you must pick up the pieces, and polish them, and look for the beauty in the fragments. It isn't easy, takes a while, but when the sun shines again the bits you have polished will be beautiful...

but for now, see if you can make do with a functional pump. A friend says they last well, and I think they are good to have when the scar tissue isn't healed enough to use the old one again. Mine works best if I put it in the sun and take it walking lots...