Pilate asked him, ‘So you are a king?’ Jesus answered, ‘You say that I am a king. For this I was born, and for this I came into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth listens to my voice.’ Pilate asked him, ‘What is truth?’ John 18:37-38

Well, we’re finally here – for the last month or more our Sunday Gospel readings have all been leading up to Jesus and the disciples entering Jerusalem for a final face off with both the religious and political authorities, which resulted in Jesus’ crucifixion. It always seems a strange turn of the story, coming as it does right before Thanksgiving, hearing a Good Friday text when we want to be thinking about family, and giving thanks, and Pilgrims and maybe even football. But this disjointed and out-of-time placement of the Gospel serves to underscore the disjointed and disconnected nature of the conversation the Jesus and Pilate are having.

Remember that Jesus is standing before Pilate, the Roman military governor, about to be sentenced to death by torture on trumped-up charges. You would think that Pilate would have the upper hand, be in control of the conversation, and yet he is woefully out of his depth. Jesus and Pilate are talking on completely different levels from each other. Pilate just wants to get through this, not have a political and religious mess on his hands; he’s looking for an exit strategy that won’t make him look bad.Jesus, on the other hand, is talking on the meta level – not because he’s disconnected from Pilate’s concerns, or avoiding the reality of death by torture, or because he is so holy that earthly things don’t touch him or don’t matter. What Jesus is saying is of the utmost importance to God, to humanity, and to the world God has made and loves.

Let’s listen to that conversation again:

Pilate So let me get this charge straight…you are the King of the Jews? Is that what you are claiming?

Jesus Well that depends, are you asking because you really want to know, or is it just what you’ve been told?

Pilate How should I know? I’m not Jewish! What have you done?

Jesus My kingdom is not from this world; that’s not where my authority and power come from. And my followers don’t need to fight to protect my sovereignty.

Pilate So …you are a king?

Jesus That’s what you say. I was born, and came into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who cares for the truth recognizes my voice.

Pilate What is truth?

We can hear that last line in a number of ways: 1) an honest inquiry – “Can you help me understand what truth is”; 2) a sneering dismissal – “A lot of good all this philosophical talk will do”; 3) a sense of moral and spiritual confusion – “With everything that’s going on in the world, and all the competing claims, I don’t have the time or inclination to sort it all out, and I don’t see how it applies to me, anyway.” No matter what, Pilate is not listening on the same level or in the same arena that Jesus is speaking on.

Now, this is a particularly intense and frought dialogue, but we know what these kinds of disjointed conversations are like, don’t we? Earlier this month the news brought us a tempest in a teapot – or better put, in a coffee cup – when Starbucks introduced this year’s holiday cup: plain red, with only the Starbucks logo on it. Someone online began to stir the pot about this being an example of the “war on Christmas” because there were no Christmas symbols on it. What pictures have there been on Starbucks cups in the past at this time of year? Snowflakes, reindeer, plain pine trees – not one Christian religious symbol among them. And yet there were people who were very upset, driven – I suspect – by an underlying unhappiness with the increasing diversity and secular nature of American society, and they missed the point that the Christian way to celebrate Christmas is to worship God, to share in the angels’ song for peace, justice, and good will in the world, and to care for the least, the lost, and the lonely in the name of God who came into human life as a powerless baby.

And this last week the disjointedness of our public discourse has jumped at least tenfold as the fear that followed the Paris attacks has taken hold and landed squarely in the middle of the Syrian refugee crisis - which began in 2011, but increased greatly in 2013 as life in Syria became impossible for the great majority of ordinary citizens and families. If my Facebook newsfeed is any indicator, there will be many difficult, awkward, and heated conversations around Thanksgiving dinner tables if the talk turns to this particular topic.

And on late night TV last week Stephen Colbert interviewed Bill Maher; it was a very awkward conversation: Colbert, the faithful Christian of the Catholic variety - despite his ability to deliver some real zingers, and Maher, the noted atheist and detractor of all things religious and spiritual. Their words went right past each other, sometimes insultingly so.

So how in the world can we listen to one another? How can we have any sort of meaningful conversation, or real relationship, if we are so fearful and defensive any time a difficult subject comes up, or someone disagrees with us strongly?

When we come together and talk about important things, we always need to be aware that our opinions and views are most often driven by our feelings and concerns – good and bad - and then we need to remember to listen for the feelings and concerns of the person we are speaking to; otherwise we are likely to get into a shouting match, to dismiss what is being said, and to communicate that we are dismissing the other person’s value as a human being. As Christians we need always to remember that the person to whom we are speaking is a person beloved of God, made in God’s own image; someone for whom Christ was willing to give his own life. That doesn’t mean we’ll always agree, or that emotions won’t run high sometimes; but we must always respect the dignity of every human being, as we promise in our baptismal covenant.

