I'm not a devoute religious person, but these things helped me so...

Man and God look down upon the mans life in heaven. They see a set of foot prints."God, why here are there two sets of footprints?" The man asks God."That is when I have walked with you." God replies."Then why in my darknest hours have you abandoned me, there are only one set of footprints?" The man asks. "I did not abandone you, that was when I carried you." God replies.

“let me press the piano keys and disappear in music so much sweeter than time, so much easier than life, let me be shut from the world for a few precious moments, where nothing can hurt me.”

Read this passage, and replace the word Love with your own name;"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."

Can you say it with out lying?

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love