Killing a Dreamer

An Arab terrorist killed Karen Yemima Mosquera, a convert from Ecuador, but he could not kill all her dreams.

Born to a Christian family in Ecuador, Karen Mosquera was 17 years old when her genealogical research revealed that on her mother’s side she was descended from conversos [Spanish Jews who converted to Christianity in the 15th century during the Inquisition].

“She never accepted the teachings of the Church,” Yael Barros from Brazil, Karen’s best friend in the Jewish studies program in Jerusalem’s Old City, declares. She is sitting on her dorm bed, next to the bed that was Karen’s before she was murdered in a terrorist attack at a Jerusalem light rail station. An Arab terrorist rammed his car into a crowd of pedestrians, killing a three-month-old baby and critically wounding 22-year-old Karen.

“Anyone else would have died on impact,” testifies Karen’s cousin Sabrina, who saw her horrific injuries in the hospital ICU. “But Karen Yemima was so determined. She fought the angel of death for four days.” On Sunday, October 26, Karen succumbed to her wounds. She was buried on the Mount of Olives that night.

She fought the angel of death for four days.

“Karen Yemima didn’t feel in her heart that the teachings of the Church were the real truth,” her friend Yael explains. “She told me that when she started studying Torah and mitzvot, everything made sense to her. And she was very, very happy studying Torah, like she had never been in her life.”

Becoming Jewish in Ecuador is an arduous process. There are no conversion courts and Jewish studies in her native city of Goayaquil were limited. But Karen always dreamed of going to Israel.

Very intelligent, at the age of 18, she was awarded a full scholarship to Goayaquil University. While she studied psychology during the day, she stayed up most of the night studying Judaism on the Internet. Through a Jewish friend, she met Israeli Spanish-speaking Rabbi Gavriel Geiber online. Impressed by Karen’s ardent interest in Judaism, Rabbi Geiber taught her through the computer. Karen started keeping mitzvot, praying the Jewish prayer services, making blessings on food, and dressing modestly.

Karen’s mother at the funeral.

Her mother and younger sister followed suit. Like many descendants of conversos, Karen’s mother Rosa Cecilia observed customs that only later she discovered were Jewish. For example, when someone in the family died, Rosa Cecilia covered the mirrors. And following an arcane Sephardic custom, whenever she cut nails or hair, she burned the cut-off nails and hair rather than throw them away.

Sometimes Rosa Cecilia would wake up in the middle of the night and find Karen studying Torah. Once, she heard her begging God: “Take me to Israel! That’s my country! That’s where I’m going to marry and have children, and that’s where I’m going to die and be buried.”

A year and a half ago, Rosa Cecilia twice dreamed that her daughter Karen was travelling to Israel. She saw an airplane with the word “Israel” emblazoned on its side, and Karen was pulling a wheeled suitcase onto the plane. With great excitement, she told Karen about the dream, and added, “I want to buy you clothes that are appropriately modest for wearing in Israel.”

That was the impetus Karen was waiting for. Then in her third year of university, she responded, “Mom, I’m going to the university right now to cancel my enrollment and go to Israel.” Soon after, she arrived in Jerusalem, where Rabbi Geiber had arranged for her to live and study at Machon Roni in the Old City. As her best friend Yael remembers with admiration, “She was so brave. She left everything – her family, her studies – and came here alone.”

The Heavens Are Open

For a year, Karen studied Judaism. She also worked cleaning houses, saving up money to bring her family to Israel, which was another of her dreams. Indeed, her family would come to Israel, a trip paid for not by Karen’s meager savings, but by the Israeli Ministry of Foreign Affairs, which brings the family of foreign terror victims to attend their funerals.

Five months ago, Karen underwent conversion, taking the Hebrew name Yemima. As Yael explains, “When a person converts in the mikveh, the heavens are open. Karen Yemima came back to the dorm that day exalting, ‘Now you can ask me for anything! The heavens are open.’ She was so ecstatically happy.”

