“The minute I heard my first love story, I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was. Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere. They’re in each other all along.” ― Jalaluddin Rumi, The Illuminated Rumi

I often wonder what keeps people together.

What is the damn bond … the magical invisible string that ties one to another?

I also used to think doing things in the same way was the issue keeping me from actually understanding more about love and emotional satisfaction.

But wait, since I have changed everything, even myself, I have done everything different … and tried and tested with all sorts of different situations.

Still I’m yet to experience, in a flash, what I know to be true love in my heart.

But those are even deeper topics for discussion.

Right now I’m just contemplating this question:

So what keeps the bond?

Is it something that can be controlled or is it totally random? Or even worse .. is it meant to be with the one person that is meant for you?

That’s rather unfair to everyone else … if you think there is only this one person who is a match to you …. Amongst 7 billion others …

You are then bound to find each other, and vague in search of this almost impossible quest … But isn’t this the biggest lie?

First of all let’s take a look at love .. and what love is .. I’m talking about true unconditional love; not falling in love with the things about the person .. but falling in love with the energy behind that identity… If so… Isn’t that energy within everyone?

Because if we are one, we are all the same energy being played over and over by different theatrical characters. But when you strip away identity, what is left is the immutable .. What is left is raw, never changing, wholesome energy. Its source. The universe itself.

So… If we are falling in love, the least important thing is the person, the personality … I was happy to hear from Esther Hicks in one of her talks “ The person is irrelevant when you are in love”. Maybe it’s because when love comes it takes you so abruptly and strongly that you better have someone to become the object of your loving, or for you to use it as an excuse to connect to the energy.

I have done that before … a few times now .. Loved so deeply and used the identity of certain people to increase my connection to source, to go right up all the way to heaven and bathe in the love for everything, for everyone ….

Aw, that feeling of aliveness never compares to anything. It is being in love with God personified in one identity where you can focus upon … and the devotion that comes with it … Indescribable .. devotion not to the person ..but to the energy… Burning anything inside your heart, making it so pure you become a child again in awe with every moment .. every minute.

However, back to my question… In the realm of physical, and togetherness; in the realm of flesh and bone … I’m yet to share this unstoppable force with someone that can surrender to it.

Or even to make love with one physical body and remain together .. bound by that string…

I’m not talking about sex here. Those are very different things. I’m talking about energy … about getting absolutely lost in each other and not even knowing where one begins and the other ends.. I’m talking about true connection, true love … And I’m yet concerned that maybe what I believe to be true might be just a myth of my own imagination. That this kind of connection is not possible, that humanity might not yet be ready for it.

Or maybe I am just so damned blessed and cursed, all at once for knowing this kind of thing exists, but this might be a secret to mankind; and if there are a few out there that might begin to grasp what I am really talking about … It would be nice to know they do exist.

Sacred sex, where love is the note guiding each one into the truth of each other… This is no joke, it is a ceremonial thing. That’s how man and woman should connect, falling in love with God inside each other’s eyes …. Falling in love with life itself, contained in each other’s body. A touch so soft that could melt away any pain, any fear..

And yet where is the glue? … That brings those 2 people together to be fearless to experience the only thing worth living for?

A friend once brought up a question, an observation, about the fact that only a full self-realized being could truly love. That normal people are often not capable of truly loving. This observation stayed with me for a while. I had to go deep within myself to fully understand my own perspective about this.

And to be happy to fully disagree.

See, love is the very thing that permeates the all. Therefore, by definition we are that. We are this energy, and this divine essence is what brings us into being, so every single one of us, deep down, in our essence, knows what love truly is.

We might be here in this body afraid of finding out who we truly are because that threatens our independence, we are afraid of our own light. However, love is present in every choice we make, even the ones that appear to be led by negative frequencies such as fear.

If we dig deep in every action we will see love is the motive, because one might be coming from the illusion of not having love, not feeling the flow of love, or because one is open, willing to share this energy with the world in every single aspect of their lives.

The point is, every day there are non-realized beings acting from that place. Because miracles are everywhere, that’s a fact. In the way you smile, in a deep breath you take, in a chance you take to change your life, in a simple act of kindness, in the love of a parent, in a caring friend, anything that resonates with that frequency is that frequency even when we don’t realize the power of it, even when we fail to see it daily… We are all acting in sync with God, aware or not, we are part of the making. And here we are playing a part in the illusion. It is very hard to see from one single perspective that true love is reflected in every single particle of life.

