The
below message is channeled through my Arcturian SELF. This message is
from my human self. Since time is almost gone to me, I can’t remember
when the above message came in, but since then I have been pulling
through extreme amounts of higher light. I think that I have been in the
process of “fine-tuning my mission,” or, at least I thought so then.
However, the first and second day after running this high frequency
energy, I felt like a limp rag. It guests came over to see us. That
should make me happy, which it did, but it did not add any energy to my
consciousness. I felt like an empty vessel.

In other words, it
was down to the fine-tuning part of our Mission, which is to make sure
that that we integrate what we have experienced into our daily lives.
Sometime, at least to me, the ascension process feels like a roller
coaster ride. The up swings are amazing, blissful, euphoric, and fun.
However, the down swings are exhausting, confusing, and strangely sad. I
am not sure what the sadness is about. Perhaps, the sadness is the loss
of my best friend - fear.

Perhaps, the sadness is a
realization that life, as we have known it, is ending. Sadness is not
always a bad thing. In fact, sometimes it is a way to honor that which
is no longer is in our life. Perhaps, the sadness, that could not be
felt before because it would be too overwhelming, can finally come to
the surface to be released. Maybe it is the same with the anger, fear,
anxiety and depression. Maybe they can only come to the surface of our
consciousness after we have experienced truth, unconditional love, bliss
and joy. Whatever the reason is, I think that it is important that we
honor all our emotions, even if they are fear-based.

As our
consciousness expands, so do our emotions. Therefore, many of our
feelings do not feel identical to emotions because they are of a much
higher frequency. In our multidimensional experiences, light and sound,
thoughts and emotions are not separated. They are ONE experience. It is
the combination of light/thoughts and sound/emotions that allows us to
move our conscious experience of reality beyond the invisible threshold
that has trapped us in the third dimensional illusions.

Now
that these illusions are being popped open to reveal the truth, anger is
a frequent guest in our emotional world. How could we have been so
stupid, so scared, or oblivious to believe those obvious lies? This is,
of course, a self-judgment that is NOT based on unconditional love.
However, with time swirling in and out our reality, it is easy to forget
that the world we lived until, well, until NOW was based on illusion.
Just a few years ago, the truths that are common (to anyone who reads
the Internet), were absolutely impossible for almost everyone to
believe.

Then, there were those of us who forgot to forget. We
had to monitor our every word so that we did not reveal what would be
ridiculous or blasphemous to most of those around us. Perhaps, our
sadness is the sorrow of years, in fact lifetimes, of isolation from
others and from our SELF. As we become more intimate with our true SELF,
we are able to become more intimate with others. As we become more
honest with our SELF, we can be more honest with others. And, as we
remember more about our SELF, we remember more about our Mission.

Thus, the fine-tuning of our Mission is actually the process of
fine-tuning our relationship with a vaster expression of our SELF. This
SELF is not just our higher expressions of our Multidimensional SELF; it
is also the first expressions of our human self. I have found that
remembering what I have always loved, such as Nature, gardening,
laughing with a best friend, being with loved ones (even when I am too
tired to fully engage) is what I have always loved. Different people
have different loves, and I think doing exactly what we love is the best
way to fine-tune our Mission.

In fact, in order to find the
basis of our Mission, we can look back into our childhood and remember
what we always loved as a child. Our Divine Child is the part of our
human self that as never forgotten our Mission. We can also look at what
our main problems, which have been constantly repeated in different
forms and dramas, to see that which has been blocking us from BEING our
Mission. If we can stop judging ourselves for having the same problem,
again, and unconditionally love, forgive and accept ourselves, the
problems are often resolved or often vanish.

Once we have
forgiven, accepted and loved ourselves—unconditionally—we suddenly find
the “time” to DO what we LOVE. In fact, doing what we love is one of the
most important things that we can DO for our Mission. When we allow
ourselves to do what we love, we FEEL love deep within our core. When we
FEEL love within our core, we become solid, grounded, steady on our
ever-changing Path. With this commitment to our SELF, we no longer
forget to water the flowers, walk the dog, call the grandkids, lay in
the sun, read our favorite book and spent lots and lots of time with
people, animals, plants and activities that we LOVE.

