My name is Anton and im a 18 year old, gay, college kid who lives in New Mexico. This is a story of my life, my views and im insanity.
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Monday, January 4, 2010

The Begining of the End

Hi guys! Sorry I missed you yesterday but NOTHING happened!

Today school started again. First day of my LAST semester!!! I still haven’t accepted it yet. Growing up and getting responsibilities sounds very unappealing to me, I have decided I’d like to stay in high school! Other than me being in denial and scared, I think it’s gonna be a great semester! I have good classes with a lot of friends in them, I get out at 12:35 and I have lunch with all my friends. School life is gonna be good this semester!

BTW, i sat John today at lunch and didn't feel anything NEARLY as strong for him as i din before break! I'm making real progress in getting over him!

I have also made a decision to be a self employed tutor and also sell jewelry with some of my friends. This eliminates my major deterrent to drugs (drug tests at work) so idk...

So, tonight I am doing a competition with one of my friends in Florida. We are seeing which one of us can stay up the longest... yes; I know I’m an idiot! I am already tired, which is very uncharacteristic of me, but she said she only had 3 hours of sleep so... =) we also decided to not use caffeine or anything and idk if she will honor that rule but I will do my best to. Hopefully it won’t last anymore then one night! The longest I stayed up at once was 56 hours, but I was really occupied and stuff, so we'll see how it goes tonight. Of course we have tried to do this about 4 times before and things keep coming up so we postpone it, so it may not (hopefully won't)happen tonight.

3 comments:

Sorry I've been away for awhile, left my laptop cable at my cousins house. It's great to see you're getting over John, and wish you all the best. As for being self-employed, again I hope it all works out for you. Onto the subject that I felt I needed to post on, the drugs.

I'm proud to say that never once in my life (I'm 22) have I smoked weed, or done any other drug. I've never understood the draw, spend money on something that will make me completely useless to all those around me and then want more. I've stopped hanging out with almost all my friends that smoke it because they're so damned boring, and they're always broke. If you need an escape from life, POST HERE!!! Let me assure you, that all those problems you have before you smoke will still be there when you're not high. The only way to get rid of that white elephant in the corner nobody wants to talk about is to confont it, deal with it, and move past it. I know I sound like one of those teachers that tell you drugs are bad (m'kay), but I'm serious. You sound like you've got a good head on your shoulders, and have friends that care for you. Don't throw it away.

SilverShell, thanks! haha, i needed that. I am still curious and all, but i will wait for a while now for sure before i try it. And its not like i plan on being a pot head or anything, i just wanna try it at least once. But you are right and i will drop it, at least for the moment. ~Anton