Let's Face Reality

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

In a bad mood for the whole day today, looks like it got carried over from yesterday when i had a quarrel with my parents over some stupid thing. Whats worst is that my mom started the whole rubbish this morning again which ended me with a black face in school.

Felt better though during the bio practical when i saw a cat from the window. The first thing that came to my mind was actually a small incident that happened a month or so ago whcih i think no one remembered, prolly i remembered cause of a particular person hah. It brought a smile to my face and cheered me up for a while like it did too last time.

Bowled with Andrew today again, surprisely i did much better with my score being 110+,100+ and 99 comparedto yest with 100+,80+,66 -_-.

Oh and the yellow cute thing turns out to be winnie the pooh.(nice lie there ting zhuuuuuuuu) Gosh im so smart.

Looks like the flu and sorethroat bug has caught me, sucks being sick, and worst being sick and angry together.

Monday, February 26, 2007

As predicted, i was late when i met andrew, 15 mins only though!We went to cineleisure to pool where aaron joined us shortly. Pool session is fun today(its always fun when u win LOL, Thank god andrew chose the 9 feet table cause there's the long thing to help short people like me reach the white ball! Went to far east plaza and ate at hans for lunch before meeting andrew friends at BK. The plan was to catch some concert(free duh!) at the botanical gardens with them, decided to cab there and boy do we have a over talkative IRRIATING taxi driver.

Taxi driver(lets just name him TD): You now waiting for ns ar?

Andrew friend(AF) : No la i j1 only

TD: oh wad school?

AF: Oh catholic jc

TD: oh catholic jc quite lousy rite?

Me and andrew : *gives -_- face*

AF: Er ok la not tat bad

TD: Not in top 5 jc leh. Why never try njc?National jc

AF: Err cant get in la

TD: Vjc?Victoria jc?

AF: That one also

TD: Acjc???

AF: er...

*fast forward*

TD: how come u all want join jc?Dont want join poly?Now poly more hands on somemore focus on 1 field!Not like jc need take so many subject

Me : *whisper to andrew* then ITE best right.. most hands on.

AF: i think because havent made up mind which course to take uni so go jc better

TD: But poly also can wad. Doesnt mean u go engineering in poly means u must be a engineer. Take engineer degree also can do other job wad.. like salesman(LOL). Somemore if jc u screw up then ure gone.

TD: Nowadays alot of chinese cannot even speak mandarin. You are a chinese and u cant speak chinese, dont u feeel shame bla bla bla bla. Just now i scolded one RGS(i think) girl. She dont even know the difference between chinese and mandarin, how can she not know?!!Chinese is the race, mandarin is the language.

I dont mind chatty but friendly taxi driver but this taxi driver is just one pain in the ass. Like wtf go poly better cause its mroe hands on and cjc's a lousy sch lol, are you someone who's big and gone through prestigous university?NO OH WAIT YOU'RE JUST A TAXI DRIVER! Machiam a begger talking "Ohhh the toyota car is so cheap, why dont want get a ferrari 360??" Big deal about your cousin/son/nephew, ill laugh if he dont get into NJC LOL.

Oh did i forget that he didnt on the meter when we were driving at first?Bastard trying to cheat money huh,lucky i found out! Come to think of it, i shouldnt have controlled and just shoot back but oh well he's the driver :(

Anyway we watched the performance(whcih only the capella or wadever group was good) and went to eat dinner. Parted way with andrew friend nd the 3 of us went to borders and to HMV next to browse some cd. Went home after that and reached home @ 11pm, remembered i have a bio test tomorrow but decided that using my bro laptop for awhile wouldnt hurt! Big mistake. 02 jamed with hs(which i got raped by her @ some song called amaedus or wadv) till 12.30 and here i am still blogging @ 1.41am LOL. Wooo come to think of it, the test dont really concern me anyway, since i woldnt be staying in ny . Then again, it isnt so good to get a big fat 0 for a test! I tihnk im going to study a littttleee bit before going to bed, good thing school starts at 9am tomorrow phew. I'll have 2 more new cds to accompany me throughout the night!

Thanks aaron,andrew,yihe for the 2 cds thhough i dont know if i'll like fallout boys :X

Sunday, February 25, 2007

I hate recapping things so lets just say that this week is quite a fun week spent on gambling,drinking,watching movie,skipping school, walking around shopping with friends' company :D. Watched ghost rider during the pri sch outing again, it didnt turn out as well as i expected. Tbh, its quite a normal standard show ;(, 3/5 show. Still, i think it would be nicer than some chinese movie called protege!

