Sunday, 25 December 2016

I’ve seen all the footage (and in person too) of people
opening their presents, the joy on their faces etc.

We are ‘lucky’ in that we are able to give and receive
presents, and bring apparent joy to one another. Okay – we all KNOW poverty
exists. We all know we are extremely lucky and fortunate to be in the positions
we are in. But what I’m getting at is this is NOT and NEVER enough. It is NEVER
enough to simply acknowledge this and acknowledge the state of the world. We
all know it exists – what most of us try to do, and do well I might add, is
ignore the FUCKED UP state of the world/others. We do this so we can live our
joyous lives. Yes, why not do this? If we are to look at what is actually
happening, thus BEYOND acknowledgement, then this joy, I can guarantee you,
will be SHORT lived and eventually NON-EXISTENT.

Why non-existent? Because to feel joy, these
feelings/emotions...whilst YOU KNOW that others are in excruciating pain.
Unable to move..unable to find anything to eat, to drink. No home. No fucking
anything. This would never bring a sane person joy. To know that your fellow
human is in this position. They are us, and we are them, as equals – simple as
that. Do the fucking math already. None are equal until ALL are equal. None can
be until all can be. None are until all are.

It is such simple stuff, yet we believe we have no control,
no power, no direction, no way. Desteni IS a way, an amazing way I might add.
This is real, proper, legitimate CHANGE. Change of YOU. Change as EXAMPLE.
Change that EACH OF US require. We need this awakening. This process changes
us, what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to become, to exist as, to do to
others, to ourselves, to fellow life.

What you must realise is that this process is fucking long,
fucking difficult, but fucking effective at the same time. There is no
easy/fast solution to rewiring ourselves to be that which is best for all. We
must undo what we have been and are. Again, each must do this, and 1 + 1 + 1 –
each making a presence of this, with blogs/vlogs, sharing, and being..an
example. We can do this, but it requires each of us. Self-forgiveness actually
works. I know this. Check out DIP Lite (link at bottom).

At DIP Lite you will be introduced to change, slowly, but
efficiently. It’s free. It’s amazingly informative, and it’s practical to
perform and practice..and do...self-forgiveness and the writings. If it does
not work for you, DIP Lite, self-forgiveness, writings, then I can boldly say
that you are still living in fear. Fear of using these tools, fear of giving up
your current life/lifestyle of what you believe is just, what you believe is
the best way to live.

Truth is, sometimes we have to give up things to grow, to
evolve, and this is exactly what I’ve done and am doing and I couldn’t be more
happy about this. This is the best thing I’ve ever done in my life, because it
is not only assisting me, but ALL. I am no longer wasting my life and being
here simply to survive until death and allow others to do the same until the
world no longer can sustain our abuse. I am 1 amongst many around the world
that is going to change this and already IS changing this. All the projects
within Desteni, all the information, all the assistance, the guidance, it’s
right underneath your hands! Right infront of your face. All you gotta do is
look, type, do, and you will discover real solutions for ALL.

So today I asked one about something. They reacted as if it
were odd/unusual, even threatening that I ask about this. Why, because it is
rare to investigate things, to ask questions. So doing so can be taken ‘personally’
– when in reality I simply wanted to know something, and know about something.
Seems pretty basic, right?

So through this, it just adds to the point that most are
happy, or just know to never ask, never question, and to accept blindly what we
are told, what we are showed, everywhere and everywhen.

Obviously, this is why we MUST change. We MUST question, we
must INVESTIGATE, we must LEARN. And we must be WILLING to accept that things
that we’ve learnt/known of in our lives MAY not be the truth, may not be
helpful, may not be what is best for all. And this is the most difficult part
for people, to know one has lived a lie, or if not, a lot of lies, but this is
fine. It’s okay that it has taken you 20 years, 50 years, 90 years to come to
this conclusion. It does not make your life a waste, no, it makes your life
worth it for actually questioning and taking the plunge into the unknown, it
shows a fuck load of character to be willing to look elsewhere, to look at a
source that is not common amongst people, that is not as of yet popular, that
some would say is very left-field, very odd, and of course it is classified as
this, because ANYTHING NOT in line with
the same shit we’re fed in life is going to labelled as ODD, as FUCKED, as
WEIRD, as DANGEROUS, because we don’t WANT to believe that we’ve been lied to,
that we’ve not been living as what is best for all, and of course the people
behind the scenes feeding us this shit don’t want us to wake up to the truth of
life, of the way we’ve lived.

