Dark Loveuntitled
It is a night of darkness, a song of ethereal pain,
wolves vent their loneliness. The immortal one
awakes.
Curling wisps of death shrouds her pale form,
a timeless desire.
Her midnight hair cascades over
pale and delicate shoulders, and her
full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the
life streaming from the
pale flesh beneath
her.
Now a night of shared vitality,
I hunger.

+prayers Answered :Ok.....stay with me. IMMOLATION.
SUFFOCATION.
Don't faint!
AND SKINLESS. These bands are playing in SF this November(2007), and SOMEone's head WILL explode.
If anyone else is catching this tour...tell me, what's the name of it?
I'm going for Immolation mainly. They've been my favorite battering of the senses for hella long, they held my hand as I journeyed into the Land Of Death.(Failures For mutherfvcking Gods.) Skinless....when I see their name I just think : "Sit back, slip on yourr absorbent undergarments, and let the mayhem begin." oh man, this is going to KILL.
Suffocation means a lot to me....I like the fact that there is Death Metal today that's not so...unchanging. Nothing but teeth marks on Suff', blablabla...we know.
Damn....I am going to HAVE to get a tour shirt for three bands...that's like $90....ooh, I know:
I'll sell my appendix on the Black Market.
That's right folks, I am an IDEAwoman. My brain is PURE creativity.+

Ignorant Ass FemalesWhy on Earth do this idiots on cherrytap have screen names like im a whore, and super slut? How dumb are these stupid females that str8 up advertise their a nasty ass ho? How can people think that lowly of themselves or even think that shit is cute. Then they get mad cause dudes askin to see nude pics... WTF u dumb broads gettin mad for when your advertisin yourself as a ho.... Fuc'n Dummies

For The Friends Who Were Concerned** I wrote this blog to go on my myspace page but thought that perhaps it may explain something or other to one or two people on here as well . . . I want nothing from any of you who read this, no sympathy, no advice, nothing . . . Just wanted to clear my mind and share with my friends **
Ok this is what is going on right now in my mind, many of you have asked why I am so depressed lately . . . Here journey with me into my hell for a bit. Take a look at what has been running through my fucked up head for the past few days and see if you can make sense of it, see if it would mess you up a little bit.
First of all I completely forgot about Father’s Day until yesterday and then it came crushing down upon me. God I hate the fact that it is a day just to remind me that my father is long gone and that my son has a worthless father. Gee, it’s so nice to sit and think about really . . . Not had my own dad in 21 years and I couldn’t manage to stay with my sons dad to allow him one.

If You’re Online Be AwareIF YOU’RE ONLINE BE AWARE
A lady wrote this for the ladies and kindly gave it to me, but it is useful to everyone.
Everyone knows there are fakes, and guys online who only want nudes, or to cyber, but there are also stalkers and rapists online. Most of you know to be careful how much personal information you put online. You should also be careful how much personal information maybe in your photos. Such as pictures of your house or vehicles, edited out the license plate, house number, pictures with street signs, or anything that reveals your location.
There are some online who are not who they claim to be. If a man tells you he cares or wants something personal from you, he won’t mind proving he is who he claims to be. Most men are aware women have to cautious, if he has nothing to hide he won’t mind. You don’t have to apologize for wanting to protect yourself. You have the right to ask him, if he asks for anything from you. Such as if he asks for your phone number, ask f

Hows Sexy Am IVirgo
You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex.
You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you.
Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Good Lord!!! Could It Be Worse Lmaook guys its been a tough day for me. its my dads birthday. today marks 4 years since my grandfather, my dads dad passed away... today i found out my grandma died. so i thought id come on here and bust my ass comment bombing my contest. i got the 15,000 in bi babes contest but havent received the vic i was gettin for my b/f yet. so i am hoping to win this contest to give him the vic if for some reason bibabe doesnt pull threw. always think ahead cuz things come up. anyway... tonight my patriotic family is busting ass on our contest and the elite start bitchin we cheatin since we just left the elite for the patriotics they think they out to get me when both bob and i didnt do anything to them and they dont even know why they pissed except we left so here is the deal. its been a shitty day and now i get accused of cheating and most of my friends know i hate the macro and i hate the blaster so u know i would NOT join a family that would use one. so what im asking is maybe some of you come

Confessions Of A 23 Year Old~:D I admit I'm only 23 for hmm.. two weeks more..And I have to relish every moment of it. :P
I admit, I Do get lonely spells and premonitions Of what I can't place my finger on!
I Admit that unless we talk about things more than surface materials without digging deep, I feel as if Our relationship, friendship, or whatever is based on the lengths we can talk.
I admit that I dont have time to finish this..but I will continue MUCH LATER>>>LOL LUVs!!

Aiight. . . It's Decision Time. . .Okay, I was invited to a party y'all. Here's my decision. . . I know that there's gonna be alcohol, weed and coke in the mix up in this party. I'm pregnant and also a recovering coke addict. What should I do??? Should I go or should I stay home????

Every One Should BewareIF YOU’RE ONLINE BE AWARE
A lady wrote this for the ladies and kindly gave it to me, but it is useful to everyone.
Everyone knows there are fakes, and guys online who only want nudes, or to cyber, but there are also stalkers and rapists online. Most of you know to be careful how much personal information you put online. You should also be careful how much personal information maybe in your photos. Such as pictures of your house or vehicles, edited out the license plate, house number, pictures with street signs, or anything that reveals your location.
There are some online who are not who they claim to be. If a man tells you he cares or wants something personal from you, he won’t mind proving he is who he claims to be. Most men are aware women have to cautious, if he has nothing to hide he won’t mind. You don’t have to apologize for wanting to protect yourself. You have the right to ask him, if he asks for anything from you. Such as if he asks for your phone number, ask for his

Life And Deathgoing home from Eddie's in the city......
Following Phil so I don't lose myself...
So tired....... yet, my eyes are adjusting to the sunrise......
blink of an eye, I hear the rough pavement on the tires of Heather....
I was falling asleep behind the wheel, almost going over to the right of the grass on the highway....
than, I realized that I could have been in a terrible car accident.....
I have to say, I did shut my eyes once or twice on the way home, and it was very scary....
Wanting to speed to get home faster, but couldnt because I was on a ticket and saw a trooper once or twice....
I almost hit Kathy, Phil's car......changing lanes very non-chalant(sp).... making it look like I wanted to change lanes but really, I was falling sleep..... I got home safe at last where I was thankful for that rough pavement on the side of the road...... And now, Im alive......
right now, Im not the happiest person but Im here, not dead.

Happy Father's DayI titled this post more so I can recall when I made it. I sent my Dad an email already. I'd send a card but there are no cards here in Dushanbe. Plus the mail takes five weeks to get out! This place is definitely NOT what we enjoy about the USA. Yes it is a different country and a different culture. Sure makes me glad to like in The United States, that's for sure.
Internet here sucks. The speeds are 9.6k and if lucky I hit 80k. Yuck. But it is not bad considering they did not even have Internet here a year ago.
Yes I have been away from this site, it is definitely bandwidth intensive. It takes forever for pictures to download!
But I am almost 20% done with my tour in Tajikistan. So far it is nothing to write home about, but it is an experience I will look back on. It is another way to serve my country.
God bless.

Ladies I Need Your Input...Ok this has been on my mind a loooong time but i now have the Balls to ask
Let me set this up
A woman will start seeing a guy and things go well they may have there little quirks but anyway the guy starts treating the woman like shit is a complete dick and a scumbag...
Now this woman finds a nicer guy to talk to but its nothing this guy listens to her gives his input.. She finds out that this guy would treat a woman like a princess and give her the world... But she is still with the dick and professes she can change him(when you cant change a tigers stripes) and keeps taking the mental abuse..
but they nice guy is left there w nothing..
My question to you ladies
Why do you keep staying with the dicks? why do you like being treated bad
Why dont you like that nice guy that would treat you with the proper respect you deserve?
This boggles me

Just Checking..Ok this isnt one of my poems but its something just to check out who really pays any attention to this shit or what any-1 has to say.So if you checked this out then thnx leave me a comment or some shit.
Holla at cha boi...

ComputerHello to everyone that reads this. When you visit my page I see it, I try to visit your and rate, fan & add as soon as possible, but I have this slow ass dial-up crap and sometimes my computer wants to act up and takes forever to rate. Please do not think that I am being rude because I am not. I will get to you sooner or later. I promise.
Thanks for visiting.
hugs...
snukkums

BeautyBeauty is a wonder so great and so true, it's in all that you say it's in all that you do.
Beauty is your walk as it seems to just glide it's the way I feel proud as I walk by your side.
Beauty is your body as if carved from stone if GOD made any better he kept for his own.
Beauty is a wonder so great and so true so if beauty is all this then beauty is you....

How To Get PointsTaskGet points HHGet points off HHGives points HHGives points off HH
Vote a mumm201020?10?
Comment on a mumm0000
Rate a pic21?6
Rate a profile63?5-6*
Rate a stash21116
Comment on a stash21116
Make fan002110-11*
Accept friend126126
Notes:
Posting a mumm now seems to cost 100 cherry Bucks.
Things marked NSFW yield no points for either side.
? have heard different than I saw or have not confirmed
* seems to vary by profile. Looks like VICs get an extra point.
There is a sliding scale depending on your level and if you are a VIC. Above values where seen about level 10 for me. Now at level 14 I get 23 points for voting a mumm on happy hour.

People..People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you
know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone
is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have
expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you
with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or
spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for
the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or
at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the
relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is
that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The
prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to
s

To The People In My Morph Contest Plz ReadI'm sorry but i opened the contest a day earlier
but it will end a day earlier.
If i upset anyone i'm sorry!
But when i got 4 people to join the contest i
opened it not thinking anyone will all anyone
cheaters or anything.
But i did post bulletin and blog when i opened
it!
Any question plz ask me!
Thank you
Maria

Story I WroteYou’re lying on the bed naked as I enter the room; I have a bowl of strawberries in one hand and a can of whipped cream in the other. You look at me with a wicked grin and I tell you that we are going to play “ How many strawberries does it take.” You lay back spreading your legs slightly and then closing them, teasing me with a quick look at your pussy. I put the can of whipped cream down and the bowl of strawberries along side of it. Reaching into the bowl I take one of the strawberries and place it halfway into my mouth. Moving down to your sweet lips I brush the end of the strawberry against your lips. You lick your lips and open your mouth, feeling my right hand gently caressing down your body. I press my lips to yours and let the strawberry enter your mouth. You bite into the strawberry the sweet juices exploding into your mouth, your teeth open and you feel my tongue enter your mouth. I gently flick the end of my tongue to yours tasting the strawberry. We roll over so you are on

2 All Men On CtPLEASE DONT ASK ME 2 SUCK U OR FUCK U ... IF I SAY NO THEN THATS IT DONT ASSUME THAT JUST CUZ IM A WOMAN N UR A MAN THAT I AM AUTOMATICALLY GOTTA DO SOMETHING WITH U.... ITS OK TO SAY HI SEXI N ALL BUT U KNOW WHAT I WONT BE POSTING MYSELF NAKED PICS ON HERE SO DONT ASK...IF I SAY I AM SEEING SOMEONE DONT ASK FOR A ONE NIGHT STAND OR A QUICKIE AT A MOTEL CUZ IM NOT UP FOR THAT.IM NOT ON THIS SITE FOR SEX AS MOST PPL ARE SO DONT ASK ME CUZ MY ANSWER IS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
SO IF U R ON MY FRIENDS LIST N CHECKING ME OUT FOR SEX DONT BOTHER WITH CONTACTING ME CUZ UR JUST WASTING MY N UR TIME
IM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS CUZ IM ALREADY GETTING TO KNOW SOMEONE

Yummy Leather Guy .... And Other HottiesSo I finally started reading the Sherrilyn Kenyon books I bought last summer. I know, took me long enoough to get around to it.
I bought three of the Dark Hunter series. I am only about 5 chapters into the first one, and I'm, already hooked. :)
I need to get the others.

PedofilesParents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening:
This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo
This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo
This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL
This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo
This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story.
Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

Damn It!Ruby isn't at her desk. I call her and it goes straight to voicemail. Ergo I can't smoke til she answers. She's fucking up my flow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ScarsDoes your pain leave a stain
Does it cause you to refrain
From speaking your own mind
Whenever your eyes meet mine
Does your fear bring you to tears
Making everything unclear
Do you want to hold my hand
Or is that more than you can stand
Are there wounds that never heal
Making how you feel seem so surreal
Do you sob in desperation
Do you scream in aggravation
Does your heart leave you confused
And you don't know what to do
Guess what I've been there to
And it's all because of you
This has gone too far
I just hope I can live with the scars

What ElseNever fails, every sight I join I break some rule. Myspace my profile was deleted, Wheres george - suspention and now here. Thats right I got myself suspended from mumming. Wasn't even that big of a deal. GO FIGURE-SUCK.

You Know You Want Too!! HahaI really need all my friends and family to sign my guestbook. If you could take a minute of your time and sign I will return the favor :)

Help Me And Ill Help Uif u wanna help me out on the contest i just entered the pic link is below i buy gifts for people that helps me just send me a message lettin me lnow u did if im not online at the time

Ct Marriage!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do."
could be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife
in the near future.
Now, this is just for fun and to see who likes you to be your wife/ hubby so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life.
You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=)
Repost this or your marrige will be plagued
with bad luck. Repost it with the title of
"cherrytap marriage''
(repost of original by '¢ÓDJ¢¾L1ps¢ÓAdrenaline¢¾Radio¢Ó' on '2007-06-18 15:22:21')
(repost of original by '~CherryGrl Shalyna/Twix/Club Far of s*u*p*~' on '2007-06-18 16:16:41')
(repost of original by 'techdestroyer - The Clodhopper "Lolly's Candyland Candies"' on '2007-06-18 16:56:10')
(repost of original by 'DJ PLEASURE ~NIGHT MANAGER @ INFERNO~' on '2007-06-18 17:23:05')
(repost of original by 'techdestroyer - The Clodhopper "Lolly's Candyland Candies"' on '2007-06-18 17:41:56')
(repost of original by 'Chantill

I Am!I am Tressa, I am 20 years old, I have lost my first two kids, been married and trying to get divorced, I have the greatest friends anyone could ever ask for and a family who loves me very much and Im in love with the greatest man on the face of this planet...I am a dreamer, a writer, a lover, a fighter, a sister, a friend, a daughter, an aunt, a woman, a child, a woman in love, a scared child, I am loved, hated, liked, loathed, wanted, needed, and Im so much more...
I am Tressa, I am ambishous, strong willed, confussed most days, sometimes arragont, out-spoken, annoying, bitchy, aggressive, head-strong, a hopeless romantic, angery, bold, brave, beautiful (in my own ways), blunt, cunning, mischievious, optimistic (most of the time) compassionate, sexual, fun-loving, charming, educated (atleast enough to get by with life), clumsy, a jumbled mess of thoughts, caring, dumb, thoughtful, stunning, deranged, straight forward, artistic, depressed, dangerous, hard working, geeky, honest, em

Reason For Being SickMY DADDY ONLY HAS 5.8% OF HIS ONLY KIDNEY LEFT WORKING AND IT IS GETTING WORSE..HE HAS BEEN SICK FOR A WEEK AND CANT HOLD ANYTHING DOWN...NOT EVEN WATER!
I TOOK HIM TO THE HOSPITAL AND THEY ARE KEEPING HIM...I AM SO SCARED BECAUSE IF HIS KIDNEY DROPS ANY LOWER HE CAN FORGET PEOPLE PLACE AND EVEN SIMPLE THINGS LIKE HOW TO MORE GO TO THE BATHROOM OR WORSE HE COULD GET VIOLENT BECAUSE HE WOULDNT EVEN KNOW ME...
I AM SO SCARED AND SAD THAT IF THEY DONT FIX HIM SOON HE WILL DIE...I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY DADDY SO PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM!!! THANKS EVERYONE!
OXOX'S NIKKI
P.S I GOT A PIC UP OF HIM AND ONE OF ME WITH HIM BEHIND ME..PLZ GO RATE IT AND LEAVE ME A HOPE FILLED COMMENT ..--THANKS--

My Family Two Months LaterIt was two months ago, April 19, 2007 that my two Grandsons were killed in Hazleton,PA in a fire. Omar was 7 and Elijah 3.
I felt your prayers as my Daughter and her Husband fought for their lives. My youngest grandson survived in good shape.
We have lived a lifetime in the last two months; Angel the youngest, turned one the week after the fire.
Of course there was the burial;
Going back to meet Omar's Teachers;
Having Omar's Little League Uniform given to my daughter on what would have been his first game.
The league retired his number and the kids all have it embroidered on their hats.
Mother's day came, many tears were shed.
The ashes of the home were sifted and the wedding rings were found.
And now yesterday was Father's day with all those tears returning.
Today My Son-in-Law is better, yet faces a long recovery.
He says he got to Heaven with the boys and was told they could enter but he had to return.
My Daughter is doing well, physically, She was pregnant

Chapter Onewhen after struggling for two hours to make conversation with two co-eds you've only just met outside a McDonald's in suburban jersey, you cant help but ask why. are you so desperate that when they casually slid their car in behind yours, blocking you in so you cant get away, you pretend not to notice? does their attention stroke some need in you? fill some void, some loneliness left behind by the last few months of homelessness ?
well its like this. you're sittin on the back of your best friend's '86 camaro eating cheeseburgers and sharin a coke. you've just got off the highway after 10 hours worth of driving that should have taken 5. you're exhausted and damn glad to be out of the car. being an 18 year old guy, you dont mind a bit when you notice the two girls parked a couple spaces to your right pointing at you, staring and eventually sauntering over, clinging to each other as if one has any more of a spine than the other. they invite you to some party one of their friends is havei

What Psychology Professionals Should Know About PolyamoryWhat Psychology Professionals Should Know About Polyamory
The Lifestyles and Mental Health Concerns
of Polyamorous Individuals
Geri D. Weitzman
gdw@numenor.org
Based on a paper presented at the 8th Annual Diversity Conference
March 12th, 1999 ~ Albany, New York
Table of Contents
* Introduction
* Types of polyamory
* Benefits of polyamory
* Demographic data on polyamory
* Therapists’ views of polyamory
* What is known about the psychological and social functioning of polyamorous individuals?
* Specific concerns of polyamorous individuals, which therapists can help with
* Future research and conclusions
* References
* Appendix A: Ways that therapists can be of help to polyamorous individuals and partners
* Appendix B: Polyamory resources
* Permission to duplicate this paper
* Acknowledgements
Introduction
In our culture, we tend to assume that people are monogamous. People generally have relationsh

New One For PattiThe way you treat me goes beyond my dreams.
Life is turning into a fairie tale or so it would seem.
I fear one day I will blink my eyes and you'll be gone.
And once again my heart will sing that sad love song.
To never close my eyes I guess that is what I must do.
That way I'll never lose sight of the beauty I've come to know as you.
My heart in my hands as my arms begin to shake.
Wondering about the descision you will make.
To accept it would bring tears of joy to my eyes.
Then my only wish would be that you never say goodbye.

The NotebookWow, I just finished watching the movie, "The Notebook". That has got to be one of the best love story type movies I have ever watched.
That movie sums up what I want to find, better than any amount of typing I could ever do. They had it all, love, passion, trust, communication, and it was unbreakable and never ending.
It might be cheesy to alot of people, but that is the type of love that I hope someday to find. Through good and bad, they always had each other, even when they were apart, their hearts were not.
If you haven't seen it and you like a good tear jerker, watch it, you won't be sorry.
To all of those who have it, Congratulations and don't ever take it for granted, because there are some of us that might just search our whole lives for it.

Men And WomenI ask, what do you want from us? As a man , do you want us to really help pay bills? Do you really want us to be understanding, with only half the story. How about shopping, you know we don't like shopping when you try every piece of material there is in the mall.... then you ask us how does it look! How does getting out of here before it closes sound? You ask us, how it taste, when you know you put to much or not enough of something in it. Why wait for me to test it, you cooking, see what it taste like before you give it to me!! Why ask for something you'll return later? And if i give you everything you wanted, why don't you know what you want? Do you know what you want from us?

