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She sat there for a long time thinking
everything over and over again!!! What he said…what he meant…..and what he
did!!! The whole day she was lost….fighting with self…TO GO OR NOT TO GO…..

TUESDAY- EVENING

Geet's flat

She had come home early that
day….utterly and completely confused! What will she do now? She was in her
short pajamas and a cute red satin sleeveless top. Unable to take the confusion
anymore, she ran to her bedroom and stood in front of the mirror making faces!

She snapped her eyes open only to find
herself screaming to no one! She looked at her reflection in the mirror and
almost cried, " Babaji…ab mein kya karoon?"

She paced restlessly here and there….she
went to the balcony…No peace! She watched telly for sometime….No Peace!!! She
tried to engross herself in her assignments…..Still No peace! Finally she fell
on the bed tired…and at last decided to talk to MM about it!

Same Time

Khurana Mansion

Maan and daai were having dinner. He
was lost somewhere today…dadi couldn't stop noticing! For the 1st
time, Mr. Maan Singh Khurana wasn't cribbing about palak paneer..he really
didn't like that dish but today….he was eating quietly without any
complaints!!! Dadi wondered what could have gone wrong!!!

Dadi: cough…cough

Maan didn't even listen! He was very
happy that she actually wanted and agreed to go with him to the disc! A smile
crept at the corner of his lips. He recalled all his encounters with her and
everytime she was different! But then….he was the only one to have seen so many
faces f her! somewhere he was glad that he knew her so well….and her
laughter…uff that was so musical…just like her name…GEET!!!

Dadi found it rather weird..her
grandson was behaving so differently today!!

MM: geet…theres no harm in enjoying
yourself once in a while right? I suggest you should go! And am sure even you
want to go…or else you wouldn't hve been so confused about it!

Geet was getting convinced by now…well
she needed a little puch didn't she?

Geet (unsure): are you sure?

MM: am very much sure baby doll. Life
without fun is useless. Moreover you'll get to know mnay new people out
there…so just let go and have fun!

Geet nodded and slowly went back to her
flat….ummm so she will go…okay once in a while she should enjoy right?

Wednesday- XIBM

geet took a deep breath and looked at
him. He crossed his hands over his chest and waited for her to speak up! Geet
had gone to speak to him about the disc and found him in the corridor!

Geet (sigh): ok…am going!

He smiled a bit…so glad to hear that!
he wanted to peck her there and then…but stopped himself from doing so owing to
the number of students around and moreover…their kissey-wissey was kinda secret
too!!!

Maan: OK….see you on Friday then…sharp
8pm at your place! We'll have dinner there itself!

And he walked off. Now geet
wondered….at her place??? Ohh NO….

Geet (shouting): hey…you don't know
where I live do you?

He turend around with a big smile on
his face, winked at her and walked off again! Her jaws dropped open!

Geet: grrr….that jerk….ugh…hate him!!!

THURSDAY-XIBM

Corridor

Maan was just goping to his class when
he met up with one of his classmates!

Boy: hey dude…wassup?

Maan: hey…so all set for tomorrow?

Boy: aahan…all arrangements done!

They talked of people and stuff. But
unknown to them was geet, who was just standing behind them putting up some
banners and notices on the College notice board! She didn't see Maan and
neither did he as the boy was standing in between them facing his back to geet
blocking geet's view to Maan and vice versa!

Anyways, geet was more focused on
her job. She could hear Maan's voice. She smiled a bit…something was there in
that voice that made her go all chirpy!

They were talking about some notes and
slowly their discussion took a turn towards the disc! Geet was still busy in
separating the charts and putting up the new ones but she was enjoying their
talks too…she was getting a slight knowledge of who would be attending the
event! Suddenly,

Boy: Maan…are you sure about prez going
too? I mean why don't you give it a second thought hun?

Maan inhaled sharply!

" what second thought? Its already
decided that she'll go…so it is!!!"

Geet's ears shot up. Was she hearing
correct? Maan was still oblivious to her presence!

Boy: but Maan….you see….most of us
won't like her coming…I mean they hate her…she is sooo dominating and selfish
types you know…thinking only to keep all of us under her control! Sigh…I tell
you she is gonna ruin everything!!

Suddenly they heard something drop. The
boy turned around and Maan saw her face…those tear clouded eyes…that expression
on her face…so much agonized..No…he wished she hadn't heard anything…but it was
too late!!

She looked at him with questioning
eyes…she was for the very 1st time excited for a party in those
years…but all the enthusiasm along with that smile on her face had just faded
away.

Maan closed his eyes for a moment
unable to take the intensity of those eyes that questioned him so many things….

He opened his eyes only to see her
backing away…he stepped ahead and extended his hand to reach hers! She shook
her head and ran away from there!

Maan: ge…geet…no….

He shot a deathly glare to that boy and
ran after her!

Geet shut her eyes tight and ran! She
felt so hurt…yet again…like re-living those horrible moments years ago!!!! She
so much wanted to forget them…and that is why she was trying hard to move on
forgetting everything! How come she was selfish? She wanted to help the
students but in her own way…they why did they hate her?

Maan looked for her in almost all the
classes, he checked the students councils room too…she wasn't there either!

He ran towards the college ground where
they had all the outdoor sports facilities. He ran towards the basketball court
hoping to find her there but sadly, she wasn't! frustrated and worried, he ran
his fingers through his hair..where could she be? Just when he was about to
turn back, he noticed a faint figure of someone behind the nearby tree. He
sighed knowing it was her! he walked towards the tree and called her out,
"Geet…"

She slowly turned towards him, coming
out of the tree with her tear streaked face! He clenched his fists seeing her
so hurt! Why did it hurt him so much? Why?

But again this was not the correct time
to think all this. All that mattered the most now was geet and only geet!

He inched closer, "Geet…a…am
sorry…he..he didn't mean those…" she raised her hand indicating him to stop!

Kawaii *sad* no matter how much strong
you are from outside, the heart of a girl always remains the same from
inside….sensitive, vulnerable to care, craving for love! Same was with geet
too! Bhagwaan ne hume aisa banaya hi hai to koi kya kar sakta hain!!!

Geet: mu…mujhe aapke saath nahi jaana!

She turned around, ready to run away
from him when he held her hand and
pulled her back so forcefully that she landed on his chest. She didn't raise
her eyes. He slowly lifted her face. He cupped her cheeks and tucked her hair
behind her ears!

Maan: geet…am really sorry!

Geet (nearly sorry): mu..mujhe nahi
jaana aapke saath!!

Maan: sshh..nhai aise nahi kehte…

Geet: i…I'm selfish right….its better
you don't take me!

Maan (softly): nahi geet…..aisa nahi
hai…you are not selfish…trust me…you ARE NOT selfish!!!

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