1. I don't have her in FB.
2. GF travels often. We are not marrying
3. I don´t blame PP.

So many comments. Yes, I made some unfortunate comments like "king of Persia" I am not Shakespeare, and English not my first language. Just wanted make the post a bit enjoyable but maybe didn´t work .

The reason of my post is not either she likes me or not. Of course she sees me like just a customer. My point is why I felt such way with such person, I was not expecting that. I have met other girls, and communication was not great (though could still be fun) basically for lack of common language, meaning me not speaking Khmer, just basic funny stuff. With her instead we can communicate, we can talk about anything, in a relaxed way. She shows me pictures of her life, she tells me about her (prof and personally) and she is interested about me, and asks about what doesn´t understand, not the usual "yeh yeh". And on top of that she is beatiful. Of course, all this doesn´t come for free, neither I have tried. We could summarize it in saying she is a professional? Maybe. I still think she is a butterfly, but anyway, I like her, I felt a connection that didn´t exist with other people. I am afraid she has kind of a barang BF, or at least she is trying. That is fine, don't care. This goes about me. Anyway, my first plan is to stop this completely, but it already affected me in some way, like missing her sometimes. Yeah, call me stupid. In any case, some people here sound like "been there done that". And very probably girls (and some guys) reading me may not like visiting bars, and such (now they might say "it´s ur life we don't care", you can save it ).

All this situation has made me observer "the other" Cambodians. Those working in BROWNs, STARBUCKS, restaurants for a shitty salary (...yes, all Cambodians have 2 SUVs ya know, be sure of that, c'mon, u barang saying that) and some of the girls are really beatiful. I'm not saying they are heroes for not going into the night scene, but this makes them more lovely, dedicating part of their low salary to their families and few for fun. I mean that after seeing the dark "easy money" side, I can´t help but having infinite RESTECPA to them (both genres), and moreover most of them always having a smile in their faces.
Cheers

I had a friend that was dating a Thai girl he met in a bar. A few of us told him to read this book if for nothing more than a heads up. He refused. I guess he was afraid of it matching up with his relationship.