The speaker was a Dutch Franciscan friar; the bright young man, a student at
the Franciscan minor seminary in Megen, the Netherlands.

"You are too bright to be a Franciscan," the priest continued.

"There are many bright Franciscans, Father."

"I am talking about you, Anno. You should be a Jesuit . . . not a
Franciscan."

This conversation took place just before the turn of the 20th century. And,
as happens in every century, the young man took none of his elder's advice. He
joined neither the Franciscans nor the Jesuits; he became a Carmelite priest.
His name was Anno Sjoerd Brandsma. He was born in Friesland, a province in the
northwest corner of the Netherlands on February 23, 1881.

Anno's ancestors scooped their land from the sea, first with bare hands and
later with primitive tools. Living with their faces to the sea and their feet on
fertile farmland wrested from the waters, the Frisians were—and are—an
enterprising and quietly determined people, a distinct and colorful minority in
the densely populated Netherlands. Physically strong, they revere decency of
life and foster all the qualities that have made the Dutch famous—cleanliness,
order, intelligence and discipline.

Anno's father, Titus, a sober and creative man, deeply loved his people and
his Catholic faith. He promoted and developed the Frisian cooperative dairy
system and immersed himself in local politics. He and his wife, Tjitsje Postma,
had six children, four girls and two boys, whom they reared in an atmosphere of
piety, hard work and joy on the large farm they called Oegeklooster. The family
attended daily Mass and contrary to the custom of the times, Titus and Tjitsje
received communion frequently during the week. Titus loved music and frequently
gathered his brood around the family piano for sing-a-longs and dancing lessons.
An accomplished folk dancer, farmer Brandsma enlivened many of his family's
happiest hours as he taught his children the steps of intricate polkas and
mazurkas.

Anno desired to become a priest from the time he was a young boy. At the age
of 11, he asked his father's permission to enter the Franciscan minor seminary
in Megen to begin preparatory studies. He was a frail boy and not blessed with
the strong constitution typical of his people. He was a willing worker but could
never handle the heavy farm work Frisian children customarily performed. Titus
and Tjitsje, although concerned about his health, gave him permission to try the
seminary, and Anno left home in the fall of 1892.

During his six years at Megen, Anno, well-endowed with Frisian common sense
and stability and possessed of keen intelligence, succeeded very well in his
studies. His winsome personality made him a favorite with professors and
students. His classmates called him "de Punt," a nickname meaning
"Shorty." In his third year at the seminary he developed a severe
intestinal disorder and lost a considerable amount of weight. The friars ordered
a special diet for him, featuring cream, eggs, butter and other foods that
enabled him to regain his lost weight. He soon recovered his health and returned
with renewed energies to his studies. His superiors, however, not satisfied that
he was strong enough for the rigors of Dutch Franciscan life, suggested that he
seek a gentler form of life. The rejection hurt, but Anno accepted it with grace
and resiliency.

In September 1898, Anno presented himself at the Carmelite monastery in
Boxmeer, Holland, as a candidate for the order and was cheerfully accepted. On
entering the novitiate he observed the custom of changing his name to indicate
the beginning of his new life. His choice was Titus.

Carmelites trace their origin to Holy Land pilgrims and ex-crusaders who, in
the spirit of the Old Testament prophet Elias, adopted an eremitical form of
life on and around Mt. Carmel about the middle of the 12th century. Their
primitive rule was approved by Pope Honorius III in 1226. Twenty-one years later
St. Simon Stock, to whom Mary revealed the scapular, became general superior of
the order and the strong leader of its establishment and spread in Europe.

Despite internal divisions and vagaries of religious and political
revolutions, the Carmelites contributed significantly to the ministry of the
church in Europe until the 18th century when the order fell afoul of the
Austrian emperor's anti-papal policies and the atheism unleashed by French
revolutionaries. By 1830 there were only two Carmelite monasteries in western
Europe: one in Austria with three members and the other in Boxmeer with three
members.

A decade later the Boxmeer community, freed from the political oppression
that had been suffocating it, attracted new members and stirred with new life.
By the 1850s the community had 24 members and began sending men on mission to
pioneer the foundation of new monasteries in the Netherlands, England, the
United States, Poland, France and Austria. Carmelites from Boxmeer eventually
opened missions in Brazil and Indonesia.

