Well, sooner or later paul, your many polls of " should I - Shouldn't I??" will only go to alienate the very people you are trying to get the support of! _________________Wisdom must be gathered, it can not be given

What is this the third time you are
doing this?
Well at the end that's you
that has to decide
but i don't want you to go
you always made me feel welcomed on an
forum where the most members are English
i thank you for it,oh and for the thousand time STAY! _________________Jenna2..

Success is liking yourself,liking what you do,
and liking how you do it..

Seriously - only you can know what is the best course for you to take. But as you know, you have plenty of friends here who would be sorry to see you go. Maybe try taking a couple of months' break and see how you feel._________________