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This post is just my thoughts spilled onto my page so read on if you wish but prepare for a few paragraphs of rubbish.So, obviously easter is on the way and with that is the excitement for Spring. Usually seasons don't really affect me or bother me in the slightest, life goes on whether it's Spring, Summer, Autumn or Winter. However, I feel that this year my mood has really been affected by the weather and the time of year. To tell you the truth it's as if I've still got the 'January Blues' even though it's now late March. I feel so unmotivated, anxious about the future and as always I'm worrying about having enough time to do complete I hope to achieve. When I write thoughts like this down I find that it helps ease the stress a little because finally they're not just whirring round in my head at 100mph.I'm so so excited for easter, I'll have two full weeks to focus on what I love doing, working and blogging and just getting my shit together. I find that as soon as I start to fall into a slump I just can't find a way out of it. I guess that pretty much explains my erratic posting on all of my social media. I hate feeling like this because I know I've got loads of time to get things done but being in this headspace makes every single task appear so daunting to the point where I'll avoid doing it until I no longer can.Thankfully I've sorted out a couple of the things that I feel were weighing me down, firstly I've finally got my provisional driving license so driving lessons will commence soon. Most importantly I've decided what I'm going to do when I finish college. I've chosen to continue studying Graphic Design at a higher level (Degree Level). Honestly at the start of my Graphic Design BTEC course I was adamant that this would be the final year of education but I've enjoyed it so much that I don't see much reason to leave yet. Of course I'll continue documenting everything here and I'm really excited to keep learning more about Graphic Design and photography to improve my blog as I go.So that's about it for this post. A bit of an update, let you know what I've been up to (mainly wallowing in self pity) but here's hoping for a better Spring :)

This post is just my thoughts spilled onto my page so read on if you wish but prepare for a few paragraphs of rubbish.So, obviously easter is on the way and with that is the excitement for Spring. Usually seasons don't really affect me or bother me in the slightest, life goes on whether it's Spring, Summer, Autumn or Winter. However, I feel that this year my mood has really been affected by the weather and the time of year. To tell you the truth it's as if I've still got the 'January Blues' even though it's now late March. I feel so unmotivated, anxious about the future and as always I'm worrying about having enough time to do complete I hope to achieve. When I write thoughts like this down I find that it helps ease the stress a little because finally they're not just whirring round in my head at 100mph.I'm so so excited for easter, I'll have two full weeks to focus on what I love doing, working and blogging and just getting my shit together. I find that as soon as I start to fall into a slump I just can't find a way out of it. I guess that pretty much explains my erratic posting on all of my social media. I hate feeling like this because I know I've got loads of time to get things done but being in this headspace makes every single task appear so daunting to the point where I'll avoid doing it until I no longer can.Thankfully I've sorted out a couple of the things that I feel were weighing me down, firstly I've finally got my provisional driving license so driving lessons will commence soon. Most importantly I've decided what I'm going to do when I finish college. I've chosen to continue studying Graphic Design at a higher level (Degree Level). Honestly at the start of my Graphic Design BTEC course I was adamant that this would be the final year of education but I've enjoyed it so much that I don't see much reason to leave yet. Of course I'll continue documenting everything here and I'm really excited to keep learning more about Graphic Design and photography to improve my blog as I go.So that's about it for this post. A bit of an update, let you know what I've been up to (mainly wallowing in self pity) but here's hoping for a better Spring :)