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But sleeplessness can be worse, and the birds’re already out, and they’ll sing till i’m up and about. I might just give up on finding sleep and watch the World Cup. I want to see the Netherlands play.

It’s been a while since i’ve had this kind of insomnia, where i can’t even close my eyes, but i blame this house, the parents’ place, because i think that was the last time i had it. Here. I hallucinated and was delusional and life was dangerous.