1) I am a person that has this.
2) I work three jobs and none of them is for a government agency
3) I have avoided this forum due to lies and so much posting about things that have nothing to do with this disease and the fact that no one will take a grass roots simple approach starting with understanding simple genetic and stem cell research..not so simple really, and comparing blood tests. I am sick with all this non sensical BS research on every subject under the planet. It is dis-information. I am done with it.
4) I talk to about three peope a week and offer my advice about what has worked and ont worked for me and what to expect if you have this.

So I really have no idea what you are talking about and I really do believe that you are very unstable right now..at this moment in time and that is not mean spirited..that is the honest truth and meant in a kind way.

Do what you must but do not ask me for help while you are in a manic mode. You are a danger to yourself, this quest for a cure and the fact that we need to be believed.

Think what you will about me. I know who and what I am and who I do or do not work for.

I am not angry, mad or upset with you. I do not have the time for that. I am working three jobs so I can keep my house while trying to keep these UGLY lesions from spreading any further..one popped up on my face this morning...plus this heat and the gas prices and the state of the World..I do not have time for all this BS.

No one is getting anywhere and no one has for a long time. Searchign the internet for things you do not have a clue about is just plain ole dumb. Take a biology 101 course and start there. also trying to say it is something that can be testes for is also quite dumb.

This is a new disease ,man made or not. We need to compare medical records and blood tests and get scientists on board and get people to fundraise for research. PERIOD!

see, you can't help yourself... I have had 4 doctors that said no you show no signs of mania......and one that did......and i'm honest, i'm not emabarrased....so i told people....this disease will play tricks on our heads.. the three docs that said that i showed no signs said, it was because all of the physical symptoms I was experiencing and one even was brought to tears, for I believe she knew at that moment what was happening to me.....so I go back to the other dr that has given me this stupip pills to try.....that had the opposite effect-they induced mania...Well, I told him what the other three said and showed it to him in writting from two of the docs....and he said to me...." well, then you may be hypobi-polar and here, take this on top of that other RX......what a f-ing quack.....and one other reason I wrote about it is to see if any others were having anxiety attacks or where there head just did not feel right.

When people like Linnagin or whatever she happens to be going by when she ghost writes tried to rag on the fact that I has said that before, I just say, yep, that's right, and many more head problems too.

For you see Randy, people can see some intelligence in my post.....and they can see an honest individual, not a sick, demeaning, hateful one that tries to play on other peoples weaknesses to make their own asses look better.

Now this is all I will say, if cliff, greema, or southcity can't welcome me and hear what I have to share with them.....then shame on them. For the people will only put up with so much Randy. They know that i'm the true deal and by god, all I wanted to do was share what i had found so that they would be a voice......you know, was trying to help mankind, instead, i get trampled on by people like you.

I promise, this is last post for me...but, the only reason I have not said anything by now is because of two people.....ones a lil S! named TamTam....I just love him, he's funny but....you still should not have done this riddlle game you did, but you were steadfast and not hateful. Plus I gave him my word.....and I try to keep what I say in motion.....

and the other is simply one of the meanest people I know, but I still like the hell out of her....lady Sabrina.......

Now, I do not care if this makes me look crazy, but I will say it anyway. Do I know how big this is? Do I really? that answer is yes.

Am I going to live what little life I have in fear of them? No.

But I will say this, if I accidentally get ran off the road (what lil I drive, I doubt that will happen) or if I accidentally get killed in any way period, this knowledge of what I have found, will go out before they call my first loved one. You can bet your sweet butts on that. And I have a very large list with possible suspects........the first and last name of scientist, names of organizations , names of the leaders of those organiztions, th works. Crazy sounding or not, that is what I said. If you want to gamble, place your money on the table.

What good would it do me to bust their butts? Huh? ask yourself that.
It's not. I'm fully aware of this. On one hand, do you think I like living like this? I hate my life now. On the nights when I remember to pray, I often pray that I won't wake up. That is how bad it is to me.....so if someone wants me gone, bring it on. But, I can guarrantee this, you will go down with me.

Now let me be and i will let you be; but could you please hurry up with the meds?? This not being ready is disgusting.! antibiotic chemotherapy- where do I get this....my doc has not a clue.....TamTam, would you kindly find this one out for me? I'd appreciate that...and one other thing, please do not waste our time and money if it is not going to work, for you have given most of us, more than we can already bare.

just decide on a story; quit changing them and get the meds ready!
Why don't you also try and comtemplate honesty too....just say your sorry and you will stop this crazy practice and get us some help.

one demand: Call off the DOP hounds! That is a lil much.

good bye~

Modified by me, L. _at_ 10:38 PM Removed a name that should not have been in my post in the first place. Not going to stoop that low.

