My God Am I Sick Of Decently Lean Food

Damnit I am so sic of chicken and lean cuts of pork. Fuck this Im going to bulk now but not a pig out bulk. But I dont know if il make it because all lean food taste like shit to me now I dieted from januariy to august and I just want to throw away the healthy food and pig out on meatballs and pasta. But I know that I can fucking add 10 pounds of fat in 2 weeks if I start to pig out

How in gods name do you guys keep the same shitty food interesting? It has come to the point now that I have to force myself to eat even when Im hungry, I gag at heatlhy food

I go to a school where i'd rather eat 10 eggs with dinner than have what they're serving. plus i've got genetics where if i want to have a pint of ice cream every night right before bed i can do it.. and not gain any fat. It's pretty weird.
Unfortunately i also lose muscle really, really, really fast. around 10 lbs in 4 weeks where i didn't lift, just ate a lot.
I guess i'm what you'd call a hardgainer.

yeah lean food sux i have foubnd some pretty cool recipies to spice things up under the recipe page on this board especially the low fat low carb chicken parm, most of the time i can stand diet food with one cheat meal a week (usually a buffet somewhere), but when i get real bad i will just cheat and get it over with or try one of those recipies

"you suck" <-- from Anger Management.
But when im bulking its all out.... meatballs and pasta? lol add some garlic bread and cheesecake for dessert. mmmmmmm I start carbin up tomorrow YAAAAAA!!!!!!!

Ohh man that sounds SO good
Damn ohh well tomorrow is friday then atleast I can have whatever I want and lots of it I LOVE fridays
First time ever now that Im bulking whitout going overboard on fatty foods and I hate every moment of it Im addicted to those ohh so tasty meatballs.