Were Do We End Up In The Endthe end a dredful thing we dont think of tell the end we race around back and forth not watch thos we love not worrying of mom or dad tell the end you sould hold the ones you love inbrceing and huging for tho the time will come win you no longer can hang on dark ness falls and cildren weep the black ness takes you deep deeper and deeper you goo searching for the one you no not noing they have falling to end you watch the time race you bye wating for the the moment to pass you bye hope it was all a dreame but ralising it was a dark ness day but fear not the day will get clear and time well race bye tell you and the ones love grow old lossing them as time flys bye in thend you shell see what you were wating on all this time my goush its been so long senes i seen you i miss you and time still flys bye wish i could go back to the time we were happy and fried man i miss you the days are comeing and going summers pass and winters fly bye wish you were here and not in the sky if you wound

HmmmmThe cold air begins to blow
as I stand there by myself
naked to the world for show,
exposed to the elements and laughter.
I feel my soul beg and call
my innerself begins to grow
beyond my dreams
the colors flow
I hear the cry of a lonely heart
it seems so far
but never fear
I know its time to start
I begin my travels
to a land unknown
a world that hopes for sanity
but never unravels
Its me a find myself
standing there
what I'm doing
I'll never share
For time will tell
the love I've lost
the soul that cried
I finally fell
Its you I want
by my side
to hold my hand
and love me back

If You Were A True Friend Or Fan....THEN YOU WOULD VOTE FOR ME IN THE CUTEST BABY CONTEST... NOT JUST ONCE OR TWICE COME ON PUT SOME EFFORT INTO IT WOULD YA... PLEASE FOR ME I AM BEGGING YOU....
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Ok I Guess I Was WrongCherry tap is awesome for meeting new people. I I know a few people on here from IRL, but I have met more new people on here in a week than I have in the previous year. Some really cool people at that.
-D

My Birthday!My Birthday was awesome! I went over to my aunts. We had a lil party that lasted all day long! We got hellllla drunk. Went topless in the hottub. Had some of my friends come over with us.. (guys too) =P... HAD MYSELF A HELL OF A NIGHT! I really don\'t remember the night part. All I know is I woke up at my freidns house in her brothers room!... Freakie.. = ... But it was fun! it turns out he likes me =D But nothing will happen EVER between us. AND no we did not do anything lol. but he made me breakfast in bed. it was the sweeteast thing ever. God some guys can be great ahaha. but no nothing happen! GOD. SHUT UP ALREADY! AHAHA Just kidding. Love ya all. There\'s more. If you want to know ask me =D.
[.Courtney.]

Other & Wisconsin FriendsOther Friends: Never ask for food
WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
Other Friends: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.
WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad.
Other Friends: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn.we
screwed up...but that shit was fun!"
Other Friends: Have never seen you cry.
WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Make you laugh so hard you cry.... then piss your
pants.
Other Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours.
Other Friends: know a few things about you.
WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.
Other Friends: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.
Other Friends: Would knock on your door.
WISCONSIN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"
Other Friends: Ar

Rise And ShineA new day approaches and the silence of the early morning are the only sounds that can be heard. The chill of the cold night air still lingers in the room as I awake. I prep for another day by washing the sorrows of others problems away, and off my hands, like blood on the ice it still is reminent of the previous delight.

Jokes#1,Do you Clean your place only if you think you might Score?
#2,In general do you live in a pig stine ?
#3,Have you given up trying to score a "10" ?
#4,Do you Flirt with the Cutest women in the room nomatter how ugly she is( they all look good after a few drinks)?
#5,Do you beg friends, Strangers to set you up on Blind dates ?
#6,Is an Ideal Date,Roses,Dinners an my places or yours ?
I preffer my place for all my animal lusts to be displayed. 4 of 6 .

The Fear Of LoveTHE FEAR OF LOVE
Mortal coils
Strike our symbiant being,
Bringing forth tears of blood,
Remembering long lost loves and losses.
Making us weak in our knees,
Nightmares to our dreams,
Trembling in our fear.
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide,
Our souls laid bare in love’s brilliant light.
Screaming from the inside, whimpers issue forth.
Panic setting in, heart pounding in our ears,
Wanting to take the leap, yet frozen in fear.
Hands issue forth waiting to be taken,
But do we dare.
Do we dare take the challenge,
The challenge to conquer our greatest fear,
The fear of love.

Shallow SkinShallow skin
I can paint with 'pain
I mark the trails on my arm
with your disdain
everyday its the same
I love `you hate you
but i guess you dont care
anymore..... '

Whispers Of SuicideIt’s there,
It always has been.
Such a fragile side,
Brittle…
Broken too many times,
By those who say,
I love you…
I have considered it.
They say those who talk about it
Don’t do it,
Inside I just smirk,
Stupid bastards,
What would they know?
It’s like a lover,
A lover that lies dormant,
Until you need them.
To date,
I have avoided it…
It reminds me of a black rose,
Dried dead brittle,
If I dare touch it…
I’ve toyed with the idea,
Just when my hands get so cold,
I can’t warm them.
The park is dark where its’s kept.
All blacks, greys frosted whites.
Littered with broken altars,
Where blood has dried,
Black on white worn marble.
Unrequited love- deaths last kiss
Upon an iced breath
…. Whispers…
I will love…
I smile to his death wish
Not tonight my love.
Closing the ancient gates,
I don’t mind their screech of metal on metal,
…I walk away
Again.

Help Help HelpI am in my first contest everyone and now
I really need everyone's help I will help you out when you guys need help all you have to do is ask me and now please go to the contest and comment bomb me I really need it I am 700 below the 1st person so I need everyone
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
Thanx to everyone that comes out and gives me a hand....

***reach Out***!¢¾Reach Out
Reach out for another's heart
Reach out and care
It will make your life worthwhile
Even though this life's not fair
When your heart connects with another
In that instant you're not alone
It's the beginning of the journey
To finding your way home
There has been so much confusion
There has been so much pain
But we can nurture each other
By sharing we can gain
We can lessen the confusion
We can help to educate
Reach out for another's heart
Reach out and don't wait!

Quotations That Make Sense!"I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy."
--Tom Clancy
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"You know "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither."
--Steve Martin
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"Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand."
--Woody Allen
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"Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night."
--Rodney Dangerfield
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"There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL."
--Lynn Lavner
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"Leaving sex to the feminists is like letting your dog vacation at the taxidermist."
--Matt Barry
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"Sex at age 90 is like trying to

Well I Have To Shut It Down...My entire wall space is covered cards. So I'm going to stop doing blasts and live with what i have. Now i have the task of going threw and finding all the addresses off everything and sending back a thank you Post Card. I would like to thank all of those that have sent me things in the past. I would also like to thank everyone that has talked to me and kept me company. I will be here to June and I'm not leaving the site. I'm just putting an end to the post card deal beause of lack of wall space.
for those that don't want to loose my address for some reason...
Guy Cooper
ITT/SWA
Unit 60516 Camp Bucca
APO, AE 09375-0516
for those of you in the US, its regular postage...
The mailing adddres goes to NY, where the Army takes delivry. So US postal only cares about postage to NY.

New Years Resolutions…Do people still do these things? If so have you been able to adhere to them?
I guess I have a few things I would like to work on.
1. Take more time with writing out the books I want to do. I know that I could spend more time working on them; I have just been a slacker.
2. Quit worrying about trying to be with someone and just get my own life together first. That starts with my children. I need to do my best to get back into their lives, not just for them but for me as well. I’m thinking the best policy for me to take at this time that would allow me to get my head on right would be to not be in any relationship. So I plan on not getting involved with anyone for at least the next six months or longer if needed. I owe it to someone to take my time and get my “shit” together.

Oh ManChristmas has passed and next up is New Years.
...but what is past new years and 80x better?
My 19th birthday, yesssss'm! :3

One On Me...I have to share this with ya'll. First of all my Mother is a Saint! And my Brother is the only man i will ever hug.
Under my mom's christmas tree there were these two large packages..nicely wrapped..nice bows on each one, addressed to me from my little brother. During all the excitement, he slipped over, got them out and gave them to me. He then kinda slithered out of the living room into mom's kitchen....snickering. I knew something was up right then ,but I just didnt give it a second thought.
As i opened the "gift" much to my SURPRIZE there, in Mom's house, I sat holding a box containing a 7 foot tall X 6 foot wide "love Swing" frame. All I could say was "thanks Kelly, I needed this "Light" frame for work." I took the other box and my new "Light" frame out to my truck with out opening any further.
I will get him!

A Bit Of TodaySomeone help me get my finger off of the repeat play button...DAMN YOU, NELLY FURTADO!!!! Downloaded some Kat Williams last night...gotta love that man, he's funny as shit...then I downloaded Say It Right & been listening to it ever since. Thought the song was sexy as hell, but after the movie I watched last night, the song's gotten funny as all hell, too.
Spent most of last night fielding bad dreams. Guess that's what happens when you spend the day immersed in the Friday the 13th box set you got for Christmas. Ho ho ho to meeee!! Anyway, was watching part 5, A New Beginning...remember that one, boys & gals? The part where that goofy girl was doing all that robot dancing? Gods, I looove watching you white girls dance!(I can talk about y'all white girls dancing. I realized I couldn't dance when I stopped drinking and took steps to protect society from having to witness my fat ass wobbling drunkenly over a dance floor. Consider it my favor to America, patriot that I am.) Totally funny

SimpleSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com
There are so many questions about love,
But it is a simple answer, really.
Some guard against it,
Others fake it completely.
One can give it with no conditions,
Another confuses it with lust.
Two people can be soul mates,
Singles may try to rush.
Sometimes we find it a dirty word,
They take your heart and leave it broken.
You see their actions as absurd,
Because now all you are left with are tokens.
Occasionally we feel it in extraordinary ways,
Your heart has opened up to the light.
Feeling on top of the world,
Because you found what you had been waiting for your whole life.
The definition is an intense affection for another,
Enthusiasm or fondness also tops the list.
It needs to be said that lust is a sexual desire,
The two are close but one is amiss.
Go ahead and guard your heart,
Completely make it concealed.
Put restrictions on it,
Pretend the desire is real.
Imagine how your hea

Love Is SacrificeYou sacrifice for the one you love. whatever that sacrifice may be.....your own comfort for theirs, the last piece of toast at breakfast, or maybe the last $5 in your pocket........We give without expecting anything in return

Can You Love Me At My Worst???TAKE A LOOK AT MY PICS...I TOOK THEM ABOUT 10 MINUTES AGO...SORT OF WANT TO SEE HOW YOU THINK OF ME AT MY WORST....I JUST WOKE UP PRACTICALY....LOL...SCARY ARENT I?...MUCH LOVE...Tammy

Too My Soldier Brothers And Sisters And All Sevrvice MembersThose who make the ultimate sacrifice have a character many civilians can't understand to place your life in danger to take care of those to your right and left is proof of the character you have and the person you are. Too many take this for granted. Many of our citizens don't realize we are at war because the threats are thwarted before harm comes to the general public. They only feel the anger for the losses we incur. May god give them the clarity to understand what we fight for is there safety and the safety of our lovedones and children. We fight so many can have an opinion. We fight for a country while not perfect; is worth fighting for. Let us hope they one day get it and that the public and congress let us fight for a clear objective instead of policing the world and patching leaks. Let us fix the problem. Let the public know what we fight for and let us band together as a country to support the stop of sensless violence mascaraded as religeous ferver.
God Bless all service

Ok Everyone Is An ExpertYou all know what to do tell me. Please use logic. They have been blocked, i didn't start the bulletin it was a response. I want honest answers. If you cannot help please dont bother. and cherry tap won't'. Sorry if I am grouchy but I have just had a very bad car wreck and I don't fucking feel good but I need help with these crazy assholes

Death Of My MasterMY MIND IS NOT CLEAR, THE ROAD IS SO LONG
WITHOUT YOU BESIDE ME,I SENSE I DONT BELONG
I WANT TO PLEASE YOU AND SHOW YOU I CARE
I REACH OUT FOR YOU, BUT YOU'RE NOT THERE
COULD NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU, DIDNT KNOW HOW TO FEEL
ONLY REACHING OUT TO YOU, KNOWING OUR LOVE WAS REAL.
DAYS ARE SO DREARY AND I CRY THROUGH THE NIGHT
WANTING THIS PAIN AS YOU MADE THINGS FEEL SO RIGHT
ILL SEARCH TILL I FIND A LOVE THAT IS TRUE
THE KIND OF LOVE, I HAD ONCE WITH YOU.
I KNOW YOU MISS ME AND HAD TO SET ME FREE
I MISS YOU TO, SOME DAY WITH YOU I'LL BE.....
DEATH MAY HAVE SEPERATED US BUT OUR HEARTS REMAIN AS ONE............I MISS YOU........I LOVE YOU....

StoooopidOk, since I got in trouble for posting the same pic in my friend's comments I started taking the time to post a different pic in each friends comment and guess what. I got a message saying to stop posting the same crap (it's not the same..the pics are DIFFERENT) and told to go back to myspace if I didn't understand that.
I understand that this site is on the short bus and can't tell if you are posting a different pic. So now what am I supposed to do? I was posting happy new years comments to the few friends I have since I don't know if I'll be on later to post them.
Now it seems I have to post a plain 'Happy New Year's, couldn't leave ya a pretty pic like I did all the others cuz you were farther down on the list of friends and didn't make it to ya before I was considered to be spamming MY FRIENDS.
When I joined here at the beginning of the month I really thought it was better than myspace but right now myspace is looking better since I never got stupid msgs telling me

My PuppyA WARM COMFY BEDREAMS OF SOME OTHER PLACE
WHEN SUDDENLY AWAKENED BY A LICK IN THE FACE.
I PULLED BACK THE COVERS TO SEE WHATS THE MATTER
C'MON SHE BARKS I HAVE A FULL BLADDER
COAT, HAT, AND GLOVES OUTSIDE WE GO
BURIED TO HER EARS AS SHE RUNS THROUGH THE SNOW.
ITS COLD OUT HERE, LETS GO I SAY
BUT ITS SO MUCH FUN CAN WE PLEASE STAY AND PLAY?
THERES TREATS INSIDE YOU WONT GET IF YOU'RE NAUGHTY
BUT WE CANT GO YET- IVE GOT TO POTTY
YOU CANT HELP BUT TO SMILE, SHE BRINGS SUCH DELIGHT
AS SHE JUMPS THROUGH THE AIR LIKE A REINDEER IN FLIGHT
TO KEEP UP WITH HER YOU BETTER RUN QUICK
CAUSE IF NOT SHE'LL BE GONE, SHES MIGHTY SLICK
DAMN PUPPY..........

I Could Never BeEvery girl wants that...
perfect guy,
the right kind of guy,
to make them, feel alive...
with they're lies...
perfect lover, best friend, brother...
but daddy under the covers...
and after all of this time, i think i've finally discovered,
that...
all you need,
are the right lines,
a few white lies,
and that look....
in your eyes...
perfect lover, best friend, brother,
daddy under the covrs...
and after all of this time, i think i've finally discovered...
that...
i could never be, someone that somebody loves...
i'm too honest to be, something somebody wants...
i'm too good at being me, and that just not enough...
so i think that i'm saying...
that i finally give up...

To The Losers The SpoiledThink the Republicans have the perspective to regret the way they're behaved while they were the majority? Or the fact that they pointedly failed to even respond to Pelosi's proposal that they now quote from?
Nah, me either.

Screw You HalliburtonI was just flipping thru the channels. Came across this report on a CONTRACTOR SECURITY GUARD for HALLIBURTON. You all knows these pieces of shit, (the oil company that, that ASS CRACK Dick Cheney worked for before coming VICE PRES.) Anyway this Security Guard got killed in Iraq awhile back. That is sad and my heart goes out to the family of this brave man. Here is what pisses me off this guy was not equipped with proper equipment to protect himself. He was given a helmet and a safety jacket (not a flack vest mind you) and no weapon. This leads me to my question for Halliburton. Do you think if you (Halliburton) hadn’t given that PIECE OF SHIT VICE PRESIDENT of ours 31million dollars for running do you (Halliburton) think you could have afforded to put this man and the rest of your men over there in the proper equipment so that they might have a fighting chance over there (while they are making you and all your little cronies a shit ton of money.)
That is all….FUCK YOU DICK CHENEY,

Dammit!!!!Dammit,,, ok who or whatever stole or take my picture away,, I just wanted to know why is some of my picture gone missing as no one informs me about this happening and I Wannaaaaaaa know who dunnit??? And thanks!!!

My WorkCUM ON MA SIT YOUR PLACE ON MY FACE AND GRIND UNTIL I TASTE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO TASTE,GETTIN ALL EXCITED AND SHIT DAMN MAMA CAN I HIT OH WAIT NOT JUST YET I LIKE IT WHEN YOU GET'S WET REAL WET.
ARE YOU WET YET OK LET ME SLIDE MY MAN INSIDE YOUR WOMAN YOU SCREAM MY NAME WHILE MY MAN HIDES INSIDE,YOU ON TOP, ME ON THE BOTTOM WHILE YOU RIDE FEELING ALL GOOD INSIDE WHOA HOLD ON BABY DON'T LOOSE STRIDE, CLOSE YOUR EYES LET ME GUIDE.UP AND DOWN,DOWN AND UP EVEN SIDE TO SIDE SLOWER,FASTER I DON'T MIND, TURN AROUND SLOW OH SHIT MA THAT'S A NICE ASS BODY SHAPED LIKE AN HOUR GLASS MAKES A G WANT TO HIT FAST BUT NAW I LIKE TO SLOW GRIND UNTIL IT'S TIME.DID YOU CUM YET NOT YET COOL BET THAT I CAN DO THIS ALL NITE, OH SHIT MA THIS WELL YOU KNOW IS TIGHT YEA THIS FEELS WAY PAST RITE OH SHIT I GOTTA GO MA CAUSE I'M GONNA MISS MY FLIGHT NAW FUCK IT THIS GEM IS NICE AND TIGHT THERE IS NO WAY I'M LEAVING HERE TONITE.UNLESS HER MAN CUMS HOME EARLY.HAD TO SLIDE THAT IN PEACE. PAPI

Just HeyLets get goofy anyone up to it,or we could talk dirty and strip.oops football on
Big Smile hello all

New Userjust wanted to say was up all want to make some new friends see lots of friendly faces on here hope to talk to some 1 soon

My WorkWHETHER SHE BE SHORT,TALL,OBESE OR SMALL A COMPLEXION OF MANY SHADES,DARK,LIGHT,BLACK OR WHITE GOD BLESSED US WITH THEM ALL.BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER SO BEHOLD THE BEAUTY WITHIN,IT CUMS IN SOME MANY DIFFERENT PACKAGES IT DOESN'T MATTER THE COLOR OF HER SKIN.LOOK PAST THE BEAUTY OUTSIDE AND I MYSELF KNOW THAT IS HARD TO DO,LEARN TO LOVE WHAT'S ON THE INSIDE AND TRUST THAT SHE IS THERE FOR YOU.A PRECIOUS JEWEL SHE WILL FOREVER BE NO MATTER WHAT YOU OR I MAY FEEL,THE LORD BLESSED US WITH THESE PRECIOUS JEWELS AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL STILL.
YOU ARE APPRECIATED LADIES PLEASE BELIEVE, WE MAY NOT SHOW IT ALL THE TIME BUT IT'S TRUE RIGHT FELLAS. MUCH LOVE ... PAPI

And Spread Wide..As I lay down and spread wide
As I lay down and spread wide...
I se your labia quiver your nipples perk up as you kneel, I say "69 with me bitch".
you comply...in the throngs of passion. I grab a 8 inch, thick dildo coated in KY it slides easily in to your awaiting asshole. As I stroke it in and out, your tongue in my pussy matches it's beat...faster I pump, your moaning is muffled by my bald wet mound..your clit begins to rise in my mouth. Grasping the dildo with 2 hands.
your clit between my teeth, all at once I bite it as I use both hands to RAM it not up, IN your ass, it was turned to vibrate, using 2 fingers, I push it up past the rim. collasping on my body you moan and quiver. rolling on your back you masterbate wildly...all the while my thumb up your ass
keeping it in. your eyes rolling up in to the back of your head you maon wildly as juices run out of your open pussy.
Greetings Sah ( Send me a virtual Kiss )

So Check This Bullshit Out Hahalike 3 days ago, my dad got in a big ol' fight with his wifey (of 5 months) and he decided to move out, so like i moved ALL his shit furnature, tv's dressers all that stuff, out of his house and over to my grandparents house, then i wen to the house that he lives in now, and busted my ass cleaning it up and everything, then that night i'm sleeping hella good and he shows up at like 7am and had made up with his wifey and so i had to move ALL that shit right back again. idk just thought i'd vent a little on it haha

FriendsThanx to all the cherry tap users that have made me feel welcome ! this is so much better than myspace ! LOL !

