I wish I could be 10 again, at the time I first moved to this city, before I knew what cicadas were and thought someone was always doing construction in the background.
When I was bolder and friendlier, and probably understood people better.
Before I started disappointing myself and everyone around me.
Before I knew everything I learned, everything that I took for granted that for sure would happen in the future turned out to be a lie.
I am 18, on the cusp of really starting my life, so why do I feel trapped and powerless?

I can act like a kid whenever I want, especially with my hobbies like anime and figure collecting so I don't miss being a 5 year old at all. Age shouldn't define a person. Just be Free!... I couldn't help it