The irony is we haven’t officially begun Fourth Grade, until Easter. We school year round and begin anew with the Spring. But leave it to my oldest child to speed ahead and be inspired. As we wrapped up the Third Grade year with review and making sure our Main Lessons Books were looking good, I would talk with Little Eagle about Norse Myths and the Vikings. He knew I was studying and preparing to teach him. I did tell him that upon meditation I would like for him to spend some time in the wood shop with dad creating tools. I knew he was interested in tool-making, so it makes sense to gear it toward the Vikings and Norse Mythology, right!

Little did I know my husband also thought it was time that one boy came with him, on a weekday. Each week the older two boys will take turns in the shop on a business day. This means they will get to spend time one-on-one making things. They may also run errands with Papa to one of our many clients, or interior designers. Otherwise, it is a chance to spend time with dad in the shop creating.

The first project Little Eagle did was an upcycled knife, with a wooden handle. He did the research and wood burned a Viking style W on the handle. The wood is purple heart, with a grapeseed oil finish, and a wood plug holding the metal and wood together. He also put together a killer Viking axe, all wood. I had to wait until the next day to see it, because he left it at the shop overnight, so the glue could dry. Here it is. I think Fourth Grade might be A LITTLE fun. I’ll keep you informed.

Wow, the boys are really growing up and have shown on the outside all the inner growth of the last 7 years! Little Fox, now 8, really has gauged this for me, since we now have two older boys walking their path. He has truly set forth on his earth path, and come into his body. I mentioned the 12 senses on the last post and how important all of them are in raising children. He has taught me most about how highly sensitive I truly am. The term Highly Sensitive Person is a post in itself for another time. Either way as a parent I came to learn more about myself through watching my children grow and mirroring, as well as reflection upon my childhood.

Before we review the year I want to mention First Grade Readiness. This is something you can measure by a few standards. For one, has the child lost their first milk tooth? How are gross and fine motor skills, as well as core body strength? As a rule of thumb has the child experienced seven Easters yet? Below are a couple of links expressing this thought deeper and why we waited 7 years to start academics. Most people outside of our family sphere did/do not quite understand why our children did not match up with mainstream, but I took this very big notion to prayer and specifically felt waiting for each child to be ripe was necessary.

Each child is so different and Waldorf allowed me to bring a balance to each child and their differences. At first it does not appear as though our children are learning or at pace with their peers, and truly they are not. We want a whole child. A child who is developing evenly. We want their body, mind and spirit to be in sync. To mamas out there who are questioning yourselves because others are questioning you and this practice, hold steady, like an anchor on a ship in the high seas. You know what is best, somehow this seed was planted in your heart!

Namely our Little Fox is a cautious fellow. He likes to watch and observe before making his move. But once he moves he is graceful and confident. We waited a little past his 7th birthday to begin formal academics, and my oh my, he paced through with smiles. I love this because school should be fun, and we had some work to do the first seven years to get him ready. Auditory, visual and vestibular centers had to be assisted and balanced. Movement, sensory and games had to be encouraged. Here is my Pinterest board to give you a sense of what I look at, regardless if a child has sensory issues, in fact all children are special needs in these times when recess and art are not valued. They sure are valued here at home though!

Temperament plays a role in educating and I believe Little Fox to be much like me, melancholic and phlegmatic, but when balanced, quite all four temperaments, much like the Medicine Wheel, and Carl Jung’s Wheel, when finding our Center. It is important though to observe your child the first seven years and meditate on their temperament and your temperament and right-relationship. Meditating on how to bring the teachings and how to relate can make a huge difference in how your days go.

We began the year with Form Drawing. Not only did Form Drawing give us structure with using Main Lesson Books, it gave Little Fox time to practice using crayons and pencils for writing. Not only do I believe in the soul development aspect of Form Drawing, but also the quality it has to draw us into focus on Monday mornings! Monday’s are difficult for all to refocus, so doing an exercise first thing really helps us all realign where we are and what we are doing.

