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When you startle awake with the streaming revelation in response to your daily inquiry of “whys”, sequentially demonstrating how one internal disposition led to a series of deficient events you’ve been internally bellowing about… it’s time to GET UP!

They say that the ‘witching hours’ are those dark few just before dawn. Most of us have heard that the veil is thinner, both literally and metaphorically and anyone who has endured a deep and dark night of the soul gets the metaphor full in the face.

The past two years have been a journey of incessant inquiry for me. It has also been two years of some serious dismantling and personal and professional re-branding. The two years of playing anchor to my knowing and seeking has been bounteous and fruitful…. In fact overwhelmingly so! Conscious confirming data of the soul and it’s purpose has flowed generous and consistent rounding out my wisdom base and clarifying earlier suspicions on lesser known details weaving a constellation of truths I now overflow with.

And, like all obedient and earnest seekers, I have laid at the teet of truth yearning to suckle more until the epic moment of evolution in human consciousness drew me to my feel in a cacophony of brotherhood and transcendence and took my place among the masses in song and common purpose! Can you hear the heavenly choruses now?

And I waited. I read the prophecies, interpreted the signs and waited some more. And I grew deeply, darkly impatient.

I have many a time referred to this earth home, era in civilization and it’s current sentient consciousness as the “dummy rock”. Ugly, I know. And why so cynical? Or as Jack Nicholson in his role as Joker with his charismatically sinister smile,…. “Why so serious?”

My immediate shout back would be, isn’t it perfectly obvious? All the experts agree. We either evolve or we are headed towards a very rapid extinction event!

Albert Einstein said the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result. He also said we cannot solve a problem with the same thinking we used when we created them. I am effectively paraphrasing here but this rather well respected physicist and early quantum investigator would be hard to argue with. No reasonable person would.

And yet, that is STILL the condition of most of humanity today! Do I hear “dummy rock?”

At this risk of sounding arrogant, the path to understanding why society is so cyclical in it’s inequality and hostility, who has been in charge, how long this has been the case, what their motives might be and if those motives are in my and the rest of humanity’s best interest is ultimately pretty damn easy to investigate and ultimately decipher. Especially with the “all seeing internet”. It is now spectacularly easy. Follow the money folks.

So why so many souls indignantly morose and equally complacent about the status quo?

Perhaps they don’t know their limitless options? Potential for change? Boundless solutions already in implementable templates? Are they unable to decipher genuinely moral leadership, transparent in motive and deed? Maybe they don’t feel sufficiently elected to direct others and collaboratively act upon available solutions? Ahhhhhhhhh!…………..

And in comes the stream of revelation. This Reluctant Intuitive has just as poignantly been the reluctant leader, barricading my own receptivity in wishful aspiration of steadfast philanthropy. And it has stripped me bare and left my field interpreted as “open for the takers!” Before we can give, we must receive. We cannot be givers unless tapped into receiving. Of course I knew this. And the natural progression of the apprentice, maturing student, novice teacher and growing sage is LEADERSHIP.

And there it is.

Global solutions require SOLUTIONARIES that are bold and brazen enough to lead. That includes me, without self deluding thoughts of inadequacy, squirming away from the call by perpetual intimidation and even meaningful distraction.

NOW, calling all reluctant leaders; would be solutionaries in your various states of activation and becoming! ARISE and fill your place as change agents and LEADERS! Seeing what is ‘wrong’ and articulating it well IS NOT enough.

Time to stand and be counted among the active leadership in our evolving world in transition. There is so much brilliance here and it’s time to raise the IQ and EQ of our global leadership!

Experts in the field of Quantum Physics, Theoretical Physics and Astronomy are now more certain that what we perceive as “reality” is a narrow less than 5% of what is TRULY there, all around us. What does this mean about our current perception of reality? We would have to assume that in actuality, we have been able to fallibly qualify less than 5% of the tangible Universe.

All modern scientific discovery has attempted to quantify the physical world based on the shocking limitation of only 5% of the data, making best guest assumptions about the nature of the Universe, life and our relevance to it. And the theories are riddled with holes and inconsistencies for good reason…… there is far too much we cannot possible know.

Without expansive perception, the development of higher faculties, intuition, and brain development, we are literally “FLYING BLIND” and cannot discern what is real. There is a call to OPEN THE DOOR to a new awakened reality, but we must first overcome our arrogance about what we believe we know, and humble step forward into the dark matter abyss and seek to understand from a fresh perspective.

There is SO much more for us to understand and evolve into.

The time to develop our latent intuitive abilities, our birthright and “6th Sense” has never been more relevant.