Choosing
love is what fine-tunes our Mission. When we choose love, especially
unconditional love, we can see life clearly, without condition, without
limitation or separation. Choosing love allows us to remember our Spirit
and shine it out for all to see. We have hidden, kept silent, lied and
ran away for myriad lifetimes because it was too soon to live in love.
It was not safe to tell the Truth and we had NO guidance, except that
which we found within. Now, our inner and outer lives are merging into
ONE, and there is not place to hide, even if we wanted to.

The
time that we have awaited for more lives than we could count has come
into our NOW. Oly, Oly, oxen, free, free, free. It is time to come out
of hiding and be our SELF. Yes, we may be exhausted the next day, or
week. Yes, it is a risk. Yes, it could all be “just our imagination.”
But what if it isn’t? What if everything that everyone is saying was
true and we were too afraid to stand up and be counted? Now, that would
be my greatest fear. Therefore, here I AM in the NOW of Personal and
Planetary Ascension.

We are the Arcturians wish to speak with you today about your Mission.
We will not directly tell you what your Mission is for it is through the
process of finding, remembering and fine-tuning your Mission that you
will find the Wisdom, Power and Love to live it. Your Mission is not a
job that you go to and leave at the end of the day. Your Mission is the
reason why you chose to take embodiment during this auspicious era of
Personal and Planetary Ascension.

Ascension is not a gift
or a reward. Ascension is a choice and a responsibility to be the Master
of your thoughts and emotions. If you are not the Master of your own
energy field, it is quite difficult to step-it-up into the fifth
dimension and beyond. It is your energy field, your consciousness, which
will ascend, for your earth vessel is just the container that was
necessary for you to adhere your life force to the third/fourth
dimensional matrix. One of the important moments of your ascension
process is when you remember that you are NOT your body. YOU are the
consciousness the fills, and now overlaps, your body.

Your
earth vessel is the container for your consciousness, and your aura is
the magnetic field that can adhere you to your multidimensional
consciousness. Your full multidimensional consciousness does not need a
container at all in the eight through twelfth dimensions, and from the
fifth through seventh dimensions, your container is no longer created by
third dimensional elements and fourth dimensional elementals. In the
fifth dimension, your container is one of light, as light is ever
flowing can transmit its highest expression of unconditional love.

During your process of ascension, your physical and etheric container
is becoming increasingly constrictive. You are like a snake that must
shed its old skin or a butterfly that no longer wants to crawl and is
ready to fly. You yearn to flow, float and instantly transport yourself
to the myriad light-based fifth dimensional realities that are
increasingly entering your imagination and dreams. You are unsure of the
manner in which you will transport and/or transmute your experience of
reality into the reality of your dreams and imagination, but how that
will occur is beginning to constantly haunt you.

You are
being called Home. The Clarion Call has begun, and it grows stronger
within every minute of your time. Sometimes this Call fills you with
unconditional love and light that shins to colors and a brilliance that
you never experienced before the Call entered your Being. Sometimes the
Call fills you with calm patience and an inner Knowing that all is well.
On the other hand, sometimes the Call fills you with great fatigue and
frustration.

This fatigue and frustration is because your
earthen vessel has become too small, too constrictive. You tire of the
dramas that you once called life and yearn for a reality that is of a
calmer, gentler pace. Ambition has left you and possession is an archaic
term that bound you to a reality of work and acquisition. The only
possessions that you treasure are those which you hold within and those
which allow you the security of a safe place to more deeply explore your
inner journey.

Hence, you home has become your haven from
the hurry, scurry of a reality that you can no longer cherish. Your
“yard” and all of nature can no longer be a possession for it is a
living being that you lovingly tend, visit and protect. Your birth
family and the family of your adulthood may or may not understand the
process that lives forever in your heart and mind, but it does not
matter to you. You no longer need outer assurance that you are “doing
the right thing,” or “being a good person.” You look inside now to
attain that assurance. In fact, now you look inside for everything.

Once reality was outside of you, and your inner life was just an
illusion, a fantasy or your imagination. Now, you look inside for
guidance, truth and comfort. Those who can accept that you are strangely
different than before remain in your life, and those who judge, or even
fear your transition, are beginning to phase out of your reality. You
are moving your consciousness into a frequency of reality that is more
important to you than physical recognition, fame, comfort or acceptance.
In doing so, you are finding an independence from that which you once
knew as “life.”

