Darlin'

A girl named Sophie is homeless and has been through the hardest times a 16 year old girl should not have to go through. One day when she goes into a coffee shop to see if there was any work going, she bumps into a woman who turns out to be Avril Lavigne who is someone she was looked up to all her life. She helps Avril out the way of being hurt by a mob of people wanting her autograph and some who just don't like her... Avril instantly has this weird attraction toward Sophie that she has never felt before towards any girl. When she finally finds out Sophie is homeless and lives on the streets it breaks her heart, but what happens when they kiss...? What happens when Avril starts to find out about the dark things that have made Sophie a cold person...? This story was named Darlin' after the song Darlin' by Avril Lavigne. Even though this story is based in 2010 which is before that song even came out of Avril's 4th studio album Goodbye Lullaby. I thought the song suited what this story

16. A Breath

Darlin'

Chapter 16

AVRIL'S POV

She takes a breath....

The doctor instantly puts a oxygen mask on her. But she just took in a breath, it may have been small but it was still a breath. Her chest continues to rise and fall, but there was no sign of her waking up. I can't understand why, she is breathing but she's not waking up.

"Why isn't she waking up?" I ask I'm a panic.

"She now in a self produced coma, instead of the one we put her in," he says reassuring me.

"Is it bad?" I ask panic not leaving my mind as I look over her body.

"No, we won't know if she has brain damage until she wakes up. But this could be a good sign," he says with a smile, making his way out of the room.

James and Lucas walk into the hospital room, they pack up all my equipment. They said they would take it home for me so I wouldn't have to.

I sit in the quite comfortable seat by her bedside. I unlock the screen on my phone, clicking Jordy's name I call her..

"Hey..," I say, my voice sounding like it hadn't before, I don't know it it was relief or just this weight had been taken off my shoulders.

"Hey, what's up?" She asks with curiosity clean as day in her voice.

"They took Sophie off the ventilator. She didn't breathe at all... But then she just started breathing by herself. BY HERSELF!" I nearly scream at her, I know it was sad for me to be so excited about something so small but that was the best thing so far.

It was a step forward that she could breathe on her own. My next hope was that she would finally wake up. They didn't know if she would, but only when she did they would know if she have an permanent brain damage.

"Wow. That's good!" Jordy says with a little bit of hope in her voice I had never heard before.

"Now we are just waiting for her to wake up and see if she has any permanent brain damage..,"I say putting a bit of a downer on it without meaning to.

"Just keep me updated. I have to go," she says before hanging up like normal for Jordy.

Looking on Facebook all I see is message after message or post after post asking why I haven't posted anything in so long. I quickly take a photo, editing it in Instagram. I post it to my Facebook, Twitter, Instagram and Tumblr pages with the caption "I said goodbye. I made sure not to cry. But yet you came back to me. With fire to fight with.."

My phone starts ringing, I look at the caller ID to find it is only my mum. Answering the phone I says," hey mum."

"You just say 'hey' after I haven't heard from you in days. Maybe even longer?" She asks, I could tell she was very pissed off at me but mainly just worried about me.

"I'm sorry mum... I just been dealing with some things over here...," I trail off, I hadn't told my mum that I had this weird feeling towards Sophie yet, or that every time we touch I get this rush that I never want to let her go.

"What is so big that you couldn't call your mum since you were dealing with it?" She asks, I know she has found something she isn't letting go of.

"Mum...," that is all I say.

"Tell me Avril Ramona Lavigne!" She says with a firm tone in her voice, I knew the only to get away from it was to hang up the phone but she wouldn't give up until she found out.

"Uhh... Well... My friend over here got hit by a car, they said she wouldn't live. She's in a coma.... And I... Think... I think I'm in love with her..." I say blurting it out, I just sat there listening as all I heard was silence.

The line dropped dead, and so did my heart..

She doesn't love me anymore... Tears just come gushing from eyes as I cry.

JORDY'S POV

Walking into the lounge room with a plate of toast in my hand. I sit down on the couch, Rockstar at my side asleep. I smile down at him knowing all too well he is missing Sophie like crazy!

I hear my phone ring in the pocket of my over sized Mickey Mouse hoodie Lainey bought me a couple weeks before the car crash that he was killed in. Pulling my phone out the caller ID reads "Brooke".

"Hey beautiful," I says in a sexy voice as I answer her phone call.

"Uhh... Hey...," she says in a cute little scramble for words as I know I just made her blush.

"Well Brooke you called me so I'm wondering what you wanted to talk to me about since you called me?" I ask her in a smart arse tone.

"Your such arse!" She yells playfully at me through the phone knowing I picked up that I had caught her off guard causing her to blush.

