In learning Sam’s story my hunch is she found her north star as a young child. Her lightening bright energy and unflagging resiliency kept her north star in constant focus.

A star not always easy to find when you’re born a black female child into one of America’s toughest crime, roughest drug and poverty stricken neighborhoods in the country: Chicago’s west side.

Samantha on stage this weekend as part of University of Wisconsin Milwaukee’s Vagina Monologues. Sam’s organization Team Teal 365 is a beneficiary of the proceeds.

Over a cup of tea Sam shared her story. As you read Sam’s story you might expect there to be anger and bitterness. While the scars belong to her for a lifetime, it is her tremendous love for her God, her world and humanity that illuminate Sam’s fiery, visible spirit. A spirit that fuels her as she lives her life modeling the change she wants for the world.

With Sam’s permission I’ve attempted to capture her words and her patently “Sam I am” energy.

“I come from the dirt. From under the gravel. A place that is never meant to harvest anything.

“No one noticed in-between me being sexually assaulted as a child, the constant gang activity, and the drug addiction of the adults, that I was a dandelion poking up between the dirt and the gravel.

“Growing up I would get really excited about little things – like eating because there never was any [food]. Or the times when there were opportunities to leave the hood to see something new.”

Shaking her head and smiling Sam shares one of her more memorable outings.

“Like the time I was 11 and took the bus by myself out of the hood to be in the Christianity Pageant at my cousin’s church. I knew if I gave it my best I could win the Christianity Pageant. And you know what? I did win. I read the hell out of that Footprints poem. I worked the crowd wearing my sister’s suit that was at least three sizes too big. I knew I had something to share. I wanted people to know I was a dandelion – that I had value, that I had worth.

“With all of the ‘ain’t got,’ ‘don’t haves,’ ‘never will,’ ‘not you’ rhetoric of the hood, it made it easy for sexual assault to seep into the culture. There was no structure.

“Since I came from nothing and didn’t have anything myself, no one felt they were taking anything from me by repeatedly sexually assaulting the child I was. Who was going to stand up for me when they already felt threatened by the gangs and their own poverty?”

From this rough and tumble childhood, Sam began working as a childcare provider to create a life for herself that would allow her to attend college. She chose childcare, “Because no one ever loved on me. I wanted and still want kids, who come from the dirt like I did, to know that they have value. That they matter. That they are loved.”

Samantha speaking at the 2015 Marin Luther King rally calling for an end to sexual violence against women and students in Milwaukee

Sam’s assault as an adult coupled with her abuse as a child, serves as the history she stands on today as the founder of Team Teal 365. A small, grassroots organization with the goal of empowering, educating, advocating and supporting all survivors of sexual assault. An organization that wraps each survivor in compassion and trust that starts with the simple words, “I believe you.” The words Sam knows first-hand help victims move from surviving to thriving.

Sam’s voice is powerful. Sam’s purpose is radiant. She is the Chi-dirt dandelion whose north star destiny is now a beautiful, vibrant, visible constellation of advocacy, social justice, love and the change she wants for the world.

Sam she is!

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