It is surely apparent/clear to you that we’ve been lied to
by the media. It doesn’t matter if only ONCE. Do a tiny bit of investigation
and you will find this. Even the slightest hint of lie, of manipulation, of
control – should be the awaking within you to NOT trust what is being
said/showed to you. If it is happening once, then it is happening elsewhere
and/or everywhere, you just gotta read between the lines.

Stand by your investigations. Don’t let anyone/anything
deter you, is what I say. People will tell you not to investigate, that it is
fake, that what you’ve been told/shown is the truth and nothing but, but and
lol...when you breathe in, breathe out...many times, and then realise where you
are, where WE are as humanity, LAUGH, because this is hilarious, what we’ve
become, what we are and have been – killing eachother, stealing, abusing, the
lot. What type of life form is born here to do any of this? We are born to fuck
eachother up in some way, shape or form? No, we’ve simply been pitted against
eachother/life to feed into the pockets of some.

Stop the abuse.

For your sake and the sake of others, investigate DESTENI.
Be willing. Stop the lies within you. Because believe me, this shit makes
SENSE. I am yet to run into anything Desteni related that does NOT make sense.
But again, you must investigate thoroughly. Don’t read a paragraph and then
stop. Read a whole article for example, listen to a whole interview. You don’t
have to do any of this all in 1 sitting, but I mean when coming to a
CONLCUSION, read/watch/listen to everything first, if over days/weeks etc. Don’t
point fingers/come to conclusions before you have concluded something yourself
and can be honest about this/concluding something yourself. Thanks.

Friday, 16 December 2016

Person A wants me to come along with them so I can meet
Person B. Person A and B are very close to one another. Person B really wants
to meet me. Person A does not mind so much, but would like me to meet Person B.

Then there is me lol. I have no interest at all in meeting
Person B. Not to say that I dislike them or anything like that, there’s just no
interest. Person B merely wants to meet me because Person A knows me basically,
and wants to also know me, that is Person B’s reason. I couldn’t care less who
Person A knows and then want to meet them based simply on this fact.

For me, it’s more like, well sure..if Person B and I are to
come across one another by coincidence, then cool lol. Right now it seems more
of a requirement to meet Person B, where I’d much rather it flow, be natural in
the sense that it happens after time/when for example Person A and I get to
know eachother more. So I see/well, believe that this is all happening too
fast, really. Where I’d much rather it slow down, take its time, form naturally
(if it does) etc. So just giving it time before all these what I call ‘extras’
take place.

Saturday, 10 December 2016

Energy can be so subtle within us. I’ve spoken to people
about self-forgiveness, about the mind, about the physical. Energy here is
basically linked with the mind and what can direct us to participate within
emotions, feelings, thoughts, fears etc. In other words, any energy is not a
healthy thing for our physical bodies in any way, shape or form, plus it is not
needed in any way, shape or form.

So, I’ve spoken to people who have basically said that they
are fine, they are already not directed by any energy whatsoever. I beg to
differ. From walking process/understanding this myself, energy can be SO
SUBTLE, that it takes many writings, and a LOT of awareness to even realise
this energy is coming up within us and directing us. So what this means is ANY
SINGLE DIFFERENT ROUTE one takes in any given second, in any given moment that
is ‘off course’ so to speak of what we were doing in that moment, that is a red
flag situation and the evidence of energy coming up within one.

This can be in what we say/don’t say, how we move/don’t
move, what action we take/don’t take etc. So I can safely say that if one
proclaims that they are not at all directed by energy, they are incorrect,
because we all are. And in these subtle energy-directed moments, it can change
a whole lot about us and thus who we are in relation to others/life.

This is why it’s so necessary to walk process, walk back to
life, walk back to our physical forms as we were when we were born, before we
were programmed to be this and that, to fear this and that, to think this and
that, to feel this and that. Until we have walked this process and can safely
say we’re back as our physical beings, then as I said, any energetic
movement/direction within us can fuck us around and make us say/do things that
will compromise ourselves/others, and that cannot be if we want a
world/society/a people that is best for all in every way, shape and form –
simply.

