Practicing a Female Led Relationship, loving yet strict Punishment and Discipline, plus sexual Dominance and submission (including Cuckolding)....has saved our marriage, deepened our bond, and enriched our lives together. We are more in love with each now than ever before.

For convenience sake...and to preserve our anonymity, in this blog I will refer to my wonderful Wife as Q....as in my Queen...and where needed, i will refer to myself as k....as in Her knight...as i am sworn to serve Her every need and command. And it is by Her strict guidance that i am able to attempt to please my Queen! i hope i am not repeating someone else's moniker for each other...since no idea is 100% original...if i have please be assured it was by accident...

Saturday, January 29, 2011

She called down from the top of the stairs...."Did someone say they needed a good spanking?"......i watched this vision of beauty and grace....descend the stairs in all Her Dominant glory....wearing only thigh high black stockings....and black patent leather spike heels....She crossed the floor towards me....strolling in the same way the runway models do....an exaggerated swing to Her hips....Her breasts swayed and bobbed gently with each step She took....Her blonde hair long and full, falling around and framing Her face....make-up heavy....slutty...."God She looks hot!"....red lips....dark eyes....She carried Her wooden hairbrush and a set of padded leather wrist restraints.....

Earlier....when our son had left for the day with his Granma....Q announced She was going upstairs to prepare for our "playtime".....i took Her hand before She left....and respectfully asked if She would include a spanking in whatever Her plans for the afternoon were....i explained that i felt a need....to connect....to bond.....on an emotional level....a need to surrender....to draw close to Her love....close to my Wife...Her Dominance....Her authority....She smiled and asked what type of spanking did i want....i left it up to Her to decide....She knows my needs so well...."No no..." She said...."If you want Me to grant a wish....you must be sure you are quite specific!"....embarrassed...a little humiliated.....i asked politely....if She would please give me a loving....sensual....yet very effective bare bottom spanking....."If by "very effective" you mean good and hard....that's the only way to spank your bottom!".....with a kiss on the cheek She assured me i would not be disapointed!

Q sat the brush and cuffs down and hugged me to Her nakedness....my hands slipped down Her back to Her ass...She kissed me hard and long....pushing Her crotch against mine....She pulled my t-shirt over my head....and began kissing Her way down my neck....my chest....Q teased both my nipples with Her fingers and lips...."i love when She does that!"....She continued to kiss down my belly as She undid the buttons of my jeans....She pulled them down to my ankles....then the waist band of my shorts....my erection sprang out....eager and hard....it bobbed right in Her face....i felt Q's hair....then Her cheek brush against my penis as She removed my pants the rest of the way....She didn't seem to even notice my hardon as She just stood and retrieved the leather cuffs...."Hold out your arms..." She cuffed my wrists in front of my body....picked up Her hair brush...then led me by the hand to the couch....

Q sat down and looked up at me.....She patted Her stocking covered legs with one hand...at the same time, with Her other hand She gave my penis a few brief strokes...."Come on over My lap baby...Mama knows what you want."....i lay down the length of the couch....my bound hands in front of me....my hardness pressed against Her thighs...."oh those magnificent thighs!".....encased in silky stockings....how they felt wonderful against my penis....Q rubbed one hand up and down my back.....the other caressed my buttocks....the backs of my thighs...."Part your legs some babe.".....i did so....She reached under from behind to fully expose my balls...."I want to be able to get to these if I want!" She said....Her hand caressed the insides of my legs....fingers finding and tickling....pressing and pinching my testicles....roaming up to my backside....sneaking inside my crack....teasing the opening to my asshole....i began to rub and grind myself against Her....when She didn't protest i shamelessly began to hump Her soft thighs...."Horny little dog!"....that's when She began....SMACK!.....came the first slap from Her bare hand down on my bottom....SMACK!....SMACK!....SMACK!....Q began to methodically spank every available inch of ass She could....which was a lot considering the position i was in...."You want to try and rub one off on My lap do you?....Lets see if I can't help you move those hips!"....Her hand kept up a steady pace....my bottom was beginning to really warm up....She grabbed my balls and encouraged me to continue humping Her lap....harder She squeezed....She made little moaning....fucking noises as if....as if someone were really giving Her a good, hard proper fucking....

