Friday, February 12, 2016

From Abortion Table To Hell! My Experience

I was raped by a
supposed friend (someone I thought I could trust). Left in shame and shock I
could not tell anyone about my ordeal. I kept it to myself and went about my
normal life.

Some weeks later after I came back from an event, I
started feeling weak, so I went to a nearby hospital and ran some tests. To my
greatest shock I tested positive to pregnancy.

I told the man involved who after much plea
convinced me to have an abortion which will be kept a secret.

I went in for an abortion. However, before the
procedure, I asked God to forgive me for what I was about to do. In the
process I died. I then saw myself leave my body. Still looking at the lifeless
form on the abortion table, I started ascending but in a flash a force pulled
me down through a dark tunnel. I could not see the beginning or the end of the
walls of the tunnel. It was dark, so dark, I saw cobweb like cells on the walls
and in an instant I was in HELL.

I saw a woman who had been there for over a hundred
years; she was in deep pain and agony, she would melt in the flames and the
magma like liquid will come back together in the form of the woman. It occurred
repeatedly. I knew I was in hell.

I began to burn and burn, I felt like pulling out
my hair form its roots, because the pain was unbearable. It was as if my senses
where magnified over a thousand times. The agony of the burns was not enough.
The scream of people under the same torment was worse, it was so loud that I
felt I would go deaf but they kept resonating in my ears.

I began to scream, the more I screamed the weaker I
got but the screams only got louder while I was getting weaker. I gnashed my
teeth but no form of all these expressions made me feel better…it only got
worse, beyond description. I was in deep torment.

The worse
feeling was not just the pain, the noise, the screams or the pungent smell. It
was the feeling of HOPELESSNESS/TOTAL DAMNATION. I WAS CONDEMNED FOREVER. I
knew I was in HELL forever and ever. There was no way out. I began to cry out
to God for mercy.

At a point Jesus appeared and I wept the more. I
asked Him to please give me one SECOND out of hell to just scream Jesus is Lord and die again. Jesus
replied, “How many seconds are in a minute, how many minutes are in an hour, how
many hours are in a day, how many days are in a week, how many weeks are in a
month and how many months are in a year and how many years have you lived on
earth? I have given you all the seconds in your living years yet you failed me.”

I wept more and asked Him to have mercy and please
give me another chance to go and tell the world about HELL. I pleaded with the
Lord to give me a chance even if I return to the world without my hands or my
legs at least let there be breath in my nostrils. I had a better understanding
of the adage that a living dog is better than a dead lion. I even promised to
tell the world of my ordeal if He delivers my soul from the torment in HELL.

He replied, “Many
have gone from here to tell them, what makes you think they will believe you.”
But I kept pleading for a second chance. I was weeping and gnashing my teeth.

Jesus, however, had mercy on me but warned me
sternly that if I did not preach I would end up in hell. He said: ‘Tell
my people to stop playing games with me’. At that point I woke up in
the hospital room.

At first, I scared of sharing my horrific ordeal
because I was concerned about my reputation but finally opened up after I came
in contact with a man of God who encouraged me to do so.

WHAT IS YOUR OPPORTUNITY
COST?

If you are reading this post that means you have a
chance to make a change and reconcile with God or if you are lukewarm it’s time
to stop playing games with God.

Words alone
cannot tell of my torment in hell or the torment of those in hell.

HELL is not a myth, a mere fable, OR a figment of
someone’s imagination, HELL IS A REAL PLACE.

A place you would not even wish for your enemies or
those who have hurt you most.Heb 9:27
says: And as it is appointed for men to die once, but after this the
judgement.

If we recognize that all earthly things are someday going to be stripped
away from us, then the craving for material possessions will matter far less to
us now. We should turn away from physical indulgence, for earthly pleasure
leaves no permanent gratification.

2 Peter 3:11:Seeing
then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye
to be in all holy conversation and godliness- We should stop giving excuses for God's work- We should imitate Christ- Find out our purpose on earth and fulfil it- Be part of the move of God in this last days- Have a consistent walk with the Holy Spirit .