Sunday, April 18, 2010

Thursday, April 15, 2010

so much work so much work. haven't skinned in forever. haven't gone out in forever. haven't gone for a buffet in forever. haven't gone swimming in forever. haven't slept before 11.58pm in forever.

pw is a killer. but everyone knows that already. but it still sucks big time. and i still need to do it. soon preferably. rarh.

not understanding a lot of things right now, particularly econs and bio. insane. bio test on monday is doomed. hopefully i don't fail too badly. 40marks=80marking points in 50mins. crazy.

looking forward to fac outing on saturday. but must start studying for bio soon.

at this rate i don't think i'll try for pub. but fac comm looks so fun. mon/ass mon worked out fine in ny. but hc is so different i don't think i can afford to take on anymore. i hate how school makes me feel stupid.

and undeserving in so many ways. i want to crawl up in little corner and sleep for the rest of eternity.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

“I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because most of the time i’m happy. I’m weird because i’m not like you. I’m controlling because i get mad. Sometimes i’m clingy because i like being around people. I’m greedy because i like to be satisfied. I’m naive because i’m younger than you. I’m conceited because i’m proud of who i am. I’m rude because my manners aren’t perfect. i’m unappreciative because i don’t praise you. Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.”

Saturday, April 03, 2010

Plucking Heartstrings

"I just don’t want to die without a few scars, I say. It’s nothing any more to have a beautiful stock body. You see those cars that are completely stock cherry, right out of a dealer’s showroom in 1955, I always think, what a waste."