About My Daughter And Other Soilder'sTWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE/SHE LIVED ALL ALONE,
IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE.
I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,
AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE.
I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,
NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE.
NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,
ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS.
WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,
A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND.
FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,
I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.
THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE,
CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.
THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,
NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER.
WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ?
CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED?
I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,
OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.
SOON ROUND THE WO

~two Women~Beneath the sheets of two women I've slept
To whom I have been so deeply inside
Both have sketched memories in my heart
One sketched in my skin
Both embedded in my mind
Yet, ones more deeply within
One is the meaning of my pain
Yet one deepens my sin
Stress springs from her
Grows over my nature
And pulls me down in it's grips
And it's only love that dares
Rescue me from the abyss
Both lost in the labyrinth
We cannot escape her attack
So even with her love intact
My heart simply remains trapped
What will it take for the destruction to end
Life of love
I need help
But with who to depend
Should I stay on this path
In which destruction ends
Or should I go with my savior
My heart will she mend … ?

MattIt's pretty obvious that Mateo was really named Matt- but because of the generic layout of his name, he decided the Musings of Mateo would seem much deeper than he actually he is and perhaps people would love to read whatever wisdom he could pollute the pond of the world that he could spew from a pretty unreliable mouth.
So this blog attached to the societal nipple of Fubar might receive the attention of a few eyes to entertain and maybe impress from time to time.
Know what time it is to lay down the hand. Until that time, here are the Musings of Matt.

Btw--lol (because I Fail)I didnt write either of those, the first is ee cummings, the second (Cannibal) is Stan Rice. Plagarism is bad m'kay!

~you're Lost~You're lost
I cant see you
Nor can I hear you
I Spotted a tear fall
Your open eye
Stares at me from afar
Wondering why there is so much distance
And in an instance
I reappear
Right in front of your eyes
It's as clear as those drops of tears
That I'm the one that clears you mind
Brings you to a higher place
Your fears only I erase
I love you
Yet I hurt you
Tell you I'll stay true
But yet I desert you
Do I deserve you
I don't know…

Theodore Roosevelt's Ideas On ImmigrantsTheodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907.
"In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes
here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us,
he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else,
for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of
creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the
person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an
American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says
he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all.
We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but
one language here, and that is the English language... and we have
room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American
people."
Theodore Roosevelt 1907

~in Rememberance~ I Wrote This To A Young Woman Who Died When I Was 16This calls for a dance
Or maybe a toast
Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost
Utmost respect for the situation
In remembrance of the day
I asked for your hand
I remember like it was yesterday
Centered in the trees of Autumn
We were surrounded by these
I could see the tears in your eyes
At the very touch of my hand
I felt your nervous shake
As you stared at your man
I could see your thoughts
As if they where projected
Onto your face from your brain
And it was funny
So not unusually
I was thinking the same
Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold
As long as you live
Will you be my wife
My lover
The mother of my kids
With all that said
I ask you this
Will you be my wife?
Stay with me for the rest of our lives

My All Time Favorite Poem (in A Poem-y Mood Right Now)Hide me
from me.
Fill these
holes with eyes
for mine are not
mine. Hide
me head & need
for I am no good
so dead in life
so much time.
Be wing, and
shade my me
from my desire
to be
hooked fish.
That worm
wine
looks sweet and
makes my me
blind. And, too,
my heart hide
for I shall at
this rate it also
eat in time.
-Stan Rice.

A Chinese Couple Gets MarriedA Chinese couple gets married - and she's a virgin. Truth be told, he is not too experienced either. On their wedding night, she cowers naked under the sheets as her husband undresses. He climbs in next to her and tries to be reassuring.
"My darring" he says, "I know dis yo firss time and you berry frighten. I pomise you, I give ou anyting you want, I do anyting - juss anyting you want".
"What chou want?" he says, trying to sound experienced and hoping to impress his virgin bride.
A thoughtful silence follows and he waits patiently (and eagerly) for her request. She eventually replies shyly and unsure, "I want to try somethin I have heard about... numbaa 69".
More thoughtful silence, this time from him. Eventually, in a puzzled tone he queries...
"You want... Chicken wiff broccori?"

No Good Sons Of BitchesPETA has to be the stupidest people on earth. They have complained so much that the US Government is changing laws. It is now against the law to slaughter horses for human consumption, transport horses to Mexico or Canada for slaughter and heres the kicker, turn them loose. Most Americans have not and probably never will eat horse meat. I have to be honest, it is not the best meat I have ever eaten, but overseas it is a delicacy. The US provides for most countries anyway so why cant we feed them horses if they want it. On to my second point. SO since we can no longer slaughter horses, What the fuck are we gonna do with them? Here in the state of Wyoming we have Hundreds of thousands of acres of Government land with wild horses and feral horses. The grass in most of Wyoming isn't that good, we have been in a drought for 9 years. If you look out at these horses most of them are nothing more then skin and bones. They are starving. So riddle me this; Does PETA support prolonged s

What Starts With F And Ends With KWhat Starts with F and ends with K
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?"
Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!"
Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office.
While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed.
Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test.
Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Harry: "9."
Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Harry: "36."
And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know.
The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think

Another Day At The JssToday was a crazy fucking day. My plt is out here at the JSS working with the Iraq's.
Me and Tom (iamcrazy) were on guard when our Boy Akhmend came over. This kat is crazy as fuck. So we start talking about sex and shit with him over the 4hr guard and he tells us that we are just crazy. So we asked Akhmed if he has ever licked the pussy and he was like no. So we tell him that it is the best thing since slice beard and he needs to try it. He wasnt buying the whole toss the salad, but we are working that one in there. So he tells us he is going to try and eat some pussy when he gets home.
So this morning Tom calls me outside and our boy Akhmed has returned with some great news. He proceed to go into great detail since his english isnt that good about how he went down on his lady. I mean graphic detail, telling us she squits and all. But that she loved it and he is hooked on licking the pussy. I mean who can blame him. It is so addictting. He tells us his wife told all her friends

~the Breakup~Meaningless words are spoken
From people who mean so much to each other
Swear they love one another
But find themselves loving another
Things get weird as feelings change amongst the couple
As they realize the destruction
They crumble
They start to rely less on the significant other
Tongues tied together
They no longer know what to say
Argument becomes more and more meaningfull
In the beginning
Not even for a second
Would either of them have dreamed of this
And when it seems as the wound has to much damage to heal
They finally break apart
Could the crash have been avoided
If only before they both turned, they had yield?

Just Shooting On A Few Thingswell well 2 weeks after being on fubar i've gotten to know some of the people i have on my list and damn i gotta tell ya, they're some really good folks. i have to thank everyone that has added me as a friend, and the majority of the ones on my list are ladies. i gotta clarify this because i have been asked quite a bit concerning it so here ya go: i get along with women way better than i do guys because man alot of you guys have some of the shittiest attitudes and views of how awesome you are and really that annoys the shit out of me. be real...be who you are not what everyone else is around you. now having said that to say this, i've ran across some pretty cool guys on here and none that i have any more respect for than RmYDaDof3 and any other soldier out there kickin ass and takin names for this country so that we can sleep at night without worrying if we'll get to see the next day. you guys rock and i'm so proud and thankfull that we have guys like them protecting our country.....s

Sexy Poems *sigh*i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones, and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz
of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh ... And eyes big love-crumbs,
and possibly i like the thrill
of under me you so quite new
ee cummings

Cryingi cry every time i think
i cry even though i know
i cry even thought it dont matter
i cry because i have to
i cry cause i can
i cry so i dont explode inside
i cry but noone sees
i cry and noone cares
i cry and dont say why
i cry because i need to
i cry because i want to
i cry because i love you
why do you make be cry so
why do you let me cry so
why dont you see why im crying so

ReligionI want all of you smug religious types to do me a favor. Lean back look at the ceiling. Ok now have someone punch you in the throat.
Those of you who still have a laranyx may enjoy this if not try following the steps outlined above.
I hate you because you think your religion is the only relgion that is correct... Go find a globe spin it put your finger on it ... Surprise those people probably think your religion is stupid .. and they are right.
I hate the people that think all relgions are correct. Please please please spare me. They can't all be right when they clearly contradict each other. This one calls for some blows to the head.
I hate you becuase you claim to be a "fill in the blank" but don't really follow the rules or believe the basic tenets. Nice well I guess we can just pretend to be anything we want. I am a race car 'cause I say so. Go the mental ward ask for the strongest drugs they have an overdose on them now.
I hate you becuase you have never rea

TornHow do you know which way to go
When you reach the fork in the road
Carrying all your worries and fears
Struggling with such a heavy load
Your brain says it knows what's right
To chose the safest way
Your heart says that it knows the best
Choose the route that's full of play
You stand there wondering what to do
Feeling so lost and confused
What if you make the wrong decision
And you end up being used
Then you think of just giving up
And you start to dig a hole
But you begin to feel an ache inside
Deep down in your soul
You know there's someone out there
Who loves you with all his heart
But when you turn to go with him
You'll be tearing someone elses heart apart
No matter what you decide
There's no real way to win
'Cause someone you care about very much
Will be hurting in the end.

Oooooh That SmellMaxine took her car to her mechanic.
She told him "Every time I
Take any of my friends out in my car,
After a while there is this terrible smell !! .
It never happens when I am driving alone"??
This intrigued the mechanic, so he said,
"OK, lets go for a spin
And see what the problem is." Off they went.
She drove down a one-way street in the wrong direction
At 70 MPH, swerving,
Hitting the curb on both sides of the street,
Narrowly missed three pedestrians in
Pedestrian crossings,
Ran several red lights,
And just missed a
Policeman on street traffic duty.
Then, they returned to the shop, and she said,
"There it is now...
there's that terrible smell! Can you smell it?"
"Smell it?
Lady, I'm sittin' in it!!

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6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED.
7. IN CASE OF A TIE WILL BE SPLIT PRIZES.
8. ANY QUESTION COME TO THE HOST NOT A CONTESTANT
FOR ANY INFORMATION OR CONCERNS.
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~take My Hand~Take my hand
I want to take you to a place
A place you've only imagined
A place you wouldn't believe
Couldn't believe existed
There is no pain
There are no tears
Fear is the last thing to fear
Here
In this place
This place I have held close
Not many have been here before
Only I resided in this place
Inside my chest
Underneath my ribs
This place I speak of is my heart
Take my hand
And come inside

Basics Of MeOk here are the basics of me… Brains, ok I have those, a heart as well (shhh don’t tell), maybe more than most women, I have my opinions of those things, I tend to dislike them, fucking subordinates. As I was saying, a heart, I tend to care more than I would show apathy, I tend to care for just anyone, since well life happens to be one very blurry painting and it’s easy to become lost in this oblivion of hate, greed murder, lust, war, blood, oil etc. In light of this I mostly just long to be one of those people that brings a bit of clarity to that mess, one of those girls that like leaves you with something, a presence, a good feeling even. I just long to be one of those shoulders to cry on, to brighten your day, to make you feel that hey this girl is really nice. Perhaps though, in light of my past and all the chaos there, which I tell you chaos is hardly the word, perhaps though in light of all the mistakes there combined with the present regret of those times, maybe I just long to m

IndustrialMore stuff.. Trying the live synth for Steel Tongue but the dubbing kind of sucks still.

So I Got A New Dog Today...yep today at the portland humane society i found a Newfoundland German shepard mix...hes 3 months old...the name they gave him was stupid so i changed it to Ozzy...total sweetheart of a dog just very shy at first, will have pice as soon as i get a new digital camra wich will probablly be Xmas...

~lonely~I think of you and wonder why
so far away i live my life
not an hour goes by i don't think of you
and all the fun exciting things we could do
your special in ways left untold
one night is all i ask
for it to be you i hold.
I know you will find happiness the truth is told
but from all these miles till then ill be cold
your young smart and beautiful
I know your conscious is dutiful.
what can i do to make you understand
next to you is where i want to be, holding your hand

Advice (love It Or Hate It)Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice.
Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world.
Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it!
Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.
Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both.
Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.
Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity.
Rule 6 : If you mess up, it's

~ghost~i see you smiling, and yet its genuine
I hear your laughter, and it rings
I feel your emotions, and they are true
I hear your words, as just a memory
I see your eyes, yet they look haunted
I feel your pain, we share it well
I feel your heart, yet torn, its beating
I smell your scent, upon my life
Once there were giggles
Laughter of glee
now there are memories
Memmories of me.
With my life so far away
forgotten at night
Remembered by day
pleasure turns to pain
yet its the only way
Remember this forever
'cause there will come a day
when the dark unfolds onto light
and the truth shines forever in a day
though I may be gone
Nowhere around
look into your soul
there I will be found

25 "facts" About WomenI think some of this was written by a man.. lol
1) Women love to shop. It is the one area of the world where they feel like they're actually in control.
2) Women especially love a bargain. The question of "need" is irrelevant, so don't bother pointing it out. Anything on sale is fair game.
3) Women "never" have anything to wear. Don't question the racks of clothes in the closet; you "just don't understand".
4) Women need to cry. And they won't do it alone unless they know you can hear them.
5) Women will always ask questions that have no right answer, in an effort to trap you into feeling guilty.
6) Women love to talk. Silence intimidates them and they feel a need to fill it, even if they have nothing to say.
7) Women need to feel like there are people worse off than they are. That's why soap operas and Oprah Winfrey-type shows are so successful.
8) Women don't need sex as often as men do. This is because sex is more physical for men and more emotional for women. Just

I KnowYes, I know that I messed up and hurt you.
Yes, I know it can never be the same with you.
Yes, I know I have lost a good friend, someone who was so cool to chill with.
Yes, I know I am a f**kup for what I did to you.
Yes, I know a million sorries could never make up for it.
Yes, I know you may never forgive me.
Yes, I know you may never want anything to do with me again.
Yes, I know I have lost you.

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Mind Bobbling Questions!!!I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose.
Could it be that all those trick-or-treaters wearing sheets aren't going as ghosts but as mattresses?
If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him...is he still wrong?
If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?
Is there another word for synonym?
Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?"
Where do forest rangers go to "get away from it all?"
What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant?
If a parsley farmer is sued, can they garnish his wages?
Would a fly without wings be called a walk?
Why do they lock gas station bathrooms? Are they afraid someone will clean them?
If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked?
Why don't sheep shrink when

Draconic SoulsDraconic Souls
Upon dragon's wings,
across clear blue skies.
Sting of the wind,
pulls the tears from my eyes.
I think of a handsome man,
with soft and gentle hands.
He's so very far away,
although he's close at hand.
I fly through the Akashic rhelm,
to find secrets of the past.
To find and set my goals,
always wondering within myself what I should really ask.
The essence of his aura,
fills my cup to overflowing.
Always prescient,
forever in the knowing.
Swirls of the past fly by,
shifts and cracks in Time.
Love has no reason,
It is just sublime.
Reaching forward,
I grab a door.
The dragon and me,
we light on the shore.
Reflections in the water,
of a life that I once knew.
The dragon reached forth,
to me he drew.
Wrapping his black wings about me,
holding me close to his chest.
"I have been waiting for you all my life,
I have found you, n

Nonotice No Warrants..i Say BullshitBoston Gun Search Policy Raises Concerns
Boston police may soon begin asking parents to allow searches of their homes and children’s bedrooms for firearms—without notice or warrants.
Under the controversial “Home Safe” program, teams of police officers will be assigned to the city’s public schools and will seek out leads on students believed to have firearms. Officers would then show up at the student’s home and ask to immediately search the premises, confiscating any firearms they find. Officers are empowered to exercise their personal discretion should they encounter drugs or signs of other illegal activity.
While parents have the right to refuse the search, questions of constitutionality, intimidation, and civil liberties have rightly been raised.
According to a November 17, MSNBC.com article, Thomas Nolan, a former Boston police lieutenant who teaches criminology at Boston University, deemed the program “an end run around the Constitution.” Nolan further said, “The police

Freakin PeopleHave you ever noticed that no matter how nice or polite you try to be that because you are a male you get treated like some boner with typing skills? Well I'm here to say that I am NOT that guy...Yes, I like to see naked women. Yes, if the conversation turns steamy, I will partake. But I am not just cruisin around lookin for someone to help me masturbate...I can buy porn and I have a GREAT imagination...If I talk to you, it really is honestly to talk to you. To get to know you and to be friends...If you can't handle that, whatever...

The BeginningThis beginning starts in the midst of much smoke. It is the smoke of conscience- twisting about in self-expressing being. It comes at the end of a great loss, and then thrown into a lot of the following chaos. It fully brims on the outside of a line, and it begins at the middle another. It starts while childish music fades and sophisticated notes of Lions are heard. Sharks and Lions- all ready to spring on this aged, new life.
It starts with a simple man, a very simple man. A man named Mateo.

Fuck Gratis, Ohio!!!FREINDS IN THE GRATIS AREA, DONT TAKE ANY BULLSHIT FROM THE GRATIS POLICE. IT STARTS WITH BUB BRATTON. HE JUST THINKS HE IS GOD OF GRATIS OR SOMETHING! HE HAS BASICALLY TURNED GRATIS INTO A DICTATORSHIP. HIS METHODS OF MAKING MONEY FOR THE VILLAGE ARE UNJUST AS WELL AS UNFAIR. GRATIS IS LIKE SOME KIND OF GASSTOPPO BULLSHIT. THE POLICE IN THIS TOWN ARE SO BORED THAT THEY PULL OVER AND HARASS A LOT OF PEOPLE. CONSTANTLY THE COP HAS SOMEONE PULLED FOR SOMETHING THAT PROBABLY NEVER HAPPENED. BUT THAT DOESNT MATTER, BECAUSE OUR BELOVED MAYOR WILL FIND YOU GUILTY ANYWAY. HELL, I WAS FALSLY ARRESTED NOT LONG AGO BY THE GRATIS CHIEF OF POLICE (STEVE B. STEWART) FOR RECIEVING STOLEN PROPERTY. FOR ONE , I WAS NEVER SHOWN ANY ARREST WARRANT NOR WAS I SHOWN THE PROPERTY IN QUESTION OR ANY PROOF THAT IT WAS STOLEN. WHEN OFFICER STEWART AND I ARRIVED AT THE PREBLE COUNTY JAIL HE TOLD THE CORRECTIONS OFFICERS THAT THE CRIME WAS A FELONY BECAUSE IT CAME FROM A CHURCH! THEY HAD TO GO WITH WHAT HIS LYIN

A Small Child Died Today Belonging To A Fubarian Fmily In Here ;;;;the One >>>Little one with burns Kelsey..., and belonging fubarian family in here .. So many prayers so many . But God took her home today : no more Christmas ohhhh , Pray for her family and friends now. Paryers for all now.. God bless you all . keep you safe thru this Holiday Season. be thankfull all. Her name was Kelsey>>> 2-3 yrs old...Plz . Read the bulletins .. it all is there video and all.Help her family now plz .. hugs diana

AppThe ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you!
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3. How often do you masturbate?
3 1/2. Have u masterbated to me?
4. Favorite position (s) ?
5. Do you think i'm hot?
6. Would you have sex with me?
7. lights on or off?
8. Would you have to be drunk?
9. Would you take a shower with me?
10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
11. Would you leave after or stay the night?
12. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
13. Condom or skin?
14. Do you give Oral pleasures?
15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
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If You Don't Like Fat Chicks Stay The Fuck Off My Page No Room For Hater's On HereTO ALL YOU HATE OUT THERE YOU CAN ALL GO FUCK YOURSELF'S!!!!! I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE COMMING DOWN ON ME BECAUSE I AM AS BIG GIRL AND AM COMORTABLE WITH MY BODY AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT THEN BACK THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE AND STAY!!!! BY THE WAY BLUEDEYEDANGEL YOU CAN GO PISS UP A ROPE JUST CAUSE I AM HOTTER THAN YOU!YOU DON;T HAVE TO HATE ON ME!!!!!!! AND TO ALL MY FANS AND FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBER'S I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!

Snow DriversI dont understand how people who live in a state that snow and winter is some of the worst and still dont know how to fuckin drive when it snow and ice's over a little and all of a sudden none of them know how to fuckin drive anymore and yet they still drive and piss everyone else off i just wanna beat their ass's with my bat and get it over with but i dont but i really want too and its all bullshit that i cant stand about stupidass people!!!

I Am Leaving Fubarto everyone that is my freind or anything else on here sorry but as of tonight i am deleting my fubar account sorry for letting everyone down

My New Loungehttp://tieshade.podomatic.com/
come on in to klubkaotic lounge
and chill wit yo boi. im so hood.
playing hip hop and RnB stuff.
will be rating photo's
buying drinks
and giving away stuff in the lounge.
hot topic discussions
and our
1st Annual klubkaotic lounge party for new years!
dec. 31st 2007
11pm to 5am
right here in klubkaotic's lounge!
ladies bf midnight get glass of free champange!
plus 5000 fubar bucks given away
to the first person threw klubkaotic's lounge @ 2am in 2008.

Maybe...This was sent to me from my friend Stef and I felt the need to share it. I could never write something this good but it says what I wish I could express. But this is how I try to live.
Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will
know how to be grateful for that gift.
Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but,often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the
new one which has been opened for us.
Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing
until it arrives.
Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along
their way.
Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let

Duct TapeA diamond in the rough... what's that?
Is it a shame to waste?
It's nothing but a pebble.
I'm just a parking ticket that's never been validated.
You say I'm cute, I'm smart, I'm funny, I'm sweet.
Yeah, but would you love me?
I've fallen with no one to catch me.
I'm broken in more ways than I can count.
My heart's held together with duct tape.
I've always gone it alone
and I'm not afraid to,
But... I just... don't... want... to.
I'm becoming invisible, fading away.
Internet crushes can't take the place
of someone willing to touch you.
I don't seem to be capable of giving up.
Love's something I won't live without,
Because life hurts too bloody much.

A Cops LifeYou wonder why he pulled you over and gave you a
ticket for speeding
He just worked an accident where people died
because they were going too fast
_________________________
You wonder why that cop was so mean
He just got done working a case where a drunk
driver killed a kid
____________________________________________
You work for 8 hours
He works for up to 18 hours
_________________________
You drink hot coffee to stay awake.
The cold rain in the middle of the night keeps
him awake.
__________________________
You complain of a 'headache', and call in sick.
He goes into work still hurt and sore from the
guy he had to fight the night before
__________________________
You drink your coffee on your way to the mall.
He spills his as he runs code to a traffic crash
with kids trapped inside
__________________________
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket
before you leave the house.
He makes sure his guns are clean and fully loaded
and his vest i

Beer Vs. VaginaBeer vs. Vagina
1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work.
One point to BEER
2.Warm beer tastes awful.
One point to VAGINA
3.A really cold beer is satisfying.
One point to BEER
4.If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit.
One point to VAGINA
5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being.
6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere.
One point to VAGINA
7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend.
One point to VAGINA
8. If a cop stops you and you smell of bee

SexyphoenixHYDAWAY RADIO PRESENTS,
Dont like hydaway? theres a couple of other lounges.. streaming her in.. check out those places too..
So click the pic to join the fun.. or any of the other lounges..

Wtf!!!!????!???!!!!??!!All i gotta say is im tired of waiting for something/someone good to come along. Because when i think i find that person they always tell me something or stop talking to me all together. Seriously do yall think that its fun to sit by the phone and wait and wait for you to call me and let me know what the effing deal is or friggin simply emailing or iming me on yahoo??? Its not and im done waiting on guys or pepole..............if yall want something real and somebody whod do just about anything for you or whatever that cares about you for you then u found it but i guess thats not what u wanted entirely and im sorry that i lack where you wanted the most!! Thats all i got to effing say im out!

Why Doesn't The Media Report Real Shit!?A few weeks ago there was a story about how 6 nukes were "accidentally" flown to Louisiana. How the fuck do nuclear weapons accidentally go anywhere? Why would nukes even be sent to Louisiana? The base there is a jumping off point for operations in the middle east. The Bush administration is planning something, very big. Maybe before the next election. Iraq, Iran, I don't know.
No major news organizations really reported this, some vaguely mentioned it and how an investigation was launched to see how this would happen.
Here is a story article about this:
Washington - A B-52 bomber flew the length of the United States last week mistakenly loaded with nuclear armed cruise missiles, a US military official confirmed on Wednesday. The mix-up was reported to President George W Bush after the nuclear warheads were discovered when the aircraft landed at Barksdale Air Force Base Louisiana, the official said. The official, who spoke on condition of anonymity, said as many as six cruise

Kisses & PresentsLOL!!
I was working on updating my very boring profile today. I came across two different kinda cool things. One u can leave me a Kiss under the mistletoe, and the other u can leave me a gift under my tree.
Go check this out and have fun with it.
Happy Holidays to u all!!
Evilprincess

The World Is Gettin Fucked Up!So I'm sitting here and as I smoke cigarette after cigarette, I just update my page hoping that someone may stumble upon it by accident and accidentally someone might give a fuck. The fact that I find everyday is that no one does. So does anyone care that our government is completely fucked? Does anyone care that we are blind? Does anyone realize the pace we are setting for ourselves?
I've lived through ever grade of school and it seemed like I had relationship after relationship searching for this thing that I've never found. If we're supposed to date to get better at it, I must be flunking the class cause all I'm getting better at is fucking! Other than that, relationships just go the same place as the last one... no where! Can someone set me straight on this?
I've worked my ass off just to watch a big portion of it go to some politician that's electing himself for a raise as you and I sleep at night. I'm literally getting more broke just so some old man can go home, after

Ebay!!!!!!!!!Ok my husband is trying to sell his guitar so he can come home and see me and his little boy before Cristian's 1st bday. He also has an amp he wants to sell as well. Dont think that is up on ebay yet. But if you are at all interested in instruments or guitars please check out this site. He barely used the guitar!!!
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ssPageName=STRK:MESEX:IT&item=220177918658&_trksid=p3984.cSELL.m315.lVI
please help him out!

A Learning ExperienceWELL AGAIN HERE I AM ...I SIT HERE WITH A HEAVEY HEART AND LOTS ON MY MIND...I WONDER WHY A MAN THAT PROFESS TO LOVE ME WITH A DEPTH THAT IS UNREAL CAN NOT SEAM TO SEE WHAT IS BEFORE HIS VERRY EYES AND WHY HE WOULD CONTINUE TO ASK ME TO LIVE WITH THAT PAIN WHY CAN A MAN NOT SEE THAT A WOMAN HAS A NEED TO BE FIRST WITHIN HIS LIFE AND ONLY HIS CHILDREN CAN TAKE PRESADENCE OVER THAT WHY MUST A WOMAN COMPETE WITH THE PAST AND MOSTLY WHY MUST THE HEART BE HURT TO FIND THE TRUTH WAY BEFORE IT IS EVER SPOKEN AND WHY MUST THE TEARS COME IN SILENT TO THE MIND

Mellys LoungeCOME HANG OUT WITH THE BEAUTIFUL
IN BEAUTIFULLY MORBID LOUNGE

This Was In A Friends Blog...lolHow do U know Santa's a Man?...Cuz He shows up late, eats Ur cookie, empties his sac, cums only once & leaves while you're asleep!
Pass this along to make UR friends laugh cuz everyone needs a laugh!

Putting Things In PerspectiveThere was a blind girl who hated
herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He was always there for her.
She told her boyfriend, "If I could only see the world, I will marry you."
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she
was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.
He asked her,' Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'
The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his
closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at
them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.
Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take
good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'
This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their
side in the most painful situations

Splendid ChaosI love this band!
they are
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Splendid Chaos would like to let everyone on myspace be the first to know. For all you people wanting to buy the CD which is no longer available you can now purchase the songs directly off of our myspace site. I hope you all enjoy this feature and feel free to pass the word along. If you would like to help SC sell these songs feel free to click the share this store link and paste into your page. Thanks for all of your support. Also dont forget to go to the Splendid Chaos Website to get all of your Splendid Chaos gear. (T-shirts, Hats, etc)
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Save Your ComputerThis is a real virus. The holidays are approaching and we'll be sending
> around cards and festive email to each other. Be aware of what you open.
> If I don't get an email from you telling me that you sent me an ecard.....
> I won't get your ecard either!
>
>
> Here is a link to the snopes page:
> http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp
>
> (ihttp HAV
> PLEASE SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST!!
>
> A new virus has just been discovered that has been classified by
> Microsoft as the most destructive ever. This virus was discovered
> yester day afternoon by McAfee . This virus simply destroys Sector Zero
> from the hard disk, where vital information for its functioning are
> stored.
>
>
>
> This virus acts in the following manner: It sends itself automatically
> to all contacts on your list with the title:
>
>
>
> "You've received a Post Card from a Family member".
>
>
>
> As soon as the supposed virtual card i

Symbols Of LoveSweet sounds from the music of the heart
Composed of flowers and flattery
Played by instruments--each has its own part
Sung with passion and delicacy
Faded pages with meaning beyond comprehension
Written with strength and fervency
Read by many with constant devotion
Stored on shelves of diversity
Strokes of vivid colors and happiness
Drawn by the instinct of desire
Painted with tenacious tenderness
Displayed in galleries of grandeur

What's Up With The Begging?I know that the idea behind fubar is to make fu-money to do fun things in here, but when people start selling access to their pictures, I have to wonder. I can get porn on the internet for free - why should I pay you? I am as of this moment deleting any and all folks that ask for any payments for seeing their pictures and I will not try to befriend any that do ask. It's just stupid.

I Owe My Mother...1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE .
"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning."
2. My mother taught me RELIGION.
"You better pray that will come out of the carpet."
3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.
"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!"
4. My mother taught me LOGIC
" Because I said so, that's why."
5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC .
"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me."
6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT.
"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident."
7. My mother taught me IRONY.
"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about."
8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS.
"Shut your mouth and eat your supper."
9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM .
"Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!"
10. My mother taught me abou

Votes PleaseHEY EVERYONE. MY NAME IS KATIE AND I HAVE A PROFILE ON MYYEARBOOK.COM AND THERE IS THIS THING ON THERE CALLED BATTLES WELL I AM ENTERED IN 2 BUT I NEED SOME VOTES TO WIN THIS THING. SO IF ANYONE WOULD PLEASE JUST CLICK ON THESE LINKS TO VOTE. I AM NOT LOSING BUT YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT COULD HAPPEN. I WILL APPRECIATE ANY VOTES THAT I GET AND YOU ARE WELCOME TO MESSAGE ME AT ANY TIME. THANKS FOR YOUR TIME EVERYONE AND HAVE A GREAT DAY.

A Childs StoryA repost from:
'H.B.I.C. aka Ri aka Subzero's Agent Double 0 Boobies'
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You

How Sad For You...There sure are a lot of want to be superstars on the internet these days. Everybody wants to be famous. I just love that if you are requesting to be someone’s friend on a particular website, they will act like they are doing you this huge favor, and behave as if they are “all that”. They aren’t. They are just like all the rest of us. Monkey’s with car keys.
I enjoy sharing my art and ideas with other people, and like to see what they have to offer in return. Great conversation is a dying art. Let’s bring it back to life!
You will find that most of these self important people suffer from low self esteem, and act as they do in a shallow attempt to elevate themselves. How sad for them. Some of them, I am sure, do a lot of their living on the internet, because they have no real life. Or they have a small group of friends as empty inside as they are, and side around cutting others into ribbons. Don’t worry though; when the change comes, they will be the first ones against t

Christmas!Just got back from my 1st graders program. It was very nice..although was only 15minutes long. LMAO. I traded girl at work so I could go. Almost makes me wonder why I was so worried bout it. Was nice though. Now, my oldest boys is on the night I am working. GRrrrr. I thought it was next week. Oh well. Always next year.

Can't Go Home For The HolidaysI don't know where this is going to go but the point of it is to remember our men and women near and far and if you can to open you doors. Look into adopting a solider sailor or airmen for the holidays. just cause they are here in the states does not mean they can just head home for the holidays. Nothing says Tank you like a friendly face and a home cooked meal. Remember this is the season of giving which is better then recieving. These men and women give to us all year around and yes it may be their job but they could of been lawyers or accounts or mcdonalds worker instead. But they didn't they choose to become Us Soliders Sailors and Airmen and oh yeah Marines. The proudest job this country has to offer.
IF YOU CAN BRING A US SERVICE MEMBER TO YOUR TABLE FOR THE HOILDAYS.

Blondes And Cell PhonesI went to the movie the other night. I sat in an aisle
seat as I usually do because it feels a little roomier.
Just as the feature was about to start a blonde girl
from the center of the row got up and started working
her way out. "Excuse me, sorry, oops, excuse me, pardon
me, gotta hurry, oops, excuse me."
By the time she got to me I was trying to look around
her and I was a little impatient so I said, "Couldn't you
have done this a little earlier?" "No!!" she said in a loud
whisper, "The TURN OFF YOUR CELL PHONE PLEASE
message just flashed up on the screen and mine is out in
the car."

Fu-friendsI'm Going To Be Making A Folder Of Pics Of All My Good FU-Friends.. If You Want To Be In It ..Send Me A Message With The Link To The Pic You Want Me To Use..Or Let Me Know If I Should Choose A Pic Of Yours

We Have Many Features About UsWE ALL HAVE FLAWS , LET ME TELL YOU'S ALIL SOMETHING THE PERFECT PERSON IS GOD , WHO THE HELL GAVE A PERSON THE RIGHT TO CALL SOMEONE UGLY
, WELL ASS HOLE YOU NEED TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR , BECAUSE I BET ANYTHING YOUR ONE NASTY ASS , SORRY MOTHER ,BEAUTY IS SKIN DEEP , ITS WHAT IS INSIDE , THAT MAKES A PERSON , SO, YOUR LUCKY I DON'T KNOW YOUR SORRY ASS , BECAUSE I TEL LYOU AFEW THINGS . PEOPLE LOVE DRAMA AND ARE ATTENTION SEEKERS . AND YOU KNOW I WILL TELL IT CALL IT LIKE IT IS . IMMATURE , PEOPLE FAR FROM ADULTS I SEE CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW KAGE'S FU WIFEY AND R/L OLE LADY

SexMen isnt it safe to say that we love sex?? But isnt it great how women try to use that againts us...especially if its just a new relationship or your fuck buddies because you can just go and find a new fuck buddy. Now I know that I am sounding pretty much like an arragont asshole but really im not...I just am mearly pointing out that we have more power than what they think ahhahahah

Keep Me Drunk!come on...I love it when you guys are buying me gifts and drinks, keep 'em coming! Thank you to those of you who have given me gifts and drinks...to those of you who have added me, rated me, fanned me, crushed me! Kisses to you all!

What A Real Bitch Is**this is from my girl "gutta". pass it on ok. **
Dec 4, 2007 5:06 PM
A simple bitch will take you
where you need to go.
*A real bitch throws you her keys
and says it needs gas in it!
A simple bitch will tell you not
to fight, it aint worth it.
*A real bitch will say beat
her ass and look at the crowd
and say "nobody better jump in".
A simple bitch will let another
bitch know she can back the
fuck up or
get knocked the fuck out.
*A real bitch will just knock her
the fuck out!!!
A simple bitch tells you, she's
had enough to drink.
*A real bitch tells you we need
another shot, we bout to
get fucked up!
A simple bitch goes to the club
with you and sits down.
*A real bitch goes to the club
with you and says lets show
these simple bitches how we do it.
A simple bitch wonders who
your new man is.
*A real bitch knows that mutha
fucka's first name, last name,
birthday,address, who he's
related to, what kinda car he
drive's, where he works,how
man

125 Things Not To Say During SexIs it in?
That's it?
You've got to be kidding me.
(phone rings) hello? oh nothing and you?
Do i have to pay for this?Do i have to call you tomorrow?
Oh momma, momma!
Oh daddy, yes daddy!
You look better in the dark.
This is much better than my last girl/boyfriend.
I thought that goes in the other hole....
Don't tell my husband/wife.
You have the same bra my mom does (worse if the girl says it).
This sucks.
Can you finish now? I have a meeting...
I hope you don't expect a raise for this...
I think you might get the job for this.
Damn! is that all you know what to do.
Did I tell you, I have herpes?
Now we must get married.
Hurry up, the game’s about to start.
I'm hungry.
I'm thirsty.
Zzzzzzzzzzzz.
Are you trying to be funny?
Can I have a ride home after this?
Are those real?
By the way, i want to break up.
Is that smell coming from you?
Haven't you ever done this before?
Wow

ThrillingWell for once in my life I found myself looking for a date.... lets see here I am not one to ask someone on a date nor tollorate a date offten. I guess that I just don't have the paticence, maybe cause I am a bizznatch when the time calls for it. Anyway on with the date thing.
A Few people have asked me why I am looking for one and also told me that I shouldent have a problem finding one... well HAHAHAHAHA to that!
See I have a company Christmas party coming up and well need someone to go with me. Sounds simple right? Well time to burst your bubble its NOT!
I don't want to take some twat hound person out to meet my boss's ya know. They MUST be neat and clean not to mention know how to hold their alchol! Thats a BIG deal there. So here is the deal... I don't want to have to drive to another state or city to get someone...so hit me up if you are in my area and think that you might qualify for the following.
1. Can speak proper english.
2. Have nice attire that you can wear.

Strike Up A ConversationTwo strangers are sitting in adjacent seats on an airplane. One guy says to the other, "Let's talk. I hear that the flight will go faster if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger."The other guy, who had just opened a good book, closes it slowly, takes off his glasses and asks, "What would you like to discuss?"
The first guy says, "Oh, I don't know; how about nuclear power?"
The other guy says, "OK, that could make for some pretty interesting conversation. But let me ask you a question first:
"A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff, but the deer excretes pellets, the cow, big patties, and the horse, clumps of dried grass. Why is that?"
The first guy says, "I don't know."
The other guy says, "Oh? Well then, do you really think you're qualified to discuss Nuclear Power when you don't know sh*t?"

Avoid Yellow Snow (in Honor Of The 1st Major Snowfall)All I Need To Know I Learned From A Snowman....
It's okay if you're a little bottom heavy.
Hold your ground, even when the heat is on.
Wearing white is always appropriate.
Winter is the best of the four seasons.
It takes a few extra rolls to make a good midsection.
There's nothing better than a foul weather friend.
We're all made up of mostly water.
You know you've made it when they write a song about you.
Accessorize! Accessorize! Accessorize!
Avoid yellow snow. Don't get too much sun.
It's embarrassing when you can't look down and see your feet.
It's fun to hang out in your front yard.
There's no stopping you once you're on a roll.
It's not the size of the carrot, but the placement that counts.
The Russian Debate
A Russian couple was walking down the street in Moscow one night, when the man felt a drop hit his nose. "I think it's raining" he said to his wife.

Never Lie To MomBrian invited his mother over for dinner.
During the course of the meal, Brian's mother couldn't help but keep
noticing how beautiful Brian's roommate, Stephanie, was.
Brian's Mom had long been suspicious of a relationship between Brian and Stephanie, and this had only made her more curious.
Over the course of the evening, while watching the two react, she started to wonder if there was more between Brian and Stephanie than met the eye.
Reading his mom's thoughts, Brian volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Stephanie and I are just roommates."
About a week later, Stephanie came to Brian saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Brian said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll send her an e-mail just to be sure". So he sat down and wrote:
"Dear Mom: I'm not saying that you "did" take the gravy ladle from
the house; I'm not saying that you "did not" tak

Torn And Tatthered Wingsstuck in the corner with
torn and tethered wings
wishing to be left alone
to my own mind and thoughts
praying that sometimes soon
my wings will heal and grow again
so that i might take flight to the skies
with my fellow sisters and brothers
my family of angels

1 John 4:18There is no fear in love. But perfect love
drives out fear, because fear has to do with
punishment. The one who fears is not made
perfect in love.

Mental HospitalAfter hearing that one of the patients in a mental hospital had saved another from a suicide attempt by pulling him out of a bathtub, the hospital director reviewed the rescuer's file and called him into his office. "Mr. Haroldson, your records and your heroic behavior indicate that you're ready to go home. I'm only sorry that the man you saved later killed himself with a rope around the neck."
"Oh, he didn't kill himself," Mr. Haroldson replied. "I hung him up to dry."

Minor Random Thoughts And College Football Follies ReduxFirst, let’s get the haphazard observations and events out of the way here:
* I’ve chosen not to decorate my bachelor pad for the holidays (save for some pet-themed stockings). Why? Because I’m simply not in the mood. Not that it would take me a time-consuming 10 minutes to erect a desktop tree as well as wreath and lights for one of two windows. And having mistletoe above my one door would be tricky because virtually no friends or family visit, and a stranger making a sudden appearance (delivery person, Jehovah’s Witness, salesperson) might make for an awkward situation if one wishes to stay true to the mistletoe tradition.
* What merciful god would permit the Spice Girls to reunite and kick off a world tour? My sweet Jesus. I believe we all shall soon fall beneath a shadow of a plague of locusts. The end is near. Bring out your dead.
* The season finale of “Torchwood” and the movie/appetizer “Battlestar Galactica: Razor” each was awesome in a taut, tense, thrilling way. “Th

Heaven Or HellTwo drunken buddies were in a horrible head on collision. The entire front end of the car was completely smashed in. Unfortionately they both died seconds after impact. One went to heaven while the other went to hell.
The one who went to heaven found himself standing before saint peter. He was worried about his friend whom was in hell. So he asked Saint peter if their was any way that he could check on his friend. Saint peter parted the clouds and there the looked down from the heavens into hell only to see his budy with a bottle of the finest whiskey and georgeous women all over him.
The man looks at saint peter and says "I dont see how thats hell id much rather be there than here, I mean that doesn't look so bad".
Saint peter looks at the man and replies "The bottle has a hole in it, The women don't"

Before And AfterSince I fell in love with you, I can actually divide my life into a "before" and "after." Before I met you, my life was good. You know... doing my job, setting goals, enjoying friends, having fun on the weekends.
But after I met you, my life was totally changed. Totally "enhanced" might be a better word. I had no idea anyone could have such an impact on my routine, on my thoughts, on my feelings.
Now the things I used to enjoy aren't as much fun if you're not with me. Now I can spend half the day just thinking of your voice, your smile, our last kiss.'
At the risk of sounding like a kid with a crush, I have to tell you that I'm not just in love with you, I"m absolutely crazy about you.
You're the most wonderful person who's ever walked into my heart. and the "after" part of my life can only keep getting better with you.

Nudist ColonyA man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by, and the man immediately gets an erection.
The woman notices his erection, comes over to him and says, “Did you call for me?”
The man replies “No, what do you mean?”
She says, “You must be new here. Let me explain. It’s a rule here that if you get an erection it implies you called for me.”
Smiling, she leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her.
The man continues to explore the colony’s facilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers out of the steam room toward him, “Did you call for me?” says the hairy man.
“No, what do you mean?” says the newcomer.
“You must be new,” says the hairy man, “it’s a rule that if you fart, it implies that you called for me.”
The huge m

Just So U Knowi am always signed in. if u wanna talk to me jus shout it n i will reply if i am here. sp sry to the ppl who invite me to play a game with them im not ignoring im jus not here

Meaning Of Bra SizesHave you ever wondered why A, B, C, D, DD, E, F, G, and H are the
letters used to define bra sizes?
If you have wondered why, but couldn't figure out what the letters stood
for, it is about time you became informed!
(A) Almost Boobs.
(B) Barely there.
(C) Can't Complain!
(D) Dang!
(DD) Double dang!
(E) Enormous!
(F) Fake.
(G) Get a Reduction.
(H) Help me, I've fallen and I can't get up !

What Religion Is Your Bra?What Religion is Your Bra?
A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy 's and shyly walked up
to the woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my
wife."
"What type of bra?" asked the clerk.
"Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type?"
"Look around," said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every
shape, size, color and material imaginable.
"Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four
types of bras to choose from."
Relieved, the man asked about the types.
The saleslady replied:
"There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyterian, and the
Baptist types.
Which one would you prefer?"
Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them.
The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple...
The Catholic type supports the masses.
The Salvation Army type lifts the fallen,
The Presbyterian type keeps them staunch and upright, and
The Baptist

Power Of Womencouple goes on vacation to a fishing resort in northern Minnesota. The husband likes to fish at the crack of dawn, the wife likes to read. One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap.Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and continues to read her book. Along comes a game warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says,
"Good morning Ma'am. What are you doing?"
"Reading a book," She replies, (Thinking, "Isn't that obvious?")
"You're in a restricted fishing area," he informs her.
"I'm sorry officer, but I'm not fishing, I'm reading."
"Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up."
"If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman.
"But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden.
"That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all

Will RogersWe Can't all be hero's because somebody has to
sit on the curb and clap as they go by.

Luke 1:79To give light to them that sit in darkness and
in the shadow of death, to guide our feet into
the way of peace.

