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2.8.09

another 19days till that regretfull day aniversary. damn mutherfucker it hurts me alot just by thinking&remembering it. if, if only i knew that we'd end with such tragedi. what ever can i do. i'm just human. just a girl. if only i knew. if only i knew. the same thing that kept running trough my mind is 'if only i knew'. if only i knew that u'd leave me for that muke pecah girl,i'd do anything just to prevent that. i'd try to be a better&good girl just for u. but i know,its kind of too late for me. yeah,i know i'm abit out of control&abit wild. but hey,as much wild my life could be,i'd be still standing by ur side supporting u. but what ever can i do,u've turned ur back away from me. u choosed for us to be in this pethetic way&left for us to die.

thats ur choice. now, our ex-aniversary is coming up. congrats,we've 'made it'. i'm gonna say this again&i'm gonna stick with it,dont blame me for this freaking crash if ur the one who gave up on us. fucking moron. cant describe how much i hate u,how much i've sacrificed for u,how disapointed i am&how ur such a pain in my ass. fucking shame on u bloody son of a bitch. my hope for our up coming ex-aniversary is a gift from heaven giving u syphilis caused from u'r sexual activities with ur gf. HAHA. id be laughing all the way lahh.