tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20494241033213345802016-10-01T06:30:23.868-07:00the letters of usPricilla Daniellenoreply@blogger.comBlogger31125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-6279998991637281872013-05-21T15:28:00.001-07:002013-05-21T15:28:56.521-07:00a late, but wonderful valentinesFebruary 26, 2013<br /><br />Today you finally got the gift I sent for Valentine's Day- I'm such a horrible girlfriend for sending it so late. I did; however, get the things you said would be the best gifts, well except warhammer stuff- candy, socks, beef jerkey, and pajama pants. <br /><br />I also pulled out the creativity that has been hiding in the back of my brain- behind all the nursing knowledge- and made you an awesome card. I was so proud of it when I got done that if you liked anything in your gift, I wanted it to be the card. <br /><br />Obviously, you liked your gift too, and I think it came at a good time since work has been hard on you lately. It made my heart melt reading your message you sent me about your gift.<br /><br />"At work a package came and quite frankly your home made cards are the greatest things ever. You really are just a great girlfriend and more. I honestly can not explain how much I love you and what you mean to me. I love you so much. Thank you for a wonderful Valentines."<br /><br />I am glad that you appreciate the sweet things I do for you, and I definantly appreciate everything you have done and continue to do for me. <br /><br />We are getting closer and closer to time for you to be home! The anticipation is killing me!<br /><br />I love you honey bunny- more than I could ever say<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-34759080979910692272013-05-02T20:19:00.000-07:002013-05-02T20:19:09.346-07:00Letting goFebruary 18, 2013<br /><br />Times are rough. As time for you gets closer, I am losing patience- since time that I have been waiting for you is increasing. I've been ready for you to be home,&nbsp;and I day dream of that day almost everyday. <br /><br />I keep getting stuck on the same issue- Do you love me? Some days it's easy- of course you do, but others like so far today it's harder to remember all the love you have said you have for me. <br /><br />I've told you words mean alot to me, but really words mean alot to me because you are thousands of miles away. You can't show your love with a hug or a kiss, you can't look into my eyes and smile, you can't hold my hand as we walk around, and most importantly you can't be around at times when I need you since time is so different and you are busy. <br /><br />If there was one thing I could change in this world, it would be the fact that we are always busy- I am always thinking of what do I have to do next? <br /><br />Instead, I'd like to think what do I want to do next? I'd like to close my eyes and just be for a while and let time slip away. One day, I'd like to do that with you, just be and do nothing really- have no agenda. <br /><br />Today I am letting go- letting go of the issue I started before- today I choose to quit nagging you about being sweet and romantic...sure it's nice to have someone to fill your ears with sweet somethings, but I don't need you to do that. I don't need to have to ask someone to tell me all that...they need to want to do it themselves. But really what i need is to be happy with myself and thankful for everything I have.<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-73862963216097979372013-05-02T20:05:00.001-07:002013-05-02T20:05:52.064-07:00You and BjornFebruary 3, 2013<br /><br />Today I was thinking alot about you and Bjorn. I took him to the field to play while I studied, but after, I walked around with him and just admired him for a while. I have only had him for a few months, and he has grown so much not just in size (he has pretty much doubled in size), but also in how smart he is.<br /><br />He has been house trained, he knows how to come, he knows when it's time for bed, he raises his legs for me to put on his harness, he knows when he is in trouble, and I swear he knows what I am saying most of the time.<br /><br />I wish you were here because you are missing out on some of this, but I know when you get here you will grow close to him and will love him as much or more than I do (if that is possible). I can't wait for you to be with us at the field to play- we can really feel like a family then.<br /><br />I feel like Bjorn our child, and I think if ever we do have kids and if for some reason you are gone with the military, all of this experience with Bjorn will make it somewhat easier because I will almost know what it is like. <br /><br />I love you Todd and am thrilled for our future together- there are so many good things in store for us. I am so happy I am going to be able to share those things with you.<br /><br />Always, Always<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-tG3oo50XUpE/UYMpY_lZwgI/AAAAAAAAAEM/0Sg-4NDL3d8/s1600/outsidebjorn.