"I took the little radio from the kitchen and I went and sat in the spare room and I turned it halfway between two stations so that all I could hear was white noise and I turned the volume up really loud and I held it against my ear and the sound filled my head and it hurt so that I couldn't feel any other sort of hurt, like the hurt in my chest"

Tuesday, July 20

All the Shitty happenings for the day

1. I woke up late

2. I woke up realizing I hadn't brushed my teeth the night before.

3. I woke up realizing my MacBook was still on

4. I woke up with sweat

5. I replied to a text message, and nothing came back.

6. I called my student but her cellphone was off.

7. I ran to the bus stop but I missed the bus.

8. My teeth were still a bit yellow.

9. Damn near all the red lights caught the bus.

10. They didn't sell Cafe Mocha.

11. The kid wouldn't really concentrate on the podcast.

12. The kid talked too much.

13. I couldn't find a deserted, dark place to smoke in peace so I wandered around.

14. Thought I was lucky when the bus came quickly, but turned out I was going in the wrong direction.