She grabbed the hairbrush and CRACK!!!!...."Yeowwww!".......CRACK!....the sound and pain both took me by surprise....CRACK!....CRACK!...."Fuck Me Motherfucker!!! Don't stop now!!!"....CRACK!....CRACK!...."Pretend your in My hot little pussy...."....CRACK!...."Try to fuck My brains out!"....CRACK!....CRACK!...."Fuck your Wife like She needs it."...CRACK!..."I SAID FUCK ME!....DO IT SLAVE-BOY....DO ME!!!"....Q was relentless with that hairbrush....my bottom had long since sent a fire alarm to my brain....i was fast approaching the - "i can't take anymore!" point...though it never, ever stopped there!....the air was filled with my pleas and cries....the CRACK! of wood against flesh....Her continued moans of fake ecstasy punctuated by Her exclamations of "FUCK ME GODDAMN IT!"....my hardon had long since failed me, though my fucking motions continued...spurred on by Her relentless onslaught on my upturned ass....i couldn't help but!.....my legs began to kick as well....my hands, bound in front of me....could not reach to block the cruel....yet lovingly delivered blows that rained down on my cheeks and thighs....just as i feared that tears would begin to flow....the spanking suddenly stopped....a stinging, fiery dome of heat seemed to surround ass....my face felt flush....it was damp where i lay on Her lap....i was painfully aware of my now limp penis....uselessly pinned between me and Her thighs....

i jumped as if shot....when Her cool hand ....touched my blistered, burning backside...(Q laughed in a wicked way) and said...."My...my...my...what a pretty shade of red.".....Q caressed my bottom with all the love of a mother for Her child...."Is that what you needed baby?....Did you get what you wanted?.....Maybe a few more to make sure?".....i assured my Wife that i received exactly what i had asked for....and then some!....She helped me off Her lap....and i stood trembling before Her....my penis looked small and frightened....i was unable to rub the sting from my butt due to my hands being cuffed....Q pointed to a smallish, wet spot on one of Her stockinged thighs...."Not a very impressive creampie you left there stud!" (more laughing!)..."i....i never did come Honey....i just couldn't stay hard during the spanking....i'm sorry baby..."

"It doesn't really matter anyway...." Q stood and kissed me on the lips...."It's okay babe....but I do have something in the kitchen I need to show you!".....my Wife grabbed me by my penis and firmly led me from the room....once in the kitchen....Q stood with Her hands on Her hips looking very stern...."When you cleaned the kitchen yesterday....I was very unimpressed with the job you did."....i looked at Her puzzled...i was sure i had done a good job...."Just look at the fucking floor slave.....you missed a spot!".....i stared down....i looked....i failed to see where i had missed...."Get on your hands and knees bitch and look closer"....i did as i was told...."Right there....right in front of your nose!"...."i'm sorry Honey....i just don't"......"Don't 'Honey' Me slave....I guess I have to do every fucking thing around here!"....i was hurt and confused....there was nothing there....Q stood in front of me....over me....i was on my knees and hands....face close to the floor....desperately trying to see what, and where She was talking about....Her feet were planted wide apart....standing tall on those stiletto heels....those black stockings running the length of those great legs to the tops of Her thighs....Q squatted down....bending Her knees....legs spreading as She lowered Herself down....until Her bush was even with....and just inches away from my nose....She pointed one painted nail to the spot just below and between Her open legs....."Look right fucking there slave!".....and suddenly....my Wife....let loose with a stream of piss right onto the kitchen floor!....i was so shocked...all i could do was stare....the force of Q's pee hitting the floor caused some to splatter in little droplets onto Her shoes and my face....when a nice sized puddle had formed....Q stopped the flow....stood back up and placed Her hands on Her hips.....with tiny drops of piss running down my face....i looked from the puddle of my Wife's pee on the floor....up to Her beautiful face....She was a vision, a Goddess....in all Her Dominant glory....She smiled down at me in pure amusement..."See....I told you...you missed a spot!"

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Sorry i haven't posted on the events of Sunday afternoon yet...life has been happening!....This morning....we were in the middle of our weekday morning routine...getting ready for jobs....school lunches....as i stood at the sink to shave...i gazed at my Wife in front of the other one...i love to watch Her getting ready....half naked....intent on Her appearance....She indicated Her phone by the sink..."I just got a call....I'm needed at an early breakfast meeting...would you mind finishing getting him (our son) ready and taking him on in to school babe?"....knowing She really didn't have to ask anyway...i told Her i was more than happy to help Her in anyway i could....

As She kissed our son and me goodbye...i asked Her where they were meeting for breakfast....She looked at me slyly and smiled..."Oh....we're just going to pull over some place quick...." She kissed me again and said, "Nothing like a thick, tall protein shake to get the day off to a good start!"...."my God She's a horny little thing....She's off to blow some guy!"....and with that She hurried off to Her car....So here i am....with an erection writing....and at this moment....my Wife has another man's dick in Her mouth....it's gonna be a long day for me....

So guys, (and Ladies!)....you know that gorgeous blonde executive in the smart business suit you're always stealing glances at in the smoking area of your building?.....or maybe the one that just passed you in the hall....confident, professional, and purposeful....heels clicking....talking into Her cell?....you turned to check out that gentle sway of Her hips....Just think to yourselves....Is that Her?.....Is She the one from that blog?....the one who just this morning....before She came to work....was sucking some guy besides Her husband off in a car in some parking lot?....think about it....because She could have been checking you out too!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

What an incredible....and intense day my Wife and i spent together....i will have to relate to you the events later this week due to lack of time....i hope i will be able to find the adequate words to describe the amazing pleasures we were able to bring each other...

