03/28/2011

from the vault: osmosis (fig. 1)

osmosis: the flow of a solvent by diffusion through a semipermeable membrane from a more concentrated solution to a less concentrated one, until the concentrations are equalized. it is a major factor in regulating the movement into and out of tissues in living organisms

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i haven't been doing a very good job as the love artist, if i am to be totally honest. i know it probably looks good on paper, & i have been working very hard, practicing calling the ether in & moving energy in & out of my heart & getting very still & listening to the ocean & the wheatgrass & low moan of our connective tissue

all night long

but truth be known, i am the bitchiest love artist EVER these days . . .

what happens for me is, again, the high standards. i do not believe in a

kissy face, on both cheeks, you are so fabulous, let me take care of you or fuck you/seduce you

kind of love . . not that any of that is not love necessarily & not that i don't do any or all of these things on a regular or semi regular basis, but what i am talking about here ~ as my daily love artist practice ~ is:

1) lowering my resistance to any human being to as close to zero as possible (no mean feat, try it)

2) after this resistance is lowered, putting equal value on both of us as separate beings

3) eliminating the barriers between our separate concentrations of molecules so that we become, through osmosis, the same liquid flow of molecules

4) after we become liquid & the same & every molecule between us belongs to both of us then