GoodbyeDark the day when you walked away
Left me sitting broken hearted
Like a baby I started to cry
Saying nothing not even a goodbye
Broke my heart and emptied my soul
Alone I am drowning in my sorrow
Waiting for the day to end, not tomorrow
I was your night and day, huh, nothing today
But you gut up and walked away
Now drowning in my tears and fears
All alone a slave to our memories
Come back pleas come back to me
Don’t go away alone I don’t want to stay
No fear only sorrow today and tomorrow
With love I cried your name
But now I just cry with shame
You killed the lover in me
I am lonely I have nothing to see
The last of my word I am writing now
To say I love you one more time
The end of the road is near
And my heart is full off fear
I am packed and ready to go
To where my love I don’t know
I am a lover and one day I might
Just might raise my sword and fight
In the name of love I might but not tonight
For tonight I say goodbye

Once, Upon A TimeI have seen
Forever end
Once were lovers
Now are not
Friends
I hear I love you
Now and then
Always suffixed by
But not in
That does not lessen
The words
Or meaning
It still contains
The heart's intent
It is just
The kind of love
Offered with plausible
Regret
So do not say
Always
Or promise
Until the end
When love is given
Without purity
It soon winds up
A burden

Nextel HellObtuseness and Technology don't mix
Some time people don't use common sense god gave them.
Case in point-- I'm on the bus just trying get home after a hard day at work but then it starts!!!!
Let call person with the nextel_Bonehead.
And the caller will be Dipshit.....
Dipshit-beep beep---"yooooo where you at"
Bonehead-beep beep---"on the bus"
Dipshit-beep beep---"you coming back"
Bonehead-beep beep---"yeeee"
Dipshit-beep beep--"what happin to kritt yo"
Bonhead-beep beep--"yo he tryed to rob this dude and got locked"
Dipshit-beep beep--"that's F'ed up -dude see you? "
Bonehead- beep beep--"naaayy"
Dipshit-beep beep--"adggg#*@#(something no one can understand)
Bonehead-beep beep--"What"
Dipshit-beep beep-- "adggg#*#@"
Bonehead-beep beep--"i can't
Dipshit--beep beep--_'yo you got any WEED (wait, hold it ,stop- how dumb is he asking about weed on a nextel. Anyone can HACK it. i can't tell you how here but you can google it)
Bon

.cake.and.penis.so...i was having this sort of conversation today...
and it made me feel the need to blog...
which i put off for a lil while...
cuz i was tired...n guess what?
i still am...
however its still ruminating around in my brain...
which universally means it needs to come out. *nod*
so anyway.
i think sometimes peoples wiring is crossed.
not on purpose...
perhaps not even thru any fault of their own.
it simply...is what it is.
and in their wires being crossed...
perhaps they think they're ready for something or want something...
and they strive forward toward it...
yet when they reach a certain point,
everything sort of...stagnates...
and mayhaps even reverses.
which ultimately causes copious amounts of confusion for the person on the receiving end.
let me speak penis for a moment.
sometimes i think i want cake.
so i go to the store and i buy the cake
then i get home...
put the cake in the fridge...
forget about it until later...
cuz something else caught

Very Sad...My name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly brok

Goalmy goal is to be off of Uber Cherry by the time my One year anniversary rolls around. I have about 2 months to go. Will I make it???

How To Call The Police When You're Old And Don't Move Fast Anymore.George Phillips of Meridian, Mississippi was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she
could see from the bedroom window.
George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things.
He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" and he said "no" Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, "Okay,"
hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again.
"Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I've just shot them." Then he hung up.
Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response Unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and caught the burglars
red-handed.
One of the Policemen said to George: "I thought you said tha

I PaidA man in a bar has a couple of beers and the bartender tells him he owes $6.50.
"But I paid, don't you remember?" says the customer.
"Okay," says the bartender, "if you said you paid, you did."
The man then goes outside and tells the first person he sees that the bartender can't keep track of whether his customers have paid.
The second man then ruses in, orders a beer and later pulls the same stunt.
The barkeeper replies, "If you say you paid, I'll take your word for it."
Soon the customer goes into the street, sees an old friend, and tells him how to get free drinks.
The man hurries into the bar and begins to drink highballs when suddenly,
the bartender leans over and says, "You know, a funny thing happened in here tonight. Two men were drinking beer, neither paid and both claimed that they did. The next guy who tries that is going to get punched right on the face."
"Don't bother me with your troubles," the final patron responds. "Just give me my change and

Monkey In The BarA guy walks in to a bar with his pet monkey. He orders a drink and while he's drinking the monkey jumps all around the place. The monkey grabs some olives off the bar and eats them. Then he grabs some sliced limes and eats them. Then he jumps on to the pool table, grabs one of the billiard balls, sticks it in his mouth, and to everyone's amazement somehow swallows it whole. The bartender screams at the guy, "Did you see what your monkey did?"
The guy says, "No, what?"
"He just ate the cue ball off my pool table - whole!"
"Yeah, that doesn't surprise me," replies the guy. "He eats everything in sight. Sorry. I'll pay for everything."
The man finishes his drink, pays his bill, pays for the stuff the monkey ate and leaves.
Two weeks later, he's in the bar again, and his pet monkey is with him. He orders a drink and the monkey starts running around the bar again. While the man is finishing his drink, the monkey finds a maraschino cherry on the bar. He grabs it, sticks it in

Internet Radio Is In Jeopardy!IMMEDIATE ACTION NEEDED FOR THURSDAY, JULY 12TH
Greetings,
Time and options are running out for Internet Radio. Late this afternoon, the court DENIED the emergency stay sought on behalf of webcasters, millions of listeners and the artists and music they support.
UNLESS CONGRESS ACTS BY JULY 15th, the new ruinous royalty rates will be going into effect on Sunday, threatening the future of all internet radio.
We are appealing to the millions of Internet radio listeners out there, the webcasters they support and the artists and labels we treasure to rise up and make your voices heard again before this vibrant medium is silenced. Even if you have already called, we need you to call again.
The situation is grave, but that makes the message all the simpler and more serious.
PLEASE CALL YOUR SENATORS AND REPRESENTATIVES RIGHT AWAY and urge them to support the Internet Equality Act. Go to http://www.capwiz.com/saveinternetradio/alert_9738601.html to find the phone numbers of

Signs And Notices 04These are supposedly actual signs that have appeared at various locations.
On a New York convalescent home: "For the sick and tired of the Episcopal Church."
On a Maine shop: "Our motto is to give our customers the lowest possible prices and workmanship."
At a number of military bases: "Restricted to unauthorized personnel."
On a display of "I love you only" Valentine cards: "Now available in multi-packs."
In the window of a Kentucky appliance store: "Don't kill your wife. Let our washing machine do the dirty work."
In a funeral parlor: "Ask about our layaway plan."
In a clothing store: "Wonderful bargains for men with 16 and 17 necks."
In a Tacoma, Washington men's clothing store: "15 men's wool suits, $10. They won't last an hour!"
On a shopping mall marquee: "Archery Tournament-Ears pierced"

Baptizing A DrunkA man is stumbling through the woods totally drunk when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. The drunk walks into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of booze.
Whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?"
"Yes I am" replies the drunk, so the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the river.
He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?"
The drunk replies, "No, I haven't."
The preacher, shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again, but for a bit longer this time. He pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus, my brother?"
The drunk again answers, "No, I have not found Jesus."
By this time the preacher is at his wits end so he dunks the drunk in the water again, but this time he holds him down for about 30 seconds.
When the drunk begins kicking his arms and legs, the preacher pulls him

Professional EtiquetteA guy walks into a bar and sees a gorgeous woman sitting alone at the bar.
He walks up to her and says, "Hi there, good lookin'. How's it going?"
She turns around, looks him straight in the eye and says, "Save the small talk buddy. I screw anybody, anytime, anywhere, your place, myplace, in the car, on the ground, standing up, sitting down, nakedor with clothes on, dirty, clean...It doesn't matter to me. I've been doing it ever since I got out of college and I just love it."
Eyes wide with interest, he responds, "No kidding. I'm a lawyer too. What firm are you with?"

Shy Handsome ManA shy handsome fellow was at a club and sees a beautiful woman seated alone at the bar. After an hour of screwing up his courage he heads over to her and asks tentatively, "Uh, would you mind if I chatted with you for a while?"
She responds by yelling at the top of her lungs, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!"
Everyone in the bar is now staring at them. Naturally, the poor guy is hopelessly and completely embarrassed and he meanders back to his table. Afer a few minutes, the woman walks over to him and apologizes. She smiles at him and says, "I'm sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I'm studying how people respond to embarrassing situations."
To which he responds, at the top of his lungs, "What do you mean $200 an hour!"

Ugh!I made a really GOOD really nice dinner for my mother. She's been doing a lot of the cooking lately...just because I haven't felt like it. So do you think she said Thank You? Nope. Not even an "MMmmm this is tasty". NOTHING. Ugh! First thing she said to me is "are you gonna clean the mess in the kitchen?"
:/

The Perfect PasswordA woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, she told him that he would now need to enter a password, something he could remember easily and will use each time he has to log on.
The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in....
P...
E...
N...
I...
S...
His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied:
**PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH***

Thank Youi just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all the comments and ratings ......xoxo

Four Worms And A LessonFour Worms and a lesson____
A minister decided that a visual demonstration would
add emphasis to his Sunday sermon.
Four worms were placed into four separate jars.
The first worm was put into a container of alcohol.
The second worm was put into a container of cigarette smoke.
The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup.
The fourth worm was put into a container of good clean soil.
At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results:
The first worm in alcohol - Dead.
The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead < BR>
Third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead
Fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive.
So the Minister asked the congregation -
What can you learn from this demonstration?
Maxine was setting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said,
"As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!"
That pretty

Blue DragonPlayed the demo on 360 last night. Pretty damn cool. They incorporated something similar to overdrives from final fantasy 7. When your tension meter gets full you can select a corporeal attack. Your shadow becomes real and it goes into a sick ass attack animation for extreme damage. The only thing i didn't like is that it was always the same animation. So hopefully they put in some other attacks in the final version. The only other thing i didn't like was the music during the boss fights, it's like really really bad 80's hair metal. It just loops over and over, fucking awful. Overall though im excited for this to come out.
I also ended up trying the demo for Overlord. Which I meant to go pick up today but i'm too god damn lazy. Pretty sweet concept, your this evil guy and you have an army of minions. You destroy shit. The minions do comical things like use destroyed environments as armor. For instance i had them destroy a pumpkin patch and one of the minions stuck a pumpkin on his

Biology TestStudents in biology were taking their final exam. The last question was,
"Name seven advantages of Mother's Milk," worth 70 points or none at all.
One student was hard put to think of seven advantages.
He wrote;
1. It is the perfect formula for the child.
2. It provides immunity against several diseases.
3. It is always at the right temperature.
4. It is inexpensive.
5. It bonds the child to the mother, & vice versa.
6. It is always available as needed.
And then the student was stuck. Finally, just before the bell indicating
the end of the test rang, he wrote;
7. It comes in really awesome containers.
He got an A

The KnobA woman visited her plastic surgeon who told her about a new procedure called "The Knob," where a small knob is placed at the top of the woman's head and could be turned to tighten up her skin and produce the effect of a brand new face lift.
Of course, the woman wanted "The Knob".
Over the course of the years, the woman tightened the knob, and the effects were wonderful. The woman remained young looking and vibrant.
After fifteen years the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems. "All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results. But now I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible bags under my eyes and the knob won't get rid of them."
The doctor looked at her closely and said, "Those aren't bags, those are your breasts."
She said, "Well, I guess there's no point in asking about the goatee."

--------------love-----------------------LOVE IS PATIENT
LOVE IS KIND
LOVE IS NOT ENVIOUS
OR BOASTFUL OR ARROGANT
OR RUDE.IT DOES NOT
INSIST ON ITS OWN WAY:
IT IS NOT IRRITABLE
OR RESENTFUL;IT DOES NOT
REJOICE IN WRONG DOING
BUT REJOICE IN TRUTH
LOVE BEARS ALL THINGS,
BELIEVE ALL THINGS
HOPES ALL THINGS,
ENDURES ALL THINGS
AND NOW FAITH, HOPE
AND LOVE ABIDE, AND THE
GREATEST OF THESE IS LOVE.

Going Out Tomorrow Night Who Wants To Join??To all my friends and family in the flint and surrounding areas...My Bf Steve aka Maddawg and I are going to a small bar in the mt morris area for fun and karaoke...The name of the bar is Little Country on Dort Hwy close to Stanly...We would like to have a bunch of people up there to have fun with us...And for the ones who havnt got to meet me yet there u go there is the perfect chance lol...so i hope to see some of you there...leave me a comment, shout or message and let me know if u can make it or not so i know how much space to hold...Hope to see some of you there :-)
~Danielle~

13 * 21 = Hoaxhttp://www.snopes.com/military/flagfold.htm
http://www.snopes.com/military/21gun.asp
Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin
All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms.
I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers.
Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776?
Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America F

What About Me?SO VERY TIRED OF SITTING ONLINE LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO CHAT WITH. IF YOU DON'T WANT TO CHAT WITH ME THEN JUST DELETE ME FROM YOUR LIST. I'M ALSO TIRED OF MY CLUB(S) MEMBERS NOT DOING SIMPLE THINGS I ASK OF THEM. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE....

The Things That Drive Me Fucking CrazyThe things that drive me fucking crazy
1. Driving under the speed limit people speed up or get off the road and let the rest of us by apparently your not in any hurry anyway
2. Not turning right on red when there no reason to sit there move it less its posted no turn on red
3. People quit turning left out of the center lane when there’s a left turn lane what is wrong with you
4. When there an object in your lane stop and wait for on coming traffic to clear before you go around it I drive a big truck next time ill hit you
5. Construction PERIOD .!!!!!! Fucking orange barrels or cones every where shit I’m starting to see them in my sleep and what’s up with the jolly old fat men with there ass cracks hanging out DAMN pull up your fucking pants crack kills lol
6. Detours turn here turn here 30 minuets out of my way I’m finally where I should’ve been in five minuets
7. LOUD MUSIC look I love my music loud but the shit some of you listen to should be outlawed when your at a s

About Time Shoutbox Feature UpdateHEY TAPPERS, WE HAVE A GREAT NEW SHOUTBOX FEATURE...
WHEN YOU HOVER OVER SOMEONES NAME, WATCH AT THE BOTTOM FOR AN OPEN SHOUTBOX LINK. CLICK THAT AND YOUR WHOLE CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE WILL BE OPENED IN A NEW WINDOW. YOU ALSO HAVE THE OPTION TO BLOCK A USER IN THE INFO WINDOW THAT OPENS WHEN YOU HOVER OVER A CT USER.
LETS ALL LET BABY J KNOW WHAT A GREAT NEW FEATURE WE THINK THIS IS!
THANKS,
CT BOUNCERS!

Easy Herbed Grilled SalmonCooking Spray
1/2 pound salmon filet
1 tablespoon butter or margarine
1/2 lemon
2 tablespoons white wine
1/2 teaspoon salt (optional)
1/2 teaspoon onion powder
1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
1/2 teaspoon lemon pepper
1 teaspoon oregano
1/2 teaspoon dill weed
1/2 teaspoon parsley flakes
1/4 teaspoon sweet Hungarian paprika
Preheat the grill. Make a tray out of a doubled-length of heavy-duty foil large enough for the fish filet, by folding a long piece in half and folding up all four sides, with the dull side up. (The shiny side reflects, so you want it down so as not to burn the food.) Spray the entire inside of the foil tray liberally with cooking spray. Place the foil tray on a platter or metal tray to transport to the grill.
Place the fish filet in the foil tray skin-side down or boned-side up if it is skinned. Smear a thin line of butter or butter-flavored margarine lengthwise on the filet(s). Squeeze lemon juice liberally over the filet(s), and then a splash of white

It's Not What You Say, It's How You Say It...1. A lady walked into a hair salon with her husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?"
2. A lady was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. She was unhappy with the women's type she had been using. After browsing for several minutes, she was approached by one of the good-looking salesman. Without thinking, she looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls."
3. My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just looking at your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically. The boy grinned and I turned beet-red and walked away.
4. What happens when you predict snow but don't get any! A female news anchor in Michigan; after it was supposed to have snowed and didn't, turned to the weatherman and asked: "So Bob, where's

Something You Need To KnowACCORDING TO A NEW SURVERY, WOMEN-SAY THEY FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE UNDRESSING IN FRONT OF MEN THAN THEY DO UNDRESSING IN FRONT OF OTHER WOMEN. THAY SAY THAT WOMEN ARE TOO JUDGEMENTAL, WHERE, OF COURSE, MEN AARE JUST GRATEFUL

The WalkWe start along the footpath
weeds crowd our feet
a tender doe with limpid eyes
darts across our path..
summer heat laps our breath
and sweat runs salty trails
along our cheeks..
we follow the cool into the wood
as leaves nudge each other
in quiet murmurs to dancing birds
amongst silver branches
crying, one to another
in private conversation
In envy we listen, their
music ours
We long to flee,
just as they
to the highest branches.
Our hands entwine
a mirror of ivy climbing
the waist of solid trunks,
the ground meets our feet with soft reply
and scent of disturbed foilage.
We sit by the brook
her soothing tone lulls our souls
and we laugh as she moves untroubled.

Flaming Turtle Chocolate Fondue1/4 cup milk
1/2 cup milk chocolate
1/4 cup caramel syrup
2 Tbsp pecans, chopped
2 Tbsp rum, 151-proof for flambé
For the Dipping Basket:
Fruit, cut (strawberries, bananas and pineapple)
Marshmallows
Cake, cubed (pound cake and cheesecake)
Soften milk chocolate in the microwave. Heat milk in the fondue pot. Once it's hot, add softened chocolate. Stir until you have a smooth consistency. Pour caramel into a pool in the middle of the chocolate. When it's time to serve, pour the rum over the top of the chocolate. Leave a small amount on the spoon to ignite with a lighter. Use flaming spoon to ignite the rum on the chocolate. Add the chopped pecans to the chocolate. Allow the flame to burn out.
Note: All dipping items should be skewered and dipped in the chocolate. Be careful as you reach the sides and bottom of the fondue pot; the chocolate tends to be hotter there.
Yield: 2 servings

Really Need Help HereI really need some help friends... i have no idea what to do with this situation.. right now i'm crying hysterically because i can't find anyone to talk to about what's goin on .. and i just figured i would write a blog to tell whats goin on and hopefully get some feedback...I'm prayin to find a solution because i dont know how much more i can take.
You see the problem is that i haven't dealt with my ex greg in about 4 months. All of a sudden today i get an email from him on myspace... He had deleted his old one i guess.. i dunno cause i havent heard from him in a long time.. well he's saying shit like im gonna tell steve( guy im seeing) what kinda person i am.. and that my mom is crazy.. just stir up a buncha bullshit. You see, he doesn't wanna see me happy.. swears to God i did everythin under the sun to hurt him.. when actually he hurt me so badly i wasnt even sure i wanted to get in a relationship with someone new.
From day one of me and greg's relationship, he hacked into m

YayThe Dirty Little Secret Deliberate Gentle Sex Master (DGSM) Innocent but fundamentally sexual, like the word "finger". You are the Dirty Little Secret. Few women have the confidence for sex mastery, and among nice girls, like you, it's almost unheard of. So congratulations. You've had plenty of adventures, but you've remained a kind, thoughtful person. Your friends appreciate your exploits. They even live vicariously through you. Your exact female opposite: The Wild Rose Random Brutal Love Dreamer You seek pleasure, but you're not irresponsible. You are organized and cautious, and you choose your lovers wisely. One, you don't like dirtbags. And two, y

Simple Rules Of Life (taken From A Bulletin Repost)Simple Rules of Life
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead.
Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow.
Do not walk beside me either.
Just pretty much leave me the hell alone.
2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire.
3. It is always darkest before dawn.
So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it.
4. Don't be irreplaceable.
If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted.
5. Always remember that you're unique.
Just like everyone else.
6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.
7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.
8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes.
That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes.
9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you.
10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day.
Teach him how to fish, and he will s

Need Some Advice...I really need some help friends... i have no idea what to do with this situation.. right now i'm crying hysterically because i can't find anyone to talk to about what's goin on .. and i just figured i would write a blog to tell whats goin on and hopefully get some feedback...I'm prayin to find a solution because i dont know how much more i can take.
You see the problem is that i haven't dealt with my ex greg in about 4 months. All of a sudden today i get an email from him on myspace... He had deleted his old one i guess.. i dunno cause i havent heard from him in a long time.. well he's saying shit like im gonna tell steve( guy im seeing) what kinda person i am.. and that my mom is crazy.. just stir up a buncha bullshit. You see, he doesn't wanna see me happy.. swears to God i did everythin under the sun to hurt him.. when actually he hurt me so badly i wasnt even sure i wanted to get in a relationship with someone new.
From day one of me and greg's relationship, he hacked into m

The HookerA guy is walking along the strip in Las Vegas and a knockout-looking Vegas hooker catches his eye. He strikes up a conversation and eventually asks the hooker, "How much do you charge?"
Hooker replies, "It starts at $500 for a hand-job."
Guy says, "$500 dollars! For a hand-job! Holy crap, no hand-job is worth that kind of money!"
The hooker says, "Do you see that Denny's on the corner?"
"Yes."
Do you see the Denny's about a block further down?"
"Yes."
"And beyond that, do you see that third Denny's?"
"Yes."
"Well," says the hooker, smiling invitingly, "I own those. And, I own them because I give a hand-job that's worth $500."
Guy says, "What the hell? You only live once. I'll give it a try."
They retire to a nearby motel. A short time later, the guy is sitting on the bed realizing that he just experienced the hand-job of a lifetime, worth every bit of $500. He is so amazed, he says, "I suppose a blow-job is $1,000?"
The hooker replies, "$1,500."

