Well The good news is things are getting a little better, Not what I would like to see but it is better than it was, There is still a lot going on around me with family issues ect.. but I'm getting my focus back on me. The Month of Feb was a rea... Read more

I have to ask, I really need to vent, at the same time I keep telling myself who want to hear all of my drammer? really. So I try to think positive inspite of what going on around me. Although these thing effect my progress, I'm determind to get... Read more

Ok it is another month. Jan didn't go as I would have like for it to. I'm thinking that I've started thinking like I did two years ago, I don't know why. I did set my mind to it and I went from 221.8 lbs down to where I am today @ 165.0. Ok it w... Read more

Ok I've been sitting at the computer off and on just about all day, Going over what I would like to change, challenge or just try to do for myself as the new year approches. Being my job is still the same and I can't plan my day like most, I hav... Read more

I'm sitting here thinking about a lot of things. One being the fact I have found myself with to many irons in the fire lol. I do have a lot going on right now. Not bad but it can be a bit much sometime.
Over the course of the year I ha... Read more

well I guess it could be called that. I have not blog for a little while, so I thought I would this morning. Just to say what I feel right now. I have came off the meds that contain sterriods. I was not happy with all of this weight that I ma... Read more

Ok I haven't been on for a while. And Im probley forgotten by now. This is usually how it is when I JOIN groups ect... It's not the groups tho, It's me and my timing. How I long for a normal life sometime.
Nothing perfect. I know this. I'm... Read more

It's been a little while since I've been active. So much has happen and so many things going on. None of the less I've always been a fighter, and I always say this too shall past and it does.
My weight loss efforts has been a joke. Yet aga... Read more

Today started out really good, I'm ok with it. Been home for a while, Now it is time to go back to work. This is good too. However I wonder how I will do, yet I'm not stressing about it.
I had to much stress the last month of last year, One... Read more

wow I'm setting here browsning ect... Just thinking and thanking God for what he is doing for me.I'm feeling so much better after my last blog, and I'm looking forward to setting goals for myself. I've decided that 2012 is going to be a great... Read more

well all was going well. My last blog was about the event I spear headed for my mom, Things where going good at time then bad at other time.
The day of the event. Just sent me into a mode I don't think I've ever been in. There would be ... Read more

I have been hung up here for the past couple of weeks. I have been through some really missed up situations. My stress levels just sored. and I have not felt this bad in a very long time. With this said, It has left me wondering why is it that I... Read more

For sure this is the case. I was invited to two events back to back, This is not the norm for me I happen to be home to attend. Well on Thanksgiving day Hubby and I had lunch with his sister and family. Oh did she have it ladi out. Yeap my eyes ... Read more