Pressing pause. Activating FABULOUS.

I am sick to fucking death of waiting around in doctors waiting rooms.

I am tired of looking at the calendar seeing a never ending stream of medical appointments and procedures with dates and times and directions on how to prepare beforehand.

And I am most of all SO FUCKING OVER talking about being sick.

So this week I am making different appointments.

Pausing the yucky ones. They can wait a week or so, shit has been going on 6 months what is a week-ish going to hurt?

This afternoon I made an appointment to get mah brows did.

Holy hell they were bad.

Now… FABULOUS!

And Thursday I am getting a haircut.

My first since AUGUST.

Then I am going to chuck a box o’ colour in my hair to cover my silver tinsel.

The brow artiste suggested I chuck some on my brows as well.

Da fuque?

MPS and I are going out for brunch on Sunday. An appointment with mah man.

Perhaps I should make some others… *wink wink*

I might go and get my nails done, or even if I do them myself… they are going to look a helluva lot better than they have done of late either way.

I am making an appointment with me to just be, not because I am so fucking sick that I can’t move, but so I can just do whateverthefuckIfeellike. And right now it might just be tidying my calendar desk area… because I want to. I love that shit.

And if the school doesn’t get back to me about a meeting tomorrow (fucking sigh!) I might meet a friend for coffee.

I have really let myself go – mentally and physically – the last few months, concentrating more on my pain and misery and not on trying to actually feel better.

Too right – you cant cure yourself when all you can think about is how ill you are
Positive attitude is so much better than pills – this is why placebos work
and why do you fell better when you come out of the doctors when you have been told all is well
If you tell yourself you have a cold after the first sneeze then sure as fuckin hell you will get one

I take ST Johns Wort its classed as a well being herbal pill but it is also given for depression. It is not addictive but after taken for about month you will not get colds or minor illnesses – the Mongolian herdsmen take it as tea and they live without doctors to over 100 years

Fake it till you make it does actually work for a lot of things. Give it a go.
I think all your new appointments will do a world of good.

Do you know if you have an allergy to mould? I read an article in our Sunday Mail just last weekend and it listed all the problems that can be caused by mould allergy, not just the asthmatic coughing I get, but a whole range of things including previously inexplicable joint and muscle pains etc and digestive problems. Even some super clean houses may have mould spores.
Really, you could breathe in spores from just about anywhere else that you go, if they are present in any of those areas. Maybe I should send you the article.

Yeah baby! Loving this post. After all that Karl and the universe has been putting you through, you SO deserve a little pampering. Enjoy it all. Maybe when you see your man you can even have a margarita and do some bible reading?

Sounds like a fabulous plan! When I have my brows done, I also get them tinted, and if I’m feeling particularly flush, I get my eyelashes tinted too.

I wouldn’t try it at home… but I would absolutely recommend spending the very small amount it costs to have them professionally tinted. Completely changes the way your face looks and brings the fabulous like nothing else I’ve tried 🙂

You just made me look at the referral to the sinus specialist and it is 1 year old, bad luck for him. Now my foot is cactus and I’m supposed to have cortisone injections into the top of my foot, into the centre of the bones, bad luck, again.
Head to toe, I’m disassembling but (evil smile) I can still eat.