You suffer from disease that you cant feel or see. You should detach from spiritism cause this is in first line causing your bad luck. A bright future awaits you with a good partner and child. But you must come to peace with yourself first.

You start with reading psalms in the peace of yourselfPsalm 93, Psalm 91, Psalm 23

And you should do this daily. Understand that spiritism has been set in place to distract souls from the love of God.

You will get a helping hand from someone you might know and you will overcome the diseases of body and soul.

Help will come but you must turn away from spiritism. It is the root cause of your suffering. Let Reiki go as long as you dont become a REAL master...not because of certificates but because of being appointed by the holy spirit for such task. Therefore Reiki is not the way to go either at this point.

Your current idea for job in a environment with bad people and bad energy you must let go!!! It would cause you to sink further into misery.

I've been told that YOU should start with reading psalms. And to read them in the place of silence with the world and yourself.

Psalm 93, Psalm 91, Psalm 23

Do this 2 or 3 times a day and ASK for help, guidance and for forgiveness by addressing the Holy Spirit. You MUST get rid of unclean things in yourself!

I am not talking out of a theoretical perspective but out of well based realisation.

Take carePace e BeneC.

Quoting: Anonymous Coward 27578617

What you are picking up on is the house I live in and the city.I live in an area that has been supposedly cursed by the Native Americans, because of what the 'white men did' and many people in this area are suffering. I've SEEN things, and I'm not psychotic. I've experienced evil only here and I've lived in a few different states in the USA and traveled when I modeled, so it is the AREA and NOT ME!I've tried to make peace with these Spirits. Look up King Phillips War. Nastiest, bloodiest, most horrible war in this country that was ever fought. This area has attracted a lot of Satanic Cults and if you looked up the book, Mortal Remains, it will shock you and also, people have more mental disease in this area, than any other areas I lived in for example Rhode Island, northern MA and CA.... They were ALL SAFE. They were fine.My life changed when~I came to this area it is like a different dimension.Freetown/Fall River/New Bedford/Taunton/Rehobeth and surrounding cities, especially Freetown/Fall River, where the Indians really placed the worst part of the curse.That's why it's so cheap to live here. Look up Bridgewater Triangle in New England. It's the area that's the creepiest on this whole continent, probably the world.