Friday, December 14, 2012

Fate May Come With Turbulence

Chapter 8

Fate May Come With
Turbulence

Lovers
of air travel find it exhilarating to hang poised between the illusion of
immortality and the fact of death. ~Alexander Chase

It was the middle of March and Niklas was reaching his boiling
point.Since the spotting of the atomic
cloud and the trip to see Michael, he had not left the ground.So, thinking quickly, he found a way to
rearrange his schedule, in order to get two days off in a row.Then, he found a ride to Vietnam.

The plane that would take him on the trip was nicknamed the Gooney Bird
and it was the transport version of Spooky.Niklas had heard rumors that the North Vietnamese soldiers were
instructed never to fire at Puff the Magic Dragon, because otherwise he would
be angered and spit flames of death.

It doesn’t seem so deadly, when you
ride in it, thought Niklas as the plane bumped and jumped along its flight
path.

“DaNang is receiving enemy fire.We may be here a while,” called out the Pilot at one point.He wasn’t lying.Niklas watched time tick by for more than
half an hour before they were provided clearance to land.

When finally on the ground, Niklas wasted no more of his precious time
off; he hurried toward the tent of his good friend.

“Hey man, wake up.There is much
to do and much to drink,” he joked, when finding Michael still in bed, but when
the other man didn’t even stir, Niklas thought it best to leave a note.So, he did and headed to the Beer Garden to
wait.

At about 1400 hours, Michael stumbled into the place, still looking
rather exhausted.

Must have been a long night, thought
Niklas.

“Hey,” he said with a smile.“It’s
great to see you, but kinda sucks because I’m on duty for the next few days.”

Then maybe I will get to climb
aboard Spooky again, Niklas thought
and smiled widely at his friend, as if to say, ‘no big deal.’He offered Michael a beer and they sat and
drank for a few minutes.

“Do you mind walking to the chow hall?I haven’t had anything to eat since lunch, yesterday,” Michael said and
they both rose and headed in that direction.

“Is everything all right,” Niklas asked.

Michael just nodded.“Yea, it’s
fine.”

Three more times Niklas asked and finally Michael came out of his shell.

“It’s nothing really.We just lost
an AC-47 over Thua Thien a few days ago.I didn’t know any of the men well, but… well, it just… I don’t
know.”Niklas tried to change the
subject, in the hopes of cheering his friend up, but now Michael couldn’t let
go of what was bothering him.“I think I
believe you now… you know?Like… fate.

***

That night, after Michael got himself ready to go, both men headed for
the flight line.When it was time to
take to the air, Michael helped with the quick, last minute checks and then
came back over to Niklas.

“You can’t ride with me this time!”he yelled over the sounds of the tarmac.“But, there is a second AC-47 going up!They are a gunner short…”He
didn’t need to say anything more, Niklas was ready.

“Ready to fire,” called out the pilot.Niklas did his best to recall everything he was supposed to do.When the plane fell into a familiar left
turn, the guns opened fire and Niklas watched the tracers shooting off toward
the land mass below them.

A huge noise shook the plane as something below was blown to smithereens.
Niklas assumed a fuel storage or ammunition storage facility had been struck.

I have to ask Michael how to tell
the difference, he told himself, while his adrenaline continued to pump at
a fantastic rate.

For a long time, they continued to fire, until the pilot called out,
“we’re outta ammo.Time to head back.”Quickly the plane was turned around and put
back on the path to DaNang base.After
the reload, the plane took to the sky again, and even more fire was dropped on
the jungle below.

Don’t anger Puff, thought
Niklas.He had once been told that it was
the deadliest of all aircraft.It
couldn’t drop as much as the B-52, but it wreaked havoc on the enemy troops.

***

The next morning came quickly and finally the plane careened down to meet
the runway.After a quick inspection to
find no damage from enemy fire, Niklas hurried to the Base Operations.

“Excuse me, do you know the location of Spooky 70?”

“Uh… no.”Answered the other man,
looking down at something on the desk before him.Then looking up to Niklas, he said, “No, they
are overdue.Haven’t had communication
for the past two hours.”

So, Niklas decided to wait there.He found a comfortable, oversized settee and laid his head back.He actually appreciated the time to rest
after the long flight and started to doze, but commotion coming from the radio
brought him back to the real world.

The extra plush settee had all but swallowed him whole and it took some
effort to get his weary legs up again, but once standing he hurried for the
counter.