At the same time, you are finding a new
definition of “life” that flows into that which you once knew, but
expands far beyond the limitation, illusions and barriers that were once
a part of your daily reality. Every now and again, fear trickles into
your consciousness and you feel it like an anchor that traps you in a
sensation of reality that closes your heart and dampens your mind.
Fortunately, your connection with your higher frequencies of expressions
can reach into your memory and remind you who you REALLY are.

Yes, you are remembering who you are now. As past/parallel 3D realities
begin to flood your awareness, the grand significance of “being alive”
takes on a new meaning. Death is no longer a fear of extinction, but
only an interruption in your present expression of reality. As you feel
the great transformation within your self, as well as the promise of
consciously creating a new, higher expression of reality, you treasure
the life that had once been a burden filled with fear and challenge.

You remember now that fear was a choice of your attention and challenge
was an initiation that pushed you further along your path of ascension.
However, ascension is no longer a “path,” nor is it a “process.”
Ascension is your every thought, every emotion and every choice of
reaction, response and behavior. Ascension is a constant release of that
which has been completed, and a continuous recognition of the reality
that YOU are creating.

Everything that happens in your live
now is a component of your ascension, and there is no person, place,
situation or thing that is more important than your personal and
planetary transmutation back to SELF. Challenges are becoming
opportunities for growth. Fear is becoming that which you relentlessly
transmute into love. And, time, which once captured you in duties and
obligations or allowed you a moment of happiness and love, is blurring
into the NOW.

Hence, the spaces in-between: “Who you are and who you are becoming,” “What you desire and what you are experiencing,” “Where you are and where you are going,” “How you get there and how you have already arrived” and “Why your life is changing no matter what you DO”
are being erased from your perception. The space in-between is no
longer a barrier that you must “work through,” as it was before.

With the Mastery of your Energy, you can instantly transmute any
situation by simply remembering who you are. However, within the moment
of your NOW, part of “who you are” is your physical encasement, as well
as the physical encasement of your Mother Gaia. Therefore, just as the
snake must remain still in order to shed the skin that has become too
small, just as a caterpillar must disappear into its cocoon in order to
become a butterfly, you need to “shut down” your physical operations as
often as is necessary.

Remember, you are not just adapting
to a new body. You are, also, adapting to a new planet and a new
reality. With your every choice and decision you enter a new spectrum of
possible realities. Many of these realities are of a much higher
frequency. Therefore, you must calibrate your consciousness to these
higher frequencies of reality with you every thought and emotion.
Unfortunately, some situations still lower your consciousness and you
must fight to release your fear and remember your SELF. After these
challenges, you will need to rest. In both cases, there is a constant
need to be still so that you can integrate the new and to release the
old.

Furthermore, you are releasing time-bound third
dimensional thinking and learning/remembering to think
multidimensionally. You are also releasing the judgments and conditions
of human love and learning to live in unconditional love. If that is not
enough, you are transmuting not only this physical reality, but also
all the physical realities you have ever experienced on the body of
Gaia. Last, and definitely not least, you are transmuting the planet
Herself.

Yes, the planet is a She, a being of form. She,
Gaia, wishes to return to the fifth dimension where She can unite with
Her Divine Complement, a formless being of Spirit. Together, they can
again become a Multidimensional Star. She has been your Mother for
countless incarnations, and you have chosen to serve her again and
again. Now, person and planet, as ONE Being are returning to their
Higher Expressions. Your Divine Complements are also lining up at the
threshold of the fifth dimension to be rejoined as your Galactic and
Celestial ancestors reach out to embrace you.

We have
prepared a table for you, the candles are lit and the music is on. The
party is starting, and we are ready to embrace you!

I AM IlliaEm, Elohim of Arcturus,
As an Elohim I am a “holder of form.” I have come to bestow a great
gift on you. However, first allow me to tell you about the “Force of
Creation."

Elohim are the Higher SELVES of Devas, who are the
Higher SELVES of Elementals. It is the task of Elohim, as well as all
the members of the Devic Kingdom, to assist Beings in holding a
form/body, allowing them to incarnate into a manifest reality, which
they choose to hold a form.

You and Gaia have many
Elementals within your physical body. These Elementals are “supervised”
by their Devas, who are the Group Elemental for their element. These
Elementals and Devas assist all 3D Beings in creating and holding their
3D form.

