so i totally worked 12 hours today...im def a lil delirious..theres this girl at work named avis who totally had me rollin at work.."CCCCCRaaaaaaaaaannnberray juice"..

its good to know that im finally off, now its time to edit some photos, maybe finally watch that movie, maybe just go to sleep, its totally funny how addicted i've gotten to working out..i think i must have thought about it at least 40x today. among other things...

Friday, May 29, 2009

I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"And i want life in every word to the extent that it's absurdI know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fearThat your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?

Thursday, May 28, 2009

if i would have known half the things i know now..i would've been in a waaaaay better place. I found my mind playing out different scenarios, and one thing else i noticed is. It's hard to keep my attention focused on one thing for too long...maybe thats my problem..But things happen they way the were supposed to...if not i wouldn't be who i be...i'm sorry i suck as a friend sometimes, i expect you to show you care too much because im too scared out being the only one.....

The sky CRACKED and boom! this blog was born! haha...i figured im tired of writing on facebook and myspace...so here i be. so soo so....todays was a party at chris's. I don't know whats gotten into me lately? I have been very "off with his head"-ish. I just reached a point in which i feel like everyone needs to start acting they're age. Im not talking about no one in-particular im saying though, we are only getting older. One thing i do need to stop doing is been so brash with my comments. What happened to the days in which i thought about what i did before i did them? haha..emo already and im just getting started! Maybe its just at phase...im hoping as for this other thing. it's not.