Let's be honest.The days are almostto the teens.Teens.Like,I could watchCheaper By The Dozenin relation to days left inthe near future...till the days equaldriving home fromCedar City,knowing that in a miraculousfew hours,my best friend willwalk into my presence.

Does anyone haveCheaper By The Dozen?

Guys,what am I gonna do?

Thank heavens I'm goingto have women support inthe car ride home or elseI JUST might have a heart attackand die...which would be tragic seeingthat "chally re-united" {Ha. Cheesy?}would have been hours away.

Sad.Tragic.Thank heavens thatwon't happen.

All I can say, kids?There mere fact that I'll be ableto look at his name in my phoneand know that I can actually

call it

is already sending me over the edge.

In a very good way. ;)

I just thought of somethin'.What if I'M the weird one?He may be an R.M.,which sometimes entailscertain oddness,but what if I have a bad caseof (-)MG syndrome?

What if I act weird?

Ah, shoot.It's gonna happen.I just know it.Just my luck.

Then again....I think he's the onlyperson in the worldbesides those in my familythat the insttant I walk into hispresence?I feel utterly complete and safe.I don't have a care in the world.No obligation...I'm just me.I don't even try.It's just so easy...

So?In conclusion,hopefully this anxietywill fade into a side effect,and I can get back to thinkingabout toothpaste,crackely feet,and comfy blankies.