Jul 20, 2009Please don't become my fan if you think I sound cool or you want to be friends. Being my fan means you like my writing. Thank you! (:

Jul 17, 2009Found a new way of poetryy (:
Saw Harry Potter 6 ! It was okay... (:
Also the new Owl City CD came out on the 15th and I bought it yesterday!!! :D

May 24, 2009I had a bad flu, but I'm doing better now :]

May 22, 2009Did I mention my birthday was on May 11th?

May 19, 2009HE SAID I LOVE YOU. CHUCK SAID I LOVE YOU. OHMYGOSH I'm so happyyy! :D

May 18, 2009I got a twitter in case anyone wants to follow me hahha. It's just ZoeKarpelowitz. Also, Owl city and Chipotle. Died and went to heaven. :] I also got a yellow american apparel jacket! I'm so happy, they're so warm and fuzzy :D

May 4, 2009Got my new haircut! My friends say I look like a scene boy HAHAHAHAHAHA. I look like such a boy with my gangster hat and aviators on it's CRAZYYY. Okay so I updated to chapter 7 of Destroyed By Hate and hopefully possibly I'll update more soon. I'm experimenting with more art. Don't get me wrong, writing is still my biggie. But I really want to make videos and do photography and get a poloroid maybe because those are cute, and also some oil pastels. I'm experimenting now with things, including my image hahaha. :]

Apr 29, 2009This weekend shall be the best!! My birthday is in 12 days, yayaya! And Friday night I'm getting my hair cut and dyed to a medium auburn. PRETTY I know. I'm also getting READING GLASSES so I'll be at the mall and might possibly go SHOPPING with my friend Sanna who is also going to help me pick out my frames. ALSOOO can webcams record videos? I'm asking this question for an answer and also partially to see if actually anyone ever reads my news lol xD BECAUSE I want to start making a show, like a webcast of videos all made by MUWAH. With friends. :D Anddd my haircut is going to be like Mitchel Davis's, if any of you know who that is. He's AWESOME! He does really awesome videos on youtube. So yeah thats my news. Stories soon as well. Almost finished with my next chapter to Destroyed By Hate. I know I'm taking so long!

Apr 26, 2009If you want to read a real book, read A Million Little Pieces by James Frey. I don't care that people say it's not true. It is the best book I have ever read in my life. It has changed my life completely, and gave me incredible insights on things I never would have thought about or changed my opinion about. I cried like crazy through out most of it, especially the end. It was incredible.

Apr 13, 2009Um yeah mind my language but WHERE THE FUCK DID ALL OF MY WRITING GO!?

Apr 10, 2009Allrighty. I'm writing my first rape scene. I know that sounds a bit odd xD But like I said we've started out fiction unit in my Language Arts class and we're staring on drafting our first scene of the story. Of course my short story is going to be intense because well, that's just how I like to write it. I'll be positing it most likely up here after I'm done and it's been graded and handed back (not any time soon I gather unless I can snatch it away for a day). But the first scene is a flashback of her getting raped by her father, which leads to the plot of the short story; the girl in in rehab and its visiting day, and she's going to talk to her father whose her visitor. I've probably written like ten drafts JUST for the part where he's raping her, because I'm trying to make it like Speak you know? Not copy, but not make it graphic with penis and vagina, but with inner thinking and little things that happen that you understand she's being raped. I had doing graphic sex, I mean especially in a middle school. I don't think she would allow it anyways xD But yeah. And I'm writing chapter 8 for Destroyed By Hate. I know I'm moving slow, everything is moving slow. But no more excuses. I just haven't been updating. Like I say a million times I'll try, and I try and get as much writing time as I can. :]

Mar 22, 2009Gosh! So many books to read! Finish Rumors, read Envy, Tithe, Ink Exchange, King Dork, Take Me there, the rest of Brisingr, Someone like you, Dreamland, GAH! I'm going to explode. I'm not getting ANYWHERE on my novels, though I've had a very big feeling for writing Destroyed By Hate because I've found so many new awesome songs that make me want to write on it, so yeah. xD I know I haven't been updating much. I won't be updating constantly anymore. I know that everyone will get bored with my novels if I don't continue them soon, but I'm trying my hardest to get focused. And guess whaat? YESTERDAY I GOT TWILIGHT THE MOVIE AND THIS GIANT POSTER OF EDWARD (Robert Pattinson) and he's BEAUTIFUL. :D And I know the movie sucks, so don't give me grief. But apparently, no matter how horrible Twilight sucks, I'm still overly obsessed with it. I've watched it probably like ten times since yesterday xD

Mar 16, 2009I just finished a FABULOUS book. Wicked Lovely (can't recall the author). It isn't what I usually read about; it's about a girl who see's faeries. I'm hoping to get the second one soon possibly. I've also decided to drop Edward and move onto Seth, who is one of the guy characters in Wicked Lovely. He's like, the most dreamiest person EVER. So you guys can have Edward, but I call Seth >:D Besides that name is just so much cooler xD Also, I'm sorry I haven't been on. I'm trying here though, but I don't mind if you give me grief. It's my fault I'm such a procrastinator, so now I have a bunch of homework due in two days that I can barely get done. So possibly this weekend I'll get something up. I'm going through a small phase of writing personal essay's or stating my opinions on things, just to let you know. So if I post something that's miscellaneous that's what it is haha. I've got a bajillion lines written down for poems I want to start, and this idea for a short story. My new topic shall be death, I don't know if I already told you. I'm writing a essay about my opinion on death, a poem about death, a verse about death, and possibly a short story. The short story might be in verse or not, I haven't really decided, because if they are I can just combine them together. I'm still thinking on that. I also am going to start deciphering the lyrics to Death Cab For Cutie songs. I will be posting them on here as well; my ideas on what they mean. I'm also not plagiarizing when I post their lyrics, and then bellow say what I think they mean. So please don't call me on that. It's kind of important for you guys to know the lyrics I'm deciphering if you want to understand m opinion xD Also, discovered some new bands. If anyone has any bands, PLEASE LIST THEM. I'm going through a music fanatic at the moment, where I'll buy a new song, listen to it for a day and then get bored of all my music and need to buy more. Bad part is I'm wasting all my money xD Papa Roach, Rediscover, Bring Me The Horizon, and a lot more that are escaping my mind for some reason. Another reason I'm not posting is because I'm addicted to a website called Meez which I'm pretty sure I already told you about. It's an avatar website, and it's so incredible that I want to do nothing but sit and be an avatar all day long. xD But ANYWAYS, things are going pretty well. Life is better. I've switched my therapy to every other monday instead of every monday. Okay I think I'll end it now because I tend to write REALLY REALLY long news reports. Oh by the way, if you're looking for stuff to red check out Samantha Mackie. She's AMAZAZING. :D

Mar 5, 2009I've been reading The Luxe series and have grown to really like it! I'm on Rumors right now (the second in the series), although The Luxe is basically like Gossip Girl except in the 1800's haha. I've also decided that I'm going to find the meaning of all the lyrics for all of the Death Cab For Cutie songs, because it really interests me. Their lyrics barely make any sense, and this morning I was listening to the song Passenger Seat by them and now my whole arm is covered in lines for a poem I'm trying to write. Their music is sadly depressing, but far too much addicting. They give me a weird calm, like I just want to lay back and do nothing, and just think about the world and close my eyes. If none of you people have heard of them, I recommend you look them up or listen to the songs by them in my playlist. They're an indie pop band. ^.^

Feb 11, 2009Turns out I can't exactly write chapters for my other stories right now. I am however, seating myself down and trying. I wrote chapter 5 of Destroyed By Hate as well, so I have a couple of chapters done and edited, but not yet posted.

