I've been waiting up late for you,
watching the clock like a featured film.
Suspense waits no longer.
Here you arrive at 12 am
with a firework's bang.
At this hour,
this is your greeting?
Hello, January,
we need to talk....
I haven't seen you in months,
and you come barging in.
You come on so strong,
but sometimes you can be so cold.
You let me down last time you were here,
like torrents of hail and snowy hills.
(sigh)
Snow can be fun, though,
and you did warm me up
with hot cocoa and a blanket.
Thanks for your reviving comforts.
What I'm trying to say is
that I've missed you,
and I forgive you.
I hope you can forgive
my past as well.
I'm sorry about my negative attitude
and my disorganization.
We should go on walks more
and eat healthy meals together.
I promise I'll be kinder,
and I'll try to appreciate
all the good you offer me.
Can we now start anew?

Today we begin with a quote from Eisenstein
with commentary in brackets
informed by Bucky Fuller's cooperative metaphysic
of Synergetic Steerage.
"We have a[n intuited, autonomic systemic] need to stay in contact with people with whom we share emotional and economic ties. In past times, these people were usually close by. A hunter-gatherer or fourteenth-century Russian peasant would have had little use for a telephone. Telephones [and www] began to meet a need only when other developments in technology and culture spread human beings [even] farther apart and splintered extended families [and neighborhoods] and [national through] local communities [as sustainable ecosystems]. So the basic need they meet is not something new under the sun." [Basic cooperative communication need has evolved to global cooperative scale because technology's deductive path has evolved a co-arising economic/ecological imperative.]
What Plan B Fuller eco-comprehended
as an implied Universal First Principle of Positive Synergetic Balance:
all Primal Principles
must be universally co-informed,
comprehensive,
"cooperative" defined as ergodically and ionically regenerating full-fractal,
RNA-dynamically syntaxed,
to achieve integrative,
healthy,
Spaceship Earth cooperative wealth optimization,
as sustainability of positive life-trend energy,
form,
and revolutionary ecocultural dialectical design
and development,
and ectosymbiotic/endosymbiotic correlational landscape evolution
toward health and safety
away from pathology
and high risk economically illogical dissonance ,
suboptimizing polycultural outcome planning
and therefore delivery of co-empathic mindbody dis-ease,
chronic stress with climatic peaks trending upward.
Economists and eco-nomists bilaterally recognize
production of newly commodifying need-systems
co-arises
with creation of consumptive/absorptive/nutritional evolution
of need v. want constellations and priorities.
The difference between a Plan A Competitive
Win-Lose need-based economist,
gamer,
strategist,
logician,
policy analyst,
weather forecaster,
and a Cooperative
Win-Win gift-rooted eco-nomist,
gamer,
strategist and logician and linguist,
policy and planning analyst,
permacultural designer,
feminist economist,
sacred ecologist,
weather forecaster,
is Left-Right dipolar balance as negatively correlated with cognitive dissonance;
deep-comprehension
of Win-Lose as suboptimizing health and wealth
compared to a double-negatively reiterating thermostat,
decompositional analysis trending,
reverse hierarchical tree
of unfolding regenerative strings,
including binary trend QBit 0=squared/fractal-centric time as function
of mutual subsidiarity positive-default comprehension
as Win-Win bicameral informational system's
balancing ecological,
economic,
and permacultural uracil-yang/cytosine-yinyin
b-ionically deductive/inductive zeroistic design.
We can approach the further
related
question of optimizing Polynomial syntax and form and function
as equivalently and dipolar self-defined by -(-P),
binary RNA syntax
of analogical economic polynomial trend QByte-octave
double/elliptical fractal rhythm and patterned balance.
We might approach this question
with fractally 0-squared digital information
as ecological trend analysis
with a dual hypothesis,
to see which is more productive
of a healthy and wealthy past,
present,
and future.
We could observe
rather summarily
that the proposition
"Polynomial Information
is non-equivalent to Not-Polynomial Information"
has been our scientific deductive and metric
analytically encultured eisegetical assumption,
leading to competitive irresolution
through our own default Win-Lose economics of evolutionary demise.
Here,
in this irrationally eternal place,
we cannot deductively explain
why some issues,
problems,
algorithms,
variables,
norms,
memes,
paradigms,
have resonantly resolvable solutions
and scientific revolutions
while others calculate their way through infinite time.
Which is which is rather like trying to separate Kuhnian primal revolutions
from more normatively diversifying-further-individuating-articulating
freedom-binding evolutions.
If, however,
we start with the heuristic assumption
that Polynomial spacetime universe =
nondually-transparenting N(NP),
where might this take us toward explaining
outstanding teleological,
economic,
ecological, and perhaps even cosmological
issues?
Cooperative Game Theory:
P-positive Win = (-,-) equivalent Win NP,
a positive draw,
anticipating an equally positive draw choice from nondual Other
is RNA-rooted naturally systemic,
with outcome to co-redeem transaction faith
both positively and cooperatively
as long as everyone chooses to play nice.
Group Binomial (0)-Soul Theory:
Explicate Convex Boundary +P = +(0)
Implicate (Bohm) Concave Double-Bound NP = -(-0).
And, so, to our deductively metric and commodifying friends
at Clay Math Institute,
at least the field of permacultural design
and all the cells of RNA heritage,
appear premised on a Zero-Binomial Assumption
that P-yangspace = N(NP)-yinyintime = +/-C ecosquared
as c-squared Universe equals e-squared Synergetic Balanced Integrity (Unitarian),
the balance of deductively formal Yang light
with inductively flowing YinYin double-bound octave frequency harmonics,
co-arising form with intuitive-empathic eco-consciousness function.

