Tuesday, August 10, 2010

it s been too long i did not update my blog...whooosshhh...Alhamdulillah...at last...i've been ticketed to enter the first day of Ramadhan...I hope this time of Ramadhan will bring me to be a better person...Ya Allah...do hear all my prayers in this Holy month of Ramadhan..do open my heart,eyes and minds widely in accepting the true ways of Islam and forbid me from doing any evil things...This vicegerent of U in this world is trying hard to make her life better and full of karamah..wallahualam..

I know you miss your mom, And I know you miss your dad,When I'm gone, but I'm tryin to give you the life that I never had I can see your sad,Even when you smile, even when you laugh , I can see it in your eyes,deep inside you wanna cry, Cause you're scared, I ain't there?Daddy's with you in your prayers No more cyrin', wipe them tears Daddy's here, no more nightmares We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it Laney uncles crazy ain't he? Yeah, but he loves you girl and you better know it We're all we got in this world When it spins when it swirls When it whirls when it twirls Two little beautiful girls Lookin puzzled in a daze, I know it's confusin' you Daddy's always on the move, mama's always on the news I try to keep you sheltered from it, but somehow it seems, The harder that I try to do that the more it back fires on me All the things growin' up, as daddy that he had to see Daddy don't want you to see, but you see just as much as he did.

We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me But things have got so bad between us I don't see us ever bein' together ever again Like we used to be when we was teenagers But then of course everything always happens for a reason I guess it was never meant to be But its just somethin' we have no control over, And that's what destiny is Well no more worries rest your head and go to sleep Maybe one day we'll wake up, and this will all just be a dream Now hush little baby, Don't you cry, everything's gonna be alright Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, I told ya, Daddy's here to hold ya, through the night ...miss u abh...