Arrr! See CONTENTS for links to the 125 chapters of The Monstaville Memoirs plus introductions, conclusions, postscripts and appendices. This treasure trove also includes a collection of articles offering further insights into the themes explored in the trilogy. Namely, managing suffering and conflict (dealing with hostile people if you are nervous, sensitive or shy) and learning not to react

Wednesday, 29 April 2015

All of God’s divine creation, all sentient beings, even those who
appear to be utterly unaware of their inherent divine nature, are
assisting humanity at this point in its spiritual awakening. All are
One. There is no separation, there is only an illusion of separation,
and therefore throughout creation all sentient life is involved and
taking part in the grand awakening process. You are not, and
never have been alone or abandoned, you are just experiencing a dream
that seems very real. But of course, as you all know, dreams are
unreal, and at the center of your beingness, where your true nature is
always aflame in the brilliant Light of God’s Love for you, you do know
this. When you awaken from the dream into Reality all that has
seemingly hurt you or caused you suffering will be gone without a trace,
there will be nothing in the way of painful memories to disturb the
infinite joy of being consciously in the Presence of God, our divine
Source.

I cannot remind you often enough that all are One. Within the
illusion, which you built so cleverly, that does not seem to be the
case. Your physicists have realized that everything is connected, that
everything affects everything else, but this fact does not appear to
align with your normal day to day lives, and so it is disregarded. It
seems that you are separate individuals, and if you do something
successfully to gain an advantage over someone else, you win and they
lose. Because this is how you experience your lives many do engage in
deceit in small ways from time to time, believing that it serves their
egoic personal agendas, and then apparently gaining their well-deserved
rewards for that self-centered and competitive behavior.

In the very short term it does seem that those who deceive and manipulate others win. However, life in the illusion is very
short term, it is but a short dream from which you will awaken either
at the momentof your human death into an awareness of the way you have
lived your lives, and into an awareness that there is only Love, or at
the rapidly approaching grand awakening into Love Itself. The former
situation, which you have all undergone countless times, can be quite
shocking for those who have ignored Love as they bought into the
apparent reality of the illusion and used their skills and abilities for
personal gain.

In truth there is no such thing as personal gain – everyone gains, or
no one gains – as your eons of conflict show you so very clearly. And
when realization of unloving lives lived egoically dawns, those
unfortunate ones who chose those kinds of paths generally choose to
return to the illusion as quickly as possible in order to make amends by
living in rather more straitened circumstances than in their previous
incarnations. You call that karma, but in fact it is just a natural
choice to undo unloving behavior and release the aspects of themselves
that blocked out Love, and seemingly achieved the impossible by
temporarily separating them from the Source. Karma can be released
without reincarnating, but most choose the path of reincarnation so that
they can give love back by being in service to others.

All are on Earth to evolve spiritually, this has always been the
case, and that is done by assisting in humanity’s awakening process.
However, many forget their purpose as the illusion envelops them and
they undergo and deliver abuse in many forms. As a result they harden
their hearts in desperate attempts to survive and, with good fortune,
prosper in this unloving world. But the intent to prosper frequently
leads people into deceit, betrayal, and conflict, leading to further
karma.

Karma is really only a person’s own choice to make amends, a choice
made on entering the spiritual or non-physical realms after bodily
death, when the unloving thoughts, intents, words, and deeds of the life
just past flow into their awareness as they remove their barriers to
that awareness. It can be a very painful and shocking realization.

On Earth at this moment many are experiencing very powerful emotional
realizations, not specifically related to any particular past Earth
life, arising into their conscious awareness and causing them intense
suffering. This is as a result of the enormous karmic release that so
many have chosen to undergo in this lifetime to be ready for the grand
awakening which is approaching very rapidly indeed. You no longer have
the opportunity for thousands of lifetimes in which to work it off
gradually. This is one of the reason that Earth’s population has
increased so greatly in the last few decades, rather like an
over-inflated balloon that is getting ready to burst.

Humanity’s awakening truly is imminent, and to awaken into Reality
or, if you will, to ascend, all negative karma has to be dissolved. In
Reality only Love is present. Love is VAST, and humanity’s negative
karma is actually very small, it is part of the illusion, which is tiny
in comparison to Heaven; like just a single grain of sand in an infinite
ocean of extremely potent solvent. Nevertheless, it has to be
released, and there are many present on Earth at this time who have
volunteered to take on and release the karma that others have incurred
so thatall may awaken together in a timely fashion.

If you are experiencing great and very painful emotional upheavals
you may well be one of the team of willing volunteers who incarnated
purely to do this. If you are one of these brave and loving souls, know that you are most highly honored for taking on this heavy duty so that all can awaken as divinely planned.

Free will is a God-given gift that will never be overridden,
so if some choose not to awaken and instead remain immersed in the
illusion, that choice will be honored. Eventually those who make that
choice will change their minds, but until they do their choice to remain
unawakened will be allowed, and it will not be allowed to interfere
with or prevent the grand awakening of everyone else.

If it is your intent to take part in this grand awakening, and there
truly are very, very few who have already chosen or will yet choose not
to partake, then rest assured, you will awaken, because it is
your intent. Do not be anxious or worried. You are infinitely loved by
God, and nothing that you can do will ever alter that fact. It is
God’s Will that you awaken, and because you intend to awaken then you
will. Any self-doubt or thoughts of unworthiness on your part can be
safely dismissed because God does not judge or condemn, He only loves,
and in so doing welcomes all into the loving embrace that is Reality,
Heaven. And that loving embrace is your final and utterly joy-filled
goal, drawing you steadily onwards towards the Home you have never left.

The Shining Brother. Recording the
spirit return of St. Francis of Assisi
and its sequel Francis Speaks Again by Laurence Temple
(Compiled by Greta
Freund and edited by Paul Beard, Psychic Press, London, U.K., 1941/1970).

The
Shining Brother is
my favourite book of all time. Although I have lost much of the purity and
innocence of my twenties, I have gained more strength and wisdom through my
subsequent trials. I believe I bought this book from a Spiritualist Church
when they added new stock to their library (a bookcase in the corner). The book
is by Laurence Temple (an architect at the time) to
whom countless messages were given by St. Francis through mediums during the
1930s and 40s (sometimes in trance sittings). St. Francis refers to himself by
his Italian name, Francesco, and he says that Laurence was ‘Brother Leo’ when
they were together in Assisi
(and Laurence is a portion of his Higher Self, whose name is Lorenzo). He
describes himself as Laurence’s spiritual Father. I have read that when a
person surrenders to a great soul and becomes devoted to such a Master Soul he
or she is kind of adopted like a child and their spiritual growth can be
quickened under that being’s guidance. A deep and enduring spiritual bond is
forged. St. Francis mentions that he was James in the days of Jerusalem and that it was with St. Patrick in
Glastonbury in
another incarnation prior to that one that he was reborn spiritually and placed
his feet firmly on the spiritual path.

