Sunday, November 24, 2013

I promised a followup to my last blogpost and here it is! What a difference a week and some inspiration can make! And I mentioned that my next piece would have me back in steampunk mode. Well, here it is, my latest creation I've called "Navigating the Planets".

This piece is kind of a steampunk style GPS for all your interplanetary travel needs! Tiny midnight blue hex beads provide lots of sparkle among the 8 genuine cuckoo clock gear "planets". Punctuating the planets are gorgeous vintage black iris nailhead trim beads. A center compass rose and spinning pointer allow the wearer to choose the next planet and set her course! A lush fringe with gears, locks and keys along with a twisted herringbone rope necklace completes the piece. I've created this for the Etsy Beadweavers December challenge "Out of this World".

As for my last post and the galaxy idea, I ripped it. It was an interesting inspiration and perhaps I can revisit it someday, but I couldn't see a way to "fix" what I had done and felt much better starting over.

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

You'd think I had totally forgotten I had a blog! But I can't stand when people apologize for not writing or posting or blogging sooner or enough. I have no illusion that there is anyone out there waiting for anything I might have to say, or longing to see my next creation. So, no apology... I just plain didn't feel like it. I'm here to vent and maybe gather my thoughts a bit. Perhaps you have felt your "muse" or inspiration has left you for a more promising mind. I wonder how that manifested in you and how you might have overcome the creative block? It took me some months of wandering the creative desert of my mind to stop and realize where I am. How did I get here and how do I find my way back??

I'm going to admit something...not because I want sympathy or because I'm fishing for anything... because I'd like to validate that this is all part of the creative process and experienced by most people who count themselves as artistic. I feel like a failure. CLUNK. Ugh. There you have it. A hack, a has-been, a wannabe, an imposter, a never-was, a frustrated perfectionist...a bland minnow in a pond full of bold and beautiful Koi fish. Seriously, I need chocolate, stat!

Yes, that's better (thank you Bliss Milk Chocolate). OK, so let's see if we can figure out what's up with that. As you can see from my previous few posts, I have participated in the Battle of the Beadsmith for two years. Best. Bead. Showdown. Ever! First year I made it through round one with a bead embroidered handbag which had me flying high. This year, out in round one. And for all my saying (and truly believing) that just realizing my vision for this way over the top "Locked in Time" steampunk collar was a big WIN for me...It took a couple months and a good friend to point out to me that it had really thrown me that my piece didn't get more votes to go farther in the competition. I spent literally months and hundreds of dollars on it, not to mention blood, sweat and tears (and that was just my husband!). And in that sense, it truly was a success. I had really stretched my creative limit and made a beaded piece of wearable art that has received lots of attention, praise, and friendly comment. I won't say that I felt sorry for myself, but I do think it set me on a course of doubting my creative and artistic ability.

Inspiration doesn't always come easily, and creativity ain't always pretty. Case in point: The EBW Team's December challenge is "Out of this World". "In this theme, I ask you to be inspired by things that are “out of this
world”. Whether you choose to explore elements of science
fiction/fantasy or real world celestial bodies, the only requirement is
that you let your imagination run wild and “aim for the stars”. I was struck by the thought of interpreting the Milky Way galaxy in beads and found this color enhanced (Hubble telescope) picture I really liked.

After several drawings and a few starts and stops, this is what I had

Well, it just ain't right. Both my friend and my husband managed to say, "oh that's nice". Ugh. I couldn't get the swirls the way I wanted them, the balance was off, the colors didn't read right, and...ugh. I'm gonna give it a day or two before I decide if I'm gonna frog this one (rip-it, rip-it) or if it goes into the UFO (un-finished object) drawer, but I'm done with it.

Another thing I've learned about myself is that, although I've always considered myself to be a bead weaver, I prefer the freedom and creativity in bead embroidery. It feels more like painting with beads. I've been forcing my creativity to fit a mold I thought it needed to fit (off-loom, un-backed beadweaving) and have been frustrated time after time when I couldn't realize my vision that way.

So, as they say, I'm gonna get back on the horse that threw me and I'm starting over on this theme with a Steampunk idea! I'll let you know how it goes!