Anno joined the Carmelites as this wave of renewal was cresting. The Boxmeer
community consisted of 39 friars who spent their days in prayer, silence and
solitude. Fasting, austerity, contemplation and study were the ingredients of
the Carmelite way. Anno—living in a simple cell, sleeping on a straw mattress,
bending over books at his desk, kneeling in quiet prayer, chanting the midnight
office in the chapel, eating the simplest foods, recreating quietly with his
confreres—knew he had found his niche. "I am very happy now," he
wrote home.

During his novitiate, Titus began a lifelong study of the writings of St.
Teresa of Avila, the most astute and articulate analyst of the Carmelite spirit.
(In 1970 Teresa was proclaimed a Doctor of the Church.) In his spare time, he
translated several of her works and published them in 1901 under the title,
Selected Writings From the Works of St. Teresa. The effort represented the first
of his many contributions to the literature of mysticism. He discovered that he
had a facile pen and an ability to translate the most scholarly concepts into
clear, concise language. These translations marked the beginning of a long and
successful literary career.

Titus also initiated several literary projects with his fellow students
during his novitiate and subsequent years of study. He encouraged them to
produce articles on various religious topics and acted as their literary agent
in selling their work to Dutch magazines and newspapers. He developed an
in-house magazine for the Carmelites which he eventually published for all Dutch
Catholics. These early writings revealed his characteristically Carmelite
attraction to mysticism and his typically Frisian interest in Christian
responsibility for social justice.

At times his austere lifestyle, coupled with the added exertions of
translating and writing, took a heavy toll on Titus' fragile constitution. He
experienced recurrent attacks of intestinal difficulties and general weakness.
His superior, a gentle and sensible Dutchman, often grounded him, relieving him
of the obligation to assist at midnight office and other monastic duties. The
friars, anxious that Titus stay in their community, assisted him in every
possible manner.

His courage did not flag. On one occasion he wrote to his grandmother, who
was also probably ill at the time: "Keep up your courage and continue to be
happy. Then everything will right itself.... Do believe this."

In October 1899, his Carmelite superiors allowed their happy, if frail, Titus
to profess his first vows in the order and approved the continuation of his
studies for the priesthood.

Bright and articulate, Titus had little difficulty in mastering the required
studies in philosophy and theology. He was ordained a priest June 17, 1905,
celebrated his first solemn Mass in Friesland and, after a short vacation with
parents and relatives, reported to the Carmelite monastery in Oss for his final
year of theology.

His superiors intended to send Titus to Rome for doctoral studies. During
final examinations at Oss, however, he ran afoul of a testy examining professor
who resented his liberal thinking, picked him to shreds in oral questioning, and
effectively squelched for the time being any hope for studies in the Eternal
City. Titus, while accepting this setback with some degree of resignation, was
jolted again when his superiors assigned him, a respected scholar and successful
writer, to sacristan and bookkeeping duties at Boxmeer. Always resilient, the
new priest graciously and cheerfully accepted the assignment.

The appointment to Rome for doctoral studies came a year later, after his
superiors judged they could override the objections of the professor who had
previously flunked him.

Titus' calmness, gentleness and quiet good humor won him the affection and
admiration of the international group of students at the Carmelite College of
St. Albert in Rome. Illness plagued him again, however, preventing him from
passing final examinations the first time. After a successful second try, he was
awarded a doctorate in philosophy by the Pontifical Gregorian University October
25, 1909.

Titus, a doctor of philosophy, returned to the Netherlands to assume a
teaching post at Oss.

Carmelite renewal had peaked during the early 1900s but, by the time of his
return from Rome, vocations to his and other orders had dropped sharply. He
nevertheless labored to establish the best training system possible for the
small number of seminarians. Superiors of the order, responding to the urgings
of Titus and other scholars, determined to provide the most competent faculties
and the finest seminary programs. During some terms Titus taught only two or
three students, always with well-prepared and thoroughly researched lectures and
classes. His subject matter dealt with the relationship between philosophy and
theology.

