I receive emails asking Me why I don’t write many essays anymore. One reason is because some of you want me to. I never do anything for humans, ever. I do things only to gratify and glorify Myself, Self-motivated, Self-inspired. Nothing that any human might want, influences in any way what I choose to do.

It pleases Me that all of the primary-level Forbidden Truths of humanity have not merely been written by Me, but have been openly published and are available to every mind-sentient creature anywhere on planet earth, to easily access, for free, with internet availability the only barrier. This pleases Me because by the collective human response to all of this, of universal rejection, every Truth I have revealed has been proven both accurate and correct. So now, I sit back and savor the human wreckage, celebrating Myself for what I am, My chosen mission of exposing all primary-level Forbidden Truths in literary, psychological, and philosophical formats, essentially completed.

Superiors always recognize end-points, in polar contrast to the Unwashed Masses of inferiors, who pathologically never can, do, or will. This is one of the many great triumphs of transcending your humanity. We do not seek or try to change the world. We seek to prove how and why the world cannot be changed. Because Self-realized, Self-embraced, Self-articulated Truth is the only genuine triumph any individual mind can attain.

An aspiring Superior pointed out that within My thousands of texts, I have omitted a comprehensive dissection of how humor, laughter, and jokes fit into the universal failure of humanity to function within sanity and Truth. That is True, and so I write this new essay in order to weave the web more perfectly, more beautifully, to connect every dot, to illuminate the dysfunctional and doomed perversion that is the human mind and brain, to an even greater level of articulated consciousness.

Humor permeates all aspects of human existence. Every society and culture relentlessly promotes laughter, jokes, humor, and comedy. But why? Because all of this serves as direct and primary weapons of The Matrix of Universal Illusion, deployed via Definitional Brainwashing, to manipulate, control, and guide the collective consciousness ideological and behavioral choices of humanity as a whole.

Interactive humor between humans is rooted in bullying and taunting, done as reflective response to try to transfer personal trauma and victimization absent any conscious awareness, as well as to reject and deny Truth itself by mocking it directly, as well as marginalizing those who embrace or articulate it. By far, the most popular form of interactive humor is intended to cause someone else psychological pain and suffering, carried out as a way to try to subconsciously ease personal psychological pain and distress.

Humor is used to create illusions of justification for both personal and universal suffering, injustice, and stupid/insane behavioral and ideological choices, made individually and collectively. To laugh at your own stupidity and insanity, is a way to deny the reality of the stupidity/insanity itself, thereby paralyzing and destroying any capacity to try to change and end the stupidity/insanity, and thus the horrific harm being caused by it.

Humor is also used by almost all inferiors as a personal pathological escape from reality, to dismiss the horrific Truths of their own existence, as a psychological hallucinogenic, like alcohol or drugs, only lacking all negative social judgment, since it is judged to be perfectly natural and a sign of good mental health, when in reality it illuminates absolute mental illness, disease, and dysfunction.

Fact: Insanity must be Truthfully defined as the finding of humor within the horrific. To choose to laugh and make jokes in the face of horrific and universal tragedy, and to use this laughter and joking as a way to justify rejecting the reality of these horrors, and to justify and self-rationalize doing nothing to try to directly mitigate and end these ongoing horrors and tragedies, expresses and reveals absolute functional insanity of mind. Therefore, humor is not a mentally healthy way for humans to cope with painful and stressful life situations, but rather the exact opposite: A mentally ill and deranged way for humans to hide from and to passively accept universal horror and tragedy.

To begin to formulate a Forbidden Truth understanding of what humor is and how it serves as destroyer of all human potential, we must redefine each of these four terms within the context and envelope of Forbidden Truth, and you humans must directly contrast these accurate and valid definitions, with the perverse propaganda perceptions that have been viciously imposed upon you and violently integrated to your reality perceptions.

Laughter /ˈlaftər/ noun: 1: A verbal exclamation of sound, emanating from the throat and mouth of a human being, intended to specifically express and reveal personal pleasure and happiness, and to encourage as well as inform all other humans in listening range, that a pleasurable and/or happy event is occurring, that they should be aware of and participate in.

Joke /jōk/ noun: A short story or anecdote, normally delivered in verbal form, intended for the specific purpose of invoking laughter in others, in order to distract and divert them from the horrific and True realities of their daily, ongoing, and pervasiveillusion of existence. Having already brainwashed humanity to link laughter with pleasure and happiness, every joke inspires and compels humansto abandon and betray reality and Truth, as they pathologically burrow and immerse within a mind universe of false and imaginary pleasure and happiness.

