Just discovered your blog thanks to a mention by Evonne from Sell...Party of 3. I know it's extremely belated but my heart goes out to you and your family. Your strength is an inspiration. By the way, if you're not "feelin' it" then by all means step away from the keyboard and focus on what does make you "feel it." As I'm slowly learning, your blog will still be there as will your readers. Love to you and your family!