So I've been sick the past few days. Had to call out from work three days in a row. I called out Saturday night for Sunday morning. Woke up Sunday morning with a very painful sore throat. Kept getting up in the middle of the night to spit in a glass due to it was very painful to swallow. Probably would've cried if I could have. Around eight I finally got up and tried my best not to overdose on cough drops. Mom and I just sat up all morning and watched television. She apologized for cursing at me the night before. So its all good. I was running a fever at night still so I called for Monday.

Yesterday I felt better, or thought I did. Just hung out at home and watched t.v., basically what I'm doing now. I went to take a shower last night and nearly passed out. After dinner I felt ok but as soon as I got up and had to sit back down. I checked my temperature to find that my fever STILL didn't break but at least it went down. After that I called out for today. Doing ok so far. Just going through tissues like its my job. My nose seems to get horribly clogged every ten minutes.

TRYING to catch up on Dr.Who. Anyone know why the 9th doctor only had 13 episodes?

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On Thursday Steve, Natasha and I went to the Tulsa State Fair. We had a great time. We saw the tail end of a Star Trek show they were doing. I think they were cosplaying Enterprise but I can't be sure. At the end Natasha and I got our picture taken with them. We split a dinner at a both which was probably the healthiest thing there. We had a "five course steak dinner." I don't really think you can call it that since you could fit it all on one standard Styrofoam plate but whatever. It was delicious. The fair also had "deep fried Kool-Aid" and "Krispy Kreme donut burgers"... yuck... no thank you. We rode on one rollar coaster which costed eight dollars but it was a lot of fun. I got my boyfriend a knife but he doesn't like it so I'm going to sell it. I thought he would like a WW2 replica of a Nazi knife since he likes WW2 stuff but I could see his point of him being labeled a "skinhead" and afraid of what his parents might think. I also got a cute little hat of wolf with ears and flaps. Just need to fix the nose. Its pink. Nothing against pink but it just doesn't look right. Afterwards Steve dropped me off at home since I had to go to bed due to I had work at six in the morning yesterday. They stayed for a bit and watched Netflix. Afterwards Steve drove Natasha home. they stayed in the driveway for a bit and he asked her out. SHE SAID YES! YAY! So they are now a couple. *squee* I'm very happy for him. He deserves someone as nice and cool as her. :)

Yesterday I had work from 6am to 230pm. Afterwards I went to the comic shop with Steve after he cashed his check. Mom was going to watch the kids . I honestly thought they would be there til 8ish. Nope. Only stayed for an hour from 3 to 4. I felt so bad. I found out that the William Shatner signing was Thursday, not today, but my awesome boyfriend double checked and went and got it! YAY! *so excited*

Today I took the day off and went to "Art on Main". They had some really nice stuff there but priced themselves WAY out of a sale. It was either really nice and way too pricey or just awful. After that we went to an awesome deli and they actually had boar's head cold cuts. It was delicious. Then we went to a thrift shop and then to hobby lobby. After that we stopped home to relax a bit then went to the storage unit. Thats when things took a turn. Mom turned into a bit of a bitch. She actually cussed me out. I might get into that later. Still really angry about it. Trying to not let it ruin my mood even though my throat is incredibly sore. bah.

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Busy day at work. Jodi called out so Kim came in at 5:30 but still was an hour and a half behind when I came in. Also we had to put the pallet away. I got the pallet and Kim put it away while I ran around icing donuts and bagging everything. We were all caught up by nine and then I had to make a huge platter of Tollhouse cookies.

But it was a good day. Its beautiful out. When I came home I took a quick shower and did laundry. After that mom and I hung out on the porch and replanted our favorite plants. My dad's old vine, her lilacs, (I think they're lilacs) and my little carnivores. Mainly my little venus flytrap that I'm trying to grow real big.

So, I asked my awesome boyfriend Kono to go to Manhattan on October 8th to get William Shatner's autograph. He said he would really try. I really hope he can. I would go myself but I'm stuck in Oklahoma. God, what I wouldn't give to hug him in real life, possibly get a picture with. *squee* *fingers crossed*

My legs hurt for some stupid reason. They were fine all day until I got out of the shower. Feels like the muscles by my bones of my calves are sore. I work on my feet but I'm on them eight hours a day every day and then some and they rarely hurt so i have no idea why.

Pretty much the highlights of my day so far, just a nice clam relaxing day.

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So today was my second day off in a row. I go back to work tomorrow. The six a.m. shift to two p.m. Not bad. I have a bit of a sore throat and I'm warm but not too bad. I hope I sleep well tonight. I'm watching NCIS with my mom and Steve and Hermione is sleeping right next to me.

Life for the most part is good. I really need to start working on my comic again. It's been way too long. I think about it every night before I fall asleep and when I'm in the shower.

