Saturday, December 14, 2013

I
believe athletes are some of the toughest individuals on earth. On a day-to-day basis, we handle physical and
mental hardships that tear us down.
Then, with courage and willpower, we rebuild ourselves in order to take
on even greater challenges. There is no
amount of weight that would make me cower and slow my pull. I attack everything, every challenge, with
the mindset that there is no scenario where I am not victorious. Sometimes I fail and feel hurt, but the
amount of pain is no bigger than a pinprick because I know 2016 is the bigger
picture.

160kg Snatch from 2013 Senior World Championships

This
past World Championships I suffered a shoulder injury that will require a
surgical repair.That news was tough to
swallow because 2013 was by far my best year of weightlifting.I made two international teams and lifted
some huge personal records.I’m also
sitting at three kilos away from the American record snatch in the 105kg class,
which I have dreamed of breaking ever since I started this sport.So the slap in the face from reality stings a
little bit: surgery on Tuesday, December 17th, and then 4-6 months
of rehab.My shoulder dislocation didn’t
hurt that much and I’m sure surgery won’t hurt either; but reality is sometimes
more painful than anything.Reality is
that surgery won’t be fun.Reality is
that rehab will be a long, slow process.I could even miss my goal of being back to lifting by April, but in the
eyes of an athlete there are no losing scenarios.

My deeper reality is that everything is going to be ok. My entire body is going to have time to rest and heal, to be ready for the long road to Brazil. Going through this experience will strengthen
my mind and get me more focused than ever on my goals. My coach, Zygmunt, will have ample time to
break down my technique and strengthen my weaknesses so that when I attempt
that 175kg snatch, I am a well-oiled machine.
In all seriousness, this is a blessing in disguise. A Paralympic Skier Ralph Green once told me:
“A setback is setup for a comeback.” My
comeback has started and when I return to the platform you will see a stronger
more tenacious lifter. Winter is coming.