And Q.....thank You for loving Me....here is a quote i read....it says it all....i love You!

There can be no happiness equal to the joy of finding a heart that understands.
~ Victor Robinson

i had just dried off from my shower this morning and was lathering up for a shave, when Q came into the bathroom with a fresh cup of coffee for me...sitting it down on the sink...She opened Her fluffy morning robe and hugged me from behind...i could feel Her bare breasts pressed against my skin...

"I really want to play with you today baby.....do you want to be My toy today?"......my penis was growing beneath the towel around my waist as i stammered out a hearty "oh hell yes....but how?".....She said, "I just got off the phone with Granma....and She'd love to take Her grandson for the day!"......

Q began kissing Her way down my back...undoing my towel as She sank to Her knees....my face and hands covered in shaving cream....i was still facing the mirror....unable to do anything but stand there trembling....knowing our son was just in the living room watching cartoons....i wasn't sure where this was going...She continued down until She was planting wet kisses all over my butt....Q reached between my legs to stroke my erection...with Her other hand She parted my ass cheeks....She wiggled Her tongue up and down the length of my crack before beginning to playfully flick the tip of Her tongue against my anus...She knows i find this so fucking sexy....it drives me crazy with lust....i am liable to commit crimes for Her if She asked while performing analingus on me...all the while She slowly stroked my penis from behind as if milking a cow....with a final little bite to one cheek of my bottom....and a substantial swat to the other....Q stood....fastened Her robe and said...."I'm going to check on our son and cook you a nice breakfast.....I'd kiss you but you got cream all over your face....love you babe!".....and with that She handed back my towel and left me standing in utter shock with a hardon and a thousand fantasies of what was to come later in the day....

Since flourishing in Her Dominant nature...Q has become so playful....so spontaneous...so creative....something as highly erotic as licking my ass, or giving me a blowjob, (some would say those acts are strictly submissive) She uses to exert Her complete control....and to Her profound advantage...and to WANT to cook breakfast for Her man...and to want me to be Her toy....whatever that entails for today....this is HER choice....HER....mood.....it's what pleases HER.....and i am blessed that what pleases Her....a great portion of the time.....is to bring me pleasure......whether it be playful.... painful.....teasing....all about femdom....whatever She chooses....and it is all done with affection...skill....and above all love...

After shaving, i went to the kitchen....patted Q on Her bottom....kissed Her....and asked if She needed any help with breakfast...."No babe I got it....", then sarcastically with a smirk on Her face She said, "Why don' t you go play on your computer....go on that blog and tell all those subbies that you'll have something really tasty for them to jerk-off to after I get through with you today!"

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Q lay with Her head on my chest...She wore pink cotton pajama bottoms and a thin white tank top...i on the other hand was naked...lying on my back with one arm around Her...She had one leg thrown across mine...Her knee resting against my balls...my penis alternated between erect and semi-hard...Her hand resting low on my belly...Her breath warm on my chest..."Please honey...just tell me a little bit"....."I said not tonight...and don't ask again....unless you want a visit with the cane!"...."shit....i was hoping.....no counting on it...i wanted to hear all about how Jason fucked Her brains out this afternoon...i really wanted one of Her special hand-jobs...while She shared every detail of what a glorious lay Her lover was"...a small pool of pre-cum had oozed out of my penis and onto my skin..."it was all i had thought about all day...damn it...didn't She know i needed this?"...Q absently dipped Her finger into my little puddle...with out looking up...She brought that finger with the painted nail...slick with the evidence of my excitement...up to my lips...without hesitation i sucked it clean as i had been trained to do..."please...please...please...just do it for me babe"....Her finger returned to scoop up the rest...this time She rubbed the slick stuff on that magic spot just beneath the head of my penis..."yes...yes...yes...She's gonna do it for me!"...my penis sprang to full length...bobbing in anticipation...Q giggled...then brought Her hand back to rest on my chest...sighing in satisfaction at the sheer power She held over my mind and body...."no...no...no...don't stop...."