For The Record.fuck fenway.
really.
for the following reasons i will not be returning to fenway park in the near future.
1. the fans are incredibly rude
- i do not enjoy having my hair pulled.
- being hit in the back of the head.
- having an 45-50 year old man call me fat & tell me to sit down. when i have done nothing to this man. or his companions.
- being yelled at by a woman & the same 45-50 year old man to stop swearing. last i checked it was a ball field & there were no signs telling me that i couldn't swear.
- i was yelled at to sit down when my team did something well & yet all of the red sox fans can stand & cheer & obstruct my view during the game & i don't complain.
2. the employees are numb.
- being rejected alcohol because i had a non-drivers lisence. forgive me if i'm wrong but , i have a non-drivers, that means i won't be driving. why the FUCK can't i buy booze.
- i was stoped by a liquor checker ( some crazy lady with a bright yellow t-shirt & a clip board ) & asked for

Me, Me, MeHi, my name is:
Alissa
When I'm nervous:
Talk a lot and make even more animated hand gestures and facial expressions than normal, which...um...is saying something
The last song I listened to was:
Think of Me (Phantom of the Opera)...instrumental *grins*
If I were to get married right now my maid of honor would be:
This is a complete impossibility, but given it's a hypothetical, I'll go with Michelle
By this time next year:
One year closer to ME and a DEGREE and FREE...yay...rhyming :)
I have a hard time understanding:
a lot of stuff, but nothing in particular comes to mind
If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be:
Destiny
Take my advice:
If you don't take care of yourself, it makes you incapable of taking care of others to the best of your ability
Most recent thing I've bought myself:
Couple of T-Shirts and some unmentionables
Most recent thing someone else bought me:
Cheeseburger last night...thanks Geoff lol
My favorite blonde

On The EdgeON THE EDGE
The trees stretched out their fingers
And tap on the windows
The Darkness is coming
It’s the season of the bat
The rustle, that you are hearing
Is the scuttle of the Rat
In the Darkness
Love lies bleeding.
Off the edge
And on the ground
Nothing lost and nothing found
Can you please sharpen
These plastic scissors
The edge has gone
I can not shave
Now I forget
The why of here
Like wearing straps
A Bondage slave.
It’s not here or the Hereafter
I am gone, but still remain
Laughing down my sleeve
Which I have torn off
Is what you see, what you believe
I like your cheeks, they feel so soft.
I stole this knife
But it has no edge
I have snapped it’s blade
So the corners shine
I rub it slowly
Cross the window ledge
The taste along
My tongue’s divine.
They say, I’m mad
But who are they
This Madness is all pretend
But who are we
Is what I say
To tell the truth
It’s all been lies
With ivory teeth
And blood shot eyes
Now, before I

Terrorist Reid Aka Shoe BomberEveryone should hear what the judge had to say;
Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court.
Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country."
Judge Young then delivered the statement quoted below:
January 30, 2003, United States vs. Reid. Judge Young:
"Mr. Richard C. Reid, hearken now to the sentence the Court imposes upon you.
On counts 1, 5 and 6 the Court sentences you to life in prison in the custody of the United States Attorney Gener al. On counts 2, 3, 4 and 7, the Court sentences you to 20 years in prison on each count, the sentence on each count to run consecutively. (That's 80 years.)
On count 8 the C

Just Something Interesting....ACCORDING TO A NEW SURVEY, WOMEN SAY THEY FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE UNDRESSING IN FRONT OF MEN THAN THEY DO UNDRESSING IN FRONT OF OTHER WOMEN. THEY SAY THAT WOMEN ARE TOO JUDGEMENTAL, WHERE, OF COURSE, MEN ARE JUST GRATEFUL.
SPOKEN BY:
JAY LENO

Sex And The City MovieSex and the City Movie a Big Deal Los Angeles (E! Online) - Take heed, Sex and the City fans. Your blue balls have not been for naught.
After three years of near-incessant rumblings that Carrie Bradshaw, Miranda Hobbes, Charlotte York and Samantha Jones would rendezvous for one more round of cosmos, HBO and New Line Cinema have reportedly teamed up to finally give the girls the big screen send-off (or, possibly, rebirth) fans have been waiting for.
According to Variety, production on the long-gestating, headline-grabbing movie version will begin early this fall with all four leading ladies—Sarah Jessica Parker, Cynthia Nixon, Kristin Davis and Kim Cattrall—set to reprise their iconic roles.
New Line's offices are closed this week and a spokesperson was not available for comment.
A Sex and the City film has been rumored since 2004, when in her flurry of exit interviews, Parker assuaged fan fears with none-too-subtle hints that the HBO show's series finale wouldn't mean th

I Don't Care What Any1 Thinks About Me!!!!Ok as you can read from the subject line, I don't care what anyone thinks about me. I am sick of hiding this from everyone. I am married and I have been bisexual for a very long time, Yes my hubby does know about the way I am, an he is fine with it. I have been looking for a girlfriend for a while now and I seem to be getting no wear. Well I cant really say no wear beause I have been talking to this one girl and I have meet another one and her and I are now best friends. So if you think your interested in being friends and more with a married bisexual person then get in touch, but please what ever you do dont judge me or say smart ass things, because thats not why I put this up for. I put it up beacuse I dont what to hide that I am a bisexual person any more. I am trying to come out of the closet you might say. This might shock some of you but I have been this way for a long long time and you liked me before you knew this so that should not matter to you if you really like me for me. I

To My Ct FriendsHey thanks to all my friends who wished me a happy birthday!! Finally 21 hehe. I love you all and will comment when i can I'm at work so got to go!!! Thanks again!!!!

New PixReally fast just want all to know I have new pix up and more to come this weekend being Nick and I will be together this weekend

Crushed PetalsCRUSHED PETALS
Outside, on the doorstep
lay some snow filled boots, unused
like the axe against the tree
Of toil it was now free
and a future you could not see
left to rust and to rot
and for nature to abuse
no one strong enough to use
Sullenly The Widow Gently Frowns
Unaffected by the Knight
Who Steals the Dreams
her life is rendered by the seams
and stiffels down her screams
Remembering Long Dead laughter
as it fades into the night
which to her is only right
The Knight picks a Flower
That the Dawn will never see
Turns His Head into the wise
See the turmoil in his eyes
Is it tears or is it lies
crushed petals in his hand
You will not Know but only see
Is it you or is it me
She Throws Incense in the Fire
And it Glows Purple in the Flames
Bringing Aromatic Smoke into the Room
reminding her of church and tomb
Both are Pernicious in the Gloom
the candle goes out
Only the Memory Remains
With the darkness making claims
A Nightingale, not in cour

Gift Away..OK SO IM GONNA GIVE IN AND HAVE A GIFT GIVEAWAY CONTEST... TOP PRIZE WILL OF COURSE BE A MILLION DOLLAR MANSION, AND THAT IS FOR 275,000 COMMENTS..
OR JUST PICK ANY OF THESE PRIZE AND JUST COMMENT AWAY... ITS NOT GOING TO BE A RACE OR TIMED OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, JUST GO UNTIL YOU HIT THE COMMENT AMOUNT THAT YOU WANT...
MILLION DOLLAR MANSION + 7 DAY BLAST- 275,000 COMMENTS.
YACHT + 3 DAY BLAST - 125,000 COMMENTS
PORSCHE + 1 DAY BLAST - 100,000 COMMENTS
CORVETTE - 80,000 COMMENTS
TROPICAL VACATION - 70,00 COMMENTS
SILVER MOTORCYCLE - 60,000 COMMENTS
64' IMPALA - 50,000 COMMENTS
ROLEX - 40,000 COMMENTS
MEN'S RING OR DIAMOND RING - 30,000 COMMENTS
PLATNIUM CHERRY OR DIAMOND EARRINGS - 20,000 COMMENTS
SO SEND ME YOUR ENTRY AT ANY POINT... I WILL ALWAYS ACCEPT ENTRIES... THANK YOU ALL!
SEND ALL YOUR LINKS TO ME PLEASE!!!
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Finding The Six: A Simulblog!...We're cutting the field in half, finally, just in time for the big "Idol Saves the World!" spectacular next week. Country night wasn't kind to half of the kids, so it's anyone's guess who's biting the dust tonight.We do know, though, that we'll be clearing up any stupid idea that Simon was rolling his eyes at the Virginia Tech tragedy, we know we'll be hearing from Martina McBride, but we don't know why exactly, and we know that Idol will pull out its favorite "make one of the kids choose between his friends" trick.Because THIS is American Idol.And this is a SIMULBLOG, which means I'm typing as the action is unfolding live on the east coast, publishing at every important break, with spoilers galore, not to mention typos and incoherent thought patterns, so if you live in another time zone and want not to know before it's time for you to know, find somewhere else to hang out for the next hour. But come back and complain with the rest of us after the show._______Sanjaya asks Ryan why he's

American Idol - Top 4 - Not A Good NightWell, last night's American Idol wasn't the best. There were moments of greatness, but I just wasn't very impressed with any of the performances.I did not like Blake's renditions at all -- it's almost like he's just using gimicks (the beat boxing) to stand out and not doing much singing. So, I'll be ready for him to go tonight. (I know my nieces will be screaming with outrage if he leaves -- but for real -- he needs to be done.)I think that LaKisha is also at risk not because she did poorly -- because I think she did okay and she'll get a recording contract and do well without winning -- I think she's at risk because her personality is not as strong as some of the others.Now, I know that Jordin is becoming a favorite, and I've liked her from the start, but her youth is showing and the pouty looks at the end (trying to get people to call and vote for her)... well, it's not my favorite thing ... it just seems like it's a bit immature. She's young and will do very well in the future... bu

Fake Ass Men!Well as of today I deleted a certain person from EVERYTHING in my life. If you can't act like a REAL MAN then don't fuckin bother me. I gave this person a second chance cause I thought people deserved them..well not this guy.. don't have time for ignorance, lying and worthless men. He told me he needed space well become a fuckin astronaut then! I guess he gets bored with one woman and moves onto the next one...what a guy! I know a few like that..get a life! No MAN is worth the DRAMA ladies! Like I always say and is sooo true...WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND. Asshole from beginning to end is more like it!!!!
YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT AND YOU'VE JUST BEEN FLUSHED!!!

To Every One Trying To Get Into My Clubhousego to where it says subcribe as member click on it tonite is bike nite and working on more fun things for tonite.Go to my lounge BIKERS CLUBHOUSE BAR AND GRILL OR GO TO MY BULLENTIN ABOUT BIKE NITE CLICK ON PHOTO IT WILL TAKE U RIGHT TO IT

Fuck YeaJust got back from my last physical therapy session and I got the ok to play rugby, I'm about 95% healed up just got to strengthen my hamstring and my quads

D.c. Caribean CarnivalI kinda slacked off on posting these pictures, the actual date i took these was the 23rd of June, I took alot more pictures than just these, the streets were crowded with people, I was actually suprise there wasn't any fights and its Washington D.C., wow! Talk to the hand devil dog!

I Know Someone Who Just Might Be A Big Phony On Ct!I LOVE YAHOO YA KNOW WHY I LOVE THE ARCHIVES AND ONE DAY I JUST MIGHT CALL THIS PERSON OUT FOR EVERYTHING THEY HAVE DONE AND SAID SO I SAY THIS TO THE PERSON AN THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE WATCH YOUR BACK BECAUSE ITS NOT ONLY ME NOW THERES A FEW OF US!

PromisesPromises
Ever since human beings could speak to one another, they have been making promises and keeping them or not keeping them. Those who keep their promises are regarded as people of integrity, while those who don’t keep their promises are regarded as people who at best can’t be taken seriously and at worst can’t be trusted. Sometimes we forget how powerful our words are, and we use them haphazardly or unconsciously, creating expectations that are never fulfilled, leaving disappointment and distrust in our wake.
On an even deeper level, there are promises we may have made to ourselves that we don’t remember because they have slipped into our unconscious. An early heartache may have been followed by a promise never to trust love again. Without realizing it, we may be fulfilling that promise and wondering why our love life looks so grim. At an even deeper level, many people who recall past lives become aware that they made a promise lifetimes ago that they are still keeping.

FractalsBasically everyone knows what fractals are. We may not know the EXACT definition but we know it applies to twisting and warping colors into other colors, causing designs in the twists and turns. Example below:Whether certain images are intended is not known but there are definite patterns and pictures in the blend. Now on to the point of this blog in particular. Why do I think about fractals a lot? Because I often feel just like one. Like my life was made from a little of this...a little of that. Then taken and mixed and blended to form something much more than meets the eye. To the person who just takes a glance they see the obvious things. Height, weight, hair color, etc. To the person who stops and takes a closer look there are designs, ideas, thoughts, emotions, SUBSTANCE to what they see because they take the time to see it.Those are the people I enjoy meeting. People who actually WANT to take the time to see what lies underneath it all. Those are the people one can nev

Physical IntuitivenessPhysical Intuitiveness
The Body Is Natural
So much of the human experience is removed from nature that we tend to forget that we are products of the natural world. At the moment of birth, we are perfectly attuned to nature. Our feelings are an authentic response to the stimulus we encounter. We interact with our environment viscerally, desiring only what is necessary for our survival. And, if we are lucky, we take in nourishment in the form of pure motherâï¿½ï¿½s milk. As months and years pass, however, we discover the sights, sounds, and scents of the synthetic world. Though these often momentarily dazzle us, the dim memory of our naturalness remains. When we embrace the notion that human beings are inherently natural, bringing it to the forefront of our day-to-day experiences, we achieve a new level of wellness that boasts nature at its very core.
We innately understand that our bodies are not composed of plastics or man-made chemicals and that there is no legitimate reason t

Moving In Together!!!Well the new relationship I was talking about has taken an unexpected turn. We are moving in together. We went to look at a house the other day because I was planning on moving and we fell in love with the house and decided to buy it. Now we are moving in together and giving it a go. Wish me luck I am very scared that it is not going to work out mainly because he is the sweetest guy I have ever known and I am afraid that the other shoe is going to fall real soon and that he is going to turn into a complete ass hole. Trust me that is what I am used to nothing but ass holes. I am just hoping that the person he has shown me is the person he really is and if that is the case we will be alright. Pray for me friends.

Momentsi know where i need to be but its not my desire
my heart skips a beat in ur presence
the passion we feel engulfs us like fire.
wanting ur touch even if only for day
holding u never wanting to let u go but know i
must
losing ourselves in the moments we have left
but a lifetime of memories will never fade
we shall remain together in our dreams.
for an eternity

ExposedSitting here in the lightI feel so exposedEveryone can see itEveryone knowsThey see the darkness That lurks inside meThe pain and the aguishThat longs to be freeIt can’t be containedUnder the thin layer of skinThat is where it allSlowly beginsPressing cold bladesAnd sliding them acrossYou begin to feel betterAll the emotion is lostAll the skin slowly opensYou see droplets formThis is who you’ve becomeThis is the normIt’s much easier hereWhere pain can’t keep holdThe tears and the sadnessHave grown so oldTired of cryingTired of existing on this plainMakes the blood comeAnd start to fall like rainDrenching your soulCovering everything elseMaking it disappearYou get back to being yourself

The Workout PlanWell its been a while since i when out and worked out people tell me i don't need to but since i was young my dad has always keep me in shape by working out with him doing military push ups so here i am doing 50 push ups a night before bed yeah a blog about working out thats something

Down With A SicknessLyrics for "Down With The Sickness"
Can you feel that? Oh shit
A-wa-ca-ca-ca
A-wa-ca-ca-ca
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel (will you give in to me)
It seems what's left of my human side
is slowly changing in me (will you give in to me)
Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon in me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate and let it flow in to me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up, come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up, come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift that has been given to me
I can see inside you the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel (will you give in to me)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying me (will you give in to me)
It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living w

Invitationhello to all my friends. My girlfriend Danielle and I would like to invite you all to join tommorow night july 13th at the little country saloon on the corner of dort and stanley rd in mt. morris its only 10 - 15 min from downtown flint. we will be having a lot of fun and there will be karaoke fairly decent prices for drinks and a lively crowd. i like to hav a big cherring section when i sing and id love to meet all my friends from online and its a chance to make new friends for you. bring as many as you want and lets all have fun. please reply to this post to let me know who is coming so i know how much of an area to save.

Fawkin MoronsSo I've been accused of using a blaster in the contest I'm in by this idiot...
L D C
Who just so happens to have been referred by..
~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~
Check out her referral path...
Most of them are freshmeat & only 1 has a salute.
Prolly all of them are her.
http://cherrytap.com/referrals.php?u=144590
Stupid bish can't even say it to my face!!
What a pussy!
If you are gonna accuse me of shit u better have proof & the fawking guts to say it on your "own" account!! Not your "fake" account.
& for the record, I have been bombing my contest but I have 2 other friends in contest this week so I've been helping them out.
How the hell would you know if I've been bombin my own contest or not?? You just sit your ass on my pic all damn day??
Yeah, that's what I thought!!
I don't use, nor do my friends use Cherryblaster & we actually have salutes.

Dinner!wow...dinner smells so good. I just finished out on the new grill....Im so proud of myself...I didn't light myself on fire lol. :D

Will The Iphone Violate Gpl 3?You have to feel a little sorry for the Free Software Foundation, which launched the first overhaul of its General Public License (GPL) in 16 years on the same day that Apple's iPhone launch hogged the spotlight.Future GPL 3 violator?(Credit: Apple)But the foundation, like everybody and his brother, couldn't resist looking for a piece of the iPhone action. It used the launch as an opportunity to preach the merits of its new license and raise the specter that Apple's iPhone will violate it."We know that Apple has built its operating system, OS X, and its Web browser, Safari, using GPL-covered work--it will be interesting to see to what extent the iPhone uses GPLed software," said Peter Brown, executive director of the foundation, in a statement on Thursday.That sounded a little vague, so I asked the foundation for some follow-up. Joshua Gay said he doesn't know what software is in the iPhone, but said, "If it's true that Apple can upgrade the software on the phone, but users can't, then

Iphone Watch | 6.28.2007Just one more day until the iPhone's launch day, and I don't know about you, but I've definitely got iPhone fatigue. The Object of Your Desire is now the Cause of Your Exhaustion. Tuesday's glut of official information seems to have calmed things down on Wednesday. Now that iPhone iFans know more about the device, they were less prone to grasp at straws and even -- dare I say it? -- make stuff up. Having four detailed reviews didn't hurt, either -- particularly ones that were glowingly positive. A fellow tech columnist noted that three of the four reviewers have written books about Apple products, and the fourth is an admitted fan of the company. Given that they have huge audiences, are well-respected and veterans of tech coverage with a sense of perspective, it was deft review-unit placement by Apple. Our iPhone Watch marches on. As always, come back often during the day for new items appearing at the top of the list. Just two more days, kids, and it'll all be over. ? The Boy Genius

Weird Dinner Math....strange But True...Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know!
YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH
This is pretty neat.
DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!
It takes less than a minute .
Work this out as you read ...
Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!
This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.
1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat.
(more than once but less than 10)
2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)
3. Add 5
4. Multiply it by 50
5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757 ....
If you haven't, add 1756.
6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.
You should have a three digit number
The first digit of this was your original number
(I.e., how! Many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.)
The next two numbers are
YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!)
T

Three Days Grace - PainThis has become one of my favorite songs, it's on my playlist on my main page if ya want to hear it :)
Pain lyrics
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Anger and agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you will understand
Pain, without love
Pain, I can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain, without love
Pa

Pimp Out For July 2007OK YES, I FELT THE NEED TO PUT THE SPOT LIGHT ON A FEW MORE OF OUR TROOPS…SO YOU KNOW THE DRILL, GO ADD EM, FAN EM, RATE, AND HIT THERE STASH AND PICTURES IF YOU ALREADY HAVENT.
cougrmnstr@ CherryTAP
Poisonflightledr~Pls sign guessbook n fan me~cmfederate bombers family member~@ CherryTAP
AND DON’T FORGET THAT THERE IS THE SEXY SOLDIER CONTEST THAT IM HOLDING. IT WILL BE ENDING ON THE 22ND SO HELP OUT A FEW OF THE MILITARY MEMBERS, AND LETS SEE WHO WILL WIN A BLAST.
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LmfaoAnother Republican Hero shot down by the liberal media... lol
http://firstread.msnbc.msn.com/archive/2007/07/12/268151.aspx
When I saw this earlier, I guess I missed an important part of the story about the Republican congressman who got busted trying to pay a guy to have oral sex with him.
-THE REPUBLICAN TRIED TO PAY THE GUY, not to receive a blowjob in a public place, But To GIVE ONE TO THE UNDERCOVER COP-
Republicans are some seriously closeted fucking hypocrites.
Family Values Republicans - LMMFAO
Read the comments at that link... oh hell, my sides hurt.
Republicans in action...
hot dirty man on man action in your local park, even.
How will they spin this, I wonder? He was seduced ? He was fighting the war on terror by inspecting random mens penises with a taste test for chemical wmd?
This is another Family values Republican.
If A Republican tells you ANY-Damn-THING, just believe the opposite.

Nsfw Again??!?!?!?!?ohhh boy. Some ppl are just way to damn bored on here.
here is new pic tagged nsfw.. AND every damn time I get one tagged is when my good ol pal from yahoo is on.
Ya cant be that fukkin stupid! Or you cant think Im that stupid. Crawl back to your hole and stay there. I PROMISE no one gives a shit what is goin on in your pathetic life. DramaaaaaaRama!
for all you silly nilly taggers....

Sex SurveyThe Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: depends on my moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: bothHow often do you like to have sex?: often enough ;)Is sex a top priority for you?: nahDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: sometimesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: never lolHow do you feel about one night stands?: i've had my share =PHow many one night stands have you had?: i'll pass on this one lolWhat's your favorite position?: any!!! who cares as long as its good!Where's your favorite place to have sex?: again ... who cares lolDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: can't i have both?Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: anywhere from no foreplay to 30 minutes?Do you get off first or do they?: sometimes me sometimes themDo you like kissing during sex?: yeahDo you moan? If so, are you lo

LifeWell as i start my first blog i can honestly say things just don't go right my job seems to be sucking big time and well lets just say i could loose my home so i am like at the point of pulling the rest of my hair out but im staying strong and as far as my friends everyone is pretty much busy so that leaves me at the point where ya have no one to talk to so i guess judging by this blog i am pretty much depressed so if ur reading this sry to put ya thru the boring blog but i had to get my feelings out there somehow.

