I led the tall blonde out the castle and didn't stop until I reached the old oak tree by the lake. I swallowed my nerves and turned around to face the boy who caused me so much pain. 'What did you want to talk about?' my voice sounded more confident than I feel. Good.

'I just wanted to ex-

'No need to explain yourself Josh, I saw everything so clearly I needn't an explanation.' I cut in sharply.

'No! It isn't like that it was just one time, I know this is hard for you, but you can get over it surely? Aren't I good enough for you to forget about it?' He smiled hopefully. That smile. I used to adore that smile, whenever I saw it my day got a little brighter. But anger surged through me as his tiny grin lit up his face.

'This is hard for me? I can get over it? You're good enough?' My sharp tone wiped that disgusting grin off his face, I stomped up to him and glared right into his face, 'You think this is hard for me? I find out I am pregnant with YOUR child and on my way to tell you I catch you shagging another girl? No it's actually quite an easy thing to handle.'

'What? You're pregnant?' The shock on his face was almost laughable.

'Yes, and I'm keeping it and there is no way in hell you'll ever have anything to do with it, you cheating prick!' I spat in his face and turned around to stomp back to the castle when his large hand wrapped around my wrist and spun me around. He laughed in my face, 'you can't look after a kid on your own. When everyone finds out you're pregnant, everyone will hate you. You'll be the slag that got knocked up. Your dad will disown you. Ha! I can see the news paper headlines now, 'Canons' captain, Seamus Finnegan abandons slag daughter and the whole wizarding world will hate you! Are you sure you want to keep it?'

Streams of tears were flooding down my face which only seemed to make him laugh more, 'I've got Al and Rose, they'll always be there for me' I said weakly but he just continued to laugh

'Yeah, like they're going to stick around and help you raise a kid when they could be making something of their lives. They'll leave eventually Ash, don't you worry. Now, are you going to keep it?' His grip tightened on my wrist as I tried to yank it free.

'I can't kill it. I just can't' I sobbed

'Well then, you're on your own. I'm off to the Great Hall to tell everyone the good news, have a nice life.' He let go of my arm and sprinted towards the Great Hall as rain started to pour down. I slid down to the grass, curled up in a ball and sobbed. Joshua Woodward really is an evil prick.

AN: Sorry for the late update, its been hard to find the time to update recently as I'm back at school and everything but I'm trying my best!