my god … it's full of stars

I’ve been doing all these things wrong that I know are wrong but I do them anyway: staying up really later and eating to keep myself awake, not having breakfast so that by the time lunch rolls around I’m starving and have no control over what I eat, convincing myself that I actually can handle that one bite of cheesecake and that it won’t turn into an entire piece, hanging out with people who have no desire to control what they eat, etc.

I’m telling you … NO MORE! I’m back on track and I’m serious this time.