Monthly Archives: February 2010

Well it’s here, February 28, 2010. I made it! Five years, unbelievable. Five years ago at this very moment I was calling the funeral home to come and pick his sweet little body up. Amazing! I never knew heartache like … Continue reading →

I know what I know and I know February 25, 2005 my life forever changed. My heart is not whole and won’t be. We will never have a “complete” family picture, I will never have “all” my kids together for a … Continue reading →

I’m just going to say it, I hate February. I’ve hated it for five years, I’ve tackled it differently each year….the outcome is the same. Another year that Baby James has been gone…did I mention I hate it? I’ve … Continue reading →

I was reminded last night how little my family knows me. I haven’t had contact with my younger brother in 10 years, but it doesn’t stop him from bad mouthing me. I let it hurt my feelings for about five … Continue reading →