES NO MALES...yet every fucking day requests from men, shouts from men cant any of you read or do you want me to write it in crayon????? more ur educational level this one guy after he says hey babe to my girlfriend i write him back cant you fucking read or are you brain dead, he then calls my girlfreidn a douche bag lol and had so much courage blocked me great going guys we are already considered the lower genger and you are just proving the point. Please try to pretend you have an IQ then ur age

The Bottom LineI joined this site because it seems more sociable than Myspace. people actucally interact on here. However I want to interact in real life too! I wanna chat/talk with others one on one to get to know them. Anyone? Hello? Lounges are nice but it's just not where you can really get to know someone. I'm into the real world thing, ya know? I wanna chill with someone face to face.

Dont UnderstandI just don't get it I'm a nice person but for some reason no one can be real with me. They tell me one thing and do another. I guess maybe if I was more hateful and rude maybe they would be real who knows.....I'm bored so I thought I would blog about something on my mind....

Carolineim new here in fubar i hope i will meet new friends here im looking forward on that, i also have an addy in msn add me if you have time for chatting guys love ya all add me caroline_remulla@live.om

FriendsWhen I think of a bar, I think of music, people and drinks. Have casual conversation.. maybe make a few friends while I am there. Well on here, it just seems like you are here to hook up and be done with it. So I would like to put this out for everyone that is here to "hook up", Grow up and get a life.
I am not here to be a home wrecker nor am I here to make peoples lives miserable. I am here to make ADULT Friends.. If that can't happen, then please just let well enough alone!

R.i.p ThumperSorry to say that ThUmPeR has left us. He will be missed by many. Family, friends and loved ones:( To go at such a young age is heart breaking. He will be remembered by his kindness, friendship,caring,humor and the love he shared amongst us. A true friend. All of you may not have known him personally, but as a person he was he cared for all no matter what, new or old they were all in his heart. For that I am greatfull and respectfull to a person that has brought joy and friendship into many lives.
To this i say..R.I.P ThUmPeR, may you watch over us as we think of you in our hearts.

Desirefor we are both prisoners of wild desire
and we will never be free to be alone again
there are chains of love that bind us tight
a lover's pact made between me and you
she smiles so sweetly and softly calls to me
her eyes say that she will be always be mine
her lush lips open to invite my fevered kiss
locked in love's embrace till the end of time
for we are both prisoners of wild desire
and we will never be free to be alone again
there are chains of love that bind us tight
love's bonds forged in passion's fire
for we are both prisoners of wild desire
burning all day and through darkest night
these chains that bind our hearts so tight
a lover's pact made between me and you

People Not Talking.What is it with people on here. You send a message to say thanks or hi or just to chat and they just ignore you.

Painless Events!Well Just got ranked number one in my district in Saint Louis Area For "Best Dicus Thrower". Well it was a weekend before Sectionals, and i decided to go out with a couple of friends too a party which rounded out tobe the best nite every. Intile i decided to take my moms Yukon XL 2007 truck out on the road drunk and under age. Which I crash into a house 60 mph dead on into a brick house almost killin my friend who had left ten mintues before my accident running throw his room and into the kicthen. I lost my scholarships for college my friends and most of all almost my "FAMILY"! But what makes the story worst i had no set belt on and should of been DEAD!

WarningState police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.
If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.
Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.
This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious.
Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information Specialist
Roanoke Fire-EMS
541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016
540) 853-2257 (phone) 540) 853-1172 (fax)
IF WE C

Sports OpinionsThe Oakland Raiders have become a parody of themselves. They were once a succesful and revolutionary team in football. Once they were known for their terrifying defense, the vertical offense, and for being in some of the memorable moment in the NFL history. The only problem is that while the rest of the world progressed as time passed, Al Davis got stuck in the days of old.
And that is the key problem, he expects who ever is the head coach to do everything that he says, and to win right away. This isn't the 70's and 80's anymore. The last time the Raiders were good, they were built to win a Superbowl right now, not the future. And it showed when the aging verterans finally couldn't play anymore and the team was left with nothing, but inexperienced young players, and mediocre at best veterans.
And then the coaching carousel began. Since he departure of Jon Gruden in 2001, the Raiders have gone though 5 head coaches. Those head coaches have combined for 36 wins out of 112 games. L

