tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590The Wheel that Breaks the Butterfly & if you won't save me, please don't waste my time...♬ ROGUE TURKISH DANCE TROUPE ♬2014-11-23T02:50:31Ztag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590:98778Holiday Cards - 20142014-11-23T02:50:31Z2014-11-23T02:50:31Zpublic0It's that time of year! Comments are screened. <br /><br />I'll probably be doing a lame actual year of updates letter, and personalized things at the bottom, maybe other stuff? IDK we will see. <br /><br /><textarea>&lt;b&gt;Name:&lt;/b&gt;
&lt;b&gt;Mailing Address:&lt;/b&gt;
&lt;b&gt;Winter Holiday of Choice:&lt;/b&gt;
&lt;b&gt;Favorite Color(s):&lt;/b&gt;
&lt;b&gt;Favorite Animal:&lt;/b&gt;</textarea><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=murdering&ditemid=98778" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> commentstag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590:97781not the listening2013-09-07T06:02:38Z2013-09-07T06:02:38Zpublic0Meh. <br /><br /><span class="cuttag_container"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b>(&nbsp;<a href="https://murdering.dreamwidth.org/97781.html#cutid1">Read more...</a>&nbsp;)</b><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=murdering&ditemid=97781" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> commentstag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590:97433Hello, again.2013-09-02T01:16:59Z2013-09-02T01:16:59Zpublic0Here we go again. <br /><br />It's been a very long year plus since I last used this journal. I'm tired and anxious and depressed, and tonight isn't particularly spectacular as far as nights go. I guess I'll start with an overall summary of life right now, and then future entries can be about present issues and happenings. <br /><br />I have my own apartment now. I spent September to April living with Shannon, and May through June living with two people I was in a relationship with. I ended that relationship in July because I did not share their feelings, and that's that. <br /><br />My father was diagnosed with tonsil cancer in June, and has been undergoing a series of surgeries and just started radiation treatments. His prognosis is very positive, but the news triggered intense depression and anxiety for me, and I've been struggling with it for the past few months. <br /><br />My doctor wants me to exercise to treat the above. I'm working on it, but the only thing I can barely work up the motivation to do is swim laps at my local rec center. It's better than nothing, I guess, but yeah. <br /><br />I work at a department store. I began at the discount version, selling menswear, in September, and was promoted to the full line selling women's designer clothing in April. I don't like my current position and I'm trying to move to a position that keeps me mentally stimulated and isn't constantly in jeopardy due to the fact that nobody buys designer in the current economy. <br /><br />I have two cats, one that was given to me by Shannon on Election Day 2012, a calico named Lacie, and a little black and white kitten I adopted in July named Vivi. They love each other very dearly but I'm still trying to earn Vivi's trust for physical affection after I had to give her medicine and water by force during her first week with me, and she's still wary of me because of that. <br /><br />I'm starting to sew more, when I can, and I've been taking on cosplay commissions for a little extra cash. Eventually I'll begin working on my own stuff again, but for now it's a sweatshop of Persona costumes. <br /><br />I don't really know what else there is to say right now. Kind of just a blank, empty thing emotionally right now. Going to try to blog more regularly for my own sake.<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=murdering&ditemid=97433" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> commentstag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590:97162My life is mundane but takes a lot of text to recount.2012-03-05T00:55:17Z2012-03-05T00:56:52Zpublic0Long time, no write. Huge entry under the cut, sorry. <br /><br /><br /><span class="cuttag_container"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b>(&nbsp;<a href="https://murdering.dreamwidth.org/97162.html#cutid1">Read more...</a>&nbsp;)</b><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=murdering&ditemid=97162" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> commentstag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590:96905murdering @ 2012-02-21T13:59:002012-02-21T21:01:14Z2012-02-21T21:01:14Zpublic1Been dying for the last few months, again. Going to have a real entry soon, once I'm back on top of my schoolwork. I turned 22 yesterday, and I had a great, great day. And wrote. And now I am sitting in my room feeling tired, because I stayed up too late reading and watching TV. <br /><br />Ah, well. Working on my capstone stuff now, I guess.<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=murdering&ditemid=96905" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> commentstag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590:96415Today.2011-12-28T04:56:26Z2011-12-28T04:56:26Zpublic0<span class="cuttag_container"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b>(&nbsp;<a href="https://murdering.dreamwidth.org/96415.html#cutid1">Mundane RL junk.