My life as Sammie girl.

What a wonderful surprise for my sweet sister Poppy. She is COTD....way go go Poppy. You know we are all celebrating up here at the Rainbow Bridge. You should see the pretty fireworks...oh my what am I'm saying you can see them from earth. I will fly down tonight to see you my sweet sister.

I know I didn't get along with you at times and I'm sorry about that. I do love you and miss you very much.

Oh dear..there was a bad storm that went through last night. There was thunder, lighting and it was raining hard. This happen between 2:00 and 4:00 this morning. Hmmmm do your believe that mom didn't hear a thing..yes, she slept all the way through it. I tell you mom sleeps like a rock sometimes. It is amazing on how Poppy can wake her up at 4:00 in the morning with her purrs, and a bad storm doesn't. Everyone is okay and thank goodness there wasn't any flooding.

I'm so sorry mommy that grandma fractured her hip last week. I've been purring for grandma and hope she gets better very soon. I know you are stressed out and worried. Please don't worry all of us Angels are purring for her.

I also see that Poppy won a contest on FB and mommy Midnight was DDP yesterday. What a wonderful surprise and I'm so happy for them.

Thank you mom for the Angel and the forever in my heart locket you put on your key chain for me. I appreciate that very much.

We will try to send you some cooler weather as I know it is very hot out there.

I'm doing okay so please don't worry about me. I miss and love all of you.

It has been 8 months since you have been gone. I miss you every day...the pain is still there and it has been so hard without you. I know you are doing well at the bridge with all your family and friends. I remember all the fun times we had and the memories will never die.

I ordered this tribute for you...it came today. I know it was a sign from you to have it delivered to me today on your 8 month anniversary. It made my heart smile that I received it.

Sammie Girl you know you will be in my heart forever and will never be forgotten. I don't know when the pain will ease up for me. You know your mommy Midnight always makes me feel better and she puts a smile in my heart. She knows when I'm feeling sad and depressed. Your sister Poppy will lay next to me during the wee hours of the night and she will purr away very loud. She also loves to walk on my hair or my head. You know they both make me happy. I miss the circle of love and I miss holding and kissing you and dancing with you. We did have fun Sammie Girl.

Oh my dear friends it is pretty hot in Westchester. The temp is 94 degrees...phew now that is pretty hot. I see my mommy Midnight is flying to Paris with my stepdaddy Ricki and my sister is in Florida with her Sunshine (Harry). They are keeping nice and cool and their furgentlemen will keep them safe.

We are going to have a great big party up here at the RB. I know there will be lots to eat mol...I don't think they are going to have any fireworks as it will be loud and scary for us animals at the bridge.

Mommy I miss and love you very much. I know you miss and love me...you still talk to me every morning and night and I do hear you and in my own little way I talk back to you. I know you can hear me because you will ask me a question and talk back to me.

Today is 7 months since you left us. It still breaks my heart knowing that you are not here. I still wish you could come back to me and I know that is not possible. You left me too early...you should still be alive and here with us.

I miss that circle of love when I gave all of you your treat at night. The three of you would sit there waiting for your treat every night. I miss seeing you on the dining room table meowing at me night and you laying in front of the bedroom door. I'm still am so sorry about that...I had no choice you and Poppy didn't get along at that time. Dad would always tell me you laid there all night long waiting for me to get up.

I do know one day we will meet again. Until that day I will miss you with all my heart. The pain of you leaving will never go away...it will always be there.

I know you are sending me signs that you are okay. I have been reading the email's that I have been receiving from Arlene Angels. Some of them are cute pictures of kittens and cats....yesterday and today I have noticed that some of the pictures look just like you. Thank you my Angel Sammie that you are letting me know you are okay.

Just wanted to let you know that I miss you every day and my heart is still broken over you. I still see you laying there on the bedroom floor on the morning that you went to the Rainbow bridge. It breaks my heart every time I go into the bedroom and look at that spot. As I go into the bedroom I try not to step on that spot...sometimes I have to because it is right by the bedroom door...sorry sweetie.

Every time I look at your page...I want to bring you back to me and I know I can't and it hurts me so much knowing I can't do that. I wish I could hold you and kiss you and dance with you.

I will continue saying good morning and good night to you as it makes my heart smile to do that.

Hey sis, I'm so glad to hear that you are dating Big Harry. Up here at the bridge our stepdad told me that he is pawsome and I was so happy to hear that.

I saw you and him went to downtown Chicago yesterday and you and him looked so happy together. That makes my heart smile.

I am looking forward to the party for Mazel....it will be lots of fun.

Thank you for inviting me and Shadow to your get together last night....I had a very nice time and it was so nice to see everyone and to see you sooooo happy.

It also made my heart smile seeing our human mom so happy to see me....did you see all the hugs and kisses she gave me? Shhhh don't tell her I come and visit her every night. I know that is why you walk all over her early in the morning to let her know that I"m there.

I want to thank all of you again for your pawmails and gifts.
I appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

Last night was awesome we had another wonderful party at the Bridge...you know we never stop celebrating for all the kitties that get picked for COTD, COTW, DDP and Daily Diary.

Last night I vist mom and we shared stories most of the night.
She gave me lots of hugs, kisses and treats.

Mommy wishes I was still here on earth as she misses me being around. She misses my hissing and growling....she used to call me grumpy. Most of all she misses all the fun we used to have. She always forgave me when I was in my grumpy mood...she just figured that was me.