Unforgetable YouUnforgettable You
I miss you touch
I miss your scent
I still feel SO much
Done so much I regret
How do I forget Unforgettable You
Your eyes your smile your kiss your taste
I feel that I let a good thing go to waste.
I am sorry for the things I said
but I wasn't thinking with my head
I try and try but I can't forget Unforgettable You
I want to let go and go on with my life
but mo matter how hard I try
I can't forget Unforgettable You
I remember the bitter and the sweet
without you I feel so incomplete
Please forgive me and let me prove
how deep my love is for Unforgettable you

My BabyIf I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you

Relationships!Always remember to be faithful,open,honest&real with the person ur involved with,take them by there hand look into there eyes&tell them how happy&blessed u are to have them in ur life.compliment eachother,be there for one another&be eachothers rock when they need u the most.plus don't ever accuse someone of cheating unless u have proof,u can't always go by what other people say,cause some people like to cause drama.

The Search Is Onjust try to make it in the rat race, but the rats are winning. How does one find love in this world when your a short guy? well i can tell you its nearly impossible. i know no one will read this blog. i always have lots to say, but finding it hard to express the feelings of loneiness after divorce. I'm on so many dating websites and have many social sites too; there just is no one to spend a romantic night on the couch with.
I guess i'm lost and need to be found.
bob

How To Know If Shes CheatingWomen can be extremely cunning when they're trying to conceal a huge secret, including hiding an affair from their significant other. In some cases, their best friend may not even know what's going on.
But even the craftiest of women may show signs of extracurricular activity or unusual behavior; you just have to learn to pick up on them.
It goes without saying that there are more obvious signs of a cheat, like staying out late and being dodgy about her whereabouts or phone calls. But there are other signs that aren't so obvious and, if you aren't prepared, you might miss them.
However, seeing one or more of the following behaviors is not a clear sign that your girlfriend is cheating. The only true indication is when you confront her and she fesses up.
So, without further ado, here are eight signs that your lady could be cheating on you.
1- Her approach to sex changes
Forms of this sign can range from wanting to try new positions to becoming more dominant in the bedroom

Just WrongYou know i know alot dont know me in person so thats cool but you few the ones who do and knew my bday was coming and didnt even say happy bday your just wrong i always say happy bday to yal

....During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 litre of urine.?
In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles, etc.)?
An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs.?
In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept!?
Annually you will shake hands with 2 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands.?
Annually you will shake hands with 26 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands.?
In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket.?
At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests.?
Daily you will breath in 1 liter of other peoples' anal gases.?
HAVE A GREAT DAY...
....and wash your damn hands!?
I once dated a girl so cold, when she spread her legs a white light came on!!

Super Bowl PartyEnigma / Coco Bongo Super Bowl partyWe will open @ 5 pm, Kick off is 5:23 pm Feb 1, 2009. All TVs will have the game. Dancers will not dance until game is over & during half time show.
Following the game it will be Stripaoke. This is allot of fun.
All drinks are $4 u-call it on Sundays. There will be snacks & some hot food.
So come out, We will be holding a stripper contest for the loosing fans. So guys and Girls This will be allot of fun. You will choose a team, we mark your hand. The looser strips on stage.
Watch for many events planned @ the new Enigma / Coco Bongo Showgirls 120 Th & center. 402-330-2292

From The WiseOn life's journey
Faith is nourishment,
Virtuous deeds are a shelter,
Wisdom is the light by day and
Right mindfulness is the protection by night.
If a man lives a pure life nothing can destroy him;
If he has conquered greed nothing can limit his freedom.
Buddha
One of his students asked Buddha, "Are you the messiah?"
"No", answered Buddha.
"Then are you a healer?"
"No", Buddha replied.
"Then are you a teacher?" the student persisted.
"No, I am not a teacher."
"Then what are you?" asked the student, exasperated.
"I am awake", Buddha replied.

