Long Time No SeeWell it's been ages since the last time that I was on here... I hope all of you are doing well... much love to ya!!!
So... some of you are probably wondering where the hell I have been... to be honest I took a long needed break from the internet and decided I needed to look after some things going on in my personal life. They have been since worked out and things are going good.
I also had some health issues that are getting better slowly but surely. Thank god!!!
Now for what's new... I have been in the process of auditioning for a few bands though nothing has come concrete as of yet... but I am still looking and trying. Karaoke just doesn't seem to curb my need to sing on a stage anymore.
I also started back in the wonderful world of retail... though I will be honest the place that I am working for is awesome. The people are amazing and they actually recognize hard work. Which is really cool. I had enough of working in places that the only way you are going to get ahead i

ImaginationTo live within my imagination,
Gives me so much gratification.
In my imagination there is no war,
There is no rich nor is there poor.
We humans are all alike,
There is no black nor is there white.
Our world is one peaceful place,
It is beautiful and full of grace.
The grass is green, the flowers bloom,
There is never a day of gloom.
The sky is blue never gray,
It is always a sunny day.
No harsh words are ever spoken,
No hearts are ever broken.
No child is ever left unfed,
Nor are they left without a bed.
There is no tears, there are no cries,
There is no death and no sad goodbyes.
We all get along as should be,
My world is happy and free.
How I pray for this to come true.
So our world can be a better place for me and you.

What Is Your Sexual StyleYou scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94%Exciting75%Awkward69%Wet69%Soft63%Sweet63%Violent31%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Dark & Dreary Or ?When fall comes around, we have shorter days, it stays darker longer, people get drepressed, short tempered and so on and so on.....All i ask is that people just look everyday straight in the face and be happy! Life is Short,Please don't spend half of it being cranky and miserable. Look at everyday as if its a beautiful sunny day, because if your alive and healthy,,,its sunny!!!!!!
Smile and Wave People
Hugs & Tickles

Yay Me!!!Wow, I'm so excited. I just seen my profile scrll across the top. It's the first time I seen it do that. Haha. I seen every1 else's but mine. So now I'm happy. Ok lemme stp I sound like a dork.

Any Nice Guys Out Therehey everyone,
are there any nice guys left in the world? I mean guys who arent gay, married or taken! I am single mom of 2 children and have been playing the field for a couple of months! There is one person that I did really like but we were better off as friends which I am very happy about gaining a new friend! but now I am looking and ready to start again! Anyone wanna chat feel free to im me on yahoo nancy_storey2002 or AIM kayla70100! hope to hear from y'all soon
Nancy

The HammerA bone crushing story
I HEARD A CRUNCH AND WHEN I AWOKE MY MIND WAS IN SHOCK FOR WHAT MY BODY WAS GOING THREW I HAD BEEN ABDUCTED AND THEY WERE CRUNCHING MY BONES WITH A HAMMER!

Lets Tradelove for yr children
When i become rich im going to go up to people and tell them that ill give them everything that i have if they give me there kids forever all my money and then when they are about to do it and get rid of there children ill say nevermind just so that they have to look at there children for the rest of there days and to let them know how much they really love them

Mindless Rants Of A Lunatic Part 1this morning i woke up but i didn't sit up i didn't do anything instead i looked at the wall then to my arm because i had a itch . i was about to itch it when i stopped and thought to my self .is there something on my arm or is there something else telling my mind that i need to itch this part of my arm or it will get unbearable if i don't . i don't know what is there really an itch ,or is it my mind playing tricks on me again if so how can i trust my mind if this itch is not true

GalleryGod broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty
Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime
Because
I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery
She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another m

Actors, Authors, Artists, Musicians And Animal LoversDogs Deserve Better needs more spokespeople! What is Dogs Deserve Better (other than the thing I spend 98% of my time dedicated to?)www.dogsdeservebetter.org
Dogs Deserve Better, 2003 First Place Winner of the ASPCA/Chase Pet Protector Award, is a voice for chained and penned dogs, whose sadness speaks only through the eyes. As the days become years, many of these dogs sit, lay, eat, and defecate within the same 10-foot radius. Chained by the neck, they exist without respect, love, exercise, social interaction, and sometimes even basic nourishment. They live as prisoners, yet long to be pets.
Chaining is not only inhumane for dogs, but has taken a severe toll on this nation’s children as well. In the period from October 2003 through October 2006, there were at least 105 children killed or seriously injured by chained dogs across the country. Chained dogs, unsocialized with humans, can become very territorial of their tiny space, and any two year old who wanders into this space c

MeYou scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Hot100%Violent100%Wet69%Exciting69%Soft ;63%Sweet50%Awkward25%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Hump DayWELL ONCE AGAIN IT IS HUMP DAY AND LIKE ALWAYS HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT DAY AND NIGHT. MAY ALL YOUR UPS AND DOWNS BE IN BED.

I Have A Green Heart...hmmm...Your Heart Is Green
Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.
When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life.
Your flirting style: Laid back
Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking
Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm
What you bring to relationships: Balance
What Color Heart Do You Have?

A Friend Did This For Me :)Blonde Goddess of the Ocean
Chance cyber meeting and introduction
Her beauty unrenowned and trancscending human comprehension
Her warm heart and loving touch
Breeches the core of his being
Eyes of seduction piercing his “walls of Jericho
Her cyber “touch” of purpose and focus tingles his every spot
He wants her, she him
Finally the night at the beach
Holding hands warmly
Goddess of the Sea caressing them
Moistening them
Bringing love’s touch to their being
As he lights a small bonfire
In their private cove of ecstasy
She lays their blanket of pleasure out
The moon dances on the waves
The Goddess speaks through the crashing of the waves
On the shores touch
Slowly Kissing with seduction and desire
Holding, caressing deeper and warmer
Slowly disrobing
The goddess’ breath caressing their naked skin to rock hardness
Of Grand Sexual proportions
Moans of intense love and desire pierce the night sky
Gently laying her on the blanket
Methodical oral worshi

I Like FlowersYou Are a Blue Flower
A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance.
At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower.
And at other times, you are wise like an iris.
And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea.
What Color Flower Are You?

Expressed The BestI know I have overloaded my blogs with song lyrics, but i feel that sometimes the words to a song can express feelings the best and sometimes hits too close to home or everyday life......Really makes you think!

Improvement = DeteriorationAn old Indian chief sat in his hut on the reservation, smoking a Ceremonial pipe and eyeing two US government officials sent to interview him.
One government official then asked, "Chief Two Eagles, you have observed the white man For 90 years. You've seen his wars and his technological advances. You've seen his progress, and the damage he's done."
The Chief nodded in agreement.
The official continued, "Considering all these events, in your opinion, where did the white man go wrong?"
The Chief stared at the government officials for over a minute and then calmly replied "When white man found the land, Indians were running it.
*No taxes
*No debt
*Plenty buffalo
*Plenty beaver
*Women did all the work
*Medicine man free
*Indian man spent all day hunting and fishing, all night having sex .."
Then the chief leaned back and smiled....."Only white man dumb enough to think he could improve system like that.

PoemShe loved him,
She thought he felt the same,
They had a baby,
They got to close.
He said they needed time apart,
She still loves him,
She wants him back,
She said he deserved a second chance,
She said he'll be back.

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Im Sure Someone Will Remember ....I Suppose MOST of you Would Like to know a Bit more about me Seeing as I dont Say very Much.. Well.. I grew up In the country.
Didnt move to the city until I was 19!!!
There's Another person here in LC who I have known and went to school with and Her and I have gotten Into scraps and reconciled and all that fun stuff.. her Name IS: Ladydragonfly30f.. you can find Her On my List As Well...:)
We Had days where we got Into trouble In school.. Im Not Saying we went around Trying to FIND it.. Trouble Always Seemed to find me and Her!! LOL :D

Tear Drops FallingTear drops falling.
Tear drops falling.
Every day,
Every night,
I cry myself to sleep.
I don't know why,
But for some reason I'm worried,
It could be home,
It could be school,
I just don't know.
Somebody help me!
Somebody help me!
God please help me!
I am in need,
Please help me.
Can anyone hear me?
Is their anyone out there?
Does anyone care?
Tear Drops falling,
FOREVER.

Do You QualifyYou ask, do I qualify?
Can I fulfill your needs and become the man you need me to be?
Mamita, have you prepared for what you've asked for?
Can you handle the responsibility?
Can you accept that, by GOD, I am the chosen one, the authority, the comforter, and the head?
Will you submit and willingly follow my path?
Or will you fight with me instead?
If I am your King, will you treat me as such?
Will I get the best of your beauty and poise?
Or will I be subjected, to an appearance neglected, and checked with some serious noise?
When I talk, will you listen?
I mean whole heartedly and feel me?
Or will you rush me just to make your point too?
Can I be the man at all times?
Even when it hurts? Or is it just when it's convenient for you?
Can you love me for me, and not who you wish I could be?
Will you see the strong Latino Man within?
Or will you always remind me of the all the past relationships behind me and make me pay for their sins?
If I don't send you flowers the

I Will Never Love AgainI loved.
I hated.
I burned.
I lost.
I love no more.
He was here.
Then he left.
He's gone.
He's not here.
He's never going to come back.

Well WellMan I have been gone for awhile and the LC goes off and changes. It may take me a few minutes to try to locate everything but I guess I like the change.
I have been so busy with the family thing so I haven't had much time to come and play but hopefully I will have time this week. Maybe by then my blogs will be a little more intresting. Anyone have any suggestions on what I should write? Stories? My opinion? Maybe something that no one else is doing here. Well its up to you my friends.

A Real ManA REAL MAN .....
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first.
2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either.
3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself.
4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN.
5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises
6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck.
8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS.
9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you.
10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you.
11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you.
12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because.
13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real.
14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one.
15.) A REAL MA

Sinners Iisinners together
we were meant to be
called u up one time
u set my heart free
sometimes things happen
when u least expect
but they happen for a reason
a voice I respect
we've never touched
we've never kissed
we've never held hands
but day by day you are missed
I know deep inside
that one day we will be
until that day comes
yours forever I'll be.
xxxxxx

Change Of HeartYOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR PERSONALITY IS UNTIL SOMETHING BAD HAPPEN CAUSE THEN YOU KNOW PEOPLE ARE FUCKED UP I ONCE WAS NICE, I ONCE WAS FRIENDLY, I ONCE WAS THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT LIKED MAKING ALL KINDS OF FRIENDS I RECENTLY LEARNED THE HARD WAY THAT FRIENDS ARE THE BIGGEST BACK STABBERS IN THE WORLD I HOPE THE PERSON THE TAUGHT ME THAT LESSON IS READING THIS CAUSE I HATE YOU I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL I HOPE THAT WHEN YOU KNOW WHO FINDS OUT HE DUMPS YOUR BITCH ASS I ALSO HOPE THAT OTHER SOMEONE ON THE SIDE FINDS OUT AND PUT YOUR WHOLE BUSINESS OUT THERE YOU FUCKING WHORE I HOPE SOMEONE BITCH SLAPS YOU WANNA BE INNOCENT ASS BACK TO "AV" (CITY) YOU BETTER HOPE I DON'T SEE YOU CAUSE I'LL JUST FUCKING RAT YOU OUT

Rawr!Yay!
The contest is over.
I can sleep now lol.
I got mad homework to make up.
Ive been busy with packing and shit.
And i might be able to move into my apartment this weekend :D
Which will fucking ROCK cause i dont want to be here no more. =] But yeah haha. I rock :p.

Knocking On The Door!!He had been knocking on the door and ringing the bell....
Finally, this eleven year old trooper turned to leave, but
something stopped him.
Again, he turned to the door and rang the bell and knocked loudly on
the door with his fist. He waited, something holding him there on the
front porch. He rang again and this time the door slowly opened.
Standing in the doorway was a very sad-looking elderly lady.
She softly asked, "What can I do for you, son?" With radiant eyes and
a smile that lit up her world, this little boy said, "Ma'am, I'm sorry
if I disturbed you, but I just want to tell you that *JESUS REALLY
DOES LOVE YOU* and I came to give you my very last Gospel Tract which
will tell you all about JESUS and His great LOVE."
With that, he handed her his last tract and turned to leave.
She called to him as he departed. "Thank you, son! And God Bless You!"
Well, the following Sunday morning in church Pastor Dad was in the
pulpit. As

Blow Up Dude, Anyone?I swear sometimes it just gets better and better..
There was these bunch of guys here trying to get the attention of this gorgeous neighbour of mine by throwing firecrackers on her window.
It landed on her balcony.
Freaked the living day lights out of the rest of us here at the apt block.
Who do you blame? Video games? Drugs?
Do you call the security? NO...they're too busy thinking about what they're going to do after their shift is over.
It gets kind of dangerous here once those guys find out where you live. Especially when you live alone.
Hmm...so I'm like thinking. Should I get a boyfriend? I think not.
Maybe I'll drop by the shop later on and get me a blow up dude.
It's like the 4th July here.. minus the parade.
Plus the circus of clowns.

What's Up?Well every one. First time here and this site is okay so far. Theirs alot of friendly ppl here and thats aaaallllllll good. If you like what you see then hit me up, later

Tag You It....Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details.(6+6+6 ?) Here Goes: (in no particular order)
1.)I shower after I bathe..always..
2.)I obsess over my clothes & acceseries matching--head to toe
3.)I do not nor have I ever had a Driver's license.. Sad I know
4.)Closet country music fan hidden in my metal CD's..lol
5.) I have a hard time controling my temper when I believe in something..
6.) I Enjoy tatoo's as much as SEX..
I TAG
Jahmann
Damion
Mcclarkin
Wizard
Hotpants911
Inked Firefighter

Song Of The Day Insane Clown Posse - The Wraith(Violent J & Shaggy 2 Dope)
Always Uninvited, (fuck off) unrespected
Sometimes he creeps, other times he expected
He hangs out in bad neighborhoods up at the park
He will strike in broad daylight but prefers the dark
3 little kids caught inside a broken home
He'll just sit there and wait for 'em (Leave 'Em Alone!)
As sure as we're today and death is inevitable
He's waitin there watchin through the eyes of a crow
(Chorus) 2x
Death is always at a shitty time
Don't bother trying to run and hide
Take his hand cross to the other side (Step to the other side)
(J & Shaggy)
Freeway intersections when the bars close, he loves 'em
Blew out traffic lights, he hovers above 'em
And he loves the motherfuck outta crackheads and heroin
Rehab centers and caring mothers always scaring him
Sharing them needles? He encourages and raw sex?
They got him workin and steady collectin soul checks
Then again, 9 times outta 10
I wish he take me instead of some of these poor children we se

Elephant Vs. CamelAn elephant asks a camel, "Why are your breasts on your back?"
"Well," says the camel, I think that's a strange question from somebody whose wiener is on his face."

How Many Me's????HowManyOfMe.comThere are:301people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?

My SonI dont get to see my son that much and i call to check on him all the time.Usually he doesnt talk on the phone,but today he did.He talked for ten minutes to me.He talked about play day and bobos and his candy.I just loved it.He then had to talk with his nana then his papaw then uncle jim then nick(my other son)I was so happy.I still just feel like I am glowing.

Costume PartyCostume Party
A couple was invited to a swanky masked Halloween Party. She got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed, and there was no need of his good time being spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went.
The wife, after sleeping soundly for one hour, awakened without pain, and as it was still early, she decided to go to the party. In as much as her husband did not know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him.
She joined the party and soon spotted her husband cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice chick he could, and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife sidled up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his partner high and dry and devoted his time to the new stuff tha

Speeding TicketSpeeding Ticket
A police officer attempts to stop a car for speeding and the guy gradually increases his speed until he's topping 100 mph. He eventually realizes he can't escape and finally pulls over.
The cop approaches the car and says, "It's been a long day and my tour is almost over, so if you can give me a good excuse for your behavior, I'll let you go."
The guy thinks for a few seconds and then says, "My wife ran away with a cop about a week ago. I thought you might be that officer trying to give her back!"

I Can Do ThisI have made the decision that I am going to quit smoking. I know it will be rough but, I have decided that is the best thing for me....So, I will really need everyone for support!!!! have a great afternoon...

Babies Come FromWhere Do Babies Come From?
A mother is in the kitchen making dinner for her family when her daughter walks in.
“Mother, where do babies come from?”
The mother thinks for a few seconds and says, “Well dear, Mommy and Daddy fall in love and get married. One night they go into their bedroom, they kiss and hug and have sex.”
The daughter looks puzzled so the mother continues, “That means the daddy puts his penis in the mommy’s vagina. That’s how you get a baby, honey.” The child seems to comprehend.
“Oh, I see, but the other night when I came into your room you had daddy’s penis in your mouth. What do you get when you do that?”
“Jewelry, my dear. Jewelry.”

Crazaaysoo how was everyone's day? eh mine was so-so. It's HUMP DAY! ah yes to bad i don't have anyone to hump, haha.
So i went to the tanners yesterday and i got burnt as a damn crisp. My boobs are so damn red everyone was checking em out today. jesus i felt dumb, buut ohh well.
annnd i was supposed to hang out with a guy today... did he call me? umm no wtf, who does that.
ay yi yi i need to clean, so i should probably go and do that...

6 Weird Things About MeI was tagged by my sexy Diesel
Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details.(6+6+6 ?) Here Goes: (in no particular order)
1.I like to bite things as a habit I prefer to bite ppl but most ppl don't like it :(
2.)When I take off my shoes they have to always be placed next to each other neatly.
3.)I actually don't mind cleaning the toilet lol
4.)I hate to be called Ma
5.) I think gothic girls are sexy lmao
6.) I hate wearing a bra
I TAG
Berto
BrushemOff
Dave
Raid
Daddyfatsaccxx
Freekish for that Greekish boy

Chocolate Or...Chocolate or Sex? That's the question today ladies and gentlemen. Which is better?
Chocolate is sweet, velvety, soft...at least the kind I like, and it's soooo good. It fills an emotional need I think, and releases plenty of endorphins, although it's full of calories.
Sex can be soft or rough, sweet or sadistic, and it's also very good. It fills an emotional need I think, and releases plenty of endorphins, fortunately it burns calories.
My solution? Have sex while eating chocolate, that way the calories cancel each other out and you get a double rush!

