Tuesday, June 29, 2010

...I don't have a crush. I always think about who I'll end up liking though

He didnt’t really have a shape or color but

He loves me to pieces

His arms were strong enough to hold me

Smile bright enough to light up my day

Smart enough to stump me

I examined him like a spectacle

He would be my miracle

My Gabriel

I would steal him back from the sky if heaven tried to rob him from me

Tear apart the clouds until I retrieved my king

And parade my prize throughout the streets

Hoping he’d remember me

Anything …from this moment

In my daydream…

I placed two palms on either side of his face

Expanding my hands like wings

Across the clear sky that engulfed us

And cuffing air so I could retrieve it when I had lost my breath

holding that position for a second -thinking “remember me”

he would string stars together to form my essence

I would kiss his fingertips so that

When he pointed, it would be in my direction

Always …always following my scent to lead him home

The haven I had prepared for him

He told me he’d set out to find me

Sift through hundreds of mini skirts to find my jeans

Never stopping until his hand settled into mine

Until he could recognize my voice within miles

Until he was right there by my side

So here I am waiting

Not filling his void with some undeserving sap

But still,

With each guy I think it’s him

And I’m always a little disappointed when it isn’t

But ever so optimistic for the day when

he’ll ask me where I’ve been

I know it’ll happen but until then

I’ll be dreaming of him

<3

Hopeless Romantic much? lol

It's cheesy, I know. But I always think about the person God will send to me. I love HARD!! lol So, if I dont exactly come off as a warm person, just know that for whatever reason, I feel like I have to guard my heart and all of my emotions to prevent being hurt again. I understand that now im not just talking about a crush, but rather the person i'll end up marrying but that's how serious it is to me. Dont get me wrong, I'm content with being single. I believe the Lord will have you do things in your singleness to glorify him that you cant quite do in a relationship. && Likewise, in a relationship, there are things the two of you can do that you wouldnt have been able to do apart. So, I dont mind being single one bit. It doesnt hurt to give thought to the dude who'll steal your heart away though :)