Perhaps a fully realized being would be able to see that everywhere. But perhaps a fully realized being would also know how little gestures, little miracles, powered by true crystalline love are present in every day of our lives, is the very fuel that keeps this reality into motion.

I might be totally out of my head but I’m pretty sure that when God looks at us all it sees is love. Even when we are in anger, in pain or fear. Why do we insist in making such distinction between ourselves when are all the same force? Why do we chase so much to be something we already are? Just so we can be once again one with love, one with God. But if there is no such separation, just the perception of it, we can begin to have the awareness about our truth and be able to observe true love in every single being.

This is what I choose to believe in. This is what I choose as my truth.

To be able to see that through any suffering, to be able to see love in all circumstances, to believe in the power of love and to surrender to it daily.

“We are not our bodies, our possessions or our careers. Who we are is divine love and that is infinite.” _Dr. Wayne Dyer

Oh, poor you if you haven’t found divine love as you haven’t yet lived the universal truth. Oh, poor you if you have found divine love you are doomed to nothing else other than surrendering to it and renouncing everything there is, as for divine love will be all you can see.

Why do I say this? It’s a metaphor of course, the term “poor you” used above is subjective, we are not poor creatures , we are divine powerful beings living on earth and victimization takes you nowhere. But if you are on the path of divine love and if on this path you are experiencing the Twin Flame relationship, well, you are brave!

Brave, because you decided to know Love , and as you know Love is God. So you choose to meet God walking the path by connecting divinely with your Twin Soul counterpart.

The fact is, there is not much true wisdom or real knowledge about twin flames. There is only a grasp of it. The twin flame road is new and overwhelming, there is no guarantee, no safety, only surrender, forgiveness , understanding; even when there is no logic or reason. There is only infinite giving and hoping you are keeping your sanity throughout it.

I can only speak from my own experiences and for what has been shown to me this year. Coming from multiple lives memories , coming from connecting to my soul and divine essence in the physical presence of my twin. I’m starting to understand a little better what the twin flame means to me, which does not mean will be the same for you. We are all the same but our learnings, our paths are not; so you might have chosen to experience this in a different way . Nonetheless, let me share my personal learning and you can see if it resonates with the divine truth of your heart and soul.

Me and my twin are separated at this moment after a crazy year and so much spiritual madness and extremely fast growth we are no longer talking. I used to live in London and he lives in San Francisco. We met in Hawaii in April this year, if you want to know more of the background you can read about it in these twin flame articles here:http://www.thepowerwithinus.co.uk/?s=twin+flames+sabrina

Anyway, since I met my twin my whole live changed. It was fast intense and oh dear, did I put a fight?! I did not want to give up everything, change everything overnight to follow my heart blindly with no guarantee of a secure union. I was told by all my spirit guides , by my higher self, by his Higher Self .. I was told numerous times that he is the one and that I had to leave it all to find him. But still parts of me insisted in fighting in not wanting to accept it, because him, my ego, always had the idea of love to be different from what love actually is.

It took me a while to embark 100% and follow all my inner guidance. It took me months of understanding that blaming him for any troubles or difficulty was very selfish and that I was not taking responsibility for my choices . Because the truth is, all I experienced was a reflection of my inner state. And even so I did it, I left London and went all the way to the Pacific Coast just to be near him, even when he made clear he wasn’t ready or sure about me.

Haha, I thought I was ready! But clearly I still have plenty of work to do. Because every time he rejected me it was my soul telling me I’m still rejecting myself. He reflects me I reflect him. It’s the twin dynamic.

See, I had all this played out in my mind: I’ll go there, I’ll give up everything, I’ll do my part and if he doesn’t want me this is it; I will not wait for him. I’ll move on with my life, my journey and open my heart to someone worthy of my love. Haha, I have to laugh because that was so naive of me. To believe I already had the answers in case things did not go my way or as planned (and even worse to believe certain people are more worthy of love than others, there is no such thing we all are the same).

Besides, I have been so tired going through this whole twin flame madness. If you are on this path you know what I’m saying. It’s exhausting at times. I even asked myself why can’t I just have a normal loving relationship, why did I choose this crazy multi dimensional , multiple life time eternity non-sense ? Why ? Why ? But hey, we are on 5th dimensional templates now so playing the victim will just make you feel worst, so stand up straight, honour your soul choice and live it gracefully. Get ready and start doing the work you signed up for. Start learning how to love yourself , how to be in harmony with the whole universe, how to see God in everything you look at, how to be God every single day of your life.

