Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Yesterday I wanted to get back to my normal self and not be worried over Tony and Roger kissing.

Fuck That! (the worry).

I called my #1 Fan and he met me a half hour later. Just like yesterday we met, he sucked, he rimmed, I came down his throat. He kept me in an orgasmic bliss for around 30 minutes. I finished by standing up and fucking the back of his throat. He helped me dress (he has a thing about that; he wants to be of service). After we are done, he has a goofy, estatic look on his face, like someone who just won the lottery might have.

Later that night I hooked up with a guy online. He was very hot Mexican, 6', 27 years old, 150 lbs, very nice dick. He came over dropped his pants and went to his knees and started sucking me. He was good at it. He then turned around, bent over and started wagging his ass at me. I rubbed my wet dick head on his hole. I then spit on my fingers and started to rub his hole getting him ready. I fingered his ass and it was clean and nicely tight, but not too tight. I applied more spit to my cock and slowly pushed in. No Rubber. It felt wonderful and he would push back each time I thrust into him. This boy loves cock up his ass. I shot a big load into him. I came and came. It was an extended orgasm.

He had a really excellent dick, but I ignored it completely. I want our dynamic to be him giving me his ass. If I paid attention to his dick or sucked it, it might change the dynamic.

Monday, November 15, 2010

I had a weekend that was both great and unsettling. The night before I had another "make out" session with Tony, which consisted of passionate kissing and feeling each other up, and carressing each other's bodies.

On Saturday, I had a small get together at my house. Included in the guests were Tony and a gay friend, who is married. The married guy is very attractive.
He is in a loveless marriage, but doesn't want to end it due to having a lot of mutual assets (House/cars/motorhomes/rental houses, etc). His wife doesn't know about him, but he said that she suspects.
This guy I will call Roger. He is late 30's, with a beautiful, trim body. He also has a very handsome face, good skin, great teeth and he looks and acts straight. He was an acquaintance through work. I am not in the closet so I'm sure everyone knows and he called me one night when his wife was out of town.
He wanted to come over and look a painting that I had told him about.
I of course let him and he hinted around about me being gay and he told me that he had gay feelings. He had only been with one guy, one time, in college.
I asked him if he thought about having sex with a guy:

Roger: All of the time.

Me: Want to give it a go.

Roger: Sure! with a big smile on his face.

We went to my bedroom and removed our clothes. He started warning me that he had a small dick.
I told him that it didn't matter and he kept bringing it up.

Me: Roger, you are so handsome that it doesn't matter that your dick isn't that big.

Roger: But everyone else is so much bigger. I don't want to disappoint you.

Me: You can NOT disappoint me. All you have to do is show up. As in be here, right now, with me naked. Whatever happens will be great. Even if either of us screws up sexually. If you are in bed with me and naked, it can only be right.

Naked, he has a beautiful body, not much hair, but a treasure trail. He dick is small at probably 4 1/2" and somewhat thin. It is rock hard. The head points down somewhat. I was OK with it. Mine was a monster next to his. He had me beat on looks and body though.
We started having sex and he was loving it. I was pretty good with it myself. He kept bringing up self doubts and I finally said.

Me: Listen dude. Stop analyzing this too much. You are a really handsome guy. All you have to do is "show up" and the other guy will be happy.

At one point I said: Dude shut up and suck on my dick.

He wanted to do anal, which to him meant I fuck him and then he fuck me.
I told him that I didn't want to get fucked. He said :

Roger: If you fuck me, I'll have to fuck you.

Me: No, not going to happen.

The oral sex went along well, and he told me that I wasn't a good kisser. He wanted me to kiss him in a more conservative way. When I kiss, I am usually told that I am a great kisser. I hear that all of the time, plus I can tell that it is true by the other guy's reactions.

He also said: It would be great if you trimmed your bush down and shaved your balls.

Me: I'm happy with what I have going on.

Roger: I'd like it a lot better if you were trimmed.

Me: Some guys love for the guy to be trimmed. Others prefer a more natural look.

Now my bush is not long and scraggly. My balls actually have very little hair. I was thinking that this was great to have this trim muscular handsome guy in my bed sucking my dick. I was now starting to be a little turned off (but not enough to not enjoy the rest of the evening). I did end up fucking him with a rubber.

I knew that we would not be regular fuck buddies on my part. He was very willing to have it be a regular thing. He is a great guy, we just didn't click from my point of view. This weekend he told me that I could have him any time that I wanted.

I later had him take a photo of himself naked which he e mailed to me so that I could show it to my friends and hook him up.

Roger: Is this photo good enough.

Me: It is an awesome pic. It is the perfect bait to get you laid.

At the party at my house on Saturday, Tony and Roger met. I had told Roger that Tony was sort of my boyfriend, but he had another friend that wanted to meet him. I should have realized that I should have never let them meet. Roger really likes Latinos. He is also emotionally starving at the gay buffet. Roger and Tony exchanged #'s and Tony told me the next day that they had kissed. I had told him that Roger had told me that I wasn't a great kisser. Tony told me that I was a really good kisser, but that Roger was also a good kisser.

I didn't know if Tony was being honest or fucking with my head. With reflection and having talked with him today, I think he is flirting and trying to get me jealous. I was in a funk and a weird state on Sunday and Monday wondering if I had lost Tony as a lover. Tony is the type that if he has a boyfriend, there is not fooling around on the side.

It's kind of fucked up if you think about it. Tony had only ever kissed 2 men. His previous lover and me. I'm somewhat upset thinking that he kissed my friend, and at the same time, I myself am a huge slut.

The next day, Monday, I called my #1 Fan. He agreed to drive 40 minutes and meet me at the local Adult Video Store. On my drive there, with melancholy I was lamenting Tony kissing Roger, while at the same time I was on my way to have my dick and cum sucked out of me.

I think that Tony and I are good. I'm not even sure that he actually kissed Roger. This feels a bit like a Junior High teasing kind of thing. It is even possible that after I eventually fuck Tony, that I could lose interest in him. Probably that will not happen, but it is possible. I don't want to stand in his way of happiness if it is with Roger. I think though that I will win in the Jeff vs Roger matchup.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

I usually hang out with the very attractive young Mexican Tony, 2-3 nights a week. We see each other at the gym and usually play Squash.
We have only one time had a kissing session. I was drunk during that one. Tonight I got lucky again.

Tony and I played Squash for around an hour, then hit the hot tub and steam room. After a long hot shower, we were both "squeaky clean" .

Tony started a new job 3 weeks ago, and has been working late. I haven't seen him much in the last couple of weeks. We had been texting all weeks, flirting and complimenting each other. He is so much the type that I like best: young, lean, nice dick, good skin.
I was driving an SUV and we met and I drove to a street without much lighting. I had put the back seat down and we laid down there, fully clothed. He had promised to kiss me, and I was ready to collect that debt. We kissed, and I did this thing with his neck. A guy did this to me a couple of years ago, and it drove me wild. I've been doing it to guys ever since. What it is, is that you kiss the side of the other guys neck, like where a vampire would bite. LOL After kissing and wetting the skin, you take a big bite of his neck, firmly, but not actually "biting" him, and then you pull the neck muscle through your teeth, raking his flesh, but not leaving a mark or a hickey. I did this to Tony and he was moaning and obviously in ecstasy. I was thinking about the "red hot lover" reputation of Latinos. I have found this to be true in many cases.

We rolled around kissing, and I opened his shirt and caressed his gorgeous, lean body. Tony's body is a work of art, totally proportionate, lean but muscled with beautiful skin. He is suppossed to be a top, but he hinted to me that he would perhaps bottom for me. Not tonight though. Tony is sort of like a girl in that he doesn't want to come across as a slut and is trying to slow things down. Slow is fine with me, I was LOVING it.

I then told him that I wanted to see his cock. He protested, but allowed me to open his pants and pull it out. I have seen him many times naked in the shower, but I had never really had much visual with his cock when it was hard. It was a beauty, 6 1/2", thick, with a nice head and just the right amount of foreskin. He said that I could not suck it this time. He was trying to not appear to be a slut. I get that.
I played with his cock a little, but didn't try to push anything that he didn't want to do. While all this was going on I couldn't shake this picture in my head of a teenage boy and girl in the back seat of the car (I was the boy in this fantasy). It really reminded me of a lot of nights in my high school years, trying to fuck and often succeeding in getting pussy.

He told me that we could have oral sex on another date. I rolled him on top of me and started to caress his back, and massage it. He would gasp and was obviously very into it. I ran my hands over his butt cheeks and parted them, then found his rosebud. I zero'ed in on it and started to alternate tapping it, and just leaving the direct pressure of my finger on it. He objected, but let me do it.

I'm sure that I will fuck him. I warned him that I'm not good with rubbers. That when I put one on my hard dick, it often starts to wilt. He is in the health care field and actually teaches people in safe safe practices as part of his job. I think I could probably get my dick into him raw, but I really like him and wouldn't want to do anything to screw things up. I'm not going to push bb at all on him.

Yesterday I went to a new carwash to get my car Detailed. There were only two guys working, both young, trim attractive fellows. They were the same general build with similar faces. I would love to hook up with either of them. I poured on the charm and was able to talk to each guy privately for awhile. They were brothers, the older was 21 and the younger 20. Both were polite, and well spoken.
I found out that they were half hispanic, but they had no trace of an accent. The older brother had an earring in his left ear (I don't think that is a gay sign now a days though). Both brothers were neatly dressed and they clothes hung very well on them.

