Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Just after a movieIt's all happened just after the movie , i was all stoned my senses were aching like they just going to die aur they just coming out from effect of anesthesia , why we go for this type of movies . Aren't movies just meant for pure intertainment , like no-entry you go inside take a healthy laughter session ( caution in case of no entry their can be severe complexities due to excessive laugh) . Than why swadesh , and today this flick mangal pandey , why these filmmakers are doing these types of crime by making such heavy movies , yes you are thinking rigth their are even more heavier movies like arth, aur mirch masala ,another one in which depti naval is being sold many times .....bottom line is why this heavy cinema , why sensitive and sensible movie when all we want is just the fun , thats why i spend my 150 / - to get entertainment , isn't this entertainment only aim of our life , for example .. i decided to come to gurgaon because i want fun , you decided other cities because you want fun , sometime money can play more superior role but again we want money so that we can enjoy this life better later . my mother always used to say " kutta bhee apni jagah ko poonch se saaf karke baithta hai " although it meant different thing that time ( those of you have seen my room can guess easily ) ...so why cant we do it , confused .. ok i promised my friends to not to be cryptic , so here it is in simple flat words ..'when dogs are that much concerned about thereself ..why cant we give some time to ourself , " kutta bhee to doosre kutte ke baithne ki jagah theek nahin karta " . Can you give me even a single good reason why i should be worried about someone dying due to starvation , you can ask jha and jain i am having more food than ever before , or you can check my waist , so as long as i am getting food , i dont care about the rest of the world and thats what we human do, those who finding my words strange and selfish ...can ask a simple question to themselves ..what matters most to them , ... just fun and facility .... if you think the same , we are on our highway to heaven , we gonaa get every thing that we desired for ourself in this life ... no i just dont feel shame in my eyes when i saw a 3 year old begging at howrah station with a infant with her , and there is another girl ..what will you do if your icecream fall down on the floor of an indian railways sleeper coach , and what she did ...ridiculus she just pick it up and yes you are rigth she ate it .....see i am talking about social issues and i am touched isn't that enough .... so why cant we just have fun while we are watching movie and having out dinner at ruby's tuesday ...yehhhh together we can and we will , so there is a resolution " now onwards i'll watch movies just for fun , and even if they try to say smthign heavy we just ignore it as long as it dont involved us " .... so ccheers for our happy and successful career and future ...have fun .......

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

“What went wrong …?”

He was looking for the reasons, but there is no one who can console him, I doubt if anyone can be able to understand the pain, the feelings he is going through , why he is so weird , why cant he live like us , we the normal human being , he is crazy , baby , crazy , and we?Who we are, infect what we are, ok you are saying there is a clear line between crazy and us, and we the people are surely not crazy at all , I can guarantee you about myself I am totally sane , saner than the sanest that’s the reason why I am writing this wonderful piece of art , only intellectuals do this king of stuff , surely I am neither you nor crazy I am intellectual , I am the one who discuss about everything , I have a thousands ofopinions , I am the one who can change this world , but I am not the one , because we intellectuals don’t change this world , we love to talk just talk , we love to show our love , all we care about is that everyone know how much we care, we do all of it because we are intellectual …indeed .Ok let’s come back to you the normal Indians... Sometimes crowned with the tag of “the great Indian middle class”... … … ….. if there is anyone normal that’s we , because we know what is necessary for our life , we are too busy in gathering the food , clothes and shelter and sometimes AC and OPTRA , we know why he is sad , and we also know why he is mad , he is uselessas useless as those intellectuals , they don’t know what the real problem is , they don’t know the anything about heart and soul , they are just abnormal , we know that only great man can build a great nation , but here everything is a mess , there is no light in the city from last 5 days , roads are full with potholes , street light already became part of the history .. This whole system is dead, or I should say deadlier than the deadliest….

….am I the only one staring at the sun …there are great philosophers thousand of activists and socialists there is this great Indian Diaspora... still I want the answer ..This has been an unanswered question since too long …

“What went wrong?”

The-end …

As I already said we intellectual do not have the answer …. Do you? It’s been the most shameful day of my life I am not even able to give answer to this CRAZY.. Don’t know what he wants… What he is up to …strange isn’t it…..

Some times empty ness can give us something full withfullness and its one ofthe better things happened to me in this life … when I was a child … no I don’t remember any fever .. but it was surely something which has a great impact on my life , I was a dreamer ,no I am a dreamer ,.. a big time dreamer , one who likes this virtual world more than any real phenomena. so you want to judge me … am I a freak … or am I a psycho .. no I am just a dreamer .. and in my fairy world monster are a valid point , every thing isnot white or black there is a lot of grey in my world , I wish I could show you my world … there is a journey from fantasy to tragedy … why this reality is so cruel why it cant be as sweet asdreams … they are indeed not the sweetest thing , but they are sweet and I am happy with the amount of sweetnesspresents …where the hell I am heading , why there is such imbalance , disorder seems to most ordered functionality is my this pretty real world … I want to do a lots of things but my ultimate desire is just the word ‘WANT’ I want to have this feeling of want , seems like an endless limitless , un-measurable,journey ….when will it comes to a halt.