Feb 9, 2009MY WRITING IS BACK!!! Great, I probably just jinxed it but I don't care!!! I was jumping up and down with happiness last night. I actually forced myself to write. I was done not writing. I stared at the empty page for like ten minutes before suddenly words were pouring out. The whole time I was giddy. I was like -type type type- BAHAHAHA! -type type type- BAHAHAHAHA! l0l. But I finished chapter 4 of Destroyed By Hate!! I'm not, however, posting it until I finish the next chapters for my other two novels. I want to get it equally divided, haha, because I haven't updated those in a while. I need to finish Into The Darkness! Gosh. xD But yeah, so I'm happy. :] By the way, if any of you guys have heard the new song by Akon [Beautiful] ISN'T IT SO GOOD??? xD

Feb 5, 2009The song that most recently makes me feel infinate: Lovers in Japan/Reign of love by Coldplay. Check it out. It is actually helping me with my writing a little. I managed to jot down a few lines for a poem last night, so I'm feeling more confident. I'm not going to say anything though because I don't want to jinx it! Haha. I toured my second high school today and I am in major conflict of where I should go. The mentoring thing is also going well. My mentor is named Storme and she's really cool. She's involved with a lot of writing programs and programs that help kids and are for kids. It's really cool, and she's got the same ideas as me, as to what this mentoring program should help me do.

Feb 1, 2009Sorry guys! I know that I didn't put this up sooner, but obviously I've been taking a break from booksie. I'm trying to get out there for different experiences. Hopefully my writing will come back to me. :/ Uhm but the good news! I got into the mentoring program at Hugo House, so they're going to help me edit my novel. Ha Ha.

Jan 24, 2009I have some bad news. Really bad news. News that scares the hell out of me. All my life I've been looking for that one thing that I love to do, that I want to do for the rest of my life. At first I thought it was soccer. Only a few years ago I realized it was writing. Since then writing has been my life. Nothing has ever made me want to stop writing, EVER. A couple of weeks ago, about a week or so before I posted the 3rd chapter to Destroyed By Hate, I felt much different. I couldn't really write. I'd come on here, answer messages or comments, wanting to badly update my next chapter, but when the blank page came up I froze. To put a long story short readers, I can't write anymore. I'm not saying I won't ever write. I'm saying that I'm going through a phase at the moment where I just can't write. Where I...don't WANT to write. And I'd appreciate it if people didn't give me any grief about it because it's actually scaring me. For years I've skipped homework, failed grades and everything because I just HAD to write. And now I can't. I look at the blank white page and it actually SCARES me. That's never happened. Maybe I'm losing my touch? My feeling? Maybe I've written everything I can? I haven't written on my actual novel I want to publish since the beginning of the year. I haven't even looked at it. Believe me, I've tried music, I've tried taking walks, I've even tried the rain. Nothing has worked. I'm sorry if I'm angering you or annoying you, because I know I haven't updated a couple of my novels, and I know that you guys really want me to. But at the moment, while I'm going through this phase (which I hope it is) I can't update anything. Hopefully I'll get my spark back and I'll update all my novels.

Jan 17, 2009Ok for those of you who haven't heard of Evil Iguana Productions, you HAVE to check them out. I was on meez, which is a really cool avatar website I go on, and they showed me some videos by them. I'm pretty sure they're in college. But they re-do commercials for lots of movies, like I've seen one for Twilight (it was hilarious), The Dark Knight, The number 47 (a spoof for the number 23) and they have their own show. They're really funny! So I recommend you guys go on www.youtube.com and look them up.

Jan 17, 2009Ok. Big news. I'm going to try and write in verse. After reading Ellen Hopkin's works, I've been just itching to try it out. I've already started some stuff, and find that I write much differently with emotion than if I were to just write in regular paragraphs. Once I finish a couple of them, I'll be sure to post them up here to see what you all think!

Jan 14, 2009Whoo! I changed my profile. Hope it's shorter now?

Jan 13, 2009I'm sorry I haven't been updating! My mind is like jello right now, and can't seem to put the ideas in my head to the paper with my pen. I wrote a few lines for possibly a new poem, so maybe I'll get started on working with that. I'm also trying to work on my next chapter for Destroyed By Hate, because I don't want this to be one of those novels that I start and never update, and when I finally do people have already forgotten about it. So! Please know that I am trying my hardest to get through this unbelievable block. Also. I am writing a fan letter to Ronnie Radke, who used to be the lead singer to my favorite band of all times, Escape The Fate. He's in jail right now (a really long story, so only if you really want to know, I will tell you). My mom told me that I couldn't give him a return address because she didn't want me to give a stranger in jail, my address. So basically there was no point anymore. Why the hell would you write a letter to someone if you didn't want them to reply back?? So finally she agreed on letting me use her company address, so she would get it there (of course only if he replies which I hope he does) and NOT read it, then give to me. Hopefully I'll get it mailed sometime this week because he's getting out like February 16th or whatever. Yay! And he's starting a new band called From Behind These Walls and I heard their demo and it'll be incredible!!! So yeah, that's my news. Also. I love Andy Sandburg. Especially in Hot Rod, but then I saw him in that really funny video, Jizz in my pants. Look it up. It's hilarious! Ha HA. Ok, now that's my news. :D

Jan 2, 2009Ok so I have decided to put A Broken Love Lost In Eternity back on here. I had completely forgotten about it, but then wandered upon it in my documents and took a look. I really want to begin writing it again, starting where I left off. BUT. I'm going to re-write all of the chapters I already wrote so that they're better, post them all so that people who haven't read can read it, and the people who used to read it can catch up again, and then I will post the chapter I left off on. It will be a little bit before I re-post it (most likely after I finished Into The Darkness).

Jan 1, 2009Thank the Gods I'm back from Arizona!! I hate the sun XP That's why I live in Seattle haha! Besides the fact that I don't get along very well with my family. My grandma had already seen my dark change when she visited over the summer (dark as in put on more eyeliner and dyed my hair black) but when I went to Arizona my great grandparents didn't even recognize me, and my uncle and sister kept making fun of me and calling me Goth Chic as if it were ok just because they were my family. And I don't know my family that well. So it was awkward being around them. *sigh*. How weird is that? But like I said, I'm glad to back home and in the cold environment I love so much. :) Happy new years!!!

