later on that day..."Shadow...it is not your fault for this doing you came as fast as possible but were late no one could have known she was going to do it..." i look down at her body as they begin to take it away"...hmmm funny just yesterday i had her in my arms and now...shes gone...."(my theme begins to play while this is happening)

Days later.......i was at home just looking out a window as kids played out side with smiles,the sun shined...while my world darkend...i closed both locks below my window,i closed both blinds then turned away...

i walk in "dude whats with the dark house dude?"i look around then at you"oh....aww dude come on we all need to move on sometimes you know like here i got a few girls that you might like!"four hot gorges girls stand in front of me and you"wowzers so what you think dude?"

i kill the four girls"......fuck you shadow....i cannot do something like that...."i walk to the back room and sit down"*sigh* i guess i have to let go..."i look back at you"shadow are you going to kairis funeral as well?"

"dude!?"i look at the girls lying there dead"what the fuck dude!?"then look at you"if your going to kill people at the funeral then no dude im staying away from you!"i walk over to you"....im...im sorry dude....i dont know what your going threw right now but honestly must be something to make you act this way riku ill go but please no more deaths alright?"

ooc:same topicic:we arrive at her funeral and i walk over to her casket"i never got to say good by....and now i will....good by....my sweet.....*kisses kairis face gently* then stairs at her and fixes her hair"......the world may be bright but my world is grey...for your soul is white and a kind loving thing to never let go....may you rest in peace...."i leave a i love you card on the casket and some flowers then walk away nd sit down"........"then i begin to remember...(kids:come on kairi play with us play with us!" kairi:sorry you guys i am going to hang out with my besty today ok by guys laterz!" *waves and leaves*kids:she is always going to that nobody Riku what a loser he is,yeah!.yeah!")"she was always there for me....but where was i for her..."

"stop crying...if you want to make me feel better then don't cry i feel bad already and seeing you cry will place more burden on me and dark he will show sooner or later remember he is like a shadow on the wall he can appear at any time..."

"i...i don't know really...sometimes i wonder why am i so happy...sometimes i wonder why can't i be depressed?" laughs "its just the way you make it a friend once told me"i smile and hug you"so you should make your life more better" gives you a huge grin