TaggedTHE RULES:
List 6 INTRESTING things (or Habits) about yourself, then pick 6 of your friends to "tag"(tag a person by leaving them a comment saying something along the lines of "ur it check out the blog 4 more". Then those 6 friends must repeat the cycle.....
1. I know All The Words to "Paradise By The Dashboard Lights"
2. I Once almost kissed a goat
3. I am very particular about my socks matching perfectly
4. I Do All The Cooking in Our House
5. I started College my Junior year of High School
6. I like my Bald Eagle
My 6 Picks
Eh ♥
Manda
Toadleystoned
NativeChica
Herwkdgm
LIL horny College girl

PicsI took some new pics just wanted ta let u guys know...Hope u like emmm

A Pretty Comprehensive Survey- Do you like it rough or sensual?:
Both. I think most people do, right?
- Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:
Opposite. Never tried both at once.
- How often do you like to have sex?:
Daily
- Is sex a top priority for you?:
no. though wish i had time that it could be
-Do you have sex face to face with your partner?:
yes
- How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?:
never anymore
- How do you feel about one night stands?:
They have their place, but tough to learn enough about another person in one night
- How many one night stands have you had?:
A handful
- What's your favorite position?:
Depends on the person. In general I would say doggie.
- Where's your favorite place to have sex?:
my bedroom
- Do you prefer to make love or fuck?:
prefer making love, but fucking has its place.
- Have you ever watched porn while having sex?:
yes.
- How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the de

Todays Events....So I made a doctors appointment today for my back. So hopefully I will feel better on Friday. Made sure I picked up somemore duct tape...lol. I hate feeling down all the time. It is so hard to snap out of feeling so lost with out the hubby. Sometimes I swear I can feel him kissing me. But then I wake up. I guess you could say that the worst part is over.
Harley has to get to the doc soon. i think he is getting amonia again. He has a bad cough. And so do the rest of the kids but not as bad. He is so cute. he constantly tells me he loves me and asks if I am alright. He tells me it is going to be ok. And you know what? He is only three years old. He is the one that is sick and he is taking care of me. I am so lucky to have him. And I should say to have a man like Fred because we have rasied this boy so good.
I got a question for you all. Does anyone on here bank with 5/3? I have had the worst time with them. I could not tell you how much of my money they have taken. Tell me your tho

HikingIt was a long hike and we were both sweaty and even a little dirty from the trail but there we were in a lush forest of Mexico. It seemed like a world away from where we normally lived. My lover collapsed on the ground while I pulled out a water bottle. “Want some water?” I asked and took a swig. Her hair was pulled back and her shades up on her head. Her eyes were closed as she rested.
“Por favor.” She replied. She knew I loved it when she talked to me in Spanish. Her lips were sultry and seemed to be begging me for something. I approached her and as my arm extended towards her I felt the urge to play. Instead of handing the bottle to her I poured it down onto her mouth and tanned body. She was surprised at first but one thing about her is she never misses and opportunity to play. “Now look what you did. You got me all wet.” She teased.
“Good, that’s what I was aiming for.” I replied. My grin was mischievous. I lowered myself down to kiss her pouting wet lips and tasted salt

DarknessHave you ever been in a room full of people but felt like you were the only one there? Ever been held by a loved one but still felt so empty inside that you just wanted to scream? Welcome to what has been my world lately and it sucks because it so isn’t me. I am the happy-go-lucky girl that loves to laugh and make those around her laugh and while I am still capable of doing that to some extent with certain people, there is a part of me that is still empty and alone. Maybe it stems from the amount of time I actually spend alone at home which isn’t anyone’s fault… it’s simply and extension of bed rest. It seems to me that the only time I am truly happy is when I am in conversation with the ones closest to me and while that is a good thing, it isn’t me. I’ve NEVER been the one to look to someone else to complete me, to make me happy, to make me laugh or smile. So why now? I know that this pregnancy has been hard…full of ups and downs, trips and falls and getting back up time after time bu

The Value Of A Good ManIf you blessed with a good man you should hold on to him like a wild rose in the snow,
i said rose because you have to take on the good with the bad cuz no one is perfect,
when I was your light you was my hope,
when I was your guidance you was my way, and know your away Im alone to only stand on my own,
but out of the darkness I will find the light or the could to every silver lining,
so when you sit down at night and think of me realize what you let go cuz only when you let something go you will realize what you had;
..Somebody told me I wasn’t real,
but that only because Im a man we all get lost at times but in time you find your way back and hold on to the edge and treasure the good things that you had to only move on in time,
but let me keep smiling for those special times cuz I know the value of a good man, there a dime a dozen ,
to love and to hold to feel and to care,
to rub and corress and to take the time to understand your thoughts and needs,
now tell me

Freddy Fender Laid To Rest In South TexasFreddy Fender laid to rest in South Texas
By LYNN BREZOSKY
Associated Press Writer
SAN BENITO, Texas — Grammy-winner Freddy Fender was remembered as a humble and beloved South Texas musician Wednesday, then buried with military honors in the border town where he was born.
Gov. Rick Perry, musician Charlie Rich Jr., Tex-Mex star Little Joe and U.S. Rep. Solomon Ortiz were among the overflow crowd at the funeral Mass for Fender, who died of cancer Saturday at age 69.
"Those 69 years were packed full of life, full of passion, full of love," Perry said at the service, which celebrated the one-time migrant worker as a man who had achieved his dreams despite humble roots and had won fans all the world.
Rich, who played keyboards with Fender, sang Fender's hit "Before the Next Teardrop Falls" as family members in the first pew sang along.
A procession of at least 300 vehicles wended down Freddy Fender Lane, his childhood street, from the funeral home to the Mass. Workers in

7 Funeral Home Directors Plead Guilty To Selling Body Parts7 Funeral Home Directors Plead Guilty to Selling Body Parts
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
NEW YORK — Seven funeral home directors linked to a scheme to plunder corpses and sell the body parts for transplants have secretly pleaded guilty to undisclosed charges, prosecutors announced Wednesday.
Brooklyn District Attorney Charles Hynes also announced that a grand jury had voted to bring a new indictment in the case that adds allegations involving funeral homes in New York City and Rochester.
"It is clear that many more funeral home directors were involved in this enterprise," Hynes said.
The seven unidentified directors all agreed to cooperate in an ongoing investigation into what investigators describe as an enterprise to steal bone and tissue from cadavers and sell the material to biomedical supply companies for profit, Hynes said.
All seven entered their pleas in closed courtrooms and their names were withheld. However, defense attorneys said one of th

Tired, Exhausted..outta Here!Hi guys...
I hope everyone had a great day! What did everyone do???
I worked my ass off at 2 jobs today...so I am turning in early!
Good nite! leave me lots of luv!
hugs and kisses!

Sorry For The Neglect..It's been hectic over here ... Well for me anyway.
Hmmm let's see well i got to try a steaming hot monster energy drink mixed with ciggarette butts. Gagged it all back up all over my uniform. It wasnt too bad thought just a few red splashes. Hit my head on an old pipe cuting my scalp.
Still working in the basement of Vizcaya. this is the first time i've seen a basement with crab infestation. Yesterday I counted 10 large land crabs. Today only babys, I guess its because the basement was drained and we haven't recieved anymore rain. I managed to get a few pictures inside the house and the gardens. I will upload them to my photo host tomorrow hopefully and give out a link on this blog thing and or put the pictures in the stash thing ..
My little puppy mini hotdog Madel came out of surgery today. Nothing too major just a spay.
Wow as I read this I put my self to sleep...
Guess thats why this blog is titled "Boring in miami.".
Below you will find another link to an

Holy Poop On A Stick Batman!Thank you to everyone who helped me level in like 2 days! I had 8000 to go on Monday and you all made it happen like that!...Thanks to all of you!....You fuckers rock!

What Kind Of Kisser Are YouYou're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet
What Kind of Kisser Are You?

=/Today was a bad day without you miss hearing your impressions I miss just hearing myself laugh because you made me
Today I felt lost not in the usually way I get lost around town but lost without you by my side
I need a place to rest my troubles your not here
You can hear my fustration before I even mouth a word you know me best like nobody has and your gone how do I miss our bond
My soul feels the loss of you and its losing spirit without you
ForTe to JamEs 10-18-2006

Just A QuizYou're an Expert Kisser
You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettableWhat Kind of Kisser Are You?

A New LoveWhen my boyfriend first moves in it is september of 2004 I am not divorced yet so my mom doesnt want us sleeping together.Little does she know that at night I sneek in to sleep with him on the couch or he sneeks in to sleep with me in my bed.We can not sleep without the other one.I fall in love with him fast.He ask me to marry him on my birthday and I said yes.There is trouble within the first three months.He can not keep a job.Shortly after christmas we move in our own appartment.We are there six months before we have to move back in with my mom.He has not had a job in months.Iwas working at my job for eight months when I quit.Three days later I had another.We again are with her till after christmas.My mom doesnt get along with my fiancee and it almost breaks us up.He begs us to get our own place and I finally cave and settle for this trailer that is filthy and roach infested.It takes my fiance a couple months to find a job I am working the same job this whole time.He eventually loses

20 Of MeHowManyOfMe.comThere are:20people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?

I Can't Believe It's Been A Year . . .In Tears I Saw You Sinking,
And Watched You Pass Away.
My Heart Was Torn Apart,
I Wanted You To Stay.
But When I Saw You Sleeping,
So Peaceful, Free From Pain,
How Could I Wish You Back With Me?
To Suffer That Again.
It Broke My Heart To Lose You,
But You Didn't Go Alone,
Part Of Me Went With You,
The Day God Took You Home.
I MISS U MAMA . . .

D'oh Lol...you Will Never Believe It......I decided that my new haircut was annoying me so I went and cut it shorter. LOL I know it was already short but it was just really not making me happy so I decided to go with something a LOT simpler and easier to care for. I will have to take another picture and put it up for all of you to see. Have a good night and I will see you all in the morning.
Angie

I Am So Cute Sometimes..So I was going through old stuff and I found something that I wrote to my ex boyfriend.. I read it and it made me with that someone would love me the way that I loved him. =( Maybe one day I will find someone who will... anywho, this is what I had written to him:
I love you for the little things that make me love you more and more each day. I love the way you tuck my hair behind my ear and the way you touch my face. I love that silly little grin you get with that cute little laugh when I tickle you or say something funny. It’s the cutest thing in the world. I always knew I loved you, but now more then ever my love is truly defined. There isn’t a day that passes that you aren’t on my mind, there isn’t a second of the day when I don’t wonder what you’re doing and if you’re thinking of me too. There isn’t a night I don’t wish you were sleeping in bed next to me. My love for you grows with each minute that passes and it only grows deeper and stronger. I wouldn’t know what to do if I di

Barking Dogs...D & T Auto Center,
The all Asian body-shop,
will repiar your auto,
repair with an IA, not an AI.
The old asian woman is out again sweeping,
gravel onto concrete onto pavement.
The guard dogs are barking,
at the field,
Irritating viscious dogs in
this semi-warm weather,
But I remember last winter,
whimpering whining pathetic little dogs.
The field
feral cat haven
rusty wheel pit
blown out tire storage
garbage can for the environmentally unfriendly
quick napping-spot/piss-can for the
occasional illegaly homeless person on the run.
Damn homeless people aren't supposed to be sleeping in Spokane.
And there she's still sweeping,
weaving and bobbing between the junk and the yard.
Same pink sweats,
same cold shoulder,
same avoiding dark eyes.
She is why I sometimes close my blinds.
Visciously pathetic barking dogs.
And there go the Russian teenage boys,
a few of the very few that accept
my existence in this melting-pot of culture.
Sauntering by my apartment,
cra

LoveYou Are 79% Passionate, 21% Compassionate
You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love.
In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust.
You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over!
Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Calling All Punx, Goths And Emo's (whatever The Fuck They Are)I WAS JUST 11 YEARS OLD IN 1977WHEN I FIRST HEARDWHITE RIOT by THE CLASHAND I KNEW, SHIT I FUCKIN KNEWTHOSE 3 MINS HAD CHANGED MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE BIRTH - DEATH - RESURRECTIONIN 3 FUCKIN MINUTESI'M 40 BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE THAT 11 YEAR OLD KIDAND I ALWAYS FUCKIN WILL
WHEN YOU HEAR A TUNE FOR 1ST TIME YOU GET GOOSEBUMPS ALL OVER LIKE BEING BORN AND DYING AT SAME TIMEand knowing from that momentYOU WILL NEVER BE THE SAME PERSON AGAINand all you can think is"FUCK ME"COMING SOONFROM A THRU ZSONGS TO MAKE YOU GO"FUCK ME"
PUNX, GOTHS, WHATEVER THE FUCK EMO'S ARE "PUNKROCKLEGENDS"presentsGOB-BLOGSfrom A to ZORIGINAL PUNK ROCK TUNES TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE TO

Hello!LostCherry...interesting place..definitely more entertaning than myspace..i dig the sound effects and shit!!

50 Minutesif this is the universes way of telling me I need to get paid more I agree. you all know I work at 7-11 just as I was supposed to leave we had a beer run so I had to stay for 50 minutes worth of paperwork, I don't mind working, well most of the time, but my boss is going to be pissed, not only did they get away with $100 worth of flavored beer, yes flavored they weren't even man enough to get real beer, but know she has to pay me an hours worth of overtime.

The Scum Between Your Toes....yup...that's Me.As I make the walk from my car to the DSHS building all I'm thinking is, "Why the hell did I park so far away?" It doesnt matter where I would've parked; the walk into this building is the longest one imaginable...the walk of shame. I haven't actually had to go there for over a year now. Apparently I've lost some of my welfare savvy; I went during lunch. I forgot that nobody in the building works from 12:00 to 1:00... seriously, it's like a ghost-town behind the counter. I grab the application I need from the wall of colorful pamphlets and paperwork and begin the search for a working pen. I walk from counter to counter...no luck. Finally I scan the people waiting in the "lobby" and choosing the closest woman with the biggest purse, I approach and ask her for the elusive object I seek. After a moment that felt like minutes of searching through her massive bag she finally came up for air and handed me a pen. I thank her sweetly and go find a hard surface on which to write. The tables are

What Is Up With Some Peopl?Isn't it terrific how someone makes an asshole remark to you and then you turn around and say something back to them. They get mad and say geesh, I was just kidding..You gotta love it..

Docs AdviceA man was having problems with premature ejaculation. This was affecting marital relations with his wife so he decided to go to the doctor. He asked the doctor what could he do to cure his problem.
In response the doctor said, "When you feel the urge to ejaculate, try startling yourself".
On the way home the man went to a sports store and bought himself a starter pistol. All excited to try out this suggestion he runs home to his wife. When he gets home he is surprised and delighted to find his wife in bed, already naked. He's so horney and keen to try out his new 'system' that he doesn't think twice and leaps on board.
After a few minutes 'slap and tickle', they find themselves in the '69' position. Sure enough, only moments later the man feels the sudden urge to come. Following doctor's orders, he grabs the starter pistol off the bedside table and fires it.
The next day, the man went back to the doctor. The doctor asked, "How did it go?"
The man answered, "Just great, a

The ProposalWhen I met my wife, we were both stationed at Ft. Myer, Virginia. She was a medic and I was a member of the Presidential Saluting Battery. Her barracks were right across the street from mine, and every day after duty hours, I’d run over to the WAC Shack and ask if Specialist Collins was receiving guests.
She’d come bouncing out the double doors and we’d just start down the street with no specific plan in mind. Sometimes we’d go to the 1 2 3 Club on post and have a couple of beers, sometimes to the movies. There was a little hamburger and beer joint just off post. She didn’t eat meat, so I’d order her a hamburger and fries and take the patty off her bun and put it on mine.
A couple of times we went to the Candlelight Inn for a fine dinner, but that was a little pricey. We both loved Mario’s pizza; it was the best ever and everybody knew it. You could go there at ten o’clock at night, two below zero, and there’d be a line half way down the block waiting to place an order.

LoveHave you ever spent a day being perplexed. Wondering about life and who is in it. Wondering who really is part of your life, whether it be friends or family. Wondering if the best part of your life was ever there and now gone. Do you know what love is, or who you love. It can be so confusing sometimes that I wonder. Wonder if I have ever known what love is, whether or not I have ever loved anyone. I know that the love for my daughter is the most joyful love I have ever felt. And when she is not around I life feels so much different then when she is here. I enjoy the way she bugs me if I have a day off and want to watch a little football. Or, even teasing her about watching MTV, ok I like pimp my ride. Does love have to hurt, if so why? Can you go a lifetime and never feel the love towards another person? Does this make your life incomplete, or just empty like a void? Do you only have 3/4's of the pie if so? This is just some of what has been on my mind today. But it was

For All"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you. "
"Friends are like melons; shall I tell you why? To find one good you must
one hundred try."
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and
leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same."
"A friend loves at all times." -.
"In the sweetness of friendship let there be laughter, and sharing of pleasures."
"A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
"A friend hears the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails."
"A faithful friend is the medicine of life."
"Count your age with friends but not with years."
"Plant a seed of friendship; reap a bouquet of happiness." "No man is useless while he has a friend."
"A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your success!"

Poor MeOk folks I am having one of those bad life days. It started off good. I woke up late but hey I got to sleep in so it was good. Things started to go down when my bro in law called to say my mother in law is not expected to live past the weekend. We are not able to go down to see her financially but we are gonna find a way cuz my man is not gonna miss seeing his momma and letting her say goodbye. I missed saying to my mom I love her due to family BS and I will be darned if he is gonna live with the regret I do. Then,my car has a bad tire and I need to find a way to replace it before we trek 8 hours to Charleston. Easier said then done since I have no job and my hubby doesn't get a paycheck til November 15th. Wait..it gets worse. To give you a quick backstory we went to South Carolina in September due to his mom getting sick and we ended up getting ourselves in a huge mess financially which in turn ruined our anniversary plan which was to go see ICP at the Norva. Now we can't go. Our anni

For The Friend,fader Or Moder Or KidsAs the years have passed, many things about ourrelationship have changed.
We learned to accept eachother as individuals and to respect one another's feelings and ideas!
Even though we may not always agree.
Many things have changed but one thing will always be the same ----- You're love and my!!!!
from patruick

Tag6] I have many names: Jason, Jay, Katze, Angel, Caido, X, My ballllllz! *high pitch scream*
5] My girlfriend introduced me to Tool, biting, and true love.
4] I love water it comforts me in bad times n turns me on in good times.
3]I love to drive fast n crazy..its apart of me
1] I love my girlfriend with all my heart n i miss her to the point of breaking...i jus want to go home n leave this place...i want to jus live my life with her...
tag to...*sigh*

Does It Load For You?hey my friends, a couple people are having problems when trying to load my profile page.
is anyone else having problems viewing my profile?

The Five Variable Love TestYour Five Variable Love Profile
Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.
Independence:
Your independence is low.
This do

Calm And Nonchalanthttp://www.heraldbanner.com/
and this is why life sucks you can find all of thoose articles there.
they had canceled several trials before convicting almost a year later and then they let him go, he doesn't have to serve his jail time, but that is not news werthy they just told us becuase we were Mike's family
My uncle was a Loveing Man he was a wonderful person. when I had to explain ... wait umm when my thirteen year old cousin looked at me during his fathers funeral and asked me what premedatated (sp?) was, and I had no choice but to tell him, I had to tell him that his uncle was standing there saying, that this little boy's father knew he was going to die that night and did nothing about it. I don't know if he really believed that man that he was going to come back.
My Uncle was severly depressed and had been since he watched his best friend drown to death trying to get a little girls ball out of the water for her, they were drunk, and my uncle blamed himself for not

Funny ShitCat Lover or Not, this is hysterical!
We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one:
Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying.
On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem
.
Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen.
"Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again.

Top Ten Things Not To Say On Your AnniversaryTop Ten Things Not to Say on Your Anniversary
10. I stopped caring about anniversaries when you stopped caring about cooking.
9. Today is our what?
8. Okay, let's celebrate, but do we have to celebrate together?
7. I thought we only celebrated important events?
6. You can celebrate anniversaries with your next husband.
5. You don't like what I pick out, so I thought why bother.
4. I got you a present worth a dollar for every time you were nice to me this year. Here's a $5 gift certificate for McDonald's.
3. If you want me to pretend like I care about our anniversary, I will.
2. You want to go out to dinner? Okay, okay, I'll take you to Pizza Hut if it'll shut ya up.
1. I thought you only had to celebrate anniversaries while you were still in love.

