tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-162733902017-06-21T22:59:38.233-04:00Ryan's LifeRyanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.comBlogger1461125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-73452686153919648692014-12-19T17:02:00.001-05:002014-12-19T17:02:07.981-05:00An Open Heart<span style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">Last night at a family christmas party I met some new people some very cool others I'm not sure about. Let me explain this one lady came up to Riley and I and said I was hoping you would both be here your aunt said if I had any questions you would be the ones to talk to. Of course I was wondering about what so I ask her talk to us about what?&nbsp;</span><br /><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">She went on to tell us she had a son who was 10 years old and told her and her husband that he was gay that he liked boys. She said her husband is really upset over this and can't believe that at 10 years old he would know what he liked and if he was gay if he could handle having a gay son.&nbsp;</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">Well part of what she was saying floored me and when someone else at the party jump in the conversation and agreed with her husband saying at 10 the boy didn't know what he wanted and was just confused pissed me off. So I told her first off know matter what love him for who he is or who he chooses to love.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">Then I told her that her husband and this guy are both wrong that he could already know what he likes cause I knew when I was in kindergarten. The thing is talk to him about it let him know you support him and will always be there for him even if his dad won't be. Talk to your husband maybe he will come around too.&nbsp;</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">I also went on and told her she may also needs to read up on gay sex so when it's time she can talk to him about it. I told her gay people are different and start having sex at different times me personally I was really young when I had sex (most of you know I posted about it before) not saying he will but she needs to know so she can be ready to talk to him about it.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 17px; text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">Just makes me mad that people think it's a phase he's going through that he don't know what he likes already makes me mad that his dad may turn his back on the boy just cause he's gay. Riley also told her he started young also he also told her if the boy needed someone to talk to we were available. Just wish people weren't scared of what the don't understand just open there minds.&nbsp;</div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-64046758344277023582014-12-04T19:31:00.001-05:002014-12-04T19:31:44.113-05:00Gay SexShould I do a post about it?Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-14188807477983141922014-11-27T16:06:00.001-05:002014-11-27T16:06:48.113-05:00I'm Thankful A little Thankgiving post there are many things in my life I'm thankful for. Like my family, my boyfriend, and my friends. I've grown so much from the day I started blogging many years ago so of you have been here since the start and I thank you for that some of you are new and I'm thankful for you come to check my blog out. I know some don't agree with everything I do and that's okay we can't always agree on everything but when we don't we can agree to disagree without hating each other and I'm thankful for that.<br /><br />So on this Thanksgiving Day I'm thankful for all of you and wish you all a very Happy Thanksgiving Day!<br /><br />Love &amp; Peace!Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-77506488062275566812014-11-25T18:30:00.002-05:002014-11-25T18:30:35.103-05:00My Thoughts on Ferguson After my posts on Facebook and Twitter I said I would do a post on my thoughts and feelings on Ferguson. I'm not asking people to see it like I do everyone has there own thoughts and that's fine this is mine. Everyone is free to comment on this post I enjoy to see how you feel on this topic.&nbsp;<div><br /></div><div>My feeling is this I feel the grand jury got it right by not bringing criminal charges on this officer for doing his job. First of all I'm sick on the media calling Michael Brown an unarmed teenager they make him sound like a week little 13 year old kid. When he wasn't he was an 18 year old man that was over 6 foot tall and 300 pounds so calling him an unarmed teenager to make him sound like a victim is bullshit!&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>Next he robbed a store and acted like a thug to the owner of the store when the store owner confronted him. If he was this little unarmed teenager as the media keeps saying he should have had his ass at home instead of stealing cigars and fronted on a store owner. Next when an officer of the law gave him a command follow it it would have stopped there but no he tried to thug his way through the officer and got shot.&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>What pisses me off is this the people of Ferguson is playing the race card to make it okay to loot, start fires and just raise hell this is what they wanted. Not only the people of Ferguson but in other cities who are protesting this. Look at it this way change the story white kid black cop white kid stole something didn't follow the officer command then tried to steal the officer gun hit the officer and the officer shot him you think it would be in the news? Hell no it wouldn't and if it was we would said that dumb ass white thug got what he deserves.&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>So I'm sick and tired of the race card just cause people think something didn't go right. Please I'm gay and I don't have the same rights as you but you don't see me pulling my rainbow card. I live the best I can and I follow the law I don't have money but I don't go out and steal shit. I don't want the cops bothering me so I keep my nose clean yep it's that easy. So you people out burning down your town for what cause your stupid that's why you was looking for a reason and this is as good as any.&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>What's a shame is the people who own these business you burn down the people you but out of work cause you burnt there job down. How stupid us that? I feel sorry for these people and I hope they had insurance and I hope they don't rebuild in your community cause honestly you don't deserve to have them in your community. Bet you didn't think about that when you was out ripping and burning down your town.&nbsp;</div><div><br /></div><div>So over the dumb shit!