Thank you, and i truely do think my body is just prepping for 2 even tho there is 1...and mentally its playing tricks on me! I know when i do deliever...i will be a little anxious to see if it did survive against all odds...but i need to be thankful for the 1 healthy baby i am having, he/she sure is active and i love it lots already. we are 29 weeks so soon'ish LOL

Of course be grateful for you baby. But also remember mourning the loss of the one baby does not diminish your gratitude or love for the other. We lost DD1's twin at 31 weeks. It was rough. Sometimes you'll need to grieve, sometimes you'll need to be happy for the baby you do have, and both are ok.