My eyes know these words
I sometimes can't speak them
It was a phrase to provoke your kindness and make everything ok
Help to pass things by
but something for you to believe in
Selfishly I don't want you to cry
Denied what I put you in
Knowing it was all a lie
Knowing I should've said goodbye
Destroyed what I had built and
I layed in it
deep
deep
so deep that I couldn't breathe
Baby help, but there's no one to answer me
So I started to yell
throwing clouds of thunder and lightening to hide insecurities
Knowing things can never be that way again
before the devil tempted me with **** I didn't need
wondering why did I stray that day
My soul said I was just being me
my eyes were empty
my body just wanted to ****
I won the game dropped the panties and through the skirt up
but I lost everything in the rain for one meaningless ****
one meaningless **** ended the thought of passion and trust
when it came to digging deeper than the inner lips of any woman
replacing that genuine smile and happiness to see me
with that sideway grins and wonder if I was cheating
****** up the ascension of where we might be
now all the attention is what I'm looking at out on the streets

**** will never be the same
though I know I'm the one to blame
My eyes