Friday, January 21, 2011

Angry

I'm the type of person who don't really get angry. When someone offended me or displeased, I don't confront the person and tell them that they hurt me.I bottle up all my anger inside.

It's really rare that I raised my voice. People tell me that I'm so pleasant that it's hard for them to imagine me being upset or mad.But sometimes that concept of me in other people become a disadvantage because they tend to sometimes not treat me well because they have this belief that I won't mind and that I would understand.I am angry right now. Super angry with people and mad at myself for not being angry at all and for not standing up for myself.I won't do anything crazy today. I just need to realease this feeling I have because I am so hurt and frustrated too.

5 comments:

do chill down yea. I also almost the same like u, i keep my anger inside n people around me telling it is not healthy to do so as when I reach the point that I couldnt hold it anymore, those people around me the one will get scolded for nothing. :(

I completely understand. I am the same way and the same assumptions are made about me.. well were for many years until recently I finally told a few people just how I felt about being treated less than how I treated them. Needless to say they are no longer speaking to me. I guess when I voiced how I felt I was no longer good enough to be their friend. I look at it as purging the negative out of my life. I hope you feel better soon.

I used to be like that as well. I just don't mind people even if they hurt me already. But recently, I learned to stand for myself because they tend to abuse me and I just joked that I have changed and that I'm having a midlife crisis.LOLz