Help "Awakened" Too Fast

Things in synchronicity have happened too fast. I have been in overdrive for nine months now on a never ending thirst for knowledge. Some people have
been awakened over a long period of time, I did not get that chance for it to sink in.

Last August I just got a feeling to Google "aliens amongst us" for no real reason. Wow did I open a can of worms. I found the right information at
the right times. Aliens, NWO, Religion, Politics, History, Physics, Ancient civilizations, Contactees, Bloodlines, ATS, the list goes on and on, but
all in synchronicity. It all fell into place and made sense. I was starting to understand what it is we are living in and want to know more
everyday.

Now this is where I don't buy that I am just paranoid and just falling victim to conspiracy , about three weeks later I saw in the sky an orb? UFO?
spirit? entity? or all of the above that I believe touched me. Without going into the details I saw it, it went out, I saw a shadow sweeping from the
left and when the shadow got over me I went blind for a split second and my ears rang. I like to say the shadow went through me. I think I was being
primed for the experience with the previous three weeks searching. They knew I was ready. Whoever "they" are. I always believed we were not alone
and it was time for me to find out. I have been plagued with nightmares every night since.

Then September came and the world started to crumble with the engineered economical collapse. But I knew what was going on by this time and it was no
surprise. Trying to awaken others is another story. I walk alone. I feel the world is at a flash point and nobody seems to care as long as it does not
interrupt their busy TV schedule.

I recently watched the new David Icke interview on the Project Camelot page and he said something that comes to mind. He said "in a controlled
demolition, the explosive charges go off then there is a split second before the collapse, we are in that split second now."

The powers that be are either losing control and pushing the agenda with all their might or we will live in total despair for along time. Either way
it is most exciting times we live in. I feel powerless at times and caught in the current. One day I am mad as hell and not wanting to take it
anymore. The next I am in observer mode. One day I want to fight the next flight.

I don't really know where I am going with this other than not understanding why I was chosen to learn all of this right before it happened. I think
things happen for a reason. I guess all we can do is wait and see. My brain is getting tired, and I cant just walk away and go back to shleep. I
don't want to.

Has anyone else had this synchronicity in overdrive with or without the UFO? If so Why do you think it has happened to you?

I first opened my can of worms in 1998. And do you know what was the big topic then? The 2000 computer crash. Right now- our world is certainly
worse of than it was then- but rest assured that its not going to end tomorrow.

You are lucky that you learned this information when you did. It is understandibly alot to process and overwhelming at times.

As far as your sychchronicities- they are simply the universe matching your experiences with your new knowledge to remind you that it is all real.
Simply the universes way of saying "Your Right on Track".

Yeah, dude. I feel kinda the same.
I told myself one day that I wanted to find the meaning of life. Things were as they were until about a year ago. This is when I started really being
able to find what I really believe is the truth (or close to it).

I try to talk about this with other people, and they of course think I am nuts.

People are so consumed with just living (surviving) that they have no clue as to what else is out there. Not one iota.

So, yeah, I discovered this info, but honestly it doesn't make me feel much better - and this is with the 2012 stuff aside.

I don't feel any better about myself, my anxiety and depression are still here. Maybe the one thing that I CAN say that I got out of this is that I
am not scared to die. I learned that we reincarnate countless times, and that this life is just a drop of water in an ocean. So that makes me feel a
little better, but I am still just crushed at life (and the way the world is).

I'm very happy for you that you were able to catch a UFO, spirit, orb - whatever. I myself crave to see something - just one UFO sighting even. But
nothing. No matter how much I believe in ET's and stuff, I still feel very alone and almost discared. I've watched the skies, meditated on them
(benevolent ones of course), and even asked aloud for some help - like for a boost or for a spiritual jump, or even for a contact. I'd even be happy
with seeing them in my dreams. But no, nothing.

I don't know, sorry for putting the topic on me there for a second. I can just relate and when you said that you saw something after you were
awakened, well, I just got a little sad (for myself - you rock on dude).

So thanks for the thread, and I look forward to what others have to say!
Peace.

Basically, you are among (on ATS) a lot of people who feel the same way you are. Everyone has their own story, but most of us
are crazy to some degree. Paranoia, disbelief, feeling alone...it comes with the territory. For some, just the anticipation of an approaching SitX,
End Times, etc. gives them something to look forward to, sick as that is.

