Thank you for being willing to share so many of your experiences with us. I can say with certainty that I have learned from your blog. Your posts have made me laugh and they have made me cry. But most of all, they have made me think. Well the ones that aren't full of jokes about Sarah Jessica Parker looking like a horse. I already knew that so I don't think very hard about them!

Also, having read your book twice now, I have to say that that in its words I found that there can be a ray of hope even when the world has surrounded us with darkness. So, in essence, I would like to say thank you again for all that you do for this site and all of your loyal readers.

Long, long, long time reader here, in fact I've been a regular since just about the very beginning. It's fascinating to see how much this blog has changed and how much YOU'VE changed... but it and you have always been entertaining, challenging and a damn good read. Thanks for the memories and cheers to you on this birthday.

I'm a former network news producer and manager, the media editor at The Daily Banter, and a writer who's been featured in The Huffington Post,The New York Observer and The Village Voice. I'm also the author of a book called Dead Star Twilight and the founder of DXM Media, a firm specializing in television production as well as social media strategies and consulting. On top of all that crap, I'm the co-host of "The Bob & Chez Show" podcast and radio show with Bob Cesca. To find out more about me and/or throw money at me, go here. You can contact me at deusexmalcontent@gmail.com or chez@dxmmedia.com. Follow me on Twitter at @chezpazienza.

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