keeping my sanity

February 22, 2017

Happy Birthday to Me

As I sit here reminiscing about all the stuff I been through, I still cannot believe that today I turn 34!! I honestly don’t feel 34. I mean, I’m still kinda getting use to the whole adulting situation. I feel like I am owed an “How to adult, THE trial period” years.

A lot of people get depressed about growing older, I don’t mind it YET. I honestly feel as if I’m still in my twenties, even if I don’t look it.

I cannot believe I’m a wife AND a mother of two. It’s all so surreal. I’m EXTREMELY blessed, I’m not complaining here. Just a bit shocked as how fast life is happening.

If I may be totally honest, although time is flying, I wouldn’t mind if time stood still when I turn 60. The ONLY wish I would have along with that would be for my parents to still be here with me and be healthy…

Why 60? Because maybe by then my husband has a job he can do remotely, we could travel at anytime, enjoy our grandchildren, and FINALLY LIVE the life we’ve been craving!! I think there’s nothing more rewarding then to know you raised your kids as best as you could possible could, and it’s finally time to sit back and enjoy it all with the person who stuck with you through it all.

Also, to finally not care if you look your age or older. You’re finally at that age where “WHO THE FUCK CARES!” Although, I have to say, there are some 60 year olds that look absolutely STUNNING!!

Anywho, I just wanted to share my EXTREMELY RANDOM thoughts on turning 34. Did that even make any kind of sense?