I am someone who loves (and fangirls) over most things. I mainly talk about fandoms and how lame I am.

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mir·ror

(of a reflective surface) show a reflection of.

We need mirrors. Not in the sense we need to look at ourselves (physically) anymore, because you guys already know my view on that (check out my blog post ‘2016: Living Life Through a Lens’). I’m saying we need to sit down and

look

at

who

we

are.

Put the gadget down and look at what we are today. Look at yourself and ask “Who am I? What are my passions? What are my fears? What are my qualities?” Ask these questions and you are becoming a mirror for you mind. You’re reflecting your goals, your fears and your personality. Essentially you are reassuring yourself of your worth.

Don’t be scared to tell people your dreams or your passions. Those people may laugh at you, poke fun at you, but (like in Amelie) “Times are hard for dreamers.”

Don’t be scared to tell people your fears. If you’re afraid of something, this just means you’re human and not an LMD (MARVEL REFERENCE).

I know this may sound long-winded and a sad attempt at inspirational, but what I’m trying to say is. Don’t let how other people treat you affect your humanity. Your reason to live. Because at the end of the day, they are not your mirrors. They do not reflect you. You or your only mirror. You are the only person that truly understands you.

No one else is you. Hence no one’s opinion should matter (when it comes to who you are) other than YOUR’S.

So I just have a quick update to make. Some of you know that I love to write fanfiction. Just as clarification, I will NOT be continuing my Phanfic (as sad as it is) for the following reason. I’m just no longer into Phan. I mean I still LOVE PHAN, but I’m just following it because I think it’s cute, that’s all.

Second fanfic update. My WolfStar series is still going but I’m at a bit of a Writer’s Block, sooooo…

Well that’s it!

I hope you all enjoyed listening (or technically reading) this blog post!

Many things happened these last few months that I want to go over in a numbered recap. This is gonna be a while, so just hang in there, grab a charger, and maybe some food (I suggest cereal because why not?!)

Sherlock Season 4 began, then it ended, and I’m still not over it.

Hamilton erupted (very rudely) into my life.

I tried many times to the Newsies jump (each time I failed miserably).

I got into musical theatre.

I feel like I know the plot of Hamilton inside out.

I got into roleplaying on Goodreads.

I made FRIENDS ON GOODREADS. That was in all caps because I’m wondering how I actually made friends.

I found an oddly accurate definition of me on Urban Dictionary.

I got Heir of Fire and Queen of Shadows from the Throne of Glass series by Sarah J. Maas and I finished reading them in about a week.

I came back in contact with a friend of mine.

I (sort of) dumped a friend of mine (or at least I thought this person was a friend of mine…)

I STARTED FANDOM QUOTE OF THE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!

I got WAYYYYY into my Goodreads groups (it’s kind of worrying). Every time I go on my laptop (and there is good WiFi) the first thing I check is my Goodreads.

Well this is a new interest that I completely forgot to tell you guys.

HAMILTON HAS TAKEN OVER MY LIFE.

This perfect blend of culture and history of a musical has me sitting in my room rapping to myself, even as I write this.

Legit, the music in this tho.

Every time I enter a room my anthem is Schuyler Sisters, because, why not?

But even after all of this there is one downside to all of this amazing awesomeness. No one where I live knows about Hamilton. I’m shouted at for even singing one of their songs. This is where my blog is really heading. Even after all of this I still love Hamilton. Because Hamilton is amazing. And it has changed my life, forever.