Date: Tue, 23 Dec 2008 21:47:40 -0000
From: gaverage@btinternet.com
Subject: Straight best mate - Part 3
This material is gay/bi/curious in nature (two guys). If
it's illegal for you to read, then don't. Same applies if
this sort of thing offends you.
Thanks to all those who have sent me comments. I would
like to send a special thanks to Duane, who sent me an
email with some advice on how to get what I wanted.
Although I didn't follow the advice exactly, it helped
prompt me to take some "aggressive action". Thanks very
much!
Thanks for reading; I'd like to remind you all that this
is real life. Mine! & Jakes!
Please keep the comments coming.
Gaverage
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Last night (or strictly speaking 1am today - 23rd
December). There we were, on the sofa as usual, I am
rubbing Jake's back. I have been feeling a tension
building between us and that coupled with the drugs I had
taken (for the man-flu!) had created a drowsy yet excited
feeling.
I had told Jake ages ago about the marvels of
"NightNurse", which is a godsend when I'm ill. I take a
big mouthful and within 15-30 minutes I'm all over the
place, within an hour I'm usually out cold.
I had taken a small amount, because I was feeling a
little bold and wanted an excuse if it went wrong. I was
planning on moving my hand onto his groin again!
There we lay, Jake had moved so that I had full access to
his chest, which is rare. His head was resting on my
upper leg, just scratching my boner. My hand was slowly
working his chest, rubbing the few bits of blonde hair he
has on one small spot of his upper chest. I moved my
fingers to his nipples and played with them. Although he
made no sound, they did become erect. a good sign I
thought. Jake had had about 4/5 pints, not loads, but
enough to be "warm"!
At about 3am, he was virtually asleep, I had smoked a
bit, and drunk a bit and was dosed on a number of over-
the-counter drugs, but I was so alive. My heart began to
race as I realised that I was willing to take the risk.
If it went wrong I could blame the cocktail I had working
inside me and as he knew I was Bi/Curious, he would
forgive me and we would not speak of it again. It didn't
go wrong; in fact, the outcome was going to surprise us
both.
There I was, slowly, slowly moving my hand down bit by
bit to be subtle, towards his cock. He was wearing
tracksuit bottoms so I knew I would be able to feel if he
was getting hard (jeans can be misleading!).
I gently grazed his cock and there it was, there was
definitely something going on down there. I finally gave
it a good squeeze and started to rub him. There was
again, no noise, but I heard changes in his breathing
that convinced me that he was awake. My heart was racing;
I could honestly feel my own pulse in my neck. My
breathing was fast and then I decided to move to the next
level.
I moved my hand to get under the tracksuit bottoms so
that I could feel his cock (which was getting fatter!).
But I cursed as I realised that they were tied and I
could not get my hand under without a bit of a struggle.
I found the lace and started to slowly undo the knot.
Still no response from Jake!
Finally I had it open and my hand went in and started
rubbing his cock through his boxers. I stayed here like
this for a few minutes, his cock stayed in a semi-hard
state, which had me a little concerned, but I got past
that and slid my hand into his boxers, I caught him on a
pube and he reacted, but didn't "wake"!
I now had my hand on his cock and there was a bit more
growth. I was now getting a bit nervous as I wanted to
progress things now that I had gotten this far. At the
same time I wanted to give Jake a chance to get out of
this. I care about him too much to let something happen
that he will regret or that he doesn't want to happen. I
was 95% sure that he was awake, so I decided to talk to
him. It went a little something like this:-
"Jake, I'm pretty sure you are awake, so I want you to
know that I really want to see what its like to suck a
cock. I trust you not to say anything and I really want
to suck you right now. Obviously I can't suck you from
here, so I'm going to get up now. Usually when I get up
this wakes you. If you want to stop this here and now
then wake up and say you're off to bed. If you want me to
suck your cock, then don't move!"
After I had finished speaking to him, true to my word, I
got up. And heavy sleeper or not, I would have woken him
if he were asleep. He didn't move. I got into position
and started to rub him again. Then my nerves got the
better of me. I was shit scared. I had not done this
before. What if I was shit, what if he ended up hating
me..
I took his hand into mine and held it. After about a
minute I asked him to squeeze my hand if he promised to
keep this a secret. He squeezed my hand! I asked him to
squeeze again if he promised not to freak out and let
this ruin our friendship. another squeeze. One final
squeeze after I asked if he wanted me to suck his cock!
I pulled down his bottoms and boxers, just enough to see
his fattening uncut cock. I slowly leant down and started
to suck him. He moaned and said my name, which made me go
crazy (pre-cum soaking my tracksuit bottoms!).
One hand was needed to hold his bottoms in place, so I
decided to rip then off. Shoes and socks as well. He
laughed at this and said my name. his tone made it sound
like he was impressed at my tenacious sexual aggression!
I then went back to his amazing cock, which for your
information is 7/8 inches of pure uncut deliciousness and
about 5-5.5 in girth. I even tried deep throating, which
not as easy as it looks! I was doing everything to him
that I love being done to me, so he was loving it.
