Τετάρτη, 22 Σεπτεμβρίου 2010

choking with my own salivalove, look what you've done..keep thinking of words i wish i'd forget.my room's full of smoke and mirrorsempty bottles full of stubsarchive singing violently that feeble melodyyou know, the one i sang for you.cold hands trembling, loveme mumbling words, something like love, lovelove, isn't it what made you nervous, love?love, isn't it forbidden?love, love, love, now i can scream it on the phoneyes, i can piss you off again, you know?but you ain't listening, you ain't listening..love, i'm talking about love, if you know what i'm saying.no disrespect, but that's what you are, love.what you've never felt, love, what you'll never feel.i suppose.thought i knew, but i didn'tthought you cared, but you didn't.being afraid of your everythingbut still being afraid of everything without you.love, i hate you.

Δευτέρα, 13 Σεπτεμβρίου 2010

so, when you think you're fallingopen your armsand pretend you're flying.the fall might hurt the samebut the way will be happier-more innocent-easier, calmer-and when those days comethose days, you know i'm sorrywhen you can't sleep, can't dream anymorewhen you keep listening to the same discordant melodywhen you make the same dull dim-remembered story, i'm sorrywhen you laugh at me, but smile no more, i'm sorryi'm sorrywhen those days come-but don't forgetdon't you forget, loveby no fear this soul is driven-cause enamoured heartmakes the words trembleceases the blood in the veinsblushes with love-doesn't exist anymore-fading memory, love-''no more! alas that magical sad soundtransforming all! thy charms shall please no more!thy memory no more!''accursed...mind-stupid spectator in a stupid dramain a motley situation, an invisible barriermime that mumbles his words-empty room, haunting youor notwhatever-sweet duty, gone away-nothing but a heartache everyday--