I Love U!To...my keeble
Your the only one ....that makes me smile like this .....Your the only one that can make me feel like this .....every time the phone rings ....and its you .....every time i hear your voice i want to faint ....i feel like nothing can stop me now .....because im with you ....i love you honey ....nothing can change that ....its u and me forever .....forever till the end .....you are my man ....nothing will make me change my mind ........i love you now ....i love you forever .....my heart is strong ...it will always beat .....as long as your with me .....i'll forever live .....i'll love you untill the end ...past death and beyond ......honey i love you .....i hope you love me to ....your all i ever think about ...each and ever day ...i look out into space .....all i can c are your eyes .....how i long ....i prey for that day ...that i get to see you .....its almost as if .....I cant say ....its something inside you that makes me smile .....i love the way you call me "main

Jesus, Im So Fucking Fat!!!!!!!!!!!!Wow, so i finally calculated how much I spend on nothing but fast food...
In a 3 day period, Ive spent about 75 dollars on nothing but mcdonalds, taco bell, and kfc. This is NOT counting gas and other stuff I dont eat.
I get payed every 12-15 days, so doing some math..
Thats about 300 dollars that goes to nothing but calories every 2 weeks. Thats roughly 600 a month. Thats a little shy of HALF my monthly pay.
Thats horseshyt.. I really needa stop.. I seriously have a bad problem..

Meaning Of A Flag Draped CoffinMeaning of Flag Draped Coffin
All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms.
I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers.
Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776?
Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we lea

People Like Mepeople like me
Everyone needs a wake up call from time to time. Everyone needs that push in the right direction. Everyone needs to realize that who is real and who likes to play real, who needs help, and who needs to just shut the fuck up. You don't have to act tough to be a tough guy. It's the people like me that you shouldn't fuck with You don't have to dress a certain way or act a certain way for people like me to think that your beautiful!! the ones who strike without warning, the people who sit there and take it then one day explode and everyone is sitting and wondering "what in the hell happend?"
there are some people out there who act tough for credit of any kind, so people will respect them, but deep down inside they aren't tough at all. they are scared. fear does strange things to people.it makes them think they are crazy. it makes them think that they are tough. it makes them think that the whole world revolves around them, and when they realize that it d

A Special Thank Youi want to thank everyone who is sending me get well cards although i dont have a cold so i really dont need the chicken soup lol
but you are great
the heat affected my lupus and thats why im not feeing well
a huge thanks to a very dear friend of mine for the birthday blast :) you are a very dear friend

New Holiday=ex Day Aug 14polar opposite to Valentine's Day is Ex-day 6 months opposite on Aug 14th- my buddy is trying to start this.... pass it around
ex day is coming up soon, and well I just wanted to make certain that we all (that's you and I) are on the same page with what this event, the day of days, this festival, is all about, so bare with me. First, to make certain that we all start the day in the right frame of mind, let's find one piece (or a couple depending on your fire codes) of memorabilia that was so kindly left behind (or forgotten) and... well destroy it! If you can't burn it safely (and don't kid yourselves on this) then cut, tear, rip, frape, and/or flush, said object(s). Again, don't do anything that will cost you more money on the back end (or result in hefty fines and a visit from PETA) remember this is a day of zero out of pocket cost... well pay your tabs if you should choose to go out (especially if you come to Kazu). We want to be able to enjoy this holiday so this will hopefully

I'm Waiting For U!For...my one and only keeble!!!
You are my everything! I have told you this millions of times, but your my life. Without you I don't think I could live. You fill my heart with love, made my dreams come true and for all that I must say that I'm truly amazed by you.Right now I know we are far apart and we have been, and will be for longer time than either of us could say, but I think of you everyday.
So know that I love you and I always will. I never thoght I would have fallen in love with you, but I did and I have never been so happy in my entire life! This feeling that goes farther than any one has ever been able to reach and keep like you have, has taken me by surprise.
When I met you I admit, I thought of you as just another guy that would break my heart if I dared to love again, but you proved me wrong. Now I've known you, I have fallen head over heels for you and each day I fall more into loves heavenly bliss.
I know for now the only thing I can do is dream of th

Nsfw Picsif i dont know you please dont ask to see my private pics, they are for close friends only
if that is why you added me to your friends list please remove me
they arent nudes anyway so you are wasting your time

Hey My Morph Programhey my morph program is all jacked up i had to dump it sorry guys and i dumped the ones here to sorry if it messed up the ones i did

Todays HoroscopeYou feel so close to this person that their joy and pain are yours as well. Sometimes, though, this connection can be a touch overwhelming. It's time to remember where you end and the other person begins.
mmmmmmmmmm........sometimes i ask myself some questions..

PissedIm really getting sick and tired of every single time I go to work, I do dishes. I never see any other waitresses do a full shift of dishes besides and and Scott. I wouldn't even consider myself a waitress- cause im not. Im a dish bitch, and it's fucking stupid. Just because I call in a lot(and i call in for good reasons) Im on dishes. It's old, and the hours suck! Oh, come in from 5:30-9.. what kind of shit is that?
So, Sometime soon I need to start looking for a diff. job.. I really dont want to because I love working where I work- only cause the people I work with and we have fun sometimes- I dont feel like starting over somewhere else.. but this is ridiculous. So, I got to go get ready! Peace.

If I'm Not Uglier Then The Ugliest Thing On EarthThen why won't anybody speak to me? Why don't women want to meet with me at a nice public place? That's why I feel ugly, that's why I'm depressed and sometimes wish I was never born and want to jump off something very high off the fucking ground and hit something very solid, like cement. Well, that's one of the reasons anyway. There's another which I don't wish to get into right now.

Almost ThereIT'S BEEN HARD WORK PUTTIN MUSIC TOGETHER 4 MY LABEL BUT IT'S COMMIN I HAVE A LITTLE SUMTHIN U CAN LISTEN 2 FOR NOW ONLY CUX IT'S DA UNFINISHED VERSION SO B GENTLE WIT DA COMMENTS BUT TRUTHFUL IF U DECIDE TO LISTEN THIS IS THE ONLY ONE I'M ABLE TO PUT OUT THERE RITE NOW CUZ it's not done,YOU'LL HAVE OME FINISHED SHYT TO LISTEN TO REAL SOON WELL HERE'S DA LINK 4 NOW WWW.MYSPACE.COM/DAINCONSPICUOUS TELL ME WHAT U THINK

God I Am Hot.Omg. The other day I was geting my car fixed and I had this really short skirt on I didnt think enything of it. The whole time I was there the guys looked at me. When I left one guy came up to me he was so cute we started talking. Wow I never thought I was that pretty that I could stop guys in there tracks.

Look B-4 Ya Sheeut!!Money found in toilets across Japan
Wed Jul 11, 4:48 PM ET
Envelopes containing 10,000 yen ($82) bills and well-wishing notes have been discovered in municipal toilets across Japan, media reports said, baffling civil servants and triggering a nationwide hunt.
Local media have estimated that over two million yen ($16,400) worth of bills were found at men's rooms in city halls in at least 15 prefectures (states) in recent weeks.
Each package of 10,000-yen bills, some wrapped in traditional Japanese washi paper, was accompanied by handwritten letters that read "Please make use of this money for your self-enrichment," and "One per person," according to reports.
Officials are baffled over the identity of the benefactor or any motives, the reports said. Packages turned over to police were to be kept for some time in case someone claimed them.

Sexual OrientationSexual OrientationFirst things firstAre you gay, bi, or straight?: BiName: JanaAge: 26Religion: Wandering =)GeneralWhat's your stance on homosexuality?: do what makes ya happiestDo you think they should be able to get married?: sure why notHow about to adopt?: sexual orientation has no bearing on your ability to be a parentIf you friend out your best friend was gay, what would you do?: nothing?What would you do if you saw a kid getting bashed because he was gay?: stand up for themWould you ever bash a gay kid?: no way!How do you feel about homophobes?: grow upHow about President Bush taking away all their rights?: he's a douche anywayTell me this: do you or do you not support Bush?: no ... i support bare vaginas ... JK JK JKIf you're gay or bi...(skip this heteros)When did you realize you liked the same sex?: a looooong time agoHave you come out yet?: most ppl know im BiIf you have what's the story there?: no storyWould/do your parents accept it?: they dont know and they WOULDNTYour fr

To My Friendssorry i aint been on here much to talk to you all, got caught up in some stuff, but to everyone, and i mean all my friends, i miss you all

Familymy real dad keeps calling.
its so weird to be so much like someone that you can't remember and are never around. it's really sad how i just let him come back into my life. i never would have done this years ago.
i miss my step dad so much. ever since he passed away im different. ill never be stupid and happy and so fucking unaware of shit ever again. i mean i was fucking 15. he had a heart attack. how can you know that? you can't. i should just always be nice to people.
easier said than done.
my real dad wants me to like... make my brother talk to him. my brother will never talk to him. my brother like... hates him with a passion.
and then his mom calls me.
and im like... after fucking 10+ years why do you think i would remember you? why do you think i would give a fuck? after you fucking moved away and left me and knew my number and address becuase we never moved ever ever. ugh. and then im like... im older now and i should be mature about it and quit being mad

This Guy Wuld Make A Damn Good Husbend!!Erection keeps burglar out of jail
A German burglar has escaped a prison sentence - because he suffers from a permanent erection.
Maurice Baumann, 32, was sentenced to a year's jail for burgling homes in the British army garrison town of Bielefeld.
But he escaped prison after entering hospital as an "emergency case" for his unrelenting priapism.
After a week's treatment, doctors admitted they were only able to get his manhood down to "half-mast".
Baumann told a court in Bielefeld: "I woke up one morning with a hard-on. I didn't think anything of it - that happens to men a lot. But mine never went down."
A medical report revealed that doctors stuck needles in his manhood for 90 minutes in an attempt to reduce its size. But five minutes later it was erect again.
They also injected medication into it but that didn't help either.
A court ruled that he could stay out of jail while his problem persisted but the chief prosecutor of Bielefeld is not happy.
Harald Krahmoeller said: "On

LifeThe other night I had a dream it was so weird. I was standing on a cliff looking down at the world watching people fight. Thay were just killing. There was blood every were. Then a guy came up behind me and put his arms around me. I have no clue who he was I have never meet him in my life. He told me he would make sure im safe and that I never get hurt. I wish I could say and thay lived a happy ending but my dreams never end that way fuck there not even dreams there nightmares. Then I slipped and I was hanging on to the cliff screaming for my life. He took my and and told me to close my eyes. He let go and I fell into hell.

Dui = Dumb Under The Influence? Um, Yeah.Paris Hilton's out of jail. Last night she told Larry King she'll never again drink and drive and previously let Barbara Walters know that she will no longer "act dumb..." Even if her alleged newfound sobriety is real, there will always still be other dumb drivers who get behind the wheel when they're in no condition to drive: After the California Highway Patrol arrested Vivica A. Fox in March, she burped "quite loudly" and tried to play the race card, according to the documents obtained by TMZ. Vivica faces a max of six months in jail and a $1000 fine if convicted of DUI and driving while impaired. Here on Courttvnews.com, you can see how Vivica said she learned a lesson and regrets drinking and driving because, "it's on your record for 10 years." Wait, that's not the lesson! Moving on... Benedict Goh, a former television personality in Singapore is facing "drink-driving offenses" after being, police say, caught drunk in a stationary car. The allegation is that he lied about w

Paris's Jailhouse Bathroom FearsThat medical condition Paris Hilton had that led the LA County Sheriff to release her from jail? The Daily News reports that the socialite was worried guards would take a photograph of her using her jail cell bathroom and then put it on the Internet. From a Hilton insider who spoke to the News:"She didn't eat or drink a single thing for three days because she didn't want to use the toilet. She was in real danger." Hilton also suffered from "extreme claustrophobia" and began hyperventilating and freaking out. "She cried the entire time, and that wasn't helping the dehydration," the source said. Jail medical officials became concerned that severe dehydration and a buildup of waste and toxins in Hilton's body could cause a complete collapse and "even kill her," the source said.Brilliant or stupid? And couldn't the jail's wardens make sure guards didn't have cell phone cameras? And come on, even though Hilton has shown the world many of her bodily functions, who really wants to see h

George Bush Goes To The DoctorGeorge W. Bush went to see the doctor to get the results of his brain
scan. The doctor said, "Mr. President, I have some bad news for you.
First, we have discovered that your brain has two sides: the left side and
the right side."
Bush interrupted, "Well, that's normal, isn't it? I thought everybody had
two sides to their brain?"
The doctor replied, "That's true, Mr. President. But your brain is very
unusual because on the left side there isn't anything right, while on the
right side there isn't anything left."

~~making Friends~~Since I have joined cherry tap I really have made some friends,on the other hand there as well is some very nasty people on this site .
Like when I post a mumm rather than act like we are more than 18 yrs. old, I find alot of people acting like 14 yr.old .
I just wanted to say Thank You to all the nice people . And to the real mean and rude people be a little more kind it goes alot futher.
Have a nice day! :)
Lori

21 Sex Questions1. Name three things you want done sexually, but are too shy to ask?
2. Which do you prefer.. romantic sex, or break the bed sex?
3. Is chocolate syrup good or bad?
4. What about whipped cream?
5. Have you ever faked an orgasm.. during really bad sex?
6. Do men really "know" where the g-spot is?
7. Foreplay or no foreplay?
8. Whats your spot that drives you crazy.. like your neck, ear... what really turns you on?
9. If you could go in the fridge.. in the heat of the moment.. what would you get and why?
10. Naked or not?
11. Do you believe in "setting the mood" with candles.. etc..?
12. How do you feel about oral?
13. Are you good at it?
14. Would you ever swallow?
15. Do you have any fanasties?
16. Do you have a fetish.. you would never tell anyone?
17. Do you think your sexy naked?
18. Would you be too shy, to masterbate in front of a girlfriend/boyfriend?
19. What position is your fa

Libra?? My My MyWith her continual crushes Libra can't afford to fall in love easily. She is often drawn to younger, and arguably androgynous guys, never one to be turned on by the rugged, hairy he-men of the pack. Libra doesn't hesitate to make the first move on a man, sex being a rather casual affair. In bed with Libra woman, there are no set gender roles or pat responsibilities to perform. She allows herself to approach sex from a surfacey standpoint of two buddies just needing to have it off. Libra relates far more readily to the directive quality of the male mind than she does to the traditionally subjective feminine view; and so, with her mate, she's just as naturally aggressive as he is. Assuming responsibility for her own pleasure, she takes the pressure off a guy as well- still she won't objectify a mate to the point of using him as a dildo. Libra is somewhat of an efficiency expert in the bedroom, far more proficient at getting the job done than she is passionately abadoned in the proc

Cutting The GrassI hope the picture will go through for you - of this Army soldier in Iraq with his tiny 'plot' of grass in front of his tent. It's heartwarming! Here is a soldier stationed in Iraq, stationed in a big sand box. He asked his wife to send him dirt (U.S. soil), fertilizer, and some grass seed so that he can have the sweet aroma, and feel the grass grow beneath his feet. When the men of the squadron have a mission that they are going on, they take turns walking through the grass and the American soil -- to bring them good luck.
If you notice, he is even cutting the grass with a pair of a scissors. Sometimes we are in such a hurry that we don't stop and think about the little things that we take for granted.

On The Verge Of Something WonderfulA serpent, a rabbit,
A walk in the forest.
A tentative looking sun.
A feeling, a moment,
A bursting of bubbles,
A panic to overcome.
A samurai, an angel,
An eloquent table,
An AC that does not work.
A road trip, a car wreck,
A paperback novel,
A lover that ain’t been hurt.
When you let me go, now I’m on my way,
And the world below, is cold and grey.
On the verge of, on the verge of something wonderful.
A resurgence, on the edge of something wonderful.
For it, against it,
Said he’d never meant it, but Harry still dropped the bomb,
A trip to the dentist, the Hollywood black list,
A moment that time forgot.
When you let me go, now I’m on my way,
When the world below is cold and grey.
On the verge of, on the verge of, something wonderful.
At the edge of, on the verge of, something wonderful.
You can dance in the devil’s shoes, you like walking heels,
There’

Sick Of ItI am so sick of me being there for my "friends" when they need me but when I need someone to talk to or vent to where are they? To busy to talk or whatever. I think it's time for me to become a bitch and quit being so nice to people. I am also going to be cutting people again probably 5 of yall will read this anyway so it really doesn't matter I guess lol. But there are some people on here that I have never even talked to and I see no point in keepin them. Hope yall are havin a great week!

To My Nightyour an awesome guy hun your sweet funny and sexy i love the convos we have your just an all around good guy thanks for always making me smile even when i'm in a bad mood *hugs*

For A Dear FriendWords can not describe how i feel...the connection we have seems unreal...
i smile every time i see your face..as i sit here and think in this place...
i am very lucky to know you now...living without that..i wouldnt know how...
i wish you the best..'cause you're such a great guy...how anyone could hurt you..i wouldnt know why...
you seemed to have inspired me..to write this rhyme...it seems like i'm happy..all of the time...
so i must say now..thank you for being you...it would seem 'cause we met..i feel less blue...

Not Here For Popularity......(repost)I'm asking that all my friends please comment me, message me or give me a shout to let me know you wanna stay friends. I'm here to meet people and discuss things in common not rack up a million friends i dont know shit about. So go ahead, Shout It Out Loud baby, let me know your alive!!! Muah, LUV Becky

Mommy Test......I was out walking with my 4 year old daughter. She picked up something off the ground and started to put it in her mouth. I took the item away from her and I asked her not to do that. "Why?" my daughter asked.
"Because it was on the ground, you don't know where it's been, it's dirty and probably has germs," I replied.
At this point, my daughter looked at me with total admiration and asked, "Mommy, how do you know all this stuff? You are so smart."
I was thinking quickly. "All moms know this stuff. It's on the Mommy Test. You have to know it, or they don't let you be a Mommy."
We walked along in silence for 2 or 3 minutes, she was evidently pondering this new information.
"OH...I get it!" she beamed, "So if you don't pass the test you have to be the daddy."
"Exactly" I replied back with a big smile on my face.
When you're finished laughing, send this to a Mom.
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The Year 20127/12/2007
Dear Readers:
My trip to Roswell new Mexico was quite interesting and on the show with George on Coast To Coast I gave the date of July 30th for explosions and to expect earthquakes and shocking news. I picked this date because this is the same energy produced by a planet called Uranus called “The God of the Sky” in Greek Mythology. This planet produces all sorts of shocking news involving airport, aeronautics, technology and natural disasters such as tornadoes, volcanoes eruption, earthquakes and tsunami.
Incidentally the current window started July 2nd and until July 13th indeed reflects what type of news will transpire on July the 30th. Thus by checking what is currently posted on my website http://www.drturi.com/ you can check the current news and raise your own cosmic consciousness with the unarguable unfolding manifesto, my prediction and dated quatrains.
As explained many times to George “I DO NOT PREDICT THE FUTURE”, because everything has a pattern inc

Friendsi was sittin here thinking of what friends really mean and to be honest it's not how much thay give you but the love thay give you....if your my real friend then i'm lucky to have you your one of a kind...to those that are fake and un realistic please concider this would you want your mom sister brother or father treated this way...thank about it you come across as a friend and in the end fuck someone over think about what you do it will come back to hurt you more in the end

July 12thFor July 12,2007
There's no delicate way to say this: Is a loved one talking too much? Perhaps they're nervous about telling you something. Whatever they're trying to keep a secret isn't a big deal, but for some reason, they're stressed.

My Checkup-07-12-07the doctor told me that the cancer has not spreaded which is a good sign and im on a less stronger meds. that wont make me sleepy. so im happy bout that... i am going for surgery on july 18 to have the knot removed i will be in the hospital for alittle while as after surgrey they have to keep an eye to make sure it doesnt spread or nothing goes wrong,im really woried about that but i think it will be ok. my mom called and told me my great granny had it they did surgey and she died a coupe days later,but mom has hope for me and will be here as well as my family i will have someone keep you posted on my wellness. to all of you that has been a blessing in my life im so glad god brought you to me even though we never meet or had cross that brige i love you with all my heart. god be with me i know he is,im a fighter till the end i guess thats why i appreciate the things in life that some people dont,....i love you all...... my prayers are with all of you also..

What I Done LearnedIf I've learned nothing else in life, it is NEVER use a rectal thermometer on an angry crocodile. No matter how sick he looks.

