Sacrifice your life - my new mantra

You don't neeed to do the world any favors. You need to retire from the drama queen business.

Apparently, he doesn't mean die, even though that is the only proper way to understand the words he actually used. (See the his post #4 above).

Do you think I am daft enough to have thought KiR was contemplating suicide?

KiR is merely being overly dramatic. While it is true that he needs to refocus his attention to less self destructive behaviors. These grandiose public declarations and loudly broadcast personal goals have proven to be self defeating and simply add to the depression and self loathing that occur upon each relapse and makes recovery more and more difficult.