Hi All Back From My Leave Of Absencehi all im back after almost 2 months gone im doing good missed all my friends hope everyone is doing good drop me a line sometime hope to hear from ya soon hugs

Reverberatefull of corrosion
bleeding out slowly
covering you,
and teaching you mortality
oh baby.
I'll teach you how...
to stop breathing
and keep it that way
paper thin cover over
blood that will devour
this sharp metal edge...
my thoughts, like these words
sporadic
fading
gurgling
wet and scalding scarlet
covers my every....
your death
your abscense of breath...
is
UNSATISFYING.

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Sub SpaceSub Space
SUBSPACE - This term generally is used to describe a moderate to deep trancelike condition experienced by persons in the submissive position in a D/s relationship during interaction with the person in the Dominant position in the relationship.
TOP SPACE - I will start by regarding top space or normal space. This is operational ground zero. The submissive in top space often appears quite aggressive, assertive and dominant. They will be hustling their children off to school, dominating their Dominant mate by organizing him/her off to work, cleaning and straightening the house, sending themselves off to work or to take care of business. They are the Commander of the ship, the General of the Army. Hustle, hustle, hustle. This is a submissives TOP SPACE.
MARGINALLY DOWN SPACE - This space occurs when the Dominant in the relationship directs attention at the submissive. This may be a glance, a light touch, a small sound or any combination of these triggers. This marginal a

So TrueOkay, so you have to share the money and the credit. However, if you find the right partner, you can divide your workload in half and increase your quality of life. Doesn't that seem like a worthwhile trade-off?

What's In Common ?WHAT'S IN COMMON?
What's in common between you and your significant other? What do you and your Dom/submissive share in common that lies outside the D/s relationship? Do these interests you share shape and form your relationship? All to often, it seems, people getting started in this lifestyle rely completely on D/s traits to pick their partner. I, for one, believe that being compatible goes beyond just the D/s aspects of life. For those looking for a long lasting relationship, it would be prudent to take into consideration the many issues life throws our way.
The D/s relationship in itself can be most wonderful, yet it can also be very trying. When you add in the issues surrounding day-to-day life, it becomes even more complex. Much like young people falling in lust as opposed to falling in love (puppy love as it is often called) the intoxicating affects of a D/s relationship can often cloud or hide the deeper issues involved in any strong relationship. Morals, ethics, hobbi

Mcgruff The Crime Dog ArrestedNoted law enforcement icon McGruff the Crime Dog was arrested at a local coffeehouse last week where he had arranged to meet what he thought was an underage feline for a sexual encounter. "Fluffy", the feline ingenue he had hoped to meet, turned out to be an undercover officer who made contact with the famous child safety advocate while trolling an internet chat room called "Purrfect Partners".
McGruff likes it McRough!
After obtaining a search warrant, officials seized two computers from McGruff's apartment along with dozens of photos showing him engaged in illicit behavior with female kittens. Ironically, one of the photos portrays McGruff, noted for his slogan "Take A Bite Out Of Crime", playfully nipping one of the cats on the scruff of the neck.
Members of PETA are outraged by the incident and believe that the crime dog's actions send the wrong message. "He's supposed to be setting an example for our children," said PETA activist Joan Furry. "Just because he's an animal d

The Acid Testprinted with permission of DrSpankenstein@aol.com
Introduction
The term ‘Acid Test’ is an old prospecting term. A powerful acid can dissolve most base metals in a matter of minutes. However, gold will stand up to most acids. So the ‘Acid Test’ was an easy way for people to make sure they had a real nugget of gold and not a lump of the ‘fool's’ variety. In the same way, these tests are meant to be quick ways to identify fake Doms. Passing all these tests is no guarantee either, there is no replacement for getting to know your prospective partner as well as possible BEFORE YOU EVEN MEET IN PERSON.
Now most of these tests are designed in mind for a submissive female trying to sort through men claiming to be Doms online. They are largely based on the many questions I get asked by my female friends still searching for a Dominant partner. Some of them can probably be used by male subs as well, but for the most part, these tests are best for ferreting out male fakes. Vanilla male

Love And Lusttwo bodies come close spirits and minds ablaze with passion join as one kiss seems to melt on forever as hands explore their lovers body hours melt away in this time of sensual bliss as climaxes of raging passion wash over them like waves apon the storm called love and lust we share

George Carlin Show ReviewGEORGE CARLIN show
WAS fucking amazinglly funny as hell! dam at 69 years old Carlin still managing to be funnyer then EVERY comic out today! dont get me wrong i like Lewis Black and Dane cook but compaired to CARLIN these guys arnt shit! he was great live, had another comic open wich was pritty funny, Nick something see carlin was soo good i cant even rember the opieining comics last name... i got a cool shirt and poster of 2,000 Offensive words and Phrases compiled by the Genious himself George Carlin (no the shirt doesnt say genious i just added that cuz its true!) Carlin covered many things such as our "god given" rights..told some great offensive jokes wich im sure i will be shareing with you all...but the best was how he makes fun of and puts down these religous people and god..(we all know how anti religous i am so i cant help but love that material!) oh and all these jokes and material he had was all NEW no old stuff, woulda been good to hear soem classics but this new stuff

Al Green "aint No Sunshine". :Al Green - Aint No Sunshine : .
Al Green - Aint No Sunshine
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And she's always gone too long
Anytime she goes away
Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gonna stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away
And I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know I know
Yeah I'm gonna leave young thing alone but ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
Only darkness everyday
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away
Anytime she goes away

Queen "love Of My Life"Artist(Band):Queen
Love Of My Life
Love of my life - you've hurt me
You've broken my heart and now you leave me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know -
What it means to me
Love of my life - don't leave me
You've taken my heart and now desert me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know -
What it means to me
You will remember -
When this is blown over
And everything's all by the way -
When I grow older
I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you - I still love you
Back - hurry back
please bring it back home to me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
Love of my life
Love of my life ...
Oooh, oooh...

Im Boredif ever ur on late at night and im on and ur bored and have yahoo or msn plz let me know
DJ CHAOS

AfterglowAfterglow
(THE Audio version of this in on my profile music player)
The smell of lust and sex
still lingers in the air,
and I lay here in
the midst of it all,
still reeling from
the aftershocks,
yet craving you
inside.
Still reliving
the eruptions
that fired
off eruptions,
the spiraling of your touch,
the feel of your hair in my
hands,
the cadence of your thrust.
My belly still tightens
as it did when
dancing to your sway,
my legs still bears
the imprints of
your shoulders,
where I
braced and embraced.
My breasts are still marked
by the pearls I wore,
where they swung and slapped
repeatedly to the untamed
rhythm encased
within our
ecstasy.
My buttock is still
aroused from the
heat of your breath,
sex lips still
quivering
from the tongue
tattooing,
from the stretch
of your crest.
My knees still burning
from where crawled
to claim your prize;
the evidence of
our releasing,
still lingers on,
in-between
my thighs.
Damn these
thoughts

Van Halen "i Can't Stop Loving You"Van Halen
I Can't Stop Lovin'
There's a time and place for everything
For everyone
We can push with all our might
But nothing's gonna come
Oh no, nothing's gonna change
And if I asked you not to try
Oh, could you let it be?
I wanna hold you and say
"We can't throw this all away"
Tell me you won't go
You won't go
Do you have to hear me say
I can't stop lovin' you
No matter what you say or do
You know my heart is true
Oh, I can't stop lovin' you
You can change your friends
Your place in life
You can change your mind
We can change the things we say
And do it anytime
Oh no, but I think you'll find
That when you look inside your heart
Oh baby, I'll be there
Yeah
Hold on
I'm holdin' on
Baby, just come on
Come on, come on
I just wanna hear you say
I can't stop lovin' you
No matter what you say or do
You know my heart is true
Oh, I can't stop lovin' you
Oh, so twisted and tied
And all I remembered
Was how hard we tried
Only to surrender

Bdsm Fetish - Kink ChecklistBDSM-Fetish-Kink Checklist
Here's how to use this checklist. For each question below just put a number from one to six (1-6) in the box to indicate your response based on this scale:
1. This is something I really do like/want.
2. This is fun, I like this.
3. I'm not sure, let's try it out.
4. I'm not really into this, but if it turns my partner on I don't object.
5. This will turn me off, I don't like this.
6. This is an absolute no go.
Take your time for this and consider each question, situation or indication carefully before answering.
Are there any specific types of people that turn you on?
[ ] Soldiers, marines, paratroopers
[ ] Sailors, coast guard, merchant marine
[ ] Airmen, pilots
[ ] Policemen, security people
[ ] Truck drivers
[ ] Firemen
[ ] Executioners
[ ] Nurses, doctors
[ ] Prostitutes, tramps
[ ] Hunters
[ ] Wrestlers
[ ] Surfers, life guards
[ ] Motorcycle people, Hells Angels
[ ] Cowboys, farm boys
[ ] Gentlemen, nobility
[ ] Business peo

Bad Company "feel Like Makin' Love"Baby, when I think about you
I think about love
Darlin, dont live without you
And your love
If I had those golden dreams
Of my yesterdays
I would wrap you in the heaven
till Im dyin on the way
Feel like makin
Feel like makin love
Feel like makin love to you
Baby, if I think about you
I think about love
Darlin if I live without you
I live without love
If I had the sun and moon
I would give you both night and day
Of satisfying...
Feel like makin
Feel like makin love
Feel like makin love to you
And if I had those golden dreams
Of my yesterdays
I would wrap you in the heaven
til Im dyin on the way
Feel like makin love
Feel like makin love
(repeat many times)
Feel like makin love to you

Submissive Play Partner ChecklistSubmissive BDSM Play Partner Checklist
This checklist should be filled out by a Sub and provided to their Dom/Top before playing with them. This will provide a quick "head-start" to identifying limits, negotiating and finding common ground for play. Dominants may wish to work through the checklist, to get a better handle on their specific interests. Switches should go through the checklist twice; one persons Dom and Sub interests may be very different.
For each item, you need to provide two answers:
For experience, write YES or NO next to each item to indicate if you have ever DONE that activity. Mark N/A if it does not apply to your gender.
For willingness, indicate for each item how you feel about DOING that activity by rating it on a scale of NO or Zero to 5.
"?" means you don't understand what the item is attempting to describe.
NO means you will NOT do that item under any circumstances (a hard limit).
0 (zero) indicates you have utterly no desire to do that

Kids And Wanting To PartyWell we know its early saturday morning i mean real early and my daughter wants to bring friends over and i told her seeing as she got me u she best hurry up damn that girl is lucky that mom's such a nice mom lol or i wouldn't have gotten up with my fiancee here sleeping in the next room. so hope she loves me lol Damn kids

Submissive ReboundSUBMISSIVE REBOUND
Submissive Rebound is a reaction that occurs in most submissives at some point in their relationship with a Dominant. It manifests in feelings of depression, heightened anxiety and a sensation of 'distance' between the submissive and the Dominant. Submissive Rebound is often called sub-drop.
Submissives often focus a high level of energy and attention on every nuance of the interaction between themselves and their Dominant. This focus can be so strong that the submissives perceptions of external reality will blur. Some submissives 'feel' that they pour themselves so deeply into a Dominant that to some extent they 'become' part of the Dominant. An extension of their presence. When that presence is withdrawn the submissive can begin to manifest strong symptoms of withdrawal. This withdrawal can be complicated by other divisive feelings and emotions.
Some submissives believe that their actions, feelings and desires are 'sinful' or in direct opposition to the mo

Abbreviations...I wanted to keep the length of my new title reasonable, so I abbreviated a few words... and ended up with prate for photo rating- of course, prate is a word. I'm at my prating and prattling on limit indeed for the day. Pity! :)

New Photos Are Up!New Photos are Up! It was Messy But Fun at the same time & had anal sex with my boyfriend for the first time and it was wonderful!!! Enjoy!! Don't forget to comment and rate them!!
Hugs and Kisses
Kelly

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Ok...so I Miss More Than Just My Home PeoplesI lied, for one Im not going to bed, and two I really miss my baby. Naresh, I know your gonna read this....
I MISS YOU!!! TALK TO ME!!!
Anyways, this island Princess is out...again.

Daddy Dom.An Article About "Daddy Doms"
about Daddy Doms...I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I r

And The Winner Issplat==== greeneyes wins an imaginery copy of
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Just Want To Say Hello And Hope Eveyone Is WellJust want to say hello to everybody and hope you and your love ones are doing well.. I have been busy with school and I have been on and off here during the week.. damn firefox browser keeps crashing on me so I am going to uninstall the bloody thing and reinstall it fully without any upgrade crap... blah, blah, blah..
Have a wonderful weekend!! :D
Take care always!! :D
Jeremy

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Last Two Nights.Alright.
As that the person that was going to help me try and figure out my dreams is not around.. I shall right them on here. Maybe someone can tell me what they think they mean.
Obviously these are not the whole dreams since I can't remember all of that... just the parts that really seemed to stick.
2 nights ago was the worst dream... well sort of I guess. Last nights was disturbing but in a different sort of way.
The first dream... I was in a car with a guy. There was a mass murderer on the loose.. think a Jason type.. but with a machine gun. I was dressed in a frilly white dress like Madonna from the 80's. I was scared shitless and for some reason happened to have red paint in the car. I poured the red paint over my white dress in hopes that the killer would think he'd already gotten me and I was dead.
Didn't work.
Out of nowhere the car started getting shot up and I was hit numerous times very quickly in the chest area and stomach by bullets. At first I didn't thin

My Canon Rebel XtSo, I have been learning all about my new Canon Rebel XT 350. Its very complicated but worth it.
I feel like the kids in this commercial, I wanna take pictures of everything. I'm so glad I'm going to a great school to learn plus I have some Master Photographers as tutors

Women Are Soooo Evil!I've read so many blogs on this site about how evil the women in the bloggers life are, so I'd like to whine about guys for once :) To be clear though, I'm not making fun of anyone's prolems or invalidating what they wrote- I just need to get rid of this "suppressed" feeling.
If you get to know me, it becomes apparent pretty quickly that I'm one of those emotionally sensitive types. I don't mean I run off and cry at the drop of a hat or make everything an EVENT, but I kind of wear my heart on my sleeve. I seem to attract a lot of emotionally cold men for some reason, and they always end up exploiting that weakness. When someone is my friend, or when I love them- I just adore them and will do anything for them. Guess how often that blows up in my face?
Even though I hear- a LOT- about what a "great" girl I am and how "any guy would be lucky to have me" (original stuff, no?) I get passed over for the bitchy hot chick. Now a fairly nice guy will praise how great I am, then go out wit

SubdropD/s is all encompassing in the sense that its not just about scenes, and highs, and fun, and pain, and control, and all the exciting things we do. Its about real people, and their needs, and wants. The intense activities that are part of a D/s or BDSM relationship do sometimes have their downsides as well. This article will deal with one of those downsides. Sub Drop.
After all the emotional highs of the elevation of a submissive into subspace, the return to normality can have a profound effect on both Dominant and submissive. Each in their own way has reached a level rarely achieved in daily life, and which, very often, neither is prepared for.
Sub drop; the coming down, the return to normality, can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a nice experience, or a bad one. And the effects, good or bad, can last almost no time at all, or they can go on for hours, even days.
As a Dominant, the care of my submissive is paramount, and I am a great believer that I should never lose contro

Small Yet DisturbingBy: Travis Smith
5-4-07
I took a walk along the devil's playground and as I looked around. He appeared before me with a dreadful grin and spoke:
"What are you looking at mother fucker?"
I never sopke for with one motion I slit his throat and watched him collapse slowly to his knees as he clutched his throat. The blood spewed forth like Niagara Falls, his tounge throbbing out of his mouth..
As he dropped to the ground I dropped my blade and backed away laughing.. Laughing uncontrollably..

FascinateNikoll, a grade school teacher in NH, asked her students to use the
word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My
family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep it
was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you
to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her
hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was
fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I
wanted you to use the word "fascinate not fascinated" Little Ben
raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned
by Little Ben before. She finally decided there was no way he
could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Ben
said, "My Grammie Martha has a sweater with ten buttons, but her boobs are
so big she can only fasten eight."
Nikoll sat down and cried.

Pic Ratings For My Kids!!!!!!I would like to thank everyone who stopped by and made comments about my kids and how cute, adorable, omg and more!!! TYVM Much love goes out to everyone!!!!

And The Winner Ismyth ct wifey.....and good ol blueyes gets an imaginary copy of hooked on phonics

Esp Test...I will be posting the results of my ESP test... I am so mad at myself for changing ansers at the last second because of the weird feelings I was getting... I am so pissed at myself... I clearly had 8 more that would've been right had I gone with my first instincts... I guess I just have to work on my trust issues... especially in trusting myself... I do however admit that the seven I missed otherwise I actually had no form of cognition whatsoever that pointed me at the right answer...

The Love You Take Is = To The Love You MakeThis is actually about GRUDGES.
It's understandable to get angry at a friend if they make a stupid comment. I just don't understand holding a grudge about it, even after they sincerly apologize. I don't get why you'd let a minor thing mess up something and just refuse to forgive someone. It is so hard to find people in this world that genuinely want to get to know you, and make you happy- why would you throw that away without even caring? I used to hold grudges to a stupid degree when I was younger, but then I realized how lonely it made me and how many fantastic people it pushed away. Being upset is natural, but holding something against someone apologetic is cruel. Anyone who has no forgiveness or empathy doesn't deserve to have serious relationships, since that's a huge part of it. Not taking into account the fact that HUMAN BEINGS MAKE MISTAKES and AREN'T PERFECT (guess what- you aren't perfect either!) cements a person into keeping superficial relationships and never feeling th

Why??we couldve had something special but you ran away with no explaination. i didn't mean to make you mad or feel uncomfortable. whatever i did wrong i'm sorry. I told you that no matter what you were going thru i would be there for you and you said u wanted that. obviously not because you son't even want to call me and talk to me. i feel sad because i feel like you gave up on me without even giving me a fair chance. that's okay i will move on in time but i wish we could still be friends!

Things That Make Me Wonder About Guys. This Is Just An ExampleI am now finding out that my ex did to me exactly what he did to his “ex”-wife. He moves us here from up in the Ohio/Michigan area. I invested over two years of my life and my boys (2) life with him and he goes and leaves us for his new “witch” and her kids(4). The thing is I used to be her sitter and did not see it coming. What gets me is that he does not know her like he knew me before we got together and that she is not working either now.
I caught him at her place on a Thursday night. He stayed the night with her and tried to tell me that nothing happen. I now wonder how many other times he said he was going some where and it took longer than it should have if he had indeed gone to see her. At that point he said he we moving back to his mom and dads. Come to find out he never planned on going to his parents place but to move in with her. It is really odd that I can recall plenty of times where he was at the same place when she was there and I did not think any thing of it becau

Update♥So I know I dont come on this much anymore im always on Myspace because its better ahaha. But im truly happy

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50 Lessons In Life50 Lessons In Life
By Regina Brett The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Life is

Sadness :(Ok so yea, I just moved to good old Waterville Maine. And I left everyone that I ever loved back home. And to be truthfully honest with all of you...Im terribly homesick. To all my friends back home that have CT I miss you guys, and Ill probably see you all tomorrow, but the truth of the matter is, I still have to come back here and until I get a car, I cant come down as much as I want too. Sooooo I was thinking, you guys should come up here. Anyways, my head really hurts, (YES I have been DRINKING...BEER) so I think Im going to go to bed. I love and Miss you all! And I cant wait until tomorrow!
Until next time bloggers,
Island Princess is out.

