I got 100 guestbook signings! Sorry I haven't updated in a week...I've really had nothing to talk about. > __ > Finals start next week, and I really don't want to go to the new semester because I got stuck with a teacher that I really don't like. Oh well. XD;; At least...um...

At least I have butterscotch candy? O 3 o;; I don't really know. I think I should stop typing because soon I'm going to go into some stupid rant. xD;; I honestly have nothing to say. Heehee. <3 Bye for now myOtaku!

I'm still having trouble adjusting back to school life. xD;; On a positive note, I don't have any history homework because of everything we did over the break, on a negative note I'm pretty sure I failed the math test we got back yesterday, and on a note that's actually related to what I should be ranting about, I'm starting to sleep a little better.

I'm still having UBER trouble waking up in the morning, and I didn't wake up till ten minutes before school starts (oooo~ bad me! But I wasn't late 8D I have a perfect attendance record, I'll have you know! D< ), but I'm starting to fall asleep faster. Last night I fell asleep fairly quickly, whereas the night before it took me maybe four hours to do so. D:

Wah~ All my Princess Princess mangas arrived in the mail yesterday! <333 Yay for drag queens! Tee hee <3 Oh, and we started reading Lord of the Flies in school today.

I almost feel like dancing! XD I didn't exactly have a good day at school...I don't think I ever really do, but but but I turned in my homework which means no more stress! In fact, the only teacher that gave us any homework at all today was my math teacher. Dx She's so mean...

So today I get to relax, do a bit of math homework and sleep! I haven't had a good nights sleep in almost a week, it feels like @ 3 @ I really need this break. Who thought that going back to school would actually mean LESS work for me? XD My school's just a tad bit backwards...

BLAGH. It's one thing to stay up till 2 AM three nights in a row because you want to...and it's another thing entirely to stay up till 2 AM three nights in a row because you HAVE to. Yeah, homework is killing me, and I'm trying to get it all done so I don't fail, so I've been working nonstop for the last few days, which meant I was staying up till the early hours doing nothing but trying to focus on actual boring work. D:

So I really hope I can finish this (not like anyone reads this but oh well xD ), because I really really really don't want to fail my classes. At the same time, though, I know that I can't finish my history as much as I try, but luckily (although I have the worst grade in that class) the homework grade doesn't count for very much, so as long as I crack down and actually read the chapter this time and ace the test, I'll be good to go.

My new years resolution was to concentrate more on my schoolwork. But...having fun is just too tempting! I hope I can manage to do better. D: I really really care about my grades and they're stressing me out. Anyway, I shouldn't even be typing this right now. I should be reading essays and analyzing them or whatever we're supposed to do! > 3 > Bye~ Gosh I wish there wasn't school tomorrow...

A little outburst just does you good once and a while, doesn't it? :3 I got all of that off my chest last night, and I'm feeling nice and cheery again. Homework is still an issue, but I'm not all frustrated and depressed. I watched Stardust last night, and I thought it was a pretty good movie. It was cute~ <3 And I'm a sap for romantics.

Speaking of, I think I'm getting back into the roleplay groove on Gaia! It's great! I made a new one and it only has five other members, so it should be fairly easy to keep track of. It's a romantic comedy rp, which is what reminded me. XD Well, lets take the fact that I posted two days in a row as a good thing. <3

I'm so picky xD I worked on my site all night last night, and I think I just thought it looked nicer simple. It's not as crowded or anything, and I'm a bit of an organized perfectionist when it comes to things other than my room. > 3
Guuu~ I'm hungry~ D: I think I'm gonna get some breakfast before I head back to the "good-old" schoolwork. XP Blah~ Heehee. Anyways, expect me to be working on the way my page looks all day today. XD I'm going icon fishing! Whee!

Oh! And if anyone knows some good anime that I might not've heard of, tell me! I'm looking for some new ones to get into. XDD My recent obsessions are Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni (When they Cry), and Princess Princess (both the anime and manga alike). I just bought the boxset and almost all the manga of Princess Princess online. XD;; Ehehehe...I was short 50 cents so I had to cancel the order of one of the volumes. D< Stupid giftcard limitations!

Okay, I'm probably one of the most hypocritical girls out there. I say I'll post here more often, and then I completely neglect the website. Maybe it's just my life issues. I think I've changed a lot over the past year, and sometimes I feel like I really can't handle another one. I'm renovating the site again, mostly just to fit my mood. I don't think the happy go lucky: I'M AYA AND I'M A SPAZZ really cuts it anymore.

2007 was a pretty damn crappy year. D: Sure, it had it's good times, but this year I'm not doing so hot in school and I'm afraid that if I become any more aloof about my school work...well...I'll fail a class. I really don't need to go through that.

-sigh-

Even as we speak I'm putting off three projects that are due on Monday. Really, it should be illegal to give students homework over a holiday break. - -' Gah, I'm so frustrated. Life's really been giving me the cold treatment lately. Don't worry, I'm not going all depression on you guys, I just need to vent and this is probably the best place.

I get so tired of the whole "School is your life." treatment. I mean honestly, I have a friend that's about ten times more stressed out about homework than me, and it's effecting her in the opposite way. She's getting perfect grades, but it's making her really sick. She sleeps about an hour or two a night, and she's become really pale. I don't want to become an insomniac, too D: I like sleep, really I do.

