Working On Some SongsThe guys in my band have been busy doing other things for a while so i have been using our studio for some of my pet projects.
I have been writing and recording some songs that i dont really see my band using at all, mostly rock/country style tunes that have absolutely nothing in common with the House music i do with my band.
I bought a new overdrive pedal made by TC Electronics in Denmark, its similar sounding but vastly superior to an Ibanez Tubescreamer, it adds a really nice texture to the sound of my Telecaster, i will probably be using this overdrive on every song i record from now on, it just sounds that good.

Dear Abby,Dear Abby,
I've never written to you before but I really need your advice. I have suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs; phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up.
My wife has been going out with 'the girls' a lot recently although when I ask their names she always says, 'Just some friends from work, you don't know them.' I always try to stay awake to look out for her coming home but I usually fall asleep. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her.
Around midnight, I decided to hide in the garage behind my golf clubs so I could get a good view of the whole street when she arrived home from a night out with 'the girls'. When she got out of the car she was buttoning up her blouse, which was open, and she took her panties out of her purse and slipped them on.
It

I Wish This Poem Were Pixie DustI wish this poem were pixie dust
To throw into your eyes
And make you see the loveliness
Beneath my sad disguise.
And I would take you in my arms
And weave a magic spell
That I could utter anytime
To make you love me well.
But alas my simple words
Are like summer rain
That drums on hills and fields and hearts,
Then vanishes again.
And though my love might make you bloom,
You turn with fragile grace
To gaze in aching loneliness
At someone else's face.
We lust for what we cannot have,
A long, unbroken chain
Of lovers who remain unloved
And loved who love in vain.
While I'm near mad with wanting you
As trees must have the sun,
You cannot help but find a love
Who loves another one.

I WonderSo, my bday is on the 10th. I am taking Fri-Mon off. I wonder if I'll get to do anything fun or if anyone will end up showing me a good time. Most likely, all I will do is at the most hang out with Family. I say that because the guys i've recently been involved with.... well nevermind. I just wonder who, if any will step up to the plate :)

Ok Halloween Is Over Lets Get Down To BusinessCOME ON EVERYONE. LETS SHOW THE GHOST RIDER A LITTLE HALLOWEEN SPIRIT. HE NEEDS 11,4OO COMMENTS TO WIN HIS 3 MONTH V.I.P, SO HIT THE LINK BELOW AND COME JOIN THE CREEPY FUN. HIT THE GOOD FELLOW AS HARD AS YOU CAN. I KNOW YOU ALL CAN DO IT.
Fire My Words

Prayer For Struggling FinanciallyFather, I thank You that You're causing me to be
at the right place at teh right time. You are
bringing wonderful financial opportunities my
way.
If I start living withthe attitude of faith, like the saints of old, before long God's favor is going to show up, and that situation WILL turn around to my benefit.

Which One Fits MeWhat Crystal Means
C is for Charismatic
R is for Refreshing
Y is for Yummy
S is for Striking
T is for Tender
A is for Alert
L is for Luxurious
C is for Casual
R is for Responsible
Y is for Young
S is for Sporty
T is for Tempting
A is for Altruistic
L is for Likeable
C is for Casual
R is for Radiant
Y is for Young
S is for Special
T is for Trendy
A is for Articulate
L is for Lucky
C is for Cynical
R is for Radiant
Y is for Yummy
S is for Striking
T is for Trustworthy
A is for Amazing
L is for Logical
Now you tell me which one fits me

Help Me Out!I missed my VIP so much that I was searching for a way to get one, I almost even pimped out pics of my feet for one, but, the awesome tattooed marine let me in his giveaway!!!
Go here to help me out!!!

Story #2Story #2
Pru is a girl I had only seen her a few times with my friends. I found Pru a distraction at times because she had a sexual aura about her as well as a dynamic personality. She had a very sexy look to her that made me excited every time I saw her. She had this killer body that made it hard for any man to resist. You see, she had long, beautiful hair surrounding her stunning eyes and this really cute face. She would look good in anything but when she would come over in a tank top and shorts she had all of my attention that I could give without me drooling like a puppy dog. Pru had a natural, flirtatious style about her that had me spellbound, yet I had kept my distance out of respect.
The news came that she was selling her house and moving 200 miles away and I disappointed needless to say. Her realtor had made some suggestions to dress up the house. She called my friend and asked if she could come down and stay at his house while she took care of these house necessities. H

A HeartA Heart
We all have a heart but some forget what it is for. A heart aches when we are sad or have been hurt. A heart breaks when something in your life has left you forever. A heart is full when someone or something brings joy to your life. A heart beats faster when you feel the pleasure of someones warm soft touch. A heart is there to remind us just how important all of life is. A heart can help put a smile on your face or a tear in your eye. You can give your heart to someone or someone can rip your heart out of you. All in all everyone has a heart but it is up to each person to figure out how they want to use it. mine beats for everyone of my friends as fast as possible because I know that you are very special and will always have a special place inside it. Hope your heart beats with passion and that you find that special thing that keeps it beating strong. Hugs and warm sweet kisses to you.

My Yahoo IdI have had the same yahoo ID since about 2000'
While I was chatting with a friend on yahoo last night, a message came up disconnecting me. Said it was "Due to being logged onto another PC." WTF?! I double checked my cell phone.. noting, not connected.
So as a result, I have been HACKED.
I can not log into my yahoo account. I can't check my yahoo mail. I can't log into ANYTHING associated with yahoo.
I checked my yahoo public profile.. Everything looks fine there. Nothing is or had been changed. So WHY would someone just randomly HACK into my account?? I don't get it..
So I sent an email to Yahoo, havent heard anything back yet. Who knows if I will the way yahoo is. So if you already have my Yahoo ID and you get an IM from me, PLEASE let me know, or even ask the person questions that you know I would only know... Then you can always email me here on Fubar...
Nice start to a weekend huh?!

What Are You Up To?OK, I'm on strike for the rest of today. I have been working like a dog all week, and have not gotten even once baby-step ahead. I give up. Unless there is a major disaster, I'm just going to coast for the rest of the afternoon.
Soooooo ........... anyone got any good plans for the weekend?

Another CrushI want to take a moment to thank the sweet one that has once again crushed me. Yes it is two seperate people and not the same person (you know who you are). The old account is gone and thus it can not be you twice. I do however appreciate the love too. Thanks again and maybe someday you will let me know if it is more.

Sign It Or Else!.......This is a warning to all my friends and family here on fubar..... I have been trying to get my guest book signed by all of you with no success.... :( So now it comes to this. I am asking all of you to show your love and Sign it with a sexy photo of yourself for me to look at every day. Those of you that do or already have ...thats showing me love and thankyou, For those of you that have not, its time to see who my real friends, family , and fans are.. I am going to go to my guest book in two weeks and everyone who has signed will be safe from being deleted from my friends family and fan list. Thanks and sign away!
Love Mandy
My guestbook can be found in the dunno area of my stashes.

Defining A FriendDefining a Friend
Current mood: cheerful
A British publication once offered a prize for the best definition of a friend. Among the thousands of answers recieved where the following:
* one who multiplies joys, divides grief, and whose honesty is invlolable.
* one who understands our silence.
* a volume of sympathy bound in cloth.
* a watch that beats true for all time and never runs down.
The winning definition, however, was....
* A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out.
Do these responses define your friends? Or, perhaps more importantly, can your friends describe you in any of these terms?
Friendship - having them and being one - is crcial to the quality of life

Life...There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you standstill now, you will remain at this point forever.You realize the if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by. Life's circumstance's are not always what you think or what you might wish them to be. The pattern of life does not necessarily go as you plan. Beyond any understanding, you may at times be led in differnt direction's that you may never imagined, dreamed, or designed. Yet,if you have never put any effort into choosing a path, or tried to carry out your dreams, then perhaps you would have no direction at all.
Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction you life has taken, accept the fact the there is a path before you now. Shake off the "why's" and "what if's" and rid yourself of the confusion. Whatever was~is the past. Whatever is~is what's important.The past is a brief reflection. The future is yet to be realized. Today is here.
Walk your path one step at a time,with courage, faith, and deter

Kiss Or PassThere is at least one person on your Fubar list that wants to kiss the hell out of you.
So lets play the "Kiss or Pass!" game.
The rules are simple... if you want to kiss the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd kiss you."
SCARED?
YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS and see who replies.
There is at least one person on your Fubar list that wants to
kiss you so...
Repost this as "Kiss or Pass!" game. :]

Jennifer Ellison Faker Update 2Well guys this fake bitch is deleting everybody's comments that has told her shes a FAKE.lmaooooo i left her some but she deleted my comments and blocked me from posting comments on her photos...lmaoo
But anyway there is a guy who is supposed to be her fubar hubby and i left him a message to tell him she is a fake,but everybody is still saying she is sexy lmaoooo but the fact is them pix are not this girl they are Jennifer Ellison so please ppl go check this fake bitch out and everybody FROM THE UK should know who Jennifer Ellison is,If not go fine jennifer on google
http://fubar.com/user/641995

Another ApplicationSex Application
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position (s)
4. Do you think i'm hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off? night light?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Do you give Oral pleasures?
14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
15. Have sex on the first date?
16. Would you kiss me during sex?
17. Do you think I would be good in bed?
18. Three sum?
19. Anal yes/no?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

So F*ckin Funny...Well I was having a great day then of course some dumbass has to screw things up! You know it is funny how this is suppose to be an adult page web site but so many people on here act like they are still in elementary school, you finally find someone that makes you smile again and makes you happy then somebody wants to come along and lie and say shit thats not even close to the truth but you know I have learned to ignore stupidity and be above the childish games on here! I love having my page cause I have met some amazing people here and of course I met the man of my dreams here so for all the idiots that think they can say things to mess up my relationship GOOD LUCK cause him & I both know we are stronger then any thing off of this site and to the friends we have that back us we love ya'll and will make sure ya'll are invited to the wedding & party...
much love to you that matter and by the way for those that think its a challenge to play us against each other have fun in your own lo

Living And LearningWell i've done a lot of living and learning in the past few months and learned a couple things. FIrst leason is patience. I always want to rush things, whehter it be a relationship, being sucessful or whatever the case may be, i want it and i want it now. But rushing things, i have missed some of life's joys that i will never get back and i end up ruining things in the process. Slowly, im learning to just let things happen and enjoy it as it comes. It may not be the pace i want but the world doesnt revolve around what i want. wish it did though... lol.
I also learning how to be mindful how i treat others, the old golen rule. There are people that i have mistreated badly in my life and i never thought to think how i would feel and putting myself in their shoes. I have witness Karma itself come back and bite me in the ass for somethings that i have done in the past and its sucks to say the least... and i deserve it though so im dealing with it...
I have a habit of falling for some

Kiss.....me.....thereKiss me there.
Just there. Let your lips trace over that soft flesh, so tantalisingly close. Let me feel the warmth of your breath gently caress me as you sigh with anticipated pleasure.
Kiss me there.
Let me feel the first touch of your tongue wet those waiting petals. Let me absorb that tingle of delight and the tightening of muscle deep within me.
Kiss me there.
Oh yes, just there. As the softness gives way, letting you in to that deep waiting heat, full of hot scent and thick texture.
Kiss me there.
Hmmm, right there. Where the hard little gist of my womanhood peaks to your ministrations and the soft flutter of butterflies gives way to the pounding of eagles wings.
Oh Lord, kiss me there.
Let me feel the warm river of my essence turn to a boiling torrent, tormented into writhing passion by your perpetual stoking.
Kiss...me...there
Ooohhh, god yes, just there. Let the waves of uncontrolled ecstasy pour through me, launching my being beyond the physic

Could This Be Just A Dream?EACH NIGHT AS I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP
I THINK OF YOU MY LOVE SO DEEP
AND AS I THINK OF YOU I CRY
FEELING THAT LIFE HAS PASSED ME BY
FEELING THAT MY HEART IS GONE
FEELING SO ALONE AND TROD
FEELING MY BREATH HAS LEFT MY SOUL
FEELING MY DREAMS AS THEY FLEE FROM ME
EACH NIGHT AS I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP
I THINK OF YOU MY LOVE SO DEEP
AND AS I THINK OF YOU I CRY
FEELING NO PLACE TO GO AND HIDE
FEELING NO CRIMSON FLOW
FEELING LIFE HAS PASSED ME BY
FEELING THE HURT OF LOVE INSIDE
THINKING TO MYSELF --- IS THIS JUST A DREAM?
EACH NIGHT AS I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP
I THINK OF YOU MY LOVE SO DEEP
AND AS I THINK OF YOU I CRY
FEELING THE PAIN OF SORROW AND GRIEF
FEELING THE DESTRUCTION OF ALL MY HOPES
FEELING THE DESOLATION OF ALL MY GOALS
FEELING THE DEPRAVITY OF MY LOVE
THINKING TO MYSELF --- IS THIS JUST A DREAM?
EACH NIGHT AS I LAY DOWN TO SLEEP
I THINK OF YOU MY LOVE SO DEEP
AND AS I THINK OF YOU I CRY
FEELING THE TENDERNESS LEFT BEHIND
FEELING LIKE NO ONE CARES FOR ME
FEE

Trivia #3The answer to #2 was Arsenio Hall Woo Woo Woo!
What is the longest English word you can type with the top row of keys on your keyboard. To clarify the row that starts with qw. I'll leave this one up for a while it's a good one. :p

It's Getting Cold Outside.....and they are calling for snow here...here comes winter...and since it seems 99% of my readers are women..here is something to warm you ladies up on a day like this...its called "My Hands"
I WISH IT WAS MY HANDS
THAT CARESS YOUR FACE
THAT EXPLORES YOUR BODY
TEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACE
TOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTS
TREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEE
MAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIP
TRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEE
GENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHS
LIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIRE
GOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKIN
EVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIRE
EVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTION
EACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUST
NAILS DIGGING INTO FLESH
A PASSION DRIVEN TRUST
STROKING YOUR PANTIES
JUICES FLOWING FROM WITHIN
YOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRE
THE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINS
MY FINGERS STROKING FASTER
AS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MORE
HARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOU
YOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMORE
AS I RELEASE YOU
YOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOAN
I KISS YOU ON THE LIPS
YOU BEG ME TO GO ON
I WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU
"TH

Giveaway2i'm holding my first giveaway i need two people
the give away will be 25000 fu bucks for 5000 comments send me a link of the pic you want to eneter each person will recive 25000 fubucks

Heylooking for wolf pics have seen alot of very preety pics and would appreciate it if u alll could send me any and all wolf pics thank you very much peace out all fatrob

My Childs EyesMy Childs Eyes
Early in the morning
The sun rises above the trees
The leaves fluttering down
And dancing in the breeze.
The little squirrels scutter about
Hunting for nuts to store
Birds securing their nests
Fall begins once more.
Orange pumpkins grace the porch
Indian corn hangs from the door
Gourds and squashes line the steps
Oh this season I do adore!
The leaves blanket the ground
And keep the grass roots nice and warm
Bulbs are planted for the spring
And to my home they’ll add their charm.
Yes, this time of year is splendid
Candy corn and pumpkin pies
Autumn décor goes up
And delight fills my child’s eyes!
Copyright 2006 Shari
Dallas Arboretum, Fall 07

An Evening At The BarWhen I walk in to the bar
you instantly catch my eye
I think to myself what a sexy guy!
I notice your scent as I walk past you
I order my beer and decide what to do.
You walk to the pool table and our eyes meet
So powerful and mesmerizing, I melt in my seat.
You know I am interested so you begin to tease
Your body language is saying that you are ready to please.
Rack 'em up baby and grab your stick
You hold a long one that is hard as a brick.
You crack those balls with one hard shot
Your every move is making me hot.
I finally decide on how to make a pass
When you lean over I grab your ass.
You look up at me and ask my name
They call me Skye, how about a game?
You give me your stick, I hold it firmly in my hand
I gently stroke it while in front of me you stand.
In a deep sexy voice, you want to make a bet
Then you ask me what prize you will get.
Tell me straight up what you desire
Will you be able to handle the heat of my fire?
You have never had sex on a pool ta

Nov 7November 7, 2007
Quote of the Day
"I just kept on doing what everyone starts out doing. The real question is, why did other people stop?"
– William Stafford

What I Want From My Man.........Hello! In the following "application" is the things that I am looking for in a man. It's time to find a new and more challenging way to find my "Mr. Right Now" lol. So, feel free to answer away!
love,
Cherie
1. Are you single?
2. Are you honest?
3. Do you cheat on your relationships?
4. Are you serious about finding the right person?
5. What are you looking for in a woman?
6. Do you have a job?
7. Do you have children? (love kids...have no prob. with a man having them)
8.Do you like children?
9. How tall are you?
10. What color are your eyes and hair?
11. What are your hobbies?
12. What's your favorite music?
13. What are your pet peeves?
14. What kind of movies do you like?
15. What's your favorite foods?
16. Do you like women with tats?
17. How do you feel about piercings?
18. Do you like sex alot or just once in awhile?
19. How adventurous are you in bed? (feel free to be detailed)
20. What do you

And People Wonder Where We Get Our Ideas...Warning, the video I link to is disturbing in a highly interesting way. But it is definitely inspiring.
See video of an eight armed little girl here
Also, last week's issue of TIME has an excellent article about inventions/innovations that have come to reality this past year. Scifi readers and writer will probably find some great inspiration there. Some of my favorites are:
A wind and solar powered car. (available in 2008)
A hybrid steam engine. (prototype)
Methane-fueled engine for rockets ships and probes with plans to carry little fuel then just “fill up” from another planet's or moon's atmosphere. (prototype)
The StarChase Pursuit Management system, a laser-guided GPS launcher to end high speed pursuits by tagging the fugitive and then planning a better way to stop them. (Available early 2008)
Expresso Book Machine, perhaps this should be in a longer post later, but if problems like not enough books being available or this being used as yet another way to self publish

True Or False?Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false?
Don't cheat!
1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning.
2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button.
3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years.
4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more.
5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart!
6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties.
7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute.
8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6years old.
9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines.
10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498.
11. The average housefly lives for one month.
12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year.
13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened.
14.

Fuck A StarbucksRecently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to
let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they
send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines
thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not
support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops
their
brand of coffee.
So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by
buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I
know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't
mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and
house-to-house.
If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can
discard it and no one will never know.
Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I
deploy once more.
Semper Fidelis.
Sgt. Howard C. Wright
1st Force Recon Co
1st Plt PLT
PLEASE DON

Best Kept Auto SecretPassing on info a friend emailed me:
One Of The Best Kept Auto Secret
Quick question, what side of your car is your gas tank? If you are anything like me, you probably can't remember right away. My solution is to uncomfortably stick my head out the window, strain my neck and look. If you don't do this in your own car you definitely have done it in a borrowed or rental car.
Well ladies and gentlemen, I'm going to share with you my little secret so you will no longer look like Ace Ventura on your way to the gas station or put your neck at risk of pain or injury.
If you look at your gas gauge, you will see a small icon of a gas pump. The handle of the gas pump will extend out on either the left or right side of the pump. If your tank is on the left, the handle will be on the left. If your tank is on the right, the handle will be on the right. It is that simple!
I don't know how you feel right now but when I found out this morning I felt cheated!
Why don't the dealers sha

Wicked!!!My sister sends me an email about a video game commercial she saw last night during south park. If i was able to stay awake (i swear i must be getting old) i would've been able to see it.
Anyway we both agree that he looks VERY Prince of Persia.
Check it out:
Assassin's Creed

The Funnies On LifeMy husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God, and I didn't.
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Marriage is a threering circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering.
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For Sale: Wedding dress, size 8. Worn once by mistake.
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There are two times when a man doesn't understand a woman: Before marriage and after marriage.
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Why were hurricanes usually named after women? Because when they arrive, they're wet and wild, but when they go, they take your house and car
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An old man goes to the Wizard to ask him if he can remove a curse he has been living with for the last 40 years.
The Wizard says, "Maybe, but you will have to tell me the exact words that were used to put the curse on you." The old man says without hesitation, "I now pronounce you man and wife."
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Reason Why It's So Hard To Solve A Redneck Murder: All the DNA is the same.
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I was in the express lane at the store q

FunnyA blind man walks into a restaurant and sits down. The waiter, who is also the owner, walks up to the blind man and hands him a menu. "I'm sorry sir, but I am blind and can't read the menu. Just bring me a dirty fork from the previous customer, I'll smell it and order from there."
A little confused, the owner walks over to the dirty dish pile and picks up a greasy fork. He returns to the blind man's table and hands it to him.
The blind man puts the fork to his nose and takes in a deep breath. "Ah, yes that's what I'll have, meatloaf and mashed potatoes." Unbelievable, the owner says to himself as he walks towards the kitchen.
The cook happens to be the owner's wife and he tells her what had just happened. The blind man eats his meal and leaves.
Several days later the blind man returns and the owner mistakenly brings him a menu again. "Sir, remember me? I'm the blind man."
"I'm sorry, I didn't recognize you. I'll go get you a dirty fork." The owner again retrieves a dirty fork and

Empty Nest HolidayThis Thanksgiving have decided to just get a Turkey Breast and the bare trimmings and make very Little. I have a very empty nest right now and the ones right now that is going to be here is my younger children and me.
I hate the Holidays anymore cause I do miss my family and very lonely without all my kids here and that hasn't happened in about 4yrs. Last year we ended up having eggs and ham dinner on the road somewhere and this year one less kid. At least I am fixing and am cooking homemade so if they do decide it will be here.

Ugh.I'm tired of getting lied to and let down.
Seriously. Do people think it's okay to sit there and lie to your face? I happen to think otherwise. Guys, for the most part, are turing out to be the BIGGEST assholes ever! It's getting to be really old, and I'm tired of being alone and unhappy. Honestly. It's bullshit. Can someone please explain what's wrong with me?

