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Day 91: No More Disappointment – Commitment Statements

I commit myself to realize that the Disappointment character is a character
that I created within me which utilize the resources of my human physical body
and turn it into energy that I then experience, and where the
creation of that energy depletes and diminishes my human physical
body, and thus to participate in any character is to do harm to my physical
human body, and thus why I commit myself to investigating myself from top to
bottom til I root-out each and every character I’ve existed as, so that I can
stop the participation in characters and live here as myself as the physical,
constant and stable, and not depleting and harming myself through participation
in energetic experiences which is not really living.

I commit myself to realizing that I am the cause/creator of the experience of
disappointment, and thus when I experience disappointment, to realize that I am
creating it, and thus that I am the solution
to it, and that I must simply reverse the decision to participate in this
character, into the decision not to, within the realization that when I choose
to participate in this character that I am enslaving myself to an experience of
energy and not allowing myself to be free from energetic experiences to really live
and express myself as who I really am here as the breath, as the physical, not thoughts/emotions/feelings which are just energetic experiences
depleting the physical resources of my body and causing it to deteriorate, so
when I participate in energetic experiences I am actually busy killing myself
slowly but surely to where I will eventually meet a gruesome end, so rather not
walk that path, and thus I commit myself to realizing and reminding myself of
the consequences at stake when and as I see myself
participating in/about to participate in an energetic experience, to give
myself the opportunity to stop, and reverse the dedication that I’ve been
living to having and existing as energetic experiences and characters, into
commitment to stop the mind to live as a real being here, where I am silent and
dark within, where I can from that darkness and silence, truly express.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself going into/about to go into the
character of Disappointment, to stop, breathe, and look at how I am
disappointing myself, in where/how I have let myself down, within manifesting
this experience of disappointment, so that I can see where it is that I require
to stand and take self responsibility to expand and direct myself in a way
that’s best for life.

I commit myself to reversing my trust that I have placed within the experience
of the character of disappointment, wherein I’ve come to trust that I will go
into and experience and participate in this character, and thus to instead
place that same trust in that I will not participate in this character, for it
is the trust that I place in that I will live as this character that ‘keeps me’
living as this character, over and over and over again and never changed, and so it is to simply take the trust I
am already living, and simply now reverse it to living instead of enslavement,
so that I can expand and grow to my full potential as a being that is actually
present and aware and that can have an actual impact on the world/reality.

I commit myself to getting to know exactly how I’ve designed myself as the
mind, piece by piece, layer by layer, so that I can take myself back from
everywhere I’ve given up my self direction to my mind as how I’ve programmed
myself to react to even just a single image in my mind where I become totally
possessed just by accepting and believing in a single thought as if
it is myself and who I am,
as that is not living but walking dead, as repeating the memories of the past
which are dead and gone and living the same patterns over and over, instead of
living for real in each and every moment a new moment, a new breath.

I commit myself to realizing that when I go into the Disappointment character,
that I’m actually placing myself as a victim to reality, because I’ve in some
way ‘given up’ on myself, where instead of directing myself and my reality, I
isolate and cut myself off from reality by going into the entire experience associated
with the Disappointment character, as the specific backchat/internal
conversations/emotion/feeling reactions that come up, thus instead of being
here and fully participating in my world and reality, I am going into an
experience within myself, which indicates that I have accepted
to rather be in my mind that to be here, and thus I must be manifesting my own
disappointment, because I’ve dis-Appointed myself as one who can actually be
here and participate in reality, and thus I commit myself to investigate and
identify every way in which I have dis-Appointed myself, and re-Appoint myself
as the Solution, by not accepting myself to ‘leave reality’ by going into my
mind, but to remain here in each and every moment and trust myself to face
reality no matter what.