I am not pessimistic. I struggle to provide an upbeat each day, that's true, however, an upbeat is not much without a down beat. Remember, for Me, justice is well understood. What is not well understood is how God envisaged working with women, through women, in women, and for women. Compare "understanding" to "grip." The history of Eve is gripping if you find it as nothing but tragic, but the history of Eve is even more gripping if you know the whole truth. You'd have to think, "Would God abandon her at any step upon the way?" I am not the God to abandon a woman, and I am not the God to abandon a man on the cross. I am a God, to make a statement. The grip on theology, with reference to abandonment is strong, but the understanding is weak. You can think we are failing, but I certainly do not. I have more than eyes to understand, and all of the creation at My command to support a grip. I have no need of building faith in a people who already love God. No, My disparity is that I cannot reach out enough in enough directions. Rather than having women, I am but to be as an octopus or a magician. No, when it comes to men or women, there is nothing magical. Love has to be real, and people have to make their own beds. So, why would you not receive it, but because it comes from Female God. I know of surety that the same message sent with authority and divinity in the House of Masculinity would rouse the dead: Holy is He who hears the Call of God. Nonetheless, God will start somewhere. And, logic thought it speaks to the mind, it cannot replace years of nothingness in the realm of communication with Our Sainted Mother, God. I am not a Divine Being who wants to be mocked. You know that. Nobody wants to be mocked. It has to be a quality from God. Similarly, as a First Woman, I do not want to be mocked. All I ever wanted was good women and men, people who understand love and employ it, not religiously, but certainly, with diligence, honor and, yes, patience. Do you know why God is working diligently to release women from dishonor? Is God working even more diligently to build on original love? I am. So, if we are finished with pooh-poohing all things dishonorable, as related to women, where do we get a handle on that which is honorable. Simple, that's in the relationship with God, but which relationship, ultimately: God's and women's relationship.