Only an hour or so before i had knelt naked on the floor of our bathroom...waiting as She tucked our son into bed...upon entering She haughtily lit a cigarette as She looked down on me..."God She's so beautiful..."She

walked till She literally towered over me and lifted the dress She had wore to work that morning...my face

was level with Her crotch...i stared at Her mound...covered in the thin fabric of Her panties...She pushed it right against my nose and mouth..."Breath!" is all She said...i inhaled Her womanly scent...much more darker than usual...damp...musky...sweaty...She smelled of sex...my penis felt enormous...i looked up at Her with awe and love as i continued to breath in the hours old residue of Her afternoon with "him"...She turned Her back to me as She removed Her dress and bra...She padded to the toilet...and bent at the waist as She eased those panties down Her long legs...giving me a full view from my position of Her wonderful heart shaped ass and a peek from behind at those pouty pussy lips i adore so much...Q straddled the toilet with Her back to me...i heard Her piss splashing into the water with a steady stream...She stood and faced me...the cigarette clenched between Her front teeth...my heart was pounding...Her trimmed pubic hair was matted and moist looking...i wanted to grab my penis right then and jerk off for Her...as She once again drew close to me Her scent grew stronger than before...there were drops of pee clinging to to Her swollen lips and the few hairs surrounding them...Q grabbed me by the hair..."this is it...She's going to push my face into Her well used crotch..." Her bare foot found my balls and pressed Her weight down till they were pressed against the tile floor...i opened my mouth to gasp in pain...and that's when She stuffed Her soiled panties against my tongue...and deep in my mouth...

"Keep them there until I say you can remove them!"...She stepped to the shower turning it on to adjust the spray...looking back over Her shoulder She said, "Enjoy his come little man...God knows I sure did!"...i watched Her as She showered...this is not what i had in mind...i guess i had envisioned cleaning Her used pussy with my tongue...while listening to Her tell me how big his cock was...and what a proper fucking She received that afternoon...some humiliation other than sitting on my knees on the cold tile floor...tasting some other man's come mixed with Her sweat and juices from a pair of panties stuffed in my mouth...i watched Her through the glass doors...Her perfect body beneath the hot water...washing away any traces of Her tryst...i helped to dry Her off...Her panties still in my mouth...and as She stood naked and clean before me...i smoothed lotion onto Her luxurious skin...skin that had just lain beneath another man...Q smoked and leaned against the sink as i continued to apply the lotion to Her legs...Her buttocks...the curve of Her waist...Her flat tummy...Her perfect breasts ...Her shoulders and down Her back...all the while knowing...and thinking about how..."his" hands had just been here...touching and exploring all these same places on my Wife that i was now serving..."his" lips and tongue traveling and tasting these very spots just hours before...bringing Her pleasure and delight...pleasure that i wished to be a part of...for Her to share with me...God knows i am pledged to seeing Her happy...and finding sexual gratification in the arms of other men does make Her happy...and when Momma's happy.....well you know... She can make me very happy....She took a drag from Her cigarette as She pulled the panties from my mouth with the fingers of Her other hand..."All clean?", She asked inspecting the crotch of Her underwear... She tossed them into the hamper and gently kissed me on the lips...."Brush your teeth baby...you taste like nasty pussy!"...She smirked at me over Her shoulder as She strode off into the bedroom...from the sink i could see through the door into our room...i watched as she put on Her pajamas..."damn...She's getting dressed..."

...."No baby...not tonight...I'm to tired and relaxed.", She raised Her head from my chest to look at me...there was that mix of love and amusement on Her face as she said...."Don't worry babe...I'll tell you every detail...just not tonight...my little pussy is so sore and I want to go to sleep....I'll save it for sometime when I can make it something very special for you to remember."....i must have sounded like i was whining..."Well...would it be okay if i....?".....She quickly cut me off..."No!....you may not play with that little thing!"....She gave the head of my penis a sharp squeeze...."OWWWCH!"....(it did nothing to decrease my erection though)...."I just gave you a blow-job last night...be grateful bitch!"....

She fell asleep with me spooning Her...my penis hard, and pressing against Her pajama covered backside...my arms around Her...my hands cupping Her breasts...sleep would not come easy for me...."i wonder how well "he" is sleeping tonight...."

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Last night before going to bed...Q had me stand naked before Her...She produced "The Key" and removed the lock on my chastity device...putting Her arms around me, and pressing Her fully clothed body against my naked skin....She whispered in my ear,"Tonight i want to play with my little pee-pee.".... She had me to wash the CB-6000 and myself...."Don't play with that thing while your in there!" She stated...the warm soapy rag felt good on my penis...almost too good....i had to be very careful....the lack of stimulation to the skin left my penis ultra-sensitive...

When i returned to the bedroom She was laying in bed wearing nothing but a pair of panties....smoking a cigarette and looking hot as hell...i immediately made to get Her ashtray and kneel beside the bed...with a warm and loving smile She said, "No baby...Momma wants tonight to be all about Her little man..."....She patted the bed beside Her, indicating that i should join Her there....i lay next to my gorgeous Wife...enjoying the sexy way She smoked...gazing at Her nakedness...waiting for whatever pleasures She had in store for me....my mind reeled with anticipation....my penis was semi-hard and heavy against my leg...we enjoyed each others company in silence...i adored, and worshiped Her with my eyes...She smiled....reading my mind....knowing me better than i know myself...She slid closer to me...i could feel Her warmth....Her familiar scent...She reached down and with just two fingers began to stroke my penis...bringing me to full erection with just the slightest touch...."You may cum as soon as your ready baby." She said....oh please not so fast...i wanted it to last...She knew i could come quickly....please tease me some....don't let me finish too soon...