BTW, I know it's a long shot but boys if you are reading this, call me! You have my number.

The younger brother was particularily attractive. He is 5' 10", 168 lbs probably, short black hair, handsome face, skin on the fair side, and he had a trim body style with prominent veins in his arms.
I had talked with him on the phone and he sounded like a gay young man. In person, he looks straight,
but is very in tune with me when we talk. He also said that he felt like he knew me and that we might have met before. If I had to guess, I would say he was gay. Both brothers were very attractive though and not gay looking.

After the Car Wash, I was horny and aggitated the rest of the day. I think the brothers stirred up my testosterone and I was thinking about having either of them naked, and in bed and in my fantasy, I kissed them, sucked their cocks, rimmed them and then fucked them. Didn't happen though, but I'm going to invest some time into this.

I called my #2 Fan and he agreed to meet me at 6:30 p.m. for a bj. Right after that, another buddy, who is an expert rimmer called and wanted to meet later. Since I was so horny, I thought that I would try to get two bj's within a couple of hours.

I met my #2 Fan and he blew me for 25 minutes. He also sucked my balls and rubbed on my legs and ass. I blew a big load down his throat. My dick stayed hard as I was trying to put my junk away, he put my cock in his mouth and I fucked it. I put my dick away for around 10 seconds, then pulled it out of my underwear and started to fuck his throat again. Within around 2 minutes, I gave him another load in his belly.

I had just cum twice, but didn't want to cancel with the other guy. I guess I'll call him Ass Man, as his thing is that he wants to eat ass. He will also suck, but he is really into ass. He is a nice looking man, late 30's, trim with a big, veiny beautiful dick. I've never played with it though. I want to keep things centered on his mouth and my crotch.

He lives 45 minutes from me and we met at a Rest Area. He has a Mini Van and we went into the back.
It was dark out and the place was deserted. He started by sucking, then sucked my balls and then dove into my ass. He is fantastic at this and I rolled around in ecstasy for at least 25 minutes. It ended with him tongue fucking my ass and I shot a big load all over my stomach. I drove home and slept like a baby.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Blindfold Boy and I hook up every couple of months. He hits me up at least once a week
about coming over. He lives 45 minutes from me and I usually don't have the 3 hours available that
with travel time, and real time, that hooking up with him entails.

Blindfold Boy: I really need you to do your raping tonight.

Me: I can't tonight.

Blindfold Boy: Please Sir, I am drunk and slutty. No one else does it like you. You are Mean and rough and that is what I need. The other guys I meet are Pussies.

Me: Can't make it.

Blindfold Boy: I'm totally drunk and slutty, you can rape me all that you want.

Me: Your ass?

Blindfold Boy: No, but you can rape my throat.

This guy is physical perfection to me. He is always immaculately clean and well groomed, but not in a gay way. Because of AIDS (and the fact that I hate rubbers), I have not been much of a Top in my life. Blindfold Boy turns me on and I was really wanting to see his ass hole,
and fuck it.

Me: I'm coming over and I am going to be calling the shots.

Blindfold Boy: Thank you Sir!

I found him kneeling in his living room wearing only a blindfold and boxer briefs.
I told him to stand up and show me his hole.

He jumped to his feet pulled his briefs down and immediately grabbed his cheeks to hold his ass open and he leaned over.

Before me was the most gorgeous ass hole I have ever seen. It was unusually small , pink and hairless.
It looked like what I would expect a 14 year old boy's hole to look like.
I slapped his ass and put him back on his knees. When kneeling, he holds his hands behind his back, offering submission. I pounded his throat, then put him on his back. I positioned my body over his, head to foot, and fucked his throat like I was pounding a woman's pussy. I pulled his legs up and started to rim him.

Blindfold Boy: Stop, I am not into anything anal.

Me: Shut the fuck up.

Blindfold Boy: Please stop.

Me: Shut up bitch.

I munched and made love to his hole for around 20 minutes. Then I led his Blindfolded ass to his bed.
I had him sit with his back leaning against the bed and I raped his throat. I was trying to totally wear him out, so that something else would be a temporary welcome relief for him.

Then I stood him up and draped his torso across the bed. I rimmed him for a few more minutes putting as much spit as I could up his ass, while also getting my dicked slicked up.

He hit his poppers and I pushed inside his velvety, tight hole. It was warm and comforting and awesome. I started to fuck his ass and I was in total bliss. I'd slam his ass, my dick would feel that warm, tight, slick feeling and I would bounce off of the cushion of his incredible ass.

He only let me fuck him for around 5 minutes. He obviously was not used to getting fucked. He yelled for me to take it out, that it was too big.

Me: Do you like my cock up your ass.

Him: NO! Take it out! I wouldn't be doing this if you were not forcing me.

I have figured out that Blindfold Boys kink is that he wants to be punished sexually and
forced to do the things that he secretly wanted. If he is forced, then he has no control over having
let it happen. Of course if he really didn't want me to fuck his throat or ass, it wouldn't happen.
I'm not a rapist, and I actually want to be good to him. I would never want to truly rape him. I just
want to fulfill his fantasy (and fuck his fantastic ass!).

I pulled out and made him suck my balls and jack my cock as I got close to cumming.

Blindfold Boy: Cum on my face.

Me: I'll cum where I want to, open your mouth.

My dick was totally clean and I used my hands to open his mouth, then fucked the load down his throat.

I didn't say another word, but lightly slapped his left cheek, and twisted his nipple. His cock was hard and it was actually very nice. Six inches, perfectly formed, with beautiful skin. Knowing what his fantasy was, I paid no attention to his hard cock, and silently pulled away, got dressed and left leaving him to feel punished, used and violated. This really is NOT my thing, but I want to keep him coming back for more. It has worked out really well as he is now my plaything that I can have whenever we are both available.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

I have a love/hate relationship with Blindfold Boy. Two years ago he contacted me on Adam4adam
wanting a guy to rape his throat. We emailed back and forth and he sent me several photos.
He is a beautiful guy. Thirty years old, 5'9", strawberry blond hair cut short, handsome face, and a beautiful, smooth, blemish free body. His skin is like porcelain and he has an athletic build and a fantastic ass. No photos of his cock. If the guy is cute and he is sucking me (or not), I really don't care about his dick.

I was in on meeting him and we set up a time. He told me that I could be aggressive, the more the better, and if he gagged on my cock, to just hold him down and force him to take it. He told me I could do anything I wanted, except fuck him. I was just looking for some great head (and hadn't started to BB yet), so it sounded perfect.

I got to his house and found him kneeling near the door in his underwear wearing a blindfold. I told him to stand up and I roughly pulled his underwear off.
I grabbed his head and pushed it into my jeans, rubbing his face over the outline of my hard cock. I knew that what he wanted was a straight guy to make him take the cock.

Me: Take my Cock Out.

Blindfold Boy: Yes Sir.

He undid my pants and pulled my underwear down and grabbed my dick. I grabbed my cock and slapped him with it across his face several times. I could tell that he loved it. I then grabbed the back of his head and let him suck it for around 10 strokes. I then started to skull fuck him. He gagged but took it like a champ. My cock was covered with the thick, slimy cum textured spit that you get when fucking down a guy's throat past his esophagus. I stroked my slicked up cock and told him to suck my balls. This is about my favorite thing, and he was an expert at it, sucking on my balls and tongueing my taint. I got a look at his cock and it was soft and on the small side.

I was very attracted to this guy and what I wanted to do was kiss him, caress his body, be good to him and make love to him. This was NOT what he wanted and I knew he was looking for a rough man, not a gay man.

Next I leaned over him, and with both hands pried his mouth open. I stuck a finger in his mouth and made him gag. Then with a hand on his chin, keeping it open, I spit into his mouth. I repeated this several times. I also spit on his face.

Blindfold Boy: I don't like it when you spit in my mouth.

Me: That is why I am doing it.

I got behind him and manipulated him so that I dragged him by the armpits, and laid him on his back.
Before me lay a beautiful man whose body resembled the Statue Of David.
I wanted to kiss him and make him feel good. What I did though was position myself over his head,
push his head onto the hardwood floor and I fucked the back of his throat with a vengeance.
He gagged and choked and sputtered. I would give him a few seconds to breath, then I would pound him some more.

Monday, November 8, 2010

Sunday evening I texted my #2 Fan to see if he would meet me at the local Adult Video Store.
He is a hairy, bearish guy who will suck my dick, balls or ass for as long as I want.

I got there and he wasn't there. Several booths were occupied, and I assumed that he might be in one of the booths with another guy.

I had left my phone in the car.

There was one guy milling around, 50 years old, 6 foot tall, slim, long greyish hair in a pony tail, OK looking.

You never know which guys have a great mouth and can really suck a dick. If the guy is within the range of guys that I will allow to suck me, I usually give them an audition.

I ducked into a booth and he stood at the open door. I displayed my "bait", a cock that was hardening and lengthing. If I can get another guy to look at my hard cock, I can almost always get them to suck me.
He came in the booth, kneeled and sucked. He had a really outstanding velvety mouth and it felt great.
He couldn't stay down long, and then stood and bent over and only sucked about half of my cock.