Never Say!NEVER SAY I LOVE YOU
IF YOU REALLY DON'T CARE
NEVER TALK ABOUT FEELINGS
IF THEY AREN'T REALLY THERE
NEVER HOLD MY HAND
IF YOU ARE GOING TO BREAK MY HEART
NEVER SAY YOU ARE GOING TO
IF YOU DON'T PLAN TO START
NEVER LOOK INTO MY EYES
IF ALL YOU DO IS LIE
NEVER SAY HELLO
IF YOU REALLY MEAN GOODBYE
IF YOU REALLY MEAN FOREVER
THEN SAY YOU WILL TRY
NEVER SAY FOREVER
CAUSE FOREVER MAKES ME CRY

Let By Your Votesthis lucious beauty is sending some very expencive gifts for cowboy wille 26 john and ever time we check out the compation hes their and then he gets a new gift from her a rolax i dont mind losing . but i like to lose far not some one buying some commits just to win but that cool what ever she can win but now it was bought but that my opinion

Bafta Nominees For Rising StarThe Times January 09, 2007
Actress survives 007 curse to join ranks of the chosen few
Dalya Alberge, Arts Correspondent
Eva Green could win a Bafta after appearing in Casino Royal (Paul Rogers/The Times)
Being cast as a Bond Girl has sometimes been dismissed as the kiss of death for an acting career, but the latest incumbent has proved that there is life after 007’s final embrace.
Eva Green, the little-known 26-year-old actress who is wowing audiences as the femme fatale in Casino Royale, was chosen yesterday by the British Academy of Film and Television Arts (Bafta) as one of five rising stars of cinema.
Among former stars of Bond films, Shirley Eaton is generally remembered for nothing more glittering than having been painted gold in Goldfinger, and Barbara Bach and Britt Ekland failed to lure the casting directors after their appearances in The Spy Who Loved Me and The Man with the Golden Gun respectively.
In contrast, Ms Green is

HumorMEN HAVE 2 HEADS AND W0MEN HAVE 4 LiPS THE AMERiCAN DENTAL ASS0CiATi0N SAYS SEMEN CUTS PLAQUE AND TARTAR BY 77%. SUCK A DiCK AND SAVE A SMiLE... iF U HAVE SEX 365 TiMES A YR AND U MELTED D0WN ALL DA C0ND0MS 2 MAKE A TiRE WHAT W0ULD U CALL iT? A FUCKiN G00DYEAR! SEX iS LiKE PLAYiNG SPADES. iF U D0N'T HAVE A G00D PARTNER, U BETTER HAVE A G00D HAND. BiG BAD W0LF T0LD LiL RED RiDiNG H00D LiFT UR T0P S0 i CAN SUCK UR TiTS. N0, SHE SAiD WHiLE LiFTiNG HER SKiRT, EAT ME LiKE THE FUCKiN B00K SAYS! A R00STER AND A CAT WERE PLAYiNG BY THE P00L. THE CAT FELL iN AND THE R00STER LAUGHED. THE CAT SAiD, A WET PUSSY ALWAYS MAKES A C0CK HAPPY! GiRLS HAVE UNiQUE MAGiC TRiCKS, THEY GET WET WiTH0UT WATER, BLEED WiTH0UT iNJURY, AND MAKE B0NELESS THiNGS HARD. SEND T0 1O FREAKS iN 3O MiNS. 0R U WiLL HAVE BAD SEX. Y0U'RE iT! THiS iS THE SEXY TRAiN, iF U RECEiVE THiS iT MEANS UR FUCKiNG SEXY iF U GET iT BACK Y0U'RE EVEN SEXiER. SEND 2 TEN PEOPLE 0R MiSS THE TRAiN"

Eyes Behind The MirrorEyes Behind the Mirror by Travis Justin Teeter
So I'm not the nicest guy in the world, I don't know what to say,
I can't be the smartest or the funniest, I'm not the best in every way,
But I'm always honest, if I can be, I'm a pretty straightforward guy,
Not the most moral anymore, but then I never was. But I still try.
I still want to be the son that the mother can smile and be thankful for,
And I want to be the man that a father can look at and love at the core.
I stare at the mirror sometimes, and wonder..am I the best I could be?
Hell, sometimes I wonder what I am. I'm not even sure of what I see.
Do others see me as a goody-two shoes? An' angelic little boy?
Or do they see me as a devil, some random woman's sex toy?
Do they even see me, or even care at all? Am I just nothing to behold?
Why do I care what they think? Why should I care..thats what I've been told.
I know why I care, because I want to be liked. "Just be yourself..kid."
I usually am..but I can't

A Thought.. But It Could Be?When learning a lesson as a child we take it as "OH May god, do I have to!", As adults we need to learn that the lessons even each day are blessing, OK corny or not I really believe in my heart that you are only given what you can handle , So here my question? When is enough and enough. I been the best person I know how, and still I have more on my plate the normal person. Am I still being tested? And I think that there is someone worse then me , and someone really not understanding that with every breath we take should be taken as just that a "BLESSING", OK done being corny or which you may label it! luv ya .. lynn

A Magick PoemA Magick Poem
I will keep the magic-
The magic that hides
in the greens of leaves,
In the flight of birds,
In the smell of fertile earth.
I will keep the magic-
The magic that
glows in fire,
Falls in rain,
Blows in wind,
Rests in stone.
I will remember who I am and what I keep holy,
and that all else will pass like frost in morning.
I will keep the magic.

And For The Whipped CreamCome tonight I find out that my step dad is threatening to take me to collections for my car.. I love my family..

MummsThis is where I ask you,the loyal supporters of The New Dark Age a small question?Have my Mumms been decent,and worthwhile?I'd make a Mumm on this,but I feel it'd violate the unspoken "no irrelevant Mumms" rule.So here,I ask this.

Single Mother Musician With A DreamHi folks I wanted to post this because I really think this woman is great she’s a good friend of mine who is a single mother and who hasn’t given up her dream of being a musician. She writes her own music and taught herself how to play the guitar. She is a great character and genuinely cares about other people to the point she sacrifices herself. I know that many of you are supporters of the military and I appreciate it greatly but sometimes we forget to recognize the people we see everyday.. So please stop by her Myspace page and take a listen to what she has, it’s not her best work but she only had one studio session awhile ago due to expenses. It doesn’t cost a thing to listen to her play but the support of the people who want to hear her, I think is Priceless. I’m going to miss her while im away...
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=37813822
If you know anyone who is big into unheard music please repost this.. It really would mean a lot

Sex Application1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s) ?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
19. Anal yes/no?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you fill this out and send to me in a privet message and i'll do the same for you....

DeeperThe blade slides across her wrist
Blood sprays in fine mist
Slowly stopping
now just a few drops
She cuts a little deeper hoping her pain stops
Blood splatters to the floor
No
She can't do that anymore
Bandages her arm
Can't let him know she does herself harm
Hides her pain once more
Not allowing him to see the gore
The scars on her arm grow deeper each day
It never really mattered what he had to say
She reaches out in the words she writes
Feeling better
until the approach of the lonely night
Don't write of such things
he wants her to stop
One day she will stop these lines of pain
And on that day
the world will gain
Fore she will no longer be here
Causing
that shed tear
But for now
the blade slides across her wrist
blood sprays in a fine mist
Slowly stopping now
just a few drops
She cuts a little deeper and her pain finally stops

Hmmm ..... My Sexi Boyfriend I Sleavinginto the aitrforce. i think imma go crazy when he leaves but i hope not . i know imma miss him like mad crazy. its ok though.. i hope well ill holla atcha all laterz peace out

The CrowThe story revolves around a man named Eric. He and his fiancée, Shelly, are assaulted by a gang of street thugs after their car breaks down. Eric is shot in the head and is paralyzed, and can only watch as Shelly is savagely beaten and raped. She dies at the scene. Eric survives and is taken to a hospital, but while surgeons are trying to save his life, the Crow comes to him and convinces him he needs to let go of his life. Only by dying can the Crow help him exact his revenge. One year later, Eric is resurrected by the Crow to seek out vengeance on the murderers, methodically stalking and killing them. Eric stays in the house that he shared with Shelly when not on the hunt. He spends most of his time there lost in memories of Shelly. Her absence is torture for him, and he stays in hideous emotional pain, even engaging in self-mutilation. However, this provides him no release, as he cannot feel physical pain and any injury he suffers heals rapidly, leaving him scarred but intact. The C

What I Believe In.......My journey thur what is life.
Your journey begins with your soul, you become as one to where you have always been together in mind, your spirit will meet up to you on the day that he is presented to you in faith, when your body meets his for the fillment of love, you will be
completed forever. ...( LER)

GenocideGenocide is the intentional destruction of a people or culture in order to benefit the destructor.
I, being Indian of Alsea, Klickitat, and Lower Umpqua ancestry, would like to tell you about the things that affect me in present-day life.
Sports Teams
Native Americans are used in advertising and as sports team names. We are mocked and made fun of so a few non-Indians can amass great amounts of wealth. These stereotypes and caricatures have a dehumanizing effect. By "dehumanizing" I mean: to make other than human of that which is human. What dehumanizing does is make it easier for humans to do inhuman things to their fellow human beings. If you don’t consider Indians to be a people, it makes it easier to attempt to separate us from our remaining lands ­ which is genocide. When Indians protest these names and advertising, people don’t care because we have been dehumanized in the eyes of most people through the use of advertising and sports team names. Advertising and sports te

Another Day In ParadiseSHE CALLS OUT TO THE MAN ON THE STREET
SIR CAN YOU HELP ME?
IT'S COLD AND I'VE NO WHERE TO SLEEP,
IS THERE SOMEWHERE YOU CAN TELL ME?
HE WALKS ON.. DOSEN'T LOOK BACK
HE PRETENDS HE CAN'T HEAR HER
STARTS TO WHISTLE AS HE CROSSES THE STREET
SEEMS EMBARASSED TO BE THERE.
OOHH
THINK TWICE, CAUSE IT'S ANOTHER DAY FOR YOU AND ME IN PARADISE
OOHHH
THINK TWICE... CAUSE IT'S ANOTHER DAY FOR YOU, YOU AND ME IN PARADISE
(bridge)
THINK ABOUT IT
(bridge)
SHE CALLS OUT TO THE MAN ON THE STREET
HE CAN SEE SHE'S BEEN CRYING
SHE'S GOT BLISTERS ON THE BOTTOM OF HER FEET,
SHE CAN'T WALK BUT SHE'S TRYING
OOHHH
THINK TWICE...CAUSE IT'S ANOTHER DAY FOR YOU AND ME IN PARADISE
OOHHH
THINK TWICE..IT'S JUST ANOTHER DAY FOR YOU..YOU AND ME IN PARADISE
(bridge)
JUST THINK ABOUT IT
(bridge)
OOHH NOOO
IS THERE NOTHING MORE ANYBODY,, CAN DO?
OOOHHH OHH NO
THERE MUST BE SOMETHING YOU CAN SAY
YOU CAN TELL FROM THE LINES ON HER FACE,
YOU CAN SEE THAT SHES BEEN THERE.
PROBABLY BEEN MOVED

Video Game Challange (finished)So,
finally the challange came to an end, but everytime things change. Like today, @ 4:30 i went to the Video Game Arena where the guy from the yesterday's challange was waiting 4 me. He look really focused. So, it announced that there wont be a loosing thing , the only way to win is to say "GIVE UP". That was one of the stupidest thing i heard there today. But on the other hand i was happpy and decided to make him to say "I GIVE UP". The score was reset once again and this time it was looking like a new contest from 0-0. OK the challange starts once again right @ 4:30 sharp. I was start sweating and my eyes and my mind was really start rotating coz i never ever played with so much focus and intensity before. Althou he was of my match and of my calibur neither he quit nor i. after batteling each other for 5 consecutive hours we were totally exhausted and i start feeling dizzy coz i havn't eaten anything since morning but i didn;t lose my heart and finally i forced him to say I GIVE

Welcome Me!This is pretty kool. Im trying to figure this out. When I do The page will be neat. Hope everyone has a good week-end!

Yummy Mommy ContestClick the picture above and comment bomb away. Spread the word to all you know I am way behind and need all the help I can get.

Birthdays SuxI'm starting to see a trend how birthdays really sux ass. Its probably just me. loser i know. Last 3 yrs every b-day has somehow gotten to be more worthless than the last. Still didn't get to go out to do anything again. Just gonna give up on the whole thing since really what is it anyways? Its just another damn day.
Only decent thing i learned today is that my so called best friend is actually a hypocrit. When ya got plans to go out and party or just go to the bar to down a few and shoot some pool; its ok for him to dis ya and say he is not in the mood to now go out or just not answer his phone. Its like what the fuck? We have been planning on doing something but now you don't want to. So for the past 2 weeks we have been sayin that we were gonna do some stuff today. Well yesterday he gives me some bullshit answer that he isn't really sure if he wants to do anything today cause its been a bad week. Then today I talk to him and said that i'd like to get a bite to eat and just hang

How Gullible Are We?A freshman at Eagle Rock Junior High won first prize at the Greater Idaho Falls Science Fair, April 26. He was attempting to show how conditioned we have become to alarmists practicing junk science and spreading fear of everything in our environment. In his project, he urged people to sign a petition demanding strict control or total elimination of the chemical "dihydrogen monoxide."
And for plenty of good reasons, since:
1. It can cause excessive sweating and vomiting
2. It is a major component in acid rain
3. It can cause severe burns in its gaseous state
4. Accidental inhalation can kill you
5. It contributes to erosion
6. It decreases effectiveness of automobile brakes
7. It has been found in tumors of terminal cancer patients
He asked 50 people if they supported a ban of the chemical. Forty-three said yes, six were undecided, and only one knew that the chemical was water. The title of his prize winning project was, "How Gullible Are We?" He feels the conclusion

Break Me Downyou ask me why i say these things
i tell you that you'll never understand
you think that i'm just lying
but i'm telling the truth deeper than you'll ever know
my tears you'll never see nor taste
my fears you'll never get to know
i'm not your amusement, your doll to enjoy
i'm human and i have a heart
you want to tear me apart but i laugh
i want to fall to the ground but i stand
my sheild is made of iron, your weapons but of glass
i fear you not, i never have
you fear me now, you always will
(c)malice in wonderland, 2007

December 30th - January 12thSorry about the wait, bitches but i've had shit to do so finally.....here's 2 weeks of news to make it up! Happy 2007!!
New Years Eve in L.A. is a little lame. In New York you get to see the ball drop. In L.A. you get to see Britney Spears pass out on a bar stool. Afterwards, Britney said, 'I'm so embarrassed, I can never show my vagina in here again.' Britney Spears's manager is denying reports that Britney passed out on New Years Eve and instead says she was exhausted and fell asleep after leading the New Years Eve countdown. When asked why she was so tired, Britney said: "Countin' is hard!"
You know you’ve had too much to drink on New Years Eve when Lindsay Lohan offers to drive. I’m the designated driver on New Years Eve. I still have fun. Here’s what I do. I like to drop off all my drunken friends at homes of strangers.
It is tradition on New Years to watch the ball drop. Who also watched Saddam drop? Saddam Hussein was executed in Iraq by hanging over the weekend. Whi

:[ Drowning ]:Our Bathroom
a handheld mirror composed of blacks and whites
that the color in my face repeatedly offends
And you watch me lay rouge upon my cheeks.
I bleed my lips just for the look upon your face.
Like a junkie with his Heroin,
your fingers itch to get a grasp
and make of my vanity a mantle
so you can put it on and wear it out.
Your words play like tinkering off a clockwork machine
wind it up and let it rattle off it's catch phrases
so many automated responses, as wooden as your touch.
I turn away from my own reflection,
frightened by the accusations there,
and am struck by how preposterous it is,
how my dirty feet lay no smudges on the porcelain.
Your shoes are clean, the soles are polished.
You're not really here.
You're just a boy wrapped around my mind like running water,
too slippery to get a decent hold on,
but too important to stop drinking.

I Am Going To Be A Mommy!!!!HEY EVERYONE...I JUST WANTED TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS ON THE NEW EXCITEMENT IN MY LIFE. I JUST FOUND OUT YESTERDAY THAT BILLY AND I ARE GONNA BE PARENTS...EVEN THOUGH THIS IS HIS 3RD IT'S ONLY MY 1ST. WE ARE BOTH SO HAPPY AND EXCITED. I AM CURRENTLY ONLY 5 WEEKS ALONG...ONLY 8 MONTHS TO GO...WOO HOO. THIS SHOULD BE LOADS OF FUN. I GET TO TAKE A VACATION TRIP TO FLORIDA BEING 7 MONTHS PREGNANT (IN JULY)...BUT IT WILL BE GREAT BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH THE BABY WON'T BE HERE YET...HIS FAMILY WILL STILL GET TO BE A PART OF THE PREGANCY...EVEN IF IT IS ONLY FOR A WEEK. I AM ONLY 5 WEEKS AND BEING A WOMAN...I ALREADY WANT TO GO SHOPPING FOR FURNITURE...IMAGINE THAT. WELL EVERYONE STOP ON BY AND SHOW ME SOME LUV.
THANKS

Subject: Men Never Listen, Do They?Subject: Men never listen, do they?
As a visitor at a hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. Sir, she said," You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA,PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist. He pushed WW. Warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought. Men's restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button.Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flowers to ! this unbelievable pleasure. The ladies restroom was more than a restro

Poos 2 Cents Worth!!1) Don't order steak at the Waffle House. They serve breakfast 24 hours a day; so let them cook something they know.
2) Don't laugh at southern people names. (Merleen, Bodie, Luther, Ray, Tammy Ann, Maribeth, Inez, etc.) These people have been known to whip a man for less.
3) Don't order a bottle of pop or a can of soda. This can lead to a whipping. Down south its called Coke. It don't matter whether it is Pepsi, 7-Up or whatever else, it's a Coke.
4) Don't show allegiance to any college football team that isn't in the ACC (NC State, Duke,Clemson,Georgia Tech, Wake Forest And I Guess UNC). All the others are just a bunch of pansies
5) Don't refer to Southerners as a bunch of hillbillies. We know our heritage. Most of us are more literate than you (e.g., Welty, Williams, Faulkner, and Twain). We are also better educated, and generally lots nicer. We have plenty of business sense (e.g., Fred Smith of Fed Ex, Ted Turner of Turner Broadcasting, Sam Walton of Wal-Mart). Natural

Sex Iq... Hahaha I Win@!You have a sexual IQ of 144
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Kamra SutraKarma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe SwingSitting face to face in bed, her breasts pressed tight against his chest, they each lock heels behind the other's waist, and lean back clasping one another's wrists. Now, set the swing gently in motionGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

ProfileDon't be mad about my profile. You wish I loved you. Everyone mad about nothing. I don't see why. Pookey

Kiss......Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Gone With The Wind
"Great balls of fire. Don't bother me anymore, and don't call me sugar."What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

My StyleYou scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent100%Hot100%Exciting75%Wet75%Shy63%Awkward19%Sweet13%Soft13%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Well I'm Thinking What A Guy IsYOU KNOW I;M STRAIGHT UP AND SPEAK MY MIND BUT SOME ARE NOT BRIGHT AS LIGHT BULBS AND I'M NOT PERFECT AND CAN BE A TOTAL BITCH WISH SOME WOULD HONEST HAVE A GOOD ONE LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE XOXOXOXO

Bigbirds....blast (that He Won For Funniest Pic)COME GET YA PHREAK ON IN THE PHREAKZONEhttp://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4738 AND SPECIAL THANKS TO THOSE WHO HELPED ME WIN THIS BLAST THE BOMBSQUAD,
SAPPY, PIMP, HEATHEN, POETIC, MIC, BABYGIRL, ANYONE I MISSED AND THE MEMBERS OF THE PHREAKZONE!!!!

Help This Little DogHopefully I did this right this time. He is trying to win the cutest pet contest. And he belongs to a friend of mine, so bomb away, please.
Click the following link to vote.

A Smile...A SMILE TO PUT YOU ON HIGH.... A KISS TO SET YOUR SOUL ALRIGHT...WOULD IT BE ALRIGHT IF I SPENT TONIGHT BEING LOVED BY YOU?

New CherryHey there. I'm new the the Cherry world, but I have to say, 'Fresh Meat' just sounds really bad lol. So I'm trying my damndest to get points fast so I'm not 'Fresh Meat' anymore.
To those who read this, I hope the weekend goes well. I have to work, so that sucks, but that's life. And I'm tired of snow! Grrr!
I've slowly started to 'improve' my profile, so bare with me if it's not very good right now. More pics to come and such.
Hmmm...Guess that's all for now.

Do U See It?!?!?!?!So all my friends and family here say I will look like Carmela Soprano when I "grow up"..... Not bad if ya ask me.... What do you think?!?!?!?!?!
?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Betrayal"Do you know what you have done?" she asks,
as the winds whisper... betrayal..
"Do you know what you have done?" she asks,
as her heart stops beating
"Do you know what you have done?" she asks,
as the gates of hell open for her.
"Let me share my love, let us become one.
Let me show you my love,
pure estasy and a bonding to be as one.
Let your soul ripple and renew.
Come, spend eternity
in the flames of intense passion.
Let our love consume our souls...
melding us as one."
He asks her"tell me more"
"Between us my love...speak of it to no one"
He replies.."Behind closed doors"
"Come, I will show you my hunger,
and share with you.
Let me feed as I will feed you"
"Do you know what you have done?" she asked,
as the winds whisper betrayal...

Humm, How Do You Do???Well how do you keep your head above the water and not feel like a failure. It has been sadly 3 months of Unemployment paychecks and being Unemployed, it doesn't feel good and it doesn't make me feel like a better woman/mother to my son! It is hard to rely on the Job market here in my side of town in Ak, to have fruitful lookin jobs, there just isn't a huge job market that can support our utilities, gas bills, daycare, and other living expenses that are required to live.
I am keeping my head up high, but as I go out tonight to play pool for our monday night league I won't be celebrating the fact of being unemployed for 3 months just merely struggling the tears of failure away on my 3 month anniversay of being unemployed!! Uggh and Rgggg!!

