At the very beginning, there was Ratopia. Then, there's ratology. In ratology, we get to observe whether someone with psychosis and neurosis could amount to something. This was a question to be answered till the end of my time. Except for now, a few stenosis and hernia as well as months of diminished mobility and debilitating pain after, the question has turned to be... Could someone with such characteristics amount to anything and go anywhere?

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Words

Today, as I was chatting with a friend, the topic of the experiences of pain came out...

It was then did the illiterate me come to know that, out there, there is a whole philosophical kinda thing about pain... for it is something so intangible, unobservable, and unexplainable, if not unspeakable.

It reminded me of what happened one time when, with the insurance adjuster I spoke,"Speak slower... I am in pain."

"I didn't know."She replied.

I then thought... such is many other things... insufficient my futile attempt.

Saying I love youIs not the words I want to hear from youIts not that I want youNot to say, but if you only knewHow easy it would be to show me how you feelMore than words is all you have to do to make it realThen you wouldnt have to say that you love meCos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in twoMore than words to show you feelThat your love for me is realWhat would you say if I took those words awayThen you couldnt make things newJust by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understandAll you have to do is close your eyesAnd just reach out your hands and touch meHold me close dont ever let me goMore than words is all I ever needed you to showThen you wouldnt have to say that you love meCos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in twoMore than words to show you feelThat your love for me is realWhat would you say if I took those words awayThen you couldnt make things newJust by saying I love you

More than words

(Ratprincess: well... doesn't seem like quite right for what I am trying to say... almost sound like I want you to personally experience all... 8-O unless it is that mute fish talking again... lol but anyway, the song is good and title sounds right... 8-O lol)