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Letter(s) from Nadezhda Chepaykina to Windy (USA)

Letter 1

Hi my prince from a fairy tale! Hi my king from a real life!
Hi my beloved Tony!
Thanks for your letter. I am very glad. I now always cheerful because I think of you. The thought about you warm me.
Yesterday there was an awful night.
At night when I already slept, I have heard some squeak. Someone tried to open my door. I have heard that someone tries to open the lock in my door. I very much was frightened. I did not know what to do. I have risen, but could not pronounce any word. I very much was frightened and afraid to approach to a door. Legs did not obey me. Me as though has paralysed. Then this sound has disappeared, but the one who was behind a door apparently began to try to break a door. The tree crackled and crunched. I have begun to cry and did not know what to do. I always counted myself courageous, but during that moment I have become puzzled. The door already has almost opened, because the door-jamb has already broken. But then suddenly all has stopped. Probably he was frightened off by someone. I sat on a bed and have been very much frightened. I have included light.I knew that if someone will want to penetrate into my apartment, I cannot call somebody to the aid at all because I at all have no phone. A door in my apartment very old and not strong.In our village very much frequently plunder apartments. And not only when owners are not present a house but also when an at home somebody is. It is enough to open a door. Plunder in masks. It do young guys, which 16 - 18 years. A bulk from them - addicts. They at all do not choose, a rich apartment whether or not. Take away everything, that it is possible to sell. Even old things. They have special metal mounts which insert between a door and a jamb and break a door. By radio constantly warn, that people did not open a door not to familiar people.I very much was frightened. My heart beat with mad speed. You do not represent, as it is terrible to live, when anybody beside is not present and nobody can protect. I have felt completely defenceless. I thought of you. Thought, that you now there, far, and at all do not know, how to me it is terrible now. I lain in a bed with included light and thought of you. I could not fall asleep more this night. It was bad night. But now everything is all right. Today I have made the order for an iron door. I think it will be more reliable.Your love gives me force and bravery. You always in my consciousness. Your love is the air that breathes life in my body. It is the sunshine in my soul.The rain that creates rivers of emotion, that flows within me from head to toe. Your love is the warm hand that lifts me out of myself and into a world unknown till now.Leaving past sorrows behind, we will awaken in our dream together. A new beginning, a new world, with limitless possibilities. All things we thought were valuable are meaningless now. For in our love, we have found the treasures of the heart and soul. Our ways and means that had guided us well, no longer serve two hearts that are now one. We will be as innocent children, needing to taste, touch, and smell all these new things. And as adolescents, we shall taste the fruits of the flesh as if for the first time, like Adam and Eve once felt in the Garden of Eden. It will be a paradise we have never known before. With gentle caress', and kissing of lips, our passions will grow. Our hearts will beat faster, and the heat of our bodies will cause sweat to flow. And when time stands still, we will unite mind, body, and soul. In the darkness, calm and still, we will hold each other tight, and our hearts will beat as one. It is then we will truly know, that we have finally found each other, and our love will forever grow.

I send you all my tenderness and love.
I love you so much Tony. You are My One and Only True Love. Many hugs and kisses.

Kiss you 100000000000 times.

Your Dilyara.

Letter 2

Hello, my king Tony!
How was your day? I'm wonderful. Every day I wait with impatience for your letters.
I want to tell you how i spent my last weekend.
I went to the children's shelter. It orphanage in which I grew. I help these children. Children which live there have no parents. Several times a week I visit this orphanage to give help of various sort. The state allocates very few money for the maintenance and contents of orphanages. Buildings are very old. But children don't have anybody to help them and to give them financial support. That's why some people voluntary render the feasible help. We help to repair in a building. Many walls don't have even wall-paper. Stucco has fallen off. The floors and beds are very old. The conditions are terrible. The meal is awful. The children practically have no toys. When I look at all this there are tears in my eyes . I am very for these children. My girl friend and I help to do repair. We glue wall-paper and paint the windows. We bring children new toys. You cannot imagine how children are pleased when we come. And they are glad not only because they wait for new toys, they wait for us. They require kindness and caress very much. If you saw as they were glad. I was glad doubly. Very much it is pleasant to me when these children are happy. It is necessary for them for happiness a little. I am very happy, that I shall soon with the beloved, and I want to divide happiness with somebody else.
Tony, I think it will be better if, I shall answer all questions when we shall meet face to face. You will see my eyes and they will speak about my feelings.
Tony, do not worry, I have received your letters from your other account of e-mail (wood_aj@hotmail.com) .