My Heros Folder(heros On Fubar) Video Please Take The Time To Watch This~My hero's folder(hero's on fubar) video please take the time to watch this~
Make video montages at www.OneTrueMedia.com
~ These are the hero's from the video please go show them some love for Veterans Day~
thelatinromeo77@ fubar
Jesse RL husband to Hillary ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar
soldierboy2007@ fubar
armyssg@ fubar
Soldier1977@ fubar
Foxy

Testing The Waters .. HeheheSo they hired a new kid here.
Apparently he's uber religious; nothing wrong with that of course. my mother is uber religious and i can throw down biblically when i have too. lol.
i looked at him and put in one of my screamo CDs and started putting stuff away.
when i get aggrevated, i curse. A LOT.
I started getting aggrevated and I let the cuss words fly.
Between my screamo, cussing, and gargoyle on the top of my desk the kid turned pale.
oh well.
welcome to the company.
Persia style. :D

Little JohnnyOne day Little Johnny heard a noise and peeked into his parents room
to check it out.
He opened the door to see his mom bent over the dresser and dad going
at it behind her. Johnny's dad saw him and gave him a little wink as
Johnny closed the door.
After business was finished Dad went to check on little Johnny. He
opened his bedroom door to find Grandma bent over the dresser and
little Johnny going at it behind her.
Dad yelled, 'Johnny, what the hell are you doing?!'
Little Johnny replied, 'It's not so funny when its your mom is it?!'

What Do You Think About That.The real me.... the song says it all
Montgomery GentryWhat Do You Think About ThatMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

This Is FunnyMy friend sent this to me... funny and so true..
WOMAN'S LOVE POEM
>> >
>> > Before I lay me down to sleep,
>> > I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
>> > One who's handsome, smart, and strong.
>> > One who loves to listen long,
>> > One who thinks before he speaks,
>> > One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
>> > I pray he's gainfully employed,
>> > When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.
>> > Pulls out my chair and opens my door,
>> > Massages my back and begs to do more.
>> > Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,
>> > Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?"
>> > I pray that this man will love me to no end,
>> > And always be my very best friend.
>> >
>> >
>> > MAN'S LOVE POEM
>> >
>> > I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with
>> > huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course,
>> > and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This
>> doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

But The Wind Will Still BlowA battle has begun far away asthe child goes
to bed, Guns, gernades, cannons ten hundred
people may now be dead but the wind will still blow.
Acid rain is falling as the fill of the landfills
Dead fish are floating in the sea, oil covering their gills, but the wind will still blow. Babies begin to cry as people call for peace across the land when those babies are adults the word peace may be banned. But the wind will still blow. We have come out with an atomic bomb powerful enough to deaden the earth what happened to reading a book in front of the fire while the cat lies on the hearth? and the wind will still blow. A girl who is still a child gives birth in another over-populated town. She watched her boyfriend being stabbed wakes up his blood over her new prom gown but the wind will still blow. World war III has started and is over in an hour. The earth is now specks of dust because of one want for power but the wind will still blow and in the troubled times that i have emerged fr

"cordurory Blues"When I was a boy
There was no limit to what I could eat
Shake after shake after shake after shake
Followed by all kinds of red meat
Metabolism runnin' around so fast
My body never gained to weight
That pissed off all my Momma's friends
And made my big-boned sister irate
But now I'm a man
And all that frolicking has caused my ego to hurt
'Cause even when I'm in the shower alone
I'm to embarrased to remove my shirt
What made a millionaire out of Mr. Frito-Lay
Made a fat mother fucker outta me
What made a millionaire out of Mr. Frito-Lay
Made a fat mother fucker outta me
And all them cookies I been munching lately
My feets are becoming difficult to see
I believe it was my Daddy
Who led me to this eating disease
By calling me "The Little Candy Ass"
When I couldn't finish a burger with cheese
Or maybe it was my Momma
Who got me addicted to all the wrong foods
Only when I gobbled down every chicken cutlet
Would I get to see Momma's good moods
They said eat this,

The Way I Want To LiveThe way I want to live
Human history is not a history of increasing cleverness or increasing acuity of vision. It is just that we change our views. It is astonishing how many people, in this day and age, are still incredibly negative and cannot or will not change their views on certain matters.
I think that no one will deny that we, Homo sapiens, are not always guided by reason. I tend to agree with Schopanoer, the German writer and philosopher who argues that human behaviour is governed not by the intellect but by the irrational impulses of the human will – which includes ambition, hate and sexual desires.
A central concern in my thought is that man is a being unique on this earth; he is endowed with an essential worth that exists nowhere else in the known world. Man is a being who may easily be degraded, but to degrade him is wrong. If he is debased, man is forced either to succumb or to defend himself and fight for his own human dignity.
In some of his Songs, Gustav Mahl

Misery Hates Company.Not sure that I can take this anymore
cant tell you who im really lying to
you decide, is it me or you?
I hate this empty feeling inside
But I will never let you in.
Sometimes you catch a fleeting glimpse
of the love that I can give
But before you take another look
I lock the door and hide the key
Its an enigma, all my life all I want is for someone to set me free
Prince Charming does not exist
at least not for me
Ive abandoned all hope youre out there, looking for me as well
My SOULMATE?? you must be joking
take your LINES and go to hell
Am I worthy in your eyes anyway?
What do you see when you look at me?
If I think for a second that I could need you
Ill sabobtage it and run i know
I will never let you in
Because it would kill me to see you go
You tell me what I want to hear
You lied and got your prize
Please just go now
leave me be
you wont ever get in
I dont think youll like what you see
You find my eyes amazing
but they see you with doubt and fear
Get

A Poetic Fairy Tale...I wont be on Monday but I figured I would give you something different to read. This is a poetic fairy tale. There are 12 chapters...Here is Chapter 1
Once upon a time there was a man
Who lived his life taking a stand
Went about his day being a knight in shining armor
Saving damsels in distress from uncertain horrors
Never asking for anything return
Not even a thank you or an encouraging word
Always hearing about men and thier evil ways
Refused to be like them until his dying day
At the risk of sounding selfish, he began to wonder
Why do all the damsels always run to another
Still he carried on his self imposed duties
And continued to rescue damsels and wonder at thier beauty
But every now and then his mind would run astray
Often wondered if he had the strength to carry on this way
See this knight dreamt of being a king
The only piece that was missing was his queen
And to this day he wonders if fate will be so kind
To give him the

Deep Thought Of The DayDEEP THOUGHT OF THE DAY
Some people are like slinkies,
They don't really have a purpose,
But they still bring a smile to your face
When you push them down the stairs

Last Night.I had some screwed up dreams last night. One of which involved being in some freakish restaurant and Satan was there changing people's hair color.And then the CIA or some garbage showed up to raid the place and we all bolted, and all of the sudden a helicopter crashes into our semi truck. Seriously. And then it's just sitting there on it's side in the back of the truck, but the rotor is still spinning on the helicopter and traffic is getting backed up cuz no one could pass, or hey, chopped car, right?Well, then it started getting dark, and we're like, "Hey, eff this." So we ditched the truck and walked to this abandoned town that was all fenced in. So we're walking along fa-la-la and suddenly we see headlights in the night. It's the bloody CIA again.So we duck into this sewer and it's huge, and well lit. Complete with a massive rock face to scale like Mission Impossible. So we're trying to get down and BAM there's the CIA with a bunch of jerks in black coming to rain on my parade. They

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I Normally Dont ComplainI am so tired of the bouncers I am in a contest and was self bombing my pic and do u know it took me 10 tried to get past the bouncers you guys need to go after the ones who are making fake accounts using scriptors and taking all the fun out of Fubar and leave the innocent ones alone....sorry just had to vent

Nasa Told To Solve Ufo X FileFor four decades, residents of the tiny Pennsylvania town of Kecksburg have told their story of strange blue lights in the sky one winter's evening and a fireball crashing into woods.On 9 December, 1965, they say, they saw armed soldiers cordoning off the area and a large metallic acorn-shaped object bearing strange hieroglyphics driven off at speed on the back of a lorry. They talk of menacing plain-clothes officials visiting homes and warning local people not to tell anyone of what they saw. Article continues Until now the US government has denied that anything sinister took place. It has maintained that a thorough search of the woods by the air force, the only federal agency to have acknowledged it was there, found nothing. But now Nasa has been ordered to examine its X-Files to solve the mystery.Steve McConnell, Nasa's public liaison officer, has admitted two boxes of papers from the time of the Kecksburg incident are missing. The episode has parallels to the 1947 Roswell incident,

One Moon, One Sun,one World, One HeartWe need to feel more
to understand others
We need to love more
to be loved back
We need to cry more
to cleanse ourselves
We need to laugh more
to enjoy ourselves.
We need to be honest and fair
when interacting with people
We need to establish a strong ethical basis
as a way of life
We need to see more
than our own fantasies
We need to hear more
and listen to the needs of others
We need to give more
and take less
We need to share more
and own less
We need to realize the importance of the family
as a backbone to stability
We need to look more
and realize that we are not so different from one another.
We need to create a world where
we can trust one another
We need to create a world where
we can all peacefully live
the life we choose.
written by Susan Polis Schutz

Bouncer Id Checks...What's up with this crap? All I did was go to a new profile and I had to enter some stupid code...lame.

The Year I Was Born This Song With Already A Hit!The year I was born this song with already a hit!
I loved this song and the music video too.....
It always reminded me of like a murder mystery type video like it was being solved while it went through scene by scene ....
Thank you Tink! I love this song sweetheart, thanks for having this song on your page. I haven't heard it in a long time.
Probably the last time I heard it I was play GTA: Vice City!

Being StrongBeing strong through the darkest times.
Being strong through all the tears.
Being strong through the pain.
Being strong when the world seems to be aainst you.
Being strong when friends turn there backs.
Being strong when the mountain you have been climbing seems all up hill.
Being strong when nothing seems to be going right and everything you have tried has failed.
Being strong when dreams keep passing you by.
Being strong when the life you have been living
doesnt seem to be going the way you would like it to go.
Being strong when you feel the end is near.
Being strong when you feel there is no where to go and friends have all gone there own way.
Being strong through the darkest times.
Being strong when you feel that nothing you do is going right.
When you feel that you have no friends that care.
Remember i care and will always be here for you.
Being strong, being strong for eachother.
My friend i am stay strong i will be there to help you through dont give up.
Be str

Just Retarded.Ok..so I had a long blog about stupid shit thats bothering me..but it occurs to me that thats for pussys and little bitches..so I'm not going to say anything, and leave it at that.

Whoo HooI guess I get around...
"Triba...: wow now your someone elses again you sure get around
wow... like my status really means that I belong to someone.. this whole jealousy thing is getting old and the mire it happens the more pissed off I get...

Always In My HeartAlways In My Heart
I thought about you,
With love today,
But that is nothing new
I thought about you yesterday,
Days before that too.
I think of you in silence,
I often speak your name,
Now all I have are memories,
Your picture in a frame,
Your memory is my keepsake,
With which I will never part.
God has you in his keeping,
As I have you in my heart, forever.
R.I.P Troy
(April 22, 1980 to November 28, 1999)

God Of Gods'NOW YOU'VE COME TO MY GATE
LOATHING AND SEETHING
NOW TIMES OF TIME
NOW BLOOD FOR BLOOD
HAVE YOU NOT HEARD
HAVE YOU NOT SEEN
I AM HE THE KEY
I THE CORNER STONE
I AM HE
LIFE ETERNAL
LIFE IMMORTAL
I AM BEYOND TIME
I AM BEYOND THE GRAVE
I AM THE ONE WHO SLAPS YOU OUT YOUR GODS' HAND
I AM HE WHO ECHO'S IN YOUR HEAD
THE ONE LIGHT AND DARK AS ONE
HERE YOU WILL SEE
WHO AND WHAT IS ME
PROPHETS AND OMENS COME TO THE
TO AND FRO I AM ROME
MY NAME ROARS OUT TO THE
I AM THE EAST AND THE WEST
THE NORTH WINDS CALL MY NAME
SEE MY FACE IN THE CLOUDS
HEAR MY WORD
AND NO END WILL COME TO THE
THE LETTER OF THE RULE
MY LATTER REIGN
ASCENDING BEYOND HEIGHTS
LEADING YOU ASTRAY
FALLING FASTER THAN A SHOOTING STAR
HERE IS YOUR ETERNAL END

YouYour hair is a pillow I wish to sleep on. Your eyes dark pools I can get lost in. Your mouth the sweetest candy ever made. Your chest a rock to rest on. Your arms a shelter to protect me. Your heart a place to hold me forever. Your legs the work of Gods. Your feet hold you strong when I am weak. All these things make you who you are and make me love you even more.

God Bless MothersGod bless the the mothers,
the ones who rock their children
and place them in warm cradles.
God bless the mothers,
the ones who wrap their children
and hide them from bullets and terror.
God bless the mothers,
those who take their children
to the movies, and buy them popcorn.
God bless the mothers
those who feed them their own
portion of food, saying they are not hungry.
God bless the mother's
the ones whose children do well
in school, and get straight A's
God bless the mothers
the ones whose children
steal cars, take drugs and drop out.
God bless the mothers
those who have children who
are born perfect, whole and healthy.
God bless the mothers
whose children cannot walk
or hear or see.
God bless the mothers
whose children grow up
and have children of their own.
God bless the mothers
who lose a child, and
spend a lifetime mourning.
God bless the mothers
who go to church on Sunday
and take their children with them.
God bless the

My Salutei'm trying to post a salute so i can level up but fubar wont let me saying it is not the right kind of type. the pic is the same type as all my other pics. what do i do. someone please help me.

A NoteHi to all my friends that actually care about what is going. I will be going in for surgery on the 19th. Will be offline for a few days but when I am back I wil stop by here and let everyone know what is going on and how I am doing! I hope everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving! I may or may not be out by then.

Nascar Race Sundaythe nascar race sunday will bring to an end the number 8 budweiser chevy driven by dale jr. i know he will be driving the 88 mountain dew car next year but it will still be strange not seeing that red 8 car on the track next year. i did get to see that car win two races at talladega.

Horoscope For 11/16You're feeling just a bit constrained by recent circumstances and that is provoking a desire to break out of your old habits or routines. Make sure not to overdo it -- you want some continuity, right?

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/16/07;There's an old joke, from Groucho, George Burns, and other early TV comics, it gets repeated all the fuckin' time so I ain't stepping on anybody's copyrite! It goes; I'd rather have a bottle in front of me then a frontal lobotomy! Shit I'd rather have the fuckin' bottle in the garbage and me drunk! Ha-ha-ha! Thanks you know who LOL!

Celb Look A LikesWOW! SOME REALLY GOOD COMPANY THERE
http://www.myheritage.com/collage
ISNT IT FUNNY HOW ONE PIC CAN MAKE SUCH A DIFFERENCE! ADN WHAT IS IT WITH ME AND ORIENTALS? 73%???? LOL THEY ARE REALLY HOT THOUGH SO ITS ALL GOOD!:)

The IndifferentI can love both fair and brown;
Her whom abundance melts, and her whom want betrays;
Her who loves loneness best, and her who masks and plays;
Her whom the country form'd, and whom the town;
Her who believes, and her who tries;
Her who still weeps with spongy eyes,
And her who is dry cork, and never cries.
I can love her, and her, and you, and you;
I can love any, so she be not true.
Will no other vice content you?
Will it not serve your turn to do as did your mothers?
Or have you all old vices spent, and now would find out others?
Or doth a fear that men are true torment you?
O we are not, be not you so;
Let me—and do you—twenty know;
Rob me, but bind me not, and let me go.
Must I, who came to travel thorough you,
Grow your fix'd subject, because you are true?
Venus heard me sigh this song;
And by love's sweetest part, variety, she swore,
She heard not this till now; and that it should be so no more.
She went, examined, and return'd ere long,
And said, "Alas !

Regarding BeowulfWhen I was in school we had to translate Beowulf from old english as seen here http://www.georgetown.edu/labyrinth/library/oe/texts/a4.1.html , into modern english
An acquaintance of mine went one step further and made it easy to understand lol
http://scatoday.net/node/10432

Getting To Know A DragonWhen you first meet a dragon, there is this fear. Dragon fear some say. You want to run but your stunned. You want to scream but you've lost your voice. The beauty and the enormity of it all is beyond comprehension at first. Then it speaks to you in the most kind and submissive voice. The voice seems to be magik, it doesn't sound as it should, coming from such a creature. You feel protected, loved, and accepted unlike any other encounter you've had in your life. You want to please the dragon to get more of the magik you felt at your first meeting. Eventually you get too comfortable around the dragon and forget what your really dealing with. Your rude to the dragon during your coversations. Your unthoughtful and uncaring. You don't visit the dragon as promised or keep your word. Then you begin to learn the rules. At first the dragon calmly and peaceful relay to you its concern. Over and over with kindness this great creature of magik pleads ever so softly on your behavior. But its demea

Meant To Be (love We All Want)MY HEART FEELS HEAVY.....
MY HANDS ARE SWEATY....
MY BODY IS NUMB.....
WHEN I'M WITH YOU NOTHING MATTERS...
YOU TAKE AWAY MY WORRIES....
YOU TAKE AWAY MY PAIN.....
YOU MAKE ME FEEL FREE....
WHEN IM WITH YOU YOU MAKE ME FEEL SAFE....
YOU MAKE ME WARM....
YOU MAKE ME SMILE...
YOU MAKE ME FEEL LOVED.....
YOUR TOUCH IS LIKE AN ANGEL.....
YOUR KISS IS LIKE HEAVEN...
SO TRUE AND PURE....
IS THIS MEANT TO BE IS THIS FOR REAL.....
TIME STANDS STILL WHEN IM WITH YOU....
NOTHING MATTERS JUST ME AND YOU....
NO SOULS IN SIGHT JUST THE LOVE WE
FEEL THIS NIGHT......
YOU TAKE ME AWAY TO A SPECIAL PLACE.....
IS THIS MEANT BE IS IT FOR REAL.....
MY HEART IS ACHEING FOR YOU WAITING FOR
YOU TO TAKE IT AWAY TO THAT SPECIAL PLACE.....
WHERE EVER YOU ARE COME RESCUE ME.....
TAKE ME AWAY AND SHOW MY HEART WHAT I FEEL
IS TRULY FOR REAL........

True FriendA true friend never walks away
A true friend will always stay
A true friend looks out for you
A true friend will guard your secrets
Like a precious gift
A true friend is there for you
To give you a helpful lift
A true friend tries to make you smile
Tries to replace that frown
They may not always succeed
But they rarely let you down
These arms for you are open
This heart for you does care
And when I think you need me
I'll try to always be there
I'll listen to your fears
I promise not to laugh
Comfort your falling tears
I'll make this friendship last
I'll keep you near to my heart
I'll always hold you dear
Even when we're miles apart
Even when you're here
I hope I am to you
Everything you are to me
For the friendship we have
Is a special one indeed.

Bucs Mma Fight Of The Week- Ufn(ufc)- Terry Martin Vs Chris LebenBuccs thought son this fight.............
"What a match to even see- great match. Both love to stand & trade. This fight is considered one of ym top 5 fights of the year. Chris leben had lost 2 straight Fights at this point. Terry martin won his first 2 middle weight fights. Leben had a lot to prove against Terry martin- thios was his chance to show his skills are good. Both are sick ko punchers. How do they fare............well -watch & see. Enjoy
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My Heart Is GoneWhen I turned cold, I went to the Elmhirst memorial where I sat writing in the rain. Through the mist, interlaced with crimson and orange confetti falling from the trees, I told myself I saw someone. He wasn't surprised to see me; he knew I would be there. He knew even before he knew me. He just knew I would be there. I asked him ' Are you as warm as you look or as cold as I feel?' He didn't answer. He just came and sat beside me. We shivered together in silence as my heart haemorrhaged. Hallucinogenic longings for viridian oceans and elemental boudoirs poured out of me but I made sure to keep them invisible to my ethereal lover. He stayed till I was empty. Then, as my body became brittle and my mind a ruin, we knew it was time and I invited the parting blow.
Every last inch of me, every aching vein, each scorched nerve was consumed by the final measure of pain, and through the white heat of blissful excruciation, I transcended into peace. Who would have thought t

Shadow Of The DayI close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
Pink cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

Whatever You DecideWhatever you decide If you allow others to define happiness for you, then you're not going to truly experience it. If you allow others to dictate what your dreams should be, you will never reach them.
The way to surely and reliably realize your dreams is to choose the ones that have real meaning for you. The way to know happiness is by allowing it to be what you want it to be.
Happiness is whatever you decide it is. And as such, it is always well within your reach.
In any circumstance, happiness is yours to define and to know. No outside factor, no other person, no twist of fate can keep happiness away from you when you allow it to flow out from you.
Putting conditions and restrictions on happiness keeps it at a distance away from you. Let go of the restrictions, and happiness is free to fill your awareness.
The smallest, plainest, simplest moment can be fertile ground for the most extraordinary happiness. Let happiness be from you, and it will absolutely be with you.