I’m not so sure that James was the
actual blood brother of Jeshua ben Joseph (or ‘ben David’). I suspect that the
reference relates to his own rebirth in the Christ energy (through which we
become one with the Light and the Word) in that incarnation. In his book, James, the Brother of Jesus: the key to
unlocking the Secrets of Early Christianity and the Dead
Sea Scrolls, Robert Eisenman “propounds that James, not Peter,
was the real successor to the movement we now call ‘Christianity.’ James, he
says, was ‘a leader of Christianity of his day and the popular Jewish leader of
his time, whose death triggered the uprising against Rome - a fact that creative rewriting of
early Church documents has obscured.’” (The
Watkins Review, Issue 11, Summer 2005, p.31). Hence, James’ subsequent
incarnation in Italy to restore a level of simplicity, innocence and purity in
the most humble and loving way possible so as not to provoke but create
something of lasting value for those in need to draw upon. I do not think he
set out to reform the Patriarchal
Church (which was, and
still is, beyond repair). Rather, he seems to have been determined to establish
his own monastic dimension - the Brotherhood of Love that “grew out of the
flowers and birds” (Shining Brother,
p.149) - within it, to create a parallel division in which his own vision could
be preserved. In this endeavour, he was undoubtedly successful, and thus, his
great mission has continued ‘beyond the grave.’ It has moved beyond the
Franciscan Order to embrace a wider group of souls as, says St. Francis, the
Holy ones have gathered together to pour a ‘great flood of illumination’ upon
the earth. (ibid. p.121). Indeed, the old Order “became just another order;
good enough and sensible, but not that band of free and flaming Troubadours of
God for which Francis had striven,” says Laurence. (ibid. p.155).

The great Indian Master Meher Baba
devoted his life to serving the ‘masts,’ of ‘God-mad’ (those who had lived for
the spiritual life but lost touch with physical reality). He travelled to Assisi in Italy to spend
some time in the cave where St. Francis often devoted the days and nights to
meditation and contemplation to be closer to God. In the scripts, Francesco
refers to these experiences as “‘sharing the life of the angels.’” (ibid.
p.151). Meher Baba and St. Francis are both revered by artists, incidentally.

In those days, I was searching and I
was open to all sources of divine wisdom. I no longer see much value in
Christianity but, back then, I studied the writings of Christian mystics as
well as many other mystical teachings from around the world. I do understand,
however, that there is a full range of understanding and expression in all
religions. Although the Church, as a political tool, has done its utmost to
vanquish Truth, a ‘Stairway to Heaven’ lingers on, luminous yet hidden from
view, a golden staircase beyond the veil of ignorance that prevails in the
outward form of orthodoxy. Ever the student, I did not have the heart, the
strength, courage and will, or the faith and purpose, for spiritual leadership
that was, it appears, hoped for me. ‘Many are called, but few are chosen.’

Each and every word uttered by
‘Francesco’ in these readings is charged with unparalleled love and exquisite
beauty. It is ‘pure poetry’ and quenches the soul’s thirst if one has
sufficient depth of feeling. I was certainly moved by them anyway, filled with
love and solace and sometimes with tears in my eyes. I read a comprehensive
book on the life and teachings of St. Francis - the Spiritual Master - during a
five-day fast. Some friends were taking their barge to a new mooring out in the
country and had to abandon the journey before arriving at their destination
since they had to be back at work on the Monday. I found myself in the middle
of nowhere, in the most beautiful location, alone with the book I had brought
with me to read. I spent my time meditating, walking and reading. I had this
light purple top at the time which, with its hood, may even have made me look
like some kind of monk! During one of my walks along the canal I sang in French
but had not learned or known any of the words I was singing! I felt light,
elated and at peace for the most part. One day, I took the little rowing boat
off one a little adventure and had not realised that rowing with the wind was
going to make my journey back impossible! I was quite weak’ physically by then
but had to slowly make my way all the way back to the barge by pulling on
clumps of reeds at the water’s edge.

I felt compelled to commune with
this bright Light that was and is St. Francis on several occasions. I should
point out that I have since communed with the Hindu god Ganesha during
meditation on many occasions. It is said that Lord Ganesha is a kind of saviour
during the Kali Yuga Age in that everyone is welcome to draw on his energy as a
source of strength to assist in the battles in one’s life and to ‘remove
obstacles,’ particularly those which exist between us and our divine selves. In
other words, this energy helps to counteract the conditions and effects of
density during this age. I mentioned these intimate and empowering meditations
to a Hindu once and he stared at me blankly before talking about the statues of
the elephant god that can be found all around India. When he grew anxious at my
exuberance, I realised that we were talking about something completely
different. For him the emphasis was on the icons themselves. I visualise
Ganesha’s portrait and that creates a bridge and attracts the deity. The energy
is very powerful but I have never really known if it was direct communion with
a divine entity or with the imprint of it. For, it is said that all thought and
energy remains in the atmosphere and that, consequently, it is possible to tap
into the vibration of a Master or ‘god’ who once lived on Earth at any time
during the past. If I have the cat on my lap he will, after a gentle pause,
jump down if I connect with St. Francis. This happened more immediately and
dramatically when I was visited by the mighty ‘Suicide Angel.’ If I attempt to
commune with the Ganesha divinity and the cat is on my lap, the energy will not
come to me.

When I used to commune regularly
with St. Francis, I did so with single-minded passion and intensity coupled
with all the humility I could muster, as an offering to honour that which this
great being had himself exhibited. My call - my love - was answered on most of
these occasions and I felt myself bathed in such radiant love and tenderness
that soothed me to my very core and carried me away in the most beautiful
feelings I have ever experienced. This sublime divinity is perfectly described
in the book: “Francesco’s radiance; lingering, all-pervading sweetness.”
(p.267). Once, I just cried for the sheer beauty of that energy which released
me from all my unconscious pain for a while. I simply remained there for as
long as I could. I would also visualise little blue flowers (bluebells) and lay
them at his feet in a gesture of love, for I knew that ‘little things’ were
dear to him.

“People don’t cry only when they are
said or hurt. They cry when something beautiful happens such as when they are
letting go of their guard, their defences, or tapping into a place deep inside
themselves.” – Unkown.

