Stories And Feelings Through Words And Photographs.

A question mark.

FIRST OF ALL, HAPPY NEW YEAR! THIS PAST YEAR WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING IN SO MANY WAYS FOR ME. DEFINITELY A YEAR TO REMEMBER. 2014 IS COMPLETELY A MYSTERY BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE IDEA OF WHAT I’M GOING TO DO. I RECENTLY FINISHED COLLEGE AND NOW I HAVE TO FIND A JOB WHILE I FIND SOME WAY TO GO STUDY IN THE US. THE PROBLEM IS THAT IT SCARES ME TO DEATH JUST THINKING OF A JOB IN WHICH I HAVE TO INTERACT WITH PEOPLE. I’M SO MUCH BETTER BUT I STILL DON’T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH CERTAIN THINGS. I DON’T KNOW IF I’M GOING TO BE ABLE TO GET A JOB, OR TO GO TO THE US, OR GET OVER MY STUPID FEARS. IF I DON’T DO ANY OF THOSE THINGS I’M GOING TO BE STUCK IN MY HOUSE FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG. THAT MEANS ME NOT TALKING TO ANYONE, NOT DOING ANYTHING AND ME GETTING DEPRESSED AGAIN. I’M TRYING TO HAVE A BETTER ATTITUDE AND TRYING TO SAY YES TO MORE THINGS BUT IT’S STILL HARD. I KNOW I WILL EVENTUALLY DO WHAT I WANT TO DO. HOPEFULLY, THIS YEAR.