Death & SorrowSorrow & Death
Current mood: sad
I have this friend that I love dearly and they have had 2 deaths in the family in the 3 days, His grandmother on Thursday 11-15-2007 & his Uncle today Sunday 11-18-2007...
Babe....
I am sorry you are going through this... I love you and I am here for you always!!!
~~~Here is a poem written for your loved ones~~~
Your body brand new all of heaven yours to view...
Look around,it's all in your sight,
There will never be another dark night.
I can just imagine the smile on your face..
As you walk all around in that beautiful place...
Greeting our loved ones as you walk along...
Singing heaven's most beautiful song...
Missing you'll very hard, but I'll be okay,
This it isn't goodbye, I'll see you again one day...
At times it may be tough, but as with everything,
God's grace will be enough!!!

What's The PointI really hate point whores, with a passion I wish they were all just taken out and shot.
Hey if you need help leveling up, I'm there I'm a shadow lever and proud to be one and help people out.
Need help bombing a contest pic to win a blast VIP or HH hey I'm there. There's been a few cases where I was like what the hell and just bought the blast or whatever for the person.
But damn people I'm here to make friends, good friends not for points. I just hate the blunt point whores, that just dont give a damn about people.
So you made Godfather, ok great, now what, there are no other ranks left dumbass.
So your ranked #1 for the day or you have the most points, last time I checked that didn't get you anything extra other than a # on your page. Big freakin deal.
Do me a favor if all you want are points take me off your list. I dont want to know you.
I am going to start weeding out people, Not in a good mood today and the point whores are out in full force today.
*thr

Bone Thugs Win An Ama!Well, The 2007 AMA's was today (11-18-07)
Bone Thugs-N-Harmony was nominated for TWO AMA's.
1.) Fav Rap/Hip-Hop Group Award: Bone WON!
2.) Rap/Hip-Hop Album: T. wish I. could complete and express a thought & know what I'm talking about fucqing won.
Layzie Bone (w/ Mo Thug Soldiers DJ Ice & Thin C)
was there to accept the Award.
Krayzie & Wish could not make it. Stated they won an AMA 10yrs ago & they still in the game!

Happy/sadYou know I read alot about love and what people ask the most is should I still be friends with my ex g/b friend or husband/wife.My thoughts on it is if your relationship is mature enough then yes you should stay friends.I have been with my husband for 11 yrs things have happen and we can't live together anymore but we both agree that we still love each other so we're going to stay friends.I named this Happy/Sad because i'm sad that one part of my life is ending and i'm happy because i'll still have my best friend in my new life.I'll always love you.

Storms...STORMS
I like the sound of distant thunder as it rumbles across the earth. I love to watch the lightning as it streaks across the sky in glorious flames ripe with passion and promise. I love to stand in the sound and fury of the storm with the rain washing over my skin, bathing my body in the freshness of sweet abandon. I love the drenching wetness and the cool calm as the raindrops gather to embrace me. I love the erotic slippery slide of ever drip that caresses my cheek, slipping down and down and down to pool at my feet. I love to stand with arms stretched wide, reaching for the passion of nature's release, embracing the pure raw energy that crackles in the air, filling my senses with the smell of wet earth and ozone and satisfaction.

This Was Written For Me By A Very Special FriendIf its you then tell me
How is it that your beauty
Can hold such strength that capivates my body
When you smile I fall apart
Shedding darkness from the start
Some one like you through these stand as a work of art
I fall asleep you invade my dreams
Cooling my heat like chocolate icecream
When I wake I reach for you, damn thats real so it seems
So in truth Im close to you
Poetry in motion with everything you do
Beautiful in every word best describes you

I Also Have My Own SiteI just noticed, most places, have a link to your site on homepage! Maybe I missed it but this one don't? Anyway it will be updated soon, and hopefully I'll get the guestbook working! Here it is;
http://www.willyblues.com/index.htm

Bucs Mma Weekly Blog- Update Of Top Fighters(middleweights)Okay- every few weeks- i will update top fighters in each division. this week will be the middleweights. Heres how i have them ranked & why i have them there.
1. Anderson "The Spider" Silva- UFC middleweight champ.
I have him here cause by far- he is the best fighter since chuck beat tito at UFC 47. He beat leben in debut, then Rich franklin(For belt), Then TUF 4 Winner Travis Lutter(non title), Then Nate marquardt, and rich Franklin agin. In March- he will be facing Dan henderson for the middleweight title. Can he pull it off??
2. Dan "Hollywood" Henderson.
Just after losing a 5 round war to Quentin "Rampage" Jackson- Henderson is now ready to go to middleweight. He gets andserson silva & i believe he can beat silva. He has ko power in both hands as well as great ground & ground & pound. Hendersopn should be a huge force in middleweight.
3. Chris "The Crippler" Leben
I have him here for a huge reason. His KO over Terry Martin propelled him Back into top contention.

Can 2 Cancer's Be Good For Each Other???What do you think? Have you tried dating a Pieces, a Leo or a Scorpio? Or have you ran the gambit of most of the Zodiac signs whether you believe in it or not?
It seems a couple decades my one friend also a Cancer found another Cancer they were a damn good match and she married him, too bad he was in the Air Force. Cause after they married he was shipped off to another location breaking off my friendship with my friend.
As they say long distant relationships never seemed to work out, I guess it was the same with friendship.
The only reasons I get paranoid : I always got cut cutting their hair, I used to be a Hairdresser. I knew every time one would sit in my chair an snip either my pointer or middle finger gets snipped. I always asked afterward if they were a Pieces and they said \"Yes, why?\" I told them for some strange reasons they make me cut myself and when I was using a pair of scissors razor sharp, sometimes I wouldn\'t notice till I would see blood running down my han

News!!So pretty much
I'm having a baby girl!!!
I'm just waaay too excited!!
She was being all cute in the ultrasound covering her face and kicking her legs.
I'll post pictures of the ultrasound soon.

'im Coming Undone'im bored... and i am sick of being lied to. dont tell me one thing and then do another like that... dont spare my feelings i rather have your honesty shit... the lies is that hurts me more..... fuck fuck fuck im missing seth like a monther fucker okay there is some truth... i miss him next to me.. and pissing me off and mkaing me laugh... i am still most likely moving to ohio still studying to join the navy... i need to do somethng ... sick of feel worthless

Updates About MeI have been waiting all summer to find out if the school I am attending was going to let me into the program again and finally a couple of weeks ago got the word that I was in. I took a dosage calc test and missed 2 questions so now I have to take it again, can't miss any questions. I have 2 weeks to complete a whole bunch of stuff before I am guaranteed the spot but I know I can get through it, it involves going to the school into the lab and videotaping certain tasks and doing others live infront of the instructors. You would think after 10 years of being a nurse that this would be easy stuff but let me tell you, they are very picky about the material in your video and when you are performing tasks infront of them. After this level there are only 2 left so with any luck I will be an RN by May of '09.

In A Goofy Moodok as some of u all know im kind of a goof ball! so im wondering if i was a piece of meat what cut of meat would i be.......o and the funniest comment will get a big kiss from me!

My Naughty ApplicationMy Naughty Application
Please pimp me like a whore that will make you come running back for more.
I want to be you slave under your evil sexually demands.
Let my eyes feast upon your body like starving beast from hell.
Can my trembling hands roam about your divine flesh of temptation?
Let my wigging tongue have the forbidden threat of tasting you?
Baby let me have all that you have to offer me.
Can I sex you up more than three times days?
Can I make all your wildest dreams come true?
Please let me show what you mean to me.
I will serve and bow to your will like you are my king.
I would shower with love that would overwhelm your heart and soul.
I will dress and undress you.
I will sponge bath you like a naughty nurse.
I would dry you with body and hair.
I would cry your tears, so you would never have to shed them.
I cuddle up close to keep you warm and safe.
I would moan, groan and scream out your name for all to hear as we are making love.
No sexually act would not

L.u.l.l.Losing you
Is my fear
Never holding you
Drowning in my tears
After this year
David's changing
After this pain I feel
Real love is never aging
Leaving the past
Exactly there
Never going back
Even a hair
Feeling this hurt is like
Razors in my heart
All the time lost is what I want
Zero time apart
Everyone knows it
Exactly what I did
Losing you and your love
Undying love that has hidden
Love was mine
Love was ours

Hey!!!!HEY I WILL GIVE 100,000 FUBUCKS IF SOMEONE WILL BUY ME A VIP PLEASE

Great Moments In Life To ShareThere are moments in our life
When you miss someone so much,
That you would want to pick them
From your dreams and hug them.
Dream what you want to dream
Go where you want to go, do what you want to do;
Be what you want to be;
Because you have only one life to love
And one chance to do all the things you want to do.
May you have
Enough happiness to make you cheerful;
Enough trials to make you strong;
Enough sorrows to keep you human;
And enough hope to keep you going.
Always put yourself in the others’ shoes:
If you feel that it hurts you,
It probably hurts the other person(s) too.
The happiest of persons do not
Necessarily have the best of everything;
They simply make the most of anything
That comes along their way.
Joy and happiness lie for
Those who cry, those who hurt;
Those who have searched; and those who have tried;
For only they can appreciate
The importance of people
Who have touched their lives,
Who have willingly given half their live

Thank You, Brave Sheepdogs !!!As we approach the 232nd USMC Birthday celebration on Nov. 10th this year, and as we reflect on the military warriors’ sacrifices, both past and present, let’s be grateful that there are sheepdogs among us on vigilant watch. Here’s to all the Marines (and Sheepdogs) of this world.
Happy Birthday Marines!
This letter was written by Charles Grennel and his comrades who are veterans of the Global War on Terror. Grennel is an Army Reservist who spent two years in Iraq and was a principal in putting together the first Iraq elections, January of 2005. It was written to Jill Edwards, a student at the University of Washington who did not want to honor Medal of Honor winner USMC Colonel Greg Boyington. Ms. Edwards and other students (and faculty) do not think those who serve in the U.S. armed services are good role models.
_________
To: Edwards, Jill (student, UW) Subject: Sheep, Wolves and Sheepdogs
Miss Edwards, I read of your student activity reg

Just A MemoryMySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts
Just a memory sometimes,
On an overcast day,a haze of smoke moves about,
The rain is falling as she listens to a distant
voice, somehow sadly,singing a song,
a death smeared song of an era long gone,
Just a memory sometimes,
Illuminated back wall of rose red lights,
so strange,so old and piercing,
And the rhythm dragged out,
a melodious haunting plea,the song mood indigo,
Enter the faceless man in black,
Is he her fate? a dangerous destiny ?
Just a memory sometimes,
Of a room like a cold black box,
She does not sleep this night,
Insomnia, a black knight,a sleepless night,
No valium, the night passes in black organza song.

My Favorite Holiday!Ok, so I just came home from being with some family, and I realized that Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday. I'm not sure exactly what it was... the family time, the lack of propogana. It's like the only holiday that isn't bombarded with a theme of "buy me" (easter bunny, santa) and it's all about being Thankful for what you have and being with your loved ones. There is no pressure of what to buy, or if they liked it. It's the only holiday that hasn't lost it's "true meaning" I know there is pressure of preparing a meal, but that's it. The icing on the cake..... It snowed! Not too much, but enough to stick, AND on the ride home Kaylee says "Mom, this was like the BEST Thanksgiving EVER!" It was great!
These are the days I love.

'dragon's Blood''Dragon's Blood' May Slay Ulcer Bug
Traditional Chinese Medicine Ingredient Fights Ulcer-Causing Bacteria and Blood Clots in Lab Tests
By Miranda Hitti
WebMD Medical News
Reviewed by Louise Chang, MD
Nov. 9, 2007 -- Heads up, Lancelot: A traditional Chinese medicine called dragon's blood may fight ulcer bacteria and blood clots.
So say scientists in Shanghai, China.
They describe dragon's blood as a "dark red resinous substance derived from various plants" that has long been used in Chinese medicine to treat conditions including ulcers and wounds.
The researchers reaped, dried, and pulverized stems from two dragon's blood plants to brew their own dragon's blood extract.
The scientists discovered eight new flavonoids (a type of antioxidant) and found 14 known compounds in the dragon's blood extract.
Next, the researchers pitted the dragon's blood compounds in test tubes against two foes: ulcer-causing H. pylori bacteria and thrombin, a blood-clotting agent.
Two

Fyredragn & Youngsoldier Hh Luv!!These two guys bought me the Happy Hour I sponsored a few hours ago... please... go show them some luv!!! They are really great guys!!
THANKS YOU TWO FOR BUYING ME THIS HAPPY HOUR FOR ME!! YOU GUYS ARE THE GREATEST!!! THEIR NAMES WERE TOO LONG TO PUT UP A FULL THANKS TOO.. SO HERE IS MY THANKS... THESE GUYS JUST LEFT IRAQ FROM A LONG TOUR... SHOW THEM THE LOVE THEY DESERVE!!
youngsoldier917*****CLUB F.A.R*****.@ fubar
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GO SHOW THEM SOME LUV PLEASE!!!
*~AngL~*

Finding The DreamI KNOW THAT I HAVE FOUND THE DREAM...I JUST HAVE TO HOLD IT TO BELIEVE IN IT AND YES LOVE IT...I CANT RUN I CANT EVEN WALK AWAY AND THE GOOD LORD ONLY KNOWS THAT I FOUGHT IT WITH A VENGENCE AND I TRYED SO HARD NOT TO LOVE FOR I KNEW DEEP IN MY SOUL THAT IT WOULD ONLY BRING PAIN AND SHATTER WHAT LITTLE BIT OF SELF CONFIDENCE THAT I HAD MANAGE TO ASERTAIN SINCE KENNY...YET I FIND MYSELF SO HAPPY WANTING THIS MORE THAN I WANT LIFE AND LOVING AS I HAVE NEVER LOVED BEFOR I KNOW THAT THERE ARE ANGLES FOR GOD HAS SEEN FIT TO SEND ME ONE OF HIS OWN I HAVE FOUND A MAN THAT IS A RELIC ...FROM THE PAST...ONE THAT COMES FROM THE OLD SCHOOL THAT MAKES YOU BELIEVE IN KNIGHTS OF OLD ...A HERO STRAIGHT FROM A BOOK ...OR A SECRET LOVER STRAIGHT FROM YOUR DREAMS I GUESS THAT WHAT THEY SAY IS TRUE THAT LOVE CAN FIND YOU WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT...,THIS MAN TELLS ME IM BEAUTIFUL...GOD HE IS CRAZY ...LOL... BUT HE MAKES ME SMILE ...I LOVE YOU TERRY I THANK GOD DAILY THAT YOU BROKE DOWN THE WALL AND MADE

Written By A GuyWe don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait
till the morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.
We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.
let us pay for you!
dont "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say "thank you."

Do Me!REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS!
LET THE FUN BEGIN........
1.Your Name:
2.Age:
3.Favorite position:
4. Do you think I'm cute?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8.Would you take a shower with me?
9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10.Would you leave after or stay the night?
11.Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12.Condom or skin?
13.Have sex on the first date?
14.Would you kiss me during sex?
15.Do you think I would be good in bed?
16. Would you use me as a booty call?
17.Can I use you as a booty call?
19.Can we take pictures of the act?
20.How long would we have sex?
21.Would you tell your friends about me?
22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!
TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Out Of My MindJust cut me up like a ribbon, at the entrance to the opening
scar me with your dagger like words
your ice breath froze my soul, then you tore it right out
my life is in your hands
and theres nothing i can do to fill the empty whole youve made
{i just cant hide, the pain you make me feel inside
you bring me to the lowest level
you break me down, you tear me up, but i just cant get you outta my mind}chorus
i heard the words i couldnt believe, woke up to see if its real
a bad dream, just a nightmare that became real
try to run, try to hide cuz the pain is all i feel
i feel a muffled cry, a choke escapes my throat
unvariably, unbearably im broke
chorus
verse one and verse two now its coming back to you
thats the way it works
let me go, let me feel, let me take the time to heal
before you start again
never finished, never done no the cycles just begun
but the end it feels so near
release your grip, release your hold,ya just let my story unfold
let me live this time
not

Some Quotes"If you once said "I will love you more than anyone until the day I die," and that person leaves you; how will you say "I love you more than anyone" again, or should you say that?"
If you have to say you love me, it's because I need to know. If you want to say you love me, it's because you want me to know. But, saying that you love me is simply because you do. I love you, too!"
"Saying I love you is important, but not enough. Remember, love is a verb, an action word. Sometimes, passive because it happens to us, but also active, because we choose to do it."
"Two souls meet and discover they were not meant to be, hence, they part. Yet, unconditional love is found when the two spirits meet again, and now become friends."
"Let no one be satisfied with simple physical pleasure, cause it doesn't approach fleeting bliss if one's soul still shrieks for it's mate and the love it is due."
"I'll give you the moon at night
I'll give you star that lights your eyes
I'll give you the

The Koala And The LizardA koala is sitting up a gumtree smoking a joint when a little lizard walks past and looks up and says "Hey Koala! What are you doing?"
The koala says: "Smoking a joint, come up and have some."
So the little lizard climbs up and sits next to the koala and they have a few joints.
After a while the little lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river.
But the little lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river.
A crocodile sees this and swims over to the little lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the little lizard: "What's the matter with you?"
The little lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink.
The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the rain forest, finds the tree where the koala is sitting finishing a joint, and he looks up and says "Hey you!"
the koala looks down a

Yet AgainOk so here I go again on another one of my infamous rants...MUWAhahaha
Why is it that a man can't talk to a woman with out having some sort of sexual overtone in the convo? Let me tell you what man, I have not been on this site all that long and well have seen a few things in my time but damn, I get alot of ppl messaging me everyday and I try to keep up and respond BUT the convo about sex with me, kinky things with me well it gets old FAST.
Can male pigs not see that there are other things to a woman other then her fiminine parts?
Well I tell ya what, to all the pigs out there that think they stand a chance with me you are wrong and if you continue the way that you are going the odds of you dieing alone are very strong. If you want to win over a womans heart talking to her about her boobs or her rear is NOT gonna do it!!! I don't think that I am the only female out there that has this oponion. Now I will grant that most women love to hear that they are beautiful and that they lo

9 Types Of Boyfriends/girlfriendsWhich one are you?
9 Types of Boyfriends
Joe Sensitive
"After I wash the dishes, let's cuddle, OK?" Also known as: Mr. Nice Guy, Family man, Honey, Darling, Soft-boiled Egg, Snugglepup
Advantages: Well-behaved; irons own shirts
Disadvantages: Irritatingly compassionate, wimpy
Old Man Grumpus
"People are stupid. The world can go to hell. Let's stay home and watch TV."
Also known as: Grumbles, Sour-puss, Stick-in-the-mud, Old Fogey, Slow Mover, Jerk
Advantages: Stays put, predictable
Disadvantages: Royal pain in the ass
Flinchy
"I--I'm sorry for whatever it was I did."
Also known as: Trembly, Creampuff, Hey you
Advantages: Jumps entertainingly when startled
Disadvantages: Easily spooked, surrenders without a struggle
Bigfoot
"Shut yer trap, I'm thinkin'."
Also known as: Chunk-style, Lummox, Ignoramus, Galoot, the Hulk, Big 'n' Dumb
Advantages: Can tote bales, is easily fooled
Disadvantages: Can break you in half, sweats like a pig
Lazybone

VaginasSo as all of you who know me... Know I let things build up till I pretty much explode. Well every since the fight I got into a few weeks ago I have been pretty good at telling people how I feel but there have been a few "men" that I have been wanting to explode apon. Either for me, my sister, or some other of my unfortunate friends who have been victimized by these fucktards for lack of a better word! I call then VAGINAS:meaning they act like females, they whine they cry, they sniffle at almost anything. makes me want to vomit! ie..."Why dont you like me?", "Am I not good enough?", "What did I do wrong?"... Now there is nothing wrong with these questions.. IF YOU ACTUALLY HAVE A VAGINA!!!! I just want to punch some of you sissy's in the uterus, which i am almost positive some of you have! Now some of my friends say Im being harsh but honestly what happened to the old school style of men.. The ones that were shoulders to cry on.. The ones who protected... By God, all we have now are a b

My TombstoneI have studied many times.
The marble which was chiseled for me.
A sun at high noonstanding over me.
Within it's hot rays of light.
It told my history, my life.
Dreams are only dreams.
Unless you pursue them.
For what I wanted, I always succeeded.
I sometimes stumbled, but never was defeated.
All I wanted was to get the most out of life.
So left with my ambition, for wanting a good life
Because I have risen.
I soon must fall.
To live without ambition and self-confidence.
It isn't living but it's dying.
And living isn't living without a little fun.
For my day is over but anothers' has just begun.
Tyler Montgomery
jan 2001

Quiet Riot Singer DeadKevin Dubrow
LAS VEGAS (AP) - Kevin Dubrow, lead singer for the 1980s heavy metal band Quiet Riot that scored a hit with "Cum on Feel the Noize," was found dead in a Las Vegas home. He was 52.
The cause was not immediately known.
A neighbor summoned police and paramedics Sunday to the house where he was pronounced dead, police and coroner's officials said.
There was no forced entry, and no suspicious circumstances were reported, police Officer Jose Montoya said Monday.
Quiet Riot was perhaps best known for its 1983 cover of "Cum on Feel the Noize." The song, featuring Dubrow's powerful, gravelly voice, appeared on the band's album "Metal Health" - which was the first by a metal band to reach No. 1 on the Billboard chart.
DuBrow recorded his first solo album in 2004, "In for the Kill," and the band's last studio CD, "Rehab," came out in October 2006.
"I can't even find words to say," Quiet Riot drummer Frank Banali wrote on his Web site. "Please respect my priva

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A Few Pieces LeftI guess I wasn't good enough
for you to fall in love with
but I know you would have
caused me more pain with-in.
You say you care but can't love me
I think it's all bullshit and lies
cause if this feeling isn't love
then why do I feel ice cold inside?
There's nothing left of hope & faith
only a few pieces left of my heart
just enough to love my children
but I can't rejoin the other parts.
There will be no-one to replace you
I'll never give my love to another man
for I gave all my love to you
now there's only pieces on the sand.

I Want You............Want you,
want you, you, you,
Doesn't matter that you're not here,
I forgive all the silences.
I want you,
I don't care,
I know you'll disappoint,
I'm a willing captive,
Why fight?
There's no point.
I want you,
Need to hold you in my arms,
Need to smell your sweat, inhale your breath,
Need you inside of me,
That's where you belong,
That's where you were meant to be.
I want you,the way you are.
I really don't care,
I just want you to be there.
I want to open your door,
Because I have my own key,
I want to come in,
Because you too, now want me.
I want you to need me,
I want to stare in your eyes,
I want your promises,
I don't care if they are lies.
I want your body,
Warm in my bed,
I want you near me,
I want you so bad.

P.i.t.a And A Question (long)SO, let's rewind until April of this year. I am coming home from working a Phillies game and it's really late at night. As I am getting close to home, there is a tree fallen in the road. I swerve into the oncoming traffic lane a little to avoid it and WHAMMO, there is a truck behind the tree and I crash into it, destroying the passenger side of my car. He was facing me, with no lights on and hidden by this tree. To try to shorten the story, he was blitzed, and had crashed solo, taking out both this tree and a ophone pole. I have no clue what his BAC was, but I do know he was given 6 charges, including the drunk driving, no seatbelt, no insurance (ANOTHER headache) and driving while suspended.
