At the very beginning, there was Ratopia. Then, there's ratology. In ratology, we get to observe whether someone with psychosis and neurosis could amount to something. This was a question to be answered till the end of my time. Except for now, a few stenosis and hernia as well as months of diminished mobility and debilitating pain after, the question has turned to be... Could someone with such characteristics amount to anything and go anywhere?

Friday, January 18, 2008

Sight

So many a day I walked out...

Estimating... the level of energy

To the day when I sensedThe scenario described in my previous posting...

All I have is blank

Heavy isn't it my lips to raiseA smile to give

That's not yet the hit by the truck kinda depressionIt is the depressed like a dog kinda depression

So I think

Than

Last nightWrath me visitSloth me visitA perfect storm in my heartAccompanied them the ray of lightsTo see

Much more I ask notThis much I request

I don't wanna be angry

A genuine smile to give from my heartThat's it

How grand is it?

In the morning I wokeTurbulentWreckage my heart and soulGoing along IMy everyday things

When wrath in placeSo life speaksUplifted againEnergizer Bunny 8-O lol

Such is but the ordinary protocalTo come out of the darkInto the lightTo look back at Depression

Coming Out Of The Dark lyricsGloria Estefan

Coming Out Of The DarkGloria Estefan

Why be afraid if I'm not aloneThough life is never easy the rest in unkownUp to now for me it's been hands against stoneSpent each and every momentSearching for what to believe

(chorus)Coming out of the dark, I finally see the light nowIt's shinning on meComing out of the dark, I know the love that saved meYou're sharing with me

Starting again is part of the planAnd I'll be so much stronger holding your handStep by step I'll make it through I know I canIt may not make it easier but I have felt youNear all the way

(repeat chorus)

Forever, forever I stand on the rock of your loveForever I'll stand on the rockForever, forever I stand on the rock of your loveLove is all it takes, no matter what we face