Hello, this is Haruka's bad day. This story is a sequel
to my story my pain: the world though michiru's eyes.
I suggest you read that first if you haven't read it
before. This story is rated PG. As always I do not own
sailor moon she was created by Naoko Takeuchi.
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Haruka's bad day
I never thought this day would come so soon.
It hit me like a title wave when Michiru said those
words, "they know about us." I tried by best to be
strong for Michiru, but it was just to hard not to
fell any pain or any feeling of paranoia. I calmed
Michiru down enough so she could tell me how this
all started. After she finished she asked me,
"What should we do?" I did not reply. I couldn't
think of anyway we could avoid the pain soon to come.
I laid Michiru down after she had cried her-self to sleep.
I got up and sat in the chair next michiru's bed.
I looked at my beautiful Michiru sleeping and wonder
if she'd ever cry so much before? Michiru never opens
up this much but I never cry in front of her either so I
understand. I also understand how mince it feels to cry
at times like these. I can't though; I must be strong for
Michiru.
I sat for along time looking at Michiru.
I wondered if we could trust anyone anymore.
The ringing phone answered my question. I went in
to the living room where the phone was and answered
it. "Hello?" I asked. The person on the other line's
voice was loud and high pitched; it was Usagi.
"Hello, Usagi." I said, "What can I do for you?"
Usagi's voice suddenly seemed soft and worried. I knew
by her voice that she knew about what happened. After our
ten-minute conversation Usagi talked me into coming down to
the caf頷ere I live and talking to her about it. I wrote a
note and left it near Michiru's pillow then kissed her goodbye.
At the caf頕sagi had save a set for us in a corner of the
caf頷here no one was. I sat down across from Usagi. Usagi
gave me a serious look and then said, "I want you to know that
the senshi are always with you."
"Thank you." I said to her.
"I understand that this is very difficult for you two
now."
"It is." I agreed, "but there is nothing you guys can
really do."
"Well if there is tell us." Usagi said to me then
touched my hand.
"I heard what Michiru went threw when she went to
school after they found out...I don't want you to have to
suffer the same thing."
"Usagi." I said, "I'll be fine...it's just going to
be a little awkward at first." and with that I left some
money on the table for Usagi's soda and left.
As I walked home I started to think of what tomorrow would
be like, if the girls would only care or if it would be the
girls and the boys. I also thought that if the teachers would
or had noticed; if they did what would they do?
All these thoughts ran threw my head as I walked home and then in
to the door. After I had realized I'd walked into the door I opened
it and when inside and to the elevator.
Once I got up to Michiru's and my apartment I went directly into
Michiru's bedroom. When I went to hug her she was gone.
"Haru-chan!" Michiru's voice called from the kitchen
(Haru-chan is her pet name for me), "I'm in here."
"I'm coming." I called back. I walked in the kitchen to see
Michiru per pairing salad for dinner.
"My favorite." I said as I came in to the kitchen.
"I know." Michiru said quietly as she started to cook
the soba noodles. I when over to Michiru and wrapped my arms
around her then said, "I love my Michiru." Michiru smiled and
said, "I know it's going to be okay with you around."
"It will be." I said but knew it was a total lie. Even
if I am the 'man' in this relationship I felt utterly scared
about the next day which was Monday; the worst day of my life.
After dinner I went to take a shower and Michiru practiced
her violin. After my shower I climbed in to bed and said good night
to Michiru.
The next morning I woke up 20 minutes late and had to skip
breakfast. I sped of in my car and almost forgot Michiru. As if
that wasn't bad enough the trouble hadn't even begun.
I walked into class and it was dead silent. Everybody in class
just looked at me as I went to my set. As I sat down Michiru came in and
some girl with brown hair got up and threw a paper ball at her. I stood
up and gave the girl a nasty look. The girl subsided and sat down.
Michiru came to her seat and all the students' eyes followed her until
she sat down and then the whole class stared at the both of us.
"Why are you a not a boy?" the girl with the brown hair whined.
"I can't believe you're a girl, Haruka!" an acutance of mine said.
Another boy came over to me and asked, "Do you guys have sex? If you do
how?"
At that comment I got up and decked the guy. Luckily the teacher wasn't in
the
room.
"That is the sickest comment..." I started to say but then the teacher
came in and asked for me to come outside to talk to her. Despite the things
that were happing that day I was not force into leaving the school or
something
like that; it was much worse.
After I came back from the girls bathroom I entered the classroom and
the look Michiru gave me was just how I felt.
"Ha...Haruka...your wearing the girls uniform?!" Michiru blurted out.
I shyly walked over to my desk and sat down.
I didn't look up at Michiru for the rest of class or any one else for that
matter; I was too embarrassed.