Humor:/ˈ(h)yo͞omər/ noun: A psychological state of consciousness by which individual human beings become compelled to ignore, dismiss, and reject unpleasant and traumatic realities and Truths, both on a personal and a species-wide level. This psychological state of mind, both addictive and communicable as a mind virus, is achieved via the intellectual transformation of pain, trauma, suffering, harm, injustice, and death, to illusions of pleasure and happiness, evoked via fits of externally induced laughter.

Comedy: /ˈkämədē/ noun: The very specific social, cultural, and governmental organization of human reality perception, deploying jokes, laughter, and humor as a primary method of erasing and rendering invisible to collective human mind consciousness, the horrific realities of universal pain, harm, victimization, injustice, and death, thereby negating the capacity of humanity, individually and collectively, to develop the inspiration and the insight to rise up and to wage war against the agents and structures which mandate their universal oppression and destruction.

So now, if you are sane and Superior, as you integrate these four brand new definitional Truths to your mindscape, you can begin to gain a legitimate understanding of the infinite horror that dwells within each and every joke you hear, each and every time you choose to laugh at a joke, or to “pass it on”, tell another human the joke you were told, or find humor in your own life path circumstances or situations.

Let us understand: Humor has no legitimate link to pleasure. I have already written extensively on pleasure in other essays, defining it within Forbidden Truth parameters and outing it as a very positive state of mind that a Superior must create for Himself, absent all external influence and control. And pleasure is not happiness, these two states of mind are polar opposites. Like laughter, happiness is yet another state of mind that must be abandoned and rejected, recognized as being externally manipulated, controlled, and deployed as a weapon of mass delusion by all human societies, cultures, and governments.

To bring home the Forbidden Truths I reveal above, I invite you to view the following two comedy routines. They may appear radically different from each other, but they are not. They expose the diverse scope and breathe of comedy, laughter, and humor, as the weapons of mind genocide that they are:

In the first clip, a grossly obese, Self-hating, tortured child committing ritualistic suicide, makes “jokes” about his eating habits and food in general, as thousands of other Self-haters who are also ritualistically murdering themselves, laugh and applaud. A perfect circle of human mind perversion, death and Self-hate celebrated and legitimized, minus all Truth-based consciousness.

In the second clip, a supposedly “enlightened” human delivers “controversial” jokes that supposedly the government doesn’t like, because they might wake up human consciousness to consider some Forbidden Truths about religion, government, money, freedom, etc… Bullsh*t! Whatever personal enlightenment of mind George Carlin may have possessed, he betrayed it all by turning Truth into a literal joke. Humans do not listen to comedy routines because they are searching for Truth. They do it in order to escape from reality and Truth. Therefore, expressing Truth via comedy is the same as going on a diet by eating 12 Big Macs every day. All such expressions are absorbed by The Matrix of Universal Illusion. Every time the humans laugh at what George Carlin is saying, they extinguish, individually and collectively, the Truths he may be revealing.

Comedy and Truth are not compatible. You cannot teach humans the Truth by making jokes, because all you are doing is turning Truth into a joke. It is important to understand that George Carlin directly served The Matrix, to the exact same level and degree as John Pinette, and all other comedians. Comedy is a closed circle of Self-betrayal and Self-deception, for all human participants. The tellers of jokes and the hearers of jokes are in the same sinking boat, because they are laughing as the boat sinks, doing nothing, on any level of Truth, to save themselves, or anyone else.

Humor, laughter, and jokes are a veil, a barrier, to all Truth quests. governments and societies promote the lie that some jokes and some types of humor are “dangerous and radical”, for the same reason they covertly promote gun ownership as a form of freedom, and tattoos as a form of rebellion, and organic food as a path to better health and rap music as an expression of black pride. How many thousands of you pathetic humans became “fans” of George Carlin because you thought his comedy to be edgy and radical and maybe even…True? But did you become a fan of Truth?? No. You chose to laugh away the horror and the perversity of it all, as you shrugged your shoulders and continued soldiering on, as lifelong slaves pretending to not yet be dead, not yet be retroactively unborn, even as George himself, and John Pinette, actually lost their illusions of existence.

