I have a lot of challenges ahead. BUT - I feel honestly aware of them - and my limits -

I think I understand - what I need now - to keep mentally healthy - and physically - and ... unfortunately financially -

I am going to take it easy this weekend - and enjoy kind of the after glow of this realizatio (i can't believe I am using this metaphor - but it's true!) hehe

I just - feel good - and I understand myself I think - yes I am not perfect - and I have some strengths - that come out - and some weakness - and big time fears that have been perhaps blocking me - but I find as I talk about these anzieties and fears - it lessens them slightly to share them - sort of like trimming a giant's height - a little - so that I can now have a better view of what I am up a against - ah now I've got an idea of what I am up against!

anyway - it's still not easy - and surmounting some of these things will take research - but at least - I know what it is that I am targeting now -

I love life - I love my freinds here at MS - I realize at times - I have been unlcear - but this too was as it was for me -

have a nice weekend - filled with placid - and restful moments -

your friend with daisies,

Mark T. xo

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"...do not look outside yourself for the leader."-wisdom of the hopi elders

Dear Mark,Thanks for the mental image "your friend with daisies." It's going to be a good week end here, as well. Easy chores today (painting repaired spots in a bathroom, etc.) and a nice 2 hr Sunday drive for a family gathering. Be of good cheer. Live is great! -- and getting better!Love, etc.,

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"We are only two and yet our howling can encircle the world's end.Frightened, you are my only friend.And frightened we are, every one.Someone must take a stand -- Coward, take my coward's hand"Arthur Laurents

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