The Golden CompassEveryone - Please take the time to read this and pass along to anyone you know who may be considering taking their children to see The Golen Compass or even going themselves. I have heard quite a bit recently about the underlying content of this movie and even checked the allegations on snopes.com; it's all true & disturbing!
READ
THIS!!
!!!
Body: HELP US STOP THE MOVIE ABOUT KILLING GOD!!!! THE GOLDEN COMPASS, a
new movie targeted at children, will be released
December 7, 2007. This movie is based on a the first book of a
trilogy

I'm Sorry!I'm really sorry! I think I've made someone mad. I truly do hold dear, anyone who has become my friend and talks to me on a regular basis. I apparently mad someone mad, because I wasn't online earlier. You do have to realize, I'm unemployed and I do have to get off of my ass and look for a job, so I can pay my bills. If you are a friend, if you can't reach me on here, send me a Yahoo IM, I've got it on my phone.

To Much Pain But In The End Its All Worth ItWell alot of you have been keeping an eye on me and the shit I have to go through in order to be on the national kidney transplant list, so I thought I would share with you on the progress wheather it be painful or not, but first I wowuld like to share a letter I recieved from a friend on here and this is what keeps me going and keeps my head up because no matter what u go through in life there is always someone that is alot worse off then you, this letter was sent by rapclifton. Your Spirit Amazes. "Hey lady you mentioned yesterday that you were off to dialysis casually as a woman who was on her way to the mall...your spirit is truely admirable and amazing. The world is over-populated with "why me whiners" and you are diffently not among that group. Life is sometimes like playing poker...sometimes you get a shitty hand dealt to you and have to decide to fold or play...you are a player!!
I am so glad to have had the good fortune to meet you and read your blogs and will continue to do

The EndThinking I am done with Fubar. Good luck to all of you. I know I wasted way too much time screwing around here instead of stuff I should be doing. Hopefully you won't make the same mistakes I did.
Happy Holidays and good luck to all.
I am deleting my account soon.

Cure For The Broken HeartOk guys and girls can answer this. I know everyone in here has been in love and had there heart ripped out on more then one occasion. My questions is :
Girls how did you get over a broken heart?
Guys when you have met a girl you were interested in and you knew she just got out of a relationship that had gone bad. How did you help her mend that broken heart and gain her trust.
And if you could mend my broken heart how would u do it?
Why in the hell do i feel like Dr. Phil or Oprah ROLFLMMFAO!!!

Finally, The 6 Answers We Have All Been Waiting For:Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR?
A: It's Braille for "suck here".
Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS?
A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under."
Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS?
A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear.
Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN?
A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them.
Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING?
A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch...
AND:
Q: WHAT IS A MAN'S ULTIMATE EMBARASSMENT?
A: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose.

Another Downrateri'll give this guy a little credit he rated my pic an 8 then rerated to a 9. just wanted to let everyone know about the newest downrater. no i didnt go downrate him back, just left a nice msg explaining that downrateing wasnt nice
bigchewy69@ fubar

PoetryI have this wee fellow who lives in my brain...
He taunts me,he teases me,he makes me insane...
Though how he can do that when I already am...
Is one for the young "shrink,doctor"man...
The meds aren't effective,they just make me lazy.
Though the world's rather pretty through vision that's hazy.....
He's starting to scream at this tiime of year;
that he's all I need....
Get rid of all these others on here.....
Can't let him succeed for he hurts those I know..
Uses words like hammers to deliver his blows....
He doesn't know love,only anger and hate..,,,,
Been alone all his life,been beaten and raped...
When I give my trust he laughs in my ear....
Tells me I'll be sorry,instills the old fears...
When I try to explain why I am what I am.....
The looks of disgust close the door with a slam......
No more will I give a person a chance.....
To trample my heart through life's little dance.
The wee man's myself though a female I be....
For perhaps as a male I co

My Very Best FriendsMy Best Friends
She is the most awesome friend I could ever
ask for and so very dear to me. I love you Cara!!
bratt@ fubar
To know him is to adore him...and I
surely do!! I love you fucker!!!!
MrCooterEater@ fubar
I am very fortunate he is my friend..love you Bill!!!
Never Played Again@ fubar

Ten CommandmentsTen Commandments
-------------------------
The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments posted in a
courthouse is this:
You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit
Adultery," and "Thou Shall Not Lie" in a building full of lawyers, judges and
politicians...It creates a hostile work environment.

K Dirty Bitch Crew And Db Lovin Bastards Heads UpBECAUSE THE CREWS ARE GROWING EVERYDAY, I HAVE MADE A FOLDER FOR PROSPECTS CAUSE I WANT TO STRESS THAT TO BE A PART OF THE DB CREWS YOU MUST FREQUENT THE HAUNTED LOUNGE THAT IS OUR HOME AND ITS WHERE THE CREW WAS STARTED. SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO BE IN THE CREW WILL START OUT AS PROSPECTS. I DONT WANT TO SOUND LIKE A DOWN RIGHT BITCH WITHOUT BEING DIRTY BUT I THINK ITS IMPORTANT CAUSE THE CREWS MEAN A LOT TO THE ONES THAT ARE TRUE "DOWN" DIRTY BITCH CREW MEMBERS, AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE IT GROW EVEN BIGGER, SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO BE IN THE CREW PLEASE TELL THEM TO TALK TO ME BECAUSE SCONEE AND I ARE REALLY DIGGIN INTO MAKING THIS AN OFFICIAL CHAPTER.
ORIGINAL DIRTY BITCH
LUMINA

Kelsey DiedMAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

Changes! Learning To Be Alone!Thanks for letting me vent! I have no other place to vent but here in my fubar blog!
Life is funny...you meet the person you think your going to spend the rest of your life with! Next thing you know your alone with two girls to raise! Yes he helps but only the days I work! So i'm doing alot on my own! I know the past should be the past but there are issues I can't forgive or ever will! He said he didn't want anymore more children and thinking this was it I went and got Essure done which is a permenant irreversable procedure! Yes I am angery! I'm hurt! and feel i have every right to be! What if by some strange chance I do meet that soul mate, i can't give him children if he wanted one! I moved 12 hours to be with him away from my family and friends! And came to love my new town and state to much to leave, along with my PRIDE! I have a great job and great opprotunity for my job to pay for ME to go to college!! I cant give that up!
While driving home the other morning from work

Nobel PrizeI think that I should get a Nobel Peace Prize for my writings in this blog. After all, the Nobel Committee gave one to Al Gore, the “founder of the internet” (and hunter of the ManBearPig), for pointing out Global Warming to us! I mean he was just restating what we all already knew, and that is what I am doing. Getting my own thoughts straightened out by writing them down, and maybe enlightening others in some small way. Just like Al Gore…
We all live in little cycles. Even the planet does. The seasons change. Run down areas of towns get built back up, and slowly decay again. We change how we dress, our hair styles, our taste in music, our jobs, and sometimes even our spouses. This is all natural. But when you do change try to change for the better. When you try to evolve as a person, evolve up. Don’t be one of these people who try to go back to their youth, it never works.

And Another Thing!And another thing! I think that the media and other disseminators of information actually make a lot of bad things worse by publicizing them in such detail. There is the argument that the world is more evil than it ever was, but I think that this appears so simply because we are more aware of it now. Doesn’t that also mean that we are also more socially responsible for making sure these things don’t take place anymore?
They happen because we let them happen. There seems to be more of a “hands off” approach to things. That could be because we all spend so much time with our various electronic devices (I am just as guilty of this as anyone). I have heard it said that it is because we are all so “busy” now, and this at a time when there are more labor saving devices than ever before in the history of man. It is more likely that people just don’t know how to manage their time.
Kids today are much more tech savvy than past generations. This is only logically since they grew up w

Kelsey Died :( (from The Bulletin Board)MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

Just One More DayMade you look =_P
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TolerenceThe word for the day is Tolerance. We are taught in kindergarten to share, to play well with others, and to respect other people’s space. I’ll go one step further. Pretty much everything we ever needed to know we learned in kindergarten. That Mom, Home, cookies and milk, are all good things. What is really important is to be warm, dry, and well fed.
When you get right down to it, as human beings, we need very little to be happy, but end up wanting so much. All anyone really desires, deep down, is to be happy. What happens when someone is not happy? They end up, sometimes unconsciously, taking it out on other people.
We find ourselves angry because the car in front of us is going to slow, or that they forgot their turn signal on. We hate the fact that the stores are so packed at the holidays, and that we have to buy all these gifts for people who we don’t see the rest of the year. That these kids dressed all in black with their hair down over their eyes are hanging out smo

Your Love,my Greatest Pain.She's more like a angel then any other girl I've know In my whole life.And her time Is maybe short too.For her doctors told her she'll not lived to see 22.She's so sick that the hospital Is like her second home A loved poem for a girl I love very.And that I want back so badly,for without her I'm nothing just came up with for a girl I .And It's tears me up knowing this too,but I've lost her not to death but some other guy.I post this poem as a way of coping with my life,for It helps me to just get things off of my chest.My way of venting my emotions and It's a sad poem too so read at your own risk.
Your Love,My Greatest Joy
Your love Is my greatest joy and my strongest pain.For with your love I feel on top of the world.But your love for me have faded,and as It faded my heart died a little each day,No more I love you from each day or I missed you.Your heart has found a new love and left me to feel all cold Inside where once I felt warm and safe from harm.For you no

Leaving Fubarjust wanted to let everyone know that i am leaving fubar, if you want to continue talking to me my yahoo is iblackbeardi

Maria's Wedding NightMaria's Wedding Night
-------------------------
Maria had just got married and being a traditional Italian, she was
still a virgin. So, on her wedding night, staying at her mother's house,
she was nervous. But her mother reassured her. "Don't worry, Maria.
Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take care of you."
So up she went. When she got upstairs, Tony took off his shirt and
exposed his hairy chest. Maria ran downstairs to her mother and says,
"Mama, Mama, Tony's got a big hairy chest." "Don't worry, Maria," says
the mother," all good men have hairy chests. Go upstairs. He'll take
good care of you."
So, up she went again. When she got up in the bedroom, Tony took off
his pants exposing his hairy legs. Again, Maria ran downstairs to her
mother. "Mama, Mama, Tony took off his pants and he's got hairy legs!"
"Don't worry. All good men have hairy legs. Tony's a good man. Go
upstairs and he'll take good care of you." So up she went again. When
she got up there,

Emotinal Vampiresstanding before you,
naked, but unaware,
body trembling with every breath,
I await your approach.
embracing you in ecstasy,
our energies ascend in
a feverish rapture as the
moon illuminates our silhouettes through
lace curtains.
you pull away,
leaving me listless,
writhing in agony on the
floor as my essence seeps through
my skin into you,
my sweet, emotional vampire,
who leaves me in anguish,
tormented until our next encounter when
I will stand before you,
naked,
waiting to be drained again.

PoemAn accidental meeting, someone I knew well
a thousand years before. The ‘Hey you —
how are you doings?’ of formulaic greetings
Stilted awkward gestures. Meanings
lost in words that once had been the ease
of freely-flowing conversation. The thought —
I know this face, but do not know this person,
Anymore.
Commonality become a gulf
A chasm opened in tectonic shiftings
of our lives; induced by time
In which we re-made ourselves
anew. I look at you and know you not —
Cheap promises to keep-in-touch
exchanged. Easy quips that we shall both
forget; once more our backs are turned.
Unknown one unto the other.
Friends become strangers.

Someone Very Special...My Kindred Spirit
My kindred spirit,
Do you doubt we’ll share,
A love transcendent,
And truly rare?
Our souls dominion;
Will give us no choice.
Time will stand still,
When I hear your voice.
If fate has its way
Your eyes will meet mine,
Lost in forever
We’ll travel past time.
Then, long awaited
Our hands will touch;
Mine, fragile, soft,
Yours warm and rough.
No thoughts will break,
Or suspend our dance.
When our souls meet,
We’ll be left to chance.
A force of nature,
Destiny shall ordain.
Our will cast aside,
Released from the pain.
To each other's center,
We will be led,
Seduction upon us,
Our hungers fed.
My heart, for you only,
My flesh will surrender,
Respond to your warmth,
To your touch, so tender.
A coveted encounter,
Fulfilled at long last,
We’ll know from then on,
If this will just pass.
The danger for us,
Will be revealed then -
What might be our future?

Wellwell today has been laid back. I have relaxed somewhat I guess but mostly I haven't had to discipline my son. YAY!!!! My only problem I am having today is the battle with my feelings. Part of my is tired of this deployment cuz all me and my hubby seem to do it fight over bullshit. and the other part of me just wants out all together. The human eternal battle of your feelings. It never ends and will forever get in the way unless you can control how you feel and react. Well, at this moment it feels like everything is out of control and there is nothing I can do about it. If only there was one person or one soul out there that can honestly say they know what the hell I am going through then maybe all of this wouldn't be so bad. There is only one person that is in my life and that is my son. I would do anything for him over everyone else out there and yet I feel trapped in a corner and there in no way out. yet I see the silver lining and see the light I know there is hope and anything is p

TogetherTogether, there is a place, just for us.
It has no doors and it has no walls.
There is no beginning, and there is no end.
This place we built, conceived by a smile.
In our hearts, this place will never be done.
As if We knew each other, life-times ago,
Our thoughts are one, seamless as time.
We are free of secrets, no judgements, no fear.
Souls stripped bare, for us to see.
The love we share, can not be counted by the stars,
Jealousy, hate, contempt do not exist.
With every breathe and every pulse,
Our trust infinitely grows.
Your love is the gift of life,
Without this place, I would be lost.

Action!Looking at our ancient Judean version of Mount Rushmore -- I'd call it "Mount Zion" for the kingdom of Judah's capital at Jerusalem except that might be sacrilegious -- we can readily identify who would go in three of the spots. George Washington as "father of his country" would easily find his counterpart in David, the first king of the united kingdom of Israel comprising Israel and Judah whose son succeeded him on the throne and so on. (Saul, the king who preceded David, wasn't as successful.) Ever after in the 2 Kings study we've been proceeding through, whenever a king actively chooses to follow the LORD's will they're walking in the way of David their father [re: ancestor]. A few weeks ago we considered Abraham Lincoln's analog in ancient Judah's history as Hezekiah, the king who held Judah together in the wake of an Assyrian siege of Jerusalem and spearheaded a revival of worshiping the LORD in Judah's official life. The jury's out (to me, anyway) on who would correspond to

Her Beauty Speaks Without WordsI looked, I asked, and she replied
She speaks of wonders when I look in her eyes
Such a glorous sight
Up high in the sky
In the middle of the night
when I feel I could die
Her beauty reminds me
To look within
To find a key
The answers are there
grown in like a tree
To unlock the god, the godess,
and the animal in me

What Is It?Have you ever met someone that just inspired you to be the best you can be? Motivated you beyond a point you never knew you had? Just brought the life back into you that was hidden so deep before? Have you wondered where this person has been the last few years? Wondered how many endless possibilities could be around the corner? Have you ever wondered?

FireThere is a heat in my chest
one that burns like a wild fire
And it spreads throughout my body
like flames across the plains
it cares not what it engulfs
or what it turns to ashes
it seeks the easy fuel
and begins to eat away at it
It consumes all within its path
until it reaches the end
and there it sits and waits
for another path to open
so is my heart
It was the plains that you burned
it was the easy target
and now it is the pit
no more fuel to burn
for i am empty inside

Turned In My Research PaperYou all might or might not care. but I turned in my final research paper in my History class. I got a 45 out of a possible 50 on it. Still don't know what I got on my prior paper. Anyway if any of you want to read it, I have put it here for you.
AMERICAN VIEWS ON FUNERAL DIRECTORS
I wasn't sure what to do for this paper. Until I heard on the radio, the results from a survey that ranked funeral directors below journalist and above politicians.
That got me to looking for the results of that survey. I was never able to find it. but I did find the results of gallup polls that included funeral directors from 1977 till 2005. All the polls ranked the funeral directors very high. My research also found a lot of negative press about funeral directors, things from newspaper stories about the illegal things funeral directors have done, books about the how the funeral industry takes advantage of people, TV special reports, websites slamming funeral homes with

Christmas Poem..god Bless The MilitaryTwas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone,
In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone.
I had come down the chimney, with presents to give
and to see just who in this home did live
As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see,
no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree.
No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand.
On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land.
With medals and badges, awards of all kind,
a sobering thought soon came to my mind.
For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen.
This was the home of a U.S. Marine.
I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more,
so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door.
And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone,
Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home.
He seemed so gentle, his face so serene,
Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine.
Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read?
Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed?
His head was clean-shaven, his weathered f

Kelsey Died.....MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

Christmas!so i put this tree on my page an you all (my friends/fans) are suppose to leave me a present under it. however its not really working out!! lol so i just wanted to post a blog and see who reads it. now if you are reading this and you are my friend then can you just stop by my page and leave me a present under my tree. they are free and its fun. i just wanna see who really pays attention to their friends. i will gladly leave love all over your page if thats what u are lookin for!! lol....i just thought the tree was lookin mighty sad with only a couple presents and i have like 2000 friends so where is the love man!!>!>!???? just wondering, i still love you all!!!! xoxoxoxoxo

Dec 3rd Emmit And Djsexytigger_td Got MarriedI WANT TO THANK EVERYONE AT OUR WEDDING LAST NIGHT DEC 3RD 2007 !!
THANK YOU CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW 4 MARRING US AND KAGE GIVING ME AWAY AND KARLIE 4 BEING THERE WITH US AND AS WELL IRISH_PRINCESS TOO A SWEET HEART YOU ALL ARE , I MARRIED EMMIT MEEKS I LOVE HIM WITH MY HEART AND SOUL I CAN'T WAIT TILL WE GET MARRIED IN REAL LIFE !!
OUR WEDDING SET ON FUBAR BUT ALSO 4 REAL LIFE !!
IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFES TYVM ALL 4 MAKING IT THAT WAY !!

Sent Fu-gifts...........to all the kick ass people who have sent me fu-gifts, i have returned the favor. i finally got some fubucks to spend.
thank you again and i hope everyone has a great day!!
love amy

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God Is BusyGod is busy!!
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid
remarks!!!!!!! A United States
Marine was attending some college courses
between assignments. He had completed
missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the
courses had a professor who was an
avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU.
One day the professor shocked the class
when he came in. He looked to the
ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are
real, then I want you to knock me
off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15
minutes.'
The lecture room fell silent. You could
hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by
and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God.
I'm still waiting.'
It got down to the last couple of minutes
when the Marine got out of his
chair, went up to the professor, and
cold-cocked him; knocking him off the
platform. The professor was out cold. The
Marine went back to his seat and sat
there, silently. The other students were
shocked and stunned and sat there
looking on in silence.

Poem: Extase Du Coeur / Ecstasy Of The HeartCOPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU.
Voir ton corps
A lumiere de lune
Flammes de chandelles
Refleter dans tes yeux
Le rythme de tes seins
Lorsque tu respire
Tremeurs de ton corps
Lorsque je te touche
Partage d'un souffle
Quand je t'embrasse
Voir l'amour dans tes yeux
Quand je te regarde
Tes mains sur mon dos
Me demandant encore plus
Dos courber
Soffle arreter
Deux unis en un
Je suis a toi, toi a moi
Extase du coeur
English Translation
See your body
By light of moon
Candle flames
Reflected in your eyes
Rythm of your breasts
As you breathe
Tremors of your body
When I touch you
Sharing a breath
When I kiss you
See the love in your eyes
When I look at you
Your hands on my back
Asking for still more
Back arched
Breath held
Two united as one
I am yours, you are mine
Ecstasy of the heart

A Childs Story.....(she Was Only Five)Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cry's She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusts the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless piece of shit! The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dieing She gr

Men!!! Wtf Is Up There Ass???you kno im gettin really sick and tired of the wat men have been acting towards me lately. if not being a dick head there being a jerk or gettin snotty with me ova nothin. and i dont get why. i mean i mention to one friend i want out of martinsburg and hes like talkin abou tme ex. and i go out and hang wit one of my guy friends today and now he wont talk to me and have no idea why. and another one of them i went and had sex wit like 2 wks ago and havent talkd to him really. i mean wtf is up mens asses???

AuroraHer dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless peice of shit! The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dieing She gr

Disturbed Yet A Light Makes Me ThankfulI am having a strange week to say the least started last week feeling over welmed with bills and money but hey everyone is going through that right now . Then Saturday came and I was driving around just left my parents and a little girl who is now a grown young lady popped into my head so I turned the car towards her Dad's house and pulled in . Pudge was a 6 yr old that was on my bus run when I was working as a monitor doing intervention when I was 17 . 14 years have gone and yet she still is always in my thoughts . So I stopped in cause I heard she had just had a baby . I was saddened when she started to tell me her last two months of pregnancy she was homeless and living in and out of shelters and friend's homes . She went on to say " Hey remember that drawing ?" I drew her a picture when I was 17 years old and here we are many years later and she is sitting there smiling talking about something that took me five minutes to draw and I never imagined that picture would mean so much .

We Will Never Forget!!With my back turned, you betrayed me
on a quiet peaceful day.
I was watching as the morning sun
cast colors across the bay.
Moments before your destruction,
my heart was quite at peace.
Then suddenly, without warning,
your attack was upon me.
All the feathers that have fallen
can never be replaced.
But of the ones that still remain,
have strength to honor their space.
For now, I wait. I watch. I heal.
With pride you could not contain.
For the one thing that is certain,
with courage….I WILL soar again!

