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i never forget and so wish i could- it consumes me ALL THE TIME! i am always thinking (even while i am eating something that is a "no-no")about it and the guilt from eating the "no-no" is instantaneous! it really stinks! (my conscious i mean)

I'm afraid I have never forgotten that. Even when I wasn't. It's a real wonder I didn't end up with a major eating disorder because I've always been obsessed with either being fat or with becoming fat.

Forgetting is good. Im fat too and need to loose 135 lbs to get back to my pre-marriage weight. My mom really likes to remind me that Im fat. Hello like I can't see it when I look in the mirror or feel it with my knees hurting.

You are so blessed. I know you don't give yourself enough credit and you feel less than everyone else, but it sounds like you are a pretty great person with a really great man to love you. I wish the love of my life would dance with me because I believe that could heal my soul.