GrrrrI have to rant on a few (edited 6-21-07Z)
#1 Money why is it when i get it its gone? I don't shop alot barely if ever wtf i hate being a grown up lol!!
#2 My car- why is it that my car in 12 yrs has been AWESOME running but now in the past 2 yrs has been shit right now after just days ago having work done my muffler is falling off AGAIN!!! yes i know bring it back I KNOW but still this is the 8th muffler repair in 5 yrs WTF IS THAT
#3 and the one that is causing me to crash and burn yes I am a single parent that lives with a very controlling mother (but she pays our way/ it her way of still having some sort of hand over me) who hasn't dated in 6 yrs or had sex in that amount of time. I find the one person who fits and I fuck it up not intentionally 11 times I mean I will freely admit I was scared as all hell to see him the first 3-4 times and circumstances happened which made me have to not go but being the person I am that kills me deeply I have got such a bond with him

Mutually Assured Destruction...Rules of Engagement
Personally I hate the 1-10 rating system on Cherry Tap. It is bullshit and too complicated. That and super special people who payout too much money to the rocket scientists who run this site having the ability to rank 11’s… Which at best is a 10% improvement over a 10. It also adds some ratings inflation, but given the hininess of the site it probably does not mean much… But I suspect not one person who runs CT has taken a statistics class.
It should be like the stash ratings… thumbs up and thumbs down. The super special people who pay more, should have their ratings equal to two thumbs up. That would actually mean something statistically.
So we have ratings and that is the way of it. I appreciate 10’s and in turn I will always give a 10 back… usually more, as I surf though a profile and like the pictures. If for some reason the person is exceptionally fuggly, has limited pictures or god awful pictures… I will give their profile a 10. That is how I

Leaving Ct...break....for Good....IF IM GONNA KEEP GETTING BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING AND SHIT AND HAVIN EVERYONE HATE ME I AM DONE I DO NEED A BREAK I HONESTLY DO I HAV TRIED TO TELL HIM THAT BUT HE DONT LISTEN HE ONLY HEARS WAT HE WANTS TO HEAR OR READS WAT HE WANTS TO READ IM BOUT TO FUCKIN SNAP ALL THREE OF US SAID WE NEEDED A BREAK AND SHIT FROM NSL I HAV BEEN SAYIN I NEED A BREAK I CANT ALWAYS BE HERE TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING GOES PERFECTLY AND THE DJS THAT WE DO HAV SHOW UP AND SHIT I CANT DO IT ALL I HAV BASICALLY RUN MY SELF DOWN WITH THIS SHIT AND I DONT KNO WAT TO DO ANYMORE I REALLY DONT I DONT KNO WHETHER TO LEAVE CT ALL TOGETHER IT SEEMS LIK THE BEST FOR EVERYONE IF I LEAVE BC ITS LIK IM THE PROBLEM ALL THE TIME OR IDK WHETHER I SHOULD LEAVE FOR A LIL BIT AND COME BAC THATS WAT I MEANT BY DONE/BREAK I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WAT I WANT TO DO OR WATS BEST FOR EVERYONE ELSE WHETHER TO STAY OR LEAVE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING

Just A Brief One!Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! Hope your week is off to a great start, lol.
Yep, I did it again! I was requested, nicely, to enter the Demonic Pic contest for a 7 day Blast! Since they asked nicely, lol, and one of my family members offered a suitable pic for my use, I've entered the contest. Wish me luck!
You all know I'm not much into contests, but if you help me out with comments, I'll do my best to return the favor when needed!
So far so good with the Mercury Retrograde - I haven't totally lost it yet, lol! Just as well!
Just so everyone is aware, I'll be off to Madison with my Mom and sister this Saturday and Sunday. We'll be visiting and staying with my oldest son William - always a good time, lol! Not sure he'll let me on his computer while I'm there, but we'll see.
My friend Stacey is ready to take more pics of me, so she ways, lol! So within the next couple of weeks we'll be taking some new ones for my Pic files. Wish me luck on that, too, lmao!
I ne

A Few Giggles...One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed
In a very sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do
Anything you want."
So he tied her up and went golfing.
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A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license.
First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test.
The optician showed him a card with the letters:
'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked.
"Read it?" the Polish guy replied, "I know the guy."
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Mother Superior called all the nuns together and said to them,
"I must tell you all something. We have a case of gonorrhea in
The convent."
"Thank God," said an elderly nun at the back. "I'm so tired of
Chardonnay."
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A wife was making a breakfast of fried eggs for her husband.
Suddenly, her husband burst into the kitchen. "Care

It's Only Fun Until Someone Loses An Eye...then It's A Birthday PartyThere are days when my insanity is safely tucked away in the back of my brain someplace between math ratios and the Krebb's cycle. Other days, I might as well be waving a red flag and have a target painted on my backside.
I like to think that I am a good daughter, sister, teacher, coworker, friend, girlfriend, lover and in-law. *Insert loud record scratch*
In law?? Ususally the term outlaws is the word used to designate those people that are attached to the person who take siblings out of the family commune and out of your hair. In my case, it's one down and one to go....
Today, I went a step beyond being "good" and will forever hold my brother in law in the palm of my hand. He will sleep with one eye open waiting for me to either squish him or let him live happily forever after with my sister.
My sister is turning 39....that number still cracks me up. My brother in law thought he would "surprise" her this Sunday with a Birthday party. What a fool he is. When I sai

For My Friend Who Lost His Wife Rip SweetpeaMy brother and his wife are CT members and have not been on in like 6 months or so due to the fact that he went back to driving over the road again and his wife went with, and some of my friends were friends of theirs too.Heres the link to my brothers page 348354@ CherryTAP
unfortunatly I have recieved a very upsetting phone call from him that his wife has passed. Apparently she had a heart attack this morning. She turned his life around for him and totally changed him for the better. My brother and I have always had the kind of relationship to where we only talked when we caught up with one another lol...They were there for me back in October when Ray wasnt doing soo good, and I feel bad that I cant be there for him now. He is there dealing with this all alone and theres nothing that I can do about it.. Hes all the way in Virginia and Im in South Carolina with a sick husband myself. My son is taking it hard cause he did get really close to her adn we all know how children are with

New Cari need a new car. if you have any advice or suggestions please reply. my transmission broke in my ford focus. i just want a new car.

Look Out For This Azzjust a warning to all my friends I was rated an 8 today and instead of just leaving it at that he also left a mean comment I know we are not all 10's and I never would said anything about an 8 here is the link to the comment http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=514297&i=694715048 just copy and paste to come see it and here is the link to his page http://www.cherrytap.com/user/898235
of course I washavingabad dayto start offand this just made it worse!

Goddamitwell that supposed job interview i had today never happend, i went down there waited for the manager, then all she told me was they already filled all the possistions! hey bitch then why did u bother sceduling an interview with me yesterday? or bother to call me back telling me they where already filled! fucking waist of time!

Love Internet Style.....FINDING LOVE ON THE INTERNET, WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO. SURE THE WEB HAS OPENED BROAD HORIZONS FOR MANY OF ITS USERS, BUT REALLY HOW WELL CAN YOU KNOW SOMEONE THAT YOU MET ON THE INTERNET. SO MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE WITH SO MANY DIFFERENT AGENDAS ITS HARD TO TELL THE TRUTH FROM THE MAKE-BELIEVE. MANY OUT THERE HIDE BEHIND THEIR KEYBOARDS AND SAY EVERYTHING THAT YOU WANT TO HEAR. BUT DOES THESE PEOPLE REALLY MEAN WHAT THEY SAY OR REALLY SAY WHAT THEY MEAN. THE WEB IS FULL OF FAKES AN EVERYONE NEEDS TO WATCH WHO THEY TALK TO, WHAT SECRETS ABOUT YOURSELF DO REVEAL, OR WHAT FANTASIES THAT YOU GIVE INTO. IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR LOVE ON THE WEB THEN YOU HAVE A PROBLEM. YOU NEED TO GET OUT MORE. EXPERIENCE SOCIETY AND STOP BEING A PRISONER OF YOUR OWN HOME. FOR THOSE OF YOU OUT THERE WITH LOW SELF ESTEEM HERE'S A NEWS FLASH FOR YOU THE WORLD ISN'T FILLED EXTREMELY GORGEOUS PEOPLE. ITS FULL OF REGULAR PEOPLE JUST LIKE YOU AND ME. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE BURNED BY INTERNET ROMANCE WEL

The TroopsHere is a soldier stationed in Iraq, stationed in a big sand box. He asked his wife to send him dirt (U.S. soil), fertilizer, and some grass seed so that he can have the sweet aroma, and feel the grass grow beneath his feet. When the men of the squadron have a mission that they are going on, they take turns walking through the grass and the American soil -- to bring them good luck.
If you notice, he is even cutting the grass with a pair of a scissors. Sometimes we are in such a hurry that we don't stop and think about the little thing s that we take for granted.
Upon reading this, say a little prayer for our soldiers that give and give (and give up) so unselfishly for us.

I Didnt Forget!EVERYONE that sent me a birthday gift.. mail or comment I WILL say thank you to each and everyone!
I recieved over 170 some gifts within 2 days and at least 300 profile comments.
I love you all I have never felt more welcome and loved ! You all ROCK!!

Help Tanya Get A DateSo, here it is -- I want to be in a relationship. And, quite frankly, I haven't had a lot of luck with Match.com (or even OKCupid, which is where I've made some good friends). So I wanted to ask for your feedback (since you're, like, guys) on my profile... I really do want an honest assessment. What appeals to you, what might come off as needy, frightening, or otherwise off-putting. Also, for those of you who know me well, what would you put in a profile that I haven't? If you were writing a profile of me, what would you say?
About Me, and who I'm looking for
I laugh easily and often, and consider shared laughter essential in a relationship. I have piles of books in every room of my house, and I'm usually reading more than one of them at a time. I'm very much a night owl, and rarely go to bed before 2 a.m.
I'm girlie in a few ways (I like jewelry, the color pink, and painting my toenails), but I'm also into watching sports (particularly football and hockey) and playing vi

Shower Scenecome inside there is plenty of room
in this hot shower of mine
caress my chest while i touch your lips
and give a kiss that feels so devine
glide your hand straight down my back
while my hands caress your cheek
feel our kiss go deeper and deeper
as our tongues play like animals in heat
oh how i love the taste of your lips
so tender and so sweet
feel my hands grib hard on your ass
while it lifts you off your feet
gliding like an eagle
my hand sores to your sweetest spot
feel the rush flow through your body
while you beg me not to stop
nice and slow my fingers flows
touching every inch of you
and when i reach your soaked hole
like a snake i slither through
you grab me tighter while biting my neck
and moan "you fucking tease"
those words in my mind make me player deeper
til you gasp and fell to your knees
"two can play that game" you said with a smile
and stayed kneeling on the shower floor
then you wrapped your sweet lips around me
and sucked

Why?Life is a barren wasteland
Deprived of all its reason
Science is its deep, dark dangers
Emotions its swirling sandstorms
For here alone I sit
as I strive to comprehend
am I the ULTIMATE CAUSE
or just another end?

In The Blink Of An Eye....It's a beautiful sunny day the last day of school...I'm at work and hear an announcement of an accident close by...My partner and good friend makes a flippant comment "ooohh that doesn't sound good!!" A short while later her husband phones and tells her to get to the hospital immediately their son has been in a car accident....yes you guessed the same said accident on the radio....
Now I should explain that Barb and I are partners and good friends and our sons are best friends...She leaves in a panic and I start my own panic...putting two and two together and making 10!! I start to text my sons and there are no answer...so I phone the school and have them check the classes no they not in class ...Oh sweet Jesus you can guess what I'm thinking....While I'm putting a sign on the door to explain the sudden closure I get a call from my son...He's at the hospital with his brother and the brothers of Barb's son Cameron....Cameron and a boy named Kevin were joy riding in a fancy sports car K

3900 Till Rockstari need 3900 to level up to rockstar and its happy hour all help is greatly appreciated thatnx to all that helps and has helped in the past luv to all
☻Mr. Nice Guy☻ of Shady's S*U*P & Team SHOCKER{I.A.R. #35}@ CherryTAP

"friends" Vs. "southern Friends”FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food.
FRIENDS: Will say "hello".
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss.
FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you.
FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together.
FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you.
FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"
FRIENDS: Are for a while.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Are for life.
FRIENDS: Might ignore this.
SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will forward this to all their Southern Friends!
(And those who aren't Southern too!!)

This Is Effin Bs!!!OK SO I REQUESTED SUNDAY OFF FOR MY SONS BDAY (WELL ACTUALLY THE DAY AFTER HIS PARTY)BC HIS PARTY IS GONNA BE LATE AT NIGHT N I DONT WANNA RISK HAVING TO BE UP LATE N HAVE TO GET UP EARLY THE NEXT MORNING FOR WORK SO I TOOK PTO (PERSONAL TIME OFF).. GO FUCKIN FIGURE THAT MY ASSHOLE OF A SUPERVISOR DENIES MY REQUEST!! BC THERE AINT NO ONE TO WORK.. WELL THERE ARE ATLEAST 5 PPL THAT COULD BE AVAIL THAT DAY TO WORK.. N WE NORMALLY ONLY NEED 4.. SHES GIVES ME THIS SOB STORY THAT SHE HAD TO SCHEDULE HERSELF THE LATER SHIFT JUST SO I COULD WORK THE MORN N HAVE THE REST OF THE DAY OFF.. BOO FRIKEN HOO...
SO THE ASS SCHEDULES ME FOR A 6-11 SHIFT ON SUNDAY!! EXACTLY WHAT I DIDNT WANT TO HAPPEN!! SO SHE TELLS ME I CAN DO A SHIFT TRADE N SWAP W SOMEONE ELSE.. WHICH I DONT WANNA DO! SO IM GONNA JUST CALL OFF! SCREW HER!!
IM TIRED OF ALL THIS BULLSHIT!!
N TO TOP IT ALL OFF.. SHE GOES AN LIES ABOUT WORK, SAYING SHE DID SOMETHING WHEN SHE DIDNT.. JUST SO SHE WONT HAVE A CONFRONTATION!! WHA

Sexual IdentityBody: According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name.
-A-
You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern.
-B-
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of y

KindnessSometimes I feel as if my hands are tied. Others emotional states effect me when they constantly lash out at me. The Drama breaks my heart but sitting back taking the anger and abuse no longer is healthy for me. Kindness often gets confused for Weakness.
I found myself talking to someone who is absolutely beautiful. He has been facing something way beyond my comprehension and funny...he let me just "blab" on the phone like a silly High School girl. I then realized after the conversation was over, that sweating the small shit is just a waste of energy, emotions and time for me. The courage and kindness of this person made me truley respect him as a beautiful human being....
Randomness of my thoughts, emotions and details of my life now have become not as important to me as just the simple things in my life..such as my daughters smile..and the voice of a wonerful friend...

Application For Service(updated)I found this on Mistress M's blog... and loved it so much I had to adapt it for My own use.... thank You Mistress M
Fill this out honestly and completely if you wish to be considered for servitude to Lady Karmic, send it to Me by email for review at karmas_chyld@cherrytap.com
Name:
Age:
Weight & Height:
Bust size (girls) / Penis size (boys):
Eye & Hair Color:
Which are you Submissive / Slave:
Location:
Orientation:
Email address:
Marital status:
Able to travel:
Education level:
Employment:
Income level:
Skills/talents:
Able to tribute (gifts / money) Mistress time is precious, if you want My attention you have to be able to tribute Me for it:
Answer the following, should Lady Karmic require you for entertainment.
I am available to serve most often at this time and on these days:
I have a webcam/digital camera:
Are willing to take pics with it to prove you did what I ordered you too:
Length of time avail

FriendsIm being stupid...does anyone like me on cherrytap or am i wasting my time..cause i just lost my best friend..and no one seems to care

I'm Really ScaredAS THE TIME IS NEARING FOR ME TO LEAVE THE LIFE I HAVE KNOWN FOR OVER 17 YEARS, IM GETTING EXCITED BUT YET SCARED OF WHAT IS TO HAPPEN WITH ME AN TO ME. PHEONEX, ARIZONIA IS FAR THE BIGGEST CITY I HAVE EVER LIVED IN. AN LEAVING THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE BEHIND ME. MY CHILDREN, AN MY GRANDDAUGHTERS.
THIS MORNING I GOT A TEAR OUT OF THE EYE OF THE 90 SOME YEAR OLD WOMEN I WOKKED WITH FOR 2 YEARS IN THE DAIRY DEPT. WHO NEVER SHOWED THAT KIND OF EMOTION BEFORE THIS MORNING AN A VERY BIG HUG, SHOWING ME I WAS AFTER ALL IMPORTANT TO HER AN GOING TO BE MISSED. AS I WILL NOT SEE HER AGAIN. IT WAS MY LAST NIGHT TO WORK WITH HER.
AN MY FREINDS I HAVE MADE HERE OVER THE YEARS I HAVE LIVED IN KANSAS, YES SOME ARE FROM WALMART. BUT THE ONE I WILL MISS THE MOST IS MY BEST FREIND JESSI. AS I FEAR WITH ME GOING AWAY!! WE WILL LOOSE TOUCH AS FREINDS OFTEN DO IN THE SHUFFLE OF EVERYDAY LIFE AN TIME CHANGES. AS I WILL BE 2 HOURS BEHIND HER TIME AN 3 HOURS BEHIND MY FAMILY AN FREINDS IN OHIO AN EASTER

What Do You Think???Hello all! Welcome to my 1st blog! I haven't even tried this before so maybe doing this one will get me kick started. I just had a thought. Did you know that morning is the longest part of the day? It is, really! Technically morning begins at midnight and goes all the way to noon. That, of course, is 12 hrs. Afternoon and evening only last half that long each. How did the times of the day I like get so shortchanged on time? I'm really NOT a morning-type person even though my schedule over here forces me to be one. And that's about it! So, do you think that my pondering this is normal for someone in my situation or have I completely gone around the bend. Has my cheese totally slipped off of my cracker? Is being in Kosovo turning my brain into mush? What do you think??? Be gentle, it's my 1st time...:-)

I Want You!!! Do You Want Me?POSSE!!!!!!
OMG I AM SO SO SO DAMN LUCKY. I AM SO SO SO DAMN PROUD. I AM SO SO SO DAMN OVERWHELMED HERE. I HAVE THE BEST CREW ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR. WE HAVE BUSTED OUT SO MANY COMMENTS AND ALL BECAUSE WE WORK AS A TEAM. WE STAY FOCCUSED AND GO WHERE WE ARE NEEDED DESPITE IF WE HAVE OUR OWN CONTESTS IN PROGRESS OR NOT.. WE ALL ARE WILLING TO SACERFICE OUR SELVES FOR ONE ANOTHER AND IN DOING THAT WE STAY TIGHT, CLOSE, AND BONDED. ONE LAST THING BECAUSE OF THIS WE WIN. WE WIN ~ WE WIN ~ AND WE WIN. MAYBE NOT FIRST PLACE EVERYTIME BUT DAMN WE SURE AS HELL WIN A LARGE NUMBER OF THEM.. WAHOOOOOOOOOO FOR MY POSSE. I CAN'T HELP MYSELF. I JUST LOVE REALLY REALLY TRUELY LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU GUYS.. I HAVE WITHOUT QUESTION THE BEST GROUP OF PEOPLE OUT HERE. GOD I AM SO LUCKY. THANK YOU GUYS BECAUSE OF YOU I CAN BOMB ALL OVER CT FEELING NOTHING BUT PRIDE.. NOW LETS GO BOMB SOME SHIT. WORD.
Hey everyone! I'm Mizz Shady the leader of Shady's Underground Posse. Also known as S*U*

Good Morninggood morning my awsome friends,i hope you have a wonderfull day and keep them cute smiles on your faces love you all

Beautiful TragedySilent night, let me sleep away these memories within
Sacrifices of purity are turning into sins
And this judgement day is drawing near
And this confession is killing me
The beautiful tragedy is crashing into me
This dying destiny
So now you lay yourself down in this grave with shattered eyes
Beautiful melodies to try and wash away the lies
And ths judgement day is growing near
And this confession is killing me again
This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me
This dying destiny, take me away
Will you be there
Will you be there by my grave
Or will you be the death of me

FaithOne day a 6 year old was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy:
TEACHER: Tommy do you see the tree outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky.
TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky.
TEACHER: Did you see God?
TOMMY: No.
TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He just doesn't exist.
A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions.
The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the
boy:
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the tree outside?
TOMMY: Yes
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky?
TOMMY: Yessssss!
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher?
TOMMY: Yes.
LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?
TOMMY: No.
LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today i

An Email From A Friend...I was shopping at the local supermarket where I selected:
A half-gallon of 2% milk,
A carton of eggs,
A quart of orange juice,
A head of romaine lettuce,
A 2 lb. can of coffee, and
A 1 lb. package of bacon.
As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier.
While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single."
I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status. Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what, you're absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?"
The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly

In Memory Of My Grandmother Inlaw One Year TodayA year ago today my family lost someone so precious and dear to our family our childrens great grandmother we called her Grammy Smith she was 92 when she passed and it was such a sad day for all of us. Even today on her one year anniversary it is still hard to come to realize that shes gone from this earth and even though she is in our hearts nothing can fill the empty void in our hearts that place where she will always remain it's so hard to remember a loved ones face after so much time but some how we embed their smile or their laugh within our self so that we can always have a piece of them with us. This woman was a wonderful woman always gave never wanted anything in return was an outstanding citizen in our home town there wasn't anything she wouldnt do for someone in need. I love you Grammy Smith I miss you so very much we all do may the lord always keep you safe within his arms and may you always look down upon your beautiful family with lots of love and smiles we miss you so muc

Loli was told i fuck like a porn star, 1 side of me thinks thats sum kool shit, but the otherside of me thinks i should feel different about it, what do the ladies think?

That Proved It!!!!!!!!!!!!Yesterday I went to hang out with Chris. So I got the ice cream store to get us some ice cream and what not.
Anyway as I'm entering the store some random jackass who's sitting outside with his WIFE AND CHILDREN tries to hit on me.
Some men are fucking scum.

How Much Lust Do You Have?Your Lust Quotient: 27%
You are a fairly lustful person, but nothing out of the norm.
You usually keep your lust under control, but sometimes it gets the better of you.
How Much Lust Do You Have?

My First BlogHi everyone this is my first blog ever so if you have any suggestions or comments feel free to reply. To start I'll tell you a little about myself. I am a 31 year old father of 2 great kids. My son is 7 and my daughter is 5 and will turn 65 on July 5th. I have been married to my beautiful wife for 8 years and I am still madly in love with her and always will be.
The past couple days have been pretty stressfull considering I hate my job and my son was injured. He was playing around and cut his head open and had to get 6 staples. It was a pretty bad cut and it was pretty scary. This was short and sweet but I wanted to try a blog and see what responses I get. Hane a great day everyone!!!! Thanks

Results From Cancer Screeningok the docs dont have the official results back but the un-official results are saying that its just mild dysplasia which is just abnormal cells in my cervix but they sent the samples up for more screening just to be sure and the doc says hopefully within 2 weeks the official results should b back but she thinks its fine and that i will b ok but due to teh face that cancer runs in my family they are keeping me on regular screening for every 6 months now instead of once every year! thank you all for keeping me in your thoughts and prayers!! I love you all!!!

It's Coming Soon!!!!!!!!!Just wanted to let everyone know that I will be posting the cover of the book soon. I should hopefully have it before the week is through. As soon as I do I will be posting abulleting with the book info and the cover so everyone can SEE what they will be getting, big difference I think. Anyway, please watch the bulletins, it is coming soon. Thanks and everyone have a fabulous day :)
Peter Britt

My First PaperGot an A- on it.
The Day The Sun Rose Twice
On August 6th, 1945 the Sun rose twice over the city of Hiroshima when the atomic bomb was dropped by the United States onto the Empire of Japan. The initial blast killed an estimated 80,000 people while radiation sickness eventually claimed over 60,000 lives. In the aftermath of the first atomic bombing in world history, John Hersey ventures to find and interview survivors into order to record their story. The book “Hiroshima” was originally the real accounts of two women, two holy men and two doctors in the hours leading up to the dropping of the atomic bomb and the chaotic period that followed. In the newest editions of the book, Hersey also includes interviews that he conducted when he returned to Japan on the 40th anniversary of the attack to follow up with the six people he wrote about. The account given by John Hersey deliberately leaves out almost any mention of the war raging around Japan at the time and solely focuses on t

I'll Remind You Foreveri let you go cause
i love you
i alloud you to say what you did
cause i love you
i still talk to you
cause i love you
you could always count on me
cause i love you
i love you you
cause we were friends before anything ..
and i will always love you
you know who you are ...
I love you

New Tuneswell i just added my project playlist ,, let me know if you like what i have ,, or if you can think of anything that might pop in your head that you would want to hear,,,,, or heres one whats the first song that pops in your head when you think of my name or view my profile,,,lol let me know this should be fun !!!!!!!

