Sunday, March 3, 2013

Hearbroken

I am heartbroken and feel like I'm falling apart. I don't want to go on without you. I miss your touch, your breath on my skin, you smell. I never knew that it was possible for your heart to ache - ACTUALLY ACHE - like this! I am miserable without you! Sure, I remember how stressed out I was after a few months of no job coming through and your depression was spiraling downward, but that, I'd take that over the heartache I feel now. Well, no I can't say that b/c I want a healthy you that is getting sleep and able to function in the everyday world! You WILL get there! I have faith in Dr Stephens and he will help you get this figured out! People who think they know anything about you or anything about your insomnia - they have no idea. They only know what they go through & about their insomnia. No two people's experiences are the same. I wish that those people could go through just one week of what you've been experiencing for the past what 6 years? Yea, then come tell me how he should be able to function just fine as you do! I, after living through it for months am, one of the few that understands. I loved you yesterday, I love you today and I'll love you tomorrow.

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Vintage Jewelry Chick

About Me

I am a mother, a wife and a bonus mom who is loving life more than I ever have before! I found the love of my life at the age of 40 and have four bonus kids! Very fun living life with so many to love & for the first time in my life have found true love.
I am a Christian,I am a morning person, my favorite color is green. I love talking, writing, Pinterest, and I've never met a stranger! I love cooking, I am fanatical about good smells & I sell Scentsy. I love to shop, I love cleaning, and I love hanging out with my family. I feel like I'm always looking through the lens of a camera! I love taking pictures and capturing moments in our lives! People say my son probably thought his Mama was a flash of light in those first years of his life! I'm a writer, a crafter, a movie lover, an out loud sing it proud kinda girl! I try to be the best person I can be and always strive to be kind. I always look for the silver lining! I love people and I love my job! I'm just as talkative today as I was as a young girl! If you see me you'll see a smile on my face & chances are pretty good that I'll say hello even though I don't know you!