let see.
i think im gonna start blogging on this one, since the myspace world has been crowded for me. and the drama never stops as well. pfffft.
constant talk shits baby!

blabberings by PatzKie Monday, October 23, 2006 @ 11:45 a.m.
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in third person part 2
Call it love. Call it like, or even a crush. "It is what it is". A quote from someone, who's surprisingly has sense. Believe it or not, she is always in the state of denial. One moment she'll be all in giddy with the guy, then next thing you know, it's pissing her off. " What feelings?", as she would react. "There's nothing to feel, period." But, is it really true? There's no feelings? even slight a bit? Even herself doesn't know what to answer. You think she's confused? Or just on the verge of being, what you call, inlove? Did cupid randomly throw arrows already before Valentine's? Or that word "love" is just as dumb as a doormat

blabberings by PatzKie Friday, February 3, 2006 @ 12:46 p.m.
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in third person part 2
Call it love. Call it like, or even a crush. It is what it is. A quote from someone, who's surprisingly has sense. Believe it or not, she is always in the state of denial. One moment she'll be all in giddy with the guy, then next thing you know, it's pissing her off. " What feelings?", as she would react. "There's nothing to feel, period." But, is it really true? There's no feelings? even slight a bit? Even herself doesn't know what to answer. You think she's confused? Or just on the verge of being, what you call, inlove? Did cupid randomly throw arrows already before Valentine's? Or that word "love" is just as dumb as a doormat

Ten minutes to eight, she's sitting on a chair, waiting for the class to start. Her eyes are bulging, watery, and ready to sleep. On her mind, she thinks deeply, daydreams to be with someone who's the recent apple of her eye. Yes, only in dreams she can do that. Hopeless romantic the girl is, her thoughts remain unknown for she does want to tell this to no one. Scared of any reaction she might get, she still thinks why and what could be the reason upon liking that "someone", whom she feels that it's better not to mention the name of that person for some reasons. Yet, half of the world already knows.

X-post :D [ from livejournal]
It's kind of redundant if I like type the same thing all over again. So might as well copy n paste the entry I had from the other blog. How nice noh?

Although, the freaking 3 hours long waiiit outside the studio was hell, it was worth seeing the live but yet taping of the show! Who would've thought I had the chance to sat next to Jeremy Piven, Lindsay Lohan, JEssica Simpson, The Green Day, Hulk Hogan, and among other celebrities that are there? Yuupppp! I am one fcukinluccckyy bastard! Hahahahahaah! and if you guys happen to see Bo Bice (which was what every camera angles?) THAT's the chair where I sat in!(We were seat fillers, which means whenever there's a celebrity who will happen to leave or get an award from the stage, we have to seat on their chair to fill up an empty spot in order for the camera to move around like the stage is packed and yeahh no "empty" spaces) Yes, BO and I shared butts on that chair! LOL. And he was soo nice too, when the talent escort tapped my shoulder to ask me if I'm sitting in a reserved chair, I was like "yeah, I'm sitting for Bo Bice' then the girl, "Oh good, coz
he's here now" EH di ko naman nakita yung face nya coz nakatalikod sya, but then ayun face to face kami. Dammmnn what a niceee blue green eyes he had! He asked the girl kung saan kami uupo, then he smiled at me and said "thanks, sweetie" , ang bait talaga.

Before the show, they put us on the chair where Bo Bice and Lindsay Lohan are reserved.
We sat like in the middle of the stage, where the celebrities are. Nagka stiff neck na ata ako sa kakahanap ng artista eh Then in front of us were Green Day, then nasa likod namin sina Hulk Hogan. Katabi ko si Jeremy Piven and Common. THen like 30 minutes before the show, nagsidatingan na ung mga iba. Most likely I saw people from reality shows, konti lang mga A-list na artista. I Think most of them were like B-list celebs, but whattaahecck? So yeah. I saw Niko Smith, Anthony Federov, Jessica Sieera [from American Idol], Kathy Griffin was there, Marcia Cross [from desp housewives], Jenny McCarthy (ohh my god she is so hot!], Peter Gallagher (Daddy Cohen!) Jamie Priestly, Nick Cannon, who else? Kalimutan ko na iba.

Then Fall Out Boy performed. {I thought Green Day were performing too, but didn't}, INXS performed also and the finale was from Def Leppard. The show was succesful and yeahhhhh there were lots of cussing and as expected, they edited it.

Not satisfied though, I thought it was gonna be BIG like! everyone's gonna be there. And I thought, Kanye West was there.. but what a bummer! He had a concert in L.A. (which where I was gonna go sana)So yeahh.. all ends well and great and the like!

WE were gonna go to the after party, but dammn my boots are like killing me from that 3 hour wait. [not complaining though]

promise me now.
It's Speech 101 today! Class went okay. Pretty much talked about what we did on our Experience with the other. Everyone has their stories on what happened, their experience with the place, how they interacted with other people. All in all, it was cosi cosi.

I can't help but listen to Nelly's voice everytime he speaks. It's like music trying to sing and feeds my soul. Yuuuuck! how cheesy that is. Anyhow, class ended early and everyone had their own ways of leaving whether they're going to a class or just hangout.

This past few weeks have been a stress for me. I'm not a show-y person when it comes to that. I tend to just keep it to myself...for some reasons that I don't know why. at all So yeah, i'm a calm stressed out bitch person. Hahahaha! don't ask what I'm stressed about. Coz you have no fcuking idea.

I really want to rant. But something's pulling me back, thinking I might hurt someone or something for writing all those things inside my head [which are likkke you know, starting to explode, like in any minute]. Bleah!

blabberings by PatzKie Tuesday, November 29, 2005 @ 10:28 a.m.
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wanna love you boy!
Yes. toffee06 is now open to the public again. Well, close enough. but not quite. The myspace world is getting bigger for me. And as for livejournal, same thing. So, yeah I'm back to where I'm supposed to be at.

Ok to start off this entry, weekends! Yes, they are fun and memorable. Enjoyable and laughable? Errr. had to rhyme it! just had to! So yeah, we went Bowling at Santa Clarita with my Speech 101 class. We decided to just go there instead of hanging out at the Green's (which was the assignment given to us), but since all of us are still underage, they didn't let anyone in after 9 pm. (such bummer) So yeah, off to the Bowling place.

And here goes the flirtatious flirting, since it was a class night out, of course hindi mawawala ang mga cute classmates! ahem ahem! Jared left early, me work pa raw sya the next day. The JFK cousins were still there, and so the others. Hmmmp! eto naman si Nelly s0ooo the silent type, sinong makaka-akala na ganun sila diba? (ung mga itim). To think, they are loud, and flirty and the like. I was gonna approach him, but then his sexy looks/suplado kinda tingin made me feel intimated. Kaya deadma na lng.

But i know! and I'm not assuming(ok, maybe a little) na he was just staring at my "behind" ya know, the bedonkey-donk! Errrr. Hehehe, inspired nga ako eh. I won both rounds of the game because,
omeone's there though he's not cheering for me..watching me strut that bowling ball is enough! LOL! talaga ang landddi talaga!~ made four strikes and they were all dedicated to my boys ahaahaha!

pictures! yes. pictures! i took some, but not a lot. Too busy having fun that's why. Wanna look? go check it at my multiply.