Its almost been 4 years, where has the time gone? It hasn't got any easy you know, i still miss you and think about you everyday. I still want those cuddles from you telling me that everything is going to be alright but most of all, i still want to hear your voice, your laughter and your witty jokes &lt;3! I will never forget our memories, they're so special to me, just like you &lt;3! I hope your happy where ever you are Granny, I love you &lt;3 xxxxxxxxxx

I can hear you laugh, i can hear you cry, with these little wings behind my ear, i can hear you sigh. Pictures in my memory, remind me of you smile, my 'camera' even captured the twinkle in your eye. In my heart you'll always be, never far away, every night i think of you and i miss you everyday &lt;3.

These past few days, I've been thinking of you a lot more than usual .. I didn't get on to say happy birthday as you well know, but better late than never, huh? So happy birthday Granny dear :)! I've been hugging you a lot lately too, did you feel them :(? I really do miss you so much Granny, i just wish i could give you a kiss, rather than your necklace although for that (your necklace), I am very grateful &lt;3! I honestly don't know what i would have done without you around my neck some days :(&lt;3! I got a new tattoo by the way hehe .. Angel wings behind my left ear .. You whispering into my ear, above my heart &lt;3! Granny, I feel really horrible, I keep meaning to go up to visit you, but I cant bring myself to do it. I'm sorry I've been taking so long but don't you worry though, I'll keep encouraging myself lol .. Hopefully I'll see you soon .. Sleep tight beautiful angel, I love you so so much &lt;3 xxxxxxxxx

P.S. I'm sure you already know but just in case .. That's my boyfriend Ciaran in the picture with me, I only wish you have the chance to meet him, he feels like he knows you because of all the memories we've all told him! He would have loved you just as much as we do &lt;3 .. Sweet dreams &lt;3 xxxxxxxxxx

Aww granny, i miss you soo much :( .. Daddy was cleaning out the shed last week and we found pictures from when you took me and Kadie to Scotland .. I'll never forget that :( ! I love you soo soo much Granny, i hope your pain free and happy looking down at us now .. I'd say your more than happy now with Daddy and Bill &lt;3 !! Well Granny, i have to go again, me and Ciarans going to portugal in the next few days so we're getting everything finished up today &lt;3!! Sleep tight my angel, i love you xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Your 3rd years anniversary has come and gone Granny, its no secret that i miss you! I woke up today thinking of you as i have done most days and well now i want a cuddle from you .. Maybe some day ehh? I love you so much Granny and i hope you are much happier where ever you are now! Sweet dreams my angel, i love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I miss you in every way and think of you always i was at chapel today and prayed for those in my family that have pass away.I miss you loads and play lots of your favourite game Mario and yoshi.I miss you and every time I go to chapel I will pray for you and my friends and family

Hello granny dear, how are you doing :) ? I miss you so much you know, im sure you do &lt;3 ! I just wanted to pop in and say i quick hello, so here it goes &lt;3 ! There are very few things that make my first thoughts for the day or my last thoughts of the night, but granny, your up there in the top 3! I love you miss you soo much, although it may be selfish, i wish you were here for one last hug &lt;3! Sweet dreams our precious angel, keep smiling down! I love you &lt;3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hello granny dear, hows you? I hope your smiling as i tell you, I passed my driving test today :D!! To be honest granny, i dont think i cud have done it without you hugging me the whole way through .. Yes, of course i mean that i was wearing your necklace &lt;3!! I dont think anyone knows just how special that is to me, words just can not describe it! Anytime im thinking of you, i put your necklace on and your there. I would wear it all day everyday but when i am wearing your necklace, im too afraid it might nip and i'd lose it forever. I few weeks ago i was thinking about you and i just wanted a hug so i went to get your necklace from its usual place and well granny, me being me, i almost broke down into tears because i couldnt find it :( ! I remembered having it in the room last so i searched the whole room and wouldnt leave the house until i found it, thankfully though, i did find it. You must have pointed me in the right direction!! I have very few prized possessions granny, but your necklace is and always will be, one of them!! I miss you so much granny, really i do! Most days i wish you were here, and today of all days i wanted to share my excitement with you once i had passed my test, just not like this. I wish you were here to tell me that you were proud, well done and give me a hug in the process .. Good job i have your necklace, that covered the hug. As I'm typing this, i can actually see you face smiling at me, telling me those things and yet still i just wish you were here! As selfish as that sounds, it isn't just for me, i would love for you to be here for everyone because i know I'm not the only one missing you :( ! Well I just wanted to talk to you because i couldnt sleep, but I'd better go and atleast try to sleep! I love you soo much granny, sleep tight my guardian angel &lt;3 xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi Granny, was just thinking about you so i decided to come on and say hello! As you probably already know Granny, i have been well at all :(. Could you keep a wee eye on me please Granny and make sure I be okay, I'm scared.. I miss you soo much Granny, we all do, you will never be forgotten! I love you soo much too Granny, I will always love you and nothing will ever take that away from me! Its been hard accepting that you're in a better place, but it's been even harder trying to let go. I'll never be able to actually say goodbye Granny and its good job I'll never have to because you are always in my heart and never to far from my thoughts.. So on that note.. I'll speak to you soon Granny dear! Sweet dreams my angel, i love you soo much! xxxxxxxxxxxxxx