Postman PatIt was Postman Pat's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same villages and towns.
When he arrived at the first house on his route, he was greeted by the whole family there, who all hugged and congratulated him and sent him on his way with a gift cheque for £50.
At the second house they presented him an 18-carat gold watch.
The folks at the third house handed him a bottle of 15-year old Scotch whisky.
At the fourth house he was met at the door by a dumb blonde in her lingerie.
She took him by the arm and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where the dumb blonde fixed him a full George Best breakfast: bacon, eggs, sausage & tomato with freshly-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As she was pouring, he noticed a £5 note stic

HeyIF UR NOT ON MY FAM LIST ANY MORE IS KCOUSE YELL DONT BE TALKIN TO A NIGGA BUT IF U WANT TO BE ON A GONE U NO WHT U NEED TO DO
1 LOVE

Willfull Stupidy, Or Simple MisinterpretationSo what is the deal with people who insist on taking insult at things said in comments, especially to mumms, when in fact they were not insulted, directly, or inderectly. If a statement is made concerning a type of behavior which is clearly pointed out as being contrary toa religious belief, or pure hypocrasy of some sort, generally politically, how is this a personal attack on this third part, who was not addressed in the comment.
I can't decide if these people are being willfully stupid, and insistent on demonstrating that fact to as many people as possible, or if they are simply illiterate, or misreading things, and not bothering to check what was really said before going on a diatribe against what they thought was said.
Either way, it seems that some of them ought to be embarrassed at the least for pulling an Emily Litella, and the rest should get a clue, and hire someone to think for them, and then write out their alleged position clearly. They also should grasp the differen

Get ItYOU GUYS IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO HOLD A CONVERSTATION WITH 30 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME.. IM MISSING ALL YOUR SHOUTS.. IM SORRY BUT I DO TRY AND KEEP UP ITS JUST IMPOSSIBLE.. IF I MISS YOU JUST TRY BACK ANOTHER TIME AND HOPEFULLY ILL BE FREE..
TO CHAT WITH ME HERE ALL YOU DO IS JUST TALK IN THE SHOUT LIKE NORMAL.. OKAY.. BUT I NEED ABOUT 20 MINUTES BEFORE ILL BE ON..
YOU VIEW ME FROM RIGHT THIS SPOT OR MY PROFILE.. KK EVERYONE GOT THAT? HOPE SO...
IN THE MEAN TIME READ THIS WHILE YOU WAIT.. ITS PRETTY HEAVY BUT ITS A TRUE STORY..
http://fubar.com/blog/152882/623846#

Ugh Tomorrow.we're having consultants in for the rest of week. found out they have nothing to do with the office people so I guess I'll just sit at my desk and mess with my red stapler.
Have a good one guys!

God Is Busy!!God is busy!!
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid
remarks!!!!!!! A United States
Marine was attending some college courses
between assignments. He had completed
missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the
courses had a professor who was an
avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU.
One day the professor shocked the class
when he came in. He looked to the
ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are
real, then I want you to knock me
off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15
minutes.'
The lecture room fell silent. You could
hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by
and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God.
I'm still waiting.'
It got down to the last couple of minutes
when the Marine got out of his
chair, went up to the professor, and
cold-cocked him; knocking him off the
platform. The professor was out cold. The
Marine went back to his seat and sat
there, silently. The other students were
shocked and stunned and sat there
looking on in silence.

Don't Be A PervOne of my favorite cwc episodes, just for you animal lovers..and because I am in a good mood for some random unknown reason.

Sin's RetreatHey guys, i know alot of you have joined the lounge, but usually it's just the four of us talking there... you know any time i'm on, that's where i'll be... and i know some of you at least PRETEND you wanna talk to me...
i'm hoping also you'll come visit and lurk there when i'm not there and get to know my other friends as well, those that are in there most often are some of my closest friends on here and i'm sure if you get along with me, you'll love them too! so... PLEASE come visit Sin's Retreat
Click here to enter the lounge and lurk and/or talk with the rest of us
Sin

Christmas Tree In StashFor anyone who leaves me a present under the Christmas tree I will send you a Fu-Gift as a Thank you!! It is in My Stash, under Dunno, and it is called Christmas Tree. Make those presents good!!

Help Them Get Their VipHere are friends who are trying to get a VIP. All help bombing would be appreciated. Thank you!!!
Teresa only has 3600 to go for her 3 month VIP
Debbie needs 15,000 comments for a one month VIP
Midnightstar needs 60,000 comments, she has 48,000 to go yet

Todays Tuesday Train :)-Awesome tune above for train scrolling-
Whats a Tuesday Train?
This weeks Train:
babygirl:
One of my favorite mummers from back when they when fun!
Always quick with a kind word & endless supply of smiles with her comments!
PEE-JAY:
I got to meet Pee-Jay when she responded to a "Help Wanted" ad for my paper, I got to really know & luv her after I canceled

My PhotoshootSo Ive been offered a photo shoot with Joe Edelman Photographics. I want to go but I told my mother about it and she thinks it a scam. I want her to go with me since it would be my first ever photo shoot and even an opportunity to do local photo shoots for advertising around here. Plus I told the agent that if I come I'd be bringing my mother and she said that's a wise idea since I'm very new to the industry.

A Childs StoryHer dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless peice of shit! The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dieing She gr

New Again.....I WANT TO WRITE THIS BEFORE THE VIDEO THIS TIME..THIS WAS SENT TO ME BY A FRIEND OF MINE AND AS I WATCHED IT ONCE AGAIN I CRIED..MANY PEOPLE HAVE MANY DIFFERENT BELIEFS..THIS HAPPENS TO BE MINE..WHILE IT MAY NOT BE YOURS..SO IF NOT THEN KINDLY DONT WATCH IT..BUT I BELIEVE THAT JESUS DID DIE ON THE CROSS FOR ME AND THAT MY LOVED ONE'S ARE WITH HIM NOW..AND THAT ONE DAY I SHALL BE THERE ALSO..YOUR BELIEFS MAY BE DIFFERENT..IF SO I RESPECT THAT AND HOPE YOU RESPECT MINE..GOD BLESS...( COWGIRL HUGS )

Christmas TreeChristmas celebrations are incomplete without having a Christmas tree at your home or at least decorating a Christmas tree before your house.Though most of us nowadays go for artificial Christmas trees which can stay fresh forever, there is nothing like a real Christmas tree being decorated at your home.
If you have any plan to buy a Christmas tree then this is the perfect time. You can get useful tips on purchasing Christmas tree on a friendship blog that I have just visited. Don't miss it.
There's nothing like getting an early start on your Christmas by decorating your whole place. I'm starting off my 'blog decor' with this cool Christmas count down widget. And of course the count down really starts right after Thanksgiving! I'm so exicted. I love the whole decorations, dressing up, and yes, even my grandma's badly designed sweaters for gifts. Hey, it's the thought that counts right?

Women LolA WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST
She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee.
Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box.
Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week.
Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.
And her husband is on the back of the milk carton.
Keep reading-they get better!!!
WOMEN'S REVENGE
"Cash, check or charge?" I asked,
after folding items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet ,
I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.
"So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked.
"No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me,
and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally."
UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)
I know I'm not going to understand women.
I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax,pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root,and still be afraid of a spider.
MARRIAGE SEMINAR
While

"kelsey Died"MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart
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New Here.Nov 29, I was looking for a certain glitter graphic that made me crack up, so I had to trace where it originally came from, and came to SparkleTags.com.
On this site, there was a little gif saying that I should join this online bar...and here I am, thanks to the Owner of Sparkletags, MsTags.com, and LatinoTags.com ;-)
(this is her page http://www.fubar.com/user/166664)
So I joined this site a couple of days ago, five to be more exact, and I'm totally hooked!
I'm up to level 15, Idol, which is pretty sweet, and pretty fast according to my new buddy BIG NICK! ;-) (Who took me under his wing and gave me tips on this here website, and was mentioned in my first blast! lol find him here and comment on his pics, dammit: http://www.fubar.com/user/990012 )
Anyway, I'm just using this opportunity to say, to say:
Hi.
LOL So if you are reading this, then you must be at least half interested in me, and you can also link up and check out my old addiction site, myspace.

God Is Busy!God is busy!!
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid
remarks!!!!!!! A United States
Marine was attending some college courses
between assignments. He had completed
missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the
courses had a professor who was an
avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU.
One day the professor shocked the class
when he came in. He looked to the
ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are
real, then I want you to knock me
off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15
minutes.'
The lecture room fell silent. You could
hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by
and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God.
I'm still waiting.'
It got down to the last couple of minutes
when the Marine got out of his
chair, went up to the professor, and
cold-cocked him; knocking him off the
platform. The professor was out cold. The
Marine went back to his seat and sat
there, silently. The other students were
shocked and stunned and sat there
looking on in silence.

Bah Humbug, Or, Why Should I Care....Look folks, for 11 months out of the year, the human race is hell bent on killing or abusing or taking advantage of each other. The base philosophy of look out for number one, or the other base philosophy of "it looks hostile, lets kill it." runs rampant.
Then, comes December, and the world does a complete one eighty, "Peace on earth and good will towards men."
I mean, why bother pretending, what is really meant is "peace on earth, goodwill towards men, until next month when we start blowing you to bloody scraps again."
I mean when you think about it, ever since mankind became 'civilized,' the race has been doing everything it can to kill off someone else.
Actually, it began before that. You see, back in the time of the first humans, Grok got really mad with ugah, and after a few minutes of getting nowhere with his fists and teeth, happened to pick up a heavy tree branch and brought it down on Ugah's head. He saw the skull cave in, brains and blood begin to leak out and

Life Is ShortGirlyTags.com - Girly Comments & Graphics
Life is short,
Break the rules,
Forgive quickly,
Kiss slowly,
Love truly,
Laugh uncontrollably,
And never regret anything that made you smile.
Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2008, even me...."

"tough Times"Before I start I want to say that as ya'll that I don't have to remind you as to how opinionated I really am, so that being said ... I think everyone has their definition as to what their 'tough time' really is. To me, my life really sucks. Maybe you can relate ... maybe you can't. Maybe you would think; "Wow, is this the worse thing that can happen to this guy?" Maybe you would think; "Thank God this isn't me" I seperated from my wife of 17 years on March 30th 2006. We have two sons 13, and 15. Our divorce was finalized this Febuary. By then not only was she seeing another guy but he was living in our home, playing with our boys, and .... now this is the fun part .... she was pregnant with his baby. Did I mention the part that all this was in place before our divorce was final? In my divorce my beautiful black pickup was taken. I was literaly erased from my home meaning no image of me, no reminders of me exsisted in our home. Today December 4th 2007 they had their baby, and he emailed

God Is BusyIf you don't know GOD, don't make stupid
remarks!!!!!!! A United States
Marine was attending some college courses
between assignments. He had completed
missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the
courses had a professor who was an
avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU.
One day the professor shocked the class
when he came in. He looked to the
ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are
real, then I want you to knock me
off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15
minutes.'
The lecture room fell silent. You could
hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by
and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God.
I'm still waiting.'
It got down to the last couple of minutes
when the Marine got out of his
chair, went up to the professor, and
cold-cocked him; knocking him off the
platform. The professor was out cold. The
Marine went back to his seat and sat
there, silently. The other students were
shocked and stunned and sat there
looking on in silence.
The professor event

My BrotherOk so I thought I'd better update you.... The Dr's took the tubes out of my Brother yesterday. I am so Happy. He's still in I.C.U. probally going to be a few more days or more. Maybe soon he will start his rehab to walk again. So right now he's doing better. To every one who gave me a shout out about my Brother..... A HUGE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONCERN AND PRAYERS!!! And to My Sister and Babygirl THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS. I will keep you all posted as to when he's walking and out of I.C.U. Love to all my Friends and Family on here. Thanks again for every thing.
Dar

For The TroopsTwas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone,
In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone.
I had come down the chimney, with presents to give
and to see just who in this home did live
As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see,
no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree.
No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand.
On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land.
With medals and badges, awards of all kind,
a sobering thought soon came to my mind.
For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen.
This was the home of a U.S. Marine.
I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more,
so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door.
And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone,
Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home.
He seemed so gentle, his face so serene,
Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine.
Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read?
Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed?
His head was clean-shaven, his weathered f

A Simple Poem"untitled"
I met a man the other day
and he was on his way
to a different world.
He had lots of things on his mind
but he still took the time to talk to me
and now my life has changed.
I don't know where he came from or why he chose me but I
think it was god u see.
Fate came in and took over me and now my world is a mess
cause there are a lot of things to adress.
Like where am I going, who am I going there with
Will it change.
Will these feelings stay the same or will it turn into a big
cloud of rain.
The man is amazing,
he can see right through me.
He knows what i am thinking, where I am,
where I stand.
And if someone is watching over me than he has answered
my prayer.
I need this man more than he will ever know,
and I wish there was a way I didnt have to let him go.
But this man has other things too.
Things I never knew, things I cant change.
Thing I wish were easily put away.
But I know that day

Come Rock Out With Me 4-6 Pm EtWe're all request all genres so come rock out with me.
DJ Wiccanlove is live and taking all your requests.Stop in and visit with her.
Click on the image

New Poem "bleeding Black While Burning Butterflies."you're picture wasn't careful enough with my eyes
burning image until it cries
hoping i'll escape the haunting that you perform
destroyed before there's even a storm
my heart ashed like a cigarrette left lit
the ashes flowed into my veins
as the embers burned my hearts remains
i grow as cold as the words you spoke
i grew deathly cold the moment i woke
from the deep sleep you led me to
so i wouldn't recognize the evil you do
the woods were comfort from your insanity
bringing forth butterflies to comfort me
each with a whisper and a prayer
as each one could fathom what it's like to bear
this loneliness and this silent embrace
filled with pain and malice
the butterflies land in my hands never seeing the sacrifice
that im about to make this thing i throw away
as i bleed black as the moon takes over day
i tear their wings hoping they will comprehend
that not everything beautiful is worth seeing and that it has an end
my skin is grey and i dont recognize my face
living

YouI met you just the other day
And I cant think of what to say.
You are so real.
When I am around you I know what to say and How to feel.
You are so neat, You are so cool.
I could spend my life talking to you.
You make me crazy.
You make everything real.
I just wish I could tell you how I feel........

CheaterCheater
I know your secrets.
I know your lies.
I see them everytime I look in her eyes.
That stare she gives.
The things you do.
Lets me know that it is true.
How could I be so blind?
I ask my self time after time.
The tears begin to swell.
I try to hide it, As you sit and deny it.
Why I don't walk away, I have no clue.
I don't know why I love you.
As you go with her, I am tearing up inside.
I think I will walk away but my heart wont let me today.
So I go on letting you treat me this way.

Restoring Old PhotosSometimes when your looking through Junk you come across an old photo that time has done no justice to it, and memories could be lost for ever. Like this photo below
But with the aid of a good photo editing software you can restore your memories

God Is BusyA United States
Marine was attending some college courses
between assignments. He had completed
missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the
courses had a professor who was an
avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU.
One day the professor shocked the class
when he came in. He looked to the
ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are
real, then I want you to knock me
off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15
minutes.'
The lecture room fell silent. You could
hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by
and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God.
I'm still waiting.'
It got down to the last couple of minutes
when the Marine got out of his
chair, went up to the professor, and
cold-cocked him; knocking him off the
platform. The professor was out cold. The
Marine went back to his seat and sat
there, silently. The other students were
shocked and stunned and sat there
looking on in silence.
The professor eventually came to,
noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine

SecretSecret
I sit here thinking about you and all that we use to do. The way you would look at me. The things you would say. How we once walked hand in hand. The smiles and the tears. Its been so many years. I can see it clear as day. Why did it have to end that way? What did I do wrong? You didn't want to hold on. Moved on to quick. For me that wasn't it. I wanted us to be together. Loving each other forever. A Fool. That was me. To think it would last any longer. To think I thought you were the one. I thought my life had just begun. I was wrong in so many ways. Now I am past that. I have someone new but deep down I still think about you and what could have been. In my heart I know its not the end.

CandleCandle
I Lit this candle for you today.
It's been six years since you went away.
Feelings creep through me everytime I think of You.
I still can't believe that I can't see you.
Your laugh, the color of your hair.
The way I knew you would always be there.
I take out your picture from Time to Time.
I can't find the reasons why you left me so long ago.
Right when I was about to see you again.
I wonder why he let you take your life away.
I loved you so and I still don't know what to say.
So I light this candle for you year after year.
Wishing you were still here to laugh to sing to relive
everything we did.
To pretend it will never end......

RoughI've had some rough years and I've had some tough years but I still have time for you.
I've been to a Hell and back but now I am trying to change all that for you.
I've done good and I've done bad but now it's time to change all that I am.
Life has been crazy and I have strayed. Not thinking of you while I went on and acted that way.
How could I have been so blind and looked another way when you are meant to be the only one.
Hoping you will forgive me for all that I've done.
I still have things to get off my chest and things I need to lay to rest.
I've had some rough years and I've had some tough years but I still have time for you.
You've been with me through it all. Seen everything.
Been right there for every fall. Giving me the strength I need.
From now on it is for you I breath.
My crazy life has come to an end. I follow the path where you are waiting and creating a whole new world for me.
The pains I have encountered you always take away.
I

StormsStorms may come and storms may go. Storms that we may never know.
As This Storm rolls over my head. There is a loud boom piercing through my ears making it hard for me to hear.
The strong wind begins blowing through me.
I am just standing here as the storm moves near.
The raindrops begin to pound on my skin. I can see the dark clouds moving way over my head.
The whole time I am just taking it all in.
Wishing you could be here with me as I stand and witness Mother Earth's misery.
Feeling her pain dripping all over me and seeping in my brain.
In a slight moment I feel I am going insane. Thinking she is feeling my pain as I think of you and me and all that we could be.
Her tears pound on me, I feel she is near her end just as we were meant to be nothing more than friends.
The calm has come and she is done and all I can think is if we will be one.
I look around to see the damage she has done. The wind still blowing slightly. Everything is wet.
I run my

UntitledLooking out my window and thinking of you.
Staring off into space, just picturing your face.
Remembering the times we shared.
The jokes you told and how we laughed.
Right this moment I would give anything to have it all back.
There is a pain still deep down inside and for some reason I can't let go.
A vision running through my brain of the time we walked for so long. We had no reason remember we just walked and talked. It took us all night to get nowhere.
Or how about the time we drank so much and you carried me home. It was times like those I was happy I wasn't alone.
Remembering the first moment I saw you and at that moment I wanted nothing more than to draw you.
My mind is all over the place but it doesnt matter because all I want is to think of you.
I dream of you til this day. It makes my life go on since you are gone.
There isnt a day that goes by that I dont think of the last time we embraced or the last time I saw your handsome face.

Launch Preparations Going Smoothly For Sts-122 Atlantis.Launch Preparations Going Smoothly
Image Above: Atlantis delivers the Columbus Module to the ISS. The Columbus Module is the largest contribution to the ISS by the European Space Agency (ESA).
From astronauts practicing shuttle landings to engineers and technicians running tests on space shuttle Atlantis, NASA's Kennedy Space Center is excitedly preparing for its fourth shuttle launch in 2007. The shuttle is scheduled to lift off at 4:31 p.m. EST on Thursday to begin mission STS-122.
"Our preparations at the pad are going extremely well," said NASA Test Director Steve Payne.
Technicians will conduct tests on the pyrotechnics installed aboard space shuttle Atlantis today. Later, liquid oxygen and liquid hydrogen will be pumped into spherical tanks inside Atlantis. They will power the shuttle's fuel cells during flight. There are numerous systems onboard the orbiter that are also being confirmed today and tomorrow for use during the mission. All the tests are goin

Torn InsideTorn Inside
Feelings I can no longer hide.
All thats running through me is dying.
Tired of pretending my life is ok.
In The dark I stay
Lying to everyone I know
A feeling that just wont go
What should I do today to make the pain go away?
In the shadows I creep wondering why its death I seek.
Trapped in this place
trying to make the torment go
but right now it is the only feeling i know
so I take this knife and I cut away
The blood dripping on the floor
an urgency to feel more
Someone begins to pound on the door
So lost in myself all I do is ignore
In the Dark again
The pain is now my only friend
Bleeding and thinking everything is in the way
I want to yell, I want to scream
But a silence has

All I Want ...Is for it to be next year already. I am all set with 2007. If I could, I'd just hibernate for about a month. Lots of stuff for me to look forward to in 2008. Who knows, maybe I might even finally get lucky!

UntitledSitting on the bed
all these crazy thoughts running through my head.
can't sleep and don't know what to do...to busy thinking of you.
Thoughts of long ago..fun and laughter..
Staring at your picture..how things use to be..
guilt coming over me..i shouldn't be thinking or looking at you..
dreamt of you and since I can't get you off my mind...
the togetherness that we once shared is hard to find..
wondering if you ever thought of me...like I thought of you..
thinking of such times I can't help but smile.
Those days were great.
The love that we shared.
Although it is no more.
Forever in my heart it is stored.

GodI just have to post this. I don't know who wrote it, but, I love it.....
God is busy!!
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid
remarks!!!!!!! A United States
Marine was attending some college courses
between assignments. He had completed
missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the
courses had a professor who was an
avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU.
One day the professor shocked the class
when he came in. He looked to the
ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are
real, then I want you to knock me
off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15
minutes.'
The lecture room fell silent. You could
hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by
and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God.
I'm still waiting.'
It got down to the last couple of minutes
when the Marine got out of his
chair, went up to the professor, and
cold-cocked him; knocking him off the
platform. The professor was out cold. The
Marine went back to his seat and sat
there, silently. The othe

Her Pain"Her Pain"
In the dark my friends is where her love descends
Praying for a brighter tomorrow
She drowns herself in sorrow
Asking when he will see
The things she does
The way she gives him all her love
As she cries alone thinking
When will he come home
Wondering if she took the wrong path
Too late now the damage is done
Pain stricken
Her tears thicken
Where there once was a Love Glow
Now lies only things she will know
Holding on to what she needs to let go
She crawls into a ball and wishes it all away
Sending him messages through her mind
Hoping he is recieving them all and sending some in return
Until then her feelings will burn

WeThere once was a "we"
To bad now it's just you and me
Things could have been different
"We" could have stayed the same
Now I just have memories of us invading my brain
Thinking thoughts that no one will know
Wishing for you to be near to show
"We" were great
In my mind I see and feel all
The way we kissed
Even when we held hands
It's all just a small way away
Close your eyes and think of me
I guarantee I am thinking of you
In reality it's just you and me
But in my heart it will always be "we"

Soldier's SongSoldiers Song
On a cold rainy day
You can hear them from miles away
Marching in unison
Heads held high
Singing the cadence of a soldier's pride
left left left right left
get on up get on up get on up
right left
Pouring rain
Most think they are insane
It's only discipline you see
Learning what it takes to keep us free
Cadences sweltering in my brain
man how I miss those days!

Angry Girl"Angry Girl"
Strange girl sits next to me.
Angry at something or could
possibly be nothing.
Teacher is talking but her anger is all I hear.
Making it hard to concentrate
on the reason
I am here.
Pushing her pencil to the paper with force.
All I can hear is the paper cringing with pain
as the breaking of the tip is invading my brain.
Can't help but focus all my attention on her,
wondering what's going on inside her head.
I look over at her and see that she is writing her anger
in a journal.
Tempted to say something along the lines of
" Hey the cover is neat, not like mine!"
I hold back and act like I am taking notes.
Break time comes and without a thought I go in the hall.
I glance as she passes by
still I say nothing.
I go off on my own.
Only to come back and sit alone.
Why hadn't she come back?

