Monday, September 28, 2015

I sit here on my couch, dog laying next to me, and I wonder...where will I be a year from now?

I feel that I worry a lot about my next step. Am I doing the right things? Could I be doing more? Where will my career take me? Should I/Could I do more with my career?

I still live in a small town. Am I happy? YES! I recently purchased my first home, my business is growing, I get to travel the world. I feel like I am living the dream. BUT I WANT TO BE DOING MORE!

HOW DO I DO MORE!??

That is a question I find myself asking each day as I lay down to go to bed.

I feel that I want to do more, I could do more, but HOW!?

I want to help people. I want to change their life. BUT HOW?

I want people to realize their potential. I want people to realize their worth and work towards building a healthy and strong body physically and mentally. BUT HOW?

I constantly fight myself wondering if I am doing the right things. I am happy each day. I love working with my clients. I love being my own boss. At the end of the day, my bills are paid and I am also able to make a difference in peoples lives. And that is all that matters. That I am taken care of and so are those who I am helping. BUT I WANT TO DO MORE.

Time will tell. And this is the beginning of yet another journey.

Grab some pop corn, sit back, and relax as the chaos of my life unfolds...