Monday, September 12, 2011

I suck

Not fishing for anything.

I just suck.

I feel like I can't say anything right.
The words I need to speak aren't coming out right.
My creatvity is zip.
I am freaking out about health issues in my family.
I feel lost.
I feel thrown under the bus.
I feel fat.

Other than that, I feel great.
Where's my Lelo?

Just had to write it out.
I know...... I need to suck it up princess .....Life isn't that bad.

I was going to change the post title, then though nah. All of your minds I know were expecting something sexual. ........sorry.

Willadean- You are the bomb! Thanks for the nice words of encouragement (and sexy too...wow) :) . Life gets a little heavy sometimes and I just have to vent it. Comparably to other peoples situations it's no biggie. I have had to deal with some shit that hurts me and someone else and for me at this time I feel frustrated and a bit sad.You definitely put a smile on my face. You are good at that. Thanks.xooxoxoox

:) glad i made you smile. you should, your smile lights up your eyes! i know life gets so heavy sometimes... it's so hard to try and find the bright spot, but i try try try to always see my way thru the junk and be so thankful for what i have. somehow we always make it thru the hard stuff. stronger too. just know that some people wwwaaaayyylyy over in the midwest are wishing you some peace and happiness. xoxoxo