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Your whole body shakes as you hug your knees closer to your chest, letting you sobs you tried to suffocate for long. Too long. You can’t take it anymore. With each second, more tears leave your eyes and your throat begins to close and this time, you don’t hold back. Since the snap happened, you became the team's anchor, holding them in place and keeping each and every one of them from collapsing. After all, they lost everything in a matter of seconds; but so did you. And yet, you decided to leave your own grief in order to care for them, especially because your smile and positive attitude seemed make them feel better. It worked for a few months; but now, your emotions have surfaced like a tsunami. All the pain you tried to ignore is making your heart ache and your body to numb and you simply cannot take it anymore.
Not only did Thanos turned your family and your friends to dust; not did he decimated half of the universe with a single movement of his fingers; he also killed the person you loved most in the world with his bare hands. He killed your light and stars; the reason to your very existence. He murdered Loki. Snapped his neck as if it was nothing. And the worst part is that you couldn’t do anything about it because you had no idea what was going on after he left Earth one last time. The simple thought of it is enough to remove the air from your lungs and bring a sensation of pure panic to your veins. More tears stream down your cheeks as you think about how you are never going to feel his soft lips on yours again; his arms wrapped around your body; how you are never going to gaze into his beautiful emerald like eyes and hear his silky voice on your ear.
Now, here you are, feeling lost, lonely, devastated. Feeling as if you are nothing more than dust on the inside – part of you wishes the same could be applied to the outside. "Y/N?", a soft knock on your door causes you to jump slightly.

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ac: i forgot🤦‍♀️
dt: @beautfvl @hollandpeoms @parker.obsessed @mybabytomhollandd @sorry.belieber
i kinda threw this together so it isn’t good but oh well, i was highly inspired by someone but i forgot who (also the the ac)
anyway enjoy this crap💖 also instagram ruined the quality RiP