“I always tell trainees there are no shortcuts, there is only practice, practice, never-ending repeated practice. Let it become a kind of habit, a routine.Because the only thing that lets me have the courage to face all the sounds and lights is just the memories of my own body.”

“I may not know you. None of us might. But we’re all there for you and that’s what matters.”

To the people who are willing to share their time and lend their ear to those who need it (especially Auri, Remy, Raistlin and Irina), you are such rays of sunshine in this blogging community.

Sometimes just knowing that someone would be willing listen is the first step back. Even if it’s just one little step at a time, it is still a step away from the edge so it matters. Hope this project helps a lot of people to ‘continue and don’t quit’! 👊🏼

Some days, as you wake up, you wonder what the point of this is. This whole talking, eating, sleeping.

This living.

What was the point of it, when you felt like you were watching another person’s life and yet felt so much pain? As if you weren’t meant to exist? As if… anything you touched became a disaster?
Was there even a point to begin with?

Every day, you have a heavy secret in your heart. One that grows heavier with every person you don’t tell it to. That weighs you down more and more as you think it but don’t say it out loud.
Until it gets so heavy, so LOUD, that you can’t believe that it’s only three words. Three simple words to think, but three very difficult words to feel.
And so, again and again, you think it, but you don’t speak it. You can’t say it.

Heyaaaa!! I’m here showing you the request Chizurue asked me for! And I know I KNOW I still have to do a HOLE request to finish and stuff but I SWEAR I’m working on them so please forgive me, I’m not using a determinated order to finish requests, but here you have Chizurue!! Hope you like it cause I putted so much love in it! She asked for a girl in clouds and thinking or reflexionating and this is how I drew my own interpretation:

Liked it? Have a meowderful day and see ya soon (or in the coments hehe…)!

I am back after how many days turned weeks but thankfully not months. I am very happy to share a piece of my happiness over the holidays – I am now (technically) a university graduate! Last December 25, 2017 was indeed a ‘merry’ christmas to me and my family.

I have been absent from my blog these days but not on purpose. I have been travelling and now ended up back home with a few pounds gained and less stress. But even before I got my gears back up for blogging, I was hit by two news from the K-pop scene: a beginning and an end. Both about an idol, the first one will begin a new life with the person he loves, while the other allegedly ended his life because of his one great love. Continue reading “What is a blog for if not for my random fangirl thoughts …”→