Where has October flown?! Time is truly rolling and rushing and escaping all its boundaries!!

I have been very absorbed in a whirlwind of deaths and funerals, six in two weeks… Funerals take huge amounts of energy, and I have to sleep alot. This aspect of ministry feels much like bridging between worlds, once exclusive territory of the shaman, later taken over by the priests. As a Lightbearer, I am feeling my way to an authentic honoring of the person, and of the passage, without supporting the old structures of fear and control. Letting go of old beliefs in order to really feel the Love that I AM entails meeting all my fears about death, especially sub-conscious ones. To that end, in the last few months, I have had an interesting series of experiences communicating with souls who have crossed over.

One day I received a big surprise when I sat to listen and record a message for this blog. I usually connect right off with one of my teachers, guides or one of the Ascended Masters, or, another on my “approved” list. But here was a vibration I didn’t recognize… it spooked me a bit, and I immediately checked in with my higher self (who I call Amami.) I also wasn’t sure I wanted to be a messenger for “just anyone” (ego:-)… I loved the answer I received, that we are always protected and there is nothing to fear – ever! And, to become the universal citizens we hope for, we must be open to surprising encounters. After Amami’s message, feeling reassured, I went back to the one who had begun the conversation, to see who and what their purpose might be. Here is my “spooky” channeling experience:

Good morning, I seek to address you on the topic of … learning …(connection fuzzy, distorted)

Blessings. This is Amami. You are always protected and there is no reason for fear. (Sigh…okay…<3)

Only those experiences which you would choose for your own soul’s growth would ever occur in your perception, anyway. Remember, you are the creator. You have drawn to you that which reflects you. If there is something fearful in front of you – then there is fear within you. When there is no more fear within you – there will no longer be a fearful expression in front of you.

This world you inhabit is a playground for fear and you have played here for a very long time. You are almost done with it now. You are recognizing the higher vibrations in which you are choosing to dwell. By wrapping yourself in the soothing golden vibrations of the Love that emanates within you and around you – you will perceive that fear thoughts and expressions, whether emotional or physical, dissipate like fog in the sun.

There is no need to fear any who might approach you to communicate with you, or another through you. Bless their energies, keep your own heart flowing in a state of love, and you need never fear another, whether within or without. Many seek confirmation of the existence of life from the galaxy, perhaps through an encounter with another life-form of a higher vibration. Shutting down in fear would not assist this desire, you see? You are all a bit timid yet in this exploration of conscious contact. Do not retreat in fear, but instead – strengthen yourself in alignment with Source, feel the love connecting you in all directions, and explore freely what/who may approach you to be seen or heard.

Every aspect of consciousness has something to teach you. It is all you anyway, in the vast sense of wholeness. Nothing exists that is not worthy of your loving embrace. Do not be shy, Dear. Hide not behind my skirts. Here let me take you by the hand and introduce you… to Your Self. ❤ Love, Amami

(Okay. Let us continue then.)

I am a friend of a friend of a friend. I would not harm you. I saw your light shining and came to warm myself at your fire. It is known that you have offered yourself as a messenger, and I sought such a one to convey my message. You would not seek to open and approve each letter, if you were a postman, before you would deliver it, would you? (No.) Well then. Will you take my message?

I am superbly [?] situated in your presence to convey the distortions seen with respect to a friend of ours, [name deleted]. He is dearly loved by you, as a brother, no? (Yes.) Well, I request that you approach him by any means of communication and offer him this message.

“You are not alone. You are loved and cherished by the Heart of the One. Thank you for all you have brought to your human expression. You have contributed greatly to joy in all dimensions. Your soul shines brightly, warming all of us.

I wish to be forgiven of past mistakes and the ways in which I failed to protect you while on Earth – you were in my care for a time. I failed to establish the safety which you so deserved and desired. I realize now that the experiences which shaped your life were willingly undergone for the greater opening to compassion within your human expression. My intention was to protect you, but I was not able to maintain my clarity within the density. Now, I can see and wish to convey my sorrow, so that you can know that while I understand the value now of all experiences – delightful or difficult – that I do acknowledge my failing with respect to you, and wish to be known to you again as one who holds you in great regard, esteem and enormous love, (your grandfather).”

That’s all for now, and great thanks to you for your willingness to scribe. I leave you with my blessing.

So– you see? there was no reason for fear after all! :-)<333…. I felt a little sheepish, and later conveyed the message to my friend, which has had the lovely consequence of re-igniting communication after a pause of over a year!

I was sitting to channel for a local Sunday service at the Vision of Light Church, a spiritualist church, and got this message from “The angels”. That was unusual since it is usually a single being for me, one usually known to me, though there have been some surprises. I have to credit the Spiritualist church and the Spiritualist movement in America (since about 1850!) for holding the space for channeling and communication between dimensions. Anyway, here is a message for the Equinox, illustrated by the amazing appearance of a majestic glowing flower being, called a Night-Blooming Cereus. It only blooms once or twice a year, and only for one night, and smells intensely beautiful! It has such a strong presence, it felt like an angel! Enjoy the post, with my love, Jennifer

Sept. 22nd, 2013

Dear Ones,

We greet you this day with great joy as you reach a momentous turning point on your journey of humanity merging into divinity. The gate has closed, and the “ship” has lifted off. How exciting!!! All those prepared for the trip of many lifetimes have discerned their choice and made themselves open to the guidance of their souls, so as to be present, in this moment, on this plane of communal consciousness. You are here! You have arrived!!!

