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Tuesday, April 14, 2009

this is me.

Ice cream is my one true weakness, and anyone who loves the same books as me. I am witty, but not graceful. I am compassionate, but unorganized.

I don’t care about money; it is never my prime consideration. To me, being respected in some way or another for intellectual achievements brings much more happiness to my life.

I belong to everyone, yet to no one.

I am true to myself and as unpredictable as they come. My code of ethics and morals may be as weird as anything you’ve ever come across but I will always live up to it entirely.

I hate hating people. It’s too much effort and too pointless to spend so long striving towards nothing but negativity. If a situation I am in becomes intolerable my nature turns cold quickly. I can simply disappear overnight and never look back.

I don’t believe in using the words “I should have” – it implies that life didn’t turn out exactly the way it was supposed to. I am always changing and hard to keep up with. I can be confusing and simple at the same time, without even knowing how.

I don’t know what it is like to live for tomorrow. In my mind, it is always today.

I enjoy shocking people, and will dedicate myself to something insistently just because someone didn’t believe I could. I believe that nothing, if you work hard enough is ever out of reach, and the things in life that come easy- are never really worth anything in the end.

My quest for knowledge and understanding is what consumes my everyday life. I think too much and have a tendency to over-analyze and ramble.

I have an irrational fear of the dentist, and driving. I have irrational obsessions with lizards and bob marley. I love books, music and movies from every different genre. You cannot stereotype me.

I keep a notebook by my bed to record my dreams. They still make no sense.

I love the rain. I hate television commercials.

I try really hard not to care what other people think of me, but most times I fail horribly.

I know the way that I view myself and how the outside world views me are very different most of the time, but I’m okay with that. I am the creator of my own little world, and I would never want it any other way.