I'm soo sorry for my disappearance! I have very good reasons though. One my ears have high air pressure, they pop and ring and just sound like I'm underwater. If you ever go on a plane and your ears pop, that's what it's like. Anyways I've been home from school trying to get better and waiting for my Insurance to be turned back on without it what I was prescribed costs like $70 and my mom doesn't have that kind of money. I went into the doctors office and this could possibly lead to a very bad ear infection in both ears. So at the moment I'm just taking tyonal and ibuprofen to numb the pain. Along with that my mom is ill.

Enough about that. Since I'm home I'm sure my grades are going to drop (after I litterally just turned in late work and got my A's) so that's going to keep me off the internet for a bit. Next my brothers birthday is this weekend and I want to spend time with him. I don't spend as much time with him any more. My next reason is I'm finally connecting to people at my school. I don't think I told you guys this but I moved schools a lot and I don't trust people easily let alone at all. There is only one person I trust and that's my cousin. I didn't have much friends because of it. So I'm allowing myself to open up to some people. I've started to go out into public more and I want to keep it that way. I still love the Internet but I still need some kind of human interaction.

Last but not least my rp muse has gone down. It seems for Tarsus pack is only communicating with Quinton. They don't interact with others and I would like that to change. Have your characters interact with others in Tarsus pack or in Sterling. We have borders, cause drama or mayhem! To me replying to all these threads I have with Quinton is stressful considering nobody else rps with each other. If you do then great but try to influence others to do the same. It's hard to keep up on everybody's threads I'm rping in. I don't want to sound mean so don't take it that way. I'm just voicing my thoughts. Now I'm sure if something is spiced up in rp my muse with sky rocket back up to full xD that's just me.

Now I'm not leaving since I made a commitment here so you don't have to worry about that. However I don't think I'll log in as often as you guys wish or reply to threads as fast as I used to. But please be patient with me. I'm in pain currently and as much as I want to rp or do something I just can't. I don't want your pity though, makes me feel weak but just be patient with me. I'll log in and post as much as I can. Hopefully you guys have empathy! Love you all! Oh and Happy Valentine's Day if I don't see you before hand!

Okay Quin, thanks for your post and I hope you gain your muse back. We enjoy rping with you so don't be gone too long. Sera and I are going to go ahead and figure out the Global mod and mod situation. We would sure like it if you could get on and post in the staff discussions with us on figuring that out but if you wish to not be involved thats okay too. I hope your ears start feeling better asap. <3