Missionary Nation to a Nation where other countries now send their missionaries

Blessing the children of Israel to turning your back on them and stealing their homeland

Oh America how you have drifted, drifted to sleep.

Oh America once you were a great light to all the world and now you have drifted into a sleeping darkness that will soon be forgotten; mentioned only in a whisper of old man’s story.

Oh America you are not mentioned at the end times of the Bible for a reason; for you will not be there, you will be swallowed up into another, you will be unrecognizable.

Awake oh Sleeping Drifter

Father God has established appointed times on His calendar to “meet” with His people, given us signs in the sky to get us to look up and remind us of those appointments and has given us prophecies in His Written Word for us to prepare for those appointments. Now the wind is blowing, a storm is brewing and we will probably be in the eye of the storm Friday, March 20. 2015.

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A Storm is Coming and our Lord God is about to speak! A Word of the Lord to America. By Thomas, an Apostle to those of like faith.

Then the Lord spoke to Job out of the storm:Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me. Job 40: 6-7

America; I write this to you in advance so that when you hear the Voice of the Lord, you will know it to be true. The Word of our Lord turns from a Nation to the individual people. Why a storm? To wake you from your sleep.

6. Prophecy-Predictions-Possibilities

Calendar – Every year based on God’s calendar that He gave to the Jews as appointed times or special appointments that the Jews were to keep & meet with God. Every year they would celebrate these “Feast” like a “Dress rehearsal” of what God promised He would do, on that feast in the future.

For example: The Feast of Tabernacles/Shelters/Harvest: (this year on Sept. 29 – Oct. 5), was instituted by God as a REMINDER for the Israelites in every generation of their deliverance by God from bondage in Egypt. But The feasts are also significant in that they FORESHADOW the work and actions of the coming Messiah. So every Feast of Tabernacles for the Jews is like a “Dress Rehearsal” of the coming of their Messiah. They know it will happen on this Feast, but they don’t know the year.

Do you get it? This is not some false prediction, this is a true possibility base on God’s calendar that He gave to the Jews.

We also know that the Jews are partially-spiritually blind, Romans 11:25.

For I do not desire, brethren, that you should be ignorant of this mystery, lest you should be wise in your own opinion, that blindness in part has happened to Israel until the fullness of the Gentiles has come in.

What does that mean concerning God’s calendar?

When the Jews were celebrating The Feast of Tabernacles, their Messiah Jesus the Son of the living God was born AND THEY DENIED HIM! The religious corrupt Jewish leaders knew Jesus was the Messiah but did not want to give-up their ruling positions & fulfilled prophecy by killing Him. Therefore THEY BECAME PARTICALLY BLIND!

The Jews are still celebrating The Feast of Tabernacles every year waiting for the coming of their Messiah, and their Messiah will come on Tabernacles but we Gentiles know that He is Jesus & His return will be the second coming after the 7 year Tribulation. But what about the rapture?

What does that mean for us Gentiles?

Jesus fulfilled the “Law” and by His death & resurrection started the 2000 period of Grace & Mercy (especially to us Gentiles). This 2000 years was “hidden” from the Old Testament Prophets and todays Jews were blind to it. The point is that the 2000 years is up, from the time of Jesus being killed to the time of of the catching away of The Bride of Christ.

Note – this is not the end of the World! We still have at least 1007 years left before there is a New Heaven & Earth.

Bringing is home.

What I am posting are the real possibilities based on God’s calendar to the Jews. What is the point? For me as an Apostle of Jesus Christ, I am one of the guys at the end of the parade:

April 4-5 – Pagan Holiday Easter – First Fruits Barley Harvest (counting to the day after the 1st Sabbath: April 5-May 23) (possible Dead in Christ rise first, possible on earth for 40 days)

May 23, 2015 Feast of Weeks (Pentecost): May 23-24 Full Barley Harvest (count 40 days) possible catching away of the Gentile 1. Dead in Christ who have risen 2.Overcomers 3. The Bride of Christ)

End of Shemitah & start of Year of Jubilee (Elul 29) September 13, 2015 (possible financial crash & end of USA as we know it – signing of a peace agreement between Israel and the whole world – The one world leader who signs it will be the Antichrist).

