My Apologies!

Tired of that pop-up warnings: "You start-up disk is almost full, delete some files to create space." every time I start my computer, finally I set out to 'clean up' my computer earlier today. One by one, I scanned through the files, pictures, and deleted to create space although I wasn't keen on doing it. While doing so, I encountered with following write up and the title clearly speaks: Dear,

I hope
you are engaging well in preparation for the RCSC examination. I have known you
as a very diligent and superbly dedicated person, so, I have no doubt that you
will do just as great in examinations. Above all, you are such a sweet person I
have ever known. The very short but precious time I got to spend with you in
Thimphu is the best and memorable moment and I will cherish throughout my life.
Your captivating beauty coupled with a divine figure blend so well with your
dashing smile that you flash every now and then. I was totally mesmerized and
carried away by your angelic presence. I could very well spend all the time I
had in my life just looking at you. Strikingly simple person that you are, a
love and care that you exude is just so beyond my word. For someone who had
been a subject of repeated betrayals, I thought the God has finally answered my
prayers in the form of angelic K!

I don’t
know what to say; when your heart is full your mouth is numbed. But let me
begin with what I am ought to say: I’m so sorry! I could very well relate now
to what you told me that fateful night about your boyfriend being so
“possessive”. I could understand how much you meant to him and there I can see
the reason why he had to be that way. Because you are too precious to be lost
to someone else! You are the best he had in his life and he couldn’t even
imagine of losing you. I was so touched by his sadness and falling-life that he
had been subjected to all because of my unjustified action in ‘keeping in touch’
with you. I’m so sorry! Dear, you made a right decision in choosing a
guy; he certainly sounds like a great personality with generous humility. When
I heard about his version of story, I just felt like crying. But more than crying,
I feel like a culprit plotting all those dramas between you two. It is so
unfortunate to have thought that I did it with full knowledge of you guys being
in relationship. I wish I knew it before. Nevertheless, I’m very positive and
hopeful that things could be changed to its original course. Please, accept my
apology for being such a nuisance in you and your boyfriend’s united life. Like
I often say, I have all positive things to say about you because of which I had
drawn so much of hope and dreams from you. I will never ever forget it.
Everything that I said and done are without clear knowledge of you guys being
in a long built relationship. I have said everything that I felt about you and I
meant what I said, but please do forgive me for that. I deeply regret for
calling you during odd times (“when you guys were together”) and caused so much
of unnecessary tension. Wish I knew you guys were together. That wasn’t my
intention at all. I’m so sorry! I certainly looked like a selfish person always
trying to pock nose and create problems in other’s life. I feel terribly bad
for your fiancée. It doesn’t justify me to be happy when someone is so
traumatized by the thought of losing you. You two have invested so much of time
together in sustaining the relationship this far and it shouldn’t be ruined
just like that; just because one selfish person acted on it. I hope he would
understand me, Please make him understand. I sincerely beg you two’s
forgiveness and request you to make this relationship successful. I know all
too well the severity of pain and distress that he would have undergone because
of this ‘breakup’ because I have been in such situation before and it makes me
inexpressibly sad. I know how kind you are and how serious you are about making
your and other’s life happy, so I hope you will take his possessiveness as a
strong testimony for his love for you and make him happy throughout his life.
You are a whole world to you and please don’t let his world fall apart.

Lastly,
in his interest and on my own moral responsibility, I shall forcefully remain
cut off from you. But but but, you will always remain with me in my
heart. I will pray to meet you and have a life together in the next life for in
this life you were never meant for me. L You belong to someone else! He is such a lucky person in this
world.

I wish
you a very good luck in the forthcoming examinations, and happy life ahead. I
will always miss your Selena voice, flashy smile, angelic beauty and lovely
personalities. Be the same throughout.

Regards,

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