July 7, 2014

The first time we've met, I saw a different light in your
eyes. I knew deep down in me it’s going to be something.

Then something turns into another something. Deeper
thoughts together, funny conversations, secret dates, secret annoying term of endearments.
Everything was secret. Even the two of us doesn't know what’s next.

Until, unsaid feelings existed. Unsaid feelings… Yes,
they kill in a silent kind of way. I don’t know how to tell you, that I have
fallen in love.

Then next thing I knew, it’s been almost three years.
Almost three years hiding, hoping, waiting and… waiting.

Complicated, yes it is. Until I came to a decision, a
make or break decision to tell you what I really felt. I took all the courage
to tell you, I bought gallons of courage.

Four months after Blessie left the country for her Japan dream, finally we had the chance to catch things up. It was a fine Sunday night when I visited Kapatid ( Margel ) to their house, so we decided to call Chum ( Blessie ) on Skype.

Our convo lasted for about three hours and that was great. You knew it when real friends missed each other and catching things up turns into a riot kind of conversation.

Kapatid and I knew exactly what was Chum is going through right now. She just came from a horrible break-up with a guy she lasted for more than three years. So then our topic or I should say "hot topic" for the whole three hours convo was all about their break-up.

"#DeoBlessForever, as what I have said they've been together for more than three years, and for that years of up's and down's I was there. One of the witness of their love for each other. Actually, they're one of the couple that I really looked up too. I'm a fan, a solid number one fan of #DeoBlessForever. Who would've thought that this almost perfect couple had their bad ending. I really got disappointed, I got hurt, yeah that's true. For a friend who cares a lot I think I have the right to be one of the most affected."

When Chum already narrated the whole story on how Deo cheated on her with all the evidences she got from Deo's facebook, oh my G! I must say she was unbelievable, smart and great! ( Sya na talaga, MONICA ang peg. )Then I realized that Deo is weak and it is better for Chum to really dump him up. Two thumbs up for Chum and my middle finger salutes for Deo.

One thing I realized having a conversation with my girls, it doesn't matter how many guys comes in and out in your life, because great friends will remain forever at your side. No matter how far you are, remember " MAY SKYPE NAMAN" :)