I was one of the lucky ones that got to go on a blog event to The Cock this Wednesday and I am very happy about that. You get such a kick of inspiration from hanging around bloggers and that was just what I needed. It has, as you know, been a bit quiet for a while now. But I do have a feeling that it is about to change.

But yes, to the point. I met the wonderful Frida at Havis Amanda and we walked to Fabianinkatu and The Cock where Jenna and Frida were already waiting. Ville who is one of the owners came and said hello and then went on a little run with a group. The Cock has a Sporting Club and they went on a run. You can actually join that club if you want to. That I think is quite cool.

The tables started filling with bloggers and it was time to order drinks and food. The Cock were nice to give us -50% on everything and that was really cool. I ordered a drink that was called Bora Bora and it was really cool and so good. I was very happy.

My salad. I know, what is this?! I ordered a sallad. I thought I should try something different and new so I ordered their beetrootsalad. It was really good and I was very happy with my decision. I wasn't the only one that took the salad. A lot of us ordered it.

I am gonna say it again: brickwall. Red brickwall. It is my thing. And as you can see I seem to be the person that only takes pictures of food and interior when I am on blog events. But I can say that it was so much fun. It was a lot of fun to meet old friends and also new ones and get new blogs to follow and read. And we also got a nic little goodiebag which I am also gonna show you.

I think I am going through a phase where I am stressing over my future and money and what I actually wanna do with my life and what I have done. Which is kinda hard. At the same time I am trying to find some kind of a balance between vlogging and blogging and work and life in general and it is not easy when your head is not totally in.

Somehow I have lost all the strings I thought I had in my hands. So try to follow along. It's not easy.

On the video I and thinking about what I wanna do. If blogging or vlogging is my thing or if I should start making jewellery again. I wanna find my thing. I wanna be able to live doing that thing. I know that I don't enjoy working 9 to 5 everyday so I wanna work up to something where I don't need to do that. It's not gonna be easy but I am gonna try. Sometimes I still feel like the tiny fifteen year old that has no clue over what she wants.

I know that you all are waiting for Livbox posts and so am I, but since I have kinda lost my will to blog and I am only now slowly getting it back I thought we should take it easy with a bit of an easier post.

Vad har ni hittat bra och billigt på Lidl?Basic tops are something you can't have too much of since it is something you can wear with pretty much anything. So I decided to buy a bunch from the best store in the world aka Lidl because they are very cheap there. So four got to come home with me. I also realized that many of the ones I have in my closet are pretty old and have seen better days. What have you found that is good and cheap at Lidl?

Three things that make me happy right now.1. I have found the fun in reading blogs which is probably gonna make me want to write more again.2. Weather. The sun was shinning so nice when I was standind on the busstop that it almost felt okay to br back in Helsinki. It would have sucked to come home from London to a rainy Finland.3. Work. There are so good people working here and the feeling is great.