SRS Saddest day of my life today

Attended a memorial for the crew and patient of PHI Med 12, a medical helicopter that crashed early Sunday morning. All four were killed. I knew the paramedic and nurse. I haven't had any deaths in the family since I was a little kid, so this is the first funeral/memorial I've been to. I kept it together until they started playing taps and brought out the crew's flight helmets.