Friday, July 04, 2008

Maybe, the last post from Brazil

[.I said, maybe.]Yeah, because I don't know if I will post here tomorrow or sunday. So, maybe this could be the last post from Brazil. Why in english? I don't know either!I'm so excited tonight! I don't know why, today I say goodbye to my friends that I used to work with. They give me a present and a little card with nice words. I love it!I can't believe in couple of days I'm going to America! It's unbelievable! I'm not anxious at all... it's weird, but completelly true, I do not cried yet, I'm just laughing to everyone... I'm looking like a crazy one... hahahaTomorrow I'll go start my farewell, first with my friends and after with my family (and some another friends).Sunday will have a birthday party! I love birthday parties, specially if is kid's birthday party! hahaha. My "niece" (long and complicated story) will turned 1 year!Of course I'll take a lot of photos and I'll post here later!To say goodbye is so sad! Sunday will be my last time I will see my little and cutest cousins, my family, friends, Brazil, Sao Paulo!!! I'm wandering... Will I cry?! Cause I'm not convincent that I'm going! I'm not!! It's look like a dream... and almost all the dreams I have, when the things are staying so good I wake up and realize... "it's a dream... one more dream. Wake up to the real life, fairy tales and happy after ever doesn't exist. Hey, wake up". And I wander when I will drop off from the plane I'll wake up and see that I was dreaming all this time! It's crazy don't you think? Yeah, I know, my head is messy. I imagine things unimaginary. But it's okay, sometimes I like it, another times don't.Whatever, let's put this thing away.So, I already did my baggages, I'm taking the basic of the basic of the basic, but I'm still worry cause I'm feeling that something is missing, I don't know what... I dreamed with this already, it's sucks.I think that's it... Sorry my poor english, my mistakes... It have been a long time I'm not practicing...Thanks guys, for everything! You're rocks!If I do not post anymore... We'll see in America!!!

Don't worry girl... everything will be perfect... just an awake dream... and after all this experience, you will realize that you are a winner... and you acomplishied all that you want in first place...So.. I just want to say good luck.. and that god may be with you!see you in America!\o/Kisses