I love people, especially the innocent. As a child, I was traumatized with ideas of what I was supposed to be as a "good Christian"- and I now see people who tell the horrible stories of the Bible to impressionable children to be suffering from some serious mental illness. Second, I would not want to pray to a being who does not give everybody the same equal start to life that he gives others, he allows others to kill for him, he allows creepy elderly people to scam money from other people through promises of "miracles", he apparently loves one group of people over another, and he apparently hates homosexuals, yet he KEEPS MAKING THEM, which would be comparable to me continuing to brine cucumbers and eating them, even though I have other and tastier sources of food available.