Monday, July 23, 2018

Aside from popping on two or three times in 2017 reluctantly and a few times here and there in 2016 I haven't been in SL in a long time and when I was I really didn't enjoy it much. I have issues in RL to deal with but aside from that I had someone in SL that I trusted a lot repeatedly break my trust and it just...killed it for me. If I was going to be stressed out in RL I was going to find a stress-free way to have fun, not a drama filled one! So I played regular video games instead (say hey to me on Overwatch lmao.) But now I feel like I miss playing with everyone (I still see some people in RL Facebook and I do check on Plurk a bit even if it seems like I don't because I don't actually say much so I still care, don't worry lol) and I miss playing dress up and I miss creating and gosh darn it I even miss my KittyCats! So it's time to start fresh now that I have had time to learn to enjoy the game again.

Will I blog a lot? Not sure. I was a bit sad to see that People let Free*Style die while I was away. Breaks my hearts a little and I am not sure if I have the energy to try to revive it all on my own. I can blog here sometimes for sure but how much I don't know. I definitely won't stress myself out and will just do it when and if I want to, whether it be once a week or once a month or once a day, who knows?
Will I create stuff? Not sure either. I hope so though! I have ideas all the time. I need to learn how to work with some of the new systems and what people use. I will probably start really slow, maybe make a couple small things and pop a thing on marketplace, maybe make a freebie and donate it somewhere for noobs, idk. Who knows? It's an adventure waiting to happen!
Finally, will I stick around for real? Well...not sure. My health is really still a big old question mark. As far as I know I am not dying or anything but I feel like shit all the time and if I find that being in SL makes me feel any worse than I do then I am out. I don't want to take any of the small amount of time I have feeling good out of my RL because of a hobby when that good energy could be spent with my family. So, we will see. But I hope I can stick around because gosh darn it I really missed a lot of you. :)