Nothing to Blame

lyrics

Precarious balance on the edge of a war
Unbearable anger drags to a dead weight fall
a cognition decay, mental disarray
Prone to destroy everything on its way
Am I going insane?
Charges of blood overflow my brain
I feel the heat is coming up
Broken knuckles will turn off the rush

sometimes i feel like i can face an army
but inside im weak like an iceberg in flames
a cold soul cant stand a mass on fire
im melting down as hopes fade
what's to come after this?
will i crash my head into nothing again?
I have too many questions
and nothing to blame

no one else can help it's all up to me
but what can be done if what's taking over is insanity?
empty thoughts fill up my mind
and let impulses prevail all the way
what's to come after this?
will i crash my head into nothing again?
or will i find a solution
to this lack of cognition?

I shat pills that made harder the struggle
Then drowned my sanity in empty bottles
To let violence rise and set me free from this
But pain wasnt a way to disarm the sorrow
I haven't found any way yet
Any way to escape this mess
But I won't wait and let fate in control
This is my life and is my role