Never Argue With A Woman ........One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out.
She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book.
Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?"
"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?)
"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her.
"I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading."
"Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. "I'll have to take you in and write you up."
"If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman.
"But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden.
"That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment."
"Have a nice day ma'am," and he left.
MORAL: Never argue with a woma

Save The Wolveshttps://secure2.convio.net/dow/site/Advocacy?pagename=homepage&page=UserAction&id=789&autologin=true&s_einterest=C3C4
A New Threat to Wolves
The Bush/Cheney Administration has announced yet more proposed rollbacks on protections for wolves Wyoming, Idaho, Montana and the Yellowstone area. one that could lead to the deaths of at least 700 wolves and even lead to the use of planes in Wyoming and Idaho to gun down wolves as they do in Alaska!
Please take action now to oppose the Administration's plans for our wolves.
Dear Wildlife Supporter,
Late last week, even as many families enjoyed the final hours of July 4th vacations in Yellowstone National Park, officials in the Bush/Cheney Administration announced a new proposal that could lead to widespread regional killing of gray wolves, some of the park's most popular residents.
Oppose the Administration's latest assault on America's endangered wolves. Send your message now.
On Friday, July 6th, the U.S. Fish and Wild

Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!Going on vacation for a week.
I'll be back with lots of new pics and stuff.
Have fun while I'm gone loves!
xxxxxxxx

Why Erratica?Why erratic?
This is an excerpt from an email that I wrote to a friend. I liked aspects of it, so I included it here.
...However, I did go out last night like you suggested and had a great meal. I did feel better.
I have lost some weight in the last few weeks. I plan on doing free fall training next week.
Also, I have a trip to Savanna, GA to visit a friend in August planned. In addition, I am
looking at getting back into surfing. I just miss my bud that I used to surf with all the time.
He is in Iraq.
I know that some of my behavior has been or seemed erratic, and I have no apology for it.
I agree that it has. I think that I liked Rosie more than I even admitted to myself and
I miss the way she made me feel. I can't express how loveless my marriage was for years.
Moreover, I am so used to compartmentalizing my life that it is hard to integrate some
of my emotions when those walls begin to erode. Now, I am not saying that I am nuts, but
that since I haven'

Poem By Charles C.finnPlease Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
for I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
masks that I'm afraid to take off,
and none of them is me.
Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,
but don't be fooled,
for God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well
as without,
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command
and that I need no one,
but don't believe me.
My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask,
ever-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, and f

Letter To A Former Lover...I found this email that I sent to a former girlfriend...I liked it, so I thought I would include it. I used her favorite color and italiziced the font, and made it bigger for softness and ease of reading. She didn't respond the way I would have liked.
M----
First and foremost, I don't want to lose you: It is not my intention nor desire to push you away --nothing can be further from the truth. That being said, however:
Everything I do or say now angers you toward me, and since I remember how much joy your voice and smile brought me, the anger and frustration you emanate at me now brings even and ever greater pain and sorrow by contrast. Again, I apologize unremittingly for being an inveterate fool over the past two weeks.
This is not about insecurity now, nor verisimilitude, this is about understanding. I sincerely and with most heart-felt honesty do not know what to do. A sense that a tipping point draws near. With trepidation, I consider the possibility that there

How I Am Feeling...Not my own...but never better said
"Hurt"
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Still Buggin' Ya!Well..here I am again...still buggin' ya, and drivin' ya nuts. lol
I just check the totals again in the contest...or one anyway. 5th place is currently sitting at 3741, and I have 3024.
Do the math...718 comments needed to take over 5th. I've just had some drop by and help out...and I KNOW they can do more...lol! The rest of you...Earth Angels, friends, and family...COME ON!!! HELP ME GET INTO THAT 5TH PLACE POSITION. I've seen what you can all do when you get on a roll, so please ...let's get on a roll here!
THANKS.....

Dreams To ComeI am compelled to list those things that I think -for now- that I would like to do when I get older: my dreams.
I want a family.
I would either like to teach or go into law.
I want to better society.
I would like to visit Alaska, Maine, Canada, Norway, Sweden, Finland, and Russia.
I want to see my children grow into passionate, caring adults. I want to see my grandchildren born.
I would love to learn greater compassion.
I want to cast out the anger and bitterness I feel at times for my own past faults and failures: I want to forgive myself.

Capricorn: The Passionate LoverOnce you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!!
VIRGO: The Whore
Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
SCORPIO: The lover
Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going.

Mea Culpamea culpa
This was a horrible week for me. Ex wife informed me of her affairS while I was deployed and away, girl I had wanted to marry told me that she was getting married. Sometimes the foundation gets attacked a little too hard sometimes.
I will be fine. I am a soldier and a strong man. However, I can't deny that I am wounded to the quick.
Thank you for caring.
Greg

Please Help Find The Man Who Killed My Uncle In NewarkNEWARK — Police may be closer to finding the person responsible for a Tuesday night fatal shooting of a pizza delivery man on Jefferson Street.
Police released a composite sketch of a "person of interest" in a 4 a.m. Tuesday robbery of an Incredible Pizza driver on South Pine Street. During that incident a delivery man was robbed by three white men, one of which had a handgun.
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Newark Police Acting Chief Al Zellner said that robbery may be related to an 11:30 p.m. apparent robbery attempt Tuesday that took the life of Robert A. Swick, 41, of Newark.
Both incidents included a bogus pizza order to an existing address. Licking County Crime Stoppers has offered a $1,000 reward for information that leads to the conviction of those involved in the incidents.
Swick, who was delivering pizza for Papa John’s to a Jefferson Street address, died as a result of a gunshot wound to the chest.
Zellner said the department hasn’t charged anyone, and declined to co

True Love LostI remember watching Princess Bride the other week and yesterday it struck me when I spoke to Rosie. I lost true love. Never have I felt that way before about another person. My arrogance and ego -no, hubris- was my fall. All she wanted me to do was be there for her and to believe in Jesus as strongly as she did. I couldn't even swallow my own pride to do such a simple task. I am such a fool.
They have it wrong, hell is not fire and brimstone, it is losing someone that you loved so profoundly that you would have changed the course of the earth to make her happy. That is the source of my unease and lack of happiness.
The person I was with her was the person I wanted to be for the rest of my life. Now, she is happy with someone else, and I am glad for her. It is not about the love you receive, but the love you feel.
Westley: I told you I would always come for you. Why didn't you wait for me?
Buttercup: Well... you were dead.
Westley: Death cannot stop true love. Al

The Sound Of A Heart BreakingOddly enough, it is not a ripping sound, it is not a tearing sound, it is a sob.
First, well, not really first, but I have finally confirmed what I always knew, my ex wife admitted to having several affairs while we were married and while I was deployed. She asked forgiveness, which I gave because I felt more sorry for her than anything else. No, that was not the cause of my heart breaking. Old girlfriend has a new boyfriend, who will likely marry her and they will be happy.
I heard it then. At first, I didn't recognize the sound or where it was coming from until I realized it was me. How strangely disconnected one can be. Sure, it is not the starving of Sudan or the death rattle of a soldier, it was just me crying. Something that I haven't done since my grandfather passed in 92. I don't care if you are reading this saying what a woose. Fuck you if you are.
These last few days have been brutal on me and without dear friends, I would not have made it. Yesterday was pi

Ah, Phooey!Always stumped and always flumoxed. I have to say that I can't wait to get out of dodge so to speak. It has been nice here, but it is time to move on. One thing that I am pretty sure of is that I am most likely going to spend a long time by myself. That is just the nature of the beast. You have high hopes about life, but you can never count on it.
People are a constance source of pain and disappointment. I am glad that I don't have to deal with too many of them. Plus, the sooner that I get out of here, the better. After here, onward back to Iraq if I am lucky. At least I understand things there.

As A Veteran!I am in the military and have been for 14 years now. Over the course of these 14 years, I have had to endure the health care that is touted as a perk to military men and women for so long. Oh, I am also including dental care in this as well.
Well, after long consideration and more than enough run-ins with the military health care system, I have decided to seek out private health care options. The standard of care that I have received as an officer has been poor to say the least. I know that our enlisted Soldiers do not receive half the care that I do, so I am even more appalled to think how it is for them. The Soldiers that I have had the honor of commanding, were thankfully very healthy. However, horror stories of others did trickle back.
I know that some may think that I should try to change the system, but you know it is not as simple as making a complaint, otherwise the care at Walter Reed would have been changed long before the dismay level of care reached the eyes and

EnergyWhat never ceases to amaze me about the United States is its government's seemingly uncaring policy about our future. As a government, it seems, especially under the Republicans, more concerned about taking care of big business. Yes, I know all about laissez-faire and the business of America is business, but come on! We have the capability of being so much more than just a consumer nation. Right now, the service industry accounts for over 70% of our economy. That means that 7 out of 10 people are all about taking care of the needs of other people in terms of fast food, tourism, and the like. What happened to our nation of industry? I know, Made in China.
What gets me is that we could potential be the first nation to tackle the energy crisis by producing more energy than we consume. Not in terms of oil or gas, but in renewable. We are about the only truely stable nation at the moment with the means to do so. We have large states that get nothing but sunlight all year long

ZodiacOnce you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!!
VIRGO: The Whore
Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
SCORPIO: The lover
Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going.

Losing A FriendI was thinking about something that I did, or should I more correctly say forgot to do, for a friend: I forgot to be there for her. She had lost a friend in Iraq, but I was too pigheaded to understand how close a friend that person was to her. I got so wrapped up in the whole military coldness that I hurt a person that I cared deeply about. I blame that event on losing her as a dear friend.
I go into surgery on Tuesday and I had to register with the hospital today. The administrator asked me who would be the next to kin to which I replied "In order to call for care or to pick up the corpse?" To my surprise, she laughed at that. I thought that she would be mortified at that statement, but I am glad that there are others with a morbid sense of humor.It made me think today that I have not cultivated a friend in my life that would mourn for me so were I to pass.
I wonder where and when I became so self-destructive.

Disney Damit!Having just returned from a week in Disney Land, I am proud to say that I managed to not go insane; I don't do well in crowds. First, I had a great time on all the rides and seeing all the shows. Honestly, three days is almost not enough to do all the stuff there is to do in both parks. It was crazy!
However, and more importantly, people there were rude and highly inconsiderate of others. I watched as people nearly trampled people in wheelchairs. They were simply not looking down to see those in the chairs. It was awful. Also, I have been in many third world nations and there people were able to move around in large crowds because they were able to learn how to be considerate to others. At Disney, Disney park people had to direct the flow of people because people could not look out for each other. It was pathetic! No wonder why other countries hate us, we really are the ugly Americans. Oh, the kids there were also terribly spoiled. Dr. Spock (not the Star Trek guy) real

What Dreams May Come.One thing that has been bothering me lately is that the dreams are returning. Some have become humm-dingers of nightmares, which I don't discuss with people at all, but others leave a hollow feeling that burns a hole deep in my soul. The last four nights have been progressively more detailed and vivid; all have left me more than mildly disturbed and with an impending feeling of doom. I now am certain that something wicked this way comes.
My first dream is mostly for the ages, but I remember waking, shaken to my core, and apparently yelling out in my sleep.
My second dream was a deconstruction of my character according to my good friend L. We agree that the devastation, death, and my role in it all represented a change in my own personality as I move on in life. However, I was still left more afraid that I have moved more or less in the wrong direction. I just don't know.
My third dream was infinitely the most confounding one to date. To dream about nuclear devastation

The Hijacking Of AmericaIt never ceases to amaze me how complacent Americans have become with respect to our politics. We actually have a level of corrruption that we allow! That should come as no shock to anyone as it isn't any really earthshaking news. But when I was running the other day, it really struck me that we whine about everything incessantly, yet we rarely do anything about it besides hope that the other side wins in the next election.
As for that matter, why is it always rich people that win? I mean besides money, power, connections, and access to more powerful people, what do the rich really have?
Well, they have a vested interest in keeping themselves rich and that is a fact. Really, does anyone say, "Man, I want to be poor one day!"
It is so infuriating to see the same ol' arguments being dredged up by the lackluster politicians day after day: gay marriage, abortion, and who is more Christian.
What a frigging pathetic group of never-do-wells do we have supposedly representin

DisneyGoing to Disney for vacation!
Yes, I have fallen prey to that near primal urge to eat bad food and pay exorbent
prices. I look forward to this little surreal trip to the land of Mickey and Minnie.
Reminds me of the joke that I once heard:
In court:
Judge: So, Mickey, it says here that you are divorcing Minnie on grounds that she is insane.
Mickey: hee hee. No, your Honor. I said that she was fucking Goofy.
Da dum dum.

Who Am I?It is tough some times when you remember who you are.
I have forgotten that in my time here, which is inexorably coming to an end.
I forgot that I was a soldier.
Son of a cop and housewife. Blue collar all the way.
A soldier.
I am proud of that fact, don't get me wrong.
It is a great thing.
But I forgot for awhile the feel of discomfort and longing.
Of utter responsibility.
However, I am who I am.
I am an American Soldier.

Silence Is CallingVoices calling from the abyss, refrain after refrain, and harder yet to resist.
Spirals into the void and deeper still.
Silence without ending, defeaning in its cowardice.
Harder yet to resist.
Silence.

Love LostHonestly, have you ever noticed that losing love and a night of heavy drinking all end in the same phrase," I won't ever do that again"? How many times do you have to tell yourself that before you believe it?
Life is not fair. Statistically speaking, life's fairness may not exceed your chances at blackjack or even dice (which by the way gives you the best odds). It is always the incalculable variables that bite your in the ass when you are not looking --particularly when you are not looking.
I think that the greatest pain comes when you knowingly give your 100% and it is not good enough for another person. It is understandable that these things happen but that doesn't soften the impact. I mean we all know that death is 100% guaranteed, but we still grieve at the loss of a loved one.
So, why do we try again? Is love as addictive as gambling is to some?
What is worse is the realization that you were lied to and used. Why do people feel the need to do that to an

OopsLol...wish me luck. In the past we've used charcoal grills. Well it was finally time for a new one, and we settled on a gas grill. Sooo...Wish me luck...today in an hour or so will be the first time I've used the gas grill.

Sent To A Friend In Need, Who Later Abandonded Me In Mine...If
[IF]
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream--and not make dreams your master,
If you can think--and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serv

How To Be A Good Friend....ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements

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Pain ManagementI was sitting in the dentist's chair in Salinis, thinking, as the needle descended into my mouth, that my life has been all about pain management. Now, don't get me wrong, I have a pretty great life all in all. I am well-employed, surrounded by friends and family, and have done things that others can only dream of. However, I can't deny that there have been longer stretches of time where I have shouldered more than my fair share.
The army, without a doubt, has been a cruel mistress. She has beaten me up pretty good over the years. The knees don't work like they used to and the back is tender from years of heavy rucking. lol....I guess that it is better to look good than to feel good.
However, today, more so than most, I am tired: I have to go back to the doctor.

Dolphins, Sea Otters, And Seals, Oh My!My last blog seems really long ago. I know that I have not posted anything in awhile, so I guess that I should write about something. There are two more major topics that I want to talk about, but now is not the time for either of them, because in all due honesty, I am in too much of a good spirit.
I have taken up surfing since I arrived in California. I have a great wetsuit (RipCurl) and awesome booties for it (Freaksneaks). My board is cool...I have a blue-toned camoflauge themes 8.5 footer. Yes, I have a camo board...it was priced well, too! Anyway, I am enjoying the heck out of myself and find that I am laughing without shame as I splash around in the waters around Monterey. I don't think that I have laughed so hard in so long for no good reason besides being happy.
Well, the other day, I went out to Marina with a friend to check the surf and hit the water. Unfortunately, the surf report was not too inspiring. When we got there, we scouted out a place to hit the

A Friend's PassingA friend's passing...
Current mood: sad
This is the letter I wrote to my former commander upon hearing of my friend's death.
Sometimes, less is more.
Sir:
>
> It was a heavy blow to my morale upon hearing of SSG Dickinson's
> passing. I worked with him and knew him for a long time during my
> stay with 4th POG. Moreover, I remember explicitly my last
> conversations with this good man, husband, and Soldier. Not only
> has a family lost a great man, but the army and the nation have
> also suffered another unconscionable blow.
>
> While he was and is a Soldier of our military, who conducted
> himself to our highest standards, his murder by the inhuman waste
> that afflicts Iraq and the world is without question a heinous act
> not worthy of such an honorable man.
>
> I know that this is a tremendous blow to 9th Battalion; however, I
> am also cognizant of the professionalism and dedication to duty that
> the officers, NCOs, and Soldiers of 9th Batta

AnorexiaDon't read, if you don't want to know
Current mood: blank
Category: Life
You know, you always read about how people wander around submitting themselves to all sorts of arcane or strange rituals to cleanse themselves. I mean that is what Scientology preaches about in case you were ever curious. Yes, I read that damn Dianetics book. Anyway, the central idea that I am trying to convey here, is that I feel better when I write about my past or emotions. While the majority of men adhere to the silent, brooding type that tend to self-destruct, I like being emotive. Heck, I am of Italian descent! Did you expect anything less?
So, that being said, it is time to share a long standing pain. I have shared the most embarrassing moment in my life, the deepest regret, and now I feel that it is time to share something that I struggled with since I was a teenager. This is not easy for me to write about and only two people know the depth of my struggle. So, I am not too sure how this will be acc

Jenzeits Und DieszeitsIsn't it amazing that sometimes as you try to sort out things in your life, you seize upon something in your mind's eye for a moment only to then have something like say an email pop up in your inbox. I believe Jung called this serendipity. Such an event happened today.
I know that some people will take offense to this next blog on general purpose because they know me too well. However, I must, I feel compelled...ha...if you only knew the origins of that line then you would laugh yourself at why I used it here...to put proverbial pen to paper and tell my great love story.
In college, I was not the best student because I lacked focus and attention to detail. My high school days were filled with study and athletics, which resulted in me achieving high marks and athletic awards back then. College, I felt, was my time to learn about life in all its shaded nuances. Who knew that beer bottle bottoms shaded so well? Anyway, I am digressing from my story. Nevertheless, I did all right in col

New One From Gypsy (july 12th)I've just received this from Renate. I know these blogs are being read so will continue to post them. The mention of a stat in this one refers to the new email stationery she just made which I received the letter on.
Gidday All.
It's been ages since I finished a stat.... tho I do have a few 'almost' finished....lol...
Even tho the chemo is not making me obviously ill... it is having an awful effect on me in other ways....
This week I went to Perth for the usual weekly chemo blast and after the blood tests came back.... the chemo session was cancelled....I had to have a unit of blood instead....
My Haemoglobin had dropped dramatically as had the platelets... and this was why I had no energy and no appetite.... Sleep and yawning was about I was any good for....lol...
I drove to Perth on Thursday evening ... stayed with my daughter last week... but it's my sisters turn to have me this Thurs & Fri... and she doesnt like to be 'cheated' out of her 'weekend'....lol....lo

When The Summer Is OverYou know after a few years had passed from my college years, I had given thought to writing a book about the trials and tribulations that we face once entering the real world. I was naive in so many ways back then, because what did I know about trials and tribulations. I was going to write the book in first person narrative and include interviews of people with whom I went to school.
I even had a title --see subject line. It seemed like the summertime was the best time bar none. We learned from an early age that it was a time of no more pencils, no more books....well, you know the rest. When summer ended then it was back to the grind. However, we knew there would be an other summer next year, so we plodded foward with great expectations for next year. Unfortunately, there was for most of us a final summer. There would be no more periods of Calvinesque joy (fyi here I mean Calvin and Hobbes not the other guy). Is life really nasty, brutish, and short?
The focus was going

Am I A Security Threat?Today (28 June), I had my recertification interview for my Top Secret security clearance. Now, this is a five year review, so I had already been through the whole process. I had thought that they were only going to talk about the last five years. Oh, boy! Was I wrong!
Okay, those with weak hearts should not read any further. Kids, leave the room. Are you ready?! When I was in college...look both ways to check for people ease-dropping...I purchased alcohol for a minor in a bar....AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Okay, she was 19 and I was 22.
I was in graduate school at the University of Cincinnati and was working four jobs to get by. One was as a bouncer, yeah that was a cool job...I digress. Anyway, after an intense night...I think that the band was Scepulatura or Burning Spear or something...anyway, we all went out to the bars. Being a grunting male, young, dumb, and .....well, you know. I was as typical as you can get at 244 and enjoying my youth. So, after I had thrown back a

KittiesI received a pic the other day of a Soldier (new ruling several years old now is that Soldier is capitalized like so) petting a small kitty. Oddly enough, we all had our little pets there. By there, I meant Iraq. They were so amazed at how well we treated our animals, which is true. We treat our pets better than we treat ourselves sometimes.
I have always treated animals well. I am one of those people that believe our humanity should be extended to animals, because they are truly the innocents. They don't do anything but supply us with something to love and theirs is unconditional. Unless you own some man-eating beast from the nether regions of hell...which is on you, Jack! I am talking the little guys here. Anyway, I am by my own admission a misanthrope, which basically means, I don't like people. The most disappointment that I have ever experienced has been from the hands of people. My dogs and cats throughout my life have never disappointed. Not even when they missed

Hmmm....tangible Proof That This Democracy Thing WorksToday my offer of friendship to someone was soundly rebuked. The opening line was "I hate military," which is I have to add very poor english. Silly person, you forgot the definate article. Perhaps more free schooling, in a nation that is defended by the very thing that you hate, is required?
I understand her resentment indeed. I mean the military is often a symbol and reflection of more oppressive times. However, to set some things straight, I would like to make it known for the record that our military is far less conservative or oppressive than many militaries in the world!
Maybe she was more concerned about war and hates what we are doing? Well, no shit! I keep forgetting how much I like being worried about death at any given moment...if anyone should hate the military it is soldiers; yet, we are a pretty happy lot.
Oh, oh....maybe she hates the uniforms? Or maybe the god-damn freedom offered to those that hate us so much...hmmmm...hate the police, too?
Now, I

My First. BlogSo I did this whole ct thing once before. Got disgusted with all the head games and thought I would try it a little different this time. I am looking to make friends. Not become popular, or someones playmate. I know there are others out there so Im gonna try and find them. LOL Wish me luck on my crusade.

