A Letter To Myself

But, what I
want to say is, I’m proud of you. I know it’s arrogant to say that, but I feel
like you try so hard to know about yourself more.

I know it’s
hard for you to stand up with your own rule, cause our society try to dictate
you to follow them. They think what’s good for them it’s good for you too, they
forget that all of the value in this world couldn’t be fit in for 2% population
of minority.

I know you
feel insecure cause people tell you that you’re weird, you have your own world,
rude, and arrogant. Are you wrong cause
you’re introvert? You cry for a while. Society don’t want human like you.

But, thank
you again. You survive, even though you cry, you don’t want to go deeper, and
just for 2 hours, you build again your confidence, this is you no matter what.

Accept you
as “who you are” is hard, you try for a long long time to find the perfect formula
and still searching. I know, it’s not the best formula that you have, but I
believe you know who you are more than anyone. Cause you learn from the best
guru in this world, the life experience.

I am
curious, what happen with us after this. Maybe you will find your partner for
life or travelling to your favourite places, who knows? Just find it, I wanna
know where’s the ending of this journey.

But, what
can I say now is good job Pit, you’re doing the best for your life. See you
next year.