Maybe...what If?Maybe . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before
meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we
will know how to be grateful for that gift.
Maybe . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but,
often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see
the new one which has been opened for us.
Maybe . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we
lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been
missing until it arrives.
Maybe . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along
their way.
Maybe . . the brightest future will always be based on a
forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until
you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.
Maybe . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you
want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life an

I AmI Am
I am strange and alone.
I wonder what is so horrible about being Jewish.
I hear hate in people's voices.
I see a vision of People hugging each other.
I want to be a writer.
I am strange and alone.
I pretend that I have children.
I feel love for children that I've never had before.
I touch the face of an angel.
I worry about whether gay people will be accepted for who they are.
I cry when I see people being made fun of.
I am strange and alone.
I understand beauty lies inside someone as well as outside.
I say there is nothing to fear but fear itself.
I dream that one day I won't feel so alone and tired.
I try to be a better Christian.
I hope that God will understand my curiosities.
I am strange and alone.
Ok so I wrote this poem Junior Year of High School and thought I would share it. I wrote it in 5 mins before the bell rang so I would have a poem for class. It's strange I know. Hey we are all strange and alone at some time. My views of this poem have c

The EndThinking I am done with Fubar. Good luck to all of you. I know I wasted way too much time screwing around here instead of stuff I should be doing. Hopefully you won't make the same mistakes I did.
Happy Holidays and good luck to all.
I am deleting my account soon.

Double DosePhotograph
Boxes stored in the hall.
Boxes stored on the shelf mounted to the wall.
Things inside that I haven't a clue.
Searching!
Years of stuff, long built up.
Books unread, music unheard.
Wondering what will be found.
Tossing things out that were kept so long.
Not of any importance.
just lingering there.
Stumbled across and found it at last.
The photograph of you from my past.
The picture I held on to for so long.
Hoping and praying you would come back.
Take me away, like back in those days.
You are forever gone.
Time to move on.
One last look and then goodbye.
Watch you burn with a single tear streaming from my eye!
Finally after so long
I think we can make it.
I think we are strong.
Trust was not easy at first
but I am looking past that now.
For I can not bare to be without you!
I have waited so long.
At first it was hard but now I see
Time has a way. Time has somehow changed me.
Faith I have in you, Respect to no end.

Sorrow And Long GoneSorrow
Of all the things I do and say
It's hard to make these feelings go away
Buried deep down inside is where they hide
If they were to appear I could finally feel alive
I can never find the right words to say to express them in the right way
Bittersweet thoughts invade my mind
Confusion is my storm
you are my rain
he is my sun
collison course
When will this darkness go away
Vision of our life ahead, nothing to see, its dead!
Fake a smile, can only last for awhile
Fake a laugh, no one knows
Buried deep down flowers grow underneath your emptiness
Open my mind, share my dream
you scream
Tell him how I feel
for a moment I am free
Love has faded but was never gone
for him it was there all along
Now is time to break free of the pain and finally feel sane.
Long Gone
The room is empty
Door is always closed
consumed in pain
Pushed me away
cried everyday
always looking for what to say
Wanted to get to you
needed you
pray

DareDare
Walk with me and see
Open your eyes and know
Take no more
Dare to see
Dare to be free
Dare to dream
Dare to scream
Stand up and be who you want to be
Take no more
Be bold
Say what needs to be said
Get those sour thoughts out of your head
Dare
Run naked
Sing loud
Dance in the middle of the crowd
Walk up and grab his hand
Take your stand
Dare to tell the real person you love
Dare to say you've had enough
Follow me through the door
Take no more
Smile and say, this is me
Feel trapt no more
You can breath
Open your eyes and see
Dare to be

Morbid GirlMorbid Girl
She leans over and looks in his eyes
Wondering if and when she will die
Death, such a tantalizing concept
To lie six feet under ground
and become one with dirt
She knows one day it will be her there
Everyone staring and saying goodbye
Tears in their eyes
Total darkness will invade
withering her body away
Such a thought so hard to bare
She closes her eyes and pictures exactly how it would be
A fall day
leaves changing outside
the wind blowing through the air
To her dismay she is stuck in a box
laying there looking fake
with makeup she never wore before
People, some she knows and some she has no clue
looking over her saying such nice things
She is lying here thinking why they couldn't have said such things while She was alive. Instead of everyday feeling as if she had already died.
Wanting to scream at some of them and say where were you really when I needed a friend.
She opens her eyes, the vision is a bit too much.
Lo

Better......and In A MinBetter Left Unsaid
Some things are better left unsaid
To bad I can't get them out of my head!
Why did I say that to you?
Some thoughts are better left alone
Just let them roam
Push it all away
Go back to yesterday!
I can not
Loving you is better left inside
Erase that feeling
Back away, for you can't do that anyway.
Some nights are better left with the lights out
Listening to old songs to chase these feelings away
To remind me of something other than you
Why did I say that to you?
Stop holding on to the past
I can never go back
Chase you out of my dreams
As I ignore what they mean
Telling you I Love you was Better Left Unsaid
In a Minute
In a minute I can write as fast as you
In a minute I can sing a really bad tune
In a minute I could just faint
In a minute I could fall
In a minute I could end it all
In a minute I could paint
In a minute I could put a spell on you
So every minute you better think of

HimHis eyes were just like mid sky on a summer day
His lips were as thin as the paper you bare your soul on
The fire in his eyes could melt your insides
When he speaks every other sound goes away
When he walks you feel him there
The way he looks your way, just like a beautiful
painting and all you can do is stare
Constantly on your mind as if he were part of it
Can't get enough!
He melts away as fast as a second of your time
Only to return as if you are getting burned
His lips move as if to speak
you will never make out what is said
He is just the breath of fresh air in your head
The perfect guy, the one you imagine you see
in every guy who walks down the street

Somedaysomeday you'll cry for me
like i cried for you,
someday you'll miss me
like i missed you,
someday you'll need me
like i needed you,
Someday your heart will pain
LIke mine pained for you
Someday you'll need a hug
Like i Needed one from you
someday that guy will start cheating
the way that you cheated on me
someday you'll realise you loved me
but i swear I will never love you

UnclearTravel through the open door
Reach inside, pull it out
can you feel it?
So far away, yet connected
The torterous thought wont go away and deprives me of my everyday
Is it real?
can you feel me?
will I ever know?
The world is sleeping, yet this dream is creeping through the pores of my soul.
Trapt, I can't breathe
The air is poison
The thought is suffocating me, i can't take this
Do you see?
Do you feel it?
Closed the door, I am free but still linger ready to turn the handle again
This impasse is clear
Are you still there?

VanishVanish
Walking in the dark
Alone
Snow falls
Briskly air chills my face
Admonitory feelings seep into my skin
A shadow appears
I stop in place
Soon I see Adonis
My heart is pacing
My stomache is tight
He nears closer
I stare never taking my eyes away
His footsteps are no more
Warm breath is felt
My heart melts
He grabs my hand
I can not scream
He pulls me in and I come undone
His lips reach mine
I close my eyes
I vanish into the night
My feet take flight
His touch lifts me
I see us embracing
my concious contentment is there
I return to a soft whisper
He speaks my name
My mind eludes Adonis
Now I see
This is real
Admonitory feelings are now vapor in the cold air
You walk away
No words can escape me
I stand enthralled
Soon you vanish
Snow flakes pound my skin
Tears flow
A smile follows

Lost And RealLost
In the woods
During the day
Leaves fall
Squirrels scurry
Air smells of nothing
Alone
Real
Remember those days
When our hearts raced
We had big smiles on our face
We kissed for so long
In a car
By a tree
In your room
Remember those laughs
Those things said
Those feelings that I will never dread
Love was there
Too young to see
Let go and bam gone
Every chance given I returned to make myself believe it was real
That your face was real
Your touch was real
The most important part how you made me feel was real
Why when I think of your name or see something to remind me of you
I can't help but smile and feel free
For if you were not real
I would have taken myself away from everyone forever
Yes you were real and I can feel this way again
Every dream you are there
Every sight I see I wish I saw you
Every

Friends Are Great!I just wanted to thank everyone for the wonderful birthday wishes. I got married this past weekend so this birthday is really special for me!
I am grateful for all my friends and wish you all the best!
Hugs,
Pam

HauntedThe windows open, the door slams closed
Suddenly I am all alone
The lights flicker
The air grows cold
I see my breath
Fear fills me
I scream
Silence
Suddenly an appearance
The eyes pierce right through me
I am still
Music begins to play
What should I do?
I can't move!
I feel a touch
To frightened
My stomache clenches
I begin to shake
A warmth takes over
I breath
The music plays on
Terrified no more
I open the door
What do I see?
Nothing

WithinAround the lake, through the trees
that's where you will find me
Sitting on the broken cement
Staring at the sky
Tears falling from my eyes
Another day, Another pain
The red fire still burns
The blood still bleeds
Without you will I breathe?
Chasing the butterflies and knots
from looking in your eyes
Long before I knew
the warmth grew
Self absorbed in you
Only to fade but never truely go away

Te AmoI Love You
Believe me it's true
I want to spend every day and night with you
I want you in every dream
I want to tell the whole world that you are the one
I Love You
With every piece of me
I turned my head away
I regret it everyday
I wish on stars
I blow on the dandelion seed for you to return to me
I go to every place we ever went just to feel you again
I return to every spot, walk every path
Just to pray you come back
I Love You
How can I make it more clear?
I look at the picture of you I keep
I watch and read things just to remind me of you
Things I never liked before, I've come to adore
I think about you everyday
I hold our memories dear
I look to the sky and hope you are to
I miss you so
I could never let go
I Love You

Leaveing Luvlets help add some luv to one of our next Godfathers . plus he's one one the best friends / family that anyone could have . plus he always comes back to all his family / friends / fans to give luv back . lets show him lots of fubar holiday luv & send him to GodFather by Christmas .
$r Whi+e Knigh+~Git R Done Rebels~Confederate Bombers(mod)

Stripped"Stripped" by RAMMSTEIN
(How fitting...)
Come with me
Into the trees
We'll lay on the grass
And let the hours pass
Take my hand
Come back to the land
Let's get away
Just for one day
Let me see you
Stripped
Metropolis
Has nothing on this
You're breathing in fumes
I taste when we kiss
Take my hand
Come back to the land
Where everything's ours
For a few hours
Let me see you
Stripped
Let me hear you
Make decisions
Without your television
Let me hear you speaking
Just for me
Let me see you
Stripped
Let me hear you
Make decisions
Without your television
Let me hear you speaking
Just for me
Let me see you
Stripped

UntitledShe sits down by the willow tree
looking at the sky
Remembering days long gone
She feels it, it's right there
the wind blowing through her hair
and the angel whispers
stop your crying and start smiling
good days are ahead
She stands up, thinking about what the angel said
It's too soon to smile, he just left last January
She has been sitting at his grave
Deep in her sorrow, she wont let herself carry on
She wasn't there
She loved him and he loved her too
They were best friends
He made her smile when everyone else made her cry
Now she just wants to know why?
She turns head up to the heavens and says real soft and slow
God, why did you take him away? He had laughter and brightened so many days.. He loved like no one else. He understood me. It should have been me instead. I'm the one with the messed up head. I'm the one depressed all the time. He was just so alive.
She sat back down as her tears hit the ground
and the angel whispers
stop

5The End
Teach me to let go
Show me where to go
help these thoughts escape me
I'm tired of living in the past
and living life rash
It's time to start new
and let go of all of you
Teach me to move on
sometimes these feelings are too strong
you know I love you
and always will
it's time to start a new to forget you
Rose Pedals
Rose pedals to spread all over the bed
red, pink, yellow, and white
tonights the night
the music is set
he is ready to make her his own
Rose pedals he spreads in a path all over the floor
white, red, yellow, and pink
to make her think
let her know she is loved
candles lit by the fire
she is the one he desires
Rose pedals up the stairs to the door
yellow, w

Lets Help Add Some Luvlets help add some luv to one of our next Godfathers . plus he's one one the best friends / family that anyone could have . plus he always comes back to all his family / friends / fans to give luv back . lets show him lots of fubar holiday luv & send him to GodFather by Christmas .
$r Whi+e Knigh+~Git R Done Rebels~Confederate Bombers(mod)

The GiftThe Gift
She entered the bay
And went through the glass doors
To find a present on her desk
Ripped through the wrapping paper
Tore off the plastic
Lo and behold
Her favorite treat
Dark smooth covering
Sweet on the tounge
As it melts
Comes a yummy slippery surprise
Vanilla sensation tingles through her taste buds
The most erotic part
The red round lickable center
Oh what a great surprise
She looks up and what does she see
Her girlfriend, very happy

BeautyBeauty
Beauty was her name
Everyone thought she was insane
Beauty had a dream
To be seen
Beauty never spoke
Afraid they would know she was broke
Beauty lived all alone
She had a box for a home
Beauty did everything she could
To be understood
Beauty smiled all day
Without a thing to say
Beauty grew ill
She slept at the bottom of the hill
Beauty laid down one day
Hoping it would go away
Beauty met Jack
He helped her pack
Jack carried Beauty home
Told her that from that day on she would no longer be alone
Jack made Beauty better
Beauty spoke and began to cry
She asked Jack, when she had died

Posers...I don't know how this happened. I mean I do. I put pictures of myself on the internet that people enjoyed...
But what I don't get, is how that enjoyment has turned into pretending to BE ME. It's been brought to my attention by various people that some douche on xpeeps.com is using my pictures. Claiming to be 21, single, and "looking for lesbians and bi men." Come ON. So, besides emailing support over at xpeeps I'm left not knowing exactly what to do. Setting aside the fact that the site is a giant porn house, I'm hoping they have a decent management staff to take care of this. Just not cool. Any bi guys or lesbians out there want to try and "woo" my alter ego and then punch them in the face? :P
Then today, I was sent a message by the loverly Jasper here on fubar. He sent a link of someone on HERE pretending to be "me" from Bulgaria. I politely told her that if she wasn't my long lost twin the profile should really be deleted. And it was, which was great. But, this is just silly.

What Exactly Is LoveWhat exactly is love?
A smile,
A hug,
Or a kiss?
I give up,
I tried to figure it out
How does love work?
Do I really need to understand?
I don’t really know...
What I do know is this;
We make it our existence,
We walk the path without question,
Love is so sweet,
We all have felt it,
Sometime, somehow,
Whether now or way back,
Young or old;
That fuzzy warm feeling,
Creeping up on us,
With a vice grip,
To engulf us with that tender sweetness,
heartbeats thundering in your ears-
The heart has spoken,
The heart never lies,
Listen…
It’s not so easy,
Sometimes, your head resists,
Love sometimes hurts,
No-one can stop that hurt,
But the knowledge,
The knowledge that you’ve experienced love,
There’s nothing like it...
The lesson to remember;
It gets better every time!
No-one can stop that hurt
Love- a complex emotion,
Our deepest low,
Our greatest high!

7 Deadly Sins7 Deadly Sins
Envious
everything twisting and turning in my head
moments soon will be nothing but dead
transforming things that never come out right
just like in the still of the night
you can be the paper
i will be the pen
lets start knowing each other like never before
i close one door, you open the other
far away, you take the lead
here i stay, trying to be a need
footsteps followed
sounds ignored
lay down and close your eyes
feel me from the inside
see nothing, hear everything
you are the paper
i am the pen
words flow through me to you
sweetness, nothing more
you are all i adore
Lust
You consume my everyday
With all the things you write
I patiently wait to hear from you day and night
You make my heart race
My mind pace
Thoughts of you fill me
In ways I can't ignore
Dreams of you have begun
Your words are an escape
I knew you but never like this
It's something I never want to miss
I want

I NeverI Never
I never noticed the way your eyes shine
when you smirk
I never noticed the intense color of your eyes
I never noticed the way you walk
or the way your voice is when you talk
I never noticed the way you shave
I never noticed how small you write
or how you wear your jacket
I never noticed how patient you are
I never noticed how you make every second count
I never really noticed you
until I realized I pay more attention to you than
I think I do
I never noticed how much I look at you
or how much I think of you
Now that I have noticed all these little things
I can't help but smile at the thought of you
Every second after I have stared in your eyes
or watched you make a face
I realize I pay much more attention to you
Than I ever knew

AdieuDays go by and It's still the same
I can't get past your name.
I walk down packed streets
or through crowded halls and see your face
through it all.
Hundreds of days have gone by
and still I try to get past this feeling inside.
Nothing can erase what once was.
Going to our old spots just because.
No matter what you will never drift away
in my heart you will forever stay.

QuestionI recently bought a teddy bear for ten dollars and named it Mohammed.
On the weekend I sold it for $20. Did I make a prophet?

To Be A Legendary Dj (written By Flawless)To Be A DJ
Some take for granted and lose sight of what it is to be a DJ.
Every position has its reward. Just because its not in the form of green paper
does not mean its not worth it.
Being a DJ takes action, charisma, excitement, dedication, commitment, and to put it simply,
being a DJ takes guts. Its not something easily acquired you gotta have the fire. You have to have the passion
and desire. You have to have an inner fire that you release out onto the mic everytime you step on air.
A DJ creates a positive environment. Music is the source of people's release. People can come from a strange and cruel world
and sit down and throw on the headphones and totally forget their worries or fears or confusions. They are released once the music
starts and create a sense of their own world. The DJ is in control of that. People consider Fantasia their home. Why? The DJ
who controls the lounge releases them and brings them warmth out of the darkness and out of a cold cruel world

InsideInside
Gusting winds play inside
Hard rain along for the ride
Shattered things all over the place
Pieces of life fill the space
Moving fast over wide land
In ways I can't understand
Wishing it all away
So once I can have a peacful day

Almost There!!!!!!OMG !!!!!!!! im am getting so close. im only 1910 away from reaching my goal i so wan new boobies for christmas!!!! so only a week or 2 left to earn a permenant family member spot!
any help greatly appreciated!!!!
Help pay for a girls boob job! Invest in my breasts!

UntitledYou Are My Sterling Silver Rose
Perfect in every Way
The Reason I live for each Day
When I think of you all fears fade Away
A Smile permanently Stays
You Are The Sterling Silver Rose
Placed in the Center of my Heart
That holds it together when it's ready to fall Apart
You Are The Sterling Silver Rose
I carry with me Everywhere
To Remind me of the love we Share
You Are The Sterling Silver Rose
Floating through my mind
Holding things nobody Knows
You Are The Sterling Silver Rose
Giving me goosebumps all over my Skin
A Touch I hold Within
You Are My Sterling Silver Rose
Holding a Love Continuing to Grow

As IAs I Lay me down to sleep
Its Your Voice I keep
As I walk along
Its You who keeps me strong
As I sit and Cry
Its You whose by my side
As I wonder through this world
Its You who helps me see
As I breathe
Its You I need

And All I See Is YouAnd All I See is You
just one knock on the door
walk in
a glance up from things undone
sitting in an empty space
strangers all around
a glance into those eyes
a playful smile given
one in return
a glance away
yearning from then on
packed in a room
finding an empty place
a glance behind, laughter is heard
days go by and by
every corner turned
a glance and all I see is you
moments come and pass
memories made to last
the slightest glance I laugh
it's the end
pain is here
a glance filled with tears
years fly along
new things met and done
a glance gone on
thoughts
dreams
visions
and all I see is you
words exchanged here and there
pictures shared
a glance down
a longing to regress
a sensation under duress
a glance no more
and still all I will ever see is you

My Definition Of LoveMy definition of love...
is different from the book
my definition of love
is more than just a look
love is more than a word
more than a song, more than a note
love is more than a poem
more than anything i've wrote
love is reaching out to touch someone
to be sure that they're there
love is leaning in to kiss someone
to remind them that you care
love is looking her in the eyes
and whispering in her ears
love is cuddling when she cries
and catching all her tears
love is the warmth shared between hugs
when everything else is cold
love is knowing they'll still be there
when everything else is old
love is hearts beating faster and faster
while everything else is slowed down
love is singing sweet songs to her
even if hundreds are around
love is driving through the rain
to help someone through tough times
love is me wishing that you'll love me too
wishing you'd be mine
love isn't just holding hands
love is holding hearts
love isn't where it ends....
love is where

Ok: Here's The DealTHE CROOKED, WILD HAIR THAT'S BEEN UP MY AZZ LATELY HAS BEEN REMOVED. I HAVE SPOKEN TO MY SIS AND ALL IS NOW RIGHT WITH THE WORLD. THANKS TO ALL MY FU FAMILY AND DEAREST FRIENDS FOR TOLERATING THIS RECENT "RIDE" OF MINE. OH THAT IT WOULD BE SO EASY TO RIGHT SOME OF THE REST OF THE WORLD'S PROBLEMS. BUT TRUST ME: LOVE IS THE ANSWER.
MOSTLY I NEED TO APOLOGIZE TO MY FADED ROSE BECAUSE I'VE BEEN SUCH A GROUCH. I LOVE YOU HONEY; THANKS FOR HANGIN IN AS YOU'VE ALWAYS DONE. I WILL RETURN TO SWEET MODE NOW..I PROMISE...LOL

I Miss YouWhy did you leave
Why did you go
What did I do
I really don't know
When you left
Tore a whole in my heart
So full of questions
Why did you depart
You played the role
Of a father to me
Life was so good
As life's meant to be
I need you
And miss you so
Why did you leave
Why did you go

You ... By Tank![Chorus: Tank]
You! {You)
Thinking about me! (Thinking about me)
Sucking on you! (Sucking on you)
You sucking on me! (Can you do that for me babe?)
Me! (Ohhhh)
Thinking about you! (Thinking about you)
Cumming on me! (Cumming on me baby)
Me cumming on you! (Come on suga babe)
[Verse 1: Plies]
Hoe, dont be cute, tonight I want to get nasty
Let me drop this mayonnaise, baby, in your salad
Slide your hand in my pants if you want to grab it
Bet as soon as you touch it, you call me "big" daddy
Want to lick all over you before I let you have it
Hold your legs open for me so I can really pack it
I'm already rock hard, you ain't got to jack me
Bet the tip of this tounge make you really like it
Picture us on the floor with no clothes on
You eating me, I'm eating you, shit we both raw
Let you ride me tonight off your favorite song
Tonight a special night, baby a freak is born
[Chorus: Tank]
You! {You)
Thinking about me! (Thinking about me)
Sucking on you! (Sucking on

Make UpI'm getting really tired of girls Caking on makeup.. you have bad skin? fine.. but you DONT need to add layer upon layer of foundation to hide your zits. Whats worse is when i see it rubbed on your collar because you have too much on!. Another thing.. quite with the black eyeliner trend..you look gothic.. it looks messy makes you look tired, older. Learn some make up tricks to make your eyes pop or look bigger.. adding black liner all around your eye is working honey.