Pissed Off Bitchnow my left side of bar tab aint working.
i recieve NO mail alerts.. and when someone hits my page with a comment it takes the place of the previous line of info.
what a fuckin crock I say

Introduction Truth Number OneAs much as I would love to lie to all of you, and say that I have the perfect, cherry life, I don't. I'm tired of lying about what I feel, so I don't hurt people's feelings.
If there was one thing I hated about myself, it's that I put other's feelings about what I say above my true thoughts. I don't want to piss anybody off, or create an uncomfortable situation. I hate tense atmospheres. Slowly, I have been changing that, and let me tell you...it is liberating, yet has created a lot of strife in my life in relation to my husband and my marital relationship.
Truth number 1: I despise my husband.
There was a night four years ago, that I have never gotten over. We did go to counseling for our marital problem, however in hindsight, I should have gone for myself first. I snapped that night mentally towards him. He broke my trust, my spirit, my will, and my love towards him. Long story short, I did have enough strength to send him to jail, and should have divorced him. How

Hello All My Friendsi am doing this blog up to ask all of you if any would like to come join my lounge as my staff and 2 hlp me with promotions please i can use the help with it if you would like to leave me a message on this blog or a c-mail tell me

For The Last Time. =)ALEXANDER THE GREAT WAS NOT GAY. GET OVER YOURSELF IF YOU THINK THIS AND PLEASE READ A BOOK. HISTORY IS FUN WHEN YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT.
XXXX
PERSIA

I Apologize For Being So Busy Lately...NAIL IN THE FENCE
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
(Most importantly the last sentence)
There once was a little boy who had a bad
temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails
and told him that every time he lost his
temper, he must hammer a nail into the back
of the fence. The first day the boy had
driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next
few weeks, as he learned to control his
anger, the number of nails hammered daily
gradually dwindled down. He discovered
it was easier to hold his temper than to
drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the day came when the boy didn't
lose his temper at all. He told his father
about it and the father suggested that the
boy now pull out one nail for each day that
he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally
able to tell his father that all the nails
were gone. The father took his son by the
hand and led him to the fence He sa

Wow Tomorrow !!!!!WOW Very Excite and Nervous To Meeting Amy!!
It is tomorrow! I just starting moving bags and dvds in my truck..... I just fill up my truck to full-tank and getting ready to leaving at 9:00am at EST times! I just feeling little bit weird that 1 person really wants me! I never seen any lady who not wants to meeting to me? I did asking and asking but most of ladies kept saying oh wait and wait!!! I just give up and hopeful we will work out! I stop by Sears.... I just look at nice ring for promise loves! I will thinking about it wait see what's next? If she is truly loving me lot! I will order it for her re-size ring and till she will coming over our place to meeting my parents! Maybe we will meeting her again on July 20th at Buffalo NY for my cousin's wedding! She say I wants to go with you! I will show them that is my good girlfriend!! SoooN I will getting upload my pics and you will see those of us in pics! WE ARE NOT FAKER OR PLAYER!! We will show or prove to Y'all!!
Thanks!!!

What Is This Horror Movie?Okie cherries. If any one of you knows your horror.. what is the name of this movie. It is a movie I would love to watch again. I just can't remember the name or the movie all that much
I remember that it deals with this girl with i would say dark blonde long hair. she goes into a old ladies house.. I think the lady dies.. but she finds this red charm bracelet. She puts it on and can't get it off
She goes off with her friends for the night.. at a school or someplace. And her friends start dying. I think one of the girls gets killed by snakes
I would soo love to know the name of this movie!! I hope someone can help me

For A 7 Day BlastPlease help me out yall trying to win a blast !!!! here is the link!!!!

Hate ThemOK so yeah people have been stealing my pictures and uploading em as their own its really freakin annoying.....
so if you can look out for this person that has my pictures from Australia and a name similar to mine and send me the link that would be greatttt!!
THANKKS

From Heartache To Heart BreakMy world comes crashing to the ground
I build it back
Just to bring it down
Confusion is setting in
And my mind starts to spin
Colors start to fade
And the world turns to black
Voices I can’t understand
And Faces I can’t recall
Memories that aren’t mine
Dreams surrounding me
Feelings over whelming me
Its not done I just have to go I"ll finish it later......
(Yea so I know I can't write worth a damn but if you don't like it don't read it lol)

Tattoo Contest...Hey I need alot of help here... please help me...
bomb the hell outta it

ButtwipesWHY DO SOME OF THE GUYS ON HERE FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO HARRASS THE LADIES. THEY HAVE AS MUCH RIGHT TO BE HERE AND KNOW THAT THEIR PHOTOS AND INFO ARE SAFE AND NOT BEING RIPPED SO YOU CAN DO GOD KNOWS WHAT WITH. IF YOU FEEL THE NEED TO STEAL PEOPLES PICS THERE ARE A MILLION SITES ON THE INTERNET WHERE YOU CAN SPEND ALL DAY STEALING PICS. THERE ARE SOME REALLY NICE LADIES ON CT. DON'T RUIN IT FOR THE REST OF US. GO SOMEWHERE ELSE.....

Do U Want Me?do u want me?
if you do leave me a comment.
i wanna no 1-10 wat u think of me
and not jus a ten becuz thts wat u usually give on ct i want honest oppinion. then i e=want to no sum of ur dreams. and could i b in them.[[detains bby]]

AfraidAfraid
by: Ashley
Sitting here all alone
in a dark, cold and lonely place
All I can do is think about you
No matter what I am doing
I am always thinking about you
The more I think about you,
The more I want to see you
,but we live two totally different lives.
When I get to see you
I don't want to let go of you
I never know when I'll see you again,
When you walk out the door and say "BYE",
I am afraid you're saying it for good
and i'll never see you again.
Since you've come into my life
it's been great, I cherish every moment
I see you or talk to you.
When I don't see you or talk to you
I am so afraid that you have said "BYE" for good.
But all I can think about is you.
You are the only thing that I think about at times

Things Must ChangeThings Must Change
By: Ashley
"Friends Forever," we said
Together until the end
We share everything with eachother
You are my best friend
When I am sad, you're by my side
When I am scared you feel my fear
You are my best support
If I need you, you are there
You are the greatest friend
You always know what to say
You make everything seem better
as long as we have each other
Everything will be okay
Somewhere along the way
we slowly drifted apart
I was here, you were there
It tears a hole in my heart
Things are changing
Our cheerful music reversed its tune
It's like having salt without pepper
A sun without a moon
Suddenly we were miles apart
Two different people with nothing the same
It's like we haven't been friends
Although we know deep in our hearts
Neither one of us is to blame
You have made new friends
And luckily so have I
But that doesn't change the heart
The loss of our friendship makes me cry
As we grow older, Things must change
But the don'

A Second LookA Second Look
By: Ashley
I look at you, Thinking ur so cute ,sweet and funny
But I sit here wishing you would give me a second look
I sit here and wonder WHY,
WHY wont you give me a second look?
What is it about me?
Am I not pretty enough?
is it that i'm not smart enough?
or is it just because i'm in a wheelchair
that makes you not want to give me a second look?

Hells Yes WhoaFuck. i'm addicted to this freaking place now. it's the first thing i check when i go online. used to be myspace. but that shit doesn't give me points. and points and fake money is more fun.

WhomeverWhomever said love was easy, lied
Whomever said love was easy, never cried.
They never felt the pain of distrust,
they never felt the pain of a heart being crushed.
Whomever said trust was easy to gain, was blind,
whomever said trust was easy to gain, felt not with their heart but mind.
they never felt the horror of a one sided love.
they never felt the horror of a heart being carried off by the dove.
Whomever said that two people can be really happy, was crazy.
whomever said that two people can be really happy, was to lazy.
They never felt what it's like to really get to know feelings,
They never felt what it's like to go through all the healings.
But for those that have felt all these things can you help me.
help me get the one I love too to see.
To see how much i Truly love and care,
help me out if you dare!

If She Only Knew...I'm sorry that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you
I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your ne

To All The Girls Who Look Past The Nice GuysI'm sorry that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you
I'm sorry
That I was raised with respect
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
I'm sorry
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
I'm sorry
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
I'm sorry
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
I'm sorry
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I'm sorry
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I'm sorry
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
I'm sorry
I would rather make love to you then just f**k you
like some random guy.
I'm sorry
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
I'm sorry
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
I'm sorry
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your ne

Love Is The AnswerName your price
A ticket to paradise
I can't stay here any more
And I've looked high and low
I've been from shore to shore to shore
If theres a short cut I'd have found it
But theres no easy way around it
Light of the world, shine on me
Love is the answer
Shine on us all, set us free
Love is the answer
Who knows why
Someday we all must die
We're all homeless boys and girls
And we are never heard
It's such a lonely world
People turn their heads and walk on by
Tell me, is it worth just another try?
Tell me, are we alive, or just a dying planet?
What are the chances?
Ask the man in your heart for the answers
And when you feel afraid, love one another
When you've lost your way, love one another
When you're all alone, love one another
When you're far from home, love one another
When you're down and out, love one another
All your hopes run out, love one another
When you need a friend, love one another
When you're near the end, love one another
We got to l

Ifif you see me cry would you wipe away my tears
if im scared would you protect me from my fears
if i love you would you run an hide or hold me tight all thru the nite
if i need you would stay or just say goodbye
if i show i care does it push you away or makes you want to stay
if i want you does it make me wrong
if i say i will always be there do you even care
if im gone would you notice or enjoy the fresh air
the reasons i ask is to see if you care cause i know if you ask me my answer is i'm always going to be there

Facts About SexTrue Facts About Sex & Love Making!
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.
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2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.
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3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.
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4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!
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5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.
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6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greate

The Blonde & The Heart Attack(no offense intended needless to say)
A blonde gets home early from shopping and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. She rushes upstairs to find her husband naked on the bed, sweating and panting.
"What's up?" she asks.
"I'm having a heart attack," cries the husband.
The blonde rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as she's dialing, her four-year-old son comes up and says, "Mommy! Mommy! Aunt Shirley is hiding in your closet, and she's got no clothes on!"
The blonde slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, right past her husband, and rips open the closet door. Sure enough, there is her sister, totally naked and cowering on the closet floor.
"You rotten bitch," she screams.
"My husband's having a heart attack, and you're running around naked scaring the kids!!"

I'm Drunk And Pissed Oof! Guess What This Means????I feel anger in me far beyond any I have felt before!
Why must I carry this so? Why can’t I just write my poetry without hurting people why must I constantly watch my hand for fear of hurting those I love?
I am sitting here drowning myself in a bottle of Jim beam and now I am almost finished it and still my anger is so strong that I am yet to actually get drunk! I was happy... I really was! After a week of feeling like half myself I was actually happy!!!! FUCK!!! I am not now.... and this just hurts me! You know that! I’m writing this now beacos if I wait I will never write this! ... Something you should all know!! And I mean YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW! I don’t ever mean I LOVE YOU! The only person I mean that to is Suzan that’s why I try not to say it! I will say lurv or ...no that’s it..... luv just doesn’t sound right ether!..... I see I am bad and I have been shown that as well!
I’m almost out of coke so I’m taking double shots and half the coke!....... my JB is really feeling good now

Toilet Paper... I always try to comfort people. When someone's feeling down, depressed, feeling lonely, or just having a bad day, I try to make that person laugh, forget his problems, tickle his funny bone, give him words of comfort, tell him that everything will be alright, and I tell him to 'count his blessings.' It feels nice to be able to help someone or be there for someone.
Now I find myself in the same situation...feeling down...feeling lonely...a bit sad...and I'm alone...no one to comfort me...no one to share my problems with.........hmmm......it's so quiet in here.....what now?
I guess I'll have to slap myself and say "wake up!" Practice what you preach. Give myself words of comfort. Tell myself to count my blessings. Tell myself to forget the problem. Make myself laugh? how?
Tickling myself won't work. Besides, I will look stupid doing so. What can i say to myself to make me laugh....what can i say to make me feel good about myself....
Oh, well. Best thing to do is t

Knocking My Socks Off....Life is strange sometimes..you think that just when you have things figured out that something hits you with a boom...Ya was hit with a boom that rocked my socks off...Now what do i do...Hmmm

Immortal InkDraw your weapons. Attack me if you must. My blood may spill but I shall not die. My pen has granted me the gift of immortality, and I will continue to manipulate the world around you. I will still be prowling in the darkness, waiting to inject my ink into your veins. Ram your blades into my heart and fire your bullets into my head. My life has been an open book, and my story shall live on forever. Death is inevitable, and Slasher is eternal

PonderingSitting here pondering once again....I have been back in the states a little over a month now and have been working for the past two weeks. My whole goal was once I started working to put aside most of the money (besides basic living expenses) to go back to Germany at the end of August. Well although I got a job, and work 5 days a week, I am still hitting under 40 hours a week. I may be lucky to get 30. I am staying at my sisters temporarily and she is charging me 50 a week to rent the couch. I spoke to her trying to get her to drop it down because I am making minimum wage, I asked her to drop it to like $25 a week and I mow the lawn or do something else. Well that did not go over, she is very adamant at the $50. I do buy my own food and my own necessities. Really I wouldn't mind this so much if I weren't making so little and trying to save for my ticket. The first time over to Germany my boyfriend bought the ticket and paid for my passport. I have considered getting another job but th

Blocking Harrassing PeopleIT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION BY A SWEET YOUNG NEW MEMBER THAT AN EX MEMBER,(HIS NAME WAS WOLFLOVER) WHO LEFT US LAST NIGHT IS HARRASSING EVERYONE AND BELITTLING THE UAO FAMILY ,LETS SHOW HIM SOME UAO LOVE BY BLOCKING HIS SORRY ASS! IF HE WOULD OF READ THE RULES AND ASKED EITHER KANDY OR MYSELF HE WOULD NOT OF LEFT, BUT THEN AGAIN AFTER FINDING OUT HES A NUTBURGER AND WANTS TO BELITTLE US I WOULD NOT TAKE HIM BACK FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD ,SO WITH THAT BEING SAID I ADVISE ALL OF YOU TO TAKE HIM OFF ALL YUR LISTS AND BLOCK HIM THAT WAY HE CANT HARRASS YOU AGAIN AND IF HE GOES FURTHER I WILL HAVE HIM BANNED BY BABYJESUS!AND FOR THAT MATTER IF ANYONE IN THIS FAMILY AND OR OUTSIDE OF THIS FAMILY HARRASSES YOU I WANNA KNOW ABOUT IT AS SOON AS IT HAPPENS SO I CAN TAKE CARE OF IT RIGHT THERE AND THEN AGREED? AGREED. OK PPL IM DONE BARKING GO HAVE FUN AND KICK ASS!

LustTell me what I'd have to change, who I would have to be, to slip into your arms, for you to make love to me.
Must I climb the highest cliff, Swim on the ocean floor, crawl over broken glass, would you demand that I do more?
Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws, pull me to your chest without hesitation or pause?
Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need,press your lips to mine, every secret freed.
Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest,please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest.
Grip my wrists, look into my eyes, and say the words I long to hear. Kiss me softly and say my name, forever hold me near.
Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin my greatest fault, that I really want to be loved by you.....

Could You Be...Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, fate could be so kind?
Could you be the one for me, the one to help me forget the man that broke my heart, my soul, the man haunts me yet.
You tell me that I'm beautiful, something I've rarely heard. But the one still lives in my mind, that couldn't spare a kind word.
Could you be the one to come and mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together what another broke apart?
It wont be an easy job, you see my road has been long and rough, and the heart that was once soft is now shut, locked and tough.
But I can feel my heart open again, it's opening for you. Just come in and love me back thats all you have to do.
I must ask you one small thing before we kiss and part, please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of a broken heart...

What's Da Fucking Luv.i dun konw about love .. i was so loney since i was young.. i got no brother no sister. and i never thing about love. until i met with my love missy.. when i met with her i feel something can't explaing the feeling. my heart beat is so fast and i dun dare to talk to her. i m not a idiot actually.. but .. the feeling is trange.. is that call love?
fuck it's so complecated.

Lounges Here On Cherry TapWell , I was Thinking , And you know , The lounges here ,Are to meet people and chat . Some are fine , But , wtf is with some not liking this one or that one . Isn't there enough Hate in the world without the shit goin here . And why can not we all get along , so , you don't like someone just leave it be , don't say nothing to them , we are all equal here. no one is better than the next person . I get along with everyone unless they fuck with my mom . enough is enough alright . kurt aka Oak

Goodgood morning my awsome friends,i hope you have a great day and just remeber to keep the smiles on your face or you will get rinkles lol love you all

William B-day 2marrowTommarrow Is My Oldest Son Williams 8th Birthday :)
, Please Wish Us A Happy One, Ill Be Gone On His B-Day The 24th, Please Leave Lots Of Love, Will Miss Yall While Im Gone, might be a great day to get away from the tap dramma, maybe i come back, and everyone will be getting along for a change,

30 Year Old Grandpa.. How You Ask??I've had a few people ask if I really am going to be a grandpa, and a few who don't believe it. But yes, I am going to be a grandpa come August, and then my second grandkid will be born in September.
I got married last August to a wonderful woman who somehow puts up with me. But she'll be 43 this year, and she has a 23 year old son, and a 19 year old daughter.
My step-daughter is pregnant, due in August. My stepsons girlfriend is also pregnant, due in September.
The funny part, is that we were married August 19th last year, which is also my stepdaughters due date. So if she has my grandson early, within one year, I would have become a husband, step-dad, and grandpa.
No, I don't have any kids of my own. No, I'm not going to have any.. my wife has all her plumbing gone, so she can't have any more.
So there ya have. In a week, I turn 30, and a month and half later I become a grandpa.

---------------- Just Could Love You---------IF I COULD HAVE JUST ONE
WISH
IF WOULD WISH TO WAKE-UP
EVERYDAY
TO THE SOUND OF YOUR BREATH ON
MY NECK,
THE WARMTH OF YOUR LIPS ON MY
CHEEKS
THE TOUCH OF YOUR FINGERS ON
MY SKIN,
AND THE FEELING OF YOUR HEART
BEATING WITH MINE.....
KNOWING THAT I COULD NEVER
FIND THE FEELING
WITH ANYINE OTHER THAN YOU...
I LOVE YOU!!!!

I'm Leavingfor a family road trip this coming up Monday [[june 25]] and ill be gone for about 3 weeks,,during that time im not too sure if ill be able to have access to the net or anything so i probably wont be signing on much if at all to CT but i promise as soo as i get back i will get back to everyone whos contacted me.
Well have fun y'all i know i will :)
&hearts Con

Scatterd Pieces- -poemIf my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you would see It's cracked in many places And it's hard to tell it's me The cracks started long ago
I can't remember how Perhaps it was my childhood
I really don't know now I can't remember younger years No matter how I try But it must have started there When I began to live a lie Drinking parents do confuse Mixed messages all around
What's a child suppose to do When hatred does abound They love us when we all behave That's all fine and good But when you start to be yourself They make their rules understood Do as I say; not what I do It's a crazy mixed up place Especially when you're growing up And it's always in your face Do I try to please Or should I run and hide?
It really doesn't matter When no one's on your side Too busy parents never listen What's a child to do? They don't know who they really are Am I me.....or Am I you? Yes, I'm sure that's where it started So very long agoIt only goes to show you
A child reaps; what his parents

TiredLately Ive been depressed. I keep lieing to myself and saying Im not when clearly I am. Ive got this problem, it's a biggie. I hate being alone, I mean physically im not alone but love wise I am. Im tired of waking up alone. Im tired of wishing there was someone there by my side knowing that he isnt and probaly wont be for a long time. Im tired of moving and meeting new people. Im tired of pretending every day Im happy. And when I do find someone Im tired of being walked all over knowing I'll stay because I hate being alone. Im being used and I hate it but wont stand up for myself..I move because i get tired of the same people every damn day. Im tired of being lied to....fuck im just plan tired!

Where Are All The Bombers At ?????????STEPS ON SOAP BOX AGAIN !!!!! WHERE IS ALL THE THE BOMBERS AT .. I COME ON EVERY NIGHT WHILE AT WORK AND ONLY SEE A FEW THAT I ALWAYS SEE BOMBING AND YET HERE WE HAVE ALOT OF BOMBERS BUT SEEMS THEY ARE BOMBERS IN NAME ONLY .. IF I CAN COME IN WHILE AT WORKING WORKING ALL THE GIT-R-DONE BOMBERS CAN AS WELL COME IN AND AT LEAST PUT A HOUR IN TO BOMBING TO HELP OUT THE ONES WHO ARE HERE EVERYDAY AND NIGHT .. IF THIS IS TO MUCH TO ASK , THEN GET WITH YOUR LEADERS AND LET THEM KNOW ..
THERE ARE 20 BOMBERS ON THE LIST AND OUT OF THEM 20 ONLY 6 HAVE REPLIED TO LT. TWEETY'S BLOG .. COME ONE PEOPLE GET WITH THE PROGRAM .. WE COULD HAVE A GREAT BOMBING SQUAD IF EVERYONE PUTS IN A LITTLE EFFORT TO THIS SQUAD .. STEPS DOWN OFF MY SOAP BOX ..
THANK YOU
THE DEVILISH ONE

Why Girls Are SpecialSome girls don't like haters, other know that sometimes a girl is just trying to get attention,
or thats how maybe she sees her world. it's her right.
Some girls will fight one day, then make up the next if they were friends long enough.
Some girls like mumms, others don't. A girl will always treasure you if you write in her mumm. the mumm means a lot to that girl who wrote it.
Some girls who are mothers need saultes, they are raising future men and women.
Girls like gifts, tens, stash rates, and a lot of love from each other.
All girls need another girl to believe in them. Imagine being of the same species and having someone not like you.
Girls need to be listened to and understand. Sometimes they need hugs from friend family and loved ones, and they need protection, too.
If this means anything to you, come along and be my friend. Gifts and drinks appreciated but not expected.