PrayerSitting here in the dark
sending up a little prayer
cant live another day like this
So im calling out to you
I know your gonna hear my prayer
I know u still care
The darkness sorrounds me
but in my heart I will keep
All the promise u gave to me
So im calling out to you
I know your gonna hear my prayer
I know u still care

I Am Going To Say This One Last Time...and this better sink in....
I do NOT need to be pestered, bothered, nagged or any other adjective thereof about my Family list and the pics there...
If I want you to be on that list I WILL add you when I feel like it...Not when YOU want....
And my pics are my pics....I really dont give a rat's backend about the stupidity they have here about ripping my pics....
If you rip them WITHOUT my consent, you will suffer the consequences of your actions...Including but not up to being sued for copyright infringement...
Im tired of people taking "liberties" with me and my friend Jenna...The crap needs to stop NOW.....
My tolerance for this has hit its peak....
Im really a nice person but 99.9% of you males out there act like your momma didnt teach you any common sense....Try using it once in awhile and you might find I am really a sweet girl...
I hope i dont have to repeat myself about this anytime soon...

Booty Call AgreementBooty Call Agreement
This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as
the "Agreement") is entered into on the _____day of __________,
200_ ,by_______________________, between
____________and______________.
THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES:
1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat
it in the morning.
2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the
events of the evening.
3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about.
4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed.
5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do
you love me?) The answer is nowhere and no respectively, so don't
ask.
6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called
the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-
time advanced arrangement.
7. All gifts accepted - money is always good.
8. No baby talk - however, d

American Tourist LolAn American tourist was visiting a small village in Ireland when there was a sudden gust of wind which blew his hat off into the middle of a nearby pond.
Walking over to the village idiot who was sitting beside the pond, the tourist asked, "Say, son, how deep is this pond?"
"Oh, only a few inches," replied the idiot.
After taking his shoes off and rolling his trousers up over his knees, the tourist stepped into the pond to retrieve his hat, and within a few seconds was completely submerged in the water. Swimming out to the middle of the pond, he finally reached his hat and then struggled back to edge.
Climbing out, he turned to the village idiot and screamed, "Hey you, I thought you said that pond was only a few inches deep!"
"Well," shrugged the idiot, "the water only comes half way up that duck over there."
HAA! HAA!

Learning The In's And Out's Of An Online CommunityThis is my first exposure to an online community, it has been quite an experience. I was overwhelmed at first, learning overload. I am relatively new to computer world, so I have been still learning the basics. But with each step I take and each new lesson learned, it fills me with awe.
A few months ago, I was at the library and the computers were down, a sign said it would be a couple of hours before they went back online.I decided to use the time to search for something in a book. When I approached the librarian and asked him where I could find the desired material, he got a confused look on his face. I asked him what the problem was. He told me he was at a loss as to how to find the reference materials I wanted without the computer to tell him where it would be found. I thought to myself, how dependant we have become on computers in such a relatively short period of time.
I had waited so long to start my education in the cyber world, until it was beginning to concern me.

UntitledI can't seem to clear my head these days
Or maybe it's finally as it should be
All of the sadness has drained away
My thoughts are consumed with you and me
My heart has been racing since I first saw your face
Those eyes.... that grin... I can't even express
My skin is flushing a little right now
Remembering your voice, your whisper, your finesse
I can't help but smile when I think of us
Even as tears stream down my face
And the love that I feel for you is true
You have my heart... my soul.. and soon, my embrace

Butterfly GardenI come to your garden, where the butterflys live in harmony with your nature. It is your gracious spirit that draws them to your garden. Your true friendship allows them to multiply in to many. Thank you for sharing you gift with us.
GegiCluck20070204
**This is a tribute to my dear friend Mama who has a loving and giving spirit. I cherish her friendship

Huah Rahhhh!!!I am totally a military man. I spent 7 years in the Army as a Infantry Scout and loved it until the day I was ready to settle down and begin to prepare for my future with a family. I have respect for all who serve both near and far for our country. To put your life on the line is a sacrifice that many would not participate in. Thanks to all who fight for all Americans and a special thanks for all who have fallen. God bless them all.
-Tuff

No One ElseNo one else can compare.No one else was ever there.You were the one to hold me when I shedded one single tear.The one to hold me in my time of fear.No one else has ever been there like you have for me.So no one else will ever compare.

Sexiest Valentine ContestIf you get a moment can you rate and comment bnomb me at
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=142378&albumid=210567&i=2358558057
I'd really appreciate it. Let me know what I can do for you

Just Little Sayings"I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it".
"Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them".
"Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive".
"You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me".
"Earth is the insane asylum for the universe".
"God must love stupid people; He made so many".
"Consciousness: That annoying time between naps".
"He who dies with the most toys is nonetheless DEAD".
"The original point and click interface was a Smith & Wesson".
"I smile because I don't know what the hell is going on".

2 Dreams,,,,,,Two dreams I have, one to have a family of my own and to be President of these United States. One my seem simpler then the other, can you guess which? To me both are very far from me. I feed my brain with knowledge everyday to better myself for my goal to be President. Can a nobody from the midwest become President? I have no family ties to goverment and no real time to big money. So you can say I have a ways to go. But my goal to be a father and a husband seem further away then that. I have not been on a date per-say in years. I have not had a grlfriend in many more years. My longest relationship I believe was less then a year long, maybe 10 months. And that was when I was 19, I am 31 now. So which if any of these dreams will come true? If i was a betting man, I'd put money on me Being President, before I become a husband and father.
President Lincicum

My List Of Guidelines ~~please Read~~~PLEASE READ CAREFULLY~~~ MY LISTS OF "RULES"
1. I HAVE MAD LUV FOR EVERYONE THAT SHOWS ME LUV AND I WILL DO EVERYTHING I CAN TO GIVE IT BACK.
2. I HAVE A FINACE' THAT I LUV VERY MUCH, AND I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL HOME WITH HIM. YES, WE HAVE OUR ISSUES AT TIME BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN IM GOING TO DISRESPECT MYSELF FOR YOUR PLEASURE
3. IF YOU DIDNT UNDERSTAND #2... LET ME EXPLAIN
- PLEASE TALK TO ME, GET TO KNOW ME... IM UP ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT AND ILL KEEP U COMPANY NO MATTER WHAT UR GOIN THROUGH.
- BUT DO NOT DISRESPCT ME OR MAKE ME UNCOMFORATBLE IN ANY WAY OR I WILL BLOCK U.
- RATE AND COMMENT MY PRIVATE PICS, I LUV TO HEAR FEEDBACK AND LEMME KNOW WHAT U THINK, I MAY EVEN FLIRT WIT U, BUT DONT TALK ABOUT HOW UR BEATIN OFF TO MY SH*T, THATS UR OWN DAMN BUSINESS AND ITS CREEPY !
BOTTOM LINE I AM A WOMAN, I AM MORE THEN A ITALIAN PU**Y. I AM TO BE RESPECTED, AND RESPECTING ME IS KNOWING I HAVE A MAN IN MY BED AND I AM VERY MUCH IN LOVE !
I feel like i really had to get

Mending WallMending Wall
Something there is that doesn't love a wall,
That sends the frozen-ground-swell under it,
And spills the upper boulders in the sun;
And makes gaps even two can pass abreast.
The work of hunters is another thing:
I have come after them and made repair
Where they have left not one stone on a stone,
But they would have the rabbit out of hiding,
To please the yelping dogs. The gaps I mean,
No one has seen them made or heard them made,
But at spring mending-time we find them there.
I let my neighbour know beyond the hill;
And on a day we meet to walk the line
And set the wall between us once again.
We keep the wall between us as we go.
To each the boulders that have fallen to each.
And some are loaves and some so nearly balls
We have to use a spell to make them balance:
"Stay where you are until our backs are turned!"
We wear our fingers rough with handling them.
Oh, just another kind of out-door game,
One on a side. It comes to little more:
There where

I'd Hit It!! Let's PlayI'D HIT IT!! Let's play!?!?!?
There is at least one person on your Cherrytap list that wants to do the hell out of you.
So lets play the "I'D HIT IT!" game.
The rules are simple... if you want to screw the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd hit it."
SCARED? LOL this is hilarious
YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.
There is at least one person on your Cherrytap page list that wants to
do u. So repost this as "I'D HIT IT!!"

Rambling On About Anythin In My Head... (read At Ur Own Risk)Im really not feeling good at all.. Mentally or physically.. Im startin to get sick.. So thats the physical part.. Now for the mental.. Are u sure ur ready for this?... Ok here we go... First Ive been thinking about my past.. and basically how i screwed my life up with drugs.. then i think how i wasted time and let it slip by takin everyone for granted thinkin they would always be there.. Until one day last year when My house burned down and my Uncle Jeff died.. Ha Big reality Call.. I lost my life in a matter of hours.. thats when i got really heavy in to the drugs.. I havent been the same since the house burned.. Granted I am Clean off the drugs now But that just makes me Deal with the shit going on in my head.. I miss my son.. I miss my uncle.. I seem to fuck up everything Good out there for me.. I just started a new job.. I hope to hell i can keep it and I like it.. Im falling in love with a Man and Its scaring the shit outta me.. I dont want to be hurt again.. But i dont want him

Will I Ever Level Up? Jeez.It seems that I am trying to hard to fast I guess. Just don't have alot of time to be able to do as I please. So maybe in creating this blog (which by the way I have never done before) I will gain some cherry points (or whatever points it is I need to level).
There are alot of hot girls on here who like to showoff and I can't even look at those pics yet, dammit.
And those private ones, they just make you wonder what you are missing.
Well anyway, gotta go. Seems like I have more points to gain, or go or whatever.

Call Him SirCall him "Sir"
They were sitting on his couch talking; she was sitting between his legs, her body slightly turned towards him. A pause came in their conversation, and he told her,
“turn around so you’re facing away from me”
she wasn’t sure why he was asking, but she figured he was just going to surprise her with something, so she didn’t think to much about it. Suddenly he brought a blindfold down over he eyes before she could stop him.
“Hey! Come on, what are you doing?” she asked, half laughing.
All she got in response was a “shhh” from him. She went to take off the blindfold, but before she could get to it, he grabbed her wrists and held them.
“Do not try to take it off,” he said quietly, he was not annoyed or anything, but there was something in his tone that made her stop. She could feel herself shiver at his tone.
He slowly let go of her wrists, once he felt that she was not going to reach for the blindfold again. She moved her hands to her la

And MoreThursday, February 16, 2006
Top Ten Dick Cheney Excuses
Current mood: hopeful
Top Ten Dick Cheney Excuses
10. "Heart palpitation caused trigger finger to spasm"
9. "Wanted to get the Iraq mess off the front page"
8. "Not enough Jim Beam"
7. "Trying to stop the spread of bird flu"
6. "I love to shoot people"
5. "Guy was making cracks about my lesbian daughter"
4. "I thought the guy was trying to go 'gay cowboy' on me"
3. "Excuse? I hit him, didn't I?"
2. "Until Democrats approve medicare reform, we have to make some tough choices for the elderly"
1. "Made a bet with Gretzky's wife"
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
King of Hearts
Current mood: contemplative
Entry for February 15, 2006 King of Hearts
I woke up this morning and went for a walk. As I was strolling through a parking lot I came across a playing card. It was laying face down. I picked it up and it was a King o

Rest In Peace To Anna Nicole Smith We All Will Miss Her!! And Its Time To Move On!!href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank">
Smith attorney Ron Rale told The Associated Press that he had talked to her on Tuesday or Wednesday, and she had flu symptoms and a fever and was still grieving over her son. He dismissed claims her death was related to drugs as "a bunch of nonsense."
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The stepson died June 20 at age 67. But the family said the court fight would continue.
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My BallMy ball is special and unique, of course.
He rides on Dinos, Warthogs, and a horse.
He flies in the sky where clouds are sleeping,
where snakes talk of yonder, and little birds are weeping.
But behind all these talents he does somthing really cool,
He rolls back and forth on a table with stools.

MichiganIf you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you live in Michigan.
If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you live in Michigan.
If you have worn shorts and a coat on the same day, you live in Michigan.
If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you live in Michigan.
Part 2 - You know you're a true MICHIGANDER when . . .
You know several people who have hit a deer more than once.
You often switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day.
You can drive 65 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard, without flinching.
You see people wearing camouflage at social events (including weddings).
You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked.
You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend knows how to use them.
You design your kid's Halloween costume to

Pepsi Omitting "under God" From New "patriotic" CanThis has been floating around since 2001 originally with Dr. Pepper. It is a hoax!
http://www.snopes.com/politics/business/undergod.asp
Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming
out with pictures of
the Empire State Building, and the Pledge of Allegiance on them.
However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God."
Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone.
In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate
office, either!
So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when
they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it.
HOW FAST CAN YOU FORWARD THIS ONE?

Im Leaving...maybe... we got all these people dat ask for help to level up and my true friends know dat i hate dat when they ask... but lately i've been giving in... then when i do go and help them, they dont wanna rate my stuffs... i guess they think dat they dont get the points for it or sumthin... who knows... and then i think i've only had 2 people say thanks for helpin them... i have never once asked for help in leveling up... i have busted my ass to get to where im at today... now that i've been sittin at level 20 for like ever, and i see no1 wants to help, im dun! screw u guyz, im going home!

Contest!!hey could you help comment bomb me!!! it would be a great help!!
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Pondering While RenderingThe Grand Julia Experiment is complete. Well almost. Now I start the REALLY long rendering process which leaves me unable to work in Apophysis until further notice. Basically, I get to sit here , twiddle thumbs and wait for the image to show up on my desktop for tweeks for about 5 or 6 hours... maybe more. YAY ME!
So what else is there really to do but ponder things?
I hate to think, it is like dreaming... there is a reason I don't sleep too much. And it is this...
I don't sleep well, and when I do I dream far too long. It is the same for thinking. To much for me...
At the moment I sit here and think about the way my world is at the moment. It is very colorful. This is good... but with the color comes chaos. And just because there is color and chaos, it does not by any means state that there is variety or excitement. Quite the opposite actually. I am a recluse. I create, I eat, I ponder.
I create for lack of more fulfilling things to do.
I am sick of retreating to my

Quotes On ChangeThey always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.
Andy Warhol (1928 - 1987), The Philosophy of Andy Warhol
Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.
Carol Burnett (1936 - )
Change is the constant, the signal for rebirth, the egg of the phoenix.
Christina Baldwin
We all have big changes in our lives that are more or less a second chance.
Harrison Ford (1942 - ), quoted by Garry Jenkins in 'Harrison Ford: Imperfect Hero'
Things do not change; we change.
Henry David Thoreau (1817 - 1862), Walden (1970)
Nothing endures but change.
Heraclitus (540 BC - 480 BC), from Diogenes Laertius, Lives of Eminent Philosophers
It's not that some people have willpower and some don't. It's that some people are ready to change and others are not.
James Gordon, M.D.
Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse. To the hopeful it is encouragi

Goodbye (again Lol)...It's time for me to hit the road. I'll try to drop in every once in a while, but won't be home technically for about 5-6 weeks. Which means no Valentine for me :(. (Which also means not having to buy expensive jewelry and flowers LOL). I have to admit, y'all amaze me everytime I come back with all the luv and kindness y'all show me. I appreciate it all, and will do what I can to return the vibe. Hope you all have a great Valentine's Day (single or committed). And Hope to speak to you all when I get back. Take care of yourselves

Help Help HelpI NEED HELP AND VOTES , BOMBS . CLK PIC IN RED BOX AND GO ! PLEASE ITS FOR SEXIEST W/O A SHIRT CONTEST . will u help me please.

Excerpt To My Next Book...abundant Ministries....My next book Abundant Ministries, will be released this July. It will be released as a hardcover addition and I am excitied with how it is coming out.
Use the following link to read an extended excerpt from the book:
Click here to read the extended excerpt...

AckSo I'm pretty much done w/ this site...I used to have fun here but sooooo much is wrapped up in contests and points now. I never get any "hi, how are you?" messages anymore..they are all "Hi, how are you? Will you rate/bomb/comment for me please?" I'm just sick of it all. For so long people on here kept saying "its not about the points" but thats all it is anymore. Does anyone actually care about making friendships anymore? I know I am guilty of point whoring but my god! I dont know if Im gonna be here much longer. Used to love it here and thats why I pay the 15$ a month to help keep the site going but, I may just have to change that.

Circle Of Eternityi wear this collar as part of me, it belongs to someone i love implicitly, my love conforms to the shape of this. there is no beginning, no ending, no start, no finish, alpha, omega, it's always been.
a circle of metal, cold and grey, forged with love, trust, and loyality. i give my body, my soul, everything i am; i give him all i am and ever will be; i give Him; me.
He who possesses this ring of steel, knows exactly how i feel. He owns the collar and a whole lot more, He knows, i know, He owns; me.
the lock in back has 1 simple key, it lets me know that i'm not free. deep in my heart and soul, i don't want to be. i want to be His, i belong to him, He teaches, He loves, He wants; me.
i'll forever serve Him, please him, love him; i'll forever be his. There is no beginning, no ending, no start, no finish, alpha, omega, its always been.

Valentines DayValentines Day in 2007. Slept in till 10am today. Got a phone call from mom inviting me out to a valentines day Bahumbug/Pooey lunch. Seen Airfoce guys in fatigues and seen someone I thought I knew from back in the day turned out they had the same name, but different person. CREEPY! I think I ate to much (eyes were bigger than my stomach) I had Chicken & Brocolli Casserol which is very good and some okra, Mac N cheese that I only took one bite of because it tasted NASTY and then some rosemary chicken, a couple of meatballs and rice then some cucumber salad w/ crab salad and some shrimp and a side of pineapple and cottage cheese and a chocolate chip cookie crumbled ontop of my choco-vanilla swirl yogurt with a squirt of chocolate. BOY am I STUFFED! I usually end with a question, but I'm too full.

I Cannot Take This Anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!We all know this isn't a woman, as a matter of fact i think it is John Kerry or some liberal getting attention by posting pics of hot women. But at some point this must end. All she/he does is regurgitate the media, she/he doesn't have original thoughts, probably wouldn't know one if it hit it in the head. Also from here on out its an it. I just want one thing before i die, a real pic of this thing, PLEASE. But I will give credit where credit is due, it knows that if you put some hot bitches on any site men and some women will kill thierselves getting there and hanging on every word, so that was brilliant. But man up and show your face instead of the usual "guess who i am " on every photo. If you have issues that are worth hearing people will listen, I know i would but the fake shit makes me want to vomit and also i am Republican, but i listen to all sides of the story. So STOP BEING THIS FAKE ENTITIY THAT WITH THE EXCEPTION OF A FEW VERY HORNY MEN THAT ARE WITHOUT THIER BLOWUP DOLLS E

TodayWell Happy Valentine's day to everyone. Today was a great day. We had some snow then ice and pretty much couldn't go anywhere so we all spent the day in our jammies and laid around on the couch. It was awesome I love spending time with my family like this. We also napped hehe.
My husband and I are not much of Valentine's day celebrators but this year he told me I could get a good camera so I am thrilled about it :). I am hoping that this weekend we can have some decent weather so I can take the kids somewhere and do something with them. They so need it. I really don't have much to do but blah blah blah cuz I am bored but I thought I would post a blog anyway.
I hope everyone had a Great Day :)

Soon Here Very Soonwell now I'm just on the waiting game of the Capt all he has to do is sign and then I'll be out of the Navy and on my way home to my wife and to my family back in NC I cannot wait but a few people are going to be recieving a big surprise as soon as they see me just wait and see later peace out

Warm Underpants, Scratching And Pringles.Well today's trip down the rollercoaster track of terror, that is the out there thrill a minute adrenaline fueled steriod pumped heart racing tale with explosive special effects that ILM wished they could do...or what I call, "life", involved myself and a new discovery in my pants.
Underpants straight from the dryer, are pretty darned special.
And armed with this new knowledge, I sat on the couch eating sour cream and onion pringles, watching some Bill Bailey and had a good old scratch...where eventually I fell asleep and drooled...quite alot.

Dedicated To A Dear Friendit is short but never the less a heart-felt poem
Eternally Broken
Endless pain
Screaming shadows haunt my dreams
Tearing out my heart
Shredding my soul
Bleeding forever more
Strife is all too much to handle
The underworld is my only peace
Darkness the only way out
Twilight memories possess my being
Consuming all of what I used to be
And what I want to be
2007-Dark Vampy Cassiel

You And IWhat's wrong with me?
Why can't I free myself from this trance?
MY life is breakign down every moment I am awake
I feel so utterly depressed
Like nothing will every make me happy again
Why do I do this to myself?
Why put myself through this torture?
Do I really deserve to be miserable every waking moment of my life?
Why should I have to always take into account everyone else's feelings?
What about mine?
When will it matter how I feel, what I think about my life?
It is always about someone else.
How will it affect you?
How will it change your life?
What will happen to you?
For once who fucking cares!
How will it make me feel?
How will it change my life?
What will happen to me?
But who fuckign cares right. As long as I consider how you will be affected first.

