Third Eye Blind - 1000 Julys Lyrics

Plannin' my attack just before you come back around
Maybe I'm wrong but I don't know how to back down
I never fit in, I don't belong
But you know it doesn't matter when we feel strong
'Cause I'm a vampire y'all and we toast the blood of our enemies
You're still scarin' me no, you're scarin' me no
And we don't fit in
Don't fit in

Wonder what it's like when you're livin' with someone like me
I'm a freak and I'm nervous when it's easy
Feral days and I'm sex crazed, I put it in with my animal ways and
That's the sign I was born to be livin' in
I ran around and gave the finger to the Ritalin
You can calm me down and I can't say why
You say goodbye and burn my eyes
You burn my eyes

A thousand Julys
I hope you find
I'd give you words but no words come to mind
But you turn me so cold, so I tell you lies
When you let me in it's like a thousand Julys

When you left, I felt the drop like a boom
Wintertime all alone in your bedroom
I don't blame you and I know, I'm not your friend
How we live young American, I guess, I've always known
I'd be on my own, I'd be on my own and I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why

A thousand Julys
I know you'll find
I'd say the words but no words come to mind
But you let me in and I don't know why
But when you come it's like a thousand Julys

A thousand Julys
That's what you are
And I'd tell you to come back now but we've gone too far
And we've burned it out now, I don't even try
But I feel you gone, I lost a thousand Julys