Oil Burners And LifeYou know a friend, a very good friend, just made a remark to me that reminded me of my childhood. Now, you have to realize that I never think about my childhood, because my family life was pretty hard. I know others had it harder, but it was difficult for a young child to understand what was going on. My father was a police officer, a very good one, too. However, he and my mother absolutely hated one another. He took to the bottle A LOT. So, my sister and I became the literal punching bags for him to release tensions. My sister more than me, because I stood my ground and told him flat out that either me or my children would make him pay for his inadequacies. The actual words were obviously more forceful and I think that I hit on this topic in a previous blog.
But, that is not the central issue around which my mind is currently wrapped. After my sister left, my mother basically shut down. So, I ended up doing EVERYTHING around the house. Now, for a 7 year old boy, this w

My Nephews New SongThis is my Nephews new song
He wrote it and he also plays the guitar and sings
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Band Of BrothersSometimes it is more difficult to be a soldier than one might think. The military has a way of changing you more than you think that you have changed. Combat arms people feel this more than the other services because we bond more through shared emotional and hardship experiences.
It strips away the veneer of civility and takes away those little aspects of humanity that we as a society create to build a facade of order. However, the longer you traverse down that road, the harder it is to regain oneself. I have always been a combat arms' soldier and officer. I enlisted in the Infantry, the Queen of Battle, 13 years ago and have never looked back. Upon my commission, I went over to Armor, where I lost most of my hearing...lol...nothing really worth listening to anyway! After that, I tried out and got accepted to Special Forces.
After years of combat arms' service, I have lost myself . I no longer know how to communicate with non-military personnel. What is worse, I have l

One More Jerk!!!!!!!!!!!bubbles rated your photo a '3'!
he refuses to answer
ME: PLEASE RE RATE OR YOU WILL BE KNOWN AS A DOWNRATER
bubbles@ CherryTAP

Great Times And Good WinesWell, I visited a great friend these last two days. It was very nice to meet Pollen, who is a really great person. We hung out and pretty much wandered around all over the place. I had never seen Redwoods before, so I am thankful to her for showing me some Redwood groves. Also, it was the first time in nearly 6 years that I had been to a beach. I was pretty excited. Thanks Pollen!
Friends can be awesome. They understand you for who you are and your shortcomings. I know that Pollen rates pretty well, because she listened and adviced to a whole slew of my personal issues. I have many such friends who are like that, and many of them are right here on MySpace. Thankfully, I took the time to cultivate a decent level of respect among them by being a friend, too. It really doesn't take much to offer a person a friendship; however, it does require much care and dilegence to keep one strong.
For me, I offer my friendship pretty readily with of course some stipulation. I hate t

Md~lead Officer @ Animal Control Trying To Save Mama Pit/pupTHEY WILL BE EUTHANIZED IF HOMES CAN'T BE FOUND!
Lead Officer at City of College Park Animal Control in Prince George's Co. is trying to save MAMA PIT and 10 BABIES from being euthed!!
HURRY! Please contact ABIGAIL, lead officer, at (443) 857-3904 or alightning@collegeparkmd.gov (@collegeparkmd. gov)
P.S. Please do NOT rescue the pups and leave the mom behind to die!
Abigail Lightning
Hi. My name is Abigail Lightning. I am the lead officer for City of College
Park Animal Control in Prince George's Co. I received your contact info from
a friend of mine Joshua Ward who has volunteered with your organization.
Yesterday, I impounded a mother pit and ten 4 wk old puppies. Unfortunately,
pitbulls are illegal in this county. I'm trying to do whatever I can to
avoid euthanizing this mama pit and her ten precious babies. Do you have
available space, know of any possible fosters, or have any other contacts
you can refer me to? Any help you can give me is greatly ap

Ad NuseumAyn Rand once wrote that the "achievement of your happiness is the only moral purpose of your life, and that happiness, not pain or mindless self-indulgence, is the proof of your moral integrity, since it is the proof and the result of your loyalty to the achievement of your values." My friends, I contest that this is the simplest of all purposes! Out of everything that we do in this wayward world of ours, we all yearn for joy and happiness. Only those of abnormal pathology pervert this toward destructive purposes. So, why do we muck it up so?
At the tender age of 38, I have found that people will go out of their way to make themselves miserable. Like Diogenes, I seek that honest man. I will be your lantern. Tell me! All that is required to set you free from the burdens of your life is the truth. It is simple and rare. Give it a try. Tell someone the truth today. It is the least that you can do for them and yourself.

We Think We Have It Rough.......Washing Clothes Instructions
Never thought of a "washer" in this light before..what a blessing!
' Washing Clothes Recipe' -- imagine having a recipe for this ! ! !
Years ago an Alabama grandmother gave the new bride the following recipe:
This is an exact copy as written and found in an old scrapbook - with spelling errors and all.
WASHING CLOTHES
Build fire in backyard to heat kettle of rain water. Set tubs so smoke wont blow in eyes if wind is pert. Shave one hole cake of lie soap in boilin water.
Sort things, make 3 piles
1 pile white,
1 pile colored,
1 pile work britches and rags.
To make starch, stir flour in cool water to smooth, then thin down with boiling water.
Take white things, rub dirty spots on board, scrub hard, and boil, then rub colored don't boil just wrench and starch.
Take things out of kettle with broom stick handle, then wrench, and starch.
Hang old rags on fence.
Spread tea towels on grass.
Pore wrench wate

Et Tu Brutea?There are good days and bad days in life and none more so than in the life of a soldier. We live by an axiom that states that the only easy day was yesterday. Damn sure if that aint the truth. Sadly enough, you get to a point that you cant remember yesterday, so no easy day exists for you. Sometimes it is definitely clear that you dont want to remember yesterday because yesterday only reminds you that today sucks.
It is hard to hear about those two boys missing in Iraq. It could have easily been me as could I have been any of the over two thousand deaths. Sure as hell that I didnt wish and still do to some degree that I could change places with them. I could handle it better than some 20 something. Having lived this long, miraculously somehow, I know that I have achieved all that I can in this life time; it seems desperately unfair that those young men should lose their lives so soon. I am unfortunately certain that a video will surface about those two men. It sucks somet

Tn Kitten Killed By Fireworks Put In It's Mouth - Please Act!Tn Kitten killed by fireworks put in it's mouth - PLEASE ACT!
Authorities investigating case of kitten killed by fireworks
Hawkins County investigators are interviewing three men in the death of a kitten killed by fireworks on Sunday.
Dana Campbell said she adopted three kittens that had been dumped near her rural home several weeks ago.
On Sunday she and her husband went boating and on their return home, saw three men sitting near a shed where the kittens stayed. Later she heard the men shooting off fireworks.
One of the kittens was found dead, covered in fire extinguisher dust and with fireworks in his mouth.
Sheriff Roger Christian said detectives are interviewing three persons of interest, one of them a juvenile.
He called it "a heinous crime."
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Turn And Face The Changehe initial phases of acclimating myself to my new surroundings are going well. It is always interesting to go to a completely new place. I used to watch my cats go around and sniff the new spots to get the scent then promptly spray in order to mark territory. Funny, but humans do the same thing to some degree. We go walk around, spend money in shops, talk to new people for no other purpose then to introduce ourselves, and then go home. While we are not spraying, I liken the spending money and talking to be marking our territories. Now, if I could only find a perch high enough....lol.
So, there I was in Albertson's (a food store), spending money to mark territory, talking with my sister. She is a pretty wonderful women and a fabulous artist. Hi, sis! Anyway, we were talking about happiness and our childhood. I always feel bad when we do because she experienced the unhappiness that is an abusive, drunkard father and passive-aggressive mother than I ever did. I guess that we both acted

Gentle LoveI feel your passion for my touch. As you lean forward to take on the aroma of my bodies scent. The smell only teases you, the tingle in between your inner thighs tells no lie, you want it, and want it for yourself. Your chest heaves up and down as if you're out of breath. Your lips flutter and eye glazed in a dreamy state as you know that i'm so close. And then i caress your back soft and slow, i place my warm moist lips on yours. I feel your calmness settle in as you know you blouse has just fallen to the floor........ What would you do?

Life Less OrdinaryCurrent mood: drained
Well, with the sun rising and Albuquerque squarely in my rearview mirror, I left that interestingly neat city behind. Sadly, I sped away, leaving behind a great friend. Sometimes, fate is cruel.
I descended rapidly toward my next destination of Flagstaff. I was really feeling reinvigorated! The trip had so far been interesting and very long, but it has helped clear out a few cobwebs indeed. This day, I had no intention of pushing myself, because I wanted to see some of the sights! I happily pulled over and paid the $10 charge to go see the Petrified Forests and Painted Desert of Arizona. The sights were wonderful and it was a glorious day! However, I did have one less-than-welcomed moment. At one of the stops, I got out of the SUV to use the observation platform. When I was returning to the SUV, this woman and her husband were eyeballing my little Hybrid. When she made a comment about how filthy it was. Yes, I have bug splatter! I will have bug s

Jasmine Of My MindThe Jasmine of my Mind
Current mood: chipper
The verdant hills of the Mid West gave way to the stark beauty of Texas and New Mexico today. Well, yesterday really, but who is picking nits? Anyway, I was caught up in a terrific thrunderstorm in Oklahoma en route to Texas. Have I ever mentioned my slightr "discomfort" around lightening? Yes, as a young and stupid runner, I got caught in one too many electrical storms trying to get that one magical extra mile. So, while I enjoy a good storm from the inside of a nice secure building, I am not so happy being in one while driving through torndao alley. Such is life. Needless to say, I drove more than the recommended speed limit during that stint.
Nothing could have surprised me more than seeing wind turbines in Texas! I thought that they were outlawed in that state as some kinda communist plot led by the godless democrats? Maybe there is hope for humanity? Nah. Even a broken clock is right twice a day. Anyway, I drove thro

Athens, Ga - Many Out Of Time - Please Adopt/rescue!Athens Clarke County Animal Control = GA!!FULL HOUSE AGAIN!! Adoption fees are $50; out of state applications are allowed. The $50 goes towards 1st parvo/distemper, microchip and a mild worming treatment. For an additional $45 they will be spayed/neutered. Once they have been spayed/neutered present the bill as proof to Athens Clarke Cnty. AC and the shelter will refund you $25! If you are interested in adopting/fostering/sponsoring a dog from this shelter and the shelter tells you there are multiple applications pending on a dog you are interested in = leave your application anyway! Ask for Jackie I HAVE NO TIME LEFT!!PLEASE! SAVE ME!!HURRY!!

Ensign: Life In The Lions' DenAll ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3
AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 12 July 2007
Wow . . . Martha and I are celebrating our fourth wedding anniversary today! -- David
"And the king communed with them; and among them all was found none like Daniel, Hananiah, Mishael, and Azariah: therefore stood they before the king." The Bible itself is presented as a story from beginning ("In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth.") to end ("The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all. Amen.") . The book of Daniel in the Old Testament can be seen as a microcosm of that. Although the book begins when the citizens of Judah have arrived in Babylon, the book ends with . . . the end in the form of prophecy. Taking selected incidents in Daniel's life from his and his friends' start in Babylon as

900 Foot JesusSunday, June 11, 2006
900 foot Jesus in Tulsa, Oklahoma
Current mood: accomplished
A long time ago I remember listening to Rush Limbaugh...not on purpose I was held captive by a dittohead (by the way, I finally understand why they are called that). Anyway, I remember hearing a bit on there by some religous nut-case...er...spiritually closer to god than I...he was talking about some vision of a 900 foot Jesus in Tulsa, Oklahoma. When I came across the sign stating that Tulsa was something like 80 miles, I couldn't help thinking about that moment in my past...immediately, I remember the place, what we were doing, and the events just flooded back to me. Strange how memories do that, isn't it?
Well, besides several near-death experiences today, to include a very, very close exchange with a large piece of truck tire, I have decided that I am not quite ready to die...especially not in Oklahoma. For those of you who may be prepared to die there...hey, good luck to you! Anyway

What's Love Got To Do With It?A friend of mine recently said something to me that I've heard a million times from a million different people.
"Sex is better when you're in love."
Hmmm... Let's examine that for a moment please. While having sex with a person that you are deeply emotionally connected to (I am going to hesitate to use the term "love" because we all know how in the moment you feel "love" but then can discover otherwise down the road) the sex can be exhilarating. It can feel unmatched, uncompared, to look into the eyes of someone that you feel "gets" you. Someone that hears your words and makes sense of them. Someone who kisses your flaws and makes your insecurities melt away.
But does that actually equal "better" sex? Um... I think not. The best flat out sex that I've had - and I'm talking about the physical aspect of it - has been with people that I enjoy. People that are funny and kind and interesting and know me far better than a significant other ever could. I'm talking about a friend. I'm

Iraq HappensIraq Happens
Current mood: pensive
Category: Life
Well, I have made it to at least as far as Manchester, TN. I took a different route than suggested by Expedia (If you know me then you know that this is my personal modus operendi). Personally, I think that it went rather well. I put a lot of miles on the road and taking 24 was a great idea. The route was utterly, splendously (word?), gorgeous. I love woods and mountains; plus, it gave me a sense of renewed energy. One forgets the beauty of our country when one is trapped within his own head and mentally in another country fighting.
I stopped for the night and despite my dedication to the pursuit of physical fitness, I went to bed. However, I did go running this morning. A nice neighborhood that has displaced more than a few deer. I ran into their white-tailed cuteness along the way. They seemed more curious of me than scared, which was slightly disturbing. I want wildlife to be wild not domesticated. Anyway, it w

Carrolton,oh~dogs Must Be Rescued Before Fri 7/13 9am Or PtdCarrollton, OH. - NEW DOGS! - Carroll Co Dog Pound Shelter Link:http://www.petfinder.com/shelters/OH302.htmlCarroll County Dog PoundCarrollton, OH330-627-4244 Phill702@verizon.net Limited boarding, vetting and transport available with advanced notice!This Pound Euthanizes on Friday's at 9:00 A.M.!All dogs must be out of the pound on Friday Before 9:00 A.M.!The pound will open early at 7:00 A.M. on Friday!

Downrater AlertHer response after I asked her to re rate
Me: Fine don't re-rate me. I will place you on my watch list and post a bulliten. BYE!!!!
jersey: ur lucky didn't rate u a 1
Me:I am not being nasty. Its respect to rate 10s. if not then you don't rate pics.
jersey: y r you being so nasty?
Me: No they don't. Don't like a pic move on!
jersey: as a matter of fact yoes they do, get over yourself plz
Me: No one rates less then a 10. Please re-rate
jersey rated your photo a '5'!
jersey@ CherryTAP

Another DamnAh, phooey
Always stumped and always flumoxed. I have to say that I can't wait to get out of dodge so to speak. It has been nice here, but it is time to move on. One thing that I am pretty sure of is that I am most likely going to spend a long time by myself. That is just the nature of the beast. You have high hopes about life, but you can never count on it.
People are a constance source of pain and disappointment. I am glad that I don't have to deal with too many of them. Plus, the sooner that I get out of here, the better. After here, onward back to Iraq if I am lucky. At least I understand things there.

Crack Goes The WeaselThe sound of a heart breaking
Current mood: drained
Category: Blogging
Oddly enough, it is not a ripping sound, it is not a tearing sound, it is a sob.
First, well, not really first, but I have finally confirmed what I always knew, my ex wife admitted to having several affairs while we were married and while I was deployed. She asked forgiveness, which I gave because I felt more sorry for her than anything else. No, that was not the cause of my heart breaking. Old girlfriend has a new boyfriend, who will likely marry her and they will be happy.
I heard it then. At first, I didn't recognize the sound or where it was coming from until I realized it was me. How strangely disconnected one can be. Sure, it is not the starving of Sudan or the death rattle of a soldier, it was just me crying. Something that I haven't done since my grandfather passed in 92. I don't care if you are reading this saying what a woose. Fuck you if you are.
These last few days have been brut

True LoveTrue love lost
I remember watching Princess Bride the other week and yesterday it struck me when I spoke to Rosie. I lost true love. Never have I felt that way before about another person. My arrogance and ego -no, hubris- was my fall. All she wanted me to do was be there for her and to believe in Jesus as strongly as she did. I couldn't even swallow my own pride to do such a simple task. I am such a fool.
They have it wrong, hell is not fire and brimstone, it is losing someone that you loved so profoundly that you would have changed the course of the earth to make her happy. That is the source of my unease and lack of happiness.
The person I was with her was the person I wanted to be for the rest of my life. Now, she is happy with someone else, and I am glad for her. It is not about the love you receive, but the love you feel.
Westley: I told you I would always come for you. Why didn't you wait for me?
Buttercup: Well... you were dead.
Westley: Death cannot s

Damnmea culpa
This was a horrible week for me. Ex wife informed me of her affairS while I was deployed and away, girl I had wanted to marry told me that she was getting married. Sometimes the foundation gets attacked a little too hard sometimes.
I will be fine. I am a soldier and a strong man. However, I can't deny that I am wounded to the quick.
Thank you for caring.
Greg

DreamsDreams to come
I am compelled to list those things that I think -for now- that I would like to do when I get older: my dreams.
I want a family.
I would either like to teach or go into law.
I want to better society.
I would like to visit Alaska, Maine, Canada, Norway, Sweden, Finland, and Russia.
I want to see my children grow into passionate, caring adults. I want to see my grandchildren born.
I would love to learn greater compassion.
I want to cast out the anger and bitterness I feel at times for my own past faults and failures: I want to forgive myself.
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Feeling TodayNot my own...but never better said
Category: Religion and Philosophy
"Hurt"
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
[Chorus:]
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
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It's Me.I have decide that the reason that I am still not in any kind of a relationship has got to be me. I thought that I was ready to start dating again after I got back home but I guess I wasn't really. Also I have been attracting alot of no good for nothings lately and I'm starting to get tired of the bullshit. I don't really want to be single anymore but I'm tired of looking. Most of my friends are either married or in relationships, so therefore I have no one to go out with to find new dating options. It sucks. I now have an idea of why I stayed in a crappy relationship for 4 years...........because dating SUCKS especially when you are like me, shy around people you don't know and not likely to be the first to start a conversation with someone you think is interesting.
And the transfer at my job and her boyfriend playing kissy face in front of everyone does not help things. The two of them make them sick. I'll admit that I may even be a little bit jealous. Seeing the two of them makes

Thanks Mom!My mom bitched a fit b/c Josh and I didn't bring in the mail. My dad always checks the mailbox when he comes home so I figured he'll get it. Josh and I are in our room when she knocks on the door and asks about the mail, Josh says it's still in the mailbox if dad didn't get it. She then says she'll go get it. She does and I out of my room to find me something to eat. I ask her in a joking manner what's for dinner. Josh is standing in the other room just a little ways from the kitchen and my mom is loading the dishwasher. She turns to Josh and says I think that's pretty shitty the way you two did us. I'm thinking what the fuck did we do. She then says something about the mail. I then ask her, well okay yelled at her b/c that's what she was doing and that's the only way to talk to her when she's fucking yelling, but I ask her why she's yelling at Josh b/c I'm the one that told him to put it back in the mailbox b/c daddy always checks the mailbox. At this point I'm so upset that I walk ou

Thank You To EveryoneI just wanted to say thank you to all that have given me something special from you to me so I may add it to my page... I am truely blessed....HUGS~N~KISSES
Keep spreading the love around... :)
SNUGGLEKITTY

Fucking Haters On CherrytapIm Sick and Tired of Logging in and Having this kind of Drama
-People Rating Me under 5
-People Leaving me Coments when i ask for help with Somenthing
-people denying my friend request because how i look
-people im me and tell me not to add someone cause they like that person
today i posted a blog earlier that i deleted because i asked if someone could like lent me money so i could bring a friend to the usa.
So like 1 guy and like 9 or 10 cheap whores had to fuking coment on it since they got nothing to do but annoy the shit out of me saying im stupid and that fuking idiot etc
First of all go fuck yourself
2nd go get a decent boyfriend or a job cause prostitution is not how u gonna be famous
3rd of all shut the fuck up i asked for your help not your cheap coments.
i didnt ask for your oinion on it so if you are not gonna help dont leave me your opinion cause it will show me that you bassically spend your life on cherrytap reading other people's blog(how mature)

(hadith) RememberThe Prophet (blessings and peace be upon him) said, "Remember more often the destroyer of pleasures – death.”
At Tirmidhi Hadith Number 579 from Riyad us Saliheen Volume 1 Chapter 65 Narrated by Abu Huraira (r.a.)

So I'm A Dbl BaggerACTUALLY TRUTH ME KNOWN I'M A TRIPPLE BAGGER, I WANT 3 ON ME IN CASE YOURS FALLS OFF THAT WAY I'M TRIPPLE PROTECTED.
LET ME TELL YOU TWAT WAFFLES SOMETHING OK, I'M A SWEET PERSON A MAJORITY OF MY TIME BUT IF YOU REALLY INSIST ON BRINGING THE MEAN OLE NASTY BITCH IN ME OUT I AM SURE I CAN ARRANGE IT, IF YOU GOT TO BE NEGATIVE TOWARDS ME, SAVE YOUR BREATH, YOU MAY NEED IT WHEN I AM STOMPING YOUR GUTS OUT.
I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR IMMATURE INSULTS SO TAKE IT ON DOWN THE LINE TO SOMEONE ELSE. YOU OBVIOSULY HAVE SOME SORT OF PERSONAL ISSUES GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE TO FEEL THE NEED TO DRAG OTHERS DOWN WITH YOUR PATHETIC SELF. SO LET ME GIVE YOU A GOOD PIECE OF ADVICE OK, I DONT GIVE A FLYING HAIRY RATS ASS IF YOU LIKE ME OR NOT I AM NOT HERE TO GAIN HEAD WAY WITH ANYONE, YOU EITHER LIKE ME OR YOU DONT IT'S THAT SIMPLE. I AM ME NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS. SO TAKE YOUR COCK JUGGLING COCK QUEEN ASS ELSE WHERE YOU ARENT PISSING ME OFF WOULDNT GIVE YOU THE SATISFACTION HOW EVER YOU ARE SHOWI

Me And My DrugsI found a box of old photos of me and some friends of mine from the early 90s, we sure liked our drugs back then!
Those were strange times, i was in an experimental/rock/jazz band and i had really long hair, sometimes i would wear drag on stage and throw stuff at our audience, we got banned from playing at two clubs because we were so loud.
I remember back in 1992 i went to see a doctor for some reason or other, he examined my head and found out that i had a whole lot of bumps and bruises on it and he asked me if i had been suffering from some kind of fainting spells, i told him that the bruises and stuff were there because i was in a band, that i sometimes taped a microphone to my chest and threw myself at walls or even had my drummer hit me on the head with my guitar, it made perfect sense to me at the time.

Your Butt.This one time, not at band camp, I saw this thing with a thing in it. And stuff.
It was disturbing.

Happy Birthday Sisit's my sister birthday and appart of the times we yell @ each other, she's my sis and love her
Doktora74@ CherryTAP
show her some love :)

Staring EyesStaring Eyes
Hazel eyes staring back at me,
Full of love and grace.
Showing me the world I never knew.
You give me all the stars in the sky.
I feel all is well,
When you look at me with those eyes.
My blue eyes staring back at you,
Full of love and grace.
Showing you the world you never knew.
I give you all water in the oceans.
You loving me
Me loving you
With all the soul behind our eyes.
We are one in our eyes.
Written for Brian Lee Redding.
July 12,2007 at 2:30 P.M.
By:Rebecca Lynn King

Pan-fried Cornmeal & Cumin-rubbed Cornish Game Hens For Two1 tbsp. chopped fresh cilantro leaves
1 tbsp. chopped scallions
2 tsp. chopped and peeled fresh ginger
1 large egg
1 heaping tbsp. ground cumin
1/3 cup stone-ground yellow cornmeal
5 tbsp. all purpose flour
1/2 tsp. salt
1/4 tsp. black pepper
2 (14-oz.) Cornish game hens, butterflied and backbone removed
1 tbsp. olive oil
Preheat oven to 375ºF.
Place cilantro, scallions, and ginger in a shallow bowl; mix together.
Lightly beat the egg in another shallow bowl.
Combine cumin, cornmeal, flour, salt and pepper in a third shallow bowl.
Dip hens in cilantro mixture, then in the egg, then in the cornmeal mixture.
Place a large skillet over medium-high heat and when it is hot, add the oil.
Add the hens 1 at a time, and sauté until golden brown, about 3 to 4 minutes on each side. Put hens in a large baking pan.
Roast until they are deep brown and completely cooked, about 15 to 20 minutes.
Serves 2.

