Edited- Today is it ladies. If I don't start in the next 6 hours I'll be testing. I think I am less nervous now than I have been because at least I might know for sure, right.

I have been nervous and wondering and tomorrow is supposed to bring a visit from AF. Short version of my chart; my LMP was May 11, I spotted on 9 DPO, some symptoms, and I am supposed to start the 9th. I usually spot the day before and start that night/early morning, and I am picking my DH up from the airport at 3pm, so if i don't see AF or feel it's very likely to start, I'll be testing tomorrow at 5 pm.
We planned our first, our second was concieved 9 months sooner than our plans and this time we planned to *talk* about a third when our youngest, who is 14 months, is 2 or 3. What I am trying to say is, I love children and I want another, but this is so soon... I'm not sure what I feel. First,I was sure that I was pregnant, then I was sure I wasn't, I don't know now. LOL. I am all nervous and frazzled. My Dh will be here for me and my best friend will be online in Canada when I take the test. Even if it's negative I can't be sure. I tested negative til I was 8 weeks along with my last child... my nerves will be shot by the end of this month.
Mel