Knowing that your birthday is coming but you have totally no mood to celebrate. Hmm, the fact that I actually have filming on that day too. Haha, but I would love a romantic dinner. *hint hint.God has been with me all this while. I need to go back to Church. The past 10 months were hell for me. I have never ever been this unhappy all my life. But we have to let go of things that hurt you even tho you have a special something for them.God will help me through and I will be strong young and free.xoxo Celeste Chen.