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I’ve been going around malls and the internet to get some ideas for the renovation of my room, and honestly it’s so hard. It gave me so many ideas I can’t put them into one room. I want a walk in closet but my room obviously can’t afford it unless I switch rooms with my brother, whom does not deserve and need that much space.

Being a bookworm, a humongous bookshelf is a must. Same goes with a workspace. Maybe the walk in closet can happen once I’m old enough and independent enough to live on my own.

Fortunately though, I was able to find an awesome interior designer online and she offers free designing! As long as you win her contest of course. She’s so good, like you’ll get all choked up, and speechless once you see the designs she’s done with some of the winners. I’m no doubt going to join her contest. She’s uh-mahzing so check her out here:

This is totally ridiculous, shallow, and stupid. There are a hell lot of bigger stuff than what I’m about to talk about but I have no one to judge me anyways.

First off, last Wednesday I started watching Vampire Diaries season 1 for the nth time and I’m now done with the 3rd season. After doing that awesome thang I went on tumblr and went on the #TVD tag cause that’s what fans do. There’s just so many FEELS. October 11 come closer!

I honestly think what Damon said to Elena in 2×03: “You and Katherine have a lot more in common than just your looks.” is for real in so many ways. I think we can say that it’s not only the way Elena manipulated Damon at that time but also with their relationship with both brothers. IT IS BOTH CONFUSING.

At first I thought Datherine was true love and that Katherine just won’t admit that she’s in love with Damon cause like she said: “I don’t let love get in the way.” I searched on it in tumblr and saw some post that Datherine is a “tragic love story.” They say that Katherine truly love Damon more, exemplified by how she didn’t compel him cause she trusted him and the look she has whenever she’s with Damon and how she would constantly pick on him to tick him off. At first I was on the same team and then when I started watching vampire diaries again Katherine’s love for Stefan is much more obvious. See how Katherine smiled at the memory of her and Stefan kissing. I also think that Katherine compeled Stefan because she loves him too much to lose him and that she doesn’t want him scared of her. You could also see how Stefan was able to catch her off guard by pretending that she still affects him. I think both love is one sided. Katherine loves both brothers but is only in love with Stefan but Stefan doesn’t love her back not anymore. While Damon used to be head over heels in love with Katherine while she wasn’t. Then comes the episodes where Katherine started showing affection towards Damon. The way she would warn him and help him. Also when Damon was dying because of a wolf bite Katherine apologized for the first time ever, not even to Stefan. She apologized to Damon. That shows a lot. But then again there’s her love for Stefan. Jeez I can’t. So much feels but that’s not even all of it I mean my emotions towards Delena is just billion level higher.

So now I have no idea who I ship but I will not falter when it comes to Delena.

Another one of the giveaways I’ve been joining. I really hope I win this time. I think I’ve joined like over a hundred giveaways already. I do understand though why I don’t win, I mean like thousands join these giveaways. It won’t hurt to try!

I seriously love them both offscreen (nian) and onscreen. Their chemistry is just, i don’t have any adjective to describe it. I bet their babies would be so gorgeous. I mean look at Ian! LOOK AT NINA. Total girl crush. I am trying my best to not talk about Ian Somerhalder’s perfectness. MOVING ON….

I can’t wait for season 4 to start! Unfortunately it will air on October 11. Still a month away.

At the first few minutes of TVD season 1 episode 1 I thought I’ll hate it cause I wasn’t really into Stefan. I thought it would be just like twilight and I didn’t know which was more cheesy then, but Damon appeared and everything changed. I think Stefan and Elena’s love is true, they do love each other. I’m just not sure if Elena is in love with him as much as she thinks she is or wants that she is. It is possible to love two guys but you can’t truly be in love with both. Perfect is not what one should look for in a guy or relationship but instead the right one. Damon is certainly not the perfect guy nor will the relationship be perfect with him but he has the capability to be the right one. Stefan is perfect, he will protect Elena, let her decide for herself, and he makes her happy. While Damon makes her nervous, happy (occasionally cause Elena hides her emotions when she’s with Damon), worried, angry, he surprises her, and he would risk their relationship to save Elena from anything and everything. But why worry about who ends up with who anyways, we could all use our imaginations and build our own TVD.

I want Damon to find another love interest, not to make Elena jealous but because he really doesn’t deserve to be treated the way Elena treats him. Elena doesn’t deserve Stefan either. So I guess Delena isn’t really endgame neither is Stelena.

I love Alaric and Jenna though. ❤

TVD will air a few days after my SAT, best reward and stress release ever.

Honestly, I’m team no one not even Team Jenna. The way she thinks is so fucked up really or it’s just me. It’s probably just me. I don’t hate her I just really hate her decisions and actions.

Matty and Jenna has no chemistry what so ever. Did they even screen tested them? From the moment the show started Matty and Jenna just looked so off. Jake however is a different story. They have chemistry they look adorable together to adorable it looks like that relationship you know won’t work but you hope it will cause it’s just so picture perfect.

BUT then again that’s how it really is in highschool. Most couples look so off and fake but what can you do? We, teenagers, are all naive. We think and feel like we know it all or that we know more than most people like us do. Truth is, we don’t. We know it but we don’t want to accept it. Anyways, that’s so unrelated to my topic.

I think Awkward is somehow a good rendition of what happens in highschool. All those imprefection, drama (although we don’t have most of the dramas they have in our highschool) etc makes it kind of appropriate.

Next post will be about TVD/The vampire diaries. CANNOT WAIT FOR SEASON 4. KMN.

It’s almost 12 am and there’s school tomorrow, I know that’s not really a big deal but for me it kinda is. I LOVE to sleep but when I have the time to do so It’s like everything starts to be so interesting. I’m so disappointed at myself and frustrated, we had like almost a week off from school including weekends and still I ended up cramming. I’m so freaking stupid. Now I have to endure the consequences of my actions.

Anyways, unrelated to my title, my parents just talked to me about my college course again. My dad actually. He is again doing what he does best, trying to manipulate and rule someone else’s life. I am so damn pissed at how he just want eveyrthing to go his way. But unlike my brother I am not the person he can easily get his way with. I’m the bratty, spoiled, black sheep in the family, and I’m kind of grateful for that. RIGHT NOW. I am not completely happy about those characteristics of mine but if I don’t have those and I just let them rule my life, what happens to me then?

I just hope whatever my decision may be it would be the right one. I don’t want to waste time and money and I clearly don’t want to disappoint anyone.

Anyways I’d be hopefully posting a blog about the show awkward or something related to it and TVD. Or anything I am currently obsessing on.