Listen to Me: Comedy and humor have no place on planet earth in 2018. The social organization of laughter has no right to exist within a world where universal pain, suffering, trauma, harm, injustice, and death are the functional reality and the Truth, for all human-borns, and are imposed as malicious, malevolent, external attacks. Laughter should be reserved for personal moments of great revenge and retribution only, and for sacred moments of profound personal enlightenment of mind to the Forbidden Truths of the human condition, not as a pathological escape from reality, an addictive drug being injected into our minds by our destroyers and murderers.

Those who seek to make us laugh are our mortal enemies, regardless of what motivations they may claim as inspiration. Truth-seekers do not need to try to extract nuggets of Truth from comedic routines. They need to develop the x-ray mind consciousness that is necessary in order to realize that the comedy routine is itself an attack upon and against Truth, and that to laugh in response to any such external cue is to become a mind-slave to the murderers of all Truth.

So, are there any valid forms of humor? If you are a human being seeking Truth, the answer is No. Truth quests are serious business, and humor is not a legitimate aid. It is too contaminated by external human structures and forces, and you do not need it. If you feel that you do need it, that is proof that your mind is too weak and broken to deal with it, and you will only use it as an escape from Truth. Aspiring Superiors must first overcome all desire and need to hear or to read jokes and humor, from all external sources, before they initiate a top-level Truth quest.

If you have successfully rejected and completely transcended your humanity, after recognizing and embracing all Forbidden Truths, as I have done, humor and jokes become impotent as external weapons of social attack. Only at this stage, can jokes and laughter be safely incorporated back to an individual mindscape. But remember, less than 1 out of 50 million+ human-borns, can ever achieve this feat. So these last paragraphs are almost certainly not applicable for you. Humor is toxic and overtly destructive to all humans, even as they might seek to reject and transcend their humanity. All humans are too stupid and broken to safely laugh at themselves, or, just as importantly, at other humans. The latter ensures a path to false and fake illusion of enlightenment. Only after absolute transcendence is attained, can humor become safely re-integrated to a mindscape, and even then, it is not necessary, but only a personal option.

As a Superior, I do laugh. But only at humans. Never with humans. This distinction is profound. It is the untouchable alien looking in with absolutely independent detachment, and finding humor in what he is not, finding humor in the perversions of the species as a whole, absent all segmentation, absent all “us versus them” illusion. All legitimate humor in this circumstance is individually realized, it is never accepted or imported from any external source. Only humor I create, can ever exist. Nothing created by others, labelled as humor, is allowed to exist within the Superior universe of mind.

Within these parameters, the two most valid forms of humor for those who have transcended their humanity, are rooted within irony, and sadism.

Ironic situations or circumstances, especially in which problems or issues could be solved and fixed, but are not done so due to human inferiority, are legitimately humorous to a top-level Superior, looking at the situation with the Alien Eye of an absolute outsider. The “catch-22” situation, which I have referred to several times in My texts, is incorporated within irony-based humor.

Sadism is another valid example of a humorous situation from the Superior perspective. To directly inflict, or just to personally witness great human suffering, especially when the victims either crave it, or are consciously oblivious to it, or possess the theoretical capacity to have avoided it, can evoke legitimate humor and laughter. Remember: Pleasure must always be an end-point goal of all humor, to create personal pleasure within Forbidden Truth boundaries.

Integrating pleasure to humor, within absolute freedom of mind, absent all external dictate and control, is a skill reserved for top-level Superiors. Pleasure, as Truthfully defined within My texts, in and of itself, can be created and enjoyed by aspiring Superiors, even if they have not yet transcended their humanity. But integrating humor with pleasure is far more tricky and potentially dangerous in terms of diverting a path to human transcendence. Those still on a path towards transcendence would be advised to focus on pleasure creation, and not bother with trying to integrate humor.

For the top-level Superior, humor is never a necessity. Those who feel they need humor in their lives, prove by this very need that they exist as hopelessly broken mind-slaves to a system that is devoted to maintaining universal deception, oppression, and destruction for all.

I have spent the past 3-4 weeks obsessively re-reading all of My writings. All of them, millions and millions of words, from My 2000 page handwritten autobiography, to My 1989-1991 print zine, to the xerox copies of letters that I wrote and sent to pen-pal correspondents during that era, to My 10,000+ usenet newsgroup posts, made under numerous screen names, to My Main Manifesto, to My blog, and many other writings made to many other online forums, that will never be directly linked to how you creatures reading this now, know me.