To be God you must be Love , and to be love you must surrender to it. If you heard about ego death and self love this can be very confusing because love will take all you have . It will teach you to let go and to desire it with the purity of your soul. It will bring you back to unity with God and teach you what you are.

I won’t get in details of my personal drama with my twin flame , I’m writing a book on the subject and I don’t want to bother you now with the drama. Because there is plenty of drama in the twin journey. I am, however, going to share what the ultimate learning I was taught trough my twin flame interaction.

So, imagine this scenario, pretty much everyone I have spoken to have told me to let go, to move on, to forget about my twin, he needs to do work (well, we both need to do work) by himself. Even my higher self has told me now is time to be apart. However, the pain from being separated from him and now, not even talking to him, is ridiculously bad. Bare in mind, I already tried everything to get rid of him .. and nothing has worked, he is with me ! Yes, daily. His energy is with me all the time, from the moment I wake up till the moment I go to bed I feel his energy. It was driving me crazy I wanted to be alone and push him away but there is nothing I can do. Fighting makes it harder; so I started to accept, to surrender to be kind to him and to his energy around me. Even though he, in the physical world, wants me as far away as possible from, his spiritual energy is with me.

The last few times we met in the physical world it was totally “coincidental” ( and also a total disaster) I thought he was away and even though when I was approaching the area my whole system started to shift. My heart chakra started vibrating like a crazy buzzing siren, I was sick to my stomach and I kept on telling myself to calm down that he was not in the same state, he was meant to be away. but after grounding and keeping my centre, 5 mins later he walks in the room and boom, there he is present in flash teaching me to trust in my senses. At this point I was already trying to avoid meeting him in the physical reality, trying to respect his wishes of being away from me. But the universe has it’s own agenda and at times we are absolutely unaware about those.

The fact is, this twin journey is not meant to be fully understood, faith is not understood, it just is, you believe because you know in your heart not because you need an explanation of it, you love because you do, you don’t need a motive, a personality, a reason, you just do . Love just is .. there is no need to understand or explain it. Besides, in the 3d reality, our mind is not very good at understanding multi-dimensional truths, so sometimes all you can do is to watch and not judge – not attaching any explanation to it.

So, things got even more chaotic between me an my twin. He always told me I made him sick, I didn’t quite understood that, until I felt sick myself, physically, about to throw up just before encountering him (without knowing he was about to enter the room). It was so hard to accept that all I can do is to go away from him and work on myself and be patient. I mean, Jesus Christ! I freaking follow all my guidance, at least I try my best to do so. Why does it have to be so damn hard? What is the lesson I’m missing here? Why do I keep manifesting this separation ?

And then, it happened!

I left San Francisco and I went to Costa Rica. I wanted to be as far from him too. Eventhough his energy was with me in a subtle way, the thought of him coming in and out, I dream with him every single night, I hear his voice calling me, but non of this made sense, until this day on the 17th of December.

I was having a skype healing session with a great Canadian healer, Stephanie Marian. She has been very supportive and of great help in my twin flame madness journey. We were talking about emotional triggers and and I was explaining I have been experiencing loads of anger surfacing since my kundalini rising . And she was helping me to tune in to my emotions and to this incredible fear that came up. Suddenly this voice inside me started saying things about him, I didn’t want to. I was thinking this is my healing session and he is away there is no point to once again talk about all this twin flame issue I’m separated from him now bla bla bla. It’s time to work on myself! But the voice insisted. It was my inner child, screaming his name over and over and asking for him saying how much she misses him.

I slowly started to connect to her and the energy started shifting. Stephanie supported me energetically and I went in deeper and deeper. Listening to her voice as if she took over and was telling me how afraid she was of losing him, even when she didn’t even have him. It is weird, I have this huge fear of losing him! But I’m not even with him! Not in the physical world… And what the heck does this mean ?

Well, then it was like the whole room lit up, I had to close my eyes and someone came and grabbed my hand ( yes, I was “alone” in this hotel room in Costa Rica) and he came out of nowhere and grabbed my hand. I could feel it as if he was there. My whole hand went numb I could feel energy pouring inside it. I heard his voice as clear as if he was talking to me in person, out loud. My heart started to burn and open even more. The fire spread through my whole body and within seconds I could barely feel my physical body.