The LandThe Land
torrid land of death and pain
you know why i've come back again
no one here can fathom why
i'd leave them for the chance to die
you know that i'm not here for death
or seeking glory for myself
but trying to find a part that's lost
knowing too well at what the cost
ones left behind will never know
how much it hurts me that i go
i can't find words to tell them why
for if i could, you know i'd try
if i could make them understand
why i walk your hardened land
perhaps they'd not feel so betrayed,
know that i'll be back some day
your dusts will choke me once again
your cruelty will become my pain
the things i'll never understand
become my home in your hot land
and wrongs that i'll see everyday
i'll try to change but, there's no way
and knowing that before i try
won't stop my efforts, you know why
i'll hold my memories close to me
remembering love i feel not see
i'll wake eachday and do my best
right some wrongs and try the rest
and i'll

New Liquor Warning LabelDue to increasing products liability litigation, American liquor
manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following
warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol
containers:
WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the
hell happened to your bra and panties.
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WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are
whisperingwhen you are not.
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WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing
like an asshole
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WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your
friends over and over again that you love them.
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WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can
sing.
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WARNING: - The consumption of alcohol may lead you to be

Making Love To MeI opened the door to the bathroom, warm in my rose red robe. You smiled at me, gently pulling me into a hug as you kissed me slow and soft, then hard and passionate as you ran your fingers through my long hair. I pulled away, smiling as I turned the shower on and slowly dropped my robe to the floor. I helped you undress, then led you into the shower.
I lay down in the bath, the running water flowing over me, and pulled you down on top of me. We kissed hungrily as your hands explored my shoulders, back, stomach, bottom and thighs. Your mouth moved down to my neck as you rolled off me and lay your naked body beside mine. Slowly, gently you stroked my warm skin, your fingers moving lightly at first, then slower, harder.
I felt a tingling between my legs and moved them apart. Your hands slid over my stomach and down to my vulva, stroking my inner thighs as you went. Your strong, firm fingers stroked my clitoris softly. You stood and turned off the water. Gathering me up in a soft whi

To Shed That First TearMY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY AS I LEARN OF THE DEATH OD YET ANOTHER BABY.ONE DUE TO LUKIMIA AND YET TWO OTHERS DUE TO NEGLECT AND VIOLANCE.LUKEMIA IS TRAGIC ENOUGH AND THE BRAVE YOUNG CHILD TOOK IT IN STRIDE,A TROOPER ALL THE WAY.I SALUTE THAT YOUNG BABIES BRAVERY,FOR EVEN AN ADULT WOULD FALTER IN THAT FEAR.
ANOTHER ONE,A 5 YEAR OLD GIRL,WAS BEATEN AND RAPED BY HER RETARDED 15 YEAR OLD UNCLE WHO THEN HID THE GIRL IN A DEEP FREEZE SO NO ONE WOULD HEAR HER CRY.WHEN HE WNT BACK HOURS LATER,THE LITTLE GIRL WAS DEAD.HER PARENTS WERE NOT CHARGED FOR LEAVING HER WITH INADICUT SUPERVISSION EVEN THOUGH HE HAD A RECORD AS A JUVENILE SEX OFFENDER.THE BOY WAS CHARGED WITH ACCIDENTAL SUFFOCATION RESULTING IN DEATH.HE WAS FINED 250 DOLLARS AND 30 DAYS IN A MENTAL WARD.THE LAST REALLY HIT HOME BECOUSE IT HAPPENED TO AN 18 MONTH OLD CHILD BY HIS OWN FATHER.THE CHILD WAS THE GRANDBABY OF SOMEONE ID KNOWN FOR 25 YEARS.THE FATHER,23 WAS WATCHING THE BOY WHILE THE MOTHER WAS WORKING THE STREETS.HE BECAME HIGH

What's Your Eyecolor?green eyes - people with green eyes have the most passion put into having sex, they don't have sex with strangers and rarely will have a one night stand, therefore they have lasting relationships with great sex. you will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this.
blue eyes - people with blue eyes have the most sex positions and techniques. they're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY experience. if you have blue eyes and repost this you will learn your favorite technique while having sex in the next 3 days.
brown eyes - people with brown eyes last the longest in bed. . they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. if you repost this if you have brown eyes you will have the best sex sometime in the next 5 days.
hazel eyes - very mysterious and unpredictable, they're usually into the leather bondage scene and getting into costumes such as maids, nurses, sch

The Perfect Way To Explain Pms To A ManI'm not really sure what made me think of this, but I'm sure the ladies will vouch for me on it!
We all see these men running around talking about how PMS is just a huge excuse to be mean for a week out of the month. I'm not as bad as I used to be, but I still get those days where I'm being such a bitch that I can't even stand to be around myself. No matter how hard I try I can't shake it.
So I start thinking...hormones suck. They are very hard to try and keep under control and here come these men saying it's a load of BS.
WHAM!
It occurs to me! Here's were the men should pay attention.
Telling a woman to not be bitchy while PMS'ing is like telling a pubescent boy to not be horny.
The only difference is that being horny is much more fun...

The "shout Out" Pic ContestOk here is the idea I have. I wanted to come up with a way to give back to you my friends, fans, and family. I want to be be creative about it. Here is the general idea. A monthly contest if you will.
You create a "shout out pic" to me Gimptastic. Be as creative as you wanna be.
NSFW pics won't work for this contest. Here is why. I will be putting the "shout outs" in a folder on my profile. At the 1st of every month, the pic with the highest number of rates and comments will be featured in my blog/main profile pic/and in a bulletin.
Whats the big deal? Simple. The blog and the bulletin will have a link that will go directly to your profile. Yup. That means traffic to your profile for rates/comments/friend adds/fan adds.
The folder will remain private until I feel I have enough submissions to make it competitive.
If interested, send me a mail with the link to the pic you want to submit. I'll rip it and put it in the folder.
Contest will start Aug

Bless Me With Your LoveYou're everything in the world to me,
With you I want to walk by the sea.
To hold your hand and to feel your touch,
I love you and I need you so much.
I truly give you all of my heart,
In my life you'll always be a part.
Your sweet caress fills me with your light,
My aching heart you soothe through the night.
The sound of your voice is like a song,
That brings deep feelings that can't be wrong.
Comfort of a friend so very near,
takes away every one of my fears.
You touch me with magic... that is love,
Which is as grand as the stars above.
I'll hold your hand and long for your kiss,
Sweet tidings of true love's tender bliss.
We know for each other we will care,
As you and I love and truly share.
Our love will soar on wings of a dove,
Give me your heart...bless me with your love.

Lookif for any reason you dont like my profile or any of my pictures you do not have to look at them just dont come on my page im not looking for attention or sympothy,

Back From The DeadCan you forgive a man, when he is confused? or will be always confused about his feelings for you?

VicWell I cancelled my VIC It will run out on the 10th of next month.
I hate it but I STILL have no bar tab.. or email for that matter sayin that anyone is lookin, workin, or even thinkin about what the problem is.
Dissapointing very very much.
If anyone has stuff that I havent rated.. and Im SURE there is plenty of ya :D send me a message so I can come rate them please.

LifeWell my life has been having its down more than its up right now. I suffered a major breakdown here last week and had to go to the er. I am ok now, but they put me on some medicines and I have to go back and see a regular doctor. I found out too that my boyfriends ex-wife never sent in the paperwork for their divorce and so we have no idea where she is at and we have to pay $485.00 to refile and not to mention we have to run a 4 week ad in the paper. i just wish this shit would end so that we can get married. if I ever see her, I would love to just slap the shit out of her. I know that isn't the christian thing to say or do and I am sorry, but that is how i am feeling right now. sorry if i offended anyone.

Taking Charge Of My Health!OK I'M GOING TO START GOING TO THE Y TO START WORKING OUT WITH A FRIEND CAUSE I HAVE GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT SENSE I HAVE NOT BEEN WORKING.. PLUS I'M GOING TO TRY TO QUIT SMOKING AS WELL... IF I CAN DO THAT I WILL BE SO HAPPY!!! LOL BUT YEAH, I'M GOING TO START ALL THIS TOMORROW PROVIDING MY FRIEND IS STILL NOT SICK... THE DAY I DO START I WILL POST AND HAVE UPDATE OF MY PROGRESS... SO I NEED ALL THE CHEERS I CAN GET SO THAT I DON'T QUIT! I HAVE A BAD PROBLEM QUITING WHEN I START SOMETHING LIKE THIS... BUT I'M GOING TO DO MY DAMN ES TO DO MY BEST!!! GOT TO GO FOR NOW... TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!!!

Take Care Of Youive got a violent twitch
and all i can see is red
i think im carvin my niche
with the things in my head
you know ive wasted my twenties
on music and wine
now im about done with my thirties
think ill cross that line
ive got thoughts in my head
and theyre all about you
its like ive always said
ill take care of you
im headin down to the range
to play with my guns
i know you might think its strange
but its lots of fun
i got to keep that dream
from comin true
you know the one where you scream
while i take care of you
so im headin on back
back to the sun
ill be riding my horse
and shootin my gun

Band Of BrothersI JUST WANT TO TAKE A MOMENT TO THANK ALL THE MEMBERS AND NOW FRIENDS FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT.IT REALLY IS OVERWHELMING AND I'LL BE SURE TO GET AROUND TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU TO THANK YOU PERSONALLY.
HAVE A WONDERFUL EVENING AND LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING YOU ALL.

My WishI made a bet with my mom that i could become rock Star before Canada Day which is July first she doesn't think i can do it. So if all my friends can come help me out i would appreciate it. I will help all of you anyway possible. Thanks so much.
Lucy

FailureFailure doesn't mean you are a failure,
it does mean you haven't succeeded yet.
Failure doesn't mean you have accomplished nothing,
it does mean you have learned something.
Failure doesn't mean you have been a fool,
it does mean you had a lot of faith.
Failure doesn't mean you have been disgraced,
it does mean you were willing to try.
Failure doesn't mean you don't have it,
it does mean you have to do something in a different way.
Failure doesn't mean you are inferior,
it does mean you are not perfect.
Failure doesn't mean you've wasted your life,
it does mean you've a reason to start afresh.
Failure doesn't mean you should give up,
it does mean you should try harder.
Failure doesn't mean you'll never make it,
it does mean it will take a little longer.
Failure doesn't mean God has abandoned you,
it does mean God has a better idea!
-Robert Schuller-
*~*~*~*~*~*

Bad WeekendIt's been a bad weekend. My mom went into the hosplital again They don't know whats worng with her . she is out now, but im still so worried. my parents are 65 and they still fight and my dad has COPD and infusima and only one lung and is on oxygen and they were fighting and yelling today and my sister and mour kids were there to see it everyone is so upset and stressed in my family. I just don't know what to do anymore. i just thought blogging about it might help. i try to be kind to everyone on here and in real life and it seems like i just get used and ranover sometimes. People that i thought i was close to seem to be slippin gaway is it even worth it ? just my thoughts .....

Just To Let Everyone Knowok, i know how this whole rating thing works and whatever. i just wanna let everyone know that i could really care less if you rate me, fan me, whatever. i'm just here cuz i'm bored out of my mind. if you rate me a 0 or 11, i don't care. don't get me wrong, if i am rated or fanned, i'm flattered, but if you don't, i'm not gonna get all pissy either. and have a lil more substance then "hey when are we gonna hook up sexy", cuz those lines don't impress me. you have a brain, use it!! and don't get mad if i don't respond, it's hard to keep up and i'm not really gonna kill myself tryin. please don't take offense, i'm just lettin everyone know how it is.

BoysYou know boys turn into men when they give up their toys and chose a playmate instead. They soon find that trucks and motorcycles and videogames don't keep them warm at night. Are you a boy or a man? Looking for more toys or a playmate?

Going In To Surgery This MorningGOING IN TO SURGERY THIS a.m.
Body: HELLO EVERYONE I AM ALMOST READY TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL FOR MY SURGERY THIS MORNING MAN I AM SCARED AND WORRIED AND BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH BUT I KNOW ALL WELL BE ALRIGHT .THIS IS ONLY MY SECOND SURGERY EVER IN MY LIFE FIRST ONE WAS WITH MY TUBES PUT IN MY EARS AND TOUNGSILES AND ADNOYIDS TAKEN OUT SORRY IF I DIDNT SPELL THAT RIGHT .AND THAT WAS WHEN I WAS 14 SO I WELL CHAT WITH YOU ALL WHEN I AM ABLE TO DO SO IN THE NEAR NEAR FUTURE LOVE YA ALL AND I WELL MISS YOU ALL AS WELL
LOVE YOUR FRIEND KIMMY
LOVER YOUR FAMILY MEMEBER TOO KIMMY

Good Morninggood morning all my awsome friend yet to day is monday put a smile on them faces,love you all hope you have a great day

A Lil' Girl's Wisdom !A little girl's wisdom
>
> A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger."
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> The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?"
>
> "Oh, I don't know", said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?"
>
> "OK", she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff, grass.
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> Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty,and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?"
>
> The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea."
>
> She replied "Do you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?"

~the Brat's Creed~LOL I love this .... and sometimes it is sooooo Me
~The Brat's Creed~
If I like it, it's mine.
If I think it's mine, it's mine.
If I want it, it's mine.
If I saw it first, it's mine.
If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine.
If I can take it away from you, it's mine.
If I had it a little while ago, it's mine.
If it's in my hand, it's mine.
If it's in my mouth, it's mine.
If it just looks like mine, it's mine.
If you even so much as think of it, it's mine.
If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way.
If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what.
If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine.
If you show me anything, then it's mine.
If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine.
If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine.
If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine.
If it looks like mine, it's mine.
If it's broken, then it's yours.....

Bdsm Dictionary Of TermsThanks to Hollow via MistressRed
BDSM Dictionary of Terms
AB, Adult Babies := Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies. This can include the wearing of nappies, bottle feeding and changing (see also Age Play)
Abuse := "physical maltreatment" and "improper or excessive use or treatment" (Merriam-Webster Dictionary)
"An abusive relationship is one in which substantial physical, mental, or emotional harm is inflicted, that is not temporary in nature, and is not clearly compensated for by positive and loving experiences over a long period of time." -- by louise, 1997
Age Play := Role Play involving an "age change". Ex. Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies, school boys/girls, …
Algolagnia := Medical/psychological term for the love of pain. Colloquially known as "Masochism".
Alternative Lifestyle := A sexuality that differs significantly from the 'norm' may make an alternative lifestyle necessary or desirable. A sexual orientation less common than the norm may stigmatize

FunnyYour kids might have inheirted your kink if...
You go in the playroom and find an interrogation chair built entirely of Legos.
You come home and find them tickling a bound and gagged baby-sitter.
Your son wants to know when he?ll get his allowance, because he needs to pay his tab at the hardware store.
You tell your daughter she?s too old to spank, and she assures you she isn?t.
You yell to your daughter to do her chores, and she answers she?s tied up right now? and she really is tied up.
Your three year old is strutting around with clothes-pins hanging off her tongue.
Their favorite game is Cowboy and Dominatrix.
Your son earned his merit badge in tying knots? twelve times.
You notice his G.I. Joe has Barbie on a leash.
You bought a clothes dryer because every time your kids went out to play, the clothesline and clothespins vanished.
They made a violet wand for their science fair.
You ask your son to walk the dog, and later notice the dog?s still

This Is All I Have So Far To Help Tranquilangel5 Out So Far Let Me Know If You Want To Help In Some WayHere are the ones so far to help out TranquailangeL5
here is the blast one for her 30 day blast. i am giving her my blast
this one is to go toward her mansion 20,000 needed
here is the other one for her mansion needed 100,500 comments
She has done so much for the confederate family and just everyone so we have came up with this to help her out. please do as much as you can for her thanks
if someone wants to throw a pic into my giveaway to help her out to let the points to to her let me know
mysticaldreams

Turn About Is Fair PlayJust as I suspected.
My plan worked like a dream.
You fell for it hook, line and sinker.
Just as I did.
Amazing how much you can dish out, but you can't take.
I will probably get blocked for it.
But I don't care at this point.
The internet is a fantasy world.
You can be whoever you want to be.
And, you can hurt, and get hurt here.
Be careful next time.
Make sure the person is real.
Not just in a photograph.
In the heart.
You poured out your love.
You promised she was the only one.
HA!!! How many have heard that?
I lost count.
Keep up the fantasy.
Just remember, my love,
The other one you want
Is a wolf in sheeps clothing.
Be careful not to get bit.

For Him.....Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you

Life And DeathMany that know me, know about what I've been through in life...for those of you that don't, go and read the Serious blog before continuing here.
I am 31, and by all things medical, I was dead to the world January 7th, 2004. This disease that has me, non-curable and non-contagous, literally did me in that night, even though I was still standing and moving quite well...well enough that I told the doctor that there was NO way that I was going to be "admitted into any fucking hospital". Well, they got me in, and I never remembered being drove 90 miles away to the closest hospital to be saved.
I was lucky. According to two different hospitals, I never should have lived past the previous night. If I had left, I would have been dead before an hour had passed.
I don't know why I lived, honestly. But since then, I've seen many come and go, most of them so much younger than I. They were taken young...
One was with her boyfriend...she was on the back of his motorcycle and they wer

Pet PeevesPeople have the nerve to come to people pages (YES MINE) and rip pictures without asking let alone rating them WHAT THE SAM HELL HAS GOTTEN INTO PEOPLE?? I left a GREAT message on the pic this guy had ripped from me stating: WOULD BE CURTIOUS IF YOU ASK TO RIP SOMEONES PICTURE BEFORE DOING SO NOT TO MENTION RATING IT FIRST STAY OFF MY PAGE IF YOU CANNOT BE CURTIOUS!!! then I blocked his sorry ass SORRY ALL but this shit pisses me off I have sat back and watched people do it time and time again to me and its time it ends!!!

Onions And Christmas TreesA family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there?
The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of Breasts.
In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm.
In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging A bit.
After fifty, they are like onions."
"Onions?"
"Yes, you see them and they make you cry."
This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?
"The mother, surprised, smiles and answers,
"Well dear, a man goes through three phases.
In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard.
In his thirties and forties, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable.
After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree."
"A Christmas tree?"
"Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are just for decora

DespairDespair
So many wars and so much pain;
Dont they see its all in vain;
The puppetmasters on thier thrones;
Are nothing more than flesh and bones;
Thier loyal soldiers fight and die;
While those at home can only cry;
End this terror end this strife;
And let each soldier keep his life;
Pack them up and send them home;
Then climb down from your lofty throne;
From our history we have been taught;
That no more wars should be fought;
Why man is always killing man;
The world will never understand;
The puppetmasters fear thier foes;
And that is why they come to blows;
The only war our children should see;
Is one fought with words and diplomacy;
The time has come for it to end;
To allow the planet a time to mend.

à Tous Mes Amisive been doing some thinking tonight, and theres something i need to say to all of you... it is all too often that we take the people in our lives for granted. all too often that we fail to tell our friends how much they mean to us. à tout le monde, à tous mes amis: je vous aime

NightMy deepest desires are within my soul
locked by a key I cannot hold
Chained to a memory I cannot erase
bound by a fear ignored by fate
Taunted and forgotten in empty space
reflection in a mirror, of a nameless face
Darkness begins, to reflect the light
But too deep it seems, fading into night.

Goodgood morning my awsome friends,i hope you have a great day and remeber to put a smile on your cute little faces love you all muauhhhhhhhhhhh

Thank YouThank You all for all the love you have showed me to make me a God Mother:). I'm honored to have you all as such great friends. So many of you spent hours rating all of my stuff.Hve a great day.

Wow !!!!We just meeting her from cherrytap! and she really loves me lot but it is real person! I guess she is Mrs. Right for me!!! I met her parents and family! Soon!!! I will show them that I really loves her so much! She learning so fast for sign lang! Whoa!!! I am so happy I got her from last Feb 2007!!! We just starting talking till summertime we met and wonderful loving!!!!! AS Sooner I will getting more of pics of US!!!!!
Thanks Mike

Just A Small ChuckleMe and Big Sis went on a mini shopping spree yesterday.
She goes to me:
Sis: It's nice to finally see you getting into close. I mean after all it's only been almost 26 years.
Me: No dude, let me tell you why. I think it was when Chris and her mom said to me 'It's about time you start dressing like a girl, you're 25 years old!'
We had a good laugh over that and continued shopping.
And yes, I'm dressed like a girl today.
Shoot me. :D

The Whole Chris Benoit ThingOkay, I was just bitched at for reposting a bulletin on Chris Benoit. I just ignored it, but this is what I have to say and I'm only gonna say it once.
Chris Benoit was one of my favorite wrestlers. Going back to when he was the "Pegasus Kid". No I don't support what he did. I actually think it was shitty and very shocking. And someone else has mentioned to me that they were pissed for me reposting information on him, but yet there are Americans being killed over in Iraq. Come on people. Get it through you heads. Yes I know there are Americans getting killed over in Iraq, the thing is, there has been for the passed 3-4 years. I've had great friends killed over there. I'm not fucking stupid. But the thing is, there is nothing I can do as one person to stop that. I fucking hate the fact that Bush put this damn war into effect. But, yet again, there is nothing I can do about that.
As far as the Chris Benoit thing, I'm reposting it because I think people should know about it. I me

Thanks Guysi just want to say ty all for being so kind and rateing and commenting my pictures,you are all so awsome friends words cant describe how much you all mean to me and yes im getting mushy lol ty again

My Freindson monday the 18th of june in charleston south carolina the worst thing i have ever had to deal with happened. 9 of my best freinds were killed in the line of duty while they were searching a large building and fighting fire. they all were highly skilled guys and i loved them all. these guys didnt work here for the pay becuase it sucks ass, they worked here becuase they lovedto help anyone. it didnt matter if you were poor or rich, smart or dumb, crack head or not you got the highest quality of care no matter what.
i ask that all members of ct stop and read this and show some love one way or another becuase any of you could have been one of the ones that received help from one of these 9 guys. i was finnaly able to get some sleep last night, it was the first night i have slept since monday. no one in my station was able to sleep until last night and this has been one hell of a week. the help and support from the citizens of charleston and everywhere in the united states and everywhere

This Killed Me.i was shopping with my sister yesterday and i saw this and had to take a picture.
i'm assuming the premise of this is if a bird shits on your head just grab a kleenex an wipe it off.

Damn Was He Nuts???TMZ.com is reporting that several Atlanta-based law enforcement sources told them that Chris Benoit may have strangled his wife Nancy on Saturday, then smothered his 7-year-old son, Daniel, in his bed a day later on Sunday. On Monday, he then hung himself, reportedly in the weight room of his Georgia home.

Master PlanI'm going to try to use my power of persuasion on Lil Bruder (Shots of Johnnie Walker :D) and see if he can't do something for me with Craig.
Cause I mean, damn:

Another Down Rater...This rude hag rated my default pic a 2. Why don't you guys stop by and show her some love ;).
(the following is not clickable...I guess you'll have to do a search)
Since, she blocked me afer she rated (what a piece of shit!)I couldn't get a link.
alwaysbemybaby29

Meh.Bored.
Psychosomatic insomniac,
hyperkinetic synthetic.
I miss cartoons.
I miss sleep.
I don't miss Virginia.
This is the dustiest motherfucking place of ever, but man it's pretty.
And the light?
It shines,
so bright.
Look Matt....Palm trees, man.
You made it.
Still hasn't really sunken in yet, eh?
Word.

Deleting...Going through deleting alot of pics and folders....Dont no if i am staying either...I guess that life doesnt always work out how its suppose to be ..lol funny huh?

