Marley was diagnosed with juvenile diabetes at the age of 11 months, just
one month short of her first birthday. She was showing signs of extreme
thirst and constantly having saturated diapers. She was normally a very
good eater and during a period of two or three days, she was constantly
insisting on a "ba-ba", which to her was her bottle. She wanted anything
she could drink. She wouldn't just drink it though, she would chug it. I
called the doctor, thinking that they would probably tell me that
everything was "perfectly normal" and that I was just being a worried
"first time mother". They didn't say that though. They told me to bring her
in to have the doctor check her out. At the doctor's office, Marley was
weighed and she had lost over three pounds. I had told her doctor of her
abnormal drinking and urinating. My pediatrician knew immediately what it
was. He told me that he thought Marley probably had diabetes. I was
horrified. My perfectly healthy little baby had what? Diabetes? I didn't
even know completely what diabetes was, but I knew it wasn't good. We were
sent to the emergency room at the Children's Hospital immediately. It was
confirmed that Marley had diabetes. As they were trying to put an IV into
Marley's dehydrated veins, my husband and I sat with her as she cried in
pain, and we both cried with her too.

We spent the next 24 hours learning as much as we could about diabetes, how
to treat it, how to administer insulin, practiced giving saline injections
on each other, testing blood sugar levels, Marley's diet, how to treat a
low blood sugar, DKA, everything. It was quite overwhelming. Somehow,
though, we convinced the doctors that by the next night, we were ready to
be sent home. We felt that we would be much more emotionally ready at home,
with Marley with us.

For the next eight months, I remained in constant contact with the hospital
on a daily and then weekly basis. Things were not getting better. Marley
was having lots of highs and lots of lows. We tried everything from one
shot a day to three shots a day, NPH, Lente, Humalog, Diluted Humalog,
combinations of two different kinds of insulin. We were testing her
anywhere from 4 to 8 times a day. Nothing was working. When Marley was 15
months old, I was bound and determined to get her on the pump by the time
she was 2 years old. I did not realize that I had my work cut out for me
trying to convince everybody that this was the right thing for her. When I
first asked my endo, she wasn't willing to put Marley on the pump because
she was so young . I was told that I had to wait until Marley was 13 years
old. I was not willing to wait 12 years. So I moved on until I found an
endo who would listen to me and take me seriously.

That is when I met the wonderful diabetes team at Yale University. Minimed
helped to put me on contact with them.

At the tender age of 19 months old, Marley was hooked up to her pump. She
did wonderfully. Did not even flinch when it was inserted. She never ever
touches the tubing or pushes the buttons on the pump. She knows that if she
wears her pump, no more shots. The first two months were very trying.
Because Marley is so small, any change in basal rate and boluses makes a
big impact on her. Fine-tuning has been challenging but the wonderful
diabetes educator that we work with has been very patient. She is
determined to make this work for Marley. We were also having problems with
the infusion sets that we used. They were crimping and clogging a lot. We
finally found the right infusion set, and things have been wonderful. I can
count on Marley being in range most times throughout the day, however, she
still does have diabetes, and that in it allows no guarantees.

There have been many parents that are concerned with the fact of putting
young children on the pump. I offer the following reasons why I feel that
it makes sense to put a toddler on the pump as long as the parents are
willing and able:

Often times, toddlers are picky eaters. If long acting insulin is on
board, there is no way of telling how much your picky toddler is going to
eat. With the pump, if Marley doesn't eat her entire meal, we no longer
have to worry. We give her a little insulin in the beginning of her meal,
and if she finished her plate, we give her the rest. If not, I don't have
to worry about chasing her around with food. This has worked out perfectly;

The nighttime blood sugars are so much easier to control with the pump.
There are three hours in the night that Marley's pump will administer no
insulin because she does not need any. At other points in the day, when her
body needs a little more, I can give her just the precise amount;

I do not have to worry about going to a party and Marley getting into a
soda that she is not supposed to have or a hand full of cookies or chips
that somebody left on her plate. That does not mean that I do not have to
monitor what she is doing, but she can eat whatever she wants, whenever she
wants and I don't have to panic that it's not exactly 3 p.m. or that she is
going to be high an hour from now.

If she does happen to be high, and high with the pump now is anything
over 180, all I need to do is give her a bolus of insulin. No shot needed.
This makes her much happier too.

If Marley is going to be playing hard, like she does once a week at her
Gymboree class, I can set the pump for a temporary basal rate of .0 units
an hour for an hour and a half. During her playtime, she received no
insulin because she is playing so hard, she is burning off any sugar that's
in her system.

If we take a long car ride, I have the luxury with the pump of
increasing her basal rate so that her blood sugar does not rise during an
extended period of inactivity. Of course, during these times, more testing
is necessary.

The pump has definitely made our lives easier as far as managing Marley's
diabetes. However, the pump is NOT, by any means, a cure. Prior to the
pump, I was so bent on getting it for her, that I did not think about the
fact that she would still have diabetes. However, it has certainly enabled
us to be a little bit more flexible with Marley and let her live a little
bit more freely. She has always been a happy little girl, but now with the
pump, she has so many more options available to her.

A friend of mine once told me that she was so glad she put her son on the
pump, she would trade her right arm before she took it off of him. Until we
started Marley on the pump, I had no idea what she meant. Now, I feel the
same way. Marley is a different little girl now. She is happy that she
wakes up in the morning and does not have to wait for breakfast to get her
daily shot, which she hated. She is carefree again. She is not crabby or
cranky all the time because her sugar is high. I have my happy baby back
again.

If anybody has any questions for me, please feel free to email me. I had a
lot of guidance during my questioning period of was the pump the right
thing for my daughter. I know now that I have definitely made the right
decision.