I knew he was there. He said: I’m in you heart! Can you feel me? I cried because it was so beautiful, yet so painful, there was a lot of pain to come out, pain I didn’t even know exited, he continued! I am always with you. Do you understand? We can never be separated there is no separation, you know we are all one but now it’s time to feel it! And I felt it, all the process ! Of divine unity. I cried and cried more, because my inner child and I were one talking to him, telling my twin I didn’t want him to leave, I wanted him to stay always with me just like that, it was so real, more real than actually being with him physically. And he said “You need to know that I am always with you. There is truly no separation. There is no need for crying nor need to feel pain .. because I am here at all times. And so is everyone , we all live inside each other’s hearts, we are all connected at all times. I’m here to show you how this feels and to remind you of what your soul essence is. “

I begged him, for him to explain why he doesn’t want to be with me in the physical world now. Because it hurts me immensely not being able to be with him in physical, and he said he will come to me , he will find me and he promised me no mater what he will do it. That all I have to do is to trust, to wait and to continue my journey of letting the divine unfold. That now it was time to understand that there is truly no separation .

My heart continued burning, my whole body melted into nothingness and he, my twin, was there, so were my soul family , star family , guides , angels and archangels all in the room with me helping me to release the pain. I cried and cried like never before I forgot about the skype session but slowly I started to grasp physical reality again.

Skye ( Stephanie’s nickname) was there. She felt the release and knew I went trough a big experience. But I’m now sharing it fully because it was so intense so real and that’s my duty. To tell you that the twin flame journey can be so magical and precious to reveal great truths of the divine, to allow you to experience the truth that there is only love and no separation . To allow you to become love.

But how do I move from here ? What happens next? Well that’s in the future. Now, I shall live one day at the time and fully embody these teachings.

I knew that love was all there is, even in the pain, even in darkness, even in ignorance. But I have never experienced it to this extent, this divine unity with my twin, even when he is not physically in my presence and the understanding that he is never ever away from me because I’m him, he is me, just like I am you and you are me.

“You are divine love expressing yourself in a human experience as a powerful creator of your own unique creation” – Tanja Christine Jaeger

Stephanie Marian counsels, writes, talks, mentors and dedicates her life to assisting others transform fear into love and limitedness into freedom. She facilitates their consciousness expansion, their growth and so much more. She truly helps others change their lives.

As she says:

” Fear and love are the same thing, the difference between water and ice. Just as a setback is a necessary part of growth, not taking us back in any real sense but rather retreating in the familiar to again renew our desire to go forward, to consolidate and assimilate, to often, galvanise. We see things this way, in terms of setbacks or progress because we apply them to a linear framework, as in time. We need to understand, we are not limited by time, that is a creation of the mind, a particularly human construct.

There is only energy, it creates movement or the block thereof (fear) creates a stage play, in which we have the lead role and every role – exploring through our senses, limitation. We are all, have all been playwrights and players in this play, return to it to deepen our experience from ‘time to time.’ These ‘fear dramas’ feel like setbacks. ‘Setbacks’ are also, very creative. We are creating the essence required for change, building in intensity in order to expand, move so called, forward. “

Some of the topics discussed in this interview are:

Her ability(which everybody possesses) is to feel emotions and thoughts as energy. Fear in it’s many forms is dense, like rocks in a river. Love and the things that come from it is light, it’s growth – unlimited. One creates contraction, the other expansion.

Whatever we hold onto, wherever we put our focus, we are creating. We are creation, as is everything.

One of her favourite quotes is: ” We are not a drop (of water) in the ocean, you are the entire ocean in a single drop.” – Rumi

Energy, in thought, emotion or deed, attracts, draws to it the same. Jealousy for example in one, will often mirror insecurity, self loathing in another. Like attracts like. It’s an energetic loop and the only remedy is love, it’s always love. The big revelation is that it’s not anyone else’s love we need, but profoundly, all is eased by self-love; eased, lifted, expanded and fundamentally, freed. The truth is always simple, as she likes to say.

We look for complicated answers and complex formulas, distracting diversions of the mind but it’s beautifully simple. At the root of every dis-ease, imbalance, fear, issue and problem is a lack of, a cry for more self-love.

She understood through a revelatory moment some years ago that we are all connected, we are connected to All. For each person that she can help, she’s a mirror as she is able to show them what they’re trying to tell themselves, what holds them back, to guide them home to themselves. This also frees her, frees us all.

It’s November and what a year this has been. So much light being showered into the planet and some of us have been overwhelmed with the energies. So much Growth, Challenges , Light , so much Love!

