2013 2013 2013 <span style="font-family: inherit;">Exactly 6 months ago, on July 17, &nbsp;I blogged this:</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /><i>“However, I am staying positive, because there are no uses for me to live my life always wondering when this will happen.&nbsp;&nbsp; He told me that at some point, I will have to make this very difficult decision… wait for something catastrophic to happen, or operate now and risk now.&nbsp;&nbsp; Not the kind of decision anybody wants to take.”</i></span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /><span style="font-size: small;">This “point” has arrived. &nbsp;At least from one very skilled neurosurgeon. I was getting used to being told to just go home! Being told that surgery is an option and that I have a choice to make is a whole new ball game for me now… I have to make that decision. &nbsp;It is so hard to choose…. Im no ready! &nbsp;I guess I never would be ready to choose… but I think seeing another very qualified neurosurgeon at Mayo Clinic on March 6 will give me more confidence/facts/confirmation etc.</span></span><br> 2013 2013 2013 <br><span style="font-family: inherit;">Exactly 6 months ago, on July 17, &nbsp;I blogged this:</span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /><i>“However, I am staying positive, because there are no uses for me to live my life always wondering when this will happen.&nbsp;&nbsp; He told me that at some point, I will have to make this very difficult decision… wait for something catastrophic to happen, or operate now and risk now.&nbsp;&nbsp; Not the kind of decision anybody wants to take.”</i></span><br /><span style="font-family: inherit;"><br /><span style="font-size: small;">This “point” has arrived. &nbsp;At least from one very skilled neurosurgeon. I was getting used to being told to just go home! Being told that surgery is an option and that I have a choice to make is a whole new ball game for me now… I have to make that decision. &nbsp;It is so hard to choose…. Im no ready! &nbsp;I guess I never would be ready to choose… but I think seeing another very qualified neurosurgeon at Mayo Clinic on March 6 will give me more confidence/facts/confirmation etc.</span></span><br>2013 2013 2013 <br> <a href="http://www.matrixar.com/" title="Matrix ">المصفوفة : أجمل الخلفيات والصور</a>