it is all good, but there is always room for improvement.

Right now the only thing that I wish that would happen would be that there will come a time when I will be able to say that all is well and that I was finally able to leave the Circus behind me, and that I am finally going out to get on with the rest of my life.

In the meantime, this is simply going to have to do, for better or worse, and it can always be worse, I could not have a job at all, so the only thing left to do is to just go along with it all. It is still good.