Drama Queens, Attention SeekersHumans aka People never cease to amaze me the way we f*** eachother over talk about eachother behind eachothers backs. The I love you's then sleeping with their brother or sister the next day, the your so pretty or your so handsome then going and telling someone else well that persons so fat and ugly or skinny and smelly. The women who think they are everyones perfect dream their all look at me look at me my shit smells like roses you aint got it so dont flaunt it hell even if you did have it still no one cares Its not your right to judge so dont bother wastin your time doin it believe me no one is the least bit interested in you as to talk about you Starting drama just to get attention is a waste of valuable time your not going to get any attention from it drama just makes you look insignificant and uneducated. If your unhappy fix it go out do something with your time instead of putting other people down because it makes you feel a little taller and in control just to let you know you

Check My Bloghello, new on here and will start my blog soon, but for now you can check my other blog at www.mommymoney-carolee.blogspot.com thank you and will update this one very soon, have 4 kids and not much time :) ciao for now.

Kandie ManIve been called the kandie man
they all say that cause that's what i am
sweet as honey i get their monkey
the cookie munster it seems to be me
its when i work my tongue they have wet dreams
so take me put me in your pocket
save me for a rainy day
pull me out and unwrap me
when you want to play
because i taste like sugar
but still I'm man
i melt in your mouth baby
not in your hand
yeah im the kandie man
night magik luv and
yule never get enough
so let me rub your butt
i touched your spirit
and maybe your heart
one thing is for certain
your legs will always cum apart
when i bite your neck
and lick your ears
ill make your fears disappear
nibble your nipples and caress your body
hit the magik spots that make you hot
breath deep on your pussy lick it stick it trick it
dream of me is all yule do when we get through
wake up in the night with a smile in your eyes
and me between your thighs got you hypnotized
you don't have to call me daddy or even

Web Cami have a web cam and im on msn messanger
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FyiYOU'VE NEVER HAD SEX LIKE THIS
Sex is (almost) always a good thing, but if it's all missionary (or cowgirl or doggy-style) all the time, you're going to get bored, fast. And so will she.
If you really want to spice things up, try this move I call the superfly. It's definitely an "advanced" position and it's possibly dangerous, but the visual payoff for you is insanely good. It also challenges her abs and your arms while sending both of your adrenaline levels through the roof.
Have your partner kneel behind your head, facing you, as you lie flat on the floor. Reach back and grip her hips tightly as she pushes off her feet and dives slowly forward toward your crotch. Support her weight with your arms and, as she straightens her legs out behind her, balance her body at a 45-degree angle to your penis, so that she can perform gravity-defying oral sex.
Between watching that and her breasts swaying in the foreground, you'll have a mental snapshot to refer back to for the res

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ThoughtsSo lust is one of our seven deadly sins but that doesnt make much since to me. Don't you normally feel some sort of lust for someone before you date them and maybe eventually fall in love with them?

You Really Just Wanted Me To Come For More Of That? I Really Do Have A Brilliant Idea. Well, No Hard Feelingsjust this before you go. I really did die for you. I saw your face and you smiled, it was at someone else, and you were laughing, and even though i knew it was at me, in torn jeans and stained t-shirt, and the ridiculous look i must have had on my face, loving you while you were tearing the fat off the meat of me, and when you put me in the chair and started taking my bones out of my legs, slow and methodically, unhinging them at the joints, pulling back ligaments so not to snap them, all i could think of to scream was, "Do you think there is anyone alive, that ever lived, that will ever, could ever exist who would make love to you the way thhat I'd make love to you, til you cried like your fucking soul was spilling out and taking your magled guts and spitting those out to, and I'd fill you with everything good in me, every last bit and I'd walk away pure evil, because I couldn't keep any of it from you. Don't you understand- of course they hate me- i love you so fucking much that I

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This Week.....Well this week had started off like the many previous. Kind of disappointment and nothingness combined. It has been a rough few months. Between the "big D" and i dont mean Dallas, and then losing my job i have become rather discontented with my life. there were many nights of sleeplessness and those i could sleep wasnt all that good. but things this week actaully got better. like i had said prior it started off the same as weeks before. then it got better half way threw. I found a new friend, someone with alot of the same desires in life as myself. we had a few good converstations on the phone this week and even sat and talked. they helped me take another look at myself. dont get me wrong i have many people that i talk with that have been telling me the usual things of "try this" "try that" "dont worry things will get better". these people are my friends. they seem to support and help guide me out of this low point in my life. in all this i can say today im pretty chipper about my situ

Sometimes You Gotta Laugh At The IdiotsToday a friend and myself made flyers and put them up for our upcoming Passion Party. It was an interesting experience to say the least. And major fun too.
A Passion Party is one that shows off adult toys and lotions and such. The one I went to was fun and so my friend and I decided to try to hold one.
I was surprised at the places that allowed us to put up the flyer so it could be seen. Everywhere from the bar it is being held in, to the library!
Just goes to show you that even in the bible belt, people can be freaky kinky.
It will be interesting to see who all shows up.

