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Posted 27th July 2011 24

Don’t get me wrong. I failed myself as well, but then I’m not someone who went to college for 4+ years to be trained in the medical profession and diagnose people with mental disorders. I’m also not the nurse or doctor who sits in the nurses’ station and badmouths every single person who comes to you for help. Yeah some of them are somewhat worthy of scorn but there’s a lot of truly sick people that come in because they can’t help themselves and you people treat them like dirt and they know that you don’t care. It’s why so many of them never get any better and why the smart ones eventually go elsewhere.

So should it surprise me that none of you gives a shit that one of your employees spends part of her lunch break going into the bathroom and cutting a few lines into her skin. It’s not even like I hide my depression or self-destruction all that well. You guys really don’t care and that makes me sad.

Whether it’s for myself or for the people you guys actually treat, I don’t know. All I know is that when/if I ever get help, I’d rather die than be treated by you people. After all, I know what you’ll be saying about me when you think I’m not listening.

I know I’m pathetic but at least at the end of the day I know that I’m not the one whose shoddy attempts at helping people ends up causing more of our psychiatric patients to hurt themselves than cure them. If I ever do end up killing myself (and thanks to my job I know which ways will be the most likely to be fatal), I’ll leave a nice little letter thanking you guys for all the “help” you’ve given me and anyone else you’ve been around.