ok now this realy sucks, i try re loading the firmware and gets harddisk failure , also when i turn the zen on when it gets stuck it makes loud clicking nose, i am guessing its the harddisk but i dont have the money to replace it so i guess i could try opening it and see if everything is connected right.

wish there was a way around it since its docks in recovery mode. and everything seems functional in recovery mode

Yeah, that's not good. The error together with the clicking....
The next step would be to try opening the ZVM, to check and see if the hard drive connector is disconnected or loose (I doubt since you are getting clicking noises (or try reseating the connector), or replacing the hard drive. These should help:

Here is the ABI disassembly guide.Here is a video of a disassembly.Here is the hard drive replacement thread.Here is the new tested hard drive swap thread.Here is the hard drive connector type thread.

Good luck!

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