Higher than the Rooftop: Missing...

It’s fifteen after seven and darkness dwells everywhere. I stand here in this reserved rooftop just in time meeting the night. A puff of cool wind greeted my face as I come close to my favorite spot. I breathe in then breathe out the familiar air for several times. It's always so refreshing to do this, as if it invigorates my soul.

My choco crème frappe is almost empty but still there are no stars. Even my Mickeywon’t appear. (Sigh) As if the sky tells me I can’t have a wish tonight. This night is so odd and incomplete…and the ambiance here is pretty unusual. Well, I don’t blame the starless sky. Perhaps, it’s just me who is feeling strange and incomplete.

This is such a heavenly feeling, being in a soaring place under the stars…higher than everything and everyone else. I look up the dark skies hoping to see my favorite star yet it’s just the moon. And from the countless of things, it reminds me of you…the way you’ve been there for me when there were no stars in the night…

And so I am standing here realizing the missing piece…tears started to fall as the gentle wind kisses my skin. But I couldn’t feel the chills. I miss you…my angel in the night…not because you were my lover but because you’ve been my best friend. I miss the times that I could just be me without the world to mind.

But I fell in love with you…and we needed to part ways. I know in any way and in any how I’ve said cruel things I never meant to. I want to apologize for that and I am sorry angel that I fell in love with you…I am sorry that I tried to hold you when you needed to fly away…And for this thing that’s happening to me right now, I know you understand. I know you’re just there ready to be a friend and an angel. I hope I could still find you when I’m ready to smile again…

I'm back to my roofie thanks for bringing me :) I wrote this one for someone who'll always have my heart (she knows who she is) and I love her damn a lot. I'm glad you're enjoying reading this series of hubs moi friend. XO

really? you're on the second..hope to see you again on the next..lol THANKS!

Run Down Battery

8 years agofrom UK

OK... you have me hooked now!

AUTHOR

Fehl Dungo

8 years agofrom close to you...

very often.

because that's part of falling in love, "to take a fall"

it's like a hurricane, when you're trapped, you don't care bout anything else because of the heavenly feeling..you don't care even if you wont escape in the end, whether it's gonna kill you..you just don't care anymore..becoz all you care about the most is just to collide with him while the twirl is still on :)

brandonfan

8 years agofrom Mid West

How often though, does it seem that maybe the whole " falling in love" parts job is to only frustrate and tease with what we will never truly have?

AUTHOR

Fehl Dungo

8 years agofrom close to you...

Thanks Dark Heart :)

I never apologize for falling in love, I love falling in love. And I never regret ever falling. I was just sorry that things kinda messed up at the time I discovered I'm already fallin..

Things like that happen sometimes..fear, confusion..but anyhow those things are powerless than the heart..

Dark Heart

8 years ago

This is so beautiful Blaise.

Don't ever apologize for falling in love.

It happens on its own sometimes.

AUTHOR

Fehl Dungo

8 years agofrom close to you...

:) thanks again Keira. It means a lot for being my friend.

We're not really back together..but I'm happy for whatever we have right now. TC and God bless :)

keira7

8 years ago

This si so beautiful, I wasn`t sure if I had to comment or leave you in private with Angel in the night.:) Anyway so happy to see you back together. This is lovely hub and a lovely comment to you from Angel. I am really happy for you 2. Wish you all the best. God Bless you guys.:) Thanks for sharing. Have a wonderfull weekend.

AUTHOR

Fehl Dungo

8 years agofrom close to you...

thank you Angel...I know you're just there...and I kinda feel I can't face you yet..for the things that I've said and wronged..I know this will pass...I miss you badly.

Angel in the night...

8 years ago

Blaise, i'll be right here waiting for you.. i know i was a fool to let you go and things were meant to work out differently. Time heals all pain and when this process is over.. i will be here waiting for you. You know who i am by the way i write so don't question it.. i miss not talking to you.. i just hope things work out the way they should.

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