3:7:17 ENERGETIC UPDATE: HOW THE DARKNESS LOVES ME !

3:7:17 HOW THE DARKNESS LOVES ME

Sure is convenient to always speak, work in, hold frequencies, express energies of light ~ yet at the same time why are so many folks here on Earth dealing with the darknesses of life? Pain, suffering, death, extraordinary challenges, difficulties…………well, as a being who has dealt with more than their fair share of darkness energies………..I feel that I have full right to write, speak and share about this subject.

The truth of the matter is ~ is that the DARKNESS LOVES ME ! When I finally realized this LOVE OF THE DARKNESS ~ it sure is easier to feel, see, comprehend and release upsets of where I have had brutal experiences (physical, mental, emotional, financial, spiritual).

Often the LOVE feels like it is not there ~ though why would I experience so much abuse on a multitude of levels as a child, teenager and adult (a lot of bringers of the light experience abuse/terror of all kinds) and this is because of how much the DARKNESS LOVES.

The DARKNESS has a different way of expressing LOVE and if you are in the “DARKNESSES SHOES” ~ the LIGHTNESS has a different way of expressing LOVE…………….so the truth of the matter is that it is all LOVE.

For instance I have experienced extraordinary LOVE FROM THE DARKNESS VIA ritual sexual abuse/sexual body (both physical/light body) being misutilized via all kinds of men /other beings in this life……..molestation, rapes in the physical and rapes in the spiritual (black op/project monarch/shadow energies)……………..they just seem to LOVE ME and that is because I am juicy, have lots of energy they want………….they LOVE to steal, dismember/distort my sexuality multidimensionally so that I won’t fully connect to my rightful sexual/sensual power/light LOVE CODES (that are higher frequency and carry more power)………….now this tends to happen more in the fallen timeline circuitries that are getting crushed out.

The DARKNESS knows when pain bodies are created via trauma and inhumanly that it continues to circle and circle and circle as a pattern…………….same thing with the light…………if one can install the light it can circle and circle and circle and become more powerful. This is how descending and ascending energies work.

When I heal the circles and circles and circles of darkness from within the frequency codes of those DARK ENERGIES THAT LOVE ME and when I can see it is LOVE (just the other way around)………it is a bit easier to deal with.

Dealing with it on Galactic Timelines of electrical wars ~ non-human energies from negative Orion galactic systems ~ to negative energies from this solar system of Saturn/Satin/Satanic ~ to other invisible energies that LOVE to shove me around / hurt my body.

For Example: last year I was thrown 6 feet backwards into the air via a “ghost”……….landed on my back in the middle of the street where I hit my head and had a broken rib………the people who witnessed this………..there were 3 people who saw this go down………..they were in shock…………..like WTF…………..Yep, this is how much the DARK LOVES ME……….they LOVE TO PICK ON ME…………..now this experience was rather inconvenient because the next day I was scheduled to attend a RAW FOOD event/book signing in San Diego……………..needless to say I did not attend the event because I needed to stay home and heal my body…………which I did and at rapid rates……….that broken rib was healed within a weeks time.

FOR EXAMPLE: ~ I dealt with broken feet last year from someone who supposedly LOVED ME ~ he broke my feet by being angry at me and then like an untamed wild horse the negative/shadow energies that misutilize his spiritual energy bodies used him as a psychic assassin against me to break both of my feet by attacking my nervous system that was weak at the time ~ both my legs gave out ~ I collapsed onto a hard tile floor and “whamo shamo” both feet were broken……………….a bit inconvenient as a single female who lives upstairs, has to care provide for herself (walk, shop for food/prepare food, do dishes, clean house, laundry, exercise, earn money to live etc.) + care provide for animals…………..not easy to balance while helping/inspiring others in my life at the same time who do not realize the challenges I deal with because the DARKNESS LOVES ME SO MUCH !

So when I realize it is LOVE and it is simply a way of LOVE that I prefer not to receive then I have the opportunity to release that frequency from within of how it is connecting to my human life experiences.

Now despite how personal it feels ~ how yucky it feels ~ how victim/victimizer programmy it feels ~ how upset I feel about it…………..it is all LOVE………..this is really hard to understand at the time of the painful and challenging time that it occurs…………..yet hindsight is always 20/20 for me………..and thank goodness for that because when one looks at or remembers painful experiences they relive it……………yet for me reliving it through memory allows me the power from my future self to go in and help the ME who could not see the LOVE in the experience at the time.

People who say don’t look back ~ skip it ~ just keep moving forward (and yes, while that is good advise)……..meaning the energy of the KANGAROO (CAN/KANgaroos always hop forward)……….yet, when reflection time is not provided in full balance and pain is stuck in a previous timeline because it is not conscious/realized or helped with LOVE full perspective/ reframing………….then that energy can be stuck & continue to create more negative miasms (frozen stuck negative energy to circulate again and again thus giving the darkness more power)………that is why so many folks experience negative programs within their lives………….and from my personal experience and view points ……….I find that reflection is a very powerful way to heal.

This Energetic Update is a prime example of personal self-empowerment ~ allowing the “Dark Pearls” of energy to serve the LIGHT ~ so with that my friends ~ I trust this Energetic Update has flashed some LOVE LIGHT BULBS to frequency sequence within YOU with how we can all REFRAME the energies of how the DARKNESS LOVES.

Blessings With Grace & Love ~ Respectfully, Catalina

PS. The same principle applies with the “Old Patriarchy Energies” that want to control/destroy the planet ~ those energies LOVE TO CONTROL/LOVE TO DESTROY planetary body systems ~ Mother Earth ~ this is why so many Light Workers came to this planet and take the chance of not waking up (though many have at certain levels) light workers, healers, dancers, artists, creatives, designers, new builders, life coaches, new teachers, exercise/health folks, authors, money specialists, nutritionists, those who serve, mothers, fathers, children, animals, farmers, problem solving entrepreneurs, scientists, doctors, energy workers, grid workers, indigos, crystals, rainbows, sensitives, heart-centered ~ simply provide more assistance here to bring balance and higher frequency LOVE as the new is ushered in.