Saturday, February 25, 2012

7 minute pas 12~~26 feb ~~the 2nd birthday after her birthday ~~~the mistake shipment arrive today i guess ~~but it was never important to u ?

been waking up in the middle of the night quite frequent this past week ~often awake by dreams i myself also dont understand how come i am having it at the first placei m thinking too much ?is it a hints of wat the future is fore coming ?images of u ~~

up to now ~i hope everything was just a dream ~

something tat i would tell ,a sticky a day , makes up a curvy smile on your face everyday ~~~

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

the day after the package was sent out ~it reach early ~but totally mayhem when the content is kinda terbalik~~~wtf !!!!!! change into stone n chemical ?walao ~~~really is sad die me ~~

wat i had prepare so 'hard' and "long" to this little surprise me , it actually fails me so hard~its kind a big slap to the face ~why o why ~~of all the things tat can go wrong ~how come it had to my first shipment out using courier service to send a parcel service to her ?on her birthday eve some more ?

caught speechless at the very moment !!y even this u also have to fail me ! the surprise is really ruined ~~p/~ i m doing logistic ! shame on logistic if the service level maintain at this level ~~really cant help wanted to screw ~~~!@#$%^&*()_

Thursday, February 16, 2012

~"she is not just a toy", yet she is the worthy one tat turn things into complicated

through the smallest thing she done , it affects u in a major way ~tats ad a sign of something is going on when she no longer around,there's where the misery n suffering all taking effects~perhaps i ll admit tat something has developed over here over the time~like it or not ~she has gain some spot

when she is not around anymore , u feel annoyed, frustated in everything u do and become moodless ~by posting more n more things tat are actually running in your mind , ppl tends to think that u are emoing all the while u dont really care for them except to this particular person which u somehow hope the slightest chances she might c and even press a (y) like for it ~

some had ask y spend so much effort, time n resources over one single tree while u can have the whole forest ~~i ll oly say u r the worhty one ~~worhty one for me even to change the relationship into complicated ~~coz u really make me feel complicated ~~~in a good way~~perhaps its a highest and biggest risk i haven take all this while ~but this risk is worthy one ~~~as i know i really like u very much ~~~as time pass , i ll remain the same ~just wont so on the eye to make your life better i hope ~~

y i have to pretend not to care while i actually care for it the most ~even though it might be as easy as it be , but i shall do all of this for u ~in order how her to be better off and perhaps stop worrying ~~

something i have bought for u ~~~perhaps i may not be the one making u smile , but still i hope u smile ~~