Tonight, I thought my husband was acting weird. We had
made plans to
meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my
friends all day
long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a
bit late, but
he made no comment on it. Conversation wasn't flowing, so
I suggested
that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed,
but he didn't
say much. I asked him what was wrong; he said, Nothing." I
asked him if
it was my fault that he was upset. He said he wasn't
upset, that it had
nothing to do with me, and not to worry about it. On the
way home, I
told him that I loved him. He smiled slightly, and kept
driving. I
can't explain his behavior. I don't know why he didn't say,
"I love you,
too." When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him
completely, as if
he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there
quietly, and
watched TV. He continued to seem distant and absent.
Finally, with
silence all around us, I decided to go to bed. About 15
minutes later,
he came to bed. To my surprise, he responded to my caress,
and we made love. But I still felt that he was distracted, and
his thoughts were
somewhere else. He fell asleep - I cried. I don't know
what to do. I'm
almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My
life is a disaster.

HIS DIARY:

Missed a big deer today, but at least I got laid.

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Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
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SSN683 Association member
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2008 Bayliner 340 - "Wild Whim"
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I live in my own little world....but it's okay-they know me here!!!