bfp update - another cp

I want to say a big thank you for all of your prayers and well wishes after I announced our bfp on the 16th You ladies are truly a blessing.

After calling my doctors office repeatedly I finally got my hcg numbers and they hadn't doubled (went from 31 to 44 in two days). I was so heartbroken because I knew what that meant. The hpt Saturday morning was so much darker that I had some hope but I spotted a tiny bit on Sunday afternoon and started to miscarry Monday. I can tell you it was awful! I was on a cruise with my dh's family and was in the middle of the ocean so I couldn't even call my mom to cry with her. I would be sitting at the pool and just start crying! And Thanksgiving day was hell.

My last cp (in March) I had a feeling that it wasn't going to stick but this one I felt so different (I'd already started sewing a quilt for my baby)! I knew this was my rainbow! So when the miscarriage came it was a shock. I think my hormones are still crazy because even after a week I'm so emotional and will cry if I hear a slow song or see a baby commercial. Please pray for me that my heart will heal quickly and please share any words of advice!

I never had a miscarriage before the vr so after 2 me and dh are both going to get everything checked out to see what's going on. I can't keep going through these!

Thanks ladies for all your support and I pray all of you will get your sticky bfp's!