Dec 25, 2008Merry Christmas everyone!!! This is what I got: escape the fate CD,
twilight soundtrack CD,
Angels and Airwaves CD,
a new keyboard and a book on beginning piano and keyboarding,
four books (City of Bones, two others I can't remember and Burned),
a bunch of new earings,
two new calanders (one that you hang on your wall and one that says stuff for each day),
assorted M&Ms that my mom got at the M&M factory in Las Vegas. they have so many colors!!,
giradelli chocolate,
a scarf,
a hat,
another pair of pajama pants,
little trinkets and stuff in my stocking,
a $30 giftcard to barnes and nobles,
a GIANT bouncy ball,
a light for reading,
and new gloves for boarding,
plus i got two tickets to see this play in june with my mom called RENT.
It was such a wonderful Christmas!! Except for the fact that my 26 year old brother tried to strangle me for making him come to our house at 7:30 in the morning, haha!! I have been up since 5:30am waiting xDD
Plus I got most of the stuff I asked for. Oh yeah and my grandma got me a $30 giftcard to Amazon which I can use to buy the movie I want and the other CD that I asked for. And possibly the sunglasses and scarf I wanted too haha.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! (again)

Dec 24, 2008Happy Christmas Eve everyone!! (unless you're jewish xD)

Dec 19, 2008Well I finished Go Ask Alice in three days. That was a good book!! Not as intense as I thought, Ellen Hopkins is still the master:) But what can you expect from a book that's been around since the 70s?? But it really does portray the addiction to drug use. *shivers*, never want to try drugs. Then I finished When It Happens in a day!! xD Can you believe it?? I was so hooked on that book, I couldn't stop for lunch!! (speaking of which I've stopped eating a bunch of food, I'm not hungry anymore. I'm losing weight though! Ha Ha) But it's really good, and I most definitely recommend it. But now I have no more books to read!! My mom bought me those two to get me through until I get new books for Christmas, but I'm already done!! I'm such a reader xD I guess I'll have to finish reading Looking For Alaska again. I can't wait till Christmas!! I'm so excited. I went over to my brothers house today cause he got guitar hero 3, so my sister and I were playing career non-stop!! Also as a reminder, I won't be updating (at least I'm pretty sure I won't be) this weekend. Tomorrow I'm going to a Bat Mitzvah, and then to my friends house. Then I don't know if I'm going to the Natalie Portmans Shaved Head concert or not....But yeah. And then Sunday we're celebrating my brothers birthday at my mom's friends house, and will be there most of the evening. But on Monday it's Christmas break so I'll be updating again then. YAY!! Ha Ha, and just to let all readers know, I've devoted myself to Into The Darkness until it is done. I won't update anything else until I finish that book. I know I'm bad at promises, but I'm trying to keep this one. Then I'm in Arizona the day after Christmas, and hopefully my mom will let me brink the laptop!! Ok, that's about it...haha. Also I'm into The Cab!! I love Vegas Skies:)

Dec 17, 2008Still snowing!! (sort of)

Dec 14, 2008It's snowing!

Dec 9, 2008I could really use some hot chocolate right now. :]

Dec 9, 2008Life's been hectic. Busy. Emotional. I'm sorry you had to forget Mathew, about what we had. Because even if you don't want to love me anymore, my heart will always be open.

Dec 9, 2008I've decided to start a new "series" on booksie. It's not a novel, no, and not poetry, no most definitely not. It's more just my view point on things. The first one I'm still working on, but mainly it's just about me, and how I got to this place. "Place", being my state, where I'm at in life. Then the others are my view points on some important things that I won't some people to open their eyes on. I hope to change some minds, or at least get people to think through these.

Dec 9, 2008This weekend I watched a movie called Wristcutters: A Love Story. It's rated R, because of mainly the idea [suicide] , and because of image and language. The beginning is a bit gruesome, but the movie is spectacular. The music is incredible, and I can't begin to tell you how many times I've seen it already. I recommend it to most people, at least, those willing to go through it.

Dec 2, 2008Sorry I didn't update a bunch of the weekend of Thanksgiving. I got addicted to this new site. XD No worries, it isn't a writing website, though I have joined another called Mibba. Not as good as here where all my friends are haha:] But this website is called Meez, and it's an avatar website for people to chat. [avatar as in making a 3D cartoon of yourself]. It's really fun and you can meet great people! I'd check it out, really cool. Plus you can chat with me! HaHa. Also while I was there I got hooked on three new bands: Hollywood Undead, Aiden, and Escape The Fate. Escape the Fate is the best band ever!!! Ha HaXD So that's my news. Also, Robert pattinson is my husband. He's the background to my phone, and my computer, and I have pictures of him on my i-pod l0l!!

Nov 22, 2008I saw Twilight opening night. Wow. I don't think I expected to be THIS disappointed. If you want to know what I thought about it [because if I wrote it here it would be waayyy too long] then go to my myspace: www.myspace.com/imabuttluv25 and check out my blog.

Nov 19, 2008TWILIGHT COMES OUT 12:01 AM FRIDAY!! I'M SEEING IT OPENING NIGHT AT ALDERWOOD MALL WITH MY BFF!! THIS IS SO EXCITING!! EVERYTHING WILL BE HAPPENING TOMORROW!! I LOVE YOU ROBERT PATTINSON!! BUT JACOB IS A BETTER CHARACTER (though tayler laughtner isn't cute at ALL). I kind of expect the movie to be bad you know? I mean it looks super cool. A lot of people asked me why I'm seeing it if I know it will be bad. Because I'm OBSESSED with these books, and it's important, no matter how good or bad. It's like an icon, something I have to do. Plus people who go opening night get like free posters and shirts and stuff!! YAY!!! :D So excited. I can't even tell you how excited. Like jump up and down excited. Like throw things excited. Oh my god I'm so EXCITED!!!

Nov 11, 2008I wonder if there is a word to describe how I'm feeling. I just watched The Great Debaters (sounds boring but believe me, it's incredible!). I actually have no idea why I'm writing this...I don't have much news. I'm joining a mentor ship program for writing, and they're giving me a mentor to help me edit my novel (in January). I also got my money back! Finally! I had been in debt like all summer because I dropped my fun in the river and had to buy a new one with my own money, so I had to borrow 120 dollars, and pay it off. So I just bought a bunch of Jimmy Eat world and Linkin park musicXD Also I'm going to get a second piercing (ears) soon, hopefully. (Just need more allowance haha). And Christmas is soon! Like always, I've finished mine. Did you guys hear that Twilight was banned?? It was banned from out school district for like a week because of what happened in the fourth book (which I really don't understand). They said it was too mature content for people our age. WTF!! The book was made for people our age!! Ha Ha XD My mom was going to protest against it, but then they un-banned them, so I can wear my TEAM JACOB t-shirt to school again!! Also my friends Gabe and Ari are doing a protest against Proposition 8, and are trying to get people to sign a petetion. Gabe is going to try to go to court and get the Governor of California to do a re-count. Also, I never really never posted anything about the presidential debate. I had to watch a movie called Meeting David Wilson in SS, which is about a black man who finds the white man who's family used to own his. It was really good (it was true, a biography, not a real movie). And in the movie they interviewed some black children.
"When people look at blacks they think, 'oh they gonna go in a corner and sell drugs' or 'oh they gonna shoot somebody'." Not anymore. Because Obama is president, we have hope again. Because Obama is president, they have hope again. There are so many stereotypes that go around about blacks and whites. When people think of America they picture a family of four, one girl and one boy, blond hair and blue eyes. A house, electricity, enough money to survive and live with good TVs, electronics, latest things. Perfect. "Rosa sat, so Martin could march, so Obama could run, so our children could fly." And that's the truth. GO OBAMA. !

