Thursday, October 17, 2013

what would be enough?

”What would be enough?”
“How do you mean?”
“Since no one can have it all, what would be enough for you?”

“For me?... I would want to be able to call the whole world my home. I don't ever want to have to settle down in one and the same place. I want to discover the world and I want the world to discover me. I want to be in no need of luxuries. I want to live simple. I want to own as few things as possible. I want to be rich in other things than money. I want to be healthy. I want to work my way trough the world and never have to stay in the same place longer than I want to. I want to learn new things everyday. I want to have deep, meaningful, conversations with strangers. I want to teach important things to people that don't know them. I want to talk to children and try to understand their world. I want to help people all over the world, with whatever they need help with. I want to be amazed everyday. I want to do everything I'm scared of doing. I want to see everything worth seeing. I want to receive equal to what I give. I want my heart to be in everything I do. I want to laugh everyday. I want to be free to cry whenever needed. I want music to surround me all the time. I want to loose myself in breathtaking books that lets me escape the world for a while. I want to always move forward. I want no destination, I only want the journey. I want to be able to pause and enjoy everything I do. I want to love, a lot. And I want to put that love into someone else. And I want that love to mean something. I want it to be important. I want to fall in love with places. I want to fall in love with all the seas, meadows and mountains in the world. I want beautiful views. I want to live wild and crazy. I want to live on the edge. I want to live and not just survive. I want to feel that I'm alive. I want to live every second of my life. I want to be forever young and I want to grow old and wise. I want to be surrounded by people and I want to have my alone time. I don't ever want to feel lonely. I want to be strong enough to be on my own. I don't want to have my heart broken and I don't want to break anyone else's. I want people to remember me and I want them to miss me. I don't ever want to have to leave people behind, If I do, I always want to come back. I want it to be bright and light. I want no darkness. I want moments that takes my breath away and makes my heart stop. I want to be awesome. I want to feel good. I want to love myself. I want to be proud of who I am. I want to fail and I want to succeed. And I want to learn from it, from everything. I want to be someone's first choice. I want to change at least one life. I want my time on earth to mean something. I don't want to be afraid to feel. I want to feel excited everyday. I don't want to be afraid to hear the truth. I want the lies only when it's absolutely necessary. I don't ever want to loose myself along the way. I always want to be a hundred percent me. I want to believe in forever and I want to prove that I'm right. I want to someday touch the sky. I want to fly. I want to dream big. And I want to succeed. I want more hellos than goodbyes. I don't ever want to have to say farewell. I want to feel free. I want to live free. I want to be a good friend. I want to have good friends. I want people to be able to trust me. And I want to learn how to trust people back. I can take bad days, as long as it is a good life. I can take the rain, as long as there is sunshine. All I want, is for me not to be a bad person. I want moonlight, sunsets, sunrises, deep blue oceans, waterfalls, adrenaline, moped rides, empty freeways, high speed, the wind in my face, long walks, sand between my toes, a lot of good junk food, big cities, small villages, colors, happiness. Most of all I want to be happy and I want that feeling to feel like home. I want to do whatever I want, wherever I want, whenever I want to. And I want to do it for me. I want to live my life for no other than myself. Because that would be enough.”