On her Facebook page that proud day she posted: “Thank You, Hashem, for the day I came to Israel! I got to see one of my dreams come true. And I hope to stay here for a long time. I hope to get to see my family share together with me this new life. Thank You, Hashem, that you never left me alone, and You keep giving me strength every day.”

“Karen Yemima was an example to all the other girls,” testifies Yael. She recalls one day when a group of the students was walking together in downtown Jerusalem. They had all bought juices, and as they were running to the bus, the other girls muttered their blessing over the juice before they drank. Only Karen Yamima stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, closed her eyes, and uttered the blessing with appropriate devotion.

When Karen Yemima and Yael had a free afternoon, they often would take a walk outside the Old City walls to Mount Zion. Sitting there, they would gaze at the view – the ancient Jewish cemetery on the Mount of Olives, where so many righteous Jews are buried. One day, Karen Yemima exclaimed, “Yael, I want to live here, to marry here, to have my children here. And I want to die here. And I know it’s impossible, but we can dream, can’t we? My dream is to be buried on the Mount of Olives, because when Moshiach [the Messiah] comes, I will be the first to rise up and be in the Holy Temple. Can you imagine that?”

On Wednesday, October 22, Karen Yemima finished work at the house that she cleans and was on the way to a Torah class. She alighted from the train at the Ammunition Hill station. Suddenly Abdel-Rahman Shaloudi, 21, who had been released from an Israeli prison where he had served time on terrorist charges, plowed his car into the crowd of disembarked passengers. He ran over Karen Yemima, inflicting mortal injuries, killed a 3-month-old baby, and injured several others.

The terrorist destroyed Karen Yemima’s dream to marry and have children, but sadly her dream to die in Israel and be buried on the Mount of Olives came true this week.

Sara Yoheved Rigler’s all-encompassing online marriage program, “Choose Connection: How to Revive and Rejuvenate Your Marriage” is available to Aish.com readers at a special price. Click here for more info: http://www.jewishworkshops.com/webinars/connection/

About the Author

Sara Yoheved Rigler is a popular international lecturer on subjects of Jewish spirituality. She has given lectures and workshops in Israel, England, France, South Africa, Mexico, Canada, Chile, Panama, and over 35 American cities. She is one of the most popular authors on Aish.com, world’s biggest Judaism website, and is a columnist for Ami Magazine. Sara Yoheved Rigler is the author of five best-sellers: Holy Woman; Lights from Jerusalem; Battle Plans: How to Fight the Yetzer Hara (with Rebbetzin Tziporah Heller); G-d Winked; and Heavenprints . She gives a weekly Marriage Webinar for Jewish Workshops on a spiritual approach to marriage, with hundreds of members throughout the world. She lives in the Old City of Jerusalem. Her newest book, Emunah with Love and Chicken Soup, the story of Henny Machlis, the Brooklyn-born girl who became a Jerusalem legend, was was released in November, 2016. Her website is: sararigler.com.

The opinions expressed in the comment section are the personal views of the commenters. Comments are moderated, so please keep it civil.

Visitor Comments: 15

(15)
Sarah,
May 7, 2015 2:25 AM

So sad

Wonderful retelling of this woman's life. I know that G-d is caring for her in the afterlife and giving her the great portion she deserves because of her joyful conversion and loving worship of Him. May she be blessed for ever more and may her name and her bravery never be forgotten.

(14)
Rachel B,
November 2, 2014 2:39 PM

Beautiful eulogy

Thank you for sharing Yemima's story with us. Sometimes we take the beauty of our faith for granted and fail to appreciate what we have. We will all miss this young woman and the children she did not live to bear. May her name be a blessing for us all.

(13)
Hadassah,
November 2, 2014 2:20 PM

so inspiring

I am so inspired by this article.This young girl was so pure and beautiful inside and out.We have much to learn from her focus,tenacity and outstanding middos.I have been thinking of Yemima since I read about her and missing her even though we've never met...May she rest in peace and may her family be comforted by the One above.

