Wednesday, October 30, 2013

FF : I Feel Everything Part 46 (Conclusion)

The days events slowly crept into
his mind and he smiled at the thoroughly loved woman in his arms…

The reality of being entangled with
a naked Khushi who was covered in love bites and a few well placed marks that
matched his hands and mouth was almost more than he could take.

Especially, since for many months,
he'd wondered if it was even possible to have again…

Truly he had everything back, and
he was going to make damn sure it stayed this way…

Khushi took a deep breath in,
interrupting his memories, and he quickly found himself beginning to worry…

"Oh no…" his thoughts
yelled…"Let her be alright...let her be okay...no panic
attacks...please…"

But she only tangled her leg with his, and drifted
back to sleep…

He was soon plagued with all the times he'd frightened
her, tormented her, hurt her…

And yet she was still here…

In his arms…

"Do I deserve you?...I'll never truly believe I
do…" he whispered…"But...I am a man who needs what he wants...and
damn, the way I want you…" he gently smoothed her hair away from her
shoulder…"And there is no way, I will ever let you be hurt
again...ever…"

…………

Khushi
was still asleep.

And it
was driving Arnav CRAZY.

It had
been four hours and the urge to make love to her again was overwhelming.

She had
rolled into him in her sleep so that they were stomach to stomach, her soft,
naked breasts pressed deliciously up against his chest, her legs tangled up
with his.

Arnav
began to wonder how she would feel about waking up mid-sex, and he actually
began contemplating hooking her leg up over his hip and slowly gliding into
her.

He
watched her soft lips puffing out her breath, and he ground his teeth…

Staying
in bed with her was just making things worse, but he didn’t want to leave her
side, either.

He tried
not to be a man ruled by lust, but right now, he was ruled by way more than
lust...lust, love, desperation, obsession and passion...to name a few.

But this
feeling, this overwhelming desire to be inside Khushi, was undoing him.

He let
out a loud exhalation of air and was surprised when Khushi's eyes blinked open,
looking directly at him.

She was rumpled from sex and sleep and her eyes were heavy, but she shifted and
snuggled toward him murmuring, “Sorry...I dozed off...give me a few minutes,
and I'll be ready for more...”

He was genuinely startled as he said...“More?!”

She
frowned and suddenly looked resigned…"It's okay...I know that
you're...whhhaaat?"

He
grinned as her eyes widened further as he pushed his hips forward slid easily
inside her body.

Khushi
gasped softly still half asleep, as he brought his body over hers…

Bending
down, he kissed her, his mouth brushing softly against hers before pushing
gently against the seal of her lips, sucking softly at her bottom lip, opening
her mouth to him.

He
teased at her tongue, just barely touching the tip then slowly pulled at her
until she moved into his mouth and they began a languid dance of exploration.

Khushi
felt his phallus swell inside her, and she arched into him.

His
mouth soon lifted from hers and he pressed little kisses along her jaw and down
to her neck, his teeth scraping at the pulse point there.

She
jerked into him at that and he pulled back to see her eyes heavy with passion.

“Arnavji...”

He
instantly stopped, glaring down at her…"ARNAV." he growled softly…

"Arnav...my
husband…"

"That's
my girl…" He slowly began to thrust his hips back and forth with infinite
patience, his tenderness a balm compared to their rougher, earlier passion.

Her eyes
caught hold of his, staring at him with wonder and desire.

Feeling
his love for her double, his heart was suddenly gripped with fright at how much
she had suffered…

His need
to assure himself of her pleasure tripled, and he slithered his hand between
their bodies, and began to circle at her little button, his other hand finding
her breast and squeezing it gently before seeking out her nipple with his
thumb.

His lips
fasten on her throat and he sucks hard, marking her.

When he
released her he is smugly satisfied by the beautiful reddened skin where his
teeth and lips had done their job.

His
hands moved to either side of her shoulders and Khushi suddenly pushed up hard
against him with her hips.

He
pulsed and rippled, and ground his teeth to steady the pace within her, even
though she was begging him to go faster.

He
wanted to take his time, even if it meant driving her to distraction.