Today was my first day working the 4 a.m. shift. I took a sleeping pill around 8:30 last night because there was no way i was going to fall asleep that early. I can't funtion well with no sleep. I woke up at 3 a.m. and made eggs with an english muffin. Made it to work and met up with my boss Kim who taught me the opening routines. She is a lot fun. (Much better then my old boss, she drove me nuts.) We made muffins, rolls, donuts, bagels and all that yummy stuff and packaged it and got done by opening which was awesome. I burnt the pies. The oven program was 400 degrees for 60 minutes, which I thought was way too long. The apple crisp, well, was burnt to a crisp. The blueberry pie exploded and the apple pie inflated. I didn't throw them out but didnt put them out on the floor. I made a second bake. I took the timer down to 50 minutes. They came out fine. Maybe I shouldve went down to 45 but they were fine. I got off at 12:30. Mom picked me up and bought pumpkin muffins.

I was surprised to see Joyce at work. She was hositpatalized last I heard due to problems with her kidneys. When my mom and her met I mentioned that mom and I were praying for her and she started crying. I felt so bad...

Right now mom and I are watching Everybody Loves Raymond. God. If I was Debra I would've dumped him the moment I met Marie. That woman drives drives me nuts.

To be frank, I'm not excatly sure what to write about. To write about my life, my thoughts, my days, my struggles, my trimupts; none of which are partically interesting. Well, maybe to someone to out there, or everyone. I notice people tend to think they have a boring life compared to everyone else they know.

I keep a diary in my night stand next to my bed. I had it since before I graduated high school. Its still not even a quater full. I write in it whenever I feel the need to jot down an event in my life. Oddly enough they are just on ordinary days. No weddings, no births, no party's. Just whenever the urge hits. Most of the entries are just rabbles of what i did that day, or conversations I had. I really wish I had the disapline to write in it daily, or even weekly. I hope having a blog will help. I love reading my diary. To see how i viewed the world at one point in my life. Things that I once revoled around don't even matter to me anymore.

I have a boyfriend. His name is Konrad. He is the most wonderful man in the world. We've been together nine years this upcoming Halloween. We had our fair share of bumps but blasted through them all. He is back in New York City, and I'm in Oklahoma. It's almost been an entire year since I've seen him last when I moved. I can't even describe how much I miss him. We talk on the phone everyday and Skype whenever we remember to. I can't wait to see him again.

Right now I live with my mother, my boston terrier Hermione and my apparent brother by adoption Steve.

Originally I moved to down to help my mom. She is sick and needed some help with the bills, and I did to. Also we both missed coming home and having someone else there. After I got a job down here I met Steve at work. We became fast friends. My mom sort of adopted him into the family since he was over so much and really took a shine towards him. I think part of the reason is my mother and my sister (including her family) aren't on speaking terms. (I'll get into that another time.) It's also nice having someone else there. A lot of people think there is something more between us but there isn't. Let them think what they want, but we strictly view wach other as brother and sister.

I'm going to go grocery shopping in a little bit, when my mom comes back from church. After that I have to go to work. I work in the Bakery departmert of a SuperTarget. I love my job, just wish I got paid more. (lol) Also to do ACTUAL baking would be nice to; not just taking the bread, muffins, cookies and bagels out of the freezer and throwing them in the oven.

Even though I went to SVA and have a Bacholer's degree in Cartooning, I find myself not liking drawing for other people. When I draw I draw for me or the occesional commission. But when I had to do it I couldn't enjoy drawing in my spare time. Made me very sad.

I am seriously thinking about going back to college for something in science. (I read a lot of books on theoretical physics, astronomy and astro-physics) But I'm no genuis. Smart? Yes. Strait A student? Yes. Above average I.Q.? No problem, but genuis? No. My boyfriend is an actual genius. (I'm not making that up. He actually is.) So I know what an actual genuis is. I've very attracted to smart guys. I'll let a lot of stuff slide if they have serious brian power. But in my case I don't have to. It's like I'm dating a young Adam Savage. Only without hurting himself since he didn't think it all the way through first. Though I have to admit, I both felt bad and laughed really hard when Adam Savage cut his lip when he put his face next to a vaccum engine. I really wonder what was going through his mind when he did that.

Anyway I really seemed to find a love in Baking and Cake decorating, so I'm seriously considering going down that route. Though I took one class crash course in decorating I really enjoy it and apparently have a natural knack for it. But I think its more of having years of experince in art then anything else. Its a stange mixture of painting and scuplting. Also I really enjoy baking and cooking in general. Its a beautful mixture of science and art. Two things I am very passionate about.

Well I should go for now. Steve just came home early. He's really sick. He thinks its the protein shakes he's been drinking. He had to come home early a few days ago to. He's been doing the P90X routine trying to define his muscules. He's built, just hasn't workied out in a few months and lost some of his definition.