(12)
Sara,
October 31, 2014 3:31 AM

I didn't know her but miss her

I didn't know Karen Yemima, but now that we have lost her I feel like I miss her. Thank you, Sara Yocheved Rigler, for sharing this story of such an amazing neshoma. I look forward to witnessing Karen Yemima being among the first to greet Moshiach, b'mahara b'yameinu. May Hashem comfort her wonderful family, who supported her so strongly on her journey.

(11)
Anonymous,
October 31, 2014 3:30 AM

You have brought her to life in our minds and hearts

Mrs. Rigler has written so beautifully that I feel that in addition to her soul's now being alive now in Gan Eden, Yemima Hy"d has become alive in our minds and in our hearts. I must comment also on the heart-wrenching, yet beautiful picture of Yemima's mourning mother that accompanies Mrs. Rigler's eloquent eulogy--the mother's tznius, her dignity, her pain are all so evident in this exquisite photograph. May her daughter's neshamah rest in peace in Gan Eden, and may the family be comforted.

(10)
Anonymous,
October 30, 2014 8:32 PM

Tears

Tears for her, tears for us, realizing what a pure level she was, tears for the precious guiding Torah that we are the only nation in the world Hashem has trusted with it...

(9)
Diane,
October 30, 2014 7:53 PM

What a beautiful neshama--such a beautiful eulogy

I had read the dry article online about Yemima sucumbing to her critical wounds that also took that beautiful 3 month old baby. You created a beautiful eulogy for a beautiful soul. It brought tears to my eyes. What seemingly senseless losses. I believe that for a reason only known to Hashem, He arranged for both of their souls to be brought to Olam Habah at this time.May her family (and the family of the 3 month old) find comfort knowing that all of Israel and the Jewish people are mourning their losses, too. Their losses are our losses.

(8)
Marv hershenson,
October 30, 2014 4:30 PM

Embracing Judoasm

An incredible story of courage and embracing one'heritage. The PLO and the coward who resides in 1600 Penn. say nothing but will characterize the terrorist as a martyr. The truth is this so called human being is a murderer and a coward.

(7)
Debra,
October 30, 2014 3:54 PM

May her mom and family all be able to live out Karens dream to live in Yerushalayim! May Yemimas too short life, but her beautiful big neshoma be for blessings!

(6)
Andrew Stiller,
October 30, 2014 3:40 PM

Sad yet beautiful story

What a tragic loss of life, and yet what a blessing that this dear young woman lived long enough to see her precious dream fulfilled. May HaShem in his mercy comfort her family.

(5)
Marsha,
October 30, 2014 3:19 PM

No Words

I'm sitting here in a break in my teaching day, and there are tears running down my face. What a holy soul. What a loss to the Jewish people.

(4)
Anonymous,
October 30, 2014 1:08 PM

a moving story.

How impressive her love and eagerness to embrace Judaism were. May Hashem console her soul and her relatives and friends.

(3)
Yehonasan ben Avraham Avinu,
October 30, 2014 12:07 PM

The Gates of Gan Eden are Wide Open

On the day of her conversion, Yemima exclaimed "the heavens are open!"

On the day of her petirah, there is no doubt that the gates of gan eden were WIDE OPEN to accept such a precious neshama.

Am Yisroel: Please wake up to the needs of our converts.

(2)
Jake,
October 29, 2014 8:52 PM

Thank you for allowing us to know this neshoma

She was so dear to Hashem that her neshoma was brought back before anyone around her could imagine. It is our loss. Thank you for writing this.

(1)
Anonymous,
October 29, 2014 4:14 PM

what a beautiful soul. baruch dayan h'emet. may her family be comforted amoung the mouners of tzion v'yerushalayim. I hope her dream of mashiach coming and being first to be at the bet h'mikdash get realized VERY, VERY soon.