Nov 5, 2008Bella's Lullaby is good. It's partly taken off from a real song called The River Flows In You. I can play the beginning of it on the piano:) And sorry people, I've been working on chapter 8 for Echoed, so that should be up by hopefully tomorrow or Friday. I'm learning to play the piano, and can play the beginning to Bella's Lullaby, the beginning to Where'd You Go, the beginning to Unfaithful and the beginning to Wait For You by Elliot Yamin. But yeah, haha, all I can do are beginnings because those are the easiest! I also bought TICKETS TO OPENING NIGHT OF TWILIGHT!!! So I get to see it at Midnight:) I can't wait! It's going to be good (or bad), but either way I'll just keep watching it. Bella's Lullaby is beautiful, and make me want to cry near the end, haha XD

Oct 12, 2008OMFG last night I went to the concert at the key arena for Weezer, and guess who else was on the tour with them? ANGELS AND AIRWAVES AND TOKYO POLICE CLUB!!!! I got to see ANGELS AND AIRWAVES live!! My favorite band in the whole entire universe!!! SO I stayed up till like 1:00am at the concert, and they were so fabulous!!! I wish I could have met them:D But also, it was my FIRST EVER concert, and I didn't even know the bands and then I had the time of my life. The vibrations of the sound beneath my feet, the screams and the people singing along, forgetting life and just loving the music. Hearing the music so loud there was no tune, just noise, and your heart pounding so hard against your chest its hard to breathe, and the fact that my legs hurt like hell because I was standing up the whole time....it was the best moment of my life:)

Oct 10, 2008THE ACTUAL NEW TRAILER FOR TWILIGHT CAME OUT THIS MORNING, AND IS NOW ONLINE. YOU CAN VIEW THE TRAILER IF YOU GO TO WWW.STEPHENIEMEYER.COM AND CLICK ON THE LINK, OR GO TO MY MYSPACE URL WWW.MYSPACE.COM/IMABUTTLUV25 AND VIEW THE VIDEO THERE. ITS SO AWESOME!! Kirsten Stewart is the perfect Bella, she looks the part, acts the part, and is super pretty. And Robert Pattinson...Oh man at first I thought he was the ugliest and worst Edward on earth. But now I think he's really hott and has the perfect skills to play Edward!! Nobody can be a better one then he will be. I own him now:) HaHA!!!

Oct 5, 2008OH MY GOD!!! Ok, so last night I went to go see Eagle Eye with a few of my friends, and it was so intense and good and scary and stalkerish!!! The ending was pretty crappy, but it was also super funny and it had Shia Labeuff in it!!! It was awesome:) A definite MUST see!! And I'm definitely going to see it again hahaXD Now to keep you updated with my personal work, my sister has a teacher who in his free time writes, and he publishes his work in like papers and stuff. So he was willing to let me email him about finding an editor for my novel, which is truly exciting!! I am still awaiting his reply. I've also recently started a new novel (fantasy) called Static Lullaby, so I'm also working on that. And sadly, I'm on the crossing point. Should I finish my novels on booksie? I want to, but do I even have the time?? As you've noticed, I haven't been posting any work for a while, and I'm really sorry about that. I know that most of you probably aren't interested in my novels anymore because I haven't updated them in like century's, and I'm sorry. I know its my fault, and I apologize for being such a poop. I don't know, personally, if I'll EVER finish them, and that makes me sad, especially since I'm more than halfway through Into The Darkness, which was supposed to be a fantastic sequal. I'll most likely finish that, sometime in the future, but I don't know about A Broken Love Lost In Eternity or Time Of The Vampires. Hopefully I'll be able to take some time out of my hectic life to finish those:) In other news, my house got broken into Thursday afternoon. They stole my sisters i-pods, our two laptops, a load of money my sister had, and that was about it. Thank god none of the cats were hurt, or our computers, or else my whole novel would have been lost :O But anyways, everything is back to normal, and better. Hopefully that doesn't happen again!! Ha Ha

Sep 27, 2008Lyrics of my life:
Take a minute to tell you right
And you can say what you want
Turn around every night
So now you're always going off
Doesn't matter what I've done
Or if I even crossed the line
Is that the hollar going for blood
Girl, it doesn't have to be a fight
Throwing out the blame when you know it ain't my fault
Messing with my brain when you wanna see me fall
There may be a time when I don't bother you at all
It isn't my call, it isn't my call
Hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?
I say hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?
I say hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?
I say hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?
[There's no need to scream, baby
I'm standing right in front of your face
Why
I know sometimes we don't get along
So Chris sing the second verse to you
Like this]
Take a minute to tell you now
Don't have to raise my tone
Take the level and bring it down
I just want you to know
I got no trouble with what you said
I don't even think you're wrong
It's how you say it
You lose your head
Girl I'm standing right in front of you
Throwing out the blame when you know it ain't my fault
Messing with my brain when you want to see me fall
There may come a time when I don't bother you at all
It isn't my call, it isn't my call
Hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?(at the top of your head)
I say hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head? (at the top of your head)
I say hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?(at the top of your head)
I say hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?(hey i hear)
Silence is golden
I used to think that silence was golden
Silence is golden
I used to think that silence was golden
Silence is golden
I used to think that silence was golden
Hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?(hey)
I say hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?(at the top of your head)
I say hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?(hey i hear i hear)
I say hey, why you keep screaming at the top of your head?
Silence is golden
I used to think that silence was golden
Silence is golden
I used to think that silence was golden
Silence is golden
I used to think that silence was golden(I hear, I hear)
Scream, by Chris Cornell
Lyrics of my life

Sep 24, 2008Hey everyone! Once again, I apologize for my delay on updating. I'm working so hard on my book, and its hard because I'm struggling like crazy. Times are really hard for me now; I'm falling into something I don't know about, and I just don't know why I'm not feeling happy. There's so much to say, yet there's not. *sigh* Poetry can't help me now, but its good because I can sort of get it out in my book, It Is Unleashed. I'm now on page 59, and moving along ok. Hopefully I can make it through the first draft without giving up like I did my other book XP. I really will try to update, and I know I've waited so long that you guys might not even be interested anymore. I hope you guys are:)

