Xanax Detox Drug Rehab

What I needed was

Xanax detox drug rehab.
I have a got a shotgun pointed
to my head.

It’s 4:00 AM and I’ve overdosed on Xanax.

My truck is parked in the middle of a four way intersection.

All my doors are open and the engine is running.

I was so wasted I had left my truck to go into the wrong home thinking it was my own property.
I was in my underwear and the homeowner had his gun to my head.
I was later told the only reason he didn’t pull the trigger was because I wore a rolex.

Xanax use and abuse leads to the psychiatric ward on this mans porch

At that moment in time I was in a complete psychotic break which would last 18 or 20 hours I’m really not sure. The cops came and took me away and where I went I don’t know.

Xanax Overdose5150 HoldDanger to Self and Others

I have no memory. This near death experience, all of the events of that night, were explained to me later.

How could this happen to me? My wife left because I wouldn’t get help.

Not only did I not get help when she left
I let the beast out completely.

My drinking and drug use spiraled out of control. I need them to dull the pain of my failures and the pills had my soul.

My addiction was in charge of my life and
the only thing certain was

I would die a horrible death or worse.

Would I cause someone else’s death.

My mind was haunted by shadows of dark loneliness and incessant anguish. I thankfully came slowly back to reality.

5150 HOLD XANAX
My first memory was the bright lights on the ceiling above me.
I noticed movement around me that gradually became people, medical people.

I was on a gurney.

I was as if I just awoke from deep sleep.

I’d been given a second awakening.

I was in such blackout from Xanax that I had to find the cop for him to fill me in on all the facts of this event.

Xanax Detox Cold Turkey not the way to go – Get Help

After a week on the psych ward and a visit from a friend in Alcoholics Anonymous I decided to re enter residential rehab.