Feast of Trumpets: September 14-15

Day of Atonement: September 23-24

Blood Moon – Tabernacles, September 28, 2015 (possible catching away of the Gentile Martyrs saved after the rapture of the Bride).

Feast of Tabernacles/Shelters/Harvest: Sept. 29 – Oct. 5

The Eighth Day: October 5-6

Come to Jesus, there is still time; perhaps only hours. Ask Jesus to reveal Himself to you right now. When He does; bow your knee, verbally ask Jesus to forgive you of you sin and ask Him to come inside you to be your lord, believe me He has already done the rest!

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Prophecy 5 – Full Teaching on Appointed Times. As You Wake & While we are waiting for March 20, 2015…

A Storm is Coming and our Lord God is about to speak! A Word of the Lord to America. By Thomas, an Apostle to those of like faith.

Then the Lord spoke to Job out of the storm: Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me. Job 40: 6-7

I am not giving my opinions just possibilities that line up with scripture my goal is to see through the veil by putting on the Mind of Christ 1 Corinthians 2:16. Again, what is the purpose for looking into the appointed times of God? To keep us awake; ever praying, serving and witnessing of the great love of Jesus knowing that this season of Grace and Mercy is quickly coming to an end!

God’s Calendar

Understanding God’s Calendar that He established with Moses concerning “appointed times” was first based on remembering the first Passover in Egypt and then the other Feasts which all had their beginning & ending according to the “new moon” or the tiny crescent moon in the sky. Prideful man cannot just assume what day it is, he must “LOOK UP” and calculate from each “new moon”! More on this & the blood moons below. (a)

Sabbath, Shemitah, Jubilee – just as every seventh day was laid out by God as a Sabbath day of rest, every seventh year or Shemitah year was designated as a Sabbath year or a year of rest and at the end of every seven Shemitah years (or 49 years) started the year of Jubilee (or the 50th year)!

Don’t let the word “rest” fool you; Jewish understanding is that they only got rest, blessing & refreshment IF they followed the way and commands of God all week then a Sabbath, all year for 7 years then a Shemitah, every Shemitah for 7 Shemitahs then a Jubilee! (b)

Harbingers – But what if they did evil and did not follow the ways of God? They would receive Judgment instead. If God’s people were not faithful our loving God who wanted to give rest & blessings would always send Harbingers or a series of warnings to help His people repent & get back on track so He could bless them.

So what does this have to do with America? America was founded as a Christian Faith based Nation but has not been faithful to God who has blessed her and established her; to which we have seen God’s warnings or Harbingers (the major ones based around the Twin Towers). Not only has America not repented as a Nation, America has gone just the opposite direction; actually denying that this country was built on Christian values, plus God’s Word is on the edge of being illegal (considered a book promoting hate-crimes and the name of Jesus cannot be used in public prayer.

Current note: more Jews still live in USA than any other place except Israel. God always had to use hardships to get the Children of Israel moving; in this case, moving back to Israel. American Harbingers should be a warning at least to the remaining Jews to get moving back to Israel. (c)

2. Current Calendar

September 24, 2014 was the start of a 7th Shemitah year. March 20, 2015 is the exact midpoint of the Shemitah and sundown September 13, 2015 the exact end of the Shemitah year on the Hebrew calendar day of Elul 29 and the start of the 50th year; The Year of Jubilee.

3. Signs in the Sky

Back to “looking up” to the moon and the sun.

Blood Moons – Understanding the importance of the moon and “appointed times” we look at a lunar eclipse or eclipse of the moon (called blood moons; as at the moment of eclipse the moon turns red). Jewish understanding is that a lunar eclipse is a “sign” for the Nation of Israel and that a solar eclipse or eclipse of the sun is a sign for the sinful world or Gentile Nations. (d)

March 20, 2015

To understand why I would consider the solar eclipse on March 20, 2015 to be a judgment for the Gentile Nations especially USA we must zoom our lens out a little farther to look at an amazing sequence of lunar eclipses called Biblical Tetrads (groups of fours) in this case 4 blood moons that eclipse on God’s calendar of appointed times declaring the start of Jewish Feasts. This has only happen in this order twice in the last 500 years and this will be the eight time since AD 1 plus it will not happen again for about another 600 hundreds years.

