Monday, 1 January 2018

This is a reflective blog of last year. If you don't like it then sorry. I couldn't help myself.

Well then... 2017....

The year that had it's ups and downs.

I met people who helped me on this fantastic journey called life. People who understood me and what I was going through.

I listened to some new music (Puggy) that I fell in love with instantly, watched an awesome animated movie (I may be 19 but I like animation for some reason) and took on a passion for language, art and voice acting. I made some friends (shocking I know), but I lost a few (all because I never listened). A friend told me that life goes on and we also have to. I agree, as the old saying goes 'Time waits for no one'. I might be done with highschool but we'll have to wait and see when I get my report. I partially helped write a small piece in a script that I hope is going to be successful.

The downside of last year is that I was feeling suicidal. Reason being that I had to stop, listen and think. I only did the first 2. The third I always jumped the gun. I lost a lot of friends in real life cause of my support to the LGBTQ+ community. I've been anorexic cause of the way how I saw myself but thankfully I was able to stop before it was too late.

Basically a lot happens to us every day of every year and we learn on this night (or other nights. Depending on what happened.) . This night of all nights at the very end of each year.

Also a word of advice: Stick to your plans for the year. Don't get distracted.

Distractions make you miss your mark.

My current goals for this year is to:

Go to college.

Get a driver's license.

Make better choices when it comes to friends.

Get more sleep.

Excel in what I love and that is petting cats (wait what?).

Read more books.

Don't waste my tears on people.

Learn more words.

Taking it easy.

Find my other half. One that understands me.

Trust people overtime and not instantly.

Not worry over the small things in life.

There are a few people that I would like to thank (I think it's a lot).

Please note that even if we don't know each other fully just know that you were still nice to me and that's how you got on the list. A little bit of kindness goes a long way...

Ok, now I have to think about everyone XD

Here's the list:

Arcas Panserbjörn

Blue

Eve

Filmbro

Grooving_on

Hornbuckle

Hydr0losis

HypoidBear

Iridian Willowglen

JaliSkyx

Jonottsanders

Marychu

Nasche

Neon Fox

Noke

Olsen

Orcanist

Paige Moonshade

Potatoesaregod

Rocky

Roland Blair

SageRaidyn

Shayde

Sriracha Hog

StevenIceblade

Stoffer

Teddy

Timberwolf

Vanessa Mythdust

Vanessa Peanuts

WolfieMatty

Zefurr

Thank you. You guys made my year...I appreciate it. *bear hugs*

To those who don't like me or never want to hear anything from me, I'm sorry you feel this way. You did me a favour. I would like to start over but I know that won't be possible. I am who I am and you are who you are. If you ever did anything wrong to me then I forgive you. New Year, clean slate.

Some are friends, some are not but they made my year (last). I thank them for being with me and bearing with me. It's hard to fit in and experience something new at the same time and just talking to people I want to know more.

But yeah, I'll see you guys next time (I'm ending it here before I start crying...again). Enjoy this fantastic New Year that is ahead of us. *bear hugs*If you know some of the people here, please link them this as I don't have everybody (don't ask me how that happened). See you in a bit.