Its amazing the inumerous times in life that is necessary to start over. When the pain is too much to bare, you allow yourself to hit the bottom, and there starts the hard and most unpredictable rise to peace of mind. You smile and you cry, every other day.One week you feel you can take over the world, alone, but the following week youre lying in dispair because you cannot face another day. Your stomach flips over a thousand times and you give in.Then you realize youve just take a step back, and you get frustrated. You rely on the gift God sent you from up above, your friends, and for a while you smile again. But somethings missing. Late at night, in your mind, inside your heart, somethings missing.You decide, right there, youre letting go of what harms you, no matter how difficult it may be, and you move on. But what made you take that road was the light.Lets not call it love. Lets call it hope. Love comes later.But that hope is inside a person, and that person is your strenght.To wake up. To leave your cosy bed. To face the day, and enjoy it.That person makes everything seem so easy and possible. And bright. So, because of that new hope in your life, you decide to start over.And it makes you feel...clean.