“Filters into your bones.” Aren’t those just the right words Totsymae.

I’ve been working up my way to getting past the anxiety and apprehension and calling his dad and/or step-mom again. His step-mom (married to dad) told me she’d get in touch with me as soon as she got the toxicology reports results, but it’s been three months and she still hasn’t. Maybe she forgot, maybe there’s too much going on, maybe she doesn’t wanna tell me. Who knows…