REFLECTIONS 133 THE MOVIE LOVER Paullne Kael wrote about movies for The New Yorker from 1967 until 1991, when she retired from regular reviewing. Her pieces changed the way people talk about motion pictures. But it wasn't always easy, as she writes in the introduction to her anthology "Pauline Kael For Keeps, " coming out this jàll I 'VE been lucky: I wrote about movies during a great period, and I wrote about them for a great readership, at The New Yorker. It was the best job in the world. But it didn't come about quickly. ] had written about movies for almost fifteen years, trying to be true to the spirit of what I loved about mOVIes, trying to develop a voice that would avoid saphead objectivity and let the reader in on what sort of person was re- sponding to the world in this particular way. Writing from the San Francisco area, publishing in a batch of mostly ob- scure "little" magazines, reviewing on KPFA in Berkeley, and then, in 1965, bringing out "I Lost it at the Movies," I razzed the East Coast critics and their cultural domination of the country. (We in the West received the movies encum- bered with stern punditry.) I was in my mid-thirties when my first review was published, in the San Francisco quarterly City Lights, in 1953; by the time I wrote about "Bonnie and Clyde" in The New Yorker, in 1967, ] was close to fifty. But after I moved to New York and became a professional (i.e., salaried) reviewer, I had to fight to keep my hard-won voice. It took a long time for that direct, spoken tone to catch on with New Yorker readers. Some of them were real stiffs. If I said I'd walked out on a Fellini extrava- ganza or a movie of a Pinter play, they informed me that it was my duty to go back and see it all the way through. The hate mail piled up. Then, curiously, some of the readers seemed to begin to enjoy hating me. Maybe my conversational American tone brought them into a closer relationship than they'd been ac- customed to; maybe what they had first experienced as a crude invasion from the pop world began to be something they looked forward to Whatever it was, I :::> can't believe that any other movie critic BY PAULINE KAEL has had such thoughtful, picky, exuberant readers. They saw aspects of a movie that I had been blind to or hadn't fully per- ceived. Hyperintelligent, they were mad- deningly eager to catch me out. They said I added to their experience of a movie, and I know they often added to mine. It was true conviviality-a variation of the intense discussions about the arts that I'd had with friends in high school and college-except that there was never re- ally time to answer the readers' letters properly. By the late sixties, movies had become so political that just about every comment on a movie sparked wider dis- cussion. And readers were arguing with me over last week's movie when I was try- ing to check this week's galleys and clear my head to get into next week's subjects. My life was especially hectic during my first years at The New Yorker, because I (literally) spent more time and effort re- storing what I'd written than writing it. The editors tried to turn me into just what I'd been struggling not to be: a gen- teel, fuddy-duddy stylist who says "One assumes that. . ." Sometimes almost ev- ery sentence was rearranged. The result was tame and correct; it lost the sound of spoken language. I would scramble for nine or ten hours putting back what I had written, marking the galleys carefully, so they couldn't be misread, and then I would rush to see William Shawn to get the galleys approved. Since he was the person who had instigated the finicky changes, the couple of hours I spent with him were an exhausting series of pleas and negotiations. He had given me a handshake agreement when he hired me that no word would be changed without consultation, and he stuck by his word, but I had to fight for every other contrac- tion, every bit of slang, every description of a scene in a movie that he thought morally offensive-not my description but the scene itself: He didn't see why those things had to be mentioned, he said. Our sessions were complicated by the fact that he was a loving, dedicated edi- tor and sometimes he was right. But I had to fight him anyway-how else could I keep from turning into one of his pets? He was the most squeamish man I'd ever met. He could hardly ever see all of a film-a hint of blood would send him packing-and so I wrote "Fear ofMov- ies" to spook him. He hero-worshipped Gandhi, and so I made a dumb joke com- paring the Gandhi of the 1982 film to the guilt-inducing Jewish mothers that TV comics complained about, and, despite his humble entreaties, refused to remove it. I hardened myself against his disappointed- in-you expression; I had to. Once when I compared the sets of a movie to a banana split, his suggested alternative was a pousse- café. When I quoted HermanJ. Mankie- wicz's famous line "Imagine-the whole world wIred to Harry Cohn's ass," he in- sisted that it be "Harry Cohn's derrière." (I won out.) For more than twenty years, William Shawn and I squared off like two little pit bulls. I was far from being the only writer who fought him, but it took years for me to learn about the oth- ers. He told each of us that we were the only ingrates. He brought up the names of all the famous writers who, according to him, had been appreciative of the ed- iting; it was a nightmare listening to that litany. Yet he could also be more respon- sive to what a writer was trying to do than anyone else I've ever encountered. The man was an enigma. On the day after my re- view of Mailer' s "Marilyn" appeared in the Sunday Times Book Review, we ran into each other in a hallway. 'Why didn't you give that to us?" he asked. 'What for?" I answered. "You wouldn't have printed it." "That's right," he said mournfully. By the seventies, I'd won some free-