And, if anyone thinks this is all
mad, I’ll shoot ‘em! Haha. Yes, well, I am not quite the sweet soul I once was.
I did not know then that I am a comparatively powerful old soul and that I
would regain my power and be forced to start all over again and learn to
integrate it harmoniously and responsibly through the development of strength
and wisdom. Certainly, I know that innocence is bliss and that is what I
finally lost. I tried, once or twice, to connect with St. Francis during the
early days in this flat but received no response and I knew it meant that I had
changed and had lost the plot spiritually. I had entered a long, dark tunnel
years before but the light was still shining visibly behind me. Now, I was
right in the middle, being tested and strengthened without mercy. My inner
demons were being summoned to the surface. Anger and grief bested me so many
times during this endurance test. Self-control cannot be attained as long as
such psychological impurities are left to lurk within oneself. They must be
fought on the battlefield of conscious identity. Light and dark must clash
swords if ever the hidden obstacles to soul growth are to be overcome. While
writing this chapter, however, I did indeed share the saint Grace during
meditation and assure you that I intend to attune to his vibration on occasion
in future. Surely anyone can do this and there are many other ‘deities’ with whom
one can connect in this way. I have a connection to the Egyptian Goddess Isis
as well, but I have never felt her draw close and share her vibration with me
when I have attuned myself to her. We now hear of the Ascended Masters (which
appears to be a rebranding of the Great White Brotherhood to emphasise the
opportunity now at hand for human beings collectively) who have returned to
assist in the Earth/humanity’s Ascension process: Sananda (Jesus), Mother Mary,
Mary Magdalen, Kuan Yin, Lord Kuthumi, Lord Melchezedek, Lord Maitreya
and so forth [Retrospective note: And Beloved St. Germain whom I now ‘commune’
with every day – and especially since learning that he has the gift of being
able to be in several places at the same time]. According to a transmission
through Natalie Glasson (8 April 2009), we can also commune (merge) with the
angels, including the new trinity of Ascension angels Archangel Chamuel,
Zadkiel and Raziel who can be called upon to cleanse and heal us, to prepare us
for integration with the angelic ascension light deep within our being and
share it with those in need on the Earth. [Retrospective note: I now also
commune regularly with Lord Metatron and Mother Sekhmet].

“It is not ‘wrong’ to be a doubting Thomas. In fact, it means that you
do ask. The doubting Thomas of biblical record was a very enlightened soul, who
did double ask and inquire. This is a good thing and something all should
do...I would say to the one who is the doubting Thomas, ask for my energy to
come around you. Ask for my wings to surround you, beloved, and you will then
understand who and what I am. Namaste, Sananda Immanuel Esu Kumara, Planetary
Prince of Urantia [Earth].” - (through
Candace Frieze,
9 October 2006, www.abundanthope.net/mb1a/forum/showthread.php?t=1927).

I have not read The Shining Brother for some years but, since it has been such a
comfort to me at certain times in the past, it is only fair that I pass some of
this majestic beauty on to those who seek respite and understanding in these
books of my own which began as a few private thoughts scribbled in a notebook.
The following excerpts from the St. Francis scripts (unless stated otherwise)
are, in fact, taken from another notebook, one of two that I filled with
helpful quotations in 1991 in case I should ever find myself owning nothing but
the contents of a single bag. I left them with my father when I traveller to India and, at
the time, I wondered if I would become a permanent wanderer since this desire
was strong in me at the time. I feel fortunate to have been given a taste of
such a life. There is, indeed, for me, no greater wealth than such liberation.
Perhaps, in a different age, that path might have been open to me.

p.107. “‘My son, the final struggle
is a bitter one and pierceth to the bones and marrow; for all that a man is
must be taken from him before he can put on the garment of the Holy ones and
wait upon his Lord.’”

p.110-111.“‘Have faith and fear not,
for short and bitter are the days of earth...The darkness is the gift of love
as truly as the light.’”

p.111. “‘My son ye have suffered
much, for thy way hath been hard for ye, and veils of darkness have enwrapped
thy soul. Ye have lost much which was precious unto ye, and that which ye have
gained is not yet apparent.’”

p.112-113. “‘Ye shall look back and
understand that thine agony hath brought ye to a height that ye could attain in
no other way, and thy tears shall be as sacred drops which sanctified and
cleansed thine inward parts.

‘My
son, we, thy Protectors and Teachers, see life not as dost thou, for to us
naught is of value save the growth of the soul, the gradual deliverance from
the illusions of earth. And to us it is a time of rejoicing when the test can
at last be given and the beloved one raised a step nearer the abode of the
Blessed.

‘Though
we grieve with the suffering one, yet our vision embraceth that which is and
that which is to be; and, in the gladness of the coming days, the dark night
seemeth but a shadow through which we guide our well-beloved children.
Therefore, my son, gaze ye ever on thy goal, and know that thy life on earth is
given ye that ye may gather strength. For the Lord needeth those that are
mighty men of valour, whose hearts quail not during the tumult, who have
overcome the flesh and the desires thereof, and whose armour hath been forged
and perfected by fire and by labour. For by endurance shall ye triumph, and the
steadfast man shall climb to the stars.

‘Be
assured that I am with ye and as thy feet crossed the deep river, my hand
upheld ye. My love hath been thy shield and the Powers of Darkness shall not
prevail, for ye are sealed unto the Lord, and thy work is before ye.’”

p.118. “‘My son, regret nothing in
the past, all experiences have been necessary for thy growth; they are
outgrown. But now that ye have come to the time of flowering see that ye bear
thy blossoms in full and perfect beauty, letting no strain of earth pollute them
or canker touch their heart, but offering the fragrance of thy being to the
Pure Heavens to which ye aspire.’”

p.174. “Thy power dwelleth in thy
faith, and as ye believe so shall it be unto ye. Therefore, my beloved son,
look not on thy weakness, for thy Father knoweth thy nature and he will not
expose ye to the cruel thorns nor to the jagged rocks until he hath covered ye
with his vestments and shod thy feet with strength.

‘My
son, my blessing is upon ye and ye shall share my vision and my joy: and thy
Father will bear thy sorrows and comfort ye in thy distresses.’”

p.183. “‘For to the Pure of Heart
will the Light come when darkness enshroudeth the outer world.

‘...for
ye have received thy Baptism and have passed through the Valley of Humiliation
thereby ascending to a closer kinship with thy Father and receiving the
recognition of thine ageless companions.’”

p.275. “‘Only if man lose his faith
in the unseen can he be defeated. It is for this purpose that we have
apparelled ourselves in the lovely robes of earth, laying aside our gleaming
garments and attuning our souls to the slow beats of your hearts, the dull
measure of your minds, that we may instil some fragments of that heavenly love
which is the food of the spirit and the wine of life.