I try not to hook up with older guys, or heavy guys, as it is often too much effort for them to stay on their knees. I like to be in control of the bj and give the guy a good face fucking--whatever he can handle, not too much if they can't handle it. If they can I will rock their world! I try to make it good for the other guy so that I can blow a load down their throat. I would say that in 80-90% of the times that I get blown, that I blow the load down their throat. Sometimes, they can get some of the cum up and spit it out, but usually, they have gotten most of it.

I knew this guy probably couldn't get me off orally (in a video booth anyway), so I pulled my pants up.
He had really good potential, and awesome mouth, but didn't have to stamina to get me off. I also knew that my #2 Fan could be lurking just outside and he always gets me off hard.

Still no #2 Fan, but there was a very, very fit, very handsome half asian, probably 29, very good body. He was probably a gymnast a few years ago. We made some eye contact and I ducked into the same booth as before. I took my cock out and within a few minutes I saw him looking in. I nodded to him and he stepped inside and we locked the door.

His body was perfection. He was trim, but had a very muscular physique. He was obviously at some point an athlete. I paid no attention to his cock. He sucked me and it felt great. Soon though he was standing and showing me his gorgeous ass. I rubbed my cock on his hole, then spit on it and slipped inside his ass. It was an awesome ass, beautiful to look at, totally clean and he let me slam his hole.

He wanted my load, but it just wasn't happening as I was not wanting to make a lot of noise, and I knew that I'd cum harder for my #2 Fan sucking my balls, and ass. I am embarassed to say that I did an Academy Award worthy performance of "faking" my cumming way up his ass. He asked if I came and I said that I did. I went to the restroom and washed my dick with hand soap and water.
I was hoping that my #2 Fan was somewhere to be found.

I waited another 10 minutes near a booth that had been occupied all evening. It opened and my #2 Fan stepped out alone. He said "Where were you". He said that he had texted me over and over telling me the booth # that he was in and that he was totally naked and waiting for me.

We went into a booth and he did his usual magic of bringing me to Nirvana.

Today, Monday, I had to go to the next city an hour away on business. I called my #1 Fan and he was able to meet me. He sucked my cock and balls and I cycled in and out of sheer bliss. I almost always cum down his throat, but this time he was sucking my balls, and I shot off onto my chest and stomach.

My #1 and #2 fans never disappoint me. Both have sucked me for at least 5 years. Lately I have been giving them both an oral load once or twice a week. They don't know each other, and probably wouldn't be into each other. They want a dominant stud to orally take what he wants. In other words ME!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Thursday night I had a hard time getting to sleep. I finally fell asleep only to
wake up at 4 a.m. I laid in bed, aggravated, tired but not falling asleep. I decided to
go to a sure fire way to get me to sleep. I jacked off. It was wonderful. I slept until 6:45.

In the morning I had to go to the next city for a meeting Friday morning. On the way over,
I called my "#1 Fan" to see if he could meet me at the local Adult Video Store, after I got free.
He said he would meet me there.

We got into a booth together and he unbuckled and unzipped me, slipping my pants to the floor.
He then slid down my underwear and kneeling, took my soft cock into his mouth. I moaned to the
hot, wet, velvety feeling as he brought my dick to life. I soon got hard and he blew me for a while.
Then he licked and suckled my balls, and kept flicking his tongue toward the edge of my ass rim.

He then took my shoes off, then he took my pants off. He had me stand up with my left leg over his shoulders and he leaned up and expertly licked, teased, sucked and tongue fucked my hole. I was in sheer bliss for the next 20 minutes, then stood and pounded his throat.

Mind Blowing Awesome. If when I would a younger man, if only I had known how easy it was to get
a guy to totally be my sex slave and bring me to the edge of orgasm for that length of time.

After my orgasm subsided, my #1 Fan cleaned me up and put me back together. After I cum he looks up at me with a truly adoring gaze. Sort of like a puppydog love kinda look look of adoration. I know then that he is totally my bitch and I can have his mouth and tongue whenever I can arrange it.

Four Hours later I had another meeting in another city. Once on my own, I went to the Adult Video Store in that city. I've always had very good luck there.

I soon found the hottest guy in the place. He was older, but in excellent shape. A really good build and good skin. We went into a booth together and he kept telling me how handsome he thought I was. Truth be told, he was most likely the victor on that count. He started to massage me and kiss my neck. He kept trying to kiss me (I knew that was what he wanted), but I put him off. I was going to act like a completely staight guy, so that he could get to sucking my cock.

He did a wonderful job at it. He stood facing me and I stuck my wet cock between his legs and "mock" fucked him. He told me that he would do whatever I wanted, just ask. I always wonder if guys who say this are serious. I wonder if I say would ask them to suck my toes or let me pee in their mouths that they would let me. Not that that is my thing, but I have dabbled in that a very little.

He wanted to talk and he told me that he was wealthy, 60 years old and his lover of 30 years had just died at 82. He was lonely and kept asking me to come to his house. I kept telling him to suck my dick.
He would suck for 5-10 minutes and then he would want to stand and talk. I noticed that he had a wonderful cock. 8", thick, perfectly straight, beautiful young looking skin, just a masterpiece. He was also uncut with just the right amount of skin. I didn't want to pay his dick any attention though and make him think I was gay and then not sucking me so hungrily. I have found that it the other guy thinks I'm straight, that they very often suck my dick and balls, and then I ram the cum down their throat leaving them breathless. I always know that they enjoyed it as I often have trouble getting back possession of my cock and getting back to life.

So I got off three times with 2 different guys that day. The next day wasn't quite as productive but was still a good day.

Tony: Yes I do. Not everybody feels up ****************'s abs. (a story for another time, I felt up a world famous person, one of the most well know people in the world, when he gave me a hug a couple of years ago. Jeff).

Me: Damn. You are right about that. I totally groped him.

Me: I see you as smart, funny, gracious, well raised, mannerly and FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!

Me: And a Prick Tease!

Tony: LOL. That is what I like about you. You are smart, funny and Sexy.

The boy knows how to make me feel good. No sex at all today. Maybe tomorrow will be more productive.

Yesterday morning, I had to go to the next big city for work, about an hour away.
On the drive over, I called my #1 Fan and we agreed to meet at a local adult video store.

It was busy in the store and we went into the only available booth. The booth had a video
playing continously which is nice as you don't have to feed the meter.

I stood with my back to the wall and he unzipped me. He sucked my cock and balls expertly.
He's sucked me a lot and knows what works best for me. I also fucked deep into his throat with my cock.

He then took my shoes off, then one leg of my pants at a time until I was naked. He was hunkered down
low and lifted my left leg to try to get his tongue in my hole. He was only getting to one edge of the rim so I put my left foot on his shoulder and was on my tiptoe on my right food. He was able to easily get to my ass now and he rimmed me for 15 minutes while I cycled in an out of pre-orgasmic bliss.

I was silently thanking the book THE MULTI ORGASMIC MAN, which I read years ago. It has allowed me to cum when I want, after having several or many climatic peaks and then I don't ejaculate
until I think the sucker has had enough, or I reach the point of no return.

I finished by standing up normally and pounding down the back of the throat. I shot deeply and as I pulled out, I wondered if he could even taste my sperm. He grabbed my dick and push a big drop of cum out of the tip and into his mouth. He said YUM.....

Just what I needed in order to get on with my day.

I have a "date" set up for later tonight with Tony. The agenda of our date was that we were to work out together at the gym, then have a make out session (kissing) in my car in a parking area for the gym that is dark and deserted mostly. I was really looking forward to that.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

The next night I got to Stewart and Jason's place at around 7 pm. I brought a 18 pack of Bud Light as I try to be a good guest. They both hugged me and I felt Jason up a little when he did. Awesome, smooth young guy.

We drank and Stewart lit up some pot and the three of us ceremoniously passed the pipe.
I got buzzed and then Stewart sat next to me and started rubbing my leg. Jason gave me a wink letting me know it was cool, so I let Stewart unzip me and start to suck my cock. Stewart is a wonderful cocksucker and I in my stoned state, I was slipping in and out of orgasmic bliss. Jason would watch some, but often was looking at the TV. He was a little detached from the scene, and it felt like it what was happening was not going to include him.

I took Stewart to his bed room and we both got naked. It was pretty dark in the room, but the door was cracked in case Jason wanted to join in. I laid on my back on the bed and Stewart gave me an awesome 25 minute Blow Job, and he sucked my nuts expertly. I have found that pot really enhances sex (like it needs any enhancing!) and Stewart kept me on the edge of orgasm for quite awhile. I then stood up and fucked his throat like a man taking what was his. I had one hand on his chin and the other on the back of his head and I fucked his throat, cumming all the way down.

Stewart and I laid on the bed and came down from the rush of sex and orgasm (mine). I never suck Stewart and he is good with that. I asked what had happened the night before with his brother. He said that his brother and his girlfriend had a fight and he came over to spend the night. Stewart's brother is much more attractive. Stewart is around 36 and his brother is 40. The brother is a carpenter and is much taller than Stewart at around 6'. He has a really athletic body and a extremely handsome face. They actually do not look to be related at all, except that they both have really nice bodies. After I left the 3 of them smoked pot and drank beer. It turns out the Stewart's brother (I didn't catch his name) has a gay streak and was really attracted to Jason. Jason and the brother sucked each other, Stewart didn't suck his brother (although he told me then that he had previously sucked him off years ago). Stewart's brother wanted Jason to fuck him, (OMG, I thought he was straight), but Jason said that he would only do it for $50. They ended up beating off and Stewart sucked Jason when he came.