Not A HallmarkNot a Hallmark
These are cards you'll most likely never see on a Hallmark...
"Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder:...
What was I thinking?"
"Congratulations on your wedding day!....
Too bad no one likes your wife."
"How could two people as beautiful as you....
have such an ugly baby?"
"I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love....
After having met you, I've changed my mind."
"I must admit, you brought Religion in my life....
I never believed in Hell until I met you."
"As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am....
that you're not here to ruin it for me."
"As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me.
Like the need for therapy..."
"Thanks for being a part of my life!!!....
I never knew what evil was before this!"
"Before you go,....
I would like you to take this knife out of my back. You'll probably need it again."
"Someday I hope to get married....
but not to you

A Mother's DictionaryA Mother's Dictionary
Bottle feeding: An opportunity for Daddy to get up at 2 am too.
Defense: What you'd better have around de yard if you're going to let the children play outside.
Drooling: How teething babies wash their chins.
Dumbwaiter: One who asks if the kids would care to order dessert.
Family planning: The art of spacing your children the proper distance apart to keep you on the edge of financial disaster
Feedback: The inevitable result when the baby doesn't appreciate the strained carrots.
Full name: What you call your child when you're mad at him.
Grandparents: The people who think your children are wonderful even though they're sure you're not raising them right.
Hearsay: What toddlers do when anyone mutters a dirty word.
Impregnable: A woman whose memory of labor is still vivid.
Independent: How we want our children to be as long as they do everything we say.
Look out: What it's too late for your child to do by the time you scream it.

Thank YouI WANT TO THANK ALL THE NEW FRIENDS HERE ON LC, AM HOPING TO GET MORE EACH DAY. THANK YOU FOR BECOMING MY FRIENDS AND FANS. EACH DAY I SHOW LOVE TO EVERYONES PAGE ONE BY ONE. MUAHHHH XOXO

New University Courses For Men And WomenUniversity Courses for Men and Women
Whatsamatta University's Seminars For Men Fall Catalogue
Once again, the female staff at Whatsamatta University will be offering courses for men of all marital status in an attempt to help males and females understand each other better. Attendance in at least 10 of the following is required.
1. Combatting Stupidity
2. You Too Can Do Housework
3. Resistance to Beer
4. How To Properly Fill An Ice Tray
5. We Do Not Want Sleazy Underwear For Christmas (Give Us Credit Cards)
6. Understanding The Female Response To Coming Home Drunk At 4:00am
7. Wonderful Laundry Techniques (also called "Don't Wash My Silks")
8. You Don't Really Need That Porsche
9. Get A Life - Learn To Cook
10. How Not To Act Like An Idiot When You Are Obviously Wrong
11. Spelling - Even You Can Get It Right
12. Understanding Your Financial Incompetence
13. You, The Weaker Sex
14. Reasons To Give Flowers
15. Garbage - Getting It To The

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Relationship QuestionsThanks ALOT, ELI! LOL My marriage is WAY too F'ed up to be answering some of these, right now, but I'll give it a shot!
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Relationship Questions
YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? Taken, AND Crushing
2) Are you happy with where you are? As happy as I'm going to be for the forseeable future.
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? Initially. Reality kicks in, eventually
4) Have you ever had your heart broken? Oh YES!
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? Ideally, no. Anyone know of a nice island for sale?
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? Not once I get rid of them.
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? Twice too many times
8) Do you want children? No more than I already have, and wouldn't trade the ones I have!
9) How many? Three is my limit! :-D

Top 10 Signs You're At A Bad ZooThe Top 10 Signs that You're at a Bad Zoo
10.When no one else is looking, you swear that the monkeys are giving you the finger.
9.The Bears exhibit is nothing more than the guys cut from the football team during training camp.
8.The stripes on the zebra tend to peel away in the heat.
7.The Zoo keeper always wants to take the Rhino for a walk.
6.The Lion in the lion cage closely resembles the one from The Lion King.
5.The alligator in the Reptiles exhibit is nothing more than the University of Florida's Mascot.
4.If you deposit 50 cents, the giraffe will magically appear and talk to you.
3.Ask the Tour Guide too many questions and you're suddenly dipped in some sort of sauce and placed in the Tigers den.
2.Not only does the Elephant appear to be two guys in a two part Elephant suit but its always groping the customers.
1.Two words: Hippo Dogs!

Marriage Acvice By KidsMarriage Advice by Kids
(As answered by elementary school students)
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY?
You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming.
- Alan, age 10
No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with.
- Kirsten, age 10
WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED?
Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then.
- Camille, age 10
No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married.
- Freddie, age 6
HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED?
You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids.
- Derrick, age 8
WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON?
Both don't want any more kids.
- Lori, age 8
WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE?
Da

This Is Bullshit......I posted a bulletin about this, but most dont pay attention to the damn things, so posting it here too:
Up till now i have been pretty quiet here with all the shit that is going on, but now i need to bitch cuz i'm pissed right now, i try to repost all the "important" bulletins and when i'm gone all day at work and come back to over 100 bulletins to go through i can't fucking repost all of them, although i try but do miss some, i got shit and told i would be taken off their friends list if i didn't repost the bulletin....god damn i'm trying my best here and if someone takes me off their friends list cuz i don't repost all of them then do it !!! i am here to meet some cool people and have met some really awesome people but there are some here who expect way to much, so if there's a bulletin i missed by accident and u want me to repost it, just ask and i will, but don't fucking threaten me
I try to stay out of all this drama but hell its getting really bad
So damn just ask me and of

Men Vs. GuysGuys vs. Men
Men: know what they want to be doing five years down the road.
Guys: are not sure what they want to be doing later tonight.
Men: read Crichton, watch Rather, play golf.
Guys: read King, watch Seinfeld, play poker.
Men: wear ties with stripes, shirts with buttons, and shoes with laces.
Guys: wear high school T-shirts they've actually owned since high school.
Men: think perfume (yours) is a turn-on.
Guys: think sweat (theirs) is a turn-on.
Men: balance their checkbooks.
Guys: balance their loans so that they never hit up the same buddy twice in a row.
Men: claim to be feminist but still insist on opening doors, driving, and paying for dinner.
Guys: claim to be feminists so they can let YOU open doors, drive, and pay for dinner.
Men: are afraid of becoming their fathers.
Guys: are afraid of becoming men.
Men: put you on the phone when their mothers call.
Guys: pretend you're not there when their moms call.
Men: start their own businesses.

Knock, Knock:I knocked at heaven's door this morning. God asked me... My child what can I do for you? And I said, Father, please protect and bless the person reading this message... God smiled and answered... Request granted.
If you believe, send it to seven persons and the one who sent it to you. By doing this you have succeeded in praying for eight people today . :-)

Relationship QuestionsRelationship Questions
YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
Single.
2) Are you happy with where you are?
Most of the time.
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
Yes.
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
Absolutely Not.
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
No.
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
No.
8) Do you want children?
Probably.
9) How many?
Not Sure.
10) Would you consider adoption?
Yep.
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
Really depends on who the person is.
12) Do you want someone you cant have?
I usually do, but not at the moment.
13) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
No, lust at first sight.
14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yes.
15) Do you believe that you

Damn It All! I Might Smack Someone Soon!Ok everyone, Now that I got your attention listen up. I go to a chat room for disabled people. It is a wonderful chat room where everyone there are as wonderful as everyone here is. The chat room how ever runs on donations and has yet to reach the goal needed to keep it running. It would be a real shame to lose such a wonderful chat room that has helped many disabled people. Its like a second home to me and I would be very sad if I lost it. So, from now until midnight December 31, 2006 I am having a sale on all of my cross stitch AND crocheting items. EVERY cent made will go straight to the chat room. I will even pay for the items to make anything you wish and to ship it to you out of my own pocket. I PROMISE YOU! I will not get a cent from any of your order from now until the end of 2006. I am a woman that keeps my promise. So, Please help donate to this chat room http://www.disabilities-r-us.com/ order anything you want cross stitch OR crochet. Even if I do not yet know how to make i

Mr. RightDear Mr. Right,
Will the love that we have for each other never end? Will our hearts grow for one another and never let each other go? Living so far apart and hardly ever getting to see each other, will that be a sacrifice we need to make? I know there are things we're going to have to sacrifice, and things we're going to run into such as long distance relationship and what not. But will this be the true thing that will take and put us in a trance of never being apart by heart? I know the feelings I have for you are true, but are the feelings you have for me true and not just a fluke? I guess we will never truly know till we meet face to face one day and our eyes meet, and our hearts start to beat faster. I know when my eyes meet with your eyes, that it will be a twist of fate that was supposes to happen.
Are you the one for me? I guess to be honest that is a silly question till someday we meet. It seems like now it's true, and it seems to be true what we feel for each other but

Gifts.THREE WOMEN ARE SITTING AROUND WAITING TO GET THIER HAIR DONE. A DOCTORS WIFE, A LAWYERS WIFE, AND A BIKERS WIFE. THEY START TALKING ABOUT BIRTHDAY GIFTS GIVEN THEM.
THE DOCTORS WIFE SAYS "WELL, MY HUSBAND THE DOCTOR GOT ME A DIAMOND BRACELET AND 5,000 DOLLARS." HE SAID IF I DIDN'T LIKE THE DIAMONDS I COULD USE THE MONEY TO GO BUY MYSELF SOMETHING I DO LIKE.
THE LAWYERS WIFE SAYS "MY HUSBAND GOT ME A FUR COAT AND 10,000 DOLLARS FOR MY BIRTHDAY." HE SAID IF I DIDN'T LIEK THE FUR I COULD GO BUY MYSELF SOMETHING NICER..
THE BIKER'S WIFE LIGHTS UP A SMOKE AND SAYS "MY HUSBAND GOT ME A T-SHIRT AND A DILDO FOR MY BIRTHDAY." TOLD ME IF I DIDN'T LIKE THE SHIRT, I COULD GO FUCK MYSELF!!!

RelationshipsRelationship Questions
YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
SINGLE
2) Are you happy with where you are?
MOSST OF THE TIME
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
No
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
No
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
NO
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
yes
8) Do you want children?
HAVE 2
9) How many? CAN'T
10) Would you consider adoption?
Sure
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
Just tell me
12) Do you want someone you cant have?
YES
13) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
YES
14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
YES
15) Do you believe that you can change someone?
NO
16) If you could get married anywhere, money's not an object.....? IN ENGLAND

Physio Againanother fortnight has passed and its physio time again,hope he doesnt hurt me as much as last time as i was in some discomfort for a couple of days after last time,it still give me greif now but just get on with it,alot of people in this world with bigger problems than me

Relationship QuestionsRelationship Questions
YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
Taken
2) Are you happy with where you are?
pretty much
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
TOO fast
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Of course
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
Nope...never
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
hell no
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
of course
8) Do you want children?
very much so
9) How many? 2
10) Would you consider adoption?
yes
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
Just tell me
12) Do you want someone you cant have?
nope
13) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
yes
14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Sure
15) Do you believe that you can change someone?
if you change someone they are not the person you know

Need A Computer?An unemployed man is desperate to support his family of a wife and
three kids.
He applies for a janitor's job at a large firm and easily passes an
aptitude test.
The human resources manager tells him, "You will be hired at minimum
wage of $5.35 an hour. Let me have your e-mail address so that we can get
you in the loop.
Our system will automatically e-mail you all the forms and advise you
when to start and where to report on your first day."
Taken back, the man protests that he is poor and has neither a computer
nor an e-mail address. To this the manager replies, "You must
understand that to a company like ours that means that you virtually do not
exist.
Without an e-mail address you can hardly expect to be employed by a
high-tech firm.
Good day."
Stunned, the man leaves. Not knowing where to turn and having $10 in
his wallet, he walks past a farmers' market and sees a stand selling 25
lb. crates of beautiful red tomatoes. He buys a crate, carries i

ThoughtsJust a few thoughts by me, I'm open to feedback as well.
After reading Sigmund Freud's Basic Theories, I'm very supporting of the Oedipal Complex, the urge to be the best because of the love, and yes, even sexual desire for the mother figure, personally I grew up without a real one, so this is new to me.
But what drives the human brain to this? is this Id? The basic instincts of all humans? I know it isn't the SuperEgo, for thats the creation of society, and Incestial thoughts are frowned upon by society, and as far as the Ego goes, there is no consciousness to these yearnings, therefore that only leaves the Id.
Are all humans PROGRAMMED to feel sexual desires towards their mother without knowing it, so as to be a more stable adult further on? What happens when the mother figure is not present? as such is my case, many problems can occur, I've always had trouble fitting in, trouble enjoying myself, medical problems, mental problems, I've been through them all, only to hit a po

Questions For My Lc Friends, Fans & Family!IF YOU OPENED THIS PLEASE FILL IT OUT AND SEND TO ME!!!!!!PLEASE
Between us and only us
whoever reads this
I wanna know 21 things about you.
Fill in all the blanks
leave no question unanswered!
ANSWER IT AND SEND IT TO ME Copy and Paste into my(inbox)
THEN COPY AND REPOST IT FOR YOURSELF..IF YOU WANT!
send this back to me answered
that's the whole point
1.Your Full Name:
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2. Age:
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3. Favorite Color?
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4. Favorite Movie:
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5. Favorite Song:
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6. Favorite Band:
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7. Most Embarassing Moment:
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8. How long have you been on Lost Cherry?
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9. What makes you really happy?
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10. What makes you really mad?
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11. Tell me what you think of me:
---
12. Do you know me or if you
don't, do you wanna meet me?
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. . . . . . . . . . HERE COMES THE FUN . . . . . . . . .
1. How long have we known each other?
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2. Did you ever think you could love me? Or, do you love me now?
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3. Would you let me play with your hair, just

Hey All Listen Up!our landlord decided he wunted to have the roof redone...ok no problem with that right? ok s he hired sum dumbazz who dont knwo wut he iz doing to work on the roof on the apt building,,,well they didnt finish and didnt do it right & it rained n 1st it started leaking then hour later the kitchen ceiling caved in az mom wuz walkin into the kitchen..if she walked a inch further it woulda fell on my mom..then few hrz later i wuz n da kitchen getting sum ice n a min afte ri walked ot of the kitchen the other side of the kitchen ceiling caved in if i woudla stayed n the kitchen it woulda fell on me..well here iz da latest good thing iw uz awake and online it payz oiff to be a night owl i tell ya...cuz when my mom wuz asleep i heard a noise went n her room and saw her bedroom ceiling wuz bout to cave in so i got my azz n her room and thank god i aint sahort cuz if iw uz i woulda not been able to hold up the ceiling.newayz iwuz holding iot tup and i wuz like MOM WAK EUP NOW ITZ BOUT TO CAV

Lightthere's always light at the end of the tunnel and we shouldn't stop when we see a glimpse of it. recognize your weaknesses but never lose confidence. believe in yourself. for if you don't, you might be trapped in an endless tunnel and may never see that light again. remember, those who aren't afraid to love find it. but those who consumed by their own fear lose it...

What Do You Know About Me?maybe it's the lack of sleep or the sad mood that i'm in but I just can't look away from something that is saying so much about me.
What do you know about me?
You see me smile
(I have tears inside)
You see me laugh
(been hurt so bad)
You see me run
(you think: for fun)
So
What do you know about me?
I won't let you in
(could you understand)
I won't let you see
(the sorrow in me)
You see me "perfect"
(its the effect)
So
How could you know me
when I won't let you see
(the sorrow in me)

WritingWhat's Your Name?
The scene opens in a funeral home where we see a large man standing over a small casket. In the casket lies the body of a woman that couldn't be older than twenty-eight. The man looks down on the body, with beads of sweat falling from his brow, and sighs deeply. He places his right hand on her forehead and lets out another heavy sigh. He lifts his hand from her forehead and walks over to a chair and lays his leather jacket on it. His face is suddenly revealed and we out this is none other than David Samuel Pugh the third, popuraly known as Hells Guardian. He slowly walks back towards the casket and kneels before it.
Guardian: I've met a lot of people in my life, but none of them really mattered to me, but she did. I find that a little funny, because I never let anyone get close to me after Hayley and Jason were killed, but I let her in. I let her in my heart, a place no one else had seen in a good fifteen years, but I let her in to clean out the cobwebs that sur

Heyhey everyone whats up??? not much here just chilling... im bout to go to bed so ill talk to yall laters... much love to all shay

Great LyricsAint no other woman could take your spot my…
If I wrote you a symphony
Just to say how much you mean to me
(What would you do)
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you page me on the regular
(Tell me would you)
Well baby I've been around the world
But I aint seen myself another girl
(Like you)
This ring here represents my heart
But there is just one thing I need from you
(Saying I do)
Because, I can see us holding hands
walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us in the country side
sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby
Gonna make you my lady
Girl you amaze me
Aint gotta do nothin crazy
See all I want you to do is be my love
(So don’t give away)
My love (So don’t give away)
My love (So don’t give away)
Aint no other woman could take your spot
My love (So don’t give away)
My love (So don’t give away)
My love (So don’t give away)
Aint no other woman could take your spot
My loooo

A Bit Of TriviaMany years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language.
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The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone.
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Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury.
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Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better.
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Coca-Cola was originally green.
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It is impossible to lick your elbow.
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The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska
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The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% (now get this...)
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Help Me And Mandawe both need some sweet cherry love and i promise to repay it just leave me a message that you helped us out and we will return the favor...i mean come on what are friends for anyway!!!!
thanks in advance
sexual princess

What Makes Guys Act The Way We, Or Most, Do?What causes guys to treat women the way they do? It's a question I hear over and over and over posted on blogs and bulletions on this and other websites. I admit, guys today can be jerks and treat women like shit; abusive (mentally and physically), unfaithful, possesive, and only wanting to get in your pants. I try not to act this way, I was raised in the country with a country boys values of respecting women. The answer to this mind boggling question is very very simple, and no it's not men are pigs. The answer is that you, the women, allow them to act this way. Everytime you give these guys that act like this what they want, you tell them and other guys, it's ok to treat us like shit, we won't do anything to stop you. The truth be told, yall, women, have so much power and control over us that yall could actually make a huge difference in the way men treated women, if you all got together and said you won't take it anymore. If a guy acts like a jerk, leave him alone, if he's a "player

I'm Not Sure...Well I'm not sure what to say
All I know is that I don't want you to go away
Whether it be just as friends or otherwise
Just as friends is what we wanted
I'm not sure why things are going the way they are
I'm not sure what to think
All I know is that It hurts to not hear a hello
I'm not even sure what to do
All I know is that I pray about you
I pray that things will be fine
I pray that things for you will be okay
I pray that you find happiness and not push me away
I'm sorry if I said something wrong
Or if I did something bad
I dont know, I don't know
I still think what I think and do what I do
No matter what I'm still going to think the same about you
Friends are fine
Treat me like a friend
Don't ignore me when you have the chance to say hi
Don't fight whatever it is unless it's a good fight..
I'm not sure if I want to think about you
I'm not sure if I want to even look at a picture of you
It hurts, I'm not going to lie, Makes me want to just hide...
Hide

Not Going To Be OnlineJen's surgery is today and we are leaving about 0530-0600. Her surgery is at 1000 but it takes two hours to get to the hospital. I will keep everyone updated through her recovery as well.
http://lostcherry.com/lilbit
As you can probablly guess I won't be on to much tomorrow.

