high caliber hollowpoint bullets will blow out a hole in the back of your head the size of your fist. you won't feel a thing.

an overdose on the right drugs will just put you to sleep, but if you mess up you could remain conscious and suffer, or even survive.

don't even think about killing yourself, brother. it'l leave you dead on the inside. just imagine how much the people who care about you will suffer. you really want to put them through that? they'll never recover.