i look to stars and wishes flew through space never to be heard again
fun to friends hearts do meld and break facing until time ends
this loop that plays and beats that syncopate become but a gem
pleasure a chest opened in surprise feeling no need to defend
galaxies away lonely planets please keep me in mind
distance could grow something fond or lost between the lines
gps my love you can see its still where I left it behind
thoughts fade away with life love lives forever in my rhyme
Im sorry, I wanted more,with all this space between
disconnected and I still look to that day
we talked on the phone, our separate homes
the love we had seemed so far away
without air i couldnt breathe squeezed until I'm passing by
no water flow my skin would dry and I return to the sky
sunny days would blacken out, attracting need for desperate lies
to make up for the beauty lost from death slowly closing my eyes
that fire once sparking motion snuffed in huffs slipping away
dwifting I sway shaky grounds where once I sat easily and stay
upon my feet I still float drowning out all thoughts that stray
Tho these ends can come swift its worse to miss and hear you say
Im sorry, I wanted more,with all this space between
disconnected and I still look to that day
we talked on the phone, our separate homes
the love we had seemed so far away
down the road,flying free, I ride the wave and hope for your return
through several seas and cloudy peaks, storms of sand, I will not turn
helpless to fate and future events, nothing prevents something to learn
sights may not sore, nothing much looking more, isn't my concern
I hope the best and happyness is true to bless you, not just in dreams
we can meet when we sleep discussing life while sleeping seems
thanks for trying Im not exactly dying, banes of sentient beings
real enough moving on is rough, i'll love you forever, writting my means

I might sparkle in the night
but I'm not the only star
you might not see them in the sky
it depends on where you are
Am I the only light in your eyes
that makes you smile when you cry
if your favorite's what you say
don't you blink it might fade away
Only when we give everything
we're truly ready for better things
we invite ourselves off to drift
the steam rises and our spirits lift
Follow me, into sun sets
be brave and strong with no regrets
and when the sea takes the light
we'll find a new day after the night
there's still a new day after the night

A new day, a new dawn
Last year is gone
A new hope, a new cheer
This year is here
The beginning of a new year
A time for new starts
The beginning of a new year
The hope of many hearts
When the clock strikes midnight
The whole world goes alight
When the clock strikes midnight
Our spirits take flight
With the hope of a new day , a new dawn
Because Last year is gone
But isn’t it a little strange
That we think this way
Because today is
just the same
As any another day
Every day has a midnight
Every day has new light
Every day has a dawn
And every yesterday is gone
Every day can be a new start
And every day we can have hope in our hearts
So this year live every day with a resolution
To make your life a glowing contribution
To your family, your friends and to your world
So that when the hope of new years is gone
Every day will be a new day
Every day will have a new dawn
And every yesterday will be gone