&nbsp;</div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-57832019240177349622014-11-21T22:13:00.001-05:002014-11-21T22:13:18.154-05:00I Was Fired from KmartSo yeah I was fired from kmart a few weeks ago and I really don't care but need to write about and let everyone know how they treat there employees and why I feel this company is losing money and closing stores all over the place. First let's tall about the firing I'll explain what happen and why they said they fired me over it. Let me sit it all up and if I'm wrong please don't be afraid to to tell me I was working the garden center that night and running the cash drawer for that area this lady came in and ask me where in the store where the respectables located she explain she just got out of the hospital and has a bad leg.<br /><br />I ask if she would like me to get them I told her I could get a chair down sit it by the cash register and she could tell whoever came out I would be right back. She said that's okay if I could just point the way she would get them cause she needed a couple other things I said okay told her where they were and pointed her that way. About an hour later she came back out and I was waiting on another customer and she was waiting her turn when the customer I was with finished his transaction the cash register locked up. I was able to get his change but this out of date by 20 years computer stop working and it's an ongoing problem that Sears corporate don't want to fix.<br /><br />So it's the lady's turn an I explain to her that the cash register is locked up I need to restart it and it could rake up to 10 minutes sometimes she went crazy on me. At first I told her there was nothing I could do that its a piece of shit computer. She said that's unexpectable and I need to get a manager out there I said that's fun but they wouldn't be able to do anything until the computer was back up. She then said stop making excuses you little shit and call your manager by then I'm getting pissed and told get you don't gave to cuss me you old hag. Well that really set her off and it was on from there yeah I said some bad things to her as she was saying bad things to me.<br /><br />The manager did come out as we were still yelling at each other she said she was going to call the police on me (the lady) cause I scared her and I was like call them bitch cause they won't do anything there is no law that says I can't cuss you like your cussing me. The manager ask me to step outside and I did she took care of the lady and she left the manager said she understood and she had to do a report but thought I was right. This is the night manager but the day manager who us the store manager guess seen it different. He also did a report and Sears corporate also was involved with it and they said I broke policy and should have walked away from the crazy lady.<br /><br />Well a week or so ago a friend of mine who still worked at kmart called me to tell me he was fired cause a customer was yelling at him and he walked away from her she went to the manager and told him and the manager fired my friend cause he walk away. Seems like they can't figure out what the hell they want. I didn't walk away and stood up for myself and gift fired my friend walk away from a customer yelling at him and got fired. So Sears corporate what the hell is it cause you can't have it both ways. Now I know Florida is a no fault state but saying that you can't have it both ways just to suit you. No wonder your a failing company you treat your employees like shit!<br /><br />Speaking of failing company I don't know who is worse these stores that are open Thanksgiving day or the people shop at them Thanksgiving day. Companies like kmart and target who told there employees you will work on Thankgiving or be fired now that's bullshit! I have no respect for places like that or people who go there and shop on the holiday do you think them people want to be there no they don't they want to be home with there families. What is one day really so I'm asking any of you who read this please don't do any shopping on Thanksgiving day if we all would stay away then next year they wouldn't have any choice but to close next year think about it!<br /><br />I'll do another post soon on this company and the other faults they have.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-63679385228990222712014-11-20T18:48:00.002-05:002014-11-20T18:48:22.936-05:00People are Strange I've never understood why &nbsp;people choose to follow someone on here or one of the other social networks just to send them hate mail or leave nasty comments. I mean are there lives so boring it's all they have to do? I know when I first started blogging I had a lot of followers a lot of people would comment and mist of them were great comments but others just came to spew there hate. Hell at one time I even had Fred phelps crazy people following me and leaving there hate comments I k ew then I made it to the big time.<br /><br />I stopped blogging got bored with it I think so I focus more on facebook and Twitter most of you follower over there and with age I open up more about my life and my body wasn't afraid to show it. I went through a couple boyfriends and for the most part was open about them also. I've been with Riley know for a few years now and we have a different kind of relationship than I've been in before. We're open to different things as long as we both agree on it and yes that's means bringing people into are sex lives.<br /><br />I've been open and posted about it on Facebook and Twitter but the other day I posted about a friend of Riley's that come home from work with him and we both agree to some fun with him. His name is James and he knew going into it what we wanted and we knew what he wanted and it was a fun night for all of us. Here's the problem I posted about it on Facebook and I got an email from someone who called me a slut and a few other words and told me how I disgust him. I was like what the fuck why is the ass following me for if I disgust him. I just don't get people!Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-80499512844458976742014-11-16T19:49:00.002-05:002014-11-16T19:49:44.375-05:00A LIttle RustyIt's been a while since I've been in blogger land. I used to love blogging hell there was a time I would write 2 or 3 times a day. I have to say it was fun I meet a lot of people over the years even haters who followed and just love to comment. Something happen and I just lost total interest in it but lately I've been missing it and thought I would pick it up again. So I will try to blog more and not leave everyone hanging between posts. So if anyone has any questions from the past that I left unanswered on here just ask and I will do my best to bring you up to date.