Prayer Request

dear lord...i Went back to the doctors yesterday had to get another test....I'm sooooooo afraid of being punished for my disobedience..i hope and pray that u forgive me and allow the severity of my other problem to teach me my lesson....i don't want to die at a young age...i want to live the life that u chose for me i just need to follow u....nd what u have in store for my life i feel it everytime i talk to u...wen i pray and call upon ur name i feel ur presence in the midst of me.....when im down about the things i am going through now lord u always seem to come in and calm my nerves i feel u telling me dont worry..i am here to guide and protect u.....u r my child nothing or no one will i let harm u....i feel it sooooooo strongly....and that's y i have such strong faith in u..and ur will to keep me here...i have yet to know it purpose for me while I'm here lord But i kno that this situation this pain and emotional struggle the devil is trying to place in my life isn't what u planned for me..its up to me to fight him....while continuing to keep my ever loving faith and trust in u...continue to cleanse my body my mind my spirit my soul every part of me that u have created...purify me lord in the name of jesus,watch over me keep me..annoint me lord bless me so that i can better my life Jesus....and be a more understanding mother to my daughter...lord i put all my faith and trust in u....everything in me believes that u r god. ...no doubts ib my mind...thats y i give u my complete trust....u r a god of completion...a God of order..worthy of all the praises....i as ur child asks. Humbly to clean any and every infection,disease, bacteria,whatever it maybe.....out of my body...please take it away lord i want to live for u..from now on...ive learned my lesson...i really have....ur my only hope and the only one who can heal me...in the name of jesus i pray AMEN....