We got dressed and went back into the living room. Jason and I joked about what a great cocksucker Stewart is. When I left he gave me a big hug and I felt his torso up again. Nice!

Wednesday evening I went to visit "The Totally Straight Appearing Cocksucker", named Stewart.
He'll suck me any time that we are both available. Stewart has a beautiful trim body, very nice cock that doesn't get rock hard and beautiful, full nuts. He has a good complection and a decent face. I label him as a Cocksucker
as he does it really well. In actuality he only blows me and his current "boyfriend".
I'm sure he would suck other guys if they were available though.

Stewart has a weakness for young, straight guys. They are usually guys from the wrong side of the tracks,
whose upbringing wasn't the best. His current guy is Jason. He is the best of the string of four live in friends that Stewart has had in the 4 years that I have known him. In all four cases, Stewart worked, and the friend didn't and didn't pay any rent or expenses. Stewart was happy to pay the bills in exchange for companionship with a young guy and some occasional dick.

Stewart's current friend Jason is really cute 21 year old with short red hair, beautiful skin, muscular and trim, and a clean well groomed guy. He says he is bisexual, but I think he is strongly more
on the heterosexual side. Stewart is fine with me fooling around with Jason, and we did have a little encounter a couple of weeks ago.

The first time Jason and I messed around, was around 2 weeks ago at Stewart's house. We had drank some beers and were a little buzzed. Jason followed me in the bathroom when I went to take a leak. He closed the door and started fooling around.

I lifted his t shirt and ran my hands along his smooth torso. His jeans were sagging and the "V" of his abdomen was right there in my face. I knelled down and kissed his waist, kissing my way down to the base of his dick. I then unbuttoned and unzipped his fly and dropped his baggy pants to the ground.
He dick was a beauty, long and pink with beautiful skin. He had big balls and they hung unusually low.
I sucked on his cock and it quickly got hard. I sucked his big balls also, just one at a time as they wouldn't both fit in my mouth. He smelled clean and freshly showered. Stewart had previously told me that Jason liked to get fucked. I turned him around and he leaned on the sink. I kissed the back of his neck while I caressed his torso from behind. I worked my way down to his beautiful bubble butt.

I used both of my hands to part his ass checks. I was presented with an awesome pink hole. I started to kiss it, lick it and suck on his hole. He wasn't terrible responsive though.
Right at this time, Stewart's straight brother arrived and we could hear them talking in the other room.
It ruined the moment, but I kept going. After his ass was wet with as much spit as I could get up inside of it, I stood up and rubbed my hard cock between his leads and rubbed his hole with it. He looked back at me over his shoulders. I asked him if it felt good. He said that it felt great, but that I couldn't fuck him. He said that I could fuck him another time, just not this night. He said that it would be too slutty if he just let a guy fuck him that he didn't really know.

I told him that I understood, and I did and was fine with it. My libido was in overdrive though, so I softly spit in my hand and slicked up my dick and rubbed it on his hole. He didn't object and I gradually pushed in and started fucking him. I was in heaven. Just a hot wet hole, with just the right amount of tightness. Not too tight, but definitely a little loose. I fucked him for around 5 minutes and then he pushed me out.

I sucked his dick some more and then got behind him again. He again said that I could not fuck him. I told him that I really understood which I did. I couldn't help myself though and I sunk my cock all the way into his ass for the second time. This time we only fucked for around 2 minutes.

We then went to the bed and I laid him on his back. We could hear Stewart and his brother talking through all of this. I kissed Jason's neck, crotch and sucked his dick and balls. Then I rimmed his sweet ass again then raised his legs up and put them on my shoulders. He said that he felt great but that I couldn't fuck him. He wanted me to fuck him, just not that night. I raised my body forward and had my dick near his hole. I hooked my left arm under his arm and grabbed his left shoulders . With my free hand, I positioned my dick at the target and pushed the head in. With both hands under his shoulders, I started to slowly push inside. I got in and fucked him for around 5 minutes. He was perfectly OK with what we were doing, but didn't seem to really be "into it".

If I was going to cum like this quickly, I'd have to slam his hole for a few minutes. There was just one wall separating us from Stewart and his straight brother, so this really wasn't an option. I could tell that Jason didn't want Steward to know that I fucked him, although Stewart had told me that I could fuck him if I could get it done. We wrapped it up and Jason was very sweet and let me rub all over his body.

On the inside I said to myself, Dude, I just fucked you. I know what the inside of your velvet ass feels like. I held you in my arms and rocked your body. I was all the way inside your ass bare and loved it.

I asked him if it felt good when I was inside him. He said that it really did, but he was weirded out by Stewart and his brother being in the next room. He said that if I came by when Stewart was at work, that I could fuck him and that he would be more relaxed.

I didn't cum but I had a great time. This was around 2 weeks ago. I went on a couple of business trips, so didn't really have time to go visit them again until last night.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Things did not work out last night as I had planned. I was supposed to have a "Make-out Session" (kissing) with Tony, but he told me he wouldn't be able to meet until Thursday. He said that
he would make it up to me giving me "three times the kisses". Cool. He is the guy who makes my heart flutter whenever I think of him.

I was also supposed to meet up with The Handsome Young Attorney last night. He is another recurring character in my hook up life. I have a lot of stories about him. He is "straight" and has only fooled around with me but is a Partier and pussy hound. He tells me about each girl he fucks and also sends me photos which include his face with him getting blown, fucking or titty fucking women. He has sucked my dick twice for around 30 seconds each time. He is now saying that he wants to suck on my cock. Our history is made up of me sucking his big, hard, thick, beautiful 8"cock. More on him later.

So, I hadn't cum all day and my 2 options that night fell through. I texted my #2 Fan to see if he could meet me at the local Video Store. This guy is a terrific cocksucker and ass eater. He would be a really cute guy if he was in better shape. He is blond with a trim beard. He has a bit of a bear physique and is a very hairy guy with a VERY thick, 5" uncut cock. He and I have been hooking up for around 8 years.
Our times together are always him on his knees sucking my cock, balls and or ass.

We both live around 1/2 hour from the video store, but in different directions. I got there 5 minutes before him and we both went into a booth together. After the initial chit chat, we both removed our clothes and got naked. He sucked on my cock, balls and ass expertly. I was floating in and out of near ecstasy. He ate my ass for a good 20 minutes with me on my back. Awesome! I then stood up and fucked his throat like it was a pussy and gave him my 4 day load. My night ended up great after all!

Today, my #1 Fan called and asked if I could meet him at the same bookstore. I was free so I met him there. He sucked my cock and balls then had me lay down on my back and he made love to my ass with his mouth and tongue for 30 minutes. I then stood up and shot a big load down his throat. He said that he would gladly suck me at anytime, any day, multiple times if I wanted. We live an hour apart and as it is, I see him once a week on average for the last 2 years. Before that it was maybe 6 times a year for the previous 5 years.

I'm still horny though. Tonight I might go and visit The Totally Straight Appearing Cocksucker and his boyfriend.

Monday, November 1, 2010

I worked at home today and got a call from one of my regular guys, The HUNKY COP.
He is extremely attractive. He is 6'4", 36years old, total gym muscle, big-ish nipples, short high and tight golden hair, beautiful skin and an outstanding 7", hard thick beautiful cock and big balls. He is an awesome specimen of virile manhood. He does have his issues though. He has told me that I am the only man that he has sex with. He is conflicted about gay sex. He holds out as long as he can and around every 2 weeks he gets super horny and he calls me. He lives around a half hour away, and I always try to accomodate him.

Our routine is nearly always the same. I have a towel out for him. We both get naked and he spreads the towel on the carpet and kneels on it. He starts sucking me and jacking his rock hard, gorgeous cock.
His cock is a work of art, just a beautiful piece of meat. He always goes on and on that I have a beautiful cock, that he loves my cock and that it is the perfect cock. I've heard that often, but it always feels good.

He doesn't want me to fuck his mouth, he wants to do all of the sucking. He tries to be in control of most aspects of the hook up. He huffs poppers and blows his very big load within 2-4 minutes and then gets freaked out and leaves quickly, making apologies for having to run. He always makes me promise to not tell anyone. He told me that if I told anyone, that he could make it bad for me. He is actually an OK guy, just super paranoid. He always leaves me hanging with a hard cock in my hand. I don't mind though. It is always a super hot experience.

We have had a few sessions where we kiss and I have even sucked his gorgeous meat for a few seconds here and there. He doesn't like me to suck it or jack it, I think because he would cum too quickly.

During this same time this afternoon, I have been texting with another regular. He is a Doctor, 31 years old, 6'5" with an awesome body and an awesome cock. We are supposed to hook up in a couple of hours. Then I am supposed to have a make out session with the handsome Mexican Tony in my car.
I'll try to update you guys later tonight.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

There is a really attractive Mexican guy at the gym who goes at the same time I generally do.
I see him most times I go there. He's 25, 5'6", 120 lbs, very toned and a nice face. He has an accent,
and isn't a citizen yet, but he is here legally. He is an awesome guy; very nice, funny, smart. I've seen him regularly for around 2 years and we slowly became good friends. His smaller size, and smaller framed body with great tone and beautiful skin bring out the Top Top that is often what I am. I want to
kiss him, hold him, eat his ass and make love to it similarly to a straight man making love to woman; just a different hole.