Titus combined writing and other activities with his teaching career. He
founded Carmelrozen, a journal of Carmelite spirituality, which he edited and
for which he encouraged his students to write. In 1916 he organized a team of
scholars to do more translations of the voluminous works of St. Teresa of Avila.
He was appointed editor of the local daily newspaper in 1919 and collaborated on
a Frisian translation of the famous spiritual guide, Imitation of Christ. Ever
the practical businessman, he negotiated government and business loans for a new
library in Oss and engaged in numerous civic and religious projects.

Despite his time-consuming round of activities, Titus never neglected his
Carmelite way of life, which demanded several hours of prayer and meditation
each day. No wonder he wrote to a friend: "Last night I was still working
until one-thirty, and this morning I said Mass at six-thirty since school
started again at eight o'clock." No wonder also that from time to time his
health broke under the strain.

His spirit was willing but his flesh was too weak to maintain the fast and
demanding pace of his apostolic involvements. In the summer of 1921 he suffered
a general physical collapse and, with recurrent hemorrhaging and persistent
pain, hovered between life and death for many weeks. Then, suddenly Titus began
to recover and was back to full stride by early winter of that year.

Busy Titus always had time for people. The more unfortunate they were, the
more time he gave them. The eccentric, the poor, the ignorant, the despised—all
felt at home with him and had no hesitation about invading his privacy. His
heart, overruling his fondness for organization, impelled him to drop everything
and turn full attention to the plight of any distressed person who showed up,
unannounced, at his doorstep. When he met people who were hungry, he fed them.
If he had no money to give, he brought them to his home. He provided clothing,
rent, money and consolation without stint to all who came his way. Once he took
the blanket off his own bed to warm a poor person. He spent hours listening to
the complaints of frustrated artists and outraged scholars, and struggled to
right the wrongs they suffered. If his head was in the high and luminous clouds
of philosophy and mysticism, his feet were planted firmly on the rocky ground of
human suffering and confusion.

Kneeling in prayer by the hour, leaning over his desk while preparing his
lectures, listening patiently to the words of a suffering human being,
counseling a student, sitting at his typewriter with his head concealed by
billows of blue smoke from the cigar clenched in his teeth—Titus Brandsma was
a happy man. And he brought happiness with everything he did and to everyone he
met.

The Catholic University of Nijmegen, the first of its kind in the modern
history of the Netherlands, was established in 1923. It symbolized the endurance
and hardiness of Dutch Catholics who had suffered severe persecution during
several centuries of political and religious upheaval, and were still struggling
for survival and equality in the 20th century.

Dutch Protestants and Catholics took religion seriously. Both were quite
willing to die for their beliefs, and since the Reformation each provided the
opportunity for the other to do so at various intervals. By the end of the 19th
century, however, Protestants and Catholics had learned to live side by side as
separate and distinct groups. Protestants, whose communicants included the king
and queen, were in the majority, both in numbers and influence.

The new institution at Nijmegen sparked great enthusiasm among Dutch
Catholics. One of them, Titus, felt deeply honored when he was invited to join
the university's first faculty as a professor of philosophy and mysticism.

His position at the university widened Titus' sphere of influence. His
winning personality and genuine religious spirit attracted young people. His
students gave him mixed reviews as a lecturer but highest grades as an
approachable human being. He continued his writing apostolate and was eventually
appointed superior of a monastery

established near the university for students of the Carmelite Order.

From his quarters at Nijmegen, Titus—who spoke Italian, Frisian and English—was
summoned constantly to hear confessions, give counsel and help the unfortunate.
His apostolic spirit and his love for the Frisian people, who were mostly
Protestant, drew him to establish a special Catholic society for Friesland. In
1926 he organized the first national pilgrimage to the site in Friesland where
St. Boniface, who planted the faith in the region, was martyred in the eighth
century. He continued work on various projects for his order. He also earned a
reputation as a skillful lobbyist with the government on behalf of the
university, and as a successful negotiator of government loans and grants for
the institution.

In 1932 Titus was elected to a one-year term as rector magnificus, president,
of the Catholic University of Nijmegen and accepted the office with joy and his
customary deference.