Her
hands caressed his shoulders, slid down his arms with maddening slowness of her
own, then back up again and down onto his chest.

She
brushed her thumbs across his nipples, smiling triumphantly when they
immediately hardened.

Her
fingers sought out the hard pectoral muscles and Arnav starts to growl, but
refuses to increase his gentle speed…

Khushi
was now desperate…

"Why
is my body so sensitive!?" she wondered frantically…

“I
need...I...I need...” she rasps frantically, bucking against him impatiently.

"I know what you need!"

His movements
finally began to speed up, and her moans became louder...

"I
want to feel you jaan...I want to feel you pulse...everywhere…"

His hand
moves over her clit, his mouth lowers to her breast, and She bursts into an
orgasm from the sensation and feels her entire body clench in response.

And he
felt it.

Everywhere.

Her
core, her clit, her breasts…

Holding
her nipple between his teeth, he pressed his tongue to the pulsing flesh as the
rest of her shook with release…

He body
shook, and it only takes him a few brief thrusts more before he is shuddering
in release within her.

………………

"So much…"

"hmmm?"

"So much
sex…" khushi says with a soft smile…

Arnav felt pride
overtake him, "I'm at your service sweetheart…"

Khushi sighed
happily and slowly moved her feet to the floor as she sat up…

"And just where
do you think you're going?"

Khushi felt her
husband slide closer and she jumped up fast…"I'm going to have a
shower…"

Arnav's eyes lit
up…"In that case…"

He jumped up faster
than fast, but almost instantly his phone began to ring…

"Damn it!"
he shouted…

Khushi grinned at
his short temper…"Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada...You are apparently busy, plus,
I could use an uninterrupted shower…"

He glared at her,
but as she giggled and disappearted into the bathroom, hecouldn't help but feel
overjoyed at her happiness.

……..

As Khushi
showered, she found herself grinning
endlessly...

"Finally…"
she breathed, letting the steam soothe her aches…"It’s getting ridiculous
how little time I want to spend out of his sight…"

She stretched into
the hot water, hissing a bit at the way her muscles protest, smiling at how she
hurts in all the right places, a brilliant stretchy kind of hurt.

"I can barely
even remember all that…" she stopped.

Her heart began to
thud…

"No…" she
whispered…

Her panic attack
began to rear it's head inside her, and she was gripped with fear…

"Oh…" she
fought back tears…"No...no please…"

But just before it
could take hold of her, she heard her husband yelling from the bedroom…

"Hari Prakash!
BLACK COFFEE! NOW!!! NO, RIGHT NOW! I NEED ENERGY!"

And instantly, her
anxiety shattered into a million pieces, falling at her feet as she threw back
her head and laughed…

The joy and thrill
that consumed her was immense, and all panic fled…

As her throaty
laughter lessened, she turned off the tap…

Stepping out of the
shower, she suddenly felt light headed…

"Oh not
again…" she mumbled…

She stood still,
waiting for the sensation to pass…

This had been
happening for a few weeks now, and she always assumed it was because of the
panic attacks…

Opening her eyes,
her sight wasn't as fogged, and her hand reached out to grab the towel that
hung over the rails…

Khushi could still
hear Arnav growling into his phone…

"Did he shout
at poor Hari Prakash while on the phone?!"

She shook her head
and wrapped the towel around her body, tucking the corner between her breasts…

Arnav instantly
turned to her as the bathroom door opened…

Khushi's bright eyes
locked onto his as he stood up from the couch and smiled, totally entranced by
her dripping hair and body…

"My God…"
he thought…"Is it too soon to jump on her again?"

Khushi took one step
forward, but her head began spinning once again…

"Khushi?"

Arnav's expression
changed, his face now paling…

He watched her shake
her head and take one more step, but she swayed, her knees buckling...

"KHUSHI!"
his heart screamed as he lunged forwards...

He caught her just
in time and held her upright against his chest…

"Khushi? Khushi
look at me!"

Her eyes were still
open, but now foggy and unsure…

He waited, his
patience waning until she finally focused on him…

"Hi…" she
smiled…

His heart was
beating painfully…"HI!?" he said through clenched
teeth…"Are...are you alright?!"

