I love avocados, sometimes (read: daily) stand on my head to get my creative juices flowing, and I could listen to The Beatles sing, “I’ve Just Seen A Face” everyday, for the rest of forever.

Wondering what goes on here? Yup, so are the rest of us.

1. I am a lifestyle photographer. I have the most remarkable clients in the world, and I share their images here to inspire us all to live life with greater love, meaning and joy.

2. I am a writer. This blog is full of many of the curious thinks I have thunk.

3. I am a speaker and life/business consultant. I post upcoming speaking engagements and consulting information here as well.

4. I am most fulfilled by my work as a wife and mother to my 4 sons, one of whom now lives in Heaven. I share bits and pieces of our journey here on this blog. Including our ongoing struggle with grief, our experiences with ADHD and SPD, and our solid faith in a God much bigger than the challenges we face.

But ultimately, I hope that this blog is about something much bigger than all of that.My dream is for this blog to be a place where real life comes to be celebrated and enthusiastically embraced. Not just the pretty stuff, with tailored hems, clean lines,and the new colors for spring . . . but everything else, too. The frazzled mornings, broken hearts, crazy dreams, messy kitchens. . . even the fear, failure, hopelessness and devastation. I want this blog to be a place for every bit of what makes us all living, breathing, feeling human beings, experiencing together this remarkable thing called life.

May this be a place of passion, purpose, laughter, tears, friendship, encouragement and inspiration for us all.

In 2010, our perfect *”Baby Gavin” returned to Heaven after losing a courageous battle with **Pertussis (whooping cough). We are eternally and profoundly grateful to the thousands upon thousands (upon thousands) of friends and strangers from all over the world, of all faiths and creeds, who united with our family in prayer during Baby Gavin’s horrific illness and who grieved with us and continued to petition God in our behalf during the dark days following his tragic death. You may read Gavin’s story as it unfolded by visiting my old blog here. I am committed to sharing my ongoing struggles with grief and our journey toward joy here on the new blog. I am always humbled and amazed by the continued outpouring of love and support. Thank you for sharing in our journey and inspiring us with your unceasing love! God is good!

*My brother Gavin passed away unexpectedly in 2007. With all these Angel Gavins, it can get a little confusing at times, so just know that when I refer to “Gavin” I’m referring to my wonderful brother. When I refer to “Baby Gavin,” it is in reference to my perfect son, both of whom I cannot wait to see in Heaven!

**You will periodically see me blog about The Sounds of Pertussis campaign. I am an unpaid spokesperson and am only compensated travel expenses where applicable for my involvement with this important cause. Join our fight against this deadly communicable disease at www.soundsofpertussis.com or like us on facebook at www.facebook.com/soundsofpertussis.

I’m ready. Ready to make big waves affecting the way mothers approach their businesses, their families, their marriages, their LIVES. Scratch that! I’m ready to make big waves affecting the way YOU approach YOUR business, YOUR family, YOUR marriage, YOUR life! You deserve brilliance, balance and fulfillment at home, passion and purpose in your marriage, and remarkable satisfaction, sustainability and success in your businesses. And you are completely and totally capable of making that happen in your own life, right now. There’s no magic bullet here, just tried and true tools, ideas and resources. If you’re ready and willing to put them into play in the routines that make up your own world, you will see a radical change in the culture of your home, the happiness in your marriage, and last but certainly not least, your bottom line.

No matter where you are in your business and life, if you are a mother and an entrepreneur (or hope to be), this workshop is for you. It will literally change your life. Lofty promise? Not in the least. I’m THAT confident that if you’re willing to put in the smart work, The Breathe Intensive will revolutionize your life from the ground up.

Again, I’m starting a revolution, and I want YOU to be a part of it. So. . .

I’m giving away not one, but TWO seats to The Breathe Intensive in Las Vegas on February 22nd!

To enter:

1. Comment below and tell me why you want to come to Breathe. You don’t have to say much, just make sure it’s completely and totally transparent and comes from the deepest corner of your heart.
2. Tweet, Facebook, blog, Tumble the news about the giveaway. Shout it from the rooftops if you must (here is the direct link to this post), because if your friend enters and wins, guess what? They get to bring YOU along as their guest!
3. All entries must be received in the comment section below by no later than Friday, February 4th at 11:58pm Hawaii Standard Time. (Yes, 11:58pm. Why? Because I’m the boss around here and that just made me laugh out loud).

Winners will be announced Monday, February 7th. (Or you may secure your seat by registering now, here.)

Kristen Buley:
ME! ME! Pick ME! On Thursday I will turn 30. I am accomplished, educationally speaking, but I am also an Army Spouse. My extreme pride for my husbands calling means that I don't get to have a career (in the normal sense of the word). I get to move every few years, and my resume portrays an unflattering portrait of someone who likes to hopscotch from job to job. I graduated with my Masters this past year, thinking that would keep me from having to start over every move (wrong!). Even that piece of paper can't help me in the location I'm at.......so, I turn to my hobby. I'm pretty darn good for having little experience, and being self-taught. I recognize what's wrong with my pictures, and I'm striving to fix that........I need OTHER help. I need to hang out with people like me, forge friendships that will carry me through this time, this wiggly-wobbly-strange time of feeling like I CAN DO SOMETHING to help provide for my family, but I'm not the best I can be at doing that SOMETHING right now. Your workshop will help me. I. need. you. to. help. me. January 31, 2011 4:50 am

Whitney Hardie:
I want to attend the Breathe workshop because I'm tired of making excuses for why my business hasn't taken off. I feel guilty asking for it, but I just want more out of life. January 31, 2011 5:26 am

Feuza:
I woke up today suffocated and disgusted with myself and the way I have been living my life with fear, and how I have been wanting to live South of here but too afraid with kids to start over from scratch, afraid of actually making it, afraid it won't happen, this passion of mine, it does not pay the bills, instead I pay it, why is that? what have I done wrong? I definetely need to breathe January 31, 2011 5:51 am

Ariane:
I was drawn to the title of this work; "Breathe". As an avid meditator I know the power of just breathing in/out and centering yourself on what really matters. I am a photographer, an entrepreneur, and a dreamer. I need to reconnect to what matters to me the most no matter what my inner critique tells me. The Breathe workshop will give me that chance. This opportunity is a Godsend for anyone who receives it so best of luck to all that enter the contest. January 31, 2011 6:10 am

Millie:
Oh geeze, I already know there are going to be so many amazing stories sent in, and i hesitate because i am sure mine can't even compare.
This is no sob story, or things are horrible and I need this workshop to survive. Because none of that would be true. But its a matter of the need inside my heart to do something big. To make a difference in my life, and those around me.
I feel this desire to do something big, but this voice of discouragement whispers that I cant. That I dont have the right tools, or that I dont know what I'm.
It tells me that I am scared of failure, desperately scared of failure, and that maybe I'm just not meant to do great things.
It is my goal this year to break through that barrier.
To accomplish keeping a clean house, learning to sew, and being a better wife.
But my business is a completely different story.
I want to be success more than I want to breath clean air. To be honest, I've had a bit of a slow start.
It seems that I have been biding my time, trying to do the best I could do and giving my ALL while I watched my peers around me just take off.
My business is something I have cried over, fought for, rejoiced over.... my business has shaped me and refined me.
I feel like it is my time to go BIG. To make a difference, and to finally get the clients I WANT, and the type of weddings I DESERVE.
I work so hard at what I do, and I feel like things are starting to pay off, but I know that my lack of experience also comes with a price, and I am missing a few tools.
I KNOW that if I am chosen to go to Breathe Intensive that I would walk away with the tools and the strength to make this year "The Year I Find My Roar!".
PLUS, Natalie you are the first photographer I ever found when I entered into this industry, and you have never failed to inspire me. So to be able to be there and learn from you, instead of just blog stalking (sounds creeepy) would be an opportunity of a lifetime to me.
So yes, that is why I need this workshop. But if not, I will still keep fighting my way to the top. January 31, 2011 6:20 am

Jennifer Beitchman:
Oh where do I begin??? I want to come so badly but being how I *just* started my business a few months ago, I have no money to come! And its cold and super snowy in NY and I have no clients until spring! But I really NEED to learn *how* to run a successful business AND still be a good mommy to Zoe (and hopefully another baby in the next year), while not ignoring my husband or my dogs or my house or my family or my friends. Maybe those should have been AND not OR. Because, as cliched as this is, I WANT IT ALL. And I believe its possible. I just don't know how. And that's why I NEED YOU, NATALIE! You know I want to come. I've told you that before. And don't you want to see me again??? I want to see you! So please, pick me! PLEASE!!! January 31, 2011 6:21 am

Sarie:
I'm just a Mom with four daughters and am busy up to my neck and beyond.
A few months ago I told a good friend about one of my lofty dreams. She looked me straight in the eye and said with an even tone, "Do it. Really really do it. What's stopping you?" So I did it. I worked on it for 2 1/2 months I launched last week. Your Breathe workshop couldn't have come at a better time and I've been wanting and needing it. Just last week that same friend emailed me about your workshop and posed the question, "Should we go??"
I'm sure I'm not the best candidate or the one with the biggest list of qualities, but I would love to be considered for a free seat. If only just to get some support and advice for making my lofty dream a reality...
Thanks.
xoxoxo January 31, 2011 6:41 am

Emily Childers:
I'm sure every one of the ladies commenting here is quite deserving of a scholarship to BREATHE. I don't think I'm more deserving, maybe just more desperate to improve my life. Working from home with 2 young children is the best I can do for our finances, but I don't want my marriage and children to suffer any more. They've taken the backseat to my work, my grief, my stress, my computer, for far too long. I need to create balance. I want to create balance. If I can't give my family what they need and what they deserve, how can I ever hope to serve others in my sphere of influence? That sounds awful-- to always be the needy one. I want to serve like God intends. Like I know that I am capable of doing. January 31, 2011 6:44 am

Niki Martins:
I can't even imagine being able to do this. I am slowing building my business in photography, as my family has been first i n my life. I know what goals and ideas I want to achieve, I am just having a difficult time finding the avenues that will get me there. Oh, please pick me! Thank you for the opportunity! Lots of love! Niki Martins January 31, 2011 6:51 am

Shyla Ahlstrom:
I would LOVE to come to this workshop. For three years I have wanted to start two different businesses (photography and scrapbooking), but with school, two kids under two, and just plain not knowing where to even start I haven't gotten anywhere! I think about it everyday and wish that I just knew where to start and that it didn't feel so overwhelming. I want to be able to feel like I'm doing something to better myself and feel accomplished (and like I'm not wasting my business management degree) while I take care of and cherish these little ones. January 31, 2011 6:54 am

Ali Moore:
I want to be a professional photographer. And it's scary to admit that out loud. I'm just starting on this adventure and need all of the support and guidance I can get! January 31, 2011 7:10 am

Charlene Hardy:
I really need to just stop and breathe. I have been taking away from family time to deal and cope with business issues and I the guilt that is associated with that is ruining me. Thanks for the opportunity. January 31, 2011 7:12 am

Juliana:
Please let me Breath you you. I have started my business two years ago and it is been busy, messy confusing and wonderful. I NEED to breath. January 31, 2011 7:18 am

Rose:
I'd like to attend the Breath seminar because I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a transition - I'm 25, a single mom to two little boys, and the manager for a wholesale company. In a few years, the owner will transfer the company over to me - and I'm not even sure if this is what I want to be doing. I haven't completed a degree, I've never known what I wanted to be "when I grew up," and I feel like I have the utmost responsibility to make the right decisions because of my little boys. January 31, 2011 7:20 am

sarah w:
I have never heard of this before, but I think it would be really awesome to go because I have started a new part of my life. 3 years of marriage to my best friend, and we have a sweet 17 month old. I think something like this would stick with me and help me be a better me. i know that no one is perfect but for me to become better is all i am looking for. thanks! January 31, 2011 7:28 am

Sara Utley:
Sweet girl. What a wonderful gift you are giving. What can be grander than giving the gift of "self?"...To thine own self be true they say. And, that is what you are offering. A way to unearth one's self. To re-connect. To re-emerge. That's power to the umpth degree. I am curious how to become involved in this fun event. Well, my husband and I both He's the owner of Oulook Development. A heaven sent workshop about the very things Breathe encompasses. And, me, being his trusty side-kick thought it couldn't hurt to ask how to become linked into something both he and I feel so passionately about. Thought I'd throw it out to the universe with arms wide open. After all, it's the only way to let all the goodness in. Happy Monday to you dear girl. (On a completely random side-note....I remember reading a long while ago that you had lived in Alpine Utah. Are your folks still here? I'm currently writing from the brown house with the green front door....watching three deer atop Cemetery Hill Here, in Alpine Utah). Happy Monday to you. -This heart was born feet running-Sara January 31, 2011 7:41 am