Don't worry. Be happy. That's about the best you can do. Take care of yourself. Take care of the ones you love. Don't tell them about your
crazy thoughts.

Thanks for the kind words. I try to stay calm, I have my good days. I just find myself looking everyday to see what next. I know you will say turn off
the web and TV but there lies part of the problem. I want to learn more and that is what bothers me the most, when do you know enough? Maybe I want
TSHTF already so we can move on, or not.

I dont think today you can be awakend fast enough,this is a great time to be awake so congrats on your awakening!!!! like a previous poster said
embrace the awakening use it to your advantage i to seem to thirst for more information especially lately maybe there is something to this but just be
thankful your awake most people dont seem to care on such topics as are we alone? or they deny the new world order even though they even admitt it on
mainstream media these people are like zombies or slaves to the system ....to me awakening was a peaceful thing a new breath of life.........anyways
welcome to our realm!!!

first of all congrats, it's not a bad thing
I have to agree with other posters here, use your knowledge and instincts, keep seeing the sincronicity in your life and don't dismiss it as
coincidence or paranoia! it works in your advantage

I'm lucky to have a sis who has always been on the same road as me, when something new pops up in my life , the same thing pops up in hers under
different circomstances.
I've always been obsessed with truth seeking: what is the true nature of existence and conciousness, how does the big picture work? etc....
because of this I had tons of experiences, if I'd write them all down my familly would put me in a mental institution, Im sure of that, lol.

Years ago I felt like I was walking alone, and then came the Internet and I discovered there where a lot more people like me out there then I
realized, and more joining this awakening, or whatever you may call it, every day.

You wrote: "I don't really know where I am going with this other than not understanding why I was chosen to learn all of this right before it
happened. I think things happen for a reason. I guess all we can do is wait and see. My brain is getting tired, and I cant just walk away and go back
to shleep. I don't want to. "

I completely understand what you are going through. As a very young child, and I mean VERY young, like 3, I had my first alien encounter in El Paso
Tx, where I used to live before moving to Dallas Tx in 1996. Because I experienced this at such a young age, I was from that point familiar and
comfortable with the idea of aliens. And what is funny is that I wasn't even allowed back then to watch TV shows, read books, or speak to any one
about any thing like that because I was so young my parents wanted to protect my mind and fragile sanity from things of that such, plus we used to be
like, uber-christian so that's a big no-no. As I grew older I realized that it isn't common to have extra terrestrial experiences, and it isn't
accepted in American society to be some thing that is realistic, sane, or natural. Like you, about a year ago I had the sudden obsession with aliens,
and it all started with my last real encounter about two years ago. I actually woke up to an alien watching me sleep at the foot of my bed. The reason
why I woke up is because it started talking, I guess maybe it was trying to contact help because from what I have heard ET's are clairvoyant, meaning
they communicate by non-human senses, mostly telepathy. So I doubt it was trying to talk to me. It sounded like clicking, like the way the alien talks
in that movie Predator. Or if you've seen the ring it sounds like the clicking noise that ghostly girl makes. Well any way, back to the subject... I
became obsessed with them, I have thought about them every day for as long as I remember. All of my research has led to one pinpoint of a simple
explanation: aliens are the protectors of this planet and they have stuck around and are trying to make themselves known again to protect us from
ourselves. They want to help us expand our intelligence and become enlightened and thus come together and save the world from total destruction due to
nuclear war. Please read my threads, it will be worth, I think you will learn a lot more. You can personally email me @ sarahboo_420@hotmail.com
I wish you the best of luck my friend,
Risingsun

Hi,
This inner drive to soak up information is a recognized step in Awakening. It is happening in its own time at its own pace, exactly as it is meant to
for each individual. Know that you are not alone.

You will find your reactions are very normal for anyone who's eyes are opening, And at this point it is important to develop equanimity, a state of
being where you can see everything going on in the world but not let it effect you adversely. This is about choosing to stay calm, staying centred and
not become reactionary.. easier said than done, but it is a choice thing.

The reasoning behind this is to become clearer in perception so that you gain strength and begin to trust your own counsel. Doing so will lead you in
the right paths for you at the right time for you, especially if you listen or act according to your gut intuition. It will never lead you astray,
even if you don't understand what is going on at times.

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