when i was a child i thought as a child
my behavior was childlike
but what else could you expect from a child
now that i'm grown i've learned somethings
from people and some i've learned on my own
one word that i've recently added is dedication
i was always able to speak it but
i recently found out i didnt know what it meant
a good many years wondering i spent
only to find out that what i was searching so
desperately for i lacked myself
but now that i've gained it
words can not express
how i feel inside now that i've been blessed

There are lots of things we can't fully understand till we are "grown" detication being one of them.
"i was always able to speak it but
i recently found out i didnt know what it meant"
I really like this line.