So realise that what we are now is NOT how we were
born/meant to be. When we were born we were fearless. We took risks. We
challenged ourselves. We grew. We evolved. We learnt by trial and error. We
weren’t afraid. This is what we must get back to. And only through a process of
return to the physical, can we do this.

And yes this is done through self-forgiveness, through consistency,
through precision, through a fuck load of tough times, too, because again as I
have witnessed, there are a lot of difficult times that one must rise up to and
conquer in this process. It’s not easy. It shouldn’t be easy. Because if it
were easy, then there’d be an issue. There are layers amongst layers amongst
layers of patterns, of programming, of brainwashing within us all, so yes
obviously it takes a long time, dedication, consistency to break these and
bring ourselves BACK. Do yourself and the people/life around you a favour. Be
example.

Tuesday, 6 December 2016

Someone that I would be considered ‘close with’ started a
group/page. Usually, that meaning, as someone as the mind/directed by, I’d
support because I want to see those close to me do well + I also feel obliged
to support them because they are again, considered ‘close with’ me.

Now I see no reason to do this. Of course in reality there
is no obligation to do anything, nothing for the sake of 2 people being close
or whatever. It really should ONLY come down to myself here. So simply whether
I like this group/page/see it as what is best for all. That should be my ONLY
criteria.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand that my ONLY criteria for doing ANYTHING should
be if I see it as best for all/something I like/something that can help others
etc, thus without IGNORING or bypassing this for SAKE of supporting another
because of labels and within these labels, apparent ‘closeness’ and within this
feeling obliged to support because of these ‘closeness’ labels within my mind.

I commit myself to be my OWN person, my own vessel, my own
body, my own. Because this is all I am in reality. Everything I do can be seen
by others and thus they will act accordingly, same goes for me, so it’s simply
about my starting point of doing ANYTHING, and NOT EVER because of WHO or WHY.

I commit myself to remove these ‘closeness’ labels as the
mind as ‘obligation’ I believe I must partake in for sake of ‘closeness’ labels
as the mind and obligation.

I commit myself to act to every single thing on an
individual level so that I am simply here with it/something and then act
accordingly as what is best for all/that I like etc.

Saturday, 3 December 2016

Definitions: exposed to the possibility of being attacked or
harmed, either physically or emotionally.

"we were in a vulnerable position"

(of
a person) in need of special care, support, or protection because of age,
disability, or risk of abuse or neglect.

"the scheme will help charities working with vulnerable
adults and young people"

So here, the general consensus of one being vulnerable is of
negativity. I can relate to this too as only seeing this word as negativity
within my life, that being vulnerable can be scary, terrifying, it is
threatening. Though this word recently came up where I saw that it can be
helpful as well. Helpful in terms of being willing/open, allowing myself to
experience new things in life, because that does in fact require a level of
vulnerability.

For example, going to a gathering that could be only for a ‘certain
type’ of person, and thus one going into this gathering is being possibly
vulnerable, but then it’s also going in as example, example for instance that ‘certain
types’ does not have to be an actual thing because we are obviously all equal.

So I now see vulnerable as willingness, as opening, as
trying, as new ground, new scenarios/scenes, allowance.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to be vulnerable in terms of being willing to try new things/be in new
places/positions as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe vulnerability to be a negative thing associated purely with fear,
weakness.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself
to see vulnerability as an act willingness to change self, to learn/grow, to
explore, to become what is best for all.

I commit myself to put myself in vulnerable positions and
thus without the thoughts prior to the vulnerable position of fear, of fearing
what might happen, future projections.

I commit myself to try things. I commit myself to do things,
things that I’ve never done before, things that I do fear as the mind, because
being vulnerable here is showing myself a willingness to actually change
myself.

I commit myself to be vulnerable to/for others as
exploration, as allowance, as willingness, as trust, as growing.

I commit myself to get past/overcome the initial ‘difficult’
moments/times as the mind within and as fear, future projections, what
will/will not happen, embarrassment, making a mistake.

I commit myself to see, realise and understand that through
living vulnerability, I am being willing.

Redefinition of vulnerable: Being open, being willing,
giving things a chance/shot, being open/willing to learning, to growing, to
expanding, to evolving as what is best for all.