Who Am I?

A nobody; a nitwit; a pilot; a motorcyclist; a raconteur; a lover...of life - who loves to laugh, who tries to not take myself (or anything) too seriously...just a normal guy who knows his place in the universe by being in touch with my spiritual side. What more is there?

22 February 2015

When I was in high school I was hanging around with a guy named
Lou Timolat who was a helicopter pilot/traffic reporter for a radio station in
New York City. He generously mentored me
in the area of many things over many years.
I had a serious case of hero-worship, and perhaps I was the son he
didn’t have. Anyway, it worked out okay
for both of us.

Lou owned two radio stations (an AM and an FM) in the small
upstate New York town of Watkins Glen (pop. 2,500 at the time). The AM was one of those small-town “day-time
only” general-purpose radio stations with a format that changed during the day. The FM was all-music, trying to compete with
the big boys in Elmira and Corning and Binghamton. Our FM format was “solid gold” during the
day. At night it switched over to what
was called “progressive rock” at the time.

Since I aspired to be a traffic reporter, Lou thought it was
a good idea that I work for his radio station to learn about broadcasting. And so after graduating high school I did
just that.

The staff at the two radio stations was mainly a bunch of
inexperienced and enthusiastic young people like myself who were eager to learn
about the business. Someone procured a
book entitled, “How To Be A Disk-Jockey” or some such. Written by Marconi or one of his peers, I
believe, it laid out the “rules” of broadcasting as of 1950 or so. We all began sounding like the announcer for
the old “Lone Ranger” radio series.

One of the pieces of advice in that book was to smile as you
speak. You don’t have to be fake about
it – people can tell when you’re being insincere. But it is amazing how the simple act of
smiling affects how people hear you. And
remember what true communication is all about.
It’s not just what you say, but what people are hearing. If your message comes across garbled, you
might as well not transmit it at all.

I use this technique to this day. When I talk to people on the phone, I make
sure that I’m smiling. I know they can
hear it. I believe that it helps getting people "on your side" when you need them to be.

Case in point: Last
year I was headed up on my annual pilgrimage to Washington State on American
Airlines. Our early-morning flight to
Dallas got diverted into some airport in Mississippi due to weather. We refueled and waited for the storms in
Texas to clear. By mid-afternoon when we
eventually landed in Dallas, my connecting flight to Seattle had long left without
me.

Settled into a comfy chair in the terminal, I called
American’s reservation number to rebook my flight, steeling myself for the
ordeal. All around me harried, preoccupied-looking travelers hustled by, rushing from one gate to another. Nobody looked like they were having any fun.

The bad news for me was that all of the
flights for the rest of the day were over-full, and I’d have to go the next
day. I was not a happy camper as you can
imagine. Instead of getting angry, I
took a deep breath and bit my lip while the nice woman on the other end of the
line in American’s call center in Tucson, Arizona searched for a way of getting
me northwestbound. But things were not
looking good.

"And how’s your weather today?” I asked during a
pause.

“Oh, it’s beautiful here!” she chirped, perhaps forgetting for that instant that my weather certainly wasn't "beautiful." In fact, it was still pretty horrible. It made me wonder why American Airlines chose Dallas, Texas as their headquarters/hub in the first place.

“Well I’ll bet you’re getting a ton of calls from angry
people in Texas!” I said with a laugh.

“Oh yes,” she admitted wryly.

I vowed to not be one of them. “Well ma’am, if there’s any way you can help
me out, I’d really appreciate it.” I said it like I meant it, because I really did.

There was a pause and I could hear a clacking of computer
keys in the background. She sighed. Another pause and some more key clacking. Another sigh. “It’s just not letting me do
this,” she said grimly, frustration in her voice.

I figured I was sunk.
My one-day reunion with Mikey would be ruined. But I didn’t say anything…not a peep…no word
of complaint or even the slightest hint that my travel
plans were damn well important and that I had to be in
Seattle TONIGHT, by God! Which is what I
was thinking, you know.
But nope, for once I just kept my big mouth shut, which is unusual for
me.

