Sunday, June 29, 2008

It is SO hot! I sure hope you are having a great summer vacation. I'm wondering if you'll go visit your other grandparents - I know you have a great time there, and maybe it is cooler there!

When we took Luna home, we took her to the Dinosaur Museum. We had a great day there. Guess what she is reaching for in that box? It is old, old, old dinosaur poop! Yuk! But it was so old, it just looked like an old rock!

The next day Luna and I made pancakes, and I made her this dinosaur shaped pancake. At least, it is supposed to look like a pancake!

I still miss you as much as I did before... just writing to you makes me SO sad. Everywhere I go, I remember when WE went there. But, last week, coming home from baase, while passing the "Salt Mountains" you both loved to see and I felt such a strong presence of you two girls. I could almost touch it... it was as if you were with me, and it made me feel so happy! I figure you were thinking of me too, and I know one day we will see you again. I KNOW it, and I plan for it!

Can you believe I may have jury duty again? I need to call tomorrow night to verify that I need to go! Amazing. I hope this time it does not last 4 months! Yikes!

While at Luna's house, I also took her to a cafe for ice cream one afternoon. Remember this outfit? It was yours, Savannah. It was too large for Luna, but she wanted to wear it. She misses you and Mari a lot too, and asks when we can see you all the time. She will be starting kindergarten this fall!

Well, I had better go for now. I'm waiting for the day when we are reunited! I'm praying for your mom's heart to soften.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

I am SO sorry about calling your house! I lost my head! Luna was at my house and SO wanted to play with you. I told her it would be impossible, but she asked if Danniele was mad at HER. I told her no, and she said she would draw your mom a picture to make her let you and Mari be able to play with her. I asked Marge to call you. She did, and spoke to you, telling you that Luna wanted to play with you. I, impulsively called you. I SO SO SO wanted to hear your voice, and when I did, you sounded so grown up! I never meant to cause you any stress or harm, and I apologize. I simply miss you and Mari so much, I feel I'll explode!

I was also totally shocked to have the police come to my house! I have NOT ever called your house since December 6, 2006, till a few weeks ago. Please forgive me, if your folks made it hard on you. One day you will understand how painful it is to me not to see or hear you girls. I am surprised the police even bothered, as I have never called before. The police said your parents would have me arrested if I ever called again! Believe me, it would be worth it for a minute of talking to you girls. But, to keep things peaceful for you, I will not call again.

Poor little Luna... all she wanted to do was see and play with you girls. She doesn't understand, and wonders and worries why your mom is mad at her. It's very hard to explain to her. Just know that all of us LOVE and MISS you. Me, Pop Pop, Tia and Luna all love and miss you very very much! I'd do anything to see you!

One of these days, you will find this blog and know how much we all miss and love you.

I love you girls more than chicken!XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOLove and hugs, Mom Mom