I’m desperate and unemployed

Hello, welcome back! Well, I know it’s been a while. Life has been… crazy, to say the least, and I’ve come here to share with you guys what’s been happening to me lately.

First, I’m unemployed and I’ve been trying to find a job that’ll allow me to keep going to college, but that proved to be a pain in the ass. So there’s that. Then there is my country, that’s heading in the wrong direction and it’s very hard to find a job and keep it. Also, it’s very hard to survive with my savings because the prices are going through the roof!

Also, there’s this blog that I always keep in my mind and I always find myself trying to write something, but I have to be honest with you. Even writing this is proving to be the hardest thing on earth, I think I have a subtle case of writer’s block.

I’m trying to write, but I have to be honest, I find myself trying to write something and then leaving it as a draft because I think it needs a lot more to be published. I know I said I wasn’t going to be so hard on myself, but whatever those things on my drafts are, they are ANYTHING but publishable.

I’m trying to find a job, like ANY job, even as a writer or as a translator, but I guess I’m out of luck. I’ll keep looking, maybe I’ll get lucky soon enough. I really hope things look up anytime now. I’m trying to be optimistic about things but I have been feeling a little blue a depressed lately. It’s just that my actual situation is bringing me down. Luckily I have my boyfriend with me that offered to help me, but I don’t want that. I want to be able to pay for my own things, to earn my own money and I don’t want to owe anything to anyone.

Anyway, this is me, trying to let you guys know what I’ve been up to and that I’m still alive. I’ll try to keep you post it, maybe try to write something non-job-search related. But I can’t promise you anything.

Thank you so much for taking your time to read this. I really really appreciate it. Thank you so much for letting me be part of your life, at least from time to time. I would love to know, in the comment section down below if you’ve ever faced a situation like this in your past and what did you do to feel better when you thought that there was no way out of it? I love reading comments and I always try to answer them!