Sep 20, 2008I'm so sorry!! I can't believe I haven't been updating my novels. I really want to update Into The Darkness, but its so hard to find time! I'm struggling to keep writing my novel It Is Unleashed because today I'm going to the library to look at Publishers. Plus I've been all over the place with homework, and this stupid sickness that keeps coming back. So the first day of school (september 4th) I had a UTI and had to take antibiotics, which I'm very sensitive too, so I didn't go to school cause my energy was completely drained. So it went away when I finished the antibiotics, around mid week of the first week of school. Then on Saturday, it came back, which is very unusual. Then I started having lower back pains. Turns out I got a Kidney infection, which is worse than a UTI. So we went back to the doctors who gave me some stronger antibiotics (treating it like a kidney infection) and then I started taking those. Then Wednesday night, it went too far. My kidney's were in so much pain that I couldn't eat, couldn't drink, and it hurt to breathe. I couldn't cross my legs, and it was hard to walk straight (I had to hunch over). So my mom ended up taking me to the ER that night, and we stayed till like 2 am, because they said that they needed to wash out my kidneys, so they put an IV in me (it was cool I felt like a patient on House) and pumped salt water into me. Then they gave me pain drugs, and I ate gold fish and watched Anastasia, then TV. The two guys who were monitering me where so funny and nice, haha xD But I'll be fine, they told me just to keep taking the antibiotics. So it feels like I've been missing more days of school than I've gone to, haha. But I hope to post some more stuff soon!! And I'm sorry for making you guys wait. :(

Sep 12, 2008So school started Monday for me. It was actually supposed to start last Thursday, but of course, I got sick:P But school is pretty good! I don't have as much homework as I thought I would, and all my teachers, except for Math, are really awesome. My math teacher talks to us like we're 5 year olds. She has to explain the answer. And then analyze that so it will be "easier to understand" and then analyze THAT. Everyone hates it, I mean we're 8th graders!! Ha Ha, so I've made it safely to page 42 of my book, It Is Unleashed. I'm thinking about starting to look for Publishers soon. Ah! Frightening thought huh? I know I'm not halfway finished yet..but I want to have a good idea of who I want and such. And plus, most people aren't finished with their books before sending in the first chapter. Ha Ha, I think? So, after engulfing myself with continuous One Tree Hill and Gossip Girl, I've come to the notion that I MISS BOOKSIE TERRIBLY!!! And I kind of miss my stories too:) HaHa. I'm not saying that there won't be another break like this...but I've come back momentarily. Most likely for the weekend, haha, and then once school is back on I'll be all on the books:P I've also been looking for new music, so if you guys have any bands you really like PLEASE MENTION THEM!! So that's pretty much my update....Also, if any of you guys have heard of the book Speak, look for the book Twisted, which is by the same author. I guarantee you'll like it. It's a very intense book, that really portrays the thought of a male teenager. It's interesting, and most definitely worth your time. Ok, NOW thats my update:D

Aug 31, 2008Ok well as most of you know I'm writing a book that I want to get published, off of booksie (which is why I'm not on as much). For those of you who know my short story It Is Unleashed, the book I'm writing is about the girl. It's about her life, and finding hope and friendship, even love. For those of you who don't know my short story It Is Unleashed, I recommend you read it. I personally think it's one of my best pieces. The edited version is better, haha, so bear with me. Today I was writing on it...and I ended with her telling her helper about her story. I'm only on page like 34 but whatever, haha. And for the whole time I've been doing other stuff, I couldn't stop thinking about what she said that ended it. And I wanted to post it. So I'm going to post the end of what she said on my biography page. It'll be...one of my quotes, lol:D So I just wanted to let you guys know. AND also...I might be taking a break from booksie for a while. When I have come up with my final plan, I'll post it on my biography. I love booksie; its my second home where I have people who understand me, and most importantly understand my work and why I write it. But it restrains me. Sometimes it takes me away from reality for too long. And most of the time, it takes me away from the projects I need to work on the most. Please don't be mad at me, for not updating a story or a poem. But I do think that soon I need to take a break; to be able to write on my novel that I want to go somewhere with. Since I'm posting my other novels, like Behind These Bars online, I believe its a bad idea to publish them. And plus...I need some time to think about my...problems. " " .
But thanks again for anything, I promise that when I do leave it won't be more than a couple of weeks.

Aug 29, 2008Ok guys, new news! HaHa. Just to let you know, school is coming up really soon. This weekend I'll be pretty busy...I'm going sailing tomorrow (I think) and shopping for labor day and such. Then I'll have most of next week to update my novels and such. BUT, school starts next Thursday, and I'm sure the first two days won't be bad, but once school starts everything will be getting hectic. And I've promised my mom that this year I'm putting my education before my writing, because last year I was failing because I wrote before homework. But seeing as it's my 8th grade year its important. So I won't be on as much as I usually am this year. So please, don't keep leaving a million comments on my novel asking to update. I will update when I can:) Thank you!

Aug 26, 2008Ha Ha so finally, after so long, I have updated chapter 2 to Time Of The Vampires. I promise you guys that I will try and update that one more, but please don't leave extra comments on the story asking me to update. If you want me to update, then tell me on a comment on my page; its easier that way. And I am writing an actual novel outside of booksie, so please be patient with me, lol:) So sorry it took so long, but I've done it.
And just now my brother chased me around with a battery trying to put it on my tongue. LOL. Thanks everyone who has supported me the whole way:D (on my writing)

Aug 23, 2008Hey you guys! I just wanted to tell you that I'm going home tomorrow, and should be back around mid afternoon. I probably won't post tomorrow, but I will for the next week because it'll be my last week before school starts! Exciting:) Hopefully they won't be all out of the good clothes...haha! So I just wanted to let you know that it's ok here...I've cried a lot because this was my first time being away alone but I am SO glad to be going home tomorrow. So yeah...haha

Aug 17, 2008Oh! And I'm so excited! Twilight comes out November 21st now, instead of December 12th!!! EEEEKKK!!!

Aug 17, 2008Good news. I am doing better. I have written my heart out in poems, which I won't be posting on here, and have felt a good relief. I'm trying to update on Into The Darkness, but school is in only 2 weeks and it's getting super busy! Plus I won't be here next week, I'll be in Tuscan Arizona. I will be on booksie when I get there, hopefully, but I might not have time to update. Anything big at least. But I hope to leave one last chapter of Into The Darkness for those, before I leave:) Also, I have discovered a really great chatting group: www.emoforum.org Really great people and we're all alike, so no outcasts. It's super fun:)
So that's about all I have today...and WHOO HOO!!! Olympics rule xD
HaHa

Aug 9, 2008My life has just turned into a living hell. I'm broken. Destroyed. Forgotten. But I have to smile through the tears. For him. I'm sorry he had to leave, but I will heal.

Aug 4, 2008And OMG it was so fantastical! So many things happened...and it was like...intense! Especially for these books. I think it had something to do with writing The Host...because that was intense. But Breaking Dawn was so captivating!!! And I absolutely loved Jacob in this book. I just wish there was going to be another one!

Aug 4, 2008I finished Breaking Dawn yesterday! I finished it in exactly a day and a half! And it was 754 pages! It took me a week to read Eclipse, and I can't believe it only took me a day and a half for Breaking Dawn, which is longer than Eclipse, and I still took breaks to update! AH! This is CRAZYAZYAZY!!!

