Knives and Becca
(Insanity #600)

One of my best friends in the whole world is Becca. I trust her with my life. But I had this nightmare once that she was holding a huge knife and was trying to kill me. I could feel every cut the knife made as she sliced the cold steel into my bare skin. It was one of the most vivid dreams I have ever had. And even thought I love Becca with all my heart, I still can't go near her when she has a knife in her hands. Normaly when she's at my house she will grab an apple and a knife and sit down by me. I cannot be close to her without having a panick attack if she has a knife in her hands. If she does turn to talk to me I have to hold her wrist, out of fear of her accidently slipping and cutting me. I don't have this fear with anyone else. That nightmare just scared me so much I fear my one friend. Yupp....I'm pretty sure I've gone insane.