I think this really describes our spiritual walk with Jesus. If you are meant to be in a relationship with him for all eternity, it will happen. If you believe and then turn away then that is your choice. But, if you are chosen by God, called into his pre

And if there is a situation I am not yet ready to forgive, I forgive myself for that. For all the ways that I harm myself, negate, doubt, belittle myself, judge or be unkind to myself, through my own confusions, I forgive myself.