For society to discern truth from fabricated, agenda driven, fiction predisposed to these perceptional limits, whilst adding the day to day burdens of money and productivity driven stress and chaotic activity, we MUST take time to pause and center.

How much of what we assume isn’t “there” influences our choices every moment?

When we turn on our potential, new worlds of perception open us to a grander, more spatial views of reality, where we are far more connected as a sentient collective than separate entities inhabiting meat-suits.

Heed the call to rise to new reaches of awakening, consciously choosing to access the “more” within you,….waiting to be revealed.

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Yes, it is. When most folks that you talk to can’t get in enough words in to describe how overly busy they are, you feel the sentiment everywhere. In my coaching and energy awareness and quantum healing practice, I listen to clients exclaim their surprise that the bladders and bowels that once served them so impeccably are now non-communicative after years of “hold and wait” through endless corporate boards meetings. Really? And you are surprised by this?

Daily we are training ourselves how to “be”. As the commander of the ship, the voice of the tabernacle, the director of our energy frequencies, we are daily, consciously and unconsciously setting the pattern of flow and resonance around us; and our lives attract, our relationships mirror and our bodies health will reflect accordingly.

Staying relevant to our own lives, fully present to those who we are committed to and matter the most is genuinely what being “madly relevant” is all about.

A quote that chimed in and rang true in my pontificating noggin’ rolled out like this the other day….

“Be purposefully planted. Make a difference right where you are.”

So Bah Humbug to the overreaching marketing and media memes of “GO BIG OR GO HOME”! Who says you have to join into the hype of competitive sales soup to make a difference in the world and live a deeply enriching and equally purposeful life?

If we all leave home to join the 3 ring circus of “GO BIG seekers”…. who will tend to our children?…. our homes?….. our gardens?….. our communities?…. our microcosm?

Being relevant where we are builds from the core outward and replicates itself in an ever reaching wave through quantum fields of synchronistic and collaborative regeneration.

There would be very few, if any, homeless at our freeways off-ramps if every individual, …. literally every family chose to do this.

So today as I make the daily commitment to being present, I hold those that are dear to me, listen to the Guidance within, study my Spanish so that I can relate better to an ever melding world, tend to my bio-dynamic gardens, care for my precious fur children, check in with my offspring and theirs, and plant myself firmly in the gift that is my madly relevant life.

Are you feeling flat? Has life’s pearly luster worn down a bit and left you in monotonous auto-pilot, managing duties and keeping up with tasks,… with little evident payoff? When enthusiasm for once sacred delights wanes and our once impenetrable fortress of professional, familial, relational or aesthetic value finds itself in question; it’s not a far drop to literally lose oneself. Where do we find ourselves relevant, valuable and equally irreplaceable to those we hold dear?

Are you entrenched in the identity of something relational, heavily invested but impermanent? Has the caricature you’ve identified with become somehow antiquated? In other words, have you played the role of someones spouse, parent, child, partner, caregiver, confidant, now displaced by an evolving lack of demand? Has the season changed and flipped you irreverently on your ass?

Seasons in our lives are meant to drastically amend the prior landscape, irrevocably altering us and sharpening up our current sense of who we identify ourselves to be. We all know this, and for the most part we can come to accept it. Our children’s co-dependence is meant to wane as they grow to adulthood, expertise in any field gives way to new discovery, new figures rise in their expertise and the world cycles itself endlessly, with or without our active participation or witness.

So in humble acceptance of this natural principle, and assessment of my recent participation in the mechanisms of societal evolution, if someone was to ask me how I am feeling about my momentary contribution…. my answer would have to unequivocally be, “I FEEL FLAT”.

Most who know me would find this revelation remarkable and quite unexpected, as I am toting several badges of honor that “should”demonstrate otherwise. As a woman in my mid-forties, I have successfully raised 4 upright, enormously talented and equally healthy children to adulthood. There is also the newfound joy of recent grand-motherhood, which can be some serious fun. My education was completed finally, nearly a decade ago which boasts a doctorate, complimented with a nomination as a Global Peace Ambassador to the UPF. I have published two books, one of which has been a #1 Bestseller, and have enjoyed the fruits of a successful coaching practice. I have lived abroad and traveled to many exotic areas of this glorious globe and have the love of a passionately devoted soul mate.

Now that I have colored in the blanks and framed this life of mine a bit, I sound reminiscent of a pitifully ungrateful complainer, don’t I? Were it not for the overbearing issues that plague my soul, I wouldn’t even like myself much, let alone defend my position of melancholy.

So what’s up? Where in the heck is the apathy coming from when a plethora of blessings have already been manifested in real time?