SO.. another month goes by and I get a summons from the municipal court. While I was found not to be at fault both legally and for insurance purposes, and while I was not really injured, I am being called into court. Granted, I am only called as a witness for the prosecution it's stil

Chapter 7~enjoy!The knight has done his duties, he has brought her safely home
He bids her fairwell, and he turns to leave alone
Fighting back tears, as to not look like less a man
But before he can take a step, she takes him by the hand
"Please don't leave my knight , stay if would"
"But I dont know I can, or even if I should"
"But there is something you should know, knight, something you should hear"
"In you I have found my strength to fight and chase away my fears"
"But, my fair maiden, you had the strength all along"
"It's there every time you smile, or dance to a birds song"
"Dear knight, just honor this one last request"
"Promise you will return for me, before your dying breathe"
He takes her in his arms, for an eternity it seems
A weight has lifted from his soul, his heart is finally free
"I shall return for you, I just dont know when"
"There are many miles between us and they seem to never end"
"I must return home to tend to matters there"
The

Spirit Of Christmasi have a christmas tree on my profile feel free to come check out the holiday spirit or drop me a special present under it! happy holidays too everyone!

Retarded GrandparentsThis is priceless! RETARDED GRANDPARENTS (this was actually reported by a teacher)
After Christmas, a teacher asked her young pupils how they spent their holiday away from school. One child wrote the following:
We always used to spend the holidays with Grandma and Grandpa. They used to live in a big brick house but Grandpa got retarded and they moved to Arizona . Now they live in a tin box and have rocks painted green to look like grass. They ride around on their bicycles and wear name tags because they don't know who they are anymore.
They go to a building called a wrecked center, but they must have got it fixed because it is all okay now, and do exercises there, but they don't do them very well. There is a swimming pool too, but in it, they all jump up and down with hats on.
At their gate, there is a doll house with a little old man sitting in it. He watches all day so nobody can escape. Sometimes they sneak out! They go cruising in their golf carts.
Nobody there cooks

NoticeBefore or on the 4th of December, my cable will be cut due to not being able to pay. And that includes tv and phone along with internet.....my life line to searching for jobs. So if a miracle does not happen soon, I will see you when/if I can get the computer back on line.
This is my horoscope here today...BullSh*t!!
You're feeling increasingly confident about some aspect of your work or family life -- and with good reason! It may be that you're moving in a new direction that will only make life easier.

St. Peter's Spicy Christmas!Three men die in a car accident Christmas Eve. They all find themselves at the pearly gates waiting to enter Heaven. On entering they must present something Christmas-y.
The first man searches his pocket, and finds some mistletoe, so he is allowed in.
The second man presents a Christmas card, so he is also allowed in.
The third man pulls out a pair of panties.
Confused at this last gesture, St. Peter asks, "How do these represent Christmas?"
He answered, "They're Carol's."

Amen To This! " I (nsfw ) Just In Case It Was Offensive To Some"*Twas the month before Christmas*
*When all through our land,*
*Not a Christian was praying*
*Nor taking a stand.*
*See the PC Police had taken away,*
*The reason for Christmas - no one could say.*
*The children were told by their schools not to sing,*
*About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.*
*It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say*
* December 25th is just a "Holiday ".*
*Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit*
*Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!*
*CD's from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod*
*Something was changing, something quite odd! *
*Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa*
*In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.*
*As Targets were hanging their trees upside down*
* At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.*
*At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears*
*You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.*
*Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty*
*Are words that were used to int

To My Family And FriendsI will not be around much as my sister in Indiana is under a pain killer induced coma for the last three days they don't know what is wrong with her and I would appreciate any prayers. Thank you so much to everyone. xo

An Old One But I Love Itpassion tied in knots
in fits and starts it comes
just enough to keep me hooked
and just enough to harm
she walked me straight through heaven
played my fears to keep me near
never thinking of tomorrow
but was love really here?
Me..

I Got A New JobI finally got a new job I'm going to be driving truck again over the road like I used to. I have a laptop so I can still get online sometimes but I will be off of here for a little while so I can get everything setup. Have a good Christmas everybody!

For My Lovefor my love
i have been missing you alot lately
i cant think of anything since our last date
i just love the way you purrred
i'm not a cat person but i am now
nobody ever responded to me the way you did
your body is so toxic spelled seduction
our lovemaking was so memorable
the first time i touched you i could feel your love
i knew i was so lucky
and it was dream to peel your clothes off
your body is breathtaking
and you responded to my touches
i was so afraid i was going to hurt you
you look so fragile like a china doll
but damm when you said fuck me
i could not believe you said that
you were such an angel then you were so naughty
you are the perfect woman......
and i cant wait for tonight
dress really nice i have something special for you

Racism..... Please Leave Me Comment....need To Know If This Running RightRacism
In society today, there is a disease called racism that destroys lives.
The definition of racism is race-based bigotry, prejudice, violence, oppression, stereotyping or discrimination, those who are not like themselves. Yet racism has many other meanings, it just plain out wrong to have within life where lives are twisted, turn upside or destroy for pity selfish misunderstanding of their color, culture or origin. In life past and present hatred upon lives still comes in many forms, but the one that stick out the most is racism. Racism is a selfish need to control, own and obtain the divine power over all life and lands upon our vast world. Now at war fighting against terrorist because life must insert certain dangerous in order to be heard and seen as power over all life, but is it proving or winning anything that will make it stop, when hatred of each other is strong and growing still with racism? Why is life so afraid of others religion and nationality, culture or orig

Indian PrayerOh our Mother the earth, Oh our Father the sky,
Your children are we, and with tired backs
We bring you the gifts you love.
Then weave for us a garment of brightness;
May the Warp be the white light of the morning,
May the weft be the red light of the evening,
May the fringes be the falling rain,
May the border be the standing rainbow.
Thus weave for us a garment of brightness,
That we may walk fittingly where birds sing,
That we may walk fittingly where grass is green,
Oh our Mother Earth, Oh our Father Sky.

Someof The Views I Have...When there's something you want...fight for it. Don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems, even when you've lost hope, cause years from now you're gonna look back and wish you gave it one more shot cause the best things in life don't come easy.
There's a point in life when you get tired of
chasing everyone & trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people, the bullshit and drama they bring. You may if youloved them still love them but let them go anyways, because it is what is best to do.
LEARN
... from yesterday.
LIVE
... for today.
Hope
... for tomorrow.

Just ThinkingI have read many blogs from many different people about many different things. In doing so I was just wondering or just pondering why. Not why do I read them but why we write them. I have written a few ourselves and this is another one. But back to the why part. Why do we write things that are in our head for all to read? Could it be an outlet or is it just something to do, or maybe we just like for other to know all about us. Well, I guess each do it for their on reasons. But it still amasses me that being whom we are, we still need to be more. What I mean is we do these blogs so people will know more about us, letting complete strangers in our personal thought. I think it a need to knowing that other care enough to even read what we say. This was just something else that went thru my head that I wanted to question about. Thank you for letting me share this with you.

Woohoo Rerates...Somehow when the system went down today, more than just your shoutbox and bar tab were reset.
It seems that even though your picture ratings have stayed the same and NOT reset, ALL of the people who have rated your pictures are able to re-rate them, and you get full credit for the second rate.
That means that you can also re-rate ANY picture that you had rated prior to the reset this morning... So go back and re-rate your friends, and maybe they will do the same... EVERYBODY WINS!!!!! -- We ALL get credit for the rates we receive, as well as the rates we give
SO MAKE IT HAPPEN PEOPLE!!!!!!
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Depths Of The DarkLook into my eyes,
As a tear drops to the floor.
Is it a tear of sorrow,
Or of something slightly more?
Behind my eyes is nothing,
At least thats what you see.
But behind these eyes is something,
Something you could never conceive.
A burning flame is all it is,
But more powerful than anything.
A single flame and my name,
And the desire is all I bring.
But as the tear hits the ground,
A little of the flame goes dim.
For even the strongest of the strong,
Can never always win.
And as I write,
The flame grows dimmer,
Darker and darker it fades,
For lost will I be without it,
Lost and...

How Can People Be So CruelI have the landlady from hell. She started eviction procedings on me on Nov 30th. She has issues and taking it out on me and my son. I have always paid my bills and always tried to be the perfect tenant. I am looking at surgary on the 13th and Xmas with my son. She knows I have no money and no place to go. I have never felt this down and out. I know I have rights but I know she will make my life a living hell till I leave. What am I to do? How can someone be so heartless. Life just sucks right now.

Ouchnow here we go for the 100th time
hand grenade pins in every line
throw 'em up and let something shine
going out of my fuckin mind
filthy mouth no excuse
find a new place to hang this noose
string me up from atop these roofs
knot it tight so i wont get loose
truth is you can stop and stare
bled myself out and no one cares
dug a trench out laid down there
with a shovel up out to reach somewhere
yeah someone pour it in
make it a dirt dance floor again
say your prayers and stomp it out
when they bring that chorus in.
...
Fuck this hurts i wont lie
doesnt matter how hard i try
half the words dont mean a thing
and i know that i wont be satified
so why try ignoring him?
make it a dirt dance floor again...
~"bleed it out" by linkin park~
i cant do this anymore. i cant be in this much pain for much longer. it's destroying me and i deserve it. but it's true, what i heard twice yesterday. i dont know wat to do, this could be the hardest thing i've ever done but it h

Naughty QuizThe ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you!
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. How often do you maturbate?
4. Favorite position (s) ?
5. Do you think i'm hot?
6. Would you have sex with me?
7. lights on or off?
8. Would you have to be drunk?
9. Would you take a shower with me?
10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
11. Would you leave after or stay the night?
12. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
13. Condom or skin?
14. Do you give Oral pleasures?
15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?
16. Have sex on the first date?
17. Would you kiss me during sex?
18. Do you think I would be good in bed?
19. Would u have a 3-some with me?
20. How many times would you like to cum?
21. Would you use me as a booty call?
22. Do you like fore play?
23. What is fore play to you?
24. Can we take pictures of the act?
25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

The Story Of ChristmasThe Story of Christmas
Christmas (literally, the Mass of Christ) is a traditional holiday in the Christian calendar which takes place on the twenty-fifth day of December and celebrates the birth of Jesus.
According to the Christian gospels, Jesus was born to the Virgin Mary in Bethlehem, where Mary and her husband Joseph had travelled to register in the Roman census. His birth was said by his followers to fulfill the prophecies of Judaism that a messiah would come, from the house of David.
Christmas is also a secular holiday throughout much of the world, including countries with small Christian populations, such as Japan. The precise date of the birth and historicity of Jesus are much debated.
"Christmas" is often abbreviated to Xmas, possibly because the letter X resembles the Greek letter (Chi), which is the first letter of Christ's name as spelled in Greek.
The Story of Christmas
The story of Christ's birth has been handed down for centuries, based primarily on t

A Poem For CandiceI wish I was there, so I could give you everything that is me.
I wish that we were close. so I could try to make you see.
I'm totally in love with you, and I know this much is plain.
Someday we'll be together, and the love will cause less pain.
Be warned that I am crazy, crazy about you.
Be very wary, also, that what I say is true.
You make my day so bright with every word you speak.
I wait here for your call, day in, day out, all week.
Candice, I want to be there, with all my aching heart.
The kind of moments we'd have would be better than any art.
-Arthur Bartlett

Gay JokeOne day a gay man goes in for his doctor's appointment and asks the doctor, "Do you have anything to make hair grow on my chest?" The doctor immediately grabs a jar of vaseline and says,” if you get a friend to rub this on your chest everyday, within a month or two you'll start to see some growth. The man replies,” Well if that was true, I'd have a pony tail coming out my ass!"

Written For RavenAlthough we may never meet ,
the distance and miles in between
wont stop me from caring and
loving you my friend.
They say that life is so much
sweeter and alittle easier when you've
got friends to share it with.
I'm so thankful I found you my friend.
So when the tears fall, know that i to
am crying,
because i am not there to wipe them away.
Although we may never meet
in my heart is where i hold you
keeping you close my friend.
Your always in my thoughts and prayers.
You make me smile you make me laugh.
You make the days so much brighter.
I can't imagine my life without you in it.
I was a complete stranger and you took
the time to send a hug and let me know
you cared.
Although we may never meet,
in my heart i keep you close.
I love you my friend.
written for Raven
Thank you for caring I'm so glad that we became friends. You mean alot to me. I hope that in the end we will still be walking side by side and i hope that our friendship never fades but only grows.

Written For Black WolfI am not sure why it is
we were brought together, maybe
it was because we both needed a shoulder
to cry on needed someone to really understand.
Maybe we just needed someone to listen,
but God knows we have become close friends.
As the days go by i hope that we will always
be the best of friends.
In times of need it is always nice
to have someone that really understands
the feelings that sometimes get hidden, and
it is hard to share them,
And i have found that i can share things
with you that someone else may not understand.
You took the time to show me that you cared,
and that no matter how far apart we
may be it wont change the way that i feel.
Time and distance wont stop me from caring,
and loving you my friend.
I am not sure why it is we were
brought together but God knows that i am
happy that i found you my friend.
Sometimes i feel like the world is against
me and sometimes i feel so alone but i know
that i can count on you to always be there.
And know th

Update 12/3/07 On My Daughter LondonLondon had the surgery to correct the wound today. It went better than expected!! They were able to clean out the scar tissue and the old nasty stuff then they pulled down the tissue and were able to close it completely. They did however find a hernia in her abdomen and they took care of that at the same time. The surgery was scheduled for 2 hours but took almost 3 hours. I was so pleased when they finally came out and told me that it went so well. London is happy with it and in spite of extreme pain is in good spirits. She will NOT have to have the skin grafts that they thought she would need. There is a drain in her to help it drain and heal quicker. She will probably be coming home in a day or two. it will be so good to get her back here again. Thank you all for your support, thoughts, prayers and well wishes. I do so believe in the power of positive thinking! You all rock!!
Hugs and Junk
Vanessa
~purpledragonlady~ member IKC@ fubar

Help Them Get Their VipHere are friends who are trying to get a VIP. All help bombing would be appreciated. Thank you!!!
Teresa only has 3600 to go for her 3 month VIP
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TogetherTogether, there is a place, just for us.
It has no doors and it has no walls.
There is no beginning, and there is no end.
This place we built, conceived by a smile.
In our hearts, this place will never be done.
As if We knew each other, life-times ago,
Our thoughts are one, seamless as time.
We are free of secrets, no judgements, no fear.
Souls stripped bare, for us to see.
The love we share, can not be counted by the stars,
Jealousy, hate, contempt do not exist.
With every breathe and every pulse,
Our trust infinitely grows.
Your love is the gift of life,
Without this place, I would be lost.

Why Doesn't The Media Report Real Shit!?A few weeks ago there was a story about how 6 nukes were "accidentally" flown to Louisiana. How the fuck do nuclear weapons accidentally go anywhere? Why would nukes even be sent to Louisiana? The base there is a jumping off point for operations in the middle east. The Bush administration is planning something, very big. Maybe before the next election. Iraq, Iran, I don't know.
No major news organizations really reported this, some vaguely mentioned it and how an investigation was launched to see how this would happen.
Here is a story article about this:
Washington - A B-52 bomber flew the length of the United States last week mistakenly loaded with nuclear armed cruise missiles, a US military official confirmed on Wednesday. The mix-up was reported to President George W Bush after the nuclear warheads were discovered when the aircraft landed at Barksdale Air Force Base Louisiana, the official said. The official, who spoke on condition of anonymity, said as many as six cruise

Rates OnlySomething different! Only contestant can comment.
But anybody can rate. ~~ No Confeds ~~~
Help him out Please and rate the pic.
Thanks to all who go rate.

The Midget And The HorseA guy calls his buddy, a horse rancher, and says he's sending a friend
Over to look at a horse to buy.
His buddy asks "How will I recognize him?"
"That's easy. He's a midget with a speech impediment."
So, the midget shows up, and the guy asks him if he's looking for a
Male or female horse.
"A female horth."
So he shows him a prized filly.
"Nith lookin' horth. Can I thee her eyeth"?
So the guy picks up the midget and he gives the horse's eyes the once
Over.
"Nith eyeth. Can I thee her earzth"?
So he picks the little fella up again, and shows him the horse's ears.
"Nith earzth. Can I see her mouf"?
The rancher is getting pretty ticked off by this point, but he picks
Him up again and shows him the horse's mouth.
"Nice mouf. Can I see her twat"?
Totally mad as fire at this point, the rancher grabs him under his
Arms and rams the midget's head as far as he can up the horse's twat,
Pulls him out and slams him on the ground.
The midget gets up, sputteri

We All Need To Take Time To Smile .Hello
Today is no special day and I have no particular reason for writing to you.
I have no news to tell you....
nor any problems to discuss with you....
or gossip to tell you...
It's only one of those happy moments...
when I thought of you...
and I would like to share these thoughts with you...
MANY SMILES BEGIN BECAUSE OF ANOTHER SMILE...
Have A good day . Tom

Ten Thoughts To PonderNumber 10 - Life is sexually transmitted.
Number 9 - Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.
Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich.
Number 7 - Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks.
Number 6 - Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs.
Number 5 - Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing.
Number 4 - All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism
Number 3 - Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents?
Number 2 - In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.

Love Is DeadAshes fall as my heart disinograits
Love is dead
At the bottom of the sea lies our soulmates.
Now is the end
romance is a breeze
passing us by
Ashes fall as my heart disinograits
dying alone
Its everyones fate.
Its the reality
That we've all come to hate.
Nobody finds true love
This has come so clear.
So now is the end.
Happy endings, we can no longer protend.

Sick CrusadeYour disgusting flaws that make you true.
The chemicals you abuse and reality you subdue
Your Dilated pupils so empty and dark
Your sense of pride and your rude remarks
The independence you hold so tight
The lies you believe and insist to recite
The straws, the rocks, balls & blades
Your life is just a sick crusade
One of these days it won't be fun
One of these days there will be nowhere to run
You'll be trapped in this cage of powder and pills
The dreams you have you'll never fulfill.
Its all just a sick crusade
But eventually it will all fade.
And you'll realize it was only yourself you betrayed.
And you'll wonder why you ever begun on that sick crusade

Omfg!!!HAHAHAHA Ten made me this of her me and mudders!!
OMG I cant stop laughing!!!!
check it out!
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As I Walk Through LifeAs I Walk Through Life
I've learned-
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned-
that you should always leave
loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned-
that you can keep going long after you can't.
I've learned-
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.
I've learned-
that either you control your
attitude or it controls you.
I've learned-
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned-
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned-
that sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be
angry, but that doesn't give me
the right to be cruel.
I've learned-
that just because someone doesn't love you the
way you want them to doesn't mean they
don't love you with all they have.
I've learned-
that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hu

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Enough With The Cheating AlreadyAs you all well know I am a Patriots fan and like many pats fans I get a lot of shit talkers using the Pats cheat argument to back up their losses. Well folks here is the way it is. Early in the season the pats coach WAS caught doing something naughty I won't pretend he didn't.... he did it was crappy and now its over.
However, the pats didn't win that game because of cheating and they haven't won any other game because of cheating either. Funny thing is... the Colts cheated too. Want proof watch video below. They pumped fake crowd noise into the Brady's helmet causing interference with the coach so they could not communicate. Not only that the fake crowd noise had to be pumped into the stadium as well and OOPS the CD skipped fancy that!
Unfortunately for them it did not work as they were defeated. So yeah the Patriots just happen to be kicking ass this year... and maybe just maybe its because they have a fucking awesome team... So take your "BOOHOO the Pats cheat" bullshit ex

To TrustHe stated to her once he would never trust a woman enough to let her tie him up , but the craving for him never escaped her mind . Sitting there smiling at him she whispered in his ear " I won't hurt you just want you to know....Trust me " Surprisingly he sat in the chair naked and unsure as she began to tie his ankles to the front rungs and his hands behind the chair . Naked she sat on him caressing his face with her hand blindfold in the other hand . "I want you to enjoy this so just relax and let your senses explore what you will not see " as she slipped the blindfold over his eyes . She stood and watched him his abs tight and body all tense she walked around him sliding the tips of her fingers up and down his body till she got to his side and hunched down to caress his neck with her tongue . Lightly sucking his neck she began to poor cool edible oils down his chest watching it trace his pecks as it glided south . His ass now pressed firmly against the chair as he feels the oils now

