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It may be hard to believe, but both men and women can be in emotionally abusive relationships. Why is that people stay in a relationship with an abusive person? It is more complicated than you think.

First, most people don’t start out being emotionally abusive in a relationship, and it is hard to pinpoint the exact moment when the relationship started to become unhealthy. Unfortunately after awhile it all becomes a big blur of fighting, screaming, name calling, sometimes even suicidal threats that then lead to a pattern of apologies and make up sex.

Usually when I hear about these type of relationships the abuse starts out very subtle. Over the first few weeks your new boyfriend or girlfriend may appear charming, laid back and fun to be around. You start to develop feelings for them. Then one night they surprise you when they raise their voice over some small issue about not texting them back right away. At this point you write it off as them having a bad day or being stressed over other things. Soon you realize they are irritable more often than not. They yell over little things and start to call you names in angry moments. A warning bell goes off in your head, but they always seem so apologetic afterwards. Plus, you realize you’ve already developed feelings so it seems easier to forgive and forget in those first few months. Another excuse I hear a lot in the beginning of a relationship is that it only happens when they are drinking. You tend to let it go because the next morning they are back to their normal self and don’t even remember they said something rude.

However, in time each fight makes the emotional abuse become worse and worse. With each honeymoon period that follows, they tell you things will be different this time around. You believe them because you think your love can conquer anything. What is hard for people from the outside to understand is after being told you are stupid, ugly, and any other disrespectful word you can think of, instead of sticking up for yourself you start to doubt your own judgment. The abuser has started to convince you that no one else would ever want to be with you. They can even convince you that you’re lucky to just be in their presence. Many people who have been emotionally beaten down will do anything they possibly can to prove to their partner they are worthy of their love. I know this sounds crazy, but emotional abuse does a number on a person’s self-esteem. This is why some people use it because then it is easier to control the other person.

Some people have given their last dime to their abusive partner to make them happy. They stop talking to people because their partner tells them to. They will skip class to run an errand for them. However, no matter what they do, it never seems to be enough. They usually still make you feel like you are always too fat, too stupid, too needy, too slutty, too something.

Friends and family who are legitimately concerned about the person being emotionally abused may start to apply pressure to break up with the abuser. This may sound logical and smart to someone who hasn’t been in an abusive relationship, but to those who are in it, the abuser still seems 50 feet tall and they still feel like they’re 6 inches. They may logically agree with their friends and family, however they have become used to this dynamic and again don’t trust their own judgment. The thought of breaking up can seem overwhelming like they are trying to conquer a giant. They may not be ready to leave even though that solution seems obvious to others.

Being ready to leave is different than knowing you need to leave. Leaving a relationship is a process. If you’ve been controlled by someone for a long time it can seem impossible to actually think for yourself and even believe in yourself. You may consider leaving for a long time before actually being able to go through with it. Eventually, the relationship becomes so painful that you may finally have the guts to let go. Most people have to leave a relationship on their own terms and in their own time. It can be hard for friends and family to realize this. I also want people to realize this type of abuse has long term affects. Even after this person leaves the relationship, they still have a long way to go to recover their self-confidence.

After finally leaving an emotionally abusive relationship it can take months, sometimes years to feel yourself again. An abusive person will strip away a lot of your strength and confidence. Because you loved the person so much you do start to believe the way they do. If you have actually adopted the belief that you are worthless piece of crap, realize that belief won’t change overnight. Your relationship lasted months or years. That is about how long you’ve been hearing these horrible things about yourself. To turn that around is going to take about the same amount of time. You may feel better sooner than later, but to fully recover your self-esteem will take some time.

I encourage students not to give up. If you’ve been through this type of situation hopefully it has made you smarter and stronger. You aren’t doomed to repeat the pattern. Learn from the mistakes and next time you will recognize the red flags. Talk about it with others. The quickest way to reduce shame is to accept what happened and use it to help others. It will help you to heal which keeps your abuser from stealing happiness from your future. They took enough from your past, don’t let them take any more from you now. So many people have been where you’ve been and are in healthy relationships today. You’ll get there too, just give yourself some time.

I found this post on Hugstronger, a website dedicated to helping college student’s stay positive.

We’ve all been warned. Before leaving for college, we receive a surplus of information from older friends, advising us both academically and socially. These friends also share their dating wisdom, cautioning us against falling for the “wrong” kind of guy.

Pop culture portrays the “wrong guy” as the unmotivated slacker who skates by on an academic probation, or as the misogynist who only wants you for your looks. However, during my freshman year, I learned that the wrong guy can be difficult to spot, because he often disguises himself as the nice guy you can’t help but trust.

That fall, I met a boy with whom I instantly connected. We fell into an easy friendship that eventually developed into more. With little dating experience behind me, I took his seemingly charming personality at face value.

