T lost it and i could see him getting more an more angry, he nit my arm and he scratched my face (dunno how when he has no nails!) and i have a nice mark near my eye.

OK while T was in meltdown he tried to make himslef sick, sticking his fingers down his throat! i dunno where he gets that from or why he does it but it really does upset me to see my little boy in such a state. I was restraining him at one point (to stop him harming himself and us) then he stopped just like that saying he wanted to go toilet. Well knowing T like i do i knew he wanted to self harm and thats why he did this, so after not giving for a long while i let him go and immediately he stick his fingers down his throat again!

He did it several times and made a mess on his dads lap on purpose, when he did it he said 'are u happy now' to his dad. I cant get my head aorund the fact that T is 6 yr old and the things he does now really scare me and what the hell will he be doing in another 4 yrs? I forgot tho i want T to be showing these behaviours as social services have said to me, coz its great fun NOT!!!!!!!!!!!