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While directing a script about a first-year college student struggling with symptoms of depression, Zack Williams was trying to manage his own mental illness.

The senior communication major’s health fluctuated during the four months he spent filming a movie that takes place in the psychiatric unit of a hospital. Williams was told he might need to check into a facility himself — and did, once — but let the movie and the help of close friends motivate him through tough days.

“For the longer shoots, I would have to take multiple breaks out of the day to call my therapist to simply tell her I was doing alright,” said Williams, who was diagnosed with Bipolar II in summer 2014. “I would air out all of my feelings in about two minutes, then I would compose myself and walk back into the room to continue directing.”

Williams pitched the film last fall to a group of filmmakers from UPTV, Pitt’s television station. The club members wanted to showcase their talent and ambition by independently creating a short film. The crew started an Indiegogo campaign, raised $900 and filmed over the summer. Williams and his cast and crew of roughly 20 members, began filming January 2016 and wrapped up May 1. Although the film is still in post-production, the final product is projected for release in October.

The short film, “Ward,” explores the stigma around mental illness and humanizes those who live with it by following Andy, a first-year in college who is committed to a psychiatric unit in a hospital. There, she meets other people who help her learn to get in touch with her emotions and work toward recovery.

The crew released a new trailer Sunday, which introduces Jackson, who enters the hospital following a manic episode and shows Andy around the psych ward. Played by recent Pitt grad Cooper Marsh, Jackson’s character is reminiscent of a witty, zany Jack Nicholson in “One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest.” At one point, he asks another patient, “Isn’t it another wonderful morning in the island of medicated minds?”

Stephen Kraus, a recent Pitt grad, worked as the director of photography on “Ward,” and said the movie was the perfect project to finish his time at Pitt.

“We got started when our friend, Matt Melnyk, proposed that we should all pool together our collective skills and create a “capstone project” of sorts, showcasing the skills and progression we all have seen over the last few years as filmmakers,” Kraus said. “It really evolved from there, with Zack [Williams] writing the script and taking on the director role and various people coming on and taking on different responsibilities.”

In addition to writing and directing, Williams also composed the music for the film as well as acted as a minor character, Damian, who appears only in flashbacks and makes a brief appearance in the preview.

One if the main intentions of the project is to start a much-needed conversation about mental health, according to Cassidy Davis, a Pitt alum who graduated May with a communication and digital media double major. In “Ward,” she plays the role of Dr. Jamison, the doctor at the psych ward.

“If [you] haven’t experienced the effects of mental [illness] personally, [you] know someone who has. And I don’t think there’s any reason for there to be a stigma around it,” Davis said. “I think the more we talk about it, the more the stigma will hopefully be released and people can no longer be … ashamed to get the help they need.”

Williams first sought psychiatric help himself during his first year of college, and was soon misdiagnosed with Major Depression. Although he suffered similar experiences to the main character in “Ward,” Williams said the plot of the film is largely fictional with a dose of inspiration from his own life.

“I’ve been struggling with how to treat my illness ever since [I was diagnosed], with some time periods being worse than others,” Williams said.

During the last few weeks of filming, in real life, the depressive side of Williams’s illness worsened. After nearly being admitted to a hospital, there was some consideration with Williams’ doctors and loved ones that he give up directing. Instead, he chose to let his struggles become the motivation to finish filming before seeking treatment.

“I specifically recall the very first morning we were to shoot where I couldn’t get out of bed from sheer anxiety and self-doubt,” Williams said. “I’m thankful that I had close friends at my side to get me going, but only after a lot of tears and lot of self-hatred.”

The senior was also facing the typical challenges film directors often encounter: arranging the camera, lights, sound and wardrobe.

“It’s very easy to get overwhelmed,” Williams said. After the crew re-shot some footage for the film in May, Williams — per the recommendation of his doctor — checked himself into a facility in Arizona to seek treatment for his illness after a harrowing semester.

“The fact that [the facility] was so far away appealed to me because I really needed to get away and go somewhere I had never been before,” Williams added.

After spending four weeks in Arizona, Williams returned to Pittsburgh in August to begin post-production.

“Coming back and editing a film about a psychiatric hospital so shortly after being in one for a month was an offsetting and somewhat stressful experience, but I got through it and the material we shot held up beautifully,” Williams said.

Williams said the crew is planning to partner with a mental health-related non-profit to premiere the film and is shooting for a public screening at a local Pittsburgh theater. He sees the film as the result of his journey, one that’s certainly not over.

“While my illness can be fierce and infiltrate every part of my livelihood, I refuse to let myself be defined by my insecurities,” Williams said. “The story was extremely personal and a chance to prove to myself that, despite my flaws, I would be able to make something I could be proud of.”