We also must be able to be at peace within ourselves when we speak truth – our truth, or God’s truth – and it is rejected; just because we know the truth and share the truth does not mean that it will be received. And as limited, fallible human beings we know that we will never have perfect knowledge, complete wisdom, unending love, or total truth; only God has all those things.Yet we are still called to live and speak God’s truth, as much as we are able, even as we pray for greater wisdom, deeper love, and more profound truth.

And the truth is that God made the world for love and joy, and delighted to call humanity into being in God’s image, to be at peace and in harmony with all creation.

The truth is that humans broke off our relationship of trust with God, and in doing so, set in motion the sin that defaces and separates us from one another and the rest of God’s world.

The truth is that God tried every way possible to call us back into right relationship with him and with our neighbors – to get us to do justice, to love mercy, and to walk humbly with God.

And so, in the fullness of time, God’s Truth was born into a human family, temporarily homeless, who needed to seek refuge in a foreign country, facing all the pain and sorrow and joy that all human beings face.

The truth is that Jesus – fully God and fully human – showed us by his life and words as an itinerant rabbi how we are to be in this world if we are to be love God with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength, and to love our neighbor as ourselves.

And the truth of God’s kingdom, and power, and purpose came to fruition when Christ defeated sin and death in his resurrection on Easter morning, opening for us – for all who put their trust in him – the way to God and fullness of life now and in all the ages to come. Amen.

For all of them have contributed out of their abundance; but she out of her poverty has put in everything she had, all she had to live on. Mark 12:44Have you ever used the phrase “I just want to add my two cents”? It’s a way of offering an idea or opinion without a lot of personal investment; the person you’re offering it to can take it or leave it – and if they leave it, you’re not going to be too upset. Well, that phrase about “adding your two cents” comes, in part, from today’s Gospel reading.

Let’s take a minute to set the context. For the last several weeks we have been following the flow of Jesus’ story as he and the disciples have been approaching Jerusalem. Each of the readings from Mark has been tracing the last months and weeks of Jesus’ public ministry, leading up to the Last Sunday after Pentecost in two week’s time, the last Sunday of the Church year, when we’ll hear part of the Passion Gospel from John – the exchange between Pilate and Jesus about the nature and reality of Christ’s kingship. It’s that Sunday that always seems so out-of-joint – Good Friday coming in November. Setting the context is important because there is a narrative arc here that has a climax, a goal, a point to the story… and the Christian story is what shapes us; when we know God’s big story, we can see how our lives fit with or intersect with God’s narrative.

So, where are we in the story? It is Tuesday in what we call Holy Week; Jesus and his followers are in the Temple, the holiest site in ancient Israel. It’s a big, busy place, with many people coming and going, offering prayers and sacrifices at different times, some people meeting and greeting others: a town square, a worship space, and a place of religious education and administration all rolled into one.Jesus is spending the day teaching the disciples, and anyone else who cares to listen, and debating with some of the religious scholars, the scribes. He tells the disciples to watch out for the religious scholars of their day because they are more concerned with having their religious practices noticed and praised by others, and given public honor and adulation, than they are concerned about caring for the poor and vulnerable. From Jesus’ perspective, they are missing the point of the Law and the Prophets completely.

And then, Jesus contrasts these scribes with a woman he notices at the Temple’s donation box. Amongst all the people who were making donations, there was a woman – a widow – who was very poor; in the eyes of the ancient world she had three strikes against her: 1) she was a woman, 2) she was a widow/no husband, and 3) she was poor – in other words, she was without standing in her community, the lowest of the low. Jesus points this woman out to the disciples, noticing that she has put her entire budget for the day into the donation box – two small coins, all she had to live on for the day; and he says that her offering was of far greater value than what anyone else had done. Well, that must have been a shocking thing to hear! But Jesus’ point is that the widow gave her whole self to God; she was making a complete commitment, but not one that would be easily noticed by anyone else; her love and trust in God enabled her to give with abandon.

Fast forward to America just after World War II: in the late 1940s and early 50s American society entered into a very prosperous time of growth and expansion; new suburbs were built; people could afford to have larger families; and church attendance swelled it a way it rarely had before. All across the US churches were overflowing, some even ran double sessions of Sunday School to accommodate the numbers of children, and being seen in church – perhaps by influential neighbors or even by your boss – gave you a lot of social capital, social standing. Of course there were many people for whom participation in a church community was a very genuine expression of their faith; and I’m sure there were others who came initially because it was “the thing to do” or “for the kids” and ended up discovering that life made more sense when God was in it and so faith began to grow on them and in them. But there were many others for whom church was just what one should do to get ahead, to fit in, to see and be seen… like the scribes that Jesus was calling out.

