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Monday, March 28, 2011

Brokenness.

Nate wrapped up our "Deep Shift" series this past Sunday with a great word about what being on mission really looks like, and how Jesus models that for us. He landed on a verse out of Luke 24 that really got me thinking... "As they sat down to eat, he took the bread and blessed it. Then he broke it and gave it to them. Suddenly, their eyes were opened, and they recognized him." Luke 24:30, 31He took the breadHe blessed the breadHe broke the breadHe gave the bread away.

Jesus took itHe blessed itHe broke itHe gave it away.

Isn't that exactly what he does with us?He takes us- maybe it's from a broken home or an awful situation or an apathetic attitude.He blesses us- our lives change in a moment. We are no longer in that old place, but in a blessed placeHe breaks us- he begins to work within our hearts, he places his finger on the things in our lives that need to break and allow HIS healing to become fixed, we become broken for the things that move us.He gives us- he places us in the lives of others who need to see his goodness, who need be reminded of his unfailing, never-ending, all consuming love.

I love this parallel, and I think that many of us really get the first three steps of this. We allow Jesus to take us, to rescue us from the mess and trouble and pain that we're in. We allow him to bless us, to make us new, to fix our mess and trouble and pain. But then we get stuck. We get stuck in the brokenness. We get stuck in our OWN brokenness. Our lives are too broken. There's too much that needs to be fixed. God can't use US. No way. Nope. We are too broken.ORWe get stuck in the way that God breaks our hearts.We can't reach EVERY woman who is affected by sex trafficking, so we just don't try.We can't help EVERY abused child, so we give up.Our passions and burning hearts seem impossible to fulfill, so we just get stuck.We seem to get stuck in our brokenness.But, you see, there's a final step to this process.Jesus TAKES the breadHe BLESSES itHe BREAKS it... and then... wait for it...He gives it.He gives it away.Sometimes, we have to push through our brokenness to see that Jesus wants us to give our life, our stories, our victories, our passions, our desires, our dreams AWAY. He wants us to pour our lives out on others around us. When we get stuck in our brokenness, we can't reach others. We can't share our stories with others. We can't pour out our love and our passion on the ones around us who need it.For a long time, I felt like my life was marked by brokenness.And I couldn't figure out how in the world Jesus could use my broken life, my mess, my pain and suffering to help anybody else.But, as I continued to push through my brokenness, I began to realize he was continuously bringing people into my life who needed to hear a little bit of my story. A little bit about the ways God showed up for me. A little bit about the freedom I'd found. And as I continued to share my life and my story and my brokenness with others, God began to heal me.I love Psalm 34:18.It says "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted; he rescues those whose spirits are crushed."He is close to us. Especially when our hearts are broken. Especially when we feel crushed. That's why we need to share out of a place of brokenness. Because he is especially close in those times of our lives.Don't get stuck in your brokenness. Push through your brokenness. Allow God to take you, bless you, break you AND give you away.