First off, before I hit the episode on my laziness.. I want to do a calories count:

12/18/11

BreakFast: Yogurt cup + Soup = 250 + 400

Lunch: Rice + fish = 250 + 50

Dinner: 400 + 200 + 100

Exercise: none + 2.5/4 glass water

Total: 1650 calories:

12/19/11

Breakfast: 300 + 200

Lunch:

Dinner:

LAZINESS:

I must say, I’m getting lazy. I have been going to the gym lately.. and I have also been avoiding. It’s because I’m lazy. I just don’t want to do it. I don’t know why.. maybe I’m lacking inspiration.. maybe because I’m just .. lazy. How do I combat against laziness? Against those days where I don’t really care much.. ARRGGGGGHHHH!!!! Frustrated with myself. I have a goal.. yet, I”m no where near it.. and I don’t need his laziness!!! >:((( ANd.. THIS also reflect my school work too. I’m not doing great on productivity. I’m very slow with my Ochem studying.. and i don’t even want to think about touching that book anymore.. ANd I still have to do my lab reports.. ARRGGGH i hate lab reports. T___T GOSH. i’M JUCH A COMPLAINING, LAZY, GIRL!!! ARRGGH!!

I need to get back on my feet now.. and start working it again. I NEED TO BEAT MYSELF!! ARRRRGGHGHGHGHGHGHG!!! FRURSTRATED AGAISNT MYSELF!!! T____T

I AM SO BADD!!! I need TO MOTIVATE MYSELF AGAIN!

–so, i posted a motivation picture up there. I didn’t find it. I actually got off another person who once posted this picture onto their 3fatchicks blog. I just repost this one because I think this picture iS EVERY INSPIRATIONAL!