Even though I am grateful for the showers this past weekend, I have had similar feelings, Kitt. Took a swim this afternoon and feel much better. Am able to provide you the following advice:
a) The supreme council has given you a thumbs up. You will not be sacrificed.
b) Sent my son-in-law a 50th B-card with a simple message “You’ll get over it”.
c) Got a thought for the day quote in one of my e-mails: “Faith does not make things easy, it makes them possible”.

That’s it. Hope any or all of this advice will help get you back together.