In time, I learned that his “nice guy” routine was exactly that – a routine. He simultaneously pursued multiple girls who had no knowledge of each other, while feeding them the same lines and spreading hurtful rumors. Ultimately, I realized our relationship was unhealthy and would only drag me down.

Nice guys do exist, and I’ve dated a few since then. However, when dealing with new guys, watch out for red flags:

1. He says mostly negative things about his ex-girlfriends.
If he tells you extremely personal (or insulting) details about previous girlfriends, chances are he’ll say the same things about you when you break up. Of course, you don’t want to date someone who still loves his ex-girlfriend, but if he seems particularly vindictive toward the girls he’s dated, you might want to break things off.

2. He likes to tell you about all of his admirers.
Even when he claimed to be interested in only me, my not-so-nice guy would constantly rant about the many girls who were “in love” with him. I’m not a jealous person, but I often wondered why he needed to share this knowledge. It’s one thing if other girls find him attractive; it’s another thing if he’s using that information to try and upset you.

3. He mixes up his stories.
First he tells you that he was spending time with his boys last night. Then he casually slips in that another girl was there. Then he gets annoyed when you ask him for details about his evening, and accuses you of not trusting him. What starts out as simple curiosity can quickly morph into suspicion.

4. He plays hot and cold with your emotions.
If a boy is sending you mixed signals for any prolonged period of time, he’s not that into you. If he’s truly worth your time, he will make it known that he’s interested, and he won’t keep you guessing whether or not he wants a relationship.

5. He disguises condescending remarks as compliments.
In trying to win me back, my not-so-nice guy once explained that I had grown since we last parted ways, and that he now felt more attracted to me because of how “assertive” I had become. (Translation: “Now that you’re unattainable, I consider you a challenge worth pursuing.”) The truth was, I hadn’t changed much in that time, and I didn’t need his affirmation that I had “grown” enough to be worth his attention. Remember, you deserve to be treated well no matter how much you still have left to learn or accomplish.

Not-so-nice guys come in all forms. Be aware of the warning signs, so that you won’t fall into the same traps as many others. Don’t settle for anyone who treats you as anything less than you deserve.

Valerie Moses is a senior at the University of Central Florida, pursuing her Bachelor’s degree in Advertising and Public Relations and a minor in Hospitality Management. Trained in career counseling and advising, she loves working with college students and helping them discover the majors of their dreams. When she isn’t in class or at work, Valerie can be found planning theme parties and large-scale fundraising events, roaming around Orlando with her friends, playing with her two dogs, writing her memoir, and keeping up her own blog, So It Must Be True.

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I saw this post on College Candy. It was written by Katie. Feel free to click on the link to read more from Katie.

My name is Katie. I’m a twenty-something. I am single. I mean like, painfully single. This means no guys to kiss, to flirt with, to text, to complain to your girlfriends about, etc. Nada. Nothing. Zip. I’m in the healing process from a pretty brutal breakup, and now that ex-Manfriend and I are dunzo, it’s time for me to be single—painfully single.

This is usually the moment when I panic and scramble to find someone, anyone to fill the void that comes with being alone. I will reel in past loves that didn’t work the first ten times. I’ll text a “thinking of you” message to The One That Got Away. I’ll even contemplate online dating for a hot minute. I feel the need to do all this because I’d rather grasp at straws than let the loneliness step in and take control.

I think this is the time in our lives when we’re just plain confused about everything, including love. Am I supposed to be single? Am I supposed to be looking for a hubby? I never know what’s “right” or “normal” in the dating world of a twenty-something. Maybe it’s because a few of my friends are getting hitched and having babies (Please stop doing this by the way, people. I’m not emotionally ready to handle it. Think about ME.), or maybe it’s because I’m afraid of being alone. It could just be the anxiety that drives me to feel like if I don’t pair up soon, I never will. It could be because I’m not exactly the best at being single.

And that doesn’t mean that I’m always in a relationship—quite the contrary actually. I’ve said the “L” word a couple times and been in “serious relationships” (Whatever the hell that means anymore. #bitter), but for the majority of my life, I’ve been a single woman. I think I’m okay with being single, just not painfully single. I guess I should explain the difference.

If you ask any of my girlfriends, they will tell you that I always have “someone.” This basically means that I always have a guy to like or “talk to” or text. I go on dates and all that fun stuff, but there is never any pressure of commitment. When I’m not committed, I’m probably semi-committed by my own doing because I can’t deal with the pain of being single. Sidenote: If I don’t make sense right now, that’s normal because I never make sense to myself when it comes to any of this stuff either. It’s just that when I don’t have anyone to “talk to”, that is when the pain of being single seeps in. It feels like nothing else will ever come along. No new catches, no old flames—just me, myself and I.

When I become painfully single, the panic sets in. I switch into desperation mode. I start looking at my best guy friend differently, consider online dating, and go out more than usual just in case the man of my dreams sits down at the barstool next to me.