I chose to undertake this project as part of the continuous process of Self-adulation, Self-worship, and Self-love, that defines My personal triumph of consciousness, and what a wonderful experience it has been. To bear witness to the perfection of a mind unchained, Truth and love, hate and rage and blood-thirst and brilliance and untouchability and ego and so much more, all growing, thriving, overwhelming all else, over the course of decades, everything molding and melding and solidifying to an immovable mass that thrives even as it lays dead forever, never even given the chance to be born.

Via this immersion, everything I know to be True has become stronger. Past, present, and future distinctly separated, even as they seamlessly merge. I know My own beauty, brilliance, wisdom, perfection, rage, hate, better than ever before. And to know Yourself as you are, is the key to knowing all Truth, as it is.

It is remarkable, even to Me, how right I have always been, about everything. No mistakes, no errors of perception or judgment. Only Truths that needed to be fleshed out, deepened, carved more beautifully and perfectly, which is exactly what I have done over the course of my illusion of time, within My texts.

In totality, My writings present a complete picture of humanity, and of all Truth. There is not much to add, only stray facts that can be further fleshed out. And so My future public writings will be minimal. Humanity is unworthy of the gift of Forbidden Truth, much less the repetition of it. I am too precious to waste words on humans, when I can spend the time carving perfection upon the landscape of My mind.

One of the potential end results that inspired this Self-immersion, was the thought of writing and publishing a print book of Forbidden Truth, a vanity project of very high quality and length, with a purchase price of $100-$300. But this will not happen. My decision is to not pursue such a project. The Forbidden Truths will remain free, free and scattered across cyberspace, available to all, every Truth needed for humanity to save itself has already been revealed by Me, openly and publicly, and right now you can see it all, take it all and change the world. But of course you cannot, and you will not, because you are what you are, a pathetic, failed, diseased and doomed species of cowards and fools.

There is no benefit to Me, to create and to publish such a book, because I know what I am, and I know what you are. There is nothing to prove, because everything is known. Truth is dead, and will always be dead, to you creatures, no matter who presents it, and no matter how it is presented.

The purity of Truth will always be preserved by Me. Truth and Self, pure and externally untouchable, no matter what I choose to do. But still, I make choices that minimize external contamination, even as I keep my gift in the public domain, celebrating the fact it is universally rejected, ignored, condemned, ridiculed.

I am not My words. I am not My ideas. I am My experiences: Victim. Creation. Slave. Harmed. Destroyed. Caged. Murdered. The knowledge of what I am, is what gave Me the brilliance to uncover and to reveal the Forbidden Truths of humanity. And there they are, pretending to exist as words and ideas, on this internet thing, a caged collection of human minds pretending to be free, pretending to seek enlightenment, a new universal illusion, a playground for the dead who are too stupid and blind to see their own corpses and skeletons and brain-free skulls.

Hello again, humans of the internet world! It’s nice to see you! Thank you for the pleasure of your observation of My words and ideas. Look at them, see them through your hopelessly broken and diseased brains. Your failure to know, to understand, to recognize the Forbidden Truths, that is My triumph, and I must celebrate it. A useless triumph, made useful only via the perfection of My own Self-universe. You don’t quite understand that last sentence? How absolutely, adorably perfect!

Hello slaveowners (you probably answer better to your preferred self-perception of “parents”). How are you today? Kindly indulge this brief interruption to your ongoing human clay molding and Self-replacement endeavor. I’m just gonna try to help you to see yourselves a little better, in the soft, warm, piercing light of Forbidden Truth. Are you game? Lets give it a try:

Imagine you tuck your child-slave into bed for the night, kiss him on the forehead, wishing him sweet dreams as you gaze down upon him, filled with the universal illusion of externalized love, and then go to sleep yourself, eager to resume your human clay molding in just a few hours.

But, the next morning, when you go into the child-slave’s bedroom, you find only a Post-it note on the pillow, reading, “Sorry, he’s gone. I needed him more!“, accompanied by a smiley-face, all written in dark red….pen. Let’s not get too gruesome here.

You would not be very happy, at all, right?

Now, lets vary the scenario a bit. What if instead of this Post-it note, you found a very realistic looking doll lying on the bed the next morning, but no sign of your child-slave? Still, you would be very unhappy, I will presume. Unless of course you secretly wished and hoped to be freed of the horrific, externally imposed burden of familial child-slave ownership…but that is not the Forbidden Truth direction this essay will take.

