9/23/2009

Betcha Gon’ Know (the prologue)

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Welcome to a day of my lifeThe memoirs of an imperfect angelWelcome to a day of my lifeThe memoirs of an imperfect angel

Though the lights were lowI can see you both in lovers silhouetteAnd my heart stood stillI was froze right there,staring down at her red dressso I bolted out the doorjumped right into the carit’s too dangerous to be in the vicinities of where you arerolled down all the windows just so I could breathCan’t believe you just actually did this shit to meI’m going about a hundredMascara runninglaughing out of anger but it don’t strick me as funnyBeen to good to youI’ve been virtuous and true to have something like this to happen in my own bedroom.

Betcha gon know though how if feelsWhen I get you backBetcha gon know though how it feelsAnd your hearts been crackedBetcha gon know though how it feelsWhen we fade to blackBetcha gon know though how it feelsWhen you see your whole world collapseI’m a La La La La La LaughI’m a La La La La La LaughI’m a La La La La La LaughRight in your face boyBetcha gon know though how if feels

So I pulled to the side of the road to fix my face but I can’t cover with makeup what my tears what my tears want to eraseBut I wake up in a hazeMorning, noon, and sun raiseAs I’d rather have my eyes behind my black and ultraviolet shadesA block from the houseSlowly creep in the drive wayTiptoe through the doorBut your there wide awakeYou like ”where you been?”I’m like “Sorry but I fell asleep on Jasmine’s sofa. I could of swear that RaeRae called you and told you”Your like “Are you ok?”I’m like “I’m alright. Go to sleep and I’ll be fine”But if you only knew what was in the back of my mind.Where to start but you really gonna find out in time

Betcha gon know though how if feelsWhen I get you backBetcha gon know though how it feelsAnd your hearts been crackedBetcha gon know though how it feelsWhen we fade to blackBetcha gon know though how it feelsWhen you see your whole world collapseI’m a La La La La La LaughI’m a La La La La La LaughI’m a La La La La La LaughRight in your face boyBetcha gon know though how if feels