There was a time, when I though that the most important to make music was to show my warriors how I felt, at the time I don't always wanted, but this is not the way I do anymore.

Lots of things, not all of them good, has happened to me lately and the main reasons why I'm still here fighting are: the promise I did to myself of getting my dream, the fact my grandma always wanted me to get it, and the strongest one: the unconditional support of my people and fans.

When I was younger I used to ask everybody around me for calling me Monica in public (remember my twitter? @MonicaIsMyName), because it sounded better to me than the way they used to call me, but I don't need it anymore. Working on making music ( yes, I do although it doesn't look like. I have this terrible frustration about can not releasing songs yet, too) has made me find myself and I really want, as I said once long time ago, trying myself. Simply because I need to be honest with you and me . At the time I wanna make come true the dream of two little girls who wished to see their names on the cover of an album.

Apart of this, I used to think I only had to show my warriors when I'm up or when things go good. I still don't know how you know it sometimes but, when I'm down, only you guys, can take me up and you really do. I don't know, but maybe it's because you know me better than what I think and that's why I wanna have a closer relationship with the army. I don't wanna show my feelings and my dream anymore, I wanna share my feelings and dreams with you in all the senses. That's why it's too weird to me when you call me Monica or anything else.

I also read all of your letters I can, and lots of you write that you dreamt with music too. So I found the way of making some dreams come true at the time I do mine, because I know how lucky I am because of the opportunity I have.

I know it's gonna be funny but after repeating thousand of times that "I am Monica Sanz", today I wanna share with all of you my new most said words: "My name is Paytem Jane" ( Warriors can call me Payt like my friends do ;) )

I have no words to explain how proud I am of Arle, she has been so brave!! Kyra and her mom are ok!

As I said (I love that part, haha), Kyra has born today and I wanted to introduce you all, the newest ( 2 hours old in the pic) warrior in the army.

Ah! Guess what? She has born on the world wide day of the female orgasm! It's fun but I want to make you remember if you want to celebrate this day with a boy, or you're looking for an orgasm in any other moment, be careful and wise! One new baby warrior is enough by now ;)

I guess the most of you, guys, know my coaching and friend Arlena. She’s always near to me every night at the concerts, so probably you knew she is pregnant (if not, yes, we used her belly for an effect while the “Born this way” performance for the gay party, but it was not fake at all). The fact is that after more than nine months waiting…the moment has arrived (unbelievable, it's been so long to me, day after day) ! She is pregnant for the last 41 weeks, and I bet she will give birth tomorrow (although Arle doesn’t help pushing, and nobody believes the baby will be born tomorrow apart of me).I was the only one who guessed the baby was a girl (yeah! A warrior is coming!) and if I win the bet, I will be officially her nanny! Well, I will take care of Kyra anyways, but I hate losing a bet! This is Kyra and I this morning while I was singing, but who knows how will be the picture tomorrow...?

Amigos del fiesta.com made an interview to Karla Hidalgo, a spanish photographer for their last number. On it, she talks about Monica Sanz while answering one of the questions:

Amigos del Fiesta:To whom would you like to do a photoshoot?

Karla Hidalgo: I am open to doing sessions to anyone, I’m starting and all that comes is welcome. But I would really love to have the opportunity to work with the singer Monica Sanz. I think it’s a very transparent person, transmits strength and energy in all her photoshoots. I hope I could check it someday and to have her in front of my camera!