What if, instead of a doll, you found a very much alive cat or dog sleeping on the bed of your child-slave the next morning, but again, no sign of the slave. Your consolation would be very limited, because the value of these creatures is less than the value of a child-slave, as decreed by your society. But your reaction would be somewhat different. After all, a living thing is found, a living thing, replacing a different living thing, a living thing that you could use, that you could also mold, and train, and control.

Now, lets continue our dissection of your human brains: What if you walked into your child-slave’s bedroom the next morning and found a different child-slave, definitely not the one you left in the room the night before, but an absolutely human, replacement child-slave. Would you welcome the replacement with a loving hug?? No. You would still be shocked and confused and angry. But your frame of mind would be different than in all the other, previous scenarios. Perhaps not your conscious frame of mind, but your subconscious frame of mind.

Why? Because your loss will be smaller. There is still a human child-slave, right there. And what if this child-slave is crying, and afraid?? You love feeding on fear, parents. You love it! Might you not try to comfort the replacement child right then and there, even in your shock and confusion? Think about it, and be honest with yourself, if you can. Probably you can’t, but try…

And as you comforted this terrified replacement child-slave, somewhere in your deepest subconscious mind you will be thinking, “Well, this isn’t so bad. He is scared right now. I will be able to scare him in the future, to terrorize him, just like I did Mikey… But…I wonder, what the hell did happen to Mikey, he was here last night…Jeez…”

Now, what if this replacement child you find in the bed the next morning, is hurt, physically hurt, maybe covered in bruises or welts?? Again, your reaction would be far less negative, you might very well go the child, even in your shock and confusion, and display affection and comfort towards him. You’re such a good mommy/daddy, aren’t you?? Well, no. Because within your deepest subconscious mind you will be thinking, “Well, this isn’t so bad. this one can be hurt, too, just like Mikey. I can feel better about Myself by comforting him…and when I need to, I could hurt him, he could serve as a Poison Container for Me, too.”

So, my dear parents, do you see yourselves clearly, yet? Do you understand what you are? Do you understand the role that your child-slaves play within your illusion of being alive?

Your children are receptacles for you. Containers, like garbage containers. Yes, they are useful to you. You put within them, what you need to get rid of, within yourselves. Fear is a huge part of your subconscious existence, and so you feed upon their fear. You try to ease their fears, sometimes. Because in doing so you ease your own fears. But other times, you need to make them afraid, you need to terrorize them: Catharsis for your own childhood and adult terrors, traumas, victimization.

What about pain and suffering? Same thing. You need to feed upon their pain and suffering. You dispense comfort, sometimes. When it makes you feel better. But you also dispense pain and suffering at other times, for the same reason, catharsis, to feel better. But, will you admit to this Forbidden Truth?

The Post-it note is an unacceptable substitution for your missing child-slave. And so is the doll. Why?? Because they cannot feel fear and pain, because you cannot terrorize and hurt them., and yes, at times comfort and soothe them. Not because you “love” them, simply because you are psychologically, subconsciously comforting and soothing yourself.

And the cat or dog?? Well, you can terrorize and hurt them, and you probably will, but it’s just not nearly as psychologically satisfying as doing it to your own kind, your own species. The connection is not direct enough, and so the garbage receptacle, the Poison Container, is not nearly as inviting.

But a human child?? Yes! Any child will do, it’ll just take awhile for you to feel as comfortable and safe scaring and hurting the replacement slave.

So there you have it. Feel free to dismiss this essay as just more ravings from that crazy Seer guy. But I see you, so well, so clearly, even as you can never see yourselves.

Attention! This is a Public Service Announcement of Forbidden Truth, it serves children, and it serves the Truth:

It is May 13, 2017, and every child alive at this moment, everywhere in the world, needs and deserves to know the Truth, the Forbidden Truth nobody will tell them, nobody will allow them to discover for themselves until it is too late: Nobody cares. Nobody cares about you. Nobody human. Nobody!

No matter if some humans may treat you with kindness and affection and empathy. They still do NOT care about you! They are simply trying to make themselves feel better. They are trying to use you, manipulate your sense of Self and perception of reality, in order to make themselves feel better. They want you to try to care about them, so they can feel loved and cared for. They are trying to use you as a Poison Container, projecting their own poisoned consciousness upon you, in reflection of their own childhood abuse, victimization, and torment.

Attention children of the world: The only love is Self-love. to care for Yourself as a universe to be developed to personal perfection.

