I Worry Abut Worrying

It's the strangest thing; As a child, I was carefree. My mother was terminally ill, and although I cared about her, I didn't care about the consequence of her death. Once she passed, when I was 16, I still did not worry about anything; I lived day-to-day. I did not budget, I did not concern myself with anything beyond today- and I did well.

Now, I have married, divorced and remarried; I worry about everything. The difference, I think, is having children. They depend on me and I think I worry about letting them down. I hope this is the only reason. And that worries me too.

Just a thought. I often feel that I worry too much, particularly at night as I try to sleep. As I lay here, I'm not actually bothered about much apart from the fact that I'm not tired and I can't sleep which agitates me as I'm left with thoughts that lead to over thinking. What...

Since I can remember I have thought about what will next week bring. I think something may come up and either its out of my control. I worrie about money all the time. Dissbility sucks sometimes. I cant even make it thhrough an entire month without running out. I have been...