hi,i've only just started reading,but immediatly 2 things jumped out at me,i hear a voice,am called insane and do not care about that.i won't go into what i;ve seen etc,but just silly things like in that world,even the colour is alive,it;s like here is cardboard compared to this other place,also i once dared to ask this voice who he was? he thundered "i am" even i shook,i'm not religious.i've nearly died in several accidents,3 times in last year i've overdosed.i don't want to be here anymore.i asked why on earth he'd even talk to me last night,he said "you love" "you forgive" that was pretty much all.oh,sorry,stupid me,i wanted to ask you what I AM actually means?

Quoting: lupa14714

Wasn't from God but was from your own mind, God does not speak to those whom try to end their own life's but spirits wanting to deceive ye shall even if to give ye vision of beauty placing it into mind. We are busy doing other things most of what people claim comes from God didn't.