I am not trying to be mean with this. I really am genuine when I say this.

Are you really ready for a child? I don't think you even work and you haven't even went back to get your GED. How are you going to provide for this child? Are you just going to perpetuate the cycle of drug dealing and a life of crime that you yourself said you were involved in? Have you seriously given thought to adoption? If you haven't I think you should at least check it out.