February 5, 2015

Just got back from my short holidays back home this morning and just finished unpacked my stuff, sorted out my books and my dental instruments, cleaned my room, and colour coded my scarves. Aaah, so pretty now I could just look at it, all day long. Phew.

Anyways, I passed my Final Year Part 1 and now, I'm continuing on with my Final Year Part 2. Alhamdulillah. I just hope I have the strength to endure another 6 months of torture. InshaAllah.

This has been the shortest holiday I ever had since I started BDS for the past 4 years. I'm not complaining though, cause I got no other choice kan. so its fine, really.

Shortest, but the sweetest and the one I will remember for a very long time.

December 26, 2014

Been feeling under the weather this past few days. The doctor thinks I'm a little bit stressed out because of the exams marathon and all, but I'm honestly, just tired. Been pushing myself a little bit too hard this past one month, and I'm going to continue to do so.

November 28, 2014

We just started Orthodontics posting this Tuesday and it has been very very tiring. Our last and final posting for Final Year Part 1. And we gonna have marathons of exams after that, and yes home by the end of January, inshaAllah. All is well though.

November 2, 2014

What if certain people were signposts in your life? Representations of good or bad. Like an old friend you see across a crowded street, one you wave hello to, before hurrying on. The last time you saw them, things took a turn for the worse and, as sad as it may seem, they have unwittingly become an omen, a precursor of bad luck.

Or that one person who you rarely speak with, who can always be found right where you left them. You carry their smile with you like a talisman -- for whatever reason, their presence in your life will always bring the promise of better days.

Then there is the boy you can never stop thinking about. Whenever you see his name, it trips you up. Even if its one that belongs to many others, even if he belongs to someone else.

You know he is a symbol of your weakness, your Kryptonite. How he rushes in like wildfire and burns through everything you worked so had to build since he left you in ashes.

So you do the only thing you know how, you put as many miles as you can between him. As many roadblocks and traffic lights as you can gather. Then you build a bold red stop sign right on your doorstep, knowing all the stop signs in the world could never hold him, ---- they can only ask him to stay a while.

October 11, 2014

I ran from my hectic life in India last week to one of the most beautiful places on earth. Still cant believe it actually.

Honestly, Maldives has never been on my #travelwishlist. I never plan to go there like I planned to go South Africa one day. Yeap, so, when my juniors invited us to join them to go Maldives, I was a little bit skeptic, hmm Maldives tu bukan untuk orang orang pergi honeymoon ke? Why on earth do I wanna go with you guys? Better I go with my 'Pakto' (Jane yang ajar ni, I pun tak tahu maksud sebenar dia apa)

But I did anyways, and I glad I did.

When they said Maldives is one of the heaven on earth, its kinda true and I cant help but wonder how the real Heaven look like. MashaAllah.