Oh no im suppose to meet andrew at 1pm at orchard and its 12.30 alr HAHA. LATE AS USUAL! =DDD

I hate recapping things so lets just say that this week is quite a fun week spent on gambling,drinking,watching movie,skipping school, walking around shopping with friends' company :D. Watched ghost rider during the pri sch outing again, it didnt turn out as well as i expected. Tbh, its quite a normal standard show ;(, 3/5 show. Still, i think it would be nicer than some chinese movie called protege!

Oh no im suppose to meet andrew at 1pm at orchard and its 12.30 alr HAHA. LATE AS USUAL! =DDD

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Thursday, February 22, 2007

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLL!I saw this on nick's blog

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: 4 whole faculties. One to design the new bulb, one to manufacture and test it out, one to write a proposal on it and one to market it.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: They’re too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. They’ll rather use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a light bulb is in the first place and to demonstrate how to change the light bulb. (So how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: They’ll prefer it to be darker. (Hmmmm?*raises eye-brows* )

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. Their physics is so bad that they made their macho male physics teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. Would they even bother?

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: Huh, what litebarb?

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: Heck the light bulb lah, the principal would do something about the rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

Q: How many MJ students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. They are too busy trying to get promoted.

Q: How many IJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. They are Innovians. They’ll find ways out of the dark.

Q: Who wrote all this?A: A TJCian.

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change a light bulb?A: None. They think they are already very bright.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Monday, February 19, 2007

Yesterday was fun! Went to andrew house after reunion dinner.Lk,me,adrian,eugene,yihe went there Played some xbox 360 there and gossip gossip gossip and of course FOOOD! Lots of satay, chips and loveletter that never ran out of supply and drinks, omg andrew dad = the sex always ok?

Gossiping session is so fun rofl :D.(names changed to protect them! later kpbkb me again. You can guess their name if ure smart though :D)

Mr OC: You know rite, XXX gay leh. For valentine day right,he go confess to his j2 ogl leh.Ky: Isnt he that guy from band?omg ogl chiobu or notMr OC: THE OGL IS A GUY LA OR NOT WHY I SAY GAYWhole room: WTTTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF! EWWWWWWWWWWWMr oc: *continues saying more info*

Screw human rights man, im anti gay all the way.

Then we played some childish yet intellectual games like "hw many meh meh jump over the wall", "open or close", "coin trick", "wad time now?" and "arond the world in 80 days". Shit man its so damn funny, lucky i managed to guess the game in a few tries :D Smart me! The "open or close" game was particularly memorable beacuse yihe played until he got pek chek and when he finally knows the game, he just kept laughing like a idiot on how stupid he is . Best of all, adrian still couldnt figure the game HAHA. Andrew dad sent us home cause it was getting late(12+)and on the way back with adrian..

Adrian: Test me more on the open close game leh! i wont give up!!Ky: -_-.... *does the action* open close open closeopen close blabla.. Open or close?Adrian: closeKy: Open. Haha dumb fuck.

So there you have 1 guy doing some stupid close and open action and another idiot looking closely while walking home. Result?He still couldnt get it HAHA.

Going to aaron house for the whole day tomorrow woo, i sense heavy gambling and drinking!

Die la,There's quite a few "homeworks" this week that i havent do.

Bio Test on wedMath tutorial on wedChem tutorial on thurs

They're "homeworks" cause its not complusory to do LOL. I'm not sure whether to study the bio test or not, something tells me that i'll be the last in clas if i dont study since majority of my class are *cough* hardworking people :D. The math tutor looks quite sad last week when some people(which includes me) didnt do their tutorial last week. Sad to say, i havent touched or did any of my math tutorials since the start of jc LOL. No wait, i actually did 1 sub question! The question which i did when i was with andrew in the library HAHA. I feel like doing my tutorials for the first time probably because im a changed man he's a nice teacher and i dont want to make him ermm sad.

ON the other hand, i'm intending not to do my chem hw as usual HAHA cause of my chem tutor. Chem lesson is one of the more fun lesson cause basically the teacher is a joke. I dont get how chem lesson stresses wei ling out :X. Somehow his actions all seem so funny to me that im continuously laughing in my head non stop LOL, him talkng in a "strict" tone is jst so funny. Maybe its just me or maybe it carried on from the first day he stepped into our class when i couldnt stop grinning to myself cause he looks like this guy.

hi i teach chem too

I think im going to be fine if i dont do the work. CAUSE DONT YOU KNOW WHO I AM?IM LKY.

