ya i knowwould be eazier if somebodywould just say that tome tho. then i could justget pissed and go and nocare anymore ;(im just having a really badtime thinkig about something sinceyestrday when eric freakd me outi wanted to talk about it buti dont know wher to even start

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My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon. You look so precious.

i talkd to somebody about it an ido feel kinda bettr about it.its about that time when eric hadthat party w all his frends therean they spent all day an all nitefucking my brains outi wrote about it b4 wen i wastalking to somebody here who hadsomething like it happen. but ineverreally felt anything about it justfelt like i was talking about somebodyelse but now all of a sudden yesstrdayand all nite its all i can think aboutan d i can feel it and i feel reallydisgusting and ashamed an i can hearthem laffing

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My lamb and martyr, this will be over soon. You look so precious.

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