Monday, May 23, 2011

The last week or so I have been avidly keeping up on these blogs/forums. It's addicting. I lived in this D1 environment and though everything is not exactly as I experienced, it's amazing how much I am able to relate to a lot of it. This makes my drive to be the best coach I can be and put a stop to this toxic environment.

You have the choice to learn from the past and realize that life.goes.on.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Driving home tonight I was getting pretty down. I'd even texted a friend complaining about being somewhat depressed. The next thing I know, I'm hearing these lyrics found below from Josh Wilson. I'm pretty sure I've never heard this song before and it was as if He was speaking through this song to me. Yes, things may suck now, but in the grand scheme of things, is it really THAT bad? NO. And this is what I have to keep remembering and telling myself.

"Before the Morning"

Do you wonder why you have to,feel the things that hurt you,if there's a God who loves you,where is He now?

Maybe, there are things you can't seeand all those things are happeningto bring a better endingsome day, some how, you'll see, you'll see

Chorus:Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,that you still have a reason to sing,'cause the pain you've been feeling,can't compare to the joy that's coming.

So hold on, you got to wait for the lightpress on, just fight the good fightbecause the pain you've been feeling,it's just the dark before the morning.

My friend, you know how this all endsand you know where you're going,you just don't know how you get thereso just say a prayer.And hold on, cause there's good who love God,life is not a snapshot, it might take a little time,but you'll see the bigger picture.

Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,that you still have a reason to sing,'cause the pain you've been feeling,can't compare to the joy that's coming.

So hold on, you got to wait for the lightpress on, just fight the good fightbecause the pain you've been feeling,it's just the dark before the morningyeah, yeah,before the morning,yeah, yeah

Once you feel the way of glory,all your pain will fade to memoryonce you feel the way of glory,all your pain will fade to memorymemory, memory, yeah

Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,that you still have a reason to sing,'cause the pain you've been feeling,can't compare to the joy that's coming

Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,that you still have a reason to sing,'cause the pain you've been feeling,can't compare to the joy that's coming

Com'n, you got to wait for the lightpress on, just fight the good fightbecause the pain you've been feeling,it's just the hurt before the healingthe pain you've been feeling,just the dark before the morningbefore the morning, yeah, yeahbefore the morning.

I've added it to the playlist, so hopefully you enjoy it as much as I did :)

When things don't seem like they could get any worse, remember that life.goes.on. and whatever you're going through will only make you stronger for future endeavors.