Ive Been TaggedEach player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1.I love sports....Go TIGERS and PACKERS...LOL
2. I can play the piano and trumpet
3. I love to draw and write
4. I hate liars and thieves
5. Im scared of thunderstorms
6. I love the snow
The 6 people Im going to tag is
1. Warren
2. Tre
3. Billy
4. Brandon
5. Joe
6. Jamie

Hihey everyone srry my page is so blah..im new to this site so gotta give me time to make it out..seems kinda cool hope to make some nice friends far and near...havent got my whole profile filled out yet eitehr..be patient...
hugs and kisses...anna

TagEach player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves and states this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged,list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's Fun!
1. I burp (LOUD)
2. I am a fanatic for sublime
3. I like to fuck girls as much as guys
4. I am addicted to the computer LOL
5. I never turn down a dare ( i can't)
6. I was with my first boyfriend for 5 years

My Lifethe longest relationship ive ever had is 4 1/2 years
it ended on Jan. 7th, 2005
well what you need to know is that i have a son
whos name is Matthew Randell Ivey
now i know for a fact that there is noone on myspace that can tell you about it, nor is there any information on my page that can fill you in on this info
he would be 3 this november, his life was taken at birth
he had a hole in his heart, that wasnt known about, and there was nothing tha could be done to help him
well, his mother and i continued ofcourse to be together till last Jan.
i was working at Boeing at the time, as a security gaurd, working 3rd shift
she was and still goes to una
while i was working new years eve, she went to a frat party and had sex with some guy, who i have no idea of the identity of, and dont really care
because i was always, it seemed at the time, at work, i didnt see her again untill the 7th
i brought her lunch, we ate, then went back to her dorm room
well, having been together for 4

Things That MatterWhen i was a kid, Remembrance Day used to mean 2 things....no school, and going to Remembrance Day ceremony with Gramma. Not really knowing the full extent of that day, i believed that it was a fun time to go see all the old soldiers march, and have as many sandwiches as i could stuff down my throat later on, at the legion.
As i got older, i had joined the Air Cadets, and began marching in the parade on Remembrance Day. Gramma used to tell me how she was so proud of me for doing so.
Between the time that i had finished with cadets, and my time in the army, the school system decided that school was not going to be let out for Remembrance Day. I told my dad that i was going to miss school, and go to the ceremony......and he told me if i did, i should pack a suitcase, because i was not going to be let back in the house.
His point....i should have been in school, and not taking the day off....he respected my desire to be at the Remembrance Day ceremony....just that he believed tha

Just Some Guy"Just some guy"
you see me as just some guy,
walking down the street,
maybe i look familiar to you,
though im certain you and i will never be.
i have a blank, empty heart,
that you could never understand,
filled with raining floods of tears,
bruised, broken, torn and ripped apart.
if you could help me please,
to remember those little things,
that made me a fantastic soul,
to be a man with you completely whole.
lost and confused,
wandering down my lonely street,
i never saw you coming,
though finally we meet.
for a moment you see me,
as just some guy with an invisible wall,
and slowly, gently as we talk,
my invisible cracked wall begins to shatter and fall.
i can feel your whisper of life,
drying my tear filled heart,
overshadowing the pain and hurt,
replacing it with your spectacular embrace.
as it all comes back to me,
i can finally begin to see,
you have come into my life,
and swept me off my feet.
thinkin of you is overwhelming,
knowing you is a

Stuff That Is Found Out From My Birthday 08//10/1982Your date of conception was on or about 17 November 1981 which was a Tuesday.
You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Leo.
Your Life path number is 11.
Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445191.5.
The golden number for 1982 is 7.
The epact number for 1982 is 5.
The year 1982 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/25/1982 and ending 2/12/1983.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog.
Your Native American Zodiac sign is Salmon; your plant is Raspberry.
You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).
Your date of

You've Been TaggedEach player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1.WOMEN ARE MY WEAKNESS
2. AT ONE TIME I BOWLED AT THE PROFESSIONAL LEVEL
3. I'M AN AVID HUNTER
4. I hate liars and thieves
5. I'VE GOT THIS THING ABOUT EVEN NUMBERS
6. I LIKE SOME COUNTRY MUSIC
The 6 people Im going to tag is
1. CHRISTINE
2. SHYMOONGIRL
3. REEN
4. JADEZ
5. SUZY-Q
6. BUTTERFLY PRINCESS

My Buddy MapHey everyone:
I added one of those buddy maps to my profile, check it out and add urself. Thanx and much clown love!

It Am Hard To Work.Getting work done and posting blogs can be tricky when your office is being destroyed by a miniature version of yourself.

To YouYou have been hit. You have been considered One of the 15 MOST SWEETEST FRIENDS on my friends list. Once you u have been hit, you have to hit 15 SWEETEST FRIENDS. Dont break the chain please! So hit 15 SWEETEST FRIENDS on your friends list and let them know they are SWEET

LifeWhy is it, that everytime something good happens to me, something bad happens. Like this for example. I made the Girls Volleyball team...Last night i hurt my ankel..again and might not be able to play in our first game on Monday agianst C.C.Carrothers. Why does shitt like this always happen to me. Or just when i think the guy i like really likes me..He gets mad at me for some reason. And no Kattie im not talking about Derek. I'm talking about a guy at my school that i like. So aniiways. What is it with my life and it always getting screwed up some how. I just don't get it. On the flipp side yea i did hurt my ankel pretty bad last night, but i did have an awesome time paint ball fighting with everyone. So aniiways..thats it for now..
Peaceeee

Contests Contests Contests Are OpenOkay the contests for prettiest eyes and most impresive cleavage will run till next friday!!!!!!
I ll count 2 pt per comment and 1pt per rating given

Something I Found From The ShadowJust Another Thought
The touch of his hand
upon my flesh
making me melt
deep within
feeling his lips
against mine
fingers on my back
whispers of what he's going to do
drinking it all in
my lips upon your neck
hearing your soft moans
your fingers undressing me
making me purr in passion
I feel your arms around me
as you pull me close
tormenting me sweetly
yet letting me know exactly who is in control
your touch sending shivers of delight thru me
as your lips move over me
I hear your whisper
and your hot breath again me
laying beside you
looking into your eyes
I know that look
you pounce on me like a cat
pinning my hands under yours
as you pierce my body with yours
pounding into me
the sound of our moaning and bodies filling the air
my legs encircle you as my back arches
our lips join in a passion filled kiss
as our bodies throb against one another
He makes me feel
like no one else can
and we both know it

Bring Your Vision To LifeThursday, October 19, 2006
Bring your vision to life
To change your reality, first change your perceptions. To bring something into your world, first bring it fully to life within yourself.
Go beyond merely thinking about what you would like to do, or be, or create. Go ahead and experience it in detail with all that you are.
In your mind's eye, with your emotions fully engaged, surround yourself with the richness of whatever you envision. Fill your awareness with the sights, the sounds, the feelings, and the texture of it all.
Allow yourself to experience the pure joy of the best life you can imagine. Let that feeling penetrate to the very depth of your being.
Make it real within you, and you'll begin to make it real in the world around you. Know without a doubt that it is, and it will begin to be.
Bring your vision to life on the stage of your awareness. And the positive energy you focus upon it will surely make it real.
-- Ralph Marston

Just A SayingLive life as if you have never been hurt by love. Love as if you only have one day to live.

Just Another DayToday is just another day...I'm tired, but I guess thats what I get for going to bed about 11 last night, I never did get my bath, I had to go and lay down with my youngest so he'd go to sleep...then I got into watching a movie, then I was up thinking about things...and finally I did manage to go to sleep...
Tomorrow I have pre-school day with my 3 year old, it should prove to be fun..running after him for 2 or 3 hours...then Monday I have a field trip, Tuesday I am going to take my MIL somewhere....i am just a busy bitch this week...
I need a maid, any takers? lol...
Well I hope you all have a great week/end..and for those who haven't seen me at their pages lately I am sorry, I'm trying to catch up really I am....
xoxox

A Dragon's TaleWe all know the stories and hold them most dear,
Of maidens and dragons and knights without peer,
Of swordplay and magic and causes most just,
Of stouthearted nobles who love without lust.
But dear lords and ladies, I must now confess,
When I tell a story, I strive for success,
And tales of great love that is left unrequited,
Will leave this poor bard from your hearth uninvited.
So my tale has a maiden of beauty divine,
A huge flying lizard with scales down his spine,
A knight of great prowess, a cause that is just,
Some magic and swordplay, and a touch of lust.
On a destrier gray, the steed of a knight,
( Which a non-horseman's eyes would always call white, )
Rode a figure in armor, tall noble and strong,
( If you think, "Here's our hero," I'll tell you, you're wrong. )
The rider's our heroine, bold, brave, and true,
A warrior maiden with blood that is blue,
And filled with great virtue, and out on a quest,
To find a great dragon and put i

Fear Of Losing What We HaveFear Of Losing What We Have
One of humanity's biggest fears is losing what we have. It is healthy when fear of loss helps us take steps to protect what we have worked hard to attain, but it is unhealthy to continue to fear something we can do nothing about. We need to remember that focusing our energy on fear can actually create what scares us, and holding tightly to what we have keeps us from participating in the universal flow of abundance and instead creates stagnation. Since we can only really control our thoughts and our responses, gaining proper perspective may be key to conquering such fears.
The letters of the word "fear" can be used to stand for "False Evidence Appearing Real." Fears of being separated from something or someone we feel we need for our security or happiness comes from a delusion-a distorted way of understanding ourselves and the world around us. When we understand that possessions are only representations of the energy at work in our lives, we can shift o

Amazingly Simple Home RemediesAmazingly Simple Home Remedies
1. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button.
2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away.
3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. About lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink.
4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer.
5. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic! Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto! The blockage will be almost instantly removed.
6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, after which you'll be afraid to cough.
7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about that toothache.
8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really a

DepressedA Massachusetts' blonde was feeling so depressed that she decided to end her life by throwing herself into the water off of the Bourne Bridge in Cape Cod.
She went up to the middle of the bridge and was about to leap into the frigid water when a handsome young sailor saw her teetering on the edge of the pier crying. He took pity on her and said, "Listen, you've got a lot to live for. I'm off to Europe in the morning and if you like, I can stow you away on my ship. I'll take good care of you and bring you food everyday."Moving closer, he slipped his arm around her shoulder and added with a wink, "I'll make you happy, and you can make me happy."
The blonde nodded yes through her tears. After all, what did she have to lose? That night, the sailor brought her aboard and hid her in a lifeboat,along with blankets and food. From then on, every night he brought her sandwiches, water, wine and fruit and they would make mad, passionate love until dawn.
Three weeks later, during a routine i

A Bear In A BarA bear in a bar
A bear walks into a bar in Billings , Montana and sits down. He bangs on the bar with his paw and demands a beer.
The bartender approaches and says, "We don't serve beer to bears in bars in Billings."
The bear, becoming angry, demands again that he be served a beer.
The bartender tells him again, more forcefully, "We don't serve beer to belligerent bears in bars in Billings."
The bear, very angry now, says, "If you don't serve me a beer, I'm going to eat that lady sitting at the end of the bar."
The bartender says, "Sorry, we don't serve beer to belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings"
The bear goes to the end of the bar, and, as promised, eats the woman. He comes back to his seat and again demands a beer.
The bartender states, "Sorry, we don't serve beer to belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings who are on drugs."
The bear says, "I'm NOT on drugs."
.......You're gonna love this.........

From Angel Wings To Ashes --chapter OneSultry air drifted through an open window, making the uncomfortable child squirm within her sheets. Soft, cool cotton could not sooth the scorching heat of the unbearable summer night. The small child of seven years old lay as still as she could, trying to get the air to cool her off. It wasn’t just the air, however, that kept her awake… Her mother and fathers spiteful words were also to blame.
Oh yes, they were at it again… Foul expletives rung in her ears as her parents fought with each other once more. It seemed as though this had happened every night since she was born. Mind you, she did not understand what all the words meant; she simply knew that they were harmful words her mother instructed her never to use. She distinctly remembered a time when she was a mere child of two and half, nearly three. Her mothers laughing never left her mind.
Since the beginning of her life, her parents fought over her, about her, and every single day, sometimes five minutes or less within each

The Shadows Of DarknessAs I lie here beneath the shadows of darkness I ask myself why
why cause my life seems to be at a dead end
Surrounded by hate and misery
I feel as tho the end of the road is upon me and even nearer then before
As I walk down this dreaded road I ask myself...
Will it ever go away?
This point in time I dont think it will
That burning desire in me burns like a fire that rages out of control
A fire that burns on forever
As the devil takes my hand and walks me closer to that dead end path
I quickly snap and wonder what is goin on here
The devil turns to me and says Lanita your at the end of the road and it is now time to lie beneath the shadows of darkness
As I stand on this dead end path, I shed a tear
My tears are quickly absorbed by the intense heat of the walls of hell
As I close my eyes I see a shallow grave of in the valley of distance
Friends family and so forth are there to say their final goodbyes
As their eyes fill with tears some of sadness pain sorrow and even s

One Of A Kind...HowManyOfMe.comThere are:0people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?

How Are You Doing In Bed?You scored as Wow..Sex God!. Keep up the good work, maybe we'll meet sometime and have some awesome sex hahahaWow..Sex God!90%Youre a Kinky bastard80%Youre A Romantic70%Minute Man40%Virgin10%How are you doing in bed?created with QuizFarm.com

WootnessRelationship Questions
YOU OPENED IT... NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT... AND BE HONEST
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
Single
2) are you happy with where you are?
No
3) when you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
No
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes
5) do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
No
6) would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
No
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
Yes
8) do you want children?
No
9) How many? 2
10) would you consider adoption?
Yes
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
Giving me a red or black rose.
12) Do you want someone you can’t have?
No
13) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
Yes
14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Yes
15) Do you believe that you can change someone?
Hell no
16) If you could get married anywhere, money's not an object.....? A Gothic c

I'm Pissedfor 4-5 days now I still can't post or repost a bulletin,I have gone to the what is a lostcherry lounge several times noone can seem to tell me why I keep getting the message Error:You Are Not Alowwed to do this.I wrote to LC Tech support the very first day,gave them a few days,and wrote them again,still no answer,JC!!!all I want is to know why It's not letting me post and can it be fixed....4 fuckin days I should of gotton a response by now,and why the fuck do the have a support lounge if noone can fuckin help you!?!?,sorry for the cussing,but I'm Fuckin Fed up...they should atleast have something somewhere ya know a list of the diffrent Errors and what the fuck they mean...the fuckin end!!!

How Sexual Are You?You scored as Average. You are an Average in the sexual arena. In better words: Bland. You are like a robot and follow the norm in moral standards. Count yourself lucky if you have sex at all. Lubricate those joints and get out there and live a little, try new stuff.Very Kinky70%Average70%A Sicko40%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Do The TestYou scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%A Sicko40%Average30%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

U Might Want Some TissueI am warning you,
this is very, very, VERY sad!
You may need a tissue...
She was only five,
This is what happened
When she was alive...
Her dad was a drunk,
Her mom was an addict,
Her parents kept her,
Locked in an attic.
Her only friend
was a little toy bear,
It was old and worn out,
And had patches of hair.
She always talked to it,
When no one was around.
She lays there and hugs it,
Not a peep of sound.
Until her parents
Unlock the door,
She'll have to endore
A bruise on her leg,
A scar on her face,
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?
But she grabs her bear,
And softly cries.
She loves her parents,
But they want her to die.
She sits in the corner,
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking?"
Such a bad life,
For a sad little kid.
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did.
Then one night,
Her mom came home high,
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by.
Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade,
It

Another ChildI am warning you,
this is very, very, VERY sad!
You may need a tissue...
She was only five,
This is what happened
When she was alive...
Her dad was a drunk,
Her mom was an addict,
Her parents kept her,
Locked in an attic.
Her only friend
was a little toy bear,
It was old and worn out,
And had patches of hair.
She always talked to it,
When no one was around.
She lays there and hugs it,
Not a peep of sound.
Until her parents
Unlock the door,
She'll have to endore
A bruise on her leg,
A scar on her face,
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?
But she grabs her bear,
And softly cries.
She loves her parents,
But they want her to die.
She sits in the corner,
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking?"
Such a bad life,
For a sad little kid.
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did.
Then one night,
Her mom came home high,
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by.
Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade,
It

10 Uses Of The Word Blogi'm just blogging to say that i'm not a blogger. my life is too dull to have much to say, so what would i blog about? anyway, don't expect much of me in the way of a blog, because blogging is something i just don't do. but all you other bloggers, go right on blogging. i'll read them all day, i just don't have anything to blog about myself. blog blog away!!!

All Natural Is What I AmYour Seduction Style: Au Natural
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.

MeHowManyOfMe.comThere are:547people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?

Take The TestYou scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerA Sicko90%Very Kinky90%Average50%A WUSS !!10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Omg Too Many MesHowManyOfMe.comThere are:107people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?

The Tag Game!!!-6 Weird Things Or HabbitsOk this is how it works, u pick 6 of your friends and put tag come check out my new blog under there comments, then u list 6 weird facts or habbits about yourself and they must make a new blog giving 6 weird things or habbits about them.
I just want to say Thank You 2 the person who tagged me LOL!! I owe u one :)!!
1. i still suck my thumb.
2. i dont like the us government.
3. contrary to modern belief 2 hohos and a ringding layered together do NOT constitute a sammich!
4. dispite the high IQ i have, im a horrid speller and suck at grammer
5. i was diagnossed as a narcaleptic insomniac- due to insomnia i get no sleep so i tend to just randomly pass out at times ( narcaleptic) cus i go weeks with out sleep some times haha .
6. i use my art and writings as an out let if you really read between the lines no matter how beautiful my work is you can see whats in my thoughts deep down.
People I am going to tag
jamie
broken
sweetest guy
britanborn
Misteretc

Poem I WroteI LOVE YOU
I loved you but you had to go,
I asked you why but you didn't know.
You said you would be back someday,
And all i could do was say ok.
Now your gone and i'm still here,
And all i have is just this tear.
The tear that fell when you left me,
For the man i could never be.
He had the looks, the job, the money,
When people saw me they said i looked funny.
I loved you more than this other guy,
And if i can't have you i think i might die.
But before i die theres something i must do,
And thats to say I LOVE YOU.

