English translation (Excuse me if any writing errors. The text is quite difficult)The echoes of the memories silences the hourGagged in the heavy mind's chains I fall awayNo longer I wan't to be bolted stuck to the anchor of sadnessBut finally get the longing 'put out' - After leavingDrank I too much of the cup of (life)hopeTook I the joy of vanity for grantedBeacause my battle against the emptyness' pain - This death anxietys intoxicationIs the only thing left - That is mineIn my solitude I know anywayThat I have no other to thank but myselfThat's why I'm calm whenThe rope is tightened around my neckMute witnesses can not give comfortThe common man in the funerals choir gathering will never seeThe land of the lostI with my own hands createdThis intense drag towards death's portalsA walking studie in choked weeped service (as in church)Ruled since the dawn of timeBut something I never let go of - Was the sorrowIn my solitude I know anywayThat I have no other to thank but myselfThat's why I'm calm whenThe rope is tightened around my neck