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I thought I might share the 14th symptom with you. It is having phobias. I do know that before integration I had many fears and they were because I did not want others to find out about my diagnosis. I tried to hide it as much as I could because many people made fun of it and I was too fractured to even think that I was of value. I do believe this takes time when you have been so abused year after year and by so many people. I had 11 predators I call them that because that is how I felt while trying to decipher what to believe and what was not to be believed. I did not remember all of my abuse in one time period it ranged from months to a few years because it was so over whelming. I look back and I think that God just gave me what I could handle at the time and go from there. I took some steps forward and then I would take one step back. This was my course over several years.