Friday, June 28, 2013

The Battle of the Beadsmith has finished up round one and unfortunately my Locked in Time did not move on. Sure, I'm disappointed. I enjoyed such wonderful feedback and comments from my fellow beaders for my admittedly way-out-there Steampunk meets Seed Beads collar. Of course, I still feel that the minute I finished my work on Locked in Time, I won! So congrats and best of luck to those in round 2 where voting should start soon! https://www.facebook.com/groups/419636224777912/ Here are a couple more close up pictures of the details.

Thursday, June 13, 2013

Let me take you on a short journey to show you how I created my Battle of the Beadsmith Piece "Locked in Time". I've really been drawn to the Steampunk style of clothing, costumes and accessories in the last year. I've created my version of "Bead-Punk" using clock faces, keys, gears and other bits embellished with bead embroidery and bead weaving. But the Battle of the Beadsmith is the place to take your ideas to a whole new level. I wanted to create something substantial...almost an article of clothing or part of a costume. I was looking for inspiration and saw some really great clothing and costumes and would take note of the parts I really liked. I brought my ideas to my Daughter-in-Law Jenny Ray Maj. She is an artist (she works in several media) and I can't draw to save my life. She took my scattered ideas and came up with this INCREDIBLE sketch...

Sketch by Jennifer Ray Maj

The very first thing I did was burst into tears!! I couldn't believe how perfectly she captured all the elements I really wanted! The next step was to find the raw materials. I went straight to ebay and bought a couple boxes of cloxes...one of old alarm clocks and one of old cuckoo and chime clockworks.

You might be able to see Harry the cat scanning the haul! I covered my kitchen table with cardboard, put on a pair of gloves, got out a whole bunch of tools and spend an entire weekend completely dismantling this whole mess! I was after as many gears and plates, bits and pieces as I could get. As a person who works primarily with tiny glass beads and delicate beadweaving, I REALLY enjoyed getting all smashy and dirty for a couple days!

My giant cauldron of "Bead Soup" in a variety of bronzes and peacock blue, green and teals

The next thing on the agenda was to find a base for the piece. I wanted leather for the most authentic Steampunk look, but I also wanted to stick with the idea of Up-cycling. So I scouted out all the local thrift shops and finally found a long men's large leather trench coat. PERFECT!! I needed to have a dummy or mannequin in order to create the shape I needed, so I found a couple used candidates at a local fixture shop.

I cut out an initial base for my piece and tried to use some of the features of the coat like the seams and edges. And I just noticed that my mannequin had enormous chesticles!! My husband decided it was disturbing, and I just laughed and nicknamed her June (is busting out all over). I left June sitting there with her leather costume so I could get used to the look and decide how to proceed. Nope, too big...too much fabric, and kinda hung wrong. I was able to cut it down a bit here and there.

I began placing the gears and the centerpiece and get ready to begin beading. I was particularly excited by this cool "flower" brooch I created. That way cool copper flower component was part of a cuckoo clock. And I thought I would create some beaded flourishes to accent the gears. But that was wonky and puckered the leather, and off it came.

So I added more gears and started surrounding and edging them with my beads. When I got to this point, I sat back and just looked at it for a day or so. Something still wasn't quite right. The centerpiece didn't make me happy.

In a fit of pique, I cut the sides apart and restarted the centerpiece. I would figure out how to join the front later on. I completely cut out the back as well. So now I had 4 separate parts that I had to figure out how to join at the shoulders as well. Well, fiddle dee, dee. Tomorrow is another day!

I decided that I wouldn't think too hard about how to join all the pieces and would treat them as I normally would with bead embroidery and back them with the suede from the leather coat and edge bead everything. Once I had finished that and had these four individual beaded elements, I entered into what I call the dark period. I experimented with no less than half a dozen ways to join the front and the shoulders...and I took them apart each time. I just wasn't happy. One of the last times I had put it all together and declared I was not happy, my husband nearly staged an intervention. I couldn't keep trying to put it together and ripping it apart. So I stared at it...said very naughty things to it, even considered starting over. I had just ONE MORE IDEA to try. If it didn't work...well...it had to work. I needed to be DONE!! Oh, and why did it just occur to me that at least one side had to open in order to get it over your head??