Rachel Boatright DeVault:
I feel disorganized and frenzied with the {comparatively LITTLE} amount of business I'm getting, and I want to be able to be FREE enough to not feel like I'm squeezing creativity out of a garlic press....I have been working hard the last few months to become....well, more like who I know I can become. Better. Better at me. I have prayed for help with every aspect of my life, but `I know, too, that my progress is 99% up to me. So I'm asking {PLEASE} for this chance!! January 31, 2011 7:51 am

Kristy DeGraaf:
I am a mom of three (7, 5 and 1). I was a social worker for 6 years and the first chance I could to stay home with my kiddos three years ago I took. I still needed income so I started a family child care business in my home. Now instead of working 8 hours a day I usually work 12. Instead of taking sick time when I have knee surgery I get 3 days off and it's back at it! Instead of coming home and focusing on my kids because I've been at work all day I feel frazzled and spread too thin all of the time. I can manage one thing at a time, but can never seem to get it all together, or at least to find a balance I can live with, without beating myself up for what I'm not doing. Wife, mother, daycare provider to 16, employer to 2, sister, landlord, church, housecleaner, cook, chauffer....you know the drill...If we weren't trying to buy a house and put every other penny towards our debt, I'd be there. But this is the only way I will be able to come. This would mean the world to me and I think I might do a dance on our roof if I get the scholarship!!!! January 31, 2011 7:59 am

Amber Hinds:
Natalie ~ I shout from the rooftops daily! I have the most amazing kids, family and friends. Everyday I thank God for lifting me back up from a divorce and giving me the strength to keep moving forward. I have been a photographer for many years now and it wasn’t until the past few months that I decided I am making my talent into the business it was (and even better than it was) prior to my divorce! I have three babies to show that no matter your marriage status you can do ANYTHING you set your mind to. Everyday this year I will work on my business and by this time next year I fully expect to look back with amazement. Not only am I a full time mom and student at University of Phoenix, and photographer but I also work full time in personal finance. I would not trade my life for anything and I am grateful for all the gifts I am given each day. This past Friday, January 28th I purchased my plane ticket and booked my hotel for WPPI. I am the only one in my life that makes decisions for me…WPPI may be a tradeshow for some but for me it is a ticket to the rest of my life! January 31, 2011 8:10 am

Michele Anthony:
I'm not even sure were I would begin or how I can explain how badly I need to "BREATHE"! 15 years, that's how long I've been dreaming of my own photography business. 9 years, that's how long I've been waiting tables and talking about having my own photography business. Almost 2 years, that's how long I've ACTUALLY been trying to live my dream. I'm a wife, a mother and a photographer who is trying to balance four insane kids, a job that I keep only to pay the bills, a husband who is well deserving of some attention and a business that I know I can be great at, all while trying not to lose myself, my kids or my husband under one of the many piles of laundry that tend to build up around my house. Ugh, I'm outa breath just typing about it all! Anyway, I think you, Natalie Norton, are just the right person to help me learn to balance this chaos I call life. And I should also mention that February 22nd is my birthday and I can't think of a better gift than to be able to start FRESH! January 31, 2011 8:17 am

Linds:
I second that Amber! I would love to see you go to Natalie's workshop! January 31, 2011 8:17 am

Natalie:
I can't believe I am actually leaving a comment. Everyone's description of where they are at I have read so far is so valid & I identify where each of you ladies are at. I'm there too. When I read through each of the 'Is Breathe right for you?' profile descriptions, the nail was hit square on the head. I've been building my photog biz from scratch for several years one slow step at a time, though have been in the industry far longer that that. The path has been marked with struggling through the ebb & flow of work, small victories, setbacks, learning, and a lot of spinning my wheels to actually get somewhere. My goal has always been to build a sustainable biz which maintains balance & priorities between photog, wife, mom to 3 little girls, household manager... the list goes on. Doesn't it always seem like there just aren't enough hours in the day to pursue all the opportunities? This year I am ready to step it up a notch & really get this biz rolling, profitable, serving clients well AND serving my family well without sacrificing them through mis-aligned priorities. Breathe would be such an awesome opportunity to be poured into, supported and refreshed to keep going. Thnx!! January 31, 2011 8:20 am

Lee Ann:
Hi Natalie! Since I saw this I have been wanting to attend. And now I am going to tell you why. Being a Mom is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I dreamed of having a big family, full of boys and loud noise and laughter. And then a sweet little girl to finish it up. But then my life changed.. my body didn't do well pregnant and the two pregnancies I had ended up risking my life so much that I couldn't have more. I was left feeling broken. What my body was created to do, it couldn't do. And I was a Mom who felt like a failure.
And then I remembered the arts I loved and delved back into photography. It healed my soul. It made me feel like maybe I wasn't a failure. I could create something again. Not a child, but I could fall in love with everyone else around me and see the good and beauty in them.
Now I strive to have the success I want in the home, and in my business. My children are growing up too quickly and I know if I blink I will miss it. I want to keep them first, and that is always my goal. But I sometimes fail miserably. And my kids, my husband are the most important. I need help getting balance. I struggle with it more than I would like to admit. My baby will be in in 5 months. I don't want to her to remember Mommy as always on the computer. Or always at shoots for someone else. I want her to remember the Mommy who played dolls, snuggled on the couch, giggled about silly things. I want my son who is 9 to remember me at all his games. The nerf gun wars. The laughter. I need your workshop. Pretty please. January 31, 2011 8:24 am

genevieve:
wow- i would love love love to get to go! i've been wanting to start more of my business- both photography and a craft etsy site- but am just scared to. i don't know about being able to balance being mom, wife, business, but would really love to get out there and try it! so please please pick me!! :) January 31, 2011 8:34 am

Emily:
Oh, what an amazing experience this conference would be!! I've been feeling like I need a huge pick-me-up when it comes to everything in my life...spiritual, emotional, social, physical. I need to know how to balance being a mommy of three, a wife, a photographer, an aspiring shop owner, a creative being...just me. I know that you could give me the tools to do that! Natalie, even though you don't know it...you have been a huge inspiration to me as I have followed your journey. I only hope to be able to gain some of your insight, tools, and motivation by coming to your workshop. Oh what fun it would be! January 31, 2011 8:56 am

Peni Norman:
2010 was a rough year. 3 of my kids had a total of 5 surgeries. After taking 4 months off to have family time, and collect my sanity, I am in need of a boost. Plus I secretly stalk your blog wishing to meet you some day! January 31, 2011 9:03 am

Kristen:
Hmmmmm...... my comments cannot even compare to the others that have been left. I'm just hoping for something positive in my life right now. It would be lovely and divine to attend. keeping my fingers crossed January 31, 2011 9:16 am

Christine:
I NEED this workshop. It's like you created it for me, and at the exact time I need it most. I'm a new mom to an almost 1 year old daughter who keeps me busier than I ever imagined (especially since "nap" is a bad word to her!) And I'm in a career I don't love and don't feel inspired by. My dream is to work for myself doing something I love, which will also allow me the time and energy to devote to my family.
Basically, I've been in a major funk for a while now and I need to DO SOMETHING instead of letting life pass me by. I'm ready and I'm ready to be inspired! January 31, 2011 9:27 am

shari:
i want to BREATHE because i feel like i just can't seem to get a handle on anything. the laundry. the dishes. making dinner. etc. ETC! there are moments when i feel empowered and i believe that i can do anything. but those moments usually get stamped out by DOUBT, FEAR and INSECURITY. when i was a little my favorite tee shirt read, "I have potential!" back then, i didn't know what "potential" meant...but i loved that shirt anyway! something inside me must have known that "potential" was something special. and I believed I was special. i want to be that person again. i want to believe that I AM SPECIAL and not in a boastful way, but in a way that will motivate me to make wonderful things happen...that will help me make others happy...and that will allow me to feel satisfied. i would love to BREATHE with you Natalie! xoxo from HB January 31, 2011 9:44 am

Sarah Bogh:
Oh how I would love a spot! I even live in Las Vegas so its perfect! I have been trying to run my business for the past 3 years while also figuring out the balance of being a Wife, a Mom, an active Member of the Church, a friend, a daughter, sister, etc.... I have loved your advice about not shooting on Sunday's (Sabbath day holy!) and have learned to happily sacrifice shoots for that, I have tried my hardest to only edit when my kids are asleep or playing at their friend's house like I also learned from you and am so thankful for those small steps your advice has given me. I need more help though. I dont want to sacrifice my family to my business and the accompanying stress that "figuring things out on my own" has brought into my schedule. I want to learn what you are promising and make it all happen while still being able to breathe! What a thought!! Please, I dont have a sob story and am so thankful for all I do have but I would love to be given this one more gift. The chance to come and learn and grow!!
Thanks SO much for the chance to enter! January 31, 2011 9:57 am

mandy kongaika:
Natalie!! I want to come sooo bad I feel it in my bones!! I dont have that kind of cashola rollin around but I feel like I need to be there. So Pick me:D I love you so much!! cant wait to see you in action and get my life together for being a
Mom:D January 31, 2011 10:06 am

Angie Baxter:
Natalie, your Breathe workshop sounds amazing - thank you for the opportunity. I am writing from Melbourne, Australia - and am travelling to WPPI with my hubby and children for the first time. Woo hoo!!! I have followed your blog and your story for years. Many many many big loves for you. x I think the main reason I would love to win this is that every time I see your happy profile picture of my Twitter feed, I feel really happy. Your big happy smile stretched so wide, peace fingers up, mid-dance routine :) I think you would have a lot to teach me. xox January 31, 2011 10:07 am

BriAnn Hoopes:
I don't have a business yet, but I do have big dreams. I recently had my 3rd miscarriage in a row. It was a wake up call. It made me think about the book "Oh the Places You'll Go". In the book it talks about the "waiting place" and I have been there for the last couple of years trying to conceive a second child. While that is what I want more than anything else in the world, I realized that I can't get stuck in that waiting place. My life, joy, happiness, and service cannot be determined by whether or not I get to bring another child into this world. While still trying to get our babies here, I need to focus on growth so I can be the mother God intended me to be. I've already made some changes, but I think the Breathe conference could be a gift. One of my dreams is to become a good photographer. We have already saved the money for the camera and I have been researching like crazy the last month. I am going to jump in 100%. My inspiration is my son. I'm not sure I would do it professionally down the road, but I want to be able to capture my family in a beautiful way. My other dream that I will pursue is becoming a birth doula which will eventually lead me into becoming a midwife. I have a deep passion for the miracle of life. There is no moment more magical than a child entering into this world. I am married to an orthopedic surgeon resident, so finances are tight. I have a sister in Vegas I could leave my son with, so this would work out perfectly. I'm kind of embarrassed to say this, but another dream of mine is to meet you. You have inspired me more than you will ever know. Your posts throughout the week of your sons anniversary helped me get through the devastation of losing my pregnancies and realizing that God KNOWS. I can trust him and give my will to Him. In the meantime I will push myself to learn and grow in ways I am meant to. See you on Vegas! Much love, Bri January 31, 2011 10:35 am

erin:
i want to BREATHE because i'm a mom and we don't get to very much! i'd like to take time for myself, my soul, my mind, my heart, and my business. would love to share the experience with other mothers and with you, NN. <3 thank you. January 31, 2011 10:41 am

Whitney Hardie:
I posted it on facebook - which I NEVER do! January 31, 2011 10:44 am

Mary:
Hi Natalie - I've forgotten how to breathe. I'm a mom now and a wife to the best husband who is incredibly supportive. I started my business shortly after my son was born, under the huge inspiration of Joanna Tano who was my wedding photographer in 2008 when we traveled all the way from Toronto. Fast forward, I'm still working my full-time job in economic development, continuing to grow my part-time photography business which I love love love, being a wife to an awesome husband and trying to be the best mom all wrapped up in one. And along the way, somewhere along the way I forgot how to breathe. I would love the opportunity to learn your inspiration of how you manage the balance, and still be an awesome wife and mom to your beautiful boys. Thank you so much in advance for offering this empowerment workshop. January 31, 2011 10:49 am

kerry price:
I have come back to this post over and over today thinking about how I would adequately describe where I am right this very second in life, where I want to be and my struggles on getting there. I have been following your blog for what seems like a year and a half and I find it so refreshing, so uplighting, so pure. I admire your testimony and strive to strengthen mine. I love the way you look at life, enjoy photography and put your family first. With three kids (5 1/2, 3 and 2 months) I find myself overwhelmed with how do I do everything I want to and still be the mother and wife I want to be, the one they deserve to have. I would absolutely LOVE to attend Breathe! I would love to soak it all in and have some change in my life. I have been trying to save enough money to go since I live in Las Vegas and the event is right down the way. At times, motherhood seems to be so daunting. Breaking up fights over a pink necklace or crying because the hair bows don't completely match the outfit or how to have my children experience the love of the Lord and feel the Spirit in their lives. But in many ways, motherhood is truly wonderful too! Sweet, tender moments that I wouldn't change for the world. My husband and I tend to focus and spend our spare time together with our children. We rarely go out together, just the two of us, to focus on us. I truly believe to have a wonderful marriage, you need to spend some time on it. I want to do more of that!! You are such an example, someone I look up to and would love to be in your presence to hear how you do it. How you get through the day to day things, how you strengthen your testimony, how you balance family life, your marriage and photography. It would be so magical! I have wanted to jump into photography for over a year now and am just hesitant. I don't want to take away from my family but I would like to do something that is fulfilling to me. Something that I truly enjoy! I guess I could go on and on but I just love this idea, this concept and hope that I can be apart of it. You are amazing and I know this Breathe event is going to be too. How wonderful are you to give away to seats!! I just love to give - doesn't make you so happy? Thanks again for an awesome opportunity! -kerry January 31, 2011 10:58 am