Khushi nodded and he
pulled her closer, holding her tight to his chest burying his nose in her hair
almost as if he was absorbing her very essence into him.

She exhaled, and
Arnav released her slightly…

Khushi knees
automatically bent again, and Arnav hauled her back against his torso…

“I'm calling a
doctor, right now!”

She gazed into his
eyes which were filled with a mix of panic and terror...“Arnav, I'm…I'm all
right...I'm just a bit dizzy...”

“Dizzy!" fury
coupled with fear shot through him…"Damn it Khushi!”

He lifted her and
placed her gently on their bed, then stepped back and started to pace, pausing
and whipping around to her.

"Please tell me
this is the first time!"

She flushed, her
expression answering for her…"

"You've felt
like this before!?!" he raked his hands through his hair and Khushi could
see how worried he was…

"When! When did
this start!? Why didn't you tell me! Why
HAVEN'T you told me yet!?”

Khushi felt anger
building.

“Why haven't I told
you!?” she almost shouted. “Because it always happened after a panic
attack!!!"

He stormed forwards,
kneeling in front of her…"You just had a panic attack? Sweety why didn't
you tell me!?"

She crossed her
arms, and pouted as she turned her head away…"Because it vanished, as soon
as I heard you roaring at poor Hari Prakashji!"

Arnav frowned, even
though his lips twitched in a slight smirk, "I'm glad my yelling has
finally come to some use...That's great Khushi! You overcame an attack by
yourself!"

Arnav stood up
again, planting his feet on the floor…"You've been more tired than usual?
You've been dizzy?! Khushi!!! You're supposed to tell me these
things!!!!!"

She was furious at
him for yelling at her, but right now, the only thing she could think of was
how sexy he was when he was angry…

"KHUSHI!?! Talk
to me!"

His loud demand
shocked her into action, she jumped up off the bed, took several steps forward
and grabbed his shirt in her fists...“SHUT UP ARNAV!” she roared with a no
arguments attitude and yanked him toward her until her lips met his.

The kiss started out
at a punishing pace as she nipped and sucked at his delicious, lower lip.

Even though he was
completely stunned, his arms wrapped around her Instantly and his mouth opened,
his tongue darting out begging entrance.

He moaned as their
tongues glided against one another.

Their bodies grinded
together, and hands soon tangled into hair and nails grazed causing both to
shiver in delight.

Arnav pulled away
suddenly and looked at her.

“Khushi…" he
paused, and finally said…"I'm an idiot...I'm so sorry, I was worried, I
only yelled because I was worried...”

She lifted her eyes
to him only to find him gazing at her as if he expected her to shatter and
collapse into panic...

“Arnav...I'm-” She
couldn’t finish the sentence.

He swallowed hard
and took a step closer to her... “I just...I love you so damn much...I need you
to tell me everything about you! You're mine...MINE! I NEED YOU TO BE OKAY!”

Khushi looked up
into his eyes...“I love you, and you know that
I've only had 3 panic attacks in the last 5 months...And for each one, all I
wanted was YOU…” Her voice hitched.

He could see her
emotionally trying to convey to him exactly how much he meant to her.

His eyes turned
black and he grabbed her this time.

His lips crashed
into hers in a passion that was not as brutal as their kiss shortly before but
was just as intense.

They grasped at each
other and Arnav walked her back into the wall and pressed her into it, her arms
wrapping around his lean frame.

He kissed his way
down her jaw line and neck tugging off the towel revealing her breasts…

As her first sudden
climax subsided, he set up another delicious rhythm swirling, pressing and
probing until she swore he ignited every hidden erogenous spot within her.

She squirmed and
undulated against him, almost mewling until she had indulged her own oral
fixation, tasting and nipping at his chest, shoulder and neck.

One particular nip
elicited a groan from him.

He shifted and
hefted her up until both her legs wrapped around him and he bore her weight,
with an ease only he could perform.

She could feel his
thick shaft teasing at her entrance.

“Khushi...” he
groaned.

