I Haven't Been On Here In A While ... So since I've last posted my fiancé has graduated from bootcamp and we had an amazing 10 days together. He just left for MCT a few days ago. I feel so much worse this time than when he left for bootcamp even though i know this time he...

Six Years Since I was in grade five I liked this boy and to this day we are still friends. Two years ago we were talking and he told me that he loved me and I couldn't stop smiling. When I thought about all the years it had been I suddenly knew...

My Monthly Menstruation..... Nearly for the last eight years I have a regular phenomena observed in me.
This occurs every month. It lasts for three days every time. I think that these features of menstruation. The main features are the following:
A) Physical...

New Army Girlfriend I am a new military girlfriend. My boyfriend and I met a couple of weeks before he left for Korea. After our first date, I knew I wanted to be with him. He is not like any guy I have ever met before. He is currently in-processing and...

Cheating Husband This year we celebrated 35 years of marriage by renewing our vows. I knew before he was having an affair. He told me it was over and by renewing our vows we were putting the past behind us. We yesterday he received a call from the...

My Happy Place I took a trip to Okinawa as a part of a school program for studying abroad. In the trip we were going to stay with a host family for 2 weeks and go travel around mainland Japan on the 3rd week. This story is about those 2 weeks and what...

A Forced Smile And you don't want to see me cry,
You don't want to see a tear.
You tell me to suck it up
And that, you don't want to hear.
I've been broken,
Shattered, torn.
But you just turned away.
So, I just hold the pain in,
With every...

Getting The Lingo Right! I was just reminded today about the differences between writing fiction for entertainment purposes and writing an instructional manual. Sometimes when you write a story, the technical names of everything involved can become a bore to...

Creating An Alter Ego I've always had this fantasy to start a new job and show up as a completely different person than I am. Use an accent, make up a fake background and just bullshit everyone I work with. I used to have a differnet job every year when i...

Next Time The most meaningful relationships that I had in the past, started out as friendships that blossom into something beautiful. This fundamental has been missing from the recent ones I have dated.I want to be about to trust that person and...

I Remember The Moment I Gave Up no one can pinpoint the day when the light left their eyes, i think one day you wake up, lightly muse on fragment from the past, and the emptiness inside suddenly seems larger than usual.
i was 6 or was it 9, i remember pain at 14, i...

Why Mom, Why Did You Hurt Me My mom hurt me so bad. It was about a year ago when it all started. She got into a committed relation ship last january. Her boyfriend was an as.s to me. He made me and my brother, rocky (25 years old getting a job working hard) clean...

By Society I want this to change and trying to get out to do it. I still feel like I am unwanted by people. I feel unaccepted and taboo towards people in general. I feel that people don't believe me (and maybe never will).

What Is Eternal Truth? The following presupposes that one is willing to entertain a different version of why we are here and what is life all about. I do not expect everyone to understand or agree with this information. I just want you to hear a different...