it's embarrassing how very little ive been online as of late. truly ridiculous.

since the last time we met (you crazy kids, with your... uh... stuff), i became an aunt... my sister has spawned a child i fully intend to corrupt. just as soon as the whole diaper thing ends. i spend enough time wiping my own ass, i dont need to be cleaning... Read More

its growing increasingly colder outside. that whole changing of the seasons thing is creeping up on me. it was bound to happen, as it does every year, but im not ready for it yet. this year flew by me at an alarming pace, even more so than years past, and it feels like... Read More

First of all, if you're a crazy girl, you're the hottest crazy girl around. And really...who IS good enough to meet all the demands of society? You can either worry that you'll never be good enough for all of those elitist pricks, or you can say "fuck it" and be happy being yourself. And I think a lot of us can relate to feeling lonely, but it's better than a superficial existence where you are surrounded by so-called friends who only want to bask in your glow.

"all my ancient twisted karma from beginningless greed, hate and delusion born of my body, speech and mind i now fully avow... beings are numberless: vowing to free them. delusions are inexhaustable; vowing to extinguish them. dharma gates are boundless; vowing to enter them. Buddha's way i unsurpassable; vowing to become it."

incoherent ramblings from my beloved, hand written journal. the thoughts that flow through my pen tend to be a little more disjointed than the thoughts that find their way to my screen... my brain moves so much faster than my overtaxed left hand...

nonsensical.

i like nonsense.

lots of pictures. life never stops with the surprises. torments. habits. habit... Read More

Hi beautiful.
I'm back from my self induced limbo. I have to get out of the lamp and get my life together.
I figured coming back to SG would be a good start at this new life. I've been stuck in a world of dancers and drunks for too long.
I don't even know where you are working anymore. I heard you were working for Larry. I hope it's not true, if it is I'll have to cut his little pony tail off if he messes with you. Let me know if you're still alive. You should still have my number.
Miss ya!