Are You PychicThere are two ways that your ESP can be determined; Tickle's ESP Test uses them both. The first way Tickle tests psychic ability is by objective analysis. It's called "objective" because objective questions have a right answer to them. For instance, the question, "One of Tickle's employees has a dog. What is its name?" is an objective question. There is only one right answer to it.
On an ESP test, one potential downside of objective questions is that they can sometimes be biased. You might be drawn to give one answer over another based on your own personal experiences or by taking an educated guess. However, even with this bias, an objective score still acts as a good measure of how psychic you're likely to be. If you had no psychic ability at all, you'd theoretically have answered about 6 of the 27 objective questions right. Instead, Tickle found that you answered 10 of them right. This means that you got more of them correct than what would be expected by chance, which indicates t

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SchoolWell, I did my final presentation today. Didn't puke. So I'mm glad about that. Got my unuofficial grade for the class. 95% I'm pretty sure thats the highest grade i have ever gotten. Don't really care. I'm just glad its all over. Graduation is May 19. And all day long since I've been home again I keep thinking its not today. You know how sometimes it just feels like saturday but its actually only tuesday. Well I feel like its next week. Maybe its cause all the stress of freaking out about it being my final and crap drained me. I dunno I am gonna stop thinking about it. I need a drinking buddy, or at least a designated driver or something. Done with school and need to erase all of that useless knowledge they tried to cram into me. Still not sure about oh say next semester or anything. But hell at least I got general studies out of the way. Mentioned to my dad that I lowered my possible income average for the future and he went on about WO. If you don't know what I mean by WO I don't wan

My Black EyeFor the past month or so I've had a problem with my eye.
At first I thought it was because I had hit myself in my eye whilst sleeping as I woke up with a slightly sore eye.
Then over the next few days it started to colour, like I had been hit.
The the swelling started after a week, which made me think I had a sty, so I figured I would leave it and that it would go away.
It got a little better, but now it is worse than ever, and I suppose I should go to the Doctors, which I don't really wanna do, cus I will avoid seeing the Doctor unless I'm more or less at death's door, but my eye is starting to piss me off now, so I guess I should really go.

Stupid GirlI am with out a dought the dumbest girl alive.
I fell in love with an impossible man but a wonderful man, he ended things but stupidly I remained friends with him and stupidly held on to a hope that one day we would have another shot.
I was an idiot when I let him move in with me along with some girl I never met a year later, and I thought we could live together as friends.
I was stupid enough to think that one day, after living together again he and I could try again to be together, now I find out he wants to be with my roommate,the one I didnt know before she moved in.
I am stupid because I held on to a dumb hope, because I didnt just get on with my life when we ended. I am stupid because after almost 2 years I still love him.
so how do I let one of my dearest friends go? how so I just leave and let it be that? how do I let him go? please tell me how I am supposed to do this? How do I let go of him? when every fiber of my being just wants to be with him? how do I le

Stricter Control On Used Cds Than Gunshttp://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070505/music_nm/used_dc;_ylt=AoaBAHbUZbH47MwLfwtOT8dxFb8C
New laws create second-hand woes for CD retailers
Independent merchants selling and buying used CDs across the United States say they are alarmed by stepped-up pawn-broker-related laws recently enacted in Florida and Utah and pending in Rhode Island and Wisconsin.
In Florida, the new legislation requires all stores buying second-hand merchandise for resale to apply for a permit and file security in the form of a $10,000 bond with the Department of Agriculture and Consumer Services. In addition, stores would be required to thumb-print customers selling used CDs, and acquire a copy of state-issued identity documents such as a driver's license. Furthermore, stores could issue only store credit -- not cash -- in exchange for traded CDs, and would be required to hold discs for 30 days before reselling them.
At least one Florida town has enforced the law, resulting in the cited merchant pullin

After The 82nd Video And My Feelings (note On This One I Dont Care If You Bash Me This Is My Beliefs)a similar speech was given to me when my term came up after watching half of my unit get killed over there and having it on my concious of the innocent lives i took there were too many what if's now i cannot get back in i filed for disability back in august just now getting the appointment to go to the va doctor for "their evaluation" then who knows. many nights i have lied awake wondering if life was worth living there have been many times that i wanted to end it with a single shot and say fuck it but im glad i didnt ive met some really wonderful people who have helped change me for the better i just wonder if i will ever get the old me back the one that use to be so happy furthermore on this subject i do gotta say the time i spent in was the best years of my life until i started loosing those around me i had the one job in the army nobody wants you to do i was airborne infantry reason nobody wants us to do our job is people die. there is nothing that can describe shooting a little gi

Would You Could YouCan I hold your hand till the end of time
read you every loving lyrical rhyme
whisper sweet nothings till we fell asleep
this would be the life I would want to keep
to hold you in my arms every single night
and wake up in the morning to a heavenly sight
to have you near me, and my near you
this is the life that would chase away my blues
would you could you deal with me that way
would you could you love my day by day
would you could you hold me tight
would you could you every single night
ohh I miss your sweet voice and your tears
I want to chase away every single fear
I have my life in control, just come and see
all I am missing now is you next to me
so can I hold your hands till the end of time
read you every loving lyrical rhyme
whispering sweet nothings till we fall asleep
your the woman in my life I want to keep
So here I wait for you darlin, till you want me too
and here I will be, patiently wanting you
so when your ready all you really have to do
is let me

I Long...You walk by the sweet smell of your perfume.
Your eyes so soulful I make you so nervous when I look your way.
I long to tell you what I see.
Your sensual beauty, your sweet full lips,
I so long to kiss.
Your soft gentle hands, I long to hold.
You walk by and still I long for you to be with me.

How Could YouYou know I waited a few days to post this, giving me time to cool down. Still I have to ask, how could you? It's bad enough you stabbed a knife through my heart. But now you see fit to twist it and dig deep. What have I not bled enough for you? Have I not given enough for you. Everything I did, hell everything I STILL do for you just isn't enough is it. What is it gonna take huh, HUH. Answer me damn it. Oh now, now you shut up, yeah I see how it is you chicken shit. Why can't you step up huh? During my darkest hr you couldn't carry me for once, for once damn it why could you do it, after all I did, all that you know I would do after I was able to get back up. But no, no this 1 time, the 1 time I slip and fall, the 1 time I got nothing to grab on to, to pull myself up before anyon notices. The one time it takes me longer than a standing 8 count to come out swinging. Could you be there just once just 1 time damn it, 1 time. To top it all off I STILL fought myy out of it, and damn skipp

Does This Make Me A "hater"?WARNING: RANT
Whilst browsing profiles, I came across one (which will remain nameless) with the following info. I weep for a society that can produce such a person:
"i love to multi-task (example my drive to work consists of chain smoking, putting on my make up, steering the car, and shifting at the same time)"
[You're a danger to yourself and everyone around you; that's not something to be proud of.]
"i love to do the driving (on dates or whatever) cause i cant stand it if the person im with is a slow ass"
[see above comment]
"i hate to shop. 10 minutes at 1 store and 1 hour total at the mall is just about the most I can handle....keep me there longer and the beast in me will come out"
[You hate to shop, but can spend an hour in a mall, going to 6+ different stores? A person can live a full, happy life and spend 0 hours in a mall.]
"i dont like purses therefore i dont have one...i either use backpacks or if im out and about i stuff some cash and my ID i

Ok Last Sappy Moms Poem Hehe..I really Miss you Momma
I wish you were here with me So I could Kiss You
You Were the Light in my Darkest Days I really miss you
Like The Roses That are Red And the Violets Are Blue
You are in my Heart and Ill always Love You
The Third Year Draws Near And In Time I May Heal
But my true Love for you I will always Feel
As Summer Approaches I stare at the Sky So blue
Thinking Of Heaven And My Thoughts are Of you
Reliving the Good Times The Fun Thoughts Of Laughter
Youll be in my Heart for years ever after
As Time Passes on I may Grow much older
My Memories of you will never grow colder
Thanks for the things youve taught me in life
Ill never forget them throughout my own life
Your name is brought up in countless stories
Showing your beauty and wisdom
through all of its glories
Godbless you my mother for one thing is true
I am your son And ill always love you.

Stood UpAll week long, I had been looking forward to my date tonight. While we had talked for many hours, we hadn't met in person. However, I felt like I knew him well and he completely earned my trust. I really thought this guy could be "the one". He even said that he thought so during one of our conversations.
We talked until 11 last night making plans. He was going to meet me at a local bar between 6:30 and 7 PM. I was going to have a friend wait for him with me but she had to cancel due to family plans. So, I went alone.
I was a little nervous, so I went to the bar about 45 minutes early for a couple of shots of liquid courage. I wore a red top that showed just enough but not too much, a black mini skirt and heels. The guys at the bar told that I looked smokin' hot and I felt great (of course, the three shots of Jager probably helped)!
But 7 o'clock came and went and he didn't show or call. I was sure that there had to be a good reason so I stayed until 8:30, but he still didn't

Ravenbeautyddd76 raven beutySO WHAT IF I RATED U SISSY BOYS A 1 IM NOT A BIGOT SO GO CRY YOURSELF A RIVER WAAAA@ CherryTAP

Sorry For Not Being On Lately.I JUST HAVEN'T BEEN MYSELF LATELY. BEEN REALLY LAZY. LOL BUT I'M OK NOW. I HAVE JUST BEEN DOWN IN THE DUMPS. I GO THROUGH IT A LOT AT TIMES. 3 OR 4 WEEKS AGO I GOTTEN A 2ND OR 3RD DEGREE SUN BURN ON TOP OF ME BEING IN THE DUMPS. BUT, IT IS GETTING BETTER AS WELL. I'M JUST A LITTLE SCABBED UP. ALMOST HEALED... I HOPE THAT IT DOESN'T SCAR. BUT ANYWAY I'M BACK. PLUS IN A BETTER MOOD. WHAT WOULD MAKE EVEN IN MORE OF A BETTER MOOD IS TO GET TO MY NEXT RANKING. SO WILL YOU HELP ME OUT??? WELL, I GOTTA GO AND GET THOSE POINT AND WRITE SOME OF MY FRIENDS BACK... I HOPE THAT YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DERBY DAY TOMORROW AND A WONDERFUL SUNDAY AS WELL.
(((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))

Hoorah Lolits the fucking weekend and the first ive had off in a long time who wants to party? i fucking do. my firned amanda is having a lingerie and booz bash bash tonight im going anyone anna come blow my cell

Life Is A SandwichLife is a ShitSandwich - the more Bread you have, the less shit you gotta eat.

Laung And Smile With MeThe Kitchen Bitch
> >
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5 -year- old son
playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the
train stop and her son saying,
"All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now...
cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are
getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the
tracks."the horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that
kind
of language in this house."
"Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS.
When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use
nice
language.
Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with
his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say...
"All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip
was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon."
She heard her little

This IsThis is a tee pee for a pee pee.Not a wig wam
to beat your tom-tom.

The Difference Between Men & WomenThe Difference Between Men & Women
By Humor Columnist Dave Berry
Let's say a guy named Roger is attracted to a woman named Elaine. He asks her out to a movie; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few nights later he asks her out to dinner, and again they enjoy themselves. They continue to see each other regularly, and after a while neither one of them is seeing anybody else.
And then, one evening when they're driving home, a thought occurs to Elaine, and, without really thinking, she says it aloud: "Do you realize that, as of tonight, we've been seeing each other for exactly six months?"
And then there is silence in the car. To Elaine, it seems like a very loud silence.
She thinks to herself: gee, I wonder if it bothers him that I said that. Maybe he's been feeling confined by our relationship; maybe he thinks I'm trying to push him into some kind of obligation that he doesn't want, or isn't sure of.
And Roger is thinking: gosh. Six months?
And Elaine is thin

Annoying BitchesWow Baby! (What the bytch wrote to my husband The subject of the email was something to do with hot....)
Yeah my husband is very fine he got a big dick too but ya old ass would never find out...... (What I wrote trying to be a smart ass)
Bitch...grow up!
I already had "your husband"! ( Yeah she put me in my place The whore's oldest come back in the world)
oh my goodness...... that is so lame... you can't come at me with any thang betta than that???? The closest thang your old ass can come to damian is if you stamp his name on ya crusty ass vibrator... get a life and stop talkin to married men you whore... keep ya ass in check, ya ass might get to' the fukk up tryin to speak on some one's man like that
Its funny how this old bytch is telling me to grow up when she tryin to get at someone she know is married and her ass far past old enough to know better at 33....
Why is bytches dumb like that???? Some One Tell Me WHHHHYYYYY??? SMH & LMAO
Off Subject...... You

---------------relationship--------------------HOW BLESSED I AM TO SHARE A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU
SOMEONE WHO ACCEPTS AND LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM
THANK YOU FOR BEING SENSITIVE, UNDERSTANDING PATIENT,LOVING AND CARING.NEVER WOULD I HAVE CARED TO DREAM OF FINDING SUCH A SUCH CONSIDERATE
SENSIBLE, GENEROUS, AND THOUGHTFUL PARTNER.
THANK YOU FOR OUR UNSHAKEABLE FAITH IN ME.AND LOYAL SUPPORT. THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE FUN. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE BEAUTIFUL WAYS YOUR EXPRESS YOUR LOVE.
.. ........I LOVE YOU..........

There Is Truth...I have spoken these first few words a few times today to a few people...but they are mine...and they are real...
I wish that he would steal me away...
And we would live like a fairy tale.
But darling, fairy tales aren't real.
And the stars?
They fall from the sky.
And all dreams...
They have cracks and breaks from the start.
I once held the hand of hypocrosy
and kissed the lips of my mistakes...
Karma comes back stronger than you will ever know.
And it hurts more than I could ever tell you.

Sub DropD/s is all encompassing in the sense that its not just about scenes, and highs, and fun, and pain, and control, and all the exciting things we do. Its about real people, and their needs, and wants. The intense activities that are part of a D/s or BDSM relationship do sometimes have their downsides as well. This article will deal with one of those downsides. Sub Drop.
After all the emotional highs of the elevation of a submissive into subspace, the return to normality can have a profound effect on both Dominant and submissive. Each in their own way has reached a level rarely achieved in daily life, and which, very often, neither is prepared for.
Sub drop; the coming down, the return to normality, can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a nice experience, or a bad one. And the effects, good or bad, can last almost no time at all, or they can go on for hours, even days.
As a Dominant, the care of my submissive is paramount, and I am a great believer that I should never lose contr

Its Been A While......Ok. I haven't been around for a while, sorry...I have been so busy doing the life thing its so different then doing the music thing. I was hoping by now the wrist injury would be heeled but it's not. It swells everytime I play. Will I be ready for the summer tours? No, I have to sit this one out... I'm hoping by next season I will be up and ready to go again, its a crap shoot at this point. I'm sad I took my music life for granted, it was one big party most of the time ..Yes, times would get trying..But I feel strange in the outside world and no one can begin to understand the life I came from. Sterotypes and other things get in the way of meeting intelligent people. Just because I played music of most of my life doesn't mean I want to meet some sexed up boytoy that loves drugs and a good party. I don't need anyone to support me I have done this most of my life. I can do anything I want because I have no ties to anything or anyone. I have a degree and have traveled the world.
I have b

New Poem Ive WrittenThis New Poem Came to Mind With Mothers Day Near
I decided to write a poem from a Dream I had with my Mom telling me that she was always here Watching me It was strange because I felt her. She was 32 again and she was whole.. God gave Her leg back to her and her Health. There were trying times for me I lost my Mother and Depression crept in.. This dream at the time helped me deal with her passing and Helped me alot. Thank you For Reading this.. Please tell me what you think..
Do not Weep
Do Not Weep For Me
for I am not gone
I am in a beautiful place
where I now live on
Ageless I am with no
more pain
Completely healed and
whole again
my soul so rested
my spirit free
This Warm soothing light
envelopes my being And
Comforts me
So please go on living
and do not weep
until once again
we finally meet..

Hello!!!Iam new to this thanks for all the comments as soon as i figure this out i will return the same kindness that has been showed to me! again Thanks ,Brandy

(sings) No, No, Drama..we Don't Want No Drama...Just some more random thoughts I had wrote a while back...still holds true. Guess I really haven't changed that much. (Psst) This is the getting to know me better without having to ask questions part... (HAH)
(Copy and paste section here)
I hate to fight, argue or anything that remotely causes friction. I refuse to do things half ass and really strive to put my heart into everything that I do whether it be work, relationships, or whatever. If something really means something to me or someone I care about, I want it done well...and well over any expectations or requirements made. I can't see how people let themselves sit back and just let things go....laziness or whatever have you. I mean, don't get me wrong, there are times I get on my "lazy" kicks...we're all guilty of it in some way, shape or form. Seriously though, on most matters of importance if you don't put your heart into it, then what is it really worth to you. What's really bad is that I know I've got a tremendous sized h

A Question Asked Of MeLast nite I was asked a question by one of my friends on here and Im going to give a full answer to it here. The question was; "Do you design tattoos?" I told her no! But that wasnt the full truth. A few years ago I was in collage to get my degree in Grahpic Design. Well while I was doing this I applied at the local tattoo parlor and got a apperticship(please excuse the bad spelling having alot of brian farts). A few months into it, I got hurt at work. Tore out my rotator cup in my right arm and damage the muscles and the nerves. As a reslut of the injury I have lost 75% of the feeling in my right hand. So I can no longer feel the gun in my hand. I can still draw and paint as they take less control than tattooing someone does. My dreams and my hopes crushed for a 6.00 and hr job!! I still have to have the surgery to repair the damage, but I stubborn and wont let them do it. As for the feeling coming back I was told no, it will never return. So there you have it.

My MsgsHOW CAN I READ MY INBOX? IT SAYS LOADING BUT NOTHING APPEARS, WHAT DO I DO?

The Cat And The Roosterif i had a rooster and you had a cat the cat ate the feet off of my rooster what would you have?
two feet of my cock in your pussy
yea i know its a guy thing thats why its marked nsfw lol

109 Pts. To LevelMy son is only 109 pts. away from leveling up. Do ya think, maybe, you could drop in and give him some help? I'd sure appreciate it, if my friends, family, and everyone, could give him a boost! THANKS
landonrmorgan@ CherryTAP

Just BecauseI have come to the conclusion that maybe I should just turn into a real bitch and then maybe people wouldn't take advantage of me...And this has nothing to do with just men this is everyone in general...People seem to think that I am a push over and well let me tell you they better think different cause as soon as I get burned I tend to distrust people very fast...the sad part is these people claim to be my friends and well if they are friends I sure don't need enemies...I have tried to do the things that I have to help my friends out and once again I got shit on...Well not gonna happen again...I am older that and I don't have time fo rthe bullshit...I hope that these people read this and know who they are cause they better understand that I am done being the one that gets shit on and done bending over backwards to help them out!!! I am human to and i deseve to be treated better then I am being treated...I hate the fact that people treat me like I am a stupid idiot...So please take me

More Info On WolvesHOME BREEDING HABITAT HUNTING WOLVES
Gray wolf (Canis Lupus)
The gray wolf (Canis lupus) also called the timber wolf, is the largest of about 41 wild species within the dog family, Canidae, of the order Carnivora. They range in size from 26" to 38" shoulder height, 39" to 80" in length (tip of nose to end of tail), and vary in weight from 57 to 130 pounds. Their coats may vary in color from grey to brown, from white to jet black.
The gray wolf, Canis lupus, lives in the northern latitudes around the world. There are five subspecies of the gray wolf in North America and seven to 12 in Eurasia. The currently recognized subspecies in North America are:
Canis lupus baileyi, commonly referred to as the Mexican wolf or lobo.
Canis lupus nubilus, referred to as the Great Plains or buffalo wolf.
Canis lupus occidentalis, known as the Rocky Mountain wolf or Mackenzie Valley wolf.
Canis lupus lycaon, commonly referred to as the eastern timber wolf.
Canis lupus arctos, known a

-------for The Love Of Friends------LOVE STARTS WITH A SMILE, GROW WITH A KISS, AND ENDS WITH A TEAR
DON'T CRY OVER ANYONE WHO WON'T CRY OVER YOU.
IF LOVE ISN'T A GAME,WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PLAYERS
GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND, HARDER TO LEAVE,AND IMPOSSIBLE TO FORGET.
YOU CAN ONLY GOAS FAR AS YOU PUSH
ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS
THE HARDEST THING TO DO IS WATCH THE ONE YOU LOVE, LOVE SOMEBODY ELSE.
DON'T LET THE PAST HOLD YOU BACK, YOU'RE MISSING HE GOOD STUFF LIFE'S SHORT.IF YOU DON'T LOOK AROUND ONCE IN A WHILE YOU MIGHT MISS IT.
A BEST FRIEND IS LIKE A FOUR LEAF CLOVER, HARD TO FIND AND LUCKY TO HAVE
SOME PEOPLE MAKE THE WORLD SPECIAL JUST BY BEING IN IT
BEST FRIENDS ARE LIKE SIBLING GOD FORGOT TO GIVE
WHEN IT HURTS TO LOOK BACK, AND YOU'RE SCARED TO LOOK AHEAD,YOU CAN LOOK BESIDE YOU AND YOUR FRIEND WILL BE THERE..
TRUE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS
FRIENDS ARE FOREVER
GOOD FRIENDS ARE LIKE STARS...
YOU DON'T ALWAYS SEE THEM, BUT YOU KNOW THEY ARE ALAYS THERE
DON'T FROWN. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS FALLI

I Need PointsHey y'all i need y'alls help to level up ......i need just over 3000 points (I think) until i get to my next level....please help me out!!! i will try my best to return the favor!!!!
later yall

Dumb.ass.survey.1. What was the last thing you ordered from McDonalds? you couldnt pay me to eat that shit or feed it to anyone else either
2. When was the last time you got totally wasted? uhm...i actually dont know...its been awhile
3. Do you own a canoe? yup
4. What was the last button you pushed? this question is stupid
5. Do you have or want any Piercings? got - tongue, ears done. n im thinkin maybe an eyebrow
6. Do you have or want any Tattoos? got the next 3 planned out
7. Are you in love? *rolls eyes*
8. Have you ever been in love? fuck you
9. What are your plans for college? finished college a long time ago thanx
10. Do you own a pet hedgehog? why would i want one of those fuckin things?
11. What color is the wall closest to you? eggshell
12. Did you enjoy your last kiss? sure
13. Have you ever set foot in a tanning salon? why would i do a stupid thing like that?
14. Would you rather be a genie or a witch? no.
15. Have you ever played strip poker? yu

My Declaration Of Self-esteemMy Declaration of Self-Esteem
by Virginia Satir
I AM ME
In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me
Everything that comes out of me is authentically me
Because I alone chose it - I own everything about me
My body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions,
Whether they be to others or to myself - I own my fanatasies,
My dreams, my hopes, my fears - I own all my triumphs and
Successes, all my failures and mistakes Because I own all of
Me, I can become intimately acquainted with me - by so doing
I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts - I know
There are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other
Aspects that I do not know - but as long as I am
Friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously
And hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles
And for ways to find out more about me - However I
Look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever
I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically
Me - If later some par

Apathetic For Any Script !Ever wonder how a Jenna Jameson [apologies Jenna] would practice for a rehearsal..
Perhaps like this....who knows ???