“Arnav, please!
I...want you now!” she gasped and arched into him, trying to get him to satisfy
both of them.

He looked once more
into her eyes and thrust into her, his forehead bumping hers.

“Yes! Oh GOD!” she
groaned as she felt him surge in into her, stretching and filling her in
delicious ways but it was more than a physical pleasure.

His presence took
over everything…

He was inside body,
soul, mind and heart...

Swirling colors, music and whispers filled
her.

She called out but
not with words.

It was as if she was
channeling something deep inside her, something she’d had locked away but
wanted to be freed.

She tightened her
legs around him and started to move her body to encourage his thrusts.

He shouted his love
for her and vigorously slammed her against the wall, his flesh slapping against
her.

The tempo of the
symphony in her mind increased as she felt vibrations deliciously prickle her
skin and her never endings tingle.

“More!” she pleaded
and his response was guttural as he shifted his angle and hit the gspot inside
of her.

Khushi dug her heels
into his backside and one of his hands grazed her abdomen reach between their
bodies.

One quick flick of
his finger and he slammed her against the wall harder.

“Mine...MINE!” he
gasped as Khushi felt her walls flutter around him.

Arnav paused and
gripped her hair yanking her head back.

He spoke no words
but her mind was filled with one thought, love, a love so intense, mere words
couldn’t convey it and then he slammed into her one last time and Khushi
shattered, screaming his name as he soon emptied himself within her, screaming
a stream of words Khushi could hardly comprehend...

Arnav slid their
bodies down the wall and onto the floor a tangle of limbs panting and
satisfied.

Khushi grasped his
hand, her thumb gentle caressing the inside of his wrist and looked up to find
him looking at her with such intensity...“Please don’t yell at me like that
again,” she said with an emotional slightly hoarse voice.

Sure enough, he felt
her channel clenching, and her clitoris hard and swollen…

Her back was now
arching and Arnav carefully manoevered her so that her back rested against his
chest…

Finally able to
collapse against him, her limbs slumped and her head lolled back against his
shoulder…

"Shhhhh…"
he whispered in her ear…"I'm here...I'm here…"

As her climaxed
ebbed, she tried to get back to the present…"What…?...How?..."

Arnav pulled her
closer, "I guess I'm just that good…"

His light hearted
response made her smile…"I know you are...but…"

"I know...NOW
will you let me call a doctor?"

Khushi nodded,
feeling exhausted…

Lifting her
carefully in her arms, he carried her to their bed…

As he placed her
down, he tried to pry her drip away from his shirt…"Khushi...Let go
sweetie, I’m not going anywhere…"

Her eyes strained
open…"Promise?"

He rolled his
eyes…"You better believe it…"

"Why am I so
sensitive? Why am I feeling so much?" she asked on a yawn…

Arnav sat beside
her, holding her hand…"Well, you did warn me…"

Her confused
expression made him smile, and he leaned down to press his lips to hers...

"You said you
once felt nothing...and now?...what do you feel now my love?"

And as she fell
asleep, she breathed…'I Feel Everything'...

EPILOGUE -

That same night,
after a lengthy visit from the doctor, and an even lengthier meal, they were
now alone…

"Arnav?"

His arm under her
neck pulled her closer…"I'm here…"

"You are happy
aren't you?"

He rolled closer,
moving her gently onto her side…

The covers had been
thrown aside, and his palm skimmed up her leg.

She sucked in her
breath, her skin beginning to tingle...

"...I am the
most happy, most satisfied, most thankful man in the universe…"

Khushi craned her
head, trying to read his eyes…

"Khushi...I...I
want to...make love to you…"

Her eyes fell,
concern for him rising…

Was he...seeking . .
. permission?

Her body throbbed.

A pulse thrummed in
her groin, and already she was swollen and wet for him.

She loved his touch.

Even at his
gentlest, he was strong and masterful.

She'd been drawn to
his strength and power, even when she had cause to fear everything else in the
world.

He made her feel
protected and cherished.

She couldn't even
look back at how they had been in their past...because that was no longer real…

Their past had been
built on lies and half-truths.

