Thank you Hank! its great to know that people care and are going through the same thing =)

Thats the point, I can't accept it. And you're probably right, its the prime age of looks, but ever since I was little, I was always expected to be 'perfect' lookwise. I have dark hair, olive skin, and ive always had the 'perfect body'. and maybe its just a security issue, but I cant deal with something not being perfect... and it drives me crazy.. and it probably has to deal with the pressures of society, but it just sucks, you know?