Chris
pushed Brian against the door, slipping his hands into the side of
Brian’s shirt. Leaning in closer to Brian, Chris slid his tongue toward
Brian’s mouth looking for entry. Without hesitation, Brian parted his
mouth and let Chris’s tongue enter his mouth.Brian slid his hands over Chris’s
muscular back, feeling each ripple as he pulled him closer. Their throbbing
erections were rubbing against each other as they kissed. After a few moments,
Chris broke and stared deeply in Brian’s sapphire eyes. Giving him a
quick tender kiss he said, “I can’t believe how happy I am. I
really do love you.”

“I
love you too.” Brian said, leaning in to gently nibble on Chris’s
lower lip. “Perhaps we should take this somewhere more private.”

Quickly,
Chris grabbed Brian’s hand and led him up the staircase to his room.
Locking the door behind him, Chris wrapped his arms around Brian making out.
Still making out, they walked to the edge of the bed and then Brian fell back
pulling Chris on top of him. As soon as they hit the bed, Brain grabbed the
collar of Chris’s shirt and pulled him towards his waiting mouth. While
making out, Brian slid his fingers inside the edge of the shirt; hooking his
thumbs over the shirt.

Brian
broke the kiss, to slowly lift Chris’s shirt over his head. As soon as
Chris’s shirt hit the floor, Brian leaned upward and started to lick
Chris’s chest. The faint hairs on his chest tickled Brian’s tongue,
as he ran his tongue from one side of Chris’s chest to the other.
Stopping at his nipple, Brian started to slowly suck and bite on it, forcing it
to harden. Letting out a moan, Chris brushed his hand through Brian’s
hair.

Licking
down further, Brian flicked his tongue in and out of Chris’s belly
button. He kissed his abs then licked down further, until he was just at the
top of Chris’s pants. Starting to unbutton his pants, Chris reached down
and pulled Brian back up to him. Looking him deep in the eyes he said,
“This is all so new to me. Can we take it slow?”

“Sure.
We can go as slow as you need.”

“Thanks.
I love you. I just don’t want to loose you.”

“You
won’t. I love you too.”

Wrapping
his arms around Chris’s waist, Brian laid his head upon Chris’s
chest. Listening to the soft rhythm of Chris’s beating heart, made Brian
feel calm. His eyelids started to feel heavy and soon he fell asleep. For once
since a long time, Brian felt like everything was right.

Brian
woke to a sudden movement, cocking his head up; he looked over at a still
sleeping Chris. He saw a smile across Chris’s face as he slept; obviously
he was dreaming about something good. Gently, he traced his fingertips over
Chris’s muscular chest; feeling it gently rise and fall with every
breath. Chris stirred in his sleep, and then slowly opened his eyes. Once he
left behind the realm of sleep and everything became clear, he leaned down and
kissed Brian’s forehead.

“Hey.”
He said.

“Hey
Babe.” Brian said.

“Babe.
I like the sound of that.”

“Good.”

“Hey
listen. I want…I’m sorry for everything.”

“Shh.
I know. It’s ok.”

“No
it’s not. I was a coward. I was scared of being gay, and I almost lost
you. After a while I was no longer scared of being gay. I was scared of not
getting you back.” At this point, Chris could not hold back his tears,
and started crying. Brian wrapped himself around Chris again and held him
tight. The scent of Brian and the way he held him made Chris feel better; as if
it was all right. Once being able to calm down, both boys collected their
shirts and went downstairs to watch TV.

Looking
at his watch, Brian noticed it was only six. A few minute later, Chris’s
mom came in. As soon as she saw Brian, she smiled. “Hi Honey. Hi
Brian.” She said greeting both boys.

“Hi
Mom.”

“Hi
Mrs. Dor—I mean Cynthia.”

“I
should have dinner ready in an hour. You are more than welcome to stay,
Brian.”

“Thank
you very much. But I really don’t want to be a bother.”

“No
come on. Stay.” Chris said, looking at Brian with puppy dog eyes.

“Ok.
Sure.” Brian said.

“Ok
cool. Hey I’m gonna get a Dr. Pepper. You want one?”

“Yeah.
Sure.”