Dragon KepperWE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE!! COME IN AND PLAY STUMPED THE DJ!! AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS!!
^^^ CLICK PIC TO ENTER DRAGON's LAIR^^^

I Will Survive.....SING IT GIRLS!!!
At first I was afraid, I was petrified.
When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died!
But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that
I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on...
But there you are, another lie,
I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry!
I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream
Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those
Jeans!
Go on now - go! , Walk out the door,
Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4!
Weren't you a jerk to think I wouldn't find you out!?
Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!!
[Chorus]
I will survive! I will survive!
Cuz as long as I have batteries,
My sex life's gonna thrive!
I will always have good sex,
With a handful of latex!
I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey!
It took all my self control not to laugh out loud,
When I saw your little weiner standing t

First TimeFrom the first time you said you missed me
from the first time you said loved me
from the first time you put your arm around me
from the first time we walked around as a couple
from the first time you held my hand
from the first time you kissed me on the cheek
from the first time you kissed me on the lips
from the first time we made love
from the first time you said "its nothing"
For the first time I knew you'd break my heart

Ich Will"Ich Will" by RAMMSTEIN (English Translation)
I want
I want you to trust me
I want you to believe me
I want to feel your eyes
I want to control every heartbeat
I want to hear your voices
I want to disturb the peace
I want you to see me well
I want you to understand me
I want your fantasy
I want your energy
I want to see your hands
I want to go down in applause
Do you see me?
Do you understand me?
Do you feel me?
Do you hear me?
Can you hear me?
(We hear you)
Can you see me?
(We see you)
Can you feel me?
(We feel you)
I don't understand you
I want
We want you to trust us
We want you to believe everything from us
We want to see your hands
We want to go down in applause - yeah
Can you hear me?
(We hear you)
Can you see me?
(We see you)
Can you feel me?
(We feel you)
I don't understand you
Can you hear us?
(We hear you)
Can you see us?
(We see you)
Can you feel us?
(We feel you)
We don't understand you
I want

Sick WeekendI hope your weekend was better than mine and the reason I say this is because I was in the hospital. For those of you close to me know that I've been really sick for the past six weeks with a cough. Well, I went to the doctor Saturday, December 1, 2007.
After explaining to the doctor what was going on, he sent me immediately to the hospital. He believed I could have a blood clot in my lungs. I rushed to the hospital full of fear and tears in my eyes pondering whether I was going to be really sick and die and leave my family behind.
Well, after arriving at Blodgett Hospital and being admitted immediately with chest pain, I was put in a room on a nice white blanket covered hospital bed and given one of those white tags on my right on, so they can make sure who you are. I had an MRI done and after that they wonderful doctors at the hospital discovered a "thing" on my right lung. My doctor explained I had pneumonia. THANK GOD. To my great rel

Dj CreedI will satisfy the world's wanton for wonder and manifest my influence to the masses
I will envelope your emotions with my enthusiasm
I will force you to show your true self, regardless of your inhibitions....
with each three ticker tune!

♥ Dj Creed ♥DJ Creed
I will satisfy the world's wanton for wonder and manifest my influence to the masses
I will envelope your emotions with my enthusiasm
I will force you to show your true self, regardless of your inhibitions
with each three ticker tune!

TiredI'm so fucking tired of this life. I treat people great and I get treated like shit in return. I give people respect, even if they don't deserve it, and I get disrespected in so many ways. How can people be so god damn cruel? I try to be nice and help someone out when they need it so bad. All I get in return is mistreated and used to the point I can't take it anymore. I get fucking accused of acting a certain way by the one person who knows nothing about me, telling me how to act towards people when he can't even treat people right. He wants everything he wants right away, and doesn't want to give anybody the respect or compassion they deserve. He wants me to be at his beckon call 24/7. I ain't his fucking bitch and I ain't his fucking maid. I really can't take this fucking life anymore. I'm about to just end it all and make everyone happy for once, since I can't do it being alive.

Written For Me By An Old FriendBlue eyes wide open and bright
Illuminating the room in the dark of the night
Tantalising windows to a soul deep down
and a heart full of passion of which love is its crown.Blue eyes wide open and bright
A summer sky by day and deep lagoon by night
Sensual beauty striking all who gaze
lighting a fire of hot lust ablaze.
Blue eyes wide open and bright
The colour of the sea in tropical daylight
Dazzling with life and purity
a split second gaze lasts eternity.
Blue eyes wide open and bright
Even when age enters the twighlight
Those beautiful jewels will be as ever
because the light from the soul will shine forever.

Truth Of LifeGREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED:
1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptise cats.
2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.
3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person.
4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato.
5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.
6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.
7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time.
8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.
9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.
10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap.
GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED:
1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.
2) Wrinkles don't hurt.
3) Families are like fudge..mostly sweet, with a few nuts.
4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.
5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.
6) Middle age is whe

Please Define...This topic came up the other night when the boys and I were playin poker(yeah the boys come to my house for the guys night out!! lol)
Dewan was talkin about how he LOVES a thick woman.
Then it started.. all hell broke loose!!
J came back with somethin like, "Hell naw!! I don't want a fat girl!!"
OMG and it went on from there... there were six of them... arguin over definitions!! I was crackin up!!
Then I had to feed myself to the wolves... I stood up wearin my normal poker attire(boxers and a wife beater) and said, "Well what am I?!?"
You shoulda seen the looks on their faces! It was one of those, "did she REALLY just ask that?!"looks!
Of course Dewan opens his mouth first.. "Baby you sexy as hell!!!" Then the rest chimed in... pretty much the same answer.
Then the bomb came... when Cam said, "Ya know, not ALL black men want fat girls!"
I started laughin. (Cam and I dated for a few months back when I was 220).
The looks on the guys faces when he said that was PRICELESS!! (Oh

BelieveBelieve in rewards that await you,
believe in the harvest in store.
Believe that the spring will awaken,
believe you'll be sowing once more.
Believe that there's a tomorrow,
where no one cares if you can't dance.
Believe in the future's promise,
each new day brings a new chance.
Believe you can make you goals happen,
they're just dreams with a deadline attached.
Believe that you have the power,
believe that you're more than a match.
Believe in a shared existence,
you're not alone this is true.
Believe that right now there is someone,
who believes in the wonder that's you.

Flat Earth Societythese people are nuts....read this
Physics of a Flat Earth
The modern Flat Earth Society describes the Earth as being a disk with a diameter of about 24,900 miles and a circumference of 78,225 miles. The sun and moon are both disks about 32 miles in diameter (though some sources say that the sun and moon are spheres) and are about 3,000 miles above the Earth, and the stars about 100 miles above the sun and moon.
The Flat Earth Society also maintains that the Earth is accelerating upward at a rate of 9.8 m/s², thereby simulating gravity. This upward momentum is caused by the "Universal Accelerator", a vague term used by the Society to describe a force that originated at the Big Bang and caused the Earth to speed upwards. Gravity cannot exist on a flat Earth since the disc shape would eventually collapse on itself. However, other planetary bodies such as the moon and the sun have gravitational pulls, causing the gravitational force on an object to decrease as it increases in altit

RelentlessI have hoped, I have planned, I have striven,
To the will I have added the deed;
The best that was in me I've given,
I have prayed, but the gods would not heed.
I have dared and reached only disaster,
I have battled and broken my lance;
I am bruised by a pitiless master
That the weak and the timid call Chance.
I feel old, I am bent, I am cheated
Of all that Youth urged me to win;
But name me not with the defeated,
To-morrow again, I begin.

Saving PowerJust change your light to CFL's
you will save 12% on your power bill.
B;)

Last NightLast night as I lay sleeping,
A vision came to me.
It was of you and I,
A wonderous sight to see.
And in the dream I had,
I reached and touched your face,
I clasped your hand in mine,
And felt your warm embrace.
I pressed my lips to yours,
To taste your kiss so sweet
You held me for a minute,
In this moment that did fleet.
I wakened from the dream,
With a thought of you that stayed,
With me throughout the day,
And never once did fade.

LoveHave you ever loved someone
But knew they didn't care?
Did you ever feel like crying
But knew you would get no where?
Did you ever close your eyes real tight
And say a little prayer?
Or look into their hearts
And wish that you were there?
Did you ever watch them walk away
Not wanting them to go?
And whisper oh, I love you,
But never let them know?
If you could choose between life and death
You would almost rather die,
Love is fun but hurts so much
The price you pay is high
And so I say don't fall in love
You will get hurt before your through
You see my friend, I ought to know,
I fell in love with you!

SomeoneWhen there is someone,
One someone
Who makes your days brighter,
Makes your joys greater,
Makes your heart lighter.
Someone,
One someone
You want to share with
Do everything with.
Someone,
One someone,
You want to live for- - -
You have that something,
Called Love!!

The ApronThe principal use of Grandma's apron was to protect the dress underneath, but along with that, it served as a potholder for removing hot pans from the oven.
It was wonderful for drying children's tears, and on occasion was even
used for cleaning out dirty ears.
From the chicken coop, the apron was used for carrying eggs, fussy chicks, and sometimes half-hatched eggs to be finished in the warming oven.
When company came, those aprons were ideal hiding places for shy kids.
And when the weather was cold, grandma wrapped it around her arms.
Those big old aprons wiped many a perspiring brow, bent over the hot wood stove.
Chips and kindling wood were brought into the kitchen in that apron.
From the garden, it carried all sorts of vegetables. After the peas had
been shelled, it carried out the hulls.
In the fall, the apron was used to bring in apples that had fallen from the trees.
When unexpected company drove up the road, it was surprising how much furniture tha

Check Out Some Az Music!my hip hop buddy is about to release his first record, check out:
www.myspace.com/justusazup
let me know what you think
check out www.myspace.com/therevival
click on the links, and help us get to the bodog battle of the bands!

HerbStill thinking about trying weed! The idea of being piss tested scares the Hell out of me.Anyway Indica or Sativa?

Re: Young Pakistanis: Bin Laden Is A Cia CreationRE: Young Pakistanis: Bin Laden Is A CIA Creation
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 04 Dec 2007, 19:37
Young Pakistanis: Bin Laden Is A CIA Creation An ABC news piece that ran yesterday morning attracted attention after four Pakistanis who were being interviewed about the attitudes and life of young people in Pakistan declared Osama Bin Laden to be a creation of western intelligence and stressed that Islamic extremist attitudes towards the west were virtually non existent in their country before 9/11. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/041207Laden.htm

Interesting Facts You Might Not Have KnownINTERESTING FACTS
1. If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
(Hardly seems worth it)
2. If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
(Now that's more like it)
3. A pig's orgasm lasts for 30 minutes.
(In my next life I want to be a pig)
(How'd they figure this out, and why?)
4. Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
(Still can't get over that pig thing)
(Don't try this at home...maybe at work?)
5. Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
(Is that why Flipper was always smiling?)
(And pigs get 30-minute orgasms? Doesn't seem fair)
6. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.
(Hmmmmmmmmm........)
7. Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do.
(If you're ambide

Sweet Tortilla SnowflakesWhatever the holiday weather where you live, you can set your kids to snowflake snipping and make our one-of-a-kind wintry snacks. They're almost too pretty to eat -- but too delicious not to!
RECIPE INGREDIENTS:
10 flour tortillas (fajita size)
1 teaspoon vegetable oil
1 cup chocolate chips
l/2 cup confectioners' sugar
1. Heat the oven to 350°.
2. Fold each tortilla into quarters and then snip out shapes with clean scissors as if to make a paper snowflake; add a few decorative cuts but maintain some structural integrity (if your tortillas are stiff, soften them in the oven for a minute).
3. A few at a time, place the snowflakes on a lightly greased baking sheet and bake 5 to 7 minutes or until the edges are lightly browned.
4. Remove the snowflakes from the oven, immediately dot each one with about a dozen evenly spaced chocolate chips, then return the flakes to the oven briefly to melt the chips.
5. Once the chips begin to melt, transfer the snowflakes to a cool

Re: ***** ~ Dark Energy - Einsteins Theory ~ *****RE: ***** ~ Dark Energy - Einsteins Theory ~ *****
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Bobby
Date: 04 Dec 2007, 18:59
***** ~ Dark Energy - Einsteins Theory ~ *****love to ∴Trinity∴Did Einstein Predict Dark Energy???Dark Energy -For all the surprise around its discovery — is not an entirely new concept in physics. There is historical background for this idea, and it comes from the preeminent astronomer of the 20th century, Albert Einstein.In 1917, Einstein was applying his new theory of general relativity to the structure of space and time. General relativity says that mass affects the shape of space and the flow of time. Gravity results because space is warped by mass. The greater the mass, the greater the warp.But Einstein, like all scientists at that time, did not know that the universe was expanding. He found that his equations didn't quite work for a static universe, so he threw in a hypothetical repulsive force that would fix the probl

Onions And Christmas TreesA family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?"
The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20s, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm.
In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they are like onions."
"Onions?"
"Yes, you see them and they make you cry."
This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50's, it is like a Christmas tree."
"A Christmas tree?"
"Yes - dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

Doughnut SnowmenNo snow? No problem. Whether you live in a Sun Belt state or a wintry clime, your kids can easily build their own mini versions of Frosty.
RECIPE INGREDIENTS:
Small powdered doughnut
Powdered doughnut hole
Decorators' gel
Pretzel or potato stick
Haviland Thin Mint
Reese's peanut butter cup miniature
1. Set a powdered doughnut hole atop a mini powdered doughnut. (For a taller version, use a pretzel stick or a potato stick to secure a second doughnut hole atop the first.)
2. Use decorators' gel to add a face, buttons, and a carrot nose. (If the gel won't stick, try smoothing the powder with a dab of water first.)
3. To add a top hat to a shorter snowman, stick a small piece of a pretzel or potato stick through a Haviland Thin Mint and into a Reese's peanut butter cup miniature, then secure the hat in place on the snowman.

Good Byegood bye to all my friends , all friends and family deleted . merry christmas

Stirb Nicht Vor MirThe night opens her lap
The child's name is loneliness
It is cold and motionless
I cry softly into time
I don't know what your name is
But I know that you exist
I know that sometime
someone will love me
He comes to me every night
No words are left to say
With his hands around my neck
I close my eyes and pass away
I don't know who he is
In my dreams he does exist
His passion is a kiss
And I can not resist
I wait here
Don't die before I do
I wait here
Don't die before I do
I don't know who you are
I know that you exist
Don't die
Sometimes love seems so far
I wait here
Your love I can't dismiss
I wait here
All the houses are covered in snow
And candle light in the windows
They lie there together
And I
I only wait for you
I wait here
Don't die before I do
I wait here
Don't die before I do
I don't know who you are
I know that you exist
Don't die
Sometimes love seems so far
I wait here
Your love I can't dismiss
Don't die before I do

Brownie SnowmenBrownie snowmen are fun, but you can also make other shapes for different days.
RECIPE INGREDIENTS:
1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter
4 ounces unsweetened chocolate
3 ounces semisweet chocolate
4 large eggs, at room temperature
1 cup granulated sugar
1/2 cup firmly packed brown sugar
1 tablespoon vanilla extract
1 cup all-purpose flour
1/4 teaspoon salt
Cookie decorations: confectioner's sugar, fruit leather, frosting, and M&M's Minis
1. Heat the oven to 350. Line a 17 1/4 by 11 1/4 by 3/4-inch jellyroll pan with aluminum foil so that it extends 2 inches beyond the long sides of the pan. Lightly butter the bottom and sides of the foil-lined pan.
2. In a large microwave-safe bowl, melt the butter and the chocolate in a microwave on high for 1 to 3 minutes, stirring halfway through cooking. Cool at room temperature for 20 minutes.
3. In a large bowl, using a handheld electric mixer set at medium-high speed, beat the eggs and sugars for 2 to 3 minutes. Beat in t

Candy Cane CookiesWith peppermint extract and red food coloring, your kids can turn this simple dough into edible ornaments for the tree.
RECIPE INGREDIENTS:
3/4 cup butter, softened
1 cup sugar
1 large egg
1 tsp. peppermint extract
1/2 tsp. vanilla extract
2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour
Red food coloring
1. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees. In a large bowl, cream the butter and sugar. Add the egg and beat well. Stir in the peppermint and vanilla extracts. Gradually mix in the flour.
2. Divide the dough in half. Color one half with red food coloring and leave the other half plain. Roll out a tablespoon of red dough and a tablespoon of plain until they are each 6 to 8 inches long. Twist them into a candy cane, pinching the ends. Repeat.
3. Bake on an ungreased cookie sheet for 8 to 10 minutes, or until set but not brown.
Makes about 25.

New Herei dont know what to raelly say here. I just joined this site it is perty cool so far hope to meet lots fo cool sexy peaple so hit me up and vote on my profile and pictures and i will do the same for you.

Re: Kick Ass Shows All Evening On Revere Radio - 6pm CentralRE: KICK ASS SHOWS ALL EVENING ON REVERE RADIO - 6PM Central
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Erin
Date: 24 Nov 2007, 23:35
From: guymonDate: Nov 24, 2007 5:33 PMTUNE IN TO REVERE RADIO . info at 6PM central time tonight!!! Sorry -- MySpace does not like links or even plain text for "info" domains so you will have to paste our NEW web address in your browser and remove the extra spaces -- www.revereradio . infoALL TIMES ARE CENTRAL -- 6 PM -- My show moves back to Saturdays with this brand new special episode! I bitch about cops, drivers licenses, the "law" in the first hour.... THEN.....7 PM -- The Bell Tower with Quasimodo?.... Sort of!.... Since Quasi is out of town for the holidays, I continue into a 2nd hour, breaking down our understanding of the "law" with Quasimodo as co-host over the phone!!8 PM -- The Kingmob Show -- I have no idea what he's covering just yet (he's cranking it out as I type this), but its bound to be kick ass and entertaini

Rip Uncle Jack Wayne MooreHE WAS A GOOD UNCLE AND A GOOD FRIEND HE WAS SO OUT GOING AND FUN TO BE AROUND HE WAS ALWAYS THE LIFE OF THE PARTY! HE WILL BE MISSED!!
DONT GRIEVE FOR ME, FOR NOW I'M FREE. I'M FOLLOWING THE PATH GOD LAID FOR ME. I TOOK HIS HAND WHEN I HEARD HIM CALL, I TURNED MY BACK AND LEFT IT ALL. I COULD NOT STAY ANOTHER DAY TO , TO LOVE, TO WORK OR PLAY. TASKS LEFT UNDONE MUST STAY THAT WAY; I FOUND THAT PLACE AT THE CLOSE OF THE DAY. IF PARTING HAS LEFT A VOID, THEN FILL IT WITH REMEMBERED JOY. A FRIENDSHIP SHARED, A LAUGH, A KISS, AH YES, THESE THINGS, I TOO, WILL MISS. BE NOT BURDENED WITH TIMES OF SORROW. I WISH YOU THE SUNSHINE OF TOMORROW. MY LIFE'S BEEN FULL. I SAVORED MUCH GOOD FRIENDS, GOOD TIMES, A LOVED ONE'S TOUCH. PERHAPS MY TIME SEEMED ALL TOO BRIEF, DONT LENGTHEN IT NOW WITH UNDUE GRIEF. LIFT UP YOUR HEART AND SHARE WITH ME. GOD WANTED ME NOW, HE SET ME FREE..........

Cookie JewelsStudded with nuts and nonpareils, these eye-catching cookies look and taste like gems.
RECIPE INGREDIENTS:
1 cup unsalted butter, softened
1/2 cup light brown sugar
2 egg yolks
2 cups all-purpose flour
Chopped nuts, colored sugars and nonpareils
Raspberry jelly or chocolate frosting
1. Preheat the oven to 350. In a large bowl, cream the butter and brown sugar. Beat in the egg yolks. Gradually mix in the flour.
2. Roll the dough into balls and coat with nuts, colored sugar and nonpareils. Place on an ungreased cookie sheet and make a well in the center of each cookie. Bake for 10 to 13 minutes, or until firm.
3. Cool completely, then drop 1/2 teaspoon of jelly or chocolate frosting into the center of each cookie. Makes 5 dozen.

Re: Ron Paul Supporters, Please Add My Other ProfileRE: Ron Paul Supporters, please add my other profile
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Erin
Date: 03 Dec 2007, 22:37
I have a separate profile that i use to post alot more Ron Paul related information. If you would like to add me, click on the link -www.myspace.com/ronpaultx08

Jolly Jelly ThumbprintsEverybody can put their "mark" on these cookies.
RECIPE INGREDIENTS:
1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
1/2 cup firmly packed brown sugar
1 large egg
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
3 cups all-purpose flour
1/2 teaspoon salt
Granulated sugar for rolling the cookies in
About 1/2 cup jelly or preserves
1. In a large bowl, using a wooden spoon, cream the butter and brown sugar together until smooth. Stir in the egg and vanilla extract until combined.
2. Gradually stir in the flour and salt. Cover the dough and refrigerate it for at least 1 to 2 hours or until the dough is firm enough to roll into balls.
3. Heat the oven to 350. Form scant tablespoonfuls of the dough into 1-inch balls. Roll the balls in a bowl of granulated sugar. Place the balls on an ungreased baking sheet, leaving 2 inches between them.
4. Using your thumb, your knuckle, or the end of a wooden spoon, press an indentation into the center of each cookie. If the cookie cracks, just press the c

Tips From The Redneck Book Of EtiquetteTips From the Redneck Book of Manners
1. Always identify people in your yard before shooting at them.
2. It's considered poor taste to take a cooler to church.
3. If you have to vacuum the bed, it's time to change the
sheets.
4. Even if you're certain that you are included in the will, it
is still considered tacky to drive a U- Haul to the funeral
home.
DINING OUT
1. If drinking directly from the bottle, always hold it with
your fingers covering the label.
2. Avoid throwing bones and food scraps on the floor as the
restaurant may not have dogs.
ENTERTAINING IN YOUR HOME
1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared
by a taxidermist.
2. Do not allow the dog to eat at the table no matter how good
his manners are.
PERSONAL HYGIENE
1. While ears need to be cleaned regularly, this is a job that
should be done in private using one's OWN truck keys.
DATING (Outside the Family)
1. Always offer to bait your date's hook, especially on

Acts 2:21and it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the LORD shall be saved

Love And Adore You...Love and Adore You...
I heard the music when true love called,
a song sent from heaven on silver wings.
The whole world was dreaming,
wisps of light streaming,
as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me.
The tune was more lovely
than the nightingale's song,
more delicate than a rose weeping,
yet as powerful as the sun leaping
to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn.
And I bow down before you,
the one my eyes have longed to behold,
my lonely heart pining,
love Light shining,
I swear that I shall love and adore you.

