Little did I know that this weightloss journey would turn into a path far greater than physical changes. The challenge I embarked upon June 2009 has been one of brutally introspective moments facing shame, accusation, and finally absolution. But primarily it was a journey filled with reward and enlightment. Today it strenghtens me to realize I accomplished a great task and NEVER GAVE UP!Even today in 2011

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Thursday, June 17th

again I say when Is this full of energy going to happen because I just feel tired. I wonder what I am doing wrong. I'm kinda of scared as to some weird dying disease I may have because I am not feeling the burn and I know I have to push myself harder. It is so tiring to have all these guilty feelings. I cant believe I let it go this long and didnt do anything about it. I am really internally discouraged and have to push myself to remain focused and determined.breakfast100 calories honey wheat bread0 calories 1tsp creme cheese spread10 calories 1 tsp jelly65 calories small boiled egg