here i am in tokyo. been working...but just quitted my loved job because of the shit-headed boss. well thanks. searching for a better place to be. meaning a place to work. long time has passed since graduating high-school. i will be 27 soon. i grew up. i ain't give a shit for tiny stuff like `does he likes me?-shit'

stading at the point where you have nothing. this time, i have an apartment and the guy i like. this is a bit of better situation than 2002 when i broke up with my boy and crashed my own car and out of job for 3rd month. oh god that was hell.

anyway i am claiming to people, when you have nothing is when you can feel who you are what you can do and where you can go. now i am searching again. I definitely think tokyo is fun but i won't stay here too long. food is great thats for sure though. I talked to steven today online. i might see him on september when i come to london after going to my friend's wedding in Instanbul. seriously my friend need to stop getting married. last time was in Brazil, last October. well, because my friends are in all over the worlds there is nothing we can do about it. but after Istanbul this should be it for a while. unless cat gets marry in Seattle or New York. and Vanitha in Lima and Darcy in Boston or Texas. who knows?

i need to find a job soon. as my old work only pays me until mid august. if i can be honest to myself i don't like tokyo except i go clubbing every week and go crazy. someone get me a job!!! oh well life goes on.