Language Arts had us visiting Grimm’s Fairy Tales, and let me tell you they work on the soul differently as a child than they do when we are adults. As adults we bring our baggage to the stories, unless we let the stories take their time to work on our soul too. Some people even believe they are gruesome, and perhaps they are a bit, but the things on television for children that have no soul are far more violent. I can understand how a highly senstive mama might think twice while reading the stories beforehand, but if you approach the stories archetypally, then they are very insightful and assist growth subconsciously in the first year grade, also known as the 7 year change. In the first grade letters are introduced to the children through a re-creation of the evolutionary pattern of language development. The letters are drawn out in practice books and Main Lesson Books to make a picture in itself. Like the letter M in the story Simeli Mountain is actually a part of the Mountain, and there is room left for a short summary of the story, which is beginning writing.

Math. Arabic Numbers one through 10 are introduced along with Roman Numerals and a story. The Four Processes are then introduced using a storyline and manipulatives. With our first son we actually used a Star Wars theme, but with Little Fox we used gnomes in a kingdom. It was just easier to use the traditional approach with our curriculum, the story was already set up. Our curriculum teaches Whole to Parts. For example, 10 equals 5+5, 9+1, 1+9, 10+0, 0+10, 7+3, 3+7, 5×2, 2×5, 10×1, 1×10, 11-1, 20-10, 15-5, 20/2, 40/4 and so on. During the winter we do daily math practice to keep up with what we have learned and to make it easier for entering into the next year. Winter and reviewing is where we are right now, as well as planning and dreaming for a new start.

Daily math practice is suggested in Circle Time, which takes place when we say our opening and seasonal verses and play our games. This is when I might encourage my older child to jump on the trampoline and say his multiplication table. Or if we are taking a walk we may try to find straight lines and curves in nature to compliment beginning form drawing. We still do Circle Time our with First and Third Graders together filling the time with Brain Gym activities, movement like stretching and yoga, reading, and music practice.

Waldorf Education has a curriculum for its students that reflects a pattern of evolution that is apparent in both the evolution of humanity and in the development of the human being. For the sake of the developmentally appropriate introduction of information to the young child many traditional forms of academic instruction are held back for an older age. The three stages of development in childhood are birth to seven years of age, seven to fourteen years of age, and finally fourteen to twenty-one years of age. Waldorf Education for the birth to seven stage concentrates on learning through activity (Hands), seven to fourteen through the feelings (Heart), and fourteen to twenty-one through thinking (Head).

The Head aspect we are covering with Language Arts and Math, however we introduce the Heart aspect through painting and music or song. We have a three day rhythm where I introduce a story and the student draws the story in a practice book. The second day the student paints the story and retells it. The third day we model the story and enter it into our Main Lesson book. With this rhythm Little Fox came to digest the story and the teachings and make it a part of himself. I could not believe how well he came to know the information and in a way that was filled with art and music. Music and song entered in mostly through the festival life, like Candlemas. We did not paint or model every single story, but occasionally we reenacted the story with peg people or action figures or even ourselves.

Handwork is introduced this year with beginning knitting. The student is taught to cast onto needles they make themselves by sharpening then sanding the ends of a dow rod, then adorning one end if they so choose. For Little Foxes first project we slowly and surely knitted an organic cotton wash cloth. I paired his cloth with a bar of my soap and we gifted it to the Church Bazaar, which is a fundraiser.

Music has always been a part of our lives in some way or another but this year Little Fox stepped up his involvment by attending Children’s Choir at church. Before he had attended Music Together classes when he was little and then again with Little Bear. Last week Little Fox began his journey with violin. For three bars of my homemade soap we rent a violin, bow and case. We have a teacher for private and group violin lessons and it turns out she was home educated.

Another activity that was very much enjoyed this past year and begins again in March is Archery with our local 4H club. Little Fox was in the Clover Bud section of the Archery team, which means he cannot compete till he is 9, but we are all okay with that.

I was happy to see my middle guy really blossom this year. He is sweet and giving. The year really culminated last night when he finally lost his two front upper teeth. He had been hanging onto those teeth for an extra amount of time which in my meditation meant he was unwilling to let go. Birth to seven years old was comfortable and special, and he didn’t care to leave the wonder days behind. It is all bitter sweet. We want them to grow straight and strong into the future, but letting go is more than hard.

Thanks for reading Nurturing Spirit. I hope you enjoyed this post and perhaps gleaned some wisdom from our year end review. I know reflection is just as important as having lived.

It is very hard to believe that we are coming to a close with Waldorf Third Grade curriculum, The Old Testament, Form Drawing, Math and reviewing the four processes, especially making sure we know multiplication and then divide really well. Jewish Festivals. Farmer Boy, by Laura Ingalls Wilder. Building and woodworking. Choir and a chance to perform for church. Movement, always movement. Crafting, some sewing and knitting. And acquiring fluency with reading, as well as cursive.

