Well that
was just mean Lexi Ryan. I have been wanting to read this series every single
time I see them but I keep putting it off cause damn does that blurb sound
emotional and I have to be in the right mood to put myself through that. But
the stars aligned this week and I just had to pick this up even knowing it was
going to be an angsty read, I just really wasn’t expecting the amount of tears
I shed while reading this book.

I also
thought it was going to go in a lot different direction to the one it went in
however I won’t tell you about that because it was so well written you have to
take the journey yourself. And despite the fact I cried for most of the book it
wasn’t one of those reads you walk away from feeling sad and heartbroken from.
Infact I walked away with a huge smile wanting to rave about this awesome story
and beautiful characters.

Mia was a
character that I liked but I did go back and forth with her and I had a few
moments I wanted to scream and pull my hair out but then we would get a little
more of her story and I would see where she was coming from and I would feel
nothing but love and sympathy for her. Everything she went through in this book
would probably have broken me. But she was so forgiving and strong and I ended
up loving her.

But not as
much as I loved Arrow. Seriously that man owned me from the first. And although
he did make a few stupid mistake and could (should) have handled things in a
better way everything he did he did for the right reasons and with the best of
intentions. And despite his mistakes he was a genuinely sweet guy who got dealt
a really shitty hand.

I am so glad
I picked this book up (finally) and I can’t wait to read the rest of this
series, well you know next time I pull up my big girl panties enough.