LOVED ONES

i don't want to go
and hear more promises spoken in vain
and even free drinks may not numb the pain
don't want to watch two unsure more dig a grave
i'll stay home all alone just the same

oh god i hate this part
where cynical starts to grow right over hope
but all these broken hearts
began just the same and hearts tend to attract the flames

i just don't want to go
what if this isn't the way it should be?
what if they can't tell they'll want to be free?
don't want to watch two unsure more i'll stay home
rather than get there and just want to leave

are you ready for the thick and thin my friend
what's your decision?
or are we following conventions that'll prove to be prisons