I know it's hard to go against the current
I know it's hard to fight these moments
And I know what it's like
I've let my guard down so many times before

Giving into temptation with no second thoughts
Keep saying how this will never hurt you in the long run
But know it only takes a few moments to kill yourself
Now stand back from his murder suicide pact

Still you'll fall to the comfort of a murderer a victim to your own desires
Let him tell you how beautiful you are and that you mean everything to him

Until all of his sweetness turns to rage and his smile starts to decay
Rest assured you're still beautiful to him
butyou were just another peice of meat
For him to sink his teeth in your pure blood
So, make your bed, lie in it
or dig your grave and die in it

As the tension builds the air is dry
and a spark could light us up
So as you ride the lightning
Know that you'll get shocked
By the fact this this was a lie
And nothing more then a one night stand
That you'll leave in this body bag.

These are the darkest of times
Where acceptance and love are Cast aside for Bitter judgement
By Broken spirits vomiting curses To raise one self to greater heights
Relish in the mockeries that you've cast to your brother And gauge the cost of your respect By the weight of a black heart This selfishness will lay you in your casket.
Scourge my back with your forked tongue but The venom will only reach the surface
I won't be ruined by your hatred, Love accomplishes so much more
With every gash I gain I'll know your suffering
With broken thoughts And dagger eyes
What do you gain? When judging others by their struggles, only bringing more shame
What do you gain? As deny the truth and cast down the hopeless ones
What do you gain? When you butcher flesh that's been tortured and beaten
What do you gain? Tell me what do you gain
When all you'll gain is a Hardened heart, all you'll gain is a blackened heart
These are the darkest of times Where acceptance and love are
Cast aside for Bitter judgement by broken spirits vomiting curses
To raise one self to greater heights
Clinch harder on the trigger You're so quick to shed obscenities
Your throat is the open grave Exposing your many casualties.
Fuelled by animosity, will your deeds get any better? NO
How much longer will you bring me down?
Until you lift me up?
But you'll only lift me up so I'll reach the noose

This weight on my chest is too much to bear for me
These ribs have collapsed
The pain is only made greater by these broken bones peircing through my heart
My breath can only escape through a heartbeat,
But it beats no more, and I choke
As I pluck these pedals from my marguarite,
I chant the song of hope of the broken hearted
"She loves me, She Loves me not"
Days go by, Flowers wilt.
Lord I'll call you joy through my trials,
Thorns have shed the blood of life,
While Roses shed tears
I will not follow crooked thorns that lead to dry & faded roses.
I'll walk on the mount of skulls.
As I pluck these petals from my marguerite I pray the she loves me...
but she loves me not
I'll live drenched in the blood of my king
I'll live drenched in the blood shed by a kiss
She loves me not... He loves me
"The LORD is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit" [-Psalm 34:18]