Well, now that you ask…. there is that matter of a nation torn asunder by a political tryst engineered at the highest levels of influence. From that influential patriarchy, my understanding is that nearly EVERY aspect of our lives are manipulated against our best interests. Apparently our skies are salted relentlessly with barium, strontium and aluminum, all carcinogenic and toxic to ourselves, our soil, our water and all life upon which it falls. Our soil and crops have been neglectfully poisoned, frankensteinanly engineered with patented seed by greedy corporations. The water that we drink is regularly tested positive for excessive toxic fluoride, chlorine, a cadre of pharmaceuticals that have leached into the water table, just to name a few. Our politics appear to be in-defensively rigged, our banking institutions corrupt, our history re-written by the victors to malevolently manipulative levels meant to engender ignorance. Technology has become a worldwide virtue and vice in it’s necessity in our lives, giving rise to social media addiction and corresponding depression; not to mention excessive spending due to forced obsolescence. Need another update?…. sorry, you are out of memory! No problem… we have a “cloud” to hold ALL your sensitive, personal data. Completely safe, of course. And the cost is……

Ugh…..

There are quite literally too many issues to list and I have only begun to be a serious buzz kill in my first blog in nearly 5 years! Should I stop myself already?

So here is the thing…….

What can I really do about any of it? How in this ever changing world of the good, the bad and the ugly can I find lasting relevance in this world? REAL, serious and MAD, far-reaching, undeniable, heart saturated RELEVANCE?

As one who holds myself to a high level of impeccability in my personal contribution, forever pushing my limits and forcing back my comfort zones, I deeply appreciated this reminder.

“Ours is not the task of fixing the entire world all at once, but of stretching out to mend the part of the world that is within our reach. Any small, calm thing that one soul can do to help another soul, to assist some portion of this poor suffering world, will help immensely. It is not given to us to know which acts or by whom, will cause the critical mass to tip toward an enduring good.”

– Clarissa Pinkola Estes
American poet, post-trauma specialist and Jungian psychoanalyst, author of Women Who Run With the Wolves.

So, upon rising….. let us ask that ever-present, Universal Consciousness, that constant pervading Wisdom and Love Presence that holds each of us eternally in It’s Wholeness,…. “What would you have me do to serve the “whole” today? What would you have me say, give, share, listen to, participate in, hold space for, be present as a witness to make a difference?”

The opportunity is always there. On the freeway. In the checkout line. In EVERY parking lot. There is always someone’s life that we can touch, lighten, brighten and witness.

It is in that space that we find purpose. It is in this daily practice that we make a difference. This is how we daily demonstrate “mad relevance“.

I get a serious kick out of reading the headlines of my email service’s news reel…..”3 tips to get your belly flat now!” or “5 ways to make him love you forever!”…… yada, yada, yada.

Yes, there is amazing bullet pointed advice out there, but to pigeon hole a number and cram the entire population into that quantifier is ludicrous!

I admit it,…. I am a professional coach. I also happen to be a PhD and an energy intuitive and if there is one humbling fact that I have come to realize in my short life on this planet it is this……. Each of us is so intrinsically unique, so magnificently faceted in that uniqueness there is never one way to address anything truly pertinent.

And since when is everyone who has had personal experience an “EXPERT”??? People are coming out of the woodworks, doling out advice with the title of expert because they visited the school of hardknocks a time or two. Well… who hasn’t?

Before you pay 49.95 for “3 Weird tips to…… ” or purchase an online tutorial for the amazing deal of $399.95 to permanently change……”, why not realize that any investment is best learned when it is profoundly experienced.

You want a heartbeat and an acutely listening ear when it comes to building a support system for clarity and change?

By all means, if you are genuinely drawn to a fabulous article or bewitched by a clever titled book…. read on! But be really super honest with yourself….. are you intuitively drawn to it or not?

You see, your answers are exactly that…. “your answers”. We are meant to live a life wide awake to ourselves, excavating and discovering our own riches! There is NO ONE else like you alive or dead! You are a fresh new perspective on humankind, with your own delicious adventure to tell.

So, good advice… you bet, it’s out there but when it comes to knowing ourselves and the uniqueness of our personal dynamics, relationship quirks, physiological anomalies and what have you….. take the time to inquire and get the support of an intuitive coach that listens to you. One that reveals how much you already know and have access to yourself, but just needed a skillful mirror to reflect it back and hold you to what you know and want!

Your answers can’t be quantified, repackaged and sold en masse…… great marketing, but no bueno.

Anything that is going to last is going to be as customized and specific as you are!

YOU want to know how many steps it will take before you have…….. let’s ask the right questions first and let your intuition reveal it’s brilliance to you!…. with the help of “your” coach.