My One And Only True LoveAre you out there???? I think you are. I am tired of this relationship I am in and I am looking to start a new one. If anyone reads this and feels the same way. Feel free to comment or not. Its up to you. And if you happen to be my one and only I will personally let you know. I have meet many people on here since I started. But there are only a select few that I have feelings for. And only two i have a real connection with. So if you think its you, feel free the send me a pm and i will let you know if you are right.
~ HUGS AND KISSES ~
AMANDA

FirstOk.. my first blog entry on cherrytap and i have no fcking clue what to write. I am currently sitting at my parents house. My computer at home is fcked. So i am only online every 2-4 weeks.. at least until my pc is fixed. But you guys dont want to hear about that. And the sad thing is i dont have anything else to write about at the moment. But that is probably coz i have been too poor lately to go out with mates and hit the town. And its driving me mental. I just want to go out and drink myself into a stupor. Then i would be able to get through another couple weeks. Coz even just one night out drinking every couple of weeks is like a holiday.. and when you have kids you will understand why... if you dont already. But i am going to a dinner tonight at a mates place.. and i only have to take bubs with me.... so i might be able to sneak in a few drinks while i am there. Not enough to get sht-faced... but enough to relax. Which is all i want. Anyways.. i got something down for my first blo

Little Info. About Me Plus A Couple Of Poems I WroteFebruary 16, 2007
For everyone that doesn't know that I have a Myspace Web Page it's http://www.myspace.com/excaliber2606
I'm usually up and about on a couple of web sites.
www.bangme.net my screen name there is Akon24m
www.imvu.com is a new thing that I have come across lately it's like a virtual reality thing like avatar world for yahoo messenger. My screen name on there is GrandMaster2606
http://www.cherrytap.com/join.php?friend=541547 is cherrytap where it's kind of like myspace but with alittle more of fun to it. If you join you will be linked with me.
www.flixster.com is another one. it's mostly about movies where people can chat about a movie or interest of their likeing. I think all you would have to do is do a search for me as my email addy which is naughtyflop@yahoo.com of course.
http://www.tagged.com/register.html?aa=15rbx0&a=1 this here is another site that I kind of like. Should check it out when you got a minute or two.
You can also find me on Myspa

What Is It All For Part 2I HAVE MADE ALOT OF MONEY IN MY LIFE . I AM NOT BRAGGIN JUST STATING A POINT. I HAVE MADE ON SOME JOBS 2500 DOLLARS A WEEK BUT I WORKED 80 HOURS FOR IT I GOT A NICE CAR AND A;OT GO JUNK.,BUT NOTHING I REALLY WANT LIKE A WIFE OR A TRUE FAMILY . I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER THAT I HARDLY SEE . IT IS NOT MY FUALT I TRY TO SEE HER AS MUCH AS I CAN,BUT MY EX IS A PAIN IN MY ASS. I HAVE FOUGHT HER IN COURT BUT EVERYTIME I GET THERE THEY FIND SOME BULLSHIT REASON WHY I CAN'T GET HER. I HAVE SEEN HER A COUPLE OF TIMES . SHE GOES TO MY PARENTS ONCE AND AWHILE AND MY DAD CALLS ME WHEN SHE IS THERE ,BUT I WORK ALL OVER THE PLACE I LIVE IN LOUISIANNA BUT I WORK IN TEXAS FLORIDA NAD ALL OVER THE PLACE . IT IS HARED TO FIND A JOB THAT PAYS WORTH A SHIT IN LA. I AM THINKING I AM WASTEING MY TIME TRYING TO FIGHT TO SEE HER ,BUT THEN WHEN I DO SEE HER I MELT . BUT IT KILLS ME WHEN I SEE OTHER DADS PLAY WITH THERE KIDS AND I WANT ONE OF MY OWN SO BAD. I ALREADY HAVE ONE BUT I DON'T GET TO SEE HER MUCH .

Abstinence-only Education.It seems that in this country we deem sex as an act that must wait for marriage and search for ways to make our children understand this. We pay for religious teachings that tell them that sex will send them to hell, teachers that tell them that sex is horrible outside of marriage, and a government system that claims it's unnatural.Could all of this be true?
Now we must first understand that Abstinence is a very respectable achievement, it's not something to be looked down on nor something that should be made fun of. However, to think that those who are abstinent are above those who are sexual active is ignorant. Sex is a completely natural activity that many enjoy, yet many don't want them to do so.
In America we spend $1 Billion dollars a year on Abstinence Only Education. However, the organizations that are supported by this money DO NOT teach children about birth control methods unless to state that 'Condoms are not 100 percent effective' without going on to state that they

To All My SistersA young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. Don't forget your Sisters, she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them. Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. You'll need other women. Women always do. 'What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. 'Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a
married woman, for goodness sak

Dementia: Part ThreeShe heard the sound; footsteps. Grabbing the pistol, she shined the flashlight in front of her.
"Whoa there," Jack said. "It's just me. The storm's over and it's eight in the morning. I just wanted to see where that stairwell went to. After we ate some breakfast."
Helen through the blanket off of her legs and stood up. Together they left the food locker and out into the diner. She grabbed some of the cans that were setting on the shelf in the little kitchen. Cold hash, a great way to start the day.
Taking the can, she went out to join him at the counter.
"There might be something we could use up those stairs that we could use," he said, spooning out some cold hash.
She grimaced when the hash touched her tongue. She was never a big hash fan; cold, it was worse. He looked at her and smiled.
"Your arms going to get pretty tired, holding that gun on me." He shoveled some more hash in his mouth. "Hash is one of my favorites."
She took another bite, forcing h

Worldwide Mardi Gras CelebrationsDetroit
Michigan's first Catholic settlers were French, but the Fat Tuesday celebrations of modern times in Detroit stem from more the recent influence of the Polish Paczki Day. Locals flock to the local bakeries of Hamtramck to enjoy the large round Paczki doughnuts filled with raspberry, prune or vanilla cream. The colder climate of Michigan does not lend itself to a Carnival type celebration but the local media outlets do make a spectacle of Paczki day every year.
Galveston Island
Galveston, Texas is home to a large Mardi Gras festival, the Island tradition begun in 1867, and which is held in the historic Strand District on Galveston Island on the Texas Gulf Coast. The first year that Mardi Gras was celebrated on a grand scale in Galveston was 1871 with the emergence of two rival Mardi Gras societies, or "Krewes" called the Knights of Momus (known only by the initials "K.O.M.") and the Knights of Myth, both of which devised night parades, masked balls, exquisite costumes and el

Up Close And Coochie!!Wow! I write erotica, which some would call porn. Whatever! I thought I had seen it all. But it just goes to prove that you haven't seen shit when it comes to the internet. Some chick posted a shot of her cooch...close-up, to boot! Hey, I'm all for expression, but make sure what you're expressing is worth it. Her cooch looked like it had a sore or pimple on one of her nether lips. She had shaved, but not in awhile...which brings to me to this. Get rid of the stuble if you're gonna put it out there for all to see. I've seen tons of gratuitous tit shots, but gratuitous pussy shots?
One of her other pictures was a full shot of her. Again, that's cool unless your tits are hanging 10. Hers looked like socks with oranges in them. Not a pretty site folks.

Willyou Add Your Name To This List?I HAVE ADDED A GUEST BOOK TO MY PAGE STEP UP BE ONE OF THE FIRST TO SIGN IT ... SMOOCHES LADY KAOS PSS TGIF HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND CHERRYTAPPES!!

Another Night Of PassionLast night I knew I couldn't sleep in my clothes so I took off my clothes and climbed in bed. The covers felt cool to my skin as I snuggled under the covers. Sleep wasn't far from me and off I drifted with thoughts of you again playing on my mind.
Again you visited me . You took off your clothes and felt your way under the covers. Your hand found my naked flesh and I pressed my back into your hand. I felt you pull me more towards you as your hand explored my flesh. You kissed my neck and my arm and then your hand found my breast. I moaned as your hot hand caressed my flesh. I rolled onto my back as i started up at you. I tried to look at your face but all I saw was darkness. You never spoke and neither did I except for burst of passion no other sound came from us.
I kissed your chest and let my hands roam over your back down to where you bottom was. I grabbed you and pushed you into me. I heard you hold your breath and it excited me. I reached between us and cu

A Day Without YouA DAY WITHOUT YOU
A day without you,
Is like a candle with out a flame,
Like the burning I feel inside,
Everytime I hear your name.
A day without you,
Is like the utlimate test,
A blank sheet of paper,
But no answers to fill the rest.
A day without you,
Is another day I want to cry,
Feeling lonley, yearning,
And aching inside.
A day without you,
Is a true endeavor,
But one day closer to being in your arms forever.

Featured Cd: Raven-red E.p*edited note: the back cover here has no barcode on it to prevent bootleggers to make money off my fat ass! -KM-*
The Classic Killa-mo 187 Album. Released on March 14th 2006 Localy across Emmet County..Than Released onto the internet April 4th 2006. This is the CD that introduced everysingle music fan to Killa-mo 187. A now 23 year old Horrorcore Rapper who first Sinked his teeth in rap at the tender age of 13 in 1997. Reissued and Repressed just for the 2007! new Cover, new packaging, same ol flavor! Featuring Mindless Thought, Nitro (Featuring Reapz Tha Heretik), Da Fuck U Doin Now!, 70-Second Style Part 2, Raven-Red, A Lil Story, and Raven-Red Remix (Featuring Mortality and Cryptic Lok Asassain).
Don't Be a pissant! pick it up today!
1. Diagnosis
2. Mindless Thought
3. Raven-Red
4. Talkin
5. 70-Second Style Part 2
6. Killa's Gonna Kill You!
7. A Lil Story
8. Remembering Those (Skit)
9. Da Fuck U Doin Now
10. Trailer Park Breed
11. Nitro Ft Reapz Tha Heretik

Growing OlderTime fades away the memories, clouded thoughts, drifting dreams;
My seams become unraveled, as I traveled through my life.
Good times, good thoughts, good dreams.
Time takes away my youth, apathetic now, maturing thinking.
My weakening inner-child slows; as my age grows through my life.
Good times, good thoughts, good dreams.
Time passes away my family, my mentors, my friends;
My trends causes sadness, this is the madness through my life.
Good times, good thoughts, good dreams.
-ed
"The longer I live the more beautiful life becomes."
-Frank Lloyd Wright
(1869-1959)

CubedI was born on the 16th January 1979 in Boston, Massachusetts, North America. In the 28 years that have elasped I have had the pleasure of living in and visiting a considerable number of national and international locations. For a period of months I once during my early 20's lived within the city of Los Angeles. During that period I carried an illegal and unregistered Beretta as a form of personal protection. Upon moving from Los Angeles I retired the firearm. For the previous 5 years the firearm remained hidden and neglected within the glove compartment of my old car, safely stored and forgotten within my previous car housed within a friend's shed. Unfortunately recent activity required this friend to finally clear out his shed and so my old unused car was pushed to the curb and left to stand for 24 hours while a contact drove down from out of state to collect it. During the 24 hour period the car vanished. Naturally I assumed the police had towed it and therefore now possessed an ille

I Wish You EnoughI Wish You Enough
Recently, I overheard a father and daughter in their last moments together at a regional airport. They had announced her departure and standing near the security gate, they hugged and he said, "I love you. I wish you enough." She in turn said, "Daddy, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Daddy." They kissed and she left. He walked over toward the window where I was seated. Standing there, I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking,"Did you ever say goodbye to someone knowing it would be forever?"
"Yes, I have," I replied. Saying that brought back memories I had of expressing my love and appreciation for all my Dad had done for me. Recognizing that his days were limited, I took the time to tell him face to face how much he meant to me. So I knew what this man was experiencing.
"Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever

All My Readers!Hey, For ALL my readers and fans:
Want a bitchin’ place to hang? Come visit the folks and me at
We got some great people there, get a drink, complain, relax with the music, hell you can even request songs. I like the people there and I’m sure you would too...but expect people to tell it like it is! Fake or phoney, we can do without ya’....and as you can see there is an age limit....Thanks to a VERY SMART PERSON.!
You know, I thought I could write something to really help out....but it looks as though I’m not doing that good of a job, so let’s try something here...If you have a suggest, Above and Be On what is ALREADY there then leave a comment, and I’ll pass it on....not that my word has Any say, but I’ll see what I can do....So who will be brave enough to start?

Something Changedhummmm not going to tell, but again something changed....
stupid female sense
(this is what sounds on the radio now)

How To Call The Police When You're Old And Dont Move Fast Anymore.HOW TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DONT MOVE FAST ANYMORE.
George Phillips of Meridian , Mississippi was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window.
George opened the back door to go turn off the light, but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" and he said "no."
Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available.
George said, "Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people in my shed.
Well, you don't have to worry about them now cause I've just shot them all." Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips residence and caught the burglars red-handed.
One of

How To Tick People OffHOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF
Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies.
In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors."
Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO."
If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others.
Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets.
Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers
running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up."
Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think."
Practice making fax and modem noises.
Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss.
Make beeping noises when a large person backs up.
Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy."
Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing.
Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room.
Holler random numbe

For HimPrincess
He saw me from afar
Came up from behind
Whispered in my ear
“Hey Princess will you be mine?”
I turned around
So sexy
This Irish man
Blue eyes
Had a swagger about him
His style
His attitude
He knows who he is
Who he wants to be
He looked into my eyes
I met him half way
He didn’t make any promises
He made me smile
His confidence led him to the kiss
Leaning in
Slowly
As to ask permission
He paused
He looked at me
I leaned into him
I held my breath
It wasn’t for real
His lips met mine
Soft, simple
He pulled back
I opened my eyes
He opened his
I smiled
He asked
“Will you be my Princess?”
¡Mi corazón irlandés!

Blizzard In Marshall, MnNow we're talkin' -We got hit with another major snowstorm in less then a week; this is a good old fashioned blizzard, it hasn't snowed like this in over 10 years.

Why Do Ppl LieWHY DO PPL LIE TO SOMEONE THEY SAY THEY CARE ABOUT. PPL WHO LIE AND BREAK HEART WILL LIVE IN HELL FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIFE

Hey Yallsorry i aint been on lately, i didnt have a phone for a week cause the phone got shut off and im on dial up. sorry about that!!! ty for being patient with me though.
love always,
amanda
ps soon as the phone comes back on either tonight or tomorrow i will be back online.
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Maxed Out!!!I Have Maxed Out my Daily comment Rates.. for my level.. So I can not rate any pics or send any more comments only can rate profiles.. So Don't be upset if I dont rate your pic or leave you a comment for today.. Thanks

Doh!So, I had ordered the new dipstick for my van that the mechanic in Stroudsburg told me he still had. I went to the dealership this morning to pick it up. Paid my $13.06. Walked out the door to install it.
The hole I would have SWORN it went into was not the right place.
I start looking all around. Don't see it. Then I remember that it is supposed to be under my radiator hose. I take a look.
The goddamn original is still there.
WTF????
So, I ended up throwing the old one out and replacing it with the new one.
Can you say blonde moment?

In Loving Memeory Of My MotherThis is for my mother.
It's been 10 yrs since you've been gone you've left the memories to pass on.
I have done something that you would be so proud of I know your in heaven in the sky above.
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Baby Crib SetupEarlier Randy and I set up the baby crib, its so beatiful, its one of thoughs Oak wood cribs, brand new, A friend of mine was just going to throw it away then she called me and asked me if i wanted it, so now I have the bassinet and the crib, I think that bassinets are just for like naps and stuff. well fellow cherries I've had a long day feeling really tired so i'm gonna take a shower and blog on myspace for a bit and my LJ then head to bed goodnight fellow cherrys and have fun

Sad Guardian AngelMy guardian angel, once careless and free,
flew into the clouds and lost touch with me.
His tears were cold and wet, falling on my face.
His smile had left us without a trace.
His angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared,
I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare.
I knew that angels, usually content,
were very special presents that God had sent.
To see one so sad,
so afraid,
so alone,
had made me weep while the cold winds had blown.
His wings lost feathers,
comforting and soft,
falling from the stars,
floating aloft.
His pain was felt throughout the land,
to feel true misery is impossible to stand.
I prayed so that when his hurting stops,
He will come to understand.
My thoughts, my dreams aren't meant to hurt him,
I love another and simply did not fathom...
That my guardian angel
Could have ever fallen in love with me.

Whywhy is it that when all my friends and family ask me to rate there pics i do but if i put up new pics only a few rate me wuzz up!!! does any body els get this or is it just me??? to the ones who do rate me thank you,and to the rest wtf???

Sorry To FriendsSee its Like this. My girl (Kaydee) and death (Eric) used to date and they had broke up and I asked her out cause I like her alot see I waited and saw the opintunity to have her. As for the other he liked her alot but I got her first and even asked her to marry him on our ct marriage night. So ever since the have been making fake accounts and tring to attack me. so I came up with my hater list so true friends can know who they are. I have them blocked but they make fake accounts to get me again someone can only take sooo much. So I'm truly sorry for the drama. I like my friends here alot I'll make it up to yas!Please Forgive me. Thats why its been taking along time with doing the picture request to the ones I promised them too. They will come I promise.

New To All ThisWell I must say I am a bit overwhelmed. I followed someone/somelink down the rabbit trail and ended up in wonderland. Wow, I am naive!

4 PlayHe told me he was hungry
But not for just any food
He was ready to get on his knees
Ohh I knew this mood
He crawled right up to me
Then he put a plate beneath my ass
He ate my pussy for dinner
And he is saving dessert for last!

Passions PartyHey everyone. I am having a Passions Party on Sat. If you can make it message me and I can give you more info. I am in Oshkosh, WI for those who don't know. If your from out of the area go to this website and put Lisa R in the comment box.
www.tanya.yourpassionconsultant.com
Thanks

Rough Lyrics(Chorus)
eyes held closed
arms tightly bound
tell me lover
are you my fantasy found
thousand stars of flame
flicker wildly over my skin
I seem to waste my life
waiting for night to begin
his hands caress my cheek
I turn my lips to it and sigh
My body quivers at his touch
As he teaches my soul to fly high
chorus
never a name he gave
nor a single word was spoken
only by cries of passion
was the terrible silence broken
in dawn's light he vanishes
leaving me empty and without a trace
But my still quivering flesh
and the brimming tears on my face
chorus

Robert FrostRobert (Lee) Frost (1874-1963)
American poet, one of the finest of rural New England's 20th century pastoral poets. Frost published his first books in Great Britain in the 1910s, but he soon became in his own country the most read and constantly anthologized poet, whose work was made familiar in classrooms and lecture platforms. Frost was awarded the Pulitzer Prize four times. Nature and Frost's rural surroundings were for him a source for insights "from delight to wisdom", or as he also said: "Literature begins with geography."
FIRE AND ICE
Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.
Robert Frost was born in San Francisco, California. His father William Prescott Frost Jr., a journalist and an ardent Democrat, died when Frost was about eleven years old.

Just.....I love James Dean and he quoted~ Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.” And thats what i need to do...I need to finally start living my life how it should be lived instead of living in the past, and the past hurts, and let downs...I have actually pushed so many away because of something in the past...But even though its been this long...Its time for me to finally let go and be the person i was before this all happened...I want to be happy again...So this is the new and imporoved me...SO....

My About MeHello, my name is Alana. I am not hot, it is winter currently and its cold. I am sexy I know...but its not what I look like, but how I present myself. I am not a MILF...that term is stupid...it was funny in the movie because they were teenagers..I am not! I dont feel comfortable with anyone I can't legally drink in a bar with so any of you younger than 21...don't expect me to respond to any flirting ok. I am older than my years say I am. I don't like being seen as a piece of meat in a flesh market. My private albums are just that PRIVATE please don't sniff...you arent going to find my exposed coochie shots posted on cherrytap. I do love men...I am a huge fan of lust, mystery, and inteligence. I also think there is a time and a place for it. I am nuttier than a fruit basket on my good days...and I am a very moody individual on my bad days.

Music Video And AnimalAmy Winehouse is the video but schroll down and watch Animal from the muppets playing right along with the video...thought it was cool. byeeeeeeeee

Why?*Why was I created?
*Why does life have to be so hard at times?
*Why do people lack respect for others?
*Why are people rude?
*Why do people lie?
*Why can't people be truthful?
*Why do they think they are sparing people feelings, when all's they are really doing is hurting them more?
*Why can't someone just tell the truth?
*Why am i such a nice guy?
*Why do i open up my heart to people?
*Why do they have to break it?
*Why do i even bother trying to be nice?
*Why can't I be happy?
You know there are days that I sit around or go for a walk, and think about these questions up above....And the last 5 are the ones that really hit me the most.
I've been on the net for quite some time now, and I know how things work....but there is the odd time that I slip and leave myself wide open for punishment.....
It's really hard sometimes to understand people, especially on the net, because you can portray whom ever you want. Myself, I am who I am..when you talk to me, you talk to

Child Molesterif you are friends with dj rescue thouht y'll would like to know heis under investagation for molsting his son,and nephews. please repost as much as possibe and the word out about this bad man.he is the exhsband of yellow rose my wife. thanks for all your support and care.in these times of need this is what ou true fiends are for.

