Hum hum so I won't insult anyone or anything but I'm not going to pretend everyone is good and perfectly innocent all the time ok?

Plus I express opinions, the fembots are in an internet fascist white bazaar meat market and I'm sure most of you know where to find them. And if that's your thing, why would you be here engaging with actual things?

If we got that over with then at least we can just talk about video games which is what we're all here for anyway.

I also don't tolerate any forms of disrespect or untowardness, which isn't really something I experience here very often or anything, outside of the normal Nintendo Power ish whining.

But yeah I also don't know where people got the impression we're all perfectly happy and everything was all great all the time, because I can give you an exactly list of the exact people, institutions, and everything that I hate with extreme precision, why I hate them, and why the problems still linger today, if people want to talk about that....

For instance, I despise nerd culture, I DESPISE the "gamer underculture" scene and all this crap, I was exposed to it and hated every aspect of it, I wanted to go elsewhere. The person who introduced me to it was a autistic gone completely insane because someone in their family died and they had incredibly poor emotional control like most autistics, and basically begged me to save them, which isn't something I was really interested in doing.

I would say that relationship was sort of like "dimly consensual" because I ended it and they left, eventually, but they also illustrated in some sense that the problems were just beginning...

In college and other areas where the veneer with the real world was disintegrating, I could see more clearly, that in many ways this "nerd culture" was at the heart of problems, gamer culture, etc, but so was everything else, a giant mess... I guess.

So for me, I never wanted anything to do with video games kinda... even though I played them, the good ones, I guess. But going into some kind of crazy autistics perception of "video games" and "culture" and stuff seemed like a bad idea...

But then why am I here now? I'm not sure, maybe because I feel like I can at least say that... I don't forgive that person way back when, and I wish the worst possible fate for them, and the people who created this weird micro-cosm of existence....

It's weird because it sounds conspirtorial... but to me there's nothing conspiratorial about it... I distinctly recall one of the things we did back when was encountering the Hellboy franchise and a lot of comic nerdy things... it was pure anglo saxon culture... English, Germany, the "Dutch" (Germans), Scottish (Germans), Irish (Germans), Americans (Germans), Canadians (Mostly Germans, but with a few vikings)

I mean what a fucking joke, excuse my language, this "alternative world" and the "mainstream world" were by and large the same exact shit, just people who were "dissidents" or some nonsense or another, when they had the personality to plug right into the corporate world...

Well guess what, those poor corporate world types were nicer to me than any alternative culture, they were desperate for a solution, and no one gave it to them.

And why then was the Anglo-Saxon universe exploding?

The Holocaust.

I mean obviously....

So like it's incredibly clear that after the Holocaust there was a highly manufactured situation, basically "European integration" when it was West Germany, Netherlands, England, America, who were prime contributors to the whole engine of death, and hated Russia just as much, east vs west.. this pile of shit.

I mean WW2 effectively happened in the late 90s when the Franc is displaced by the Euro and all that... and wow same old crap, stuck on Greece, just like it was a holdup in WW2, and this whole pile of shi-

I digress. The point is all I see are the same assholes, and not only that, as a disciple of King Arthur, well, lets just say I couldn't give one flying fuck about Germans and their culture whatever or however manifest, or however hard they try to pretend otherwise. \

But hey I enjoy being treat like a sex toy, yeah that's cool, that's really really really cool, every job interview or whatever else where people get all aggressive and I wonder what the fuck is going on, this dumbass world these dumbasses created I wish would die with a fury unlike ever seen in this world.

But hey like lets pile insult into injury and also insanely abuse the one or two things I care about, like making traffic so bad and aggressive I can't consistently get to the Olive Garden, or sperging out over Zelda or Final Fantasy and yanking it so many directions it's a wonder they still get out things that I actually like.

And we could go on, and on, and on, and on, and on...

The only viable solution I can think of is to have like a real permanent white slave of my own, who simply does my bidding and shields from this culture of retards. It would also be appropriate to enslave a slaver, I think.

Speaking less offensively, white culture and European culture is just extremely almost pathologically materialistic and that's a continual annoyance, although it's more the kind of thing that would not bother me if but for a few things, 1. I think that they're visual skills are extremely poor 2. I mean I like things other than pure insistence on visual and physical elements.

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"I don't live by labels, I can be anything I want, I'd rather die a pauper than live on as someone else's fantasy!" - My best attempt at quoting the protagonist of Vandal Hearts 2.

I mean, yeah, I know health care facilities heavily inflate costs to take advantage of people who can pay (through insurance), I just didn't know it was that bad.

I just did some looking around on Google, and it seems the price for wisdom teeth removal varies a lot based on how the teeth come in. $3,000 seems to be on the extreme high end, so I am assuming that Agent D has four impacted wisdom teeth and is getting general anesthetic instead of just local anesthetic. Impacted teeth make the procedure take a lot longer (and probably requires higher skill due to how you remove impacted teeth).

I mean, yeah, I know health care facilities heavily inflate costs to take advantage of people who can pay (through insurance), I just didn't know it was that bad.

I just did some looking around on Google, and it seems the price for wisdom teeth removal varies a lot based on how the teeth come in. $3,000 seems to be on the extreme high end, so I am assuming that Agent D has four impacted wisdom teeth and is getting general anesthetic instead of just local anesthetic. Impacted teeth make the procedure take a lot longer (and probably requires higher skill due to how you remove impacted teeth).

Curious as to what you think the procedure should cost instead.

I had one impacted wisdom tooth removed by a surgeon earlier this year (local anesthetic) and it cost something like €200. (Which was covered by basic healthcare insurance.) It would have been more like €90-100 if the dentist had been able to do it.

Eh, we can't help those who don't want to help themselves. And in looking at Arti's rants here and in her little food thread, she'd rather make excuses, point fingers, and pass the buck than take responsibility for her own actions.

And this segues into my haps. At work so far this school year, that whole paradigm plus the whole "please think for me" mentality I'm seeing is grinding my gears more than it ever has. Maybe that's because I have a lot of stressful (though mostly positive) things going on in my life that my focus is all over the place and my normally unflappable patience is starting to wear thin... but it does me no good to cry about it.