Thursday, October 29, 2015

A Tickle Me Succubus Doll for Christmas

I was listening to my succubus lady coming through pretty clear tonight. She asked me, What do I want for Christmas?" I thought... "Well, I don't know. Guess I'm not very imaginative, huh?"

She told me, "What about a Tickle Me Succubus Doll for Christmas?"

I laughed pretty hard, and I immediately thought of that Tickle Me Elmo doll my daughter got when she was like 1 1/2 years old. That was sure a while back.

She said, nnnnooooo, I think you have the wrong image in your head.

So, she gave me something very close to this image instead (with me being the bound tickled one):

I'm like do WHAAAAAAAAAAAT? LOL, Me? Nah, you've got the wrong guy!

Then the more I thought of it, the more I'm afraid to admit I liked the idea... a lot... In fact, the thought of it excited me a great deal...

(She has this way of delving into my mind and finding things that I would like, but am afraid to bring to the surface. Yeah, they don't stay hidden from her, and she has no fear about acting on them to bring me, and her, some serious pleasure.)

(Maybe that's the way a good lover is supposed to be... But man it's so hard... she leaves me so emotionally and completely naked, so vulnerable before her. Yet, she proves to me time and time again that it's OK to feel that way, that she will NEVER hurt me. And you know? I adore her more and more because I CAN feel vulnerable. Because I CAN feel emotionally and completely naked before her and still be ok. That's what intimacy really is I think...)

Kind of wondering if she can really do the stuff in the picture or not, or if she's just fucking with me.