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Irishlady58I am new here and having a hell of a time. I have read all the decrition and nothing still does not work. tried to post my playlist cause I have to have music,(love music) can't figure out how to post a layout, guess some would call me a dumby maybe so.
Please I need help...!!!!(

Waiting For The Sun To RiseDark stale night,
Waiting for the sun to rise.
Sleep is just a dream,
Awake for my Nightmare.
Ready for another day,
Waiting for the sun to rise.
Another day begins
as I remember the day past.
What is it all for?
What reason do I endure?
I walk with wonder
From day to day,
Thinking too much,
Trying to belong.
Waiting for the sun to rise.
Come on this day
For me to embrace.
Don't look back
into the darkness,
But, embrace the new day
as I would a loved one.
Waiting for the sun to rise.
This is my gift.
This is my nightmare.
This is my life.
Embrace it!

Tested By FireAm I to be tested by fire?
Tempered, as steel, to forge the keener blade
Can I possibly survive?
Emerge from the flame
Purified
Purged
Is such searing necessary?
Must all that I am (or thought I was)
Be melted to the core
And poured out
Liquefied
Molten
Am I to be totally recast?
Refashioned at the anvil by heavy handed blows
So unyielding that I require
This violent a process
Hammered
Pounded
I would choose a milder makeover
The gentler touch
Of potter to the clay
The subtle training
Of gardener to the vine
Is the smithy to be my only master?
If this is the form of refashioning I truly require
Then I shall try to endure
Hopefully
Gratefully
Shall I be made more worthy?
I ask only that the process leave me bettered
By whatever bellows and blows
Keener blade
Finer mettle
Stronger
Truer
Brighter
Tested by the Fire

This Old BodyCreaking and popping, having trouble walking,
This old friend broken and tattered with pieces scattered.
Abused and pushed, and a few times crushed.
Many times taken for granted.
This old body.
May times taken to it’s limits,
Then reaching inside and finding more
From within it
Tired and times almost dead,
Yet still today able to climb out of bed.
Moaning and groaning, dealing with the pain.
What was I thinking, was I truly insane?
Abused and drugged, wanting to be hugged
Tired of living so hard, every day painfully bugged.
This old body.
I have come upon a choice, call it my inner voice.
Hoping it is not too late, how many years left
Two, three maybe eight.
I’ve decided on surgery to help this old friend.
My gift to you is to be easier to bend.
No more medications to fakely gain.
No more smiling and hiding the pain.
Sorry my friend for being so relentless.
Some day soon to be able to move
With a smile and a little more effortless.
This old body

Words FlowWords usually so easy to flow, but today not so much so.
Thoughts racing, memories chasing, feelings on hold.
What is this that plagues my way?
Keeping me from being able to
Write what I want to say.
Many lives lived, many hats worn.
Why do I sit here feeling so torn?
Confusion? Not most likely so.
Disillusioned? Never that path
Again will I go.
Changes are coming as is written before.
Never did I expect to be so hungry for more.
So much has been seen, so much to share,
But never to you would I ever compare
Realizing again, today will soon be tomorrow.
Time not to sit and look back in sorrow.
Life is my text book which is always open.
The world is the classroom where I set my
Mind to always be open to things that I see
And others that can be hard to perceive.
Things to be seen, experienced and learned.
So much to share, so much I have worked for
So much I have eagerly earned.
When I open myself and share my words,
Don’t be afraid of me, but experience my Though

