I feel like nobody will read this so it's a perfect place to blog. I hate myself so much I feel like I'm a solid 2 out of 10 like how ugly can I really be I've been told by so many girls I'm unattractive. I dunno how to go on with my life, I've been going to the gym for about a month now and have made some decent muscle gaines but my face will always be ugly, I've been strongly considering using prohormones to get good gaines in the gym I mean if anything negative happens there is no one to give a fuck so why not. Maybe if I gain some good muscle I can at least find a girl shallow enough to just look at my muscles enough to go on one date with her a And maybe have a couple conversations witch would be so amazing. I haven't even really talked to a girl in so long:( I just wish I wasn't so ugly like I at least wish I could have a couple friends that were girls it would be so nice to even be able to text a girl a couple times a week. But I Understand I'm ugly as fuck and that no girl wants to look at me and I can totally See where your coming from so I don't blame you it Just sucks and I dunno how long I can take this anymore c cutting myself is only going to delay the enevidable for so long I just hope when I die no one notices and I can have no funeral just go out in the Wood's hike to the middle of no where stay for a while and end everything!

Even with the squishy facial expression in your display picture, I would consider you quite good looking! I think the way you feel about yourself is what brings those girls to that conclusion. And remember "you can be the juiciest, ripest peach in the world - and there'll still be someone who doesn't like peaches"