This sacred moment is marked by an exuberant energy, a floating buoyant energy of recognition: you now recognize that you are here and the new adventure is now beginning. As you encounter each successive now-moment, you embrace the possibilities – more openly, more curiously, more hopefully that you ever have lived before on your dear Planet Earth; well, since the time of your early childhood.

While accustoming yourselves to your earthly body (a tight fit for one so vast!) you yet were capable of facing each new moment as the constantly flowing Now, with joy and excitement, each moment – like a kaleidoscope — containing elements of color and shape, which moved in concert to create the myriad possibilities that you experienced each day.

So now, you have re-turned, re-emerged – after a time of wandering in the wilderness – to your innocence of heart. You have shed the layers of disdain, doubt and judgment, and your heart has become whole again, able to see with the eyes of a child, able to feel with the heart of innocence without fear. However, you bring with you all of the experience and memories of your journey into density, and these difficult, more painful memories enrich you truly. You have gained the wisdom of finding truth, embracing love, spreading your light. Well done, dearest souls!!!

We in the higher realms are so very grateful for the richness of all that you have passed through, now added consciously and lovingly to the whole. Your gifts are added to the circle of all that we are ~ and for your gifts, for your love, for your choice to be present, as the new adventure takes flight into lighter environs ~ we bless you, we thank you, we love you, always, eternally.

Dear hearts, this message came before the recent event in Boston filled me with sorrow and compassion. I have wavered whether to post or not, since this is much lighter… and yet, light is just what I, and perhaps we, need. And it comes with a beautiful reminder to capture and savor the many daily miracles that are occurring to all of us now. It is the daily surprises and instances of truth-seen-as-beauty that will re-center us in the hope of a better way, and strengthen our vision of the New Earth we are truly creating with our hearts, not the fear-filled mis-creations of the passing 3-d paradigm.

My love and blessing to all who sorrow, are in pain or fear on this day. Know that angels surround you, unseen perhaps, but never absent. Since they have taken a vow to respect your choices, unless you ask for help, they will remain by your side; we are never really alone. In my experience, every time I ask for love, I get an energetic squeeze, like an intense sweet hug. When I am exhausted, I can just lie in their arms and be held. When I weep, I can feel them transmuting my tears into rain somewhere else on the planet. When I rejoice, I feel them scooping it up and throwing it in the air like children in an autumn leaf pile, amplifying and spreading the joy all around. One of my favorite quotes by St. Francis de Sales goes like this: “Make yourself familiar with the angels, and behold them frequently in spirit; for without being seen, they are present with you.” When I have a conversation with one of them, like this one, I am truly awed. Love, Jennifer

Hello this is Gabriel. (Hello Gabriel, my heart is squeaking with delight that you have come!)

Archangel Gabriel

I wish to speak with you this day on a matter of great importance. There are many who are alarmed at the prospect of war, engendered by economic collapse. (Yes.) You see signs everywhere that things are changing, that your world is ready to embark on an astounding period of transformation. The prospect is exciting and also, we know, unsettling to many. We wish to reassure you that you are always held.

There is no way to bring about the New Earth society you are longing for without the allowing of the old to dissolve, and the intrepid facing of the uncertainty period before the new, more life-giving, systems are brought together. The new systems will be such an enormous improvement on your current broken ways of interacting economically, that you will feel relief mingling with pride that your collective minds and hearts – working together for the first time- will have been able to produce such a compassionate and creative way forward.

You are creating not only a new economic system, but also a vastly progressed transportation system, which will affect every aspect of your life. The movement of goods and services using fossil fuels holds you all in thrall. You say “ How can we change when we NEED [our current system]?” And yet you realize that the current system, of say – food distribution, maintains profound levels of disrespect for and disconnection with Mother Earth. This is true for all of your current broken but highly subsidized systems – they are not in alignment with your growing conscious relationship honoring the heart, body and spirit of your Mother planet.

Everyday on your world, your brothers and sisters are experiencing breakthroughs, on the personal level, of awareness of the loving sustenance – physical, emotional and energetic – which the Mother offers you. And you accept [this sustenance] with a growing sense of gratefulness and awe. Every moment another individual is opening their eyes to behold a more-beautiful-than-ever-before glimpse of the Mother’s love for you – a cloud playing in the wind, a bird speaking from a branch, a flower uncurling in colorful joy.

Instances abounding and multiplying in the intensification of awareness are growing in each of you. World-wide this phenomenon is being fed by your sharing of vision on your internet, your creative television and movies, your artists and children, expressing openly their vision of truth – revealing a collective opening, a collective celebration of the daily mystery of the mundane divine. You are all chirping madly of the glory of life!!!

Your hearts sing of encounters with moments of expanded consciousness that show you more than you have ever seen, sensed, heard, felt, tasted in your lives. Every single one of you is having these daily divine encounters, whether you are a child on the playground who sees a halo around a patch of yellow flowers, or an ancient one lying in a nursing home listening to the conversation of birds outside the window. Each moment that you relax into “receiving”, being an open, calm and curious child of God, you perceive a heart-full of life’s surprises. Moments build upon moments, and truly you become the transformed human you seek.

An aware and loving human creator cannot fail but to offer to life an expanded generosity, a wiser gesture of life-supporting energy, in any form that flows from the individual. For inspiration look to your children, look to your artists, look to your ordinary brothers and sisters and their heart-store of best and loveliest daily moments, and most of all, look to your Mother Earth as she empowers all life, expressing with her great ascended Joy.