He grabbed my hand and moved it to his chest. He wanted
me to rub him down and I was only too happy to oblige. He
was moaning a lot and I was overcome with desire, I
kissed and licked my way up from his cock to his belly
button, to his very cute tattoo and nipples. I kissed his
neck and ears, then, just as I was about to go back down,
he grabbed my face and started to kiss me. Oh my god, I
never thought that would happen, I was not even that
worried about it, I assumed that he would never want to
kiss. But then he shocked the fuck out of me by launching
a full assault into my mouth. Well after the initial
shock I returned the favour and without any messing
around we were licking each others tongues and kissing
like the French do!
I was in heaven and there were moments when I could swear
I felt a tear run down my cheek, but then again it could
have been sweat! With exception to the kissing, it was
all one way, Jake didn't suck me and only once did he
give my cock a little squeeze. He would rub my back, neck
and hair while I was sucking him and he was moaning my
name quite a few times, but beyond that it was all me for
him. which was fine. I would have been happy just to
please him and get nothing in return, but the kissing, oh
my god, what a fucking bonus!
I did try to lick down to his hole, but he stopped me and
said something like "right, the ground rules. don't go
near my arse". We both laughed at this because it was all
in good fun, but at the same time, he had told me his
limits and I was glad, it was confirmation that he was ok
with everything else we were doing. He was happy to let
me hold both his arse cheeks while I was sucking him. I
lifted him up and down by holding his cheeks!
After about two hours of kissing and me sucking him, I
joked and said "I hope you have had pineapple juice
today!" He said No, but that it didn't matter because he
never cums in the mouth. He never has with previous
girlfriends or his current one. I then said something
like "Ok, but I was looking forward to that!"
At around 4/5am, our tiredness started to kick in and I
knew it was time. Although I wanted this night to last
forever as it will probably be the first and last time
knowing my luck. I could not fight it any longer. I
wanted; I needed to get him to cum.
I increased my pace and added some hand motion (which I
always thought I would never do.. Wanted to do it all
with my mouth but was too tired!!!). He was getting close
and his moaning increased and a few cries of pleasure
crept in there as well. I was waiting for him to pull out
soon. I was using one hand to toss him while sucking, the
other I moved to his hand. We held hands and his grip was
soooo tight, it was as if he was telling me how much he
loved what I was doing.
He never pulled out, he started to moan and sigh then I
felt his cock stiffen and then the first of 6 or 7 shots
of cum came shooting out and hit the back of my tongue.
When he had finished, I kept him in my mouth, not wanting
to let him go. He never asked me to stop; I pulled off
and asked if he wanted me to swallow (in a joking way).
He said na, spit it out, you don't wanna swallow it. I
let him finish the last of his Kronenburg then let the
cum dribble from my mouth into the can. We both laughed
our heads off at this. I then went back to sucking his
now soft cock.. I love his cock hard, but for some
reason, I really liked sucking him soft.. he is a big boy
even flaccid! He said again that he had never cum in the
mouth before. He was shocked but seemed happy or ok with
it. He said I should feel good about that. and I fucking
do!
I spent the next 30 minutes asking him every now and
again if he was alright and he said he was and that it
was good fun. He said he felt a bit guilty about his
girlfriend. I said he shouldn't, it didn't count as
cheating. just a bit of fun between mates (ok I'm a
bastard, but I want to make it easier for him to justify
the next time, assuming the gods are gracious and give me
a next time!). He then went to bed and I shot the biggest
load of my life after only 5-10 seconds of wanking!
Today we went Christmas shopping and things seemed
normal. I made a joke about how I felt "Christmas had cum
early". He laughed. This morning he had acknowledged the
incident as a "bit of fun".
He is now at his parents with his girlfriend doing
washing but said he would be back later. That may change,
but if it doesn't , I may just see what happens, if we do
our normal back rub routine, I may start the conversation
about what had happened and that I would be up for a
repeat anytime he was horny. no strings.
So that's it. My god I'm on cloud 9 waiting to crash and
burn. I can feel that this will be a one time thing. I
will consider myself lucky if we can go back to normal
without it affecting our friendship. I of course, hope
for more.
You should also know something that has me a little
freaked out. By some random chance I came across a little
application that calculates how many days old you are. I
had looked at the site about a year ago. The god's honest
truth is that when I looked again today it told me that
on 23rd December 2008 I would turn 10,000 days old!!! Now
that is one spooky number. The day I have my wildest
dreams come true and my first gay sex experience also
happens to be the day I turn 10,000 days old. Tell me if
I'm wrong, but that sort of makes me challenge quite a
few pre-conceptions! I double checked with a number of
different sites and they all confirmed the number.
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my fucking god. I don't know
what will happen if anything next. But I'll keep you
updated.
Thanks again to Duane. Your email was the final nail in
the coffin for my fears. It gave me the final boost of
courage that I needed. Even if nothing more happens
between me and Jake, I will always have the memory and
I'm grateful to you for that.
gaverage