<br /><br />Let's see im still with Riley still working as a cabana boy and partime at Wells Fargo. I got fired at kmart and I'll do a post about that soon cause I'm still pissed over that. I need to start looking for a new plCe to live cause the condo were living was sold and they told us that when are lease is up in January we had to move. I'm happy about that cause I didn't care for this place anyway. Just its a money issue but somehow I will make it work I always do. Well I guess that's about it for now so keep checking back I'll be posting more!Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-70655486728586201662014-11-15T07:58:00.002-05:002014-11-15T07:58:53.984-05:00Miss MeIll be back blogging soon!Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-42446982992541491422013-12-15T20:25:00.000-05:002013-12-15T20:25:34.096-05:00Queer as Folk Now and ThenI think I might have did a post before about queer as folk but after blogging all theses years I don't remember every post I've done so cause it's something going on in my life right now I'm going to do a post about it. I remember back in 2002 when queer as folk came out I was a young teen and I was so excited about this new show. My mom was never the kind to hide or ban me from watching something she would teach us have an open mind and just remember it's tv so what you see may not be how people really are.<br /><br />So I remember Sunday nights in America was queer as folk night and I was there every Sunday waiting I was hooked and a big fan of the show. I also remember all the heat the show took and all the hate that came out over the show. I remember even some groups saying it was child porn cause the age of Justin and Brian being a child molester. I like many of you remember all the hate to the show and the gay community seems like the haters will grab a hold of whatever they can to make there hate okay.<br /><br />Well I don't really want to talk about the haters I want to talk about the show. Was the show good for the gay community or did it hurt it? I don't know the answer really I can only speak for myself it open me up to things I didn't know about the gay community. It also showed me the bad that was out there I felt myself waiting to be like the players on the show also show me a lot about sex and how some people can just have sex for no reason at all. I found I could but I didn't like that part of me and felt bad when I did it.<br /><br />But more than anything it showed me that gays could be like everyone else and be in a long term even marriage. It showed me that your circle of friends will always have your back and that you will have there's. Showed me as a single person I may not get my voice heard but stand as a community people will hear you. So I think the show did more good than bad and I was sad when it went off.<br /><br />Another reason I'm doing a post about it my boyfriend Riley never knew or even heard of queer as folk until the last few months. Being tight with money in our household we had the cable shut off to save money so we gad free tv whatever our had tv picks up for free is what we get. I have over the years have pick up a ton of DVDs so we been going through the boxes and finding movies to watch when we have free time.<br /><br />We open a box and there was my queer as folk DVDs and Riley ask what was this. So I explained it to him and said we should watch them since he's never seen the show and he was like hell yeah. So we started watching and were into the third season and let's say he is totally hook on it and we have talked about a lot of things that we've watched so far. Us being in a couple and being together for almost two years it's showing him things about life and has open us both up to talking to each other.<br /><br />I can't speak for everyone else just for myself I think queer as folk was ground breaking for its time I think it was needed to open people up to the gay community. I don't believe everyone in the gay community acts like people on the show but maybe a part of us wish we could. So when we get done for me rewatching the show and Riley watching it all for the first time I'll do another post on it. But for now tell me how did you feel about the show? Do you wish they would do a reunion show? Or make a new queer as folk?<br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-GUQKRNMsKs8/Uq5Rb8plcDI/AAAAAAAAFAg/yBeMpVO3WPw/s1600/image.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="240" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-GUQKRNMsKs8/Uq5Rb8plcDI/AAAAAAAAFAg/yBeMpVO3WPw/s320/image.jpg" width="320" /></a></div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-85165448589574027502013-12-02T19:33:00.002-05:002013-12-02T19:33:45.220-05:00Is this stupid or what?Trying to understand people I know I will never understand people. But really I have this friend who has to be one of the stupidest people I know. Okay let me break this down for you maybe you can get me to understand or agree with me. My friend has been saying he's been dating this guy for over 6 months now the thing is they live in different states and have never met in person.<br /><br />This isn't the first time he's done this he dated another guy online for months and never met. Now this guy he's dating now they talk online they text and even talk on the phone hell they even fight. My problem is this they have never met so I say that they are really not dating how can you date someone you have never met in person. Well of course this pisses him off and he said I don't understand.<br /><br />My question is this am I wrong? I know all the bullshit online and I know the games people play online. But how can you say you love someone call them a boyfriend when you have never really met them before. I don't know this just seems so damn stupid to me. Am I the only one who feels this way or is there's others out there who have done this?Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-46970374048837448892013-10-06T20:09:00.002-04:002013-10-06T20:09:54.814-04:00SexSex we love it can't get enough of it well least I can't. I've done posts before about sex and about my sex life but it always seems something happens that I feel I have to write another post about sex. Last night I was at a pool party and had a good time and yes there was sex going on but there was one guy there maybe 20 years old and was letting guys fuck him without protection.<br /><br />This bothers me so much no I'm not an angel there was a time in my life I was stupid mainly cause I had a drinking issue and I made a few bad calls and wasn't safe but thank god it didn't come back to bite me in the ass. Now I am always safe don't matter if I'm catching or receiving it's wrapped up or there won't be any sex going on.<br /><br />Now with Riley cause we been together for well over a year we don't but that's only cause we both been tested many times. But when we first got together we used condoms. Last night I tried to talk to this kid but he dint want to hear it said he likes being fucked and likes it raw. I told him all it takes is one guy and it could cost you your life he said we all have to die sometimes.