I am marry to Japanese
when I arrive here
I visited and whent back to America
many times, I didnt realize I spended
a down payment for a home,
I use to go to swimm daily included
and used to many places with my son.

one day
I suddenly
for no reazon
I was washing my hair
and I saw
front bird (Lady) house
highting behind her car,

than I realize she was just wating
to come into the house.
well.
the mirrow was my intuition.

than I realize that going far away
with my son in car to parks and so
on wasnt really because I wanted to
go out with son.

Just
this people didnt want me inside my
home.
when I was gone,
many people coming always to my
home,few times I found and saw people
running away when I arrive.

well
I mentioned this to my husband
but what can he do.

anyway all this has bring turmoil
in my home.

I really dont care about why or what
people do or not do,

But there where times when there
was too much wind, freezing wheather
and even light that, this people
force me mentally to go out.

you can say no one can force no one
but this is a prove that there are
those who do what they want for what
they want.

So there is a writing in Daily om
saying
Get what you want.
correct.

Well
Just Pray for me.
I do think
there is a choice for everyone
and loving others
must be easy
helping others must be easy also.

Lv.
I am a foreighner.
I live here because of my child.

No job.
and my husband for somereazon
he is at home 24 hrs.

Dont you think
everyone needs a space.
well he will prefer I go away to
America living my childrens alone.]