Spiritual Awareness & All Aspects of the Paranormal. Based on my real life. A Journal, Diary, Notebook and Thesis all in one as I create the Science I needed to understand my gift. All events are true and based on my journey to understand the physics of Death and the Psychology behind it.

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One thing that drives me mad more than anything apart from people who charge a fortune for ‘Readings’ for a client is people who are fooled into thinking in order to be at one with the Universe and Mother Earth is to have expensive Crystals, wands, books etc…and that the only way to find internal peace is by paying a lot of money for the books and cards which will show you how to do it. In short (and I apologize for the language) it’s Bullshit and only someone who has never forged a relationship with the Universe and Spirit could live as though they have and charge people sometimes thousands of pounds or dollars to have the same ‘light’ as them. Before I get abuse from New Age folk let me explain what I know. And bare with me, I do make my point eventually.

Many many many years ago when I was a child and I decided the only way I was going to understand my gift was to ask Spirit themselves I was told ‘In the beginning there was the Moon and The Sun and together they created the Earth and the rest of the planets in our solar system’. Now I’m not saying the Big Bang wasn’t real or anything like that, what I mean is of all the things created from it, it was the Moon and Sun that came first. They are the two most important planets in our Solar System. They give life, both equally are responsible for everything on our planet, how it functions, how it creates and if it lives or dies.

They are Mother Sun and Father Moon and Earth is essentially The Daughter, Mars the Son and so on………now…..when we are hurting our beautiful Earth, when we dig in her and plant in her and build and bomb, use up and flood her, she gets very upset and when we have earth quakes and volcanic eruptions it is always on countries that are doing wrong in some way.

If you look at the things going on in countries at the time of great disaster there is something going on that we don’t know about where Earth is being hurt in some way so she is essentially having a huge tantrum. She is reacting to the pain.

When the Sun flares or doesn’t and it affects our weather etc…that is The Mother, getting upset at watching her child get abused. If you are a parent you will know what I mean when I say to watch your child get hurt, is a horrible thing and to any poor parent who has watched their child get abused or die is soul destroying to say the least. And this is what the Sun is doing when she goes quite or plays up. Our Ancestors who live in Space, come to her and calm her down, reassure her that Earth will be taken care of. There is numerous footage of Beings flying up to the Sun when it is flaring and reacting and beams are seen to almost soothe the Sun down. This footage is common and can be found on YouTube. But my point is this.

We are all connected. Spirit, The Living, Universal Ancestors, The Planets, The Stars etc…we are all connected. We came from the same bit of dust, boom, creator, parent, whatever you believe in, we are all one. It is why we share the same DNA with everything on this planet, from Pigs to Dandelions, Crabs to Peanuts. So why then, do you need to buy a Tigers Eye for Mental Focus and Confidence when a rock from your garden can do the same thing? It is from the same planet, made from the same energy, by the same earth just in a different part of it. It’s like taking blood from a vein in your arm thinking it is different as the blood taken from your foot. It’s all from the same body, made by the same cells and pumped through the body with the same heart.

When your out and about and your feeling like you need that connection or help, Earth offers us up solutions all the time and no one ever listens. How many times has a feather appeared before us, or a rock has caught our eye at the river?

A Shell seems to call us at the Beach? This is your Earth telling you to take this gift and use it to help you heal. You will know what it is for, you will know what to do with it and where to put it. My house doesn’t have one single room that doesn’t have a shell, rock, feather or stick in it that was given to me by Earth and Spirit. Each one tells a story, each one given to help me in some way, each one a memory. Flowers work like incense, so does baking cake or a loaf of bread.

And if you always remember when your out, if your wanting to find that stick or rock, shell or flower to help you and it isn’t being offered up, ask. Always ask to take it. The one you are allowed, the one your meant to have, will be made visible to you. Just remember if it is a flower always leave the roots in tact so it can grow back, never take a tree without planting another one, when taking a stick always take one from the ground and never from the actual tree, unless you know for sure it has been offered to you because trees and plants do indeed feel pain so don’t take anything where your causing pain or suffering.

But in saying that we all find awesome sticks on the ground and I’ve never felt the need to take one from a living tree before in my life.

Each bit of soil around our homes is different. From the front to the back. You can keep little pots of them in your home and they seem to absorb all your negative energy. Once it has taken the poison (as I call it because negative energy is like a poison on our souls) you simply place it back outside where you got it from and let the Father Moon cleanse it.

You can take stones and rocks and cleanse them in salt for the full cycle of the Moon and your then free to use that rock or shell or stone for as long as you need it. You do this simply because you don’t know what history that rock or shell etc…has seen so you cleanse it first to ensure any residual energy has been removed.

Every single natural made product of this planet has an energy, it’s own frequency and power. We are also energy with our own frequency and power so when you want to have something natural in your home to help you make sure it is of the same frequency as you.

How to do this is use your wedding ring and a piece of your hair or a strand of cotton and a ring you wear all the time and use it like a pendulum.

Ask the pendulum which way it wants to swing for yes and no. Then when you find your rock, shell, stick etc….and your not sure it is for you use your Pendulum to test it. If you ask it ‘Are you the rock, shell, stick for me?’ and it says No then put it back and find one that says yes. But if you literally stumble across the stick or the feather falls at your feet etc…that is a gift and you should there fore accept it with grace and aplomb.

But you will feel the benefits and every single bit of it is free.

There is not one illness on our planet that we can’t cure with things on our planet. From Cancer to Autism, Parkinson’s to Infections. By keeping away from Vaccinations, Fluoride, Aspartame and anything artificial we will one day never get sick and die from diseases but it will only happen once we start to learn to appreciate our Sister Earth and ourselves. We must literally Live in Harmony. And everyone can do it, for free and without having to pay for the privilege of knowing how to do it.

