I've never thought myself to be good enough for anything, even though people have praised me in many different areas of my life.
I'm constantly anticipating the next thing that might go wrong. I don't attempt new things because I know I'll fail at it and think people will laugh...

I really do. It's just so difficult sometimes. I try very hard not to compare myself to others, but it happens. I feel so inferior.
And my mum... she doesn't help. It's so hard to believe in myself when my mom is always reminding me that I'm not good enough.
I'm trying...

I'm reckless
I'm considered a criminal by the State of California
But still, people constantly call me smart and are intimidated by what I know, but obviously, if I knew a lot I wouldn't purposely put myself into dangerous situations and/or I would know how to get out of...