Date: Thu, 17 Nov 2011 08:30:14 -0500
From: Goo Gobbler
Subject: Mutual Brother Suck
Mutual Brother Suck
By Goo Gobbler
googobbler@hotmail.com
Flashback to my 16th year:
It was a hot summer night and I was laying in bed playing with my cock. My
brothers, 6 and 8 years old, were sleeping in the bunk bed across the small
bedroom.
As had been usual for some time my fantasies were of me on my knees sucking
someone's cock. I had been trying for several years to fulfill my fantasy
without getting branded but had gotten nowhere. A few times I'd gotten
close with friends, approached the subject, but we'd chickened out last
minute.
It wasn't that I liked boys, I had always liked girls, and had already had
quite a few regular girlfriends. And just a few days before that I'd met a
girl who had given me my first blowjob. Which had been wonderful, but had
greatly increased my desire to do the same thing to a guy that she'd done
to me.
In the darkened room I looked across at my brothers and saw they were both
sleeping soundly. And I could see through the dim light that my 6 year old
brother, Jack, was laying atop the sheets wearing nothing but his white
briefs.
I quietly got out of the bed and walked over to the bunk bed and kneeled on
the floor by my little brother. I reached over and slid his underwear down
then ducked down and waited. I could hear him breathing steady so I
straightened up on my knees and then leaned over and took his tiny cock
inside my mouth. It felt soft and warm and I started licking across the
little cock head and to my surprise it got hard - I hadn't expected that. I
kept sucking and licking and then I heard my brother moan and he twitched
and I slid back down to the floor.
A minute later I reached my head up to glance at him and his eyes were open
looking at the bottom of the top bunk. I slid back down to the floor and
stayed there unmoving for awhile. And the next time I glanced at him his
eyes were closed and he was sleeping again. I quietly stood and left the
room and went into the bathroom where I stroked my very hard cock once or
twice and shot my cum into the toilet bowl.
It never happened again, was never mentioned, and I more or less forgot
about it.
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In the next few years I did manage to find a few cocks to suck. First it
was my cousin, a few years younger than me, and I talked him into doing a
mutual thing but he gagged on my cock and hated it... but for the next few
years I sucked his cock whenever we got together but he never came. And I
also, under the influence of coke, arrange mutual blowjobs with several
other kids. We fumbled our way through it and I loved sucking the cocks and
swallowing the cum but not so much the situations. It was kind of weird and
I didn't stay friends with the kids I sucked because of that weirdness.
And a few years after that I got married and the blowjob fantasies lessened
but didn't go away.
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As the years went on my little brother and I became close friends. He'd
started getting high with his friends at a young age, and by age 16 he was
always over my house hanging out with my friends as we all got high
together... almost all the time. I'd always had girlfriends, for
relationships and sex, but by age 14 he had me beat. Several times I walked
in on him naked in bed with a girl on each side, there were about a dozen
he was casually playing with, and in addition he was also sleeping with a
40 year old black single mother on the third floor of our building and a
separated white mother on the second floor.
At age 29 my wife and I moved out west and not long after my brother called
and asked if he could come out and stay with us for awhile - and my wife
and I both agreed. He was then 19 years old.
A few months after he'd moved in with us we all decided to go to California
for the weekend. We both had a few friends, so the three of us drove out
together. We first stopped to visit an old friend of mine. At the end of
the afternoon my wife left to visit one of her friends a few towns away and
my brother and I were going to stay the night with my friend and we agreed
to all meet at her friend's house the next day for dinner.
As soon as my wife left, my buddy Robby, my brother Jack, and I grabbed
beers. And then Rob asked me if I felt like doing some coke... he could get
some. I threw in some money and we all got in my car and drove him to a
house where he went in, got some coke, and we drove back to his place.
We went into his den and he locked the door (he also had some boarders
living there to help with the rent) and he pulled out a foil pack and
opened it and dumped a large pile of coke on a coffee table. He'd been able
to get an eightball (3 1/2 grams) which was a decent amount to play with
for a few hours.
He pulled out about 1/4 of the pile and split it into 3 double lines and we
all snorted the piles and sat back in the armchairs he had in the den. The
coke hit my brain immediately, and as I frequently did when around my guy
friends I said 'Geez, coke makes me so fucking horny'. They both amen'd
that and I said 'At this moment in time I'd fuck almost anything... or do
almost anything for sex'. And to my slight surprise my brother said 'Me
too'.
I sat back in the chair, my brain racing, and as always happened with coke
my thoughts immediately turned to a strong desire to suck someone's
dick. So I said 'Have either of you been so horny you played around with
another guy?'. And Robby, to my shock, said 'If we're going to continue
this conversation it can never get out,anywhere, ever'.
I said 'I agree' and Jack said 'Me too' Then Robby said 'You both know my
brother Ronny?' 'He's gay, isn't he?' I said. 'He is now, for sure. But
when I started doing coke years ago he was just my brother. And one blasted
night I climbed into bed with him and before he knew what was happening I
had my cock up his ass'. 'Did he try to fight you off?' I asked, and he
replied 'A little, but I was bigger and stronger so after a few minutes he
just laid still till I came in his ass'.
