Monday, December 29, 2008

Is'nt that the question everyone wants 2 be assured of.I want to live...i want to be assured that each and every member of my family is safe....dont you ...???

Yes we all do...

Atleast i want 2 fly like a free bird.Why mom calls me at an average of 2 calls every hour....???

Why i have to be afraid of a guy asking me for some address...???

Why i have to look below my seat every time i board a bus...???

Why i have to look suspiciously every other guy having beard...??

There are plenty of cases to consider.......but why i have to ????

Can't i have a simple life.....we have enough problems to take care of....isnt it...??

26/11 the day i will never forget.I was just preparing for my sessionals.

Mama came and said"son bombay has been attacked agai....".I rushed to aaj tak and saw all the proceedings.All my sessional preparations came to a standstill.I should have been doin my preparations but i couldnt.How could i....when some part of mine had been wrecked by so called terrorists.

October 2005 and september 2005,i witnessed both of them.

Since then,i have so many questions.I feel frightened to go new delhi station and board route no 355 for my college.I am confused as i am not sure if its ok to smile or laugh.

When the news of 26/11 came in,i could feel how much mama was scared.She tried to hide it but i was pretty sure she was crying....crying for me,for my dad....just because she was not sure if we will be able to make it safe after the work we do everyday.

After the attacks on taj and oberoi hotels,the owners have gone for there own armed security.

But what about us.....we never stay in those hotels....i will rather stay in a hotel like those in paharganj.They dont even have their own cctv sets....making them vulnerable to any kind of terrorist attack.So what i have to do now...?? Nothing....i can't do nothing .....i am on the mercy of those devils,because i dont want to.....thats the way i(INDIANS) am.I always weigh current issues......

i neve learn.....

i forget my past....

i neve prepare 4 d future....

i go to clg, attend classes ,discuss the issues and make a quick come back to have a cup of coffee because its chilly outta dere nd see some masala news in my so called television....

I have accepted i will always have a lyf full of fear.

I have accepted that i will live like a rat.

I have accepted that i will never act.

I have accepted that i will fold my eyes and let my politician do whatever he wants to.

I have accepted that even if my brother dies in an attack,i will just go 4 compensation.

But y????

Cant i change myself?????

Yes i can.......i can change myself.....

cum on its not the job of a politician to take care of my family.......its me who has 2 do the job.

I have to change myself.I do not want to concern about my neighbour,i just want to be sure of my family's safety.I should do my part and in the end all those i's will become we.

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i am out of control....
i always drive in 4th gear.......always in a hurry....thats y i see things so blurred passing by me and cant distinguish between good and bad.....but cant help it....datz me,oh yeah datz the fuzzy guy encircled by some kind a jinx.