I Told a Good Friend...

i told one of my really good friends that i have some issues and have been thinking about killing myself and that i have been cutting myself and that i didn't like anything about me. he basically slapped me in the face when he rejected what i had to say. i feel so worthless now. i know he was trying to help but it didn't and it feels like nobody cares...i don't even like me...there really is nothing about me i like.

i know how you feel. i have been cutting for so long now and i have been feeling worthless for so long too. talking to a doctor may or may not help. if you havent tried it then just give it a try. theres not much to lose. by my personal expiriences i have talked to many doctors and nothing has worked. so i gave up on that. plus it has landed me in many places and that wasnt good either. but you never know things could work out for you. i hope they do. so just go talk to a doctor. maybe youll feel better:)

Anytime where there is a potentical of suicide and you know this ,. you shoul seek medical advise as to what is the issues for you and how to deal with them in a healing manner.. suicide is not about healing..

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