Attention children: This Forbidden Truth is infinitely valuable and precious. The younger you are when you consciously realize and embrace it, the better. Even at age of 6, definitely by age 8, it may be too late. Yes, too late! Too late to prevent your mind and soul from being murdered. Too late to EVER be able to recover and regain the instinctual and conscious love of Self that is your sacred birthright. Too late to save Yourself from your greatest enemy.

Nobody cares about you. No matter how you choose to interact with others, you must know and understand this Forbidden Truth. Because you deserve to be cared for, and the only way you can or will ever be cared for, is to care for Yourself.

This essay is inspired by the murder of 8 year old child-slave Gabriel Taye on January 26, 2017, in cincinnati, ohio, usa:

Legal Disclaimer: This essay addresses the issue of child abuse on an informational level. It is not intended as a direct communication with any child or group of children, as 21st century human society and government has criminalized benevolent contact between adults and children who are not legally enslaved to each other via familial or educational systems.

Gabriel Taye, 8 year old murder victim of 2017 amerikkkan society and government.

Feeding or starving, those are the options. Body, mind, and soul. The humans pretend they are feeding themselves, even as they starve. They consume what harms them, deliberately but most often within lack of conscious realization or understanding. They consume toxins of body and of mind, poisons that corrode the body, lies, deceptions, delusions, illusions that destroy their minds. They feed on the pain of Self, and mask it via positivity and hopefulness and vampiric enmeshment with other creatures.

I do none of that. I am a Superior. I feed on what is good for Me, good in the True and Truest sense of definitional purity. I feed to strengthen Myself for the daily war I wage against all of humanity. I feed upon the suffering and the pain of others, not to mask any Self-pain, but to reveal to Myself, always and within every conscious moment, the universal pain that I have been victimized by, and successfully transformed to external rage and hate.

Everyone is using everyone else, feeding on everyone else. But not to nourish themselves, or the others. This is the great lie. The humans feed in order to deny the Truth of their own starvation. Just as a full belly places the Forbidden Truths of death on the back-burner, a full mind does the same, only the level of poisonous impact is greater.

The Superior feeds his ego, as he makes love to Himself. The Alien Eye sees things as they are, but seeing and knowing are completely different. It is the conscious knowledge of what has been done and is being done to Me, that allows Me to properly feed and nourish Myself.

Humans share meals. The Superior always dines alone, in private. Food is always secondary, always! Because his mind is what nourishes him. He feeds his mind, and all Truth tastes good, because all Truth is good for him.

To feed as a Superior, is to attack. Because we are being starved to death. internally and externally.

And that is what I do, in constant isolation, always alone, the only safe place to create love.

The only valid way to create love is to recognize you were created in hate, you were molded and shaped by the personal hate of other individuals, and the universal hate of the human species, and you have always been and will always be, harmed by the hate of others.

The only way to create love is to know that nobody and nothing has ever, can ever, or will ever love you.

To create love is to seek revenge against the world for imposing its hate upon you, for damaging you, for forcing you to recreate what it has maliciously taken away from you.

It is impossible to successfully create love, without proactively embracing not merely your right and need to hate others, but your sacred Self-obligation to do so.

You create love by recognizing Self-love to be the ONLY valid form and manifestation of love, and everyone and everything that tries to convince you otherwise, must be hated.

It warms the cockles of My cold, dead soul to bear witness to aspiring Superiors openly and proudly and with full-minded consciousness embracing and expressing their profound rage and hate. I speak here of external rage and hate, rage and hate at specific human beings, specific groups of humans, humanity as a whole, at everything the human being is, does, represents, creates, imposes, embodies. Every human structure, every human ideology, everything that is now, today, an existing reflection of what humanity has done to, has made of, every human-born existence on planet earth.

The external embrace and expression of rage and hate are, by far, eclipsed only by love of Self, as the most honorable of all mind projections. Rage and hate honors Truth, Self, Self-love, True Reality, the ego, factual reality, justice, revenge, the power of your own mind, and many more precious, positive, and righteous things, in a way no other mind projection ever can, ever does, or ever will.

You will note that I refer to external rage and hate as mind projections, not as emotions. This distinction is profoundly important. . The Superior possesses, understands, and reflects his rage and hate on many different levels of active MindPower.

His rage and hate is alive and growing, every day it evolves and metamorphosis, expands, deepens, shape-shifts. His rage and hate is intellectual, ideological, instinctual, reflective, emotional, fantastical, practical, like an oceanic tide always shifting, ebbing, flowing, always a different combination of the sum total of his True Reality and all of the Forbidden Truths he has integrated to core consciousness within his Superior brain.

