i started writing poetry after a spiritual awakening to cope with reality and express my views of the world and they way i feel about it

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don't do acid!it's all a satanic cult!escape do not collect gogum glued to the bottom of a bus stop benchscreams fry my brains on acidtrading hits for scrambled eggsscraping the edgeslost vocabulary on casualties in paper tabsspines rattled from sleeping in the squaton another mission quest to spange up another fucking beerand inhale cancer for fun.do too much lsd and you'll be in another dimension looking for the key out.they key to the universe is lifeGod is life, life is loveeverything is nothing,we are all the same.spread love, conquer evildestroy the evil that is consuming the worldwhisp it out of the air, how?by loving everyone.satan exists where we do not shine our love.be fearless for we are chosen.we are the revolution.the people will naturally follow if you do it right :)the distraction is cash.the feel good high.the next bowl out of your cock pipe.everything is sex. everyone is selling the same old new best thing.producer, consumer.hustling.cultural engineering.they want to enslave you.submit. obey.listen to how cool i am.im better than you, so do what i say or you get hurt.welcome to the concrete jungle, population too many million pissed off by the way things are running.who's even running this world?the distraction.she's the one that got away.she's the one you got so close you could almost taste it.she's the hot pussy you can watch for free online.she's the documentary you never finished and forgot the title of.she is your fucking twitter page.pretentious egoshe is money.sex, sex, sexconsume, consume, consume,born too slow to keep up with it.thrown into the cogs, taught how to be controlled.keep sucking the teet. still fixated, never weaned.fuel that ego a little bit longermake sure your image is nice and polished.

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"convenience" is pagan for "i prefer condemnation,if dying is much easier, then life isn't worth saving."when sex is more accessible than love it is quit temptingto fall into the fake freedom that leads you to enslavement.because true love would be anarchy and giving life away,and anarchy's impossible in a culture so depraved. it'ssome illusion game of selfish love and living life for payment.if i could gain the world, i'd still be sleeping on the pavement.

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current events change the sea like the tidesride waves of injustice and patience and crime.hatred, misplaced it at all the wrong times.new laws in the book drawing sand in the lines.everyone, everything comes at a price.for love is our nature. it hurts to defy.confusion and jargon and cameras combined,lost track of the wavelength of love and divine.identity squeals "i am free to definewhat's right and what's wrong." lost souls eat the lie.a crash and a bang and i lost my own lifeto bitter machines or the fabric of time.outliers are dots that may break up the linebut the end is the same, it's our own paradigm.what is it that makes us human inside?the laws of the world, or our fragment of life?

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i had a dream about playing with turtlesand watching the sunset with youon the shore of some island in california.the pollution dissolved and the world was newand i woke up hopeful, happy and swollenmy fears are forgotten as i go homewhen the world is on fire but i'm still rollingfor love is a castle that's made of stonecause radiation may poison my bodyand hunger and sickness may rattle my bonesmy body is breaking but my soul is still fightingand faith in belief has kept me afloat

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she'll spend hours explaining the sick of her soul.oh, the chasm is drastic. she'll groan til she's whole.she scrapes at the edge to find meaning in bonesand she eats the facade of the timeless mirage.she's digging away at the lock in her chestin hopes to find treasure, she's desperate at best.complex in her standards, conveniently blessedwith talents and passions to savor this mess.oh where did her lover go? waiting outsidewhile she digs in the hole she's lost track of the lightforcing her hand, she's locked out of her lifestuck inside her heart, hardened, heavy, contriteshe screams and she cries!"give me shelter from time!what pleasure could save me from tending my mines?i'm breathing but still i'm not really alive!it hurts just to live without eating the lie.God save me, God save me! this world isn't nice!the money is spent and i don't have the rights!this bitter concoction of hatred and spithas muddied the waters, the home for my kids.i'd rather have anything better than thisbut the best that i've got is a speck in the lense."love lights a way and shows means to an end.for the road is quite long through this cave that she's in.stubborn like truth. her pridefulness hates it.but once out of options the pain is a sign,for love is the single thing outside of timeand selfishness breaks our inner paradigm.to ask to have both, to be dark in the light.impossible! separate from sources insideyou can't be at peace during war in your mind.

