Monday, 18 November 2013

Confessions of a human called Nik and getting the big energy of the universe inside you…. Sunday, yeah. Just another average day…….

Day 8 ~ Blog Challenge/Commitment

Today is Monday, day 8 of the blog challenge/commitment.Yesterday I did not write Day 7.I had had a rather INTENSE not very pleasant
Saturday evening.Which resulted in me
having to logistically dealing with ‘stuff’.It’s a long unnecessary story to go into here.On Sunday morning,the day after the unpleasant event, I had to go
and do other things that were not on my schedule.I realized that it was kind of looking like I
was not going to get the opportunity to physically sit with my computer and
write.I had to grapple with this, as
for me; A commitment is a commitment.I
always follow through.The afternoon dissolved
and I had to quickly get ready to take 16 students up to the middle of Bali for
a Full Moon ceremony.On a bus and
prepare the offerings in time.
I could’ve made a 1 liner blog and posted it, fulfilling my commitment.I could of beat myself up about not doing
this, is this unusual unplanned conditions of Sunday.Instead I just got on with the tasks of the
day, recognised that it was an unusual situation and best to resume the process
in the morning.(Hence here I am).
The Full Moon ceremony which also happened to fall on the same day as a Hindu
ceremony called Kajeng Kliwon was being held up in the middle of Bali, near
Besakih; the Mother Temple of Bali.At
one of my Gurus ashrams, High Priestess Jero Ayu.

(walking with my beloved Jero)...
Most months I go up for the ceremony, or the New Moon, or both.As well as any other specific ceremonies that
occur during the month.It’s a magical
place which has stunning energy and big channellings and ‘stuff’ occurs.Last night was no exception.
We started the ceremony with the usual group meditation.Very very quickly the energy got vast and
high….. very very quickly I could feel the energy running through my body, into
my veins of physicality and taking me into a state of trance and great
expansion.It was really powerful and
strong.I was guided to the front of the
temple where the energy and I fused and expressed that moment in time. Jero guided the group of my people as well as
the Balinese in attendance to access the energy of the universe running through
my trance.The energy of the temple
amplified and sent a lot off into a state of trance themselves.They were to breathe in through me and then
out any negative energy out of the souls.Like I said, it was strong and powerful, it came very quick and in my
unconscious/semi -conscious state of trance it was quite the trip.This
is not an uncommon thing for me to channel deities, or go into trance with
energy fields.What was a little different
last night was the ferocity and enormity of the energy.It was the energy of the whole universe.…You know usual Sunday stuff.
Westerners who don’t see this type of thing too often have many questions for
me and my ability to do this.Especially
how it affects my baby when I am in trance with big energy running through my
body and soul.When I first found out I
was pregnant obviously I had to find out specifically because at
times I’ve had some fairly extreme energy through me that has thrown me around
and been very physical.I had seen many
pregnant Hindu women in trance before; so I knew that it obvious was ok.Jero Ayu explained to me early on that ‘most
babies don’t experience such energy in the womb’….. and that my baby was
extremely blessed to have great spirits, enlightened deities and powerful
energy running through its physicality too.To not be concerned about my baby while I was in trance but to know that
it was very special to experience such a thing.
'Your baby has very good karma Nicole'... enough said.
The energy running through one when in this state is pure ecstasy, the bliss ecstasy
that ‘they’ speak of in heightened states of meditation and connection.It’s hard to explain but simply put; it’s
like an instant purification coupled with a mass energizing injection and state
of expanded bliss of the divine.So
yeah, good chance it won’t harm the baby.
So that was my Sunday that I didn’t manage to get a blog out.

2 comments:

Hi Nik,Being new to this kind of channelling I found it hard to take my eyes off you and the others who were having a similar experience. The energy was intense and looks almost violent from the sounds of roaring and bleaching everyone was making. I thought the guy behind me was going to throw up. Glad to know it feels good on the inside ;)

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