I need a safe place.

Thank you both. It's nice just to have somewhere I can 'rest my head' as you say. I might pop back in tomorrow with an update. My DH managed to distract me this evening with a takeaway and dvds. And we had a chat.

Don't think its PMT, I do usually get that but before my period, which I'm currency near the end of. I have a few things going on, and I do suffer with depression and take medication for it. I go through some daily struggles in my head everyday of my life. I feel I need to change myself, I don't feel good enough.