"God is the Mind with which I think."

Then repeat idea again and say: "My real thoughts are in my mind. I
would like to find them."

Try to go past all the unreal thoughts that cover the real thoughts you
think with God. Remind yourself this is no idle game. Approach this exercise as
an altar dedicated to God and His Son, for this is what you are trying to reach.

Shorter: 1 or 2 minutes

Repeat idea. As you do, remember the holiness of your mind which thinks with
God. Stand aside from thoughts unworthy of Him and thank Him for the thoughts He
thinks with you.

COMMENTARY

The lessons are trying, in a way, to cause extreme disorientation in us. Our
real thoughts "are nothing that you think you think, just as nothing that
you think you see is related to vision in any way" (1:2). If my thoughts
aren't real and what I see isn't real, what do I have to hold on to? Not much at
all. This can seem quite frightening, almost what it might be like if I was one
of those characters in a suspense thriller who is being attacked by someone
trying to drive them insane, causing them to believe that they are hallucinating
and imagining things that are not there.

Actually, although the attempt to break our mental orientation is similar,
the Course's intent is just the reverse. It is trying to drive us sane,
not insane. We already are insane. We are hallucinating and imagining
things that are not there, and the Course is trying to break our obsessive
belief in their reality.

Underneath the protective layer of delusion we have laid over reality is a
wholly sane mind thinking wholly sane thoughts and seeing only truth. Our real
thoughts are thoughts we think with the Mind of God, sharing them with Him.
Thoughts do not leave the mind, so they must still be there. Our thoughts are
God's thoughts, and God's thoughts are eternal. If these thoughts are there we
can find them. We can push our feet down through the mushy ooze of our thoughts
and find solid bedrock. We may be almost totally out of touch with these
original, eternal thoughts, thoughts completely in accord with the Mind of God,
but God would have us find them. Therefore we must be capable of finding them.

Yesterday we were seeking the Light within ourselves, a very abstract
concept. Today we are seeking our own real thoughts. That brings the abstract a
little closer to home; not just "the Light" but my own thoughts,
something that is part of me and representative of my nature.

What would a thought be like that was in perfect harmony with the Mind of
God? That is what we are trying to find and experience today. And if we are
honest, we will have to admit that the thoughts of which we are mostly aware are
not in that league at all. Our thoughts are too riddled with fear, too
uncertain, too defensive, too anxious or frantic, and above all too changeable
to qualify as a thought we share with God.

A thought we share with God must be one of complete harmony, absolute peace,
utter certainty, total benevolence, and perfect stability. We are seeking to
locate such a thought-center in our minds. We are seeking to find thoughts of
this nature within ourselves.

Once more we practice the quiet sinking down, going past all the unreal
thoughts that cover the truth in our minds, and reaching to the eternal that is
within us. This is a holy exercise, and one we should take quite seriously,
although not somberly, for it is a joyous exercise. Within me there is a place
that never changes, a place that is always at peace, always brilliant with
love's shining. And today, O God yes today, I want to find that place! Today I
want to touch that solid foundation at the core of my being and know its
stability. Today I want to find my Self.