She added to Mirror Online: "Sick. I don't really know how I'm going to come through this.

"I can see why people have lost respect for me because all I've done is take him back and take him back but what to do when you love someone?"

Not stopping there the Celebrity Big Brother star added: "He's got like a split personality between the good side, which I get for 2-3 days which is the person I want to marry and be with, the person I fell in love with but then that nasty side.

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"No matter what you go through in life, no matter what bad past you've got, nothing gives you the right to destroy another human.

"And I am destroyed."

Referencing her tweet last week when she claimed Jez gave her a sexually transmitted disease, Steph fumed: "Who gives someone they really love chlamydia?

"If he really loved me why would he give me an STD? And when I said I've just had a baby, I'd just carried his son for 9 months alone.