Reflections

She made me old before it was my time.

She's made me want to stay inside a shell where it is warm happy and safe.

She has made me doubt my faith in humankind.

I cant say she led me there, but she reminds me of stupid people, stupid decisions, and jackass situations. The fact that i managed to escape (relatively) unscathed is miraculous. So that's not her fault, but it's there

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