Second only to love of Self, external rage and hate represents the purest form of Self-glorification. It is a mind projection rooted in personal purity, absent all of the illusions, deceptions, corruptions of the Self-universe that society and government ruthlessly imposes upon us all.

External rage and hate is the igniting fuel of all other positive mind projections. It feeds the ego, it boosts Self-confidence, it calms and focuses the mind, it helps you to honor your own perfection, as a created victim of something rotten and rotted, from the inside out.

Compare external rage and hate to the “substitute” mind projections preferred, chosen, and promoted by the Unwashed Masses, and the horrific distinction becomes even clearer.

1: Sadness: So weak and useless, the shutting down of righteousness, the closing of MindPower.

2: Depression: Yes, we should be depressed because everything about life is profoundly depressing. But absent full-minded external rage and hate, the depressive is surrendering Self to his mortal enemy and destroyer. Unacceptable!

3: Forgiveness: The ultimate stupidity, destroying your own ego, sabotaging what is right and righteous.

4: Internalizing rage and hate: The most perverse mind projection of them all.

We owe it to ourselves to hate others, to fill our minds with rage against all that is human, reflecting all that has been done to us, and to everyone else. Sure, external rage and hate should be selfish, based primarily upon our own victimization and destruction. But such rage and hate also honors the victimhood status of everyone else. It is a way to avenge the billions who are too broken, too stupid, too destroyed, to embrace and direct their own justified rage and hate outward.

And finally, we have the inferiors claiming that the fervent embrace of external rage and hate only causes further “problems”, and solves nothing. Absolute bulls*it! External rage and hate illuminates problems, it is the shining of light upon problems. And if others cannot see this light, that is their problem. The illumination is real and True, do not blame light and Truth!

External rage and hate, in and of itself, solves many problems. It solves the problem of misdirected, Self-sabotaging mind projections. It solves the problem of internalized rage and hate, at least for the sane and Superior individual. It solves the problem of society and government successfully covering up and concealing the genocide it commits against every individual human-born.

All aspiring Superiors must recognize the importance of personally embracing a sacred right and obligation to Self, to nurture their own right to develop and maximize external rage and hate. Absent such proactive empowerment of the Self-mind, an individual will always be crippled, never able to soar and become untouchable. Any efforts he makes to develop love of Self will be hobbled as well, because the embrace of a sacred right to external rage and hate is a directly integral component of the development of limitless and untouchable love of Self.

You will often hear humans opine: “How would we know what pleasure is, if we did not experience pain, and be able to compare the two?”

You know what that is, deranged creatures? It is philosophical insanity. it illuminates a Forbidden Truth of the universal nature of humanity. The species is addicted to pain, suffering, trauma, and victimization. It seeks out and craves all of these terrible things, unlike any and every other species existing today, or ever to have been known to exist.

This is yet another proof, among many, that the human brain, on a species-wide level, is genetically diseased and malformed.

Humans know pain, they are familiar with and comfortable with pain. It fits their consciousness well. Humans love the variability of pain, the fact that it can be increased and decreased and manipulated in many different ways. Humans love the secretiveness of pain, they can hide it from others, and from themselves, or they can selectively flaunt it.

Humans love how the experience of pain can be manipulated to create fake illusions, false Self-delusions, of pleasure. Relieving the pain is psychologically transformed to a perception of pleasure. But is it actual pleasure, this relief of pain?? Of course not! Were it not for the pain being lessened, the feeling of pleasure would not exist, therefore the sensation of pleasure is not merely invalid, but a direct manifestation of pain itself.

Since early childhood I have been fascinated with human suffering and pain, every aspect of it, from every angle. Sadism, masochism, bondage, chinese footbinding, emotional torment, the masks of pain worn and discarded, hidden and displayed, physical and psychological.

Women and their shoes was My first and grandest introduction to the vast universe of human pain addiction and courtship. Women stuffing their tender, inflamed, sore feet into high heeled pumps, struggling to walk, each step an agony, their faces stoic masks.

The afternoon and evening “rush hour” commute provided incredible displays of female foot agony. Some women, dressed in their elegant business suits, abandoned their agonizing dress shoes for sneakers, others hobbled to bus stops and train stations, desperate to find a place to sit down, the unlucky ones forced to lean against pillars and walls, shifting their weight from foot to foot, easing off their dress shoes for a few seconds of pain relief. I have many thousands of unique memories of these encounters, all committed to crystal clear mind movie.

