I have not met a person who does not have fears, yet is how you deal with them that creates a difference between us all. I have fears, I have plans, I made mistakes, I lost and gained important relationships, I am …oh well, me.

I ache for that feeling of pure joy, of freedom, like driving with the windows all the way down and letting the air run through my hair. That moment of silence when you see something extraordinary and words are worthless and you just want to stay there, as still as you can so it doesn’t disappear, and admire the beauty in front of you. That moment that makes your stomach really small and cuts your breath away and you know it is a unique and singular moment, in its beauty and agony. A moment that is passing through time but stays with you forever.

But too many thoughts run through my mind and that moment only lasts few seconds and … it’s gone. It is now a memory.

And we live through the memories while dreaming of tomorrows.

It is ok to make mistakes. Freestyle. Pick up the pieces and try again.

Most of the time we play it safe. Pre-scripting our lives.

Courage…Courage to step into the unknown willing to make mistakes, knowing you can discover something extraordinary.

Just go with the flow. I follow my instinct without looking back or over-analyzing. Throughout my teen/adult life I was so careful about my words and my actions, overthinking all aspects of my surroundings that I feel like I lost track of myself a bit. So, to take Danza where I want to, I have to first take myself on a discovery journey. It is not going to be easy but here I am. Let’s see where this goes.

I feel like social media went to whole new level with this “great life” everyone is showing. Do not get me wrong, I love social media and all of technology’s aspects, but where is the truth? how much of what we see is true? I have a strong feeling not all we see is so pink and dreamy. And, honestly, it is not human to have it all put together and all good things going to your way all the time (or is it and I am just not one of those lucky ones?). Anyways, I am not here to talk about other’s life. Each with their lives.

The reason I started talking about social media is about what I am going to write here and it might not be on the same page with what social media shows right now, which is all “beauty, travel, perfect lifestyle”.

I had and have a great life, don’t get me wrong. Lucky to be able to do what I want, with supportive family and friends. But I want more from myself. I want to learn about who I am and see how far I can take myself on spiritual, professional, personal level.

And we start doing something, then we change, then we get lost, then we get an idea…we follow it, we adjust the trajectory a little bit and we end up doing something we were supposed to do from the very beginning. Why do we get off topic so often and so much? We stop listening to what our inner self is telling us and start looking too much around us to what we are supposed to do…and we end up half way through our lives figuring out that we were meant to do something else, something we were supposed to do from the very beginning and we forgot about it.

we get lost on the way…my question is how we get less lost and how we stay more on track than often?

DanzaSphere is changing…and until that happens I will write down some of my thoughts…some will make sense, some will seem unable to follow .. but isn’t this how our mind runs sometimes? plus, I need to relax somehow throughout this process and writing has always been a good getaway.