Before too much longer my account on SG will expire, and I believe I will allow it to. Not because I am disappointed with it or with any of the many beautiful and friendly women/girls affiliated weather members or hopefuls. I guess it's like a fling, and this site was great in allowing me to have that without breaking hearts or ruining reputations... Read More

I also posted this in the writers group, but if anyone following me is open to it, then great!

Looking for a Hopeful or possibly SG if she has the time, to carry on a platonic and regular conversation for an inspiration for my book. This may seem like an odd request, but it would help since I really have no women my age I... Read More

Basically I'm just doing research for my book as well as looking for a woman's perspective on things that is typically awake during the night and sleeps her days. I live in a small city that normally sleeps during the nights or does meth. Lol would also rather not associate with people around here who make those choices, ya know?

I really don't mind being alive. I know life can be good and blah blah. I've lived it. Been there. Had my illusion that this has to be paradise and had it shattered by some internal whatever (I'm not saying it was aliens...Lol). I enjoy little things like going for a walk for a few hours, feeding ducks at the lake... Read More

Commented on a thread today about cunnilingus (also found out a new word, bonus!). Weather or not I'm any good is not necessarily a reputation I can vouch for for myself as I'm sure every guy will say they are good at it. What makes me want to blog right now is just how much I miss things like that. A beautiful face... Read More

It's being thirty and still single, not ever having a fair chance at love. Sure I lost virginity at 19 AFTER having been to Iraq. Yeah, not fun, ladies. Sure I've had two lengthy relationships of eight months and three months, but they both decided it was fair to cheat. Not judging, I just think they could have at least done me the... Read More

I want the characteristics of what a woman wants. Not to change for her, But to be able to present a man who is desirable to her, yet also is just as willing to do right by her, as I have wanted to do. Because apparently if you are a black knight who traded his amour for just image, rather than a knight who's amour became charred from battle, then you hold the pearl women desire. I dint want to be bowed to, rather to find someone willing to accept mine when one day I ask upon my knee.

Going back over things, I know a woman's love doesn't validate me, but the lack of it has a way of making a man feel hopeless. Especially when having a woman and childeren were the only things that man has ever cared about above all else. That's it. Some guys have other things they feel are more important in life. Truth is, for life to continue there is nothing more important. Everything else is just facets of time. Not worthless, not unimportant, yet in the end useless details. So how much importance can I put in life when I've known this since a child. Ever heard the song simple man by Leonard Skynard? There is something true to that isn't there? My only point is it sucks being single. It sucks even more to know women have the choice in selection and choose not to include me. I hope it'll happen someday. I understand being married isn't all flowers and rainbows and especially not having kids, But it's a challenge I knew I wanted from the beginning enough to take into account what a woman feels is important and trying his best to be that man. I've seen a lot of women who were friends come and go, to use me as an oasis. Someone to trust when they needed a friend for advice, always worthy to be cried on, but never worthy of a chance. I believe selection is a woman's choice, she carries and gives birth to childeren. It should be her right to reach for me and steal my heart with a kiss. Not the other way around.