To assist with this transformation the Power Within Us is inviting you to join us on the 11/11/2015 at 11:11 am PST (time at Mount Shasta State of California USA) for 11 minutes.

We want to offer you assistance and connectivity, our intention is that you can anchor these energies into your core, facilitating your ascension and growth process. We want you to take full advantage of this Gateway and healing energies.

I’ve been given very direct guidance into this healing/light transmission and I will be channelling healing energy while in Mount Shasta, using the etheric field and vortex power of the mountain to anchor this energies on earth.

The healing will be taking place regardless of your concious awareness or not (that is happening automatically by the portal opened on the 11/11) , however the Ascended Masters and higher beings wanted to invite you to tune in consciously into this transmission allowing you to feel those energies of unconditional love flooding into your core.

It’s a humble invitation and all you have to do is to sit with your eyes closed for 11 min at 11:11 am (of course you can sit still longer than that if you feel guided to do so). This would be 7:11 pm GMT (London time).

To prepare for this please set your intentions and focus, allowing you to receive the highest frequencies available to you and asking them to be anchored into all your body systems.

If you don’t resonate with the word healing think of this as positive thinking and power of manifestation linked to your highest intentions for good , love and joy.

I’d also recommend you to consciously focus into your heart centre during this attunement and see it opening to this energies allowing it to flood your whole being. You can also visualise yourself placed into a Golden Merkaba of light (six pointed start – view image below).

visualise yourself into a Golden Merkaba in the beginning of the transmission

“We want you to experience your own divinity , this is our intention.We want you to be able to experience more of your true essence, allowing you to be aware of your inner connection with the divine. This connection is always available to you and it is by intention you will be allowed to experience it into your daily life; bringing Heaven on Earth , living in alignment with your inner truth. Remember who you are dear one, you are love as for love is all there is.” _ Lord Melchizedek (Channelled message).

I hope you can make to this attunement , please feel in your heart if that is something you wish to experience consciously. Also feel free to share your experiences with us by commenting under this article.

To tune in you can simply set your intentions and sit down at the time of the attunement, close your eyes , but also feel free to send us a message with your name and the name of anyone you wish to send healing to. You can simply message us or send us an email with the names to info@thepowerwithinus.co.uk .

“Be happy not because everything is good, but because you can see the good side of everything.”— Unknown Author

Happiness is something everybody is looking for, but where is it to be found? I’ve done some writing on this subject in my previous articles; in fact, my very first articles were about Happiness because it is such a misunderstood state. Here are some links if you wish to read more and understand what I mean – Happiness Chasers: Are You Happy or Chasing It? or The Hamster Wheel.

What I’m trying to say is that people look for Happiness as if it’s a thing that is found somewhere else rather than within themselves. People think of Happiness as some kind of formula, or something that has to be achieved or done in a certain way, and they don’t realise that happiness is a state of being and is not dependant of anything to be felt or lived.

I will give you an example … when you are present without questioning, enjoying the very moment you are experiencing happiness, you might not be aware of it. In fact, most of the time when you are feeling true happiness you aren’t aware of it. You are flowing with the moment and enjoying it, you are not stopping and questioning every 5 seconds if you are happy or not, your mind is quiet and you are actually living in the state of happiness and are too satisfied to be bothered to question it.

Another example is when you are happy there is absolutely no reason why you are happy! Yes! It might sound hard to believe, but happiness does not need a reason; it is the mind that tries to explain why you are feeling this way and attaches it to a fact based on your programming. But once you start gaining awareness and understanding of how the mystery of you operates, you start being able to observe how you actually experience those states. I will not go into details as it is a long subject and topic for discussing, but if you wish you can join my Mediation Programme in the Bay area and start to have your own perspective in what I’m trying to grasp.

Back to the main topic of this article, I would like to say that there are many ways to understand oneself and start living in such a way. One of them, known to be valid worldwide, is The Art of Living – Happiness Course. In this course, you can experience this state and learn about how it works. They present you with valid breathing techniques called kryias and teach you a daily routine to be able to clear and calm the mind, allowing you to have more perspective and self-awareness.

What really excited me about the course was the whole emphasis on the breath and how important it is. From the moment we are born to the moment we die the breath is the very first and last thing we experience. If you think about it, the air we breath today is timeless; it has been here since the start of the earth. We breath the same air as Julius Caesar, Albert Einstein and even Jesus Christ, so it connects us to the past and it will be here after we are no longer incarnated. It’s such a poetic thing, but it is immensely powerful.

