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Hey Guys, this is me, Srija! Actually its Shrijana but I prefer short and sweet. I really don't have any idea why I wanted to start blogging, I just acted on an impulse and so here I am starting a blog, with no idea whatsoever. Well, If you are interested to get to know me and my outrageous albeit colourful thoughts, you can just scroll the post of this blog and either appreciate or laugh out loud at my words. But anyways, thanks for your visit!

Pull of your every moan, turned by your every sigh
Claim of your every touch, tuned by your sensuous lie
I want you so bad, this wait so agitating
Come on hold me tight baby, you know i an waiting

The sound of thunderclaps, the mourning of the rain
The ruse of this anticipation to feel you once again
Whatever you want from me, i am willing,accommodating
Come on and ablaze me baby, you know i am waiting

Our chemistry its outstanding, this desire so fine
With a bit of love between us, it would have been divine
i love you with a passion but there you are hesitating
come on tell me you love me baby, you know i am waiting...

Friday, February 15, 2013

M playing wid fire I know
Yet I cant help myself from doing so
My bizzare thoughts n erratic heartbeat
justifies how mch m loving it.
These sensations to which I bow
Wil just lead to my downfall I know
Yet my racing pulse and unconsciousness
declares how mch m enjoying it.
The feel of this melting snow
On the heaps of desires that flow
And the burning,piercing pain of anticipation
shows how much m craving it.
The pagan kiss of soothing sorrow
The light caress of dreams of 2maro
And the mingled breaths of the fresh thoughts
clarify how much m holding it.
So much to feel
So much left unsaid
So much held back
Taken for granted
The only thing active was my mind
Bt now m warned m gradudally loosing it.
To this madness,to this ecstasy.
Oh great tranquility,victory to thee.

As i lay dying taking my last breath
the one i remembered was u
ur voice passed tru my sense
the only 1 i saw was u.
the feeling of ur touch,the treasure of ur love
are stored deep inside my dying heart.

As i lay dying bearing the searing pain
the one i missed was u.
The pain of death i can bear
bt how can i bear loosing you.
The fragrance of ur breath,the treasure of ur love
are stored deep inside my dying heart.

As i lay dying counting my heartbeat.
The one i wanted to see was u.
Ur trust,ur call i cld feel it
the only one 4 me was u.
The moment we spent together,the moment of our love
are stored deep inside my dying heart.

When i look into the world,i glance it through ur eyes.
When i feel the breeze,i feel it through ur sense.
When i recall something,i think it through ur mind.
When i wince nd cry,tears soak down ur lens.
Hence,
We're meant 2 be together,we shall never be apart.
Everything i say,i say it from heart.

When i shiver with cold,u tremble with me.
My heart beats wid urs,as our love is so dense.
When i giggle nd smile,u laugh wid me.
We are bonded by love nd tied by the trance.
Hence,
We,re meant 2 be together,we shall never be apart.
Everything i say,i say it from heart.

When i break down,u are there 2 support.
We are held together by unbreakable chains.
When i stir nd frown,u are there 2 comfort.
Ur love is so pure,it runs down my veins.
Hence,
We're meant 2 be together,we shall never be apart.
Everything i say,i say it from heart.

When i anticipate,u are there 2 fulfill it.
Our love is pure,no greediness 4 gains.
When i lack emotion,u are there 2 refill it.
Ur trust nd care protects me,its the strongest fence.
Hence,
We're meant 2 be together,we shall never be apart.
Everything i say,its straight from the heart.

The wind is wishpering against the tree
roaming around wild n free.
Ur company is treasure 2 me.
My heart n soul is tribute 2 thee.
Its a moment of passion n glee.
Just open up ur reserved heart nd see.

The moon is shining above us
winking at me nd making me blush.
The silvery light is painting to gloss.
Ur hypnotic eyes won the toss.
Its a moment of passion nd glee.
Just open up ur reserved heart nd see.

The light breeze is playing wid my hair
nd making me shiver square nd fair.
Y do u pretend nd hide though u care.
Y do u create a barrier.
Its a moment of passion nd glee.
Just open up ur reserved heart nd see.

The dim glow of the candle light.
This moment of love in romantic site.
Come on hold me,embrace me tight.
Dnt think its wrong,its absolutely right.
Its the moment of passion nd glee.
Just open up ur reserved heart nd see.

U confronted with danger 4 my sake.
Ur harshness nd hatred,i know its fake.
This beautiful site around the lake.
The silence around us is the piece of cake.
Its a moment of passion,love n glee.
Just open up ur heart nd behold me.

These flowing fears n hollow tears.
N screaming darkness within me.
And the call of soul so ineptitude.
And showered grace of dis attitude.
Is dat what I wished 4 me.
Hell NO....i wouldnt b so stupid.
To let me drown in such misery.

Oh! Look at them, how entertaining....
Owls eyes ogling one another
Heart shaped candys,now thats very funny
Scarlet letter, ah! a scarlet fever
The theme of red, thats dumb you see
WRAPPERS,PARCELS,GIFTS AND TROUTS!!!
Tie me up, just save a bout.
I love you.do you? OH! WHAT A SHIT
Surely, its not valentine's day, is it??

Oh! Just hang me, how disorientating....
Candleliht dinner?romantic season?
Passion right away, when wallet is full.
Time for celebration.ya right dont need a reason
Save your breath, to lure and lull
Its all a ploy, deft but empty
Beware guys, ensure your safety
The hell with your proposal, DAMNIT!!!
Surely, its not valentine's day, is it??

I am in a battlefield,its a gun in my hand
My heart-its pounding in my chest,my eyes on my enemies land.
For a moment I played back my mind,to the time I was with her
Her kiss,her love,her tears,her sigh,the feeling that binds me to her.
The promise I had made to her,"i will be back.ya sure I will"
To ask her hand in marriage,vow-'a ring' and kiss-'a seal'.
I am in pain,my heart so heavy.
oh! No these tears,my vision-its blurry.
I am aware of the black shadow,ya I know its approaching me
I know I should run or hide,but my pride wont let me
I am not a coward,nor a traitor.i must face it,i know I must.
I pulled the trigger,even felt a stab,the pain burning me down to crust.
I remembered her,ya only her,her solemn & serene face
I know I have failed her,i know I just lost a race.
Slowly gradually her image faded,through my chest escaped a cry
I am lying still on my deathbed,i have nothing for her,just a goodbye.

I am in an operation theater,its a blade in my palm.
My hand is shaking so hard right now,my eyes on his face so calm.
I see his unconscious face,so weak so drained so pale
I know I shouldnt be bt i'm afraid, i'm afraid I'll fail.
I tried to concentrate on my task,the light above is blinding me.
My hand so numb,my breath laboured,his failing heart is killing me.
I lament not stopping him and encouraging him to join the war.
Now here he lies in front of me,so close to me yet so very far.
I know I should save this wounded soldier,if not for him then for my sake
I know I am not so strong,i cant stand it,i cant take
If only I could take us back to the time when he was safe.
I hear them say-"doctor he's dead.",stare at screen wid straight line
I stared wide eyed feeling abandoned,with the pain of loosing love of mine.
The traumatic beeping of the machine,the wasted effort to save his life.
Yet no beat,no breath,just a corpse,a silent tear escaped my eye.