What Have You Always Wanted To Do...But Haven't Done Yet?
by Pamela Brennan

"Good question!" I thought, when I was first
asked this a few years back. I spent a good half
hour scanning my life, looking at all the highs and
lows. I have to admit, I had a good number of
regrets, things I would do differently, if I could
do them all over again. And I also had a lot of
experiences that I treasured and wouldn't change a
bit. But something I had never done before? What if
I had 6 months left to live, what have I always
wanted to do, but haven't done yet? This intrigued
me, yet I came up blank. I couldn't think of
anything at all.

This question rumbled around my mind, off and
on, for quite some time. Then out of the blue I
got the answer. Go to a tropical island! Yes! I
have never been to a tropical island and that's what
I want to do! Then, a funny thing happened, I
quickly forgot about this whole little process that
had been going on and never gave it another thought.

Soon after that, I had a series of eight past
life regression/healings. They were all very
interesting and healing and varied greatly in content.
The last one was a life I had on Kaua'i. I never had
an inkling that I had any connection with Hawaii at
all. The session itself was incredible; the clearest
of them all, very much like watching a movie. At the
end of the session, all my Aumakua (Hawaiian
ancestors) came to me and there were huge colored
waves of healing running through me. The love was
awesome! When I came out of the regression, I was
even craving Hawaiian food!

The next day, on my way to the bookstore I owned
at the time, I prayed that there was something,
anything, Hawaiian in my store. I knew I had never
ordered anything Hawaiian, but I had such a need, a
craving, for anything I could get my hands on. God,
help me out here! Please! I need something
Hawaiian!

I arrived early, so I would have plenty of time
to look around before I opened the door to
customers. It didn't take long before I saw a book
that I had never seen before, and by the way, a book
I knew I had never ordered. (I later double checked
my records - sure enough, the book literally
manifested on my shelf! ) The book was Kahuna
Healing, by Serge Kahili King.

The first thing I noticed was the seven-pointed
star on the front cover. I was always counting the
number of points on stars, because the seven-pointed
star was a personal symbol that was given to me by
my Spirit Guide, St. Germaine. He had told me to use
it for my own personal healing and that part of
its meaning was my connection to the Pleiades star
system and the rest of its meaning would be given
to me when I was ready.
I have a tattoo of the star and it was the logo of
my healing practice and bookstore as well.

I sat down and read it immediately. I couldn't
believe my eyes! Was this for real?! The book even
mentioned the Pleiades star system and it was all
about Hawaiian healing. I had been a healer for
about 10 years at that point. I was very, what I
like to call, discerning, with any information I
read or heard. It was extremely rare that I would
find something that I agreed with on most points.
Yet, here in my hands, was everything I always knew
to be true and right there in black and white. And
it was Hawaiian!
(I also, by the way, wasted no time and ordered
everything else by this beautiful man and his
beautiful wisdom.)

This beautiful path of the adventurer would soon
bring me to that tropical island of Kaua'i. But first
there was a very important step that I needed to
work on - loving myself. Yes, loving myself. In the
beginning, when the Hawaiian energy first came to
me, it was someone else who first suggested that I
might want to actually go to Hawaii. It had never even
occurred to me. Here I was studying Huna and
Hawaiian healing and buying anything Hawaiian I
could get my hands on and it never even occurred to
me that I could actually go there. Go to that
tropical island! What a concept! What a beautiful
and exciting concept! Yes, I could actually go
there! This is what I always wanted to do, but
haven't done yet.

But, oh my word! Here is where the love really
needed to happen. This would be manifesting a dream
come true. This would be something that I would love
so much, and immediately every block you can imagine
was in my face. It seemed like for every step
forward I would take two steps back. My inner
dialogue was like a whirlwind of confusion. "Sure, I
can go, why not? Who do you think you are? I
deserve it. What about everyone else? They'll be
fine. Where are you gonna get the money? Who's gonna
take care of everything while you're gone? There's no
way you can go!"

Oh boy, I knew I needed to study some more, and so
I did. I used all the wonderful tools Huna was
giving me. I used visualization, clearing the path
and many more. And it became even clearer that
if I didn't feel that I deserved it, or that if I
wasn't worthy of this good thing, it would never
happen. I needed a very solid foundation of high
self-esteem, self-confidence, and self-love. Everywhere I looked in Huna, I was brought back to this
point. The seven principles and all the tools gave
me the wisdom of self-love and the awareness to
apply this very practical knowledge.

It has brought me to that beautiful tropical
island of Kaua'i three times so far! And it has given
me so much more, more than I can remember in any one
given moment. It has given me everything I will ever
need and want. It has enriched my life more than I
can find words to describe. It is magic indeed!

So, my advice? Ask yourself this question, "What
have I always wanted to do, but haven't done yet?"
And do it! The answer to that question is your High
Self whispering to you, urging you on to the magic
that you so rightfully deserve. You'll be pleasantly
surprised at the outcome, no matter what it is. And,
of course, when you continue to study Huna and use
the 7 principles in your every single
experience, this will always bring you more and more
self-love - the beautiful magic of the Aloha Spirit!