It WORKED!! Woohoo!! I created shoulders out of the leather. On the right shoulder, I used a set of three buckles that can be opened to go over the head. The left shoulder got the peacock feature treatment and the front was joined by a strip of the suede. Chains and dangles were added and I was FINISHED!! I took several series of pictures, but the outdoor ones really turned out nice. How long did this take me...well, I completely lost count between gathering the materials and all the re-do's, but it was pretty much an entire two months working from an hour a day to 8 hours a day. As you can see, it morphed and evolved from the original sketch, but in the end, I was very happy with the finished product.

Stop by the Battle of the Beadsmith facebook page for updates and links to voting! https://www.facebook.com/groups/419636224777912/

Monday, June 10, 2013

Entries for this year's Battle of the Beadsmith are still being slowly been revealed. My piece happened to be one of the first, so I'm able to share with you my entry, the piece I've been working on a solid two months plus. Introducing "Locked in Time".

Inspiration: Steampunk

Steampunk
is a sub-genre of science fiction that features steam-powered and mechanical
vehicles, weapons and contraptions in settings inspired by an alternate history
of the 19th century British Victorian era or the American Wild West.Steampunk has been around since H. G. Wells
and Jules Verne, but only recently has it become mainstream in fashion and
jewelry.I began a very popular line of
Steampunk beadwork jewelry about a year ago, so for this year’s Battle of the
Beadsmith, I was ready to bring Steampunk and Seed Beads together in a whole
new way!I found some odd lots of old
alarm and cuckoo clocks on ebay and spent an entire weekend smashing them apart
to extract the most desirable gears and pieces.Leather is also a big feature in Steampunk style so I scoured the thrift
shops for the perfect leather coat that I could take apart and upcycle into the
base of my collar.

Clocks,
locks, keys, gears and buckles are some the most recognizable Steampunk style
elements and they work quite beautifully with seed bead embroidery.I picture “Locked in Time” being worn by an
adventurous young Victorian lady who longs to explore the world in a time
machine she has built herself from the mechanical workings all around her.The centerpiece of the collar is a large
keyhole plate into which a key can be inserted.Gears in all sizes have been attached to the leather, some with the leather
cut away to see through to her clothing.The back of the collar gives the feeling that you are looking at the
inner workings of an automaton.More
keyholes, clock faces and gears decorate the collar accented with bead
embroidery in a variety of bronzes and peacock blues and greens.A little spray of peacock feathers ads a
touch of the exotic and the collar is joined over the right shoulder by a trio
of buckles.Dangling chains and a
beadwoven cubic right-angle-weave rope create movement and the look of
jewelry.

Monday, April 1, 2013

It has begun! The second annual Battle of the Beadsmith featuring 192 bead artists from 40 different countries begins today, April 1st (no foolin'). For the first round, I'm in group C paired with Zuzana Hampelová - Valešová from the Czech Republic. There are so many things that make this battle contest special from our Supreme Commander Steven Weiss of The BeadSmith to the friendly competition of some of the most talented beaders around the world to the fabulous grand prize...er, um, well, nothing. OK two out of three ain't bad.

Paisley Garden Boho Bag - 2012 BOTBS Entry

You may remember that last year I pushed my creative envelope and made a purse covered in bead embroidery. It's still available in my Etsy shop (link in the photo). Since the announcement of this year's battle and my acceptance as a participant, I've been enjoying the process of letting my creative mind wander to what I could possibly do to top last year.

Well, I have BIG plans! And I'm not going to say too much about it since the reveal isn't until June, but "upcycle" and "steampunk" are going to play a big part! This year I've started a very popular line of steampunk items including this Denim Steampunk Necklace Brooch.

Think clocks, gears, keys and all sorts of fun stuff! As a beader, I'm used to doing very fine, detailed work with teensy little seed beads, but this past weekend I took out some tools and began taking apart at least a dozen vintage clocks and clockworks to "harvest" for my project. Oh, it got real dirty!!

Here's what I started with...basically a Big Ol' Box O' Clox...old, dirty, ugly, broke-down alarm clocks and clockworks (via ebay) Harry the cat is inspecting the haul. And that's the only sneak peak you're going to get until June! So if you don't hear from me for a while, I'll be hard at work on this project. Good luck to my fellow beaders and stay tuned!!