“Having been a seeker since 1980, going from one modality to the next searching for me as I felt quite lost. Finding parts of myself in each one.

Departed two marriages, Vietnam brought back a man I did not know and who tried to drown me. After being single for five years and so tired of the struggles that being a single parent bring. I prayed this prayer with deep emotion. God bring me a husband, one who will love my children be good to them and love my Grand Mother, whom they are safe with . For me it doesn’t matter I can do anything. Signed, sealed and deliver the Universe brought me just that. I didn’t matter, everyone else did. The man was exactly what I had ask for and more, he was gone 90% of the time drunk and with other women. He did provide a great living and was just what was asked, for the rest of family. The universe was giving me just what I ask for and saying you like that well have more of it till I was broken. It took years to recover I had much guilt for what I did to myself and the pain I caused my family with the divorce. It was a long road to learn I chose it. I could have created a life of me being included in the picture, being cherished, adored, respected my self esteem was so low I was not aware of that choice so I created the other by default. You Matter, you matter, you matter. You are by your every breathe creating your life. My question to you is are you creating by choice of the life you desire to live or by default? Either way you are creating it.

In all of the trainings, I missed hearing that part! It most likely was there only it was not clear to me as I didn’t hear it. My point of view was life is a struggle therefore I was unable to hear “YOU MATTER”. You might say I was a slow learner.

When I came to Access Consciousness that was a loud and clear message. Though the years my self-esteem had risen a lot when I got the message of I matter and I have choice in every minute everything I had been learning though out the years came to me loud and clear I had been teaching that message for years and not living it, all of that has changed.“

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