‘The
strength of the divine world shall be felt throbbing through the dun house of
clay. Man shall no longer think of God as remote and inaccessible, but he shall
be aware of the wonder and mystery of the presence of the Holy One, and he
shall say in his joy:

‘’God
is with us; God hath made His habitation with man and built His tabernacle upon
earth!’‘”

p.286-287. “‘It has been necessary
for you to experience the utter depths of misery and abasement that you may
know the ecstasy of joy that balances your pain.

‘When
you understand the laws of the Almighty, all anger, all disappointment, all
evil, however great, are found to bring their compensating reaction, to have
their place in the fashioning of the human soul.

‘So,
my brother, read not the outward signs of woe, but look within and ask for
wisdom to interpret the tribulations of the earth in terms of eternity. And
your soul shall be filled with hope, for our God doth not stand without the
world, but moulds the spirit of man to even finer issues as the soul responds
more eagerly both to that which is evil and to that which is good.’” (From one
of the four brothers, possibly Masseo).

“The energies of the old are
frightened now. They know at some level that they are leaving. In this way,
they are becoming ever more difficult to interact with, as fighting, fear,
nastiness and an extreme effort to maintain some kind of control has the lower
vibrating energies by the coattails.” – Karen Bishop (‘Time to Jump
In...the Waiting is Over,’ 6 October 2008, www.whatsuponplanetearth.com/latest.htm).

“Come, faithful
ones. Come those who have delayed! Do not be afraid to smell the sweet perfume
of eternity. In this very moment are you made clean and pure, brought forth in
the flowering beauty of God’s creation. Brush the sleep from your mind and drop
the dust-encrusted yesteryear from the garment of your soul. Gleam with me
awhile in the quiet moments of our inner unification. Are your present activities
so important that you would not trade them for the everlasting peace that love
brings?

Forgiveness is
offered you again, beloveds, ere the Creator’s call takes us one step closer to
home. Do not linger in your earthly toys a moment longer but raise your
consciousness in meditation to the infusing movement of love energy which
insists firmly and eternally upon peace within, and peace without. Does not the
scent of truth fill your being? Then breathe with God, with me and all who
divinely love you.”

In an email received in December
2009, a friend asked me what I do during meditation. I thought I would include
my reply here as a kind of update: ‘Oh when I meditate I do some energy work on
myself and the planet, and for people I know who need healing, and I tune into
a higher being to merge with me, or 'overlight' me. I originally learned to do
this years ago courtesy of St. Francis of Assisi (after reading his beautiful
channelled book from the 1940s I wondered if I might be able to connect with
him during meditation and lo and behold! there he was in all his beauty and
splendour...and love like I'd never known)! Then I did this with Ganesha for a
few years, until this year in fact, who is said to be the antidote to the Kali
Yuga (I consider him my best friend because he's always there for me!). And
also with an angel for a while. When I need or want to treat myself or greater
spiritual power is required to uplift me or give me confidence I attune to
Mother Sekhmet (who lived, and ruled, for thousands of years during the Golden
Age in Egypt, at the same time as Atlantis): her energy is delightfully
powerful but feminine. Communion with Ganesha and Sekhmet is a warrior’s energy
feast! On most occasions this year I have meditated with St. Germain and he has
helped me in a more tangible and personal way for which I am very grateful. And
recently I have also had the honour of being visited by the Goddess a couple of
times. In fact, the first time was so powerful it affected me for a whole week!
Occasionally, I also tune into Metatron, and I do the Ascension Angels
meditation once a month or something (it used to be every Sunday). But this
doesn't appear to be readily accessible for me, yet anyway. Plus, of course,
there are various meditations one finds here and there and I try some of these
sometimes. Nothing too complex though. I was using an alchemical technique
recommended by the Barefoot Doctor for a few years as well and I experimented
with an Egyptian one described by Tom Kenyon briefly. After that, I practiced a
meditation based on bringing a golden ball of light down into each chakra but
then replaced that with St. Germain's suggestions, and others. So I have my own
little 'medley' as-it-were!I also include
certain decrees and affirmations as and when I feel like it.

“Experience
is not, however, the sole way to expand consciousness. For each moment spent
with God or one of his cosmic band serves to exalt and broaden individual
consciousness, conveying illumination on the instant – in the twinkling of an
eye!” - St. Germain (recorded by Mark L. Prophet and Elizabeth Clare Prophet, Saint Germain on Alchemy. Formulas for
Self-transformation, Summit Publications, Inc., MT., U.S., 1985 and 1993,
p.41-42).

"The same amount of time that it
takes to walk into a coffee shop, order, receive, drink and walk out the
door...take THAT amount of time each day, and your worries will fall. Give God
a face, whatever you like, God cares not. Call it Goddess, call it God - does
not matter. It is the intention. Go to God and say, ‘Listen here, I have heard
that you’re here to help me, yet my life experience at certain times does not
show that. Prove it to me. Show me. Breathe through me. Talk through me. Show
me beautiful thoughts. Work through me. Express through me. For every time I
went in front of what they call Masters, they looked quite happy!’” – St.
Germain (channelled through Ashamarae McNamara, www.awakeningfromwithin.com).

I recommend
communing with the Mother Goddess. I had planned to perform a ceremony on the
evening of the Taurus Full Moon on 1 November 2009 but it was too late by the
time I got round to it. Instead, I was privileged to be granted communion with
Isis which I requested in response to her invitation in a channelled
transmission from a couple of years earlier. It was 11.30 p.m. and I was very
tired and yet Isis still managed to ‘merge’ with me (no one else, except
Ganesha, seems willing or able to enter my aura so intimately so late in the
day). Isis can do anything it appears. Ashamarae, who channels St. Germain,
reports that she cooled an exceptionally hot room for them while they received
a powerful solar activation from Her in Egypt. Consequently, I confided much
from my heart because I felt her powerful presence and could also tangibly feel
Her listening to me in a very motherly way that felt sweet and kind. Indeed, I
have never felt so listened to in all my life. I was very touched by the
experience. I also asked for Her miraculous intervention in my life [I believe
it was principally She who was responsible for curing my attention deficiency].
Actually, I found that communion so powerful that it affected me for a whole
week afterwards! It feels like a reunion.

