Having been abused by both a man and a woman, I can identify with your sexual confusion. any child who is sexually abused at such a young age will have some type of sexual confusion growing up. you are definitely not alone! browse the forums and you will find countless threads on that very topic. I know for me they have help me to recognize that it's not only me and seems to be common among survivors of CSA.

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