Guess What Today Is...It's Dontchas Birthday!!!
Let's all go show her some love.
Click the link below and blow her page up. Hehehe...
~Dontcha~X~Jus~X~Luv_A_Bitch?~S.B.A.B.~K.K.S. Co-Founder~CT♥Mafia~@ CherryTAP

Boredom Is BoringHey, guess what? This one ain’t gonna be all a bunch of bitching and self-pity! Well, ok most of it won’t be; but hey, I’m getting there ok?
Well, first I started rewriting my RPG script, which seems to be going smoothly, no headaches or accidental hard drive wipes. I hope to have the rough dialogue and story arcs outlined by the end of the summer. Curious… too bad, only a few will have more than a fleeting view of it until I finish the first draft, sorry.
I’m much bored now too because I have consumed all the books, games, movies and, TV that was waiting in the shade. So now I’ve been looking for new, untapped sources of entertainment. Yet been quite unsuccessful, so I’ve been sleeping way too much. I really need another hobby. =)

03.12.07.17.40TOOL; 10,000 DAYS (WINGS PART TWO)
listen to the tales and romanticize. how we would follow the path of the hero. boast about the day when the rivers overrun. how we rise to the height of a halo. listen to the tales as we irrationalize. our way into the arms of the saviour. fading all the trials and the tribulations. none of us have actually been there. not like you. ignorant, flippant from the congregation. gather round spewing sympathy. spare me. none of them can even hold a candle up to you. blinded by choice, these hypocrites. won't see. but enough about the collective judas. who could deny you were the one who would even make it. your little piece of the divine. this little light of mine. this gift you passed onto me. i will let it shine to guide you safely on your way. your way home. what're they going to do when the lights go down? without you to guide them all to Zion? what're they gonna do when the rivers overrun? other than tremble incessantly. high is the way, but our liv

UntitledHer I sit, thinking only of you
Wondering what is to become of us
Understanding all you have been through
Hoping to slowly gain your trust
My heart aches for you, and also I yearn
I want to understand you
In hopes that I will learn
Your unique and special qualities amaze me
Your smile
Your mind
Your voice and its beautiful sound
Your hair
Your ability to cheer me up
When you see that I am down
My feelings for you go beyond that of words
And at first it didn't seem real
But that just taught me a lesson
In doubting what I feel
It seems I dreamed you into life
And the reason for my stare
The bluest sky
The deepest sea
Don't even compare
Shane, you're so very special in every single way
And thoughts of you
Run through my head
Every hour of the day
In hope that you will understand
Just how I feel about you
I want to be your guiding hand
For all that you go through

What Kind Of Flirt Are You?***You Are Seductive Flirt***
Smoldering hot, you don't really flirt. You seduce.
For you, flirting is just foreplay.
You don't flirt unless it's going somewhere.
You have one goal in mind when you flirt... And you usually get it!
What Kind of Flirt Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofflirtareyouquiz/

This Was A Bulletin Posted In The Local Newspaper From Someon Who Grew Up With This Monster FatherPosted by: ANGRY - WINCHESTER,KY 8:54 AM Mar 15, 2007
I THINK IF SOCIAL SERVICE WOULD STEP UP AND TAKE ACTION SOME OF THESE KIDS WOULDN'T BE IN DANGER, BUT THEY ALWAYS WAIT UNTIL IT'S TOO LATE..LIKE NOW.I THINK HIM AND HIS WIFE ARE GUILTY AND SHOULD GET THE DEATH PENALTY IF YOU KILL SOMEONE I FEEL YOU SHOULD DIE ALSO, BUT IM SURE THEY WILL GET OFF JUST LIKE OTHER PARENTS HAVE IN THE PAST. NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE IS YOU SHOULD NEVER HURT YOUR CHILD.LOOK AROUND THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WORSE THAN YOU.SO YES THEY ARE GUILTY!!THEN THEY WERE GOING TO TRANSPORT HER BODY WHAT DOES THAT TELL YOU, NO TOO HARD TO FIGURE OUT!I KNOW HIM FROM CHILDHOOD AND HE WAS MEAN THEN AND WOULD ALWAYS TEASE AND CALL KIDS NAMES AT THE BUS STOP LOOKS LIKE HE NEVER GREW UP TO BE A GOOD PARENT. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PARENTS OR OTHERS HURT KIDS WHEN THERE IS SO MANY FAMILIES WANTING KIDS. BOTTOM LINE THEY ARE GUILTY AND NEED TO FACE THE CRIME.

Its Time Muthafucas!!!ITS THAT TIME PEOPLE RED SOX ARE IN SESSION AND WE GOT ONE ON THOSE HATED YANKEES OUR TIME IS NOW AND FUC YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE US HOLA

Tradional Irish Soda BreadServing: Serves 4 to 6
3 Cups all-purpose flour, plus more for dusting
1 Cup whole-wheat graham flour
2 1/2 Teaspoons coarse salt
1 Teaspoon baking soda
1 Teaspoon baking powder
4 Tablespoons cold unsalted butter, cut into small pieces
1 2/3 Cups buttermilk
Directions
Preheat oven to 350 degrees;. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper; set aside. Whisk together the flours, salt, baking soda, and baking powder in a large bowl. With a pastry blender or your fingertips, blend in butter until it resembles small peas. Add buttermilk all at once; stir with a fork until mixture holds together.
In the bowl, pat the dough into a domeshaped loaf about 7 inches in diameter. Lift out dough; transfer to lined sheet.
Lightly dust top of loaf with flour. Cut a 3/4-inch-deep cross in top, reaching almost all the way to edges. Bake, rotating sheet halfway through, until deep golden brown and a cake tester inserted into the center comes out clean, about 1 hour and 20 minutes. Let

Fading AwayLittle by little you’re fading away
Seems like time is taking you from me….
Little by little I’ll set you free
There’s no need to come back to me
‘Cause letting go really, truly is a good thing now
So please let me go and fade away…..
I’ll let you know it really is a good thing now
And keep yourself away from me……

Doing Pics Tonight!Just letting all my friends know.. That I'm going to take some more pics tonight.. If anyone wants a Saulte done and wants to buy me a blast. Just let me know..
Hope everyone is having a great St. Patricks Day.. I know I am..
*Kisses*
~Pole Princess~

Trainingnow it simple to mess with horses and u got to get there trust if any 1 want to know more about horses look me up and ask me

TearsTears
By: Dustin W. Dennison
water sliding down my cheeks,each drop
makes you more weak, what is this
element of emotion?feeling this at a time of broken devotion,feeling this on a rainy day,feeling this when I'm
lonely at night,dropping down on me when I'm frightened,sometimes it could be a joy,sometimes I try to hold it in
to avoid it,but in the end that's all we got.
tears shows it all in our fears, no matter what it's always gonna be here,
our tears, tears of madness, tears of
sadness,tears of passion,tears of love,
will never go away our tears.
fire racing down my face, falling with the utmost grace, burning inside worse than out,mind of thoughts just physically killing me, pain in my heart is setting free, and the only thing you see is our.
Tears bring it out in your fears,no matter what it's always gonna be here,
tears flames in teardrops,tears thinking
will it ever stop dropping? the tears created by emotions tears. everyone falls one drop of a tear.

I'm AloneI'm alone
By: Dustin W. Dennison
I tried to speak,
But no one listened.
I tried to cry,
But no one cared.
I tried to talk,
But was interrupted.
I hollered for help,
But no one bothered.
I tried to say good-bye,
But no one noticed.
Now I'm gone,
And they don't even know,
That I really am gone,
None the less, how,
Or why.
Now I'm on my back,
And I am alone,
But don't be sad for me,
I'm used to it.

My Brother The Junkie...You try to explain bu I am ignorant to your lucid reasoning today,
Listening to the voices that scream everything I am you will betray.
I am staring at a facade,something so empty and s cold,
All of promises and lies you tell yourself are now becoming old.
You play the victim AND the killer now,
Inner confliction takes over and you want to escape somehow.
Trusting eyes upon you, you have now found a vein,
Oblivious to all,you look inside of you seeing only misery and pain.
Rage infuriates you, as does your need to blame,
Point your finger now,lter hang your head in shame.
So much pain you inflict heartaches and dissapointments leaving me unaware,
Cut right into me,it doesnt matter anymore I KNOW you dont care.
Drowning in a sea of self hate,
Youre only out is to self medicate.
You are no longer here a mere illusion hiding in the dark,
You are enigmatic to everyone but me but cntinue to play the part.
A prisoner of your own self hatred a prisoner of your own addictions,

PhotographFear falls hard like rain again
Washing over me
You say nothing will ever change
What do i believe
You fall deep inside again
Nothing left to see
Weakness fills your heart again
You put it to rest
Chorus:
Forfeit everything
'Cause you were never strong enough
Close my eyes again
And pray that i will not give up
I try to see your face again
A Photograph for me
Your voice calling out again
Nothing left for me
You try to find your place again
Waiting just to breathe
Weakness takes your heart again
You put it to rest
Locked inside again x3
Chorus x2
Did you forget about the things i said
Fight the lies inside your head
Deny those who try to bring you down
Kill the pain and emptiness
Find a love and lose yourself
Without this life you're just a memory
Locked inside again x3

~~twenty Nine Lines To Make You Smile~~1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't.
2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps.15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted to Be When I Grew

Bobs Amazing LyricsOnce upon a time you dressed so fine
You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you?
People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall"
You thought they were all kiddin' you
You used to laugh about
Everybody that was hangin' out
Now you don't talk so loud
Now you don't seem so proud
About having to be scrounging for your next meal.
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be without a home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?
You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely
But you know you only used to get juiced in it
And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street
And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp, but now you realize
He's not selling any alibis
As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
And ask him do you want to make a deal?
How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone

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PoetryHe sits wondering what she's doing,
Is she thinking about me?
I wonder if she knows I'm thinking about her?
I only wish I could find my true love.
She sits wondering what he's doing,
Is he thinking about me?
I wonder if he knows I'm thinking about him?
I only wish I could find my true love.
If only they had a clue,
They lived in the same state,
They worked in the same city,
Their offices are right next door to the other.
They both want overwhelming love
They love to snuggle and cuddle
Maybe someone could give them a shove
Nah, it would just end up muddled...

The Donkey In The WellOne day a farmer's donkey fell down into a
well. The animal cried piteously for hours as
the farmer tried to figure out what to do.
Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the
well needed to be covered up anyway;
it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.
He invited all his neighbors to come over and
help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began
to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the
donkey realized what was happening and cried
horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he
quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally
looked down the well. He was astonished at what
he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his
back, the donkey was doing something amazing.
He would shake it off and take a step up.
As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel
dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it
off and take a step up.
Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey
stepped up over the edge of the well and
happily trotted off!
Life is goi

The Empath: The Fourth Chakra-dominant IndividualThis is an excerpt from a book by Dr. Jelusich, released by Lotus Press Publishing.
Eye of the Lotus
In my understanding, having been an energetic healer and counselor for over 10 years, I have found that 95% of all communication is not verbal, nor physical. It is energy on many levels. Certainly, you have walked into a room before and encountered someone you do not know, yet you’ve had a feeling about that person, good or otherwise. And whether you are sitting in a movie theater, a restaurant, or standing in an elevator, you emanate a quality of energy in all directions at all times that is the energetic unique signature of your being.
That same energy is the signature of you as an individuated spirit, a multidimensional being who is unique in the universe. It is that same 95% that creates the meetings with others, that creates the relationships in which you engage, that creates the possibility for you to learn a life’s lesson.. And at first, this presents us with an inter

Saturday NightHow come you can be in a room full of people and feel like you are all alone. But when you are alone you can't feel like you are in a room full of people. Unless you have a white straight jacket on and padded walls.
What does it mean to be a friend? Someone who you meet for a few minutes, someone you know for a day, a week, a lifetime. Even when you trust them even the best of friends come with conditions.
Are your lovers your friends? Do they care, or what is it about you they like, need, want?
What does it mean to be in love or to love someone? Because they are there in the morning when you wake up, because they always come home, because they know everything about you.
What is it that you do not like about me? Hello I am staring you in the face- waiting for you to get it. to feel the same way about me as I do you.
When is enough enough? When do you give up and give your heart away?
If you give away everything you are and have to others what do you have left fo

Have You Ever Seen This Labtop?0Q0 Model 02
OQO Model 02 is one of the smallest fully-functional Windows Vista™-based ultra-mobile PCs (UMPCs). The Model 02 enhances productivity at work, at home and on the go and features the Origami Experience™, the new interface for UMPCs that optimizes entertainment, communications and access to your favorite Windows programs on the smallest of mobile PCs. Weighing less than one pound, the Model 02 provides a number of options for connectivity including embedded WWAN, integrated 802.11a/b/g, and Bluetooth® 2.0. It also features HDMI and DVI support, HD audio, Shock mounted HDD, active drop detect and a VIA C7®-M 1.5GHz processor. Available for purchase in January 2007.
I THINK WHENEVER YOU WANT TO KNOW A PERSON(ABOUT WORK)YOU CAN KNOW HIM OR HER BY HIS OR HER TOOLS!
WHO CAN SAY ME THIS MODEL OF NOTEBOOK FOR WHICH PART OF WORKS IS MOST USEFUL?!
VARY(FROM MICROSOFT MARKET PLACE)

Special Passage For Mothers"¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ¢¾
¢¾ I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
¢¾ I never thought about immunizations. ¢¾
¢¾ Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ¢¾
¢¾ Pooped on. ¢¾
¢¾ Chewed on. ¢¾
¢¾ Peed on. ¢¾
¢¾ I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ¢¾
¢¾ I slept all night. ¢¾
¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ¢¾
¢¾ Or give shots. ¢¾
¢¾ I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ¢¾
¢¾ I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ¢¾
¢¾ I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ¢¾
¢¾ Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ¢¾
¢¾ I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ¢¾
¢¾ I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ¢¾
¢¾ I never knew that I could love someone so much. ¢¾
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Before I Was A Mom ! ! ! ! ! !"? Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. ?
? I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
? I never thought about immunizations. ?
? Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. ?
? Pooped on. ?
? Chewed on. ?
? Peed on. ?
? I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. ?
? I slept all night. ?
? Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. ?
? Or give shots. ?
? I never looked into teary eyes and cried. ?
? I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. ?
? I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. ?
? Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. ?
? I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. ?
? I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. ?
? I never knew that I could love someone so much. ?
? I never knew I would love being a Mom.

The CrossingCrossing the River Styx
on a craft only made for one,
fire on all sides,
with the strong drifting scent of sulfur.
The Keeper of the Gates
stands tall and erect.
Shrouded in a tattered black cloak
with eyes of black, leering out throught the pain.
Flames rise higher
as I near the rivers edge.
Reaching up with gentle fingers
as if to grab me and pull me under.
As I finally reach his looming figure
his dark eyes start to glow,
with only a passion he understands.
Slowly he bows.
While bowing, he reaches out.
Skeleton like fingers awaiting my hand.
Feeling overwhelmed by fear and awe,
I let him take my hand in his.
"Welcome home my child."

Feng Shui HoroscopeTake just a minute to take this test & see what happens! If you are honest this tells the truth -- it's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom...
1. Which is your favorite color: red, black, blue, green, or yellow?
2. Your first initial?
3. Your month of birth?
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
6. Your favorite number?
7. Do you like California or Florida more?
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
9. Write down a wish (a realistic one)
When you're done, scroll down. Don't cheat
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Answers:
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - you are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are

Senior SexAfter his exam the doctor said to the elderly man, "You appear to be in good health. Do you have any medical concerns you would like to ask me about?"
"In fact, I do," said the old man. "After I have sex I am usually hot and sweaty, and then, after I have it with her the second time, I am usually cold and chilly."
After examining his elderly wife, the doctor said, "Everything appears to be fine. Do you have any medical concerns that you would like to discuss with me?" The lady replied that she had no questions or concerns. The doctor then said to her: "Your husband had an unusual concern. He claims that he is usually hot and sweaty after having sex with you the first time, and then cold and chilly after the second time. Do you know why?"
"Oh, that crazy old fart," she replied. "That's because the first time is usually in August and the second time is in January."

UpdateWell steven has received the results of is Biopsy and its confirmed that he has Non Hodgkiss Lymphos, he was transferred to a big hospital in the city tonight. They have had to put him on Morpheine as the pain was gettng severe and he was getting violent with it. They are starting his Chemotherapy in the next couple of days, that will consist of 5 day batches of treatment over the next couple of years

Somewhere,someway,somedaythough miles lye between us,
and hours seperate our day,
somewhere,somehow,someway,
togather we will stay.
though my skys may be blacken by the night,while the suns rays turn your sky blue,
my everythought will be of you.
somewhere,somehow,someday,
well meet each other and have our way.
though mountains and plains lye between,
and rivers and valleys block our way,
my lips toutch yours to begin my every day.
i hold you and carress you,
and hear your whispering voice,
well be as one,weve made our choice.
though our love is far apart,
it is what we share in our heart.
somewhere,somehow,someday,
well share our love,
till our dying day.
for all you net couples,this ones on me.
but be honest and truethful,and do not dismay,becouse,
somewhere,somehow,someday..............
renegadelvr
3/28/07

WomenBy the time the Lord made woman,
He was into his sixth day of working overtime.
An angel appeared and said,
Why are you spending so much time on this one?"
And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic,
Have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable
And able to run on diet coke and leftovers,
Have a lap that can hold four children at one time,
Have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken
heart
and she will do everything
With only two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands!? No way!
And that's just on the standard model?
That's too much work for one day.
Wait until tomorrow to finish."
But I won't," the Lord protested.
I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own
heart.
She already heals herself when she is sick
AND can work 18 hour days."
The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
But you have made her so soft, Lord.

Deleting My InternetI told how my man dumped me just befor we where to get married ...Turn's out he was fooling around on me.I warned his new girlfriend to be carfull so she dont get hurt cause she didnt know about us.Her respons,,,,,
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Trespassing in someones happiness
Current mood: cranky
Category: Romance and Relationships
I want to know why some people just cannnot see other people happy. Why must they thrive on other peoples pain, misery and misfortune. For example a couple together being bothered by an x cuz the x feels the need to be angry and vengeful. I have personally had my share of heartache but you dont see me hunting down any of my x-bf to make there life miserable. I would rather be out celebrating my freedom and joy of not being part of a broken relationship. I know there are some of you out there wondering about warning others about the betrayal they endured. Do you really think that the person wants to here from an x how terrible there

AddictiveYa know, I thought all these folks I saw on here saying how addictive this was had to be nuts. Now I see they were right! CT is great & oh so addictive. Now if I can figure out the stash thing & all the other stuff.......lol

RelationshipsJust a question. If you recently get out of a crazy relationship with a female. Then you meet up with a cool, laid back, drama free, chick, how would you go about trying to build a relationship with her. Remember you were still hurt from the last one. Also the cool female is really into you. What would you do??? Fellas please respond honestly!!!

I Have To HopeSo it IS
Rain seems symbolic though most who feel it's gentle weeping touch would simple say...."it is what it is" and probably even say in a joint of laughter "it's wet". I for one get the message see it's torn picture amongst the scale of human emotion and understand that rain isn't always rain.
Days have pas since I left my place of work ...since the doctors called....since they found the very dark spot on my mothers lung...and watched one of her two leafs of life collapse.
I understand the rain.....
If you know me ...I would never ask unless I needed to....but I do....pray....pray like you've never prayed before....and give me just a few more moments....to enjoy....to understand...to learn
Always,
Loot

I'm Moving To Greenland...I'm a move to Greenland, yes that's right me and hommie decided to move there... and why not? It's away from allot of bullshit were dealing with because its out of the United States! Well we both love DAVE'S INSANITY SAUCE... so then we were thinking... poor a bunch of DAVE'S INSANITY SAUCE in a circle so we can illuminate all the ice just around the house then build a moat fill it with sauce and have a draw bridge and a floor mat that says the hott spot and people will come from all kinds of places with ladles and spoons and try to steal it and we will poor it in their eyes and make them go away because if you've tried this stuff... it tends to blind people... or at least thats what it says it will do if you get it in your eye. I got it in my nose once DAMNNNN the pain, damit!!! Here's a picture of it:
So, I'm moving to Greenland... to melt the ice... I think it will start a trend and everyone will do it... you never know though! I know everyone in Greenland will t

Help Me Please!!!i need lots of help!!!i'm in a contest and i need comment bombs!!!thanks so much!!!!

Why?- Written : September 4, 2005Why am I feeling this way?
This feeling of dread, of worthlessness and defeat.
Why do you push me until I can't be pushed anymore?
Why do you continually beat me up to make yourself feel better?
Why do you like to see me cry?
Why can't you treat me like a human?
Why do you like to be the abuser?
Why can't you treat me like the equal I am?
Why can't you treat me with the respect you give everyone else?
WHY?!?!

The Fight Against Child AbuseHi Everyone,
April is Child awareness month in my opinion it should be every month!! Every day. In 4 weeks I graduate from police science and like everyone else i will do anything in the hope of stopping child abuse.
I wanted to share this with you all. This link will take you to a page which if you type in your address or your zip code it will bring up KNOWN SEX OFFENDERS that in YOUR AREA!!
The map shows you a detailed map and different colored squares symbolizing the offence.
All sexual predators are listed on this and they add to it regular.
I typed in my address and was amazed at how many sex offenders live within walking distance of my home, my childs school etc .
Bookmark this tool to your broswer and check it regular
Each square that you click on will bring up not only the sex offfenders name and address but also a color photograph and it will tell you what crime they committed.
Stay Safe
Tigsy
http://www.familywatchdog.us/
P.S you might have to copy paste

FriendsHey one and all if you want to talk lets talk looking to meet new people any time

MarvinLast September, my younger sister and me went to visit our older sister in Spain, where she lives. The ‘holiday’ itself wasn’t that great. I didn’t get on with my sister’s then boyfriend, the house is suffering from subsidence and Spain had the worst rain it has had for 70 years. There were two highlights though. One was the day we spent at Mount Caro (pics in the Spain folder in my photos). The other was when we had a visit from Arnau’s (that’s my sister now ex) friend Seb and his son, Marvin. Seb was one of the nicest French guys I’ve met. He was quite quiet and claimed his English wasn’t great, but it was good enough to have me cracked up, deliberately, more than once. I think anyone who can be funny in a language other than their first is something of a genius. Marvin was brilliant. At the time he was four. He chatted away constantly in a mixture of French, English, Spanish and kid the whole time he was awake, and spent most of the evening making paper planes with my younger sister

Long Weekendmy internet is down for the long weekend so i wont be around the next few days. some of you have my cell number if you want to catch up to me. if not i`ll be bad on line next week i hope.
happy holidays all

GreetingsHope to make some friends here. I am a friendly lady who loves to chat.

