Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Ramadhan 1432. The point in time when I see the strongest part in me. I know that I have not been quite myself very lately. Everybody noticed that I suppose. Especially the ones around me.

Generally speaking, everything falls right into place. Thanks to those who have been supporting me quite a lot. Even without understanding the details, you guys were right there with me. Thank you so much. I'm spiritually and emotionally supported. Really.

Life is full of lots of ups and downs. All of the times when everything is wrong, you can't just give it up. Work it out and carry on. That's what I have been telling myself all this while. Alhamdulillah it works.

Owh by the way, flowers start blooming now. The sign that spring is peeking through the other corner. It usually takes me only 12 minutes to walk to uni, but today, it took me almost half an hour. Mana tidaknya, hampir setiap pokok berbunga kat tepi jalan tu I berhenti belek. Takde keje punya orang. haha.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

20 minutes with Adam at the park is certainly quite a challenge, but very fun indeed. Berpeluh jugak dibuatnya main kejar-kejar dengan dia. It's amazing to see how a toddler could win my heart with no matter what he did.

I noticed that toddlers tend to throw tantrums in order to attract our attention. It seems like they do have such a strong emotion and try to let us understand, but do not know exactly how to express themselves.

When this happens, it's either you set off the tantrum or calm the situation, both will definitely work. But I will choose the latter one. Calm the situation by looking at the soft side of him.

Hmm, look at how emotional triggers can easily touch a person's heart even just for a little one. I wonder if there is any possibility that emotional tears are made of different chemical components that relay chemical messages to the heart? If so, yes, somehow I do agree that tears are words the heart can't express. Very meaningful.

Monday, August 15, 2011

It's a beautiful day. A really beautiful Monday. I believe if you spice up your life on Mondays with positive vibrations, then the rest of the week will be encouraging as well. As for me, I started my day with a very big, fat smile. Like these. :D :D :D

What about the others? People come and go. Nobody will be forever there. Even so your most beloved someone, death will take you apart. What we don't realize is that they just might have the potential to become so much meaningful to us.

And for me, once they're listed as someone of consequence in my life, they'll be there forever. Maybe it's not just the happiness that I feel when I see them, but also the pain I feel when I miss them. Selagi nikmat daya ingatan tidak ditarik kembali, selagi itulah semua insan penting akan terpahat dalam hati.

Walk me through the maze of human life. Confusing and uncovered.[photo courtesy]

Friday, August 12, 2011

Hari yang sangat dingin. Chilly inside out. It was raining quite heavily when I was about to fall in my not so serene slumber last night. And this morning, I woke up and peeked through my window just to see how damp and freezing the weather had been.

Again, stop being so downhearted please. Where is that cheerful Amirah that everyone knows? Come back and contribute the world with your smiles. You always say that a smile is something that you can always give away, and yet you can still keep it as yours. So, give them away girl!

Ehhhh, there the sunlight comes. I know it won't be there forever. The rain might come again at anytime. But at least, may the sun shines into the eye and the heart, even just so for a little while.

Monday, August 8, 2011

We are now entering the second quarter of Ramadhan. And being the typical me, I started to undergo severe homesickness since past few days. Tengok apa sikit je pun boleh meleleh air mata. Besar betol empangan air mata dekat mata ni agaknye. Tak pernah kering.

Please la Amirah. Be strong, get out from the gloominess and try to overcome the feeling of melancholy. You have been handling things very well for the past two years, and the miserable parts will end sooner than you could possibly thought. Trust me! :)

Sayu jugak rasanya bila fikir hidup sorang-sorang di perantauan. Lucky me because I still have all good and supportive friends with me. Life could be so dull without having them around. Cuma yang tak bestnya I tak dapat nak mengada-ngada request bapak dengan mak masak lauk favourite I je la. Sedih~