Lost in myself,lost in the world searching for the greatest treasure that no one could ever measure.I laughed i cried,had my fears had my doubts,had my ups had my downs.
There was always this little girl trying to fit in the world,but she finally realized why fit in when you can stand out to stand out doesnt mean to show off it means to be humble and walk in humility.All this little girl ever wanted was love the type of love that never fails you,the type of love that holds on even in the drought,the one that clears her fears and doubts.In this world we are free to dream free to cry free to laugh free to cry free to dance.Not this little girl she stayed locked up inside looking from left to right not knowing that she didn't need to hide just longing for someone to love her,so lonely so broken so beaten up inside all hope lost all dreams gone.She tried to mend the shattered pieces to her heart she achieved,but it was still a broken one,it took someone greater than her to put the pieces back together and show her the value and beauty of her heart.So much hate in the world haters hate but imma be loving all the way :)I know the tears i cried didn't go in vain cuz look at me now im plowing into soe devil terrain.Tell you beautiful people out there hold on pain ends the storm dont last foreva.Dont give easily be dertermined that you are stronger than what youre facing.I thank pain because without it life is meaningless, pain gives me a reason to fight for whats dear to my heart.Hold on pain ends those tears streaming down your face wont compare to the true joy that you will face.Life is chase,chase the dream,look at fear straight and the and and say WATCH ME! I used to go through the motions asking myself why im here,thought i was a mistake the truth was twisted in the inside of me what i believed to be true was a lie.Wanting to die is not an eas way out its giving up on yourself and its the selfish way out.Dont give up on youself the same strength that you have to put yourself dow is the sam strenght that you can use to pick yourself back up on your feet.People ask me how do you do it,this is what i tell em "Determine to be stronger". Only cuz theres sunsnine after the storm doesn't mesan you aint gunna suffer.Look at suffering in a differnt perspective.Pain actually helps you succeed if you put it into right action.I've been in your shoes where I thought all hope was lost where you feel unloved, hurt, backstabbed,abandoned, forgotten,lonely,hopeless unworthy ,beat up, misused, every feeling you could possibly ever experience.I got news for you though :) Keep striving if your passion is that great,you'll make it everyone has passion inside of the we were born with it dont trow it away,and if you have pick it back up,and give it another try.Its not the falling down i call failure its the staying down.So watcha gunna do?! Stay down and let the circumstances beat on you,or are you gunna show the circumstances that you are an overcomer even if you dont feel like it.Feelings tend to decieve even when your heart is broken dont go 2 steps back go 2 steps foward. Dont live your life in fear.Believe it or not everyone wants to win in life but my question is how are you guna win if you give up? Babe hold on pain ends tonight.If you feel unloved, even if I dont know you,know this: I REALLY DO LOVE YOU,YOU HAVE VALUE,YOU MATTER,YOURE NOT AN ACCIDENT,YOU ARE AN OVERCOMER,I CARE FOR YOU,I LOVE YOU. Alot of times we hold unforgiveness i get that but why do you wanna hurt yourself with unforgiveness you dont gain anything from it but more pain and heartache.We think we are repaying the other person for the wrong they did to us but we are not we are hurting ourselves.Think about the many times we've wronged ,hurt, and backstabbed people and the ones close to us hey hurt people hurt people.I've been there im guilty as charge I've played both roles and im not proud but i learned to forgive myself and continually have to do that.Im not perfect im only human but that dont give me an excuse to not take responsibility for my actions.I lay all pride aside because it makes me a nobody I come vunerably to whomever reads this.People tend to listen to you more when youre vunerable and open then when you're tough and have walls up,correct me if im wrong.We are afraid tolet people in we put up walls so that we dont get hurt again.We are tired of the hearctache and hurt but in this world hurt is part of life it helps you grow.I dont know the answers to everything,I dont know why people suffer it breaks my heart when they do,but what i do know is hold on pain ends babe.You are an overcomer i believe in you.You canmake it.The world tells you cant but what are you gunna choose to believe? Are you gunna choose to believe the unbelievers and the people that put you down or the people that love you and believe in you? I dunno thats up to you I want you to blieve the ones that love you but I cant make you....There is death or freedom in what you think,there is death and freedom in what you believe,there is death and freedom in what you say and there is death and freedom in what you do.Lets be world changers not world corrupters one heart can change the world.Lets have a heart for change,change starts with you.Strive to be the best you can be.Trying to be better is different from doing better.I wish I could take everyones pain away because I feel for you.But i can i can only do so much people process emotions differently.I wish kids wouldn't be starving.I wish they could have a second chance.I wish people woukdn't be dying.i wish people wouldn't suffer.Life is hard life, is unfair but count your blessings because many people would kill to have what you have,so dont trow it away use it.Life sucks alot of times but dont let life suck your heart your hopes and dreams,have a vision and keep it set.Im no geenie,im no wizard,im no god,im just a person dsharing heart to heart.I used to be like a zombie numb and dead in the inside.I got so sick of of always hurting and loosing.So i rose above the standard if I can do it YOU CAN DO IT.But you gotta want it foryourself,you gotta come to a place wher you're so fed up with crap to be able to stand and and want change.No one can change you,unles you let them change you.Change is an action change is a choice.Many people turn to many things for comfort
drugs,sex,money,pornography,witchcraft crazy stuff like that.But ask yourself what matters to you and does this make me happy?Like true happiness happiness and joy are different.It may for awhile,and some people do it because they dont want to face their problems.But again you cant run forever theres gunna come a dy where you're gunna have to face them.I look at problems in the face and tell them "Bring It On !" As much as it may hurt but i know that after i face them taht i wil be stronger and more peaceful.I admit i was a runer and still am at times but I knew I couldnt run forever.Better is one to leran when they are young, then having to face your way to the grave because of wrong choices and because of people who didn't care enough to care for you.I dont dont expect to be perfect because tahts unreal,but what i do expect is your best.There are many people that dont respect themselves because tey were shown what true love is.Im not pointing finger I dont judge you know who you are and i feel for you.I would hug you and comfort you and tell you that I LOVE YOU.If you didn't get anything i wrote get this "HOLD ON PAIN ENDS I LOVE YOU I BELIEVE IN YOU " I dont say anything i dont mean and if i didn't care i wouldn't take the time to write this.I want people to know taht ther is hope to the hopeless,there is healing to the brokenhearted and there is a way for the lost.You gotta be willing though.As Im saying all ask yourselves this"What are my values and what does my heart look like,or what do I want my heart to look like?" "What are my dreams and what and what is it that im guna have to lay down to get to where i wanna be?" SO DONT EVER EVER GIVE UP THAT IS THE WORST FAILURE YOU COULD EVER MAKE!! AND REMEMBER HOLD ON BABE PAIN ENDS BUT YOU GOTTA WANT THE CHANGE.LOVE YOU GUISE THANKS FOR READING AND I HOPE IT DID SOMETHING IN YOUR HEARTS TODAY:) <3

music is not just a melody music is many diff things im sorry that i dont have a melody........................according to os you can post your ideas and and stuff and im not offended im just saying that its ok that i did this.

You're right music is a lot more than a melody. It requires careful consideration of harmonies and counter melodies. There is a lot that goes into writing a piece music. But a poem is still a poem. I do really like this a lot though. I think it has great potential.

Thank you very much. I appreciate it. Everybody thinks I'm trying to personally attack them. I'm simply trying to get people to understand what it takes to write music. It's more than just writing some words. A true musician can say what they need to without words. While you and others have a great talent for poetry, it's more than that.