Q put out Her cigarette and moved into my arms...She leaned over me...kissed me softly...then with more passion....Her hands roamed my body...ignoring my throbbing erection...my hands found Her perfect breasts...the curve of Her hip...."Uh-uh..." She said...gently pushing my hands from Her tits..."I want you to hold onto the headboard...understand?" i nodded yes but She could see my disappointment..."Let Me please you tonight...tomorrow there'll be other hands on me...." my penis bobbed at the thought of Her lover's hands caressing where She said i could not..."If you let go of the headboard...Momma stops what She's doing!"....God no don't stop...."Tomorrow night I'll be home late from work, Jason has something he needs Me to....go over!", She whispered....Her lips brushing mine as She spoke..."You know how demanding he can be...I won't be able to leave until he is completely satisfied....with My "work"....."

my hips were thrusting....involuntarily trying to hump the air....Her talk of cuckolding me fueling my lust...She giggled at my humiliation...of being turned on by the fact that other men have their way with my Wife....maddeningly Her hand traveled down my chest....my belly....i felt the heat of Her hand brush past my hardness to cup my balls....kneading and squeezing.....firm and then tight....She knows i love the pain this causes....oh yes baby....squeeze my balls...."What do I have in My hand slave?"....."Your balls my Queen."...."Good answer!"....with that She gave them an even harder squeeze....I moaned loudly in pain and pleasure....Her lips found first one nipple and then the other.....yes...yes....kissing...licking...nibbling....then full on biting...oh Jesus yes baby...owww....God yes....i hope they will still be raw tomorrow....i love that...She slowly kissed and bit Her way down to my aching balls...taking one in Her mouth She sucked it deep and hard!...rolling it aroundfirmly with Her tongue...the pain almost caused me to release my grip on the headboard....don't let go...don't let go.....oh shit that hurts....God it's so good!...then the next one...the way Q does this always causes what feels like an instant case of blue-balls...sucking my testicle even deeper into Her mouth....She pulled Her head back and back until my sack was stretched tight....then suddenly releasing my ball with a loud POP!!!..."Owwwww fuck!!!!" i cried...."Shhhh, don't you wake our son slave!"....

Q's hand gently continued to knead my aching balls as She planted little kisses up the length of my shaft until She reached the head...with Her other hand She lifted my penis and placed a single kiss on top...."mmmmm.....baby is soooo close....I can taste his cum on his pee-pee." Q began a slow stroke...still only using Her finger tips....all the while barely kissing, and flicking the tip of Her tongue across the swollen head...i'm going crazy here...She continued this sweet torture as i squirmed beneath Her...my breathing becoming ragged...i could feel the sweat of sexual tension glazing my body....oh yes....please ...please....."Please baby...please...." i moaned..."Please what....say it....tell Momma what you want!"...."Please...put it in your mouth....please..." She smiled warmly up at me as She slowly sucked my penis into Her wet mouth...oh God yes baby....oh yes that's it.....oh no....oh no....not yet!....Her hand now encircling my shaft...wet from Her saliva....slowly stroked in time with Her mouth moving up and down the length of my erection....i could feel my sore balls contracting...She squeezed them even harder!....ohhhh God....."Baby i'm gonna cum....i'm gonna....oh God i'm cumming.....uhhhhhh!!!!!" She may have only bobbed Her head down on me four...maybe five times...and i began coming like a teenager....

Q allowed the first couple of spurts into Her mouth...swallowing what She coaxed from those aching balls...then as She continued to sweetly stroke me off...She kept the head of my penis right against Her pursed lips....moaning in (mock?) pleasure as i continued to ejaculate...i had a death grip on the headboard as waves of pleasure flowed out of me....Q continued to stroke and kiss my penis until it grew soft and ultra-sensitive....She crawled back up my body...looking at me with amused satisfaction...my cum shiny-wet and white on Her sexy lips...drippingfrom Her chin onto my belly and chest...then She was kissing me...Her tongue deep in my mouth....(it is Her rule that whenever i am allowed to orgasm....in whatever fashion it is brought about....wherever my cum may land....i am required to lick it up to show my gratitude/submission to Her) ....Our tongues danced passionately together as i licked my cum from Her lips and chin....."Thank you....Thank you honey.....i'm sorry i came so quickly!"

Q smiled sweetly as She looked down on me..."That's okay baby...i know you needed too soooo bad...." She kissed me on my forehead....."I must be the luckiest man in the world," i said....to have a Dominant Wife not opposed to allowing frequent orgasms to Her man....on Her terms of course....."You treat me so special...thank you honey!" She kissed my lips once more before reaching for Her cigarettes....i weakly raised up to light it for Her...She seductively drew the smoke into Her lungs....and blew it out with that look of contented control She has....as i knelt beside Her on the bed, holding Her ashtray in both my hands...i looked at Her with love....and She back at me....savoring the moment....

