Last two days were for my complete breakdown and I finally let some people in... I don’t know if they really care, but it feels better sometimes anyway. Still, I really want my life to end and at the same time I wanna get through all of this somehow...

(Psalm 13:1)
In Isaiah 55:9 God tells us that His thoughts are higher than our thoughts and His ways higher than our ways. But because this is so, the two most important questions to us - why and how long, are often the irrelevant questions. Not irrelevant because they are not important, but irrelevant because when it comes to the plan of God they are of little importance.
When we spend our time focused on trying to understand why God is allowing us to go through this or that and complaining to Him about how long will things be this way, we are not paying attention to what's most important to Him - changing us.
Am I saying we should never ask God why or how long? No, I'm not saying that. God expects that from us. But what He also expects is for us to realize that we can never fully understand His plans and to understand just how blessed we are to have a plan in God in the first place.
If you're always thinking about why and how long, begin to change your focus to trusting God and growing in God - the things most important to Him.
God loves you!
Give your life to Christ
Say Lord I confess my sins, and I make You my Lord and Savior.
From @joseph4inspiration
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