Tony and I text and talk on the phone a lot. I learned that he had just split with his American boyfriend of 6 years. I also learned that Tony has only ever had sex with this boyfriend, the first and only man or boy that he has ever been with. In their relationship Tony was the top to the muscular boyfriend who looked like a top.

I invited Tony to my house one evening and I cooked him dinner and we had some Screwdrivers.He had previously told me that he had smoked pot in the past and before dinner I found a friend who had a joint, and he gave it to me. We smoked it and he seemed to relax a lot more. We started kissing and it was awesome. We kissed passionately and rolled around and I had a strong urge to be on top of him and breed him, and plant my seed in him. His dick is very nice, uncut and large for a Mexican (from what I have seen). It was hard as steel, and he took my cock out and sucked it for around 5 minutes. We went back to kissing and he told me that since he had just broke up with the bf, that he wasn't ready to do more right now. I was very good with that and we just kissed like we were teenagers. It was very passionate and exactly what I wanted and needed.

I went on trip for 2 weeks right after that first time. When I saw Tony, I wasn't sure how he felt about things. Was this heading to us being boyfriendss, fuck buddies, or just friends at the gym.We played squash and it looked like we were in the friend mode. Afterwards we showered up and went to our cars (in different directions). I felt deflated and felt like I had missed my chance with Tony. I started to drive home and he texted me that he was missing our kissing session.We texted back and forth and agreed that we would have a make out session in my pick up truck the next night.I was floating on my drive home.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

I had to go the the next biggest city near me this morning. It is around 1 hour away.
My #1 fan lives in this town, but actually works in my town. I sometimes meet him
in my city, and 1/2 the time I hook up with him in his city.

He is my biggest fan and he will suck me whenever and where ever I want if he can make it.
He has been sucking me for around 8 years now. In the beginning, it was maybe twice a year, but now it
is once or twice a week!

One my way, I called him to see if he was available. He has a lover, so we agreed to meet at
an adult book store for him to suck me. #1 fan has a good body, is trim, but where he excels is in
the service he provides. He will suck me for as long as I want (which I can stretch way out), loves to suck
my balls and usually rims me vigorously.

I hadn't been rimmed in over a week, so I was looking forward to him working on my ass.

He was awesome as usual. He sucked my cock expertly, then sucked my balls for 15-20 minutes. I was edging and in pre-ejaculation ecstasy. I was close but really wanted him to pay some attention to my ass.
He usually is super hungry for my ass and when I'm ready to come, I usually have to pull his head up from my ass so I can cum down his throat. Today, he didn't go there, and I fucked his head and shot a strong load down his throat.

#1 Fan always wants to stay on his knees and worships my cock after I cum. He makes sure to get every drop. I always have to pull him up so I can get him off my cock so I can leave.
He is extremely submissive to me sexually. He will do what ever I want and he loves it. He is in total
lust mode while sucking me. After we finish, he always tucks my shirt in for me and buckels my pants and fastens my belt. It's nice to be appreciated!

I had a busy day and actually made some decent money for a Saturday.

In the evening I went to the gym and did a pretty intense, 40 minute cardio workout.

When I was done with the cardio, it was around 6 pm and I felt that familiar stirring in my cock.
It was stiffening and I was hoping I could find my #2 Fan.

I went to a nearby Video Store and it was dead as can be. Just a few guys that I wasn't interested in.
I drove an additional 15 minutes to another store and it has hopping with guys.

The pick out of all the guys at this store was a 60 year old, 6 foot tall, extremely muscular body builder. He was wearing shorts and a white muscle tank top. He was the real deal, very muscular in the way that one can only be if he reads the muscle magazines, takes the supplements, works out often and maybe takes steroids! He was really giving me the eye and I was hoping he would be a good cocksucker.

I went into a booth without a glory hole and he followed me in. He got on his knees and I opened my pants and released my cock. He sucked it like it was the last cock on earth. He told me several times that I had the perfect cock. I grabbed his very muscular shoulders and fucked his throat. This guy was great! He sucked my balls and worked a finger toward my hole.

He then turned me around and rimmed me for 10 minutes. It felt good, but we were doing it with him behind. For some reason, it only feels awesome for me to be rimmed if I am on my back with my legs up.

He was really into sucking me and I used his services for around 30 minutes straight. I had a great orgasm down his throat, and he asked if we could get together again. We actually live 2 hours apart and I told him that it wasn't going to work. Maybe I would see him there again someday.

He said that he loved sucking me and that it made his day. It was pretty great for me too!

Friday, October 22, 2010

The first day, I stopped at one Adult Video Store with a booth area.
I've been to this book store before and the booth area is perfect for cruising.
It is dark with separate areas that you can duck into a booth with another guy and
no one would be the wiser.
I was the only customer there though.
After 10 minutes of watching videos by myself, I left.

A half hour down the highway on my way, is another video store. It also has a great
layout. I first went into a booth with a guy who was attractive to me. Late 30's,
5'8", 150 lbs, lean with a nice cock, very blue collar looking. I tried to get him to suck mine, but he was only there for a blow job. Since he wouldn't suck me, I started to suck him. His dick was fairly hard, and he fucked my face with it. It was a beautiful cock, but it has some bumps on the underside of the head, and that started to turn me off. In addition, I'm not really a cocksucker, so after 6 minutes, I pulled off the cock and excused myself.

In the bookstore was a 45 year old attractive, well built black man, but he wasn't into me.

The only other option was a short man, bald, and only mildly attractive. He had an OK body.
I went into a booth and he followed me in.

I pulled out my cock and he jacked it to hardness. He spoke for the first time saying "Oh My God, It Is Huge". The more he talked and gushed about my cock, the nellier he got. His actions and speach pattern were like an overacting drag queen. I needed to get on with my long drive, so I pushed him down gently to suck me. He was awesome! He got on his knees, and sucked a mean dick. He also sucked my balls.
I rewarded him with an extended ejaculation; I felt like I wouldn't stop cumming. As we were pulling ourselves back together, he told me again how much he loved my dick.

I really need to be serviced at least once a day. I'm actually on edge and thinking about head and ass constantly until I get off. Now I was relaxed, my head cleared and I got on with my trip.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Tomorrow evening I am driving to NYC for work. I hate to fly and only do it if necessary. I have the time this week so I'm driving. I'll be on a tight schedule so I might not get much head or ass.
I LOVE to get in the car and drive for hours with the radio cranked up.
I'm looking forward to this quick three day trip.

I have a number of stories about Stewart, the "Totally Straight Appearing Cocksucker", and his new hunky, bi sexual boyfriend Jason. I have a suspicion that Jason might actually be straight. He drinks and smokes pot and I think when he is feeling no pain that he will let a guy suck him off. More on that later.

I met Stewart around 3 or 4 years ago at the local adult video store. I went into the booth area and caught a look at him. He looked to be mid thirties, totally masculine, good body, muscular and trim. OK face. He has a bit of a rough look to him, like a some what buff guy who just out of prison!
I really liked what I saw and he sucked me through a hole in the booth. He then stuck his beautiful 7" cut cock through and I blew him some more. I suggested that we get a booth together and he agreed.

Once together in a private booth, we both opened up our shirts and let our cocks out. I caressed his smooth muscles and he kneeled down and went to work. He did an awesome job and I came down his throat. He would even let me pound him some deep, and he took it well. He asked if we could exchange #'s and did.

Steward lived alone near the gym that I go to. I would often stop by his house after my nightly workout and he would suck my cock and balls. He loves to suck balls which is one of my favorite things to happen when having sex. Some weeks I would stop by up to 5 times a week. I was worried that I would wear out my welcome, but he really seemed into it. I never sucked his cock again though. He never puts it near my mouth and it is obvious that he wants to do me. I am a bit of a handful to blow as I like to be in control and move the guy around. I love to pound a throat deep, but I realize that most guys can't handle it and it scale it back. I like to fuck a guys face, like I was fucking a woman, or an ass. The guys who are "Service Providers" almost always love this.

I am constantly amazed that I can get good looking guys to kneel down and take my dick and cum.
I almost always get them to suck my balls, and perhaps 1 in 5 guys will rim me. I never ask them to rim me, or really put it out there, they just do it on their own.

I had a great hook up with an early 20's trim guy of around 5'7", 140 lbs. He was into a bit of a heavy scene. More on that in the next post.

This evening I met up with the Neighborhood Hole. He lives near me and I pass by his house every day. He is exactly my favorite type. Thin, well made, handsome face 5'11, 145 lbs, bottom boy. When hooking up if the guy is "service oriented", I often don't check out their cock. I've fucked this neighborhood hole on 4 prior occasions. Today we were in better light. He wasn't really hard and had a cockring on. His dick was OK, but nothing special. I had no interest in his cock, and I'm sure he didn't want me playing with it.

The first time we met, he had me park in his neighborhood and walk past several houses to get to him.
His lover is a Doctor and he doesn't want to get caught, but says that they do threesomes occasionally and if he caught us, it would not be a big deal. He had the house totally dark and had me meet him at an outside door to an unfinished basement. We made our way through this large house to his bedroom. It was a gorgeous house, but rather musty, like it had old carpeting and it needed airing out.

