Adam I am so stupid sometimesd but my stupidity has worked so far I should have won BB across america and I should have won 2 other comps and it should have happened but not for lack of trying it is just fcking stupidityI miss my girl my friends my brother I miss living a normal life and this has been an amazing opportunity and I dont expect anything big out of this other than memories and I worked hard to get her and I am here and I am so close to the end and kick it into overdrive I need to win I need to win I need to win 1 hoh and 1 pov

"God, everyone seems to love me today. I mean, I really wanted to be the manipulator, but...I really wanted to be strong and win competitions. I really wanted to fight hard and prove I wanted to be here. I think I've done that, but now this part really gets you. We'll see. Why did I ever trust Shelly? I should have seen the f*ing writing on the wall. I should have f*ing listened to people. Big Brother bus depot. Ah, man...:::sigh::: I'm so stupid sometimes. Big Brother Online, I should have won that one. I should have won Big Brother Across America. Any of those three and the target would have been bigger, so it's a good thing I didn't win it, but my stupidity is so stupid sometimes. I miss my girl. I miss my friends. I miss my brother. I missing living my normal life. This opportunity has been amazing. I'm not expecting anything to come out of this except the memories. Dude...I'M ON BIG BROTHER! I worked hard to get here. Now that I'm here, I'm so close to the end. I need to kick it into overdrive. I need to win. I need to win. I need to win. I need to win. I need to win one HOH and two POVs. The HOH's in either order."

"Oh God, I hope I didn't embarrass anybody. I hope I didn't embarrass myself. I hope I didn't embarrass my friends. I hope especially that I didn't embarrass Fara. I haven't done anything in here except suck at competitions. I kicked a$$ in the ball competition."

Jordan lying down. Rachel comes in and asks if she wants to lay outside. Rachel says she feels better.

Rachel: Shelly came up to me and was like is there anything else you want to talk about. I said we're still considering it. We have to think about what is best for us. We have to think about help for the HOH. She said if you have any questions, let me know.

Oh joy...we're about to be treated to the Itsy Bitsy Teeny Weenie Orange Polka Dot Bikini. Porsche in the kitchen washing dishes.

Now Shelly is hitting up Rachel while she's changing in the shower. Talking about whether Rachel will take Pandora's Box and how Porsche got $5,000. Rachel would take anything, because she and Brendon are just starting out their lives. Shelly would take anything with a scholarship or if her family was standing there.

Rachel: If Brendon were in the box, I'd just through the screen! BRENDON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kalia criticizing how folks from the South talk, because she's such a stickler for proper grammar. "When Jordan says 'them,' I cringe, but I've become a lot more accepting of it since coming into the house." And then Kalia cops a fake Southern drawl and says she doesn't mind, because she has so much family in South Carolina.

Kalia: My worries about Shelly, the whole game we have worried about her telling the truth. At the same time she was telling you information, she was telling us information. Talking really fast and interupting Porsche and Rachel.

Rachel: There are pros and cons to this week. Next HOH, they probably aren't going to win. Cons...one person is very manipulative. The other person is someone whose butt is really on the line has proven themselves.'

Kalia: Did you know Dani and Jeff both throw the corn hole veto? So Adam hasn't really won anything. He doesn't know that though.

Porsche: My theory about Shelly is that she manipulated everything and if she gets to the end. Those are my two cents, cuz I can't vote.

Rachel: The only thing I don't see as his strength is physical.

All think he gets nervous.

Rachel: I think he could be throwing a lot of comps.

Kalia: I asked him about that. Missed most of it...brief family interuption...sorry!

Kalia: Adam reminds me of a male Jordan, while Shelly has lied to my face.

Rachel: I've tried to tell everybody about her, but everyone thought I was lying.

Kalia: Everyone knew it was Shelly when Brendon came back.

Rachel: Everyone said "Are you sure, Rachel?" This went back to week 3.

Kalia: I also fell for the Mom thing, and people told me not to trust her. She would take things and twist them, or take things to other people and tell them I was going to evict them. She's always "What do you need? What do you want to do? What do you want from Adam? What do you want? What do you want? What do you want? What do you want? What do you want?

Rachel: One pro for Shelly is she will flake at the HOH comp. Adam might, too. A con for Shelly is of course her manipulation and that she would try to turn us against each other.

Kalia: When she knows she's in a spot, that's when she goes around whispering.