Friday, September 25, 2009

THE LAST STRAW!!!FUCK RETIRING!!!I'M BACK!!!

Here is the Ad for the Gig in Florida...... I will talk about that in the next post.

Lets talk about the FIRE IN MY HEAD!!!

Above is Tony Buff and Dean Flynn getting molded for their Dildos, Marco Blaze and Mister Sagat also have Molds..............

*Sigh it was hard reading the post on the Titan blog......... I wanted a Dildo myself..... I was there for the Release of TitanMen tools in Las Vegas 08.... while I was still an exclusive with Titan, I was offered an opportunity for a Dildo but there were some complications and nothing panned out!!! Now to see that Titan has a Dildo line for their Exclusive models!! It Hurts!!! It Really Does!!!

I won Hottest Cut Cock back in 2008, Performer of the Year 2009(all because of Titan)and to see How Titan moved on........ with plans for a Dildo line with out Me it hurts, feels like I was stabbed in the heart!!!!

I'm Hardheaded!!!! For a long time I couldn't move on!!!I retired out of the business because I achieved what I wanted to in this business.....

AND I SEE IT WAS THE WRONG MOVE!!!! I MADE THE WORST DECISION EVER!!!!!

The reaction I had seeing the images of Tony and Dean getting their molds........ It started a Fire inside my Head!!! Eddie Diaz has his own Dildo when He was Exclusive with Channel 1 releasing... that is in stores now!!!! There is even a Black Balled 6 Dildo out from Channel 1 releasing.............

So far there is only One Black Gay Porn Star with a Dildo on the Market....Eddie Diaz, and a Black Balled 6 dildo that is it!!!

Ever Since retiring in June, I see people working.....and I'm getting more jealous everyday.....

SO TO EVERYBODY READING THIS DIESEL WASHINGTON IS BACK ON THE MARKET!!!!

I'm going on the War path!!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!

To all the Haters, Copycats, and People who used my name while I was gone to further Ur Careers!!!!!

I'M COMING BACK AND RECLAIMING MY POSITION ON TOP!!!!!

This will not be easy!!!! I said alot of things on my blog..... People may have Blacklisted Me!!!!

But U know what????? I have always been a Fighter!!!! I like having my back against the Wall, I like having something to prove!!

I fought so hard the last 3years to get recognized, I wanted to stand out for my performances, that has happened and afterwards I lost the energy to push harder...... THE FIRE IS BURNING BRIGHTER NOW!!!!Cause I have something to prove!!!!

Right now, I'm rock bottom!!! It feels like I'm starting from the beginning again!!! Since I'm a very outspoken person, alot of people are going to be Scared to touch Me!!! I welcome the hard road that is in front of Me. I always like battling Odds and the odds are against Me big time now!!!!