Happy Thursday! The Week Is Almost Done!Good afternoon everyone. Yawn. It is a bit gloomy and rainy here. I think I have had the week from hell. It started off with an interview with a teacher, and I am making a brochure for the Fine Arts Program. He couldn't grasp I want to use my own photography, and he couldn't use his or swipes off the net. Then, I come home and my power is off. The payment was lost in the mail. GRRR! Well, the next day, my phone was turned off because hubby forgot to pay it. Again, I have to run and take of things. Now, a chic that stabbed me in the back once, over a man we both dated. Well, she just twisted the knife again. Double GRRRRR!
I still find it amazing how some people let others walk all over them, and hurt them. But someone who is actually honest, and tries to help. Well, they are accused of lying and turned out like a criminal. I have had it. This gal didn't have enough common decency to ask if I knew about this other person leaving rude remarks, just assumed it was me. Heaven forbid a

I Been Tagged A Second Time Soo.....Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1. I sleep with my arms above my head
2. I can stare at a turned off tv for hours
3. I like eating food out of tins, saves washing up lol
4. I only have 4 baths a year..
5. I like picking my scabs
6. I dont like talking on phones
people who I've tagged:
1. PITA BUNNY
2. KATRINA
3. A LIGHT WITHIN THE DARK
4. SDS LILY
5. SASSYGLO518
6. KATE (WHICH EVER NAME SHE IS NOW USING)

Help Fight Child Abuse !!!!!my name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My
name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already

Fairy Tales...first Of The Scary Movies!So I stayed up SUPER late last night working on a Fairy Tale book for the younger boys. I am also making it for gifts for some other kids from my boys for Xmas. My friend Sylvie is going to get one too for her new grandchild when he/she is born (DUE CHRISTMAS! Had a blast shopping with Sylvie and Liah yesterday for baby stuff.. I LOVE babies)
I am personalizing the fairy tale books with the kids names on it and so far I am really pleased how they are turning out. I think it is going to be a really nice keep sake and lets face it, who doesn't LOVE a good fairy tale... specially when it is told the way it was orginally writen.. talk about your scary stories!! I found awesome illistrations that I feel are perfect for the good fairy tale stories... you know the ones that make you want to stare at the pictures and BE in them. Not those cartoonie like ones. I hate those. So I am excited. When it is done I am going to get the printed in 8'10 paperback books. I would love to have it hard

Everready BioAaron Yates (Tech N9ne) Bio
Everready Bio
Sometimes it takes a while for trendsetters, for artists ahead of their time and for genius to be appreciated by the masses. Tech N9ne is on the verge of bucking these bromides.
The Kansas City rap king has sold more than 500,000 albums independently, performed in front of more than half a million people in the last three years and established himself as one of underground rap’s most respected artists. With the impending release of his third national album, the monumental Everready (The Religion), Tech N9ne is poised to graduate from one of rap’s best-kept secrets to a major international superstar.
After experiencing a number of professional setbacks while promoting his critically acclaimed Anghellic and Absolute Power albums, Tech N9ne felt that Everready (The Religion) was an affirmation of his staying power. “I wanted to name it Everready because if you look at the old Eveready batteries, their logo included nine lives,” T

My GiftThe beginning...
(A question was asked, “Next time, will you be ready” and here is my answer)
Once upon my time, a long, long time ago, I was searching for something, something on a much deeper, more meaningful, more powerful level. Searching for something I had only thought to be a preposterous dream, a fairy-tale of sorts, yet somehow, for some reason, I continued secretly searching.
One day while I was on the verge of giving-up my search, I was given the gift of meeting someone who had the ability to actually change my life, my way of thinking, my way of feeling, this person changed the innermost core of my very essence. This person appeared almost as a ghost of sorts, being able to see right through them as if they had nothing to hide revealing only their true inner sprit, a kind, giving, all loving gentle type of sprit.
This person was sent to me, for me as a gift for I had always believed life didn’t have much to offer except for the black or white masks people ad

My First BlogYay! My first blog...not too much to tell right now...I am just killin time before I have to leave for work. My daughter is at school and my son is taking a nap...yay...so my house is quiet for now....Well...I will write more later...gotaa get my lunch ready to go...bye

CanadiansAnyone out there from Canada and more specifically in BC...message me

I Hate Small Town BullshitOkay, get this shit... i got fired from the police department on tuesday for checking my email. i tried to do anything but get on the damn computer but reading makes me sleepy and television turns my brain to mush. it's mostly cause last saturday i spent alot of time online but my officer (read the ONLY one on duty) was sitting next to me watching the goddamn sooner's game. i mean it's not like there was anything going on and i wasn't looking at porn. god i can't wait to get out of this town... so because of that shit i'll be moving to newport news, va alot sooner than i originally planned. my mother is seething mad and keeps lecturing me on how immature and selfish i'm being by leaving. she's really only angry cause i'm taking her grandbaby away, she even said that if it was just me she wouldn't care if i left. well fuck her, i can't live here. and i can't get a decent job here either. I HATE SMALL FUCKING TOWNS!!!!

I Hate DramaI hate drama so much my friend melannie is in a lot of shit and now i got dragged into it i love her to death she is lyk a sister to me and i cant let them bitches and hoes hurt or i will never forgive myself and i have no idea what to do to save her from getting hurt even with what is going on in her life and i mean she can be annoying at times but i still lover her ass to death so what can i do

If You.........HAD ME ALONE...LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS AND WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED... WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX CUZ IT'S A SECRET...
THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN. YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE. LOL.

IqYou have a sexual IQ of 156
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Know ThisYou are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partner
Very Kinky
60%
A Sicko
40%
A WUSS !!
30%
Average
20%

Ummmm Ok...You have a sexual IQ of 134
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ive Been TaggedEach player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1> watching porno, while falling asleep
2>rubbing self while falling asleep...(wonder why...)
3>eating carrots on an hourly bases(unless in the middle of something;) )
4>giving my mate manicures(if they let me)
5>running and taking a flying leap on my bed, then jumping up and down on it(hush)
6>brushing my teeth at least 5xs a day
im tagging
1>slider
2>dale38
3>i only date milfs
4>fuckadoodledoo
5>daves
6>gothangel

Getting Caught UpWhere does the time go exactly? I have been working a lot of hours as the new guy. It's typical and common in IT to pay your dues before you get any respect.
I pulled an extra shift last weekend and just came off of oncall. Anyone in IT can tell you being oncall is no fun. You get to answer the after hours pages and calls of panicked users. It's not that bad in this company at least. I went to a division (I am working at) party which was cool and fun ;)
I am still behind and trying to get caught up,
JJ the Axe

Crazy Train Returns To A Secret Show!!Hey there my SEXXY friends!!I was sitting at home last night, bored out of my mind, when I decided to check my e-mail. Lo and behold, there was an email from a friend tipping me off to a Jam Night where there was to be some VERY special guests attending!! I grabbed my coat and drove to the undisclosed location to find a small but very happenin party goin on!! I was VERY pleasantly surprised to see Tim, Dan, and Rick of Crazy Train with their NEW drummer Mike Yokum!! Actually, Mike is their original drummer!! So, look out Portland, Ozzy is back!!ALL ABOOOARD HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!RE-introducing: Mike Yokum, drummer for Crazy Train!!

Nice To Be Herewhen i was invited to lost cherry i though okay im game to meeting new friends...and i thought is this another myspace? I know in myspace, people are differnt there...i wont go into spefics, ive been on lost cherry what 3-4 days and ive met some fantastic people here and made i hope some new friends...I may not know how to repost but if i can help in any way, my hand in friendship goes out to each and everybody...people in lost cherry care about each other, i mean its like this is a place to meet real people not like my space where they want your add to become mr or ms popular...this place is all about real people and real friendships...i hope i get to meet more fantastic people and get to know everybody better...and to all that read this, please read my profile and know who i am...and thank you for adding me as your friend...

Contestok all , theres a contest im trying to get into, about eyes, "i only date milfs" is having it, so on friday, the contest will begin, now i have been told my eyes are nice, so if you really think so , vote for me..it's my first contest,and i would love to win(wonder if theres a runner up...ill even apreciate that) ok well good luck to all contestants, and good luck to me

Another Test I Could Have Answered Without Taking ItDaring, confident, animalistic
You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Quiz-1Daring, confident, animalistic
You like to have a lot of sex and try a lot of things. You are very kinky and have a lot of confidence in yourself. You like to explore all aspects of sexuality because it is something that interests you a lot.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Emotional Scars (written In 03)So many thoughts,
Go through my head.
They are mosty about,
What has been said.
Many hurtful things,
Have been directed towards me.
They look at my appearence,
And say what they supposedly see.
From those harsh words,
I see my real self now.
I believe what they say,
Others all know now.
They tell me that I'm ugly,
And very overweight.
They say that I'm not good enough.
Their thoughts are full of hate.
My self-esteem lessens,
With each verbal blow.
And my true feelings,
Are what I am afraid to show.
It is because I am afraid to speak,
Because I will be put down more.
And I will feel even lower,
Than I was before.
There are other things that are said,
That eat at my brain.
They hurt me so badly,
That I cannot even explain.
I am called a dirty whore,
When I try to look good.
I then go back down,
Like they know I should.
I sit here in saddness,
Taking emotional shoves.
And I eventually thi

Deep Love, What Is It?Deep Love, What Is It?
Is it how a full moon
Loves to romance the night sky
Or
Is it how a man
Fully committed to his sweetheart
Loves to romance her
Each hour of the night
Is it how clouds
Love to float
Or
Is it how a man
Loves to have his sweetheart
Float into his arms
When she is in want
Of his teddy bear hugs of love
Is it how leaves
Love to be blown
Or
Is it how a man
Loves to blow
His sweetheart away
With mind-blowing kisses
Is it how flakes of snow
Love to stick together
Then melt
With the rising of temperature
Or
Is it how a man
Loves to have his sweetheart
Stick to him
Then melt into ecstasy
With the rising of his passion
Deep love, what is it?
Why don't you tell me!

Butterflies And WomenBeautiful are butterflies
Acting as messengers of nature
Who do not bite,
Sting or transmit diseases
But
More beautiful are women
Acting as messengers of God
Who romantically bite
On the male species
And sting them
With their feminine passion
As they transmit
Their heavenly love into men’s souls
Beautiful are butterflies being watched
By a person with binoculars
As a form
Of outdoor enjoyment
But
More beautiful are women being watched
By a marriage-minded man
As a way
Of selecting his blushing bride-to-be
Beautiful is a White Admiral Butterfly
In dappled sunlight
Drinking the sweet liquid
Secreted by bramble flowers
But
More beautiful is a Take-Charge Woman
In morning rays of sunlight
Taking in the sweetness
Secreting from her man’s
Flower-soft love
Butterflies and Women
Both are beautiful
In their own unique ways
But they alike in one way,
As both move about
With carefree ease
And add beauty
To wherever they are

I've Been Tagged!!!Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1. Falling asleep playing Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus.
2. Staying awake til dawn knowing that I have finals the next day.
3. Falling asleep standing up, or in school for that matter.
4. Spending too much time worrying about stupid shit.
5. Video Games! Video Games! and more Video Games!
6. Sometimes get priorities confused.
1. *Baby Lee*
2. Evil Angel
3. d-day
4. shortstuff
5. BlackNova
6. ktsr

Trick Or TreatingWell my kids are all excited about going out and getting candy my 7 yr old is going to be a witch and she has talked me into being one too lol whats new i am a bitch so a witch. My 12 yr old son is going to be a what ever he has a scary mask and a vampire cape:D or he is going to be a vampire he is not for sure yet ;)) my ex has to dress up my youngest is making him because he is taking them to get the candy my 17 yr ol is having a party here at the house and giving out candy so i am going to be with them here cuz i don't trust abunch of teens alone ;)) i was a teen at one time :D i was hoping my fiancee comes but i am not sure if he will but that is all good :D

What Drug Is Your Personality??Your Personality Is Like Alcohol
You're the life of the party, a total flirt, and probably a pretty big jokester.
Sometimes your behavior gets you in trouble, but you still remain socially acceptable.
You're a pretty bad driver, and you're dancing could also use a little work!
What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

In A Box (poem)Cold asleep in the night
Cold asleep in the day
Not snoring
Not breathing
In a box I lay
My eyes closed
My lips cold
My hands ice
Heart at a standstill
With lead in my head
I could be in the air
I could be underground
I could be walking on the land
Unseen
Unheard
Not living
Not loveing
Not hateing
I live dead
In a box

Unloved One (poem)Eyes burning with tears
Her fist curls up into a ball
Her voice cries out in pain
She falls against the wall
She sat there in the dark room
Why not a dream than be so real
Does she deserve to suffer
With the sadness she can feel
Slowly reaching out her hand
Stretching out with her finger
Grabbing the sharp clear silver
Stabbing herself with anger
The silver drips with soothing red
The pain pours on out
Whimpering like a wild creature
Cursing, "I'm weak!", she had shout
The darkness from her eyes becomes brighter
The room spins in an awkward way
Feeling numb as he soul drifts apart
The pains starts to decay
Her breath soon becomes short puffs
Gasping for air, she feels not scared
She smiles one last weak smile
For no one had known her or even cared

Suicide (poem)***This is my most favorite poem I've ever wrote
Tears running down
Always to weep and frown
Crying to sleep each night
Not strong enough to be a knight
Wishing for the pain to disappear
And never again to reappear
If only when I took the sip of death
Would of took away my last breath
But something held me back
To get back onto my track
I tried and tried
To die of suicide
But they want me to stay
To live for another day
I can't take much more of this pain
I don't have any more strength to gain
Farewell my good friend
It's time for my life to end
I know that this is wrong
It's just that my faith isn't strong
You have always been grateful, you see
That's why you'll always be a part in me
Farewell my loving family
As my spirit slowly drifts me away
I know that I should talk this out
But I feel that there's nothing to talk about
Dear mom and dad I love you so
That's what I want you to always know
You'll always be in my heart
Now it's time for me to dep

Wow, So Many Refer To Me!I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST have a big dick
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be ridin dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm DIFFERENT, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm BI so I MUST want to fuck every guy and girl i see
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pan

My Hornyscope.....AQUARIUS - Jan 21 - Feb 19
Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns
Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian
gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional
one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind
and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed
and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more
important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot!
Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying.They are very
particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little
interest for them.
FAVE POSITION
Mutual masturbation.
BEST SEX TOY
A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun
with this.
AQUARIUS MALE IN BED
He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control
him

TrueUsing your body
Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexual IqYou have a sexual IQ of 146
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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Mewhen all are gone
when all is said and done will u still be the one
when all my fears fade away willyou be my light of day
when i'm down will you pick me up
will u still hold me when all else fails
in a world full of fakes will u make sure my heart never breaks
When life is at its bitter end will i still be able to call u my friend

My First Dayhello! this is my first day using this site, i still have no idea what i am doing but i am slowly figuring it out. At first i didn't like it because i didn't know what i was doing, but i gave it another try and now i can't stop doing things on it. it's pretty cool, my sister and one of her friends introduced it to me today. thanks guys, its fun when you have nothing better to do, especially when you live where i live, in the bush,lol.

BeerSo people keep asking me why i love Guiness, so let me just say this... 1st of all it has to be on tap not out of a can it's just not the same! 2nd i love the foam it leaves tickling my upper lip. 3rd i love the fact that i have to drink it so fast it drips down my chin!
-Juicynes

Loosing My Cherry...Ok....so as weird as that was to write it..it was kinda fun..lol
I never thought I would be saying that loosing my cherry would have been this fun..but it has been and it keeps getting better...
I want to thank Badass...Baby..your the best..I knew I loved ya for a reason...
And to all the fine men on here who have been so gentle and caring with regards to my cherry..lol...much love and hugs and kisses are being sent to you all..
To all who welcomed me and have been soo cool and nice...thanxs...
I love this site...and I love you all...
Keep the comments coming..and I will be here...with my arms wide open and a smile like never before.
Love to you all
Jackie
Hugs..kisses..licks..and nibbles
xoxoooxoxoxox

More About Me AgainOdd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:yeah LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:both WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:im not tellin' AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:lol.. no WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:dunno DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:yeah sometimes WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:yeah HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:good i guess WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:light up blue DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:nope HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:nope ANY SECRET TALENTS?:not really WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:dunno HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:yeah HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:lol.. no DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:sure i guess HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:i dont know CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:lol... no HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yeah ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:oh wow. i dont wear speedo's lol..... WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:dunno IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:sure DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:kinda WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:dust WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I

A Few One LinersThe dodo died. Then Dodi died, Di died and Dando died. Dido must be shitting
herself.
My parents are from Glasgow which means they're incredibly hard, but I was
never smacked as a child... well maybe one
or two grams to get me to sleep at night.
Is it fair to say that there'd be less litter in Britain if blind people were
given pointed sticks?
I realised I was dyslexic when I went to a toga party dressed as a goat.
You have to remember all the trivia that your girlfriend tells you, because
eventually you get tested.
She'll go: "What's my favourite flower?" And you murmur to yourself: "Shit, I
wasn't listening...Self-raising?"
The world is a dangerous place; only yesterday I went into Boots and punched
someone in the face.
I saw that show, 50 Things To Do Before You Die. I would have thought the
obvious one was "Shout For Help".
I went out with an Irish Catholic. Very frustrating. You can take the girl out
of Cork...
Employee of the month is a good ex

Budweiser Story...... Must ReadThe Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE!
How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001...Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield, California. On September 11th, a Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible people. His boss asked him, "Do you think you could go in there long enough to pull every Budweiser product and item our beverage company sells there? We'll never deliver to them again." The employee walked in, proceeded to pull every single product his beverage c

I'm Falling In Love.I'M FALLING IN LOVE.
I sit here awake, I cannot sleep
I think about this feeling in my heart that I keep
I close my eyes but still I see
A picture of tomorrow with you and me
I don't know why I feel this way
I try to come up with the right words to say
To express myself, to show what's inside
My thoughts of you I don't want to hide
The magic I feel when I'm with you
Something that seems too good to be true
What if we were really meant to be
I wonder if you'll ever fall in love with me?
Only time can tell if this thing's for real
The happiness that you and I feel
But I care for you, and I'm falling in love
Tell me, is this a gift or a test from above?

Tar-jaaye Where Is My Phone Call???OK so I had a really great interview with Target (or as I like to pronounce it TAR-JAY lol) on Tuesday afternoon. I was about to get a second interview but alas, no one was there to conduct one. So the lady told me that I'll be called soon for a second interview...
So a couple days have gone by and I'm getting a bit anxious. I have alot of bills and not enough money plus a car payment and I'm so close to paying it of but not quite yet... I'd really like a job. Since I got out of the Navy, I have been looking but haven't been sucessful. I just haven't felt really motivated. Its depressing... I dont have many friends here in this part of WA. I miss my friends back in Hawaii where I was living prior to this. I found out some of my friends here are just not really good friends after all... I've cut some ties in my life lately and its not always completely the other persons fault... But I don't put up with liars and people who try to put me down and people who put their boyfriend

About Me 1Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:Yes...Sometimes LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:Lover WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:Spending the rest of my life with no partner AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:Nope WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:Its ok DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:Sometimes WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:Yeah HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:It SUCKS WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:Grey DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:No...cant carry a tune across the street HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:No way ANY SECRET TALENTS?:Lots....thats why they are secret WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:Camping in the mountains along the river HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:No way HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:No DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:You bet I do HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:Alot CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:No way HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:Yeah...I was really scared...I dont like heights ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:What the.... WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:Its ok IS MARRIAGE I

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Naughty Girl ConfessingI need a nap,” I say to myself. It’s a bright afternoon, I have done plenty already, and the feline in me deserves a nap.
“You, fool,” comes the devil-child voice. “It’s not a nap you need and you know it.”
Should I get more comfortable or are these clothes right for a nap? Jeans, thick socks, a sweater of rough wool and cotton. They’ll be fine.
Pulling the pillow out from under the covers I lay face down on the bed, curling the soft down into a knot that supports my head. My medium length, hair is clean and feels light and sensuous, like silk upon my face.
I begin to doze. But not doze. The sun is too bright and it makes me feel sexy with its warmth. I stretch and drift into a daydream.
Somewhere in my mind is a dark, black cave where I take the naughty part of me when I crave sexual pleasure. The cave has my toy chest in it. In that chest are the tools that drive my imagination. My imagination quenches my sexual cravings.
I conjure up a powerful man, well mann

Odd Facts About MeOdd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:I THINK SO LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:LOVER WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:I HAVE A FEW FEARS AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:nope, I was a TomBoy always too busy to sit still. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:SOME OF IT IS GOOD DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:NO WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:I DON'Y KNOW HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:LONELY WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:BLACK DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:I LOVE TO SING, BUT MUST HEAR THE MUSIC HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:NO WAY ANY SECRET TALENTS?:I DON'T KNOW, COULD BE,LOL WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:ANYWHERE WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:NO HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:NO DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:YES HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:LOL... I HAVEN'T MADE IT EITHER. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:NOT ANYMORE HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:YES, FROM FLORIDA TO NEW YORK ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:DEPENDS ON WHO IS WEARING THEM....LOL WHAT'S YOUR STA

How Well Do You Know Me?Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:sometimes LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:find out LOL WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:It came true already AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:nope WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:Love some of it DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:yep WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:yes I was darling and now I am sexxxaay! HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:It is cool, I can hang WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:white DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:yep HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:no way ANY SECRET TALENTS?:yea I got a couple WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:anywhere romantic HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:yes YUCK HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:nope DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:yea kinda HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:It depends how fast I wanna get there CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:yep, but pretty slow lol HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yes ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:on sexxay men lol WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:I eat meat but I don't hunt it IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR F

Help MeWill everyon eout there please help me reach a level 5 so that I can create a MuMM and I will be more then happy to return the favor and help you out with anything thanks alot

Oldie But Goodie 2ok this one should be played at home or in the car but i love this song
One Week Video - Barenaked Ladies lyricsBarenaked Ladies Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts

FreakinWell, I'm starting to freak out now. Tomorrow I go in for a biopsy on one of my moles. It sucks. I sure as hell hope that they don't find anything. If they do, I hope that it can be taken care of easily and quickly. So much crap going on, it's driving me nuts. I hate going through shit like this.