I have to ask myself why I’m suddenly entertaining the thought of dating my Boy BFF. Is it because I’m actually interested and have feelings for him or could it be that I can’t deal with being 100% alone? I’m beginning to think the latter. Can you blame me though? Who doesn’t like having someone to text the mundane details of your life to? Someone to snuggle and watch Netflix with? Someone to call yours? Being part of a pair is a wonderful feeling of fulfillment. Though for the first time as a twenty-something, I’m starting to recognize that having a guy be interested in me is not the “be all, end all” for my personal fulfillment.

I’m learning that I can be happy and content without a guy in my life. I can believe that I’m worthy without needing a guy to reassure me of that. I can find out who I am on my own. Male attention should not dictate my happiness and quality of life. I can be alone.

There is nothing wrong with being single. In your twenties, it might actually be one of the best things for you. I think that being single is something you have to do for a little while in order to understand who you are as an individual. A friend of mine broke up with her boyfriend about a year ago, and of course, she was bummed. But instead of crying and moping around, she took up running. Whenever she was feeling upset, she just went out for a jog. She soon found herself running almost everyday of the week. About a month ago, she crossed the finish line of her first half marathon.

She told me that she would never have known how much she enjoyed running if her and her ex had never called it quits. She’d be too busy traveling to go visit him a few states away or working extra hours at her job to save up for a plane ticket to go see him on the weekends.

Being single allows us ladies to find out who we are and what we’re passionate about without having a guy influence us. Because let’s be honest, do you really like to golf? Or watching Monday Night Football? Or playing Tony Hawk on his old Playstaion? Or watching Dumb and Dumber whenever it’s on cable? Maybe you do if you’re the perfect woman, but I’m guessing you probably don’t love all those things, you just adopted them because he loves them.

When you’re on your own, you have the opportunity to discover your own passions. You have the time to go out and figure out what you enjoy and what you want to do with your life. You get to cross the finish line of your own half marathon. There is no one to answer to. There is just your mind, your passions, your ideas—yourself. There is a difference between being alone and being lonely, and I think for the first time, I’m understanding that difference.

Katie is finishing up her undergrad at North Central College in Naperville, Illinois. She enjoys wasting hours on Facebook and tweeting things no one cares about. When asked the question, “Do you do marathons?” She promptly responds, “Of course! Which show?” Follow her @KatieGarrity! Or read her personal blog where she talks incessantly about Ryan Gosling and hummus here!

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School is starting soon! It is that time of year again. I love the energy on college campuses this time of year. Yet, it is a time for change. Every year on a college campus is different. New students, new classes and most likely new living spaces. Can be good, could be be bad, definitely is hard at times!

I’m going through some changes of my own. I am moving to Georgia. I have decided to leave Aurora University, and I’ll be starting at Valdosta State University in Valdosta, GA right after Labor Day. I’m excited, but sad too. I love working with college students and the good news is that I’ll be doing the exact same job, just in a new location. The hard part is saying goodbye to great friends and the students I have worked with the last couple of years.

Yesterday was my last day at AU. It was hard saying goodbye. There will be so many people I will miss. I’m looking forward to my new adventure, but wish I could take quite a few people along with me to Georgia. I feel like a freshman student. A new campus and I don’t really know anyone yet. Missing my old friends, but looking forward to making new ones. Those mixed of emotions of excitement and fear can be overwhelming at times. It isn’t always easy, but it usually is worth it when you take a chance and try something new.

Like the above quote says, “You have to laugh and have fun with it!” It has always been my dream to live in the south. I hate cold winters!! There is so much to look forward to. I will keep that in mind as I go through the reality of moving 900 miles away. Relationships are tested by change and stress. I know my relationship will be fine during this huge move, but that doesn’t make it any easier to live through. Those moments are when I have to think about warm winters and no more driving in ice and snow!

Trust me, I will use all the advice I’ve given to others and do my best to think positive when I feel stressed or nervous. I’m glad I can find encouragement from reading the blog’s of other people who have been through something similar as well as reading my own advice which I often give to others. I’ll also be staying in touch with all my great friends up here in Illinois, who I know will encourage me any time I need it.

I can’t lie and say I don’t have conflicting emotions. It’s like a graduation. Bittersweet. Those are the hardest things to go through. Those that you are excited, yet sad about. I admit I’ve gone back and forth wondering if I’m doing the right thing. On one hand I know it will all work out, but there is still a part of me that thinks, “what if it doesn’t?”. There are no guarantees in life. However, nothing is permanent. There will be freshman that realize college isn’t for them or that they’re just at the wrong college. They will leave and move onto something else that works better for them. The same is true for me. I can always come back to Illinois if it doesn’t work out. So, why not take the chance?

Like I said, change is hard. I am in the middle of packing which is a pain. Starting a new job is a little scary. Having a house for sale is very stressful. Will it be worth it in the long run? I truly believe so. Valdosta State is a great university and their counseling team seems very solid. I am very honored that they offered me the position and in January when it is 60 degrees outside instead of below zero, I don’t think I’ll be complaining.

