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Something Psychological.

I mean, there seemed to be a reoccurring theme here that I was eager to catch and perhaps just as eager to miss. Maybe there was a wall between myself and the truth I passed through blindly. Regardless, I began talking to myself more frequently in between the times our conversations fell off or fell silent. I saw you in everything and it was a constant battle to love you from a distance. Meanwhile, I believed we all seemed to want the same thing, but had a funny way of showing it. I think I just wanted the vision of a better world to exist solely because of the belief that I was surrounded by good people who wanted the same. Were willing to die for it, even. Whatever it takes.

Well, maybe I had plans to start a Revolution. Or restructure the monetary system. Or promote healthier forms of ascension. Perhaps it was true I knew how to change the world. And maybe I let my dreams die, being drowned out by voices that never truly mattered. All along being some lost strands of severed DNA, figments of a fragmented imagination. Was any of the sacrifice worth the total loss in the end? I have reasonable doubt and so I stopped allowing them to take the best from me in these subtle moments I let myself slip away.

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The Timeless Now exists as a means of spiritual release from the past and future realms as we become more thoroughly present in the ever timeless, shapeless Now. This is the only place to be, the only time you simply cannot miss if time were ever to exist. Brace yourselves, lightbeings... What you see here may be stunning.
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