"oh" No You Di'nt...SO there I am, minding my own business, about to enter a club or something, i don't really remember what the circumstances were, when some woman ahead of me turns around and starts gushing,"OH MY GAWD YOU LOOK JUST LIKE SANDRA OH..." Now this is not the first time I have heard this, nor was it the most memorable instance of such a generalized comparison, yet it pissed me off just the same. I had gotten ready for a sexy night out, took the time to select a ravishing, put together ensemble, make-up, hair, the works. I left the house feeling like a million, knowing I looked smoking hot...Then this woman comes along, bottle blonde, outfitted in trendy so-cal hipster garb... the kind of trendy weird looking shit that seems to be everywhere, the sort I take great pains not to purchase in a fit of shopping insanity. I don't understand why the hip outfit of the 20-30 something female in Los Angeles usually consists of a top in a LOUD colored synthetic fabric, green in this case, rusched (mean

This One Means The Most, Yet It's UntitledIf destiny was a rising sun
I could stare my fate right into the sand
They say you don't get far without the Good Lord by your side
I say he left this child to walk a mile alone
This pendulum of open doors and closed minds
Cuts right down to the core of my being
Selfish soul desire
Nobody will ever know
I wake up with my will at my feet
Somethin tells me to look up
But this crown carries a heavy load
Promises are very convincing
But I know I gotta keep moving on

Greetings....Seasons Greetings, Happy Holidays, Merry Yule, and so on and so forth.....
I want to thank a dear dear friend of mine for inviting me here.... Michael '~Wikkid Angel Shayla's Mad InSaNe Hippie*~ Spirit Warrior of K.O.W.~W.S.W.' Pressley~
If you haven't met him, well you are missing out on one hell of a guy....
A little about me, because there is not alot to me, just your simple everyday housewife.... I have spent many years in different colleges, and have a few degrees, but I will not brag and say what they are...
I am easy going and enjoy making friends....
Have a good one...
Peace
Me

This Is A Good OneDaily Horoscope: Aries
For December 8,2007
You're feeling a bit of sparkly energy that is driving you to try new things. Almost anything will do, but the more adventurous, the better! You ought to be able to rope a few friends into coming along.

Help!!!~&hearts~Help the Love Birds~&hearts~
Beautiful Nightmare (ME) and White Dragon (my man) we are in a contest together! If we get 120,000 comments we get a 1 year VIP package. So show us some Mad Love!
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IntroductionI'm an old retired truck driver. I grew up in the 60s when sex drugs and rock 'n roll were the theme of the day. from there, I joined the Army thinking and we get away from that scene and found even more sex drugs and rock 'n roll. I spent two tours in Vietnam and came home addicted to cocaine and heroin and labeled a baby killer. I finally got myself clean and sober and attended college for two years and ended up driving trucks and warehousing for 20 years. I have been clean and sober for the past 20 years. I never married, because it seems as though all the women I ever knew already belonged to someone else so I kind of lost my trust in them. So I guess I earned the nickname sancho. I'm not proud of that I just view of life as it comes at me. In my case it was just women want to have sex with me, but not a relationship. I am now retired and semi-disabled, and I spend my time learning to play guitar, drawing and painting, and playing on the Internet. Ladies don't get me wrong, I

Funniei have a clean '' a guy said to his girlfriend ''while we've been dating .ive been secretly seeing a psychiatrist.' ''no worries 'she said '' ive been secrelty seeing a lawyer a car salesman and two airline pilots

3 Of Us Need Your Help Pleasequean of hearts needs 10,000 comments by the end of the week here is her link to go bomb if you like
2nd we have ladylonewolf she needs 25,000 by the 14th if you could go show her some love also she will recieve 500,000 fubuck when she reaches her comment goal
and we cant forget about me in the vip contest and now have 5 weeks to get it done so dont worry about me lets help queen and ladylonewolf out for this week i know we can get this done come along for the ride bombs away bomb bomb bomb bomb ill be on both today so you will catch me on either one ill be here or there

4998 To Level!!!Havin fun needs 4998 to level!! He and Mz. Attitude are two awesome fubarians!! Please show him some love!! :)
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Christmas Presents!!!!!Check out my Christmas Tree blog-Plz lv me a gift-I'm trying to see how many I can get..tyvm..Happy Holiays!!...**huggzz**....Indian Princess

Grandma's Letter Of LoveGrandma's Letter Of Love
Dear Friend,
The other day I went up to a local Christian bookstore and saw a "honk if you love Jesus" bumper sticker. I was feeling particularly sassy that day because I had just come from a thrilling choir performance, followed by a thunderous prayer meeting, so I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper.
Boy, I'm glad I did! What an uplifting experience followed!
I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection, just lost in thought about the Lord and how good He is...and I didn't notice that the light had changed. It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus because if he hadn't honked, I'd never have noticed! I found that LOTS of people love Jesus!
While I was sitting there, the guy behind started honking like crazy, and then he leaned out of his window and screamed, "For the love of GOD! GO! GO! Jesus Christ, GO!"
What an exuberant cheerleader he was for Jesus! Everyone started honking! I just leaned out of my window and starte

Bury My Heart At Wounded KneeA chronicle of how American Indians were displaced as the U.S. expanded west. Based on the book by Dee Brown.
That was phrased rather nicely, it's how the US gov't placed NAs on reservations, treated them unfairly and kept taking land from them because they found it was valuable. Movie is very good and more interesting then what imdb says.

Congratulations To The Dallas CowboysCowboys Are The NFC East Champions
After a very long and hard fought season, the Cowboys have officially clinched the NFC East Division Title. In a very ironic twist of fate, the Cowboys were behind for over 59 minutes of today's game against the Detroit Lions. It was not until the fourth quarter with just seconds left in a 27-21 game, that a Tony Romo touchdown strike to Jason Witten tied the score at 27-27, and then Nick Folk sealed the deal with the extra point.
It was an exciting game that had all the earmarks of a loss until the dramatic finish choreographed by Tony Romo. Romo set a new franchise record with 17 consecutive games with a touchdown, and Jason Witten set career highs in catches (15) and yardage (138), but today was not about individual achievements, today we celebrate a team that has won the NFC East for the first time in over ten seasons, and is on the verge of shattering the all time record for wins in franchise history.
Congratulations to the 2007 Dallas C

Listen To Your Heart.........There are times in life when you have to make a choice. You chose one thinking that it is the best possible answer however, over time you begin to realize that the second option was far better from the beginning. And when you make your first choice you always think that the second choice will be there waiting for you, like some fairy tale.
Well, I had to make a choice over two guys. I chose one thinking with my head instead of my heart. While my second option was always better yet I was afraid to take it. I was afraid to let my heart win, sounds pretty silly.
Listen with your heart instead of your head because your heart is much wiser!! IF ONLY I WAS TO LISTEN TO MY HEART.
After realizing that I wanted the other. He was already long gone. Its crazy how you realize how much you need someone after the fact. This man knows me better than I know myself, he could probably read my mind, and he is the only one who can understand certain parts of my life.
I lost him and now I can

Pome About How I FeelHe moved to a new town,
felt like he was lost,
he always wore a frown,
till he seen the angel across,
one day he met her,
it was like a sign,
she was so pretty just,
endless like time,
together they fell,
in deep love real fast,
vowed to love each other,
that they'd always last,
then it got stronger,
deeper than thought,
he'd love her forever,
felt life was to short,
then something went wrong,
and they spent less time,
the boy started to wonder,
is she even still mine,
till one day she called,
and heres what she said,
"id rather be alone,
then with u instead,
from that day on,
inside more he died,
he couldn't let go,
no matter how hard he tried,
two and a half years have past,
in life he feels he has no part,
twenty-one days later,
he died from a broken heart,
heres to all u lovers,
who don't picture your selfs apart,
make sure you cherish every moment,
right from the very start....

11 Dec 07I figured I'd describe what Winter is like in Germany for those who are interested. It's Tuesday, 11 December 2007 and it's mostly rainy outside. It's cold, but not too cold, in my opinion. The wind has a bit of a bite though. Still waiting for some snow. Once the white stuff get's going, I'll take some pictures and post them.

Omfg To Funny Must ReadHow can you tell this table is being sold by a man? And don't cheat either!! It's not hard to tell!! This table was for sale on eBay. How can you tell it is being sold by a man? Can you solve this little riddle? First look and guess. You will find the answer below, but don't cheat! Know the answer? If not, scroll down now..... OK, Look in the mirror. Remember, if you are posting a picture on the world-wide web, WEAR CLOTHES when taking the picture. I NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD...AND IT WAS POSTED ON eBay!!!hit REPLY, copy and then REPOST!! :D

Rednecks Christmas SongLOL I got this call from work as a "call off" LOL:
Redneck's Christmas Song
Sung to the tune of "Joy to the World"
I pissed my pants
The toilet was just too far
I drunk
Too much
Damn beer
I tried to hold it in
But my bladder did give in
And I pissed thru my drawers
Right thru my Wrangler drawers
I pissed
I pissed
Right thru my drawers

Just A Lil Somethin I Wrote To Make Someones Mind Wander, Lol (he Knows Who He Is)your boat rubs on something, drags and scratches, you sit up abruptly already scared,
terrified of whats gonna happen next sunburnt chapped lips and pail,
looking over the side only to see you've come across a deserted island.
you struggle to get over the edge to touch land again,
after several days of drifting you lay in the warm sand.
Drained and exhausted head resting on the ground,
eyes fluttering struggelling to stay opened.
laying there you think to yourself,
finally i have the strength eyes fluttering opened,
looking around a bit dazed and to your surprise,
you see a young beautiful long brown haired brown eyed woman.
she's hovering over you, looking in to u'r eye's.
you realize she is standing there with nothing on,
nipples slighty exsposed through her long hair,
and long enough it covers everything else.
still exhausted u struggle to get up only to find your naked.
this young woman leans to help you gently eases you to lay back down
stroking the back

The Night Before ChristmasTHE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS
by Clement Clarke Moore
'Twas the night before Christmas,
when all through the house
Not a creature was stirring,
not even a mouse;
The stockings were hung by the
chimney with care, In hopes that
St. Nicholas soon would be there;
The children were nestled all snug
in their beds, While visions of sugar-
plums danced in their heads;
And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I
in my cap, Had just settled down for
a long winter's nap,
When out on the lawn there arose
such a clatter, I sprang from the bed
to see what was the matter.
Away to the window I flew like a flash,
Tore open the shutters and threw
up the sash.
The moon on the breast of the
new-fallen snow Gave the lustre
of mid-day to objects below,
When, what to my wondering eyes
should appear, But a miniature sleigh,
and eight tiny reindeer,
With a little old driver,
so lively and quick, I knew in a
moment it must be St. Nick.
More rapid than eagle

Bush And His CrapMy Thought's not the Thought's of anyone affiliated with me.
I feel that The United States people are starting to be so closed minded. They are not standing up for there rights. Is it because they are scared of the Government ? Are they scared of President Bush? Bush has pushed his luck to far! He has brought The United States to the brink of global war. He has lied about Iraq and hasn't gone after Bin Laden. At no time in his state of the union he didn't talk about the people of New Orleans and Katrina. He wants to open a part of the border so people want walk over anytime. His reason behind this is if we open a part of the border so anyone can come over easier they will not sneak over. If you didn't know Bush had a cocaine problem. There is a man who went to college with Bush who said " He has direct knowledge of young Bush selling cocaine in his college years". The Yale man adamantly refused to go on the record, on the grounds that he had no desire to authenticate a story that c

The Wolf And Womanthe moon is high ,the night black,the stars shine,she howls,white paws tread softly on the ground,she runs to the top of the green lush hill alone,her eyes searching for her mate,she is the lupa,she howls again,but no return howl does she hear,her fur is whitish gray and it shimmers in the moonlight,she hears something behind her,teeth bared she turns,a low growl erupting from her,she is hunched down ready,her fur sticking up on her back,then she sees a woman walking silently,the wolf backs away and watches,she sees the pain and hopelessness,as the woman looks up into the moon arms raised,the chanting begins,her robe falls to the soft grass,skyclad in the night,only moonlight caressing her body,the wolf watches in wonder,the chant a beautiful melody,the wind picks up,there is fire at the womans fingertips,the sound of a brook in the air,the earth scent carries up around this being,her chant changes as she kneels to the ground,tears in her eyes she sees the wolf,but she fears not,the w

5 Things That Don’t Piss Me Off...Ok Christmas is quickly approaching and I'm finding it harder to shake my pissed off attitude and embrace the whole "Good will towards all" thing. Maybe I'm just getting grumpy in my old age. Who knows? Anyway to help me get into the Christmas spirit I am listing 5 things that doesn't piss me off. Here Goes...
1. Christmas candy and cookies- This of course is a no- brainer. What says "Celebrating the birth of Christ" More than a plate of Ginger bread men, candy canes, and a shot of egg nogg with about 3 times as much burbon mixed in? This reason alone makes me wish we celebrated at least every other month.
2. Dumb ass reality dating shows like "I love New York" or "A Shot at Love"- Don't get me wrong...These shows are dumb as hell but you get a bunch of people getting to know one person for like 1 hour a day then they act heart broken when they get kicked off. You always see some moron at the end of the show crying like a bitch because they picked the other slut/manwhore

Who Cares?I can't sleep.
I'm all alone.
I cry out and noone answers.
Noone seems to care.
I love being loved.
I miss having friends...
I miss having a life.
Will anyone answer my cries?
I want to give my love.
I want to share ideas, thoughts, and stories.
I love to listen.
If anyone hears my cries...

So About My Stressfor the past week I've known that my girlfriend is pregnant, well we've been debating abortion and keeping it, well we are keeping it, I'm going to be a father. The due date is July 20th.

I'm Going To Kill Myself Now.. .lol->Leigh: welp .. another one bites the dust
->Leigh: are you dead yet?
->Leigh: anti freeze works too if you don't have bleach
->Leigh: wash them down with some bleach!
->Leigh: well so you can still slit your wrist
->Leigh: please!
sexyirishm...: i already started takeing pills
->Leigh: can i pick the weapon
->Leigh: uh .. actually yeah
sexyirishm...: u happy now
sexyirishm...: bye killing my self
->Leigh: lmao how so ?
sexyirishm...: i won
->Leigh: you still wanna battle ?
->Leigh: just remember .. you can always come back when you think of better shit
sexyirishm...: why
->Leigh: are we done now?
sexyirishm...: thanks
->Leigh: no remembrance needed
sexyirishm...: no im a ugly one remember
->Leigh: man you are a bright one eh?
sexyirishm...: im sorry but u were to god dame rude to me
->Leigh: i mean have you looked at yourself ?
->Leigh: you think cunt offends me? your seriously mistaken hun .. you are just some sad old man that is all pissy because I dismissed

Lounge Name?Ok me and a friends thought about starting a lounge, we started with the name PHAT~Pretty Hot & Thick , but really that name isnt settling right with any of us ....so im gonna ask for some suggestions from you all as to a better sounding Lounge name.......and a big thank you for you suggestions

Make Her A Minion!She's one Bad Fu but would like to level and she is under six thousand to go.
Cynde@ fubar

Everyone Please Read This!!!!!!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Christy
Date: Dec 17, 2007 5:07 AM
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Kenny Wayne & Cowboy UpDate: Dec 16, 2007 10:26 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Cora RiddleDate: 16 Dec 2007, 17:40Date: Dec 13, 2007 6:17 PMDecember 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF ANYONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WITH U THE WHOLE TIME DON’T GIVE THEM TO ANYONE THAT U DON’T TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GONNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUT OF JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO

Probing An Ancient City's SecretsAt its most glamorous, the life of an experimental high-energy physicist consists of smashing obscure subatomic particles with futuristic-sounding names into each other to uncover truths about the universe—using science's biggest, most expensive toys in exciting locations such as Switzerland or Illinois. But it takes a decade or two to plan and build multibillion-dollar atom smashers. While waiting, what's a thrill-seeking physicist to do? How about using some of the perfectly good, and completely free, subatomic particles that rain down on Earth from space every day to peek inside something really big and mysterious, like, say, a Mayan pyramid? That's exactly what physicist Roy Schwitters of the University of Texas at Austin is preparing to do. High-energy particles known as muons, which are born of cosmic radiation, have ideal features for creating images of very large or dense objects. Muons easily handle situations that hinder other imaging techniques. Ground-penetrating radar, for

The Perfect Angel I Want (part Two)Here's the follow up to part one heres a song i wrote and it explains it better its called "Simply"
Ive made it so hard on myself turning my back on how you felt seeing a lie that led me on leaving a love that did no wrong thats what it took for me to say that you simply love despite all the stupid things i've done its hard to remember that you simply love even though I know not what ive done I tried to do this all on my own not thinking once of what you've shown all that I've done has blinded me to everything that you have for me I want you to know that i finally see that you simply love despite all the stupid things i've done its hard to remember that you simply love even though I know not what ive done I dont know why i cant understand I dont know why i cant comprehend I dont know why i cant understand that you simply love despite all the stupid things i've done its hard to remember that you simply love even though I know not what ive done you simply love

Strangest Weekend Ever!!Well, here is my weekend....you can be the judge as to how strange it really was.....
Friday was awesome...got a hotel room....went swimming and sat in a hot tub....drank a little beer....had a blast....until the people I was with passed out at 9:30 at night leaving me sitting there all bored by myself...LOL.
Then Saturday rolls around. It started out good....until my friend calls me...she's stranded about an hour and a half from home and needs me to let her dogs out. So, I got do that. Then I get a frantic call about an hour later....the trailer they were trying to fix fell on her husband's neck. They were going to the hospital. I needed to go back and get her daughter from a friend's house. So, we waited there til they got home....4 HOURS later....UGH. We had wanted to go out so we did....that's when all hell broke loose.
This guy was hitting on my friends....my male friends. No big deal....Happens quite a bit around here. Later on, the guy starts hitting on me. So

Wanna Own Me For A Month?FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I AM UP FOR AUCTION! YEP, THAT'S RIGHT, YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH! ALL YOU FU-GUYS & FU-GALS GET YOUR BIDS IN! THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5 PM DEC 15TH TO 5 PM DEC 22ND! HERE'S WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER TO YOU:
All 11s During HH only
Daily profile comments
Rate all stash During HH
Personal phone call
SFW & NSFW Salutes
Autographed bra that I will wear in the salute for you!
"Owned by" Added to my name
Add to Family for NSFW
Pimpout comment on all new friends requests
Link and write up about you in MY About Me
CLICK ON THIS PIC AND GO PLACE YOUR BID IN THE COMMENT SECTION! YOUR BID MUST BE HIGHER THAN THE BID BEFORE IT, AND IN THE END, THE ONE THAT BIDS THE HIGHEST WILL OWN THEIR VERY OWN
PEE JAY!!!
HERE ARE THE RULES, PLEASE READ CAREFULLY:
RULES OF ENGAGEMENT:
(SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY)
PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!
1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED.
2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS.

TuesdayWell my surgery is scheduled for tomorrow, I have to be there at 7:30am. Ive been looking forward to this day but dreading it too. Ive been looking forward to it cause hopefully I will feel better in the long run. Ive been dreading it cause its surgery, they are going to cut my body open and theres no telling what could happen. I have pretty much had nightmares for the past 2 weeks, hopefully after tomorrow that will all be behind me. If Im not able to get on the internet when I come home my friends doughboy and mom will know how Im doing cause they will be the first 2 people that I call when Im capable. Here are the links to their pages if you want to check on how im doing.
Doughboy~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~Broken Angel's Fuhusband@ fubar
~~Mom~~Broken Hearted BBW@ fubar
See Everyone in a couple of days!!!!!

More About Me....read If You Dare! Lol1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
yes, I have actually had sex with someone on my friends list.....:)
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Morning is good...........afternoon is good......night is great!!! Sex is great any time of day or night! LOL!
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
right side
4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
Chicken
5. Have you ever had to pull over to the side of the road to puke?
um, not for MYSELF! But for a few friends, yeah. We used to get pretty fucked up
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No, but I've done it for FUN! stripteasing for the right man is great!
7. Shower or bath?
depends on the mood.......sometimes a girl just needs a long, hot relaxing bath
8. Do you pee in the shower?
no, unless he wants me too....
9. Mexican or Chinese
mexican for sure
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
both, so he can use whatever I'm in the mood for.

Christina JaneOriginally posted in Myspace on Monday, June 11, 2007:
Christina Jane
"It is the old wound, that has been opened. I have always known it would be the gateway to my death, for it has never healed. Let my heart do its job, my King, and pump me empty..."
– Lancelot, dying words to King Arthur, "Excalibur"
Before I continue with the final chapter of my story about Christy I want to pause and pay tribute to my baby daughter who would have been born a week ago on June 5th. I have done my best to honor her here, with these words, with this blog entry. I hope, reading this, you will now go forward in your lives remembering her, remembering that she did exist once, that she was a real child, that despite her mother's best efforts to do so she was never totally swept from existence and forgotten:
I go about life now taking each day one small portion at a time, the thoughts of the last year and all it entails never completely absent. Sometimes, if I'm feeling happy or content or

The 12 Days Of ChristmasTHE 12 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS
December 14, 1972
My dearest darling John:
Who ever in the whole world would dream of getting a real Partridge in a
Pear Tree? How can I ever express my pleasure. Thank you a hundred times
for thinking of me this way.
My love always,
Agnes
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December 15, 1972
Dearest John:
Today the postman brought your very sweet gift. Just imagine two turtle
doves. I'm just delighted at your very thoughtful gift. They are just
adorable.
All my love,
Agnes
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December 16, 1972
Dear John:
Oh! Aren't you the extravagant one. Now I must protest. I don't deserve such
generosity, three French hens. They are just darling but I must insist,
you've been too kind.
All my love,
Agnes
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December 17, 1972
Dear John:
Today the postman delivered four calling birds. Now really, they are
beautiful, but d

Only In AmericaOnly in America...do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy
cigarettes at the front.
Only in America...do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.
Only in America...do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.
Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.
Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.
Only in America......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process
so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'.
Only in America......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.
EVER WONDER ....
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin?
Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?
Why don't you ever see the hea

This FolderI MADE ANEW FOLDER FOR THE SOLDIERS OVERSEAS....INISIDE IS A PRAYER CANDLE....
i make a challenge to all Fuibar members....add a candle so that prayers for our men and women..not in this folder but in your own...for each one that you have post a comment here lettin me know and will keep a tally of how many prayers there have been made.
lets do this for the military wives t hat are on here and that are not..and lets dpo pray for the men and women serving in Iraq
and elsewhere overeseas....that they come home safe!

Realms Of Fantasy Was Written 6 Months BackThe man awoke,with his home,smoldering in ashes.As them puke fuckin peasants laughing what they had done.He climbs out of the ashes as them puke peasants look on.The Moon is Full,My Ancestors built this house built your Town an u have the Nerve to burn my house to the ground.With 1 mighty slash,of 1 powerful arm.The heads of them to hapless peasants rolling on the ground.He drinks there blood from thee headless corpses.as others appear,they see not the man but a Great an Fierce Wolf of a Creature whom stands on 2 legs.They are Frighten'd,an try to Run,With one Swift Bound they are all dead or dieing Writhing in pain.Begging to be Finished off.As they die a merciful death.The Wolf Creature sniffs around smelling fear,of one who ran off hideing.Stand you piece of shit,beg me for your Life.He is some sort of Royalty.I should have known it was you,my own cousin twice removed.Strip off your clothes u worthless piece of shit.He does what he's told.I shall let u live cousin,I shall cut out yo

I Love YouDealing with the pain of not being with you is terrible.
You make everything perfect and special.
No matter the time or day
I'll always care about what you say.
Among the many qualities you possess,
There is one I really want to stress.
You care about me too.
No matter what I'll always love you!
By....me Stacie Arnold

When Darkness Fallswhen darkness falls everything goes wrong
when darkness falls sorrow and pain fill the heart
when darkness falls sadness is shown
when darkness falls its hard to see the light
When darkness falls its hard to keep your head up
When darkness falls its hard to stay strong
when darkness falls just try to stay strong no matter how hard it may be
when darknes falls try to push through until u can see the light
When dakrness falls everything feels so empty just have to look to the sky and silently pray that things will be fine and overcome whatever may come our way.

Letting My Brother GoThis is a new letter I wrote to a family member and his family who are Christians who have been told how they abuse their children. I have other blogs of letters I wrote to them on here also.
Today I am letting them go and wishing them well until they choose to abide in love.
..................
Hey bro,
This letter is being sent because it is clear to me that it is not a wise idea for me to stay at your house the night before I leave, even though I’m staying with the new girl in my life on Sat anyway. I am going to speak my truth once again and for the last time. As always it will be said with compassion but great power.
If you, Dawn or Mom think that I have been out of place and that I need to “behave” and respect how you raise your children……….you had better think again because you are sadly mistaken.
If I had a child and any one of you were in my house and you witnessed me physically abusing that child or sexually abusing them in a physical manner, you can’t tell me

Will Not Be Here 4 ChristmasHi Everyone
I am going away tomorrow the 22 dec till the new year.I will be spending the christmas holidays with family and friends in Holland as it has been a long time that I have done this.
I would like to which all my friends and family on furbar a very Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year
Cheers Redcheesehead
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Mmmmmm Yeah Baby Come Kiss Me Under The Mistletoe! (repost)SO I WAS ASKED IF I AM KISSABLE... THEN I WAS TOLD I AM... SO NOW I WANNA GET KISSED. A LOT!!! HEARTISTIC SOUL HAS HER KISSES 1/2 PRICE RIGHT NOW, SO THEY ARE 4 FOR 1,000 FUBUCKS. NOT MUCH, EH? TELL YOU WHAT... FOR EVERY 1 KISS YOU GIVE ME, I WILL GIVE YOU 2 BACK.
CLICK ON THE LINK I HAVE PROVIDED YOU BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HER BLOG AND EXPLAIN HOW ALL THIS WORKS.
YOU CAN SEND HER THE FUBUCKS THROUGH FU-PAL. THE ONLY WAY I CAN KISS YOU BACK IS IF YOU TELL ME THAT YOU HAVE KISSED ME! SO YEAH BABY, KISS ME ALL OVER TILL I SQUEAL IN ANTICIPATION AND EXCITEMENT! YAY! LET'S HAVE FUN WITH THIS!!!
CLICK ON ANY OF THE GRAPHICS BELOW TO FIND OUT MORE!!!
(repost of original by '~Slave Princess~R/L GF Of Ser William~I ~♥ ~Sultry Princess~' on '2007-12-20 21:39:01')

Pondering...I'm beginning to wonder if Lisa ever loved me at all. If you move across the country (Ohio to Arizona) to be with someone, and they have some issues that they are trying to work out, and now getting help, why would you leave and ignore that person? She dropped everything, her family, children, new grandchildren, to come be with me. I thought if you were in love with someone and planned to marry that person, you stuck by them through thick and thin!
Maybe she already replaced me. She is a beautiful woman and has a lot to offer, so maybe she found another guy already. If that's the case, well, obviously she didn't love me like she said. Maybe we WERE a mistake.
DAMMIT! This makes no sense! Why would she move all this way for both of us to get hurt? Why doesn't she think about me? Why doesn't she miss me? I am not a bad guy! I quit drinking and doing my best to get my life back together...and she doesn't care! She cared at one time..why not now? She told me once I meant everything

While I'm Not Home...To be clear- I’m am dealing with FAR to much right now to be sitting around worrying about petty bullshit. Yet here I am, writing this blog, IN pure unadulterated frustration.
To review, anyone- A N Y O N E- whose big problem is that some loves them— seriously, I’m not throwing you a pity party. Whatever. If you happen to feel that you, as an individual, fall into that category, then that is your own personal point of view. Quit dragging me into it like I affect your life. “Oh my goodness! Someone I see/ talk to once or twice a year is totally altering my entire way of being! Please help me Blue Fairy!”
Second notice. What the hell is the damn point of telling someone else that you’re mad at a person? I mean really. Why not shove it in a note in my desk or locker. OH SNAP… forgot I already graduated ten years ago. Darn. Might have to deal with things directly like a grown-up. But, since that isn’t going to happen, guess I’ll just mindlessly complain here! On a computer that isn

My Princesmy WifeFor My Dear Wife,
On This Usual Day;
I Write You This Poem,
In My Own Special Way.
I Wanted To Tell You,
In Words Of My Own;
You're The Most Precious Person,
That I've Ever Known.
You're The Prettiest Girl,
Than Any I've Seen;
Your Body Is Flawless,
So Slender And Lean.
Your Eyes Have That Sparkle,
That I Can't Live Without;
One Day Without Them,
And I'd Die There's No Doubt.
And I Just Lose Control,
When I Glance At Your Hair;
Those Curls Are Just Stunning,
So Perfect And Rare.

My Preferences With WomenMy Preferences With Women I might come off shallow here, but there is no sense in me lowering my standards. I want a non smoker, at least not around me. Preferably with out kids (damn near impossible in this state). If they have kids, the less the better. Don't get me wrong, I love kids. I truly admire single moms because I am the product of one, but I need attention too. If the girl has kids, I hope she wants more, because my goal in life is to be the father that I never had. The girl must be prettier than me (yeah, I just said that). Someone smaller than me, I have to be able to pick you up. Being a little taller is acceptable. I do like them younger, but age isn't a huge deal if they meet the rest of the criteria. Someone who is supportive, and honest. Assertive, but not too controlling. Someone with pretty liberal political views. I would like a good girl, but not one who is way too uptight. I also don't want a long distance relationship, I'd prefer girls in a 20 mile radius. Also,

Thanks To The Democrat PartySubject: CHRISTMAS PARTY ANNOUNCEMENT
FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director
TO: All Employees
DATE: October 01, 2007
RE: Christmas Party
I'm happy to inform you that the company Christmas Party will take place on December 23, starting at noon in the private function room at the Grill House.
There will be a cash bar and plenty of drinks! We'll have a small band playing traditional carols...feel free to sing along.
And don't be surprised if our CEO shows up as Santa Claus!
A Christmas tree will be lit at 1:00 PM. Exchange of gifts among employees can be done at that time; however, no gift should be over $10.00 to make the giving of gifts easy for everyone's pockets. This gathering is only for employees!
Our CEO will make a special announcement at that time!
Merry Christmas to you and your family.
Patty
*************************************************************************
FROM: Patty Lewis, Human Resources Director
TO

I Hate TitlesThe emptiness is stunning.
A holiday that used to mean the frantic ripping of paper, exclamations of awe, and the constant phone calls of relatives too far away to stop by for dessert later on is gone.
My house is silent; dead. What used to be my family is with their family, former in-laws, new friends, cousins, and a few guests I don't know from being on the wrong side of a divorce. Their house isn't silent; children are laughing, the phone is ringing, paper is ripping, the oven timer is going off, and somewhere Christmas carols are playing in the background. A few of them right now are thinking about complaining. The noise and excitement are most likely deafening.
Here, I am alone. This is my first christmas alone, staring at a computer with some desperate man's unheard plea in my shout from the night before, I feel like wrapping paper around nothing. I feel dead inside and alone. I am debating on whether I want to watch a movie and, for a moment, plant myself inside a false

Kateri TekakwithaKateri Tekakwitha was a young Mohawk woman who lived in the 17th century. The story of her conversion to Christianity, her courage in the face of suffering and her extraordinary holiness is an inspiration to all Christians.
Follow us as we share with you the life of Blessed Kateri Tekakwitha, who soon will become the first Native American Saint in the United States of America. Many private miracles have already centered around Blessed Kateri, known as the Lily of the Mohawks and the holy grounds at the National Shrine of Blessed Tekakwitha located in Fonda, New York. The Shrine was founded in honor of Kateri, for it was here that she was baptized on Easter Sunday April 5, 1676, and lived her teenage years.
Kateri was born in 1656 of an Algonquin mother and a Mohawk Chief in the Mohawk fortified village of Canaouaga or Ossernenon (modern day Auriesville) in upstate New York. When she was only 4 years old her parents and brother died of smallpox. Kateri survived the disease, but it

Movie-alvin And The Chipmunksthis movie rocks. take the kids. dont have one, borrow one. too creepy? go with some friends. its worth every penny, every minute of your time. if you dont enjoy it, you have no sence of humor.

Fucking Tool...here soon theres a few of us starting up a TOOL TRIBUTE BAND...but with that said we`ll also be greating our own origonal stuff but it will be 100% TOOL influenced...be on the look out...WE WILL KEEP THEIR LEGACY ALIVE...thx, darren #17...

UntitledWhen I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You
g07

Cajun Moon VideoCajun MoonCajun moon, where does your power lie
As you move across the southern sky
You took my babe way too soon
What have you done, Cajun moon
Someday babe, when you want your man
And you find him gone, just like the wind
Don`t trouble your mind whatever you do
`Cause Cajun moon took him from you
When daylight fades, the night comes on
You can hear the silence of this song
Don`t trouble your mind whatever you do
`Cause he got me like he got you
Cajun Moon

Just StayJust Stay
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside.
'Your son is here,' she said to the old man.
She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened.
Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement.
The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed.All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile.
He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetings,

Just Whining And ComplainingI'm just venting, whining, complaining today. I hate that I'm going to be alone on New Year's. I'm gonna be the "7th" wheel so to speak amongst 3 other couples who are having a party at my best friend's house. I appreciate the invite, but I know I'm going to be sitting there absolutely miserable while they are all lovey dovey on each other (cause thats how they all are, because they have great relationships like that). I know I shouldnt feel envious and jealous of the fact that they have this type of relationship with each other (all 3 couples do), but its so hard when I've delt with the shit end of things for so long, and now I'm off on my own and still alone like I was for so long anyway. That's what really gets to me I guess. Wishing that a good man would come along and sweep me off my feet and treat me right instead of the way I had become accustomed to being treated. Someone who wants me for me,my personality and the awesome, giving, loving , caring, passionate and kind individu

Decisionsi have made many bad decisions
and some good ones
i learn in good and bad decisions
i have put my life on hold for my family
to help them get through the tough times
sometimes it only takes a few days other times it takes years
pain of the heart is very real
being in Limbo for your child is very hard
especially when you don't know how to fix it
so at this time in my life i am doing the family thing
please pray for us...we need all the help we can get...
hugs to you all...

I Wish I Knew How To Quit YouJoke of the Week: BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN WIDOW
A successful rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand.
Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk.
He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well.
Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night.
He returned around 2:30 am, and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass o

Twisted GameMY LIFES A TWISTED GAME.
WHERE I'M NOT IN CONTROL OF MY OWN NAME.
MY TEARS ARE REAL,BUT ONLY FOR ME TO SEE.
THE MOURNERS JUST SEE ME AS A SHELL OF WHAT I USED TO BE.
MY LIFE GOES ON AS I PARADE AS IF I'M JUST FINE.
BUT I HIDE ALL MY TRUE PAIN INSIDE CAUSE ITS MINE ALL MINE, DAYS FADE AND GO BUT MY PAIN STILL GROWS.
I DON'T THINK THAT ANYBODY REALLY KNOWS.
THIS IS WHY MY LIFE IS A TWISTED GAME AND NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW MY TRUE NAME.

The Blog GameLeave your name in my blog comments.
Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you...
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
(if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.)
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **

Goodbye Means I Love You"Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."

How Kinky Are You?How kinky are you?
What is one of your typical fantasies?
Being cuffed/cuffing someone else.
An elaborate dungeon scene involving many torture devices.
Doing it with you celebrity crush.
I don’t fantasize.
How many sex toys do you own?
0
1-2
3-4
4+
Have you ever had sex in public?
Yes.
No.
No, but I want to try.
Does teh great outdoors count?
How far would you go in a movie theatre?
First base.
Second base.
Third base.
All the way.
Where is the kinkiest place to do it?
In front of a window.
In a car.
In a tree.
Subway.
How many people are involved in your ideal sexual situation?
You and one other person.
You and two other people.
You and three other people.
You and four other people.
What is the most sexual sport?
Lacrosse.
Horse back riding.
Golf.
Dodgeball.

Whoever You Kiss At Midnight...You know the old saying about whoever you kiss at midnight on New Year's Eve is the person you'll be spending the year with?
Well... Any volunteers??? lol
Have a Happy and SAFE New Years Everyone!!!!

Help Me For A Vip Pleasei need 10,000 comments to win a 1 month vip in 2 weeks can you help me please i am begging you to help me please and i'll help you get one if you go into a contest like me.

December 31, 2007 [[2]]This is my new song off Seether's new album.
FYLYHM :: Seether
You could've been the real one
You could've been the one enough for me
You could've been the free one, the broken down and sick one
A remnant of a vacant life
You come around when you find me faithless
You come around when you find me faceless!
FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP AND TEAR IT DOWN]
DIG IT UP AND HOLD ME OUT
FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN]
I love the sound when you come undone
You could've been the next one [God only knows]
You could've been the one to comprehend me
You could've been the only one, the broken down and sick one
You could've been the one who I lie with
You come around when you finally face this
You come around when you find me faceless!
FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP AND TEAR IT DOWN]
DIG IT UP AND HOLD ME OUT
FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN]
Don't make a sound till I come undone
YOU'LL NEVER BREAK ME
YOU'LL

Art And ArtistsSo here it is; I'm an artist. Mostly self taught. I do paintings, mostly in tempera and watercolor....in a non traditional sense. My main focal are ANGELS but not your typical cherub cutsie looking fat babies kind of thing. My seraphim are sinners like the rest of us. Tattooed and scarred, full of bull asses like you and I.
I have been working on this series for well over three years now and I find that alot of people look at the work and don't understand my take on it. I try....being operative,not to allow negative remarks to effect my flow but there are some people who don't know the true meaning of Art. Art isn't about something pretty, something that will go with your sofa or the color of your walls. Art is mind provking, thought provoking and so forth.
I find my work is more accepted in the genre of tattoo design then in any other but I struggle to understand how the world got to be so closed minded when it comes to art......

Ode To You"Ode to You"
For all of those special souls that have earned a place in my heart...THIS IS FOR YOU! I put our connection into words. Happy New Year!
*************************************************
My back arches, shoulder blades spread & my empty hole closes tightly around your absence.
My neck writhes at the meer memory of your touch.
Hot on my skin, electric pulses burn your name into my flesh.
You are here.
My chest opens and my arms extend to find you....hundreds, thousands of miles away...but I do....find you.
You're etched into my heart. I love you all!
Copywritten 2008

A Heroes FateI watched as he struggled to get from his bed to the wheelchair that had become his means of transportation. Slowly the surgery was healing and therapy would provide him the chance to have as normal a life as possible. No sadness did he show for the harsh reality that was brought to him to bare. He had never and would never ask why him or regret what he had done that had put him in danger. Many men before him had served their country, facing even greater sacrifices then he had.
Finally in his seat, the stump ends of his legs barely hanging over the edge, he turned and rolled towards the door. A nurse stepped aside as he opened the door and rolled into the hallway. Entering the hallway the early morning sun cast its warm brightness all over him and he smiled. The smile was not from happiness but of comfort that he had been able to see another day. When he laid in the middle of the battlefield in pain he had wondered if he would make it. He could still see the grim look of the

The ShowerAs we sit and you sip some wine. I lean in to whisper in your ear. I tell you to come with me. I place a blindfold on your eye's and lead you up the stair's slowly.once at the top of the stair's i take you in my arm's and kiss you slowly yet passionately.
I take the Blindfold off and you See we are in the bathroom
I kiss you and slowly slide my hand's down to the bottom of your shirt and begin to slide it up you raise your arm's and allow me to take it off.
Then i turn you around and begin to rub your shoulder's leaning in and kissing the back of your neck. You feel me unhook your bra, slowly running my hands to your breast i slip my hand under the material feeling you take a deep breath as i caress your breast pausing to roll your nipples between my thumb's an forefinger's. Then letting your Bra fall to the bathroom floor.
As I Drop the bra to the floor I Begin to unsnap your Jeans slowly you here the zipper oping i bring my hands to either side of your Jeans and slow

Happy New YearHaven't been on for a long long time as can't use pc as I have carpel tunnel - hopefully it will be sorted within the next couple of months so I can get back into the full throw of things. Just wanted to wish all my mates a happy new year and lets hope 2008 is a great one for all - miss you guys xxxx

Jus Read ItOne day, when I was a freshman in high school,
I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school.
His name was Kyle.
It looked like he was
carrying all of his books.
I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday?
He must really be a nerd."
I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.
As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him.
They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt..
His glasses went flyi ng, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him.
He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes
My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye.
As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks.
"
They really should get lives.
" He looked at me and said

Its A New Year!! Time For New Beginnings!Happy New Year to you all!! So far, 2008 is starting off as a new start in many areas of our life. Today, my husband and I spent the day in our NEW HOUSE!! We found out on Christmas Day that we were going to be moving in This week for sure. This is something that he and I have been waiting on for a couple months now. This house is absolutely amazingly huge, with lots of room to spare. Its a start that our whole family needs. Since we moved here (the house we are currently in) it just seems like nothing but the worst of luck has befallen upon us; and tonight as we were just sitting there after a long day of painting, I told him that I thought this was going to be good for all of us.
I came up on the house while I was in the house working for the woman (I do home health care), and she was going to move and just give the house back to the owners that she was buying on land contract. Well, after talking with her and my husband, she agreed to let us just take over the payments and in 3

Hahaha.That was real cute.
I was rated a 1 & blocked today because I wouldn't give a guy my MSN or Yahoo screen names.
Simply because I'm not in the mood to deal with a loser saying "plz cam2cam w/ me."
Now, I'm not saying that he was one of those kinds of guys. But I wasn't about to risk it either.
If you want to talk to me outside of fubar then you have to make conversation here first.
I don't hold little 'auditions'. Nor do I think I am better than you.
But I'm not about to have people on my list that I don't talk to. Or end up not liking.
So, perhaps you need to get over yourself.
So I didn't give you my MSN/Yahoo, so what? No reason to go and get pissy.
While I'm at it:
Don't tell me that you rated me such and such - I know. I can see that.
Don't tell me to rate/comment/fan you - I check out everyone's page who does things for me. I read your profiles!!! If you don't have one, I can't rate you. I'll still check out your pictures, and I may rate some of them

Hottest Sports Cars Of 2008Speed and style are still the operative words for sports cars, but they're getting plusher and more luxurious, thanks in part to an aging consumer base.
by Jim Gorzelany
ForbesAutos.comPublished on 12/12/2007
Lamborghini's $1.4 million Reventon will debut in 2008.
view slideshow >Sales of sports cars in 2007 show that the rich are getting richer, and as the average age of sports-car buyers steadily creeps up, more models with added luxury and amenities are rolling into showrooms.
The healthiest segment of the small but highly profitable sports-car market is at the extreme upper end. Sales of "ultra-luxury" makes like Aston Martin, Ferrari, and Lamborghini, whose vehicles tend to have longer product cycles, are down by the smallest margin so far this year, 6.9 percent, according Bandon, Ore.-based, CNW Marketing Research.
David Wurster, president of research firm Vincentric in Bloomfield Hills, Mich., sees the high end of the sports-car market holding strong in the comi

Show Dylon Sum Mad Love!!If you have a chance PLEASE come and bomb DYLON in the King of Fubar contest. He lost his lead and is down like 300 comments. LETS SHOW DYLON SUM DIVA LOVE..Thanks MsMaine
Just click the pic below and start commenting..

Fubar Vs Myspace.I'll admit, I've never been too excited about either site.
I'm trying to make up my mind about which I'd rather keep. Therefore, sounds like a list of Pro's and Con's is needed.
