MN OS ..Willing to Love You..

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-Aiza-Senior Member

Hello Guyz...this is Farrda. This is the VERY
first One shot I'm writing, so please forgive me for mistakes. I've been
reading fanfics for quite a while and so i thought I should try writing one as
well even though my writing isn't that good but all of a sudden I had this
sudden inspiration to write this and so I finished this one in 2 hours. forgive
me if it's not up to expectations as i only wrote it in 2 hours. Please feel
free to comment and constructive criticisms are always welcomed.

Willing to Love
You

"bin tere koi khalish hai hawayon
mein bin tere''was the song humming inside her head. She was sitting on the
couch reading a magazine and listening to her favorite music while waiting for
a certain person. To her, he was life and life was him. She can't imagine what
life would be without him. And she knew she meant the same to him'or at least
she hopes it is. This girl was none other than Nupur Sharma or also known as Nupz'a
name given to her by her favorite man, the man she's madly in love with, the
man who is her life'the man who is her husband'.Mayank Sharma. Nupur can't help
but frown in frustration, after all today is a special day and the person who
she wanted to celebrate it with isn't home yet. Yes, today is their first year
anniversary of taking official vows as husband and wife. That day was the most
magical and precious one in her life. The vivid images of that day, from
walking down the isle to taking the vows are still crystal clear in her head.
Thinking about them still makes her blush with smile. The past year had been
wonderful and the thought of having Mayank beside her for the rest of her life
makes life worth living more. However, even reminiscing about the old days
couldn't help Nupur from feeling a bit bitter, after all, the person she wanted
to celebrate the day with, the one who promised to be home before dinner was
still not around while the dinner time passed a long time back.

" Let him come back, I'll
make sure he doesn't get anything to eat"'Nupur muttered to herself. Why wouldn't she? She spent hours cooking
the dishes which are lying cold on the table, with additional candles and a
bottle of champagne to celebrate the occasion.

She thought of calling him,
but she knows that he doesn't like to be disturbed while he's working, after
all he's an engineer who needs to concentrate while working.

Several times Nupur picked up
the cell phone pressing the speed dial button 2 but canceling it at the last
moment. "what if he's really busy and got stuck in a meeting or something, I
know he's been coming home quite late recently because of a project which is
due soon. But he promised to be home sooner today"'Nupur pouted when she
thought that to herself but still decided against calling him. She was hungry
few hours back, but even that died out as sadness silently took over her. Small
drops of tears formed in her eyes but she didn't want to let them fall that
easily. She believed in him, believed in the man whom she loved wholeheartedly,
the man who vowed to be faithful to her and cherish her for life. She believed
he'll be home soon. But fate thought otherwise that night.

Loud thumping noise could be
heard easily from his heart. He was nervous and agitated. He spent too many
hours on it but not as many as to think of an excuse for his behavior. He knew
he was guilty, but how is he going to admit to her. He was rushing out of the
office now. He got on the life, perspiration clearly visible on his forehead
and his heart beat really fast. "How am I going to break the news to her"
he thought'.a thought which kept him so occupied that he became oblivious to
the fact that the lift had reached it's destination until the lift operator
nudged him slightly. Not that he wanted to, but he had no choice, he tried calling
Mr. Sharma several times, but he seemed too occupied in his thoughts, so he had
no other choice. Although it seemed a bit odd to him, after all, he had never
seen Mr. Sharma who is often known to be cool and composed to be occupied with
something which even made perspirations appear on his face. But then again, it
was none of his business. After the person got off the lift, he simply went
back up to get other people.

Mayank still couldn't find a
suitable excuse for the sin he committed. To him, the sin was unforgivable, but
he had to find a suitable way to confess to her. He knew that she would find
out eventually, so before she had the chance to, he had to come clean to her.
He loved Nupur too much and knew she loved him too. But what if this sin angers
her too much? These thoughts were killing Aaron from inside as he walked to his
car to drive back home. He knew the ride wasn't going to be good as the
fearsome thoughts inside his head were getting worse by every passing second.

"Nupz I'm sorry, I know I
promised to be home early and yet I couldn't keep that simple promise. I know I
promised to cherish you and love you until death do us apart, and I will keep
that one even if you stop loving me after tonight. I know we promised each
other to keep no secrets but I have faltered on that promise as well, and for
that I hope one day you can forgive me"'..some tears fell off from his deep
brown eyes as he thought of these thoughts. Tears were prickling his eyes now,
blurring his vision as he tried focusing on the road. It seems mother nature
was lamenting along with him in the form of heavy rain. This all seems like a
dj vu to him, going back to the time he had asked her to marry him. It was
raining that night as well. He can still remember the sparkles in her eyes, her
smile and the tears of joy she shed for him. Will she forgive him? Will she
love him after what he had done? Will she be willing to forgive and love him?
These thoughts were occupying his head when he failed to take notice of the
road. All of a sudden there was a blind flash and the last thing he could
remember was Nupur's face'. "nupz my love, I'm sorry" was the last
words he spoke before darkness took over.

Nupur snapped back from her
slight slumber as a loud bang and deafening sound of lightning managed to wake
her from her drowse. She looked out for the source of the noise only to find
the vase on the table beside the window shattered to small pieces. Somehow, it
didn't feel right, but she shrugged the ominous feeling aside and got up to
clean the mess. Just as she got up the phone rang scaring her a bit with the
suddenness. She hoped that the phonecall wouldn't bear any news which could
hurt her on this day of celebration. However, what she thought was wrong.

"Hello, is this Mrs. Sharma
speaking?" came out the voice of a woman from the other end. The voice
clearly showed urgency.