I was a little shocked as my mind kept racing, and then I said 'Did he ever
suck your cock?'. Robby was silent for a minute and said 'Eventually he
did. And it got to the point where I'd go into his room and pull out my
cock and he'd drop to his knees and blow me. Or, if I told him to, he'd
turn onto his stomach and I'd fuck his ass'. There was a long silence and
then Robby said 'I always wonder if that's why he became gay... it bothers
me sometimes'.
And then I went over to the table and separated about a third of what was
left from the pile and split that up and we all snorted down our large
lines. And within seconds my brain was racing again. Then Robby asked me
'Have you ever had sex with another guy?'
Without a thought I said 'Never fucking. But do you remember Sammy?'. Robby
nodded, and I continued 'One night we were at a party, I was blasted on
coke, and I went outside for some air. He followed me out and point blank
asked if he could suck my cock'. Both of them nodded and I went on. 'We got
in his car and drove to an empty parking lot and after we parked we both
pulled our cocks out and began stroking ourselves. I was curious and leaned
over and started sucking his cock. A few minutes later he came and after
catching his breath he sucked my cock'.
Robby and Jack were still looking at me so I kept going. 'About a year
later I was over Michael's house and we were again blasted on coke'. Robby
interrupted with 'I always wondered about him - there were rumors he wore
panties'. 'He wasn't that night' I said 'After awhile of snorting lines we
were both horny and almost without a word we headed towards his bed, got
naked, and were soon laying on our sides sucking each others cocks'. 'And?'
Jack asked. 'And I came first in his mouth, lost the desire, and had to
stop. We went back into his living room, did a few more lines, and a short
while later I blew him as he sat in a chair'.
'What did you think of all that?' Robby asked, and I replied 'It was OK,
nothing special. I haven't done anything since and that was almost ten
years ago'. Then Robby and I looked at Jack with our eyebrows raised. Jack
said 'There've been a few times'. 'Tell us' I said. 'You know most of my
friends, and we've done the same coke binges as you. But over the years
I've done mutual blowjob stuff with Tony, John, and Tommy'. 'What was that
like?' I asked.
Jack waited a minute and then said 'You know me, I'm always horny' and I
nodded. 'With Tony and John there were several occasions where we were
alone, very high, and ended up sucking each others dicks. But with Tommy it
was different'. 'Different how?'. 'He's been my closest friend since
childhood. And he's been with Cathy for quite awhile. One night we were
blasted and horny and somehow we ended up in bed sucking each other
off. But then it started becoming regular... he'd show up a lot with coke
and right after we got high he'd want to play. This went on for quite
awhile but I got tired of it. It was almost like we were having an affair
or something, too weird. So I stopped it just before I moved out here'.
We were all silent as my mind raced. I kept trying to think of ways I could
get Robby to let me blow him and then out of nowhere Robby said 'So how
about those Jets?' I've always hated sports but my brother Jack jumped
right into the conversation and they started with sports talk as my cock
got soft. A few minutes later I asked 'Ready for some more lines?' and
Robby said 'I'm going to take my share to go, save it for the morning, and
hit the sack'.
To me sleeping was unthinkable, I was wired, but I'd known Robby for years
and he'd always been borderline narcoleptic. One of those guys who could
sleep anywhere. So we split up the remaining coke, about 2 grams, into
three piles, and he slid his into a little box he used as a stash. And then
he went to a closet in the room and pulled out 2 sleeping bags and said
'See you tomorrow. Keep the door locked so no one wanders in.' And he left
the room. I went to the bathroom to pee and got a glass of water from his
kitchen, and Jack did the same, and then we were both back in the den where
I locked the door.
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I pulled out about 1/3 of the remaining coke, leaving the biggest hit till
last, and then split that into 4 lines, and Jack and I both snorted down
our share. Then Jack said to me 'Were you trying to suck Robby's cock?'. My
brain racing again, I replied 'I don't know... I'm just really horny'. Jack
looked at me and said 'You're horny? I haven't had sex in 3 months.'
'Except by yourself' I said with a grin 'But honestly it's been quite
awhile for me also'. 'I don't like to masturbate' he said, and I said 'I
haven't for quite awhile either'. And then we were both quiet as our brains
raced from the coke.
I looked down and saw that his cock was straining against his zipper and
mine was painfully hard. I broke the silence with 'Do you want to...' and
before I could finish he said 'Only if it's just tonight and never gets
mentioned again'. I opened a sleeping bag and laid it out on the floor, and
started undressing as Jack did the same. And looking at his hard cock I was
stunned to see that it looked exactly like mine. It was about 6 inches
long, the same medium width, and even his cockhead was shaped identical to
mine, cut and slightly pronounced.
