Screwed !

Since a few people expressed interest in seeing more fingering-like action, here you go ! I'm not sure it's clear on the video, but I'm not fingering my butt -I'm stimulating what's left of my vaginal opening, through my skin since it has been surgically closed up.
Same... Since a few people expressed interest in seeing more fingering-like action, here you go ! I'm not sure it's clear on the video, but I'm not fingering my butt -I'm stimulating what's left of my vaginal opening, through my skin since it has been surgically closed up.
Same thing with the screwdriver, it's a nice fit and I can get it 'in' far enough to stimulate my prostate.

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I don't even know if it would be worth it in the end : while I have to admit that having a vagina is very practical for penetration since it requires no preparation beforehand, I found the actual penetration less pleasurable than anal. Maybe it was because of the angle or pressure, the fact that it was easier to reach and stimulate my prostate anally than vaginally, or the fact that my actual vaginal canal was not very sensitive, but my orgasms have always been much stronger with anal penetration. With vaginal penetration, I needed very strong pressure to feel anything, so I kept having to use larger and larger objects, up to a point where I think my vagina would have been completely useless for penetration by a penis -I had very little muscle tone inside, and it eventually became extremely loose. So I wouldn't want to go through yet another invasive surgery just to get to that same result again !
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There would also be the problem of finding a surgeon both able and willing to perform such a procedure, and I think most surgeons would frown at the idea of a male with no gender identity issues wanting a vagina -I guess the fact that I was born intersex could weigh in their decision, but after all, I was a teenager when my vagina was removed, so they might ask why I didn't just refuse the surgery back then.

Another thing is, I had my urethra reconstructed at that time (I had severe hypospadias), and my surgeons said that keeping my vagina open would make issues with my urethra more likely -and, having had urinary problems in the past, I really wanted to avoid that. So I suppose re-opening my vagina might mean exposing myself to issues involving my urethra, and since I already have a stenosis, I don't want to risk adding to that.