Slip, SlippingSlip, slipping into consciousness lying in bed
Wondering, wondering…
Understanding not, for the night has passed.
Left tired from a toss and turn not knowing.
What is it that differs from other days passed?
What is it that dominates my feelings,
My thoughts, My inner being, my mind?
I lift up from bed to enter my day, walking,
Floating, my feet 12 inches off the floor.
Warmth, kindness, passion and joy
Fill my being with comfort.
Still feeling, still seeing, still experiencing
The touch, the softness, the taste, the scent.
My body screaming and my mind at calm.
What is it that dominates my mind today?
These feelings are new… No, no,
These feelings are old, familiar,
Coming from a time long forgotten.
A time and feelings thought lost.
Anxious to learn, eager for more.
I am ready to experience what has overcome,
Overtaken, consumed my body, my mind.
A night passed, a choice made. Respect and
Honor still in place, still in waiting.
Something done right, someth

Unknown Sight Or ParapsychosisThe silence gives way to a low roar quickly moving closer until the heavens above open up and the depths of hell breaks the barrier. The violent rumble shakes my body violently as I awake from my sleep and open my eyes to see with a shattering deafness as my home is horrifically ripped open to the fires from hell. As I scramble to avoid the terrible heat from the endless flames that engulf everything in sight. My skin melting from the enormous heat that ensues. I stumble out of my broken home feeling definition of death. I can only see debris and flames as I notice the house next to me is gone. Understanding death was at my feet but sighing at the life that still remained in me I opened my mouth to scream in pain and horror but instead of sound I spewed sickness from within myself onto the ground before me……
I awoke from this dream sweating and shaking with fear. This was approximately 2 weeks ago. I have continued to have extremely similar dreams almost every night since. Last nigh

Move OnThe time comes to move on, but how?
How does one move on?
Hiding behind this computer gives me such security,
Such safety.
But, what am I feeling so safe from?
Others or myself?
What does it mean to move on?
Do I put the past aside?
Maybe I realize that the past lays path
for the future.
Does that even make any sense?
I am who I am today because of my past.
What does that make me?
You decide!
I am just going to keep moving into my future
one second at a time.
Maybe I need a push!
Maybe I need to push myself.
But if I only knew how.
It all still makes no sense to me at times.
One second, two seconds, three seconds,
time to move on........

CompassionCompassion:
a feeling of deep sympathy and sorrow for another who is stricken by misfortune, accompanied by a strong desire to alleviate the suffering.
Where is the compassion in todays society? I live every day searching for others that demonstrate compasion and empathy in everyday living. To my surprise I have found others who demonstrate these in the way they live thier lives. Not only for friends and family, but for others beyond the ones loved and known, but the surprise for me is where these people are found and what types of situations bring out the good in others.
All I can say is life is to short and beautiful to live with closed eyes and closed emotions. Live for yourself and die lonely, live for others and live forever. If this makes sense to you then you have what it takes to live a full and happy life regardless of your physical status.
Open your eyes Damn It! in anothers eyes you are no more than "Other People"! Society forms the ground for what we see and do.

FlawlessFlawless....(contemplating).....
Are we flawless? No, but we know that.
Am I flawless? No, God knows I am full of flaws.
This is a part of what makes us human.
Does that mean life other than human is flawless?
No, all life is has flaws, even when lifes
processes run smooth.
We live in a society that relies on the human flaws.
We call our flaws entertaining. We make laws
against our flaws, but we continue to live our
lives not realizing how much faith we have
in the flaws of todays society.
For instance: We climb aboard a jet airliner
beleiving that we will take off, fly and land
flawlessly and safely.
Is that belief, or self persuasion to believe?
It is faith Dummies!!! Now think of all the flaws
in life that you experience every day. Now think
of the flaws you don't know about or realize
have even happened.
Take those thoughts and remember them when you
step into that plane, or car, or boat. Is your
belief that that vehicle is flawless really
going to help

Love Vs LoveLove! What does it mean? If I tell a woman I love her it could be taken as if I wanted her between the sheets, but if I tell my mother I love he it means nothing of the same. I love the colo Hunter Green. This does not mean I want to eat the colo hunter green, but when I say I love cheescake it truly does mean that I want to eat it.
I love my pocket knife and I love the ocean, but they won't both fit in my pocket. Silly me, why is love so complicated and yet it is just a simple four letter word?
I just wish people wouldn't make such a big deal when I say to someone that I love them. I do truly love everybody. I may not like someone, but I can still love them. I just include pity for the por souls.
Ok, I am not stupid! I do know the differences. I am just trying to make a point here. When I say I love you then you can rest assured that I mean it and if you are a man it does not mean anything gay.
I have passion, heart and knowledge in such a plentifull supply that