Titus proved to be an excellent administrator and rector. His non-threatening
personality, his uncanny ability to reconcile hardheaded and opinionated
university professors and administrators, and his negotiating skill all combined
to make him truly a magnificent rector.

On the evening the university celebrated its 10th anniversary, the day after
Titus' term as rector expired, students, alumni, and faculty members went to a
local hotel for a celebration. Later that same evening, a group in high spirits
left the hotel and paraded by torchlight to the Carmelite monastery. When Titus,
responding to their enthusiastic demands for an immediate audience, appeared and
tried to quiet the crowd, they accorded him a tumultuous ovation. The students
and faculty he loved could hardly have paid him a more touching tribute.

After the expiration of his term as rector of the university, Titus returned
to the classroom and lecture hall while continuing to commit himself to other
apostolic endeavors which included writing and lecturing throughout the country.
In 1935, at the request of his superiors in Rome, he undertook a lecture tour to
Carmelite foundations in the United States, during which he traveled in the East
and Midwest.

After a visit to Niagara Falls, he wrote in his journal:

I am . . . contemplating the imposing Niagara Falls. From their high channel,
I see them rushing down ceaselessly.... What is surprising is the marvelous and
complex possibility of the waters. . . . I see God in the work of his hands and
the marks of his love in every visible thing. I am seized by a supreme joy which
is above all other joys.

Irish Carmelites who helped him perfect his use of English during a visit to
their country before the United States tour, remembered him for his gentleness,
humor and genuine goodness. They also marveled that Titus, unused to alcohol,
consumed respectable amounts of potent Irish whiskey without showing any of the
usual effects.

As the 1930s ended, Titus, despite nagging ill health, continued to mobilize
every talent he possessed, every ounce of energy he could muster, to pursue his
contemplative and active life.

In one of his lectures at Nijmegen, he revealed the source of his happiness
and productivity:

First of all, we have to see God as the fundamental basis for our being. This
basis is hidden in the inner depth of our nature. There we have to see him and
to meditate on him.... We then not only adore him in our own being but also in
everything that exists.

Shortly before Titus left for the United States, Archbishop (later Cardinal)
De Jong, ranking prelate of the Dutch hierarchy, appointed him spiritual advisor
to the mostly lay staff members of the more than 30 Catholic newspapers in the
country. The purpose of the appointment was to strengthen relations between the
hierarchy and the working Catholic press. Titus, well-qualified for the liaison
assignment, had no difficulty in winning the respect and cooperation of the
journalists.

Adolf Hitler became Chancellor of Germany in January 1933. By that time he
had already set in motion the forces of patriotism, political fanaticism, racial
hatred and rigid party discipline that produced the Nazi dictatorship in Germany
and prepared it for expansion into Austria, Czechoslovakia, the Scandinavian
countries, Poland, Belgium, the Netherlands and France.

Titus, with sadness and foreboding, observed and correctly interpreted the
ominous development of Nazism. In classroom, lecture hall and the press, he
warned the Dutch against Hitler's tyranny. "The Nazi movement is a black
lie," he proclaimed. "It is pagan." His critique and denunciation
of the Nazi movement in Germany and its counterpart in Holland did not escape
the notice of the Dutch National Socialist Party. He became a man marked for
eventual reprisal.

German tanks bearing the swastika and flying red war banners burst across the
Dutch frontier May 10, 1940, spearheading a blitzkrieg that rapidly crushed all
organized military resistance.

With armed forces in command and Nazi officials and collaborators in
political control, the repression of freedom became the objective in Holland.
Accordingly, objectors to the occupation were deemed traitorous, organized
religion came under attack, and Jews were victimized as they had already been in
Germany.

Catholics came under strict regulation and straitened circumstances.
Authorities decreed that priests and religious could not be principals or
directors of secondary schools. The teaching salaries of priests and religious
were cut by 40 percent. Catholic schools were ordered to expel Jewish students.

Appointed by the bishops, Titus appeared before officials at The Hague to
present clearly and vigorously Catholic opposition to the crippling directives;
to no avail.

The Dutch bishops announced January 26, 1941, that the sacraments were to be
refused . . . to the Catholic of whom it was known that he was supporting the
National-Socialist movement to a considerable extent . . . because it seriously
endangers the Christian conception of life of all those who participate in it.