Then their happiness
had been shattered by anger and revenge…

But their present,
was something that they had created…

In every sense of
the word…

His hand slid over
her abdomen and caressed the new tiny heart that was beating there...

They'd created a
very precious life.

And in the midst of
all the peace and pleasure, he kissed her again, just one touch against the
pulse at her neck.

"Arnav...I am
yours…" her hand covered his as they held the baby that was forming inside
her…"We are both yours…"

His body pressed
into the curve of her behind.

His erection was hot
and turgid, pulsing against her skin.

Goose bumps dotted
her hip and spread rapidly down her legs.

"Arnav…"

He moved his hand up
to hold her breast, and he massaged gently, working the nipple between his
fingers.

“I know...you are
more sensitive here now...I will be careful...” he whispered.

She nodded, unable
to speak around the tightening of her throat…

He touched and
stroked, alternating until her nipples were stiffened peaks, erect and so hard
that they hurt.

The simplest brush
across the points sent a current of desire streaking through her channel.

“I'm going to make
love to you...Just lie still jaan...Let me do all the work...I...I just need to
love you right now...”

She shivered at the
raw sensuality in his voice.

Low, husky, with
just a bit of a rasp.

It always got low
and gravelly when they made love.

For a breath, he
simply watched her, his gaze drifting up and down her body with lazy strokes.

“You‟re so
unbelievably beautiful,” he said hoarsely.

She swallowed,
almost at the point of tears...

"Khushi...I
can‟t lay here without touching you... I can't be near you without touching
you...I've never been good with words, that's why I've constantly used my body
language to show you how deeply I love
you...I only hope to strive to be good enough for you...and for our baby...”

Her chest fluttered,
then grew tight.

Her emotions were
already in a hormonal uproar, and hearing his divine words made her began to
shake.

“Shhh, jaan...” he
said as he stroked down the curve of her body... “Just let me make love to
you...”

Her hand fluttered
over her belly, and she turned her face into the pillow, no longer able to bear
the study of his eyes...

Arnav could see her
hiding…

“Khushi, Do you have
any idea just how beautiful you are?”

There was awe and
reverence in his voice that had her turning back to look at him.

It was there in his
eyes as he simply stared down at her.

He bent and kissed
her again and then showered a line of kisses down chest...

He lay down once
more, his mouth close to her neck as he carefully spooned against her.

Her buttocks nestled
his erection, and she moaned in anticipation, but he didn;t move her.

Didn‟t turn her
over.

He simply lifted her
leg and eased it back over his until she was open and bare.

His thick phallus
lay between her legs, but it was his fingers that found her heat.

“Arnav...” she
whispered as he stroked the soft folds.

He parted them and
dipped one finger inside her.

“I know you're more
sensitive here too...and...oh my God...you're getting even wetter...” he said
in a near groan.

Another finger
slipped inside her, and she arched helplessly.

She wouldn't last.

Her body was
painfully aware of him.

She wanted him with
every breath.

She turned her head,
and her cheek met his lips…"Arnav...I'm going to cum...I can't stop
it…"

As his fingers
touched her delicately, his lips touched hers... "Don't cum...hold it back
as long as you can…"

The sweetness of his
kiss melted her senses and sent a trembling awakening through her heart...but
the intensity of his touch set her body on fire and shot pleasure through her
body...

Sudden tears flooded
her eyes.

She blinked
furiously, angry that she would be so emotional at such a vulnerable moment.

She closed her eyes
and rocked against him, desperate to extend her pleasure to stay with him, in
this moment of pure bliss…

But his fingers grew
more assertive, and he moved his thumb up to roll over her clit in a command
for her to respond.

“Oh my God...OH MY
GOD! Arnav...not yet...please not yet!”

She was pleading…

Her voice was hoarse
and needy, and each demand came out in a short burst of air.

He drew back and
then pumped deep just as his thumb rolled in a tight circle.

And her body
couldn't stop it...

She cried out, her
body tensing and spasming as her climax captured her wholly and completely...

Her fingers curled
into balls, into fists so tight that her hands shook with the strain.

