Newlywed Justin Bieber is carrying a tough time right now—and not since of his formidable feelings about his ex Selena Gomez after her hospitalization or restlessness with his mother Hailey Baldwin and their life in Los Angeles.

People reports that actually, a Biebs is beholden for all he has, though “he feels something is blank from his life that can’t be bought,” a source told a outlet. “It’s a blank feeling of happiness. He is really most beholden for his extraordinary life and generally for Hailey. It’s formidable for him that he can’t only suffer all and feel happy. He has been in diagnosis for this before.”

Bieber has good days and bad days, a source added, though “what he struggles with mostly is that he knows he is over blessed, though he has days when he feels dull and confused.”

People’s new news echoes what Us Weekly reported final month: that Bieber feels a bit empty. Getting married didn’t perform him, a source told Us then, and he only feels overwhelmed. “He has so most going for him though he doesn’t feel whole,” a source said.