“These flights are all locked out,” she grumbled. Finally something must have dawned on
her. “Wait a minute, I've got an idea…” she said with a kind of Lucy Ricardoesque tone to her
voice. I felt a little like Ethel Mertz, and I laughed to myself because I refer everything...and I mean everything to old TV shows. There was some more key clacking. “Aha!” she said
triumphantly, “I got a seat for you! She sounded pleased with herself. I certainly was! In the end, I made it to Seattle and Mikey
picked me up and we had a great ride over the Cascades to Brewster in the middle
of the night.

Now, I don’t know if all of American’s reservation agents
are as helpful to stranded customers as she.
I would hope so. And maybe this
woman would’ve gone the extra mile for me or anyone else anyway, no matter how
pissed-off and unpleasant they or I sounded over the phone. Maybe my being nice had nothing to do with
it. But I like to think otherwise.

Smiling over the phone.
It’s a small thing, no? My
overall philosophy in dealing with people is, “Be cheerful.” It is probably the basis of any success I
have in interpersonal relationships and these random connections we make with
other people during the course of our lives.

06 February 2015

People often suggest that I write a book. They think I know stuff or something that
should be shared. I disagree. Not only has my career been pretty
unremarkable, but I’m not really that good a writer. And that is no false modesty. I know how to string words together…but I’m not so good at the imagery; I’m just not
that creative. I'm okay with the mechanics of writing. I could be a pretty
decent book editor.

On the other hand, my friend, poet and fellow cabdriver,
Terry – he is actually writing a book! It’s a fun process to watch.

Terry is an incredible guy.
He’s about my age and twice divorced.
Like me, he should exercise more and has already spent decades pursuing
a career in his field – in his case the automotive service industry. When cutbacks forced him out he bought a
taxi. Now he’s his own boss, and loves
it. So we have a lot in common. He is also a very spiritual, church-going man
whose faith and convictions are strong.
He takes the Bible a little too literally for me, but that’s a small
quibble, I suppose.

Terry’s book is tentatively titled, “Broken Earth.” It is a historical novel set at the very end
of The Civil War, using real places and events. A Yankee, Thomas who is an emissary of President Lincoln meets up with John, a Confederate
soldier left for dead under a pile of bodies after a vicious battle – one of
the last of the war.

The two young men who normally would be enemies for reasons
they did not fully comprehend meet up and hit it off. They form an unlikely alliance as Thomas
heads north to deliver a message to the president. They arrive in Washington D.C. on April 14,
1865 and check-in to the National Hotel where they bump into an actor named
John Booth who happens to be appearing in a play later that night. Booth gives them two tickets…

Terry has written over 100 pages so far. He has expanded the story greatly in the
manner of his literary heroes, Louis L’amour and Larry McMurtry. Obviously, Terry loves those old west
sagas. And when I read his words they
reflect the same style of writing, with the same level of character development
and scene-setting as the established pros.
I’m interested to see where the story will go. Terry hints that his characters will cross
paths with Evangeline, she of Longfellow’s famous poem.

Terry has most of this already planned-out. When he talks to me about the direction the
book will take it is as if the characters are real people; he knows them that
well. And indeed, to him they are alive.

That’s the difference between Terry and me. I can write about inanimate objects like
helicopters, airplanes, cars and motorcycles.
I could write a pretty decent technical manual! But I’m just not that good with people –
either in person or in print, real or imagined.
I’m not that good at capturing moods, creating characters and their
dialogue, and describing scenes that are easily visualized. Those abilities are the mark of a real
writer. And Terry seems to have the
knack, that gift of communication that transcends time and language. I admit that I’m more than a little
envious.

Terry thinks I’ve “got a book” in me and constantly urges me
to start writing it – just start! But
honest to God I don’t think I do. I have
no story burning inside of me waiting to be told. They say that if you sat a monkey down at a
typewriter for an infinite amount of time he’d eventually come up with “War and
Peace.” And those are the same odds as
me writing a whole book. I’m better at
little blogposts and magazine articles.

I call myself a raconteur but I’m not, not really. Not compared to guys like Terry, and Hal, and
“other” Bob, and Debby who are really good writers who see things from a
writer’s point of view and can easily translate that into words. Me, I’m just a damn monkey flinging feces at
a blank page in the misguided hope it results in something Tolstoyish. I may never be him, just as I may never be
Eric Clapton no matter how long I play and practice my guitar. And I’m okay with that.