Friday, November 26, 2010

Once again, I haven't been updating my blog. Well, part of it is that I've been busy. Extremely busy. With final projects, exams coming up and a play to rehearse for English Pronunciation as our final project. Then there's Advertising as well as Desktop Publishing which requires us to use our creative juices. Haha, I love these two subjects. Anyways, everyone is currently juggling these few things in mind, including me. Deadline for final assignments is getting closer, revision, exam and finding accommodation during our internship. Everyone goes in pair. I am going solo :( I've got no one to share room with, no one I know to work together with. Again, its me only.

I am like desperately seeking for a room to rent in either Seksyen 17 or SS2. Because these are the places nearer to the company I'll be interning under which is Freeform media. I'll be in KLue magazine. Guess the hunt continues...

Thursday, November 25, 2010

I'm just a simple boy in a high-tech digital world. Really try to understand, all the powers that rule this land. They say Miss J's big butt is boss, Kate Moss can't find a job. You learn cool from magazine, you learn love from Charlie Sheen. Follow your heart, your iNTUiTiON. It will lead you in the right direction...

What and where? A pet shop in a mall directly beside of a gaming arcade and opposite of a pirated DVD shop. GREAT! Don't this people think before using animals to make money for their own? First of all, think of how much STRESS the poor animals are under. What with the noise and shouting and screaming of kids from the arcade. And its in a mall, SERiOUSLY? A shopping mall? Its indoor and its not even a proper shoplot. For god sake, you people are torturing the animals. Someone should cage you people up and let you feel how it is...

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Rihanna, most of us followed the start of her career when she burst out into the scene with her first single, Pon De Replay. Most of you didn't know the lyrics but we sing along despite not knowing the meaning. I for one, was doing so. From Pon De Replay we see Rihanna evolved. From her style in music, her sense in fashion and her HAiRSTYLE! Before I start on her hair, lets talk about her music. Her music is good and catchy but did you notice something? As time went on, she's been singing only 1 line. Love The Way You Lie. She only sings THAT chorus line. Now we have her new song called What's My Name and she kept repeating that line. In Only Girl, she shouts and shouts that SAME line. LOL! Rihanna's songs are becoming one line songs. although I still enjoy them. What do we remember from Rihanna's songs? Her lines. Her one line.

"You can stand under my umbrella-ella-ella-eh-eh"

"SOS please, someone save me"

"But its over now, go on and take a bow"

"So shut up and drive, drive, drive"

" I don't wanna do this anymore"

"This place is disturbia"

"Please don't stop the music, music"

"Oh, you got me hatin' on the club"

"You can see my heart~beating"

"C'mon rude boy, boy can you get it up"

"Just gonna stand there and watch me burn"

"Want you to make me feel, like I'm the only girl in this world"

"Ooh, na-na, wwhat's my name"

You get what my mean. haha. Rihanna, oh Rihanna. I love the way you lie...

HELLO people! I know I have been M.I.A for ages. Let me justify myself! I have been super busy with assignments. 7 final assignments, can you imagine that? Headache, major headache. Thank god there's Dragonica to release stress, haha. Dragonica is an online game. The characters are so cute, JUST like...ME! (oh God, alot of people are going to faint for what I just said)

Anyways, I'm back and I'll update me bloggy but not as consistent as last time as I still have my assignments. Tee-hee

Sunday, November 7, 2010

LOVE isn't hard to find, TRUE LOVE is. But why some people choose to let it go, I have no idea. Love is about the sacrifices each other made to get to where they are. Not necessarily physical. Sometimes I am puzzled by others. Why is it they can move on so fast? In matter of days.

Why one finds a replacement, they are quick to judge and compare with their previous ones. Can someone say they love a person after few days? Should one love a person so quickly just because he/she let him/her do things the other never let them do before? Where's the LOVE once you are being controlled? Is that what we call LOVE? If that is love, sorry...I don't want that.

What about a type of LOVE called MATERiAL LOVE? Do we love someone just because that person gives us everything we want? Buy us ices and Dolce & Gabbana? Buy us Gucci? Prada and Jimmy Choos? That kind of LOVE is what drives a man bankrupt. Where's the LOVE once the money dried out? Would want either one of these so called LOVE? Not me.

I want a kind of LOVE where both parties appreciate each other's presence and existence. Share what we have and don't have. Go with the moment, live within the moment. A LOVE where both can sit down and chat like best friends and about our daily life, not what to buy, where to go clubbing. Growing old together seems and sounds impossible but I wanna believe that there's a possibility to it. Where is the LOVE when we're grey and old? Inside this fragile HEART of mine :)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag? Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again? Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin? Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep? Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing. Is there still a chance for me cause there's a spark in me?

I am original, cannot be replace. If you only knew what the future holds. After a hurricane, comes a rainbow. Maybe there's a reason why all the doors are closed. So I could open one that leads me to the perfect road...

Monday, November 1, 2010

Got myself a new haircut today and posted on my Facebook status saying I got a new haircut. Guess what happened? I was feeling very happy, giggling and smiling throughout the day. Out with Benny & KitZai, in Gurney. Then the GOOD mood of the WHOLE DAY was spoiled by a comment by my cousin that I ''love'' so much. What was the reply? Judging me and acted as if I spent few hundreds for my haircut. The haircut cost me RM20. It is my first and I DESERVE it! All these while, my Lambert's hairdo has been for RM6 - RM14. Now, I am taking a step further cuz I wanted a different look. Can you people just leave me alone? I am an adult now! 21 years old, born 1989! I am no longer 15. I know I screwed up my life when I was 15, dropping out of school. But you people still can't get that off your mind, can you? Its been 6years and you people still think I will repeat history. I dropped out of high school but I fought my way to SPM and I am now in college doing my Diploma. Its my 2nd Year now. Can you people buzz off from my life? You are my cousins, my relatives. Have a little support, not condemn me as the boy who dropped out, as the boy who spends his parents' money only. You people like to ask if I got help my mom pay house rent. Do you know how I am living my life? I do help out whenever I can. DO NOT JUDGE ME! I paid my college fees with my PTPTN and the remains, I use for myself and for the rental. TRY living my LiFE for a day! You people will never understand till you have try my life. I normally see you people once a year during CNY and what you all like to ask??? ''Got take care of mommy or not?'', ''Got overspend or not?'', ''Don't simply buy things.'' ''You can't afford to shop, don't shop.''

Mother is mine, you think I don't know how to take care? Don't you people get TiRED of asking the same question again and again? I am happy to have my friends around me. They support me and they make me laugh. Relatives? Make me disappointed only.