Well I am new here I don't know much about white/black magic
I am a normal guy studying in college
well I don't have any interesting thing in my life
Just fed up with my life
I don't wanna be a normal pathetic guy anymore...

Well alot of people feel like this, magic isn't really the answer. if there is one thing i have learnt in the past few years its that you have to take all of the interesting opportunitys that are in your life rather than looker for something even better. if you are fed up with your life, change it. if you see yourself as pathetic, change yourself or your mind set.