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>> Tuesday, December 22, 2009

1:38 AM. Instead of drifted in the pitch black sleep, I am still typing this very entry. Managed to finish only 2 pages of the wedding album. But the 2 pages took almost 3 hours...huuu~~~. Yeah, I spent a lot of time doing the design because I want to satisfy myself, my clients rather than finishing it halfheartedly.

I have a lot of pictures to be uploaded. Flickr seems to be so generous tonight. Managed to upload some pictures taken around the Raya Haji holidays. A lot more to come. Once I finished uploaded the necessary pictures, then I'll blog about them.

How much do you know about yourself?? Who created the word 'Hypocrite'? I hate this word. When some do wrong, do bad things that other people can't accept, Hypocrite always the word that they gonna use.

"well, sekurang2nya aku tak hipokrit..dh mmg aku camni kannn?"

Some would think their bad habits, bad behaviors as their unique thing to define who they are. To let others know how special they are, how they should remember them without knowing that deep inside their heart, they are just bluffing, trying to look cool, trying so hard to be different.

Are you feeling me?? Here's one example. Think of a person who is hot-headed and always think he/she is right. Sometimes these people have already knew that they are doing something wrong. They know they should apologize, admit the mistake or change their decision whatsoever. Yes, they are well aware of that.

But because they THINK their hot-headed behavior is their unique way for people to acknowledge them, they just keep on their empty guts and keep on denying!!! Some are just fake. They tried so hard to be hot-headed all the time eventhough for some reason or in some situation they know if they just let it go, everything would be better.

But they would always say "dh mmg aku camni..aku mmg panas baran, keras kepala..takleh nk ubah aku..". What the fuck. U are the one who can change that. Why not let it go for something better when U actually can. But you keep on trying to make people acknowledge you. "Oh, that's Zack. The one who always stick his nose in others' businesses".

It's always a good thing to change for a better purpose. Dont you think so? Rather than keep on saying.."I'm PET who likes to drink and clubbing!!!". I always think and believe, if you do something bad, just keep it for yourself. Don't be proud of it. And don't try so hard to keep being one when you can't really afford it and it's so not you...