I am posting this here because while this is not directly related to Horny Luna(But I did make a comic about it!) I think it had a huge impact on my life and how I moved through it.

I first played this game in it’s original form back in 2000, and seeing that Kushan Mothership again after all these years brought out the nostalgia something fierce. I started to tear up, it was like seeing an old friend.

Please I insist you buy this remastered collection on steam. You will not regret it and I know this game had a huge impact on a lot of people. So do yourself a favor.

I won’t post every video here and I will tag it as #No Horny if you wish to blacklist it, no hard feelings.

Let me start off by saying, Yes I am acting paranoid and no telling me this does not fucking help my fucking state of mind, so fuck off.

I’ve had a pretty fucked up life no thanks to an abusive mother along with a very disfunctional family. I think the only reason I am not in prison is because of my father.

That along with two abusive and cheating ex-girlfriends and two suicide attempts while I was in the military has left me pretty fucking messed up in the head.

I don’t want to dwell on that, but I bring it up for context. What matters is now and why I feel the way I do.

I created the GCC to offer something that other podcasts didn’t in the heyday of the Brony Fandom which was basically adult content and discussion and it was great for awhile. Then drama happened and we started talking about it, because Bronyville sure as fuck wasn’t going to. Then the SAAC leaks started coming out.

Out of some stupid naivety i thought I would do a good thing and be a whistleblower on these leaks, and so we did, loudly. Because of these we had a direct hand in destroying a Con and probably saving hundreds of people the misery and wasted time and money of going to a failed con.

I thought we were heroes, I mean hey we stopped a bad thing from happened, that’s great isn’t it?

Nope, I started to notice a problem when I found out about the PFP and how it was a bunch of fandom media entities united in protecting themselves from EFN, which was a real threat back then in regards to con coverage, hell they were the reason SAAC failed, my podcast had a vested interested in this group and for some reason I wasn’t a part of it, so I basically had to talk my way in and once I did people started leaving. Well whatever, fuck em right?

I went to Nightmare Nights Dallas 2013. People who I thought were my friends and comrades generally avoided me or treated me with contempt. I think the only reason I got any decent treatment from the staff or my friends was because I drove a Tahoe down, and with that I could haul a lot of people around. Yeah, I felt like I was only good to be a fucking taxi.

Due to medical stuff regarding my breathing and weight I had to skip out on a lot of things in 2014, plus having some family members die off didn’t help. In the fall of 2014 was when several medical bills finally came in, I couldn’t go to NMND 2014 and I started breaking down.

My cohost Mbulsht started working full time and along with his MMO time meant he couldn’t do the show anymore, and my other cohost BHHammy didn’t really care about it. So the GCC went into hiatus.

My uncle was discovered partially eaten and rotting away in his hoarder home and it made local news. My sanity continued to break down.

Finally I realized that mbulsht and bhhammy basically abandoned the GCC and I feel me as well. I felt like I was being treated as something inbetween a wild animal and a psychopath in the PFP chat, rather than someone who was in pain and needed a friend.

The final straw came in from my dear sweet mother, who kindly called me up crying and letting me know her boyfriend died. The same boyfriend she fucked around with and ruined my dad and myself with when I was a kid. She never called me, not when it was my birthday, not when my Grandma died, never before this.

And I just came crashing all down. I can’t put into words how I feel right now, how alone, and mocked, and hurt I feel.

I just feel like it’s coming from all sides.

I don’t know what to do.

I have no one to help me.

I have no clue what the fuck I am going to do.

I killed off the GCC because well, it’s dying and I want to just end it. It deserved better, but I can’t give it better.

I left the PFP because well, I don’t want to be treated like some kind of a monster for doing the right thing anymore.

I don’t know if I can go to Babscon or Nightmare Nights, because I don’t want to be used as a tool that can be thrown away when I am not needed.

I just want to be treated like a person who matter by the people who tell me I am their friend.

This has been a long time coming. Ever since I let the SAAC leaks happen, that was basically the death stroke of the GCC. Even though we did the right thing, we became pariahs and untrustworthy, even among our close friends.

I tried to switch over the GCC podcast to a general topic podcast. But…

Look, guys, I know this might sound hella greedy but when ya see art you like, you always reblog it. If ya gonna like it, reblog it (even after your post limit, reblog it when it’s done). Likes aren’t gonna do shit because not everyone is gonna go through your likes and notice a piece of artwork. Artists won’t get noticed if their art is just liked up and never actually shared amongst followers.

I never draw Cadance, figured I would change that. I like the idea that Cadance is a weary angry 30 something who will shower you in spittle and tequila when you ask her about ethics in game journalism.

