SnowBlitz

Updates, Therapy

Had a breakthrough with the Therapist today. We identified a key factor in what is making me so depressed. Essentially, I've been lead to believe my whole life it's not okay to be me. And that my feelings of not belonging anywhere are because of my isolation from the rest of the world. I talked about my sexuality, (I'm Bi, and I talked further how I feel like I'm often judged for being attracted to both genders.) stuff of that sort. I may decide to bring up my AB/DL things in a few more sessions, not sure about that yet honestly.

I talked to him about how it feels like my bestfriend in real life doesn't value my friendship sometimes, even though we've know each other for nearly 20 years. I explained about being a Brony, and how active I am in the community, and how much I cherish being a part of it.