Sunday, April 6, 2014

how i love the rain. it reminds me how Allah blesses us with a rainbow after each rain.

but the time for each rain to end is just too long. when would it go away?

i knew i have made countless mistakes. i knew how bad i am. but please don't judge me by my past.

i'm trying my hardest to change. i'm trying but you never knew that.

i wish to become a better person. a person to be loved by her Creator, her Prophet and her family. but, would i be able to?

today it rains again. it is almost as if the world is crying along with me. so much for a broken heart.

i wish i don't have a heart. love is wrong. wrong to reside inside me. sometimes i do wish for it to never stop. so that people would know i'm crying inside. Allah please forgive me and forgive me again.