Crystal winger:
I would love to go to the breathe workshop because I am a 26 year old single mother to three sweet little boys, and to tell the truth I have been feeling a little lost lately. I am struggling to find a piece of myself, and I would just love to go. I am very happy and content, but need a refocus, or find a way to smile more! thank you! ~ Crystal from MN. January 31, 2011 11:04 am

Jill Griffiths:
Why? I told my husband at the beginning of this new year that I feel like there's more out there for me. I'm ready for a step (maybe a leap!), but I'm lost between right now and the leap. My 3 blessings are getting older, and my supportive hubby has a lucky job and gets to hang at home. My life is ready, and I feel ready to accept something bigger. FEAR like so many has held me back. NEVER wanting to miss one important day of my families life, but at the same time missing so much of it because I want MORE. My business is growing and becoming successful. I personal trained 17 clients last month alone. But this fear of I won't be able to balance, handle, shine, and succeed at all my "self given labels" FREAKS ME OUT! So I let things slip through my fingers. I am looking for the tools (confidence) to feel good (empowered) about building on what I have created. Both business and family. I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE to work (weird?) and I LOVE my family just as much, and I would love to feel empowered in both areas. Natalie: I am all things, passion and promise; I'm just stuck in a protective bubble scared to move on. And of course I respect you and all that you stand for, so who better for me to trust then you??!! xoxo January 31, 2011 11:11 am

Cassie:
I know that there are tons of people who need help, and who would benefit from coming to "Breathe". I am just one who would like to come. I am a mother of one, who's child was recently diagnosed with high-functioning autism/aspergers. I am trying to remember to BREATHE on a minute to minute basis. I have a small photography business, and would like to make it grow, I want to stop making excuses as to why I don't do it. I have been blogging at www.http://myworldwithagenius.tumblr.com about my feelings to help me keep my head above water, and to help me to cope with my day to day. January 31, 2011 11:12 am

Molly Farabee:
I would love the chance to go to this. I am 31 and I will be having my 5th child in the beginning of April. Recently I have felt like life has just gotten away from me. I don't know who I am anymore. I used to have a great paying job and status of some sort. I LOVE being a Momma but I feel that I am not reaching the potentiol that I can. I would love the chance to just BREATHE. Thanks for the opportunity. :) January 31, 2011 11:13 am

Heather:
I wish I was business savvy enough to not need this, but alas, I need help!
There is nothing more invigorating than watching a child grow physically and emotionally through dance. I lost my baby last year and dancing became my emotional outlet. Dance is creative, yet technical and exact. It is everything I aspire to be! Dance keeps me healthy as well as happy. It is my dream to share this with the world! January 31, 2011 11:31 am

Bridgett:
I'm a wife, mother and entrepreneur and the balance on the scale of life is tipping. Having an opportunity to learn the tools that I can bring home and apply and work at will allow us to be the family God intended for us to be. I just need a swift kick in the butt! January 31, 2011 11:43 am

alyson gowdy:
I would be more than extremely excited to receive this scholarship! I have been trying to figure out a way to come to this workshop . . . I even was trying to convince my parents to meet me in Las Vegas so they could watch my girls while I attended . . . it was one of my scheming phone calles ;). Needless to say, it is not in the books right now and I would feel beyond blessed if I could attend. Thanks so much! January 31, 2011 11:47 am

Emily Fonnesbeck:
I loved reading your tweets about Breathe and as soon as I saw your were giving two seats I was tickled pink! I am a mother of 2 and am constantly looking for ways to earn a little extra cash for our little family. I'm a freelance writer/painter/crochet-er/ sewer/crafter, a jack of all trades you might say. I think sewing is my favorite, but trying to find the time to sew, let alone get my products on etsy, is ludicrous. I'd love to meet you and get my fanny to the MGM! January 31, 2011 12:02 pm

Amanda Peterson:
I need it! I want it! And if I could get the balance of my life and my photography business organized everything would be so much easier. I've run my own photography business for going on 9 years now and I still feel like I don't have it together. Between having kids and losing a child, and having more kids. Everything has been tossed around. Finally, finally this year my husband and I feel like our lives are going in the right direction. He's back in school to follow his dream to be a teacher and coach football which is all he's ever really wanted. But, we've alway stayed away due to the fact that teachers, (especially in Utah) don't make too much. But my business has grown and continues to grow and I want to make it grow even more but I know with the right tools it will only make it easier to run, easier to be the best mom and wife ever and easier to BREATHE. Plus I told you a while back that I really want to meet you one day and just give you a hug because I feel like you give hugs all day to people by the naturally inspirational person you are. You are always lifting others! So thanks. Hope to see you soon. January 31, 2011 1:09 pm

Wendy Holmes:
I spend plenty of time being inspired by you and other amazing ladies like you. It's high time I learned from the best of the best how to fly with your type. I think the name of your workshop is perfect. I imagine myself sitting in a chair, with my bestie, listening to you, and just breathing. Relaxing. Learning. Taking it all in and embracing life as a woman and mom and someone who aspires to be even MORE. <3 January 31, 2011 1:25 pm

julie medeiros:
I hesitate entering, so many will enter, so many others have talent. However, there is something in me that knows I have something to offer. I can't deny the natural talent that I know is there...however, life often denies me the chance to fully share and develop this (4 kids, work, church...life!). I love the feeling I get when I photograph. The best I can describe it is a treasure hunt. I love hunting for that genuine expression or special sparkle in someone's eye and then in turn seeing their expression when they see what I've captured. I believe everyone deserves to see themselves photographed in such a special and positive way (natural genuine beauty....not forced or contrived). Sometimes I think my time has passed, but then again maybe it hasn't. There is no doubt I will continue learning and growing with photography, but I can't help but dream of what could be with such a singular opportunity. January 31, 2011 1:45 pm

Jennifer Dorman:
I have been SO hesitant about leaving a comment… Scared and insecure, really (not sure when the heck that happened in my life… I used to be SUPER outgoing and thrilled to be me). I attended your Envision workshop in Seattle last July just 5 days after we moved cross country. I left feeling SO motivated to focus my passion into my business. A short time after Envision we had a setback in our family that made my husband and I focus all of our energy (& spare change) on his career. At this point I feel like a failure because I let life get the better of me. I feel lost. I feel like I had to give up what I wanted so I could emotionally support the rest of the fam, which I always do without hesitation (don’t all moms?). Things finally worked out for us and the hubs is on track to accomplish all that he wants (and what I want for him/our fam)… Now, (because of these goals he is working on) we have a MAJOR life change coming in 2 years… Sounds like a long time, but, by then my 5th monkey will be 4 and we will be in a place that is foreign to us. I could really use Breathe now because I want (& need) to take that future step with the confidence I feel like I deserve and the ability to handle all of the craziness that is sure meet me along the way. Every blog post, tweet, update you make makes me so happy and, yet, makes my heart ache (for me – TOTALLY happy for you, though)… I SO want to feel empowered like you and that I really can, in fact, accomplish what I want. I want to feel like I have something worthwhile to give and not that I am giving the scraps of my soul to others. When I talk to my hubs about this he is 100% behind me, but gives me the advice… “Cool. Do it.” Haha! Works for him, but I need to know how. I feel like I started opening my shell with you once on this and this scholarship would be a great way to continue on and have my family, home, business, etc. revolutionized from the ground up. January 31, 2011 1:49 pm

Sheila:
Where do I begin? Why should I be the chosen one out of so many deserving women? I can tell you this- if I DON'T do something drastic NOW, my days are numbered! I am in a rut and have been in this rut for just about five years. After putting my life on hold so my husband could finish his college degree, I tried to "return" to being ME. However, that still has not happened. In the past four years, I have gained about 60 pounds. During that time, I completed my master's degree, continued raising three children (now 11, 6, 4), supported my husband through his 5-year apprenticeship program, and oversaw the financing and construction of our new home.....all while working a full-time job. Ultimately, I sacrificed my health. I NEED to BREATHE! My health has suffered because of the stress, the lack of ime, nutrition, exercise and sleep, and the lack of CARE I have for myself at this point in time. I am so inspired by you, Natalie! I visit your blog often because I NEED your positive words and influence in my life. I need the motivation.....not necessarily to launch a new business.....but to launch a new LIFE. I want passion in my marriage again. I want my children to ENJOY the time they spend with me. I want to be HEALTHY in MIND, BODY & SPIRIT. For these reasons, I would love to attend your Breathe Intensive in Las Vegas. January 31, 2011 2:22 pm

Kim Chapman:
Please pick me. I am a single 34 year old girl who would do practically anything to have a husband and a baby. In the meantime, I am providing for myself by working as an emergency room nurse and doing photography on the side. I do have a little side business that I wish with all of my heart would take off so that I could be there full time. I absolutely love your blog! I have followed you for the last year and have cried with you, laughed with you, and have enjoyed very much learning from you. Thank you for this opportunity to maybe be chosen for this conference! January 31, 2011 2:25 pm

Alisa:
I crave the need to be moved, inspired and awed. I believe in the power of one: one person has the ability to say or do something for others that, in turn, creates a rippling effect, reaching many more, directly and indirectly. I am somewhat organized but often have days when I relate to your "Breathe Workshop Characters". I owe it to my supportive husband, our five children, myself and my photography to be the best I can be in all the roles I play! January 31, 2011 3:47 pm

Tory O'Leary:
I have these two little people that mean EVERYTHING to me. A man that I LOVE and who would do anything for me. And a business that is entering it's best year yet!!! SO why do I feel like I am failing?!!!!
All I can think is WHAT am I teaching my kids? To be unorganized & stressed? To be a workaholic? I want to teach my kids that you can HAVE IT ALL!!! I want them to see that you work hard & you succeed!!! I do NOT want them to see their mommy working so hard that she digs her self into a deep dark hole (i know, i know...it's a tunnel!!!) that she feels like she will never get out of it!!! They watch everything!!!! And seriously what am I REALLY teaching them by doing things the way i am currently doing them?!! I want to pass along this great work ethic ALONG with the tools to make it work!! Make your dream a reality AND have a family, a successful marriage AND a HAPPY LIFE!!!
My husband and I both have our own businesses....we both do not get paid unless we work...NO ONE is there to do the work if we do not. Business does not get done unless we work HARD. Both of our business are driven by the economy. We both turned our hobbies in to careers, he repairs surfboards & I am a photographer....you would think that would give us GREAT flexibility....however it is QUITE the opposite!! We are passing ships living in the same house....we JUST left our kids for 1 day in the first time in FIVE years last week, FIVE YEARS.....
There is NO balance in our lives AT ALL!! This passing ship....trading the kids for the car thing MUST STOP. We need this, for us...for our kids....for the last few years before our kids go off to school and don't have any time for us!!! Truly I want it ALL and I WILL NOT take it's not possible as an answer.....it is something I have been wanting & thinking for SO LONG.....and then your post came up about the workshop & It was like a light shown down!!! My husband and I had been fighting about me going to WPPI....b/c once again I am taking the precious time we do have (a weekend off) and going to Vegas of all places!!!......l read him your workshop description and he was like "YOU NEED TO GO TO THAT!!!! That is what WE need!"
This is OUR TIME. This is OUR YEAR. I am SO excited for the endless possibilities that it brings for us, for our family.......I just need the tools to make it happen!!! Your excitement and enthusiasm is CONTAGIOUS and I need to catch it!!! :) xx January 31, 2011 3:57 pm

Jenny Solar:
My kids are little: 6, 4, and 2 1/2. When our oldest was a baby (and while I was pregnant with our middle child), my husband and I put in our time to build this business from nothing. When we officially opened our doors for business, he was working at a full time job. I was going to school full time working on my Master's Degree and Max was 9 months old. We started shooting weddings full time 6 months after that. Josh was still working full time, I was going to school full time, I took a full time job as a tax accountant, we shot 35 weddings that year, AND I was pregnant with Ava. That was the craziest year of our life. We didn't intend to become photographers. It was only supposed to be a side job while I was going to school. Fast forward another year (and 38 more weddings!) and we finally realized that this is what we were meant to do. Now it's been 5 years. And we've been successful enough to quit all the other jobs and do photography full time. And it's been such a blessing. Just to be able to have both parents at home almost every day. As much as we love it, we still struggle finding that balance. We desperately want to maximize our time with our kids, especially while they are so little. But it's definitely a challenge to keep our business operating successfully while juggling everything that comes with raising a family. I'm open to trying new things and am just excited in general about this workshop! January 31, 2011 4:03 pm

