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@Phace Jones, schools do at least. When I was in senior year I hit a pretty dark spot in my life. I said some stupid things out of anger/sadness/whatever to a girl I was sort of friends with. Not too long after my parents make me go to a psych ward (I ended up signing myself in so it wasn't a 302). That girl and I became best friend almost immediately after high school and now she's one of my roommates. The other week (now 4 years later almost) we were talking stupid stuff we did and I mentioned my episode in senior year. She tells me she's the one that reported me in the first place for suicidal thoughts. I've been friends with her for 8 years now and I would've never known if she didn't tell me. Sorry for the really long comment.

@thatonekairu, everyday I live in agony, I don't want to end my life, I just want to end the pain. My thoughts have destroyed me more than blades, pills and bleach ever could. This happy little girl, grew up and turned into a monster. If this is how my life is going to be, I don't want it anymore. I know everything happens for a reason, but I wish I knew what that reason was. Tonight is it. Tonight the monster goes away for good. Tonight the pain goes away. Tonight will be my end haha lol