Chris
slowly got up and walked towards the kitchen. His mom was there gathering all
the ingredients for dinner.

“Need
any help?” He asked her while rummaging through the fridge for two Dr.
Peppers.

“No.
But I am really proud of you.” She said smiling at her son.

“For
what?” He asked, giving her a confused look.

“Just
being my son. And for always doing the right thing. Now go hang out with
Brian.”

“Sometimes
you’re weird Mom.” Chris said, shaking his head and walking back to
the living room with two Dr. Peppers.

“Here.”
He said, reaching his hand out to Brian. As Brian leaned to grab the bottle,
Chris quickly moved his hand away.

“Hey.
No fair.” Brian whined. Reaching up, he tried again to grab it, but Chris
was much taller, as Brian was still sitting.

“Come
get it.” Chris said, waving the bottle way above Brian’s head.

“You
asked for it.” Brian said as he got up and tackled Chris onto the other
couch behind him.

“Hey.”
Chris said, falling over but taking Brian with him.

“I
win.” Brian said, looking down at Chris. His hazel eyes were burning deep
within Brian. After a few minutes, Chris broke the gaze and leaned up to kiss
Brian. Immediately, Brian felt Chris’s tongue slide into his mouth. Brian
let out a moan, that was muffled in Chris’s
mouth. Suddenly, Chris pulled back.

“Wow.
Kissing you every time is amazing. But we can’t do it here.” He
said, looking down at Brian, whose eyes were looking as if they were asking
what he did wrong.

“Yeah.
I’m sorry.”

“Hey.
Don’t be. I kissed you.”

The
two boys sat up and continued watching TV for a bit. Enthralled by CSI, both
boys were startled by a deep voice behind them. Brian turned around to see a
tall dark haired man looking down at them.

“Hey
Dad. This is Brian.”

“Hey
son. Nice to meet you, Brian.”

“Nice
to meet you too, Mr. Dornson.”

“Please
call me Tom. What are you watching?”

“CSI.”

“I
assume you are both done with you homework. Kidding. But no really, you know
how Mom is.”

“Yes
Dad. We finished.” He said laughing at his dad.

“Good.
Well I’ll leave you two to your show and go bother the wife.” He
said, walking away.

“Bye.”
Both boys said before turning their attention back to CSI. Thankfully Chris was
able to pause live TV and the two of them had missed nothing.

As
soon as the show was finished, Cynthia called the boys for dinner.

“Perfect
timing.” Chris said, as they both got off the couch and walked over to
the kitchen. Cynthia guided Brian to an empty seat next to Chris. He was
impressed by the cooking abilities of Cynthia; it was the best roast he had
tasted in a long time.

“So,
Brian. We have not seen you around here in a while. What happened?”
Cynthia asked, after everyone had gotten some food on their plates.

“I
was just really busy. School and all that.” He answered, not really
wanting to say the truth.

“Where
are you from anyway? This is my first time meeting you.” Tom asked, while
helping himself to more mashed potatoes.

“I
was born in St. Charles, Missouri and lived there until summer. Now I
live here with my aunt and uncle.”

“Missouri. Quite a ways
away.”

“Yeah.
It’s really different here, but I love it here.”

Brian,
Chris and his parents talked more about the move to California, but never once did the real
reason of why he moved come up. Afterward, Tom and Cynthia told Brian what they
did and a few other random things.

Later
in Chris’s room, both boys were laying on the bed; with Brian laying on
Chris’s chest.

“Hey
babe?” Chris said with a hint of concern.

“Yeah?”

“Can
I ask you what happened? Why you moved?”

“Yeah.
I really hate talking about it.”

“Oh.
It’s ok. You don’t have to. But I am here for you.”

“I
know. I am so glad I have you.” Brian said, leaning up to kiss Chris.
“But yeah, I will tell you. Right at the end of the school year, I
finally accept who I was. The part of me that I was hiding for so long. The
fact I was gay. Well I had planned on telling my best friend Jason. We have
been friends for as long as I could remember. Anyway the day I was going to
tell him, he kissed me and well one thing lead to another and we ended up
admitting our true feelings. Things got very heavy between us and we had sex.
It was my first time. He spent the night and when my mom came in to wake us for
breakfast she saw Jason and me making out naked. She freaked out and so did my
dad. They could not accept who I was and to them I was nothing more than a
failure. So they shipped me out here. I have not really talked to them since
that day.”

