i went to perhentian, redang, and penang. thinking that the sea would heal my broken self. but it doesnt. theres no cure for the sickness, so pure. it is hard, for the early couple of days. and it turn into weeks, and weeks turn into months. up until now i sometimes cam terasa. and kalau tak control, its gonna swallow u whole. and yeah, i am slowly recovering from it, and i would take some time before fully recovered