This semester is nearing an end, soon Summer and summer classes... What joy, and of course full time work... gotta make the $$$$

Jackz

...Created 2012-03-28 01:57:32

Journal: Confused-------------------------------------------

Mood: Thinking...

Work and school... now just school... New job wasn't what it was all cracked up to be

Jackz

...Created 2011-01-15 15:06:19

Journal: Understanding-------------------------------------------

Mood: Sigh...

Work work work... I just want a day off I just want to be able to sleep when I'm tired.. Why can't I turn my mind off?

Jackz

...Created 2010-08-06 05:14:55

Journal: uhg-------------------------------------------

Mood: Tired

Im in a funk with my poetry so much on my mind yet nothing seems good enough to post...please be honest if commenting thanks

Jackz

...Created 2010-05-13 19:50:35

Journal: uhg-------------------------------------------

Mood: Tired

Im in a funk with my poetry so much on my mind yet nothing seems good enough to post...please be honest if commenting thanks

Jackz

...Created 2010-05-13 19:50:29

Journal: blahhh-------------------------------------------

Mood: Bored

I'm bord

...Created 2009-08-09 16:20:09

Journal: -------------------------------------------

Mood: Drepressed

I found another job! One that gives me good hours and pays me Once a wk. On top of this I am working a second job part time!
I'm looking and saving up for a car at the moment and am hoping to have enough by mid Sept. to Oct. I'm looking forward to what lyes ahead
Jackz

...Created 2009-07-08 01:15:34

Journal: Most Recent-------------------------------------------

Mood: Hopefull

I am currently work at Chipotle as a server, and I possibly have another job I'll find out late this week. I'm looking forward to starting over and making a good life for myself. This is about me and not about a boyfriend or a family members its about whats best for me I have grown to learn I need to put myself in front of others once in a while

...Created 2009-06-30 23:22:44

Journal: My Actions-------------------------------------------

Mood: The Usual

The actions I put into play, were meant to help
The choices I made
(Either life or death)
Was meant for saving what little sanity I had left

Not thinking of a possible future,
only of my disgusted past.

My actions helped what I so longed for it to.
Yet with this positive thing,
Came with a negative reality.

For my own actions crushed my dream
( serving this great country of ours)

For I could go blaming those whom hurt me all throughout my childhood...
Those who push me over the edge,
They could become my scapegoat, as I was theirs
Though I will not lower myself to their standards

Taking responsibility for my actions
NO matter the cause of them
Will be the first step in this new life

I am so desperately longing for

...Created 2009-06-25 22:19:11

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