Last time I made it 55 days. My new goal is 100, and see what is my potential I can achieve without alcohol. I start journaling every day, and make an urge log as I read in the SMART Recovery Handbook. I try to avoid situations and friends that bring me an urge. I look after communities and forums like soberrecovery.com and will be active to help with my observations and build a social support. New year resolutions before new years day, from now on! Stay strong!

My goal was staying sober for 60 days from 20th April, and than to moderate my drinking. I had some sober period here and there, last time it was 30 days in 2009. I have been reading sober blogs for weeks, and I think that my original goal (moderation) sucks. In July and August will be a lot of birthday around me, holiday, long weekends, all are very good occasions for a ‘good booze’/blackout.

I think that today I don’t have to decide this. All I have to do is to stay sober and gain momentum.

This blog maybe helps me to see my relationship with alcohol clearer, and helps me to enhance my (poor) English.