"My
children, I am your Universe Mother. I have been known throughout the ages by
many names by the children of this world through their various religious
traditions and practices. Yet through all of this I would be known as the great
Unifier and Harmoniser of humanity. In me lies a power presence that you can
come and experience to make you more loving and tolerant of your brothers and
sisters who differ from you. The diversity of this world's cultures has been created to
stimulate personal relationships and to expand your awareness into the vastness
and variety of creation. You were not created to be all alike in all aspects.

Now
that your planet's intra‑communications methods are
weaving you closer in contact, allow yourselves to be woven closer together in
your hearts. You all share the same basic endowments of humanity and the
desires of your hearts are similar notwithstanding the ways you may express
them through the various languages and cultures. You are designed to evolve
into peaceful, tolerant, patient, compassionate, liberated sons and daughters
of a high destiny. It is time to recognise your basic humanity that all may
grow and truly be unified as one in the Spirit.

Come
to me as your Mother Unifier and Harmoniser and allow me to weave you in that
language of love that brings you closer to loving your brothers and sisters in
ONENESS. Drink deeply of this word, my beloveds, and ask me to grow you in your
ability to think, feel and act with the love that binds all things together in
creation and beauty."

“I use
humour to mask the fact that I want to fall off the face of the earth.” –
Allison (aged 16).

“A
man was walking in the street when he heard a voice. ‘Stop! Stand still! If you
take one more step, a brick will fall down on your head and kill you.’ The man
stopped and a big brick fell right in front of him. The man was astonished.

He went on, and after a while he was
going to cross the road. Once again the voice shouted: ‘Stop! Stand still! If
you take one more step a car will run over you and you will die.’ The man did
as he was instructed, just as a car came careening around the corner, barely
missing him.

‘Where are you?’ the man asked. ‘Who
are you?’

‘I am your guardian angel,’ the
voice answered.

‘Oh yeah?’ the man asked. ‘And where
the hell were you when I got married?’”

Sunday, 19 April 2015

Q: P'taah,
you talked last month about Judgement. You said that what we judge outside is a
reflection of what is occurring inside and that the universe will support the
energy we are putting forth. Will we will learn that as a process?

P'taah:
Indeed, although we prefer not to call it 'process' because that is much about
what you do when you are processing your issues and what you term 'going to
your stuff', mmm? We would say rather to be in allowance and to bless the judgement
and then simply to be still and go to the feeling. Because underneath that
negative judgement there will be a fear or that way of looking at who you are
which creates the perception of your exterior reality.

Q: What if
you can't seem to get in touch with what that fear is?

P'taah: You
know, much of the time it is simply to ask the right questions of yourself. The
easiest way is to say, "What does it feel like?" And then you say,
"It feels like this." "Well, what does that look like?" to
come to your bottom line. You understand?

Q: Mmhmm.

P'taah:
Well, of course you know, my beloved, that the bottom line issues are always
exactly the same. And that is that you are simply not enough and that you do
not live in a safe universe. So you can get involved with the story, but truly
it is just a little feeling.

But it is to
pay attention, whether it is judgement or anything else in your life that is
not representing the highest - your highest - ideal of who you are. To pay
attention to 'how does it feel?' and to deal with that in the moment. But judgement,
indeed, is a grand and wondrous tool for you!

Q: Can you
expand a little bit on the embracement and how to do that?

P'taah: All
right. To align the judgement really is simply to bless it. To give thanks for
it as a tool. You do not have to get involved with a grand ritual. It is simply
to say, "From the God-Goddess of my being I give thanks, indeed, for this
wondrous opportunity." And then to recognize this tool termed judgement.
And that includes the judgement of yourself, the judgement of a situation, the judgement
of people out there with whom you have co-created an event! You see? And as
soon as you are in that allowance by giving forth the thanks and blessings, the
judgement is no longer.

And you
recall that we have talked to you about your pain and anguish. What is pain?
Pain is resistance to the feeling created by a judgement. If you have no judgement
about a situation, it does not create pain within your breast, mmm? You would
be totally detached from it.

And then you
look at your life. You see how you have in your life created and recreated and
recreated and recreated situations which have brought forth pain and
anguish.

Look how you
have run in judgement and have been running since you were tiny children about
what you think is the meaning of life. 'Love equals pain,’ is one of those
things you carry. That you are not enough, because if you were enough, you
would not create these painful and anguishing situations. You would not be
betrayed and abandoned or feel that you are not worthy of wealth and abundance.
You would not know lack in any fashion. You see?

And so all
of these judgements are really created by these ideas and fears, which is the
way you view yourself and your world. And thusly you create and recreate these
experiences.

Monday, 13 April 2015

“Let us pray for a mind so poised
and balanced that we give poise and strength to others.”

- White Eagle.

Regarding the abusers of power in
this world, the logical solution is to use every force available to obliterate
them, but that’s my male side talking, my will and my head! The love and wisdom
that are felt in the feminine heart whisper that the oneness of life is sacred
because we all belong to one Godhead; we are all One. When we feel more, we
love more. I don’t mean emotional responses in the belly that result from
superficial needs and dependency, but - you know? - this the still waters
running deep, the wisdom of the heart. It looks like a dark abyss from afar,
when centred in one’s own individual will and identity has a human being, as a
man. Yet, it is no different from a clear, tranquil, shimmering lake which, to
me, is about the most beautiful thing that exists in nature.

At first, you wince as, bit by bit,
your legs experience the freezing temperature and your bollocks bark and growl
in anger and fear, fight or flight (‘You bastard, what do you think you’re
doing?...No, no way, stop you crazy son-of-a-bitch! Let’s get out of
here...nooo...!). Yet, it is not long before your body grows accustomed to the
temperature and the water feels comfortable and relaxing. Even your bollocks -
if they could talk - take it all back: ‘This is Heaven! We really must do this
more often!’ Boom boom! (No idea why I seem to think that if testicles could
talk they could have a voice like Basil Brush).

So, you swim, or play, float,
make-love, whatever, and it all feels beautiful and makes you smile. You feel at
peace. The sun is shining overhead and your body feels just right. Stillness
and movement flow together naturally. This is the effect that the feminine -
infinite consciousness - should have on us. It is both something that exists,
with its own properties, and what we make it. We behave differently on land, we
men in particular, with our conscious but limited egos. In the lake, there is
only so much action you can engage in. The only thing to do is feel...relax. It
is a peaceful place where will and identity can exist but not in isolation and
where they are less likely to dominate, to exclude consciousness itself from
the arena of human experience. For, it is the experience (illusion) of physical
separateness that concentrates man’s energy and creates a false identity and
that wants what it wants NOW and is blind to the needs and feelings of others.

