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Thursday, 19 January 2012

1.9 Confession of the Heart

Advisory: Contains some strong
language

Heather
didn't want to go home after being at the club so she wandered the streets and
ended up at a park. She looked into the sky and then burst into tears. Elvira
knew everything and this tore Heather apart she wanted and needed time away
from her past to think things through. Heather was so confused she loved her
husband William but was starting to have feeling for Blair. She hated having to
get married in secret and that Blake took their one and only wedding photo.

All because
William's father could not or want to accept her. She didn't care that they
were Vampire's she accepted them for who they were so why did Estevan hate her
so much. She even said she would change to just get accepted but William loved
her the way she was and so did his brother. She often tried to be nice to
Estevan but he would refuse to even be in the same room as her.

If he had
just accepted her she would be home with William wrapped in his arms, having
their first child but after Estevan demanded she leave and never return the
stress of the arguments and the pain of leaving her home caused her to have a
miscarriage. Heather never had chance to tell William the news of the baby so
he didn't know she'd lost their baby. After these events she swore the past
would stay in the past and she would get a new life and yes through angry she thought
becoming a vampire was the best option. After leaving the mobile would ring at
least several times a day and the ID would always say "William". She
blamed Estevan for this pain and the loss of her baby. Now because of Elvira
all the memories and pain she suffered had returned.

She lay
there on the grass crying until she could cry no more. She was about to fall
asleep when she heard footsteps from behind but she didn't turn around just kept looking in
the same direction. "Heather are you ok?" the voice said. She sat up
and turned to face the voice, it was William sitting there next to her. She
wanted to go into his arms but she was angry, upset and confused at him for letting
his father treat her the way he did and for not standing up for her.

"How
did you find me? You know I don't even care just leave me alone." snapping
at him.

"I
can't leave I love you." as he looked deep into her eyes.

Heather got
to her feet and stared back at him, "If you loved me, you're Dad wouldn't
control you, hate me and we'd still be together."

William
looked ashamed and replied, "You are right I should of told my Dad to piss
off but I didn't and because of that I lost you. Now you love another
and..."

The pain in
his face was heartbreaking. "You know about Blair?" He just looked at
her "I have only seen him a few times but in answer to your question I
don't know how I feel about him. It's just, it's not complicated with him. It's
just him and me and when we are spending time together, no-one other than his
jealous ex...That's how you found me through her, she works for your father. And
Blair." waiting for an answer.

"Blair
is my Dad right-hand man soon to be a dead one I hope." as he calmly
replied.

"Don't
you dare bring Blair into this. You think by killing Blair it will fix things,
well it won't and if you don't want me to hate you tell your Dad to leave him
alone, William do you hear me call him off Blair." by now she was
screaming at the top of her voice.

He pulled
out his phone and as he was dialling his Dad's number, this was happening across town.

He got through to him and said, "Dad listen
I've found Heather but don't kill Blair or I will lose her." he listened
to his Dad reply. "I mean it Dad don't do it or I will walk away and you
will never see me again. " he listened again and hung up. Looking at
Heather he said, "Blair is alive just bruised."

"You
mean he beat him up?" still angry.

"Yes he
did."

"Is
that the answer to everything with your family. Beat them up, kill them if
things don't go your way?"

William
snapped back at her, "You can't talk, I mean look at you! You ran and your
answer was to turn to a vampire. Is it all you dreamed of? I admit my family is
not perfect but at least we are honest about who we are but you did this to
please other people."

Heather was
all fired up now, "I see turn the argument around. Blame me for wanting to
be accepted by your family, wanting to spend my whole life with you and yes
blame me for losing our baby." After those words were spoken she wished
she could take them back but it was too late.

William fell
to the floor and asked "Baby, what baby?" Heather sat beside him and
told him everything, "Shortly after we married I fell pregnant. I was so
excited couldn't wait to tell you and when I came home early to tell you, your
Dad was waiting for me. He knew we had gotten married behind his back and he
was furious, he started yelling at me blaming me and told me to pack my bags
and leave. Your Dad scares me when you are not there so I left. I was also told
'not to speak to my son again or I will find you.' So that's why I never
answered the phone and a few weeks later I went to the doctor's as I was
bleeding and in pain and was told I had lost the baby."