Aug 2, 2008OMG BREAKING DAWN CAME OUT TODAY!!! I AM GETTING IT THIS MORNING!!! Oh yeah, which means I won't be updating for like two or three days. I'll be too busy reading the BEST BOOK EVER:DDDDD Everything is going to happen in this book!!! AH!!! They're getting married!!! AH! oooopppsss:) heeehee

Aug 2, 2008All right! Hugo House is over! It wasn't as good as I expected. It was basically us just sitting the whole time listening to them talk about famous people, as if talking about them would make us one. But I did a learn a few things like flash fiction, and different types of poetry. I also got good inspiration and had nice experiences with some really awesome people. Anyways, now that I'm done I promise to do more updating. I know I haven't been updating like, at all in the past couple of weeks so yeah. I also posted three new things from my writing portfolio at Hugo House. I'm trying to post more poetry, because I know there has been like NONE of that from me. So yeah:) I will be here for two more weeks, but then I'll be visiting my grandparents in Tuscan Arizona. I probably won't be updating that week. My mom is thinking about letting me bring the laptop, but I'll only be able to post late because I'll be spending a lot of time with my grandparents. So yeah... :D Ha Ha

Jul 19, 2008YAY! I'm so excited, because starting monday I will be going to Hugo House, for everlasting writing:) *sigh* it's like my very own paradise. And just as a reminder, I WILL NOT BE UPDATING ON MONDAY. I'll be super busy. Hopefully for the rest of the week I will be able to. I also might not be on all the time now, because I have begun working on a novel outside of booksie; one to be published. So yeah...I guess that's all to update!

Jul 15, 2008Sorry I've been so slow on updating! My creativity was failing, and I couldn't make anything come out. But last night I had Chinese food and my fortune said "Tomorrow you will have a burst of creativity" and I was like YYYYYEEEESSSS!!!! Ha Ha and it worked! I finally got a chapter posted of Into The Darkness. Also don't read that novel unless you've read Behind These Bars ha ha. Hopefully I'll be updating tomorrow, but I don't know about later in the week. My uncle is coming tomorrow late, so I'll be spending time with him. Then I'm off to Capital Hill for Hugo House! Ah! I'm so excited. Monday I will definitely not be updating, but I'll put up more news about when I'll be posting and if I can find the time. I just hope that 6 hours a day of writing won't burn me out of my circle of stories and friends here for writing...ha ha:D

Jul 14, 2008Ok! Ha Ha I've gotten much closer to actually finishing a chapter of a book....it's not Into The Darkness though. I'm seriously stumped on this one! Maybe some fresh air will help, so I'm going to take a walk...ha ha. The chapter I'm almost finished with is chapter 2 of Time Of The Vampires (which I personally don't think will get truly intriguing until the fourth chapter) But yeah. It actually just took finding the right song. I know it sounds cheesy, but I watched Camp Rock last night (it's actually a pretty cool movie lol) and I bought that song Gotta Find You that Joe Jonas sings to her near the middle of the movie, and it was perfect! It got my brain pumping and I wrote more for the chapter...So hopefully that chapter will be up by tomorrow, and I'm sorry, but I need some time to think about Into The Darkness. I have my timeline, but I just can't write anything on it. After the first paragraph I'm just like BLEH.

Jul 13, 2008Hey I'm sorry guys that I haven't been updating. I guess that it's similar to a writers block...because every time I try to write nothing is coming out. I've tried writing a new chapter for every single one of my novels, but I just can't. I'm going crazy! I guess I'm just not in a writing mood:( I promise to try and update soon...if I don't any time this week I swear to god that I will next week because that's when I start Hugo House, so I'll be (hopefully) wanting to write if I haven't gotten all my writing steam out of me in those 6 hours. Ok so I have decided on something that you guys should know. I WILL NOT BE UPDATING ON MONDAY'S. I go to camp early on monday's, leave early for my therapist, and then have to leave after that about an hour later for my dance class which basically just knocks me right out. Plus after Hugo House starts, I definitely won't be able to find a crack of space on monday's. But four days a week, I'll be doing good. And sorry guys for the hold up, I promise to update some stuff soon. I'm working on a poem, which I hope to finish...lol:)

Jul 5, 2008Whoo hoo! Life is good, summer is good...things are going good...good good good...Oh ha ha I posted a new novel called Time Of the Vampires. I've decided to take a break on A Broken Love Lost In Eternity. I lost a bit of interest, and I need to think it through a few times still. So I started a new novel! And if you want to know what it's about, read it. So yeah...ha ha. I've also got new fans...YAY! Ha Ha. I updated a few new poems too. Oh, for those of you who I'm doing challenges for, I'm sorry they're taking so long for me to put up. I'm slow. I've got four right now, one of them is already done just not really posted yet. So sorry it's taking so long! But I promise to get to them soon. Peace love and party...I'm just being stupid

Jun 29, 2008All right! So as most of you now know I am back from Yellowstone National Park. For those of you who didn't even know I LEFT, well it doesn't matter I guess lol. It was really fun. LOTS of nature everywhere, beautiful landscapes and imagery. I had a lot of inspiration. Sadly I didn't write there. I wrote only one story (Mystory's challenge) because I absolutely DESPISE writing on paper. I like my computer because it's faster. Anyways, I didn't get to see my bear :( but I DID see lots of bison, elk, white tailed deer, mountain goats, and even a moose! Also no wolves. The first night I was there I heard them howling, and it was really really cool! Anyways, enough about that. I just wanted to say that I will be trying to update as much as I can this summer. I know that I said I would be updating A LOT but it'll probably be like it was during school. I'm one of those people who likes going to camp. I go to a place called Teen Camp at meadowbrook pool, and you go to like wild waves (which is like a 6 flag water park) and arcades; lots of fun. So I'll be there from about 8:00am-3:30 pm. maybe 4:00. I just wanted to give you a head start that I WONT BE UPDATING ON MONDAY'S. On Monday's I have teen camp, then I have my therapist, and THEN I have my dance class which goes to like 8:00pm. Maybe a poem, but definitely not chapters to a story. *sigh* I'm disappointed, but I'll be updating all the other times! I'll also try to update when I start going to Hugo House (the awesome writing camp at the end of July) but I'll let you know when the time comes. MUAH! Love you all:)

Jun 17, 2008Goodbye my friends! I will be on tomorrow morning (not posting), and then I will be gone for a week and a half (two weeks). I will miss you all and please, keep leaving comments on my page if you wrote something new or updated, because then when I get back I promise to get to them:) Goodbye!!! :)

Jun 10, 2008Sorry! I'm bad at keeping people posted...but I GOT INTO HUGO HOUSE!!! I'm so excited and terribly happy. (I was crying and everything). So hopefully during those last two weeks in July I'll still be posting on here. If I don't, I'll probably tell you first but if I don't know I'm at that camp. Also another thing to mention to those who are reading my novels, or even just read my stuff all together: I WILL NOT BE UPDATING PRETTY MUCH AT ALL FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS. THIS WEEK I HAVE TO STUDY FOR FINALS, DURING THE WEEKEND I'M CAMPING WITH MY BFFL AND THEN THE NEXT WEEK SCHOOL ENDS AND I'M AT YELLOWSTONE WITH MY FAMILY FOR A WEEK AND A HALF. I WOULD UPDATE WHILE I WAS DOWN THERE BUT SADLY THERE ARE NO PLACES FOR CHARGERS FOR MY LAPTOP. NOR IS IT REALLY A PLACE FOR A LAPTOP. PLUS I WOULDN'T GET INTERNET DOWN THERE ANYWAYS. BUT I DO PROMISE FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO I KNOW ARE GROWING TERRIBLY IMPATIENT FOR THE NEXT FEW UPDATES OF INTO THE DARKNESS (SEQUEL TO BEHIND THESE BARS) THAT I WILL UPDATE AS SOON AS I GET BACK. TRUST ME, I'LL BE WRITING WHILE I'M DOWN THERE AND WILL POST IT IMMEDIATELY.
HaHa I thought the caps might add some attraction....haha:) But right now that's all, and I'm excited for summer! Once again I'm really sorry for those of you who are growing impatient for updates. I'm in love with writing, and it is my life, but I don't always have the time for it. Thanks!

