Friday, April 28, 2006

Freedom Finally Friday

Hootie Hoooo! How are ya'll doing?! I am liking the mystery surrounding the death and rebirth of The Emancipation of Pammie. Ya'll keep it crunk for a sista and I think you will like where I take it.

Well my hormones are back in balance - so let me blast ya'll with some little Friday Ditties!

Scapel - STAT! - Well on Monday Mini-me and I venture into The Children's Hospital for a little bit of surgery. Diagnosis on the Knee: She dislocated her knee cap and broke the bone behind it. Surgeon has to go in and gather up the 'floating' pieces and repair the knee. We are still gunning to enjoy Cheerleading in the Fall. Ya'll keep her in your prayers - they will have to knock her out. Thank You

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Have you ever convinced yourself that there were things you didn't like/want and then discover you only did that because you never damn really got or received those things? Well that's me and flowers. I bought into the age old - flowers die, they don't mean anything. Well actually I enjoy flowers and they do and I am happy to say that I have THREE bouquets at this present time and I LOVE IT!!

I find myself, closing alot of folders in my life as I sit back and watch us grow, expand, blossom. No need to drag up all my history - the last two years will suffice, lol. No need to tell stories to validate my existence - I know I'm here and alive. He looks at me and I feel his mind whirling and his heart beating faster. He is so articulate in his expression of...love. He takes my hand and transfers the feeling to me, old arteries are unclogging and filling up with joy - my demeanor is calm, but believe you me - I'm jumping for joy! Isn't it a shame that we are trampled on in this journey of life, and can't ever recreate that 'feeling' we had when we were...untouched. We joke we are 14 and 16 and I do that on purpose so that I can 'feel it' like that. He leaves me speechless and I've given him voice. He gives me direction and I've given him purpose, He gives me security and I've given him comfort - - LOVEEEE Never Knew What I Was Missing.