Reading The Signs – Day 23 of The Pollyanna Plan

Urrrghh! Migraine! Head feels like it’s going to explode. I can barely open my eyes, but must get this blog post written. Can’t write much. Can’t write well, but here goes.

Last night, I watched the asteroid through binoculars as it swept across the skies and I made a wish. I went to bed feeling happy and hopeful, but woke up at 3am with a crippling migraine and a puffed up face. 😦

I have been following a course of treatment from a holistic practitioner for over a year now, but as my case is complicated, it’s been very much trial and error – mostly error! And last night’s bad reaction is just another example of that. I’ve felt horrendous all day – still do – but I’m getting into the swing of The Pollyanna Plan now, and even through the fog of pain and bitter disappointment, I can still find something to feel happy about.

Day 23, Reason 23: I am thankful for the sign I have been given.

I had such a positive day yesterday, with so many little things going right for me, that I refuse to believe that this turn of events is a negative.

I’ve been wrestling for a while with the idea of stopping my treatment, but I’ve kept going all this time, in spite of the many times things have gone wrong, as I was scared I might miss out on finding the one thing that would finally get me healthy again. But, last night was the sign I needed to say stop: Enough is enough.

And I feel good about that decision. I believe it will bring me closer to getting my health and life back again.

“When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.” The Alchemist