OK, here's the deal. I've basically ballsed up my entire college course. Poof, gone. I have a problem, a mental problem, I don't quite know how to explain it, but basically think of it like uncontrollable procrastination. I know I have to do the work, I know that if I don't, I might as well quit the course (which is the point it's got to), but I just can't bring myself to do it. I sit there screaming at myself inside my head, but I just can't start doing it. Anyway, that's not the point. The point is, I can't keep coming here, this is one of my major places for wasting time. Need a break Stoko? Go check the CulT. Half an hour later? Shiiiiiit!

Basically, what I'm asking, is if an admin can suspend my account until the 15th of June. As far as I know, no matter what the outcome, I'll be out of college by then. If you perform this action tomorrow (on the 23rd), then that's 53 days. I'll still be on MSN and AIM, and I'll miss you all. I hope by the time June 15th rolls around, I'll have some positive news to report. Also, if you need to demod me so someone can take my place, I understand...

Anyway, I'll still be here all of today (Thursday) so if you've got anything to say to me, say it now :) Hope y'all don't miss me too much ;) See you soon,

*~Stoko~*

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[23:52:06] <Overlord> MOVE OUT OF THE FUCKING PARKING SPACE[23:52:11] <Overlord> I HAVE A MONSTER DELOREAN[23:52:13] <Overlord> GRRRRRRRR

I sometimes wish some of you people would pull your heads out of your asses and realise what "reality" is, look, look, I'm not made of chocolate, amazing, and I didn't need some stupid excuse about how my character (whom I pretend to be because I hate my own life) is invincible because doctor bluenuts made him that way.Jesus.

OK, here's the deal. I've basically ballsed up my entire college course. Poof, gone. I have a problem, a mental problem, I don't quite know how to explain it, but basically think of it like uncontrollable procrastination. I know I have to do the work, I know that if I don't, I might as well quit the course (which is the point it's got to), but I just can't bring myself to do it. I sit there screaming at myself inside my head, but I just can't start doing it. Anyway, that's not the point. The point is, I can't keep coming here, this is one of my major places for wasting time. Need a break Stoko? Go check the CulT. Half an hour later? Shiiiiiit!

I know exactly what you mean about this, I come to the cult and don't do my work, I haven't this problem to the same degree as you but I know what you mean. However my friends keep pucshing me to do the work, while I'm on here so I do. It'll seem odd without you around, but I hope things improve for you. Well see you in June then (Or on MSN maybe).

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*cough*My failed Uni course *cough* I know the feeling but for me it was a case the course was not what I wanted to do in the end, I got unhappy doing the work and struggling trying to achieve something that was not for me. So I am wasting my time now. untill I leave uni for a year and then do a college course or something.

Johnny and now you. I'm questioning my decision to return to full-time education...

Really, it is worth it. I have to go tomorrow and beg with my college to let me redo this year. Usually, as far as I know, you can't reapply to do an (or at least this) AVCE course. In an ideal world, I'd pack it in now, get to a psychologist and see whats up (feels like some mix of ADD and OCD, not that that's a perfect analogy), and see what kinda shit they can give me for it. Get my head sorted out and return in September to really kick this course's ass. I've been through a year, I've fucked it up, and I still wanna go back. Trust me Nik, it's worth it. Then there's the 60 quid a month child benefits my parents claim, if I don't go back, they lose them as you only get them at this age if you're in Higher Education. Then again, I'd advise you to apply for an AVCE course in something you want to do, much, MUCH better than the A Level route.

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You have exactly the same problem I have, and I wish you the best of luck. All I hope for is that nobody see's your condition as "OMG you're not academically handicapped, you're just fucking lazy", cause I've heard that shit and it just isn't true.

(22:09:48) (WoK(FC-MMBN)) i am WAY too into MMBN(22:09:56) (WoK(FC-MMBN)) I saw on the corner of the TV screen "VIETNAM"(22:09:59) (WoK(FC-MMBN)) and I read:(22:10:01) (WoK(FC-MMBN)) "NETNAVI"(22:10:20) (@ScaliServ) I'M way too horny.(22:10:27) (@ScaliServ) I say "Fox25" in the corner of the screen.(22:10:33) (@ScaliServ) and I read "CUNT"(22:10:47) (+Dude) I saw wok's "S&M" topic(22:10:51) (+Dude) and thought "SSBM"

[20:38:43] (BMP) alpha is jesus?[20:38:47] (+DF at College) O_o;[20:38:47] (BMP) i thought jesus was a chick[20:38:49] (BMP) I was like[20:38:51] (BMP) the long hair damnit[20:39:07] * choel is now known as choel[afk][20:39:08] (.Alpha) Well, I am![20:39:12] * Alpha is now known as Jesus[20:39:13] (+DF at College) If Alpha is Jesus, then is Kiko God? *continues the Kiko/Alpha parent/child idea*[20:39:14] (B0b) I saw a jesus pic with a mullet it was funny as hell[20:39:18] (.Jesus) onos killed by hitler[20:39:24] (Charlesed4) DF[20:39:31] (Charlesed4) Technically that would be a lesbian relationship =P[20:39:38] (Kiko[ToD]) ....o_o[20:39:38] (.Jesus) o_O;[20:39:43] (+DF at College) Uh...[20:39:45] * Kiko[ToD] is now known as God[20:39:49] (BMP) chuck[20:39:51] * God is now known as STFU[20:39:52] (BMP) PARENT CHILD[20:39:54] (BMP) NOT LOVER[20:39:57] * STFU is now known as Kiko[20:39:58] (Charlesed4) ooooh[20:40:03] (Charlesed4) ^_^;;[20:40:04] (Kiko) Pedo.[20:40:04] (Kiko) =P[20:40:07] (+DF at College) Yeah. Kiko is Alpha's mother. Or so they say. =P [20:40:10] (Raggak) hahaha[20:40:12] (BMP) Alpha is the daughter of kiko[20:40:14] (BMP) durrrrrr[20:40:16] (BMP) run with it[20:40:19] * Raggak throws a sponge at Charlesed4[20:40:24] (BMP) they do not make incestual love. x_X