Waldorf is an interesting and inspiring curriculum to follow. I have learned before Waldorf that Spirit is in the mundane, but Waldorf and the rhythm required helped my will to solidify this aspect. I do read some Rudolph Steiner and respect his writings, but I also utilize my G-d given intuition to guide our children, when it comes to what I am to teach them. As a teacher I must guard my words and the mediations of my heart, as it says in Psalms 19:14, for it is our children that will inherit the earth.

As a parent I must guard our children’s senses. There are actually 12 senses. Touch, life, self-movement, balance, smell, taste, vision, temperature, hearing, language, the conceptual and the ego senses. Some of these senses are inner and some are outer.

Touch, is the internal response to contact with the outside world. Life, this sense is the internal feeling of well-being and being alive. Movement is being inwardly aware of the way the body parts move in relationship to each other. Balance, this sense orients us to the world with respect to up, down, right and left. Smell is the sense that allows one to come with the outside world via odors carried by the air. Taste is a deeper connection with the outside world in which flavors are directly sampled. Sight is the sense that takes in the exterior images of the outside world. Warmth, with this sense we are directly aware of the warmth of another body. Hearing, this sense can tell us more about the inner structure of an object than sight. When an object resonates, we learn about its deep structure from the sound we hear. Speech. The sense of speech, word or tone, which is the hearing that involves meaningful words. Thought refers to the deeper sense of entering the being speaking through their words. Ego, this is the sense of ego or I, which enables us to turn our thinking towards the being of another and behold their I, their unique individuality directly.

Here are two links to provide you with deeper learning. I used the chart in the first link to bring you the 12 senses in an organized manner.

To remain aware of all these senses within oneself, as well as meditating on these senses for our children takes a lot of work. It takes my inner work and time management. This past week was a long and hard week. At the beginning of the week our beloved pet friend, Kiva, who was almost 17 years old, dropped her robe. She ran across the rainbow bridge and I could see her smiling, looking back and running hard and fast to the pasture in the sky. We have dealt with that grief of burying a friend this week and honoring her the best way we know how.

One of our children also began violin this week. We had choir, Cub Scouts and the children went with Papa Bear to the wood shop. I am always preaching balance at home, so much so it probably gets on everyone’s nerves when I have to say “no” often, so that we do not overdo.

Well, this week we overdid. My middle guy woke up this morning with the responsibility of going to an early church service and having to speak a short passage, the Cub Scout Promise. He had the passage down, but to culminate the week his front two middle teeth fell out last night. What changes this child has seen recently! And this child needed more sleep to process all that he has seen, heard, felt and sensed this week. I was not able to bring this balance to him and this morning he was showing it. I felt so bad for him as he was so tired, but had to keep his responsibility to his Pack and Den. It was my responsibility, and his dads to protect him. I promise to do better next time that we have such a hard and long week. Children are half our size, four or five times younger and cannot endure what we adults endure. We all must remember this as parents. It is okay to learn, stretch ourselves and grow, but we have limits and boundaries for a reason.

Farmer Boy, by Laura Ingalls Wilder has been one perfect book to help us in the 9 year change process. Almanzo provided some insight to the changes one sees in our child throughout the year, and the growth, will and responsibility that ensues. My oldest has really come a long, long way this solar cycle. We vision these changes for our child, we assist, but the work is truly up to them. I could not be more proud of Eagle Boy. He has grown with his building skills, skills I have always seen within him, and spends some time with dad at the wood shop, one to one and a half days a week on average. I can’t say how Good this is for him to be with a masculine authority figure enough.

At the start of the year we had chickens and a tom turkey, as well as a female turkey on a clutch. By the end of fall all was lost, so we will be starting over this spring. We do still have and love our French Angora bunny. She has a lovely bunny condo near our basement, packed with straw for warmth. We feed her timothy hay, pellet food, applewood sticks and pine cones, sunflower seeds, banana peels and plenty of water. We have also collected some of her hair, and plan to do something with it, but no ideas as of yet. It seems as though bun bun will be on a cycle of 90 days with shearing. We welcome her up in our kitchen most days to hop around and visit. And we purchased a nice round pen for outside days and plenty of hop time. Occasionally, I allow Eagle Boy to walk her around on a bunny leash, which is a sight.