MySpace:
- Cons
Unneeded Drama.
Tom.
- Pros
I can keep in touch with my underage friends and family.
Bands / Music.
Neater / Cleaner Looking.
Able To Do More With My Layout.
Fubar:
- Cons
Lots Of Fucking Drama.
People Who Bitch About Judgment Yet Still Go Out And Rate People / Hypocrites.
"NSFW" Crap.
"Do You Like Older Cock" Remarks (Comments/Shouts/Messages).
Rate Whores (i.e.- Rate/Fan Me And I'll Do The Same For You!!).
Adults That Act Like Children, And Spell Like Them Too.
Retarded HTML Used For The Changing Of Profiles / Lack Of Being Able To Change My Profile To Where It Doesn't Look All "Doom & Gloom".
- Pros
Well, I can't think of any Pros.
I suppose I'm taking my leave then.
----
Don't tell me that MySpace is for kiddies.
It's as much for adults as

Happy Bday Dad!Yep...today is my dad's bday. He is 53. And yet he cant remember my bday. Funny...considering its a month later....Feb 3. He cant even spell my name even tho he named me...and yet...I am to respect my father...and mother but that entry will come later this month. So happy fucking bday dad. Why dont I call him? Because dad and I do not get along. And as far as I am concerned I have no father...nor mother. Yet I write about them. Funny I kno...maybe strange. Yea I want a relationship with him...but he wouldnt have it...that is his choice not mine. I even called him on Fathers day one time...nothing...so I gave up on having him as a father. Gini is his "real" daughter. I am just that daughter that is there but doesnt matter. And dont say "no it isnt true" yes it is. Dont believe me? Check my caller ID? Check my mail? Go with me to the holiday dinners there. Go with me to my nephew's bday party in August. You tell me? You will raise a eyebrow and wonder why I am the bla

Help Me Level Up Pleaseif it not to much to please up me level up rate, me fan me, and add me if you would like to
thank you
crystal

Kissing & ForeplayHave you ever been kissed? I mean really kissed? Treated as though you're a delicious dessert to be savoured. Lips hovering over your throat; hot breath making all your hairs stand on end with the anticipation of being touched. Then finally the fleeting touch of soft skin against yours, a tongue tasting you, and then it's gone again. Only to reappear lower down... hands caressing your back, softly, but surely. Those hands know where they want to go, but for now they decently remain on your back, shoulders, in your hair, tugging it so your throat is exposed. Teeth graze your skin. You feel as though you're sinking into an abyss. If you were standing, your knees would buckle.
Lust takes over, you seek the lips that are torturing you so, and capture them with yours. Teeth, tongues, lips, clashing, mingling, gasping. You're so aroused your juices are flowing freely. And yet you're fully clothed. This is strictly over the clothes foreplay, and yet you want it. You desperately want to mak

Club Far PimpoutHello Familia! This is our first Pimp Out in the New Year! We have had 80 members join in the past month!!! This is Awesome!!! And it's also a reminder that we are still and will always be the #1 Family on Fubar!! In order to insure that everyone gets the love they deserve we will only be putting 25 members on each pimpout, so if your name isn't on here, stay tuned because it will be. In the meantime please go and show all of these wonderful new members of our family some Club F.A.R. Love!! That means pic ratings, comments, profile comments, stash rates. Let each and everyone of them know how very Happy we are to have them!!!
Much Love Pete, Molly, Jamie, Stacy and Luna
*~*HockeyChik*~*CLUB F*A*R*~*all luv repaid-thx!*~*@ fubar

Way Too Much Shitso i have to move sometime soon so im going to get rid of a lot of shit clothes and crap that i have im gonna donate most of it if anyone has anything they want to get rid of let me know or if there is anythig you need let me know because i may have it.

Paintears of joy tears of pain
i have nothing left to gain
just a life full of pain
and whatever remains
cuz nothing ever stay the same
u should be ashamed
playin all them head games
are u really gonna
point the blame
ooohhh please god let it rain
and make him feel an oz of pain
by:JENNiiFER

My Wifey Loves Me:dI (OhioBBW) am offering anyone and everyone 10k fubucks if you leave 200 comments for Honeyshine in the following contest. Please make sure to private msg me (no shoutbox msgs accepted) when you are finished! My link is below!
Please click here or on her picture & leave her some luv!! Any & all is appreciated! I'll offer 1k for anyone wishing to leave 100 comments but you will get 10k if you leave 200, you can do this daily! Thanks so much!!
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OhioHow is everyone? I am okay hopping for a good year and new friendships. I had gotten married on May 5th 2007 to a women I thought loved me. everything was great for three months. I started noticing the smallest details, its funny how you notice the smallest things first. after being with this women for 4 and half years I don't understand it maybe I am not supposes too? I am seeking a divorice now and I am trying to move on with my life. maybe you have had same experiance or have some type of advice that may help in overcoming this ordeal.. I am a very honest man and excpet the same from my friends.
JE

New Years PicsI just put up a bunch of pics in a new years folder :) i hope yall will give them a look see :)

In My Mind...I keep this song in My head and hope that one day You'll hear it. I don't know how to say it any clearer Baby. I need You... And...
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I Love You Baby...

HmmmmmDo I look like a snob or act like one?
Cause it seems like most of the time I have to beg for someone to talk to me
I love hearing from my friends and I know most of the fracken time It says im online and I'm not even by my computer so i miss your messages sometimes
Just want to come on here and have tons of friendly conversations.. not just come on to rate and all that.
I come on here for my friends without you guys I wouldn't want to be here

"the Rules" From A Guy To A WomanGuys' Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story.
We always hear "the rules"
From the female side.
Now here are the rules from the male side.
These are our rules!
Please note... these are all numbered "1"
ON PURPOSE!
1. Men ARE not mind readers.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat.
You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.
We need it up, you need it down.
You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon
or the changing of the tides.
Let it be.
1. Shopping is NOT a sport.
And no, we are never going to think of it that way.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want.
Let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!
1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do.

My Son Is BetterChristopher was running a high fever all the way up to 103.6 last night and thank God above he is down to 98.3 and even though he is coughing still - he is eating and feeling much better....I will continue to watch him and keep him from school this week so to make sure he is 100 percent before he goes back..

I Need Help My Friendsok....i know i can be stupid, but this takes the cake...since sean told me he was done waiting for me to make up my mind to leave hubbie, he said he couldnt just stay away, he wanted contact still...ok great i still talked to him...
but he was depressed...said he lost all he cared about, and if i was gonna keep my head in my ass for staying with hubbie he would be still be around waiting. fine...
but last night he start threatening to kick hubbies ass, come here and beat him up....i couldnt stop him....i defended hubbie (we are doing good since the open marriage thing, talking, communicating) i mean i still love my hubbie....i may have thought of leaving, but now not so sure i want to, anyway sean says i played him....i lied , i didnt......you, my fu family knows im not a player, that i wouldnt play anyone.....im just a confused, emotional wreck, but not a player.
anyway he said he wouldnt hurt me just hubbie.
his ex wife told me a while back if i hurt sean SHE would kick M

Finallywell... i just sent BJ a picture of my tattoo... fixed it so it doesn't say his last name anymore, it says "yours?" lmao...
needless to say he got pissed off... and said i could have the divorce i have been asking for...
yeah, i'm happy, but also feel really wierd. i just feel like i spent all that time trying to make him happy was for nothing, that i am just a waste of time. yeah, i loved him, i really really tried to make things work. but no matter what i did, i always pissed him off, especially when i got my period every month. (at least now i know it wasn't me, lol)
i know that the regular 'arguements' and his monthly ritual of kicking my ass because of aunt flo is over and i'll never miss that, but we did have fun together once, i did love him once, and i really tried...
oh well, i guess i am finally gonna get what i am asking for, and i don't even know if i want it... i do, but you know?
love ya, suzy

Im Famous Enough To Have A Clone!Apparently i pissed someone off because i wrote a blog about them because they linked me to a blog saying why we should rate ugly peoples pics a 10. well this person made up a fake account with a pic stolien (not ripped) of me and i read a comment it makes me think that they are downrating people and claiming to be me... well i just want everyone to know that this is not me nor would i ever intentionally down rate ANYONE!!! please repost to spread the word!
Revenge@ fubar
also uses this account
NONE ( rate me, fan me, rate and comment all pics and blogs then add me)@ fubar
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Looking Out Into The Night SkyLooking out into the night sky
So many stars
yet so many scars.
There's a war inside my head,
the words have already been said.
Never wanted to say goodbye,
now all i can do is cry.
I fall to the floor
as i close the door,
my heart is tore.
Looking out into the night sky.
I wanted you to stay,
but instead you went away.
How could I have been so blind
and in my mind
I wish i had one more chance,
to make it right,
but it is to late.
You said goodbye,
how could you lie
when all i did was try.
Looking into the night sky.
It starts to rain,
I am in so much pain
couldn't break the chains,
was it all in vain.
It happened so fast
thought it would last,
but now it's all in the past.
Looking out into the night sky,
you said goodbye,
without saying a word
all i can do is cry,
why did you lie,
why didnt you try,
instead you said goodbye,
now i look into the night sky
and wonder why.
Looking out into the night sky,
it begins to rain.
I fall to the floor
as

Something I LearnedI have learned that I can respect someone who serves our county-as a soldier, but I cannot respect that same person as a man because of something he has done!

She Was ThereI held her hand in silence
No words could I say
I was held in her arms in comfort
Chasing my fear and frustration away
She knew what troubled me
The news had been siad
Words we knew that were coming
But still ones that we surely dread
No excuses could I make
For what had taken hold of me
Only the strength to move on forward
My will was what guided me
I looked deep into her eyes
A forced smile grew on her face
We now held each other close
In a deep and true lovers embrace
She knew I would not complain
Of the news I had received
Knowing deep inside my heart
All happened for a reason I believed
We knew the time that we had now
Counting only minutes as they slipped past
Was all that mattered to us both
Knoing our love in each would last
I stood upon my trembling legs to go
Taking her hand as we walked
Listening to the peaceful words she spoke
Easing my frustration as we talked
I could feel her love now fill me
As she gives me that lst love filled kiss
I fade i

Not AgainShe thinks about it every night
her best thoughts come
through the dim candle light
She can't erase what's already been done
But knows she can stop
what he's already begun
He toys with her heart
and screws with her mind
if continues to do this
He'll destroy her in time
He has a girl, he claims he loves
but runs back to his first
trying to get what he wants
making her feel like her heart could just burst
Burst from the pain and the anger
from the guy "she could trust"
and finds that every emotion
is replaced with disgust
He tells her he loves her
Later, he kisses and hugs her
a promise to herself
That she won't be drawn in again
because her heart's not a toy
that he can play it like a game
I won't let him hurt me
Not now, Not again

Cuzzz That Is Just Me, Way To Go MomGood Morning,
Way to go Mom! That’s my salute to a lady that took charge over her son’s indiscretions and stood her ground. Here is a little blurb that was on MSN. DES MOINES, Iowa - Jane Hambleton has dubbed herself the "meanest mom on the planet."
After finding alcohol in her son's car, she decided to sell the car and share her 19-year-old's misdeed with everyone — by placing an ad in the local newspaper.
The ad reads: "OLDS 1999 Intrigue. Totally uncool parents who obviously don't love teenage son, selling his car. Only driven for three weeks before snoopy mom who needs to get a life found booze under front seat. $3,700/offer. Call meanest mom on the planet." Obviously the boy did not take out the ad or use sound judgment in this day and age of “The Celebrity News Headlines”. Most of their celebrity idols being busted on Alcohol or Drugs in possession charges or running over a fence and looking totally un-cool with no make-up on. My hat is off to this lady for showing comedy

GeorgiaSo I'm in my hotel room in Columbus, Georgia. I have a grad school interview tomorrow. I'm so nervous and so excited. I'm going to dinner tonight with the current fellows in the program and the director.
By that way, I'm in the Hilton, lol. It's quite swanky.
On the flight from Atlanta to Columbus there were 12 rows of 4 seat each. Of all those seats, 3 of us were non-military. And besides the female flight attendant, I was the only female on the flight. And let me tell you, mmmm some of them army boys were looking fine. But it was just my luck that of all the army guys on the flight I had to sit next to some old guy. Ugh, that kinda sucked. But I had some nice eye candy in the airport and on my connecting flight.
OH, and while I was waiting in ATL this older gentleman in a wheelchair was being taken to the elevator to be taken down to load the airplane. And he looked at all the troops and gave them a thumbs up and said, "God bless you all." Most all of them looked up and smil

Taken A Break From Fubarhey whats going on people? I wont be signing on fubar for about 3 weeks.. Taken alil break from here..
see you all in 3 weeks

12:07am, Working Girl Number 7 Appears!I'll keep this one short and simple.
Since I already ranted about these girls. But this blog will explain to you why working girls ARE working girls.
Well... semi-prove... mildly. A chuckle in the least.
I add her.
*wont use names*
WG: hello baby
Panda: Hello.
WG: how are you today baby/
WG: ?
Panda: Great thank you, and yourself?
WG: im feeling realllly good. do you wanna see me?
Panda: Hm?
WG: i got some toys under my bed that i want to use... do you wanna see
Panda: Sure... but what's the catch?
WG: catch? huh? Are you saying that i am a catch?
Panda: ...It means that... you are offering me something... in exchange for me to give you something in return...
WG: oh... ummm... well i have a one day free promo code that will let you see me play.
_________________________________________________
...I just blocked her after that. If there is anything that turns me off more than anything in life is a dummy.
Oh my... I can see why she'd be t

A Psalm Of LifeWhat the heart of the young man said to the psalmist
TELL me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!--
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
And things are not what they seem.
Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art, to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul.
Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,
Is our destined end or way;
But to act, that each to-morrow
Find us farther than to-day.
Art is long, and Time is fleeting,
And our hearts, though stout and brave,
Still, like muffled drums, are beating
Funeral marches to the grave.
In the world's broad field of battle,
In the bivouac of Life,
Be not like dumb, driven cattle!
Be a hero in the strife!
Trust no future, howe'er pleasant!
Let the dead Past bury its dead!
Act,--act in the living present!
Heart within, and God o'erhead!
Lives of great men all remind us
We can make our lives sublime,
And departing, leave behind us
Footp

Come Bid On MeCan I Get A Rate? And If Would Like And Could..Place A Bid For Me :)
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Elliot Yamin~ Wait For YouI never felt nothing in the world like this before
How I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I'm all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears, they keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine, it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I j

I'm A Slut :)Body: ★-JANUARY = SLUT
-Fun to be with.
-Loves to try new things.
-Boy/girls LOVE you.
-You are very hott.
-Secretive.
-Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
-Quiet unless excited or tensed.
-Takes pride in oneself.
-Easily consoled.
-Honest.
-Concerned about people's feelings.
-Tactful.
-Friendly.
-Approachable.
-Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
-Moody and easily hurt.
-Witty and sparkly.
-Spazzy at times.
-Not revengeful.
-Forgiving but never forgets.
-Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
-Loves to be loved.
-Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
-Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days
★-FEBRUARY = SEXY
-Abstract thoughts.
-THE BEST in bed.
-Outgoing.
-Loves reality and abstract.
-Intelligent and clever.
-Changing personality.
-Attractive.
-Fun to be around.
-Sexiest out of everyone. (EVERYONE!!!!!!) Think about it!!!
-A real speed demon.
-Has more than one

Vampyric TerminologyAutovampirism:
The drinking of one's own blood.
Awakening:
The physical and mental changes that occur when someone awakens to their latent vampire nature. The awakening typically occurs during or shortly after the onset of puberty, but in some individuals may take years to manifest. Those undergoing the awakening, undergo various mental and physical changes. These changes often include an increased sensitivity to light and particularly to sunlight, a growing affinity for night and darkness, having one's circadian rhythm become inverted and switching from a nocturnal to a diurnal sleeping schedule, and experiencing the first symptoms of the thirst. Many experience acute feelings of isolation and alienation during this process, as their changing nature distances them increasingly from their "normal" family and friends. Many seek out organizations or groups to help understand their desires and newfound feelings. (See also "turning".)
Beacon:
A particular feeling or energy signat

Freedom RideThe roar of its mighty engine
Settling down upon its seat
Gripping the handlebars so gently
Chromed pegs will hold my feet
A twist of the throttle I now give
My bike surges to life this day
The wind pulling at me as I roll along
Free on the highway I stay
I see the blacktop pass beneath me
Broken white lines become a blur
The sun beating down from the heavens
I listen to the engines steady purr
I feel the heat of the day as I ride
Other bikers surround me as I go
The freedom of the road we travel
Only they will be able to know
I am cooled by the wind as I travel
Enjoying natures beauty as I ride
The joy of being one with nature now
Fulfills me deep down inside
People wave as we pass them by
Little towns e now travel through
Winding along a mountain rode we ride
No life worries, we enjoy the view
A twist of the throttle I give for more power
The chromed engine gives it to me
As if it knows the pleasure I feel
Riding long and hard and being free
One day there

Horny To The Point Of DistractionI don't know whats wrong with me tonight..True it's been awhile since I've had sex..but this is crazy.
I want a cock inside me so bad. I want some one to spank me, whisper absolutely dirty things to me. Make me cry out, fuck me deep & hard till it pushes my pussy open.
I'm thinking I should put this to good use and I've been trying to write my erotic horror stories. But my mind wanders instead of writing!
I'd love to know if this ever happens to anyone else? HeH or what you'd do to me if you were young hot & horny..

Fairies KissIT WAS THE FAIRIES KISS
MAYBE THE LAST
ALL I AM ASKING IS FOR ONE LAST CHANCE
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL?
I SIT ALONE IN THE CORNER
WHILE THE TWO OF YOU DANCE,
I DAYDREAM IS IT MY ONLY ROMANCE?
BUT WHAT I SEE NEXT IS MAGIC,
WHEN FAIRIES KISS.

Clean Bill Of Health!!!!yup! Just got back from the doc's. Said i was 98% healed and that i didnt have to come back to see him. Thanks for all the love and support during this wild time. it's greatly appreciated. Now here is something from the philisophical side of me......
There is a difference between reacting and responding. Let me explain.
A reaction is control by emotion. No more, no less. Whether that emotion is fear, anger, lust, or love. For example, if I were to take a swing at you, you wouldn't stop and think about what to do. You would run, throw your hands up, or start swinging back. The fear of being hit dictates your actions.
A response is controlled by conscince thought. You actually think about how you are going to handle the situation at hand.
An example would be if I throw a frisbee at you. You can decide, to catch it, run after it, let it hit the ground, or not do aything at all. The point is, you counsciously thought about your actions before you acted them out.
J

Anal, Oral, Or VaginalSo, which one of the three holes do you prefer? Men, do you like the pussy, the mouth, or the shitter the best? Ladies, does getting vaginally penetrated get you off the most? Or is it taking it in the turd cutter? I highly doubt it's the act of sucking or swallowing, but does getting your box licked make you howl at the moon like nothing else?
As a man, I'll try and shed some light here for ya. With all things being equal, vaginal intercourse is the way to go without question. But sadly, there are always elements that get in the way. For me, wearing a condom is a necessity, yet it's a distraction that makes getting the pussy only a mild stimulus. I can't feel all that much, so if what I'm inside is kinda deep, I could be fucking a couch for all intents and purposes. Also, if the girl isn't very hygiene oriented, the smell can be a huge turn off. Fish, battery acid, you name it.
The unfortunate thing is, you don't know that for a fact until it's almost too late.
There are

Points And Rankhey guys!!help me get more points someone tell me how to earn more please!

This Is The EndThis is the end,
I took one more glance,
cause I know there isnt
another chance.
I feel the pain,
I wear the chains.
I know I must close the door,
even though my heart is tore.
I cant stop the war.
This is the end.
Mom and Dad,
I feel so sad,
You were suppose to always be here,
To wipe away the tears,
to chase away my fears.
I must go on alone now.
This is the end,
I tried to make things right,
but now it is just one big fight.
You made it clear,
you don't want to hear,
what i have to say,
I couldn't stay.
I need you mom and dad
but i feel so bad.
You were suppose to be love me,
Never cared who I wanted to be,
If you could only see.
You were my hero,
but you made feel like zero.
This is the end,
My heart is falling apart.
I can still hear you calling,
As my tears are falling.
There is no turning back this time,
I must continue to climb.
this is the end.
God knows i tried,
just want to hide.
I love you mom and dad,
but I am so sad,
because you do

Photo Update !!!Hey, Hey ! It's Friday
The weekend's come around again :)
I have added some pictures to my album 'beautiful tigers', please stop by and leave love. They truly are awesome animals.
Thanks heaps!!
I hope you have a lovely weekend.
((hugs))
Lin xx

Looking In The MirrorLooking in the mirror,
I see the person I
was meant to be,
but you just couldnt see.
You were my hero,
but to you I was a zero.
Looking In the Mirror,
I see my tears falling,
can still hear you calling
my name, but
it isnt the same,
to you it was all a game.
Now it feels so strange.
I am down on my knees,
making one last plea,
I know you cant see,
all that I wanted to be.
I stair out into the night sky,
but i cant help but cry,
just hearing the words goodbye.
I feel the strain,
cant stop the pain.
This war inside my head,
cant go to bed,
I wish I were dead.
As I cross the golden shore,
Trying to reach the other side,
if you only knew how much
I have cried,
I only tried to be the best I could,
Looking in the mirror,
I only wish you would have seen,
that I was just a human being,
As I close the door,
I find myself on the floor,
Is this for real,
Is this how it is suppose to feel,
dont know if i will ever heal.
Looking in the mirror,
I know what I

Why Is Israel Important To Bible Prophecy?Why is Israel important to Bible prophecy?
From a secular standpoint it would probably be a mystery why Israel is always in the news. It is a tiny nation that is about the same size as the State of New Jersey and it has no major natural resources.
Israel is important, however, because God made promises to Israel that will be fulfilled. One of the Bible's greatest predictions about Israel has already come to pass. In 1948, Israel was reborn as a nation. The rebirth of the Jewish state should have put aside any doubts that God had abandoned the apple of His eye.
He said, "Son of man, these bones are the whole house of Israel. They say, 'Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.' Therefore prophesy and say to them: 'This is what the Sovereign Lord says: O My people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel. Then you, My people, will know that I am the Lord, when I open your graves and bring you up fr