Because Gaia, and all her inhabitants, is undergoing
the ascension process, all life on Gaia is incrementally rising in
vibration. With each small shift in resonance, your form slightly
alters. Because of this, the Elementals, Devas and Elohim are now
extremely busy.

In fact, your human body and the planetary body
of Gaia are altering their structure, beginning with the DNA.
Therefore, I, IlliaEm, am here to assist you, persons and planet, in
your transformation. You see, as you change the resonate frequency of
your body you also shift realities.

Therefore, we members of
the Devic Kingdom are not only assisting you in holding the form of your
earth vessel, but we are also assisting Gaia in holding the form of all
forms within and upon Her ever-changing planet.

This shifting
of forms and realities is much like climbing a steep mountain cliff.
First you reach up as far as you can to place your pylon into the cliff.
Then you attach your safety tether to the pylon so that you are
connected to something solid as you move up the cliff. Then, when you
feel ready, you pull yourself up to the position of the pylon. It is
best to remain there for a while, to assure that you are stable, before
you repeat the same process, again and again.

This “climb” is
precisely what you are doing now. First you reach up in vibration to a
higher frequency of your Multidimensional SELF. Then you attach your
attention, pylon, to that SELF. When you feel ready, you use your
intention, safety tether, to pull your resonance up in vibration until
it matches the SELF to whom you have attached.

Just as the
mountain climber’s view of the world changes each time a higher pylon is
reached, your reality shifts each time you move into a higher frequency
of your SELF. Because your body has risen in resonance, you are able to
consciously perceive a higher frequency reality. The reality was
always there, but it was formerly beyond your ability to perceive it.
Once you are able to become aware of a reality, you can also be IN that
reality.

In order to stay conscious in that higher vibration,
however, you must maintain your body, and/or consciousness, at that
frequency. In other words, you must “hold the form” of your new body,
just as the mountain climber must “hold his position” on a higher part
of the mountain.

Gradually, you are changing from a third
dimensional, to a fourth dimensional, to a fifth dimensional body and
reality. You are transforming your “form” from that of carbon, 3D, to
etheric, 4D, to Lightbody, 5D. Hence, this transition will often make
you feel fatigued. Your alteration is much like that of a “snake” that
has outgrown its old skin and must shed it.

Slowly but surely,
your old “skin” is being released so that your “new model,” Lightbody,
can be revealed. “YOU” will not “die.” In fact, you won’t even appear
to be of Light with your physical eyes, as your external shell will
maintain the same vibration as the planet, so that you and Gaia may
perform your ascension TOGETHER.

You and Gaia are encased in
the shell of the “old you.” Inside the shell, you are transforming into
Lightbody. You will keep this protective encasement until it is time
for you to “crack the shell” in synchronicity with Gaia and all the
other members of the grounded Planetary Ascension Team. This cracking of
the shell will commence at the “time” when the 3D Matrix begins to so
degrade that the points of cohesion loosen.

The 3D Game will
begin its “ending” when “enough” of the illusions of separation and
limitation are released by the awakening Lightworkers. Every time you
say NO to illusion, NO to limitation, and NO to extinct beliefs that
separate one from another, the 3D Matrix loosens.

This process
will come slowly at first but will steadily gather speed.
Unfortunately, due to their fears and indoctrinations from the past,
many humans, as well as other members of Gaia’s kingdom, are still
living in “survival based” reality. Happily, as each player of the Game
Awakens, their first task is to awaken others.

The progression
of awakening will quickly accelerate as each of you awakens and, in
turn, awaken others, who awaken others, who awaken others… Your
awakening is a process of integrating your Soul/SELF into your physical
body. Integrating your Soul/SELF is much like “resting by the pylon to
which you have just ascended.” Ascension, like climbing a cliff, is
done bit-by-bit.

I, IlliaEm, wish to congratulate you on your
journey so far. You have now integrated your Soul/SELF into your First,
Second, Third, and Fourth Chakras. Please, allow your self “time” to
adjust to these changes, as well as to each new reality.

As
your lower chakras, one through three, are recalibrated, you experience
more and more freedom from living in “survival mode.” This freedom
feels like a huge transition in your life.