Jewish Festivals and Judaism was a large portion of the teachings this year as well. The Old Testament is the Christian Model and perspective of the Hebrew people. However, the Jewish people themselves follow The 5 Books of Moses, also known as the Torah. Nevi’im, which is the book of the Prophets, and the remaining writings are known as the Ketuvim. When asked to sum up the essence of Torah, Rabbi Hillel famously responds, “What is hateful to you, do not do to your neighbor. This is the whole Torah; all the rest is commentary. Now go and study (Babylonian Talmud, Shabbat 31a).” The Golden Rule is at heart a Universal Ethic. Here is a link to take you into a further study of the many faiths and their way of speaking the Golden Rule, Living Reciprocity. We did not delve into the Hebrew Bible, but we know there is a difference between the Christian model of the Old Testament though. And that is a start.

Looking deeper into the Jewish festivals we used many books suggested by our local Jewish Community Center. Also the book Jewish Festivals, by Drucker and Patz. I also found my private online Waldorf community of Jewish people and non-Jewish people extremely helpful in schooling me on the facts and the emotions these festivals bring to family life. I am grateful to have the opportunity to learn and study deeper many faiths and to bring these faiths to our children, so that we may have tolerance, understanding and compassion for our fellow brothers and sisters.

Form drawing has been a very pleasant element in our schooling for several years and I continue to use Christopherus Form Drawing and Waldorf Essentials to aid us in crossing the midline and bringing focus to our week. Especially on Monday’s!! After speaking with our eye doctor two years ago and recently again this year, Form Drawing has really helped to strengthen the eyes and help with convergence. We are proof!

Reading! I knew that we had some work to do this past year with reading, but we buckled down and got to it. Daily reading is so important. Taking the time to snuggle up and practice is really a pursuit of the will, especially if your child does not come to it easily. I loved reading A LOT, so I had to have patience with my older guy who loves reading too, but only in his own time and only what he wants to read. I did really want to nurture and respect his coming to reading in his own time, but I could also tell as a part of his will development, he needed me to help him stay focused. Sanguine and choleric in nature, we needed that impressed into our rhythm. I did allow him to read what he wanted, but occasionally we ran out of books that he liked and had to just read what we had on the shelf. Although in Fourth Grade I intend to go to the library a little more with him and learn some Library Science, researching skills and the checking out of books that will enable him to continue strengthening his fluency, as well as comprehension and book reports.

Cursive has finally taken a front seat with Eagle Boy’s summaries and slows him down a bit, which is needed for his soul development. Verses, and summaries for the Old Testament stories and Jewish Festival teachings have held priority the last half of Third Grade with cursive. He proudly enters these into his Main Lesson Book.

Movement never leaves our sphere for learning. The boys take hikes regularly, jumping on the trampoline, and having a lot of fun building in our backyard. We have a lot of wood that Papa Bear could not use or store at his new wood shop, so the boys have had a daily access to Some tools and this wood. Papa Bear made a small structure on a large fallen limb from Grandfather Tree, as a fort. The boys also have access to fire building with permission. Over time Eagle Boy has collected knives as tools, not toys, and this has been a huge teaching in itself. One aspect to this past cycle that really turned us upside down was getting sick several times in late fall and early winter. For about 2 months we were pretty down and out, and have had to make up some schooling recently, so that everyone can be prepared for this next cycle. But we enjoy learning, so it is okay. Although, this down time really got us out of our rhythm of Movement, in comparison to our normal routines. We are slowly bouncing back and are very grateful for our health.

Lastly, almost one year ago our family began attending my childhood church. I felt the call home and it was perfect timing with our Old Testament studies. Our boys have flourished in many ways. They have made good friends and have come to love going to Wednesday night fellowship, eating with friends and doing crafts relating to the liturgical calendar (which is circular, not linear!) I am pleased with this and Eagle Boy will be attending, by his own accord, a Baptism class beginning next Sunday. Baptism will be at Easter service which will bring us full circle, as that is the first service we attended last year, where he saw his friends doused with holy water. I love that our church sends a small bottle of this water home with the child as well. Eagle Boy initiated this process on his own, so I feel it is good timing and an excellent ceremony to end one season of his life and begin anew.