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you can rule the world,just tell them what they please.conceal intentions, undermine insecurities.a flawed masquerade. indigenous needs.the longing, the longing. the willing, the sheepoh industrious pain. imperious plotting.control their desires and seek.cater the hungry, conceal the disease.claim your perfection, a shield for the weak.get rid of the love, teach them what to thinkfill empties with hollow candies and treatsand most important of all for your evil regimedon't let them know God, or they'll wake up and scream!

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with a hole in her chestshe hit the roadon a mission to find something beautiful.mechanized highways churn like teethand spit out a flavorless wad.carved an image of interest.a swing and a laugha hit and collapse..bottles of whiskeybags of trashleft behind in shopping carts in walmart parking lots.destruction in the passenger seat eggs her on,her best friend.now an alcoholic,riding the wave til the crash.I AM HOLLOWshe screams of her lustlies and spiritual attacks..was it a soul that she lacks?nothing fits this gapwithout change......she denies her love and prays for the past.one day.

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LSD is a video gamemade by the devil himselfplummet through the catacombs of hellchasing a dragonwith slippery scalesdigging for answers in the darkfurther down the holecan you find the light?sword in hand, no escapeonce the paper's on your tongue......one day the hardcore psychonauts will beclimbing mountains for the last few tabs leftburied in the ground or in a chestwhen all the chemists are goneit'll just be some kind of legendof a bunch of dudes with grainy visionfighting wars inside their heads

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the apocalypse happened on hitler's birthdaywhile everyone was setting the world on fire.getting high on fumes to forget the earthand smile about it for a while.no one noticed.

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the boogeyman exists!the children tremor in it's presence,not yet blinded to the light.underneath the façade of a happy yuppie familydarkness lurks...and snatches the angry,shuts their mind to the light,haunting their soul, blackened.coating their eyes so they cannot see.he's feeding lies into their ears,like tubes of poison,the music they devour,hidden messages you love to hearuntil they don't even realize that they are angry.they get mad at the light.it hurts their eyesthe darkness is so comfortingrobbing, stealing of life.depression.a flattened capri sundoes not want to be ressusitated,it spits back at the Onewho fills it with air.full of angst, a dark demon.

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Concrete separates grassLike cuts in the skin need grafts.Pathogen cars pushing cancer with oilPass by pictures brought to you by bullshitFried up on a platter and served in bags.Take a break from viewing the world at 70To sit down some more and wash down hot dogs with Mountain Dew.Eating miles for the thrillTo see radioactive fish and tall trees of the northern pacificHills and clouds and rocks and rainInterstate by interstateTil you hit the Atlantic.Long Island grit.Green archways, trees make me happy.Cities polluted with soda cans and hatredEvery city is the sameYet small town kids think theirs is lame.But add a strip mall and some bars and you'll be just as discontentPlus way more superficial.

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open spoken wisdom says let there be lightfor the meek shall inherit the earthpondering how this could be the man digs in too deep.he says how can this be, my own disbeliefif i believe in disbelief then how can i still seefor darkness blinds and binds the brain in covered memoriesof fallen trees and poisoned springs. he dreams of sleep.for the wicked will not rest when he's terribly obeseoff of lives stolen from simple men who he crookedly misleads.oh, for what cause does the broken heart misdeed?for selfish games and conquered fame and spreading it's own seedwe fight for love and sing and run through joyous fields of leavesfor one day broken hearts will mend and join us when they seefor heartbreak is a mere illusion, a selfish one at that.why focus on the things you lack when there's love you've always had?

