Hi everybody,I had a tarot reading done last night and was told something wants me as a "meat-suit"It refused to answer anything other than wants "full possession of my living body"it also refused to say what it identifies "as"the tarot card showed the devil in the "darkness place(?)" (far right on bottom)

It has been attacking me physically and mentally over the last 2 years and im getting tired.Im not giving in to it, because what it wants to do with my body is beyond absurd

The person who gave me the reading said they would reach out to their ancestors to hopefully figure how to get rid of it,but i am also needing to do my own research for my own sanctity.They said that the "feelings" of what is taking hold of me they couldnt sense, because ive been making sure it cant emit them, as long as i still have the willpower im making sure to keep it that way.

Ive been told that i should expect ramped up exertion now that it has been brought to light.

What should i expect from here on out?If i do crack before removal where does my soul go?is there any way to lighten my load til it is removed?Will my body slowly return to normal after its removed or is everything done permanent?Will it try to just kill me instead?

Sorry i feel naive in my questioning, but i do appreciate the answers and any other info

Well, as Astral projection goes, when you see something scary, more scary things happen. You might fight it, run, etc, but it will usually continue. I'm not well versed in entity things, but I know we have more power than we think. Thinking you will be possessed, hence seeing or visualizing it on the future, and creating that fear (which people say 'they' feed off of) wont make things any better. So you dont NEED assistance from anyone directly. The can help for sure, especially if they practice such things and seen it happen, etc. Like excorcism. But that isnt the all cure.It could be your pain body, ego, who knows.

My personal beleifs, everything happens as it should; As we truly want it on some level. On obstacle to overcome to make you stronger, to lead you on a different patch, etc. It IS WHAT IT IS. Not good or bad on the most fundamental level. I could go on but Im not here to spread my beliefs. This is what I would PERSONALLY DO.

Surrender. Dont put up resistance. Let go. And if you dont know how to do that, start practicing and learning. I can help more if needed, but ultimatly I'd be curious on whats going on. I'd trust that it would be an overall good thing for me. Hell, maybe you might gain something from it that not much humans have! A rare experience I dont hear people talking about. I'd be to curious to throw it away due to fear.

P.s if thoughts arise of fear, notice they arn't your thoughts. No thoughts are you, you're just aware of them. So being aware of it going on might help you loosin up to all mighty 'possession'

Banish it. Tell it to get the hell away from you. Don't entertain it. Demand whomever (angel, demon, God/Goddess) you believe in to assist you to take this being to the light or back to hell, whatever makes you feel better. Give thanks.