I stepped into this big studio which is the venue of my first workshop for Body, Text, Performance. I've never felt so uneasy. My tutor looks like Julianne Moore and she rattles off so fast I am always trying to catch what was she trying to say (what's new?).

Duh. Did I mention this time round I am not the only Asian boy but the only Asian in the class. I have never never felt so small before. Even the girls look bigger than me. Was thinking of withdrawing this subject while i still have the time but I suppose it's always good to have some theatre and performance knowledge even though I might be in the film/tv industry. i hope

I must be brave. Why can't Singaporeans be more outspoken and thick-skinned when they are required to?