So unaffectionate, so insecure You claim to know a thing or two about heartache And what it's like to have your insides torn out And I believe you I see it every time your pallbearer's palor is obscured by the darkness Dancing across your face, and when the blackness veils your eyes in pain I know what it's like when memories make you wince And love letters read like obituaries And photo albums are the books of the dead I need no reminders, no more reminders I'll forget the past and lay it to rest

If I had my way I'd cut the calluses off your breaking heart If I could get past the sternum Cauterize those wounds with Every kiss I could give to you I'm holding your heart in my hand The reason it still beats

Am I being too cryptic? Am I being too obscure? Love kills, romance is dead And I don't even trust myself But I love you And you can pull my wings apart And pin me down under glass Until the end of days if it can help you Discover that we share the same pain I just hope you write your thesis Before your subject is dead No life after death

This will be my wedding song... When I finally feel like marriage isn't life threatening.for now It's a twisted love song I dedicated to someone.

Clutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI had no options left again

[Bridge:]I dont want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Cause inside I realizeThat I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI'll never be alrightSo, I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit Tonight

[Bridge:]I'll paint it on the walls'Cause I'm the one at faultI'll never fight againAnd this is how it ends

[Chorus:]I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamBut now I have some clarityto show you what I meanI don't know how I got this wayI'll never be alrightSo, I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit Iím breaking the habit Tonight

lying naked alone on the bathroom floor i keep waiting? pain, fear no more

and i can't get his sins off me

she wants to be a messiah without the crucifixion she wants to fuck delilah without samson's intervention she wants to be a deity and rule us everyday and punish the wars of your rich gods and the martyrs that they slay she wants to see galaxies all the planets and the stars she wants to be a fallen angel without the swollen scars

unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me

she wants to free the kingdom be worshipped by the earth she wants to be the prophet for ten times what shes worth she wants to break free from eve and leave them all behind to be born again in the thrill of sin and revive her dying mind she wants to stand raid the king slaughter the guards and kill everything burn the world and let her soul be free light the noble of eternity

unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me

don't touch me there oh, i know you're scared kill the need in me and i remain

unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me unclean unclean fillthee and i can't get his sins off me

why should i be afraid? it's not the first time i've tasted pain why should I be afraid? it's not the first time i've tasted pain

Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor, and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words. "What a beautiful wedding!, What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter. "Ah yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I chimed in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I chimed in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of hope.

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved Well this calls for, a toast so, pour the champagne, Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne.

I chimed in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I chimed in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again..

I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No. It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you help me I broke apart my insides, help me Iíve got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god

through every forest, above the trees within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive you are the reason I stay alive

I think you can do much better than me After all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me

While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm olderCause we never really had our closure This can't be the end I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me (And I think you should know this) (You deserve much better than me)

pull - steamroller rollin' throughmy head said attached to locopower up coal through the systemout to the right said you're in mylight - lock down the generator onman screw down use the systemuse the main plan full power up tothe point man don't fuck with me

Loco

lock down here latch the generatoron screw the systemfull power hit the main plan

[Chorus:]Rip them out, take them,Burn to coals as they crush and leave nothingThat resembles a soul of a manSee him numb, see him crushed (see him numb, see him crushed)Rip them out, take themBurn to coals as they crush and leave nothingThat resembles a soul of a manLeave them numb, leave them crushed (leave them numb, leave them crushed)

Took the fire insideOne too many timesHe's burning over and out now,He flailsUp against the raging tides,No more sidesEverything you ever wanted to see,See it in his eyesOne more time, one more time

Climb down to test the waters,My hands feel like they're rusting away, yeah, yeah, yeah,So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughterI'll stay here as long as you let me,Decision's been made obvious so I will returnWhere I started I'll stay hereWhen I'm finished I'll whither away

DeathThoGuest

Subject: Re: Lyrics Wed Feb 28, 2007 12:49 pm

Linking park - Numb

"Numb"

I'm tired of being what you want me to beFeeling so faithless lost under the surfaceDon't know what you're expecting of mePut under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you thereBecome so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering meHolding too tightly afraid to lose controlCause everything that you thought I would beHas fallen apart right in front of you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you thereBecome so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you

And I knowI may end up failing tooBut I knowYou were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you thereBecome so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]I've become so numb I can't feel you thereI'm tired of being what you want me to beI've become so numb I can't feel you thereI'm tired of being what you want me to be

I have to block out thoughts of you so I donít lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that Iím alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space

Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you

Iím sober now for 3 whole months itís one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I wonít touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So Iíll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didnít do for you

Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling ďmake it go away!Ē Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered ďHow can you do this to me?Ē

Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didnít do for you

Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whatís good for you