If the odds of Biblical Blood Moon Tetrads are not great enough to grab you attention; put a solar eclipse right in the middle of the four blood moons and have it land on the Jewish New Year. The odds of that happening are not one in a million/trillion – the odds are so slim that I could not get all of the zeros on this page!

4. Follow all of the overlays on this year’s calendar.

2014 – 2015 four blood moon total lunar eclipses all falling on feast days with a solar eclipse in the middle landing on the Jewish New Year plus landing in the middle of a Shemitah Year but not just any Shemitah Year the seventh in a row which ushers in the Year of Jubilee on September 13, 2015.

April 4-5 – Pagan Holiday Easter – First Fruits Barley Harvest (counting to the day after the 1st Sabbath: April 5-May 23) (possible Dead in Christ rise first, possible on earth for 40 days)

May 23, 2015 Feast of Weeks (Pentecost): May 23-24 Full Barley Harvest (count 40 days) possible catching away of the Gentile 1. Dead in Christ who have risen 2.Overcomers 3. The Bride of Christ)

End of Shemitah & start of Year of Jubilee (Elul 29) September 13, 2015 (possible financial crash & end of USA as we know it – signing of a peace agreement between Israel and the whole world – The one world leader who signs it will be the Antichrist).

Feast of Trumpets: September 14-15

Day of Atonement: September 23-24

Blood Moon – Tabernacles, September 28, 2015 (possible catching away of the Gentile Martyrs saved after the rapture of the Bride).

Feast of Tabernacles/Shelters/Harvest: Sept. 29 – Oct. 5

The Eighth Day: October 5-6

5. Fact Review about Blood Moons & Israel

What is significant about this? A tetrad of lunar eclipses on feast days has only occurred two times in the last 500 years; 1949/50, and 1967/68. During each of those tetrads of total eclipses Israel was at war.

“Though Israel was declared an independent state sixty years ago in 1948, the war with its neighbors began after its first day and lasted for a year. Therefore, the first lunar eclipse of 1949 occurred during this war for the establishment of Israel. The next tetrad began on Passover 1967, which was just six weeks before the Six-Day-War. Therefore, these two significant wars of Israel were covered by each tetrad period.”

6. Fact Review about Shemitah Years & the USA:

For instance, the five greatest economic crashes of the last 40 years – 1973, 1980, 1987, 2001 and 2008 – all occurred in Shemitah years – those God set apart as Sabbath years. In 2001 and 2008 they coincided precisely with the exact end of the Shemitah year on the Hebrew calendar day of Elul 29. (d)

As You Wake & While we are waiting for March 20, 2015…

Father God has established appointed times on His calendar to “meet” with His people, given us signs in the sky to get us to look up and remind us of those appointments and has given us prophecies in His Written Word for us to prepare for those appointments. Now the wind is blowing, a storm is brewing and we will probably be in the eye of the storm Friday, March 20. 2015.

Next: Prophecy 6. Brace Yourself, God is going to Speak out of the Storm

*Mark Biltz: The Feasts of the Lord (a), Blood Moons (d).

*Jonathan Cahn: The Harbingers (c), The Mystery of the Shemitah (b).

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Prophecy 4 – Timeline Possibility. As You Wake & While we are waiting for March 20, 2015…

A Storm is Coming and our Lord God is about to speak! A Word of the Lord to America. By Thomas, an Apostle to those of like faith.

Then the Lord spoke to Job out of the storm:Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me. Job 40: 6-7

I am not giving my opinions just possibilities that line up with scripture my goal is to see through the veil by putting on the Mind of Christ 1 Corinthians 2:16. Again, what is the purpose for looking into the appointed times of God? To keep us awake; ever praying, serving and witnessing of the great love of Jesus knowing that this season of Grace and Mercy is quickly coming to an end!

Below I have listed what I know for sure: the important calendar dates on God’s calendar, the signs in the sky and in (parenthesis) I have listed true possibilities according to scripture and Jewish understanding.

2014 – 2015 four blood moon total lunar eclipses all falling on feast days with a solar eclipse in the middle landing on the Jewish New Year plus landing in the middle of a Shemitah Year but not just any Shemitah Year the seventh in a row which ushers in the Year of Jubilee on September 13, 2015. Jewish understanding is that a lunar eclipse is a “sign” for the Nation of Israel and that a solar eclipse or eclipse of the sun is a “sign” of judgment for the sinful world or Gentile Nations.

