Monday, January 30, 2017

I'm sitting on the edge looking down into the abyss. And I'm seeing something awful, but I know it's easy to miss. It's easy to look away, pretend there's nothing at all. But the right thing to do is look, and to save others from the fall. You can't blind yourself to what's there, or pretend that you don't care. Because the hole remains each day, and will continue, no matter what you do or say. So say something, anything. Do something, anything. Let your opinion ring. We all might eventually fall, if you chose to say nothing.

Monday, January 23, 2017

How I do love pie, fruity and warm. With a side of ice cream, and a blanket on my arm. A cozy spot on the couch, a cup of tea. A nice book to read, something fun on TV. A free night all quiet, no little kids causing a riot. No dog barking non stop, no dirty dishes or pots. Just me on my own, completely alone, I don't about you, but I like this tone.

What are you talking about? We played poker this weekend!
Oh, well, I guess I imagined it then.

Thursday, January 19, 2017

[Half way through January, it's getting very exciting. Next month is Valentine's day, then we have St. Patrick's Day, and then Fat Tuesday is in there some where. Wonderful! And awards season with all the lovely dresses and yes, let's not forget - the super bowl is coming up! It's the only way to get through all this cold weather!]

He was a large green creature that came out of the depths. He was cranky and mean, and always wept. He was angry at everyone, happy with none. He blamed me and Aunt Bee, he blamed everyone. He needed something or someone or somewhere to be, but he couldn't find anything, except me and Aunt Bee. So he hollered and bellowed, and made himself one scary fellow and we ran like mom was calling and she had a bowl of sweet jello. But as fast as we went, as quick as we scurried, we just couldn't get away from his footsteps so hurried. He was gaining on us, and he looked awfully upset. We were running out out room to run, our speed seemed well met. But then there was a noise, let never I'd heard and mom came out of nowhere, all disheveled and unfurled. She stood up the creature, setting her stance just so, and she didn't back down, but his steps did surely slow. She stared at him intently, challenging his gate, and after several long pauses, he slowed his rate. And then, just as quickly as he had given chase, off into the distance did he race.

Be this a lesson to you, sweet baby of mine. If you see an agree creature, start running! Don't waste any time.

Monday, January 16, 2017

(I was home today. Spending time with my kids to ensure that they feel loved and valued. Today is a day where we remember someone special, someone who was not only brave, but who loved without reserve, and wanted something better for everyone in their life. And I hope that we'll get there, if only to prove that such a dream, isn't unachievable.)

One step at a time.

Like studying for a test,

Trying to do our best.

We try.

One step at a time,

Struggling through each turn,

Trying to remember what we learned.

We try.

One step at a time,

Picking up our friends.

We all need to reach the end.

We try.

We try

Because it's right.

Because good is better than might.

Because clarity is blinded sight.

Because we should back down because of fright.

We try

Because it's right.

[Happy happy Monday everyone. I hope you got to spend well needed time with friends and family and loved ones.]

Wednesday, January 11, 2017

[I have to admit, today's the day. It's official, 37 years have past and I feel good, happy, enthusiastic, and am going to keep spreading some cheer. Because I need it, maybe you need it, and the world needs happy encouraging thoughts. Happy Birthday to all the January Babies!!]

Today I light a candle.

Today I wrap some gifts.

I will be bringing them to you.

Though some are hard to lift.

They are filled with all my wishes.

For you in this new year.

And I hope you'll take them kindly.

I'm giving them with only good cheer.

I want you to be happy.

And enthusiastic for each day.

I want you to see good things.

And each day run into the fray.

And at every event this year,

I wish you:

A little spark of encouragement,

A glimmer of hope and goodwill,

A happy moment for you and yours,

All those you hold dear.

A moment to rejoice,

A moment to celebrate

Because today is your birthday

And today is going to be great.

[Happy birthday to my lovely twin sister, my awesome older brother, to all those January Birthdays and all those who just wanted a special day. Have some cake and celebrate, 'cause you are awesome.]

Monday, January 9, 2017

[It's gotten cold here in New England. Ok, close to New England. It's actually complete freezing in New England. I'm slightly more south, but I'm still freezing. I don't know how football players do it. I know they're running around and so, are probably at least a little warm. But really?! I think they must be like frozen ice cubes running into each other.]

In the winter I hide. I do not awake. I close my eyes and await the breeze of a summer lake.

In the winter I do not sleep. I doze. I'm thinking of the summer beauty that's come to a close.

In the winter I hope for spring. And summer too. I await the time when I'll be closer to you.

In the winter I rest. And do my best. To be patient for the summer fest.

Friday, January 6, 2017

I'm not saying I'm plain. Not boring at all. But when the pests come circling, I don't answer the call. I'm not brave you see, not brave or courageous. I think the whole idea is utterly outrageous. I'll stick around, because I'm curious, but my avoidance of confrontation will make you furious. I'll stand aloft on a strategically placed ball. Or wall. Or anything high up so that I can see all. But I won't engage, or help in any way. Even to help myself and so eventually I'll pay. But as long you're here, helping me out, I feel that I can be me and I thank you for bringing that about.