He and I had made contact on Adam4Adam, and had been e mailing every 3 or 4 months for 3 years!
I planned to only let him blow me. He blew me well, but he kept holding his legs out. I positioned myself between his legs missionary style and dry humped his crack. I fingered his hole lightly and it felt awesome.
I spit on my cock and slowly plunged inside. My dick is kind of fat, especially at the base and when I would hit bottom, his ass ring would grip my cock. He has a wonderful ass. I fucked him hard and fast, I fucked him slow and lovingly. I finished with me on top with my arms holding his shoulders and I would push him strongly down onto my cock to coincide with each thrust. I had an awesome and prolonged orgasm.

The next time we hooked up, he seemed really paranoid and kept checking to see if anyone was outside. I started to suspect that he was tweaking, but he was a great, willing hole. I planned to fuck him at least once a week, but he travels a lot as do I so it's not been easy to schedule it. I need to get off with another person once a day and him living nearby would make my life a lot easier.

He visited me at my house today and he was more demanding about how the fuck went. (I hate bossy bottoms!). It was mostly doggy style and it was awesome bouncing off his bubble butt with each push inside him. He had me fuck him long and slow, not fast and brutal like I love. Maybe I'm not as great of a fuck as I had thought. Or maybe he isn't the best power bottom out there. I am sort of new to barebacking as I only rediscovered it these last few months. I tried to consistently dick him how he wanted, but something would come over me and I would start to thrust fairly hard. It was a bit animal like actually. It felt like in a perverse way, I was reenacting the procreation of our species. For millions of generations it was vitally important that both partners mate well to continue the species. I think I am probably genetically a "super fucker", with a much higher sex drive than the norm. My father (straight of course) told me that he was the same way. My father and I were not that close, but we do closely resemble each other and have many similar traits.

The Neighborhood Hole, is wanting me to come to a gathering on Friday to have sex with him, his boyfriend and another top. His boyfriend is going to wear a hood without eye holes. The Hole is wanting me to fuck him while his lover is getting fucked by another guy. He wants it like that so that his boyfriend will not know he is getting fucked and seeded.

I'm not going to attend. I am seriously cutting this guy off and moving on. (Yeah Right, we'll see if that happens). Unfortunately, his body type really appeals to me and knowing myself, I know I'll keep hitting it as often as I can.
One the down side he is a bit of a bossy bottom (not too bad though), and he mentioned today that I could sneak into his house late at night and fuck him, but if the bf found out, he might get kicked out. He had led me to believe that it was cool with the Doctor that he fool around on the side. I think now that is not the case.
This hole also mentioned several times that I make too much noise when fucking him (just heavy breathing when I power fuck him) and it might get us caught. (bossy bottom). I might have to fuck him several more times then
back it way down to once every couple of months.

Monday, October 4, 2010

So, I had one more night at the event. Joaquin was still often around me, which is part of his job. He seemed glad to see, me but was more standoffish then the day before. The first time we were alone, I went to touch the back of his arm and he jumped backwards. Perhaps I had misjudged him and my advances were not wanted. It made me feel rather shitty and foolish actually. My first thought was to totally ignore him, like all of the others at the Event did. I stayed away from him for around 1 hour.

Later, he seemed much more friendly. I didn't want to take any chances and didn't touch him anymore.The clock was ticking so I upped the ante. I told him again how handsome he was, and that I loved his body. I told him that I would like to see and feel his body, both very true statements. He smiled and seemed pleased but it was a little awkward. I asked him again if he had a girlfriend. He then told me that he did have a girlfriend named Katie, an American and that he fucked her lots and she also blew him. He showed me her photo. She was suppossed to be 18, but looked 32. The photo looked like a "Glamour Shot" special with a low cut top and BIG boobies. She wore too much make up and was chubby, with a nice enough face. At his age, I would have fucked her if I was very drunk and it was a hit and run. I wouldn't have been seen in public with her though!

He told me that he really liked to titty fuck her. I asked him if he liked a mouth on his cock and he beamingly said yes. I told him that I would like to suck his cock. He giggled and said that there were too many people around. I agreed, and told him that we could meet in the large, deserted bathroom that night. He didn't respond much. I asked him point blank if he would meet me and he said he might, and he was worried about getting caught. I asked if he would let me suck him if we were alone and it were safe. He smiled and said yes. During all this my cock got hard and I showed him how turned on I was.

I saw him a few hours later and he was obviously freshly showered and in different clothes. I was hoping that he did this to be ready for getting blown later that evening.

A bit later he saw me eating a steak sandwich and he asked how it was and about what food they had.
I thought maybe he was a bit low on money and I offered to buy him something to eat and drink.
He told me he wanted a hamburger, fries and a MT Dew. I went to buy the food and when I was given the food he showed up, and offered to pay for it. I don't think it was an empty gesture, I think he was planning to pay.

Then it hit me, he was hungry, but was afraid to order due to his nonexistent English. I told him thqat I would buy him something to eat or drink anytime he was hungry. I'll do this for any friend, any time, so it wasn't that big of a gesture. I am the guy who almost always picks up the tab when eating out, or at a bar. I actually like to do this.

The evening rolled around and he said that there were too many people still there for him to meet me in that bathroom. I had dinner plans and had several drinks and dinner at my hotel. I figured that it just wouldn't work out, and if I went to find him, he still might not let me unzip him. So I went to bed and beat off with Pure Platinum Lube and I came really hard. I didn't fantasize at all about sucking his cock. In my mind I was fucking his ass and came deep inside him. A man can have his dreams of course. Well, maybe next year.............

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Last year when attending this same Work Event in Texas I spotted a gorgeous young Mexican guy.
He is a friendly, smiling guy with near zero comprehension of the English language. He was helping with one of the booths but didn't really deal with the public. I'd nod to him and talk to him in my limited high school Spanish 3 education (that I hadn't used in years). I did learn that he was 19 and his name was Joaquin. He is around 5'10", medium color, really good skin with a a small strip of black hair on the cleft of his chin. He is a real sweetheart, but I knew I would probably never get together with him. We were never in a private situation, and I didn't want to get too familiar with the help and bring attention onto myself.

I forgot about him, but saw him again this year at the same annual event. Two nights ago, he saw me with a drink in my hand and pantomimed to me to ask what it was. I told him alcohol and he understood. When I have tried to talk to him previously in very basic English, he would not understand me at all.

I had only had a little to drink and I told him that I was driving to a convenience store to get something. He implied that he wanted to ride along, and I told him I would buy him a drink and something to eat if he would like. He was happy to go and I used my Spanish on him. I told him that he was very handsome (in Spanish), and he smiled and seemed pleased. I asked him if he knew how handsome he was, and he said yes in English and we both laughed. I asked him how many different women he had fucked and he said 9. I asked him if he had a wife or girlfriend and he said that in the United States, no. I motioned with my hand in the international hand signal of jerking off and we both laughed. He told me that he would fuck Mexican whores about once a month. He said fucking was around $50, and a blow job was $25. I asked him if he liked the blow job and he said very much. When asked though he said that he liked pussy best.

I told him that in high school and college that I had fucked lots of girls and loved it. I then mentioned that I actually liked men better. At this point, I don't think he was that surprised. I told him that I liked dick. He laughed and he was cool with it. I had the feeling that he was getting horny and would actually like a bj.

I wanted to take him to my hotel and kiss him, and massage his beautiful trim, muscular working man body. I thought that I could probably blow him when the time is right. We got back to the Event and I told him that he was a very hot guy. He seemed pleased. I asked him if a man had ever sucked his dick and he said no.

I had to get back to the Event and we parted company. I didn't see him again that trip.

This year, I am back at the same Event which is going on right now. He is now 20 years old and a little more muscled. He is just a really handsome guy with a beautiful body. I have teased him all through the day, telling him how handsome he is. Whenever anyone is not close by, I touch his arm or rub his muscular back. He doesn't flinch or act unfavorably at all. Every time I run into him, he seems very happy to see me. He even grabbed my arm and slightly rubbed my back when we were temporarily alone. I know that if I have the opportunity, that I could have an intimate experience with him, kissing him all over and at the least, he would let me suck his dick. Tomorrow night is my last chance to get with him. He works for someone that I work with occasionally and it would be awkward if I was caught having sex with an obvious illegal alien that was illiterate.

There is a real out of the way large bathroom with several rooms. It is basically never used.
Tomorrow I plan to tell him to meet me there. Hopefully he will and I'll tell you about it tomorrow.Right now, I'm going to go to bed and beat off thinking about kissing him, sucking his hopefully beautiful cock and fucking him. Tomorrow it will be "Now Or Never", and I'm going to give it a shot.

I'm in Texas for a business event through this weekend. I've been tied up for days with meetings, and meals with colleagues which is why I haven't updated lately. I had a 2 hour break and was able to slip away to a porn store with an Arcade. It was during lunch hour and there were 12 cars in the parking lot when I pulled in. I knew my prospects were good to find an attractive man to suck me off.

I usually just get blown. I will suck a gorgeous cock though. There was not much to choose from in the arcade area. There was a very hot Mexican guy, mid twenties, with a great face, and solid, muscular build. He would look me in the eye, but never went into any of the booths with glory holes. I went in glory hole booths several times with him watching, but he wouldn't enter the next booth. I could not figure out what his mode of cruising was, so I moved on.

I went into a glory hole booth and feed it some money. Quickly, I had company on the other side of the hole. He was an OK looking white guy. I wouldn't have chased him down, but he was not bad. He was around 45, 6'1", decent build. I did my best to get him to suck me, pulling my cock out and quickly getting it hard.