New Scenes Shot This WeekSo I guess it's time for me to catch you up on what's been going on since The New Neighbors. I took a bit of time off these past few months while I tried to decide whether or not to continue doing scenes. I had gotten very frustrated after some of the stuff that went down on our last feature. But I finally did decide and my decision was to sign with an agency, something I have never done before, and see what's going on out there in pornland.
This was my first official week back performing and I shot two MILF scenes. The first one was directed by Roy Karch called MILFs in Heat. It will be distributed, I believe, by Adam & Eve. The guy in the scene with me was Jenner. We shot at a house once owned by The Captain and Tenille (you'll have to be a bit older to remember this band). The house is absolutely amazing with a view of the entire San Fernando Valley and Simi Valley.
I shot a scene this morning for Rob Spallone's Spoiled MILFs shot by my old friend Richard Montfort, someone I

Thank God For Friends!!!I sit here with a pounding head and all I can think about is the two greatest women that have yet to come into my life. Blondierox and Cricket. You two ladies amaze me with your strength and courage, and have helped me through some pretty tough times over the last couple months. From advice on losing my brain dead doctor, to when to get checked out, you two really give me an idea what friendship is all about!
The two of you know more about me than anyone else online at the present time, even though I do share a lot of my life with my friends, you girls know a bit more personal stuff than the others.
I don't know how many times I have thought about picking up the phone and calling one of ya, but I don't want to become a bother or a pain in the butt and bug you and make you dislike me. (I tend to be paranoid about that sort of thing lol) I know you guys have your own problems, and I don't wanna add my problems to your problems as well, but when I do talk to ya, you guys always l

Need Help In Contest..much EasierJust needing rates of 10's and one comment...no comment bombing.. only for my pic in scenic contest.. Plese help justa moment of your time..heres the link.. Thankyou!

This Is From My Heart!!!I've always been an admirer of beauty and sometimes I WILL STAND and say how I feel, about especially, something so close to my heart..THIS IS SOMETHING MY MOTHER ALWAYS TOLD ME "Vickie, Baby, stop letting people run all over top of you, YOU NEED TO STAND UP FOR WHAT YOU BELIEVE IN & DON'T START TOMORROW, START NOW!!"

The Tweety IncidentWell I'm feeling well chuffed with myself.
At 1.30am this morn i was chasing my cat down the road cos he had a baby bird in his mouth.
I didnt have a lot on just thong and t-shirt lmao anyone watching would have got a nasty surprise.
Anyway managed after a couple of rude shouts and quick sweeps to the floor to get this squawking bird off my cat.
Dusty was not happy lol.
Got the bird indoors, it was frightened and injured, losing a small amount of blood. It was still quite feisty which i used to get some water in the creature knowing it would get dehydrated from shock.
I placed the poor unfortunate creature in the only box available (My friends stella is now sat on the side lol) I put a terry towling sheet in the box with a small bowl of water and placed the box in the spare room window slightly open, cos my cats can get in the rooms using the back wall, with the door shut.
All night long I dreamt about getting help in the dream it was difficult on waking i didnt find it that eas

I'm Proud To Be A BahamianIt is indeed a honor and a privlege to say that I am a Bahamian.Bahamians are down to earth easy going folk most of us but at the end of the day we are all that a bag of chips and much much more........Ask ur man he should know.....LOL
Fa real tho. Bahamians BE
We be the B in Bitch,
We be the A in Attractive,
We be the H in Honest,
We be the A in Articulate,
We be the M in Modest,
We be the I in Intelligent,
We be the A in Animated
We be the N in Nice,
We be the S in Sexy,
We are just dat damn good
B A H A M I A N S

AloneWHY DOES IT HURT WHEN YOU FEEL SO ALONE.
CUTTING IN DEEP STRAIGHT THROUGH THE BONE.
SURROUDED BY DARKNESS AND FEELING SO COLD,
WANTINT TO TOUCH WHEN THERE'S NO ONE TO HOLD
WANTING TO TALK WHEN THERE'S NO ONE ONE TO HEAR.
ALONE IN THE DARK DROWNING WITH FEAR,
WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN YOU FEEL SO ALONE
TAKEN FROM THE WARM FEELINGS YOU ONCE HAD KNOWN?
WITH EYES LIKE CLOUDS AND TEARS LIKE RAIN
DRIVEN INSIDE DEEP IS THE PAIN.
A BROKEN HEART THAT JUST WON'T MEND
FEELING ALONE IN THE WOROLD WITHOUT A FRIEND.
WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN YOU FEEL ALL ALONE?
WHEN YOU ONCE STOOD IN LIGHT,THE SUN HAD SHONE.
HIDEING WITHIN THE DARKEST DESPIRE
AS FEELING WITHIN NO ONE WILL EVEN CARE,
MISERY IS THE ONLY COMPANY YOU GOT
FOR WHEN YOU FEEL ALONE, YOU FEEL IT ALOT.

It's Spring Time...SPREAD THE WORD AND COME ON OVER TO A FUN TIME
And remember please if you plan on drinking have a safe driver to take you home safely.

Dont UnderstandI am so irratated I hate being married arnt woman supposed to be treated goo not like slaves.I want to trade him in for a new model

That Little GirlThese small little hands,
And tiny little feet.
I don't think I remember,
Anything half as sweet.
She was happy in life,
This energetic girl,
And to her, her mom,
Was the entire world.
She would finger paint,
With her mom by her side.
Never realising just how much,
Her mom was dying inside.
She would skip along to school
With her lunch as always.
With her mom in her right hand,
This would happen on most days.
But she never guessed,
What was up with her mom.
She was too young to understand,
I guess only some,
Would really know what was wrong,
Why she couldn't stay on much longer,
Why her mom was frail and weak,
Needed someone to make her stronger.
But she couldn't afford,
The help she would need,
She had cancer of the lungs,
No one to take the lead.
No one to make her rest,
And take all of the stress
Of bringing up this little girl,
On her own in this lonely world.
But this little kid,
Had no idea,
She didn't worry yet,
Because her mom

Laugh 4 TodayMy husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't.
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Marriage is a three-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering.
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For Sale : Wedding dress, size 8. Worn once by mistake.
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There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman: Before marriage and after marriage.
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Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car.
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The woman applying for a job in a Florida lemon grove seemed way too qualified for the job. "Look Miss," said the foreman, "have you any actual experien

Banish Bad MemoriesMemory Rite
This is a rite used to rid oneself of potentially damaging block, or denied memories- "The premise for this rite is that we all have blocked memories in ourselves, that we either won't, or can't face. They may include everything from being teased at school by our 'friends' to emotional, physical, or mental abuse by parents, loved ones, etc. The purpose of this rite is to draw these hidden memories up into a closed box, open it in a manner similar to the Pandora myth, and meet, greet, and make peace with the memories, as they can be very detrimental to one's ego growth if kept hidden. Instead of finding hope in our boxes though, we will find acceptance, and peace with oneself, and one's past. "
This rite is good for anyone, even those who assume they have had perfect childhoods. You don't always realize the past is dragging you down until it is too late, and you would be amazed by what you can find out about yourself!
You will need:
Yellow candles
Kamea of sol
A

Back To GoodThis one came out pretty shitty as far as vieo quality but you get the idea. I was sick at the time and had lost weight from a bad break-up.

Getting The Last Laugh!!A married couple was in a terrible accident where the woman's face was
severely burned. The doctor told the husband that they couldn't graft any
skin from her body because she was too skinny.
So the husband offered to donate some of his own skin. However, the only
skin on his body that
the doctor felt was suitable would have to come from his buttocks.
The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the
skin came from, and requested that the doctor also honor their secret
After all, this was a very delicate matter.
After the surgery was completed,
everyone was astounded at the woman's new beauty. She looked more beautiful
than she ever had before! All her friends and relatives just went on and on
about her youthful beauty!
One day, she was alone with her husband, and she was overcome with emotion
at his sacrifice. She said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything
you did for me. There is no way I could ever repay you." "My darling," he
replied,

True LoveI do not know this feeling, i am walking on a cloud
My head feels like it's floating my heart it beats so loud
My eyes form a tear, a tear of so much bliss
My lips start to wet, as i think about your kiss
You make me feel peace, my love for you is strong
your voice is enchanting, my heart craves your soulful song
I know for sure now what i want to do
I want I need something in my life, and that something i need is you

All Over AgainLast night I fell in love with you
All over again,
More deeply in love,
Than ever before.
No one has ever expressed their love for me
With such beautiful and kind words.
Last night I fell in love with you
All over again,
With such stronger faith
Than ever before.
Knowing that you will always be there for me
When dark shadows enter my life.
Last night I fell in love with you
All over again
With a stronger friendship
Than ever before
When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on
I know you will wipe away the tears
Last night I feel in love with you
All over again
With more respect
Than ever before
I look up to you and admire your strength
In turn you have strengthen me
Last I feel in love with you
All over again
With such care
Than ever before
Now I truly believe how much you care for me
You have given me life.
Last night I fell in love with you
All over again
With more happiness
Than ever before
You have brought back to me smiles and laughter

Home From Workim home from work looking to chat with my friends if your on hit me up folks and if u all have yahoo my yahoo ID djrock2000us

R.i.p. Gary HookerALRIGHT MOST I KNOW WON'T EVEN LOOK AT THIS BUT MY GODFATHER THE GUY THAT MY FATHER HAS BEEN BEST FRIENDS WITH SINCE THEY WERE IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL PASSED AWAY TODAY 04/19/2007 AT 5AM... HE WAS TRULY CLOSE TO ME!!! HE DIED AFTER BATTLING WITH A BRAIN TUMOR/CANCER... HE SPENT THIS LAST YEAR WINNING A REWARD AND SPENDING MOST OF HIS TIME IN A AIR PLANE FLYING TO CLINICS TRYING TO GET BETTER... IT WAS A TERRIBLE TIME... I FEEL IT WAS BETTER FOR GOD TO JUST LET HIM GO UP TO BE WITH HIM THOUGH ITS VERY SAD STILL INSIDE. HE LEFT BEHIND HIS WIFE JENNY, BROTHER AND JENNY'S TWO BOYS AND 1 GIRL. ANYWHO THATS WHATS GONNA BE UP WITH ME FOR AWHILE... IF ANYONES WONDERING WHATS GOING ON WITH ME... NOW YOU KNOW!!! ANYWHO... IM STILL HERE FOR ALL OF YOU REGARDLESS CAUSE THATS THE WAY I AM, BUT YEAH... YOU KNOW THE DRILL... LOVE KISSES AND HUGGS...
DJ C51 GIRL AKA JO JO

Another "about Me" Quiz..For Starters...
I don't care about your name, so let's skip that, ok?Awesome, one less redundant question to answer!Instead, what's the best thing anyone has ever called you?When my son, and eventually my daughters call me 'mom'; or when my husband says "I love you"How old do you feel?Sometimes I feel like I'm 10, others I feel like 110How old do you look?I don't know, I don't judge ages in the mirrorHow tall is your best friend?I think my tallest, oldest friend is somewhere's around 6'5 - he has to duck under my ceiling fans at least...What color hair did your 5th grade teacher have?I elieve that was Mr.Acosta, and he had wispy receding gray hairWhat color are your father's eyes?BrownWhere do you wish you lived?Oregon, or WalesA Bit Deeper Now...Do you remember your dreams?OccasionallyIf so, tell me the one that disturbed you the most:My son dying, before he was even born. Had me watching close his first year.How about the one that made you feel really good?Befriending and housing a

Put A Fork In Me Im Done!This place used to be SO much fun. The lounges, the mumms, the bulletins,the blogs, even just the user comments used to look forward to reading every day.
Now the lounges are boring-either the music is crappy or you might as well be invisible sitting there talking to yourself.
The mumms have been taken over by self-righteous bastards that think they are better than everyone else to the point where you are scared to post a mumm for fear of being attacked.
The bulletins since the rating timeout feature and recently the knowing who your downraters are have become a HATEfest! I mean come on people! How many times have you been zipping through rating pages or pics and the page scrolls and you accidently rate less than 10? Even if you correct it now someone just sends the "CT Police" your profile link without so much as a screenshot naming you as a downrater and BOOM your on a famous blog now!Dont get me wrong, I could give a shit about downrating! The points are the SAME people! The ac

New PicksAs most of you know I am a BBW fan and I had the pleasure to work with a great friend of mine. I posted 3 new pics in the Hoot Stuff folder PLEASE check them out and comment! I adore her and the pics are exactly what I always wanted to shoot with a BBW

Aromatic MemoriesToday I opened a hall closet, from this closet eminated a familar smell. A smell that was from my childhood, my teen years and my adulthood. In an instant my mind wondered back to times of running and playing until the sun went down. Of kool-aid mustaches, lemonade on a hot summer day, sprinklers, running barefooted laughing and playing without a care in the world. Of Sunday mornings spent trying to sit still in church. Why this scent invaded my closet,I do not know.This closet houses games, toys and books.
Maybe the scent filled my senses to remind me of happier times.Times that need not be forgotten.Standing there at my closet door, smiling, lost
in thoughts. Remembering my youth.Somehow when we are children it seems as if we will never grow up.
But with this brief moment of joyous reflection also came a harsh sadness.The scent I am speaking of is the scent of my Grandma, freedent gum, kleenex and lipstick. All my life thats the aromatic mixture of scents that made up my G

Am I Retarded?ok, the last blog i wrote i couldn't see felt like i wasted words, am i doing this right? somebody let me know this time cause i'm lost

Weekend BluesIt's Saturday. A picture perfect day here. Beautiful day to be out and about enjoying the sunshine and having some fun. It's 3:00pm and instead, I just woke up from a nap.
I had plans for the weekend, but those fell through. Not a major catastrophy but just a little disappointed. So anyways, I figured my daughter and I could go out and have some fun. Maybe go into Branson, have a nice lunch and do some shopping and check out some cool fun places.
Well, yesterday started out with a toothache. Luckily that went away. Spent this morning going over my bills and check book and realized I'm broke. So daughter woke up all ready to go out and had to tell her we couldn't. Gas is way to expensive just to drive anywhere. So here I am, stuck at home.
Oh well, I guess that's just the way life is sometimes. I try not to let things like this get me down. Afterall, there are people out there worse off than me and with a whole lot worse problems. It just sucks sometimes though.

Again Last Night Just Go AwayI M SO TIRED...IVE HAD ENOUGH.... I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD GET BETTER. IM TOO YOUNG TO FEEL I VE DIED FOR THIS DREAM I CANT STOP LIVING...
A FULL NIGHT SLEEP...WITHOUT THE DREAMS AGAIN...THE FACES...THE ONES IN THE SCOPE...BLACK AND WHITE..NO COLORS...NO SOUND...ITS SO PRIVATE THE FEELING LIKE ONLY WE KNOW...SOMETIMES THEY LOOK ANGRY AND OTHER TIMES...LIKE THEY JUST DONT CARE. "PEOPLE WHO'VE BEEN THERE WONT TALK ABOUT IT" WHY NOT...IM TALKING....I DONT FEEL THAT IS SOMETHING TO POUND MY CHEST IN PRAISE ON...ME OR HIM...THATS ALL. 22 FUCKING YEARS OLD...I THOUGHT I COULD BE YOUR CRUSH I THOUGHT I COULD BE SOMEONE WHO HELD YOUR HEART...FILLED YOU WITH MEMORIES...CAUGHT IN A RERUN

FunnyTwo hillbillies walk into a restaurant. After ordering their cornbread and beans, they talk about the latest addition to their junkyard business.
Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress.
One of the hillbillies looks at her and says 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.
The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue.
The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar.
His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of dat dere 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seed nobody do it.

AnyoneCan anyone tell me how someone that is suppose to love you ask you to marry them give you the ring and then turn around and the same day , the very same day of asking you to marry them, tell another person that they care for them and want them? I am at a loss here someone please explain this to me.

Sexual Identity The First Letter Of My Name Is A!According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name.
-A-
You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.
-B-
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your l

Blah Yet Another OneEyes that are crystal clear,
one thinks he could see forever.
But within you lies uncertainty and confusion,
like boulders in a raging river.
The swift current, the choppy waters,
this makes for a rough and tumble ride.
Be brave, be true to yourself,
with me there is nothing to hide.
Conquer the rapids, guide this craft,
don't sail this adventure short.
At journey's end, where the water calms,
could lie a safe and wondrous port.
So, it's through great canyons, on to the ocean,
let us greet the unknown.
Paddle fast, my love, get to my heart,
for it is there you might find your own

For The Assholes Of AmericaTo all our friends, family, and fans this blog is not directed to you. This blog is only directed for a select few AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! I have a girlfriend named Della and she is truly the one true love of my life. I love her with all my heart. If you don't believe that or if you think anything negative about that I don't really give a shit. I know all about her and yes she knows all about me. We are on here simply for friendships with other people. However there are some on here who apparently are cherrytapaholics. They think the world revolves around cherrytap and they feast on drama. Their lives have no meaning so they want to make everyone else's lives as miserable as their own. If the only thing you have to do is to get on here and spread gossip and spew drama I have just one suggestion...GET A FUCKING LIFE!!! To all ex-loves who want to send mean and nasty messages and e-mails to me and/or Della, get the hint....maybe you were just not woman enough for a real man. You talk

December - Attitude¢À JANUARY =SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt
but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5
mins and your repu

Whore!you sit in the corner crying, thinking the worst of yourself. he has hurt you ! not physically, but, with the words and demeanor in his voice, it has cut you to the bone. "whore", was the term he uses to describe you , when all you did was have a natural human response to another persons affections. the same affection that you looked for in him but, he never provided. and he is trying to make you feel guilty about wanting to be loved, the way you want to be loved, the way you need to be loved! so you found the solace in anothers arms! but, he persists to blame you for the situation he has created? it is ok my good woman, you hold your head high, because you have cried your last tear! the lonliness he has put upon you is to be no more. he is gone and his calous words shall hurt you nevermore! for i am here to ease your pain and take away all of your fears! now rest your weary head my darling! for i will still love you tomorrow! and you will forever remain a martyr in my heart!tomorrow i

I Won't See You Tonight....i'm Watching Part 1 That's WhyYep, haven't done it for a bit, but I am now, this weeks song is I WON'T SEE YOU TONIGHT PART 1 by Avenged Sevenfold
Song Name - I Won't See You Tonight Part 1
Artist - Avenged Sevenfold
Album - Waking The Fallen
Song Number - 9 of 12
Song Length - 8:58
Lyrics
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and loved
Building up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name, I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
please don't forget me or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the cha

Staying True To The One U Love Can Make Every Night An Adventure To YouYOU CAN PLAY THE GAME ,BUT ALL WAYS USE YOUR BRAIN, YOU CAN DO WHAT U CHOOSE BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER, WHAT U GOT TO LOOSE, LIVE LIFE ALL HYFIE, BUT REMEMBER ONE DAY YOU GOTTA FIND THAT WIFEY, STAY TRUE TO HER NEVER ABUSE HER, SHOW HER YOU LOVER, IN AND OUT OF THE COVERS, BE HER ONE AND ONLY LOVER, FLOWERS, CHOCOLATE, JEWLERY, SHIT EVEN LINGERIE , JUST TO SHOW HER THIS IS WHERE U WANNA STAY, VALENTINE DAY, MOTHER DAY, BIRTHDAYS, AND ESPECIALLY ANNIVERSARIES, THESE DATE YOU NEVER MISS, CUZ THINK DOES SHE EVER DO THIS, PULL UP A CHAIR AND READ THIS POEM, DONT STAIR TO HARD, AN LOOK IN YOUR HEART,REMEMBER THE DAY YOUR FOUND YOUR STAR, THINK BACK TILL THE FIRST DAY , AND WHERE U STAND TODAY, THINK OF ALL THE THING YOU'VE DONE TOGATHER, WEATHER FOR HER OR WHAT U WANTED TO DO, WASN'T SHE THERE SO WHOLE HEARTED AND TRUE, SO THINK WHAT THEY ASK OF YOU TO DO, IS IT SO HARD THAT YOU CAN'T DO, JUST REMEMBER WHAT THEY DO FOR YOU, AND ALL THE ASK IS FOR YOU TO STAY TRUE, AND SHOW THEM YOU CARE, EVEN ALL

Guys!Aight, well see here is the 411, umm i juss became single like two days ago. I kinda miss him but i dont. He was a really controlling type of guy and that shyt doesnt fly by wit me. Im the type that wont put upp wit stupid childish shyt that most gurls wuld. Anyways the point is that iduno wat to do, he wont stop calling!!! Ahh getting really annoyed with the whole situaion. I don't wanna date him, maybe be friends or sumthin, iduno. I do know that iam confused as heck right now!!! Ahhhhhhh!!!

