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Sunday, January 24, 2016

Still Struggling with #Pride

I am plagued by doubts about my salvation. I cannot be good enough. I do not deserve salvation. I do not deserve grace.I know that other people can accept that free gift, but I am convinced that I must earn it or at least be worthy. Maybe I am not chosen by God for salvation. Or, maybe I was chosen, but I have wandered too far from the straight and narrow.Is it too late?I am trying to believe.I am trying to have faith.I am trying to repent. I am trying to change my thoughts, words, actions, and beliefs.I am trying to accept God's grace and forgiveness.I really am trying to figure this out. Maybe I'm trying too hard.