My husband is now with the Lord

My husband died on September 18; I was with him, alone, and was able to hold his hand, hug him and tell him how much I love him. I miss him so much, it's such a deep, aching pain, sometimes I feel that I cannot take it, but God enables me to go forward. Please pray for me, and my family. Our daughter is very brave, but she's only 12 years old, and was/is the apple of her daddy's eye. I never dreamed that cancer could cause such horrible prolonged mental and physical anguish. I suppose I had unrealistic ideas about the dying process, in general. I have to constantly shift my focus from the physical realm, to the spiritual, and remind myself that my husband is happy now. Thank you for your love and support.