My Rules!!!!!1. No you cannot blow your load on my chest.
2. I don't care how good i look you cannot bite my ass.
3. If you are stroking to my pictures you don't need to tell me about it in the shout box and please clean your mess off my page when you are done.
4. NO I DON'T DO WOMEN AND WON'T RECONSIDER IT EITHER!!!
5. I don't care if you have 11 inches and want to split me in two. If you are really that big then shove it up your own ass and go f*ck yourself.
6. I don't care how good looking you are i do not feel honoured or priviledged that you want to talk to me. I really could care less.
7. No i don't want you to bend me over and make me feel like a real woman.
8. Whether i spit or swallow is really none of your business.
9. That hole is exit only so please stop asking me if you can abuse it!!!!
10. No i will not talk dirty to you in the shout box while you please yourself.
11. No i will not consider giving you my phone number so we can have phone sex.
12. No i'

I Love You Shawn"big Boss"!TO THINK OF YOUR LIPS, OH SO SOFT;
THE THINKING OF YOUR BODY, HEART AND THOUGHTS!
TO GAZE INTO YOUR GORGEOUS, BIG BROWN EYES;
THERE IS JUST SO MUCH THAT IT MAKES ME REALIZE!
YOU ARE MY HEART, THOUGHTS AND MIND;
YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN SO VERY KIND!
YOU'VE BEEN THERE FOR ME, WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS;
THAT'S THE PART THAT MAKES ME LOVE YOU SO MUCH JUST BECAUSE!
I WILL MISS YOU MY DEAR, SO VERY MUCH THAT'S TRUE;
BECAUSE OF YOUR MIND,HEART AND SOUL IS WHY I LOVE YOU!!
I LOVE YOU SHAWN WITH ALL OF MY MIGHT;
AND I JUST CAN'T WAIT UNTIL ONCE AGAIN YOU'RE IN MY SIGHT!!!!! LOVE YOU BABY!!!

Horoscope! Great Timing!Below is the daily horoscop that I got today, just as a person that I thought was a friend and brought drama into my life tried to message me saying that she missed me! She knows who she is and some of you may know her and her insecure unfaithful boyfriend too! I won't name names though.
Daily Horoscope: Scorpio
For May 2,2007
Go ahead and lick your wounds. When you're ready to heal, you'll know. A well-meaning friend might be trying to get you back on the horse, but you know it's not the right time just yet. Listen to those instincts.

I've Completed .92... Of 140 Life ExperiencesLevel 1
( ) Had an asthma attack
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
( ) Smoked Weed
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol
(x) Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
() Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
Total so far: 6
Level 2
(x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
(x) Been Arrested/Seen Someone You Know Get Arrested
(x) Made Out With A Stranger
(x) Gone Out On A Blind Date
(x ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen someone/somthing die
Total so far: 13
Level 3
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace
() Been Mosh Pitting
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love(d)or Luste(d) Someone Who You Couldn't Have
(x)Been in a BAD relationship
Total so far: 20
Level 4
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
() Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Ki

Joke 2Why do midgets laughwhen they run through the grass?????
Cause the grass tickles their nuts!!!!

Rough Sex Facts!Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!!
Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years.
If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm.
This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online.
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories.
Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth
The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile.
Having nice sex burns 358 calories.
Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories.
Take off her clothes
with her consent.........................12 cal
without......................187 cal
Take off her Bra
With two hands..........................8 cal
With one hand.........................12 cal
With mouth.......

Time.Time is not a friend of mine. I have about 100 days left of sleepless nights left. I will be home in full soon enough, so please be patient. You Know who you are and if you are on you know what I mean. So when you feel Bad or Lonely, think of me and know that it is not any easier for me.

What Is It Like To Lose Friends To Death?I recently lost a friend and I really never knew what it ment to loose such a close friend and i find myself wondering If i said the right things to this person before this happened. Did I take the time to show this person I really cared. All of the what if's and the should of could of's. Please take the time to show your friends how much you care about them. One day you'll wish you had.
IN LOVING MEMORY OF
George Moody best known as Swifty
1971-2007

Why O WhyWhat the fuck!!!!!My life is in a turmoil.My boss just fired me 4 being sick with the Flu.He said i didn't call in so i got fired.WTF. Now my room mate is drinking way to much.and acting crazy.So i'm looking 4 my own place to live. Looking 4a job sucks.

So My Happiness Has Left Meso i guess things really do end for the good ppl, idk if i'll ever get it back, i cared about him so much, i dont even know if he realized that and i dont even know if he even really cared about me, im so confused and hurting right now that im lost and think i'll always will be, i guess i was never meant to be happy im gonna miss him so much and dont know wat im gonna do w.out him

And Now Some Words Of Wisdom From Jay Leno....who'd Have Thunk It?!Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see....
"The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some
poll
data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source,
right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are
unhappy
with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country
is
unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the
citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle
dragger I
am, I started thinking, ''What we
are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running
water 24
hours a day,
7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air
conditioning in
the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of
these
unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a
grocery
store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in
the
last year? Maybe it is the abil

The Shot. -fictionI write little shorts now and then, this is something I wrote earlier this year.
I know I had to look out of place walking out of the building with a coat on when summer was only a few weeks away. I had been visiting a friend at the University that worked in a cold room. While it wasn't as cold as he had said, I was still happy to have been wearing the jacket. Regardless, I emerged from the large stone building pock marked with windows, distracted by the extreme difference of temperatures. I use this as an excuse because I would like to believe that I would have noticed something was amiss as I turned down the alleyway between two building, but I truly didn't.
I should have asked myself why someone would be wearing a suit, yet choose to take a semi dusty, dirty alley versus the well traveled sidewalk path on the other side of the building. My rational mind dismissed it as he simply was taking the same short cut I was taking. I still blame the temperature change. The distance b

Just A Thanksto all my friends and fans just saying ty for the rates and love droping some dragon love on ya allCourtesy of MsTags.comCourtesy of MsTags.com

ChattingYou know one of these days chatting is gonna get me into trouble, but that is fine, I am tired of being nice, so from now on I will be as bad as possible. I mean why the hell not, after all what is the point of always getting run over and knowing that all you have to do is say fuck it. So that is what i'm doing today, so if you want me to behave shut up or give me a really good reason.

My JeweleryI saw this pic and laughed....it's a good one for me!!!LOL!!!
ok...this one too....
lol..ok and this one....

A Girlhere i am, 18 years old and living in dorchester, I have no girlfriend, i feel that i am too ugly, or not good enough, I just want a girlfriend so i coul have someone to chill with, to enjoy my life. I don't know, it seems like all the girls out here are players themselves, i'm a good man, i take care of myself and whoever i'm with. Ladies only, if you think you could help me, meaning be that girl, please hit me up

My First TimeHere I am sitting alone, its Tuesday night and the weather is coming in cold, where is my snugglepuss when I need him the most??
First timer here, learning the ropes but hope to get the hang of everything real soon. Will hopefully chat/blog real soon when I have a little more time
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Doctors And HospitalsWell let's see, last night I called my Dr. and he tells me go straight to the ER. I get there and they do all these tests including a ct, full blood workup, and ekg, and something else that I don't even remember. After it is all said and done they tel me that there is nothing wrong but they need me to go on antibiotics anyway. Is it just me or do you guys also feel like they are trying to milk anybody who has insurance? Forget the money the whole pain about the tests. I mean really...Whatever

Good Things That Make My Daythe last couple of days have been good as indicated in my previous entry. My daughter started her job this week i wish i found a job it would help but i'm keeping my hopes up. I'm getting the counceling and medicine to help me with my mental health I feel more relaxed and able to deal with my current situation. I feel less hopeless and depressed. I actually believe in hope again. I've really started walking again and want to do it more to lose this baggage i have on my body and soul. I've also had the energy to train my puppy suzie though she's not really a puppy per say she is 3 years old but she is so tiny and so active that she acts like one she needs obedence training and i got her actually fetching and bring back the ball to my feet she just has to learn not get distracted.
thats all i'm just trying to post more good news than my usual sorrowful laments.

Maddie - Day 14 - Still MissingRussian questioned over Madeleine
Last Updated: Thursday, 17 May 2007, 09:20 GMT 10:20 UK
Police investigating the disappearance of Madeleine McCann are questioning a Russian man after removing computer equipment from his house in Portugal.
Sergey Malinka, was taken to a police station in Portimao from his Praia da Luz flat.
He has denied any involvement and says he is "completely" innocent.
Briton Robert Murat, 33, is the only formal suspect in the case of four-year-old Madeleine, from Rothley, Leicestershire, who vanished on 3 May.
Mr Murat's cousin says he denies any involvement and that his life has "fallen apart".
Mr Malinka is believed to have previously carried out computer work for Mr Murat. He is said to have contacted detectives himself after reading reports police were probing links between Mr Murat and a Russian.
Following his release, Mr Malinka said he was interviewed as a witness and not a suspect, and that he did not have a criminal record in any

Emptynothing feels enough
I know why God made life so rough
but God, it isn't fair
when everything is like a dare
that dangles in my face
and laughs at me
I'm a disgrace
for hating everything
and giving in so easily
materialism
is a disease...

Kurt Vonnegut's Commencement Address At MitPlease note: the following speech has spread all over the Internet as "Kurt Vonnegut's commencement address at MIT". The truth is that Vonnegut had never delivered this address.
"Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97:
Wear sunscreen.
If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.
Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing

Heyif any girl wants to talk call me 423-723-7831i want a girl in tennessee that is single and that wants to hang out with me today and tomorow

~continuing~"She's beautiful, but her figure....."
Kiernan smiled as she shook her head. She was used to such comments while she was walking the marketplace- well, striding would be a more appropriate term. She had a noble air about her despite her humble parentage, made even more so by the way she held her head high, black boots almost floating over the dirt, blood red hair flowing behind her. She knew some despised her for daring to carry herself like high-born lady, that she would dream of dressing to accentuate her curves by wearing black denims and tank top rather than hiding them under baggy homespuns and tunics.
"Why doesn't she hide that flab?" they would sneer. "That's disgusting!"
But she would just smile sweetly as if she'd never heard the whispers. Then charge double the price when they needed something- anything. For no matter how they would talk and jeer about her behind her back, these fools needed her expertise.
An Intelligence Broker was

Thoughts Of A TeenTHOUGHTS OF A TEEN……
Hey welcome to my site!!!!!
I don't know what to tell you about me so just ask me!
I'm A Mother Fuckin Princess
pretty much ne where i go i always am looking for hott guys to talk to...umm and i dont no what else there is to no
Crunk: To be crazy and Drunk at the same time.
Remeber its not rape if you like it!
yelp thats me!!!
dis be me..aint much but its me
Where Reality is only a Smokey Dream...
THANKS FOR THE SMILE U HAVE PUT UPON MY FACE
"It STILL gives me butterflyzz."
The outside of a horse is very good for the inside of any person!
Aha
lette til i die got my hatchet raized high!
so yea haha
If it's got to end, then let it end in flames...
Live Life Like There Is No Tomorrow... Do As You Plez And Have No Regrets!!!
don't call me obsessed when i'm only scared of losing the best thing that's ever happened to me.
i love to have fun
wow.... wat ta say???
idk but anyways, i guess bye! lol
A song is not a song until someone sings it
Ju

Stay...In this desolate land I lay,
and here I forever stay....
never ever to go away.

Champagne And Strawberriesdozing in the warm spring sun I wake up and see you laying there and a warm feeling of delight just fills me and I feast my eyes on your body and the soft skin that is so inviting. You are breathing so gently and I cannot resist touching you. I reach out and let my hand follow your wonderful feminine curves, your mound is soft and your nipples have already started to react to the touch as if flicked on by a switch. I run my hand down your legs and up again over your mound and tummy just hesitating in your navel area drawing little circles with my finger, I move my face to your body and let my tongue circle around your hard nipple closing my lips around it, feeling the warmth of you on my tongue. I move to your nape of your neck and kiss you around your ear and then kiss you on the lips and I can feel the hunger and passion for you rise in my loins. I want to please you orally and taste your wonderful sweet femininity but not just that I want to mingle your sweetness with some cha

Maddie Photo Appeal 21st MayPolice ask for aid in Madeleine case
Mon May 21, 2007 7:21PM BST
LONDON (Reuters) - Tourists who stayed at the Portuguese resort where 4-year-old Madeleine McCann was abducted were urged on Monday to hand over any holiday photographs which might contain clues to her kidnapper.
British police said they wanted pictures from anyone who had been at the Ocean Club resort in Praia da Luz or the surrounding area in the two weeks before her Madeleine's disappearance on May 3.
"Look at your prints and see if there are, for instance, people in the background of the picture that at first you may not have noticed," said Jim Gamble, Chief Executive of the police Child Exploitation and Online Protection Centre (CEOP).
"These are the pictures we want," he added.
"By taking in pictures from the public we can move the investigation forward -- looking for people who might seem out of place or behaving strangely."
Gamble said detectives would use advanced facial recognition software

SistersTime passes
Life happens.
Distance separates.
Children grow up.
Jobs come and go.
Love waxes and wanes.
Men don't do what they're supposed to do
Hearts break.
Parents die.
Colleagues forget favors.
Careers end.
BUT.........
Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between
you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach.
When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by
yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you
on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and
waiting with open arms at the valley's end.
Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in
and carry you out.
Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters,
sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, neighbors,
and extended family, all bless our life!
Th

Kids Are InnocentA first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?"
Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!"
Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office.
While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed.
Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.
Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Harry : "9."
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Harry: "36."
And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know.
The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think Harry can go to the 3rd grade."
Ms. Brooks says to the p

Not Sure How To Respond To This...There's a particular profile that will only except female fans and friends. The person will not except ANY males at all even if it is in support of the profile. I'm not sure how to respond to this. I mean, it's hard not to take it person as a guy when I'm only trying to genuinely show support, but still get denied. I 'm not doing it to get anything in return....what to do?
So is this something to be offended by or should I look at the deeper picture to this? I assume the reason why this profile is only for female members is because of something that guys typically do...and so she established her boundaries. For the guys out there....STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE. If a females member wants you to be one, don't worry she'll let you know, but stop making the rest of us look bad.
Hopefully she'll change her mind if this is the reason to why she doesn't want guys...you can't label a majority just because of the minority that acts in a certain vulgar ways. Enjoy your day ladies...and ge

Down Right Dirty!!Touch me , Touch me again, I want to feel your Sins.... Slide into me with a deep thrust,don't forget I like it rough... Make me scream out your name and if I don't we can try again...
Bite me, Pull me, scratch me, suck me... And baby plese don't forget to fuck me...

I Can Not Believe That My Daughter Is Graduating.....OMG! My sweet little princess graduates from kindergarten tomorrow night! How in the world did she grow up so much soooo fast! My son will be 4 in December and my daughter is 6 and I can NOT believe how fast it came! She had her cap and gown....that's right they go all out....pictures taken yesterday and I just wanted to cry! She looked so grown up in it! I am just in awe that she is already ending her kindergarten year! The first day of what they call K-4 last year I cried like a baby and I cried on the first day of school this year and now it is over and she is graduating! Uuugghh! Anyone know how to turn time back or even stop it still?? lol!

MeI JUST WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING,BUT I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE!! SO SOMETHING!! HAHAHAHA!! FUNNY, HUH?? NO NOT REALLY.... ANYWAYS, SO HOW IS EVERYBODY DOING?, THAT IS WHOEVER IS READING THIS,, IF THERE IS ANYBODY.. NICE, HUH?? SO HOPE YOU LIKED IT.!?@$%^*

Memorial DayFunny thing, really, when you think about it, a day to honor all those who died in defence of this country.
The funny thing is, that in most cases, people today have no clue as to where, when or why these people died.
Ask a twenty something about Vietnam, and they are likely as not tell you they dont know.
The same is true for the Korean war.
World war two is a little better known, but still many have no clue as to why we were even involved.
The sad fact is that except for Memorial Day, these fallen men and women are forgotten. The battles they fought are just names on a map somewhere that people had to know in order to pass High School history.
You mention Omaha Beach or Normandy, and people look at you funny. Talk about Midway and people think you are talking about the state fair or something.
Oh people remember 9/11, but forget about Pearl Harbor.
The thing about it, is that having seen combat myself, I kind of get real mad when these people protest about

It's Always About Sex....If you can answer all of these without getting offended you are probably a pervert, but so is the person who sent it to you.Send this back as a reply and then send an empty to the people you know deep down really wanna answer this.
1. How much is too much? IS THERE SUCH A THING AS TOO MUCH LOL
2.Slow and steady or hard and rough? THE SEX IS SO MUCH BETTER WHEN YOU'RE MAD AT ME SO I WOULD HAVE TO SAY HARD AND ROUGH
3. last time? LAST NIGHT
4. Fav. position? ME ON TOP
5. Oral or not? A LOT PLEAE AND THANK YOU ;)
6. dirty talk? ONLY IF YOU ARE CALLING ME YOUR DIRRTY LIL WHORE
7. lots of foreplay or get down to business? DEPENDS ON MY MOOD
8. spooning or sleeping after? THE JOB AIN'T DONE UNTIL WE ONLY HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY LEFT TO SLEEP
9.does the first kiss get tongue or not? MOST OF THE TIME
10. toes? I HAVE 10
11. tantric sex? NEVER TRIED IT
12. public places? AS LONG AS THERE ARE NO COPS AROUND LOL
13. audiences? WELL I'M NOT GOING TO STOP IF SOMEON

Colour Ink EffectOccasionally you come across a colour photo that is just shouting at you to do something with it
This was the case with this one, I had seen th effect of converting a photo into a colour ink sketch and thought id have a try
and this was the result

Be PreparedWith hurricane season fastly approaching and many of us live in those areas. I have surfed for the most detailed list of safety preparedness steps. I hope you find this helpful. Besure to have all your important documents in immediate reach , such as social security cards, birth certificates, drivers license, bank card, tax information, deed to home, insurance documents etc... place in plastic zip lock bag and place in duffel bag with Flashlight, extra batteries, battery operated am fm radio (small)several bottles of water, crackers, snack foods that are easy to carry like granola bars, potted meat, vienna sausage, ready to eat goods. This will help you in case you have to vacate immediately. Working with the victims of Katrina I spent countless hours of time helping them to recover these documents for verification purposes. Many were either denied assistance or had assistance delayed because they didn't have certain documents ( government red tape) it sucks.
Also try to have at leas

Enough Of The Bullshit (edited)My best friend ...NOT so called best friend ...MY BEST FRIEND, that I love like a sister and her children know me as an aunt, asked me to come to Cherry Tap and READ something her older sister had written about her back in January.
Now, mind you, I do love her like a sister. We have been through a LOT togetherr. I have known her three years and I have seen her children grow up without their father in their lives.
Oh, and YES, I have made my own mistakes in the past. Which I assure you will be brought up at some point. YES, I suffered from severe depression at one point. YES, I gave my children to their father because the depression was overwhelming and didn't want them seeing me like that. YES, I took sleeping pills when I was alone, as the doctors all say as a CRY FOR HELP and not a suicide attempt. YES, I have made my own bed and deal with it day by day. YES, I have a GREAT lawyer who is getting things done the RIGHT way with me. YES, I made mistakes in the past. I

Strangelove"Some have argued that the plausibility of a nuclear war was low during the Cold War; nuclear weapons were never used. This is a misnomer. There was a nuclear war, it ended World War Two. Hiroshima (bombed on August 6, 1945) and Nagasaki (bombed on August 9, 1945). Both are the initial targets in the history of nuclear war. The conventional warfare of World War Two did turn into a nuclear war. As such it was not, and is not now, outside the scope of history for such an event to occur again. As the preacher said in Ecclesiastes, “The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun.”
Cliff Potts

Crispy Fillet Of Flounder Light4 slices fillet of flounder (may be substituted with other fish)
1/2 c. skim milk
2 c. corn flakes
4 tbsp. butter
Preheat oven at 450 degrees. Rinse the fish with cold water. Use a glass baking pan or Corningware dish. Add the 1/2 cup skim milk so that the fish will not stick to the pan and will keep the fish nice and moist.
Melt the 4 tablespoons of butter and pour over top of the fish. Crush the 2 cups of corn flakes with your hands as you sprinkle over the top of the fish. Place in preheated oven for 15 to 20 minutes, then serve.

All Is VainYesterday, I thought today, was vain.
It was clear, I could hear, it was plain.
Inside my mind, I could not find, it was cold.
But I thought of you, yes it's true....."I fold, I fold!!!"
As my lips could not speak, I got weak, but you knew.
My hands cound not say, but I May, I still love you.
But as it is known, that while I have grown, I have been slain.
This part is so torn, my heart is so warn, and all is vain.

I Am So Happy!Marcus and I are now engaged and we are very happy together. I can't wait for the big day to come. There is no date set yet.

