Thank you for the response. That is what people have always told me....I have to be happy on my own. Sometimes I am but most times I am not and look to other factors to give me that happiness. For right now, I love him and want to be with him. If it doesn't work out in the future, then I'll deal with it then. But I can't sit around worrying about it not working out in the future because it's more likely that it WILL end up working out, especially if I can get ahold of my issues.