Lashing out I know what it's all about You want to lash out at everyone But you lash out on yourself I'm begging on my knees Help me please! No one can help you but yourself But you are left in doubt Help me please! I'm begging on my knees There is no one to help you but yourself But you are left i...

My previous delusion was very frightening to me. So scary to me that I found it hard to get out of the house for a few weeks. My heart wouldn't stop racing and my head wouldn't stop telling me lies that everyone hated me and that I was stupid. But I've managed to get out because I had to work which ...

Was bipolar. But the drinking masked it all and it was changed to traits of borderline personality disorder which I disagree with. Now that I've stopped drinking I've noticed how long I stay high and how long I stay low along with the paranoia and anxiety. Maybe I should see a psych again?