True Love (this Is Honestly True)My grandparents were married over 40 years when my grandmother died (she died two days before my son was born). My grandfather had her cremated and brought her back home with him. To this day, and this happened Nov 11, 1994, he has kept her in his house. I asked him about it, why he doesn't go and have her buried, and he told me that when he dies, he wants them both to be buried together.
That, to me, is the ultimate act of love.
I just wish I could find someone like that....

This Is My Horoscope, HmmmThere's no delicate way to say this: Is a loved one talking too much? Perhaps they're nervous about telling you something. Whatever they're trying to keep a secret isn't a big deal, but for some reason, they're stressed.

2 Year AnniversaryTime sure does fly by. Didnt think that I would have made it this far but things sure did turn out alright. Re-enlistment? I dunno. Still in the works. Will say this. Glad I joined and glad Im in. =]

Neat Saying.....I'll surrender my world to you if that is the only way I could become a part of yours........

To Lust And Love, Be Trueome little Infant, Love me now,
While thine unsuspected years
Clear thine aged Fathers brow
From cold Jealousie and Fears.
Pretty surely 'twere to see
By young Love old Time beguil'd:
While our Sportings are as free
As the Nurses with the Child.
Common Beauties stay fifteen;
Such as yours should swifter move;
Whole fair Blossoms are too green
Yet for lust, but not for Love.
Love as much the snowy Lamb
Or the wanton Kid does prize,
As the lusty Bull or Ram,
For his morning Sacrifice.
Now then love me: time may take
Thee before thy time away:
Of this Need wee'l Virtue make,
And learn Love before we may.
So we win of doubtful Fate;
And, if good she to us meant,
We that Good shall antedate,
Or, if ill, that Ill prevent.
Thus as Kingdomes, frustrating
Other Titles to their Crown,
In the craddle crown their King,
So all Forraign Claims to drown.
So, to make all Rivals vain,
Now I crown thee w

KarmaAlways remember that the pain you dish out ,Is the pain you recieve in return ten fold. (KARMA). Making up stuff just to make others feel bad and/or doing it to make yourself feel good or look better in front of other is a fleeting feeling that doesn't stay and it is only hurting you and your loved ones...

FathersFathers make choices that there Children may not understand. That doesn't mean they don't love them . It just means that they rather be the one in pain then let there children carry it.. No matter how big the fight , Fathers will pick up themselves and dust off , And still Keep Loving there Child ,No matter how many people may think they don't...

PatronizingDont think I am some little girl
who's knowlege is sparce....
who is shunned from the world
I know more than you think
or care to believe
though my act is innocent
ive known happiness and grief
Ive seen thunderous men fall
weak men overcome
my battle is undending
perhaps pointless to some
no matter, i will triumph
that moment will be mine
when someone sees
the treasure i hide
til then, through life
i trudge and try
to find the heart
i left behind

AngerDarkness creeping all around...
the steely call from the ground...
sorrow continually hammered into her heart...
meteal claws of fear tear it apart...
shadows slinking through the night...
slashing and screaming she tries to fight...
she looks in the mirror at her battered face...
angry her heart begins to race...
she will no longer be his punching bag...
she will no longer be tossed aside like a dirty rag...
she greets him home with a smile...
though her plan evil and vile...
she cooked him dinner nice and sweet..
he has no clue the fate he will meet...
she tells him tonight she wants to play...
tells him they will do things her way...
she cuffs his hands to the bed...
her demons now stirring in her head...
he has a smile on his rugged face...
she leans forward for one last embrace...
from under the pillow she pulls a knife...
she will teach him to beat his wife...
his e

I Got To Have Surgery On July 17thwell went to the orthopedic doc today ...its for sure i got to have surgery ....it's on the 17th of july ...here's what they will b doing . it's my left arm .they will b doing a carpal tunnel release on my left wrist and will b doing a decompression ulnar nerve on my elbow... won't be able to use left arm for a month..the bad thing is i'm left handed ...i hope recovery will go fast ..it's out patient surgery , so after surgery i will try to b online if possible to keep my friends and family updated ...thanks to all my friends for the thoughts and prayers ....love you all for that ..

First Time For EverythingNormally, I don't get pissed if someone gives me a low rating, it really doesn't matter to me.
Today, however, I'm in a pissy mood as my job is making me angry.
So, I sent the person a gift with a note. I told them they need something nice to cuddle, since low-rating makes folks on CT think they're a bonehead.
Nicer than I wanted to be. Got a Hershey Kiss in return.
Some people are just frickin' weird.

Jokes From A *woman,For the women who have spoken and wished that they could immediately take the words back or that She could crawl into a hole ?
She was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.
She was unhappy with the women's type She had been using. After browsing for several minutes, She was approached
by one of the good- looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help Her.
Without thinking, She looked at him and said, 'I think I like playing with men's balls.'
*My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, 'No, I'm just looking at your nuts.' My sister started to laugh hysterically,
the boy grinned, and I turned beet-red and walked away.
To this day, my sister has never let me forget.
*Have you ever asked your child a question too many times?
My three-year-old son had a

Kinda Disgusted...lately ive been thinking about all the drama and fake people on here...
pervs shout stupid shit in my shout box...
high school bs...
rude comments left on sfw pics...
it REALLY annoys me when people use pics of hott girls as they're primary pics...
thats degradeing to the chicks pic they are useing...
it just promotes the perverseness on here...
do points on a website mean so much...
do they have no self esteem...
ive even noticed a few on my friends list doing this...
im seriousely thinking about just deleteing people again, lol...
i could care less bout the points
(ppl who know me know this)
i dont care how many ppl r on my friend list...
i just dont like fake ppl...

"without Racism""Without Racism"
No light here
Upon my heart doth shine
For no light
Unto this world can I find . . .
Seeing through the eyes of a child
I find that hope
Was long left
Not worth while
For the secrets today
Are filled with drugs
And the stench of death
Brought forth by man's wrath
No light upon this road
Doth shine
And so no light
May I find . . .
Looking through the eyes of an adult
My heat I find
Is weighed heavy
With guilt and worry
Brought forth
By mine thoughts of my youth
Bringing forth
My own justice
Upon my child
With hatred, unto me, in return
No light
Unto this house
Can live
For guns and death
Are the only way to live
Are the only rules
To which we know . . .
Looking through the eyes of the aged
I find much has changed
Much to do
And no sense to do it
But I find
That fear is the master
And the master is strong
Though truly
I am stronger
No light unt

Poetic ReasonWhat Magic could me thus confine
Within anothers Grief to pine?
Where whatsoever it complain,
I feel, that cannot feel, the pain.
And all my Care its self employes,
That to preserve, which me destroys:
Constrain'd not only to indure
Diseases, but, whats worse, the Cure:
And ready oft the Port to gain,
Am Shipwrackt into Health again.

I Am Me....the dagger pierced my heart deep...
my crimson blood now seeps...
the emptyness echos in my head...
i will not lie , somedays i wish i was dead...
an invisable knife held to my throat...
my inner demon there to gloat...
who is this wicked person i've become...
my mind,body ,and soul cold and numb...
a false smile on my face...
perfected with precision and grace...
i am surrounded by those who claim to be my friend...
but, will they be here in the end...
i do not want pity or for you to feel sorry for me...
i am telling you who i am truly...
i have good days i have bad...
most days i am sad...
this is shelly this is me...
if you don't like it you can't like shelly...
so for those of you who read and stay...
you'll remain in my heart until my dying day...

Find MePrince of words
man of my dreams
take away this darkness inside of me
show me my beauty
remind my heart it exists
make me come alive
with just one kiss
let me fall into you
and you inside me
come together as one
content and complete
brush the hair from my face
taste a tear from my eye
take me out of this hell
give me reason to try

Morethere is more
out there waiting
in the mist
among the shadows
of myself
and as many times
as i reach... denied
I keep reaching
hoping
that the light will shine
for me
guide me
to where i belong
i fight the unseen
by sensing its presence
i will triumph in time
unstoppable
me

Out Of Respect For My Lady FriendsLadies the things I've seen and heard about over the last few weeks have made me ashamed of my gender. If you have read my updated "about me" on my profile you already know where I am coming from, if you haven't please do as I don't like to repeat myself. Now to the heart of the matter. I may be a card carrying Dirty Old Man but that doesn't mean you can't have respect for people, especially ones whom have accepted you as friends. So if there are guys whom you have blocked because of inappropriate comments on your photos, sending you unsolicited Pic's of their privates or repeated requests for "special" photos, send me a private Msg. telling me who they are and I will block them too. I know it is a small gesture (and maybe futile) but if enough of us block them and turn on our family/friends block thingy maybe we can freeze out a few of the worst ones. Now I want to be clear, I AM NOT going to be drawn into any drama you may have going on but I will not stand idly by while my friends a

Just Some Of My Work# Never to Feel You Again
Catch me in your arms
Hold me close, let me feel your warmth
Hold me again
To the point I feel your heart
Where I hear more than just it beating
but also the warmth of its emotion
It was there
I know I'll never feel it again
Not yours, oh no, not yours
Yet another cold heart I made
You've changed
You don't care anymore
That's what I get from falling with no arms to catch me
That's what I got for thinking things can change
So goodbye my friend
This is the end
The end of everything that has ever been
Goodbye
I'm sick of being nice
and you deserve the price
The price you get, you know what I mean
its not unseen
Goodbye my friend,
goodbye.

Whatwhat would be the grossest thing someone could ever do in haveing sex?

Grandma's HandsGRANDMA'S HANDS
Grandma, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. She
didn't move, just sat with her head down staring at her hands. When I sat
down beside her she didn't acknowledge my presence and the longer I sat I
wondered if she was OK.
Finally, not really wanting to disturb her but wanting to check on her
at the same time, I asked her if she was OK. She raised her head and looked
at me and smiled. "Yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking," she said in a clear voice strong.
"I didn't mean to disturb you, grandma, but you were just sitting here
staring at your hands and I wanted to make sure you were OK," I explained
to her.
"Have you ever looked at your hands," she asked. "I mean really looked
at your hands?"
I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them. I turned them over,
palms up and then palms down. No, I guess I had never really looked at my
hands as I tried to figure out the point she was making.
Grandma smil

I Thought You Guys Would Like ThisI thought you guys would like this! Way to go Brother Armstead!
Retired Marine tackles bank robber
By SAEED AHMED
The Atlanta Journal-Constitution, Published on: 07/10/07
Timothy Armstead was at the Washington Mutual Bank on Candler Road on Tuesday afternoon to figure out how someone could have stolen $100 from his account, when a man wielding a fire extinguisher barged in and demanded that tellers hand him $2,000.
That set Armstead off.
Grousing there was just too much stealing going on, the retired Marine put down his young daughter and tackled the robber, knocking him to the ground.
"I just brought him down to the ground and told him not to move," he told WSB-TV.
DeKalb County police said the robber told bank employees the fire extinguisher was a bomb and they had five minutes to comply with his demands: He wanted $2,000 in $50 bills.
As employees scurried to the bank vault to comply, the unidentified man began loudly counting down the minutes, attracting the attentio

You Everyou ever have a dream about what your lover was going to look like or what she or he would feel like to hold and touch? or am i the only one lmao oops i let one of my secrets out lol ok here is another question have you ever wondered what it would feel like being the other person when haveing sex what there oragasm would feel like lmao if it is the same as how you feel when you have one

Left Of Nightok, i thought i would just ramble today, i notice i haven't posted a blog of any kind in a stones age, so here i go.
Have you ever noticed that your nightmares follow a specific format or pattern or theme. Day in and day out, whenever a nightmare strikes, there are usually common elements. Little things that your id, your subconscious mind, brews up to beat you with like a man in stocks being flogged (ok people, don’t get turned on here, i’m talking nightmares, not fantasy’s).
It’s things like, if you have a repressed, timid personality, you might always have nightmares of people yelling and screaming at you. If you’re afraid of snakes, you might always dream of them attacking you or your friends turning into them at social events. Most of the time, it’s constant. Changes on a theme.
But what do you do when that little dark side throws you a curve ball, tries to terrorize you with something you didn’t know was scary? What do you do then? Or worse, when you wake up f

Quotes Wrote By The Man Himself.If the Bible has taught us nothing else, and it hasn't, it's that girls should stick to girls' sports, such as hot oil wrestling, foxy boxing, and such and such.
I don't believe professional athletes should be role models. I believe parents should be role models.... It's not like it was when I was growing up. My mom and my grandmother told me how it was going to be. If I didn't like it, they said, "Don't let the door hit you in the ass on your way out." Parents have to take better control-
Radio football is football reduced to its lowest common denominator. Shorn of the game's aesthetic pleasures, or the comfort of a crowd that feels the same way as you, or the sense of security that you get when you see that your defenders and goalkeeper are more or less where they should be, all that is left is naked fear
Baseball and football are very different games. In a way, both of them are easy. Football is easy if you're crazy as hell. Baseball is easy if you've got patience.

My New Lounge, Cum And Enjoy!!!Well, Hello to everyone!!! My name is Vanessa and my hubby name is Tim. I'm setting up this lounge for all the swingers out there that want to get together and get to know other swingers. If things are rocking, meet and enjoy one another. That is what swinging is all about. My husband and I love being in good company with others and wanted to have a place to go to meet other swingers in our area or around the world. Please cum ck this lounge out and enjoy the lifestyle. We wanted to be able to reach out to others and are hopeing you can do the same. This lounge is still new so bare with me on tring to get it all set up. Hope everyone enjoys this lounge and Happy Swingging..You can cum to my site and ck in my lounges for Clarksville Swingers Lounge, Hope to see you there!!

How Doeshow does it feel to be in love? what is love? how do i find love? where do i find love? hmm i dont know if someone here knows can you please tell me lol

Posse This Is For YouHERE WE GO. I HAVE HAD IT.. I'M SO DONE.. NEXT PERSON I HEAR COMPLAINING ABOUT POOR ME IS OUT.. I'M CLEANING HOUSE.. WE ARE BUSTING OUT ONE CONTEST AT A TIME THE BEST WE CAN.. WE HAVE DONE QUITE A BIT IN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME.. EVERYONES CONTEST GETS HELP IN ORDER THAT THEY CAME IN..
THERE IS A POSSE IM MY GIVE A AWAY RIGHT NOW THAT IS COMPLAINING ABOUT NOT GETING HELP.. HOLLY SHI_ BRING IT ON.. I'M SO ABOUT TO LOSE IT HERE.. I WOULD LOVE TO SEND THE ENTIRE POSSE TO THAT CONTEST.. HELL I WOULD MAKE GRANDMOTHER IN A WEEK.. CAUSE THATS A CONTEST THAT I'M HOSTING. HELL JUST SCREW IT.. SCREW THE BEING FAIR CRAP AND TAKING TURNS. EVERYONE GO HIT HER CONTEST RIGHT NOW.. GO HIT HER GIVE AWAY RIGHT NOW AND MAKE ME GRANDMOTHER.. SORRY SWEEP, BOOBOO, TEMPTED AND TEMPTED HUSBAND AND A FEW OTHERS WHO HAVE BEEN WAITING WITH OUT A COMPLAINT FOR THEIR TURN AT RECEIVING HELP.. WE HAVE SOME ONE FEELING SORRY FOR THEMSELVES WANTING HER PRIZE..
BUT DO I DO THAT? NO I DON'T CAUSE THATS NOT FA

Old Joke But Still Hilarious!A very successful lawyer parked his brand new Porsche Carrera GT in front
of the office, ready to show it off to his colleagues. As he got out, a Truck
came along too close to the curb and completely tore off the driver's
door.
Fortunately, a cop in a police car was close enough to see the accident
and pulled up behind the Porsche, his lights flashing. But, before the cop had
a chance to ask any questions, the lawyer started screaming hysterically
about how his Porsche, which he had just picked up the day before, was now
completely ruined and would never be the same, no matter how hard the body
shop tries to make it new again.
After the lawyer finally wound down from his rant, the cop shook his head
in disgust and disbelief.
"I can't believe how materialistic you Lawyers are," he said. "You are so
focused on your possessions that you neglect the most important things in
life."
How can you say such a thing?" asked the lawyer.
The cop replied, "Don't you even re

Good News And A Day I Hope I Make It Through OkayThe doctor's cleared me to go back to work on Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am ready; or at least as ready as I'll be; I've got my brace and we're working with medications that are finally killing the pain; but I have to take the less strong ones for work so I can do my job. I wish I could tell you all more about what I do but I can't; the SEC won't allow it. Anyway, that's the good news; now for the day I'm dreading.
Saturday we're finally burying Mom; and I'm not sure how well I'm gonna handle it. It won't be as bas as a year ago when we had the service, I know that, but still it's not going to be easy. I know that it will give me the sense that things are finally at a rest; plus we'll be able to take care of her grave and make it look nice and clean all the time. Sue's got this really neat solar powered cross that we're going to put up; it glows with a bluish-white light all night and then looks like a regular cross during the day; I know Mom's going to love it because i

What Would You DoThis was sent to me thought i'd give it a go also!!
What would you do???
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME?
TELL ME IN MY INBOX... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL..IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.
COPY THIS AND PASTE IT....Don't be shy mmmm tell me what's on your mind!!!

I Keepi keep thinking life is what you make of it,not what you have to.some of us have it harder then others and the more i think about it no matter how hard my life gets i think of people that have it worse then me,some dont have a home i do some dont have family i do some dont have food i do see there is always some one worse off then us i am thankfull for my life in some ways it is hard raiseing a daughter that is special needs and being bipolar myself it is so hard keeping my peace and sanity,but i do it,it still gets lonely with out someone to hold and comfort me and tell me how everything will be ok,i guess we cant have everything huh,well anyways be thankfull for what you have in life

If You............Here's something fun to do, and a repost haha :P
If you'd like....make me a personal salute pic, I'll put it in a special folder in my albums and I'll return the favor as well for you.
Make it clean, something 'safe for work' < rolls her eyes > but be creative. lol. This is just something fun for friends to do, kind of exchanging pics so to speak.
Thanx and let me know if/when ya make one for me so I can rate,comment & rip it! :D
xoxox's Jade :D

B.o.r.e.d. !!Work's unbearably slow today. And it's sweltering hot, and muggy. Damned Florida. I really should move.
We're going tonight to check out the condo we might be moving in to, awesome deal in a really swank neighborhood.
And saturday should be spades with Nekopants, the boyfriend and his friend. Hooray for booze, card playing, and the making of asian foods! *hopes for more tuna onigiri*

Blahalright didn't go to bed till 4am it's 10:30am now, i'm tired and i have my last physical therapy session at 1:40pm, i got up cause i thought it was later then it really is

Its Official!!!Yup!! I won the 3 day blast!! Don't have alot of time. At the library. Hoping to get my home pc up soon. Go to my "family" list and check out Porcelain. She submitted over 1,000 votes for me!!! Show her some love!! Thanks to all who voted!!! Nuthin but love for ya!
Gimptastic
(Eric)

My MarriageFinally my marriage is beginning to come to an end. My wife and I sat down today and have decided to split after nearly thirteen years of marriage. Our marriage has been in a steady slow decline since the birth of our second son Thomas in 2000. Our marriage should have ended three years ago but for my reluctance to accept the inevitable. Finally both of us will be looking forward to move on and enjoy life to it's fullest once more. In the mean time we will be staying together to finish restoring our Victorian villa before we put it up for sale hopefully in the next couple of months. I would like to thank anyone that I have spoken to regarding our impending breakup on CT over the past six weeks, and whom have shown their kind support to me. I am feeling positive that I will be able to start a new life after my forthcoming separation and divorce. For the foreseeable future we will both take turns at looking after our children once we have separated.

This Beautiful ThingFaint at first, almost pulse like.
I could hear and feel the faint movement of your breathing.
The rise and fall of your chest brought about this inadvertent tempo to us.
Slowly,
I felt you beneath my finger tips,
Verification of this reality was almost unreal and so new.
I took my time to remember the texture of your skin,
The moister in your kisses,
and even,
the subtle change of pitch in your voice each time I kissed you.
I did not want to forget this moment, I wanted it always.
Your skin seemed to contract and relax with each gentle stroke of my palm.
My lips instantly moved as my hands did everywhere and anywhere.
both were tools of exploration.
I could feel the slow and fast intervals of your breath against my chest.
The warmth of your body,
The pressure of your frame was all greatly welcomed,
though I did not realize it then.
As my mouth lay upon yours, The taste of your lips were of fresh strawberries.
A subtle sweetness lingered on my tongue.

