Date: Fri, 11 Aug 2006 05:51:58 +0000
From: Tony Fox
Subject: Brendan and Mark
Although the encounter is almost 10 years past, I remember it quite
vividly. I find myself writing this submission perhaps not only for my
recant of something that I find incredibly erotic, but also it's something
that my girlfriend has been inquisitive about since I spilled the beans.
In turn, since my "coming out" with my girlfriend, it has brought some of
these things back into my mind (which we both find erotic). She has asked
for specifics of this particular event...well, here it is, for both her and
everyone else to read...
What you need to know 1st...In my late 20's I experienced my curiosities
with a good friend Brendan... I realized that at in due time - my
bisexuality taught me that I am very passive with the same sex. I became
very willing to be the subject of his exploration; my exploration was that
I could actually let myself be open to the things that he wanted to
explore...I learned that the willingness to be "bottom" was just not a
tagline, but an actual submission to another man's needs.
Moving a few months my exploration with Brendan...
An innocent enough night, three guys playing Playstation..."Blades of
Steel", if you know it, it's a hockey game. Drink a shot of Sambuca each
time you are scored against. I was quite good at this game, although in
the end, we all get drunk.
Besides a few brushes in the front seat of the car, my play with Brendan
was usually relegated to home. We where curious, we where discreet. He
was about to be engaged at the time. Our friends would also probably never
understand such explorations, although for me, I found it quite taboo.
Back to the story...
As the beers and Sambucca started racking up, Brendan became increasingly
more flirtatious with me. At this time, I could not differentiate between
what could have been considered "male bonding" or Brendan showing interest
in me. In truth, I was kind of embarrassed as Brendan hugged me, slapped
my ass, or tackled me in front of Mark. The embarrassment was kind of a
turn on in some odd way, I was a little aroused, I could sense that
sometime that night, me and Brendan would be together yet again...
Well into the night, the moves that Brendan was applying to me caught
Mark's eye. Mark, who was recently divorced and apparently was working
through his own stuff, noticed that Brendan was being more than just
friendly to me. Eventually, he barked out "I think I know what's going on
with you two!" I am not a shy person, I am actually quite boisterous,
witty, and have a comeback for everything. This time I was quite quiet.
Brendan replied back, "Oh ya? What do you think it is?" Mark just threw
it out there..."Seems like you guys have something going on between you
two". I was now quite embarrassed, I knew Mark for a few years, banged
back a hundred beers and celebrated sporting events with this guy. A true
friend? No, but a hell of a guy, one that certainly I would spend the
whole night drinking beers and watching the Sox (Boston) with. To my
immediate dismay, Brendan replied, "If you wondering if Tony (me) sucks my
cock, you are absolutely right!"
This made me feel weird, almost mad. I have punched a few guys out in my
time, most recently three weeks ago, but I was just lost for words...In
retrospect, was this a set up? Where me and Brendan incredibly
inappropriate in front of someone that we shouldn't have been? Where we
just too drunk and things where just between me and Brendan had become just
that open... Who knows!! But when Mark replied back, "I would need to see
that to believe that", well that's when things just went over the top...At
this particular moment I was just not feeling right. I was feeling weird,
afraid...not afraid like something bad was going to happen to me, afraid
like a secret had been let out. Afraid like I brought home a bad report
card like in my youth.
Brendan answered Mark's comment about seeing it. He replied, "Better than
seeing, I bet that Tony will show you himself. I bet that you want a blow
job from him". Sitting on the couch, Mark slammed his beer down on the
cocktail table and replied "You bet I do!" I was horrified. I was ready
to either punch someone or leave. I let out a large belch, and then
proclaimed that I was leaving. As I stood up, I was confronted by Brendan
in the manner of a kiss. A long kiss that involved tongue and a generous
grope on my cock thru my jeans as we where standing in front of Mark. Of
course, I kissed back. Brendan started telling me in my ear how much he
wanted me to please Mark. He kissed me and pulled off my shirt. He kept
kissing me and my undershirt went. He undid my belt, I kicked off my shoes
and my pants feel to the floor. I was totally naked, standing there in
front of my friends, Mark on the couch, Brendan kissing me with my cock in
his hands. He whispered to me to take care of Mark, if I did, he would
love me later...