Through the power of breath we can claim our Selves. We can connect to our own divinity and one can experience that for sure in this programme. The kryias are certainly very impressive, and they do so much for your well-being. However, another aspect of the course is the connectivity explored between the attendees.

Like the breath connects us to life itself, it was brought to our awareness how we too are connected and how precious these connections are, just like the breath.

I can only say it was a unique experience and I’m very grateful to Martin Blank who invited me to participate. I’ve also interviewed him, and you can read about his work. More unusual was the fact that my birthday was on the very last day of the course and that made things even more special for me; it was such a blessing to be around amazing people and connecting with them in such meaningful ways.

We have all heard of the massive shifts occurring in September. Amongst all of the information lies a core componant .. the return of the Law of One to our full planetary Matrix.

The Law of One was the energetic and karmic bounderies that allowed physical life to start exploring, and creating, in the first phase of the great Atlantean experiment.
The Atlantis experiment concluded on 21/12/12 as Gaia, and humanity, agreed to move from the third dimensional Matrix to a fifth dimensional one..

The Law of One comprises of Seven Pillers of Wisdom, or sub-laws, that allow for life to flow in reflection to Source.

Grace Intention Manifestation Karma Responsibility Unconditional Love
As a whole…..The Law of One

Once the energy moves into place, permanently, in mid-September there will be no going back.
All thoughts, words and deeds that take place within the soul matrix here will have an instant reflection.
This will give every soul on Earth the opportunity to move into the fifth dimensional Master alignment that was agreed upon prior to incarnation.

Many of us are now in a position of self-mastery, remembering who we are, and adding with positive intention to the beautiful new picture being painted.

There are also a large proportion who are not.

In order for the changes to take place as smoothly and easily, a large amount of remaining density/karma needs to be released.

I would like to invite everyone to this event to add their energies…thus bringing in a daily dispensation of the Violet Flame, or The Lilac Fire of Source, to alchemise and transmute vast areas into a much higher light.

Violet Flame

Our intention, as a global unit, is incredibly powerful. It is our unified focus and intention that is making the changes here on Earth…lets make the next phase as bright and as smooth as possible.

The Intergalactic Council, comprising of 12 illuminated members, are fully backing this.
Ascended Master St Germain, Chohan of The Violet Flame, holds a primary seat upon the council and will happily add his vast light when called upon. As will Archangel Zadkiel…

My intention is to draw as many souls to paricipate with this event, daily……and the wonderful part is..we can do this from our homes.

A lot of people know that one of the main signs of a Twin Flame connection is the memory of past lives together. Not only is that reflected directly in your current reality, but it is also common knowledge that until present times, Twin Flames were not permitted to stay together in the physical reality, as the light quotient of the planet and the collective wouldn’t be as high as it is now. Therefore, in past lives, things would not have ended in a very pleasant way. I guess you all know about Romeo and Juliet.. well, it’s kind of like that full of tragedy. I’ll to try to take the edge of this topic, as it is intense.

How do these past life connections affect your present life connection with your Twin Flame?

Firstly, it is important to know that only at present times, the energy allows twins to connect harmoniously in physical reality. That is because of the global changes and the process of ascension.

Secondly, Twins of all kinds have been in intensive training to bring something greater to the ascension process. It could be on an purely energetic level, working level, friendship level or as a romantic connection. The fact is that this divine union is now allowed for those twins who want to do the work.

I met my Twin Flame in Hawaii, April 2015, guided to go on a journey of the heart. I knew something important was going to happen and I wasn’t sure of what, but things started to reveal slowly and I soon realised he was my Twin Flame.

It was a bit of a shock when I had my first past life memory of me and my Twin, in fact it made things messier, because my twin is very resistant towards these ” supernatural ” explanations, so I had to keep this to myself. Nonetheless, I have been guided to write about this, as it can be of value for many Twins who, like me, want to work and heal their past relationships on all levels, and most importantly the relationship with themselves!

Yes, all this karmic drama adds to the pot and to the intensity of the energy. Even if you haven’t remembered the past life connection, rest assure that a big part of the fear and discomfort you experience while in connection with your twin is directly related to all the past lives where you two were ripped apart from each other.

Romeo and Juliet , eternal Twin Flames – another tragic love story

Understand that you both signed up for living those experiences. That’s part of the training; it’s part of how you each trigger each other. It’s part of your growing and learning.

I’m going to give a personal example on how you can do something proactive to start healing aspects of this relationship and to ease the energy and intensity of your current life connection with your twin flame. Have in mind that this is not for everyone, that’s a part of my journey and I have been guided to share it.

