Ok I "thought" my former gf and I were doing well as friends but chemistry began to get the best of us and we um...well you know. So despite all reason(cause there is no reason in a situation like that) we talked about getting back together. I was giddy because she is pretty intoxicating for me. Then I told her I had coffee with someone, a lesbian woman and she lost it. The _hit hit the fan. We broke things off for what must be the 4th time.
I was not tring to do anything but meet other women walking this path to learn, to hear their experiences. I am new to all of this and I have a lot to sort out. She knows all of this. I make it clear to women I meet that I am not looking for a romantic relationship, only friends but she could not deal with it.
I can't take this drama ANY more. I had to block her from my phone and email and I hope I won't hv to go into the witness protection program over this. I don't understand why she does not want me to know any other lesbian/bi women. It seems unreasonable to be so jealous and it brought a lot of red flags to my conciousness as the effects of physical contact began to wear off. Intimacy is so powerful ladies, not to be taken lightly. I cannot think straight in an intimate situation. Did I mention she was my first?
So I feel sad today.

Ok I "thought" my former gf and I were doing well as friends but chemistry began to get the best of us and we um...well you know. So despite all reason(cause there is no reason in a situation like that) we talked about getting back together. I was giddy because she is pretty intoxicating for me. Then I told her I had coffee with someone, a lesbian woman and she lost it. The _hit hit the fan. We broke things off for what must be the 4th time.

I was not tring to do anything but meet other women walking this path to learn, to hear their experiences. I am new to all of this and I have a lot to sort out. She knows all of this. I make it clear to women I meet that I am not looking for a romantic relationship, only friends but she could not deal with it.

I can't take this drama ANY more. I had to block her from my phone and email and I hope I won't hv to go into the witness protection program over this. I don't understand why she does not want me to know any other lesbian/bi women. It seems unreasonable to be so jealous and it brought a lot of red flags to my conciousness as the effects of physical contact began to wear off. Intimacy is so powerful ladies, not to be taken lightly. I cannot think straight in an intimate situation. Did I mention she was my first?

Wel... I stared dating my best friend. She's straight and never dated a girl before me... She was my 1st aswell... To make a long story short she told me after 19months that she doesnt want to be with me anymore and that I am not good enough for her. What she wants I cant give her. I still love her to bits despite all our fights and problems. Would give anything to sort things out with her but now she doesnt even want me as a friend in her life. So lost my gf and bff in the same day. Thats why they say do not date your best friend... Really thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with her...

Wel... I stared dating my best friend. She's straight and never dated a girl before me... She was my 1st aswell... To make a long story short she told me after 19months that she doesnt want to be with me anymore and that I am not good enough for her. What she wants I cant give her. I still love her to bits despite all our fights and problems. Would give anything to sort things out with her but now she doesnt even want me as a friend in her life. So lost my gf and bff in the same day. Thats why they say do not date your best friend... Really thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with her...

Yes, my ex wanted to keep in contact with me. I dont know why, she was already seeing someone else a week after we broke up, but all my freinds advised me to just CUT all ties. I do miss her though, but I am staying strong.

Yes, my ex wanted to keep in contact with me. I dont know why, she was already seeing someone else a week after we broke up, but all my freinds advised me to just CUT all ties. I do miss her though, but I am staying strong.