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Pool sesion yesterday was quite ok, with Andrew luck skills improving so much that i think he went to pray for good luck before meeting us. Sadly yesterday was a off form day with aaron being more off form/unlucky than me so im stuck in the middle! No magic yesterday :(, must be because of the irriating cheena music playing every second la grrr(THATS WHY AARON COULDNT PLAY WELL TOO!).

Lk the blur cock(who thought that we're suppose to meet in mshs @1pm when its actually cine) met us and we headed to far east plaza to do my most dreaded activity - shopping. My feets been giving me problem since like last week, it even hurts while walking,and after shopping.. you can guess what happened to my poor leg ;(. Parted ways with them and went back to serangoon to meet jacinta for dinner. Went to her home for awhile to look at something and omg it looks like someone's description is correct. People's looks sure change alot in a short time!

Went back home and i decided to do something that i always wanted to do after the O's, which is to just simply relaax and lie down staring into the sky(during the night obviously..~). LOL yea it sounds stupid right!but its like a temporary escape from the busy life. So i just lied on the sit up thing and close my eyes while feeling the night breeze, sure brings back happy and sad memories . It's been months since i last went there~ Lied there for 30 mins(which i almost fell asleep -_-) before going back home.

And no andrew, im not being emo.I'm just being sentimental oK! Thats a big big difference roarrr.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

It started off with the rose delivery thing during morning assembly. Thanks shinwei for the rose. Oh i saw many people with red roses too so i dont think im in too much of a deep shit!

Thanks to wei ting for the handcrafted badge, wei ling for the choco and card, rudy for the choco, baozhu for the small little cute box and of course og14 guys for the chocolatess. Hopefully i didnt miss anyone or mix up the items with the wrong person, if i did im sorry :(. I feel damn bad for not giving anything to the class T.T, though i bought like chocolates for the whole og but only the guys turned up -_-. Grr i should have bought 30+ and it would be just nice to share with my ct + og, that idea just slipped my mind :(. Somehow i wonder though how are girls so patient with this things! :X

NVM! I shall give everyone a farewell gift before i leave ny HAHA. I finally made up my mind and chose cjc btw, somehow i chose it with a heavy heart. I'll miss you nyjc.

Assembly was fun today :D I cant help but keep chuckling to myself when i heard the song tong hua being sang on stage(4c insider jokes onLY!), i was sooo tempteddd to do the stupid action adrian always do when he's singing tat song hah. Too bad none of them are in ny damn.

Went to lan with adrian,lk,terence after school since i had nothing bettter to do. I hate going to lan because the games are just sooo boring/no skills and mainly i lost interest in gaming. Pooling and bowling = LOOVEEE NOW! The last time i lan was like i think few months ago! I still managed to win them in Team fort though HAHA, sniping adrian to death in 1 hit a few times in a row is just so classic.

4 lonely idiots walking down the road to a lanshop. That basically sums up v day. I still prefer last year V day though. Ohh well good things never last.

Monday, February 12, 2007

Wednesday is approaching and i still dont have found the answer to my jc choices.

Like i said, half of me cant wait to leave ny but for some reason another half of me cant bear to leave ny, its so damn weird cause i havent found something so important or nice in the first 2 months that would make me stay in ny.

I guess its probably because of

1)A great and fun class2)Friends already there3)Rooted and used to the school already4)Every morning walking kakis5)DAMN NEAR MY HOUSE6)Some other thing

BUT NYJC HAS THIS VERY BAD FACTORS:

1)SUPER DUPER CHINESE SPEAKING ENVIRONMENT - I've been lucky for my pae but i dont really want to take the risk again cause i heard that the second batch of people coming would be omg super cheena. I would probably die. 2)SUPER SHITTY CANTEEN FOOD - It taste worse than maris stella food, wads worse we found a cockroach inside the food HAHA

Although its just 2 bad factors, its 2 very bad factor which turned me off. I cant imagine 2 years in ny with that.

1) Building - i wasnt very impressed with the school when i went to hte open house, it gives me a feeling of feeling very "trapped".2) Over fun - scared that it would be too much play and no work and bye A levels!3) Quite a distance from my house = waking up early.

Everything good now would most likely be just temporarily, its just whether u can bear to give it up for something new or go ahead and gamble against the odds.

