I Had The Nightmare Again

I had the nightmare again. It has been years but it happened again and I… I thought I was done with this shit. Woke my wife up screaming and sobbing like I was seven years old all over. As if the years of therapy never happened. That look of confusion on my wife’s face when her hand found the puddle of piss. That flash of disgust. I never want to see that again. The laughter was back too.