Arrr! See CONTENTS for links to the 125 chapters of The Monstaville Memoirs plus introductions, conclusions, postscripts and appendices. This treasure trove also includes a collection of articles offering further insights into the themes explored in the trilogy. Namely, managing suffering and conflict (dealing with hostile people if you are nervous, sensitive or shy) and learning not to react

INTRODUCTION

“When people hurt you over and over, think of them like
sandpaper. They may scratch and hurt you for a bit but, in the end, you end up
polished and they end up useless.” - Chris Colfer.

Many Indigos have been (or were for up to 12 years) planted
in challenging situations in their lives in order to trigger deep-seated fears
and resolve problems that go back many lifetimes. The people and situations are
not so significant. They have merely come into our lives to help us feel
whatever we suppressed lifetime after lifetime and replaced with projection,
denial and other forms of self-deception. There is no escape from ourselves.
Sooner or later we must all face ourselves and return to Love, that which we Are.
Neither is it about our reactions to these people and situations themselves.
Proportionately, this is just the tip of the iceberg. We receive many opportunities
for emotions to well up within us which barely relate to these external dramas
at all. They are evoked through similarity, through the memory of intense discomfort
which we have never resolved wisely and successfully. My understanding is that
we can only release and transform these blocked emotions when we are
experiencing them. This is the reason why we need people and experiences in our
lives which can effectively push our buttons and evoke the appropriate responses
from within us. This is the work involved in the process of Ascension: shifting
density from our emotional bodies in order to (re)build our Light bodies, shine
in this world and inspire change in others.

I started writing books a year after moving to London in
1993. I felt invincible when I moved to London, ready to 'take on the world.'
And life went downhill from there really! It was the beginning of a longterm
crisis for me. In a short space of time, I was homeless, sleeping on a friend's
floor. I eventually managed to get a room in East London and started to teach
astrology at evening classes in Islington at some point, which I did for three
years. As a result of examining the underlying fabric of astrology, I had a
revelation which I then started to explore and write about. This initial
project branched off into related areas until I had a full-time job and found
myself unable to juggle this and my books, finally entering such a critical
state of depression that I woke up one morning barely able to move my body. My
system had shut down. Upon recovery (after four days and a dose of magic!), I quit writing yet continued to gather
information for these books as well as establishing the foundation for a few
purely philosophical works.

When I finally felt that I had enough space in my life, I
returned to the initial project in the hope of finishing the first book in that
series but, after another revelation, started to explore a related theme which
I decided to anchor in British politics before taking it out to sea in a more
historic and global context. After working on this series of books, however, I
again found myself in a full-time job and had to stop working on the news media
book because I did not have a computer for a few weeks either. The only thing I
could think of doing was looking through my journal to see if the thread about
neighbour harassment would work as a book. This was something I had in the back
of my mind as an undertaking for my later years. So I played with the material
and then, when I had a new computer, wrote up the journal entries. Somehow,
however, I found myself seemingly swimming in a sea of inspiration through my
activities online and had eventually compiled a comprehensive collection of excerpts
from other sources on related themes which I integrated into the book. This,
along with ongoing neighbour hassles, is responsible for the book finally being
divided into not two but three volumes: a veritable trilogy.

There is a twist in the story as I found myself learning
about the planetary Ascension process and, indeed, participating in the second
wave. Much of the background information on Ascension has been removed to form
separate articles and my short e-book Karma and Emotions. However, I now have
an understanding of how my crisis of consciousness, triggered by external
conditions, is connected to my spiritual path. It all comes together in Book
Three in the sense that I realised that darkness rises to the surface to be
released as more Light seeks to find its way in and elevate our consciousness.
So that the Light body can be (re)built and the Christ Self can descend fully
into matter (itself receiving a cellular upgrade from carbon to crystal).

Throughout the three books, underlying my ordeals, the battle with my next-door
neighbours is documented. This was decidedly a culture clash during which I had
a breakdown as a result of no longer being able toplay my own songs at home in the daytime.
After my ordeal, however, I landed in Yorkshire where some souls who represent
the best of our culture have congregated to rekindle the light. My music was
revived in the same week that my cat died. I have found myself up against
ignorant people again but at least this time they are English and exponents of
socialistic rational materialism. Well, I don’t know if that’s better or worse
than Islamic antagonism and I have also encountered a hard, ‘look after number one,' redneck attitude
up here which leads to conflict and violence. Thankfully, I am not looking to ‘belong’
anywhere as I know my home is not in this illusory world in which I continually struggle to maintain the will to
live. Poverty, illness and cold weather are not conditionson which I thrive but evidently the challenge
is necessary for my spiritual growth. At least, as I said, there is a community
of sound people here and I am grateful for that.

Accompanying
these books, these treasures and trials, otherwise known as The
Monstaville Memoirs, is a collection
of
articles (mostly from channelled sources) which was originally going to
be
presented in the form of a wiki on my website. It is more like an
expanded
array of appendices. It is these items that I will be sharing on this
blog: The
Treasure Chest. Arrr! As someone commented, the articles in this
collection are helpful to those of us who constantly need to be reminded
that "we have the resources to handle our challenges."

Pictorially, this blog resembles a ghost train ride but this is merely an invitation to relax, let go of your fears and have fun! The images are generally tongue-in-cheek, just a bit of visual fun to balance rather than add to the darkness of it all. I believe that art and humour should be expressed to purge the intensity and seriousness from all these nasty illusions that have comprised our personal and collective nightmare. En-Light-enment Dear Watson. Let's let go and lighten our load...

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Did you know that this is the 12th and lowest universe in our multiverse and that it is founded on the energies of fear and suffering which were not resolved in the 11th?

Karma & Emotions

This e-book explores the opportunity for releasing deep emotional blockages from the past that crisis presents and the notion that this process of self-healing is an essential aspect of spiritual ascension (click the picture for more info & free pdf download)

What is, is; how we react is up to us!

"Life is 10 percent of what you make it and 90 percent of how you take it." - Irving Berlin.

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Born on 25 November 1965 and currently living in Yorkshire, England. I write songs and books and have a website that serves as a platform for my work as well as being an Ascension resource. The Treasure Chest displays all chapters of The Monstaville Memoirs trilogy as well as further insights from various sources relating to the themes of these books. The Powerlessness of Now reveals the many ways in which we have given our power away to the Establishment through its web of control.

“Someone asked, ‘Why is there suffering?’ [Meher] Baba gave this succinct reply: ‘Suffering is essential for the elimination of the ego, just as it was necessary for you to scrub and scrub in order to wash the stain from my coat.’" - Unkown.

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