Thursday, September 5, 2013

I often find myself at the Rebel House for a few drinks in the evening.

It’s mostly know for the pool tables but I like to join in on the poker table.

I've always love music and playing my guitar.

Recently I have been sitting in on an open mike night at the University Lounge. I’m really enjoying it.

I've been so confused about a lot of things since Helen was born, she’s almost a year old and I really don’t see her much. I had my parents over for dinner to see if they can help me figure out my feelings on this.

The next night I went out for a drink and I think I spent a good 30min or more just staring into space.

The next day I called Hannah to visit their new apartment when Loren was out at work. I need to figure things out about Helen without my feelings of Loren mixed into them.

I think I have finally made a connection with my daughter. Holding her with no one else in the room has changed a few things

Every time I went into Brandon’s lot he had absolutely no wants for his daughter Helen. I decided to see what would happen when I played Loren’s household with Brandon visiting, he still did not have any wants for her but he independently fed and played with Helen.