I am spending Carnaval (today until Wednesday) organizing my room/office and just found a passport where it says I was in the US from 15.7 to 14.8.1980. The last couple of weeks of that time was spent in New York. Were they recording Double Fantasy already? That’s the time when I chose not to stand outside the Dakota to see John, since I had this guilt feeling of having already bothered him enough for one lifetime in London… Love the photos, Tam!

That’s what I thought… He was in the studio all the time I was there. My friend who was a DJ found out, I don’t know if it had been out in the press yet. If I could turn back time… I had this thing in my head that he would look at me and say “It’s you again!”. I suffer from “hanging around trauma”. It wasn’t easy… you know you’re not wanted, the police chase after you, the neighbors can’t stand you, people look at you like you’re crazy, etc.