Basically, while in meditation, I was told by my Higher Self that I was to go back in time and heal all my relationships. There are various ways of how you can do this. Let your intuition guide you. You can do it by yourself, or with the help of a healer. I have been working on both levels, in fact, even while dreaming. My intention is so strong that the healing is happening on all levels, at a deeper cellular level too.

While in Glastonbury, 8th of August 2015, I received a healing where my Higher Self guided me to specific events back in time and showed me exactly what had to be healed. In this particular case I healed 3 different past lives I lived with my twin. But I’ll focus on the example of the one which I spoke about earlier in this article – the one which was my very first past life memory of me and my twin flame. I had this memory while talking to him on the phone , in the early stages of our connection back in May 2015 (I live in England and he lives in California ). My initial memories of our past lives together were connected to him and his current best friend in, and there was a lot of pain connected to it. I saw myself crying on the floor and I knew they were both there but wasn’t sure what had happened. I knew deep healing was needed.

During the healing, I was taken back in time to 1880 in America, and while remembering this life my first feelings were of joy and excitement when I realised I had just been promised in marriage to a man. My father had arranged the marriage and I was very pleased and happy as I believed it was a perfect match. I remember getting married to this handsome man and starting to have a very fulfilling life with him, full of love. Our marriage was very good for me and made me feel safe and loved. However, on a second instance I was taken further in time when the brother of the man I was married to returned from war. He was a soldier and I remember distinctly the feeling of seeing him for the first time. It was my twin flame; I had the exact same feeling as I had when I met my twin flame in this incarnation (in April 2015). Anyway, the feelings were very confusing as I had this intense pull towards my twin flame but being married to his brother I could only fight against those feelings. Once again, taken further in time my husband had started travelling for business and I was left in the company of my then brother-in-law.

I now remember clearly how we fell in love back in that time; we were at a city ball and he insisted on a dance. It sounds so simple it was all that it took – one dance – to have his arms around my body and to look into his eyes. I now remember everything about that moment. The lights in the room, the people fading around as we danced, and I remember the blue colours of his army uniform and the sparkle in his eyes. Most of all, I remember my heart fully opening and connecting to his. It was a magical moment. However, once again pushed further in time I was now in a mess between two brothers whom I loved. It didn’t take long between my husband’s travelling for him to realise what was going on, and in rage, in an act of madness, he killed my twin and after that killed himself. I was left crying in agonising pain, grasping over their dead bodies, with blood all around my hands from hugging and clinging to nothingness. Not much further in that lifetime I made my way to a river where I drowned myself and took my own life in deep despair.

So yes, very tragic, it was just as bad as Titanic, or another one of those crazy twin soul disasters.

Luckily, with the help of the Shaman, I was able to float around between lives and send to all this drama light and love and start the healing process, explaining to all souls involved why that had happened and why we agreed to live that dynamic.

The best part is the healing; when that’s done you re-write your past and live it in a different way. In this case, I ended up meeting my twin and marrying him, while his brother was also happily married to his counterpart. We experienced a healthy relationship full of light and love. With no drama. Once that was done I took this healed memory and placed it on top of the lifelines of each one of us involved in this memory. Very important here , replacing this did not erase all the learning and experiences of the actual life time, it only replaced the feelings and emotions healing all at a soul level, easing the intense pain and karma of all involved in this play.

Now I’m not telling you that you should go and do this, I’m simply sharing what I experienced and how healing it has been for me. The truth is that we don’t even need to go back to the past – we can do the work right here, as we all have the tools. It does shows us the understanding of how things work on a greater level and that everything we live has a deeper meaning, and that the opportunities we have now is for healing and growth in all relationship levels.

Please understand that you have the power to change everything in your reality, to heal, to manifest, to create. We all have this opportunity now more than ever to break free from our own self imposed shackles.

Of course, It is challenging, we are strong souls who have incarnated so many times on this earth. It’s very interesting how everything is so connected and how we keep reconnecting with people/souls life after life.

Funny enough the brother whom I was married to in that past life is in this life time my twin’s best friend, whom I share a great amount of love and admiration for. I met him the same day as I meet my twin .. That’s another story and I’ll be happy to tell you all about it another time.

The greater learning here was to understand that now energy is allowing twins to reconnect to remember and to heal all of that karmic mess, so we can be free and let go. So we can choose how we decide to live our lives. We are allowed to remember our soul origin sparkle shared with our twin, as well as what divine love and connection is; acknowledging how it’s played out in physical relationships between people and different life times.