We Shall SurviveOkay contrary to some who think I am an unfeeling, cold-hearted, evil bastard. That's only half of what makes me who I am.
I am considerate, sympathetic, compassionate, loving, caring and a very passionate person as well.
In regards to people who want to guilt others into posting something on their page or giving vocal support - yeah you...but remember it still accomplishes nothing. Nothing can be done for someone who is dead, the living shouldn't stop living because someone dies, otherwise nothing would get done.
I am a man of action and I back my words. I wrote the NFL, as well as the Titans, Bears, Falcons, and Bengals in regards to Adam "Pacman" Jones, "Tank" Johnson, Michael Vick and Chris Henry. I followed up by copying transcripts of their interviews in those letters that showed their complete disregard for answering for their transgressions. You might not think it's much, but we'll see what happens for these players.
For those that don't know it, I was shot bac

Bikers For All Who Know Motorcycle Ridersin memory of BILLY MARKAS a dear brother and friend who died 1 year ago on the bridge where i work. he was trying to protect a downed biker who had lost it.he was hit by a drunk driver in the rain who was not paying attenchion.she got 5 years in jail. billy died at the sean.R.I.P. THE RED WHITE AND BLUE MC. WILL MISS YOU.
BIKERS
For all who Know Motorcycle Riders
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.
But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.
I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the
sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.
I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.
But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money
for the hurricane relief.
I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.
But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your
cigarette butt out the car window.

*cold Hearted Snake**Cold Hearted Snake*
I've met and talked to a lot of people on the internet through instant messengers and e-mail. Most of them were rude or worse. I have found a few good ones out there,when it comes to men do I just have bad luck or are the majority of men on the internet cold hearted? So as to not mention any names I was seeing this man for a Month or so and we hit it off perfectly, we talked everyday,we even started telling each other we love one another,I recently bought a plane ticket to come see him,then it stopped...no emails,no comments,no response what so ever to any phone calls.I was crushed to have someone who meant the world to me and to lead me on in such a way it broke my heart. I believe in alot of ways that he treated me cold heartedly and was scared of commitment and ran the other way. I am a good woman and would have been the best thing that ever walked into his life and he let it all go. I truly loved this man and he lead me to believe he had the mutual love fo

" Southern Ladies "Southern Ladies.... are strong, gentle, beautiful, romantic, loving, able to throw a hissy fit, are able to throw objects at males with great accuracy, volunteer, are charming and bred in the South

My SaluteI just reached the point yesterday where I need to put up a salute.
Mine will be up by the end of the week. Just thought I would let you people know.

ArrrrrrgghhhYeah, so like.... new tattoo, Malaysian Death Mask, covers my entire upper right arm..... 6 and a half hours and its not finished... it hurts sooooooooo much,and Ive had a headache since yesterday........
looks awesome tho... lol

The HoleNote: This is a very dark fantasy, sure to offend some. Do not read it unless you are willing to face some very troubling images. I mean it! Don't come crying to me afterwards!!
I'll admit it.
My lovely sub and I are both thinking about a very dark fantasy. She wishes to be objectified, reduced to a mere device, existing for my pleasure. Since she has expressed this desire, I have given the matter a lot of thought, and my ideas are very extreme.
Imagine being bound tightly, unable to move. Imagine being brought outoors into a secluded area, naked as the day you were brought into the world. You cannot walk, of course, as I wouldn't want to risk any attempts at escape. You aren't gagged, as we are so far from any traces of humanity that any cries for help will go unheard.
You bounce over my shoulder as we traverse the path to your torment. You are set upon your feet and my hands turn you roughly so that you face it.
The hole.
As your mind tries to fathom

HelloI want to thank everyone for their support in my time of need and when I need you the most. Sucks having your life turn upside down cause someone cant tell you to your face you did something wrong....

Whats The Point..You know just when you think you found someone good and maybe just maybe they are not gonna be like all the rest they prove you wrong! I, like an asshole fell for another chick and she like all the rest turned out to be a fake! It's annoying and frustrating but thats not the point of this blog!
The point of this blog is this, Who cares about love when love sucks! A guy like me can get any girl I want so im done wasting my time on one girl! If I can have it imma get it and nothing will hold me back and down the line as the years go by and their all old and washed up I'll be fine living in my giant house with sleeping with models!!! Have a great life!!

Why Crusify The Dead?OK I UNDERSTAND THAT WHEN PPL DO WRONG THEY SHOULD BE PUNISHED,BUT WHY DONT EVERYONE THINK OF THE KIDS HE LEFT BEHIND B4 PPL GO OFF BLASTING AND BASHING CHRIS BENOIT? HE LEFT BEHIND 2 KIDS THAT WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE LOSS OF THERE FATHER AND BROTHER AND STEP MOM, SO WHO ARE WE TO MAKE THEM FEEL EVEN WORSE BY DEFACING THERE FATHER AND MAKING HIM OUT TO BE THE DEVIL? YES WHAT HE DID WAS WRONG,BUT THE TEST RESULTS ARENT ACK THEY COULD TELL A TOTLAY DIFFERNT STORY ABOUT WHAT WENT WRONG IN CHRIS`S HEAD! IM A FIRM BELIEVER THAT HE HAD A MENTAL LAPSE AND THAT HE DID THESE HORRABLE THINGS WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING HE WAS DOING IT. HE WILL GO DOWN IN HISTORY AS ANOTHER STATISTIC,BUT WHY PUT HIS KIDS THREW THE HELL OF SEEING THERE DADDY WHO THEY LOVED MADE OUT TO BE EVIL AND SUCH A BAD MAN? I KNOW THE MEDIA HAS TO REPORT THE FACTS,BUT THEY DONT HAVE TO REPORT EVERY RUMOR THEY HEAR WITHOUT GETTING THE LEAST LIL AMOUTN OF FACTS ABOUT THE RUMOR. JMO

Looking At The Way I ThinkSitting here this morning thinking,,,
WTF...Why the hell am I still on CT?
Why am i still spending money on this place?
after i was hacked on my old account...all ct told was to change my password... gee good words to tell a customer after they spent hundreds of dollars here...shakes head....
If you ever talked to me...you know im not into the sexual/cybering stuff,,,i know im strange....fun to kid around and stuff.......yet i never really got into it...to me sex is to be real and shared w/someone you love.
I took off my NSFW pics...i am a person...that likes to have fun...yet i want people to like me for me...
so if you are looking for those pics.......there gone.......
Now for the stalking, fakes and racist....get a fucking life! im not gonna sit and babysit my page ...go ahead write as you please,,,show us how stupid you really are...
so now why am i here??????????
to say thank you to the real people... who can bring a smile to my face...who are real and true!

At Least It Isnt Just Me.....I got a phone call this morning from my brother, the most disturbing thing I have heard in the last few weeks, concerning my mother.
Some of you know she has been less than a parenting figure to me. This kind of goes along those lines.
My brother has a daughter. My niece, the most beautiful innocent girl I know, lives with her maternal grandmother. She has since she was 3. Anyone who ever met my niece fell in love with her right away, shes independant and funny and she loves so deeply and wholeheartedly.
Anyway, my niece is allergic to cats. My mother has cats. I dont know how many, and I dont really care. Anyway my nieces grandmother told my mother if she ever wanted my niece to come over to her house again, she had to get rid of the cats.
My outstandingly selfish cunt of a mother chose her cats.
I cant even say anymore about it, Im stuck between crying inside for my niece, and hating my mother. I just had to get that out.

Never Heard Of That One Before.Urban Word of the Day
June 27, 2007: get your weight up
To say that someone needs more experience in something. To tell someone they need to practice.
"you want to [battle] me? you need to get your weight up -- you cant beat me."

Dont Be ShyDONT BE SHY COMMENT MY PICTURES AND TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE THEM BETTER BESIDES GET A NEW CAM LMAO I LOVE ALL YOUR COMMENTS KEEP THEM COMMING I WILL GET TO YOU ALL AS SOON AS I CAN IT MIGHT TAKE ME AWHILE CAUSE I HAVE OVER 3000 FRIENDS BUT PLEASE GIVE ME SOME TIME LOVE YOU ALL SUSAN

Driving Lesson No15 Or Is It 16...Can't remember but honestly don't care...
Done all my reversing...which I'm spot on at. Reverse parked today - dead easy still remember how to do it!
Only thing is because I'm so confident reversing I go too fast... must quell enthusiasm and go slower LOL
Had a twitchy clutch foot today, made a few silly errors but it's pretty much all falling into place.
Time to move upto 2 lessons a week...
Theory test next Tuesday - have to go to St Helens to do that... Then Lesson on Wednesday. He's going to let me know if he can squeeze me another lesson in if someone cancels.
So If I can get 4 more lessons in, in the next 2 weeks and I pass my theory Test first go... I'll be booking my test!
Go me!!!!

Random Childhood Memories - RabbitI was looking at this guy.
I was reminded of a rabbit that I used to have. He looked more like this.
This is how he saw himself
People that my sister used to babysit for had him. They had him in a small cage and never let him out. Consequently, he was mean as hell. More on that later.
My sister felt bad for the rabbit and asked if she could have it. They were more than happy to get rid of the beast.
Like many of our pets everyone had a different name for the rabbit. Mine was Stu and it eventually caught on.
Stu was mean. He was very bitter over being in a cage so small that he could barely turn around in it. My older brother did not believe that a rabbit could be vicious. In typical fashion he plunged in head first to prove himself right. Out onto the inside porch Ed went. He beat a quick retreat when Stu jumped up off the ground and bit him on the hand.
But that is not what is noteworthy about Stu. Among the menagerie of other animals there was Mu

Lightning BugsWhat is the deal with Lightning Bugs? I mean, here is this
rather ordinary looking flying insect, but wait…it has a
glow-in-the dark rear end! What was God thinking?
I’m sure science has all kinds of explanations about how
this fluorescent fanny is useful for mating and other stuff,
but why did God choose to make the lightening bug glow?
I wonder if when God was creating all the animals and
creatures around us, he came up with the idea of the
Lightening Bug and said, “The kids are going to love this.”
We know that God loves us enough to create all the
things we need to survive, but does God love us so much
He created some things just to make us smile?
Just seeing Lightning Bugs takes me back to those warm
summer nights of my youth. My friends, siblings and I
would be running around the neighborhood with our
empty Mason jars, racing toward the flashing lights
all around us. I can still feel the joy and hear the
laughter echoing through my mem

Behind Your Smile:)Your smile makes my Heart beat fast,
It makes me stronger to face the difficulties in Life,
Your smile brings you near to me and keeps me warm.
But behind this unchanging face and sweet smile of you,
Is a sorrow and a bitter memories of your Life,
Amid a crowd of temptation and tears of unforgiven false...
A life unprofaned by tears,crashed a poisoned vine to thine Lovable face;
Murmur of bitterness behind all sweetness.
Oh! my dear I will praised thee in Heaven,
And sing you a sweet song and all your sorrow will be vanished,
And behind your smile is an ending glow of light***

Old BoyfriendI had this boyfriend and he was the best we were together for 5 yrs and we were gonna get married. We had custody of his son, had a nice little family. Then drugs and alcohol stepped in. The drugs and alcohol ruined the relationship and our little family. Its been 10 yrs now and not much has changed for him, hes been in/out of jail/prison. Homeless and living on the streets. Hes almost died a couple of time from alcohol overdose.
I keep my distance from him but when he gets a chance he calls or writes manly when he is locked up or in the hospital. I talk to him when he calls but I dont write. I got a letter from him yesterday hes in prison again and wants me to write.
I do care about his well being and I dont want anything to happen to him but I feel if I write or continue to take his calls he will think I want him back. Ive moved on but he hasn't.

The Lawn ManThe lawn man….
I had been watching you for awhile,
Had been thinking about you
Your body your lips your touch. And today was no different as I set and watched you work out in the yard. My Body would tremble at the thought of your touch… but I knew it was not meant to be…you belonged to another…. But then I could always dream.
As I’m standing in the widow daydreaming of you my eyes come back into focus and I realize that your are looking right at me. I could feel my face blush as I dropped the curtain and backed away from the window. OH god that look…in your eyes…it just took my breath away. I was standing in the kitchen and still shaking when you come in though the back door. I turned and faced the sink trying to look busy.
“All done” you said from somewhere behind me.
I could not bare to look at your eyes. It would be just too much. You would see it in my face how I long to feel your body next to mine.
“The check is on the table, Thanks again for coming over a

Happy Canada Day All!!Well its that time of year again...the time when us Canadians remember just how awesome it is to be CANADIAN!! It's almost Canada Day!! Waho0o0!!
So grab your flag...
Jump in your car...
Stop at the Beer Store...
Dont forget the food now...
And because we all know what happens when Canada Day-Amanda-drinking mix...better stop at the drug store too...
When your done come on over...
And all of CT is invited :P
There will be fireworks...
Entertainment...
Even body painting...hehe
So Happy Canada Day To One And All!! Have a great one and stay safe!!
And as i always say...
Now go...and have some fun!!

Should I Just Say Depraved And Worthy Of Deathhttp://www.chron. com/disp/ story.mpl/ metropolitan/ 4888575.html
Mom accused of prostituting her 2 daughters
Police say she passed out cards that offered the teen girls for sex
By DALE LEZON and MIKE GLENN
Copyright 2007 Houston Chronicle
A 16-year-old girl endured being sold into prostitution by her mother but finally went to Houston police after seeing her younger sister also forced to perform sex acts, investigators said Wednesday.
The teenager had complied with her mother — who even distributed business cards offering her daughters for sex — but feared that her 14-year-old sister would be hurt, officers said.
Nelsi Yolanda Latuda and her boyfriend, Pedro Espinoza-Escama, both of the 5500 block of Antoine, are charged with two counts each of compelling prostitution of a minor. They were ordered held in lieu of bail totaling $20,000 each.
Latuda, 35, is the girls' mother, but they are not related to Espinoza-Escama, who is 21, Harris County Assistant District A

You'll Laugh I SwearYour Birthday Today
Spectacular advancements in speech- recognition technology will finally allow you to understand what people really mean when they say you should consider getting a hobby.
Aries March 21 - April 19
You'll waste years of your life and your entire life savings on the mistaken assumption that people don't mind driving a few miles out of their way for a really top-notch handjob.
Taurus April 20 - May 20
The booming illegal ivory trade will continue to make life hellishly stressful for people like you with unusually prominent and oddly-shaped collarbones.
Gemini May 21 - June 21
The stars realize it's just a highly unusual birthmark, but you can't blame normal people for thinking you had the Trans Am "screaming chicken" tattooed on your infant daughter.
Cancer June 22 - July 22
All your hard work will soon pay off, as the powers that be are so pleased with you that they're planning to transfer you from your current backwater hellhole to someplace even

Mmmmm Candy...If I eat any more Eye Candy, my eyes will never be able to get their pants on...

Darkness To LightTn the darkest hour of night
When the cold heart grows
Love comes to life in the black soul
Takeing over the heart
Showing the way to life again
Holding on to the forsaken soul
Makeing the forsaken angel love one more time
Giving to the light and warmth
Takeing the love and care
Truning a cold heart to life again
Hopeing one day his true love comes
Given to him the love in her heart
holding him in the warmth os her arms and heart
Takeing the love he has inside his heart for her
Giveing his love back to him
Makeing his soul one

Lost In The RealmsI get lost in the realms of wanting you so much I envision your lips pressed up against mine wanting you needing you and feeling you would be so devine so when your not here I find myself at a lost having to touch myself at your cost I find myself fantasizing about you I close my eyes an see my tongue explore the essence of your body I see my hands explore you all over as I fantasize some more I feel my body start to tremble wanting to show you how hot you make me feel all the time but your not here so I have to deal with the yearning an desire I have for you to taste me an lick me an feel the wetness with your finger-tips from wanting you I fantasize of the lust and anticipation to have you guide your member inside wanting you to fill me with so much pleasure I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much I feel the release of pleasure in a wonderful rush my body trembles softly stilled my heart beats in a lazy hush as I get lost in the realms of wanting you so much........

Not A PlayerOk, lets get it straight once and for all! when i say to someone from here "i love you", it comes from my heart and strictly in a friend or family way! the kind of "i love you" that someone says to a lover, will not be heard from me. I am not a player as someone accused me yesterday, just because i dont share the same feelings! People that really care for me must know more than this. I didnt open my heart to be insulted in a brutal way. I am hard to catch, especially after what happened to me but once i am caught i will stay for good so dont come pressuming i want to be a heart breaker! As for the crushes that come and go to my page, i would really appreciate the honest ones that could stay there as long as i will be on CT! if one of you that has a crush on me thinks is not able to keep it that long, is invited to remove it! I hate fake feelings!
For the moment, this is what i had to say! Thank you all for you time in reaing this!

Naughty SurveyGot this from my friend "LickSuckLick" (Love the name....LOL)
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s)?
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

Without YouWithout you I was lost,
lived in darkness and fear,
without you I was empty,
my future unclear,
you showed my what love was,
you made it all seems so real,
gave meaning and reason,
we shared smiles and cheer,
what will it be like,
where will I turn,
will things be better,
from all that we shared,
what will life hold?
will it return to what once was,
lonely and cold?
Without You.....

Achoo!!!!!A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her
nose, then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds.
The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shuddered violently once
more.
Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet
again. As before she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking even more than before.
Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman and said, I couldn't help but notice that you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you ok?"
I am sorry if I disturbed you, I have a very rare medical condition; whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm."
The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious. I have never heard of that condition before"

Censorshipsomeone ran around flagging half my art as "NSFW"
These are pictures i've had up for quite some time, and new work. It's artwork that i have posted via Myspace, Photobucket, Deviant Art and many other public websites. It's only here that the bored and pathetic have found away to censor what i do.
I'm not gunna lie, this really puts a dent in my purpose in bothering with this site.

Ok, Listen Up All Goths, Vampires, Pagans, BdsmThere is a website out there that is making us look completely horrifying. I haven't even gotten past the first age and I was outraged. From what I can see this page was set-up by a "Christian". Now as a child I was opened up to the Christian Faith and it even states to love everyone. Well this is one person who hates us...Please comment after reading this website.
WARNING!!!!! This website will piss you off...if you could please private mail me your opinions, I will make sure you are heard. I am planning on making it known that we are not like what they say we are. Hopefully with some help from some friends we can change the minds of some people.
this is the website:
http://godhatesgoths.com/index.html
Ciao!
Lillyth

Oh No Rosie!!!!I want to poke Rosie O'Donnell in the eyeball with a hot fork. The woman needs therapy in a major way. For starters she spouts off liberal rhetoric she reads from sources like moveon.org, which is so far left they can't even see the RIGHT, as fact. She spouts off their unresearched statistics as if they are founded, and people believe her because they hear her say it on national TV. She is as much of a terrorist as Osama. When she was asked point blank by Bill O'Reilly if she wanted the Untited States to win in Iraq, she couldn't answer. She has called our service people terrorists. She has referred to terrorists as "mothers and fathers that just want to live with their beliefs in peace". And now to make matters worse she posts a picture of her 4 year old child wearing a costume that makes her look like a terrorist. If she is trying to make another obsurd political statement she should be ashamed for using her own child to do so. I understand people being upset about the war,

People's Bullshit....part 3Well I thought I was done but I guess not, I have gotten Shoutbox messages and emails about my last 2 blogs thinking they were about ppl on my friends list..well if you think it is about you then obviously you are GUILTY AS CHARGED HUH? Take a hint...its right here in plain English. The people that assume things only make an ASS out of themselves. Personally I could be a real BITCH and call out everyone that this pertains too, but I figured that I wouldnt stoop to their level. I myself am way to good for that.I am a good person, I try to be good to everyone I talk to and try to give attention to everyone, I dont purposely ignore ppl, if I do its because I am away from the computer, would be all. I always treat ppl the way that I want to be treated, but here of late I have been treated like shit and I am done with that. So this is going to be my last blog but here is the reason for this blog. Tomorrow will be my last day on CT I am deleting my account. Unless, people can prove to me, wh

Willie Is BackHey Everyone, Ive taking some timeout to get myself together after the events of the past few days.
But now Im back and raring to go and getting back to making you all laugh, tease you with my 'SAUCY' comments, and get back to 'SPANKING' someones ass, she knows exactly who she is, lol.
Ive missed you all very much and I thank you all for being such great friends. I love you all.
Willie xoxoxox
PS: LOCK ALL YOUR DOORS CAUSE WILLIE IS BACK, LOL.

Texas FloodingAll my love and prayers to all my TX friends and fans. Please send all your prayers to TX.

Ex GfSo ever since i broke up with my ex she's been having trouble letting go. Then she started Cyber stalking me. I blocked the profile that she had on here after she left comments on my page and on the pages of my family.
Recently 've been getting checked out by another profile. There's no pic on it other than a beach And the list of hobbies she has matches my ex so i believe it's her. This is a warning to my friends, fans, and family. Be careful of a profile named delious1 or something like that.

Just So You Know. . . .chalk (chôk) Pronunciation Key
n.
A soft compact calcite, CaCO3, with varying amounts of silica, quartz, feldspar, or other mineral impurities, generally gray-white or yellow-white and derived chiefly from fossil seashells.
A piece of chalk or chalklike substance in crayon form, used for marking on a blackboard or other surface.
Games A small cube of chalk used in rubbing the tip of a billiard or pool cue to increase its friction with the cue ball.
A mark made with chalk.
Chiefly British A score or tally.
chalk up
To earn or score: chalk up points.
To credit or ascribe: Chalk that up to experience.
NOT!!!
chock (chŏk) Pronunciation Key
n.
A block or wedge placed under something else, such as a wheel, to keep it from moving.
Nautical A heavy fitting of metal or wood with two jaws curving inward, through which a rope or cable may be run.
tr.v. chocked, chock·ing, chocks
To fit with or secure by a chock: The

For Thoose Who Have Finger PicsThis has got to be classic unbelievable actually. This is funny on the side of jesus, Mary and Joseph get a life its the internet .Then he rates the pic a 1 like its gonna bother me. fseanb2 (F...: that will teach you to put up your middle finger to people
fseanb2 (F...: then you should have gotten ride of it if you did not want it
->fseanb2 (F...: so, i didnt want the pic taken but since it was i might as well use it
fseanb2 (F...: middle finger pics are all immature
->fseanb2 (F...: imature???????????
fseanb2 (F...: and what?
->fseanb2 (F...: and? ----fseanb2 (Freind... rated your photo a '1'!