Today gathering was fun haha :D so was the pool session.Though it was kind of pek chek playing the first few games cause my mAGic wasnt ready the game was too draggy(we even had to reset one game LOL), the rest of the other games were fun though. Siew teng has amazingly bad luck today HAH(which some has rubbed off to me -_-), first smth bad happening to her on a train ride and now she's missing alot of the easy shots in pool!

I think hougang plaza is going in my shit list for pool places. Though its quite cheap(5+/hr), the music played over there is really damn annoying. Music ranging from technos to main stream emo music(eg. i miss u so) to CHEENA SONGS, maybe thats why im played so badly today LOL. At least i won the games except for 1 which my black ball went in @#!@! so i didnt pai seh myself. GUYS POWER RAWR!

Nyjc or cjc?Nyjc or cjc?Nyjc or cjc?Nyjc or cjc?Nyjc or cjc?Nyjc or cjc?

Sigh ill probably write a super long post tonight to weigh my options :(. One half of me wants to leave ny while the other half of me cant bear to leave ny, and there's also the issue whether its a 100% confirm entry :|.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

The great depression,i didnt expected myself to do this badly. I cried out the moment i lied on my bed, its tough trying to put on a fake mask for the whole day. I havent felt like this for a long time, the bitter taste of failure and losing is just too strong.

Concidentally, mr x screwed up too. I think i'll just stare into blank space in my bedroom for today. What a nice day to spend a saturday.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

When almost everyone is in a panic because O's results are coming tomorrow, im still in a bochup mood -_-, die la why am i like that *slap self*. The people around me aint exactly that kan chiong so its not so bad!

Adrian is worried cause he has to live up to his prelim scores of his great 6/7 a1

Yihe is the only one who is in a similiar situation like me though i think he's some kan chiong! He hopes for a good result that can allow him to enter SAJC.

Lets hope for the best for everyone! And omg i wan to get a good score too so i can get to SAJC :(. All i want for my coming bday is 9 point, but oh well none of my bday wishes came true before so im not having my hopes high. PLEASE DONT LET ME GET THE SAME SCORE AS MY BRO AGAIN(not that his scoer suck or wadv), i dont want it to be a repeat of psle results -_-.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

So i woke up(thanks to my alarm) and manage to scam ask andrew to meet infront of my house since there's a bus infront of my house that goes directly to bishan. What happened later was the joke of the day man.

So you have 2 idiot running after the bus, of course we missed it since andrew told me about the bus when it was ALREADY at the bus stop. Boy it was so funny and we were laughing at ourselve, so there u go, 2 dumb fucks laughing at themselves =D.

We went to eat at subway, before making our way to bishan library. Omg , its like 11+ and the library is already filled up with muggers to the brim. No space at all man =(, so we had to study at the cafe which has like shitty drinks with gg price. To make it worse, the counter has some bad attitude problem.

Ky: Orange ranger please(oh and i was chuckling when isaw orange ranger cause charlotte was suppsoe to dress up as some orange ranger at scape LOL)Counter: oh ok we have this promo bla bla bla, would u like to buy the card?Ky: er no thanksCounter: But bla bla bla, very worth it! only 13 bucks!Ky: No thanks *gives slowly annoyed face*Counter : Are you sure you dont want it? u can bl abl ablaKy: Yar i dont want to buy itCounter: *gives annoyed face as if i owe her 500 bucks*

Grrr i was damn annoyed with her when she asked for the third time man, whats her freaking problem!We stayed at the cafe from 11-1 i think, doing some work. We played around too but i finally managed to understand my bionomial !Who needs to listen to lecture when u can self study :P Left the cafe later and walked to j8 to look for the eric clapton cd, turned out that sembewang shop doesnt haev :(. Set off to cineleisure for pooling and andrew was playing soem stupid lame games like "what time is it, how many meh meh jump over the wall and the damn fuzzy wuzzy game" which i took quite long to figured out how the game works --'

And omg i lost to andrew 2-3 in pool(yea i actually count cause i was bored) and 1-1 draw in 9 ball game, @#@$@# i was leading in 1 game 6 balls when i got a free ball while hitting black ball. But thanks to my awefully short height, i couldnt reach and hit the ball properly which resulted in a miss !@!@(andrew won that game in the end LOL) Shit man it sucks being short while playing pool, couldnt hit many ball today cause my hand wasnt long enough -_-.

Oh and the magic of the day? i did a foxy and both ball went in together HAHA, Shitt im so thick skinned but who cares! Afterall im magic baby =D

Damn andrew for forcing me to walk him to the bus stop when my hse is right infront of me @!!@$!. Real men walk home their own boy!

