1/10/2011

Another day, another week, another month, another year, time will just keep moving on, but music will never dissepear.

Hii :)
wrote this one with my amazing friend Ginger :DD

I hate the feelings inside of me.

My head is pounding, I can hardly breathe.
My legs are shaking, I feel so weak.
I can't control it, tough I try desperately.
Tears streaming down, can't hold them back no more.
Scream my lungs out, but there's no escape from my own doubts.
I really feel like sticking my finger down my troth,
'caus if I'm lucky maybe I'll spit out my soul.

Please safe me,
Say those words you know will set me free.
Believe in me.

I close my eyes and I open them again.
But there's still no light, I'm gasping for air.
I wanna run but someone's holding me back, I can't get it out of my mind.
It feels like I am under attack, and the enemy's hiding inside.
I wonder how long it's been now, since the last time I smiled.
I wonder if they still fall for the lies when I say I'm fine.
But when the storm is over, and all the rain has fallen down.
The sun is gonna come our, and save me so I won't drown.

Please safe me,
Say those words you know will set me free.
Believe in me.

Flashing thoughts in front of me, keep pushing them away.
Running out of energy, I'm scared of being afraid.
My hopes used to burn inside like flames,
But they were washed away by the pouring rain.
My failure tastes to bitter, but I'm starting to like the taste.
I guess that makes me a quitter, but I don't even care 'bout the waste.
I'm so exhausted from all the running away,
Maybe I should just give up and die in this place.
But when the storm is over, and all the rain has fallen down,
The sun will always come back and save me so I won't drown.