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how beautiful heaven must be to inhabit,where pain fades away to purest satisfaction.what humans will fail to achieve off a tangent,in haze just as dense as matter it's displaced in.we'll never achieve our deep need just to grasp itwith physical bodies, our tantalized passion.misplacing our lust in material habitswith souls real and raw in a world that's just passive,with holes in our chest we will search for the answer.what's right and what's left? what's life and what's after?if pleasure is taste of what's yet to surpass usand pain is an object, a lesson to master,then what is our life but a test for the powerwe'll wield when we die, if we'll slip or we'll handle?first we must prove willing to be dismantledand put back together, perfected, God's mantle.so help me oh God to accomplish this battlebetween love and despair, i'll find you and i'll settleand i'll be brave and take care to share what i havecause when i'm off to heaven i wont ever look back

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i had a dream that the world caved in.people were waiting in line at starbucksand pumping gas at shellthe oil rigs got the very last dropa hollow society collapsed into hell

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I love Jesus!he taught me how to love,i was a prideful child exiled by denialawaiting trial for miles of self-indulgent lies,i left ashes and bones stacked up in a pilein cities of ghosts and vampires. spies.bloodsucking egos, but now it's all mild.what once was an ice cube has turned to a fire.i melted my heart and put out desire.for those who need love desperately conspire. searching, seeking outbut giving is what love's aboutmisguided opinions have led you to doubtsand believing the lies the lustful will spout"bow down to my ego" you beg and you pout and mask with a laughyou burst and collapse.the world is polluted and we are the trash.intangible love will fill up your gaps.forget all the torment that tortured your past.life without God is a car without gaslike a man without soul is a hole without massgive up and try, stand up and relax. pass by the shtick.suck love from your friends and you won't get your fix.but receive it from God and you can't help but give.the day i died i was taught how to live.like a terminal man realizing he's sickwhen he shed me his light suddenly everything clicked.in a jaded world i am suddenly fixedabove the spiritual warfare caught in the matrix.and society has it upside-down, flipped.returning to babylon to spread my message."God is good! society's sick!satan reaches to the younger kids!entranced by the darkness, you all praise the rich!radio songs about fame, lust, and sin!"but alas, they laugh, and curse their own skinminds shut off by their own imagepride is poison to the mind, the deadliest trickego's afraid i might be rightrefusing to give up their old lifedenying the fact they were never alive.

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sell your soul for a consoleand a shiny new controller.plug your brain into the game,apathetic treasures.or trade your life for a surpriseat the end of a long lecturecomes recess for the soulfulfillment of your greatest pleasure

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oil rigs.oil rigs.oil rigs.tying off for greedget your fix.drive a car and light your bicpay me for your empty hungeri'm your gasoline dealer.like a drug lord but it's legal.fighting wars for lazy people.convenience controls the mind.blood spilled over fear ofwhat they'll do if they could see usand what we're doingtaking humans for their hopeand feeding off of their ways to copebuy some vodka, buy some smokesbuy some coffee and some dopebuy a TV and a phonebuilt to break in a year or sobuy a car and go to workwork to pay for what you don'twork to make or get, or golive outside with ridiculefrom all the boxed in office drones..connecting on the internetit's probably less dangerouslife is scary, here's our fixenslave yourselves to six six sixsick slick sinners, spilling shells..sex sells. select desire. this is hell.divide yourselves in our empire.distract yourself, the world's on fire.

I like how in a lot of your poems you point towards there being a gaming world. Like how when you start gaming you get sucked into it so much that you forget what reality really is.

This one is my favorite.

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LSD is a video gamemade by the devil himselfplummet through the catacombs of hellchasing a dragonwith slippery scalesdigging for answers in the darkfurther down the holecan you find the light?sword in hand, no escapeonce the paper's on your tongue......one day the hardcore psychonauts will beclimbing mountains for the last few tabs leftburied in the ground or in a chestwhen all the chemists are goneit'll just be some kind of legendof a bunch of dudes with grainy visionfighting wars inside their heads

thank you.. i spent a year as a vagabond, viewing life as a video game. the subculture is very real. some towns in california are like the twilight zone. the delusion is thick and deadly. indulgence is self destruction, and the world is only a playground to the hopeless. i found faith, and a reason to quit killing myself.

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