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Thursday, March 10, 2011

hurm.... its 4pm now n i still didnt do my assgnmnt.... lots of it are waiting but stilll i cant do anyting.... i just want to say sumting here... i really hate people dat like to pretend he is the leader... people dat really like to ask others to follow them... n when people didnt follow wat they say, mule r nk tarik muke... ko ingat ko bagus kah????!!! i just hate it when they are behaving like dat... urggghhhhhh!!!!! benci! ni sesi meluahkan perasaan ea..... hadoi....

hurm... ape lg ek... ha... a few days ago i got a msg from sumone (sgtla terkezut ea..)... he didnt contact me for quite sumtimes.... i dont now why he's been avoiding me... da last time i met him was actually las year.... i was so sad when he keeps ignoring me... he didnt even wish me on my bufday las year! sgt sedey occay..! he just said 'sry'.... dat one word really makes me thinking... ape masalah die sbenanye...??? ye la... im trying so hard to forget him... even though sumtimes his face keeps on appearing in my head... n suddenly, out of blue moon, he msg me n just said 'sry'??? who do he think he is??? brad pitt kah?? urrggghhh..... but da sad thing is, i still cannot get mad at him... pathetic rite?? hurm... tu la.... perempuan slalu cmtu kan... but da truth is, i still cant forget him... hurmm... susah tol... even i try my best to forget him, but still, i cant....i can fool other people but obviously, i cant fool myself.... haishh.....

but then, as usually, i dont like to tell other people about wat i feel... (atleast not everything la...) i like to keep it inside to myself... a lot of people said that its not good to keep it inside yourself cause it can ruin u litle by litle... i dont noe why, but i just cant.. i cant share it with other people... its not dat i dont trust my frens... but still, i cant.... hurm....

watever it is, i still have to go on rite.... keep on smiling... dats wat i always do when i feel so down...
keeps smiling!!!

n now im back in terengganu... sit here on my bed in my room, trying to figure out which assgnmnt dat i have to do first... hasihh... tired la.... bosan.... sumtimes i wish dat i can sleep forever... living in a drream.. so dat i dont have to wake up n starts thinking of wat i have to do today... sighh...***...