Advice please

I would like some advice on an issue....
the issue being i have fallen in love with ma best friend she liked me at the start in that way unfortunately afta i had fallen hard for her she comez to me and sayz she doesn't wanna be more then best friendz n it never will be.. that i was kinda dealing with n slowly shakin da emotionz then she starts up a relationship with ma best mate OUCH right thar n he took it he knew i loved her to i thought matez would stand by ur side n didn't do that to ya obviously i was wrong.. Thatz where everything went horrible i feel like i am losing ma 2 best friendz da girl i love n betrayed all in the same move to make thingz even betta they startd new yearz so 2008 startd off freakin impressive for me.. It would be easy if all i had 2 do was say get the F**K away from me but them 2 being ma best friendz farkd tht up to make thingz betta they were the 2 i talkd 2 n got help for ma issuez.. So now i got no1 n nothing left i feel like yu fight as hard as yu can to make a good thing happen just for sum1 to jump in n take it without effort any help on this would be awsum thnx