<br /><br />I know he had at least 5 different guys on the pool deck last night and none of them wore protection I'm thinking what the hell is wrong with theses people. I know they were thinking a hot young piece of ass but what if that hot ass gave them something? Listen guys it's not worth it if you let a guy in there make sure he wraps it up.<br /><br />I love sex and I do it almost everyday but it don't mean that you can't be safe. So wrap it up or have the guy doing you wrap it up stick around and have all the sex you want just be smart. Make sex fun and enjoy it!Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-87759086905698329572013-10-04T18:48:00.002-04:002013-10-04T18:48:41.643-04:00FriendsFriends we all have them some we have online some we've known since we were little. Then there are friends we make along the way but really how many good friends do we have? I mean the kind of friends who would drop whatever they were doing cause you called and needed them? Well not many right?<br /><br />I have to say I'm lucky cause I have a lot of friends but only a few I would say are really good friends. And really that's all I need don't get me wrong I like knowing a lot of people and I like calling them friends but only a chosen few know everything about me and that's cause I trust them totally.<br /><br />With me my friends range from 17 to 74 I don't get why people make such a big deal about a person age the chosen few friends in my life are older and I respect them for all there knowledge and for all the times they were there for me. I like to think I've learned something from all of them.<br /><br />So I would say don't be closed minded and open up your friendship age there is a lot to learn from everyone so why limited yourself to a certain range of age. That's one thing that always pissed me off about the gay community they have an age click and I feel there missing out. Just cause an old dude talks to you don't mean he wants to sleep with you.<br /><br />But maybe you should try an older dude sometime cause he could teach you a thing or two trust me some guys I've slept with could have used a lesson on how to have great sex!Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-59121621048886784282013-09-25T01:19:00.003-04:002013-09-25T01:19:11.452-04:00MusicMusic we all love it don't matter what kind it is music is a big part of our lives. Me personally I like all types of music everything from rock to country of course my favorite is country. Now the country the play on the radio now I don't care for it much there are a few country singers out now that are okay but most I can't stand.<br /><br />The country I like the most is old country like from the 60's to the 90's I think that was the best country music ever. It had a late of soul and class to it. The thing that pisses me off is today's country radio they don't play any of the good old stuff just all this new crap that they call country but I call it crap.<br /><br />Like a few months ago when the king of country music passed away George Jones I heard about it on twitter not on the radio. And when the news did a piece about it it was so small but when a child molester like Michael Jackson died they spent a whole day on it now that's bullshit to me.<br /><br />Some of the greats of country music are still out there touring making new music but most don't know about it cause country radio don't play there music cause there not the in crowd anymore. I have Sirius radio so I can listen to them and here there new stuff another I listen to is iheart radio they also have the greats a station called foggy mountain.<br /><br />It would be great to turn on a country station and hear some of the old some of the new but I think they forgot where they came from and the ones who path the way for all theses new country stars. But I guess that won't ever happen so thank god we have other places that do play it. I'll take Conway, Dolly, Merle, Waylon, Reba, Marty, Loretta, just to name a few any day!<br /><br />Oh and there is the female god Cher yeah love her!<br /><div><br /></div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-11464992216661017042013-09-23T16:26:00.003-04:002013-09-23T16:26:50.462-04:00TattoosI got an email the other day about placing an ad on my blog I was like okay what are they selling I found it it was tattoo equipment and supplies. Then I thought this would be cool I could do a post about it also. I mean about tattoos and who has them and who would want one. <br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-YbCsifCDvfU/UkCiJb8z6lI/AAAAAAAAE6Q/wGjxf3K_tT0/s1600/securedownload.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" closure_lm_848665="null" height="240" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-YbCsifCDvfU/UkCiJb8z6lI/AAAAAAAAE6Q/wGjxf3K_tT0/s320/securedownload.jpg" width="320" ysa="true" /></a></div>I talked about tattoos before I think once I even talked about me having one. I've been wanting to get another one but I haven't yet maybe the lack of money has stopped me but someday I'll get it. I know what I want and where I want I to in time I'll get it. <br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Yzq38EEgbig/UkChqQLj1oI/AAAAAAAAE6A/ZFtXB3lWK_E/s1600/image3.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" closure_lm_848665="null" height="305" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Yzq38EEgbig/UkChqQLj1oI/AAAAAAAAE6A/ZFtXB3lWK_E/s320/image3.jpeg" width="320" ysa="true" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><br />I know some people don't like them and me personally I think some people go over board with them but if there done right I don't have a problem with them. Besides it's your body and nobody owns you so if you want one I say get one. Just remember get something that you can live with cause it will be with you a long time. <br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-wqx79nzuNvk/UkCh5mmU4iI/AAAAAAAAE6I/oxRnL5xl10k/s1600/image2.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" closure_lm_848665="null" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-wqx79nzuNvk/UkCh5mmU4iI/AAAAAAAAE6I/oxRnL5xl10k/s320/image2.jpeg" width="320" ysa="true" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><br />So if your into tattoos your a good artist thinking about starting your own tattoo business check out my new friend Eric and his website Access Tattoo! <a href="http://www.accesstattoo.com/"><img src="http://snapshackk.com/accesstattoocoupon.jpg" /></a> Get 10% off all tattoo inks when you shop at <a href="http://www.accesstattoo.com/">Access Tattoo</a>. Valid until October 2013! Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-32928911861789219162013-09-09T15:45:00.003-04:002013-09-09T15:45:56.308-04:00Personal Pain<br /><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Got a few emails said they missed the days when I posted about my life and how things were going on in it. Said that they were the best posts I ever did after thinking about it they may be right. So here a post that's personal and very deep. If someone would have told me a year and a half ago I would be where I am now I would have looked at them and called them a liar.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Yes I've been pretty open about my life but I haven't told everything only a few people who read this knows everything about me and the reason I told them is I trust them totally. I never thought I would be where I am now in my life. But here I am and I don't like where I am and don't like what I see. In thought I was doing everything I could to dig myself out of this hole I'm in but as soon as I get ahead I get knock back down.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">I honestly want to just give up but I can't cause I have people depending on me along with a dog and a cat that I promised to take care of. I'm working three jobs just to get by and that's not enough. I wish I could feel in all the details but I can't and I'm not the type of guy that ask for help if I can't do it or get it on my own then I don't want it. I just keep looking for the light at the end of this dark tunnel but I just can't see it.&nbsp;</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">So I'm going to take a step back from everything to see if I can get things right again. If I don't post for a while or if I'm not facebook of twitter please understand its just not in me anymore right now. Thanks everyone for all the love and support over the years it's just something I have to do cause I feel like I'm losing my mind and if I keep up I'm just afraid everything I post would be deep and dark and that's not me.&nbsp;</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><div>I'm an ocean, because I'm really deep. If you search deep enough you can find rare exotic treasures.</div><div>Christina Aguilera</div></div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-54402369047658436522013-09-06T15:01:00.001-04:002013-09-06T15:01:52.816-04:00Man Charged With Spreading HIV Claims 300 Partners<span style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">I've done posts in the past about safe sex and how stupid it is for young people gay or straight it is to ave sex without protection. Yes at some point people don't think and do something stupid I'm guilty of that myself. I had a year there where I was reckless and just stupid and did things I shouldn't have done I could blame drinking but in the end it was all on me. Thank the good lord I didn't get anything and I've been tested so many times I've lost count.&nbsp;</span><br /><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Reason I'm posting about this is what I seen in the paper this week just floored me. A guy could have infected up to 300 people. Okay what the fuck was all these people thinking? I have nothing wrong with people hooking up for some fun times but if you do be safe not stupid. Even now Riley and I sometimes have a 3 way or 4 way with other guys but were safe or we don't play. &nbsp;So guys take this as a warning if you love yourself protect yourself!&nbsp;</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><div>Man Charged With Spreading HIV Claims 300 Partners</div><div><br /></div><div>By JIM SALTER Associated Press<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"> </span>&nbsp;Sep 5, 2013, 6:01 PM</div><div><br /></div><div>A Missouri man who told authorities he had sexual contact with as many 300 people since being diagnosed with HIV pleaded not guilty on Thursday to infecting another man with the virus, and prosecutors said more charges are expected.</div><div><br /></div><div>David Mangum entered the plea after being charged with recklessly infecting another with HIV, which in Missouri — where penalties for such crimes are among the nation's harshest — carries a maximum sentence of life in prison. His attorney didn't return messages seeking comment.</div><div><br /></div><div>Court documents allege that the 36-year-old told detectives in Dexter, a small town in southeast Missouri, that he had unprotected sex with as many as 300 partners since being diagnosed a decade ago with HIV, the virus that causes AIDS. Up to 60 of those contacts allegedly occurred after he moved to Missouri two years ago from Dallas, where he has convictions for prostitution, indecent exposure and public lewdness.</div><div><br /></div><div>Many of his trysts stemmed from Craigslist ads, he told investigators, and he would meet up with men at parks, truck stops and other remote locations. Police believe many were truckers or others passing through the region, and because Mangum had little information about many of the men, investigators are concerned about finding potential victims, Dexter police detective Cory Mills said.</div><div><br /></div><div>"First names with no phone numbers or addresses — that's going to be a challenge," Mills said.</div><div><br /></div><div>So authorities turned to the media, and since then more potential victims have come forward, Stoddard County prosecutor Russell Oliver said. Oliver wouldn't say how many people, but he said more charges were expected.</div><div><br /></div><div>Local health clinics are reporting a recent surge in people seeking HIV tests. In Stoddard County, where one or two people generally get tested each week, 15 people came in for testing in the past week, said Debbie Pleimling, director of the county's Health Department. Neighboring counties are reporting a spike.</div><div><br /></div><div>"There has to be concern," she said. "If he's randomly meeting people for sex, we have no clue where to turn."</div><div><br /></div><div>Local authorities said they were also working with Dallas police, who didn't return several messages from The Associated Press.</div><div><br /></div><div>It's unclear why Mangum moved to Dexter, a conservative town of about 8,000 residents. He worked at a local grocery store, according to Mills, but little else is known about him.</div><div><br /></div><div>"Everyone's really surprised that sort of thing is going on here," local barbershop owner Charlie Parrish said as he cut hair this week.</div><div><br /></div><div>This summer, Mangum allegedly admitted to a roommate with whom he'd been intimate that he had been HIV-positive since 2003. The man went in for testing and learned he was HIV-positive, then went to police.</div><div><br /></div><div>Mills said Mangum seemed unapologetic and told police he wasn't truthful for "fear of rejection."