Hello everybodymy story is: I converted to christianity one year ago and my society doesn't allow leaving your original religion..so I didn't tell my family nor my husband about my conversion. I attend sometimes sunday church secretly whenever possible..( when my husband travels or is busy) now I want to be baptized i didn't talk with my pastor yet, I just feel afraid to talk in front of people and i feel guilty of the idea to be baptized secretly from my husband i never told him about my faithit is such a complicated to be baptized publically but not telling my husbad who will not accept that as we are from muslim backgroundI am thinking too much about what to do...the more days passed the more i feel afraid and more closing my self,I know it is necessary to be baptized but i don't feel it is right not to share my new faith with husband