8. I Think I Am...

Sitting in the room up stairs, I cried. I sat in the corner, staring a my wrists. I wasn't going to do it again. Not after what just happened. So, I just thought maybe I should talk to them. I was scared though. Downstairs I heard them all still talking to each other. It's already 4:00, and I'm still just here. Alone. But what else is new? I was always alone. "Come on let's go," said a voice that bursted through my door. I wiped away my tears, and looked up. "What? Louis, I'm not going anywhere." I said. "Come on. Stand up." "Why?" "We need to go right now or we will be late!" "But I want to shower and I want new clothes." I said. "Okay, you go hop in the shower and we will go and buy you some new clothes." Louis answered back to me. He walked out and I stood there. I heard all five of the boys leave. I ran the water for a hot shower, and went downstairs to grab a warm towel. On my way there, I saw a phone sitting on the table. It was new in the box. I opened the box and there was a not. It read: "Hi love. If you have found this note, it means your life is about to change. Everything about it. Great things lie ahead. To start it off, here is a new phone for you. It's already with our numbers put in. Have fun! x ~Niall. I let out of little grin. I ran back up the stairs, and placed the box on my bed and sat beside it. I took out the new phone, turned it on, and began to text Niall. 'Thank you Niall. Is there a way I could ever repay you? x' In less than 2 minutes, I got a reply. 'No babe, you don't need to at all. We are almost done here. Hope you like it! x' I put down the phone and ran into the bathroom. I hoped in the shower, which was now steaming, just the way I like it. I hoped back out when I was done. I rapped the towel around me, and began to brush out my hair. I could not seem to stop thinking about what Niall meant. New things ahead of me? This could be all I ever wished for. And then I started to cry. This time they were tears of joy. Maybe my parents saw me struggling. This is certainly headed in the right direction. When I was done brushing out my hair, I walked back into my room, and went on my new phone. I wanted to make a Twitter, so that's exactly what I did. It took me a while to compete it, but I finally finished. I followed all of the buys and scrolled through their tweets. I laughed at some of them. Especially some of Harry;s tweets. Harry is so charming. They all are, but Harry stands out to me. I sat in my bed, waiting for them to return. It may sound crazy, but the whole time I was waiting for them, I was thinking about one person. Name replaying over and over, like a charm. Harry, harry,harry, I kept saying in my head.