</div><div><br /></div><div>Magnum is jailed on $250,000 cash-only bond. A preliminary hearing is set for Sept. 26.</div><div><br /></div><div>Missouri is among 37 states that make it a crime to knowingly transmit HIV to others, though its penalties are among the toughest: a maximum sentence of life in prison if the victim was infected with HIV, and up to 15 years in prison if the victim was exposed.</div><div><br /></div><div>In 2007, Angela Harris of St. Charles was sentenced to 10 years in prison for having unprotected sex with her then-boyfriend and failing to tell him she was HIV-positive. The former boyfriend didn't test positive for HIV. Cases have also been prosecuted in St. Louis, Springfield and rural Marshfield, where in 1999 a 21-year-old man was sentenced to five years in prison for deliberately exposing a woman to HIV.</div><div><br /></div><div>HIV and AIDS cases aren't broken down by county in Missouri. But for the 13-county Southeast region, Pleimling said 137 people are known to be living with HIV and another 174 with AIDS. A dozen people were diagnosed in the region last year.</div></div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-30780329762231191962013-08-17T13:18:00.002-04:002013-08-17T13:18:38.684-04:00Come on December <span style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">December can't come quick enough! No it has nothing to do with Christmas this condo we moved into was suppose to be a great move gated community was supposed to make us feel safe. Moving here I knew we would have to make some changes and I was okay with that for safety. But I don't feel any safer here than I did living in a big house.</span><br /><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">The problem isn't the outside world it's the nosey ass neighbors. Seems like everyday someone is leavings notes on the door or on our cars or were finding someone standing outside our windows trying to look in. Seems they want us out as much as we want out. Seems they have a problem with Riley and me and I know why.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">When we moved in a few times not thinking about it we left the sliding glass door open and we were naked people walked by and I guess they seen more than they wanted too. The management talk to us about it and we took care of that problem. Next a few older ladies I guess reported us for wearing speedos to the pool I guess this upset them also.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Again the management talk to us and I said there is no rules saying we can't wear speedos and they agree but thought it would be better if we didn't cause it bother other people. I said it bothers the blue hair bitches cause they don't have the bodies they use too so no we will not change and we will wear our speedos and if they don't like it they can go home.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Now this morning someone called the police and said there were men walking around naked with the windows open and kids running around could see everything. So the police came 7 am this morning woke us up cause someone complained about naked men. I told the cops we were a sleep you woke us up!</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">I told them we sleep naked but are blinds are closed and we have a black out curtain if someone seen us naked they were peeking hard into our bedroom window. So along with the cops we went outside to the bedroom window sure enough they found footprints in the dirt at our bedroom window. The police said what we do in our house was our business as long as we kept the blinds closed so children couldn't see.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">That wasn't all we found another note on the car telling us how nasty and dirty we are and were going to hell cause men shouldn't lay with men as they do with women. So am I wrong is this not hate? I'm thinking this is my ticket out of here early isn't it? Either way I'm not worried about these old fucks I know they couldn't hurt me I need to bring a bunch of gay guys over for a pool day that will drive them crazy!&nbsp;</div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-8576436951944588192013-08-11T15:21:00.003-04:002013-08-11T15:21:49.172-04:00Give me a freaken break<span style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">I love how someone follows me on twitter and then write me an email to tell me how nasty I am and that I give gay people a bad name. This person sent me a very long email on how my nudity is what is wrong with the gay community. He said he's a gay man and as long as there were queers like me people would never understand the gay community or would accept us as being normal.</span><br /><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Okay let me break this down if I can. First if he is offend that I post pics of myself my boyfriend or my friends naked then why the hell are you following me on twitter? Yes I am a gay man but its only a small part of who I am above all I am a nudist and I'm not scared to share my body with those who want to look.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">I never post pics of people who didn't give me the okay to do so. I respect my friends if they don't want there pics posted I don't do so. As far as me and Riley yes I post pics cause we both don't mind who sees us naked. No I'm not bragging it wouldn't matter what size I had I just like sharing.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">As far as it looking bad on the gay community I don't agree with this cause there is many straight guys and gals who pose nude or take nude pics and post them. Besides I say if you got it post it while your young nobody wants to see and old dude naked. This way on the net no matter how old you are you will always be young.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-text-size-adjust: auto; font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">So if what I do on twitter bothers you then stop following me yep it's that easy!</div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-9580021055340376542013-08-09T16:11:00.000-04:002013-08-09T16:11:04.210-04:00Love or Something Like it<span style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">I wanted to tell a story of two friends of mine. See they were both lonely and have never met each other so I thought it would be a good idea if they did. One is young in his 20's the other is in his late 30's but to me age was never a issue as long as the two people are of age and okay with it. These two had a lot of things in common and I thought they would be great together.</span><br /><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">So my plan was to get them together first I talk to them separately and told them about each other told them there ages to make they were both okay with that. Finally showed each other pictures to make sure that there was something there and to see if they wanted to meet each other. They both agreed so I gave each of them the info so they could chat, text and meet each other.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">They talked online for a while seem like things were going great and they were going to meet but soon the younger guy was coming up with reasons why he couldn't. So my older friend called me and told me what was going on and didn't think the younger one was really interested in him but thanks for trying. I was confused cause I thought he was all he talked about was being lonely and wanted someone who would love him forever.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">So I called him and ask him what was up if he didn't like him it was okay but why lead the guy on. He told me he met some friends and they were porn stars and he really thinks that's what he wants to do and having a boyfriend just didn't fit into his plans. This really confused me cause all he ever talked about was falling in love and being with the same guy until he dies and now he wants to be a porn star.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Well he's doing it he has made a few porn movies and moved to California to be a bigger porn star I haven't talked to him in a while last time I did he was too busy to talk he was with his new porn friends. Don't get me wrong I love porn and y'all know that but I think it's for some guys but not all. I just don't think this for him and or day he will wake up all alone and think about the life he picked.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">My other friend well he had a happy ending I set him up with another friend and there is an age gap between them also but two years and there still going strong and there so much in love. Not sure why I wanted to share this story I just did maybe it ill help others out there thinking about doing something there not sure about.</div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-67815413913565303582013-07-25T21:13:00.000-04:002013-07-25T21:13:44.877-04:00Hate.......ReallyCan't say I'm surprised that I got some hate over my post about Zimmerman/Martin really I kinda expected it. But damn didn't know it would be so much last time I got that much hate mail was when Fred phelps clan was on me. Thing is people I stand behind my post and no matter how much hate mail I get I'm not changing my mind.<br /><br />I believe in what I wrote and I check my facts before I posted them so if you haters what to send me hate emails then do it if it makes you feel better than write your asses off. &nbsp;I just can't believe y'all are that damn stupid to buy into what the main stream media is selling Trayvon wasnt a little kid and damn sure wasn't 14 like the pictures they show on tv he was a wanna be thug and the media and Jesse Jackson trying to start a race war.<br /><br />Another topic is guns and I've debated this over and over again I believe in the second adminment right to bare arms. Me personally I own two guns and my family and my dad owns many guns. I believe in the saying guns don't kill people people kill people. Besides just like drugs if we banned all the guns people will still have them one way or the other.<br /><br />So keep sending me your hate mail and ill be here cleaning my guns!<br /><br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-3lYL-1zfBcQ/UfHNPavF1LI/AAAAAAAAE2s/32U6UI8Ik-E/s1600/dcn5.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img bba="true" border="0" height="241" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-3lYL-1zfBcQ/UfHNPavF1LI/AAAAAAAAE2s/32U6UI8Ik-E/s320/dcn5.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br />Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-61529632419761304222013-07-22T01:02:00.000-04:002013-07-22T01:02:00.686-04:00BullingIn my life I have seen a lot of bulling normally it's from kids sometimes even adults but this past week I've seen bulling in a different light. Some of you may not know but I took a job partime a few days a week at Kmart. Well it's been fun and different and in my short time there I have became somewhat friends with most of the people there. Even the managers have been really cool but a guy was fired last week and the way the way they went about it was all wrong and a form of bulling if you ask me.<br /><br />Let me explain a little this guy a kid really just 20 the fact he did something wrong was not the issue we agree he did something wrong and being fired was no big deal a lesson learn a steeping stone in his life but the way they did it. Let me set the this up so you can understand why I feel Kmart was being a bully. First off this guy has work there for a year and a half has came in or stayed late when ever the manager ask him hell he did whatever they needed was a good employee like I said he did something wrong and was fired.<br /><br />This is how it went down the security of the store called him after his shift and when he ask out right am I being fired they said no. Now there was 2 of them and one of him they ask him a bunch of questions and he answer them and half hour later told him he was being fired and told him he had to sign a paper and if he refused they would call the police. He being young and being his second job ever he was scared and sign it. I'm almost sure they broke some laws I told him to call a lawyer and find out.<br /><br />See I have such an issue with this cause I see it as a form of bulling corporate bulling if you ask me. Am I wrong here? Two big security guards questioning someone and not even a manger in the room to stick up for this kid after all he has done for the and use threats on him to get him to,sign stuff. Not only that but have him work his shift first and then fire him all I know is if this is the way sears runs shit I don't think I want to be apart of it and should walk away now cause I won't play that shit and they wont bully me like that.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-59400417776241167582013-07-15T20:36:00.001-04:002013-07-15T21:32:48.612-04:00My Thoughts on the Zimmerman Saga<span style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">My thoughts on the Trayvon Martin &amp; George Zimmerman trail and aftermath. &nbsp;First of all I watched most the trail and recorded a lot of it so I could make sure I knew my facts before I ran my mouth. I believe in the system I don't always agree with it but I think it works. Second the state of Florida the state I live in and love had to prove George Zimmerman was guilty of a crime and after watching it I think they failed in proving him guilty and if I was one of the jury I would have voted the same way they did.