Winter is my time for planning and dreaming and we look forward to learning more in Fourth Grade about Norse Myths, Viking life, Geography and Mapmaking, Math, Reading, more Form Drawing, Grammar, Cursive, Archery, Land Management, Tool-making, and whatever Great Mystery brings us.

Hopefully, in my next post I will explore First Grade coming to a close for Little Fox and all the exciting changes and growth happening for him. Thanks for reading this post and keeping up with us. Now, we must take the rest of the day to rest and prepare ourselves for another week.

Here’s my Pinterest board for Third Grade if you need any extra links or visual inspiration!

Welcome to my home! Grab your cup of tea or coffee and sit with me a moment. I want to share with you our recent adventures! When I am done I want to hear how you are as well. Without connection to others, sharing and storytelling, what would life be like?

In case you couldn’t remember I am currently teaching Waldorf Inspired First and Third Grade, along with our little nursling. In Third Grade not only are we learning all about the Old Testament and Jewish Festivals, but we are also studying Farmer Boy, by Laura Ingalls Wilder. Farmer Boy is about a little boy named Almanzo when he was nine years old and is beautifully paired with the nine year change our oldest child is moving through. If you want more developmental information about the nine year change, please visit my friend Carrie over at The Parenting Passageway. I hope to speak on developmental change from my perspective in the future on Nurturing Spirit.

With much gratitude, family affectionately known as The Gramps treated us to Conner Prairie, just outside of Indianapolis, Indiana. An interactive history park, set in 1836 and 1865. So off we went to learn and experience together. Upon entering the welcome center a college student from Wisconsin approached us and asked if my oldest son and I would wear a microphone as we moved around the exhibit Create.Connect. She asked us some questions afterwards about the exhibit she helped to create, in exchange for an ice cream coupon. Click on the link above to learn more about the exhibit. It’s worth some of your time I promise. However, the day was getting hotter by the minute, so we were a tad anxious to get on outside.

We headed on over to the Civil War area first, because it was the farthest walk. We entered into the Civil War area across a covered bridge, with Civil War banners and bayonet slices through Abraham Lincoln banners. I believe this park is top notch. Clean and accurate. The actors really take their jobs seriously. Parents with little bitty kids take note. Some of the interactive aspects in this area are loud, with yelling, horses neighing, pots and pans hitting the ground and video. If you have children with sensory issues, please check it out first, or avoid altogether. One little girl was crying because she was scared, and to her it was a very real. The park is great for older children who can understand. We did not take our little babe into those exhibits. The park is quality and worth admission, and theses actors and scenarios gave us a lot to ponder over. Upon returning home we are going to take a tangent into the life of a freed slave girl to try and understand the many aspects of this era, while reading this book by the Dear America series.

We looked ahead and decided we wanted to attend the funeral re-enactment, so off we went to Prairietown, after a delicious picnic lunch prepared by The Gramps. There was a funeral procession to the grave site dug that morning by the town folk. The coffin was made by the woodworker at the park, and will be buried permanently. We sang Amazing Grace and the Preacher read the bible verse we all know from Proverbs 31. We weren’t afraid to allow our children to see this aspect of the parks interactive history, because death is a part of the circle of life. Death is hard. I know because I am selfish and it is hard for me to release those I love most back to the spirit world, when it’s their time to go. But that is for me to learn to cope and teach my littles and this process has helped Awaken me to this life and my soul purpose.

Prairetown is my favorite and I really enjoyed each and every single building and the people. I had great conversations about the cooking, the animals ( oh my gosh, the piglets were so cute!), the work – like carding and spinning, which you can DO yourself right there! The Blacksmith was spectacular and made a nail right before our eyes. The Store. The Inn. Don’t let me forget to mention your child can play a part in the town! Spin the wheel or choose yourself a part. Town Healer, Deputy, Merchant and so on.

We have been reading Farmer Boy, by Laura Ingalls Wilder, and when I saw the two baby oxen in their yokes at Conner Prairie I immediately went to the picture in my mind of the book. Almanzo has two of his own oxen to train from babies, so the park was really bringing the book to life for us.

Well, I should leave the rest of the park for you and your family. We really hope to return, as we did spend 10 am to 5 pm, enjoying everything we could. If you want to see a plethora of pictures, visit me @healingoneself on Instagram, where I share our daily homeschool life in pictures. And let me say homeschooling has given me the opportunity to really bring Language Arts and Math to life. I feel Blessed and I want the universe to know I am grateful.