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-tG3oo50XUpE/UYMpY_lZwgI/AAAAAAAAAEM/0Sg-4NDL3d8/s1600/outsidebjorn.jpg" height="320" width="240" /></a></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-11097305729775163362013-04-23T18:47:00.000-07:002013-04-23T18:47:05.419-07:00love and happinessFebruary 2, 2013<br /><br />It has been a very long time since I have written in here- I have either been busy with school or just didn't have anything I wanted to write about. <br /><br />It seems like things have been a battle between us- like we both have a lot going on and are stressed, but also our communication has been hard. We have been fighting and it has really hurt sometimes- what makes it so bad is you are so far and we can't see each other. I imagine/hope things would either be worked out quicker or we would not even get into half of the arguments that we do if we were together.<br /><br />May can't get here soon enough<br /><br />Today started off as one of our disagreements about facebook- even though you started off my facebook postings as being a "punishment" at least you did do them and well I think it made us better.<br /><br />You showed me that you do feel and think some of the ways that I do and maybe it helped you think more about taking me for granted and that you should show me more that you love me. <br /><br />It's hard being away because instead of being able to show me with hugs and kisses and what not, you have to show me with words- I think that is hard for both of us...especially you.<br /><br />For me it's remembering that you love me whether you say something nice to me or not each day and for you it's thinking that I will remember like you do and that I'll always be fine without sweet words.<br /><br />Like you said on facebook "Something so small can affect your day to no end"- words from you affect my day very much<br />- a good morning from you helps me wake up and want to get out of bed<br />- a good night helps me end my day on a good note thinking of you and imagining the day you are here to cuddle with me as we fall asleep<br />- and a I love you fills my heart and soul with an emotion that can not be described except for that it is a love and happiness that you give me<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-41412260201010951562013-04-23T18:34:00.001-07:002013-04-23T18:34:14.401-07:00that is allJanuary 8, 2013<br /><br />Today was my orientation for my last semester of nursing school- as I looked at the calendar, I smiled because I know that that is all that is keeping you away from me. <br /><br />Just four months to&nbsp;go,&nbsp;and I know they will fly by quick and you will finally be here by my side. Just 56 days of school and then I graduate and then my present, the best present, arrives. <br /><br />Alot of times I have the words to express how much you mean to me, but I know that day I won't- I'll be too emotional to come up with words. I'll feel too much to be able to talk.<br /><br />I'm sure there will be tears, smiles, hugs, kisses, and laughter.<br /><br />Its a dream I dream very often, well day dream at least. It is a day that I wish days away to be at now. I love you Todd with all my heart and I always will.<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-29429691884234456742013-03-25T20:04:00.002-07:002013-03-25T20:06:52.673-07:00imagination and realityJanuary 4, 2013<br /><br /><u>Love's Coming</u>&nbsp; by: Ella Wheeler Wilcox<br /><br />She had looked for his coming as warriors come,<br />with the clash of arms and the bugle's call;<br />But he came instead with as stealthy tread,<br />Which she did not hear at all<br /><br />She had thought how his armor would blaze in the sun,<br />As he rode like a prince to claim his bride:<br />In the sweet dim light of the falling night<br />She found him at her side.<br /><br />She had dreamed how the gaze of his strange, bold eye<br />Would wake her heart to a sudden glow:<br />She found in his face the familiar grace<br />Of a friend she used to know.<br /><br />She had dreamed how his coming would stir her soul,<br />As the ocean is stirred by the wild storm's strife:<br />He brought her the balm of a heavenly calm,<br />And a peace which crowned her life.<br /><br />***********************************************************************************<br />I was looking at blogs like I usually do each day- one had a poem on it ( a love poem), so I read it and it made me want to read more love poems. I googled some and came across this one. <br /><br />I thought of you and thought it was perfect. I am very glad you liked it too. To me, it is how we imagine what it will be like to meet "the one" and usually it is not at all what we imagine. <br /><br />You came as a surprise to me- I didn't know if you would want to even talk to me when I messaged you on facebook- then even more of a surprise when you asked me on a date (finally) and well look at us now. <br /><br />Then you did come at night- to me night meaning a sad time- a time when I really needed you and there you were making me smile again, bigger than ever even.