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Well I Time Slipped Again. This time in a pub having a lunch with my ex husband and boys. Again I didn’t expect it. Just started fizzing and away I went but this was a future slip.

The one thing I was able to do this time was observe my physical reaction to the slip. It is hard for me to explain it but when I slip I see things super enhanced. Because there is an overlapping of visuals It amazes me how super 3D everything looks. My hands looked more real than they do normally. I could see every pulse in my finger, every groove in my skin, deep and cavernous, the tiny beads of sweat that lay just under the grooves.

Fabrics were astounding to look at too. Think of the best HD Graphics you’ve ever seen in a movie and make it 1000 times better than that, then you’ll understand what I mean. I remember watching Shrek 4 and being amazed at how HD could let you see the the grains of fibers in Shrek’s shirt. Well now when I time slip I live that too but in even more High Definition. Also this slip lasted about an hour. Its usually been minutes before, but this was about an hour. I remember sitting in the seat at the Pub feeling like if I lifted my feet up off the floor I would float away like a Helium Balloon. It felt like my feet were anchoring me to the floor so I wouldn’t float away but I could feel gravity pulling on my body like it WANTED to float up to the roof. It’s so hard to explain, all of this so please bare with me lol

I was looking at and talking to my ex husband as I was in it, but he was behind the image of what I was seeing overlapped on him. What I saw was personal to my ex husband and I, but it was a very important message to him but I an still see him sitting in the pub and the image of my time slip super imposed over him. I could smell the smells, feel the climate and even move around to get a different perspective of the view.

So every time slip offers up a little more of the learning process. I hope one day to be able to control when it happens but for now I will take whatever it is Spirit wants to teach me about it. I trust it is happening for a reason and go with what ever it is Spirit trust me with.

I’m almost excited to see what happens with it the next time. But I am more exhausted now than any of point in my Psychic life. I have zero energy, can’t even get out of bed.

If you’ve read my post about Time Slips you’ll know I don’t fully understand why they happen but I know it happened once I powered up or went up a level in my Spiritual understanding and growth. I call it powering up because I feel like a Agent from Crackdown some times where as I gain certain skills or understanding of my gift and path I Power Up and become better at something or more capable of using a gift etc…so I know when I Time Slip it means I’ve gone up a level. It’s not just about seeing the dead or predicting the future. Once you understand the fundamentals of the Universe and The Physics or it all it’s not hard to understand why or how it happens. But i want to share with you my latest experience that happened only three days ago. It was pretty amazing and I learned something I didn’t know before.

We went to York up the road for an impromptu visit of a dear friend of ours. We decided to check out the Christmas Fayre while we were there. Which was a big mistake because York is OLD and has tiny streets and there were tens of thousands of people all squeezed in to one tiny place and it was horrible. You couldn’t stop to look at anything because you were stopping the endless line of Zombies shopping for bargains and tat. Anyway we parked in a car park and started to head over the bridge and that’s when it started.

My feet became fuzzy, like pins and needles, then in a flash my eye sight went. I could see this reality but I was seeing a different reality as well. My head felt like it was fizzing and clamped but there was no pain or discomfort what so ever. Then as I stopped to clear my vision I started to see stalls, pitches, tents, trolleys, whatever you want to call them all up and down the bridge and street. The stench was, human, animal, rancid and I can still smell it even now when I think about it. This Time Slip was so strong it evokes such memory of smell and taste etc…I was pushing my stroller and our friend had to take over because I needed to grab on to Mr’s arm as I could no longer tell what was real road and what wasn’t anymore.

Then a man with a brown cap? well I say cap but it looked like a piece of brown cloth covering his head came up and offered me rats. Dead, huge and he had them by the tails. About 5 of them in each hand. They looked like Water Rats to be honest. They were HUGE. He could see me. He didn’t act any differently too me but I noticed that while he was talking to me I got the attention of others as well. They noticed me and I stood out BUT they weren’t frightened by me or put off by me so I have come to the realization that I can’t be dressed in modern clothes when I time slip in to the past. They were then coming up and offering me ‘smelling poseys’ I guess for the stench, bread, chickens, etc…and this one lady Oh My Blob I now know what wretched Soul means. She was tiny, with mottled hair and she kept touching my hair.

She was seeing how long it was and commenting on the colour and asked me if I would sell her my hair. I have quite long Auburn hair. It’s past my bra strap and she followed me half way up the street. I honestly don’t know what our friend thought. Lucky for me he is one of the smartest guys on the planet and he documents all my predictions and stuff so he knows to expect anything with me but I’ve never Time Slipped in front of anyone other than my ex husband before.

He was very brave and I thanked him for being so understanding later but I now know that when I Time Slip into the past, I blend in. I’m going to try and interact next time if I’m able to. I was completely aware of what was happening this time so my understanding of it is growing. I just wasn’t in a place to be able to try and touch and taste the past etc…..I have to assume when I have Time Slipped into the future I appear normal to those surrounds too.

I remember every single time slip in detail. I also know that the fuzzing I feel before I go into the past or future is my Pineal Gland being activated also. So in theory if I can control that, I can control where and when I Time Slip. I wish I could know before it happened because I’m quite a Scientific person and I would love to make documented observations and test myself. But I have no doubt that as I have more and more experiences I will soon learn to control it better and might actually be able to test myself. I think that would be quite exciting. I’m not afraid in any way. I just need to know my husband is with me or someone like Zooey (our friend) because they were able to take over and make sure I didn’t walk out onto the road lol because in my head the bridge was closed off to traffic for the market to take place and I very nearly walked me and my youngest Train out onto the road to avoid being sold rats.