They support me in everything I do
They know what I mean even when they hear opposite
They decide things best for me if I go astray
They keep me grounded leaving me free to fly high
They know when to say what
They give me wings to fly
They let me loose
They only question things that they feel is worth questioning
They let me cry
They make me laugh
They bear every mood every tantrum
For all highs and lows
For all worsts and bests
For now and forever
'Family' is something I can never do without

The betrayals
Those negative comments against her
People just ghosting on her sincerity
And everything that she lost while being jn a relationship with a man she thought she would get married to
She lost her best of health
She lost her confidence
She lost herself
And the battle was too hard
She desperately wanted to get out of all this and live a better life for herself

Not knowing what and how to do things she started to walk down an unknown road.
Wasn't the case that she didn't fear at all, but she was too lost in her hurt that she wouldn't realise a thing happening to and around her

There was a man who noticed her and thought that something is wrong.
So he followed her and noticed that...

The circles you keep going into
Those thoughts that keep repeating
The health that keeps deteriorating
And everything that you thought was over and gone that keeps coming
Is all a part to make you realise that it's time for you to change
It's time for you to start investing in yourself
It's time for you to start working on yourself
And of course for throwing people out of your life who no longer make you happy and allow you to grow
Yes, it will be difficult, but it will be totally worth it

Find someone who tries to listen to your talks
Find someone who wants to see the reason behind your actions
Find someone who tries to know why you are angry
Find someone who understands that your anger is just temporary
Find someone who can ignore your anger yet understand the crucial parts
Find someone who is ready to adapt yet remains the same
Find someone who changes with time
Find someone who knows when to just cuddle and when to make love hard
Find someone who is ready with coffee just to talk with you
Find someone who brings tubs of ice cream and sits besides you when you tell to leave you alone
Find someone who just watches movies without using head or anything else
Find someone who...

One day she decided to take charge of her life
And the next morning she woke up different
No unwanted calls answered
No messages replied
No toxic people allowed to live
No decisions for making her physical self ruin taken
Nothing done more to damage her mental health
More decisions and actions towards self-love and self-acceptance taken
More reading and enhancement of knowledge done
More focus on inner self made
More focus on inner positive circle made
And one day she woke up different, happy and positive

She risked her everything to love him, anytime, everytime
He just took calculated decision, anytime, everytime
She ended up finding herself
He ended up losing himself, a part of him in her silhouette which was now just a mirage

She didn't want a love story, because she had lived and gotten my heart broken
She didn't want a forever promise, because she had heard it and see it break
She didn't want flirting and all good words, because she had seen them fade away
She didn't want a forever, because she had dreamt it with someone and it's not even there anymore

She wants a serious commitment which is filled with fun and experiences which show me love, freedom yet grounded roots of togetherness and forever

Friendship is understanding mood by a text
Friendship is one person yelling and other just listening
Friendship is staying close when told you go away
Friendship is saying a no for a relationship but also offering you support during one and tissues after it ends
Friendship is someone knowing your worst, annoying and silly side along with your weaknesses but still choosing to be with you
Friendship is fighting over silly and big issues and then talking as if nothing has happened
Friendship is pure and something that stays with you life-long

Things will be worst
Things will make you think that you aren't worth
Things will make you feel that you can't do anything
Things will make you feel unwanted
You will be blank
You will go round and round in circles
You will encounter only black
You will feel numb
You will feel pain
You will feel tired
You will see no light
Body will become heavy
Breathe will become heavy
Situations will make you judge yourself
People will leave you
They will criticise you
They will smile and stab you at same time
They will hide and still be visible
Everything will be dark and worst in the start
But
If you try striving hard for light
If you try harder each day to achieve your goals
If you staunchly stay lo...

The feeling that makes you smile
The feeling that makes you feel supported
Someone who supports you when you need them to
Someone who isn't tired to understand you
Someone who can never think of leaving you
Someone who wants to show you everyday how much you mean to them
Someone who wants to be your partner in everything
Someone who is your best friend
A feeling that makes you say "He/She is the one"
Feeling that speaks the language of heart
A feeling that makes you feel balanced
A feeling that makes you believe that there's a forever
A feeling that doesn't let you stay away from that person
All of it is love
The rest are phases you enter and come out of
The rest are experiences you go ...

