I found fanfiction in April of 2011 and I fell in love with it. The writers on this site are some of the best I have ever read (and I read a lot!) I have posted my very first attempt at writing on this site and if you read it I hope you enjoy it. Pointers are always welcome!

I am in need of a beta. One that has excellent grammar skills (because mine suck!). No Promises has done an excellent job as has Marella916. But I could use another person to check for those slippery tenses. Not only that but I have quite a few stories on the back burner that I could use some help with. If anyone is interested drop me a line. Thanks.

I just wanted to thank everyone who has left a review for one of my stories. You have no idea what that means to me. I never thought that I would ever write something. Never mind let others read it! I still get nervous when I see that email saying I have a new review. But everyone has been so kind it gives me the warm and fuzzy's. So thank you again everyone who has read and commented I love you all.

I heard this poem on one of my favorite shows and just had to post it here:

“Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.”

Summary: The third installment starting with Letters to a Friend and Dear Diary. Giles starts a journal to understand how two vampires have fallen in love with Buffy. Plus our daring duo gets a surprise visitor.

Summary: After a spectacular defeat at the end of NFA, resulting in all life in this dimension ending, the Powers have decided to give the dimension one more chance. They decide our favorite blonde vampire is just the guy for the job. Numbed from recent events Spike thinks they've gone barmy, he's not a hero but the Powers insist. What's a soulled vamp to do when he is sent back in time?

Summary: Sick and tired of getting beaten on by Buffy (despite recently discovering he loves her) and the scoobies after getting smacked around again after trying to help them, Spike gets a spell done on himself so that any human that attempts to attack him will suffer the same pain he feels when the chip goes off. A challenge response on the Bloodshedverse.