November 24, 2008

There are lot of people who call me a net freak. Yes, they are right because i am the one. I spend a lot of time surfing sites, posting on forums, planning to do something for my blogs and websites. I do all this because i love it and i enjoy it a lot. If i do not have anything left to surf, then i switch to playing online games over the internet.

Well, not only i like playing games on the internet, but i do like other games too and that’s what i do if the internet is somehow not working. So there is a set of people who call me as a game freak. Yes, that’s what i am, i love to play games and i always try to be good at what i am playing.

I was just giving a thought that why i am like this, why i am addicted so much to internet and playin games. On giving some thought i realised that i am like this because i have nothing else to do. I do not have anyone here with whom i can hang around with; i do not have anyone by my side who will always be with me. I know many of my friends will say that they are for me forever, but it’s not like that. They have their own lives, they are busy with the things they do and even if they love me and want to be with me, they can’t do it.

So in the end it just means that i am alone and to pass my time i have to stick to playing games and browsing sites. May be just for this reason of being alone, internet and games have become my hobby and everyone associates me with them. Sometimes, if i ask few of my friends that what should i do, i am getting bored; i get a simple answer why don’t you play games. Well, i would have really loved to listen to some other answer, but that’s what i always have to be contended with.

Anyways, this is what my life is, being known as a gaming freak and a net freak. And now i am thinking that this may be the reason why i have chosen this medium of blog to talk about myself, coz this blog resides in internet, where my true identity is, i am lost in this web and will always be because i know no one will take me out of this and i myself won’t, because outside this web there’s nothing for me, even if i try i cannot see. Yes, i am an internet freak, i am a gaming freak and in my real life i am nothing but just a FREAK.

November 17, 2008

Space, that’s what everyone is looking for. Space in every aspect of life, but here i am talkin about space in terms of place to live in. Everyone is occupying some space of his own and has set up his own boundaries and no onle likes encroachment on his space.

No one likes encroachment, neither do i. Yes there are some creatures out here who have encroached on my property. There are ants living underneath my notebook’s keypad. These creepy little bastards are using my laptop to live in and this is the height of encroachment.

Earlier i used to notice some ants coming out from below the keys and it didnt matter much because i thought there will be few of them and in few days they will go away. I used to pick them up and pestle them between my thumb and index finger.

But this time, to my dismay, i saw an ant carrying some food roaming on my laptop. I tried to catch it but it ran away under my space bar key. That made me think that these fucking hard working guys are collecting food and that too under my notebook’s keypad. Doesn’t that mean that these trespassers have built their whole colony; queen, guards, workers all living under one roof, which sadly is my keypad.

This is really serious and one of the greatest examples of encroachment. I surely gonna put an end to this. This even led me to perform google search for “ants under my laptop keypad” and i found out that it’s really a known problem. Now, i know ways to get rid of these bastards and make my laptop free of them.