God never fails
He’s the best ever
Every day is a new day
Miracles surround me
I have crossed many hurdles
And my paths are laid straight
I walk, I stride, and I jump
in all, all is born
I thank Him for the oil on my head
For the legacy He’s leaving by my tail
Every day I thank HIM
I will always praise HIM
In Him I dwell and have my Being.
Greg Jones

God Gave Me A NEW Life!
God reached down to my life
and changed it!
His love touched my soul
and I can claim it!
God brought to me peace,
hope and care…
That I may share his goodness
to people everywhere!
God brought to me the joy
of his salvation!
And gave my life
complete satisfaction!
He’s given everything that I needed!
He gives the victory!
I don’t have to be defeated!
He can do the same for you!
Won’t you accept him?
Just reach out to him now!
And believe him!
By Jim Pemberton

i dont mean to be pathetic
wishing my phone would sound
the little things the biggest
my ear lay to the ground
waiting for that signal
reception just a symbol
i tried to keep it simple
heart crashing like a cymbal
every thing i see kindly a reminder
where I want to be out of place
stealing the covers id like to find her
lately my bed is having too much empy space
i guess never say never
sometimes i know better
since I ever met her
my heart wouldnt forget her
quest for my questionin to be quenched
matters of this nature puts people in a pinch
my best for blessings stuck by a wrench
disaster while riding despite tightening a cinch
i made my bed now rest assured
manifest destiny my only cure
my arms not as long like I preferred
let it go, watch, help it grow, I concur

They look like us,
On the outside,
Only just younger.
They walk upright,
Can speak English;
No, not foreigners.
We nourish them,
Provide for them;
Help Them grow stronger.
They sprout gadgets,
To interface
One with another.
Prefer online
To face to face.
Virtual lover?
Will they survive,
Even evolve,
To become human
20160330

This has been another year that came and went!
I often wonder, where has my time been spent?
It seems like yesterday, we rang in the new year!
But, very quickly, it has all just “disappeared.”
I think about my accomplishments, goals and dreams.
Do they matter anymore? Do they mean anything?
This life I have, is just but a brief moment in time.
One day, I’ll simply leave everything fast behind!
My relationship with Christ is what really matters!
Everything else in life, is just “empty chatter!”
I pray that as this new year comes and goes…
My relationship with Christ will continue to grow!
The older I get, I’m beginning to see!
I need much more of Jesus, and less of me!
He is what’s needed! Whatever this year holds!
I need him more, as each year I grow old!
With each year, that comes and passes me by…
I want more of Jesus, until the day I die!
He is my friend, what is certainly needed!
With him in me, my life is completed!
Thank you Lord for this brand new year!
You are the one I’ll hold ever so dear!
By Jim Pemberton

Hoping the love we have will be forever true
Another dream comes alive, for me and for you
Positive attitudes are prevalent between us
People see us and sure wonder how we are thus
You know our love comes year after year with passion
Never did they realize we have the powerful mission
Every day of the year our love boils with a special lust
Whispers of desire comes at our command, we adjust
Young we were at the beginning of each loving year
Endearing our hearts beat as one, both hearts are dear
All these qualities are glowing at the start of now
Real love in the New Year, a love so strong is my vow
Russell Sivey
Entrant into Francine Roberts' "New Year's acrostic" contest
1/1/2013

We thought that moving to a place
with springs, grass-field and butterflies
would make it better for us, but it was all vanity;
like in the city when we were complaining about overdue bills,
traffic, noise and lack of privacy,
we are now polluting this serene place
with our petty fights - you now complain about
poor roads, smelly poultry houses, dust-infested air,
and extreme silence.
If it is possible to move to heaven right now,
I think God would kick us back to this blue ball……..
Honey, I think it’s time that we change our attitude
towards each other, and rekindle our passionate love,
rather than moving from one place to another.....