Jennifer Paul:
What an exciting giveaway. I would love to attend. I'm a new mom and new to now spending my day at work. I love being a mom so much, but would love to learn more about how to balance motherhood, being a wife, and a business. I really believe in what you're doing. It's inspiring... even if I don't win the giveaway :) Thanks for your message. January 31, 2011 4:13 pm

Kirsten Krason:
I need to come to this! I am a stay-at-home mom and an interior designer. I work from home and I feel like I am swamped with stress all the time. But at the same time I love what I do and I can't imagine not doing it. I wold love to attend this workshop and gain a better perspective on how to focus my time. Thanks so much for the opportunity! January 31, 2011 4:14 pm

Brienne Michelle:
I've spent five years spinning my wheels. It's easy for me to tell myself that I've failed. It's easier still to believe it. But ultimately, life just hasn't been what I thought I needed it to be to succeed. My husband was laid off TWICE this year. I have a two-year old that is the light of my life. After the last layoff, we sold major pieces of my husbands studio equipment, only to have it stolen, taking away our backup plan - our "safety net" in case of more hardship. We quite literally had ALL the rugs yanked out from under us. But we made it. We learned to cling to each other and to God. We're stronger for it. I just can't help but think that if I had gotten my photography business together, more efficient, by now, maybe it wouldn't have been so bad.
I wouldn't trade these past months and year of toughness (we learned so much!) but it's past time for me to learn a) to BE STILL and b) to be more efficient with my business. I don't have a clue what that looks like for a work-from-home mommy like me, but I suppose that's what caught my eye about this workshop.
There's now way I have the money to go without a scholarship (hubby FINALLY got a job 2 weeks ago = 2.5 months without...) but I know it's time for me to really learn this stuff. No more dwelling on "failure". It's time. January 31, 2011 4:52 pm

Nicole Gravatt:
I have been in this business for eight years. When I started my business I told myself that I wasn't going to jump into it because I needed to focus on my children. So if work came my way, great, vacay for us!! Two years later I had my fourth little girl and decided that until my children all got in school I wasn't going to take that next step. Fast forward 2011. All my babies are in school. I dipped my toe in the water and what a ride this short time has been! I feel overwhelmed! I feel like I am losing focus on my faith, my husband, my girls and myself. I need help! I saw this post by my friend Jenny Solar and felt like this is where I need to be on February 22. I have never actually attended a workshop before or WPPI. I am as you say a virgin. ;) I think this needs to be my first workshop. I think this needs to be my first experience. I think you are that person I need to positively influence my business. Just sayin. So pick me and my God, my husband and my four girls will heart you. January 31, 2011 5:26 pm

rachael schirano:
oh natalie...your kindness and generosity just continue to overwhelm me. and i say this with all the sincerity in the world, thank you for creating this opportunity i hesitated entering, because i know that i am only one of the many who need this...but the reality is that i am one of the many who need this. i spent the last half of 2010 in a daze because i was so busy with work, i didn't even have time to sleep. my husband was missing me terribly, my kids were miserable with my lack of reliability…and i was suffering. i took a break over christmas and new years and in doing so, i realized that i wasn't prioritizing anything. i was never able to give 100% of myself to anything i did and as a result, i wasted so much time and energy. as i entered 2011, i did so with the intent to make this year different. i want this to be the year i change my life for the better. i am happy to be off to a good start, but its only a month in and i am already feeling those old, familiar tugs. just a quick email here while we do a craft, just a short snuggle with the kids there when i am supposed to be editing. my two worlds are threatening to consume each other again and i don't want it to become that. i don't want to be purposelessly wandering through my days, hurriedly crossing tasks off my lists because i had to do them. i want to flourish, i want to thrive, i want to live the life of my choosing. i want to have time to do personal things and family things. i want to create an environment at work that allows me to thrive, to flourish…and i want to create an environment at home that allows me (and my husband and my kids) to do the same. but the reality of getting there is proving much more difficult than i thought. in 2010 i spent too much time away from my family...and now in 2011, i am spending too much time away from my business. i need balance. i need structure, i need focus. i need tools to be able to give 100% to my family when i am with them and 100% to my business when i am with it. but i always feel so torn. like everything in my life is waging a constant battle for my time. i want to figure out how to conquer the enemy…i want to win the battle. i want it all. and i need help to be able to do that. January 31, 2011 5:29 pm

Anna:
Because my baby, now six, just asked me, "Why are you always working, mommy, and you never have time to play?" And I have been doing this since he was born. And I could weep, because of what I have missed. January 31, 2011 5:33 pm

Mary Saou:
Honestly, I am ever-so-curious as to how you juggle family, business, and personal renewal all at the same time. It seems that this workshop helps to find the balance, and balance is what I'm searching for! January 31, 2011 6:36 pm

Emily Kate:
When I heard you were having this workshop here in Vegas, where I live, I was really excited. But then I read about it and thought, "Oh that's not for me. That's for real professionals, not mom's with small businesses, like me. I'll send this link to my two friends here with photography businesses. They're the real deal, unlike me" And I did send the link. But now here I am thinking that my small business ventures are worthwhile as well. I CAN be a successful businesswoman and still fill my most important role: mother. I would be honored to attend your workshop and soak up your knowledge and inspiration. January 31, 2011 7:08 pm

emily:
I tweeted about the workshop. http://twitter.com/#!/2ndstorywindow/status/32304957419954176 January 31, 2011 7:12 pm

Amber:
I'm not sure I understand whether you're giving 2 different people each 1 spot or 1 person 2 spots for this giveaway. Anyway, as for myself, sometimes I think I'm just watching myself live my life without actually being 100% part of it. I need to learn to be in the here and now, especially for my 3 little boys. I do work from home and often think that's almost worst than working away from home: at least if I were working somewhere else they wouldn't feel put off or as if they've taken a back seat to the computer. However, far above and beyond that, I would really, really, love to bring my friend with me to this. SHE is the one who deserves it beyond anything I could claim for myself. She started her own business 2 years ago when her husband lost his job. Two years later, he remains unemployed. I wouldn't say her business keeps their head above water all the time, but I would say it keeps them from drowning entirely. She needs to be reminded of her worth, abilities, and given a major shove in the direction of financial stability. And I really want to meet you Natalie, let's not leave that part out. You're incredibly inspiring. January 31, 2011 7:17 pm

Jen Miller:
I am just a young girl, recently married ..no kids. But I do have a love for life! I have only recently started my small business, and would love to be able to learn from the best to be the best I can be! It would..I mean really really would, be an honor to listen to the girls of MTH. Please consider me. I know that I have great things to do in this life. And I want to get started now. :) January 31, 2011 7:20 pm

casey:
I have been trying all day to think of the right thing to say. Basically I just want to go for it. I want to leave my fear of failure and take a leap of faith. Deep down I know I have what it takes to be successful photographer and still be a good mom. Breathe would be an amazing opportunity for me to finally take that leap. January 31, 2011 8:15 pm

Casey:
Shared on FB! You rock Natalie! January 31, 2011 8:17 pm

Kristy DeGraaf:
I facebooked about the workshop. Do we add another comment for an extra entry or something? January 31, 2011 8:45 pm

Em:
Because I'm utterly terrified to do anything "for me" and know that somehow I shouldn't be. How do I manage to do what I love without leaving neglected children in my wake? (Or a resentful husband) Balance is not something I've encountered yet. January 31, 2011 8:47 pm

Kristin Mabb:
**Wow. I just put together that you are the lady from the "Sounds of Pertussis" campaign. I told my husband that I hope that God knows that I could never handle something like what you went through. I would undoubtedly fall apart at the seams. Women like you truly TRULY are an inspiration to me.** I have a couple of business I am trying to run: I have a piano studio I run out of my home as well as being an independent consultant for a direct sales company....not to mention being a mom to a feisty precocious 3 year old girl and a little 8 month old baby boy who melts my heart every day. With these two jobs, my two kids, my two callings at church, and my husband who works 70+ hours a weeks so I can stay home with my kiddos, I still feel inadequate a lot of the time. I beat myself up over not being "perfect" all of the time. I stay home with my kids.. .WHY can't I at least keep the house clean...have the sink always empty....have a great "activity planned" day for my kids....be successful in my business...figure out how to have dinner always ready at 5:30...and have a smile on my face when my husband comes home from work? I know I am not alone, and I know there are lots of other women out there with much more difficult situations than mine, but I am looking to make some big changes this year for myself so I can finally figure out how to manage it all with a smile on my face. :) I believe that "Breathe" would help me do just that. I love the name "Breathe"... maybe if I wrote that on my "to do" list everyday (I make one almost every day) I could have something that I could definitely cross off... or maybe my "to-do" list for Feb. 22nd could include a different kind of "Breathe" that I could cross off. .. Just sayin'... January 31, 2011 9:03 pm

Allison Miles:
I just had my first baby. It was a scary, scary pregnancy, so all the big plans I had to accomplish things during my pregnancy were thwarted. I had to quit my dream job, was unable to take the bar exam, and now I am stuck in this Utah winter with no photography jobs booked, the Utah bar exam looming, and a newborn that won't let me sleep. And there's the budget. I'm sticking inside until this blasted RSV season is over to protect my little one, but money won't allow me to buy anything to keep me occupied. I need this. Really. I'm not even sure how the logistics would work with a nursing baby and a husband who's working 13-hour days. But I will make it work. February 1, 2011 6:43 am

Monique Schaffer:
My friend Natalie~ As much as it would mean to me as a wife, Mom, photographer, girlfriend and business women to attend “Breathe”, I more than anything wish to bring my dearest friend in the world who needs your faith and inspiration more than I could write in a million pages. She is a Physician Assistant here in SD and is the most giving, trusting, loving and selfless person I have EVER met—which are also the reasons she needs this so badly. She provides medical care in underserved areas on the reservations/rural SD to many people who have little to no money and massive healthcare needs. Being the most giving, trusting, loving and selfless person I know also makes her so extraordinarily in need of this moment to “Breathe” and recapture the balance in a life filled with faith.love.family.business I am a bazillion times confidant that she would come with me if a received this scholarship and more than a bazillion times confidant it would change both our lives in ways I can only imagine.
Your faith, strength and eloquent writing have already begin to transform my life. I begin following your blog 1 ½ years ago after reading several of your articles on DPS and have been forever changed through your everlasting and inspirational words. Every single part of my being requires.desires.longs.strives to be a part of this revolutionary and life changing experience. Three years ago my husband and I quit our high paced/ long hour jobs-sold our house in WI and moved to SD in search of everything “Breathe” encompasses-balance in faith.marriage.children.business. Our goals are lofty and our momentum has slowed this past year- “Breathe” is so unbelievably needed right now to reconnect with this vision. Best wishes on this amazingly profound journey in Vegas!
P.S. – I hope you sub-contracted help to read through the scholarships apps because there are so many incredibly amazing women out there applying with equally incredible and amazing applications. February 1, 2011 6:52 am

Jenni Maroney:
Hello, my name is Jenni and I am a Workaholic! ;) I pour my heart and soul into my work. My business is my baby. However, we are trying to start a family and I'm so scared that I'm going to be the mom that blinks and realizes she missed her children growing up because she was so focused on everyone elses. I would LOVE to attend your workshop and would REALLY LOVE to walk away knowing that I can still run a successful business and also be an amazing (hopefully, soon-to-be) mom! Thank you!!
ps - My husband and I just got married in June (finally, after 7 years ;) and honeymooned in Maui! We loved it so much we're thinking our next vacation (maybe a babymoon??) will be to Oahu! February 1, 2011 7:17 am

Renee Bowen:
Breathe. I can honestly say I don't think I did any of that in the last 2 years!! I just don't know how people do it....I feel like I'm running a race I can never possibly win, much less finish; at least that's how I feel 90% of the time. I made the decision to stay home with my kids when they were babies; mostly because I had so many of them so close together ;) My oldest is now 12 and has high-functioning autism and my twins are 10.....I still can't believe that my babies are like..."people" now! I didn't fully go back into work until about 4-5 yrs ago; with the last 2 really being the most passionate. I felt lost in my kids, my amazing husband - and I felt guilty for that. (I still do). Now, I'm poised on the edge of a pretty great career...I feel confident in my talents (which is huge for me to say) and even though I'm a little late to the game (just turned 40 in September), I feel like a newborn in the photography world. I also feel like a chicken with her head cut off. Wrangling my kids' schoolwork, extra-curricular activities, my own business with no help, and still running a household....oh, and volunteering too much at the kids' school - I'm BURNT. I desperately need to find balance. I desperately need to breathe....and really, who has TIME for yoga?!!!! Who are these women who have immaculate houses and a career and still manage to make time for the husbands, much less for themselves?
I think this workshop sounds pretty amazing....and as much as I really need something like this, I honestly can't justify spending that much on it. Three kids - one with special needs, living in CA where the cost of living is....outrageous, married to actor.....all these things do not make for a whole lotta extra cash for Mom to go and find some balance ;)
So, yeah, I'm 40 - I'm not a newbie in the biz....but I am in the process of re-inventing myself and I sure could use all the help I can get. I KNOW I have so much more inside me.
Thanks for the opportunity !
xoxo
Renee February 1, 2011 7:45 am