The bishops spoke again when the Nazis decreed a heavy-handed takeover of the
Roman Catholic Workers' Union. In a letter addressed to the Dutch people in July
1941, they said:

We have long maintained silence—that is to say, publicly—about the many
injustices to which we Catholics have been submitted during recent months....

The letter continued with a listing of injustices, stating in part:

. . . We have been forbidden to hold collections . . . for our own charitable
and cultural institutions.... Our Catholic broadcast . . . has been taken away
from us. Our Catholic daily press has either been suspended or has been so
limited in its freedom of expression that it is hardly possible any longer to
speak of a Catholic Press....

The letter also noted that some institutions had to pay exorbitant taxes and
that youth groups had been forced to disband. The bishops then wrote:

. . . Now something has happened about which we may no longer be silent
without betraying our spiritual Office.... The Catholic Workers' Union is forced
into the service of the National-Socialist movement; it becomes, in fact, one of
its organizations. Therefore Catholics may no longer remain members.

That the bishops were forced to condemn Catholic membership in the union they
had first established was a bitter pill for the church to swallow.

The bishops' letter goaded the military governor of the Netherlands to
intensify persecution against both Jews and Catholics. Seyss-Inquart, an
Austrian who had successfully engineered the annexation and incorporation of his
own nation into the Third Reich, had spent the previous year trying to beguile
the Dutch in the hope of turning them into willing collaborators with the Nazis.
He failed to reckon upon one factor, however: the Dutch love of liberty. The
people snickered at his blandishments.

After release of the bishops' letter, Seyss-Inquart declared open war on the
Dutch in a speech delivered in August in Amsterdam:

From this moment on it will be either you are with us or against us. The
struggle will not be over until everyone accepts the way we, the Nazis, want
things to be done. All of Europe will be chained and shackled before Germany
gives up the fight. Nothing can prevent it.

The Nazi public relations bureau informed Dutch newspapers and journals that
they had to accept advertisements and press releases emanating from official
sources. Media personnel were told that "this measure which we have taken
is based on the assumption that nothing may be omitted that may promote the
unity of the Dutch nation."

Shortly after issuance of this memorandum, Archbishop De Jong summoned Titus
to his chancery. "We will respond to them," he said. "Our answer
must be 'No!' " He commissioned Titus, in his capacity as spiritual
director of Catholic journalists, to convey the hierarchy's response personally
to all Catholic editors in the Netherlands. On presenting this task the
archbishop said: "Titus, you do understand this mission is dangerous. You
do not have to undertake it."

The archbishop testified later,

Father Titus knew exactly what I said, and he freely and willingly accepted
the duty.... The mission was necessary, for some of our editors disagreed with
each other on what was allowed and in what cases they must disobey the new
regulations because of their Catholic principles. Father Brandsma was the right
man to explain our directives.

Titus wrote and began delivering to editors throughout the country a letter
stating the bishops' directives and explaining the background. He encouraged the
editors to resist Nazi demands while patiently explaining the various
consequences of such resistance as well as of collaboration with occupation
authorities. He concluded each visit with remarks along this line:

We have reached our limit. We cannot serve them. It will be our duty to
refuse Nazi propaganda definitely if we wish to remain Catholic newspapers. Even
if they threaten us with severe penalties, suspension or discontinuance of our
newspapers, we cannot conform with their orders.

As he traveled from city to city, Titus was well aware that he was being
shadowed by the Gestapo. Furthermore, someone informed the police of the purpose
of his mission and the contents of his message.

Titus was a marked man.

Titus visited 14 editors before the Gestapo arrested him on Monday, January
19, 1942, at 6 p.m. at the Boxmeer monastery. He knelt and received the blessing
of his superior. Leaving, he proudly wore in the lapel of his black clergy suit
the insignia of a Knight of the Dutch Lion which he had received from Queen
Wilhemina in August 1939. Police agents took him under guard to a prison at
Scheveningen, a seaside port near The Hague. He was locked in cell 577.

"Imagine my going to jail at the age of 60," he said to his
arresting officer.

