Okay, this has been back and forth in my head all this week. But now it has been decided; the cons have it. I’m going to delete his number. Sorry Rodger, it has been fun, I just can’t do this anymore.Shit, we still have dinner plans next week.Hmm, this is problematic. Cancel or still go and just be friends... as long as he keeps his hands to himself and I get a free meal everything should be fine.If there had been a spark between us maybe then I wouldn’t freak out over the idea of a relationship. However, there is nothing sparky there.Instead I need to ignore his messages and go back to my life and wait for the one who makes feel something special.