“He
told me he would look for me. But I also haven’t heard from him since
then.”

“Aww.”

“It’s
ok. I have you now.”

“I
won’t ever leave you Brian. I promise.”

“I
know baby.”

“No.
I’m serious. I lost you once and it killed me. Really, I couldn’t
eat. I couldn’t sleep. All I thought was how I treated you and how I lost
you. You mean so much to you. I really do love you.”

“Aww.
Chris.” Brian said, leaning up to kiss Chris. As soon as their lips
touched, Brian slid his hand inside Chris’s shirt and started to massage
his abs. Chris slid his hand over Brian’s back, feeling his smooth skin
under his fingertips.

Suddenly
there was a knock on the door, causing both boys to jump off each other.
“Honey. Can I come in?” Cynthia called from the other side of the
door.

“Sure
Mom.”

“Hey.
Sorry to interrupt but I just wanted to remind you that tomorrow you have a
dentist appointment right after soccer practice. Just wanted to let you know before
I forgot myself.”

“Ok.
Thanks Mom.”

“Ok.
Night boys.”

“Night.”

“Well,
I think I better go. It is late and I am sure my aunt and uncle will start to
be suspicious.” Brian said, looking down at his watch.

“Ok.
Night love you.” Chris said, leaning in to kiss Brian.

“Love
you too.” Brian answered after the kiss.

Brian
made the drive home in a record ten minutes. To his luck both his uncle and
aunt were in the living room watching TV and didn’t hear Brian come in
the back door. Even thought it was still early, Brian had a long day and
exhausted fell onto his bed.

Brian
was anxious to see Chris at school. “Would
he act any different? Will he do anything to out him? Them?” He
thought. Walking the crowded halls, he scanned people’s faces looking for
his boyfriend’s face. A sudden rush of sadness hit Brian, as he saw all
of Chris’s friends, but no Chris. He was about to walk over to Alexia,
when he felt two powerful hands grab him by the shoulder and pull him into the
janitor’s closet.

Brian
tried to look around, but the darkness engulfed everything. His heart started
to race as thoughts of Steve and the rape ran through his mind. “What the
fuck?” He spat, trying to hide the fear in his voice.

Suddenly
someone turned on a light. Blinking, Brian tried to make out the face in front
of him. He let out a sigh of relief when he saw the handsome face of Chris.

“What?”
He asked, sensing the angry look of Brian.

“You
scared the fuck out of me. I thought you were…nevermind.”

“Sorry.
Who did you think I was?”

“No
one. So why are we here?”

“So
I can do this…” He said leaning in, putting his soft lips on
Brian’s. Quickly Brian parted his lips, feeling Chris’s rough
tongue brush over his lips and wrap itself around Brian’s. Chris slid his
hand inside Brian’s shirt; running his fingertips over Brian’s
smooth defined abs. Brian brought his hands up and gently brushed his
fingertips across Chris’s cheeks; feeling the light stubble on his face.

Wrapping
his arms around Brian’s waist, he pulled him closer. He could feel
Brian’s erection pressing against his thigh; his own pressing against
Brian’s leg. Slowly he moved his hand down and into the back of
Brian’s boxers. He felt Brian’s soft muscular ass underneath his
fingertips. Pressing his erection harder into Chris, Brian retracted his tongue
and created a small gap between their mouths and bit Chris’s lower lip
and slightly stretched it.

Chris
pulled back and slowly got on knees in front of Brian. Hooking his hands on the
edge of Brian’s shirt, he slowly lifted it up some; revealing
Brian’s abs. Hovering just centimeters from his abs, Chris stuck out his
tongue and slowly started to lick and suck on Brian’s abs. Moving over
each ripple, he moved inward towards his belly button. Brian let out a moan as
he felt Chris’s tongue flick in and out of his belly button; almost
fucking it with his tongue.

Brian
took his shirt off while Chris was working his way up Brian’s toned body.
Biting his lip, Brian tried to conceal a moan as he felt Chris sucking and
using his tongue to pleasure his erect nipple. After sucking on it for a few
minutes, Chris licked over to the other one; sensually nibbling on it. Bringing
his hands up, Brian ran his fingertips over Chris’s soft brown hair.Chris slowly licked backed to the center
of Brian’s chest, then glided his tongue up over Brian’s neck and
throat; licking a straight line to his mouth. After a few gentle playful licks
on Brian’s lips, Chris slid his tongue back into Brian’s mouth.
Brian wasted no time and wrapped his tongue around Chris’s; gently
massaging it.

Sliding
his tongue out of Chris’s mouth, Brian slid his hands down the front of
Chris’s shirt, hooking his fingers around the bottom. With one swift
motion, he pulled his shirt up over Chris’s head.A rage of pure lust came over Brian, and
he started to suck and nibble on the side of Chris’s neck, slowly making
his way towards the middle of his neck and down his chest. Running his tongue
over Chris’s hard pecs, Brian started to run circles over his nipples.
Lightly he stretched it with his teeth, making Chris moan in ecstasy.

“Shut
up. We’re gonna get caught.” Brian said, smirking at Chris.

“Sorry.
Please just don’t stop.”

With
that, Brian lowered his lips back onto Chris’s erect nipple. Using his
hands to discover every inch of Chris’s muscular back and side, he caused
him to tremble with pure pleasure. After working over Chris’s other
nipple, his tongue travelled further south. Brian could feel every hard muscle
and every ridge of Chris’s toned abs. Chris’s breathing became more
sporadic; letting Brian know he is doing a good job. Ever so slowly, almost as
if not wanting to miss anything, he licked a line back up Chris’s body to
his succulent lips.

Both
boys were startled by the blaring bell that signaled the beginning of another
arduous day of school. “Well that ruins our fun.” Brian said,
looking deep into Chris’s amber eyes.

“It
doesn’t have to.” He answered, with a devious smile.

“What
do you mean?”

“Skip.
I want to take you somewhere. Like a real date.”

“I’ve
never skipped before.”

“Come
on. I just wanna spend today with you. Not just this and the time in class. The
whole day. I could barely sleep last night. All I could do was think of you.
Fuck man. It scares me, but…but I’m falling utterly in love with
you.”

“Aww
Baby, I feel the same way. I couldn’t sleep last night either. I love
you.” Brian said, leaning in to kiss him. Not a kiss that they shared
earlier, but a lingering romantic kiss.

After
they broke the kiss, the two of them gathered their shirts and waited at the
door. Putting his ear to the door, Chris could hear the heavy footsteps of the
hordes of people making their way to class. Once realizing that the coast was
clear, Chris opened the door and they both made their way to the parking lot.

“Thanks.
My dad gave it to me last year. His way of showing he loves me since he was
always away on business.”

“Oh
I see. What do your parents do anyway?” Brian asked getting into the
passenger seat of the car.

“My
dad is a lawyer at some big law firm and my mom owns her own business.”

“Oh.
Cool.”

“Yeah. I guess.”

“So,
where are we going anyway?”

“You’ll
see.” He said, looking over at Brian. He grabbed Brian’s hand and
intertwined his fingers with his. “I’m so happy”

“Me too.”

After
driving for a bit, Chris turned on the radio and asked, “You got a
favorite station?”

“Umm. Not really I like country, but I can’t
remember the stations here.”

“Hmm. Let me see.”Chris said,
adjusting the dial every few seconds after listening to see what was on.

“Leave
it.” Brian yelled as Chris stumbled upon a country station.

“95.1 FM.” Chris said reading the dial and
programming into his favorites. As Brian started singing:

“We use to pull off highway 249
Had a cool little place where we'd go hide on a Friday night
And get away from the city lights
We'd find a little wood and build a fire Sonebody'd always bring a couple guitars
And we'd take turns singin' songs and watching it
burn
We'd do "Ramblin' Man", "Proud
Mary". and "American Band"
We'd be singin' at the top of our lungs

It was always the love songs every time
Made everybody feel something inside
With the fire down low held your girl real close
Made you wanna love the one you were with
Gave you the courage of that first kiss
It was the love songs always the love songs”

“Aww. I love the way you
sing.”

