Sabtu, Mei 07, 2016

I love being me. Why not?Everyone is not perfect but we do
have our own good value.

There are infinite reasons to love yourselves.

I was born in a moderate family. But I felt very lucky to
have a great family. My family members consist of me, my father, mother, elder
sister and brother and also younger sister and brother. Well you can say that I am lucky! Yes I am and
I am grateful of that.

For me one of the key to happiness is family. Family
provides eternal love to you no matter how hard the situation or how deep you
fall into slump. You don’t have to tell them how awful you felt yet they know
the best way to comfort you. That’s the beauty of family.

Why I love myself? There are lots of reasons to love
yourselves. Why hating? For me, I love myself for being bold of what I like or
not. My expression says it all whenever I love or hating something. The good
thing about this is my close colleague know well when I am making frown face
that’s show how I dislike certain things. Sounds funny right? But people who
merely know me will have difficulties in interpreting my expression.

my school classmates during form 4 (KUSISS 2009)

Best mates (Batch 13 KUSISS)

I was known to my friends as a cheerful and bright person. Well,
behind this personality, there is downright about me. Actually I am quite
hot-tempered person. Egoist. Easily influenced
by emotion. When I am mad, I totally ignore everyone and stay in silence. Hmm..
By having this personality, I often break people heart in past. I still
remember when I was 18 years old, I studied in Selangor Matriculation College. During
that time, I was involved in a big cold fight with my beloved friend and we
didn’t talk for long period. It was because of my ego. Then we finally make up
on one fine day. Alhamdulillah.

Some of my close friends at Selangor Matriculation College

Then as I am getting older and getting mature,
this bad attitude change. It changes upon time. As I remembered, during my
first year in UPM, this bad attitude of mine still not making any progress to
change. Then I met up few persons which eventually change me bit by bit. I still
stay silence whenever I’m mad, but the period of silence did not took a long
time. I may get mad for about an hour or less depending on situation. That is
one big thing that makes me really love myself. Thank you for progressing well
Aisyah! You did great! And also, I would like to thanks and appreciate whoever
stayed besides me even they know how bad my attitude was. Even when I write
this, I remembering the past that really changes me eventhough I don’t want to
remember the past, somehow it was a lesson learnt by me in life, about life.

Best buddy at UPM since first year!

Thank you for being understanding of everything

crazy coursemates. Biogen 12/16 Faculty of Science UPM

I just live for only 23 years and there are lots to learn
about life. Everyone experience ups and downs in life. It is normal. It easy to
just talk how you need to move on but in reality, it is hard to move on. You may
take some time to be able to do that. Everything happens for reason. We are not
always sailing a smooth path it may be rough sometimes.

Seek happiness in this beautiful moment of life. Even my
name (Aisyah) means ‘live happily’. So I need to be happy for being me and be
happy because the entire period our life is very beautiful despite how tough it
may be.

I remember one inspirational quote by my favorite singer,
RapMonster of BTS ( A Korean hiphop group). He said that:

“Happiness is not something
that you have to achive, you can still feel happy during the process of
achieving something.”