We Allwe all make mistakes that we wish we had not made but we can not change the past but we can guide our future,we know what we want for our lives to be like but some are afriad to go out and take a risk,im here to tell you all life is a big risk,life is what you make it and no matter what you cant be afraid to try,if we arnt happy with our jobs we wont suceed,if we feel we have to do something for someone else and not do it for us we will not do a good job,if we could find what makes us want to get up in the morning for and go to bed early then we wont be happy.if we dont have something to hold on to that is our own we wont be happy,go out find your dream life dont be afraid,find your true love,but dont rush it,you wont be happy,love you cant just go out and by it it has to come on its own,no matter how hard you look for it you wont find it.if you dont love yourself how can you love someone else it starts with you

You Are My..... ( Copy & Paste To Send To Your Closest Friends, If You'd Like To )First, I want u to know that I love you to death and you are amazing..
if I don't get this back I understand.. I have a game for you.
Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you.
If you receive at least 7 back then u are loved. nobody knows what they have until they lose it.
You never leave the person whom you love by the one u like, because that person who u like will leave you by the person whom they love.
Tonight right at 12:00 am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of ur life.
If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love by the next years. send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who ur real love is!
I promise you my love
I promise you my heart
I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart
I promise no

Hug Certificate ( Copy & Paste To Give To Your Friends If You'd Like To )A Hug Certificate for You!
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This poem is very sweet. It will be interesting to see who sends it back.
Forward this on and back. Thanks!
*´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸
.•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
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And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
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If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
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A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
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If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the

Vampire >:)=The day is still
the night is slowly waking
I wait in silent angst
for you to come take what is yours
You sink your teeth into me and I moan
Yeah,
I guess we are a fucked-up pair
You, the Vampire
And I, the Donor
But I love it when you feed
It arouses me like I've never been
It makes me feel useful
Gives me a reason to be alive
And you're so gentle with me
as you slowly caress my back
with long and talented fingers...
Desperate for air
you reluctantly remove yourself from me
and a drop of my blood slides from your lips
I lick it away
just like any other day

FearStaring up at me
blue eyes afraid to cry
her heart pounding for me
I am her fear
Looking down at her
brown eyes afraid to move
with the bruises she created on my body
She is my fear
I fear her dominance
she fears the emotions I make her feel
I fear nothing my her hand, but that our love
may become nothing more than a one-night stand
I'm just an insecure girl
afraid of her sexuality
and you're just an abused woman
afraid to love again
I fear everything
with child-like eyes
that love is merely an infatuation
nothing but
a sort of puppy-eyed adoration
And you believe
the world's darkest lies
afraid that, through the barrier,
they see your pain
And will betray you once again.
But the chill of winter is fading,
your untouched heart can beat again
Our bodies are one
And the fear all melts away

Profane PoetryProfane poetry from swollen lips
the night before is still fresh in my mind
The bruises haven't faded yet
Eyeliner and mascara still running
from tears and sweat
vanilla-scented candles still burning
pictures thrown off the wall
and a sheet is ripped
A confused girl stands in the doorway
A lustful woman still lies on the bed
No questions demand no answers
No answers receive no time
Everything is shattered
and profane poetry echoes the night

My Burning LoveHer voice screaming my name
washing away the sounds
of the mocking world all around us
A flame like autumn leaves
that makes my heart skip a beat
A warm hand tentatively
encircling mine;
fingers entwined
leading me
into the moonshadowed halls
of the night
Clothes sliding off,
crisp night air caressing me
Our bodies are molded into one another
We become one person
as moans of passionate pleasure
lead to the final screams
that rip through the night sky
Shuddering against her sweaty body
as I reach the point of point of fiery pleasure...
Her arms encircle me
as she returns me to my sanctuary,
a loving kiss swiftly placed on my lips
and I watch her reluctantly turn and walk away
She is
my burning love

Two ChoicesTWO CHOICES
What would you do? you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice?
At a fund raising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?"
The audience was stilled by the query.
The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child."
Then he told the following sto

What's Up With "the Bird?"Not sure I understand this, but here goes.
I have to wonder what the point is in flipping the bird in photos? Is the subject (who is usually t]also the photogtapher) flipping off the person in the picture, or flipping off themselves in their own reflection? or, am I part of the older generation, just a little slow on the uptake?
Either way, I can't help but feel somewhat put off by an image where the overarching message is "FU."
I'm from the east coast, you tell someone to F Off for no reason, you're looking to have a beatin thrown at ya.

The DevilYou are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

New Shoutbox FeatureHEY TAPPERS, WE HAVE A GREAT NEW SHOUTBOX FEATURE...
WHEN YOU HOVER OVER SOMEONES NAME, WATCH AT THE BOTTOM FOR AN OPEN SHOUTBOX LINK. CLICK THAT AND YOUR WHOLE CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE WILL BE OPENED IN A NEW WINDOW. YOU ALSO HAVE THE OPTION TO BLOCK A USER IN THE INFO WINDOW THAT OPENS WHEN YOU HOVER OVER A CT USER.
LETS ALL LET BABY J KNOW WHAT A GREAT NEW FEATURE WE THINK THIS IS!
THANKS,
CT BOUNCERS!

Massive Tumor RemovedSo I've been going to this professional for a while in an effort to take care of this really bothersome issue. Its rather embarrasing that I let it go this long. I've been working on getting this thing removed for a long time..at first by cutting it off myself and then by seeking help through the military and then finally by just paying out the ass to this professional to finally get rid of what was left of it. I've had this kind of tumor before and when that one was removed it cost me a whole lot of money and heartache and almost cost me my sanity. Ironic how that temporary loss of sanity is how I ended up with this tumor. I could spend hours writing about the mistakes and missteps, the faults and fuckups, the constant nausea and even the random abject bewilderment. Fortunately for you the reader I tired of devoting any kind of energy to all that useless, pathetic, worthless crap long ago. I'm just EXTREMELY happy to report that it's fucking over with. Now I'm off to enjoy my day with

Husband/wife JokesWife: “Honey..... What are you looking for?”
Husband: “Nothing.”
Wife: “Nothing...?? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour.”
Husband: “I was just looking for the expiration date.”
Q - What is the difference between a Mother & a Wife?
A - One woman brings you into this world crying & the other ensures you continue to do so.
**********
Wife : “Do you want dinner?”
Husband : “Sure, what are my choices?”
Wife: “Yes and no.”
**********
Wife: "You always carry my photo in your briefcase to the office. Why?"
Husband: "When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears."
Wife: "You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you?"
Husband: "Yes, I see your picture and say to myself,'What other problem can there be greater than this one?"
**********
Girl: “When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.”
Boy: “It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't hav

Al-qaida Has Rebuilt, U.s. Intel Warns...oh Joy...not!WASHINGTON - A new threat assessment from U.S. counterterrorism analysts says that al-Qaida has used its safe haven along the Afghan-Pakistan border to restore its operating capabilities to a level unseen since the months before Sept. 11, 2001.
A counterterrorism official familiar with a five-page summary of the document — titled "Al-Qaida better positioned to strike the West" — called it a stark appraisal. The analysis will be part of a broader meeting at the White House on Thursday about an upcoming National Intelligence Estimate.
The official and others spoke to The Associated Press on condition they not be identified because the report remains classified.
The findings suggests that the network that launched the most devastating terror attack on U.S. soil has been able to regroup despite nearly six years of bombings, war and other tactics aimed at dismantling it.
At his news conference Thursday, President Bush acknowledged the report's existence and al-Qaida's continuing

The LoverYou are The Lovers
Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.
The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.
Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it

My Moms BirthdayTodays My Moms Birthday She Would Of Been 78. Man I Miss Her. Life Sucks When You Lose Someone Close Too You!!

Ct Poemi came to ct not knowing what to exspect but seeing all the guys pictures just made me wet,you made me laugh you made me smile you even went the extra mile,thanks guys for makeing me feel real,you have made a place in my heart for each and everyone of you,if i were to quit ct i would be a fool,i love you all you all make thing new just by being you dont ever change and dont stop being a pain lol

Cheating Bitchshe cheated on me. what the fuck. we are over... what the hell do i do now?
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com
i fucking hate her. i cant take this shit anymore

HmmmmYou are The Wheel of Fortune
Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success
The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.
What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My First Blogwow I like the CT people the is different and I am having lots of fun! anyone want to be my friend just ask :)
well off to add more hot photos

Sexy Singles ContestHey ya'll a good friend of mine entered his first contest for sexiest single! I thought i'd try to help him out and see if ya'll wouldn't shoot a few comments his way and rate his pic while you were there! He doesn't have a bombing family and needs to rely on the help of his friends and there friends. He knows from experience how awesome my friends are....so lets show him how this is done!
This is Ms. Dallas' contest so you'll be helping her out as well.
Thanks so much,
Jackie
PLEASE REPOST
I'm sure he'd be happy to show ya'll some love back as well! :P

Update On ContestTHERE IS 4 NOW TO REFRESH EVERYONE THIS CONTEST STARTS ON JULY 16TH 2 PM EST AND ENDS 2 PM AUGUST 16TH FIRST PLACE GETS 30 DAY VIC(IF U ALREADY HAVE VIC U CAN HAVE A BLAST IF U PERFER) 2ND GETS 3 DAY BLAST
~YODA~
~~JOEYNV86~~
~*MARGIE*~
~~WHITEDOVE~~

Level UpWell I have now been on here for about 2 months and I am already close to hitting level 10. Only have about 2,100 to go. Thanks to all that have helped me reach where I am today. Send me the love and I will return! MUUUUUUUUUUAHHHHH to all my cherry friends!!!

Friends For Everwhen i feel lonely and blue i just think of you,you make me laugh you make me smile,you make me want to go that extra mile,thanks for being my friend i just dont want it to end,your heart i can not mend but dig me a place in it till my life ends,friends now and for ever we will be and hope your heart becomes free for me,

Courage Of The HeartCourage my Soul, now learn to wield
The weight of thine immortal Shield.
Close on thy Head thy Helmet bright.
Ballance thy Sword against the Fight.
See where an Army, strong as fair,
With silken Banners spreads the air.
Now, if thou bee'st that thing Divine,
In this day's Combat let it shine:
And shew that Nature wants an Art
To conquer one resolved Heart.

Experts Warn Of Lightning-strike Injuries With Ipods(AP) -- Listen to an iPod during a storm and you may get more than electrifying tunes
A Canadian jogger suffered wishbone-shaped chest and neck burns, ruptured eardrums and a broken jaw when lightning traveled through his music player's wires.
Last summer, a Colorado teen ended up with similar injuries when lightning struck nearby as he was listening to his iPod while mowing the lawn.
Emergency physicians report treating other patients with burns from freak accidents while using personal electronic devices such as beepers, Walkman players and laptop computers outdoors during storms.
Michael Utley, a former stockbroker from West Yarmouth, Massachusetts, who survived being struck by lightning while golfing, has tracked 13 cases since 2004 of people hit while talking on cell phones. They are described on his Web site, www.struckbylightning.org.
Contrary to some urban legends and media reports, electronic devices don't attract lightning the way a tall tree or a lightning rod

What A Prick!This guy is gonna tell me that god don't like gay people. Well I don't care...I ain't gonna change for anyone...I am who I am. Then he asks me if I want my kids to be gay...nobody wants their kids to be gay but if they are I will still love them. He is now added to my shit-list!
crazy kevin@ CherryTAP
Vamp

They Got The Bastard!My insurance company found the damn asshole that hit me. He's insured! I'm thinking that maybe the guy driving wasn't the actually owner/policy holder for the car. I bet he had a warrant or something.
Anyways, now I'm trying to deal with this guy's insurance company. Of course they aren't being THAT helpful and they are taking their sweet ass time but at least my insurance company got the bastard!
Whew. Hopefully it will not be a hassle and a mess and it can just be taken care of without any more added stress. :)

SchoolWell, yesterday was my last day of class. I can not express how happy I am that the class is over. Now all I have to do is complete a mock exam on Saturday the 14th and the real exam on the 21st of this month and I will be a certified coder! Yea!! Although, I have been thinking lately that I am real interested in becoming an LPN. It would take me another year of school though. Who knows I may just go for it.
Hugs all! Darla

RatesToday I'll be using the 'I'm Bored' button to rate people either 10s or 1s, alternatively. I rate a 10 and the next gets a 1.
Let's see how this turns out.
My shoutbox:
that wasn't very nice
if you don't like the pix to fuckin rate it
Does your ability to be able to fine the #1 key make you feel mature and proud?
that bad hey! jesus
HELLO 10 OR 11 GOOD 1 SUCKS WHICH ONE IS IT
PARIS?
SO ARE YOU A DUDE OR WHAT
1 AS IN GOOD OR BAD?
AT LEAST ITS REALLY ME
thanks for nothing hun
Get a grip!!!
thanks for the 1 on photo
A 1?
BITCH
thats not very nice
A little harsh Ouch
fuck you
why the 1 i rated you a 10 and u give me a 1 how sad!
youll be waxed for that lol
Damn why you give me a 1
thx for the 1 but if im a 1 your def a 1 difference is im real and you just a ugly fat psycho who thinks your a model get a life a show ya real ugly fat face you dumb fuck
you have fake all across your page
... Yet, not a single thank you for the 10s I gav

All My Life I've Been Waiting For A Chance Like This...Things are preggressing better than expected for "The Plan". I I talked to my old high school football coach.... it got me going in the right direction with a purpose. Right now I am training hard and getting my certifications to be able to coach, instruct, and manage athletes in many ranges of strength and conditioning performance programs. I want to gived HS students and other people in need affordible and intense programs to achieve their goals. I am training in a non-suppliment program only introducing protien and fish oils to get the gains proving that hard work pays off with bigger results than spending hundreds of dollars of years and resting my hopes in a Pill. I think dedication and motivation work better in the long run and want to be proof of it.
I am looking forward to the next couple of months when I top off the next part of my program re-opening my training in Wrestling / Jujitsu based on grappling and forward contact. I think it will give me the rush I need. Iv'e rec

Friend DeletionsI went through and deleted about 800 "friends".
If you're still on my list - I plan on hitting your pages and rating soon. I can never use all my 11's, so I'll send them your way as soon as possible ;)

Legends Of The Star - Emmitt SmithLegends of the Star - Emmitt Smith
As we come to the end of our exclusive series "Legends of the Star," you can certainly make the case that we saved the best for last. It is with great pleasure that I introduce Emmitt Smith as this week's Legend of the Star.
Emmitt Smith may go down in history as the greatest player ever to wear the uniform of the Dallas Cowboys. The NFL's all time leading rusher had it all and I'm not just talking about his enormous athletic ability. He was a great and charismatic leader, a passionate player who loved the game, a positive influence who made those around him better, and one of the classiest players that football has ever known.
Emmitt Smith burst onto the national scene while playing running back for the University of Florida. He set many school records as a Gator including their single game and season rushing records, and all of their scoring records. After three years at Florida he had scored 37 touchdowns, had 23 100-yard rushin

Why?There is a guy that goes to work everyday like every one would normally except this guy worked in the basement of a 17 story high buliding he lived in, on the top floor.
Every morning he makes his lunch locks his apartment, goes into the elevator to the basement and punches in, off to work he goes! He takes his break and eats in the break room in the basement and goes back to work till the end of his shift. It is then that he goes back into the elevator and goes to the 14th floor and walks up the rest of the way....why?

PitbullsI hate when people blame pitbulls.We all know it is the owner.I own two pitbulls and they are no harm to anybody.Its when you chain them up,or fight them is when they will bite you you have to love them like your child but thats it just sick of the pitbulls shit!!!!!

Disgruntal WorkersDo you have a co-worker that you just can't stand. One that really just irritates the poo out of you? That one that is so super duper sweet that she will do anything for you? But there is just one thing...they have really bad breath and just has to talk to you up close and personal and right over your shoulder. Then there is the one that has to have everything their way. Even though you have been doing things the same way for the past twelve years, she comes in and has to change things her way. AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGG!!! Help...I am in a nightmare that won't end!!!!!!!!111

My Poemeven though we are far apart you will always be in my heart,your smile makes me want to go that extra mile,every day i dream of walking on the beach hand in hand and bare foot in the sand,feeling the breeze going through my hair,love me if you dare,keep it real and feel the rush going through your head,the closenessof our hearts trying to beat as one for now lets have fun

ChildrenOk here it goes this is the first time I have done one of these and I'm at work so I'm very bored...lol
So 2 days ago my children were at the local swimming pool in their father's home town because they are there for a visit with him and I get a call. Its the swimming pool my son being the hyper little 8 year old boy that he is has tried to do a flip off the diving boards and has split his head wide open. They don't know where his father is. I get to the pool and get him to the er and then in walks dear ole dad. You can bet I was furious at this point. I had to calm myself and pay attention to what was being done with my son so I said to him "Not right now!! We will talk about it later". Dont get me wrong I truely believe accidents happen and kids will be kids however he should have left our daughter means to be able to get in touch with him if he wasnt going to be there with them.

DramaI am very well aware that a level 2 person has come to me and said one of the ppl in my contest are cheating.
ohhh L D C
your comments on the contest have been removed.
sorry for the drama everyone
guess someone has a issue with one of the contestants.
That would also explain the downrating of the pics. But hey! Rates worth 10 pts a piece no matter what they are! Tell em thanks! :D
When I addressed someone crying cheater yesterday.. the person NEVER replied back to my shout. So this HOSTESS does give a shit.. but what I dont give a shit about is the DRAMA!! Its a contest.. smile PLEASE!! xoxo
There is a hell of a race for the 1st place... come check the salutes out~~ Im pleased I got a great turnout for this.
***Christie*** ~Enchanted~@ CherryTAP
Do I think so?? nahh prolly not. I dont NOT expect some drama.. everyone wants to win.
And my whole thoughts on the matter are..... if you were cheating with a cherry blaster.. wouldnt it be just so muc

Tequila & SaltThis should probably be taped to the bathroom mirror where one could read it every day.
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.
1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7.

Making A Baby (ty Muerte Bella!)The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon."
Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..."
"Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you."
"Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?"
"Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat".
After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?"
"Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there."
"Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it

Yeah...So I really seriously doubt ill post blogs on this website since I already have a blog on myspace... unless I decide one day that this is better.... so you can go read my blogs at:
http://www.myspace.com/cantnot123
Thanks.
Sarah.

How?How do you share your feelings with someone when you dont know what your feeling?
you feel yourself twisting in so many ways, feeling things you never felt before.
Being ripped apart, being tossed aside time and time again. when you think you finaly found the one theres often nothing there! when you found someone to care they often long for another! oh this thing called love is an evil temptation leading us in wasy we think we want only to be lead astray and to be ripped apart time and time again! So honetstly tell me how do you tell someone one your feelings? How do you share yourself with someone who either wants someone else or just dosnt have the time to know what you feel?

No Means NoGuy:"Lets have sex right now."
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
ikinGirl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.
5 minutes pass.......
Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.".
Guy: tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy: continues trying.
Girl: moves to the back seat
Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in y

Under The BridgeSometimes I feel
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angel
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I drive on her streets
cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
Its hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away

Why Are There More Thinner Then Plus Size Woman Pic's?I have been all over the place on the web and for some reason I can only find this one picture
of a plus size woman alot of the other sites for great days are pictures of cartoon form and not more realistic looking. But, when I'm looking around I have No trouble finding pics like these
why is that? Is it more appealing to look at thinner woman then larger to the world ?
And people wonder why woman are so self conscious, well I think there should be more pics of plus size woman as well. What is your thought about it?
and here's one of me
HMMM, WHICH IS BETTER A THINNER LOOK OR PLUS SIZE??

Update On ContestOK I NOW HAVE 2
~*MARGIE*~
~WHITEDOVE~
WE ARE GETTING THERE ANY MORE TAKERS?

GrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrYOU KNOW I HATE ONE THING ABOUT PEOPLE..... PEOPLE LIE AND TELL LIES ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE..... THEN DONT HAVE THE BALLS TO TELL SOMEONE FACE TO FACE THEY HAVE TO TURN TAIL N RUN...... I MEAN WTFH IS IT ALL ABOUT...... YOU LIE YOU GET CAUGHT TAKE THE FLACK OR THE SHOUTING OR EVEN THE SLAP FOR IT.... GRRRRRRR FREAKING GRRRRRRRRR.....

So MaybeSo maybe I've been through a lot of guys. That finally at 27 I know what good and honest is. I've been through more men than most women my age. I don't consider myself to be a slut, I just consider myself to be lucky. I've learned what to do and how to please a man in bed. I've learned that test driving the car is very important. I love hearing a guy laugh at me and with me. I love hearing all the things most women like to hear. I like a man that is confident with his status with me. That he knows I'm not going to stray just because other men find me attractive. You see, I've been with assholes, and jerk-offs, and never really with a decent nice guy. Well that was until recently, what ever or how ever you want to define us is fine I don't need a title, just being with him is enough. I like the way he looks at me, and how he comes to me, and how he touches me. I love the way he feels and the way my body feels against his. We laugh, we talk, we do lots of fun things togethe

Good Stuff!!Ken Kennedy posted at his website regarding the Benoit media coverage. The site can be found here. Below is the commentary by Kennedy:
Please GOD, I'm just BEGGING for someone who has actually wrestled in a WWE ring in the past decade besides Jericho, Bret Hart, John Cena, and Ted Dibiase to come forward on one of these shows and tell the world what's really going on. For these goofs, like Lanny Poffo? Ultimate Warrior? and Marc Mero???!! to repeatedly act as "experts" and "wrestler advocates" on the current situation is like having a frustrated ex-jock who rode the pine bench throughout his high school sports career give advice to Brett Favre on how to improve his game! It's ridiculous, insane, and it really makes me sick that these so called reporters like Bill O'Reilly, Nancy Grace, and Geraldo Rivera, call upon these silly bastards who are bitter and frustrated that their careers have ended to represent the WWE which of course makes all of us look like a bunch of babbling idio

Update On Contestok i have one contestent so far come on all lets get some more in here

AragonI had high hopes for this movie, because it was like LOTR, but with a dragon. Just up my alley. And I'm not saying it was a bad movie, but it wasn't overwhelming either.
Dragon riders at one time were the defense of this country. One Dragon Rider turned on the rest, convinced a few to rebel, and then he turned on them and killed them all...setting him up as king. And as a king (John Malcovich), he's a prick, forces kids into the army, and rules by fear. He doesnt want Dragon Riders to reappear, so since he has the last dragon, he keeps the eggs to himself. Aria steals one, and before she is caught, she teleports it to Aragon. And thus it starts.
The quest starts when his uncle is slain, because the magic guy for the king traces the egg to him. He meets up with an old Dragon Rider, and he teachs him, and it goes on from there.
The magic guy serving the king was probably the best character in the movie. Good special effects around him, ugly as sin, and well acted.
jeremy Iro

Dont Know Why I Wrote This.it Is Just A Letter To An Emotion Im Not Sure Ill Keep It Up Of If It Even Came Out How I Wanted But Hey None Of Us Are Perare you there?
I have waited patiently.It seems like an eternity.I see you every night infront of me just out of reach.I try to approach you and never get closer.
I want you.My love grows more painful everyday,tearing at my soul.Such a cruel joke.Wanting something so pure and beautiful and to recieve such pain.
My body is thick with lust.Just hoping for that kiss.Your lips parting allowing me to taste you.To feel your embrace arms and legs wrapping around me pulling me to you showing me that I am loved.
I wish to be in you.To feel your warmth,Smell your scent,hear your moan,to feel your nails drawing blood down my back in the heat of passion.I can feel your bite on my neck followed by your moan in my ear urging me on to take you ,fill you , satisfy you.
and yet i wait some more on and on it goes.I will not give up hope not even in the darkest of nights.I will not let my passion for you die out,like a smoldering ember it just waits for you to breathe

Wat Nowk im falling for this guy should i tell him or wat should i do??????

