This is the author's current experience, current emotional state. I'm stressed. I don't know what to do about it. So I take a pair of scissors, poke myself with them lightly, cry, and hide it away from the people I care about the most. ((I dunno if I'll continue this... Maybe if I feel more stress))

Riku,a "special" person,wants nothing more but to die & thinks this academy will make her desires come true.The question is where her killer or will she never die?She already tried suicide many times in the past.Does this school have what she's desiring