"Maybe I'll just clean the s**t off of these fancy shoes. Wish that I was strong, I wish that I was wrong. I wish I could cope, but I took pills and left a note.

"I wish I would go in my rich boyfriend's limo. Right after he proposed with a 16 carat stone wrapped in rose gold. She just wants to sleep. The final act of life will be my own hands to do, I'll be a Princess and die with you."