I like girl clothing, it's ok?

I'm 19 years old guy who likes wear girl clothing don't what to be a girl and not a gay, I like girls and when I with friends I don't even fell like I ever want to do this. but when I alone I like to wear dresses or skirts tights it's just so comfortable I like how it fits the body. I mean I do this in deep secret. I newer want go further :)