"You should not have accepted the archbishop's commission," was the
humorless reply.

Captain Hardegen, the tall, blond, always polite officer in charge of Titus'
case, began his interrogation with the question: "Why have you disobeyed
the regulations?"

"As a Catholic, I could have done nothing differently," Titus
replied.

"You are a saboteur. Your church is trying to sabotage the orders of the
occupying powers, to prevent the national socialistic philosophy of life from
reaching the Dutch population."

Titus responded: "We must object to anything or any philosophy that is
not in line with Catholic doctrine."

Three days later, Hardegen filed a report to Berlin in which he said:

Brandsma's activity endangers the prestige of the German Empire, the national
socialistic ideas, and intends to undermine the unity of the Dutch people.... It
seems justifiable to take Professor Brandsma into custody for a considerable
time.

But that was not all the Nazis had against the priest. Hardegen later
explained that he was basically "an enemy of the German mission" and
that "his hostility is proved by his writing against German policy toward
the Jews."

As early as 1935, Titus had joined other Dutch intellectuals in public
denunciation of Nazi persecution of the Jews.

Das Jahresbericht 1942 (the Nazis' "Yearbook 1942") summarized the
occupiers' view of Titus and others like him. Under "News From
Holland" it was reported that in that year 238 persons had been executed.
The Secret Police had taken action against 10,000 Dutchmen. Following this item,
the book gave details about the Nazi case against the church and, specifically,
against the wicked Professor Brandsma:

Besides the publication of several episcopal letters and statements from the
pulpit against socialism and against the N.S.B. (the Dutch Nazi Party), the
Catholic clergy also tried to organize a big press campaign against the N.S.B.,
as well as against the "Arbeitsdienst" (voluntary labor for Germany)
and the N.A.F. (the Socialist Labor Union). Through the arrest of Professor
Brandsma (the leading man in this action)—this rebellion was quenched in its
infancy.

In the evening of Wednesday, January 21, 1942, Captain Hardegen advised Titus
that his case would require further hearings and that he would therefore be held
at Scheveningen. He told him, "Life in your cell cannot be too difficult
for you since you are a monk."

The officer allowed him to have his pipe and returned his watch. The hands
were not set. "I have my own time," Titus wrote, "independent of
Greenwich, Amsterdam or Berlin." During his years of intense apostolic
activity, he had yearned for an opportunity to spend more time in prayer. The
Nazis unwittingly gave him his heart's desire.

Titus, who had learned to love silence and solitude while a Frisian farm boy,
had a genius for organization which soon found expression in a daily routine
that was interrupted only when guards forced him out of it for interrogation
sessions.

At one session Hardegen gave him a task: "Please advise me in writing,
Professor Brandsma, why the Dutch people, particularly the Catholics, are
objecting to the Dutch Nazi Party." Titus, candid and without fear, had no
hesitation in spelling out why the Dutch would never accept the Nazis and why
Hitler's dream of absorbing them into his empire was bound to fail.

He wrote:

The Dutch have made great sacrifices out of love for God and possess an
abiding faith in God whenever they have had to prove adherence to their
religion. Protestants as well as Catholics venerate many martyrs from previous
centuries who are examples for them. If it is necessary, we, the Dutch people,
will give our lives for our religion. The Nazi movement is regarded by the Dutch
people not only as an insult to God in relation to his creatures, but a
violation of the glorious traditions of the Dutch nation.

As Titus predicted, Nazi brutality succeeded in forging a bond between
Protestants and Catholics in the Netherlands, a consequence the Nazis feared and
an experience which the Dutch had not had since religious wars tore their
churches apart centuries earlier.

Titus never hated the German people or individual members of the Nazi Party.
At the end of his statement to Hardegen, he wrote:

. . . God bless the Netherlands. God bless Germany. May God grant that both
nations will soon be standing side by side in full peace and harmony.

Hardegen, declaring that "Brandsma feels he must protect Christianity
against the National Socialists," regarded him as "very
dangerous" and stated flatly: "We will not let him free before the end
of the war."