“What’s the commotion,” he asked.There was no response.The same
man, who sat at the other side of the desk simply ignored the question.

Clearing his throat, in order to make a point, Niklas asked again.“What’s the commotion on the radio
about?

“Hey man, I’m really busy at the moment…”

“Listen,” Niklas said, thinking on the spot, “I am Agent Thumper and, if
you know what’s good for you, you will respond now!”His tone was hushed, because he knew damned
well that it wasn’t information to be given out to just anyone, but he was
beginning to get nervous and felt it appropriate.

The man gave a surprised look, but only stood and walked away.Niklas stayed planted to the floor.Frustration was growing within him.

“A possible signal has been received,” the other man started, when back
at the desk.His voice too was barely
above a whisper.“It is thought to be
Spooky 70.Search and Rescue are trying
to triangulate a position.”

“Does that mean a possible rescue mission?”

“Yes.It does.”

“Where is the mission being formulated?” he asked.The blood was now rushing through his veins
and beads of sweat formed on his forehead.He brushed them away.

The man shot back information about the location of the helicopter and
Niklas was instantly on the move.

Explaining again his special clearance, Niklas was told that he better
get himself dressed appropriately, if he wished to play any part.So, off he went again.At top speed, he made his way to Mission
Control where he was supplied a bullet proof vest, helmet, full ammo belt, and
an M-16.He took a moment to look at the
gun and then rushed off again.

Orders were radioed and Niklas, along with a group of other airmen took
to the air in the helicopter.They flew
low and the trees were so thick that Niklas actually felt his heart trying to
pound out of his chest.

Gunnery Sergeant Lopinger gave him a look that could kill when he tried
to move from his seat to get closer to the man.Lopinger sat in the open doorway, with his feet on the runner.Niklas did as the man’s eye’s had instructed.
He was too consumed with fear for his friend to be concerned with anything
else.So, he sat back against the seat,
closed his eyes and said a silent prayer.

“Approaching location.Keep your
eyes peeled.”

At that, Niklas’s eyes shot open again and scanned the ground.

“Seeking a good LZ…” the Captain said and then there was so more chatter
between then men.“…that’ll work.”

The small clearing that they came down on was surrounded on all sides by
jungle -- jungle that was likely infested with people who would like to see him
and the other men dead.

Lopinger’s feet were on the ground immediately and he moved quickly,
stealthily, surveying what they hand landed themselves in.

Niklas hit the ground.It was
plush under foot and blades of grass tickled his pant legs.

“Path,” Niklas called, having reached the opposite side of the giant
metal bird.

Lopinger ordered them all to follow it.Thick rows of trees grew high above them on either side of the narrow
path.Niklas was ready for a lot of
walking, but within fifty feet of leaving the clearing, shots rang out from
every angle.

“Hit the deck!”The command cut
through all other sound and Niklas’s vest hit hard against the ground.Instantly, he had the gun pointing out in
front of him, while his body stretched out against the warm earth.

Thirty yards from where they laid, several Vietcong soldiers took off
running.Niklas climbed to his feet and
started to advance in the same direction.

“Stop!” Lopingers loud voice called after him, but Niklas could barely
hear it.He continued onward, following
the back of the native soldier at the rear of the pack.Suddenly, the man turned.Niklas was staring down the end of a barrel
and like a deer ready to meet his fate, he froze.The sound of the bullet was deafening.

But, it didn’t connect, he
thought, thrust from his shocked state.Then, the man before him dropped his gun. Just as it hit the plush
jungle floor, the soldier collapsed and when his body landed, Niklas saw the
back side of the wound.It hadn’t been
the enemy’s gun that had fired.The
bullet was that of Lopinger, who had just saved Niklas’ life.

The bloodied hole was at least three inches in diameter. It continued to ooze, as Niklas stood there
transfixed, until something caught his eye.This time he was ready and acted fast.Looking up, he smoothly raised his gun to find another Vietcong soldier
at the other end.Except this was no
man.

I just killed a woman, was the
only thought he had, as her body fell forward on top of the gun she had been
holding.Behind her was another, ready
to take aim.The boy was no more than
ten years old.His emaciated figure
looked too weak to wield the rifle, and yet he raised it with relative grace
and pulled back on the trigger.Nothing
happened.The gun was out of ammo or had
misfired, but nothing came at Niklas.At
once the stick thin legs of the child took off running.Down the path he cruised and then around a
corner.