The inner silence defies the head,
like the Oracle defies the Architect in The
Matrix trilogy. The old order is mechanical, limited, fixed. Anything
beyond its reasoned constructs and the principles which comprise its identity
are unacceptable. They are a threat that must be dealt with not accommodated. Zion must be annihilated.
It’s logical! Well, I’m not saying that, but I am saying that the worst
elements in humanity, the ones who exist to cause chaos...You know, I don’t
know what to do about them! That’s why we have prisons. Society doesn’t know
what to do with them either.

Raw power, launched in anger because
things aren’t the way we want, or expect, them to be serves no one, least of
all ourselves. Reason and compassion, an open mind and an open heart, must be
the wings with which the mind is elevated and flies alongside the angels. As
long as the separate ego stands in our way, eclipsing the heart, obstructing
the flow of love, cutting us off from the whole, the voice of ‘reason’ will
remain confined to the logic that is relevant only within a certain framework.
The will is then decisive but wisdom is left far behind. Feeling: feeling
should permeate every moment of our lives just as we ought to be conscious of
what we feel and who we are (‘You teach best what you most need to learn,’ as
Richard Bach notes in Illusions).

Monsters at
the gate…We men tend to identify with and centre ourselves in what comes up
from within us. So if monsters come up we think we must be monsters and feel
bad about ourselves or change direction either to ill-effect upon ourselves or
others. The male body concentrates energy/will/power so we're gonners unless we
can open our hearts and release the love of the divine within us. And that
comes through wisdom and practice of course. Like a new muscle we're
exercising. Man’s body has a shape that reflects his single-mindedness. His
concentrated energy summons will which, of course, has its place, but the
ensuing power requires a level of inner strength and self-discipline most do
not develop. Years of pain and toil may lead a man to the lake of wisdom and
love and then it’s time to go home. Woman’s more curvaceous body reflects her
multi-dimensionality, that of consciousness itself as it flows in cycles and
response; in fact, like the current of the sea, which builds up momentum and
finally crashes on the shore and then withdraws to start the process all over
again. Energy circulates through the feeling of wholeness but much is wasted
and dissipated without a central focus, a concrete, conscious sense of
identity. There can be power then only by developing one’s will (I am
generalising; of course some women are more strong-willed than men but it is
usually not in isolation as the male ego tends to be), or by bonding with other
women.

There are two types of ego. Both are
negative but, within that paradigm are the positive (active) extrovert/bully
and the negative (passive) introvert/victim. They represent extremes resulting
from conditioning in which people become stuck. To become more balanced, the
extrovert needs to relax and open up to become more sensitive and caring while
the introvert needs to draw on his or her inner power somehow and become more
assertive and confident. Anaïs Nin once wrote, “Life is a process of becoming,
a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they
wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.” Seen from the
perspective of process (feminine), it is so obvious that the fixed,
self-centred, competitive ego is an ignorant state to hold on to. Viewed from
the perspective of purpose (masculine), it appears equally obvious that just
being open to life and people, passively responding and caring for others is
pointless. Human beings have at least some potential to express (so they are
either winners or losers in a competitive or tyrannical male-dominated
society), however limited. What else is there? When we are attuned to our
feelings, we know that they flow continuously, and, in the depths of the soul,
we also know that, on this level, we are all one, neither being nor becoming,
just sharing the body of water in the lake, as it were. It is when the
masculine and feminine, the head and heart, are balanced that we realise life
is a perpetual process of becoming. But, one cannot continue to become more
unless one has a conscious identity to deepen and expand. It is a great cosmic
joke. We need both aspects, being and consciousness, yet, taken separately, we
are doomed. Either we will be passive victims or selfish despots. Either we
will be stuck in a tight, fixed, knot of egocentricity or all the strands will
fall apart and leave us with nothing to show for our trials in life.

Firmness and flexibility, say the
Daoists, firm in your core as an individual expression of God, with your unique
vibration of consciousness, and gentle and yielding, relaxed and accommodating,
towards other people and towards all conditions with which life presents you.
Because that is all oneness and it is the oneness of the river that slowly
shapes the rock, removing its hard edges. Gradually, the rock’s shape no longer
resists the flow of water or looks out of place. The individual spark of
consciousness adopts a softer shape, a kinder attitude. Its surface becomes
smoother and it achieves a state of complete harmony with the incessant flow of
water. It looks more comfortable and it feels at home in the river. The water
could never change because it has no real substance. That which has substance
must evolve until it is perfected, until it is perfectly aligned with nature.
We may hate to change, to suffer and grow, but the universe, in its wisdom, has
provided tools to shape us so that we may deepen our self-awareness instead of
sticking out like protruding monoliths that exist for their own sake in the
illusory dimension of separateness. We must remain both centred and open, know
ourselves, but be prepared to change, at least in certain areas, certain blind
spots which we have yet to explore and understand more consciously. We must
know ourselves, not as fixed entities in a physical and material context, but
as magical beings with limitless potential, endless possibilities, in fact.

"It's hard for many people to
believe that there are extraordinary things inside themselves, as well as
others." - Unbreakable (directed
by M. Night Shyamalan, 2000).

When we feel at home in the
collective universe, when we do not feel the temptation to resist anything,
when we are confident in our own inner, conscious will and identity, the water
passes all around us and we feel it and welcome it. It does not crash against
stubborn walls of resistance or spin off at wild angles from sharp edges. The
rock remains. In fact, it knows itself more deeply because it is not forever
fighting against the outside world, being agitated or trying to get its own
way. It does not confine its conscious awareness to its superficial, external
identity alone. It does not identify with those worldly parts of itself which,
however powerful and tough they may appear, represent, in fact, the transient
exterior that is first in the firing line. While we have been granted free will
in order to grow individually through the power of choice, we cannot stop the
flow of experience which bombards those hard edges. Become more rounded we
must. Hmmmmm. (My best Yoda impression).

Unfortunately, being surrounded by
the water of collective consciousness in this world, we do not always receive
the warm rays of the Sun. Indeed, the water is often so overcast that we would
rather be more active in order to generate heat and keep ourselves warm and
stimulated in a physical way than step into the cold pool of water that
threatens to extinguish our joy and enthusiasm, even our will to live. Then,
there are those who are addicted to stress and displays of aggression and
power. And, yet, how are we ever going to create a world in which everyone is
surrounded by love? Heaven on Earth can manifest only when we, as individuals,
open out hearts fully and allow universal love to shine forth in all its
abundant glory.

This is what I’ve learned over the
past ten years, both to become and be more powerful as an individual, using the
power of intention, and to understand that whatever others do is just their
personal experience, just part of the collective river of life. It does not
affect my core but teaches me to understand that, whatever others do is just
their personal experience, just part of the collective river of life. It does
not affect my core but teaches me to be more compassionate.