KayoBeing an attractive asian woman, I get a lot of men approaching me.
I'm only about five feet tall, but I'm in great shape. My tits are
small and firm, my hair is black with red highlights, and I've got a
small sexy feet as he calls them, size 4. Add to that the fact that
I'm thirtyeight, but don't look a day over twenty-one. So I had my
share of offers. But the one thing I really wanted - and had never
gotten - was a black man.
I had heard, like everyone else, that black men had really big dicks.
And while I wasn't one for stereotyping, I found the image of darker
skin against light very arousing, and I wouldn't have minded a nice
big dick either. When I met Rikki in Riverside in March of 1995", I
was all over him in a heartbeat. I think I kind of surprised him,
coming on so strong, but I wanted him bad. He was much taller than
me - about six foot two, with skin the color of the earth, sexy
lips, and big, strong hands. It had taken a lot of sweet talking to
get him to

Poem From A FriendA new friend wrote this for me and I had to share.
Thank you again so much.
Cunning Linguist@ CherryTAP
I saw your eyes looking out at me
from beneath your windblown hair
and a dagger pierced my empty heart
tempting me to care
Are you so dark, so broken
as you would seem to pretend
or would you take my outstretched hand
and choose to call me friend
You really are quite beautiful
and I wish you all the best
for sparking something wonderful
inside this old and empty chest

Ever Felt Like This?Lately life sucks honestly lol And i seriously cant place a finger on what makes it that way. I am just sick of the same old bullshit day in and day out, think its time to change secenry again...I have like no direction in life and basically that aggravates me. I have let years pass and really havent accomplished shit and i mean well but basically once i finally take a step forward its like some shit comes up and knocks me back 2 steps. I like a really great girl but the story of my life she lives like 483048204809234 million miles away lol so yeah the chances of that ever really becoming anything are slim to none. I want to move back down south to FL to be by my friends that i miss dearly but i am not really sure that is a good move or not, i have alot of fond memories from there but honestly that place is the reason i am in the place i am now i made alot of mistakes fucked off for years and basically just lived day to day and i guess i am paying for that now. Well i dont know why

(sings) I Think The World Needs A Drink...Just reiterating...I wrote this a while back (obviously not on CT) but when I started typing the thoughts in my head tonight, it seemed like a bit of deja vue. So, being the one who hasn't slept much the past couple of weeks, I opted the easier route: copy and paste....
I've come to the conclusion that the little thing called Tact isn't part of the majority of general society! Thoughtless comments are a little out of control at times, you know? Approach is key because it's probably the one thing that's going to determine how another person views you. Grant it, some things may change over time…but really now. This is something I've been thinking about for quite some time, and honestly throughout the day… It's almost ridiculous how selfish and judgmental some are. You have people that give one hundred percent of their all as often as humanly possible followed up by people who do nothing but rip those others apart. You confide in others out of trust, and so many times that bites you in

3 Types Of WolvesWolf Types
Red Wolves
The smallest breed of wolves is the 70 pound 32 inches tall red wolf. These wolves are endangered because people destroy forests which is where they live and they build on their territory. Some red wolves are mating with coyotes. Only 300 live in the world today, about 80 of them are in the wild.
Grey Wolves
These wolves are the most common and also the largest breed of wolves, an average Grey wolf weighs 100-175 pounds. They can be found in the Northern Hemisphere in places like Alaska, Canada, and the region around the Great Lakes. Thirty gray wolves from Canada have been reintroduced into Yellowstone National Park. Grey wolves are important to the food chain because they keep the number of caribou and other hoofed animals down so the herds won't get too large. If the herds get too big there won't be enough food for everyone in the herd and there will be problems. Another reason the wolves are important is beca

Its Spring Time And For Most That Means...SPRING CLEANING....
I have way too many people to keep up with...im gonna leave this up for like a week and check back in every so often to see who wants to stay or who doesnt care if they are on my list or not....
nothing against ya'll but I am just tryin to get things cleaned up...
have a great weekend

When Are You Gonna Believe That I Care?suddenly it rocks. everything blown to bits. aww heck. and we haven't even gone to the good part yet.
i'm not nice. i'm not always chipper. i very rarely care. im sorry that i cared whether u'r here or not. should i be sorry i get disappointed if u can't be here?
it's a mistake to have opinions. to want. i already have so many faults and mistakes. and i will make more of it as i go through life. so i'd appreciate it if you would not think of mistakes i haven't made yet. those u imagine i will do or could do. i'm neither pretty nor do i sleep around. those traits i wasn't blessed to have.
we talk of everything. dreams, hopes. sex. yet feelings is taboo? we can't share diappointments? you don't believe that i think you're trying? we can't be mad at circumstances together? i can't tell you why im disappointed? i can't bitch about things because i'd get you down?
i can't even try to get you smiling when ur sad. you have just one sure way of feeling better. like i shouldn't car

I Am Only MeI am only me, that is all that I can be
No more, no less, don’t second guess
I love, I laugh, I live and cry,
I’ve wished at times, that I could die
Some days I’m funny, others I’m not,
sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop
I am a loyal and honest friend,
You know that I’ll be there until the end
I am a mother, my children my greatest gift,
The smiles on their faces always give me a lift
I am a romantic, sensual, and passionate too,
to the love of my life, I’ll share this with you
I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold,
I’m quite a handful, or so I’ve been told
I am not perfect, I do have my faults,
like when I get scared I put up high walls
Or I’m not as forgiving, as I’d sometimes like to be,
because when I hurt, I hurt deeply you see
My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood,
because I don’t always do things for my own good
I have many facets, like a diamond you see…
I am only me.
By Ruth Bourdon

So SadMedical examiner Michael Graham said at a news conference Friday that the 29-year-old reliever was dead "within seconds" from head injuries in the crash early Sunday on Interstate 64 in St. Louis. His vehicle hit the back of a tow truck parked on the highway to assist a driver from a previous accident.
"There is nothing at all that could have been done for him," Graham said.
Josh Hancock, 1978-2007
Hancock killed in SUV crash
Rosenthal: Proper perspective
Hancock was in other crash
Cardinals honor Hancock
Cardinals return to field
Hundreds mourn Hancock
Cops: Hancock was drunk
Video...
Can Cardinals bounce back?
Hancock's blood-alcohol level was 0.157, nearly twice Missouri's legal limit of 0.08, Graham said.
Police Chief Joe Mokwa said 8.55 grams of marijuana and a glass pipe used to smoke marijuana were found in the rented Ford Explorer. Toxicology tests to determine if drugs were in his system had not been completed.
An accident rec

Trying To Convince Myselffoiled again. loving is difficult work, huh? just when everything was neatly planned, it collapses. at least i tried and had the best intentions. maybe it's for the best. only...
there is a lesson to be learned from this. for the life of me, i just couldn't tell what it is right now. i'm not a horrible person for thinking maybe it would work somehow. sorry beb i did try.
depressing. i hate frowning. moping. feeling like crap. but it'll be just for a few more days. i know me. i'll be ok. in a few days i'd get angry at wasting time being unhappy. maybe i just shouldn't fight it. u know? maybe it really should happen like this.
grrr. i hate having a conscience. hate second guessing. hate putting things off. that's a lot of hating. at least i don't hate people. patience, they say, is a virtue. too bad, i can't buy some of it at the mall. will you let me borrow yours?
i'm really quite lucky, though. i still have my family with me, friends who love me no matter what (yeah, even i

Waitingthis i found, is the hardest part in this life. most things work if you are just patient. nope, think again. some things are worth waiting for. getting hurt is not one of them.
i'd much rather have 1 REALLY big hurt than small ones. i even think i'm a little bit masochistic. there's this song by vonda shepard from ally mcbeal. baby, don't break my heart slow.
aww, heartbreak songs. fitting. but it's not broken. just a little sore maybe. it misses. haha, misses. it longs for. yearns. boo hoo claire =p.
the mind gives sound reasons. the heart feels. the body expresses. which of them loves the most though? which should be appreciated? which would you heed? which should be master of the others?
some things no matter how long you wait, how good you are, how bad you want it. would never be yours.

While You Are Sleeping (extreme Adult Content)While You Are Sleeping
I walk into your room, but you are asleep so I decide to go and have a
nice warm bath. I run the water and put some bubbles in, then I light some
candles. I hop in the bath relaxing feeling the warmth of the water,
letting the water run on my pussy, the sensation making my clit become so
hard.
I am lying back in the bath slowly washing my body, feeling my skin tingle
all over. I think of you lying there in bed, my body begins to ache all
over. I run my hands over my breasts feeling my nipples harden at my
touch; I begin to moan, my hands slowly caressing my wet pussy. My mind is
thinking of you and what I can do to you. So I hop out of the bath
wrapping myself up in a towel, feeling the softness caressing my body, my
nipples so hard aching, my hand slides down to my wet pussy, rubbing my
clit all over. Then I slide a finger in myself fucking myself wanting to

Wolves + Indians,did U KnowIt's not surprising that the Indian saw the wolf as a significant animal. Both were hunters of which the survival of their families depended. The Indian was very aware of the many ways in which his own life resembled those of the wolf. The wolf hunted for himself and for his family. The wolf defended his pack against enemy attack, as the Indian defended his tribe. He had to be strong as an individual and for the good of the pack. It was a sufficient system of survival; and in the eyes of the Indian, no animal did this as well as the wolf. The Indian worked to be as well intigrated in his environment, as he could see the wolf was in the universe.
The hunter did not see the wolf as an enemy or competitor, or as something less than himself. His perception of the wolf was a realistic assessment of the wolf's ability to survive and thrive, to be in balance with the world they shared. He respected the wolf's patience and perseverance, which were his most effective hunting weapons. To say

I Love You... I Love You (should Not)i wish i had a choice over loving you. i mean i do. some. like a choice of not telling you. scratch that. if i didn't tell you, it would just make me more obvious, more rattled more obsessed. so that is out of the question. shocked at me telling you? hey, you're not that different from most guys. they had that same expression too. although you had bounced back pretty quickly, to your credit.
a choice of not showing you. hmm. can't be, too. if i could do that before, maybe i wouldn't have been considered so weird. besides, i like showing affection, even if i look so stern sometimes. cuddling and talking. sometimes the memories are all i need to bring me back re-invigorated to the task at hand when life gets to be too much for me. oh yeah, and a cigarette too.
a choice of not thinking of you. helloooo. im not that good in mental exercises. i'd be real exhausted if i did that. more so than if i swam 20 laps every 3 hours. what's more, seeing you in my mind's eye of the way you look,

Tiredguys it was fun tonight....love the MUMMs, The Chat and the Drinks! Sure was fun! But im outie...since I have a headache and tired!
~M

Just Thought You Should Know.....my birthday sucked ass and i am currently umemployed by wilson farms. the company is poorly ran and they dont care how they treat their employees so i told the to fuck off they are all cunts and i quit, well at least thats what i told the district manager. but on that note i appreciate all of you who sent me birthday wishes, i just wish it was as good as it should have been, but hey im not longer a teenager!

A Mother's Lamentalas, what have you done?
something that you just cannot resist
went and broke another rule
suffer you must in what you persist
a daughter i considered you to be
not of the womb but the heart, you see
in your every trial, in every hurt
in trying to be free, maybe of me?
nurtured, cared for, protected
discouraged, told of the truth
did every trick i can think of
send on your way to happiness put
but like the pretty dandelion there
you flit at the slightest puff of the wind
now the glass that's been shattered
cannot by anything be mended
the wailing will not be heard
tears never be seen
but right where you are standing
is the pool where the heart has been bleeding
i miss you....

So I Am A Southern GalThe ''Rules of the South'' are as follows:
1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot.
2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked.
3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.
4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one.
5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year.
6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept.
7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time.
8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's avail

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Unconditional Love..:Dear Mama,
I remember when I was just a two year old kid and papa threw me outside the window because I am crying for my two peso coin which I accidentally throw in a whole, I was so scared then but, you picked me up and hug, you know mama I feel so safe then, when you hug me the world hugs me and everything turns ok, I remember you said stop crying vie, mama is here,, I love you vie , mama wont leave. I feel assured mama...you always been my hero..
Mama, do you still remember when I was a seven year old and I have to pick ivory to her nursery school because you have two work two jobs for our family and for our education and on our way home we met a big stupid cow and that cow chased us and me and ivory lost our slippers and we walk home crying?? you hug us and you went to the cow’s owner and talk to him angrily and tell him what does his cow did two your two little girls.. mama , I was so touched then and feel so proud , I know that in my life you will always be

Reflecting On 15 Years Of Military ServiceOn 5 May 2007, I will have been in the US Army for 15 years. Even though that doesn't sound like a long time, a lot has happened in that time-frame!
To begin with, George Bush was president of the US when I started...and now...George W. Bush! (OK, bad example...who knew???) Still, I had two terms of Bill Clinton in between, so things can be different.
On the day I boarded the plane for Basic Training, the No. 1 song was "Jump" by Kris Kross...now it's "Makes Me Wonder" by Maroon5. Glam metal was still pretty strong, but Nirvana was taking over with Nevermind...hello, Grunge! People outside of Seattle didn't even know who Eddie Vedder was!
Back then, VHS was established as THE video medium...has ANYONE bought a VHS tape in the last 6 years??? In case you're trying to remember, the most popular flick in 1992 was "Aladdin" followed by "The Bodyguard" (crap, I actually saw that in the theater that year!).
In the world of television, Johnny Carson retired; he was replaced by Jay Le

End Of The Worst Week But I See The LightSo here was my week:
Monday: Damn did it reall have to start like this?? I was on Call all week and weekend the first thing the big boss does is start picking away at every thing I did....Oh and by the way When I confronted him about it and told him IT WAS THE OWNERS DAUGHTER guess what you would think he change his tune but nooooooooooo He decides to make it my fault...No how the hell does that work???
Tuesday: Well it gets better...Now I have 2 techs call in sick and the next thing you know I have 4 jobs to inspect and 3 adjusters to meet, then I have to still do up 3 Job scopes...and the BIG BOSS puts 3 more bills on my desk and wants them done by thursday
Wendnesday: I revolted...locked me in my office caught up on all the bills, and did all my scopes...and didnt answer the door..
Thurday: Got in trouble for wednesday...LOL..oops
Friday: First one at work ....yep you guessed it last one to leave...
But things are getting better I am on vacation next week and fly

BabySo my hubby came home back in November and I couldn't be even happier. We go home for christmas and we really start talking about having another kid. My daughter just turned 4 in April. She has been wanting someone to play with. I had a miscarriage back in June of 2005 so thats why we waited so long for this one. Things just don't always work out the way you want it to all the time. So anywho back in Dec we really talked and decided we would try for another baby. So we did and of course didn't take us very long. I am now pregnant with our second daughter and very happy. I may not seem to be happy I guess bec its another girl but I think everything will work out for the best.
So basically I just wanted to put that up bec it has been on my mind for a while. Just always remember things don't always work out the way you want them too but in the end patience is a vurtue!! Much love!!!

Hershey Chocolateit was just announced that hershey chocolate factory in oakdale, california will be closing so that hershey can open a facilty in mexico. i will no longer purchase hershey chocolate. the oakdale plant has been in operation since 1966, and for hershey to close it and replace it with a plant in mexico is outrageous!! for what? more money? hershey is just another big company that doesn't care about it's employees or our country!!! so, i will never buy another hershey bar!!

