I was a abused child who grew up to be a abused wife and now i am a abused mother.I am so tired of this that it makes me sick to even get out of bed.When will it end?Because I was abused i never hit my kids but they run over me and now its too late to be a stronger person.what am...

Sometimes i wonder what if i wasnt born in this family? what if its richer?
What if i wasnt born with this face or body? what if its skinnier, prettier?
What if i wasnt born with this brain? what if its smarter in a nature way?
I honestly regret for many things in my life. i...

and some time in the future this time of year it will be for really i will just walk away and never come back
right now i have to kids that depend on me for there lifes so that stopps me and i will never place them any places else they have been here for 20+ years now this is...

Ok well recently.. One of the most important friend of mine passed away. I know shes in a better place i just dont wanna except the fact shes gone. I love her so much! She was so strong i was so sure she would survive. And now inside i feel alone depressed and empty... I cry and...

God where do I even start. Usually I'm a very independent person, I had to be I was raised that way. You see, I am the second oldest of six kids. By the time I was five I already had five siblings. I had to be able to take care of myself waiting for one of my parents was not an...

hey.. i am 21 now. i have been in a relation since 2 yrs. he is good, loving, caring. i can see lots of love in his eyes for e. but at the same time he is possessive, aggressive. he keeps on doubting me that am hanging out with some other and will leave him. but i don't even talk...

..........I can feel I am dying inside for a lot of things around me. I hate this feeling.. I don't like to be dead inside out. I want to be alive and bubbly again. Thats how I am suppose to be but it is so difficult to remain such when my heart is still aching..&nbsp...

But my soul is dying.
I am to broken to be fixed, everyone who tries gets cut on my broken heart. I keep finding myself sitting up at night crying, shaking, and wishing my heart would just stop beating. I am dying inside, I can feel every part of me giving up. I try and tell...

I've told the story before, plenty of times. But long story short, I've never slept much in my life, and the effects started to affect me about 2 years ago. A little after I joined EP. I started to black out, and wake up and not know where I was. Then it got worse, to the point...

People have told me it gets better with time, Really? Walk in my shoes and then tell me. Tonight again pain rushes through the veins, tightening of my chest as I gasp for air from crying. Desperation comes to mind when I think of myself. I'm trying to keep it together really I am...

..........I can feel I am dying inside for a lot of things around me. I hate this feeling.. I don't like to be dead inside out. I want to be alive and bubbly again. Thats how I am suppose to be but it is so difficult to remain such when my heart is still aching..&nbsp...

I've always felt alone, scared, weak, forgettable....in a word inferior. I just want this feeling gone, I give myself empty smiles hoping it might somehow become a meaningful smile. But its not I hate life, myself, society everything...I just want to go...go to another existence...

i made the brave-and stupid- decision to tell my teacher that i feel like dying. you know what she did? Told the school counseller.so the counselor- being excited and all - made it a very serious issue. i was sort of glad cause i was being heard. but i didnt even tell her the...

The things that are dying in me are my tolerance of the human race (specifically: dipshits, morons, politicians, greedy bastards, etc. of that sort) and the good within me. Will those two die in me completely? Possibly, but I fight and work to not see that happen.If those do...