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Love and pain go together, period!

Ah… A Migraine

as I sit here grading, searching
for answers I need in my life
I feel the pain approaching
a migraine is coming to visit
and the days in which it stays
remaine to be seen
it is not like I do not have enough
things to deal with in right now
but this has just been added
a migraine
pooh on you
at least I only have to record
a solo piano today
then I will go home
and bury my head beneath the pillows
pull out the ice packs
find the best drugs
drink some fuckin whiskey
and see what tomorrow brings

My writings all started due to a love that I had and lost and by one that was being created that I will never have, and of course there is the one that has always been there that I need to say goodbye to, a n d the one that I so want to be with, it hurts me not to be.
It contains language that is not suitable for everyone so beware of that fact when you read this. Yes, I tend to curse a lot, and yes I get abusive in my words and yes I tend to write in poetic form, sort of.
Understand that I was hurting badly when I started this and when that happens whatever gets said is out of pain and frustration… mine, not yours.
I also write about myself, my feelings, emotions, hardships, health, and happiness, if any ever shows up again. My hope is that I don’t offend anyone, even though I know I will.
Remember that all of this is about my life, in my words, and my feelings, and how good and bad it gets during love and breaking up, and living life.

What do you want from freedom?

I want to be able to speak the truth always

I want from it the freedom to never have to hide from anything or anyone

I want to be able to speak freely without having to pre think what I am about to say

I want to be able to respond with truth to whatever is said to me even if it is hard on the other person to understand…

It should give me the ability to explain myself if am misunderstood, cry if I feel the need, love when the time is right, and never, ever fear the person I love