A Marine That Threatens Un-armed CiviliansOK, if this is the way the military is representing our great nation, I am both ashamed and appalled to think about this.
I was driving home from worth the other day when a lovely gentleman in the "marines" to quote him, followed me home and threatened me and proceeded to spit on me.
According the cops its a simple case of road rage, cus I have no idea what set this man off, and its blownin my mind to think that any of our military would treat anyone, any civilian such as this man did.
I was driving home..... Was goin up a hill into castle rock, and where I live. Now going up the hill it is too lanes and says KEEP RIGHT except to pass. (Which most people now days dont get this, but thats another subject.)
So this guy is either
A. Very stupid
B. Extremely stupid.
C. Blind and needs glasses.
D. Rude and doesn't care.
E. ALL of the above.
Now from my experience with people. (E) is most likely. But (A) and (B) are really catching my attention.
I have a CDL and due to this

My LoverYour eyes look into mine
To the depth of my soul
As your arms pull me close
Into your safe hold
You kiss my hair lightly
And whisper to me
The words that I crave
That you?ll never leave
Your hand strokes my face
And I melt into you
I can sense the excitement
Growing in you
You hold me so tight
Your lips possess mine
Our tongues find each other
The dance is divine
Our hands explore eagerly
Each others desire
Stroking, caressing, igniting
A passionate fire
I surround your love
Our bodies unite
On the wings of passion
My heart takes flight
The waves of pleasure
Wash over me
You lift me higher
You set me free
Your love explodes
Into my deep
So beautiful
I have to weep
Whispered endearments
Kisses galore
Pledging that there
Will always be more

Help Me Win A 3-day Blast!!!Ok everybody. I need your help! I need you to copy and paste this link and comment the hell out of this pic. You can comment as many times as you want. Each comment counts as one vote! And while you are here, click the "share This" link. You get points for it!!! Much love to all you Tappers that vote for me!!!
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I Maybe DeletedOVER SOME MUMM I POSTED THAT THEY SAY WAS RACEST HAVE THEY SEEN THE MUMMS LATELY

Nicotine Fit #1Ok this mumm is to help me quit smoking I'm in a nicotine fit and just need to keep my hands busy and I'm around a computer I could type in here, right now I'm eating dinner so it's not nearly as bad, but this mumm will be for those nicotine fits...

The StudyThe Penis Study....
The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex.
After the US published the study, the French decided to do their own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure during sex.
Canadians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting himself in the forehead.

Ct BullOk so I had two salutes posted under my old username but same user number, puñalada. I look at my main page and they are taken down, I swear it's bullshit that I had two approved salutes and then taken down only because I changed my user name. So that means we have to keep the same user name, so why lets us even change our user name after we select it.

Being An Adult...it seems as if i am seeing more and more people here on ct acting as if they were kids back in jr. highschool. petty rivalries, being shallow, downrating and bashing people for no good reason what-so-ever. to be honest i just don't understand why people take things so seriously and make all this drama. maybe its low self-esteem or insecurities. maybe it is envy and jealousy or maybe it is easier to argue rather than have an adult discussion and figure things out in a mature fashion. i refuse to get into stupid drama..i am here for friendship and fun..i have enough real life issues to deal with so why would i come here to make more problems.
to all the ones i have met and befriended...thank you. for being supportive, positive and mature. i choose to laugh, be understanding and compassionate and give cherrylove while i am here..so if you are into the fighting and all of the drama please dont stop here..i just dont have room for the haters...peace

10 Things I Hate About People....10 Things I Hate (ACTUALLY DISLIKE, I AM NOT A HATEFUL PERSON) About Everyone...Damn, I love sarcasm
10. People who have selective amnesia....you know those people who remember EVERYTHING someone does to them but conveniently forget most or EVERYTHING they do or say to other people. ....There's NO SHAME in admitting you are wrong and that you've wronged somebody.
9. The DOUBLE STANDARD people....similar to #10 but you know the ones who like to point the finger of blame, but NEVER do no wrong, the ones who when you tell them about themselves wanna ask, '...so you gonna point fingers...???' ... muffuga, be willing to take what u dish out...don't be a hypocrite
8. The shit talking tough guy/girl, who can't stand to take shit off of people...NOW HOLD UP...you so tough right? You can snap on the best of them right? no one better f*** with you right? But the minute you meet your match, you ball up like plastic in heat , or you wanna take sh*t personal, or cut them of

Underwear Is Important!!Listen up! If you don't laugh out loud at this one, call the morgue and reserve a tray, because you are dead!
Always wear clean underwear in public, especially when working under your vehicle... From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car break down in the parking lot.
The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car.
On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis.
Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones.
Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand UP his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was stan

Steve Job's Other Major LaunchJune 28, 2007 11:32 PM PDT
Steve Jobs' other major Friday launch
Posted by Daniel Terdiman
The whole world is watching as Steve Jobs' Apple launches perhaps its most-anticipated product ever, the iPhone, Friday.
But in technology circles at least, I've heard few, if any, references to the fact that Jobs' other company, Pixar--OK, Disney-Pixar--also has a major launch Friday.
And that, if you haven't been paying attention through the iPhone haze, is Ratatouille, Pixar's latest film and, if the early reviews are indicative, its latest hit.
Jobs is already noteworthy among tech titans for running two vital companies at the same time (at least when Pixar was independent), but I'm having trouble remembering when, if ever, someone had two significant--and entirely different--products launching on the same day.
And, sure, Jobs' role in producing Ratatouille was surely far smaller than with the iPhone.
Still, love him or hate him, you have to raise a toast to Steve Jo

I Am Confused And IrratatedIma Me...
if ur gonna blocked an email after yu wrote,,,,,,,,,typical sayin the woman has to have the last word,,,,,,,I was gonnna send backkkkkkkkkk,,,,,but u chose the the immture way,,,,,,,,,,,get a life way
6 hr ago
Ok this comment was left on my profile from someone I considered a friend. I have a lot of friends on here but the people I have connected with are in my family list. I am not going to deny a friend request as it may lead to such a connection. How else did I meet these other people? He basicly got all pissed about how many friends I had and me having a happy hour last night. I don't understand. Anyway I took him off my family list after he removed me from his friend list and sent him a email asking why was he so bitter? That I was trying to understand why he was upset. This is the response I got. So I guess my point is if I blocked the dude how the hell did he leave this on my comment box? Hmmm, because I didn't and btw he blocked me. All drama. Caused by I

Time To Put The Big Girl Panties On....I just got back from Florida from a work thingy and I did the most amazing thing while there. On Tuesday night my company did a charity event. We were told prior to this trip that we were going to make terminally ill children into pirates and princesses for the the night. It freaked me out. I had stressed over this for about 4 weeks prior to going. I lost my sister to cancer when I was 21 and I don't deal well with looking into the eyes of anyone with cancer. ( I know, I suck) Anyway....I got to this event Tuesday night and it was amazing! These families are given villas for the week and on the street coners there are huge buckets of candy everywhere for the kids to grab handfuls whenever. Every street has snow cones and cotton candy machines. There is an ice cream parlor that is open from 7:30 in the AM until 9:30 at night. If they want ice cream for breakfast...they get it. I was in charge of painting faces for this event. I thought being that close to these kids would make me lose i

Wtf SeriouslyYou know, is it too much to fucking ask for new people that want to talk to me to READ my fucking profile FIRST? I'm sick and tired of people I don't know at all just popping up in my shoutbox, asking for one of my messengers and then about the cam. The cam is not for YOU! Even the people that know me have a hard time getting me on it, so what makes a new person think that they have a better chance?
I seriously wonder if people still know how to fucking read shit before talking to someone that they don't even know.
Can we tell that I am seriously fucking vexed over this?

Another Bast Contest Update With New Rewards For Top Voter!!http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=935857&albumid=403837&i=2800985880
Ok Friends,Family and Fans!! The Gimptastic One needs your help!!! I need you to click this link and comment the hell out of this pic!! Help me win this 3-day blast!!! You can vote as many times as you like. Comments count as votes!! The more comments the more votes!!! Thanks in advance to all you that vote for me!!! Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 100 votes!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!! And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette). I'll also rate evrything on your profile with 10's(or until I run out of rates) And You will get a mention in the Blast itself!!!
Please repost even if you have atleast read this!! Thank you!

I Refuse To Let This Stuff Drag Me Down!I did so well the first week of this Mercury Retrograde! I really thought I'd found a way to circumvent the pain. Oh, I was so very wrong!
Sadness has hit me with both barrels since the first part of the week. Such a deep, overwhelming sadness - over things that do not usually cause me this amount of grief! Probably because I choose not to deal with them, lol. Guess I can't put off working through these issues - I know this is going to get messy, because I really don't want to deal at all!
Sadness accumulated over multiple lifetimes! Grieving over things from the past that can't be changed, but these feelings are bubbling up all over the place. I have to deal with all of this, I know I do. But this burns like fire, this deep pain in my chest! I want to hide away somewhere. I refuse to cry, damn it! I want to curl up into a ball and protect my heart!
It just occurred to me that I might be feeling someone else's pain, that I've opened myself up too much and I've got that lovely

By By Cherry TapI HAD A LOT OF FUN BUT IT TIME 4 ME TO SAY BY THIS IS NOT MY LIFE I CANT DO IT NO MORE ON 7-3 07 I NEED TO SAY BY TO FAMILY LOVE YOU CALL YOU KING TO YOU YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE LOVE YOUR FRIENDSHIP
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WHEN IT DONE I AM GONE LOVE YOU ALL

Last PaperAtonement Lost
What if someone committed a near unforgivable sin and tried to make up for their error but no one was left to apologize to? In the novel Atonement, Ian McEwan tries to answer this question. Set in 1930’s Britain, Atonement has many plot lines to follow. It is a story about puppy dog infatuation and true love. It is a story about rising from humble beginnings and being trapped in an antiquated legal system. Finally, it is a story about being able to make things right again but never getting the chance. The basic outline of the story is that a thirteen year old Briony accuses an innocent man, and her older sister’s lover, of a crime that he couldn’t have committed and he goes to jail and then the army as a result of this. Though Briony’s sister, Cecilia, and her lover, Robbie, continue to communicate even after he is sent to France they are never able to reunite and continue their romance. The fact that Briony caused their romantic potential to never be realize

15,000 Comments ContestHey there,
Finally a chance that i may have to get a blast. All i need to do is get 15,000 comments and there is no time limit. Please help a girl out and send out some comments. Every little bit helps!!!
Thanks my friends!!!

The Father Goes To Vegas With Sunshyne & Angel EyesThe Father Goes to Vegas With Sunshyne & Angel Eyes and possibly loses what little bit of his mind that is left!
On July 1st We will be embarking on a 2000 mile road trip to Vegas, The Land of Sin Sand and Sun... Did I say Sin? This trip should be real interesting. There is no telling what happens when The Crew goes on a trip. In total we will be gone for about 12 days.
I plan on updating this blog as much as possible and taking lots of pictures to share with you. As soon as we have some pic they will be posted in a directory in my photo gallery called Vegas Trip 2007 or something along those lines. With these 2 ladies there should be some pretty interesting pics coming along.
Of course it will be interesting to see what kind of view these ladies offer to our nations truckers. Of course the truckers have no chance with Sunshyne & Angel Eyes. But we shall see....
If you are in the Vegas area let us know and who knows we may be able to get together or something. There is a t

392 Reasons To Date Me!!Here is the list so far:
1.If you let me take you to dinner, you get free food.
2.I give good back rubs.
3.I have not been indicted in the Whitewater hearings.
4.I'm a good listener.
5.It's more fun than hitting yourself in the head with a hammer.
6.I have my own razor (actually 2).
7.I have never broken into a bear's home and eaten all his porridge.
8.I have no communicable diseases.
You might actually enjoy it.
9.I always resist the urge to poke sharp objects into my ear on the first date.
10.I didn't shoot J.R.
11.I am persistent.
12.As of yet, I have never overlooked the importance of regular, continuous breathing.
13.I can usually eat spaghetti without getting sauce on my shirt.
14.I have never pulled the football away from Charlie Brown
15.My shoelaces are hardly ever untied.
16.I only tie women up and spank them when they ask me to.
16.The rumors of my involvement in the Chernobyl crisis are mostly unfounded.
17.I can, at the touch of a bu

Southern HospitalityWell this is for the people that really dont know me. I wish to clear something up if you dont mind.The way i talk or type rather is me. I am a southern man and we speak like that for example i may say love,or sweetheart or something to that effect. And i do not wish to offened anyone so if its a problem then let me know if not then well like i said its a southern thing and i represent the south but i do respect others wishes so if it bothers you just let me know ok later!

PleasureLay you on the bed kissing you putting your hands behind your head looking in to your eyes with such admiration kissing your forhead the tip of your nose your checks leaning ove wispering in your ear dont touch just enjoy my touch my kiss feel the passion and love i have for you.
Feeling my hot breath soft touch kissing you deeply and passionatly wanting you to know and feel the feelings i have for you.
No words or expressions needed just the touch of my hands lips and body will teach you show you the desire in my soul.
Kissing you and touching your body exploring every curve every ripple you have. Working my way down slowly smelling you feeling you want to know you in side and out body and soul.
With such want letting you know not to touch just enjoy as you smile so sweetly bitting your lips you slowly and unwantedly put your hands back up.
I move down down down exploring every inch mmmm down to your hips teasing you with my tongue gliding my nails over your thighs. you

Is It Me.....IS IT ME OR DOES SEXYGIRLBLONDE BUY LIKE TWO OR THREE HAPPY HOURS A DAY OR WHAT?
I'M JUST REAL TIRED OF SEEING HER NAME AT THE TOP OF MY SCREEN. I KNOW THAT PIC ISN'T OF HER.
IS IT ME OR IS EVERYONE TIRED OF CHRIS BENOIT BULLETINS AND MUMMS?
HE MURDERED HIS FAMILY AND KILLED HIMSELF.
HE IS NOT A HERO. HE'S A COWARD.
IS IT ME OR DOES THE NAME FAT SONNY SEEMS TO ALWAYS COME UP EVEN THOUGH HE'S NOT ON THIS SITE ANYMORE?
IS IT ME OR DOES IT SEEM LIKE DRAMA IS EVERYWHERE ON THIS SITE?
IS IT ME OR DOES ANYONE ELSE THINK I SHOULD A CHERRY ROCKSTAR ALREADY?
THE LAST ONE I PUT IN THERE AS A JOKE.
HAVE A GOOD ONE

Fake PeopleI am really sick of certain people mainly my ex girlfriend and her current boy friend looking at my site and reporting me to myspace for no reason. Everything that was on my site was factual. Maybe thats why they reported me. I guess the truth hurts Ed Johnson. Maybe next time u won't touch someone sexually that u shouldn't. I believe in Karma and u will get yours someday.

LizardOverview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet.
Here's what happened:
Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room.
"He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?"
I put my best lizard healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do.
"Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!"
"Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies."
"What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!"
I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce," I said accusingly to my wife.
"Well, what do you want me to do, post a sign in their cage?" she inquired (I think she actually said this sarcastically!).
"No, but you were supposed to get two boys!" I r

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I Felt I Needed To Add This One As WellIt's tough to let go of the way we want things to be and learn to accept how they really are. But once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place to stand -- and that it's not such a bad place after all.

Paranoid LyricsPARANOID
Finished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
people think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time
All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me, occupy my brain?
Oh yeah
I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel like love to me is so unreal
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life, I wish I could but it's too late

Good Morninggood morning everyone, i just stop by to wish everyone a good july 4th,and thanks for all off my fans on ct that has rated me and stoped by my page, thanks evryone, hugsssssssssssssss............

The New Project!Well heres how it starts out. One 1969 Chevy 1/2 ton pick up. I made the deal finally on it. I did some work and a $100.00 dollars and had it towed home. After it has sat for a little over 2 years...it needed some work. It was full of garbage and junk in the back of it. A tree had fell on the top of the right side of the cab. Huge dent in the top. I had to pound that back into place some. I got it running and found out the gas line had a hole in it. I replaced the line. Then found out the Gas line wasnt tight around the gas filter. Tightened that up...gas lines fixed. The next thing is the gear shifter broke. Someone had converted it from 3 speed on the tree to the floor. I had the shifter welded at a friends shop...good as new. It needed a tune up...so that was taken care of. I cleaned out the back of the truck. I found maybe 300 beer bottles...250 beer cans...lot of misc garbage. It looked like a DUI waiting to happen...with more evidence to hang anyone drunk or not. I cleaned out th

Canada Day WeekendI'm out! Back sometime Monday
Have a good one fellow Canadians!
You other non-Canadians can have a good weekend too if you want :P
Who

----god Bless My Boyfriend----GOD KNOW THAT WE ALL NEED
LOVE
THAT WHY HE CREATED BOYFRIENDS
WITH THEIR UNDERSTANDING
HEARTS
GENTLE TOUCH THAT CARES FOR
OTHERS
HE MADE ME A WONDERFUL BOYFRIEND
ONE THAT WILL NEVER GROW OLD
FULL OF LOVE AND KINDNESS
A HEART THATS MADE OF
GOLD
HE ALWAYS BEEN BY MY SIDE
WHENEVER I WOULD CALL
THERE WHENEVER I NEED HIM
SOLVING PROBLEMS BIG OR SMALL
YES, GOD CREATED BOYFRIENDS
TO LOVE US OUR WHOLE LIFE
THROUGH
I THANK HIM FROM THE DEPTH
OF MY HEART
BECAUSE HE GAVE ME YOU!!!!!

What Kind Of Mythological Creature Are YouYou scored as Mermaid,Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Oh My What Now.Well some of you know I have been sick for the last month. We first thought it was an ulcer. After being on Meds for 2 weeks I was still having stomach pains. So back to the doctor I go last Monday and on Tuesday
I was sent for an ultrasound only to be called that after noon and be told that I have gall stones and to call a surgeon asap. Well Monday at 7 am I am going to be having my gall bladder removed. I am told this will get rid of the constant pain I have been having in my stomach. I sure hope so. Just wanted to let my friends know why I am not on here. Talk to ya'll when I get to feeling better. love ya Laree

Former Wwe Star To Direct XxxWELL EVERYONE I HAVE A BIG ANNOUNCEMENT COMMING ON JULY 28TH THAT SHOULD ROCK THE WHOLE WRESTLING AND PORN WORLD.....A FORMER WWE SUPERSTAR WILL BE MAKING "HIS" DIRECTORIAL DEBUT WITH MYSELF AS THE CO-DIRECTOR IN DOING A NEW ADULT DVD STARRING MYSELF AND RON JEREMY AS WELL AS SOME OTHER BIG NAME STARS.....WE WILL BE APPEARING AT "THE PARK" BAR LOUNGE AT THE HARDROCK CASINO ON JULY 28TH WITH A BIG RELEASE PARTY AND THE NEWS OF THE UNVIELING OF WHOM THIS IS...BELEIVE ME YOU WILL BE VERY SHOCKED AND SURPRISED TO SAY THE LEAST....WE ARE HOPING THAT VINCE MAY CATCH WIND OF THIS ONE.........LOL
SO IF YOU CAN MAKE IT YOU WILL HAVE ALOT OF FUN AS THERE WILL BE MANY FREE GIFTS GIVEN AWAY AND SOME SURPRISES TOO THAST NIGHT ......WE HAVE A FEW CONTESTS BEING DONE THAT NIGHT AS WELL WITH CASH PRIZES TOTALING OVER 10,000 DOLLARS!!!!
SO PLEASE COME OUT AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT TO SUMMER AND HER GANG AND SEE THE NEW DEBUT OF HER SIDE BY SIDE DIRECTOR.....WHO CAN IT BE?
IF YOU CAN NAME THE FORM

Update I'm In First Place!! Thank You!!I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!!
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Porcelain has added a challenge to all that read this to match her 400+ votes!!She will also buy the person with the most verified votes a gift worth up to 4,000 Cherry bucks!! Can you do it??? I dare ya!!
And as an added bonus, the person who sends me the most votes well get the most "exspensive" cherry gift I can "afford" with cherry bucks. (Right now thats the Corvette but if I level up and get more by the time this is over, I''l buy you the most exspensive one I can afford with Cherry Bucks). I'll also rate everything on your profile with 10's(or until I run ou

Cynical HeartThis is not about anyone, just something I am feeling right now...just a place I am in...
You say you would love to own me, but we know it is not true.
We never say what we mean nor really believe in what we do.
We let our guard down thinking this time it will different, but as always we are turned into fools.
One would never know what runs through your heart when they look at you.
What hatred there is in you, when you let lies rule.
All the things you say, the words so sweet. I wish I could believe it, wish it were true.
They say things will get better, things will always work out for the best. This is something you will have to prove.

Males Opionionswhat were u to say if a woman came after u searchin almost stalkimg you, would u do her?

All My GloryOk last smile for tonight, this is a true story by the way around twenty years ago, i set it to rhyme one night why have no clue just was in my head that night :)
All My Glory
Here is a poem on me
I pack around a pair of double d's
It can be a problem at times
A lot of windows they do shine
Have not been able to see my knees
Way pass a century, oh what I give for a b
I try to dance wipe out in a pub
Knock a poor guy out like they was a club
Then try to help him off the floor
When I fell on him and press them on him more
Thought killed the little fellow
His color was a little red and blue, but never yellow
His lady friend did not take this to kindly you see
Hit me on the head with her bag nearly blinding me
Now here we all three stand
I listen to why did you grow them for my man
Then she gave me a shove ,shook her finger in my face
Needless to say I knocked her down without haste
Her skirt flew up over her head showing her rear
Now a jail cel

Kristopher 3 MonthsWOW ....all i got to say is wow how time flies
Lil Kristopher is 3 months old....
He is laughing and cooing ...
i am learning his ticklish spots ..
God forbid i walk out of the room boy he puts up a Fuss....He must love mommy...
I just got a new job , Punkin will be babysitting on the days daddy has to work too...
well when and if u get a chance sign my guest book and leave me a voice comment :)..
talk toy you all soon ..
*~*PurpleNiteShade*~*

WeirdAlright I was born and raised in California, but I go to school in WVA, I miss WVA, holy fucking shit

Will You Take This From Me...Will You Take This From Me?
If I place my heart in your hand will you keep it safe for me?
Will you cherish, love and protect it and treat it compassionately?
I trusted another with its keep, once a long time ago,
She mishandled it... dropped it and broke it... fortunately, not irreparably so.
I picked it up and took it home and hid it away for awhile,
It was so damaged... nearly destroyed... very sensitive and fragile.
I was able to put it back together, but it has never been the same,
It's still too fragile to trust to someone, who plays an unfair game.
It's way too delicate to be mistreated, or carelessly tossed to and ‘fro,
And until I met you, my friend, I was afraid to let it go.
I'm beginning to think it is possible, to expose it again- to love,
If the person that I entrust it with treats it gently... like a dove.
Although it appears the same as all others, it's from a special lot,
It may not seem distinctive to you, but it's the only one I've got.

Question For The Fellasok ya'll i have a question and i want answers....this one is for the fellas....WHAT IS IT ABOUT BBW THAT ATTRACTS YOU?...and the second part is...DO YOU ONLY DATE BBW?....enquiring minds want to know fellas so think hard and give us some answers

Poem.I wish I was strong as I used to be,
Before hurt and pain weakened me,
Than this wouldn't hurt so much,
All I need is your gentle touch,
You know who you are and what I mean,
You know that you are,
A part of my dream.