After that horrible school day was over I ran to my car like I had never ran
before. I left poor Michiru behind to chase after me has I ran toward the
car.
Once Michiru had reached the car I sped away. Michiru and I decided to
stop for
some tea and meet Setsuna at the caf鮠 After an hour of waiting an hour and
drinking way to much tea (I hate going to the bath room in a skirt) Michiru
and
I decided to get up and leave. As we walked out Michiru and I ran in to
usagi,
Rei and Makoto. The two girls stared at me as if I had three heads and
eight arms.
"H...h...Haruka!" Usagi finally said after much difficulty, "why...are
...you wearing that!?"
"Are you okay?" Rei asked with a look of serious concern on her face.
I took a deep breath and began, "the teacher made me where this and no I'm
not
okay and yes they finally figured out I'm a girl and yes they know where
lesbians
and yes I'm going to die soon." Usagi and Rei seemed frightened by my
response.
"Would you like to sit down and talk to us?" Rei suggested.
"We could have something to drink." Usagi added trying to cheer Michiru
and I up.
"No thanks..." I replied; I just couldn't even think about drinking
anymore,
"Michiru and I have been in the caf頦or quit some time and we have to go
home."
"Haruka!" Rei called out, "please...let us help." I turned around and
sighed.
I can't stand it when I make girls sad. With a sigh I agreed and we went
back to Rei's
house to meet with the others.
At Rei's house about 15 minuets after we had arrived Setsuna finally showed
up.
"Where the hell where you?" I rudely (and very unlike my I might add)
blurted
out. Setsuna was shocked at my 'greeting' she couldn't speak at first, "I'm
sorry" she apologized, "I was very late in coming back from work."
I looked at Setsuna's sad face and sighed, "I'm sorry it's just been a very
bad day."
"It's alright." Setsuna said and then sat down next to
me.
"So what happened at your school?" Ami asked both Michiru and I.
"You know what happened with me...but more happened when Haruka came back."
Michiru began and then continued, "since the news Haruka is a girl is al
over school
everyone in our class stares and Haruka is now forced to where the boys'
uniform."
"I'm sure it'll be okay in a week or two." Usagi optimize said.
"A WEEK OR TWO!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. I stood up shouting at
usagi,
"you have NO idea what it's like to be homosexual! You are the perfect
little hetero...
you have an older dominate man who you will play house wife to!"
Usagi's eyes filled with tears and she tried her best to hold them back but
it was
useless as always the came streaming down.
"I'm sorry, usagi. I...I've been under a lot of stress lately." I
apologized
as I returned to my set. The whole table just sat and stared at me. I hate
it when
people stare at me so I ran.
"Haruka!" Michiru called out as I dashed down the hallway into the street.
I didn't care about Michiru or anything I just want to get away. I ran
about five
blocks before running into someone; Hiro Takauchi, the guy I hate most.
"Well if it isn't the dyke." Takauchi rudely commented. I glared at him
with
contempt and spit, "if it isn't Japan's biggest pervert." He laughed at my
comment
and walked by then stopped and grabbed my butt, "you have a nice tight butt
for guy...
oh wait that's right you're a girl." He said sarcastically. I turned around
and
punched him right between his eyes. Takauchi hit the pavement with a thud
and he
then passed out.
"That's what you deserve you little bastard." I yelled not thinking that
there were other people around me. After I had yelled I realized that there
were
other people around me looking at me like I had three heads. I stopped
blushed and
then ran back to Rei's house. As I ran I saw Michiru out side calling my
name
I stop and the stubbed my toe since I had no shoes on at the time and had
hit a
crack in the sidewalk. I yelped in pain and grabbed my foot. Michiru spun
around
to see that it was me who was making all the noise and 'cause the crowd of
people
to look.
"Haruka!" she called out and ran threw the crowd and over to me.
"Hi..." I wryly said.
"I'm so happy I finally found you!" Michiru said with a smile, "the other
girls and I have a great plan!"
I thought that Michiru was out of her mind for thinking that anything could
ever be okay again but I listened to her plan.
"We're going to quit are old school" Michiru started, "and we're going to
start school and the inners high school, since no one knows us there."
I stopped and began to laugh; Michiru just stared at me like I had finally
lost it.
I grabbed Michiru and hugged he and then picked her up and spun around with
making her
very scared while all the time I was chanting, "we're going to be okay!"
After I had
stopped the other senshi came from Rei's house to find us.
So that was the worst day of my life, but now everything is okay...well
almost everything; in my new school I have to wear the girls uniform but I'm
okay with I guess
...except that usagi and Michiru and some other girls that are in my class
are putting
berets in my hair but that's okay I like the attention.
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hey, that's it for this story...I hope you liked...I think the end sucks
but what the
heck I had to end it some how. If you want to tell me what you think email
me at shinjichan@hotmail.com