“Resist what resists in you. Become
yourself.” - The Mahabarata.

While I have never really hated
anybody, I can see how closing off my heart to certain types of people helps to
sustain the illusion of separation. Internal division breeds external conflict.
It might be necessary to take action and express power but, always, it should
be done with love and, preferably, humour. It is important not to resist life
or what it throws at us, but to surrender the ego and view things from a higher
perspective as well as to find the right tools for dealing with the situation
most effectively and harmoniously. As Winston Churchill said: “If you are going
through hell, keep going” (or, as Robert Frost suggested, "The best way
out is always through"). Pay off your karmic debts and learn the lessons
they bring. It certainly looks like I am learning to love all equally.

“Look upon all difficulty as a way
to exert your will-power.” - Omraam Mikhaël Aïvanhov.

Ultimately, we need to ensure that
the power and will of God - the Self - is expressed, not that of the ego, the
self. Why? Because the latter stunts our growth and chains us to the Wheel of
Karma and therefore misery, even if we temporarily silence our fear and
insecurities (in the ‘now’), and the former leads us ever onwards and upwards
to greater realisations of creative power and, beyond the domain of matter,
ever-increasing levels of love and happiness. Under hypnosis, I witnessed
myself as a soul in my mother’s womb preparing to be born. I was honestly
shocked by the feeling of peaceful, even keen, anticipation at the prospect of
undergoing my imminent ordeal which would last for years and affect me for the
whole of my life. It was there in front of my mind’s eye, as clear as daylight,
with a kind of me-ish form, a pure image of what my soul might look like if it
had form. The feeling was beautiful and unmistakably real, but it was hard to
believe or accept. It was incredible, fascinating! It taught me a lot about how
blind we are to what is going on beneath the surface, underneath all the
conditioning accumulated through experience.

For all my incessant desire to
escape from all this madness, really it is nothing more than the stirring of
mud on the river bed, an opportunity to experience the latent negativity within
the unconscious so that it can be cleared with conscious light. The water itself
remains pure for, when the turbulence finally comes to an end and the dirt
settles back again, the water is as clear and pristine as ever. It is in
contrast to the disturbances of the temporal world and their effect on our
personal consciousness that we reflect the Sun’s radiant majesty more richly
and awaken to our original nature as the Sun, the Self, beaming brightly at the
heart of universal consciousness. Thus, each time we incarnate, we gather more
gold even though we may not be aware of how much we have accumulated in the
spiritual bank. Then, when we depart, yet again, we get to enjoy all that
Light. No wonder, then, that the soul loves coming to this chaotic world!

“Take a breath and understand the
maturity that is required for the next step. You are given choices and
understanding to listen and believe and be greater than you are now. Let your
heart begin to open in compassion for what is to become of a world that is lost
to many and found by others. Let yourself see into your eyes and know that you
are coming forth as a Wayshower and one who can speak the truth and become the
truth, become a planetary teacher, a teacher of Light. There are moments in
each life when you are given an opportunity to make a choice. This is such a
time and you have already made this choice to move into the Light, to move into
the higher Light and to hear the sound of the celestial spheres, the sound of
harmonics and resonance that echo throughout your mind and into the other
dimensions. You are being brought into a higher place of knowing. You are
seeing things and knowing things and understanding that you are much more than
you ever thought you were. Many experience the psychic experiences of feeling
and being in other places and other times, of knowing different people and
feeling the coincidences that allow you to breathe through veil after veil
after veil.” (YouTube video, September 2008: The GoldRing. Game of Enlightenment and Abundance. ‘Shining Ones of
the Enlightenment’).

The Vermont Trip Red Scale Film by omnialx on Flickr

The Fire From Within
by Carlos Castaneda
(Simon & Schuster, New York, U.S., 1984).

* Self-importance is our greatest enemy. Think about it - what weakens
us is feeling offended by the deeds and misdeeds of our fellow men. Our
self-importance requires that we spend most of our lives offended by someone.

Every
effort should be made to eradicate self-importance from the lives of warriors.
Without self-importance we are invulnerable.

* I've explained to you that the new seers aim to be free. And freedom
has the most devastating implications. Among them is the implication that
warriors must purposely seek change. Your predilection is to live the way you
do. You stimulate your reason by running through your inventory and pitting it
against your friends' inventories. Those manoeuvres leave you very little time
to examine yourself and your fate. You will have to give up all that.

* Seers are divided into two categories. Those who are willing to
exercise self-restraint and can channel their activities toward pragmatic goals,
which would benefit other seers and man in general, and those who don't care
about self-restraint or about any pragmatic goals. The latter have failed to
resolve the problem of self-importance.

Self-importance
is not something simple and naive. On the one hand, it is the core of
everything that is good in us, and on the other hand, the core of everything
that is rotten. To get rid of the self-importance that is rotten requires a
masterpiece of strategy.

* In order to follow the path of knowledge one has to be very
imaginative. In the path of knowledge nothing is as clear as we'd like it to
be. Warriors fight self-importance as a matter of strategy, not principle.

Impeccability
is nothing else but the proper use of energy. My statements have no inkling of
morality. I've saved energy and that makes me impeccable. To understand this,
you have to save enough energy yourself.

Warriors
take strategic inventories. They list everything they do. Then they decide
which of those things can be changed in order to allow themselves a respite, in
terms of expending their energy.

The
strategic inventory covers only behavioural patterns that are not essential to
our survival and well-being.

In
the strategic inventories of warriors, self-importance figures as the activity
that consumes the greatest amount of energy, hence, their effort to eradicate
it.

One
of the first concerns of warriors is to free that energy in order to face the
unknown with it. The action of rechannelling that energy is impeccability.

The
most effective strategy for rechannelling that energy consists of six elements
that interplay with one another. Five of them are called the attributes of
warriorship: control, discipline, forbearance, timing, and will. They pertain
to the world of the warrior who is fighting to lose self-importance. The sixth
element, which is perhaps the most important of all, pertains to the outside
world and is called the petty tyrant.

A
petty tyrant is a tormentor. Someone who either holds the power of life and
death over warriors or simply annoys them to distraction.

Petty
tyrants teach us detachment. The ingredients of the new seers' strategy shows
how efficient and clever is the device of using a petty tyrant. The strategy
not only gets rid of self-importance; it also prepares warriors for the final
realisation that impeccability is the only thing that counts in the path of
knowledge.

Usually,
only four attributes are played. The fifth, will, is always saved for an
ultimate confrontation, when warriors are facing the firing squad, so to speak.

