Date: Tue, 21 Jun 2011 23:02:27 -0700 (PDT)
From: Matt Spence
Subject: The Sillymans: Prequel
Note From Author: This is a fictional story about a high school kid who
learns the hard way to judge who his friends really are. It is loosely
based on some experinces of mine in my high school.
The names of everyone have been changed to protect identities. This story
will contain sexual acts between consenting minors. Remember to always use
protection, STD's are real but are not in this story. If you are against
something like this then I suggest you leave now and never come back.
Please do not steal this story. If you have comments/suggetions/questions
feel free to email me at oakland24@ymail.com. Remember any resemblance or
name to a living or dead person is completely incidental.
For Jarred: I finally did it
Enjoy
The Sillymans
Prequel
It all started when I told my best friend of 8 years that I was
bisexual. "Dude I have to tell you a secret."
"What is it Matt?"
"Ok Zach you have to promise not to tell anyone? Alright?"
"Yeah man I promise."
"Zach I'm bi.".....
"Zach you there? I'm sorry man. I shouldn't have said anything."
"Matt, your disgusting. Please don't ever talk to me again."
It was the worst day of my life. I couldn't believe the words he
said to me. 8 years of friendship down the drown. I felt like i was being
sucked into a black hole of despair, and I know this sounds like me being a
drama queen, but he was my best friend and he couldn't even see past my
sexual presence. I was dreading every moment of my life knowing that I
would never be accepted by anybody I loved. So I decided that i would end
my life. I ran downsairs as fast as I could and grabbed the first bottle I
could find, Extra Strength Advil. I swallowed the entire bottle and ran
back upstairs to write my farewell note.
"Dear Family and Friends,
I have to decided to kill myself because no one has ever
loved me, and I've realized today nobody will ever accept me. I want you to
tell Jarred Wininger that I love him......."
That's all I wrote before I realized what I had done. I immediately
tore the note amd grabbed my cell phone and dialed Jarred, the guy I've had
a huge crush on for almost 9 years. He answered on the third ring. "Hey
Matt, what's up?"
"Jarred I swallowed a bottle of pills please help me!"
"Matt are you fucking serious!"
"Jarred please help"
"Matt i'm on my way please don't do move or do anything else."
When he arrived I was barely conscious and intense pain. "Jarred
please hurry..."
"Matt your so fucking stupid" With that i passed out from the pain. I awoke
later in a hospital to find a tube down my throat and a throbbing pain in
my head. My Dad and my Step-Mom and Jarred were there. I just looked and
began crying. The doctor came in and removed the tube from my throat. "Glad
to see your awake Matthew. Are you feeling well today?"
"Alright I guess my head is killing me though."
"I'll get you some Advil for that."
"Thanks doctor."
"I need to speak with you in private though so if you would ask your
parents and friend to leave."
"Does Jarred have to leave I want him to hear what i have to say?"
"Well I guess he could stay if he wants to?"
"Yeah Matt if you would like me to."
"Thanks Jarred."
With that my parents left and the doctor began asking routine
questions. "Alright state your name, age, weight, height, and your
features. I want to make sure your memory is intact."
"Alright where do I begin. My name is Matthew Allen Spence, I am 16 years
old, I weigh about 145 pounds, I am 5 feet 10 inches, I have auburn colored
hair with blue eyes and always brown-red skin, like a tan but more burnt."
"Impressive Matthew your memory is spot on. Now for the important
question. Why did you try to kill yourself?"
"Now doctor we do have patient/doctor confidentiality?"
"Of course we do, I am legally not allowed to say a word."
"Good. Alright I tried to kill myself because our best friend, Jarred and
mine, hates me because I'm bisexual." Jarred stared at me like he just
couldn't believe it. "Jarred please, please, please don't hate me."
"Matt..." I began to hyperventilate. "Jarred... please."
"Matt.... I don't hate you." It was like an anvil was lifted off my
shoulders. "Shhew. Thank you Jarred."
The doctor, who had been silent through the entire ordeal, cleared
his throat and began to speak. "Matthew I understand why you did what you
did, I need to know though are you still having hurtful thoughts?"
"No doctor I am not."
"That is good we will keep you for a day or two and refer to a psychiatrist
and you will be released."
"Thank you doctor. Jarred I'm sorry."
"Matt it's ok." He holds my hand and I fall asleep inthis position his hand
in mine.
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End of prequel! Next chapter to come very soon. You finally meet the
Sillymans and will Matthew admit his love Jarred? Stay tuned to find out