I wonder what the chances are that my work will call in the morning and say I don't have to come in because if I do I will have unnecessary overtime for the week...(crossing fingers, toes and everything else...)

__________________"So can you personally recommend any of these items?" "No ma'am, I can't afford to shop here..."

Being tired sucks, and I'm usually tired. I did end up working today but took some undertime here and there and got kicked out early for lack of call volume. Tomorrow I go back to class...bright and early, but at least it's not taking calls. I hope you get some rest Becks.

__________________"So can you personally recommend any of these items?" "No ma'am, I can't afford to shop here..."

I am about to write my first rape scene ever (it's completely necessary for the story). Even though it will not be graphic at all, I still feel terrible about it. OK, enough putting it off. >drags self away<

A couple of years ago, I had a very odd thought pop in my head while doing a little skit for a forum called "Despute ring"..basically WWE type wrestling, using members of the forum and even crazier hijinx then even the wrestling world could come up with (which I have to say is saying a LOT). The random thought put a mental picture of an orange colored chimpanzee covered in purple butter in my mind. Now..just take a moment, to digest that. An orange colored chimpanzee covered with what my mind told me was purple colored butter. Yeah that is how random my mind can be sometimes...

__________________
Engaged to the amazing Marmalady. She is my Silver Dragon, shining as bright as the sun. I her Black Dragon (though good honestly), dark as night..fierce and strong.

I am about to write my first rape scene ever (it's completely necessary for the story). Even though it will not be graphic at all, I still feel terrible about it. OK, enough putting it off. >drags self away<

That would freak me out too. Right now I'm reluctant to move on to the next outlined event in my current WIP because I planned to kill off certain character, and I like him so much I don't want to kill him now...

__________________"There's a day that's comin' when they'll pull the blind - cause the season's gunnin' for me, darling...it just comes down to time."