I will still be keeping up with this blog and hope to impart some wisdom to the students at VSU. Wish me luck on my new adventure and please send up a prayer that my house sells soon!!

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Loss is hard. Fortunately, most college students who are dating don’t have to deal with their boyfriend or girlfriend dying. It does happen, but it is a lot more rare than a typical break up. However, after last Friday’s massacre in Aurora, Colorado, it makes you think about how fragile life really is.

A lot of people who were injured or killed last Friday were younger people. They were sons, daughters, sisters, brothers, cousins, friends and even boyfriends and girlfriends of people who are now grieving the senseless loss of their loved one. This year has been hard on my family as well. We have experienced a lot of loss since the end of 2011. It can make you stop and evaluate your choices in life. There are so many things people take for granted when it comes to the people they love.

It is easy in the every day stresses of life to believe that the people you count on the most will always be there for you. I have met with a lot of students who really can’t imagine losing their boyfriend or girlfriend or even their close friends to death. It is easier to imagine losing a grandparent or distant relative. It is a little harder to comprehend the loss of a parent, a sibling or a friend who still has so much life to live.

That is usually why it can be harder to accept. The people who lost their lives on Friday, July 20th were mostly in the prime of their life. They were looking forward to seeing a good movie with their family and friends and had no reason to think there life would be over within a few short minutes. Thank God incidents like this are very rare. You are much more likely to be struck by lightening then to be shot in a movie theater or on a college campus. No matter how a person dies, when it happens to someone you love, it can be hard to understand and accept.

So, how do you move forward after losing a loved one? You’ve probably heard it takes some time. It isn’t easy, no matter what anyone tells you. Your mind, your heart and your soul are going to go through a long process. The grief process has five steps. 1. Denial 2. Anger 3. Bargaining 4. Depression 5. Acceptance

You notice that acceptance comes after a lot of other emotions cycle through. No person grieves the same either. That is why it is hard to know what to say to someone who is grieving. Some people want to talk about the person and feel better when they open up. For others, they don’t want to talk about it. They do better when they stay busy and distract themselves a little more. For most people, you can’t go wrong with giving the person who is grieving a hug and asking if there is anything you can do for them. Sometimes just bringing them a home cooked meal is enough. Just knowing that you care and you want to help is better than nothing.

If you are the one grieving, be patient with yourself. Some days you’ll wake up feeling better only to crash back into depression or anger a few hours later. It is a long grueling process, but time does eventually help. The days and weeks pass and your brain will start to adjust. At first, you may be resistant to letting go of your pain. You don’t want your loved one to feel that you’ve forgotten them. I remind people who are grieving that you can still remember them without feeling so much pain. You can start to remember them with a smile and actually feel happy in your memories instead of feeling so lost or sad.

Life has a way of marching on whether we like it or not. Days, weeks, months and then even years pass. New people come into our life. They don’t replace the people we lost, but they fill in the gaps that are still there in our lives that need to be filled. The only positive thing about loss is being able to empathize and understand what other people are going through when they experience it. You will be able to relate and give encouragement to those people because you’ve been their yourself. This may help you, in a way, deal with your own loss. Giving to others has a way of healing your own heart from the pain.

Even though we are all different, all of us at one point or another are going to experience a loss of some kind. I hope you never have to experience what the people of Aurora, Colorado are experiencing. I also hope as a college student you don’t have to go through the death of parent, sibling, friend, boyfriend or girlfriend. It is hard enough to get through the stresses of college. Going through a major loss can make it a lot more complicated. If it does happen to you, know that you have choices. You can withdraw from classes for the semester and take a leave of absence. This will allow you to focus on your family or getting help for yourself without having to stress about papers and tests. Many students have had to do this and come back to school after a few months feeling a lot more prepared to deal with class. Other students need the distraction and choose to stay in school at this time. There really is no right answer on how to best deal with situations like this. Do what you think is best for yourself and your situation, and try not to compare yourself to others students.

Also, find trusted family and friends to talk to and gain support from. You may also decide counseling is something you would like to try. It can be helpful because you are able to open up without feeling like your burdening your family or friends who may be dealing with their own grief. Many people have stated that counseling has been helpful, but it isn’t for everyone. You can do some research to find out what ways of grieving will work best for you. Just remember it is a process. It is okay to be angry, upset and sad. However, if you feel you’ve been stuck in one part of the grieving cycle too long, it is time to do something to be able to move forward. One step at a time is the best way to approach the grieving process. Feel free to look into any of the websites listed below that may be helpful.

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One of the worst feelings in the world is feeling helpless. When you feel like you have no control over your life or the situation you’re in. When someone you love wants to leave or break up with you. It can leave you with this horrible feeling which can turn you to become someone you don’t even recognize.

