Monday, June 23, 2008

Reflections

I look the same when I see myself in the mirror. My face has not changed. But if the mirror could project a reflection of my soul, it surely wouldn't resemble anything like it was before.

I'm tired tonight. And a little bit murkey. I wish I could go back in time and say something different or do something different.

I took this picture yesterday after it had rained, it's the relection of the trees and sky in a puddle of water.

And although the water is murkey, I notice the light from the sky is shining through those trees. And I know light is shining in my soul too. But tonight it is just a little less bright, and it is finding it hard to feel the warmth that light can bring.

Just part of what I have to feel sometimes. And I've learned not to fight it, I just feel it.

3 comments:

Hugging you until the light gets brighter and warmer. You've been through so much lately so it's not surprising that the light is bit dull and cool. As you said, don't fight it. You have to have those moments in order to get through the complete grieving process.

Just know that I'm thinking of you and surrounding you with prayer. Hope today is better.