It's fresh. It sucks. You will think about it constantly. It's hard to swallow food. Sorry he wasn't mature enough to actually talk with you about it.
Just don't let it ruin you. Find distractions. Another person that gives you butterflies will show.
Just have to wait for them to fly into your life.

I'm anti social to, but that doesn't give me the right to blindly take peoples pity, or feelings of understanding.

When you made this post, you knew people would come here offering kind words, but it doesn't solve the problem . I know it may feel good to know people care enough to reply, but think about this with more independence.

There are people who are twice the age of me, but in my eyes I see as children. It is not a personal attack, nor is it meant to intend to harm. It simply adds to bettering your situation, since kids will one day grow to learn from their behavior and actions, or some simply stay the same, because others give in to their ways.

I don't like feeling sorry for people, I would rather help them push themselves back to normal. Feeling sorry for you is the last thing on my mind, I wish you would see that as something positive.

I'm anti social to, but that doesn't give me the right to blindly take peoples pity, or feelings of understanding.

When you made this post, you knew people would come here offering kind words, but it doesn't solve the problem . I know it may feel good to know people care enough to reply, but think about this with more independence.

There are people who are twice the age of me, but in my eyes I see as children. It is not a personal attack, nor is it meant to intend to harm. It simply adds to bettering your situation, since kids will one day grow to learn from their behavior and actions, or some simply stay the same, because others give in to their ways.

I don't like feeling sorry for people, I would rather help them push themselves back to normal. Feeling sorry for you is the last thing on my mind, I wish you would see that as something positive.

Ouch. Nope. It didn't help. I don't care of your opinion of my sorrow, either. I came here for support, not judgment.