i'm sorry

I know I always say this.. In chat, through MSN or AIM.. I always say it..

Because I mean it. Right now.. I don't know...

I don't even know what I'm doing here.. Writing this.. I guess it's
for the people not online right now, Like Spencer&&Harry..

In chat.. I had a problem. Not with a person or anything.. I had a break down moment.. where i had to go to a room by myself.. and right now.. im still in the break down.. i had to leave chat, say goodbye to everyone.. i'm saying goodbye here too.. i'm scared. very scared..

Rachel, I love you girl. and I don't want anything to happen to you. I love you and I'm sorry things aren't going well for you right now. You know I'm here for you, and always will be!! You have my number!! Don't be afraid to use it!