May 28, 2008Into The Darkness has officially been published! Whoo hoo the first chapter is up, and hopefully the next chapter soon. I'm waiting for people to catch up, lol:) Also I have some other news. Yesterday I had my interview with Hugo House, the writing camp that I so desperately want to get into, and will cry if not accepted. (ha ha). It's a pretty important thing to me. Guest teachers with master degrees in literature, 6 hours of writing every day for two weeks; so much writing and learning. The interview lasted 5 minutes, and I was sweating I was so nervous. I was afraid that I wouldn't act enthusiastic enough. But I got through it. They told me that they would tell me whether I got in or not by the latest, June 6th. So wish me luck! And I'll keep you posted if I get any word:)

May 26, 2008Behind These Bars has finally been finished! The last chapter has been posted, about an hour-hour and a half ago. I'm starting on the sequel which I have decided to call Into The Darkness looking at the last sentence of the last chapter in Behind These Bars. It might surprise you, might not, just the characters. Ha Ha thank you everybody who read that book and stuck with it the whole time! :D

May 24, 2008Behind These Bars is going well. I'm already on chapter 38, and thank you everyone who is reading it (has begun reading it) or has stuck with it the whole way. It means so much to know that you like my novel enough to stick with it. I'm also really glad that you guys don't just say "OMG it was so good! Update soon" because on all my other websites that's all people did. So it's finally a relief to get good criticism and thoughts on what you think about what's happening. It should be done with about 4-5 chapters at the most, so hopefully by the end of next week! Then on to the second book and A Broken Love Lost In Eternity!!! It's going to be a relief to be done. So much has been going on! And sorry about the shortage on poetry. I've been having sort of a block in that area; I don't know what to write about. So if you have any advice, please tell!
OR
ALICE RIGHT NOW WOULD BE A FABULOUS TIME FOR SOME RAIN!!!
hA hA and also I'd like to thank all my fans.
WHOO HOO I HAVE OVER 100!!! Ha Ha Angela told me she's collecting money. *TSK TSK*
THANK YOU everybody!! You have all made me better writers. I know I saw that all the time but it's true! Also because I don't know how to end these types of things....LOL:D

May 20, 2008Ha Ha YES! I'm almost done with Behind These Bars! Unexpectedly though it will (might) go past 40 chapters. I'm trying to fit in everything evenly without trying to rush it, so it may go a bit past there. Though I think it's doing very well, and I'm getting better at spacing it out as it moves on. Then when I'm done, I'll be working on A Broken Love Lost In Eternity. In the middle of that, or after I finish that novel, I will start on the second book to Behind These Bars: Under The Moon or Into The Darkness (I don't know which one yet). But that's my update! And I'm still trying to fit in poems. Please also don't take it personally if I don't get to your work right away. I try to get to it as much as I can. It's mostly because I'm having trouble with my school and stuff, and I've been busy trying to keep up with everything. But I promise that I will get to it! I care just as much about your writing, and am excited to get to it. So yeah, that's my update ha ha

May 11, 2008I updated two new chapters of A Broken Love Lost In Eternity. I feel like this story is moving along real well, and unlike Behind These Bars, I have an outline. LOL, on Behind These Bars I'm usually just making it up as I go. BUT the second book I've already made a complete outline which means it will be SUPERB. God I love that word....hahahahhahahahhaha
Anyways, my new chapters of A Broken Love Lost In Eternity are a bit short, or at least chapter 13. It's because I wanted a good place to stop. Plus I got three hours of sleep so I couldn't think of anything else to say....lol. ANYWAYS, I just want to list a few songs that helped me write these few chapters (and the next two (3?) chapters to come): Forever by Chris Brown, With Me by Sum 41, CrushCrushCrush by Paramore, The Older I get by Skillet and No Air by Chris Brown and Jordin Sparks.
YAY!
I want to update right now, (I might) but I'm afraid my mom will yell....
oh and check my news for updates. It's REALLLLYYYYY hard for me to go to EVERYONE'S profile who read that story and update them with the new chapter.
THANKYA!
And hot rod is an awesome movie:D
"You know I have a hormone disorder!"
gooooodddd times.....gooooooddddd ttttiiiimmmmeeeessssss

May 10, 2008OK! I've finally thought up a few titles for a new book. BUT I need your help on deciding because well...I practically need help on everything. I don't come up with titles so well...lol. So they are: The Distance, Midnight, Inanition Lamia, or Bound.
???

May 9, 2008Ok! Wait I was gonna say something...god what was it...???.....umm....hang on one second heh heh.....oh yeah! ok, so it's about a new novel. Ok, go ahead, scold me. I would do it too. I might. MIGHT be starting a new novel. I'm still on and off about it because I'm still working on two now, and am about finished with one of them, then have to write an EDITED version of it while writing the second book and the other one. *phew*
Also another thing. I don't remember who put the comment, but somebody said on Behind These Bars: Hayden=Edward Cullen and Jesse=Jacob Black
That makes me feel really guilty and bad. See I understand where they would get that, but it's a whole different plot, whole different characters, and I guess I can see the similarity. But please don't say those things because they make me feel like I plagerized and then I don't want to write anymore of it. Plus I wanna turn Behind These Bars into a real novel. Oh and um......ugh great....not again....it was something about 2nd book of Behind These Bars....oh yeah~!
TITLES!
I need title ideas....I think I might have one but eh.....
HELP!
ALICE I NEED RAIN!!! GOD DANGIT SEND A STORM OVER HERE LIKE YOU DID BEFORE! I NEED THE RAIN TO CLEAR MY HEAD!!! WRITERS BLOCK!!!
ALICE!!!!!

May 8, 2008All right! I just updated a new chapter of Behind These Bars. So I've decided. I'm disappointed with this story. I feel like it doesn't have a plot, and that it's just so all over the place with all the love. So, I WILL finish this novel, but after and during so, I will be working on an EDITED version, while writing the 2nd book which I promise will be much more thorough and not so all over the place.

