just yesterday i found out that a helnwein exhibition is in a museum near me.. about 10 mins away from here.. so i decided, as a huge helnwein freak, to go there...
69 pictures also photographs with manson, my favorite painting collection featuring the "angels sleeping" series were spreaded over 8 rooms. i was dressed up in floorlong black leathercoat, my new rock boots, a shirt with one of marilyn mansons paintings on it, lotsa spikes and make up shit.
it gives me so much.. helnwein is one of the best artist this world has at the moment.. and his kids are also cool..unbelievable how creative this whole fucking family is, a creativ chaotic household...hehe...

Awesome day

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 20, 2005, 10:10 AM

just yesterday i found out that a helnwein exhibition is in a museum near me.. about 10 mins away from here.. so i decided, as a huge helnwein freak, to go there...69 pictures also photographs with manson, my favorite painting collectin featuring the "angels sleeping" series were spreaded over 8 rooms. i was dreesed up in floorlong black leathercoat, my new rock boots, a shirt with one of marilyn mansons paintings on it, lotsa spikes and make up shit. as i arrived, the only people i saw were about 50 year old men, who looked like some kind of art nerds. everywhere were manson posters, alotta merch stuff, everything hilariously cheap. i bought 4 manson posters, a helnwein book for the exhibition called "beautiful children", 6 postcards and 2 prints of helnwein..and ended up paying only 60 dollars. i was happy, and ready to see the great paintings and pics of my fav artist. there was one manson section were i found some manson fans, i was there for about 3 hours... the whole exhibitions was pretty cheap too, i ended up paying only 3 dollars..fucking cheap for a helnwein exhibition. as i was on the last floor, i heard some guy talking with a strange austrian accent. he was talking english, explaining something about the pics. then i heard something like "oh sogar manson fans anwesend!" (engl. "oh, also manson fans present!"). i turned around and there was he..gottfried helnwein in fronmt of me, looking straight in my eyes... i think i looked a little stupid..i didnt know what to say... he was there with marius müller westernhagen (german musician) and the wife of marius..i think her name is romney.. he explained his works and a press lady was asking questions and was taking hundreds of pics. i think most of the people didnt know that he was the dude who made all of that great art. the people who knew that it was him, were very shy, nobody was going near him, no one asked for an autograph. but all of them stared at him. i went to him and talked to him, about his work. i told him that i have contact with his son cyril (nice dude by the way) and asked him for autographs. i got autographs on all of my posters, on the book, on all of the postcards. it was one of the best days in my life. gottfried helnwein is sooooo nice and cute.

*******************************IT IS THE FUNCTION OF THE ARTIST TO EVOKE THE EXPERIENCE OF SURPSRISED RECOGNITION: TO SHOW THE VIEWER WHAT HE KNOWS BUT DOES NOT KNOW THAT HE KNOWS.HELNWEIN [link] IS A MASTER OF SURPRISED RECOGNITION.William S. Burroughs

Feel like making everything new.. i deleted much crap from my gallery..well i should delete anything if i talk about crap, but..well..... started some projects, but need some input.. someone an idea what to do or draw or whatever? I become more and more obsessed with gottfried helnwein and his art.. it gives me so much.. hes one of the best artist this world has at the moment.. and his kids are also cool..unbelievable how creative this whole fucking family is, a creativ chaotics household...hehe... have some more contact with cyril helnwein lately..hes so cute :blush:++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++i dunno why, but i, as a truly nine inch nails hater, discovered my love for their new song "the hand that feeds". ironic enough all of my friends who love nin hate exactly this song.. they say its one of the worst nin have ever done. i think its jeordie, the little cute ex-twiggy, who kicked trents ass a bit. i had to love so hard when i say that video..whats going on with trent, is he planning to be some wannabe arnold schwarzenegger with these new huge arm muscles??? anabolika, hello.++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++i'm happy to have some contact with old friends from here again... but also unfortunately some of my cuties seem to just have dissapeared, they never came back, never said a word... if its that they dont have i-net anymore, or for some unknown reasons...for example ~ GrotesquePuPPyMeow makes me sad.. she has so fucking great shit in her gallery, but she doesnt has i-net anymore... and didnt show up for months..*sobs*++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++hmmm.. just wondering if ginger fish is now out of manson.. he has his own band now Martyr Plot and seems to rather tour with them, than taking his old place behind the drums on the manson tour, which now fills chris vrenna (ex-nin). very weird.... still havent found out if manson is married yetor not... havent found a pic or an info... very weird.... but seeing it from my position i would marry that woman :P++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++have to make a new icon now..this one pisses me off *grmsl*..................a quick note to let some people now i love em... you know who you are *leaves some kisses and hugs and stuff*

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++some links you should visit...----the incredibly helnwein family..yeah yeah i know i just love them :heart:cyril [link]mercedes [link]ali-elvis [link]----only official german manson forum[link]----rot, you bitch[link]----my heroes, 69[link]----my personal vault[link]6 Comments.Lift me up..higher higherJournal Entry: Fri Apr 8, 2005, 6:49 AMMood: Happy, relaxedListening to: Nine Inch Nails - The hand that feeds.. fuck i listen to NIN.. i'm sick!Reading: Gottfried Helnwein - Genius from the heart---------------------------------well... i'm in a pretty good mood..life is going well, job is awesome, get a lotta money with my designs.. i also found a guy who wants to buy my "Pogo aka Madonna Wayne Gacy" leather/jeans coat. fashion show planning from my school is sometimes really stressy..waaaaahhh catwalking is shitty. planning on moving together with my bf. the weather is cool most of the time..have been chilling most days on the little meadow in front of the museum where the helnwein exhibition is at, when the weather was cool...well..i dunno what to write now..yeah manson is married now...have started some pics..like a pastel the 69 eyes pic..but that will take a bit cuz its longer than 1 meter and high more than half a meter... some phototmanips and shit.. well you'll see...glad to hear that my little manson sister DyingSoul-yyy is coming back too *huggle*greets to all my friends on herep.s. miss my little grotesquepuppymeow , seems that she has no comp anymore and she hasnt been online for months.. i miss her... i really do...--------------

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