Bittersweet Me

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

2007

Almost four months since my last post. I hadn't planned continue writing here. Four months and my heart still aches. Not in the same way and not all the time. The emptyness is worst I think. It's so fucking empty around me, in so many ways.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

What to come

I felt blue and alone then, and I had absolutely no idea of what to come. If I had new that things would come to an end I wouldn't have been surprised. But the rest...oh my. Things were bad a lot. Things were good too. Last month and a half was chaos. There is a person that likes me a lot, maybe loves me, but wont see me because of how things are. Devestation. Never expected that one.

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Time for an update

Updating this thing isn't my strongest side. I don't know if anyone really reads this. Well T., maybe you? Anyone else? So I try to concentrate on the Swedish one. Anyway what's happening in my life? Not much really. Still at the Department of Teachers Training (the English name sounds so silly). It's going pretty well, but it's so much one should think of to become that great teacher you want to be. I've been dating too. Not much though. Time, money and distance. Complicated stuff, but oh so nice too! Warm naked skin. Kissing. Ah. I've planned two concerts so far: Lisa Ekdahl and then The Cardigans. I'm hoping for some company to Kaizers Orchestra too, but I don't know... A lot of nice new music in my stereo too, and it's lovely! Right now I have to make myself a late dinner, and then I'm going to do something useful for an hour before enjoying Six Feet Under on TV.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Happy new year!

I'm gonna have dinner with my brother and then spend this winter evening alone with the cat. Kind of boring maybe, but really nice and calm in one way. Haven't been all by myself like that for the last week and a half or something. Have been working this week too, and it took a lot of energy. Especially yesterday since it was snowstorm...