My Baby Girl LilyLook at the two of you dancin' that way
Lost in the moment in each other's face
So much in love you're alone in this place
Like there's nobody else in the world
I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number 1, she told me so
And she still means the world to me, just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl

On A Tangent...I am writing this because I came across something quiet disturbing today. I was browsing profiles and catchin up on comments and mail. I also read blogs and comment on them at times.
Today I came across a story that was originally mine. It got posted on a blog of a friend of mines...if u wanna call that a friend. I was never asked if it was okay to post or anything. In other terms its called plagerism. I am not happy with it at all. I will say this though and everyone can take it for what its worth. You do that to me, it lands you off my friends list and blocked. I get pictures made for me, poems written and all, and give the credit where it is do..
To me it is a shame that someone cannot give the same courtesy back. Whats even funnier is to get points and ratings from chicks on something you didnt even create. To me thats just effn lame.
So now that I am done with my tangent. Remember all you have to do is ask. I am passive and laid back and dont mind sharing thi

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Druen Ladanian Leehey all,,you know how they say when life throws you a bunch of lemons,,you make lemonade,,well,,it seems life has done that to me
today was druens first check up,,and after he was born the hospital did a test of his chromosones,, well it seem druen has down syndrome,, which is quite surprising to us,,since he looks perfectly healthy.
we go back next week for further evaluations and then to set up appointments for specialists to determine the severity of his downs, so please keep him in your thoughts and prayers as we deal with this trying times.
i hope to have a few pics up by the end of the weekend, hugs and thanks for the support
randy

Jacuzzi SexA teenage girl called her mom on the phone. She loved taking long, hot jacuzzis every Friday. "Hey mom can I take a bath in the master bedroom?" she asked. "I don't care." her mom replied. "Thanks!" she said and hung up. Grabbing a towel and washcloth she ran into the room. Her eyes held lust as she looked at the large tub. Powerful jets lined the sides of it. Biting her lip she began to let the hot water pour. She began to undress her sexy body. Her double D's bounced as she removed the cami under shirt. Seeing that the jacuzzi was full enough she slid into the tub.
The girl did everything she needed to and was now time for her pleasure. Setting her pussy up on one of the smaller jets she began the cycle. The water shoved into her teenage pussy making her moan. Her whole was filled with pulsing water. Wanting more pleasure she shoved herself down to where her cilt was on the jet. Her legs tensed with pleasure and she screamed. Luckily. No one was home until late on Fridays. She s

What Is It That You Really Want? A Question For Women.I am 32 years old. I have been married. I have been all over the world. I still dont know what you want. I have an idea that you want a man that works hard, loves gentle, and stands strong. I believe that I do that. Now I am not complaining but I dont get it. I find a woman that I like and I try to be there for her and support what ever she does and I do not try to tell her what to do. I pride myself in thinking that a woman should be able to do things as she pleases. I am not a jelous man and sometimes I get fucked around because i feel that I did not get jelous. So I guess what I am asking is what do you want from me. I need to know do you want to be free or do you want us to be over protective. Thanks for listening to my stupidity. Tim

Wat Would U Do?????IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

Just A Great Song"Boy's No Good"
[Originally by Lifetime]
Tune the electric bass to the 3rd, 4th, 5th, and 6th string.
The boy's no good.
Yeah, he's a fuckin' hood.
He won't treat you like he should.
I heard he's making time with this friend of mine.
I heard he's talking trash.
I saw that kid last night.
He's starting fights.
He's got that nervous twitching.
He's just not the kid for you.
He's all dressed up.
He's got nothing to do, but he's got something.
He's cool as anything, but he's not good.
That boy's a fucking creep.
The boy's no good.
Yeah, he's a hood.
He won't treat you like he should.
I said the boy's no good.
He's a hood.
He won't treat you like I would.
I said the boy's no good.
Listen to what I say.
The boy's no good.
He'll fuck you anyway.
The boy's no good.
I'm gonna have a talk... the boy's no good.
The boy's no fuckin' good.
by Rise Against

My Childhood Tv Showi remember when i was kid i use to rush home from school to watch my favorite show called rainbow,
they always use to do silly shit to entertain the kiddies but i enjoyed it.
now there was always a rumor about one christmas they made a episode just for a chrismas party to show there mates.
turns out the rumor was true and some people put the episode on youtube.
and here it is,
remember when watching, this show was for 5 to 10 year olds
hope you enjoy it
have a good weekend

QuizzesI was looking up some sort of quiz on someone else's profile. All I had to do was click either Disagree or Agree and thought, what the hell is this supposed to mean? Should we believe in this type of quizzes, who'd want to know how you'd die? I sure in the hell wouldn't! Don't need to sit and fret about it til the day you die. Whomever made up this quiz should get a better life than just thinking about death...how lame is that?!
Here's my result from the quiz...I'm thinking, yeah right! *rollin eyes*
You scored as Disease. Your death will be by disease. Maybe a foreign bug or you don't brush your teeth. Ew. BRUSH!Disease60%Poison53%Natural Causes47%Bomb47%Suffocated40%Disappear40%Gunshot33%Suicide33%Eaten33%Stabbed

The Daughter"Shall we give it to her now," Audra Walker asked her husband, Payton, "I don't think I can wait another minute!?!" Her husband chuckled a bit, before commenting, "You'd think that it was you getting the present and not her, but now is as good a time as any, I guess, so why not, let's do it!!!" Audra literally jumped up from the dining room table and disappeared into the large walk in closet in the foyer and retrieved a shoe box size package that was covered in silver lame' wrapping paper!!! After returning to her chair, she and her husband waited quietly for Marie to return from the kitchen with their after dinner coffee!!! "I hope she likes it," Audra whispered loudly, "I took great care in picking it out for her, okay, shush now, her she comes!!!" Payton Walker looked over to his excited wife and shook his head and smiled, she really loved having Marie around, and she was almost desperate to make sure she remained happy!!! Marie carefully poured coffee into both of their cups, and w

From The Mouth Of My 3 Yr OldMy son was looking at himself in the mirror. He was playing particularly close attention to his nose. He turns to me and says, "Mom, all my boogars are gone. wanna know where they are?
Curious, I say, "Sure Mikey, where are they?"
"They're in the boogar museum, Mom!"
Ummm.....I don't think I really want to know where his boogar museum is!!!!

Writing...I give, and you take,
I only ever made one big mistake,
I gave you my heart and you broke it, broke it
I gave you my trust,but found out your love,was
lust.
I gave you my all, and you never broke my fall,
oh no baby you let me fall down
so now you wanna come around
But were through,
I'm so over you
I can see the way you lie,the way you made me cry,
and i just can't take that hurt again.
So there aint no way im ever letting you in my
heart again,
I gave,and regret,
but, you aint' betting now
were through,
your clear as glass baby, and i see right through u...

George Carlin Tonight!Leaving very soon for the show! cant wait to finally get to see the Comedy legend and my idol in person! for all who miss this show dam u really hoing to miss out!

Welcome Baby Joey!Please welcome another new family member!JoeyApril 17th 2007 Heres to you Joey, may you never know the kind of life your brother and sister once had to live. Remember antie Shannon Loves you and I love you too katie and rere!

It's My Birthdayi like to thank u all for my presents thanks for the all the love here ok now all the women get naked for me and get drunk im half way there ok not naked my sis in law is about to show up hahhhhhhaha lets see them naked pics hahhaaaha

ProtestFUCK THE MOTHER FUCKING COPS,...I JUST GOT BACK FROM A PROTEST,BRING OUR TROOPS HOME,THE WAR IS OVER,WE LOVE AND SUPPORT OUR TROOPS THERE IS NO LONGER A REASON TO KEEP FIGHTING,PEACE IS A POINT AND HASN'T IT ALREADY BEEN MADE???HOW MANY MORE MUST DIE,WHEN THEY DON'T HAVE TO,IT IS USELESS AND OUR LOVED ONES ARE NO GOOD TO US DEAD,PRESIDENT BUSH CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING???IT IS JUST WRONG,FIND ANOTHER WAY TO MAKE MONEY,INSTEAD OF TEARING FAMILIES APART,OUR FATHERS,LOVERS,AND BROTHERS,I WILL GLADLY PROTEST ANYDAY TO BRING OUR LOVED ONES HOME,OUR FAMILY OUR FRIENDS,FUCK YOU PRESIDENT BUSH!!! AND MANY MORE WILL AGREE WITH ME WHAT DO YOU THINK ISN'T IT TIME TO BRING THEM HOME,???WAR IS TERRORISM,FREEDOM IS NOT FOR OTHERS TO FEEL OPPRESSED,AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT I SAY,TO BAD,FREEDOM OF FUCKING SPEECH,CAUSE THIS IS AMERICA,LOVE TO ALL MY BROTHERS AN SISTERS,AND THANK YOU,...FOR ALL YOU DO FOR OUR COUNTRY,SEEN OR UNSEEN,...
~PEACE~LET THIS SINK IN!!!
Darryl W

May 04, 2007 At 07:03 Pm EdtMARIA CONTINUES TO IMPROVE!!!
Maria is working hard everyday at getting better! Today the Occupational Therapist worked with Maria and her Mommy to get her to take a bottle. Maria actually got down 11ml of breast milk today!
She was very alert today and was looking around checking out her Mommy and her Granny with the funny-colored hair...she is such a sweet baby, and definitely responds to our voices.
Robin got to hold her yesterday for the first time since her surgeries, and has had lots of practice changing her diaper. Maria should be moved out of ICU soon, and onto the step-down unit. There, she will continue to learn her feeding and Robin and Ray will learn the ins and outs of Maria's daily care to prepare her to go home.
I posted a couple of new pictures from today...so be sure take a look at the Photo Gallery. Thanks again, for all the prayers and positive energy. Maria still has a tough road ahead, with another surgery in about 6 months, but she has proven to be one

May 01, 2007 At 09:37 Pm EdtBenefit Update!!! Anyone interested in making donations for Maria's benefit can make them to the Integra Bank in Ripley. The address for Integra Bank is 104 Main Street Ripley, OH 45167. Donations will be under the name of Maria Elizabeth Schumann. Donations may also be sent C/O Terri Schuman, 28 N Third St, Ripley, OH 45167. Stay in touch and we will keep you posted as things progress.

May 01, 2007 At 01:57 Pm EdtMaria is doing much better, they took the tubes out of her stomach and they also took out her breathing tube. She is doing most of the breathing on her own but she still has an oxygen tube in her nose.
They are feeding her breastmilk through the NG tube, and soon are going to try to give her a bottle. We have been working with her to suck on her binky so she can take the bottle, it will probably be a few days before she can take one. They have taken off her bandages where they closed her chest, and the incision looks a lot better then I thought it would. Hopefuly, it wont be too long from now when we can take her home.
I also wanted to inform everyone that Her great-grandmother Terri's friends, Bill and Mary, are going to throw a Chili Benefit to raise money for Maria. That will be May the 18th at the Life Squad in Ripley, OH. One of us will Post more information soon. We will keep you all posted.

My Yahoohey everyone its joe so if u didn't know that but any way i my email is joeabrady@sbcglobal.net and its also my yahoo i'm bored someone talk to me

UsersI'm sick of people joining Bombshells or Grenades, and then leaving after their contest/giveaway is over! You fucking USED us for the comments. I hope your new family goes down in flames.

To Much Of YouTouching You
TOUCHING YOU YOUR KISS ON MY SKIN,
GAVE ME THE RUSH OF THE WIND,
YOU CAME INTO MY SOUL.
WITH HOT FIRE BRIGHTAND PASSIONS IN FLIGHT, I WANTED YOU TO REACH MY SOUL.
I WAS SHY TO YOUR TOUCH ;
THOUGH I WANTED IT MUCH ,
MORE THAN MY WORDSWILL SAY.
COME TO ME AGAIN,WITH PASSIONS THAT HAVE NO END, AND LET ME HAVE MY WAY.
I WANT TO PLEASE YOU AND TRY TO SAY WORDS THAT NEVER ARE SPOKEN.
YOUR DEPTH IN MY HEART IS WILD TO START I NEED TO FEEL YOU ONCE AGAIN.
I WANTED YOUR KISS AND YOU GAVE ME SWEET BLISS
TOUCH ME ONCE AGAIN.

What The HellWhy is it that i'm always getting blocked for 10 minutes from rating? That is so annoying I didnt think i was that damned fast. Anyone else have this problem? This site annoys the hell outta me sometimes!

CarrotsTrue story of my sexual exploration and how I discovered carrots can be a girl's best friend. ;)
I've always had sexual urges as long as I can remember. Before I grew hair on my pussy I had discovered how nice it feels to touch myself there.
I'd grind my smooth little snatch against my fingers, and after a few years I had discovered how to achieve orgasm. Of course at the time I didn't know what it was so each night I'd put a pillow between my legs and dry hump until my pussy would twitch and my body would shudder with pleasure.
After a while I'd experiment more and more... sliding a finger into my pussy, running my clit warm underwater, looking at pornography, even inserting small foreign objects (and even then my pussy was so tight. they would hardly fit).
Years passed and while I touched and fondled myself under the covers at night (and even during the day, and I've been called a sleepy head for all the "naps" I took). I had boyfriends and we touched and

FaithMy daughter FAITH is in missouri right now about to leave the ARMY. I got a bday card from her that was really kewl and she wrote in it SHE LOVES ME & will try to come visit me down here in carolina after she returns home to PA.Those words brought tears to my eyes when i opened it just now, Its really was a awesome feeling to know that im still loved. I miss her so much it b kinda magical if she decided to move down this way get a job and ask me to stay with her. ((( that would end my loneliness & insecurtity of where 2 live - - - but thats just a dream of hope )))

This Is Ridiculous!!OMG what the hell? The first Friday I have to myself and I have no idea how to entertain myself. This is strange as hell. You would think that at 24 years old I would have found a way to keep myself from being this bored, but nope, no luck there! So I guess if anyone feels like chatting hit me up!

A Question Of Faith.My thoughts for today can be summed up by quoting Shakespeare's The Tempest...
Miranda: I do not know one of my sex;
no woman's face remember,
save from my glass, mine own,
nor have I seen more that I may call men than you, good friend,
and my dear father: how features are abroad,
I am skill-less of but by my modesty-
the jewel in my dower-
I would not wish any companion in the world but you;
nor can imagination form a shape,
besides yourself, to like of...
Miranda: Sweet lord, you play me false.
Ferdinand: No, my dearest love. I would not for the world.
Miranda: Yes for a score of kingdoms you should wrangle,
and I would call it fair play.
I wonder sometimes at the foolishness of people who would say there is no such thing as true love. Who are you to tell others what they feel? Do you truly have the right to tell others what it is they feel? I myself would not even think to question another's emotions. They are their own to question as I daily question my own. Bu

Like A Woman Who Takes ChargeOk so to all the Lovely CT ladies out there what do you say we share the pleasantries of taking turns to send Friends request and such. I know its general custom for the guys to make all the moves and to be the one to make the proposals . Yet I am sure there are quite a few women who are willing to take the lead or “be in control” per say. Well I can only speak for me but myself for one find it rather exciting as well as intriguing when a woman approaches me and lets herself be known, whether in just general conversation or other. I am sure there are many women out there who at one time or another saw someone that caught their interest but rather than introduce them selves or step outside what society has deemed inappropriate for a lady, to approach a gentleman they decline in hope that the other person will take notice and make first advances. Now let me emphasize that I am not referring to all women because as luck would have it I have actually had several women approach me and again

-----------to Know Love--------------TO KNOW LOVE
IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT
TO BE IN LOVE
IS TO POSSESS SOMETHING THAT IS BEYOND THE REACH
OF AGE OR TIME
TO GIVE LOVE
IS TO BE RICH INTHE JOYS THAT GIVE COLOR TO EACH DAY
TO SHARE LOVE
WITH SOMEONE IS TO KNOW THE FULLEST
MEANING OF WHAT HAPPINESS CAN BE

Hey GangIm gonna be on tonight lol. derrr anyway im chatting here and at my cam sooooo the links in my profile see you there ;)

Apologies For Slavery And Everything ElseBy Jim Jackson
Since the Civil Rights movement nearly a half century ago, blacks have made a continuing series of demands from white people, and white people have bent every rule in the book to satisfy their demands.
In the 1960s, white people put in place laws to remove race as a consideration for anything in America. Blacks were free to achieve anything they could. Whites then put in place “helping hand” and “affirmative action” programs to assist blacks into the mainstream. Although it violated the Civil Rights Acts, whites then added “quotas,” based on race, for blacks in every facet of American life. Whites then added “proportionality” to these quotas, insuring blacks of participation in the mainstream at the very least in proportion to their population. Finally, whites set up a politically correct system to prevent any criticism of anything blacks do or say. All of these protections and privileges have now been in place for nearly half a century. Black people have not had t

SometimesSometimes when I am all alone I wonder how many times I have to be alone LOL.. I live for Saturday nights dancing and having fun, I live for my motorcycle.. the wind blowing threw my hair, I live for life.. why else are we put on this earth.

How Damn FunnyIsnt it just funny as hell that people make ya look like ya a bad person and in all reality ya not? Isnt it pretty damn funny they cant handle the heat so they are the ones causin the drama and shit because they can NOT handle the truth. but funny iam suchhhhhh a bad person but all reality iam NOT the one playin games w/woman online not like some i know of

Good Night FriendsI am off to work...many hugs and kisses to you :)
see most of you sunday when i am not working or sleeping ;)
xoxo
Alana

Friendswhy is it when you are haveing a hard time in your life that most of your friends run like crazy but theres always that one true friend in my life whos always there for me ,,,

Ranking Lift Yaywell, i've got myself out of the new meat category, so what's next. I've added some very work-safe photos and sent some shouts, but I'm curious (aren't all newbies) about private pics. How do you do that? I guess they're for close friends only.
i'll get it sorted soon enough.
the professor

TvHey you may and then you may not like this but one of my cousins made it on TV.
http://www.billthechief.com/crackedvideos/1/player.html

Unemployment Rate Edges Up As Job Growth Slows.The nation's unemployment rate edged up to 4.5 percent in April as cautious employers added the fewest new jobs in more than two years, signaling that the labor market is starting to feel some of the strain of the sluggish economy. The fresh employment picture provided by the Labor Department on Friday showed that payrolls grew by just 88,000 last month as job losses spread beyond manufacturing and construction and into retailing and financial services. Workers' paycheck also grew more slowly. The new tally of jobs added to the economy was the fewest since 65,000 jobs in November 2004. The rise in the unemployment rate, however was slight compared with March's 4.4 percent rate---which had matched a five-year low. Taken together the figures suggest the labor market may be cooling---but not collapsing---as the national economy makes it's way through a soft patch. Given the housing slump, rising energy prices and slowing overall economic activity, " companies are being conservative when i

Friday 5/4/07Just did the usual chatting and listening to CrushFM until the room went down on Phreik, but they are finally back up now, so after I write this I think I'm gonna go back to the lobby and see if I can get anyone to talk to me lol.
We had another rainy day here but at least it was still warm. I've been answering mumms most of the day, and finally was able to level up a bit lol.
Well, not much to write about tonight so I guess I'm gonna end this here and either go chat in Phreik or see if anyone's hanging out in the mumms.
Have a good night everyone.

Do Any Of You Have This???? Please HelpDo any of you have anxiety or panic disorder and on medication? If so, what were your symptoms? I am have a problem with my heart and would like some input.

PsychoI really am. I swear. I'm going through some really stupid shit and I get all crazy emotional and just fucking depressed. I feel like complete shit.
I got my shoes today. and this stupid mother fucking flash drive that doesn't work and fucked up my computer.
Well I'm so fucking pissed off, it's intense.
I haven't been this damn angry in forever. I'm just blasting twiztid and being a pissed off bitch.

The VisitSorry I'm so late, but I've been out walking
Trying to find a way to tell you
What I think you already know
I'd never want to hurt you 'cause you know you mean the world to me.
But things aren't like they used to be
It's time for letting go
I wasn't out there looking, but a months ago last tuesday
I met someone just like you at a cancer walk
And we've been spending time together
Yeah, she knows all about you
The truth is she can give me
What you can't anymore
Lookin' back when we first started
I never thought I'd see this day
If only I could write the pages
Our story wouldn't end this way
I feel so much better knowing we could have this moment
But it looks like it may rain soon and it's getting kind of late
I'll always bring your roses each time I come to visit
The caretaker's waving, he wants to close the gates
Lookin' back when we first started
I never thought I'd see this day
If only I could write the pages
Our story wouldn't end this way
If only I c

Remember When?I miss the look in your eye, the way your hair would fall. I miss the way you would wrap your arms around me and tell me everything was gonna be okay. I miss the way you was always there. but most of all I miss my friend, the one that my heart and soul felt the safest with, the one that knew just what to say to make me smile again. I miss laying my head in your lap watching some old navy movie because you loved those. How we would sit on the window seal and drink coffee and talk about everything didn't matter what as long as we was near each other.
I miss the colors you braught into my life, You're golden smile the blue greenish eyes, I miss your voice in lonely times like now telling me everything will be alright.
I miss those times, I miss those nights, I even miss our pillow fights, the late after noon walk, the movies we would watch.
Now, I sit here and it's almost 2 years since I lost you.. Still, the pain is there. I felt worthless I couldn't stop the pain you

Missing YouI remember Sunday mornings walking on the beach
And that place we'd stop for breakfast with the old red vinyl seats
The hours of the tide chart
The way the sunlight dance upon your face
That antique roller coaster you just had to ride
I remember how you laughed at the terror in my eyes
The color and the detail
Just like it was yesterday
And I remember how you held me the night my cat died
I didn't have to tell you
I just broke down and cried
You're sewn into the fabric, the pieces of my life
And I just can't remember why we said goodbye
Up and down this boardwalk lonely people sit
I know it wasn't perfect but nothin' ever is
The sails out in the harbor
Are searching for the wind
I wish I could call you, I want to hear your voice
And tell you I still love you and I'll never forget you
You're sewn into the fabric, the pieces of my life
And I just can't remember why we said goodbye
Everything I do
Leads back to you
I know I just can'

IfIf there were words
to express
the depths of my heart
Would they guild the clouds
with sunshine after rain?
If there were shades of
every color,
Would this be enough
to pour out the landscape
of my world?
If there were days enough
to hold the silver thread
running rampant through
my heart
Would you listen
to the quiet murmurs and
hear the hidden thoughts
that travel like liquid
thunder in a storm of hope?
The constance of strength
like a soft wind
courses like the blood
through my veins
And I am succored
The slating of
a rampant thirst.
Wisks the darkness
to replace with
vibrant shades of
"yes, it is enough."
just to be.

Late At NightIt's late at night and I can't sleep, its too hard so I stay awake and try to think. but when you hold me the way you do, I have no choice but to fall in love with you.. It's late at night.
Sometimes it hurts so bad, when I think about all the times we've had.. All the memories, that I've had of us together of falling away.. I'm falling too, I'm falling too. it's late at night.
Do you think do you see do you even believe in me.. do you feel the same for leaving me to blame for all you're pain. do you think do you see do you even feel the same for leaving me to blame for all your pain. too late to call you have fallen asleep, and falling out of me do you think, do you see do you even believe in me do you feel the same for leaving me to blame for all your pain...

Hurthurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would te

WorthwhileA wise man once told me things that are worth having sometimes are worth fighting for. love isn't easy hell nothing in this world really is to be truthful. still it's the little things sometimes that you have to pay attention to other wise you will miss out on a lot. The little things like having someone to come home to. To be able to hold her have her sleep safely in your arms. Yes, there may be a lot of temptions in this world, but can you honestly give up something like that for a few moments? It's the little moments like that to me that mean the most.

Sexual DefinitionsAlgolagnia
the association of sexual pleasure with pain, whether given or recieved.
Anhedonia
a term devided by Ziehen for sexual frigidity.
Auto~erotism
The spontaneous manifestations of the sexual impulse not directed towards a sexual object (or, as frequently understood by psycho~analysts, directed towards the subject himself).
Coitus interruptus
Sexual intercourse brought to an end by withdrawl when emission is about to occur.
Coitus reservatus
Sexual intercourse prolonged by control over the act of seminal emission, which may take place after withdrawl or not at all.
Coprolagnia/Corpophilla
The association of sexual pleasure with defecation or with the feces.
Cunnilinctus
The apposition of the mouth to the female genital area.
Detumescence
The stage of sexual excitment, following tumescence, during which the orgasm occurs.
Enuresis
Bed~wetting, now frequently regarded as having sexual association.
Eonism
The impulse to assume the dress, habits,

The Highwayman- Alfred NoyesPART ONE
I
THE wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees,
The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas,
The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor,
And the highwayman came riding—
Riding—riding—
The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door.
II
He'd a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin,
A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin;
They fitted with never a wrinkle: his boots were up to the thigh!
And he rode with a jewelled twinkle,
His pistol butts a-twinkle,
His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky.
III
Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard,
And he tapped with his whip on the shuters, but a

I'm A Grandmother!!!!Just wanted to let everyone know that my son's girlfriend gave birth to a baby girl this afternoon. Her name is Amethyst Star. I will be traveling up to see them tomorrow and will take lots of pictures. Still not sure what I want her to call me yet though...any ideas let me know. And be nice this is my first grandchild:)

5-4-07 AstrologyPeople love you and your work. Don't coast, though. Use this lull to scrutinize the project you're working on. If you play critic now, you'll forestall any issues that might come up later and it'll be smooth sailing.

Check Her OutPLAES GO SHOW THIS GIRL SOME LOVE SHE IS THE NICEST PERSON I HAVE MET ON CT AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE SO PLEASE AS A FAVOR TO ME GO HIT HER PAGE WITH SOME MAJOR CHERRY LOVE ADD HER FAN HER RATE HER SHE WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE SHE RECIEVES
KERRY~WiFe Of ShAn~~RL G/F of Shan~OWNER OF CLUB FANTASIA~CHERRY SNATCHER SUPER PIMPETTE@ CherryTAP

Hartshorne MinersHartshorne Miners cheerleader!!!!! High School football and basketball!!!!!!!!!!

Oh Yes! It's All About My Good Self.(¯`._.•°¤*THE BASIC¤×´¤··]·._.´¯)WAT IS YO NAME??I am indeed 'Countess Gent', the most gentlemanly countess you could hope to meet.WAT IS YO NICKNAME??AARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HOW OLD R U??How dare you?! Curse you and your impertinent questions!WHEN IS YO B-DAY??The 13th hour of the 13th day of the 13th month of the 13th year of the 13th century.WAT IS YO SIGN??Yo sign? What Kind of language is that? Are you on drugs?HOW TALL R U??I am respectfully statuesque.RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED??I write with my feet.WHERE IS U FROM??'Where is you from?' Dear lord, William Wordsworth will be turning in his grave.WHERE DO U STAY NOW??I have a lovely Edwardian House on Jupiter.WATS YO RACE??I am a snotty-nosed caucasian Brit.FAV ANIMAL??Ahh... one has to ponder over the purpose of the fox...FAV THING 2 DO??I love to laugh at peasants as eat truffles, wearing my rather dapper velvet smoking jacket.FAV NUMBER??1,966FAV FOOD??Daffodils.FAV COLOR??Crimson.(¯`._.•°¤*LOVE¤×´¤··]·._.´¯)DO U HAVE AN BF

I Finally Got Good News For MyselfI FINALLY DID I IT I GOT MY LOAN FOR MY DOG GROOMING BUSINESS AND FOUND MY BUILDING LESS THEN 30 MINUTES AWAY,NOW ICNA BE MY OWN BOSS WOO HOO,IT DONT MEAN IM GONNA WEAR A SUIT OR CUT MY HAiR OFF NOPE LOL NOT GONNA HAPPEN,NOW I CNA BOSS PEOPLE FOR A CHANGE LOL,NOW I WONT BE RICH OR ANYTHING SAY TAKES A FEW YEARS TO MAKE ANY REALLY GOOD MONEY STARTING ON YOUR OWN,BUT HEY MAYBE 1 OF YOU LADIES WOULD LIKE TO GET TO KNOW CAUSE WHO KNOWS I COULD DO PRETTY GOOD,SO IF I MAKE MONEY U CNA KNOW ME IF IDONT MONEY ON TO THE NEXT MONEY GUY,THANK YOU MY 2 CENTS

You're Shittin' MeWow, we had a discovery at work today that was DEFINITELY blog-worthy: there is a hallway off the main sales floor that goes to our bathrooms, break room, drinking fountain, emeregeny exit, and to the backdoor to the pharmacy. This horrible stench has been coming from that area, and we were told it's coming up from the sewer lines...I figured it was the nasty mops and buckets stored in the store closet. Well today, the shit hit the fan, or should I say the box. Our Hallmark greetings cards are stored back in the hallway as they come in for each event, and our hallmark lady found something "extra" in the bottom of one of them. Yep, you got it...someone took a dump in a box of greeting cards. Now before you ask why they shat in a box when the bathrooms are right there, our bathrooms have coded locks on them because we have so much theft, so someone on the floor is paged and they come back to let them in. Evidently that masterpiece couldn't wait. Now folks, I can't make this stuff

My Love AwaitsDriving home from work tonight, my thoughts are on a hot shower and my warm bed. As I pull into the driveway, I see your car parked there and know that I won't get either one for a while. As I start up the walk, you open the door and smile at me, watching me as I stroll towards you. I step to you and you put your arms around me, kissing my soft lips as you welcome me home. As I turn to take off my coat, you push me against the door, slamming it on the outside world. My arms pinned by my coat, all I can do is moan your name as your lips and hands assault my senses.
I finally struggle out of my coat, my hands moving up to gently grasp the back of your head as you gently nip my neck with your teeth. All I can do is lean back and let you have control of my senses, my body, and my soul. They are all yours for the taking as you rip my shirt open, buttons flying, exposing my breasts encased in a black satin bra. You lift your head and smile at me, letting me see the evil thoughts runnin

Story Of My Life.Have you ever felt as if, no matter what you do, you can't win? Well this feeling is quite prevalent to me at this time. If i back off and don't say what I think or feel then I'm considered uncaring and selfish, but if I do state my mind I'm considered pushy and bigmouthed. It's a no win situation and it's driving me insane.
Not that I was completely sane to begin with. We all have our issues. I guess I consider myself as sane as can be expected after all I've gone through and, considering the people I surround myself with, I think of that as a blessing. Still, I'll be damned if insanity is going to be considered an excuse for plain old stupidity. I watch my friends and loved ones make mistake after mistake and feel powerless to stop them because if I try to it just causes an argument...and I hate to argue, especially when it's with someone I love and respect beyond measure. I get so upset that I end up making a fool of myself, but I can't stop it from happening. I know I'm right...at

Part 2 Of The Last Blogpost (music On From 8pm - Midnight Eastern)ConcertZender (Radio Hilversum Netherlands) has World Music;
Rozhlas D-dur (also use the link D-dur English) (Czech Republic; has OGG, WMA and MP3 links) has works by Josef Myslivecek (1737-1781), Jan Dismas Zelenka (1679-1745, spent much of his life in Dresden- an hour-long cantata "The Bronze Serpent", not the trio sonatas that are more often on the radio :) ), Bohuslav Martinu (1890-1959, specifically his first symphony), Mozart, Bach (a cantata) and Liszt (the transcendental etudes).
Edit: Not just any Mozart, but a favorite Mozart work of mine :) - the divertimento for string trio in E♭.
BBC Radio 3 has about 168 hours' worth of music, much of it classical but not all, on in addition to what's playing now (one needs RealPlayer or the RealAudio plugin to hear it, and the Listen Again page gives access to the archives of the last week's worth of programming.) One can hear five hour-long programs devoted to Mikhail Glinka's music just today for example (the first wil

What Can I SayI hate things right now,
stupid shit always seems to happen to me,
you want to know how,
cause my hearts as blind as some can see,
I let by what others wouldn't allow,
because I believe in generosity,
I'm hurt right now,
and I don't want to be,
and now i want to bow,
and leave my life gracefully........... :-(

This Contest Fucking Suck's LolI guess I'm a sore loser. I am gettig my ass kicked in this Sexy MetalHead in a band shirt,or Whateverthefuck it is contest. Anyways 4 hours left. If I could get a leas 300 comment,s that would be cool.... If not... Oh fuck it. Who care's..... ME!!! Fuck me Freddy. If you want to help me out hit this link. Thanxxx.

What Makes A DadGod took the strength of a mountain, the majesty of a tree, the warmth of a summer sun, the calm of a quiet sea, the generous soul of nature, the comforting arm of night, the wisdom of the ages, the power of the eagle’s flight, the joy of a morning in spring, the faith of a mustard seed, the patience of eternity, the depth of a family need. Then God combined these qualities. When there was nothing more to add, He knew His masterpiece was complete, And so, He called it … “DAD!”

I Wanna Know YouYOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =)
JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN.
=============================================
1.)Q. Can you cook?
1.)A.
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
2.)A.
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
3.)A.
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
4.)A.
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
5.)A.
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
6.)A.
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
7.)A.
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
8.)A.
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
9.)A.
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
10.)A.
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
11.)A.
12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
12.)A.
13.)Q. What wou

SweetMy CT wife loves me so much! She takes the time to find out how I feel! I want to take her in my arms and hold her fear to let it out! If u only knew how much she hurts u would take one second two love her! She is beautiful, U should take one second to think about her, make her feel the love! She will feel it! She will smile! Yes, Im nuts! I have a heart that is so big! People who really know me LOVE me! CT Loves two Retta!

Your MotherYour Mother is always with you.
She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street,
she's the smell of certain foods you remember, flowers you pick
And perfume that she wore, she's the cool hand on your brow when
You're not feeling well, she's your breath in the air on a cold winter's day.
She is the sound of the rain that lulls you to sleep,
The colors of a rainbow, she is Christmas morning.
Your Mother lives inside your laughter.
And she's crystallized in every tear drop.
A mother shows every emotion.........
Happiness, sadness, fear, jealousy, love, hate, anger,
Helplessness, excitement, joy, sorrow.....and all the while,
Hoping and praying you will only know the good feelings in life.
She's the place you came from, your first home, and she's the
Map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love,
Your first friend, even your first enemy, but nothing on earth
can separate you.Not time, not space.......not even death!

Love Is..........ok so i came across a ton of love is comics from the 80's comic srtip. well i made this cuz .. well.. i did and i hope you enjoy it...... especialy you :) enjoy!

Trial Is Over!Today we went and heard closing arguements and then we were sent into deliberation. After being in the jury room for almost 4 and a half hours we came back with GUILTY~~Malice Murder, GUILTY~Aggravated Assult, and GUILTY~having a gun or knife at a crime scene. I think when we all went back there we knew that he was guilty, there was just SO much evidence to prove it. But it is still hard or it was for me to know that someones life rests in your hands. We went back in and then virdict was read. It took all I could do not to cry in there. I know that this man took another persons life....but there is his family and you think about what they all must be going through. Thats true on both sides. Anyway been a long trying day but it is over! Hope everyone has a great weekend!

Computer ProblemsOk, here's the scoop. My computer should be back up and running by Monday or Tuesday...Thank God for manufacturer's warranties is all I gotta say :)
Zephyr

Forlorn - TaliesinTell me the word that will win you and I will speak it. I will speak the stars of the heaven into a crown for your head. I will speak the flowers of the field into a cloak. I will speak the racing stream into a melody for your ears and the voices of a thousand larks will sing it. I will speak the softness of the night for your bed and the warmth of summer for your coverlet. I will speak the brightness of the flame to light your way and the luster of gold to shine in your smile. I will speak until the hardness in you melts away and your heart is free once more.

Bad Poker NightIt was just another Friday evening in our house. My Master and his friends were busy playing poker in the kitchen and I was banned from there while they were playing; "Women are bad luck" he said to me on more than one occasion. Not that I wanted to go in there anyway. The whole kitchen smelled of cigar smoke and beer. CHristopher and his three pals had been in there for several hours now and I hoped they were beginning to wind down and finish their game. There were shouts and laughter coming from under the door as I tried to watch tv in the lounge. Nothing on earth would persuade me to interrupt their game however. I remembered the one time I had done that. I had poked my head around the door and asked him how much longer they were going to be.
Christopher had smiled pleasantly enough at me and said "soon dear", but when the game was finished and his friends gone home, he was furious. "Never interrupt my game again Rose" he said in a very quiet voice. "I am going to have to punish

Just To Let You Know..to all my ct friends I won't be online tonight.. my folks and I have visitors tonight. See you all tomorrow.

Gone Too Far For Far Too LongMidnight flight out of denver,
Lexington bound,
finally on my way home,
Gone too far - for far too long,
I need you,
Every minute without you,
Is a lifetime too long,
Can't wait to hold you,
Gone too far - for far too long,
Almost home,
All this time alone,
Makes it safe to say,
I could never leave you again,
Gone too far - for far too long,
I know whats real now,
When I get you in my arms,
When I look in your eyes,
I'm gonna tell you everything inside,
Gone too far - for far too long,
Waiting for this plane to touch down,
Gonna hold you forever,
My Angel my life,
How I ever lived without you I dont know,
Gone too far - for far too long,
Its so good to be home.

It Don't Matter To The SunIt don't matter to the sun
If you go or if you stay
I know the sun is gonna rise
Shine down on another day
There will still be a tomorrow
Even if you choose to leave
'Cause it don't matter to the sun (oh baby)
It matters to me
It ain't gonna stop the world
If you walk out that door
This old world will just keep on turning 'round (Turning 'round)
Like it did the day before
'Cause see to them it makes no difference (ohh)
It just keeps on keepin' time
'Cause it ain't gonna stop the world (Oh baby)
But it'll be the end of mine
What can I say
What can I do
I'm still in love
So why aren't you...
Mmm mmm mmm, oh yeah, oh yeah
What can I say
What can I do
I'm still in love
So why aren't you
It don't matter the moon
If your not in my life
No the moon will just keep hangin' 'round (hangin' 'round)
Like it's just another night
Find another place to shine on down
On some other lovers dreams
'Cause it don't matter the moon (oh baby)
But is sure do matter to m

Tonightyou know
how i massively adore
when as soon as we arrive home
all personal affects hit the floor
clothing torn off and we get ready to fuck
like we've never fucked before
you know i love that
animalistic contact
sexuality is unleashed
man turns into beast
pullin' hair, giving it to me rough
name callin', defamation of character type stuff
well tonight,hear me out
lets take this another route
leave the clothes on for a short spell
allow all anger that corrupted you for the day to dwell
subside
before you get inside
undress me with your eyes
these eyes that hypnotize
permit them to alleviate
all that frustration and hate,
the plight,
that on a daily basis you endure
so that the present may be pure
allow me to
massage your mentality for a while
and in doing so
i hope to bring to your face a smile
let me turn you on
touch you with some seductive words
caress you
let you taste some decadent verbs
tonight, please
lets just take our time
unwind,

I Want Toso you think
that by some small chance
tonight we can
skip the foreplay and overlook the romance?
well put it like this
tonight,i have something in store
toe curling? no..more like paint peeling
some shit you never had before
i'd like to begin by
delicately delighting in the decadence of your desire
be extremely cautious,
although i will be the one who ignites and douses the fire
i want to lick your ear so sensuously
that i taste the words that have fell upon them during the day
i want to intimately kiss your temple
so that any headache you've endured, i take away
i want to lick the tip
of each and every one of your fingers
so, not only will i savor every write you've sinfully scribed
but at the same time take a whiff of your skin, where your scent lingers
i want to then travel along your calves and thighs
to feel all the things you've run away from, all the things you've refused
i want to lay my head on your chest
to hear the beating heart th

Without YouWithout you, the ground thaws
the rain falls
the grass grows
Without you, the seeds root
the flowers bloom
the children play
The stars gleam
the poets dream
the eagles fly
without you
The Earth turns
the sun burns
but I die, without you
Without you, the breeze warms
the girl smiles
the cloud moves
Without you, the tides change
the boys run
the oceans crash
The crowds roar
the days soar
the babies cry
without you
The moon glows
the river flows
but I die without you
The world revives
colors renew
but I know blue
only blue
lonely blue
Without you
Without you, the hand gropes
the ear hears
the pulse beats
Without you, the eyes gaze
the legs walk
the lungs breathe
The mind churns
the heart yearns
the tears dry without you
Life goes on
but I'm gone
'cause I die, without you
without you
without you
without you.....

The Shaddow Of Your LoveTo be lost in the shaddow
Of your love
I dont know where to go
So I cant come out above
You told me you'd be there
We'd always be friends
Once you claimed to care
But you left me in the end
I was scared to love you
And though we were just friends
You convinved me to do what I thought I couldnt do
But it turned out I loved you in the end
Why did you turn your back on me
And ignore the things I say
I knew nothing would come to be
Of this relationship one day
I wish you loved me as you say
But theres nothing I could do
So this is what must be said today
Remember this, I will always love you

Foreplayi need u to...
tease my intellect
make my mind wet
i need u to...
make me forget
whatever issue at the time i fret
i need u to...
make me orgasm simply off your dialect
while at all times still showin respect
i dare you to...
invade my thought process
hold my soul hostage
i dare you to...
stimulate my spiritual essence
be like a professor..teach me a fuck lesson
i dare you to...
exude a euphoric aura.....from which it leaves me
stuck
make me beg and plead for you to
fuck
my inner bein'
force me to start believin'
u are a foreplay connoisseur...monsieur
can you....
touch me...without the usage of your hands?
caress my insides mentally...make me your biggest fan?
can you...
manage to manuever lickin my ear with your voice alone ?
and in that process..make me moan?
can you...
tittilate my thinking habits
make me want to reach out and grab it
your mind
your soul
can u possibly take control?
will you...
intrude on my fantasies..i

Loving FriendsHI HOPE U ARE ALL DOING GOOD ...SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO TALK TO ALL OF U .. MISS U ALL.. HOPE TO TALK SOON KISSES AND HUGS ..
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Used & Done....What more could that title mean? What more could I hope by even caring? This blog is the only outlet I have to rant sooo rant I shall...any spelling or grammer mistakes are due to me and those that have issues with it .... oh f*ck off! LOL! Some time you got to laugh instead of cry....
I am so sick of being used for who I am what I am. My screen name needs to change for good because I am not feeling much like an angel at this point and really I could give a shit less. Speaking in that sense my damn wings are burnt so far down that there are feathers left! I have no more in me to protect those that I love or that need me.
Every time I turn around someone is needy for me...WTF? These same people cant seem to get their crap straight and I just cannot keep going. and there are those out there that wonder why I am/want to go into the Coast Guard? Least there I know I am doing something positive!!!
Lets get real people...there are those out there that are a drain and they won't tak

Emotions Suck!!I wish I could figure out why ones emotions can be so confusing. For example, I recently broke off a 3 year relationship. Short of sitting here listing all the reasons why I did it and making my ex look like this horrible person I am just going to say there were reasons. She is a good person there is just some issues that I don't want to deal with anymore (and no it is not children). But the problem I am having now is that in one sense I am glad it is over because I feel there is alot of stress removed from me, while in the other sense I sometimes find myself sitting alone in the apartment feeling depressed that I am alone. I hate emotions sometimes cause they are so damn confusing. I should be happy that I am single now and out from the stress of a bad relationship, but then there are times that I wish I was in a relationship. I am so confused. Is there anyone out there that might be able to shed some light on my plight? I am guessing that this is just the downslide from the

Next Life TimeI love you
Granted, i've yet to even learn most of your ways
Uncertain of my destination, for my heart often strays
Even so, you touch me ever so delicately
Seeking out your words, for they nourish me
Sucked and sampled on your lines, still for you, i'm thirsty
I'm joyously jonesin' like nobody's business
Lyrically lash out on anyone who tries to interrupt this
Leaving those behind, those unwilling to feel this bliss
Somehow, some way, some thing is off centered
Easily he entered
Ego stroked, my mind , he mentored
Yes! that's it, i have selective memory, forgot his "significant other"
Only after i was submerged, this fact, did i discover
Unique situation in place, i remain his lyrical lover
No, i spoke too hastily, for i am not comfortable here
Engulfed in doubt, surrounded by fear
X T C, is he, certainly a force in which to be reckoned
Til now, what we had sufficed, but no longer am i, willing to be "second"
Left feeling like... "too little too late"
If

A True ManI know a truly unbelievable man, and I am so very lucky to know him.
For some reason I will never really understand, God brought this man and me together, and we were very happy for a long time. He saw me through some of the most difficult times of my life, even though he was thousands of miles away.
He was always there for me, when I needed a friend, a lover and someone to unload on.
Yes, we had our moments of conflict, and there were a few times we both believed it was over, mostly because I was a dumbass, but he hung in there for some reason and put up with my shit, which I thank the Lord for.
Recently, however, I had a major setback in my health and had to go into the hospital, aka nut ward, and he was still there for me, giving much much more than he recieved.
While I was in the nut ward getting my meds straightened out, he found out some things I had been doing that were unforgivable, and he was very very hurt, and very very angry, as well he should be.
The thin

What Ifwhat if i confessed
that in fact i do NOT love you?
would you say that i was being untrue?
would you think that i was only jokin'?
your precious heart, would i now have broken?
what if "i do NOT love you"
is what i disclosed?
would you fault yourself for the decisions
that thus far you chose?
would you regret the invested time?
say there's no reason to this rhyme?
what if i said i was mistaken?
would you wish you could take back
every step with me that you've taken?
would you just break down and say goodbye?
on who's shoulder would you now rely?
what if i shared with you "i love you"
is NOT what i meant to say?
would your face instantly display apparent dismay?
would your anger overwhelm?
your reality be taken to another realm?
what if "what i feel for you is NOT love"
is what i daringly declared?
would i have just revealed what you most feared?
would your soul cease to function?
would you be unable to utter any unction?
what if i said
i t

Where The Wind BlowsLets sneek away,
Where no one knows who we are,
just you and me,
Taken off in the car,
Don't know where we're goin,
Don't matter cause we're together,
We'll fill up before we leave town,
And drive off into forever,
We'll coast into the sunset,
Time don't matter anymore,
We'll drive till the wheels fall off,
Or we reach the shore,
Liven and laugh'n,
Just you and me in love,
Baby I could hold you forver,
And never get enough,
Lets take a drive,
Throw the map out the window,
As long as we're together,
Who cares which way the wind blows.

