I have missed you for almost a year and a half now. I couldn't bring myself to write this any sooner. I miss you with all of my heart and soul. And I miss your face. I so wanted to give you a good and long life and I admire all you put up with to reach that goal. I know you suffered terribly, but you put up a good fight. Having to disconnect you from life support was the singular hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life, especially since I urged you to fight for life for so many years. Begging you to go hurt so bad.

I know that you are with me every day. I feel your presence and your love. But there is this hole in my heart that no one will ever be able to fill but you.

I remember you every single day. Memories of you keep me warm when it's cold. Most of all, I remember and miss your laughter and your smile, both of which were so infectious.

Know that every person who ever came into contact with you was profoundly affected by your goodness and your purity and your love. You truly were an angel in disguise sent here to teach so many, especially me, the power of love.

I look forward to the day when we will be reunited in Heaven and I will miss you every single day until then. You have my heart, baby, and I never want to give it to anyone else because it belongs to you.