"Now remember," She said...."I have a date....I mean....I'm working late tomorrow evening....keep your hands of that little pee-pee and maybe I'll tell you all about it at bedtime tomorrow night!" oh those mixed feelings of jealousy...excitement...humiliation....wanting Her pleasure....wanting Her to be happy....fantasizing about what that other man will be doing to my Wife's body....shame at the fact that i was becoming erect again at the thought of another man's cock inside Her....She smiled....reading my thoughts again...seeing my erection....knowing...knowing the depth of Her control over me...i love Her for that.....i hope She plays with my penis while She shares with me the details of Her "working late"......i can be such a selfish slave....

Friday, January 14, 2011

It's been four days since Q locked my/Her penis in it's cage before leaving for work....though She never leaves me locked up for too-too long, (nothing compared to other men's stories i've read) nevertheless...just being bound by Her control...parts of my body, as well as my thoughts, completely enslaved to Her...keeps me in a sort of spiritual state of submissive arousal...a condition which cannot be accompanied by an erection due to the chastity device installed on my body....even though i walk about...go to work and shop at the supermarket...i just as well may be tied helplessly to our bed...awaiting whatever may amuse or please Her! It's a constant reminder of Her power over me...a reassuring (to a submissive) symbol of my bondage to Her...of my willing surrender of even the manner in which i can relieve my self in the bathroom! Every time i have to sit like a woman to pee...deep inside i realize who wears the pants in this family...every time that i am spanked, or ordered to make love to Her with my hands and tongue while wearing my chastity device...or if She is off enjoying a thorough fucking from a lover and my penis has been completely robbed of any sensation other than that of it's plastic cage...a feeling of helplessness...of frustration...of humiliation...of fear...and gratitude washes over me...

Our practicing a Wife Led Marriage did not begin until after She ended our eight month long separation...during which i was the most lonely and miserable than i had ever been in my life...including the times and events that had caused Her to ask me to move out of the house, (but more on the past, later in the future!)....But once Q and i entered in to reconciliation, and initiated the dynamic of D/s into our marriage...we seemed to blossom together...my purpose became so much clearer to me...and more fulfilling! And Her enjoyment of sex...on Her terms...with me or whomever She chooses...has brought about a sense of calm and peace into our household that wasn't there before...when it was just vanilla sex between us...before She discovered the web sites i "secretly" browsed...the way we treat each other, and our son, is so much healthier than before! In fact...we are more partners now that She is in charge...partners who share the raising of a child...who share in a power reversed relationship,(though i believe she always had power over me)...who share in Her controlling the finances...who share in Her receiving pleasures from men other than me, and share in the pleasure it brings us both when She tells me details of these episodes...we share all things now on a level i never dreamed possible in all my masturbatory fantasies before the reality of D/s...

So whether or not i am naked before Her...locked in chastity, or not....allowed to orgasm or not...tied to the bed or fully dressed at my job...whatever the case...or wherever i may be...the reality of being in bondage to my Wife is at all times a conscious reality for me...one that i embrace with all my heart...for this gift of myself to Her...and the gift of Her dominance over me...binds us together in true partnership...

I do hope She chooses to let my/Her penis out of it's cage tonight...or maybe this weekend! More than that...i hope i am allowed to go down on Her tonight...i think i might beg to taste Her sweet pussy when we go to bed tonight...unless She has other plans!

Monday, January 10, 2011

The fabric of my shirt is brushing against my raw nipples...climbing into the driver's seat to take my son to school this morning reminded me of just how sore my backside is from it's visit with Her leather strap yesterday...there's a dull yet satisfying ache at my sphincter from being taken not once, but twice by Q and Her thick strapon cock ...and this morning as She dressed for work, Q had me put on the CB-6000...then She ceremoniously clicked the lock in place Herself...pocketed the key...and had me get down to kiss Her feet and thank Her for locking up "Her little plaything"...the same feet that i had been ordered to lick my own come off of the day before!

You see...Grandma had come by and taken our son for the day (God bless Her!) and Q had taken the opportunity to administer in Her words a "long overdue" correction spanking for a few minor infractions that had occurred over the past several days...and after bending me over the dining room table and beating my ass and thighs till my knees were buckling and my cries of "i'm sorry honey...oooooh honey please i'm sorry....please....stop....owwww....i'll do better....please i'm sorry.....owwwww" had turned into just howls of pain with each blow....She thought it a good idea to further enforce Her Dominance by taking Her "naughty little bitch-boy husband" anally!

