Although I'm not good enough a writer to actually be at stake as an author, I feel that I have to express what I feel are points about life, and which I can't (at least not easily enough)write with good quality. I apologize for that :-( ... and hope people can enjoy these stories anyway.

Friday, August 5, 2016

The Dilemma

“They all are assholes, the whole
extended family, even! They're all that bad!”

“I suppose you mean that they all
feel that it's not worth it to be moral, unless they themselves,
respectively I mean, are threatened somehow?”

“Yes! I mean that!”

“I suppose, then, they all are
bastards enough not to ever be considerate towards those they can't
find to be potential enemies if they don't?”

“I guess so, bro!” Richard said.
“Mom and dad also say they're all but totally evil. I even say
totally!”

His brother looked at him. “I feel
that our parents are right! They're hardly that evil! At least not
all of them!”

“But then why do they freaking
pretend everyone else is too low to be considered a friend, even
those who are good enough to be friends with everybody else?!”

“I don't know! Perhaps they're as
stubborn as that! And then the evils in them makes it even worse than
what that would be in the first place!”

“Even so, Daniel, we have to admit to
ourselves that they seem to have evil in their genes, don't they?!”

“It might only seem to be that! You
know it's cultural! I guess that means it must be social in their
case, since they're all part of the same culture we are!”

“I can't say they're not evil in
their genes because they all seem to be the same kind of stuck up
about it!”

Daniel looked thoughtfully at his
brother. “Have you spoken to mom or so, let's see what she thinks!
Or to dad? I bet he, even, wouldn't want to agree with that!”

“I feel that whether or not they do
feel that way, they wouldn't want to deal with them much, and they
couldn't, they either, I think, come up with any explanation for
their evil, probably than the one I had! I mean they're not fucken
losers who would have to be desparate or something! They're not
obviously different from us and the others here, so that they'd
perhaps be bullied ... or become paranoid in some other way - from
being outsiders, that is. ...”

“But how could it be that their
extended family on both sides should be the same about that!? I mean
they shouldn't be evil both sides, if it's just one trait that we
don't all have or something, we who actually are much of the same
heritage (or at least so it seems)?!”

“I don't know for sure, but I feel
they might be inbreeding, simply! Perhaps there's no one else to fuck
for those bastards!”

“Haha! I guess you're right in that
sense! They can't find others who are actually evil enough even
that!”

But now Richard took time to think for
a while. “I think that,” he began at last, “they don't feel
good enough to actually be screwed by anyone who isn't evil enough to
be their friend. But at the same time I bet they could be rapists and
such!”

His brother sighed. “I agree. I too
can believe that they're too evil to have any other kids than those
who spring from rape and so on, apart from perhaps those who come to
be in some evil orgy or so!”

“Yeah! That's where I'm coming from!”

“I declare that we aught to be able
to label them genetically evil. But what if it seems that we're
simply being evil ourselves? I mean the Nazis, and there are lots of
other tyrannies too that did that, they pretended it was evil to be
for example a Jew - I mean with the Nazis it was for example a Jew.
And the others, they too had some similar prejudices! Sort of like
anyone could be taken as their enemy as soon as they had some outer
feature that made them pertain to some group they - the tyrants -
labelled as the enemy!”

“I know! And that's why I feel that
this shouldn't be seen as similar to the tyrannies; because they
don't very much have features that make them pertain to so-called
enemies - except for exactly that they really re nasty, cruel and
evil! ... It's only that still it will be seen, I guess, like
something that could be them, since they oftentimes - right, bro?
- pretended to be threatened by the evil in those enemies.”

“That's right! And thereby I pertain
to that this shouldn't be said, and that we should just be hating
them for what they are, and they should go to hell when they die, and
that will solve it all!”