alright i reckon i'ma update my intro and such hmmm lets see ahh yes to clear some things up about my art work i do reference when i draw just thought i'd clear that up

ah yes i guess i could throw out some of my fave anime/manga while i'm at it xD, although, please keep in mind that i've not watched much anime or read much manga so my faves are limited by what i've seen and read ^^

i'm finished with everything....i don't know what to do anymore...i asked him what he thought if i didn't work at our work place anymore...and he said ok yes good.... ~.~ not exactly the answer i was hoping for......my mind and heart are just so tired and confused from dealing with this whole situation...maybe i should've just kept my mouth shut about liking him...

GAAAAAAH, i'm so freaking stupid
so, we had to work on saturday and i didn't have a ride home, so i asked him friday if he had time to take me home on saturday, he said he'd tell me saturday so i was all ok. so saturday rolls around and i ...