How does it feel to have friends and someone to love?😔 because I dont know what that feels like bc I have depression.

I have depression and extremely high anxiety but have learned that there are people around who want to help even when I feel no one is around. The chemical imbalance that I have makes it had to believe it but I fight through that lie my body tells me and you can too. It’s not easy but if you truly want to see the compassion someone has for you, you have to be at war with your own emotions all the time. Seek it and you WILL find it. A matter of the will.