Monday, October 31, 2005

Such is life

Such is life.

Friends come and then they go. Like - - whatever.

And yet, despite my advance maturity since a certain incident which shall remained unnamed....I have this overwhelming desire to scream "BITE ME" into the wind....and then drive off into the sunset laughing histerically like a madwoman {not to be confused with a woman who is mad}.

on the brighter side of life, my car has been fixed. My muffler is so quiet, that I can sneak upon people now!!!! Mwuahahahahah!and the garage didn't take ALL my money. It left me with enough to by a smidgen of gas. and maybe creamer for my coffee.yes, it still hurts. it is never nice to be called a b*tch by the woman you were planning on being your matron of honor on that far away imaginary day when I marry some handsome gentlemen...but I am using humor to mask it.Strange. I have also deeply offended the man I had vaguelly considered walking me down the aisle on the asaid for imaginary day. Perhaps, since God has taken both of them away, it means I will never marry. Sigh.Life sucks...and I don't mean maybe...Sigh.

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Who said you wouldn't marry? Since when is the possibility of marriage based on the presence or lack of a wedding party? If God wants you to marry, He will cause it to happen with or without them. Don't let this hardship cause you to set aside life goals and ambitions. Isn't God greater than your hardships? Isn't He greater than your friends, or those who were your friends? Isn't He so great and soveriegn that He will bring you to His purposes anyway? Isn't He greater than your friend's lack of faith that He can do the same with her? Remember how big and great your God is, and remember how much He loves you. He still loves her too. Now that's the great God that I have come to know.

Sorry to hear about the bummer. There's always gonna be spats and trials and donuts and misunderstandings and friends that come and go, but the prospect of getting hitched isn't dependent on any of that stuff...

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I am a writer. I have a fire shut up in my bones, and so I must write....the people, the places, the events that play across the screen in my mind...because they are too much to keep to myself...the poems that are spoken in my heart...cannot be silent.
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