Little Known Factsseveral lil known facts about me:
Im Bi-Polar
B4 i was a juggalo i was a bigot
my first tattoo was a rebel flag
my second tattoo was setting that rebel flag on fire
my third tattoo was a hatchet man running on the rebel flag
im agnostic but i don't believe in heaven or hell, i believe once u die u rott in a coffin or get cremated PERIOD.
i have many mental issues that know has been able to fix or help me with ever
i love someone very much but she is in TX and ive never met her

Classical Internet RadioIf you have RealAudio, Windows Media Player, and/or iTunes, you can probably pick one or more of these up, so I thought I'd list these schedules here once instead of in my other journal where I sometimes do a lookahead for, well, scheduling...
On Radio Stephansdom (Austrian - http://www.radiostephansdom.at - iTunes or RealAudio), a Tchaikovski program for the next three hours, with six different works.
On Bayern4 radio out of Germany (http://www.br-online.de/bayern4/programm/tag/b4_tp20070504.shtml ) - varied night-program for the next few hours, including Dvorak's wind serenade (probably mostly over by now since it's 6:18, so posting this and continuing), a Bruckner motet, a Schumann symphony, and some rarely-heard Schoenberg orchestral songs (even less often heard than other works of his) during the next two hours (before 8pm Eastern time = before 2am Central European Time), and other pieces. A major work for solo piano by Max Reger ( :) ! I like him ;) ) soon after the 8pm/2am

The SurrogateThe Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon."
Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..."
"Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you."
"Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?"
"Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat".
After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?"
"Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there."
"Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work out for

Some Schools Are Still Teaching The Trickle Down Theory Of Economics I Guess. .Teacher denies student bathroom break during test
POSTED: 10:56 a.m. EDT, May 4, 2007
MAGNOLIA, Ohio (AP) -- A sixth-grader who was denied permission to use the restroom while taking a state achievement test this week had an accident in class, and a school administrator blamed an overzealous teacher.
The shame brought to the student, who had to urinate, was an unfortunate outcome of efforts to prevent cheating, said Sandy Valley Local Schools Superintendent David Janofa.
"There are no words we could say. We feel horrible about this happening," he said.
Bathroom breaks are permitted during the tests, which help determine school rankings and the state's annual report cards, said J.C. Benton, spokesman for the Ohio Department of Education.
The state recommends having an adult supervisor -- but not the teacher administering the test -- escort students to and from the bathroom to make sure they aren't looking at books or notes.
"We want to maintain the integrity and security of al

Hey! Canada's Mail Carriers Are Just Like Ours!!Cat too scary for Canadian mail carriers
May 4, 2007
WINNIPEG, Manitoba (Reuters) -- Canada's postal system has stopped delivering mail to a home in Winnipeg, Manitoba, after a mail carrier was scared away by a "very threatening cat," the Winnipeg Free Press said Friday.
A Canada Post spokeswoman said the agency was concerned about the safety of its carriers, although it hoped for an amicable solution to its dispute with cat-owner John Samborski.
"The letter carrier who delivers mail there ... was brought up on a farm, she is very comfortable with animals," spokeswoman Kathi Neal told the newspaper. "Apparently this is a very threatening cat."
Samborski told the paper that his 8-year-old, declawed, black cat Shadow is docile, and it was "ridiculous" for Canada Post to make him to pick up his mail from a post office instead of delivering it to his door.
Shadow "likes to eat and sleep and cuddle. You could drop a bomb and he'd just open one eye, take a look, then close them and

YummyFrog Juice in High Demand in Peru
By LESLIE JOSEPHS
Associated Press Writer
Posted May 4 2007, 9:00 AM EDT
LIMA, Peru -- Carmen Gonzalez plucks one of the 50 frogs from the aquarium at her bus stop restaurant, bangs it against tiles to kill it and then makes two incisions along its belly and peels off the skin as if husking corn.
She's preparing frog juice, a beverage revered by some Andean cultures for having the power to cure asthma, bronchitis, sluggishness and a low sex drive. A drink of so-called "Peruvian Viagra" sells for about 90 cents.
Gonzalez adds three ladles of hot, white bean broth, two generous spoonfuls of honey, raw aloe vera plant and several tablespoons of maca -- an Andean root also believed to boost stamina and sex drive -- into a household blender.
Then she drops the frog in.
Once strained, the result is a starchy, milkshake-like liquid that stings the throat.
At least 50 customers a day ask for steaming beer mugs of frog juice at Gonzale

Hummm What Subject Would You Call ThisI had someone come onto my page go through my photo's rip what they wanted for thier page and leave. now I don't mind them ripping from my page thats not the problem at all. The problem I have is that this person took the time to search through my page and photo's, jokes and everything took what they wanted and left, no thank you , no comment, no rating not even have a nice fucking day.
It seems to me that if you go and rip from another you could at least have the decenty to leave a comment or rating at the very least say thank you.
I know I have ripped a photo, and at the same time rated the person I ripped from a 10.

When I Say "i Am A Christian"...When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I am saved"
I'm whispering "I get lost!"
"That is why I chose this way."
When I say..."I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need someone to be my guide.
When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
and pray for strength to carry on.
When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
and cannot ever pay the debt.
When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
my flaws are too visible
but God believes I'm worth it.
When I say..."I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartaches
which is why I seek His name.
When I say..."I am a Christian"
I do not wish to judge.
I have no authority.
I only know I'm loved.
-Author Carol Wimmer - Copyright 1988

Silent FarewellLet it go.
The beating rain
Drums into my head.
Let it go and
Set yourself free.
This love,
Once pure and true
Is no longer good for you.
Give it wings and bid him
Farewell from your soul.
Kiss him tenderly,
Send him on his way.
For now he needs to go.
You cannot keep him
Within your fantasy.
Let him go,
The gentle rain
Writes upon my heart.
Let him go and
Set yourself free.

AgainI'm afraid to give my heart again
afraid to lose
to love again
to kiss your lips
and to look into those eyes again
I can't help but worry that I'll get hurt again
I can only notice your presence again
feel your touch
your tenderness again
the glare of your eyes
and the strength of your arms again
I can't help but think I'll fall hard for you again
I can only hope to feel safe again
secure within myself-
alive again
share myself-
you and me again
I can't help but dream that there will be an 'us' again
I'm afraid to hear those words again
"I don't want this"
"I want to break it off again"
to say goodbye
and cry myself to sleep again
I can't help but worry that I'll be alone... aga

A Rant On Pop-top Cans...Yes, this is silliness, but here goes...
You know those pop-top cans that a lot of food manufacturers now use? They SUCK. Sometimes they work, sometimes the tab just pops off. Guess which happened to me tonight? The latter, of course. And since the cans are supposed to be usable even if the pop tab breaks, I needed my can opener. One problem. Can openers ALSO suck at opening these types of cans. So I go to open this can...no go at first. Took me TEN MINUTES to get the can opened. And then it only happened AFTER I splattered tomato sauce all over my kitchen...and my pants, and even on my hands. GRRR....from now on, guess I'll just use the can opener all the time....

Why???Why, if love is such a wonderous thing
Does it not cause my heart to sing
To scream out loud, to feel alive
Because there you are by my side
Why, if love is such a beautiful feeling
And a prerequisite for healing
Do my wounds stay open, sore and weeping
Though you lie watching as I'm sleeping
Why, if love is such a natural state
Does it not diminish my capacity to hate
Or take every nasty, cynical bone
Somewhere else when you get home
Why, if love is so stupendous
Does it make me feel so horrendous
To taste the stench of disillusion
Too much chaos and confusion
Why, if love is such a magical force
Does it dismount me way off course
Or break me open with just one word
And cage me like a flightless bird
Why, if love is such a glorious gift
Does it not lift my spirits and will me to live
But make me cower, hide and crawl
And force my back against the wall
--Perhaps I don't know love at all

Life Without MeI've been contemplating my life the last 24 hours. Do I keep on goin in my life trying to make others happy and helping others? or do I sell everything i own and just take off to who knows where? I was wondering if everybodies lives would be better without me in it. One of my buddy's kids told me today that i'm not REALLY part of the family even though ive known her her entire life. Hell ive ive known and been good friends of the family for 8 years now and the lil girl (Mikeala) is 7. Sometimes i feel this world would be better without me.

Future Or Past'Forever' was lost
but now it is found.
I played my part;
I stood my ground.
Whenever you wanted me
I was there.
Whenever you were in pain,
I questioned, I cared.
So, tell me now
or tell me never.
I'm telling you right now,
I'm not waiting forever.
It's either yes or no,
but please tell me fast.
You will either be my future,
or forever be my past.

DriftingI'm missing my friend tonight.
A deep sense of loss engulfs me.
Thoughts of him echo through my mind,
as a part of my heart drifts away.
I'm missing his touch tonight.
A gentle embrace, so soothing and warm.
Thoughts of him echo through my mind,
as a part of my feeling drifts away.
I'm missing his strength tonight.
A loving virtue which drew back my fear.
Thoughts of him echo through my mind,
as a part of my soul drifts away.
I'm missing his voice tonight.
A soft melody of song and sweet intent.
Thoughts of him echo through my mind,
as a part of my peacefulness drifts away.
I'm missing his presence tonight.
A beauty of being which warmed me within.
Thoughts of him echo through my mind,
as a part of my dream drifts away.

Remember Meevery smile you thought went unnoticed... i will remember.
each laugh we've shared... ill endure.
ill relive these memories forever,
because now we'll be making no more.
for me every moment meant something,
i realize you can't say the same.
i'll never hold this against you.
anger brings nothing but pain.
i'll always remember your weakness,
for a moment you let me see.
i'll remember the joy it brought to me,
knowing you trusted in me.
i'll always remember the talks weve shared,
that sometimes could last all day.
when we could comfortably say nothing,
and the silence for us was okay.
i'll remember each moment spent with you,
and each time you asked me to stay.
i'll remember the dreams you gave to me,
and the ones that time took away.
i'll always remember our friendship,
and the truths youve made me see.
and though it seems youve forgotten,
i hope you will remember me.

A Letter To My LoveAs time goes on and we're apart, I think of how things could have been. What we could have said or done to work things through. I would have been more understanding and not so judgmental, more loving and not so hurtful. I would have told you I loved and cherished you more often. That there can never or will ever be another person who I admire like you or who has reached the depths of my heart like you have. I would have told you that I'm so very proud of how far you've come and the things you have accomplished. But how could I find the words or actions to explain to you just how much I love you. It would take a million lifetimes to even comprehend my feelings. I would have told you that you took my breath away the first time I saw you. I would have told you that you made be believe in love the first time you kissed me or stole my heart the moment you uttered those magical words. I would have told you that every time I looked into your eyes I saw my destiny. My one and only. My soul mat

Bedtime Prayer (lol)Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man whos not a creep.
One whos handsome, smart and strong,
Hes not afraid to admit when he is wrong.
One who thinks before he speaks
When he promises to call he doesn't wait 6 weeks
I pray that he is gainfully employed
won't lose his cool when he's annoyed
Pulls out my chair and opens my door
Massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind
Knows what to say when I ask" How fat is my behind?"
One who'll make love till my body's a' itchin'.
he brings me a sandwich too when he goes to the kitchen
I pray that this man will love me to no end
And would never compare me with my best friend
Thank you in advance and now I'll just wait
for I know you will send him before its too late.
AMEN

ReliefYou treat me so badly
you hurt me so much
I try to pull closer
But we're so out of touch.
Every moment Im with you
We're so far apart
We're losing our love
And its breaking my heart.
I know I've caused you pain
deep inside your soul
But we'll never get past this
If you can't let it go
I told you I'm sorry
for the times that I lied
You know that I am
And you still make me cry.
I'm scared to let go
I want to hold on
But give me a reason
to try and stay strong.
I know you can't forget
of that I could never ask you
But don't say that you'll forgive
If you really don't want to
I am telling you now
I will not stand this grief
So from the pain and suffering
please offer some relief!

The Beautiful Gift Of A Woman,her Passions,her LoveI want to know the joys of your beautiful mind,To know the joys of your beautiful body.To be able to stimulate your mind, To touch and stimulate your body,to unlock that love and passion.That i see you have so much of to give.As that beautiful woman that you are.That so so beautiful gift of you,Your passions your love of, the woman you are as a giver.I want to experince your passions and your love.One of the great gifts and joys in life.A woman giving all of her self to her man.Of all of her passions and love for her man.
writings of my feelings,not copied

Mothers Day PoemYou've always been a part of us
right from the very start,
creating treasured memories
tucked deep within our hearts.
You taught us what love truly means,
we've watched your caring ways,
unselfishly guiding us
through any stormy days.
We're thankful for the times we've shared
and look forward to the rest.
When it comes to Moms,
there is no doubt we know we have the best.

Entering A Contestryellowfast07@ CherryTAP
this is the page it starts at midnight tonight and last 10 days any help bombing my pic over and over will be a big help ty

Clearing Up Any Confusion...We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really
know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed,
the
definition for each is listed below...
GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being
met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you
still
cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?"
BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling
of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the
butt and having the balls to say: "You're next."
I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions.
Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both
ultimately result in death.

Your Not Gonna Want To Miss This TonightStarting at 10 pm CST!!!!
When 80 people enter the lounge then my legs get shaved
When 90 people enter the lounge then I lose the hair on my chest arms and pits
When we hit 100 PEOPLE IN THE LOUNGE... MY HEAD GETS SHAVED!!!!!!!
And ya know? Let me kick it up a notch... let us be the 1ST LOUNGE TO HIT 200 USERS AT ONE TIME AND I HAVE A SPECIAL LITTLE TREAT!!!!
All of this will be broadcasted LIVE VIA CAM!!!
GEEEEZ the things I do to entertain you people!!!

Mothers........There are angels God puts on this earth
who care for us and guide us.
You can feel their love and gentleness
as they walk through life beside us.
God blessed me with a person like that
she loves me more than any other.
And I'm thankful I'm the lucky one
who gets to call her
MOTHER.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Please Vote......I have entered a contest.....first one....please cast your vote for me here:
http://cherrytap.com/blog/78130/333850
i hope that this link works......
thank you in advance form the depths of my softened soul!!
KingDrago

Leave Of Absenseto all my friends and family.
i have come to the conclusion i need to break away for a bit. there are too many reasons why...and it really doesn't matter..just know that my most positive thoughts are with each of you, and it has been a pleasure to meet you all.

The Lore Of The CorpsMarine NCO boxed against Muhammad Ali — and won
By Bryant Jordan
Times staff writer
A new platoon sergeant for Bravo Company, 1st Battalion, 1st Marines, had just arrived in Vietnam, and though he’d spent his years in the Corps in special services, not infantry, he stood before the men he’d be leading and told them there were a few things they needed to know.
“The first thing is, I’m the only man in the world that ever whipped Clay,” said the 6-foot-4-inch, 200-plus-pound staff sergeant. He also made it clear he wasn’t a “new guy,” and that this was his second tour, recalled Brian E. Howard of Tustin, Mo., a private first class at the time. Howard remembered the staff sergeant telling his men that “if anyone had a problem with his orders or anything else, to get two of their buddies and he’ll take care of them all behind the tent.”
There was no reason to doubt the man, since the first two points he made were facts. Staff Sgt. Percy J. Price was on his second tour in Vietnam,

Crazee........lolmy life is so crazee right now.......i am so tired of being alone.....i am not single because no-one is interested in me but because i have yet to find a real man that can be serious with me and handle everything about me........you don't fall in love at first glance it takes two people willing to spend the rest of their lives falling in love......i have yet to find you......i want someone to look at everyday and feel myself falling more and more in love with him everyday.........i just want someone real that can show me what true love is.......if that is you then where have you been all my life.....probably in my dreams....lol
until next time......
forever and day,
~candida dawn lambert~

What My Birthday MeansYour Birthdate: June 30
You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 6
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 6
You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Thoughts Pt 2In my estimation, more misery has been created by religion than any other force in human history. Show me someone who says " In the name of God!" and I will show you a head full of vicious intentions that have no other outlet. what we must strive for always is to find the natural flow of things and go with it.

