Since I had seen your billboard along the busiest Avenue in the metro, I couldn't help myself from wanting to see more of you every day. I feel like an infatuated teenage girl, considering my age of 27. You got me so interested; I started on reading your biography, gathering your pictures, watching your videos, following you on Twitter, Tumblr and Facebook. I had your pictures as my wallpaper on my phone, iPad, laptop and office desktop. I tell my office mates that you are my crush, and I really like you a lot.

I know there's no chance of you stumbling upon this letter, but still I want to say what I'm feeling about you right now, and I hope you wouldn't mind.

xoxo

Current Mood: hopeful

Current Music:Give Me Love - Ed Sheeran

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Things are getting more complicated than before. I'm scared to death. Just the thought of her leaving me behind gives me these unnecessary emotions. I've always wanted to be with her, even if my actions don't show it that much (just like the way she sees it). I want to grow old and die with her.. Even if we don't have that much, I know we can make it.

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Sadness succumbs my being like a blanket of doom. Thoughts are getting blurred, emotions are in stir. How could I ever be so trusting of myself, thinking that I am alright? I hate emotions, they complicate things. It makes you weak, fragile, and useless.