Amy:
I am going to WPPi and soooo badly want to go to BREATHE, I just don't have the money right now. Please oh please pick me.
Currently I work full time in corporate america but am dying to make the leap - but I don't have the courage or confidence to do it. February 1, 2011 7:56 am

Meredith Cobb:
It's simple. I'm drowning. I'm drowning in my own life. I don't recognize myself. What happened to my life? What happened to me? Did you ever wonder that? I aspire to have more. I want more. I need more in my life. I absolutely know I have what it takes to have my own business. How do I do that when my life is about everyone but me? I want to be happy. I want 2011 to be the year my life changed. I want to stop drowning. I want to breathe. February 1, 2011 8:02 am

Krystal:
If breathe=balance, then that is what I need. In November, I lost my "real" job, working part-time as a bookkeeper from home. When faced with the transition, and my stress, my husband looked me in the eyes and said, "We can do this." He has supported my desire to be a photographer, and I feel I am right on the cusp of something great. I have had a slow and steady stream of clients and hope to be able to grow my business. I have also enrolled in school to finish my degree. What do I need? Balance, so I can do it all--finish school, be the best mommy for my 4 boys, keep my house together, support my husband working full time and also in school, and not have my thoughts during one responsibility bleed into the others. February 1, 2011 8:23 am

Britt Franken:
....because I CAN'T breathe!...
sometimes I feel as though there is not enough time...
time enough to organize my thoughts, my dreams, my inspiration, my "to do" list, my baby's room, the bills, the house...you name it...
and there's not even time left to breathe.
Sometimes I wonder if I just skipped sleep would that allow me to forge ahead faster...to put my baby and husband first and foremost, to eat, to clean the house AND to put my beloved business and passion on the road to success?...
I know there is a way, you've taught me that there IS a way...and I KNOW I have the will. Life is so good, my family so loving and photography so exciting...
and still...
somehow...
I just need to learn to BREATHE! February 1, 2011 8:37 am

Heather Sargeant:
I am 22 years and married to a wonderful man, Adam. I am the proud mother of two baby boys, one year and 7 weeks of age! yes, I was 10 weeks postpartum when i got pregnant with my second. Needless to say, i have not had many opportunities to pursue my passion, which is photography. a few months ago i started a business and i love it. We had to leave our home and our family is now currently living with my parents for financial reasons. if we want to provide for our babies we cannot afford any luxuries, which photography has become out of necessity. I wish to grow my business not only to pursue my dreams, not only to help provide for my family but also so that one day i can help women, in situations similar to mine, the way that you have and are. to top it all off my son trevor, 7 weeks, was diagnosed with an infectious virus at 3 days of life. they labeled it congenital cmv hepatitas. it is a very rare virus. Less than 1% of babies whos mothers contract the virus during pregnancy are affected with it. he was admitted and poked and prodded, starved and tested. two ultrasounds, one liver biopsy and 1000's of needles pricks later my baby is home with us and is slowly on his way back to recovery. Although he might need a liver transplant in the future and he has a 20% chance of hearing loss by the age of two, we feel so blessed that he is here with us and his brother. I want to have the opportunity to learn how to be the best wife, mother and business owner so that i can give back at least a portion of the pure joy that my family gives me on a daily basis and I know this workshop would do just that. February 1, 2011 10:30 am

Jenny:
Dear Natalie,
From my heart: You. You are the reason I went from amateur photographer to professional photographer a few years ago. You were the first photographer I found that had an open heart. You were a breath of fresh air in an industry that can be so exclusive and secretive. I truly believe you were an answer to my prayers at the time. God knows me and He knew I needed you. You will never know how much you have inspired me, and changed my life. You are real. You are so willing to share. Your sincerity shines in everything you do. Your faith is so strong. You are full of light and love. You are the kind of person I strive to be. (I think we might even be soul sisters!) Your Breathe Intensive sounds like everything my soul is searching for right now in terms of balancing motherhood and being an entrepreneur. I am ready. This workshop is my destiny! I am meant to be there with you as part of your revolution! I am a photographer, a wife, a mom to 4 amazing kids, a lover of life, and so much more. Thank you for this chance to learn some of your magic! Sprinkle some on me! ☺ February 1, 2011 11:12 am

Jill Galyan:
Oh Natalie ... I do feel like I need this. I want to make a difference but don't know where to start .... wait thats the answer ...first breath ( with pun intended) . I am ALWAYS trying to figure out the juggling, the order of prioritites, the Lords will ... I have an enterpreneurs soul but it feels a little trapped. ... I would love to go!!! February 1, 2011 11:32 am

Nicole Miles:
This would be great. i am the mommy of a 2 1/2 year old boy and a -3 month old boy. I waddle after my toddler and try to drum up some business at the same time. I have ups and downs in my business - 3 steps forward, 2 steps back it feels. My husband will be in an EXTREMELY low paying internship next year and I need to help put food on the table for what will be 2 boys... yikes. Also, you should pick me because I went to BYUH and I voted for Richie when he was running for BYUSAH. I knew you, but I don't think you knew me - I was a photographer for the Ke Alaka'i at the time. I need as much help as I can get! Pick me!!!! February 1, 2011 11:34 am

Amy:
Oh my gosh, Natalie. My heart just skipped a beat when I read this post. Actually, more accurately, I think it just STOPPED for a full minute. I want to go to this so badly I can taste it. I am on the verge of getting my photo website launched. Or rather, HAVE been on the verge for months and months. But I canNOT make the time for it, to simply just finish the darn thing. I have time for the kids and my wonderful hubs. I have time to take clients and shoot sessions. I even have time to be on my photo blogs getting inspiration (yours is high on the list, btw). But I have this huge mental block to finish my darn website and get myself out there with the big guns. I don't know if I just don't have the faith in myself that I need to make this happen or if I just want to put everyone/everything else in my life first because it's just easier than facing my fear of plunging in. Regardless, the Breathe Intensive sounds so incredibly thrilling and scary and wonderful and insane and EXACTLY what I need to figure out my place in this huge thing called life/business/motherhood/wifedom!
And a chance to meet YOU?? Let's do this!! February 1, 2011 2:14 pm

Tabitha Hugdahl:
Every day is a new day, in my life I have found that a lot of things happen for a reason. Every day is a new challenge. I am a full-time mom and student. I have recently stumbled upon the amazing experience of photography. I have finally found something that I love doing. In my journey to start a business I have realized that there are so many things that I need to learn. Every day I have new dreams for what my business will become. I want to make my dreams come true! February 1, 2011 2:16 pm

Tenille:
Because my word for 2011 is "go" and I am ready to get going! :) February 1, 2011 2:25 pm

Shelly:
I am passionately in love with my three boys and my husband. I am passionately in love with photography. Attending this would fuel the fire for both, that I daily struggle to balance. AND, I think you're amazing. The end. February 1, 2011 3:55 pm

Stevie (Stefanie)Armstrong:
My natural reaction was to pounce when I heard you had a scholarship for Breathe. I had already emailed you to inquire about payments. When the payments(you so graciously offered) weren't in my family budget I had settled on trying to find another way to get to you in the future, and so truthfully, I was already contemplating typing something up to plead my case before you announced the scholarship.*smiles* Not as a sobb story just to be honest and forthcoming.I haven't read any of the other entries yet. I started to and then stopped. Only because I know there are so many more deserving Moms/women/survivors/courageous entreprenuers out there in the same boat as me. I figured I would type this first and then read through all of the other amazing women who commented. I truly desire to be the hands and feet of God through my photography. I believe God has blessed me with an A-MAZING husband (that flies solo way too much in my opinion) and 4 patient, understanding kids that break the mold of your everyday awesomeness.(When God blesses he blesses hard) =) I just completed my first year of photography and look forward to many more. However I'm trying to get to a place where I can keep my family as my first & most important priority. I feel so close I can almost taste it... or BREATHE IT. After reading the descriptions of your growing photographers on your blog I've realized I best identify with Gabby-grow-a lot. You are such an inspiration to me, not just because your a cosmically-phenomenal photographer but because you put your family first! You are God centered, Wife, Mom and then photographer. I am determined to listen, learn & grow. Regardless of what happens ... this is an amazing opportunity for some Mom out there who wants to breathe, be better, & be a blessing.. I know God is using you for great things. I love you too mush <3
Stefanie Armstrong February 1, 2011 4:03 pm

Maren:
Dejected. That's probably the best word to describe how I've been feeling.
Over 15 years ago, I specifically chose for my major (and my career path) something that I could do part time from home because there was nothing I wanted more than to be a stay-at-home mom with the ability to contribute to family finances if necessary. The opportunity to be a wife and a mom didn't come for a very long time, so I instead tried to focus on building a business - always with the goal in mind that it was something I could continue if/when the opportunity did come. Twice I have given everything I had in me to start and grow a business. Twice I have been moderately successful, only to crash and burn when I couldn't keep up with the growth or manage all of the crises that came up. So twice, I have given up my business to return to a "stable" job.
In a few short months, my first baby will be born, and I will quit my "stable" job so I can be home with him. I will attempt again to start a business. But I am scared. out. of. my. mind. I feel so helpless; so totally incapable of being a mom and a wife and a successful business owner. I feel like if I couldn't do it before I was married and had a kid, how in the world am I going to be able to make it happen now?
Somehow I have to make it work this time. I'm struggling to see how that can possibly happen; how I can become what I need to become. But it is so often through another person that Heavenly Father answers our prayers and meets our needs. And I believe that YOU, Natalie Norton, are that person for me, right now (whether or not I am given the opportunity to attend this workshop). Just seeing your example inspires me to try again one. more. time. And for that, I am _truly_ grateful. February 1, 2011 4:16 pm

Ryan Armstrong:
Pick me because I am happy and I want to share that feeling with everyone I meet. I'm a young woman, married, and looking to make waves in the ocean. Photography is so dear to my heart that I want nothing more than to learn how to fully integrate it into my life and keep the inspiration up with still living my daily adventures. I photograph because it means something to me; I share those photographs because it means keeping a spark alive: a smile, a feeling, a place, a person, a family. Pick me because I want to keep doing this to the best of my ability. Pick me because I know it is what I am meant to do. Pick me because I want to breathe much more deeply and then breathe that life into others. And last, but not least, pick me because I admittedly totally adore you and want to be your friend. :) February 1, 2011 6:10 pm

katrine kruger:
Because I need to learn how the Breath again. Because I need to somehow find the balance between working, family , improving myself and my business, my spirituality and still stay somewhat sane.
I also FB your link :
http://www.facebook.com/#!/profile.php?id=605716566
and blogged:
http://www.katrinekrugerphotoblog.com/ February 1, 2011 6:20 pm

Lori Sheets:
I heard about Breathe from two different friends today so I guess it's meant to be that I enter. This is something I don't think I ever would have sought out to find on my own, but it sounds like just what I need. I know have talent, but I have no idea how to best share it. I've done the Etsy thing and even a year of fairly successful portrait photography, but once my son turned 2 and we had another baby on the way I quit because I didn't feel like I could manage everything well. When I do something I like to do it right and I just don't know if it is possible for me to be a wife, a mother and an entrepreneur without feeling like I'm slacking in some areas. I would love to learn from you regarding all of this because every day I still feel that desire to be part of some type of creative venture I just have no idea how to go about doing it. One last thing, I'm writing this as I sit through the blizzard of 2011 in Chicago. I would love to visit sunny Las Vegas. One of my best friends lives there and I would love to bring her to Breathe with me. I know we would have THE best time! February 1, 2011 6:45 pm

Brittany Cascio:
MAN OH MAN what I wouldn't give to come! When my friend told me about this workshop and had me read what it was all about, the Gabby Grows a Lot spoke to me!! Its my situation to a T! My hubby lost his job (like many other American's during this tough time) back in July. At first it seemed so incredibly scary... but we have been blessed with this growing business of ours! He is so very supportive, even coming up with enough money for me to finally go to WPPI like I have dreaming about for the last few years. But I really NEED to know how to balance it all! I am stretched so thin most of the time I don't know where to start! So here's to hoping I get to learn to "BREATHE" a little easier! :) February 1, 2011 6:49 pm

Brittany Cascio:
Just posted about it on FB!! :) Fingers and toes crossed!! February 1, 2011 6:54 pm

Lori Sheets:
I tweeted and posted a link on Facebook. February 1, 2011 7:06 pm

Jessie Evans:
I just had a baby. She is my world and I want to give her more. More of me. And I want to be more, someone who will inspire her. And to do so, I need a lifestyle rework. I need to find the synergy. February 1, 2011 7:43 pm

