This morning I ended my blog post with a "Blog again soon". How was I to know that I'd be in the mood for blogging again tonight? I know LMS lesson today taught us about self-awareness. I know Ms Sen lectured us about being positive, about understanding oneself and about some Johari Window and shit. But now all I wanna do is just withdraw back into my shell and just shut everything and everyone around me out. Its been quite some time since I've had this kind of feeling. Like major depression right? I'm seriously considering going for counselling. Today during IAC I was very tempted to go up to Ms Quah and ask her whether she'd be my counselor. But I didn't dare to. And she had another class waiting for her anyway. Therefore, I'm going to have to remain this psychotic until the day I pluck up the courage to look for someone who will counsel me. For free. Haha. Don't know what else to blog about. Just feel very drained all of sudden. I guess all the rushing here and there has gotten to me. And now I have to worry about the next 2 months. My income is at a pathetic $170. ... ... ... ... I give up.