Love

My childhood
two drops of joy
that they have dried
On the clothes that I wear now
there are two spots
that they have haunted me
Nobody gave me love but I still hope
love, how difficult to find it, now that I’m breaking
love you promised me, my God what is happening
does it exist or you fooled me, my God don’t be silent
I’m looking at the people around me
who feel like me
like pawn without will
Like a body which just exists
it moves mechanically and survives
Nobody gave me love but I still hope
love, how difficult to find it, now that I’m breaking
love you promised me, my God what is happening
does it exist or you fooled me, my God don’t be silent