..being told that my blood is deficient and then feeling dizzy for minutes after a hot bath and dinner..my face felt like rubber as I splashed water on it and my hands feel too big..headaches..feeling ‘too old’ and ‘like a librarian’ at a club when all I want to do is dance..smog and smoke from week-long wild fires making the sinuses hurt..chronic ear problems..hungry but don’t want to go downstairs and cross the street for soup..crooked glasses and I don’t care..too many things that I want to do and not enough time to do them all..halloween’s on a frikin’ monday

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..falling asleep on the acupunture table, under the heat lamp, before work..boo’s deep, white bathtub and endless hot water..going on a plane to hear my boo play records, again..getting a compliment from a stranger on one of my home made skirts..the stars on hollywood blvd..boo brings the soup upstairs on his way home and it’s better than ever before..maybe getting those new frames with the curly bits on one edge..supportive friends who want to work on creative projects with me and who ping me regularly to make sure said projects are still on the radar..halloween week starts with a bauhaus concert, has some costume making in the middle, a possible tour of a s&m dungeon and ends with a divali party on all saints day