im so fucking depressed today. i havent had sex in weeks i thought i should just have a one night stand or something. but NO! my heart is still broken. i have good days sometimes. but today is weighing heavy on my chest. i miss him. im just lonely. im not ugly its not that i cant get love or affection. its about doing with someone i love or even like back.. honestly i just need to get laid 😂😂😭