April 4-5 – Pagan Holiday Easter – First Fruits Barley Harvest (counting to the day after the 1st Sabbath: April 5-May 23) (possible Dead in Christ rise first, possible on earth for 40 days)

May 23, 2015 Feast of Weeks (Pentecost): May 23-24 Full Barley Harvest (count 40 days) possible catching away of the Gentile 1. Dead in Christ who have risen 2.Overcomers 3. The Bride of Christ)

End of Shemitah & start of Year of Jubilee (Elul 29) September 13, 2015 (possible financial crash & end of USA as we know it – signing of a peace agreement between Israel and the whole world – The one world leader who signs it will be the Antichrist).

Feast of Trumpets: September 14-15

Day of Atonement: September 23-24

Blood Moon – Tabernacles, September 28, 2015 (possible catching away of the Gentile Martyrs saved after the rapture of the Bride).

Feast of Tabernacles/Shelters/Harvest: Sept. 29 – Oct. 5

The Eighth Day: October 5-6

As You Wake & While we are waiting for March 20, 2015…

Father God has established appointed times on His calendar to “meet” with His people, given us signs in the sky to get us to look up and remind us of those appointments and has given us prophecies in His Written Word for us to prepare for those appointments. Now the wind is blowing, a storm is brewing and we will probably be in the eye of the storm Friday, March 20. 2015.

3. As You Wake, Remember this

A Storm is Coming and our Lord God is about to speak! A Word of the Lord to America. By Thomas, an Apostle to those of like faith.

Then the Lord spoke to Job out of the storm:Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me. Job 40: 6-7

America; I write this to you in advance so that when you hear the Voice of the Lord, you will know it to be true. The Word of our Lord turns from a Nation to the individual people.

Father God has already given America opportunity to repent as a Nation but instead America has continued to drift down a slippery slope, and has come to the edge of the cliff. Now our Lord will address the Individuals who live in America because the storm will fall on the just and the unjust.

As You Wake, Remember this

Oh America, you have drifted from your ways, you have turned you back on you purpose and calling in this life, you have removed yourself from the protection of the One who established you. Did you deceive yourself to believe that there would be no consequence?

“He (God) makes the nations great, then destroys them; He enlarges the nations, then leads them away. He deprives of intelligence the chiefs of the earth’s people And makes them wander in a pathless waste. They grope in darkness with no light, And He makes them stagger like a drunken man.” Job 12:23-25

As You Wake, Remember this

Father God has established appointed times on His calendar to “meet” with His people, given us signs in the sky to get us to look up and remind us of those appointments and has given us prophecies in His Written Word for us to prepare for those appointments. Now the wind is blowing, a storm is brewing and we will probably be in the eye of the storm Friday, March 20. 2015.

Missionary Nation to a Nation where other countries now send their missionaries

Blessing the children of Israel to turning your back on them and stealing their homeland

Oh America how you have drifted, drifted to sleep.

Oh America once you were a great light to all the world and now you have drifted into a sleeping darkness that will soon be forgotten; mentioned only in a whisper of old man’s story.

Oh America you are not mentioned at the end times of the Bible for a reason; for you will not be there, you will be swallowed up into another, you will be unrecognizable.

Awake oh Sleeping Drifter

Father God has established appointed times on His calendar to “meet” with His people, given us signs in the sky to get us to look up and remind us of those appointments and has given us prophecies in His Written Word for us to prepare for those appointments. Now the wind is blowing, a storm is brewing and we will probably be in the eye of the storm Friday, March 20. 2015.

Why a Storm? A Storm is Coming and our Lord God is about to speak! A Word of the Lord to America. By Thomas, an Apostle to those of like faith.

Then the Lord spoke to Job out of the storm:Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me. Job 40: 6-7

America; I write this to you in advance so that when you hear the Voice of the Lord, you will know it to be true. The Word of our Lord turns from a Nation to the individual people.

Why a storm? To wake you from your sleep.

