Had to put my kitty to sleep today.

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My baby girl Fudge, she is 14 and a half (I dont think I'll ever speak in past tense about her)
Had what the vet believed to be cancer with a very sore and itchy open wound on the back of her head, and a mass next to it.

I have had her since she was born in 1999 (I was 8). She has slept with me nearly every night, got me through hard times and brought me so much happiness. I am obsessed with her.

We put her to sleep about 6 hours ago, I've bee sobbing ever since and can hear phantom kitty noises all around me (I hope I'm not going crazy)

I'll be recieving her ashes next week, and trying to figure out what to do with them.

So, so sorry for your loss. We're receiving our boys ashes next week too and I don't know what to do with them either. I want to find some sort of memorial thing, I don't just want to stick them away in a closet forever and forget about them :/