Man. I wish i could turn back the clock and figure out where exactly I messed up. But a thug ain't got a time machine. Daytime TV was right when they "like sands through the hourglass so are the days of our lives" ...or something. Truth be told I have never watched a whole soap from start to finish. They are a big commitment. I'm not good with that.

I kinda feel like I am going to vomit. Either the skirt i was wearing was too tight in the waist or I have the plague. Or I'm having an anxiety attack. Also all I had to eat today were three delicious Pillsbury cinnamon buns. I am beelining it to some serious scurvy.

The prospect of moving is bumming me out. The new place is rad.. but the actual transporting of copious amounts of crap will kill me. A lot. And I have to get up at the crotch of dawn tomorrow and part with some more money.