PoemSingle parent
Every day you are tired and worn,
Day after day your emotions are torn.
You work hard to provide another meal,
Wondering how you made it this far “can I deal?”
Days seem longer and time goes slow,
You wonder; how much further can you really go?
Your feet ache and your back is sore,
You wish you didn’t have to do it anymore.
You push and push and sometimes get nowhere,
And then you feel like no one cares.
Then this sudden beam of hope and light,
You open the door at the end of the night.
Welcoming you like a brand new surprise,
These beautiful and yet inquisitive eyes.
This life that depends solely on you,
To eat sleep and tie their shoes.
To brush their teeth and their hair,
To show them how much you care.
To teach them all they need to know,
To help them get strong smart and grow.
Everything you do is just for them,
The precious smile satisfaction again and again.
So wake up just one more day,
So you can make for them a better way.
I bet you

PoemA crush
What if I told you I had a simple crush?
That during the day I thought of you so much.
I can’t wait to hear from you day after day,
The little things and kind words you say.
Your simple words filling my ear,
Wishing that it would always be here.
You beautiful smile waking my heart,
Brining me joy from the very start.
Your eyes look through me do you know,
The feelings I have I will never show.
I sit quiet so you can not see,
All the emotions built up in me.
My heart races and palms sweat,
What is your name damn I forget?
I can’t keep just a simple thought,
Why fight these feelings I have fought.
Ok I guess it is now or never,
Let me say hi or I might loose this chance forever.
By: Mario A. Pinder

PoemHave you ever?
Have you ever had someone you loved?
Dreamed of, adored or even thought of.
During the day you think of the now and then,
At night dreams become thoughts that never end.
You hear them with words so sweet,
And tones that make your knees week.
Wishing you could be in their embrace,
Seeing the precious smile on their face.
Wanting them to never go away,
Wanting their love and affections to never stray.
Holding hands in the park,
Sharing love within your heart.
Spending time you really can’t spend,
Lending time you really can’t lend.
All the things we do for so much more,
Hoping that love is the ultimate score.
Once is always better than never,
But let me ask you have you ever.
Mario A. Pinder

PoemI quit
Good bye cigarettes my buddy and good old friend,
It is sad to say that today has to be the end.
You’ve been with me through happy bad and rough,
You made simple chores like walking up stairs tough.
You mellowed me when I needed to relax,
But you’re giving me heart disease these are the facts.
You were my support my lifeline and crutch,
I have been doing this so long enough is enough.
I will beak our friendship and all that we had,
Because being with you is worse than bad.
I want to breathe again run and live,
I don’t want the emphysema and problems you give.
So one last good bye I say to you,
Sorry cigarettes but our time is through.
By: Mario Pinder

PoemI want your love
I want your love in so many ways,
I want your love so many times a day.
I want to taste the love off your lips,
I want to feel your love from my toes to my hips.
I want you love anytime and anywhere,
To hell with all the people who stare.
I want your love all over me,
I need your love to never leave.
I want your love all of the time,
I want your love to be only mine.
I want your love and nothing more,
I want you love from the ceiling to the floor.
I just want you love is that so wrong,
When you feel a love like this so strong.
Mario A. Pinder

PoemLove letter
You want me as I want you,
All these feelings are definitely new.
Passions grow and we feel the urge.
Bodies tingle we are on the verge.
Something new we have never done before,
As our clothes drop to the floor.
Open to each other heart and soul,
All is said but nothing told.
I rub your back and kiss your lips,
Caress your thighs and lick you hips.
I kiss you from inch to inch,
As you giggle your body begins to flinch.
We move to the beat of a different drum,
Until we give in to passions of one.
Hour after hour when our bodies met,
The sheets all sticky and wet.
You lean over and share a kiss,
You show me the true meaning of bliss.
Can this love get any better?
Signed yours truly on this love letter.
Mario A. Pinder

Sweet DreamsWanted to tell everyone good night hard for mer to hold my eyes open So have a great night

You've Just Been Tagged!Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun!
1. I smoke to much!
2. I spend way to much time on the pc!
3. I flirt to much and don't relize I'm flirting half the time!
4. I know I'm always the boss.
5. I'm messy, I throw my cloths on the bedroom floor!
6. I won't drink after anyone or share a drink.
1.prettygirl-KC669
2.Tazzy
3.Misty ';) LIPS OF AN ANGEL ;)
4.yaygrl
5.babybitch187
6.Dana* MEOW FUCKIN MEOW*

It Is That Time Once Again!Come Join The Hottest Party on the Net!!! Come hang out with Dj Divine!!!!!!! click the pic to go listen to one of the hottest DJ's we have to offer!!!
We are the Forbidden Fruit....................Are you Tempted?

Be Near YouI'd try to do anything
Just to be near you
Get a little bit closer
To you it's heaven.
Whenever our eyes meet
You make my heartbeat fast
I always wanted to be near you,
Because in you, I've found the one.
Being close to you
Makes me feel so right
I can do everything
Wherever I go, whatever i do
The thoughts of you
Brings a smile into my heart.
Now, here you are
Closer to me
I can't believe it's you
Everything will change, I know
But always for me, it will be you.
by Geraldine Arancillo

I WishI wish there were a way,
To make it easier to say.
But since there's probably not,
I will just give it a shot.
There is no easy way to say,
How much you make my day.
But you are the best,
And I know you passed my test.
You make me smile,
Like I haven't in awhile.
Every night I pray,
And I wish that you will stay!!
by Chanda

...and I Love It!What is your Paranormal gift? Control of ElectricityOohh.. electricity. It snaps, zaps, crackled, and booms, and is also your gift. You can be seen outside on a stormy night on top of an old building, laughing as you make lighting fall from the heavens. But who said that was a bad thing? It can be fun to give your friends a friendly jolt every once in a while.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

I Got A Promotion =)ya so i work in the floral dept at work
im happy..the only thing that sucks is that
my second day i was alone and i was still training
to be in the department and i was afraid that i couldnt help the customers.but then it turned out to be easy =) and then i had to do the load all by myself because my floral manager was supposed to be with me helping me but she had to go to a meeting and then the next day was her day off so i was alone the whole time so i made sure that the department was nice,neat and clean too =) so i was kinda happy that i work in the floral dept everyone likes the way i cleaned the floral up and my customers are happy for me at work..theyre like OMG your in the floral dept congrats =) so ya ...ttyl
-tina

What The.....Have you ever noticed that when you push really hard on that odd lump on your head that cats start to make really weird noises at you?

My Own Orders (a Poem)THIS WAS A POEM I FOUND ON THE NET FROM AN ARMY WIFE TO HER HUSBAND...HER NAME WAS NOT ON IT SO I CAN NOT GIVE HER CREDIT FOR THIS BUT HERE GOES:
I stand right next to you everyday in the store,
but everywhere I go I have a sense of pride you can't even begin to understand.
For everywhere I go, I carry with me the pride he stands for.
I may not be on the frontline with him
but yet I am his unseen 'battle' buddy
I feel the same pains he feels, when he hurts..I hurt as well.
When he smiles I feel a sense of peace.
I have my OWN set of orders to follow not because I'm ordered to but because I choose to.
I commit myself to that man who passes you wearing his uniform.
That man who is willing to die for yours,
The same man who just weeks ago was tenderly holding me.
My orders are clearly that of supporting him
Proudly representing what it is he stands for
and to be here waiting on him the day he comes home.
I am committed to the military not by signing papers but be

I Am Not Sure I Really Wanted To Be HomeNow that I am back I really miss all opf my friends. There is nothing really to do down here. I don't know I am just really confused on what I really want. It sucks.

Sosome of you may have noticed i havent posted bulletins in a few days. Well to be honest im sick of all the bullshit in them, so i pretty much just stoped reading them, and they're off most of the time unless someone like kim or caren ask me to look at something. So dont bitch at me for not reposting cause i really dont want to :)
Anyway my tummy isnt hurting i ate bread and applesauce. Im finally feeling better, now if i could just catch up on the lack of sleep id be dandy, and doing the homework catch up thing.
Blah. Make my phone be nice to me. I keep charging it but the bars are like gone again and i only was on it for like 6 minuetes. Jesus.
I gotta go clean up the apartment tommorrow so i can move in sooner :) I want out of here. Haha.
I got into a fight with my grandparents tonight and we ended up fighting and screaming.
Im addicted to the taste of iced tea and i dont know why, between that and milk its ALL i drink haha. My face is all breaking out from stress and

Living Is The Prelude To Death!Just like taxes Death is inevitable... and if you don't do it the government harasses you! Lately I feel like death is knocking on my door. I've been to the doctor like 8 times the past 2 months and everytime I go theres something else wrong with me! I mean shit! wen't today cuz I have a deadly headach that won't FUCK OFF and I find out that I have an eye infection... DAMN! did I find out anything about my headach? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I still have it and yet my eye is all doctor'd up. YAY ME!!!!!!!!! well thats it fer now

Oh CrapI used "really" twice in that last blog. Twice in the same damn sentence. That kind of tweaks my gourd.
Oh, gourd. Why art thou tweakested thusly?
Weeeeee!

Overwhelmedok so my best friend called me and told me about lost cherry...it's cool so far...I'm just trying to learn everything. So much is going on! lol...I like making new friends so if ya wanna talk just message me!

You Are A MiracleYou already know the answer to the question I am about to ask you.
If someone were to walk up to you out of a clear blue sky and slap you across the face, how would you react?
Even if you don't have an immediate answer, you already know. Something inside of you set off a reaction immediately upon hearing the question. The answer to the question is not important; but the answers to the follow-up questions are.
How do you feel about your gut reaction? Is that the way you would want to react to that particular situation?
The truth is that we are reactionary creatures by nature. Life is comprised of a series of experiences, perceptions, and reactions. A person's character and nature is formed by their experiences and their perceptions to them. The truth is people tend to be most responsive to adversity. The truth is that most people allow the tribulations in their life to have more effect on them than the positive experiences that they take for granted. The truth is that pain a

This Is So True For Most Men!!***Total JERK***
You pissed me off
You made me mad
You made me cry
You made me sad
You lied to me
You made me hurt
You made me see
You are a total JERK!

Leather FaceWhich Horror Movie Killer Are You? LeatherFaceWow! LeatherFace, all i can say is that your messed up and you need help. Your pretty gruesome, using a chainsaw to kill, hanging people on hooks like clothes, and sewing peoples faces together to make your own. What a hobby! But it must run in the family, because their wierd too. But yeah, your a killer and you get the job done!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

I Dunno HahhaaI say hi to this weirdo .. and she flips me off..
Umm ok.. u are blocked for the duration of.. Until I forget your blocked looser.. lol
I won't say her name... "cough" starts with an.. lol..
na i'm not gonna do that..
her phycho buddies will harass me then..
Anywho..
Thats another reason to just go on a vacation...
Another reason to buy and build that laptop..
lmao
Roy
I was a fan of those nut cases too.. I had to unfan myself.. pity.. :P
Anywho.. i'm hungry..

Making Love In The Park...Ole was walking home late at night and sees a woman in
the shadows. "Twenty dollars . ."she whispers.
He'd never been with a hooker before, but he
decides, what the hell, it's only twenty bucks.
So they hide in the bushes. They're going "at it"
for a minute when all of a sudden a light flashes on
them . . it's a police officer.
"What's going on here, people?" asks the officer.
"I'm making love to my wife," Ole answers indignantly.
"Oh, I'm sorry," says the cop, "I didn't know."
"Well," Ole says, "neither did I, until you shined
that light in her face

Real Friend" A Real Friend "
A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.
A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.
A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.
A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.
A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.
A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you HAVE an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.
A simp

Whats Your Kink?You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting92%Whips67%Chains/Handcuffs67%Bondage58%Blind Folds42%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Man Laws1 . Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.
2 . It is ok for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances:
a. When a heroic dog dies to save its master.
b. The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse.
c. After wrecking your boss' car.
d. One hour, 12 minutes, 37seconds into "The Crying Game".
e. When she is using her teeth.
3 . Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed by his buddies.
4 . Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.
5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her.
6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. It is fine, however, to complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.
7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional.

Save MeI've got a candle,
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway
With no doors and no rooms
Under the window sill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within a doorway
Without a sound
Chorus:
Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me, if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland
How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'am far beyond gone
And I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How could I love this
A life so dishonest
It made me compromise
Chorus
Jump in the water
Jump in with me
Jump on the altar
Lay down with me
My hardest question
Too answer is
WHY!!!
Chorus
Some one save me (x3)
Somebody save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erase me

Oh, No! The Stupids!It's late. Or early. And my cat just made the most horrible smell.
AGH! THE STUPIDS HAVE TAKEN ME!

Chat Is GoodToday was one of those days where it all just seemed to be too much for me, think self centered. but I was chatting with some good people today and with there friendship and there sharing with me I was able to bring myself back up and thinking more clearly.
We all need people to talk with and to help too, sometimes the helping of others can be just the thing that we need to feel better ourselves. I don't have the answer to life but I do see now that I don't have to have all the answers, I don't need to know it all. I just need to learn and grow every day, I need to just live and share. I just try to make the best of things and smile, it will all be worked out in the end and I never know when the end will be so I will just try to take it one day at a time and show my love.
Thanks to all the cool people here at LC and all the other good people in my life,,,, spread the love and Peace Out!

V For VendettaI was nobody....no, no....I was A nobody.
In this dark government , among the faces I was just a face.
I thought I was nothing special...nothing out of place.
You proved me wrong, how totally wrong, I was.
How swiftly you moved...into my life you came boldly!
You saved my life that night...saved me from becoming a statistic.
You must have been moved by my beautiful visage.
Or it might have been my vulnerability crying for justice...
Or you might have glimpsed the hidden strength in my soul...
Strength I didn't even know I had.
How was I to know that reflected in your face...no...your mask was my destiny?
Even as you forced me to grow...painfully...my heart was slowly overtaken.
By you...by the Man behind the Mask.
But you never let me see, touch, embrace you fully.
As if you were afraid of love...as if you were not worthy.
Not worthy of anything but your outrage and vengence...your eventual death.
People would've said that I l

The Shit List!!!*The Shit List*
GHOST SHIT: The Kind Where You Feel The Shit Comes Out...But There Is No Shit In The Toilet!!!
CLEAN SHIT: The Kind Where You Shit It Out...See It In The Toilet...But There Is Nothing On The Toilet Paper!!!
WET SHIT: The Kind Where You Wipe Your Ass 50 Times And It Still Feels Unwiped, So You Have To Put Some Toilet Paper Between Your Ass And Your Underwear So You Won't Ruin Them With Stains!!!
SECOND WAVE SHIT: This Happens When You're Done Shitting And You've Pulled Your Pants Up To Your Knees, And You Realize That You Have To Shit Some More!!!
POP-A VEIN-IN-YOUR-FOREHEAD SHIT: The Kind Where You Strain So Much To Get It Out, You Practically Have A Stroke!!!
LINCOLN LOG SHIT: The Kind Of Shit That Is So Huge You're Afraid To Flush Without First Breaking It Into Little Pieces With The Toilet Brush!!!
GASSY SHIT: It's So Noisy...That Everyone Within Earshot Is Giggling!!!
DRINKER'S SHIT: The Kind Of Shit You Have The Morning After A Long Nig

The Coffin...... RepostA man was walking home alone late one foggy night, when he hears:
BUMP...
BUMP...
BUMP... behind him.
Walking faster, he looks back and through the fog he makes out the image of an upright casket banging its way down the middle of the street toward him
BUMP...
BUMP...
BUMP...
Terrified, the man begins to run toward his home, the casket bouncing quickly behind him
faster...
faster...
BUMP..
BUMP...
BUMP.
He runs up to his door, fumbles with his keys, opens the door, rushes in, slams and locks the door behind him.
However, the casket crashes through his door, with the lid of the casket clapping
Clappity-BUMP...
clappity-BUMP...
clappity-BUMP...
on his heels the terrified man runs.
Rushing upstairs to the bathroom, the man locks himself in. His heart is pounding; his head is reeling; his breath is coming in sobbing gasps.
With a loud CRASH the casket breaks down the door.
Bumping and c

Mississippiim leaving early tomorrow morning (around 5am) to go to Mississippi tomorrow with my church. we're going down to help rebuild houses from the Katrina disaster.
i won't be back till the 29th. thats 10 days.
I doubt you guys will even notice my absence. but whatever... btw im pmsing... so im cranky.

Beer Vs. Vagina!!!Beer Vs. Vagina
1.Beer Is Always Wet...Vagina Needs A Little Work!!!
One Point To BEER!!!
2.Warm Beer Tastes Awful!!!
One Point To VAGINA!!!
3.A Really Cold Beer Is Satisfying!!!
One Point To BEER!!!
4.If After Taking A Swig Of Your Favorite Beer You Find A Hair
Between Your Teeth, You May Vomit!!!
One Point To VAGINA!!!
5. If You Get Home Reeking Of Beer Your Wife May Get Mad, Make A
Scene, Kick You Out, Etc... If You Get Home Reeking Of Vagina Your Wife
May Get Mad, Kick You Out, Even Leave You!!! There's Definitely A Point
To Be Had Here, Depending On Your Point Of View And Personal
Circumstances!!! I'll Just Call It A DRAW For The Time Being!!!
6. Ten Beers In One Night And You Can't Drive Home....Ten Vaginas In
One Night And You Don't Want To Drive Anywhere!!! One Point To VAGINA!!!
7. If You Have A Lot Of Beer In A Public Place, Your Reputation May
Suffer...If You Eat Any Vagina In Public, You Become A Legend!!!
One Point To VAGINA!!!
8. If A C

The DesertMike knew that no one had ever attempted to cross the desert by foot and made it alive. So, he decided to get back in his car and keep driving.

Understanding Woman???...and Jokes!!!UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE)
I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the roots, and still be afraid of a spider.
Woman: "Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Man: "Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore."
Woman: "Hey, baby, what's your sign?"
Man: "Do not Enter"
Woman: "I want to give myself to you."
Man: "Sorry, I don't accept cheap gifts."
How to Please a Man
Follow this advice if you wish to impress your boyfriends.
Show up naked;
Bring beer.
How do you make love to an ugly woman?
Jerk off in your hand and throw it at her.