I'm sending you a small poem. Tell me if you like it. OK?

Bright, eyes
like heaven's stars,
Lips so full
I need to know -
when will be he mine
for all of time?

His name is Tony
He is my Prince
I shall take him to the ball
to dance in front of all.
Midnight will come
though he will not run.
He will be mine
to the end of time.

I've prayed so long
for one as this.
With him beside me
we will have bliss.

Write back as soon as possible. I'm waiting for your letter.
And I'm thinking about you.
Kiss you.
Your Dilyara.

Letter 3

Hi, my ocean of love Tony.
Every day I think about you and about our love. Our love resembles me a little beautiful flower, which is entrenching through dry ground and is stretching to the sun. Our love is watered by a rain of kindness, tenderness and trust. Every day our flower is becoming stronger and harder. Our love takes force from our letters. This is a thin thread which has connected us. I am very glad that we build our small world of love together. Our world of love will be strong, because we build it from Devotion, Probity, Respects and Trust. Love - this is world for two persons, to which any stranger can't come in, otherwise everything will be ruined. And then it will be impossible to collect rebuilt the splinters of the love. In Russia people say that Love is a great force. Love can overcome all the barriers and distances.
Two loving hearts are streatching to each other like two magnets.
Our hearts are tired from loneliness, that's why they must be together and beat like one heart. Our hearts are like two great oceans. They are vast and very deep yet calm an peaceful on the surface. Our feeling run very deep and they are very strong. Sometimes we get afraid we will be pulled under by the current. I dream that our two oceans will meet in a powerfull wave that will shake the very earth. And when all is done there will be one vast beautiful ocean, beauitful, powerful and forever...(one heart, one ocean). Dear Tony, I yet do not know precisely when my visa will be ready.
But I think that days ten as soon as the visa will be ready, I shall buy the ticket aboard the plane and I shall inform to you exact dates. I ask to forgive me if I have told you something wrong, but these were my thoughts.
May be I haven't answer some your questions.
When I get your letter I am so happy that i am forgetting about everything. I write you not with the mind but with the heart.
At this moment my mind is situated with you.
At this moment I am under your hipnosses.
My thoughts are only about you and soon we will be together.
Dilyara.

Letter 4

Hi my heart and my soul Tony!
How are you? I'm wonderful! Excuse me, that my letter will not be so long(smile). I have not enough time with official registration of papers. I spend all my time for this purpose.
To begin carry out our meeting I'll be engaged in the international documents, passage of a medical commission and other things to prepare the document of travel in your country.Last night after my job I went to the church. I put a candle for ours with you happiness. I think that God will help us. I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking about you constantly. At my job everybody are surprised why I'm so merry. They don't know that I'm corresponding with you. Do you believe in love? One love and forever till the end of life. I believe.I believe in love. There are no the barriers for love. The age and distance are not important. When the people love he doesn't notice it.Do you know the name of the highest mountain of America? So I will climb this mountain and will shout: Tony! I love you! And the mountains will answer me: love-you-love-you-love-you. I believe that the day will come and our hearts will join. And the people will envy our happiness. Because we will come ourselves to our happiness. Nothing will happen if you sit and do nothing. And I believe that we will build our happiness. We will build it of the small bricks as Egyptian the Pharaones built their pyramids. And we will build our pyramid. And we will call it the love pyramid of Tony and Dilyara. I love you, my prince Tony.
Tony, I will have long-term vacation because, will be carried out is repair – construction work in all our club, in a sports hall will do full overhaul.
Already purchase of building materials, our boss has explained to us that repair will last 3 months, and the beginning of repair plan to begin up to the end of October. Prior to the beginning of repair and a vacation, I shall have access on a computer.
I have written this letter and recalled. I have forgotten to send you my kiss. I'm kissing you my love. KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS.
Your love forever Dilyara.