The Awaker's Profile

Yo waz up, my name is Shawn. Residing over in League City, Tx. I have the ambition to become the best I can at whatever I put my mind to. I can get away with a lot of things other guys couldn't get away with when it comes to women. Like talking to chicks in parking lots, in class, work, street corners, the gym, etc. I'm high status simply because of who I am, you can be too. Maybe you are of high status already? Cool befriend me then and let's talk about women and other things. Also, I am high status because of my unique style, calm, chill, dark, and mysterious. The girls think, "Wow, this guy is so hot, there's something really cool about him, he has cool bracelets on both arms, and wears a black studded wristband on one. He has cool wicked hair too, the blonde/black contrast of his dreadlocks are fucking awesome. Being around him I get a feel good energy, I can't believe he is actually talking to me. He looks like so much fun!!"

Girl you feel that way because you just met The Awaker.

Interests:

All types of women, being a man, sex, philosophy, psychology, health, learning new things, chakras(human spiritual stuff), muscles and abs, fun and positive people, djing, music production, reading, and writing.

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Went out to drink a beer or two with the guys. Some chick was digging me...I could so tell. A little overweight yet still fuckable. I don't put much effort into it. Honestly because i felt I didn't look my best that night. Gotta get over the bullshit. What a long process i gotta go through.

Went out Saturday to Bikini Beach because its local. Saw two girls with one dude. The other girl seemed like she was waiting for someone...that's my stupid excuse for not approaching and now I'm thinking I could strolled up to her and asked playfully, "waiting for me?" oh oh oh! and then there was this hot hot hot hot hot latina chicka dancing on the pole nice low cut black spandex shorts hugging her thus giving it such volume. Anyway all I could do was gawk at her as she sled her ass crack up and down the pole slowly and sexily...turning around to smile at me. Time she got off the little stage I didn't approach her because I immediately said to myself a girl that hot has somebody and if I start macking I'll be having to whip some guy's ass. And now I'm thinking I definitely could have handled it if she was there with another dude. And I could have approached her saying, "Youre so sexy I want to meet you!" DONE. But instead I cower in the corner and don't see one single guy approach her. I just see her disappear into the crowd...never to be seen again. So here I am reflecting on all this, doomed to repeat it next weekend. Or will i finally man up and do it up. We'll see we'll see.

Awww I'll remember this day, I was in state. Although I was I still didn't approach this chick because i was totally not ready, I was in my truck backing out of a parking space when i saw her. The moment passed when she walked away. Or did it?! Hell no, the moment passes whenever I say it does. Let it hit em Shawn.

Went to Scout Bar last night, I'd say I did about 35% of the strategy I had planned out. I'll keep at it until I have it at 100%. Once i do that I must move onto other clubs and gain social proof there. So yeah Scout bar and Big ben are my first two spots. I haven't been going to Big Ben because the government is fucking everything up, gas prices are at a record high, and then the hours at my job are pretty bad. I don't crae though, I've invested to much time and money to stop now. I'm going to do this. I'm not stopping.

So tomorrow is the big day...FRIDAY!!! Since money's been tight I've been doing what I can at school and the store I work at, talking to customers, having strong eye contact, just being plain fun and positive. It's been paying off, i like the way this feels rather than having a negative outlook on how things are and how people are. At one point today, when I saw a female customer i felt myself try to go and avoid her, right then I caught myself and continued to walk up to her and I said simple greeting. The thing that's funny is people actually really like being around you because you have a feel good energy emitting off of yourself. Be want to be apart of that. Why not be the center of something great like that? So yeah, tomorrow, I got to get myself geared up into my awesome state. So at school I'll focus on my eye contact and giving a girl a simple greeting. Next, is my work, I'll do what I did today and get myself feeling good so I'll be ready for the club that night. Scout bar! And I'm going to use my strategy too! So I'm going up there early to mingle with everyone, get myself feeling at home, drink a beer, talk to EVERY chick I find attractive, and then finally I'll celebrate what I did by kicking it "old school Shawn" on the dance floor. Hahaha, and by old school Shawn I mean busting out the glowsticks!!!! Peace peach!

