I don't get it man. In real life poker I get such good luck. Online...I shove with queens, the guy calls with nothing but a f**king flush draw, 25% chance of making it, makes it. Then I shove the rest of my stack with 7s later on, he calls with Q-9 (retarded c*nt) and flops J-10-K what the hell...I'm drawing dead after the turn. Total bull...

Time of day to play with people I know and hope that the rain doesnt blow away the main pain that i feel day to day between my left and right membrane in the side of my brain am i going insane i cant explain its like a constant cycle of shame.