i was turned forty when i first used heroin. my then girlfriend Debbi was a user and would keep offering me some but i had always said no. then one day when she offered i said yes and within a week i was injecting it. i do not and never have blamed Debbi for my becoming a user...

Tell 'em drain the pool I'm sinkin fast
Come and save my life before It pass
Scratchin at the surface
But the bottom's where I'm at
Only place my addiction will tell me
That I'm free at last
So why the **** you playin with my head
I said I'm done
Any and everything I had...