We both laid on the sleeping back, facing opposite ways, head to lap, on
our backs. Then I leaned over and took his cock into my mouth and he did
the same thing. And we both began sucking softly. The two other times I'd
sucked a cock I was kind of fumbling my way through it. But this time I
seemed to know exactly what to do, it almost felt like I was sucking my own
cock. Jack began moving his mouth slowly up and down my shaft, and I felt
his tongue moving back and forth across my cock head and I started doing
the identical thing to his cock, stroke for stroke and lick for lick.
His mouth felt unbelievable on my cock, and his cock felt unbelievable in
my mouth, so silky textured yet rock hard. We were both moving slow and
soft and I was tingling all over. Then I felt his hand on my balls and I
reached over for his as we both softly sucked and lightly stroked each
other. I was lost in it, totally concentrated on all the feelings, and as
we continued his mouth increased in speed and suction and I followed with
my mouth. The tension was building, slowly and steadily, and I then I felt
myself getting close and started concentrating on not cumming as I began to
do everything I could with my mouth and hand to make him cum.
And then I hit the point of no return, I could feel my cum stirring inside
me as they began to rise to my cock. I sucked relentlessly on his and then,
just as the orgasm hit me fully his cock twitched in my mouth and cum began
flooding onto my tongue at exactly the same time I groaned and released my
sperm into his mouth. We both tightened up completely and his cock
continued to fill my mouth with sperm, and I was amazed at how good it
tasted. And how much there was, it kept flowing, and I began to gulp it
down as my own cock finished expelling all my fluids into his mouth. I had
never had a completely simultaneous orgasm of any type before that, and
when our cocks got soft we both finally stopped and laid on our backs
breathing heavy.
'Wow' I said, and he replied 'It was intense' We laid there silently for a
few more minutes and then I got up, pulled on my pants, and left the room
to pee. When I got back he left to do the same, and I took my pants off
again and sat there naked in a chair, still a little dazed. Jack came back
into the room, saw me naked, and took his pants off again also, and I went
over to the table and took the last, largest, pile of coke and split it
into four lines. And we both snorted them and sat back in the chairs
waiting for it to hit.
Sure enough, the coke kicked in mightily, and my brain raced again.
Without thinking I reached down and began softly stroking my soft cock
which started getting hard again. Jack was doing the same and I said 'That
was really something. I like women but that was spectacular in it's own
way'. 'I know what you mean' he replied 'I like that for a change also'.
'I've been thinking about it for years, but unlike you, I haven't been able
to try it' He didn't say anything, just sat there stroking his cock which
was again hard. 'Can I suck your cock again?' I asked 'I'll be soft'.
'Sure' he said, so I walked over and kneeled between his legs as he sat
back in the armchair, and leaning forward took his cock back into my mouth.
I started sucking very softly, and his cock was now at full size, but not
rock hard like it'd been before. Which somehow made it nicer. He began to
tell me what to do, and I did it, licked around his cockhead, slid my mouth
slowly up and down his shaft with my tongue pressed against the bottom,
lifted his cock up and took his balls in my mouth one at a time softly, and
even slowly went all the way down his cock till it slipped into my throat
and my nose was pressed into his pubic hair and his balls pushing against
my chin. And of course I gagged, and had to back off.
For the next hour or so I stayed there, nursing on his cock as he sat back
in the chair with his eyes half closed. And then he said 'Sit in the
chair, my turn' And he kneeled before me and did the same thing to my cock,
sucking it softly, licking it everywhere, licking and fondling my balls,
and taking it into his throat (which didn't gag him) When he started doing
this I felt like I could cum again if I tried, and asked him if he wanted
to lay back down.
Jack moved back from between my legs and moved over onto the sleeping bag
and I joined him. And we went back to our previous position and started
sucking each others cocks, using the same techniques but softer this time.
His cock in my mouth felt wonderful, and vice versa, and we laid there for
quite awhile slowly sucking each others cocks. Eventually I started
getting that feeling in my balls and knew I was getting close so I started
sucking him faster, trying to hold back. He did the same and then I felt
my cum rising again and with a 'mmmfff' I ejaculated into his mouth. The
minute I came I started getting tired but I kept sucking and just a minute
later he returned the favor and my mouth got wet as the taste of his cum
permeated my senses again, and I swallowed his juices down greedily.
I laid back exhausted and a minute later I heard him snoring. I laid there
for awhile and the room started getting gray from daylight before I fell
asleep, with the taste of his sperm still strong in my throat.
The next morning we both awoke late but at the same time, and without a
word we both dressed and went into the bathroom to wash up. Robby was
already up and we went in and had coffee and bullshitted for awhile, and
then Jack and I got in the car and I drove to my wife's friend's house and
we had dinner there.
The subject was never brought up again, not a single reference. And it
would be many years till I got to suck another cock - but when I did it
would become a passion that I would indulge in as often as possible.
And to this day I have never had a simultaneous orgasm with anyone but my
brother Jack - but that's probably not too surprising because when I did
start sucking cocks again it was never mutual. It's always been me sucking
someone off and swallowing their cum without reciprocation.
Author's Note: The above story is entirely true, and written as remembered.
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