I thought that I was doing well until recently, but everything has kind of taken a turn for the worse suddenly. Taken me aback a bit. Got some tough decisions to make, but knowing me I'll take apathy and simmering resentment and unhappyness over making decisions which would be really challenging to deal with now.

I'm not a big pot head; I rarely smoke. I did, however, just eat 800mg of medicinal-grade pot in chocolate chip cookie form. The warning says it may cause immobilization in to those not accustomed to large doses of medicinal cannabis.