I’ve met with many people who have been faced with feeling very helpless. Nine times out of ten they react with an obsessive compulsion to regain some control. I hear students tell me how they couldn’t stop themselves from texting their recent ex, or driving by their apartment or house, or stalking them on Facebook, or hacking into their email account. Normal, kind, caring people can become self-absorbed, insecure, and very obsessive people when going through a situation that puts them out of control.

Especially when a boyfriend or girlfriend breaks things off. You can have this overwhelming feeling that if you only explained how much you still love them, or asked them to give you another chance, or got them to see you ONE more time, then they would take you back with open arms. You may think the only way to get them back is to fight for them. In your mind, getting back together with you ex is the only way you can imagine ending your pain. Other people may tell you to let it go and move on, but your brain can’t even comprehend that statement. Even if your ex treated you like crap, if you loved them, then you want them back.

So, what can you do during this time when you feel so helpless?

1. Do not obsessively contact your ex. Trust me, this will not help your situation. They are pulling back for a reason. It may even be for a stupid reason. However, if you continually bother your ex with texts, emails and Facebook messages, it is going to annoy them. This is only going to push them away further. Your instinct to choke hold them to you will only have the opposite effect. After the break up, I suggest contacting them one time to let them know you still love them and want to get back together. Also tell them you’re going to give them the space they asked for, and that your silence doesn’t mean you want the relationship to be over. Say what you have to say, then leave it alone. Give them time to think and possibly even miss you. This way it isn’t like you’re giving up and just moving on, but you aren’t pissing them off either.

2. Distract yourself. Enlist the help of good friends and family to help you occupy your time. They can listen to you and hug you when you cry. They can take you out and help you to forget for a few hours that you feel so crappy. They can also take your cell phone away or reset your passwords on your Facebook and email account so you can’t login without them. They can help you avoid the urge to contact your ex. It is hard to give up control. However, it is the best way to get through those first really hard days and weeks. If your ex has asked for space, then show them that you heard them by choosing not to contact them. It may be exactly what your ex needs to want you back. If they are just breaking up with you to get you to beg them to come back, then you aren’t giving them what they want. If they are trying to manipulate you, distracting yourself from contacting them will be a way to stop it and you may find they come to find you sooner than later.

3. Build back your confidence. Break-ups have a way of reducing your self-confidence. You can feel like you aren’t good enough or that something is wrong with you. This is a good time to take an evaluation of yourself. Did you mess up? Did you do something you regret? Since you can’t change the past, why not focus on the future? What would you do different if you had the chance? This way if your ex comes back, you’ll be able to tell them realistically what you would change and do differently. This may help build trust back into the relationship. Even if your ex doesn’t come back, you’ll be able to avoid making the same mistakes with someone new. If you’ve evaluated yourself and feel like you didn’t do anything wrong in the relationship, then work to own that reality. Don’t let your brain trick you into thinking, “If only I had…” You can get caught up in tearing yourself down. Sometimes there isn’t anything you could have done to save the relationship. Remember all the positive things you have to offer to someone in a relationship. Eventually one day you will be ready to find someone who will see those things in you.

4. Focus on yourself. I know I said break-ups have a way of making people self-absorbed. There is a right and wrong way to focus on yourself. You don’t want to talk to your friends for weeks about you’re ex and completely ignore the fact that your friend lost a job or just failed a major test. Sometimes it even helps to get out of your own pain and listen to others. Don’t ignore other things going on around you just because your life is upside down. Some days it is okay to just focus on your own pain, but don’t let that go on for weeks at a time. The right way to focus on yourself is to get back those things you may have lost in your relationship. You may have spent a lot of time focusing on your ex when you were together or always helping them with their problems. Now is the time to go back to things you enjoy doing. Remember those hobbies or sports you used enjoy? Find time to do those things again. They will help you process your feelings of grief and get those pieces of yourself back.

There are a lot of positive things you can do when someone puts you in a situation that makes you feel helpless. Remember that you can choose to give up control, even though it isn’t easy. Doing what comes naturally isn’t always the smartest or best thing. Fighting your instincts to chase your ex may end up getting exactly what you want a lot faster. Even if it doesn’t, you’ll feel proud of yourself in the long run.

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Do you ever wonder if your ex thinks about you? If they broke up with you, you might assume that they are moving on pain-free. If you were dating a heartless and selfish person, this may be true. You may think they are being heartless and selfish, but most of the time there are good reasons for a break up. It just can be hard to feel that way. Trust me, your ex isn’t escaping without any pain. They are probably still thinking about you more than you realize.