ApplicationNAUGHTY APPLICATION
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU!
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s) ?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Today's TrainWhats a Tuesday Train?
This weeks Train:
babygirl:
One of my favorite mummers from back when they when fun!
Always quick with a kind word & endless supply of smiles with her comments!
PEE-JAY:
I got to meet Pee-Jay when she responded to a "Help Wanted" ad for my paper, I got to really know & luv her after I canceled it. I found she had not only a he

Courage???I heared its a courage to admit ure wrong and u done things wrong..
Right it is...and especially when u hearing things u dont know if u should freak out or laugh about it..
Showing respect and having courage that is what everybody needs to have...and especially when u fuck up so bad...I think everybody does play games once every while..but u need to be an adult and take care of it...face it and make sure it wont happen again.
The blog belongs to somebody and i am pretty sure he knows about who i am talking... we will see where u re courage is lol...

Fed UpI know this isnt anyones business but my own but I decided to make a blog to vent out my fustrations. And of course the fustrator

How Do You Let Someone Know....There have been a few people in my life that, when I am "around" them, be it online, in person, or even talking on the phone, that give me that "Elementary School, I've got a crush on you" feeling. Is there any appropriate way to let someone know that they make you feel that way? I know what some of you are thinking....that I should just be a man and tell them, and normally I would agree. Lord knows I have given out that advice on many an occasion. But what if you have, and it seems like everytime you have, they have dodged it, or blown it off as you being silly? What if they live in a different state? Again, I know the drill.....just move on..if they don't reciprocate then it wasn't meant to be...blah blah blah...Well perhaps that is what is wrong with the world today..perhaps people give up to easy...or am I just blind? Am I pursuing something that could never be? As of now, I refuse to give up...perhaps the next time I have to ask someone to politely scrape my heart off the

About Life......THIS IS A SHORT LITTLE BLOG...WITH MEANING.
MAYBE LIFE REALLY DOES STINK.BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO SIMPLY ROLL OVER AND DIE! YOU DON'T GIVE UP!!THE WORSE THE ODDS ARE....THE MORE YOU TAKE THEM ON!!!
THERE IS "ALWAYS" SOMETHING WORTH FIGHTING FOR!
THINK ON THAT.
"THE DRAGON"

12/04/07"Mistakes are painful when they happen, but years later a collection of mistakes is what is called experience."
Denis Waitley

Capricornim a capricorn and ive just read my stars
hmm
they are so far wrong i can't see when i became intrested in art i like nice things to look at but i will not go out of my way to find it
art rubbish

If I Could Be Like Thatif i could be like that ....
im not like most people who can just walk away without a word.... but here's to the jerk that played with my heart

Bush - Little ThingsI bleach the sky every night
Loaded on wrong and further from right
Spinning around, two howling moons
Cause they're always there, whatever I do
The river is loaded, I've been there today
Took in some questions, she does me again
I'd die in your arms if you were dead too
Here comes a lie, we will always be true
Going up when coming down
Scratch away, way, way, way, way
It's all the little things that kill
Tearin' at my brains again
Oh, all the little things that kill
The little things that kill
Bigger you give, bigger you get
We're boss at denial but best at forget
The cupboard is empty, we really need food
Summer is winter and you always knew
Going up when coming down
Scratch away, way, way, way, way
It's all the little things that kill
Tearin' at my brains again
Oh, all the little things that kill
Tearin' at my brains again
Oh, all the little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little
Little, little, little, little, little, little, li

????NAUGHTY APPLICATION
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EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s) ?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

The Final Chapter!!!!Here is the final chapter in my poetic fairytale..ifyou would like the whole story in tact...let me know and i will see what i can do about sending it to you in a file...weather is day by day..so if you dont hear from me for a bit that is why...thanks for reading!!
Our faithful knight has crossed miles
Enpowered by love and passion unbrideled
As he arrives through the gates, gasps and whispers fill the air
He pays them no mind, as he is in search of his maiden so fair
He traverses through town, her smile he does seek
But the sight he sees next brings his heart pain, not peace
His fair maiden is being courted by another
But he squares his shoulders and smiles as they notice each other
He extends his hand as they come near
But his gesture is met by this devil with a sneer
"So this is the knight you claimed would return"
"But knight this my kingdom, and I have to last word"
"I wonder sir knight are you as faithful with blade as you are your vow?"

Someone Call The Whaaaambulance, PleaseRead from the bottom up.. Im proud my first blocking.. and it was very short and I didnt even have to stalk anyone.. Fake much?
http://fubar.com/user/767639
->Da White S...: AHAHA awww Butthurt??
Da White S...: oh well, you're fuckin loss cunt
->Da White S...: You only have one picture. I dont give out my screen name without salutes sry.
Da White S...: to chat with u on there....
->Da White S...: Why Hun?
Da White S...: ????
Da White S...: do u have yahoo or msn messenger?

Written For Dj Pumpkin KingI write this poem for you,
and hopes that our friendship
wont end.
We don't talk much anymore but
I realize that there are other
things going on in your life.
I will always be your friend no
matter what and if I don't say hi it
doesnt mean i don't think about you my friend.
I still care and mean every word I say.
I havent forgotten about you i have kept
you in my heart.
When we did talk alot you helped me through
alot.
Kept me from giving up.
I will always be greatful for our friendship,
and the advice you gave it helped me
through alot.
I write this poem for you cause you were always
there for me when i needed a friend.
You never turned your back on me,
and that means alot.
I have never stopped thinking about you my
friend.
I just want you to know that no matter where
life may lead you i will always be walking beside
you in my heart and in my mind.
I can still remember the first talks we ever
had they wont be forgotten.
I hope things get better for you a

People Come Into Our Lives.....PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON
I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their e-mail. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes:
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must

Perhaps, Perhaps, PerhapsYou won't admit you love me.
And so how am I ever to know?
You only tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
A million times I ask you,
And then I ask you over again.
You only answer
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
If you can't make your mind up,
We'll never get started.
And I don't wanna wind up
Being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
Say yes.
But if you don't, dear, confess.
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
If you can't make your mind up,
We'll never get started.
And I don't wanna wind up
Being parted, broken-hearted.
So if you really love me,
Say yes.
But if you don't, dear, confess.
And please don't tell me
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

Happy Birthday Aj!HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJ
MAY YOU ALWAYS HAVE LUV TO SHARE;
HEALTH TO SPARE;
& FRIENDS THAT CARE!

I Need Some Help From SomewhereSince I got arrested on Saturday because of my exbf, I need to gather 800 by sat the 8th to pay the rest of my bail back which was 1000 but was only able to pay 200 to get me out...so if there is any way i can get help with some money that would be great....

Stuffsif you dont see you under my friends list check my family list its very possible i moved you. if you dont see me at all youve been either deleted or not added.

2012: Passing Through The Galactic Equator2012: Passing Through the Galactic Equator
thanks
Matt P
Its old news to me, but others that dont quite understand these physics of the galaxy should really watch this.
Could a U.S. president confront these questions?
I know at least a handful of scientists and archeologists could decipher the meaning.
What im implying is there are things beyond the spectrum of presidential elections(not ot say that elections arent important) and that we should really concentrate on becoming aware of these new or incompletely discovered realms.
Much Love to all of ya,
Matt P.
Thanks To
It Feels good to be ME
2012: Passing Through the Galactic Equator
Take an hour to watch these...about 10 minutes a piece...covers a great deal of information that will help continue bringing you and others up to speed on where we've come from and where we seem to be heading. WE ARE IN THE MIDST OF UNCOMMON hOURS AND HAVE A DATE WITH DESTINY. Grab your breath mints.
Unfa

Is It......out of line to be pissed off at some one for deliberately smoking in front of me? It's his house- granted but so far he has been going outside. My mother has also.
When I was in NJ my brother, his gf, and my dad would all go to the other end of the house. That doesn't work here because this house is a lot smaller and more open. At Dads when they smoked in the kitchen I could not smell it in the living room.
It upset me to the point that I nearly threw the bowl of applesauce I was holding at him. Instead I set it down and stormed out of the house, slamming the door behind me. I sat in the front seat of the car crying my eyes out.
I don't care that he feels he NEEDS to have his fucking cigarette. No one NEEDS to smoke- but I have an obligation to keep my baby healthy. I wish so much that I could move out of here. I almost want him to kick me out- but that comes from the hormonal, irrational part of my brain. If I had gotten a hold of Brad I think I would have asked to spend

Confusedhello there,
Wow, this site is alitte hard to navigate. Someone told me someone was on here using my pictues, whick is why i made this profile.
If you want to visit me on myspace, it might be easier, my full profile is there (with tons of pics!) Come find me (myspace.com/courtneyhandcock)
Much Luv,
Courtney

1 Question...1 Honest Answer1 question...1 honest answer
Thats all you get.
You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any 1 question, anything, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it....
No catch.
But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you

"shattered Lives"Shattered Lives
it's one of my more bitter masterpieces.
like i said at the very beginning i have depression, along with that i have emotional disability. 9th grade i threatened to kill a teacher out of anger, i couldn't stand him but he was just so fucking uptight and he'd bitch at you for the smallest things. i got stabbed in the back by a third of my friends,if you'd even call them friends. So since that year happened i rarely trust anyone, whether it be family or people i've been friends with my whole damn life
i don't trust anyone anymore,and i don't smile anymore. the title refers to all the heartache and stress we had to go through in the days to follow after i admitted i said what i said
we had to meet with the school superintendent
and several other school board members along with the school principal. i didn't get expelled but i got community service for what i said.
i think the hardest part of it overall was seeing both my mom and dad walking out of the school at t

Uh Oh!Fubar is acting screwy again! I just got booted and had to relog in and now the online Icon is wrong. Me thinks there are gremlins in the Fu-Bar again!
On another note, anyone feeling chatty?

A Good Guy - Si Sportsman Of The Year - Brett FavreFor those of you who think that all athletes are spoiled, here's one who truly gets it...
The original article is located at SI Sportsman of the Year - Brett Favre
2007 Sportsman of the Year
At 38, Brett Favre is having one of his finest seasons. But that is far from the Green Bay QB's best attribute
Posted: Tuesday December 4, 2007 12:05AM; Updated: Tuesday December 4, 2007 8:37AM
By Alan Shipnuck
There is no happier place than Green Bay, Wis., on a Sunday evening after the Packers have won. The beer tastes better, the girls are even prettier, and few seem to notice the bite in the air. In a town defined by its team, civic temperament can be quantified on a scoreboard. A few weeks ago, in the moments after the Packers had defeated the Carolina Panthers 31-17 at Lambeau Field, the parking lot was alive with merriment. Kids in number 4 jerseys and GOT BRETT? sweatshirts chased footballs with reckless abandon, tailgaters handed out bratwurst right off the grill, and one op

12/4/2007You're feeling fantastic today and should be able to cheer up almost anyone who looks like they need a lift. You may just want to take the whole day off and enjoy whatever comes your way.

LifeI just recently lost my hero my DAD! i miss him everyday. we had alot of fun and goodtimes together. we didnt always see eye to eye on things but we always managed to get threw our disagreements.he taught me about everything i enjoy , fishing, hunting, camping, offroading etc.he drowned in a boating accident off the oregon coast about a month ago but the way i see it he died doing what the both of us loved to do,fishing. so this is for you dad! GOD GRANT THAT I MAY LIVE TO FISH UNTIL MY DYING DAY, AND WHEN MY FINAL CAST I'VE MADE AND LIFE HAS SLIPPED AWAY. I PRAY THAT GOD'S GREAT LANDING NET WILL CATCH ME IN ITS SWEEP AND GOD IN HIS MERCY WILL JUDGE ME BIG ENOUGH TO KEEP! I LOVE YOU DAD! I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOME DAY ON THE OTHER SIDE AND WE CAN CONTINUE TO FISH IN THE GREAT OCEANS OF HEAVEN!

Trust Me: You Want To Read This!FOR ANYONE WHO IS HAS A BABY RIGHT NOW, IS PREGNANT, OR PLANS ON HAVING KIDS IN THE FUTURE:::
I learned many tips about how to take care of a child that many people don't know. I thought this was an important one so please read =)
I don't know if any of you know someone who is kept up all night by a baby....but here's a tip I learned through my degree on how to keep a child from staying up all night and waking you up in the middle night...
As soon as you can bring the baby home from the hospital, that next day take them for a walk in the stroller or hold them or w/e so they are in the sunlight every day for at least 10 minutes... don't let them sleep while you are outside doing this, make sure they stay awake. And if the child continues to cry at night during this don't acknowledge them by being so sweet. Give them a bottle or change diaper or w/e but don't hold or cuddle or anything like that. The child will learn within 2 weeks of birth that they get attention when it is lig

NsfwIf anyone wants to see more pics of me please ask. Ill do certain people the joy of picking what kind (within reason), all you have to do is send me a Private message (not a SB) with what you want and ill do my best. If you really want to get creative you may have to owe me something in return so feel free to ask and we will see if something cant be worked out!

To All Those Of Love Rent As Much As MeLA VIE BOHEME--my fave song from rent
ANGEL
Who died?
BENNY
Our akita
MARK, RODGER, ANGEL, COLLINS
Evita
BENNY
You make fun, yet I'm the one
Attempting to do some good
Or do you really want a neighborhood
Where people piss on your stoop every night?
Bohemia, Bohemia's
a fallacy in your head
This is Calcutta
Bohemia is dead
MARK
Dearly beloved, we gather here to say
our goodbyes
MARK
Here she lies,
No one knew her worth
The late great daughter of Mother Earth
On these nights when we celebrate the birth
In that little town of Bethlehem
We raise our glass
You bet your ass to...
La Vie Boheme
ALL
La Vie Boheme
La Vie Boheme
La Vie Boheme
La Vie Boheme
MARK
To days of inspiration,
Playing hookey, making something
Out of nothing, the need
To express to communicate,
To going against the grain,
Going insane,
Going mad
To loving tension, no pension
To more than one dimension,
To starving f

Mental Nurse...????Questions I get asked quite a lot about Mental Health Nursing. None of which are actually from people that have had any involvement.
* Do you get in fights with them all the time ?
Yes. Every day is like a trip to a war zone. We keep riot shields, helmets and big batons in our lockers. If our clients are feeling too timid we bait them until they become violent; then we fight them.
* Do you let them out ?
Very rarely. Though sometimes after a ward riot we need to get some of them to hospital. In which case we use hand cuffs and special hug-yourself jackets. The hug-yourself jackets comes with a special handle on the back allowing us to throw them into the back of a white van.
* What are they like ?
Not like normal people at all. They are nothing like us. You could tell one on a street if you walked past him or her. They laugh, scream, shout and drool all the time. They talk loudly to themselves and all think they are Napoleon. None of them are n

Rosenrot By RammsteinA girl saw a little rose
It bloomed there in bright heights
She asked her sweetheart
if he could fetch it for her
She wants it and that's fine
So it was and so it will always be
She wants it and that's the custom
Whatever she wants she gets
Deep wells must be dug
if you want clear water
Rose-red, oh Rose-red
Deep waters don't run still
The boy climbs the mountain in torment
He doesn't really care about the view
Only the little rose is on his mind
He brings it to his sweetheart
She wants it and that's fine
So it was and so it will always be
She wants it and that's the custom
Whatever she wants she gets
Deep wells must be dug
if you want clear water
Rose-red, oh Rose-red
Deep waters don't run still
At his boots, a stone breaks
Doesn't want to be on the cliff anymore
And a scream lets everyone know
Both are falling to the ground
She wants it and that's fine
So it was and so it will always be
She wants it and that's the custom
Whatever she wants

Update On Sara!!!sarah is opening her eyes and moving her
fingers and responding to voices they are taking
the tubes out in two hours.
princessfubar81@ fubar

Nevermore[a song i wrote]
sometimes i don't even matter
somtimes i'm his world
but now his heart has wandered
and i don't know when it will return
look in to my eyes...
and tell me your here...
tell me your near
look in to my heart
and i see my soul
know that i need you
Nevermore...
broken hearts, lies
when will you see....
i don't wanna cry
just hold me here in your arms...
look in to my eyes...
and tell me your here...
tell me your near
look in to my heart
and i see my soul
know that i love you
the rain falls tonight
to wash away your scent
i miss you even more
and now my soul is bent
our love is nevermore [screamed]
i needed your heart [whispered]
our love is never more [screamed]
you tore mine apart [whispered]
nevermore [x3]

GrandpaMy beautiful 18 yr. old little lady is a mom. iam so proud of her. she has turned out to be such a wonderful lady, very smart,caring ,wise to say the least. and she is just like me, very outspoken! sometimes to out spoken,lol. but her and her boyfriend gave me the greatest gift they could give me a grandson.HELL YEAH!!!!i cant wait to take him fishing , i have been stockin up on all the Dr. Seuss books, im up to 35 books so far and bought him his first fishing pole!! my daughter(Amanda)did an awesome job giving birth, she had a lil trouble but she hung in there and made it, she is a very strong girl!!!!and now not only do i have my daughter but i also have my grandson Joshua, i love you both, love DAD& GRANDPA!!!

Poem For My MomSometimes it's so hard
to put the past behind us...
We'll remember something,
and before we know it,
our spirits start to sink again.
But you know what?
The past is old business
that's over and done with.
But your future
is a whole different matter.
You have the right
to be happy
and you have the power
to start shaping your life
into what you want it to be.
You are a strong person
and I know what you're capable of
once you make up your mind
I know that your future
is going to be wonderful.
You deserve nothing less than
living "happily ever after"

I Thought The Cow Was A Coyote, So I Shot ItMan defends shooting neighbor’s cow — says he thought it was a coyote
The Associated Press
updated 11:19 p.m. ET, Thurs., Nov. 22, 2007
COLFAX TOWNSHIP, Mich. - A man says he shot and killed a neighbor's cow after mistaking it for a coyote.
Authorities and the owner are skeptical.
The undersheriff in northern Michigan's Benzie County says he doesn't see how anyone could confuse a 1,400-pound, pregnant cow with a coyote, which typically weighs 20 to 45 pounds.
And anyway, shooting coyotes is illegal during deer-shooting season. Authorities asked the county prosecutor to bring charges.
The 42-year-old man told authorities he was out to shoot coyotes near his home Saturday when he killed the cow, Undersheriff Rory Heckman said. Heckman said the man then tried to drag the cow home.
"The part of his story he his holding to is he shot at a coyote. I don't know how he hit a several-thousand-pound cow mistaking it for a coyote," Heckman said.
The cow, named Hannah, had w

Man In India Marries Dog As AtonementHe tells paper he had been suffering since he stoned two canines to death
The Associated Press
updated 8:38 a.m. ET, Tues., Nov. 13, 2007
NEW DELHI - A man in southern India married a female dog in a traditional Hindu ceremony as an attempt to atone for stoning two other dogs to death — an act he believes cursed him — a newspaper reported Tuesday.
P. Selvakumar married the sari-draped former stray named Selvi, chosen by family members and then bathed and clothed for the ceremony Sunday at a Hindu temple in the southern state of Tamil Nadu, the Hindustan Times newspaper said.
Selvakumar, 33, told the paper he had been suffering since he stoned two dogs to death and hung their bodies from a tree 15 years ago.
"After that my legs and hands got paralyzed and I lost hearing in one ear," he said in the report.
The paper said an astrologer had told Selvakumar the wedding was the only way he could cure the maladies. It did not say whether his situation had improved.
Deeply

I'm In The Hottest Bi-female ContestAs some of you know I am in the hottest bi-female contest. There will be 2 prizes. 1st prize for most comments is a 3 day blast, the second prize is a judges fav and also a 3 day blast. It ends on the 7th of Dec. Here is the link to my pic,
I will be gone on Thursday the 6th and some of the day on Friday the 7th, so please while I'm gone continue to help.
Hosted by Tennessee Tiger. She is also one of the judges.
Please go show her lots of luv, she is the greatest.
Tennessee Tiger™@ fubar
And this is her S/O. He is also a judge. Show him lots of luv too. He is also the greatest.
The Return of the Icon (holdin on)@ fubar

Dec 26HEY ALL ON DEC 26 MY GREAT WIFE TURNS 42 YEARS YOUNG AND I WOULD LOVE TO HELP HER REACH HER NEXT LEVEL BEFORE THAT KIND OF A EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT SO IF YOU HAVE SOME TIME CAN YOU GOA ND SHOW HER SOME LOVE ..
http://fubar.com/user/179979
ALSO ON HER BLOG SHE HAS A CHRISTMAS TREE WHERE YOU CAN LEAVE HER GIFTS THIS WOULD BE SO AWESOME TO DO
SHE GETS REALLY DOWN THIS TIME OF THE YEAR AND IT WOULD HELP SO MUCH TO LIFT HER UP
THANKS
JONAH/DISTURBED

Cat Escapes Very Sticky SituationFeral cat named Wild Oats freed of peanut butter jar after 19 days
The Associated Press
updated 11:28 p.m. ET, Sat., Dec. 1, 2007
BARTLETT, Tenn. - A feral cat survived for 19 days with a jar stuck on its head.
Tabitha Cain has fed the cat, which she calls Wild Oats, for several years. The family saw the cat several times with the peanut butter jar on its head and tried in vain to catch it. But after not seeing the cat for a week, the Cains feared the worst.
"I thought she was going to die with that jar on her head," said Tabitha Cain, 25.
They found the once chubby cat on Wednesday, too thin and weak to flee. They caught her with a fishing net and used some oil to get the jar off her head.
They gave her water and treated her wounds and on Friday she began to eat again.
"I've heard of cats having nine lives but I think this one has 19 because she survived 19 days," said Doretha Cain, Tabitha's mother.
Memphis veterinarian Gerald Blackburn said he has heard simila