Quotes, Jokes And Funny Junk!!!Didn't I Tell You If A Guy Touches Your Pussy You Say "DONT!!!"...And If He Touches Your Breast You Say "STOP!!!"...But He Touched Both So I Said "DONT STOP!!!"
A CAT FALLS INTO THE POOL THE ROOSTER LAUGHS!!!...What Does That Tell You???...A Wet Pussy Makes A Cock Happy!!! :D
WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?....I WOULD NEVER SAY FUCK ON YAHOO!!...NEVER I WOULD NEVER!!...I WOULD NEVER EVER SAY FUCK!!....OHHH FUCK!!!
Roses Are Red, Nuts Are Brown, Skirts Are Up, Pants Are Down, Body To Body, Skin To Skin, When Its Stiff, Stick It In!!!
Sex Is Like Math...You Add The Bed...Subtract The Clothes...Divide The Legs...Leave Your Solution...And Pray You Dont Multiply!!!
I Heard Their Periods Attract Bears!!!....The Beard Can Smell The Menstration!!!
Police Are Arresting Bitches With Good Pussy...RUN BITCH RUN!!!...They Already Got Me!!!
Good News!!!...The Technology In Condoms Has Improved!!!...Therefore Mistakes Like YOU Wont Happen Again!!! :)
I Am Trying To Start A Garden...All I

Jaime's Poem!!!Ok I promised to make a poem for this guy Jaime...he kicks soooo much ass so Im gonna try to make this good!!
There's a guy I know who kicks so much ass
I get funny feelings like as if I have gass
He talks to me sometimes which is kinda cool
But I get so nervous it softens my stool
He has a great personality which makes me go crazy
So sorry Jaime on this poem I got Lazy
lol ok sorry i had to be and ass but yeah...its trippy :|...You better like it Jaime!! :-"

Fear On Fear!!Fear of Fear that rips you apart!!
Fear of Laughing that makes you forget the bad!!
Fear of Opening up to someone once again!!
Fear of Seeing clear that nothing is what you thought it was!!
Fear of Flying so high that te sky can't hold you!!
Fear of Leaping over the edge of safety!!
Fear of Holding someone close to you after they have left!!
Fear of Crying after your world has fallen apart!!
Fear of Singing when the mood grabs a hold of you!!
Fear of the Frist Kiss that might be the last kiss!!
Fear of the Arms that reach for you!!
Fear of Walking when you should stay!!
Fear of Pushing when You need holding!!
Fear of Takeing help when it's there even when you need it!!
Fear of Messing up when there is already a mess.
Fear of Life and Death when there is no need for it!!
Fear on Fear, there is no such thing as no fear, fear is apart of everythng!!!

In The ShadowsSitting in the shadows
Lookig out from time to time.
It makes me wounder what the fuss is all about.
To see folks going on about there lives.
Sometimes seeing me sometimes not.
ah life in the shadows
Here but not here
thats my life
in the shadows.
People come people go
and upon a rare occassion
a real friend appears!
Accepting me for who I am
to those of you who have taken the
plung thank you my friends!
You know who you are
ah life in the shadows rolls on by
Caty

Shay DayShay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, "Do you think they'll let me play?" Shay's father knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps.
Shay's father approached one of the boys on the field and asked if Shay could play, not expecting much. The boy looked around for guidance and said, "We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning."
Shay struggled over to the team's
bench put on a team shirt with a broad smile and his Father had a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father's joy at his son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs bu

Neat Pics I MadeSo i was bored and decided to make a few pics of my friend Smokey Hazel Ice...This Is What I Came Up With :)..He Makes Some Ladies Look Like Poo..lol
-Ash

BreakupsThere are a couple songs, simple really, about breakups that really hit me. One is a simple statement about how daily life changes so drastically after a breakup. And the other is an expression of despair.
Jewel - You Were Meant For Me
I hear the clock, it's six a.m.
I feel so far from where I've been
I got my eggs and my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup, everything but you.
I break the yolks, make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off the mirror
Don't leave the keys in the door
Never put wet towels on the floor anymore 'cause
Dreams last for so long
even after you're gone
I know you love me
And soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you.
I called my momma, she was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Ca

Military Wives Uniform! A Great PoemA Military Wive's Uniform
by Sharrie
Every morning,
we get up and have to put on a uniform,
just like you do.
First,
we wipe the tears off of our face,
we can't let the children see them,
because we are suppose to be strong
and fearless.
Then,
we put our hair in a pony tail.
Who has the time to spend an hour on our hair,
when we have to be the mother and father?
Next,
comes the shirt,
with yesterday's baby food,
between Girl Scouts, football practice, and PTA,
no time for laundry till thursday.
Well,
its time to sqeeze into the pants,
that are two sizes too small,
After all school is coming,
and the kids clothes come first.
Then,
we ship off the package to you,
with the comfort food that you,
and all your friends wait for every month,
chips, snack cakes, and cookies,
we have to send enough for everyone.
As we rush out the door to another full day,
we wish we could keep you off our minds,
for even an hour.
We slip on those sa

Its Just Another Daywell my lil tator tots i n LC world today was a good/bad day. got into fight with josh my sons father i got so mad that i was crying when dave came home. he says he will not pay child support for our son cuz over 2 years ago i didnt give him joint custody he thinks i should pay him child support. wtf ever so dave said that when dylan comes back from up there he just wont go back.dave said josh can have him at Xmas and thats it.he said alot of things that really pissed me off and hurt but as always dave made it all better. also today my sister found out about the house. her and her bf had tried to buy it but my mom told them no. so yeah my sister now full on hates me. yippy. ive always wanted to be close tomy sister. i mean with both of our brothers being dead i hoped id have her but no.
BUT heres the good thing daves mom had 6 boxes of floor tile so that saves us atleast 200 bucks on redoing the floors. thank god for the small shit or id go nuts

What Are You!!You scored as Fun. Please rate my quiz!Fun100%Immature75%Outgoing50%Shy38%Nice38%Dramatic25%mean13%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

I Love Hitler14= We must secure the existence of our race and a future for WHITE children!!!!
HEIL HITLER!!!!

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion33%Diamond Eyes33%Eyes full of Pain17%Mysterious0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Im Doneseems im ok enough now to be discharged from my physio and dont need to go anymore,which im pleased about
gonna miss them in there cute uniforms though lol

Which Horror Killer Are You?You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger100%Captain Spaulding80%Jason Voorhees60%Hannibal Lecter60%Candyman60%Michael Myers40%Jigsaw40%Buffalo Bill40%Pinhead40%Leatherface40%

Clowns Of DeathThe clowns of death are marching on their hideous parade
Their glaring eyes are filled with hate, but I am not afraid
Their painted faces cracked with age, their makeup old and worn
With tattered wings and toothy grins to amplify their scorn
They're looking for the helpless ones
They're looking for the misbegotten
They prey upon the weak and fractured
The crippled and the freaks of nature
Your sons and daughters, innocent, lay sleeping in their beds
They'll catch them when you're not around and smash their little heads
If you think it just a dream, or that it isn't fair
Just look around outside your door, the clowns are everywhere

Most Comprehensive X-men Personality Quiz 2.0You scored as Jean Grey. Jean Grey is likely the most powerful X-Man. She loves Cyclops very much but she has a soft spot for Wolverine. She's psychic so she can sense how others are feeling and tries to help them. She also has to control her amazing powers or the malevolent Phoenix entity could take control of her and wreak havok. Powers: Telekinetic, TelepathicJean Grey100%Cyclops100%Storm100%Beast100%Colossus100%Rogue80%Wolverine80%Emma Frost80%Iceman60%Nightcrawler60%Gambit

Love Is Like..That feeling is like 1000 swords being thrust inside you all at one time.. then thrown off a building and hitting the pavement.. Yeah love hurts like that..!!
My mentor told me that in highschool..
I'm on sword #325.. pulling it out of myside..
Those aren't going to heal..
So.. I was warned and yet still i'd do it again.. knowing another sword will be thrust inside me yet again..
Wouldn't it be easier to just fall on all 1000 of them?
I wonder..

SexLEO - July 24 - August 23
Ruling Planet: THE SUN
Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of
themselves, it's the centre of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into
themselves' when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special,
it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five
themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex
though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but
when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a
show! They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it"
is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are pretty Dayum! good at it,
but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance.
FAVE POSITION
Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all about getting serviced!
BEST SEX TOY
A camera or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring... or perhaps you
can

What Body Part I'm Attracted ToYou scored as Abs/Stomach. You are attracted to: the abs/stomach. You are a abs/stomach guy/gurl.Abs/Stomach75%Face58%Penis50%Butt42%Boobs42%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Bad DayIt was my twins 8th birthday yesterday and it all went wrong from the start. The cake did not turn up in the morning, then my husband car broken down and could not get to the school in time for paid out £25 for a taxi to get to the kids school. They we went out for a meal and then went to the car, we have lost the fucking keys to the car :( The house keys were on there as well so we had to brake in to our own home to get in. I hope today is going to be OK.

What Is My Disney Alter Ego?You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy81%Peter Pan75%Cinderella75%The Beast63%Ariel63%Sleeping Beauty56%Snow White56%Donald Duck44%Cruella De Ville38%Pinocchio31%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Latino Friends!WHITE FRIENDS: Never ask for food
LATINOFRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
WHITE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.
LATINOFRIENDS: Call your parents Mami y Papi.
WHITE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
LATINOFRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!"
WHITE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
LATINOFRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours.
WHITE FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
LATINOFRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.
WHITE FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
LATINOFRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "estoy en casa!"
WHITE FRIENDS: Are for a while.
LATINO FRIENDS: Are fo life.
WHITE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
LATINO FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say, "Bitch, you better drink the rest of that, you know we don't waste!!"

What Religion Should I Be?Many of you don't know that I am Pagan...this little quiz I found to be both interesting and amuzing at the same time. I don't really care if anyone disproves in what I believe as long as you keep the nasty comments to yourself!!! This is for pure entertainment and I would never tell anyone else that what they believe is wrong!!
You scored as Buddhism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Buddhism. Do more research on Buddhism and possibly consider becoming Buddhist, if you are not already.
In Buddhism, there are Four Noble Truths: (1) Life is suffering. (2) All suffering is caused by ignorance of the nature of reality and the craving, attachment, and grasping that result from such ignorance. (3) Suffering can be ended by overcoming ignorance and attachment. (4) The path to the suppression of suffering is the Noble Eightfold Path, which consists of right views, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right-mindedness, and right c

78 Percent Slave To Bdsm And 75 Percent Sex God, All In A Day's WorkYou scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM78%Sex God75%A Romantic70%Virgin43%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

What's NextIt's taken years to get over a lost love. Now that I'm there... what's next? I've been out of the dating pool for so long I wouldn't even know where to begin. I've filled my time up with so many things to help ignore the loneliness. There are the 50 hour work weeks, my band, my friends, my personal interests. How do you make time for someone else after all of that? How do you even begin to find the person to make the time for? I've tried talking to a few people. Somehow, I always scare them away... or I find sluts to date. Sluts are bad. My favorites are the guys who try to date me after they find out I'm Bi just 'cause they think they are going to get a threesome out of it. WTF? People are stupid. I don't know... just rambling on here. :) I need help.... I'm just plain dating retarded.

WarningYou scored as Purple. Your heart is purple. You're crazy and I love you for it! You like things just because they're so weird and random. Some people may call you a freak, but hey you're happy that way.. Stay you, you crazy mother fucker. Be proud.Purple86%Blue79%Pink79%White71%Black68%Yellow61%Red43%Orange36%Green29%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

DemonYou scored as You are a Demon. There's no nice way of saying it. You're a Demon!` And you like it that way! You are often called a pyromaniac and keep matches or a lighter on you at all times. Your idea of fun is poking those poor damned souls with your pitch fork. Just be careful you don't get burned in all your fun!!You are a Demon83%Fallen Angel83%You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Vampire67%Black Witch33%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

Shadow DragonWhat dragon species are you? (Stunning pics) Shadow DragonDark, evil, you are the evil breed of dragon. You lurk within the shadows of the night and attack with surprise. You prefer to stay alone, solitude is your best friend within your deep, dark cave or den. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Your Turn On IsYou scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Biting100%Whips67%Blood58%Blind Folds58%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Why MeAs those that know me know I drive a truck.
I own my truck and now while i was relaxin talk to my peeps on line and playin on LC, somebody backed into my truck. Sorry to those I suddenly left hangin but it was kinda sudden to rouse me out of my sleeper......Ya'll have a good day now ya'hear

Blind Folds BabyYou scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds100%Biting83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Blood50%Bondage50%Whips42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Im WierdYou scored as 50% weird. You are 50% weird. you like to be weird and different.. you know you're weird, but you just too weird to change.50% weird100%100% weird70%25% weird40%Normal25%Boring20%What percentage of pure wierdness are you?created with QuizFarm.com

How Horny Are You?You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far.
Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny94%Super Horny75%Normal Horny75%A little horny25%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Down That Dark Road AgainIve seen this road a hundred times before
i never thought Id be here again
but here i am,
Struggling to keep my head a float
wondering if Ill ever see love again
The family I once had is fallin apart
as my life is slowly slipping away
It all started with the stupid mistakes
I made in the past.
Now its just all seems as if
Ive got nothing more to gain
My whole world is falling down around me
and I cant seem to get one thing right
I piss off people that I love
and other I just cant help it
but im just here lookin for a fight
a fight that will get me no where in this life
theres things ive learned to live with
others Im still tryin to understand
but the more shit keeps fallin apart
the more I feel like Ive got nothing more to me
nothing left in me,
Not even just a lil bit of this blacken heart
So Ill sit here medicating myself
Hoping to find some sort of happiness
knowing that tomorrow might come too fast
and for that matter it might just pass
So with this

YayyyyI feel so Happy today :)
There are some lil things that make us sooooo happy :)
I just wanted to share my happiness hehehe

Broken Compass"Broken Compass"
As I try to find my way, this broken compass seems to lead so much further away
To live and breath another day, to see the things that I have seen, only a few of us may
Reap the rewards of life, so much is missing or mistaken, so much doesn't seem right
Please guide me through this maze, engulfed by the gutters, trapped in this haze
So sick of this mess I'm in, far away from all the people that they really want me to be
When did this road begin, things are getting worse it's almost to the point where I can not see
That there's more to life, so much is questioned in what's written, so it may seem
Shackled in so many ways, engulfed in the storm, trapped in this haze
This compass leads me away
If you heard all the sounds, would you lift me off the ground?
Would you guide me through the rain?
So wipe my eyes and scratch my head, I can only see a couple feet in front of my face
Why don't you turn on a light instead, this kind of travesty seems to just pull me

Seem To Be Fine"Seem To Be Fine"
you put me on a shelf how could i possibly have ever climbed so high
no different from yourself theres not a thing that we cant do if we'd just try
oh it feels like i can send my thoughts across the sky
this doesnt make much sense you are deluded with your images of me
we are all present tense there is no restraint on what we all can be
whats wrong with my mind?
sometimes i feel fine but then theres this nagging pain still inside
how can i get by when all of my time is spent on what i failed to do
this seems so strange at times just like im living life in someone elses skin
so walk outside the lines think for yourself and youll know right where to begin
whats wrong with my mind?
sometimes i feel fine but then theres this nagging pain still inside
how can i get by when all of my time is spent on what i failed to do
and so i live in the mindset that i cannot fall sinking in the soul of everyone
i wish that you could just see whats in store for y

What Pot Can Do To Youok here i go ......I am sitting at my house last night after work and my roommate and some of her people come in we start to drink and good old Julie come out with the weed...Here we sit fuck up as hell when one guy usmc2nd comes up with the best fucking thing i seen.i went and got a water tank from the office.We made 5 gals. of cool aid and put it back on the tank.....yes now i have a tank that has cool aid in it???? i get home from working at the bar to see a shit load of people in my house drinking this shit ok i like cool aid but not that much......so what the fuck are we thinking to make 5 gals. of cool aid .....drugs are bad they fuck with your head and drinking jack dont help the ones who dont smoke weed because we are the ones who get the shit....lol
what the fuck are you thinking
big love to you ,
bratt

How Will You Die...You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).Suicide100%Disappear100%Gunshot93%Stabbed80%Bomb73%Posion73%Suffocated60%Eaten47%Disease47%Drowning33%Accident

Telemarketer's Nightmare...A few minutes long but very funny...
http://joshualowry.vox.com/library/audio/6a00c225203796f21900c2252ab8c18e1d.html

I Am James HowlettYou scored as Wolverine. Wolverine is a loner, and a skilled fighter. He's got the hots for Jean Grey but a better fit for him would be Storm. He doesn't like to follow orders which pisses Cyclops off. He has terrible memories from the experimentation done on him at Weapon X. Even though he doesn't show it, he loves the X-Men. Powers: Fast healing and adamantium skeleton and claws.Wolverine95%Rogue85%Jean Grey80%Colossus75%Nightcrawler75%Beast70%Storm65%Emma Frost60%Iceman55%Gambit45%Cyclops

I Am A MermaidYou scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid83%Faerie75%Dragon67%Angel42%WereWolf42%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Hey EveryoneOk hows everyone doing,well things here in australia are starting to warm up as we are going into our summer.well just a update on my immagration status.I missed out on the usavisa lottery.so i now have to find another way of immagrating over there now.But all is good as we are coming over to visit in Feb/March so we will file papers over there.well we hope thats all we have to do.
As i am really wanting out of australia to be with all of my american and candain friends... you guys rock..
Miss you all

Discover The JoyFriday, October 20, 2006
Discover the joy
Stop waiting for someone to hand you the answers to your most difficult and perplexing questions. Those answers will come when you focus your life on what you know in your heart to be true and worthwhile.
The secrets of life are not kept from you because someone has chosen to hide them away. They are always yours to know and experience when you're ready to accept who you truly are.
The world may seem to be filled with confusion, frustration and random events. Yet when you become fully focused on your most profound purpose, it all makes perfect sense.
There is value, there is meaning, there is opportunity and beauty in such abundance that you cannot begin to imagine. Let go of your ego, drop your useless pretenses, and a whole universe of magnificent possibilities will pop into view.
It's time to stop running from the fears you've imagined. It's time to start fulfilling the life that you are.
What you most fervently and sinc

Let's Pretend.For the sake of argument, let's pretend I care about global warming or the baby seals or trees or air or even them starvin' kids what live in the desert. Or the dessert. Whatever.
I mean.... what's in it for me?

My Own ShitLet a nigga be free sometimes/
Why can't I just rhyme and be me sometimes/
Stereotypes, got me do'n time in jail/
Brought up to raise hell, had me do'n 3 in a cell/
Believe me when I tell niggaz my life was ruff/
And the only way I escaped was write'n stuff/
Rather it was schoolwork, raps, or write'n books/
Had to make it out, fuck how much time it took/
But the line from citizen to crook, I done crossed it/
My mind, I done lost it/
One chance from the time of nine, I done tossed it/
Damn I'm exhausted, deal'n with these skeletons thats locked in the closet/
the gameplan I had designed, it imploded/
Life gave me a chance and turned around and stole it/
I asked for it back, it turned around and sold it/
Now I'm blazed out, black, burnt, and scolded/
Hold it, I'm not thru wit you yet/
I'm not thru fuck'n move'n units wit my crew yet/
Keep'n my cool, calm and collect/
See me zoned out when I bomb ya set/
Then I blast the tech, I'm a bastard yes/
"Haven't I learned my

No Kid Should Have To Go Through ThisHelp Fight Child Abuse !!!!!
my name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My
name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked i

No Child Should Have To Go Through This :((Help Fight Child Abuse !!!!!
my name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My
name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And run to the door
Hes already locked i

Just So You Know...Turns out that using a Capri Sun straw as a weapon will not enable you to win a fight with a hungry bear.

