Only two days more has left
Again we will be cheated
By the new calendars and new numbers
One year older
One more time treated like fools
This will be the new life
No matter I am optimistic
Or pesimistic
Right now at least I have this authurity
To write whatever I want
No matter what
Just keep writting
Bringing out what ever is in my throat
Maybe a yelling or a purple shouting
This is it, my December
December, December
This was your melody for me
For the end of year
How dizzy and mixed up
I wanna close my eyes
Wish me an sleep forever
Out of this f***** life
December gone
December gone

Can't concentrate on my works... where am I ? I don't know?....
What the hell is going on...???!!!

Freaking , monotonous life...

PS: I was going to write something else instead of freaking but I prefered to be a little bit polite

I can't say
NO..
To you
To you eyes
To your laughings
To your lyings
To all your absence
To your cryings
To your hands
To your lier hands
Again I can't say
NO....
I just take a look
At all your empty place
It was a plumper
Still no, I can't say NO...
I keep silence
It's not from my desperation
Might be it's the only correct way

Hahahaaaa..
Last night I saw a science fiction dream...
NASA kidnapped me hhahahaaaa because of my blood group lolzzzzz
Hey guys I should change the name of kidnappers hahhahahaaa

I still got feelings you are my passion
you are the one for me
I still got feelings you are my passion
you are the one for me

can you, can you hear me say
when I’m moving closer
you keep going away
’cause you’re my guilty pleasure
and you caught me so tight
I wanna love you always
let’s smile into the night

don’t let go
don’t run away love
I still got feelings you are my passion
don’t let go
don’t run away love
you are the one for me

can you, can you see the flame
that burns inside my body
everytime you are here
’cause you’re the one I dream of
everyday and night
don’t give away my feelings
and come into my life

don’t let go
don’t run away love
I still got feelings you are my passion
don’t let go
don’t run away love
you are the one for me

don’t let go
don’t run away love
I still got feelings you are my passion
don’t let go
don’t run away love
you are the one for me

Between me and you
There only common thing that remained
Is the solitute's voice
When it's shouting your name
I just close my eyes
And hide myslef
When it's my name's turn
I just keep my ears
And I don't want to hear forever.

It's a long time that I have been writting you
Still I don't know
How should I write you
Sometimes I decide not to write you anymore
But I can't
If I write you
Again I can't
You tell me how should I write you

December 15, 2010

Confabulating of...you, me, us ...

Always fear from someone who doesn't have anything to lose...

December 11, 2010

Today I found one of the old albums that I 've used to listen 4 - 5 years ago,.. nice feeling !
It's not in my hand I am a france lover, today was the day of Mireille Mathieu . I love the way that she pronounce GH (R) from her bottom of her throat..

It's a long time
That it became like this
No difference at all
When there is no motivation
Let's whatever is going on, let it go
Let's where ever this hell is going , let it go
Let's see our fruitless life
It has gone
We can't go back to the past
We will become lost
We should fire all
We
Are standing here
Like a blind that took his bat in his hand
We don't see anything
And fear of being blind
Or maybe dying in solitude
.
.
.

December 5, 2010

تا رفیوجی نباشی نمی فهمی !
جنگ روانی یک رفیوجی را تا نباشی نمی فهمی

You won't undrestand what a refugee mean, till the time that you experience it
You won't undrastand what a kind of mentally fight he has, if you don't experience.