“Oh
shut up. I suck.”

“No.
I love it. You’re a cute country boy.”

“Hey.
I may not look it, but I’m country at heart.”

“It’s
cute.”

“Whatever.”
Brian said, rolling his eyes.

Looking
out the window, Brian noticed how much of a perfect day it was. The sun shone
bright in the clear sky; its reflection glistening over the aquamarine ocean
that was quickly coming to view. Chris pulled right off the main road and drove
down a narrow cement road leading them towards the beach. Brian had visited the
beach over summer, but he had never been here before.

“Wow.
It’s beautiful.” Brian said, getting out of the car after Chris
pulled into the nearly empty parking lot.

“Yeah. I love this place.” Chris answered,
grabbing a blanket and two beach towels out of his car. “Follow
me.”

Chris
started to walk towards the beach, removing his sandals along the way. Brian
followed suit and walking next to Chris. Trying to avoid burning their feet in
the hot sand, they ran quickly to towards the ocean. They let out a sigh of
relief when they reached the cool wet sand; providing a safe haven from the
heat.

The
two of them walked in silence, watching the mighty blue waves break on the
shore in front of them with a thunderous crash. After a while, they came to a
gigantic cliff, blocking them for going any further.

“This way.” Chris said, pointing to a small
opening in the cliff hidden behind a few fallen dead trees.

“What
are you sure?”

“Yeah
trust me.” Chris said walking into the opening.

“Ok.”
Brian said, running to catch up to Chris.

Once
inside the opening, Brian looked around to see that the cliff created a cave. A path lead down the side of the cliff towards the water. It
was as if there was a mini secluded lagoon within the cave.

“Wow.”
Brian said in awe, looking around.

“Yeah. Not a lot of people know about this.”
Chris said, looking over at the awe struck Brian.

Chris
unfolded the blanket and set the two towels down on top. Sitting down he
mentioned for Brian to join him. Once Brian sat down next to him, Chris wrapped
one arm around his shoulder and pulled him in. “I really am so happy.
You’re the best boyfriend a guy could hope for.” He said, looking
deep in Brian’s blue eyes.

“No.
I’m the lucky one.” Brian responded, slowly leaning in. Within
seconds the two closed the gap between them and slid their tongues in each
other’s mouths. Pushing Brian back, Chris got on top of him, pushing his
tongue deeper in Brian’s mouth. Brian wrapped his hands around the back
of Chris’s head and pulled him in closer. Sliding them down his back to
his ass, Brian brought his hands inside Chris’s shirt. Getting the
picture, Chris broke the kiss to lean back and took his shirt off, before
pulling at Brian’s. Once both boys were shirtless, they continued to make
out.

Brian
pushed Chris next to him and rolled on top of him, continuing his assault on
Chris’s mouth. Running his fingertips over every inch of Brian’s
back, Chris pulled him closer enjoying the feeling of Brian’s bare skin
on top of his. Grabbing Chris’s hands from behind him, be pinned them
above Chris’s head and broke the kiss to lick up and down his biceps.
Chris let out a moan of pure pleasure, as Brian continued to lick every crevice
of Chris’s arms and slowly making his way towards his chest.

After
giving Chris a quick kiss on the chest, Brain got up and walked towards the
water. “How about a swim?” He said,
turning to the puzzled Chris.

“We…we
don’t have any swimwear.” Chris said, trying to hide the
frustration in his voice. He was really enjoying what Brian was doing.

Turning
back to face the water, Brian hooked his hands on the edge of his pants and
boxers and pulled them down. Stepping out of them, he gave Chris a good look at
the back of his body. Chris was mesmerized by Brian; slowly moving his eyes
downward. Following Brian’s muscular back down to his firm tight ass. He
was surprised to see that his ass was only a little bit lighter than the rest
of his dark toned body. “Must
tan in the nude.” He thought, smiling at that image.

“I
know. Besides who needs a bathing suit? We’re all alone.” Brian
said, turning his head slightly, just enough to see Chris, but not enough for
Chris to see his front. Winking at Chris, Brian stepped towards the water.