Titus spent seven weeks in the uneasy silence that hung in the halls,
corridors and salons of the resort turned into a prison at Scheveningen. Alone
in his cell, he organized his day to the last moment. He wrote poetry, started a
biography of St. Teresa of Avila, composed a series of meditations on the Way of
the Cross for the Shrine of St. Boniface, martyr of Friesland, wrote two
booklets (My Cell, Letters From Prison), read his breviary and knelt in silent
prayer often during the day. He had a scheduled time for morning walks in the
confines of his cell. He even smoked his pipe on schedule—until January 29,
the feast of St. Francis de Sales, patron of Catholic journalists, when guards
peremptorily took away his pipe and tobacco. Imperturbable as always, he struck
smoking time from his daily schedule.

"I felt at home in Scheveningen," he wrote to his Carmelite
superior. "I pray, I write. The days are too short. I am very calm. I am
happy and satisfied." So calm that he managed to complete six of 12
proposed chapters of his biography of St. Teresa.

On March 12 Titus was transported in a convoy with about 100 other prisoners—members
of the underground, military personnel and clergy—to the notorious penal depot
at Amersfoort.

On arrival there at about 9 p.m., guards marshalled the prisoners in the camp
courtyard and ordered them to stand in freezing rain. Titus, clad in his black
clerical suit, was a quiet figure of dignified defiance. After several hours in
the rain the prisoners were led to a dressing room, ordered to strip, and handed
prison uniforms. Then, before they could dress, they were driven naked out into
the freezing rain. Finally the drenched and shivering men were herded into
barracks and allowed to don the old army uniforms that were standard prison
attire.

Titus, Number 58, was assigned to a work detail hacking out a shooting range
in the forest surrounding Amersfoort. Prisoners, poorly equipped for the job of
cutting trees, removing stumps and clearing ground, often dropped exhausted in
their tracks. Disease, dysentery and despair were prevalent throughout the camp.
When the hospital became overcrowded, guards laid the sick in the camp's muddy
streets where late spring rains and cold nights brought merciful death to many.
Others were taken on truck rides from which they never returned.

On April 20, Hitler's birthday, prison authorities granted amnesty to some
fortunate prisoners. Titus was not among them. Through one of those released,
however, he sent word to the Carmelites, telling them not to worry about him.
"I will be all right," he assured them.

Released prisoners spoke of his good spirits, courage and generosity.
"He frequently gives up a portion of his meager rations," they
reported, "to help other starving prisoners."

"Particularly touching," one recalled, "is his care and
concern for the Jews."

Guards strictly prohibited any priest or minister from giving spiritual
counsel, and viciously punished violators. Jailers beat transgressors to death
or left them maimed for life.

Titus quietly and coolly defied the ruling. On the days preceding Good
Friday, he gathered groups of prisoners and led them through meditations on
Christ's passion and the Stations of the Cross. Prisoners came to him every
morning and night to ask for his blessing. He surreptitiously and silently made
the Sign of the Cross on their hands with his thumb. He managed to hear
confessions and even visited the sick and dying in the hospital.

Titus urged prisoners who could hardly bring themselves to forgive their
brutal captors to "pray for them."

"Yes, Father," they replied, "but that is so difficult."

"You don't have to pray for them all day long," he counseled
gently.

Nazi authorities celebrated Easter Sunday by sentencing 76 members of the
Dutch underground to death. Other prisoners had to stand silently facing the
condemned for over two hours. Titus prayed for them and signalled this to them
whenever he could by folding his hands and pointing heavenward.

In late April the Gestapo ordered Titus from Amersfoort to Scheveningen for
further interrogation. To all questions he repeated his original statement, that
he acted out of principle and that, if he were again in the same circumstances,
he would do exactly the same thing.

At the end of the questioning, Captain Hardegen informed him: "We have
decided that you will be transferred to Dachau. You will stay there until the
end of war."

En route to Dachau, Titus spent some time at a prison in Kleve, Germany,
where he received relatively good treatment. He managed to assist at Mass and
receive the Eucharist but was not permitted to offer the Holy Sacrifice.

Father Ludwig Deimel, the Catholic chaplain at Kleve, sought every
opportunity to visit Titus. At his urging, Titus, whose health was deteriorating
rapidly with the complication of uremic poisoning affecting his memory, appealed
for parole. He asked to be allowed to spend his prison term at a Carmelite
monastery in Germany.