With the calibration
of your Fourth, Heart Chakra, there are more major changes, both in
your life and in your body, as you integrate the Unconditional Love of
your Soul/SELF. This foundation of Unconditional Love gives you the
courage to awaken your own Force of Creation that has been locked in
your Throat Chakra.

During the integration of your Throat
Chakra, your consciousness will expand to encompass the fifth dimension
and your brainwaves will shift from Beta, to Alpha, to Theta. Beta Wave
Consciousness will become increasingly tedious, and you will crave the
Force of Creation in your everyday life.

At this point you will
likely feel “out of sync” with members of your previous reality who
have not yet awakened their Force of Creation and still believe that
they must “work hard to get what they want.”

As your
consciousness expands, your body accepts more prana into your chakras,
your chakras spin faster due to the increased prana, and deeper levels
of darkness are released from your physical form. As age-old darkness
is released, the secrets of your alternate realities “past lives” are
experienced, often in a vivid fashion. Until these realities are healed
and released, life can be quite challenging.

During this
cleansing, remember that you are “creating” your personal tunnel of
light through your Lower Astral Body. I wish to remind you that, as you
clear you own Lower Astral Body, you are also clearing the Lower Astral
Body of Gaia. It is the Lower Astral Body in which your ancient pain
and fear is trapped. Once it is cleared, more Light can come into your
consciousness and into the Collective Consciousness of Gaia.

Your physical “shell” becomes thinner and more pliable as your fourth
dimensional aura is cleared of old dissonance. It is true that you have
already cleared much of your “darkness,” but as you move higher UP in
consciousness, you also move deeper DOWN into your unconscious self.
Also, due to the alteration of your DNA, you are now clearing old
genetic memories that were formerly inaccessible.

Because of
your great progress, you are transitioning from the fourth dimension to
the fifth dimension, which is a greater “leap” than the transition from
the third to the fourth dimension. The shift in consciousness from third
to fourth dimension is much more familiar than the shift from fourth
into fifth dimension, because the third and fourth dimensions have been
interwoven in all of your earth incarnations.

In fact,
Lemuria and Atlantis were more fourth dimensional than third. Then,
after the fall of Atlantis, the portal to the fourth dimensional Kingdom
of Faerie, was open for quite some time. In addition, you visit the
fourth dimension every night during your sleep, and have crossed over
into it every time you have “died.”

On the other hand, you
have only experienced the fifth dimension during very spiritual
lifetimes in which you actually “ascended” at the time of your “death.”
In your “ascension” in these lifetimes, you were able to consciously
cross over into the loving acceptance of your “Spirit Guides.” However,
your earth vessel was usually discarded, and a new one was created for
your “next” incarnation.

On the other hand, during this era
of Planetary Ascension, many of you will keep an earth vessel for your
visits to the “old Earth,” so that you may more easily assist the new
ascending ones. This will be much like keeping a car at your office, so
that you will have transportation while you are at work.

In fact, many of you are having one reality in which you can freely be
your SELF and another reality in which you must “keep up the façade” of
being ONLY third dimensional. You are doing this so that you can perform
your Mission in the “Silence.” Once you have fully integrated your
Throat Chakra, you will find it much more difficult to KEEP up your
facade, and easier to “come out” into the world as your SELF.

The challenge is that it is difficult enough to successfully and
happily live one earth life, and your transformation is creating the
experience of simultaneously living many lives. Fortunately, with the
integration of the Throat Chakra, you are in Constant Communication with
your Multidimensional SELF who is quite familiar with concurrently
living in multiple realities. This Constant Communication will guide
you, just as, increasingly, you will guide others.

With the
integration of your Fifth Chakra, the human emotions of the Second
Chakra will convert into the higher octave emotions of the Fifth Chakra.
The integration of your Heart Chakra has allowed you to feel
Unconditional Love and Compassion for your self, which gives you a firm
foundation for escalation of your emotions to the next octave.

The Constant Communication with your SELF will continuously offer you
an antidote for the toxic emotions of the third dimension. When you feel
angry, your SELF will remind you that you can choose to UNDERSTAND.
When you become sad, your SELF will assist you to RELEASE what is
“complete” into the Flow. And, when you experience fear, your SELF will
bask you in Unconditional LOVE to give you strength to fulfill the
Initiation that YOU have created.

Because you continuously
hear the “Voice of your SELF,” and see through the “Eyes of your Soul,”
memories from Home constantly distract you from what you “should” be
doing and encourage you to, instead, do what you “want” to do.

