Wednesday

*speechless*

Wah~ Comic Fiesta 2010 (CF 2010) left just 16 days?? OMFG!!! I am so scare because cosplay stuff haven't finish yet...... But I can't wait too because I miss everybody~~ I want to meet everybody there... I miss my dearest.......... I miss the feeling of cosplaying too....

*sigh* Lately got so many things in my mind right now..... Suddenly I think I might need to help my mom with her work because suddenly my mom's assistant just run away like that......... How the hell am I going to work when I don't even know how to do invoice or delivery order.... Shit....... I am in deep shit........ Damn........... *headache* Just hope my mom get a new assistant fast so I have no need to worry about this..... Because this is the most worrying thing that make me headache...... I am feeling useless because I can't help my mom........

Then my make up competition.... I am so nervous because I don't think I will be going to class much because CF is near, need to get cosplay stuff done... Then furthermore, usually my Dec and Jan are full with plans..... Then again, I need to find for pretty models....... *sigh* How to find pretty models....... I can't tell who is pretty and who is not..........

Then there are some my feelings stuff that is bothering me, I wanted something but I don't dare to tell.... I scare I might be selfish if I tell it out.... *sigh* Am I a selfish to even think of it.... I don't know... I...................... *sigh*

I miss my friends - Cheryl, BlackCatz, Emmanuel and other of my friends.............. I miss them very much..............