I can't fight anymore

My suicidal thoughts are back again. I am in therapy and doing some group work as well but I feel like I want to end all this time. I don't want to be here. I feel so hurt, so angry, so humilliated, so empty, so lonely.
I am not impulsive, I like planning so I am planning to die this Monday by an OD! I am so lost!!!!!!!!!

Maybe you could extend your planning by a bit longer, like maybe a few months? Of course I don't know you, but you seem like a fighter. The fact you are in therapy and in group work is testament to your ability to fight the negative feelings. Is there anything particular that has made you feel this way?

I am sorry again. Talking is good though. Here, and you can contact your therapist or someone from your group before Monday please too?

My suicidal thoughts are back again. I am in therapy and doing some group work as well but I feel like I want to end all this time. I don't want to be here. I feel so hurt, so angry, so humilliated, so empty, so lonely.
I am not impulsive, I like planning so I am planning to die this Monday by an OD! I am so lost!!!!!!!!!

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I'm so sorry to hear that you're suicidal thoughts are back again, but please don't OD on monday. Depression and suicidal thoughts seem to go in cycles of good days and bad days. You have to cope with the bad days and try to get through them. Please don't give up. :hug: