I've now had six full days of classes and it's still overwhelming. I never had to study this much in undergrad. And no matter how much I study I don't feel like I'm really getting anywhere. There's always more you can learn. Our first test is a week from today and that's a scary thought. Something like 40% of the class failed the first exam last year. And they've raised the passing grade this year (last year you needed a 60% to pass and this year it's a 70%). Just thinking about it gives me a headache.

All last week I tried to use boys as my alternate distraction. It's been well over a year and a half since I've had a crush on someone. And the bizarre thing is that it's on someone that I've met twice before in Seattle. Although I can't say that the situation is progressing very well. His roommate (and God knows why he would tell me this--personally I think he's a prick) told me that the guy went home early on friday from the bars to hook up with some girl that he'd be interested in in our class. I don't know if it's true or why his roommate told me, but it definitely complicates things.

If only I had multiple crush (although I don't have time to manage those right now). Back to studying now. What to study is the main question.