Brendan turned me towards Mark. I was standing naked, my cock erect. I
looked at Mark, I asked him, "what do you want me to do?" Before he
replied, Brendan answered, "You need to give him a blow job, get to it". I
am not going to lie; my cock was throbbing by now. I looked at Mark as I
undid his belt. I pulled off his pants and his briefs while he lifted up
in one fell swoop." I started playing with his cock, he was already hard.
I started giving him a hand job, looking at him, looking at his cock.
Brendan said "stop stalling" and put his hand on my head and pushed me
toward him. Kneeling in front of Mark, I took him in my mouth. I slid him
all the way in, teasing him; kissing his cock, tonguing his shaft...I was
turned on, in an element that I have never witnessed before!
As I pleasured Mark, Brendan sat next to him. Mark and Brendan
talked..."He is good, isn't he" "Does it feel good". Brendan had already
undid his pants, they where on his ankles. Brendan took my right hand off
of Mark. He put it on him, he told me to "Get me ready". As Mark's cock
was in my mouth, my right hand jerking off Brendan, Mark asks, "Get you
ready for what?" Brendan replied "I am going to make him feel good from
behind". Mark is now a bit involved; half heartedly asks Brendan "Really?"
"I can't do that, but I want to see it".
I can feel Mark throb in my mouth. I know he could come at any time...
Brendan asks Mark if he has any condoms, Mark replies "Dude, I never needed
them with my wife, I don't have any." Brendan decides that the fun needs
to stop. He needs to run to out to grab condoms. To me and Mark's dismay,
we stop, Brendan pulls his pants up, and he runs out to get condoms.
Mark and I resort to another beer. We start talking, Mark confesses that
this is his first time ever with such an event, but he has always been
curious. I confess that I had a quick encounter in college, but Brendan
and I have been experimenting for two months now. We talk a bit about sex
and that Mark really only wants to receive a blow job. He is interested in
the sex. I told him I knew the feeling, but it's good to experience things
that you may fantasize about. Our chat leads to me playing with his cock
for a bit, and as Mark gets hard again, Brendan walks back into the
apartment.
Brendan comes in and immediately professes that we should all just drink
for being fun with each other. We all raise our beer and we toast
ourselves. I point out that Brendan is the only one with pants still on.
Brendan replies back that I will get my due reward as he pulls out a
package of Trojans and a tube of Ky. Mark replies "Tony, I can't believe
you like that, do you really"? I shrug. Brendan pipes up, "Yes he does,
want to see?" Mark replies "of course!"
Now, we are all standing at the dining room table. Brendan upon Mark's
reply leans towards me and puts his arm around my body and pulls him into
me. We start to kiss. I start to undue Brendan's pants and he replies
"No, not yet", and directs me to put my hands on the table, lean forward.
He spreads my legs. He undoes the top of the Ky jelly and puts some on his
fingers and reaches below me. He touches me; I am being watched by Mark.
Brendan starts messaging me and Mark asks me if it feels good. I reply
"Yes". At which point Brendan inserts his finger inside me. He works his
finger slowly and slides a second finger. Mark looks with amazement. He
asks me again, "does that feel good?" I reply "Yes". Mark is hard again;
he starts touching himself a bit. Brendan tells me that I want him inside
me. I reply, "Yes". He asks, "Are you sure", silly question! He asks me,
"Are you sure you want me to fuck you in front of Mark?" I reply "Yes, of
course".
Brendan pulls his fingers out of me; he grabs my body and turns me around.
I stand upright and we kiss. I pull his shirt off, I undue his pants. He
tells me to get him ready. I get on my knees and I take him in my mouth.
He starts moving a bit. He grabs my head, holds it with two hands, and he
starts to thrust in and out of my mouth. I gag a bit, but he likes that, I
keep letting him do it. Brendan is incredibly excited now. He pulls away
from my mouth. He looks at me on my knees and orders "Stand up". I do, we
kiss. As we kiss, he pulls a chair out underneath the table and pushes me
down into it. I go to touch his cock, he directs "Take care of Mark".