Learning about the Old Testament, Norse Mytholgy, Buddhism and other cultures and religions helps us to build our tolerance of others, and better understand God. It is antiquity, and I know it will shape and temper us into whole beings. I appreciate having more opportunities to learn along side our children, because as it turns out they are teaching me. And it is easy to see how “worth” taking the boys places like this are by the days-on-end of play and reenactment outside I have been watching. Thank you for visiting with us.

2014! With plenty of preparation work for two years, life has been like a spool of neat thread unwinding itself and revealing what is being made. Cedar blessed us with his arrival last October 2013, and we settled deeply into dreaming and planning, as we do in winter. Slow. Winter. Good. We had enough inner light to burn our way through the darkness of the cold season until Spring. For most homeschooling families February is a transition month. Cabin fever. Spring wants so badly to arrive, but Jack Frost sometimes lingers and the roots are reluctant to send the energy upward. The Light is yearning to unite fires within us again encouraging springs in our step, curls at our mouth and early spring morns on the porch with breakfast.

Preparing for Third and First Grade has been a lot of fun. I have enjoyed deeper spiritual learning with our main lesson of the Old Testament and Grimm’s Fairy Tales, with the archetypes. I keep in mind specific goals set for each child. Movement is always at the top of the list, rhythm and anchor times equally important. I feel blessed to observe, pray and listen for each child. Listening to Creator brought me insight to adding more music this year assisting the nine year change and seven year change as well as transitioning our little nursling with us through the day.

For our Native American block the boys have deep roots and some live education with Elders from the Hopi and Choctaw people. As their parents we have spent time doing our inner work with the encouragement of these Elders, their ceremonies and wisdom. All of that has carried over into our daily work. We have some unique teachings to bring to them. We also provide Buddhist, Sufi and Christian teachings. I think it is important to recognize the Ascended and Holy Peoples and to make available a universal language. It’s all about communication and connection, whether you prefer psychic or prose.

Music. Our circle time music has been our own songs that inspire us, and the Summer Songs from Music Together, which is Cedar’s baby music class playlist. My big boys are helpers in the music class and I see them getting so much out of the experience. For one week we spent time at the lovely First Christian Church Music Camp, in my hometown. I adored the music teacher and the kids. They worked hard with a tight schedule to really learn alot. I am impressed at the growth and stretching they had to endure. I felt I could See the transformation of their hearts and throat chakras. Flowing. Singing is magical for many reasons. The breath of Creator is at work.

Movement. I have been spending time with the boys this year learning about stretching the body and becoming more aware of their spiritual vehicles. Everything is sensory. Stress can be useful but also dangerous, so we have spoke some about how important drinking water, taking salt baths, regular bedtimes, clean foods, and movement can help assist our sensory experiences. Creator wants to come through us and touch all the materially dense richness. The earth. The wind. The warmth of a hug. The cool water that flows down our throats. Thankfully we have added new elements to our movement apparatus, like a slackline and trampoline. Existing equipment includes a zip line, 4 acres to run and bike. Trees to climb. Porches to swing upon, especially when it rains. Wood to chop. Fires to jump. Critters to feed. Free play. My boys do not lack for play time and joint compression. They are very creative and I have always nurtured and assisted that play with props, dolls, action figures, furniture, lighting, wall paint color, board games and card games. Natural materials are preferred but we possess some vintage classic toys. I do see the difference in feeling the materials personally. Plastic is cold.

Handwork. Handwork is many things. A nine month old baby is handwork as a nursling. My handwork. Handwork to the boys is taking care of their room, arranging a shelf or an altar. Brushing their teeth. Learning to knit a row. Taking blocks out and putting blocks away. Chopping wood. Whittling a stick. Modeling with mud, clay or dough. Sanding or polishing. Sewing. Picking up baby brother and helping him explore.

Watercolors and Wet-on-wet. I’m trying. A couple years ago I presented the color wheel teachings to the boys. I am revisiting watercolors again, the brushes, the feel. I have Painting With Children by Brunhild Muller, and the Waldorf Painting Education binder. IT’S HUGE, and I haven’t made it all the way through. I struggle with building scenes and I always add too much water! I am a work in progress.