However, that unfortunately doesn’t mean they want to get back together with you. So, why are they still thinking about you if they don’t want to be in a relationship any more? The sad truth is that life is complicated. In some cases your ex may have broken up with you because they were scared of how close you were becoming. They weren’t ready for that type of commitment. In those cases is really is about them and not you. Fear is a powerful emotion that make people do irrational things. This will make you want to reason with them, however you can’t reason with their fear or make them ready to face it either. The more you push, the more they will dig their heels in and resist. The best thing you can do is try to move on. If they are running from you, the best thing to do is give them their space. If they decide to conquer their fear of commitment or intimacy, they’ll come find you. At that point you can decide if you want to give them another chance.

In other cases, your ex realized that something about the two of you wasn’t adding up. Something was missing. It isn’t because you aren’t good enough. The rejection may make you feel this way, but the reality is that it is hard to find all the right connections in a relationship. Sometimes you may connect really well emotionally, but be missing that sexual spark. Other times you may have a really cool intellectual connection, but don’t have any recreational interests in common. Different things are going to be more important to different people as well. Some people can live without having a lot of common interests as long as their values are the same and the sexual spark is there. However, not everyone feels or thinks the same.

Your ex may have needed more from a committed relationship. There will be moments when they doubt their decision, but at the end of the day they know they need more than you are able to give. That doesn’t mean they won’t miss the connections you did have whether it be your friendship, the sex or going to the movies with you. It is just that the piece missing from your relationship was too important for them to give up. I know this won’t help, but it isn’t your fault. You have to be you. Trying to be someone just to make your ex happy won’t work in the long run. In time you’ll find that it is much better to be with someone you can be yourself around and know that it is enough.

Another case is your ex realizing you can’t make each other happy. It is not about asking too much, it is about asking too much of this specific person you are with. Your relationship may be good overall, but an underlying conflict keeps surfacing. This can cause your ex to finally decide to move on. For an example, it can be a problem if you are someone who values consistency, yet your boyfriend or girlfriend is someone who lives in the moment. You may have a great sexual spark, be able to talk for hours, and enjoy spending time together, but if you make plans that your boyfriend or girlfriend always forgets or cancels the last minute, it can make things hard. You may feel like they aren’t valuing your time and they feel like you are always lecturing them about it. At the end of the day, some couples realize they won’t be able to compromise on an issue, and it tends to ruin everything else in the relationship.

Is it too much to ask for someone to be consistent? No, but it may be too much to ask of your ex. They may not be able to bend enough to make you happy. It may bring them to the breaking point and they finally call it quits. This will be painful for both of you. Even though they broke up with you, they will still miss you. They will have doubts. This type of relationship may actually go through several break ups before it is finally over because there is a lot of good aspects. Not to mention the relationships they developed with your friend’s and family. It is usually not easy to follow through with a break up. This is why your ex may end up texting you after a few weeks or still want to be friends. It is painful on both sides. However, one issue can become a major conflict. If the resentment builds, it can be hard to overcome, and the overall happiness in the relationship dies.

The hardest part is convincing yourself not to beg. You may want to text them and try to convince them why they were wrong to break up with you. You may feel if they only knew how much you miss them and wanted them back, it would convince them to give you another chance. You may want to convince them you can change. What I know is this…begging and stalking never made anyone look good. Try to fight your instinct to reach out to them to tell them one last time how much you still love them. This will not make you more attractive in their eyes. It may weaken their resolve momentarily. You may get a conversation, a meeting, or even sex out of your efforts. Remember, I’m telling you they do still miss you. However, it won’t last and then you’ll be going through the pain of losing them all over again.

The point of this post is to remind you that you aren’t a loser. Your ex didn’t break up with you because there is something wrong with you. (If you did do something wrong, then work to fix that mistake whether they come back or not. Some mistakes can’t be fixed within your relationship. All you can do is hope to correct that mistake with someone else in the future.) Most of the time there was something wrong BETWEEN the two of you. That means there are things your ex will miss about you. You may not be ready to think about finding someone else yet, but don’t bash yourself too hard while you’re grieving this break up. The reason your ex broke up with you may not be an issue for someone else, so don’t go changing yourself for someone who has already closed the door in your face. After you feel a little better, you will realize there are a lot of other open doors with people behind them who will be able to love you for you.

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When a friend is going through a break up or a hard time it can be hard to know what to say or do. Most people mean well when they say certain things, but it can end up sounding more hurtful than helpful. Here are a few statements that can really miss the mark:

1. “It’s for the best”

2. “Don’t worry, you’ll find someone else”

3. “Just try not to think about it”

4. “He/she wasn’t good enough for you anyway”

5. “Why would you want to stay with someone who did this to you?”

I know these sound good in theory, and most of them are probably true statements. However, they don’t work because our emotions are stronger than our intellect during a breakup. We know something in our head, but don’t feel it in our heart. For example after watching a scary movie I KNOW there isn’t a serial killer in my shower, but I FEEL like there is because now I’m scared. So, I pull back the shower curtain to double check. My emotions win, not my mind.

