Message: beauty of the flesh creates power this is aliens addiction and our mystery, why we are alone.

I was sitting and doing the mystery,T.M. when I was circled by light and communicated to that we are them the Roswell gray alien. We are time travelling in a body of mankind the thing that we are addicted to because of it's beauty and power. The message was that open contact will only be made to save the planet from nuclear destruction. At which time we will be recycled to another planet and continue the mystery of man being alone.This experience immediately took me back to the actual sighting of this alien when I was six. It scared me then because of it's ugliness. It refuses to be sen until I am ready to see myself again.