About my life as a targeted individual and surviving the effcts of non-lethal weapons that have been used against me by the Metroplitan police uk, look at the Patten report 69 and 70 -

Friday, 31 December 2004

1- repeat Christmas 2008 one dreadful day in the life mmh189 ending in near death

The men on duty decide to punish me because they could not be at home with there families and they all so had had a drink, I had one small sherry with the lady I was looking after, how they did not kill me I do not know, but they didn't and it made me realise that because I had survived the night that I might just go to survive a few more the other thing it did was give me some thing to compare the pain to when they put me through it again, I stopped crying because and started laying still and just let them get on with until they filled there boots,

the Thursday before Christmas they targeted my mouth all day and I just lay there until they had finished because there was another occasion when they caused me so much pain in my mouth that I wanted to put my head through the window, once they cause you what they call the height of pain and bring it down again and then up again it dose not work a second time,

there is no pain that will ring me down because what they are causing me physical dose not bring me down mentally and that is why they can not break me,

to break someone you have to be in the same room as them as an intimidating preseason and it is for the same reason that I will never get into a Stockholm situation, I do not no them, they can not explain to me that they are doing to to promote there cause and save the world because this has just been about causing pain and seeing how long I would live, they do not care about the effect it has had on me because there only aim has to murder me as they have done other people

it is my belief they did this to Dr David Kelly and had a hand in the death of Diann Princess's of wales I know they have the weapons to cause an accidents

they have weapons that we do not know about the Paten report tells you just a small part of what they have