Sex Ed 101im in a dream stae of mind, and fantasizing about a good looking guy, touching and squeezing me, piching and grabbing meand i get hotter and hotter, i throw him on the down on the bed, and i tie him down with nylons.then i also blindfold him, to tease him ever more and more, as i grab a couple toys to tease him , he is moveing sensually to every touch i give him. then i grab his balls tenderly and give a slight squeeze to them.he moans softly, i gently nibble the head of his cock, now and hercires out for me to nice , i nibble harder when he says that. know i take oneof my smaller toys out and poke his ass gently, he goes wild and tries to excape me/tighten the nylons now, so he has no chance of getting lose, as i am probing his ass with my toy i move up and bite his nipples, he cries out even louderthis time i dig my nails into his ass, and tell him to shoosh, or it will get worse. he stops for a second and i stick the toy into his ass hard this time,but he remains silent as per my in

LonelinessI feel down when im alone for a few reasons and here they are. I feel alone because i love to be around people, always talking never stoping.. its painful to be alone and i have lived alone for a long time and my heart is finaly open but aches in pain. I feel down when im alone because i have noone that i can help.. Helping others brings joy to my life...I love to help all my friends and see it they are ok... last reason is that im a Scropio.. We like to be around our friends no matter what.. even tho we have a vindictive temper sometimes we are always srry when it comes to our friends. The pain kills me inside to feel like this.. I know people have lives but drop in tell your friends you care and put a smile on there faces.

Why Ill Go To JailMark will go to jail for ...
Performing a strip tease on the street
'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

Leaving To Go To School TodayI AM GOING TO TRUCK DRIVING SCHOOL TODAY AND I WILL BE GONE FOR AWHILE AND I WILL MISS YA'LL I WON'T HAVE ACCESS TO THE INTERNET WHILE I AM GONE UNTIL I RETURN HOLD THE FORT DOWN.

My Turn To Vent......You know what I cant stand?! I cant
stand low life people who get pleasure
out of making fun of other people. I am
one who believes that everyone is equal
no matter what you look like or even what
your skin color is. So why do people like to
bash on others?!
Recently, I was reading through the bulletins
and came across one where this guy was
totally discriminating this girl becaue of
the way she looked. Hell, he was even bashing
on her boyfriend. This girl happens to be
on my friends list and seems to be a major
sweetheart.
This guy knows who he is. And I have deleted
him from my friends. For you to wish death
upon someone for the way they look is just
childish. I hope one day you learn how to
grow the fuck up.
Thank you.... Suerita AKA Cute&Chunky

My Surgeywent well. the last thing i remember is beeing the room & next thing i know it was sat. & i was in ICU with a tube in my mouth & wanting my parents. I guess it took her 2 hours to do & one of them was more infected then the other & it bleed a lot so they kept me over night.

Comment I Like1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world that love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be
just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like
you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. You are special and unique.
8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
10.When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.
11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude
remarks.
So..........
If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the
one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you.
And always remember....when life hands you Lemons, ask for tequila and salt
and call

A Little BoyA little boy asked his teacher if he could go to the bathroom,
so she said yes. When he went to wipe his bum there was no
toilet paper so he used his hands. When he got back to class
his teacher asked, "What do you have in your hand?"
The boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my hand he´ll
get scared away."
He was then sent to the principal´s office and the principal
asked him, "What do you have in your hand?"
So the little boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my
hands he´ll get scared away."
He was sent home and his Mom asked him "What do you have in
your hand?"
So the little boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I open my
hands he´ll get scared away."
He was sent to his room and his dad came in and said, "What
do you have in your hand."
So again the little boy said, "A little leprechaun and if I
open my hands he will get scared away."
Then his Dad got really mad and yelled, "Open your hands."
The little boy opened his hand and said,

VacationWow, what a weekend. I stayed in a hotel that had a outdoor heated swimming pool, a hammock, a grill, a padio, and the room looked so much like a house. It was awesome. I took my girl up to ghostown. Even though it had been years since i had been there it was great. It was really a family orientated place. In my opinion, alot better than Carowinds where everything costs a arm and a leg. Over all, I had a great mini vacation. Think this trip makes me realize its almost time for a long road trip! Any suggestions?

To Youthere have been many people on ct that have stopped by my page,rated me, fanned , have been
added to my friends list and there are ones that are on my family list.
i want to say thank you to all that have been on a regular basis stopping by to say hi and leave comments. makes my day.
there a few that i do want to say a very special thank you to....
papa harley,,,you always are there for me,your advice, opinion's and constant caring has helped me through a few difficult times,,much lov to you
katt,,you are a no bullshit kind of person, i thank you for being a good friend and support.
josey my night time cookie muncher,,thanks so much for being my knight on a harley,,always ready to defend my honor,,lov ya
clint ,,what can i say you are always , always there for me , i haven't met someone like you in a very long time. you take the time to listen to me, make me laugh, comfort me when i cry, you are one of the sweetest and nicest guys on here, there isnt anything that you

Is This Another Suzy TrannyHEY,
I DO NOT LIKE SEXY BLONDE GIRL BECAUSE SHE USES PEOPLE TO GAIN POINTS ETC AND DOESN'T CARE ABOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST HERSELF AND TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP ON HERE.
IF YOU SUPPORT THIS LYING SLUT I'M ASKING YOU TO REMOVE YOURSELF FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. SHE HAS HURT TO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE AND THAT IS NOT MY STYLE!!! I DO NOT WANT FRIENDS LIKE THIS OR FRIENDS THAT SUPPORT PEOPLE THAT PURPOSELY USE AND HURT OTHERS!!!!
Added clickable link by Alice.. People should see what you can find about her on the net.. Just look at that link..
Warning not for the weak of heart! SXYBlondeGirl
*SEXYGIRLBLONDE*CT.GODFATHER**in GA.*@ CherryTAP
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To My Best FriendsI HAVE BEEN HAVING A REALLY HARD DAY. FEELING AS IF EVERYTHING IS CRUMBING DOWN AROUND ME. BUT I HAVE SOME REALLY GREAT FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HAVE BEEN TALKING ME OUT OF IT. AND I THANK THEM FOR IT........
GIRL YOU ARE THE BEST....I LOVE YA KIDDO
YOU SEXY ASS TEXAS MAN...ONE OF THESE DAYS I AM GONNA GET MY HANDS ON YOU AND YOU ARE GONNA BEG ME TO STOP
OUTLAW....DAMN HONEY HUSH

Meeting 9pm Est Monday Night!!!ALL MEMBERS EVEN NEW MEMBERS MUST ATTEND BBW/BHM BOMBERS MEETING 9pm eastern time...YOU ARE A PART OF THIS FAMILY YOU HAVE TO ALL ACT LIKE IT AND CHERRY MCDREAMY IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS COMMENT BOMBERS SHES IN FOURTH PLACE WE NEED TO TAKE HER ALL THE WAY TO NUMBER ONE...here is the link if you dont have it please come show this lady some real family love!!!

So All Hell Has Broke LoseI have gotten dirty weeds a nasty comment and people pissed off at me..... So now I sink back into depression myself, on the verge of deleting my account, I wasnt even gone 24 hours.. and so much has happened..... Im outta here for a while i cant deal with this, I dont know how to deal with it so Im going to deal with it my way and just stay off.......

German PaperThis is what an A paper looks like from me. For my German History and Culture 100 class.
The book The Flowing Light of the Godhead, written by Mechthild of Magdeburg, is an expansive piece of religious writing for it’s time. It was an important work because it came at a time when the Catholic Church dominated Europe and had unquestionable authority over the commoners and many kings and princes. The Flowing of the Godhead was a direct threat to the established Church hierarchy in Rome and across Europe. By challenging the ways people had a relationship with God, Mechthild was able challenge the need for a Church hierarchy at all. As a result of this threat to their power, the Church attempted to prevent this text from reaching the people so that they could maintain their dominance. The purpose of this paper is to explain in depth how this writing by Mechthild was able to frighten Church leaders and why those leaders would want to suppress the dissemination of The Flowing Light

The Ideal LifeWhat I want? Watch this video that someone very special just sent to me... The end of the video made me cry - literally. What I want is to be with someone who I'd be lost without if they were gone - someone that truly is my other half - such a part of me that life would barely be worth living without them... Someone that makes me smile, laugh, live, and love always...

Day By DayAs for those of you that know me from either talking to me or reading my blogs, I am currently staying at my sister's house till I go back to Germany at the end of August. I feel like I am living in jail. Constant nagging, constant bitching and everything else. I am paying rent here for the couch, a couch that kills my back. There has not been one night since I got back from Germany in mid May that I have been able to sleep all night through, and its not because I don't want to, it's because it is physically impossible. I am constantly waking up either cuz of the dogs running through the living room, the cat jumping on me, at 5 am hearing the first sister get up and get ready for work and then an hour later hearing the second sister. I get bitched out for "walking to loud across the wood floor, was told to put shoes on so that it would be quieter", what the hell is that for bullshit? I don't walk loud, just because she had the lapband surgery done and has lost 50 pounds so I am heavier

Plz ReadOk
This user keep coming to my page and rating my profile up and down this I do not care..
The weird thing is the block feature does not work at this profile
cause when I click on the user it say I already blocked him ??
I can not visit, send msg, shout or mail him
HE can visit my profile anytime it suits him to even rip pics and even send gifts WTF ??
Cherrybomb just told me he was using the ripped pic as profile pic
PLEASE if you see him do that can someone take a screenshot over that and send to me?
So I can report to Scrapper TY
IT is NOT me going around downrating peepz but I think my real friends do know that LOL
Ty =(^_^)=ENGLA

Hey EveryoneHEY EVERYONE TOMORROW IS SURGERY DAY AND IM ALL STRESSED ABOUT THAT AND WISH ME GOOD LUCK AND KEEP ME IN YOUR PARYER AND I ALSO FOUND OUT TONIGHT A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE IS GETTING SHIPPED TO IRAQ JULY 4TH THIS IS HIS 3RD RODEO SO PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS AS HE GOES ON ANOTHER LONG JOURNEY TO IRAQ AND HERE IS SOMETHING I FOUND ITS CALLED A SOLDIER'S PRAYER
This combat soldier's prayer,
Who has served his time in Hell,
Is may we learn the lessons of war well,
That we not doom future generations,
The same old tales of horror to tell,
To endure what in youth they see mistakenly as glory.
Oh God, do not let our children
Repeat the same old story.
Make it so that America's babies live to grow old
In this land of the free and the bold.
Help us throw off the shackles of hate that bind
And grow old in a life of a peaceful kind.
Teach us that there is no glory in war,
Nor honor there that brave men should not abhor.
Teach us instead, one for another our brot

Friends....Just a quick note, I am taking a little time off, well not completely, just stopping in here and there to check on things...dealing with a lot of depression lately and I didnt want to bring any of it to you guys, so Im mostly keeping to myself, but I wanted to let everyone know Im fine, and when things calm down for me I will be back, I just need to get my head together. Much love my friends!

Feeling Out Of ItFirst, I just want to say I'm sorry for not doing much on rating or commenting as of late. Lately, when I get on site, the feeling of 'why bother?', 'what's the point?' and 'who really cares?' comes over me. I know part of it is because I haven't been feeling well and I'm feeling down. It could also be from tapping the energy of the Full Moon for the first time and it's just a form of 'let down'. But most of this has been ongoing for a while before that. I'll try to catch up as soon as I can shake this (I hope soon).
By now, you all will have noticed that I have taken my sort of nsfw pic of me out of my albums. I got tired of guys asking if they can see it (many without even rating me first) or asking to be on my family list when they find out that only 'family' can see it. Sorry, but I'm at my limit for adding more family and I'm not going to add anyone to the list just so they can see a stupid pic! That's not what the family list is for. At least, for me it isn't. The people on

Just A Note....You may notice that I emptied out my family list.... I felt it only right that the people that went the way I asked be in that folder.. Well besides my boyfriend. But hes the only exception. I deleted a few of my closest friends, not because I didnt want to be able to caht with them easier but because it wasnt fair to the others. Im also cleaning my friends list. If I delete you and you were not yet fanned when I stop by your page you will be fanned. If you would like to become my friend again just send another request. Yes Im trying to watch for people I talk to alot. Thanks guys have a good day. Im of to get grocerys and go to the dr. luv ya

Good Morning Ct From The Gimptastic One!!I'M IN FIRST PLACE!!!!!1052 VOTES AHEAD!!!! I WANT TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO HAVE HAD A HAND IN GETTING ME THIS FAR!! YOU LADIES AND
GENTS STRAIGHT UP ROCK! I KNOW THIS BLOG/BULLETIN HAS GOTTEN A BIT REDUNDANT, BUT MY HOME PC IS ON ITS LAST LEGS AND IT IS EASIER TO COPY/AND
PASTE A FORM BLOG/BULLETIN BECAUSE ITS FASTER. I NEVER KNOW WHEN THIS PC IS GANNA CRAP OUT ON ME SO I WANT TO GET THE UPDATES OUT ASAP.
THANKS FOR PUTTING UP WITH IT. ALSO DUE TO MY PC ISSUES, IT IS HARDER FOR ME TO LEAVE YOU GUYS AND GALS COMMENT AND RATE LOVE. DONT THINK I AM
IGNOREING YOU OR SLIGHTING YOU. THAT IS FAR FROM THE TRUTH. THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR PATIENCE AND SUPPORT!!!!
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MystifyDance, dance with the wind a sweet waltz.
Smile, smile with the sun as the moon tells his funny tales.
Cry, cry with the rain as it showers down a precious rain of loneliness.
The world may play with times of joy and feel the pain that comes, But if you open your arms and embrace these things then you will become the one.
The One only One, is all it takes to change the things we see, to change the things we judge, and to change who we need to be.

Soul MatesYou are my soul mate
All love and no hate.
Who needs friends
When you have love with no end.
You bring me to a new place
Out deep in outer space.
I can see no lies
When I look into your eyes.
It’s great that I have you
I’ll do as you want me to.
As long as you say you love me
I’ll do what it takes to make you happy.
Tell me our love will never end
You are my lover, my only friend.
The others don’t believe
That I’m not being deceived.
They say you are using me
I don’t see how that could be.
I know you didn’t mean it
When you said I’m not worth shit.
If sex will make everything right
I’ll make love to you every night.
As long as you say you love me
I’ll do what it takes to make you happy.
I’m sorry I made you angry
Do you still love me?
I promise I won’t do it again
You’re my soul mate, my only friend.
I know that it’s my fault
I’ll try harder not to make you shout.
I’ll just pretend that you didn’t hit me
And didn’t come in this morning at three.
Don’

I Have Decided....It used to be that I poured all by blood, sweat and tears into my baby blog. I have now decided to move on from that and attempt to close the wound a bit more. I have found through this journey...my life thus far....losing the baby and the consequent attempt to heal that it has made me realize who and what I am just a bit more. I think that many of you will agree that a serious occurance in our lives can bring about something that has lain dormant in our heart or soul. I have experienced just that. I have come to realize that I have always been just a little bit different....a little darker but I could never really put a finger on it growing up. I just always knew I was different and tried to exist the best I could. Through losing the baby and trying to heal afterward, I realized that there is more to life than trying to "fit in" or be "normal". Now, like a lightswitch being flipped, I have realized what I have been ignoring....what I have been avoiding. I now embrace the dark

Just Like Heavenshow me
show me
show me
how you do that trick
the one that makes me scream
she said
the one that makes me laugh
she said
and threw her arms around my neck
show me how you do it
and i promise you
i promise that i'll run away with you
i'll run away with you
spinning on that dizzy edge
i kissed her face and kissed her head
and dreamed of all the different ways i had
to make her glow
why are you so far away?
she said
why won't you ever know that i'm in love with you?
that i'm in love with you?
you
soft and only
you
lost and lonely
you
strange as angels
dancing in the deepest oceans
twisting in the water
you're just like a dream...
you're just like a dream...
daylight licked me into shape
i must have been asleep for days
and moving lips to breathe her name
i opened up my eyes
and found myself alone
alone
alone
above a raging sea
that stole the only girl i loved
and drowned her deep inside of me
you
soft and only
you
lost and lonely
you

I Take A Deep Breathe!im not very good with words and feelings but i have so many thoughts!
In Feb 2007 i made Club Fantasia shortly after making the lounge i met someone on ct which no names will be mentioned but most of you know....Well for so long i held back feelings that maybe i shouldnt have Im sure we all do it tho...But anyway a short time later him and i started talking and he became my life, I would have done anything for him he was my smile,my best friend I truely can say i felt loved for the very first time in my life,i wanted to give him so much and share so much with him, i wanted my life to end with him holding me.Well unfortunately 2 weeks ago my life changed and he no longer wants to fill the dreams we wanted to share and now i need to find away to move on. When you truly love someone does that love ever go away? Cause i cant seem to stop loving him no matter what i do something reminds me of the time we spent together, he has my heart, the pain i feel everyday,well lets just say if i

Great Riddle!if you figure out the answer to this riddle message it to me, i wanna see who gets it right first.
here is the riddle,......
What is bigger than God,more evil than Satan,the poor have it,the rich need it, and can be found in an empty room?

Okay, Um Help?Convo between me and fucker. (Ruby)
Can anyone answer the question for me?!
->Ruby Cairo...: Hence my question.
->Ruby Cairo...: Cat and Kitty do not.
->Ruby Cairo...: they both start with the same letter retard.
Ruby Cairo...: ok, well then if the plural of mouse is mice, why isn't the plural of house hice?
->Ruby Cairo...: :D
->Ruby Cairo...: HEY. EFF OFF. it's a legitimate question!
Ruby Cairo...: wow! you are bored!
->Ruby Cairo...: so why the hell is cat spelled with a C but kitty and kitties with a K?
Ruby Cairo...: yup yup!

Ok SoHave you ever had (and dont say no you would be lying) that you wake up in a totally shitty mood and just feel like your walking on eggshells waiting for the other shoe to drop? Well That was what happened thsi mroning, Hence the blog about cleaning out my friends list. Imnot really sure what happened or why it happened but I has just evry bitchy this morning... So musch so that I called my mom whom I was supposed to go to Evansville with to get groceryss and told her I was feeling very bitchy she might not want to be around me. She said no problem I just wont talk to you. So before we left town I took one of my xanax. Its helped slighty but my nerves are still on edge. Its been about 6 hours since I took my first one so I may need to takr another. Guess I will. later all. Gonna go put grocerys away and rest for a bit. Try to feel better. hugz and luv

What Star Signs Are Like In Bed (i'm Virgo) ..>What the signs are like in BED!
AQUARIUS
Jan 21 - Feb 19
Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns
Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them.
FAVE POSITION
Mutual masturbation.
BEST SEX TOY
A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this.
AQUARIUS MALE IN BED
He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep

I'm So GothI'm so goth, in preschool, the only crayon I used was black.
I'm so goth my black is blacker than your black. I call it "black black."
I'm so goth, I don't say "black," I say "blahhwwwkkk."
I'm so goth, whenever I walk into a room, all the lights go out.
I'm so goth the people in the grocery store have refused to sell me any cereal other than Count Chocula.
I'm so goth people ask me to AUTOGRAPH boxes of Count Chocula.
I'm so goth I wear sunglasses when I open the refrigerator.
I'm so goth I don't paint my nails black--I bash them with a hammer.
I'm so goth I died and didn't notice.
I'm so goth, whenever I knock on somebody's door they give me candy.
I'm so goth, I'm not only "goth," but also "gothe" "goff" "gawth" "gauwth" "gothic" "gothik" "gothique" and "gawfickk" and soon I hope to be "gauewthickueu."
I'm so goth, when I stop pouting, people ask, "What are YOU so happy about?"
I'm so goth, when I go outside, the sun sets.
I'm so goth the smile

Justice Needs To Comeok so heres the deal i cant stand the fact that hes gettin away with so much hes done alot to hurt innocent epople including his own kids.
now hhe wants things setteled between us which is fine however how can i settle things when so much has been done to hurt. sometimes i think back and askmyself wtf was i thinkin. i married a manwhore for what reason. i no hell get his but damn it why cant it b now. im gonna start my life completely over which is cool and ill never do what ifs.
i just so wish things were different, that we could have been friends which sucks totally
i guess its 4 the better.

It's New To MeI know where New Zealand is, where the heck is old Zealand?

Getting Old???Today is Monday July 2nd. The usual random firecracker goes off just frequent enough to drive my cats crazy. (I know cats are supposed to be crazy). The local city gov. and the biggest bank in the city are planing for the HUGE fireworks display on Wednesday. For many years I used to walk the 2 blocks to the bridge over the interstate near my house for a perfect view. I would even take a radio for the music. Chairs,cooler with munchies and cold drinks. And the all important insect repellent. Now I am just planning to stay inside and maybe watch on the tv. I used to get excited like the kids. My son invited some of his friends from the neighborhood to sit with us. I would invite friends from the other side of the city to park on my driveway and enjoy the pick nick like atmosphere. Now it just doesn't seem worth the work. It's hot, the mosquito's are the biggest in years,it hurts to walk in crutches on the bridge incline,(the crutches don't stop me from doing things,I just have

Omgomg you all are so awsome ty for makeing me feel pretty kisses and huggs to all my friends

Hot Wax - Mmmmmmmm A Must Read LmaoHOT WAX REMOVAL....
All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax.
My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom.
It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!!)
So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the

Goodbye***ATTENTION***
ALIENS ARE COMING TO ABDUCT ALL THE GOOD LOOKING AND INTELLIGENT PEOPLE.
YOU WILL BE SAFE, I'M JUST EMAILING TO SAY GOODBYE.

LinesMany have seen me
yet none have stayed
Seduced by misery
unoticed where I lay
I feel as though Ive melted
controlled by inner fear
I feel as if Im branded
denied my rightful years
engaged in a lie
Nothing as it seems
open yet sheltered
tearing at my dreams
even now, Nothingness haunts so deep.

WhyOk so im siting here drinking, thats no so unusual right?
i have some why ?s
1) Why do you fall for a guy that dont fall for you?
2)Why does my heart feel like its broken sometimes?
3)Why does a man sing to u on the phone and sing side to side lmaoooooo!
4) why do people talk mack behind anothers back, to thier face they r your friend and behind your back they talk smack?
5)Why did i do what i did lastnight?
6) Why am i writing this?
OK thats it sorry just had to write down something!

