Zeus, Hades, and Poseidon- seriously if you don't know who these guys are crawl out from under your rock and visit a library. God of Sky and Thunder, God of the Underworld and Death, God of the Sea (aka. Earth Shaker)

I think it's kind of like this I used to be afraid of shnraig my writing with people, but I wanted to be an author. It was my number one dream and it terrified me. Fear is sometimes good to overcome as long as it's not confused with being reckless. I hope you're feeling better and don't worry about your direction. Sometimes you have to try things that don't work, before you figure out what does.

Going on to google to look up steiors of the Greeks, the Sumerians, the Norse or the Frisians should provide you with a good base of cultures which had very pronounced nature mythologies.Good Luck!Oops, did I type that .I meant to think it.