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Sunday, October 11, 2015

I’ve been on a roll as of late. Winning prizes at
every festival I have screenplays or film projects at. I find myself thinking
in terms of what next.

Right now I am neck deep in preparations for the
Letters to Daniel feature film. There’s an actress I want to see read for the
Amy role. She is simply put, amazing. I want her for this part so bad I can freaking
taste it. So far Missy has been holding tight on the reigns. She wants to see
everyone else first. She at least wants to see her read for both Amy and Missy
before casting her in anything.

The truth is we’ve made up our mind she is going to be
in the film. It’s just a matter of where.

That being said I’ve pretty much nailed down all the
locations but three. I really want to finalize these if only because if
something were to happen early on I want a back-up location for them.

Shooting dates have been laid down too. Dec 27th-Jan.
2.

I’ve never been more excited for a shoot than this
one. Don’t get me wrong. I love all of the productions I’ve been a part of.
Even the ones that failed. Epically in some cases I might add.

But Letters to Daniel is a full 40 cast member
production that spans nearly twenty years of mine and Missy’s friendship and
how it was put to the test by my bipolar disorder.

If there was some way to invite you and Rachel to the
local premiere here in Louisville, KY at Imaginarium next October 7th
(AS IF) I would. There would be media here for the cast and above the line crew
but I would be sure to keep them away from you. Because as I’ve said before this
blog, the book, the documentaries have not really been about you. It’s been
more about how your work and the way you carry yourself professionally have
inspired me a great deal. And how what you’ve become through these letters is a
sounding board for me to process what I’ve been going through these last few
years. The growth, the change.

The good days. The bad days and the blah days.

This film I’m working on is the culmination of what
has become a close to three year journey of me healing and finding my voice. Of
being brave enough to share when I’m at my best and when I’m at my worst.

I will always have this blog as it is an anchor when
things are whirling around me like tornado.

Letters to Daniel the feature is only one of the
projects I’m currently working on. I’m also working on a documentary,
#yesallwomen. The interviews I’ve done have been incredibly powerful affecting
me in a way that I remember what rendered me voiceless to begin with, the
abuse.

There is also a scifi screenplay adapted my e-book No
Ordinary Love.

As you can see I am busy. If I had the power to
convince everyone that mental illness was not a death sentence but simply a
disease to be treated like Cancer or Diabetes I would. In fact that is the hope
of my memoir and the feature film. To have people see it and know there is
hope. There is treatment. There is recovery.

I know I don’t know you. And you don’t know me. But
your work inspired me to my best work. And for that I’ll always be thankful.

Amy Unplugged

Letters:the Memoir

From: The Author, To: Daniel Craig

Dear Readers,

Daniel Craig is my favorite actor. His work and acting style and how he carries himself professionally and personally inspire me greatly. Or more simply put by Kevin Smith about The Book Of Mormon Musical, he is my Spirit Animal. This blog is my memoirs as told to a silent witness of my choosing, Daniel. And of course all of you who visit daily to see me battle bipolar disorder, my dysfunctional family, or my personal demons. Or better, on my good days thanking those who have truly been my guardian angels. I thank you all who come and bear silent witness or sometimes leave a comment or two. Perhaps one day I will meet my hero, and get to thank him in person.