For the Glory of God!

What's the essence of my existence?

I been asking myself with that question for so long but I never get an answer simply because my existence is not for me, there's no such thing as me but there is such thing as "What's the purpose of God in creating me?"

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How I wish You’ve Stay

TRUE LOVE DOESN’T HAVE A HAPPY ENDING BECAUSE IT NEVER ENDS. LETTING GO IS ONE WAY OF SAYING I LOVE YOU.

I been trying to let go of myself because of true love and I am lossing myself because I do fall in love. I believed that mostly of us have experienced to fall in love, to sacrifice, to let go and to cry. All these things are part of our lives, spices that make us a better person. But there are times that too much spice in our life, it seems that we don’t know how to feel the love, the love that were taken for granted by other people, the love that make us cry.

How does it feel that you cry for someone special but he/she is crying to someone else? It’s just like if you want this someone special to cry in your shoulder, you are inviting him/her to cry under the rain so that he/she won’t see the tears that are coming in your eyes. How you wish you could hug him/her. How you wish you could feel the warm of his/her body but he/she is too far away though he/she is near.

They have said that one way of saying I love you is letting go. How could that be? Letting go of someone you love but hurting yourself? Is that really what we meant by true love? It hurts but the most hurting part is keeping him/her but you can never teach his/her heart to love you they way he/she loves someone else. Many have wished to turn back time so that they could correct what is wrong, but I would rather wish to forward the time to heal the my broken heart since only time could mend a broken heart.

If only I could ask you to stay, but staying here with me, is seeing you in your most painful way, I rather let you go and it’s enough for me to say that once in my life you’ve been a part of me.