Just rambling

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Feeling rather fed up with life right now so I decided I better get off my butt and change things. So, I chopped up some peppers so they'd be ready for cooking this week and I didn't buy any cereal or junk to much on that isn't good for me.

I have a list for tomorrow and will be hitting my treadmill. I think the majority of what's still ailing on my foot is just lots of bruising. Can't wear my shoe but I prefer barefoot walking anyway.

Got my car full of gas so I can get out and about a little which tends to help my mood. (I'll just wear one shoe and one slipper) Have a list made of things to get done and will be limiting my computer time.

I still don't know what I want to do or how to be successful at something but I at least can work on my energy level and nutrition while I figure it out. Maybe inspiration will hit me on the treadmill or in the shower or at 3 am(why is it I think of things at 3 am-it wakes me up-LOL).

That scale better start moving downward-I'm tired of those ugly high numbers.

I'm kicking myself for buying that expensive supplement. I think its making me worse and really bumming me out. Going to not take it for a few days and see if that feeling goes away. Oh well, I've wanted to try it for years as several people suggested it would help. Several people might have been wrong.

I did search for churches today as my son likes going. I didn't find much and it kept sending me far away for what I'm looking for. My son has been going with a friend and likes the people but realizes what their preaching isn't right. So I want to find him something that isn't so far off of what my spiritual beliefs are.

I do not like this little town. I'm not sure I'm a city girl either-I feel a bit displaced. Maybe a larger small town-like 15,000 instead of 549. Having a harder time accepting this whole marriage thing. I keep reminding myself my vows were until death, not until I got bored and disinterested. Blah.

Moving is hard, and nothing and no one is 100% perfect. Sometimes it's hard to adapt to change. And that is breaking a habit, too...a habit of living a certain way. But the only thing we can be sure of is that there always will be changes! Because nothing stays the same! Anyway...it seems you're on track for diet and exercise. Have you seen a doctor about your foot? The doctor may have some good suggestions. Thanks for sharing.