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Greetings Beloveds. Greetings and salutations. We love your warm energy. We love your openness to hearing and exploring and receiving the daily messages from us. Today, we would love to have your attention about communication. We see the need in your world right now on your earth plane for more communication, for more openness to really share what it is that’s on your minds, on your hearts. So many are busy screaming out and blaming others and looking outside of yourself saying, what is this all about? Why can’t we have peace on earth? Why can’t we have a world where people get along with each other? Well, beloveds, we do hear you. We do hear your cries and indeed we are right there listening, encouraging, whispering in your ear to look at the inside, to look at what your part is in all of this. If you are sitting there on the sidelines saying, who’s going to help? Who’s going to save us? Are you participating in the solution or are you adding to the chaos? This is a time when all lightworkers must step up. It is time to step up to the plate and say, put me in. I’m ready to play. I’m ready to do my part instead of blaming and looking for someone outside of you to do their part. Cooperation and communication is what’s going to bring a change in the world. You must be the change that you are wanting to see. If you want someone to do something, then do something. If you want someone to speak words of love and encouragement, then speak them. This is our message to you today. It may not be the message that you want to hear. It may not be that you are willing to accept that, so you must ask yourself, am I willing? Will I do my part or will I sit here on the sidelines and say, go team, go team. Go do it. You can do it. You can win. You can go the distance. No Beloveds, sitting on the sidelines is no answer because no action is indeed an action in itself. It is an action saying, I’m not willing to do my part. So the time has come to ask yourself, what is my part? What is my role? Am I to be a coach? Am I to be a pitcher, a batter, a runner? What is my role? And when you find that out, when you ask that all important question and the answer pops into your head immediately – as it will if you are open to hearing it – then you will know the path you are to take you. You will know that you are to step up to bat or you are to step on the pitcher’s mound or perhaps you are out in left field waiting to catch the ball, but whatever your role is, dear ones, whatever it may be, it is time to play the game. It is no longer a time for planning. That time is long gone. It is no longer a time for the team huddle. That has already happened. Now is the time for you to join the team. Now is the time to cooperate, coordinate, and to do your part. Are you willing? Are you ready? Are you ready? The game has started. The crowd is there. The crowd is looking and saying, what is this game? What are we playing? What are we doing? Who do we cheer for? Will you show the way? Will you hold the torch up and let others see that here is the game right here, right now, and I’m doing my part. It is all your decision. You have the free will to sit on the sidelines if that is what you choose, but if you are sitting on the sidelines and you are not in there playing the game, the do you have a right to say who’s going to help us? Who’s going to step up and play? Who’s going to make a difference in the world? No Beloveds. If you are sitting on the sideline idly waiting, then do you see that nothing will change. You will always be just sitting there waiting for the change. Many will not like this message. Many will say, I’m not ready or it’s not up to me. It’s not my place. Why don’t those in charge do something? They’re the ones. They’re responsible. They took on the role. Well guess what? Beloveds, you all took on the role. You all came here to make a difference. You came here to do a job and no, you may not like hearing that, but it is the truth. It is what you signed up for. So what is your job? What is your role? Ask yourself. Ask yourself and then see if you are still willing to follow through on your commitment. We will leave you with that to ponder. And so it is.

Beloveds, as we look at your hearts, so heavy with grief, with anger, with longing for a change to take place, we offer to you that a change is indeed coming. It will be a hard-fought battle; however, as there is much resistance on your Earth and much division between the contrast of energies. Who will part the waters? you ask. Who will help us in this quest for peace? Dear Ones, you still do not comprehend that your perceived enemy is only strong because you give away your power. Every time you feed the fear, the anger, the cries, you are bringing the spotlight on what you do not want. So we say to you, Dear Ones, focus on what you do want. Allow love to permeate your very being and spread out to those who are participating in the battle of division. You are your rescuer and yes, you are strong enough to carry the flame. Put on your running shoes, go the extra mile and then prepare to pass the torch as you are not in this battle alone. Bond with those who have the same goal in their hearts as this is where your strength lies. It really does take a village and soon you will see how this all plays out when you begin to feel into this fact. When you feel into the desires of the collective, that you really do want peace, you really do want harmony, you want the best for everyone and that, my Dear Ones, we see as your heart’s longing, as your heart’s desire. When you reach out in your prayer times, this is what we hear and it is coming. So be it.

Facing personal demons is no fun, especially late at night or first thing when arising in the morning. It is my belief that life should be fun, should be enjoyed to its full extent and capability; thus, when buttons are pushed and tears flow it is time to reflect on that which has not been released from my human psyche or from a soul level. This verse from the poem Invictus is a go-to of mine:

It matters not how strait the gate,

How charged with punishments the scroll,

I am the master of my fate,

I am the captain of my soul.