We have the power to choose what we want and how to heal everything. By opening up our hearts and embracing the magnificent unknown mystical wisdom. Remembering who we truly are.

May your twin flame and all relationship connections heal you. Be brave, true strength comes from within. You are here for a reason. It’s time to heal.

You hear about past life reincarnation and all sorts of tales of the soul, but isn’t until you see for yourself – when you relive in your own mind and emotions, and when you have the feelings come back – that you will be able to believe in what happened. Once you experience it for yourself then there is no denial. Still, processing it all can be quite challenging and overwhelming.

Life can be already quite confusing by dealing with the trivial interactions and exchanges of experiences we are constantly learning about everyone, every minute of every day. Add a past life to it and watch the steam go up in the cauldron.

I didn’t know what to expect when I got into this past life regression with Lorraine Flaherty. We interviewed her and spoke about herwork in this article: The Soul Detective. So, it was very exciting when we scheduled our session and I was about to jump into the mystery of self and figure out some of my own issues. I sure wasn’t expecting what happened.

I’m still processing the whole thing and not trying to rationalise the whole experience, although the word rationalise doesn’t really apply well in this experience.

Firstly we discussed my intention, in this case to find out more about my soul mission and what I’m supposed to be doing in this life, and in which direction should I be going, etc.

While talking about the intention, she asked some questions which revealed some areas in which I am constantly challenged. That highlighted my issues around trust and the fact I couldn’t really trust males. In fact, a bigger aspect was directly reflected to the fact that, for some reason, I felt I couldn’t trust myself. So that was the main theme around the inability of having healthy romantic relationships – Trusting in myself first and foremost.

After being in a trance, the first thing we must do is to make sure there isn’t any attachment to one’s energetic field. Make sure it’s only you there and no other energies.

I wasn’t prepared to find out there were about 4 children attached to me, and I wasn’t prepared to consciously meet each and every single one of them and to see how they each died. It was very hard to let go of them. But Lorraine has this amazing way of working and bringing them back to their loved ones in the astral plane, so the joy of experiencing that was very rewarding. I’ve decided to write about this in a separate article; please see the link to the article here: Dealing With Attachments and understanding how you are responsible For Them.

Once your energy field is clear, you are ready to time travel and explore your own journey.

I was taken to a portal and was recharging. I felt like I was home and at ease. When she asked me where I was, the first word that came to mind was “Heaven”. I could speak with everything telepathically; the trees, animals, even the air. I felt everything because I was everything, and at the same time I was still me, or the essence of me.

In this amazing world I started speaking with a little blue bird. I was told I was about to go somewhere and suddenly I was floating into another body in London in either 1837 or 1937, I’m still not quite clear of the year. She asked me what my name was and I said Ramona.

The pain was terrible; the discomfort the agony. The first thing I saw was my dead body on the streets and people spitting and kicking it. I can’t say it was easy. It was a shocking experience and very emotionally overwhelming. I discovered I was a prostitute and was strangled to death. But I also found out how I got to that place, what life lesson I was meant to work with in that lifetime, and how I had failed on it. In fact I had to work on that lesson many life times. Here is the video with parts of the regression and what happened.

This experience was truly something unique. I got to heal so many aspects of myself, and of my old dead body – which reflected in my current body. I got to heal aspects of my soul family and understand why I couldn’t trust others in the past, nor trust myself. I also got to terminate old karmic contracts and re-write new ones valid for this life.

The basic lessons and main theme of my past lives revolved around being able to fully and unconditionally love myself and others. Even if I was left alone or betrayed by them. Now that the lesson has been learned, I could make new history and decide what is to come in the present lifetime.

The best part of the whole experience was being able to understand the interconnection with previous lives’ patterns and to meet people whom are members of my soul family. To know some people in my life have been present in past lives and that we have been working together in karmic lessons, and to know how this process works and how much healing is available when you are willing to look into it and surrender to it.

There were also wonderful blissful moments where I felt full unconditional love from source energy and I returned to my soul essence. It was hard to keep track of my body because I was only light and energy I had returned to be frequency and melted into all there is. I can’t describe it into words. But I imagine it’s like being pure soul essence again.

I guess this experience has given me so much understanding of myself and how my emotional body reacts to certain situations, how much more there is to life, how everything is truly timelessly connected, and how much work we ,as humans, have done up to the present time.