If You Were The Last Woman

I have stared into the abyss.I knew there could be more than thisSo sorry for her, the furies are a myth.She laughed, a demon like Lilith.She led me to the gardenInnocent , easy ledTore out my heart and left me for dead.“Hoka hey” , I believed it one dayWas anything you told me not a lie? Tell me the truth, look me in the eye Be careful not to cast the first stoneYou’ll end up a corpse of broken boneMy claims could crush the wings of a morbid butterflyI might walk easy but I’ll eat you aliveI was enchanted but the devil came in disguiseWhat’s left when the façade begins to fade? You could cut my self esteem with a razorblade.Washed away by the flood. How dare you speak the world ‘love’.Suffering I have bore well.I said for you I ’d go to hell and because of you I did.What is this hell I walk through.Where is the light I struggle to.Alone in a purgatory stateEveryone here’s so full of hate.The world is cursed with lies and violenceDesperate pleas cry out from the silence.I’m sick of it all, Hope I see heaven before the fallMy Suffering was a hard to swallow lessonThe emptiness came as a blessingWhat’s sun without a little rain? What’s joy without knowing pain? Do you even feel any shame? To be called a princess when you don’t deserve that name.I never loved you , I only thought I didI never liked you , god forbid.Something’s are bound to failure like a sinking stone.But now I found my place and the way for me is shownI found the way out of there, Choking, gasping for air.She played this cat and mouse game to the last.Memories I bury in the past. Thrown into the fire.She’s just a long forgotten memory. She is dead to me.