Ran Away!

I don't regret how I lost my virginity but what I regret is choosing the guy who walked away and never spoke to me again. I was 17 when I lost my virginity. I lost it to my boyfriend who was 23. I didn't feel pressured into doing it and he said that id I wanted to stop all I had to do was to say the world. But when I got a text from my boyfriend a week later I was heart broken and felt that I wasn't good enough for him. But it was then I realized that all I was for him was a toy. I felt used and dirty and sometimes when I think back to it I cry.