Secretly Likes Girl

hello, i am 17 years old. i am GIRL who secretly likes girls. i had already boyfriends, but i am not inlove. i don't feel the essence of LOVE everytime when im with them. i just want to feel the real LOVE, i have so many girl crush but im afraid to tell them, maybe because im afraid they might reject me. until now my friends didn't know about my feelings. if you are 17 years old above, feel free to add me, or message me. thanks. :)