Chris
watched in complete awe as Brian’s perfect body slowly disappeared under
the cool blue water of the lagoon as Brian walked into the water. Once he was
submerged to his neck, Brian dove under the water. A few moments later, Brian
popped back up out of the still water. Chris felt his cock growing harder and
harder, watching the water drip off Brian’s perfect face. Knowing that
standing in the water, completely naked, was the man of his dreams was too much
for him.

“Well,
don’t just sit there gawking. Come join me.” Brian called out to
him.

That
was all that Chris needed to hear, as he quickly got to his feet and undid his
jeans. With one fluid motion, he stripped off his jeans and boxers. Stepping
out of them, he quickly got into the cool water. The lagoon was not that deep;
his was submerged up to the middle of his chest when he reached Brain. As soon
as he got close enough, Brian wrapped his arms around Chris and whispered,
“So where were we?’

“Right here.” Chris answered before closing the
gap between the two and slid his tongue back into its new home. Chris felt
Brian’s hand travel down his spine to his ass, grabbing hold of his
muscular globe, pulling him closer. Their erections pressed hard against each
other as they kissed. Brian slid his free hand down the side of Chris’s
body and in between them; grabbing hold of both their erections and slowly
jerking them off together. With every stroke, Chris let out a moan as he felt
the sensitive skin of his cock rub against Brian’s. Brian responded by
stroking a little faster and pushing his tongue deeper into Chris’s
mouth; feeling each vibration as Chris moaned.

Breaking
the kiss, Chris slowly started biting Brian’s neck as he jacked them off
faster and faster. Warning Brian that he was close, he started nibbling on
Brian’s ear. Brian reciprocated and started kissing up Chris’s neck
and licked right below his ear. The pressure in both their balls was getting
more and more intense with every stroke.They could feel their climaxes only seconds away, when all of the sudden
Brian stopped.

“Oh my God. Why did you stop?” Chris asked,
slightly disappointed.

“I
want to try something.” Brian answered, grabbing hold of Chris’s
hand and pulled him with him towards the shore. As soon as they were on land,
Brian led him over to the blanket and pushed him down. Quickly getting on top
of him, Brian slid his tongue back into Chris’s mouth. After a few
moments he pulled back a little, breaking the kiss. Looking deep in to Chris’s
hazel eyes, he mouthed the words “I love you” before slowly licking
a straight line down his chest towards Chris’s engorged cock. Stopping
shortly before his cock, Brian looked back up to Chris who only smiled.
Quickly, Brian started tracing the length of Chris’s shaft with his
tongue, feeling the veins pulsate as Chris moaned.

Running
his fingertips over every inch of Chris’s body, Brian engulfed the whole
shaft forcing it to hit the back of his throat. Brian started bobbing his head
up and down as Chris moaned in pure pleasure. With every second that passed by,
Chris felt the all too familiar feeling build up in his balls. “Oh.
I’m close.” He warned.

Brian
just sucked faster and harder, slightly scratching Chris’s chest and abs.
Chris let out a loud moan as the pressure was intensifying even faster. With
one final stroke by Brian, Chris felt his orgasm traveling through his balls,
up his cock and into Brian’s mouth. Brian tried to swallow all that he
could, as Chris erupted volley after volley of cum.

Once
Chris was able to recover, he looked down at the smiling Brian and said,
“Wow that was amazing.”

“Glad
you liked it.”

Chris
reached down and pulled Brian up to him. Leaning in he licked a strand of cum
off the edge of Brian’s lips, before pushing him over and licking down
his body towards his cock.

“Are
you sure, Chris? I mean we can take it slow?”

“No.
I want to do this. I want to make you feel as amazing as you made me
feel.”

“Ok.
But remember if you want to take it slow, I can wait.”

“Thanks.”
Chris said before sliding his tongue over the head of Brian’s cock. Brian
quivered as a drop of precum leaked from his cock.
Chris quickly lapped up the droplet before sliding the cock all the way into
his mouth. Brian brought his hands on top of Chris’s head; running them
through his soft hair. Brian was so sexually excited it didn’t take him
long for him to feel the sensation in his balls.

“Oh.
Fuck. I’m close.” Brian moaned.

