Can't do this any more.

Right now I can't even form why. I feel like my heads going to explode and that I'm going to jump out of my skin, this feeling is horrible and I don't want it any more, I don't want this stupid uncertainty, I don't want the lies that things are fine when they clearly aren't.

I just want it to be all right, but I don't know how to fix any of it.

I don't know what to do, it's been a long time since I've felt at the end of my rope like this, I feel like I'm going to end up killing myself and the scary part is I know I can do it this time but part of me keeps trying to pull away from the brink and remind me this feeling will pass, that it passes every other time.

Hi Daydreams wow i could have written this post hanging on trying not to lose ones grip The feeling will pass hun it will so please stay here talk to us reach out for support okay crisis line whatever but don't give up okay hugs

That feeling IS well done stupid, but so important. I am suicidal and whatever kills me Im on it, or am I still believing for something better? Only godscan tell, am I worth it or not, you are worth it I know. Please tell your family that you are really close and they will
believe you (else they dont know for actually), believe the un-truth but its truth