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Spoken Word – GOODBYE

Goodbye – 27-FEB-2012

I promise I’m not really bitter, You’ve just left a bad taste in my life.I’ll forget your shallow promises…The “How you would Be, if you were my wife”…That’s probably NOT gonna happen now. It’s just your fairytale.I’m certain you will replace my energy…with some desperate henpecked male… I’m certainly not the one,Who can fulfill your twisted need To control THE MAN who you say you loveWho’s clearly not your son.You see, the randomness of your consistency is not consistent at all With the balance that I require to release to you my heart’s all.The only thing I can count on is the frequency of your life’s many battlesThe “I’m sensitive over this”, and the “I’m upset over that”, it’s like the nuisance of a Baby’s rattle.Just background noise that indicates YES, you’re awake and occupiedNo signs of your desire for any resolute truth, You just wanna be pacified. So… Here…. Stick THIS in your mouth! I’ve raised all my kids!I refuse to manage insecurity that’s wrapped up neatly in your low self-esteem.I’ve done that before, and I adamantly sworeI’d go to HELL before I rewind that scene!I know I have a list of things required of a wife for meBut, that doesn’t make a difference if I never can be freeOf my own past hurt and sufferings that clearly was meant to beAs an opportunity for personal growth and relationship maturity.So, I guess what I’m really saying is… “Okay we gave it a try”As God is in heaven, I do believe in his divine destined-eyeThat new from my beginning, what the purpose would eventually beFor my choosing to explore romantic love with you and now needing to say goodbye. Steven D Randolph – aka StevieD