dear boyfriend ...

So there ... you're finally here, wreaking havoc in my not really quiet world. My life is colorful and now you have added dashes of pink, red, and every shade between red and pink. What I like about this is that its like nothing really changed.

I feel like I'm just with someone who knows me pretty well and deals. You can answer the million questions I have with your inane need to overexplain and overanalyze which in turn relaxes me. You do random texts and support my appetite. You find it cute when I have musical outbursts and though you have not seen my random dancing, you seem to think that I dance pretty well. Uncontrollable laughter happens even in the middle of our deepest talks and you are ready for everything else that I throw at you.

You have already broken my heart but you fixed it again. I know that you'd still manage to chip at it over the long run so I expect you to memorize the books that I like, know where to get the cheapest corn and peanuts, buy plastic balloons and get me the best milk tea to dry the tears in my eyes.

For big booboos that you will make, a Care Bear stuff toy with a huge bouquet of flowers will suffice.

I don't need grand gestures all the time. Once a month would be enough haha. Nah, I don't expect grand gestures but I hope you remembered how much I cried with that proposal thing you showed me. So yes, I appreciate those but its not a demand.

However, I do need you to make time for me. When I say make time, I expect to see you from time to time, not all the time. I have a life and you have a life and together, we also have our own little world. I want to meet the people in your world and would love for you to meet the people in my world but I want to make sure I can give you enough time to talk about me with your friends so that you can tell them how awesome I am and how lucky you are. =)

I expect faithfulness. I expect lots of laughter and great memories. I expect hugs and kisses, sorry and I love you. These are the things I expect and will be non-negotiable.

In return, I will take care of you, love you, respect you, and support you in everything. I will make you laugh, smile, and feel good about yourself. I will accept you just like you have accepted me. This I promise you.