I live on misery streetWith misery homesAnd misery roomsAnd misery menMaking misery memoriesWith their misery mistressesTo forget their misery livesAnd their misery jobsWith their misery bossesAnd misery coworkersWorking to get their misery paySo they can feed their misery kidsSo they can focus at misery schoolAnd get misery gradesSo they can have misery lives of their own.I live on misery streetWhere misery isn't misery at all.Misery is routine.

Can you answer my question?No no you can'tYou have tried and triedI have tried to help youTo the best of my abilityIf only you trust meI have lost all my hopeEspecially for youIf only you wouldn't treat me like capIf only I would've listened

My misery is realMy misery is lifeMy misery male you smileMy misery make you you..My misery is goneI left you for someone betterBut you left meI just found my loveI'm sorryFor my misery is meAnd you can't break meI'm invincible and realI'm almost like HerculesAnd then I turn to Brutus

I stabbed my miseryJust like BrutusEt tu bruteThen fall CaesarCaesar is just like my miseryOnly I'm not sorry for killing himAw yes if only you would have listenedTo the wolfThat whispered in your ear

Kind of like a birdyYet more deadlyMy misery was blindAnd weakAnd I was strongPowerfulInvincible

My might was stronger than yoursAnd them I slew himFor my misery was wrongIt had enslaved meI wonI'm a winnerAnd I can't be beatNo one will rise against meFor I'm Caesars reincarnated bodyI rule with love and honesty

But now my misery is backIt's weakMy love is realMy misery is fake

I notice my sisterHer words echoThat's why no one likes youJust stop picking on her bratThat's all that's mattersMy siblings nowThey are the wolves whispering in my earBut they are not my miseryMy misery is caged in the back of my mindThat's why I love my sistersThey protect me and make me humbleThat's why my misery is gone

You can get worse,But no one will notice,Once you learn misery,That's it.

Even the purest smile,Never regains its shine,You can get worse,But no one will notice,Once you learn misery,That's it.

After even a drop,Of those ebony tears,Even the purest smile,Never regains its shine,You can get worse,But no one will notice,Once you learn misery,That's it.

Nothing can return,To its former shade,After even a drop,Of those ebony tears,Even the purest smile,Never regains its shine,You can add more,But no one will notice,Once you learn misery,That's it.

After the cold, brutal hands,Of pain and death strike,Nothing can return,To its former shade,After even a drop,Of those ebony tears,Even the purest smile,Never regains its shine,You can get worse,But no one will notice,Once you learn misery,That's it.

There is no recovery,Not for any soul,After the cold, brutal hands,Of pain and death strike,Nothing can return,To its former shade,After even a drop,Of those ebony tears,Even the purest smile,Never regains its shine,You can get worse,But no one will notice,Once you learn misery,That's it.

Once you learn misery,There is but one escape,There is no recovery,Not for any soul,After the cold, brutal hands,Of pain and death strike,Nothing can return,To its former shade,After even a drop,Of those ebony tears,Even the purest smile,Never regains its shine,You can get worse,But no one will notice,Once you learn misery,That's it.

[Verse 1] Imma be that nail in your coffinSaying that I softenedI was ducking down to reloadSo you can save your petty explanationsI don't have the patienceBefore you even say it I knowYou let your pride or your egoTalk slick to me, noThat is not the way I get downAnd look at how you lose your composureNow let me show yaExactly how the breaking point sounds

[ChorusI want to see you choke on your liesSwallow up your greedSuffer all alone in your miseryChoke on your liesSwallow up your greedSuffer all alone in your misery[Verse 2] What is it you want me to tell ya?I'm not the failureI would rather live and let beBut you came with the right kind of threat toPush me to let youNo, you can't intimidate meYou disrespect me so clearlyNow you better hear meThat is not the way it goes downYou did it to yourself and it's overNow let me show yaExactly how the breaking point sound[Chorus] [Chester Bennington]I want to see you choke on your liesSwallow up your greedSuffer all alone in your miseryChoke on your liesSwallow up your greedSuffer all alone in your miseryI want to see you choke on your liesSwallow up your greedSuffer all alone in your miseryChoke on your liesSwallow up your greedSuffer all alone in your misery[Bridge] You did it to yourselfYou did it to yourselfYou did it to yourselfYou did it to yourselfYOU DID IT TO YOURSELF!YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF!YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF!YOU DID IT TO YOURSELF![Chorus] I want to see you choke on your liesSwallow up your greedSuffer all alone in your miseryChoke on your liesSwallow up your greedSuffer all alone in your misery

