More From People Who Are Wasting Their Life Away

Song used for title: Amber-Stick To Your Guns
It's been a few months since I posted so....hi. I started my sophomore year two weeks ago and....I can't take it. I realized that when I was walking to my english class. Problems:
•I suck a math
•I suck at spanish
•Not too good...

I do have that I am waisting my life away. I still havent found what I really want - well yes I have. - but it seems stupid and i am coward.
I am 37 years old, pharmacyst ( i hate it), divorced for 6 years ( i knew i will divorce) . Did not have any satisfying, stable...