getting to grips with anger, fear, hurt and negativity :D

Onyxiia who?

So who am I?

I am a 30 something girl from Victoria, Australia. I am married to an absolutely wonderful man, who supplies me with the most unbelievable amount of love and support that I am always feeling like a goddess.

I suffer from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder from a rape that nearly cost me my life, and since then I have steadily gained weight as protection, I now suffer “reverse anorexia” (as I like to call it) where I look in the mirror and see a not so overweight chick 😀

I currently work for my father and his wife (my step mum) in their panel beating business, I have been there since Jan helping them out whilst my step- mum had some long service leave due to stress. I have been enjoying it, but I really do think there is such a thing as being too close to them all and I am not sure I want to work for them much longer. Aside from being family, it is also about 5 hours travel a day for me (at worst case) and best case is 3 hours and on average, it is somewhere in between….this is taking a massive toll on my work/life balance – lack thereof I should say.

I am into all sorts of music but really do have a soft spot for folk and country music stylings 🙂

If you want to comment on any of my blogs please do!! Or you can email me at my gmail account of onyxiia 😀

On a side note – I do have some protected posts which are mainly about my weight etc, as there are sometimes pictures I post, which I do feel uncomfortable about, if you would like this password, please email me and let me know 😀