Last NightI rolled over and pulled your frail little form
Closer to my body.
I whispered in your ear "I Love You".
You rolled over to face me and before another
word was spoken we embraced in a passionate
kiss that only true deep love can have.
We spend most of the night in passionate embrace
lilke never before could be compared.
Heaven came down and touched us as
we loved one another.
It was as if we were created
just for that night.
Whimpering were the two of us,
not for sadness,
but for happiness from knowing
that we were meant to be together.
That is what god created us for.
That was the very last night I spent
with my lover, my friend, my wife.
For God did come down and touch us,
but he did let go of my sweet Angela.
I Love You Angela and
I will forever love you.
I will never say "Good Bye".
My heart just awaits the time that we
are with each other again,
for all eternity

Shores Of LifeA blank stare gazing nowhere watching nothing.
Adrift in the sea of things past.
Hoping, dreaming of the shores of things to come.
Not to know what will come to pass,
but rather which wave to ride in.
Realizing that my pockets are full of the sand
from shores long left behind.
Wanting to not lose the memories, but
to carry them with me always.
Now knowing that the culmination of an
old life is upon the tips of these
waves that are carrying me to a new
understanding, a new chance at happiness.
A last chance at life!
Emptying the sand from my pockets,
watching each grain as they form
a new shore for me to set anchor upon.
Undrestanding now that my happiness
should not be sought in the things to come,
but rather from the grains of memories that now
form the shore underneath my feet and heart.

Getting MarriedYep !!!! I'm getting married to the love of my life Tommy Martin on August 28th.... i'm so excited and can't wait....i'm about to go dress shopping and just starting to plan so it's been alot of fun..... gonna be the best day ever....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY....

My ExI was married to the most incredible man in the world, until recently. I can't say anything bad about him, just he likes women a little to much. We were in a 4 year relationship and we were getting married in 2006. That didn't happen. We almost had a family, but do to unforeseen circumstances, it didn't happen, I love this man and he says he loves me, but needs some space. Ladies if you ever find what you think is your true love and soulmate, hold on tight and don't let go...I still can't.

HelloI am brand new to the sight and just here for fun and meet new freinds. Thanks for stopping by

Tag You're ItInstructions......
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names
Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I love/hate things: books, movies, people, pets.
2. Little patience. If you're gonna do it, do it now or forever hold your peace...
3. I always seem to start giggling for no reason...
4. Chocolate is indeed a girl's best friend.
5. I like to dance. I feel the need to dance often. Wish I was dancing right now!
6. I fall for guys EASY and on a regular basis (who never make up their mind, I might add)
7. I've lived in 3 countries and know 2 and a half languages. And yet everyone thinks I'm American... silly people.
8. I want decisions made for me.
9. I'm a kid. I'm just a kid. I'm an adult on my license, but talk to

Its Only Meim shaun, im irish, i love getting tattoos and giving them. id rather get them i think more than the other. but ive made some dumb decisions in my past but i wouldnt take any of them back because i ve learned from them and now im a stronger and smarter person, i love to make people laugh and to keep u smiling

I Got Flowers TodayI GOT FLOWERS TODAY
we had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me, I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today, i got flowers today , It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day, Last night he threw me in to the mall and started to choke me , It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over , I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today, I got flowers today ,and it wasn't mother's day or any other special day, last night he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times, If i leave him what will i do? How will i take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid him and scared to leave, But i know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today, i got flowers today,Today was a very special day, IT WAS THE DAY OF MY FUNERAL!
IF YOU ARE AGAINST DOMESTIC ABUSE, PLEASE PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERYONE, NOT JUS

Thank An American1. If you have electricty.
2. if you've ever flown in a plane
3. If you ever talked on a phone Land or cell.
4. If you watch television
5. If you're reading this then you have a computer with internet.
6. If you like peanut butter
7. If you've ever needed open heart surgery to live
8. If you've ever listened to or recorded music
9. If you've ever needed an x-ray
10.If you drink soda
11.If you wear jeans
12.If you like your freedom from tyranny and oppression
13. If you take pictures
14.If you love rock n roll, blues, country, hip hop
15.If you like movies
16.If you use lightbulbs
This is all I could think of off the top of my head. If you have something to add, let me know.