Desire for status and social standing does not produce genuine faith, and so when all the societal upheavals of the mid-1960s began to unroll, all those people who were in churches only for the social benefits began to walk away. There is much more that could be said about that period of time, and all the changes that have come subsequent to it, and the feelings of dislocation for many that came along with those changes; but where we are now is that anyone who is here, who is in church, who is part of a Christian community, is here for the right reason. You are here because you have found life; and understanding where your story and God’s story intersect is important to you, and you have a need to touch base with others who are also facing in a God-ward direction. Or at least you are curious and interested enough to want to explore and learn how prayer, and faith in God, and service to others, and being formed in the patterns and practices of Christian living and community give meaning and grounding to life. Like the widow in the Temple we are willing to give our lives to God in a wholehearted way – not out of fear, or trying to placate God, or score points with our neighbors, but from a place of openness and trust; a recognition that fullness of life is a gift of God that we exercise and receive when we can be trusting and open.

Brené Brown is an author and professor of social work at the University of Houston – she’s written lots of books and has recorded several TED talks; and she came through an emotional, vocational and spiritual crisis because of her research on shame and resiliency. What she thought she was learning about other people she recognized as being true for herself, as well, and this recognition precipitated a crisis that led her to realize that needed to embrace an adult faith, and she happened to find it in the Episcopal Church, and in fact is a parishioner at Christ Church, Houston. She has this to say about living whole-heartedly: “Wholehearted living is about engaging with our lives from a place of worthiness. It means cultivating the courage, compassion and connection to wake up in the morning and think, ‘No matter what gets done and how much is left undone, I am enough.’ It’s going to bed at night thinking, ‘Yes, I am imperfect and vulnerable and sometimes afraid, but that doesn’t change the truth that I am also brave and worthy of love and belonging.” 1 When I first heard that quote, I realized that she was speaking to me, also. But that’s who God knows you to be – brave and worthy of love and belonging.

The widow in the Temple didn’t stop to say: “I can’t put my two cents into the treasury; it’s too small and of no value; if any saw me, they would just laugh at me., and I couldn’t stand that.” She didn’t say that; instead she offered to God what she had, her whole heart….and it was more than enough; it was an abundance. And that’s what God wants from us – our whole hearts; despite our fear of unworthiness, of not being brave enough, of not having accomplished enough, of not being enough. God showed his love and desire to embrace us when Jesus gave himself for us on the Cross – the most wholehearted gift that was ever given. And what the Lord asks in return is for us to give ourselves to him and to the path of life with the courage to be open and vulnerable; to acknowledge our sins and short-comings without being overwhelmed by them; to have the compassion to meet others as fellow children of God; and to exercise the trust that God is holding us in the palm of his hand and delighting in us as the apple of his eye.

Let us pray.Gracious God, we offer to you our whole hearts – bruised and battered and fearful as they may be – knowing that we can find rest, healing, and joy in your abundant love. In Jesus’ Name we pray. Amen.

For all of them have contributed out of their abundance; but she out of her poverty has put in everything she had, all she had to live on. Mark 12:44

Have you ever used the phrase “I just want to add my two cents”? It’s a way of offering an idea or opinion without a lot of personal investment; the person you’re offering it to can take it or leave it – and if they leave it, you’re not going to be too upset. Well, that phrase about “adding your two cents” comes, in part, from today’s Gospel reading.

Let’s take a minute to set the context. For the last several weeks we have been following the flow of Jesus’ story as he and the disciples have been approaching Jerusalem. Each of the readings from Mark has been tracing the last months and weeks of Jesus’ public ministry, leading up to the Last Sunday after Pentecost in two week’s time, the last Sunday of the Church year, when we’ll hear part of the Passion Gospel from John – the exchange between Pilate and Jesus about the nature and reality of Christ’s kingship. It’s that Sunday that always seems so out-of-joint – Good Friday coming in November.

Setting the context is important because there is a narrative arc here that has a climax, a goal, a point to the story… and the Christian story is what shapes us; when we know God’s big story, we can see how our lives fit with or intersect with God’s narrative.

So, where are we in the story? It is Tuesday in what we call Holy Week; Jesus and his followers are in the Temple, the holiest site in ancient Israel. It’s a big, busy place, with many people coming and going, offering prayers and sacrifices at different times, some people meeting and greeting others: a town square, a worship space, and a place of religious education and administration all rolled into one.

