that song seems to be speaking to the remorse you might feel if you were
to separate from your current partner, and the desire to start over again.

the song that'd come to my mind, in hearing your dream about hiding
from the investigators follows. the idea was of your need to lay your
cards on the table and have nothing to hide.Steely Dan ~ Do It Againhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgYuLsudaJQ