A journal for thoughts and experiences, things that most people would never expect from me. BS, it's a diary of hot sex experiences, inspiration for the next time and something to read and remember when it doesn't happen anymore!

Thursday, October 29, 2015

I have been doing some cross dressing
for a few years now. I often wear panties and even bought a new pair
for myself recently. A few months ago my wife said I needed
something sexier to wear at home in the evening rather than baggy
sweatpants and she gave me an old pair of her black yoga pants. I
wear them nearly every day now. My interest in cross dressing has
been getting stronger lately and I recently spent some time trying on
several of my wife's dresses. This was very exciting.

She also gave me an old flannel night
shirt of hers to wear. It was a Casper the ghost shirt, so not only
is it feminine, but also juvenile. I have worn it to shreds and
asked her recently if she could get me a new nightie for me birthday.

She is an avid sewer and bought some
fabric to make me something. She showed me a pattern for a little
baby doll nightie. With winter coming on I was thinking of something
warmer, but in the red color fabric she bought, it should be hot!

Last night she showed me the fabric,
then draped it around me to see how the color, (red with gold
sparkles) would look on me. She fashioned a top, then a short skirt
based on a leather belt buckled around my bare waist. Then she
wrapped the fabric through my crotch to model a sort of panties.
Things got interesting when she got her pin cushion and used straight
pins to make some tucks and form the fabric tighter to my crotch.
She pinned it up between my ass cheeks, then started pinning it
formed around my cock and balls. I was having some very erotic
thoughts about the pins poking me as she stuck them carefully through
the fabric. I was breathing very heavily, maybe even moaning. She
looked me in the eye and asked if I was good with this. “Oh yes”,
I groaned. She pinned very close to my ass crack, then had me crouch
down. The pins along the edges of the fabric poked me in the ass.
It was so exciting! Then she pinned very close to my cock and balls
and had me bend forward to make the pins poke me there.
Unfortunately, they didn't really poke me much and I was hoping that
she would just shove the pin through the fabric and stab me.

She was getting hot too and laid back
on the bed and spread her legs wide for me to eat her pussy. As I did
so the pins were stabbing me in the ass. Her pussy was super hot and
wet and I was very excited to lap it up and lick and suck her clit.
After a few minutes she pushed me away. She told me to prepare the
bed and get the magic wand out. I put down a waterproof pad and a
towel and got out the vibrator while she went to the bathroom.

When she came back I kissed her as she
fondled my wrapped and pinned cock and balls. She started using the
vibrator on herself and I pulled the pins out of the crotch cover and
reinserted them straight in. Some of them did poke me as I did so.
She was getting very hot and told me to take the ones from my ass
out. I did so and put them in my mouth like a seamstress. When
there were too many to fit in my mouth I started sticking them into
the fabric around my cock and balls. There were several layers of
fabric so I really had to shove them in.

My wife is a nurse and I have long
fantasized about her sticking needles into my cock and balls. Now,
as she built toward her orgasm I began sticking these straight pins
through the fabric and into the skin on my cock and balls. She was
trying to hold off her orgasm till I got all of them pulled out from
around my ass and stuck in my crotch. It was obvious by my reactions
that I was poking them in me.

When I had only one left, I asked her
where I should put it. She pointed out a spot and said that there
was nothing there. I stabbed that pin hard into the base of my cock.
At that sight she began to orgasm. Her cries of pleasure were met by
my cries of pain as I pushed several pins into my cock head.

As she came down from her orgasm, I
pulled the pins out with grunts of pain for some that were stuck in
more than others. She noticed a wet spot on the red fabric. “I
think you are bleeding!”, she exclaimed. We unwrapped the fabric
and there were several bloody spots on my cock and balls.

I didn't care, it was super exciting
and I hope that the blood didn't scare her away from sticking pins
and needles in my cock and balls in the future.

Of course, I did not have an orgasm
during this. She did and we both happily fell asleep.

The next morning I was shocked to see
that the whole underside of my cock was covered with purple bruises
from scrotum to foreskin. Apparently this is what happens when you poke pins into a bofy part that has lots of very full blood vessels.
What a badge of honor to remember this by
until they fade. Every time I go to the bathroom I see a reminder.

I am looking forward to helping her sew
my nighties. I have also hinted that a maids uniform might be
useful!

Monday, October 05, 2015

I followed a link from the Strict Julie blog to one called Tomy's wife. Which lead to me reading a post on there from January 2014 that had a comment written by me!
I thought it was interesting so here it is:

Hi, Just found your blog today, I think a link from the long running, just concluded MBS blog.

My Bottom Smarts opened up many things to me, including learning that I was not alone in my feelings and also in introducing things like wife led relationships, tease and denial, etc.

I have been spanking my wife occasionally for many years and maybe once a year for my birthday I would get spanked. I realized that she liked to be spanked, but didn't seem to want it nearly as much as I. During the past year I have talked at length with her about wife led marriage. I have learned to be very attentive and helpful to her and she has become more comfortable with treating me as her submissive or sex slave.

She does still like to have me "take" her at times and be rough and domineering. Sometimes I still spank her, but I crave all the time that she will spank me and whip me hard with her belt.

So I guess you could say she has gone with my encouragement from a small "f" to a large one and I hope that she will continue to grow in that role and feel comfortable treating me as her small "m".