Menu

Tag Archive | A List of Transgender-common symptom

I don’t know about others that happen to struggle with Crossdressing, Transgenderism, Gender Confusion… or even homosexuality… well, let me make it a more open field for others: Anyone who struggles with their identity – whether you may consider it sexual or gender or whatever… Anywho, when anyone in the above condition, have you ever experienced a total overload of feeling, thoughts, words, imagery? To get more precise, where when you sense that you’re compelled to keep yourself accountable – to God ultimately – but you also feel compelled to expose this with someone safe and who can keep you accountable about your struggles, but. . . . you have more thoughts, feeling, words, imagery and multiple, separate occurrence of all of the above, that when you try to let someone else know about these things you’ve had in your head, you cannot get it out!!

You’re truly overloaded and you cannot even get even one single occurrence with one complete thought from your head and out of your mouth!!

I hope someone understood this post. I apologize for the run-on sentences. But does anyone else understand this?? I’m truly confused about this!

This Sunday and Monday – the 5th and 6th of May – included some of the most heart-opening experiences in my entire life! Normally I’d try to cover every single, nitty-gritty detail of what I would want to write in a post,… but if I do that, I’ll never complete it, and it’ll be written out of compulsion. And I don’t wish for that to happen.

To put it simply, I was blessed with God opening my heart up to Him to the point where I was in a state of complete & total contentment in Him. . . and HIM ALONE! No crossdressing was desired! No staring at women and/or their appearance, clothing, etc. and wanting that! . . . I was truly blessed with being content with who I was in Him – my Saviour – . . . and the thing that surprised me all-the-more, was the fact that I was truly content with who God created me to be – who I am. I was blessed with a true thankfulness for who I am, what I am, where I’m currently at in life. I even was thankful for being created a guy and not a woman! I was thankful for my unique personality and abilities that He has given me . . . all of that with His never-ending love that was, and is, and will always be truly perfected!!

I have come to understand that Jesus already died – and yes, several of us have heard that SO many times, and out of that several, there are still many that want to scream because they simply don’t get it! ( I’m one of them) Though, recently, the fact that Jesus has died for me has started to become A LOT more clear to what that really means – in a more “heart-like” sense. . . If we have Jesus, then WE HAVE THE RIGHT to FIGHT to live for Him everyday! Everyday, we can be content in Him. . . we can fight for our right to hold onto the reality that we have EVERYTHING with Him, and nothing when we do not!

A couple of years ago a Christian pastor and author by the name of Tullian Tchividjian wrote a book called : Jesus + Nothing = Everything . . . And it didn’t “click” till a few days ago that, “Umm. . . wow!! That’s it!!”