</span><br /><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">Now living in Florida I think we may have heard a little more about the trail and the details of both Martin &amp; Zimmerman and how they lived there lives. &nbsp;Next I'm sick and tired of the media they have fed most of the people bullshit and everyone ate it. There playing Martin as being this 17 year old boy like he's freaking 11 or something. First off Martin stood 6'2 weight 170 and played sports so he wasn't a skinny frail boy like there saying.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">If the jury heard everything I did about Martin and his family they wouldn't have taken so long to reach a verdict. Like the night before the shooting his mother kicked him out of the house for being disrespectful and running with a gang now this is pubic knowledge look it up. There is pics Martin posted 2 days before this happen of himself with now shirt on built like a brickshit house.&nbsp;</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">But all people are caught up in is making this a racist thing feeding into the medias bullshit that he was a boy with a bag of skittles and tea. It's funny a 17 year can kill someone and the media plays it up as there adults. Personally I think he was up to no good and I believe Zimmerman when he said Martin jump him. &nbsp;I know we will never know the truth only 2 people know and one of them is died.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">The media and others making Zimmerman to be a racist when he's not he had a lot of black friends and even black family members but cause he shoots a black guy he's a racists. What if they tables were turn and Martin was white would this have even made the news I think not. Hell it's sad that the people in Sanford, Florida are acting better about the verdict than people in other states I think people just look for a reason to riot.</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">People make mistakes sometimes I know I have and if I had a dollar for every time I was called queer or faggot I would be rich. But when you call a black person a name like the n-word omg your a racist. But they throw cracker around and it's ok it's not a radical word well I say bullshit it is. Now hate on me for this if you want call me a racist if you want but I have many friends of different color who know me and know I'm not.&nbsp;</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">I feel bad for both families cause there lives will never be the same the Martins cause they will never know what there son would grow up to be. The Zimmermans cause they will never be able to live safely again. Two families that are torn up by this tragedy and all could have been avoided if the parents of a 17 year old would have made him stay at home after dark. I know my parents wouldn't let me out past 10 at that age.&nbsp;</div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;"><br /></div><div style="-webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px;">People stop feeding into the media bullshit!<br /><br /><img src="webkit-fake-url://688B285A-0C37-4BF2-A5C3-974558C2E1D8/imagejpeg" /></div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com19tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-12848415524079292662013-07-13T14:10:00.001-04:002013-07-13T14:10:26.028-04:00A little updateLets see I've been doing twitter a lot most of you keep up with me there just so much you can write on there lol. My facebook is still open but haven't posted on there in like forever and to be honest I forgot what email I use to open it so I was like whatever facebook and me never got along anyway. Other than that just been working and living.<br /><br />I'm still with Riley we went through a bad patch but worked things out. Seems he was going through what I like to call growing pains I went through them and I was trying to understand but he was getting on my freaking nerves. But after a while he seen what he was missing and we seemed to work through it. We do get along great so much into the same stuff.<br /><br />It helps he's into the kinky side of me I think guys in my past wasn't and it always was an issue. Nudity is a big part of my life and I have a lot of nudist friends and Riley is okay with that and being nude he totally loves. &nbsp;It's not always about sex just cause your naked with others a lot of people don't get that but oh well I'm tried of explaining it to them.<br /><br />Riley is into leather and whips and chains type of stuff and I was never into it but was open minded to it and so far it's been really cool. It open me up to something new and a new kind of kink lol. Other than that nothing really new been going on just the same old shit just a different. Working paying bills and living life. I will try to post more often try to keep this up to date.<br /><br />I really want to post about the George Zimmerman trail so look for that soon.Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-88305838019422648362013-07-11T22:23:00.001-04:002013-07-11T22:23:29.615-04:00Anybody Out ThereI haven't been on here in forever anybody still come here? Should I start posting again?Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16273390.post-14874053634636336662013-03-07T13:01:00.000-05:002013-03-07T13:01:23.261-05:00Social SkillsHey Eveyone,<br /><br />Been a while for me I know wasn't sure if I would ever post on here again but I've been doing some thinking. I'm going to post about some books I've been reading or going to read and if there good I'll pass the info on and maybe ya'll will want to read them as well. I use to buy books all the time and I have a ton of books but now I have an IPad I've been downloading them and find this so much better.<br /><br />Anyway the book I'm reading now is called Social Skills I'm only on the 4 chapter right now and I have to say I find it hard to stop reading it. This book had me just one the first few pages.&nbsp;I can't wait to finish it and see how it all turns out. So for now I would say but this book I download from the apple store for 2.99 I think its the same price on <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Social-Skills-ebook/dp/B00B45MZOE/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&amp;qid=1362675134&amp;sr=8-1&amp;keywords=social+skills#">Amazon</a> so either way it's cheap&nbsp;and worth the money.<br /><br />I'll post an update when I finish it and let you know how it turn out for me!&nbsp;<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-jrBnaz8dVho/UTjVvTwCYRI/AAAAAAAAE1M/pRbEPc4zROE/s1600/5034532.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" jsa="true" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-jrBnaz8dVho/UTjVvTwCYRI/AAAAAAAAE1M/pRbEPc4zROE/s1600/5034532.jpg" /></a></div>Ryanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01103056885949384521noreply@blogger.com8