Noelle Reynolds:
Knock knock
Who's there?
Aardvark
Aardvark who?
Aardvark a million miles for one of your smiles!
Bwahaha! I love to laugh and hope I can with you in Vegas. February 1, 2011 8:10 pm

Jana Neser:
Natalie I would love to attend Breathe because you inspire me! I know I could learn so much from you about balancing my life between my career and my family. I know this is going to be an amazing workshop! February 1, 2011 8:11 pm

Sherry Ward:
After 5 LONG years of trying to have a baby, we were finally blessed with my greatest joy in life. Life is not the same with him. More then ever, I want to be able to stay at home with him and raise him myself. I want to be more and better for not only him but myself as well. I have loved photography for soooo long and being in Utah and there are SO many other amazing photographers around, I NEED to be better. Besides being on the edge with many thinks in life, I need to get away to just breathe so I don't fall off. I need so much change, inspiration and good things in my life. PS-That and I've (sadly)NEVER been to Vegas! February 1, 2011 8:23 pm

Tanya Florin:
Hi Natalie! I wrote (not long ago) "Choose me, choose me." in my application for your super duper cool job posting. Well, I didn't get chosen, but from the looks of it, you got someone great. Yahoo!
Here I sit in my living room in Honolulu asking to be chosen again! I have a great on-line business that is tailored to stay-at-home moms. At this point, things are going great, I've got an audience (and it is growing) but I would like to really REACH women. I've got the voice, passion and the medium to make a difference. Wanna help? February 1, 2011 8:52 pm

Jo Thomas:
Because metaphorically, I am the air to my kids' lungs - of course I want to be as clean and bright as i can be for them! Like so many other mum's-of-air I swirl through so much each day - housework, photography shoots, kissing bruised knees, nutrious meals, stories made up on the spot, picking up hubby's socks in random places of the house, family cuddles and did I mention washing, washing, washing? - it's hard not to pick up a little dirt and dust and smog. Help me learn how to stay clean and bright... and of course to breathe! Thanks Natalie, xo February 2, 2011 2:27 am

Jo Thomas:
Okay, I just read through everybody else's comments (yeah, I know - that really proves I probably do need this workshop to manage my priorities because here I am dawdling around on the computer just before midnight, but being an Aussie, I just can't help but sit up to see what is happening to our poor Queenslanders about to get hit by Cyclone Yasi) and I feel a little silly for the whimsical comment I left. By nature I'm happy-go-lucky and have been incredibly blessed with a strong faith in God who loves me, a husband who adores me even though I'm a little wobbly in places, 3 lively kids who think I'm the be-all-and-end-all even though I yell at them for being messy and a deep love of photography that is flourishing into a business, rather haphazardly. As much as I would love this opportunity (because of course I think I need it!) I can see that there are so many others who need it a hundred times more that I do and so, somewhat sadly, I withdraw my application :( Truly, I am a very blessed girl and much of my reason for wanting this was just to be around you Natalie for a whole day! You inspire me and when I'm feeling frustrated, I often log onto your blog because it grounds me and sets me off in the right direction again. I do get frustrated, I get grumpy, I cry and I get angry but I am a big believer, a HUGE believer in accepting responsibility for all that happens to me in life. To all the wonderful people who have commented here, I can see that this is what you are striving to do, so good on you! Bad things happen to good people all the time; it's not fair and it's NEVER easy but you have to deal with it. Only you can accept responsibility for the path you tread, even if you can't help the stumbling stones along the way. Keep reaching out because there is so much goodness in this world - sometimes it is a little hard to see for all those wretched stones we are so intent on watching to avoid but look up and you will always find a hand reaching out to you. You just have to be brave enough to look away from the stones... so go on, you know you can do it! And Natalie, thank you a hundred thousand million times over for so often being that hand to so many people, especially me! I would have loved to thank you in person but this will have to do. :) I am so glad it is you who has to choose a winner and not me! Good luck! xo PS I would have loved to apply to be your assistant but I suck at technology, I would've spent most of my time talking to you and I live in Australia. Oh well! February 2, 2011 3:10 am

Kelley Howe:
I NEED this workshop so badly. I have three children under the age of 6 years and I am beyond stressed. My house is a disaster and I feel like in order to get all my photography work done I neglect my children. I am on the verge of quitting photography that I LOVE so much so that I can be a mom again. If there is a way to do both I would LOVE LOVE to learn!!! THANKS :) February 2, 2011 6:37 am

Belinda Olsen:
Wow! First I wanted to say thank you for such an amazing and generous opportunity. This would make my first year at WPPI truly amazing!
My husband and I are trying to start our family while balancing everything. We've had a difficult time getting pregnant and this situation has been stressful & in some ways devastating. As I was reading the different profiles I feel a little bit of each of those ladies. I have an intense passion for photography and feel at home and comfortable with my camera in hand.
I like many out there wear lots of different hats: I work full time as a manager of more than 100 people, church responsibilities, supporting my husband while he is going to school, trying to bridge some gaps between some of my family members, working as a consultant for another local business & trying to build my little photography business. Life is CRAZY! I know that I need to learn how to balance everything and BREATHE! February 2, 2011 6:37 am

Julie:
I would love the chance to go to this and learn how to Breathe! This last year I have really struggled with finding balance with my photography business and my family. My husband and kids are most important but it is definitely hard to make it all work sometimes. Especially because I have such a passion for photography. February 2, 2011 6:40 am

Janna:
I just want to meet you and hear EVERYTHING you have to say. Natalie Norton rocks! :) Love your fan in MT. February 2, 2011 8:27 am

Staci:
I would say that I deserve this scholarship more then another...but after reading several of the other applicants...There are SO many wonderful women out there. I am just your average, ordinary, used to be know, trying to learn adapt to new things, loving my family, my Savior, stay at home mom. I fit in with crowd and don't stand out becuase of good or bad. Every woman needs to breathe and I will just have to continue following this blog and learn it a bit slower then the lucky few...for now! February 2, 2011 8:33 am

geri e.:
2010 was a hard year for Jas and I (in the health department). It was the most emotional and stressful year of my life. Then, towards the end of the year, I realized that what I needed to do was step back away from everything that was piling up in front of me, gain a little perspective and breeeeeeath. I have come to realize that attitude is everything when facing serious challenges. So this year I want to start fresh, with positivity coming out of my ears. I want to be balanced and totally creative in my job and happy. That's why I need this workshop! I need a good lesson in balance and keeping a clear, creative perspective—even through hard times. February 2, 2011 9:01 am

Alysha Smith:
I know that I am not the best canadite to pick. There are 121 better comments on here than mine. BUT I would love the chance to attend the breath intensive work shop. I do not have a business yet. I am a 22 year old girl who bought a DSLR camera and have not put it to good use yet. You see, my husband was diagnosed with cancer in September and I have put starting my business on the side. (but it's okay because I love him and its my duty to take care of him!) I need help getting my photography business started. I want to so bad. As for right now I am going to BYUH and needing a small business to save me, to take away some stress by doing what I love. Please! I would really appreciate it if you picked me ;) February 2, 2011 9:03 am

Korinne Seel:
Hi Natalie. I would love the opportunity to "BREATHE" because I love my family with all of my heart and soul, I am passionate about my business...and I want to wise. ox Korinne February 2, 2011 2:00 pm

carli:
Hi Natalie! I really would like, I mean LOVE, to come to thins workshop for a few reasons. Not to be a sob story, but my husband lost his job 2 years ago and I had to start a day care to make ends meet. My good friend and I are in the works on what we feel will be a great inspiration and help to all LDS women and I really want to learn how I can do that. The other reason is simply because I love you and your blog and would love to come and meet you in person. Thanks for being inspiring! :) February 2, 2011 4:19 pm

Estella Taylor:
I want to be apart of the Breathe Intensive because I sometimes feel like I can't breathe. I am a stay/work-at-home mom with 4 children. I am trying desperately to find the bakance between the two and am struggling to do so. I love my children and my business but feel like I am lacking in both my home life as well as my business. I know that I deserve everything that is described above but I feel at times that it's out of mh reach. Despite that fact, I am determined to find success in all aspects of my life and I know the Breathe Intensive will help me tremendously on that path. February 2, 2011 4:32 pm

Carmen Anderson:
I would love this opportunity of a lifetime to see through a life long dream of mine to be my own boss and do exactly what I love in the process. I am the mother of two boys (2 and 3), one of which has special needs, suffering from a rare lung condition, but is just as active as the next boy in spite of his challenges. These boys keep me on my toes all day long and I love them for it! I recently "retired" from teaching elementary school to work from home teaching for various online universities so I can take a more active presence in my boys' lives. I am passionate about education and would love to take a step in the direction of my real dream which would be to run my own preschool. I believe with the right amount of motivation, knowledge, and insight that I could garner from your workshop, I could take with me the necessary tools to go after my dream. Thanks for considering me! February 2, 2011 6:35 pm

abbey bernardi:
i'm in a rut
i need motivation
i'm so blessed but sometimes i feel like i'm frozen in time
i need a break
i've never left my 2 and a half yr old for more than 16 hours and i need a good reason to
i feel like i'm on the edge of something great, but i need a push and a new perspective
i love being inspired by cool people
: )
listening to dog days are over by florence and the machine February 2, 2011 9:08 pm

laura:
I'm 37, I'm a mom, I'm graduated and I think I could do great things if only I wouldn'd felle like I'm locked in a box . I had a career but when I ended my maternity leave I was sent by my firm in an empty office, doing nothing, This is extremely depressing. And now I really wanna find a new way for my life...only I need some help... February 2, 2011 9:32 pm

Melissa Vossler:
why do I want to go to breathe?
because I've spent endless nights sitting at my computer at 2am editing and answering emails, trying to tell myself that I CAN be a good mother without getting any sleep. because my heart knows there is a way to balance my two passions, but my brain just can't figure out how. because I need both quality time with my family AND photography to fill my soul. because I want to put my mouse down and laugh with my kids more. because I miss snuggling into bed with my husband BEFORE he falls asleep. you know, when he's still awake and we can cuddle and talk about our day. because WPPI is one of the only times in a year that I can (without guilt!) get away from my kids and take time for myself. It's time for refreshing, connecting, learning, drinking a mojito, maybe a little bit of dancing....and Breathe :) February 2, 2011 10:05 pm

Michele Anthony:
Melissa, I already entered, and I don't know you, but if I win, you will be the friend I bring. You totally summed it up for me. I wish you much luck, many blessings and a few mojitos too! February 2, 2011 11:23 pm

Stephanie Natale:
The description spoke straight to my heart. I need this more than any words could really describe in this small little box. Thanks for putting something like this together. Many blessings. February 3, 2011 9:01 am

Andrea Kuntz:
Because I've been waiting my whole life to do something I LOVE and now I have the chance and don't want it to slip away from me. I'd rather make people happy by capturing their love and their life than sitting behind a desk and never seeing the end result. February 3, 2011 9:15 am

Nicole Cauffman:
I have had an amazing last couple of years and I'm really looking forward to another amazing year with awesome people. I'm going on my first 'vacation' in over 3 years in a couple weeks to Las Vegas for WPPI. Our last vacation was in Las Vegas, for our 1 year anniversary.... and after trying to get pregnant for a couple years, we came back expecting. Now after having my second baby in September, loosing over 50lbs, running a photography & childcare business, I'm ready for my breath of fresh air! February 3, 2011 9:30 am

Julie Stephenson:
Because it's meant to be! I recently shared on my blog how your life changes, and you need to go with the flow. That's exactly what I'm doing. I'm going with my gut! Last week, I quit going back to college in order to focus on a photography business that sprouted out of nowhere. Please allow me the chance to learn from you. One more reason to pick me. I live in WISCONSIN...I need the vitamin D!
Please read my full blog post for more details.
Hope to see you soon. February 3, 2011 10:07 am

kjrsten:
Because I love photography almost as much as I love being a mother... both feed my soul, both make me insanely happy, both teach me to love, but how can I do them simultaneously AND successfully without feeling the mommy-guilt/crazy/life is moving too fast syndrome? Some days it feels like an inner wrestling match! I want my life back, but I refuse to give up what I have been building these last few years. Help me balance BOTH!
XOxoOOOXX February 3, 2011 10:50 am

Julie Stephenson:
Breathe...that’s something I’ve been able to do a whole lot easier lately. Last week, I blogged about the unexpected surprises life throws at us. I recently quit going back to college to focus on a photography business that sprouted out of nowhere. I didn’t see life going in this direction. I had to choose between what I thought I wanted and what felt right. I chose family, flexibility, & freedom, and it feels amazing. I went with my gut, and I know it was the right decision. Now I need the know how to make the most of this exciting new journey. I’ve looked at blogging conferences and photography workshops, but none seemed just right. The description of this intensive, gave me the chills. This is all happening now for a reason, instead of being in class on Tuesday the 22nd, I’m supposed to be in Vegas with you. Luckily, for both of us...I’m free. Thank you for giving women, like me, a chance at a life more fulfilling than we ever thought possible.
One more reason I need to be there, I live in Wisconsin...I need the Vitamin D!
The blog post I referred to is titled: My sign is not the only thing that changed...read that for even more details. February 3, 2011 11:08 am