I think the only things that have been keeping my sanity for the past two years is Gaia, roleplaying, my friends, and well...I think that's it. Lately, I haven't even been able to get myself to draw like I used to do all the time. This is so horrible. > __ >;;

I should be more positive, after all it's been nearly a year since I've posted here at all. I got an Ipod for Christmas. That's one thing, I guess. I've needed a new device to play music for years now. XP Happy holidays everyone, I guess (although it's late) I'll try to be more positive in the future, and hopefully I will post here more often like I originally planned.

Back to reading The Metamorphosis! One of the stupidist books written! <333 Ta-ta, folks!

Hi Guys! I'm here to tell you to have a good Valentines Day / Singles Awareness Day / whatever else you might want to call it. xDD Yeah, today wasn't that eventful, but it was odd enough to laugh about it! Well, I didn't get any ACTUAL Valentines *coughcoughINEVERDOcoughcoughEVERYONEHETESME!coughcough*, but I did get a few chocolates from a few friends. xD Like I said, no REAL valentines. But it wasn't a bad day or anything.

Drama was amusing, our teacher was trying to give us this emotional story about Eros of Greek Mythology and all that stuff, and concluded about how the arrow symbolizes that to love someone you always end up hurting them first. Because of this, one girl was all "So does this mean if I stab Ryan, he'll LOVE ME?!" It was funny xDD

But it was also boring, because not only did he mispronounce Eros and Aphrodite, and all those people, he messed up the story badly and figured that none of us have heard it before ^^" Well, at least Kakeru gave me a cookie because my lunch sucked! YAY! xDDD Well, I hope you had a good Valentines Day, feel free to share your stories with me!

Wow. I haven't updated for over half a year. o.O and sadly, I didn't even realize. Okay...that was a lie. Um...let me explain so I don't get pelted with anything. When I was in Florida and I posted, the next day I was going to post again because more cool stuff happened...but um, I got lazy and didn't. This cycle of events happened countless times. Yeah...So um, I'm going to try again. I'm not going to give an account of everything that's happened, but I'm just going to try and post more. I'm going to change the layout and in a sense start over, because lots of things have changed for me, I guess you could say.

I've been roleplaying a lot in Gaia and on Zantarni, which is what mostly explains the absence. My parents are pressuring me about grades which is causing them to sink gradually lower and lower, and I listen to music more. I know, that's just something weird to say but I wanted to.

There's not much I think I can really say...but I just you know, wanted to finally post and prepare everyone that I'm going to try and make my attention span remember to post here more often so you can hear the chaotic ups and downs which make up my life. XP Ohoh! And I can type faster, too! Muahahhaha!! Eheehe, sorry, I just had to do that. xD

Hey everyone, this is Aya contacting you all from Florida. Of course, I just have to tell you about whats happened since I left yesterday.

So first, I wake up at 2 am so I can get on the computer one last time before I left. My dad woke up an hour after me, and I really shouldn't have slept at all...because, well...I couldn't fall asleep so I should've done something PRODUCTIVE with my time, like stay on the computer, simple logic. Anyways, we leave...and my dad was listening to some bizzare music, I only hear one song that I've actually heard before and liked.

Next, we arrive from Camarillo to L.A. which is about a 2 hour drive, give or take. We were stuck on a shuddle with broken doors, so everyone was crammed tight together, and as my dad and I go to leave, my baggage barely fit out the front doors since the usual ones were broken. (I was trying not to step on anyones feet. I was unsuccessful > .
So after we get through all the lines, we get on the plane, which was pretty boring...I listened to music the whole time, uncomfortably fell asleep about four or five times, and zoned out while I watched my dad work on his homework on his labtop. They showed the Movie "over the hedge." I have one thing to say about that movie: WTF?! It was bizzare, and no offence to all you that like that movie, but it was strange and NOT FUNNY AT ALL. I didn't laugh once. Me, not laughing. MEEE.

Finally, we arrive in Florida. It wasn't so hot this time because unlike last year, I remembered to actually take off my sweater after I got off the plane ^^'

Once we got to the place where my grandma and Uncle lived, we listened as she talked about some of her little stories. Well, long ones in a way...my dad tried to ask her a few questions. She didn't answer them correctly, so it took him about five times per question. Also, she makes these soft foot things called "booties." They're really neat ^ - ^ I wear them on cold nights. So she was talking about how she wanted to make some for my cousin Nina who is now 18. She told her she was too old to have any and then later expected to get some.

My dad told her that she should make her some and sew "Bi-och!" on the side. LOL. The only reason it was so funny was because my grandma had NO idea what Bi-och meant! xP And he kept saying it over and over, and I was creacking up as she was all, "bi...och?" haha, finally, my uncle screamed that it meant bitch. Suddenly, she let out an "Oh!" ^^ lol, that was nice.

So I went to bed at about 11, I was really tired from everything...so it was around 8 pm in California. I slept exactly twelve hours, since I woke up at 11am, which was 8sm in California. (yeah, I'm still in California time > .
We all went shopping, and my dad wanted to make hot dogs for lunch, but I really wasn't in the mood for Hot dogs...soooooo, I just got this mini-pizza thing. It was good. The hole shopping thing just hurt my head though, because y grandma has to use one of those shopping carts that you sit in and everything, and when she backed up...well lets just say "BEEP, BEEP, BEEP!!" yeah... I stood there while she debated with one lady about Sugar-free items.

Well, we're home back at her house again, and we just finished lunch and they let me get on the computer. They said that I could get on any time I wanted too...but I feel really weird going on someone else's computer...so I probably won't be on all that much unless I find out that I can install MSN messenger. I doubt I will ^^'