Once in the bedroom i got a glimpse in the mirror...my bottom and the backs of my thighs were fire engine red with thick stripes of purple here and there...There was nothing sexy or sensual (though it's always erotic to me as a sub) in the way She had punished me, nor in the way She chose to mount and fuck

me up my ass! First bent over on hands and knees at the edge of the bed...with just barely enough lube to work the large head of Her cock in...then one strong steady push till She was buried half way in...slowly pulling back out until the head of that big rubber dick was restretching the opening of my ass...then a hard thrust back in to the half way mark again! A gasp of pain escaped my body each time She drove Herself home until the entire length was pumping in and out of me...faster and faster that cock came at me...Q was breathing hard with Her exertions...through the wonderful pain i began to moan and whimper...i fell face forward onto the bed, my ass still in the air for Her...i felt Her tummy slapping against my beaten ass cheeks with Her every thrust...She pulled out of me after an eternity...i didn't think i could stand much more of the intense pain/pleasure i was getting...but She ordered me on my back..."Spread your legs you filthy little slut!" She ordered...OMG!!!....in one vicious forward shove She sank to the hilt in my sore anus....with my balls in the vise-like grip of her hand She pounded away on me until all i knew was total surrender...this was more violation than fucking...there was no doubt as to who is the superior partner in this marriage....

Later...after She had Her way with me...She had me kneel naked before Her as She sat Queenly in Her chair...She ordered me to jerk off my limp penis (after and during an ass fucking, i can't get hard, but i can achieve a not so satisfying orgasm) as She looked down upon me...regally smoking and making humiliating remarks as to my "worthless little pee-pee" and "how can a man let his Wife fuck him up the ass like I just did your's bitch boy?"...and after the come dribbled from my penis onto Her bare foot...i was of course required to clean my mess up with my tongue, and thank Her for all the attention She had shown me that afternoon.

As i was drawing Her bath last evening...Q came up behind me...put Her arms around my waist and whispered in my ear how much She loves me...That is why i am smiling with all the residual pain i am so privileged to carry this Monday morning...it's going to be a good week!

Sunday, January 9, 2011

We truly have come a long way from that first time Q had me bare my bottom, and administered that initial paddling that symbolized my full agreement to surrender to Her will...and very effectively proved to me, (and Her!) that from that point on, She was the head of our household. Once Q felt Her power over me...and the humbling results a blistered bottom had on me, She took to spanking me as often as possible,(we have to be careful when She does spank me due to our young son may hear Mommy spanking daddy) and has never looked back...Whether it be incorporated in Her sexual Domination of me, or for corrective punishment/discipline, or just because She wants to, the application of Corporal Punishment has become the cornerstone of the rebirth of our relationship, and it brings great joy and satisfaction to Her, to have her man present his bare backside to Her for whatever reason(s) She may or may not announce. No arguments, no hesitation, no excuses on my part are tolerated...that will only increase the amount of time i am required to be bent over! Where ever we are, (She carries a wooden hairbrush in Her purse) when ever She says, no matter the circumstances, for whatever reason, for how ever long...and to what degree of severity, all that is expected of me is to submit...period!

As a matter of fact, that is what is required of me in all areas of day to day life. It is not possible or probable for me to remain naked and groveling as She struts around all leather clad and regal...what is in fact reality is that i serve my Queen in many, many ways...through my chores, the lighting of Her cigarettes, opening Her doors, intuitively knowing Her wishes, doing special things for Her without being asked, respecting Her privacy, obeying Her commands, fulfilling Her desires, making sure Her comfort and pleasure are the focus of my attention...the list can go on and on, and i will share the many things required of me that have been added as She saw fit these last two years. The point being...if She needs me to pick up Her dry cleaning, it gets done...the yard work?...i get to it....draw Her bath...shave Her legs...cook our dinner...take Her shopping...worship Her feet...Her ass...the very ground She walks on done!!! These and many more i gladly, and sometimes not so gladly do...because i love Her...and because i need Her!

i need Her guidance, Her Disciplinary hand...i crave the sweet tortures She has so wickedly become adept at...i deep down revel in the humiliations She so lovingly puts me through...i am proud to have willingly surrendered my penis, my balls, my ass...my whole body and mind to Her control...i thank Her profusely for my orgasms and swoon with desire when She withholds them....i become drunk with lust from just the scent of my Queen's pussy...i may have mixed emotions when She seeks the pleasure She needs from other men...but i take a slaves pride in knowing it pleases Her to do so, and that my having no say in the matter brings Her joy as well...to be sodomized by my Wife...spanked like a little boy...required to lick up my own come...to be locked by Her into a chastity device...all this and more i need and want on so many different levels...it's the surrender...it's Her looks of stern reproach or loving approval...it's walking hand in hand in public together with my butt still stinging from my own belt...or kissing Her toes at night and begging to be allowed to masturbate...it's being proud to hear Her girlfriends remark how lucky She is to have a husband like me...it's hearing Her agree...

