about commitment

I’m secretly convinced that both of us, consciously or unconsciously postpone the things we should do or the decisions we should make. We do have the list and the schedule of everything but most of them are overdue. I’m not doing anything to rush the process either. I have this thought in mind, “if we’re on this together, both parties should be ready to make the jump.” No actually it’s not that simple. I don’t know anything anymore except laying on my bed doing sitcoms marathon and munching on chips is actually quite fulfilling. Who wrote the rules of how people should live?