Lord help me!!!! Arghhh... why is it so hard to please someone and myself altogether?! Hmm... i dun understand ah!!!! Whyyyyyyyyyzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? IT IS WORST THAN NO MORE WATERMELONS TO DRINK!!!!!!!!!!! WORST DEN NO MORE CUP TO PUT UR WATER IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WORST DEN 5 CHICKENS BECOMING DUCK!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Emo... Emo... recently ive really been EMO. hmm.. Issues about being insecure are terrifying. To myself and to others. But how to change? I want to... but do not know on how to do so. This few sentences bascially sums up my week!! oh my goodness... i cant believe this... was this caused by my past?! sigh... i duno.. or isit just me, myself?!

and most importantly, during this period of time, let love continue to flow out of me and let me ALWAYS be Your witness in this dying world. Let the wild flowers by the side of the race of life never be a distraction because i want You as my focus.

I surrender all to You, take control Lord. Let me seek Your face and surrender myself for Your kingdom daily, let me be a wonderful testimony only to give You glory, honor and praise.

Teach me also to be a testimony in my workplace in which i struggle much. I've been selfish and disgusting, and sometimes purposely wilful and ignorant. Lord forgive me. I commit this struggle to You my God, knowing that You're the author and finisher of my faith. Help me, in Jesus Name, Amen.

work recently went from valley to tunnel... from tunnel to under the sea... from under the sea till i saw mermaids?!?!?!!?!!! this is how stress it gets.... doing something i think its completely useless and mundane..

oooh... i realised i got a few works have not doneee yet! DIENESS!!! hahahaha...