A personal account of motivations, sharing my journey to a goal - to express my passion for ‘grass roots’ football in its many forms / document the ‘untold stories’ of many of the ‘Park Footballers’ I have played with for 30 years / to combine my love of portraits, archiving ‘hidden histories’ of a unique ‘city by the sea’ called Brighton & Hove / then celebrate how this game has enhanced our lives – honouring the ‘Corinthian Spirit’ in the form of a published book.

Monday, 21 March 2016

My visit to Whitehawk versus Going Dahn!

Firstly, apologies to all those owners of cars I leafleted on
the way to a home game last Saturday – some of you may not be interested in
sharing their stories of ‘grass roots football’. But after sitting up all night
printing then cutting so many of them to size by blunt scissor hands - I placed
them under your window wipers in good faith.

It was disappointing approaching a stadium so close to my
home, having never visited there before, also questioning why it was so
difficult to find (at far end of East Brighton Park) - hustled in beside a
caravan site with a single solitary sign, as if it must remain a public secret ,
a beauty spot nestling in a valley.

I had come to promote ‘Jumpers for Goalposts’ but I was
immediately captivated by animated choruses and raucous voices that filled
entire area with banshee bedlam! At one moment intimidating, then another singing
anti homophobic chants - this was a dynamic fan base of dedicated people that
loved a ‘beautiful game’.

They came from all walks of life and made it immediately
clear that they would continue chanting whether or not ‘the Ultras’ were
winning or losing, they were galvanised and inspired into being a tough side to
beat and seemed to be individually enjoying a tussle against a lesser team that
looked to be ‘going dahn!’

A mid field player with an Italian sounding name was
illuminating a rowdy, gaudy game with infectious touches, balance, control and
flair, yet fearlessly sweating blood trying to win the ball back if
dispossessed; also a tall rangy black player that seemed to effortlessly win every
air borne ball, even after giving opposing players a head start by not using
his arms against them for leverage – both seemed to be doing ‘those little things’
that can cause one side to dominate another.

I followed invitation to mingle with the crowd after
speaking to friendly ground staff, ladies behind counters and wardens that
encouraged me to promote my project; and spending time in the sponsors section,
in the bar, in the crowd – talking with all manner of people from all over the
country – reminded me why I often prefer ‘grass roots football’.

I was taping flyers onto toilet walls, beneath sky TV screen
and sharing stories with punters in queue for chips & dips when a goal went
in, but I didn't mind – Westham were one-up against Chelsea, chocolate was on
sale at 50 pence per cup, I’d met someone that played for Liverpool Ladies and talked with a friendly photographer that everyone seemed to know and like called JJ Waller,
so my day was already fantastic.

As three men grunted in battle, a few yards away from us, trying
to wrought possession of a ball from each other on touch line, I heard that
there was a half-time fight in the away team changing room, so the stewards were
lining up to escort them off the field. This
fact seemed to excite me and I'm still trying to figure out why…

I shamelessly joined in with playground antics of the crowd
by continuously barracking the away goal keeper by shouting his first name,
even when the ball was far away, even when the players were leaving the field,
even as we left the ground, even without a care for the score – knowing that his taunted name would haunt his dreams of loosing on Saturday night.

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About Me

I am a qualified Art Therapist, with 20 years experience community working, building holistic skills by working in Youth Offending, Adult Mental Health, Anti Domestic violence strategies, Men & Fathers development (ABandofBrothers Mentor for 4 years), family support and multi-agency trainer for statutory as well as voluntary agencies.

Also, an established artist regularly exhibiting in London and across east Sussex.