I had a lovely evening yesterday, I went for dinner with friends. One of the women there had her husband walk out on her for another woman just months after they got married. Its been two years and she is still very very angry. She is in another relationship and living with a very kind man, but it seems she clings to the anger like a safety blanket. I understand, not only was there an affair but another betrayal (which I won't mention here as its not my story) that runs far deeper. Yet all I can think is: I don't want to be her. I don't want to be made into an angry in bittered person by the

Last night I couldn't sleep. I started to reflect on all that has happened over the last few months, how much my ex has changed and the people who he has hurt with his actions. I question how much I really knew the person I was married to. Someone who was capable of causing such pain to those around him and now has no apparent remorse. It seems bizarre to me: the difference from the person I thought I knew to the person has become couldn't be more different. My mum said actions speak louder than words. I guess I spent too long listening to what he had to say. He says that he feels guilty for

Origin of the name honeybees
Okay: I may loose some people here. The only thing I can say is that I have bohemian parents so whilst I may not be religious I have been raised to belive nature conspires to tell us things an a million ways! Here are some examples:
•2 days after my ex left: sitting in work and it sounds like rain outside my window even though there are blue skies! I looked at the around and what I can only assume was a migrating hive of bees (as there were hundreds of them) were crashing against the window, only my window not anyone else along the entire office. Luckily