Talked to the vice president of the philosophy club at my school. It was weird, I was maintaining eye contact pretty good, and then we got on the topic of sex. She said she never watches porn or reads stories about sex. I was basically telling her to live a little and stop being such a loser. She's pretty cool though. We seem a good bit different from one another but it's all good. I'm going to see about getting her contact information.

YEAH, MAN so I'm starting to get back into my workouts hardcore. I want to ripped. I want to be able to jog around my neighborhood with my shirt off, six-pack abs flashing and my skin hugging the fuck out of muscles without me even having to flex. Yeah, I got a plan, but anyway yesterday was cool. I was very talkative with most customers yesterday. It satrted seem natural and yet at the same time I was surprised at myself, actually asking them how they were, and keeping the opener rolling for a little bit. Yeah i'm going to keep doing this until it's second nature and this won't be a surprise for me anymore. I'm changing, slowly but surely. And yes, I am broke like a joke this week. So no weekday bar game. But come Friday, it's time to start my awakening! Then Saturday will be a follow up of Friday, consistency!! Also there is going to be a rave on the 16th. I want to go! And the thing about raves, I'll have to take a somewhat different approach to raves than how I approach clubs. At raves, I think whenever I do an approach on a chick, I should try to stay in as long as possible and show tremendous interest in her. I am thinking the ultimate way to approach a rave will be to go bold and unapologetic. Both of those factors kicked up a notch from how I would use them at a club. Anyhow we'll just have to see won't we? Peace peach!

Damn computer froze while I was typing this, so here I am typing it again god damn it. Let my do this as quick as possible. So today(Sunday) I failed to approach three chicks, first one I didn't remember what she looked like. And the other two was a brunette that looked like she was in her mid 20s and the last one was a slender that looked like she came from the gym...she was a brunette too. So I thought to myself, why didn't approach them. First, the milf...I just had approach anxiety with her...got to work on that! And the mid 20s was a cute looking girl next door, I didn't approach her for two reasons. One, I was talking with a co-worker when I saw her and thought it'd be rude to stop talking to go over and talk to the chick. Two, she was talking to another co-worker, and some other workers were up there, so I felt too much social pressure to go up and start talking to her. I felt that they'd all laugh at me or something which is a dumb reason. Man, that chick was beauty, she had a nice set of boobs, BIG and a nice ass to go along with it. And of course a cute face. But I blew it because I was in my head and I didn't want to face the social pressure. So my goal is to get over that hump now. I got to kick this shit into gear if I want to be successful. I can't stop. No matter what. I feel like giving up in all honesty but I won't let myself. It's been WAAAY too long that all this crap has been going on, and it is about time that I do something about what I want and desire. Time to wake the hell up Shawn, you gotta become The Awaker!

With the economy all fucked up, it's getting hard to go out 4 days out the week, plus my truck's check engine light JST now came on, and so I must go see what the problem is before she breaks down on me. Then I need to get a new tire. Man things are looking grim. Only place i can practice my game is at school and work!! Hopefully by this friday I can go out friday and sautrday at least!!

Yesterday...Friday was cool. I was real talkative with the customers, adding a little of my charm and wit into the interaction but not enough to get me into trouble. So yeah, I actually flirted with some older woman while her dude was there. I really didn't mean to, I was just feeling talkative and she must've been feeling my vibe or something and she just went along chatting me up. I can't think of any or real interactions I had at the store, but yeah I'm on my way. Slowly but surely.

Today some event was going down at the school and it was fun. Music, food, games, and other things to get into for entertainment. I met a cool DJ named Brett. I was talking to him about learning DJing because that's something I'm into. He showed me a few things and told me he does other cool amusements as well. So I stuck around him and was giving out strong eye conact to women that I thought were attractive. Man o man, some girls it was like, she's not interested, some other girls it was like maybe, and then on a real few girls something in me(emotions and/or "gut" feelings) told me that those girls wanted me to talk to them. Real cute girls too by the way like HB8s. I would make eye contact with them, and they would look over at me, then look away, look back at me and smile...mirroring my expression because I had a smile on my face too. Yeah man so I'm really getting my eye conact skills down and I won't ever stop practicing them. However, it is time for me to start taking the next step...doing the approach!! By that I just mean going up to a girl and just opening her and then go on about my business. Baby steps man baby steps. Well, time for work in a bit. I better pump out some sit-ups and push-ups before going though. So peace peach!