I could see through a peep hole that he was not looking through the hole at my dick. I kept stroking as I knew that if I made any kind of move toward his dick, that the dynamic would change and I would change from the identity of "a straight guy who wants to get sucked", to the identity of a "gay man." He wasn't taking the bait and I looked through the hole to see if he was stroking. He was and it was a gorgeous piece of meat.
8", hard, with a big head with a definite rim on the base of the top of the head. It was a work of art, with gorgeous skin and it was perfectly straight.

It was too good to let it get away. I touched 2 fingers through the gloryhole to beckon his cock through the hole. As he pushed his cock through the hole, I sank to my knees. I sniffed it first to make sure it had not just been in an ass, always a good idea. It smelled clean and fresh and it took it into my mouth.

Absolutely a great cock and I sucked it getting it very hard. As I sucked him, I would lightly rub the top of the head, against the roof of my mouth and I could feel the outline of slight ridge on his cock head on the top of my mouth. At the same time, I jerked my cock and got somewhat close to shooting. He got hard as a rock and quickly shot a huge load.I'm not really big on tasting and swallowing cum, but it did taste great, kind of mildly nutty tasting. I then spit out the cum, and straightened myself up and the daddy on the other side did the same. It was one of the prettiest dicks I have ever seen, and I would love to suck it often.
I was far from home, so I knew it would be highly unlikely that I would ever see his meat again!
At least I sucked it once!

I hadn't cum yet, so I did a circuit of the video booths. The beautiful Mexican was standing near a booth with out a glory hole and he and I would lock eyes when I would walk by. After a couple of trips past him, I thought that it was not going to work out with him. He disappeared and I took a chance and entered the inactive booth that he was standing by. He was inside and he looked at me welcoming me in with his smile.

Score! I fed the video machine some money, and I drew him near and put his hand on my hard cock. I have found that many Mexican have small cocks and I stayed away from his, hoping he would suck me or give me some ass. He pulled up both of our shirts and we both caressed each other; him on my cock and chest, and me rubbing his back and tweaking his nipples. We kissed passionately and he was a great kisser.

I took my cock out and he jerked it nicely without going down on it. I pulled him close and kissed his neck and stroked and lightly pulled on his hair. I asked him to suck me, and he nodded agreement. I think his English was really bad and I was not sure if he understood. He opened his pants and turned around presenting his beautiful, full, bubble butt. He handed me a small bottle of lotion which I applied to my cock and I used a little of it to play with his hole. He was getting into it, so I aligned myself behind him and slowly entered him. After a few minutes I could really fuck him and it was a decent fuck, but not great. This was a porn store that I had heard will throw you out if caught 2 in a booth.
I was a little nervous about that and decided to finish him off. He was bent over grabbing the chair and I strongly fucked him with long strokes. With each plunge he would also push back. It felt OK, but honestly it wasn't that great. I have been fucking bare in my most recent fucks and this fuck wasn't even in the running.It felt like a fuck with a rubber. I think the lotion lube wasn't the best choice for a fucking. I did shoot a big load in him, and I kept my cock inside him as it started to deflated. I tweaked his nipples and rocked my cock in his ass. He quickly shot off and we parted company. A very cute guy, but not a great fuck.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

When hooking up, I mostly (90% of the time), get blown. Most random guys think that I am "Gay Trade;" a straight guy who hooks up with a guy to get a nut, but is not into guys at all. A straight prisoner who gets blown would be an example, as would any man who is not in the company of women for extended periods of time, who lets a guy service him (or who fucks him) to get his rocks off.

A type of guy who can turn me out into a romantic fucking idiot is a young, twinky guy. If he is 18-24, and trim or even painfully skinny, I have a complete personality change. I want to kiss them, and make love to them. With a real cute one, who is willing and available, I would give up all others easily.

The Fourth guy that I hooked up with in Cleveland is an example of this.

He answered my Craigslist Ad:

Muscular, Masculine, 42, white Top with a 7 ½” hard, thick cock.
Looking to get serviced in my hotel room. Twinks and younger A+, but not required. Looking for a BJ.

We exchanged photos and he was gorgeous. 20 years old, 5' 10", 170, short brown hair, blue eyes, very good skin and a trim, muscular body. He also sent photos of a gorgeous ass.He was not available on Friday night as he was going out dancing with friends (and I was tied up later), but he wanted to meet at 10 a.m. the next day. He said that he had only been with 4 guys and had been fucked by two of them.

He showed up at my hotel room right on time and I on the inside I said "Score"! He looked like a really handsome straight jock whom you might see at the mall.He entered the room and I started to feel his body. This was a really willing young man.I put his hand on my jeans on my cock and he felt it up. I caressed his body and he looked in my eyes.I leaned forward and kissed him and I was a goner! Kissing is probably my favorite thing, and he was an excellent kisser. Even if he were a bad kisser, it would have been great. I guided him to my cock and he sucked it pretty well. I didn't care at all about the oral. I just wanted to kiss him and then get in his ass.

Anything I wanted, he complied immediately. He would kiss me whenever I wanted, for as long as I wanted. He would suck me in any way that I wanted. We both got naked and we made out (kissing) for around 20 minutes. Since he was young, I knew that the sex was probably a goal for him, so I switched gears from love making foreplay, to the real deal. I focused my eyes on his cock for the first time and it was a very pretty 6" cock that bent up a little. Nice cock. I stayed away from his cock as I didn't want him to shoot too soon. He was obviously freshly showered, and I lifted his legs and spread his ass cheeks. He had a beautiful, tight rosebud and he didn't object at all to me exposing it.I rimmed him kissing his hole, tonguing the rim and poking my hard tongue inside. I also lightly chewed on his ass hole and basically made love to it. I put as much spit as possible into him, hoping that he would let me fuck him and that he could handle a thick cock. I put my hands on the outside of his ring and was able to open it up a little and I spit into it several times. He was probably the 5th guy whom I had rimmed in my lifetime. He loved the rimming, but I knew I had to move things along.

I applied lube to his cock and mine too. I put some on the outside, and inside of his ass. Condoms were never mentioned and I got into position, with me on top and entered slowly. He stopped me a couple of times to get adjusted to my size. His hole was a warm, slippery, velvety tunnel. I was in heaven and since I have rarely topped until recently, I regretted all that I had been missing for many years. Now, I barely remember fucking him as I was in an euphoric bliss. I do remember deep kissing him while we made love.He was getting into it and came while I fucked him with even, controlled movements. I wanted to make sure that it was great for him. I pulled out and shot on his belly.

We laid in bed, kissing for around 10 minutes. I lightly fingered his ass and my half hard sprang to rock hardness. I got back on top of him and pounded him this time, missionary as before so that I could kiss him. I had my arms under his armpits and my hands over his back and grasped his shoulders. I pulled him onto my cock with each upward thrust of my pelvis. We both spooged quickly. We kissed passionately for several more minutes. I wanted him to stay, but I had a flight to catch.

He was a guy whom I could really fall for. I had his number and e mail (and Manhunt and Adam4Adam handles), so next time I'm in Cleveland, we are going to meet up.I asked him if he would fly to me if I bought the ticket and he said that he would love to.I would love this, but it is complicated.................................

I hear two things quite often after hooking up with a new guy. This usually occurs after I have gotten off and the guy is pulling himself back together. The other guy might have gotten off or not. I try to, and usually get my cock way down the guys throat. I'm not an asshole about it (yeah really!). I give the guy what he is wanting. I can be whatever the guy needs me to be to make it awesome for him. Often it is with me channeling a straight guy in prison who hasn't had any real live pussy in the past 20 years!
I usually hear one of two comments. Sometimes one, some times both.
The first comment is usually :
Are you straight?
Most of these submissive cocksucker's holy grail is to suck off or get fucked by a straight man.
I usually don't kill their fantasy that they had just pleased a straight man.

My trip to Cleveland was turning out to be a big ole "suckfest". I had three guys scheduled to suck me that day and the 1 the next morning.

The third guy replied to my ad saying:

Married and can't get away much. I love to suck the cock of a dominant man.

Sounded like we were a perfect match.

He texted me as he was pulling into the parking lot of my hotel. I peaked out of the curtains to check that he wasn't too Fugly and I saw him pull in and get out of his car. Score! He was a great looking guy.

Since he had told me that he wanted a dominant man, I went right to
"giving him what he wanted". I put his hand on my cock and pushed him onto his knees, I grabbed the back of his head and made him mouth my cock through my jeans. I told him to undo my pants and he soon had me in my underwear. He waited for me to give him the que to take my cock out. I asked him if he wanted my cock and he said YES SIR! Hearing this made my hard cock get even harder. I knew that I could use and abuse this handsome, masculine guys throat. I let him suck me for a bit so I could gauge his oral skills. He was pretty good and I put a hand on the back of his head and every few sucks, I would push his head a little further down on my meat. I was trying to see how far I could take him.

When I use a guy's throat or ass, I get dirty and verbal and basically channel the persona of porn star Jeff Stryker. I'm not trying to act like Jeff Stryker, it is just the way that I am. The guys who respond to my ad are the ones who this dominance works on and they totally love it.

Each time I'd ask him if he liked what I was doing he would answer with a "yes sir". He was being a great sub. I would occasionally lightly slap his face, no pain just displaying my dominance. I asked him if he liked to fuck. I knew I wasn't going to fuck him as he was too tall and masculine of a man for me to fuck. I love to fuck shorter, smaller framed guys. I wanted to see if he would let me fuck him anyway. I wasn't going to fuck him, but I wanted to find out if I could.

