When I met the love of my life a women said to me " I hope you can deal with sharing your man". At the time I was offended and did not understand what she meant. I fell in love with the same man everyone else loved. He has a special way that others are attracted to. Others see him as the one to run to. He always will be there for anyone. At times all the others seemed more important than me I never felt I was a priority. I used my addiction to get his attention yet I pushed him away. I am a strong women who resorted to playing the I NEED YOU ROLE. I wanted to be first I wanted to be the priority. I feel in love with a man that needs to be needed.