All She Wants Is To Be LovedSHE DOESN'T ASK FOR MUCH ALL SHE WANTS IS TO FEEL HIS TOUCH,THE TOUCH OF A REAL MAN SOMEONE WHO WILL HOLD HER TIGHT THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT,A GENTLE HAND WITH A STRONG MAN'S SIGHT.SHOW HER LOVE MAKE HER FEEL EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT EVEN WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH HE IS THERE WITH HER THROUGHOUT HER PLIGHT.NEVER DEGRADING HER FOR BEING DIFFERENT ONLY PARADING HER FOR BEING DIFFERENT MEANING SHE IS WHO SHE IS GOD MADE HER THAT WAY LET HER DO HER THING FINDING HER OWN WAY.HE IS TO HER LIKE NO OTHER SHE IS TO HIM HIS FUTURE CHILD'S MOTHER HIS LOVER,BESTFRIEND,CONFIDANT AND ONE DAY BRIDE TO BE EX-GIRLFRIENDS ENVY HER IN A RAGE OF JEALOUSY, IT'S NOT HER FAULT THAT THE MAN OF HER DREAMS JUST HAPPENS TO BE REALITY.OH YEA MAMA HE IS OUT THERE FOR YOU AND ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE, JUST KEEP YOUR FAITH STRONG STAY GOOD WITH GOD AND THROUGH HIM YOU WILL FIND THE ONE YOU SEEK..LOVE IS REAL JUST LOOK PAST THE FAKE AND TAKE YOUR TIME GIVE THAT ONE GUY THAT YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER TALKED TO A CHANCE....ANYTHING IS POSS

DecisionsI don't always make the right decisions. I don't always do the right thing. I am going to make mistakes. I am fantastic, regardless, because I will always try to understand and make sense of the senseless. I will always try to change. I crave knowledge. I love the smell of libraries and book stores. Grammar is important to me. I am an admitted linguaphile. I'm too smart for my own good, or so I've been told. I'm not full of myself, but I know what I am worth. Because of this, I need to be with people who can let me know I'm appreciated, who make me feel special, who tell me I'm loved. I repay in kind. I am attracted to intelligence and confidence, but loathe arrogance. The entire range of emotions does apply to me. Movies and musics of all genres make me happy. My favorite shape is the shape of a star. Twinkle, twinkle, baby. Things aren't perfect, but they're always looking up. That's what I love about my life. It's in a constant state of change, and there is always the difference bet

About MeI believe everything happens for a reason, I love making people laugh even if its at me sometimes, Guys that play the guitar and Hershey pies are my weakness, I flirt with my eyes. I need my sleep. Spiders freak me out. I love wearing beaters and I dont believe I have enough of them. My friends mean the world to me. I hate surgeries but I seem to have a lot of them. I love to go out but enjoy staying in and being lazy too. Blatant rudeness pisses me off along with bitchy girls and liars. I am obsessed with taking pictures. mushrooms and garlic makes me gag. I love seeing people I havent seen in a long time. I will freak out if you grab my thumbs. Thunderstorms and really long showers make me happy. I like to think Ive never had my heart broken just broken in. good kisses get me every time. I love play fights in bed, sex, spooning and waking up to a kiss in the morning. I never could do anything with half my heart. I like everyone until they give me a reason not to. I love roadtrips and

Bbw Sexiness...Another spammy blog but this site is too awesome not to share.
Obviously, I am a BBW and that means that a lot of you, my friends, are BBW lovers.
One thing that I face as a big girl on sites like this one or Hot or Not are fat-haters who somehow find it enjoyable to make insulting comments and downrate us.
So I was very pleased to come upon a site specifically for BBWs called RatingBBW.
Even better than the rating, however, is the community. And all the incredibly gorgeous big girls. I have been drooling over them for the past couple of days and now it's your turn. ;c)
P.S. I just want to make it clear that, as far as I can tell, I get nothing from you signing up. I truly just wanted to share. I think the referral link just helps you find me once you are on the site.

I Am....I am a daughter a sister a grand daughter a niece a cousin a friend I am a partner a student a young girl and a grown woman I am confident and scared terrified and excited I am loving and caring and thoughtful and hopeful I am sick and tired I am shy and friendly and careful and careless I am broken and whole I am misunderstood misguided and mislead I am hard working and determined but a little scared on the inside I wish on stars and dream my dreams I pray to god and cry my tears
I smile on the outside while im dying on the inside I listen to others who won't listen to me I walk on eggshells and I walk on fire I believe in passion ant not true love I love you and I push you away I want you but not so close I am everything and nothing all at once And all I want is for you to love me

I Want....I want a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot who calls you back when you hang up on him who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. The boy who kisses your forehead, Who wants to show you off to the world, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. The one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

........As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your bestfriend and maybe even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because the time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Some Thoughts Just BecauseLife is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen, But why only one heart? Because the other one was given to someone for us to find.
Who are you to judge the life I live? I know im not perfect-and I don't live to be. But before you start pointing fingers... make sure your hands are clean.
Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, and love as long as you live.
Its better being brunette, brunettes have beauty and brains.
You can only push a girl away for so long, until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure this is what you want, because once she turns around

No MoreNo More..An Affirmation Of Love
No more drama.
No more trauma.
No more victims.
No more hiding.
No more lying.
No more insanity ruling my mind.
No more self-sabotage.
No more denial.
No more guilt.
No shame.
No trying to gain unobtainable love.
No more conforming to be accepted.
No more bruises or black eyes.
No more being stranded barefoot in the rain in no-where-land.
No more ignoring my feelings.
No more ignoring my responsibilities.
No more being an emotional doormat.
No more looking back.
No more jails, hospitals, or rehabs.
No more cuts, burns or self-starvation.
A vow of life,
This I take!
No more pretending I don't matter.
No more reaching beyond myself to reach my dreams.
No more fooling myself that you're more important than me.

*&%(#)%*1So I took a really hard test for the 911 call receiver job and they still haven't let me know if I passed, failed or whatever... They said they would call by now or I would have gotten a letter in the mail by now. Maybe it's in the mailbox. But I'm too afraid to look. Shitty..
Tomorrow is Cinco de Mayo. I remember last year's Cinco de Mayo. I stayed sober and drove people around and went and saw my friend Ryan DJ at the hottest club in Waikiki and got in free. Pays to know ppl...
Anyway I'm bored and I don't go to work until 4 and now this:
1. Story behind your MySpace song?
I don't have one on the lost cherry but I do have "umbrella" by rihanna on my myspace because I LOVE that song. If you have it, let me know so you can email it to me!
2. What's bothering you right now?
My right ear. It itches. And I am kind of getting over a cold/ear inection.
3. Where do you live?
Tacompton, WA (Tacoma/Lakewood)
DESCRIBE YOUR:
4. Wallet?
a real Louis Vuitton bough

Thoughts Just BecauseIts funny how someone can break your heart and you still love them with all the little pieces.
I wanna be the girl he can be goofy around. I wanna be the girl he can tell anything to. I wanna be the girl hes scared to lose. I wanna be the girl he can hold hands with in public and not care what anyone says. I wanna be the girl who is always on his mind. Most of all I wanna be the girl he loves.
Listen to her secrets, Take her out to dinner, call her first, label her as yours, understand her feelings, tell her shes gorgeous, write her a song, talk to her like a human being, ask her to dance with you, never imagine life without her, kiss her in the rain, hold her hand at anytime, pass her love letters, never foget her birthday, tell her shes always right, be her escape, tell her you believe this is a fairytale, give her gummy worms, remember her favorite color, give her hugs and kisses, show her off to your friends, hold her hard just because, treat her like a star, dream about her,

The Greatest Irony Of LoveLoving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life...
And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again...
For some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person...
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else...
Most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. Love is always present.
It's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little...
As we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason
why the heart is not always right...
Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love

Aced It!I aced my second math test!!! My third one is next Friday technically, but for me it'll be the week after since I have to take it at DSPS. My math teacher said I was doing really good.
I am all caught up on my math homework also. I just got the 4 last exercises on the chapter we are on. Homework isnt due until the final though.

Im A BeastYour Passion is Orange
Your sex life is driven by your wild fantasies.
For you, sex is a dramatic performance where you are the star.
And you love putting on a wild act for your lover, trying to top last night's show.
Whether you enjoy the actual sex is irrelevant... it's all about putting on a good act!
What Color Is Your Passion?

Because Its BrokenI've been the saddest girl in the world, with a mangled heart and the certainty that getting over them was impossible. I've been the girl so in love with a person incapable of giving me what I needed out of a relationship that I gladly gave away every last shred of my self-esteem to keep them. I've been the girl who not only suffers through an unhealthy, demoralizing relationship but then goes back to it in hopes that time spent apart has inspired them to love me enough to change.... or even try. And guess what? It didn't. I've been consumed with despair, confusion, anger-truly devastated by the end of the relationship that I thought was going to last forever. I've cried into glass after glass of pinot grigio, smoked packs of cigarettes, lost my appetite, my ability to sleep, and my ablitiy to function. I've obsessed, rebounded, been pissed, sought professional help, leaned on my friends, moved across the country, got dogs, made new friends, shopped excessivley, and even had other boyf

Boredone sometimes wonders how one can plan so much and still wind up bored to death. the busier i get.. the more often i feel bored..with the way my life is every one thinks its so dammed great till they get a closer look and reality sets in

At The HospitalSome stupid bitch stole my wallet I am so pissed right now but at least my dad is getting better. Damn I am haveing such a great few days arent I?

Im AwesomeYou WOULD Survive an Animal Attack!
If you were attacked by a Poisonous spider ... Winner: YOU!.
'Would You Survive an Animal Attack?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Internet Porn And RelationshipsAccording to Nielsen Net ratings, 17.5 million users visited Internet pornography sites from their homes in one month. It's a growing trend that has many people worrying about their relationships. So is it normal, or is it cheating??
If you're looking at Internet pornography, you need to determine if you have a problem. Ask yourself these two questions
Would you do it with your partner standing right there?
Are you turning outside your relationship to meet a need that should be met within the relationship?
Your answers to those questions should give you an idea of whether you have a problem. You should also consider how your behavior affects the people around you. You might say that looking at pornography online is harmless, but it could have a negative emotional effect on the people you love.
Conversely, you may be hurt because your mate is looking at pornography online. You have good reason to be upset! That sort of behavior is disrespectful to the relationship

Sex And SpiritualityWhen we focus on physical sex alone, we're missing the point. As a culture, we have to redefine sexuality. We've "medicalized" sex with drugs like Viagra.
When women feel connected to their own sexuality and to their partners, they have more satisfying sex lives.
The key to deeper satisfaction is connecting sexuality to spirituality. A truly connected sexual experience can be a gateway to the soul.
A good sex life is not about telling your partner to touch your body. It's about wanting them to touch your heart and your soul.
Anger keeps many women from connecting to their sexuality. To start trying to build intimacy, couples need to see sex as a mind/body/spirit connection.

You Are My MasterYou Are My Master
You are my Master
Because I have chosen You
And You have accepted my choice
You have also accepted all things I am
Both good and bad.
Not all my choices in life have been wise
But this is the last one I will have to make.
My choices belong to You now,
You are my Master.
You are my Master
Because nature has made us what we are.
We were forged into molds long ago
By forces much stronger than either of us
But much weaker than both of us together.
We've fulfilled our destiny in each other.
One to lead...one to follow willingly.
My path is chosen by You now,
You are my Master.
You are my Master
Because You are strong
But never because I am weak.
Your strength is like a fountain flowing freely
Where I may drink my fill when thirst overcomes me.
Your wisdom is my library where I may browse
Until my curiosity is quenched and my mind filled
By things You know that I must learn.
My lessons are taught by You now,
You are my Master.
You are my

I Am SunsetYou Are Sunset
Even though you still may be young, you already feel like you've accomplished a lot in life.
And you feel free to pave your own path now, and you're not even sure where it will take you.
Maybe you'll pursue higher education in a subject you enjoy - or travel the world for a few years.
Either way, you approach life with a relaxed, open attitude. And that will take you far!
What Time Of Day Are You?I

Virginia Tech Shootings.... My ThoughtsWe turn on the TV to check out the drug overdosed celeb
It will make national news for weeks or months
But let a college kid kill 32 students on campus and
In three days it's no longer out in front.
Our societies priorities have
Become terribly askew.
So what the hell is wrong with our children?
Is the question I pose to you.
We don't teach them manners.
Morals are a thing of the past.
Respect-we've got none of that either.
Responsibility went out the window last.
Time out for misbehavior,
Obviously isn't working.
No child left behind they said.....
Then why are so many still lurking???
The goverments telling us how to raise our kids
And it seems to me we've let our children down.
We're giving them cell phones, video games and the internet,
When what they need is some solid ground.
Take away all the toys and the money.
Give them back what they need the most.
Understanding, guidance and discipline when their young.
And tell the government to fucki

Your RightsIt is useful to understand the basic rights of a relationship which can be violated by
verbal abuse. Following is a list of some of these rights:
The right to good will from the other.
The right to emotional support.
The right to be heard by the other and to be responded to with courtesy.
The right to have your own view, even if your mate has a different view.
The right to have you feelings and experience acknowledged as real.
The right to receive a sincere apology for any jokes you find offensive.
The right to clear and informative answers to questions that concern what is legitimately your business.
The right to live free from accusation and blame.
The right to live free from criticism and judgment.
The right to have your work and your interests spoken of with respect.
The right to encouragement.
The right to live free from emotional and physical threat.
The right to live free from angry outburst and rage.
The right to be called by no name that devalues

Your Forecast5/4/2007
Dear Readers:
Many people have asked me to reinstate my daily forecast and I did! I find difficult to believe people cannot afford $22 for the E book copy version but many of us are going through a lot of financial difficulties and need support and guidance thus, I decided to fulfill their wishes. Instead of posting just a few days I now offer the full month interpretations so I wont have to spend too much of my valuable to update my website. Remember to ALWAYS check my quatrains on Click here to get more precise predictions even if you have the book.
So go to Click here NOW and enjoy your May forecast from 2007 Moon Power. Note also if you are a supporter of my work I will ask you to email Coast To Coast George Noory and his producers and ask them to have me on the air doing private Astropsychology readings for the audience and I will also offer my book “2007 Moon Power” as I do every year around May/June for free.
Here are the emails you want to use for your req

A MasterMany have wondered what is a Master. A Master, to me, is someone who cares for their other half more than they care for themselves in truth. A Master puts His sub's needs and feelings ahead of His own. There are many things that make a Master but these are among the most important.
A Master is of two minds, one His, the other His sub's. He knows the needs of His sub and does what He believes to be best for that sub. He spends many hours thinking of what is best for His sub and how it is best accomplished to meet both their needs.
A Master does not thrive in the idea of punishing His sub when she/he has strayed from the path they were to follow. Instead, he feels the pain that He knows must be inflicted in order to stress the wrong that was done. Doing the punishing, only because He knows it is part of His responsibility, not something that He will derive pleasure from.
A Master brings pleasure to His sub, knowing that He will receive pleasure back many times greater than He ha

Stupid Schmuck(Before I post, I want to apologize to anyone named Chuck, or anyone who knows a Chuck, and is not a stupid schmuck.)
Chuck, Chuck,
The Stupid schmuck,
All he ever wants to do is fuck,
You want his heart, you're out of luck,
You seek the truth, he'll leave you stuck,
So life with him, will surely suck,
Cause you see, Chuck ...
Is the perfect example of human muck.

No Limitations!!!this earth is so limiting, don't you think?
you have to follow rules and convention. if u happen to break one, u get tagged anything from hardheaded to bitch. pigeon holing. that's another form of judgement. freedom has a price. most of the time, it is feeling guilty. as if their opinions don't already weigh you down.
guilt. such a short word that could make you feel as if the world is on your shoulders. it's bigger than responsibility. bigger than duty. justified or not, once it creeps on u, it's there. good thing it doesn't bother me.
ok, maybe sometimes it does. sometimes.
but if something makes you happy, it should be guilt free. what prompts guilt anyhow? mind conditioning? pre-programmed, pre-drilled rules and dictates. it's not even a question of us knowing any better. who should judge which is better or worse? is it not ourselves, supposedly?
does the heart rejoice at something inherently bad? i think not.

Not Gettin Any At Homeis it wrong to look for random ass if ur not getting it at home?? cause i find it impossible to find but yet friends find it erryday.

Mr Vince Neil Has A Nice Head Of Hair, U R A Fukn N00bVince Neil has a nice head of hair, Don't Fan me, Don't Rate me@ CherryTAP
well anyone who goes around rating ppl's pictures and profiles ones Obviously a) has got a lot of time on there hands & b) must live a very sad lonely pathetic life esp when u block me to return the kind gester makes it even funnier =) - with a name like that and a profile pic to back it up i would say he is out for the kill - so watch out peeps
&&
that is why u get my FIRST
N00b of the day award
Vince Neil has a nice head of hair, Don't Fan me, Don't Rate me@ CherryTAP

Wrote It TodayBattling my demons
some I just cant win
hiding behind a fake smile
hiding the scars from everyone
emotional state leaves me weak
tempted to use
to pick up alot I've turned down
close myself off from the world
locked in my own mind
dragging the blade across my wrist
escaping everything
every little upset,hate,reality
all disappears
now I'm left with the marks
emotional scars that will never heal
the ones on my wrist will fade in time
this battle I'm fighting
I feel as if I will not
But I will not let is show
or speak what I feel
cover up with a fake smile
what will become of me
your guess is as good as mine

Am I So Tired...Am I so tired I can no longer see, I can no longer feel, I can no longer care?
I don't feel so tired, and yet I feel nothing but cold, as though I have been abandoned, in a dark and desolate place, with no company, apart from that of black salted tears, that run and fall, and leave me also.
Is there no dream, within my dreams, that can offer up an ounce of hope, a gleaming beacon, within the night, to stimulate me, to captivate me, and to lead me to sanctuary.
I stare so hard into the darkness, into the abyss, awaiting your return, but you are never to be seen, and all I'm left to do, is stand here, wondering if I've become to tired...

Condomscondoms
Sainsbury condoms - making life taste better
Tesco Condoms - every little helps
Nike Condoms - Just do it
Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life
KFC Condoms - Finger Licking good
Minstrels Condoms - melt in your mouth, not in your hand
Safeway Condoms - Lightening the load
Abbey National Condoms - because life is complicated enough
Coca Cola Condoms - The real thing
Ever Ready Condoms - keep going and going
Pringles Condoms - once you pop, you can't stop
Burger King Condoms - Home of the Whopper
Goodyear Condoms - "for a longer ride, go wide"
Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain?
Flash Condoms - Just sit back, relax and let flash do all the hard work
Halford Condoms - we go the extra mile
Royal Mail Condoms - I saw this and thought of you
Andrex Condoms - Soft, strong and very very long
Renault Condoms - size really does matter!
Domestos Condoms - gets right in the rim
Heineken Condoms -re

If This Is Vegas...If this is Vegas, I'm in the wrong place, but it's all good, because your here too...
There was this girl, don't even remember who she was, she said she was going to Vegas, I told her to stick a stack on red 23.
She asked me why, and I said, I don't know, just felt like the right thing to say.
I saw her a week later, and she ran up to me, hugged me, and told me red 23 had come in, she'd won a lot, I can't remember how much she said, but she must have bet a lot, because her winnings were big, if I recall correctly...

Can Breath Travel Through Cyberspace?I can feel the warmth of your breath, upon my neck, even though we are a thousand miles apart.
I can feel the gaze of your eyes, as you look upon me, and I can sense the growing anticipation, that could burst into passion and lust, even though you are not here.
I can feel the tension in your hand, as it wants to touch me, even knowing I am but words on a screen, at this very moment in time, and I can hear, the longing in your voice, even though there is nothing but silence in the air.
I too feel these things, and see these things, and want these things, I too am filled with love, and longing, hope and desire, and burning passion, a ball of energy, that would fly through the ether, along the cables and wires of the internet, and into your arms, if only it were possible.
Can you feel the warmth of my breath upon your neck too?
Sit still, sit silent, for just a moment, and feel it.

Answer To Panic Attacks For Jess :)Melissa Officinalis is indigenous to the Mediterranean, but is widespread throughout the world. It is often used as a general nervous system restorative, digestive calmative and to reduce blood pressure. Its active ingredients include volatile oil, tannins, flavinoids, tocopherols and choline.
Lavandula Augustifolia is another well-known herb which has made its home in countries all over the world, including Europe and Africa and is also used in Arab medicine as an expectorant. It is best known for its calming properties and as a tonic for the nervous system. Lavender contains the active ingredients tannins, coumarins, flavinoids, triterpenoids and volatile oil.
Passiflora Incarnata (also called Passion Flower) is used as a sedative and for insomnia and can relieve anxiety and nervousness. Active ingredients include flavinoids, cyanogenic glycosides, alkaloids and saparin. It helps to calm and soothe and is also thought to reduce high blood pressure and nervous tremors.
The ab

Taking Online CoursesSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
Ok so, I have decided to try to take online courses and I am going for a Bachelors in Organizational Management with a concentration in Education. I know a bit name for a teaching degree but that's what they call it. I have always wanted to be a teacher because I love working with kids and helping them through their problems no matter the subject. I would really like to be a high school teacher. This would count as my third time in trying for school but the second time I actually plan on finishing up for a degree. I already have an Associates Degree in Business Management. The only reason I am having to take my classes online is because my mom lives with me and she has major health problems and I can't afford to be in a class far off somewhere and not be able to get to her in time if something happens. SO wish me luck everyone.. So far I have a perfect score on all of my assignments.