This was his first refusal, but I respected his limits. At this point, his clothes were still on, and I totally ignored his cock. I've found if you show interest in some men's cocks, that it changes the dynamic and the tone of the encounter changes. He was a very handsome, well made man and I wanted to see what he was packing. I told him to play with himself while he was sucking, implying that I was allowing him some pleasure leading up to my climax. He pulled out a gorgeous 7 inch cock. It was thick, hard and straight and he had a big mushroom head and huge balls. I would have loved to suck it, but I was having too much fun in my dominant top role.

I opened his shirt and he had a worked out hairy chest, great biceps and thick nipples. I tweaked those while ravishing his throat with my bone hard boner. I was close to shooting so I pulled out of his mouth and had him suck my balls. Having my balls sucked while jacking myself with a dude's thick throat spit is my favorite way to cum. It gives me a truly powerful unloading of my balls.

Me: "You like this cock down your throat."
Him: He nodded yes
Me: "U going to swallow my cum bitch."
Him: A hungry look to his eye and a frantic nod yes.

I pounded out a mind blowing orgasm, unloading my balls down his throat. At the same time he bucked wildly and shot a huge load on his stomach.
I kept my softening cock in his mouth, until his breathing settled down and we wrapped things up.
We chatted a bit and he told me he was a married father of 3. He managed a Tennis Club in a different city and he rarely sucked cock. He asked if I would be available for a repeat the next day and I told him that I might be. I would have loved another round with this hunk, but, I had a gorgeous 20 year old coming over in the morning...................

Thursday, September 23, 2010

The next guy to come to my hotel room had responded to my ad on Craigs List. Around an hour after the Tennesse Redneck left, he was knocking at my door.
Again, I was pleasantly surprised. He was 21, around 5'9", blond hair, just a little extra weight but not bad. He was wearing glasses and was well dressed. He was obviously an educated college kid which I later found out to be true.

I opened the door and he had a big smile on his face. He came in and I lightly grabbed him by the hipbones, positioned him in front of me and I started to stroke his body, leading each movement in our "dance", and establishing that I was in control. My cock quickly sprang to life and I put his hand on it. I moved his body a little every few seconds reinforcing that I was the lead, and started to massage his shoulders while he was rubbing my cock.

I applied a little downward pressure on his shoulder and he sunk to his knees and unbuckled and unzipped me.

He started to suck and did a pretty good job, much better than the Tennessee Redneck. We both got naked and I layed him down on his back on the bed. I fed him my cock with his head on the pillow.
Then I stepped off the bed and guided him on his back to where his head hung over the side.
I let him suck me shallowly, then fed him as much as he could take, around 3/4's of my hard, thick 7 1/2" cock. I wanted to pound his throat like this, but he just couldn't handle it.

Without speaking I guided his head onto the pillow and crawled on top of him. I put my super hard cock between his legs and dry humped him like I was dicking a woman. I humped him with long strokes and made sure my cock rubbed against his hole with each pass. I consciously flexed my abs with each stroke so he could feel each contraction.

I reached over to the nightstand and got my bottle of Pure Platinum Lube. I put some on his hands and he started to stroke his very hard 6" cock. I lubed my cock and moved between his legs, in my favorite position--Missionary. He pulled his legs up and I raised them higher, putting them on my shoulders.
He had a lot more experience than the last guy and he had no apprehension about getting fucked.
Neither of us mentioned condoms and I put my cockhead right at the opening. I started to slowly push and he took my hard thick inches in one long stroke. He had no problem with it at all. My favorite type of bottom! Fucking a virgin or inexperienced "versatile" guy can be a lot of work, with not a ton of reward. This guy took cock up his ass like a champ and I quickly ramped up my strokes to where I was hammering his ass.
With both hands I also grabbed the juncture of where his neck met his shoulders. I used the force of my hands to strongly push him down onto my stiff cock at the same time as thrusting into him.

It felt fantastic and I started to breath more heavily. I was close. He told me to pull out. He said he didn't want cum in his ass, and he wanted to see me cum on him. I asked him to let me just stay inside him and I wouldn't move, and I'd cum on him while he shot off. He beat his dick furiously and I just stayed as still as I could so that I wouldn't blow it in his ass. After he spunked, I pulled out and beat my cock and had a strong orgasm. I didn't actually squirt out any spooge though. This had never happened to me before. I acted like I had the cum in my hand and got him a towel. I usually have lots of cum and shoot strongly, and I didn't want him to think that I couldn't ejaculate. Weird since I knew that I would never see him again.
He cleaned up and we had a nice little chat, before he left.

He was an aspiring opera singer and was leaving in the morning to go to school in NYC with a female (faghag) roommate. After he left, I keep seacrhing my brain for a reason that I didn't shoot some spooge on him. Then it hit me, I probably was a little too close to the edge and shot an entire load of cum in his ass without either of us knowing it. Not something I had planned. I felt a bit guilty about it, but strangely satisfied. I went back to working on the computer, and awaited a 37 year old married man with no pic, but very good stats. To be continued.........

I’m on a flight to Phoenix for a two week work related trip. I’ve decided that tonight is the night I start my blog. I’ve had some outrageously good luck at getting head or ass, and I don't have anyone to tell it to.
I’ll start with my trip last week to Cleveland, Ohio.
When going to a new destination, I like to put up an ad on Craigslist and see what the area has to offer. I am rarely disappointed. Here is the ad I put on CL:

Muscular, Masculine, 42, white Top with a 7 ½” hard, thick cock.
Looking to get serviced in my hotel room. Twinks and younger A+, but not required. Looking for a BJ.

OK, I lied a little on my age, but I have found that it has NEVER been a problem. I really like young guys, and I don’t want to scare any away due to a too large age gap.
I started to put the ad on at around 10 pm and by the time I checked my e mail the next day, I had 17 responses. I also responded to 2 guy’s ads who were the type and age I like best; young and lean.
I was working on the computer in my hotel room that day and just scheduled
guys to arrive every couple of hours. In between each hook up, I was able to get some work done.

I emailed some pics. He liked what he saw and we set up the hook up. He was looking at his e mail on his phone while at his grandmothers mowing her yard, an hour away. He said it would be around an hour and a half until he could arrive. Fine with me as I had a lot of work to do.
While we were both working, we would text back and forth. I found out that he did construction with his dad and he didn’t have a lot of experience with guys. He said that he hadn’t had sex with a guy in around a year and he wanted to suck a dick. I gave him my Hotel name and room number.

He texted me when he got to the hotel, and I had butterfies in my stomach in anticipation of the meeting. I liked him very much on the phone and having not seen a photo of him, I was very pleasantly surprised.
He had dark tousled hair, a lean hard, muscular body and his above average face had the look of a blue collar young man who had spent plenty of time working outside. He was wearing a well worn tee shirt, ball cap and tan work pants. On the inside I said “Score”, but I kept it cool.

I started out by putting my hands on his hips, and moving his body a step or two, getting him into synch with me and my body; with body language establishing that I was the Top. I then ran my right hand from his belt up to his hard chest, and my left hand up the groove I felt in the middle of his back. With my right hand I took his hand and put it on my hard cock. We started taking our clothes off, getting naked in a split ass second. He had moderate chest hair, and a “treasure” trail which led to his untrimmed, but not out of hand “bush”.

I guided him gently like a smooth dance move, positioning him with his the back of his legs at the side of the bed. He easily gave up the control and I took over.
Facing him, I had my left hand on his shoulder and my right hand caressed his ass. His left hand was lightly jacking my hard rod. This was a move that I often use to get a guy to suck my dick. He was obviously inexperienced and didn’t take the hint. I then gently pushed him onto the bed. I hovered over his head on my knees and I positioned my cock at his mouth and he started sucking.
He gave it his best shot, but man did he suck at sucking! It was definitely not doing anything for me.
He actually had an above average dick, probably 6 ½”, moderately thick and a pretty piece of meat. I went down on his cock and sucked it for about 10 minutes and while he was very hard, I could tell he was not progressing to shooting his wad. He was clean and had obviously showered before mowing the lawn, but he was a little sweaty from the work. I wet a couple of fingers and started gently rubbing his hole. He liked this and I knew that I could probably get my cock in him. I got some lube and told him I wanted to beat off. He started jacking his own cock as I lubed mine up and I started getting as much lube as possible into his hole. I then got on top, in missionary position and toyed with his hole with the head of my dick. I started to rock my body, getting my dick into position to enter his chute.

I gave him around 30 moderate taps with my hard cock, just at the entrance to his hole. The next push was a little harder and I entered getting just the head in. I could tell he had little experience so instead of pumping into him, I just rocked my body, getting my cock in a little farther with each movement. I got around half way in his ass and then started to pump his hole moderately. It really didn’t feel that great, maybe due to not enough lube, or him being tense. I picked up the pace a little and he jacked faster and blew a very big load on his chest and stomach. He was cute, but actually a lousy lay so I brought him a wet wash cloth and sent him on his way. And…….I had a 21 year old bottom due to arrive in an hour…… To be continued….

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About Me

Late 40’s, white Top. Masculine, muscular, shaved head with a knack for having sex with younger, great looking guys. I travel a lot and love to sample the local talent. Anything I write on these pages will be an honest account except I will occasionally alter a fact or two to keep this anonymous.