</a>&nbsp;)</b><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=murdering&ditemid=96415" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> commentstag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590:96004Busy, busy.2011-12-27T00:58:58Z2011-12-27T00:58:58Zpublic0I'm sitting and watching <i>My Ghost Story</i>, which is basically the lamest excuse for a paranormal show ever aside from <i>Paranormal State</i>, while I work on getting some personal stuff done. Photos of 'light orbs' do not substantiate a segment on a TV show, seriously. <br /><br />Sorority report is in-progress still, and then I have to get this editing done on this manga for work. I'm kind of banning myself from updating the info post until I finish all of these things, but we'll see how well that turns out. <br /><br />Christmas was pretty good, actually. I know it sounds immensely dramatic, but this is the first year since I was 15 that I didn't end up crying on Christmas or Christmas Eve. My mother is back on antidepressants, so while she's still crazy, she's not acting like a complete nutjob. <br /><br />I'm currently getting excited for the New Year's Eve ball. It's hosted by the local con, and while it's not exactly the most intense party in town, it's nice to be able to dress up and hang out with friends for an evening. This year I'm going as Alice from Pandora Hearts, with my friend Shannon going as Jack. After that it's the slow slide back to school and daily life, which isn't very pleasant. <br /><br />And... yeah. This is a blatant procrastination post, at this point, so I'm just going to roll off and actually accomplish something now.<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=murdering&ditemid=96004" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> commentstag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590:95984AT LAST.2011-12-25T21:58:31Z2011-12-25T21:58:31Zpublic0I broke down and bought paid time for my main account on DW. <br /><br />Because I wanted to import all of my icons. <br /><br />I am weak, but I feel no shame, because GOODNESS, do I love having icons. &hearts; <br /><br />Merry Christmas, happy holidays, or simply hope you're having a great winter day today! &hearts;<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=murdering&ditemid=95984" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> commentstag:dreamwidth.org,2009-10-31:454590:94344LJ to DW: A post full of rainbows and sky ponies, or A Detailed FAQ2011-12-22T20:34:06Z2012-01-07T02:28:38Zpublic30<small><i>Last updated: January 6, 7:30 PM Mountain Time</i></small><br /><br /><b>This is UNDER CONSTRUCTION.</b> If you see something that you want added to this FAQ, leave a comment and I will do my absolute best to address it ASAP. <br /><br /><b>IMPORTANT:</b> <a href="http://www.plurk.com/p/f8mhkn">LIVEJOURNAL IS OFFERING COURTESY REFUNDS TO USERS WHO HAVE PURCHASED PAID TIME WITHIN THE LAST MONTH</a>. This plurk covers what is going on, why, and how to go about requesting your refund. <br /><br />For a live feed of games moving and various DW-related news, check out this unaffiliated Plurk account: <span style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://plurk.com/dwupdates'><img src='https://plurk.com/favicon.ico' alt='[plurk.com profile] ' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' width='16' height='16'/></a><a href='http://plurk.com/dwupdates'><b>dwupdates</b></a></span>.<br /><br /><span class="cuttag_container"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"></span><b>(&nbsp;<a href="https://murdering.dreamwidth.org/94344.html#cutid1">COMMUNITIES</a>&nbsp;)</b><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><span class="cuttag_container"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"></span><b>(&nbsp;<a href="https://murdering.dreamwidth.org/94344.html#cutid2">COMMUNITY</a>&nbsp;)</b><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><span class="cuttag_container"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"></span><b>(&nbsp;<a href="https://murdering.dreamwidth.org/94344.html#cutid3">COST</a>&nbsp;)</b><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><span class="cuttag_container"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"></span><b>(&nbsp;<a href="https://murdering.dreamwidth.org/94344.html#cutid4">JOURNALS</a>&nbsp;)</b><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><span class="cuttag_container"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___5" class="cuttag"></span><b>(&nbsp;<a href="https://murdering.dreamwidth.org/94344.html#cutid5">THE SITE</a>&nbsp;)</b><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___5" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><span class="cuttag_container"><span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___6" class="cuttag"></span><b>(&nbsp;<a href="https://murdering.dreamwidth.org/94344.html#cutid6">LIVEJOURNAL</a>&nbsp;)</b><div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___6" aria-live="assertive"></div></span><br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=murdering&ditemid=94344" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments