Not a Nice Man to Know

So, one of the coping mechanisms that seems to have evolved itself is to do nothing. The crazed chaos that is in the head … So you start walking down a nice straight path in a little wood. Trees are all lined up regularly. Regular sizes too. You can see some distance through them. It’s bright….

So, there are these days when there is this terrible sense of unease. You’re not depressed. Nor manic. It’s not mixed either. No anxiety. You can think clearly, if you want. IF. You don’t. You cannot attend to anything. It takes all of you to be able to hold a conversation longer than 5 minutes…

Not an easy word to wrap your head around. How do you empathise with what you do not understand? Could we think of why we do not understand something? I don’t want to understand something. I don’t know how to understand something I don’t want to learn I cannot learn I will not learn I…