Need To Have SurgeryOK WENT TO THE DOC OFFICE TODAY AND THE NEWS IS NOT GOOD!!!!!!
i am going to need surgery on my shoulder sometime yext year , they are going to go in and repair my labrum in my shoulder and take out the tenderious and bictious and fic my torn rott cuff i am not sure when i am going to have it yet but i will keep u posted.
thanks
lisa

Ohne DichOhne Dich by RAMMSTEIN (English Translation)
I will go into the firs,
there where I her last seen,
but the evening threw a cloth onto the country,
and on the ways term edge of forest,
and the forest rises so black and empty,
pain me oh pain,
and the birds do not sing no more
Without you I cannot be,
without you,
with you am I also alone,
without you,
without you count ' I the hours,
without you,
with you the seconds stand,
are not worth
On the branches in the ditches,
it is now quiet and without lives,
and breathing falls me oh so heavily,
pain me oh pain,
and the birds do not sing no more
Without you I cannot be,
without you,
with you am I also alone,
without you,
without you count ' I the hours,
without you,
with you the seconds stand,
are not worth, without you
and breathing falls me oh so heavily,
pain oh pain,
and the birds do not sing no more
Without you I cannot be,
without you,
with you am I also alo

Ok This Is Going To Sound Really Really StrangeBUT U KNOW HOW THEY HAVE ADDED MORE LEVELS HERE ON FUBAR. WELL U HAVE TO HAVE MONEY IF U HAVE ANY CHANCE OF LEVELING UP.. I MEAN IF IT IS 2,999,000 TO BE GOD FATHER. U CAN ONLY IMAGNE WHAT THE OTHER LEVELS MUCH BE LIKE
SO THIS IS WHAT I AM DOIN. I AM LOOKING FOR A SUGAR DADDY ON HERE TO HELP ME LEVEL UP. WOULD LOVE A FEW HAPPY HOURS..I KNOW THIS SOUNDS WRONG. BUT NOTHING WRONG WITH ASKING FOR ALITTLE HELP. I AM SURE I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE ON HERE THAT ASK FOR HELP AND GETS IT
I AM SURE HALF THE WOMEN ON HERE THAT HAVE HAPPY HOURS AND BLAST HAVE MEN BUYING THEM FOR THEM..SO I DONT SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH ASKING.
AND MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP IN 17 DAYS AND WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A BIRTHDAY HAPPY HOUR
HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL

A Letter From RomanThis is written by my friend Roman about some recent near fatal events that took place in his life. Just another reminder to me of what to put my focus on in life. Take nothing for granted.....
I dont know how many of you heard, but I have been hospitalized for several weeks, almost died! That is not an exageration. A couple weeks ago they were assessing twice a day my percentage chance of survival. It was as low as 39% at one point. I had kidney and pancreatic failure, and severe pneumonia. If you have not had your hormone levels checked on your pancreas, please, I urge you to do so, it will kill you. And I am not exaggerating here.
Well, originally we thought that I had alcohol poisoning, I went to a Holiday party with a buddy Weds night a couple weeks ago and we all thought that the holiday dinner I went to that evening, and the gin and tonics I had must have shocked my body.
That wasn't the case AT ALL. I didn't know it, but, I started to have kidney failure and pancreas

You Know What Grinds My Gears?Texas, I know you, BELIEVE your the biggest, even clame to be the biggest... but you lost, get over it, REALLY..... ALASKA WON. Alaska is 1,477,268 sq miles, and Texas is like 680,438,000 sqmiles, Ummm yeah Alaskas bigger... by about DOUBLE
Thats not all i have on Texas either. Toehead Creek is another one, and lets not forget Git-r-Dun! And who's job is it to "mess with Texas?" The "Don't mess with Texas" campane has been over since the 80's. It's almost the state motto, except it's not easy enough for all the natives. The Texas state motto is one word, "friendship". What kind of flippin' motto is that? I'll tell ya, one that any illiterate r-tard with a first grade education can remember.
My opinion is that we should brak the state down into three pieces, West Louisiana, Old New Mexico, and "sorry we killed all those people, here you go Mexico have you land back". Well just call it Mexico.
If this offends you.... Well, then you must be from Texas. Please don't start a Hatf

Chicken RecipeHere is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a
stuffing - imagine that!! I thought it was perfect for people, like me,
who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but
not dried out.
Give this a try.
BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN
6-7 lb. Chicken
1 cup melted butter
1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is good)
1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHERS LOW FAT)
Salt/pepper to taste
Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter salt,
and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan
with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping
sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken
flies across the room, it is done.

The OuthouseMa was in the kitchen fiddling around
when she hollers out....
"Pa! You need to go out and fix the outhouse!"
Pa replies, "There ain't nuthin wrong with the outhouse."
Ma yells back, "Yes there is, now git out there and fix it."
So......Pa mosies out to the outhouse,
looks around and yells back, "Ma! There ain't nuthin
wrong with the outhouse! "
Ma replies, "Stick yur head in the hole!"
Pa yells back, "I ain't stickin my head in that hole!"
Ma says, "Ya have to stick yur head in the hole to see
what to fix."
So with that, Pa sticks his head in the hole,
looks around and yells back, "Ma! There ain't nuthin wrong
with this outhouse!"
Ma hollers back, "Now take your head out of the hole!"
Pa proceeds to pull his head out of the hole,
then starts yelling, "Ma!
Help! My beard is stuck in the cracks in the toilet seat!"
To which Ma replies, "Hurt's, don't it ?!"

Redneck Family TreeMany many years ago when I was twenty three,
I got married to a widow who was pretty as could be.
This widow had a grown-up daughter
Who had hair of red.
My father fell in love with her,
And soon the two were wed.
This made my dad my son-in-law
And changed my very life.
My daughter was my mother,
For she was my father's wife.
To complicate the matters worse,
Although it brought me joy.
I soon became the father
Of a bouncing baby boy.
My little baby then became
A brother-in-law to dad.
And so became my uncle,
Though it made me very sad.
For if he was my uncle,
Then that also made him brother
To the widow's grown-up daughter
Who, of course, was my step-mother.
Father's wife then had a son,
Who kept them on the run.
And he became my grandson,
For he was my daughter's son.
My wife is now my mother's mother
And it makes me blue.
Because, although she is my wife,
She's my grandma too.
If my wife is my grandmother,
Then I am her grandchild.
And ever

Angels Among Uslike the ones sacrificing to keep us safe and warm and playin in fu everyday....GOD I LOVE THEM. PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO ACKNOWLEDGE THEM EVERYDAY OF YOUR LIFE.

December 4, 2007BELIEVE!!!
If I BELIEVE in myself
I CAN DO ANYTHING I truly want to do.
AND if I plan my goals and work my plan. I will
SUCCEED!
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Written For KwolfYou have been a real good friend,
even though we only talk every now
and then.
I just want to say that i am glad
we have become friends it means
so much to me.
I will always be here for you no
matter how far apart we are.
I know we don't really know eachother,
but that doesnt mean I cant care or be
your friend.
You helped me alot just knowing that you
care.
Just taking the time to say how are you.
I hope that we will always be friends.
I know it is hard living so far apart,
not always being able to make the tears
go away when you have had a hard day.
I will keep you in my heart and wipe the tears
away in my dreams i will hold you close.
Dont ever think that I don't care because
i do care very much.
Our friendship is very important to me.
Know that i will always be walking by
your side.
and when you go outside look up because
we are standing under the same big sky.
you have been a real good friend.
Thank you for everything.
Written for Kwolf
Just wanted t

Health UpdateI have been to my local hospital to see my consultant today for the first time regarding my carpal tunnel syndrome. I had various tests on my arms and hands, but I have been referred for nerve conductivity tests because my consultant could not say 100% that my problems are carpal tunnel related. There is a slight doubt that it could be caused by arthritis though even this he could not be sure about.
I have been told that I will have to wait between 2 – 8 weeks for my latest tests, but would be able to have decompression surgery on my wrists if that what is needed fairly soon afterwards. My operations will not take place at my local hospital but in Hexham. This will mean that instead of travelling 2 miles, I will have to travel 25 miles for my ops. To be honest I am not bothered about the distance rather I would have them sooner than later.

Lounge BulletinCOME ON IN TO CHARMED VISIONS!! WE PLAY ALL REQUEST!!
WE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE!! COME N AND PLAY STUMPED THE DJ!! AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS!!
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Link To Karen's ProfileCLASSICAL KID@ fubar
HERE'S THE LINK TO CLASSICAL KID'S PROFILE--THE SAINT WHO LIVES WITH ME AND HAS TO DEAL WITH ALL MY MESS......LOL

One Rate Is All I NeedHello friends I in a contest try to win a VIP all I need is a pic rate. NO comments PLS.
I will try to return all love given.
This from Jokers Wild:
"For thos people helping your people in this contest, If you have left a cmment you are probably BLOCKED, The rules were pretty simple and straight forward if anyone commented on a pic in this contest you would be BLOCKED no exceptions, This is only a temperary block and I will remove the blocks after the contest."
Thanks in advance,
Maria
Heres the link:

Certifiable?WHOOHOO
Ok, so I am channeling Homer.
But I have reason to do so.
As some of you know, I am a Cartographer by trade, making maps and working with spatial data.
Well, one of the more prestigious pieces of paper one in my field can get is a certification for GIS-P Geographic Information Systems Professional.
All I had to do is fill out the application, send in some money, and wait til they approved or denied me, well they approved me.
Putting in the hours at the City finally paid off for something.
It might not mean alot to most of you, but to those who know me best, this is something I have wanted for sometime.
Thanks for letting me pound my chest for a bit.

Damn Car Accident!I am sooo damn frustrated! I was in another car accident this past Friday. Some idiot driver ran a traffic light and I went flying right into her passenger door. The impact of the accident made her flip over. When the accident happened I was kinda dazed and just staring at the airbag that just punched me in the face...so I did not notice that the other driver's car flipped over. My immediate response to the driver when the accident happened was anger...almost to the point of hate because I've been in an accident before and I know all of the frustration that comes along with it when you vehicle is totalled....but....when I saw her stuck in her car that was flipped over, immediately I rushed to help her and I cared about her wellbeing...and wanted so much to save her because she was hurting. The reason why I am saying this is not because it is the holiday season and we should care about others, but I think that when we all look deep into our hearts, we will realize that there are m

Just A Little Irritated Fu-true Friendships?ARE WE ALL IN HIGH SCHOOL STILL?? WHAT IS IT WITH "SO CALLED FRIENDS"?? HELL MAYBE I AM JUST IN A "MOOD" BUT THIS BLOG I READ EARLIER WENT RIGHT THROUGH ME... I GUESS CAUSE IT IS DIRECTED TOWARDS A CLOSE FRIEND, BUT FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH....I HAVE TO PUT MY 2 CENTS IN...
THE " " CAME DIRECTLY FROM THE BLOG... AND MY FEELINGS ON IT...
I don't know how you all feel but the word HATE is a strong word to me.. as is LOVE...
I HATE NO ONE... DISLIKE YES, BUT NOT HATE!!!
~~WHEN I SAY I LOVE SOMEONE I MEAN IT.. I DON'T JUST THROW THAT WORD AROUND TO EVERY TOM, DICK, HARRY, JANE, OR SUE..
~~I DO LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, BUT THERE ARE SOME THAT I TRULY LOVE AND CHERISH THEIR FRIENDSHIP (MALE AND FEMALE)
~~THESE FRIENDSHIPS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!! IT HAS TOOK TIME AND COMMUNICATION, TRUST, CHALLENGES, LIFE, BS, YOU NAME IT... FOR THESE FRIENDSHIPS TO DEVELOPE INTO SOMETHING SPECIAL...
~~NOW WHY WOULD SOMEONE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS??? WHY WOULD THIS HURT SOMEONE FEELINGS??
~

Isn't It StrangeIT IS STRANGE ISN'T IT...
Isn't it strange
how a 20 dollar bill seems like such a large amount when you donate it to church,
but such a small amount when you go shopping?
Isn't it strange
how 2 hours seem so long when you're at church,
and how short they seem when you're watching a good movie?
Isn't it strange
that you can't find a word to say when you're praying but..
you have no trouble thinking what to talk about with a friend?
Isn't it strange
how difficult and boring it is to read one chapter of the Bible but
how easy it is to read 100 pages of a popular novel or ZANE GREY book?
Isn't it strange
how everyone wants front-row-tickets to concerts or games but
they do whatever is possible to sit at the last row in Church?
Isn't it strange
how we need to know about an event for Church 2-3 weeks
before the day so we can include it in our agenda,
bu

AloneI walk alone my thoughts are of you
I walk alone and you are there
I sit alone space besides me
I sit alone and you appear
I sleep alone bed so empty
I sleep alone your in my dreams
I eat alone my meal not shared
I eat alone your at my table
I laugh alone no one to hear
I laugh alone I hear you laughter
I cry alone my tears not seen
I cry alone your arms are there
In my thoughts in day and in night
Making my path through life complete

Boys Are Stupid.Ok, I was with this douche bag Ethan for a year and a half, and we broke up. It was a year and a half of hell for me. He was a controlling bastard, and I absolutely hate him. Then, I found the best guy I've ever met, Doug. It was so great. I met him through his mom when I took her cab in Nashville. We fell in love. He always came and saw me a few times a week. Then he decided to be a truck driver and went to the school and everything, and got a job close to me, in Murray. We had all these plans of moving in together and all of that, and then one night after he got his own truck he called me and told me he was there at PTL, the company he worked for. Thing is he was WASTED! He called at midnight wanting me to come up and pick him up. I got half way there and my phone died in the middle of the conversation and I was trying to tell him I couldn't get up there cause I had to work and my mom was telling me to come home. Which I can't argue with because my parents technically ow

Calling All BombersIM LOOKING FOR DEDICATED BOMBERS LIKE MYSELF IF YOU ARE AS DEDICATED AS I AM PLEASE COME JOIN ME GETTING MY VIP IF YOU ARE DEDICATED ENOUGH TO HELP ME OUT I WILL JOIN THAT BOMBER GROUP IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HELP OUT PLEASE COME BY AND BOMB AWAY WITH ME

I Should Be Happy, But....I just found out last night that my best friend got married. That part is a good thing, and I'm happy for her. The part that hurt me about the whole thing is that we've been best friends for 20 years and she's JUST telling me that she got married 4 MONTHS AGO!!! I don't even know what hurts more though, that she didn't tell me for so long, or that she doesn't get why I'm hurt. She tells me that she's sorry if her marriage upsets me, and I flat out tell her, it's not the marriage that has me upset. As long as she's happy I'm happy for her. It just hurts because when I got married I shared every single moment of it with her, but she doesn't tell me shit for 4 months. I feel like I got cut out of the biggest thing in her life. She eloped, so it's not even that I'm mad that I wasn't there. I know in some ways I may be being selfish about it, but whatever.
Anyways thanks for readin my ramble

Horror PicsI am deleting alot of my photos right now and one of the folders I am deleting is the horror animation. So if anyone wants any of the animations go save them now before its gone!

Naughty Or Nice?Hey guys ,
I Love Fubar! I am a outgoing girl , that loves to play. Write me and i will always answer. I work alot , but after work i love to play on the phone yes phone sex :) Email me lets chat or play. Tell me how naughty you really are ...
Susan
My Favorite Links
http://www.naughtybuttnice.com

This MorningThis morning has been a long one already, as I have been up since 4 am. Why so early? Well it's because the carbon monoxide detector went off. The furnace was faulty and was emitting carbom monoxide.
My dad attended a luncheon and recieved this detector as a door prize. We plugged it in about a month ago...and because of that, My family is fine, my son is fine....
The reason for this blog is,
IF YOU DON'T HAVE A CARBON MONOXIDE DETECTOR, I HIGHLY URGE YOU TO GET ONE. IF NOT FOR THE DETECTOR IN MY HOME, I WOULD NOT BE SITTING HERE BLOGGING THIS TO YOU. PLEASE FOR YOU OWN LIFE AND THE LIVES OF THE PEOPLE IN YOUR HOME, GET A DETECTOR! YOU NEVER KNOW IT COULD SAVE YOUR LIFE, AS IT DID MINE AND MY FAMILIES TODAY!!

This Is FunnySo i was reading through some of my pic comments and i came across this one.....And just for the record..all of me is real I grew these babies myself thanks 8-P
And he was talking about this photo
Have a great day
April ♥

Dj Shad0wCome face the shadows with Dj Shad0w W0lf Here at Charmed Visions
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DJ Shad0w W0lf is ripping up the air waves in Charmed Visions!!! Come check him out !!!!!!!!

InvisibleSo many things that were right went wrong
Things found were lost
Happy thoughts seeped away into nightmares
Hope took a turn for the worst
Passion is but a forgotten word
Lust for the untouchable feelings
She has become the invisible soul
Lost in those nightmares
Torchered by the worst
Lusting for the passion, she's about to burst
Days go by and nothing looks up
Trapt in damnation
Weeping the wrongs
Longing for the right
Entrapted by the past memories is how she goes to sleep each night
Friends tell her everythings going to be ok
So she waits for things to go another way
The passion never returns
The nightmares over rule her
Wasting away in untouchable feelings, she finally decides to take her life
Now she no longer needs those feelings
Nothing can get worse
No more nightmares
No more Loss
Her soul is free now, to do and go where-so-ever it wants
Peace with the past
Buried is the body
Thoughtless is the mind
Time is no longer essence
She smiles fo

A Bulletin I ReadTwas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone,
In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone.
I had come down the chimney, with presents to give
and to see just who in this home did live
As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see,
no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree.
No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand.
On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land.
With medals and badges, awards of all kind,
a sobering thought soon came to my mind.
For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen.
This was the home of a U.S. Marine.
I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more,
so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door.
And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone,
Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home.
He seemed so gentle, his face so serene,
Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine.
Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read?
Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed?
His head was clean-shaven, his weathered f

The SiteIf your interested in the product. Want to check it out, give it a look see. Maybe its something for you, maybe its something that a friend might be wanting. Could be a good christmas gift.
http://www.itworks.net/greyswrapspot/

Cinder Road - Get In Get OutWA! new Music by Cinder Road! good song i think check it out... buckcherry wannabes i believe though
I hear you
Been comin' round
I feel you just by the sound
I want you just like a pill
I feed you need to just for the thrill
Come undo me like the way you used to do
Come abuse me like I want you to
Get in get out
For a little while
Get in get out
Yeah
Get in get out
For a little while
You let me in without a doubt
Now open the door get in get out
I see you shaking
Hold my hand
I'll make you, take you any way I can
Only for a moment
Don't let it pass
It's time to get up off your ass
Don't you worry I won't tell no one you're here
Stay a little while then you can disappear
You know what I'm talking about...

4th Time A Charm???Well this will make the 4th time I have had to create a profile...I went a whole new way around on this one with new email and everything...So maybe I will be able to hang out more this time...

Slipping Awayexplains its self!
I'm trying hard to understand
I'm trying hard to do the things it takes to be a man
Life's slipping away from me
It's not the way I thought it'd be x2
I'm trying hard to understand "and to know just who I am"
I'm trying hard to get a break or just to give a damn
I'm trying hard to get away "but I always seem to stay"
I'm trying hard to understand a fucking word you say
Life's slipping away from me
It's not the way I thought it'd be x2
The way i thought it'd be!
Somebody help me
I' in this mess and I'm slipping away
I'm trying hard to understand "but I don't know if I can"
I'm trying hard to make the best of this mess I'm in
Life's slipping away from me
It's not the way I thought it'd be x2
Life's slipping away from me
I can't hold on I can't believe it
Life's slipping away from me
It's not the way I thought it'd be
The way i thought it'd be
Somebody help me
I'm in this mess and I'm slipping away
I'm trying ha

Of Hoods And HomesicknessI've posted this before, sorry about that but a friend of mine wanted to read it again. This happened to me a few years ago.
I was on a business trip in Houston a few years ago and had the opportunity to see a state of the art lab instrument with hopes of buying one for my lab. However that meant I would have to extend my trip almost 2 extra days, and it was two weeks before Christmas, I missed my family badly, and had not even decorated my house or shopped. All of my friends and colleagues had left at the end of our meetings and that meant I had to eat alone, kill time alone, finish paperwork alone, and I hated that. Our meeting had been at the Hyatt downtown, which was immaculately decorated but that only added to my feeling that I need to be home rather than a dedicated lab manager.
After phoning home on my last night there, I walked out to the lobby and sat down with a list of restaurants, bent on picking out somewhere nice to at least treat myself and make the evening a li

You've Just Been FuckedYou've just been Fucked.....Oh Yeahhhhhhhh
YOU HAVE JUST BEEN FUCKED!
Pick any of your friends and FUCK them! This is for anyone you think is hot!
F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep!!!!heehee
RULES:
1- You can FUCK the person who fucked you, of course.
2- You can FUCK the same person as many times as you can.
3- You should FUCK in public! Be adventurous, damned!
4- A random FUCK is perfectly okay!
5- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.
This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEM! Make everyone feel a little loved! Please don't take this too personally, BUT I'VE JUST FUCKED YOU! LMFAO...
F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me We'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people and 1 back to me. Get to know who your true F.U.C.K

Interviewsi had an interview for the IT position with the county here. it made me realize that i'm no longer a serious candidate for a job in that field. i've been out of it for too long. oh well. BUT...
i had a telephone interview with a guy from a control systems integrator last week. it was supposed to have lasted about 30 minutes, and ended up taking an hour. he called yesterday, wanting to schedule a face-to-face interview. :D this will be a really sweet job if i can get it. it has a fancy title - "systems engineer", and will likely have a fat salary to go along with it. the work is ideal for me, and it would give me the opportunity to travel again - to places like alaska, or even the united arab emirates. there is only one down side to this job, but it's a big one. the job description stated "25% travel". i can deal with that, but the travel would be all at once. so i could be away from home for three months at a time. not a good thing, considering that i have a family...

Cranberry Nut Snack MixCalled ibimi or bitterberries by the Cape Cod Pequot Indians and later dubbed "crane berries" by European settlers -- who noted that this berry's vine blossoms resemble the neck, head, and bill of a crane -- cranberries add a sweet tartness to this harvest snack mix.
RECIPE INGREDIENTS:
2 cups sunflower seeds, raw
1 cup pine nuts
1 cup pumpkin seeds, raw
1 cup cranberries, dried and sweetened
1 cup raisins
1. Measure all of the ingredients into a mixing bowl and stir with a wooden spoon until well combined.
2. Transfer some to a festive bowl to serve as an appetizer. Makes 6 cups.