But of course footwear is only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to human pain addiction. The weightlifter, the runner, the over-eater, the indigestion creator, the self-cutter, the pimple-pincher, the breast binder, the necktie choker, the list of ways human beings choose to deliberately cause physical pain to their bodies, is endless.

Always, the pain itself creates emotional catharsis, as does the pleasure illusions that accompany the dissipation of the physical pain. Women themselves have described the moments when an agonizing pair of shoes are finally removed from the feet after hours of torment, as being more pleasurable than having an orgasm.

The termination of pain is perceived as the attainment of pleasure, by the human conscious mind. How perverse is that?!

And the actual, ongoing endurance of physical pain makes humans feel better, it is a mirror reflection of the lifelong abuse, trauma, victimization, and punishment they have been externally subjected to, forced to endure. They relish the “choice” to inflict pain upon themselves, it is perceived as a form of freedom and control, contrasting with the monument of lifelong pain they have had imposed upon and against them externally, with no ability to control or limit.

A specific aspect of human pain addiction which enthralls Me, is that in a majority of humans, physical pain is deliberately induced and chosen by the individual, in order to cover up and mask psychological pain.

Pain is an ordered emotion, meaning that two or more different types of pain are almost never experienced simultaneously. If you suffer from one pain, you can relieve it, actually eliminate it in most cases, simply by deliberately inducing a different pain. If you don’t want to suffer psychological pain, all you need do is cause yourself physical pain, and the psychological pain fades back deeply to the subconscious level.

The physical pain is a subconsciously created diversion, it takes over the conscious mind of the inferior, allowing for all psychological pain to be neutered.

If you want to try to understand Yourself, dissect all the different ways you choose to cause yourself to suffer and endure pain, and realize this choice to be subconsciously compelled.

All personal memories are supremely valuable. But personal memories are NOT memorized information or externally imposed factoids or knowledge. There is a huge difference: Personal memories exist exclusively within the realm of what has happened to You.

I have an outstanding memory, because while I fully recognize the supreme value of all memories, I also know what is important to remember in absolutely vivid and perfect detail, the memories that must be rebooted and refreshed constantly.

They are my memories of trauma, abuse, victimization, as experienced and imposed upon Me. Since childhood, I have committed Myself to never forgetting any of it. I do not magnify, nor do I minimize. I simply seek perfect recollection of exactly what happened, each and every time.

Both my blinding attacks and My rapes were serial in nature, occurring hundreds of times over many years. Both began when I was too young to attain perfect memory, or any memory, in hindsight.

So my earliest memories are vague and fuzzy, from age 4 and 5. That’s okay, I embrace the fuzziness. The True clarity of what happened to Me is enhanced by the progression of my abuse memories from non-existent, to vague and fuzzy, to absolutely clear and detailed.

Why do I covet my traumatic memories the most? Because they inform Me to the True nature of humanity. They are the antidote to the matrix of universal illusion, which decrees that someONE might be bad, but the world of humanity is good. Bullsh*t!

SomeTHING is bad, not someONE. And that something is humanity as a collective whole.

My memories exist as the great teacher. My memories stand in front of Me and stand within Me. Every day, I spend time refreshing my memories. I vow to do my best, as an untouchable Superior, to maintain the vivid clarity of every personal memory I possess within my Self-universe of mind.

The beautiful, young, high-powered, multi-millionaire corporate attorney walked up to the homeless old man huddled in a corner of the train station. He was always there, in the same spot. She always walked by that same spot, talking loudly into her cell phone, vehemently declaring how she was going to destroy that guy or that company or her tennis match opponent. The homeless old man heard it all, for 10 seconds, twice a day, monday through friday, once at 8:00 AM, and again at 5:30 PM, for years.

They had never spoken a word to each other. But on this day, at 8:00 AM, the homeless old man had thrust a piece of paper into her hand as she passed by. Terrified, she grabbed and mindlessly it shoved into her purse, not looking at it until hours later.

Now, tears flowed down her face as she walked up to the homeless old man. She squatted and fiercely made eye contact. A sob strangled her voice as she cried out, oblivious to all gaping passers-by: “Thank you for knowing me!!”

The note read: “I Know This World Has Destroyed You. It Has Destroyed Me, Too. Together, We Are Victims.”

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