Eve Jordan on Depression

March 16, 2013 8:30 PM

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Patterns in Pills - In order to treat my anxiety and depression, I have had to experiment with several SSRI's and anti-anxiety medications. After three months, I am getting better but still not quite myself.

Patterns in Pills - In order to treat my anxiety and depression, I have had to experiment with several SSRI's and anti-anxiety medications. After three months, I am getting better but still not quite myself.

Ok, I Need Meds - I was looking out of this window one morning and crying for no reason. My six-year-old walked in and said, "Momma, why are you crying?" I said, "I don't know. I just feel sad." The next day I called a psychiatrist. less

Ok, I Need Meds - I was looking out of this window one morning and crying for no reason. My six-year-old walked in and said, "Momma, why are you crying?" I said, "I don't know. I just feel sad." The next day I ... more

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Ok, I Need Meds - I was looking out of this window one morning and... Photo-4336648.58556 - Houston Chronicle

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Hormone Replacement Therapy - Last year, when I began feeling more irritable and had trouble sleeping because of night sweats and negative thinking, my gynecologist suggested I try hormone replacement therapy. The patches that I wear leave a glue residue that is difficult to get off. less

Hormone Replacement Therapy - Last year, when I began feeling more irritable and had trouble sleeping because of night sweats and negative thinking, my gynecologist suggested I try hormone replacement therapy. ... more

My Counseling Sessions are Taped - I am going to a therapist at a clinic that is covered by my insurance. It is at a teaching hospital so in order to have counseling, I must sign a waver agreeing to be videotaped from time to time. less

My Counseling Sessions are Taped - I am going to a therapist at a clinic that is covered by my insurance. It is at a teaching hospital so in order to have counseling, I must sign a waver agreeing to be ... more

My Psychiatrist - My psychiatrist says on the spectrum of mental health illnesses, I have a ÒcoldÓ. This makes me feel hopeful, but if this is a cold, I have so much compassion for people with severe mental illnesses. less

My Psychiatrist - My psychiatrist says on the spectrum of mental health illnesses, I have a ÒcoldÓ. This makes me feel hopeful, but if this is a cold, I have so much compassion for people with severe mental ... more

No Appetite - At one point the only thing I could eat was bananas. I had lost all interest in food.

No Appetite - At one point the only thing I could eat was bananas. I had lost all interest in food.

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No Appetite - At one point the only thing I could eat was bananas.... Photo-4336651.58556 - Houston Chronicle

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Reluctant Runner - I don't like running, but when my anxiety became debilitating, the quickest way to calm my nerves was to run. Now six months later, I run two to three miles five days a week because I have to. less

Reluctant Runner - I don't like running, but when my anxiety became debilitating, the quickest way to calm my nerves was to run. Now six months later, I run two to three miles five days a week because I have ... more

At the Pearly Gates - I prefer the signs that are in the shape of your foot and designate where you should stand.

At the Pearly Gates - I prefer the signs that are in the shape of your foot and designate where you should stand.

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At the Pearly Gates - I prefer the signs that are in the shape of... Photo-4336641.58556 - Houston Chronicle

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Little Plastic Containers - Before having children, I was a ski instructor, photojournalist, and a Peace Corps volunteer. For the past twelve years, much of my life has consisted of being responsible for filling, washing and putting away these little lunchbox containers. I find that this is no way to build fulfillment or self-confidence. less

Little Plastic Containers - Before having children, I was a ski instructor, photojournalist, and a Peace Corps volunteer. For the past twelve years, much of my life has consisted of being responsible for ... more

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Little Plastic Containers - Before having children, I was a ski... Photo-4336630.58556 - Houston Chronicle

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Waiting Room - I prefer when the waiting room at the psychiatry clinic is empty.

Waiting Room - I prefer when the waiting room at the psychiatry clinic is empty.

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Waiting Room - I prefer when the waiting room at the psychiatry... Photo-4336631.58556 - Houston Chronicle

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Getting My Wires Crossed - This is my desk. I am constantly shuffling between external drives and moving cords around. I think this must be how my brain feels.

Getting My Wires Crossed - This is my desk. I am constantly shuffling between external drives and moving cords around. I think this must be how my brain feels.