Something

Who is it I'm looking for? I'm
endlessly searching for
something but that something
must not exist, I probably
wouldn't know that something
if it was staring directly into
my soul, I never knew how to
make my move anyhow,
rejection isn't worth the effort,
couldn't handle another
heartbreak it took me 3 years
to get over the last one, its said
it will come when you lest
expect it, if I don't expect it
how will I know it's that
something I desire, I'm still
forever searching for that
something whatever it may be