I want to make an art about how much is this killing me. I want to draw flow from my fingers like a waterfall, saw it on my eyes, deep and passionate. I wish I could paint my soul into an image, and my heart into a simile as d sureality of am..

im a girl that loves the teenage mutant ninja turtles and spongebob. im a fanart person. im a beginning artist so please dont hate me if my art isn't perfect once and a while i might draw somthing other then sb and tmnt
did make this pic ^
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I'm a self taught illustrator from the Philippines.
My artworks usually focus on surreal/dreamy looking scenery/subjects/concepts.
I do traditional illustrations using pencils,ballpoint pens, colored pencils, watercolors, makeup, coffee and pretty much what ever there is that i can utilize to make an artwork (mixed media etc.)
I also do digital paintings and vector/vexel artworks using PS, AI and Paint Tool SAI.
My dream is to become a childrens book illustrator.
As of today, I'm still trying to find and learn more techniques in drawing to improve my illustrations. =)