Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I got tagged

And here I am typing a stupid blog entry.Shin Shin, you prick.

1985 :20 years ago

I was freaking two years old. Scared of everyone and everything. I was two!!! Lightning, firecrackers, everything seemed traumatizing.Other than that I vaguely remember biting into a cili padi and crying till someone shut me up.Come to think of it, maybe thats why I am capable of screaming loudly.I had early practice.

1990:15 years ago

Lets see...I was 7.Just starting school.Don't think I pooped in my pants.I hated everyone.Especially females.Funny creatures with pinafores.Cries when teased, most commonly about boyfren-boyfren.Shrieks when presented with cool 'toys' like lizard tail,dead bird or worm.

1995:10 years ago

Moving into secondary school.Still hated everyone.The thing is I think 5 years gave them time to hate me back.Took up self defense to protect self against bully sister who gave me an agonizing childhood.Eager to enter into 'adult' life

2000:5 years ago

Moving out of secondary school.Still hate everybody.Some people like me, but mostly they hated me.Damned eager to enter college and break the cycle of hate

2002: 3 years ago

Prime of my life.Juggled 3 jobs while holding down my education.Got a chick.Loved her with all my heart.Life was good

2004:Last year

Very good beginning of the year.Bought a car and a laptop.Enjoyed socializing, saved money, started thinking about work, forming networks and contacts etc.

2005: This year

The most diverse year of my life.Year opened with car crashing,laptop stolen and girlfriend dumping me in favor of preaching to llamas in Mongolia (last i heard she was a programmer for StanChart)Picked up in the middle- got a good job, met and finalized good future plans, met newfound friends who actually do NOT hate me.Started to blog, people read my blog, people laugh,that makes me happy.

The sad part is I find myself (lately) wanting to share all of this with someone.Someone I can talk to, who can talk back to me and whom I can love wholeheartedly, without reservation and shower all my attention and affection to.No, its gotta be a human, not an Aibo.And um, female.

2006: Hopefully

I will find that someone(damn i am near the point of crying) and make her the happeist person for making me the happiest person.

2015:

I will be retired, rich married to that someone andtorturing my neighbours cat.

17 Comments:

Dude why are u wallowing and in need for a female. Look into yourself. If u need to speak there's this thing called chat room. If u need to feel, there's this thing called vacation where u can take some time out. Not to forget the distinctive kata-kata hikmah.."tanni pode lap adii"

Loneliness and sadnaess are only for those planning to devote to the dark side. And i'm not aiming at indians here. Anyway...lift up yourself man. Surely after a tuff year u can't be putting off the great plans u had earlier for a softer "tyre" compound.

Yo EJ, you asked me to leave a link to my blog here, so goes. I haven't been updating it lately in favour of the forum instead, though. I reckon I'll be changing a lot about the site when I get internet at home. The blog area is frickin' ugly.