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September 30th, 2016, 4:30 pm

Hello my pals. How has it been? I'm back at school but I'm planning to keep up, tho they're probably WILL be a short hiatus after this week because I need to do homework and go to class.

I'm so broke and lonely omg, I hope I make more friends. I'm sick of a lot of people I know and just avoid talking to them. I feel like a lot of people just talk to me about things I used to care about and like they don't want to acknowledge that I'm different than I was. I don't really like much things besides drawing anymore so I don't blame them :^/
no, I really can't blame them. I really just want to be validated and noticed. My mom says I dress for attention, I mean I don't, but I like the attention. I miss my friends but I think it's that seasonal depression. Maybe I'll get a seasonal latte and seasonal pancakes to go with it. Maybe it'll drown it out lmao. I'm sorry I'm not myself lately. I feel negative again, I thought I stopped that but healing and progress is not linear.Remember that!