DO SAY WAT THOSE THINGS YOU WANT TO SAY..
AND DO REVEAL THOSE FEELINGS INSIDE YOUR HEART ..
AND DO REVEAL THOSE ANGER TO THOSE PERSONS (MOTHER, FATHER, SIBLING, FRIEND, BESTFRIEND, CLOSE FRIEND, BOYFRIEND, GIRLFRIEND, ETC..) YOU WANT TO KNOW IT .. I HOPE SO ..

WHY SHE CAN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND ME?
I DO ANYTHING FOR HER, AND DO ANYTHING FOR MY OTHER BESTFRIEND TOO ..
AND I GAVE MY HALF TIME TO HER, AND HALF TIME TO OTHER!?
BUT WHY IS SHE NOT CONTENTED WITH THAT!? IS SHE A SELFISH OR SOMETHING LIKE A .. GRRR!
I CAN'T REALLY SAY IT THIS THINGS TO HER, BECAUSE IT'S NOW OUR VACATION..
AND I HOPE THAT IF I GOT SOME TIME TO BE FREE AND DO WHAT SHOULD I DO, HOPE THAT SOMEDAY I CAN TALK TO HER, AND SAY THIS THINGS TO HER .. AND SAY THOSE FEELINGS I HAD ..
WHY SHE CAN'T STOP SAYING " UR ANOTHER ONE BESTFRIEND IS LIKE THAT.. LIKE THAT " IS SHE A STUPID!? OR WHAT !?
WHY SHE CAN'T FEEL WHAT I TRULY FEEL FOR HER!? WHY SHE CAN'T SEE THOSE HARD THINGS I DO FOR HER SAKE!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS TO MY ANOTHER BESTFRIEND, IF SHE KNOWS THAT GIRL TOO!? WHY SHE NEEDS TO BE JEALOUS IF MY WHOLE TIME I CUT IT FOR HER, AND FOR ANOTHER! WHY!? WHY!? WHY!? WHY SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT!? I DO EVERYTHING FOR HER TOO, BECAUSE SINCE I WAS IN ELEMENTARY I BECOME HER BESTFRIEND! *CRIES AND CRIES*
WELL, AS U CAN SEE IM CRYING WHY IM TYPING THESE DAMN THINGS! I JUST WANNA SAY TO HER THAT, WHY CAN'T U UNDERSTAND ME!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME HAPPY IN MY WHOLE LIFE!? WHY DO YOU NEED TO SAY SOME WORDS, THAT WILL BE HURT MY FEELINGS!? WHY!? WHY!? IT IS NOT IMPORTANT MY HAPPINESS FOR THIS YEAR ONLY, I WANT MY HAPPINESS FOR MY FOREVER LIFE! AND WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO PICK ONE OF YOU!? WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME TO DO THAT!? IF U WERE EVER HERE IN MY POSITION RIGHT NOW, MAYBE YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT ARE THOSE FEELINGS I REALLY WANNA SAY TO YOU! *CRIES A LOT*