Asha Adeana

Lies - Poem by Asha Adeana

I wrote another poem about you todayBut it was full of nothing but liesIt’s nothing newyou said that you loved me But we all know how you really feelNothing but hate unfolding in your eyesThe blackness running through your heartSaying hurtful thingsBut yet I hide behind my poemsThat I only wish were trueMaybe one day you'll just knowHow you treat everyone the sameBesides when it comes to meNothing but slaps and cutsCome from your loving handsThe yelling and screaming That comes from your wonderful mouthI just wish I could leave like I said I wouldBut I keep running backJust to get abusedCause that’s all I knowIs what your love showed meI ran away again todayAnd left my poems far behindYou read everythingAnd for some reason you changedYou’re a whole different person I just can’t believeI still don’t know who you areAnd don’t know what you did with yourselfBut whoever you areWhen you tell me that you love meMean it foreverAnd not just that secondCause even if I die I’ll still run back to youForever in your abusive arms