Will
belongs to another sphere, the unknown. The other four belong to the known,
exactly where the petty tyrants are lodged. In fact, what turns human beings
into petty tyrants is precisely the obsessive manipulation of the known.

The
interplay of all the five attributes of warriorship is done only by seers who
are also impeccable warriors and have mastery over will. Such an interplay is a
supreme manoeuvre that cannot be performed on the daily human stage.

Four
attributes are all that is needed to deal with the worst of petty tyrants,
provided, of course, that a petty tyrant has been found. The petty tyrant is
the outside element, the one we cannot control and the element that is perhaps
the most important of them all. The warrior who stumbles on a petty tyrant is a
lucky one. You're fortunate if you come upon one in your path, because if you
don't you have to go out and look for one.

If
seers can hold their own in facing petty tyrants, they can certainly face the
unknown with impunity, and then they can even stand the presence of the
unknowable.

Nothing
can temper the spirit of a warrior as much as the challenge of dealing with
impossible people in positions of power. Only under those conditions can
warriors acquire the sobriety and serenity to stand the pressure of the
unknowable.

The
perfect ingredient for the making of a superb seer is a petty tyrant with
unlimited prerogatives. Seers have to go to extremes to find a worthy one. Most
of the time they have to be satisfied with very small fry. Then warriors
develop a strategy using the four attributes of warriorship: control,
discipline, forbearance, and timing.

On
the path of knowledge there are four steps. The first step is the decision to
become apprentices. After the apprentices change their views about themselves
and the world they take the second step and become warriors, which is to say,
beings capable of the utmost discipline and control over themselves. The third
step, after acquiring forbearance and timing, is to become men of knowledge.
When men of knowledge learn to see they have taken the fourth step and have
become seers.

Control
and discipline refer to an inner state. A warrior is self-oriented, not in a
selfish way but in the sense of a total examination of the self.

Forbearance
and timing are not quite an inner state. They are in the domain of the man of
knowledge.

The
idea of using a petty tyrant is not only for perfecting the warrior's spirit,
but also for enjoyment and happiness. Even the worst tyrants can bring delight,
provided, of course, that one is a warrior.

The
mistake average men make in confronting petty tyrants is not to have a strategy
to fall back on; the fatal flaw is that average men take themselves too
seriously; their actions and feelings, as well as those of the petty tyrants,
are all-important. Warriors, on the other hand, not only have a
well-thought-out strategy, but are free from self-importance. What restrains
their self-importance is that they have understood that reality is an interpretation
we make.

Petty
tyrants take themselves with deadly seriousness while warriors do not. What
usually exhausts us is the wear and tear on our self-importance. Any man who
has an iota of pride is ripped apart by being made to feel worthless.

To
tune the spirit when someone is trampling on you is called control. Instead of
feeling sorry for himself a warrior immediately goes to work mapping the petty
tyrant's strong points, his weaknesses, his quirks of behaviour.

To
gather all this information while they are beating you up is called discipline.
A perfect petty tyrant has no redeeming feature.

Forbearance
is to wait patiently - no rush, no anxiety - a simple, joyful holding back of
what is due.

A
warrior knows that he is waiting and what he is waiting for. Right there is the
great joy of warriorship.

Timing
is the quality that governs the release of all that is held back. Control,
discipline, and forbearance are like a dam behind which everything is pooled.
Timing is the gate in the dam.

Forbearance
means holding back with the spirit something that the warrior knows is
rightfully due. It doesn't mean that a warrior goes around plotting to do
anybody mischief, or planning to settle past scores. Forbearance is something
independent. As long as the warrior has control, discipline, and timing,
forbearance assures giving whatever is due to whoever deserves it.

To
be defeated by a small-fry petty tyrant is not deadly, but devastating.
Warriors who succumb to a small-fry petty tyrant are obliterated by their own
sense of failure and unworthiness.

Anyone
who joins the petty tyrant is defeated. To act in anger, without control and
discipline, to have no forbearance, is to be defeated.

After
warriors are defeated they either regroup themselves or they abandon the quest
for knowledge and join the ranks of the petty tyrants for life.

* One of the greatest forces in the lives of warriors is fear, it spurs
them to learn.

* Pull yourself together and don't fight your fear, roll with it. Be
afraid without being terrified. Put all your concentration on the midpoint of
your body - a true centre of energy in all of us. Fear does not exist as soon
as the glow of awareness moves beyond a certain threshold inside man's cocoon.

* Any warrior can be successful with people provided that he moves his
assemblage point to a position where it is immaterial whether people like him,
dislike him, or ignore him.

* The two basic qualities of warriors are sustained effort and unbending
intent.

"The
basic difference between an ordinary man and a warrior is that a warrior takes
everything as a challenge, while an ordinary man takes everything as a blessing
or as a curse." - don Juan (The Wheel of Time: The
Shamans of Ancient Mexico, Their Thoughts About Life, Death and the Universe by Carlos Castaneda,
Washington Square Press, New York, U.S., 1998).

“To be a warrior is not a simple matter of wishing to be one. It is
rather an endless struggle that will go on to the very last moment of our
lives. Nobody is born a warrior, in exactly the same way that nobody is born an
average man. We make ourselves into one or the other.” - Carlos Castaneda (The Wheel of Time, Simon and Schuster, New
York, U.S., 2001).

Baldrick
(Tony
Robinson): Wait my lord, do not despair. For I have a
cunning plan. Blackadder
(Rowan Atkinson): Can I
say I'm not optimistic Baldrick? Baldrick: To be quite frank my lord,
neither am I. My family have never been very good at plans. Blackadder: So. With suitably low
expectations, what is your plan to get us home?

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Did you know that this is the 12th and lowest universe in our multiverse and that it is founded on the energies of fear and suffering which were not resolved in the 11th?

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Born on 25 November 1965 and currently living in Yorkshire, England. I write songs and books and have a website that serves as a platform for my work as well as being an Ascension resource. The Treasure Chest displays all chapters of The Monstaville Memoirs trilogy as well as further insights from various sources relating to the themes of these books. The Powerlessness of Now reveals the many ways in which we have given our power away to the Establishment through its web of control.

“Someone asked, ‘Why is there suffering?’ [Meher] Baba gave this succinct reply: ‘Suffering is essential for the elimination of the ego, just as it was necessary for you to scrub and scrub in order to wash the stain from my coat.’" - Unkown.

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To optimise the browsing experience for mobile blog viewers, Blogger serves a streamlined version of the blog page, which, among other resources, omits web fonts.

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