May 7, 2008Whoo hoo! Awesomely awesome new people joining booksie. I just want to thank everybody for becoming my fan and enjoying reading my writing. You guys are like my friends that enjoy doing what I like to do, instead of laugh and mooch food off of other people. (though you may do that...hmmm...lol). I'm sorry for the delay on the next chapter of Behind These Bars! I have trouble with this story. There's a time when I write two chapters that are good, and then I wait for a couple of weeks to post the next too. That's because then, I have to use my brain. I'm bad at that. -knocks on head with knuckles- there's not much up here, so I've got to use a ton of energy. I do hope though (and I know I promised) that there will be at LEAST one chapter of Behind These Bars up by the end of the week. Do NOT expect me to be on much this weekend, but believe it or not THIS WEEKEND IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! WHOO HOO!!! heh, so yeah. I'm actually turning 13 now (I was 12, but I found it stupid to not just say I was 13). I'm finally having lots more ideas for poetry. Here's a tip that helped me: If you don't know what to write for a poem, go to photobucket.com and just search either random pictures or a certain type of thing like tears or angels or hearts or love or whatever. Just look at the pictures and something will come to you but looking at one you like. I get a bunch of pictures and make a story out of them! And wala, there's your poem. A Broken Love In Eternity I think is making good progress. It's killing me not to have romance now, but I've got to wait. Ha Ha. I love you guys. You guys have changed my writing so much. If you read a few poems from when I first came, and a couple from just now, you'll totally see a difference. I've improved so much off this site. And I couldn't have done it without Alice, Cris X, Lionheart, Punishment and Pratibha.
Thank you EVERYBODY ON THIS SITE!
Plus I never would have tried out freestyle...ok now I'm done.
No wait.
Now I am.
No wait wait wait.
Ok now.
:D

Apr 20, 2008Ok! So I've gotten more inspiration to write more of A Broken Love Lost In Eternity. I've been watching a whole bunch of romance movies so yeah....ha ha. And Hiralarious was GOING to leave, but I made her stay. YAY^-^ I've updated a few new poems. I'm entering my poem Torn Away into a contest at my library so wish me luck!!! And I also have a very large problem. I'm doing this writing camp at a place called Hugo House, and I need to know what to post. Either:
It Is Unleashed
It Is Unleashed (story 2)
or
It Is Unleashed (story 3)
So if you have any advice as to which one I should do please tell me!
Thanks a bunch.
And lizards are now dancing on my computer....OK.
Anyways -stabs hiralarious back-
THANK YOU ALL FOR READING MY STUFF!!! YAY^-^ And thanks for all the great honesty and criticism. It's really helped me a bunch. And I also thank you all for understanding, especially Lionheart, from the point of views I'm coming from especially in It Is Unleashed. GAH I LOVE YOU ALL YOU ALL MAKE ME SO HAPPY!! SMILES ALL AROUND!!!! you're all my bestest friends:D

Apr 3, 2008SORRY! Behind These Bars probably won't be finished by the end of my break. I know that I told you that I'd be updating like crazy, but it looks like I don't update so much:( I apologize.
I did however today update 3 new poems: "On The Other Side" "The Cross Between Us" and "Those Blue Eyes".
I do hope though that Behind These Bars will get finished within next week, so that I can start on the next one. Thanks so much for all your comments and encouragement, I appreciate it more than you think!
PEACE LOVE AND PARTY
Also thanks to all the people who become my fans! YAY I got a few more.

Apr 1, 2008Finished Useless Nightmares! *phew* finally. I'd been working on that story for a while. The last chapters are short and crappy because I lost interest, but I hope they still explain clearly what happens in the end. Also I posted another new poem called Inside a Broken Heart. *shrugs* it's ok. I'm having a hard time finding things to write about. I write a lot about feelings, and really there's not much to write out of that. So poetry may be on hold until I get my head cleared and sorted out, maybe get some inspiration. If anyone is willing to help, please contact me. Also I posted a new song called We Will Find A Way though it was supposed to be I Will Find A Way. Clearly I'm tired and should get some sleep:( Gosh. But goodnight, sweet dreams, and yada yada yada...*yawn* I WILL BE UPDATING IN THE MORNING.

Mar 31, 2008Posted a New poem! <3 the one with the heart thats called How Much I Miss You. It's about my grandpa, because I thought about his this morning. He died last April:( But I hope that you like it, and please comment!

Mar 30, 2008YAY ^-^ got a new fan *cough cough* Lionheart *cough cough*. I've also been updating and I'm up to chapter 19 of Useless Nightmares, and 22 of Behind These Bars. Most likely update tomorrow, I might be going down to U-village instead....Also want to give you a little peek into the future. There will be a sequel to Behind These Bars. *GASP PANIC PANIC* Ha Ha. I also updated a new poem called Painless Memories (though I think it was supposed to be something different).

Mar 27, 2008GAH
I updated a new poem called Sweet Whisperer.... :))))

Mar 24, 2008All right! Yay! I just updated my new story called A Broken Love Lost In Eternity. Please check it out! (along with my other stuff ha ha) :]

Mar 23, 2008BREAKING NEWS:
I might be starting a new novel (sadly not about vampires, or werewolves for that matter. At least I don't think it is. But my mind may change....GAH). I'm not sure exactly what it will be called, but something like REALLY cool; so cool that you'll just want to read the title over and over and over and over and over, k u get it. But just wanted to say I might be staring one, so...WATCH OUT.

Mar 23, 2008Hee Hee:) Just wanted to say that I've updated a couple new poems (the new ones that you have never seen before) and I've updated Behind These Bars.
Also, Useless Nightmares is almost done! YAY! I've got about three to four more chapters left. Behind These Bars, lol, will be going on much longer, seeing as of course, there will be a second book. This paragraph has become a look into the future! Enjoy:]

Mar 6, 2008Haaayyy guys I just posted a new poem called Raining Tears. It sucks because it won't post my picture:( So now it looks all ugly. I'm sorry that I keep telling you that I'm writing Behind These Bars and updating Useless Nightmares, because obviously, I'm not. I'm really angry with myself that I keep posting poems and not my stories. I'm halfway through Useless Nightmares chapter 18, I swear but I might not be posting it for another couple of days. I'm going through a really hard time right now, and I'm confused and helpless and all I want to do is break down and cry. So that's why I'm writing poems now, and now my stories. I'm about to post a short story called A Note to A Lover. It's a note I wrote for my biggest crush, Sean. But I'm never going to send it to him, duh. Just thought you guys might want to read it:)

Mar 3, 2008Hey I've written two new poems, "A poem for Grandpa" and "I'm sorry I hurt you". Check them out! And I'm updating Useless Nightmares, Chapter 18 and Behind These Bars Chapter 9 right now:)

Feb 28, 2008I just updated Useless Nightmares to chapter 16!! So please check it out and tell me what you think! Don't be afraid to be mean, I need the critiquing:D I also just posted a new poem called Now Broken. Check it out!
Hugs and kisses....and whatever else there is xD

Feb 27, 2008Hey I've updated Behind These bars to chapter 7 so please check that out! And I just made two new poems, My Heartache, and My Heart Is Bleeding. Plus I just updated chapter 16 of Useless Nightmares:)

Feb 21, 2008Also, I've started a new novel called Behind These Bars. It used to be about the future but I've changed it. I'm writing it right now, so please check it out!

I've left booksie. I felt it was my time to go, and this website isn't what is used to be. I've left all my writing up for you guys and I want to say thank you very very much for those of you who suported me and kept me going with my work. I'm now at a new website called www.writerscafe.org

I'm under -insertnamehere- in case any of you want to check it out, or ever join.