"Untitled 4"
This is just a greeting
From a tired heart
Wish it was the first meeting
Maybe I'd have played it smart
Yet now you up and left
I know I misled
Witnessed the greatest theft
What we had is dead
It's me you don't trust
Now you miss my calls
Left it in the dust
Guess I didn't have the balls
This is just a greeting
From a weary heart
Wish it was the first meeting
Maybe I'd have played it smart
Found out I was blocked
I thought it was real
Still feeling shocked
Thought you knew how I feel
Thought you wanted
All that I wanted for you
Now I'm just haunted
I guess you didn't feel it too
This is just a greeting
From a tired heart
Wish it was our first meeting
Maybe I'd have played it smart
Now you think I'm an ass
You think I played
Liked you more than my last
Feeling afraid
Afraid these feelings won't fade
But I know you're hurt
Can't keep up this masquerade
And I can't revert
Back to before this
Before you felt used
Back to the feeling of bliss
I'm left confused
But I don't blame you
I haven't said your name
Wish I could take it all back
Get my life back on track
This is just a greeting
From a hurting heart
Wish it was our first meeting
Maybe I'd have played it smart
Maybe I wouldn't be here
Dark thoughts said in my ear
Feeling so lost
I couldn't see the cost
I'm sorry.
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