"Cause I'll be lighting fires for you.."

~I'm there in the Light when you need me~

Tea House Chapter 4 started out good. There was Gilder, there was Linneaus and then suddenly. "WRY WHAT HAPPENED?" and I was very sad.

My heart is still has a little bit of sadness and heaviness but I'm hoping that if I prick the heart a bit, it'll be okay and all the sadness will drip out. I just have to say to myself "Sacrifices are made and I have to make them", but likewise I also feel as if all the responsibility has been put to me and I'm not strong enough to carry it all.

::comfles:: Sometimes things seem more than a person can, or should, bear. When push comes to shove, all we can do is simply what we can, the best we can, and that's all. If you ever need someone to talk with, I'm here. I'm not all wise or all powerful. I don't even have all the answers. But I can, and will, LISTEN.

Yeah, it's gotten pretty difficult on so many levels and all I have to do is stick with it but well sometimes I just get so fried like a well-done egg and I just feel the urge to just scream or something, I don't know.