Ecstasyin the gentle
tides of
lovers
let the calming
waters pull
you down
when I touch
you
I feel you
shiver
I feel your
heartbeat
I can never
get enough
as we leave
the
world behind
restless turns
moist
your
mouth
with my
tongue
touching your
face
my hands strayed
knowing
your taste
ecstasy
fill me
full
with thirsty
love
flow inside me
like
champagne
flowing inside
the spiral
as we
feel the
water
rushing over
us
this gentle tide
seeing this ocean
in your eyes

Our First NightThe first time we touched, you held me so tight
that feeling I felt only felt so right.
Things were moving kind of fast and I felt ashamed
You made me feel so comfortable
and said no one is to blame.
You made love to me that night and also the next day
Things went fast I wondered what you would say,
You didn't say a word just held my hand,
That made me feel closer to you....
you were that perfect gentleman.
We are miles apart and I wonder when I will see you again,
I can't wait till I kiss you, hold you,
and just see you.... My Friend. MY LOVE

A Night Of True LoveStaring up at the sky looking into the deepness.
My mind is drifting getting lost in the burning diamonds
shining their light upon me.
They radiate the love and passion
I feel deep inside myself right now.
I yearn for you to be with me tonight.
I savor each sensual kiss that bonds us.
Tonight, for the first time,
I am balanced between love and happiness.
My body aches for your tender touch.
I have to be honest, you're the only man I've ever wanted.
Feeling your warm soft breath on my neck
as you whisper sweet words
I've been longing to hear you say.
Words that prove the love you possess for me.
Moving together in synch as we become one body...
one heart, one soul--- one being.
The tension and pleasure that was built up between us,
now is released in a single massive explosion.
Soft cries and muffled words are the only sounds
that can be heard as we fall together
against the comfort of the bed.
The only blankets we use are each others arms
drowning into th

My Eyes Hurt!!!!OK, SO DOES MAKING YOUR UGLY ASS MORPHING INTO A ROSE/TIGER/CARTOON/SUPER-MODEL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF?!?!?
O M G - THOSE ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING!!!!
IF YOU GOT THAT MUCH FREE TIME, DO US ALL A FAVOR AND GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!!

Stuff To ReadI wrote this for the woman of my dreams but it never seemed to work between us. So I figured I would share with who ever wanted to read it. If you want to give it to your lady/male friend you can. Hopefully it will bring a lucky couple closer
I wish to be there with you. I want to gaze into your eyes, kiss your sweet lips, touch you in ways that no one has ever done before. I need to be holding you close feeling your breath upon my chest. I need to know that you need me as much as I need you. I need you to want me as much as I want you. I want you to be my one and only, the one who I cant live a moment without. To come home to you nightly would be my greatest wish. To know that at any moment I could have you in my arms, touching you, kissing you, exploring every inch of you. I want you in my life, no wait I need you in my life. Please, the torture is unbearable. I cannot go on without you, I need you, and I wish to be there with you

A Single White RoseA single white rose ( Sonnet)
Once in a castle a long time ago
Lived a lady so in love with her king
The way he wooed her set her heart aglow
His sweet words of love made her spirit sing
Each night he would tell her, you are the one
I will love you forever and a day
No force on earth will break us up this time
I will stand beside my queen, come what may
He created a rose for his lady
White with traces of red, it wore her name
War began, again he did his duty
He was killed, foul enemy was to blame
She was found in eternal sleep by friends
Died of grief, rose locked inside her small hands

On Da 28ththis saturday at 207 wimbledon pl in bloomingdale, the bronx bull and me want to send you an invite to an offical fubar party begining at 9 pm. everyone on fubar that lives around chicago is welcomed. bring everything cept your drama, and maybe some party favors. music is on us, all that we ask is your company. for more info, contact X THE BRONX BULL X, fubar user 2373955. or for driving dircetions, please you mapquest ; ).

Last Night In Utica. DisturbedHad a great time, they rocked would see them again in a heart beat. played some new and old tunes. drummer had a sweet solo.
Sevendust was good too. first time seeing them. didn't get to hear my song "Bitch". maybe next time.