Kentucky Derby!!!ITS THE FIRST SATURDAY IN MAY!! U KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!! KY DERBY TIME!! WOO HOO!!!! THE WEATHER MIGHT BE NASTY BUT THE PARTY NEVER STOPS!!!! THIS WILL BE MY 17TH IN A ROW!!!!! I WILL BE IN THE IN FIELD WITH ALL THE OTHER 200,000 REGULAR JOES PARTYING DOWN!!!! MINT JULIPS TASTE LIKE SHIT BY THE WAY, BUT ITS TRADITION SO I WILL HAVE ONE ANYWAY!!! LOL!! MOSTLY BUDWEISER AND A FIFTH OF MAKER'S MARK!!! ITS A THREE HOUR DRIVE TO LOUISVILLE!!!! HOPE ALL HAS A GREAT WEEKEND!!!

GrandmotherA sweet grandmother telephoned St. Joseph's Hospital. She timidly asked, "Is it possible to speak to someone who can tell me how a patient is doing?"
The operator said "I'll be glad to help, dear. What's the name and room number?"
The grandmother in her weak tremulous voice said, "Norma Findlay, Room 302."
The operator replied, "Let me place you on hold while I check with her nurse." After a few minutes, the operator returned to the phone, "Oh, good news. Her nurse has told me that Norma is doing very well. Her blood pressure is fine; her blood work just came back as normal and her physician, Dr.Cohen, has scheduled her to be discharged Tuesday."
The grandmother said, "Thank you. That's wonderful! I was so worried! God bless you for the good news."
The operator replied, "You're more than welcome. Is Norma your daughter?"
The grandmother said, "No, I'm Norma Findlay in 302. No one tells me shit."

RelationshipsRelationships are very hard to maintain when its all one sides. But when you fall you fall hard and whats that old saying about love being blind, I believe it is true. I realized this week that pushing leads to shoving and shoving leads to being single again. A shitty position to be in but hey thats how life works. Pushing people away is not my style, but when pushed I do shove back. Its no wonder im 25 single and have no kids. Yet another day of life!

Here It Comes Agian VetsMonths after a politically embarrassing $1 billion shortfall that put veterans' health care in peril, Veterans Affairs officials involved in the foul-up got hefty bonuses ranging up to $33,000.
The list of bonuses to senior career officials at the Veterans Affairs Department in 2006, obtained by The Associated Press, documents a generous package of more than $3.8 million in payments by a financially strapped agency straining to help care for thousands of injured veterans returning home from Iraq and Afghanistan.
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The Hottest Fantasy EverLICKING OVER EVERY INCH OF HER BODY CARESSING HER CURVES WITH MY TONGUE,MAMI IS THE ULTIMATE HOTTIE DAMN WHAT A BODY SEX APPEAL OUT OF CONTROL NOTHING BUT ECSTACY FROM HEAD TO TOE, LET'S TAKE A JOURNEY DOWN EROTIC, EXOTIC LANE DAMN IT'S A SHAME THIS IS ONLY A FANTASY BECAUSE IN REALITY I WOULD LOVE TO KISS HER NEEDS IN BETWEEN HER KNEES LAYING MY HEAD IN BETWEEN HER LEGS WHICH HEAD HUMMMMMM YOU DECIDE IT WOULDN'T MATTER TO ME REMEMBER IT'S ALL JUST A FANTASY.AT LEAST IN HER MIND ME ON THE OTHER HAND I'LL JUST WAIT TILL IT'S MY TIME OH YEA MAMI IS GOING TO FEEL THE REAL ONE DAY BUT FOR NOW I WILL JUST CHILL,AND KEEP PLEASURING HER WITH MY THOUGHTS OF TAKING HER IN THE PARK AFTER DARK WHILE THE RAINS CUM DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE THIS IS SIMILAR TO LOVE BUT WE BOTH KNOW THE TRUTH,RITE NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT LUST BECAUSE THE BOTH OF US ARE ON LOCK DOWN IN DIFFERENT PLACES YOU KNOW OTHER TOWNS.THIS IS WHAT MAKES IT ALL THE MORE SEXIER CAUSE OF OUR DISTANCE ALL WE CAN DO IS LISTEN AND TOUCH O

Nascar Caution FlagsStewart simply stated what many fans believe
Published May 4th, 2007 in NASCAR
Perception is everything. Which is why Tony Stewart’s comments last week that NASCAR is beginning to look like professional wrestling struck a responsive chord with stock car racing fans. Nextel Cup champion could have picked a slightly better analogy. Possibly, he’s totally wrong.
And choosing to make the charges on his own radio show (Sirius Satellite) after skipping a mandatory postrace interview session was completely out of line.
But Stewart only stated what a lot of fans believe – that NASCAR rigs late-race cautions to fit in a final round of television commercials and set up a photo-op finish.
When that is the perception, there is a problem, which NASCAR needs to address.
In case NASCAR hasn’t noticed, television ratings were down 10 percent last season and empty seats could be found at most tracks. If the boom isn’t over, it has at least slowed.
Why? Well, some fans – and

What Is Your Inner DesireWhat Is Your Inner Desire?SexCONGRATS, If your a girl my # is 870-856-3806. Ask for jamie. IF your a guy, way-to-go man.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Social SecuritySocial Security
Dark and best kept secrets about Our Social
Security.
Many years ago in Seattle , two wonderful
neighbors, (of current neighbors of mine, Mike and Sue
Crosby )
Elliott and Patty Roosevelt came to their home to
swim on a regular basis. They were a great couple full of
laughter and stories that today Mike and Sue
continue to marvel at. Both are now deceased, but their stories
remain.
During the years of our friendship they had many,
many discussions about Elliott's parents (President
Franklin D. and Eleanor Roosevelt) and how his father and
mother never intended for the Social Security and Welfare
programs to turn out the way they are today.
Elliott used to say that if his parents returned to earth
and saw what the politicians had done to their
programs they would have burned all of them in hell.
Here is a story I received today regarding the
Social Security Program and I immediately thought of

I Wish....I wish I had more money
I wish I was in your arms
I wish I was less me at times
I wish you were here right now
I wish I was camping
I hope you like me being me
I hope you can put up with me
I hope you will always stand up for me
I hope you will never let me fall
I hope you know how special you are
I know that this is great
I know that I could love you
I know that you make me weak
I know that being in your arms is the best feeling
I know you think about me.
I feel to much at times
I feel like I rush this
I feel as if I am out of my own body at times
I feel like you are perfect
I feel like I could sleep well next to you.
I can't wait for camping
I can't wait to see you put up the tent
I can't wait to cook you real food over a fire
I can't wait to be in your arms watching the fire
I can't wait to be offically yours
You know me too well
You know my insides too well
You know how I move
You know how I miss being in those arms all day
You know I would be

My Friendsok thanks for all tha leave me comment and say hi every now and then thank you. but i have gotten way to many friends and having a hard time finding everyone so for those on my family no worries you are staying but the rest of you if i leave u a comment. all i ask is comment back. Plus if u read this just leave me comment on this blog and u will not be delete. if u can not do so i will delete you. i am sorry if this hurts anyone feeling. but i just want to meet cool and fun people. and not fake ones. =) hope all is well with everyone. have a great day

Reminiscing -- 1995-presentI sat down today, with my 4 year books (3 from middle school, and the other from my senior year), and actually took the time to read them. The signatures and the wacky things they wrote that in today's world wouldn't mean a thing. Tons of memories that have been long since forgotten, as well as friends that you never got the chance to see or hear from again, whether it be going to a different school, moving, or just growing apart from that mysterious high school "clique" phenomenon. Faces scratched out from meaningless middle school grudges, or he said she said rumors, and the circled faces of the cute girls I never had the nerve to speak to.
Back then, I wanted nothing more than to finish school -- first middle, then high school, I just wanted it to be over. I hated school with every particle of my being. I didn't study, my grades were flat out horrible, and the only reason I went was to see my friends, and because the law said I had to.
Some of the most important years of my ad

Love QuoteYour Love Quote
Death can not stop true love, it can only delay it for a little while.
What Love Quote Suits You?

AahahahahaaaHow do you get 100 babies into a bucket?
With a blender.
How do you get them out again?
With Doritos.

Bi CuriousAll my life I have been confused. What do I mean confused? I know my sexuality. I am 23 year old straight fairly attractive female. But I have thoughts of the opposite sex. Sometimes I catch my self fantasying about woman. I have kissed a woman before, and my curiosity just got a little wilder. I catch my self looking and judging woman’s looks. Woman turns me on!
Point blank I am straight like one of the guys. I can see it! The signs are all there. So I talked it over with my boy friend. He all game, and who wouldn't love to have two set breast, two ass to grab, two set of lips to kiss, and most of all two well you got the idea. So I offer to bring a woman into the relationship. We talked and we got on to sites. Now I am starting to get scared. Like what if I like it? Or what if he goes and cheats on me? What if? That is the question. These are things I think about. The constant thought that makes me scared to actually do it. Plus I don't want people to think differently of me. I m

I Dont Want To Be A Good Girl Anymorebeen there done that. i was a good girl. they thnk im stupid. and being sweet just isn't in anymore.
being a good girl? All ex's cheats on me. All friends back stab me.
i want to change, to do some rebel things that bad girls do..
but i can't, i just can't.
i want to curse the way that other girls curse. why can they say the word f*ck you and even just by writing it doesn't feel right to me?
Why can they talk about sex like it's the most normal thing in the world and having multiple counts of it from multiple men just really rocks?
i love sex too. i want to say what i wanted to say, i want to stop caring to what other people will say... so what if i'm not a good girl. who give a damn?
So what if im not sweet?
I don't even know whats the real me. the only thing i understand is that behind the pretty smile and sweet look is a rebelious woman that wanted to be out and have fun...
can you give me that without prejudice...
since i never ever judge a person for wh

What Now?well, my hubby's gone. off to fight the endless fight again. i'm so tired of this war. i hate being here without him. matter of fact, i hate being anywhere without him, but especially here. i guess i'm gonna start planning to stay busy now. i'm exhausted just thinking about it...

Bf ApplicationBoyfriend application@! I've improvised it a bit.
Body: EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX!
Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"
Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application"
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Whats your sign?
5.Phone Number:
6. Location:
7. Height:
8.Hair (color and style):
9.Piercings/tattoos:
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...(Amber's improvisions have superceded the original questions lol)
1. How much money do you make, exactly?
2. What makes you think you could keep up with me?
3. How ambitious are you?
5. Whats the craziest thing you've ever done?
6. Would you go to a foreign film with me?
7. How many foreign languages do you speak?
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11.Would you walk on the beach with me?
12. If you heard a rumor about me,

Don't Fall Inlove With A Dreamerdon't fall in love with a dreamer, so the song goes...
and why not? we can't all be nasty sarcastic creatures that bitches at everyone and everything. we call them fools, looking at things with rose colored glasses. the kindest word to call them sometimes is oblivious.
yet....
these people though often are laughed at, laugh more often. they smile shyly at compliments, sincere in their efforts and brush off hurts as if it was nothing. i envy them.
they feel more deeply, smile more freely, cry unabashedly. they care for almost everyone and everything except what people think of them. they might ask your opinion to be polite but it can be discarded like yestersday's paper.
their curiousity has no malice, your confidences not for gossip. it is doubtful they'd even remember it in a day or two. they do not gloat over things they knew would happen and merely nod their heads when proven right. they are never wrong, it just happened differently. and wait, in a day or tw

I Dont Need You!please don't come back to me. i don't want to have any option of taking u back. after all u have made me go through. after realizing i'm such a stupid idealistic fool. i don't want any part of that me again. i'm surviving. i'm thriving in fact. don't spare me another thought. i don't want or need your pity.i don't want to be patronized. the only thing i really asked for was honesty. and you couldn't even give me that. let's not be friends. no friend of mine lies and back stabs me.
if it were only this easy to get over you.. even if you were a lying cheating 2 timing (inaudible)
helping me get over you
(Featuring Lari White)
(Travis Tritt/Lari White)
You ask who's lying in my bed
Is it really love we're making
My heart's hanging by a thread
She's the only reason it ain't breaking
Do you ever cross my mind
Darling fact is you still do
That's the reason she is here
Wiping your old memory clear
She's helping me get over you
Helping me get over you
One kiss at a time
'

My Hubby Big G's Second ContestMY SECOND CONTEST IS FINALLY OPEN
HERE IS THE LINK
RATES AND COMMENT BOMBING
PLEASE COME BY AND HELP
THANKS & LOVE
BIG G
GABE

Ron Artest Goes To Jail/my Scenario On What It Would Be LikeLet's take a moment and wonder what it would be like if Ron had to go to jail for 20 days. How would he get along? Time for male bonding or head busting?
"Hey new guy, who are you," asks a rather beefy and heavily tattooed non-basketball fan.
"I'm Ron Artest, I'm a bad mother"
"Shut your mouth," interrupts the cell block C sissy, in falsetto.
As Artest checks out his surroundings, his new home for 20 days, beefy, tattooed guy asks, "So Ron, what makes you a bad mofo? What's you're rep? What have you done? How have you earned respect?"
Ron replies, "I am here for smacking my wife around. Bitch backed talked me so I boxed her out and threw some bows."
"We don't like wife-beaters in here, Fish," says beefy guy.
"Well I also had this rumble in Detroit once," replied Artest nervously.
The cell grew quiet as the scum of Sacramento waited anxiously for more information. "I was laying on the scorer's table," Ron continued, "and some guy threw a beer at me."
"Yeah tho

I Need A Blastsomeone please buy me a blast it would be nice if u would

Awwwwadvice....
WHEN SHE ACTS SHY
-SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN SHE RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE HER
WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS
- KISS HER
WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES
- HOLD HER TIGHT
WHEN SHE IS SILENT
- SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU
- SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION!
WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY
- GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO
WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST
- TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL!*
WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU
- TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT
WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS
WHEN SHE'S SCARED!!!!!!!!!
-HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU
WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY
WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WITH HER FINGERS
Love it.

So This Week Has Ended On A Quiet (not!) Note. :)This is the blog that is going to be the best one so far. My niece gave birth to her first child yesterday and now I am a great-aunt for the third time in four years. I know, it's cool. :) My niece has been married for a little over two years now so this was a true blessing for them.
Then of course we had inventory at work, and it started on Thursday (I left early with the rest of my co-workers) then pretty much by this morning we knew we were going back home. This time they didn't make us come back tomorrow, so I salvaged my three day weekend and won't have to go back to work until Tuesday. :) Definitely going to have a great weekend now. And on the other front from the last blog still nothing so keep your fingers crossed friends and family. Maybe we'll know definitely next week whether or not I am going to have a baby. But then again who knows I might have to wait another month again before I know for sure. Holler more later. :)

MiscA teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year.
She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away.
As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it.
However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her.
She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her.
When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely.
The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the sa

Deceptionwhy do guys lie to get you in bed? then just leave you? he knew that i'd never been touched by another, yet he lied and used words to get what he wanted. and now he's gone and i'm still here all broken and bruised. I still breathe and go on with day to day things but inside i'm numb and can't feel anything.

Interesting Study>>> Interesting study :
>>>
>>> A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry revealed that the
>>> kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on
>>> where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating,
>>> she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if
>>> she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a
>>> man with tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his chest while he is
>>> on fire. No further studies are expected.

Are You Half, Or Whole?they say that we all were angels that fell and became half of one, on a quest of finding the other half of us. it may be seen as a tragedy or an adventure. like soulmates.
is this to justify us finding a loved one, a mate? it may explain too, why we suffer broken hearts, to pacify us. i say it's all crap.
life like most things is what you make it. although we sometimes feel empty it is not to mean that there is nothing there to make us whole. being half of a couple is just that. but we are still basically a whole person. with the same capacity to love, to make mistakes and to feel lonely. i doubt there is a person that never ever felt this. lonely, alone confused. that is what makes us flesh and blood.
love makes people crazy. makes us jealous, insecure. it makes us less than who we really are. consequently, sometimes, it makes us feel good too. is it worth it? you bet it is. one day u'll see why.

Whats Ur Love ProfileCancer - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're intuitive enough to know what's going wrong in a relationship early on
A total sweetheart - you're often the most caring person anyone knows
You are a generous and devoted parter to whoever you fall in love with
Your negative traits:
Insecurity - you tend to need a huge amount of comforting from your partner
You tend to be overly sensitive and easily hurt, which make loving you difficult
It's difficult to predict your moods. One minute you're up - the next you're down.
Your ideal partner:
Someone equally sensitive, who wants to take time to get to know you deeply
Dreams of an everlasting love - complete with marriage and a family
Loves to take care of you. Being a good cook and masseuse doesn't hurt!
Your dating style:
Slow. You enjoy dates that last all day, with plenty of time to talk and get to know one another.
Your seduction style:
Quite tender and loving, once you are comfortable in

Ur True AgeYou Are 16 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
What Age Do You Act?

Would UAnswer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results
y = Yes n = No m=Maybe
Would you? Will you?
[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a porn movie with me?
[_] take me out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

Lostwhy cant i remember
when it was that i lost
myself?
in my mind i cant decifer
the emotions that have been put
on a shelf.
can i go? i gotta run away
can i hide? not if i stay
where and what to do
with these fucking feelings
left behind?
I
try
to
read
you
I
try
to
release
you
it seems the more
I try the more
i fall.
i wish i could remember
the beginning
of it all.
can i go? fuck it all
can i hide? fucking pride
bottled up, strangle hold
slice me up to reveal
my bloody gold...

Are U RomanticYou Are A Romantic Realist
You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends!
Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Borderline Personality QuizYou Are 55% Borderline
You have some symptoms of borderline personality disorder.
If you feel like you're more than a little dramatic, you may want to investigate further.
Do You Have a Borderline Personality?

My Second ContestMY SECOND CONTEST IS FINALLY OPEN
HERE IS THE LINK
RATES AND COMMENT BOMBING
PLEASE COME BY AND HELP
THANKS & LOVE
BIG G
GABE

How Is Your DrivingYour Driving Is is: 54% Male, 46% Female
According to studies, you drive both like a guy and a girl.
This means you're a pretty average driver, with typical quirks.
Occasionally you're frustrated and or a little reckless, but that's the exception - not the norm.
Do You Drive Like a Guy or a Girl?

Heavenly Mother's DayHeavenly Mother's Day
She sails upon the clouds of blue
Within her favorite color
She is my angel up above
My sweet and loving mother
Still watching over me
Every day and every night
Sending my heart wonderful memories
Filled with love to always shine
To ease the pain of missing her
Within this heart of mine
I reminisce of her often
Of all her gentle ways. . . to always be
When this special day comes around
I feel blessed God choose her for me
And yes, there are times
I shed my lonely tears
Thinking of her up above
Wishing she were near
But how can I be sad for long?
Knowing where she dwells
For it is heaven she now calls her home
No more pain or worry. . . in her days
No tears to fill her eyes
No heartache or sickness to ever touch her
Where the sun always beautifully shines
So on this day I’ll celebrate
Because once she was my own
The sweetest Mother in the world
This daughter has ever known
So as I visit her this Sunday
Among the markers I’ll make my

About Comentsok yall when i send a coment out to u it dose not mean im ofering my self to u or any thing period it just means that i think yr a great person and want to show u some love thats it nothing more nothing less so pleses when i send u a coent dont tell me me are u ofering becus im no bitch to be ofering my self to any one and also ples dont ask for my nughty pics if i dont have u in there its for a reason let me decide who i add on tere and who i dont thanks for reading and soory to be so mean but some people on ct really dont get it when u say no and to the one that dont even ask maybe u will be in there soon u never know :) AND REMBER IM A LADY NOT A PICE OF MEAT hugs curvy loveR have a great weekend

Test Ur KnowledgeYou Scored 60% Correct
You are a solid child of the 80s
You'd never confuse Tiffany from Debbie
And while you may not know Prince's first #1 hit
You know every word to Little Red Corvette
How Much Do You Know About 80s Music?

Good..morning.to.me.i awoke to a cheeto being stuck up my nose...
and a few moments later...another being shoved into my mouth.
at least...i hope it was a different one.
theres another infiltration of crickets in mah house...
bobby stopped by yesterday to rub his furriness all over my catnip...i wondered why it was constantly wilted. poe was less than thrilled and made oodles of noise...complete with raised back hair...vicious lil thing...good to know she has one.
*drinks swiss almond chocolate coffee*
ya screw starbucks when i can get flavored organic coffee at sprouts thank you very much.
waking up to racist mumms makes me cranky.
yay for not having a migraine today.
and im not wearing a bra.
tadum.