Meikel Reece:
I love my family fiercely. I am in love with what I do! I want to master my craft and run a successful business. In short I want to be great. Simple as that! Thank you for the opportunity! February 3, 2011 11:13 am

Lindsay Ross:
Because my photography went somewhere I did NOT want it to go. Because I'm not being true to me. Because I need this whole thing to actually mean something. Because I'm on the edge of walking away from it all. Because my family is suffering. And it's not okay. AND because I got my whooping cough booster. And made my husband get one. And blogged about it. And facebooked about it. For baby Gavin. For a baby I never met, but who has forever changed my life. (Okay, kind of sucking up there, but I mean it. Sincerely mean it.) 2011 is my year. It has to be. February 3, 2011 11:54 am

Kristy Perkins:
I am drowning. And I don't know where to start. PLEASE help me BREATHE! February 3, 2011 11:55 am

kellijo castleberry:
I just want to better myself, period. I would love to change for the better. In EVERYTHING! I've always thought of myself as HAVING SO much potential, just never seem to live up to it. I SEE myself doing GREAT things, but finding I haven't done them yet.
Mostly, I would just LOVE to meet you. There's a song in the Broadway musical "WICKED" some of the lyrics read, "Because I knew you, I have been changed for good". I know you are the type of person that leaves people better, than when you found them.
Also, in regards to photography there's only two workshops I have ever wanted to go to YOU and Jonathan Canlas-enough said.
ps. I had a hard time commenting, you are SO poetic and SO grammatically correct. Forgive my poor punctuation! Thanks so much- KelliJo... February 3, 2011 1:07 pm

Rachel B:
I don't really fit the category of a mom/entrepreneur...I did in a life I once had. BUT this life is different. I admire all that you do & I would totally LOVE to come & see you ONCE...one day I will. AND also take a trip with you, that just has CRAZY FUN written all over it. But I'm sure there will be other opportunities for me to do so.
PS: I told all my friends on FB about you! February 3, 2011 1:52 pm

Wendy Laurel:
I want to come because I LOVE and ADORE my four kids, nalu, hannah, noelle and noa, with all that I am. I don't want to miss a moment with them and yet I have this HUGE PASSION inside me that I need the world to see. And of course because you are AMAZING. February 3, 2011 2:10 pm

Marci Mortensen:
Alright girl…here goes. I would be ever so grateful for the opportunity to attend your convention. Let's just get it all out there up front so you know where I am coming from. The top three reasons why: 1) I have been wanting to succeed at my photo business for, well, like forever. 2) I don't have an entrepreneurial bone in my body. 3) I am the queen of self doubt and complacency. Oh wait, there is one more. Motherhood has given me a gut check of sorts, and I am ready to find my passion and strength again.
Now let me explain.
I have known that I wanted a profession in photography since high school. I went to the University of Utah, and instead of majoring in something practical like business or finance, I got the ever so useful and yet totally worthless BFA, with an emphasis in photography. I graduated and started a wedding photography business. Now in 2003, it was at the dawn of the digital era, and I was a purist film photographer. I shot with a 6x6 Hasselblad. The problem was that first, I could not afford any of the lenses for this camera so I was limited by the only 80mm lens that I had, and secondly the cost of being a film photographer was eating up any profit I could make. There are those that shoot film successfully, and do it well (or in the case of Jonathan Canlas, do it really, really, really well). I was not one of these people. For starters, because of my insipid self doubt, I entered into this business with a partner to make sure that there was always a back up photographer in case I messed up. Then I always shot way, way too much to again make sure there were enough good shots. My third and final mistake is that being the softy that I am, I never charged people enough. So, my first business venture was not a raving success, to say the least. Sorry for all the detail, but where I have been has everything to do with where I am going.
Then my hubby had to go ahead with this teeny, tiny dream he had to become a doctor, and poof, away went my photography career. Being the supportive wife that I try to be, I (somewhat begrudgingly) entered the corporate world for five years, moved from Utah to Nevada for medical school, and then started a family. I am now a stay at home mother of two young sons, who are the most awesome little creatures you can imagine. I l-o-v-e, love these boys, but sometimes the end of the day comes and I feel like I have been in a boxing match all day. An elbow to the nose, a kick to the gut. Not figuratively, but emotionally. For all of the amazing, fulfilling, over the top things that motherhood is, it is also very hard and very self sacrificing. I just need a little something more for me.
I had a bit of a sour taste in my mouth from my initial experience with photography-for-profit, but I never abandoned my hopes completely. I always knew that when time and circumstance were right, I would give it another go. So, now is the time to make the circumstance work. I have been slowly saving and accumulating gear for a few years, and I have a bag full of the good stuff ( a digital camera this time). I have been shooting for a few years for almost nothing and sometimes really nothing, just to build up my portfolio, and let's face it, my confidence. I have enough now that I am starting on branding and a website. It's just that self doubt that I need to kick in the booty once and for all.
I am ready for a fresh start! It is my 30th year, and aren't 30th years supposed to be big? I am grateful for my first failure, because I know what to not do. Mistakes are the meat and potatoes of life, right? This is about finishing what I started, and maybe eventually making some money. I am ready to empower myself, and be empowered by other women who are making it work. I am happy. I am excited. I am motivated. But…..I could really, really use a nudge in the right direction from you:) February 3, 2011 3:39 pm

maren:
Found my answer today: "Very often what God first helps us towards is not the virtue itself but just this power of always trying again" - C.S. Lewis
I've been fighting feelings of inadequacy and an almost paralyzing fear when it comes to my business. But for the first time in a long time I know - I KNOW - that God will bless me with the power and the will to try again. Of course, I could certainly use some encouragement and inspiration - I would love to learn to Breathe. February 3, 2011 4:31 pm

Damaris @Kitchen Corners:
I've been looking at tickets, I mean could I really come to Las Vegas for a day? Unfortunately the answer is no, no I can't. I wish I could because I know I need this so bad. Oh well, my time will have to wait. Can i just say though that I read to a handful of the comments left here and I already feel inspired. So many amazing women out there, it's incredible. February 3, 2011 4:37 pm

Amy Paulson:
I read your blog post and I cried.
Tears of hope. Tears that reminded me – I know there’s a way out. This can work. This is what God wants. And there is a way.
I have an incredible husband who has walked through so much and is stepping out to follow his dream. (To go get his PHD in sociology and to help people re-think systems and help people.)
I have two precious kids. Hilarious. Adorable. Gracious.
And I have a surprise third now growing inside me.
The trouble is – every day as of late has been a struggle.
There are a lot of reasons. I nearly lost my mom early last summer. I then contracted Lyme disease which left me unable to walk for weeks and let’s just say it left me in tears daily as I had to tell my kids “I’m so sorry, mommy can’t hold you…mommy can’t play soccer…” And this third child? A little over month ago complications began and I now go in every two weeks to see if she/he is still okay. There are more reasons I landed here, but the truth is, though there are reasons as to how I got here, if I continue to go there, I know they will be excuses.
And I don’t want that.
For my kids.
For my husband.
For me.
We are looking at a huge life change in a matter of months that I know God has led us to. I’m excited, and yet terrified. There will be a third. And I will be supporting our family through this business. I want to break through. I want to have the marriage I know we can. I want to be the mom that my kids need. I want to serve my clients incredibly and help draw out the best in them. And…well…I need your help.
February 22 is my birthday and no matter what – I’m going to find a way to get there. Because this is the best gift for me and for those around me. Thank you for doing this. February 3, 2011 5:17 pm

Danielle:
"You can’t rely on your camera when your imagination is out of focus" and the inability to balance work, family, conflict, and all the great emotions of life can get in the way of creating true art that inspires. This opportunity to "breathe" would/could make a difference when my one and only priority in life is realized, to love and be loved, only then will true balance be obtained and no amount of money can buy that. I am open and willing to enhance my chance in life to show love and be loved thru my photographic lens… to see what this opportunity will bring. February 3, 2011 5:41 pm

Kelly Stewart:
I met you way back in my BYU-H days and didn't realize what I could have gleaned off of you then! I am ready to right my wrong and just soak up all I can because I love your style and the balance you seem to achieve with daily life. Coming to your workshop would be a dream come true! February 3, 2011 5:50 pm

Amy Hughes:
Your Breath workshop speaks to everything that I struggle with. I want to be "there" for my family and still try to make my business work! I would love to find peace and balance in those areas. Plus... I wanna find out how Laie is these days! I miss it sooooooooo much! February 3, 2011 7:00 pm

Sarah Diederich:
breathe... BREATHE... What a perfect name for what you are offering. Very easily can all of my energy's and attentions be consumed by anything photography. My 3 children and husband have often suffered from this love affair. My heart leaps, jumps, stops and sometimes sinks as I am striving to grow my business as a photographer. It is an amazing thing being hired by clients and being given the opportunity to capture their special moments with my camera. Seeing their faces as they see thier pictures for the first time. Feeling their excitement and sharing it with them. But then there's the guilt. The things that were left behind in my absence. My home in disarray. My children with messy faces. My husband asleep upstairs as I sit at my computer in the middle of the night. Sometimes it's easier to ignore the elephant in the room that is my photography that so easily takes me away from the people I love. Sometimes I try to throw it away, never to let it disrupt my life again, but it always sneaks back in. Finds a way to squeeze into my life and re-establish its place in my heart. I just can't seem to give it up. Or it won't give up on me. Either way I don't want it to go away. I want my family to have the benefit of me as their doting mother and adoring wife AND feel all the joy, excitement and fulfillment of this amazing pastime. I don't know if my hearts desire will be realized. I don't know if there is a way to find harmony in these very big parts of my soul... just breathe... February 3, 2011 7:54 pm

BROOKE BAGLEY:
I honestly can't tell you why I want to go to this. I saw this when you first posted it and brushed it off, but sitting here tonight I felt very strongly to tell you my story. I have a couple side businesses, but nothing that takes my breath away. In my life right now I sort of feel purposeless (is that a word?). I am a mother and a wife but sometimes I don't know what I am supposed to do with that. I hear of children that can now recite, from memory, the Articles of Faith and I think...what is that mom doing that I am not. I want to be the best I can be. My patriarchal blessing tells me I am not yet living to my full potential. I WANT TO BE. I really do. I need BREATHE to tell me what my potential is and help me get there. February 3, 2011 7:58 pm

Kali:
I'm horrible with words, much better at expressing my soul through my images, but if I could somehow convince you that breath is EXACTLY what my family and I need, that is what I would say. February 3, 2011 8:17 pm

Brittany Scott:
Seriously Natalie, pick ME. I’m ready to let go of my paralyzing fears that nobody will buy my art and MAKE THINGS HAPPEN because the truth is, I’m an amazing artist and I DON’T have to compromise my family life to achieve my dreams. I want to live fully, love completely, and work passionately and I know that Breathe has the power to change my life. I’m ready; give me all you’ve got - you won’t regret it. February 3, 2011 8:34 pm

Andrea:
The Breathe workshop sounds refreshing.
Why?
Life is wonderful and busy. I have my photography business I'm struggling to get off the ground, while being a mom to three amazing boys five & under. I'm looking for ways to successfully balance all my wife & mommy duties with the attention my business also needs in order to grow & prosper.. "Breathe" sounds like it would be great timing, not to mention a few days off for some "me" time ;-) February 3, 2011 9:01 pm

Eve:
Oh Natalie, You are such a blessing. God has been speaking to me through you since i 'met' you. Everyone here is so deserving of this and I believe that I am too. I need these tools to help me be a better mother and wife. I have recently taken some time off from my business to focus on family which I have grossly neglected over the last few years. I have 2 boys (4 and 1) whom I never got off the computer to play with. I am just beginning to open my eyes to what I am doing to them. I have a husband who I pass in the night because of our busy schedules and trying to balance it all. I am.in.love with my boys and want to give them my all. I wonder if my debilitating fear of loosing them is what is keeping me from them. God has been nudging me for a few months until the flood gates opened and your workshop landed in my lap. I am praying that this is His will for me. And even if it's not, the changes have already started. Thank you! February 3, 2011 9:24 pm

Kayleen T.:
I would love to win, I wasn't planning on going out to Vegas this year but will make the drive if I win a seat to such a needed workshop! We are welcoming our 3rd child in about 3 months and then I will be a mother to a 4 yr. old, 2 yr. old and newborn. I'm worried about how I will handle it all, because I'm struggling already, and the obvious thing that will be neglected will be my business. I wish I knew a way to balance all areas of my life, my home and family, work, health and church but one or two (or shhhh....three) are always lacking. I NEED to find balance and I wish it were as easy as eating my way through bowls of pasta, riding my bike alongside the Bali countryside or spending time with a happy and toothless Bali medicine man like Julia Roberts in Eat, Pray, Love... but dang-it it's not. February 3, 2011 9:34 pm

