Wednesday, July 24, 2013

My Charmers Seeds Of Happiness

Last
Saturday, Ying Shan said she wana make Lemon+100 Plus juice for me and so
LeAnne and Lynette told Ying Shan they wana try it too. Ying Shan said she will
make for all but the 1st cup she’ll get ready for Dai Yiyi, she told
Lynette. Lynette came to me and whisper to me,”Ying Shan said she'll make the 1st
cup juice for you and she loves you more because you’re so
kind, always buys us gifts.” Haha…I laughed upon hearing her said that. But
then, she continued, “I always wana give you something back but you don’t
want.” Really, What’s that? I asked her in surprise.

“The
last time I gave you the chocolate wafer, you don’t want”, she replied me. “Oh,
that time because Dai Yiyi just had dinner so full, how to eat. Unless I'm very hungry then no choice then Dai Yiyi will eat
few bites only. Besides that, Dai Yiyi don’t like wafer actually. “Then, tell me
what you like? she said. I told her, “Dai Yiyi loves sweets or candies.””I have
it, can I give it to you now?” she replied excitedly. And so I replied, “Sure,
thanks.” She took out her mini ipad, notebook and finally search for the sweets
that she put inside her bag. So cute and I only managed to laugh only.

She
asked me to choose whichever sweets that I like and she actually gave me a
Japanese Lollipop but I told her to keep that for herself. And not to
disappoint her sincere big heart, I took a grape Mentos, left one for her from the
two sweets. I asked her to keep back all her things and be careful of her
belongings as not to be stolen by anyone, she promised she will. I said, “Tq so
much, I know you’re kind and love Dai Yiyi very much ok” while hugging her
tight as she’s also hugging me real tight. Ying Shan asked me to test the
Lime+100 Plus juice because she’s out of lemon liao and I told her it was
yummy. I share half with LeAnne as Shan share out half with Lynette and we
enjoyed the drinks with so much satisfaction.

Seeing
us having so much fun, the rest asked why they were left out as they wana have
a cup too but we only let them try a sip or two as we the 4 BFF just smiled and
enjoyed the sour juice with love. Haha…LeAnne was busy completing her sharing
of diary with me as nowadays, I asked 3 of my Charmers to express their inner
feelings with me every Saturday on a Her World notebook. After writing them,
they usually want me to read it asap because I would laugh out loud and they
always asked me why I laugh and they wana know why. They felt so excited about it every time I read it and laugh out really loud.

Haha…although
they’re 10 and 11 years old now, the way they wrote their stories and
expressions of life have reach to the teenage years already. They grew up too
fast and time really flies even Lynette can be so mature for her age
as she tends to draw about me, the dress I was wearing and the necklace that I
paired with. I remember when she was 4 years old that time, she used to draw a
‘Hello Kitty’ of me where she asked her mom to draw a draft for her and then she
added some colours and asked me to spell my name ‘Jacinta’ for her. And before
I leave that night, she gave that drawing for me and insisted that I keep it.

Rambo and my sister Defney looked at me and smiled, they both think that it was
so sweet of this little Lynette who actually knows how to express her love to
me as sometimes, I spent very much of my time playing Barbie and playing cards with her when no
one is around to play with her or take care of her. The
other two girls sometime got jealous asking me to play Badminton with them but
I told them they shouldn’t feel jealous about it as when they’re both little like Lynette, I loved them
the same and none of them were having less love than anyone else. I always told
them, “If I can’t find any of your star necklace, none of us are getting one
as I told you I love all of you 100% the same. None of you is getting 90 or
more than 100%. If you did anything wrong also, Dai Yiyi would still advise you
not to repeat the same mistakes.”

That’s why I told them when my
sister, my mom got pregnant, and after giving birth to them I was the
happiest woman in the world. Haha…not
only I was happy to take good care of them when they both go shopping, I took
care the 3 of them by having Lynette on the baby chair sleeping, LeAnne and
Lynette slept on both of my sides. No shopping spirit at all, just wana spend
my weekends with all of them. At times, when friends asked me to come along for
all the events since I was there but if really I can’t make it I got no choice but to miss it because they comes 1st in my priority of life. Rambo
knew that and sometimes he never have the mood to go anywhere alone when he needs to
attend those family dinners all by himself. Now
that my dear Charmers have their own schedule of dancing class for
performances every now and then, Rambo would try to persuade me to attend dinners with him and he's very persistent like my dear Charmers, esp. LeAnne who always asked me to postpone my appointment for her show, so I would try to talk to my dear that I would have a quick
dinner with them then I gotta go somewhere with Rambo if it’s really, really important. If not, my
Saturday would be fully booked by them, that's final.

Rambo felt so happy that my dear Charmers
really know how to appreciate me and
loving me so much by all the actions of affections they shown to me and I felt very fulfilled deep
inside of me. I have did my very best to love them all these years with true sincerity. I never
expect them to do anything for me but they always try to impress me with all the little things they did for me just to make me smile every time when we meet. Haha…no regrets for loving them so deeply and I felt so touched deep within me, the inner happiness just by spending my precious time with them. And everytime when they share their unhappiness with me in life, I told them to chant 'Amituofo' and immediately, LeAnne clasped both hands and chant 'Amituofo' in front of me. They adapt to Buddhism teachings real quickly and purely into learning it from me that I just can't describe how satisfied I am with them. It's the years of planting the seeds of love with them and they turned out to be beautiful like 3 pretty flowers in my garden. Thank you Amituofo, kindly bless them always. Luv, Dai Yiyi!

About Me

A Fire Dragon who loves spa, shopping, singing, dancing, dining, reading, swimming and travelling to explore different cultures around the world esp. China (5000 years of living history).My philosophy in life is simply live life to the fullest and my principle in life is strive for the best in everything I ventured into. I'm passionate about fashion, good food, health, beauty & wellness for healthy body, mind and soul. C'est beau la vie!
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