Brian
thought that Chris would pull out, but to his surprise he just kept sucking
harder and faster. Running his fingers through Chris’s hair a little more
forcefully, Brian fell back on the blanket and shot his cum deep within Chris.
After Brian’s orgasm subsided, Chris licked back up Brian’s sweaty
body and slide his tongue into Brian’s. They
each could taste the salty aftertaste of their cum on
each others tongues.

After
a few minutes, Chris broke the kiss and said, “I love you, I am so lucky
to have you.”

“So
am I.”

“I
always thought admitting my sexuality would be hard, but with you…it all
seems right.”

“Yeah. I feel so safe with you. Like no matter what
shit goes on, I have you with me.” Brian said, pushing Chris to the side
and wrapping his arms around Chris; resting his head on Chris’s powerful
chest.

“Me too. Hey, how did you know about me?”

“I
didn’t. I liked you when I first laid eyes on you. That first day, I got
so hard just looking at you. I tried to hide it and tried to fight the
feelings. I desperately wanted a friend. To fit in here.
So I did my best to ignore my feelings I was afraid that if you knew I was gay,
you would hate me..”

“I
could never hate you. I was fighting those same feelings. I tried so hard to
ignore the fact I was gay and that I had the hugest crush on you. That’s
why I dated Sarah. To try to make myself straight.”

“Well.
I am glad we are together now.”

“Me too. But I was wondering. What made you come to my
house? After the way I treated you and all?”

“Well,
honestly it was something Alexia said.”

“Alexia?” Chris asked with a look of horror.
“Does she…does she know?”

“Yes.
She told me she saw that you loved me the night of the movie. How you were
acting and the way you looked at me. I thought she was crazy, but she told me
that you cared and that I should go to you.”

“Did
you tell her about you?”

“She
asked me the day after the...the party.” As soon as he mentioned the
party, images of Zach and Steve and the rape came to mind. He felt himself grow
weak and nauseous. Everything started to spin as he felt his heart rate
accelerate. Brian closed his eyes as he ears started to ring.

“Brian…Brain?
Are you ok?” He suddenly heard, Brian opened his
eyes to see Chris hunched down next to him. “Are you ok?”

“What…what
happened?” Brian asked trying to recall what happened.

“I
don’t know. We were talking and then suddenly you went quiet and would
not respond to what I was saying.”

“I
must have blacked out.”

“Yeah. Are you ok? What must have caused it?”

“I…I
don’t know?” Brian lied.

After
a few moments of silence, Chris wrapped his arms around Brian’s shoulder
and pulled him into his chest. “Brian…what happened? At the party?”

“Nothing…I…it
was nothing.” Brian said, trying so hard to keep his tears inside.

“Brian.
I love you. I’m worried. The guy you went upstairs with…”

“He…he
fucking raped me.” Brian spat as a surge of frustration and sadness came
over him, like a demonic possession. Every inch of his body started hurting,
and he could no longer hold back the tears. As if a dam broke, the tears started
to flow.Chris pulled Brian closer
and held him at tight as he could. Burying his face in Chris’s shoulder,
Brian continued to sob uncontrollably. Slowly stroking Brian’s hair,
Chris told him it was all going to be ok.

Once
he was able to regain some composure, he sat up and took a deep breathe,
“He drugged me. Then he took me upstairs saying he just wanted to talk.
Then the next thing I remember I was naked with him on top of me, then the door
opens again and Steve enters. I tried to scream and fight back, but I could
barely move. I blacked out right as Zach started to fuck me. I don’t know
how many times they did it, or what exactly they did.”

“Brian...I...I
don’t know what to say. Did you talk to anyone about it?”

“No,
I can’t. I just want to block it out of my mind. Steve got what he
deserved.”

“Baby,
you need to talk to someone—“

“No!
It happened. It’s over.”

“Ok,
but I’m here now. I won’t let anyone hurt you. Ever.”

“I
know. I love you.”

“I
love you too.”

Chris
and Brian laid there for a while in complete silence, just enjoying each
other’s embrace. Before they knew it, they drifted off to sleep. Hours
later, Brian woke with a sudden gurgle in his stomach- he was starving. Chris
was feeling the same way, as a gurgle escaped his stomach as well. Waking
Chris, Brian asked if he wanted to get food.

