I barely survived one nightmare, I don’t know if I can outlive my wildest dreams.

When I lost my husband my whole messed up world collapsed. I hate that he’s dead, and I hate that I wasn’t the one to kill him.

I need time to grieve for my marriage, my wasted potential, but I don’t want to revisit those dark places… Except Harvey Guyer, my womanising stepbrother, somehow manages to see the pain I’m in and refuses to let me disappear into a cloud of grief.

He’ll lead me places I don’t want to go, force me to tell him things I do not want to admit to. But whether I like it or not, he’s the only one that will listen to me.

Businessman of the year, Harvey thinks he’s hot stuff… he’s the last person I need in my life right now. Yet with one look, I can’t get him out of my head and hate the effect he has on me. I long for his hard body against mine.

And he might just be the only one strong enough to drag me kicking and screaming back into the light.