The same thing happens during a break up. Even if your friend KNOWS the breakup is for the best, they aren’t going to FEEL like it yet. They still feel extremely hurt and upset. It is hard for friends and family to watch someone they love be so sad. Most people want to cheer someone up or just make them feel better. The intentions are good, but only time will help your friend’s heart get on the same page with their brain. Trust me, no one wants to get over this break up faster than your friend, but you can’t fast forward through time unfortunately.

So what can you do when your friend is still in love with someone and has been hurt? Sometimes you just have to let your friend feel sad. Things don’t always have to be “alright”. They mostly need you to listen and give them a hug. Yes, they will need to talk about it, and most of the time they will feel guilty about needing to talk about it so much. Processing their feelings will help them. They also need to cry. It can be hard to watch someone cry, but being there during that time to offer emotional support without giving any suggestions will be valuable to them beyond belief. Your friend can’t be rational at this point. Let them know it is okay for them to be sad and again, give them a hug.

It may be helpful to remind them that it is healthy to balance a break up by feeling sad for awhile and then trying to find a distraction to give the brain and heart a little break. Encourage your friend to vent, and then try to distract them by going out and doing something fun. People going through a hard time need both time to feel the reality of the situation and time to pretend they’re fine and that everything is okay.

Remember, your friend didn’t choose to go through this break up. Most likely it was forced upon them. They still see good qualities in this person, and for an undefined widow of time they will jump to take this person back. It is easier for you to see how this person has hurt your friend and to hold on to that anger. Your friend will be irrational about the negative and want to cling to the positive things they miss about their ex. It is hard to listen to, but realize they will start to get better with time. Like I said earlier, break ups take time to get over. Try to be patient. If you feel they need to talk to a counselor because they are having trouble moving on, then encourage them to go. It does help a lot of people to talk to someone who is a neutral to the situation and a counselor will keep what is said confidential.

The reality is that emotions can take a long time to heal and that is okay. Also know that your friend can move forward and still feel sad at the same time. They may start to move on and still feel “love” for their ex. It is normal to go back and forth for awhile, like 3 steps forward, 2 steps back. Eventually their pain will lessen and finally their brain will kick into gear all those things you’ve been thinking from the beginning. And if you say those phrases above months after the break up, they may finally hit the mark.

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Do you believe we send out vibes to others around us? I do. I believe our moods and how we see ourselves affects how others interact with us. If I believe there is something wrong with me, I’m probably going to believe other people think the same thing. If I don’t like myself, I’m more likely to think others will reject me too. It may make me afraid of dating or getting close to someone. If I’m shooting off this vibe of “Please don’t look at me, I’m gross”, do you think that is going to attract the opposite sex? No, they most likely will be put off by my nonverbal cues of insecurity.

If you haven’t dated a lot in high school or college it is easy to start thinking there is something wrong with you. I work with students who are depressed because they haven’t been in a serious relationship yet. When someone feels depressed it is hard enough to get out of bed, so it is no surprise that it is also hard to put on a smile, act friendly and send out a positive vibe to all those potential single people out there to date. It is one of those crazy cycles. Like how can I get work experience unless I have a job, and I can’t get a job because I don’t have any work experience. The same is true for single people who may feel depressed. It is hard for others be attracted to them because of their mood and because people aren’t attracted to them, their mood becomes worse.

The longer this cycle goes on the more depressed people feel and the more fear they have that no one will ever want them. The fear comes from not feeling good enough. The fear may have started in the past from hearing people tell you that you are stupid, or fat, or ugly. It is hard to believe someone would see something different in you if this is what you have been told in your past. Or if you have been sexually abused, you may be afraid that if anyone found out they would never want to be with you. Many people have demons inside of their heads telling them they don’t deserve to be loved. It only reinforces the fear of being in a relationship with someone. The truth is everyone deserves to be loved, but it can be hard to believe it for yourself.

So which comes first? The chicken or the egg? Do you need to get into a relationship first to feel good about yourself? Or do you need to feel good about yourself to find a someone to date? It does happen that a depressed person meets someone who sees through all their negativity and loves them in spite of it. This can be a huge confidence booster to find someone who sees how beautiful you are even with all your flaws. This relationship may help you to learn to love yourself.

However, I do believe YOU have more control over learning to love yourself even while you are single. You can get away from anyone else, but you can’t escape yourself. Others may not always be there for you, so its very valuable to learn to be there for yourself. You can start by deciding whether you want to work on accepting yourself for who you are, or if there are things you want to work on changing to feel more confident. It takes time, but you can learn to diminish those negative voices. I encourage students look over a list of positive characteristics and mark which ones sometimes describe them. Most students are amazed at how many great qualities they already have, but don’t give themselves credit for. I then ask students to focus on those characteristics several times a day. You have to put positive in, to get positive out. It’s easier said than done. Changing your thought process is hard, but over time it can have a big impact on how you see yourself.