“Yeah. I’m starving. Besides its
already one.” Chris said looking at his cell phone that he fished out of
his jeans pocket.

“Where
do you want to eat?”

“I
know a place. Follow me.” Chris said, getting up and slowly getting
dressed. Brian followed suit and a few minutes later, both boys were fully
dressed, walkingout of the lagoon back towards the car.

“This way.” Chris said, pointing to a burger
shack. “I know this isn’t the Ritz Carlton, but I love this
place.”

“Baby. It’s fine. I’d eat anything as long
as I’m with you. Well…not everything. I hate olives and
mushrooms.”

“Haha.Me
too. Good thing they probably won’t serve them here.”

“Good.”
Brian said as they entered the restaurant. It was a quaint little place.
Surfboards covered the wooden walls and hula skirts draped off the tables.

“Hey Mindy. A table for two please.”

“Hey Chris. Long time no see. How have you been? Hey
shouldn’t you be in school?”

“Haha. Yeah, but it’s
such a beautiful day outside. I couldn’t resist. Don’t tell Dad
ok?”

“Ok.”
She said smirking.

“But
yeah. I’ve been great. We all have. Oh, hey this is Brian. Brian this is
Mindy.”

“Hi.”
Brian said.

“Hi handsome.” Mindy said seductively, causing
Brian to blush a little. “Well right this way.”

Brian
and Chris followed her to a table at the far corner of the place, right under a
blue surfboard.

“Can
I get you something to drink?” Mindy said, passing them their menus.

“I’ll
have a vanilla malt.” Chris said.

“That
sounds good. I’ll have the same.”

“Ok.
I’ll be right back with those.”

Studying
the menu, Brian realized just how hungry he really was. The events earlier in
the day took a lot out of him. Mindy returned with their malts, and after
placing them on the table, asked if they were ready.

“Yeah. I’ll have the Western Burger.”
Chris said.

“I’ll
have the Shack Burger, with extra tomatoes please.” Brian said.

“Ok.
I will get those started for you.” Mindy said, taking their menus and
walking away.

“Today
was amazing. Thanks Chris.”

“I
would not want to share it with anyone else.”

“The
lagoon was amazing. What we did in there was amazing.”

“Yeah. I discovered it when I was a kid. I still
sometimes go there when I need to be alone and think. Never did I think I would
be doing…well what we did in there.”

“Haha. It was defiantly
fun.”

“Amazing more like it.”

Soon
after their food arrived, that they both scarfed
down; trying to satisfy their hungry stomachs. Between bites, they made small
talk; telling each other their favorite movies, colors, and whatever else they
wanted to know.

After
they had adequately stuffed themselves, they decided it was best for them to
head back. By this time school was about to end, and Brian wanted to start
going to soccer practice again. He knew that there would be hell to pay for all
the practices he skipped, but he didn’t care. He had Brian as his
boyfriend, and he had himself back. Finally being able to admit to himself he
was gay, and that he was madly in love with Brian; gave him a sense of
belonging and everything felt just right.

Within
twenty-five minutes, Chris pulled up to the parking lot; just as the bell rang
signaling the end of class. Chris and Brian got out of the car and said
goodbye; Chris walking towards the soccer field and Brian towards his car.

Brian
was on cloud nine. He was finally happy with being gay. Not to mention he had
the best boyfriend a guy could have. “Could
life get any better?” He thought. When he reached his car he noticed
a piece of paper attached to his windshield wiper; slightly flapping in the
soft breeze. As he read it, his perfect world came to a crashing end.

Stay the fuck away from Chris. He’s
not like you. I see you with him. I will kill you faggot.

Author’s Notes:
Please Email me at: ryrywntsu2@yahoo.com for any comments,
suggestions, etc. Also check out “My Little Turtle” and
“Struggle To See Each Other Again” my
other stories on here under the High School section.

Second, I have decided to start a yahoo group for all you
readers out there. There you can post your stories of coming out, advice for
anyone coming out. Advice on being gay, thoughts on the world
and life in general. I encourage you to join, and I encourage any
straight supporters to join as well. We live in a “crappy” world at
times, but at least we can make a small change in it.