Drawing. Chalk drawings and practice drawing have become staples in our process. We ingest the stories of each grade that are developmentally appropriate, draw and retell the stories. Some we love and some we take in and think maybe work is being done on us in the night by the angels who know better than we do.

Angels. Archangels. Archai. This is truly a personal relationship. We each have one for ourselves, as a group, the community, the earth and so on. Many times I go to the angels when I am struggling. But I do see them in the everyday, like when Cedar discovers his own voice. Or when River smiles at me shyly, and how he always nurtures me. Wolfsion, he champions as a helper to me and the land. He’s a steward. A trailblazer.

Waldorf Essentails curriculum, Melisa Neilsen homeschool teacher trainer and consultant, the Thinking, Feeling, Willing group of women on Facebook and my own spiritual path have been critical. Aside from doing a lot of listening to my Maker I try to keep my influence minimal or I can easily get distracted. I find that continual purification of the mental, emotional, physical and spiritual intelligences are absolute for the path. Each of us have a process. Recently, I disconnected from the grid for a couple of months and the time away really energized me, renewed me and helped me ground into my present life. We discover this as our intuition, the angels, our children and our own paths merge. It is also when we decide to manifest and come in tune with our soul that our Path becomes clear.

Rhythm. I need structure, but love the permission to unfold freely within that structure. Like the earth and the water flowing through and around. I allow space for the kids to unschool themselves with my guidance also. There are some days where that is absolutely called for. At some point I may share a photo of our schedule, it comforts me and transforms through the year, as we school (a)round the wheel. In and out breaths as the masters speak of in early childhood with anchor times, sleep, play, handwork and meaningful work are so very important. They are important to me as the teacher and as a human in grounding to this earthly experience. Life is intensive, but it all depends on how committed one is to the process and the path chosen. I am working on my Calling and Mission and that changes as the faces and places change, but the sanctuary and the familiarity of home remains.

Farm and home. For us this block blends nicely with our geographic location of Kentucky. Bodies of water with as much shoreline as Alaska. Rolling hills and knobs. Bluegrass. Large and small scale agriculture. Farmer Boy, by Laura Ingalls Wilder is a good Wednesday read, coupled with our nature-farm jounral. The boys draw pictures, write summaries and include math measurements or calculations to describe their work. We raise a few chickens, a turkey and a rabbit with a cat and two dogs, along with a children’s garden. That proves to be plenty of work for us.

Cursive has been pleasant and enjoyable. I liken it to form drawing, so we do it two times a week. After bringing forth the letters, we are now practicing cursive words and seasonal verses.

Early childhood is surfacing again with Cedar on the scene. I am having things click for me that we did not have time for before. The stories are becoming a part of me. I have more of my planning together and props available. I am slower, more mature. Patient. I imagine this comes with any teacher or parent. The settling in. It is comfortable and exciting. The journey. The Great Mystery ahead. As time goes on I really note that honoring myself and honoring my family and friends is also loving myself. And there is nothing wrong with that. Most importantly my lessons have come from making mistakes or as the Elder’s say “learning.” I realize when I am having a hard time it is due to the level of love I have for myself. [HUGE!]

Admist the birth of our baby and a new school year we have also birthed our own family business that has grown over the last 12 years of hard work, and we will be celebrating our one year anniversary as Cedar turns one in October. I am so proud of my husband for his work ethic, his talent and his ability to (at least) appear like he has left his work stress at the door. When he enters the house, he gives us himself, which is a gift. Check out http://www.coydogstudios.com or visit us on Facebook at Coydog Studios. We are also on Instagram Coydog_Studios and Twitter.

Thank you for reading. There will be more to come, as I find time. Development, the grades and the spiritual nature of our process is important and it is yearning to find it’s way out of me and into words. In the meantime visit me over at Pinterest as Nurturing Spirit and on Instagram as Healingoneself

Good morning folks. My post today is about big love, not about the holiday and consuming. I am also not trying to change anyone’s mind here. I just want to tell a story.

From my understanding Saint Valentine, the man, became a Saint because he had big love for his Creator. In those days, the King told all his Knights they could not marry. Marriage is a holy sacrament to Christians. Marriage is considered an outer act of an inner decision to merge with your partner. To unionize two energies. Many people in these times also practice the marriage of their own energies, thus the inner spiritual act of marriage with oneself.

