:hug:sending you a warm welcome.No matter how old we are losing your parents is like losing the foundations of your life.losing them both so close together must be like you not only lost the foundation but a great big chasm opened up.Its not surprising you feel so lost.

Just wanted to say hi and welcome to the forum as well Tammy, I lost my mum in February and my dad 14 years ago, I canít comprehend what it must be like to lose both so close together but I can empathise with how lost you must be feeling, I feel the same re a huge void, especially since my mumís death, we only had each other for the past 14 years and were very close xx big hugs xx