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Monday, February 1, 2010

When I got home, my mother made me eat, so I had organic tomato soup (80 cals) and some boiled broccoli (30 cals). Then I chewed and spit some cookies... (0 cals) THEN I ate some popcorn (170 cals). Total is about 300 cals! (and I didn't even purge it out... Grrrrrrrrrrrrr) *bangs head on wall repeatedly*

I know, I am a fail who shouldn't even be on this sight. I'm WEAK and PATHETIC! This is not a "woe is me" bitch. I don't deserve your pity or sympathy... I knew I was slipping and I wanted to text my bff... but she doesn't know how deep my addictions lie...

Oh... Still no sleep, and I have to stay with "Reba" tomorrow :(
I'm pretty sure I can't get away with purging over there... I don't know if the "I'm feeling sick" line will work.

About Me

I created this blog so I can share my feelings. I am a self injurer and have very disordered eating (I have both restricted severely and binged and purged ).
No one that knows me know so I'm going to keep it that way. Know if you read this that you can comment and I will always reply and you are NOT alone.