THOUGHTS AUDIBLE #4 – Last B4 the End

I don’t want to be who I was, I am who I am and no one seems to notice. I put 12yrs in to be a better person. Now it’s 2012 and I am starting fresh in stale state. My mind is all over the place and no where at all. Right now I am listening to John Coltrane. My final thoughts for the end of my world is. I thank you father for the experience. I thank you Lacinda for your Love and support. I give thanks for my friends who never given up on me, even when they haven’t understood where I’ve been during my journey. I give thanks to my parents for the LIFE they provided me to have the space to be who I am. I give thanks to every woman who has ever been a part of my life to prepare me for my Queen.

“I don’t want to look for what I already found.”

“I don’t want to earn back what I already earned.”

” I am ready to leave and start over, with you in my Life”

I am the Living Artist. I don’t draw. I paint pictures for you to draw if you that person( big up’ Hector).

I make no sense. None it does. But this is my thoughts out loud unorganized and freestyled typed with Jazz in the back ground.