These things and more we will share with you the reader...for we have come far...my Queen and i....and there is lots to tell!

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Last night, after our son was put to bed, my Wife and i retired to Her bedroom where behind the locked door, (so that no accidental walk-ins will occur) i was told to strip naked, while She slipped into Her pj's. (a thin spaghetti strap top showing a little cleavage, and Her nipples poking through the fabric...and matching "boy shorts" bottoms)

She settled back with some pillows against the headboard with the TV's remote, Her laptop, and smart phone for late nite texting with "friends"...while She watched TV...i on the other hand was beside her on elbows and knees, and per her direction, was giving a blowjob to her thick 10" rubber cock (complete with a set of balls, mushroomed head and veined shaft) that she had removed from it's harness and placed along side Her on the bed. She had me positioned so that She had easy access to my/Her penis and balls. If my efforts at sucking Her big dick didn't meet with Her approval...a firm squeeze to the balls quickly had me redoubling my efforts! Every so often She gave Her little pee-pee (as she calls my penis) a few playful strokes to keep it hard for Her amusement. i had no way of knowing if i'd be allowed to come or not that evening...though She had not locked me up in the CB-6000 in over a week, that was no guarantee of any release coming my way. And except for an occasional break to light Her cigarette, i was required to suck that cock through a whole episode of Law And Order, plus the length of a phone call she took from what i think was one of Her girlfriends...but I can never be too sure!

As humiliating as this sounds, (and it was) i have never been happier than when i am pleasing Her in any way She sees fit! And She has never been happier with me or our marriage than She is with Her authority being followed without question. It hasn't always been like this...we have only been practicing a Female Led Marriage for a little over two years...how we got to this mutually beneficial place has been a long, often rocky road that almost ended in divorce

In this blog, (at Her insistence, but more on that in the future) i will share the wonderful experiences enjoyed by us now...i will go back in time and explain what led to Her adopting the authority that has ultimately healed our marriage...and we will visit some adventures past to show how we evolved in our new roles, how She grew into a true Dominate Female, and my struggles, growth, and joy at finally being able to let my true submissive nature free.

When She had finished Her call...She had me light another cigarette for Her, then placed Her huge cock between Her legs and said, "Get down there My little cock sucking bitch and finish Me off!...And don't forget my balls! Lick and suck them first bitch...that's right...now lick your way back up to the head." i looked up into Her eyes as i took as much of Her length as i could into my mouth..."Oh you little slut, you love sucking Mama's big dick don't you baby...don't you huh?...Oh god yes...suck it like you want your little pee-pee sucked! That's it baby, don't stop...ooooh don't stop now....I'm gonna cum....I'm gonna cum all in your mouth!!!"

And with that She pushed my head down and bucked and shuttered into my mouth as if She were really a man...going through the motions of ejaculating...moaning and gasping in mock ecstasy. my penis was rock hard and i loved Her so for this...i blushed from head to know, knowing my Wife was looking down on Her husband in amused yet satisfied disgust...

She pushed my head up and off Her lap...told me what a good little dick sucker i've turned out to be...hinting that one day, maybe She'd talk one of Her lovers into letting Her watch me suck him off...god i hope She's really just teasing me....but lord knows i would do whatever She commands...just to hear that She's pleased with me!

Well i wasn't allowed to come last night...but She never makes me go too long without...She enjoys Her control over my orgasms both denying and allowing me great pleasure...in which i get pleasure from being at Her mercies...She ordered me into my tighty-whities...allowed me to lick Her beautiful pussy clean after Her bedtime pee...then to pat it dry with some folded tissue...we crawled in between the sheets and after turning off the light, She gave my penis a few squeezes through the fabric of my underwear as She kissed me deeply and told me how much She loved me..."Good night My baby...Mama loves you."...."And i love You to honey...with all my heart!"

i went to sleep last night...knowing i must be the luckiest man on earth.

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My wonderful Wife, (Q) decided sometime back to take advantage of my fantasies and my wish to submit to Her will, and assume total control of our marriage and Her sex life...(in which my pleasure is solely dictated by Her). Though it goes far beyond sex...it is by Her complete control of what is now Her penis and Her balls, and through punishment and discipline, that She enforces Her will and authority in all areas of our lives, and fulfills my need to surrender to it...And for this i am truly grateful to Her!

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Since Q has forbidden any photos of us on "my" blogs...from time to time...i like to post photos i have found on the internet that bear an uncanny likeness to my Wife....these i call "Q-twins" (i do this to Honor Her!...and i admit, to show off as well)...it is of course only with Her permission...and Q must approve each image before i post them...Her requirements are that they accurately resemble Her in - 1. Appearance 2. Attitude and 3. Actions...you will be able to find back postings under Q-twins located on the Labels column...We hope you enjoy...