Eventually, it will become easier for you to remember that you no
longer “want” to engage in the dramas of the 3D Game. Since you can now
see through many illusions, you are more able to Unconditionally Accept
and Unconditionally Forgive the behavior and actions of those who are
still trapped in the 3D Matrix.

Please take a moment now to integrate my message. I will return shortly to lead you in the Throat Chakra Mediation.

After
my meeting with the Arcturian, Jason guided me to the table and made
some coffee so I could get more grounded. As I sat there waiting for my
coffee, I started flipping through the stack of mail I had set on the
table. After going through a bunch of bills we could not pay and a lot
of junk mail, I came to a letter from a lawyer for Jason.

Obviously,
the letter had followed him over several address changes and finally
found its way to his current address. It looked like one of those
envelopes that had a check in it, so I called Jason in to open it. He
came in with our coffee and sat down to open the official looking
letter.

“Oh,” he said. “This was my rich uncle’s attorney.”

“You never told me about a rich uncle,” I teased him as he opened the letter.

“Yes, he was not a very nice man to me, but he offended about everyone
else he knew. However, he was very wealthy, so there were a lot of
‘hanger-ons’ who followed him around.”

Then Jason’s eyes became as big as saucers, and he took a deep breath, as he said, “He left me some money.”

“Cool,” I said. “Now maybe we can pay some of these bills.”

“No,”
he said. “He left me a LOT of money. He left me enough money that we
can buy this cabin, quit our meager jobs and, depending how we manage
it, not work for years.”

I was sure he was teasing me, so I laughed and said, “Yes, lets be wealthy ‘lay-abouts.’”

“No,” Jason exclaimed as he gave me the letter. “I am not teasing.”

“When I read the letter, I almost fainted. All I could say was, “Wow, what are you going to do with all this money?”

Jason
took my hand and looked into my eyes, “First I will marry you. Then we
will take a year honeymoon to visit the elements and elementals.”

All
I really heard was the “marry me” part. “Marry me!” I said with such
joy and love that he stood up, walked around the small table, pulled me
up into a standing position and looked into my eyes as he said, “My dear
Sandy, will you do me the honor of being my wife?”

I cannot
express the joy and love that I felt in that moment. All I could do was
shake my head up and down as I said, “Yes, oh yes, yes, yes, yes.” We
hugged each other so tightly that we became one person. Jason then
picked me up and carried me into the bedroom to celebrate the beginning
of our new life.

Much later, Jason got up, called the attorney
and made all the arrangements for him to collect his money. We would
have to travel into the city so that he could sign some papers and
transfer the money to his, actually soon to be OUR, account. Hence, the
next week was a flurry of activity.

First we went to the
attorney to make sure this landfall was real. We both knew that the
money was actually a gift from our “higher support team” so we could
complete our mission. It was not that somehow they made Jason’s uncle
die, but rather that they invisibly shifted us to a parallel reality in
which this money came into our life.

Actually, the money had
been trying to come into our life for over six months, as that was the
original date on the letter. We had changed so much in those six months
that it was a good thing that we did not get that money before now. Who
knows if we would have been able to handle it an appropriate manner
then?

Now, our heads were clear, so we consulted our higher
guidance as to how to best manage our new money. First we would go to
the attorney, then we would find a good company to manage it. Managed
correctly, this amount of money could take care of us for many years.
That is, if we even needed it after we returned to Gaia’s core.

All
of the business of re-setting our lives took about two months. In that
time we also planned our simple wedding, which we would have in our
cabin with our neighborhood friends. Yes, we did buy the cabin, which
was always our dream. We told everyone that we were going on a year
honeymoon, which in fact was true.

One of our best friends would
live in the cabin and take care of it for us. He loved to garden, so he
would keep up our backyard garden. Everything was falling into place.
Jason and I knew that all of this occurred because of our friends in,
literally, “higher places.” We stepped up our meditation, as we knew
that the temptations of our new life could tempt us to forget our
mission.

Our higher dimensional team was with us every day in
our meditations. Mytre and Mytria communicated with us on a regular
basis, as did Mytrian and the Arcturian. It was very clear to me that
the day that the Arcturian came into my kitchen was the beginning of
my/our new life. The next new beginning in our life was our marriage,
which I now share.