William face
by now was full of rage. He got up and said angrily "My
Dad caused this. I'll kill him!" as he tried to storm off Heather grabbed
his arm and said "William don't or you will be as bad as your Dad. I know
how you feel, I wanted to do the same but you have to get passed this."

"Why
should I? You don't love me anymore. I've lost everything." "I never
said I didn't love you. I just need time to work out what I want. I deserve
that at least please for me." begging for space.

"I'll stay in town. Just phone when you have made your decision." then he kissed her so tender in the hope she would remember how much she meant to him and at what they had regardless of his father. Heather watched as he walked away touching her lips still taking in his soft tender touch and reminding herself how wonderful it felt.

Blair had
taken a real beating but that he could handle but the feelings he was experiencing
about Heather bothered him more. He was falling for her but she was married and
to "The Boss's son." He once thought he was in love with Elvira but
feeling this pain he knew what her ever felt for Elvira wasn't love. They had
only shared one kiss and he was smitten with her. He knew Heather felt
something because thanks to her she had stopped him being killed.

Thanks to
Estevan's hatred of Heather, he had pushed this women into his life and he
wanted more. He was prepared to stand up to Estevan and William if that is what
it took to get Heather. The only question on his lips was did she feel the same
way. He couldn't wait so he went and knocked at her door but there was no
answer so he shouted through the door

"Heather I know you are in there
open this door. Don't ignore me!" Still reeling from her argument with
William she opened the door and without saying a word went back to watching
T.V.

"Stop
watching that damn box and look at me, Heather. Do you have any idea what has
just happened to me?" yelling at her.

"Vampires
heal very quickly, you should know that. Why didn't you tell me you were
married?" demanding to know what was going on.

"Look
I've had a rough night too. William found me and says he still loves
me..." Blair interrupted her and asked the question he did not want to
know the answer too, "Do you? Love him still?"

"I do
love him and I won't lie to you but I have feelings for you too. I care for you
a lot but I don't know if it is love and as I told William I need time and
space." looking at him.

"I want
you. I love you Heather and I want to be with you." caressing her hand softly and
looking deep into eyes. As he left her home the ache in his heart that she
might choose William filled him with dread

Sorry that it is longer than usual but I thought all this needed to be in one chapter.

I'm enjoying this story so far! I like the love triangle between Blair, Heather and William. It seems like she has a lot of unresolved issues with her husband, who still loves her. But for Blair, it must be hard for him to fall for his boss's daughter in law.

And Elvira needs to back off! This woman does not take no for an answer, does she?

Thanks for reading and glad you are liking it. This love triangle has been a great twist but I have admit even I don't know who it will be. Heather Loves her husband but also likes Blair so it must be tearing her apart :( as for Elvira she is one cool calculating woman.

I have no doubt William loves Heather but standing up to his Dad is what he needs to do if Heather is to come back. Blair will fight for her but is it out of love or because of something else I'm not sure.The father in-law I hope will come clean soon :)

Blair loves her and he's not judging her for her past or anything. But then William is her husband and he still loves her and I know what it's like to have a demanding parent breathing down your neck so I can't even hate him!!! Then again I like Blair more, he's so masculine!

William found her again. That's good, in a way. LOL. Poor Heather and William, that Estevan is a jerk-face, for sure. I agree, William should have stood up for her, but I guess it was bad timing since Estevan just kicked Heather out while William wasn't there.

William found Heather but now she has to make a tough decision. William should have stood by his wife and Estevan should have stayed out of their marriage. Can he stay out of it this time if Heather and William sort things out?

Poor Heather. So many choices and either way, it feels like both men are violent. Geez! I'd be scared of Estevan, too! He seems wicked bad. :( I'm not sure which I like better, but she is married to William, so I feel first love wins it for me. I am going to bed now. I'll read more later! ;)

Heather has so many choices to make. William isnt violent not like Blair is. Estevan is scary but as you read you will see where it all comes from. Heather does love William so it will be a hard choice.