Trapped and chained and jailed in the grip of misery and the hungry mouth of despairIts serpentine tounge wrapped tightly around your neckA perfectly fitted noose Deep rooted crooked fangs and hooks and teethTo crush your bones Suspend your soul And poison your heartHanging helplessly as your Body and dreams and hopes Are dissolved into black sludge Your arms stolen of everything You ever loved and held dearAnd then without mercy Your very arms ripped out Your face wiped clean No eyes to see with No mouth to SCREAMTreasured memories erased And turned into daggers of tormentAn endless cavern of echoes Of doubts and fears And blames And liesAll LIESBut the echos scream and Repeat and scream And repeat and Repeat and Repeat And RepeatAnd you can't help but belive the lies Being carved into your skin Your heart your soulIt's all your fault it's all your faultIT'S ALL YOUR FAULTYOU'RE HERE... BECAUSE IT'S YOUR OWN FAULTLies though... all liesMisery lies and it lies In your heart And it lies in your soul And it lies in your everythingMisery wants your company Misery wants your EVERYTHINGMisery wants to paint its ugly Over your beauty and **** your light and vibranceMisery singing you lies of sweet oblivion and solitude "stay here stay here... I'll take your pain away... just give me your all and I'll give you my numb... no one will love you so let me make it all numb..."Another lie of misery... Carved deeper into your heartCarving and slicing and burning lie after lieTaking you apart and breaking you downCasting and reshaping you the stolen pieces of you into bricks Forcing your hands to build up a wallMisery doing everything to make you feel at homeVenomous lies slipping from its rotted forked tounge "This is where you belong... I'll love you... just let me make you numb..."Misery lies while singing false lullabies Trying to steal you awayTrying to make the world darker By killing your lightTrying to hide your beauty in the Mouth of despair Misery wants the world to sink into a Murkier shade of greyIt knows our world is falling apart And that by claiming you it can Quicken our descent Its all just lies... the chains that bind you... the lies that cut and carve you down... miseries cold sinking in... the closer you get to numb the easier its lies are to belive... slipping away... the numb and oblivion. .. just inches away... comfortably dark liesLIES ...DON'­TDON'T FADEDON'T BELIEVEDON'T GO AWAY If... if you have done anything Anything wrong, it's this and only This, you're too beautiful for this world, this broken crumbling world, you looked too deeply, you felt too much...Loved too much.. and then life hurt, breathing hurt... and you then you looked deeper, felt deeper, loved more... against the hurt and the pain... the sky was falling and you tried to hold it back up... too kind, too sweet... if anything this world doesn't deserve you. .. but oh... it needs you...I've seen your light, been touched by the grace and beauty of your heart...There's no easy escape from miseries grip And the mouth of despairNo quick fix No band-aid brand cure A hard battle fought That not everyone can winNo guarantees I can give...But I will climb into the mouth With you You don't have to do it alone Win or lose I'm right here with youI'll die here by your side Just for a moment One moment to love your soul Your heart Your everything

stop saying you're miserablebecause you don't know miseryit hasn't landed on your doorsnor has it ever been on your feet.

misery is a concept you're trying so hard to get toand you destroy people to get to ityou cause miseryyou are misery to peoplebut you will never feel miserynor will you be able to claimyou're in miserybecause misery is only for the good

A musical trance seance under control by the hand of a shadowA "Du hast" to a "Loco" To a "beautiful people"A fraction of symphony, Sent by the gods of rock

Spiderweb rooms an corridor covered with the entrance to darkness set in place with danger light's, Strobe lights, an a fog machine set on auto A haunted feel to a shack left cold an abandoned.Equipped with superior beings and extended solo's of 6 string guitar's along with drum's and distorted bass guitar, setting the rhythm for our soul's,Feeding threw 4 large kickers.

This shadow was meVenomDecorated in crow face paint, Along with black attire to match my attitudePeople came and went and came againSupporting my and there craving for sublime soundBut one, the one, my goddess, my angel of death came to my dwelling, she came with a message

To indulge in my love

But also to give me a message of miseryTo break me free of this chaotic world i was fixed in, with a bite to my fingertip the purified pressure was onShe wore the same colors as IOnly more dragged inline'sMore pain, More beauty than she could seeI stared into her crystal corroded bloodshot eyesI seen deep within herselfI saw pain, I saw hate for her fire, I saw hate from othersI had seen everything and nothingI arose from my slumber to meet her in the darkness or mothers sleepTo give mother a great vision, a great dream and it was thisMy angel of death, Meeting face to face, Eye to misery, Cure to disease, Beauty to ugly.

