She stopped in the fork in the road looking in her mirror at me as I was begging

her to come back I patted my heart and I think I did get on my kneesbecause she ran over my toes and they burned. I was hot for her!

She looked at me out her window with her crazy lovable smile,

with me on my knees begging, but she made a right turn! "Why Don't You Stay?"

That is love to be begging someone that kind of ran me over!

After all that then to beg afterward... True love regardless!!! It's clear!

Only for me to work with her years later and only for her to quit years after,

for other reasons. I told her I loved her and I wanted to go with her.

Me being, love sick even today, remembering, her crazy smile as she said

people called her crazy being I heard about it I have to say she's not! It's ok!

But her smile got me as she told me what people called her!

And the appreciated time she almost pulled down her pants in front of me.

Sort of tired she did and trusting with me enough to do that, then caught

what she almost did pretending like nothing happened.

Her looking out the window of her door as I came around the corner me seeing her and me written on my face the I love you look and her written on her face oh he's good for me look as she pretended to not be looking for me as I came there. She needs me as I need her!

I need to note. It's ok for a married lady to have a boyfriend or whatever.

It's the point to support the queen bee making all balanced.

She looses nothing and gains more support as it's about her!

A woman by her nature is the queen bee it's best to accept it!I accept it! I got upset over her and made a post venting upset!And my PC ended up getting hit by lightning because of it!Meant to be! My PC crackled with me still on it. I didn't have timeto unplug anything anyway! Lightning in a bottle can't let it go nowthat I got it!

But still I say now that's crossing paths! I'm not kidding you!

That is the weird red strings in my life both pointing to this town I am in now.

Still in love from way back then! I accept my destiny like a screw embedded in the floor.

This stuff is bigger than me so I accept it! I'm ok with it! My heart tells me so!

There was a drunk lady I met in the hotel I worked at in the 90's she was sitting on my

coat check table talking with me, she had a good job in the town I am in now,

I pondered what if I hooked up with her back then I am sure I would of stabilized her

more but back then I was in my late 20's who knows what they are doing at 20,

I had no clue! I did not work with her, but I would say the red string is there because

of how I met her and her working in the same town as me now back then.

When I worked at a hotel I had a friend that I seen on TV in the 90's. He was working for a security comp and during a bike race in CA for some reason I forgot, he told me that he ended up jumping his Jeep over a ditch close to the finish line and it was on TV.

When I first saw the race on TV and saw that happen I said "What the Hell!"

And years later when he said he did that in his past, I said "What the Hell!" Life is funny!

I dated a lady I met on the internet but I also met her before I met her.

I first met her when I was on the school bus in high school.

Her and her kids where going backward into a intersection in their car with a

T-top after doing a burnout. It was a cloudy day and when they went flying

backward they stopped in the middle of the intersection when there was a

opening in the cloud and a beam of light shined on their car and only their car.

She put her hands in the light and waved them around before they took off again.

I am glad I dated her but I didn't know if we where meant to be. I never thought

of these things like that before. On the bus I knew it was like a spot light on her

but I never understood. I dated a hair dresser that barfed on the first date at a restaurant and took me to a gay bar. Nervous and drunk, high and barfed because she had a death threat from testifying against a biker gang in federal court against them. But there was a lady I worked with at a hotel. I worked with her before I datedthe hair dresser lady. She was a juror for that case. But also the lady I worked with at the hotel, I met her husband back in the 80's before I met her, before I met the hair dresser!

So with me I ponder what made me come to this town in the first place.

My old lady. If the strings all cross in one town would of they crossed in

some other town or time. I don't know what to say, it blows my mind.

"The red string of marriage, and other variants, is an East Asian belief originating

from Chinese legend and is also used in Japanese legend.
According to this myth,

the gods tie an invisible red cord around the
ankles of those that are destined to meet

one another in a certain
situation or help each other in a certain way.

Often, in Japanese
culture, it is thought to be tied around the little finger.

According to Chinese legend, the deity in charge of "the red thread" is believed

to be Yue Xia Lao often abbreviated to Yue Lao, the old lunar matchmaker

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