I'll Not Be Around Much This Weekendhet everyone, i won't be around much this weekend, this is my first race weekend sine they closed my track in june, it was bought and this is grand reopening, if we don't get rained out...
i appreciate all the love shown and talking with all of you, and i'll be back very soon...
jack

FridayTGIF to all those still in the working world have a cold one and enjoy your weekend. Mine is going to be full of work since we're going to call the realtor and have the house officially listed today. We went over all the information they gave us yesterday and are sure they're going to do a great job for us. I really hate all the kafluffle involved in selling and moving but the long term goal is certainly going to be worth all the effort.
I love the new house, being started on as I type this, and the new state is really lovely and WARM...lol...oddly enough a couple of years back I couldn't ever see myself moving to the United States let alone to a "snowbird" state...and I'm truly looking forward to it. The reception we got there was lovely, the people were warm and friendly and it's going to be very interesting to be able to explore the area, make new friends and settle into the new dance school. I can't believe how beautiful the house is going to be, I feel like I am one of the luc

How To Squeeze The Most Out Of Your TimeHow To Squeeze The Most Out Of Your Time by Brian Tracy
___________________________________________________
How do you start your day? Years ago I started planning mine by writing everything down I would have to do, the night before. I found that drawing up your list the night before prompts your subconscious to work on your plans and goals while you sleep. When you wake up, you feel ready to tackle your challenges.
When prioritizing and planning your time, consider the following points:
• Key questions.
What is the highest value-added action I can do?
What can I, and only I, do that I've done well before to make a difference?
Why am I on the payroll?
The answers to these questions help identify all that needs to be done and in what order. That, in turn, will bolster personal productivity.
• Values.
Decide what's important to you, and in what order. Make sure your values don't conflict with work. Energy spent worrying diminishes your abilities.
• Consequences.
Eve

Ocd You Think???So I was up again till nearly 2 last night working on that DAMN Fairy Tale book. You think I have a slight OCD problem!?!?!? Noooo not me. I find it funny that the conditions I show most problems are the ones I have debated feverishly about in the past that "don't exsit". You know, I am ALWAYS the one who has to eat Crow... sheesh. Well I better go wash my hands for the 100th time today, they aren't quite bleeding yet. Who needs meds? Not me.

I WanttttI need to find an LC marriage certificate!!!!! anyone know where i can find one or have on I can have/?

WowsO LiKe tHiS LoStChErRY ThInG Is kEwL HeHe...wElLIaM GlAdE To oF jOiNeD iT LOtS oF kEwL pPl!!!!

I Hate The Way Things Are Now :((lol I been busy posting poems and have forgotten to update people with what has been going on...the past few weeks have been very stressful and I have to admit that if not for some of my closer friends on here...my wonderful sis...
My dear little sis...there are times when I would call and be in tears and you helped me to see the light and realize things arent so bad as they seem...I love you and ty for being you...
Today buttmunch is going to court for protection order violations...I am sitting here wondering what is going on and if he is going to get jail time or what...I do know that they are going to make him pay for all the deposits that I had to pay due to him shutting off the utilities when the court ordered him that he could not do that...I know that he doesnt have the money to pay all the deposits...shoot he only works about 28 hours a week cuz he is so darn lazy to find a decent job...he would rather stay at home and download porn until all hours in the morning and nap

FeelingsWhy do the tears of my heart keep falling? Have i Not suffered enough of the empty feeling inside myself. I am not even sure of what i am asking for. My life is in such limbo. Trying to better myself by doing things for me, missing that pure feeling of love, seeing everyone around me happy, dealing with my job in limbo and the sacrafices, the sacrafices I make for other people. The tears encompassing me like they have captured my soul. I feel them runnning down my face like a waterfall. If only with their disperse could they take these feelings with them. A tear filled heart does no one any good. Little bits of it are given away without any thought to will i get them back. Why does it seem pieces of my heart are for people to take and just step on? Why does everyone get the love from me and in return I get a slap in the face? Soon, I feel soon I will have nothing to give and get lost in my own insecurities and ever wondering thoughts. What will happen then? I feel myself blocking peopl

Dead AmericansNO MORE DEATH!!LETS USE THE BOMB!! FUCKEM AND TIE RUMSFELD TO THE FIRST ONE BOOM!!!!
VIETNAM WAS A POLITICAL WAR & SO IS THIS ONE.
I'VE BEEN TO ARLINGTON ,I'VE SEEN THE GRAVES!!
NO MORE DEATH!!
REGARDS,
DON AKA MOJO

Why Im Fatbecause i EAT
i aint gonna lie
it aint all healthy either
i love the fat bitches that say they have no idea why they are fat
its because you EAT
alot
and its not celery and carrot sticks!!!!
but
i beat the hell out of anorexia!!

What Chances....what chances...
swift swathe of cloud
alongside the moon
slipping away into nothingness
leaving so soon
and sharp white orb
illuminating night
shines at me
so very secretly...
and stars, revealed,
sparkle in a suggestive way
what might they say
with those glittery glances?
what sort of chances
could I take
in the night?

-sigh- Some People Are Just Plain Lazy Or Dont Give A Flip!!!I have had it with some people, I just went delete crazy on my friends list because they wanna be added to my friends list and they dont wanna leave comments or nothing. Sorry if I sound so bitchy but I am so tired of it. I add these people, go comment the hell out of them, and they dont have the decency and respect to comment me not even one time, even tho they know that I have commented them but oh well, they just got a kick in the arse for being so damn lazy!
I have about half of what was on my friends list now, and I am not going to add any more friends unless I know them or they comment me then rate me then ask for friend request, that is the only way...some people have gone point crazy!!!!!

Another ContestI know that there will be no way in hell that iam gonna win the next contest that i have entered....but hell iam hopin ya'll will take a min and vote me in the beautiful eyes competion there is ALOT of stiff competion in this one so every little bit will help ty all for ya love and support

Bloggin A BlogYep it's me...I'm bloggin a blog! I know, I know, it's a shocker. hehe But this is to let all my friends, fans, family and general admirers (HA! lmao) know what's been going on in my life these days.
(I love that phrase..."bloggin a blog"... cute, huh?)
Aaanyway. So what's been going on with me is SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL AND SCHOOL. (Plus, dealing with my kids and THEIR school assignments and whatnots, plus housework/animals, plus dart night (I'm da captain you know), plus whatever else comes along) so I'm pretty busy lately but I'm having such a good time. School is challenging, yes, but it's fun learning new things and meeting new people. I've been doing pretty good too. ::knocks on wood:: Been getting mostly 90's in my Medical Terminology class and been getting mostly B's in my English comp class on the papers I've written, so I'm happy about that. :-)
Hope I can keep it going! lol
But anyway, just wanted to drop a blog on you all. Thank you for being such great friends a

Reasons To Become A NunOctober 19th 2006
What the hell this has been a week for man issues. I think that I sould just become a nun and not have to worry about it anymore. I just don't think I can handle another shocker from a guy this week. Rudy, Iggy and Marty have my head so screwed up I don't know where to go.
I'll start off with Rudy, great guy really, one of my best friends in life and he deides to tell me that he is madly in love with me. Not in the just friends sort of way but the whole thing. That he has been in love with me since we met 3 years ago. So now I'm like great there goes another friend cause really I don't think I could look him in the eye right now without thinking the thoughts that he told me he had about me. He got really vivid with that, way to much information.
Now to the lord of the jack asses Iggy who today drives all the way out here unanounced to visit me. Now I haven't seen nor heard from him in about 6 months and now all of a sudden he wants me to move back t

Been Crazy Around Here!My van is in the shop. It's sad the dealership doesn't know whats wrong with it. It is a spankin brand new 2006 KIA Sedona. They don't know what is wrong with it. My husband gets in it yesterday and it doesn't want to start. So I meet him at the dealership with my keys. Well my keys doesn't work either. By the way, we have anti theft keys, which means that they are programmed for that specific car. So its sucks, we are without a vehicle right now. Til they figure out what is wrong with it and fix it. So my husband is walking around town trying to meet his appointments that was scheduled. We do have a warranty on the van. So at least that will be covered.
RB

Creating PerfectionHow and why were you created,
Here's my uneducated guess,
God wanted something perfect,
Cause the world is such a mess.
So the angels took two stars,
And used them for your eyes,
To give you a smiling look,
That would surely mesmerise.
For your hair they used a colour,
Drawn from the suns warm and golden rays,
So as you walk through crowds,
It could hold any mans gaze.
Your lips were shaped from cupids bow,
And filled with blood red wine,
So any woman who kissed you,
Would say they taste divine.
Your hands were given fingers,
With a super sensitive touch,
So that any woman whom you caressed,
Would think it oh too much.
They knew you'd like companionship,
So they made your body just right,
For holding, caressing and making love too,
Then cuddling tight all night.
They also gave you some hidden soft spots,
So you too could have some leisure,
When the right woman comes and finds them,
Her job is to give you lots of pleasure.
I'd like to be tha

Look What I Got......An invitation to the most badass Halloween party EVER!!!
FUCKING GWAR, LIVE AT THE RAVE!! ALL HALLOWS EVE MASSACRE MOTHERFUCKERS!!GOD! WHAT AN AWFUL RACKET IT WILL BE!!
HELL YES!!!

QuotesSome quotes I enjoy, as the title says, a few lines can speak volumes, to inspire, to motivate, to offer hope.
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Someday after we have mastered the air, the winds, the tides, and gravity, we will harness for God the energies of love. And then for the second time in the history of the world, man will have discovered fire."
--- Pierre Teilhard de Chardin
"Silence is the absolute poise or balance of body, mind and spirit. The man who preserves his selfhood is ever calm and unshaken by the storms of existence ... What are the fruits of silence? They are self-control, true courage or endurance, patience, dignity and reverence. Silence is the cornerstone of character."~Ohiyesa, Santee Sioux~
" There can be no knowledge without emotion. We may be aware of a truth, yet until we have felt its force, it is not ours. To the cognition of the brain must be added the experience of the soul."
--- Arnold Bennett
There are no g

Have A Good OneHey guys I am going to a photoshoot this weekend so I wont be on here until I get back. have a good weekend sweeties..Lorie

The Harvest ScavangerTHE HARVERST SCAVANGER
THERE IS NOWHERE YOU CAN HIDE
IVE BEEN TO THE EDGE OF THE WORLD
IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE ,WITHOUT EVEN TRYING!!!!
YOUR STANDING THERE ALL ALONE
STARRING INTO MY MYSTERIOUS EYES
WITHOUT EVEN TRYING I HAVE MADE MY WAY INTO YOUR HEART
THERE IS NOTH ING YOU CAN DO ,
THERE IS NOTH ING YOU CAN SAY
YOU ARE NOW A PART OF ME
FOREVER YOU SHALL BELONG TO ME
THERE IS NOWHERE YOU CAN HIDE
THAT I WOULDNT FIND YOU THERE
SITTING, CRYING FOR ME,,,
IN FEAR OF YOUR LIFE
INTO A CORNER YOU GO
YOUR SHAKING SO BAD NOW,CALM DOWN
YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES ,YOU CANT RESIST
I TAKE YOUR HAIR AND TWIST IT WITH MY FINGERS
YOU ARE DEFENSLESS NOW
NOW I CAN DRINK YOUR LIFE AWAY,
BLOODY NECK AND ALL , I LEAVE YOU JUST ENOUGH TO SURVIVE
NOW I HAVE MADE YOU MINE,YOU BELONG TO ME
FOREVER,
FOR I AM THE HARVERST SCAVANGER
WRITTEN BY LORD_BACCHUS

Time To Voteok my friends it is time to vote for the best eyes, i would love to win, or even runner up, as pointed out by my dark lord, thank you sweety, heres the link to go vote http://www.lostcherry.com/images.php?u=167237&albumid=79186
thanks for the vote if ya do
love to all my cherrys
olitta

St. LouisWell people... I am off to Bellville, IL and St. Louis to play some shows over the weekend with my band Pommel! Wish me luck! See yall when I get back

Lol..i'm Like PinheadYou scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead65%Michael Myers60%Jigsaw60%Hannibal Lecter60%Buffalo Bill50%Freddy Krueger45%Candyman40%Jason Voorhees20%Leatherface20%Captain Spaulding15%Which Horror Killer are You?

Conpaq Pt 2After working on it a few hours a day until I was ready for bed..
I finally have it back to the way it was..
Installed sp2, the burner, updating software.
Sp2 installed without killing everything ..
That genuine.. er genuwine advan.. crap sucks..
the damn thing is legit .. and i hate that whinning windows does to interrupit my fixing it.. sheeeeeez.. I had to completly restore the damn thing .. recongnize it and move on bitioch! lmao
I'm the boos biotch . Yeah i'm bossy... put ya windoze in its place.. holmes!
See there was some nerdy slang for the rap fans outthere.. fo sho! lmao
now its doing windoze media centere 9
Not the version 10 or 11 with that crap drm.. garbage..
I mean come on... if i made a vid with my freakin camera.. why drm it? Its not gonna win any oscars and i made it of me singing in my freakin car.. sheeeeeesh..
laters
my 1st job awaits..
free food today! lmao

LolA man and his wife are awakened at 3 o'clock in the morning by a Loud pounding on the door.....
The man gets up and goes to the door where a drunken stranger, Standing in the pouring rain, is asking for a push.
"Not a chance," says the husband, "It is three o'clock in the Morning." He slams the door and returns to bed.
"Who was that?" asked his Wife.
"Just some drunk guy asking for a push," he answers.
"Did you help Him?" she asks.
"No. I did not. It is three o'clock in the morning and it is pouring rain outside!!."
His wife said, "Can't you remember about three months ago when we broke down and those two guys helped us? I think you should help him, and you should be ashamed of yourself!
The man does as he is told, gets dressed and goes out into the pouring rain. He calls out into the dark, "Hello! Are you still there?"
"Yes," comes back the answer.
"Do you still need a push?" calls out the husband.
"Yes! Please!"comes the reply from the darkness.

No Long Hidden Century.To what defines;
Born to an illustrious line of carnies and thieves
The only good work is hard work.
Put in on the streets; grey asphalt filled with bright light
In desolate homes -filled with trophies- lacking love.
Within bloodskills
Without work that oyster then may be purloined.
Clear clairvoyant ripples
and the fear of looking out into the future
and finding nothing. and finding a decayed body.
The World as an orange-
The World as a coffin nail-
Peeled and delicious! Hard and final!
Lucky fate...Unlucky future...
Terrible words! Not longed for the page must be sung!
There. Sing that song for me
Unsung son of the sucessful orange.
Sung child of the Left hand nail
The fate of a lucky future, unluckily.

Imagine A WomanImagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman.
A woman who honors her experience and tells her stories.
Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life.
Imagine a woman who trusts and respects herself.
A woman who listens to her needs and desires.
Who meets them with tenderness and grace.
Imagine a woman who has acknowledged the past's influence on the present.
A woman who has walked through her past. Who has healed into the present.
Imagine a woman who authors her own life.
A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf.
Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and to her wisest voice.
Imagine a woman who names her own gods.
A woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness.
Who designs her own spirituality and allows it to inform her daily life.
Imagine a woman in love with her own body.
A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is.
Who celebrates her body and its rhythms and cycles as an exqu

Bored And Need Some HelpHi all,
Ive been alittle bored recently and have decided that I would like to learn how to add some fancy backgrounds to some of my pics. I have one major problem tho, i dont really no how to do it. So I was wondering if there was any nice people out there willing to give this tall, slim, very friendly but bored mother some tips, also looking for some cool backgrounds especially love dolphins (hint hint).
Please can anyone help? If so leave me a comment or whatever and i will promise to return some love your way.
Hoping I hear from someone soon
xxxDemi69XXX

Fables, Adages & SayingsHeres an old fable I'm going to share with you my
"Lost Cherry"
Friends:
The Ant and the Grasshopper
In a field one summer's day a Grasshopper was hopping about, chirping and singing to its heart's content. An Ant passed by, bearing along with great toil an ear of corn he was taking to the nest.
"Why not come and chat with me," said the Grasshopper, "instead of toiling and moiling in that way?"
"I am helping to lay up food for the winter," said the Ant, "and recommend you to do the same."
"Why bother about winter?" said the Grasshopper; we have got plenty of food at present." But the Ant went on its way and continued its toil.
When the winter came the Grasshopper found itself dying of hunger, while it saw the ants distributing, every day, corn and grain from the stores they had collected in the summer.
Then the Grasshopper knew...
It is best to prepare for the days of necessity.
The moral of the story:
In layman's terms: While the grasshopper played during the "

Common SenseToday we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life
isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.
Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job they themselves f

Innocent Exchange Of An Erotic ConfessionInnocent Exchange Of An Erotic Confession
by Samuel Blaizes
I'll gently touch your hand,
and you'll give me a look
that could enslave the wildest dream.
I'll raise your lips to be kissed in vain,
and enchant your mouth
with the caress of an eager tongue.
And if you're angered,
I no farther meant than to please you,
release you,
and receive your innocence.
On your electric breasts
I'll lay my hands and create light impressions
to match and twin the marks of submission
which earlier you left on my back.
And your breasts, with a kind warm glow,
they swell and talk with hardened tips.
They stir, and desire to dance under my lips.
accompanied by the rhythms of heartbeats
and the melancholy moans
played by instruments of enticement.
And if you distrust me,
I no farther meant than to please you,
release you,
and receive your innocence.
I'll keep my eyes on yours,
on your soft skin my hands will stay.
Look at a face kissed by angels.

Could-be'sCould-Be's
by James Gaspard
You could be mine,
The taste of your skin rolling
Gliding over my senses.
Erotic fantasies flashing over
In my mind, to let me know how
Much they don't compare to you.
I can almost feel the soft press of
Your body, warm, firm, molding with
Mine to form a perfect being.
Nimble fingers and hands working
Their spell over my desires.
We could be one, you know that,
We could become trapped in our
Fancies staying tied down in our
Own little play world held back by
A thirst that can't be quenched.
I could be yours, wrapped in clear
Blanket on display for your amusement
To show everyone the catch you've made
The servant you're found, the lover you choose.
We could be ours.

HappyLast night I went to meet David in Greensboro to pick him up and bring him home. I was so happy to see him. But not long after us getting home my tummy meds kicked in. And I was so sleepy I couldn't even hold my eyes open. so I layed down to watch t.v with David and fell a sleep. He woke me up and took me to bed. We layed in there and went back to sleep. I just hugged up to him all night. And today is his last day till Monday thank god. So I'll get to spend lots of time with him. I'm so glad about that too. But they are talk going around that if David likes his job after a few months that we'll move closer to his job we'll move to Charlotte. I'll miss everyone. But it's not like a whole lot of people like me being around here anyways. But I plan on spending as much time as I can with my hubby this weekend. But anyways that's about the only thing that's going on is me sleeping and staying tried. But anyways. I hope all is good with everyone else. And if anyone feels like talking and the