The mod for cat-meowing-at-things still thinks this is a porn blog. Also they had a silly mental breakdown when they became a meme by 9gag. ( Luna would say they’re retarded, but they come of as THAT kind of tumblr user)

Also I think their friends are anti-semitic. (Way to mock my ethinicity, bruh)

Digital art guru, Saint-Petersburg based illustrator Alex Andreyev created a concept for ZONA TV series (based on the short science fiction novel written by Arkady and Boris Strugatsky), to be released in 2015

boobs were made for little children to feed from and if you like boobs it means you’re sick and disgusting (◡‿◡✿)

actually wrong. in the early days of evolution of humans usually the butt was extremly important for mating. i dont know how it was exactly relevant but in the course of evolution and humans starting to stand straight up it just changed to the breasts.

Fanart for hornyluna. This was the first thing that came to mind when I first saw it.

I used to play the hell out both Dungeon keeper and dk2 back when they came out. EA’s latest addition to the franchise was, to put it mildly, very disappointing. Still, War for the Overworld is shaping up to be an excellent spiritual successor.

Holy shit this is awesome! Wow two pieces of fan art in one day!

Thank you! This is so cool!

I love how you draw anthros too! I need to learn how to do that better.

Long story: friend can’t make it, would have to go alone and cover everything, on top of not getting enough work to cover bills, travel expenses and hotel. If I were to make it I would have to skip out of rent or skip on some medical studies that I need.

This is probably one of the most important videos I have ever watched on the Internet

I watched this months ago when Phil had pretty much lost all relativity on the internet as he hadn’t been getting shit or sending shit to others, and since Fez 2 was ‘cancelled’ he had next to no news updates to give.

At first this video seemed reasonable. In hindsight, it really wasn’t.

Is his popularity despite being an asshole to others part of the reason he’s generally hated? Yes. But a lot more info on him has come up recently, and we see his true colors as one of the people who use claims of ‘social justice’ to harrass others and earn himself a quick buck.

Hell, I don’t really know what all came of it, but he claimed to have been hacked, and people did their research and called it out as fake claims, and showed that he could potentially be sent to jail for doxxing and releasing very important information from the company he works for, shortly after ditching twitter and other social media.

The original reason people hated him was because he treated himself as better because he made a nice looking game with an arguably interesting/original game mechanic. (Other people would say that’s all it takes to make a good game, I don’t. The puzzles, if you could call them that, were shit, but that’s my opinion)

Now people hate him because he is obviously legitimately full of himself. He treats people like shit, just as he used to, while now trying to say he advocates equality. He’s defended people like Zoe Quinn, something that can really only be done out of ignorance, willful or blissful, as it were, or simply by lying to people directly.

I really wish he would just stop being brought up. He has never done anything productive short of making that game, and likely never will.

In old versions she had different names as I develop her character: Enka Phoenix / Yanhua Phoenix / Aeon Xing and more. Her former color schemes are red-white-black. It has been a long way and she is now a totally different character.

This is an amazing design that combines traditional and cyber aesthetics perfectly! It’s just so neat. o.o

Husain Abdullah received an unsportsmanlike conduct penalty for praying on Monday. [Yahoo]

This is probably going to be a big deal tomorrow. The NFL can’t do anything right this year.

it is a big deal, how many times has tebow kneeled down? Has he ever been penalized? No. Bullshit. Then they have the audacity to be calling it excessive celebration, screw the NFL. Let a white Christian male kneel down and protect his ass, create a movement and call it tebowing, but once a Black Muslim Male does it, it’s flagged. IT’S ALL FUN AND GAMES UNTIL IT’S NO LONGER INVOLVING A WHITE CHRISTIAN MALE BUT RATHER A BLACK MUSLIM. LOAD OF B.S.

HE WAS PENALIZED FOR THE SLIDE. HE SLID ON HE KNEES AND INTO THE END ZONE. THAT WAS THE PENALTY. HE EVEN ADMITTED THAT HIMSELF.

This last weekend we got to meet up in the San Francisco Area for Babscon and we had a blast.

Myself(emdefmek), mbulshit, Chef Sandy, Apple Cider, Jason Knight and Starry went to the pacific pinball museum last wednesday. Afterward we went to a bar and me and mbulsht talked about the podcast and here is what we are going to do.

The GCC is gone, it’s over, it’s dead. All the episodes are over on mega now and will remain there.

There will be a new podcast, but we don’t have a launch date or even a name. But when we do we will change this name and start completely anew.

The main roadblock is mbulsht’s work schedule, his workplace is understaffed and it’s a nightmare to record.

So when we do start we will have a 5 episode queue in case of missed weeks.

Once we figure out a name and all that good stuff we will let you guys know.

Right now The GCC, Grand Canterlot Cavalcade in Colour, The Electric Brony, and GCC B-sides are all on mega, along with extras.

<p>Everything is being moved to Mega. A lot of old stuff was copyright claimed and deleted. I have ended my pro account with Soundcloud. I am going to make a post about the future of this podcast once the move is over. </p><p>-emdefmek</p>

Long story: friend can’t make it, would have to go alone and cover everything, on top of not getting enough work to cover bills, travel expenses and hotel. If I were to make it I would have to skip out of rent or skip on some medical studies that I need.

