Eric... how long have you had panic attacks? Has it become worse? Please believe me it will not stay as bad, there are always better times and worse times. Strong medication might be felt is needed at times, but morphine is very addictive... please be careful if you take high doses of ANY tranquilizer or other midication. If you are suicidal please call for help immediately, most of all talk to somebody about it, there are crisis lines etc. Talk to somebody about what you are feeling too, your fears, your panic attacks... I know it is very hard, I have gone through periods of extreme fear, but they have always, always passed.Email me any time. I know there are ways to help you. Hang in there my frined. Gald you turned here.