June 16, 2014

You told me that you had “decided” to keep me. Well gee thanks for treating me like your property. So it took you almost 2 years to decide that I was to be kept, so have you been “humoring” all this time?

I am not sure that I want to stay. You have continually pushed me away, hurt me, told me lies to “humor” me and now you “decide” to keep me???

I don’t know how to react to this. I don’t know that there is enough passion, intimacy, or desire left after this past year of being ignored. I don’t know if I am “in love” with you anymore.