The words rolled off her tongue like the greatest embrace to a loverHer words were sweet and seductiveSprinkled with tears of a suicidal mind and a scarred wrist.Then in a perfect moment are perfect tender love met with crying eyes and black lipstick.Within that moment i ingested her miseryI took it and gave her what she deserved

Beauty

After the release of this lover's choiceWe met vision and from there i seen the truthI could never release her from this insanityOnly pamper or even embrace itThis timeless motion of misery will never stop ticking in my heartNot till it expires!

You know the saying "misery loves company"? Well I disagree. Misery isolates. Misery isolates itself in the vague darkness of aganizing memories and broken dreams. Misery is a cold being, comforting to some, and a burden for others. It comes to you when you have found all the peices. It acts like a solvent and dissolves the glue that holds your life together. It breaks apart friendships and dissasembles the "good life" you once thought you had. The feeling of misery is like a cold shiver down your spine, it makes its presence known. The face of misery it that of a nightmsre that wakes you up at night with cold sweats. I know the face of misery, and it knows me.

What is a misery that cannot be seen, heard, or explainedWhat is a misery far too painful for human expressionWhat is a misery that drives to the ends of the earth everydayWhat is a misery that immobilizes indefinitely What is a misery that surges beyond words or gestures, beyond explanation or comprehensionWhat is a misery at all, in factWhat is a misery but a misery?

MISERY loves Company Mainly, Because Happiness already has it.SMILE why should I when no one's there to see it.LIVE why should I when no one's there to breath it. No one to inhale the promises I exhale.Misery loves company, loves heart ache, loves heart break. Victim of earthquake Loves Victim of Tsunami. Sad Fatherless Girl Loves The boy without a Mommy. MISERY loves company. Mainly, Because happiness already has it. If the homeless love the homeless they'll be hopeless to ever have a home. If the orphaned love the orphaned they'll forever be alone. Misery loves company and Misery loves love.Love, Is a miserable thing.

Stagnation has set inand that old friend misery has come around"sit down old friend, I say"whats new?""Misery loves companyand holding hands is for lovers and aren't we lovers?" I say.Satisfaction eludesand frustration reigns.Heavy hearted I say, "I feel like melting into the carpet, and you?" but misery doesn't answer.I'd puff away on a cigarette if I smoked in an overly dramatic self masochistic waybut I don't so I eat chocolate and ask misery if there's any ****.But we settle for the bottle of cooking wine in the back of the cabinet,"so its come to this, whats next? girdles and bingo?" I say. Dissatisfaction sets inand anger wins.I see a picture on the fridge with his **** eating grin.There's still beer cans in the trash and on the counter from the day before;hes in the other room. Misery and I sit in the kitchen together indefinitely

You never were a hater, But you tried to be a player.You tried to come off cool, But there's a devil in your lair.You tried to be a good one, But they talk behind your back.They're plotting, they're wotnotting,And they're planning their attack.They severed your reality - They twisted every turn.They're burning and they're churning,They don't render what you yearn. Then panic triggers fever, And you feel the fever burn.If they keep on pushing, Those suckers gonna learn.Then the witness understands. There is reason for concern.There is a new commander - And oh! The worm has turned.

What could you do?You never knew.How could have you?No-one told you.Misery is glue,Sticks to you.

You never were a villain Till they clotted up your chill.You never needed anyone To tell you what you feel.They only know to validateThemselves - they never love.If it suits their motives,They will bite, and kick and shove.There never was a heartache That you could not overcome.You have to have a heart that's hard.So go out and get you one.Trample loosers under foot, Or they'll be too burdensome.Keep your left hand from your right,And keep your lovers under thumb.Finally, you start to see That life is just a loaded gun.You can never stop to rest, You're always on the run.

What could you do?You never knew.How could have you?No-one told you.Misery is glue,Sticks to you.

You master all that you survey, Everybody knows your name.Cream rises to the top -You are the winner of the game.If you gave them half the chance, They would cut you down.You forever have to watch your back,Never let them gather 'round.You didn't try to rule the world,You only wanted to survive.If they had their way, You would no longer be alive.Your meter's getting weaker,But you strive to make it through.You've trudged thicker purposes,You always make it through.They will give it all they've gotWhen they finally come for you.You have never had a moment's peace,'Cause misery is glue.

