I was about to go to a college library and study for my GRE and then I had this dream. Should I still go because I felt the sensation in my lips and back of my head after waking up and I'm scared I might die if I go you know with school shootings and what not especially since this is not my school, I'm just borrowing their library. But my dream is below.
I was in a shopping area first then was in a restaurant & i was waiting sitting down, nervous, the security guy or something gave me a cup that someone obviously drank out of or was eroded because I noticed this before hand. But he was being nice and while sipping from it he said I looked nice but while I was taking a sip from it I then thought I can't drink from this & shouldn't be so nice to drink from something I know is disgusting, so I threw it away & grabed a small bottle of water. The people behind me then said "look how rude she is for doing that & right in front of him too." While I was going to sit at a table in the back; a table with less fruit but still colorful, all the tables in the front had a bunch of fruit in them but I did not want to sit up front and talk to people.
I ended up seeing alot of people, that attended my high school before I graduated in this dream and at these tables. Anyway I was reluctant to sit at the table because the people their I didn't want to talk to but sat far away from them. But then I was heading to the far back of the place and there were rooms on the left and clothes on the right. Now during this process of going to the back my Bro inlaw left with my nephew like normal then one sishis wife left while I was on the toilet but I c could see what was going on but they couldn't see me. My second oldest sister is getting ready to go out in a back room & I'm going with her. So I'm off back down the hall to get dressed thinking the sooner I get done the sooner I could put my make up on and when coming back I see this female run down the hall and knock the clothes off on purpose.
I don't know why but it felt like that was disrespectful because I associated that with my sister's or brothers-in-law stuff nothing there was mine, so I confront her, she also went to my high school but I never talked or knew who she was just seen her face; & a friend of mine who for some reason I was fixated on her because I felt betrayed like why are you acting like this we're grown women, and a random guy.
I get to the door and he answers so I'm arguing with them they're saying shouldn't you be getting ready & how I'm light skinned like that's a bad (black thing), so I say " yes I am, team lightskinned!" then I punch the guy he made me mad. Then his friends come I try to punch him again they stop me & another guy taller then suddenly comes at me I turn my head and notice the two shiny guns & he says something & then shots me. I felt the burning sensation in my lips and my body going limp while thinking I'm not going to die he didn't shot me then I feel the fading or dying sensation and think I hope I don't die but at the same time my vision starts to blur and I start sliding down the wall and my body starts felling weak and like losing control of my body but still trying to fight for control, while whimpering. The guys I guess were just as shocked as me and they were yelling omg you killed her like he was wrong for it or shocked. Then I woke up before dying dying.