Jesus is spending the day teaching the disciples, and anyone else who cares to listen, and debating with some of the religious scholars, the scribes. He tells the disciples to watch out for the religious scholars of their day because they are more concerned with having their religious practices noticed and praised by others, and given public honor and adulation, than they are concerned about caring for the poor and vulnerable. From Jesus’ perspective, they are missing the point of the Law and the Prophets completely.

And then, Jesus contrasts these scribes with a woman he notices at the Temple’s donation box. Amongst all the people who were making donations, there was a woman – a widow – who was very poor; in the eyes of the ancient world she had three strikes against her: 1) she was a woman, 2) she was a widow/no husband, and 3) she was poor – in other words, she was without standing in her community, the lowest of the low. Jesus points this woman out to the disciples, noticing that she has put her entire budget for the day into the donation box – two small coins, all she had to live on for the day; and he says that her offering was of far greater value than what anyone else had done. Well, that must have been a shocking thing to hear!But Jesus’ point is that the widow gave her whole self to God; she was making a complete commitment, but not one that would be easily noticed by anyone else; her love and trust in God enabled her to give with abandon.

Fast forward to America just after World War II: in the late 1940s and early 50s American society entered into a very prosperous time of growth and expansion; new suburbs were built; people could afford to have larger families; and church attendance swelled it a way it rarely had before. All across the US churches were overflowing, some even ran double sessions of Sunday School to accommodate the numbers of children, and being seen in church – perhaps by influential neighbors or even by your boss – gave you a lot of social capital, social standing.

Of course there were many people for whom participation in a church community was a very genuine expression of their faith; and I’m sure there were others who came initially because it was “the thing to do” or “for the kids” and ended up discovering that life made more sense when God was in it and so faith began to grow on them and in them. But there were many others for whom church was just what one should do to get ahead, to fit in, to see and be seen… like the scribes that Jesus was calling out.

Desire for status and social standing does not produce genuine faith, and so when all the societal upheavals of the mid-1960s began to unroll, all those people who were in churches only for the social benefits began to walk away. There is much more that could be said about that period of time, and all the changes that have come subsequent to it, and the feelings of dislocation for many that came along with those changes; but where we are now is that anyone who is here, who is in church, who is part of a Christian community, is here for the right reason.

You are here because you have found life; and understanding where your story and God’s story intersect is important to you, and you have a need to touch base with others who are also facing in a God-ward direction. Or at least you are curious and interested enough to want to explore and learn how prayer, and faith in God, and service to others, and being formed in the patterns and practices of Christian living and community give meaning and grounding to life. Like the widow in the Temple we are willing to give our lives to God in a wholehearted way – not out of fear, or trying to placate God, or score points with our neighbors, but from a place of openness and trust; a recognition that fullness of life is a gift of God that we exercise and receive when we can be trusting and open.

Brené Brown is an author and professor of social work at the University of Houston – she’s written lots of books and has recorded several TED talks; and she came through an emotional, vocational and spiritual crisis because of her research on shame and resiliency. What she thought she was learning about other people she recognized as being true for herself, as well, and this recognition precipitated a crisis that led her to realize that needed to embrace an adult faith, and she happened to find it in the Episcopal Church, and in fact is a parishioner at Christ Church, Houston.

She has this to say about living whole-heartedly: “Wholehearted living is about engaging with our lives from a place of worthiness. It means cultivating the courage, compassion and connection to wake up in the morning and think, ‘No matter what gets done and how much is left undone, I am enough.’ It’s going to bed at night thinking, ‘Yes, I am imperfect and vulnerable and sometimes afraid, but that doesn’t change the truth that I am also brave and worthy of love and belonging.” 1When I first heard that quote, I realized that she was speaking to me, also. But that’s who God knows you to be – brave and worthy of love and belonging.

The widow in the Temple didn’t stop to say: “I can’t put my two cents into the treasury; it’s too small and of no value; if any saw me, they would just laugh at me., and I couldn’t stand that.” She didn’t say that; instead she offered to God what she had, her whole heart….and it was more than enough; it was an abundance. And that’s what God wants from us – our whole hearts; despite our fear of unworthiness, of not being brave enough, of not having accomplished enough, of not being enough.

God showed his love and desire to embrace us when Jesus gave himself for us on the Cross – the most wholehearted gift that was ever given. And what the Lord asks in return is for us to give ourselves to him and to the path of life with the courage to be open and vulnerable; to acknowledge our sins and short-comings without being overwhelmed by them; to have the compassion to meet others as fellow children of God; and to exercise the trust that God is holding us in the palm of his hand and delighting in us as the apple of his eye.