LATELY I HAVE HAD THE SAME FEAR. I HAVE GIVEN MYSELF WHOLEHEARTEDLY TO OTHERS, MY FAMILY, MY CHILDREN, AND NOW THEY ARE GROWING UP, LEAVING TO LIVE THEIR LIVES, I AM FEELING ALONE, AND WONDER IF I WILL EVER FIND THAT MAN WHO CAN APPRECIATE WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER AND WHO CAN OFFER ME UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IN RETURN, WHEN THAT IS ALL I WANT. I DO NOT WANT SOMEONE TO FINANCIALLY TAKE CARE OF ME, I JUST WANT SOMEONE WHO CAN CARE, AND LOVE, AND BE TRUSTWORTHY ENOUGH FOR ME TO OPEN MY HEART TO. <br />OK THERE IT IS FOR NOW

Something deeper.<br /><br />Usually it is the way they treat people and me included. The sad thing is that I always hold back until they tell me they love me first. That tends to open the dam... And I feel free to love them in return.<br /><br />She is unobtainable because she lives half a world away, and I am stuck here with no money and no passport while a schmuck who is only interested in her body is free to spend the night with her and call himself her bf.<br /><br />It just hurts too much.<br /><br />I cannot take it any longer. She will be the last.<br /><br />Choice or destiny? Either or. When it all boils down to it, they are both the same.

No one is destined to be alone. If you are identifying women as unattainable, you are setting yourself up for failure and for misery. That is a choice not a destiny. What makes you fall for a girl? Looks, or something deeper?

I am afraid that I'll end up alone.
I have loved and been loved. But sometimes love just isn't enough. Not when you push that person away... When you push them away so much that eventually they will get sick of trying.. of fighting for you.
I just can't help it.. I know i...

I know that I won't really end up completely alone, ill still have my family and close friends but even then a person can feel super lonely, especially when you know that even though you're close with your family most of the time it feels as if you're not really heard, I want to...

So there was this girl, let's call her Rachel, I've been flirting with (I think courting is another proper term). Been talking to for around a year and a half now. I asked her out around when we first started talking, but she said she doesn't do online dating. But we remained...