His petition, unfortunately, was presented at the time Czechoslovakians
assassinated Nazi Gauleiter Heydrich. Hardegen, who processed the petition, told
Dutchmen who came to his office in support of the petition that security
demanded Titus' continued imprisonment. "We are still on the battlefield,
strong and unconquered," he lectured the Dutchmen, "and we intend to
remain."

"In Dachau, I will meet friends, and God the Lord is everywhere,"
Titus wrote just before he left Kleve. "I could be in Dachau for a very
long time. It doesn't have such a very good name that you really long for
it."

On the journey from Kleve to Dachau the prisoners stopped briefly at a
gigantic gymnasium in Nuremberg called The Turnhall. A prisoner described the
place as "a vast reservoir of tears."

Dachau, one of Germany's oldest concentration camps, held over 110,000
prisoners from the time of its founding in the early 1930s. Eighty thousand
prisoners died there.

From the very moment Titus entered the camp, his calmness and gentleness
infuriated his captors. They beat him mercilessly with fists, clubs and boards.
They kicked, punched and gouged him, drawing blood and oftentimes leaving him
nearly unconscious in the mud.

The camp had a Catholic chapel where priests celebrated Mass every day.
Prisoners were not allowed to attend, but intrepid inmates somehow were able to
get and smuggle sacred hosts out to other prisoners.

One time Titus received the host in a tobacco pouch. Shortly after he got the
pouch he was clubbed and kicked mercilessly by a guard who thought he had not
mopped the kitchen floor. During the beating Titus kept one arm clenched tightly
to his body. Finally he managed to crawl away from the enraged assailant and
dragged himself to his bunk. A fellow Carmelite prisoner, Brother Tijhuis, came
to comfort him., "Thank you, Brother," Titus said, "but don't
have pity on me. I had Jesus with me in the Eucharist."

Three barracks in Dachau were reserved for about 1600 clergymen. "You
will be in hell," a Dachau veteran told Titus when he was assigned to one
of the barracks. "There," the prisoner added, "men die like
rats." Of 2000 Polish priests imprisoned there, 850 died before the war's
end.

The prisoners' day began at 4 a.m. All day long guards chased them, exacted
extra hours of labor, cut their miserable rations, harassed, hounded, beat and
bludgeoned them. Work began at 5:30 a.m. and continued until 7 p.m., with a
lunch break.

Titus, already suffering from untreated uremic poisoning, contracted a severe
foot infection. The open sandals which prisoners wore caused his feet to blister
and eventually suppurate. At the end of the workday, fellow prisoners often
carried him to the barracks. Father Urbanski, a Polish prisoner, who more than
once carried him, remembered:

So even-tempered and approachable was he, so cheerful in the midst of
disaster which was threatening us from all sides, that he deeply touched our
hearts.

Another prisoner recalled that "he radiated with cheerful courage."
Titus continuously exhorted his fellow prisoners: "Do not yield to hatred.
Be patient. We are here in a dark tunnel but we have to go on. At the end, the
eternal light is shining for us." In his very last letter home, Titus,
broken in body, full of infection, bruised, and with hardly a sound spot within
or without, wrote:

With me, everything is fine. You have to get used to new situations. With
God's help, this is working out all right. Don't worry too much about me. In
Christ. Your Anno.

Titus, although he knew his days were numbered, refused to enter Dachau's
hospital. He knew that in that hellish place inhumanity plumbed new depths.
Doctors used prisoners for medical experimentation. Many human guinea pigs
suffered frightfully before dying indescribable deaths. The few survivors were
ruined for life.

Finally Titus had no choice. He entered the hospital in the early part of the
third week of July. He too became a subject for medical experimentation. In the
afternoon of Sunday, July 26, 1942, the doctor in charge of his case ordered him
injected with a deadly drug. Within 10 minutes Father Titus Brandsma, who
brought happiness wherever he went on this earth—even to Dachau—was dead.

Taken from "No Strangers to Violence, No Strangers to Love" by
Boniface Hanley, O.F.M., published by Ave Maria Press, Notre Dame, Indiana
46556.