Calling my best friend Yesterday.... 11-11-2006 is my sobriety date. For those of y'all that don't know from 14-16 I abused my prescription meds. I was prescribed Adderall (legal Meth). I was able to go to my doctor n tell him I "needed" more n he'd write the script. I was taking 3 times as much as I should've mostly through my nose. The rest I sold. I had a good hookup I could get them for $3-5 a pill n sell them for $10 a pill. At a party I got into Cocaine I could drink for hours n snort a few lines n keep drinking. One day I got the brilliant idea to mix 1 part Cocaine 2 parts crushed Adderall. It was extremely fun and dangerous. Freshman year I was selling in school. lost most friendships, relationships, i didn't care. It was all about my next fix. I've tried nearly every drug known back then. Never shot anything up. My favorite was my mixture. It didn't help Summer of 2005 I was in a car accident and got a Traumatic Brain Injury, memory loss, permanent nerve damage and tons of physical issues. Everyone thought I was acting out due to the brain Injury. Few knew of my addictions. I was also a major pothead back in the day. 06-06-2006 was a drug fueled hell of a time. Me and a few friends did Schrooms, Acid, smoked a fuck ton of Marijuana, snorted some of my mixture, got shit faced n laid on our backs looking up in the sky waiting for the 4 Horsemen to come take us away. November 10th 2006 my sister came out to the garage. Her bf & I were stoned outta our minds. She gave us a ultimatum, sober up (quit smoking weed, my family knew nothing of my habits) and be good role models for my nephew. I said see ya later. Next day I was making a new batch of my mixture, n smoked all my weed the night before. I started thinking her pos bf has already cheated on her (sister), he ain't gonna be around... I needed to quit everything n be there for my family. So I took all what I had left n sold it to a friend. Told him I was getting clean to be there for my nephew. Best damn decision of my life. #sober#sobriety#drugaddict#share#memories#quitter#inthepast#nebraska#mylife