For some reason we started talking about the Boy Scouts for most of this episode. Also note, this was recorded on the 29th, a lot has happened since then and how opinions of them have changed, so please keep that in mind.

If you know what Fall of Equestria is then you don’t need a warning, if you don’t.. well you were warned.

Rapidostar and Chef Sandy join Emdefmek to talk about this black mark on the Brony Fandom. We give our personal opinions, what people can do to subvert it in a positive way, and the (positive)reality of the BDSM and Kink Culture.

This week we are joined by D.Notive and Princess Skye and we talk about cars and some other shit.

PSA: This will be the last episode uploaded to libsyn and this RSS Feed. We are going to take down the current RSS feed from itunes and move everything over to soundcloud and submit a new RSS feed to itunes. We will have a new entry in the itunes podcast directory and a new RSS feed.

#shotsfired on Fort Tumblr, as the Confederate Equestrian States have seceded from the fandom, in an effort to create a new fandom, unaffiliated with the Bronies. Confurriate General “Stonewall” Pawsmilk captured Fort Tumblr 9 hours ago with an army of over 3000 notes, enough to take the tiny segment of the Brony nation with it. Word eventually reached fandom headquarters in Washington EQD via telegraph.

President Sethisto Lincoln has responded to the secession by stating that “A fandom divided against itself cannot stand”, shortly before returning to playing League of Legends and letting his Generals handle the rest.

The State of GCC was among the revolting separatists, joined by the State of CatFoodMcFly, notingthat the “New Fandom” made from pieces of the old, was a “super idea” and promising to “bring the porn”.

Notorious alcoholic General Ulysses S. Capper of the founding colonies of /b/ and /co/ has begun marching brony troops into the Tumblr states to enforce the “Emancipation of Clopulation”, in which President Sethisto has ordered all of the pornography in the rebelling states to be freed and returned to the fandom.

Rumor has it that the Brony Army is promising “40 upvotes and a mule” to every clop-artist that volunteers to fight the rebel cause.

Meanwhile, more and more rebels join the separatist’s cause, citing that they don’t like the way some groups are behaving, and despite their behavior isn’t being directly imposed upon them, they still feel threatened by it, and believe they would be better off on their own.

The Separatists, with their newly elected Confederate presidentJefferson Davis April Davis demand the right to own slaves total gender neutrality, and to sever all ties with the preexisting fandom.

Journalists and leaders throughout the fandom have criticized the separatist’s actions as being fruitless and childish, as there are no true borders between fans, and the community could never support such a disharmonious relationship. Battle cries of “Deaths to the Separatists” have been heard throughout the community.

The challenge this week is to listen to William Grant Stills' Symphony No. 1 in A-flat, “Afro-American.”

The symphony is not very long, so you should listen to the whole thing. Once you have done that, consider what about the piece sounds American. What makes this piece exude the essence of America? It’s just a fun little question and a fun little piece.

Now for some background on the piece, just so you guys can see why it was picked. Here’s a nice picture of William Grant Still:

He was a moderately famous African American composer, though I won’t be surprised if many of you haven’t heard of him. He holds a few records, however. He was the first African American to conduct a major American symphony orchestra, the first to have a symphony performed by a major American symphony orchestra, and the first to have an opera performed on national television.

Still was born in 1895 in Mississippi, and died in 1978 in California. Throughout his life he was awarded many honers, including two Guggenheim Fellowships, honorary doctorates from nine different Universities, as well as a posthumous award for his previously mentioned opera, A Bayou Legend.

His first symphony, the one for this challenge, is an interesting example of genre-crossing with western classical movement. Like George Gershwin's Rhapsody in Blue (another piece you should check out if you haven’t already), Stills' Afro-American Symphony endeavors to mix blues chord structures and rhythms with traditional western classical music. It makes liberal use of scales and passages found in blues music which Stills grew up listening to, and also uses some unique instrumentation, including a part for tenor banjo.

I never draw Cadance, figured I would change that. I like the idea that Cadance is a weary angry 30 something who will shower you in spittle and tequila when you ask her about ethics in game journalism.

I am going to hold off on doing questions for the next couple weeks because I will be making custom thumbnails for my Let’s Play videos on Youtube. Some people have told me that good thumbnails are great for getting people to watch your videos. So I am going to use Horny Luna and Mossadeq(pictured) in thumbnails for my Simcity, Kerbal Space Program and other videos.

I will post them here as well as my other blogs.

In the meantime please continue to give Luna asks. Also just so you all know, I have your questions and they will be answered, I just take my time and try to come up with good answers. For example Skycandi’s Bagel Question sat in my box for months. So don’t worry, they will be answered.

Thank you all for following and asking and supporting Horny Luna and myself.