Saturday, July 7, 2012

i'm home && bored.

i wanna talk though. to someone!i'm so bored....&& its too late to be texting someone just to talk.dont wanna be pegged as "thirsty". or even worse, screenshotted!i swear thats like one of my biggest fears. trying to have aninnocent conversation with someone && it being screenshotted on twitter or facebook......i came to realization today that lightskin niggas stay losing. lol.i'm mad at myself for even thinking that cause i hate this lightskin vs darksin battle, but i was on wshh && i was just like "damn! lightskin niggas stay losing." I was so serious too. thats the funny part. reading people's ignorant, mediocre, half ass thoughts has negatively influenced me. smh.thats why i'm chilling on twitter for awhile.i'm taking a lil hiatus. just for me to gather my thoughts, && unfollow people without being charged up.lol. i'm so sneaky. i unfollowed a hand full of people, but since they see i havent been tweeting no one called me out, or unfollowed me. hahhahahahhaaa.i'm an evil genius. .....anywho, i had a nightmare last night.ive been stressing a lot lately. i thinks thats why.it was wierd, so much was happening.it revealed some insecurities i have. it was just a lot.i'm trying to analyze all of it && get to the root of it so i can work on whatever my subconscious is saying to me.well try && make it better...it was just sooooooo much going on && it felt so real.like where did all these thoughts come from...i exaggerated, it was more of an unpleasant dream than a nightmare.i just didnt like what i was seeing, well dreaming.