blub blub feeling rubbish

its only 2ww in month 1 but i got to say ttc is turning me into a depressed lump :\( past 3 days ive been tearful and generally feeling so down and low, i didnt realise how stressful the 2ww is. i wish i could be relaxed and chilled and not bothered! af is due next week although i dont know which day which doesnt bloody help

does it get any easier or happier? i really hate feeling this way. really miss my old cheerful self

probably rotten thing to post considering some people have been ttc so much longer than me but believe u me i want my bfp just as bad :cry:

Its hard isnt it hun. I am always the same if i test too early, every bfn makes me feel more and more fed up. I have made a pact that this month i will not be testing until 13 dpo and if that is negative then i can safely say that i am not pg this month, order some more opks and then just wait for af to turn up so we can try again. Hope you get your bfp soon x

Hi FDWe are only on our second month of trying and it is really hard!! I am very up and down going from feeling really positive to really upset! My brain is very consumed with baby thoughts and I don't think that will change.I have come to the conclusion that TTC is not very easy emotionally and trying to 'relax' and 'not think about it' just does not work.The way I am dealing with it is planning things to do! This might be weekend stuff or holidays. We have just booked a holiday and I am excited about it pregnant or not! I am going to a party at the weekend and I am going to have a glass or two of wine and just enjoy myself!I also learnt that testing really early just makes you feel CRAP! I am not going to let myself buy any tests so I can't be tempted until the right time!!

Try to keep smiling and keep doing what you were doing before, that's what I am doing!!!