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Confusion: a Mind Game

Confusion is a ‘thought’ that is lacking God. Confusion = self doubt. Or as I like saying to my self…‘Where am I fearing not getting what I want or loosing something that I have”…(lol) When I finally admit… ‘I am confused’… I can ask for help…

Here it is HS… Help Me See this ‘confusion’ differently… Through Love.

Now let me look at why… I would project confusion as fearing in a no win situation… Loosing what ‘I have’ vs. not getting what ‘I want’. Here is the source of the real problem… ‘separating thoughts’… ‘confusion’ the ‘symbolic fallout’… here is a peace on this from the text…

“Fear of the Will of God is one of the strangest beliefs that the human mind has ever made.

The very fact that the Will of God, which IS what you are (LOVE), is perceived as fearful TO you, demonstrates that you ARE afraid of what you are. It is not, then, the Will of God of which you are afraid, but YOURS. Your will is not the ego’s, and that is why the ego is against you. What seems to be the fear of God is really only the fear of YOUR OWN REALITY.”

(the Acceptance of reality…acim)(bolding and parentheses ‘mine’)

So when ‘i’ ‘experiencing this paradox’… called ‘confusion’… for me it is ‘my red flag’… when I am ‘fighting my self’… not ‘willing’ to See Love… perhaps ‘I am unwilling’ to give something to God to See through the eyes of Love. (lolololol… as I am typing this… I am ‘thinking’… when I am confused… I am always unwilling to See somebody or something through the eyes of Love… Of God… giggle…giggle…giggle…)

Now for another ‘paradox’… this ‘fighting my self’… shows up usually by ‘making you wrong’….LOLOLOLOL… omg… I can’t make this stuff up… and I will be starting a ‘stand up’ Comedy club for Others that Love to Laugh at Themselves and Share With Others…

So really Join with ‘me in my insanity’…I am abusing myself every time I am not Loving something… and I will respond to this ‘self abuse’, by making ‘You wrong’… Every time I make another wrong, or situation wrong … I am making me wrong…in my visual world… I am punching my self in the face and I experience pain.

I am attempting to create sin in my ‘pristine and angelic’ Truth. This is also Known as ‘fearing the Will of God’… God Wills Me to Experience Love… Express it in every movement and thought… I become blocked when ‘I Judge’ Any thing. (examples: good/bad, right/wrong, ect)

Now here is ‘egoic thinking’… By ‘making you wrong’… I can keep my ‘illusion of my pristine self’ in place… this is what is Known as ‘Spiritual Ego’… And ‘spiritual ego’ is All ways confused’… with a Big dose of ‘needing to be right’ thrown in… lolol…

So this process is… with ‘confusion’… where am I ‘making somebody or something wrong’… And that is My Starting Point…

Holy Spirit Jumps in to do the heavy lifting… the Clearing is Complete… I at some moment… ‘’make a connection’… I laugh at my self… I See Miracles All around Me…and this process continues…

I like to say of acim… very simple process… “Forgive and Repeat… Forgive…and Repeat…Forgive and Repeat… Keep Coming Home to Love”…

(note to myself…blog for another moment… the ‘Mind’ Olympics…going for Gold…practice, practice, practice)