<br /><br />And of course you were always a friend of mine and a familiar face- right under my nose the whole time. <br /><br />I know I get mad at you and fight with you, but that is in any relationship- so it may not always seem like you have brought a calm and peace to my life but you really have; you have and will give me the life I have always dreamed of- a wonderful man to love and to love me back, a family one day, a marriage that lasts a lifetime, a person I can trust and don't have to worry about hurting me with their lack of heart ( because you have one of the biggest ones I've seen in a man besides my daddy and my pawpaw) and I'm sure much more. <br /><br />I hope to give you everything you dream of<br /><br />Always, Always<br /><br />ps. This is one of my favorite entries, and I was hoping to get to it before you go off to Korea. I absolutely love this poem.<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-14187432579778638552013-03-25T19:45:00.003-07:002013-03-25T19:45:50.522-07:00I live youJanuary 2, 2013<br /><br />I know I sent this to you in a message because you asked for something sweet, but I was thinking of writing about it in here first.<br /><br />Almost every time I type "I love you" in my phone to you, it types "I live you" instead- both are true. I do of course love you very much, but as weird as it may sound I live you as well. Meaning that I think of you all the time- I wake up and wonder how you are or if you have messaged me. <br /><br />And back during school, you helped me wake up in the morning because I would get excited to talk to you since you would be off work and still awake. (Now Bjorn wakes me because he will need to go outside). <br /><br />When I sleep, I hope for sweet dreams about you, and I think of the day when you will be sleeping next to me holding me in your arms.<br /><br />I want nothing more to live with you in person and not just live you.<br /><br />Always, Always<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-86130453169039457872013-03-19T19:33:00.000-07:002013-03-19T19:33:02.480-07:00dummyDecember 28, 2012<br /><br />Todd, I don't think you know how much you have helped me, how much you have changed my life. <br /><br />After Stuart and I split, I thought that was the end of me. I thought why am I going to school; what is the point now? I thought I would never be happy again. I thought no one would ever love me, and I would never love anyone either- that there was no such thing as being happy forever with someone. <br /><br />But you- you have changed all of that. You give me hope, you have made me love again. But you were always there- the guy I should have been with, but was too dumb to realize it until after I was married to the wrong guy.<br /><br />Stuart never really loved me, but you always did. Honestly, Todd, I always loved you too; I just never admitted it or told you I did.<br /><br />P.S. I was a dummy<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-22871641292209861222013-03-19T19:25:00.001-07:002013-03-19T19:25:51.556-07:00after christmasDecember 27, 2012<br /><br />Well now Christmas is over, and I am back home. I am ready for us to spend Christmas together; I am sure you are too. I am thankful that we did get to skype alot though.<br /><br />I am so happy when I get to talk to you- I know sometimes I don't show it enough especially when I am fighting with you about you not talking to me enough. I am sorry that I give you a hard time about that- I am an attention seeker (and giver). <br /><br />You have really been trying hard these past few days to talk more, and I appreciate it&nbsp; more than you know. It makes me feel loved, but also it helps us to get to know each other even more. I like learning new things about you- it makes me love you more and more. <br /><br />I know Christmas is not about the presents, it's about getting to spend time with the people you love- I got to spend time with some of the people I love, but something was missing- I wasn't as happy as I usually would be during the holidays. I don't really know why that was, but I do know for sure you were what was missing. <br /><br />When I opened my present from you (my heart necklace), I liked it very much- but when you told me that you got it because it's your birthstone and so I could carry you with me, it became even more important to me because it had more meaning than any present I have gotten ever. <br /><br />I don't expect or want anyone to spend alot of money on me for a gift, but I just want something thoughtful- something that means something special. <br /><br />And that is why I am writing this for you- for you to have somethign special from me. The pictures that&nbsp;I put in the frame&nbsp;I got you for Christmas are somewhat special. I see that picture of me and you, that you framed for me as a present, sitting on my desk all the time, and I think of you. Now you can see what I see except you got a few more pictures added in there too. <br /><br />Only 132 days till I can be the happiest girl in the world.