Thursday, December 8, 2011

memories.....

My friend Merry forwarded a video to me the other day that I had not seen before. It was from the day Max was born. I am not in this video, because sadly I was still in the recovery room. I am still sadden when I try to remember that day, and those moments when Max entered the world. I know that we are so lucky that he has come to us healthy, but I can't help but mourn the idea that his birth didn't go as I planned.

I wish I was the first to hold him. I wish I was able to hear his first cry.

but thankfully, daddy was able to :)

I am so thankful that those who were able to hear his first sounds, and to hold his little body, were the people I love so much, as you can see in the video.