Aw, pal. You are not that bad. You can't help you're bipolar. Even though you do have your anger issues. We love you for who you are. You are a excellent friend. You have a kind heart and you show your love for others. You're one of a kind and I wouldn't trade you for anythin'.

Believe it or not Cam. But you ARE my hero. Without you. I wouldn't be who I am. You've helped me. You help me have strength. All those times when my dad abused me. You was there to help me. You were there to let me know everythin' will be okay. And I believed you. Because you were always right. As long as you're by my side. Everythin' will always be alright.

Now does that sound like you're a bad guy. No. It doesn't. You're the coolest of the cool. You're a great friend.

This forum won't be the same without you.We got to have you here. I've got to have you here.You say all you ever do is bring people down. Well, you never bring me down.Of course there's times when you'll get mad and want to rant. But it's nothin' I can't handle. And i'm sure others don't mind.

You've just hit a rough spot in your life. Things will be alright. You got to believe that.

(Pull the Bible out on me, huh? Actually, I hadn't read that yet. Thanks!)

Anyways, I don't mind how easily angered you are, because you just happen to be biolar, like a lot of my friends. I'm the type to sit and listen to my friend's problems. I think you're a cool friend. One of the best friends I've ever had! My ex-bestie, Angel, Turn out to be a, um... Oh, wait, I can't cuss here. Let's just say that she was a VERY bad person and a hypocrite. I'd rather have a bipolar friend that's true than a fake....um.....word. (You might guess the word, you might not, but I will not say it here.)

Anyways, (again), You're a great friend, and a lot truer than most anyone I know. Just about everyone here is true. That's why I'm here. I found my friends on ATN when I was young, like 7,8, or 9, and I'm still here at fourteen. ATN has watched my post evolve from:

"hi, my name is alie."To:""Hey peoples! It's Allysa here! Betcha some of you remember when I didn't use my real name, huh? It's because I found that everyone was so real and down to earth that I let everyone know my name. It was here that I made my closest friends, the ones that have stayed with me through thick and thin. I hope that you will stay and find many of the thing I have in my many years here.

I'm sure Cam will be back. He's just goin' through some roughness right now. Once everythin' cools down he hang around again. I always loved his posts. But he won't stay away long. He's been a part of ATN since her was 18 and he's currently 20. He'll be back.

He's juss been so upset lately. It's heartbreakin' to see him so hurt. Give him about a week or so.