universiti bukanlah seperti sekolah. kawan disini mungkin sukar untuk dijadikan sahabat. mungkin hanya kawan untuk gelak tawa. ye, sesungguhnya diri ini tersangat rindu dengan sekolah. it is not because i am not growing up or whatever. but the truth is, i miss the moment i shared with my peers back then before. even the time flees, people change, but i know the memories remain. dekat sekolah aku kenal erti persahabatan. dekat uni i rather be alone. because i don't want to be the burden to others and the vice versa. that why here i rather keep everything up to myself. i was really different the the 17 girl back then. i was missing her but still this is the journey i need to take to be the better version of me. "yeah, life is too short to look for the past. life was never meant to travel backward. so move on."

"18 years old. it's too early to achieve your dreams. but it's a perfect age to start those dreams.. it's painful when you fall. it's the perfect age to fall a hundred times and learn how to stand again.-school 2015"