Stringpleasure, become physical, is like string cheese. in too many ways. gooey in the chest cavity, but really stringy in the loins. it is hard to draw out or away from the proprietary glands. yet beyond the fully automated, short-circuiting fuck it has to be drawn away and out, taken off track. i can imagine restraint. i imagine restraint. not to render lust beyond control, where it pitches tent in any case, be it locked, strung up, or bundled. but rope articulates the body. hand fixed to the bedpost, the arm ends or begins in the shoulder just as much as in the wrist. anatomy a game of mikado. and conversely, to tie down well means nothing other than to put a tension into the body, a curve along which urge and excitation can travel in reverse directions. hit or miss. like putting a string up on a box; it not always makes a top notch violin.
Tie your girl’s hands behind her back and encourage her
To attempt to get loose. This will make her breasts look
Especially pretty, like Partheno

Learn How To Do Just About AnythingJust saw this on FOX News -
Learn how to do just about anything on Videojug.com
VideoJug is every aspect of life explained and illustrated through an ever-growing number of straight-forward, informative, helpful and (often) entertaining videos. It’s like having an army of top-class experts at your fingertips 24/7 to “show you how” and to help you out. And you can contribute your own knowledge, experience, wisdom and tips too - we’re aiming to create a place that people come to share - as well as find - knowledge.
Covering relationships, health, lifestyle, work, food, fun and much more, VideoJug is the complete visual guide to all human life. Whatever you want to know, VideoJug will have the answer.
And we want your wisdom - after all, everyone has at least one subject that they really understand. Don't keep it to yourself. If you or anyone you know has a world-class skill, whether it's juggling, cooking fantastic soup or getting a crying baby to sleep – tell us about it!
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As I Sit Hereas I sit here I wait for you
I wait for you to appear
as I sit here I think of you
in antisipation of what I might hear
as I sit here I know who you are
you are my love my salvation my friend
as I sit here I know you will come
as you always have I know you will come
as I sit here waiting for you to appear
I know you will help me with my daily bouts
as I sit here I try to think of how much I
mean to you and if you even care
as I sit here I have my doubts
waiting is nerve wrecking, I've done this too
much
and as I sit here I think I know
how much you really care
but as always I'll sit here and wait
because I'll always wait for you no matter
what

Fewness Of Words Greatness Of DeedsWHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? WITH ALL YOU SAY YOU WANT, THERE IS
A DREAM FOR YOU TO FOLLOW;
A GOAL FOR YOU TO SET;
A PLAN FOR YOU TO MAKE;
A PROJECT FOR YOU TO BEGIN;
AN IDEA FOR YOU TO ACT ON;
A POSSIBILITY FOR YOU TO EXPLORE;
AN OPPORTUNITY FOR YOU TO GRAB;
A CHOICE FOR YOU TO MAKE.
IF NOT, YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO TALK ABOUT. TODAY I WILL MAKE IT MY BUSINESS TO SAY LESS AND DO MORE........PEACE AND MUCH LOVE..

Howdy To All My FriendsJust wanted to say Howdy to all my friends out there. Sorry I've been gone for so long. But I've been so darn busy with work and school and takin care of my kids that I don't know rather i'm commin or goin anymore. LMAO
Anyways, I'm now an Independent Insurance Agent in the state of Arkansas. So all my Arkansas friends out there in Cherry Land if ya need some Health or Life Insurance let me know... I travel throughout the entire state of Arkansas. So it don't matter where ya live I will travel. LMAO
anyways School's goin really well for me. Things seem to finally be lookin up for me as far as my health is concerned... So i'm just Happy go lucky now...
Hope all yall are havin a great week!!!!!
Hugs n Kisses
Cowgirl!

MoThe one and only
Want you to come join him for his First show In BDR! come taste the darkside!

Ex "boyfriend" From NcSo this morning marks the day that I have decided not to engage in any more online relationships. I tried to end it with this guy because he A) had no job B) was 18 and acted childish about getting in knife fights and things for fun C) wanted ME to pay for his way to come stay with me. ... So when I tried to end it, then felt bad and was nice to him... this is what I get...
(it also started because he told me he hated my girl and that if her and i made a porno *inside joke* that he wouldnt watch it because she was fat and all that good crap.)
Jimmy: I was wrong to think you would be any different than the woman I almost gave my life to. I was so stupid to think that any woman can really care. All women want to do is use men. You use men for comments on your CT. Others use men for sex, money, drugs. But no, you had to be the one I fell for. I'm an idiot. You know what, go ahead and delete it. Better yet, I'll do you a favor and just block you. Have a good life cheating on everyone

13 Years Agomy mother passed away 13 years ago today, I got the dates confused I think about her a lot I miss talking to her, asking her things she was my friend some how life has not been the same, its a sad day, remembering mom...

Amw Insider**Not sure if this will show all the graphics and stuff..if not I'll repost it later..or fix it later **
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The Ponytail Bandit Illegally Blonde!
Have you noticed the recent trend of bizarre bank robberies? Since last October, we've seen a lot of off-the-wall crooks here at AMW, like a teenage girl with a cell phone, New Jersey's "Mad Hatter" and Barbie Bandits in Georgia -- all robbing banks.
Now, we've got a new one on our hands. Police are calling her the Ponytail Bandit. The FBI says it started last month when a seemingly-innocent 20-something strolled into an Austin, Texas bank. But her intentions became clear when she handed the teller a note demanding $20, $50, and $100 bills. She earned her nickname by wearing a baseball cap that partially covers her trademark - a blonde ponytail.
Cops say the Austin heist wasn't an isolated incident. They think the crooked co-ed may have been responsible for holdups in California and Washington State as well. T

Work Blows, Enjoy The Freedomeveryone has been asking me if im doing ok since i lost my job and how am i handling it. why are you concerned now not before when all the shit was going on. oh wait now i remember where you were. you wouldnt answer my phone calls or try to talk to me or find out what was really going on. im really good at hiding a lot of shit especially when i only see you for a few minutes a day.
yea it sucks being out of work but shit if i really wanted to i could go back to my old job to make some money while i find something better. which is probably what im going to do next week. ive been busting my ass for so damn long that im using this time as a mini vacation. im not doing a damn thing. im sitting around taking naps. im taking me some "ME" time. a few people understand this. i havent really been looking for a job. yea ive put in a few applications and yea i had an interview but it didnt work out oh well. move on to the next one. i will bounce back. people think i will be lef

...lustfull Drug...Try me once, and I might let you go.
But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
I'll be in your thoughts, I'll control your mind.
I'll own you compleatly, you will be mine.
You'll regret that you tried me, they always do.
But you came to me, not I to you.
You'll live in sin, you'll live in lust,
You'll have you no one, with just me to trust.
If you choose me, if you choose to try,
Theres no turning back, I tell no lie.
I'll be your master, you'll be my slave.
I'll even go with you to your grave.
You'll get nightmares, while your lying in bed.
All thoes voices you hear, inside your head.
The sweats, shakes, and visions you'll see.
I want you to know, there all from me.
By then its to late, you'll know in your heart,
Your all mine, and wel'll never part.
I'll bring you more misery than words can tell.
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell...

If Our Hearts Didn't Worry From Time To Timethe difference between now andforever
are the moments that fill the spaces
that lie in between the gasps
that take our breath away
and the quiet thoughts
that nurture us
from one soul to another
are no longer silent
if only i could find the words
that could ever tell you
the feelings that arise
between this moment and eternity
filled with the entirety of you
then my secrets would no longer hold
the meaning or the fear
of a thousand restless thoughts
as we struggle with the reality
of all that has been given
in kindness and love
in this our sacred trust
our words they do ring clear
echoing the love we hold so close
smothering each breath
of our worried hearts...

6 Signs You're Fallling For Someone!6 signs you're falling 4 someone:
1 - as soon as you get online-who's name do you look at first
2 - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling
3 - when a love song comes on the radio-whos face comes to your mind
4 - whos name makes your heart skip a beat every time u hear it
5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you
6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only one person on your mind.....

My ContestSo I'm in the Sexiest Soldier Contest and I seriously need some help. Right now I'm in 5th place and have until June 25th. So please bomd this pic as much as you can. Thank you all so much.

Friends And Fans Please Help Mei entered a contest for best default pic, please rate and comment bomb the hell out of the pic below, im about 500 comments behind the person in 1st place. i appreciate the help

Paranormal PonderingsI used to write for two Wiccan magazines (which I miss) One was called Whispering Willow. The name of my weekly article was "Calissta's Cauldron." My sweetie and I were talking abou it and he convinced me to start doing it again here. This article was first published in July 2000 - Issue 1. I am posting it here to get back into the groove. I hope you enjoy it and return every week. I also did a question and answer section about Wicca. I will be glad to bring that back as well. Feel free to write me any questions you may have and you may see my reply here!
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Runes have been traced back to Egyptian times as a portable from of hieroglyphics. They would burn symbols onto small stones and carry them in sachets around their neck as protection and silent communication. There is speculation that the origin of runes may have gone further back but there is nothing concrete that proves this. There are many different kinds of runes. They have differen

My Pictures....To all my friends,
If you have visited my page recently you found that all my pictures were suddenly blocked and private.. Let me explain. The other day a very mean person visited my page. A very racist person filled with alot of hate. He proceeded to not only rate my profile a 1. Which didnt really bother me. Then started rating the pictures of my black husband 1's. Now this started to bother me, but to each their own right? THEN he decided to start going through my precious beautiful bi racials sons pictures and rating them 1's. NOW THIS PISSED ME THE FUCK OFF! So I decided to see who this person was doing this, To make a long story short, This person proclaimed himself to be all about WHITE POWER...And so were all his "white" friends. So soon after I had been visiting his page, I then started recieving flags left and right for just about ALL my sexy pictures, no nudity mind u, as NSFW. At this point I was ready to jump thru this computer and beat the shit out of this racist piece o

Modern DayThis is more of a rant tha a blog, and if anyone has a n answer hit me up and enlighten me. Why is it women all bitch that they cant find a good man that treats them right, and yet when they do they have to walk all over them and treat them like dirt. Hmmmmm just somethin to ponder. Any input out there lol.

Choices.....Ok we have come up with some names for the lounge to pick from.....
Heres the choices, what do you think?
1. BBW R US
2. Big Girls R Us
3.Curvy BBW Kittens
4. BBW Haven or could be BBW Heaven
5. Phat is Back!!!! BBW
6. BBW/BDSM
7. BDSM submissive BBWS
8. {B.B.W.}Big Beautiful Women
theres the choices, let me know what you think or let us know of one You think of

Well This Is A Time For RejoiceingI am well pleased with my desicion and the desicion of my wife i am a free man now and i love it a lot i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world i'm finally happy and i can go on with my life no more lies no more deceit no more CHEATING i am happy just remember to look at what you've got and look at it good then figure out if what you have is a good thing then decide what you should do with your life i know what i need to do and with the good lord willing it will happen

My Love Amberwell i met the love of my life this past week met her online of course but thats how i feel good about meeting people so amber and I had talked for a few days then we met on fri june 15 i didnt think she was going to actually come down from greenfield mass and she called saying she had car trouble battery needed a jumo and she was waiting for someone to help her of course if i lived close to her id go help her so she got here we went for a drive i had introduced her to a few of my family but she has lots more to meet i was like omg to my self when i first seen amber wow is she what im looking for amazing in all kinds of ways and on top of everything she is just like me as a person we talked for hours even though it was about us and what we really are looking for and we have lots of common interests and thoughts i cant wait to see her again she says she feels very confident on us being together for a very long time which to me is life

Baby PowderWhy is it that children always decide to act like barn animals on the same day?? About a week ago, I put my kids to bed. All of a sudden, my 18 month old randomly just starts SCREAMING. You would have thought that someone was trying to kill her!! I swear, not 2 seconds later my 4 month old started screaming.. he and my 3 year old share a room.. I walked in there and the WHOLE ROOM was nothing but a white dust cloud... BABY POWDER. When the dust cleared in there, I also found lotion on the floor that my 3 year old thought would help clean up the baby powder. My daughter had ripped off her diaper and was really upset about it.. and my 4 month old couldn't breathe through all the powder. Never in my whole life....

One Who Walks The Red PathYour mind is so soft and comforting to me
The messages that you do send for all to see
How can I ....one who is small
Tell of who you are
When it was you who loved me so
In your light I began to glow
For your very soul is what you gave to me
You fell into my heart with great ease
And now that your spirit has covered me so
Within your warmth I will grow
You held my hand and cared for me so
In your debt I will remain
Try to share that which I have gained
If all the ones who in this world do live
Could touch your hand
Share with you a moment of this dream
The world as we now know it would not be the same
For in it would be love of all mankind
Some have walked through a dream
Of what the creators world should be
Songs of beauty of creation from the mountains tops
Soft winds of the deserts high and low drops
Everything that lies in between
That circles the earth as it is seen
The skys above, the earth below
Here and now, where the center should be

R.i.p. Billy Pittman My Best Friend!Hi..
I had one of the most IMPORTANT people in my life die on March 19,2006. Billy Pittman. He died at 26 years old for no reason. He was involved in a Motorcycle accident. He wasn't wearing a helmet. He was at my youngest son's father's house earlier that day. Showing off his new bike. My youngest son's 6th birthday was the next day and he asked his Uncle Billy if he could ride it for his birthday. Billy told him no problem buddy I'll be there for your birthday I promise. Later that night he went to another of our mutual friends house. It was his birthday. So of course they were partying alot. Early that morning at 4:30am Billy set out to go home. NO ONE at the party stopped him. They didn't take his keys. They let him leave VERY intoxicated with beer and multiple drugs in his system. The Florida Highway Patrol said he had to been going over 150 mhp when he lost it. One of the witnesses said the front tire started shaking really bad and Billy tried so hard to keep the bike up. They

Carebearsomeday she will grow up! and treat people with respect and kindness,i really need some comments ,please contact her and see how she treats you!

She Is Finally Homeshe's home for good now. i am so excited. she is so pudgy. i will post some new pics when i get them. she is almost 6 pounds now. that is so great.

Useless FactsDID YOU KNOW THAT THE TONGUE IS THE STRONGEST MUSCLE IN THE HUMAN BODY AND THAT A PIGS ORGASM LASTS MORE THAN 30 MINUTES!!! (DAMN I WISH I WAS A PIG.....IN ONE ASPECT)

Roses N VioletsIf roses are red, are violets blue?'Tis tha question from one to you ,One may think, yet not really ponder a thout of many wonders,How can it be,Ode to thee of such amazing danier,that one thinken to be on a lanier of plight, when does one know who is rite, or is one just always relying on touch or eyesite,that hindsite goes forthwith and doesnt ever draw neigh,Oh such a question tis I ask of thee, if roses are red, are violets blue,what else can one see that mite really matter, when its all about whats in tha batter and not on tha plate, Oh tooee thus inner tranquility, that is such a blessing in disguise, yet one aught not to surmise tha days as they arrise,Ode as worth though art and forevermore shall be, always live but never die,for from henveforht one shall then be able to think sensibly , yet one will see why roses are red and violtes are blue, thus ends tha question from one to you!! A

Stalker On The Prowl::Just So We Are Clear::
Stalker::
1. to pursue or approach prey, quarry, etc., stealthily.
Prowl::
1. to rove or go about stealthily, as in search of prey, something to steal, etc.
Due To My Most Recent Stalker And Her Friends I Have Made All My Pics Private. And The Picture You See Now Will Be My Default Until I Decide Its Not Necessary. I Am Not Into Playing Games.. ANYONE Reading This Who Thinks I AM Dont Go Away Mad Just Go Away.
This Is All The Time I Am Wasting On This BiOtch.
Now Back To Your Regular Programming..
Thanks
{{Hugs}} & {{Kisses}}
.•*´¨`*• .♥♥Stephanie♥♥.•*´¨`*•.¸

Pop All The New Pic Cherry'syou may want to check all my folders to get those cherries guys.. got a lot of new pics from my bday and new pics in my family folder as well... you know you want my cherries :-)
Love you all
Hugs
Michelle

Mountain Lions In Missouri !!MOUNTAIN LIONS IN MISSOURI !!
One hot wildlife question being debated in coffee shops, sporting goods stores and Internet chat sites across Missouri goes something like this: “Do we have mountain lions here or not?” The short answer is yes, sometimes. But we have far fewer than rumors would lead you to believe.
What we do not have is any evidence of a viable, breeding population of mountain lions in Missouri. As a result, the Missouri Department of Conservation has changed the state classification of the species from endangered to extirpated. An extirpated species is one that is considered extinct as a viable breeding population from a portion of its historical range.
The Conservation Commission has determined that, based on considerations of human safety and risk to livestock, it is undesirable to have a breeding population of mountain lions in Missouri. Therefore, the Department of Conservation will not encourage the species to reestablish itself in the state. Despite rumors

For Our TroopsI watched the flag pass by one day,
>It fluttered in the breeze
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>A young Marine saluted it,
>And then he stood at ease..
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>I looked at him in uniform
>So young, so tall, so proud,
>With hair cut square and eyes alert
>He'd stand out in any crowd.
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>I thought how many men like him
>Had fallen through the years.
>How many died on foreign soil
>How many mothers' tears?
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>How many pilots' planes shot down?
>How many died at sea
>How many foxholes were soldiers' graves?
>No, freedom isn't free.
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>I heard the sound of Taps one night,
>When everything was still,
>I listened to the bugler play
>And felt a s udden chill. I wondered just how many times
>That Taps had meant "Amen,"
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>When a flag! had draped a coffin.
>Of a brother or a friend.
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>I thought of all the children,
>Of the mothers and the wives,
>Of fathers, sons and husbands
>With interrupted lives.
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>I thought about a gr

Car RepairsOk so the van died back in February and my brother kept saying he would fix it. It would cost about $1000 and don't worry about it....he'll take care of it (after the Cavalier, after the Suburban, after the Lincoln. . . none of them are fixed yet)
He hasn't touched or moved the van yet, so I had it towed to his friend's shop today. There I am told that if the problem is what my brother said, then the labor alone will be $1100. We're saving up money to have it fixed, and we will have $1000 on Friday.
Anyone know where I can make a quick $3500??? I need to have my van fixed! I still owe $1300 on it! Making Chocolate chip cookies for the mechanic is not going to cut it this time. And as I understand it, the "discount room" is for hot MILFs, not people like me. I cannot be driving my baby brother's car all summer because there's not room for the whole family. We can't take Dennis's truck everywhere.
....If only I could use Cherry Bucks to pay for my van to get fixed, a

Is Number 11 The One To Break The Cherry ?A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10
husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to,
"Please be gentle... I'm still a virgin".
"What?" exclaimed the new groom. "How can that be if you've been
married ten times?"
"Well, husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how
great it was going to be.
"Husband #2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how
it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get
back with me.
"Husband #3 was an automotive technician; he said that everything
checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the engine
running.
"Husband #4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the
order, ..he didn't know when he would be able to deliver.
"Husband #5 was a scientist; he understood the basic principle but
he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new
state-of- the-art procedure.
"Husband #6 was an Administrator; he thought he

The Only WaySome days I just wish.
I could run and hide.
No matter where I go.
Suicide seems my only way.
My life is not worth it.
All this pain and suffering.
I dont want to be here anymore.
The only way is suicide.
Nobody can help me.
I cant fix myself.
Nobody knows the real me.
Suicide is the only way.
I put on this false act.
And slap a smile upon my face.
When really Im dying inside.
The only way is suicide.
All I ever wanted was.
To be loved and accepted.
Just to feel the warth of your love.
But you never loved or accepted me.
Suicide is my only way.
I hate you.
Look at what you did to me.
You broke my heart.
You broke my spirit.
You left me empty inside.
Suicide is the way.
You left me
Hurt angry bitter and twisted.
And becuase of you.
Suicide is my only way

Why I'm Starting Not To Believe In LovePeople use the four letter word too freely and don't understand what it truly means. So if you tell someone you love them, understand it means sacrifice no matter how hard times get and not leaving at the first hint of danger.

Executive SummaryWe may very well be on the cusp of a new social order described in such classics as Brave New World by Aldous Huxley, the B-grade 1977 science fiction Logan’s Run, or the 1973 original Rollerball staring James Caan. The darkness of each futuristic fantasy only illustrates the fear we have of losing control to an unresponsive management, and the loss of individuality. Such is the nature of the discussion concerning Globalization.
I’ll confess that I’ve not been keen on getting involved in the Free-Trade versus Fair-Trade arguments. Those arguments strike me as political wrangling aimed at making points with constituents. Like so many political arguments, I am skeptical that it will lead to any pragmatic solutions to the dark side of the Globalization process. My goal is to discuss the issue from a pragmatic perspective based on social science and historical fact.
Free-trade, run-away competitive capitalism expressed in Globalization is here to stay for the near future. Some link

Her Love Is Killing Me Part 2I know I don't deserve her
To her life I can only give
pain and doubt and misery
and that's no way to live
So I'll go on being what I am
and Love her from afar
And every night before I sleep
I'll wish upon a star
Not for her love to guide me
But for a life of love
May she forever be happy
I'll ask the maker above

Dave Gahan ~ Dirty Sticky FloorsWaiting for the last time
For my friend to change my mind
Waiting for the last drop
Seems like a long long time
Maybe I should go back home
I'll sit and wait right by the phone
Praying over the porcelain throne
On my dirty sticky floor
Ask me what I want
Easy that's just more
How long will I wait for you
Twice as long as I did before
Standing in the freezing snow
Maybe you left I just don't know
I'll soon be lying on my own
On some dirty sticky floor
I hope no one can see me
The tin man says I'm doing fine
That lion ain't gonna get me
See that gun right there it's mine
I've painted a face where I burnt the floor
Now the face has become my devil's door
Laying in the back room
On my dirty sticky floor
On my dirty sticky

When I Was In Love..When I was first in love with you,
I was young, but bold, kind and brave.
Then miles around the wonder grew,
I became a person noone knew.
All the fancy has passed by,
Now nothing remains.
For miles around they will all say,
That I am quite myself again.

I ThoughtI THOUGHT U CARE FOR ME
I THOUGHT U WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ME
I THOUGHT U WANTED ME
I THOUGHT U LOEVD ME
BUT I GUESS I THOUGHT WRONG

When Are These Things Actually True?Daily Horoscope: Pisces
For June 30,2007
Why are you trying so hard to make this work when all of the signs are saying there's another part of your fate that's falling into place? Learn to read the signs and put your energy where it can be most effective.
well...with all the shit that hit the fan tonight i'm about to become a true believer in horoscopes....
if u were there for it, then u know what i'm talking about