I also encourage students who are afraid of being alone to take the initiative to reach out to others. Start somewhere easy like being friendly to strangers. Practice when you are out at Wal-Mart and greet the person who checks you out. Be friendly to gas station attendants, waiters and waitresses, and other random strangers. See how they react to you and you may find that a lot of them respond positively to the attention. This will encourage you and hopefully give you more confidence without much risk. Again,it helps to start somewhere less intimidating. When you feel a little more brave, then look for someone to say hi to while walking across campus. Ask someone in your class how they are doing. Have a goal of making at least one person smile each day by giving them a genuine compliment.

The best way to meet others is to show interest. Start by just being nice and ask them something about their self. Don’t start by asking a complete stranger on a date. That will be too hard to do if you’ve never done it. Build your way up to that by just being friendly and trying to make other people feel good around you. As you build confidence, then start to notice people you may be attracted to. Be friendlier to them and see how they react. Again, if they show interest by continuing the conversation, then find more opportunities to talk to them. If they don’t show interest (give you one word answers, don’t ask you anything back or ignore you), then simply move on to the next person. Don’t be afraid of the rejection. It is normal and doesn’t mean there is something wrong with you. Not everyone is going to click with you and that is okay. The more people you interact with, the better chance of finding someone you do click with. It does take time and practice.

Don’t be afraid to ask for help! You may need someone to encourage you to not give up or keep you accountable to your goals. Tell someone you trust about your fears so they can help you fight them. The only way to defeat fear is to face it head on. It takes work to be a more positive and initiate conversations with others, but it may be worth it to chase the FEAR of dating away.

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Sometimes when you break up with someone it can feel like you are physically going through withdrawal without them in your life. You can be super intelligent, pretty independent and otherwise emotionally stable and still have trouble with a break up. Even if that person wasn’t very good for you. Why does this happen?

Well in the scientific world there is this chemical called, oxytocin, which is released during orgasm. Even cuddling and affection can release this chemical which supposed to help bond the relationship. It is the same chemical that causes mothers and their babies to bond. The more time you spend cuddling and having sex with someone, the more emotionally bonded you will feel.

This is a good thing for long term relationships because it helps the couple want to put in the effort to make the relationship work. Oxytocin tends to bring out feelings of contentment, lessens anxiety, and can increase trust in a person. This is why a break up can seem catastrophic. Even if this person has emotionally hurt you, if you’re still having sex with them, you may still feel very bonded. It then becomes easy to see why you might freak out if your boyfriend or girlfriend tries to leave you. Your friends and family are quick to encourage you to move on, but you still feel like you’d do anything to get this person back.

You aren’t crazy, you just feel less anxiety initially when that person texts or Facebook messages you after you break up. You feel calm and think all is right with the world. However, tension and conflict can quickly increase again because the chemical oxytocin isn’t a miracle worker. It won’t fix the problem or conflict, but it makes it hard for people to walk away from each other even when there is a ton of drama and conflict involved.

This is also why friends with benefits doesn’t always fly. If you start having sex with someone often even though your intention is to keep it casual, your brain and heart could get mixed signals. You may feel you really miss this person once they stop sleeping with you. This is because you accidentally bonded with them. If they were able to find someone else to “bond” with then you can feel like you were abandoned out in the cold. Your head says you have no right to be upset because you knew the rules about keeping it casual. However, your emotions didn’t quite get that message because oxytocin got in the way!

It is also true that men and women feel the effects of oxytocin in different degrees. It is said that men’s levels of oxytocin rise 3-5 times higher during orgasm. However, women’s rise even more plus continue to rise during subsequent orgasms. Women also have more oxytocin neural receptors in their brain, so the effect can be more intense. Women may feel somewhat down after casual sex. This happens because of increased levels of oxytocin due to orgasm makes them want to stay bonded with the person, but there is no one to cuddle with afterwards. One study implied women may also have more addictive relationship patterns because they feel love and loss in relationships more intensely due to increased oxytocin.

Does this mean women can’t have casual sex? No, but it does mean you want to be informed about what can happen. Be aware that it may be easier for women to become attached during casual sex. Be firm with your boundaries and be smart about the risks you want to take. It is also true that not all men and women are alike. Some men may produce more oxytocin than normal, some women may produce less. Know yourself and learn from your past relationships. If you play, sometimes you’ll pay. Sometimes you may feel a little sad. Sometimes it’s worth it. Other times it isn’t.

Also, be aware that break ups take some time to get over for this reason plus other complicating factors I’ve discussed in other posts. If you hug your partner at least 20 seconds a day you will feel more bonded. That is about how long it takes for the chemical to be released in your system. If you’ve had that in your life for awhile and then suddenly it’s gone, it is going to hurt. You will feel some withdrawal symptoms. Give yourself some time to adjust and don’t be afraid to ask friends and family for a hug instead of advice when you are going through a break up. A hug may help a whole lot more than them telling you to just get over it.