Sometimes I wonder.... would we still call you Sethie? I mean afterall you would be six today. Would you still hold my hand, or insist on being a big boy? So many firsts have passed... so many questions left unanswered.... a story that ended too soon.... yet the beginning was amazing as you were born on this day six years ago. Seth Daniel... our fifth born.... our second boy.... Teff Teff.... sweet baby love.... punkin pie.... baby love bug.... Teffie.... little dude.... creep.... kid..... all your names... you loved them all. It all leaves me wondering what names you would go by today? It's still so unbearably hard to celebrate your birthday without you. No cake... candles... presents.... and singing just hurts so terribly bad... it's one of the things I can't get through.... I'm just pushed through as my heart holds you... where my arms once held you. Happy sixth birthday Seth💙 JESUS please hug him for me... let him feel my love.... this day... today.... I just.... can't.... 😢💙 #inlovingmemoryofsethie#lifeafterloss#childloss#grief#grievingmama#grievingparents#bereaved#bereavedparents#survivorsontheshore#lifeafterloss#purposeinpain #joyintheheartache #grievewithhope#prisonerofhope#itwasntlongenoughtogether#soonandverysoon