<br /><br />Always, Always<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-88050740652833446342013-03-18T19:44:00.000-07:002013-03-18T19:44:07.438-07:00be happyDecember 21, 2012<br /><br />Today I am worrying about you- you said you are going to seek help for depression- I want so much to make you completely happy with life, to take away all the sadness. If I could carry it for you, I would. <br /><br />But since I can't, the only thing I can do is be here for you. I will always be here for you, Todd, whatever it is. You said you wanted me to love you and not get mad. <br /><br />Well, I fall in love with you more and more each day and then am surprised that that is possible- to love you more than I already do. <br /><br />And as for being mad- I am working on not getting mad especially for little things and especially while you are there and not here in person. I need to learn the right way to get mad about something and learn to let go of things. <br /><br />I never want to become the naggy girlfriend or one day wife. I want to be someone you are proud of, someone that you only can say good things about. <br /><br />I hope that counseling helps you work through some of the things that are bothering you so that you can feel better. I know that having someone to listen without judgement/bias and come up with suggestions of ways to help yourself feel better has helped me in the past- I just want you to be happy.<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-41311330016713512872013-03-18T19:33:00.002-07:002013-03-18T19:33:33.405-07:00heartDecember 19, 2012<br /><br />I have always thought of myself as a good person compared to alot of other people. Yes, I have done things I am by no means proud of and I am sure there will be things in the future that I do that I won't be proud of. But something I think sets me apart from other people is my conscience or well maybe my big "heart". <br /><br />I genuinely care about others and want them to be happy. I never want to be "mean" to anyone on purpose even if I think they are a mean person. The only other person in this world that I think has a better "heart" than me is you. <br /><br />I see a sweetness in you under all of that sarcasm that is hard to describe. I am proud that you would choose me to be your girlfriend. You make me a better person- someone I like.<br /><br />I see all these people around me that do drugs or drink alot and I hate it. Why would they need to escape like that? Life isn't that bad, is it?<br /><br />I don't think you know how glad/proud/relieved I am that you don't do drugs or drink very often, and I don't have to worry about any of that with you- that your way of escaping is like mine- go to the movies, hangout with a friend, I don't know anything that we like to do for fun. <br /><br />You have made me happy again,Todd, something I didn't think I would ever be.<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-20975613176030277532013-03-17T18:57:00.001-07:002013-03-17T18:57:08.779-07:00moment to know loveDecember 18, 2012<br /><br />About a week or two ago, I asked my roommates if there was a day/moment that they knew that they loved each other. Both of them said that they just started hanging out alot and over time they knew. <br /><br />Well, I asked you the same question and was surprised that you said you knew you loved me at the military ball our senior year of high school. That was about five or so years ago. I came up to you at the ball and started talking to you and somehow it made your night. Had you asked me to dance, I would have said yes. <br /><br />It's crazy to think that you have loved me that long, and I just let you go-that I didn't see that. I should have grabbed you up quick. <br /><br />I waited freaking five years before I was ready- ready for an amazing man like you.<br /><br />I knew I loved you as a friend, since we all started going out for lunch senior year everyday after school. You were the sweet, goofy, nerd that you still are today, but less scraggly (the Marines cleaned you up). You were Todd and there is really no other way to describe you.<br /><br />And that chuckle of yours that I love so much- you used to do it all the time back then too.<br /><br />I knew I loved you on August 25, 2012- I know, finally right? It was the day we started talking everyday and the day I made up in my mind that you were the man for me.<br /><br />Todd, I will always love you with all of me- you have changed my life so much already and I am looking forward to many years of being happy with you.<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-11877649260263192442013-03-17T18:21:00.000-07:002013-03-17T18:21:39.305-07:00Your momDecember 16, 2012<br /><br />Today, I went to meet your mom with Bjorn too of course. She loved him- it was different than I thought it would be. You make her seem like more of a cold/mean lady, but she was not like that at all.