Its Pay Day!!Yes thats right boys and girls.. Its fucking pay day today!! that means that I have more money today to go out and get some things done. Not only that but got a huge commisions check today and was lets say about tripple my normal pay so I am a bit hyped up today.
Well I am recovering from the heat of the day yesterday.. it toped out around 104 for the day.. way to hot for the pacific northwest if you ask me. It was a record high for the last like 30 years. okk .. maybe only 20 years but it was hell hot here. My house was around 110 when I got home from work.. I wanted to die! Well I got to go get some food this morning I am starving and need some breakfest befor heading off to work. Just two more days till my day off.. and then I am going to finsih my concrete project in my back yard. Were pouring early sunday morning. I will have more pics up in my picture section of the project. Also will have more trike pics up soon I hope.
Have a great day today!!

Can I Get OneDO YOU NEED TO BE A LADY TO GET A FREE BLAST LOL CAUSE I WOULD LOVE ONE AND IM NOT A LADY LMAO COME ON FRIENDS HOOK ME UP WITH A BLAST

Dangerously Stupid As Hell!I thought it would be really cool today and shock the shit out of some of you...lmmfao!!! I'll tell you a secret...between my....
Ears...lol, I have a brain...ha ha, I know it doesn't photograph well so many times people miss that. I blog a lot on Myspace and thought I would share today's entry with you.
If you want to keep up with the "Smarter side of Stang..."lmmfaooo!! Just click the link at the bottom of the page...
Enjoy!!
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There is a concept that I like to refer to as "dangerously self aware"...a dangerously self aware person will, without a doubt...cut his/her nose to spite their face.
The dangerously self aware person has something to prove. They will announce in a New York minute "You can't change me..." or "I am the way I am...take it or leave it". Ohhh...how sexy....huh? That sexy rugged charm....horse shit.
Those are tell tale signs of inflexibility and most likely a blatant disregard for the feel

Iraq WarDid anyone just watch Bush do his speach? I don't think they make enough toilet paper to clean the shit that was coming out of his mouth!!! He is turning our government into a DUMBocracy!!! Pull our people out and start taking care of our own country before somebody slips in the back door while we are all away fighting another Viet Nam in the desert. They have been living that way for thousands of years. Their religous beliefs run alot deeper than our's and so as long as we continue to have our troops there, the killings will only get worse.

Save The Tunes!As some of you know I own Surge.FM
I want to continue broadcasting to all of you fine people but big corporation and the government are trying like hell to screw us over. I pay a monthly fee for licensing to bring you the tunes you love. To make a long story short... they wanna pass a bill that will raise our roylty rates so high that we will be forced to shut down. So ACT NOW! Call your congressmen and raise some hell! Internet radio will be paying skyhigh rates compared to satellite radio and AM/FM stations. The following is an email I received from my licensing provider...
Sent Thursday July 12, 2007 08:24 AM
Subject URGENT
Hello LoudCity member,
IMMEDIATE ACTION NEEDED
The U.S. Court of Appeals DENIED the emergency stay requested by webcasters.
UNLESS CONGRESS ACTS BY JULY 15th, it is the end of the road for Internet radio.
This situation is grave, but that makes the message all the simpler and most serious. CALL YOUR SENATORS AND REPRESENTATIVES RIGHT A

Different DrummersIf I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong.
Or if I believe other than you, at least, pause before you correct my view.
Or if my emotion is less than yours, or more, given the same circumstances, try not to ask me to feel more strongly or weakly.
If you will allow me any of my own wants, or emotions, or beliefs, or actions, then you open yourself, so that some day these ways of mine might not seem so wrong, and might finally appear to you as right - for me. To put up with me is the first step to understanding me. Not that you embrace my ways as right for you, but that you are no longer irritated or disappointed with me for my seeming waywardness. And in understanding me you might come to prize my differences from you, and , far from seeking to change me, preserve and even nurture those differences.....

The Stranger...I am an exotic dancer at a high class gentlemen’s club, one evening as I finish one of my dances I watch the crowd of men yelling and clapping and I notice this gorgeous dark haired stranger sitting by himself, he's just looking at me with a devilish grin on his face, I can't take my eyes off him, for my next number I bring a man from the crowd on stage. I grab his hand, when he stands he's very tall and muscular a stunningly handsome man about 30. I take him on stage and handcuff him to the pole we dance on, I can sense he feels uncomfortable even nervous, I'm wearing black over the knee boots, black leather chaps, black leather G-string, and black leather bodice laced up the front. When I begin dancing to the song "DONTCHA" by the "PUSSYCAT DOLLS" I see a spark light up in his eyes, I feel like I'm dancing only for him, when I remove my chaps , The spark is replaced by hunger.
I know he's getting turned on, I crawl across the stage and rub my breasts up his body, his breath quickens

Wewe all get lonely even when we get merried it is hard to exsplain the other person becomes involved with something and doesnt have enough time for you and your needs,why is this i dont know but it isnt right you should always have time for your partner no matter what,you should always make them feel special and wanted and loved this is inportant in the relationship if you dont feel wanted or needed 9 out of 10 you will go out of the relationship to find what you are looking for

July News: Michele & The Midnight BluesDear Friends, Family & Fans,
I am dictating this to my friend Meghan because I have damaged my rotator cuff and wrist. Yes, it is going to require surgery. Warning! Don't expect to see me jump around on stage as much! However we will keep all bookings and have even added a few to our calendar. You can check the web calendar at www.micheleandtthemidnightblues.com
So here are the highlights coming up:
1. Come join us in Burgaw at West End Tavern and Deli, on July 20th. The food there is great. The drink choices amazing for a small town, and the staff and crowd were wonderful to us last trip. We start about 9:30 PM, and they don't charge a cover charge!
2. We will be at Carolina Beach July 27th, at our favorite seaside club: The Sea Witch Cafe! Show is 8:00 PM to Midnight. Come early for dinner or just to enjoying the salt in the air and hear the ocean waves crashing!
3. The Prize Drawing for our email contest will take place July 30th! This w

Just Looking And Thinking Typing Out Load!!!!Stands up in front of you all apon my soapbox with things to say well kinda a rant about everything and nothing!!!!
where do i start ok lets look at this last weekend live earth mmmmmmmmm save the palnet!!!!! save power!!!! etc..... anyone thought how much power was waysted putting on the show? all the broadcasting all the tvs around the world switched on watching a load of bands play !!!! dont get me wrong im all for this saving of the world but this is not a way forward !!!!hell it seems if we put on a big concert all will be ok!! errr no the problem is still there because its not that easy to cut down on our waysted power we all try in our own way but its industry thats the problem are they gonna stop and go green at a cost that they cant afford at the cost of jobs ? any way enough of that one lol...........
next question where did all the money from the ticket sales go to lmao ?
the workers around the word give there money while the artists give there time mmmmmmm hell you guy

Sensuality Is What?A- The way you look at the one you love
B- The way talk to the one you love
C- The way you touch the one you love
D- Raw animal sex
E- None

When You Thinkwhen you think you love some one and you think this person is the one for you i would re evaluate your true resoning why you think you lover her or him is it because your lonley ,or because you think you would never get anyone else what is the true reason,more power to you if you truely love her or him and hope it works but 9 out of 10 it wont because you rushed

Divorceyour belongings should remaine yours when you get married but that isnt the way it works i think it is wrong but who am i lol,once your married everything of yours becomes hers and nothing you can do about it if you should get a divorce you may loose what was yours in the first place,may end up paying out your ass for alamony,child suport it isnt worth it

What Would Our Ancestors Do?What would our ancestors think of how we live today? Do you honestly think that this is what they had in mind, this melting pot of black brown yellow and Jew living among the white men and women who fought to make our countries what they are today? Well I believe that our ancestors are turning in their graves at the melting pot our white world has become; I believe that they would not have sacrificed so much if they knew what pansies our men would turn into in the future. Have we lost all fight? Are we destined for the extinction list? Have we lost all pride and honor in ourselves and our race? Sadly the way things are looking a majority of our people, the founders of modern society, and creators of all that is comfortable and orderly have lost the instinct to fight for what is rightfully theirs. We are now living in a world where we are influenced by a people hell bent on the destruction of what we worked so hard to build, a people whose own religion tells them falsely they are

Tennessee Love PoemSUSIE LEE DONE FELL IN LOVE;
SHE PLANNED TO MARRY JOE
SHE WAS SO HAPPY 'BOUT IT ALL
SHE TOLD HER PAPPY SO.
PAPPY TOLD HER, "SUSIE GAL,
YOU'LL HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER.
I'D JUST AS SOON YO' MA DON'T KNOW
BUT JOE IS YO' HALF BROTHER".
SO SUSIE PUT ASIDE HER JOE
AND PLANNED TO MARRY WILL,
BUT AFTER TELLING PAPPY THIS,
HE SAID, "THERE'S TROUBLE STILL".
"YOU CAN'T MARRY WILL, MY GAL,
AND PLEASE DON'T TELL YOU'MOTHER
BUT WILL AND JOE, AND SEVERAL MO'
I KNOW IS YO' HALF BROTHER."
BUT MAMA KNEW AND SAID, "MY CHILD,
JUST DO WHAT MAKES YO' HAPPY.
MARRY WILL OR MARRY JOE.
YOU AIN'T NO KIN TO PAPPY".

Re Quick Marragesif you dont have comunication,and trust you dont have anything,most people have had bad ex relationships and unfotunely they bring it into the new relationship and causes alot of anger and this is not good but it happens alot.alot of marrages end up in divorce because of money,miss trust,lack of comunication,rushed into marrage

Getting MarriedI just want to let all my friends know that I have found the Love of my life and will be getting married on the 18th of August.
Her name is Jennifer and she is the best thing that has ever happened to me!!!
I will never forget my friends here. I Love you all. I won't be on here as often as before, but I will still try to answer all my comments as soon as I can.

Haters!Ok i am at my point this morning, i am outraged and i am disguisted by all those people out there who do not understand but choose to instead try to belittle and degrade me because i am a sub. Those who come in and read O/our profile and then want to make wise cracks at U/us because we live a different lifestyle then they do...WTF! Do i come onto YOUR profile and leave nasty negative comments because you chose a life of everday humdrum???NO!! Do i come on and make fun of you because your sex life is VANILLA??? FUCK NO!!! What makes you idiots think that because of my CHOSEN lifestyle you have the right to come in and try and make me feel bad about myself? Well let me tell you little ignorant fucks something(excuse my language please!) just because i am an owned sub and just because i belong to my Sir and just because i chose to bow down to One that is greater than i, does not make me a living breathing doormat! You can not come onto my shoutbox and think that you are going to tell me w

Great Year!!!I can't believe the fantastic year I'm having! Firstly I pass my finals and now have a degree and then today I pass my driving test! I'm just too hot to handle right now!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOO and lots of YAY MEs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come On PplOK PPL I NEED AT LEAST TWO PPL IN JOIN THE BEST INDAIN PIC CONTEST.
2 WINNERS FIRST GETS 30 DAY VIC 2ND GETS 3 DAY BLAST
STARTS JULY 16TH 2PM EST AND ENDS AUGUST 16 TH 2 PM EST.....
ANY TAKERS SEND ME PM AND LINK TO PHOTO
IF I DO NOT HAVE AT LEAST TWO PPL I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO HOLD CONTEST......

I'd Die For YouI know you love me,
I love you too.
I'd do anything,
I'd even die for you.
I'd take a bullet,
I'd take a knife,
even if it costs my life.
Your so sweet,
as sweet as pie.
Your the only man for I will die.
I'll go to my grave,
loving you.
And on my stone there'll be a dove,
and the words I died for love

More Yin Or YangYou Are More Yin
Feminine
Devoted
Forgiving
Fall
Winter
Afternoon
Moon
Time
Passive
Metal
Honey
Are You More Yin or Yang?

Does HeDoes he ever wonder
how I am?
Does he ever wonder
how things would have been?
Does he ever
think about me?
Does he ever
think about comming back?

Little Red Riding HoodLittle Red Riding Hood is skipping down the road when she sees a big bad
wolf crouched down behind a log.
"My, what big eyes you have, Mr.Wolf."
The wolf jumps up and runs away.
Further down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again and this
time he is crouched behind a bush.
"My what big ears you have, Mr. Wolf."
Again the wolf jumps up and runs away.
About two miles down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again
and this time he is crouched down behind a rock.
"My what big teeth you have Mr. Wolf."
With that the wolf jumps up and screams, "Will you knock it off, I'm trying to poop!"

Quick Marragesmy thoughts on quick marrages,they never work,you can never know each other like we want we all have secrets that we dont share with each other,why get marred it is just a peice of paper,you think that papper is ownership it is not.i met my second husband on the hiway and yes that is silly but you meet people in weired places we was married for 4 years and ended up in divorce he was verry abusive,you should always think things through and not rush things

Yay!okay, last night the argentinian team killed the mexicans! :D
Argentina 3 - Mexico 0 (Y)
lol and we go to the final with brazil
for the ones that said we were going to lose: neer neer neer neer neer neer 8-P
wanna read some more?
click this site is in english ehehehehhe
http://www.copaamerica.com/default.asp?pag=home

Uhhh...Anyone know whats up with the bulletins today??? I almost miss the bulletin drama that some people like to stir up.
Anyways..I was going to post a bulletin earlier asking for help. And this time its NOT for a contest/giveaway/leveling up thing. Its for a marinade recipe. I want to surprise my family with a new yummy chicken marinade. So, If anyone has a tip...I'd like to hear it.:)

Sorry!! But Back Now!Hey all you lovely cherries!!
hi.. I am writing to let you all know.. I know I havent been here.. There is only on reason why I wouldnt.. Something happened with the interent.. It was down for a couple of days!! The problem is fixed and I should be back tommorrow.. Yeahhhhhhhhhh... Just wanted to let you all know.. that I am still here... Thanks cherries.. Have a great cherry filled day!!
Jeannie

Well My Mom Update And My LifeHI ALL
well its been a while since i did one of these because there is nothing really new to tell but this.
she went to another docs last firday and they did same test her doc did and they said if this one dont show anything they will do more test or talk about taking it out. so will keep you all posted on that and it pisses me off because the docs dont seem to be in a hurry u know its only cancer she can die from it its been a month and that shit could spreed. so i hope this test finds out.
I may also go to jail next week because of child support stuff and no one in my family cares because iam the black sheep in the family because i dont make i dont need know help but i was not even invited to my nephews high school graduation party yea so i think at least most of them would want me in jail because i dont do shit. so the shit just keeps just piling up on me that i cant control but i can so i have no clue.
well thats all for now sorry for the repost again
MIKE

Ways To Capture A Girls HeartWays to capture a Girl's Heart
1. Hold her purse for her, or her shopping bags even if she says its fine.
2. Hug her from behind, even if she says she doesn't like it because she's lying.
3. Don't flirt with anyone else, not because you know she doesn't like it, but it's just wrong.
4. Be yourself, and if she doesn't like you for that then she doesn't deserve you.
5. Compliment her, once in a while and mean it!
6. Don't say I love you out of nowhere, but say it in the middle of a kiss or while hugging her.
7. Grab her hand or actually hold it when she's not expecting.
8. Be random. Girls like it when guys are random, but not too random.
9. Stick with her and her friends.
10. Talk to her as if you're talking to your bff.
11. Don't stick with her all the time because then it becomes annoying.
12. Understand her when she says no and support it. Most importantly understand the NO.
13. Write cute notes and put it in the popcorn bag before watching a movie in the theater.
14.

Pics PostedOK LISTEN UP JUST BECAUSE I POST PICS OF MY BODY DOESN'T MEAN I WANT EVERY TOM DICK AND HARRY TO THINK THAY CAN FUCK SUCK LIXX OR ANY THING ELSE WITH ME I POSTED THOSE BECAUSE I'M COMFEY WITH THE WAY MY BODY LOOKS THERE NOT FOR GUYS TO ASK IF I WEAR PANTIES OR NOT THERE NOT FOR YOU TO THINK I'M A SLUT IF THATS WHY YOU ADDED ME PLEASE TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST BECAUSE I'M NOT AS EASY AS YOU'D LIKE TO THINK I AM

TributesHello everyone, I just wanted to tell you all that I have posted some tributes in my stash. They are must see's. Please watch them and tell me what you think. Thanks so much.

Getting MarriedI just want to let all my friends know that I have found the Love of my life and will be getting married on the 18th of August.

Please ReadI dont understand why people feel like I shouldnt be on here. Yes I am married but I also need friends. I need people I can talk to when I have had a bad day. make me smile when I am down, laugh when I want to cry. be here for me like I would be for all my friends. It hurts that Iam being rated just because I am married. why is it that I am not suppose to have friends?
Am I so different from everyone else that I have to be judged. I am no different from anyone else I have feelings to. Is it wrong to want to have friends? This really hurts. maybe I should just not be on here and sit around the house crying because I dont have friends. Talking about ways to end the pain. Being on here has changed my life I have found friends that I never thought I would ever have. I found friends that actually care about me, that really care about what happens to me. I am looking for friends is that so wrong that I have to be tore down and mad to feel worthless. This is totally wrong. I am a good person

Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenixthey left too mych out of the book of course..it wasnt dark like i was hoping for..other then that it was pretty good..transformers was the movie of the summer for me..

The Striptease...I started in the bedroom by first placing a kitchen chair next to the bed. I set out the handfuls of candles I had gathered in various positions around the room, creating soft gentle reflections. I stripped the bed of it’s used linen and replaced it with the new ‘so-soft’ sheets. To add more allure I sprayed the linen with my perfume knowing that it would wreak havoc with your senses.
To complete the seduction I replaced the white light bulb in the bedside lamp with a soft glowing red one. The bedroom complete, I turned my attention to my own preparation. I filled the tub with hot water while adding bubble bath and soft oils. I intended to indulge myself a little. I had the time, so I took a long hot soak. I felt the texture of my skin softening as the oils worked their magic. Having soaked for a while, I continued with my preparation. A new razor soon had my legs silky smooth and free of stubble I washed and conditioned my long, dark hair, leaving it soft in texture and with a silk

Life Is What It IsAS A CHILD I SAT DOWN AND WROTE THIS: I am all alone in this world by myself, without any friends, with no one who loves me, with no one who cares. But you know what??????? It's all right.

CherrytapHey everyone, i have been on cherrytap for a few weeks now, starting to get used to it! although i don't like it how no one ever really talks much! so if anyone is out there who would like to be friends..add me and as a fan too!!! leave comments and i will back!!
lovee and kisses
xo
♥

MedicalI hate having all of the problems I am having. The reason I say this is because for the past few months I have been having problems with my esophogus. They say I have esophigitis, and given me medicine to help and nothing has helped. So I am handling things the best that I can .

Stop That Shit!!!!!NO YA NOT DAMMIT TO HELL...!!!!
STOP IT DAMMIT, STOP, STOP, STOP!!!!
IT'S FALSE FUGGIN ADVERTISEMENT!!!!
If I EVER see Justin Timberlake in the street I'ma walk up on him and clock him DEAD IN HIS GRILL.
BUST HIS FRONTS!!!!
Cause with that song he giving TOO MANY people, FALSE FUCKIN HOPE.
DAMMIT ITS DECEPTION. Ya eyes are lying to you boo boo!!!
I see so many women talking about BRINGING SEXY BACK
Well dammit come wit it!!! I'M WAITING!!!
BASTIDS GOT SEXY COWERING IN A CORNER TALKIN ABOUT DON'T TOUCH ME...GET OFF ME!!!!
Some of yall beasts are beatin the FUCK OUTTA SEXY
Stop lying to ya selves...some of you CAVITY creeps, YA HOOD BOOGERS need a wake up call or ya cataracts removed.
STOP HUMILIATING YOURSELVES
Fuck bringing back sexy...BRING BACK SANITY AND REASON
GET A NEW PHRASE PEOPLE..
THANK YOU!!!
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Dialing...Dialing
I tried to call America this morning
But She was too busy searching for her missing children
Please try your call at another time.
I tried to call America this afternoon
But She was too busy mourning for the slaughtered innocents
To answer the phone
Could I please call back at a more appropriate time.
I tried to call America this evening
But all I got was a busy signal as She girded Herself for war
The party I was trying to reach was not available at this time.
So I hung up the phone and walked down to America
I searched for the living and collected the dead
And together we mourned as one
And I raged with her and wept tears of loss
And offered Her the comfort of my Embrace
And the phone rang regardless.
Written by: Janie Lee Dawe
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Always Be A GentlemanAlways Be A Gentleman
1. When doing a “dine and dash”, always hold the bathroom window open for the lady.
2. Always let her cry on your shoulder…then send her the dry cleaning bill.
3. Let her drive your new sports car…and assume the crash position.
4. Send her flowers every so often…just don’t let her know you got them from the cemetery.
5. Take her on a romantic picnic...just remember to wash the living room drapes before hanging them back up.
6. Never let her know the new cologne she got you is being used as air freshener in the bathroom.
7. Do not tell her the hoop earrings she lost hold up the drapes great.
8. When she wears high heels never say “I know what you’re in the mood for”.
9. Never ask her if she left a pair of panties at your house.
10. And when she wears an article of clothing you got her…never say “Damn that’s staying on you longer then I planned”.
Remember guys…always be a gentleman. Make sure you never do any of the 10 thin

Homosexual CommentsDoes anyone ever get tired of the Homosexual comments? I do!! I am not bi or lesbian..but I seem to get those kind of comments. I dont like them. I dont want them on my page. I dont want someone to think that I like that sort of thing or that I am that way cause I am not. Just wanted to vent here and let people know where I stand:)