-Went to a party with Garnet and Avery at a swingers’ club. It was fun, hot, and at times kind of surreal. Garnet beat me with thosetinyglowsticks that connect into bracelets, which hurt A LOT. They are very, very stingy and they leave surprisingly long-lasting marks. I got to watch Garnet and Avery fuck in one of the private rooms, which was really, really hot. I got beaten extensively, mostly by Garnet (though Avery helped), with a bunch of implements but most excitingly with canes. I had missed being caned so much. They beat me as much as I could take…I was kind of disappointed I couldn’t take more, actually. But when it was over, I collapsed to the floor, sobbing and thanking both Garnet and Avery, and they took turns pushing their fingers into my cunt while I crouched on the floor and cried. It felt so good to be beaten and used like that.

Also I ran into someone I know from my job (it was cool, don’t worry), there was oil fetish porn on one of the TVs all night on a loop, I drew a cuttlefish on someone’s underpants, and there was a breakfast buffet. Avery, Garnet, and I ate breakfast while watching the oil porn. These were the surreal parts.

-Garnet came out of the bathroom and asked why I wasn’t licking the piss off of their cunt. I knelt behind them and got to work, lapping at their bits, sucking them into my mouth, pushing my tongue inside them. After I’d licked them clean, they ordered me to eat their ass while they got themselves off. I licked and sucked, pressing my tongue against their asshole, feeling the tight, slippery ring contract and move under my mouth, fingering their cunt until they came around my fingers and against my mouth. I felt very well-used when they were done.

-I gifted Garnet with many toys, including a very textured vibrating dildo in an amazing shade of bright pink. They wanted to try it out, and asked me to fuck them with it. We tried it with the vibrator on, but internal vibration felt really weird for them. Also Ineedto work on my stamina when it comes to fucking them with handheld toys. After I kept slowing down and/or switching hands right when they were getting into it. They decided tofinishthemselvesoff, so I laid beside them, snuggled against them while they made themselves come. When they were done, I masturbated with the little bullet vibe from inside the toy. I should have asked for permission first…but I was pleasantly surprised that I was able to get off with a tiny one-speed bullet.

Things are changing. So much is going on. Garnet and I are working on intensifying the D/s aspect of our relationship as we work on moving in together. We also had a serious talk about boundaries around their having sex with other people for literally the first time in years, which was actually a really awesome conversation to have. It was really nice to take stock of where we’re at, both with D/s andwithnonmonogamy. I’m still kind of nervous about living together, but I’m excited, too.