"Another interesting symptom often noticed is an increased susceptibility to electrostatic shock. This is likely due to the BLPs causing a change in the electro-potential in our cells/nervous system. Some of these toxins are likely sodium channel agonists and can change the electrical potential of our body. Thus, the likelihood of electro-static shock.(From this article) {(NO)} excess occurs in both insect bites, electrosensitivity and cancer."

I thought this intreasting from one of the links..
That means electropollution or nanotachnology as the "in word" works hand in had with Lymes/morgellans..
So the more electropollution gets the harder its going to be to get rid of it.
As it breaks into the blood brain barrier. (DNA)

Jasper UK Lyme Sufferer

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Duhhhhh, and it’s sad, b/c I liked you; I really did……and your buddy Greg, or YYZ ( one in the same) a couple of months back was kidding with you and Linn (the owner of this forum, yeah her, that one) when the other fiber forum column was going while this one was locked) Well, Greg said to you two “ I know who you are Randy, you are a spy/nurse whatever for the cdc or some type of branch of our crappy government.”

And said Lynne was an undercover something for a University……..you guys are sooo bored, that, well, you have to kid around like that sometimes don’t you……just like YYZ screwed up ROYALLY, a long, long time ago when he wrote (then erased) a post as he was the tam once (one could tell it was a different writer) but the man wrote yeah,, a yeah…..YYZ and tamtam came right back online, posting: yeah, yeah, huh…..YYZ! (they really sounded just like Beavis and Butthead)

What a crock of S! Then of course, it was erased!!! Just like the post around Dr Martin and Schwartz!!!

I own a translation and interpreting business that translated documents for the FBI and DOD and State department about things like RICO and things they were doing in Budapest and Louisiana....If I worked for Northrop Grumman would I also be a spy if I made boat steering equiptment.?????

You have gone off the deep end sweetie....I am so sorry to say..I am being honest here and trying to be kind..you are either drinking or in a manic mode.

A work as an auditor for a MBA program and I help friends run new businesses cuz I am really good at accounting and marketing.

I have a cat who is dying and paralyzed and constipated..any vets out there...and a mother with breat cancer and a brother with diabetes since he was 3 years old and I have Sarcoid.

There ya go..my life in a nutshell.....no spy vs spy ..secret agent woman... nothing..just broing old me trying to figure out what this disease is so I can wear blouses without sleeves once again in the summer time.

So you have lost it and you should seek help..cuz I am telling the truth..if you honestly believe what you are writing you have lost it and need to get to a shrink..and not for this diseae but for other reasons.

MS. RANDY, this is the last I will post to you; as people predicted- excuses would come out and like I even said; you'd try to discredit me, and so will a bunch of others...you just wait and see. Hell, we are all just waiting really.....

We are waiting to see if you try to discredit me and why? ahh, would that be because it is evident, people are apparently in a bind....will do their damnest to try to prevent me from meeting with those three voices for Morgellons.....

This will be the last I say of it; they want to get with me then they can do so thru email- I think they all three have my address and if not then they can get this from Skytroll.

I as well as others, eagerly await to see if this comes to fruition or not.

and hey, to tell you the truth Randy, these people have demonstrated
astute intelligence, so by going back 2 pages from this one here, one can easily surmise that you were the instigator in this diatribe that began yesterday.

To further simplify all of this, I again am not asking for their hand in marriage.....Just wanted to give them some information and breifly explain
what I have found. This would take, I'd say......20 minutes max.

Now, what is so wrong with that? Something is apparently up with YOU
all that are against this...I mean to say the hateful, condescending remarks you did Randy, then I busted your butt and yet you still try to crucify me?.....Please, people that are sick are hoping and praying that just by the chance, I indeed have some answers to well over 85% + of what's caused our illness, that I would be able to have 20 minutes of their time.

Now think about that.......so I tell you what, I'm not giving you anymore chances to even work on smearing me Randy. It is evident of who is delusional in this one........

and Randy, I thought, well, I know you told me this, but I''m thru with trying to prove my self to a damn soul on these sites....that you worked
at Bed,Bath and Beyond as a stocker.

It does not matter , nor do you and your hatred matter. I've got something that may help us, and no one that I know of, especially since children are sick here, could possibly turn down a reasonable request that "MAY HELP" ....what? 20 minutes of their time wasted if I don't have the correct answer? Wow, what a lot to lose, eh? But, quite possibly, a helluva lot more to gain!!!!!!

But it is highly suspect and almost comical how some of you come out of the woodwork to prevent this from happening and also you use hateful, smear tactics to promote your agenda. What are you hiding-those of you that are so against this? That's what we all are watching and waiting to see.....