America, there was a season when you:

Revered the One True God

Walked humbly in the Holiness of His Grace and Mercy

Honored and prayed openly in the name of Jesus

Consulted the Written Word of God for the absolute Truth in every situation

Received direction, inspiration and revelation from The Holy Spirit

Celebrated the sacred marriage covenant of the man and woman

Valued human life & protected the unborn

Fought to be set free from religious & political bondage

Declared liberty and equality for those who were enslaved

Spread the “good news” of salvation to the ends of the world

Blessed the children of Israel and supported their return to God & their homeland

Oh America how you have drifted, drifted to sleep.

Why a storm? To wake you from your sleep.

Father God has established appointed times on His calendar to “meet” with His people, given us signs in the sky to get us to look up and remind us of those appointments and has given us prophecies in His Written Word for us to prepare for those appointments. Now the wind is blowing, a storm is brewing and we will probably be in the eye of the storm Friday, March 20. 2015.

February 16, 2015: I have not dreamed like this for years. Walking in my old office at Christian Faith Center in Western Washington, it was dark outside my window and I knew the evening service was about to begin. I was rushed by the music leader and told that I was leading the singing and the musicians, sound team & the graphic team who put the words on the flat screens needed my song list.

I looked around my office & it was just as I left it when I was fired back in 1993, I reached to a top shelf to get a 3 ringed binder with most of the old songs I used to sing but the binder was gone and I realized I kept tugging at my suit, I was not comfortable at all.

Next there was a woman outside my door yelling, as I open the door I see that she was with two other lady friends of hers that were trying to quite her and get her to leave. She was demanding to know why Casey Treat was supporting an issue that was Non Biblical. I began to ask her about the issue when someone started to whisper in my ear: “Ask her if she is a member” she said: “Yes”. Then the voice instructed me to ask her: “Which Campus” when I asked her she just got mad, I realized I was not helping her but only deflected the conversation back to make her “feel” like she lost the argument (this was a typical Religious Babylonian tactic). Then I began to boldly speak in other tongues to clear the atmosphere of demonic confusion and everyone quickly left.

Reentering my office I saw Casey standing in front of my desk, he didn’t look so good and I could tell he was perturbed as the service was being delayed, I can’t remember Casey saying anything just then the sound guy rushed in and started wiring me with a mic but it felt all bunched up under my suitcoat. I walked down the hallway with him then I slipped into the rest room to try to fix my coat. As I looked in the mirror it wasn’t that I was fat, it was the suit itself; it just didn’t fit any more.

Leaving the restroom, the hallway was clear, I could hear Casey’s voice from the auditorium trying to lead singing and it was horrible. No band just someone playing “off key” on the piano. As I entered the auditorium I noticed it had been remodeled, it had the feeling of an old religious décor; pews with song books, four foot white walls separating the people from the platform, an all-white piano and it just looked, felt & smelt old & dead. A staff member I remember on the music team walked up to the stage mic, trying to take the awkward feeling off of Casey, he tried to pray in tongues like I had done earlier but he added a “sing song” style to it and it was hideous but the congregation couldn’t discern it one way or the other, they all seemed hypnotized.

I actually squeezed into a pew full of people to get a hymnal and the people acted as if I was invisible, they didn’t even see me. I started to grab a hymnal but there weren’t any; now all of the backs of the pews were filled with old library books and trash.

I stood up straight, still very uncomfortable in the suit I was wearing, looked around with a feeling of exhaustion, weariness, sadness and despair. Dream over.

For me personally I know exactly what the dreams means, God is very clear with me and I don’t need to post my interpretation for me but what about you? Does this dream speak to you on any level? If I can help, write me and let me know.

Time to glean

These past years the commission from my Lord Jesus has narrowed from a broad “shotgun” type ministry of the whole world, to a more focused target. Some would call me a missionary, not to an underdeveloped country but a missionary to the United States of America, primarily to the Gentile Church of the United States of America. Things have changed here and I am to be a witness to the fact that just because “man” changes things does not mean that God indorses those changes.