What could you do?You never knew.How could have you?No-one told you.Misery is glue,Sticks to you.

I started writing this song in 2000. I was inspired by the rap-pop song by Blondie called No Exit.

My sweet misery I think thats what you are .. You make me feel things i dont understand .. I do things i wouldn't do .. Im a whole different person with you .. I second guess myself when im with you dam i even dream about you .. ITS ALL ABOUT YOU ..I think to myself all the time How can he have this power over my mind?LOVE IS ?? I really dont know ... It flips and turns in my head ..Could i be loving him ? Or could it be lust?It must be lust i cant be in love .. Or could i be? I dont know but all i know it cant happen to me .. DENIAL !!! Is that what im in ? No cant be ! But am i ? Could i be ? Is he ? MAN JUST LEAVE ME BE ! In my mind i say this cant be me .. But my heart says let it be ... SHEESH !!! He's just my sweet misery I never would have thought that misery could be so sweet it gets so deep it's something i wake up thinking about and sometimes I cant eat ... Cant drink ... Cant sleep The feeling of it is so great to explain it would take months .. Months that would trun in to years and soon to explain this misery could be impossible ..Wow just to think impossible ??? Could it be with this sweet misery that ramains in my mind remain a mystery to my life ??Dam Will this go with me to my other life that god has planed for me ?? Man can some one answer these so i could be in peace ??? Or is it for somebody to answer or his?The one im thinking about .. The one i dream about .. The one i ... His smile his smell his face his lips against mine his wow wait ...!!?? My sweet misery remains a mystery ...

I am happy.I am happier than one can beIf happy is another name for Miserybecause then my Happy is endless.It's a sick kind of misery,a kind I've written of before.It eats me from the inside outbut gives just enough to keep me living off it evermore. .It's a ***** kind of misery.One I can't quite place.Each day I saunter from place-to-placewith such broken eleganceI feel as if I'm floating,my puppeteer gently tugging at my strings. .It''s the kind of misery I cannot live without,the kind of misery that taunts meand keeps my mind occupied for hourswith thoughts of atrocities. .I focus on a spot,I let that spot consume me.The name,*******,it soothes me.I'd never do drugs,I'd never drink,I claim this time and time again,but why do I need it,something I've never experienced,something a naive young girl like me knows nothing about,yet I dream of it.I think about it all day long,snortingand an assortment of needles toonot to feel alive of course,but to feel nothing-to feel nothing at all. Sometimes I sit in the darkand I wheep,I wheep for such atrocities as thosefor they are horridbut I want themI NEED theman addiction to something I've never known..That is not all.I'm in desperate need of hurt.Desperate need of pain.Desperate need of nothing-need of death.I do not want to die,I simply want to feel nothing.When I don't think of atrocitiesMy heart is pinned to dark Angels.These dark angels change from time to timebut there remains a constant-they are sick.Bowie is my love,my life,my light,he heals me in every which waybut there are other Angels too.Those such as Joe Van Moylandthat sick little manbone with a tight layer of skinwith floppy hairhave you seen that manso sickso grotesquehow can I not admire it.I look at the healthy and I cringe,I look at the sick and addictedand I swoon.I see these sick monsters whomI've conjured up the idea thatmonsters like them know the secret,the secret to nothingand secret to misery. .As my grades plummetand quality fadesI leave friends behindto spend my hours in a dark room, starving myself sillydaydreaming of atrocitiesand dark Angelsso that I may fill my body with miseryand maybe someday achieve the idealof nothing.

Misery haunts me like a vengeful lover’s phantomGrey clouds of solitude drench me with the rain of cold silence.The thunder startles my vision with its sudden piercing vibrancy,but the accompanying sound is inaudible to my ears.Perhaps the deafening screams of my soul have rendered them useless.

Misery bites into my flesh like a famished Hellhoundthe crimson of unrequited love bathes it mercilessly.Its dagger like fangs bite into my calf,but the accompanying feeling of pain on my skin is nonexistent.Perhaps the innumerable pinpricks inflicted by words have rendered it numb.

Misery paints me like a mournful artist,into the monochromatic shades of abandonment.The slicing strokes of his brushes, highlight crimson suffering,but the accompanying cries of bitter pain are not possessed by my throat.Perhaps the incessant demands of respite made by it have rendered it sore for an eternity.

Misery slithers inside my nostrils like a toxic repulsive snake.Trails of blue betrayal are left by its slimy flesh while it travels to my lungs.Its venom covers my nerves in the burning sensation of ridicule,But the accompanying smell of approaching death seems absentPerhaps the putrid smell of my burning conscience has rendered my senses immune.

