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Monday, March 29, 2010

i just came back from my annual leave last weekhave been driving aroundbeing the lousy tour guide for a friend of mine from SGbecause i really not familiar with the road in KLand i don't really know where to gohas been wasting all the time looking for the road signdriving up and down plus U-turn...........urgh!!tiring yet WASTING my fuel......i hate KL...........i swear i will not wanna drive there anymoreunless i drop by KL meeting friends and being a guestso that someone will be my driver..........wahahahahahaa..........really spend too much on this tripalthough i have save on accomodationbut still after calculating........its really a huge amount i ever spenti mean in ringgit of coz...which i can pay for my car's down paymenthow can it be??....what did i spent??..........urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!HEART PAIN............who wanna loan me??????????im not stingy.......im just thinking not to spend on unnecessaryalthough is holiday but still shouldn't be so overwe must know our limit because you know how difficult to earnits really from our hard work.............

Thursday, March 25, 2010

do you always clarified when you have a question??what if this question or the answer will bring changes to your lifewhich you do not know if that will be a good one or bad oneit's that something that you really wanna knowor it's that really the answer you wanna geti'm not so sure what do i wantgot the feeling of just knowing the truthbut it's that really what i want??some told me that i need to clarifysome told me know nothing is the bestwhat do you think??....maybe i just need to stay away from everythinglike what i use to bepretend as i already forget everythingi still prefer to live with my own liesat least i need not to think about anythingand i can live happily although knowing nothingits time to wake up from my dreamthe past is gone......it is OVER!!

Thursday, March 18, 2010

just had dinner with an old friend todaywhich she just join the company and started her new lifewill be joining me for flying very soon in Juneits just so comfortable when meeting a friend in SGspecially someone who can understand the feeling of having this jobbecause we are going through the same processand growing at the same time in the same wayat least someone can understand what im trying to say about my jobanyway just feel happy to meet an old friend in a new placealthough i have been staying here for a year and abovebut its always a new life for us who is away from homenot very old friendbut at least is a friend i get to know before im hereput it the other wayim a friend of hersthe 1st friend she met in her 1st interview in her life timesince she has sign the contract so im her 1st friend,....for her 1st full time job in her life..............sounds better though....hahahaits glad to have another friend joining this big family with meso i have got 1 more friend to share things withand we have got accompany for each other away from homehope that she will have a good start and always bless by Godin the same way of mine........do take care of yourselfand welcome to the big family,.......Emily~Ai Wei

Saturday, March 06, 2010

its simply a very random postdue to what i post recently in FB and my blogi received quite a numbers of concern from friendsi really appreciate that....just that i never expected someone will just drop me a msgalthough she know that im outstationand she is the latest friend i have meet so far in SGi never discover a friend who will call or sms me the 1st placewhen i feel down or what so everi can't remember is she the 1st person who do so??i really feel very happy when i saw the msgRebecca,...do you know how happy do i feelrather then remembering the cruel thingy??so touching to have such a friend who concern about youi guess i have forget this kind of feeling for quite sometimessince my bestties are getting busyor i simply can't reach them when i do need themthanks God for the arrangement for given me a good flightwhich i encounter 2 girls,....my accompany in SG nowadays....not just 2,....its 3,.....Katherine--housemate of Corinna....hey girls,...i love you all so muchies......really!!yes,....i sounds lesbian,...i don't care what you thinkgirls simply care where guys just abandoned...........i'm sure someone out there can feel itthey will understand what i meant............

Monday, March 01, 2010

being updated of a very good news todayi thought this news will affect me muchbut it isn't,.....i feels good eitheris it because of the feeling has gone for a long time??or i actually had open up my heart??or im just confuse of the truth previously??or maybe i just grown upi wasn't the previous me anymore....i learned how to pick the 2nd juction if the 1st is blockedmaybe i should say i have learned to think positivei just felt happy if he is happy.....isn't it a good news to me??....i have found the answer.....i think this should be time for me to celebrate....woohoo!!....malacca,...here i come......let's have fun dude!!

it wasn't a promise but i really thought i get to see you so soonim back to my very first original planwhich is to travel myselfi am happy and excited to meet a best friend of minebut it is different nowi really thought this gonna be a good time for us to spend time withbut it just feels like something has gonei really hate this feelingthe feeling of missing someone.............