Time to take inventory of this once great nation; to see and hear what the Lord Jesus has to say about what to speak and what to do. “Father God I ask in Jesus Name that You would lead and guide us as we take inventory, let us stay focused on your tour, help us not to get distracted. In those places where it may seem dark and hopeless; hold our hand, give us strength and make Your purposes clear and sure. Amen”

There will be terrible times in the last days. People will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boastful, proud, abusive, disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy, without love, unforgiving, slanderous, without self-control, brutal, not lovers of the good, treacherous, rash, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of God— having a form of godliness but denying its power. Have nothing to do with such people.2 Timothy 3:1-5 (NIV)

Inventory:

Men and women who have called themselves spokesmen for God: have, are and continue to rape the sheep of God. These false teachers have left hundreds of thousands of people maimed, hurt, confused and broke. False Evangelists have physically gone from city to city operating in a spirit of witchcraft and stealing what little God’s sheep had. This destruction continues today through the airwaves. People have been paralyzed through lies, false hope and mind altering substances.

A word from our Lord (even though this may apply to other regions in the world, remember the context is the USA)

“This is the hour of final gleaning just as Ruth (Ruth 2:3) gleaned behind the reapers in the field of Boaz. Walk through the fields says our Lord, lift up the rubble, call out one more time, and communicate again with loved ones, even those who call you enemy.

Listen; listen for a breath, for a heartbeat for any interest in Truth. Reach out with faith; faith to bring little ones to salvation, faith to heal the sick and to cast out demons, faith to pray for a sound mind.

In this hour of final gleaning do not be distracted by the promoting of large crowds; glean the one, glean the two be the good servant (Matthew 24:45).”

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I am sorry to post the above video clip of Mark Driscoll because I know he was caught in a religions trap, even if he created it himself. This abuse has got to stop!

The True Church.

Has one of your friends or family been spiritually abused by this fiasco, please Email this to them.

As God pulls back the spiritual veil I can see around 20,000 hurt, scared, mad, and confused followers of Jesus because of Mark Driscoll and Mars Hill.

HEAR THIS GOOD NEWS!

What you experienced in Jesus WAS REAL! But now what do you do with it, where do you go from here? For your sake and the sake of your family and The True Church – STAY HOME!

Stay home and be blessed & healed starting by reading my free EBook; Church what it is and is not. You will find that you may be spot on. There is a good chance that you are in God’s perfect will and on the perfect bulls-eye!

EVERY week thousands of members of the body of Christ are sitting at home, confused, hurt, isolated & unassembled. These people know that they love Jesus, but have had a hard time understanding what has been called the “Church.” Most of these folks have walked with Jesus for many years, and have desperately tried to fit inby doing everything that was expected of them. They have served many departments, given of their time & resources, & sat through endless hours of meetings trying to help the Leader in his many decisions. But something was wrong, something was lacking, something was out-of-order and there seemed to be no solution, so they just quietly slipped home & never returned. Perhaps this describes you or someone you know.

For those who have looked at “the Church” and have made a decision not to participate because of all of the abuse, scandals and confusion, “I ask that you would forgive us.” Truly we have not been a good example of who Jesus the Son of the Living God really is. But after today, after reading the truth in these pages, you will no longer have an excuse for not following Jesus. No matter what man has done to you or what you have seen man do to others. Please read on.

My purpose is to give hope to you valuable people at home; you may be closer to the perfect will of God than you know! Even in the sorry condition of the seven churches of Asia, Jesus still referred to them as golden.

Hear these words, Jesus gave his very life for the church and He still considers us valuable containers of His presence! He still calls us friend and His Bride-to-be! However, if a sailing ship was traveling from Cordova Alaska to San Francisco, California, and its navigation was one degree off with no course correction, eventually it would wind up in Chile, South America. Do you see the point? Just one degree off over 4000 miles!

Jesus only mentioned the word church twice in all of his teachings; do you suppose what we have today is what He intended? Or could it be that 2000 years ago, the church got one degree off course and has not only not hit the bull’s-eye, but has missed the target all together? Do we dare ask this question? I did and my findings are frightfully FREEING!

This book is by no means a complete exhaustive theological study on the subject of ‘The Church’, but I do believe by understanding the history, the process and some “real life” experiences, it might help you see a bigger picture. For those of you that have left the church building and haven’t returned, this might answer some of your questions, remove any shame that “well meaning” people have put on you and possibly show you how close to the perfect will of God you might be.

I too have been wounded by what has been called the “Church,” and some of my writings reflect those scars. My intent is not to throw stones, but to reveal my process. This book is written in the order that the information was discovered, much like a journal. You may understand the revelations better if you read it from beginning to end. I pray that you find the information and process as life changing as I did.