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I am a real world dreamer. This is my share of thoughts, ideas and dreams. Time appears as new days and new experiences. And distinct messages as 'Sign Posts' in my life journey. Is this telling me what I have to be aware of? Be smarter? What to do with my life? Or how life could be? I think it is. For the soul journey and self development.

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I feel I’m really easy-going, down-to- earth and extremely even-keeled. Sounds rather boring and uneventful. My husband might disagree. He would acknowledge all those aforementioned attributes, however he would add a very important element. To quote him, “Do YOU have ANY idea how DIFFICULT it is to live with a psychic?

This is our own ‘reality‘ adventure. I feel it’s normal to just know things, see pictures and movies, scripts from afar and hear words and stories rich in detail. People call me daily to shift bones, realign the meridians, energize their organs. My husband on the other hand, though very emotionally intuitive, doesn’t always see the world from this happy view. He feels extremely frustrated sometimes if I know ahead what he is feeling or projecting. This in its own way is a reality show most people don’t live with, though ironically I feel most people are sensitive and…

How may we not see each other, not wanting to smile at one another, or wish each other good health and abundance?

Our time is exact in proportion, equal in measure and distributed across the universe. Each of us has the same amount to spend from the moment we wake up and retire to bed. But it seems that we differ in our ways of spending it and on the geographical positions we are at on the planet. In both ways, our minds wander and find their own ways of connection with time by thinking, feeling, wishing, desiring, hoping, planning and much more.

Therefore, does the same apply for prayers? sure we are all of different nations and tastes and backgrounds. But then, is not the thought that counts. From somewhere within the mind or maybe within the body, a heart-beat-driven-energy-molecule is generated which prioritizes something above all else. A prayer for something. Or someone. A telepathic-knock it is. A hope. A faith.

What value do I place?

What value am I supposed to place?

I wonder about this now as I came upon the words ‘ Will you pray for me? Will you pray for us?’ So, this is of the kind that I must energize myself upon not on the goals, but for the love of doing it. For the faith and hope, if it exists. For the cause that desires an outcome beyond my capacity.

And the funniest part is everything looks so normal and ok on the outside. The sky is still blue. The sun is still there. The ocean waves keep moving. and I will be praying for you.

I will take a timeout now and every time I feel I have to. And allocate my wealth appropriately in the world I am living in with the currencies I am bestowed with in this life I was gifted – time and energy.

I am going to follow my heart’s vision. I need to trust in my intuition. Let me work by doing ‘my bit’ as a genuine living being.

And I will honor myself in some way with actions. – within the mind and outside of it. A philosophical fantasy to think so. For me, it is being thankful for the blessings I have been bestowed with. Remembering the responsibilities and being steady in purpose in every step.

To let down is fatal. Like opening myself to cancer. It is inviting havoc. No, I wont.

And I am not alone in this path. So hush dear ego and listen to these now:

Better to die ten thousand deaths than wound my honor.

When something weighs on your conscience, give it up.

It is better to be alone than in bad company.

I am not bound to win, but I am bound to be true. I am not bound to succeed, but I am bound to live up to what light I have.

Our own heart, and not other men’s opinion, forms our true honor.

Honor isn’t about making the right choices. It’s about dealing with the consequences.