So many wrong ways, so many scarsSo many empty days into this world of greyI clench my hands, standing on edge, now isolatedWith no redemption to be found

[Chorus:]I've wasted so many wordsI've grown into the realm of liesI have no purpose or glorious goalsTo lead my soul

God, tell me why I have to faceThis state of slow disintegration

So many gestures, so many nightsTrying to fight my fears, to delay miseryA very last time before I dieI let it go away and I just give up once again

All my expectations,All the lives I could have dreamt ofAll of this will turn to dust,Scattered in a wind of miseryA random shift in suffering scales,A vanishing grain of sandInto the sea of nothingnessI've lost all hope or faithAnd I'll fall deep into oblivion, a wish to not share the painI'm far beyond all denial and vain negationI desecrate the foundations of my own existenceI'm lost into the purest darknessI suffocate under the weight of grief and deception