the idea (of making that self narcissistic creation) is simply because i'm sooo soo bored with my life right now. i literally am becoming more and more lifeless each day. school work, sahur, tidur, school work, buka puasa, school work. sesekali diselingi nonton tivi dan lain2. bottom line, school work has driven me completely insane.

the fact that school tasks will be over within a week is the only thing that keep my sanity around here.

so yes, light up my life a bit will ya people? just drop by to the ultimate mijungism, and leave a comment there. it will be much appreciated and will affect my life entirely, for i am now planning to commit some sorta suicidal behaviour due to this boredom i am suffering from.

and no, i'm not exaggerating, nor joking about the suicidal behaviour.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

yippi yay yay yippeee yaaay!! so i finally bought the aladdin dvd box set! you know, the one that i talked about in the previous entry? sooo exticed to watch that again, cuz i haven't watched aladdin since like what, 10 years ago? oh god i'm getting old, makes me realise.

quite disappointed though, cuz i bought that for $59.95, whilst an hour after i bought the dvd, she called me to inform me the exact same thing sold for only $55.95 at BIG W! it's only $4 difference, i know, but hey, it's more than 2-hours full fare metcard, it's the same as 1 hungry jack's whopper, and it's even worse if you convert that to IDR. gosh.

[begin update]: i just add a new shoutbox! shout to the max people, yell whilst you can. SHOOT! [end update]

RAMADHAN! selamat puasa buat semuanya, mohon maaf lahir batin

(: mia-irwan :)

and now just a quick post before i struggle again with my philosophy politics essay. i'd be killed by my life companion if i don't finish this shit before saturday. >.<

anyway, here's just maybe a provoking thought, again about oh-the-almighty internet. i somehow can't get my mind off this issue, yet i know i should. i am becoming more boring and more boring every damn day.

why i become more and more addicted to the internet: my utopian point of view of the internet.

- i love the idea of legendary internet pioneer JC Licklider. he said that life will be happier for the online individual because the people with whom one interacts most strongly will be selected more by commonality of interest and goals than by accident of proximity. the most blatant example of this, in my opinion, is virtual community. the member of it have been bonded by the fact that they share the same interest, regardless their race, religion, gender, nationality. they don't care whether you're gay, they don't care whether you have bad breath or horrible body odor (bad metaphors with the bad breath and body odor, i know, but oh what the heck) :P all they care is that you love gaming and proud to be a gamer. *me waving hands to hendra and livia, a very romantic couple, bonded by the greatest UO online gaming*

- as most of you know this fact, but only some of you aware of this fact, is that the internet provides a foundation for a more egalitarian world order. confused? same here. nyehehehe :P nah, internet can be said the best metaphor with agora, a place where the athenian (yes, back to the ancient greece here people) citizens met to discuss ideas for the common good. this place was non-hierarchical, a place where everyone was equal. the internet is the most democratic place in the world. so yep, the idea of the equality is what i love most here. you don't have to be in a certain standard to be admitted by the net. you can always say no when you really want to say no, you can even be a man when you're actually a female (or even a shemale? oh god forbid. :P)

so there. oh i think i have to make this topic for my issues in electronic media class.of course, this utopian views come with dystopian views as well. will update about that later, now mr. foucault is waiting for me to be written about. huhuhu T_T

and oh, almost forgot. anyone loves bruce lee? just click this link, and discover a new form of art, digital art. i will write about that, some time. in the mean time, just enjoy my stupid boring writing about internet.

Sunday, October 10, 2004

i definitely am suffering a chronic boredom. this severe desease has caused me very very both boring and bored. you know what made me realise that i'm having this stupid desease?

OK, here goes.

firstly, within this week, from 8 classes i'm having per week, i went only to 3 of 'em. ergo, i skipped so many classes. it ain't good at all, i know.

secondly, i spend my time on the internet waaay too much. i even have this withdrawment *is that even a word? hehehe* if i'm not online. ergo, i'm such a boring person no one wants to talk to me in the real world.

thirdly, i become more and more obsessed with this idol shit. it's pathetic, it's bad, it's evertyhing NOT good. anyway guys, i'm soo in love with chanel from her today's performance!

lastly, i spent most of my dough on dvds, movies and food. oh good lord.
within this week, i have rent 6 dvds, have bought 5 new dvds, and have watched soo many movies.

and why is this bad for me?
CUZ I ACTUALLY HAVE SUMTIN REALLY IMPORTANTS TO BE DONE. you know, shit stuffs like school stuffs and house chores.

Thursday, October 07, 2004

can anyone of you explain what the hell is going on with my stewpid laptop?
ok here's the problem. I DUNNO WHAT THE PROBLEM IS!! oh this computer illiterate thingo dingo is really getting worse and worse. my oh my.
and where do i post this entry from, you may ask? many thanks to the one and only andini of course, thru the magic of the blue cable called LAN. nyahahaha ^-^

ahem. specific topic rite now.
i somehow lost my interest in australian idol, since i lost him. yes, stupid people had decided that daniel was not on the comp anymore!
i mean, come on, how could people NOT vote for him, since he has this good voice, big heart, and good looking face? omg what more can you ask from a man (as an idol of course huehueh)? and the fact that he brings out the gossips to the public at the most (you know, the gossip between him and chanel).

just look at this pic below. no more gossips and stuffs about them anymore. aren't they the cutest??

OK, he might not have the biggest heart, the best voice and yada yada yodely doo, but THE GOSSIPs?? how can you afford to lose 'em? *hahaha one of my friends said that i should've watched BIG BROTHER instead of IDOL.*
man, idol would never be the same without him anymore. *sigh*

anyway, i lied about i lost my interest in idol. i definitely am gonna watch the inside idol today, and i'm so going to the highpoint today, to meet them, IN PERSON! oooohhh andiniiii, can't wait can't wait ca't waitttt!!! have a nice day people, cuz i'm having a nice one around here. :) and oh, i mean it with my laptop problem. can anyone of you try to gimme the solution?

Friday, October 01, 2004

1. Never miss the show, not even one (that's including inside idol, which gonna show u all the hot gossip about idol)
2. Along with my housemate, have downloaded everything about idol. Be it the videos of individual performances, auditions, or even group performances, and the mp3s.
3. Am really excited about Sunday night (the concert show).
4. Am really anxious about Monday night (the verdict show).
5. Am really jealous for those who live in Sydney. They can be in the same roof as the finalists during the show.
6. Know every single detail about the finalist. Be it only age or the area where they came from.
7. Am so sick of school (which happens to be on Monday night, the same time with the verdict show. The result is, I skip that media classes pretty often)
8. Do not have any fondness with one particular finalist, since I know they who have the least vote will be leaving the competition every week, one by one)
9. Check the idol forum, the un/official website of the finalist, every friggin day. Literally every friggin day.
10. Am having this some sorta continously unexplainable excitement every time I watch the idol.
11. Am fully aware that I need help.