That feeling you get when someone just resonates with you
Someone responds to your messages just like how you would expect
It melts your heart
It brings a wide smile
It makes you forget the world around you
Every time which is free is devoted to talking with that person
Night and afternoon sleeps are no more important when that person wants to speak with you
Everything you want that person to know and everything about that person you wish to hear
That chill that goes down your spine when that person calls you theirs
Those teases and jokes meant for two people together
Those teaseable future planning that happens beyond everyone's control
Those looks and touches that make you jump
Everythin...

All she wanted was him to love her
And he loved her beyond her imagination
All she wanted was him to understand her
And he understood her like no one else could
All she wanted was him to be her king and build an empire with her
And he built an entire kingdom for her
And while he kept giving her more than she had imagined
He kept receiving more than ever he could ask for
Because she was only demanding what she could give him and what she already gave him
That's how they always made a forever every time

When she felt he didn't understand her
When they had arguments
When he was all she wanted to be by her side
When he was who she wanted to know her
And when she finally got angry and told him I don't need your support
She wanted him to stay when she told him to go away in anger

Every time I look into your eyes
I find the reason why I said a yes
Because when I look at you
I find myself in your eyes
And to see my reflection in your eyes filled with tears
Tells me that no one but I am a priority
No one else but I am your life
No one else but I am forever
And it perfectly fits my reason to say a yes

She felt different with him
But she couldn't explain what's the difference between him and other guys she talked to
They made her laugh like him, but him more
They hanged out with her, but him more
They knew her, but him more
They cared for her happiness, but him more
They made sure she loved their company, but him more
And she didn't know that, that 'more' was the difference
Or maybe she knew waiting for him to know that fact too
Because then it won't be thought about, but experienced together with more smile and happiness

Don't fall for the words, trust the actions more
Don't just trust in starting, believe in how they behave with you
Don't just give in because you are vulnerable, give in only when you are ready
Don't allow anyone in just for company and talking, fiercely fight the movies when in solitude
Don't just keep thinking about plans, work on them
Don't just keep worrying, start smiling and trusting better days are coming

Packing her past and pain she wanted to move forward
Because she wanted to make her life different and better
Because now she realised that staying where she is isn't serving any purpose to her existence
And she wanted to create her own beautiful story where she can smile and have her presence respected

She had fading picture of friends she had from school
She had no memories of saying that she would always stay in touch with you to her college friends
She has had a massive heartbreak with someone she loved a lot and someone who meant the world to her
And now she is not having a perfect career like others have
She believed that she doesn't have a life like others have
Everything seems like broken pieces that cannot be fixed for her
"It feels like I'm fading away, she said. If tomorrow was my last day here, nobody would even notice. She took another sip from her drink..."
And she told me that she is suddenly hopeless about everything
And all I could tell her is that, that she stopped loving...

Jealousy exists when there is love and care
It comes out of concern for the person to be safe and sound
It comes from the fear of losing that person you never want to lose
It comes from the care that you want to save that person from danger
It comes from heart and goes away when you you have trust

Hatred comes when you have been repeatedly hurt by some person
Because now when you have tried and done everything and still it didn't work out
You start hating that person
That's just a reaction to anger
It is strong but has a possibility to disappear soon
It exists but only as a result of extreme anger

To feel jealous is natural and unavoidable because it comes out of love
But hatred can be a...

Once upon a time were two ends of different worlds facing each other
And a girl and boy from both worlds wished to see their ends
Trying hard each day that ends also changed the moon on their lands
She would discover more on each increasing size and so would he
And when came the full moon for both
The faced each other face to face
Wishing to come there everyday
Boundaries and other things to stop
Once upon a time were two ends of different worlds facing each other
And they fell in love on a full moon night

I am not against love
But I am against the concept of loving
Because it then projects a lot of things you are really not
Because projection isn't love
Because projection doesn't last forever
I am against those hashtags and posts and pictures and statuses that you be so happy to tag, click and post when you are with your love
Because then it's just that concept of being together that amazes you
Being together doesn't
Because when everything isn't nice, you can easily break hearts and get hurt
That's the reason I am against the concept of loving
Because it hurts and breaks people who just want to love without projections and concepts
But just want someone to hold hands tighter when it's ...