The King did not want the Knights to marry, so they would be dedicated and serve him. Valentine, a priest, felt the King’s authority overshadowed God’s sacrament of marriage for all. So Valentine spent much of his time marrying these Knight’s to their loved ones in secret, till the day came where he was arrested and brought to the Tower. During Valentine’s stay until his death, he wrote many letters to loved ones signing “Your Valentine.” The period in which Valentine lived was considered dark days in humanity for good reasons. The veil of consciousness was begining to recede and draw us closer to Creator out of the watery infancy of the human race. Today things are much better energetically, but we still have a ways to go concerning Unity consciousness and equality for not just humans, but all who reside on Mother Earth.

For me and my translation of this day I see a chance to raise my vibration. And also an opportunity to think about how I show love for my Creator. How do I show Big Love? How do I Love in the face of authority? There are many thoughts, but few true answers. Compassion is one and patience is another. Valentine chose to be true to his beliefs and serve. So I will serve as well by raising my vibration and Being for my children, in my own backyard. Let me not leave out that we study the ascended masters, the saints and all the religions. All with intention to evolve and learn from the past, so that my Now will be more like Heaven.

Today will culminate a week spent making and giving home made items to those we love and passing along the good vibration with a hug and a smile. Nothing mass consumed. Everything with intention. And one extra symbol of love in this home to remind us of our love and union. Our Big Love. Spirit Manifest. The children.

As I prepare ahead to school our children I have been reading all the notes my mentor Melisa Nielsen of Waldorf Essentials wrote, namely in the Handwork section. She quotes Patricia Livingston’s book, Will-Developed Intelligence: Handwork and Practical Art in the Waldorf School:

“The hands are a unique and beautiful part of the human being, and they bring us important, far-reaching experiences. Therefore as teachers we must try to help the children become aware of their hands and of the great gifts they bestow on themselves and on others. Their hands need to become skillful, sensitive, and strong so that they can accomplish many deeds. Blind people get to know the world through their hands, but most people are unaware of the knowledge that can be gained when the hands are used in useful and sensitive ways. Think of art and music! Think of what physical work and daily tasks teach us. Think of a handshake and what it tells us about another person. We want the children to make things they love and enjoy and to work skillfully, always increasing their artistry. Handwork should be relaxing and fun, and at the same time productive, involving strong will activity. Nothing happens if you don’t use your hands and get to work!”

Somehow within me Spirit begs to be transformed and manifest – winter is inner growth time, like the roots in nature. SOMEHOW February, a tough time for many home educators in the spiritual mundane, the unseen is hard at work planning and dreaming. I say take to handwork! Let balance be kept. I was reminded very clearly where I am here in winter by beautiful artwork recently.

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I have all these little creations within me begging to come out, begging to be discerned and transformed. Like the picture above I close my eyes, but I am not blind. Information, ideas, designs and healing stream forth through me, through my hands. Wisdom may come through me and through my limbs to my hands and into the needle through which I sew. My other handwork, so to speak, is caring for my new beautiful baby boy. Nursing and holding. Also, writing comes forth for me and I am trying to honor that creation here in my nurturing space. Especially the teachings I am to bring forth to the kids in a creative way, such as Language Arts and Math through art. Nonetheless, it is February and I am told by those who reside in the Unseen to relax the thinking mind and allow the hands to become more alive and working.

One does have to become quiet first. Stillness is active, not passive. I believe we can transform ourselves, connect both sides of our brain and pass that on down to our children. Anytime of the year is good for crafting, working and using the hands, but in February, Now, this is my answer. I am being told to plan and to give creation a chance as my art of life. Patricia Livingston goes on to say:

Working to transform the materials of the earth fosters inner growth and a sense of well-being in the children. These lessons support and compliment other subjects in the school, helping to bring balance and wholeness to the education.”

We try to work with natural materials as often as possible. Wool and cotton for example. Eco arts and crafts fall naturally to the children when they are outdoors sitting on Mother Earth playing. Touching, feeling, creating, even destroying is a part of that process. Many people believe destruction is a very yang perspective, but I see it as a very feminine perspective as well. The womb, the dark waters of creation, the unseen, the powerful roiling sea within us that wrecks to make way. The balance must exist.

What illusory boundaries are you destroying in your inner and outer world to make way for the new? Spring is nigh! What are you doing with your will? What are you doing with your hands? This is all part of the work. My work as a true Human Being, here at Nurturing Spirit. Thank you for letting me share.

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