Humans are Weird

The time is 12.34am. I’m sitting I’m the kitchen drinking a packet of milk, which by right will caused me to have diarrhea. It’s weird. I started to become slightly lactose intolerant after the birth of little milo. Never could understand how it could happen to me since it was one of my favorite drink. Weird. Let’s just say life is weird.

I am supposed to be studying for my exam tomorrow since I just managed to finish my assignment like half an hour ago. Yet, I am seated here, doing nothing much. Probably my brain is really dead but it still seems weird.

It’s weird. To know that a couple who obviously know that it’s impossible between them, to continue with all that difficulties. Was it really love that binded them together? “I thought I saw you pout when I was about to leave. Did you really pout? Did you really miss me, after all these while? Or are you going to throw me away again? But I am thankful for your company today. It was really sweet. And it was really sweet of you to say that I am not wasting your time. Thank you. For that, thank you. You’ve made my day.”

It’s weird. To know that a couple who should not be together in the first place because of a one-sided love, to be together and then not. Was it responsibilities that binded them together? “How could you do that to me? After everything that I’ve done for you. How could you still do that to me? I thought you loved me all these while. Why? Why did you marry me in the first place?”

It’s weird. To know that a couple who never iron things out before they got together, to just go ahead. Was it the curiosity that binded them together? “I felt cheated. I am tired. Whatever that was promised before that wasn’t fulfilled. I need some time on my own to think about things. It’s not your fault. I just needed some time alone.”