Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Hundredths of thousandths could
have commemorated the birth of Saint Valentine today. While some are busy preparing for a
romantic-filled event, others couldn’t deny the fact that they are merely
forced to buy roses, chocolates or a dinky little card due to the demand that
this day brings. Silent few could have hovered around the corner and
reiterating their bitter and grave experiences yet several could have thought
that this is just another ordinary day and like any other unbranded days, it couldn’t
be extended, not even an hour. True enough though. But today, I courageously chose
to stare at the monitor and get my hands ready to type in anything what my brain
dictates me. Sure thing, nothing and no one else occupies my hippocampus but
him – only him.

Oh
well, it was not so long ago since we piloted our first month together. Time
elapsed. Things changed. Feelings deepened. Two, three, four months slipped by
and still time swift by, things altered yet emotions were even deeper. And so
here I am, trying to squeeze everything that needed to be squeezed and convey
my heartfelt gratitude to him. Yes, my thank you list couldn’t compensate the
four-month, fun-filled ride with you, but allow me to trumpet to the world how blessed
and grateful I am for having you.

Hey! I couldn’t thank you enough for
the t-shirt I sometimes borrow. For our trying hard cooking sessions and
praising our own recipe because we felt so successful doing it, for reminding
me that we belong to each other so that I should act accordingly and behave
everytime, for spending quality time with me and for making me feel how special
I am to you, for tirelessly telling me that forever will you love me, that the
next girl you’ll love will be our daughter, that you’ll never have a change of
heart and that you’ll never go away, of which I am not hundred and one percent
certain that you’ve asserted those same perfect lines on one of your girls before.
For giving me a hint with your weak spots so as to avoid your weeping-at-a-speed-of-light
moments, for your blind obedience – following words I spit without you
realizing that some of those are just part of my silly games. Thank you still,
for your beautiful lie of telling me that you’ve deleted your collections of porns,
semi-porns and the likes and you’re not watching them nor taking a sneak peak
on them anymore (Heaven knows and I know
you still do).

For the corney, super
corney and super duper corney jokes, for your unconditional patience of fixing
your electric fan because I have negligently kicked one of the propellers, for
remaining stern towards staying with me all through out while you fought with
the many hurts and pains I caused you, and by all means, still staying gay and
sweet despite everything, and for patiently waiting for me – so patient that
even if that waiting feels like forever.

I’ve
been a real bad girl, I admit it, but I thank you for taking care of us and for
taking care of me better than I can. Thank you so much for not getting tired of
us. Hope you never will. For keeping
an eye on me before, during and after I was hospitalized, for uttering that
effective prayer of yours that eventually, the physician told me I can go home
the next day, for always being at my side even under time pressure, for
shouting to the world wide web how much I mean to you and most especially for
seeing me even with your eyes closed.

For generously
sharing to me the other side of the coin, like BJ’s halagukoy (ancient term of ugly) and “Maayung Buntag Kapamilya” even on a sizzling afternoon, your avid status
likers: Lowell’s “flippish.com”,
Jhonsel’s “dating-gawi”, Ryan Cute’s “madaot akong skin” and even parcels of
your past fairy-tale-like love stories of which I chose not to name names;
perhaps because of some good reasons. And oh! Thank you so much for your fake
listening to my piece of Romeo-Juliet plots; life is indeed so fair and square.

Well that did not
hurt but, thank you for the slap in my face and for hitting me that broomstick.
Just then I realized, walking out is never a solution to our melodramatic
scenes and crying sessions. Besides telling me it’s a tiring job, thank you for
the 26 calls and 20 messages I unscrupulously missed. For triumphantly penning “I <3 i="" jesse="" u=""> on one of my Pol
Sci photocopies and subsequently teasing me a hundredfold with, “My God, musulat kag ing-ani?”, while we
both exactly know whose the culprit of the crime scene, for tolerating my way
of pony tailing your hair, closer to that of Upin’s and Ipin’s, while
blackmailing that you either love me no more or you love someone else the
moment you removed it. So poor, ninja boy! Anyway, I just thought that you
should know, you looked so sexy with that hair do on. Haha. For your babyish
pleas that all I could do is give you a smirk, for your shameful, felt like
trodden with million horse hooves, “thank
you Te,” referring to my Mama after we’d taken our lunch.3>I supposed the above mentioned
were totally an understatement with the true scenario. But please, for heaven’s
sake, could you please appreciate it? Haha. And before I end this post, I
apologize that I vulgarized your usage of papaya soap. Anyhow, I’ve got plans
of vindicating your name today. Guys, sorry for poisoning your senses but he’s
actually using Dove Cream Bar. Hahaha.

Thank
you for the things you’ve done and will be done. Much to my delight, thank you
so much for loving me for me. Forever will I be thankful and forever will I
glorify God’s meticulous plan of sending you to me. May this day be a rich soil
for our seed of togetherness. Happy Valentine’s. Happy hundred and
forty-seventh day! I love you kaayu!

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I am Lycel. You can call me Liting. I swear I'm not friendly but at times, this attitude shows when I'm in need. hehe:)) My world revolves around my family, my studies and the TN office.
This blog is composed of my real life experiences however, some of them are also out of my creative mind. awh? Lately, I wasn't really that active in the blogosphere. But now, I'm gonna make sure that I'll have at least one post a day. Hopefully! hehe:))