That I should tell the girl I loved for over a year that I loved her. It's interesting actually. I made the decision to tell her but never got the chance to tell her because not long after she messaged me basically saying she knew I was into her and that she would never, ever be into me under any circumstances (although she put it more "delicately" as if there's a nice way to have ones heart broken). We go to school together and last year I had to see her every single day (except summer). We haven't talked since then and we used to be pretty good friends. I haven't really recovered from it yet to be honest and it's been about 15 months.

When was the last time you were in love? How'd it turn out? (Hopefully better than mine)

I think I've posted this on here before...I was in love with a guy for three years and told him about it last year....he was trying to be nice about it but you could tell he was trying hard not say say something wrong. He wasn't interested and one week after I told him I found out he has a girlfriend...and I'm trying not to care!

Scrounge pretty hard. On occasion, busk. I've had to food bank, sometimes, when I was out a job due to a broken arm. Also, there's a Hindu temple nearby that does awesome meals every Sunday for the community, which I generally go to regardless of how poor I am. Etc.

I didn't like any of them, but there was one of them I kind of "enjoyed". De Aanslag (The Assault) by Harry Mulisch. It's about the war, and quite upsetting, but because of the style of writing it was easy to read. I would usually read these books before I went to sleep, and would take about 15 minutes a night, but this was the only book where I would look up to my clock and it turned out that I was reading for about two hours.