Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothingTrying to find something I guess it's back to huffin'Paint and model glue oh how I die when I lookAt you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blueRainy days and cold stares broken love affairsEverything's beautiful as long as I ain't thereI guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile who caresI think I'll go to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin depression's my only friendAnd I don't know where I am heading tryin' to forget where I've beenAnd I'm so sick of lying God please show me that silver liningCuz I've heard tale and I'm not well my heads full of hell andThis world's a jail but

And it don't matter and I don't careI let my pain into the airCuz everything good's over thereAnd everything here's hard to bearAnd it don't matter and I don't careI let my pain into the airCuz everything good's over thereAnd everything here's hard to bear

And as the apin begins to displace had it to ear levelWith this place you see it on my face a state of suspended graceGradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest wombI might be present but not in the roomTo whom it may consume melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos drama Like Othello hidin' out from PoncharelloDead off in the MedianFallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral

So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stageThen for another part I pray the show ends the same way everydayAnd my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explainAm I insaneAm I insane

And it don't matter and I don't careI let my pain into the airCuz everything good's over thereAnd everything here's hard to bearAnd it don't matter and I don't careI let my pain into the airCuz everything good's over thereAnd everything here's hard to bear

And everything good is goneAnd everything good is goneAnd everything good is goneAnd everything bad is hereAnd everything bad is hereAnd everything bad is hereIt doesn't really matter now does it

And it don't matter and I don't careI let my pain into the airCuz everything good's over thereAnd everything here's hard to bearAnd it don't matter and I don't careI let my pain into the airCuz everything good's over thereAnd everything here's hard to bear

In 1969 (yeah, I'm old) the Youngbloods released "Get Together", but if you bought the 45 (single), the song was backed with "Darkness, Darkness"Darkness, darkness be my pillowTake my hand and let me sleepIn the coolness of your shadow in the silence of your deedDarkness darkness be my blanketTake my hand and let me sleepTake away take away the pain that won't go awayCover me in your night

Never change, never change, never change, never changeNever change, never change, never changeThis is why I fell in love oooh

Never change, never change, never change, never changeNever change, never change, never changeThat's just too up there in love with(in loveeeee ...)

This is the time the very best timeSo give me a line and take me hoooomeTake me oveeeer

But dashing the hopes dashing the hopesAnd smashing the prideThe morning's got you on the ropes .. ooh

And love is a murderer , love is a murdererBut if she calls you tonightEverything is all rightYeah, we knoooooowAnd love is a curse shoved in a hearseLove is an open book to a verse of your bad poetryAnd this is coming from me

But I can change, I can change, I can change, I can changeI can change, I can change, I can changeIf it helps you fall in love(fall in looove)

Turn on the light make it easy for meFill the divide fumble in the kitchentil it's rightWhat an awful sight

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