I realize that I am growing older and I think I am doing it gracefully. My life is in balance and full of beauty, love, art and happiness. My wife Raquel started her second degree - this time an art degree - and our house is filled with pencil sketches and the smell of linseed oil and turpentine. She amaze me with the quality of her art... Read More

Quite a lot happened since my last rambling: got married, moved house, bought land in the Okavango Delta, stopped smoking again, did about 5 bike rallies and I am sure there are about 30 other things that I have forgotten about!
Raquel decided that she would get married to me and so we did... Read More

Very late congrats on getting married. This blog is over year old, I thought I was a" last thing on my the list blogger". Hope things are even better for you 1 year in. Thanks for comment, hate to addmit it but I do enjoy appreciate them. Africa in my dreams.

I realise that the point of SG is to showcase beautiful alternative girls and I love and enjoy them all ! Alternative in this case, seems to mean inked and pierced and although I would not do it myself - that is getting a hole and a tat - I am ok with anybody that does it and would fight to the death for their right to do... Read More

I think with ink comes the understanding that one should take care of oneself, and ink could therefore also help one to try keep in shape or keep one's skin moisturised, etc. Of course not everyone but some

I've been a Suicide Voyeur for a while now and I have seen people come and go. Beautiful girls and beautiful women, lots of ink and no ink... I found that I am intrigued by women who have more than just beauty. Take Miranda from Finland or Bette Jean, for example: Their beauty is the same as any other girl's beauty, but they... Read More

I dropped the " b". Don't know why I had it there in the first place...

What do you give a friend who has everything? His wife is a millionare, he has his own money and is spending over a 100 g's on his birthday party... and I am invited. Obviously, one could not pitch at the party of the year with nothing but... Read More

Yip, its been a while... Not so much a case of not having anything to say but rather a case of too much to say and not having the ability to express myself. Some express themselves through dance, the ink on their bodies, a certain lifestyle, art or simply words. I find that I write something and then sit and stare at what I have... Read More

I know exactly what you mean, having so much to say that you can't structure it in a rational cohesibve way. It comes out a shameful ramble, and the emotions and frustration the you're unable to express along with your ideas, builds up until you cant contain it. I find myself putting so much passion and emotion into meaningless arguments, cyclic, foolish conversations that end where they began, leaving me feeling rediculous and more frustrated than before. I don't even know what i'm trying to say anymore. It all becomes murky and confused, like too many paint colours smeared into a grey mush. Hmmmm, or am i reading too much into this? Wouldn't surprise me though... Haha. So, when shall you pop the question to the girlfriend?

I hate hitting the backspace button by accident and erasing the whole piece that I have just written! Lets try again:

I saw Jesus and quite a bit of God the past few weeks. Jesus was seen at a bike rally; a band ( Clint Cunningham) was playing " House of the rising sun", I was comfortably high and there was this young drunk hobo dancing in... Read More

So I finaly stopped smoking. I miss my little white soldiers with the brown heads, I miss their company, their comfort and most of all, their nice warm rush, first thing in the morning! Am a bit worried about being seduced by a nice fat Jay... Maybe Spacecakes is the answer.

Also had to turn a new page and do a crash course in intimacy... Read More

Rain, rain, rain. I love it! Made an attemt to stay in bed this morning and I managed a full 15 minutes extra. The thing is, being in bed alone is boring and if you are not sleepy, what do you do? Contemplated " helping" myself but it is such a mission to keep everything clean, it's not worth it. Watched some tv - there is... Read More