Gather in a dark night, impurities of the mind caused by poisonous emotions from loss and envy, of spite or jealousy, forming misery.Love fades, ahh once so innocently precious, yet fragile in structure,Leaving the servants of it in great despair and even darker hate,Where affection ruled supreme once the scars of misery are causing a heartache from leftover rampage, a riot now presented. Ah, phantomsSwaying back and forth between sadness and anger one gets lost in his own blindness, destroying and bringing himself into ruins,This lingering sadness seems eternal as time passes painfully slower,An enlighting realisation should do the task and let the soul lost inanihilating, irritational despair grow once again strong and happy,A spark illuminating the dark, with patience and hope for the future,But until this event is taking place, a personal hell is what has to be crossed alike a bridge made of anxiety, depression and self doubt.But worry not all you lost souls who are waiting for light!After all, every winter and every night find their end and ensure the dawn of a blooming spring dream.

ChorusLast night I had a dream of you and me togetherLike you always said it bealways and foreverYou would never leaveBut you left me now my life is filled with miseryEverytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Last night I had a dream of you and me togetherLike you always said it bealways and foreverYou would never leaveBut you left me now my life is filled with miseryEverytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Verse 1

Hear my words feel my love coming from my heartSeems like a life time that we been a partI really miss you girlAll the times we used to talkYou was always there for me Baby please don't forget me notI swear to you what I say is trueI never loved or cared for anybody baby more than I do for youand you know it's true I love you

Chorus

Last night I had a dream of you and me togetherLike you always said it bealways and foreverYou would never leaveBut you left me now my life is filled with miseryEverytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Last night I had a dream of you and me togetherLike you always said it bealways and foreverYou would never leaveBut you left me now my life is filled with miseryEverytime I close my eyes I dream about babyBaby B-A-B-Y please don't do this to me

Verse 2

Words can't describe how I feel insideCant' deny the truth Baby now I realizeIt's you that I always LoveTake me back to times when you used to kiss and hug meThe sweetness of your lips so soft and tenderI swear they taste like honeyBaby please don't forget me notBecause I love youAlways have and always willlet's set the record straight and tell you how I feelI climb the highest mountain any hillI walk a million miles til I reach you babyNow tell me Baby do you love me still

Break Down

I Just wanna talk to you I know youin your world I dont exist I mean nothingat all to you. I cant make you changeor even make you love me I have no control over thatthat is entirely up to you. Im not going to saythat I dont still think about you because babyI do and sometimes I cry because Im missing you.I just dont know....Maybe Im just ****** up in the headbut I love you.......

Chorus

Last night I had a dream of you and me togetherLike you always said it bealways and foreverYou would never leaveBut you left me now my life is filled with miseryEverytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Last night I had a dream of you and me togetherLike you always said it bealways and foreverYou would never leaveBut you left me now my life is filled with miseryEverytime I close my eyes I dream about baby

Verse 3

listen to me girl cuz there is so much i need to sayyou mean the world to me babyplease don't let it slip awayi never want to be without youi could never face the dayi need here by my sideso baby please won't you stayit's been a long roadwe both driven our lives onso many years has passed us byso many thing come and gonebut one thing that has never changedis how i feel about youdon't want to give up this fightbecause i don't want to live without you girlcuz you became a part of memuch greater than a bondthis family means more to methat's why i wrote this songthere comes a time in our liveswe all need some directiona shoulder to cry onshare love and affectionyou know i guess it's really truedon't know what you got til it's goneliving in the shadowsthinking about what you did wrongi just want to get back to the way it was beforewhen you gave so much love couldn't ask for anymore

What is misery?Why it is the darkest pit of our hearts and souls.We are dragged towards it, Grasping hopelessly at something to hold.Almost as if Achlys herself is lurking aboutPulling us further, never intending to let us out.No, rather, we are pushed towards itForced to accept this fate by the rest of themIt’s ironic, in a world where we are told to be freeWe are still forced into a fatalistic indoctrinationBelieving all the while, that we are going to be fineWhen in fact, we are going to be escorted to self-damnationWith a spear in our back and a smile on our faceIt’s sickening, isn't it?This twisted image of the human race.We lie and steal and cheat and **** each other,But for what?What is the purpose of this self-destructive behavior?It is the false salvation of our misery,Our false belief that the misery of others isEvidence of our superiority,Providing an escape from our own melancholy