Our friends made us spend the night before our
wedding in a nearby hotel room. None of them had much money for gifts,
so they decided to work together to decorate the cabin for our wedding.
One of them had a local friend who could legally marry us and arranged
for her to come to our cabin.

We decided to be completely ready
for our yearlong “honeymoon” before our wedding, so everything was
planned by the end of our two-month period of creating our new life.
Finally, everything was ready, and we were staying at the hotel while
our friends decorated our cabin. They were all very creative, so we knew
they would do a wonderful job.

Now we could have afforded a
fancy hotel further down the mountain, but we loved the life we had
created here and did not want to change it. We had started several
trusts for ecological foundations for the animals, forests, atmosphere,
oceans, etc. We did not know what would occur in the core of Gaia,
except that Jason and I would always be together.

We also made a
will leaving the money to our friends. Neither one of us had any
family, so we divided the money equally among our friends. Jason even
put the money in OUR name before we were married. He told me, “We are
ONE person. Everything is to be in OUR name.” I was so happy that I had
to keep pinching myself to see if it was all a dream.

“All
physical life is a dream,” reminded the Arcturian in one of our
meditations. Jason and I reminded each other of this message as we
snuggled into bed in our pre-marital motel room. We had had our
pre-marital dinner in the local tavern, walked back to our room and
fallen into bed laughing from a bit too much beer.

“Can we consummate our marriage before we get married?” Jason asked with a glint in his eyes. I answered him with a long kiss.

The
next morning we woke very early. We took a walk along the trail running
past the motel, had breakfast at the same tavern and went back to our
room to get ready for our wedding. We knew the bride and groom were
supposed to be apart before the wedding, but we did not want to ever be
apart. We had our wedding clothes with us, so at the appointed time we
drove to our cabin ready to become husband and wife.

I was so
happy that I felt as though I would burst. Fortunately, I could see that
Jason was just as excited. When we came around the final curve to our
cabin we saw our friends lined up in front of our door. They were all
dressed in their “Sunday-best” with bright smiles on their faces.

They
formed two lines of people, which we were guided to walk between. When
we got to the front door, our Best Man opened it and the Maid of Honor
guided us through the amazingly decorated house and out the back door.
They had planned the wedding in the exact spot where we had first been
taken up in the Spaceship.

When we saw that, Jason and I both
burst out in tears. How could we leave these amazing friends? What if we
never saw them again?

“Live in the NOW!” we both heard the Arcturian inside our consciousness.

Since
this was the most wonderful NOW we could imagine, we both smiled as we
were guided to the lovely woman who would marry us. We had totally
trusted our friends, and they had created a the most perfect wedding
possible.

The ceremony was beautiful, the food was delicious,
the conversations were filled with joy and laughter and the hugs were
abundant. Finally, it was time to sneak into our bedroom and get our
travel clothes on. We had already fully packed the van we bought for our
trip, as we would leave the car for our friend who was living in the
cabin.

We now had the money to have an elaborate, expensive
wedding, but this was the most perfect wedding we could imagine, and it
was FREE. Everything was part of our gift form our friends. They had all
cooked food, decorated the cabin and shared their most important gift
of love and laughter.

When we came out of our room dressed in
our travel clothes, we hugged them all. Our laughter turned to tears.
Everyone, even the woman who had married us and become our instant
friend, was crying. Once Jason had driven out of their vision, he pulled
our car over so that we could hug and cry, from happiness and a bit of
sorrow. Then, we drove down the mountain and into the unknown.

We
did not know if we would ever see our dear friends again, but we knew
we would carry them, and this day, in our hearts forever. As we drove
down the mountain, we knew that our old life had ended, and we were
beginning a new life.

Note from Sue,

I didn't see this one
coming. I love the experience of writing these stories, as I am reading
the story for the first time while I am writing it. Sometimes I get
ideas of where the storyline is going, but it does not always flow in
that direction when I write it. This process is much like our daily life
when we live in the NOW and surrender to the Path that we find before
us. We are all on a great adventure, which reveals itself to us when we
pay attention to our inner life and listen to our SELF.