New World Order
Will the New world Order
Set the world in order
No way, i very much doubt
There is trouble around the border
Rich nations are in fear
Some nations might tear
The Silken fabric of theirs
Which they so proudly wear
There is separate remedy
For every Tom, Dick and Eddy
New world Order may be good
but for others poison ready
No one system can be good
For the Wolf and Robin Hood
Variety is Natures rule
All take different food
If you are looking for peace
You needn't go to Rome or Greece
Take care of your pennies
Pounds will stay at ease

N- Never say never, please don't say No this day
E- Everyone see what I have to give you in a surprising way
W- Ways to tell her you love her, so many things to say
Y- Yet another year, until your here
E- Even the Baby New Years
A- Argue if you want I expect you there
R- Raving about the excitement, News Years cheer
R- Revamp, count down, kiss, ring, question, your reply dear
I- Interested in only one word to appear
N- Neal I mean kneel down, ok clear
G- Gently put the ring on and then the crowd again cheers

In an Asia city, a new and infamous name began.
“They were called Christians first at Antioch”.*
This species was built upon relationship with its maker; and not disconnection from him.
She fulfilled and bridged the past with the present and all eternity.
Same creator, same designer, and same planer of all species.
For six days He created everything that was made; and then He rested.
Later, there was a world wide deluge; and things were altered; most destroyed.
Generations would transpire before God created a totally new breed of creatures*.
This new species called Christian, was not made from nothing. But being made a new type of human, she would become the new model for all. What a remarkable and revolutionary concept! How different from every human before!!
This species is essentially about loving, not 50/50, but 100% unconditionally.
She’s about giving and not taking; about giving out of love; and not for personal gain.
She finds life through death; she has no room for hate.
No, this new species cannot procreate; but there’s reproduction by proclamation.
She propagates loving God with all the heart; and loving the neighbor as one’s self.
Yes, she’s a new kind of species!
03312016 Acts, Cor. 5:17 (PS Contest,
A New Species, by Anthony Slausen)

Such a start of a new journey
To the excitement of burning love
To the thrill of awaiting adventures
We cheered to moments of sweet whispers
To the late night stops by the gas stations
To all the road trips and few hours of sleeps
To the fireworks of how young the nights were
We cheered to the moments the time froze
To the days we yearned for each others hugs
To the cold nights we hoped for each others warmth
To the memory we longed to travel back to
We teared to each others lost promises
To when our dreams travelled too far
To a land where words don't mean anymore
To where we left our echoed voices
To a land where we once stood
We cheered to a new beginning.

Love always! Love more!
When love is gone, hope escapes us.
Love is the cry of the dawn
Love is the hymn of the night
What the streams say to the shore,
What the wind says to the old mountains,
What the stars say to the clouds,
Is one ineffable word: Love!
Love makes one think, live and believe.
Love warms the heart,
A ray of light more than glory
And this ray is happiness!
Love! whether we praise or blame them
Big hearts will always love:
Join this youth of the soul
To the youth of your brow!
But don't love before fulfilling your goals
There is time for everything,
Time to study real theorems
And time to practice love theorems,...

When your eyes I see
I catch a reflection of the new me
when I see your expression
it's as if God has taught me a life-long lesson.
what is this lesson?
You wanna know?
It's that I remain
beside the brightest glow
the light that you are
has left me scarred
with happiness and protection
as you have taught me this lesson
In the mirror
I take another look
you have opened my life's book
because for the first time
I can call you mine
The look on your face
shows there isn't a race
I've found where I belong
so I'll be with you life-long.

I already don't like you
even as I cling to your warmth
and allow you to caress me tenderly.
Moaning, any lustful union
is a sort of death -
No life will come of death
No future will be found in death
We were finished before we met
Concluded before we began
Cursed before we could be blessed
Dead before love could be created.
I feel peaceful and warm,
ensconced in your gentle demeanor,
you who are so willing and eager
to love and be loved.
I am an artist
and an actor
and a fake
and a cheat.
Alone in my tyranny
Separated by my black heart
Unable to give you what you want
I extend and kiss you and sigh.