"yes, speaking."'.voiced
Nupur. But what she heard after that shook her in her core as she dropped
the phone which fell on the ground. By that time tears were rushing out from
her eyes as if a dam had broken and the river was flowing with great force. She
ran out with all her might and got on the car to quickly drive to the hospital.

She tried to make herself be
remain composed, but how could she? Her husband, the love of her life, the one
who she had been waiting for hours had an accident. There mere thought of
losing him for the rest of her life was giving her unbearable pain.

"God no please, not on
this day. please let him be ok"'was all she could think of over and over
again praying for the safety of her husband. She didn't want to part with him.
Not now, not ever.

As soon she parked the car,
she rushed to the reception only to be informed by the receptionist that Mr.Sharma
was in ER receiving treatment and the extent of his injuries were unknown to
her. Her words stabbed Nupur like thousands of knives. She quickly ran to the
ER area, terrifying thoughts were running through her head as she tried her
best to shrug them away. After 10 minutes the doctor came out and saw the
anxious looking young woman sitting near the ER door.

"you must be Nupur right?" the doctor asked as the young woman nodded her
head without verbally saying anything.

"Do not worry, he is fine.
He just some minor concussions and a broken hand. Otherwise he is fine.
Although he seems to be in other pain now as he kept on saying your name during
the treatment" the doctor said as he gave a small wink almost invisible. He
told her that her husband had already been transferred to a normal ward and she
could go see him immediately.

She still couldn't absorb the
shock of the accident, so she simply thanked the doctor and went to the room to
see her husband. His safety was her key priority now, so she didn't think about
what the doctor meant by other pain.

As she opened the door, the
sight terrified her for a moment. There lies on the bed, the man she loves,
full of bandages. That handsome face of his covered in bruises and the hand
plastered. Thinking he might be asleep, she slowly walks to him, once again tears
were falling from her eyes which she tried to keep away in front of the doctor
a while back. Walking to his side, she takes the empty seat near the bed and
grasps his other hand entwining it with her own thinking how lucky she is to
have this man as her husband and what could she do if she had lost him to fate.

Mayank slowly opened his eyes
only to gaze into the small, yet the most beautiful eyes he'd ever seen in his
life. Eyes which were now red and puffy with tears still falling from them
delivering a sight he never wished to see in his lifetime. He knew he was
guilty for this, and now is the best time to confess his guilt.

Nupur quickly wiped off the
tears from her face and formed a smile, a smile to relieve her husband from
feeling guilt, a smile to relieve herself as her life came back to her again.

"I'm so glad you're okay.
Please don't do this kind of thing to me again. What were you thinking? Do you
know how worried I was? So many horrible images came in my mind. But I'm glad
you're okay. Please don't do this again, I won't be able to take it" she
said almost choking with new sets of tears falling from her eyes.

Mayank kept quiet for a
while, and thought he can't hide the truth anymore. It was now or never to tell
her truth. She deserves it. So with a lot of determination, he finally uttered
the words which were bottled up inside him and caused him to come to the state
he is now.

"Nupur, I have a
confession to make. And after this, if you choose to leave me, I will
understand, but I want you to know that I will always love you and I hope you
give me another chance and stay with me. I hope you are willing to love me even
after this'"

The words were like the
shattered vase pieces piercing Nupur's heart as each of them came out from his
mouth. What is he talking about? What is he going to tell me? Anxiety crept
over him again, but she chose to remain calm waiting for the news which could
break her any minute.

Mayank continued, "Nupz'I'err'lost
the lucky charm you gave me on the day I proposed to you. The lucky charm which
was the last symbol from your parents" and after he said that, he waited
for the blow to come. After all, he very well knew the worth of that brooch. It
was a small cute stitch brooch with Nupur's name carved on the back of it. it
had been the most and the only possession from her deceased parents that she
had and she gave it to him. He knew how precious it was as he clearly
remembered her telling him that if he ever lost this she would leave him for
good and stop loving him. So the fear of losing her love crept inside him ever
since he had lost that small brooch. He awaited his fate.

It seemed like forever and
with every passing second, Mayank's fear was getting more intense. Nupur showed no emotion to his confession leading
him to think she was in a state of shock. He bit his lips to control some
possible tears that were asking to come out. And then all of a sudden'

"AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA''.Oh
my god!!! Mayank Sharma, were you worried about this that much that you got in
to an accident over it?" Nupur's reaction which seemingly bemused Mayank. "she
must be in great shock to react that way" he thought feeling even more
remorse.

Nupur cupped his cheeks and
drew his face closer to hers while looking straight into his eyes. He feared
looking at them, but couldn't take his eyes off those sparkling beautiful eyes
either.

"Listen Mr. Mayank Sharma
and listen carefully to what I'm going to tell you now. You are my life, love
and my most lucky charm now. Nothing can replace you. I love you and I will
always no matter what it is. So losing that brooch will not affect my love for
you understand?"

Hearing those words, Mayank
couldn't be more ecstatic, he was forgiven for losing her precious brooch and
even shown how much she loves him. He felt like the luckiest person in the
world. When Nupur was about to let go of his face he quickly grabbed hers and
pulled it closer to give her a kiss. A kiss full of passion and undying love.

"Nupur I'm willing to love
you forever, I'm willing to be your lucky charm and protect you for all the
sorrows of the world" he said to her looking at her after the kiss.

"Mayank Sharma, I'm
willing to love you for eternity, and you will always be my most lucky charm
and most precious in the world" she replied back while she hugged him
gently.

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