Apparently, my dad borrowed some bon jovi dvd from the NLB. I didnt know until he played the dvd when i was SLEEPING. I was sleeping so sweetly until i felt some earthquake like thing, i immediately went "arghh fuckk why is dad playing dvd again when im sleeping @#!@* then the next thing i heard someone singing "OHHHH WE'RE HALF WAY THERE, OHHH WE'RE LIVING ON A PRAYER". Damn i immediately woke up,went to the living room and just sat there listening to the concert. That's what i call life - sitting down infront of a home theatre and listening to concerts!

Saturday, February 03, 2007

I went out today with a heavy heart because obviously i havent got over something and it would be so much sucky and boring if i stay at home. Reached aaron home and watched him play WoW while waitnig for lk and hy to arrive, played super smash bro later which hy raped us as usual and lk using the ever irriating pikachu*shrugs* Aaron kind dad later treated us to zhe cha for lunch which is like nt bad food!

Andrew somehow manage to make it so we met up at yishun safra to play pool. Won aaron once, lost to hy, won and lost to andrew one time each. All were close games except the one which i lost to andrew by 4 balls. Surprisely, i didnt have the mood today to play pool, i was just practically stoning and thinking in the chair when i'm not playing. It gotten so bad that i just wanted to end the game losing asap when i was playing with andrew the first time, its not a excuse for getting raped by him ok! Pooling with a heavy heart isnt fun at all.He played better so he won tats all. We went to swensen later to have dinner where aaron treat us to ice cream(thanks aaron :D), felt pretty much better during the dinner.

Pretty much one of the few very emo days where i put on a fake smile, talk for the sake of pretending to be ok but deep inside i just want to be alone, lying down and think think think. Omg shit i feel like slapping myself for being emo. Dont worry! I'll be back to normal(i hope) on monday~ Fuck it im strong!

Someone's(u know who u r!:X) POV : " If you believe something will happen, it will."I replied: "It doesnt work that way. The more you want something, the more it does not appear"The reply: "Youre realistic yet sometimes being too realstic can tarnish away your happiness away"

I still stuck without a answer. Oh well time to sleep,i'll be joining andrew tmr again for a "studying" session at bishan lib at 11. !@%@#!@ bloody skunk make the timing so early!

Today was a better day. It started off with chem lesson where the tutor went through the tutorial. Of course despite my resolutions, msn controlled over me and i was "eh heck the chem tutorials!sure got some others also wont do!" and went off to bed without doing them. It turned out that only pris and lucas didnt do the tutorials too so it wasnt so bad knowing that there's "suicide" kakis. JC life is totally different from mshs, everyone is so damn hardworking -,-. i think the teacher overheard pris asking me whether i did the tutorial and asked who didnt did their work, all 3 of us raise our hand and we were sent out of class to complete the work haha.

For some unknown reasons, i was so damn happy when i got sent out LOL,i went "we shld do this every week!". His lessons is just cmi man, so damn boring -_-, somemore the tutorial all sec 4 questions. Waste my precious time to go and do again, i had enough of tys questions already pls! Got sent out to a table outside the classroom and started doing the tutorial slowly while talking some rubbish with them. Its like so much cooling and free outside compared to sitting in the classroom listening to him teach something that i've heard last year. we wer supposed to go back to class at 8.50(10 mins b4 lesson ends) but wth we stayed till the bell ring rofl. He came to us and nag some stuffs and said "i hope next week wont be the same people again", somehow i feel like disiaoing this teacher so badly HAHA. He's like so comical when he talks to his students in his "fatherly" tone. Afterall, it'll be adios to him after march!

Before chem lecture, everyone(in the table) didnt felt like going to lecture so we all decided "lets pon chem lecture!" So the 6 or 7 of us there just sat down and talked for 1 hour before assembly. Man the conversation was so damn funny, it started off with the girls thinking wad V day gift to give to their bf , to sex and some other random tiko stuffs and to amelia dramatic love story! LOL shit! amelia story is like so damn korean drama style and the super fast bullet speed that she talks makes u more interested. Every thursday should be like this! I'll take this over lectures and tutorial any day.

YESss! One more school day to saturday. We better eat some above average class food on saturday! KUISHIN BO PLS! It sucks being in a school wheere the canteen food is totally below shit standard, we even saw a cockroach in sulin noodles ROFL.

Oh no i have to stand by my phone tonight and get ready for my "escort guard" duty. A friend in need is a babe in need LOL. just a joke!