Well. we started talking back in the beginning of November and we started going back out in the beginning of december, and we've been together now for just over 4 months.i love him soo much.bad thing is..he's leaving in less than a month for his basic training for the army for 3 months, which is in Georgia.And he'll probabaly leave for Iraq in September. ugh. i'm going to miss him soo much.We're so happy, and i'm so glad.

ok well no one probably cares haha.just thought i'd let people know that him and i are happy again=)

I made front page of the local&nbsp; section in our newspaper in my prom dress...me and warren http://www.herald-dispatch.com/photogalleries/prom2005_midland/pages/0003.htmI'm pysched...I'm the only one from my school who made the paper..the rest are online...I knew they took my picture but I didn't actually think they'd ..you know..use it..<P>I think my dress is very Usagi-ish. I'm going to run over and get the discs with the pre prom pictures..brb

EDIT ok I'm back now and after fighting with photobucket i'm ready to post pictures of my prom and warrens prom..these are both pre-prom sets and there's a shit load of them i'll post my pictures later since we have the laptop back now.

ever miss someone to the point of tears?yeah, i miss my best friend.haven't talked to her in 2 weeks, but i see her everyday.don't think she cares that i exist.i guess she's not really my best friend anymore then.but i'm a dreamer.

today, i was on the verge of tears because of her, and so i left the thing early [we went to see our friend's play] and so i was like, sitting on the ledge sobbing, when janique comes over. i am like, barely friends with her, i have seen her maybe once in the last 2 years, we're more aquaintances [sp?] but she saw me alone and she came up and hugged me, and i was like "wow" and then she asked what was wrong, and suddenly, i felt the most comfortable i have ever felt around anyone, and i just started to cry, and all i said was "i haven't talked to her in 2 weeks. she was my best friend" and i was like, crying, and she just hugged me and oh man. it was horrible. i cried in front of this girl that i barely know. yikes.

comment to this entry if you guys are seriously bored and want to read a fucking lot. if anyone seriously does, i can put in a lot of shit. conversations and emails. they will basically sum up me and the guy i like right now.

Met a bunch of warren's friend's wensday...funny thin was they are all jealous of him because I'm an "awsome girlfriend" I sat there and just shot the shit with them...Guy really do talk about sex, girls, and beer when we're not around. They started being crude and stuff right there in front of me, they were talking about giving head and stuff, aand of course I pipe upwithout even thining and say "Well to telly ou the truth I like giving head...the taste isn't bad at all but that could be because warren bathes so much" And they of course just stared and said.."Fuck you warren..fuck you..." I tell you what...I have an interesting boyfriend...his friends dared hi to uh..show off his penis...and well..he did..and they...well here were the reactions

Justin: "Oh dude...I'm fucking sober now.."

Todd: "OMFG you MUST have black in you...I'm going to curl up in a cornor and cry now..."

ok guys. i think i'm officially over all my ex's. and have a new crush. well. i guess i'm not over all my ex's because i have a crush on this guy i've already dated twice. each time was for a few weeks in may. may 2003 and may 2004. it's almost may 2005 and we're all cuddly again. we've hung out a few times recently with a group of friends. holding hands, arm around me, kisses goodnight. he used to be a not-so-good kisser. but now he's real good. he's like, a year and a half younger than me. i'm a freshman in college and he's a senior in high school. i go to michigan state, and he's going to western next year, so we'll be like two hours away from each other next year. which really sucks. i'm an hour away from him right now and that's bad enough. but i seriously like him. and i just feel so much MORE towards him than i have before.

k. long story short, this community is dieing, as is my computer.i had a fabulous entry about my love life all typed out and in the form of a short story with pictures and everything that it was perfect. then my computer was like "we're sorry, the internet did somethign illegal. it will now shut off, click ok" and so i clicked ok, and my entire entry was lost and i was like "what the fack"and so now i will simply keep this community alive by telling you all my current crush situation.