Do you need to watch yourself masturbate or can you cum with your eyes closed?

I have this weird annoying thing where I need to see my clit in order to work it right. Do you think that that's because I haven't spent enough time at it? I'm 35 but I sorta quit masturbating every time I was in a relationship and I've only been single for 6 months. plus I have to pull up on my labia to keep my clitoral shaft in a position to stimulate it properly
any thoughts?

I experience the opposite of that! I always keep my eyes closed, and either facing a blanket or with the lights off. Light coming through my eyelids is distracting, and I can focus more on fantasizing with my eyes closed.

I experience the opposite of that! I always keep my eyes closed, and either facing a blanket or with the lights off. Light coming through my eyelids is distracting, and I can focus more on fantasizing with my eyes closed.