beautifulbeautifulme

I tell myself everyday, "I CAN DO THIS."
But there's something, something nagging at me, telling me so truthfully, "No you can't..."

03 January 2015, 08:07 PM

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Panndie,theapplekiss

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Panndie

You only know you love her when you let her go...
And you let her go.

01 January 2015, 03:23 PM

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imiksimik,thelifeofagirl

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It's in every one of us to be wise. Find your heart, open up both your eyes.
We can all know everything without ever knowing why.
It's in every one of us, by and by, by and by.

01 January 2015, 03:20 PM

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kamp1992,dizonalmandragorin

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Happy New Year! Maybe I can do things right this time..

01 January 2015, 03:17 PM

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I think of this everyday...

29 December 2014, 07:32 PM

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imiksimik,thelifeofagirl,crystalmcqueeneygirllove

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I'm so tired of how things are...

27 December 2014, 09:14 PM

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fabulousme

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...

26 December 2014, 02:26 AM

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kamp1992,thelifeofagirl,crystalmcqueeneygirllove
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1 comment:
briennalslater

Hurt me with the truth...
Don't comfort me with a lie...

26 December 2014, 02:21 AM

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fml2493,kamp1992,imiksimik
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I was ranting about how unlucky I was when this popped into my head (it's a song) and I got up, looked my reflection in the face and said DECIDE WHAT TO BE AND GO BE IT.

26 December 2014, 02:16 AM

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kamp1992,thelifeofagirl

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Merry Christmas.....

26 December 2014, 02:14 AM

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Itsmylife18

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You think I've changed? Look at yourself. Tell me again how you haven't changed.

23 December 2014, 07:14 PM

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thelifeofagirl

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I'm the ugly friend...

18 December 2014, 10:01 PM

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fml2493

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We'd up and fly if we had wings for flying... can't you see the tears we're crying? Can't there be some happiness for me?

18 December 2014, 09:57 PM

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blaqkn8,dizonalmandragorin

1 comment:
blaqkn8

Everyone is Different

Everyone is different when they are around me. Their language is cleaner, jokes more innocent. We laugh, yes...
the main difference is that they like me. If someone else comes into play... I'm a small thing to be ignored...

17 December 2014, 09:57 PM

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PariSima,imiksimik

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Guns and Roses Quo

Now and then when I see her face, she takes me away to that special place...

17 December 2014, 09:55 PM

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dizonalmandragorin

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I was talking to him today.
"I'm not good at anything.." I say.
"You're good at softball.." he replies.
"No I'm not."
"How do you always win?"
"I sit the bench."
"Oh."

17 December 2014, 09:55 PM

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PariSima

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Last Night's Dream

Nathan and I were studying at my house, in my room, on my bed. We're laying there when he starts like touching my hair and everything and I end up kissing him on the cheek.
He pushes me away and says, "You really thought I'd ever love you?"

17 December 2014, 09:53 PM

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Reality

I wake up to reality every morning. My dreams? A happy girl with friends and confidence. Reality? A scared girl, hiding behind a wide smile and a laugh as she tries to forget all the insecurities that haunt her every day.

17 December 2014, 09:52 PM

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it's a song.

Fed up with all that LSD.
Need more sleep than coke or methamphetamines.
Late nights with warm, warm whiskey.
I guess the good times they were all just killing me.

15 December 2014, 08:34 PM

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The Good Parts Are Returning

There is much of my past that I'd never like to explore again, but they are parts I lost that I miss. I keep finding pieces of those parts in people who gave me those good times.
For example... Ty.
This kid used to be my... shall we say ,'buddy'. Anyways, we grew farther apart, him realising that I'm not cool and that he easily could be cool if he forgot about the 'us'. That's what he did, too. I mean, I could still talk to this idiot and laugh with him, too.
But something was still missin...