<br /><br />She was very nice and somewhat shy-kinda like me I think. They say the person you end up falling in love with is like your mom if you are a guy and well I think maybe that is true. <br /><br />She gave Bjorn some Christmas presents, and he helped me open them- he loved them of course- a new toy and some bones to chew on. She also got me some presents, which I will be waiting to open later :) I guess maybe that means she likes me- and I know she likes our sweet&nbsp;puppy Bjorn.She also called herself Bjorn's grandma-so that is a good thing. <br /><br />Chipper, your cat, wasn't very interested in Bjorn- as expected- but he didn't seem to hate him at least. Your mom would bring Chipper over by Bjorn, and he would stay about a minute in her arms and then go away where he could watch us from a distance. <br /><br />I am hoping we got some good pictures- Leanne came over and took some of Bjorn. <br /><br />Also your mom was showing me some pictures of your husky Wolf, and I saw some pictures of you in Kindergarten...Well, guess what! I was in your class and there are a few pictures of me&nbsp;in there too- it was so cool to see that. <br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-15009710024441311482013-03-09T12:40:00.000-08:002013-03-09T12:40:22.010-08:00phone callsDecember 12, 2012<br /><br />So today you got to call me since you were watching the phones-it's weird sometimes how you can change a so-so day into an amazing one. I can't help but smile after getting to talk to you on the phone.<br /><br />I sent your mom another message on facebook about meeting sometime during my break- since you said something about it. I'm kinda scared to meet her without you there- she kinda intimidates me. I guess since I haven't really talked to her before. <br /><br />I know this is random, but I love it when you do that cute chuckle of yours- you kept doing it on the phone. <br /><br />I hope you passed the field day stuff- you need a break, and I need to see your face.<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-36404692023633435152013-03-05T20:34:00.001-08:002013-03-05T20:34:29.412-08:00lessonDecember 9, 2012 <br /><br />Today, I learned a very valuable lesson- that there are still some things that I need to work on, to change about myself. I knew that I get mad easy and alot of times it was about dumb stuff, but I didn't know I would be that way to you- someone who never deserves for me to be that way to. <br /><br />I know I already told you, but I am sorry for being mean. I wanted to kick myself after I hung up on you from skype. And even after I said I was sorry I still couldn't quit thinking of how dumb I was. <br /><br />You have been working so much and you are so far away, how could I be so selfish that I would get mad for you being tired. I don't want to ever do anything to hurt our relationship. <br /><br />I love you more than you will probably ever know. and I wish more than anything that I would have realized this years ago. Maybe then, this wait for you to come home would have been a little easier- I could of had more time with you before. But enough about the past- the present is looking good and the future is even brighter.<br /><br />So I am ready for you to get your Christmas package; I sent it Monday, so maybe in another week or so you will get it! I think this is the first Christmas that I have no idea what I am getting, which is very exciting- but honestly just to be able to talk to you would be the best present.<br /><br />Always, Always<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
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<a href="http://shabbyblogs.com/new" border="0" target="_blank"><img src="http://shabbyblogs.com/new/storage/old/CommentBlinkie.gif"/></a></div>Pricilla Daniellehttps://plus.google.com/105029739325463637127noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2049424103321334580.post-84004793828998840742013-02-26T18:19:00.003-08:002013-02-26T18:19:55.032-08:00Soul WearyNovember 26, 2012<br /><br />Today you told me you are tired, soul weary tired. I wish I could be there with you and just hug you and hopefully take all that away. It's so hard to not be able to do that.<br /><br />It's harder to find the right words to type to you- the only thing I can say is that I am here and I care. It's just not enough to me. I hope that for now, while we are apart, it is enough for you. <br /><br />You said today that you love me more than you ever knew you could- I have to say that is one of the best things you have said to me so far. I feel the same. <br /><br />I never knew we could be so in love and happy as a couple. I never knew that I was going to find someone that could make me finally know for sure that they do love me-and the thing is you aren't even back home yet, you have done this through facebook, kakao, skype, and old memories. <br /><br />You are some talented person-&nbsp;like I&nbsp;always say, I can't wait till you are here because I have seen what it is like over facebook, kakao, and skype- with you here it will be way better. What about you, do you know that I&nbsp;love&nbsp;you?<br /><br />Always, Always<br /><br />ps. I hope that answer was a yes; however, if not, I am going to bug you&nbsp;and drown you with my love until it is a yes<div class="blogger-post-footer">I would love to hear from ya!!!
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