Mark stands in front of me, I reach for his cock, and I take him again
inside my mouth. I hear the sound of a condom box being opened. Brendan
motions Mark to the side; I am still giving oral pleasure. Brendan has me
move a bit so that my bum is over the chair. I feel the cold chill of the
Ky again and soon Brendan's fingers are inside of me. As I suck on Mark's
cock, Brendan starts hitting the side of my face with his cock. He orders
me to take both of them in my mouth. I do the best I can, I am also side
tracked with Brendan's fingers inside me. Brendan pulls away, tells Mark
to stop, but he can't, he needs to cum. I pull him more inside my mouth,
out of no where I feel his semen spurt into my mouth. He comes with a huge
roar as Brendan starts yelling at me "Swallow him. I swallow as much as I
can; some starts dribbling down my chin. I suck Mark until he can't take
it anymore. He pulls out of my mouth. Mark is thoroughly pleasured, they
both look at me and Brendan says "I can't fuck you with cum on your chin".
He puts his hand on my face and scoops what is left back into my mouth as I
suck on the area between his thumb and index finger...
Brendan now motions toward me with his cock, I lean back. I go to open my
mouth but he tells me "Close it". He starts alternating hitting me with
his cock on each cheek. He asks me, "You want me to fuck you?" I reply,
"Yes, Please...now"
Brendan hands me a condom, I open it, and I put it on him. He hands me the
Ky jelly and I put it on his cock and I start lubing myself with it, I am
groaning, I am so turned on. Still sitting on the chair, Brendan lifts up
my legs. He looks at Mark who is leaning against the wall bewildered by
his blow job. He tells him; get in back of the chair, will ya? As he
does, Brendan lifts my legs up and tells Mark to hold them. Brendan goes
to enter me. I take hold of his cock and I guide him to me. He is slow;
he waits as I position him inside me. With a large moan, I feel his head,
then the rest of his shaft. He is inside me. He moves slow, picking up
speed. He leans forward, his arms grabbing the armrests of the chair; he
kisses me as he picks up speed. As this happens, I feel Mark's cock on my
neck through the bars of the chair. I feel him getting harder, I am so
hard, I am throbbing. Brendan is picking up speed now, I feel my cock
throb, but it's awkward for Brendan to keep going as the faster he goes,
his feet move on the wood floor. Brendan stops, orders me off the chair.
Mark sits on the couch, he is hard again, and he is stroking his cock.
Brendan orders me to kneel in front of Mark. He tells me, "Suck him again,
make him cum again". I am so turned on, I take him immediately in my mouth
and suck him hard, and I suck him fast. I feel Brendan behind me, he
spreads my legs, and he enters me. He starts fucking me fast, furious. I
can't take the pleasure, but it feels so good! I pull my mouth off of
Mark, I need to cum!! Brendan yells at me "Cum with him in your mouth" His
hands are on my shoulders, he is in me deep. I cum so loud, Brendan is
still fucking me hard and fast. I can feel my first shot hit me in the
chest, the rest falls on the floor. Mark tells Brendan that he's going to
cum too. Mark orders me off him. Brendan pulls out of me and turns me
over so my back is against the couch. As Brendan pulls off his condom, he
tells Mark to get in front of me and cum into my mouth. Mark crouches down
and puts his cock in my mouth, he cums almost immediately!! I swallow all
of his cum as Brendan again orders me. As Mark removes himself from my
mouth, Brendan then crouches down, he starts to again whack his cock
against my face while asking me "Do you want my cum?" "Are you going to
swallow me?" I shout yes and I open my mouth, as he enters past my lips,
he yells "Swallow it" as he comes almost immediately. He cums so much, but
I swallow all of it and suck on him a bit more as he rewards me with
rubbing my shoulders as I do so...
It is quiet now; Mark is bewildered by all of it. Mark remarks that he
needs to clean himself up. Brendan sits next to me, puts his hand on my
face, we kiss, deep hard kisses and he rewards me with letting me put his
head on his lap as he strokes my hair and tell me how incredibly hot that
all was.