It looks like that in this month I have more things to write about, tell about, thoughts share than ever before. Today in my mind have been that is it wrong to tell people who treats us wrong, let us think we are worthless, that "I think I deserve better" or "I am worth of much more than you let me to think I am".. That actually I am worth of something. We all are. It does regard everything, love, respect, we all have earned that.

First I felt guilty when I told to my ex-boyfriend that I feel that he doesn't give me enough. That I felt myself not worth it, or him. Is it wrong? That we all can actually recognize those things, and we experience that "hey, I think I am worth of something, I deserve more". Nobody shouldn't settle for less than we deserve, or we think and feel we deserve. I don't mean that I deserve the moon from the sky, or that I have to receive something like that, or that someone should promise me the moon and stars from the sky. No. Everyone of us wants, and deserves something. Someone who is there, when you need them most. That you know, that someone is ready to do everything, anything to make you happy. That someone even knows how to make you happy. It can be friends, family memebers, partners, they just knows what makes you sad, and what makes you angry, and especially, what makes you happy. They don't afraid to work for your relations.

We all need attention sometimes, especially women. I like of attention (who wouldn't), that someone actually notice me, and my feelings. It makes me feel special and valuable. When someone is ready to throw him or herself. If something makes me happy, I focus and put my energy for it, I do everything for my own happiness. Because if you are not responsible of your own happiness, who would be? I also of course like to make my love ones happy. I like to surprise, make them feel that they're worth of something. I want that they will feel secure, safe that I am in their lifes. If I care of someone, I don't afraid, not only say it, but show it.

And how we can be happy with those, who makes us unhappy. Those times, I am brave enough, and honest enough to open my mouth and tell them that I am a bit unhappy now, I feel myself unworthy. Is it wrong that I recognize what is best for me? Sometimes I think if it's a bit egoistic, narcissist if I know myself that well, that I know and realize to settle and put my own happiness front of other's, especially when I feel that they don't give me what I think I deserve. Nobody shouldn't settle for a less. Settle to be unhappy, unworthy. We deserve, what we think it's the best for us. And we settle for that, what we think we deserve.

Sometimes I thought that I have found "the one", well, maybe he was the right, big love for me. But I wasn't for him. Because we all know, everyone of us know, if you love someone, you're ready to do everything what it takes. And he wasn't.

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On tullut aika ilmoittaa ja jättää jäähyväiset teille. Sillä aika on rajallista, ja niin on myös minun työlupani Sveitsissä. // It is time to say my goodbyes for you. And as the time is limited, like is also my permit in Switzerland.
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Once I was born in Finland, then I moved to Germany. And then to Switzerland. This is what is happening now. Always be curious, wonder and think. Life is beautiful because of its endless curiosity. Sharing is caring, and caring is sharing.

My blog is quite hotchbotch, but I am sharing topics from traveling, environment and interpersonal relationships.