Courtney:
Plain and simple.....My daughter and my husband deserve so much more than what I have been giving them. I love them more than life itself and I have been just barely getting by as a mother, a wife, a friend, a business owner, the list could go on and on. More than anything right now I need some guidance and someone to tell me that I can do it all.....that I can breathe and the world won't fall apart in that brief moment. February 3, 2011 9:40 pm

Corinne:
Because I felt like someone knocked the wind out of me when my husband said he doesn't want me to be a photographer until our kids are raised. He doesn't think I can be a mother and a photographer but I have wanted to be a photographer almost as long as I've wanted to be a mother. Because some of my biggest regrets in life have come from the things I didn't do, and I don't want the same to be true of photography. Because you are truly an inspiration. February 3, 2011 9:50 pm

tonya:
This is hard for me to write, but I don't believe in myself or my talents. I love photography, but my fear of failure is paralyzing. I've read all of the wonderdul reactions to Breathe, and I would love to be inspired and energized as those women were. And you're just plain amazing Natalie :) February 4, 2011 3:01 am

Kelly Miller:
When I first read about the workshop, I couldn't believe it...it is EXACTLY what I need. I showed it to my husband and he said "WOW"! I feel lost, no other way to say it. I feel like I am giving everything 50% instead of 100% because I feel over whelemed and I am just failing. It makes me sad and I feel disconneted from the most important people in my life. I want to be the best mom to my boys and the wife my husband deserves and also run a successful photography business.. I struggle daily with balance and feel like something is always suffering, which is unacceptable and I NEED to change it. I honestly believe you found the balance secret. I want to learn and be the best for my family. You are amazing Natalie, you inspire so much. February 4, 2011 3:41 am

Jessica Fenenbock:
Oooo Ooo I wanna go :) I just recently graduated from BYUH and had a baby 4 days later. I am still trying find my place in the world balancing motherhood and my dreams. I am a new photographer soaking up every ounce of knowledge I can get and trying to find classes and seminars to help me become better. I focus on birth photography and I absolutely LOVE being there for the big moment and capturing those photos. Plus I am trying to come up with a name for my birth photography and I'm thinkin "breathe" sounds awesome so it is just meant to be for you to pick me :) Plus Plus I have family in Vegas so it would be SO easy for me to get down there and attend. Oh and also- I'm slightly, possibly, your number one fan and would give my left arm to attend any of your seminars. tee hee February 4, 2011 4:36 am

Sarah Baugh:
I need to go because I need to BREATHE! February 4, 2011 6:12 am

crystalyn nilson:
like many people (i'm sure i'm not the only one) i'm over feeling sad about my life being different than what i expected would be 'delivered' to me.
i've been on my knees and seeking with my whole soul because i WILL make my life what i want...somehow, someway. i'm not afraid of hard work and i want this life to be happy, hopeful and joyful for me, my husband and my 4 little ones. something you believe in too. i want to breathe life an happiness into everything i do and touch. i'd love to attend your workshop...i'd love to just meet you!! February 4, 2011 7:44 am

Arianne:
Growing up my mom gave me a picture with the words "breathe in, breathe out" and she told me as long as i did that each day life would be ok. That is what I have tried to remember with each of life's stresses and trials. I would love to someday be a photographer but I am finding it hard to remember my moms advice between that and being a mom. I would love to learn some balance! February 4, 2011 9:17 am

Danielle Savaiinaea:
Ahhhhhhhh!!!!! UUUUUUU!! That is what it feels like when I breathe! February 4, 2011 11:21 am

Lori Hiatt:
Natalie, my name is Lori Hiatt and my daughter is Shallyse. She is a photographer in Raleigh Durham NC and is very passionate about what she does. She has been a photographer for a little over seven years and has had to completely rebirth her business since they moved to NC two and half years ago. When I saw your original post about your breathe conference I so badly wanted to find a way to send her but we are also struggling small business owners and I don't have the financial resources to send her. I would give anything to be able to do so. If you pick her I will find a way to fly her there. She has family there that she can stay with if needed. Please make a mothers dream come true by allowing me to some way make her dreams come true. You are truly an inspiration to so many. February 4, 2011 2:54 pm

Meredith:
Wow, breathing...what a concept. Think I've held my breath since I started my business and haven't come up for air since...and my family has paid the price. Would love to win this and take time to learn how to breathe again...and I'm sure my family would love it, too. Thanks for all you do to inspire, Natalie! February 4, 2011 3:24 pm

Melissa:
Because I long to get out of my comfort zone. My excuses that there is not enough time, not enough hours, not enough of me to go around, that I'm not good enough...really just are NOT cutting it. Because all they are.....are excuses. I want to be present, aware, and in full control of my days. Whether its making my daughters lunch, on a photo shoot, on a date with my husband or just reading a book. I dont want my mind to be somewhere else anymore. Worrying about what moment I missed, what email I forgot to send out, what is the latest and greatest on Facebook. I just want to be. And I dont know how to do it. I dont know how to get out of the comfort zone that is my life and challenge myself to be better. A better Mother, a better Wife, a better friend, daughter, sister, photographer. I need help. And I truely feel that even without ever meeting you and only reading your words you can help me do this. I know its in me. More than anything I lwant to be a good example to my daughters. That you can do it all and feel full without looking like your falling apart at the seams. I would be honored to attend and truely feel I would walk away a better person. Thanks for your time Natalie. :) February 4, 2011 4:59 pm

jennifer rosenblad:
I could always have a little more help "breathing" I have asthma after all! pick me! February 4, 2011 5:35 pm

susan:
What an amazing opportunity! I hesitate even writing in because i live in las vegas, and I am struggling to even manage the time to go to WPPI this year...at least if it was out of town i know the kids would be have to be cared for by my husband ...but when I am here its all me most of the time. So if i am lucky enough to receive this opportunity it would be an honor to make the time and Breathe! I find myself almost hiding in a corner in a ball, afraid to completely put myself out there {as a photographer}, because what if people really like my work and really want to hire me, then i will have to figure out how to manage. Right now with a couple clients here and there I am good with that, or at least i tell myself I am...but I want to be better, but I don't want my roles that came first to fall by the way side...but then i think. I worked before i was a mom, I had an office and meetings and people depending on me all the time...why is this so different. And then i realize, because the role of a mother is a matter of the heart! And i can't let my family down...and i already feel like i have! I get a rush out of going on a shoot...i get bored going to the grocery store, I am so over the grocery store and figuring out whats for dinner and only to have a 4yr old turn her nose up at if because its not covered in cheese! I guess what i am trying to say thru all of this blubbering madness is I want to find ME. AGAIN. The creative ME. that gets excited for art projects with my kids or a quick trip to the grocery store or a photo shoot with a newborn! I need to be recharged and S.M.I.L.E. like i used too! And i am not smiling because i am not happy i am just in too much a routine and it needs to be broken!! Send me the bill later Dr. Natalie...or send me BREATHE...I'll take whatever you got! Thanks for the session:) February 4, 2011 6:07 pm

Starr Mercer:
The description of this amazing event...GRABBED ME, I mean it grabbed me by the shirt and said...THIS IS FOR YOU! I know I am on the brink of something amazing and there was a reason I stumbled upon this info after the first time being on your blog. If it was MEANT to be...then I guess I will see you in Las Vegas on February 22nd! Thank you for this CHANCE to win a spot, it would be wonderful to learn from you! February 4, 2011 6:07 pm

Luanne Livingston:
I'm going to hop on the carousel and try for the gold ring...I'd like to be part of a Revolution! Not sure I have the words to articulate why I need this...maybe I've been holding my breath too long. February 4, 2011 6:36 pm

Stephanie Meyer:
I would love to come to this workshop. I am a Motber of 5 amazing boys, a Wife and Owner of a scrapbook store. My true passion is photography but need and want more guidance. This year I am trying to learn to be Great when I am at home but when kids in bed be Great for what needs to be done for business & still try to educate myself on my hobby/passion to hopefully one day turn that into something & provide more for my family especially in these times. I would be honored to meet & listen to you. I follow your blog & you are truly an idol. February 4, 2011 6:49 pm

Natasha:
I would be so thankful for the opportunity to attend Breathe. I have been trying to get my business going for almost 2 years now and I basically feel like I am drowning (which makes it hard to BREATHE!!). My husband travels for work and I am home trying to balance the house, my son and my business and I haven't been as successful as I would like. I would love to come learn! February 4, 2011 7:03 pm

dee-ann:
aloha Natalie. when I first met you this past July, I was not prepared for the lasting impact you would have on my life. I only spent a day with you but felt it could have been a lifetime. "you are the boss of you and you can do anything you want" has been my mantra since. I could never give up an oppurtunity to spend more time with you in person but due to Operation Simplify, Operation be Authentic and my new one, Operation Be the Change...Breathe, no matter how wonderful, inspiring and soul warming it will be is not in the budget. When I saw your scholarship, I was intruiged but not still not sure I could swing it, but after weeks of thinking about it I decided to spend more time in your inspiring presence I would search every couch I could find for airfare and sleep at the airport if need be! Take care Natalie. xoxo Dee-Ann February 4, 2011 7:28 pm

Tracy:
I would love to attend!! I am a wife and mother of 4. Somewhere along the way, I lost my identity and my drive & independence. I dream about learning graphic design and starting my own business. But am holding back for fear and insecurities , etc. I would love to have this opportunity. February 4, 2011 8:00 pm

Kellene Maynard:
I'd LOVE to be chosen for this opportunity. I'm 27, after loosing our son in 2009, I am now pregnant with our third child. I have no idea how to balance business and life with a new baby and a 4 year old. In 2009 I was in "baby mode", after that I threw myself into my work. My business has really taken off, but now, I need to find balance with a new baby on the way. I'd love the opportunity to learn how to balance life as a mom, wife, professional, and above all putting Christ first in all that I do. Thank you so much for the opportunity! February 4, 2011 8:27 pm

Amie White:
I want to go to BREATHE so I can be with my friends. Friends I haven't even met yet! I wanna learn all I can from each of you! Plus, I need to give Natalie a huge hug! Love you sister! February 4, 2011 8:39 pm

Debra:
After ten months of joblessness which I *thought* I was handling well, I fell into a funk. The grey fog that descended made me have to 'fake' the upbeat, positive, nonquitter image I was trying to mirror for my family. What I didn't realize was "you" know when you're faking it instead of genuinely feeling it even if you're not consciously aware that you know. Does that even make sense? :) I made the conscious choice to reboot my attitude and toss away that grey heavy anchor of worry, discouragement, and self-doubt. Every day I make the choice to stand up straight, smile at myself in the mirror, and be gentler with myself. I was/am shocked at how quickly this all reminded me that 'yes', I'm out of work, but that's 'what' I am, not 'who' I am. The worry is just a small part of me now and shares space with hope, laughter, and the conscious decision to appreciate all the good that's still there. February 4, 2011 11:41 pm

jessica Crandlemire:
I know I am too late, I probably couldn't even pull it together. I am writing to say that I wish I was applying and so that I can comment on how great an impact your story and your photographs have had on me. I am 31 and mother of two beautiful boys, 5 and 3. Photography has always been an integral part of how I tell the story of my life. I was very slow to move into digital photography; there is something about the romance and mystery of film, but when I lost all the pictures of my oldest son Russell's second birthday that finished the romance for me. Just over four years ago my husband went into status epilepticus during a floor hockey game at our church and so began a battle with an extremely rare neurological auto-immume disease that has turned our lives into something very different from the dreams we had when we were married eight years ago. Faith and prayer, and so much love, have carried us as a little family through the great lows and thankful highs of this journey, but on a personal level my passion for photography has been the best therapy I ever could have asked for. I hope some day it might be more than that; for now it is enough. I admire your style and your unique ability to carry your love into every photograph you take. I continue to be inspired by the story of your life and am very thankful that you have chosen to share it with people like me. February 6, 2011 12:59 pm

natalie:
Rachel, you and I are going on a trip, somewhere amazing. AND one day I will put on some kind of amazing workshop locally, all centered around YOU, because I love you so much. February 6, 2011 7:29 pm

natalie:
Ms Jo Thomas, I sincerely hope to meet you one day. You are no longer allowed to be a stranger around here; I enjoy you far to much to allow you to lurk in the shadows. Speak the heck up. I've never met you, and I love you. xx, N PS. YOU had better be sharing this love, passion and wisdom on the www. Tell me you have a vastly successful blog. The world needs to hear your beautiful voice, every.single.day. February 6, 2011 7:50 pm

natalie:
Yes! My family is in Alpine! We started on Main Street, then moved to Hillside Circle (my parents built the house with the green roof) and now they are on Grove Drive. . . just up from you. :) February 6, 2011 8:40 pm

Photographer:
Can I just say what a relief to discover somebody that really
knows what they're discussing on the web. You actually know how to bring a problem to light and make it important. A lot more people ought to check this out and understand this side of your story. I was surprised that you aren't more popular given that you
surely have the gift. March 4, 2013 3:21 pm