weird

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

it's 10 pm. i just finished my core secrets video as i said i would. but i just wasn't into it. even right now, i feel kinda down. and i don't understand why. am i tired? am i getting bored? maybe it 's because i went over on cals today and am worried i won't make my goal.... whatever it is, it stinks.
you have all taught me to move on, and that tomorrow is a brand new day. i need something. i'm going to get some rest, incase i'm tired. i'm going to look for the tae bo video i want, or get the walking one everyone keeps talking about. to start something new. and i'm going to do really well with my intake tomorrow, so if i can fix whatever this problem is, i won't be feeling the same way tomorrow night. think i nailed it? or is there something else that could be making me feel this way. ooh, i suppose it could also have something to do with TOM. whatever it is it sucks and needs to dissapear. this is probably a side of me that none of you have seen before, i promise it's only temparary :) just had to vent my frustration :)

BLUEFISH2
Once every month you'll probably see a post like this from me...I'm not feeling myself...I don't know what is wrong...Ah Ha...TOM. You would think by now I would have figured it out but somehow it sneeks up on me everytime - LOL. You have the right attitude and the tools to get yourself where you want to go - I'm not worried about you a bit but I'll send a big hug your way anyhow :-)3798 days ago