The most important thing I realized is that painful breakups, unrequited love, shitty jobs and the like help us to BUILD CHARACTER and that no matter how bad it feels, we are much better off because of it. Sometimes you have to stand alone to make sure you can. Forget what you want to remember what you deserve.You may not end up where you thought you'd be, but you'll always end up where you were meant to be. You can either let these bad things, define you, destroy you or strengthen you. Fight through it like a warrior. Greater things are to come.

Monday, May 17, 2010

This has been bothering me all afternoon and i just wanted to get it off my chest.

Today i did something really stupid by accident.

It became even more stupid when i started to not know what the hell to say. I should have taken full advantage of the call...but i didn't because i was simply put- being extremely stupid and i seriously felt like i had some sort of crazy nervous attack. I'm sorry. I wish it would have lasted longer. There was so much to catch up on, so much to say but i don't know what got into me.

Hope its not like that the next time because I really wanted to talk..... Sad face.

Anyways.

New day tomorrow. I'm trying to not be sad and dwell on my stupid mistake. Using the night to recuperate and start working hard again tomorrow. I have about 2-3 weeks to complete this "campaign" that i'm working on. Any more time after that is wasted job-applying time.