"But you love me!" I scream through the phone at her, accidentally waking Rockstar up, so he got up and walked out the room.

"I do........," she whispers so quietly I could barely hear it.

"Huh?"

"Anyway Jordan, I'm coming over. I will be there in 20 minutes but this time you need to be actually dressed!" She said laughing as she hung up giving me time to eat breakfast then quickly get ready.

Chucking my plate in the sink I run up stairs, stripping as I run for the bathroom. I jump in the shower, letting the boiling water cascade down of my naked body.

Walking back to my bedroom with a towel rapped firmly around my dripping wet body, I collect to clothing I had dropped making my way to get in the shower. It had only taken me 5 minutes to shower, now my biggest thing to take up time with finding my clothes, doing my hair and my make up.

My underwear and bra on, I search though my built in wardrobe. Deciding on my clothes I pull on my black skinny jeans, before pulling on my wolverine top on.

Heading to my mirror I put my make up. I don't want look like I'm trying way too much. As soon as my make up was done I did my hair, making sure it looked absolutely perfect. I just stare at myself in the mirror. That's when I hear the door bell ring throughout the whole house it can be heard.

Running down stairs I make sure not to trip. I get to the door, I make sure I still look good before opening the door up, and there she stood as beautiful as always.

"Hey....," I say stumbling over my words as I exam her body.

"Eyes up here beautiful! Hey Jordan," she says in the sexiest voice, accent itself was so fucking sexy.

"I can't help that you body looks amazing!" I say with a devilish smile.

"I can't believe this time your all dressed and actually look really nice. Last time you had black smeared down your face," she says looking over me, just not the way I looked over her.

I walk her inside, shutting the door only to turn around to be pushed up against the it. Her hands pushing my shoulders hard against the door. Her lips crush on mine, as we make out without my say but I honestly can't say I minded.

Finally getting my arms free. I wrap them around her neck. I may be taller then her but she picks me up my arse, she carries me to my bedroom. I couldn't believe just how strong she was. I kiss down her neck causing her to drop me down on the ground. I just smile devilish, as I pick her up carrying her to my room.

Once inside the room I push her up against the wall, my hands running all over her body. My lips on her neck just makes her moan, causing me smile devilish.

"Jor...Jord...Jordan... I came... Here to... Take.. You... Out for... Food..," she says out of breath as she tries to suppress her moans.

As my hand makes it way up her top, under her bra, as I hold her boob in my hand I ask,"still want to go out for food?"

She looks at my lips, she attacks them with her own, causing me to smile. I'm pushed back onto the bed, she smiles as she straddles me.

"Maybe food can wait until we finish..," she smirks at me with this look of lust written all over her face.

AVRIL'S POV

Tears fall down my cheeks, I can feel this pain through my heart. I know that coming out is so hard but I'm not gay, I'm just in love with Sophie. She is the first girl ever in my life I have fallen head over heels in love with.

I climb onto the bed, cuddling up to her side I just cry my heart out. Holding onto her like if I let go I would die. Cuddled up to her, my head on her chest can feel her chest rise and fall as well as hear her heart beat.

I play one song just for her, it wasn't my kind of my music I listen to but she use to as well as sing to me.

I smile as it sings,"Will you count me in?

I've been awake for a while now You've got me feelin' like a child now 'Cause every time I see your bubbly face I get the tingles in a silly place

It starts in my toes And I crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane But we are hiding in a safer place Under covers staying dry and warm [Another version of the song says: "Under covers staying safe and warm"] You give me feelings that I adore

They start in my toes Make me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now just take your time Wherever you go

But what am I gonna say: When you make me feel this way I just mmmmm

And it starts in my toes Makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while Now just take your time Wherever you go

Dada dumdudum dumdadadadadum Ohbodododododododum mmm mmm

I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just like a child now 'Cause every time you hold me in your arms I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul And I lose all control When you kiss my nose The feeling shows 'Cause you make me smile, Baby, just take your time Now holdin' me tight

Wherever you go I always know 'Cause you make me smile Even just for a while.."

My eyes start to weigh down, I can tell sleep is not going to let me go. My eyes full close as I'm dragged into the world of dreamland.

I start to stir as I hear someone say to me in a familiar voice weakly,"I love you too Av..."

I cuddle up closer to the warmth of Sophie, her chest rises and falls just like it should. I can feel a blanket on me, the nurse must have put it over me like always. I can feel tears run from my eyes as I lay here cuddled up to my soul mate and love of my life.

"It's okay....," I hear from the same weak voice.

I start to wake, my eyes are hard to open as I cry. My fist clench as I open my eyes I love up just wanting to see her beautiful face.

Looking up my own blue eyes are met by Sophie's wide open green ones..