Dear
ones, we come to tell you of the light we see eminating from your
planet in an ever increasing intensity. So many are awakening and
beginning to understand the bigger picture. So many are beginning to see
through the lies and games of those who wish to keep you in bondage and
ignorant of your true selves . Do not get hung up on the fear and
negativity you may become aware of, but instead try very hard to use
that which you become aware of for practice in keeping your energy and
consciousness immersed in truth, for this is what will change world
consciousness. Your energy of light affects those around you and then
will affect the next for all are actually ONE.

In oneness you do
not lose your individuality, but begin to understand that all
individuals are within and of the ONE. Many fear losing their
individuality as they evolve because this concept has been presented in
some teachings and when understood through an third dimensional
consciousness, it could be interpreted that way. The truth is that each
of you is a vital piece within the whole (Omnipresent Divine
Consciousness) much like a jigsaw puzzle with each piece being very
important.

The time is drawing very close when you will see and
hear information directly, dear ones. Many of those watching, are
awaiting the correct time to appear and help, but world energy is not
yet ready. There are still many living in the old energy of fear, not
quite ready to accept the reality of other nations upon other planets.
Much is taking place that you know nothing about because your news does
not tell you everything, however that will also change.

This is a
grand time for all privileged to be on earth. Many have come simply to
assist in your transformation to a higher dimensional planet. Many of
your children are here with no karma or third dimensional lessons to be
learned, but simply to add their light to the process. Try not to push
these unusual children into the conventional boxes that society often
wishes to place people in, for in doing so you confuse and hold back
these dear ones. Much of what seems important to the third dimensional
consciousness, resonates as obsolete and irrelevant to these evolved
souls—however, not yet fully mature, they can’t quite figure out why
they are different. Parents need to understand that these children need
love, acceptance, and guidelines. Never talk down to or use old outdated
modes of discipline with them for this will cause them to simply shrink
back from what they do not resonate with but also do not yet
understand. Many of those termed “ADD” are simply bored as they have
already evolved beyond what they are expected to be learning in mostly
obsolete school systems.

We wish to talk to you about ascension.
Many believe that ascension means a sudden lifting with lots of fan
fare into a new world. Ascension is a gradual awakening process. As your
consciousness becomes enlightened with ever more truth, it manifests as
an ever more enlightened world. Your job is to keep practicing, which
means living each truth you become aware of, centering within, and
connecting with your higher selves through meditation. This process
begins to bring all parts together as one—the higher self, soul, and
individuality and this comprises your journey to becoming an enlightened
being.

Meditation is important because it opens the door to
your higher self and says, “I am ready, give me more”. It demonstrates
an intention to evolve and allows more truth and information to flow to
you. Often an individual will experience some new awareness at a later
date and often when least expected, but each new awareness represents
the fruitage from the opening of spiritual channels through meditation.
Mediation does not have to be the difficult and structured experience
that most of you have been taught. Those techniques were necessary in
order to move a student from heavy third dimensional energy into the
higher frequencies but those higher frequencies are now here. Try not to
look at meditation as a difficult chore, but simply as the activity of
resting in the space between thoughts in an awareness of “I and the
father are one”. This then establishes your connection, and these
moments will get longer as you practice.

Many of you are feeling
the higher frequencies intensely now and are beginning to experience a
sense of detachment from the things and people in your lives. Try not to
force yourself back into how things were before, believing that this
sense of detachment means you no longer love this person or that. It
simply means you are graduating—moving beyond the need for anything
outside of yourself. The bonds that have held you in a false sense of
the world are dissolving. Detachment does not mean a lack of love, it
means a lack of bondage to something or someone. Love then becomes more
clean and pure; not based on some perceived personal need.

This
false sense of love still pervades many of your relationships whether of
family, marriage, or friendship. It manifests as an individual’s need
for others to be, say, or do, exactly as the individual believes they
should in order to be loveable or to satisfy some imagined and very
skewed concept of love. This false sense of love simply serves to people
push away, for all souls feel the need to be free, to be loved and
validated for who they are.

Unconditional love is a love without
strings and allows freedom of expression to all. To hold another in
bondage to one’s concepts, needs, desires or expectations is not love.
This is the lesson of detachment; the realization that all are already
whole, complete, and perfect and that nothing or no one outside of
yourself can change that.

You are learning the true meaning of
love which is the connecting energy between all facets and expressions
of ONE OMNIPRESENT, OMNISCIENT, OMNIPOTENT DIVINE CONSCIOUSNESS.