One And 1I was born 1 minute after 8 am
I am 1 of 4 sons
I hade more the one knee surgery
I am scared of one thing Spiders nothing else
I will say wants on my mind more then once
One day I want to know some one famous hopefully me
One day soon I will go back to Europe
I will only marry once because I know she will be my One and only
I have one heart but try and share with many
One year wiser?
Take one minute to realize your dream
One of these days you will try
One of these days it will come true
One minute ago I made you believe anything is possible
One year from now what will you be doing?
We all have had fallen in love once
That was your one true heart ache
It will happen at least one more time
One minute 10 people died of extreme poverty
One minute later 10 more will go
In the last 3 minutes one died of aids
One person can't change the world
But if we all stand as One we can
We get one chance at life
Take it one step a

Falling Apart....part 3It took that fatal plane crash to bring me out of my self imposed exile, so to speak. It made me realize that I didn't want to be alone for the rest of my life. I want what my daddy and stepmom had. They had just celebrated their 14th anniversary 12 days before the crash. So I started getting online to meet new people. It didn't take long for my heart to get broken yet again. I even had a boyfriend, however brief it was. He dumped me from Afghanistan for a female soldier he liked better. Moving on....
I decided once my daddy's estate was settled, I was going to move the kids out of Oregon so they can have a better life away from the ex in laws. The kids had mentioned that I was planning on moving out. The ex in laws gave me a deadline to be out of there by the end of June 2008. It seems they couldn't wait to get rid of me and my three older kids. They kept moving the date up. Next, it was as soon as my daddy's estate settled...then the final straw, right aftNo er the kids

Decide What You Are Gonna Do!Why is it that when you tell your ex to leave you alone, she can't. Since i told her to leave me alone, she has slandered me, played bullshit games of send people in the bar i hang out at to check on me, and then of all things she calls me for money, WHAT!!!!! Why is it you don't want to be married to me, but since the divorce you think about me, but you can't seem to realize that you need to grow up and learn to live life. But back to the story, I get a call last night while i am at the bar. She is at the bar next door trying to get in, but she lost her money supposedly, so what does she do, she calls me and asks to borrow a dollar to get in. HELL NO!!! I told her i was not going to do that and hung up. well a few minutes later, she text me saying that she got in and thanks anyway, do i care, NO! So then to top it all off, she has the nerve to come in the same bar as me, just long enough to look around to see me. What do i need to do to get rid of you for good!!!!!! I just w

Men Are Assholesok so apparently me and my x fiancee were trying to work out our problems and trying to start a new relationship. you kno getting to kno eachother all over again. but he was saying stuff on his myspace that had nothin to do with me but about him and a differant girl and her x bf. i am so sick of men and their lies. so enless there is a guy that convince me that not all men are ass holes and complete liars and jerks i am completely over and done with men for good.cause right now bein a lesbian looks damn good to me.so if you want to convince me that men are not complete ass holes get a hold of me

A Brotha's Apology...I see you sittin there...so together
but inside the tears keep fallin
I see the anger, the disappointment inside...I hear a voice that`s calling at nights end...u pretend it doesn`t matter that there is no one waiting at home-WELL, I know it matters
because I too am alone.
NOW FOR EVERY MAN THAT EVER HURT YOU, FOR EVERY TEAR THAT FELL FROM YOUR EYES..HERE AND NOW I`D LIKE TO APOLOGIZE!
I`M SORRY for the many nights you spent staring at the phone,
I`M SORRY for the birthdays,the holidays...just the days you spent alone,
I`M SORRY for the other women that made you feel less than the queen you are,
I`M SORRY that he reached for the moon when in his hand he held a star,
I`M SORRY for the broken promises,the broken ribs and blackened eyes behind tinted shades,
I`M SORRY for the fear you had,the risk he takes.
I`M SORRY that the only time you heard I LOVE YOU was when he found himself between your thighs,
HERE AND NOW WITH MY SOUL,WITH MY HEART, TO YOU....I APOLOGIZE.
I`M SORRY

Passion Vs. Lust - Susan K. RowseLust is as animals in heat with no name exchange,
no emotions involved and sex shared in a brief incidental moment.
Passion is released from the soul of your inner being. It is desire - mixed with emotion and a sense of being compelled to please and be pleased. It's a sensation that only the heart, soul, mind and body can share with another person.
Lust is superficial and rests on the surface.
It's strictly felt then disregarded after the moment ends.
Passion comes from within. It has depth, thought and involves all the senses.
Lust asks no questions and seeks no answers.
It is merely sex fulfilled and final.
Passion *is* compassion, in a sense, and a desire to give as well as receive. It is pleasure personified...in all things.
Lust is selfish.
Passion is not.
Lust can last a minute, an hour or longer...but short-lived when compared to passion.
Passion dwells inside the mind and embraces smell, touch, spirit and the lives of those involved

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Deleting AccountWell I think I should leave the FU. I've had some creepers bother me on here and men that don't get that I am a very taken woman.

The Asshole In My LifeI AM GETTING STUFF PUT AWAY FOR WHEN I GET READY TO MOVE, AND THE ASSHOLE THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY HUSBAND OFFERED TO HELP ME MOVE WHEN I DO. I TOLD HIM THAT I GOT IT UNDERCONTROLL. AFTER BEING WITH HIM FOR 10 FUCKING YEARS NOW HE WANT'S TO HELP ME. HE CAN HELP ME BY LEAVING ME THE FUCK ALONE AND GETTING HIMSELF THE MUCH NEEDED HELP HE NEEDS TO KICK THE HABBIT OF DRUGS AND ALCOHOL. HE IS SUCH A FUCKING PUTZ ANYMORE AND I WISH I HAD THE STRENGTH TO KNOCK HIM ON HIS FUCKING ASS TO SHOW HIM HOW IT FELLT WHEN HE DID IT TO ME. FUCK HIM AND THE HORSE HE ROAD IN ON. THAT COCK SCUKING MOTHER FUCKER.

The Prayer"The Prayer"
Lord give me grace and dancing feet
And the power to impress
Lord give me grace and dancing feet
Let me outshine, the moon
Is it so wrong, to crave recognition?
Second best, runner-up
Is it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more than is given to you?
Than is given to you
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm, I will slice
I will dazzle them with my wit
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm, I will slice
I will dazzle, I will outshine, them all
Standing on the packed dance floor
Our bodies thrown in time
Silent on the weekdays
Tonight I claim what's mine
Is it so wrong to crave recognition?
Second best, runner-up
Is it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more than is given to you?
Than is given to you
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm an I will slice
and I will dazzle them with my wit
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm, I will slice
I will dazzle, I will outshine, them all
Tonight make me unst

Jan 23January 23, 2008
Quote of the Day
"We cannot do everything at once but we can do something at once."
– Calvin Coolidge

MeI Will Never Accept To Take Someone's Mistake On Me ,,,
If You Been Hurt By Some One Blame them Not Me PLEASE ...
If a Man Beats a Woman Then He Is Not a Man ,, He Is a Chicken
Dont Make Anyone Priority In your Life If You Are Just An Option In Their Life
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly
The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in
Women Should be treated like glass and diamonds ... easy to break and a value to have
Trust is big treasure if you find it in some one then be sure you are rich person
Smile is the key for every one's heart... with it you can own the world and without it you mean nothing to the world
Love never hurt people...
We hurt each other when we are in love but can't be together
Happiness has a different meaning to every one...

WeirdosHookrsn8bals: I want a woman to call me or type if need be and watch me stroke my cock, tell me how to do it, tell me to finger my asss while I am doing it if she wants, flog my cock with a belt, verbally abuse me and then when she lets me cum, when ever that is i have to lick it all up for her to see
what the fuck is that shit? seriously, comments people wow.

Petstoresi was talking to a friend today about how animals are now being tortured and abused for meats and furs...but of course i for got to mention petstores...
i already knew that most animals were being treated like shit in the petstores...the dogs come from puppy mills, nothing is ever fed, no exercise or proper sheltering...
then i decided to check my email after our conversation and i had a new email from PETA about just that...the petstores...specifically petsmart..the one store everyone thinks is right..
well i opened it and it talked about new abuse that an undercover person had found out about...how the animals were forced to breed, surgeries were never done the right, PAINLESS way, loose animals were killed in an ignorant uncalled for way, even the cleaning of an animal after a surgery was wrong...
animals were stepped on, squashed, forced to breed, nails pulled, clorox was used for cleanup, animals were drowned in their cages from their water, most were being thrown in containe

FantasyFantasy
All my life I had built up a fantasy
of the perfect man.
Countless romance stories and fables
helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind.
Searching for that fantasy lead to many
disappointments.
Reality made it clear that there was no such man.
And as the years went by, the fantasy started
to fade away - until I met you.
I had almost given up on the fantasy until
my fantasy became reality,
that reality became you.

My Angel PoemThe moment I opened my heart and let you in
I saw this great love starting to begin.
I opened my eyes to a vision of you
I hope, I pray your feelings are true.
I have loved and I have paid the cost
And I have felt the pain of the love I lost.
But, now, I think I have truly found
An Angel who walks upon the ground.
You go beyond all limits for me
Just to show your love endlessly.
I could search my whole life through
And never find another 'you'.
You are so special that I wanted you to know
I truly, completely love you so.
Author unknown

Different Drummer"If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away."
~ Henry David Thoreau

Dating10 Commandments for Dating – for Men
1 ) Thou shalt think quality, not quantity!
It is best to take your time and focus on finding the right women for you, not on dating as many hotties as you possibly can. Your membership will be much more valuable to you if you use it to find your life partner, rather than to facilitate rabid serial dating. Word about that will spread, and women will not want to date you.
2 ) Thou shalt call a lady within 48 hours on a weekday or 72 hours on a weekend or holiday once you get her number.
The sooner, the better, as she'll be expecting your call. If you don't connect on the first try, be sure to leave her one or more telephone numbers at which she can reach you. If you don't hear back from her within 48 hours on a week day, or 72 hours on a weekend. Never ask a woman out on a first date via e-mail. Remember women are auditory and fall in love "through their ears." A woman will bond with you more quickly if she can hear your voice.
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Request Your SongsClick the pic, to make a request. Fubar is taking nearly 12 hrs to inform of comments..

Managing Open RelationshipsManaging Open Relationships: Fuck Buddies and Friends with Benefits When I was younger, I loved open relationships. People call them “no strings attached” relationships, “fuck buddies” or “friends with benefits”, but whatever name they go by, for most men they are hard to pass up — there is something intensely satisfying about being able to ring up a girl at 11PM, be having sex with her at 11:30, and then be saying goodbye to her by 2:30AM. Of course, as I got older I realized this had a lot to do with fear of abandonment and commitment, but I was able to address those issues in time, and develop healthier long-term relationships as well. But when you’re young it’s time to play a bit, to sow those wild oats and, more importantly, to get a good cross-section of experience with a variety of different partners without getting too serious. It’s like dancing: you can’t tell who’s a good partner unless you’ve had some experience with bad partners. The problem, of course, is that “open relati

Rules And Those Who Make Them.I keep running across these people who make rules on how and who will be added to their friends here on fubar. It would be funny if it wasn't so damned lame, most of us are here to have fun, be off the wall, and be as debauched and riskque as we could never be in real life.
With this comes a downside like in everything else in life, for your actions you will sometimes get comments and pics you really will not like and may piss you off. All I can say is this is part and parcel to being a member on this site and if your actions and pics draw such reactions who's fault is that really? Oh and ladies, Smile in your pics, it is really quite becoming. Later and have fun everyone!

Being Told What To DoHow would you feel if someone told you what to do?
For example: you were in a contest and you belonged to a bombing family, and u had some friends who didnt belong to the family, come bomb you. Now you want to return the favor to the friends who arent in the family, and the family you were in said its against the family rules.
I say its bullshit... you should be able to help anyone who bombs you in a contest reguardless of if they are in the family or not. Seriously is that not what friends do for each other, help each other when help is needed........or simply be a decent human being and return the favor, which by the way is called common courtesy in case you didn't know.
Now I can see if your friend is in a contest at the same time (or same contest for that matter ) as a family member, the family member would get first priority, but if they are not and its just one or the other in a contest or your family member's contest is done & your friends is not, you should

Tell Me What Ya Think!Does your pain leave a stain
Does it cause you to refrain
From speaking your own mind
Whenever your eyes meet mine
Does your fear bring you to tears
Making everything unclear
Do you want to hold my hand
Or is that more than you can stand
Are there wounds that never heal
Making how you feel seem so surreal
Do you sob in desperation
Do you scream in aggravation
Does your heart leave you confused
And you don't know what to do
Guess what I've been there to
And it's all because of you
This has gone too far
I just hope I can live with the scars

How To Become A Fu Angel!!!ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!!
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Drinking Black And Tans.....1. When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
LAST NIGHT, WHILE WATCHING LAW AND ORDER:CI THAT DUDE SO DESERVED TO GET PUNCHED IN THE FACE FOR BEING A FUCK UP!!
2. Do hugs make you feel better?
NO, THEY USUALLY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE CRAP BECAUSE APPARENTLY I SUCK AT HUGGING.
3. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
YUP, COMFY AS FUCK IF THE FLOOR ISN'T DISGUSTING.
4. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
BEFORE.
5. What did you do today?
SLEPT ILL 2, WENT TO BILO RENTED SOME MOVIES AND BOUGHT SOME BEER, RAN IN TO ASHLEE, WENT HOME ATE DRANK, WATCHING MOVIES...
6. Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
ONCE OR TWICE, BUT ONLY DUE TO LACK OF TIME.
7. Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?
YEAH, I CAN'T MANAGE ONE, LET ALONE 3.
10. Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?
PERMANENT, BUT PLAYING THE FILED IS SORTA WORKING FOR N

Thinkin Of YouWhen I ate today at noon
All I could think about was you
Wishing you was here to do what you do
Wishing I could feed you with my spoon
Hoping someday I'll see your smile again
I don't know if I can take all this pain
Knowing that I am here and you are there
Thinking about the times we had and will not have
You are the best there ever was and will be
There is nothing to explain you, but lovely
Even when I was sad you made me happy
I just don't know what to do
I just hope one day, I get to see you

En Things Men Would Do If They Woke Up With A Vagina For A Day...10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers.
9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half.
8. See if they could finally do the splits.
7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet.
6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch.
5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time.
4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first.
3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video.
2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too.
1. Finally find that damned G-spot.

First Time Flyer!!ok i was wandering if any of you people who has flown b4 have any advice for someone whos going on there first fight here in a few days right now im very nervous and any `help or suggestions would be nice ty for reading and hope you all have a good day.

Some Good SexHaving u Screaming for more and more
Current mood: naughty
Having u screaming for more and more is my mission
To please u and satisfy you in every position
I start by caressing u wit my masculine hands
Not to rough, and not to soft just enough u cant stand
As I go up and down ur back touching every curve
Having u moan and groan every verb
I move to use my lips and my tongue
Just kissing and licking down ur back to remove that thong
wit only my tongue
Know ur moist and wet but I still not ready to give u the dick yet
So instead I go down on top ur legs just before the split, caressing and kissing ur thighs
Now ur squirming all over the place and I haven't even started to eat and
your so entice that u think ur high
So I stop the tease game
I spread ur lips open I like my finger tip
And start playing wit ur clit
Know I barely touch the clit but rub it till u keep grinding
Now u close your legs wit excitement binding
Them together

Page 10 Of 20 On PolyamoryBut that's different. That's cheating.
Precisely. If you want more than one lover--which most people do, in spite of the romantic myth you may have been brought up to believe--then integrity and decency demands that you be honest and up-- about it.
I've been approached and propositioned by women who have asked me, point-blank, "So, ould you ever cheat?" When I say "I am open to having other lovers, but I would never cheat--we can become lovers only if my partner approves" they usually freak out."Oh, that's just too weird"
So apparently there re a lot of people who are perfectly fine with lying and deception, who won't hesitate to betray their spouse and think nothing of it--but who can't accept the idea of integrity and honesty.
Those people aren't my lovers. Anyone who can betray their spouse can betray me as well, and I don't want people like that in my life.
So you're saying that everyone is either poly or cheating?
No. Some people seem ired for m

Right HereStaind - Right Here
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive

“if I Can’t Be Beautiful, I Want To Be Invisible.”Well the day is near, only way down till my court date. Im deathly afraid of something going wrong and i will be heading to the slammer. But i hope that it doesn't lead to that and i just leads to me paying a fine of some sort our to do some community service our just anything but jail. I have been a mental basket case of latley due to my court case coming up, also accepting that i'm single and need to pick myself up and just try to move on, even though it will be the heardest relationship to get over, but i know im not the one for her right now and i need to become a better person before i dive back into the dating game with anyone.
I don't know what else to say other then i'm not happy on my living sitiuation here at my parnets house, due to the fact i don't have many friends to hang out with our one i can call when im having a bad day, i'm back to having just good time friends. All my real friends are spread out across the country, well mainly the east coast. I plan on seeing tw

Thoughtswell this my first time experiancing this and let me tell yall this is kick ass... wel time to explore this place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First Biggest Changes To Profile And PageHey all you peeps that are my friends/fans and family, I have been noticing an awful lot of peepers but no rates or comments. Most do not even message me or SB me. Well because of that I am changing up some of my family, locking my NSFW's to be open to only family, and adding a secret code in my profile to add you newbies (without it you will not be added). Sorry I have had top do this but I think it is only fair. Those that are kind and ask nicely I may open it up for you at my discretion. Thanks and have a wonderful day.

Bad Girls Pimpouthttp://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2683366833
This Needs To Be Reposted By All Bad Girls..If You Get This Message.. "i fucking hate you" Then You Need To Add 'IMA SLUT but not your slut aka Meowzette' To Your Friends List To Repost It

3 Month Old Baby Murdered, Please Help!I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488
please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see it i would really appreciate it
thank you everyone
http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html
(repost of original by 'Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-' on '2008-01-30 22:34:20')

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Red Neck Dog StoryOn a hot summer day, a redneck came into town with his dog. He tied the
dog under the shade of a tree and went into the bar for a cold beer.
About 20 minutes later a policeman came into the bar and asked who owned
the dog tied under the tree. The redneck said that it was his .
The policeman said, "Your dog seems to be in heat."
The redneck replies, "No way dog's in heat she's cool kawse I got 'er
tied unner the shade tree."
The policeman says, "No! You don't understand your dog needs to be bred.
"No way," the redneck says, "dog don't need bread, she ain't hongry,
kawse I fed 'ER beef jerky this mornin'."
Now the policeman gets mad and yells out; "NO! You don't seem to
understand, your dog wants to have sex!"
The redneck looks at him with a long pause and says, "Go 'head. I always
wanted a police dog!"

Sisters 4ever(written By Me 4 My Sis Katrina)Way Back When We Were Younger, I Knew We Were Bestfriends.Back Then We Always Fought But We Had Eachothers Backs.You Where Always There For Me,Was Always On My Side No Matter What.I Love You
Sis Always And 4Ever.
Whenever Your In A Jam Or Need Someone To Talk To,Have No Fear,Ill Have Your Back,Ill Be There In A Heartbeat.Il Never Let You Down Cause We Are Sisters 4Ever Woah, Oh,Oh,Oh

Deep Within My Heart Written By Sabrina For DavidDeep Within My Heart
Written By Sabrina
For David
**********************************************
Deep Within My Heart I Know Our Love Is True.
When Ever You Look At Me I Get So Weak, Baby
You Got Me Trippin, I Dont Know What To Do..
Oh Baby Deep Within My Heart..
I Feel Your Love So True.
What Have I Done To Make You All Mine?
Ever Since You Came Along,My Whole World Has Turned Around.
Deep Within My Heart I Know There's Only You.
I'll Never Let You Go,Because I Love You So.
I've Searched My Whole Life For A Love Like This.
Oh Baby Yeah! I Want You,Want You For The Rest of My Life.

Just WonderingSO....what do you do when the one person who can make you smile... the one who makes everything better... is the one who is making you cry???

This Idiot That's Looking For Slave Girls Had The Nerve..to refer to me as a girl..let alone a possible slave...after this weird convo.
misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material?
->multifacets: i'm not into being a slave girl..
->multifacets: are you good slave boy material?
misterak25...: mhh don't think so.... i am sure your
ass is much more usable and trained then mine
this little twerp then had further nerve to block my response which would've been;
'i've trained more slave boy and girl pussy , ass and cock that you ever will. for you all i need is an enema bag, some lube and a strap on.' you gotta be a good slave before you can master anyone, you little punk ass..
what kind of master can't carry on a dialogue?? anyone who is a slave girl to this sad case will not be trained properly *lol*..

Reason For Leavingsubject: what has happen ?
i have thought long and hard on this
i may still not made a decision
ever since the new feature on the bartab
there has been alot less traffic on my blogs
i have enjoyed reading comments on my blogs
now some dont see when i have posted
their bartab is scrolled so fast they missed it
this has made it more boring to be here
i dont know if this is a goodbye or not
i have tried reading mumms more now
and these have been changing too
many have noticed the slow down
when ever you post your pictures
your friends dont know you did
so your picture doesnt get rated
so you post a mumm to announce
i'm still experimenting with other things
maybe there is a way to rid the boredom
what has happen to lost cherry
what has happen to cherry tap
what has happen to fubar
f-u-b-a-r must stand for something
tired also of all the hate that has developed
i dont know what it is ? jealousy
if it is the fighting about ratings
its fighting about