Have IHave I made friends with you but not become a fan? If so let me know coz I become a fan of all my friends and I think I missed a couple, sorry.
xxx

If I Could Have Just One Wish...If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
- Courtney Kuchta -

I Was ThinkingSo I was thinking, what is the deal with CT? I mean it used to be such a cool place to hang out for a few hours a day to meet new people. But lately its turned into a narccistic orgy of nude pics and a popularity contest.
Sometimes I feel like I am one of the few normal people on here.
I mean I am not into bondage like everyone else. I dont think a billion tattoos and piercings are cool. Im not into bisexual women. I dont worship Harleys or choppers nor do I own one. I dont listen to music that noone has ever heard of, I dont hate the government. I dont stay up all night on CT. I dont have the words "sexy, cute, cool, syndicate or family" in my name. And Im not a social whore pretending Im not. I am not a "broken" soul or person trying to be independant and taking it out on everyone around me.
Fuck, makes me wonder how much in common I have with most people on here.
Im not saying im normal, but maybe just more mature in some ways.
It kills me to see how many people sell themselv

He Has My Heart......even while he is away, no other man will ever have this dark heart. It is forever Shaun's. I have begun to open my eyes to a world that I shut out for so long. Feelings that I've never experienced before seep from my soul and long for only his caress. Until he returns, my heart will be yearning for the only thing that makes it whole. I love you Shaun.
XOXOXOX
Simone

Beautiful Liara lesson to the cheaters... you WILL be caught... don't think you're THAT sly...

"lips Of An Angel"Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful

Are You A Member Of My Website Or Fanclub(s)I've got a little bit of time today while I am procrastinating on my PhD research so I'm looking for those of you in my friends list who are members of my website AND MSN or Yahoo fanclubs... if you are, then post a comment on my profile or respond to this post (don't send me a message as I can't access them on here) with your username on my website and I'll add you to my family, become your fan, and rate you a 10 if I haven't already done so. It's great - I can actually see most pictures on here now - much better then looking at a site with a whack of little white boxes and red X's - lol! Now if only I could read/send messages...
Enjoy your day!
Melanie
http://www.melaniepitts.com

RestingResting
~Tony Martinez
Laying on the side of the burning mountain
I'm used to the heat burning my skin
I lay waiting for the whispers of my angel
I wait for the call to come
So hat I may continue to climb slowly carefully
Don't think that I've done nothing in my silence
I sat thought and reflected on all that has happened so far
I have to be more careful
I have to be smarter
Pure force will get me nowhere
I must let my heart shine
I must let my gentle but passionate spirit lead the way
So I lie in wait
Ever alert for my angel's call
I love you
My angel

Usa Independence DayJuly 4, 1777 was the day the made America what is is today. That was the day the Declaration of Indepence was signed and that made our country free from tryany and fear. Exactly 232 years ago we became a free nation and we are still free today because of that day and the men and women in our Armed Forces fighting for it. Happy Birthday America Hooah!!!!

I Doubt You'll Even Read Thisi miss you my friend
we havn't talked in weeks
i used to look forward to talking to you everyday
now you wont even say hi
it hurts me inside
you where my best friend here
i wish we could talk again
you used to brighten up my day
every time i would get to chat with you
even if it was just a hello
i remember the first night we talked
you used your yahoo so we could talk
even though you don't like using it
we had an awesome conversation
you have honestly inspired me
i don't think you know that
but you have
i miss you my friend
i hope everyday that you will choose to say hello
i hope all is wonderful in your life right now
*hugs and kisses*
*sex and violence*

Parties & Friends ?!?!?!?!?!?I Have All These Gorgeous Female Friends And Awesome Guy Friends And None Of Them Ever Ask Me If I Need A Ride Or Wanna Come To Their Parties!!!! Now I Ask This Question Below:
What Is The Point Of SomeOne Saying They Are My Friend And Care About Me & Why Do They NEVER Come Visit Me Or Come Pick Me Up To Go Hang With Them Or At Their Parties But They Always Say You Missed A Kick Ass Party You Should Have Been There And They Know I DON`T Have A Car To Get There Is It Too Hard Or Too Much To Ask Me If I Need A Ride There And Back To Go To Their Parties ????????????????????????????????????

Dream Cather With Wolf In ItI am looking for someone who can do a tat or draw me a pic of a dream catcher with in the middle of it wolvies. My hubby wanted to get one with it and need ideas and pics of one for the tats dude to do it. But have not came around or across anyone.. Does anyone have any or can draw one?? if so please let me know..

Marine Corpsalthough i am not a marine but i support them because they are on the same side as us. they fight for the same reason as the army. November 10th 1775 was the day the United States Marine Corps was born. When November 10th comes this year i will have a drink to honor all the fallen Marines through out the years. I hope who reads this will to.

Whywhy is it,
that when i
am closest to
being found...
that i feel
the most...
lost?

~sighHaunting tendencies, my soul eludes, yet never completely escapes. Gray visions of past loves, death, and all that may come to be are preluded by the dimmest of flashes...imagined in my blind eye to be what was supposed to have been my life. Reveling in the idea of something that doesn't exist has been my existences baine, no sense to be made of anything. State of fantasy with no happy ending; Nor, reasoning as to why? Trudging through the nearly empty halls of my mind, the simplest of thoughts become soiled and unworthy of speach or any recognition whatsoever. Grief stricken and beaten, my heart slows to match the hollow breath my chest forces through parched, expressionless lips...
Sigh.
~Jess~

Heir Puts 'dracula's Castle' For SaleA Habsburg heir is hoping someone will take a bite of his offer Monday to sell "Dracula's Castle" in Transylvania.
The medieval Bran Castle, perched on a cliff near Brasov in mountainous central Romania, is a top tourist attraction because of its ties to Prince Vlad the Impaler, the warlord whose cruelty inspired Bram Stoker's 1897 novel, "Dracula."
Legend has it that the ruthless Vlad — who earned his nickname because of the way he tortured his enemies — spent one night in the 1400s at the castle.
The Habsburgs formally put the Bran Castle on the market Monday, a U.S.-based investment company said. No selling price was announced.
Bran Castle was built in the 14th century to serve as a fortress to protect against the invading Ottoman Turks. The royal family moved into the castle in the 1920s, living there until the communist regime confiscated it from Princess Ileana in 1948.
After being restored in the late 1980s and following the end of communist rule in Romania, it ga

The Guy Nexted DoorSHE INVITES ME IN HER DOOR...ASKING ME TO HELP HER MOVE HER TABLE OVER TO HER BED..AS I WALK OVER.. I SEE SHES NOT WEARING ANY PANTIES UNDER HER SHORTS...AND SHE LEANS OVER TO PICK UP HER SHOES TO MOVE THEM.. I SEE SHE BENDS OVER ALIL TOO LONG AND SHE TURNS AND SEES ME GAWKIN AT HER... SHE SMILES AND ASKS IF I LIKE THE SHOW, I NOD MY APPROVAL AND WALK UP TO HER, SLOW AT FRIST, SHE SMILES AGAIN AND PUTS HER ARMS AROUND ME. I KISS HER,, SLOW AT FRIST FEELING HER PUSH INTO ME,, I LAY HER DOWN ON THE BED... TAKING HER SHORTS AND SHIRT OFFF.. SHE ASKS ME TO TAKE MY PANTS DOWN AND MOVE CLOSER...I MOVE TO HER AND SHE STARTS LICKING MY COCK SLOWLY SUCKING IT INTO HER MOUTH... NIBBLING ON THE HEAD.. SHE WHIPSERS THAT SHE WANTS IT NICE AND WET FOE HER.. I TELL HER TO MOVE OVER AND GET ON TOP OF ME SO I CAN LICK HER CLIT... AND HAVE ACCESS TO HER ASSS.... SHE DOES SO WITH A GRIN .I CAN FEEL HER HEAT FROM HER PUSSY.. AS I START LICKIN HER.. I TEASE HER ASSHOLE. WITH MY FINGER AND SHE PUSHES AGAI

Unkle Knobby (notice The K Here)My name is Uncle Knobby, I hang around primary schools
Underneath my raincoat, I'm always totally nude
I show my navel fluff collection to lots of fully-clothed men
I get a full erection, and have to rush to the gents
Ooh! Uncle Knobby, can't we please go home?
Why do you hide in the bushes? What have you done with our clothes?
I introduce my penis to hamsters, gerbils and mice
I like to read Fiesta, and peek at the reader's wives
Ooh! Uncle Knobby, where's our special treat?
Why do you keep taking pictures and sniffing our bicycle seats?
I grummidge in my portfolio, which is full of Tampax ads
I look up my own bottom with mirrors from ladies' handbags
Ooh! Uncle Knobby, can't we please go home?
We've never seen any dildos, we don't want to wear pantyhose
Ooh! Uncle Knobby, Why have you smeared us with cake?
We don't like standing in custard, and we don't want to play with your snake.

Can You Spot A Fake?Can you spot the fake photo?
OKAY .
From the Following seven pictures,
So, do you have any idea which one it is?
Yeah, I thought it was the cat too!!!!

Going Out Of TownI will be gone until Monday after tonight.. I hope everyone has a good vacation and a happy 4th of July..
PEACE
Tammy

BeliefFeelings are not born from photographs
They are born with time
Do not mislead yourself into believing you can fall for a person in a photograph
As soon as you do , you will be disappointed.
The smile was for another, the glint was for the moment in time.
Glean what you wish
Mold it to what you wish
Imagine what you wish
Reality will only come for those that meet
And take a new photograph of their own.
Memories can only last as long as they are prompted to do so.
A photograph will only be as real as you let it
become.

Hi Thaksi just wanna say thank you guys for doing what uve done especially dark witch much love to you and the others that helped me rank up and not giving me problems in the mumm thank you
so mote it be

James Bond, Not Quite Cutting It.It is very appearent that the new James Bond isn't cutting it. The general James Bond fan doesn't like like cause when he came along 007 changed. After watching the movie (Casino Royale),though I have to say that the writers did a good job preparing for this, I noticed alot of un-James Bond like things happening. But like i said before the writers did a good job.
To start off, Bond no longer smokes. This is because Great Britian desided that it isn't good for the children to see. Mean while, its ok to for England to give Knight status to a Homosexual (I have nothing against homo's persanally, but i dont want my kids looking up to one) And isnt being a Knight something that all little English boys look up to? Priorities just don't seem to be setting straight. Ok so Bond doesnt smoke.. no big deal, i can move passed that. The rest of the movie goes on with Bond having some very bad killing practices and isnt the least bit as smooth as the originals.
But the creative writing

Double Standereds In Modern SocietyWhy am I considered a racist, when I show the exact same enthusiasm and pride for my race as a black Mexican or Jew? Why am I automatically labeled when I shave my head and strap on my boots? We are living in a time of double standards, a time of new bogus hate crime legislations which are one sided laws enacted to further protect the chosen minority, while the white majority foots the bill. I know I don’t stand alone in my views on immigration, I know that many people out there are just as fed up with the Government opening the borders to all non white, non English speaking people from the third world, but unlike the people who are unwilling to do something about it I am more than willing to place myself in harms way in order to secure an existence for my people. I am not the type of person who will play into the medias acceptance, I will not take everything the media says at face value and I will do research on my own. Many people outside of Tennessee do not know about the murde

Huh I Wonder If I Should Go To The Doctors.i used to way like 150 lbs. [i'm also 5 10]
but now acordding to most scales i'm between 120-130.
which is really werd & it really bugging me.
idk why but i'm flipping out ot.
i think i better go to the doctors.
plus i think my ex gave me my infection back. that fuck face!
more meds for me i guess

YouthYouth would be an ideal state if it came a little later in life.
~Herbert Henry Asquith~

FatherhoodHi Everyone...
Good News...I just found out I'm in the running to be a daddy.
No not a sugar-daddy, I've already played that game.
This time I'm not shooting blanks. In fact I unloaded a fully loaded magazine into a cute redhead, and darn if I didn't hit the bullseye with that MILF.
Of course it may be a ruze by a scorned women in red, but I guess I'll just have to wait and see if it's me or Bobbo.
I heard through the Toldeo grapevine that we were sampling the same cherry pie.
So it's still anybody's guess.
It was good eating, but now somebody's gotta pick up the check.
Bobbo get out your wallet....I'll leave the tip.
I knew I should have skipped desert that night.
Oh well, life goes on.
Just call me Daddy-O.
Love and kisses from the Toledo Glassman.
My new mantra:
"Gaining a reputation one snatch at a time."
Peace

BansheesI don't like it. . .Not at all.
Days like this. . .Weeks like this.
Regret feeding, light concealing,
Grey shades. . .Thoughts made
Stitched really, strung up and out
Hung to dry in the rain
When I gonna learn you can't dry in the
rain.
When I gonna learn any-thang?
It's probably a profitless process
This constant hunt of shadows
This constant parade in the dark
Throwing stones at the concealed man
skipping my pebbles off the sky
I'm one bit shy. . .I have misplaced my shoes.
Barefoot . .. . A torn pretender
sworn contender
A shadow boxer of lies
mistrusts and open eyes
This reflection is cruel
This limelight burns
invisible scars are what hold me together
seething gaps in the perfection
of others perception
growing weary of the ties which bind me
fenced in and misconstrued
inflected promises
from infected lips
storylined flesh
subliminal rips
I forgot to turn the light out once
so it burnt out.
I haven't found the funds to rep

Home From The HospitalWell had my surgery yesterday an all went well. now just have to recover. I am a wimp when it comes to pain and I am in a lot of it. feels like I got kicked in the stomach and ribs by a horse. But I am moving around a little more so that is good. just going to take it easy for the next week or so. just wanted to give ya an update. Thanks for all the well wishes and prayers. love ya Laree

Jt! (just So I Remember)i was standing around a department store and someone pointed out a nice greyishpink pleated short skirt. i started touching it immediately and wanted it. i started moving it on the hanger and realized justin timberlake was standing next to me. i think i may have already known him in the dream, for i was not startled. i believe he was in the store with a younger Cher who happened to be his girl. one of his songs started playing on the radio and i smiled at him, started moving my hips and slapped him on the shoulder and smiled..how lovely to be in his company at a time his song was playing. i believe it was "Chop Me Up" one of my favourite tracks on the album featuring timbaland..or mayhaps it was "summerlove"
he smiled at me.. he was dressed all in white. fucking classy, even may have had a creme coloured vest on. his hot lil scruffy beard and sideburns..he got behind me while Cher was at some other part of the store and squeezed my waist. i could feel a hard bulge in his pants and i

Truth Or Dare Lets PlayTRUTH OR DARE
So here's the deal...You get to ask me *Up to 5 Questions!!*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you...
and creativity counts!
Repost in bulletin and blog.

The List Of Things That I Hate/think Suck.The list of things that we hate/suck...
Cleverly penned in a drunken stupor by Nicole and Michelle between 2:30 and 3:30 AM Tuesday somewhere in a remote location in the motherfucking LC.
As I understand due to certain offensive terms and certain those of you that we may or may not work with all politically incorrect (not that we believe there is such a thing) terms have been replaced with the word BANANA....so here goes..
1. Mini vans and the soccer moms that drive them.
2. Busses and/or taxi drivers- FUCK YOU BANANAS!
3. Gaggles of BANANAS that mindlessly wander in front of your care because they have no concept of oncoming traffic (like geese).
4. Canadians.
5. Annoying guy friends that are only friends with you because they want a piece of ass.
6. Guy friends that stop talking to you and demand their shit back when you deny them ass.
7. Your mom
8. Ah-Ha (ok the video was cool)
9. People that think "Video Killed the Radio Star" was perform

4th Of July LonerI work 61/2 hours tomorrow, have no friends in this area yet to even go watch fireworks with. I'm gunna just stay home read a book, and watch movies. Blah! Stop rubbing it in if you don't work.

!!the All-spark!!Yo. I have to admit that I knew that this movie would bring back great memories and to enjoy these NEW memories with my 5 year old son made it even better.Though I had NO IDEA that TRANSFORMERS would be the best SUMMER BLOCK BUSTER that was created in the last few summers!!! It was awww inspiring! throughout the movie movie attendees were clapping,gasping and rooting on the carnage that was being displayed on the giat screen. Note to BOOTLEG DVD BUYERS;JUST DONT BUY IT GO AND SEE IT IN THE THEATRES IT IS WORTH WHATEVER IT COSTS TO WATCH IT BELIEVE ME,PLEASE!! At times in this movie I had feelings of sympathy and hope.I swear I almost cried like two times...and Im no freakin sucker neither! From start to finish the movie was !!!AWESOME!!! and come to find out Steven Spellberg helped Micheal Bay out with this GREAT MOVIE. If this MADD RANT did not enthuse you enough to storm out the house to watch it...Go WATCH IT ANYWAYS YOU WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH IT! SEETHING FOR A SEQUEL

Letter To Craig Morgan (artist Who Sings The Song "tough"I just wanted to write and let you know what effect the song "Tough" had on me. My dad had wanted me to download the song "Tough" and listen to it. Well with a song named "Tough" I didn't know what to expect at all before listening to it. When I had finally downloaded it a few days later and listened to it for the first time...I had to just sit there a bawl. For what I was hearing was my father describing my mother. My mother was always the first one up in the morning making my dads lunch for the day and getting us kids up and off to school. My dad worked long days being a construction worker so my mother was the one to tend to the daily errands and business. When my brother was about 5 he was diagnosed with muscular dystrophy. And so as he lived his life, the disease of course progressed and so did the necessary things like therapy and doctor appointments which had to mean more responsibility on my mom to take my brother to his appointments. And then when I got into high sch

Happy HappyHappy 4th of July. Thank you to all that make us free!MyHotComments :: HotFreeLayouts

Tranformers Movie Reviewhttp://www.SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com
My my my!!!My God I have no clue where to start! First of all do yourself a favor and go see this film ASAP.Second do NOT wait for this to come out on DVD you Will regret it.If nothing else see it in the theater for the sound.Michael Bay had me at hello with The Rock,everyone that knows me knows that is my favorite movie in the entire world well guess what ,Lisa has a new favorite movie now.Michael Bay you are a God.This man desevrves all the $$$$ he will make from this.There are NO crappy special effects ,all the jokes are hilarious,solid story and absolutly the best action packed thrill ride I have ever been on.It is very intense in some scenes,I actually found my heart racing a few times,there is one special effect in particualr that almostmade me want to jump out of my chair and scream! Those dam testosterone levels are all messed up again,me and action movies are like Peanut butter and Jelly.I also believe very strongly that any movie that

Shaftfrom this day forward, my cock and balls are known as Johnny Johnson and his Holy Rollers

4th JulyHi Everyone,
Just wanted to stop by and say hi to you all. I am sorry I am still not on here much but I hope you all understand.
I know some of you know what is going on and some do not...I just need some time to sort some things out..I will stop by as often as i can and will try to reply to you all....just might take a little time.
I hope you all have a safe and wonderful July 4th.
As some of you already know I no longer live in Wisconsin. I now live in Mobile, Alabama so I am looking forward to seeing how the South celebrate the 4th.
You all take care and stay safe feel free to email me at nughtybutnice110@yahoo.com.
Hugs
Tigsy

ParrotA guy is browsing in a pet shop and sees a parrot sitting on a little perch. It doesn't have any feet or legs. The guy says aloud, "Jeesh, I wonder what happened to this parrot?"
The parrot says, "I was born this way. I'm a defective parrot"
"Holy crap," the guy replies. "You actually understood and answered me!"
"I got every word," says the parrot. "I happen to be a highly intelligent thoroughly educated bird."
"Oh yeah?" the guy asks, "Then answer this -- how do you hang onto your perch without any feet?"
"Well," the parrot says, "this is very embarrassing but since you asked, I wrap my weenie around this wooden bar like a little hook. You can't see it because of my feathers."
"Wow," says the guy. "You really can understand and speak English can't you?"
"Actually, I speak both Spanish and English, and I can converse with reasonable competence on almost any topic: politics, religion, sports, physics, philosophy. I'm especially good at ornithology. You really

Gmgood morning my awsome friends hope you have a great and safe 4th love you all and remeber to keep on smiling

VacationDear members,
While I am away on vacation for two weeks the very capapable Theresa will be in charge. She is leader of our affiliates the honorable society of wolves.She is also a member here. If anyone has qustions or whatever please contact Theresa either by shoutbox or IM. Here is her link...
I will miss you all but by all means have fun!!!
♥ ♥

Golf WidowA WIFE comes home to find her bags packed by the front door and her husband sitting on the couch polishing his golf clubs.
HUSBAND: "You gave me the choice, either you or golf."
Golf can be addicting. It is hard NOT to play golf once you become addicted. This is one of the causes of marital problems. The husband spends a lot of time at the golf course leaving the wife home with nothing to do. If you are a wife who is left alone much of the time while your hubby is playing golf, or, if you are a wife ignored for golf, then you are what we call a 'golf widow.'
There are several instances when golf widows get mad at their golfing hubbies. One is, the husband is not around during important functions and family gatherings because of golf. Another one is, coming home late at night because of the awards ceremony, and the drinking that comes after playing. Third, a golf widow just can't get over the fact that her husband can wake up as early as 4am to get ready for a golf tournament,

KeepersI grew up in the 40's/50's/60's with practical parents. A mother, God love
her, who washed aluminum foil after she cooked in it, then reused it. She
was the original recycle queen, before they had a Name for it... A father
who was happier getting old shoes fixed than buying new ones.
Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived
barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a
hat and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the
other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio,
screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress Things we keep.
It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing,
eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence.
Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more.
But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of
the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of l

To Be Wantedsometimes i feel i just want to be wanted
like i thirst for the attention
but i don't even know why
then other times
i don't want to be bothered
it's not that i'm depressive
i think i'm a lot of fun
i just have changes of mood
lately things aren't satisfying
food is good, but there's nothing i crave
sex is decent, but it's only with myself
i'm not unhappy, but i don't feel joyous either
and i sit and think about what really makes me smile
usually the insignificant things
a surprise phone call
a piece of candy someone gives me
a good story told by a total stranger
and what do these things reveal
i like to be thought of
i want to be wanted

~*babyboy-j And Sultryprincess*~we Are Announcing Are Ct EngagementTo all our family and friends,
~*BabyBoy-J and SultryPrincess*~
~To come together as one~
We are announcing are CT engagement
So come Congratulate us on this exciting day for us!!!
Sultry™Princess*Fiance to BabyBoy-J*Hitwoman to the Godfathers*Wifey 2 Badass Babydoll@ CherryTAP
Show my Fiance some Love!!!!
BabyBoy J * Fiancé to SultryPrincess@ CherryTAP
We love u all! Have Happy and safe 4th July from the both of us!!
http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3825017934
(repost of original by 'Sultry™Princess*Fiance to BabyBoy-J*Hitwoman to the Godfathers*Wife 2 Badass Babydoll*Stalked b' on '2007-07-04 11:20:05')
(repost of original by 'BabyBoy J * Fiancé to SultryPrincess' on '2007-07-04 11:29:36')

Haters In The Mumms! Once AgainOk I made a mumm today about SHISH KABOBS it got flagged, I made a mumm the other day is FAT THE SAME AS THICK, it got REPORTED TOO---when does CT hire a REAL REPORTING TEAM or the madness STOP? I understand PEOPLE out there are JEALOUS they can not be ME! but damn.... I WILL FLAG ALL MY MUMMS FOR HERE ON OUT!