“Do not pursue!”

This time Niklas heard and obeyed the command from Lopinger.He watched as the boy disappeared behind the
thick brush.His nerves were so amped up
that the scream from within the jungle made his heart race even faster and
every hair on his body was on end.Niklas looked to the man, now standing beside him.

“He got the trap,” the Gunner Sergeant said, as if answering an unasked
question.

“Man, I hear that it’s insane.Those guys are crazy.They booby-trap everything!Large
shaved bamboo sticks, threaded with razor sharp spikes can come out of nowhere,
if you accidently come in contact with invisible trigger wire. BAM!Just pierces through you.You better hope you die,” told a friend,
“because otherwise, the feces that they use to cover those spikes… well let’s
just say, that ain’t gonna be a good way to go!”

He thought of the young child succumbing to such a fate and his heart
ached.

“Stop dwelling.Kid was
short.That thing would have made
contact with his head.Dead instantly.
Now come on!”Lopinger commanded.

Niklas shook the thoughts and the guilt, leaving it on the ground behind
them, as they carefully maneuvered up the path and into another clearing.Once more, his heart sank to his
stomach.

The bullet hole was huge.It had
nearly destroyed every inch of the head.Niklas felt sick, but then the rage took over.On the ground were two men, both donning
matching bullet wounds, which exited straight through the temples.

I will kill them!I will KILL THEM ALL!The anger consumed him; threatened to eat
him alive.He heard again the voice of
his step-father.“When the enemy is armed and intends to cause harm to you or your
fellow soldier, show no restraint!” When that voice vanished, another
filled his mind.He was unarmed!Those sons of
bitches killed him and he didn’t even hold a weapon.I will kill them!

Lopinger was at his side instantly.Like a mother holding a child, the man tried to calm Niklas.Yet, Niklas didn’t want to cry.He didn’t want to think.He was numb, except for the anger. He could
not control the pure, raw hurt.

“That’s enough,” Lopinger said, taking control again.“Take these soldiers to the helicopter and
let’s get outta here before we join them.”

Niklas, always the soldier, took the order.Dropping his weapon, he dead-lifted the body
of his friend and laid him gingerly over his shoulder.Then, squatting, he retrieved the
weapon.Looking like a true mad man, he
pointed the gun straight ahead and began to walk with purpose in the direction
of their aircraft.

“Can I give a hand, Sergeant?”

Niklas looked at the man, but could not see his face.“No.Thank you, Sergeant.He ain’t
heavy…” he sighed, and then thinking back to happier days, added, “He’s my
brother.”

So, the group marched forward and boarded the helicopter that would take
them back to base.The ride was to be
silent and even if another man had uttered something directly to him, Niklas
wouldn’t have heard it.Seated on the
cold, hard floor of that helicopter, Niklas held the head of his friend in his
lap.

About Me

From the time of my childhood with my Oma, it has been
instilled in me that Fate or Destiny was to be my guiding light my entire life.
To further cement this believe into my soul, some years ago a friend recruited
me to aid him in a project he was working on. It was not the object of this
project that fascinated me as much as the little booklet he printed and packed
with the object. In short, the title of the booklet was ‘The pyramidal threat
of life’. It was his believe that each of us was a threat in the tapestry of
life. We, the threat , were pulled off some huge spool and inserted into the
weaving machine. From that moment on we would cross paths with many other
threats. We, as a threat, would break and be repaired to continue on our way.
At some point another threat would intersect hours and we would be knotted
together to continue our joint venture. We had tight the knot. Unfortunately
all threats end at some point and we are left behind, perhaps forgotten, or we
could have made an impressive statement with our threat that we would go down
in history.

There was something missing to me. I searched for some time
and finally realized that to little emphasis was placed on the ‘spool of
threat’ we came from. This spool used to contain the threats of our ancestors,
who, through the makeup of the material of the threat had left us with their
character and hence the threat that still remained on the spool was that of my
future generations who would inherit the trades of my ancestors and those I
would pass unto them

So no matter what I did or didn’t do, my legacy will always
be a part of my tapestry of life. Whether anyone would see it and interpret it
cannot be said for certain. No matter, we are all there for history, preserved
forever .This book, placed in the darkest corner of a library, covered with
spider webs will still bear witness to the deeds a few did for the many.