Another year
and we're getting near
each day to each other.
Another year
and we're still the same
neighbors yet strangers.
Another year
but it's like last year
I felt so near
yet we're strangers' clear.
2016-01-04

The dates on calendar question
all my undone actions
and memories that haunt or fade
in nightly nakedness
stumbling toward the next day’s sun
without celebration
at 65 January jeers
my degenerating sex
a still itch: mantra and mirror
quiet God and drying petals

Happy new year and still fighting
Wrestling with confusion in thought
A mind restless with anticipation
Fluttering heart aligned in fear
Happy new year and still dreading
That moment I still don’t know
No progress seems to have been
Pushed each by prevailing wind
Happy new year and still wanting
How much time do I think I have
The same dream has been for years
Ending soon in decades run
Happy new year and still hurting
Licking my wounds a constant
Feeling the heart of bitter distrust
Though not sure the origin
Happy new year and still waiting
As if this somehow brings solace
A pin prick to the infected finger
With a rusting nail of dirt
Happy new year and still here
Wanting that change to come
Hope has not yet abandoned
A string soul that lives on

Castle walls
Burning flames
Nothing will be the same
Only you played the game
While I drank your champagne.
Titter tatter of each stone
My life has gotten better since you are gone
Endless worries
Timeless waits
Never again will you be my mistake...
Reaching stars
Catching lightin bugs
Feeling like I'm not enough
Waiting for nights to end
Only to be rescued by a man
I thought I could only dream of....
Whispering winds
Calming seas
Is how the world brought you to me
Singing birds
Whistling trees
Time with you is limited
Day an night I'll never know
I'll spend all the time I got
Just with you.

Why does a night that was so great
Have to come to a close
For when the morning light does break
We're off on other roads
The night we had now in the past
But lives in memory
A happy thought to always last
For all eternity
But now we walk this new day's path
To see what we can see
With a smile here and there a laugh
New day for you and me

This is the day the Lord has made .
God woke me up to face another day.
I got out of my bed by faith,not knowing if the day will bring peace or dread.
I open up the Bible,to feed upon God’s daily bread,that I may face the day with strength and courage.
That I may be lead around the land mines,my enemy has planted in the battle field I must tread.
That by walking in the Spirit, I will not loose my head, when my enemy’s action cause me to see red.
That people I come across while preforming my job will see I am a follower of Christ, not a hypocritical slob.
This is the day the Lord has made,let us rejoice and be glad in it.
Written By Stephen J. Vattimo
Nov. 03,2011

Who would've knew...
lets just say I found love in a strange place
at least thats what I think
and she might be the woman I'm
gonna be eternally happy wit so I try not to blink
and despite what I went threw in my past
my ambition is to make this relationship last
and I promise to give her my all
so I'm taking off my heartbroken mask.
Yeah it's a new year but forget all that
she's my everything and pain is
the last thing I would bring to her heart
this relationship is off to good start
but the key is to keep that way
and forget all that he say she say
we gone make it as long as we stay dedicated
just because I know a successful relationship
ain't just built on relations.
So there's no debating if I'm a be faithful
thats me, right in her arms is where I wanna be
and even though she hasn't told me and
we don't know too much bout each other
I know she's saying in her mind
I know that he loves me.
This picture is perfect and honestly
I'm kinda emotionally hurting
but everytime I think of our future
anything we may go threw is more than worth it
she's worth it I'm worth it
but one things for certain and thats...
I thank God for her

the beginning was so bright.
sun rays casting through an open window
and shedding new light.
we swam under the cotton sea
and you said it felt like a movie.
we were so deeply in love.
with the fabric of us sprawled over your knees,
with a gentle hand smoothing its seams,
everything starts to unravel.

I may not be the person you see.
Who I was may not be who I am.
I may look like, but not be like what you expected.
I may hide myself under layers of lies
but I just want to know
who cares enough to look inside.
I might not seem like I'm worth the time
but I promise I'll make your time worth while.
You may have doubts, so do I.
do as I do. Push them away and look into my eyes.
I can read that thought quivering in your mind,
I read it on your face, line by line.