Dying inside.... =[

As I lay here dying inside
Crying until my eyes are dry
You sit there are calm as can be
While I shake here physically
This pain won’t go you know
It will just grow and grow
Until one day it’s taken me
To the darkest side there ever can be
Down and down my soul will go
To the fiery depths of hell I’m thrown
Any lower and I will be the lowest of the low