William Ernest Henley

My decisions lead me to choices, i.e., actions, that not only affect me but those in my life and those in generations that will come after me. My life is not inconsequential. It does have meaning and value and just how much value it has depends on my own sense of self-worth. If I choose to give my power away and give in to feelings of unworthiness, that is on me. It is my choice alone, no one else’s. If I stand up for myself, using my authentic voice, that again is my choice alone. The voice of my father rings in my ears from so many years ago before his passing from this earth plane: “Never let anyone walk all over you.” Interpretation: Know your worth…set your boundaries.

There is an energy moving through you, around you, traveling ever outward and upward as if being drawn by a magnet. Indeed, you feel the pull. You sometimes want it to slow down as the feeling it brings is so intense. What is this, you ask. I am not ready, you say. Your heart is pounding, your ears are ringing, and still the energy swirls around you and will not be denied. You are on a path that is familiar and unfamiliar all at once. A part of you is remembering who you are, why you came here in this lifetime, and where you are returning to. While this can be disconcerting if you let it, it is also what you chose, what you agreed to before you even came here. Your path is no ordinary path. There are twists and turns that reveal truth, that signal universal change. You feel this change in you and you empathize with those who are experiencing it with you. You are a Guardian. Your way has not been an easy one this lifetime out of necessity; it helps you understand and strengthens you for what lies ahead. You have overcome your dependence on your physical senses and now are able to use your elevated state to observe, to hear, to feel, to know the truth. It is time to learn what love really is, Beloveds, and to understand it within both your heart space and your mind. Love is the very essence of life that gives birth to consciousness. The vibrational frequency of love will actually form an aura extending from the body, bathing you in a soft white light. As we begin to understand the message of love we will find ourselves attracting to us other individuals that form a collective whole, all vibrating on the same frequency. The collective consciousness of humanity can only be changed by love, the ultimate cause which gives rise to all other vibrations. Raising the level of consciousness of humanity is the ultimate plan for peace and must be done through a new understanding of love. You are a Guardian. Let this message of love sit in your heart space and travel upward to the chakras above the heart. Absorb it and as you do, you will find that layers of old thought patterns will be peeled away as this new revelation opens your remembrance of who you are and you will find your why.

Taking a break from outside distractions and spending the day with myself showed me a few things. Yes, there was the impulse to reach for the mouse and with a few clicks be instantly connected to the hustle and bustle of social media. There was also the impulse to pick up my phone and check messages. I had huge arguments with myself that all started with but … things like “but what about the groups I administrate” and “but I always do this…” Yes, the struggle is real. We get so wrapped up in our ego monkey mind and letting it control what we do and when we do it that it gives us no time to be with ourselves. We know who is on vacation and where, what others are eating, who got a new animal or lost a beloved pet all the while neglecting to schedule our own vacation or plan our meals or pay attention to our own furbabies … or just stop to smell the roses.

So, I smelled some roses today figuratively. I took time to assess the direction I was going and how my life was progressing. Barbara Marx Hubbard states “Ask to know what you are born to do. Follow the compass of joy.” I took time to enjoy nature and became more centered through connecting with Mother Earth. I listened to some very spiritually connected people making a whole lot of sense and had my soul fed. I played with both my inner child and my two furbabies. I took time to listen to a friend who was struggling and gave her my full attention, unimpeded by the distraction of the computer. I laughed at myself. I had fun being with me! I looked in the mirror and asked “what do you want?” I am so used to asking other people that and listening to their answers and yet when I asked that person in the mirror it was like a totally unique experience. Suddenly, there was a gleam in my eyes. I found myself intrigued that I was actually standing there waiting for the answer. Wow. What do I want? It was an AHA moment.

Interestingly, after that interlude, I realized something very profound about desire. When we are in the mode of wanting something, i.e., our desire, our focus is on that. We are so intent on having to have it and then when it does materialize we relax from that intensity. We “breathe” again. There is happiness, bliss, joy. What if we took the desire out of the mix? What if our focus became that state of happiness, bliss and joy? I’m not saying don’t want anything or strive for more of whatever your dreams are. Instead, place the focus on the feeling of already having your desire. Knowing what you want is only the first step, not the entire enchilada, although for some it becomes an obsession. Once the “that” is established, then go within yourself and find the emotions connected with the fulfillment of that desire and let that be where your attention stays. Whatever your “that” is, absorb it as a part of yourself. You are the creator of your own reality; thus, you can make the statement, “I am that, I am” for whatever your “that” is. In fact, doing this exercise with everything in your world, including people, will be a mind-blowing experience!

When you take time to really know yourself and all your wants/desires, your likes and dislikes, your idiosyncrasies, then you can begin to fall in love with yourself. When you fall in love with yourself, you are going to want the best possible life for yourself. That, my friends, will be the motivation for making your world a better place to live. I am so grateful for all of you! I love you. Namaste

I am so grateful for this day! I feel “seen” by God. I know the angels are surrounding me. I am loved. I am that — I am! I am the sound of a thousand songbirds. I am the rush of a million waves in the ocean. I am the quiet snow on the mountaintop. I am the breeze brushing against my face. I am the children’s laughter coming from the playground. I am the words written on this page. I am peace. I am LOVE. I am joy. I am that!