Got to rant!

So I want to give a natural child birth a try! This is my 3rd pregnancy and 3rd baby. The two before this one, I got an epidural and pitocin, I was strapped to a bed. I dont want that this time around. I want to talk to my husband about my birth plan but when I mentioned not getting pain meds this time around at 16 weeks, he says, that I won't be able to do it...

I feel no support from him at all, so I don't even want to talk to him about what I want... And at this point in time, I am seriously thinking about not even letting him into the birthing room!

God, why can't he be supportive like all the husbands I see on birthing videos, or hear about on here!