Cascades of color
flashed, little and big spots that floated through her vision even when she
closed her eyes.

Arnav was
thrusting fast now as he sought his own
release.

His hoarse shouts
mixed with her agonized sounds.

Khushi vaguely heard
her groans and screams…

It sounded as though
she was in the worst sort of pain, but the pleasure, ah the pleasure, was so
intense, so beautiful that she didn't want it to end.

Arnav kept up the
movement against her clitoris as her heart and soul gave up endless orgasms…

His other hand
gently massaged her breasts, his fingers softly teasing her nipples until she
came again…

Khushi couldn't
believe the strength of her orgasms…

Her womb was
rippling, her vaginal muscles shaking savagely…

Arnav instantly
stilled his hands when sensations became too intense for her to bear…

He recognized when
it was, as her body jerked and her breathing became harsh and stifled…

He eased his thumb
away but continued a gentle rocking motion that sent his penis gliding through
her tissues that were slick with his release.

Finally he stopped,
lodged deep within her.

She didn‟t move,
couldn't move...

Khushi lay there
simply shattered…

Her body was a
tingling all over and as she gradually regained the strength to open her eyes,
she saw a few stars twinkling through the curtains…

"They are so
proud of you Khushi…"

Tears sprang to her
eyes hearing his words…

"How...did
you...you know I was looking…"

"Because I know
you...because I was looking too...our parents…"

"They...they
are proud of you too Arnav…"

His arms gathered
her closer, and she enjoyed the feeling of being so intimately connected to her
husband.

He kissed her
shoulder, rubbed his thumb in circles around her areola and then kissed her
again, his erratic breaths sending goose bumps over her skin.

“I love you
Arnav...”

His voice was quiet…

He moved slightly,
and slowly pulled out of her…

Softly moving her,
he lay her on her back and brought his torso gently over hers…

Arnav's gaze
demanded hers, and her fogged up eyes locked onto his…

“I can't explain it.
Not sure I want to, but damn it, the amount I love you, Khushi...YOU are
everything to me, and this little one," he gazed down at her flat tummy,
that would soon swell with life…"This little one is you AND me...I
just...It kills me to think of all that I've put you through...All I've ever wanted was to give you everything
your heart desires...”

Khushi took his hand
and moved it over her heart…"Arnav...you have
given me everything…"

He captured her lips
in a swift fiery kiss…

When he finally
pulled back, he asked…"...Ieven though it all started with nothing, I vow
to you, here and now, that I will prove-"

"Arnav!"
She forced out, interrupting him..."Listen carefully…"

And then she said
the most captivating words to him that he'd ever heard…

Okay...I'm crying...I haven't even proof read, as I wanted to give myself a reason to reread and not let this finish just yet... :P

This series was my first story on Arhi...(proving that I came up with a Desi- *Fifty Shades* before it was even written) :P and though I would LOVE to write another sequel, I can't promise anything...but I WILL leave the option open...there MAY be a continuation...

It was so intense and beautifully written. I am crying too as it brought back the memories of their start of journey with so much pain, hurt and betrayal. Look at where they are now. U r one of the few writers who have managed to bring the asr character with all its shortcomings but managed to make us love him with his makeover too. Absolutely memorable journey and story. More power to your pen! take care!

I can't even start describing jus how I felt about this chapter...i won't even try because clearly my vocabulary is isnt as vast to appreciate this work of yours and my words doesn't held the perfection with which you filled this story with feelings,emotions,hatred,betrayal,relations,love and more than anything else....arshi!!!!

A so hope there to be another sequel cause seriously we can't get enough....and nothing brings me as much joy as does reading about a lil arshi junior naughty tales

It now been almost more than one and a half year that I'm reading this work of yours and still I want it to go on

OMG..when i first saw the title..I was Godd..she is ending this?! :( But wow..what a way to finish 'I feel everything' ! *Applause* The way you describe every emotion is extra-ordinary! I have been following this series from the very beginning and this series is one of my favorites for sure!

Please do continue this series with Pregnancy! Would love to see cute and intense stuffs through it! You are too brilliant! <3